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GROAN by Mervyn Peake First
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GROAN Dost thou love picking meat? Or would'st
thou see A man in the clouds, and have him speak to
thee? BUNYAN 1 THE
HALL OF THE BRIGHT CARVINGS Gormenghast, that is, the main massing of
the original stone, taken by itself would have displayed a certain ponderous
architectural quality were it possible to have ignored the circumfusion of
those mean dwellings that swarmed like an epidemic around its outer walls. They
sprawled over the sloping earth, each one half way over its neighbour until,
held back by the castle ramparts, the innermost of these hovels laid hold on
the great walls, clamping themselves thereto like limpets to a rock. These
dwellings, by ancient law, were granted this chill intimacy with the stronghold
that loomed above them. Over their irregular roofs would fall throughout the
seasons, the shadows of time-eaten buttresses, of broken and lofty turrets,
and, most enormous of all, the shadow of the Tower of Flints. This tower,
patched unevenly with black ivy, arose like a mutilated finger from among the
fists of knuckled masonry and pointed blasphemously at heaven. At night the
owls made of it an echoing throat; by day it stood voiceless and cast its long
shadow. Very little communication passed between
the denizens of these outer quarters and those who lived _within_ the walls,
save when, on the first June morning of each year, the entire population of the
clay dwellings had sanction to enter the Grounds in order to display the wooden
carvings on which they had been working during the year. These carvings,
blazoned in strange colour, were generally of animals or figures and were
treated in a highly stylized manner peculiar to themselves. The competition
among them to display the finest object of the year was bitter and rabid. Their
sole passion was directed, once their days of love had guttered, on the
production of this wooden sculpture, and among the muddle of huts at the foot
of the outer wall, existed a score of creative craftsmen whose position as
leading carvers gave them pride of place among the shadows. At one point _within_ the Outer Wall, a
few feet from the earth, the great stones of which the wall itself was
constructed, jutted forward in the form of a massive shelf stretching from east
to west for about two hundred to three hundred feet. These protruding stones
were painted white, and it was upon this shelf that on the first morning of
June the carvings were ranged every year for judgement by the Earl of Groan.
Those works judged to be the most consummate, and there were never more than
three chosen, were subsequently relegated to the Hall of the Bright Carvings. Standing immobile throughout the day, these
vivid objects, with their fantastic shadows on the wall behind them shifting
and elongating hour by hour with the sun's rotation, exuded a kind of darkness
for all their colour. The air between them was turgid with contempt and
jealousy. The craftsmen stood about like beggars, their families clustered in
silent groups. They were uncouth and prematurely aged. All radiance gone. The carvings that were left unselected
were burned the same evening in the courtyard below Lord Groan's western
balcony, and it was customary for him to stand there at the time of the burning
and to bow his head silently as if in pain, and then as a gong beat thrice from
within, the three carvings to escape the flames would be brought forth in the
moonlight. They were stood upon the balustrade of the balcony in full view of
the crowd below, and the Earl of Groan would call for their authors to come
forward. When they had stationed themselves immediately beneath where he was
standing, the Earl would throw down to them the traditional scrolls of vellum,
which, as the writings upon them verified, permitted these men to walk the
battlements above their cantonment at the full moon of each alternate month. On
these particular nights, from a window in the southern wall of Gormenghast, an observer
might watch the minute moonlit figures whose skill had won for them this honour
which they so coveted, moving to and fro along the battlements. Saving this exception of the day of
carvings, and the latitude permitted to the most peerless, there was no other
opportunity for those who lived within the walls to know of these
"outer" folk, nor in fact were they of interest to the
"inner" world, being submerged within the shadows of the great walls. They were all-but forgotten people: the
breed that was remembered with a start, or with the unreality of a recrudescent
dream. The day of carvings alone brought them into the sunlight and reawakened
the memory of former times. For as far back as even Nettel, the octogenarian
who lived in the tower above the rusting armoury, could remember, the ceremony
had been held. Innumerable carvings had smouldered to ashes in obedience to the
law, but the choicest were still housed in the Hall of the Bright Carvings. This hall which ran along the top storey
of the north wing was presided over by the curator, Rottcodd, who, as no one
ever visited the room, slept during most of his life in the hammock he had
erected at the far end. For all his dozing, he had never been known to
relinquish the feather duster from his grasp; the duster with which he would
perform one of the only two regular tasks which appeared to be necessary in
that long and silent hall, namely to flick the dust from the Bright Carvings. As objects of beauty, these works held
little interest to him and yet in spite of himself he had become attached in a
propinquital way to a few of the carvings. He would be more than thorough when
dusting the Emerald Horse. The black-and-olive Head which faced it across the
boards and the Piebald Shark were also his especial care. Not that there were
any on which the dust was allowed to settle. Entering at seven o'clock, winter and
summer, year in and year out, Rottcodd would disengage himself of his jacket
and draw over his head a long grey overall which descended shapelessly to his
ankles. With his feather duster tucked beneath his arm, it was his habit to
peer sagaciously over his glasses down-the length of the hall. His skull was
dark and small like a corroded musket bullet and his eyes behind the gleaming
of his glasses were the twin miniatures of his head. All three were constantly
on the move, as though to make up for the time they spent asleep, the head
wobbling in a mechanical way from side to side when Mr. Rottcodd walked, and
the eyes, as though taking their cue from the parent sphere to which they were
attached, peering here, there, and everywhere at nothing in particular. Having
peered quickly over his glasses on entering and having repeated the performance
along the length of the north wing after enveloping himself in his overall, it
was the custom of Rottcodd to relieve his left armpit of the feather duster,
and with that weapon raised, to advance towards the first of the carvings on
his right hand side, without more ado. Being at the top floor of the north wing,
this hall was not in any real sense a hall at all, but was more in the nature
of a loft. The only window was at its far end, and opposite the door through
which Rottcodd would enter from the upper body of the building. It gave little
light. The shutters were invariably lowered. The Hall of the Bright Carvings
was illuminated night and day by seven great candelabra suspended from the
ceiling at intervals of nine feet. The candles were never allowed to fail or
even to gutter, Rottcodd himself seeing to their replenishment before retiring
at nine o'clock in the evening. There was a stock of white candles in the small
dark ante-room beyond the door of the hail, where also were kept ready for use
Rottcodd's overall, a huge visitors' book, white with dust, and a stepladder.
There were no chairs or tables, nor indecd any furniture save the hammock at
the window end where Mr. Rottcodd slept. The boarded floor was white with dust
which, so assiduously kept from the carvings, had no alternative resting place
and had collected deep and ash-like, accumulating especially in the four
corners of the hall. Having flicked at the first carving on his
right, Rottcodd would move mechanically down the long phalanx of colour
standing a moment before each carving, his eyes running up and down it and all
over it, and his head wobbling knowingly on his neck before he introduced his
feather duster. Rottcodd was unmarried. An aloofness and even a nervousness was
apparent on first acquaintance and the ladies held a peculiar horror for him.
His, then, was an ideal existence, living alone day and night in a long loft.
Yet occasionally, for one reason or another, a servant or a member of the
household would make an unexpected appearance and startle him with some
question appertaining to ritual, and then the dust would settle once more in
the hall and on the soul of Mr. Rottcodd. What were his reveries as he lay in his
hammock with his dark bullet head tucked in the crook of his arm? What would he
be dreaming of, hour after hour, year after year? It is not easy to feel that
any great thoughts haunted his mind nor -- in spite of the sculpture whose
bright files surged over the dust in narrowing perspective like the highway for
an emperor -- that Rottcodd made any attempt to avail himself of his isolation,
but rather that he was enjoying the solitude for its Own Sake, with, at the
back of his mind, the dread of an intruder. One humid afternoon a visitor _did_ arrive
to disturb Rottcodd as he lay deeply hammocked, for his siesta was broken
sharply by a rattling of the door handle which was apparently performed in lieu
of the more popular practice of knocking at the panels. The sound echoed down
the long room and then settled into the fine dust on the boarded floor. The
sunlight squeezed itself between the thin cracks of the window blind. Even on a
hot, stifling, unhealthy afternoon such as this, the blinds were down and the
candlelight filled the room with an incongruous radiance. At the sound of the
door handle being rattled Rottcodd sat up suddenly. The thin bands of moted
light edging their way through the shutters barred his dark head with the
brilliance of the outer world. As he lowered himself over the hammock, it
wobbled on his shoulders, and his eyes darted up and down the door returning
again and again after their rapid and precipitous journeys to the agitations of
the door handle. Gripping his feather duster in his right hand, Rottcodd began
to advance down the bright avenue, his feet giving rise at each step to little
clouds of dust. When he had at last reached the door the handle had ceased to
vibrate. Lowering himself suddenly to his knees he placed his right eye at the
keyhole, and controlling the oscillation of his head and the vagaries of his
left eye (which was for ever trying to dash up and down the vertical surface of
the door), he was able by dint of concentration to observe, within three inches
of his keyholed eye, an eye which was not his, being not only of a different
colour to his own iron marble but being, which is more convincing, on the other
side of the door. This third eye which was going through the same performance
as the one belonging to Rottcodd, belonged to Flay, the taciturn servant of
Sepuichrave, Earl of Gormenghast. For Flay to be four rooms horizontally or one
floor vertically away from his lordship was a rare enough thing in the castle.
For him to be absent at all from his master's side was abnormal, yet here
apparently on this stifling summer afternoon was the eye of Mr. Flay at the
outer keyhole of the Hall of the Bright Carvings, and presumably the rest of
Mr. Flay was joined on behind it. On mutual recognition the eyes withdrew
simultaneously and the brass doorknob rattled again in the grip of the
visitor's hand. Rottcodd turned the key in the lock and the door opened slowly. Mr. Flay appeared to clutter up the
doorway as he stood revealed, his arms folded, surveying the smaller man before
him in an expressionless way. It did not look as though such a bony face as his
could give normal utterance, but rather that instead of sounds, something more
brittle, more ancient, something dryer would emerge, something perhaps more in
the nature of a splinter or a fragment of stone. Nevertheless, the harsh lips
parted. "It's me," he said, and took a step forward into the room,
his knee joints cracking as he did so. His passage across a room -- in fact his
passage through life -- was accompanied by these cracking sounds, one per step,
which might be likened to the breaking of dry twigs. Rottcodd, seeing that it was indeed he,
motioned him to advance by an irritable gesture of the hand, and closed the
door behind him. Conversation was never one of Mr. Flay's
accomplishments and for some time he gazed mirthlessly ahead of him, and then,
after what seemed an eternity to Rottcodd he raised a bony hand and scratched
himself behind the ear. Then he made his second remark, "Still here,
eh?" he said, his voice forcing its way out of his face. Rottcodd, feeling presumably that there
was little need to answer such a question, shrugged his shoulders and gave his
eyes the run of the ceiling. Mr. Flay pulled himself together and
continued: "I said still here, eh, Rottcodd?" He stared bitterly at
the carving of the Emerald Horse. "You're still here, eh?" "I'm invariably here," said
Rottcodd, lowering his gleaming glasses and running his eyes all over Mr.
Flay's visage. "Day in, day out, invariably. Very hot weather. Extremely
stifling. Did you want anything?" "Nothing," said Flay and he
turned towards Rottcodd with something menacing in his attitude. "I want
_nothing_." He wiped the palms of his hands on his hips where the dark
cloth shone like silk. Rottcodd flicked ash from his shoes with
the feather duster and tilted his bullet head. "Ah," he said in a
non-committal way. "You say 'ah',". said Flay,
turning his back on Rottcodd and beginning to walk down the coloured avenue,
"but I tell you, it is more than 'ah'." "Of course," said Rottcodd.
"Much more, I dare say. But I fail to understand. I am a Curator." At
this he drew his body up to full height and stood on the tips of his toes in
the dust. "A what?" said Flay, straggling
above him for he had returned. "A curator?" "That is so," said Rottcodd,
shaking his head. Flay made a hard noise in his throat. To
Rottcodd it signified a complete lack of understanding and it annoyed him that
the man should invade his province. "Curator," said Flay, after a
ghastly silence, "I will tell you something. I know something. Eh?" "Well?" said Rottcodd. "I'll tell you," said Flay.
"But first, what day is it? What month, and what year is it? Answer
me." Rottcodd was puzzled at this question, but
he was becoming a little intrigued. It was so obvious that the bony man had
something on his mind, and he replied, "It is the eighth day of the eighth
month, I am uncertain about the year. But why?" In a voice almost inaudible Flay repeated
"The eighth day of the eighth month." His eyes were almost
transparent as though in a country of ugly hills one were to find among the
harsh rocks two sky-reflecting lakes. "Come here," he said,
"come closer, Rottcodd, I will tell you. You don't understand Gormenghast,
what happens in Gormenghast -- the things that happen -- no, no. Below you,
that's where it all is, under this north wing. What are these things up here?
These wooden things? No use now. Keep them, but no use now. Everything is
moving. The castle is moving. Today, first time for years he's alone, his
Lordship. Not in my sight." Flay bit at his knuckle. "Bedchamber of
Ladyship, that's where he is. Lordship is beside himself: won't have me, won't
let me in to see the New One. The New One. He's come. He's downstairs. I
haven't seen him." Flay bit at the corresponding knuckle on the other hand
as though to balance the sensation. "No one's been in. Of course not. I'll
be next. The birds are lined along the bedrail. Ravens, starlings, all the
perishers, and the white rook. There's a kestrel; claws through the pillow. My
lady feeds them with crusts. Grain and crusts. Hardly seen her new-born. Heir
to Gormenghast. Doesn't look at him. But my lord keeps staring. Seen him
through the grating. Needs me. Won't let me in. Are you listening?" Mr. Rottcodd certainly was listening. In
the first place he had never heard Mr. Flay talk so much in his life before,
and in the second place the news that a son had been born at long last to the
ancient and historic house of Groan was, after all, an interesting tit-bit for
a curator living alone on the upper storey of the desolate north wing. Here was
something with which he could occupy his mind for some time to come. It was
true, as Mr. Flay pointed out, that he, Rottcodd, could not possibly feel the
pulse of the castle as he lay in his hammock, for in point of fact Rottcodd had
not even suspected that an heir was on its way. His meals came up in a
miniature lift through darkness from the servants' quarters many floors below
and he slept in the ante-room at night and consequently he was completely cut
off from the world and all its happenings. Flay had brought him real news. All
the same he disliked being disturbed even when information of this magnitude
was brought. What was passing through the bullet-shaped head was a question
concerning Mr. Flay's entry. Why had Flay, who never in the normal course of
events would have raised an eyebrow to acknowledge his presence -- why had he
now gone to the trouble of climbing to a part of the castle so foreign to him?
And to force a conversation on a personality as unexpansive as his own. He ran
his eyes over Mr. Flay in his own peculiarly rapid way and surprised himself by
saying suddenly, "To what may I attribute your presence, Mr. Flay?" "What?" said Flay. "What's
that?" He looked down on Rottcodd and his eyes became glassy. In truth Mr. Flay had surprised himself.
Why, indeed, he thought to himself, had he troubled to tell Rottcodd the news
which meant so much to him? Why Rottcodd, of all people? He continued staring
at the curator for some while, and the more he stood and pondered the clearer
it became to him that the question he had been asked was, to say the very
least, uncomfortably pertinent. The little man in front of him had asked a
simple and forthright question. It had been rather a poser. He took a couple of
shambling steps towards Mr. Rottcodd and then, forcing his hands into his
trouser pockets, turned round very slowly on one heel. "Ah," he said at last, "I
see what you mean, Rottcodd -- I see what you mean." Rottcodd was longing to get back to his
hammock and enjoy the luxury of being quite alone again, but his eye travelled
even more speedily towards the visitor's face when he heard the remark. Mr.
Flay had said that he saw what Rottcodd had meant. Had he really? Very
interesting. What, by the way, _had_ he meant? What precisely was it that Mr. Flay
had seen? He flicked an imaginary speck of dust from the gilded head of a
dryad. "You are interested in the birth
below?" he inquired. Flay stood for a while as though he had
heard nothing, but after a few minutes it became obvious he was thunderstruck.
"Interested!" he cried in a deep, husky voice, "Interested! The
child is a Groan. An authentic male Groan. Challenge to Change! No _Change_,
Rottcodd. No Change!" "Ah," said Rottcodd. "I see
your point, Mr. Flay. But his lordship was not dying?" "No," said Mr. Flay, "he
was not dying, but _teeth lengthen_!" and he strode to the wooden shutters
with long, slow heron-like paces, and the dust rose behind him. When it had
settled Rottcodd could see his angular parchment-coloured head leaning itself
against the lintel of the window. Mr. Flay could not feel entirely satisfied
with his answer to Rottcodd's question covering the reason for his appearance
in the Hall of the Bright Carvings. As he stood there by the window the
question repeated itself to him again and again. Why Rottcodd? Why on earth
Rottcodd? And yet he knew that directly he heard of the birth of the heir, when
his dour nature had been stirred so violently that he had found himself itching
to communicate his enthusiasm to another being -- from that moment Rottcodd had
leapt to his mind. Never of a communicative or enthusiastic nature he had found
it difficult even under the emotional stress of the advent to inform Rottcodd
of the facts. And, as has been remarked, he had surprised even himself not only
for having unburdened himself at all, but for having done so in so short a
time. He turned, and saw that the Curator was
standing wearily by the Piebald Shark, his small cropped round head moving to
and fro like a bird"s, and his hands clasped before him with the feather
duster between his fingers. He could see that Rottcodd was politely waiting for
him to go. Altogether Mr. Flay was in a peculiar state of mind. He was
surprised at Mr. Rottcodd for being so unimpressed at the news, and he was surprised
at himself for having brought it. He took from his pocket a vast watch of
silver and held it horizontally on the flat of his palm. "Must go,"
he said awkwardly. "Do you hear me, Rottcodd, I must go?" "Good of you to call," said
Rottcodd. "Will you sign your name in the visitors' book as you go
out?" "No! Not a visitor." Flay
brought his shoulders up to his ears. "Been with lordship thirty-seven
years. Sign a _book_," he added contemptuously, and he spat into a far
corner of the room. "As you wish," said Mr.
Rottcodd. "It was to the section of the visitors' book devoted to the
staff that I was referring." "No!" said Flay. As he passed the curator on his way to the
door he looked carefully at him as he came abreast, and the question rankled.
Why? The castle was filled with the excitement of the nativity. All was alive
with conjecture. There was no control. Rumour swept through the stronghold.
Everywhere, in passage, archway, cloister, refectory, kitchen, dormitory, and
hall it was the same. Why had he chosen the unenthusiastic Rottcodd? And then,
in a flash he realized. He must have subconsciously known that the news would
be new tono one else; that Rottcodd was virgin soil for his message, Rottcodd
the curator who lived alone among the Bright Carvings was the only one on whom
he could vent the tidings without jeopardizing his sullen dignity, and to whom
although the knowledge would give rise to but little enthusiasm it would at
least be new. Having solved the problem in his mind and
having realized in a dullish way that the conclusion was particularly mundane
and uninspired, and that there was no question of his soul calling along the
corridors and up the stairs to the soul of Rottcodd, Mr. Flay in a thin
straddling manner moved along the passages of the north wing and down the curve
of stone steps that led to the stone quadrangle, feeling the while a curious
disillusion, a sense of having suffered a loss of dignity, and a feeling of
being thankful that his visit to Rottcodd had been unobserved and that Rottcodd
himself was well hidden from the world in the Hall of the Bright Carvings. 2 THE
GREAT KITCHEN As Flay passed through the servants'
archway and descended the twelve steps that led into the main corridor of the
kitchen quarters, he became aware of an acute transformation of mood. The
solitude of Mr. Rottcodd's sanctum, which had been lingering in his mind, was
violated. Here among the stone passages were all the symptoms of ribald
excitement. Mr. Flay hunched his bony shoulders and with his hands in his
jacket pockets dragged them to the front so that only the black cloth divided
his clenched fists. The material was stretched as though it would split at the
small of his back. He stared mirthlessly to right and left and then advanced,
his long spidery legs cracking as he shouldered his way through a heaving group
of menials. They were guffawing to each other coarsely and one of them,
evidently the wit, was contorting his face, as pliable as putty, into shapes that
appeared to be independent of the skull, if indeed he had a skull beneath that
elastic flesh. Mr. Flay pushed past. The corridor was alive. Clusters of
aproned figures mixed and disengaged. Some were singing. Some were arguing and
some were draped against the wall, quite silent from exhaustion, their hands
dangling from their wrists or flapping stupidly to the beat of some kitchen
catch-song. The clamour was pitiless. Technically this was more the spirit
which Flay liked to see, or at all events thought to be more appropriate to the
occasion. Rottcodd's lack of enthusiasm had shocked him and here, at any rate,
the traditional observance of felicity at the birth of an heir to Gormenghast
was being observed. But it would have been impossible for him to show any signs
of enthusiasm himself when surrounded by it in others. As he moved along the
crowded corridor and passed in turn the dark passages that led to the
slaughter-house with its stench of fresh blood, the bakeries with their sweet
loaves and the stairs that led down to the wine vaults and the underground
network of the castle cellars, he felt a certain satisfaction at seing how many
of the roysterers staggered aside to let him pass, for his station as
retainer-in-chief to his Lordship was commanding and his sour mouth and the
frown that had made a permanent nest upon his jutting forehead were a warning. It was not often that Flay approved of
happiness in others. He saw in happiness the seeds of independence, and in
independence the seeds of revolt. But on an occasion such as this it was
different, for the spirit of convention was being rigorously adhered to, and in
between his ribs Mr. Flay experienced twinges of pleasure. He had come to where, on his left, and
halfway along the servants' corridor, the heavy wooden doors of the Great
Kitchen stood ajar. Ahead of him, narrowing in dark perspective, for there were
no windows, the rest of the corridor stretched silently away. It had no doors
on either side and at the far end it was terminated by a wall of flints. This
useless passage was, as might be supposed, usually deserted, but Mr. Flay
noticed that several figures were lying stretched in the shadows. At the same
time he was momentarily deafened by a great bellowing and clattering and
stamping. As Mr. Flay entered the Great Kitchen the
steaming, airless concentration of a ghastly heat struck him. He felt that his
body had received a blow. Not only was the normal sickening atmosphere of the
kitchen augmented by the sun's rays streaming into the room at various points
through the high windows, but, in the riot of the festivities, the fires had
been banked dangerously. But Mr. Flay realized that it was _right_ that this
should be as insufferable as it was. He even realized that the four grillers
who were forcing joint after joint between the metal doors with their clumsy
boots, until the oven began to give under the immoderate strain, were in key
with the legitimate temper of the occasion. The fact that they had no idea what
they were doing nor why they were doing it was irrelevant. The Countess had
given birth; was this a moment for rational behaviour? The walls of the vast room which were
streaming with calid moisture, were built with grey slabs of stone and were the
personal concern of a company of eighteen men known as the "Grey
Scrubbers". It had been their privilege on reaching adolescence to
discover that, being the sons of their fathers, their careers had been arranged
for them and that stretching ahead of them lay their identical lives consisting
of an unimaginative if praiseworthy duty. This was to restore, each morning, to
the great grey floor and the lofty walls of the kitchen a stainless complexion.
On every day of the year from three hours before daybreak until about eleven
o'clock, when the scaffolding and ladders became a hindrance to the cooks, the
Grey Scrubbers fulfilled their hereditary calling. Through the character of
their trade, their arms had become unusually powerful, and when they let their
huge hands hang loosely at their sides, there was more than an echo of the
simian. Coarse as these men appeared, they were an integral part of the Great
Kitchen. Without the Grey Scrubbers something very earthy, very heavy, very
real would be missing to any sociologist searching in that steaming room, for
the completion of a circle of temperaments, a gamut of the lower human values. Through daily proximity to the great slabs
of stone, the faces of the Grey Scrubbers had become like slabs themselves.
There was no expression whatever upon the eighteen faces, unless the lack of
expression is in itself an expression. They were simply slabs that the Grey
Scrubbers spoke from occasionally, stared from incessantly, heard with, hardly
ever. They were traditionally deaf. The eyes were there, small and flat as
coins, and the colour of the walls themselves, as though during the long hours
of professional staring the grey stone had at last reflected itself indelibly
once and for all. Yes, the eyes were there, thirty-six of them and the eighteen
noses were there, and the lines of the mouths that resembled the harsh cracks
that divided the stone slabs, they were there too. Although nothing physical
was missing from any one of their eighteen faces yet it would be impossible to
perceive the faintest sign of animation and, even if a basinful of their
features had been shaken together and if each feature had been picked out at
random and stuck upon some dummy-head of wax at any capricious spot or angle,
it would have made no difference, for even the most fantastic, the most
ingenious of arrangements could not have tempted into life a design whose
component parts were dead. In all, counting the ears, which on occasion may be
monstrously expressive, the one hundred and eight features were unable, at the
best of times, to muster between them, individually or taken _en masse_, the
faintest shadow of anything that might hint at the workings of what lay
beneath. Having watched the excitement developing
around them in the Great Kitchen, and being unable to comprehend what it was
all about for lack of hearing, they had up to the last hour or two been unable
to enter into that festive spirit which had attacked the very heart and bowels
of the kitchen staff. But here and now, on this day of days,
cognizant at last of the arrival of the new Lord, the eighteen Grey Scrubbers
were lying side by side upon the flagstones beneath a great table, dead drunk
to a man. They had done honour to the occasion and were out of the picture,
having been rolled under the table one by one like so many barrels of ale, as
indeed they were. Through the clamour of the voices in the
Great Kitchen that rose and fell, that changed tempo, and lingered, until a
strident rush or a wheezy slide of sound came to a new pause, only to be
shattered by a hideous croak of laughter or a thrilled whisper, or a clearing
of some coarse throat -- through all this thick and interwoven skein of bedlam,
the ponderous snoring of the Grey Scrubbers had continued as a recognizable
theme of dolorous persistence. In favour of the Grey Scrubbers it must be
said that it was not until the walls and floor of the kitchen were shining from
their exertions that they attacked the bungs as though unweaned. But it was not
only they who had succumbed. The same unquestionable proof of loyalty could be
observed in no less than forty members of the kitchen, who, like the Grey
Scrubbers, recognizing the bottle as the true medium through which to
externalize their affection for the family of Groan, were seeing visions and
dreaming dreams. Mr. Flay, wiping away with the back
of his claw-like hand the perspiration that had already gathered on his brow,
allowed his eyes to remain a moment on the inert and foreshortened bodies of
the inebriate Grey Scrubbers. Their heads were towards him, and were cropped to
a gun-grey stubble. Beneath the table a shadow had roosted, and the rest of
their bodies, receding in parallel lines, were soon devoured in the darkness.
At first glance he had been reminded of nothing so much as a row of curled-up
hedgehogs, and it was some time before he realized that he was regarding a line
of prickly skulls. When he had satisfied himself on this point his eyes
travelled sourly around the Great Kitchen. Everything was confusion, but behind
the flux of the shifting figures and the temporary chaos of overturned mixing
tables, of the floor littered with stock-pots, basting pans, broken bowls and
dishes, and oddments of food, Mr. Flay could see the main fixtures in the room
and keep them in his mind as a means of reference, for the kitchen swam before
his eyes in a clammy mist. Divided by the heavy stone wall in which was
situated a hatch of strong timber, was the _garde-manger_ with its stacks of
cold meat and hanging carcases and on the inside of the wall the spit. On a fixed
table running along a length of the wall were huge bowls capable of holding
fifty portions. The stock-pots were perpetually simmering, having boiled over,
and the floor about them was a mess of sepia fluid and egg-shells that had been
floating in the pots for the purpose of clearing the soup. The sawdust that was
spread neatly over the floor each morning was by now kicked into heaps and
soaked in the splashings of wine. And where scattered about the floor little
blobs of fat had been rolled or trodden in, the sawdust stuck to them giving
them the appearance of rissoles. Hanging along the dripping walls were rows of
sticking knives and steels, boning knives, skinning knives and two-handed
cleavers, and beneath them a twelve-foot by nine-foot chopping block,
cross-hatched and hollowed by decades of long wounds. On the other side of the room, to Mr.
Flay's left, a capacious enormous copper, a row of ovens and a narrow doorway
acted as his landmarks. The doors of the ovens were flying wide and acid flames
were leaping dangerously, as the fat that had been thrown into the fires
bubbled and stank. Mr. Flay was in two minds. He hated what
he saw, for of all the rooms in the castle, it was the kitchen he detested
most, and for a very real reason; and yet a thrill in his scarecrow body made
him aware of how right it all was. He could not, of course, analyse his
feelings nor would the idea have occurred to him, but he was so much a part and
parcel of Gormenghast that he could instinctively tell when the essence of its
tradition was running in a true channel, powerfully and with no deviation. But the fact that Mr. Flay appreciated, as
from the profoundest of motives, the vulgarity of the Great Kitchen in no way
mitigated his contempt for the figures he saw before him as individuals. As he
looked from one to another the satisfaction which he had at first experienced
in seeing them collectively gave way to a detestation as he observed them
piecemeal. A prodigious twisted beam, warped into a
spiral, floated, or so it seemed in the haze, across the breadth of the Great
Kitchen. Here and there along its undersurface, iron hooks were screwed into
its grain. Slung over it like sacks half filled with sawdust, so absolutely
lifeless they appeared, were two pastry-cooks, an ancient _poissonnier_, a
_rфtier_ with legs so bandy as to describe a rugged circle, a red-headed
_lйgumier_, and five _sauciers_ with their green scarves around their necks.
One of them near the far end from where Flay stood twitched a little, but apart
from this all was stillness. They were very happy. Mr. Flay took a few paces and the
atmosphere closed around him. He had stood by the door unobserved, but now as
he came forward a roysterer leaping suddenly into the air caught hold of one of
the hooks in the dark beam above them. He was suspended by one arm, a cretinous
little man with a face of concentrated impudence. He must have possessed a
strength out of all proportions to his size, for with the weight of his body
hanging on the end of one arm he yet drew himself up so that his head reached
the level of the iron hook. As Mr. Flay passed beneath, the dwarf, twisting
himself upside down with incredible speed, coiled his legs around the twisted
beam and dropping the rest of himself vertically with his face a few inches
from that of Mr. Flay, grinned at him grotesquely with his head upside down,
before Flay could do anything save come to an abrupt halt. The dwarf had then
swung himself on to the beam again and was running along it on all fours with
an agility more likely to be found in jungles than in kitchens. A prodigious bellow outvoicing all
cacophony caused him to turn his head away from the dwarf. Away to his left in
the shade of a supporting pillar he could make out the vague unmistakable shape
of what had really been at the back of his brain like a tumour, ever since he
had entered the great kitchen. 3 SWELTER The chef of Gormenghast, balancing his
body with difficulty upon a cask of wine, was addressing a group of apprentices
in their striped and sodden jackets and small white caps. They clasped each
other's shoulders for their support. Their adolescent faces steaming with the
heat of the adjacent ovens were quite stupefied, and when they laughed or
applauded the enormity above them, it was with a crazed and sycophantic
fervour. As Mr. Flay approached to within a few yards of the cluster, another
roar, such as he had heard a moment or two earlier, rolled into the heat above
the wine-barrel. The young scullions had heard this roar
many times before but had never associated it with anything other than anger.
At first, consequently, it had frightened them, but they had soon perceived
that there was no irritation in its note today. The chef, as he loomed over them, drunken,
arrogant and pedantic, was enjoying himself. As the apprentices swayed tipsily around
the wine cask, their faces catching and losing the light that streamed through
a high window, they also, in a delirious fashion -- were enjoying themselves.
The echoes died from the apparently reasonless bellow of the chief chef and the
sagging circle about the barrel stamped its feet feverishly and gave high
shrill cries of delight, for they had seen an inane smile evolving from the
blur of the huge head above them. Never before had they enjoyed such latitude
in the presence of the chef. They struggled to outdo one another in the taking
of liberties unheard of hitherto. They vied for favours, screaming his name at
the tops of their voices. They tried to catch his eye. They were very tired,
very heavy and sick with the drink and the heat, but were living fiercely on
their fuddled reserves of nervous energy. All saving one high-shouldered boy,
who throughout the scene had preserved a moody silence. He loathed the figure above
him and he despised his fellow-apprentices. He leaned against the shadowy side
of the pillar, out of the chef's line of vision. Mr. Flay was annoyed, even on such a day,
by the scene. Although approving in theory, in practice it seemed to him that the
spectacle was unpleasant. He remembered, when he had first come across Swelter,
how he and the chef had instantaneously entertained a mutual dislike, and how
this antipathy festered. To Swelter it was irksome to see the bony straggly
figure of Lord Sepulchrave's first servant in his kitchen at all, the only
palliative to this annoyance being the opportunity which if afforded for the
display of his superior wit at Mr. Flay's expense. Mr. Flay entered Swelter's steaming
province for one purpose only. To prove to himself as much as to others, that
he, as Lord Groan's personal attendant, would on no account be intimidated by
any member of the staff. To keep this fact well in front of his own
mind, he made a tour of the servants' quarters every so often, never entering
the kitchen, however, without a queasiness of stomach, never departing from it
without a renewal of spleen. The long beams of sunlight, which were
reflected from the moist walls in a shimmering haze, had pranked the chef's
body with blotches of ghost-light. The effect from below was that of a dappled
volume of warm vague whiteness and of a grey that dissolved into swamps of
midnight -- of a volume that towered and dissolved among the rafters. As
occasion merited he supported himself against the stone pillar at his side and
as he did so the patches of light shifted across the degraded whiteness of the
stretched uniform he wore. When Mr. Flay had first eyed him, the cook's head
had been entirely in shadow. Upon it the tall cap of office rose coldly, a
vague topsail half lost in a fitful sky. In the total effect there was indeed
something of the galleon. One of the blotches of reflected sunlight
swayed to and fro across the paunch. This particular pool of light moving in a
mesmeric manner backwards and forwards picked out from time to time a long red
island of spilt wine. It seemed to leap forward from the mottled cloth when the
light fastened upon it in startling contrast to the chiaroscuro and to defy the
laws of tone. This ungarnished sign of Swelter's debauche, taking the swollen
curve of linen, had somehow, to Mr. Flay's surprise, a fascination. For a
minute he watched it appear, and disappear to reappear again -- a lozenge of
crimson, as the body behind it swayed. Another senseless bout of foot-stamping
and screaming broke the spell, and lifting his eyes he scowled about him.
Suddenly, for a moment, the memory of Mr. Rottcodd in his dusty deserted hall
stole into his consciousness and he was shocked to realize how much he had
really preferred -- to this inferno of time-hallowed revelry -- the limp and
seemingly disloyal self-sufficiency of the curator. He straddled his way to a
vantage point, from where he could see and remain unseen, and from there he
noticed that Swelter was steadying himself on his legs and with a huge soft
hand making signs to the adolescents below him to hold their voices. Flay
noticed how the habitual truculence of his tone and manner had today altered to
something mealy, to a conviviality weighted with lead and sugar, a ghastly
intimacy more dreadful than his most dreaded rages. His voice came down from
the shadows in huge wads of sound, or like the warm, sick notes of some
prodigious mouldering bell of felt. His soft hand had silenced the seething of
the apprentices and he allowed his thick voice to drop out of his face. "Gallstones!" and in the dimness
he flung his arms apart so that the buttons of his tunic were torn away, one of
them whizzing across the room and stunning a cockroach on the opposite wall.
"Close your ranks and close your ranks and listen mosht attentivesome.
Come closer then, my little sea of faces, come ever closer in, my little
ones." The apprentices edged themselves forward,
tripping and treading upon each other's feet, the foremost of them being wedged
against the wine-barrel itself. "Thatsh the way. Thatsh jusht the
way," said Swelter, leering down at them. "Now we're quite a happly
little family. Mosht shelect and advanced." He then slid a fat hand through a slit in
his white garment of office and removed from a deep pocket a bottle. Plucking
out the cork with his lips, that had gripped it with an uncanny muscularity, he
poured half a pint down his throat without displacing the cork, for he laid a
finger at the mouth of the bottle, so dividing the rush of wine into two
separate spurts that shot adroitly into either cheek, and so, making contact at
the back of his mouth, down his throat in one dull gurgle to those
unmentionable gulches that lay below. The apprentices screamed and stamped and
tore at each other in an access of delight and of admiration. The chef removed the cork and twisted it
around between his thumb and forefinger and satisfying himself that it had
remained perfectly dry during the operation, recorked the bottle and returned
it through the slit into his pocket. Again he put up his hand and silence was
restored save for the heavy, excited breathing. "Now tell me thish, my stenching
cherubs. Tell me thish and tell me exshtra quickly, who am _I_? Now tell me
exshtra quickly." "Swelter," they cried,
"Swelter, sir! Swelter!" "Is that _all_ you know?" came
the voice. "Is that _all_ you know, my little sea of faces? Silence now!
and lishen well to me, chief chef of Gormenghast, man and boy forty years, fair
and foul, rain or shine, sand and sawdust, hags and stags and all the resht of
them done to a turn and spread with sauce of aloes and a dash of prickling
pepper." "With a dash of prickling
pepper," yelled the apprentices hugging themselves and each other in turn.
"Shall we cook it, sir? We"ll do it now, sir, and slosh it in the
copper, sir, and stir it up. Oh! what a tasty dish, sir, oh! what a tasty
dish!" "Shilence," roared the chef.
"Silensh, my fairy boys. Silence, my belching angels. Come closer here,
come closer with your little creamy faces and I'll tell you who I am." The high-shouldered boy, who had taken no
part in the excitement, pulled out a small pipe of knotted worm-wood and filled
it deliberately. His mouth was quite expressionless, curving neither up nor
down, but his eyes were dark and hot with a mature hatred. They were half
closed but their eloquence smouldered through the lashes as he watched the
figure on the barrel lean forward precariously. "Now lishen well," continued the
voice, "and I'll tell you exactly who I am and then I'll shing to you a
shong and you will know who's shinging to you, my ghastly little ineffectual
fillets." "A song! A song!" came the
shrill chorus. "Firshtly," said the chef
leaning forward and dropping each confidential word like a cannon ball smeared
with syrup. "Firshtly, I am none other than Abiatha Swelter, which meansh,
for you would not know, that I am the shymbol of both excellence and plenty. I
am the _father_ of exchellence and plenty. Who did I shay I was?" "Abafer Swelter," came the
scream. The chef leaned back on his swollen legs
and drew the corners of his mouth down until they lost themselves among the
shadows of his hot dewlaps. "Abi_a_tha," he repeated slowly,
stressing the central "A". "Abiatha. What did I shay my name
wash?" "Abi_a_tha," came the scream
again. "Thatsh right, thatsh right. Abiatha.
Are you lishening, my pretty vermin, are you lishening?" The apprentices gave him to understand
that they were listening very hard. Before the chef continued he applied
himself to the bottle once again. This time he held the glass neck between his
teeth and tilting his head back until the bottle was vertical, drained it and
spat it out over the heads of the fascinated throng. The sound of black glass
smashing on the flagstones was drowned in screams of approval. "Food," said Swelter, "is
shelestial and drink is mosht entrancing -- such flowers of flatulence. Sush
gaseous buds. Come closer in, _steal_ in, and I will shing. I will lift my
sweetest heart into the rafters, and will shing to you a shong. An old shong of
great shadness, a most dolorous piece. Come closer in." It was impossible for the apprentices to
force themselves any closer to the chef, but they struggled and shouted for the
song, and turned their glistening faces upwards. "Oh what a pleasant lot of little
joints you are," said Swelter, peering at them and wiping his hands up and
down his fat hips. "What a very drippy lot of little joints. Oh yesh you
are, but so underdone. Lishen cocks, I'll twisht your grandma's so shweetly in
their graves. We"ll make them turn, my dears, we"ll make them turn --
and what a turn for them, my own, and for the worms that nibble. Where's
Steerpike?" "Steerpike! Steerpike!" yelled
the youths, the ones in front twisting their heads and standing upon their
toes, the ones in the rear craning forward and peering about them.
"Steerpike! Steerpike! He's somewhere here, sir! Oh there he is sir! There
he is sir! Behind the pillar sir!" "Silence," bellowed the chef,
turning his gourd of a head in the direction of the pointed hands as the
high-shouldered boy was pushed forward. "Here he is, sir! Here he is,
sir!" The boy Steerpike looked impossibly small
as he stood beneath the monstrous monument. "I shall shing to _you_, Steerpike,
to _you_," whispered the cook, reeling and supporting himself with one
hand against the stone pillar that was glistening with condensed heat, little
trickles of moisture moving down its fluted sides. "To you, the newcomer, the
blue mummer and the slug of summer-- to you the hideous, and insidious, and
appallingly cretinous goat in a house of stenches." The apprentices rocked with joy. "To you, only to _you_, my core of
curdled cat-bile. To you alone, sho hearken diligentiums. Are you sharkening?
Are you all lishening for this his how's it goesh. My shong of a hundred yearsh
ago, my plaintively mosht melancholic shong." Swelter seemed to forget he was about to
sing, and after wiping the sweat from his hands on the head of a youth below
him, peered for Steerpike again. "And why to you, my ray of addled
sunshine? Why to you aslone? Shtaking it for granted, my dear little Steerpike
-- taking it for more than for mosht granted, that you, a creature of lesh
consequence than stoat"s-blood, are sho far removal'd from anything
approaching nature -- yet tell me, more rather, don't tell me why your ears
which musht originally have been deshigned for fly-papers, are, for shome
reason butter known to yourself, kept imodeshtly unfurled. What do you proposhe
to do next in thish batter? You move here and there on your little measly legs.
I have sheen you at it. You breathe all over my kitchen. You look at thingsh
with your insholent animal eyes. I've sheen you doing it. I have sheen you look
at me. Your looking at me now. Shteerpike, my impatient love-bird, what doesh
it all mean, and why should I shing for you?" Swelter leaned back and seemed to be
considering his own question a moment as he wiped his forehead with the sleeve
of his forearm. But he waited for no reply and flung his pendulent arms out
sideways and somewhere on the orbit of an immense arc something or other gave
way. Steerpike was not drunk. As he stood below
Mr. Swelter, he had nothing but contempt for the man who had but yesterday
struck him across the head. He could do nothing, however, except stay where he
was, prodded and nudged from behind by the excited minions, and wait. The voice recurred from above. "It is
a shong, my Steerpike, to an imaginawary monshter, jusht like yourshelf if only
you were a twifle bigger and more monshtrous shtill. It is a shong to a
hard-hearted monshter sho lishen mosht shfixedly, my pretty wart. Closher,
closher! Can't you come a little closher to a dirgeous mashterpeesh?" The wine was beginning to redouble its
subversive activity in the chef's brain. He was now supporting himself almost
the whole of the while against the sweating pillar and was sagging hideously. Steerpike stared up at him from under his
high bony brow. The cook's eyes were protruding like bloodshot bubbles. One arm
hung, a dead-weight, down the fluted surface of the support. The enormous area
of the face had fallen loose. It glistened like a jelly. A hole appeared in the face. Out of it
came a voice that had suddenly become weaker. "I am Shwelter," it repeated,
"the great chef Abiatha Shwelter, scook to hish Lordshipsh, boardshipsh
and all shorts of ships that shail on shlippery sheas. Abiafa Shwelter, man and
boy and girls and ribbonsh, lots of kittensh, forty year of cold and shunny,
where"sh the money, thick and hairy, I'm a fairy! I'm a shongster! Lishen
well, lishen well!" Mr. Swelter lowered his head downwards
over his wine-raddled breast without moving his shoulders and made an effort to
see whether his audience was sufficiently keyed up for his opening chords. But
he could make out nothing below him saving the "little sea of faces"
which he had alluded to, but the little sea had now become practically
obliterated from him by a swimming mist. "Are you lishening?" "Yes, yes! The song, the song!" Swelter lowered his head yet again into
the hot spindrift and then held up his right hand weakly. He made one feeble
effort to heave himself away from the pillar and to deliver his verses at a
more imposing angle, but, incapable of mustering the strength he sank back, and
then, as a vast inane smile opened up the lower half of his face, and as Mr.
Flay watched him, his hard little mouth twisted downwards, the chef began
gradually to curl in upon himself, as though folding himself up for death. The
kitchen had become as silent as a hot tomb. At last, through the silence, a
weak gurgling sound began to percolate but whether it was the first verse of
the long awaited poem, none could tell for the chef, like a galleon, lurched in
his anchorage. The great ship's canvas sagged and crumpled and then suddenly an
enormousness foundered and sank. There was a sound of something spreading as an
area of seven flagstones became hidden from view beneath a catalyptic mass of wine-drenched
blubber. 4 THE
STONE LANES Mr. Flay's gorge had risen steadily and,
as the dreadful minutes passed, he had been filled with a revulsion so
consuming that but for the fact that the chef was surrounded by the youths he
would have attacked the drunkard. As it was he bared his sand-coloured teeth,
and fixed his eyes for a last moment on the cook with an expression of
unbelievable menace. He had turned his head away at last and spat, and then
brushing aside whoever stood in his path, had made his way with great skeleton
strides, to a narrow doorway in the wall opposite that through which he had
entered. By the time Swelter's monologue was dragging to its crapulous close,
Mr. Flay was pacing onwards, every step taking him another five feet further
from the reek and horror of the Great Kitchen. His black suit, patched on the elbows and
near the collar with a greasy sepia-coloured cloth, fitted him badly but
belonged to him as inevitably as the head of a tortoise emerging from its shell
or the vulture's from a rubble of feathers belong to that reptile or that bird.
His head, parchment-coloured and bony, was indigenous to that greasy fabric. It
stuck out from the top window of its high black building as though it had known
no other residence. While Mr. Flay was pacing along the
passages to that part of the castle where Lord Sepulchrave had been left alone
for the first time for many weeks, the curator, sleeping peacefully in the Hall
of the Bright Carvings, snored beneath the venetian blind. The hammock was
still swinging a little, a very little, from the movement caused by Mr.
Rottcodd's depositing himself therein directly he had turned the key on Mr.
Flay. The sun burned through the shutters, made bands of gold around the pedestals
that supported the sculpture and laid its tiger stripes across the dusty floor
boarding. The sunlight, as Mr. Flay strolled on,
still had one finger through the kitchen window, lighting the perspiring stone
pillar which was now relieved of its office of supporting the chef for the soak
had fallen from the wine-barrel a moment after the disappearance of Mr. Flay
and lay stretched at the foot of his rostrum. Around him lay scattered a few small
flattened lumps of meat, coated with sawdust. There was a strong smell of
burning fat, but apart from the prone bulk of the chef, the Grey Scrubbers
under the table, and the gentlemen who were suspended from the beam, there was
no one left in the huge, hot, empty hall. Every man and boy who had been able
to move his legs had made his way to cooler quarters. Steerpike had viewed with a mixture of
amazement, relief and malignant amusement the dramatic cessation of Mr.
Swelter's oratory. For a few moments he had gazed at the wine-spattered form of
his overlord spread below him, then glancing around and finding that he was
alone he had made for the door through which Mr. Flay had passed and was soon
racing down the passages turning left and right as he ran in a mad effort to
reach the fresh air. He had never before been through that
particular door, but he imagined that he would soon find his way into the open
and to some spot where he could be on his own. Turning this way and that he
found that he was lost in a labyrinth of stone corridors, lit here and there by
candles sunk in their own wax and placed in niches in the walls. In desperation
he put his hands to his head as he ran, when suddenly, as he rounded the curve
of a wall a figure passed rapidly across the passage before him, neither
looking to right or left. As soon as Mr. Flay -- for it was his
lordship's servant on his way to the residential apartments -- as soon as he
had passed from sight, Steerpike peered round the corner and followed, keeping
as much as possible in step to hide the sound of his own feet. This was almost
impossible, as Mr. Flay's spider-like gait besides being particularly long of
stride, had, like the slow-march, a time-lag before the ultimate descent of the
foot. However, young Steerpike, feeling that here at any rate was his one chance
of escaping from these endless corridors, followed as best he could in the hope
that Mr. Flay would eventually turn into some cool quadrangle or open space
where get-away could be effected. At times, when the candles were thirty or
forty feet apart, Mr. Flay would be lost to view and only the sound of his feet
on the flagstones would guide his follower. Then slowly, as his erratic shape
approached the next guttering aura he would begin by degrees to become a
silhouette, until immediately before the candle he would for a moment appear
like an inky scarecrow, a mantis of pitch-black cardboard worked with strings.
Then the progression of the lighting would be reversed and for a moment
immediately after passing the flame Steerpike would see him quite clearly as a
lit object against the depths of the still-to-be-trodden avenues of stone. The
grease at those moments shone from the threadbare cloth across his shoulders,
the twin vertical muscles of his neck rose out of the tattered collar nakedly
and sharply. As he moved forward the light would dim upon his back and
Steerpike would lose him, only hearing the cracking of his knee-joints and his
feet striking the stones, until the ensuing candle carved him anew. Practically
exhausted, first by the unendurable atmosphere of the Great Kitchen and now
with this seemingly endless journey, the boy, for he was barely seventeen, sank
suddenly to the ground with exhaustion, striking the flags with a thud, his
boots dragging harshly on the stone. The noise brought Flay to a sudden halt
and he turned himself slowly about, drawing his shoulders up to his ears as he
did so. "What's that?" he croaked, peering into the darkness behind
him. There was no answer. Mr. Flay began to
retrace his steps, his head forward, his eyes peering. As he proceeded he came
into the light of one of the candles in the wall. He approached it, still
keeping his small eyes directed into the darkness beyond, and wrenched the
candle, with a great substratum of ancient tallow with it, from the wall and with
this to help him he soon came across the boy in the centre of the corridor
several yards further on. He bent forward and lowered the great lump
of lambent wax within a few inches of Steerpike, who had fallen face downwards,
and peered at the immobile huddle of limbs. The sound of his footsteps and the
cracking of his knee-joints had given place to an absolute silence. He drew
back his teeth and straightened himself a little. Then he turned the boy over
with his foot. This roused Steerpike from his faintness and he raised himself
weakly on one elbow. "Where am I?" he said in a
whisper. "Where am I?" "One of Swelter's little rats,"
thought Flay to himself, taking no notice of the question. "One of
Swelter"s, eh? One of his striped rats." "Get up," said Mr.
Flay aloud. "What you doing here?" and he put the candle close to the
boy's face. "I don't know where I am," said
young Steerpike. "I'm lost here. Lost. Give me daylight." "What you doing here, I said . . .
what you doing here?" said Flay. "I don't want Swelter's boys here.
Curse them!" "I don't _want_ to be here. Give me
daylight and I'll go away. Far away." "Away? Where?" Steerpike had recovered control of his
mind, although he still felt hot and desperately tired. He had noticed the sneer
in Mr. Flay's voice as he had said "I don't want Swelter's boys
here," and so, at Mr. Flay's question "Away where?" Steerpike
answered quickly, "Oh anywhere, anywhere from that dreadful Mr.
Swelter." Flay peered at him for a moment or two,
opening his mouth several times to speak, only to close it again. "New?" said Flay looking
expressionlessly through the boy. "Me?" said young Steerpike. "_You_," said Flay, still
looking clean through the top of the boy's head, "New?" "Seventeen years old, sir," said
young Steerpike, "but new to that kitchen." "When?" said Flay, who left out
most of every sentence. Steerpike, who seemed able to interpret
this sort of shorthand talk, answered. "Last month. I want to leave that
dreadful Swelter," he added, replaying his only possible card and glancing
up at the candlelit head. "Lost, were you?" said Flay
after a pause, but with perhaps less darkness in his tone. "Lost in the
Stone Lanes, were you? One of Swelter's little rats, lost in the Stone Lanes,
eh?" and Mr. Flay raised his gaunt shoulders again. "Swelter fell like a log," said
Steerpike. "Quite right," said Flay,
"doing honours. What have _you_ done?" "Done, sir?" said Steerpike,
"when?" "What Happiness?" said Flay,
looking like a death's-head. The candle was beginning to fail. "How much
Happiness?" "I haven't any happiness," said
Steerpike. "What! no Great Happiness? Rebellion.
Is it rebellion?" "No, except against Mr.
Swelter." "Swelter! Swelter! Leave his name in
its fat and grease. Don't talk of that name in the Stone Lanes. Swelter, always
Swelter! Hold your tongue. Take this candle. Lead the way. Put it in the niche.
Rebellion is it? Lead the way, left, left, right, keep to the left, now right .
. . I'll teach you to be unhappy when
a Groan is born . . . keep on . . . straight on . . ." Young Steerpike obeyed these instructions
from the shadows behind him. "A Groan is born," said
Steerpike with an inflection of voice which might be interpreted as a question
or a statement. "Born," said Flay.
"And you mope in the Lanes. With me, Swelter's boy. Show you what it
means. A male Groan. New, eh? Seventeen? Ugh! Never understand. Never. Turn
right and left again -- again . . .
through the arch. Ugh! A new body under the old stones -- one of
Swelter"s, too . . . don't like him, eh?" "No, sir." "H'm," said Flay. "Wait
here." Steerpike waited as he was told and Mr.
Flay, drawing a bunch of keys from his pocket and selecting one with great care
as though he were dealing with objects of rarity inserted it into the lock ofan
invisible door, for the blackness was profound. Steerpike heard the iron
grinding in the lock. "Here!" said Flay out of the
darkness. "Where's that Swelter boy? Come here." Steerpike moved forward towards the voice,
feeling with his hands along the wall of a low arch. Suddenly he found himself
next to the dank smelling garments of Mr. Flay and he put forward his hand and
held Lord Groan's servant by a loose portion of the long jacket. Mr. Flay
brought down his bony hand suddenly over the boy's arm, knocking it away and a
t"ck, t"ck, t"ck, sounded in the tall creature's throat, warning
him against any further attempts at intimacy. "Cat room," said Flay, putting
his hand to the iron knob of the door. "Oh," said Steerpike, thinking
hard and repeating "Cat room" to fill in time, for he saw no reason
for the remark. The only interpretation he could give to the ejaculation was
that Flay was referring to him as a cat and asking to be given more room. Yet
there had been no irritation in the voice. "Cat room," said Flay again,
ruminatively, and turned the iron doorknob. He opened the door slowly and
Steerpike, peering past him, found no longer any need for an explanation. A room was filled with the late sunbeams.
Steerpike stood quite still, a twinge of pleasure running through his body. He
grinned. A carpet filled the floor with blue pasture. Thereon were seated in a
hundred decorative attitudes, or stood immobile like carvings, or walked
superbly across their sapphire setting, inter-weaving with each other like a
living arabesque, a swarm of snow-white cats. As Mr. Flay passed down the centre of the
room, Steerpike could not but notice the contrast between the dark rambling
figure with his ungainly movements and the monotonous cracking of his knees,
the contrast between this and the superb elegance and silence of the white
cats. They took not the slightest notice of either Mr. Flay or of himself save
for the sudden cessation of their purring. When they had stood in the darkness,
and before Mr. Flay had removed the bunch of keys from his pocket, Steerpike
had imagined he had heard a heavy, deep throbbing, a monotonous sea-like
drumming of sound, and he now knew that it must have been the pullulation of
the tribe. As they passed through a carved archway at
the far end of the room and had closed the door behind them he heard the
vibration of their throats, for now that the white cats were once more alone it
was revived, and the deep unhurried purring was like the voice of an ocean in
the throat of a shell. 5 "THE
SPY-HOLE" "Whose are they?" asked
Steerpike. They were climbing stone stairs. The wall on their right was draped
with hideous papers that were peeling off and showed rotting surfaces of chill
plaster behind. A mingling of many weird colours enlivened this nether surface,
dark patches of which had a submarine and incredible beauty. In another dryer
area, where a great sail of paper hung away from the wall, the plaster had
cracked into a network of intricate fissures varying in depth and resembling a
bird"s-eye view, or map of some fabulous delta. A thousand imaginary
journeys might be made along the banks of these rivers of an unexplored world. Steerpike repeated his question, "Whose
are they?" he said. "Whose what?" said Flay,
stopping on the stairs and turning round. "Still here are you? Still
following me?" "You suggested that I should,"
said Steerpike. "Ch! Ch!" said Flay, "what
d'you want, Swelter's boy?" "Nauseating Swelter," said
Steerpike between his teeth but with one eye on Mr. Flay, "vile
Swelter." There was a pause during which Steerpike
tapped the iron banisters with his thumb-nail. "Name?" said Mr. Flay. "My name?" asked Steerpike. "Your name, yes, your name. I know
what my name is." Mr. Flay put a knuckly hand on the banisters preparatory
to mounting the stairs again, but waited, frowning over his shoulder, for the
reply. "Steerpike sir," said the boy. "Queerpike, eh? eh?" said Flay. "No, Steerpike." "What?" "Steerpike. Steerpike." "What for?" said Flay. "I beg your pardon?" "What for, eh? Two Squeertikes, two
of you. Twice over. What for? One's enough for a Swelter's boy." The youth felt it would be useless to
clear up the problem of his name. He concentrated his dark eyes on the gawky
figure above him for a few moments and shrugged his shoulders imperceptibly.
Then he spoke again, showing no sign of irritation. "Whose cats were those, sir? May I
ask?" "Cats?" said Flay, "who
said cats?" "The white cats," said
Steerpike. "All the white cats in the Cat room. Who do they belong
to?" Mr. Flay held up a finger. "My
Lady"s," he said. His hard voice seemed a part of this cold narrow
stairway of stone and iron. "They belong to my Lady. Lady's white cats
they are. Swelter's boy. All hers." Steerpike pricked his ears up. "Where
does she live?" he said. "Are we close to where she lives?" For answer Mr. Flay shot his head forward
out of his collar and croaked, "Silence! you kitchen thing. Hold your
tongue you greasy fork. Talk too much," and he straddled up the stairs,
passing two landings in his ascent, and then at the third he turned sharply to
his left and entered an octagonal apartment where full-length portraits in huge
dusty gold frames stared from seven of the eight walls. Steerpike followed him
in. Mr. Flay had been longer away from his
lordship than he had intended or thought right and it was on his mind that the
earl might be needing him. Directly he entered the octagonal room he approached
one of the portraits at the far end and pushing the suspended frame a little to
one side, revealed a small round hole in the panelling the size of a farthing.
He placed his eye to this hole and Steerpike watched the wrinkles of his
parchment-coloured skin gather below the protruding bone at the base of the
skull, for Mr. Flay both had to stoop and then to raise his head in order to
apply his eye at the necessary angle. What Mr. Flay saw was what he had
expected to see. From his vantage point he was able to get
a clear view of three doors in a corridor, the central one belonging to the
chamber of her ladyship, the seventy-sixth Countess of Groan. It was stained
black and had painted upon it an enormous white cat. The wall of the landing
was covered with pictures of birds and there were three engravings of cacti in
bloom. This door was shut, but as Mr. Flay watched the doors on either side
were being constantly opened and closed and figures moved quickly in and out or
up and down the landing, or conversed with many gesticulations or stood with
their chins in the curled palms of their hands as though in profound
meditation. "Here," said Flay without
turning round. Steerpike was immediately at Flay's elbow.
"Yes?" he said. Cat door's hers," said Flay removing
his eye, and then, stretching his arms out he spread his long fingers to their
tips and yawned cavernously. Young Steerpike glued his eye to the hole,
keeping the heavy gold frame from swinging back with his shoulder. All at once
he found himself contemplating a narrow-chested man with a shock of grey hair
and glasses which magnified his eyes so that they filled the lenses up to their
gold rims, when the central door opened, and a dark figure stole forth, closing
the door behind him quietly, and with an air of the deepest dejection.
Steerpike watched him turn his eyes to the shockheaded man, who inclined his
body forward clasping his hands before him. No notice was taken of this by the
other, who began to pace up and down the landing, his dark cloak clasped around
him and trailing on the floor at his heels. Each time he passed the doctor, for
such it was, that gentleman inclined his body, but as before there was no
response, until suddenly, stopping immediately before the physician in attendance,
he drew from his cape a slender rod of silver mounted at the end with a rough
globe of black jade that burned around its edges with emerald fire. With this
unusual weapon the mournful figure beat sadly at the doctor's chest as though
to inquire whether there was anyone at home. The doctor coughed. The silver and
jade implement was pointed to the floor, and Steerpike was amazed to see the
doctor, after hitching his exquisitely creased trousers to a few inches above
his ankle, squat down. His great vague eyes swam about beneath the magnifying
lenses like a pair of jellyfish seen through a fathom of water. His dark grey
hair was brushed out over his eyes like thatch. For all the indignity of his
position it was with a great sense of style that he became seated following
with his eyes the gentleman who had begun to walk around him slowly. Eventually
the figure with the silver rod came to a halt. "Prunesquallor," he said. "My Lord?" said the doctor,
inclining his grey hayrick to the left. "Satisfactory, Prunesquallor?" The doctor placed the tips of his fingers
together. "I am exceptionally gratified my lord, exceptionally. Indeed I
am. Very, very much so; ha, ha, ha. Very, very much so." "Professionally you mean, I
imagine?" said Lord Sepulchrave, for as Steerpike had begun to realize to
his amazement, the tragic-looking man was none other than the seventy-sixth
Earl ofGroan and the owner of, as Steerpike put it to himself, the whole
caboodle, bricks, guns and glory. "Professionally . . ." queried
the doctor to himself, ". . . what does he mean?" Aloud he said,
"professionally, my lord, I am unspeakably satisfied, ha, ha, ha, ha, and
socially, that is to say, er, as a gesture, ha, ha, I am over-awed. I am a
proud fellow, my lord, ha, ha, ha, ha, a very proud fellow." The laugh of Doctor Prunesquallor was part
of his conversation and quite alarming when heard for the first time. It
appeared to be out of control as though it were a part of his voice, a
top-storey of his vocal range that only came into its own when the doctor
laughed. There was something about it of wind whistling through high rafters
and there was a good deal of the horse's whinny, with a touch of the curlew.
When giving vent to it, the doctor's mouth would be practically immobile like
the door of a cabinet left ajar. Between the laughs he would speak very
rapidly, which made the sudden stillness of his beautifully shaven jaws at the
time of laughter all the more extraordinary. The laugh was not necessarily
connected with humour at all. It was simply a part of his conversation. "Technically, I am so satisfied as to
be unbearable even to myself, ha, ha, ha, he, he, ha. Oh very, very
satisfactory it all was. Very much so." "I am glad," said his lordship,
gazing down at him for a moment. "Did you notice anything?" (Lord
Sepulchrave glanced up and down the corridor.) "Strange? Anything unusual
about him?" "Unusual?" said Prunesquallor.
"Did you say unusual, my lord?" "I did," said Lord Sepulchrave,
biting his lower lip. "Anything wrong with him? You need not be afraid to
speak out." Again his lordship glanced up and down the
landing but there was no one to be seen. "Structurally, a sound child, sound
as a bell, tinkle, tinkle, structurally, ha, ha, ha," said the doctor. "Damn the structure!" said Lord
Groan. "I am at a loss, my lord, ha, ha.
Completely at a loss, sir. If not structurally, then how, my lord?" "His face," said the earl.
"Didn't you see his face?" Here the doctor frowned profoundly to
himself and rubbed his chin with his hand. Out of the corner of his eyes he
looked up to find his lordship scrutinizing him. "Ah!" he said
lamely, "the face. The face of his little lordship. Aha!" "Did you notice it, I say?"
continued Lord Groan. "Speak man!" "I noticed his face, sir. Oh yes,
definitely I noticed it." This time the doctor did not laugh but drew a
deep breath from his narrow chest. "Did you or did you not think it was
strange? Did you or did you not?" "Speaking professionally," said
Doctor Prunesquallor, "I should say the face was irregular." "Do you mean it's ugly?" said
Lord Groan. "It is unnatural," said
Prunesquallor. "What is the difference, man,"
said Lord Groan. "Sir?" questioned the doctor. "I asked if it was ugly, sir, and you
answer that it is unnatural. Why must you hedge?" "Sir!" said Prunesquallor, but
as he gave no colour to the utterance, very little could be made of it. "When I say 'ugly' have the goodness
to use the word. Do you understand?" Lord Groan spoke quietly. "I comprehend, sir. I
comprehend." "Is the boy hideous," persisted
Lord Groan as though he wished to thrash the matter out. "Have you ever
delivered a more hideous child? Be honest." "Never," said the doctor.
"Never, ha, ha, ha, ha. Never. And never a boy with such -- er, ha, ha,
ha, never a boy with such extraordinary eyes." "Eyes?" said Lord Groan,
"what's wrong with them?" "Wrong?" cried Prunesquallor.
"Did you say 'wrong' your lordship? Have you not seen them?" "No, quick, man. Hurry yourself. What
is it? What is the matter with my son's eyes?" "They are violet." 6 FUCHSIA As his lordship stared at the doctor
another figure appeared, a girl of about fifteen with long, rather wild black
hair. She was gauche in movement and in a sense, ugly of face, but with how
small a twist might she not suddenly have become beautiful. Her sullen mouth
was full and rich -- her eyes smouldered. A yellow scarf hung loosely around her
neck. Her shapeless dress was a flaming red. For all the straightness of her back she
walked with a slouch. "Come here," said Lord Groan as
she was about to pass him and the doctor. "Yes father," she said huskily. "Where have you been for the last
fortnight, Fuchsia?" "Oh, here and there, father,"
she said, staring at her shoes. She tossed her long hair and it flapped down
her back like a pirate's flag. She stood in about as awkward a manner as could
be conceived. Utterly unfeminine -- no man could have invented it. "Here and there?" echoed her
father in a weary voice. "What does 'here and there' mean? You've been in
hiding. Where, girl?" "'N the libr'y and 'n the armoury, 'n
walking about a lot," said Lady Fuchsia, and her sullen eyes narrowed.
"I just heard silly rumours about mother. They said I've got a brother --
idiots! idiots! I hate them. I haven't, have I? Have I?" "A little brother," broke in
Doctor Prunesquallor. "Yes, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, a minute,
infinitesimal, microscopic addition to the famous line is now behind this
bedroom door. Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, he, he, he! Oh yes! Ha, ha! Oh yes
indeed! Very much so." "No!" said Fuchsia so loudly
that the doctor coughed crisply and his lordship took a step forward with his
eyebrows drawn together and a sad curl at the corner of his mouth. "It's not true!" shouted
Fuchsia, turning from them and twirling a great lock of black hair round and
round her wrist. "I don't believe it! Let me go! Let me go!" As no one was touching her, her cry was
unnecessary and she turned and ran with strange bounds along the corridor that
led from the landing. Before she was lost to view, Steerpike could hear her
voice shouting from the distance, "Oh how I hate! hate! hate! How I _hate_
people! Oh how I _hate_ people!" All this while Mr. Flay had been gazing
out of a narrow window in the octagonal room and was preoccupied with certain
matters relating to how he could best let Lord Groan know that he, Flay, his
servant for over forty years, disapproved of having been put aside as it were
at the one moment when a son had been born -- at the one moment when he, Flay,
would have been invaluable as an ally. Mr. Flay was rather hurt about the whole
business, and he very much wanted Lord Groan to know this, and yet at the same
time it was very difficult to think of a way in which he could tactfully
communicate his chagrin to a man quite as sullen as himself. Mr. Flay bit his
nails sourly. He had been at the window for a much longer time than he had
intended and he turned with his shoulders raised, an attitude typical of him
and saw young Steerpike, whose presence he had forgotten. He strode over to the
boy and catching him by his coat-tails jerked him backwards into the centre of
the room. The great picture swung back across the spy-hole. "Now," he said, "back!
You've seen her door, Swelter's boy." Steerpike, who had been lost in the world
beyond the oak partition, was dazed, and took a moment to come to. "Back to that loathsome chef?"
he cried at last, "oh no! couldn't!" "Too busy to have you here,"
said Flay, "too busy, can't wait." "He's ugly," said Steerpike
fiercely. "Who?" said Flay. "Don't
stop here talking." "Oh so ugly, he is. Lord Groan said
so. The doctor said so. Ugh! So hideous." "Who's hideous, you kitchen
thing," said Flay, jerking his head forward grotesquely. "Who?" said Steerpike. "The
baby. The new baby. They both said so. Most terrible he is." "What's this?" cried Flay.
"What's these lies all about? Who've you heard talking? Who've you been
listening to? I'll tear your little ears off, you snippet thing! Where've you
been? Come here!" Steerpike, who had determined to escape
from the Great Kitchen, was now bent on finding an occupation among those
apartments where he might pry into the affairs of those above him. "If I go back to Swelter I'll tell
him and all of them what I heard his lordship say and then . . ." "Come here!" said Flay between
his teeth, "come here or I'll break your bones. Been agaping, have you?
I'll fix you." Flay propelled Steerpike through the entrance at a great
pace and halted halfway down a narrow passage before a door. This he unlocked
with one of his many keys and thrusting Steerpike inside turned it upon the
boy. 7 "TALLOW
AND BIRDSEED" Like a vast spider suspended by a metal
chord, a candelabrum presided over the room nine feet above the floor boards.
From its sweeping arms of iron, long stalactites of wax lowered their pale
spilths drip by drip, drip by drip. A rough table with a drawer half open,
which appeared to be full of birdseed, was in such a position below the iron
spider that a cone of tallow was mounting by degrees at one corner into a
lambent pyramid the size of a hat. The room was untidy to the extent of being
a shambles. Everything had the appearance of being put aside for the moment.
Even the bed was at an angle, slanting away from the wall and crying out to be
pushed back flush against the red wallpaper. As the candles guttered or flared,
so the shadows moved from side to side, or up and down the wall, and with those
movements behind the bed there swayed the shadows of four birds. Between them
vacillated an enormous head. This umbrage was cast by her ladyship, the
seventy-sixth Countess of Groan. She was propped against several pillows and a
black shawl was draped around her shoulders. Her hair, a very dark red colour
of great lustre, appeared to have been left suddenly while being woven into a
knotted structure on the top of her head. Thick coils still fell about her
shoulders, or clustered upon the pillows like burning snakes. Her eyes were of the pale green that is
common among cats. They were large eyes, yet seemed, in proportion to the pale
area of her face, to be small. The nose was big enough to appear so in spite of
the expanse that surrounded it. The effect which she produced was one of bulk,
although only her head, neck, shoulders and arms could be seen above the
bedclothes. A magpie moving sideways up and down her
left forearm, which lay supine upon the bedclothes, pecked intermittently at a
heap of grain which lay in the palm of her hand. On her shoulders sat a
stonechat, and a huge raven which was asleep. The bed-rail boasted two
starlings, a missel-thrush and a small owl. Every now and then a bird would
appear between the bars of a small high window which let in less than no light.
The ivy had climbed through it from the outside and had begun to send its
tendrils down the inner wall itself and over the crimson wallpaper. Although
this ivy had choked out what little light might have trickled into the room, it
was not strong enough to prevent the birds from finding a way through and from
visiting Lady Gertrude at any hour of night or day. "That's enough, that's enough, that's
enough!" said the Countess in a deep husky voice, to the magpie. "That's
enough for you today, my dear." The magpie jumped a few inches into the
air and landed again on her wrist and shook his feathers; his long tail tapped
on the eiderdown. Lady Groan flung what remained of the
grain across the room and the stonechat hopping from the bed-rail to her head,
took off again from that rabous landing ground with a flutter, circled twice
around the room steering during his second circuit through the stalactites of
shining wax, and landed on the floor beside the grain. The Countess of Groan dug her elbows into
the pillows behind her, which had become flattened and uncomfortable and
levered her bulk up with her strong, heavy arms. Then she relaxed again, and
spread out her arms to left and right along the bed-rail behind her and her
hands drooped from the wrists at either extremity, overhanging the edges of the
bed. The line of her mouth was neither sad nor amused, as she gazed
abstractedly at the pyramid of wax that was mounting upon the table. She
watched each slow drip as it descended upon the blunt apex of the mound, move
sluggishly down the uneven side and solidify into a long pulpy petal. Whether the Countess was thinking deeply
or was lost in vacant reverie it would have been impossible to guess. She
reclined hugely and motionlessly, her arms extended along the iron rail, when
suddenly a great fluttering and scrambling broke into the wax-smelling silence
of the room and turning her eyes to the ivy-filled window, fourteen feet from
the ground, the Countess without moving her head, could see the leaves part and
the white head and shoulders of an albino rook emerge guiltily. "Ah-ha," she said slowly, as
though she had come to a conclusion, "so it is you, is it? So it is the
truant back again. Where has he been? What has he been doing? What trees has he
been sitting in? What clouds has he been flying through? What a boy he is! What
a bunch of feathered whiteness. What a bunch of wickedness!" The rook had been sitting fringed on all
sides with the ivy leaves, with his head now on one side, now on the other;
listening or appearing to listen with great interest and a certain show of
embarrassment, for from the movement that showed itself in the ivy leaves from
time to time, the white rook was evidently shifting from foot to foot. "Three weeks it is," continued
the Countess, "three weeks I've been without him; I wasn't good enough for
him, oh no, not for Master Chalk, and here he is back again, wants to be
forgiven! Oh yes! Wants a great treeful of forgiveness, for his heavy old beak
and months of absolution for his plumage." Then the Countess hoisted herself up in
bed again, twisted a strand of her dark hair round a long forefinger, and with
her face directed at the doorway, but her eyes still on the bird, said as
though to herself and almost inaudibly, "Come on then." The ivy
rustled again, and before that sound was over the bed itself vibrated with the
sudden arrival of the white rook. He stood on the foot-rail, his claws
curled around it, and stared at Lady Groan. After a moment or two of stillness
the white rook moved his feet up and down on the rail in a treading motion and
then, flopping on to the bedclothes at her ladyship's feet, twisted his head
around and pecked at his own tail, the feathers of his neck standing out as he
did so, crisply like a ruff. The pecking over he made his way over the
undulating terrain of the bed, until within a few inches of her ladyship's
face, when he tilted his big head in a characteristic manner and cawed. "So you beg my pardon, do you?"
said Lady Groan, "and you think that's the end of it? No more questions
about where you've been or where you've flown these three long weeks? So that's
it, is it, Master Chalk? You want me to forgive you for old sakes' sake? Come
here with your old beak and rub it on my arm. Come along my whitest one, come
along, then. Come along." The raven on Lady Groan's shoulder awoke from
his sleep and raised his ethiopian wing an inch or two, sleepily. Then his eyes
focused upon the rook in a hard stare. He sat there wide awake, a lock of dark
red hair between his feet. The small owl as though to take the place of the
raven fell asleep. One of the starlings turned about in three slow paces and
faced the wall. The missel-thrush made no motion, and as a candle guttered, a
ghoul of shadow from under a tall cupboard dislodged itself and moved across
the floorboards, climbed the bed, and crawled half way across the eiderdown
before it returned by the same route, to curl up and roost beneath the cupboard
again. Lady Groan's gaze had returned to the
mounting pyramid of tallow. Her pale eyes would either concentrate upon an
object in a remorseless way or would appear to be without sight, vacant, with
the merest suggestion of something childish. It was in this abstracted manner
that she gazed through the pale pyramid, while her hands, as though working on
their own account, moved gently over the breast, head and throat of the white
rook. For some time there was complete silence
in the room and it was with something of a shock that a rapping at the panels
of her bedroom door awakened Lady Groan from her reverie. Her eyes now took on the concentrated,
loveless, cat-like look. The birds coming to life at once, flapped
simultaneously to the end rail of the bed, where they stood balancing in a long
uneven line, each one on the alert, their heads turned towards the door. "Who's that?" said Lady Groan
heavily. "It's me, my lady," cried a
quavering voice. "Who's that hitting my door?" "It's me with his lordship,"
replied the voice. "What?" shouted Lady Groan.
"What d'you want? What are you hitting my door for?" Whoever it was raised her voice nervously
and cried, "Nannie Slagg, it is. It's me, my lady; Nannie Slagg." "What d'you want?" repeated her
ladyship, settling herself more comfortably. "I've brought his Lordship for you to
see," shouted Nannie Slagg, a little less nervously. "Oh, you have, have you? You've
brought his lordship. So you want to come in, do you? With his lordship."
There was a moment's silence. "What for? What have you brought him to me
for?" "For you to see, if you please, my
lady," replied Nannie Slagg. "He's had his bath." Lady Groan relaxed still further into the
pillows. "Oh, you mean the _new_ one, do you?" she muttered. "Can I come in?" cried Nannie
Slagg. "Hurry up then! Hurry up then! Stop
scratching at my door. What are you waiting for?" A rattling at the door handle froze the
birds along the iron bed-rail and as the door opened they were all at once in
the air, and were forcing their way, one after another through the bitter
leaves of the small window. 8 A GOLD
RING FOR TITUS Nannie Slagg entered, bearing in her arms
the heir to the miles of rambling stone and mortar; to the Tower of Flints and
the stagnant moat; to the angular mountains and the lime-green river where
twelve years later he would be angling for the hideous fishes of his
inheritance. She carried the child towards the bed and
turned the little face to the mother, who gazed right through it and said: "Where's that doctor? Where's
Prunesquallor? Put the child down and open the door." Mrs. Slagg obeyed, and as her back was
turned Lady Groan bent forward and peered at the child. The little eyes were
glazed with sleep and the candlelight played upon the bald head, moulding the
structure of the skull with shifting shade. "H'm," said Lady Groan,
"what d'you want me to do with him?" Nannie Slagg, who was very grey and old,
with red rims around her eyes and whose intelligence was limited, gazed
vacantly at her ladyship. "He's had his bath," she said.
"He's just had his bath, bless his little lordship's heart." "What about it?" said Lady
Groan. The old nurse picked the baby up
dexterously and began to rock him gently by way of an answer. "Is Prunesquallor there?"
repeated Lady Groan. "Down," whispered Nannie,
pointing a little wrinkled finger at the floor, "d-downstairs; oh yes, I
think he is still downstairs taking punch in the Coldroom. Oh dear, yes, bless
the little thing." Her last remark presumably referred to
Titus and not to Doctor Prunesquallor. Lady Groan raised herself in bed and
looking fiercely at the open door, bellowed in the deepest and loudest voice,
"SQUALLOR!" The word echoed along the corridors and
down the stairs, and creeping under the door and along the black rug in the
Coldroom, just managed, after climbing the doctor's body, to find its way into
both his ears simultaneously, in a peremptory if modified condition. Modified
though it was, it brought Doctor Prunesquallor to his feet at once. His fish
eyes swam all round his glasses before finishing at the top, where they gave
him an expression of fantastic martyrdom. Running his long, exquisitely formed
fingers through his mop of grey hair, he drained his glass of punch at a
draught and started for the door, flicking small globules of the drink from his
waistcoat. Before he had reached her room he had
begun a rehearsal of the conversation he expected, his insufferable laughter
punctuating every other sentence whatever its gist. "My lady," he said, when he had
reached her door and was showing the Countess and Mrs. Slagg nothing except his
head around the doorpost in a decapitated manner, before entering. "My
lady, ha, ha, he, he. I heard your voice downstairs as I er -- was --" "Tippling," said Lady Groan. "Ha, ha -- how very right you are,
how very very right you are, ha, ha, ha, he, as I was, as you so graphically
put it, ha, ha, tippling. Down it came, ha, ha -- down it came." "What came?" interrupted the
Countess loudly. "Your voice," said
Prunesquallor, raising his right hand and deliberately placing the tips of his
thumb and little finger together, "your voice located me in the Coldroom.
Oh yes, it did!" The Countess stared at him heavily and then
dug her elbows into the pillow. Mrs. Slagg had rocked the baby to sleep. Doctor Prunesquallor was running a long
tapering forefinger up and down a stalactite of wax and smiling horribly. "I called you," said the
Countess, "to tell you, Prunesquallor, that tomorrow I get up." "Oh, he, ha, ha, oh ha, ha, my
ladyship, oh, ha, ha, my ladyship -- _tomorrow_?" "Tomorrow," said the Countess,
"why not?" "Professionally speaking --"
began Doctor Prunesquallor. "Why not?" repeated the Countess
interrupting him. "Ha, ha, most abnormal, most unusual,
ha, ha, ha, most unique, so _very_ soon." "So you would docket me, would you,
Prunesquallor? I thought you would; I guessed it. I get up tomorrow -- tomorrow
_at dawn_." Doctor Prunesquallor shrugged his narrow
shoulders and raised his eyes. Then placing the tips of his fingers together
and addressing the dark ceiling above him, "I _advise_, but never
order," he said, in a tone which implied that he could have done any
amount of ordering had he thought it necessary. "Ha ha, ha, oh no! I only
advise." "Rubbish," said the Countess. "I do not think so," replied
Prunesquallor, still gazing upwards. "Ha, ha, ha, ha, oh no! not at
all." As he finished speaking his eyes for a second travelled downwards at
great speed and took in the image of the Countess in bed and then even more
rapidly swam up the glasses. What he had seen disquieted him, for he had found
in her expression such a concentration of distaste that as he deflected his
gaze away from her he found that his feet were moving backwards one after the
other and that he was at the door before he knew that he had decided what to
do. Bowing quickly he withdrew his body from the bedroom. "Isn't he sweet, oh isn't he the
sweetest drop of sugar that ever was?" said Mrs. Slagg. "Who?" shouted the Countess so
loudly that a string of tallow wavered in the shifting light. The baby awoke at the sound and moaned,
and Nannie Slagg retreated. "His little lordship," she
whimpered weakly, "his pretty little lordship." "Slagg," said the Countess,
"go away! I would like to see the boy when he is six. Find a wet nurse
from the Outer Dwellings. Make him green dresses from the velvet curtains. Take
this gold ring of mine. Fix a chain to it. Let him wear it around his wry
little neck. Call him Titus. Go away and leave the door six inches open." The Countess put her hand under the pillow
and drew forth a small reed, placed it in her vast mouth and gave it breath.
Two long sweet notes sang out through the dark air. At the sound, Mrs. Slagg,
grabbing the gold ring from the bedclothes, where the Countess had thrown it,
hurried as fast as her old legs could carry her from the room as though a
werewolf were at her heels. Lady Groan was leaning forward in bed, her eyes were
like a child"s; wide, sweet and excited. They were fixed upon the door.
Her hands were gripping the edges of her pillow. She became rigid. In the distance, a vibration was becoming
louder and louder until the volume seemed to have filled the chamber itself,
when suddenly there slid through the narrow opening of the door and moved into
the fumid atmosphere of the room an undulation of whiteness, so that, within a
breath, there was no shadow in all the room that was not blanched with cats. 9 SEPULCHRAVE Every morning of the year, between the
hours of nine and ten, he may be found, seated in the Stone Hall. It is there,
at the long table that he takes his breakfast. The table is raised upon a dais,
and from where he sits he can gaze down the length of the grey refectory. On
either side and running the entire length, great pillars prop the painted
ceiling where cherubs pursue each other across a waste of flaking sky. There
must be about a thousand of them all told, interweaving among the clouds, their
fat limbs for ever on the move and yet never moving, for they are imperfectly
articulated. The colours, once garish, have faded and peeled away and the
ceiling is now a very subtle shade of grey and lichen green, old rose and
silver. Lord Sepulchrave may have noticed the
cherubs long ago. Probably when a child he had attempted more than once to
count them, as his father had done, and as young Titus in his turn will try to
do; but however that might be, Lord Groan had not cast up his eyes to the old
welkin for many years. Nor did he ever stare about him now. How could he _love_
this place? He was a part of it. He could not imagine a world outside it; and
the idea of loving Gormenghast would have shocked him. To have asked him of his
feelings for his hereditary home would be like asking a man what his feelings
were towards his own hand or his own throat. But his lordship remembered the
cherubs in the ceiling. His great grandfather had painted them with the help of
an enthusiastic servant who had fallen seventy feet from the scaffolding and
had been killed instantly. But it seemed that Lord Sepulchrave found his only
interest in these days among the volumes in his library and in a knob ofjade on
his silver rod, which he would scrutinize for hours on end. Arriving, as was his consistent habit, at
exactly nine o'clock every morning, he would enter the long hall and move with
a most melancholy air between rows of long tables, where servants of every
grade would be awaiting him, standing at their places, their heads bowed. Mounting the dais he would move around to
the far side of the table where hung a heavy brass bell. He would strike it.
The servants sitting down at once, would begin their meal of bread, rice wine
and cake. Lord Groan's menu was otherwise. As he
sat, this morning, in his high-backed chair, he saw before him -- through a
haze of melancholia that filmed his brain and sickened his heart, robbing it of
power and his limbs of health -- he saw before him a snow-white tablecloth. It
was set for two. The silver shone and the napkins were folded into the shapes
of peacocks and were perched decoratively on the two plates. There was a
delicious scent of bread, sweet and wholesome. There were eggs painted in gay
colours, toast piled up pagoda-wise, tier upon tier and each as frail as a dead
leaf; and fish with their tails in their mouths lay coiled in sea-blue saucers.
There was coffee in an urn shaped like a lion, the spout protruding from that
animal's silver jaws. There were all varieties of coloured fruits that looked
strangely tropical in that dark hall. There were honeys and jams, jellies, nuts
and spices and the ancestral breakfast plate was spread out to the greatest
advantage amid the golden cutlery of the Groans. In the centre of the table was
a small tin bowl of dandelions and nettles. Lord Sepulchrave sat silently. He did not
seem to notice the delicacies spread before him, nor when for a moment or two
at a time his head was raised, did he appear to see the long cold dining-hall
nor the servants at their tables. To his right, at the adjacent corner of the
board, was arranged the cutlery and earthenware crockery that implied the
imminent arrival of his lordship's breakfast companion. Lord Groan, his eyes
upon the jade knob of the rod which he was twisting slowly upon its ferrule,
again rang the brass bell and a door opened in the wall behind him. Sourdust
entered with great books under his arm. He was arrayed in crimson sacking. His
beard was knotted and the hairs that composed it were black and white. His face
was very lined, as though it had been made of brown paper that had been
crunched by some savage hand before being hastily smoothed out and spread over
the tissues. His eyes were deep-set and almost lost in the shadows cast by his
fine brow, which for all its wrinkles, retained a sweeping breadth of bone. The old man seated himself at the end of
the table, and stacked the four volumes beside a porcelain decanter, and
raising his sunken eyes to Lord Groan, murmured these words in a weak and
shaking voice and yet with a certain dignity as though it were not simply a
case of having to get through the ritual, but that it was now, as always, well
worth getting through. "I, Sourdust, lord of the library,
personal adviser to your lordship, nonagenarian, and student of the Groan lore,
proffer to your lordship the salutations of a dark morning, robed as I am in
rags, student as I am of the tomes, and nonagenarian as I happen to be in the
matter of years." This was delivered in one breath and then
he coughed unpleasantly several times, his hand at his chest. Lord Groan propped his chin on the
knuckles of his hands that were cupping the jade knob. His face was very long
and was olive coloured. The eyes were large, and of an eloquence, withdrawn.
His nostrils were mobile and sensitive. His mouth, a narrow line. On his head
was the iron crown of the Groans that fastens with a strap under the chin. It
had four prongs that were shaped like arrow heads. Between these barbs small
chains hung in loops. The prerogative of precedent on his side, he was wrapped
in his dark grey dressing-gown. He did not seem to have heard Sourdust's
salutations, but focusing his eyes for the first time upon the table, he broke
a corner off a piece of toast, and placed it mechanically in his mouth. This he
muzzled in his cheek for the major part of the meal. The fish became cold on
the plate. Sourdust had helped himself to one of them, a slice of watermelon
and a fire-green egg, but all else lost its freshness or its heat upon the
ritualistic table. Below in the long basement of the hall the
clattering of the knives had ceased. The rice wine had been passed up and down
the table, and the jugs were empty. They were waiting for the sign to go about
their duties, Sourdust, having wiped his old mouth with
the napkin, turned his eyes to his lordship, who was now leaning back in the
chair and sipping at a glass of black tea, his eyes un-focused as usual. The
Librarian was watching the left eyebrow of his lordship. It was twenty-one
minutes to ten by the clock at the far end of the hall. Lord Groan appeared to
be looking through this clock. Three-quarters of a minute went by, it was ten
seconds -- five seconds -- three seconds -- one second -- to twenty to ten. It
was twenty minutes to ten. Lord Groan's left eyebrow rose up his forehead
mechanically and stayed suspended beneath three wrinkles. Then it slowly
lowered itself. At the movement, Sourdust arose and stamped upon the ground
with an old thin leg. The crimson sacking about his body shook as he did so and
his beard of black and white knots swung madly to and fro. The tables were at once emptied and within
half a minute the last of the retainers had vanished from the hall, and the
servants' door at the far end had been closed and bolted. Sourdust re-seated himself, panting a
little and coughing in an ugly way. Then he leaned across the table and
scratched the white cloth in front of Lord Groan with a fork. His lordship turned his black and liquid
eyes towards the old librarian and adviser. "Well?" he said, in a
far-away voice, "what is it, Sourdust?" "It is the ninth day of the
month," said Sourdust. "Ah," said his lordship. There was a period of silence, Sourdust
making use of the interim by re-knotting several tassels of his beard. "The ninth," repeated his
lordship. "The ninth," muttered Sourdust. "A heavy day," mused his
lordship, "very heavy." Sourdust, bending his deep-set eyes upon
his master, echoed him: "A heavy day, the ninth . . . always a heavy
day." A great tear rolled down Sourdust's cheek
threading its way over the crumpled surface. The eyes were too deeply set in
their sockets of shadow to be seen. By not so much as the faintest sign or
movement had Sourdust suggested that he was in a state of emotional stress. Nor
was he, ever, save that at moments of reflection upon matters connected with
the traditions of the Castle, it so happened that great tears emerged from the
shadows beneath his brow. He fingered the great tomes beside his plate. His
lordship, as though making the resolve after long deliberation, leaned forward,
placed his rod on the table and adjusted his iron crown. Then, supporting his
long olive chin with his hands, he turned his head to the old man:
"Proceed," he whispered. Sourdust gathered the sacking about
himself in a quick shaky way, and getting to his feet moved round to the back
of his own chair which he pushed a few inches closer to the table, and
squeezing between the table and the chair he re-seated himself carefully and
was apparently more comfortable than before. Then with great deliberation,
bending his corrugated brow upon each in turn he pushed the varied assortment
of dishes, cruets, glasses, cutlery and by now tepid delicacies away from
before him, clearing a semi-circle ofwhite cloth. Only then did he remove the
three tomes from beside his elbow. He opened them one after the other by
balancing them carefully on their vellum spines and allowing them to break open
at pages indicated by embroidered book-markers. The left hand pages were headed with the
date and in the first of the three books this was followed by a list of the
activities to be performed hour by hour during the day by his lordship. The
exact times; the garments to be worn for each occasion and the symbolic
gestures to be used. Diagrams facing the left hand page gave particulars of the
routes by which his lordship should approach the various scenes of operation.
The diagrams were hand tinted. The second tome was full of blank pages
and was entirely symbolic, while the third was a mass of cross references. If,
for instance, his lordship, Sepulchrave, the present Earl of Groan, had been
three inches shorter, the costumes, gestures and even the routes would have
differed from the ones described in the first tome, and from the enormous
library, another volume would have had to have been chosen which would have
applied. Had he been of a fair skin, or had he been heavier than he was, had
his eyes been green, blue or brown instead of black, then, automatically
another set of archaic regulations would have appeared this morning on the
breakfast table. This complex system was understood in its entirety only by
Sourdust -- the technicalities demanding the devotion of a lifetime, though the
sacred spirit of tradition implied by the daily manifestations was understood
by all. For the next twenty minutes Sourdust
instructed his lordship in the less obvious details of the day's work that lay
ahead, in a high cracked old voice, the cross-hatching of the skin at the
corners of his mouth twitching between the sentences. His lordship nodded
silently. Occasionally the routes marked down for the "ninth" in the
diagrams of the first tome are obsolete, as for instance, where at 2.37 in the
afternoon Lord Groan was to have moved down the iron stairway in the grey
vestibule that led to the pool of carp. That stairway had been warped and
twisted out of shape seventy years ago when the vestibule had been razed to the
ground in the great fire. An alternative route had to be planned. A plan
approaching as far as possible to the spirit of the original conception, and
taking the same amount of time. Sourdust scored the new route shakily on the
tablecloth with the point of a fork. His lordship nodded. The day's duties being clear, and with
only a minute to run before ten, Sourdust relaxed in his chair and dribbled
into his black-and-white beard. Every few seconds he glanced at the clock. A long sigh came from his lordship. For a
moment a light appeared in his eyes and then dulled. The line of his mouth
seemed for a moment to have softened. "Sourdust," he said, "have
you heard about my son?" Sourdust, with his eyes on the clock, had
not heard his lordship's question. He was making noises in his throat and
chest, his mouth working at the corners. Lord Groan looked at him quickly and his
face whitened under the olive. Taking a spoon he bent it into three-quarters of
a circle. The door opened suddenly in the wall
behind the dais and Flay entered. "T's time," he said, when he
reached the table. Lord Sepulchrave rose and moved to the
door. Flay nodded sullenly at the man in crimson
sacking, and after filling his pockets with peaches followed his lordship
between the pillars of the Stone Hall. 10 PRUNESQUALLOR'S
KNEE-CAP Fuchsia's bedroom was stacked at its four
corners with her discarded toys, books and lengths of coloured cloth. It lay in
the centre of the western wing and upon the second floor. A walnut bed
monopolized the inner wall in which stood the doorway. The two triangular
windows in the opposite wall gave upon the battlements where the master
sculptors from the mud huts moved in silhouette across the sunset at the full
moon of alternate months. Beyond the battlements the flat pastures spread and
beyond the pastures were the Twisted Woods of thorn that climbed the ever
steepening sides of Gormenghast mountain. Fuchsia had covered the walls of her room
with impetuous drawings in charcoal. There had been no attempt to create a design
of any kind upon the coral plaster at either end of the bedroom. The drawings
had been done at many an odd moment of loathing or excitement and although
lacking in subtlety or proportion were filled with an extraordinary energy.
These violent devices gave the two walls of her bedroom such an appearance of
riot that the huddled heaps of toys and books in the four corners looked, by
comparison, compact. The attic, her kingdom, could be
approached only through this bedchamber. The door of the spiral staircase that
ascended into the darkness was immediately behind the bedstead, so that to open
this door which resembled the door of a cupboard, the bed had to be pulled
forward into the room. Fuchsia never failed to return the bed to
its position as a precaution against her sanctum being invaded. It was
unnecessary, for no one saving Mrs. Slagg ever entered her bedroom and the old
nurse in any case could never have manoeuvred herself up the hundred or so
narrow, darkened steps that gave eventually on the attic, which since the
earliest days Fuchsia could remember had been for her a world undesecrate. Through succeeding generations a portion
of the lumber of Gormenghast had found its way into this zone of moted
half-light, this warm, breathless, timeless region where the great rafters
moved across the air, clouded with moths. Where the dust was like pollen and
lay softly on all things. The attic was composed of two main
galleries and a cock loft, the second gallery leading at right angles from the
first after a descent of three rickety steps. At its far end a wooden ladder
rose to a balcony resembling a narrow verandah. At the left extremity of this
balcony a doorway, with its door hanging mutely by one hinge, led to the third
of the three rooms that composed the attic. This was the loft which was for
Fuchsia a very secret place, a kind of pagan chapel, an eyrie, a citadel, a
kingdom never mentioned, for that would have been a breach of faith -- a kind
of blasphemy. On the day of her brother's birth, while
the castle beneath her, reaching in room below room, gallery below gallery,
down, down to the very cellars, was alive with rumour, Fuchsia, like Rottcodd,
in his Hall of the Bright Carvings was unaware of the excitement that filled
it. She had pulled at the long black pigtail
of a chord which hung from the ceiling in one corner of her bedroom and had set
a bell jangling in the remote apartment which Mrs. Slagg had inhabited for two
decades. The sunlight was streaming through the
eastern turrets and was lighting the Carvers' Battlement and touching the sides
of the mountain beyond. As the sun rose, thorn tree after thorn tree on
Gormenghast mountain emerged in the pale light and became a spectre, one
following another, now here, now there, over the huge mass until the whole
shape was flattened into a radiant jagged triangle against the darkness. Seven
clouds like a group of naked cherubs or sucking-pigs, floated their plump pink
bodies across a sky of slate. Fuchsia watched them through her window sullenly.
Then she thrust her lower lip forward. Her hands were on her hips. Her bare
feet were quite still on the floorboards. "Seven," she said, scowling at
each. "There's seven of them. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven.
Seven clouds." She drew a yellow shawl more tightly
around her shoulders for she was shivering in her nightdress, and pulled the
pigtail again for Mrs. Slagg. Rummaging in a drawer, she found a stick of black
chalk and approaching an area of wall that was comparatively vacant she chalked
a vicious 7 and drew a circle round it with the word "CLOWDS" written
beneath in heavy, uncompromising letters. As Fuchsia turned away from the wall she
took an awkward shuffling step towards the bed. Her jet black hair hung loosely
across her shoulders. Her eyes, that were always smouldering, were fixed on the
door. Thus she remained with one foot forward as the door knob turned and Mrs.
Slagg entered. Seeing her, Fuchsia continued her walk
from where she had left off, but instead of going towards the bed, she
approached Mrs. Slagg with five strides, and putting her arms quickly around
the old woman's neck, kissed her savagely, broke away, and then beckoning her
to the window, pointed towards the sky. Mrs. Slagg peered along Fuchsia's
outstretched arm and finger and inquired what there was to look at. "Fat clouds," said Fuchsia.
"There's seven of them." The old woman screwed up her eyes and
peered once more but only for a moment. Then she made a little noise which
seemed to indicate that she was not impressed. "Why seven?" said Fuchsia.
"Seven is for something. What's seven for? One for a glorious golden grave
-- two for a terrible torch of tin; three for a hundred hollow horses; four for
a knight with a spur of speargrass; five for a fish with fortunate fins, six --
I've forgotten six, and seven -- what's seven for? Eight for a frog with eyes
like marbles, nine, what's nine? Nine for a -- nine, nine -- ten for a tower of
turbulent toast -- but what is seven. What is seven?" Fuchsia stamped her foot and peered into
the poor old nurse's face. Nannie Slagg made little noises in her
throat which was her way of filling in time and then said, "Would you like
some hot milk, my precious? Tell me now because I'm busy, and must feed your
mother's white cats, dear.Just because I'm of the energetic system, my
dearheart, they give me everything to do. What did you ring for? Quickly,
quickly my caution. What did you ring for?" Fuchsia bit her big red lower lip, tossed
a mop of midnight from her brow and gazed out of the window, her hands grasping
her elbows behind her. Very stiff she had become and angular. "I want a big breakfast," said
Fuchsia at last. "I want a lot to eat, I'm going to think today." Nannie Slagg was scrutinizing a wart on
her left forearm. "You don't know where I'm going, but
I'm going somewhere where I can think." "Yes, dear," said the old nurse. "I want hot milk and eggs and lots of
toast done only on one side." Fuchsia frowned as she paused; "and I
want a bag of apples to take along with me for the whole of the day, for I get
hungry when I think." "Yes, dear," said Mrs. Slagg
again, pulling a loose thread from the hem of Fuchsia's skirt. "Put some
more on the fire, my caution, and I'll bring your breakfast and make your bed
for you, though I'm not very well." Fuchsia descended suddenly upon her old
nurse again and kissing her cheek, released her from the room, closing the door
on her retreating figure with a crash that echoed down the gloomy corridors. As soon as the door had closed, Fuchsia
leaped at her bed and diving between the blankets head first, wriggled her way
to the far end, where from all appearances, she became engaged in a life and
death struggle with some ambushed monster. The heavings of the bedclothes ended
as suddenly as they had begun and she emerged with a pair of long woollen
stockings which she must have kicked off during the night. Sitting on her
pillows she began pulling them on in a series of heaves, twisting with
difficulty, at a very late stage, the heel of each from the front to the back. "I won't see anybody today," she
said to herself -- "no, not anybody at all. I will go to my secret room
and think things over." She smiled a smile to herself. It was sly but it
was so childishly sly that it was lovable. Her lips, big and well-formed and
extraordinarily mature, curled up like plump petals and showed between them her
white teeth. As soon as she had smiled her face altered
again, and the petulant expression peregrine to her features took control. Her
black eyebrows were drawn together. Her dressing became interrupted between
the addition of each garment by dance movements of her own invention. There was
nothing elegant in these attitudes into which she flung herself, standing
sometimes for a dozen of seconds at a time in some extraordinary position of
balance. Her eyes would become glazed like her mother's and an expression of
abstract calm would for an instant defy the natural concentration of her face.
Finally her blood-red dress, absolutely shapeless, was pulled over her head. It
fitted nowhere except where a green cord was knotted at her waist. She appeared
rather to inhabit, than to wear her clothes. Meanwhile Mrs. Slagg had not only prepared
the breakfast for Fuchsia in her own little room, but was on the way back with
the loaded tray shaking in her hands. As she turned a corner of the corridor
she was brought to a clattering standstill by the sudden appearance of Doctor
Prunesquallor, who also halting with great suddenness, avoided a collision. "Well, well, well, well, well, ha,
ha, ha, if it isn't dear Mrs. Slagg, ha, ha, ha, how very very, very
dramatic," said the doctor, his long hands clasped before him at his chin,
his high-pitched laugh creaking along the timber ceiling of the passage. His
spectacles held in either lens the minute reflection of Nannie Slagg. The old nurse had never really approved of
Doctor Prunesquallor. It was true that he belonged to Gormenghast as much as
the Tower itself. He was no intruder, but somehow, in Mrs. Slagg's eyes he was
definitely wrong. He was not her idea of a doctor in the first place, although
she could never have argued why. Nor could she pin her dislike down to any
other cause. Nannie Slagg found it very difficult to marshal her thoughts at the
best of times, but when they became tied up with her emotions she became quite
helpless. What she felt but had never analysed was that Doctor Prunesquallor
rather played down to her and even in an obtuse way made fun of her. She had
never thought this, but her bones knew of it. She gazed up at the shock-headed man
before her and wondered why he never brushed his hair, and then she felt guilty
for allowing herself such thoughts about a gentleman and her tray shook and her
eyes wavered a little. "Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, my dear Mrs.
Slagg, let me take your tray, ha, ha, until you have tasted the fruits of
discourse and told me what you have been up to for the last month or more. Why
have I not seen you, Nannie Slagg? Why have my ears not heard your footfall on
the stairs, and your voice at nightfall, calling . . . calling . . . ?" "Her ladyship don't want me any more,
sir," said Nannie Slagg, looking up at the doctor reproachfully. "I
am kept in the west wing now, sir." "So that's it, is it?" said
Doctor Prunesquallor, removing the loaded tray from Nannie Slagg and lowering
both it and himself at the same time to the floor of the long passage. He sat
there on his heels with the tray at his side and peered up at the old lady, who
gazed in a frightened way at his eye swimming hugely beneath his magnifying
spectacles. "You are _kept_ in the west wing? So
that's it?" Doctor Prunesquallor with his forefinger and thumb stroked his
chin in a profound manner and frowned magnificently. "It is the word
'kept', my dear Mrs. Slagg, that galls me. Are you an animal, Mrs. Slagg? I
repeat are you an animal?" As he said this he rose halfway to his feet and
with his neck stretched forward repeated his question a third time. Poor Nannie Slagg was too frightened to be
able to give her answer to the query. The doctor sank back on his heels. "I will answer my own question, Mrs.
Slagg. I have known you for some time. For, shall we say, a decade? It is true
we have never plumbed the depths of sorcery together nor argued the meaning of
existence -- but it is enough for me to say that I have known you for a
considerable time, and that you are _no animal_. No animal _whatsoever_. Sit
upon my knee." Nannie Slagg, terrified at this
suggestion, raised her little bony hands to her mouth and raised her shoulders
to her ears. Then she gave one frightened look down the passage and was about
to make a run for it when she was gripped about the knees, not unkindly, but
firmly and without knowing how she got there found herself sitting upon the
high bony knee-cap of the squatting doctor. "You are _not_ an animal,"
repeated Prunesquallor, "are you?" The old nurse turned her wrinkled face to
the doctor and shook her head in little jerks. "Of course you're not. Ha, ha, ha,
ha, ha, of course you're not. Tell me what you _are_?" Nannie's fist again came to her mouth and
the frightened look in her eyes reappeared. "I'm . . . I'm an old woman,"
she said. "You're a very unique old
woman," said the doctor, "and if I am not mistaken, you will very
soon prove to be an exceptionally invaluable old woman. Oh yes, ha, ha, ha, oh
yes, a very invaluable old woman indeed." (There was a pause.) "How
long is it since you saw her ladyship, the Countess? It must be a very long
time." "It is, it is," said Nannie
Slagg, "a very long time. Months and months and months." "As I thought," said the doctor.
"Ha, ha, ha, as I very much thought. Then you can have no idea of why you
will be indispensable?" "Oh no, sir!" said Nannie Slagg,
looking at the breakfast tray whose load was fast becoming cold. "Do you like babies, my very dear
Mrs. Slagg?" asked the doctor, shifting the poor woman on to his other
acutely bended knee joint and stretching out his former leg as though to ease
it. "Are you fond of the little creatures, taken by and large?" "Babies?" said Mrs. Slagg in the
most animated tone that she had so far used. "I could eat the little
darlings, sir, I could eat them up!" "Quite," said Doctor
Prunesquallor, "quite so, my good woman. You could eat them up. That will
be unnecessary. In fact it would be positively injurious, my dear Mrs. Slagg,
and especially under the circumstances about which I must now enlighten you. A
child will be placed in your keeping. Do not devour him Nannie Slagg. It is for
you to bring him up, that is true, but there will be no need for you to swallow
him first. You would be, ha, ha, ha, ha -- swallowing a Groan." This news filtered by degrees through
Nannie Slagg's brain and all at once her eyes looked very wide indeed. "No, oh no, sir!" "Yes, oh yes, sir!" replied the
physician. "Although the Countess has of late banished you from her
presence, yet, Nannie Slagg, you will of necessity be restored, ha, ha, ha, be
restored to a very important state. Sometime today, if I am not mistaken, my
wide-eyed Nannie Slagg, I shall be delivering a brand new Groan. Do you
remember when I delivered the Countess of Lady Fuchsia?" Nannie Slagg began to shake all over and a
tear ran down her cheek as she clasped her hands between her knees, very nearly
overbalancing from her precarious perch. "I can remember every little thing
sir -- every little thing. Who would have thought?" "Exactly," interrupted Doctor
Prunesquallor. "Who would have thought. But I must be going, ha, ha, ha, I
must dislodge you, Nannie Slagg, from my patella -- but tell me, did you know
nothing of her ladyship's condition?" "Oh, sir," said the old lady,
biting her knuckle and shifting her gaze. "Nothing! nothing! No one ever
tells me anything." "Yet all the duties will devolve on
you," said Doctor Prunesquallor. "Though you will doubtless enjoy
yourself. There is no doubt at all about that. Is there?" "Oh, sir, another baby, after all
this time! Oh, I could smack him already." "Him?" queried the doctor.
"Ha, ha, ha, you are very sure of the gender, my dear Mrs. Slagg." "Oh yes, sir, it's a him, sir. Oh,
what a blessing that it is. They _will_ let me have him, sir? They will let me
won't they?" "They have no choice," said the
doctor somewhat too briskly for a gentleman and he smiled a wide inane smile,
his thin nose pointing straight at Mrs. Slagg. His grey hayrick of hair removed
itself from the wall. "What of my Fuchsia? Has she an inkling?" "Oh, no, not an inkling. Not an
inkling, sir, bless her. She hardly ever leaves her room except at night, sir.
She don't know nothing, sir, and never talks to no one but me." The doctor, removing Nannie Slagg from his
knee, rose to his feet. "The rest of Gormenghast talks of nothing else,
but the western wing is in darkness. Very, very, very strange. The child's
nurse and the child's sister are in darkness, ha, ha, ha. But not for long, not
for long. By all that's enlightened, very much not so!" "Sir?" queried Nannie Slagg as
the doctor was about to move away. "What?" said Doctor
Prunesquallor, scrutinizing his finger nails. "What is it my dear Mrs.
Slagg? Be quick." "Er -- how is _she_, sir? How is her
ladyship?" "Tough as behemoth," said
Prunesquallor, and was around the corner in an instant, and Nannie Slagg, with
her mouth and eyes wide open, could, as she lifted up the cold tray, hear his
feet in a far passage tapping an elegant tattoo as he moved like a bird towards
the bedroom of the Countess of Groan. As Mrs. Slagg knocked at Fuchsia's door,
her heart was beating very fast. It was always a long time before she realized
the import of whatever she were told, and it was only now that the full measure
of what the doctor had divulged was having its effect. To be again, after all
these years, the nurse of an heir to the house of Groan -- to be able to bathe
the helpless limbs, to iron out the little garments and to select the wet nurse
from the outer dwellings! To have complete authority in anything connected with
the care of the precious mite -- all this was now weighing with a great load of
painful pride across her heart that was beating rapidly. So overpowered was she by this emotion
that she had knocked twice before she noticed that there was a note pinned upon
the outside of the door. Peering at it she at last made out what Fuchsia had
scrawled in her invariable charcoal. _Can't wait until the doomsday --you're so
SLOW!_ Mrs. Slagg tried the door handle although
she knew that the door would be locked. Leaving the tray and the apples on the mat
outside she retreated to her own room where she might indulge herself in
halcyon glimpses of the future. Life, it seemed, was not over for her. 11 THE
ATTIC Meanwhile Fuchsia had, after waiting
impatiently for her breakfast, gone to a cupboard where she kept an emergency
supply of eatables -- half an old seed cake and some dandelion wine. There was
also a box of dates which Flay had purloined and brought up for her several
weeks before, and two wrinkled pears. These she wrapped in a piece of cloth.
Next she lit a candle and placed it on the floor near the wall, then hollowing
her strong young back she laid hold of the foot-rail of her bed and dragged it
back sufficiently for her to squeeze herself between the rail and the wall and
to unlatch the cupboard door. Stretching over the head-rail she grasped her
bundle of food and then picked up the candle from near her feet, and ducking
her head crept through the narrow opening and found herself at the lowermost
steps of the flight that led upwards in dark spirals. Closing the door behind
her, she dragged a bolt into position and the tremors which she always
experienced at this moment of locking herself in, took hold of her and for a
moment she shook from head to foot. Then, with her candle lighting her face
and the three sliding steps before her as she climbed, she ascended into her
region. As Fuchsia climbed into the winding
darkness her body was impregnated and made faint by a qualm as of green April.
Her heart beat painfully. This is a love that equals in its power
the love of man for woman and reaches inwards as deeply. It is the love of a
man or of a woman for their world. For the world of their centre where their
lives burn genuinely and with a free flame. The love of the diver for his world of
wavering light. His world of pearls and tendrils and his breath at his breast.
Born as a plunger into the deeps he is at one with every swarm of lime-green
fish, with every coloured sponge. As he holds himself to the ocean's faery floor,
one hand clasped to a bedded whale's rib, he is complete and infinite. Pulse,
power and universe sway in his body. He is in love. The love of the painter standing alone and
staring, staring at the great coloured surface he is making. Standing with him
in the room the rearing canvas stares back with tentative shapes halted in
their growth, moving in a new rhythm from floor to ceiling. The twisted tubes,
the fresh paint squeezed and smeared across the dry upon his palette. The dust
beneath the easel. The paint has edged along the brushes' handles. The white
light in a northern sky is silent. The window gapes as he inhales his world.
His world: a rented room, and turpentine. He moves towards his half-born. He is
in love. The rich soil crumbles through the
yeoman's fingers. As the pearl diver murmurs, "I am home" as he moves
dimly in strange water-lights, and as the painter mutters, "I am me"
on his lone raft of floorboards, so the slow landsman on his acre'd marl --
says with dark Fuchsia on her twisting staircase, "I am home." It was this feeling of belonging to the
winding stair and the attic which Fuchsia experienced as she ran her right hand
along the wooden wall as she climbed and encountered after some time the loose
board which she expected. She knew that only eighteen steps remained and that
after two more turns in the staircase the indescribable grey-gold filtering
glow of the attic would greet her. Reaching the top-most step she stooped and
leaned over a three-foot swing door, like the door of a byre, unfastened the
latch and entered the first of the three sections of the attic. An infiltration of the morning's sun gave
the various objects a certain vague structure but in no way dispelled the
darkness. Here and there a thin beam of light threaded the warm brooding dusk
and was filled with slowly moving motes like an attenuate firmament of stars
revolving in grave order. One of these narrow beams lit Fuchsia's
forehead and shoulder, and another plucked a note of crimson from her dress. To
her right was an enormous crumbling organ. Its pipes were broken and the
keyboard shattered. Across its front the labour of a decade of grey spiders had
woven their webs into a shawl of lace. It needed but the ghost of an infanta to
arise from the dust to gather it about her head and shoulders as the most
fabulous of all mantillas. In the gloom Fuchsia's eyes could barely
be seen for the light upon her forehead sank deeper shadows, by contrast,
through her face. But they were calm. The excitement that had wakened within
them on the stairway had given place to this strange calm. She stood at the
stairhead almost another being. This room was the darkest. In the summer
the light seemed to penetrate through the fissures in the warped wood and
through the dislodged portions of stone slating in a less direct way than was
the case in the larger room or gallery to its right. The third, the smallest
attic, with its steps leading upwards from the gallery with the banistered
verandah was the best lit, for it boasted a window with shutters which, when
opened, gave upon a panorama of roof-tops, towers and battlements that lay in a
great half-circle below. Between high bastions might be seen, hundreds of feet
beneath, a portion of quadrangle wherein, were a figure to move across, he
would appear no taller than a thimble. Fuchsia took three paces forward in the
first of the attics and then paused a moment to re-tie a string above her knee.
Over her head vague rafters loomed and while she straightened herself she
noticed them and unconsciously loved them. This was the lumber room. Though
very long and lofty it looked relatively smaller than it was, for the fantastic
piles of every imaginable kind of thing, from the great organ to the lost and
painted head of a broken toy lion that must one day have been the plaything of
one of Fuchsia's ancestors, spread from every wall until only an avenue was
left to the adjacent room. This high, narrow avenue wound down the centre of
the first attic before suddenly turning at a sharp angle to the right. The fact
that this room was filled with lumber did not mean that she ignored it and used
it only as a place of transit. Oh no, for it was here that many long afternoons
had been spent as she crawled deep into the recesses and found for herself many
a strange cavern among the incongruous relics of the past. She knew of ways
through the centre of what appeared to be hills of furniture, boxes, musical
instruments and toys, kites, pictures, bamboo armour and helmets, flags and
relics of every kind, as an Indian knows his green and secret trail. Within
reach of her hand the hide and head of a skinned baboon hung dustily over a
broken drum that rose beyond the dim ranges of this attic medley. Huge and
impregnable they looked in the warm still half-light, but Fuchsia, had she
wished to, could have disappeared awkwardly but very suddenly into these
fantastic mountains, reached their centre and lain down upon an ancient couch
with a picture book at her elbow and been entirely lost to view within a few
moments. This morning, she was bound for the third
of her rooms and moved forward through the canyon, ducking beneath the stuffed
leg of a giraffe that caught a thread of the moted sunlight and which, propped
across Fuchsia's path, made a kind of low lintel immediately before the passage
curved away to the right. As Fuchsia rounded this bend she saw what she
expected to see. Twelve feet away were the wooden steps which led down to the
second attic. The rafters above the steps were warped into a sagging curve so
that it was not possible to obtain more than a restricted view of the room
beyond. But the area of empty floor that was visible gave an indication of the
whole. She descended the steps. There was a ripping away of clouds; a sky, a
desert, a forsaken shore spread through her. As she stepped forward on the empty board,
it was for her like walking into space. Space, such as the condors have shrill
inklings of, and the cock-eagle glimpses through his blood. Silence was there with a loud rhythm. The
halls, towers, the rooms of Gormenghast were of another planet. Fuchsia caught
at a thick lock of her hair and dragged her own head back as her heart beat
loudly and, tingling from head to foot little diamonds appeared at the inner
corners of her eyes. With what characters she had filled this
lost stage of emptiness! It was here that she would see the people of her
imagination, the fierce figures of her making, as they strolled from corner to
corner, brooded like monsters or flew through the air like seraphs with burning
wings, or danced, or fought, or laughed, or cried. This was her attic of
makebelieve, where she would watch her mind's companions advancing or
retreating across the dusty floor. Gripping her eatables tightly in their
cloth, her feet echoing dully, she walked onwards towards the fixed ladder that
led to the balcony at the far end. She climbed the ladder, both feet coming
together on each rung for it was difficult for her to climb with the bottle and
her food for the day tucked under her arm. There was no one to see her strong
straight back and shoulders and the gauche, indecorous movements of her legs as
she climbed in her crimson dress; nor the length of her tangled and inky hair.
Half-way up she was able to lift her bundle above her head and push it on to
the balcony, and then to swarm after it and find herself standing with the
great stage below her as empty as an unremembered heart. As she looked down, her hands on the
wooden banister that ran along the attic verandah, she knew that at a call she
could set in motion the five main figures of her making. Those whom she had so
often watched below her, almost as though they were really there. At first it
had not been easy to understand them nor to tell them what to do. But now it
would be easy, at any rate for them to enact the scenes that she had watched
them so often perform. Munster, who would crawl along the rafters and drop
chuckling into the middle of the floor in a cloud of dust and then bow to
Fuchsia before turning and searching for his barrel of bright gold. Or the Rain
Man, who moved always with his head lowered and his hands clasped behind him
and who had but to lift his eyelid to quell the tiger that followed him on a
chain. These and the dramas in which they took
part were now latent in the room below her, but Fuchsia passed the high-backed
chair where she would sit at the verandah edge, pulled back the door carefully
on its one hinge, and entered into the third of the three rooms. She put her bundle upon a table in one
corner, went to the window and pushed open the two shutters. Her stocking was
half-way down her leg again and she knotted the string more firmly round her
thigh. It was often her habit in this room to think aloud to herself. To argue
with herself. Looking down from her little window upon the roofs of the castle
and its adjacent buildings she tasted the pleasure of her isolation. "I am
alone," she said, her chin in her hands and her elbows on the sill.
"I am quite alone, like I enjoy it. Now I can think for there's no one to
provoke me here. Not in my room. No one to tell me what I ought to do because
I'm a Lady. Oh no. I do just what I like here. Fuchsia is quite alright here.
None of them knows where I go to. Flay doesn't know. Father doesn't know.
Mother doesn't know. None of them knows. Even Nannie doesn't know. Only I know.
I know where I go. I go here. This is where I go. Up the stairs and into my
lumber room. Through my lumber room and into my acting room. All across my
acting room and up the ladder and on to my verandah. Through the door and into
my secret attic. And here it is I am. I am here now. I have been here lots of
times but that is in the past. That is over, but now I'm here it's in the
present. This is the present. I'm looking on the roofs of the present and I'm
leaning on the present window-sill and later on when I'm older I will lean on
this window-sill again. Over and over again. "Now I'll make myself comfortable and
eat my breakfast," she continued to herself, but as she turned away her
quick eyes noticed in the corner of one of the diminished quadrangles far below
her an unusually large gathering of what she could just make out to be servants
from the kitchen quarters. She was so used to the panorama below her being
deserted at that hour in the morning, the menials being at their multifarious
duties about the castle that she turned suddenly back to the window and stared
down with a sense of suspicion and almost of fear. What was it that quickened
her to a sense of something irreparable having been done? To an outsider there
would have been nothing untoward or extraordinary in the fact that a group had
gathered hundreds of feet below in the corner of a sunny stone quadrangle, but
Fuchsia born and bred to the iron ritual of Gormenghast knew that something
unprecedented was afoot. She stared, and as she stared the group grew. It was
enough to throw Fuchsia out of her mood and to make her uneasy and angry. "Something has happened," she
said, "something no one's told me of. They haven't told me. I don't like
them. I don't like any of them. What are they all doing like a lot of ants down
there? Why aren't they working like they should be?" She turned around and
faced her little room. Everything was changed, she picked up one
of the pears and bit a piece out of it abstractedly. She had looked forward to
a morning of rumination and perhaps a play or two in the empty attic before she
climbed down the stairs again to demand a big tea from Mrs. Slagg. There was
something portentous in the group far below her. Her day was disrupted. She looked around at the walls of her
room. They were hung with pictures once chosen as her favourites from among the
scores that she had unearthed in the lumber room. One wall was filled with a
great mountain scene where a road like a snake winding around and around the
most impressive of crags was filled with two armies, one in yellow and the
other, the invading force battling up from below, in purple. Lit as it were by
torch-light the whole scene was a constant source of wonder to Fuchsia, yet
this morning she gazed at it blankly. The other walls were less imposingly
arranged, fifteen pictures being distributed among the three. The head of a
jaguar; a portrait of the twenty-second Earl of Groan with pure white hair and
a face the colour of smoke as a result of immoderate tattooing, and a group of
children in pink and white muslin dresses playing with a viper were among the
works which pleased her most. Hundreds of very dull heads and full-length
portraits of her ancestors had been left in the lumber room. What Fuchsia
wanted from a picture was something unexpected. It was as though she enjoyed
the artist telling her something quite fresh and new. Something she had never
thought of before. A great writhing root, long since dragged
from the woods of Gormenghast mountain, stood in the centre of the room. It had
been polished to a rare gloss, its every wrinkle gleaming. Fuchsia flung
herself down on the most imposing article in the room, a couch of faded
splendour and suavity of contour in which the angles of Fuchsia's body as she
lay in a half sprawl were thrown out with uncompromising severity. Her eyes
which, since she had entered the attic, had taken on the calm expression so
alien to her, were now smouldering again. They moved about the room as though
they were seeking in vain a resting place, but neither the fantastic root, nor
the ingenious patterns in the carpet below her had the power to hold them. "Everything's wrong. Everything.
Everything," said Fuchsia. Again she went to the window and peered down at
the group in the quadrangle. By now it had grown until it filled all that was
visible of the stone square. Through a flying buttress to the left of her she
could command a view of four distant alleys in a poor district of Gormenghast.
These alley-ways were pranked with little knots of folk, and Fuchsia believed
that she could hear the far sound of their voices rising through the air. It
was not that Fuchsia felt any particular interest in "occasions" or
festivities which might cause excitement below, but that this morning she felt
acutely aware that something in which she would become involved was taking
place. On the table lay a big coloured book of
verses and pictures. It was always ready for her to open and devour. Fuchsia
would turn over the pages and read the verses aloud in a deep dramatic voice.
This morning she leaned forward and turned over the pages listlessly. As she
came upon a great favourite she paused and read it through slowly, but her
thoughts were elsewhere. THE FRIVOLOUS CAKE A freckled and frivolous cake there
was That sailed on a pointless
sea, Or any lugubrious lake there was In a manner emphatic and free. How jointlessly, and how jointlessly The frivolous cake sailed by On the waves of the ocean that
pointlessly Threw fish to the lilac sky. Oh, plenty and plenty of hake there
was Of a glory beyond compare, And every conceivable make there was Was tossed through the lilac
air. Up the smooth billows and over the
crests Of the cumbersome combers flew The frivolous cake with a knife in
the wake Of herself and her curranty
crew. Like a swordfish grim it would
bounce and skim (This dinner knife fierce and
blue), And the frivolous cake was filled to
the brim With the fun of her curranty
crew. Oh, plenty and plenty of hake there
was Of a glory beyond compare -- And every conceivable make there was Was tossed through the lilac
air. Around the shores of the Elegant
Isles Where the cat-fish bask and
purr And lick their paws with adhesive
smiles And wriggle their fins of fur, They fly and fly "neath the
lilac sky -- The frivolous cake, and the
knife Who winketh his glamorous indigo eye In the wake of his future
wife. The crumbs blow free down the
pointless sea To the beat of a cakey heart And the sensitive steel of the knife
can feel That love is a race apart. In the speed of the lingering light
are blown The crumbs to the hake above, And the tropical air vibrates to the
drone Of a cake in the throes of
love. She ended the final verse with a rush,
taking in nothing at all of its meaning. As she ended the last line
mechanically, she found herself getting to her feet and making for the door.
Her bundle was left behind, open, but, save for the pear, untouched on the
table. She found herself on the balcony and lowering herself down the ladder
was in the empty attic and within a few moments had reached the head of the
stairs in the lumber room. As she descended the spiral staircase her thoughts
were turning over and over. "What have they done? What have they
done?" And it was in a precipitous mood that she entered her room and ran
to the corner where, catching hold of the pigtail bell-rope she pulled it as
though to wrench it from the ceiling. Within a few moments Mrs. Slagg came
running up to the door, her slippered feet scraping along unevenly on the
floorboards. Fuchsia opened the door to her and as soon as the poor old head
appeared around the panels, she shouted at it, "What's happening Nannie,
what's happening down there? Tell me at once, Nannie, or I won't love you. Tell
me, tell me." "Quiet, my caution, quiet," said
Mrs. Slagg. "What's all the bother, my conscience! oh my poor heart.
You"ll be the death of me." "You must tell me, Nannie. Now! now!
or I'll hit you," said Fuchsia. From so small a beginning of suspicion
Fuchsia's fears had grown until now, convinced by a mounting intuition, she was
almost on the point of striking her old nurse, whom she loved so desperately.
Nannie Slagg took hold of Fuchsia's hand between eight old fingers and squeezed
it. "A little brother for you, my pretty.
Now _there's_ a surprise to quieten you; a little _brother_. Just like you, my ugly darling -- born in the
lap-sury." No!" shouted Fuchsia, the blood
rushing to her cheek. "No! no! I won't have it. Oh no, no, no! I won't! I
won't! It _mustn't_ be, it _mustn't_ be!" And Fuchsia flinging herself to
the floor burst into a passion of tears. 12 "MRS
SLAGG BY MOONLIGHT" These then, Lord Sepulchrave, the Countess
Gertrude, Fuchsia their eldest child, Doctor Prunesquallor, Mr. Rottcodd, Flay,
Swelter, Nannie Slagg, Steerpike and Sourdust, have been discovered at their
pursuits on the day of the advent, and have perhaps indicated the atmosphere
into which it was the lot of Titus to be born. For his first few years of life, Titus was
to be left to the care of Nannie Slagg, who bore this prodigious responsibility
proudly upon her thin little sloping shoulders. During the first half of this
early period only two major ceremonies befell the child and of these Titus was
happily unaware, namely the christening, which took place twelve days after his
birth, and a ceremonial breakfast on his first birthday. Needless to say, to
Mrs. Slagg, every day presented a series of major happenings, so entirely was
she involved in the practicalities of his upbringing. She made her way along the narrow stone path
between the acacia trees on this memorable nativity evening and downhill to the
gate in the castle wall which led into the heart of the mud dwellings. As she
hurried along, the sun was setting behind Gormenghast mountain in a swamp of
saffron light and her shadow hurried alongside between the acacia trees. It was
seldom that she ventured out of doors and it was with quite a flutter that she
had opened with difficulty the heavy lid of a chest in her room and extricated,
from beneath a knoll of camphor, her best hat. It was very black indeed, but by
way of relief it had upon its high crown a brittle bunch of glass grapes. Four
or five of them had been broken but this was not very noticeable. Nannie Slagg had lifted the hat up to her
shoulder level and peered at it obliquely before puffing at the glass grapes to
remove any possible dust. Seeing that she had dulled them with her breath she
lifted up her petticoat and doubling up over her hat she gave a quick little
polish to each fruit in turn. Then she had approached the door of her
room almost furtively and placed her ear at the panel. She had heard nothing,
but whenever she found herself doing anything unorthodox, no matter how
necessary, she would feel very guilty inside and look around her with her red
rimmed eyes opened wide and her head shaking a little, or if alone in a room as
at the moment, she would run to the door and listen. When she felt quite certain that there was
no one there she would open the door very quickly and stare out into the empty
passage and then go to her task again with renewed confidence. This time, the
putting on of her best hat at nine o'clock at night with the idea of sallying
forth from the castle, down the long drive and then northwards along the acacia
avenue, had been enough to send her to her own doorway as though she suspected
someone might be there, someone who was listening to her thoughts. Tiptoeing
back to her bed she had added fourteen inches to her stature by climbing into
her velvet hat. Then she had left the room, and the stairs had seemed
frighteningly empty to her as she descended the two flights. Remembering, as she turned through the
main doorway of the west wing, that the Countess herself had given her the
orders to pursue this unusual mission, she had felt a little stronger, but
whatever factual authority, it was something much deeper that had worried her,
something based upon the unspoken and iron-bound tradition of the place. It had
made her feel she was doing wrong. However, a wet nurse had to be found for the
infant and the immediate logic of this had jostled her forward. As she had left
her own room she had picked up a pair of black woollen gloves. It was a soft,
warm, summer evening but Nannie Slagg felt stronger in her gloves. The acacia trees, silhouetted on her
right, cut patterns against the mountain and on her left glowed dimly with a
sort of subterranean light. Her path was striped like the dim hide of a zebra
from the shadows of the acacia trunks. Mrs. Slagg, a midget figure beneath the
rearing and overhanging of the aisle of dark foliage, awakened small echoes in
the neighbouring rocks as she had moved, for her heels beat a quick uneven
measure on the stone path. This avenue lasted for some considerable
distance, and when at last the old nurse found herself at its northern end she
was welcomed by the cold light of the rising moon. The outer wall of
Gormenghast had suddenly reared above her. She passed through an archway. Mrs. Slagg knew that about this hour the
Dwellers would be at their supper. As she pattered onwards the memory of a very
similar occasion worked its way into her consciousness: The time when she had
been delegated to make a similar choice for Fuchsia. That time it had also been
in the evening although an hour or so earlier. The weather had been gusty and
she remembered how her voice had failed to carry in the wind, and how they had
all misunderstood her and had imagined that Lord Groan had died. Only three times since that day had she
been to this part of the Dwellers' province, and on those occasions it had been
to take Fuchsia for the long walks that at one time she had so insisted upon,
rain or shine. Mrs. Slagg's days of long walks were over,
but she had on one of those occasions passed the mud huts when the Dwellers
were having their last meal. She knew that the Dwellers always had their supper
in the open, at tables that reached in four long rows over the drab,
grey-coloured dust. In this dust, she remembered, a few cactus trees were alone
able to take root. Following the gradual decline of a scarred
green that sloped from the arch in the wall and petered out into the dust upon
which the hovels were built, she saw suddenly, on raising her eyes from the
path, one of these cactus trees. Fifteen years is a difficult depth of time
for an old woman's memory to plumb -- more difficult than the waters of her
childhood, but when Mrs. Slagg saw the cactus tree she remembered clearly and
in detail how she had stopped and stared at the great scarred monster on the
day of Fuchsia's birth. Here it was again, its flaking bole
dividing into four uprights like the arms of a huge grey candlestick studded
with thorns, each one as large and brutal as the horn of a rhinoceros. No
flaming flower relieved its black achromatism although that tree had been known
long ago to burst open with a three-hour glory. Beyond this tree the ground
rose into a little dreary hill, and it was only when she had climbed this hill
that Mrs. Slagg saw before her the Dwellers at their long tables. Behind them
the clay huts were huddled together in a grey swarm, spreading to the foot of
the wall. Four or five cacti grew between and reared over the supper tables. The cacti were similar both in size and in
the way they split into high uncouth prongs to the one which Mrs. Slagg first
saw, and as she approached, were edged with the hot afterglow of the sun. At the line of tables nearest the outer
wall were ranged the elderly, the grandparents, the infirm. To their left, were
the married women and their children whom they were tending. The remaining two tables were filled with
men and boys. The girls from the age of twelve to twenty-three had their meals
in a low mud building on their own, a few of them being delegated to wait each
day upon the ancients at their tables immediately under the battlements. Beyond, the land dipped into a dry shallow
valley which held the dwellings, so that as she came forward step by step the
figures at the tables had for their background the rough roofs of mud, the
walls of their huts being hidden by the contour of the ground. It was a dreary
prospect. From the lush shadows of the acacia drive Mrs. Slagg had suddenly
broken in upon an arid world. She saw the rough sections of white jarl root and
their bowls of sloe wine standing before them. The long tubular jarl root which
they dug each day from a wood in the vicinity, stood upon the tables every
evening, sliced up into scores of narrow cylinders. This, she remembered, was
their traditional diet. Noting the white roots spreading away in
perspective, each piece with its shadow, she remembered with a flutter that her
social status was very much in advance of that held by these poor mud-hut
dwellers. It was true that they made pretty carvings, but they were not
_within_ the walls of Gormenghast, and Nannie Slagg, as she approached the
nearest table, pulled on her gloves more tightly still and worked them up
around her fingers, pursing her little wrinkled mouth. The Dwellers had seen her immediately her
hat had appeared above the dry brow of the hill, and every head had been
turned, and every eye focused upon her. The mothers had paused, some of them
with spoons halfway to their children's mouths. It was unusual for them to have the
"Castles", as they termed any who came from within the walls,
approach them at their meals. They stared without moving and without speaking. Mrs. Slagg had stopped. The moonlight
flared on the glass grapes. A very old man like a prophet arose and
approached her. When he reached her he stood silently until an elderly woman
who had waited until he halted, was helped to her feet and, following his
example, had reached Mrs. Slagg and stood silently by the old man's side.
Thereupon two magnificent urchins of five or six years of age had been sent
forward from the table of mothers. These two, when they reached Mrs. Slagg
stood quietly and then, lifting their arms in imitation of their elders and,
placing their wrists together cupped their hands and bowed their heads. They remained in this attitude for a few
moments until the old man lifted his shaggy head and parted the long rough line
of his mouth. "Gormenghast," he said, and his
voice was like the noise of boulders rolling through far valleys, and as he had
said "Gormenghast" the intonation was such as implied reverence. This
was the greeting of the Dwellers to any who were of the Castle and once that
word had been spoken the person to whom it was addressed replied -- "The
Bright Carvers". Conversation could then proceed. This response, deaf as
the Dwellers were to any flattery, holding themselves to be the supreme judges
of their work and indifferent to the outside interest, was in its way a
palliative in the sense that it put them where they felt in their bones they
belonged -- on a spiritual if not a worldly or hereditary level. It introduced
a certain concord at the outset. It was a master stroke of judgement, a tower
of tact, in the seventeenth Earl of Groan, when hundreds of years before he had
introduced this tenet into the ritual of the Castle. Very, very far from bright were the
Carvers themselves. They were uniformly dressed in dark grey cloth, tied about
the waist with tough thongs which were stripped from the outer surface of the
jarl root, whose inner hard white flesh they ate. Nothing was bright about
their appearance, save one thing. The light in the eyes of the younger
children. Indeed, in the youths and maidens also up to the age of nineteen and
sometimes twenty. These young Dwellers were in such contrast to their elders,
even to those in their mid-twenties, that it was difficult to imagine that they
were of the same stock. The tragic reason was that after they had come to their
physical maturity of form their loveliness crumbled away and they became
withered as flowers after their few fresh hours of brilliance and strength. No one looked middle aged. The mothers
were, save for the few who had borne their children in their late teens, as
ancient in appearance as their own parents. And yet they did not die as might be
imagined, any earlier than is normal. On the contrary, from the long line of
ancient faces at the three tables nearest the great wall, it might be imagined
that their longevity was abnormal. Only their children's had radiance, their
eyes, the sheen on their hair, and in another way, their movements and their
voices. Bright with a kind of _unnatural_ brightness. It was not the wholesome
lustre of a free flame, but of the hectic radiance that sheet-lightning gives
suddenly to limbs of trees at midnight; of sudden flares in the darkness, of a
fragment that is lit by torchlight into a spectre. Even this unnatural emanation died in
these youths and girls when they had reached their nineteenth year; along with
the beauty of their features, this radiance vanished too. Only within the
bodies of the adult Dwellers was there a kind of light, or if not light, at
least hotness -- the hotness of creative restlessness. These were the Bright
Carvers. Mrs. Slagg hoisted her little claw of a
hand very high in the air. The four who were lined in front of her had taken
less formal stances, the children peering up at her with their slim, dusty arms
around each others' shoulders. "I have come," she said in a
voice which, thin as a curlew, carried along the tables, "I have come --
although it is so late -- to tell you a wonderful thing." She readjusted
her hat and felt as she did so, with great pleasure, the shining volume of the
glass grapes. The old man turned to the tables and his
voice rolled out along them. "She has come to tell us a wonderful
thing," and the old woman followed him up like a distorted echo and
screamed, "A wonderful thing." "Yes, yes, it is wonderful news for
you," the old nurse continued. "You will all be very proud, I am
quite sure." Mrs. Slagg, now she had started was rather
enjoying herself. She clasped her gloved hands together more tightly whenever
she felt a qualm of nervousness. "We are all proud. All of us. The
Castle," (she said this in a rather vain way) "is very very satisfied
and when I tell you what has happened, then, you"ll be happy as well; oh
yes, I am sure you will. Because I know you are _dependent_ on the
castle." Mrs. Slagg was never very tactful.
"You have some food thrown down to you from the battlements every morning,
don't you?" She had pursed her mouth and stopped a moment for breath. A young man lifted his thick black
eyebrows and spat. "So you are very much thought of by
the Castle. Every day you are thought of, aren't you? And that's why
you"ll be so happy when I tell you the wonderful thing that I'm going to
tell you." Mrs. Slagg smiled to herself for a moment,
but suddenly felt a little nervous in spite of her superior knowledge and had
glanced quickly, like a bird, from one face to another. She had bridled up her
wispy head and had peered as sternly as she could at a small boy who answered
with a flashing smile. His hair was clustered over his shoulders. Between his
teeth as he grinned glistened a white nugget ofjarl root. She shifted her gaze and clapped her hands
together sharply two or three times as though for silence, although there was
no noise at all. Then she suddenly felt she wanted to be back in the castle and
in her own little room and she said before she knew it, "A new little
Groan has been born, a little boy. A little boy of the Blood. I am in charge,
of course, and I want a wet nurse for him _at once_. I must have one _at once_
to come back with me. There now! I've told you everything." The old women had turned to one another
and had then walked away to their huts. They returned with little cakes and
bottles of sloe wine. Meanwhile the men formed a large circle and repeated the
name Gormenghast seventy-seven times. While Mrs. Slagg waited and watched the
children who had been set playing, a woman had come forward. She told Mrs.
Slagg that her child had died a few hours after he had been born some days ago
but that she was strong enough and would come. She was, perhaps, twenty, and
was well-built, but the tragic disintegration of her beauty had begun although
her eyes still had the afterglow upon them. She fetched a basket and did not
seem to expect any sort of refusal to her offer. And Nannie Slagg was about to
ask a few questions, as she felt would be correct, but the Dweller, packing the
sloe wine and cakes into a basket, had taken Mrs. Slagg quietly by the arm and
the old nurse found herself to be making for the Great Wall. She glanced up at
the young woman beside her and wondered whether she had chosen correctly, and
then, realizing that she hadn't chosen at all, she half stopped and glanced
back nervously over her shoulder. 13 KEDA The cactus trees stood hueless between the
long tables. The Dwellers were all in their places again. Mrs. Slagg ceased to
interest them. There were no shadows save immediately below every object. The
moon was overhead. It was a picture painted on silver. Mrs. Slagg's companion
had waited with her quietly. There was a kind of strength in the way she walked
and in the way she kept silent. With the dark cloth hanging to her ankles and
caught in at her waist with the thong of jarl root; with her bare legs and feet
and her head still holding the sunset of her darkened day, she was in strange
contrast to little Nannie Slagg, with her quick jerky walk, her dark satin
dress, her black gloves, and her monumental hat of glass grapes. Before they
descended the dry knoll towards the archway in the wall, a sudden guttural cry
as of someone being strangled, froze the old woman's blood and she clutched at
the strong arm beside her and clung to it like a child. Then she peered towards
the tables. They were too far for her to see clearly with her weak eyes, but
she thought she could make out figures standing and there seemed to be someone
crouching like a creature about to spring. Mrs. Slagg's companion appeared, after
glancing casually in the direction of the sound, to take no more notice of the
incident, but keeping a firmer grip this time on the old lady, propelled her
forward towards the stone gate. "It is nothing," was the sole
reply which Mrs. Slagg received and by the time the two were in the acacia
avenue her blood had quietened. When they were turning from the long drive
into the doorway of Gormenghast through which Nannie had stepped out into the
evening air so surreptitiously an hour or so before, she glanced up at her
companion and shrugging her shoulders a little, contrived to take on an
expression of mock importance. "Your name? Your name?" she
said. "Keda." "Well, Keda, dear, if you will follow
me, I will take you to the little boy. I'll show you him myself. He is by the
window in _my_ room." Nannie's voice suddenly took on a confidential,
almost pathetic note. "I haven't a very big room," she said,
"but I've always had the same one, I don't like any of the other
ones," she added rather untruthfully, "I'm nearer Lady Fuchsia." "Perhaps I shall see her," said
the girl, after a pause. Nannie suddenly stopped on the stairs.
"I don't _know_ about that," she said, "oh no, I'm not _sure_
about that. She is very strange. I never know what she's going to do
next." "To do?" said Keda. "How do
you mean?" "About little Titus." Nannie's
eyes began to wander. "No, I don't know what she"ll do. She's such a
terror -- the naughtiest terror in the castle -- she can be." "Why are you frightened?" said
Keda. "I know she"ll hate him. She
likes to be the only one, you know. She likes to dream that she's the queen and
that when the rest are dead there"ll be no one who can order her to do
anything. She said, dear, that she'd burn down the whole place, burn down
Gormenghast when she was the ruler and she'd live on her own, and I said she
was wicked, and she said that everyone was -- everyone and everything except
rivers, clouds, and some rabbits. She makes me frightened sometimes." They climbed up remaining steps, along a
passageway and up the remaining flight to the second floor in silence. When they had come to the room Mrs. Slagg
placed her finger at her lips and gave a smile which it would be impossible to
describe. It was a mixture of the cunning and the maudlin. Then turning the
handle very carefully she opened the door by degrees and putting her high hat
of glass grapes through the narrow opening by way of a vanguard, followed it
stealthily with all that remained of her. Keda entered the room. Her bare feet made
no noise on the floor. When Mrs. Slagg reached the cradle she put her fingers
to her mouth and peered over it as though into the deepest recesses of an
undiscovered world. There he was. The infant Titus. His eyes were open but he
was quite still. The puckered-up face of the newly-born child, old as the
world, wise as the roots of trees. Sin was there and goodness, love, pity and
horror, and even beauty for his eyes were pure violet. Earth's passions, earth's
griefs, earth's incongruous, ridiculous humours -- dormant, yet visible in the
wry pippin of a face. Nannie Slagg bending over him waggled a
crooked finger before his eyes. "My little sugar," she tittered.
"How _could_ you? how _could_ you?" Mrs. Slagg turned round to Keda with a new
look in her face. "Do you think I should have left him?" she said.
"When I went to fetch you. Do you think I should have left him?" Keda stared down at Titus. Tears were in
her eyes as she watched the child. Then she turned to the window. She could see
the great wall that held in Gormenghast. The wall that cut her own people away,
as though to keep out a plague; the walls that barred from her view the
stretches of arid earth beyond the mud huts where her child had so recently
been buried. To come within the walls was itself
something of an excitement to those of the mud huts and something which in the
normal course of events was reserved for the day of the Bright Carvings, but to
be within the castle itself was something unique. Yet Keda did not seem
impressed and had not troubled to ask Mrs. Slagg any questions nor even so much
as glance about her. Poor Mrs. Slagg felt this was something of an impertinence
but did not know whether or not she ought to say something about it. But Titus had stolen the limelight and
Keda's indifference was soon forgotten, for he was beginning to cry, and his
crying grew and grew in spite of Mrs. Slagg's dangling a necklace in front of
his screwed up eyes and an attempt at singing a lullaby from her half-forgotten
store. She had him over her shoulder, but his shrill cries rose in volume.
Keda's eyes were still upon the wall, but of a sudden, breaking herself away
from the window, she moved up behind Nannie Slagg and, as she did so, parted
the dark brown material from her throat and freeing her left breast, took the
child from the shoulders of the old woman. Within a few moments the little face
was pressed against her and struggles and sobs were over. Then as she turned
and sat at the window a calm came upon her as from her very centre, the milk of
her body and the riches of her frustrated love welled up and succoured the
infant creature in her keeping. 14 "FIRST
BLOOD" Titus, under the care of Nannie Slagg and
Keda, developed hourly in the western wing. His weird little head had changed
shape, from day to day as the heads of infants do, and at last settled to its
own proportion. It was both long and of a bulk that promised to develop into
something approaching the unique. His violet eyes made up, in the opinion of
Mrs. Slagg, for any strangeness in the shape of his head and features which
were, after all, nothing extraordinary for a member of his family. Even from the very first there was
something lovable about Titus. It is true that his thin crying could be almost
unbearable, and Mrs. Slagg, who insisted upon having the whole charge of him
between his meals, was driven at times to a kind of fluttering despair. On the fourth day the preparations for his
christening were well in hand. This ceremony was always held in the
afternoon of the twelfth day, in a pleasant open room on the ground level,
which, with its bay windows, gave upon the cedar trees and shaven lawns that
sloped away to the Gormenghast terraces where the Countess walked at dawn with
her snow-white cats. The room was perhaps the most homely and
at the same time the most elegant in the castle. There were no shadows lurking
in the corners. The whole feeling was of quiet and pleasing distinction, and
when the afternoon sun lit up the lawns beyond the bay windows into a
green-gold carpet, the room with its cooler tints became a place to linger in.
It was seldom used. The Countess never entered it, preferring
those parts of the castle where the lights and the shadows were on the move and
where there was no such clarity. Lord Sepulchrave was known to walk up and down
its length on rare occasions and to stop and stare at the cedars on the lawn as
he passed the window, and then to leave the room again for a month or two until
the next whim moved him. Nannie Slagg had on a few occasions sat
there, furtively knitting with her paper bag of wool on the long refectory
table in the centre, and the high back of the carved chair towering over her.
Around her the spaciousness of the temperate room. The tables with their vases
of garden flowers, plucked by Pentecost, the head gardener. But for the most
part the room was left empty week after week, saving for an hour in the morning
of each day when Pentecost would arrange the flowers. Deserted as the room was,
Pentecost would never permit a day to pass in which he had not changed the
water in the vases and refilled them again with taste and artistry, for he had
been born in the mud huts and had in his marrow the love and understanding of
colour that was the hall-mark of the Bright Carvers. On the morning of the christening he had
been out to cut the flowers for the room. The towers of Gormenghast rose into
the morning mists and blocked away a commotion of raw cloud in the eastern sky.
As he stood for a moment on the lawns he looked up at the enormous piles of
masonry and could vaguely discern among the shadows the corroded carvings and
broken heads of grey stone. The lawns beneath the west wall where he
stood were black with dew, but where, at the foot of one of the seven cedars, a
grazing shaft of sun fell in a little pool of light, the wet grass blazed with
diamonds of every colour. The dawn air was cold, and he drew more closely about
him the leather cape which he wore over his head like a monk. It was strong and
supple and had been stained and darkened by many storms and by the dripping of
the rain from moss-gloved trees. From a cord hanging at his side hung his
gardening knife. Above the turrets, like a wing ripped from
the body of an eagle, a solitary cloud moved northwards through the awakening
air quilled with blood. Above Pentecost the cedars, like great
charcoal drawings, suddenly began to expose their structure, the layers of flat
foliage rising tier above tier, their edges ribbed with sunrise. Pentecost turned his back upon the castle
and made his way through the cedars, leaving in his wake upon the glittering
blotches of the dew, black imprints of feet that turned inwards. As he walked
it seemed that he was moving into the earth. Each stride was a gesture, a
probing. It was a kind of downward, inward search, as though he knew that what
was important for him, what he really understood and cared for, was below him,
beneath his slowly moving feet. It was in the earth -- it was the earth. Pentecost, with his leather cowl, was not
of impressive dimensions, and his walk, although filled with meaning, had
nevertheless something ridiculous about it. His legs were too short in
proportion to his body, but his head, ancient and lined, was nobly formed and
majestic with its big-boned, wrinkled brow and straight nose. Of flowers he had a knowledge beyond that
of the botanist, or the artist, being moved by the growth rather than the
fulfilment, the organic surge that found its climax in the gold or the blue
rather than in the colours, the patterns or anything visible. As the mother who would not love the child
the less were its face to be mutilated, so was he with flowers. To all growing
things he brought this knowledge and love, but to the apple tree he gave
himself up wholly. Upon the northern slope of a low hill that
dropped gradually to a stream, his orchard trees arose clearly, each one to
Pentecost a personality in its own right. On August days Fuchsia from her window in
the attic could see him far below standing at times upon a short ladder, and
sometimes when the boughs were low enough, upon the grass, his long body and
little legs foreshortened and his cowl over his fine head hiding his features;
and diminutive as he appeared from that immense height, she could make out that
he was polishing the apples into a mirror-like gloss as they hung from the
boughs, bending forward to breathe upon them and then with silk cloth rubbing
them until she could see the glint upon their crimson skins -- even from the
height of her eyrie in the shadowy loft. Then he would move away from the tree that
he had burnished and pace around it slowly, enjoying the varied grouping of its
apples and the twisted stem of the supporting bole. Pentecost spent some time in the walled-in
garden, where he cut the flowers for the christening room. He moved from one
part to another until he knew and could visualize the vases filled in the room
and had decided upon the colour for the day. The sun was by now clear of the mists, and
like a bright plate in the sky, rose as though drawn up by an invisible string.
In the Christening Room there was still no light, but Pentecost entered by the
bay-window, a dark mis-proportioned figure with the flowers smouldering in his
arms. Meanwhile the castle was either awaking or
awakened. Lord Sepulchrave was having his breakfast with Sourdust in the
refectory. Mrs. Slagg was pushing and prodding at a heap of blankets beneath
which Fuchsia lay curled up in darkness. Swelter was having a glass of wine in
bed, which one of the apprentices had brought him, and was only half awake, his
huge bulk wrinkled in upon itself in a ghastly manner. Flay was muttering to
himself as he walked up and down an endless grey passage, his knee joints, like
a clock, ticking off his every step. Rottcodd was dusting the third of the
carvings, and sending up little clouds with his feet as he moved; and Doctor
Prunesquallor was singing to himself in his morning bath. The walls of the
bathroom were hung with anatomical diagrams painted on long scrolls. Even in
his bath he was wearing his glasses and as he peered over the side to recover a
piece of scented soap, he sang to his external oblique as though it were his
love. Steerpike was looking at himself in a
mirror and examining an insipid moustache, and Keda in her room in the northern
wing was watching the sunlight as it moved across the Twisted Woods. Lord Titus Groan, innocent that the
breaking day heralded the hour of his christening, was fast asleep. His head
was lolling over on one side, and his face was nearly obscured by the pillow,
one of his little fists rammed in his mouth. He wore a yellow silk nightdress,
covered with blue stars, and the light through the half-drawn blinds crept over
his face. The morning moved on. There was a great
deal of coming and going. Nannie was practically insane with excitement and
without Keda's silent help would have been incapable of coping with the
situation. The christening dress had to be ironed,
the christening rings and the little jewelled crown to be procured from the
iron case in the armoury, and only Shrattle had the key and he was stone deaf. The bath and dressing of Titus had to be
especially perfect, and with everything to do the hours slipped away all too
quickly for Mrs. Slagg and it was two o'clock in the afternoon before she knew
where she was. Keda had found Shrattle at last and had
persuaded him by ingenious signs that there was a christening that afternoon
and that the crown was necessary and that she would return it as soon as the
ceremony was over, and had in fact smoothed over, or solved all the
difficulties that made Nannie Slagg wring her hands together and shake her old
head in despair. The afternoon was perfect. The great
cedars basked magnificently in the still air. The lawns had been cut and were
like dull emerald glass. The carvings upon the walls that had been engulfed in
the night and had faltered through the dawn were now chiselled and free in the brightness. The Christening Room itself looked cool
and clear and unperturbed. With space and dignity it awaited the entrance of
the characters. The flowers in their vases were incredibly gracious. Pentecost
had chosen lavender as the dominant note for the room, but here and there a
white flower spoke coolly to a white flower across the green carpet spaces and
one gold orchid was echoed by another. Great activity might have been observed in
many of the rooms of Gormenghast as the hour of three approached, but the cool
room waited in a serene silence. The only life in the room lay in the throats
of the flowers. Suddenly the door opened and Flay came in.
He was wearing his long black moth-eaten suit, but there had been some attempt
on his part at getting rid of the major stains and clipping the more ragged
edges of cuff and trouser into straight raw lines. Over and above these
improvements he wore around his neck a heavy chain of brass. In one hand he
balanced, on a tray, a bowl of water. The negative dignity of the room threw
him out in relief as a positive scarecrow. Of this he was quite unconscious. He
had been helping to dress Lord Sepulchrave, and had made a rapid journey with
the christening bowl as his lordship stood polishing his nails at the window of
his bedroom, his toilet completed. The filling of the bowl and placing it on
the central table in the cool room was his only duty, until the actual ceremony
took place. Putting the bowl down unceremoniously on the table he scratched the
back of his head and then drove his hands deep into his trouser pockets. It was
some time since he was last in the Cool Room. it was not a room that he cared
for. To his mind it was not a part of Gormenghast at all. With a gesture of
defiance he shot his chin forward like a piece of machinery and began to pace
around the room glancing malevolently at the flowers, when he heard a voice
beyond the door, a thick, murderously unctuous voice. "Woah, back there, woah! back there;
watch your feet, my little rats' eyes! To the _side_. To the _side_, or I'll
fillet you! Stand still! stand _still_! Merciful flesh that I should have to
deal with puts!" The door knob moved and then the door
began to open and Flay's physical opposite began to appear around the opening.
For some time, so it seemed to Flay, taut areas of cloth evolved in a great arc
and then at last above them a head around the panels and the eyes embedded in
that head concentrated their gaze upon Mr. Flay. Flay stiffened -- if it is possible for
something already as stiff as a piece of teak to stiffen still further -- and
he lowered his head to the level of his clavicles and brought his shoulders up
like a vulture. His arms were absolutely straight from the high shoulders to
where the fists were clenched in his trouser pockets. Swelter, as soon as he saw who it was,
stopped dead, and across his face little billows of flesh ran swiftly here and
there until, as though they had determined to adhere to the same impulse, they
swept up into both oceans of soft cheek, leaving between them a vacuum, a
gaping segment like a slice cut from a melon. It was horrible. It was as though
nature had lost control. As though the smile, as a concept, as a manifestation
of pleasure, had been a mistake, for here on the face of Swelter the idea had
been abused. A voice came out of the face: "Well,
well, well," it said, "may I be boiled to a frazzle if it isn't Mr.
Flee. The one and only Flee. Well, well, well. Here before me in the Cool Room.
Dived through the keyhole, I do believe. Oh, my adorable lights and liver, if
it isn't the Flee itself." The line of Mr. Flay's mouth, always thin
and hard, became even thinner as though scored with a needle. His eyes looked
up and down the white mountain, crowned with its snowy, high cloth hat of office,
for even the slovenly Swelter had dressed himself up for the occasion. Although Mr. Flay had avoided the cook
whenever possible, an occasional accidental meeting such as today's was
unavoidable, and from their chance meetings in the past Mr. Flay had learned
that the huge house of flesh before him, whatever its faults, had certainly a
gift for sarcasm beyond the limits of his own taciturn nature. It had therefore
been Mr. Flay's practice, whenever possible, to ignore the chef as one ignores
a cesspool by the side of a road, and although his pride was wounded by
Swelter's mis-pronunciation of his name and the reference to his thinness, Flay
held his spiky passions in control, merely striding to the doorway after his
examination of the other's bulk and spitting out of the bay window as though to
clear his whole system of something noxious. Silent though he had learned by
experience to be, each galling word from Swelter did not fail to add to the
growing core of hatred that burned beneath his ribs. Swelter, as Mr. Flay spat, had leaned back
in his traces as though in mock alarm, his head folded back on his shoulders,
and with an expression of comic concentration, had gazed alternately at Mr.
Flay and then out of the window several times. "Well, well, well," he
said in his most provoking voice that seemed to seep out of dough --
"well, well, well -- your accomplishments will never end. Baste me! Never.
One lives and learns. By the little eel I skinned last Friday night, one lives
and one learns." Wheeling round he presented his back to Mr. Flay and
bellowed, "Advance and make it sprightly! Advance the triumvirate, the
little creatures who have wound themselves around my heart. Advance and be
recognized." Into the room filed three boys of about
twelve years of age. They each carried a large tray stacked with delicacies. "Mr. Flee, I will introduce
you," said Swelter, as the boys approached, glueing their frightened eyes
on their precarious cargoes. "Mr. Flee -- Master Springers -- Master
Springers -- Mr. Flee. Mr. Flee -- Master Wrattle, Master Wrattle -- Mr. Flee.
Mr. Flee -- Master Spurter, Master Spurter -- Mr. Flee. Flee -- Springers --
Flee -- Wrattle -- Flee -- Spurter -- Flee!" This was brought out with such a mixture
of eloquence and impertinence that it was too much for Mr. Flay. That he, the
first servant of Gormenghast -- Lord Sepulchrave's confidant -- should be
introduced to Swelter's ten-a-penny kitchen boys was trying him too hard, and
as he suddenly strode past the chef towards the door (for he was in any event
due back with his lordship), he pulled the chain over his head and slashed the
heavy brass links across the face of his taunter. Before Swelter had recovered,
Mr. Flay was well on his way along the passages. The chef's face had suffered a
transformation. All the vast _media_ of his head became, as clay becomes under
the hand of the modeller, bent to the externalization of a passion. Upon it,
written in letters of pulp, was spelt the word _revenge_. The eyes had almost
instantly ceased to blaze and had become like little pieces of glass. The three boys had spread the delicacies
upon the table, and, leaving in the centre the simple christening bowl, they
now cowered in the bay window, longing in their hearts to run, to run as they
had never run before, out into the sunshine and across the lawns and over
streams and fields, until they were far, far away from the white presence with
the hectic red marks of the chain-links across its face. The chef, with his hatred so riveted upon
the person of Flay, had forgotten them and did not vent his spleen upon them.
His was not the hatred that rises suddenly like a storm and as suddenly abates.
It was, once the initial shock of anger and pain was over, a calculated thing
that grew in a bloodless way. The fact that three minions had seen their
dreaded overlord suffer an indignity was nothing to Swelter at this moment, for
he could see the situation in proportion and in it these children had no part. Without a word he walked to the centre of
the room. His fat hands rearranged a few of the dishes nimbly upon the table.
Then he advanced to a mirror that hung above a vase of flowers and examined his
wounds critically. They hurt him. Catching sight of the three boys as he
shifted his head in order to peer again more closely at himself, for he was
only able to see portions of his face at one and the same time, he signalled to
them to be gone. He followed shortly afterwards and made his way to his room
above the bakeries. By this time the hour was practically at
hand for the gathering and from their various apartments the persons concerned
were sallying forth. Each one with his or her particular stride. His or her
particular eyes, nose, mouth, hair, thoughts and feelings. Self-contained,
carrying their whole selves with them as they moved, as a vessel that holds its
own distinctive wine, bitter or sweet. These seven closed their doors behind
them, terrifyingly _themselves_, as they set out for the Cool Room. There were, in the Castle, two ladies,
who, though very seldom encountered, were of the Groan blood, and so, when it
came to a family ceremony such as this, were of course invited. They were their
ladyships Cora and Clarice, sisters-in-law to Gertrude, sisters of Sepulchrave,
and twins in their own right. They lived in a set of rooms in the southern wing
and shared with each other an all-absorbing passion for brooding upon an irony
of fate which decreed that they should have no say in the affairs of
Gormenghast. These two along with the others were on their way to the Cool
Room. Tradition playing its remorseless part had
forced Swelter and Flay to return to the Cool Room to await the first arrival,
but luckily someone was there before them -- Sourdust, in his sacking garment.
He stood behind the table, his book open before him. In front of him the bowl
of water, around which the examples of Swelter's art sat, perched on golden
salvers and goblets that twinkled in the reflected sunlight. Swelter, who had managed to conceal the
welts on his face by an admixture of flour and white honey, took up his place
to the left of the ancient librarian, over whom he towered as a galleon above a
tooth of rock. Around his neck he also wore a ceremonial chain similar to that
of Flay, who appeared a few moments later. He stalked across the room without
glancing at the chef, and stood upon the other side of Sourdust, balancing from
the artist's point of view if not the rationalist"s, the components of the
picture. All was ready. The participants in the
ceremony would be arriving one by one, the less important entering first, until
the penultimate entrance of the Countess harbingered a necessary piece of
walking furniture, Nannie Slagg, who would be carrying in her arms a shawl-full
of destiny -- the Future of the Blood Line. A tiny weight that was Gormenghast,
a Groan of the strict lineage -- Titus, the Seventy-Seventh. 15 "ASSEMBLAGE" First to arrive was the outsider -- the
commoner -- who through his service to the family was honoured by a certain
artificial equality of status, liable at any moment to be undermined -- Doctor
Prunesquallor. He entered fluttering his perfect hands,
and, mincing to the table, rubbed them together at the level of his chin in a
quick, animated way as his eyes travelled over the spread that lay before him. "My very dear Swelter, ha, ha, may I
offer you my congratulations, ha, ha, as a doctor who knows something of
stomachs, my dear Swelter, something indeed of stomachs? Not only of stomachs
but of palates, of tongues, and of the membrane, my dear man, that covers the
roof of the mouth, and not only of the membrane that covers the roof of the
mouth but of the sensitized nerve endings that I can positively assure you are
tingling, my dear and very excellent Swelter, at the very thought of coming
into contact with these delicious-looking oddments that you've no doubt tossed
off at an odd moment, ha, ha, very, very likely I should say, oh yes, very,
very likely." Doctor Prunesquallor smiled and exhibited
two brand new rows of gravestones between his lips, and darting his beautiful
white hand forward with the little finger crooked to a right angle, he lifted a
small emerald cake with a blob of cream atop of it, as neatly off the top of a
plate of such trifles as though he were at home in his dissecting room and were
removing some organ from a frog. But before he had got it to his mouth, a
hissing note stopped him short. It came from Sourdust, and it caused the doctor
to replace the green cake on the top of the pile even more swiftly than he had
removed it. He had forgotten for the moment, or had pretended to forget, what a
stickler for etiquette old Sourdust was. Until the Countess herself was in the
room no eating could begin. "Ha, ha, ha, ha, very very right and
proper Mr. Sourdust, very right and proper indeed," said the doctor,
winking at Swelter. The magnified appearance of his eyes gave this familiarity
a peculiar unpleasantness. "Very, very right indeed. But that's what this
man Swelter does to one, with his irresistible little lumps of paradise -- ha,
ha, he makes one quite barbarian he does, don't you Swelter? You barbarize one,
ha, ha, don't you? You positively barbarize one." Swelter, who was in no mood for this sort
of badinage, and in any case preferred to hold the floor if there was to be any
eloquence, merely gave a mirthless twitch to his mouth and continued to stare
out of the window. Sourdust was running his finger along a line in his book
which he was re-reading, and Flay was a wooden effigy. Nothing, however, seemed to be able to
keep the mercury out of Doctor Prunesquallor, and after looking quickly from
face to face, he examined his finger nails, one by one, with a ridiculous
interest; and then turning suddenly from his task as he completed the scrutiny
of the tenth nail, he skipped to the window, a performance grotesquely
incongruous in one of his years, and leaning in an over-elegant posture against
the window frame, he made that peculiarly effeminate gesture of the left hand
that he was so fond of, the placing of the tips of thumb and index finger
together, and thus forming an O, while the remaining three fingers were
strained back and curled into letter C's of dwindling sizes. His left elbow,
bent acutely, brought his hand about a foot away from him and on a level with
the flower in his buttonhole. His narrow chest, like a black tube, for he was
dressed in a cloth of death's colour, gave forth a series of those irritating
laughs that can only be symbolized by "_ha, ha, ha_", but whose pitch
scraped at the inner wall of the skull. "Cedars," said Doctor
Prunesquallor, squinting at the trees before him with his head tilted and his
eyes half closed, "are excellent trees. Very, very excellent. I positively
enjoy cedars, but do cedars positively enjoy me? Ha, ha -- do they, my dear Mr.
Flay, do they? -- or is this rather above you, my man, is my philosophy a
trifle above you? For if I enjoy a cedar but a cedar does not, ha, ha, enjoy
me, then surely I am at once in a position of compromise, being, as it were,
ignored by the vegetable world, which would think twice, mark you, my dear
fellow, would think twice about ignoring a cartload of mulch, ha, ha, or to put
it another way . . ." But here Doctor Prunesquallor's
reflections were interrupted by the first of the family arrivals, the twin
sisters, their ladyships Cora and Clarice. They opened the door very slowly and
peered around it before advancing. It had been several months since they had
ventured from their apartments and they were suspicious of everyone and of
everything. Doctor Prunesquallor advanced at once from
the window. "Your ladyships will forgive me, ha, ha, the presumption of
receiving you into what is, ha, ha, after all more your own room than mine, ha,
ha, ha, but which is nevertheless, I have reason to suspect, a little strange
to you if I may be so extraordinarily flagrant; so ludicrously indiscreet, in
fact . . ." "It's the doctor, my dear," the
lady Cora whispered flatly to her twin sister, interrupting Prunesquallor. Lady Clarice merely stared at the thin
gentleman in question until anyone but the doctor would have turned and fled. "I know it is," she said at
last. "What's wrong with his eyes?" "He's got some disease of course, I
suppose. Didn't you know?" replied Lady Cora. She and her sister were dressed in purple,
with gold buckles at their throats by way of brooches, and another gold buckle
each at the end of hatpins which they wore through their grey hair in order
apparently to match their brooches. Their faces, identical to the point of
indecency, were quite expressionless, as though they were the preliminary
lay-outs for faces and were waiting for sentience to be injected. "What are you doing here?" said
Cora, staring remorselessly. Doctor Prunesquallor bent forward towards
her and showed her his teeth. Then he clasped his hands together. "I am
privileged," he said, "very, very much so, oh yes, very, very
much." "Why?" said Lady Clarice. Her
voice was so perfect a replica of her sister's as might lead one to suppose
that her vocal cords had been snipped from the same line of gut in those
obscure regions where such creatures are compounded. The sisters were now standing, one on
either side of the doctor, and they stared up at him with an emptiness of
expression that caused him to turn his eyes hurriedly to the ceiling, for he
had switched them from one to the other for respite from either, but had found
no relief. The white ceiling by contrast teemed with interest and he kept his
eyes on it. "Your ladyships," he said,
"can it be that you are ignorant of the part I play in the social life of
Gormenghast? I say the social life, but who, ha, ha, ha, who could gainsay me
if I boast that it is more than the _social_ life, ha, ha, ha, and is, my very
dear ladyships, positively the organic life of the castle that I foster, and
control, ha, ha, in the sense that, trained as I undoubtedly am in the science
of this, that, and the other, ha, ha, ha, in connection with the whole
anomatical caboodle from head to foot. I, as part of my work here, deliver the
new generations to the old -- the sinless to the sinful, ha, ha, ha, the
stainless to the tarnished -- oh dear me, the white to the black, the healthy
to the diseased. And this ceremony today, my very dear ladyships, is a result
of my professional adroitness, ha, ha, ha, on the occasion of a brand new
Groan." "What did you say?" said Lady
Clarice, who had been staring at him the whole time without moving a muscle. Doctor Prunesquallor closed his eyes and
kept them closed for a very long time. Then opening them he took a pace forward
and breathed in as much as his narrow chest would allow. Then turning suddenly
he wagged his finger at the two in purple. "Your ladyships," he said.
"You must _listen_, you will never get on in life unless you
_listen_." "Get _on_ in life?" said Lady
Cora at once, "get _on_ in life. I like that. What chance have we, when
Gertrude has what we ought to have?" "Yes, yes," said the other, like
a continuation of her sister's voice in another part of the room. "We
ought to have what she has." "And what is _that_, my very dear
ladyships?" queried Doctor Prunesquallor, tilting his head at them. "Power," they replied blankly
and both together, as though they had rehearsed the scene. The utter
tonelessness of their voices contrasted so incongruously with the gist of the
subject that even Doctor Prunesquallor was for a moment taken aback and
loosened his stiff white collar around his throat with his forefinger. "It's power we want," Lady Clarice
repeated. "We'd like to have that." "Yes, it's that we want," echoed
Cora, "lots of power. Then we could make people do things," said the
voice. "But Gertrude has all the
power," came the echo, "which we ought to have but which we haven't
got." Then they stared at Swelter, Sourdust and
Flay in turn. "_They_ have to be here, I
suppose?" said Cora, pointing at them before returning her gaze to Doctor
Prunesquallor, who had reverted to examining the ceiling. But before he could
reply the door opened and Fuchsia came in, dressed in white. Twelve days had elapsed since she had
discovered that she was no longer the only child. She had steadily refused to
see her brother and today for the first time she would be obliged to be with
him. Her first anguish, inexplicable to herself, had dulled to a grudging
acceptance. For what reason she did not know, but her grief had been very real.
She did not know what it was that she resented. Mrs. Slagg had had no time to help Fuchsia
to look presentable, only telling her to comb her hair and to put her white
dress on at the _last_ minute so that it should not be creased, and then to
appear in the Cool Room at two minutes past three. The sunlight on the lawns and the flowers
in the vases and the room itself had seemed pleasant auguries for the afternoon
before the entrance of the two servants, and the unfortunate incident that
occurred. This violence had set a bitter keynote to the ensuing hours. Fuchsia came in with her eyes red from
crying. She curtseyed awkwardly to her mother's cousins and then sat down in a
far corner, but she was almost at once forced to regain her feet, for her
father, followed closely by the Countess, entered and walked slowly to the
centre of the room. Without a word of warning Sourdust rapped
his knuckles on the table and cried out with his old voice: "All are
gathered save only him, for whom this gathering is gathered. All are here save
only he for whom we all are here. Form now before the table of his baptism in
the array of waiting, while I pronounce the entrance of Life's enterer and of
the Groan inheritor, of Gormenghast's untarnished child-shaped mirror." Sourdust coughed in a very ill way and put
his hand to his chest. He glanced down at the book and ran his finger along a
new line. Then he tottered around the table, his knotted grey-and-white beard
swinging a little from side to side, and ushered the five into a semi-circle
around the table, with their backs to the window. In the centre were the
Countess and Lord Sepulchrave, Fuchsia was to her father's left and Doctor
Prunesquallor on the right of Lady Groan, but a little behind the semi-circle.
The twin sisters were separated, one standing at either extremity of the arc.
Flay and Swelter had retreated a few paces backwards and stood quite still.
Flay bit at his knuckles. Sourdust returned to his position behind
the table which he held alone, and was relatively more impressive now that the
crag of Flay and the mound of Swelter no longer dwarfed him. His lifted his
voice again, but it was hard for him to speak, for there were tears in his
throat and the magnitude of his office weighed heavily on him. As a savant in
the Groan lore he knew himself to be spiritually responsible for the correct
procedure. Moments such as this were the highlights in the ritualistic cycle of
his life. "Suns and the changing of the
seasonal moons; the leaves from trees that cannot keep them leaves, and the
fish from olive waters have their voices!" His hands were held before him as though
in prayer, and his wrinkled head was startlingly apparent in the clear light of
the room. His voice grew stronger. "Stones have their voices and the
quills of binds; the anger of the thorns, the wounded spirits, the antlers,
ribs that curve, bread, tears and needles. Blunt boulders and the silence of
cold marshes -- these have their voices -- the insurgent clouds, the cockenel
and the worm." Sourdust bent down over his book and found
the place with his finger and then turned the page. "Voices that grind at night from
lungs of granite. Lungs of blue air and the white lungs of rivers. All voices
haunt all moments of all days; all voices fill the crannies of all regions.
Voices that he shall hear when he has listened, and when his ear is tuned to
Gormenghast; whose voice is endlessness of endlessness. This is the ancient
sound that he must follow. The voice of stones heaped up into grey towers,
until he dies across the Groan's death-turret. And banners are ripped down from
wall and buttress and he is carried to the Tower of Towers and laid among the
moulderings of his fathers." "How much more is there?" said
the Countess. She had been listening less attentively than the occasion merited
and was feeding with crumbs from a pocket in her dress a grey bird on her
shoulder. Sourdust looked up from his book at Lady
Groan's question. His eyes grew misty for he was pained by the irritation in
her voice. "The ancient word of the twelfth lord
is complete, your ladyship," he said, his eyes on the book. "Good," said Lady Groan.
"What now?" "We turn about, I think, and look out
on the garden," said Clarice vaguely, "don't we, Cora? You remember
just before baby Fuchsia was carried in, we all turned round and looked at the
garden through the window. I'm sure we did -- long ago." "Where have you been since
then?" said Lady Groan, suddenly addressing her sisters-in-law and staring
at them one after the other. Her dark-red hair was beginning to come loose over
her neck, and the bird had scarred with its feet the soft inky-black pile of
her velvet dress so that it looked ragged and grey at her shoulder. "We've been in the south wing all the
time, Gertrude," replied Cora. "That's where we've been," said
Clarice. "In the south wing all the time." Lady Groan emptied a look of love across
her left shoulder, and the grey bird that stood there with its head beneath its
wing moved three quick steps nearer to her throat. Then she turned her eyes
upon her sisters-in-law: "Doing what?" she said. "Thinking," said the twins
together, "that's what we've been doing -- thinking a lot." A high uncontrolled laugh broke out from
slightly behind the Countess. Doctor Prunesquallor had disgraced himself. It
was no time for him to emphasize his presence. He was there on sufferance, but
a violent rapping on the table saved him and all attention was turned to
Sourdust. "Your lordship," said Sourdust
slowly, "as the seventy-sixth Earl of Groan and Lord of Gormenghast, it is
written in the laws that you do now proceed to the doorway of the Christening
Room and call for your son along the empty passage." Lord Sepulchrave, who up to this moment,
had, like his daughter beside him, remained perfectly still and silent, his
melancholy eyes fixed upon the dirty vest of his servant Flay which he could
just see over the table, turned towards the door, and on reaching it, coughed
to clear his throat. The Countess followed with her eyes, but
her expression was too vague to understand. The twins followed him with their
faces -- two areas of identical flesh. Fuchsia was sucking her knuckles and
seemed to be the only one in the room unintenested in the progress of her
fathen. Flay and Swelter had their eyes fixed upon him, for although their
thoughts were still engaged with the violence of half an hour earlier, they
were so much a part of the Groan ritual that they followed his lordship's every
movement with a kind of surly fascination. Sourdust, in his anxiety to witness a
perfect piece of traditional procedure, was twisting his black-and-white beard
into what must surely have been inextricable knots. He leaned forward over the
christening bowl, his hands on the refectory table. Meanwhile, hiding behind a turn in the
passage, Nannie Slagg, with Titus in her arms, was being soothed by Keda as she
waited for her call. "Now, now be quiet, Mrs. Slagg, be
quiet and it will be oven soon," said Keda to the little shaking thing
that was dressed up in the shiniest of dank-green satin and upon whose head the
grape hat arose in magnificent misproportion to her tiny face. "Be quiet, indeed," said Nannie
Slagg in a thin animated voice. "If you only knew what it means to be in
such a position of honour -- oh, my poor heart! You would not dare to try to
make me quiet indeed! I have never heard such ignorance. Why is he so long?
Isn't it time for him to call me? And the precious thing so quiet and good and
ready to cry any minute -- oh, my poon heart! Why is he so long? Brush my dress
again." Keda, who had been commanded to bring a
soft brush with her, would have been brushing Nannie's satin dress for
practically the whole morning had the old nurse had her way. She was now
instructed by an irritable gesture of Mrs. Slagg's hand to brush her anew and
to soothe the old woman she complied with a few strokes. Titus watched Keda's face with his violet
eyes, his grotesque little features modified by the dull light at the corner of
the passage. There was the history of man in his face. A fragment from the
enormous rock of mankind. A leaf from the forest of man's passion and man's
knowledge and man's pain. That was the ancientness of Titus. Nannie's head was old with lines and
sunken skin, with the red rims of her eyes and the puckers of her mouth. A
vacant anatomical ancientry. Keda's oldness was the work of fate,
alchemy. An occult agedness. A transparent darkness. A broken and mysterious
grove. A tragedy, a glory, a decay. These three sere beings at the shadowy
corner waited on. Nannie was sixty-nine, Keda was twenty-two, Titus was twelve
days old. Lord Sepulchrave had cleared his throat.
Then he called: "My Son." 16 "TITUS
IS CHRISTENED" His voice moved down the corridor and
turned about the stone corner, and when he first heard the sound of Mrs.
Slagg's excited footsteps he continued with that part of the procedure which
Sourdust had recited to him over their breakfast for the last three mornings. Ideally, the length of time which it took
him to complete the speech should have coincided with the time it took Nannie
Slagg to reach the door of the Cool Room from the darkened corner. "Inheritor of the powers I
hold," came his bnooding voice from the doorway, "continuer of the
blood-stock of the stones, freshet of the unending river, approach me now. I, a
mere link in the dynastic chain, adjure you to advance, as a white bird on iron
skies through walls of solemn cloud. Approach now to the bowl, where, named and
feted, you shall be consecrate in Gonmenghast. Child! Welcome!" Unfortunately Nannie, having tripped oven
a loose flagstone, was ten feet away at the word "Welcome" and
Sourdust, upon whose massive forehead a few beads of perspiration had suddenly
appeared, felt the thnee long seconds pass with a ghastly slowness before she
appeared at the door of the room. Immediately before she had left the corner
Keda had placed the little iron crown gently on the infant's head to Nannie's
satisfaction, and the two of them as they appeared before the assembly made up
for their three seconds' tardiness by a preposterous quality that was in perfect
harmony with the situation. Sourdust felt satisfied as he saw them,
and their delay that had rankled was forgotten. He approached Mns Slagg
canrying his great book with him, and when he had reached them he opened the
volume so that it fell apart in two equal halves and then, extending it forward
towards Nannie Slagg, he said: "It is written, and the writing is
adhered to, that between these pages where the flax is grey with wisdom, the
first-born male-child of the House of Groan shall be lowered and laid
lengthways, his head directed to the chnistening bowl, and that the pages that
are heavy with words shall be bent in and over him, so that he is engulfed in
the sene Text encircled with the Profound, and is as one with the inviolable
Law." Nannie Slagg, an inane expression of
importance on her face, lowered Titus within the obtuse V shape of the
half-opened book so that the crown of his head just overlapped the spine of the
volume at Sourdust's end and his feet at Mrs. Slagg"s. Then Lord Sepulchrave folded the two pages
over the helpless body and joined the tube of thick parchment at its centre
with a safety-pin. Resting upon the spine of the volume, his
minute feet protruding from one end of the paper trunk and the iron spikes of
the little crown protruding from the other, he was, to Sourdust, the very
quintessential of traditional propriety. So much so that as he carried the
loaded book towards the refectory table his eyes became so blurred with tears
of satisfaction, that it was difficult for him to make his way between the
small tables that lay in his path, and the two vases of flowers that stood so
still and clear in the cool air of the room were each in his eyes a fume of
lilac, and a blurr of snow. He could not rub his eyes, and free his vision,
for his hands were occupied, so he waited until they were at last clear of the
moisture that filmed them. Fuchsia, in spite of knowing that she
should remain where she was, had joined Nannie Slagg. She had been irritated by
an attempt that Clarice had made to nudge her in a furtive way whenever she
thought that no one was watching. "You never come to see me although
you're a relation, but that's because I don't want you to come and never ask
you," her aunt had said, and had then peered round to see whether she was
being watched, and noticing that Gertrude was in a kind of enormous trance, she
continued: "You see, my poor child, I and my
sister Cora are a good deal older than you and we both had convulsions when we
were about your age. You may have noticed that our left arms are rather stiff
and our left legs, too. That's not our fault." Her sister's voice came from the other
side of the semi-circle of figures in a hoarse flat whisper, as though it was
trying to reach the eans of Fuchsia without making contact with the row of ears
that lay between. "Not our fault at all," she said, "not a bit
our fault. Not any of it." "The epileptic fits, my poor
child," continued Cora, after nodding at her sister's interruption,
"have left us practically starved all down the right side. Practically
starved. We had these fits you see." "When we were about your age,"
came the empty echo. "Yes, just about your age," said
Cora, "and being practically starved all down the right side we have to do
our embroidered tapestries with one hand." "Only one hand," said Clarice.
"It's very clever of us. But no one sees us." She leaned forward as she wedged in this
remark, forcing it upon Fuchsia as though the whole future of Gormenghast hung
upon it. Fuchsia fiddled and wound her hair round
her fingers savagely. "Don't do that," said Cora.
"Your hair is too black. Don't do that." "Much too black," came the flat
echo. "Especially when your dress is so
white." Cora bent forward from her hips so that
her face was within a foot of Fuchsia"s. Then with only her eyes turned
away, but her face broadside on to her niece, "We don't _like_ your
mother," she said. Fuchsia was startled. Then she heard the
same voice from the other side, "That's true," said the voice,
"we don't." Fuchsia turned suddenly, swinging her inky
bulk of hair. Cora had disobeyed all the rules and unable to be so far from the
conversation had moved like a sleep-walker round the back of the group, keeping
an eye on the black-velvet mass of the Countess. But she was doomed to disappointment, for
as soon as she arrived, Fuchsia, glancing around wildly, caught sight of Mrs.
Slagg and she mooched away from her cousins and watched the ceremony at the
table where Sourdust held her brother in the leaves of the book. As soon as
Nannie was unburdened of Titus Fuchsia went to her side, and held her thin
green-satin arm. Sourdust had reached the table with Lord Sepulchrave behind
him. He re-instated himself. But his pleasure at the way things were proceeding
was suddenly disrupted when his eyes, having cleared themselves of the haze,
encountered no ceremonial curve of the select, but a room of scattered
individuals. He was shocked. The only persons in alignment were the Countess,
who through no sense of obedience, but rather from a kind of coma, was in the
same position in which she had first anchored herself, and her husband who had
returned to her side. Sourdust hobbled round the table with the tome-full. Cora
and Clarice were standing close together, their bodies facing each othen but
their heads staring in Fuchsia's direction. Mrs. Slagg and Fuchsia were
together and Prunesquallor, on tip-toe, was peering at the stamen of a white
flower in a vase through a magnifying lens he had whipped from his pocket. There
was no need for him to be on tip-toe for it was neither a tall table nor a tall
vase nor indeed a tall flower. But the attitude which pleased him most when
peering at flowers was one in which the body was bent over the petals in an
elegant curve. Sourdust was shocked. His mouth worked at
the corners. His old, fissured face became a fantastic area of cross-hatching
and his weak eyes grew desperate. Attempting to lower the heavy volume to the
table before the christening bowl where a space had been left for it, his
fingers grew numb and lost their grip on the leather and the book slid from his
hands, Titus slipping through the pages to the ground and tearing as he did so
a corner from the leaf in which he had lain sheathed, for his little hand had
clutched at it as he had fallen. This was his first recorded act of blasphemy.
He had violated the Book of Baptism. The metal crown fell from his head. Nannie
Slagg clutched Fuchsia's arm, and then with a scream of "Oh my poor
heart!" stumbled to where the baby lay crying piteously on the floor. Sourdust was trying to tear the sacking of
his clothes and moaning with impotence as he strained with his old fingers. He
was in torture. Doctor Prunesquallor's white knuckles had travelled to his
mouth with amazing speed, and he stood swaying a little. He had turned a moment
later to Lady Groan. "They resemble rubber, your ladyship,
ha, ha, ha, ha. Just a core of india-rubber, with an elastic centre. Oh yes,
they are. Very, very much so. Resilience is no word for it. Ha, ha, ha,
absolutely no word for it -- oh dear me, no. Every ounce, a bounce, ha, ha, ha!
Every ounce a bounce." "What are you talking about
man!" said the Countess. "I was referring to your child, who
has just fallen on the floor." "Fallen?" queried the Countess
in a gruff voice. "Where?" "To earth, your ladyship, ha, ha, ha.
Fallen positively to earth. Earth, that is, with a veneer or two of stone, wood
and carpet, in between its barbaric self and his minute lordship whom you can
no doubt hear screaming." "So that's what it is," said
Lady Groan, from whose mouth, which was shaped as though she were whistling,
the grey bird was picking a morsel of dry cake. "Yes," said Cora on her right,
who had run up to her directly the baby had fallen and was staring up at her
sister-in-law's face. "Yes, that's what it is." Clarice, who had appeared on the other
side in a reverse of her sister's position, confirmed her sister's
interpretation, "that's just what it is." Then they both peered around the edge of
the Countess and caught each other's eyes knowingly. When the grey bird had removed the piece
of cake from her ladyship's big pursed-up mouth it fluttered from her shoulder
to perch upon her crooked finger where it clung as still as a carving, while
she, leaving the twins (who, as though her departure had left a vacuum between
them came together at once to fill it) proceeded to the site of the tragedy.
There she saw Sourdust recovering his dignity, but shaking in his crimson
sacking while he did so. Her husband, who knew that it was no situation for a
man to deal with, stood aside from the scene, but looked nervously at his son.
He was biting the ferrule of his jade-headed rod and his sad eyes moved here
and there but constantly returned to the crying infant in the nurse's arms. The Countess took Titus from Mrs. Slagg
and walked to the bay window. Fuchsia, watching her mother, felt in
spite of herself a quickening of something akin to pity for the little burden
she carried. Almost a qualm of nearness, of fondness, fon since she had seen
her brother tear at the leaves that encased him, she had known that there was
another being in the room for whom the whole fustian of Gormenghast was a thing
to flee from. She had imagined in a hot blurr of jealousy that her brother
would be a beautiful baby, but when she saw him and found that he was anything
but beautiful, she warmed to him, her smouldering eyes taking on, for a second,
something of that look which her mother kept exclusively for her birds and the
white cats. The Countess held Titus up into the
sunlight of the window and examined his face, making noises in her cheek to the
grey bind as she did so. Then she turned him around and examined the back of
his head for some considerable time. "Bring the crown," she said. Docton Prunesquallor came up with his
elbows raised and the fingers of both hands splayed out, the metal crown poised
between them. His eyes rolled behind his lenses. "Shall I crown him in the sunlight?
ha, he, ha. Positively crown him," he said, and showed the Countess the
same series of uncompromising teeth that he had honoured Cora with several
minutes before. Titus had stopped crying and in his
mother's prodigious arms looked unbelievably tiny. He had not been hurt, but
frightened by his fall. Only a sob or two survived and shook him every few
seconds. "Put it on his head," said the
Countess. Doctor Prunesquallor bent forward from the hips in a straight oblique
line. His legs looked so thin in their black casing that when a small breath of
wind blew from the garden it seemed that the material was blown inwards beyond
that pant where his shin bones should have been. He lowered the crown upon the
little white potato of a head. "Sourdust," she said without
turning round, "come here." Sourdust lifted his head. He had recovered
the book from the floor and was fitting the torn piece of paper into position
on the conner of the torn page, and smoothing it out shakily with his
forefinger. "Gome along, come along now!"
said the Countess. He came around the corner of the table and
stood before her. "We"ll go for a walk, Sourdust,
on the lawn and then you can finish the christening. Hold yourself still,
man," she said. "Stop rattling." Sourdust bowed, and feeling that to
interrupt a christening of the direct heir in this way was sacrilege, followed
her out of the window, while she called out over her shoulder, "all of
you! all of you! servants as well!" They all came out and each choosing their
parallel shades of the mown grass that converged in the distance in perfectly
straight lines of green, walked abreast and silently thus, up and down, for
forty minutes. They took their pace from the slowest of
them, which was Sourdust. The cedars spread over them from the northern side as
they began their journey. Their figures dwindling as they moved away on the
striped emerald of the shaven lawn. Like toys; detachable, painted toys, they
moved each one on his mown stripe. Lord Sepulchrave walked with slow strides,
his head bowed. Fuchsia mouched. Doctor Prunesquallor minced. The twins
propelled themselves forward vacantly. Flay spidered his path. Swelter wallowed
his. All the time the Countess held Titus in
her arms and whistled varying notes that brought through gilded air strange fowl
to her from unrecorded forests. When at last they had re-gathered in the
Cool Room, Sourdust was more composed, although tired from the walk. Signalling them to their stations he
placed his hands upon the torn volume with a qualm and addressed the semi-circle
before him. Titus had been replaced in the Book and
Sourdust lowered him carefully to the table. "I place thee, Child-Inheritor,"
he said, continuing from where he had been interrupted by the age of his
fingers, "Child-Inheritor of the rivers, of the Tower of Flints and the
dark recesses beneath cold stairways and the sunny summer lawns.
Child-Inheritor of the spring breezes that blow in from the jarl forests and of
the autumn misery in petal, scale, and wing. Winter's white brilliance on a thousand
turrets and summer's torpor among walls that crumble -- listen. Listen with the
humility of princes and understand with the understanding of the ants. Listen,
Child-Inheritor, and wonder. Digest what I now say." Sourdust then handed Titus oven the table
to his mother, and cupping his hand, dipped it in the christening bowl. Then,
his hand and wrist dripping, he let the water trickle through his fingers and
on to the baby's head where the crown left, between its prongs, an oval area of
bone-forced skin. "Your name is TITUS," said
Sourdust very simply, "TITUS the seventy-seventh Earl of Groan and Lord of
Gormenghast. I do adjure you hold each cold stone sacred that clings to these,
your grey ancestral walls. I do adjure you hold the dark soil sacred that
nourishes your high leafburdened trees. I do adjure you hold the tenets sacred
that ramify the creeds of Gormenghast. I dedicate you to your father's castle.
Titus, be true." Titus was handed back to Sourdust, who
passed him to Nannie Slagg. The room was delicious with the cool scent of
flowers. As Sourdust gave the sign, after a few minutes of meditation, that
feeding might begin, Swelter came forward balancing four plates of delicacies
on each of his forearms and with a plate in either hand went the rounds. Then
he poured out glasses of wine, while Flay followed Lord Sepulchrave around like
a shadow. None of the company attempted to make conversation, but stood
silently eating on drinking in different parts of the room, or stood at the bay
window, munching or sipping as they stared across the spreading lawns. Only the
twins sat in a corner of the room and made signs to Swelter when they had
finished what was on their plates. The afternoon would be for them the theme
for excited reminiscence for many a long day. Lord Sepulchrave touched nothing
as the delicacies were passed round, and when Swelter approached him with a
salver of toasted larks, Flay motioned him away peremptorily, and noticing as
he did so the evil expression in the chef's pig-like eyes, he drew his bony
shoulders up to his ears. As the time moved on Sourdust began to
grow more and more conscious of his responsibilities as the master of ritual,
and eventually, having registered the time by the sun, which was split in half
by the slim branch of a maple, he clapped his hands and shambled towards the
door. It was then for the assembled company to
gather in the centre of the room and for one after another to pass Sourdust and
Mrs. Slagg, who, with Titus on her lap, was to be stationed at his side. These positions were duly taken up, and
the first to walk forward to the door was Lord Sepulchrave, who lifted his
melancholy head in the air, and, as he passed his son spoke the one word
"Titus" in a solemn, abstracted voice. The Countess shambled after
him voluminously and bellowed "TITUS" at the wrinkled infant. Each in turn followed: the twins confusing
each other in their efforts to get the first word in, the doctor brandishing
his teeth at the word "Titus" as though it were the signal for some
romantic advance of sabred cavalry. Fuchsia felt embarrassed and stared at the
prongs of her little brother's crown. At last they had all passed by, delivering
with their own peculiar intonations the final word "Titus" as they
reared their heads up, and Mrs. Slagg was left alone, for even Sourdust had
left her and followed in the wake of Mr. Flay. Now that she was left by herself in the
Cool Room Mrs. Slagg stared about her nervously at the emptiness and at the
sunlight pouring through the great bay window. Suddenly she began to cry with fatigue and
excitement and from the shock she had received when the Countess had bellowed
at his little lordship and herself. A shrunken, pathetic creature she looked in
the high chair with the crowned doll in her arms. Her green satin gleamed
mockingly in the afternoon light. "Oh, my weak heart," she sobbed,
the tears crawling down the dry, pear-skin wrinkles of her miniature face --
"my poor, poor heart -- as though it were a crime to love him." She
pressed the baby's face against her wet cheek. Her eyes were clenched and the
moisture clung to her lashes, and as her lips quivered, Fuchsia stole back and
knelt down, putting her strong arms around her old nurse and her brother. Mrs. Slagg opened her bloodshot eyes and
leaned forward, the three of them coming together into a compact volume of
sympathy. "I _love_ you --" whispered
Fuchsia, lifting her sullen eyes. "I love you, I love you," then
turning her head to the door -- "you've made her cry," she shouted, as
though addressing the string of figures who had so recently passed through --
"you've made her cry, you beasts!" 17 MEANS
OF ESCAPE Mr. Flay was possessed by two major
vexations. The first of these lay in the feud which had arisen between himself
and the mountain of pale meat; the feud that had flared up and fructified in
his assault upon the chef. He avoided even more scrupulously than before any
corridor, quadrangle or cloister where the unmistakable proportions of his enemy
might have loomed in sight. As he performed his duties, Mr. Flay was
perpetually aware that his enemy was in the castle and was haunted by the
realization that some devilish plot was being devised, momently, in that
dropsical head -- some infernal hatching, in a word -- _revenge_. What
opportunities the chef would find or make, Flay could not imagine, but he was
constantly on the alert and was for even tunning oven in his dank skull any
possibilities that occurred to him. If Flay was not actually frightened he was
at least apprehensive to a point this side of fear. The second of his two anxieties hinged
upon the disappearance of Steerpike. Fourteen days ago he had locked the urchin
up and had returned twelve hours later with a jug of water and a dish of potatoes
only to find the room empty. Since then there had been no sign of him, and Mr.
Flay, although uninterested in the boy for his own sake, was nevertheless
disturbed by so phenomenal a disappearance and also by the fact that he had
been one of Swelter's kitchen hands and might, were he to return to the foetid
regions from which he had strayed, disclose the fact they had met, and
probably, in a garbled version of the affair, put it to the chef that he had
been lured away from his province and incarcerated for some sinister reason of
his own invention. Not only this, for Mr. Flay remembered how the boy had
overheard the remarks which Lord Groan had made about his son, remarks which
would be detrimental to the dignity of Gormenghast if they were to be noised
abroad to the riff-raff of the castle. It would not do if at the very beginning
of the new Lord Groan's career it were common knowledge that the child was
ugly, and that Lord Sepulchrave was distressed about it. What could be done to
ensure the boy's silence Flay had not yet determined, but it was obvious that
to find him was the prime necessity. He had, during his off moments, searched
room after room, balcony after balcony, and had found no clue as to his
whereabouts. At night as he lay before his master's
door he would twitch and awake and then sit bolt upright on the cold
floor-boards. At first the face of Swelter would appear before his eyes, huge
and indistinct, with those beady eyes in their folds of flesh, cold and
remorseless. He would shoot his hard, cropped head forward, and wipe the sweat
from his palms upon his clothes. Then, as the foul phantom dissolved in the
darkness, his mind would lure him into the empty room where he had last seen
Steerpike and in his imagination he would make a circuit of the walls, feeling
the panels with his hands and come at last to the window, where he would stare
down the hundreds of feet of sheer wall to the yard below. Straightening out his legs again his knee
joints would crack in the darkness as he stretched himself out, the
iron-tasting key between his teeth. What had actually happened in the
Octagonal Room and the subsequent events that befell Steerpike are as follows: When the boy heard the key turn in the
lock he half-ran to the door and glued his eye to the keyhole and watched the
seat of Mr. Flay's trousers receding down the passage. He had heard him turn a
corner, and then a door was shut in the distance with a fan bang, and
thereafter there had been silence. Most people would have tried the handle of
the door. The instinct, however irrational, would have been too strong; the
first impulse of one who wishes to escape. Steerpike looked at the knob of the
door for a moment. He had heard the key turn. He did not disobey the simple
logic of his mind. He turned from the only door in the room and, leaning out of
the window, glanced at the drop below. His body gave the appearance of being
malformed, but it would be difficult to say exactly what gave it this gibbous
quality. Limb by limb it appeared that he was sound enough, but the sum of
these several members accrued to an unexpectedly twisted total. His face was
pale like clay and save for his eyes, masklike. These eyes were set very close
together, and were small, dark red, and of startling concentration. The striped kitchen tunic which he wore
fitted him tightly. On the back of his head was pushed a small white skull cap. As he gazed downward quietly at the
precipitous drop he pursed his mouth and his eyes roved quickly over the
quadrangle below him. Then suddenly he left the window and with his peculiar
half-run, half-walk, he hurried around the room, as though it were necessary
for him to have his limbs moving concurrently with his brain. Then he returned
to the window. Everywhere was stillness. The afternoon light was beginning to
wane in the sky although the picture of turrets and rooftops enclosed by the
window frame was still warmly tinted. He took one last comprehensive glance
over his shoulder at the walls and ceiling of the prison room, and then,
clasping his hands behind his back, returned his attention to the casement. This time, leaning precariously out over
the sill and with his face to the sky, he scrutinized the rough stones of the
wall _above_ the lintel and noticed that after twenty feet they ended at a
sloping roof of slates. This roof terminated in a long horizontal spine like a
buttress, which, in turn, led in great sweeping curves towards the main
rooftops of Gormenghast. The twenty feet above him, although seeming at first to
be unscalable, were, he noticed, precarious only for the first twelve feet,
where only an occasional jutting of irregular stone offered dizzy purchase.
Above this height a gaunt, half-dead creeper that was matted greyly over the
slates, lowered a hairy arm which, unless it snapped at his weight, would prove
comparatively easy climbing. Steerpike reflected that once astride the
cornice he could, with relatively little difficulty, make his way over the
whole outer shell of central Gonmenghast. Again he fastened his gaze upon the first
dozen feet of vertical stone, choosing and scrutinizing the grips that he would
use. His survey left him uneasy. It would be unpleasant. The more he searched
the wall with his intense eyes the less he liked the prospect, but he could see
that it _was_ feasible if he concentrated every thought and fibre upon the
attempt. He hoisted himself back into the room that had suddenly added an
atmosphere of safety to its silence. Two courses were open to him. He could
either wait and, in due course presumably Flay would reappear and would, he
suspected, attempt to return him to the kitchens -- or he could make the
hazardous trial. Suddenly, sitting on the floor, he removed
his boots and tied them by their laces about his neck. Then he rammed his socks
into his pockets and stood up. Standing on tiptoe in the middle of the room he
splayed his toes out and felt them tingle with awareness, and then he pulled
his fingers sideways cruelly, awakening his hands. There was nothing to wait
for. He knelt on the windowsill and then, turning around, slowly raised himself
to his feet and stood outside the window, the hollow twilight at his
shoulder-blades. 18 "A
FIELD OF FLAGSTONES" He refused to allow himself to think of the
sickening drop and glued his eyes upon the first of the grips. His left hand
clasped the lintel as he felt out with his right foot and curled his toes
around a rough corner of stone. Almost at once he began to sweat. His fingers
crept up and found a cranny he had scrutinized at leisure. Biting his underlip
until it bled freely over his chin, he moved his left knee up the surface of
the wall. It took him perhaps seventeen minutes by the clock, but by the time
of his beating heart he was all evening upon the swaying wall. At moments he
would make up his mind to have done with the whole thing, life and all, and to
drop back into space, where his straining and sickness would end. At other
moments, as he clung desperately, working his way upwards in a sick haze, he
found himself repeating a line on two from some long forgotten rhyme. His fingers were almost dead and his hands
and knees shaking wildly when he found that his face was being tickled by the
nagged fibres that hung upon the end of the dead creeper. Gripping it with his
right hand, his toes lost purchase and for a moment or two he swung over the
empty air. But his hands could bring into play unused muscles and although his
arms were cracking he scraped his way up the remaining fifteen feet, the thick,
bnittle wood holding true, small pieces only breaking away from the sides. As
soon as he had edged himself over the guttering, he lay, face downwards, weak
and shaking fantastically. He lay there for an hour. Then, as he raised his
head and found himself in an empty world of rooftops, he smiled. It was a young
smile, a smile in keeping with his seventeen years, that suddenly transformed
the emptiness of the lower part of his face and as suddenly disappeared; from
where he lay at an angle along the sun-warmed slates, only sections of this new
rooftop world were visible and the vastness of the failing sky. He raised
himself upon his elbows, and suddenly noticed that where his feet had been
prized against the guttering, the support was on the point of giving way. The
corroded metal was all that lay between the weight of his body as he lay
slanting steeply on the slates and the long drop to the quadrangle. Without a
moment's delay he began to edge his way up the incline, levering with his bare
feet, his shoulder blades rubbing the moss-patched roof. Although his limbs felt much stronger
after their rest he retched as he moved up the slate incline. The slope was
longer than it had appeared from below. Indeed, all the various roof
structures-- parapet, turret and cornice -- proved themselves to be of greater
dimensions than he had anticipated. Steerpike, when he had reached the spine
of the roof, sat astride it and regained his breath for the second time. He was
surrounded by lakes of fading daylight. He could see how the ridge on which he sat
led in a wide curve to where in the west it was broken by the first of four
towers. Beyond them the sweep of roof continued to complete a half circle fan
to his right. This was ended by a high lateral wall. Stone steps led from the
ridge to the top of the wall, from which might be approached, along a cat-walk,
an area the size of a field, surrounding which, though at a lower level, were
the heavy, rotting structures of adjacent roofs and towers, and between these
could be seen other roofs far away, and other towers. Steerpike's eyes, following the rooftops,
came at last to the parapet surrounding this area. He could not, of course,
from where he was guess at the stone sky-field itself, lying as it did a league
away and well above his eye level, but as the main massing of Gormenghast arose
to the west, he began to crawl in that direction along the sweep of the ridge. It was oven an hour before Steerpike came
to where only the surrounding parapet obstructed his view of the stone
sky-field. As he climbed this parapet with tired, tenacious limbs he was
unaware that only a few seconds of time and a few blocks of vertical stone
divided him from seeing what had not been seen for over four hundred years.
Scrabbling one knee over the topmost stones he heaved himself over the rough
wall. When he lifted his head wearily to see what his next obstacle might be,
he saw before him, spreading oven an area of four square acres, a desert of
grey stone slabs. The parapet on which he was now sitting bolt upright
surrounded the whole area, and swinging his legs over he dropped the four odd
feet to the ground. As he dropped and then leaned back to support himself
against the wall, a crane arose at a far corner of the stone field and, with a slow
beating of its wings, drifted over the distant battlements and dropped out of
sight. The sun was beginning to set in a violet haze and the stone field, save
for the tiny figure of Steerpike, spread out emptily, the cold slabs catching
the prevailing tint of the sky. Between the slabs there was dark moss and the
long coarse necks of seeding grasses. Steerpike's greedy eyes had devoured the
arena. What use could it be put to? Since his escape this surely was the
strongest card for the pack that he intended to collect. Why, or how, or when
he would use his hoarded scraps of knowledge he could not tell. That was for
the future. Now he knew only that by risking his life he had come across an
enormous quadrangle as secret as it was naked, as hidden as it was open to the
wrath or tenderness of the elements. As he gave at the knees and collapsed into
a half-sleeping, half-fainting huddle by the wall, the stone field wavered in a
purple blush, and the sun withdrew. 19 "OVER
THE ROOFSCAPE" The darkness came down over the
castle and the Twisted Woods and over Gormenghast Mountain. The long tables of
the Dwellers were hidden in the thickness of a starless night. The cactus trees
and the acacias where Nannie Slagg had walked, and the ancient thorn in the
servants' quadrangle were as one in their shrouding. Darkness over the four
wings of Gormenghast. Darkness lying against the glass doors of the Christening
Room and pressing its impalpable body through the ivy leaves of Lady Groan's
choked window. Pressing itself against the walls, hiding them to all save touch
alone; hiding them and hiding everything; swallowing everything in its
insatiable omnipresence. Darkness over the stone sky-field where clouds moved
through it invisibly. Darkness over Steerpike, who slept, woke and slept
fitfully and then woke again -- with only his scanty clothing, suitable more to
the stifling atmosphere of the kitchens than to this nakedness of night air.
Shivering he stared out into a wall of night, relieved by not so much as one
faint star. Then he remembered his pipe. A little tobacco was left in a tin box
in his hip pocket. He filled the bowl in the darkness,
ramming it down with his thin, grimed forefinger, and with difficulty lit the
strong coarse tobacco. Unable to see the smoke as it left the bowl of the pipe
and drifted out of his mouth, yet the glow of the leaf and the increasing
warmth of the bowl were of comfort. He wrapped both his thin hands around it
and with his knees drawn up to his chin, tasted the hot weed on his tongue as
the long minutes dragged by. When the pipe was at last finished he found
himself too wide awake to sleep, and too cold, and he conceived the idea of
making a blind circuit of the stone field, keeping one hand upon the low wall
at his side until he had returned to where he now stood. Taking his cap off his
head he laid it on the parapet and began to feel his way along to the right,
his hand rubbing the rough stone surface just below the level of his shoulder.
At first he began to count his steps so that on his return he might while away
a portion more of the night by working out the area of the quadrangle, but he
had soon lost count in the labours of his slow progress. As far as he could remember there were no
obstacles to be expected nor any break in the parapet, but his memories of the
climb and his first view of the sky-field were jumbled up together, and he
could not in the inky darkness rely on his memory. Therefore he felt for every
step, sometimes certain that he was about to be impeded by a wall or a break in
the stone flags, and he would stop and move forward inch by inch only to find
that his intuition had been wrong and that the monotonous, endless, even course
of his dark circuit was empty before him. Long before he was halfway along the
first of the four sides, he was feeling for his cap on the balustrade, only to
remember that he had not yet reached the first corner. He seemed to have been walking for hours
when he felt his hand stopped, as though it had been struck, by the sudden
right angle of the parapet. Three times more he would have to experience the
sudden change of direction in the darkness, and then he would, as he groped
forward, find his cap. Feeling desperate at the stretch of time
since he had started his sightless journey he became what seemed to him in the
darkness to be almost reckless in his pace, stepping forward jerkily foot by
foot. Once on twice, along the second wall, he stopped and leaned over the
parapet. A wind was beginning to blow and he hugged himself. As he neared unknowingly the third corner
a kind of weight seemed to lift from the air, and although he could see
nothing, the atmosphere about him appeared thinner and he stopped as though his
eyes had been partially relieved of a bandage. He stopped, leaned against the
wall, and stared above him. Blackness was there, but it was not the opaque
blackness he had known. Then he felt, rather than saw, above him a
movement of volumes. Nothing could be discerned, but that there were forces
that travelled across the darkness he could not doubt; and then suddenly, as
though another layer of stifling cloth had been dragged from before his eyes,
Steerpike made out above him the enormous, indistinct shapes of clouds
following one another in grave order as though bound on some portentous
mission. It was not, as Steerpike at first
suspected, the hint of dawn. Long as the time had seemed to him since he
clambered over the parapet, it was still an hour before the new day. Within a
few moments he saw for himself that his hopes were ill founded, for as he
watched, the vague clouds began to thin as they moved overhead, and between
them yet others, beyond, gave way in their turn to even more distant regions.
The three distances of cloud moved oven, the nearest -- the blackest -- moving
the fastest. The stone field was still invisible, but Steerpike could make out
his hand before his face. Then came the crumbling away of a grey
veil from the face of the night, and beyond the furthermost film of the
terraced clouds there burst of a sudden a swarm of burning crystals, and,
afloat in their centre, a splinter of curved fire. Noting the angle of the moon and judging
the time, to his own annoyance, to be hours earlier than he had hoped,
Steerpike, glancing above him, could not help but notice how it seemed as
though the clouds had ceased to move, and how, instead, the cluster of the
stars and the thin moon had been set in motion and were skidding obliquely
across the sky. Swiftly they ran, those bright marvels,
and, like the clouds, with a purpose most immediate. Here and there oven the
wide world of tattered sky, points of fire broke free and ran, until the last
dark tag of cloud had slid away from the firmament and all at once the high,
swift beauty of the floating suns ceased in their surging and a night of
stationany stars shone down upon the ghostly field of flags. Now that heaven was alive with yellow
stones it was possible for Steerpike to continue his walk without fear, and he
stumbled along preferring to complete his detour than to make his way across
the flags to his cloth cap. When he reached his starting point he crammed the
cap on his head, for anything was precious in those hours that might mitigate
the cold. By now he was fatigued beyond the point of endurance. The ordeal of the last twelve to fifteen
hours had sapped his strength. The stifling inferno of Swelter's drunken
province, the horror of the Stone Lanes where he had fainted and had been found
by Flay, and then the nightmare of his climb up the wall and the slate roof,
and thence by the less perilous but by no means easy stages to the great stone
field where he now stood, and where when he had arrived he had swooned for the
second time that day: all this had taken its toll. Now, even the cold could not
keep him awake and he lay down suddenly, and with his head upon his folded
arms, slept until he was awakened by a hammering of hunger in his stomach and
by the sun shining strongly in the morning sky. But for the aching of his limbs, which gave
him painful proof of the reality of what he had endured, the trials of the day
before had about them the unreality of a dream. This morning as he stood up in
the sunlight it was as though he found himself transplanted into a new day,
almost a new life in a new world. Only his hunger prevented him from leaning
contentedly over the warming parapet and, with a hundred towers below him,
planning for himself an incredible future. The hours ahead held no promise of
relaxation. Yesterday had exhausted him, yet the day that he was now entering
upon was to prove itself equally rigorous, and though no part of the climbing
entailed would be as desperate as the worst of yesterday's adventures, his
hunger and faintness augured for the hours ahead a nightmare in sunshine. Within the first hour from the time when
he had awakened, he had descended a long sloping roof, after dropping nine feet
from the parapet, and had then come upon a small, winding stone staircase which
led him across a gap between two high walls to where a cluster of conical roofs
forced him to make a long and hazardous circuit. Arriving at last at the
opposite side of the cluster, faint and dizzy with fatigue and emptiness and
with the heat of the strengthening sun, he saw spread out before him in
mountainous faзades a crumbling panorama, a roofscape of Gormenghast, its crags
and its stark walls of cliff pocked with nameless windows. Steerpike for a
moment lost heart, finding himself in a region as barren as the moon, and he
became suddenly desperate in his weakness, and falling on his knees retched
violently. His sparse tow-coloured hair was plastered
over his big forehead as though with glue, and was darkened to sepia. His mouth
was drawn down very slightly at the corners. Any change in his masklike
features was more than noticeable in him. As he knelt he swayed. Then he very
deliberately sat himself down on his haunches and, pushing back some of the
sticky hair from his brow so that it stuck out from his head in a stiff dank
manner, rested his chin on his folded arms and then, very slowly, moved his
eyes across the craggy canvas spread below him, with the same methodical
thoroughness that he had shown when scanning the wall above the window of the
prison room. Famished as he was, he never for a moment
faltered in his scrutiny, although it was an hour later when having covered
every angle, every surface, he relaxed and released his eyes from the panorama,
and after shutting them for a while fixed them again upon a certain window that
he had found several minutes earlier in a distant precipice of grey stone. 20 "NEAR
AND FAR" Who can say how long the eye of the
vulture or the lynx requires to grasp the totality of a landscape, or whether
in a comprehensive instant the seemingly inexhaustible confusion of detail
falls upon their eyes in an ordered and intelligible series of distances and
shapes, where the last detail is perceived in relation to the corporate mass? It may be that the hawk sees nothing but
those grassy uplands, and among the coarse grasses, more plainly than the field
itself, the rabbit or the rat, and that the landscape in its entirety is never
seen, but only those areas lit, as it were with a torch, where the quarry
slinks, the surrounding regions thickening into cloud and darkness on the
yellow eyes. Whether the scouring, sexless eye of the
bird or beast of prey disperses and sees all or concentrates and evades all
saving that for which it searches, it is certain that the less powerful eye of
the human cannot grasp, even after a life of training, a scene in its entirety.
No eye may see dispassionately. There is no comprehension at a glance. Only the
recognition of damsel, horse on fly and the assumption of damsel, horse or fly;
and so with dreams and beyond, for what haunts the heart will, when it is
found, leap foremost, blinding the eye and leaving the main of Life in
darkness. When Steerpike began his scrutiny the
roofscape was neither more nor less than a conglomeration of stone structures
spreading to right and left and away from him. It was a mist of masonry. As he
peered, taking each structure individually, he found that he was a spectator of
a stationary gathering of stone personalities. During the hour of his
concentration he had seen, gnowing from three-quarters the way up a sheer,
windowless face of otherwise arid wall, a tree that curved out and upwards,
dividing and subdividing until a labyrinth of twigs gave to its contour a blur
of sunlit smoke. The tree was dead, but having grown fnom the south side of the
wall it was shielded from the violence of the winds, and, judging by the
harmonious fanlike beauty of its shape, it had not suffered the loss of a
single sapless limb. Upon the lit wall its perfect shadow lay as though
engraved with superhuman skill. Brittle and dry, and so old that its first
tendril must surely have begun to thrust itself forth before the wall itself
had been completed, yet this tree had the grace of a young girl, and it was the
intricate lace-like shadow upon the wall that Steerpike had seen first. He had
been baffled until all at once the old tree itself, whose brightness melted
into the bright wall behind it, materialized. Upon the main stem that grew out laterally
from the wall, Steerpike had seen two figures walking. They appeared about the
size of those stub ends of pencil that are thrown away as too awkward to hold.
He guessed them to be women for as far as he could judge they were wearing
identical dresses of purple, and at first sight it appeared that they were taking
their lives in their hands as they trod that horizontal stem above a drop of
several hundred feet, but by the relative sizes of the figures and the tree
trunk it was obvious that they were as safe as though they had been walking
along a bridge. He had watched them reach a point where
the branch divided into three and where as he shaded his eyes he could see them
seat themselves upon chairs and face one another across a table. One of them
lifted her elbow in the position of one pouring out tea. The other had then
arisen and hurried back along the main stem until she had reached the face of
wall into which she suddenly disappeared; and Steerpike, straining his eyes,
could make out an irregularity in the stonework and presumed that there must
have been a window or doorway immediately above where the tree grew from the
wall. Shutting his eyes to rest them, it was a minute before he could locate
the tree again, lost as it was among a scone of roofs and very far away; but
when he did find it he saw that there were two figures once again seated at the
table. Beneath them swam the pellucid volumes of the morning air. Above them
spread the withered elegance of the dead tree, and to their left its lace-like
shadow. Steerpike had seen at a glance that it
would be impossible for him to reach the tree or the window and his eyes had
continued their endless searching. He had seen a tower with a stone hollow in
its summit. This shallow basin sloped down from the copestones that surrounded
the tower and was half filled with rainwater. In this circle of water whose
glittering had caught his eye, for to him it appeared about the size of a coin,
he could see that something white was swimming. As far as he could guess it was
a horse. As he watched he noticed that there was something swimming by its
side, something smaller, which must have been the foal, white like its parent.
Around the rim of the tower stood swarms of cnows, which he had identified only
when one of them, having flapped away from the rest, grew from the size of a
gnat to that of a black moth as it circled and approached him before turning in
its flight and gliding without the least tremor of its outspread wings back to
the stone basin, where it landed with a flutter among its kind. He had seen, thirty feet below him and
frighteningly close, after his eyes had accustomed themselves to the minutiae
of distances a head suddenly appear at the base of what was more like a
vertical black gash in the sunny wall than a window. It had no window-frame, no
curtains, no window-sill. It was as though it waited for twelve stone blocks to
fill it in, one above the other. Between Steerpike and this wall was a gap of
eighteen to twenty feet. As Steerpike saw the head appear he lowered himself
gradually behind an adjacent turret so as not to attract attention and watched
it with one eye around the masonry. It was a long head. It was a wedge, a sliver, a grotesque
slice in which it seemed the features had been forced to stake their claims,
and it appeared that they had done so in a great hurry and with no attempt to
form any kind of symmetrical pattern for their mutual advantage. The nose had
evidently been the first upon the scene and had spread itself down the entire
length of the wedge, beginning among the grey stubble of the hair and ending
among the grey stubble of the beard, and spreading on both sides with a
ruthless disregard for the eyes and mouth which found precarious purchase. The
mouth was forced by the lie of the terrain left to it, to slant at an angle
which gave to its right-hand side an expression of grim amusement and to its
left, which dipped downwards across the chin, a remorseless twist. It was
forced by not only the unfriendly monopoly of the nose, but also by the
tapering characten of the head to be a short mouth; but it was obvious by its
very nature that, under normal conditions, it would have covered twice the
area. The eyes in whose expression might be read the unending grudge they bore
against the nose were as small as marbles and peered out between the grey grass
of the hair. This head, set at a long incline upon a
neck as wry as a turtle's cut across the narrow vertical black strip of the
window. Steerpike watched it turn upon the neck
slowly. It would not have surprised him if it had dropped off, so toylike was
its angle. As he watched, fascinated, the mouth
opened and a voice as strange and deep as the echo of a lugubrious ocean stole
out into the morning. Neven was a face so belied by its voice. The accent was of so weird a lilt that at first
Steerpike could not recognize more than one sentence in three, but he had
quickly attuned himself to the original cadence and as the words fell into
place Steerpike realized that he was staring at a poet. For some time after the long head had
emptied itself of a slow, ruminative soliloquy it stared motionlessly into the
sky. Then it turned as though it were scanning the dark interior of whatever
sort of room it was that lay behind that narrow window. In the long light and shade the protruding
vertebrae of his neck, as he twisted his head, stood out like little solid
parchment-covered knobs. All at once the head was facing the warm sunlight
again, and the eyes travelled rapidly in every direction before they came to
nest. One hand propped up the stubbly peg of a chin. The other, hanging
listlessly over the rough sill-less edge of the aperture swung sideways slowly
to the simple rhythm of the verses he then delivered. Linger now with me, thou Beauty, On the sharp archaic shore. Surely "tis a wastrel's duty And the gods could ask no more. If you lingerest when I linger, If thou tread"st the stones I
tread, Thou wilt stay my spirit's hunger And dispel the dreams I dread. Come thou, love, my own, my only, Through the battlements of Groan; Lingering becomes so lonely When one lingers on one's own. I have lingered in the cloisters Of the Northern Wing at night, As the sky unclasped its oysters On the midnight pearls of light. For the long remorseless shadows Chilled me with exquisite fear. I have lingered in cold meadows Through a month of rain, my dear. Come, my Love, my sweet, my Only, Through the parapets of Groan. Lingering can be very lonely When one lingers on one's own. In dark alcoves I have lingered Conscious of dead dynasties. I have lingered in blue cellars And in hollow trunks of trees. Many a traveller through moonlight Passing by a winding stair Or a cold and crumbling archway Has been shocked to see me there. I have longed for thee, my Only, Hark! the footsteps of the Groan! Lingering is so very lonely When one lingers all alone. Will you come with me, and linger? And discourse with me of those Secret things the mystic finger Points to, but will not disclose? When I'm all alone, my glory, Always fades, because I find Being lonely drives the splendour Of my vision from my mind. Come, oh, come, my own! my Only! Through the Gormenghast of Groan. Lingering has become so lonely As I linger all alone! Steerpike, after the end of the second
verse ceased to pay any attention to the words, for he conceived the idea, now
that he realized that the dreadful head was no index to the character, of making
his presence known to the poet, and of craving from him at least some food and
water if not more. As the voice swayed on he realized that to appear suddenly
would be a great shock to the poet, who was so obviously under the impression
that he was alone. Yet what else was there to do? To make some sort of
preparatory noise of warning before he showed himself occurred to him, and when
the last chorus had ended he coughed gently. The effect was electric. The face
reverted instantaneously to the soulless and grotesque mask which Steerpike had
first seen and which during the recitation had been transformed by a sort of
inner beauty. It had coloured, the parchment of the dry skin reddening from the
neck upwards like a piece of blotting-paper whose conner has been dipped into
red ink. Out of the black window Steerpike saw, as
a result of his cough, the small gimlety eyes peer coldly from a crimson wedge. He raised himself and bowed to the face
across the gully. One moment it was there, but the next,
before he could open his mouth, it was gone. In the place of the poet's face
was, suddenly, an inconceivable commotion. Every sort of object suddenly began
to appear at the window, starting at the base and working up like an idiotic
growth, climbing erratically as one thing after another was crammed between the
walls. Feverishly the tower of objects grew to
the top of the window, hemmed in on both sides by the coarse stones. Steerpike
could not see the hands that raised the mad assortment so rapidly. He could
only see that out of the darkness object after object was scrammed one upon the
other, each one lit by the sun as it took its place in the fantastic pagoda.
Many toppled over, and fell, during the hectic filling of the frame. A dank
gold carpet slipped and floated down the abyss, the pattern upon its back
showing plainly until it drifted into the last few fathoms of shadow. Three
heavy books fell together, their pages fluttering, and an old high-backed
chair, which the boy heard faintly as it crashed far below. Steerpike had dug his nails into the palms
of his hands partly from self-reproach for his failure, and partly to keep
himself from relaxing in his roofscape scrutiny In spite of his disappointment.
He turned his head from the near object and continued to comb the roofs and the
walls and the towers. He had seen away to his right a dome
covered with black moss. He had seen the high faзade of a wall that had been
painted in green-and-black checks. It was faded and partly overgrown with
clinging weeds and had cracked from top to bottom in a gigantic saw-toothed
curve. He had seen smoke pouring through a hole
between the slabs of a long terrace. He had seen the favourite nesting grounds
of the storks and a wall that was emerald with lizards. 21 "DUST
AND IVY" All this while he had been searching for
one thing and one thing only -- a means of entering the castle. He had made a
hundred imaginary journeys, taking into account his own weakness, but one after
another they had led to blank unscalable walls and to the edges of the roofs.
Window after window he took as his objective and attempted to trace his
progress only to find that he was thwarted. It was not until the end of the
hour approached that a journey he was unravelling in his eye culminated with
his entry at a high window in the Western Wing. He went over the whole journey
again, from where he sat, to the tiny window in the fan wall and realized that
it could be done, if luck was on his side and if his strength lasted. It was now two o'clock in the afternoon
and the sun was merciless. He removed his jacket and, leaving it behind him,
set forth shakily. The next three hours made him repent that
he had ever left the kitchens. Had it been possible for him to have suddenly
been conjured back to Swelter's enormous side he would have accepted the offer
in his weakness. As the light began to wane, twenty-four hours after he had
lain above the prison room on the sloping roof of slates, he came to the foot
of that high wall, near the summit of which was the window he had seen three
hours previously. There he rested. He was about midway between the ground two
hundred feet below him and the window. He had been accurate in his observation
when he had guessed that the face of the wall was covered over its entire area
with a thick, ancient growth of ivy. As he sat against the wall, his back
against the enormous hairy stem of the creeper as thick as the bole of a tree,
the ivy leaves hung far out and oven him and, turning his head upwards, he
found that he was gazing into a profound and dusty labyrinth. He knew that he
would have to climb through darkness, so thick was the skein of the coarse,
monotonous foliage; but the limbs of the straggling weed were thick and strong,
so that he could nest at times in his climb and lean heavily upon them. Knowing
that with every minute that passed his weakness was growing, he did not wait
longer than to regain his breath, and then, with a twist of his mouth he forced
himself as close as he could to the wall, and engulfed in the dust-smelling
darkness of the ivy he began, yet again, to climb. For how long Steerpike clambered upwards
in the acrid darkness, for how long he breathed in the rotten, dry, dust-filled
air, is of no consequence compared to the endlessness of the nightmare in his
brain. That was the reality, and all he knew, as he neared the window, was that
he had been among black leaves for as far back as he could recall -- that the
ivy stem was dry and coarse and hairy to hold, and that the bitter leaves
exuded a pungent and insidious smell. At times he could see glimpses of the hot
evening reflected through the leaves, but for the most part he struggled up in
darkness, his knees and knuckles bleeding and his arms weary beyond weariness
from the forcing back of the fibrous growth and from tearing the tendrils from
his face and clothing. He could not know that he was nearing the
window. Distance, even more than time, had ceased to have any meaning for him,
but all at once he found that the leaves were thinning and that blotches of
light lay pranked about him. He remembered having observed from below how the
ivy had appeared to be less profuse and to lie closer to the wall as it neared
the window. The hirsute branches were less dependable now and several had
snapped at his weight, so that he was forced to keep to one of the main stems
that clung dustily to the wall. Only a foot or two in depth, the ivy lay at his
back partially shielding him from the sun. A moment later and he was alone in the
sunshine. It was difficult for his fingers to find purchase. Fighting to wedge
them between the clinging branches and the wall he moved, inch by inch,
upwards. It seemed to him that all his life he had been climbing. All his life
he had been ill and tortured. All his life he had been terrified, and red
shapes rolled. Hammers were beating and the sweat poured into his eyes. The questionable gods who had lowered for
him from the roof above the prison room that branch of creeper when he was in
similar peril were with him again, for as he felt upwards his hand struck a
protruding layer of stone. It was the base of a rough window-sill. Steerpike
sobbed and forced his body upwards and loosing his hands for a moment from the
creeper, he flung his hands over the sill. There he hung, his arms outstretched
stiffly before him like a wooden figure, his legs dangling. Then, wriggling
feebly, he rolled himself at length over the stone slab, overbalanced, and in a
whirl of blackness fell with a crash upon the boarded floor of Fuchsia's secret
attic. 22 "THE
BODY BY THE WINDOW" On the afternoon following her brother's
birth, Fuchsia stood silently at the window of her bedroom. She was crying, the
tears following one another down her flushed cheeks as she stared through a
smarting film at Gormenghast Mountain. Mrs. Slagg, unable to comprehend, made
abortive efforts to console her. This time there had been no mutual hugging and
weeping, and Mrs. Slagg's eyes were filled with a querulous, defeated expression.
She clasped her little wrinkled hands together. "What is it, then, my caution dear?
What is it, my own ugliness? Tell me! Tell me at once. Tell your old Nannie
about your little sorrows. Oh, my poor heart! you must tell me all about it.
Come, inkling, come." But Fuchsia might as well have been carved
from dark marble. Only her tears moved. At last the old lady pattered out of the
room, saying she would bring in a currant cake for her caution, that no one
ever answered her, and that her back was aching. Fuchsia heard the tapping of her feet in
the corridor. Within a moment she was racing along the passage after her old
nurse, whom she hugged violently before running back and floundering with a
whirl of her blood-red dress down long flights of stains and through a series
of gloomy halls, until she found herself in the open, and beyond the shadows of
the castle walls. She ran on in the evening sunshine. At last, after skirting
Pentecost's orchard and climbing to the edge of a small pine wood she stopped
running and in a quick, stumbling manner forced a path through a low decline of
ferns to where a lake lay motionless. There were no swans. There were no wild
wadens. From the reflected trees there came no cries from birds. Fuchsia fell at full length and began to
chew at the grass in front of her. Her eyes as they gazed upon the lake were
still inflamed. "I hate things! I hate all things! I
hate and hate every single tiniest thing. I hate the _world_," said
Fuchsia aloud, raising herself on her elbows, her face to the sky. "I shall live _alone_. Always alone.
In a house, or in a tree." Fuchsia started to chew at a fresh grass
blade. "Someone will come then, if I live
alone. Someone from another kind of world -- a new world -- not from this
world, but someone who is _different_, and he will fall in love with me at once
because I live alone and aren't like the other beastly things in this world,
and he"ll enjoy having me because of my pride." Another flood of tears came with a rush. "He will be tall, taller than Mr.
Flay, and strong like a lion and with yellow hair like a lion"s, only more
curly; and he will have big, strong feet because mine are big, too, but won't
look so big if his are bigger; and he will be cleverer than the Doctor, and
he"ll wean a long black cape so that my clothes will look brighten still;
and he will say: 'Lady Fuchsia', and I shall say: 'What is it?' " She sat up and wiped her nose on the back
of her hand. The lake darkened, and while she sat and
stared at the motionless water, Steerpike was beginning his climb of the ivy. Mrs. Slagg was telling her troubles to
Keda and trying to preserve the dignity which she thought she ought to show as
the head nurse of the direct and only heir to Gormenghast, and at the same time
longing to unburden herself in a more natural way. Flay was polishing an ornate
helmet which Lord Groan had to wear, that evening being the first after the
advent, and Swelter was whetting a long meat-knife on a grindstone. He was
doubled over it like a crammed bolster, and was evidently taking great pains to
bring the blade to an uncommonly keen edge. The grindstone, dwarfed
ridiculously by the white mass above it, wheeled to the working of a
foot-treadle. As the steel whisked obliquely across the flat of the whirling
stone, the harsh, sandy whistling of the sound apparently gave pleasure to Mr.
Swelter, for a wodge of flesh kept shifting its position on his face. As Fuchsia got to her feet and began to
push her way up the hill of ferns, Steerpike was forty feet from her window and
clawing away at the dry, dirty bunches of old sparrows' nests that were
blocking his upward climb. When Fuchsia reached the castle she made
straight for her room, and when she had closed the door behind her, drew a bolt
across it and going to an old cardboard box in a corner found, after some
rummaging, a piece of soft charcoal. She approached a space on the wall and
stood staring at the plaster. Then she drew a heart and around it she wrote: _I
am Fuchsia. I must always be. I am me. Don't be frightened. Wait and see._ Then she felt a great yearning for her
picture-book with the poems. She lit a candle and, pulling back her bed, crept
through the stairway door and began to climb spirally upwards to her dim
sanctum. It was not very often that she
climbed to the attic in the late afternoon, and the dankness of the front room
as she entered stopped her on the last stair for a moment. Her candle as she
passed through the narrow gully illumined fitfully the weird assortment that
comprised its walls, and when she came to the emptiness of her acting room she
moved forward slowly, treading in the pale aura of light cast by the
candleflame. In her third especial attic she knew that
she had left, some weeks before, a supply of red-and-green wax tapers that she
had unearthed, put aside, and forgotten. She had rediscovered them. Three of
these would light the room up beautifully for she wanted the window to be shut.
She climbed the ladder to the balcony, pushed open the door with one hinge and
entered, with a gush of dark love. Her long coloured candles were by the door
and she lit one of them immediately from the little white one in her hand.
Turning to place it on the table, her heart stopped beating, for she found that
she was staring across the room at a body lying huddled beneath her window. Steerpike had lain in a dead faint for
some considerable time when consciousness began to seep through him. Twilight
had fallen over Gormenghast. Out of the blackness of his brain far shapes that
surrounded him in the room had begun to approach him growing in definition and
in bulk as they did so until they became recognizable. For several minutes he lay there. The
comparative coolness of the room and the stillness of his body at length
restored in his mind a state of inquiry. He could not remember the room, as was
natural, nor could he remember how he had arrived there. He only knew that his
throat was parched and beneath his belt a tiger was clawing in his stomach. For
a long time he stared at a drunken and grotesque shape that arose from the
centre of the floor. Had he been awakened from sleep to see it looming up
before him it would no doubt have startled him considerably, but recovering
from his faint, he was drained of apprehension; he was only weak. It would have
been strange for him to have recognized in the dim light of the twilit room
Fuchsia's fantastic Root from the Twisted Woods. His eyes travelled away from it at length
and noticed the darkened pictures on the walls, but the light was too dim for
him to be able to discern what they contained. His eyes moved here and there, recovering
their strength; but his body lay inert, until at length he raised himself upon
one elbow. Above him was a table, and with an effort
he struggled on to his knees and, gripping its edge raised himself by degrees.
The room began to swim before his eyes and the pictures on the walls dwindled
away to the size of stamps and swayed wildly across the walls. His hands were
not his hands as he gripped the table edge. They were another's hands in which
he could vaguely, and in an occult way, feel the shadows of sentiency. But the
fingers held on, independently of his brain or body, and he waited until his
eyes cleared and he saw below him the stale oddments of food that Fuchsia had
brought up to the attic on the morning of the previous day. They were littered on the table, each
object remorseless in its actuality. The nebulous incoherence of things had
changed in his brain, as he stared down upon the still-life group on the table,
to a frightening _proximity_. Two wrinkled pears; haifa seed cake; nine
dates in a battered white cardboard box, and ajug of dandelion wine. Beside
these a large handpainted book that lay open where a few verses were opposed by
a picture in purple and grey. It was to Steerpike in his unusual physical state
as though that picture were the world, and that he, in some shadowy adjacent
province, were glimpsing the reality. He was the ghost, the purple-and-grey page
was truth and actual fact. Below him stood three men. They were
dressed in grey, and purple flowers were in their dark confused locks. The
landscape beyond them was desolate and was filled with old metal bridges, and
they stood before it together upon the melancholy brow of a small hill. Their
hands were exquisitely shaped and their bare feet also, and it seemed that they
were listening to a strange music, for their eyes gazed out beyond the page and
beyond the reach of Steerpike, and on and on beyond the hill of Gormenghast and
the Twisted Woods. Equally real to the boy at that moment
were the grey-black simple letters that made up the words and the meaning of
the verses on the opposite side of the page. The uncompromising visual
starkness of all that lay on the table had for a moment caused him to forget
his hunger, and although uninterested in poetry on pictures, Steerpike, in
spite of himself, read with a curiously slow and deliberate concentration upon
the white page of the three old men in their grey and purple world. Simple, seldom and sad We are; Alone on the Halibut Hills Afar, With sweet mad Expressions Of old Strangely beautiful, So we're told By the Creatures that Move In the sky And Die On the night when the Dead Trees Prance and Cry. Sensitive, seldom and sad -- Sensitive, seldom and sad -- Simple, seldom and sad Are we When we take our path To the purple sea -- With mad, sweet Expressions Of Yore, Strangely beautiful, Yea, and More On the Night of all Nights When the sky Streams by In rags, while the Dead Trees Prance and Cry. Sensitive, seldom, and sad -- Sensitive, seldom, and sad. Steerpike noticed small thumb-marks on the
margin of the page. They were as important to him as the poems or the picture.
Everything was equally important because all had become so real now where all
had been so blurred. His hand as it lay on the table was now his own. He had
forgotten at once what the words had meant, but the scnipt was there, black and
rounded. He put out his hand and secured one of the
wrinkled pears. Lifting it to his mouth he noticed that a bite had already been
taken from its side. Making use of the miniature and fluted precipice
of hard, white discoloured flesh, where Fuchsia's teeth had left their parallel
grooves, he bit greedily, his top teeth severing the wrinkled skin of the pear,
and the teeth of his lower jaw entering the pale cliff about halfway up its
face; they met in the secret and dank centre of the fruit -- in that abactinal
region where, since the petals of the pear flower had been scattered in some
far June breeze, a stealthy and profound maturing had progressed by day and
night. As he bit, for the second time, into the
fruit his weakness filled him again as with a thin atmosphere, and he carefully
lowered himself face down over the table until he had recovered strength to
continue his clandestine meal. As he lifted his head, he noticed the long couch
with its elegant lines. Taking hold of the seed cake in one hand and the jug of
dandelion wine in the other, after tipping the dates out of their cardboard box
into his pocket, he felt his way along the edge of the table and stumbled
across the few paces that divided him from the couch, where he seated himself
suddenly and put his dusty feet up, one after the other, upon the wine-red
leather of the upholstery. He had supposed the jug to contain water,
for he had not looked inside when he lifted it and felt its weight in his
wrist, and when he tasted the wine on his tongue he sat up with a sudden
revival of strength, as though the very thought of it had resuscitated him.
Indeed, the wine worked wonders with him, and within a few minutes, with the
cake, the dates and the rest of the second pear to support its tonic
properties, Steerpike was revived, and getting to his feet he shuffled around
the room in his own peculiar way. Drawing his lips back from his closed teeth,
he whistled in a thin, penetrating, tuneless manner, breaking off every now and
then as his eyes nested with more than a casual glance on some picture on
another. The light was fading very rapidly, and he
was about to try the handle of the door to see whether, dark as it was, he
could find a still more comfortable room in which to spend the night before he
finally stretched himself on the long couch, when he heard the distinct sound
of a footstep. With a hand still outstretched towards the
door, he stood motionless for a moment, and then his head inclined itself to
the left as he listened. There was no doubt that someone was moving either in
the next noom or in the next room but one. Moving one step nearer to the door as
silently as a ghost, he turned the handle and drew it back the merest fraction,
but sufficiently for him to place one eye at the aperture and to command a view
of something which made him suck at his breath. There was no reason why, because the room
he had been in for the last hour or more was small, he should have presumed
that the door out of it would lead to an apartment of roughly the same size.
But when on peering through the chink between the door and the lintel he saw
how mistaken had been his intuition regarding the size of the room beyond, he
received a shock second only to that of seeing the figure that was approaching
him. Nor was it only the _size_. It was perhaps
even more of a shock to realize that he had been _above_ the adjacent room.
Through the gloom he watched the figure of a girl, holding in her hand a
lighted candle that lit the bodice of her dress to crimson. The floor across
which she walked slowly but firmly appeared to stretch endlessly behind her and
to her right and to her left. That she was below him and that within a few feet
a balcony divided him from her, as she approached, was so unexpected that a
sense of unreality such as he had experienced during his recovery from his
faint again pervaded him. But the sound of her footsteps was very real and the
light of the candle flame upon her lower lip awoke him to the actuality. Even
in his predicament he could not help wondering where he had seen her before. A
sudden movement of the shadows on her face had awakened a memory. Thoughts
moved swiftly through his mind. No doubt there were steps leading up to the balcony.
She would enter the room in which he stood. She walked with certainty. She did
not hesitate. She was unafraid. These must be her rooms, he had entered. Why
was she here at this hour? Who was she? He closed the door softly. Where had he seen that red dress before?
Where? Where? Very recently. The crimson. He heard her climbing the stairs. He
glanced around the room. There was no hiding place. As his eyes moved he saw
the Book on the table. Her book. He saw a few crumbs where the seed cake had
been standing on the cloth. He half ran on tip-toe to the window and glanced
down. The emptiness of the dark air falling to the tops of towers sickened him
as memories of his climb were reawakened. He turned away. Even as he heard her
feet on the balcony he was saying: "Where? Where? Where did I see the red
dress?" and as the feet stopped at the door he remembered, and at the same
moment dropped softly to his hands and knees beneath the window. Then, huddling
himself into an awkward position, and with one arm outstretched limply, he
closed his eyes in emulation of the faint from which he had not so long ago
recovered. He had seen her through the circular
spyhole in the wall of the Octagonal Room. She was the Lady Fuchsia Groan, the
daughter of Gormenghast. His thoughts pursued each other through his head. She
had been distraught. She had been enraged that a brother had been born for her;
she had escaped down the passage from her father. There could be no sympathy
_there_. She was, like her father, ill at ease. She was opening the door. The
air wavered in the candlelight. Steerpike, watching from between his lashes,
saw the air grow yet brighten as she lit two long candles. He heard her turn
upon her heel and take a pace forward and then there was an absolute silence. He lay motionless, his head thrown back
upon the carpet and twisted slightly on his neck. It seemed that the girl was as motionless
as he, and in the protracted and deathly stillness he could hear a heart
beating. It was not his own. 23 "ULLAGE
OF SUNFLOWER" For the first few moments Fuchsia had
remained inert, her spirit dead to what she saw before her. As with those who
on hearing of the death of their lover are numb to the agony that must later
wrack them, so she for those first few moments stood incomprehensive and stared
with empty eyes. Then, indeed, was her mind split into
differing passions, the paramount being agony that her secret had been
discovered -- her casket of wonder rifled -- her soul, it seemed, thrown naked
to a world that could never understand. Behind this passion lay a fear. And behind
her fear was curiosity -- curiosity as to who the figure was. Whether he was
recovering on dying; how he had got there, and a long way behind the practical
question of what she should do. As she stood there it was as though within her
a bonfire had been lighted. It grew until it reached the zenith of its power
and died away, but undestroyable among the ashes lay the ache of a wound for
which there was no balm. She moved a little nearer in a slow,
suspicious way, holding the candle stiffly at arm's length. A blob of the hot
wax fell across her wrist and she started as though she had been struck.
Another two cautious paces brought her to the side of the figure and she bent
down and peered at the tilted face. The light lay upon the large forehead and
the cheekbones and throat. As she watched, her heart beating, she noticed a
movement in the stretched gullet. He was alive. The melting wax was hurting her
hand as it ran down the coloured side of the candle. A candlestick was kept
behind the couch on a rickety shelf and she raised herself from her stooping
with the idea of finding it, and began to retreat from Steerpike. Not daring to
take her eyes off him, she placed one leg behind the other with a grotesque
deliberation and so moved backwards. Before neaching the wall, however, the
calf of her leg came into unexpected contact with the edge of the couch, and
she sat down very suddenly upon it as though she had been tapped behind the
knees. The candle shook in her hand and the light flickered across the face of
the figure on the floor. Although it seemed to her that the head started a
little at the noise she had made, she put it down to the fickle play of the
light upon his features, but peered at him for a long time nevertheless to
convince herself. Eventually she curled her legs under her on the couch and
raised herself to her knees and, reaching her free hand out behind her, she
felt her fingers grip the shelf and after some fumbling close upon the iron
candlestick. She forced the candle at once into one of
the three iron arms and, getting up, placed it on the table by her book. It had come into her mind that some effort
might be made to reinvigorate the crumpled thing. She approached it again.
Horrible as the thought was, that if she were the means of a recovery she would
be compelled to talk to a stranger in _her_ room, yet the idea of him lying
there indefinitely, and perhaps dying there, was even more appalling. Forgetting for a moment her fear, she
knelt loudly on the floor beside him and shook him by the shoulder, her lower
lip sticking out plumply and her black hair falling across her cheeks. She
stopped to scrape some tallow from her fingers and then continued shaking him.
Steerpike let himself be pushed about and remained perfectly limp; he had
decided to delay his recovery. Fuchsia suddenly remembered that when she
had seen her Aunt Cora faint, a very long time ago, in the central hall of the
East Wing, her father had ordered a servant in attendance to get a glass of
water, and that when they had been unable to get the drink down the poor white
creature's throat, they had thrown it in her face and she had recovered
immediately. Fuchsia looked about her to see whether
she had any water in the room. Steerpike had left the jug of dandelion wine by
the side of the couch, but it was out of her range of vision and she had
forgotten it. As her eyes travelled around her room they came at last to rest
upon an old vase of semi-opaque dark-blue glass, which a week on so ago Fuchsia
had filled with water, for she had found among the wild grass and the nettles
near the moat, a tall, heavy-necked sunflower with an enormous Ethiopian eye of
seeds and petals as big as her hand and as yellow as even she could wish for.
But its long, rough neck had been broken and its head hung in a deadweight of
fire among the tares. She had feverishly bitten through those fibres that she
could not tear apart where the neck was fractured and had run all the way with
her wounded treasure through the castle and up the flights of stairs and into
her room, and then up again, around and around as she climbed the spinal
staircase, and had found the dark-blue glass vase and filled it with water and
then, quite exhausted, had lowered the dry, hairy neck into the depths of the
vase and, sitting upon the couch, had stared at it and said to herself aloud: "Sunflower who's broken, I found you,
so drink some water up, and then you won't die -- not so quickly, anyway. If
you do, I'll buny you, anyway. I'll dig a long grave and bury you. Pentecost
will give me a spade. If you don't die, you can stay. I'm going now," she
had finished by saying, and had gone to her room below and had found her nurse,
but had made no mention of her sunflower. It had died. Indeed she had only changed
the water once, and with its petals decaying it still leaned stiffly out of the
blue glass vase. Directly Fuchsia saw it she thought of the
water in the vase. She had filled it full of clear white water. That it might
have evaporated never entered her head. Such things were not part of her world
of knowledge. Steerpike's vision, for he would peer
cunningly through his eyelashes whenever occasion favoured, was obtruded by the
table and he could not see what the Lady Fuchsia was doing. He heard her
approaching and kept his eyelids together, thinking it was just about time for
him to groan, and begin to recover, for he was feeling cramped, when he
realized that she was bending directly over him. Fuchsia had removed the sunflower and laid
it on the floor, noticing at the same time an unpleasant and sickly smell.
There was something pungent in it, something disgusting. Tipping the vase
suddenly upside down, she was amazed to see, instead of a rush of refreshing
water, a sluggish and stenching trickle of slime descend like a green soup over
the upturned face of the youth. She had tipped something wet oven the face
of someone who was ill and that to Fuchsia was the whole principle, so she was
not surprised when she found that its cogency was immediate. Steerpike, indeed, had received a nasty
shock. The stench of the stagnant slime filled his nostrils. He spluttered and
spat the slough from his mouth, and rubbing his sleeve across his face smeared
it more thinly but more evenly and completely than before. Only his dark-red
concentrated eyes stared out from the filthy green mask, unpolluted. 24 SOAP
FOR GREASEPAINT Fuchsia squatted back on her heels in
surprise as he sat bolt upright and glared at her. She could not hear what he
muttered through his teeth. His dignity had been impaired, or perhaps not so
much his dignity as his vanity. Passions he most certainly had, but he was more
wily than passionate, and so even at this moment, with the sudden wrath and
shock within him, he yet held himself in check and his brain overpowered his
anger, and he smiled hideously through the putrid scum. He got to his feet
painfully. His hands were the dull sepia-red of dry
blood for he had been bruised and cut in his long hours of climbing. His
clothes were torn; his hair dishevelled and matted with dust and twigs and
filth from his climb in the ivy. Standing as straight as he could, he
inclined himself slightly towards Fuchsia, who had risen at the same time. "The Lady Fuchsia Groan," said
Steerpike, as he bowed. Fuchsia stared at him and clenched her
hands at her sides. She stood stiffly, her toes were turned slightly inwards
towards each other, and she leaned a little forwards as her eyes took in the
bedraggled creature in front of her. He was not much bigger than she was, but
much more clever; she could see that at once. Now that he had recovered, her mind was
filled with horror at the idea of this alien at large in her room. Suddenly, before she had known what she
was doing, before she had decided to speak, before she knew of what to speak,
her voice escaped from her hoarsely: "What do you want? Oh, what do you
want? This is _my_ room. _My_ room." Fuchsia clasped her hands at the curve of
her breasts in the attitude of prayer. But she was not praying. Her nails were
digging into the flesh of either hand. Her eyes were wide open. "Go away," she said. "Go
away from my room." And then her whole mood changed as her feelings arose
like a tempest. "I hate you!" she shouted, and
stamped her foot upon the ground. "I hate you for coming here. I hate you
in my room." She seized the table edge with both her hands behind her and
rattled it on its legs. Steerpike watched her carefully. His mind had been working away behind his
high forehead. Unimaginative himself he could recognize imagination in her: he
had come upon one whose whole nature was the contradiction of his own. He knew
that behind her simplicity was something he could never have. Something he
despised as impractical. Something which would never carry her to power nor
riches, but would retard her progress and keep her apart in a world of her own
make-believe. To win her favour he must talk in her own language. As she stood breathless beside the table
and as he saw her cast her eyes about the room as though to find a weapon, he
struck an attitude, raising one hand, and in an even, flat, hand voice that
contrasted, even to Fuchsia in her agony, with her own passionate outcry said: "Today I saw a great pavement among
the clouds made of grey stones, bigger than a meadow. No one goes there. Only a
heron. "Today I saw a tree growing out of a
high wall, and people walking on it fan above the ground. Today I saw a poet
look out of a narrow window. But the stone field that is lost in the clouds is
what you'd like best. Nobody goes there. It's a good place to play games and
to" (he took the plunge cunningly) "-- and to _dream_ of
things." Without stopping, for he felt that it would be hazardous to stop: "I saw today," he said, "a
horse swimming in the top of a tower: I saw a million towers today. I saw
clouds last night. I was cold. I was colder than ice. I have had no food. I
have had no sleep." He curled his lip in an effort at a smile. "And
then you pour green filth on me," he said. "And now I'm here where you hate me
being. I'm here because there was nowhere else to go. I have seen so much. I
have been out all night. I have escaped" (he whispered the word dramatically)
"and, best of all, I found the field in the clouds, the field of
stones." He stopped for breath and lowered his hand
from its posturing and peered at Fuclisia. She was leaning against the table, her
hands gripping its sides. It may have been the dankness that deceived him, but
to his immense satisfaction he imagined she was staring through him. Realizing that if this were so, and his
words were beginning to work upon her imagination, he must proceed without a
pause sweeping her thoughts along, allowing her only to think of what he was
saying. He was clever enough to know what would appeal to her. Her crimson
dress was enough for him to go on. She was romantic. She was a simpleton; a
dreaming girl of fifteen years. "Lady Fuchsia," he said, and
clenched his hand at his forehead, "I come for sanctuary. I am a rebel. I
am at your service as a dreamer and a man of action. I have climbed for hours,
and am hungry and thirsty. I stood on the field of stones and longed to fly
into the clouds, but I could only feel the pain in my feet." "Go away," said Fuchsia in a
distant voice. "Go away from me." But Steerpike was not to be
stopped, for he noticed that her violence had died and he was tenacious as a
ferret. "Where can I go to?" he said.
"I would go this instant if I knew where to escape to. I have already been
lost for hours in long corridors. Give me first some water so that I can wash
this horrible slime from my face, and give me a little time to rest and then I
will go, fan away, and I will never come again, but will live alone in the
stone sky-field where the herons build." Fuchsia's voice was so vague and distant
that it appeared to Steerpike that she had not been listening, but she said
slowly: "Where is it? Who are you?" Steerpike answered immediately. "My name is Steerpike," he said,
leaning back against the window in the darkness, "but I cannot tell you
now where the field of stones lies all cold in the clouds. No, I couldn't tell
you that -- not yet." "Who are you?" said Fuchsia again.
"Who are you in my room?" "I have told you," he said.
"I am Steerpike. I have climbed to your lovely room. I like your pictures
on the walls and your book and your horrible root." "My root is beautiful.
Beautiful!" shouted Fuchsia. "Do not talk about my things. I hate you
for talking about my things. Don't look at them." She ran to the twisted
and candle-lit root of smooth wood in the wavering darkness and stood between
it and the window where he was. Steerpike took out his little pipe from
his pocket and sucked the stem. She was a strange fish, he thought, and needed
carefully selected bait. "How did you get to my room?"
said Fuchsia huskily. "I climbed," said Steerpike.
"I climbed up the ivy to your room. I have been climbing all day." "Go away from the window," said
Fuchsia. "Go away to the door." Steerpike, surprised, obeyed her. But his
hands were in his pockets. He felt more sure of his ground. Fuchsia moved gauchely to the window
taking up the candle as she passed the table, and peering over the sill, held
the shaking flame above the abyss. The drop, which she remembered so well by
daylight, looked even more terrifying now. She turned towards the room. "You
must be a good climber," she said sullenly but with a touch of admiration in
her voice which Steerpike did not fail to detect. "I am," said Steerpike.
"But I can't bear my face like this any longer. Let me have some water.
Let me wash my face, your Ladyship; and then if I can't stay here, tell me
where I can go and sleep. I haven't had a cat's nap. I am tired; but the stone
field haunts me. I must go there again after I've rested." There was a silence. "You've got kitchen clothes on,"
said Fuchsia flatly. "Yes," said Steerpike. "But
I'm going to change them. It's the kitchen I escaped from. I detested it. I
want to be free. I shall never go back." "Are you an _adventurer_?" said
Fuchsia, who, although she did not think he looked like one, had been more than
impressed by his climb and by the flow of his words. "I am," said Steerpike.
"That's just what I am. But at the moment I want some water and
soap." There was no waten in the attic, but the
idea of taking him down to her bedroom where he could wash and then go away for
food, rankled in her, for he would pass through her other attic rooms. Then she
realized that he had, in any event, to leave her sanctum and, saving for a
return climb down the ivy the only path lay through the attics and down the
spiral staircase to her bedroom. Added to this was the thought that if she took
him down now he would see very little of her rooms in the dankness, whereas
tomorrow her attic would be exposed. "Lady Fuchsia," said Steerpike,
"what work is there that I can do? Will you introduce me to someone who
can employ me? I am not a kitchen lackey, my Ladyship, I am a man of purpose.
Hide me tonight, Lady Fuchsia, and let me meet someone tomorrow who may employ
me. All I want is one interview. My brains will do the rest." Fuchsia stared at him, open mouthed. Then
she thrust her full lower lip forward and said: "What's the awful smell?" "It's the filthy dregs you drowned me
in," said Steerpike. "It's my face you're smelling." "Oh," said Fuchsia. She took up
the candle again. "You'd better follow." Steerpike did so, out of the door, along
the balcony, and then down the ladder. Fuchsia did not think of helping him in
the ill-lit darkness, though she heard him stumble. Steerpike kept as close to
her as he could and the little patch of faint candlelight on the floor which
preceded her, but as she threaded her way dexterously between the oddments that
lay banked up in the first attic, he was more than once struck across the face,
by a hanging rope of spiked seashells, by the giraffe's leg which Fuchsia
ducked beneath, and once he was brought to a gasping halt by the brass hilt of
a sword. When he had reached the head of the spiral
staircase Fuchsia was already halfway down and he wound after her, cursing. After a long time he felt the close air of
the staircase lighten about him and a few moments later he had come to the last
of the descending circles and had stepped down into a bedroom. Fuchsia lit a
lamp on the wall. The blinds were not drawn and the black night filled up the
triangles of her window. She was pouring from a jug the water which
Steerpike so urgently needed. The smell was beginning to affect him, for as he
had stepped down into the room he had retched incontinently, with his thin,
bony hands at his stomach. At the gungling sound of the water as it
slopped into the bowl on Fuchsia's washstand he drew a deep breath through his
teeth. Fuchsia, hearing his foot descend upon the boards of her room, turned,
jug in hand, and as she did so she overflooded the bowl with a rush of water
which in the lamplight made bright pools on the dark ground. "Water,"
she said, "if you want it." Steerpike advanced rapidly to the basin
and plucked off his coat and vest, and stood beside Fuchsia in the darkness
very thin, very bunched at the shoulders, and with an extraordinary perkiness
in the poise of his body. "What about soap?" said
Steerpike, lowering his arms into the basin. The water was cold, and he
shivered. His shoulder blades stood out sharply from his back as he bent over
and shrugged his shoulders together. "I can't get this muck off without
soap and a scrubbing-brush, your Ladyship." "There's some things in that
drawer," said Fuchsia slowly. "Hurry up and finish, and then go away.
You're not in your own room. You're in my room where no one's allowed to come,
only my old nurse. So hurry up and go away." "I will," said Steerpike,
opening the drawer and rummaging among the contents until he had found a piece
of soap. "But don't forget you promised to introduce me to someone who
might employ me." "I didn't," said Fuchsia.
"How do you dare to tell such lies to me? How do you dare!" Then came Steerpike's stroke of genius. He
saw that there was no object in pressing his falsehood any further and, making
a bold move into the unknown he leapt with great agility away from the basin,
his face now thick in lather. Wiping away the white froth from his lips, he
channelled a huge dank mouth with his forefinger and posturing in the attitude
of a clown listening he remained immobile for seven long seconds with his hand
to his ear. Where the idea had come from he did not know, but he had felt since
he first met Fuchsia that if anything were to win her favour it was something
tinged with the theatre, the bizarre, and yet something quite simple and
guileless, and it was this that Steerpike found difficult. Fuchsia stared hard.
She forgot to hate him. She did not see him. She saw a clown, a living limb of
nonsense. She saw something she loved as she loved her root, her giraffe leg,
her crimson dress. "Good!" she shouted, clenching
her hands. "Good! good! good! good!" All at once she was on her bed,
landing upon both her knees at once. Her hands clasped the footrail. A snake writhed suddenly under the ribs of
Steerpike. He had succeeded. What he doubted fon the moment was whether he
could live up to the standard he had set himself. He saw, out of the corner of his eye,
which like the rest of his face was practically smothered in soap-suds, the dim
shape of Lady Fuchsia looming a little above him on the bed. It was up to him.
He didn't know much about clowns, but he knew that they did irrational things
very seriously, and it had occurred to him that Fuchsia would enjoy them.
Steerpike had an unusual gift. It was to understand a subject without
appreciating it. He was almost entirely cerebral in his approach. But this
could not easily be perceived; so shrewdly, so surely he seemed to enter into
the heart of whatever he wished, in his words or his deeds, to mimic. From the ludicrous listening posture he
straightened himself slowly, and with his toes turned outwards extravagantly he
ran a few steps towards a corner of Fuchsia's room, and then stopped to listen
again, his hand at his ear. Continuing his run he reached the corner and picked
up, after several efforts at getting his hand to reach as far down as the
floor, a piece of green cloth which he hobbled back with, his feet as before
turned out so far as to produce between them a continuous line. Fuchsia, in a transport, watched him, the
knuckles of her right hand in her mouth, as he began a thorough examination of
the bed rail immediately below her. Every now and then he would find something
very wrong with the iron surface of the rail and would rub it vigorously with
his rag, stand back from it for a longer view, with his head on one side, the
dark of the soapless mouth drooping at each corner in anguish, and then polish
the spot again, breathing upon it and rubbing it with an inhuman concentration
of purpose. All the time he was thinking, "What a fool I am, but it will
work." He could not sink himself. He was not the artist. He was the exact
imitation of one. All at once he removed with his forefinger
a plump sud of soap from the centre of his forehead, leaving a rough, dark
circle of skin where it had been, and tapped his frothy finger along the
footrail three times at equal intervals, leaving about a third of the soap
behind at each tap. Waddling up and down at the end of the bed, he examined
each of these blobs in turn and, as though trying to decide which was the most
imposing specimen, removed one after the other until, with only the centnal sud
remaining, he came to a halt before it, and then, kicking away one of his feet
in an extraordinarily nimble way, he landed himself flat on his face in a
posture of obedience. Fuchsia was too thrilled to speak. She
only stared, happy beyond happiness. Steerpike got to his feet and grinned at
her, the lamplight glinting upon his uneven teeth. He went at once to the basin
and renewed his ablutions more vigorously than ever. While Fuchsia knelt on her bed and
Steerpike rubbed his head and face with an ancient and grubby towel, there came
a knock upon the door and Nannie Slagg's voice piped out thinly: "Is my conscience there? Is my sweet
piece of trouble there? Are you there, my dear heart, then? Are you
there?" "No, Nannie, no, I'm not! Not _now_.
Go away and come back again soon, and I'll be here," shouted Fuchsia
thickly, scrambling to the door. And then with her mouth to the keyhole:
"What d'you want? What d'you want?" "Oh, my poor heart! what's the
matter, then? What's the matter, then? What is it, my conscience?" "Nothing, Nannie. Nothing. What d'you
want?" said Fuchsia, breathing hard. Nannie was used to Fuchsia's sudden and
strange changes of mood; so after a pause in which Fuchsia could hear her
sucking her wrinkled lower lip, the old nurse answered: "It's the Doctor, dear. He says he's
got a present for you, my baby. He wants you to go to his house, my only, and
I'm to take you." Fuchsia, hearing a "Tck! tck!"
behind her, turned and saw a very clean-looking Steerpike gesturing to her. He
nodded his head rapidly and jerked his thumb at the door, and then, with his
index and longest finger strutting along the washstand, indicated, as far as
she could read, that she should accept the offer to walk to the Doctor's with
Nannie Slagg. "All right!" shouted Fuchsia,
"but I'll come to _your_ room. Go there and wait." "Hurry, then, my love!" wailed
the thin, perplexed voice from the passage. "Don't keep him waiting." As Mrs. Slagg's feet receded, Fuchsia
shouted: "What's he giving me?" But the old nurse was beyond earshot. Steerpike was dusting his clothes as well
as he could. He had brushed his sparse hair and it looked like dank grass as it
lay flatly over his big forehead. "Can I come, too?" he said. Fuchsia turned her eyes to him quickly. "Why?" she said at last. "I have a reason," said
Steerpike. "You can't keep me here all night, anyway, can you?" This argument seemed good to Fuchsia and,
"Oh, yes, you can come, too," she said at once. "But what about
Nannie," she added slowly. "What about my nurse?" "Leave her to me," said
Steerpike. "Leave her to me." Fuchsia hated him suddenly and deeply for
saying this, but she made no answer. "Come on, then," she said.
"Don't stay in my room any more. What are you waiting for?" And
unbolting the door she led the way, Steerpike following her like a shadow to
Mrs. Slagg's bedroom. 25 AT THE
PRUNESQUALLORS Mrs. Slagg was so agitated at the sight of
an outlandish youth in the company of her Fuchsia that it was several minutes
before she had recovered sufficiently to listen to anything in the way of an
explanation. Her eyes would dart to and fro from Fuchsia to the features of the
intruder. She stood for so long a time, plucking nervously at her lower lip,
that Fuchsia realized it was useless to continue with her explanation and was
wondering what to do next when Steerpike's voice broke in. "Madam," he said, addressing
Mrs. Slagg, "my name is Steerpike, and I ask you to forgive my sudden
appearance at the door of your room." And he bowed very low indeed, his
eyes squinting up through his eyebrows as he did so. Mrs. Slagg took three uncertain steps
towards Fuchsia and clutched her arm. "What is he saying? What is he
saying? Oh, my poor heart, who is he, then? What has he done to you, my
only?" "He's coming, too," said
Fuchsia, by way of an answer. "Wants to see Dr. Prune as well. What's his
present? What's he giving me a present for? Come on. Let's go to his house. I'm
tired. Be quick, I want to go to bed." Mrs. Slagg suddenly became very active
when Fuchsia mentioned her tiredness and started for the door, holding the girl
by her forearm. "You"ll be into your bed in no time. I'll put you
there myself and tuck you in, and turn your lamp out for you as I always did,
my wickedness, and you can go to sleep until I wake you, my only, and can give
you breakfast by the fire; so don't you mind, my tired thing. Only a few
minutes with the Doctor -- only a few minutes." They passed through the door, Mrs. Slagg
peering suspiciously around Fuchsia's arm at the quick movements of the
high-shouldered boy. Without another word between them they
began to descend several flights of stains until they reached a hall where
armour hung coldly upon the walls and the corners were stacked with old weapons
that were as rich with rust as a hedge of winter beech. It was no place to
linger in, for a chill cut upwards from the stone floor and cold beads of
moisture stood like sweat upon the tarnished surface of iron and steel. Steerpike arched his nostrils at the dank
air and his eyes travelled swiftly oven the medley of corroding trophies, of
hanging panoplies, smouldering with rust; and the stack of small arms, and
noted a slim length of steel whose far end seemed to be embedded in some sort
of tube, but it was impossible to make it out clearly in the dim light. A
sword-stick leapt to his mind, and his acquisitive instincts were sharpened at
the thought. There was no time, however, for him to rummage among the heaps of
metal at the moment, for he was conscious of the old woman's eyes upon him, and
he followed her and Fuchsia out of the hall vowing to himself that at the first
opportunity he would visit the chill place again. The door by which they made their exit lay
opposite the flight that led down to the centre of the unhealthy hail. On
passing through it they found themselves at the beginning of an ill-lit
corridor, the walls of which were covered with small prints in faded colours. A
few of them were in frames, but of these only a small proportion had their
glass unbroken. Nannie and Fuchsia, being familiar with the corridor, had no
thought for its desolate condition nor for the mellowed prints that depicted in
elaborate but unimaginative detail the more obviously pictorial aspects of
Gormenghast. Steerpike rubbed his sleeve across one or two as he followed,
removing a quantity of dust, and glanced at them critically, for it was unlike
him to let any kind of information slip from him unawares. This corridor ended abruptly at a heavy
doorway, which Fuchsia opened with an effort, letting in upon the passage a
less oppressive darkness for it was late evening, and beyond the door a flock
of clouds were moving swiftly across a slate-coloured sky in which one star
rode alone. "Oh, my poor heart, how late it's
getting!" said Nannie, peering anxiously at the sky, and confiding her
thoughts to Fuchsia in such a surreptitious way that it might be supposed she
was anxious that the firmament should not overhear her. "How late it _is_
getting, my only, and I must be back with your Mother very soon. I must take
her something to drink, the poor huge thing. Oh, no, we mustn't be long!" Before them was a large courtyard and at
the opposite corner was a three-storied building attached to the main bulk of
the castle by a flying buttress. By day it stood out strangely from the
ubiquitous grey stone of Gormenghast, for it was built with a hard red
sandstone from a quarry that had never since been located. Fuchsia was very tired. The day had been
overcharged with happenings. Now, as the last of the daylight surrendered in
the west, she was still awake and beginning, not ending, another experience. Mrs. Slagg was clasping her arm, and as they
approached the main doorway, she stopped suddenly and, as was her usual habit
when flustered, brought her hand up to her mouth and pulled at her little lower
lip, her old watery eyes peering weakly at Fuchsia. She was about to say
something, when the sound of footsteps caused her and her two companions to
turn and to stare at a figure approaching in the darkness. A faint sound as of
something brittle being broken over and over again accompanied his progress
towards them. "Who is it?" said Mrs. Slagg.
"Who is it, my only? Oh, how dark it is!" "It's only Flay," said Fuchsia.
"Come on. I'm tired." But they were hailed from the gloom. "Who?" cried the hard, awkward
voice. Mr. Flay's idiom, if at times unintelligible, was anything but prolix. "What do you want, Mr. Flay?"
shouted Nannie, much to her own and to Fuchsia's surprise. "Slagg?" queried the hard voice
again. "Wanted," it added. "Who's wanted?" Nannie shrilled
back, for she felt that Mr. Flay was always too brusque with her. "Who's with you?" barked Flay,
who was now within a few yards. "Three just now." Fuchsia, who had long ago acquired the
knack of interpreting the ejaculations of her father's servant, turned her head
around at once and was both surprised and relieved to find that Steerpike had
disappeared. And yet, was there a tinge of disappointment as well? She put out
her arm and pressed the old nurse against her side. "Three just now," repeated Flay,
who had come up. Mrs. Slagg also noticed that the boy was
missing. "Where is he?" she queried. "Where's the ugly
youth?" Fuchsia shook her head glumly and then
turned suddenly on Flay, whose limbs seemed to straggle away into the night.
Her weariness made her irritable and now she vented her pent-up emotion upon
the dour servant. "Go away! go away!" she sobbed.
"Who wants you here, you stupid, spiky thing? Who wants you -- shouting
out 'Who's there?' and thinking yourself so important when you're only an old
thin thing? Go away to my father where you belong, but leave us alone."
And Fuchsia, bursting into a great exhausted cry, ran up to the emaciated Flay
and, throwing her arms about his waist, drenched his waistcoat in her tears. His hands hung at his sides, for it would
not have been right for him to touch the Lady Fuchsia however benevolent his
motive, for he was, after all, only a servant although a most important one. "Please go now," said Fuchsia at
last, backing away from him. "Ladyship," said the servant,
after scratching the back of his head, "Lordship wants her." He
jerked his head at the old nurse. "Me?" cried Nannie Slagg, who
had been sucking her teeth. "You," said Flay. "Oh, my poor heart! When? When does
he want me? Oh, my dear body! What can he want?" "Wants you tomorrow," replied
Flay and, turning about, began to walk away and was soon lost to sight, and a
short time afterwards even the sound of his knee joints was out of hearing. They did not wait any longer, but walked
as swiftly as they could to the main door of the house of sandstone, and Fuchsia
gave a heavy rap with a door knocker, rubbing with her sleeve at the moisture
in her eyes. As they waited they could hear the sound
of a violin. Fuchsia knocked at the door again, and a
few seconds later the music ceased and footsteps approached and stopped. A bolt
was drawn back, the door opened upon a strong light, and the Doctor waved them
in. Then he closed the door behind them, but not before a thin youth had
squeezed himself past the doorpost and into the hail where he stood between
Fuchsia and Mrs. Slagg. "Well! well! well! well!" said
the Doctor, flicking a hair from the sleeve of his coat, and flashing his
teeth. "So you have brought a friend with you, my dear little Ladyship, so
you have brought a friend with you -- or" (and he raised his eyebrows)
"haven't you?" For the second time Mrs. Slagg and Fuchsia
turned about to discover the object of the Doctor's inquiry, and found that
Steerpike was immediately behind them. He bowed, and with his eye on the Doctor,
"At your service," he said. "Ha, ha, ha! but I don't want anyone
at my service," said Dr. Prunesquallor, folding his long white hands
around each other as though they were silk scarves. "I'd rather have
somebody 'in' my service perhaps. But not _at_ it. Oh, no. I wouldn't have any
service left if every young gentleman who arrived through my door was suddenly
_at_ it. It would soon be in shreds. Ha, ha, ha! absolutely in shreds." "He's come," said Fuchsia in her
slow voice, "because he wants to work because he's clever, so I brought
him." "Indeed," said Prunesquallor.
"I have always been fascinated by those who want to work, ha, ha. Most
absorbing to observe them. Ha, ha, ha! most absorbing and uncanny. Walk along,
dear ladies, walk along. My very dear Mrs. Slagg, you look a hundred years
younger every day. This way, this way. Mind the corner of that chair, my very
dear Mrs. Slagg, and oh! my dear woman, you must look where you're going, by
all that's circumspect, you really must. Now, just allow me to open this door
and then we can make ourselves comfortable. Ha, ha, ha! that's right, Fuchsia,
my dear, prop her up! prop her up!" So saying, and shepherding them in front
of him and at the same time rolling his magnified eyes all over Steerpike's
extraordinary costume, the Doctor at last arrived within his own room and
closed the door behind himself sharply with a click. Mrs. Slagg was ushered
into a chair with soft wine-coloured upholstery, where she looked particularly
minute, and Fuchsia into another of the same pattern. Steerpike was waved to a
high-backed piece of oak, and the Doctor himself set about bringing bottles and
glasses from a cupboard let into the wall. "What is it to be? What is it to be?
Fuchsia, my dear child! what do you fancy?" "I don't want anything, thank you,"
said Fuchsia. "I feel like going to sleep, Dr. Prune." "Aha! aha! A little stimulant,
perhaps. Something to sharpen your faculties, my dear. Something to tide you
over until -- ha, ha, ha! you are snug within your little bed. What do you
think? what do you think?" "I don't know," said Fuchsia. "Aha! but _I_ do. _I_ do," said
the Doctor, and whinnied like a horse; then, pulling back his sleeves so that
his wrists were bare, he advanced like some sort of fastidious bird towards the
door, where he pulled a cord in the wall. Lowering his sleeves again neatly
over his cuffs, he waited, on tip-toe, until he heard a sound without, at which
he flung open the door, uncovering, as it were, a swarthy-skinned creature in
white livery whose hand was raised as though to knock upon the panels. Before
the Doctor had said a word Nannie leaned forward in her chair. Her legs, unable
to reach the floor, were dangling helplessly. "It's elderberry wine that you love
best, isn't it?" she queried in a nervous, penetrating whisper to Fuchsia.
"Tell the Doctor that. Tell him that, at once. You don't want any
stimulant, do you?" The Doctor tilted his head slightly at the
sound but did not turn, merely raising his forefinger in front of the servant's
eyes and wagging it, and his thin, rasping voice gave an order, for a powder to
be mixed and for a bottle of elderberry wine to be procured. He closed the
door, and, dancing up to Fuchsia, "Relax, my dear, relax," he
said. "Let your limbs wander wherever they like, ha, ha, ha, as long as
they do not stray _too_ far, ha, ha, ha! as long as they don't stray _too_ far.
Think of each of them in turn until they're all as limp as jellyfish, and
you"ll be ready to run to the Twisted Woods and back before you know where
you are." He smiled and his teeth flashed. His mop
of grey hair glistened like twine in the strong lamplight. "And what for
you, Mrs. Slagg? What for Fuchsia's Nannie? A little port?" Mrs. Slagg ran her tongue between her
wrinkled lips and nodded as her fingers went to her mouth on which a silly
little smile hovered. She watched the Doctor's every movement as he filled up
the wineglass and brought it over to her. She bowed in an old-fashioned way from her
hips as she took the glass, her legs pointing out stiffly in front of her for
she had edged herself further back in the chair and might as well have been
sitting on a bed. Then all at once the Doctor was back at
Fuchsia's chair, and bending over her. His hands, wrapped about each other in a
characteristic manner, were knotted beneath his chin. "I've got something for you, my dear;
did your nurse tell you?" His eyes rolled to the side of his glasses
giving him an expression of fantastic roguery which on his face would have
been, for one who had never met him, to say the least, unsettling. Fuchsia bent forward, her hands on the red
bolster-like arms of the chair. "Yes, Dr. Prune. What is it, thank
you, what is it?" "Aha! ha, ha, ha, ha! Aha, ha, ha! It
is something for you to wear, ha, ha! If you like it and if it's not too heavy.
I don't want to fracture your cervical vertebrae, my little lady. Oh no, by all
that's most healthy I wouldn't care to do that; but I'll trust you to be
careful. You will, won't you? Ha, ha." "Yes, yes, I will," said
Fuchsia. He bent even closer to Fuchsia. "Your
baby brother has hurt you. _I_ know, ha, ha. _I_ know," the Doctor
whispered, and the sound edged between his rows of big teeth, very faintly, but
not so faintly as to escape Steerpike's hearing. "I have a stone for your
bosom, my dear child, for I saw the diamonds within your tearducts when you ran
from your mother's door. These, if they come again, must be balanced by a
heavier if less brilliant stone, lying upon your bosom." Prunesquallor's eyes remained quite still for
a moment. His hands were still clasped at his chin. Fuchsia stared. "Thank you, Dr.
Prune," she said at last. The physician relaxed and straightened
himself. "Ha, ha, ha! Ha, ha, ha!" he trilled, and then bent forward
to whisper again. "So I have decided to give you a stone from another
land." He put his hand into his pocket, but kept
it there as he glanced over his shoulder. "Who is your friend of the fiery
eyes, my Fuchsia? Do you know him well?" Fuchsia shook her head and stuck her lower
lip out as though with instinctive distaste. The Doctor winked at her, his magnified
right eye closing enormously. "A little later, perhaps," said
Prunesquallor, opening his eyelid again like some sort of sea creature,
"when the night is a little further advanced, a little longer in the
molar, ha, ha, ha!" He straightened himself. "When the world has
swung through space a further hundred miles or so, ha, ha! then -- ah, yes. . .
then --" and for the second time he looked knowing and winked. Then he
swung round upon his heel. "And now," he said, "what
will _you_ have? And what, in the name of hosiery, are you wearing?" Steerpike got to his feet. "I am
wearing what I am forced to wear until clothes can be found which are more
appropriate," he said. "These rags, although an official uniform, are
as absurd upon me as they are insulting. Sir," he continued, "you
asked me what I would take. Brandy, I thank you, sir, Brandy." Mrs. Slagg,
staring her poor old eyes practically out of their hot sockets, peered at the
Doctor as the speech ended, to hear what he could possibly say after so many
words. Fuchsia had not been listening. Something to wear, he had said.
Something to lie heavily on her bosom. A stone. Tired as she was she was all
excitement to know what it could be. Dr. Prunesquallor had always been kind to
her, if rather above her, but he had never given her a present before. What
colour would the heavy stone be? What would it be? What would it be? The Doctor was for a moment nonplussed at
the youth's self-assurance, but he did not show it. He simply smiled like a
crocodile. "Am I mistaken, dear boy, or is that a kitchen jacket you're
wearing?" "Not only is this a kitchen jacket,
but these are kitchen trousers and kitchen socks and kitchen shoes and everything
is kitchen about me, sir, except myself, if you don't mind me saying so,
Doctor." "And what," said Prunesqualior,
placing the tips of his fingers together, "are you? Beneath your foetid
jacket, which I must say looks amazingly unhygienic even for Swelter's kitchen.
What _are_ you? Are you a problem case, my dear boy, or are you a clear-cut
young gentleman with no ideas at all, ha, ha, ha?" "With your permission, Doctor, I am
neither. I have plenty of ideas, though at the moment plenty of problems,
too." "Is that so?" said the Doctor.
"Is that so? How very unique! Have your brandy first, and perhaps some of
them will fade gently away upon the fumes of that very excellent narcotic. Ha,
ha, ha! Fade gently and imperceptibly away . . ." And he fluttered his
long fingers in the air. At this moment a knock upon the door
panels caused the Doctor to cry out in his extraordinary falsetto: "Make entry! Come along, come along,
my dear fellow! Make entry! What in the name of all that's rapid are you waiting
for?" The door opened and the servant entered,
balancing a tray upon which stood a bottle of elderberry wine and a small white
cardboard box. He deposited the bottle and the box upon the table and retired.
There was something sullen about his manner. The bottle had been placed upon
the table with perhaps too casual a movement. The door had clicked behind him
with rather too sharp a report. Steerpike noticed this, and when he saw the
Doctor's gaze return to his face, he raised his eyebrows quizzically and
shrugged his shoulders the merest fraction. Prunesquallor brought a brandy bottle to
the table in the centre of the room, but first poured out a glass of elderberry
wine which he gave to Fuchsia with a bow. "Drink, my Fuchsia dear," he said. "Drink to all those things that
you love best. _I_ know. _I_ know," he added with his hands folded at his
chin again. "Drink to everything that's bright and glossy. Drink to the
Coloured Things." Fuchsia nodded her head unsmilingly at the
toast and took a gulp. She looked up at the Doctor very seriously. "It's
nice," she said. "I like elderberry wine. Do you like your drink,
Nannie?" Mrs. Slagg very nearly spilt her port over
the arm of the chair when she heard herself addressed. She nodded her head
violently. "And now for the brandy," said
the Doctor. "The brandy for Master . . . Master . . ." "Steerpike," said the youth.
"My name is Steerpike, sir." "Steerpike of the Many
Problems," said the Doctor. "What did you say they were? My memory is
so very untrustworthy. It's as fickle as a fox. Ask me to name the third
lateral bloodvessel from the extremity of my index finger that runs east to
west when I lie on my face at sundown, or the percentage of chalk to be found
in the knuckles of an average spinster in her fifty-seventh year, ha, ha, ha!
-- or even ask me, my dear boy, to give details of the pulse rate of frogs two
minutes before they die of scabies -- these things are no tax upon my memory,
ha, ha, ha! but ask me to remember exactly what you said your problems were, a
minute ago, and you will find that my memory has forsaken me utterly. Now why
is that, my dear Master Steerpike, why is that?" "Because I never mentioned
them," said Steerpike. "That accounts for it," said
Prunesquallor. "That, no doubt, accounts for it." "I think so, sir," said
Steerpike. "But you _have_ problems," said
the Doctor. Steerpike took the glass of brandy which
the Doctor had poured out. "My problems are varied," he
said. "The most immediate is to impress you with my potentialities. To be
able to make such an unorthodox remark is in itself a sign of some originality.
I am not indispensable to you at the moment, sir, because you have never made
use of my services; but after a week's employment under your roof, sir, I could
become so. I would be invaluable. I am purposely precipitous in my remarks.
Either you reject me here and now or you have already at the back of your mind
a desire to know me further. I am seventeen, sir. Do I sound like seventeen? Do
I act like seventeen? I am clever enough to know I am clever. You will forgive
my undiplomatic approach, sir, because you are a gentleman of imagination. That
then, sir, is my immediate problem. To impress you with my talent, which would
be put to your service in any and every form." Steerpike raised his glass.
"To you, sir, if you will allow my presumption." The Doctor all this while had had his
glass of cognac raised, but it had remained motionless an inch from his lips,
until now, as Steerpike ended and took a sip at his brandy, he sat down
suddenly in a chair beside the table and set down his own glass untasted. "Well, well, well, well," he
said at last. "Well, well, well, well, well! By all that's intriguing this
is really the quintessential. What maladdress, by all that's impudent! What an
enormity of surface! What a very rare frenzy indeed!" And he began to
whinny, gently at first, but after a little while his high-pitched laughter
increased in volume and in tempo, and within a few minutes he was helpless with
the shrill gale of his own merriment. How so great a quantity of breath and
noise managed to come from lungs that must have been, in that tube of a chest,
wedged uncomfortably close together, it is difficult to imagine. Keeping, even
at the height of his paroxysms, an extraordinary theatrical elegance, he rocked
to and fro in his chair, helpless for the best part of nine minutes after which
with difficulty he drew breath thinly through his teeth with a noise like the
whistling of steam; and eventually, still shaking a little, he was able to
focus his eyes upon the source of his enjoyment. "Well, Prodigy, my dear boy! you have
done me a lot of good. My lungs have needed something like that for a long
time." "I have done something for you
already, then," said Steerpike with the clever imitation of a smile on his
face. During the major part of the Doctor's helplessness he had been taking
stock of the room and had poured himself out another glass of brandy. He had
noted the _objets d"art_, the expensive carpets and mirrors, and the
bookcase of calf-bound volumes. He had poured out some more port for Mrs. Slagg
and had ventured to wink at Fuchsia, who had stared emptily back, and he had
turned the wink into an affection of his eye. He had examined the labels on the bottles
and their year of vintage. He had noticed that the table was of walnut and that
the ring upon the Doctor's right hand was in the form of a silver serpent
holding between his gaping jaw a nugget of red gold. At first the Doctor's
laughter had caused him a shock, and a certain mortification, but he was soon
his cold, calculating self, with his ordered mind like a bureau with tabulated
shelves and pigeon-holes of reference, and he knew that at all costs he must be
pleasant. He had taken a risky turning in playing such a boastful card, and at
the moment it could not be proved either a failure or a success; but this he
did know, that to be able to take risks was the keynote of the successful man. Prunesquallor, when his strength and
muscular control were restored sufficiently, sipped at his cognac in what
seemed a delicate manner, but Steerpike was surprised to see that he had soon
emptied the glass. This seemed to do the Doctor a lot of
good. He stared at the youth. "You _do_ interest me, I must admit
that much, Master Steerpike," he said. "Oh yes, I'll go that far, ha,
ha, ha! You interest me, or rather you tantalize me in a pleasant sort of way.
But whether I want to have you hanging around my house is, as you with your
enormous brain will readily admit, quite a different kettle of fish." "I don't hang about, sir. It is one
of those things I never do." Fuchsia's voice came slowly across the
room. "You hung about in my room," she
said. And then, bending forward, she looked up at the Doctor with an almost
imploring expression. "He _climbed_ there," she said. "He's
clever." Then she leaned back in her chair. "I am tired; and he saw
my own room that nobody ever saw before he saw it, and it is worrying me. Oh,
Dr. Prune." There was a pause. "He climbed there," she said
again. "I had to go somewhere," said
Steerpike. "I didn't know it was your room. How could I have known? I am
sorry, your Ladyship." She did not answer. Prunesquallor had looked from one to the
other. "Aha! aha! Take a little of this
powder, Fuchsia dear," he said, bringing across to her the white cardboard
box. He removed the lid and tilted a little into her glass which he filled
again with elderberry wine. "You won't taste anything at all, my dear
girl; just sip it up and you will feel as strong as a mountain tiger, ha, ha!
Mrs. Slagg, you will take this box away with you. Four times a day, with
whatever the dear child happens to be drinking. It is tasteless. It is
harmless, and it is extremely efficacious. Do not forget, my good woman, will
you? She needs something and this is the very something she needs, ha, ha, ha!
this is the very something!" Nannie received the box on which was
written "_Fuchsia. One teaspoonful to be taken 4 times a day._" "Master Steerpike," said the
Doctor, "is that the reason you wanted to see me, to beard me in my den,
and to melt my heart like tallow upon my own hearth-rug?" He tilted his
head at the youth. "That is so, sir," said
Steerpike. "With Lady Fuchsia's permission I accompanied her. I said to
her: 'Just let me see the Doctor, and put my case to him, and I am confident he
will be impressed'." There was a pause. Then in a confidential
voice Steerpike added: "In my less ambitious moments it is as a research
scientist that I see myself, sir, and in my still less ambitious, as a
dispenser." "What knowledge of chemicals have
you, if I may venture to remark?" said the Doctor. "Under your initial guidance my
powers would develop as rapidly as you could wish," said Steerpike. "You are a clever little
monster," said the Doctor, tossing off another cognac and placing the
glass upon the table with a click. "A diabolically clever little
monster." "That is what I hoped you would
realize, Doctor," said Steerpike. "But haven't all ambitious people
something of the monstrous about them? You, sir, for instance, if you will
forgive me, are a little bit monstrous." "But, my poor youth," said
Prunesquallor, beginning to pace the room, "there is not the minutest
molecule of ambition in my anatomy, monstrous though it may appear to you, ha,
ha, ha!" His laughter had not the spontaneous,
uncontrollable quality that it usually possessed. "But, sir," said Steerpike,
"there has been." "And why do you think so?" "Because of this room. Because of the
exquisite furnishings you possess; because of your calf-bound books; your
glassware; your violin. You could not have collected together such things
without ambition." "That is not ambition, my poor
confused boy," said the Doctor: "it is a union between those
erstwhile incompatibles, ha, ha, ha! -- taste and a hereditary income." "Is not taste a cultivated
luxury?" said Steerpike. "But yes," said the Doctor.
"But yes. One has the potentialities for taste; on finding this out about
oneself, ha, ha! -- after a little selfprobing, it is a cultivated thing, as
you remark." "Which needs assiduous concentration
and diligence, no doubt," said the youth. "But yes; but yes," answered the
Doctor smiling, with a note in his voice that suggested it was only common
politeness in him to keep amused. "Surely such diligence is the same
thing as ambitiousness. Ambitiousness to perfect your taste. That is what I
mean by 'ambition', Doctor, I believe you have it. I do not mean ambition for
success, for 'success' is a meaningless word -- the successful, so I hear,
being very often, to themselves, failures of the first water." "You interest me," said
Prunesquallor. "I would like to speak to Lady Fuchsia alone. We haven't
been paying very much attention to her, I am afraid. We have deserted her. She
is alone in a desert of her own. Only watch her." Fuchsia's eyes were shut as she leaned
back in the chair, her knees curled up under her. "While I speak with her you will be
so very, very good as to leave the room. There's a chair in the hail, Master
Steerpike. Thank you, dear youth. It would be a handsome gesture." Steerpike disappeared at once, taking his
brandy with him. Prunesquallor looked at the old woman and
the girl. Mrs. Slagg, with her little mouth wide open, was fast asleep. Fuchsia
had opened her eyes at the sound of the door shutting behind Steerpike. The Doctor immediately beckoned her to
approach. She came to him at once, her eyes wide. "I've waited so long, Dr.
Prune," she said. "Can I have my stone now?" "This very moment," said the
Doctor. "This very second. You will not know very much about the nature of
this stone, but you will treasure it more than anyone I could possibly think
of. Fuchsia dear, you were so distraught as you ran like a wild pony away from
your father and me; so distraught with your black mane and your big hungry eyes
-- that I said to myself: 'It's for Fuchsia', although ponies don't usually
care much about such things, ha, ha, ha! But you will, won't you?" The Doctor took from his pocket a small
pouch of softest leather. "Take it out yourself," he said.
"Draw it out with this slender chain." Fuchsia took the pouch from the Doctor's
hand and from it drew forth into the lamplight a ruby like a lump of anger. It burned in her palm. She did not know what to do. She did not
wonder what she ought to say. There was nothing at all to say. Dr.
Prunesquallor knew something of what she felt. At last, clutching the solid
fire between her fingers, she shook Nannie Slagg, who screamed a little as she
awoke. Fuchsia got to her feet and dragged her to the door. A moment before the
Doctor opened it for them, Fuchsia turned her face up to his and parted her
lips in a smile of such dark, sweet loveliness, so subtly blended with her
brooding strangeness, that the Doctor's hand clenched the handle of the door.
He had never seen her look like this before. He had always thought of her as an
ugly girl of whom he was strangely fond. But now, what was it he had seen? She
was no longer a small girl for all her slowness of speech and almost irritating
simplicity. In the hall they passed the figure of
Steerpike sitting comfortably on the floor beneath a large carved clock. They
did not speak, and when they parted with the Doctor Nannie said: "Thank
you" in a sleepy voice and bowed slightly, one of her hands in
Fuchsia"s. Fuchsia's fingers clenched the blood-red stone and the Doctor
only said: "Goodbye, and take care, my dears, take care. Happy dreams.
Happy dreams," before he closed the door. 26 A GIFT
OF THE GAB As he returned through the hall his mind
was so engrossed with his new vision of Fuchsia that he had forgotten Steerpike
and was startled at the sound of steps behind him. A moment or two earlier
Steerpike had himself been startled by footsteps descending the staircase
immediately above where he had been sitting in the shadowy, tiger stripes of
the bannisters. He moved swiftly up to the Doctor. "I
am afraid I am still here," he said, and then glanced over his shoulder
following the Doctor's eyes. Steerpike turned and saw, descending the last
three steps of the staircase, a lady whose similarity to Dr. Prunesquallor was
unmistakable, but whose whole deportment was more rigid. She, also, suffered
from faulty eyesight, but in her case the glasses were darkly tinted so that it
was impossible to tell at whom she was looking save by the general direction of
the head, which was no sure indication. The lady approached them. "Who is
this?" she said directing her face at Steerpike. "This," said her brother,
"is none other than Master Steerpike, who was brought to see me on account
of his talents. He is anxious for me to make use of his brain, ha, ha! -- not,
as you might suppose, as a floating specimen in one of my jam jars, ha, ha, ha!
but in its functional capacity as a vortex of dazzling thought." "Did he go upstairs just now?"
said Miss Irma Prunesquallor. "I said did he go upstairs just now?" The tall lady had the habit of speaking at
great speed and of repeating her questions irritably before there had been a
moment's pause in which they might be answered. Prunesquallor had in moments of
whimsy often amused himself by trying to wedge an answer to her less complex
queries between the initial question and its sharp echo. "Upstairs, my dear?" repeated
her brother. "I said 'upstairs', I think,"
said Irma Prunesquallor sharply. "I think I said 'upstairs'. Have you, or
he, or anyone been upstairs a quarter of an hour ago? Have you? Have you?" "Surely not! surely not!" said
the Doctor. "We have all been downstairs, I think. Don't you?" he
said, turning to Steerpike. "I do," said Steerpike. The
Doctor began to like the way the youth answered quietly and neatly. Irma Prunesquallor drew herself together. Her
long tightly fitting black dress gave peculiar emphasis to such major bone
formations as the iliac crest, and indeed the entire pelvis; the shoulder
blades, and in certain angles, as she stood in the lamplight, to the ribs
themselves. Her neck was long and the Prunesquallors' head sat upon it
surrounded by the same grey thatch-like hair as that adopted by her brother,
but in her case knotted in a low bun at the neck. "The servant is out. OUT," she
said. "It is his evening _out_. Isn't it? Isn't it?" She seemed to be addressing Steerpike, so
he answered: "I have no knowledge of the arrangements you have made,
madam. But he was in the Doctor's room a few minutes ago, so I expect it was he
whom you heard outside your door." "Who said I heard anything outside my
door?" said Irma Prunesquallor, a trifle less rapidly than usual.
"Who?" "Were you not within your room,
madam?" "What of it? what of it?" "I gathered from what you said that
you thought that there was someone walking about upstairs," answered
Steerpike obliquely; "and if, as you say, you were _inside_ your room,
then you must have heard the footsteps _outside_ your room. That is what I
attempted to make clear, madam." "You seem to know too much about it.
Don't you? don't you?" She bent forward and her opaque-looking glasses
stared flatly at Steerpike. "I know nothing, madam," said
Steerpike. "What, Irma dear, _is_ all this? What
in the name of all that's circuitous _is_ all this?" "I heard feet. That is all.
Feet," said his sister; and then, after a pause she added with renewed
emphasis: "Feet." "Irma, my dear sister," said
Prunesquallor, "I have two things to say. Firstly, why in the name of
discomfort are we hanging around in the hail and probably dying of a draught
that as far as I am concerned runs up my right trouser leg and sets my gluteous
maximus twitching; and secondly, what is wrong, when you boil the matter down
-- with feet? I have always found mine singularly useful, especially for
walking with. In fact, ha, ha, ha, one might almost imagine that they had been
designed for that very purpose." "As usual," said his sister,
"you are drunk with your own levity. You have a brain, Alfred. I have
never denied it. Never. But it is undermined by your insufferable levity. I
tell you that someone has been prowling about upstairs and you take no notice.
There has been no one to prowl. Do you not see the point?" "I heard something, too," said
Steerpike, breaking in. "I was sitting in the hall where the Doctor
suggested I should remain while he decided in what capacity he would employ me,
when I heard what sounded like footsteps upstairs. I crept to the top of the
stairs silently, but there was rio one there, so I returned." Steerpike, thinking the upstairs to be
empty, had in reality been making a rough survey of the first floor, until he
heard what must have been Irma moving to the door of her room, at which sound
he had slid down the bannisters. "You hear what he says," said
the lady, following her brother with a stiff irritation in every line of her
progress. "You hear what he says." "Very much so!" said the Doctor.
"Very much so, indeed. Most indigestible." Steerpike moved a chair up for Irma
Prunesquallor with such a show of consideration for her comfort and such
adroitness that she stared at him and her hard mouth relaxed at one corner. "Steerpike," she said, wrinkling
her black dress above her hips as she reclined a little into her chair. "I am at your service, madam,"
said Steerpike. "What may I do for you?" "What on earth are you wearing? What
are you wearing, boy?" "It is with great regret that at my
introduction to you I should be in clothes that so belie my fastidious nature,
madam," he said. "If you will advise me where I may procure the cloth
I will endeavour to have myself fitted tomorrow. Standing beside you, madam, in
your exquisite gown of darkness --" "'Gown of darkness' is good,"
interrupted Prunesquallor, raising his hand to his head, where he spread his
snow-white fingers across his brow. " 'Gown of darkness'. A phrase, ha,
ha! Definitely a phrase." "You have broken in, Alfred!"
said his sister. "Haven't you? haven't you? I will have a suit cut for you
tomorrow, Steerpike," she continued. "You will live here, I suppose?
Where are you sleeping? Is he sleeping here? Where do you live? Where does he
live, Alfred? What have you arranged? Nothing, I expect. Have you done
anything? Have you? have you?" "What sort of thing, Irma, my dear?
What sort of thing are you referring to? I have done all sorts of things. I
have removed a gallstone the size of a potato. I have played delicately upon my
violin while a rainbow shone through the dispensary window; I have plunged so
deeply into the poets of grief that save for my foresight in attaching
fishhooks to my clothes I might never again have been drawn earthwards, ha, ha!
from those excruciating depths!" Irma could tell exactly when her brother
would veer off into soliloquy and had developed the power to pay no attention
at all to what he said. The footsteps upstairs seemed forgotten. She watched
Steerpike as he poured her out a glass of port with a gallantry quite
remarkable in its technical perfection of movement and timing. "You wish to be employed. Is that it?
Is that it?" she said. "It is my ardent desire to be in your
service," he said. "Why? Tell me why," said Miss
Prunesquallor. "I endeavour to keep my mind in an
equipoise between the intuitive, and rational reasoning, madam," he said.
"But with you I cannot, for my intuitive desire to be of service
overshadows my reasons, though they are many. I can only say I feel a desire to
fulfil myself by finding employment under your roof. And so," he added,
turning up the corners of his mouth in a quizzical smile, "that is the
reason _why_ I cannot exactly say _why_." "Mixed up with this metaphysical
impulse, this fulfilment that you speak of so smoothly," said the Doctor,
"is no doubt a desire to snatch the first opportunity of getting away from
Swelter and the unpleasant duties which you have no doubt had to perform. Is
that not so?" "It is," said Steerpike. This forthright answer so pleased the
Doctor that he got up from his chair and, smiling toothily, poured himself yet
another glass. What pleased him especially was the mixture of cunning and honesty
which he did not yet perceive to be a still deeper strata of Steerpike's
cleverness. Prunesquallor and his sister both felt a
certain delight in making the acquaintance of a young gentleman with brains,
however twisted those brains might be. It was true that in Gormenghast there
were several cultivated persons, but they very seldom came in contact with them
these days. The Countess was no conversationalist. The Earl was usually too
depressed to be drawn upon subjects which had he so wished he could have
discussed at length and with a dreamy penetration. The twin sisters could never
have kept to the point of any conversation. There were many others apart from the
servants with whom Prunesquallor came into almost daily contact in the course
of his social or professional duties, but seeing them overmuch had dulled his
interest in their conversation and he was agreeably surprised to find that
Steerpike, although very young, had a talent for words and a ready mind. Miss
Prunesquallor saw less of people than her brother. She was pleased by the
reference to her dress and was flattered by the manner in which he saw to her
comforts. To be sure, he was rather a small creature. His clothes, of course,
she would see to. His eyes at first she found rather monkey-like in their
closeness and concentration, but as she got used to them she found there was
something exciting in the way they looked at her. It made her feel he realized
she was not only a lady, but a woman. Her own brain was sharp and quick, but
unlike her brother's it was superficial, and she instinctively recognized in
the youth a streak of cleverness akin to her own, although stronger. She had
passed the age when a husband might be looked for. Had any man ever gazed at
her in this light, the coincidence of his also having the courage to broach
such a subject would have been too much to credit. Irma Prunesqualior had never
met such a person, her admirers confining themselves to purely verbal approach. As it happened Miss Prunesquallor, before
her thoughts were interrupted by the sound of Steerpike's feet padding past her
bedroom door, had been in a state of dejection. Most people have periods of
retrospection in which their thoughts are centred upon the less attractive
elements in their past. Irma Prunesquallor was no exception, but today there
had been something wild about her dejection. After readjusting her glasses
irritably upon the bridge of her nose, she had wrung her hands before sitting
at her mirror. She ignored the fact that her neck was too long, that her mouth
was thin and hard, that her nose was far too sharp, and that her eyes were
quite hidden, and concentrated on the profusion of coarse grey hair which swept
back from her brow in one wave to where, low down on her neck, it gathered
itself into a great hard knot -- and on the quality of her skin, which was,
indeed, unblemished. These two things alone in her eyes made her an object
destined for admiration. And yet, what admiration had she received? Who was
there to admire her or to compliment her upon her soft and peerless skin and on
her sweep of hair? Steerpike's gallantry had for a moment
taken the chill off her heart. By now all three of them were seated. The
Doctor had drunk rather more than he would have ever prescribed to a patient.
His arms were moving freely whenever he spoke and he seemed to enjoy watching
his fingers as they emphasized, in dumb show, whatever he happened to be
talking about. Even his sister had felt the effect of
more than her usual quota of port. Whenever Steerpike spoke she nodded her head
sharply as though in total agreement. "Alfred," she said.
"Alfred, I'm speaking to you. Can you hear me? Can you? Can you?" "Very distinctly, Irma, my very dear,
dear sister. Your voice is ringing in my middle ear. In fact, it's ringing in
both of them. Right in the very middle of them both, or rather, in both their
very middles. What is it, flesh of my flesh?" "We shall dress him in pale
grey," she said. "Who, blood of my blood?" cried
Prunesquallor. "Who is to be apparisoned in the hue of doves?" "Who? How can you say 'Who?'! This
youth, Alfred, this youth. He is taking Pellet's place. I am discharging Pellet
tomorrow. He has always been too slow and clumsy. Don't you think so? Don't you
think so?" "I am far beyond thinking, bone of my
bone. Far, far beyond thinking. I hand over the reins to you, Irma. Mount and
begone. The world awaits you." Steerpike saw that the time was ripe. "I am confident I shall give
satisfaction, dear lady," he said. "My reward will be to see you,
perhaps, once more, perhaps twice more, if you will allow me, in this dark gown
that so becomes you. The slight stain which I noticed upon the hem I will
remove tomorrow, with your permission. Madam," he said, with that
startling simplicity with which he interlarded his remarks, "where can I
sleep?" Rising to her feet stiffly, but with more
self-conscious dignity than she had found it necessary to assume for some while
past, she motioned him to follow her with a singularly wooden gesture, and led
the way through the door. Somewhere in the vaults of her bosom a
tiny imprisoned bird had begun to sing. "Are you going forever and a
day?" shouted the Doctor from his chair in which he was spread out like a
length of rope. "Am Ito be marooned forever, ha, ha, ha! for evermore and
evermore?" "For tonight, yes," replied his
sister's voice. "Mister Steerpike will see you in the morning." The Doctor yawned with a final flash of
his teeth, and fell fast asleep. Miss Prunesquallor led Steerpike to the
door of a room on the second floor. Steerpike noticed that it was simple,
spacious and comfortable. "I will have you called in the
morning, after which I will instruct you in your duties. Do you hear me? Do you
hear me?" "With great pleasure, madam." Her passage to the door was more stilted
than ever, for she had not for a very long while made such an effort to walk
attractively. The black silk of her dress gleamed in the candlelight and
rustled at the knees. She turned her head at the door and Steerpike bowed,
keeping his head down until the door was closed and she had gone. Moving quickly to the window he opened it.
Across the courtyard the mountainous outline of Gormenghast Castle rose darkly
into the night. The cool air fanned his big protruding forehead. His face
remained like a mask, but deep down in his stomach he grinned. 27 WHILE
THE OLD NURSE DOZES For the time being Steerpike must be left
at the Prunesquallors, where in the somewhat elastic capacity of odd-job man,
medical assistant, lady's help and conversationalist, he managed to wedge
himself firmly into the structure of the household. His ingratiating manner
had, day by day, a more insidious effect, until he was looked upon as part of
the _mйnage_, being an alien only with the cook who, as an old retainer, felt
no love for an upstart and treated him with undisguised suspicion. The Doctor found him extremely quick to
learn and within a few weeks Steerpike was in control of all the dispensary
work. Indeed, the chemicals and drugs had a strong fascination for the youth
and he would often be found compiling mixtures of his own invention. Of the compromising and tragic
circumstances that were the outcome of all this, is not yet time to speak. Within the castle the time-honoured
rituals were performed daily. The excitement following upon the birth of Titus
had in some degree subsided. The Countess, against the warnings of her medical
adviser was, as she had declared she would be, up and about. She was, it is
true, very weak at first, but so violent was her irritation at not being able
to greet the dawn as was her habit, accompanied by a white tide of cats, that
she defied the lassitude of her body. She had heard the cats crying to her from
the lawn sixty feet below her room as she lay in bed those three mornings after
little Titus had been delivered, and lying there hugely in her candlelit room
she had yearned to be with them, and beads of sweat had stood out upon her skin
as in her agony she hankered for strength. Had not her birds been with her, the
frustration of her spirit must surely have done her more than the physical harm
of getting up. The constantly changing population of her feathered children
were the solace of those few days that seemed to her like months. The white rook was the most constant in
his re-appearances at the ivy-choked window, although up to the moment of her
confinement he had been the most fickle of visitors. In her deep voice she would hold converse
with him for an hour at a time, referring to him as "Master Chalk" or
her "wicked one". All her companions came. Sometimes the room was
alive with song. Sometimes, feeling the need to exercise their pinions in the
sky, a crowd of them would follow one another through the window of ivy, around
which in the shadowy air as they waited their turn to scramble through, a dozen
birds at a time would hover, fall and rise, rattling their many-coloured wings. Thus it might be that from time to time
she would be almost deserted. On one occasion only a stonechat and a bedraggled
owl were with her. Now she was strong enough to walk and
watch them circling in the sky or to sit in her arbour at the end of the long
lawn, and with the sunlight smouldering in the dark red hair and lying wanly
over the area of her face and neck, watch the multiform and snow-white
convolutions of her malkins. Mrs. Slagg had found herself becoming more
and more dependent upon Keda's help. She did not like to admit this to herself.
There was something so still about Keda which she could not understand. Every
now and again she made an effort to impress the girl with an authority which
she did not possess, keeping on the alert to try and find some fault in her.
This was so obvious and pathetic that it did not annoy the girl from the Mud
Dwellings. She knew that an hour or so afterwards when Mrs. Slagg felt that her
position was once again established, the old nurse would run up to her, nearly
in tears for some petty reason or other and bury her shaking head in Keda's side. Fond as Keda had become of Titus whom she
had suckled and cared for tenderly, she had begun to realize that she must
return to the Mud Dwellings. She had left them suddenly as a being who, feeling
that Providence has called him, leaves the old life suddenly for the new. But
now she realized that she had made a mistake and knew that she would be false
to remain any longer in the castle than was necessary for the child. Not so
much a mistake as a crime against her conscience, for it was with a very real
reason that she had accompanied Mrs. Slagg at such short notice. Day after day from the window in the small
room she had been given next to Mrs. Slagg's she gazed to where the high
surrounding wall of the castle grounds hid from her sight the Dwellings that
she had known since her infancy, and where during the last year her passions
had been so cruelly stirred. Her baby, whom she had buried so recently,
had been the son of an old carver of matchless reputation among the Dwellers.
The marriage had been forced upon her by the iron laws. Those sculptors who
were unanimously classed as pre-eminent were, after the fiftieth year, allowed
to choose a bride from among the damsels, and against their choice no shadow of
objection could be raised. This immemorial custom had left Keda no option but
to become the wife of this man, who, though a sour and uncouth old creature,
burned with a vitality that defied his years. From the morning until the light failed
him he would be with his carvings. He would peer at it from all angles, or
crouch grotesquely at some distance, his eyes narrowed in the sunlight. Then,
stealing up upon it, it would seem that he was preparing to strike like a beast
attacking its paralysed quarry; but on reaching the wooden form he would run his
great hand over the surfaces as a lover will fondle the breasts of his
mistress. Within three months from the time when he
and Keda had performed the marriage ceremony, standing alone upon the marriage
hill, to the south of the Twisted Woods, while an ancient voice called to them
through the half-lit distances, their hands joined, her feet upon his -- within
the three months that followed he had died. Suddenly letting the chisel and the
hammer fall to the ground, his hands had clutched at his heart, his lips had
drawn themselves away from his teeth, and he had crumpled up, his energy
passing out of him and leaving only the old dry sack of his body. Keda was
alone. She had not loved him but had admired him and the passion that consumed
him as an artist. Once more she was free save that, on the day that he died,
she felt within her the movement of another life than her own and now, nearly a
year later, her firstborn was lying near the father, lifeless, in the dry
earth. The dreadful and premature age that
descended so suddenly upon the faces of the Dwellers had not yet completely
fallen over her features. It was as though it was so close upon her that the
beauty of her face cried out against it, defying it, as a stag at bay turns
upon the hounds with a pride of stance and a shaking of antlers. A hectic beauty came upon the maidens of
the Mud buildings a month or so before the ravages to which they were
predestined attacked them. From infancy until this tragic interim of beauty
their loveliness was of a strange innocence, a crystal-like tranquillity that
held no prescience of the future. When in this clearness the dark seeds began
to root and smoke was mixed with the flame, then, as with Keda now, a thorny
splendour struck outward from their features. One warm afternoon, sitting in Mrs.
Slagg's room with Titus at her breast, she turned to the old nurse and said
quietly: "At the end of the month I shall return to my home. Titus is
strong and well and he will be able to do without me." Nannie, whose head had been nodding a
little, for she was always either dropping off for a nap or waking up from one,
opened her eyes when Keda's words had soaked into her brain. Then she sat up
very suddenly and in a frightened voice called out: "No! no! you mustn't go.
You mustn't! You mustn't! Oh, Keda, you know how old I am." And she ran
across the room to hold Keda's arm. Then for the sake of her dignity:
"I've told you not to call him Titus," she cried in a rush."
'Lord Titus' or 'his Lordship,' is what you _should_ say." And then, as
though with relief, she fell back upon her trouble. "Oh, you can't go! you
can't go!" "I must go," said Keda.
"There are reasons why I must go." "Why? why? why?" Nannie cried
out through the tears that were beginning to run jerkily down her foolish
wrinkled face. "Why must you go?" Then she stamped a tiny slippered
foot that made very little noise. "You must answer me! You must! Why are
you going away from me?" Then, clenching her hands -- "I'll tell the
Countess," she said, "I'll tell her." Keda took no notice at all, but lifted
Titus from one shoulder to another where his crying ceased. "He will be safe in your care,"
said Keda. "You must find another helper when he grows older for he will
be too much for you." "But they won't be like you,"
shrilled Nannie Slagg, as though she were abusing Keda for her suitability.
"They won't be like _you_. They"ll bully me. Some of them bully old
women when they are like me. Oh, my weak heart! my poor weak heart! what can I
do?" "Come," said Keda. "It is
not as difficult as that." "It _is_. It _is_!" cried Mrs.
Slagg, renewing her authority. "It's worse than that, much worse. Everyone
deserts me, because I'm old." "You must find someone you can trust.
I will try and help you," said Keda. "_Will_ you? _will_ you?" cried
Nannie, bringing her fingers up to her mouth and staring at Keda through the
red rims of her eyelids. "Oh, _will_ you? They make me do everything.
Fuchsia's mother leaves everything to me. She has hardly seen his little Lordship,
has she? Has she?" "No," said Keda. "Not once.
But he is happy." She lifted the infant away from her and
laid him between the blankets in his cot, where after a spell of whimpering he
sucked contentedly at his fist. Nannie Slagg suddenly gripped Keda's arm
again. "You haven't told me why; you haven't told me why," she said.
"I want to know why you're going away from me. You never tell me anything.
Never. I suppose I'm not worth telling. I suppose you think I don't matter. Why
don't you tell me things? Oh, my poor heart, I suppose I'm too old to be told
anything." "I will tell you why I have to
go," said Keda. "Sit down and listen." Nannie sat upon a low
chair and clasped her wrinkled hands together. "Tell me everything,"
she said. Why Keda broke the long silence that was
so much a part of her nature she could not afterwards imagine, feeling only
that in talking to one who would hardly understand her she was virtually
talking to herself. There had come to her a sense of relief in unburdening her heart. Keda sat upon Mrs. Slagg's bed near the
wall. She sat very upright and her hands lay in her lap. For a moment or two
she gazed out of the window at a cloud that had meandered lazily into view.
Then she turned to the old woman. "When I returned with you on that
first evening," said Keda quietly, "I was troubled. I was troubled
and I am still unhappy because of love. I feared my future; and my past was
sorrow, and in my present you had need of me and I had need of refuge, so I
came." She paused. "Two men from our Mud Dwellings loved
me. They loved me too much and too violently." Her eyes returned to Nannie
Slagg, but they hardly saw her, nor noticed that her withered lips were pursed
and her head tilted like a sparrow"s. She continued quietly: "My husband had died. He was a Bright
Carver, and died struggling. I would sit down in the long shadows by our
dwellings and watch a dryad's head from day to day finding its hidden outline.
To me it seemed he carved the child of leaves. He would not rest, but fight;
and stare -- and stare. Always he would stare, cutting the wood away to give
his dryad breath. One evening when I felt my unborn moving within me my
husband's heart stopped beating and his weapons fell. I ran to him and knelt
beside his body. His chisel lay in the dust. Above us his unfinished dryad
gazed over the Twisted Woods, an acorn between its teeth. "They buried him, my rough husband,
in the long sandy valley, the valley of graves where we are always buried. The
two dark men who loved and love me carried his body for me and they lowered it
into the sandy hollow that they had scooped. A hundred men were there and a
hundred women; for he had been the rarest of the carvers. The sand was heaped
upon him and there was only another dusty mound among the mounds of the Valley
and all was very silent. They held me in their eyes while he was buried -- the
two who love me. And I could not think of him whom we were mourning. I could
not think of death. Only of life. I could not think of stillness, only of
movement. I could not understand the burying, nor that life could cease to be.
It was all a dream. I was alive, _alive_, and two men watched me standing. They
stood beyond the grave, on the other side. I saw only their shadows for I dared
not lift up my eyes to show my gladness. But I knew that they were watching me
and I knew that I was young. They were strong men, their faces still unbroken
by the cruel bane we suffer. They were strong and young. While yet my husband
lived I had not seen them. Though one brought white flowers from the Twisted
Woods and one a dim stone from the Gormen Mountain, yet I saw nothing of them,
for I knew temptation. "That was long ago. All is changed.
My baby has been buried and my lovers are filled with hatred for one another.
When you came for me I was in torment. From day to day their jealousy had grown
until, to save the shedding of blood, I came to the castle. Oh, long ago with
you, that dreadful night." She stopped and moved a lock of hair back
from her forehead. She did not look at Mrs. Slagg, who blinked her eyes as Keda
paused and nodded her head wisely. "Where are they now? How many, many
times have I dreamed of them! How many, many times have I, into my pillow,
cried: 'Rantel!' whom I first saw gathering the Root, his coarse hair in his
eyes. cried 'Braigon!' who stood brooding in the grove. Yet not with all of me
am I in love. Too much of my own quietness is with me. I am not drowned with
them in Love's unkindness. I am unable to do aught but watch them, and fear
them and the hunger in their eyes. The rapture that possessed me by the grave
has passed. I am tired now, with a love I do not quite possess. Tired with the
hatreds I have woken. Tired that I am the cause and have no power. My beauty
will soon leave me, soon, soon, and peace will come. But ah! too soon." Keda raised her hand and wiped away the
slow tears from her cheeks. "I must have love," she whispered. Startled at her own outburst she stood up
beside the bed rigidly. Then her eyes turned to the nurse. Keda had been so
much alone in her reverie that it seemed natural to her to find that the old
woman was asleep. She moved to the window. The afternoon light lay over the
towers. In the straggling ivy beneath her a bird rustled. From far below a voice
cried faintly to some unseen figure and stillness settled again. She breathed
deeply, and leaned forward into the light. Her hands grasped the frame of the
window on her either side and her eyes from wandering across the towers were
drawn inexorably to that high encircling wall that hid from her the houses of
her people, her childhood, and the substance of her passion. 28 FLAY
BRINGS A MESSAGE Autumn returned to Gormenghast like a dark
spirit re-entering its stronghold. Its breath could be felt in forgotten
corridors, -- Gormenghast had itself _become_ autumn. Even the denizens of this
fastness were its shadows. The crumbling castle, looming among the
mists, exhaled the season, and every cold stone breathed it out. The tortured trees
by the dark lake burned and dripped, and their leaves snatched by the wind were
whirled in wild circles through the towers. The clouds mouldered as they lay
coiled, or shifted themselves uneasily upon the stone skyfield, sending up
wreaths that drifted through the turrets and swarmed up the hidden walls. From high in the Tower of Flints the owls
inviolate in their stone galleries cried inhumanly, or falling into the windy
darkness set sail on muffled courses for their hunting grounds. Fuchsia was less
and less to be found in the castle. As, with every day that passed, the weather
became increasingly menacing, so she seemed to protract the long walks that had
now become her chief pleasure. She had captured anew the excitement that had
once filled her when with Mrs. Slagg, several years before, she had insisted on
dragging her nurse on circuitous marches which had seemed to the old lady both
hazardous and unnecessary. But Fuchsia neither needed nor wanted a companion
now. Revisiting those wilder parts of the
environs that she had almost forgotten, she experienced both exaltation and
loneliness. This mixture of the sweet and bitter became necessary to her, as
her attic had been necessary. She watched with frowning eyes the colour
changing on the trees and loaded her pockets with long golden leaves and
fire-coloured ferns and, indeed, with every kind of object which she found
among the woods and rocky places. Her room became filled with stones of curious
shapes that had appealed to her, fungi resembling hands or plates: queer-shaped
flints and contorted branches; and Mrs. Slagg, knowing it would be fruitless to
reproach her, gazed each evening, with her fingers clutching her lower lip, at
Fuchsia emptying her pockets of fresh treasures and at the ever- growing hoard
that had begun to make the room a tortuous place to move about in. Among Fuchsia's hieroglyphics on the wall
great leaves had begun to take residence, pinned or pasted between her
drawings, and areas of the floor were piled with trophies. "Haven't you got enough, dear?"
said Nannie, as Fuchsia entered late one evening and deposited a moss-covered
boulder on her bed. Tiny fronds of fern emerged here and there from the moss,
and white flowers the size of gnats. Fuchsia had not heard Nannie's question,
so the little old creature advanced to the side of the bed. "You've got enough now, haven't you,
my caution? Oh, yes, yes, I think so. Quite enough for your room now, dear. How
dirty you are, my . . . Oh, my poor heart, how unappetizing you are." Fuchsia tossed back her dripping hair from
her eyes and neck, so that it hung in a heavy clump like black seaweed over the
collar of her cape. Then after undoing a button at her throat with a desperate
struggle, and letting the corded velvet fall to her feet, she pushed it under
her bed with her foot. Then she seemed to see Mrs. Slagg for the first time.
Bending forward she kissed her savagely on the forehead and the rain dripped
from her on to the nurse's clothes. "Oh, you dirty thoughtless thing! you
naughty nuisance. Oh, my poor heart, how could you?" said Mrs. Slagg,
suddenly losing her temper and stamping her foot. "All over my black
satin, you dirty thing. You nasty wet thing. Oh, my poor dress! Why can't you
stay in when the weather is muddy and blowy? You always were unkind to me!
Always, always." "That's not true," said Fuchsia,
clenching her hands. The poor old nurse began to cry. "Well, _is_ it, _is_ it?" said
Fuchsia. "I don't know. I don't know at
all," said Nannie. "Everyone's unkind to me; how should I know?" "Then I'm going away," said
Fuchsia. Nannie gulped and jerked her head up.
"Going away?" she cried in a querulous voice. "No, no! you
mustn't go away." And then with an inquisitive look struggling with the
fear in her eyes, "Where to?" she said. "Where could you go to,
dear?" "I'd go far away from here -- to
another kind of land," said Fuchsia, "where people who didn't know
that I was the Lady Fuchsia would be surprised when I told them that I _was_;
and they would treat me better and be more polite and do some homage sometimes.
But I wouldn't stop bringing home my leaves and shining pebbles and fugnesses
from the woods, whatever they thought." "You'd go away from me?" said
Nannie in such a melancholy voice that Fuchsia held her in her strong arms. "Don't cry," she said. "It
isn't any good." Nannie turned her eyes up again and this
time they were filled with the love she felt for her "child". But
even in the weakness of her compassion she felt that she should preserve her
station and repeated: "_Must_ you go into the dirty water, my own one, and
tear your clothes just like you've always done, caution dear? Aren't you big
enough to go out only on nice days?" "I like the autumn weather,"
said Fuchsia very slowly. "So that's why I go out to look at it." "Can't you see it from out of your
window, precious?" said Mrs. Slagg. "Then you would keep warm at the
same time, though what there is to stare at _I_ don't know; but there, I'm only
a silly old thing." "I know what I want to do, so don't
you think about it any more," said Fuchsia. "I'm finding things
out." "You're a wilful thing," said
Mrs. Slagg a little peevishly, "but I know much more than you think about
all sorts of things. I do; yes, I do; but I'll get you your tea at once. And
you can have it by the fire, and I will bring the little boy in because he
ought to be awake by now. Oh dear! there is so much to do. Oh, my weak heart, I
wonder how long I will last." Her eyes, following Fuchsia"s, turned
to the boulder around which a wet mark was spreading on the patchwork quilt. "You're the dirtiest terror in the
world," she said. "What's that stone for? What is it _for_, dear?
What's the _use_ of it? You never listen. Never. Nor grow any older like I told
you to. There's no one to help me now. Keda's gone, and I do everything."
Mrs. Slagg wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. "Change your wet
clothes or I won't bring you anything, and your dirty wet shoes at once!"
. . . Mrs. Slagg fumbled at the door-handle, opened the door and shuffled away
down the corridor, one hand clasped at her chest. Fuchsia removed her shoes without untying
the laces by treading on the heels and working her feet loose. Mrs. Slagg had
made up a glowing fire and Fuchsia, pulling off her dress, rubbed her wet hair
with it. Then, wrapping a warm blanket about her, she fell back into a low
armchair that had been drawn up to the fire and, sinking into its familiar
softness, gazed absently at the leaping flames with half-closed eyes. When Mrs. Slagg returned with a tray of
tea and toasted scones, currant bread, butter and eggs and a jar of honey, she
found Fuchsia asleep. Placing the tray on the hearth she tiptoed
to the door and disappeared, to return within the minute with Titus in her
arms. He was dressed in a white garment which accentuated what warmth of colour
there was in his face. At birth he had been practically bald, but now, though
it was only two months later, he was blessed with a mop of hair as dark as his
sister"s. Mrs. Slagg sat down with Titus in a chair
opposite Fuchsia and peered weakly at the girl, wondering whether to wake her
at once or whether to let her finish her sleep and then to make another pot of
tea. "But the scones will be cold, too," she said to herself. "Oh,
how tiresome she is." But her problem was solved by a loud single
knuckle-rap at the door, which caused her to start violently and clutch Titus
to her shoulder, and Fuchsia to wake from her doze. "Who is it?" cried Mrs. Slagg.
"Who is it?" "Flay," said the voice of Lord
Sepulchrave's servant. The door opened a few inches and a bony face looked in
from near the top of the door. "Well?" said Nannie, jerking her
head about. "Well? Well? What is it?" Fuchsia turned her head and her eyes moved
up the fissure between the door and the wall until they came at last to settle
on the cadaverous features. "Why don't you come inside?" she
said. "No invitation," said Flay
flatly. He came forward, his knees cracking at each step. His eyes shifted from
Fuchsia to Mrs. Slagg and from Mrs. Slagg to Titus, and then to the loaded
tea-tray by the fire, on which they lingered before they returned to Fuchsia
wrapped in her blanket. When he saw she was still looking at him his right hand
raised itself like a bunch of blunt talons and began to scratch at a prominent
lump of bone at the back of his head. "Message from his Lordship, my
Lady," he said; and then his eyes returned to the tea-tray. "Does he want me?" said Fuchsia. "Lord Titus," said Flay, his
eyes retaining upon their lenses the pot of tea, toasted scones, currant bread,
butter, eggs and ajar of honey. "He wants little Titus, did you
say?" cried Mrs. Slagg, trying to make her feet reach the ground. Flay gave a mechanical nod. "Got to
meet me, quadrangle-arch, half-past eight," added Flay, wiping his hands
on his clothes. "He wants my little Lordship,"
whispered the old nurse to Fuchsia, who although her first antipathy to her
brother had worn off had not acquired the same excited devotion which Nannie
lavished upon the infant. "He wants my little wonder." "Why not?" said Flay and then
relapsed into his habitual silence after adding: "Nine o'clock --
library." "Oh, my poor heart, he ought to be in
bed by then," gulped the nurse; and clutched Titus even closer to her. Fuchsia had been looking at the tea-tray
as well. "Flay," she said, "do you
want to eat anything?" By way of reply the spidery servant made
his way at once across the room to a chair which he had kept in the corner of
his eye, and returned with it to seat himself between the two. Then he took out
a tarnished watch, scowled at it as though it were his mortal enemy, and
returned it to a secret recess among his greasy black clothes. Nannie edged herself out of the chair and
found a cushion for Titus to lie on in front of the fire, and then began to
pour out the tea. Another cup was found for Flay, and then for a long while the
three of them sat silently munching or sipping, and reaching down to the floor
for whatever they needed but making no effort to look after each other. The
firelight danced in the room, and the warmth was welcome, for outside or in the
corridors the wet earthy draughts of the season struck to the marrow. Flay took out his watch again and, wiping
his mouth with the back of his hand, arose to his feet. As he did so, he upset
a plate at the side of his chair and it fell and broke on the floor. At the
sound he started and clutched the back of the chair and his hand shook. Titus
screwed his face up at the noise as though about to cry, but changed his mind. Fuchsia was surprised at so obvious a sign
of agitation in Flay whom she had known since her childhood and on whom she had
never before noticed any sign of nerves. "Why are you shaking?" she said.
"You never used to shake." Flay pulled himself together and then sat
down suddenly again, and turned his expressionless face to Fuchsia. "It's
the night," he said tonelessly. "No sleep, Lady Fuchsia." And he
gave a ghastly mirthless laugh like something rusty being scraped by a knife. Suddenly he had regained his feet again
and was standing by the door. He opened it very gradually and peered through
the aperture before he began to disappear inch by inch, and the door clicked
finally upon him. "Nine o'clock," said Nannie
tremulously. "What does your father want with my little Lordship at nine
o'clock? Oh, my poor heart, what does he want him for?" But Fuchsia, tired out from her long day
among the dripping woods was once more fast asleep, the red firelight flickering
to and fro across her lolling head. 29 THE
LIBRARY The library of Gormenghast was situated in
the castle's Eastern wing which protruded like a narrow peninsula for a
distance out of all proportion to the grey hinterland of buildings from which
it grew. It was from about midway along this attenuated East wing that the
Tower of Flints arose in scarred and lofty sovereignty over all the towers of
Gormenghast. At one time this Tower had formed the
termination of the Eastern wing, but succeeding generations had added to it. On
its further side the additions had begun a tradition and had created the
precedent for Experiment, for many an ancestor of Lord Groan had given way to
an architectural whim and made an incongruous addition. Some of these additions
had not even continued the Easterly direction in which the original wing had
started, for at several points the buildings veered off into curves or shot out
at right angles before returning to continue the main trend of stone. Most of these buildings had about them the
rough-hewn and oppressive weight of masonry that characterized the main volume
of Gormenghast, although they varied considerably in every other way, one
having at its summit an enormous stone carving of a lion's head, which held
between its jaws the limp corpse of a man on whose body was chiselled the
words: "_He was an enemy of Groan_"; alongside this structure was a
rectangular area of some length entirely filled with pillars set so closely
together that it was difficult for a man to squeeze between them. Over them, at
the height of about forty feet, was a perfectly flat roof of stone slabs
blanketed with ivy. This structure could never have served any practical
purpose, the closely packed forest of pillars with which it was entirely filled
being of service only as an excellent place in which to enjoy a fantastic game
of hide-and-seek. There were many examples of an eccentric
notion translated into architecture in the spine of buildings that spread
eastwards over the undulating ground between the heavy walls of conifer, but
for the most part they were built for some especial purpose, as a pavilion for
entertainments, or as an observatory, or a museum. Some in the form of halls
with galleries round three sides had been intended for concerts or dancing. One
had obviously been an aviary, for though derelict, the branches that had long
ago been fastened across the high central hall of the building were still
hanging by rusty chains, and about the floor were strewn the broken remains of
drinking cups for the birds; wire netting, red with rust, straggled across the
floor among rank weeds that had taken root. Except for the library, the eastern wing,
from the Tower of Flints onwards, was now but a procession of forgotten and
desolate relics, an Ichabod of masonry that filed silently along an avenue of
dreary pines whose needles hid the sky. The library stood between a building with
a grey dome and one with a faзade that had once been plastered. Most of the
plaster had fallen away, but scraps had remained scattered over the surface,
sticking to the stones. Patches of faded colour showed that a fresco had once
covered the entire face of the building. Neither doors nor windows broke the
stone surface. On one of the larger pieces of plaster that had braved a hundred
storms and still clung to the stone, it was possible to make out the lower part
of a face, but nothing else was recognizable among the fragments. The library, though a lower building than
these two to which it was joined at either end, was of a far greater length
than either. The track that ran alongside the eastern wing, now in the forest,
and now within a few feet of the kaleidoscopic walls shadowed by the branches
of the evergreens, ended as it curved suddenly inwards towards the carved door.
Here it ceased among the nettles at the top of the three deep steps that led
down to the less imposing of the two entrances to the library, but the one
through which Lord Sepulchrave always entered his realm. It was not possible
for him to visit his library as often as he wished, for the calls made upon him
by the endless ceremonials which were his exacting duty to perform robbed him
for many hours each day of his only pleasure -- books. Despite his duties, it was Lord Sepulchrave's
habit to resort each evening, however late the hour, to his retreat and to
remain there until the small hours of the following day. The evening on which he sent Flay to have
Titus brought to him found Lord Sepulchrave free at seven in the evening, and
sitting in the corner of his library, sunk in a deep reverie. The room was lit by a chandelier whose
light, unable to reach the extremities of the room lit only the spines of those
volumes on the central shelves of the long walls. A stone gallery ran round the
library at about fifteen feet above the floor, and the books that lined the
walls of the main hall fifteen feet below were continued upon the high shelves
of the gallery. In the middle of the room, immediately
under the light, stood a long table. It was carved from a single piece of the
blackest marble, which reflected upon its surface three of the rarest volumes
in his Lordship's collection. Upon his knees, drawn up together, was
balanced a book of his grandfather's essays, but it had remained unopened. His
arms lay limply at his side, and his head rested against the velvet of the
chair back. He was dressed in the grey habit which it was his custom to wear in
the library. From full sleeves his sensitive hands emerged with the shadowy transparency
of alabaster. For an hour he had remained thus; the deepest melancholy
manifested itself in every line of his body. The library appeared to spread outwards
from him as from a core. His dejection infected the air about him and diffused
its illness upon every side. All things in the long room absorbed his
melancholia. The shadowing galleries brooded with slow anguish; the books
receding into the deep corners, tier upon tier, seemed each a separate tragic
note in a monumental fugue of volumes. It was only on those occasions now, when
the ritual of Gormenghast dictated, that he saw the Countess. They had never
found in each other's company a sympathy of mind or body, and their marriage,
necessary as it was from the lineal standpoint, had never been happy. In spite
of his intellect, which he knew to be far and away above hers, he felt and was
suspicious of the heavy, forceful vitality of his wife, not so much a physical
vitality as a blind passion for aspects of life in which he could find no cause
for interest. Their love had been passionless, and save for the knowledge that
a male heir to the house of Groan was imperative, they would have gladly
forgone their embarrassing yet fertile union. During her pregnancy he had only
seen her at long intervals. No doubt the unsatisfactory marriage had added to
his native depression, but compared with the dull forest of his inherent
melancholy it was but a tree from a foreign region that had been transplanted
and absorbed. It was never this estrangement that grieved
him, nor anything tangible but a constant and indigenous sorrow. Of companions with whom he could talk upon
the level of his own thought there were few, and of these only one gave him any
satisfaction, the Poet. On occasion he would visit that long, wedge-headed man
and find in the abstract language with which they communicated their dizzy
stratas of conjecture a temporary stir of interest. But in the Poet there was
an element of the idealist, a certain enthusiasm which was a source of
irritation to Lord Sepulchrave, so that they met only at long intervals. The many duties, which to another might
have become irksome and appeared fatuous, were to his Lordship a relief and a
relative escape from himself. He knew that he was past all hope a victim of
chronic melancholia, and were he to have had each day to himself he would have
had to resort constantly to those drugs that even now were undermining his
constitution. This evening, as he sat silently in the
velvet-backed chair, his mind had turned to many subjects like a black craft,
that though it steers through many waters has always beneath it a deathly image
reflected among the waves. Philosophers and the poetry of Death -- the meaning
of the stars and the nature of these dreams that haunted him when in those
chloral hours before the dawn the laudanum built for him within his skull a
tallow-coloured world of ghastly beauty. He had brooded long and was about to take
a candle that stood ready on a table at his elbow and search for a book more in
keeping with his mood than were the essays on his knee, when he felt the
presence of another thought that had been tempering his former cogitations, but
which now stood boldly in his mind. It had begun to make itself felt as
something that clouded and disturbed the clarity of his reflections when he had
pondered on the purpose and significance of tradition and ancestry, and now
with the thought detached from its erudite encumbrances he watched it advance
across his brain and appear naked, as when he had first seen his son, Titus. His depression did not lift; it only moved
a little to one side. He rose to his feet and, moving without a sound, replaced
the book in a shelf of essays. He returned as silently to the table. "Where are you?" he said. Flay appeared at once from the darkness of
one of the corners. "What hour is it?" Flay brought out his heavy watch.
"Eight, your Lordship." Lord Sepulchrave, with his head hanging
forward on his breast, walked up and down the length of the library for a few
minutes. Flay watched him as he moved, until his master stopped opposite his
servant. "I wish to have my son brought to me
by his nurse. I shall expect them at nine. You will conduct them through the
woods. You may go." Flay turned and, accompanied by the reports
of his knee-joints, disappeared into the shadows of the room. Pulling back the
curtain from before the door at the far end, he unlatched the heavy oak and
climbed the three steps into the night. Above him the great branches of the
pines rubbed against one another and grated in his ears. The sky was overcast
and had he not made this same journey through the darkness a thousand times he
must surely have lost himself in the night. To his right he could sense the
spine of the Western Wing although he could not see it. He walked on and in his
mind he said: "Why now? Had the summer to see his son in. Thought he'd
forgotten him. Should have seen the child long ago. What's the game? Heir to
Gormenghast to come through woods on cold night. Wrong. Dangerous. Catch a
cold. But Lordship knows. He knows. I am only his servant. First servant. No
one else that. Chose me; ME, Flay, because he trusts me. Well may he trust me.
Ha, ha, ha! And why? they wonder. Ha ha! Silent as a corpse. That's why." As he neared the Tower of Flints the trees
thinned and a few stars appeared in the blackness above him. By the time the
body of the castle was reached only half the sky was hidden by the night clouds
and he could make out vague shapes in the darkness. Suddenly he stopped, his
heart attacking his ribs, and drew up his shoulders to his ears; but a moment
later he realized that the vague obese patch of blackness a few feet from him
was a shrub of clipped box and not that figure of evil who now obsessed him. He straddled onwards, and came at last to
an entrance beneath the sweep of an archway. Why he did not enter it at once
and climb the stairs to find Nannie Slagg he did not know. That he could see
through the archway and across the darkness of the servants' quadrangle a dim
light in a high window of one of the kitchen buildings was in itself nothing
unusual. There was generally a light showing somewhere in the kitchen quarters
although most of the staff would have resorted to their underground dormitories
by that time of night. An apprentice given some fatigue duty to perform after
his normal hours might be scrubbing a floor, or an especial dish for the morrow
might necessitate a few cooks working late into the evening. Tonight, however, a dull greenish light
from a small window held his eye, and before he realized that he was even
intrigued, he found that his feet had forestalled his brain and were carrying
him across the quadrangle. On his way across he stopped twice to tell
himself that it was a pointless excursion and that he was in any case feeling
extremely cold; but he went on nevertheless with an illogical and inquisitive
itch overriding his better judgement. He could not tell which room it was that
gave forth this square, greenish, glow. There was something unhealthy about its
colour. No one was about in the quadrangle; there were no other footsteps but
his own. The window was too high for even him to peer into, although he could
easily reach it with his hands. Once again he said to himself: "What are
you doing? Wasting your time. Told by Lordship to fetch Nannie Slagg and child.
Why are you here? What are you doing?" But again his thin body had anticipated
him and he had begun to roll away an empty cask from against the cloister
walls. In the darkness it was no easy matter to
steer the barrel and to keep it balanced upon the tilted rim as he rolled it
towards the square of light; but he managed with very little sound to bring it
eventually immediately under the window. He straightened his back and turned his face
up to the light that escaped like a kind of gas and hovered about the window in
the haze of the autumn night. He had lifted his right foot onto the
barrel, but realized that to raise himself into the centre of the window would
cause his face to catch the light from the room. Why, he did not know, but the
curiosity which he had felt beneath the low arch was now so intense, that after
lowering his foot and pulling the barrel to the right of the small window, he
scrambled upon it with a haste that startled him. His arms were outstretched on
either side along the viewless walls and his fingers, spread out like the ribs
of a bone fan, began to sweat as he moved his head gradually to the left. He
could already see through the glass (in spite of a sweep of old cobwebs, like a
fly-filled hammock) the smooth stone walls of the room beneath him; but he had
still to move his head further into the light in order to obtain a clear view
of the floor of the room. The light that seeped in a dull haze
through the window dragged out as from a black canvas the main bone formation
of Mr. Flay's head, leaving the eye sockets, the hair, an area beneath the nose
and lower lip, and everything that lay beneath the chin, as part of the night
itself. It was a mask that hung in the darkness. Mr. Flay moved it upwards inch by inch
until he saw what he had by some prophetic qualm known all along that it was
his destiny to see. In the room below him the air was filled with an
intensification of that ghastly green which he had noticed from across the
quadrangle. The lamp that hung from the centre of the room by a chain was
enclosed in a bowl of lime-green glass. The ghoulish light which it spewed
forth gave to every object in the room a theatrical significance. But Flay had no eyes for the few scattered
objects in the nightmare below him, but only for an enormous and sinister
_presence_, the sight of which had caused him to sicken and sway upon the cask
and to remove his head from the window while he cooled his brow on the cold stones
of the wall. 30 IN A
LIME-GREEN LIGHT Even in his nausea he could not help
wondering what it was that Abiatha Swelter was doing. He raised his head from
the wall and brought it by degrees to its former position. This time Flay was surprised to find that
the room appeared empty, but, with a start at its dreadful nearness, he found
that the chef was sitting on a bench against the wail and immediately below
him. It was not easy to see him clearly through the filth and cobwebs of the
window, but the great pasty dome of his head surrounded by the lamp-tinted
whiteness of his swollen clothes, seemed, when Flay located them, almost at
arm's length. This proximity injected into Mr. Flay's bones a sensation of
exquisite horror. He stood fascinated at the pulpy baldness of the chef's
cranium and as he stared a portion of its pale plush contracted in a spasm,
dislodging an October fly. Nothing else moved. Mr. Flay's eyes shifted for a
moment and he saw a grindstone against the wall opposite. Beside it was a
wooden stool. To his right, he saw two boxes placed about four feet apart. On
either side of these wooden boxes two chalk lines ran roughly parallel to each
other, and passed laterally along the room below Mr. Flay. Nearing the left hand
wall of the room they turned to the right, keeping the same space between them,
but in their new direction they could not proceed for more than a few feet
before being obstructed by the wall. At this point something had been written
between them in chalk, and an arrow pointed towards the wall. The writing was
hard to read, but after a moment Flay deciphered it as: "_To the Ninth
stairs._" This reading of the chalk came as a shock to Mr. Flay, if only
for the reason that the Ninth stairs were those by which Lord Sepulchrave's
bedroom was reached from the floor below. His eyes returned swiftly to the
rough globe of a head beneath him, but there was still no movement except
perhaps the slight vibration of the chef's breathing. Flay turned his eyes again to the right
where the two boxes were standing, and he now realized that they represented
either a door or an entrance of some sort from which led this chalked
passageway before it turned to the right in the direction of the Ninth stairs.
But it was upon a long sack which had at first failed to attract his attention
that he now focused his eyes. It lay as though curled up immediately between
and a little in advance of the two boxes. As he scrutinized it, something
terrified him, something nameless, and which he had not yet had time to
comprehend, but something from which he recoiled. A movement below him plucked his eyes from
the sack and a huge shape arose. It moved across the room, the whiteness of the
enveloping clothes tinctured by the lime-green lamp above. It sat beside the
grindstone. It held in its hand what seemed, in proportion to its bulk, a small
weapon, but which was in reality a two-handed cleaver. Swelter's feet began to move the treadles
of the grindstone, and it began to spin in its circles. He spat upon it rapidly
three or four times in succession, and with a quick movement slid the already
razor-keen edge of the cleaver across the whirr of the stone. Doubling himself
over the grindstone he peered at the shivering edge of the blade, and every now
and then lifted it to his ear as though to listen for a thin and singing note
to take flight from the unspeakable sharpness of the steel. Then again he bent to his task and
continued whetting the blade for several minutes before listening once more to
the invisible edge. Flay began to lose contact with the reality of what he saw
and his brain to drift into a dream, when he found that the chef was drawing
himself upwards and travelling to that part of the wall where the chalk lines
ended and where the arrow pointed to the Ninth staircase. Then he removed his
shoes, and lifted his face for the first time so that Mr. Flay could see the
expression that seeped from it. His eyes were metallic and murderous, but the
mouth hung open in a wide, fatuous smile. Then followed what appeared to Flay an
extraordinary dance, a grotesque ritual of the legs, and it was some time
before he realized, as the cook advanced by slow, elaborate steps between the
chalk lines, that he was practising tip-toeing with absolute silence.
"What's he practising that for?" thought Flay, watching the intense
and painful concentration with which Swelter moved forward step by step, the
cleaver shining in his right hand. Flay glanced again at the chalk arrow.
"He's come from the ninth staircase: he's turned left down the worn
passage. There's no rooms right or left in the worn passage. I ought to know.
_He's approaching the Room._" In the darkness Flay turned as white as
death. The two boxes could represent only one
thing -- the doorposts of Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom. And the sack . . . He watched the chef approach the symbol of
himself asleep outside his master's room, curled up as he always was. By now
the tardiness of the approach was unendingly slow. The feet in their thick
soles would descend an inch at a time, and as they touched the ground the
figure cocked his head of lard upon one side and his eyes rolled upwards as he
listened for his own footfall. When within three feet of the sack the chef
raised the cleaver in both hands and with his legs wide apart to give him a
broader area of balance, edged his feet forward, one after the other, in
little, noiseless shiftings. He had now judged the distance between himself and
the sleeping emblem of his hate. Flay shut his eyes as he saw the cleaver rise
in the air above the cumulous shoulder and the steel flared in the green light. When he opened his eyes again, Abiatha
Swelter was no longer by the sack, which appeared to be exactly as he had last
seen it. He was at the chalk arrow again and was creeping forward as before.
The horror that had filled Flay was aggravated by a question that had entered
his mind. How did Swelter know that he slept with his chin at his knees? How
did Swelter know his head always pointed to the east? Had he been observed
during his sleeping hours? Flay pressed his face to the window for the last
time. The dreadful repetition of the same murderous tip-toeing journey towards
the sack, struck such a blow at the very centre of his nervous control that his
knees gave way and he sank to his haunches on the barrel and wiped the back of
his hand across his forehead. Suddenly his only thought was of escape -- of
escape from a region of the castle that could house such a fiend; to escape
from that window of green light; and, scrambling from the cask, he stumbled
into the mist-filled darkness and, never turning his head again to the scene of
horror, made tracks for the archway from whence he had deviated so portentously
from his course. Once within the building he made directly
for the main stairs and with gigantic paces climbed like a mantis to the floor
in which Nannie Slagg's room was situated. It was some time before he came to
her door, for the west wing in which she lived was on the opposite side of the
building and necessitated a detour through many halls and corridors. She was not in her room, and so he went at
once to Lady Fuchsia"s, where, as he had surmised, he found her sitting by
the fire with little of the deference which he felt she should display in front
of his Lordship's daughter. It was when he had knocked at the door of
the room with the knuckly single rap, that he had wakened Fuchsia from her
sleep and startled the old nurse. Before he had knocked on the panels he had
stood several minutes recovering his composure as best he could. In his mind
emerged the picture of himself striking Swelter across the face with the chain,
long ago as it seemed to him now in the Cool Room. For a moment he started
sweating again and he wiped his hands down his sides before he entered. His
throat felt very dry, and even before noticing Lady Fuchsia and the nurse he
had seen the tray. That was what he wanted. Something to drink. He left the room with a steadier step and,
saying that he would await Mrs. Slagg and Titus under the archway and escort
her to the library, he left them. 31 REINTRODUCING
THE TWINS At the same moment that Flay was leaving
Fuchsia's bedroom, Steerpike was pushing back his chair from the supper table
at the Prunesquallors", where he had enjoyed, along with the Doctor and
his sister Irma, a very tender chicken, a salad and a flask of red wine; and
now, the black coffee awaiting them on a little table by the fire, they were
preparing to take up warmer and more permanent stations. Steerpike was the
first to rise and he sidled around the table in time to remove the chair from
behind Miss Prunesquallor and to assist her to her feet. She was perfectly able
to take care of herself, in fact she had been doing it for years, but she
leaned on his arm as she slowly assumed the vertical. She was swathed to her ankles in
maroon-coloured lace. That her gowns should cling to her as though they were an
extra layer of skin was to her a salient point, in spite of the fact that of
all people it was for her to hide those angular outcrops of bone with which
Nature had endowed her and which in the case of the majority of women are
modified by a considerate layer of fat. Her hair was drawn back from her brow with
an even finer regard for symmetry than on the night when Steerpike had first
seen her, and the knot of grey twine which formed a culmination as hard as a
boulder, a long way down the back of her neck, had not a single hair out of
place. The Doctor had himself noticed that she
was spending more and more time upon her toilette, although it had at all times
proved one of her most absorbing occupations; a paradox to the Doctor's mind
which delighted him, for his sister was, even in his fraternal eyes, cruelly
laden with the family features. As she approached her chair to the left of the
fire, Steerpike removed his hand from her elbow, and, shifting back the
Doctor's chair with his foot while Prunesquallor was drawing the blinds, pulled
forward the sofa into a more favourable position in front of the fire. "They don't meet -- I said 'They
don't _meet_'," said Irma Prunesquallor, pouring out the coffee. How she could see anything at all, let
alone whether they met or not, through her dark glasses was a mystery. Dr. Prunesqualior, already on his way back
to his chair, on the padded arms of which his coffee was balancing, stopped and
folded his hands at his chin. "To what are you alluding, my dear?
Are you speaking of a brace of spirits? ha ha ha! -- twin souls searching for
consummation, each in the other? Ha ha! ha ha ha! Or are you making reference
to matters more terrestrial? Enlighten me, my love." "Nonsense," said his sister.
"Look at the curtains. I said: 'Look at the curtains'." Dr. Prunesquailor swung about. "To me," he said, "they
look exactly like curtains. In fact, they _are_ curtains. Both of them. A
curtain on the left, my love, and a curtain on the right. Ha ha! I'm absolutely
certain they are!" Irma, hoping that Steerpike was looking at
her, laid down her coffeecup. "What happens in the _middle_, I
said: what happens right down the _middle_?" Her pointed nose warmed, for
she sensed victory. "There is a great yearning one for
the other. A fissure of impalpable night divides them. Irma, my dear sister,
there is a lacuna." "Then _kill_ it," said Irma, and
sank back into her chair. She glanced at Steerpike, but he had apparently taken
no notice of the conversation and she was disappointed. He was leaning back
into one corner of the couch, his legs crossed, his hands curled around the
coffee-cup as though to feel its warmth, and his eyes were peering into the
fire. He was evidently far away. When the Doctor had joined the curtains
together with great deliberation and stood back to assure himself that the
Night was satisfactorily excluded from the room, he seated himself, but no
sooner had he done so than there was a jangling at the door-bell which
continued until the cook had scraped the pastry from his hands, removed his
apron and made his way to the front door. Two female voices were speaking at the
same time. "Only for a moment, only for a
moment," they said. "Just passing -- On our way home -- Only for a
moment -- Tell him we won't stay -- No, of course not; we won't stay. Of course
not. Oh no -- Yes, yes. Just a twinkling -- only a twinkling." But for the fact that it would have been
impossible for one voice to wedge so many words into so short a space of time
and to speak so many of them simultaneously, it would have been difficult to
believe that it was not the voice of a single individual, so continuous and
uniform appeared the flat colour of the sound. Prunesquallor cast up his hands to the
ceiling and behind the convex lenses of his spectacles his eyes revolved in
their orbits. The voices that Steerpike now heard in the
passage were unfamiliar to his quick ear. Since he had been with the
Prunesquallors he had taken advantage of all his spare time and had, he
thought, run to earth all the main figures of Gormenghast. There were few
secrets hidden from him, for he had that scavenger-like faculty of acquiring
unashamedly and from an infinite variety of sources, snatches of knowledge
which he kept neatly at the back of his brain and used to his own advantage as
opportunity offered. When the twins, Cora and Clarice, entered
the room together, he wondered whether the red wine had gone to his head. He
had neither seen them before nor anything like them. They were dressed in their
inevitable purple. Dr. Prunesquallor bowed elegantly.
"Your Ladyships," he said, "we are more than honoured. We are
really very much more than honoured, ha ha ha!" He whinnied his
appreciation. "Come right along, my dear ladies, come right the way in.
Irma, my dear, we have been doubly lucky in our privileges. Why 'doubly' you
say to yourself, why 'doubly'? Because, O sister, they have _both_ come, ha ha
ha! Very much so, very much so." Prunesquallor, who knew from experience
that only a fraction of what anyone said ever entered the brains of the twins,
permitted himself a good deal of latitude in his conversation, mixing with a
certain sycophancy remarks for his own amusement which could never have been
made to persons more astute than the twins. Irma had come forward, her iliac crest
reflecting a streak of light. "Very charmed, your Ladyships; I said
'very, very charmed'." She attempted to curtsey, but her dress
was too tight. "You know my sister, of course, of
course, of course. Will you have coffee? Of course you will, and a little wine?
Naturally -- or what would you prefer?" But both the Doctor and his sister found
that the Ladies Cora and Clarice had not been paying the slightest attention
but had been staring at Steerpike more in the manner of a wall staring at a man
than a man staring at a wall. Steerpike in a well-cut uniform of black
cloth, advanced to the sisters and bowed. "Your Ladyships," he said,
"I am delighted to have the honour of being beneath the same roof. It is
an intimacy that I shall never forget." And then, as though he were ending
a letter -- "I am your very humble servant," he added. Clarice turned herself to Cora, but kept
her eyes on Steerpike. "He says he's glad he's under the
same roof as us," she said. "Under the same roof," echoed
Cora. "He's very glad of it." "Why?" said Clarice emptily.
"What difference does it make about the roof?" "It couldn't make any difference
whatever the roof's like," said her sister. "I like roofs," said Clarice;
"they are something I like more than most things because they are on top
of the houses they cover, and Cora and I like being over the tops of things
because we love power, and that's why we are both fond of roofs." "That's why," Cora continued.
"That's the reason. Anything that's on top of something else is what we
like, unless it is someone we don't like who's on top of something we are
pleased with like ourselves. We're not allowed to be on top, except that our
own room is high, oh, so high up in the castle wall, with our Tree -- our own
Tree that grows from the wall, that is so much more important than anything
Gertrude has." "Oh yes," said Clarice;
"she hasn't anything as important as that. But she steals our birds." She turned her expressionless eyes to
Cora, who met them as though she were her sister's reflection. It may be that
between them they recognized shades of expression in each other's faces, but it
is certain that no one else, however keen his eyesight, could have detected the
slightest change in the muscles that presumably governed the lack of
expressions of their faces. Evidently this reference to stolen birds was the
reason why they came nearer to each other so that their shoulders touched. It
was obvious that their sorrow was conjoined. Dr. Prunesquallor had, during all this,
been trying to shepherd them into the chairs by the fire, but to no avail. They
had no thought for others when their minds were occupied. The room, the persons
around them ceased to exist. They had only enough room for one thought at a
time. But now that there was a sudden lull the
Doctor, reinforced this time by Irma, managed to shift the twins by means of a
mixture of deference and force and to get them established by the fire.
Steerpike, who had vanished from the room, now returned with another pot of
coffee and two more cups. It was this sort of thing that pleased Irma, and she
tilted her head on its neck and turned up the corners of her mouth into
something approaching the coy. But when the coffee was passed to the
twins they did not want it. One, taking her cue from the other, decided that
she, or the other one, or possibly both, or neither, did not want it. Would they have anything to drink? Cognac,
sherry, brandy, a liqueur, cherry wine . . . ? They shook their heads profoundly. "We only came for a moment,"
said Cora. "Because we were passing," said
Clarice. "That's the only reason." But although they refused on those grounds
to indulge in a drink of any sort, yet they gave no indication of being in a
hurry to go, nor had they for a long time anything to say, but were quite
content to sit and stare at Steerpike. But after a long interval, halfway through
which the Doctor and his sister had given up all attempts to make conversation,
Cora turned her face to Steerpike. "Boy," she said, "what are
you here for?" "Yes," echoed Clarice,
"that's what we want to know." "I want," said Steerpike,
choosing his words, "only your gracious patronage, your Ladyships. Only
your favour." The twins turned their faces towards each
other and then at the same moment they returned them to Steerpike. "Say that again," said Cora. "All of it," said Clarice. "Only your gracious patronage, your
Ladyships. Only your favour. That is what I want." "Well, we"ll give it you,"
said Clarice. But for the first time the sisters were at variance for a moment. "Not yet," said Cora. "It's
too soon for that." "Much too soon," agreed Clarice.
"It's not time yet to give him any favour at all. What's his name?" This was addressed to Steerpike. "His name is Steerpike," was the
youth's reply. Clarice leaned forward in her chair and
whispered to Cora across the hearthrug: "His name is Steerpike." "Why not?" said her sister
flatly. "It will do." Steerpike was, of course, alive with ideas
and projects. These two half-witted women were a gift. That they should be the
sisters of Lord Sepulchrave was of tremendous strategic value. They would prove
an advance on the Prunesqualiors, if not intellectually at any rate socially,
and that at the moment was what mattered. And in any case, the lower the
mentality of his employers the more scope for his own projects. That one of them had said his name
"Steerpike" would "do" had interested him. Did it imply
that they wished to see more of him? That would simplify matters considerably. His old trick of shameless flattery seemed
to him the best line to take at this critical stage. Later on, he would see.
But it was another remark that had appealed to his opportunist sense even more
keenly, and that was the reference to Lady Groan. These ridiculous twins had apparently a
grievance, and the object of it was the Countess. This when examined further
might lead in many directions. Steerpike was beginning to enjoy himself in his
own dry, bloodless way. Suddenly as in a flash he remembered two
tiny figures the size of halma players, dressed in the same crude purple.
Directly he had seen them enter the room an echo was awakened somewhere in his
subconscious, and although he had put it aside as irrelevant to the present
requirements, it now came back with redoubled force and he recalled where he
had seen the two minute replicas of the twins. He had seen them across a great space of
air and across a distance of towers and high walls. He had seen them upon the
lateral trunk of a dead tree in the summer, a tree that grew out at right
angles from a high and windowless wall. Now he realized why they had said
"Our Tree that grows from the wall that is so much more important than
anything Gertrude has." But then Clarice had added: "But she steals
our birds." What did that imply? He had, of course, often watched the
Countess from points of vantage with her birds or her white cats. That was
something he must investigate further. Nothing must be let fall from his mind
unless it were first turned to and fro and proved to be useless. Steerpike bent forward, the tips of his
fingers together. "Your Ladyships," he said, "are you enamoured
of the feathered tribe? -- Their beaks, their feathers, and the way they
fly?" "What?" said Cora. "Are you in love with birds, your
Ladyships?" repeated Steerpike, more simply. "What?" said Clarice. Steerpike hugged himself inside. If they
could be as stupid as this, he could surely do anything he liked with them. "Birds," he said more loudly;
"do you like them?" "What birds?" said Cora.
"What do you want to know for?" "We weren't talking about
birds," said Clarice unexpectedly. "We hate them." "They're such silly things,"
Cora ended. "Silly and stupid; we hate
them," said Clarice. "_Avis, avis_, you are undone,
undone!" came Prunesquallor's voice. "Your day is over. Oh, ye hordes
of heaven! the treetops shall be emptied of their chorus and only clouds ride
over the blue heaven." Prunesquallor leaned forward and tapped
Irma on the knee. "Pretty pleasing," he said, and
showed her all his brilliant teeth together. "What didyou think, my
riotous one?" "Nonsense!" said Irma, who was
sitting on the couch with Steerpike. Feeling that as the hostess she had so far
this evening had very little opportunity of exhibiting what she, and she alone,
felt was her outstanding talent in that direction, she bent her dark glasses
upon Cora and then upon Clarice and tried to speak to both of them at once. "Birds," she said, with
something arch in her voice and manner, "birds _depend_ -- don't you think,
my dear Ladyships -- I said birds _depend_ a lot upon their eggs. Do you not
agree with me? I said do you not agree with me?" "We're going now," said Cora,
getting up. "Yes, we've been here too long. Much
too long. We've got a lot of sewing to do. We sew beautifully, both of
us." "I am sure you do," said
Steerpike. "May I have the privilege of appreciating your craft at some
future date when it is convenient for you?" "We do embroidery as well," said
Cora, who had risen and had approached Steerpike. Clarice came up to her sister's side and
they both looked at him. "We do a lot of needlework, but nobody sees it.
Nobody is interested in us, you see. We only have two servants. We used
--" "That's all," said Cora.
"We used to have hundreds when we were younger. Our father gave us
hundreds of servants. We were of great -- of great --" "Consequence," volunteered her
sister. "Yes, that's exactly what it was that we were. Sepulchrave was
always so dreamy and miserable, but he did play with us sometimes; so we did
what we liked. But now he doesn't ever want to see us." "He thinks he's so wise," said
Cora. "But he's no cleverer than we are." "He's not as clever," said
Clarice. "Nor is Gertrude," they said
almost at the same moment. "She stole your birds, didn't
she?" said Steerpike, winking at Prunesquallor. "How did you know?" they said,
advancing on him a step further. "Everyone knows, your Ladyships.
Everyone in the castle knows," replied Steerpike, winking this time at
Irma. The twins held hands at once and drew
close together. What Steerpike had said had sunk in and was making a serious
impression on them. They had thought it was only a private grievance, that
Gertrude had lured away their birds from the Room of Roots which they had taken
so long preparing. But everyone knew! Everyone knew! They turned to leave the room, and the
Doctor opened his eyes, for he had almost fallen asleep with one elbow on the
central table and his hand propping his head. He arose to his feet but could do
nothing more elegant than to crook a finger, for he was too tired. His sister
stood beside him creaking a little, and it was Steerpike who opened the door
for them and offered to accompany them to their room. As they passed through
the hall he removed his cape from a hook. Flinging it over his shoulders with a
flourish he buttoned it at the neck. The cloak accentuated the highness of his
shoulders, and as he drew its folds about him, the spareness of his body. The aunts seemed to accept the fact that
he was leaving the house with them, although they had not replied when he had
asked their permission to escort them to their rooms. With an extraordinary gallantry he
shepherded them across the quadrangle. "Everybody knows, you said."
Cora's voice was so empty of feeling and yet so plaintive that it must have
awakened a sympathetic response in anyone with a more kindly heart than
Steerpike"s. "That's what you said," repeated
Clarice. "But what can we do? We can't do
anything to show what we could do if only we had the power we haven't
got," said Clarice lucidly. "We used to have hundreds of
servants." "You shall have them back," said
Steerpike. "You shall have them all back. New ones. Better ones. Obedient
ones. I shall arrange it. They shall work for you, _through_ me. Your floor of
the castle shall be alive again. You shall be supreme. Give me the
administration to handle, your Ladyships, and I will have them dancing to your
tune -- whatever it is -- they"ll dance to it." "But what about Gertrude?" "Yes, what about
Gertrude," came their flat voices. "Leave everything to me. I will
secure your rights for you. You are Lady Cora and Lady Clarice, Lady Clarice
and Lady Cora. You must not forget that. No one must be allowed to forget
it." "Yes, that's what must happen,"
said Cora. "Everyone must think of who we
are," said Clarice. "And never stop thinking about
it," said Cora. "Or we will use our power," said
Clarice. "Meanwhile, I will take you to your
rooms, dear ladies. You must trust me. You must not tell anyone what we've
said. Do you both understand?" "And we"ll get our birds back
from Gertrude." Steerpike took them by the elbows as they
climbed the stairs. "Lady Cora," he said, "you
must try to concentrate on what I am saying to you. If you pay attention to me
I will restore you to your places of eminence in Gormenghast from which Lady
Gertrude has dethroned you." "Yes." "Yes." The voices showed no animation, but
Steerpike realized that only by what they said, not by _how_ they said it,
could he judge whether their brains reacted to his probing. He also knew when to stop. In the fine art
of deceit and personal advancement as in any other calling this is the hallmark
of the master. He knew that when he reached their door he would itch to get
inside and to see what sort of appointments they had and what on earth they
meant by their Room of Roots. But he also knew to a nicety the time to slacken
the rein. Such creatures as the aunts for all their slowness of intellect had
within them the Groan blood which might at any moment, were a false step to be
made, flare up and undo a month of strategy. So Steerpike left them at the door
of their apartments and bowed almost to the ground. Then as he retired along
the oak passage, and was turning a corner to the left he glanced back at the
door where he had left the twins. They were still looking after him, as
motionless as a pair of waxen images. He would not visit them tomorrow, for it
would do them good to spend a day of apprehension and of silly discussion
between themselves. In the evening they would begin to get nervous and need
consoling, but he would not knock at the door until the following morning.
Meanwhile he would pick up as much information as he could about them and their
tendencies. Instead of crossing over to the Doctor's
house when he had reached the quadrangle he decided he would take a stroll
across the lawns and perhaps around by the terraces to the moat, for the sky
had emptied itself of cloud and was glittering fiercely with a hundred thousand
stars. 32 "THE
FIR-CONES" The wind had dropped, but the air was
bitterly cold and Steerpike was glad of his cape. He had turned the collar up
and it stood stiffly above the level of his ears. He seemed to be bound for
somewhere in particular, and was not simply out for a nocturnal stroll. That
peculiar halfwalking, half-running gait was always with him. It appeared that
he was eternally upon some secret mission, as indeed from his own viewpoint he
generally was. He passed into deep shadows beneath the
arch, and then as though he were a portion of that inky darkness that had
awakened and disengaged itself from the main body, he reappeared beyond the
archway in the half light. For a long time he kept close to the
castle walls, moving eastwards continually. His first project of making a
detour by way of the lawns and the terraces where the Countess walked before
breakfast had been put aside, for now that he had started walking he felt an
enjoyment in moving alone, absolutely alone, under the starlight. The
Prunesquallors would not wait up for him. He had his own key to the front door
and, as on previous nights, after late wanderings he would pour himself out a
nightcap and perhaps enjoy some of the Doctor's tobacco in his little stubby
pipe before he retired. Or he might, as he had so often done
before during the night, resort to the dispensary and amuse himself by
compounding potions with lethal possibilities. It was always to the shelf of
poisons that he turned at once when he entered and to the dangerous powders. He had filled four small glass tubes with
the most virulent of these concoctions, and had removed them to his own room.
He had soon absorbed all that the Doctor, whose knowledge was considerable, had
divulged on the subject. Under his initial guidance he had, from poisonous
weeds found in the vicinity, distilled a number of original and death-dealing
pastes. To the Doctor these experiments were academically amusing. Or on retiring to the Prunesquallors' he
might take down one of the Doctor's many books and read, for these days a
passion to accumulate knowledge of any and every kind consumed him; but only as
a means to an end. He must know all things, for only so might he have, when
situations arose in the future, a full pack of cards to play from. He imagined
to himself occasions when the conversation of one from whom he foresaw
advancement might turn to astronomy, metaphysics, history, chemistry, or
literature, and he realized that to be able to drop into the argument a lucid
and exact thought, an opinion based on what might _appear_ to be a life-time
study, would instantaneously gain more for him than an hour of beating about
the bush and waiting until the conversation turned upon what lay within his
scope of experience. He foresaw himself in control of men. He
had, along with his faculty of making swift and bold decisions, an unending
patience. As he read in the evenings after the Doctor and Irma had retired for
the night, he would polish the long, narrow steel of the swordstick blade which
he had glimpsed and which he had, a week later, retrieved from the pile of
ancient weapons in the chill hall. When he had first drawn it from the pile it
had been badly tarnished, but with the skilful industry and patience with which
he applied himself to whatever he undertook, it had now become a slim length of
white steel. He had after an hour's hunting found the hollow stick which was
screwed into the innocentlooking hilt by a single turn of the wrist. Whether on his return he would apply
himself to the steel of his swordstick, and to the book on heraldry which he
had nearly completed, or whether in the dispensary he would grind in the
mortar, with the red oil, that feathery green powder with which he was
experimenting, or whether he would be too tired to do anything but empty a
glass of cognac and climb the stairs to his bedroom, he did not know, nor, for
that matter, was he looking so short a way ahead. He was turning over in his
mind as he walked briskly onwards not only every remark which he could remember
the twins having let fall during the evening, but the trend of the questions
which he proposed to put to them on the evening of the day after tomorrow. With his mind working like an efficient machine,
he thought out probable moves and parries, although he knew that in any
dealings with the aunts the illogical condition of their brains made any
surmise or scheming on his part extraordinarily difficult. He was working with
a low-grade material, but one which contained an element which natures more
elevated lack -- the incalculable. By now he had reached the most eastern
corner of the central body of the castle. Away to his left he could distinguish
the high walls of the west wing as they emerged from the ivy-blackened,
sunset-facing precipice of masonry that shut off the northern halls of
Gormenghast from the evening's lighi. The Tower of Flints could only be
recognized as a narrow section of the sky the shape of a long black ruler
standing upon its end, the sky about it was crowded with the stars. It occurred to him as he saw the Tower
that he had never investigated the buildings which were, he had heard,
continued on its further side. It was too late now for such an expedition and
he was thinking of making a wide circle on the withered lawns which made good
walking at this corner of the castle, when he saw a dim light approaching him.
Glancing about, he saw within a few yards the black shapes of stunted bushes.
Behind one of these he squatted and watched the light, which he recognized now
as a lantern, coming nearer and nearer. It seemed that the figure would pass
within a few feet of him, and peering over his shoulder to see in what
direction the lantern was moving, he realized that he was immediately between
the light and the Tower of Flints. What on earth could anyone want at the Tower
of Flints on a cold night? Steerpike was intrigued. He dragged his cape well
over himself so that only his eyes were exposed to the night air. Then,
remaining as still as a crouching cat, he listened to the feet approaching. As yet the body of whoever it was that
carried the lantern had not detached itself from the darkness, but Steerpike,
listening intently, heard now not only the long footsteps but the regular sound
of a dry stick being broken. "Flay," said Steerpike to himself. But
what was that other noise? Between the regular sounds of the paces and the
click of the knee joints a third, a quicker, less positive sound, came to his
ears. Almost at the same moment as he recognized
it to be the pattering of tiny feet, he saw, emerging from the night, the
unmistakable silhouettes of Flay and Mrs. Slagg. Soon the crunching of Flay's footsteps
appeared to be almost on top of him, and Steerpike, motionless as the shrub he
crouched beneath, saw the straggling height of Lord Sepulchrave's servant
hastily pass above him, and as he did so a cry broke out. A tremor ran down
Steerpike's spine, for if there was anything that worried him it was the
supernatural. The cry, it seemed, was that of some bird, perhaps of a seagull,
but was so close as to disprove that explanation. There were no birds about
that night nor, indeed, were they ever to be heard at that hour, and it was
with some relief that he heard Nannie Slagg whisper nervously in the darkness: "There, there, my only . . . It won't
be long, my little Lordship dear . . . it won't be long now. Oh, my poor heart!
why must it be at night?" She seemed to raise her head from the little
burden she carried and to gaze up at the lofty figure who strode mechanically
beside her; but there was no answer. "Things become interesting,"
said Steerpike to himself. "Lordships, Flays and Slaggs, all heading for
the Tower of Flints." When they were almost swallowed into the
darkness, Steerpike rose to his feet and flexed his cape-shrouded legs to get
the stiffness from them, and then, keeping the sound of Mr. Flay's knees safely
within earshot, he followed them silently. Poor Mrs. Slagg was utterly exhausted by
the time they arrived at the library, for she had consistently refused to allow
Flay to carry Titus, for he had, much against his better judgement, offered to
do so when he saw how she was continually stumbling over the irregularities of
the ground, and when, among the conifers how she caught her feet in the pine
roots and ground creepers. The cold air had thoroughly wakened Titus,
and although he did not cry it was obvious that he was disconcerted by this
unusual adventure in the dark. When Flay knocked at the door and they entered
the library, he began to whimper and struggle in the nurse's arms. Flay retired to the darkness of his
corner, where there was presumably some chair for him to sit on. All he said
was: "I've brought them, Lordship." He usually left out the
"your" as being unnecessary for him as Lord Sepulchrave's primary
attendant. "So I see," said the Earl of
Groan, advancing down the room, "I have disturbed you, nurse, have I not?
It is cold outside. I have just been out to get these for him." He led Nannie to the far side of the
table. On the carpet in the lamplight lay scattered a score of fir-cones, each
one with its wooden petals undercut with the cast shadow of the petal above it. Mrs. Slagg turned her tired face to Lord
Sepulchrave. For once she said the right thing. "Are they for his little
Lordship, sir?" she queried. "Oh, he will love them, won't you, my
only?" "Put him among them. I want to talk
to you," said the Earl. "Sit down." Mrs. Slagg looked around for a chair and
seeing none turned her eyes pathetically towards his Lordship, who was now
pointing at the floor in a tired way. Titus, whom she had placed amongst the
cones, was alternately turning them over in his fingers and sucking them. "It's all right, I've washed them in
rainwater," said Lord Groan. "Sit on the floor, nurse, sit on the
floor." Without waiting, he himself sat upon the edge of the table, his
feet crossed before him, his hands upon the marble surface at his side. "Firstly," he said, "I have
had you come this way to tell you that I have decided upon a family gathering
here in a week's time. I want you to inform those concerned. They will be
surprised. That does not matter. They will come. You will tell the Countess.
You will tell Fuchsia. You will also inform their Ladyships Cora and
Clarice." Steerpike, who had opened the door inch by
inch, had crept up a stairway he had found immediately to his left. He had shut
the door quietly behind him and tiptoed up to a stone gallery which ran around
the building. Conveniently for him it was in the darkest shadow, and as he
leaned against the bookshelves which lined the walls and watched the
proceedings below, he rubbed the palms of his hands together silently. He wondered where Flay had got to, for as
far as he could see there was no other way out save by the main doorway, which
was barred and bolted. It seemed to him that he must, like himself, be standing
or sitting quietly in the shadows, and not knowing in what part of the building
that might be, he kept absolute silence. "At eight o'clock in the evening, I
shall be awaiting him and them, for you must tell them I have in my mind a
breakfast that shall be in honour of my son." As he said these words, in his rich,
melancholy voice, poor Mrs. Slagg, unable to bear the insufferable depression
of his spirit, began to clutch her wrinkled hands together. Even Titus seemed
to sense the sadness which flowed through the slow, precise words of his
father. He forgot the fir-cones and began to cry. "You will bring my son Titus in his
christening robes and will have with you the crown of the direct heir to
Gormenghast. Without Titus the castle would have no future when I am gone. As
his nurse, I must ask you to remember to instil into his veins, from the very
first, a love for his birthplace and his heritage, and a respect for all of the
written and unwritten laws of the place of his fathers. "I will speak to them, much against
my own peace of spirit: I will speak to them of this and of much more that is
in my mind. At the Breakfast, of which the details will be discussed on this
same evening of next week, he shall be honoured and toasted. It shall be held
in the Refectory." "But he is only two months old, the
little thing," broke in Nannie in a tear-choked voice. "There is no time
to lose, nevertheless," answered the Earl. "And now, my poor old
woman, why are you crying so bitterly? It is autumn. The leaves are falling
from the trees like burning tears -- the wind howls. Why must you mimic
them?" Her old eyes gazed at him and were filmed.
Her mouth quivered. "I am so tired, sir," she said. "Then lie down, good woman, lie
down," said Lord Sepulchrave. "It has been a long walk for you. Lie
down." Mrs. Slagg found no comfort in lying upon
her back on the huge library floor with the Earl of Groan talking to her from
above in phrases that meant nothing to her. She gathered Titus to her side and stared
at the ceiling, her tears running into her dry mouth. Titus was very cold and
had begun to shiver. "Now, let me see my son," said
his Lordship slowly. "My son Titus. Is it true that he is ugly?" Nannie scrambled to her feet and lifted
Titus in her arms. "He is not ugly, your Lordship,"
she said, her voice quavering. "My little one is lovely." "Let me see him. Hold him up, nurse;
hold him up to the light. Ah! that is better. He has improved," said Lord
Sepulchrave. "How old is he?" "Nearly three months," said
Nannie Slagg. "Oh, my weak heart! he is nearly three months old." "Well, well, good woman, that is all.
I have talked too much tonight. That is all that I wanted -- to see my son, and
to tell you to inform the Family of my desire to have them here at eight
o'clock today week. The Prunesquallors had better come as well. I will inform
Sourdust myself. Do you understand?" "Yes, sir," said Nannie, already
making for the door. "I will tell them, sir. Oh, my poor heart, how tired
I am!" "Flay!" said Lord Sepulchrave,
"take the nurse back to her room. You need not return tonight. I shall
have left in four hours' time. Have my room prepared and the lanthorn on my
bedside table. You may go." Flay, who had emerged into the lamplight,
nodded his head, relit the wick of the lamp, and then followed Nannie Slagg out
of the door and up the steps to the starlight. This time he took no heed of her
expostulations, but taking Titus from her, placed him carefully into one of his
capacious jacket pockets, and then, lifting the tiny struggling woman in his
arms, marched solemnly through the woods to the castle. Steerpike followed, deep in thought, and
did not even trouble to keep them in sight. Lord Sepulchrave, lighting a candle,
climbed the staircase by the door and, moving along the wooden balcony, came at
last to a shelf of dusty volumes. He blew the grey pollen from the vellum spine
of one which he tilted forward from the rest with his index finger and then,
turning over a page or two, near the beginning, made his way around the balcony
again and down the stairs. When he had reached his seat he leaned
back and his head fell forward on his chest. The book was still in his hand.
His sorrowful eyes wandered about the room from under the proud bone of his
brow, until they fell at last upon the scattered fir-cones. A sudden uncontrollable gust of anger
seized him. He had been childish in gathering them. Titus had not in any case
derived any amusement from them. It is strange that even in men of much
learning and wisdom there can be an element of the infantile. It may be that it
was not the cones themselves that angered him, but that they acted in some way
as a reminder of his failures. He flung the book from him, and then immediately
retrieved it, smoothing its sides with his shaking hands. He was too proud and
too melancholy to unbend and be the father of the boy in anything but fact; he
would not cease to isolate himself. He had done more than he expected himself
to do. At the breakfast which he had envisaged he would toast the heir to
Gormenghast. He would drink to the Future, to Titus, his only son. That was
all. He sat back again in the chair, but he
could not read. 33 KEDA
AND RANTEL When Keda came back to her people the
cacti were dripping with the rain. The wind was westerly, and above the blurred
outline of the Twisted Woods the sky was choked with crumpled rags. Keda stood
for a moment and watched the dark rulers of the rain slanting steadily from the
ragged edge of the clouds to the ragged edge of the woods. Behind the opaque
formations the sun was hidden as it sank, so that but little light was
reflected from the empty sky above her. This was the darkness she knew of. She
breathed it in. It was the late autumn darkness of her memories. There was here
no taint of those shadows which had oppressed her spirit within the walls of
Gormenghast. Here, once again an Outer dweller, she stretched her arms above
her head in her liberation. "I am free," she said. "I
am home again." But directly she had said these words she knew that it was
not so. She was home, yes, among the dwellings where she was born. Here beside
her, like an ancient friend, stood the gaunt cactus, but of the friends of her
childhood who were left? Who was there to whom she could go? She did not ask
for someone in whom she could confide. She only wished that she might go
unhesitatingly to one who would ask no questions, and to whom she need not
speak. Who was there? And against this question
arose the answer which she feared: There were the two men. Suddenly the fear that had swept her died
and her heart leapt with inexplicable joy and as the clouds above her in the
sky had rolled away from their zenith, those that had choked her heart broke
apart and left her with an earthless elation and a courage that she could not
understand. She walked on in the gathering dusk and, passing by the empty
tables and benches that shone unnaturally in the darkness with the film of the
rain still upon them, she came at last to the periphery of the mud dwellings. It seemed at first as though the narrow
lanes were deserted. The mud dwellings, rising usually to a height of about
eight feet, faced each other across dark lanes like gullies, and all but met
overhead. At this hour in the lanes it would have been pitch dark if it had not
been for the dwellers' custom of hanging lamps above the doors of all their
houses, and lighting them at sunset. Keda had turned several corners before she
came upon the first sign of life. A dwarf dog, of that ubiquitous breed that
was so often to be seen slinking along the mud lanes, ran past Keda on little
mangy legs, hugging the wall as he ran. She smiled a little. Since childhood
she had been taught to despise these scavenging and stunted curs, but as she
watched it slink past her she did not despise it, but in the sudden gladness
that had filled her heart she knew of it only as a part of her own being, her
all-embracing love and harmony. The dog-urchin had stopped a few yards after
passing her and was sitting up on its mangy haunches and scratching with one of
its hind legs at an itch beneath its ear. Keda felt her heart was breaking with
a love so universal that it drew into its fiery atmosphere all things because
they _were_; the evil, the good, the rich, the poor, the ugly, the beautiful,
and the scratching of this little yellowish hound. She knew these lanes so well that the
darkness did not hinder her progress. The desertion of the mud lanes was, she
knew, natural to that hour of evening when the majority of the dwellers would
be huddled over their root fires. It was for this reason that she had left the
castle so late on her homeward journey. There was a custom among the dwellers
that when passing each other at night they should move their heads into the
light of the nearest door-lamp and then, as soon as they had observed one
another, continue upon their journeys. There was no need for them to show any
expression; the chances were that the mutual recognition of friends would be
infrequent. The rivalry between the families and the various schools of carving
was relentless and bitter, and it would often happen that enemies would find
each other's features in this way within a few feet of their own, lit by these
hanging lamps; but this custom was rigorously observed -- to stare for a moment
and pass on. It had been Keda's hope that she would be
able to reach her house, the house which was hers through the death of her old
husband, without having to move into the lamplight and be recognized by a
passing Dweller, but now she did not mind. It seemed to her that the beauty
that filled her was keener than the edge of a sword and as sure a protection
against calumny and gossip, the jealousies and underground hatreds which she
had once feared. What was it that had come over her? she
wondered. A recklessness alien to the whole quietness of her nature startled
but fascinated her. This, the very moment which she had anticipated would fill
her with anxiety -- when the problems, to escape which she had taken refuge in
the castle, would lower themselves over her like an impenetrable fog and
frighten her -- was now an evening of leaves and flame, a night of ripples. She walked on. From behind the rough
wooden doors of many of the dwellings she could hear the heavy voices of those
within. She now came to the long lane that led directly up to the sheer outer
wall of Gormenghast. This lane was a little broader than most, being about nine
feet wide and broadening at times to almost twelve. It was the highway of the
Dwellers, and the daily rendezvous for groups of the Bright Carvers. Old women
and men would sit at the doors, or hobble on their errands, and the children
play in the dust in the shifting shadow of the great Wall that edged by degrees
along the street until by evening it had swallowed the long highway and the
lamps were lit. Upon the flat roof of many of the dwellings a carving would be
placed, and on evenings of sunset the easterly line of those wooden forms would
smoulder and burn and the westerly line against the light in the sky would
stand in jet-black silhouette, showing the sweeping outlines and the harsh
angles which the Dwellers delighted in contrasting. These carvings were now lost in the upper
darkness above the door lamps, and Keda, remembering them as she walked, peered
in vain for a glimpse of them against the sky. Her home did not lie in this highway but at
the corner of a little mud square-where only the most venerable and revered of
the Bright Carvers were permitted to settle. In the centre of this square stood
the pride of the mud dwellers -- a carving, some fourteen feet high, which had
been hewn several hundred years before. It was the only one of that carver's
works which the dwellers possessed although several pieces from his hand were
within the castle walls, in the Hall of the Bright Carvings. There were diverse
opinions as to who he may have been, but that he was the finest of all the
carvers was never disputed. This work, which was repainted each year in its
original colours, was of a horse and rider. Hugely stylized and very simple,
the bulk of rhythmic wood dominated the dark square. The horse was of the
purest grey and its neck was flung backwards in a converse arch so that its
head faced the sky, and the coils of its white mane were gathered like frozen
foam about the nape of its strained neck and over the knees of the rider, who
sat draped in a black cape. On this cape were painted dark crimson stars. He
was very upright, but his arms and hands, in contrast to the vitality of the
grey and muscular neck of the horse, hung limply at his sides. His head was
very sharply cut with the chisel and was as white as the mane, only the lips
and the hair relieving the deathlike mask, the former a pale coral and the
latter a dark chestnut brown. Rebellious children were sometimes brought by
their mothers to see this sinister figure and were threatened with his
disfavour should they continue in their wrongdoing. This carving had a terror
for them, but to their parents it was a work of extraordinary vitality and
beauty of form, and with a richness of mysterious mood the power of which in a
work was one of their criteria of excellence. This carving had come into Keda's mind as
she approached that turning from the highway which led to the mud square, when
she heard the sound of feet behind her. Ahead, the road lay silent, the door
lamps lighting faintly small areas of the earth below them, but giving no
intimation of any passing figure. Away to the left, beyond the mud square, the
sudden barking of a dog sounded in her ears, and she became conscious of her
own footsteps as she listened to those that were overtaking her. She was within a few yards of one of the
door lamps and knowing that were she to pass it before the approaching figure
had done so, then both she and the unknown man would have to walk together in
the darkness until the next lamp was reached, when the ritual of scanning each
other's features would be observed, Keda slackened her pace, so that the
observance might be more rapidly disposed of and the follower, whoever he was,
might proceed on his way. She stopped as she came to the light, nor
in doing so and waiting was there anything unusual, for such was the not
infrequent habit of those who were nearing the lamps and was, in fact,
considered an act of politeness. She moved through the glow of the lamp so that
on turning about the rays would illumine her face, and the approaching figure
would then both see her and be seen the more easily. In passing under the lamp the light
wavered on her dark brown hair lighting its highest strands almost to the
colour of barley, and her body, though full and rounded, was upright and lithe,
and this evening, under the impact of her new emotion had in it a buoyancy, an
excitement, that through the eyes attacked the one who followed. The evening was electric and unreal, and
yet perhaps, thought Keda, this _is_ reality and my past life has been a
meaningless dream. She knew that the footsteps in the darkness which were now
only a few yards away were a part of an evening she would not forget and which
she seemed to have enacted long ago, or had foreseen. She knew that when the
footsteps ceased and she turned to face the one who followed she would find
that he was Rantel, the more fiery, the more awkward of the two who loved her. She turned and he was standing there. For a long time they stood. About them the
impenetrable blackness of the night shut them in as though they were in a
confined space, like a hall, with the lamp overhead. She smiled, her mature, compassionate lips
hardly parting. Her eyes moved over his face -- over the dark mop of his hair,
his powerful jutting brow, and the shadows of his eyes that stared as though
fixed in their sockets, at her own. She saw his high cheekbones and the sides
of his face that tapered to his chin. His mouth was drawn finely and his
shoulders were powerful. Her breast rose and fell, and she was both weak and
strong. She could feel the blood flowing within her and she felt that she must
die or break forth into leaves and flowers. It was not passion that she felt:
not the passion of the body, though that was there, but rather an exultation, a
reaching for life, for the whole of the life of which she was capable, and in
that life which she but dimly divined was centred love, the love for a man. She
was not in love with Rantel: she was in love with what he meant to her as someone
she _could_ love. He moved forward in the light so that his
face was darkened to her and only the top of his ruffled hair shone like wire. "Keda," he whispered. She took his hand. "I have come
back." He felt her nearness; he held her
shoulders in his hands. "You have come back," he said as
though repeating a lesson. "Ah, Keda -- is this you? You went away. Every
night I have watched for you." His hands shook on her shoulders. "You
went away," he said. "You have followed me?" said
Keda. "Why did you not speak to me by the rocks?" "I wanted to," he said,
"but I could not." "Oh, why not?" "We will move from the lamp and then
I will tell you," he said at last. "Where are we going?" "Where? To where should I go but to
where I lived -- to my house?" They walked slowly. "I will tell
you," he said suddenly. "I followed you to know where you would go.
When I knew it was not to Braigon I overtook you." "To Braigon?" she said. "Oh
Rantel, you are still as unhappy." "I cannot alter, Keda; I cannot
change." They had reached the square. "We have come here for nothing,"
said Rantel, coming to a halt in the darkness. "For nothing, do you hear
me, Keda? I must tell you now. Oh, it is bitterness to tell you." Nothing that he might say could stop a
voice within her that kept crying: "_I_ am with you, Keda! I am _life_! I
am _life_! Oh, Keda, Keda, _I_ am with you!" But her voice asked him as
though something separate from her real self were speaking: "Why have we come for nothing?" "I followed you and then I let you
continue here with me, but your house, Keda, where your husband carved, has
been taken from you. You can do nothing. When you left us the Ancients met, the
Old Carvers, and they have given your house to one who is of their company, for
they say that now that your husband is dead you are not worthy to live in the
Square of the Black Rider." "And my husband's carvings,"
said Keda, "what has become of them?" While she waited for him to answer she
heard his breathing quicken and could dimly see him dragging his forearm over
his brow. "I will tell you," he said.
"O fire! why was I so slow -- so _slow_! While I was watching for you,
watching from the rocks, as I have done every night since you left, Braigon
broke into your house and found the Ancients dividing up your own carvings
among themselves. 'She will not come back,' they said of you. 'She is
worthless. The carvings will be left untended,' they said, 'and the grain-worm
will attack them.' But Braigon drew his knife and sent them into a room below
the stairs and made twelve journeys and carried the carvings to his own house,
where he has hidden them, he says, until you come. "Keda, Keda, what can _I_ do for you?
Oh Keda, what can _I_ do?" "Hold me close to you," she
said. "Where is that music?" In the silence they could hear the voice
of an instrument. "Keda . . ." His arms were about her body and his face
was deep in her hair. She could hear the beating of his heart,
for her head was lying close to him. The music had suddenly ended and silence,
as unbroken as the darkness about them, returned. Rantel spoke at last. "I will not
live until I take you, Keda. Then I will live. I am a Sculptor. I will create a
glory out of wood. I will hack for you a symbol of my love. It will curve in
flight. It will leap. It shall be of crimson and have hands as tender as
flowers and feet that merge into the roughness of earth, for it shall be its
body that leaps. And it shall have eyes that see all things and be violet like
the edge of the spring lightning, and upon the breast I shall carve your name
-- Keda, Keda, Keda -- three times, for I am ill with love." She put up her hand and her cool fingers
felt the bones of his brow and his high cheekbones, and came to his mouth where
they touched his lips. After a little while Rantel said softly:
"You have been crying?" "With joy," she said. "Keda . . ." "Yes . . ." "Can you bear cruel news?" "Nothing can pain me any more,"
said Keda. "I am no longer the one you knew. I am alive." "The law that forced you in your
marriage, Keda, may bind you again. There is another. I have been told he has
been waiting for you, Keda, waiting for you to return. But I could slay him,
Keda, if you wish." His body toughened in her arms and his voice grew
harsher. "Shall I slay him?" "You shall not speak of death,"
said Keda. "He shall not have me. Take me with you to your house."
Keda heard her own voice sounding like that of another woman, it was so
different and clear. "Take me with you -- he will not take me after we
have loved. They have my house, where else should I sleep tonight but with you?
For I am happy for the first time. All things are clear to me. The right and
the wrong, the true and the untrue. I have lost my fear. Are you afraid?" "I am not afraid!" cried Rantel
into the darkness, "if we love one another." "I love all, all," said Keda.
"Let us not talk." Dazed, he took her with him away from the
square, and threading their way through the less frequented lanes found
themselves at last at the door of a dwelling at the base of the castle wall. The room they entered was cold, but within
a minute Rantel had sent the light from an open fire on the earth dancing
across the walls. On the mud floor was the usual grass matting common to all
the dwellings. "Our youth will pass from us
soon," said Keda. "But we are young this moment and tonight we are
together. The bane of our people will fall on us, next year or the year after,
but now -- NOW, Rantel; it is NOW that fills us. How quickly you have made the
fire! Oh, Rantel, how beautifully you have made it! Hold me again." As he held her there was a tapping at the
window; they did not move, but only listened as it increased until the coarse
slab of glass sunk in the mud walls vibrated with an incessant drumming. The
increasing volume of the sudden rain was joined by the first howls of a young
wind. The hours moved on. On the low wooden
boards, Rantel and Keda lay in the warmth of the fire, defenceless before each
other's love. When Keda wakened she lay for some while
motionless. Rantel's arm was flung over her body and his hand was at her breast
like a child"s. Lifting his arm she moved slowly from him, lowered his
hand again softly to the floor. Then she rose and walked to the door. And as
she took the first steps, there flashed through her the joyous realization that
the mood of invulnerability before the world was still with her. She unlatched
the door and flung it open. She had known that the outer wall of Gormenghast
would face her as she did so, Its rough base within a stone's throw would rise
like a sheer cliff. And there it was, but there was more. Ever since she could
remember anything the face of the outer wall had been like the symbol of
endlessness, of changelessness, of power, of austerity and of protection. She
had known it in so many moods. Baked to dusty whiteness, and alive with basking
lizards, she could remember how it flaked in the sun. She had seen it flowering
with the tiny pink and blue creeper flowers that spread like fields of coloured
smoke in April across acres of its temperate surface. She had seen its every
protruding ledge of stone, its every jutting irregularity furred with frost, or
hanging with icicles. She had seen the snow sitting plumply on those juttings,
so that in the darkness when the wall had vanished into the night these patches
of snow had seemed to her like huge stars suspended. And now this sunlit morning of late autumn
gave to it a mood which she responded to. But as she watched its sunny surface
sparkling after a night of heavy rain, she saw at the same moment a man sitting
at its ba&e, his shadow on the wall behind him. He was whittling at a
branch in his hand. But although it was Braigon who was sat there and who
lifted his eyes as she opened the door, she did not cry in alarm or feel afraid
or ashamed, but only looked at him quietly, happily, and saw him as a figure
beneath a sparkling wall, a man whittling at a branch; someone she had longed
to see again. He did not get to his feet, so she walked
over to him and sat down at his side. His head was massive and his body also;
squarely built, he gave the impression of compact energy and strength. His hair
covered his head closely with tangled curls. "How long have you been here, Braigon,
sitting in the sun carving?" "Not long." "Why did you come?" "To see you." "How did you know that I had come
back?" "Because I could carve no more." "You stopped carving?" said
Keda. "I could not see what I was doing. I
could only see your face where my carving had been." Keda gave vent to a sigh of such tremulous
depth that she clasped her hands at her breast with the pain that it
engendered. "And so you came here?" "I did not come at once. I knew that
Rantel would find you as you left the gate in the Outer Wall, for he hides each
night among the rocks waiting for you. I knew that he would be with you. But
this morning I came here to ask him where he had found you a dwelling for the
night, and where you were, for I knew your house had been taken away from you
by the law of the Mud Square. But when I arrived here an hour ago I saw the
ghost of your face on the door, and you were happy; so I waited here. You are
happy, Keda?" "Yes," she said. "You were afraid in the castle to
come back; but now you are here you are not afraid. I can see what it is,"
he said. "You have found that you are in love. Do you love him?" "I do not know. I do not understand.
I am walking on air, Braigon. I cannot tell whether I love him or no, or
whether it is the world I love so much and the air and the rain last night, and
the passions that opened like flowers from their tight buds. Oh, Braigon, I do
not know. If I love Rantel, then I love you also. As I watch you now, your hand
at your forehead and your lips moving such a little, it is you I love. I love
the way you have not wept with anger and torn yourself to shreds to find me
here. The way you have sat here all by yourself, oh Braigon, whittling a
branch, and waiting, unafraid and understanding everything, I do not know how,
for I have not told you of what has transformed me, suddenly." She leaned back against the wall and the
morning sun lay whitely upon her face. "Have I changed so much?" she
said. "You have broken free," he said. "Braigon," she cried, "it
is you -- it is _you_ whom I love." And she clenched her hands together.
"I am in pain because of you and him, but my pain makes me happy. I must
tell you the truth, Braigon. I am in love with all things -- pain and all
things, because I can now watch them from above, for something has happened and
I am clear -- clear. But I love you, Braigon, more than all things. It is _you_
I love." He turned the branch over in his hand as
though he had not heard, and then he turned to her. His heavy head had been reclining upon the
wall and now he turned it slightly towards her, his eyes half closed. "Keda," he said, "I will
meet you tonight. The grass hollow where the Twisted Woods descend. Do you
remember?" "I will meet you there," she
said. While she spoke the air became shrill between their heads and the steel
point of a long knife struck the stones between them and snapped with the
impact. Rantel stood before them, he was shaking. "I have another knife," he said
in a whisper which they could only just hear. "It is a little longer. It
will be sharper by this evening when I meet you at the hollow. There is a full
moon tonight. Keda! Oh Keda! Have you forgotten?" Braigon got to his feet. He had moved only
to place himself before Keda's body. She had closed her eyes and she was quite
expressionless. "I cannot help it," she said,
"I cannot help it. I am happy." Braigon stood immediately before his
rival. He spoke over his shoulder, but kept his eyes on his enemy. "He is right," he said. "I
shall meet him at sunset. One of us will come back to you." Then Keda raised her hands to her head.
"No, no, no, no!" she cried. But she knew that it must be so, and
became calm, leaning back against the wall, her head bowed and the locks of her
hair falling over her face. The two men left her, for they knew that
they could never be with her that unhappy day. They must prepare their weapons.
Rantel re-entered his hut and a few moments later returned with a cape drawn
about him. He approached Keda. "I do not understand your love,"
he said. She looked up and saw his head upright
upon his neck. His hair was like a bush of blackness. She did not answer. She only saw his
strength and his high cheekbones and fiery eyes. She only saw his youth. "I am the cause," she said.
"It is I who should die. And I _will_ die," she said quickly.
"Before very long -- but now, now what is it? I cannot enter into fear or
hate, or even agony and death. Forgive me. Forgive me." She turned and held his hand with the
dagger in it. "I do not know. I do not
understand," she said. "I do not think that we have any power." She released his hand and he moved away
along the base of the high wall until it curved to the right and she lost him. Braigon was already gone. Her eyes
clouded. "Keda," she said to herself,
"Keda, this is tragedy." But as her words hung emptily in the morning
air, she clenched her hands for she could feel no anguish and the bright bird
that had filled her breast was still singing . . . was still singing. 34 THE
ROOM OF ROOTS "That's quite enough for today,"
said Lady Cora, laying down her embroidery on a table beside her chair. "But you've only sewn three stitches,
Cora," said Lady Clarice, drawing out a thread to arm's length. Cora turned her eyes suspiciously.
"You have been watching me," she said. "Haven't you?" "It wasn't private," replied her
sister. "Sewing isn't private." She tossed her head. Cora was not convinced and sat rubbing her
knees together, sullenly. "And now I've finished as well,"
said Clarice, breaking the silence. "Half a petal, and quite enough, too,
for a day like this. Is it tea time?" "Why do you always want to know the
time?" said Cora. "'Is it breakfast time, Cora?' . . . 'Is it dinner
time, Cora?' . . . 'Is it tea time,
Cora?' -- on and on and on. You know that it doesn't make any difference _what_
the time is." "It does if you're hungry," said
Clarice. "No, it doesn't. Nothing matters very
much; even if you're hungry." "Yes, it does," her sister
contested. "I _know_ it does." "Clarice Groan," said Cora
sternly, rising from her chair, "you know _too_ much." Clarice did not answer, but bit her thin,
loose lower lip. "We usually go on much longer with
our sewing, don't we, Cora?" she said at last. "We sometimes go on
for hours and hours, and we nearly always talk a lot, but we haven't today,
have we, Cora?" "No," said Cora. "Why haven't we?" "I don't know. Because we haven't
needed to, I suppose, you silly thing." Clarice got up from her chair and smoothed
her purple satin, and then looked archly at her sister. "_I_ know why we
haven't been talking," she said. "Oh no, you don't." "Yes, I do," said Clarice.
"_I_ know." Cora sniffed, and after walking to a long
mirror in the wall with a swishing of her skirts, she readjusted a pin in her
hair. When she felt she had been silent long enough: "Oh no, you don't," she said,
and peered at her sister in the mirror over the reflection of her own shoulder.
Had she not had forty-nine years in which to get accustomed to the phenomenon
she must surely have been frightened to behold in the glass, next to her own
face, another, smaller, it is true, for her sister was some distance behind
her, but of such startling similarity. She saw her sister's mouth opening in the
mirror. "I _do_," came the voice from
behind her, "because I know what _you've_ been thinking. It's easy." "You _think_ you do," said Cora,
"but I know you _don't_, because I know exactly what you've been thinking
all day that I've been thinking and that's why." The logic of this answer made no lasting
impression upon Clarice, for although it silenced her for a moment she
continued: "Shall I tell you what you've been brooding on?" she
asked. "You can if you like, I suppose. _I_
don't mind. What, then? I might as well incline my ear. Go on." "I don't know that I want to
now," said Clarice. "I think I'll keep it to myself although it's
_obvious_." Clarice gave great emphasis to this word "obvious".
Isn't it tea time yet? Shall I ring the bell, Cora? What a pity it's too windy
for the tree." "You were thinking of that Steerpike
boy," said Cora, who had sidled up to her sister and was staring at her
from very close quarters. She felt she had rather turned the tables on poor
Clarice by her sudden renewal of the subject. "So were you," said Clarice.
"I knew that long ago. Didn't you?" "Yes, I did," said Cora.
"Very long ago. Now we both know." A freshly burning fire flung their shadows
disrespectfully to and fro across the ceiling and over the walls where samples
of their embroidery were hung. The room was a fair size, some thirty feet by
twenty. Opposite the entrance from the corridor was a small door. This gave
upon the Room of Roots, in the shape of a half circle. On either side of this
smaller opening were two large windows with diamond panes of thick glass and on
the two end walls of the room, in one of which was the small fireplace, were
narrow doorways, one leading to the kitchen and the rooms of the two servants,
and the other to the dining-room and the dark yellow bedroom of the twins. "He said he would exalt us,"
said Clarice. "You heard him, didn't you?" "I'm not deaf," said Cora. "He said we weren't being honoured
enough and we must remember who we are. We're Lady Clarice and Cora Groan;
that's who we are." "Cora and Clarice," her sister
corrected her, "of Gormenghast." "But no one is awed when they see us.
He said he'd make them be." "Make them be what, dear?" Cora
had begun to unbend now that she found their thoughts had been identical. "Make them be awed," said
Clarice. "That's what they ought to be. Oughtn't they, Cora?" "Yes; but they won't do it." "No. That's what it is," said
Clarice, "although I tried this morning." "What, dear?" said Cora. "I tried this morning, though,"
repeated Clarice. "Tried what?" asked Cora in a
rather patronizing voice. "You know when I said 'I'll go for a
saunter'?" "Yes." Cora sat down and
produced a minute but heavily scented handkerchief from her flat bosom.
"What about it?" "I didn't go to the bathroom at
all." Clarice sat down suddenly and stiffly. "I took some ink instead
-- _black_ ink." "What for?" "I won't tell you yet, for the time
isn't ripe," said Clarice importantly; and her nostrils quivered like a
mustang"s. "I took the black ink, and I poured it into a jug. There
was lots of it. Then I said to myself, what you tell me such a lot, and what I
tell you as well, which is that Gertrude is no better than us -- in fact, she's
not as good because she hasn't got a speck of Groan blood in her veins like we
have, but only the common sort that's no use. So I took the ink and I knew what
I would do. I didn't tell you because you might have told me not to, and I
don't know why I'm telling you now because you may think I was wrong to do it;
but it's all oven now so it doesn't matter what you think, dear, does it?" "I don't know yet," said Cora
rather peevishly. "Well, I knew that Gertrude had to be
in the Central Hall to receive the seven most hideous beggars of the Outer
Dwellings and pour a lot of oil on them at nine o'clock, so I went through the
door of the Central Hall at nine o'clock with my jug full of ink, and I walked
up to her at nine o'clock, but it was not what I wanted because she had a black
dress on." "What do you mean?" said Cora. "Well, I was going to pour the ink
all oven her dress." "That would be good, _very_
good," said Cora. "Did you?" "Yes," said Clarice, "but
it didn't show because her dress was black, and she didn't see me pouring it,
anyway, because she was talking to a starling." "One of _our_ birds," said Cora. "Yes," said Clarice. "One
of the stolen birds. But the others saw me. They had their mouths open. They
saw my decision. But Gertrude didn't, so my decision was no use. I hadn't
anything else to do and I felt frightened, so I ran all the way back; and now I
think I'll wash out the jug." She got up to put her idea into operation
when there was a discreet tapping at their door. Visitors were very few and far
between and they were too excited for a moment to say "Come in." Cora was the first to open her mouth and
her blank voice was raised more loudly than she had intended: "Come in." Clarice was at her side. Their shoulders
touched. Their heads were thrust forward as though they were peering out of a
window. The door opened and Steerpike entered, an
elegant stick with a shiny metal handle under his arm. Now that he had
renovated and polished the pilfered sword-stick to his satisfaction, he carried
it about with him wherever he went. He was dressed in his habitual black and
had acquired a gold chain which he wore about his neck. His meagre quota of
sandy-coloured hair was darkened with grease, and had been brushed down over
his pale forehead in a wide curve. When he had closed the door behind him he
tucked his stick smartly under his arm and bowed. "Your Ladyships," he said,
"my unwarranted intrusion upon your privacy, with but the summary knock at
the panels of your door as my mediator, must be considered the acme of
impertinence were it not that I come upon a serious errand." "Who's died?" said Cora. "Is it Gertrude?" echoed
Clarice. "No one has died," said
Steerpike, approaching them. "I will tell you the facts in a few minutes; but
first, my dear Ladyships, I would be most honoured if I were permitted to
appreciate your embroideries. Will you allow me to see them?" He looked at
them both in turn inquiringly. "He said something about them before;
at the Prunesquallors' it was," whispered Clarice to her sister. "He
said he wanted to see them before. Our embroideries." Clarice had a firm belief that as long as
she whispered, no matter how loudly, no one would hear a word of what she said,
except her sister. "I heard him," said her sister.
"I'm not blind, am I?" "Which do you want to see
first?" said Clarice. "Our needlework or the Room of Roots or the
Tree?" "If I am not mistaken," said
Steerpike by way of an answer, "the creations of your needle are upon the
walls around us, and having seen them, as it were, in a flash, I have no choice
but to say that I would first of all prefer to examine them more closely, and
then if I may, I would be delighted to visit your Room of Roots." "'Creations of our needle', he
said," whispered Clarice in her loud, flat manner that filled the room. "Naturally," said her sister,
and shrugged her shoulders again, and turning her face to Steerpike gave to the
right-hand corner of her inexpressive mouth a slight twitch upwards, which
although it was as mirthless as the curve between the lips of a dead haddock,
was taken by Steerpike to imply that she and he were above making such
_obvious_ comments. "Before I begin," said
Steerpike, placing his innocent-looking sword-stick on a table, "may I inquire
out of my innocence why you ladies were put to the inconvenience of bidding me
to enter your room? Surely your footman has forgotten himself. Why was he not
at the door to inquire who wished to see you and to give you particulars before
you allowed yourselves to be invaded? Forgive my curiosity, my dear Ladyships,
but where was your footman? Would you wish me to speak to him?" The sisters stared at each other and then
at the youth. At last Clarice said: "We haven't got a footman." Steerpike, who had turned away for this
very purpose, wheeled about, and then took a step backwards as though struck. "No footman!" he said, and
directed his gaze at Cora. She shook her head. "Only an old lady
who smells," she said. "No footman at all." Steerpike walked to the table and, leaning
his hands upon it, gazed into space. "Their Ladyships Cora and Clarice
Groan of Gormenghast have no footman -- have no one save an old lady who
smells. Where are their servants? Where are their retinues, their swarms of attendants?"
And then in a voice little above a whisper: "This must be seen to. This
must end." With a clicking of his tongue he straightened his back.
"And now," he continued in a livelier voice, "the needlework is
waiting." What Steerpike had said, as they toured
the walls, began to refertilize those seeds of revolt which he had sown at the
Prunesquallors". He watched them out of the corner of his eyes as he
flattened their handiwork, and he could see that although it was a great
pleasure for them to show their craft, yet their minds were continually
returning to the question he had raised. "We do it all with our left
hands, don't we, Cora?" Clarice said, as she pointed to an ugly
green-and-red rabbit of intricate needlework. "Yes," said Cora, "it takes
a long time because it's all done like that -- with our left hands. Our night
arms are starved, you know," she said, turning to Steerpike. "They're
quite, quite starved." "Indeed, your Ladyship," said
Steerpike. "How is that?" "Not only our left arms,"
Clarice broke in, "but all down our left-hand sides and our right-hand
legs, too. That's why they're rather stiff. It was the epileptic fits which we
had. That's what did it, and that's what makes our needlework all the more
clever." "And beautiful," said Cora. "I cannot but agree," said
Steerpike. "But nobody sees them," said
Clarice. "We are left alone. Nobody wants our advice on anything. Gertrude
doesn't take any notice of us, nor does Sepulchrave. You know what we ought to
have, don't you, Cora?" "Yes;" said her sister, "I
know." "What, then?" said Clarice.
"Tell me. Tell me." "Power," said Cora. "That's right. Power. That's the very
thing we want." Clarice turned her eyes to Steerpike. Then she smoothed
the shiny purple of her dress. "I rather liked them," she said. Steerpike, wondering where on earth her
thoughts had taken her, tilted his head on one side as though reflecting upon
the truth in her remark, when Cora's voice (like the body of a plaice
translated into sound) asked: "You rather liked _what_?" "My convulsions," said Clarice
earnestly. "When my left arm became starved for the finst time. _You_
remember, Cora, don't you? When we had our _first_ fits? I rather liked
them." Cora rustled up to her and raised a
forefinger in front of her sister's face. "Clarice Groan," she said,
"we finished talking about _that_ long ago. We're talking about Power now.
Why can't you follow what we're talking about? You are always losing your
place. I've noticed that." "What about the Room of Roots?"
asked Steerpike with affected gaiety. "Why is it called the Room of Roots?
I am most intrigued." Don't you _know_?" came their voices. "He doesn't know," said Clarice.
"You see how we've been forgotten. He didn't know about our Room of Roots." Steerpike was not kept long in ignorance.
He followed the two purple ninepins through the door, and after passing down a
short passage, Cora opened a massive door at the far end whose hinges could
have done with a gill of oil apiece, and followed by her sister entered the
Room of Roots. Steerpike in his turn stepped over the threshold arid his
curiosity was more than assuaged. If the name of the room was unusual there
was no doubt about its being apt. It was certainly a room of roots. Not of a
few simple, separate formations, but of a thousand branching, writhing,
coiling, intertwining, diverging, converging, interlacing limbs whose origin
even Steerpike's quick eyes were unable for some time to discover. He found eventually that the thickening stems
converged at a tall, narrow aperture on the far side of the room, through the
upper half of which the sky was pouring a grey, amorphous light. It seemed at
first as though it would be impossible to stir at all in this convoluting
meshwork, but Steerpike was amazed to see that the twins were moving about
freely in the labyrinth. Years of experience had taught them the possible
approaches to the window. They had already reached it and were looking out into
the evening. Steerpike made an attempt at following them, but was soon
inextricably lost in the writhing maze. Whenever he turned he was faced with a
network of weird arms that nose and fell, dipped and clawed, motionless yet
alive with serpentine rhythms. Yet the roots were dead. Once the room
must have been filled with earth, but now, suspended for the most pant in the
higher reaches of the chamber, the thread-like extremities clawed impotently in
the air. Nor was it enough that Steerpike should find a room so incongruously
monopolized, but that every one of these twisting terminals should be
_hand-painted_ was even more astonishing. The various main limbs and their
wooden tributaries, even down to the minutest rivulet of root, were painted in
their own especial colours, so that it appeared as though seven coloured boles
had forced their leafless branches through the window, yellow, red and green,
violet and pale blue, coral pink and orange. The concentration of effort needed
for the execution of this work must have been considerable, let alone the almost
superhuman difficulties and vexations that must have resulted from the efforts
to establish, among the labyrinthic entanglements of the finer roots, which
tendril belonged to which branch, which branch to which limb, and which limb to
which trunk, for only after discovering its source could its correct colour be
applied. The idea had been that the birds on
entering should choose those roots whose colours most nearly approximated to
their own plumage, on if they had preferred it to nest among roots whose hue
was complementary to their own. The work had taken the sisters well oven
three years, and yet when all had been completed the project for which all this
work had been designed had proved to be empty, the Room of Roots a failure,
their hopes frozen. From this mortification the twins had never fully
recovered. It is true that the room, as a room, gave them pleasure, but that
the birds never approached it, let alone settled and nested there, was a
festering sore at the back of what minds they had. Against this nagging disappointment was
the positive pride which they felt in having a room of roots at all. And not
only the Roots but logically enough the Tree whose branches had once drawn
sustenance into its highest twigs, and, long ago, burst forth each April with
its emerald jets. It was this Tree that was their chief source of satisfaction,
giving them some sense of that distinction which they were now denied. They turned their eyes from its branches
and looked around for Steerpike. He was still not unravelled. "Can you
assist me; my dear Ladyships?" he called, peering through a skein of
purple fibres. "Why don't you come to this
window?" said Clarice. "He can't find the way," said
Cora. "Can't he? I don't see why not,"
said Clarice. "Because he can't," said Cora.
"Go and show him." "All right. But he must be very
stupid," said Clarice, walking through the dense walls of roots which
seemed to open up before her and close again behind her back. When she reached
Steerpike, she walked past him and it was only by practically treading on her
heels that he was able to thread his way towards the window. At the window
there was a little more space, for the seven stems which wedged their way
through its lower half protruded some four feet into the room before beginning
to divide and subdivide. Alongside the window there were steps that led up to a
small platform which nested on the thick horizontal stems. "Look outside," said Cora
directly Steerpike arrived, "and you"ll see It." Steerpike climbed the few steps and saw
the main trunk of the tree floating out horizontally into space and then
running up to a great height, and as he saw it he recognized it as the tree he
had studied from the rooftops, half a mile away near the stone sky-field. He saw how, what had then seemed a
perilous balancing act on the part of the distant figures, was in reality a
safe enough exercise, for the bole was conveniently flat on its upper surface.
When it reached that point where it began to ascend and branch out, the wooden
highway spread into an area that could easily have accommodated ten or twelve
people standing in a close group. "Definitely a _tree_," he said.
"I am all in favour of it. Has it been dead as long as you can remember
it?" "Of course," said Clarice. "We're not as old as _that_,"
said Cora, and as this was the first joke she had made for over a year, she
tried to smile, but her facial muscles had become, through long neglect,
unusable. "Not so old as what?" said
Clarice. "You don't understand," said
Cora. "You are much slower than I am. I've noticed that." 35 "INKLINGS
OF GLORY" "I want some tea," said Clarice;
and leading the way she performed the miraculous journey through the room once
more, Steerpike at her heels like a shadow and Cora taking an alternative path. Once more in the comparatively sane living
room where the tapers had been lit by the old woman, they sat before the fire
and Steerpike asked if he might smoke. Cora and Clarice after glancing at each
other nodded slowly, and Steerpike filled his pipe and lit it with a small red
coal. Clarice had pulled at a bell-nope that
hung by the wall, and now as they sat in a semi-circle about the blaze,
Steerpike in the centre chair, a door opened to their night and an old
dark-skinned lady, with very short legs and bushy eyebrows, entered the room. "Tea, I suppose," she said in a
subterranean voice that seemed to have worked its way up from somewhere in the
room beneath them. She then caught sight of Steerpike and wiped her unpleasant
nose with the back of her hand before retiring and closing the door behind her
like an explosion. The embroideries flapped outwards in the draught this
occasioned, and sank again limply against the walls. "This is too much," said Steerpike.
"How can you bear it?" "Bear what?" said Clarice. "Do you mean, your Ladyships, that
you have become used to being treated in this offhand and insolent manner? Do
you not mind whether your natural and hereditary dignities are flouted and abused
-- when an old commoner slams the doors upon you and speaks to you as though
you were on her own degraded level? How can the Groan blood that courses so
proudly and in such an undiluted stream, through your veins, remain so quiet?
Why in its purple wrath is it not boiling at this moment?" He paused a
moment and leant further forward. "Your birds have been stolen by
Gertrude, the wife of your brother. Your labour of love among the roots, which
but for that woman would now be bearing fruit, is a fiasco. Even your Tree is
forgotten. I had not _heard_ of it. Why had I not heard of it? Because you and
all you possess have been put aside, forgotten, neglected. There are few enough
of your noble and ancient family in Gormenghast to carry on the immemorial rites,
and yet you two who could uphold them more scrupulously than any, are slighted
at every turn." The twins were staring at him very hard.
As he paused they turned their eyes to one another. His words, though sometimes
a little too swift for them, communicated nevertheless their subversive gist.
Here, from the mouth of a stranger, their old sores and grievances were being
aired and formulated. The old lady with the short legs returned
with a tray which she set before them with a minimum of deference. Then
inelegantly waddling away, she turned at the door and stared again at their
visitor, wiping, as before, the back of her large hand across her nose. When she had finally disappeared,
Steerpike leaned forward and, turning to Cora and Clarice in turn, and fixing
them with close and concentrated eyes, he said: "Do you believe in honour? Your
Ladyships, answer me, do you believe in honour?" They nodded mechanically. "Do you believe that injustice should
dominate the castle?" They shook their heads. "Do you believe it should go
unchecked -- that it should flourish without just retribution?" Clarice, who had rather lost track of the
last question, waited until she saw Cora shaking her head before she followed
suit. "In other words," said Steerpike,
"you think that something must be _done_. Something to crush this
tyranny." They nodded their heads again, and Clarice
could not help feeling a little satisfied that she had so far made no mistake
with her shakes and nods. "Have you any ideas?" said
Steerpike. "Have you any plans to suggest?" They shook their heads at once. "In that case," said Steerpike,
stretching his legs out before him and crossing his ankles, "may I make a
suggestion, your Ladyships?" Again, most flatteringly, he faced each
one in turn to obtain her consent. One after the other they nodded heavily,
sitting bolt upright in their chairs. Meanwhile, the tea and the scones were
getting cold, but they had all three forgotten them. Steerpike got up and stood with his back
to the fire so that he might observe them both at the same time. "Your gracious Ladyships," he
began, "I have received information which is of the highest moment. It is
information which hinges upon the unsavouny topic with which we have been
forced to deal. I beg your undivided concentration; but I will first of all ask
you a question: who has the undisputed control over Gormenghast? Who is it who,
having this authority, makes no use of it but allows the great traditions of
the castle to drift, forgetting that even his own sisters are of his blood and
lineage and are entitled to homage and -- shall I say it? -- yes, to adulation,
too? Who is that man?" "Gertrude," they replied. "Come, come," said Steerpike,
raising his eyebrows, "who is it who forgets even his own sisters? Who is
it, your Ladyships?" "Sepulchrave," said Cora. "Sepulchrave," echoed Clarice. They had become agitated and excited by
now although they did not show it, and had lost control over what little
circumspection they had even possessed. Every word that Steerpike uttered they
swallowed whole. "Lord Sepulchrave," said
Steerpike. After a pause, he continued. "If it were not that you were his
sisters, and of the Family, how could I dare to speak in this way of the Lord
of Gormenghast? But it is my duty to be honest. Lady Gertrude has slighted you,
but who could make amends? Who has the final power but your brother? In my
efforts to reestablish you, and to make this South Wing once again alive with
your servants, it must be remembered that it is your selfish brother who must
be reckoned with." "He _is_ selfish, you know,"
said Clarice. "Of course he is," said Cora.
"Thoroughly selfish. What shall we do? Tell us! Tell us!" "In all battles, whether of wits or
of war," said Steerpike, "the first thing to do is to take the
initiative and to strike hard." "Yes," said Cora, who had
reached the edge of the chair and was stroking her smooth heliotrope knees in
quick, continual movements which Clarice emulated. "One must choose _where_ to
strike," said Steerpike, "and it is obvious that to strike at the
most vulnerable nerve centre of the opponent is the shrewdest preliminary
measure. But there must be no half-heartedness. It is all on nothing." "All or nothing," echoed
Clarice. "And now you must tell me, dear
ladies, what is your brother's main interest?" They went on smoothing their knees. "Is it not literature?" said
Steerpike. "Is he not a great lover of books?" They nodded. "He's very clever," said Cora. "But he reads it all in books,"
said Clarice. "Exactly." Steerpike followed
quickly upon this. "Then if he lost his books, he would be all but
defeated. If the centre of his life were destroyed he would be but a shell. As
I see it, your Ladyships, it is at his library that our first thrust must be
directed. You must have your rights," he added hotly. "It is only
fair that you should have your rights." He took a dramatic step towards
the Lady Cora Groan; he raised his voice: "My Lady Cora Groan, do you not
agree?" Cora, who had been sitting on the extreme
edge of her chair in her excitement, now rose and nodded her head so violently
as to throw her hair into confusion. Clarice, on being asked, followed her
sister's example, and Steerpike relit his pipe from the fire and leaned against
the mantelpiece for a few moments, sending out wreaths of smoke from between
his thin lips. "You have helped me a great deal,
your Ladyships," he said at last, drawing at his stubby pipe and watching
a smoke-ring float to the ceiling. "You are prepared, I am sure, for the
sake of your own honour, to assist me further in my struggle for your
deliverance." He understood from the movements of their perched bodies
that they agreed that this was so. "The question that arises in that
case," said Steerpike, "is how are we to dispose of your brother's
books and thereby bring home to him his responsibilities? What do you feel is
the obvious method of destroying a library full of books? Have you been to his
library lately, your Ladyships?" They shook their heads. "How would you proceed, Lady Cora?
What method would you use to destroy a hundred thousand books?" Steerpike removed his pipe from his lips
and gazed intently at her. "I'd burn them," said Cora. This was exactly what Steerpike had wanted
her to say; but he shook his head. "That would be difficult. What could we
burn it with?" "With fire," said Clarice. "But how would we start the fire,
Lady Clarice?" said Steerpike pretending to look perplexed. "Straw," said Cora. "That is a possibility," said
Steerpike, stroking his chin. "I wonder if _your_ idea would work swiftly
enough. Do you think it would?" "Yes, yes!" said Clarice.
"Straw is lovely to burn." "But would it catch the books,"
persisted Steerpike, "all on its own? There would have to be a great deal
of it. Would it be quick enough?" "What's the hurry?" said Cora. "It must be done swiftly," said
Steerpike, "otherwise the flames might be put out by busybodies." "I love fires," said Clarice. "But we oughtn't to burn down
Sepulchrave's library, ought we?" Steerpike had expected, sooner or later,
that one of them would feel conscience-stricken and he had retained his trump
card. "Lady Cora," he said,
"sometimes one has to do things which are unpalatable. When great issues
are involved one can't toy with the situation in silk gloves. No. We are making
history and we must be stalwart. Do you recall how when I first came in I told
you that I had received information? You do? Well, I will now divulge what has
come to my ears. Keep calm and steady; remember who you are. I shall look after
your interests, have no fear, but at this moment sit down, will you, and
attend? "You tell me you have been treated
badly for this and for that, but only listen now to the latest scandal that is
being repeated below stairs. '_They_ aren't being asked,' everyone is saying.
'_They_ haven't been asked.' " "Asked what?" said Clarice. "Or where?" said Cora. "To the Great Gathering which your
brother is calling. At this Great Gathering the details for a party for the New
Heir to Gonmenghast, your nephew Titus, will be discussed. Everyone of
importance is going. Even the Prunesquallors are going. It is the first time
for many years that your brother has become so worldly as to call the members
of his family together. He has, it is said, many things which he wishes to talk
of in connection with Titus, and in my opinion this Great Gathering in a week's
time will be of prime importance. No one knows exactly what Lord Sepulchrave
has in mind, but the general idea is that preparations must be begun even now
for a party on his son's first Birthday. "Whether you will even be invited to
that Party I would not like to say, but judging from the remarks I have heard
about how you two have been thrust aside and forgotten like old shoes, I should
say it was very unlikely. "You see," said Steerpike,
"I have not been idle. I have been listening and taking stock of the
situation, and one day my labouns will prove themselves to have been justified --
when I see you, my dear Ladyships, sitting at either end of a table of
distinguished guests, and when I hear the glasses clinking and the rounds of
applause that greet your every remark I shall congratulate myself that I had
long ago enough imagination and ruthless realism to proceed with the dangerous
work of raising you to the level to which you belong. "Why should you not have been invited
to the party? Why? Why? Who are you to be spurned thus and derided by the
lowest menials in Swelter's kitchen?" Steerpike paused and saw that his words
had produced a great effect. Clarice had gone over to Cora's chair where now
they both sat bolt upright and very close together. "When you suggested so
perspicaciously just now that the solution to this insufferable state of
affairs lay in the destruction of your brother's cumbersome library, I felt
that you were right and that only through a brave action of that kind might you
be able to lift up your heads once more and feel the slur removed from your
escutcheon. That idea of yours spelt genius. I appeal to your Ladyships to do
what you feel to be consistent with your honour and your pride. You are not
old, your Ladyships, oh no, you are not old. But are you young? I should like
to feel that what years you have left will be filled with glamorous days and
romantic nights. Shall it be so? Shall we take the step towards justice? Yes or
no, my dear ladies, yes or no." They got up together. "Yes,"
they said, "we want Power back." "We want our servants back and justice
back and everything back," Cora said slowly, a counterpoint of intense
excitement weaving through the flat foreground of her voice. "And romantic nights," said
Clarice. "I'd like that. Yes, yes. Burn! Burn," she continued loudly,
her flat bosom beginning to heave up and down like a machine. "Burn! burn!
burn!" "When?" said Cora. "When
can we burn it up?" Steerpike held up his hand to quieten
them. But they took no notice, only leaning forward, holding each other's hands
and crying in their dreadful emotionless voices: "Burn! Burn! Burn! Burn! Burn!"
until they had exhausted themselves. Steerpike had not flinched under this
ordeal. He now realized more completely than before why they were ostracized
from the normal activities of the castle. He had known they were slow, but he
had not known that they could behave like this. He changed his tone. "Sit down!" he rapped out.
"Both of you. Sit down!" They complied at once, and although they
were taken aback at the peremptory nature of his order, he could see that he
now had complete control over them, and though his inclination was to show his
authority and to taste for the first time the sinister delights of his power,
yet bespoke to them gently -- for, first of all, the library must be burned for
a reason of his own. After that, with such a dreadful hold over them, he could
relax for a time and enjoy a delicious dictatorship in the South Wing. "In six days' time, your
Ladyships," he said, fingering his gold chain -- "on the evening
before the Great Gathering to which you have not been invited -- the library
will be empty and you may burn it to the ground. I shall prepare the
incendiaries and will school you in all the details later; but on the great
night itself when you see me give the signal you will set fire at once to the
fuel and will make your way immediately to. this room." "Can't we watch it burn?" said
Cora. "Yes," said Clarice, "can't
we?" "From your Tree," said
Steerpike. "Do you want to be found out?" "No!" they said. "No! No!" "Then you can watch it from your Tree
and be quite safe. I will remain in the woods so that I can see that nothing
goes wrong. Do you understand?" "Yes," they said. "Then
we"ll have Power, won't we?" The unconscious irony of this caused
Steerpike's lip to lift, but he said: "Your Ladyships will then have
Power." And approaching them in turn he kissed the tips of their fingers.
Picking up his sword-stick from the table he walked swiftly to the door, where
he bowed. Before he opened it he said: "We are
the only ones who know. The only ones who will ever know, aren't we?" "Yes," they said. "Only
us." "I will return within a day or
two," said Steerpike, "and give you the details. Your honour must be
saved." He did not say good night, but opened the
door and disappeared into the darkness. 36 "PREPARATIONS
FOR ARSON" On one excuse or another Steerpike
absented himself from the Prunesquallors' during the major part of the next two
days. Although he accomplished many things during this short period, the three
stealthy expeditions which he made to the library were the core of his
activities. The difficulty lay in crossing, unobserved, the open ground to the
conifer wood. Once in the wood and among the pines there was less danger. He
realized how fatal it might prove to be seen in the neighbourhood of the
library, so shortly before the burning. On the first of the reconnaissances,
after waiting in the shadows of the Southern wing before scudding across the
overgrown gardens to the fields that bordered the conifers, he gathered the
information which he needed. He had managed after an hour's patient
concentration to work the lock of the library door with a piece of wire, and
then he had entered the silent room, to investigate the structure of the
building. There was a remoteness about the deserted room. Shadowy and sinister
though it was by night, it was free of the vacancy which haunted its daylight
hours. Steerpike felt the insistent silence of the place as he moved to and fro,
glancing oven his high shoulder more than once as he took note of the
possibilities for conflagration. His survey was exhaustive, and when he
finally left the building he appreciated to a nicety the nature of the problem.
Lengths of oil-soaked material would have to be procured and laid behind the
books where they could stretch unobserved from one end of the room to the
other. After leading around the library they could be taken up the stairs and
along the balcony. To lay these twisted lengths (no easy matter to procure
without awakening speculation) was patently a job for those hours of the early
morning, after Lord Sepulchrave had left for the castle. He had staggered, on
his second visit, under an enormous bundle of rags and a tin of oil to the pine
wood at midnight, and had occupied himself during the hours while he waited for
Lord Sepulchrave to leave the building in knotting together the odd assortment
of pilfered cloth into lengths of not less than forty feet. When at last he saw his Lordship leave the
side door and heard his slow, melancholy footsteps die away on the pathway
leading to the Tower of Flints, he rose and stretched himself. Much to his annoyance the probing of the
lock occupied even more time than on the last occasion, and it was four o'clock
in the morning before he pushed the door open before him. Luckily, the dank autumn mornings were on
his side, and he had a clean three hours. He had noticed that from without no
light could be observed and he lit the lamp in the centre of the room. Steerpike was nothing if not systematic,
and two hours later, taking a tour of the library, he was well satisfied, Not a
trace of his handiwork could be seen save only where four extremities of the
cloth hung limply beside the main, unused, door of the building. These strips
were the terminals of the four lengths that circumscribed the library and would
be dealt with. The only thing that caused him a moment's
reflection was the faint smell of the oil in which he had soaked the tightly
twisted cloth. He now concentrated his attention upon the
four strips and twining them together into a single cord, he knotted it at its
end. Somehow or other this cord must find its way through the door to the
outside world. He had on his last visit eventually arrived at the only solution
apart from that of chiselling a way through the solid wall and the oak that
formed the backs of the bookshelves. This was obviously too laborious. The
alternative, which he had decided on, was to bore a neat hole through the door
immediately under the large handle in the shadow of which it would be invisible
save to scrutiny. Luckily for him there was a reading-stand in the form of a
carven upright with three short, bulbous legs. This upright supported a tilted
surface the size of a very small table. This piece stood unused in front of the
main door. By moving it a fraction to the right, the twisted cord of cloth was
lost in darkness and although its discovery was not impossible, both this risk
and that of the faint aroma of oil being noticed, were justifiable. He had brought the necessary tools with
him and although the oak was tough had bored his way through it within half an
hour. He wriggled the cord through the hole and swept up the sawdust that had
gathered on the floor. By this time he was really tired, but he
took another walk about the library before turning down the lamp and leaving by
the side door. Once in the open he bore to his night, and skirting the adjacent
wall, arrived at the main door of the building. As this entrance had not been
used for many years, the steps that led to it were invisible beneath a cold sea
of nettles and giant weeds. He waded his way through them and saw the loose end
of the cord hanging through the raw hole he had chiselled. It glimmered whitely
and was hooked like a dead finger. Opening the blade of a small sharp knife he
cut through the twisted cloth so that only about two inches protruded, and to
prevent this stub end slipping back through the hole, drove a small nail
through the cloth with the butt of his knife. His work for the night now seemed to be
complete and, only stopping to hide the can of oil in the wood, he retraced his
steps to the Prunesquallors", where climbing at once to his room he curled
up in bed, dressed as he was, and incontinently fell asleep. The third of his expeditions to the
library, the second during the daylight, was on other business. As might be
supposed, the childishness of burning down Lord Sepulchrave's sanctum did not
appeal to him. In a way it appalled him. Not through any prickings of
conscience, but because destruction in any form annoyed him. That is, the
destruction of anything inanimate that was well constructed. For living
creatures he had not this same concern, but in a well-made object, whatever its
nature, a sword or a watch or a book, he felt an excited interest. He enjoyed a
thing that was cleverly conceived and skilfully wrought, and this notion, of
destroying so many beautifully bound and printed volumes, had angered him
against himself, and it was only when his plot had so ripened that he could
neither retract nor resist it, that he went forward with a single mind. That it
should be the Twins who would actually set light to the building with their own
hands was, of course, the lynch-pin of the manoeuvre. The advantages to himself
which would accrue from being the only witness to the act were too absorbing
for him to ponder at this juncture. The aunts would, of course, not realize
that they were setting fire to a library filled with people: nor that it would
be the night of the Great Gathering to which, as Steerpike had told them, they
were not to be invited. The youth had waylaid Nannie Slagg on her way to the
aunts and had inquired whether he could save her feet by delivering her message
to them. At first she had been disinclined to divulge the nature of her
mission, but when she at last furbished him with what he had already suspected,
he promised he would inform them at once of the Gathering, and after a pretence
of going in their direction, he had returned to the Prunesquallors' in time for
his midday meal. It was on the following morning that he told the Twins that
they had _not_ been invited. Once Cora and Clarice had ignited the cord
at the main door of the library and the fire was beginning to blossom, it would
be up to him to be as active as an eel on a line. It seemed to Steerpike that to save two
generations of the House of Groan from death by fire should stand him in very
good stead, and moreover, his headquarters would be well established in the
South Wing with their Ladyships Cora and Clarice who after such an episode
would, if only through fear of their guilt being uncovered, eat out of his
hand. The question of how the fire started would
follow close upon the rescue. On this he would have as little knowledge as
anyone, only having seen the glow in the sky as he was walking along the South
Wing for exercise. The Prunesquallors would bear out that it was his habit to
take a stroll at sundown. The twins would be back in their room before news of
the burning could even reach the castle. Steerpike's third visit to the library was
to plan how the rescues were to be effected. One of the first things was, of
course, to turn and remove the key from the door when the party had entered the
building, and as Lord Sepulchrave had the convenient habit of leaving it in the
lock until he removed it on retiring in the small hours, there should be no
difficulty about this. That such questions as "Who turned the key?"
and "how did it disappear?" would be asked at a later date was
inevitable, but with a well-rehearsed alibi for himself and the twins, and with
the Prunesquallors' cognizance of his having gone out for a stroll on that
particular evening, he felt sure the suspicion would no more centre upon
himself than on anyone else. Such minor problems as might anise in the future
could be dealt with in the future. This was of more immediate consequence:
How was he to rescue the family of Groan in a manner reasonably free of danger
to himself and yet sufficiently dramatic to cause the maximum admiration and
indebtedness? His survey of the building had shown him
that he had no wide range of choice -- in fact, that apart from forcing one of
the doors open by some apparently superhuman effort at the last moment, or by
smashing an opening in the large skylight in the roof through which it would be
both too difficult and dangerous to rescue the prisoners, the remaining
possibility lay in the only window, fifteen feet from the ground. Once he had decided on this window as his
focus he turned over in his mind alternative methods of rescue. It must appear,
above all else, that the deliverance was the result of a spontaneous decision,
translated at once into action. It did not matter so much if he were suspected,
although he did not imagine that he _would_ be; what mattered was that nothing
could later be proved as _prearranged_. The window, about four feet square, was
above the main door and was heavily glazed. The difficulty naturally centred on
how the prisoners were to reach the window from the inside, and how Steerpike
was to scale the outer wall in order to smash the pane and show himself. Obviously he must not be armed with
anything which he would not normally be carrying. Whatever he used to force an
entrance must be something he had picked up on the spur of the moment outside
the library or among the pines. A ladder, for instance, would at once arouse
suspicions, and yet something of that nature was needed. It occurred to him
that a small tree was the obvious solution, and he began to search for one of
the approximate length, already felled, for many of the pines which were
cleared for the erection of the library and adjacent buildings were still to be
seen lying half buried in the thick needle-covered ground. It did not take him
long to come upon an almost perfect specimen of what he wanted. It was about
twelve to fifteen feet long, and most of its lateral branches were broken off
close to the bole, leaving stumps varying from three inches to a foot in
length. "Here," said Steerpike to himself, "is _the_
thing." It was less easy for him to find another,
but eventually he discovered some distance from the librany what he was
searching for. It lay in a dank hollow of ferns. Dragging it to the library
wall, he propped both the pines upright against the main door and under the
only window. Wiping the sweat from his bulging forehead he began to climb them,
stamping off those branches that would be too weak to support Lady Groan, who
would be the heaviest of the prisoners. Dragging them away from the wall, when
he had completed these minor adjustments, and feeling satisfied that his
"ladders" were now both serviceable yet _natural_, he left them at
the edge of the trees where a number of felled pines were littered, and next
cast about for something with which he could smash the window. At the base of
the adjacent building, a number of moss-covered lumps of masonry had fallen
away from the walls. He carried several of these to within a few yards of the "ladders".
Were there any question of his being suspected later, and if questions were
raised as to how he came across the ladders and the piece of masonry so
conveniently, he could point to the heap of half-hidden stones and the litter
of trees. Steerpike closed his eyes and attempted to visualize the scene. He
could see himself making frantic efforts to open the doors, rattling the
handles and banging the panels. He could hear himself shouting "Is there
anybody in there?" and the muffled cries from within. Perhaps he would
yell: "Where's the key? Where's the key?" or a few gallant
encouragements, such as "I'll get you out somehow." Then he would
leap to the main door and beating on it a few times, deliver a few more yells
before dragging up the "ladders", for the fire by that time should be
going very well. Or perhaps he would do none of these things, simply appearing
to them like the answer to a prayer, in the nick of time. He grinned. The only reason why he could not spare
himself both time and energy by propping the "ladders" against the
wall after the last guest had entered the library was that the Twins would see
them as they performed their task. It was imperative that they should not
suspect the library to be inhabited, let alone gain an inkling of Steerpike's
preparations. On this, the last occasion of his three
visits to the library, he once again worked the lock of the side door and
overhauled his handiwork. Lord Sepulchrave had been there on the previous night
as usual, but apparently had suspected nothing. The tall bookstand was as he
had left it, obstructing a view of and throwing a deep shadow over the handle
of the main doon from beneath which the twisted cloth stretched like a tight
rope across the two foot span to the end of the long bookshelves. He could now
detect no smell of oil, and although that meant that it was evaporating, he
knew that it would still be more inflammable than the dry cloth. Before he left he selected half a dozen
volumes from the less conspicuous shelves, which he hid in the pine wood on his
return journey, and which he collected on the following night from their
rainproof nest of needles in the decayed bole of a dead larch. Three of the
volumes had vellum bindings and were exquisitely chased with gold, and the
others were of equally rare craftsmanship, and it was with annoyance, on
returning to the Prunesquallors' that night, that he found it necessary to
fashion for them their neat jackets of brown paper and to obliterate the Groan
crest on the fly-leaves. It was only when these nefarious doings
were satisfactorily completed that Steerpike visited the aunts for the second
time and re-primed them in their very simple roles as arsonists. He had decided
that rather than tell the Prunesquallors that he was going out for a stroll he
would say instead that he was paying a visit to the aunts, and then with them
to prove his alibi (for somehow or other they must be got to and from the
library without the knowledge of their short-legged servant); their story and
that of the Doctor's would coincide. He had made them repeat a dozen or so
times: "We've been indoors _all_ the time. We've been indoors _all_ the
time," until they were themselves as convinced of it as though they were
reliving the Future! 37 THE GROTTO It happened on the day of Steerpike's
second daylight visit to the Library. He was on his return journey and had
reached the edge of the pine woods and was awaiting an opportunity to run
unobserved across the open ground, when, away to his left, he saw a figure
moving in the direction of Gonmenghast Mountain. The invigorating air, coupled with his
recognition of the distant figure, prompted him to change his course, and with
quick, birdlike steps he moved rapidly along the edge of the wood. In the rough
landscape away to his left, the tiny figure in its crimson dress sang out
against the sombre background like a ruby on a slate. The midsummer sun, and
how much less this autumn light, had no power to mitigate the dreary character
of the region that surrounded Gonmenghast. It was like a continuation of the
castle, rough and shadowy, and though vast and often windswept, oppressive too,
with a kind of raw weight. Ahead lay Gormenghast Mountain in all its
permanence, a sinister thing as though drawn out of the earth by sorcery as a
curse on all who viewed it. Although its base appeared to struggle from a
blanket of trees within a few miles of the castle, it was in reality a day's
journey on horseback. Clouds were generally to be seen clustering about its
summit even on the finest days when the sky was elsewhere empty, and it was
common to see the storms raging across its heights and the sheets of dark rain
slanting mistily over the blurred crown and obscuring half the mountain's
hideous body, while, at the same time, sunlight was playing across the
landscape all about it and even on its own lower slopes. Today, however, not
even a single cloud hung above the peak, and when Fuchsia had looked out of her
bedroom window after her midday meal she had stared at the Mountain and said:
"Where are the clouds?" "What clouds?" said the old
nurse, who was standing behind her, rocking Titus in her arms. "What is
it, my caution?" "There's nearly always clouds on top
of the Mountain," said Fuchsia. "Aren't there any, dear?" "No," said Fuchsia. "Why
aren't there?" Fuchsia realized that Mrs. Slagg knew
virtually nothing, but the long custom of asking her questions was a hard one
to break down. This realization that grown-ups did not necessarily know any more
than children was something against which she had fought. She wanted Mrs. Slagg
to remain the wise recipient of all her troubles and the comforter that she had
always seemed, but Fuchsia was growing up and she was now realizing how weak
and ineffectual was her old guardian. Not that she was losing her loyalty or
affection. She would have defended the wrinkled midget to her last breath if
necessary; but she was isolated within herself with no one to whom she could
run with that unquestioning confidence -- that outpouring of her newest
enthusiasms -- her sudden terrors -- her projects -- her stories. "I think I'll go out," she said,
"for a walk." "Again?" said Mrs. Slagg,
stopping for a moment the rocking of her arms. "You go out such a lot now,
don't you? Why are you always going away from me?" "It's not from you," said
Fuchsia; "it's because I want to walk and think. It isn't going away from
you. You know it isn't." "I don't know anything," said
Nannie Slagg, her face puckered up, "but I know you never went out all the
summer, did you dear? And now that it is so tempensome and cold you are always
going out into the nastiness and getting wet on frozen every day. Oh, my poor
heart. Why? Why _every_ day?" Fuchsia pushed her hands into the depths
of the big pockets of her red dress. It was true she had deserted her attic for
the dreary moons and the rocky tracts of country about Gonmenghast. Why was
this? Had she suddenly outgrown her attic that had once been all in all to her?
Oh no; she had not outgrown it, but something had changed ever since that
dreadful night when she saw Steerpike lying by the window in the darkness. It
was no longer inviolate -- secret -- mysterious. It was no longer another
world, but a part of the castle. Its magnetism had weakened -- its silent,
shadowy drama had died and she could no longer bear to revisit it. When last
she had ventured up the spiral stairs and entered the musty and familiar
atmosphere, Fuchsia had experienced a pang of such sharp nostalgia for what it
had once been to her that she had turned from the swaying motes that filled the
air and the shadowy shapes of all that she had known as her friends; the
cobwebbed organ, the crazy avenue of a hundred loves -- turned away, and
stumbled down the dank staircase with a sense of such desolation as seemed
would never lift. Her eyes grew dim as she remembered these things; her hands
clenched in her deep pockets. "Yes," she said, "I have
been out a lot. Do you get lonely? If you do, you needn't, because you know I
love you, don't you? You _know_ that, don't you?" She thrust her lower lip forward and
frowned at Mrs. Slagg, but this was only to keep her tears back, for nowadays
Fuchsia had so lonely a feeling that tears were never far distant. Never having
had either positive cruelty or kindness shown to her by her parents, but only
an indifference, she was not conscious of what it was that she missed --
affection. It had always been so and she had
compensated herself by weaving stories of her own Future, or by lavishing her
own love upon such things as the objects in her attics, or more recently upon
what she found or saw among the woods and wastelands. "You know that, don't you?"
Fuchsia repeated. Nannie rocked Titus more vigorously than
was necessary and by the pursing of her lips indicated that his Lordship was
asleep and that she was speaking too loudly. Then Fuchsia came up to her old nurse and
stared at her brother. The feeling of aversion for him had disappeared, and
though as yet the lilac-eyed creature had not affected her with any sensation
of sisterly love, nevertheless she had got used to his presence in the Castle
and would sometimes play with him solemnly for half an hour on so at a time. Nannie's eyes followed Fuchsia"s. "His little Lordship," she said,
wagging her head, "it's his little Lordship." "Why do you love him?" "Why do I love him! oh, my poor, weak
heart! Why do I love him, stupid? How could you say such a thing?" cried
Nannie Slagg. "Oh my little Lordship _thing_. How could I _help_ it -- the
innocent notion that he is! The very next of Gormenghast, aren't you, my only?
The very next of all. What did your cruel sister say, then, what did she say? "He must go to his cot now, for his
sleep, he must, and to dream his golden dreams." "Did you talk to me like that when I
was a baby?" asked Fuchsia. "Of course I did," said Mrs.
Slagg. "Don't be silly. Oh, the ignorance of you! Are you going to tidy
your room for me now?" She hobbled to the door with her precious
bundle. Every day she asked this same question, but never waited for an answer,
knowing that whatever it was, it was _she_ who would have to make some sort of
order out of the chaos. Fuchsia again turned to the window and
stared at the Mountain whose shape down to the last outcrop had long since
scored its outline in her mind. Between the castle and Gormenghast
Mountain the land was desolate, for the main part empty wasteland, with large
areas of swamp where undisturbed among the needy tracts the waders moved.
Curlews and peewits sent their thin cries along the wind. Moorhens reared their
young and paddled blackly in and out of the rushes. To the east of Gormenghast
Mountain, but detached from the trees at its base, spread the undulating
darkness of the Twisted Woods. To the west the unkempt acres, broken here and
there with low stunted trees bent by the winds into the shape of hunchbacks. Between this dreary province and the pine
wood that surrounded the West Wing of the castle, a dark, shelving plateau rose
to a height of about a hundred to two hundred feet -- an irregular tableland of
greenyblack rock, broken and scarred and empty. It was beyond these cold
escarpments that the river wound its way about the base of the Mountain and fed
the swamps where the wild fowl lived. Fuchsia could see three short stnetches of
the river from her window. This afternoon the central portion and that to its
right were black with the reflection of the Mountain, and the third, away to
the west beyond the rocky plateau, was a shadowy white strip that neither
glanced nor sparkled, but, mirroring the opaque sky, lay lifeless and inert,
like a dead arm. Fuchsia left the window abruptly and
closing the door after her with a crash, ran all the way down the stairs,
almost falling as she slipped clumsily on the last flight, before threading a
maze of corridors to emerge panting in the chilly sunlight. Breathing in the sharp air she gulped and
clenched her hands together until her nails bit at her palms. Then she began to
walk. She had been walking for over an hour when she heard footsteps behind her
and, turning, saw Steerpike. She had not seen him since the night at the
Prunesquallors' and never as clearly as now, as he approached her through the
naked autumn. He stopped when he noticed that he was observed and called: "Lady Fuchsia! May I join you?" Behind him she saw something which by
contrast with the alien, incalculable figure before her, was close and real. It
was something which she understood, something which she could never do without,
or be without, for it seemed as though it were her own self, her own body, at
which she gazed and which lay so intimately upon the skyline. Gormenghast. The
long, notched outline of her home. It was now his background. It was a screen
of walls and towers pocked with windows. He stood against it, an intruder,
imposing himself so vividly, so solidly, against her world, his head
overtopping the loftiest of its towers. "What do you want?" she said. A breeze had lifted from beyond the
Twisted Woods and her dress was blown across her so that down her right side it
clung to her showing the strength of her young body and thighs. "Lady Fuchsia!" shouted
Steerpike across the strengthening wind. "I'll tell you." He took a
few quick paces towards her and reached the sloping rock on which she stood.
"I want you to explain this region to me -- the marshes and Gormenghast
Mountain. Nobody has even told me about it. You know the country -- you
understand it," (he filled his lungs again) "and though I love the
district I'm very ignorant." He had almost reached her. "Can I share
your walks, occasionally? Would you consider the idea? Are you returning?"
Fuchsia had moved away. "If so, may I accompany you back?" "That's not what you've come to ask
me," said Fuchsia slowly. She was beginning to shake in the cold wind. "Yes, it is," said Steerpike,
"it is just what I've come to ask you. And whether you will tell me about
Nature." "I don't know anything about
Nature," said Fuchsia, beginning to walk down the sloping rock. "I
don't understand it. I only look at it. Who told you I knew about it? Who makes
up these things?" "No one," said Steerpike.
"I thought you must know and understand what you love so much. I've seen
you very often returning to the castle laden with the things you have
discovered. And also, you _look_ as though you understand." "I _do_?" said Fuchsia,
surprised. "No, I can't do. I don't understand wise things at all." "Your knowledge is intuitive,"
said the youth. "You have no need of book learning and such like. You only
have to gaze at a thing to _know_ it. The wind is getting stronger, your
Ladyship, and colder. We had better return." Steerpike turned up his high collar, and
gaining her permission to accompany her back to the castle, he began with her
the descent of the grey rocks. Before they were halfway down, the rain was
falling and the autumn sunlight had given way to a fast, tattered sky. "Tread carefully, Lady Fuchsia,"
said Steerpike suddenly; and Fuchsia stopped and stared quickly over her
shoulder at him as though she had forgotten he was there. She opened her mouth
as though to speak when a far rattle of thunder reverberated among the rocks
and she turned her head to the sky. A black cloud was approaching and from its
pendulous body the rain fell in a mass of darkness. Soon it would be above them and Fuchsia's
thoughts leapt backwards through the years to a certain afternoon when, as
today, she had been caught in a sudden rainstorm. She had been with her mother
on one of those rare occasions, still rarer now, when the Countess for some
reason or other decided to take her daughter for a walk. Those occasional
outings had been silent affairs, and Fuchsia could remember how she had longed
to be free of the presence that moved at her side and above her, and yet she
recalled how she had envied her huge mother when the wild binds came to her at
her long, shrill, sweet whistle and settled upon her head and arms and
shoulders. But what she chiefly remembered was how, on that day, when the storm
broke above them, her mother instead of turning back to the castle, continued
onwards towards these same layers of dark rock which she and Steerpike were now
descending. Her mother had turned down a rough, narrow gully and had
disappeared behind a high slab of dislodged stone that was leaning against a
face of rock. Fuchsia had followed. But instead of finding her mother
sheltering from the downpour against the cliff and behind the slab, to her
surprise she found herself confronted with the entrance to a grotto. She had
peered inside, and there, deep in its chilly throat, was her mother sitting
upon the ground and leaning against the sloping wall, very still and silent and
enormous. They had waited there until the storm had
tired of its own anger and a slow rain descended like remorse from the sky. No
word had passed between them, and Fuchsia, as she remembered the grotto, felt a
shiver run through her body. But she turned to Steerpike. "Follow me, if
you want to," she said. "I know a cave." The rain was by now thronging across the
escarpment, and she began to run over the slippery grey rock surfaces with
Steerpike at her heels. As she began the short, steep descent she
turned for an instant to see whether Steerpike had kept pace with her, and as she
turned, her feet slipped away from under her on the slithery surface of an
oblique slab, and she came crashing to the ground, striking the side of her
face, her shoulders and shin with a force that for the moment stunned her. But
only for a moment. As she made an effort to rise and felt the pain growing at
her cheekbone, Steerpike was beside her. He had been some twelve yards away as
she fell, but he slithened like a snake among the rocks and was kneeling beside
her almost immediately. He saw at once that the wound upon her face was
superficial. He felt her shoulder and shinbone with his thin fingers and found
them sound. He removed his cape, covered her and glanced down the gully. The
rain swam over his face and thrashed on the rocks. At the base of the steep
decline he could see, looming vaguely through the downpour, a huge propped
rock, and he guessed that it was towards this that Fuchsia had been running,
for the gully ended within forty feet in a high, unscalable wall of granite. Fuchsia was trying to sit up, but the pain
in her shoulder had drained her of strength. "Lie still!" shouted Steerpike
through the screen of rain that divided them. Then he pointed to the propped
rock. "Is that where we were going?"
he asked. "There's a cave behind it," she
whispered. "Help me up. I can get there all night." "Oh no," said Steerpike. He
knelt down beside her, and then with great cane he lifted her inch by inch from
the rocks. His winy muscles toughened in his slim arms, and along his spine, as
by degrees he raised her to the level of his chest, getting to his feet as he
did so. Then, step by tentative step over the splashing boulders he approached
the cave. A hundred rain-thrashed pools had collected among the rocks. Fuchsia had made no remonstrance, knowing
that she could never have made this difficult descent; but as she felt his arms
around her and the proximity of his body, something deep within her tried to
hide itself. Through the thick, tousled strands of her drenched hair she could
see his sharp, pale, crafty face, his powerful dark-ned eyes focused upon the
rocks below them, his high protruding forehead, his cheekbones glistening, his
mouth an emotionless line. This was Steerpike. He was holding her;
she was in his arms; in his power. His hard arms and fingers were taking the
weight at her thighs and shoulders. She could feel his muscles like bars of
metal. This was the figure whom she had found in her attic, and who had climbed
up the sheer and enormous wall. He had said that he had found a stone
sky-field. He had said that she understood Nature. He wanted to learn from her.
How could he with his wonderful long sentences learn anything from her? She
must be careful. He was clever. But there was nothing wrong in being clever.
Dr. Prune was clever and she liked him. She wished she was clever herself. He was edging between the wall of rock and
the slanting slab, and suddenly they were in the dim light of the grotto. The
floor was dry and the thunder of the rain beyond the entrance seemed to come
from another world. Steerpike lowered her carefully to the
ground and propped her against a flat, slanting portion of the wall. Then he
pulled off his shirt and began, after wringing as much moisture from it as he
could, to tear it into long narrow pieces. She watched him, fascinated in spite
of the pain she was suffering. It was like watching someone from another world
who was worked by another kind of machinery, by something smoother, colder,
harder, swifter. Her heart rebelled against the bloodlessness of his precision,
but she had begun to watch him with a grudging admiration for a quality so
alien to her own temperament. The grotto was about fifteen feet in
depth, the roof dipping to the earth, so that in only the first nine feet from
the entrance was it possible to stand upright. Close to the arching roof, areas
of the rock-face were broken and fretted into dim convolutions of stone, and a
fanciful eye could with a little difficulty beguile any length of time by
finding among the inter-woven patterns an inexhaustible army of ghoulish or
seraphic heads according to the temper of the moment. The recesses of the grotto were in deep
darkness, but it was easy enough for Fuchsia and Steerpike to see each other in
the dull light near the shielded entrance. Steerpike had torn his shirt into neat
strips and had knelt down beside Fuchsia and bandaged her head and staunched
the bleeding which, especially from her leg, where the injury was not so deep,
was difficult to check. Her upper arm was less easy, and it was necessary for
her to allow Steerpike to bare her shoulder before he could wash it clean. She watched him as he carefully dabbed the
wound. The sudden pain and shock had changed to a raw aching and she bit her
lip to stop her tears. In the half light she saw his eyes smouldering in the
shadowy whiteness of his face. Above the waist he was naked. What was it that
made his shoulders look deformed? They were high, but were sound, though like
the rest of his body, strangely taut and contracted. His chest was narrow and
firm. He removed a swab of cloth from her
shoulder slowly and peered to see whether the blood would continue to flow. "Keep still," he said.
"Keep your arm as still as you can. How's the pain?" "I'm all right," said Fuchsia. "Don't be heroic," he said,
sitting back on his heels. "We're not playing a game. I want to know
_exactly_ how much you're in pain -- not whether you are brave or not. I know
that already. Which hurts you most?" "My leg," said Fuchsia. "It
makes me want to be ill. And I'm cold. Now you know." Their eyes met in the half light. Steerpike straightened himself. "I'm
going to leave you," he said. "Otherwise the cold will gnaw you to
bits. I can't get you back to the castle alone. I'll fetch the Prune and a stretcher.
You"ll be all night here. I'll go now, at once. We"ll be back within
half an hour. I can move when I want to." "Steerpike," said Fuchsia. He knelt down at once. "What is
it?" he said, speaking very softly. "You've done quite a lot to
help," she said. "Nothing much," he replied. His
hand was close to hers. The silence which followed became
ludicrous and he got to his feet. "Mustn't stay." He had sensed
the beginning of something less frigid. He would leave things as they were.
"You"ll be shaking like a leaf if I don't hurry. Keep absolutely
still." He laid his coat over her and then walked
the few paces to the opening. Fuchsia watched his hunched yet slender
outline as he stood for a moment before plunging into the rain-swept gully. Then
he had gone, and she remained quite still, as he had told her, and listened to
the pounding of the rain. Steerpike's boast as to his fleetness was
not an idle one. With incredible agility he leapt from boulder to boulder until
he had reached the head of the gully and from there, down the long slopes of
the escarpment, he sped like a Dervish. But he was not reckless. Every one of
his steps was a calculated result of a decision taken at a swifter speed than
his feet could travel. At length the rocks were left behind and
the castle emerged through a dull blanket. His entrance into the Prunesquallors' was
dramatic. Irma, who had never before seen any male skin other than that which
protrudes beyond the collar and the cuffs, gave a piercing cry and fell into
her brother's arms only to recover at once and to dash from the room in a
typhoon of black silk. Prunesquallor and Steerpike could hear the stair rods
rattling as she whirled her way up the staircase and the crashing of her
bedroom door set the pictures swaying on the walls of all the downstairs rooms. Dr. Prunesquallor had circled around
Steerpike with his head drawn back so that his cervical vertebrae nested
against the near wall of his high collar, and a plumbless abysm yawned between
his Adam's apple and his pearl stud. With his head bridled backwards thus,
somewhat in the position of a cobra about to strike, and with his eyebrows
raised quizzically, he was yet able at the same time to flash both tiers of his
startling teeth which caught and reflected the lamplight with an unnatural
brilliancy. He was in an ecstasy of astonishment. The
spectacle of a half-nude, dripping Steerpike both repelled and delighted him.
Every now and again Steerpike and the Doctor could hear an extraordinary
moaning from the floor above. When, however, the Doctor heard the cause
of the boy's appearance, he was at once on the move. It had not taken Steerpike
long to explain what had happened. Within a few moments the Doctor had packed
up a small bag and rung for the cook to fetch both a stretcher and a couple of
young men as bearers. Meanwhile, Steerpike had dived into
another suit and run across to Mrs. Slagg in the castle, whom he instructed to
replenish the fire and to have Fuchsia's bed ready and some hot drink brewing,
leaving her in a state of querulous collapse, which was not remedied by his
tickling her rudely in the ribs as he skipped past her to the door. Coming into the quadrangle he caught sight
of the Doctor as he was emerging from his garden gate with the two men and the
stretcher. Prunesquallor was holding his umbrella over a bundle of rugs under
which he had placed his medical bag. When he had caught them up, he gave them
their directions saying that he would run on ahead, but would reappear on the
escarpment to direct them in the final stage of their journey. Tucking one of
the blankets under his cape he disappeared into the thinning rain. As he ran on
alone, he made jumps into the air. Life was amusing. _So_ amusing. Even the
rain had played into his hand and made the rock slippery. Everything, he
thought to himself, can be of use. Everything. And he clicked his fingers as he
ran grinning through the rain. When Fuchsia awoke in her bed and saw the
firelight flickering on the ceiling and Nannie Slagg sitting beside her, she
said: "Where is Steerpike?" "Who, my precious? Oh, my poor pretty
one!" And Mrs. Slagg fidgeted with Fuchsia's hand which she had been
holding for oven an hour. "What is it you need, my only? What is it, my
caution dear? Oh, my poor heart, you've nearly killed me, dear. Very nearly.
Yes, very nearly, then. There, there. Stay still, and the Doctor will be here
again soon. Oh, my poor, weak heart!" The tears were streaming down her
little, old terrified face. "Nannie," said Fuchsia,
"where's Steerpike?" "That horrid boy?" asked Nannie.
"What about him, precious? You don't want to see him, do you? Oh no, you
couldn't want that boy. What is it, my only? Do you want to see him?" "Oh, no! no!" said Fuchsia.
"I don't want to. I feel so tired. Are you there?" "What is it, my only?" "Nothing; nothing. I wonder where he
is." 38 KNIVES
IN THE MOON The moon slid inexorably into its zenith,
the shadows shrivelling to the feet of all that cast them, and as Rantel
approached the hollow at the hem of the Twisted Woods he was treading in a pool
of his own midnight. The roof of the Twisted Woods reflected
the staring circle in a phosphorescent network of branches that undulated to
the lower slopes of Gormenghast Mountain. Rising from the ground and
circumscribing this baleful canopy the wood was walled with impenetrable
shadow. Nothing of what supported the chilly haze of the topmost branches was
discernible -- only a winding faзade of blackness. The crags of the mountain were ruthless in
the moon; cold, deadly and shining. Distance had no meaning. The tangled
glittering of the forest roof rolled away, but its furthermost reaches were
brought suddenly nearer in a bound by the terrifying effect of proximity in the
mountain that they swarmed. The mountain was neither far away nor was it close
at hand. It arose starkly, enormously, across the lens of the eye. The hollow
itself was a cup of light. Every blade of the grass was of consequence, and the
few scattered stones held an authority that made their solid, separate marks
upon the brain -- each one with its own unduplicated shape: each rising
brightly from the ink of its own spilling. When Rantel had come to the verge of the
chosen hollow he stood still. His head and body were a mosaic of black and
ghastly silver as he gazed into the basin of grass below him. His cloak was
drawn tightly about his spare body and the rhythmic folds of the drapery held
the moonlight along their upper ridges. He was sculpted, but his head moved
suddenly at a sound, and lifting his eyes he saw Braigon arise from beyond the
rim across the hollow. They descended together, and when they had
come to the level ground they unfastened their cloaks, removed their heavy
shoes and stripped themselves naked. Rantel flung his clothes away to the
sloping grass. Braigon folded his coarse garments and laid them across a
boulder. He saw that Rantel was feeling the edge of his blade which danced in
the moonlight like a splinter of glass. They said nothing. They tested the
slippery grass with their naked feet. Then they turned to one another. Braigon
eased his fingers around the short bone hilt. Neither could see the expression
in the other's face for their features were lost in the shadows of their brows
and only their tangled hair held the light. They crouched and began to move,
the distance closing between them, the muscles winding across their backs. With Keda for hearts' reason, they
circled, they closed, they feinted, their blades parrying the thrusts of the
knife by sudden cross movements of their forearms. When Rantel carved it was onslaught. It
was as though the wood were his enemy. He fought it with rasp and chisel,
hacking its flesh away until the shape that he held in his mind began to
surrender to his violence. It was in this way that he fought. Body and brain
were fused into one impulse -- to kill the man who crouched before him. Not
even Keda was in his mind now. His eyes embraced the slightest movement
of the other's body, of his moving feet, of his leaping knife. He saw that
around Braigon's left arm a line of blood was winding from a gash in the
shoulder. Rantel had the longer reach, but swiftly as his knife shot forward to
the throat or breast, Braigon's forearm would swing across behind it and smack
his arm away from its target. Then at the impact Rantel would spin out of
range, and again they would circle and close in upon one another, their
shoulders and arms gleaming in the unearthly brilliance. As Braigon fought he wondered where Keda
was. He wondered whether there could ever be happiness for her after himself or
Rantel had been killed; whether she could forget that she was the wife of a
murderer; whether to fight were not to escape from some limpid truth. Keda came
vividly before his eyes, and yet his body worked with mechanical brilliance,
warding off the savage blade and attacking his assailant with a series of quick
thrusts, drawing blood from Rantel's side. As the figure moved before him he followed
the muscles as they wove beneath the skin. He was not only fighting with an
assailant who was awaiting for that split second in which to strike him dead,
but he was stabbing at a masterpiece -- at sculpture that leapt and heaved, at
a marvel of inky shadow and silver light. A great wave of nausea surged through
him and his knife felt putrid in his hand. His body went on fighting. The grass was blotched with the impression
of their feet. They had scattered and crushed the dew and a dank irregular
patch filled the centre of the hollow showing where their game with death had
led them. Even this bruised darkness of crushed grass was pale in comparison
with the intensity of their shadows which, moving as they moved, sliding
beneath them, springing when they sprang, were never still. Their hair was sticking to the sweat on
their brows. The wounds in their bodies were weakening them, but neither could
afford to pause. About them the stillness of the pale night
was complete. The moonlight lay like rime along the ridges of the distant
castle. The reedy marshlands far to the east lay inert -- a region of gauze.
Their bodies were raddled now with the blood from many wounds. The merciless
light gleamed on the wet, warm streams that slid ceaselessly oven their tired
flesh. A haze of ghostly weakness was filling their nakedness and they were
fighting like characters in a dream. Keda's trance had fallen from her in a
sudden brutal moment and she had started to run towards the Twisted Woods.
Through the great phosphorescent night, cloakless, her hair unfastening as she
climbed, she came at last to the incline that led to the lip of the hollow. Her
pain mounted as she ran. The strange, unworldly strength had died in her, the
glory was gone -- only an agony of fear was with her now. As she climbed to the ridge of the hollow
she could hear -- so small a sound in the enormous night -- the panting of the
men, and her heart for a moment lifted, for they were alive. With a bound she reached the brow of the
slope and saw them crouching and moving in moonlight below her. The cry in her
throat was choked as she saw the blood upon them, and she sank to her knees. Braigon had seen her and his tired arms
rang with a sudden strength. With a flash of his left arm he whirled Rantel's
daggered hand away, and springing after him as swiftly as though he were a part
of his foe, he plunged his knife into the shadowy breast. As he struck he withdrew the dagger, and
as Rantel sank to the ground, Braigon flung his weapon away. He did not turn to Keda. He stood
motionless, his hands at his head. Keda could feel no grief. The corners of her
mouth lifted. The time for horror was not yet. This was not _real_ -- yet. She
saw Rantel raise himself upon his left arm. He groped for his dagger and felt
it beside him in the dew. His life was pouring from the wound in his breast.
Keda watched him as, summoning into his right arm what strength remained in his
whole body, he sent the dagger running through the air with a sudden awkward
movement of his arm. It found its mark in a statue's throat. Braigon's arms
fell to his sides like dead weights. He tottered forward, swayed for a little,
the bone hilt at his gullet, and then collapsed lifeless across the body of his
destroyer. 39 "THE
SUN GOES DOWN AGAIN" "Equality," said Steerpike,
"is the thing. It is the only true and central premise from which
constructive ideas can radiate freely and be operated without prejudice.
Absolute equality of status. Equality of wealth. Equality of power." He tapped at a stone that lay among the
wet leaves with his swordstick and sent it scurrying through the undergrowth. He had waylaid Fuchsia with a great show
of surprise in the pine woods as she was returning from an evening among the
trees. It was the last evening before the fateful day of the burning. There
would be no time tomorrow for any dallying of this kind. His plans were laid
and the details completed. The Twins were rehearsed in their roles and
Steerpike was reasonably satisfied that he could rely on them. This evening,
after having enjoyed a long bath at the Prunesquallors". lie had spent
more time than usual dressing himself. He had plastered his sparse tow-coloured
hair over his bulging forehead with unusual care, viewing himself as he did so
from every angle in the three mirrors he had erected on a table by the window. As he left the house, he spun the slim
swordstick through his fingers. It circled in his hand like the spokes of a
wheel. Should he, or should he not pay a quick call on the Twins? On the one
hand he must not excite them, for it was as though they had been primed for an
examination and might suddenly forget everything they had been taught. On the
other hand, ifhe made no direct reference to tomorrow's enterprise but encouraged
them obliquely it might keep them going through the night. It was essential
that they should have a good night's sleep. He did not want them sitting bolt
upright on the edge of their beds all night staring at each other, with their
eyes and mouths wide open. He decided to pay a very short visit and
then to take a stroll to the woods, where he thought he might find Fuchsia, for
she had made a habit of lying for hours beneath a certain pine in what she
fondly imagined was a secret glade. Steerpike decided he would see them for a
few moments, and at once he moved rapidly across the quadrangle. A fitful light
was breaking through the clouds, and the arches circumscribing the quadrangle
cast pale shadows that weakened or intensified as the clouds stole across the
sun. Steerpike shuddered as he entered the sunless castle. When he came to the door of the aunts'
apartments he knocked, and entered at once. There was a fire burning in the
grate and he walked towards it, noticing as he did so the twin heads of Cora
and Clarice twisted on their long powdered necks. Their eyes were staring at
him over the embroidered back of their couch, which had been pulled up to the
fire. They followed him with their heads, their necks unwinding as he took up a
position before them with his back to the fire, his legs astride, his hands
behind him. "My dears," he said, fixing them
in turn with his magnetic eyes; "my _dears_, how are you? But what need is
there to ask? You both look radiant. Lady Clarice, I have seldom seen you look
lovelier; and your sister refuses to let you have it all your own way. You
refuse utterly, Lady Cora, don't you? You are about as bridal as I ever
remember you. It is a delight to be with you again." The twins stared at
him and wriggled, but no expression appeared in their faces. After a long silence during which
Steerpike had been warming his hands at the blaze Cora said, "Do you mean
that I'm glorious?" "That's not what he said," came
Clarice's flat voice. "Glorious," said Steerpike,
"is a dictionary word. We are all imprisoned by the dictionary. We choose
out of that vast, paper-walled prison our convicts, the little black printed
words, when in truth we need fresh sounds to utter, new enfranchised noises
which would produce a new effect. In dead and shackled language, my dears, you
_are_ glorious, but oh, to give vent to a brand new sound that might convince
you of what I really think of you, as you sit there in your purple splendour,
side by side! But no, it is impossible. Life is too fleet for onomatopoeia.
Dead words defy me. I can make no sound, dear ladies, that is apt." "You could try," said Clarice.
"We aren't busy." She smoothed the shining fabric of her
dress with her long, lifeless fingers. "Impossible," replied the youth,
rubbing his chin. "Quite impossible. Only believe in my admiration for
your beauty that will one day be recognized by the whole castle. Meanwhile,
preserve all dignity and silent power in your twin bosoms." "Yes, yes," said Cora,
"we"ll preserve it. We"ll preserve it in our bosoms, won't we,
Clarice? Our silent power." "Yes, all the power we've got,"
said Clarice. "But we haven't got much." "It is coming to you," said
Steerpike. "It is on its way. You are of the blood; who else but you
should wield the sceptre? But alone you cannot succeed. For years you have
smarted from the insults you have been forced to endure. Ah, how patiently, you
have smarted! How patiently! Those days have gone. Who is it that can help
you?" He took a pace towards them and bent forward. "Who is it that
can restore you: and who will set you on your glittering thrones?" The aunts put their arms about one another
so that their faces were cheek to cheek, and from this doublehead they gazed up
at Steerpike with a row of four equidistant eyes. There was no reason why there
should not have been forty, or four hundred of them. It so happened that only
four had been removed from a dead and endless frieze whose inexhaustible and
repetitive theme was forever, eyes, eyes, eyes. "Stand up," said Steerpike. He
had raised his voice. They got to their feet awkwardly and stood
before him evil. A sense of power filled Steerpike with an acute enjoyment. "Take a step forward," he said. They did so, still holding one another. Steerpike watched them for some time, his
shoulders hunched against the mantelpiece. "You heard me speak," he
said. "You heard my question. Who is it that will raise you to your
thrones?" "Thrones," said Cora in a
whisper; "our thrones." "Golden ones," said Clarice.
"That is what we want." "That is what you shall have. Golden
thrones for Lady Cora and Lady Clarice. Who will give them to you?" He stretched forward his hands and,
holding each of them firmly by an elbow, brought them forward in one piece to
within a foot of himself. He had never gone so far before, but he could see
that they were clay in his hands and the familiarity was safe. The dreadful
proximity of the identical faces caused him to draw his own head back. "Who will give you the thrones, the
glory and the power?" he said. "Who?" Their mouths opened together.
"You," they said. "It's _you_ who"ll give them to us.
Steerpike will give them to us." Then Clarice craned her head forward from
beside her sister's and she whispered as though she were telling Steerpike a
secret for the first time. We're burning Sepulchrave's books
up," she said, "the whole of his silly library. We're doing it --
Cora and I. Everything is ready." "Yes," said Steerpike.
"Everything is ready." Clarice's head regained its normal
position immediately above her neck, where it balanced itself, a dead thing, on
a column, but Cora's came forward as though to take the place of its
counterpart and to keep the machinery working. In the same flat whisper she
continued from where her sister had left off: "All we do is to do what we've been
told to do." Her head came forward another two inches. "There isn't
anything difficult. It's easy to do. We go to the big door and then we find two
little pieces of cloth sticking through from the inside, and then --" "We set them on fire!" broke in
her sister in so loud a voice that Steerpike closed his eyes. Then with a
profound emptiness: "We"ll do it _now_," said Clarice. It's
easy." "Now?" said Steerpike. "Oh
no, not now. We decided it should be tomorrow, didn't we? Tomorrow
evening." "I want to do it _now_," said
Clarice. "Don't you, Cora?" "No," said Cora. Clarice bit solemnly at her knuckles.
"You're frightened," she said; "frightened of a little bit of
fire. You ought to have more pride than that, Cora. I have, although I'm gently
manured." "Mannered, you mean," said her
sister. "You _stupid_. How ignorant you are. With our blood, too. I am
ashamed of our likenesses and always will be, so _there_!" Steerpike brushed an elegant green vase
from the mantel with his elbow, which had the effect he had anticipated. The
four eyes moved towards the fragments on the floor -- the thread of their
dialogue was as shattered as the vase. "A sign!" he muttered in a low,
vibrant voice. "A portent! A symbol! The circle is complete. An angel has
spoken." The twins stared open-mouthed. "Do you see the broken porcelain,
dear ladies?" he said. "Do you _see_ it?" They" nodded. "What else is that but the _Rйgime_,
broken for ever -- the bullydom of Gertrude -- the stony heart of Sepulchrave
-- the ignorance, malice and brutality of the House of Groan as it now stands
-- smashed for ever? It is a signal that your hour is at hand. Give praise, my
dears; you shall come unto your splendour." "When?" said Cora. "Will it
be soon?" "What about tonight?" said
Clarice. She raised her flat voice to its second floor, where there was more
ventilation. "What about tonight?" "There is a little matter to be
settled first," said Steerpike. "One little job to be done. Very
simple; very, very simple; but it needs clever people to do it." He struck
a match. In the four lenses of the four flat eyes,
the four reflections of a single flame, danced -- danced. "Fire!" they said. "We know
all about it. All, all, all." "Oh, then, to bed," said the
youth, speaking rapidly. "To bed, to bed, to bed." Clarice lifted a limp hand like a slab of
putty to her breast and scratched herself abstractedly. "All right,"
she said, "Good night." And as she moved towards the bedroom door she
began to unfasten her dress. "I'm going too," said Cora.
"Good night." She also, as she retired, could be seen unclasping and
unhooking herself. Before the door closed behind her she was half unravelled of
imperial purple. Steerpike filled his pocket with nuts from
a china bowl and letting himself out of the room began the descent to the
quadrangle. He had had no intention of broaching the subject of the burning,
but the aunts had happily proved less excitable than he had anticipated and his
confidence in their playing their elementary roles effectively on the following
evening was strengthened. As he descended the stone stairs he filled
his pipe, and on coming into the mild evening light, his tobacco smouldering in
the bowl, he felt in an amiable mood, and spinning his swordstick he made for
the pine woods, humming to himself as he went. He had found Fuchsia, and had built up
some kind of conversation, although he always found it more difficult to speak
to her than to anyone else. First he inquired with a certain sincerity whether
she had recovered from the shock. Her cheek was inflamed, and she limped badly
from the severe pain in her leg. The Doctor had bandaged her up carefully and
had left instructions with Nannie that she must not go out for several days,
but she had slipped away when her nurse was out of the room, leaving a scribble
on the wall to the effect that she loved her; but as the creature never looked
at the wall the message was abortive. By the time they had come to the edge of
the woods Steerpike was talking airily of any subject that came into his head,
mainly for the purpose of building up in her mind a picture of himself as
someone profoundly brilliant, but also for the enjoyment of talking for its own
sake, for he was in a sprightly mood. She limped beside him as they passed
through the outermost trees and into the light of the sinking sun. Steerpike
paused to remove a stagbeetle from where it clung to the soft bark of a pine. Fuchsia went on slowly, wishing she were
alone. "There should be no rich, no poor, no
strong, no weak," said Steerpike, methodically pulling the legs off the
stag-beetle, one by one, as he spoke. "Equality is the great thing,
equality is _everything_." He flung the mutilated insect away. "Do
you agree, Lady Fuchsia?" he said. "I don't know anything about it, and
I don't care much," said Fuchsia. "But don't you think it's wrong if
some people have nothing to eat and others have so much they throw most of it
away? Don't you think it's wrong if some people have to work all their lives
for a little money to exist on while others never do any work and live in
luxury? Don't you think brave men should be recognized and rewarded, and not
just treated the same as cowards? The men who climb mountains, or dive under
the sea, or explore jungles full of fever, or save people from fires?" "I don't know," said Fuchsia
again. "Things ought to be fair, I suppose. But I don't know anything
about it." "Yes, you do," said Steerpike.
"When you say 'Things ought to be fair' it is exactly what I mean. Things
_ought_ to be fair. Why aren't they fair? Because of greed and cruelty and lust
for power. All that sort of thing must be stopped." "Well, why don't you stop it,
then?" said Fuchsia in a distant voice. She was watching the sun's blood
on the Tower of Flints, and a cloud like a drenched swab, descending, inch by
inch, behind the blackening tower. "I am going to," said Steerpike
with such an air of simple confidence that Fuchsia turned her eyes to him. "You're going to stop cruelty?"
she asked. "And greediness, and all those things? I don't think you could.
You're very clever, but, oh no, you couldn't do anything like that." Steerpike was taken aback for a moment by
this reply. He had meant his remark to stand on its own -- a limpid statement
of fact -- something that he imagined Fuchsia might often turn over in her mind
and cogitate upon. "It's nearly gone," said Fuchsia
as Steerpike was wondering how to reassert himself. "Nearly gone." "What's nearly gone?" He
followed her eyes to where the circle of the sun was notched with turrets.
"Oh, you mean the old treacle bun," he said. "Yes, it will get
cold very quickly now." "Treacle bun?" said Fuchsia.
"Is that what you call it?" She stopped walking. "I don't think
you ought to call it that. It's not respectful." She gazed. As the
death-throes weakened in the sky, she watched with big, perplexed eyes. Then
she smiled for the first time. "Do you give names to other things like that?" "Sometimes," said Steerpike.
"I have a disrespectful nature." "Do you give people names?" "I have done." "Have you got one for me?" Steerpike sucked the end of his swordstick
and raised his straw-coloured eyebrows. "I don't think I have," he
said. "I usually think of you as Lady Fuchsia." "Do you call my mother
anything?" "Your mother? Yes." "What do you call my mother?" "I call her the old Bunch of
Rags," said Steerpike. Fuchsia's eyes opened wide and she stood
still again. "Go away," she said. "That's not very fair," said
Steerpike. "After all, you _asked_ me." "What do you call my father, then?
But I don't want to know. I think you're cruel," said Fuchsia
breathlessly, "you who said you'd stop cruelty altogether. Tell me some
more names. Are they _all_ unkind -- and funny?" "Some other time," said
Steerpike, who had begun to feel chilly. "The cold won't do your injuries
any good. You shouldn't be out walking at all. Prunesquallor thinks you're in
bed. He sounded very worried about you." They walked on in silence, and by the time
they had reached the castle night had descended. 40 "MEANWHILE"
The morning of the next day opened
drearily, the sun appearing only after protracted periods of half-light, and
then only as a pale paper disc, more like the moon than itself, as, for a few
moments at a time it floated across some corridor of cloud. Slow, lack-lustre
veils descended with almost imperceptible motion over Gormenghast, blurring its
countless windows, as with a dripping smoke. The mountain appeared and
disappeared a scone of times during the morning as the drifts obscured it on
lifted from its sides. As the day advanced the gauzes thinned, and it was in
the late afternoon that the clouds finally dispensed to leave in their place an
expanse of translucence, that stain, chill and secret, in the throat of a lily,
a sky so peerless, that as Fuchsia stared into its glacid depths she began
unwittingly to break and re-break the flower-stem in her hands. When she turned her head away it was to
find Mrs. Slagg watching her with such a piteous expression that Fuchsia put
her arms about her old nurse and hugged her less tenderly than was her wish,
for she hurt the wrinkled midget as she squeezed. Nannie gasped for breath, her body bruised
from the excess of Fuchsia's burst of affection, and a gust of temper shook her
as she climbed excitedly onto the seat of a chair. "How _dare_ you! How _dare_
you!" she gasped at last after shaking and wriggling a miniature fist all
around Fuchsia's surprised face. "How _dare_ you bully me and hunt me and
crush me into so much pain, you wicked thing, you vicious, naughty thing!
_You_, whom I've always done everything for. _You_, whom I washed and brushed
and dressed and spoiled and cooked for since you were the size of a slipper.
You . . . you . . ." The old woman began to cry, her body shaking
underneath her black dress like some sort ofjerking toy. She let go of the rail
of the chair, crushed her fists into her tearful, bloodshot eyes, and,
forgetting where she was, was about to run to the door, when Fuchsia jumped
forward and caught her from falling. Fuchsia carried her to the bed and laid
her down. "Did I hurt you very much?" Her old nurse, lying on the coverlet like
a withered doll in black satin, pursed her lips together and waited until
Fuchsia, seating herself on the side of the bed, had placed one of her hands
within range. Then her fingers crept forward, inch by inch, oven the eiderdown,
and with a sudden grimace of concentrated naughtiness she smacked Fuchsia's
hand as hard as she was able. Relaxing against the pillow after this puny
revenge, she peered at Fuchsia, a triumphant gleam in her watery eyes. Fuchsia, hardly noticing the malicious
little blow, leant over and suffered herself to be hugged for a few moments. "Now you must start getting
dressed," said Nannie Slagg. "You must be getting ready for your
father's Gathering, mustn't you? It's always one thing on another. 'Do this. Do
that.' And my heart in the state it is. Where will it all end? And what will
you wear today? What dress will look the noblest for the wicked, tempestable
thing?" "You're coming, too, aren't
you?" Fuchsia said. "Why, what a _thing_ you are,"
squeaked Nannie Slagg, climbing down over the edge of the bed. "Fancy such
an ignorous question! I am taking his little LORDSHIP, you big stupid!" "What! is Titus going, too?" "Oh, your _ignorance_," said
Nannie. "'Is Titus going, _too_?' she says." Mrs. Slagg smiled
pityingly. "Poor, poor, wicked thing! what a querail!" The old woman
gave forth a series of pathetically unconvincing laughs and then put her hands
on Fuchsia's knees excitedly. "Of _course_ he's going," she said.
"The Gathering is _for_ him. It's about his Birthday Breakfast." "Who else is going, Nannie?" Her old nurse began to count on her
fingers. "Well, there's your father," she
began, placing the tips of her forefingers together and raising her eyes to the
ceiling. "First of all there's him, your father . . ." As she spoke Lord Sepulchrave was
returning to his room after performing the bi-annual ritual of opening the iron
cupboard in the armoury, and, with the traditional dagger which Sourdust had
brought for the occasion, of scratching on the metal back of the cupboard another
half moon, which, added to the long line of similar half moons, made the seven
hundred and thirty-seventh to be scored into the iron. According to the
temperaments of the deceased Earls of Gormenghast the half moons were executed
with precision or with carelessness. It was not certain what significance the
ceremony held, for unfortunately the records were lost, but the formality was
no less sacred for being unintelligible. Old Sourdust had closed the iron door of
the ugly, empty cupboand with great care, turning the key in the lock, and but
for the fact that while inserting the key a few strands of his beard had gone
in with it and been turned and caught, he would have felt the keen professional
pleasure that all ritual gave him. It was in vain for him to pull, for not only
was he held fast, but the pain to his chin brought tears to his eyes. To bring
the key out and the hairs of his beard with it would ruin the ceremony, for it
was laid down that the key must remain in the lock for twenty-three hours, a
retainer in yellow being posted to guard the cupboard for that period. The only
thing to do was to sever the strands with the knife, and this is eventually
what the old man did, after which he set fire to the grey tufts of his
alienated hairs that protruded from the keyhole like a fringe around the key.
These flamed a little, and when the sizzling had ceased Sourdust turned
apologetically to find that his Lordship had gone. When Lord Sepulchrave reached his bedroom
he found Flay laying out the black costume that he habitually wore. The Earl
had it in his mind to dress more elaborately this evening. There had been a
slight but perceptible lifting of his spirit ever since he had conceived this
Breakfast for his son. He had become aware of a dim pleasure in having a son.
Titus had been born during one of his blackest moods, and although he was still
shrouded in melancholia, his introspection had, during the last few days,
become tempered by a growing interest in his heir, not as a personality, but as
the symbol of the Future. He had some vague presentiment that his own tenure
was drawing to a close and it gave him both pleasure when he remembered his
son, and a sense of stability amid the miasma of his waking dreams. Now that he knew he had a son he realized
how great had been the unspoken nightmare which had lurked in his mind. The
terror that with _him_ the line of Groan should perish. That he had failed the
castle of his forebears, and that rotting in his sepulchre the future
generations would point at his, the last of the long line of discoloured
monuments and whisper: "He was the last. He had no son." As Flay helped him dress, neither of them
speaking a word, Lord Sepulchrave thought of all this, and fastening a jewelled
pin at his collar he sighed, and within the doomed and dark sea-murmur of that
sigh was the plashing sound of a less mournful billow. And then, as he gazed
absently past himself in the mirror at Flay, another comber of far pleasure
followed the first, for his books came suddenly before his eyes, row upon row
of volumes, row upon priceless row of calf-bound Thought, of philosophy and
fiction, of travel and fantasy; the stern and the ornate, the moods of gold or
green, of sepia, rose, or black; the picaresque, the arabesque, the scientific --
the essays, the poetry and the drama. All this, he felt, he would now re-enter.
He could inhabit the world of words, with, at the back of his melancholy, a
solace he had not known before. "Then _next_," said Mrs. Slagg,
counting on her fingers, "there's your mother, of course. Your father and
your mother-- that makes Two." Lady Gertrude had not thought of changing
her dress. Nor had it occurred to her to prepare for the gathering. She was seated in her bedroom. Her feet
were planted widely apart as though for all time. Her elbows weighed on her
knees, from between which the draperies of her skirt sagged in heavy U-shaped
folds. In her hands was a paper-covered book, with a coffee-stain across its
cover and with as many dogs' ears as it had pages. She was reading aloud in a
deep voice that rose above the steady drone of a hundred cats. They filled the
room. Whiter than the tallow that hung from the candelabra or lay broken on the
table of birdseed. Whiter than the pillows on the bed. They sat everywhere. The
counterpane was hidden with them. The table, the cupboards, the couch, all was
luxuriant with harvest, white as death, but the richest crop was all about her
feet where a cluster of white faces stared up into her own. Every luminous, slit-pupilled
eye was upon her. The only movement lay in the vibration in their throats. The
voice of the Countess moved on like a laden ship upon a purring tide. As she came to the end of every right-hand
page and was turning it over her eyes would move around the room with an
expression of the deepest tenderness, her pupils filling with the minute white
reflections of her cats. Then her eyes would turn again to the
printed page. Her enormous face had about it the wonderment of a child as she
read. She was reliving the stony, the old story which she had so often read to
them. "And the door closed, and the latch
clicked, but the prince with stars for his eyes and a new-moon for his mouth
didn't mind, for he was young and strong, and though he wasn't handsome, he had
heard lots of doors close and click before this one, and didn't feel at all
frightened. But he would have been if he had known who had closed the door. It
was the Dwarf with brass teeth, who was more dreadful than the most spotted of
all things, and whose ears were fixed on backwards. "Now when the prince had finished
brushing his hair . . ." While the Countess was turning the page
Mrs. Slagg was ticking off the third and fourth fingers of her left hand. "Dr. Prunesquallor and Miss Irma will
come as well, dear: they always come to nearly everything -- don't they, though
I can't see _why_ -- they aren't ancestral. But they always come. Oh, my poor
conscience! it's always I who have to bear with them, and do everything, and
I'll have to go in a moment, my caution, to remind your mother, and she"ll
shout at me and make me so nervous; but I'll have to go for she won't remember,
but that's just how it _always_ happens. And the Doctor and Miss Irma make
another two people, and that makes four altogether." Mrs. Slagg gasped for
breath. "I don't like Dr. Prunesquallor, my baby; I don't like his proud
habits," said Nannie. "He makes me feel so silly and small when I'm
not. But he's always asked, even when his vain and ugly sister isn't; but she's
been asked this time so they"ll both be there, and you must stay next to
me, won't you? Won't you? Because I've got his little Lordship to care for. Oh,
my dear heart! I'm not well -- I'm not; I'm _not_. And nobody canes -- not even
you." Her wrinkled hand gripped at Fuchsia"s. "You will look
after me?" "Yes," said Fuchsia. "But I
like the Doctor." Fuchsia lifted up the end of her mattress
and burrowed beneath the feather-filled weight until she found a small box. She
turned her back on her nurse for a moment and fastened something around her
neck, and when she turned again Mrs. Slagg saw the solid fine of a great ruby
hung beneath her throat. "You must wear it _today_!" Mrs.
Slagg almost screamed. "Today, today, you naughty thing, when everyone's
there. You will look as pretty as a flowering lamb, my big, untidy thing." "No, Nannie, I won't wear it like
that. not when it's a day like today. I shall wear it only when I'm alone or
when I meet a man who reverences me." The Doctor, meanwhile, lay in a state of
perfect contentment in a hot bath filled with blue crystals. The bath was
veined marble and was long enough to allow the Doctor to lie at full length.
Only his quill-like face emerged above the perfumed surface of the water. His
hair was filled with winking lather-bubbles; and his eyes were indescribably
roguish. His face and neck were bright pink as though direct from a celluloid
factory. At the far end of the bath one of his feet
emerged from the depths. He watched it quizzically with his head cocked so far
upon one side that his left ear filled with water. "Sweet foot," he
cried. "Five toes to boot and what-not in the beetroot shoot!" He
raised himself and shook the hot water gaily from his ear and began swishing
the water on either side of his body. The eyes closed and the mouth opened and
all the teeth were there shining through the steam. Taking a great breath, or
rather, a deep breath, for his chest was too narrow for a great one, and with a
smile of dreadful bliss irradiating his pink face, the Doctor emitted a whinny
of so piercing a quality, that Irma, seated at her boudoir table, shot to her
feet, scattering hairpins across the carpet. She had been at her toilet for the
last three hours, excluding the preliminary hour and a half spent in her bath
-- and now, as she swished her way to the bedroom door, a frown disturbing the
powder on her brow, she had, in common with her brother, more the appearance of
having been plucked or peeled, than of cleanliness, though _clean_ she was,
scrupulously clean, in the sense of a rasher of bacon. "What on earth is the matter with
you; I said, what on earth is the matter with you, Bernard?" she shouted
through the bathroom keyhole. "Is that you my love? Is that
you?" her brother's voice came thinly from behind the door. "Who _else_ would it be; I said, who
_else_ would it be," she yelled back, bending herself into a stiff satin
right angle in order to get her mouth to the keyhole. "Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha," came her
brother's shrill, unbearable laughter. "Who else indeed? Well, well, let
us think, let us _think_. It might be the moon-goddess, but that's improbable,
ha, ha, ha; or it might be a sword swallower approaching me in my professional
capacity, ha, ha, that is _less_ improbable -- in fact, my dear tap-root, have
you by any chance been swallowing swords for years on end without ever telling
me, ha, ha? Or haven't you?" His voice rose: "Years on end, and
swords on end -- where will it end, if our ears unbend -- what shall I spend on
a wrinkled friend in a pair of tights like a bunch of lights?" Irma who had been straining her ears cried
out at last in her irritation: "I suppose you know you"ll be late --
I said: 'I suppose you --'" "A merry plague upon you, O blood of
my blood," the shrill voice broke in. "What is Time, O sister of
similar features, that you speak of it so subserviently? Are we to be the
slaves of the sun, that second-hand, overrated knob of gilt, or of his sister,
that fatuous circle of silver paper? A curse upon their ridiculous
dictatorship! What say you, Irma, my Irma, wrapped in rumour, Irma, of the
incandescent tumour?" he trilled happily. And his sister rose rustling to
her full height, arching her nostrils as she did so, as though they itched with
pedigree. Her brother annoyed her, and as she seated herself again before the
mirror in her boudoir she made noises like a lady as she applied the powderpuff
for the hundredth time to her spotless length of neck. "Sourdust will be there, too,"
said Mrs. Slagg, "because he knows all about things. He knows what order
you do things in, precious, and when you must _start_ doing them, and when you
ought to _stop_." "Is that everyone?" asked
Fuchsia. "Don't hurry me," replied the
old nurse, pursing her lips into a prune of wrinkles. "Can't you wait a
minute? Yes, that makes five, and you make six, and his little Lordship makes
seven . . ." "And you make eight," said
Fuchsia. "So you make the most." "Make the most what, my
caution?" "It doesn't matter," said
Fuchsia. While, in various pants of the
Castle, these eight persons were getting ready for the Gathering the twins were
sitting bolt upright on the couch watching Steerpike drawing the cork out of a
slim, dusty bottle. He held it securely between his feet and bending over with
the corkscrew firmly embedded was easing the conk from the long black cormorant
throat. Having unwound the corkscrew and placed
the undamaged cork on the mantelpiece, he emptied a little of the wine into a
glass and tasted it with a critical expression on his pale face, The aunts leaned forward, their hands on
their knees, watching every movement. Steerpike took one of the Doctor's silk
handkerchiefs from his pocket and wiped his mouth. Then he held the wineglass
up to the light for a long time and studied its translucence. "What's wrong with it?" said
Clarice slowly. "Is it poisoned?" said Cora. "Who poisoned it?" echoed
Clarice. "Gertrude," said Cora.
"She'd kill us if she could." "But she can't," said Clarice. "And that's why we're going to be
powerful." "And proud," added Clarice. "Yes, because of today." "Because of _today_." They joined their hands. "It is good vintage, your Ladyship. A
very adequate vintage. I selected it myself. You will, I know, appreciate it
fully. It is not poisoned, my dear women. Gertrude, though she has poisoned
your lives, has not, as it so happens, poisoned this particular bottle of wine.
May I pour you out a glassful each, and we will drink a toast to the business
of the day?" "Yes, yes," said Cora. "Do
it now." Steerpike filled their glasses. "Stand up," he said. The purple twins arose together, and as
Steerpike was about to propose the toast, his night hand holding the glass on
the level of his chin and his left hand in his pocket, Cora's flat voice broke
in: "Let's drink it on our Tree,"
she said. "It's lovely outside. On our Tree." Clarice turned to her sister with her
mouth open. Her eyes were as expressionless as mushrooms. "That's what we"ll do," she
said. Steerpike, instead of being annoyed, was
amused at the idea. After all, this was an important day for him. He had worked
hard to get all in readiness and he knew that his future hung upon the smooth
working of his plan, and although he would not congratulate himself until the
library was in ashes, he felt that it was up to him and the aunts to relax for
a few minutes before the work that lay ahead. To drink a toast to the Day upon the
boughs of the dead Tree appealed to his sense of the dramatic, the appropriate
and the ridiculous. A few minutes later the three of them had
passed through the Room of Roots, filed along the horizontal stem and sat down
at the table. As they sat, Steerpike in the middle and
the twins at either side, the evening air was motionless beneath them and
around. The aunts had apparently no fear of the dizzy drop. They never thought
of it. Steerpike, although he was enjoying the situation to the full,
nevertheless averted his eyes as far as possible from the sickening space below
him. He decided to deal gently with the bottle. On the wooden table their three
glasses glowed in the warm light. Thirty feet away the sunny south wall towered
above and fell below them featureless from its base to its summit save for the
lateral offshoot of this dead tree, halfway up its surface, on which they sat,
and the exquisitely pencilled shadows of its branches. "Firstly, dear Ladyships," said
Steerpike, rising to his feet and fixing his eyes upon the shadow of a coiling
bough, "firstly I propose a health to _you_. To your steadfast purpose and
the faith you have in your own destinies. To your courage. Your intelligence.
Your beauty." He raised his glass. "I drink," he said, and took
a sip. Clarice began to drink at the same moment,
but Cora nudged her elbow. "Not yet," she said. "Next I must propose a toast to the
future. Primarily to the Immediate Future. To the task we have resolved to
carry through today. To its success. And also to the Great Days that will
result from it. The days of your reinstatement. The days of your Power and
Glory. Ladies, to the Future!" Cora, Clarice and Steerpike lifted their
elbows to drink. The warm air hung about them, and as Cora's raised elbow
struck her sister's and jogged the wineglass from her hand, and as it rolled
from the table to the tree and from the tree out into the hollow air, the
western sunlight caught it as it fell, glittering, through the void. 41 "THE
BURNING" Although it was Lord Sepulchrave who had
summoned the Gathering, it was to Sourdust that the party turned when they had
all arrived in the library, for his encyclopaedic knowledge of ritual gave
authority to whatever proceedings were to follow. He stood by the marble table
and, as the oldest, and in his opinion, the wisest person present, had about
him a quite understandable air of his own importance. To wean rich and becoming
apparel no doubt engenders a sense of well-being in the wearer, but to be
draped, as was Sourdust, in a sacrosanct habit of crimson rags is to be in a
world above such consideration as the price and fit of clothes and to
experience a sense of propriety that no wealth could buy. Sourdust knew that
were he to demand it the wardrobes of Gormenghast would be flung open to him.
He did not want it. His mottled beard of alternate black and white hairs was
freshly knotted. The crumpled parchment of his ancestral face glimmened in the
evening light that swam through the high window. Flay had managed to find five chairs,
which he placed in a line before the table. Nannie, with Titus on her lap, took
up the central position. On her right Lord Sepulchrave and on her left the
Countess Gertrude sat in attitudes peculiar to them, the former with his right
elbow on the arm of the chair and his chin lost in the palm of his hand, and
the Countess obliterating the furniture she sat in. On her right sat the
Doctor, his long legs crossed and a footling smile of anticipation on his face.
At the other end of the row his sister sat with her pelvis at least a foot to
the rear of an excited perpendicular -- her thorax, neck and head. Fuchsia, for
whom, much to her relief, no chair was to be found, stood behind them, her
hands behind her back. Between her fingers a small green handkerchief was being
twisted round and round, She watched the ancient Sourdust take a step forward
and wondered what it must feel like to be so old and wrinkled. "I wonder
if I'll ever be as old as that," she thought; "an old wrinkled woman,
older than my mother, olden than Nannie Slagg even." She gazed at the
black mass of her mother's back. "Who is there anyway who isn't old? There
isn't anybody. Only that boy who hasn't any lineage. I wouldn't mind much, but
he's different from me and too clever for me. And even he's not young. Not like
I'd like my friends to be." Her eyes moved along the line of heads.
One after the other: old heads that didn't understand. Her eyes nested at last on Irma. "She hasn't any lineage,
either," said Fuchsia to herself, "and her neck is much too clean and
it's the longest and thinnest and funniest I've ever seen. I wonder if she's
really a white giraffe all the time, and pretending she isn't." Fuchsia's
mind flew to the stuffed giraffe's leg in the attic. "Perhaps it belongs
to _her_," she thought. And the idea so appealed to Fuchsia that she lost
control of herself and spluttered. Sourdust, who was about to begin and had
raised his old hand for the purpose, started and peered across at her. Mrs.
Slagg clutched Titus a little tighter and listened very hard for anything further.
Lord Sepulchrave did not move his body an inch, but opened one eye slowly. Lady
Gertrude, as though Fuchsia's splutter had been a signal, shouted to Flay, who
was behind the library door: "Open the door and let that bird in!
What are you waiting for, man?" Then she whistled with a peculiar
ventriloquism, and a wood warbler sped, undulating through the long, dark
hollow of library air, to land on her finger. Irma simply twitched but was too refined
to look round, and it was left to the Doctor to make contact with Fuchsia by
means of an exquisitely timed wink with his left eye behind its convex lens,
like an oyster shutting and opening itself beneath a pool of water. Sourdust, disturbed by this unseemly
interjection and also by the presence of the wood warbler, which kept
distracting his eye by running up and down Lady Gertrude's arm, lifted his head
again, fingering a running bowline in his beard. His hoarse and quavering voice wandered
through the library like something lost. The long shelves surrounded them, tier
upon tier, circumscribing their world with a wall of other worlds imprisoned
yet breathing among the network of a million commas, semi-colons, full stops,
hyphens and every other sort of printed symbol. "We are gathered together," said
Sourdust, "in this ancient library at the instigation of Sepulchrave, 76th
Earl to the house of Gormenghast and lord of those tracts of country that
stretch on every hand, in the North to the wastelands, in the South to the grey
salt marshes, in the East to the quicksands and the tideless sea, and in the
West to knuckles of endless rock." This was delivered in one weak, monotonous
stream. Sourdust coughed for some time and then, regaining his breath,
continued mechanically: "We are gathered on this seventeenth day of
October to give ear to his Lordship. These nights the moon is in the ascendant
and the river is full of fish. The owls in the Tower of Flints seek their prey
as heretofore and it is appropriate that his Lordship should, on the seventeenth
day of an autumn month, bring forward the matter that is in his mind. The
sacred duties which he has never wavered to perform are over for the hour. It
is appropriate that it should be now -- now, at the sixth hour of the daylight
clock. "I as master of Ritual, as Guardian
of the Documents and as Confidant to the Family, am able to say that for his
Lordship to speak to you in no way contravenes the tenets of Gormenghast. "But, your Lordship, and your revered
Ladyship," said Sourdust in his old sing-song, "it is no secret to
those here gathered that it is towards the child who now occupies pride of
place, it is towards Lord Titus that our thoughts will converge this afternoon.
That is no secret." Sourdust gave vent to a dreadful chesty
cough. "It is to Lord Titus," he said, gazing mistily at the child
and then, raising his voice, "it is to Lond Titus," he repeated
irritably. Nannie suddenly realized that the old man
was making signs at her, and understood that she was to lift the infant up in
the air as though he were a specimen, or something to be auctioned. She lifted
him, but no one looked at the exhibit except Prunesquallor, who nearly engulfed
Nannie, baby and all with a smile so devouring, so dental, as to cause Nannie
to raise her shoulder against it and to snatch Titus back to her little flat
chest. "I will turn my back on you and
strike the table four times," said Sourdust. "Slagg will bring the
child to the table and Lord Sepulchrave will --" here he suffered a more
violent fit of coughing than ever, and at the same moment Irma's neck quivered
a little and she in her own way followed suit with five little ladylike barks.
She turned her head apologetically in the direction of the Countess and
wrinkled her forehead in self-deprecation. She could see that the Countess had
taken no notice of her mute apology. She arched her nostrils. It had not
crossed her mind there was a smell in the room other than the prevalent smell
of musty leather: it was just that her nostrils with their hyper-sensitive nerve-endings
were acting on their own accord. Sourdust took some time to recover from
his bout, but eventually he straightened himself and repeated: "Slagg will bring the child to the
table, and Lord Sepulchrave will graciously advance, following his menial, and
on arriving at a point immediately behind me will touch the back of my neck
with the forefinger of his left hand. "At this signal I and Slagg will
retire, and Slagg, having left the infant on the table, Lord Sepulchrave will
pass behind the table and stand facing us across its surface." "Are you hungry, my little love? Is
there no grain inside you? Is that it? Is that it?" The voice came forth so suddenly and
heavily and so closely upon the quavering accents of Sourdust that everyone
felt for the first few moments that the remark was addressed to them
personally; but on turning their heads they could see that the Countess was
addressing herself exclusively to the wood warbler. Whether the warbler made
any reply was never ascertained for not only was Irma seized with a new and
less ladylike bout of short dry coughs, but her brother and Nannie Slagg,
joining her, filled the room with noise. The bird rose into the air, startled, and
Lord Sepulchrave stopped on his passage to the table and turned irritably to
the line of noisy figures; but as he did so a faint smell of smoke making
itself perceptible for the first time caused him to raise his head and sniff
the air in a slow, melancholy way. At the same time Fuchsia felt a roughness in
her throat. She glanced about the room and wrinkled her nose, for smoke though
still invisible was infiltrating steadily through the library. Prunesquallor had risen from beside the
Countess and with his white hands wound about each other and with his mouth
twisted into a quizzical line he permitted his eyes to move rapidly around the
room. His head was cocked on one side. "What's the matter, man?" asked
the Countess heavily from immediately below him. She was still seated. "The matter?" queried the
Doctor, smiling more emphatically but still keeping his eyes on the move.
"It is a case of atmosphere, as far as I can dare to judge at such very,
very short notice, your Ladyship, as far as I _dare_ to judge, ha, ha, ha! It
is a case of thickening atmosphere, ha, ha!" "Smoke," said the Countess
heavily and bluntly. "What is the matter with smoke? Haven't you even
smelt it before?" "Many and many a time, your
Ladyship," answered the Doctor. "But never, if I may say so, never in
_here_." The Countess grunted to herself and
settled deeper into the chair. "There never _is_ smoke in
here," said Lord Sepulchrave. He turned his head to the door and raised
his voice a little: "Flay." The long servant emerged out of the
shadows like a spider. "Open the door," said Lord
Sepulchrave sharply; and as the spider turned and began its return journey his
Lordship took a step towards old Sourdust, who was by now doubled over the
table in a paroxysm of coughing. His Lordship taking one of Sourdust's elbows
beckoned to Fuchsia, who came across the room and supported the old man on the
other side, and the three of them began to make their way to the door in Flay's
wake. Lady Groan simply sat like a mountain and
watched the little bird. Dr. Prunesquallor was wiping his eyes, his
thick glasses pushed for the moment above his eyebrows. But he was very much on
the alert and as soon as his spectacles were again in place he grinned at
everyone in turn. His eye lingered for a moment on his sister Irma, who was
systematically tearing an expensively embroidered cream-coloured silk
handkerchief into small pieces. Behind the dank lenses of her glasses her eyes
were hidden from view, but to judge from the thin, wet, drooping line of her
mouth and the twitching of the skin on her pointed nose it might be safely
assumed that they were making contact with, and covering the inner side of, the
lenses of her spectacles with the moisture with which the smoke had filmed
them. The Doctor placed the tips of his fingers
and thumbs together and then, separating the tapering extremities of the index
fingers, he watched them for a few seconds as they gyrated around one another.
Then his eyes turned to the far end of the room where he could see the Earl and
his daughter, with the old man between them, approaching the library door.
Someone, presumably Flay, seemed to be making a great deal of noise in
wrestling with the heavy iron door-handle. The smoke was spreading, and the Doctor,
wondering why in the devil's name the door had not been thrown open, began to
peer about the room in an effort to locate the source of the ever-thickening
wreaths. As he took a step past Nannie Slagg he saw that she was standing by
the table from whose marble surface she had plucked Titus. She was holding him
very closely to herself and had wrapped him in layers of cloth which had
completely hidden him from view. A sound of muffled crying could be heard
coming from the bundle. Nannie's little wrinkled mouth was hanging open. Her
streaming eyes were redder than usual with the stinging smoke. But she stood
quite still. "My very dear good woman," said
Dr. Prunesquallor, turning on his heel as he was about to float past her,
"my very dear Slagg, convey his minute Lordship to the door that for some
reason that is too subtle for me to appreciate remains shut. Why, in the name
of Ventilation, _I_ don't know. But it _does_. It remains shut. Take him
nevertheless, my dear Slagg, to the aforesaid door and place his infinitesimal
head at the keyhole (surely _THAT'S_ still open!), and even if you cannot
squeeze the child right through it you can at least give his Lordship's lungs
something to get on with." Nannie Slagg was never very good at
interpreting the Doctor's long sentences, especially when coming through a haze
of smoke, and all that she could gather was that she should attempt to squeeze
her tiny Lordship through the keyhole. Clutching the baby even tighter in her
thin arms, "No! no! no!" she cried, retreating from the doctor. Dr. Prunesquallor rolled his eyes at the
Countess. She was apparently aware of the state of the room at last and was
gathering together great swathes of drapery in a slow, deliberate manner
preparatory to rising to her feet. The rattling at the library door became
more violent, but the indigenous shadows and the smoke combined to make it
impossible to see what was going on. "Slagg," said the Doctor,
advancing on her, "go to the door immediately, like the intelligent woman
you are!" "No! no!" shrieked the midget,
in so silly a voice that Doctor Prunesquallor after taking a handkerchief from
his pocket lifted her from her feet and tucked her under his arm. The
handkerchief enveloping Nannie Slagg's waist prevented the nurse's garments
from coming in contact with the Doctor's clothes. Her legs, like black twigs
blown in the wind, gesticulated for a few moments and then were still. Before they had reached the door, however,
they were met by Lord Sepulchrave, who emerged darkly from the smoke. "The
door has been locked from the outside," he whispered between fits of
coughing. "Locked?" queried Prunesquallor.
"Locked, your Lordship? By all that's perfidious! This is becoming
intriguing. Most intriguing. Perhaps a bit too intriguing. What do _you_ think,
Fuchsia, my dear little lady? Eh? ha, ha! Well, well, we must become positively
cerebral, mustn't we? By all that's enlightened we really must! Can it be
smashed?" He turned to Lord Sepulchrave. "Can we breach it, your
Lordship, battery and assault and all that delicious sort of thing?" "Too thick, Prunesquallor," said
Lord Sepulchrave: "four-inch oak." He spoke slowly in strange contrast to
Prunesquallor's rapid, ejaculatory chirping. Sourdust had been propped near the door,
where he sat coughing as though to shake his old body to bits. "No key for the other door,"
continued Lord Sepulchrave slowly. "It is never used. What about the
window?" For the first time a look of alarm appeared on his ascetic face.
He walked quickly to the nearest bookshelves and ran his fingers along the spines
of calf. Then he turned with a quickness unusual for him. "Where is the
smoke thickest?" "I've been searching for its origin,
your Lordship," came Prunesquallor's voice out of the haze. "It's
everywhere so thick that it's very difficult to say. By all the pits of dankness
it most damnably is. But I'm looking, ha, ha! I'm looking." He trilled for
a moment like a bird. Then his voice came again. "Fuchsia, dear!" he
shouted. "Are you all right?" "Yes!" Fuchsia had to swallow
hard before she could shout back, for she was very frightened. "Yes, Dr.
Prune." "Slagg!" shouted the Doctor,
"keep Titus near the keyhole. See that she does, Fuchsia." "Yes," whispered Fuchsia; and
went in search of Mrs. Slagg. It was just then that an uncontrolled
scream rang through the room. Irma, who had been tearing her
cream-coloured handkerchief, now found that she had ripped it into such minute
particles that with nothing left to tear, and with her hands in forced
idleness, she could control herself no longer. Her knuckles had tried to stifle
the cry, but her terror had grown too strong for such expedients, and at the
final moment she forgot all she had learnt about decorum and about how to be a
lady, and clenching her hands at her thighs she had stood on tiptoe and
screamed from her swanlike throat with an effect calculated to freeze the blood
of a macaw. An enormous figure had loomed out of the
smoke a few feet from Lord Sepulchrave, and as he watched the vague head take
shape and recognized it as that belonging to the top half of his wife's body,
his limbs had stiffened, for Irma's scream had rung out simultaneously with the
appearance of the head, the untoward proximity of which conjoined with the
scream giving ventriloquistic horror to the moment. Added to the frightfulness of
a head and a voice, attacking his ear and eye simultaneously though from
different distances, was the dreadful conception of Gertrude losing control in
that way and giving vent to a scream of such a shrill pitch as to be
incompatible with the slack "cello string that reverberated so heavily in
her throat. He knew at once that it was _not_ Gertrude who had screamed, but
the very idea that it might have been, filled him with sickness, and there
raced through his mind the thought that for all his wife's uncompromising,
loveless weight of character it would be a grim and evil thing were she to
change. The flat blur of his wife's head turned
itself towards the scream upon a blurred neck, and he could see the vast
wavering profile begin to move away from him, inch by inch, and steer into the
thickness beyond, charting its course by the shrill shooting-star of Irma's
cry. Lord Sepulchrave gripped his hands
together convulsively until his knuckles were bloodless and their ten staring
crests wavered whitely through the smoke which lay between his hands and his
head. The blood began to beat a tattoo at his
temples, and upon his high white brow a few big beads gathered. He was biting at his lower lip, and his
eyebrows were drawn down over his eyes as though he were cogitating upon some
academic problem. He knew that no one could see him, for by now the smoke was
all but opaque, but he was watching himself. He could see that the position of
his arms, and the whole attitude of his body was exaggerated and stiffened. He
discovered that his fingers were splayed out in a histrionic gesture of alarm.
It was for him to control his members before he could hope to organize the
activities in the smoke-filled room. And so he watched and waited for the
moment to assert himself, and as he watched he found himself struggling. There
was blood on his tongue. He had bitten his wrist. His hands were now grappling
with one another and it seemed an eternity before the fingers ceased their
deadly, interlocked and fratricidal strangling. Yet his panic could have taken
no longer than a few moments, for the echo of Irma's scream was still in his
ears when he began to loosen his hands. Meanwhile Prunesquallor had reached his
sister's side and had found her bridling her body up in preparation for another
scream. Prunesquallor, as urbane as even, had nevertheless something in his
fish-like eyes that might almost be described as determination. One glance at
his sister was sufficient to make him realize that to attempt to reason with
her would be about as fruitful as to try to christianize a vulture. She was on
tip-toe and her lungs were expanded when he struck her across her long white
face with his long white hand, the pent breath from her lungs issuing from her
mouth, ears and nostrils. There was something of shingle in the sound -- of
shingle dragged seawards on a dark night. Dragging her across the room swiftly, her
heels scraping the floor, he found a chair, after probing around in the smoke
with his delicate feet, and sat his sister in it. "Irma!" he shouted into her ear,
"my humiliating and entirely unfortunate old string of whitewash, sit
where you are! Alfred will do the rest. Can you hear me? Be good now! blood of
my blood, be good now, damn you!" Irma sat quite still as though dead, save
for a look of profound wonder in her eyes. Prunesquallor was on the point of making
another effort to locate the origin of the smoke when he heard Fuchsia's voice
high above the coughing that by now was a constant background of noise in the
library. "Dr. Prune! Dr. Prune! quickly!
Quickly, Dr. Prune!" The Doctor pulled down his cuffs smartly
oven his wrists, tried to square his shoulders, but met with no success, and
then began to pick his way, half running, half walking, towards the door where
Fuchsia, Mrs. Slagg and Titus had been last seen. When he judged he was about
halfway to the door and was clear of the furniture, Prunesquallor began to
accelerate his speed. This he did by increasing not only the length of his
stride but the height also, so that he was, as it were, prancing through the
air, when he was brought to a sudden ruthless halt by a collision with
something that felt like an enormous bolster on end. When he had drawn his face away from the
tallow-smelling draperies that seemed to hang about him like curtains, he
stretched out his hand tentatively and shuddered to feel it come in contact
with large fingers. "'Squallor?" came the enormous
voice. "Is that 'Squallor?" The mouth of the Countess was opening and
shutting within an inch of his left ear. The Doctor gesticulated eloquently, but
his artistry was wasted in the smoke. "It _is_. Or rather," he
continued, speaking even more rapidly than usual -- "it is
_Prunesquallor_, which is, if I may say so, more strictly correct, ha, ha, ha!
even in the dank." "Where's Fuchsia?" said the
Countess. Prunesquallor found that his shoulder was being gripped. "By the door," said the Doctor,
longing to free himself from the weight of her Ladyship's hand, and wondering,
even in the middle of the coughing and the darkness, what on earth the material
that fitted around his shoulders so elegantly would look like when the Countess
had finished with it. "I was on the point of finding her when we met, ha,
ha! met, as it were, so palpably, so inevitably." "Quiet, man! quiet!" said Lady
Gertrude, loosening her grasp. "Find her for me. Bring her here -- and
smash a window, 'Squallor, smash a window." The Doctor was gone from her in a flash
and when he judged himself to be a few feet from the door -- "Are you
there, Fuchsia?" he trilled. Fuchsia was just below him, and he was
startled to hear her voice come up jerkily through the smoke. "She's ill. Very ill. Quick, Dr.
Prune, quick! Do something for her." The Doctor felt his knees being clutched.
"She's down here, Dr. Prune. I'm holding her." Prunesquallor hitched up his trousers and
knelt down at once. There seemed to be more vibration in the
atmosphere in this part of the room, more than could be accounted for by any
modicum of air that might have been entering through the keyhole. The coughing
was dreadful to hear; Fuchsia's was heavy and breathless; but the thin, weak,
and ceaseless coughing of Mrs. Slagg gave the Doctor the more concern. He felt
for the old nurse and found her in Fuchsia's lap. Slipping his hand across her
little chicken-bosom he found that her heart was the merest flutter. To his
left in the dankness there was a mouldy smell, and then the driest series of
brick-dust coughs he had ever heard revealed the proximity of Flay, who was
fanning the air mechanically with a large book he had clawed out of a nearby
shelf. The fissure left in the row of hidden books had filled immediately with
the coiling smoke -- a tall, narrow niche of choking darkness, a ghastly gap in
a now of leather wisdom teeth. "Flay," said the Doctor,
"can you hear me, Flay? Where's the largest window in the room, my man?
Quickly now, where is it?" "North wall," said Flay.
"High up." "Go and shatter it at once. At
once." "No balcony there," said Flay.
"Can't reach." "Don't argue! Use what you've got in
that head of yours. You know the room. Find a missile, my good Flay -- find a
missile, and break a window. Some oxygen for Mrs. Slagg. Don't you think so? By
all the zephyrs, yes! Go and help him, Fuchsia. Find where the window is and
break it, even if you have to throw Irma at it, ha, ha, ha! And don't be
alarmed. Smoke, you know, is only smoke: it's not composed of crocodiles, oh
dear no, nothing so tropical. Hurry now. Break the window somehow and let the
evening pour itself in -- and I will see to dear Mrs. Slagg and Titus, ha, ha,
ha! Oh dear, yes!" Flay gripped Fuchsia's arm, and they moved
away into the dankness. Prunesquallor did what he could to help
Mrs. Slagg, more by way of assuring her that it would be over in a brace of
shakes than through anything scientific. He saw that Titus was able to breathe
although wrapped up very tightly. Then he sat back on his heels and turned his
head, for an idea had struck him. "Fuchsia!" he shouted, "find
your father and ask him to sling his jade-cane at the window." Lord Sepulchrave, who had just fought down
another panic, and had nearly bitten his lower lip in half, spoke in a
wonderfully controlled voice immediately after the Doctor had finished piping
his message. "Where are you, Flay?" he said. "I'm here," said Flay from a few
feet behind him. "Come to the table." Flay and Fuchsia moved to the table,
feeling for it with their hands. "Are you at the table?" "Yes, Father," said Fuchsia,
"we're both here." "Is that you, Fuchsia?" said a
new voice. It was the Countess. "Yes," said Fuchsia. "Are
you all right?" "Have you seen the warbler?"
answered her mother. "Have you seen him?" "No," said Fuchsia. The smoke
was stinging her eyes and the darkness was terror. Like her father, she had
choked a score of cries in her throat. Prunesquallor's voice rang out again from
the far end of the room: "Damn the warbler and all its feathered friends!
Have you got the missiles, Flay?" "Come here, you 'Squallor,"
began the Countess; but she could not continue, for her lungs had filled with
black wreaths. For a few moments there was no one in the
room who was capable of speaking and their breathing was becoming momently more
difficult. At last Sepulchrave's voice could be distinguished. "On the table," he whispered --
"paper-weight -- brass -- on the table. Quick -- Flay -- Fuchsia -- feel
for it. Have you found it? -- Paper-weight -- brass." Fuchsia's hands came across the heavy
object almost at once, and as they did so the room was lit up with a tongue of
flame that sprang into the air among the books on the right of the unused door.
It died almost at once, withdrawing itself like the tongue of an adder, but a
moment later it shot forth again and climbed in a crimson spiral, curling from
left to right as it licked its way across the gilded and studded spines of
Sepulchrave's volumes. This time it did not die away, but gripped the leather
with its myriad flickering tentacles while the names of the books shone out in
ephemeral glory. They were never forgotten by Fuchsia, those first few vivid
titles that seemed to be advertising their own deaths. For a few moments there was a deadly
silence, and then, with a hoarse cry, Flay began to run towards the shelves on
the left of the main door. The firelight had lit up a bundle on the floor, and
it was not until Flay had picked it up and carried it to the table that the
others were reminded with horror of the forgotten octogenarian -- for the
bundle was Sourdust. For some time it was difficult for the Doctor to decide
whether he were alive or not. While Prunesquallor was attempting to
revive the old man's breathing as he lay in his crimson rags upon the marble
table, Sepulchrave, Fuchsia and Flay took up positions beneath the window,
which could be seen with ever growing clarity. Sepulchrave was the first to
fling the brass paper-weight, but his effort was pitiable, final proof (if any
were needed) that he was no man of action, and that his life had not been
mis-spent among his books. Flay was the next to try his skill. Although having
the advantage of his height, he was no more successful than his Lordship, on
account of a superabundance of calcium deposit in his elbow joints. While this was going on, Fuchsia had begun
to climb up the bookshelves, which reached upwards to within about five feet of
the window. As she climbed laboriously, her eyes streaming and her heart
beating wildly, she scooped the books to the ground in order to find purchase
for her hands and feet. It was a difficult climb, the ascent being vertical and
the polished shelves too slippery to grip with any certainty. The Countess had climbed to the balcony,
where she had found the wood-warbler fluttering wildly in a dark corner. Plucking
out a strand of her dark-ned hair she had bound the bind's wings carefully to
its sides, and then after laying its pulsing breast against her cheek, had
slipped it between her own neck and the neck of her dress, and allowed it to
slide into the capacious midnight regions of her bosom, where it lay quiescent
between great breasts, thinking, no doubt, when it had necovered from the
terror of the flames, that here, if anywhere, was the nest of nests, softer
than moss, inviolate, and warm with drowsy blood. When Prunesquallor had ascertained beyond
doubt that Sourdust was dead, he lifted one of the loose ends of crimson
sacking that straggled across the marble table from the ancient shoulders and
laid it across the old man's eyes. Then he peered oven his shoulders at the
flames. They had spread in area and now covered about a quarter of the east
wall. The heat was fast becoming insufferable. His next glance was directed to
the door that had so mysteriously become locked, and he saw that Nannie Slagg,
with Titus in her arms, was crouching immediately before the keyhole, the only
possible place for them. If the only window could be broken and some form of
erection constructed below it, it was just possible that they could climb out
in time, though how, in heaven's name, they were to descend on the far side was
another matter. A rope, perhaps. But where was a rope to be found -- and for
that matter what could the erection be constructed with? Prunesquallor peered around the room in an
effort to catch sight of anything that might be used. He noticed that Irma was
full length on the floor, and twitching like a section of conger-eel that has
been chopped off but which still has ideas of its own. Her beautiful, tightly
fitting skirt had become rucked up around her thighs. Her manicured nails were
scratching convulsively at the floor boards. "Let her twitch," he
said to himself quickly. "We can deal with her later, poor thing."
Then he turned his eyes again to Fuchsia, who was by now very near the top of
the bookcase and was reaching precariously for her father's rod with the knob
of black jade. "Keep steady, my Fuchsia-child." Fuchsia dimly heard the Doctor's voice
come up to her from below. For a moment everything swam before her eyes, and
her right hand which gripped the slippery shelf was shaking. Slowly her eyes
cleared. It was not easy for her to swing the rod with her left hand, but she
drew her arm back stiffly preparatory to swinging at the window with a single
rigid movement. The Countess, leaning over the balcony,
watched her as she coughed heavily, and shifting her gaze between her seismic
bouts whistled through her teeth to the bird in her bosom, pulling the neck of
her dress forward with a forefinger as she did so. Sepulchrave was gazing upwards at his
daughter half way up the wall among the books that danced in the crimson light.
His hands were fighting each other again, but his delicate chin was jutting
forward, and there was mixed with the melancholy of his eyes not more of panic
than would be considered reasonable in any normal man under similar conditions.
His home of books was on fire. His life was threatened, and he stood quite
still. His sensitive mind had ceased to function, for it had played so long in
a world of abstract philosophies that this other world of practical and sudden
action had deranged its structure. The ritual which his body had had to perform
for fifty years had been no preparation for the unexpected. He watched Fuchsia
with a dream-like fascination, while his locked hands fought on. Flay and Prunesquallor stood immediately
below Fuchsia, for she had been swaying above them. Now, with her arm extended
and ready to strike they moved a little to the right in order to escape any
glass that might fly inwards. As Fuchsia began to swing her arm at the
high window she focused her eyes upon it and found herself staring at a face --
a face framed with darkness within a few feet of her own. It sweated firelight,
the crimson shadows shifting across it as the flames leapt in the room below.
Only the eyes repelled the lurid air. Close-set as nostrils they were not so
much eyes as narrow tunnels through which the Night was pouring. 42 AND
HORSES TOOK THEM HOME As Fuchsia recognized the head of
Steerpike the rod fell from her outstretched arm, her weakened hand loosed its
grasp upon the shelf and she fell backwards into space, the dark hair of her
head reaching below her as she fell, her body curving backwards as though she
had been struck. The Doctor and Flay, leaping forward, half
caught her. A moment later and the glass above them came splintering into the
room, and Steerpike's voice from overhead cried: "Hold your horses! I'm letting down a
ladder. Don't panic there. Don't panic!" Every eye was turned from Fuchsia to the
window, but Prunesquallor as he had heard the glass break above him had
shielded the girl by swinging her behind him. It had fallen all about them, one
large piece skimming the Doctor's head and splintering on the floor at his feet.
The only one to sustain any injury was Flay, who had a small piece of flesh
nicked from his wrist. "Hang on there!" continued
Steerpike in an animated voice which sounded singularly unrehearsed.
"Don't stand so near, I'm going to crack some more glass out." The company below the window drew back and
watched him strike off the jagged corners of glass from the sides of the window
with a piece of flint. The room behind them was now well ablaze, and the sweat
was pouring from their upturned faces, their clothes scorching dangerously, and
their flesh smarting with the intense heat. Steerpike, on the outside of the wall,
standing on the short protruding branches of the pine-ladder began to struggle
with the other length of pine which he had propped beside him. This was no easy
job, and the muscles of his arms and back were strained almost to failing point
as he levered the long pole upwards and over his shoulder by degrees, keeping
his balance all the while with the greatest difficulty. As well as he could judge
the library ought by now to be in perfect condition for a really theatrical
piece of rescue work. Slowly but surely he edged and eased the pole across his
shoulder and through the broken window. It was not only a heavy and dangerous
feat, standing as he was, balanced upon the stubby six-inch off-shoots of pine
and hauling the resinous thing over his shoulder, but what added to his
difficulty was these lateral stubs themselves which caught in his clothes and
on the window ledge at each attempt he made to slide the long monster through
the opening and down into the bright library. At last both difficulties were overcome
and the gathering on the inner side of the wall below the window found the
fifteen-foot bole of a pine edging its way through the smoky air above them,
swaying over their heads and then landing with a crash at their feet. Steerpike
had held fast to the upper end of the pole and it would have been possible for
one of the lighter members of the party to have climbed it at once, but Prunesquallor
moved the base of the tree a little to the left and swivelled it until the most
powerful of the stubby, lateral "rungs" were more conveniently
situated. Steerpike's head and shoulders now
appeared fully in view through the broken window. He peered into the crimson
smoke. "Nice work," he said to himself, and then shouted, "Glad
I found you! I'm just coming!" Nothing could have gone more deliciously
according to plan. But there was no time to waste. No time to crow. He could
see that the floor-boards had caught and there was a snake of fire slithering
its way beneath the table. Steerpike lifted his voice. "The Heir
of Gormenghast!" he shouted. "Where is Lord Titus? Where is Lord
Titus?" Prunesquallor had already reached Mrs.
Slagg, who had collapsed over the child, and he lifted them both together in
his arms and ran swiftly back to the ladder. The Countess was there; they were
all there at the foot of the pine; all except Sourdust, whose sacking had begun
to smoulder. Fuchsia had dragged Irma across the floor by her heels and she lay
as though she had been washed ashore by a tempest. Steerpike had crawled
through the window and was a third of the way down the bole. Prunesquallor,
climbing to the third rung, was able to pass Titus to the youth, who retreated
through the window backwards and was down the outer ladder in a flash. He left the infant among the ferns under
the library wall and swarmed up the ladder for the old nurse. The tiny, limp
midget was almost as easy to deal with as Titus, and Prunesquallor passed her
through the window as though he were handling a doll. Steerpike laid her next to Titus, and was
suddenly back at the window. It was obvious that Irma was the next on the list,
but it was with her that the difficulties began. The moment she was touched she
began to thrash about with her arms and legs. Thirty years of repression were
finding vent. She was no longer a lady. She could never be a lady again. Her
pure white feet were indeed composed of clay and now with all the advantages of
a long throat she renewed her screaming, but it was weaker than before, for the
smoke which had coiled around her vocal cords had taken their edge away, and
they were now more in the nature of wool than gut. Something had to be done
with her, and quickly. Steerpike swarmed down the top half of the pole and
dropped to the library floor. Then, at his suggestion, he and the Doctor began
to strip away lengths of her dress with which they bound her arms and legs,
stuffing the remainder in her mouth. Together, with the help of Flay and
Fuchsia, they heaved the writhing Irma by degrees up the ladder, until
Steerpike, climbing through the window, was able to drag her through into the
night air. Once through, she was treated with still less decorum, and her descent
of the wall was abrupt, the boy with the high shoulders merely seeing to it
that she should not break more bones than was necessary. In point of fact she
broke none, her peerless flesh sustaining only a few purple bruises. Steerpike had now three figures in a row
among the cold ferns. While he was swarming back, Fuchsia was saying, "No,
I don't want to. _You_ go now. Please, _you_ go now." "Silence, you child," answered
the Countess. "Don't waste time. As I tell you, girl! as I tell you! At
once." "No, Mother, no --" "Fuchsia dear," said
Prunesquallor, "you will be out in a brace of shakes and ladders! ha, ha,
ha! It will save time, gipsy! Hurry now." "Don't stand there gawping,
girl!" Fuchsia glanced at the Doctor. How unlike
himself he looked, the sweat pouring from his forehead and running between his
eyes. "Up you go! up you go," said
Prunesquallor. Fuchsia turned to the ladder and after
missing her foothold once or twice disappeared above them. "Good girl!" shouted the Doctor.
"Find your Nannie Slagg! Now, then, now, then, your Ladyship, up you
go." The Countess began to climb, and although
the sound of the wooden stubs being broken on either side of the pole
accompanied her, yet her progress towards the window held a prodigious inevitability
in every step she took and in every heave of her body. Like something far
larger than life, her dark dress shot with the red of the fire, she ploughed
her way upwards to the window. There was no one on the other side to help her,
for Steerpike was in the library, and yet for all the contortions of her great
frame, for all the ungainliness of her egress, a slow dignity pervaded her
which gave even to the penultimate view -- that of her rear disappearing hugely
into the night -- a feeling rather of the awesome than the ludicrous. There remained only Lord Sepulchrave,
Prunesquallor, Flay and Steerpike. Prunesquallor and Steerpike turned to
Sepulchrave quickly in order to motion him to follow his wife, but he had
disappeared. There was not a moment to lose. The flames were crackling around
them. Mixed with the smell of the smoke was the smell of burning leather. There
were few places where he could be, unless he had walked into the flames. They
found him in an alcove a few feet from the ladder, a recess still hidden to
some extent from the enveloping heat. He was smoothing the backs of a set of
the Martrovian dramatists bound in gold fibre and there was a smile upon his
face that sent a sick pang through the bodies of the three who found him. Even
Steerpike watched that smile uneasily from beneath his sandy eyebrows. Saliva
was beginning to dribble from the corner of his Lordship's sensitive mouth as
the corners curved upwards and the teeth were bared. It was the smile one sees
in the mouth of a dead animal when the loose lips are drawn back and the teeth
are discovered curving towards the ears. "Take them, take your books, your
Lordship, and come, come quickly!" said Steerpike fiercely. "Which do
you want?" Sepulchrave turned about sharply and with
a superhuman effort forced his hands stiffly to his sides and walked at once to
the pine ladder. "I am sorry to have kept you," he said, and began to
climb swiftly. As he was lowering himself on the far side
of the window they heard him repeat as though to himself: "I am sorry to
have kept you." And then there was a thin laugh like the laugh of a ghost. There was no longer any time for deciding
who was to follow whom; no time for chivalry. The hot breath of the fire was
upon them. The room was rising around them, and yet Steerpike managed to keep
himself back. Directly Flay and the Doctor had
disappeared he ran up the pine-bole like a cat, and sat astride the window
ledge a moment before he descended on the far side. With the black autumn night
behind him he crouched there, a lurid carving, his eyes no longer black holes
in his head but glittering in the blood-red light like garnets. "Nice work," he said to himself
for the second time that night. "Very nice work." And then he swung
his other leg over the high sill. "There is no one left," he
shouted down into the darkness. "Sourdust," said Prunesquallor,
his thin voice sounding singularly flat. "Sourdust has been left." Steerpike slid down the pole. "Dead?" he queried. "He is," said Prunesquallor. No one spoke. As Steerpike's eyes became accustomed to
the darkness he noticed that the earth surrounding the Countess was a dusky
white, and that it was moving, and it was a few moments before he realized that
white cats were interweaving about her feet. Fuchsia, directly her mother had followed
her down the ladder, began to run, stumbling and falling over the roots of
trees and moaning with exhaustion as she staggered on. When after an eternity
she had reached the main body of the Castle she made her way to the stables,
and at last had found and ordered three grooms to saddle the horses and proceed
to the library. Each groom led a horse by the side of the one he rode. On one
of these, Fuchsia was seated, her body doubled forward. Broken by the shock she
was weeping, her tears threading their brackish paths over the coarse mane of
her mount. By the time they had reached the library
the party had covered some distance of the return journey. Flay was carrying
Irma over his shoulder. Prunesquallor had Mrs. Slagg in his arms and Titus was
sharing the warbler's nest in the Countess's bosom. Steerpike, watching Lord
Sepulchrave very closely, was guiding him in the wake of the others,
deferentially holding his Lordship's elbow. When the horses arrived the procession had
practically come to a standstill. The beasts were mounted, the grooms walking
at their sides holding the bridles, and staring over their shoulders with wide,
startled eyes at the raw patch of light that danced in the darkness like a
pulsating wound between the straight black bones of the pine trees. During their slow progress they were met
by indistinguishable crowds of servants who stood to the side of the track in
horrified silence. The fire had not been visible from the Castle, for the roof
had not fallen and the only window was shielded by the trees, but the news had
spread with Fuchsia's arrival. The night which had so dreadful a birth
continued to heave and sweat until the slow dawn opened like an icy flower in
the east, and showed the smoking shell of Sepulchrave's only home. The shelves
that still stood were wrinkled charcoal, and the books were standing side by
side upon them, black, grey, and ash-white, the corpses of thought. In the
centre of the room the discoloured marble table still stood among a heap of
charred timber and ashes, and upon the table was the skeleton of Sourdust. The
flesh was gone, with all its wrinkles. The coughing had ceased for ever. 43 SWELTER
LEAVES HIS CARD The winds of the drear interim that lies
between the last of autumn and the first of winter had torn the few remaining
leaves from even the most sheltered of the branches that swung in the Twisted
Woods. Elsewhere the trees had been skeletons for many weeks. The melancholy of
decay had given place to a less mournful humour. In dying, the chill season had
ceased to weep, and arising from its pyre of coloured leaves had cried out with
such a voice as had no hint of tears -- and something fierce began to move the
air and pace across the tracts of Gormenghast. From the death of the sap, of
the bird-song, of the sun, this other life-indeath arose to fill the vacuum of
Nature. The whine was yet in the wind; the
November whine. But as night followed night its long trailing note became less
and less a part of the mounting music which among the battlements was by now an
almost nightly background to those who slept or tried to sleep in the castle of
the Groans. More and more in the darkness the notes of grimmer passions could be
discerned. Hatred and anger and pain and the hounding voices of vengeance. One evening, several weeks after the
burning, at about an hour before midnight, Flay lowered himself to the ground
outside Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom door. Inured though he was to the cold floor
boards, for they had been his only bed for many years, yet on this November
evening they struck a chill into his flinty bones and his shanks began to ache.
The wind whistled and screamed about the Castle and gelid draughts skidded along
the landing, and Flay heard the sound of doors opening and shutting at varying
distances from him. He was able to follow the course of a draught as it
approached from the northern fastnesses of the Castle, for he recognized the
sound that was peculiar to each distant door as it creaked and slammed, the
noises becoming louder and louder until the heavy mildewy curtains which hung
at the end of the passage, forty feet away, lifted and muttered and the door
which lay immediately beyond them grated and strained at its only hinge, and
Flay knew that the icy spearhead of a fresh draught was close upon him. "Getting old," he muttered to
himself, rubbing his thighs and folding himself up like a stick-insect at the
foot of the door. He had slept soundly enough last winter
when the snow had lain deeply over Gormenghast. He remembered with distaste how
it had coated the windows, clinging to the panes, and how when the sun sank
over the Mountain the snow had appeared to bulge inwards through the window
panes in a lather of blood. This memory disturbed him, and he dimly
knew that the reason why the cold was affecting him more and more during these
desolate nights had nothing to do with his age. For his body was hardened to
the point of being more like some inanimate substance than flesh and blood. It
was true that it was a particularly bad night, rough and loud, but he
remembered that four nights ago there had been no wind and yet he had shivered
as he was shivering now. "Getting old," he muttered
grittily to himself again between his long discoloured teeth; but he knew that
he lied. No cold on earth could make his hairs stand up like tiny wires,
stiffly, almost painfully along his thighs and forearms, and at the nape of his
neck. Was he afraid? Yes, as any reasonable man would be. He was very afraid,
although the sensation was rather different in him from that which would have
been experienced in other men. He was not afraid of the darkness, of the
opening and shutting of distant doors, of the screaming wind. He had lived all
his life in a forbidding, half-lit world. He turned over, so as to command a view of
the stairhead, although it was almost too dark to see it. He cracked the five
knuckles of his left hand, one by one, but he could hardly hear the reports for
a new wave of the gale rattled every window and the darkness was alive with the
slamming of doors. He was afraid; he had been afraid for weeks. But Flay was
not a coward. There was something tenacious and hard in his centre; something
obstinate which precluded panic. All of a sudden the gale seemed to hurl
itself to a climax and then to cease utterly, but the interim of dead silence
was over as soon as it had started, for a few seconds later, as though from a
different quarter, the storm unleashed another of its armies of solid rain and
hail, pouring its broadsides against the Castle from the belly of a yet more
riotous tempest. During the few moments of what seemed to
be an absolute silence between the two storms, Flay had jerked his body forward
from the ground, and had sat bolt upright, every muscle frozen. He had forced a
knuckle between his teeth to stop them from chattering, and with his eyes
focused upon the dark stairhead he had heard, quite plainly, a sound that was
both near and far away, a sound hideously distinct. In that lacuna of stillness
the stray sounds of the Castle had become wayward, ungaugeable. A mouse
nibbling beneath floor boards might equally have been within a few feet or
several halls away. The sound that Flay heard was of a knife
being deliberately whetted. How far away he had no means of telling. It was a
sound in vacuo, an abstract thing, yet so enormously it sounded, it might well
have been within an inch of his craning ear. The number of times the blade moved across
the hone had no relation to the actual length of time which Flay experienced as
he listened. To him the mechanical forward and backward movement of steel
against stone lasted the night itself. Had the dawn broken as he listened he
would not have been surprised. In reality it was but a few moments, and when
the second tempest flung itself roaring against the Castle walls, Flay was on
his hands and knees with his head thrust forward towards the sound, his lips
drawn back from his teeth. For the rest of the night the storm was
unabated. He crouched there at his master's door, hour after hour, but he heard
no more of that hideous scraping. The dawn, when it came, powdering with
slow and inexorable purpose the earthy blackness with grey seeds, found the
servant openeyed, his hands hanging like dead weights over his drawn-up knees,
his defiant chin between his wrists. Slowly the air cleared, and stretching his
cramped limbs one by one he reared up stiffly to his feet, shrugging his
shoulders to his ears. Then he took the iron key from between his teeth and
dropped it into his jacket pocket. In seven slow paces he had reached the
stairhead and was staring down into a well of cold. The stairs descended as
though for ever. As his eyes moved from step to step they noticed a small
object in the centre of one of the landings about forty feet below. It was in
the shape of a rough oval. Flay turned his head to Lord Sepulchrave's door. The sky was drained of its fury and there
was silence. He descended, his hand on the banisters.
Each step awoke echoes from below him, and fainter echoes from above him, away
to the east. As he reached the landing a ray of light
ran like a slender spear through an eastern window and quivered in a little
patch on the wall, a few feet from where he stood. This thread of light
intensified the shadows below and above it, and it was only after some groping
that Flay came across the object. In his harsh hands it felt disgustingly soft.
He brought it close to his eyes and became aware of a sickly, penetrating
smell; but he could not see what it was that he held. Then, lifting it into the
sunbeam so that his hand cast a shadow over the lozenge of light upon the wall,
he saw, as though it were something supernaturally illumined, a very small,
richly and exquisitely sculpted gateau. At the perimeter of this delicacy, a
frail coral-like substance had been worked into the links of a chain, leaving
in the centre a minute arena ofjadegreen icing, across whose glacid surface the
letter "S" lay coiled like a worm of cream. 44 THE
UN-EARTHING OF BARQUENTINE The Earl, tired from a day of ritual
(during part of which it was required of him to ascend and descend the Tower of
Flints three times by the stone staircase, leaving on each occasion a glass of
wine on a box of wormwood placed there for the purpose on a blue turret) had
retired to his room as soon as he was able to get away from the last
performance of the day and had taken a more powerful dose of laudanum than he
had previously needed. It was noticed that he now brought to his work during
the day a fervour quite unprecedented. His concentration upon detail and his
thoroughness in the execution and understanding of the minutiae involved in the
monotonous ceremonies were evidence of a new phase in his life. The loss of his library had been a blow so
pulverizing that he had not yet begun to suffer the torment that was later to
come to him. He was still dazed and bewildered, but he sensed instinctively
that his only hope lay in turning his mind as often as possible from the
tragedy and in applying himself unstintingly to the routine of the day. As the
weeks passed by, however, he found it more and more difficult to keep the
horror of that night from his mind. Books which he loved not only for their
burden, but intrinsically, for varying qualities of paper and print, kept
reminding him that they were no longer to be fingered and read. Not only were
the books lost and the thoughts in the books, but what was to him, perhaps, the
most searching loss of all, the hours of rumination which lifted him above
himself and bore him upon their muffled and enormous wings. Not a day passed
but he was reminded of some single volume, or of a series of works, whose very
positions on the walls was so clearly indented in his mind. He had taken refuge
from this raw emptiness in a superhuman effort to concentrate his mind
exclusively upon the string of ceremonies which he had daily to perform. He had
not tried to rescue a single volume from the shelves, for even while the flames
leapt around him he knew that every sentence that escaped the fire would be
unreadable and bitter as gall, something to taunt him endlessly. It was better
to have the cavity in his heart yawning and completely empty than mocked by a
single volume. Yet not a day passed but he knew his grip had weakened. Shortly after the death of Sourdust in the
library it was remembered that the old librarian had had a son, and a search
was made at once. It was a long time before they discovered a figure asleep in
the corner of a room with a very low ceiling. It was necessary to stoop, in
order to enter the apartment through the filthy walnut door. After having
stooped under the decaying lintel there was no relief from the cramped position
and no straightening of the back, for the ceiling sagged across the room for
the most part at the level of the door-head, but at the centre, like a
mouldering belly, it bulged still further earthwards, black with flies. Ill lit
by a long horizontal strip of window near the floorboards, it was difficult for
the servants who had been sent on this mission to see at first whether there
was anyone in the room or not. A table near the centre with its legs sawn off
halfway down, into which they stumbled, had, as they soon discovered, been
obscuring from their view Barquentine, old Sourdust's son. He lay upon a
straw-filled mattress. At first sight the servants were appalled at a
similarity between the son and the dead father, but when they saw that the old
man lying on his back with his eyes closed had only one leg, and that a
withered one, they were relieved, and straightening themselves were dazed by
striking their heads against the ceiling. When they had recovered they found that
they were kneeling, side by side, on all fours. Barquentine was watching them.
Lifting the stump of his withered leg he rapped it irritably on the mattress,
sending up a cloud of dust. "What do you want?" he said. His
voice was dry like his father"s, but stronger than the mere twenty years
that lay between their ages could have accounted for. Barquentine was
seventy-four. The servant nearest him rose to a stooping
position, rubbed his shoulder-blades on the ceiling and with his head forced
down to the level of his nipples stared at Barquentine with his loose mouth
hanging open. The companion, a squat, indelicate creature, replied obtusely
from the shadows behind his loose-lipped friend: "He's dead." "Whom are you talking of, you
oaf?" said the septuagenarian irritably, levering himself on his elbow and
raising another cloud of dust with his stump. "Your father," said the
loose-mouthed man in the eager tone of one bringing good tidings. "How?" shouted Barquentine, who
was becoming more and more irritable. "How? When? Don't stand there staring
at me like stenching mules." "Yesterday," they replied.
"Burned in the library. Only bones left." "Details!" yelled Barquentine,
thrashing about with his stump and knotting his beard furiously as his father
had done. "Details, you bladder heads! Out! Out of my way! Out of the
room, curse you!" Foraging about in the darkness he found
his crutch and struggled onto his withered leg. Such was the shortness of this
leg that when he was on his foot it was possible for him to move grotesquely to
the door without having to lower his head to avoid the ceiling. He was about
half the height of the crouching servants, but he passed between their bulks
like a small, savage cloud of material, ragged to the extent of being filigree,
and swept them to either side. He passed through the low door in the way
that infants will walk clean under a table, head in air, and emerge
triumphantly on the other side. The servants heard his crutch striking the
floor of the passage and the alternate stamp of the withered leg. Of the many
things that Barquentine had to do during the next few hours, the most immediate
were to take command of his father's apartments: to procure the many keys: to
find, and don, the crimson sacking that had always been in readiness for him
against the day of his father's death: and to acquaint the Earl that he was
cognizant of his duties, for he had studied them, with and without his father,
for the last fifty-four years, in between his alternative relaxations of sleep
and of staring at a patch of mildew on the bulge-bellied ceiling of his room. From the outset he proved himself to be
uncompromisingly efficient. The sound of his approaching crutch became a sign
for feverish activity, and trepidation. It was as though a hard, intractible
letter of the Groan law were approaching -- the iron letter of tradition. This was, for the Earl, a great blessing,
for with a man of so strict and unswerving a discipline it was impossible to
carry through the day's work without a thorough rehearsal every morning --
Barquentine insisting upon his Lordship learning by heart whatever speeches
were to be made during the day and all the minutiae that pertained to the
involved ceremonies. This took up a great deal of the Earl's
time, and kept his mind, to a certain degree, from introspection; nevertheless,
the shock he had sustained was, as the weeks drew on, beginning to have its
effect. His sleeplessness was making of each night a hell more dreadful than
the last. His narcotics were powerless to aid him,
for when after a prodigious dose he sank into a grey slumber, it was filled
with shapes that haunted him when he awoke, and waved enormous sickly-smelling
wings above his head, and filled his room with the hot breath of rotting
plumes. His habitual melancholy was changing day by day into something more
sinister. There were moments when he would desecrate the crumbling and mournful
mask of his face with a smile more horrible than the darkest lineaments of
pain. Across the stoniness of his eyes a strange
light would pass for a moment, as though the moon were flaring on the gristle,
and his lips would open and the gash of his mouth would widen in a dead,
climbing, curve. Steerpike had foreseen that madness would
sooner or later come to the Earl, and it was with a shock of annoyance that he
heard of Barquentine and of his ruthless efficiency. It had been part of his
plan to take over the duties of old Sourdust, for he felt himself to be the
only person in the Castle capable of dealing with the multifarious details that
the work would involve -- and he knew that, with the authority which could
hardly have been denied him had there been no one already versed in the laws of
the Castle, he would have been brought not only into direct and potent contact
with Sepulchrave, but would have had opened up to him by degrees the innermost
secrets of Gormenghast. His power would have been multiplied a hundred-fold;
but he had not reckoned with the ancientry of the tenets that bound the anatomy
of the place together. For every key position in the Castle there was the
apprentice, either the son or the student, bound to secrecy. Centuries of
experience had seen to it that there should be no gap in the steady, intricate
stream of immemorial behaviour. No one had thought or heard of Barquentine
for over sixty years, but when old Sourdust died Barquentine appeared like a
well-versed actor on the mouldering stage, and the slow drama ofGormenghast
continued among shadows. Despite this setback in his plans,
Steerpike had managed to make even more capital out of his rescue work than he
had anticipated. Flay was inclined to treat him with a kind of taciturn
respect. He had never quite known what he ought to do about Steerpike. When
they had coincided a month previously at the garden gate of the
Prunesquallors", Flay had retired as from a ghost, sullenly, glancing over
his shoulder at the dapper enigma, losing his chance of castigating the urchin.
In Mr. Flay's mind the boy Steerpike was something of an apparition. Most
fathomless of all, the lives of the Earl, the Countess, Titus and Fuchsia had
been saved by the whelp, and there was a kind of awe, not to say admiration,
mixed with his distaste. Not that Flay unbent to the boy, for he
felt it a grievance that he should in any way admit equality with someone who
had come originally from Swelter's kitchen. Barquentine, also, was a bitter pill to
swallow, but Flay realized at once the traditional rightness and integrity of
the old man. Fuchsia, for whom the fine art of
procedure held less lure, found in old Barquentine a creature to hide from and
to hate -- not for any specific reason, but with the hatred of the young for
the authority vested in age. She found that as the days went on she
began to listen for the sound of his crutch striking on the floor, like the
blows of a weapon. 45 FIRST
REPERCUSSIONS Unable to reconcile the heroism of
Steerpike's rescue with his face as she had seen it beyond the window before
she fell, Fuchsia began to treat the youth with less and less assurance. She
began to admire his ingenuity, his devilry, his gift of speech which she found
so difficult but which was for him so simple. She admired his cold efficiency
and she hated it. She wondered at his quickness, his self-assurance. The more
she saw of him the more she felt impelled to recognize in him a nature at once
more astute and swift than her own. At night his pale face with its closely-set
eyes would keep appearing before her. And when she awoke she would remember
with a start how he had saved their lives. Fuchsia could not make him out. She
watched him carefully. Somehow he had become one of the personalities of the
Castle's central life. He had been insinuating his presence on all who mattered
with such subtlety, that when he leapt dramatically to the fore by rescuing the
family from the burning library, it was as though that deed of valour were all
that had been needed to propel him to the forefront of the picture. He still lived at the Prunesquallors' but
was making secret plans for moving into a long, spacious room with a window
that let in the morning sun. It lay on the same floor as the aunts in the South
Wing. There was really very little reason for him to stay with the Doctor, who
did not seem sufficiently aware of the new status he had acquired and whose
questions regarding the way he (Steerpike) had found the pine tree, already
felled and lopped for the Rescue, and various other details, though not
difficult to answer -- for he had prepared his replies to any of the possible
questions he might be faced with -- were, nevertheless, pertinent. The Doctor
had had his uses. He had proved a valuable stepping-stone, but it was time to
take up a room, or a suite of rooms, in the Castle proper, where knowledge of
what was going on would come more easily. Prunesquallor, ever since the burning, had
been, for him, strangely voiceless. When he spoke it was in the same high,
thin, rapid way, but for a great part of each day he would lie back in his
chair in the sittingroom, smiling incessantly at everyone who caught his eye,
his teeth displayed as uncompromisingly as ever before, but with something more
cogitative about the great magnified eyes that swam beneath the thick lenses of
his spectacles. Irma, who since the fire had been strapped in her bed, and who
was having about half a pint of blood removed on alternate Tuesdays, was now
allowed downstairs in the afternoons, where she sat dejectedly and tore up
sheets of calico which were brought to her chair-side every morning. For hours on
end she would continue with this noisy, wasteful and monotonous soporific,
brooding the while upon the fact that she was no lady. Mrs. Slagg was still very ill. Fuchsia did
all she could for her, moving the nurse's bed into her own room, for the old woman
had become very frightened of the dark, which she now associated with smoke. Titus seemed to be the one least affected
by the burning. His eyes remained bloodshot for some time afterwards, but the
only other result was a severe cold, and Prunesquallor took the infant over to
his own house for its duration. Old Sourdust's bones had been removed from
the marble table among the charred remains of the woodwork and books. Flay, who had been assigned the mission of
collecting the dead librarian's remains and of returning with them to the
servants' quadrangle, where a coffin was being constructed from old boxes,
found it difficult to handle the charred skeleton. The head had become a bit
loose, and Flay after scratching his own skull for a long while at last decided
that the only thing to do would be to carry the rattling relics in his arms as
though he were carrying a baby. This was both more respectful and lessened the
danger of disarticulation or breakage. On that particular evening as he returned
through the woods the rain had fallen heavily before he reached the fringe of
the trees, and by the time he was halfway across the wasteland which divided
the pines from Gormenghast, the rain was streaming over the bones and skull in
his arms and bubbling in the eye sockets. Flay's clothes were soaking, and the
water squelched in his boots. As he neared the Castle the light had become so
obscured by the downpour that he could not see more than a few paces ahead.
Suddenly a sound immediately behind him caused him to start, but before he was
able to turn, a sharp pain at the back of his head filled him with sickness,
and sinking gradually to his knees he loosed the skeleton from his arms and
sank in a stupor upon the bubbling ground. How many hours or minutes he had
been lying there he could not know, but when he recovered consciousness the
rain was still falling heavily. He raised his great rough hand to the back of
his head where he discovered a swelling the size of a duck's egg. Swift jabs of
pain darted through his brain from side to side. All at once he remembered the skeleton and
got dizzily to his knees. His eyes were still misted, but he saw the wavering
outline of the bones; but when a few moments later his eyes had cleared, he
found that the head was missing. 46 SOURDUST
IS BURIED Barquentine officiated at his father's
funeral. To his way of thinking it was impossible for the bones to be buried
without a skull. It was a pity that the skull could not be the one which
belonged, but that there should be some sort of termination to the body before
it was delivered to the earth was apparently imperative. Flay had recounted his
story and the bruise above his left ear testified to its veracity. There seemed
to be no clue to who the cowardly assailant might be, nor could any motive be
imagined that could prompt so callous, so purposeless an action. Two days were
spent in a fruitless search for the missing ornament, Steerpike leading a gang
of stable hands on a tour of the wine vaults which according to his own theory
would afford, so he argued, many an ideal niche or corner in which the criminal
might hide the skull. He had always had a desire to discover the extent of the
vaults. The candle-lit search through a damp labyrinth of cellars and passages,
lined with dusty bottles, disproved his theory, however; and when on the same
evening the search parties, one and all, reported that their quests had been
abortive, it was decided that on the following evening the bones were to be
buried whether the head were found or not. It being considered a desecration to
unearth any bodies from the servants' graveyard, Barquentine decided that the
skull of a small calf would prove equally effective. One was procured from
Swelter, and after it had been boiled and was free of the last vestige of
flesh, it was dried and varnished, and as the hour of the burial approached and
there was no sign of the original skull being found, Barquentine sent Flay to
Mrs. Slagg's room to procure some blue ribbon. The calf's skull was all but
perfect, it being on the small side and dwarfing the rest of the remains far
less than might have been feared. At all events, the old man would be complete
if not homogeneous. He would not be headless, and his funeral would be no slipshod,
bury-as-you-please affair. It was only when the coffin stood near the
graveside in the Cemetery of the Esteemed, and only when the crowd was standing
silently about the small, rectangular trench, that Barquentine motioned
Sepulchrave forward, and indicated that the moment had come for the Earl to
attach the calf skull to the last of old Sourdust's vertebrae with the aid of
the blue ribbon which Mrs. Slagg had found at the bottom of one of her
shuttered baskets of material. Here was honour for the old man. Barquentine
knotted his beard ruminatively and was well pleased. Whether it were some
obscure tenet of the Groan lore which Barquentine was rigorously adhering to,
or whether it was that he found comfort of some kind in ribbons, it is
impossible to say, but whatever the reason might be, Barquentine had procured
from somewhere or other several extra lengths of varying colours and his
father's skeleton boasted a variety of silk bows which were neatly tied about
such bones as seemed to offer themselves to this decorative treatment. When the Earl had finished with the
calf-skull, Barquentine bent over the coffin and peered at the effect. He was,
on the whole, satisfied. The calf's head was rather too big, but it was
adequate. The late evening light lit it admirably and the grain of the bone was
particularly effective. The Earl was standing silently a little in
front of the crowd, and Barquentine, digging his crutch into the earth, hopped
around it until he was facing the men who had carried the coffin. One glint of
his cold eyes brought them to the graveside. "Nail the lid on," he shouted,
and hopped around his crutch again on his withered leg, the ferrule of his
support swivelling in the soft ground and raising the mud in gurgling wedges as
it twisted. Fuchsia, standing at her mother's
mountainous side, loathed him with her whole body. She was beginning to hate
everything that was old. What was that word which Steerpike kept denouncing
whenever he met her? He was always saying it was dreadful -- "Authority":
that was it. She looked away from the one-legged man and her eyes moved
absently along the line of gaping faces. They were staring at the coffinmen who
were nailing down the planks. Everyone seemed horrible to Fuchsia. Her mother
was gazing over the heads of the crowd with her characteristic sightlessness.
Upon her father's face a smile was beginning to appear, as though it were
something inevitable, uncontrollable -- something Fuchsia had never seen before
on his face. She covered her eyes with her hands for a moment and felt a surge
of unreality rising in her. Perhaps the whole thing was a dream. Perhaps
everyone was really kind and beautiful, and she had seen them only through the
black net of a dream she was suffering. She lowered her hands and found herself
gazing into Steerpike's eyes. He was on the other side of the grave and his
arms were folded. As he stared at her, with his head a little on one side, like
a bird"s, he raised his eyebrows to her, quizzically, his mouth twisted up
on one side. Fuchsia involuntarily made a little gesture with her hand, a
motion of recognition, of friendliness, but there was about the gesture
something so subtle, so tender, as to be indescribable. For herself, she did
not know that her hand had moved -- she only knew that the figure across the
grave was young. He was strange and unappealing, with his
high shoulders and his large swollen forehead; but he was slender, and young.
Oh, that was what it was! He did not belong to the old, heavy, intolerant world
of Barquentine: he belonged to the lightness of life. There was nothing about
him that drew her, nothing she loved except his youth and his bravery. He had
saved Nannie Slagg from the fire. He had saved Dr. Prune from the fire -- and
oh! he had saved her, too. Where was his swordstick? What had he done with it?
He was so silly about it, carrying it with him wherever he went. The earth was being shovelled into the
grave for the ramshackle coffin had been lowered. When the cavity was filled,
Barquentine inspected the rectangular patch of disturbed earth. The shovelling
had been messy work, the mud clinging to the spades, and Barquentine had
shouted at the grave-hands irritably. Now, he scraped some of the unevenly
distributed earth into the shallower patches with his foot, balancing at an
angle upon his crutch. The mourners were dispersing, and Fuchsia, shambling
away from her parents, found herself to the extreme right of the crowd as it
moved towards the castle. "May I walk with you?" said
Steerpike, sidling up. "Yes," said Fuchsia. "Oh,
yes; why shouldn't you?" She had never wanted him before, and was
surprised at her own words. Steerpike shot a glance at her as he
pulled out his small pipe. When he had lit it, he said: "Not much in my line, Lady Fuchsia." "What isn't?" "Earth to earth; ashes to ashes, and
all that sort of excitement." "Not much in anyone's line, I
shouldn't think," she replied. "I don't like the idea of dying." "Not when one's young, anyway,"
said the youth. "It's all right for our friend rattle-ribs: not much life
left inside him, anyway." "I like you being disrespectful,
sometimes," said Fuchsia in a rush. "Why must one try and be
respectful to old people when they aren't considerate?" "It's their idea," said
Steerpike. "They like to keep this reverence business going. Without it
where'd they be? Sunk. Forgotten. Over the side: for they've nothing except
their age, and they're jealous of our youth." "Is that what it is?" said
Fuchsia, her eyes widening. "Is it because they are jealous? Do you really
think it's that?" "Undoubtedly," said Steerpike.
"They want to imprison us and make us fit into their schemes, and taunt
us, and make us work for them. All the old are like that." "Mrs. Slagg isn't like that,"
said Fuchsia. "She is the exception,"
said Steerpike, coughing in a strange way with his hand over his mouth.
"She is the exception that proves the rule." They walked on in silence for a few paces.
The Castle was looming overhead and they were treading into the shadow of a
tower. "Where's your swordstick?" said
Fuchsia. "How can you be without it? You don't know what to do with your
hands." Steerpike grinned. This was a new Fuchsia.
More animated -- yet was it animation, or a nervous, tired excitement which
gave the unusual lift to her voice? "My swordstick," said Steerpike,
rubbing his chin, "my dear little swordstick. I must have left it behind
in the rack." "Why?" said Fuchsia. "Don't
you adore it any more?" "I _do_, oh yes! I _do_,"
Steerpike replied in a comically emphatic voice. "I adore it just as much,
but I felt it would be safer to leave it behind, because do you know what I
should probably have _done_ with it?" "What would you have done?" said
Fuchsia. "I would have pricked Barquentine's
guts with it," said Steerpike; "most delicately, here and there, and
everywhere, until the old scarecrow was yelling like a cat; and when he had
yelled all the breath from his black lungs, I'd have tied him by his one leg to
a branch and set fire to his beard. So you see what a good thing it was that I
didn't have my swordstick, don't you?" But when he turned to her Fuchsia was gone
from his side. He could see her running through the misty
air in a strange, bounding manner; but whether she was running for enjoyment,
or in order to rid herself of him, he could not know. 47 THE
TWINS ARE RESTIVE About a week after Sourdust's burial, or
to be precise, about a week after the burial of all that was left of what had
once been Sourdust, along with the calf skull and the ribbons, Steerpike
revisited the Aunts for the purpose of selecting a set of rooms on the same
floor as their own apartments in the south wing. Since the burning they had
become not only very vain, but troublesome. They wished to know when, now that
they had carried out the task according to plan, they were to come into their
own. Why was not the south wing already alive with pageantry and splendour? Why
were its corridors still so dusty and deserted? Had they set fire to their
brother's library for nothing? Where were the thrones they had been promised?
Where were the crowns of gold? At each fresh appearance of Steerpike in their
apartments these questions were renewed, and on every occasion it became more
difficult to leave them mollified and convinced that their days of grievance
were drawing to a close. They were as outwardly impassive, their
faces showing no sign at all of what was going on inside their identical
bodies, but Steerpike had learned to descry from the almost imperceptible
movements which they made with their limp fingers, roughly what was happening
in their minds, or to what height their emotions were aroused. There was an
uncanniness about the way their white fingers would move simultaneously,
indicating that their brains were at that precise moment travelling along the
same narrow strip of thought, at the same pace, with the same gait. The glittering promises with which
Steerpike had baited his cruel hook had produced an effect upon them more
fundamental than he had anticipated. This concept of themselves as rulers of
the south wing, was now uppermost in their minds, and in fact it filled their
minds leaving no room for any other notion. Outwardly it showed itself in their
conversation which harped upon nothing else. With the flush of success upon
them, their fingers became looser, although their faces remained as
expressionless as powdered slabs. Steerpike was now reaping the consequences of
having persuaded them of their bravery and ingenuity, and of the masterly way
in which they, and they alone, could set the library alight. It had been
necessary at the time to blow them into tumours of conceit and self-assurance,
but now, their usefulness for the moment at an end, it was becoming more and
more difficult to deal with their inflation. However, with one excuse or
another he managed to persuade them of the inadvisability of rushing a matter
of such magnitude as that of raising them to their twin summits. Such things
must be achieved with deliberation, cunning and foresight. Their position must
improve progressively through a sequence of minor victories, which although
each in itself attracted no notice, would build up insidiously, until before
the castle was aware of it the South wing would blazon forth in rightful glory.
The twins, who had expected the change in their status to be brought about
overnight, were bitterly disappointed, and although Steerpike's arguments to
the effect that their power when it came must be something of sure foundation
convinced them as he spoke, yet no sooner were they alone than they reverted at
once to a condition of chagrin, and Steerpike's every appearance was the sign
for them to air their grievances anew. On this particular afternoon, as soon as
he had entered their room and their childish clamour had started, he cut them
short by crying: "We shall begin!" He had lifted his left hand high into the
air to silence them, as he shouted. In his right hand he held a scroll of
paper. They were standing with their shoulders and hips touching, side by side,
their heads forced a little forward. When their loud, flat voices ceased, he
continued: "I have ordered your thrones. They
are being made in secret, but as I have insisted that they are to be beaten
from the purest gold they will take some time to complete. I have been sent
these designs by the goldsmith, a craftsman without a peer. It is for you, my
Ladyships, to choose. I have no doubt which you will choose, for although they
are all three the most consummate works of art, yet with your taste, your flair
for proportion, your grasp of minutiae, I feel confident you will select the
one which I believe has no rival among the thrones of the world." Steerpike had, of course, made the
drawings himself, spending several hours longer on them than he had intended,
for once he had started he had become interested, and had the Doctor or his
sister opened his door in the small hours of this same morning they would have
found the high-shouldered boy bending over a table in his room, absorbed; the
compasses, protractors and set square neatly placed in a row at the side of the
table, the beautifully sharpened pencil travelling along the ruler with cold
precision. Now, as he unrolled the drawings before
the wide eyes of the Aunts he handled them deftly, for it pleased him to take
care of the fruits of his labours. His hands were clean, the fingers being
curiously pointed, and the nails rather longer than is normal. Cora and Clarice were at his side in an
instant. There was no expression in their faces at all. All that could be found
there was uncompromisingly anatomical. The thrones stared at the Aunts and the
Aunts stared back at the thrones. "I have no doubt which one you will
prefer, for it is unique in the history of golden thrones. Choose, your
Ladyships -- choose!" said Steerpike. Cora and Clarice pointed simultaneously at
the biggest of the three drawings. It almost filled the page. "How _right_ you are!" said
Steerpike. "How _right_ you are! It was the only choice. I shall be seeing
the goldsmith tomorrow and shall advise him of your selection." "I want mine soon," said
Clarice. "So do I," said Cora, "very
soon." "I thought I had explained to
you," said Steerpike, taking them by their elbows and bringing them
towards him -- "I thought I had explained to you that a throne of hammered
gold is not a thing which can be wrought overnight. This man is a craftsman, an
artist. Do you want your glory ruined by a makeshift and ridiculous pair of
bright yellow sit-upons? Do you want to be the laughing-stock of the Castle,
all over again, because you were too impatient? Or are you anxious for Gertrude
and the rest of them to stare, open-mouthed with jealousy, at you as you sit
aloft like the two purple queens you undoubtedly are?. Everything must be of
the best. You have entrusted me to raise you to the status that is your due and
right. You must leave it to me. When the hour comes, we shall strike. In the
meanwhile it is for us to make of these apartments something unknown to
Gormenghast." "Yes," said Cora. "That's
what I think. They must be wondrous. The rooms must be wondrous." "Yes," said Clarice.
"Because _we_ are. The rooms must be just like us." Her mouth fell
open, as though the lower jaw had died. "But we are the only ones who _are_
worthy. No one must forget that, must they, Cora?" "No one," said Cora. "No
one at all." "Exactly," said Steerpike,
"and your first duty will be to recondition the Room of Roots." He
had glanced at them shrewdly. "The roots must be repainted. Even the
smallest must be repainted, because there is no other room in Gormenghast that
is so wonderful as to be full of roots. _Your_ roots. The roots of _your_
tree." To his surprise the twins were not
listening to him. They were holding each other about their long barrel-like
chests. "He made us do it," they were
saying. "He made us burn dear Sepulchrave's books. Dear Sepulchrave's
books." 48 "HALF-LIGHT" Meanwhile, the Earl and Fuchsia were
sitting together two hundred feet below and over a mile away from Steerpike and
the Aunts. His lordship, with his back to a pine tree and his knees drawn up to
his chin, was gazing at his daughter with a slithery smile upon his mouth that
had once been so finely drawn. Covering his feet and heaped about his slender
body on all sides was a cold, dark, undulating palliasse of pine needles,
broken here and there with heavy, weary-headed ferns and grey fungi, their
ashen surfaces exuding a winter sweat. A kind of lambent darkness filled the
dell. The roof was skyproof, the branches interlacing so thickly that even the
heaviest downpour was stayed from striking through; the methodical drip . . .
drip . . . drip of the branch-captured rain only fell to the floor of needles
several hours after the start of the heaviest storm. And yet a certain amount
of reflected daylight filtered through into the clearing, mainly from the East,
in which direction lay the shell of the lbrary. Between the clearing and the
path that ran in front of the ruin, the trees, although as thick, were not more
than thirty to forty yards in depth. "How many shelves have you built for
your father?" said the Earl to his daughter with a ghastly smile. "Seven shelves, father," said
Fuchsia. Her eyes were very wide and her hands trembled as they hung at her
sides. "Three more shelves, my daughter --
three more shelves, and then we will put the volumes back." "Yes, father." Fuchsia, picking up a short branch, scored
across the needled ground three long lines, adding them to the seven which
already lay between her father and herself. "That's it, that's it," came the
melancholy voice. "Now we have space for the Sonian Poets. Have you the
books ready -- little daughter?" Fuchsia swung her head up, and her eyes
fastened upon her father. He had never spoken to her in that way -- she had
never before heard that tone of love in his voice. Chilled by the horror of his
growing madness, she had yet been filled with a compassion she had never known,
but now there was more than compassion within her, there was released, of a
sudden, a warm jet of love for the huddled figure whose long pale hand rested
upon his knees, whose voice sounded so quiet and so thoughtful. "Yes,
father, I've got the books ready," she replied; "do you want me to
put them on the shelves?" She turned to a heap of pine cones which
had been gathered. "Yes, I am ready," he replied
after a pause that was filled with the silence of the wood. "But one by
one. One by one. We shall stock three shelves tonight. Three of my long, rare
shelves." "Yes, father." The silence of the high pines drugged the
air. "Fuchsia." "What, father?" "You are my daughter." "Yes." "And there is Titus. He will be the
Earl of Gormenghast. Is that so?" "Yes, father." "When I am dead. But do I know you,
Fuchsia? Do I know you?" "I don't know -- very well," she
replied; but her voice became more certain now that she perceived his weakness.
"I suppose we don't know each other very much." Again she was affected by an uprising of
love. The mad smile making incongruous every remark which the Earl ventured,
for he spoke with tenderness and moderation, had for the moment ceased to
frighten her. In her short life she had been brought face to face with so many
forms of weirdness that although the uncanny horror of the sliding smile
distressed her, yet the sudden breaking of the barriers that had lain between
them for so long as she could remember overpowered her fear. For the first time
in her life she felt that she was a daughter -- that she had a father -- of her
own. What did she care if he was going mad -- saving for his own dear sake? He
was hers. "My books . . ." he said. "I have them here, father. Shall I
fill up the first long shelf for you?" "With the Sonian Poets, Fuchsia." "Yes." She picked up a cone from the heap at her
side and placed it on the end of the line she had scored in the ground. The
Earl watched her very carefully. "That is Andrema, the lyricist -- the
lover -- he whose quill would pulse as he wrote and fill with a blush of blue,
like a bruised nail. His verses, Fuchsia, his verses open out like flowers of
glass, and at their centre, between the brittle petals lies a pool of indigo,
translucent and as huge as doom. His voice is unmuffled -- it is like a bell,
clearly ringing in the night ofour confusion; but the clarity is the clarity
ofimponderable depth -- depth -- so that his lines float on for evermore,
Fuchsia -- on and on and on, for evermore. That is Andrema . . . Andrema." The Earl, with his eyes on the cone which
Fuchsia had placed at the end of the first line, opened his mouth more widely,
and suddenly the pines vibrated with the echoes of a dreadful cry, half scream,
half laughter. Fuchsia stiffened, the blood draining from
her face. Her father, his mouth still open, even after the scream had died out
of the forest, was now upon his hands and knees. Fuchsia tried to force her
voice from the dryness of her throat. Her father's eyes were on her as she
struggled, and at last his lips came together and his eyes recovered the
melancholy sweetness that she had so lately discovered in them. She was able to
say, as she picked up another cone and made as if to place it at the side
of"Andrema": "Shall I go on with the library, father?" But the Earl could not hear her. His eyes
had lost focus. Fuchsia dropped the cone from her hand and came to his side. "What is it," she said. "Oh
father! father! what is it?" "I am not your father," he
replied. "Have you no knowledge of me?" And as he grinned his black
eyes widened and in either eye there burned a star, and as the stars grew
greater his fingers curled. "I live in the Tower of Flints," he
cried. "I am the death-owl." 49 A ROOF
OF REEDS To her left, as she moved slowly along the
broken and overgrown track, Keda was conscious the while of that blasphemous
finger of rock which had dominated the western skyline for seven weary days. It
had been like a presence, something which, however the sunlight or moonlight
played upon it, was always sinister; in essence, wicked. Between the path she walked and the range
of mountains was a region of marshland which reflected the voluptuous sky in
rich pools, or with a duller glow where choked swamps sucked at the colour and
breathed it out again in sluggish vapour. A tract of rushes glimmered, for each
long sword-shaped leaf was edged with a thread of crimson. One of the larger
poois of almost unbroken surface not only reflected the burning sky, but the
gruesome, pointing finger of the rock, which plunged through breathless water. On her right the land sloped upwards and
was forested with misshapen trees. Although their outermost branches were still
lit, the violence of the sunset was failing, and the light was crumbling
momently from the boughs. Keda's shadow stretched to her right,
growing, as she proceeded, less and less intense as the raddled ground dulled
from a reddish tint to a nondescript ochre, and then from ochre to a warm grey
which moment by moment grew more chill, until she found herself moving down a
track of ash-grey light. For the last two days the great shoulder
of hill with the dreadful monotony of its squat, fibrous trees which covered
it, had lain on Keda's right hand, breathing, as it were, over her shoulder;
groping for her with stunted arms. It seemed that for all her life the
oppressive presence of trees, of stultified trees, had been with her, leering
at her, breathing over her right shoulder, each one gesticulating with its
hairy hands, each one with a peculiar menace of its own, and yet every one
monotonously the same in the endlessness of her journey. For the monotony began to have the quality
of a dream, both uneventful and yet terrifying, and it seemed that her body and
her brain were flanked by a wall of growth that would never end. But the last
two days had at least opened up to her the wintry flats upon her left, where
for so long her eyes had been attested and wearied by a canyon face of herbless
rock upon whose high grey surface the only sign of life had been when an
occasional ledge afforded purchase for the carrion crow. But Keda, stumbling
exhaustedly in the ravine, had no thought for them as they peered at her,
following her with their eyes, their naked necks protruding from the level of
their scraggy bellies, their shoulders hunched above their heads, their
murderous claws curled about their scant supports. Snow had lain before her like a long grey
carpet, for the winter sun was never to be seen from that canyon's track, and
when at last the path had veered to the right and the daylight had rushed in
upon her, she had stumbled forward for a few paces and dropped upon her knees
in a kind of thanksgiving. As she raised her head the blonde light had been
like a benison. But she was indescribably weary, dropping
her aching feet before her as she continued on her way without knowledge of
what she was doing. Her hair fell across her face raggedly; her heavy cloak was
flecked with mud and matted with burrs and clinging brambles. Her right hand clung on mechanically to a
strap over her shoulder which supported a satchel, now empty of food, but
weighted with a stranger cargo. Before she had left the Mud Dwellings on
the night when her lovers had killed each other beneath the all-seeing circle
of that never-to-be-forgotten, spawning moon, she had, as in a trance, found
her way back to her dwelling, collected together what food she could find, and
then, like a somnambulist, made her way first to Braigon's and then to Rantel's
workshop and taken from each a small carving. Then, moving out into the
emptiness of the morning, three hours before the dawn, she had walked, her
brain dilated with a blank and zoneless pain, until, as the dawn like a wound
in the sky welled into her consciousness, she fell among the salt grasses where
the meres began, and with the carvings in her arms, slept unseen throughout a
day of sunshine. That was very long ago. How long ago? Keda had lost all sense
of time. She had journeyed through many regions -- had received her meals from
many hands in return for many kinds of labour. For a long while she tended the
flocks of one whose shepherd had been taken ill with fold-fever and had died
with a lamb in his arms. She had worked on a long barge with a woman who, at
night, would mew like an otter as she swam among the reeds. She had woven the
hazel hurdles and had made great nets for the fresh-water fish. She had moved
from province to province. But a weariness had come, and the sickness
at dawn; and yet she was forced to be continually moving. But always with her
were her burning trophies, her white eagle; her yellow stag. And now it was beyond her strength to
work, and a power she did not question was inexorably driving her back towards
the Dwellings. Under the high, ragged and horrible bosom
of the hill, she stumbled on. All colour was stifled from the sky and the
profane finger of rock was no longer visible save as a narrow hint of dark on
dark. The sunset had flamed and faded -- every moment seeming permanent -- and
yet the crumbling from crimson to ash had taken no longer than a few demoniac
moments. Keda was now walking through darkness, all
but the few yards immediately in front of her feet, obscured. She knew that she
must sleep: that what strength remained in her was fast ebbing, and it was not
because she was unused to spending the night hours alone among unfriendly
shapes that she was stayed from coiling herself at the foot of the hill. The
last few nights had been pain, for there was no mercy in the air that pressed
its frozen hands to her body; but it was not for this reason that her feet
still fell heavily before her, one after the other, the forward tilt of her
body forcing them onwards. It was not even that the trees that sucked
at her right shoulder had filled her with horror, for now she was too tired for
her imagination to fill her mind with the macabre. She moved on because a voice
had spoken to her that morning as she walked. She had not realized that it was
her own voice crying out to her, for she was too exhausted to know that her
lips were giving vent to the occult. She had turned, for the voice had seemed
to be immediately beside her. "Do not stop," it had said; "not
tonight, for you shall have a roof of reeds." Startled, she had continued
for not more than a few paces when the voice within her said: "The old
man, Keda, the old brown man. You must not stay your feet." She had not been frightened, for the
reality of the supernatural was taken for granted among the Dwellers. And as
she staggered, ten hours later, through the night the words wavered in her
mind, and when a torch flared suddenly in the road ahead of her, scattering its
red embers, she moaned with exhaustion and relief to have been found, and fell
forward into the arms of the brown father. What happened to her from that moment she
did not know; but when she awoke she was lying upon a mattress of pine-needles,
smelling of a hot, dry sweetness, and around her were the wooden walls of a
cabin. For a moment she did not lift her eyes, although the words which she had
heard upon the road were in her ears: for she knew what she would see, and when
she at last lifted her head to see the thatching of the river-reeds above her
she remembered the old man, and her eyes turned to a door in the wall. It opened
softly as she lay, half drowsed with the perfume of the pine, and she saw a
figure. It was as though Autumn was standing beside her, or an oak, heavy with
its crisp, tenacious leaves. He was of brown, but lambent, as of sepia-black
glass held before a flame. His shaggy hair and beard were like pampas grass;
his skin the colour of sand; his clothes festooned about him like foliage along
a hanging branch. All was brown, a symphony of brown, a brown tree, a brown
landscape, a brown man. He came across the room to her, his naked
feet making no sound upon the earth of the cabin floor, where the creepers sent
green tributaries questing. Keda raised herself upon her elbow. The rough summit of the oak tree moved,
and then one of its branches motioned her back, so that she lay still again
upon the pine-needles. Peace like a cloud enveloped her as she gazed at him and
she knew that she was in the presence of a strange selflessness. He left her side and, moving across the
earth floor with that slow, drifting tread, unfastened some shutters and the
rayless light of the north sky poured through a square window. He left the
room, and she lay quietly, her mind becoming clearer as the minutes passed. The
trestle bed that she lay upon was wide and low, being raised only a foot from
the ground by two logs which supported the long planks. Her tired body seemed
to float with every muscle relaxed among the billowing needles. Even the pain
in her feet, the bruises she had sustained in her wanderings, were floating --
a kind of floating pain, impersonal, and almost pleasurable. Across her the
brown father had spread three rough blankets, and her right hand moving under
them, as though to test the pleasure of moving itself independently from the
tired mass of her body, struck upon something hard. She was too weary to wonder
what it was; but sometime later she drew it forth -- the white eagle.
"Braigon", she murmured, and with the word a hundred haunting
thoughts returned. Again she felt about her and found the wooden stag. She brought
them against her warm sides, and after the pain of memory a new emotion,
kindred to that which she had felt on the night she had lain with Rantel,
suffused her, and her heart, faintly at first and then more loud, and louder
still, began to sing like a wild bird; and though her body heaved suddenly with
sickness, the wild bird went on singing. 50 "FEVER" White and cool as was the light of the
north window, Keda could tell that the sun was alone in the sky and that the
winter day was cloudless and temperate. She could not tell how late it was, nor
whether it was morning or evening. The old man brought a bowl of soup to her
bedside. She wished to speak to him, but not yet, for the spell of silence was
still so richly about her and so eloquent that she knew that with him there was
no need to say anything at all. Her floating body felt strangely clear and
sweet, lying as though it were a lily of pain. She lay now holding the carvings at her
side, her fingers spread over their smooth wooden contours, while she
experienced the slow ebbing of fatigue from her limbs. Minute after minute
passed, the steady light filling the room with whiteness. Every now and again
she would raise herself up and dip the earthenware spoon into the pottage; and
as she drank her strength came back in little thick leaps. When she had at last
emptied the bowl she turned over upon her side, and a tingling of strength rose
in her with every moment that passed. Again she was conscious of the cleanness
of her body. For some time the effort was too great to be made, but when at
last she pulled away the blankets she found that she was washed free of all the
dust of her last days of wandering. She was unstained, and there was no trace
of the nightmare upon her -- only the sweet bruises, the long threads where
thorns had torn her. She tried to stand, and nearly fell; but
drawing in a deep breath steadied herself and moved slowly to the window.
Before her was a clearing, where greyish grass grew thickly, the shadow of a
tree falling across it. Half in this shadow and half out of it a white goat was
standing, and moving its sensitive narrow head side to side. A little beyond,
to the left, was the mouth of a well. The clearing ended where a derelict stone
building, roofless and black with spreading moss, held back a grove of leafless
elms, where a murmuration of starlings was gathered. Beyond this grove Keda
could catch a glimpse of a stony field, and beyond this field a forest climbing
to a rounded summit of boulders. She turned her eyes again. There stood the
white goat. It had moved out of the shadow and was like an exquisite toy, so
white it was, with such curls of hair, such a beard of snow, such horns, such
great and yellow eyes. Keda stood for a long while gazing upon
the scene, and although she saw with perfect clarity -- the roofless house, the
pine-shadow, the hillocks, the trellis-work vine, yet these were no part of her
immediate consciousness, but figments of the half-dream languor of her
awakening. More real to her was the bird-song at her breast, defying the memory
of her lovers and the weight of her womb. The age that was her heritage and the
inexorable fate of the Dwellers had already begun to ravage her head, a
despoliation which had begun before the birth of her first little child who was
buried beyond the great wall, and her face had now lost all but the shadow of
her beauty. Keda left the window and, taking a
blanket, wrapped it about her, and then opened the door of the room. She found
herself facing another of roughly the same size but with a great table
monopolizing the centre of the floor, a table with a dark-red cloth drawn
across it. Beyond the table the earth descended by three steps, and in the
further and lower portion of the floor were the old man's garden tools, flower
pots and pieces of painted and unpainted wood. The room was empty and Keda
passed slowly through a doorway into the clearing of sunlight. The white goat watched her as she
approached and took a few slender-legged steps towards her, lifting its head
high into the air. She moved onwards and became conscious of the sound of
water. The sun was about halfway between the zenith and the horizon, but Keda
could not at first tell whether it was morning or afternoon, for there was no
way of knowing whether the sun were climbing through the high east or sinking
in the high west. All was stillness; the sun seemed to be fixed for ever as
though it were a disc of yellow paper pasted against the paleblue wintry sky. She went forward slowly through the
unknown time of day towards the sound of water. She passed the long roofless
building on her left and for a moment was chilled by the shadow it cast. Descending a steep bank of ferns, she came
across the brook almost immediately. It ran between dark, leafless brambles. A
little to Keda's left, where she stood among the thorny bushes at the water's
edge, there was a crossing of boulders -- old and smooth and hollowed into
shallow basins by the passage of what must have been centuries of footfall.
Beyond the ford a grey mare drank from the stream. Her mane fell over her eyes
and floated on the surface of the water as she drank. Beyond the grey mare
stood another of dappled skin, and beyond the dappled mare, at a point where
the brook changed direction and bore to the right under a wall of evergreens,
was a third -- a horse whose coat was like black velvet. The three were quite
still and absorbed, their manes trailing the water, their legs knee-deep in the
sounding stream. Keda knew that if she walked a little way along the bank to
her -left until she gained a view of the next reach of the river, she would see
the drinking horses one after another receding across the flats, each one an
echo of the one before it -- echoes of changing colour, but all knee-deep in
water, all with their hanging manes, their drinking throats. Suddenly she began to feel cold. The
horses all lifted their heads and stared at her. The stream seemed to stand
still; and then she heard herself talking. "Keda," she was saying,
"your life is over. Your lovers have died. Your child and her father are
buried. And you also are dead. Only your bird sings on. What is the bright bird
saying? That all is complete? Beauty will die away suddenly and at any time. At
any time now -- from sky and earth and limb and eye and breast and the strength
of men and the seed and the sap and the bud and the foam and the flower -- all
will crumble for you, Keda, for all is over -- only the child to be born, and
then you will know what to do." She stood upon the boulders of the ford
and saw below her the image of her face in the clear water. It had become very
old; the scourge of the Dwellers had descended; only the eyes, like the eyes of
a gazelle, defied the bane which now gave to her face the quality of a ruin.
She stared; and then she put her hands below her heart, for the bird was
crying, crying with joy. "It is over!" screamed the beaked voice.
"It is only for the child that you are waiting. All else fulfilled, and
then there is no longer any need." Keda lifted her head, and her eyes opened
to the sky where a kestrel hung. Her heart beat and beat, and the air thickened
until darkness muffled her eyes, while the gay cry of the bird went on and on:
"_It is over! it is over! it is over!_" The sky cleared before her. Beside her
stood the brown father. When she turned to him he raised his head and then led
her back to the cabin, where she lay exhausted upon her bed. The sun and the moon had forced themselves
behind her eyes and filled her head. A crowd of images circled about them; the
cactus trees of the Mud Dwellings revolved about the towers of Gormenghast,
which swam about the moon. Heads ran forward towards her, starting as mere pin
points on an infinitely far horizon, enlarging unbearably as they approached,
they burst over her face -- her dead husband's face, Mrs. Slagg's and
Fuchsia"s, Braigon"s, Flay"s, the Countess"s, Rantel's and
the Doctor's with his devouring smile. Something was being put into her mouth.
It was the lip of a cup. She was being told to drink. "Oh, father!" she cried. He pressed her gently back against the
pillow. "There is a bird crying," she
said. "What does it cry?" said the old
man. "It cries with joy, for me. It is
happy for me, for soon it will all be over -- when I am light again -- and I
can do it, oh, father, when I am light again." "What is it you will do?" Keda stared at the reeds above her.
"That is what shall happen," she murmured, "with a rope, or with
deep water, or a blade . . . or with a blade." 51 FAREWELL It was a long while before Keda was well
enough to set forth on horseback for the Mud Dwellings. Her fever had raged,
and but for the care with which the old man watched over her she must surely
have died. For many long nights in her delirium she unburdened herself of a
torrent of words, her natural reticence shattered by the power of her
heightened imaginings. The old man sat by her, his bearded chin
resting on a gnarled fist, his brown eyes upon her vibrant face. He listened to
her words and pieced together the story of her loves and fears from the wrack
of her outpouring. Removing a great damp leaf from her forehead he would
replace it with another, ice-cold and shoe-shaped, from the store he had collected
for her brow. Within a few minutes it would be warm from her burning forehead.
Whenever he could leave her he prepared the herbs with which he fed her and
concocted the potions which eventually stilled the nightmare in her brain, and
quietened her blood. As the days passed he began to know her
better, in the great, inarticulate way of guardian trees. No word was spoken.
Whatever passed between them of any significance travelled in silence, and
taking his hand she would lie and receive great joy from gazing at his august
and heavy head, his beard and his brown eyes, and the rustic bulk of his body
beside her. Yet in spite of the peace that filled her
in his presence, the feeling she should be among her own people began to grow
more powerful with every day that passed. It was a long while after her fever had
abated that the old man allowed Keda to get to her feet, although he could see
that she was fretting. At last she was strong enough to go for short walks in
the enclosure, and he led her, supporting her with his arm to the hillocks of
pale hair, or among the elms. From the beginning, their relationship had
been baptized with silence, and even now, several months after that first
afternoon when she had awakened beneath his roof, whatever words they spoke
were only to facilitate the domestic tasks of the day. Their communion of
silence which from the first they had recognized to be a common language was
with them perpetually flowering in a kind of absolute trust in the other's
receptivity. Keda knew that the brown father realized
she must go, and the old man knew that Keda understood why he could not let her
go, for she was still too weak, and they moved together through the spring
days, Keda watching him milking his white goat, and the brown father leaning
like an oak against the wall of the cabin while Keda stirred the broth above
the stone range, or scraped the loam from the spade and placed it among the few
crude garden tools when daylight failed. One evening when they were returning home
after the longest walk which Keda had managed, they stopped for a moment upon
the brow of one of the hillocks, and turned to the west before descending into
the shadows that lay about the cabin. There was a greenish light in the sky with
a surface like alabaster. As they watched, the evening star sang out in a
sudden point of light. The ragged horizon of trees brought back
to Keda's mind the long and agonizing journey that had brought her to this
haven, to the cabin of the hermit, to this evening walk, to this moment of
light, and she remembered the clawing of the branches at her right shoulder and
how, upon her left, all the while there had stood the blasphemous finger of
rock. Her eyes seemed to be drawn along the line of the dark trees until they
rested upon a minute area of sky framed by the black and distant foliage. This
fragment of sky was so small that it could never have been pointed out or even
located again by Keda had she taken her eyes from it for a second. The skyline of trees was, near its outline,
perforated with a myriad of microscopic glints of light, and it was beyond
coincidence that Keda's eyes were drawn towards the particular opening in the
foliage that was divided into two equal parts by a vertical splinter of green
fire. Even at that distance, fringed and imprisoned with blackness, Keda
recognized instantaneously the finger of rock. "What does it mean, father, that thin
and dreadful crag?" "If it is dreadful to you, Keda, it
means that your death is near; which is as you wish and what you have foreseen.
For me it is not yet dreadful, although it has changed. When I was young it was
for me the steeple of all love. As the days die, it alters." "But I am not afraid," said
Keda. They turned and began to descend among the
hillocks towards the cabin. Darkness had settled before they opened the door.
When Keda had lit the lamp they sat at the table opposite one another,
conversing for a long while before her lips moved and she began to speak aloud: "No, I am not afraid," she said.
"It is I who am choosing what I shall do." The old man lifted his rough head. His
eyes in the lamplight appeared as wells of brown light. "The child will come to me when she
is ready," he said. "I will always be here." "It is the Dwellers," said Keda.
"It is they." Her left hand drew involuntarily to beneath her heart,
and her fingers wavered there a moment as though lost. "Two men have died
for me; and I bring back to the Bright Carvers their blood, on my hands, and
the unlawful child. They will reject me -- but I shall not mind, for still . .
. still . . . my bird is singing -- and in the graveyard of the outcasts I will
have my reward -- oh father -- my reward, the deep, deep silence which they
cannot break." The lamp trembled and shadows moved across
the room, returning stealthily as the flame steadied. "It will not be long," he said.
"In a few days' time you shall begin your journey." "Your dark-grey mare," said
Keda, "how shall I return her to you, father?" "She will return," he replied,
"alone. When you are near to the Dwellings, set her free and she will turn
and leave you." She took her hand from his arm and walked
to her room. All night long the voice of a little wind among the reeds cried:
"_Soon, soon, soon._" On the fifth day he helped her to the
rough blanket saddle. Upon the mare's broad back were slung two baskets of
loaves and other provender. Her path lay to the north of the cabin, and she
turned for a moment before the mare moved away to take a last look at the scene
before her. The stony field beyond the high trees. The roofless house, and to
her west, the hillocks of pale hair, and beyond the hillocks the distant woods.
She looked her last upon the rough grass enclosure; the well, and the tree
which cast its long shadow. She looked her last at the white goat with its head
of snow. It was sitting with one frail white foreleg curled to its heart. "No harm will come to you. You are
beyond the power of harm. You will not hear their voices. You will bear your
child, and when the time has come you will make an end of all things." Keda turned her eyes to him. "I am
happy, father. I am happy. I know what to do." The grey mare stepped forward into
darkness beneath trees, and pacing with a strange deliberation turned eastwards
along a green path between banks of fern. Keda sat very still and very upright
with her hands in her lap while they drew nearer with every pace to Gormenghast
and the homes of the Bright Carvers. 52 EARLY
ONE MORNING Spring has come and gone, and the summer
is at its height. It is the morning of the Breakfast, of the
ceremonial Breakfast. Prepared in honour of Titus, who is one year old today,
it piles itself magnificently across the surface of a table at the northern end
of the refectory. The servants' tables and benches have been removed so that a
cold stone desert spreads southwards unbroken save by the regular pillars on
either side which lead away in dwindling perspective. It is the same
dining-hall in which the Earl nibbles his frail toast at eight o'clock every
morning -- the hall whose ceiling is riotous with flaking cherubs, trumpets and
clouds, whose high walls trickle with the damp, whose flagstones sigh at every
step. At the northern extremity of this chill
province the gold plate of the Groans, pranked across the shining black of the
long table, smoulders as though it contains fire; the cutlery glitters with a
bluish note; the napkins, twisted into the shape of doves, detach themselves
from their surroundings for very whiteness, and appear to be unsupported. The
great hall is empty and there is no sound save the regular dripping of
rainwater from a dark patch in the cavernous ceiling. It has been raining since
the early hours of the morning and by now a small lake is gathered halfway down
the long stone avenue between the pillars, reflecting dimly an irregular
section of the welkin where a faded cluster of cherubs lie asleep in the bosom
of a mildew'd cloud. It is to this cloud, darkened with _real_ rain, that the
drops cling sluggishly and fall at intervals through the half-lit air to the
glaze of water below. Swelter has just retired to his clammy
quarters after casting his professional eye for the last time over the
breakfast table. He is pleased with his work and as he arrives at the kitchen
there is a certain satisfaction in the twist of his fat lips. There are still
two hours to run before the dawn. Before he pushes open the door of the main
kitchen he pauses and listens with his ear to the panels. He is hoping to hear
the voice of one of his apprentices, of _any_ one of his apprentices -- it
would not matter which -- for he has ordered silence until his return. The
little uniformed creatures had been lined up in two rows. Two of them are
squabbling in thin, high whispers. Swelter is in his best uniform, a habit of
exceptional splendour, the high cap and tunic being of virgin silk. Doubling
his body he opens the door the merest fraction of an inch and applies his eye
to the fissure. As he bends, the shimmering folds of the silk about his belly
hiss and whisper like the voice of far and sinister waters or like some vast,
earthless ghost-cat sucking its own breath. His eye, moving around the panel of
the door, is like something detached, self-sufficient, and having no need of
the voluminous head that follows it nor for that matter of the mountainous
masses undulating to the crutch, and the soft, trunk-like legs. So alive is it,
this eye, quick as an adder, veined like a blood-alley. What need is there for
all the cumulus ofdull, surrounding clay -- the slow white hinterland that
weighs behind it as it swivels among the doughy, circumscribing wodges like a
marble ofraddled ice? As the eye rounds the corner of the door it devours the
long double line of skinny apprentices as a squid might engulfand devour some
long-shaped creature of the depths. As it sucks in the line of boys through the
pupil, the knowledge of his power over them spreads sensuously across his trunk
like a delicious gooseflesh. He has seen and heard the two shrill-whispering
youths, now threatening one another with little raw fists. They have disobeyed
him. He wipes his hot hands together, and his tongue travels along his lips.
The eye watches them, Flycrake and Wrenpatch. They would do very nicely. So they
were annoyed with one another, were they, the little dungflies? How diverting!
And how thoughtful of them! They will save him the trouble of having to invent
some reason or another for punishing a brace of their ridiculous little
brothers. The chef opens the door and the double
line freezes. He approaches them, wiping his hands upon
his silken buttocks as he moves forward. He impends above them like a dome of
cloud. "Flycrake," he says, and the
word issues from his lips as though it were drawn through a filter of sedge,
"there is room for you, Flycrake, in the shadow of my paunch, and bring
your hairy friend with you -- there is room for him as well I shouldn't
wonder." The two boys creep forward, their eyes
very wide, their teeth chattering. "You were talking, were you not? You
were talking even more garrulously than your teeth are now chattering. Am I
wrong? No? Then come a little nearer; I should hate to have any trouble in
reaching you. You wouldn't like to cause me any trouble, would you? Am I right
in saying that you would not like to give me trouble, Master Flycrake? Master
Wrenpatch?" He does not listen for an answer, but yawns, his face opening
lewdly upon regions compared with which nudity becomes a milliner's invention.
As the yawn ends and without a suspicion of warning, his two hands swing
forward simultaneously and he catches the two little wretches by their ears and
lifts them high into the air. What he would have done with them will never be
known, for at the very moment when the hanging apprentices are lifted about the
level of Swelter's throat, a bell begins tojangle discordantly through the
steamy air. It is very seldom that this bell is heard, for the rope from which
it is suspended, after disappearing through a hole in the ceiling of the Great
Kitchen, moves secretly among rafters, winding to and fro in the obscure,
dust-smelling regions that brood between the ceiling of the ground rooms and
the floor boards of the first storey. After having been re-knotted many times,
it finally emerges through a wall in Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom. It is very
rarely that his Lordship has any need to interview his chef, and the bell as it
swings wildly above the heads of the apprentices can be seen throwing from off
its iron body the dust of four seasons. Swelter's face changes at the first iron
clang of the forgotten bell. The gloating and self-indulgent folds of face-fat
redistribute themselves and a sycophantism oozes from his every pore. But only
for a moment is he thus, his ears gulping at the sound of iron; for all at once
he drops Flycrake and Wrenpatch to the stone slabs, surges from the room, his
flat feet sucking at the stones like porridge. Without abating the speed of his succulent
paces, and sweeping with his hands whoever appears in his path as though he
were doing breaststroke, he pursues his way to Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom, the
sweat beginning to stand out more and more on his cheeks and forehead as he
nears the sacred door. Before he knocks he wipes the sweat from
his face with his sleeve, and then listens with his ear at the panels. He can
hear nothing. He lifts his hand and strikes his folded fingers against the door
with great force. He does this because he knows from experience that it is only
with great difficulty that his knuckles can make any sound, the bones lying so
deeply embedded within their stalls of pulp. As he half expected, all to be
heard is a soft plop, and he resorts unwillingly to the expedient of extracting
a coin from a pocket and striking it tentatively on the panel. To his horror,
instead of the slow, sad, authoritative voice of his master ordering him to
enter, he hears the hooting of an owl. After a few moments, during which he is
forced to dab at his face, for he has been unnerved by the melancholy cry, he
strikes again with the coin. This time there is no question that the high,
long-drawn hoot which answers the tapping is an order for him to enter. Swelter glances about him, turning his
head this way and that, and he is on the point of making away from the door,
for fear has made his body as cold as jelly, when he hears the regular crk,
crk, crk, crk, of Flay's knee-joints approaching him from the shadows to his
rear. And then he hears another sound. It is of someone running heavily,
impetuously. As the sound approaches it drowns the regular staccato of Mr.
Flay's knee-joints. A moment later as Swelter turns his head the shadows break
apart and the sultry crimson of Fuchsia's dress burns as it rushes forward. Her
hand is on the handle of the door at once and she flings it open without a
moment's hesitation or a glance at Swelter. The chef, a mixture of emotions
competing within him as might a group of worms make battle for sovereignty in
the belly of an ox, peers over Fuchsia's shoulder. Not until he has recoiled
from what meets his eye can the secondary, yet impelling impulse to watch for
the approach of Flay appease itself. Dragging his eyes from the spectacle
before him he is in time to shift his bulk a little to the right and so to
impede the thin man's progress, for Flay is now immediately behind him.
Swelter's hatred of Lord Sepulchrave's servant has now ripened into a
festerpatch, and his one desire is to stop the breathing for once and for all
of a creature so fleshless, and of one who raised the welts upon his face on
the Christening day. Mr. Flay, presented with the doming back
and the splay-acred rear of the chef, is on edge to see his master who has rung
his bell for him, and is in no mood to be thwarted, nor to be terrified at the
white mass before him, and although for many a long stony night he has been
unable to rest -- for he is well aware of the chef's determination to kill him
during his sleep -- yet now, presented with the materialization of his
nocturnal horror, he finds himself as hard as ironwood, and he jerks his dark,
sour, osseous head forward out of his collar like a turtle and hisses from
between his sand-coloured teeth. Swelter's eyes meet those of his enemy,
and never was there held between four globes of gristle so sinister a hell of
hatred. Had the flesh, the fibres, and the bones of the chef and those of Mr.
Flay been conjured away and away down that dark corridor leaving only their
four eyes suspended in mid-air outside the Earl's door, then, surely, they must
have reddened to the hue of Mars, reddened and smouldered, and at last broken
into flame, so intense was their hatred -- broken into flame and circled about
one another in ever-narrowing gyres and in swifter and yet swifter flight
until, merged into one sizzling globe of ire they must surely have fled, the
four in one, leaving a trail of blood behind them in the cold grey air of the
corridor, until, screaming as they fly beneath innumerable arches and down the
endless passageways of Gormenghast, they found their eyeless bodies once again,
and reentrenched themselves in startled sockets. For a moment the two men are quite still,
for Flay has not yet drawn breath after hissing through his teeth. Then,
itching to get to his master he brings his sharp, splintery knee up suddenly
beneath the balloonlike overhang of the chef's abdomen. Swelter, his face
contracting with pain and whitening so that his blanched uniform becomes grey
against his neck, raises his great arms in a clawing motion as his body doubles
involuntarily for relief. As he straightens himself, and as Flay makes an
effort to get past him to the door, with a jabbing movement of his shoulder,
they are both frozen to the spot with a cry more dreadful than before, the
long, dolorous cry of the death-owl, and the voice of Fuchsia, a voice that
seems to be fighting through tears and terror, cries loudly: "My father! My father! Be silent and
it will be better, and I will take care of you. Look at me, father! Oh, look at
me! I know what you want because I _do_ know, father -- I _do_ know, and I will
take you there when it is dark and then you will be better. -- But look at me,
father -- look at me." But the Earl will not look at her. He is
sitting huddled in the centre of the broad carven mantelpiece, his head below
the level of his shoulders. Fuchsia, standing below him with her hands shaking
as they grip the marble of the mantel, tilts herself towards him. Her strong
back is hollowed, her head is thrown back and her throat taut. Yet she dare not
touch him. The austerity of the many years that lay behind them -- the chill of
the mutual reserve they had always shown to one another, is like a wall between
them even now. It seemed as though that wall were crumbling and that their
frozen love was beginning to thaw and percolate through the crevices, but now,
when it is most needed and most felt, the wall has closed again and Fuchsia
dares not touch him. Nor dare she admit to herself that her father has become
possessed. He makes no answer, and Fuchsia, sinking
to her knees, begins to cry, but there are no tears. Her body heaves as she
crouches below Lord Sepulchrave as he squats on the mantelpiece, and her throat
croaks, but no tears relieve her. It is dry anguish and she becomes older
during these long moments, older than many a man or woman could ever
understand. Flay, clenching his hands, moves into the
room, the hair standing out rigidly like little wires all over his scanty
flesh. Something had crumpled up inside him. His undeviating loyalty to the
House of Groan and to his Lordship is fighting with the horror of what he sees.
Something of the same feeling must have been going on inside Swelter for as he
and Flay gaze at the Earl there is upon their faces the same emotion
translated, as it were, into two very different languages. His Lordship is dressed in black. His
knees are drawn up almost to his chin. His long, fine white hands are curled
slightly inwards as they hang over his knees, between which, and his supported
chin, the wrists are wedged. But it is the eyes which strike a chill to the
centre of those who watch, for they have become circular. The smile which
played across his lips when Fuchsia had been with him in the pine wood is gone
forever. His mouth is entirely expressionless. Suddenly a voice comes from the mouth. It
is very quiet: "Chef." "Your Lordship?" says Swelter
trembling. "How many traps have you in the Great
Kitchen?" Swelter's eyes shift to left and right and
his mouth opens, but he can make no sound. "Come, Chef, you must know how many
traps are set every night -- or have you become slovenly?" Swelter holds his podgy hands together.
They tremble before him as he works his fingers between one another. "Sir," says Swelter . . .
"there must be forty traps in the Great Kitchen . . . forty traps, your
gracious Lordship." "How many were found in the traps at
five o'clock today? Answer me." "They were all full, your Lordship --
all except one, sir." "Have the cats had them?" "The . . . the cats, your --" "I said, have the cats had
them?" repeats Lord Sepulchrave sadly. "Not yet," says the Chef.
"Not yet." "Then bring me one . . . bring me a
plump one. . . immediately. What are you waiting for, Mr. Chef? . . . What are
you waiting for?" Swelter's lips move wetly. "A plump
one," he says. "Yes, my Lord . . . a . . . plump . . . one." As soon as he has disappeared the voice
goes on: "Some twigs, Mr. Flay, some twigs at once. Twigs of all sizes, do
you understand? From small branches downwards in size -- every kind of shape,
Flay, every kind of shape, for I shall study each in turn and understand the
twigs I build with, for I must be as clever as the others with my twigs, though
we are careless workmen. What are you waiting for, Mr. Flay? . . ." Flay looks up. He has been unable to keep
his eyes on the transformed aspect of his master, but now he lifts them again.
He can recognize no expression. The mouth might as well not be there. The fine
aquiline nose appears to be more forceful and the saucerlike shape of the eyes
hold within either sky a vacant moon. With a sudden awkward movement Flay plucks
Fuchsia from the floor and flings her over his high shoulder and, turning, he
staggers to the door and is soon among the passages. "I must go back, I must go back to
him!" Fuchsia gasps. Flay only makes a noise in his throat and
strides on. At first Fuchsia begins to struggle, but
she has no strength left for the dreadful scene has unnerved her and she
subsides over his shoulder, not knowing where she is being taken. Nor does Flay
know where he is taking her. They have reached the east quadrangle and have
come out into the early morning when Fuchsia lifts her head. "Flay," she says, "we must
find Doctor Prune at once. I can walk, please, now. Thank you, Flay, but be
quick. Be quick. Put me down." Flay eases her off his shoulder and she
drops to the ground. Fuchsia has seen the Doctor's house in the corner of the
quadrangle and she cannot understand why she had not thought of him before.
Fuchsia begins to run, and directly she is at the Doctor's front door she beats
it violently with the knocker. The sun is beginning to rise above the marshes
and picks out a long gutter and a cornice of the Doctor's house, and presently,
after Fuchsia has slammed at the door again, it picks out the extraordinary
headpiece of Prunesquallor himself as it emerges sleepily through a high
window. He cannot see what is below him in the shadows, but calls out: "In the name of modesty and of all
who slumber, go easy with that knocker! What in the world is it? . . . Answer
me. What is it, I repeat?. . . Is it the plague that has descended on
Gormenghast -- or a forceps case? Is it a return of midnight-mange, or merely
flesh-death? Does the patient rave? . . . Is he fat or thin? . . . Is he drunk
or mad? . . . Is he . . ." The Doctor yawns and it is then that Fuchsia
has her first chance to speak: "Yes, oh yes! Come quickly, Doctor
Prune! Let me tell you. Oh, please, let me tell you!" The high voice at the sill cries:
"Fuchsia!" as though to itself. "Fuchsia!" And the window
comes down with a crash. Flay moves to the girl and almost before
he has done so the front door is flung open and Doctor Prunesquallor in his
flowered pyjamas is facing them. Taking Fuchsia by the hand and motioning
Flay to follow he minces rapidly to the living room. "Sit down, sit down, my frantic
one!" cries Prunesquallor. "What the devil is it? Tell the old Prune
all about it." "It's father," says Fuchsia, the
tears finding release at long last. "Father's become wrong, Doctor Prune;
Father's become all wrong. Oh, Doctor Prune, he is a black owl now . . . Oh,
Doctor, help him! Help him!" The Doctor does not speak. He turns his
pink, over-sensitive, intelligent head sharply in the direction of Flay, who
nods and comes forward a step, with the report of a knee-joint. Then he nods
again, his jaw working. "Owl," he says. "Wants mice! . . . Wants
twigs: on mantelpiece! Hooting! Lordship's mad." "No!" shouts Fuchsia. "He's
ill, Doctor Prune. That's all. His library's been burned. His beautiful
library; and he's become ill. But he's not mad. He talks so quietly. Oh, Doctor
Prune, what are you going to do?" "Did you leave him in his room?"
says the Doctor, and it does not seem to be the same man speaking. Fuchsia nods her tear-wet head. "Stay here," says the Doctor
quietly; as he speaks he is away and within a few moments has returned in a
lime-green dressing gown with lime-green slippers to match, and in his hand, a
bag. "Fuchsia dear, send Steerpike to me,
in your father's room. He is quick-witted and may be of help. Flay, get about
your duties. The Breakfast must proceed, as you know. Now then, my gipsy-child;
death or glory." And with the highest and most irresponsible of trills he
vanishes through the door. 53 A
CHANGE OF COLOUR The morning light is strengthening, and
the hour of the Great Breakfast approaches. Flay, utterly distraught, is
wandering up and down the candle-lit stone lanes where he knows he will be
alone. He had gathered the twigs and he had flung them away in disgust only to
re-gather them, for the very thought of disobeying his master is almost as
dreadful to him as the memory of the creature he has seen on the mantelpiece.
Finally, and in despair, he has crunched the twigs between his own stick-like
fingers, the simultaneous crackling of the twigs and of his knuckles creating
for a moment a miniature storm of brittle thunder in the shadow of the trees.
Then, striding back to the Castle he has descended uneasily to the Stone Lanes.
It is very cold, yet there are great pearls upon his forehead, and in each
pearl is the reflection of a candle flame. Mrs. Slagg is in the bedroom of the
Countess, who is piling her rustcoloured hair above her head as though she were
building a castle. Every now and again Mrs. Slagg peers furtively at the bulk
before the mirror, but her attention is chiefly centred upon an object on the
bed. It is wrapped in a length of lavender-coloured velvet, and little
porcelain bells are pinned here and there all over it. One end of a golden
chain is attached to the velvet near the centre of what has become, through
process of winding, a small velvet cylinder, or mummy, measuring some three and
a half feet in length and with a diameter of about eighteen inches. At the
other end of the chain and lying on the bed beside the lavender roll is a sword
with a heavy blade of blue-black steel and a hilt embossed with the letter
"G". This sword is attached to the gold chain with a piece of string. Mrs. Slagg dabs a little powder upon
something that moves in the shadow at one end of the roll, and then peers about
her, for it is hard for her to see what she is doing, the shadows in the
bedroom of the Countess are of so dark a breed. Between their red rims her eyes
wander here and there before she bends over Titus and plucks at her underlip.
Again her eyes peer up at the Countess, who seems to have grown tired of her
hair, the edifice being left unfinished as though some fitful architect had
died before the completion of a bizarre edifice which no one else knew how to
complete. Mrs. Slagg moves from the bedside in little half-running,
half-walking steps, and from the table beneath the candelabra plucks a candle
that is waxed to the wood among the birdseed, and, lighting it from a guttering
torso of tallow that stands by, she returns to the lavender cylinder which has
begun to twist and turn. Her hand is unsteady as she lifts the wax
above the head of Titus, and the wavering flame makes it leap. His eyes are
very wide open. As he sees the light his mouth puckers and works, and the heart
of the earth contracts with love as he totters at the wellhead of tears. His
little body writhes in its dreadful bolster and one of the porcelain bells
chimes sweetly. "Slagg," said the Countess in a
voice of husk. Nannie, who is as light as a feather,
starts into the air an inch or two at the sudden sound, and comes to earth
again with a painful jarring of her little arid ankles; but she does not cry
out, for she is biting her lower lip while her eyes cloud over. She does not
know what she has done wrong and she has done nothing wrong, but there is
always a feeling of guilt about her when she shares a room with the Countess.
This is partly due to the fact that she irritates the Countess, and the nurse
can sense this all the while. So it is in a thin and tremulous voice that she
stammers: "Yes, oh yes, Ladyship? Yes . . .
yes, your Ladyship?" The Countess does not turn her head to
speak, but stares past herself in the cracked mirror, her elbows resting on the
table, her head supported in the cups of her hands. "Is the child ready?" "Yes, yes, just ready, just ready.
Ready now, your Ladyship, bless his little smallness . . . yes . . . yes . .
." "Is the sword fixed?" "Yes, yes, the sword, the --" She is about to say "the horrid,
black sword", but she checks herself nervously, for who is she to express
her feeling when ritual is involved? "But it's so _hot_ for him," she
continues hurriedly, "so hot for his little body in all this velvet --
though, of course," she adds, a stupid little smile working in and out of
the wrinkles of her lips, "it's very pretty." The Countess turns slowly in her chair.
"Slagg," she says, "come over here, Slagg." The old woman, her heart beating wildly,
patters her way around the bed and stands by the dressing-table. She clasps her
hands together on her flat chest and her eyes are wide open. "Have you still no idea of how to
answer even simple questions?" asks the Countess very slowly. Nannie shakes her head, but suddenly a red
spot appears in either cheek. "I _can_ answer questions, I _can_!"
she cries, startling herself with her own ineffectual vehemence. The Countess does not seem to have heard
her. "Try and answer _this_ one," she murmurs. Mrs. Slagg cocks her head on one side and
listens like a grey bird. "Are you attending, Slagg?" Nannie nods her head as though suffering
from palsy. "Where did you meet that youth?"
There is a moment's silence. "That Steerpike?" the Countess adds. "Long ago," says Nannie, and
closes her eyes as she waits for the next question. She feels pleased with
herself. "_Where_ is what I said: _where_, not
_when_," booms the voice. Mrs. Slagg tries to gather her thoughts
together. Where? Oh, where was it? she wondered. It was long ago . . . And then
she recalled how he had appeared with Fuchsia suddenly at the door of her room. "With Fuchsia . . . Oh, yis . . .
yis, it was with my Fuchsia, your Ladyship." "Where does he come from? Answer me,
Slagg, and then finish my hair." "I never do know . . . No, not ever .
. . I have never been told. Oh, my poor heart, no. Where _could_ the boy come
from?" She peers at the dark bulk above her. Lady Gertrude wipes the palm of her hand
slowly across her brow. "You are the same Slagg," she says, "the
same brilliant Slagg." Nannie begins to cry, wishing desperately
that she were clever. "No use crying," says the
Countess. "No use. No use. My birds don't cry. Not very often. Were you at
the fire?" The word "fire" is terrible to
Mrs. Slagg. She clutches her hands together. Her bleary eyes grow wild. Her
lips tremble, for in her imagination she can see the great flames rising about
her. "Finish my hair, Nannie Slagg. Stand
on a chair and do it." Nannie turns to find a chair. The room is
like a shipwreck. The red walls glower in the candle-light. The old woman
patters her way between stalactites of tallow, boxes and old sofas. The
Countess whistles and a moment later the room is alive with wings. By the time
Mrs. Slagg has dragged a chair to the dressing-table and climbed upon it, the
Countess is deep in conversation with a magpie. Nannie disapproves of birds
altogether and cannot reconcile the habits of the Countess with the House of
Groan, but she is used to such things, not being over seventy years old for
nothing. Bending a little over her ladyship's locks she works with difficulty
to complete the hirsute cornice, for the light is bad. "Now then, darling, now then,"
says the heavy voice below her, and her old body thrills, for she has never
known the Countess speak to her in such a way before; but glancing over the
mountainous shoulder she sees that the Countess is talking to a bedraggled
finch and Nannie Slagg is desolate. "So Fuchsia was the first to find
him, was she?" says the Countess, rubbing her finger along the finch's
throat. Mrs. Slagg, startled, as she always is
when anyone speaks, fumbles with the red hank in her hand. "Who? Oh, who
do you mean . . . your Ladyship? . . . Oh, she's always a good girl, Fuchsia
is, yis, yis, _always_." The Countess gets to her feet in a
monumental way, brushing several objects from the dressing-table to the floor
with her elbow. As she rises she hears the sound of sobbing and turns her head
to the lavender roll. "Go away, Slagg-- go away, and take him with you. Is
Fuchsia dressed?" "Yis. . . oh, my poor heart, yis. . .
Fuchsia is all ready, yis, quite ready, and waiting in her room. Oh yis, she is
. . ." "His Breakfast will soon be
beginning," says the Countess, turning her eyes from a brass clock to her
infant son. "Very soon." Nannie, who has recovered Titus from the
fastnesses of the bed, stops at the door before pattering out into the dawn-lit
corridor. Her eyes stare back almost triumphantly and a little pathetic smile
works at the crinkled corners of her mouth. "_His_ Breakfast," she
whispers. "Oh, my weak heart, his _first_ Breakfast." Steerpike has been found at last, Fuchsia
colliding with him as he rounds a corner of the staircase on his way down from
the aunts. He is very sprucely dressed, his high shoulders without a speck of
dust upon them, his finger-nails pared, his hair smoothed down over his
pastycoloured forehead. He is surprised to see Fuchsia, but he does not show
it, merely raising his eyebrows in an expression both inquiring and deferential
at the same time. "You are up very early, Lady
Fuchsia." Fuchsia, her breast heaving from her long
run up the stairs, cannot speak for a moment or two; then she says:
"Doctor Prune wants you." "Why me?" says the youth to
himself; but aloud he said: "Where is he?" "In my father's room." Steerpike licks his lips slowly. "Is
your father ill?" "Yes, oh yes, very ill." Steerpike turns his head away from
Fuchsia, for the muscles of his face cry out to relax. He gives them a free
rein and then, straightening his face and turning to Fuchsia, he says:
"Everything I can do I will do." Suddenly, with the utmost
nimbleness, he skips past her, jumping the first four steps together, and races
down the stone flight on his way to the Earl's bedroom. He has not seen the Doctor for some time.
Having left his service their relationship is a little strained, but this
morning as he enters at the Earl's door he can see there will be neither space
nor time for reminiscences in his own or the Doctor's brain. Prunesquallor, in his lime-green
dressing-gown, is pacing to and fro before the mantelpiece with the stealth of
some kind of vertical cat. Not for a moment does he take his eyes off the Earl,
who, still upon the mantelpiece, watches the physician with great eyes. At the sound of Steerpike at the door the
round eyes move for a moment and stare over the Doctor's shoulder. But
Prunesquallor has not shifted his steady, magnified gaze. The roguish look is
quite absent from his long, bizarre face. The Doctor has been waiting for this
moment. Prancing forward he reaches up with his white hands and pins the Earl's
arms to his sides, dragging him from his perch. Steerpike is at the Doctor's
side in a moment and together they carry the sacrosanct body to the bed and
turn it over upon its face. Sepulchrave has not struggled, only emitting a
short stifled cry. Steerpike holds the dark figure down with
one hand, for there is no attempt to escape, and the Doctor flicks a slim
needle into his Lordship's wrist and injects a drug of such weird potency that
when they turn the patient over Steerpike is startled to see that the face has
changed to a kind of chalky green. But the eyes have altered also and are once
more the sober, thoughtful, human eyes which the Castle knew so well. His
fingers have uncurled; the claws are gone. "Be so good as to draw the
blind," says the Doctor, raising himself to his full height beside the
bed, and returning his needle to its little silver case. This done, he taps the
points of his long white fingers together thoughtfully. With the blinds drawn
across the sunrise the colour of his lordship's face is mercifully modified. "That was quick work, Doctor." Steerpike is balancing upon his heels.
"What happens next?" He clicks his tongue ruminatively as he waits
for Prunesquallor's answer. "What was the drug you used, Doctor?" "I am not in the mood to answer
questions, dear boy," replies Prunesquallor, showing Steerpike the whole
range of his teeth, but in a mirthless way. "Not at all in the mood." "What about the Breakfast?" says
Steerpike, unabashed. "His Lordship will _be_ at the
Breakfast." "Will he, though?" says the
youth, peering at the face. "What about his colour?" "In half an hour his skin will have
returned to normal. He will be there . . . Now, fetch me Flay and some boiling
water, a towel. He must be washed and dressed. Quickly now." Before Steerpike leaves the room he bends
over Lord Sepulchrave, whistling tunelessly between his teeth. The Earl's eyes
are closed and there is a tranquillity about his face which has been absent for
many years. 54 A
BLOODY CHEEKBONE Steerpike has some difficulty in finding
Flay, but he comes across him at last in the blue-carpeted Room of Cats, whose
sunlit pile they had trodden together under very different circumstances a year
ago. Flay has just reappeared from the Stone Lanes and looks very bedraggled, a
long dirty hank of cobweb hanging over his shoulder. When he sees Steerpike his
lips curl back like a wolf"s. "What you want?" he says. "How's Flay?" says Steerpike. The cats are crowded upon one enormous
ottoman with its carven head and footpiece rising into the air in a tangle of
gilded tracery as though two toppling waves at sunset were suspended in
mid-air, the hollow between them filled with foam. There is no sound from them
and they do not move. "The Earl wants you," continues
Steerpike, enjoying Flay's discomfort. He does not know whether Flay has any
knowledge of what is happening to his master. Flay involuntarily propels his gawky body
forwards as he hears that his Lordship wants him, but he pulls himself up at
the end of his first long step towards the door, and peers even more suspiciously
and acidly at the youth in his immaculate black cloth. Steerpike on a sudden, without considering
the consequences of his action with the same thoroughness that is typical of
him, forces his eyes open with the forefinger and thumb of either hand. He
wishes to see whether the thin creature before him has seen the Earl during his
madness. He is really banking on the assumption that Flay will not have done
so, in which case the forcing of his eyes into owlish circles will have no
meaning. But he has made this early morning one of his rare mistakes. With a hoarse, broken cry, Flay, his head
reddening with wrath at this insult to his master, staggers to the divan and,
shooting out a gaunt hand, plucks a cat by its head from the snowy hill and
hurls it at his tormentor. As this happens a cloaked and heavy woman enters the
room. The living missile, hurtling at Steerpike's face, reaches out one of its
white legs and as the youth jerks his head to one side, five claws rip out a
crimson wedge from his cheek immediately below the right eye. The air is filled at once with the
screaming of a hundred cats which, swarming the walls and furniture, leaping
and circling the blue carpet with the speed of light, give the room the
appearance of a white maelstrom. The blood, streaming down Steerpike's neck,
feels as warm as tea as it slides to his belly. His hand, which he has raised
automatically to his face in a vain attempt to ward off the blow, moves to his
cheek as he drops back a pace, and the tips of his fingers become wet. The cat
itself has ended its flight against the wall, near the door through which the
third figure has just entered. As it falls in a huddle to the floor, half
stunned, and with the wedge of Steerpike's sallow skin between the claws of its
left forefoot, it sees the figure above it; it crawls with a moan to within a
pace of the visitor, and then, with a superfeline effort, springs to the height
of her great breasts where it lies coiled with its eyes like yellow moons
appearing above the whiteness of its haunches. Flay turns his eyes from Steerpike. It has
done him good to watch the red blood bubbling from the upstart's cheek, but now
his satisfaction is at an end, for he is gazing stupefied into the hard eyes of
the Countess of Groan. Her big head has coloured to a dim and
dreadful madder. Her eyes are completely remorseless. She has no interest in
the cause of the quarrel between Flay and the Steerpike youth. All she knows is
that one of her white cats had been dashed against the wall and has suffered
pain. Flay waits as she approaches. His bony
head is quite still. His loose hands hang gawkily at his sides. He realizes the
crime he has committed, and as he waits his world of Gormenghast -- his
security, his love, his faith in the House, his devotion -- is all crumbling
into fragmen ts. She is standing within a foot of him. The
air is heavy with her presence. Her voice is very husky when she speaks.
"I was going to strike him down," she says heavily. "That is
what I intended to do with him. To break him." He lifts his eyes. The white cat is within
a few inches of him. He watches the hairs of its back; each one has become a
bristle and the back is a hummock of sharp white grass. The Countess begins to talk again in a
louder voice, but it has become so choked that Flay cannot understand what she
is saying. At last he can make out the words: "You are no more, no more at
all. You are ended." Her hand, as it moves gently over the body
of the white cat, is trembling uncontrollably. "I have finished with
you," she says. "Gormenghast has finished with you." It is hard
for her to draw the words from her great throat. "You are over..,
over." Suddenly she raises her voice. "Crude fool!" she cries.
"Crude, broken fool and brute! Out! Out! The Castle throws you.
_Go!_" she roars, her hands upon the cat's breast. "Your long bones
sicken me." Flay lifts his small bony head higher into
the air. He cannot comprehend what has happened. All he knows is that it is
more dreadful than he can feel, for a kind of numbness is closing in on his
horror like a padding. There is a greenish sheen across the shoulders of his
greasy black suit, for the morning light has of a sudden begun to dance through
the bay window. Steerpike, with a blood-drenched handkerchief wound about his
face, is staring at him and tapping the top of a table with his nails. He
cannot help but feel that there is something very fine about the old creature's
head. And he had been very quick. Very quick indeed. Something to remember,
that: cats for missiles. Flay moved his little eyes around the
room. The floor is alive and white behind the Countess, around whose feet lies
the stilled froth of a tropic tide, the azure carpet showing now here and now
there. He feels he is looking at it for the last time and turns to go, but as
he turns he thinks of the Breakfast. He is surprised to hear his own mirthless
voice saying: "Breakfast." The Countess knows that her husband's
first servant must be at the Breakfast. Had he killed every white cat in the world
he must still be at the Breakfast in honour of Titus, the 77th Earl of
Gormenghast, to be. Such things are cardinal. The Countess turns herself about and moves
to the bay window after making a slow detour of the room and picking up from a
rack near the fireplace a heavy iron poker. As she reaches the window her right
arm swings slowly back and forward with the deliberation of a shire-mare's
bearded hoof as it falls into a rainpool. There is a startling split and crash,
a loud cascading of glass upon the flagstones outside the window, and then
silence. With her back to the room she stares
through the star-shaped gap in the glass. Before her spreads the green lawn.
She is watching the sun breaking through the distant cedars. It is the day of
her son's Breakfast. She turns her head. "You have a week," she says,
"and then you leave these walls. A servant shall be found for the
Earl." Steerpike lifts his head, and for a moment
he ceases to drum on the woodwork with his finger-nails. As he starts tapping again,
a kestrel, sweeping through the star of the shattered pane, alights on the
shoulder of the Countess. She winces as its talons for a moment close, but her
eyes soften. Flay approaches a door in three slow,
spidery slides. It is the door that opens into the Stone Lanes. He fumbles for
his key, and turns it in the lock. He must rest in his own region before he
returns to the Earl, and he lets himself into the long darkness. The Countess, for the first time,
remembers Steerpike. She moves her eyes slowly in the direction where she had
last seen him, but he is no longer there nor in any part of the room. A bell chimes from the corridor beyond the
Room of Cats and she knows that there is but a short while before the
Breakfast. She feels a splash of water on her hand,
and, turning, sees that the sky has become overcast with a blanket of ominous
dark rose-coloured cloud, and of a sudden the light fades from the lawn and the
cedars. Steerpike, who is on his way back to the
Earl's bedroom, stops a moment at a staircase window to see the first descent
of the rain. It is falling from the sky in long, upright and seemingly
motionless lines of rosy silver that stand rigidly upon the ground as though
there were a million harp strings strung vertically between the solids of earth
and sky. As he leaves the window he hears the first roar of the summer thunder. The Countess hears it as she stares
through the jagged star in the bay window. Prunesquallor hears it as he
balances the Earl upon his feet at the side of the bed. The Earl must have
heard it, too, for he takes a step of his own volition towards the centre of
the room. His own face has returned. "Was that thunder, Doctor?" he
says. The Doctor watches him very carefully,
watches his every movement, though few would have guessed how intently he was
studying his patient had they seen his long ingenious mouth open with customary
gaiety. "Thunder it was, your Lordship. A
most prodigious peal. I am waiting for the martial chords which must surely
follow such an opening, what? Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!" "What has brought you to my bedroom,
Doctor? I do not remember sending for you." "That is not unnatural, your
Lordship. You did not send for me. I was summoned a few minutes ago, to find
that you had fainted, an unfortunate, but by no means rare thing to happen to
anyone. Now, I wonder why you should have fainted?" The Doctor stroked his
chin. "Why? Was the room very hot?" The Earl comes across to the Doctor.
"Prunesquallor," he says, "I don't faint." "Your Lordship," says the
Doctor, "when I arrived in this bedroom you were in a faint." "Why should I have fainted? I do not
faint, Prunesquallor." "Can you remember what you were doing
before you lost consciousness?" The Earl moves his eyes from the Doctor.
All at once he feels very tired and sits down on the edge of the bed. "I can remember nothing,
Prunesquallor. Absolutely nothing. I can only recall that I was hankering for
something, but for what I do not know. It seems a month ago." "I can tell you," says
Prunesquallor. "You are making ready to go to your son's Breakfast
Gathering. You were pressed for time and were anxious not to be late. You are,
in any event, overstrained, and in your anticipation of the occasion you became
overwrought. Your 'hankering' was to be with your one-year-old son. That is
what you vaguely remember." "When is my son's Breakfast?" "It is in half an hour's time, or to
be precise, it is in twenty-eight minutes' time." "Do you mean _this morning_?" A
look of alarm has appeared on Lord Sepulchrave's face. "This morning as ever was, as ever
is, and as ever will or won't be, bless its thunderous heart. No, no, my lord,
do not get up yet." (Lord Sepulchrave has made an attempt to stand.)
"In a moment or two and you will be as fit as the most expensive of
fiddles. The Breakfast will not be delayed. No, no, not at all -- You have
twenty-seven long, sixty-second-apiece minutes, and Flay should be on his way
to get your garments laid out for you -- yes, indeed." Flay is not only on his way, but he is at
the door, having been unable to remain in the Stone Lanes any longer than it
took him to tear his way through them and up to his master's room by an obscure
passage which he alone knew. Even so he is only a moment or two in advance of
Steerpike, who slides under Flay's arm and through the bedroom door as Flay
opens it. Steerpike and the servant are amazed to
find that Lord Sepulchrave is seemingly his own melancholy self again, and Flay
shambles towards his master and drops upon his knees before him with a sudden,
uncontrollable, clumsy movement, his knees striking the floor with a crash. The
Earl's sensitive pale hand rests for a moment on the shoulders of the
scarecrow, but all he says is: "My ceremonial velvet, Flay. Be as quick as
you can. My velvet and the bird-brooch of opals." Flay scrambles to his feet. He is his
master's first servant. He is to lay out his master's clothes and to prepare
him for the Great Breakfast in honour of his only son. This is no time or place
for the wretched youth to be in his Lordship's bedroom. Nor for that matter
need the Doctor stay. With his hand on the wardrobe door he
turns his head creakily. "_I_ manage, Doctor," he says. His eyes move
from Prunesquallor to Steerpike, and he draws back his lips in an expression of
contempt and disgust. The Doctor notices this expression.
"Quite right. Quite, quite right! His Lordship will improve with every
minute that passes, and there is no need for us any longer, most assuredly not,
by all that's tactful I should definitely think not, ha, ha, ha! Oh, dear me,
no. Come along, Steerpike. Come along. And, by the way, what's all that blood
on your face? Are you playing at being a pirate or have you had a tiger in bed
with you? Ha, ha, ha! But tell me afterwards, dear boy, tell me
afterwards." And the Doctor proceeds to shepherd Steerpike out of the
room. But Steerpike dislikes being shepherded
and "After you, Doctor," he says, and insists on Prunesquallor's
preceding him through the door. Before he closes it he turns and, speaking to
the Earl in a confidential tone: "I will see that everything is in
readiness," he says. "Leave it to me, your Lordship. I will see you
later, Flay. Now then, Doctor, let us be on our way." The door closes. 55 THE
TWINS AGAIN The Aunts have been sitting opposite one
another for well over an hour with hardly a movement. Surely only vanity could
account for so long a scrutiny of a human face, and as it so happens it _is_
Vanity and nothing but Vanity, for knowing that their features are identical
and that they have administered the identical amount of powder and have spent
the identical length of time in brushing their hair, they have no doubt at all
that in scrutinizing one another they are virtually gazing at themselves. They
are garbed in their best purple, a hue so violent as to give physical
discomfort to any normally sensitive eye. "Now, Clarice," says Cora at
last, "you turn your lovely head to the right, so that I can see what I
look like from the _side_." "Why?" says Clarice. "Why
should I?" "Why shouldn't you? I've got a right
to _know_." "So have I, if it comes to
that." "Well, it will come to that, won't
it? Stupid!" "Yes, but . . ." "You do what I say and then I'll do
it for you." "Then I'll see what my profile's
like, won't I?" "We both will, not just you." "I _said_ we both will." "Well? What's the matter, then?" "Nothing." "Well?" "Well, what?" "Well, go on, then -- turn your
lovely head." "Shall I do it now?" "Yes. There's nothing to wait for, is
there?" "Only the Breakfast. It won't be just
yet." "Why not?" "Because I heard the bell go in the
corridor." "So did I. That means there's a lot
of time." "I want to look at my profile, Cora.
Turn it now." "All right. How long shall I be,
Clarice?" "Be a long time." "Only if I have a long time,
too." "We can't both have a long time,
silly." "Why not?" "Because there isn't one." "Isn't one what, dear?" "Isn't one long time, is there?" "No, there's lots of them." "Yes, lots and lots of beautiful long
times." "Ahead of us, you mean,
Clarice?" "Yes, ahead of us." "After we're on our thrones, isn't
it?" "How do you know?" "Well, that's what you were thinking.
Why do you try to deceive me?" "I wasn't. I only wanted to
know." "Well, now you _do_ know." "Do know what?" "You _do_ know, that's all. I'm not
going any deeper for you." "Why not?" "Because you can't go as deep as I
can. You never could." "I've never _tried_, I don't suppose.
It's not worth it, I shouldn't think. I know when things are worth it." "Well, when _are_ they, then?" "When are they what?" "When are they worth something?" "When you've bought something
wonderful with your wealth, then it's always worth it." "Unless you don't _want_ it, Clarice,
you always forget that. Why can't you be less forgetful?" There is a long silence while they study
each other's faces. "They"ll look at us, you
know," says Cora flatly. "We're going to be looked at at the
Breakfast." "Because we're of the original
blood," says Chance. "That's why." "And that's why we're important,
too." "Two what?" To everyone, of course." "Well, we're not yet, not to
everyone." "But we will be soon." "When the clever boy makes us. He can
do anything." "Anything. Anything at all. He told
me so." "Me, too. Don't think he only tells
you, because he doesn't." "I didn't say he did, did I?" "You were going to." "Two what?" "To exalt yourself." "Oh, yes, yes. We will be exalted
when the time is ripe." "Ripe and rich." "Yes, of course." "Of course." There is another silence. Their voices
have been so flat and expressionless that when they cease talking the silence
seems no new thing in the room, but rather a continuation of flatness in
another colour. "Turn your head now, Cora. When I'm
looked at at the Breakfast I want to know how they see me from the side and
what exactly they are looking at; so turn your head for me and I will for you
afterwards." Cora twists her white neck to the left. "More," says Chance. "More what?" "I can still see your other
eye." Cora twists her head a fraction more,
dislodging some of the powder from her neck. "That's right, Cora. Stay like that.
Just like that. Oh, Cora!" (the voice is still as flat), "I am
_perfect_." She claps her hands mirthlessly, and even
her palms meet with a dead sound. Almost as though this noise were a summons
the door opens and Steerpike moves rapidly across the room. There is a fresh
piece of plaster across his cheek. The twins rise and edge towards him, their
shoulders touching as they advance. He runs his eyes over them, takes his pipe
out of his pocket and strikes a light. For a moment he holds the flame in his
hand, but only for a moment, for Cora has raised her arm with the slow gesture
of a somnambulist and has let it fall upon the flame, extinguishing it. "What in plague's name are you up
to?" shouts Steerpike, for once losing his control. Seeing an Earl as an
owl on a mantelpiece, and having part of one's face removed by a cat, both on
the same morning, can temporarily undermine the self-control of any man. "No fire," says Cora. "We
don't have fires any more." "We don't like them any more. No. Not
any more." "Not after we --" Steerpike breaks in, for he knows how
their minds have turned, and this is no moment just before the Breakfast for
them to start reminiscing. "You are awaited! Breakfast table is agog for
you. They all want to know where you are. Come along, my lovely brace of
ladies. Let me escort you some of the way, at least. You are looking most
alluring -- but what can have been keeping you? Are you ready?" The twins nod their heads. "May I be so honoured as to give you
my right arm, Lady Cora? And, Lady Clarice, my dear, if you will take my left .
. ." Steerpike, bending his elbows, waits for
the Aunts to split apart to take his either arm. "The right's more important than the
left," says Clarice. "Why should you have it?" "Why shouldn't I?" "Because I'm as good as you." "But not as clever, are you,
dear?" "Yes, I am, only you're
favoured." "That's because I'm alluring, like he
says I am." "He said we both were." "That was just to please you. Didn't
you know?" "Dear ladies," says Steerpike,
breaking in, "will you please be quiet! Who is in command of your
destinies? Who is it you promised you would trust and obey?" "You." They speak together. "I think of you as co-equals, and I
want you to think of yourselves as of similar status, for when your thrones
arrive they will be of equal glory. Now, will you take my arms, if you
please?" Cora and Clarice take an arm each. The
door of their room had been left open and the three of them make their exit,
the youth's thin black figure walking between the stiff purple bodies of the
Aunts, who are gazing over his head at each other, so that as they recede down
the halflit corridor and diminish in size as they move into the long
perspective, the last that can be seen, long after Steerpike in his black and
the purple of the twins has become swallowed in the depths, are the tiny,
pallid patterns of the two identical profiles facing one another and floating,
as it were, in the mid-air shadows, diminishing and diminishing as they drift
away, until the last mote of light has crumbled from them. 56 THE
DARK BREAKFAST Barquentine is unaware that there have
been grave and sinister happenings in the Castle on this historic morning. He
knows, of course, that the Earl has, since the burning of the library, been in
a critical state of health, but of his dreadful transformation upon the
mantelpiece he is ignorant. Since the early hours he has been studying the
finer points of ritual to be observed at the Breakfast. Now, as he stumps his
way to the dining-hall, his crutch clanking ominously on the flagstones, he
sucks at a hank of his beard, which curls up and into his mouth through long
training, and mutters irritably. He still lives in the dusty, low-ceilinged
room which he has had for over sixty years. With his new responsibilities
bringing with them the necessity for interviewing numerous servants and
officials has come no desire to establish himself in any of the numerous suites
of rooms which are his to occupy if he so desires. The fact that those who are
obliged to come either to consult him or for orders are forced to contort
themselves painfully in order to negotiate a passage through his rabbit hutch
doorway, and when inside to move about in a doubled-up condition, has no effect
on him at all. Barquentine is not interested in the comfort of others. Fuchsia, approaching the dining-hall in
company with Mrs. Slagg, who is carrying Titus, hears the rattle of
Barquentine's crutch following them down the corridor. At a normal time she
would have shuddered at the sound, but the horrifying and tragic minutes which
she had spent with her father have filled her with so violent an alarm and so
nameless a foreboding as to expel all other fears. She has on the immemorial
crimson which is worn by the first daughter of the House of Groan at the
christening of a brother, and around her neck are the so-called Daughter's
Doves, a necklace of white sandstone doves carved by the 17th Earl of
Gormenghast, strung together on a cord of plaited grass. There is no sound from the infant,
who is encased in the lilac roll. Fuchsia carries the black sword at one side,
although the golden chain is still attached to Titus. Nannie Slagg, beside
herself with trepidation and excitement, peers now at her bundle and now at
Fuchsia, sucking at her wrinkled lips as her little feet shuffle along below
her best sepiacoloured skirt. "We won't be late, my caution, will
we? Oh no, because we mustn't, must we?" She peers into one end of the
lilac roll. "Bless him that he's so good, with all this horrible thunder;
yis, he's been as good as good." Fuchsia does not hear; she is moving in a
nightmare world of her own. Who can she turn to? Who can she ask? "Doctor
Prune, Doctor Prune," she says to herself, ". . . he will tell me; he
will know that I can make him well again. Only I can make him well again." Before them, as they turn a corner, the
door of the dining-hall looms up and, obliterating most of it, with his hand on
the brass handle, is Swelter. He swings open the door for them and they enter
the Dining Hall. They are the last to arrive and more through coincidence than
design this is as it should be -- Titus being the guest of honour, or perhaps
the _host_ of honour, for it is today that, as the Heir of Gormenghast, he
Enters upon the Realms, having braved the cycle of four seasons. Fuchsia climbs the seven wooden steps
which lead up to the rostrum and the long table. Away to her right spreads the
cold, echoing hall, with the pooi of rain-drips spreading on the stone floor.
The drumming of the thick vertical rain on the roof is a background to
everything that happens. Reaching down with her right hand Fuchsia helps Mrs.
Slagg up the last two steps. The assemblage, perfectly silent at the long
table, have turned their heads towards Nannie with her momentous bundle, and
when both her feet are well established upon the level of the rostrum the
company rises and there is a scraping of chair-legs on the boards. It seems to
Fuchsia that high, impenetrable forests have risen before her, great half-lit
forms of a nature foreign to her own -- belonging to some other kingdom. But
though for a moment she thinks of this, she is not feeling it, for she is
subjugated beneath the weight of her fear for her father. It is with a shock of indefinable emotion
that she sees him as she lifts her head. She had never for a moment
contemplated his being able to attend the Breakfast, imagining that the Doctor
would be with him in his bedroom. So vivid in her mind is the picture of her
father in his room as she had last seen him, that to find him in this so
different atmosphere gives her for a moment a gush of hope -- hope that she had
been dreaming -- that she had not been to his room -- that he had not been upon
the mantelpiece with his round, loveless eyes; for now as she stares at him he
is so gentle and sad and thin and she can see that there is a weak smile of
welcome upon his lips. Swelter, who has followed them in, is now
ushering Mrs. Slagg into a chair on whose back-rest is painted the words:
"FOR A SERVANT". There is a space cleared before her on the table in
the shape of a halfcircle, in which has been laid a long cushion. When Mrs.
Slagg sits down she finds that her chin is on a level with the table-edge, and
it is with difficulty that she lifts the lilac bundle high enough to place it
on the cushion. On her left is Gertrude Groan. Mrs. Slagg glances at her
apprehensively. She is gazing at an expanse of darkness, for the black clothes
of the Countess seem to have no ending. She lifts her eyes a little and there
is still darkness. She lifts them more, and still the darkness climbs. Raising
her whole head and staring almost vertically above her she imagines that, near
the zenith of her vision, she can descry a warmth of colour in the night. To
think that an hour earlier she had been helping to plait those locks that now
appear to be brushing the flaking cherubs of the ceiling. On her right is the Earl. He leans back in
his chair, very listless and weak, but he still smiles wanly at his daughter,
who is on the opposite side of the table and facing her mother. On Fuchsia's
right and left sit Irma Prunesquallor and her brother respectively. The Doctor
and Fuchsia have their little fingers interlocked under the table. Cora is
sitting opposite to the Earl her brother, and on the left of the Countess, and
facing Irma, is Clarice. A fine, succulent ham, lit by a candle, takes up most
of the space at the Earl's and Cora's end of the table, where Swelter presides
and has now taken up his official duties armed with carving-knife and steel. At
the other end of the table Barquentine smoulders on a high chair. The eating is done spasmodically whenever
a gap of time appears between the endless formalities and ornate procedures
which Barquentine sets in motion at the correct time-honoured moments. Tiresome
in the extreme for all those present, it would be hardly less tedious for the
reader to be obliged to suffer the long catalogue of Breakfast ritual, starting
with the smashing of the central Vase, whose shattered fragments are gathered
together in two heaps, one at the head and the other at the feet of Titus, and
ending with the extraordinary spectacle of Barquentine trampling (apparently as
a symbol of the power invested in his hands as warder of the unbroken laws of
Gorrnenghast), up and down the length of the Breakfast table seven times amidst
the _debris_ of the meal, his wooden leg striking at the dark oak. Unknown to any who sit there at the long
table there are not nine of them upon the dais -- but ten. All through the meal
there have been ten. The tenth is Steerpike. In the late
afternoon of the previous day, when the dining-hall had swum in a warm haze of
motes and every movement had bred its hollow echo through the silence, he had moved
swiftly up to the platform from the doorway with a black, stumpy roll of cloth
and what appeared to be a bundle of netting under his arm. After satisfying
himself that he was quite alone, he half unrolled the cloth, slipped up the
wooden steps of the dais, and in a flash has slithered under the table For a few moments there were only some
scrabbling sounds and the occasional clinking of metal, but the noise mounted,
and for two minutes there was intense activity. Steerpike believed in working
fast, especially in nefarious matters. When at last he emerged he dusted
himself carefully and it might have been noticed, had there been anyone there
to notice it, that although he still carried the lumpy roll of cloth, the
netting was no longer with him. Had this same hypothetical watcher glanced
under the table from any part of the room he would have noticed nothing
extraordinary, for there would have been nothing to see; but had he taken the
trouble to have crawled between the table legs and then gazed upwards, he would
have noticed that, stretching down the centre of the low "roof" was a
very comfortable hammock. And it is in this hammock that Steerpike
is now reclining at full length, in semi-darkness, hedged in with a close-up
panorama of seventeen legs and one wooden stump, or to be exact with sixteen,
for Fuchsia is sitting with one of hers curled up under her. He had left the
Twins hurriedly on his way down with them and had managed to be the first to
slip into the hall. The oak of the table is within a few inches of his face. He
has had very little satisfaction, so much of the time having been spent above
him in fantastic dumb shows invisible to him. There is, in fact, no
conversation and all he has heard during the seemingly interminable meal is the
loveless, didactic voice of Barquentine, reeling out the time-worn, legendary
phrases; the irritating, and apologetic coughing of Irma, and the slight
creaking of Fuchsia's chair every time she moves. Occasionally the Countess
mutters something which no one can hear, which is invariably followed by Nannie
rubbing her ankles nervously together. Her feet are at least twenty inches from
the floor and it is a great temptation to Steerpike to give them a twitch. Finding he is going to gain no advantage
at all by having secreted himself so cunningly, and yet seeing also that it is
impossible to get away, he begins to think like a machine, overhauling in his
mind his position in the Castle. Saving Sepulchrave and Titus, whose
cardinal interests are still limited to the worlds of whiteness and blackness
-- of milk and sleep -- there is very little for the remainder of the company
to do other than to brood, for there is no conversation, and there is very
little chance of eating the breakfast so lavishly spread before them, for no
one passes anything along the table. And so the company brood through the
wasted meal. The dry, ancient voice at the end of the table has had an almost
hypnotic effect, even at this early hour, and as their minds move to and fro
and in and out the rain continues to beat upon the high roof overhead, and to
drip, drip, drip, into the pool in the far centre of the long dining-hall. No one is listening to Barquentine. The
rain has drummed for ever. His voice is in the darkness -- and the darkness in
his voice, and there is no end at all. 57 THE
REVERIES THE REVERIE OF CORA . . . and it's so cold, hands and cold
feet but nice ones mine are nicer than Clarice's which she pricks with her
embroidery clumsy thing but hers are also cold I hope but I want Gertrude's to
be colder than the ice in dreadful places she's so fat and proud and far too
big and I desire her frozen with her stupid bosom and when we're stronger in
power we will tell her so Clarice and I when he lets us with his cleverness
which is more clever than all the Castle and our thrones will make us regal but
I'm the one to sit highest and I wonder where he is and stupid Gertrude thinks
I'm frightened and I am but she doesn't know and I wish she would die and I'd
see her big ugly body in a coffin because I'm of the blood and poor Sepulchrave
looks different which she's done to him ugly woman with fat bosom and carrots
hair the vegetable thing so cold here cold and my hands and feet which is what
Clarice is feeling like I suppose she's so slow compared with me she looks so
silly with her mouth open not like me my mouth isn't open yes it is I've left
it open but now I've shut it and it's closed up and my face must be perfect
like I'll be when I get my power and the West Wing is raging with glory why was
the fire so big when I don't understand and we are made to be in darkness and
one day perhaps I will banish Steerpike when he's done everything for us and
perhaps I won't for it's not time to know yet and I'll wait and see because he
isn't really of good stock like us and ought to be a servant but he's so clever
and sometimes treats me with reverence which is due to me of course for I'm
Lady Cora of Gormenghast I am and there's only me and my sister who are like that
and she's not got the character I have and must take advice from me it is so
cold and Barquentine is so long and he is so nasty but I will bow a little to
him not too much but about an inch to show that he's done his work adequately
not well but adequately with his voice and his wooden crutch which is so
unnecessarily stupid to have instead of a leg and perhaps I'll look at it so
that he sees me while I look just for a little moment to show him I am me and
he mustn't forget my blood and what is poor Sepulchrave looking like that for
with his mouth slipping down on one side and upon the other while he looks at
her and she looks so frightened poor stupid Fuchsia who is still too young to
understand anything yet she never comes to visit us when she could be taught
but her cruel mother has turned her against us with her evil I feel hungry but
nobody will pass me anything for the narrow squeaky Doctor is asleep or very
nearly and Swelter never notices nor does anyone except the clever boy. There is a thud on the table beyond the
Doctor, to her right. REVERIE OF ALFRED PRUNESQUALLOR . . . and although it is patent that he
hasn't very long I can't keep pumping hydrophondoramischromatica of ash into
him every five hours or so and he"ll need it even more frequently than
that his mouth is slipping already devil take it which is too near the mark by
all that's gruesome it is but the stuff will wipe him out unless I go easy and
what will happen god knows if the owl crops up again but we or rather I must be
prepared for anything and make tentative plans to meet contingencies for the
others have no responsibilities except to the ritual of the place and never
have had a case of this transference kind so unpleasantly actual for though the
depersonalization has set in for good that is the lesser thing for the hooting
is outside the range of science yet what started the whole thing was the
burning undoubtedly oh yes undoubtedly for it was only melancholia up till then
but thanks and praise be to all the bottle gods and powder princes that I had
the drugs and that I guessed the strength well enough for the moment but he
must go back to bed immediately the breakfast is over and have someone in the
room with him whenever I have to go for meals but they might be brought to me
in his room better idea still and perhaps Fuchsia might do it though the sight
of her father might be too much for her but we cannot tell yet and must be
careful bless her dear heart poor girl she looks so mournful and she is holding
my finger so sadly I would rather she gripped it desperately it would be more
symptomatic of an honest panic in her. I must comfort her if I can though what
in the name of tact can I say to calm an intelligent and sensitive child who
has seen her father hooting from a mantelpiece but care must be taken great
care and perhaps Irma will get a room ready for her in the house but the next
few hours will tell and I must be on the alert for the Countess is no help with
her mind in the clouds, and Irma is of course Irma and nothing but undiluted
Irma for now and ever and must be left where she is, and Steerpike remains who
is an enigma to me and of whom I have doubts very definitely and in whose
presence I find less and less amusement and more and more a sense of evil which
I can base upon no power of rational reasoning save that he is obviously out
for himself and himself alone but who isn't? and I will bear him in mind and
dispense with him if I can but a brain is a brain and he has one and it may be
necessary to borrow it at short notice but no no I will not by all that's
instinctive I will not and that settles it I'll handle whatever needs to be
handled myself well well I don't remember quite such a strong presentiment in
my old carcase for a long time we must wait and see and the waiting won't be
long and we"ll hope the seeing won't be long either for there is something
very unhealthy about all this by all that's bursting into flower in an April
dell there most undeniably is and my languorous days seem to be over for the
time being but bless me the gipsy girl is squeezing a bit harder and what on
earth is she staring at his mouth is slipping and it's coming on again . . . There is a thud on the table beside him .
. . REVERIE OF FUCHSIA . . . what can I do oh what can I do he is
so ill and pale like the thin face that he has got that is broken all alone but
he is better better than he was oh no the sickness in me no I mustn't think of
eyes oh who will help me who will you must look now Fuchsia be brave you must
look Fuchsia look how he is better now while he is here at table he is quite
close to me my father and so sad why does he smile smile oh who will save him
who will save me who will be the power to help us father who will not let me be
near and let me understand which I could and he is better remember he is better
than oh Fuchsia be brave for the roundness of his eyes is gone gone but oh no I
mustn't why were they round round and yellow I do not understand oh tell me my
trees and rocks for Nannie won't know oh doctor dear you must tell me and I
will ask you when we're alone oh quick quick this horrible breakfast quickly go
and I will take care of him for I understand because the tower was there the
tower was over his long lines of books his books and its shadow fell across his
library at morning always always father dear the Tower of Flints that the owls
live in oh no I do not understand but I know dear father let me comfort you and
you must never be like that again never never never and I will be your sentry
for always always your sentry and will never talk to other people never only
you my dear pale man and none will come near you only perhaps the doctor when
you want him but only when you do and I will bring you flowers of every kind of
colour and shape and speckled stones that look like frogs and ferns and all the
beautiful things I can find and I will find books for you and will read to you
all day and all night and never let you know I'm tired and we shall go for
walks when you are better and you will become happy happy if only you could be
if only sad thin broken face so pale and none else would be there not my mother
nor anyone not Steerpike no no not him, he is too hard and clever not like you
who are more clever but with kindness and not quick with clever words. I can
see his mouth his mouth oh Dr. Prune quick quick the blackness and he's going
far away and the voice Dr. Prune quick the voice is going far away of
Barquentine is going far away I cannot see no no oh black my Dr. Prune the
black is swaying . . . swaying . . . A darkness is closing its midnight
curtains across her mind and the shapes before her of her mother, Nannie,
Clarice and the Earl recede into floating fragments, while like the echo of an
echo the voice of Barquentine stammers on and on. Fuchsia cannot feel the
Doctor's finger any longer in her palm except as an infinitely far away
sensation, as though she were holding a thin tube of air. In a final wave the
blackness descends once and for all, and her dark head, falling forward,
strikes the table with a thud. REVERIE OF IRMA PRUNESQUALLOR . . . and I'd very much like to know what
advantage I am getting out of having spent so long a time in the bath and
preparing myself for them so exquisitely for my swan-white throat is the most
perfect one in Gormenghast though I wish my nose weren't quite so pointed, but
it is velvet white like the rest of my skin and it's a pity I wear spectacles
with black lenses too I suppose but I am positive my skin is snow white not only
because I can see it dimly in the mirror when I take my spectacles off although
it hurts my eyes but also because my writing paper is perfectly white when I've
got my glasses on and look at my face and throat in the mirror and then hold a
piece of my white writing paper next to my face I can see that my skin and the
stationery are exactly the same tone of grey and everything else in the mirror
all around me is darken and very often black but what's the use of
writing-paper with crinkled edges to me for there's no one to write to us there
used to be when I was younger not that I was more attractive then for after all
I am still a virgin but there was Spogfrawne who had had so many beautiful
adventures among the people he redeemed from sin and he appreciated me and
wrote me three letters on tissue paper although it was a pity that his pen-nib
used to go right through it so often and make it difficult for me to read the
passionate parts where he told me of his love in fact I couldn't read them at
all and when I wrote and asked him to try and remember them and write me a
fourth letter just putting in only the passionate sentences which I couldn't
read in the first three of his beautiful letters he wouldn't answer me and I
think it was because I asked him in my last message to him to either write more
carefully on the tissue paper or to use ordinary paper that he became shy poor
silly stupid glamorous Mr. Spogfrawne who I will always remember but he hasn't
been heard of since and I am still a virgin and who is there to make love to me
tenderly and to touch the tip of my snowy hands and perhaps just a tiny touch
on my hip bone which juts out so magnificently as Steerpike mentioned that
evening when Alfred was called away to get a fly out of that Slagg woman's eye
for Steerpike bless the boy has always been most observant and I know how it
broke my heart to see him so miserable on the day he left us and now I never
see him and it is a pity that he is not a little older and taller but once he
speaks to me and fastens his eye on me in that respectful way he has noticing
the beauty of my skin and hair and the way my hips come out so excitingly then
I do not wish him any different but feel a little queer and realize how
impelling he is for what is age anyway but years and years are nothing if not
silly and ridiculous man made things which do not understand the way of
delicate women with the years coming so unkindly and how could they be so many
in my case all forty of them that have never had their due or why I am
unmarried I do not know when I take so much care over my cleanliness but who is
there who is there oh my emptiness is all alone and with Alfred who can be so
silly though he's really clever but doesn't listen to me and falls asleep like
he is doing now and I wish he wouldn't keep looking at the Earl who after all
isn't someone to be stared at although there is something very strange about
him tonight and how chilly it is in this big and empty and horrible hall which
is so famous but what use is it if we don't talk to each other and there are no
men to watch every gracious movement of my throat and I will be glad to be back
in my house again where I will go on reading my book, and it won't be so cold
and perhaps I can write a note to Steerpike and ask him to supper yes I will do
that Alfred said he won't be in tomorrow evening and . . . Her thoughts are broken by a thud to her
left. THE REVERIE OF LADY CLARICE Her thoughts have been identical with
those of her sister in every way save only in one respect, and this cleavage
can best be appreciated by the simple process of substituting Cora's name for
her own wherever it appears in the reverie of the former. REVERIE OF GERTRUDE THE COUNTESS OF
GORMENGHAST . . . at any rate the old Sourdust would have
taken longer over this job than this one and it won't be long before I can have
my white cat who is crying at my heart again may the fiends wrack the long
servant's bones and I've left enough water in the basin for the ravens' bath
and can see to the sandpipers' wing directly I get away from here and my white
cat is comforted but the stupid man has about fourteen pages to get through yet
thank heaven I don't have many of these things to attend and there won't be
another child if I know anything about it but now here is a son for Gormenghast
which is what the Castle needed and when he is older I will teach him how he
can take care of himself and how to live his own life as far as it is possible
for one who will find the grey stones across his heart from day to day and the
secret is to be able to freeze the outsider off completely and then he will be
able to live within himself which Sepulchrave does in the wrong way for what
use are books to anyone whose days are like a rook's nest with every twig a duty
and I shall teach the boy to whistle birds out of the sky to his wrist which I
have never taught Fuchsia because I have kept my knowledge for the boy and if I
have the time before he is twelve years old and if it's a pleasant evening I
might take him to the pooi that is as green as my malachite ring with the
silver setting and let him watch the lesser-fly-spotted-wag-catchers building
their soft grey nests out of moth-wings and dew-twine but how do I know he will
be observant and careful with birds for Fuchsia disappointed me before she was
five with her clumsiness for she used to ram the flowers into the glass vases
and bruise the stalks although she loved them but it is my son I wish to teach
for there is no use in my revealing my secrets to a girl but he will be so
useless for a long time and must be kept away from my room until he is about
five at least when he will be able to absorb what I tell him about the skies'
birds and how he can keep his head quite clear of the duties he must perform
day after day until he dies here as his fathers have done and be buried in the
sepulchre of the Groans and he must learn the secret of silence and go his own
way among the birds and the white cats and all the animals so that he is not
aware of men but performs his legendary duties faithfully as his father has
always done whose library was burned away along with old Sourdust and how it
started I have very little idea except that the Steerpike youth was very
quickly upon the scene and though he was the means of our escape I do not like
him and never shall with his ridiculous little body and slimy manners he must
be sent away for I have a feeling he will do harm and Fuchsia must not be with
him for she is not to mix with so cheap and ignoble a thing as that sharp youth
she converses too often with Prunesquallor with whom I saw her talking twice
last month for he is not of the blood and as for the murderous and devilish
Flay who has hurt my poor defenceless cat so much that all the other white
glories will be uneasy through the black hours of night and feel the pains
which he feels as he is curled in my arms for Flay has broken himself with his
ghastly folly and shall be banished whatever Sepulchrave may say whose face has
changed tonight and has been changed on the three occasions on which I have
seen him since the burning of his books and I will tell the Doctor to attend
him constantly for I have a presentiment of his death and it is good that Titus
is born for the line of the Groans must never be broken through me and there must
be no ending at all and no ending and I shall tell him of his heritage and
honour and of how to keep his head above the interwoven nest and watch the
seasons move by and the sounds of the feathered throats. A thud upon the table immediately opposite
her causes the Countess to lift her eyes slowly from the table cloth. REVERIE OF NANNIE SLAGG . . . yees yees yees it's all so big and
wonderful I suppose it is oh my poor heart this lovely rich breakfast which
nobody eats and the little precious boy in the middle of the cutlery bless his
little heart for he hasn't cried once not once the tiny morsel and with
everybody around him too and thinking about him for it's his breakfast my
pretty precious and Nannie will tell you all about it when you're a big boy oh
my poor heart how old I'll be by then and how cold it is a good thing I wrapped
the little boy in his wrap which is under all the lilac windings yees yees and
he mustn't sneeze oh no but be still though I am so cold and his great heavy mother
beside me so that I feel I don't matter at all and I suppose I don't matter at
all for nobody takes any notice of me and nobody loves me except my darling
caution but even she sometimes forgets but not the others who never think of me
except when they want me to do something for them for I have to do everything
and oh my poor heart I'm not young any more and strong and I get tired and even
Fuchsia never remembers how tired I get even now I'm tired for having to sit so
long in the cold so far beneath the huge Countess who doesn't even look at her
little boy who's being so good and I don't think she could ever love him like I
love him but oh my poor heart it's a good thing the Countess can't hear me
thinking about her like this though sometimes I think she can tell when I think
against her because she's so silent and when she looks at me I don't know what
to do or where to go and I feel so little and weak and I feel like that now but
how cold it is and I'd rather have my own simple kind of breakfast by the fire
in my own small room than look at all this food on the table getting cold
although it's all here for the little boy bless him and I will look after him
as long as I have any strength in my poor bones and make him a good boy and
teach Fuchsia to take care of him and she is loving him more than ever she did
before though she doesn't like to hold him like I do and I am glad because she
might drop him the clumsy caution and oh my poor heart if he should ever fall
and be killed oh no no never she must never hold him for she is so ignorant of
how to be careful of a little baby she doesn't look at him now in the middle of
the table any more than her mother or any of the others do but just stares at
her father with her naughty dark face so sad what can it be for she must tell
me and tell me everything leaving nothing out about why she looks so mournful
the silly girl who can have no trouble at her age and hasn't got all the work
to do and the trials which I have on my old shoulders all the time and it is
silly for her to be so sad when she is only a child and doesn't know anything
bless her. Nannie is startled by a thud upon the
table nearly opposite her. REVERIE OF SEPULCHRAVE, 76th EARL OF
GORMENGHAST . . . and there will be a darkness always
and no other colour and the lights will be stifled away and the noises of my
mind strangled among the thick soft plumes which deaden all my thoughts in a
shroud of numberless feathers for they have been there so long and so long in
the cold hollow throat of the Tower and they will be there for ever for there
can be no ending to the owls whose child I am to the great owls whose infant
and disciple I shall be so that I am forgetting all things and will be taken
into the immemorial darkness far away among the shadows of the Groans and my
heartache will be no more and my dreams and thoughts no more and even memory
will be no longer so that my volumes will die away from me and the poets be
gone for I know the great tower stood above my cogitations day and night through
all the hours and they will all go the great writers and all that lay between
the fingered covers all that slept or walked between the vellum lids where for
the centuries they haunted and no longer are and my remorse is over now and
forever for desire and dream has gone and I am complete and longing only for
the talons of the tower and suddenness and clangour among the plumes and an end
and a death and the sweet oblivion for the last tides are mounting momently and
my throat is growing taut and round round like the Tower of Flints and my
fingers curl and I crave the dusk and sharpness like a needle in the velvet and
I shall be claimed by the powers and the fretting ended . . . ended . . . and
in my annihilation there shall be a consummation for he has come into the long
line and is moving forward and the long dead branch of the Groans has broken
into the bright leaf of Titus who is the fruit of me and there shall be no
ending and the grey stones will stand for always and the high towers for always
where the raindrifts weave and the laws of my own people will go on for ever
while among my great dusk haunters in the tower my ghost will hover and my
blood-stream ebb for ever and the striding fever over who are these and these
so far from me and yet so vast and so remote and vast my Fuchsia dusky daughter
bring me branches and a fieldmouse from an acre of grey pastures . . . 58 HERE
AND THERE Swelter's thoughts were glued upon Flay's
death at his own hand. The time was ripe. He had practised the art of silent
and stealthy movement until he could no longer hear even the breath-note of his
own footstep which over the stretch of the last fortnight he had striven to
stifle. He now moved his bulk across the earth as silently as the passing of a
cloud through the dusk. His two-handed cleaver had an edge to it which sang
with the voice of a gnat when he held it to his fungus of an ear. Tonight he
would leave a small pink wafer at the top of the last flight of stairs, within
a bare twenty feet of the thin man. It would be a dark night. He listened to
the thrumming rain and his eyes turned to the lake on the cold floor, far down
the dining hall. He stared at but did not see the bleared reflection of the
flanking cherubs a hundred feet above the steel-grey veneer of water. His eyes
were unfocused. He would do the work he had waited to do tomorrow night.
Tomorrow night. As his tongue emerged from between his lips like a carrot and
moved from side to side, his eyes moved from the water to Flay, and the
vagueness was at once gone from them. In his stare was the whole story; and
Flay, lifting his eyes from the top of his master's head, interpreted the vile
expression. He had known that the attack upon his life
was imminent. The coloured cakes when he had found them on the three preceding
occasions had been successively closer to him. Swelter was trying to wreck him
by torturing his mind and twisting his nerves and he had not slept for many
nights but he was ready. He had not forgotten the twohanded cleaver in the
green light and had found in the armoury an old sword, from which he had
removed the rust and had sharpened to a point and an edge in the stone lanes.
Compared to the edge which Swelter had given to the cleaver the sword was blunt
but it was murderous enough. In Swelter's expression he could read the nearness
of the night encounter. It would be within a week. He could not tell which day.
It might be this very night. It might be any night of the next seven. He knew that Swelter could not see him
until he was practically upon him at his Master's door. He knew that the Chef
could not know that he had read his eyes so clearly. He also knew that he was
banished from the Castle grounds. Swelter must not know this. Gertrude would
see that he, Flay, was not at Lord Sepulchrave's door from now onwards, but he
could return in the night and follow the monster as he crept upwards to the
passageway on his lethal mission. That is what he would do. He would wait
every night in the cloisters until the huge body stole by him and up the
stairs. Not till then would he decide where and when to strike. He only knew
that he must lead his foe away from his sick master's door and that the death
must take place in some remote part of the castle, perhaps in the room of
spiders . . or under the attic arches, or even among the battlements
themselves. His thoughts were broken by the thud of Fuchsia falling forward and
he saw the Doctor rise to his feet and stretch across the table for a glass,
his left hand moving around Fuchsia's shoulder as he did so. On the table itself young Titus began to
kick and struggle and then with a high thin cry poor Mrs. Slagg watches him
kick the vase of flowers over, and tear at the lilac-coloured velvet with his
hands. Steerpike hears the thud above him and
taking his cue from the varying contortions of the legs which hem him in is
able to guess pretty accurately what is happening. There are only two legs
which do not move at all and they are both Gertrude"s. Fuchsia's only visible
leg (for her right is still curled beneath her) has slipped sideways on the
boards as she slumps forward. Nannie's are struggling frantically to reach the
floor. Lord Sepulchrave's are swinging idly to and fro and are close together
like a single pendulum. Cora and Clarice are going through the motions of
treading water. The Doctor's have straightened out into unbroken lengths and
his sister's have entered upon the last stages of a suicide pact, each one
strangling the other in an ivy-like embrace. Swelter is shifting the soft, dace-like
areas of his feet backwards and forwards, a deliberate and stroking motion, as
of something succulent wiping itself on a mat. Flay is rubbing the cracked toe-cap of one
of his boots rapidly up and down his shin bone immediately above the ankle,
and, this done, Steerpike notices that his legs begin to make their way round
the long table towards Fuchsia's chair detonating as they go. During this short space of time while the
screaming of Titus is drowning the barking of Barquentine, Prunesquallor has
dabbed a quantity of water over Fuchsia's face with a napkin and has then
placed her head gently between her knees. Barquentine has not ceased a moment in the
administration of his duties as the occasional lulls in Titus's howling
testify, fbr during the short intervals of what might have been rain-filled
silence the dry, acid tongue of the Librarian stutters on and on. But it is nearly over. He is laying his
tomes aside. His withered stump which, since Fuchsia's faint and the howling of
Titus has been scratching at the boards with an irritability such as might
suggest that its ugly termination was possessed of teeth instead of toes and
was doing its best to gnaw its way through the oak boarding below it -- this
stump is now setting about another business, that of getting itself and the
rest of Barquentine upon the seat of the chair. Once aboard the long, narrow table it is
for him to march up and down it from end to end seven times regardless of the
china and golden cutlery, regardless of the glassware, the wine and the repast
in general, regardless of everything in fact save that he must be regardless.
Mrs. Slagg snatches the year-old baby from before the approaching crutch and
withered leg, for Barquentine has lost no time in complying with tradition and
the ferrule of his crutch strikes jarringly upon the polished oak, or cracks
among the china plates or splinters the cut glass. A dull soggy note followed
by a squelch betrays the fact that his withered leg has descended ankle deep in
a tureen of tepid porridge, but it was not for him to turn aside in the
promulgation of his duty. Doctor Prunesquallor has staggered away
with Fuchsia in his arms, having instructed Flay to escort Lord Sepulchrave to
his room. The Countess strangely enough has taken Titus from Nannie Slagg and
having descended from the platform to the stone slabs below is walking heavily
to and fro with the little boy half over her shoulder. "Now then, now
then," she says. "No use crying; no use at all; not when you're two;
wait till you're three. Now then, now then, wait till you're bigger and I'll
show you where the birds live, there's a good child, there's a . . . Slagg . .
. Slagg," she bellows suddenly, interrupting herself. "Take it
away." The Earl and Flay have gone and so has Swelter after casting a
baffled eye over the table and at the wizened Barquentine as he stamps into the
exquisitely prepared and despoiled breakfast. Cora and Clarice are left watching
Barquentine with their mouths and the pupils of their eyes so wide open as to
cause these caverns to monopolize their faces to the extent of giving to their
countenances an appearance of darkness or of absence. They are still seated and
their bodies beneath their straight dresses are perfectly rigid while their
eyes follow the ancient's every movement, leaving him only momently when a
louder sound than usual forces them to turn their eyes to the table to observe
what the latest ornament to be broken may be. The darkness in the great hall has
deepened in defiance of the climbing of the sun. It can afford to be defiant
with such a pall of inky cloud lying over the castle, over the cracked toothed
mountain, over the entire and drenching regions of Gormenghast from horizon to
horizon. Barquentine and the Twins trapped in the
shadows of the hall which is itself trapped within the shadows of the passing
clouds are lit by one lone candle, the others having guttered away. In this
vast, over-arching refectory these three -- the vitriolic marionette in his crimson
rags and the two stiff purple puppets, one at either end of the table -- look
incredibly minute, tiny fierce ribs of colour glinting on their clothes as the
candleflame moves. The broken glass on the long table darting forth a sudden
diamond from time to time. From the far end of the Hall near the servants'
door, and looking down the inky perspective of stone pillars, the spectacle of
the three at the table would seem to be taking place in an area the size of a
domino. As Barquentine completes his seventh
journey, the flame of the last candle stumbles, recovers, and then sinks
suddenly into a swamp of tallow and the Hall is plunged into a complete
obscurity, save where the lake in the middle of the Hall is a pattern of
darkness surrounded by depths of another nature. Near the margin of this inner
rain-fed darkness an ant is swimming for its life, its strength failing
momently for there are a merciless two inches of water beneath it. From far
away near the high table comes a scream, and then another and the sound of a
chair falling to the stone slabs seven feet below the platform, and the sound
of Barquentine cursing. Steerpike, having observed the legs
disappearing out of the door, and to whom they belonged, has wriggled from his
hammock under the table. He is groping his way to the door. When he reaches it,
and has found the handle, he slams it violently and then, as though he has just
_entered_ the room he shouts: "Hello there; what's happening there?
What's the trouble?" On hearing his voice the twins begin to
scream for help, while Barquentine yells, "Light! light! fetch a light you
dotard. What are you waiting for?" His strident voice rises to a shriek
and his crutch grinds itself on the table. "Light! scumcat! light! curse
and split you!" Steerpike, whose last hour and a half has
been a dire disappointment and boring in the extreme, hugs himself for joy at
their shouts. "Right away, sir. Right away,"
he dances out of the door and down the passage. He is back in less than a
minute with a lantern and helps Barquentine off the table who, once on the
ground, batters his way without a word of thanks down the steps and to the
door, cursing as he goes, his red rags glowing dully in the lantern light.
Steerpike watches his horrid body disappear and then raising his high sharp
shoulders still higher he yawns and grins at the same time. Cora and Clarice
are on either side of him and are both breathing very loudly, their flat bosoms
rising and falling rapidly like hatchways. Their eyes are glued upon him as he
escorts them through the door, down the corridor and all the way to their
apartments, which he enters. The windows are streaming with the rain. The roof
is loud with it. My dear ladies," says Steerpike,
"I feel that some hot coffee is indicated, but what do _you_ feel?" 59 PRESAGE Towards evening the heavy sky began to
disintegrate and a short time before sundown a wind from the west carried the
clouds away in dense and shambly masses and the rain with them. Most of the day
had been spent in ceremonial observance of multifarious kinds, both in the
castle and in the downpour culminating in the pilgrim-like procession of the
forty-three Gardeners headed by Pentecost, to Gormenghast mountain and back,
during which time it was their duty to meditate upon the glory of the House of
Groan and especially on the fact that its latest member was twelve months old,
a subject (however momentous) they must surely have exhausted after the first
mile or so of the soaking and rock-strewn paths that led them over the
foothills. Be that as it may, Barquentine, lying
exhausted on his dirty mattress at eight o'clock in the evening and coughing
horribly as his father had done so convincingly before him, was able to look
back with sour satisfaction on a day of almost undiluted ritual. It had been an
irritating thing that Lord Sepulchrave had been unable to attend the last three
ceremonies, but there was a tenet in the law which exonerated his absence in
the case of dire illness. He sucked his beard and his withered leg lay quite
still. A few feet above his head a spider scrawled itself across the ceiling.
He disliked it, but it did not anger him. Fuchsia had regained consciousness within
a short while and with Mrs. Slagg had bravely taken her part in the day's
observances, carrying her small brother whenever the old nurse grew weary.
Prunesquallor, until late in the evening when he left Flay with his Lordship,
had kept a strict watch upon his patient. An indescribable atmosphere of expectancy
filled Gormenghast. Instead of Titus's birthday bringing with it a feeling of
completion or climax as it should have done, there was, conversely, a sense of
something beginning. Obscure forces were, through the media of the inhabitants
of the castle, coming to a head. For some, this sensation was extremely acute
although unrecognizable and was no doubt sharpened and conditioned by their own
personal problems. Flay and Swelter were on the edge of violence. Sepulchrave
was moving at the margin of climax and Fuchsia hardly less so, being consumed
with fear and anguish at the parental tragedy. She also was waiting; they were
all waiting. Prunesquallor was suffering no little strain and was eternally on
the watch and the Countess having held interview with him and having heard as
much as Prunesquallor dared tell her, and having guessed a good deal more, was
remaining in her room and receiving hourly bulletins as to her husband's
condition. Even Cora and Clarice could tell that the normal monotonous life of
the castle was not as heretofore and in their room they sat silently -- waiting
also. Irma spent most of her time in her bath and her thoughts were constantly
returning to a notion new to her and shocking to her, and even terrifying. It
was that the House of Groan was different. Different. Yet, how could it be
different? "Impossible! I said Impossible!" she repeated to herself,
through a lather of fragrant suds, but she could not convince herself. This
idea of hers was creeping about Gormenghast insidiously, remaining for the most
part unrecognized save as a sensation of uneasiness. It was only Irma who put her finger on the
spot. The others were involved with counting the portentous minutes before
their own particular clouds broke over them, yet at the back of their personal
troubles, hopes and fears, this less immediate trepidation grew, this
intangible suggestion of change, that most unforgivable of all heresies. A few minutes before sunset the sky over
the castle was a flood of light and the wind having dropped, and the clouds
vanished, it was difficult to believe that the mild and gilded atmosphere could
ever have hallowed such a day as began so darkly and continued with such
consistent violence. But it was still Titus's birthday. The crags of the
mountain for all their jaggedness were draped in so innocent a veil of milk and
rose as to wholly belie their nature. The marshlands spread to the North in
tranquil stretches of rush-pricked water. The castle had become a great pallid
carving, swarmed here and there by acres of glittering ivy whose leaves dripped
diamonds. Beyond the great walls of Gormenghast the
mud-huts were gradually regaining the whitish colour of their natural earth as
the late sunlight drew out the moisture. The old cactus trees steamed imperceptibly
and beneath the greatest of these and lit by the slanting rays of the sun was a
woman on horseback. For a long while there seemed to be no
movement either in her or her mount. Her face was dark and her hair had fallen
about her shoulders. The pale light was on her face, and there was a mournful
triumph and an extreme loneliness. She bent forward a little and whispered to
the horse who raised his forefoot on hearing her and beat it back into the soft
earth. Then she began to dismount and it was not easy for her, but she lowered
herself carefully down the wet grey flank. Then she took the basket from where
it had been fastened to the rope bridle and stepped slowly forward to the
horse's head. Running her fingers through the tangled and dripping forelock,
she moved them over the hard brow beneath. You must go back now," she said
slowly, "to the Brown Father, so that he may know that I am safe."
Then she pushed the long wet, grey head away from her with a slow and
deliberate movement. The horse turned itself away, the rain bubbling up in the
hoofmarks and forming little gold pools of sky. It turned back to her once,
after a few paces. Then lifting its head very high it shook its long mane from
side to side and the air became filled with a swarm of pearls. Then suddenly it
began to pace along the track of its own hoofmarks and without a moment's
abatement in its pace or the least deviation from its homeward course, it sped
from her. She watched it as it appeared, disappeared, only to reappear again, as
the undulations of the region gave cause, until it was almost too small to
observe. At last she saw that it was about to reach the ridge of the last
stretch of upland before its descent to the invisible plain. As she watched, it
suddenly came to a dead halt, and her heart beat rapidly, for it turned about
and stood for a moment motionless. Then lifting its head very high as it had
done before, it began to move backwards step by step. They were facing one
another over that vast distance as the grey horse was at last swallowed beneath
the horizon. She turned towards the mud-huts lying
below her in a rose red light. A crowd had begun to gather and she saw that she
was being pointed out. With the warm glow of the dying light upon
them, the mud dwellings for all their meanness and congestion had something
ethereal about them, and her heart went out to them as a hundred re-awakened
memories flew to her mind. She knew that bitterness was harboured in the narrow
streets, that pride and jealousy leaned like ghosts against the posts of every
carver's doorway, but for a fleeting moment she saw only the evening light
falling across the scenes of her childhood, and it was with a start that she
awakened from this momentary reverie to notice how the crowd had grown. She had
known that this moment would be like this. She had foreseen such an evening of
soft light. She had foreseen that the earth would be glassed with rain and she
had the overpowering sensation of living through a scene she had already
enacted. She had no fear although she knew she would be met by hostility,
prejudice and perhaps violence. Whatever they did with her it would not matter.
She had suffered it already. All this was far wan history and an archaism. Her hand moved to her brow and pushed away
a cold lock of hair that clung blackly to her cheek. "I must bear my
child," she said to herself, her lips framing the soundless words,
"and then I shall be complete and only myself and all will be over."
Her pupils grew vast. "You shall be free. From the very beginning you
shall be free of me, as I shall be free of you; and I shall follow my knowledge
-- ah, so soon, so soon into the julip darkness." She folded her hands and moved slowly
towards the dwellings. High on her right hand the great outer wall had become
colder; its inner face was draped with shadow and in the depths of the castle
Titus sending forth a great tear-filled cry began to struggle with an unnatural
strength in the old nurse's arms. All at once an eyelid of the rich dusk lifted
and Hesper burned over Gormenghast as under Keda's heart her burden struggled. 60 IN
PREPARATION FOR VIOLENCE The twelve-month cycle was ended. Titus
had begun his second year -- a year which, though hardly fledged, was so soon
to bring forth violence. There was a sickness in the atmosphere. Of all this suspicion and restlessness, he
knew nothing, and he will have no memories of these days. Yet the aftermath of
all that was happening in his infancy will soon be upon him. Mrs. Slagg watched him querulously as he
tottered in his efforts to keep balance, for Titus had almost learned to walk.
"Why won't he smile?" she whimpered. "Why won't his little
Lordship ever smile?" The sound of Barquentine's crutch echoed
down the hollow corridors. His withered leg padded beside it and the red
sacking flapped its tatters in hot gusts. His edicts went forth like oaths. Drear ritual turned its wheel. The ferment
of the heart, within these walls, was mocked by every length of sleeping
shadow. The passions, no greater than candle flames, flickered in Time's yawn,
for Gormenghast, huge and adumbrate, out-crumbles all. The summer was heavy
with a kind of soft grey-blue weight in the sky -- yet not _in_ the sky, for it
was as though there were no sky, but only air, an impalpable greyblue
substance, drugged with the weight of its own heat and hue. The sun, however
brilliantly the earth reflected it from stone or field or water, was never more
than a rayless disc this summer -- in the thick, hot air -- a sick circle,
unrefreshing and aloof. The autumn and winter winds and the
lashing rain storms and the very cold of those seasons, for all their
barbarism, were of a spleen that voiced the heart. Their passions were allied
to human passions -- their cries to human cries. But it was otherwise with this slow pulp
of summer, this drag of heat, with the incurious yellow eye within it, floating
monotonously, day after day. At the river's edge the shallow water
stank and mists of insects drifted over the scum, spinning their cry of far
forgotten worlds, thinner than needles. Toads in the green ooze belched. In the
river's bosom the reflection of the topmost crags of Gormenghast Mountain hung
like stalactites, and in the scarcely perceptible motion of the water appeared
to crumble momently -- yet never to diminish or to disintegrate for all their
crumbling. Across the river a long field of sparse grey-green grasses and
dove-grey dust lay stretched as though stunned between its low flint walls. Little clouds of the fine dust were rising
at the every footfall of a small mottled horse, on whose back sat a man in a
cape. At every fifth step forward of his mount's
left leg the rider stood up in his stirrups and placed his head between the
horse's ears. The river wound beside them, the fields undulating and fading in
a blur of heat. The mottled horse and the caped rider moved on. They were very
small. In the haze to the extreme north the tower of Flints arose like a
celluloid ruler set floating upon its end, or like a water-colour drawing of a
tower that has been left in the open and whose pigment has been all but washed
away by a flirt of rain. Distance was everywhere -- the sense of
far-away -- of detachment. What might have been touched with an outstretched
arm was equally removed, withdrawn in the grey-blue polliniferous body of the
air, while overhead the inhuman circle swam. Summer was on the roofs of
Gormenghast. It lay inert, like a sick thing. Its limbs spread. It took the
shape of what it smothered. The masonry sweated and was horribly silent. The
chestnuts whitened with dust and hung their myriads of great hands with every
wrist broken. What was left of the water in the moat was
like soup. A rat floundered across it, part swimming, part walking. Thick sepia
patches of water were left in the unhealthy scum where its legs had broken
through the green surface. The quadrangles were soft with dust. It
had settled along the branches of the nearby trees. Footmarks were left deeply
until the dry gusts came again. The varying lengths of stride -- the
Doctor"s, Fuchsia"s, the Countess"s, Swelter"s, could all
be measured here, crossing and recrossing one another as though at the same
time, yet hours, days and weeks divided them. In the evening the bats, those fabulous
winged mice, veered, tacked and slid through the hot gloom. Titus was growing older. It was four days since the Dark Breakfast.
It was one year and four days since he was born in the room of wax and
birdseed. The Countess would see no one. From daybreak to sunset she turned her
thoughts, like boulders, over. She set them in long lines. She rearranged their
order as she cogitated upon the Burning. She watched from her window as figures
passed below. She turned her impressions over heavily. She was pondering all
who passed by. From time to time Steerpike passed, as she sat at her window.
Her husband was going mad. She had never loved him and she did not love him
now, her heart being awakened to tenderness only by her birds and her white
cats. But though she did not love him for himself, her unthinking and rooted
respect for the heritage which he personified and her dumb pride in the line of
his descent had filled her since her discovery of his illness. Flay had gone, at her orders, to what lay
beyond the great walls. He had gone, and though she would no more have thought
of recalling him than of ceasing to tend the cat which he had bruised, yet she
was aware of having uprooted a part of Gormenghast, as though from an
accustomed skyline of towers one had been broken down. He had gone -- but not
altogether. Not for a little while, completely. On the five nights following the day of
his banishment -- Titus's first birthday -- he had returned unobserved when
light had fallen. He had moved like a stick-insect through
the grey star-pricked, summer night, and knowing every bay, inlet and headland
of the great stone island of the Groans, of its sheer cliffs, of its crumbling
outcrops, he had pursued his way without hesitation on a zig-zag course. He had
only to lean against the cliff face and he was absorbed. For the five last
nights he had come, after long, sultry days of waiting among the skirting trees
of the twisted woods, through a gap in the castle walls to the western wing. In
his banishment he had felt the isolation of a severed hand, which realizes that
it is no more part of the arm and body it was formed to serve and where the
heart still beats. As yet, for him, the horror of his ostracization was too
close for him to grasp -- only the crater-like emptiness. The stinging-nettles
had not had time to fill the yawning hollow. It was loneliness without pain. His loyalty to the castle, too deep for
him to question, was his heart's background: to all that was implied by the
broken line of the towers. With his knees drawn up to his chin he pored upon
that skyline as he sat at the base of an outcrop of rock among the trees. At
his side lay the long sword he had sharpened. The sun was going down. In
another three hours he would be on his way, for the sixth time since his
banishment, to the cloisters he had known since his youth. To the cloisters in
whose northern shadows was an entrance to the stairhead of the wine vaults and
the Kitchens. A thousand recollections attached themselves to these cloisters
alone. Sudden happenings -- the awakening of ideas that had borne fruit or had
withered at his touch -- the memories of his youth -- of his infancy even, for
a brightly coloured vignette at the back of his dark skull recurred from time
to time, a vignette of crimson, gold and grey. He had had no recollection of
who it was who led him by the hand, but he recalled how, between two of the
southerly arches, he and his guardian were stopped -- how the air had been
filled with sunshine -- how a giant, for so he must then have appeared to the
child, a giant in gold had given him an apple -- the globe of crimson which he
had never released from his mind's empyric grasp, nor the grey of the long hair
that fell across the brow and over the shoulders of his first memory. Few of Flay's memories were as colourful.
His early years had been hard, grinding and monotonous. His recollections were
associated with fears and troubles and hardships. He could remember how beneath
the very cloister arches to which he was so soon to make his way he had
received in grim silence, insult and even violence, no less than twinges of
pleasure. He had leaned there, against the fourth pillar, on the afternoon
following his unexpected summons to Lord Sepulchrave's study, where he had been
told of his advancement -- of his being chosen as the Earl's first servant; of
how the Earl had noticed and approved of his silent and taciturn bearing, and
of his reward. He had leaned there, his heart thumping; and he recalled how he
had for a moment weakened, wishing he had a friend to whom he might speak of
his happiness. But that was long ago. Clicking his tongue he dismissed
recollections from his mind. A gibbous moon was rising and the earth
and the trees about him were dappled and striped with slowly shifting blotches
of black and pearlish white. Radiance, in the shape of an oyster, moved across
his head. He turned his eye to the moon among the trees and scowled at it. This
was no night for a moon. He cursed it, but in a childlike way for all the grim
formation of his bones, stretching out his legs, on whose knees his chin had
been supported. He moved his thumb along the edge of his
sword, and then unrolled a misshapen parcel at his side. He had not forgotten
to bring some food with him from the castle, and now, five nights later, he
made a meal upon all that was left of it. The bread had gone dry, but it tasted
sweet to him after a day's abstinence, with the cheese and the wild
blackberries he had gathered in the woods. He left nothing but a few crumbs on his
black trousers. There was no rational reason why he should feel, as he finished
the berries, that horror lay between his last mouthful and his next meal --
whenever it might be, and however he might acquire it. Perhaps it was the moon. On his five previous
nocturnal journeys to the castle there had been no light. Thick rainless clouds
had provided a perfect cover. Schooled to adversity he took it as a sign that
the hour was approaching. Indeed, it seemed more natural that Nature should be
his enemy. He rose slowly, and from beneath a heap of
ferns he drew forth into the moonlight great lengths of cloth -- and then began
a most peculiar operation. Squatting down, he began, with the concentration of
a child, to bind the cloth about his knees, around and around endlessly, until
they were swathed to a depth of five thick inches, loosely at the joint and
more tightly as they wound below and above it and as the binding thickened.
This business took him the best part of an hour, for he was very scrupulous and
had several times to unwind long swathes to adjust and ease the genuflexions of
his knees. Finally, however, all was ready and he got
to his feet. He took a step forward; then another, and it seemed as though he
was listening for something. Was there no sound? He took three more paces, his
head lowered and the muscles behind his ears working. What was that that he
heard? It was like a muffled clock that ticked three times, and stopped. It
sounded very far away. There were a few lengths of cloth left over and he bound
his knees to another half inch of thickness. When he next stepped forward the
silence was absolute. It was still possible for him to move with
comparative freedom. His legs were so long that he had become accustomed to use
them as stilts, and it was only with the slightest bending of the knee that
they were wont to detonate. The moonlight lay in a gauze-like sheet of
whiteness over the roof of the Twisted Woods. The air was hot and thick, and
the hour was late when he began to move towards the castle. To reach the
cloisters would take him an hour of rapid walking. The long sword gleamed in
his hand. At the corners of his lipless mouth was the red stain of
blackberries. The trees were left behind and the long
slopes where the juniper bushes crouched like animals or deformed figures in
the darkness. He had skirted the river and had found a clammy mist lying like a
lover along its length, taking its curves and hugging its croaking body, for
the bull-frogs had made the night air loud. The moon behind the miasmic wreaths
swam and bulged as though in a distorting mirror. The air was sickly with an
aftermath of the day's heat, as lifeless as though it had been breathed before,
thrice exhaled and stale. Only his feet felt cold as they sank ankle-deep in
the dew. It was as though he trod through his own sweat. With every step he became more conscious
that he was narrowing the distance between himself and something horrible. With
every step the cloisters leapt forward to meet him and his heart pounded. The
skin was puckered between his eyes. He strode on. The outer wall of the castle was above
him. It mouldered in the moon. Where colonies of lizards clung to its flaking
surfaces it shone. He passed through an arch. The unchecked
growth of ivy which clung about it had almost met at the centre of the
aperture, and Flay, bending his head, forced his way through a mere fissure.
Once through and the grounds of Gormenghast opened balefully out with an alien
intimacy as though an accustomed face should, after confining itself for years
to a score of cardinal expressions, take on an aspect never known before. Keeping as much in the shadows as he
could, Flay made rapid progress over the uneven ground towards the servants'
wing. He was treading on forbidden ground. Excommunicated by the Countess, each
footfall was a crime committed. During the final stages of his progress to
the cloisters he moved with a kind of angular stealth. At times he would come
to a halt and genuflect in rapid succession, but he could hear no sound; then
he would move on again, the sword in his hand. And then, suddenly, before he
realized it, he was in the servants' quadrangle and skirting the wall to the
cloisters. Within a minute and he was part of the charcoaled shadow of the third
pillar where he had waited so patiently for the last five moonless nights. 61 BLOOD
AT MIDNIGHT Tonight the atmosphere was alive -- a kind
of life made even more palpable by the torpor of the air -- the ghastly summer
air of Gormenghast. By day, the heat of the dead light; by darkness, the
vomitings of the sick room. There was no escaping. The season had come down. As Mr. Flay waited, his shoulder-blades
against the stone pillars, his thoughts flowed back to the day of the Christening
when he had slashed at the great soft face -- to the night when he had watched
the rehearsal of his murder -- to that horrible sack that had been _he_ -- to
the day of the debauchery of the Great Kitchens -- to the horrors of the
hooting Earl -- to a hundred memories of his tormentor, whose face in his
imagination opened out before him in the darkness like something septic. His ears were strained with listening and
his muscles ached. He had not moved for over an hour, save to turn his head upon
his neck. And then, suddenly, what was it that had changed? He had shut his
eyes for a moment and on opening them the air had altered. Was the heat even
more horrible? His torn shirt was stuck to his shoulders and belly. It was more
than that -- it was that the darkness was omnipresent. The quadrangle was as
inky as the shadows in which he had been shrouded. Clouds had moved over the
moon. Not even the bright sword in his hand could be seen as he moved it out
into what had been moonlight. And then it came. A light more brilliant
than the sun's -- a light like razors. It not only showed to the least minutiae
the anatomy of masonry, pillars and towers, trees, grass-blades and pebbles, it
conjured these things, it constructed them from nothing. They were not there
before -- only the void, the abactinal absences of all things -- and then a
creation reigned in a blinding and ghastly glory as a torrent of electric fire
coursed across heaven. To Flay it seemed an eternity of
nakedness; but the hot black eyelid of the entire sky closed down again and the
stifling atmosphere rocked uncontrollably to such a yell of thunder as lifted
the hairs on his neck. From the belly of a mammoth it broke and regurgitated,
dying finally with a long-drawn growl of spleen. And then the enormous midnight
gave up all control, opening out her cumulous body from horizon to horizon, so
that the air became solid with so great a weight of falling water that Flay
could hear the limbs of trees breaking through a roar of foam. There was no longer any necessity for
Flay, shielded from the rain by the roof of the cloisters, to hold his body in
so cramped a manner. What little sound he made would be inaudible now that the
falling rain hissed and drummed, beat across the massive back of Gormenghast
and swarmed down its sides, bubbling and spurting in every cranny of stone, and
swilling every niche where had lain for so long the white dust. Even more so now had he to listen for the
sound of approaching paces, and it is doubtful whether he would have been able
to disengage the sound of the chef's feet from the drumming background. What he
had never expected happened and his heart broke into an erratic hammering, for
the impalpable darkness to his left was disturbed by a faint light, and, immediately
after, the source of this hazy aura moved through the midnight. It was a strip
of vertical light that appeared to float on end of its own volition. The
invisible bearer of the octagonal lantern had closed all but one of the
shutters. As Flay edged his fingers more firmly
along the butt of his sword, the glow of the lantern came abreast of him and a
moment later had passed, and at this same moment, against the pale yellow glow
could be distinguished the silhouette of Swelter's upper volume. It was quite
simple. It curved up and over in one black dome. There seemed to be no head. It
must have been thrust down and forward, an attitude that might have been
imagined impossible in one whose rolls of lardcoloured fat filled in the space
between the chin and the clavicles. When Flay judged the silhouette a good
twelve paces distant he began to follow, and then there began the first of the
episodes -- that of the stalk. If ever man stalked man, Flay stalked Swelter.
It is to be doubted whether, when compared with the angular motions of Mr.
Flay, any man on earth could claim to stalk at all. He would have to do it with
another word. The very length and shape of his limbs and
joints, the very formation of his head, and hands and feet were constructed as
though for this process alone. Quite unconscious of the stick-insect action,
which his frame was undergoing, he followed the creeping dome. For Mr. Swelter
was himself -- at all events in his own opinion -- on the tail of his victim.
The tail did not happen to be where he supposed it, two floors above, but he
was moving with all possible stealth, nevertheless. At the top of the first
flight he would place his lantern carefully by the wall, for it was then that
the candles began and continued at roughly equal distances, to cast their pale
circles of light from niches in the walls. He began to climb. If Mr. Flay stalked, Mr. Swelter
_insinuated_. He insinuated himself through space. His body encroached,
sleuth-like, from air-volume to air-volume, entering, filling and edging out of
each in turn, the slow and vile belly preceding the horribly deliberate and
potentially nimble progress of his fallen arches. Flay could not see Swelter's feet, only
the silhouetted dome, but by the way it ascended he could tell that the chef
was moving one step at a time, his right foot always preceding his left, which
he brought to the side of its dace-like companion. He went up in slow, silent
jerks in the way of children, invalids or obese women. Flay waited until he had
rounded the curve of the stairs and was on the first landing before he
followed, taking five stone steps at a time. On reaching the top of the first flight he
moved his head around the corner of the wall and he no longer saw the
silhouette of his enemy. He saw the whole thing glowing by the light of two
candles. The passageway was narrow at this point, broadening about forty to
fifty feet further down the corridor to the dimensions of a hall, whence the
second flight led up to Lord Sepulchrave's corridor. Swelter was standing quite still, but his
arms were moving and he appeared to be talking to someone. It was difficult for
Flay to see exactly what he was doing until, a moment after he had heard the
voice saying: "And I'll make you red and wet, my pretty thing," he
saw the dim bulk half turn with difficulty in the constricted space of the
passageway and he caught the gleam of steel, and a moment later a portion of
the shaft and the entire murderous head of the double-handed cleaver. Mr.
Swelter was nursing it in his arms as though he was suckling it. "Oh, so red and wet," came the
moss-soft voice again, "and then we"ll wipe you dry with a nice clean
handkerchief. Would you like a silk one, my pretty? Would you? Before we polish
you and tuck you up? What, no answer? But you know what Papa's saying, don't
you now? Of course, you do -- after all that he has taught you. And why?
Because you're such a quick, sharp baby -- oh, such a sharp baby." And then Mr. Flay was forced to hear the
most disgusting sound -- as of some kind of low animal with gastric trouble.
Mr. Swelter was laughing. Flay, with a fair knowledge of low life,
was nevertheless unable to withhold himself and, kneeling down quickly upon the
great pads at his knees, he was silently sick. Wiping the sweat from his brow as he rose
to his feet he peered again about the angle of wall and saw that Swelter had
reached the foot of the second staircase where the corridor widened. The sound
of the rain, though less intense, was perpetually there. In the very sound of
it, though distant, could be felt an unnatural weight. It was as though the
castle were but the size of a skull over which a cistern of water was being
rapidly emptied. Already the depressions and valley-like hollows in the castle
grounds were filled with dark lakes that mounted momently, doubling and
trebling their areas as their creeping edges met. The terrain was awash. A closer degree of intimacy had been
established in the castle between whatever stood, lay, knelt, was propped,
shelved, hidden or exposed, or left ready for use, animate or inanimate, within
the castle walls. A kind of unwilling knowledge of the nearness of one thing to
another -- of one human, to another, though great walls might divide them -- of
_nearness_ to a clock, or a banister, or a pillar or a book, or a sleeve. For
Flay the horrible nearness to _himself_ -- to his own shoulder and hand. The
outpouring of a continent of sky had incarcerated and given a weird
hyper-reality of _closeness_ to those who were shielded from all but the sound
of the storm. Lying awake, for none could hope to sleep,
there was not one in all the dark and rattling place who had not cogitated, if
only for a moment, on the fact that the entire castle was awake also. In every
bed there lay, with his or her lids apart, a figure. They saw each other. This
consciousness of each other's solid and individual presences had not only been
engendered by the imprisoning downpour but by the general atmosphere of
suspicion that had been mounting -- a suspicion of they knew not exactly what
-- only that something was changing -- changing in a world where change was
crime. It was lucky for Flay that what he had
relied on, the uncommunicative character of the Countess, held true, for she
had not mentioned his banishment to a soul, although its cause still smarted in
her prodigious bosom. Hence Swelter's ignorance of the fact
that, as he made his first few porridge-like paces along Lord Sepulchrave's
ill-lit corridor, he was approaching a Flay-less darkness, for immediately
before the door there was impenetrable shadow. A high window on the left had
been blown in and glass lay scattered and, at the stairhead, glittered faintly
by the light of a candle. Mr. Flay, in spite of the almost
unbearable tension, experienced a twinge of ironic pleasure when, having
mounted the second flight, he watched the rear of his enemy wavering into the
darkness, in search of his own stalker. There was a shallow alcove across the
passageway from the top of the stairs -- and with two strides Mr. Flay had
reached it. From there he could watch the darkness to his left. It was
purposeless to follow his enemy to the door of his master's room. He would wait
for his return. How would the chef be able to aim his blow in the darkness? He
would prod forward with the cleaver until it touched the panels of the door. He
would take a soft pace backwards. Then, as he raised the great instrument above
his head, a worm, wriggling its bliss through his brain, would bring the
double-handed cleaver down, like a guillotine, the great blade whetted to a
screaming edge. And as this picture of Mr. Swelter's methods illumined the
inside of Mr. Flay's darkened skull, those very movements were proceeding.
Concurrently with Flay's visualization of the cleaver falling -- the cleaver
fell. The floorboard beneath Mr. Flay's feet
lifted, and a wooden ripple ran from one end of the passageway to the other,
where it broke upon a cliff of plaster. Curiously enough, it was only through
the movement of the boards beneath his feet that Mr. Flay knew that the chef
had struck, for at the same moment a peal of thunder killed all other sound. Swelter had brought the cold edge
downwards with such a concentration of relish that the excruciating sense of
consummation had dulled his wits for a moment, and it was only when he
attempted to work the steel away from what gripped its edge that he realized
that something was amiss. It is true that he had expected the blade to slide
through the "prostrate" beneath him as through butter, for all the
thin man's osseous character -- but not, surely -- not with _such_ ease -- such
_liquid_ ease. Could it be that he had given to the double-handed cleaver such
an edge as set up a new sensation -- that of killing, as it were, without
knowing it -- as lazes through long grass the lethal scythe. He had not prodded
forward with his toe to make doubly sure -- for it had never occurred to him
that he who had lain there, night after night, for over twelve years, could be
elsewhere. In any event he might have wakened the long scrag by so doing. What
had gone wrong? The orgasmic moment he had so long awaited was over. The
cleaver was difficult to shift. Perhaps it was caught among the ribs. He began
to run his hands down the shaft inch by inch, bending his knees and trunk as he
did so, hot tracts of hairless clay redistributing their undulations the while.
Inexorably downwards moved his fingers until they itched for contact with the
corpse. Surely his hands must by now be almost at the boards themselves, yet he
knew how deceptive the sense of distances can be when darkness is complete. And
then he came upon the steel. Sliding his palms greedily along either edge he
gave a sudden loud, murderous hiss, and loosing his fingers from the edge of
the cleaver he swung his bulk about as though his foe were close behind him --
and he peered back along the passage at the faint light at the stairhead. There
seemed to be no one there, and after a few moments of scrutiny he wiped his
hands across his thighs, and turning to the cleaver, wrenched it from the
boards. For a short while he stood fingering his
misused weapon, and during this space Mr. Flay had conceived and acted, moving
a few yards further down the corridor where an even more favourable ambush
presented itself in the shape of a sagging tapestry. As he moved out into the
darkness, for he was beyond the orbit of the candles' influence, the lightning
struck again and flared bluishly through the broken window so that at one and
the same moment both Swelter and Flay caught sight of one another. The bluish
light had flattened them out like cardboard figures which had, in the case of
the chef, an extraordinary effect. Someone with an unpleasant mind had cut him
out of an enormous area of electric-blue paper the size of a sheet. For the few
moments that the lightning lasted his fingers and thumbs were like bright blue
sausages clasped about the cleaver's handle. Flay, presenting no less the illusion of
having no bulk, struck not so much a sense of horror into Mr. Swelter as a
fresh surge of malice. That he should have dulled the exquisite edge of his
cleaver upon Flay-less boards, and that he who should now be lying in two
pieces was standing there in one, standing there insolently in a kind of stage
lighting as a tangible criticism of his error, affected him to the extreme of
control, and a horrid sweat broke from his pores. No sooner had they seen one another than
the darkness closed again. It was as though the curtain had come down on the
first act. All was altered. Stealth was no longer enough. Cunning was paramount
and their wits were under test. Both had felt that theirs was the initiative
and the power to surprise -- but now, for a few moments at least, they were
equated. Flay had, from the beginning, planned to
draw the chef from Lord Sepulchrave's doorway and passage, and if possible to
lure him to the storey above, where, interspaced with wooden supports, for the
roof was rotten, and with many a fallen beam, mouldered the Hall of Spiders, at
whose far end a window lay open to a great area of roof, terraced with stone
and turreted about its sheer edges. It had occurred to him that if he were to
snatch the candle from the stairhead he might lure his enemy there, and as the
darkness fell he was about to put this idea into operation when the door of
Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom opened and the Earl, with a lamp in his hand, moved
out into the corridor. He moved as though floating. A long cloak, reaching to
his ankles, gave no hint of legs beneath it. Turning his head neither to left
nor right, he moved like the symbol of sorrow. Swelter, flattening himself as much as he
was able against the wall, could see that his lordship was asleep. For a moment
Mr. Flay had the advantage of seeing both the Earl and the chef without being
seen himself. Where was his master going? Swelter was for a few moments at a
loss to know what to do and by that time the Earl was almost abreast of Mr.
Flay. Here was an opportunity of drawing the chef after him without the fear of
being overtaken or slashed at from behind, and Flay, stepping in front of the
Earl, began to precede him down the passage, walking backwards all the while so
that he could see the chef over his Lordship's shoulder as the dim figure
followed. Mr. Flay was well aware that his own head would be lit by the Earl's
lamp whereas Swelter would be in semi-darkness, but there was no great
advantage to the chef in that -- for the creature could not get at him for fear
of waking the Earl of Gormenghast. As Flay receded step by step he could not,
though he tried to, keep his eyes continually upon the great cook. The
proximity of his Lordship's lamp-lit face left him no option but to turn his
eyes to it, rapidly, from time to time. The round, open eyes were glazed. At
the corners of the mouth there was a little blood, and the skin was deadly
white. Meanwhile, Swelter had narrowed the
distance between the Earl and himself. Flay and the chef were staring at one
another over their master's shoulder. The three of them seemed to be moving as
one piece. Individually so much at variance, they were, collectively, so
compact. Darting an eye over his shoulder, as
though without reference to the head that held it, Flay could see that he was
within a few feet of the stairway, and the procession began the slow ascent of
the third flight. The leader, his body facing down the stairs, the while, kept
his left hand on the iron banister. In his right the sword glimmered -- for, as
with all the stairways of Gormenghast, there were candles burning at every
landing. As Flay reached the last step he saw that
the Earl had stopped and that inevitably the great volume of snail-flesh had
come to a halt behind him. It was so gentle that it seemed as though
a voice were evolving from the half-light -- a voice of unutterable
mournfulness. The lamp in the shadowy hand was failing for lack of oil. The
eyes stared through Mr. Flay and through the dark wall beyond and on and on
through a world of endless rain. "Good-bye," said the voice.
"It is all one. Why break the heart that never beat from love? We do not
know, sweet girl; the arras hangs: it is so far; so far away, dark daughter. Ah
no -- not that long shelf -- not that long shelf: it is his lifework that the
fires are eating. All's one. Goodbye . . . good-bye." The Earl climbed a further step upwards.
His eyes had become more circular. "But they will take me in. Their home
is cold; but they will take me in. And it may be their tower is lined with love
-- each flint a cold blue stanza of delight, each feather, terrible; quills,
ink and flax, each talon, glory!" His accents were infinitely melancholy
as he whispered: "Blood, blood, and blood and blood, for you, the muffled,
all, all for you and I am on my way, with broken branches. She was not mine.
Her hair as red as ferns. She was not mine. Mice, mice; the towers crumble --
flames are swarmers. There is no swarmer like the nimble flame; and all is
over. Good-bye . . . Good-bye. It is all one, for ever, ice and fever. Oh,
weariest lover -- it will not come again. Be quiet now. Hush, then, and do your
will. The moon is always; and you will find them at the mouths of warrens.
Great wings shall come, great silent, silent wings . . . Goodbye. All's one.
All's one. All's one." He was now on the landing, and for a
moment Mr. Flay imagined he was about to move across the corridor to a room
opposite, where a door was swinging, but he turned to the left. It would have
been possible, indeed it would have been easier and more to Flay's advantage to
have turned about and sped to the Hall of Spiders, for Lord Sepulchrave,
floating like a slow dream, barred Swelter's way; but at the very idea Mr. Flay
recoiled. To leave his sleeping master with a prowling chef at his shoulder
horrified him, and he continued his fantastic retreat as before. They were about halfway to the Hall of
Spiders when, to both Flay's and Swelter's surprise, the Earl moved off to the
left down a narrow artery of midnight stone. He was immediately lost, for the
defile wound to the left after the first few paces and the guttering of the
lamp was quenched. His disappearance had been so sudden and unexpected that
neither party was prepared to leap into the vacuum left between them and to
strike out in the faint light. It was in this region that the Grey Scrubbers
slept and some distance down there was suspended from the ceiling a broken
chandelier. Towards this light Mr. Flay suddenly turned and ran, while Swelter,
whose frustrated blood-lust was ripe as a persimmon, thinking the thin man to
have panicked, pursued him with horribly nimble steps for all the archless
suction of his soles. Covering the flagstones with a raking
stride, Mr. Flay was for all his speed little more than nine feet in advance of
Swelter as he broke his way into the Hall of Spiders. Without losing a moment,
he scrambled over three fallen beams, his long limbs jerking out fantastically
as he did so, and turned when he had reached the centre of the room to discover
that the door he had entered by was already filled with his enemy. So intent
had they been on their game of wits and death that it had not occurred to them
to wonder how it was that they were able to see one another in what was
normally a lightless hall. They found no time for surprise. They did not even
realize that the fury had died out of the storm and that the only sound was of
a heavy, lugubrious droning. A third of the sky was clear of cloud and in this
third was the humpbacked moon, very close and very white. Its radiance poured
through the open wall at the far end of the Hall of Spiders. Beyond the opening
it danced and glittered on the hissing water that had formed great walled-in
lakes among the roofs. The rain slanted its silver threads and raised spurts of
quicksilver on striking water. The Hall itself had the effect of a drawing in
black, dove-grey and silver ink. It had long been derelict. Fallen and
half-fallen beams were leaning or lying at all angles and between these beams,
joining one to another, hanging from the ceiling of the floor above (for most
of the immediate welkin had fallen in), spreading in every direction taut or
sagging, plunged in black shadow, glimmering in half-light, or flaming
exquisitely with a kind of filigree and leprous brilliance where the moon fell
unopposed upon them, the innumerable webs of the spiders filled the air. Flay had broken through a liana of shadowy
webs, and now, in the centre of the room -- watching the cook in the doorway,
he clawed away the misty threads from his eyes and mouth with his left hand.
Even in those areas of the hall where the moonbeams could not penetrate and
where the great glooms brooded, the darkness was intersected here and there by
glittering strands that seemed to shift their position momently. The slightest
deflection of the head drew forth against the darkness a new phenomenon of
glittering twine, detached from its web, disarticulated, miraculous and
transient. What eyes had they for such ephemera?
Those webs to them were screens to aid or hinder. To snare with or be snared
by. These were the features of Death's battleground. Swelter's shadowy moonless
body at the door was intersected by the brilliant radii and jerking perimeters
of a web that hung about halfway between himself and Mr. Flay. The centre of
the web coincided with his left nipple. The spacial depths between the
glittering threads of the web and the chef seemed abysmic and prodigious. He
might have belonged to another realm. The Hall of Spiders yawned and shrank,
the threads deceiving the eye, the distances, shifting, surging forward or
crumbling away, to the illusory reflectings of the moon. Swelter did not stay by the door longer
than it took him to gain a general impression of the kind of hovel in which the
thin man chose to protect his long bones. Seeping with malice, yet the chef was
not inclined to under-rate the guile of his antagonist. He had been lured here
for some reason. The arena had not been of his choosing. He swivelled his eyes
to left and right, his cleaver poised before him. He noted the encumbrances --
the haphazard beams, dusty and half-decayed, and the omnipresent awnings of the
spiders. He could not see why these should be more to his disadvantage than to
the man he intended to sever. Flay had never had a concrete reason for
his choice of the Hall of Spiders. Perhaps it was because he imagined that he
would prove more agile among the webs and beams; but this he now doubted,
having found how swiftly the chef had followed him. But that he had fulfilled
his intention of inveigling his enemy to the place of his own choosing must
surely infer that the initiative once again lay with him. He felt himself to be
a _thought_ ahead of the cook. He held the long sword ahead of him as he
watched the great creature approach. Swelter was sweeping aside the webs that
impeded him with his cleaver, keeping his eyes upon Mr. Flay and shifting his
head on his neck from side to side in order to improve his view. He came to a
halt and with his eyes perpetually fixed on Mr. Flay began to drag away the
clinging cobwebs from the blade and handle of his weapon. He came forward again, sweeping the
cleaver in great arcs before him and treading gingerly over the slanting
timbers, and then seemed about to halt once more in order to repeat the
unwebbing process when, with an obvious change of purpose, he moved forward as
though no obstacles were in his path. He seemed to have decided that to be
continually reconditioning himself and his weapon during the bloodencounter was
ill-advised and untimely, not to say an insult to the occasion. As pirates in the hot brine-shallows
wading, make, face to face, their comber-hindered lunges, sun-blind,
fly-agonied, and browed with pearls, so here the timbers leaned, moonlight
misled and the rank webs impeded. It was necessary to ignore them -- to ignore
them as they tickled the face and fastened themselves about the mouth and eyes.
To realize that although between the sword and the hand, the hand and the
elbow, the elbow and the body, the silvery threads hung like tropical festoons,
and although the naked steel was as though delivered in its caul, that the
limbs were free to move, as free as ever before. The speed of the swung cleaver
would in no way be retarded. The secret was to _ignore_. So Swelter moved forward, growing at each
soft, deft pace more and more like something from the deeps where the grey
twine-weed coils the sidling sea-cow. Suddenly stepping into a shaft of
moonlight he flamed in a network of threads. He peered through a shimmering
mesh. He was gossamer. He concentrated his entire sentience on
the killing. He banished all irrelevancies from his canalized mind. His great
ham of a face was tickling as though aswarm with insects, but there was no room
left in his brain to receive the messages which his nerve endings were
presumably delivering -- his brain was full. It was full of death. Flay watched his every step. His long back
was inclined forwards like the bole of a sloping conifer. His head was lowered
as though he was about to use it as a battering ram. His padded knees were
slightly bent. The yards of cloth were now redundant, but there was no
opportunity for him to unwind them. The cook was within seven feet of him.
Between them lay a fallen beam. About two yards to Swelter's left its extremity
had settled into the dust, but to the right, the relic of an old iron box
supporting it roughly at its centre, it terminated about three feet up in the
air, spilth'd with fly-choked webs. It was towards the support of this beam
that Swelter made his way, beating the filigreed moonlight to his knees where
it sagged and flared. His path could be traced. He had left behind him from the
door, to where he stood, the web-walled canyon of a dream. Standing now,
immediately behind the broken box, he had narrowed the distance between them to
just over the measure of his arm and cleaver. The air between them was a little
clearer. They were closer now than they had ever been this raining night. That
dreadful, palpable closeness that can only be felt when there is mutual hatred.
Their separate and immediate purposes were identical. What else had they in
common? Nothing but the Spider's Hall about them, the webs, the beams, the
by-play of the spangling moon and the drumming of the rain in their ears. At any other time the chef would have made
play with his superior wit. He would have taunted the long, half-crouching
figure before him. But now, with blood to be spilt, what did it matter whether
or not he incensed his foe? His wit would fall in a more concrete way. It would
flash -- but in steel. And let his final insult be that Flay could no longer
tell an insult from a lamb-chop -- unless with his body in two pieces he were
still able to differentiate. For a moment they stood, moving a little
up and down on their toes. With his sword before him Mr. Flay began to move
along his side of the fallen beam, to the left, in order presumably to come to
closer grips. As Swelter moved his little eyes to the right following every
movement of the other's body, he found that his vision was being impeded by so
heavy an interfusion of ancient webbing that it would be unwise for him to
remain where he was. In a flash he had both taken a sideways pace to his left
and switched his eyes in the same direction. Flay at once crept in upon him,
his face half shrouded by the thick webs through which he peered. His head was
immediately above the lower end of the beam. Swelter's rapid glance to his left
had been fruitful. He had seen the lifted end of the beam as his first true
friend in a hail of hindrances, and when his eyes returned to his thin foe his
fat lips twisted. Whether such a muscular obscenity could be termed a
"smile" he neither knew nor cared. Mr. Flay was crouching exactly
where he had hoped that he might lure him. His chin was, characteristically,
jutting forwards -- as though this habit had been formed for Mr. Swelter's
convenience alone. There was no time to lose. Swelter was three feet from the
raised terminal of the long beam when he sprang. For a moment there was so much
flesh and blood in the air that a star changed colour under Saturn's shoulder.
He did not land on his feet. He had not intended to. To bring the entire weight
of his body down upon the beam-head was all that mattered. He brought it down;
and as his under-belly struck, the far end of the beam leapt like a living
thing, and, striking Mr. Flay beneath his outstretched jaw, lifted him to his
full height before he collapsed, a dead weight, to the floor. The chef, heaving himself grotesquely to
his feet, could hardly get to the body of his victim quickly enough. There he
lay, his coat rucked up at the level of his arm-pits, his lean flank exposed.
Mr. Swelter raised the cleaver. He had waited so long for this. Many, many
months. He turned his eyes to the web-shrouded weapon in his hands, and as he
did so Mr. Flay's left eyelid fluttered, and a moment later he had focused the
chef and was watching him through his lashes. He had not the strength to move
at that horrifying moment. He could only watch. The cleaver was lifted, but he
now saw that Swelter was peering quizzically at the blade, his eyebrows raised.
And then he heard the sponge-like voice for the second time that night. "Would you like to be wiped, my
pretty one?" it said, as though certain that a reply would be forthcoming
from the brutal head of steel. "You would, wouldn't you -- before you have
your supper? Of course. And how could you ever enjoy a nice warm bath with all
your clothes on, eh? But I'll soon be washing you, little blossom. And I must
wipe your face, dear; wipe it blue as ink, then you can start drinking, can't
you?" He held the lean metal head at his bosom. "It's just the thing
for thirsty ones, my darling.Just the very nightcap." There followed a few
moments of low gastric chuckling before he began to drag the webbing from the
cleaver's blade. He was standing about two feet away from the prostrate figure
of Flay, who was half in and half out of moonlight. The demarcation line lay
across his bare flank. Luckily for him it was his upper half that was in shadow
and his head was all but lost. As he watched the overhang above him and noted
that the chef had all but cleared the blade of cobwebs, his attention became
focused upon the upper segment of the face of his foe. It was veiled, as indeed
was the rest of the face and body, with the ubiquitous webs, but it seemed that
above the left ear there was something additional. So accustomed had Swelter
become to the tickling of the webs across his face and to the hundred minor
irritations of the skin, that he had not noticed that upon his right eye there
sat a spider. So thickly had his head been draped that he had accepted this
impediment to his vision as being part of the general nuisance. Flay could see
the spider quite clearly from where he lay, but what he now saw was something
fateful. It was the spider's mate. She had emerged from the grey muddle above
the left ear and was taking, leg by leg, the long, thin paces. Was she in
search of her husband? If so, her sense of direction was sound, for she made
towards him. Swelter was running the flat of his hand
along the steel face of his weapon. It was naked for use. Putting his blubber
lips to the moonlit steel he kissed it, and then, falling a short step back, he
lifted the cleaver with both hands, grasping the long handle high above his lowered
head. He stood upon tip-toe, and, poised for a moment thus, went suddenly
blind. His left eye had become involved with a female spider. She sat upon it
squarely, enjoying the rolling movement of the orb she covered. It was for this
precise instant that Flay had been waiting ever since he had caught sight of
the insect a few seconds previously. It seemed that he had lain there stretched
vulnerably beneath the murderous cleaver for an hour at least. Now was his
moment, and gripping his sword which had fallen beside him when he fell, he
rolled himself with great rapidity from beneath the belly of the cook and from
the cleaver's range. Swelter, sweating with irritation at being
baulked for the second time in this business of climax, imagined nevertheless that
Flay was still below him. Had he struck downwards in spite of the spiders on
his eyes it may be that Flay could not have escaped. But Mr. Swelter would have
considered it a very sorry ending after all his pains to find he had made
slaughter without having been able to see the effect. Outside Lord
Sepulchrave's door it was different. There was no light, anyway. But here with
a beautiful moon to illumine the work it was surely neither the time nor the
place to be at the mercy of a spider's whim. And so he lowered the cleaver to his bosom
and, freeing his right hand, plucked the insects from his eyes, and he had
started to raise the weapon again before he saw that his victim had gone. He
wheeled about, and as he did so he experienced a white-hot pain in his left
buttock and a searing sensation at the side of his head. Screaming like a pig,
he wheeled about, raising his finger to where his ear should have been. It had
gone. Flay had swiped it off, and it swung to and fro in a spider-made hammock
a foot above the floor-boards at the far end of the room. And what voluptuary
ever lolled with half the languor of that boneless thing! A moonbeam, falling on the raddled lobe,
withdrew itself discreetly and the ear disappeared into tactful darkness. Flay
had, in rapid succession, jabbed and struck. The second blow had missed the
skull, but he had drawn first blood; in fact, first and second, for Swelter's
left rump bled magnificently. There was, in point of fact, an island growing
gradually -- a red island that had seeped through to the white vastness of his
cloth rear. This island was changing its contours momentarily, but as the echo
of Swelter's scream subsided, it very much resembled in its main outline the
inverted wing of an angel. The blows had no more than gored him. Of
Swelter's acreage, only a perch or two here and there might, if broken, prove
vulnerable loam. That he bled profusely could prove little. There was blood in
him to revitalize an anaemic army, with enough left over to cool the guns.
Placed end to end his blood vessels might have coiled up the Tower of Flints
and half way down again like a Virginia creeper -- a vampire's home from home. Be that as it may, he was blooded, and the
cold, calculating malice had given way to a convulsive hatred that had no
relation to the past. It was on the boil of now, and heading into the webs that
divided them, he let loose a long scything blow at Mr. Flay. He had moved very
rapidly and but for the fact that the moonlit webs deceived him as to the
distance between them, so that he struck too soon, it is probable that all
would have been over bar the disposal of the body. As it was, the wind of the
blow and the hiss of the steel were enough to lift the hairs on Mr. Flay's head
and to set up a horrible vibration in his ears. Recovering almost at once from
the surprise, however, Flay struck in return at the cook, who was for a moment
off his balance, catching him across the bolster-like swelling of his shoulder. And then things happened very rapidly, as
though all that had gone before was a mere preamble. Recovering from the
flounder of his abortive blow, and with the fresh pain at his shoulder,
Swelter, knowing he had, with his cleaver extended, the longer reach, gripped
the weapon at the extreme end of the handle and began to gyrate, his feet
moving with horrifying rapidity beneath his belly, not only with the kind of
complicated dance movement which swivels the body around and around at great
speed, but in a manner which brought him nearer every moment to Mr. Flay.
Meanwhile, his cleaver, outstretched before him, sang on its circular path.
What remained of the webs in the centre of the room fell away before this
gross, moon-dappled cyclone. Flay, nonpiussed for the moment, watched in
fascinated horror the rapid succession of faces which the swivelling of Swelter
conduced; faces of which he had hundreds; appearing and reappearing at high
speed (with an equal number of rear-views of the huge head, interlarded, in all
literalness). The whirr of steel was approaching rapidly. The rotation was too
speedy for him to strike between the cycles, nor was his reach long enough were
he to stand his ground. Moving backwards he found that he was
being forced gradually into a corner at the far end of the room. Swelter was
bearing down on him with a kind of nightmare quality. His mind was working, but
the physical perfection of his footwork and the revolving of the steel had
something of the trance about them -- something that had become through their
very perfection detached and on their own. It was difficult to imagine how the
great white top could stop itself. And then Mr. Flay had an idea. As though
cowering from the oncoming steel, he moved back further and further into the
corner until his bent backbone came into contact with the junction of the two
walls. Cornered of his own choosing, for he would have had time to leap for the
rain-filled opening of moonlight had he wished, he raised himself to his full
height, prising his spine into the right-angle of the walls, his sword lowered
to his feet -- and waited. The scything cleaver spun nearer momently.
At every glimpse of the chef's rotating head he could see the little blood-shot
eyes focused upon him. They were like lumps of loathing, so concentrated was
his every thought and fibre upon the death of Flay that, as he whirred closer
and closer, his normal wits were in abeyance, and what Flay had hoped for
happened. The arc of the long weapon was of such amplitude that at its left and
right extremes it became all of a sudden within a few inches of the adjacent
walls and at the next revolution had nicked away the plaster before, finally,
as the walls -- so it seemed to Swelter -- leapt forward to meet him, the chef
discovered the palms of his hands and forearms stinging with the shock of
having taken a great section of the mouldering wall away. Flay, with his sword
still held along his leg, its point beside his toe-cap, was in no position to
receive the impact of Swelter's body as it fell forward upon him. So sudden and
so jarring had been the stoppage of his murderous spinning, that, like a broken
engine, its rhythm and motivation lost, its body out of control, Swelter
collapsed, as it were, within his own skin, as he slumped forwards. If Flay had
not been so thin and had not forced himself so far into the corner, he would
have been asphyxiated. As it was, the clammy, webbedraggled pressure of
Swelter's garments over his face forced him to take short, painful breaths. He
could do nothing, his arms pinned at his sides, his visage crushed. But the
effects of the shock were passing, and Swelter, as though suddenly regaining
his memory, heaved himself partially from the corner in a tipsy way, and
although Mr. Flay at such close range was unable to use his sword, he edged
rapidly along the lefthand wall and, turning, was within an ace of darting a
thrust at Swelter's ribs when his foe staggered out of range in a series of
great drunken curves. The giddiness with which his gyrations had filled him
were for the moment standing him in good stead, for reeling as he did about the
Hall of Spiders he was an impossible target for all but mere blood-letting. And so Flay waited. He was acutely aware
of a sickening pain at the back of his neck. It had grown as the immediate
shock of the blow to his jaw had subsided. He longed desperately for all to be
over. A terrible fatigue had entered him. Swelter, once the room no longer span
around him and his sense of balance was restored, moved with horrible purpose
across the Hall, the cleaver trembling with frustration in his hand. The sound
of his feet on the boards was quite distinct, and startled Flay into glancing
over his shoulder into the moonlight. The rain had ceased and, save for the
dolorous whispering of Gormenghast a-drip, there was a great hush. Flay had felt all of a sudden that there
could be no finality, no decision, no death-blow in the Hall of Spiders. Save
for this conviction he would have attacked Swelter as he leaned, recovering
from his giddiness, by the door at the far end of the room. But he only stood
by the moon-filled opening, a gaunt silhouette, the great cloth rolls like
malformations at his knees, and waited for the chef's advance, while he worked
at the vertebrae of his aching neck with his long bony fingers. And then had come
the onrush. Swelter was upon him, his cleaver raised, the left side of his head
and his left shoulder shiny with blood, and a trail of it behind him as he
came. Immediately before the opening to the outer air was a six-inch step
upwards which terminated the flooring. Beyond this there was normally a
three-foot drop to a rectangular walled-in area of roof. Tonight there was no
such drop, for a great lake of rain-water lapped at the dusty boards of the
Hall. To a stranger the lake gave the appearance of profound depth as it basked
in the moon. Flay, stepping backwards over the raised strip of boarding, sent
up a fountain of lemon-yellow spray as his foot descended. In a moment he was
spidering his legs backwards through water as warm as tea. The air, for all the
downpour, was as oppressive as ever. The horrible weight of heat was
undispersed. And then the horror happened. Swelter,
following at high speed, had caught his toe at the raised lip of the opening,
and unable to check his momentum, had avalanched himself into warm water. The
cleaver sailed from his grasp and, circling in the moonlight, fell with a fluke
of flame in the far, golden silence of the lake. As Swelter, face down and
floundering like a sea-monster, struggled to find his feet, Flay reached him.
As he did so, with a primeval effort the cook, twisting his trunk about, found,
and then lost again, a temporary foothold and, writhing, fell back again, this
time upon his back, where he floated, lashing, great washes of water spreading
on all sides to the furthermost reaches. For a moment he was able to breathe,
but whether this advantage was outbalanced by his having to see, towering above
him, the dark, unpreaching body of his foe -- with the hilt of the sword raised
high over his head, both hands grasping it and the point directed at the base
of his ribs, only he could know. The water about him was reddening and his
eyes, like marbles of gristle, rolled in the moonlight as the sword plunged
steeply. Flay did not trouble to withdraw it. It remained like a mast of steel
whose sails had fallen to the decks where, as though with a life of their own,
unconnected with wind or tide, they leapt and shook in ghastly turbulence. At
the masthead, the circular sword hilt, like a crow's nest, boasted no inch-high
pirate. Flay, leaning against the outer wall of the Hall of Spiders, the water
up to his knees and watching with his eyes half-closed, the last death throes,
heard a sound above him, and in a shudder of gooseflesh turned his eyes and
found them staring into a face -- a face that smiled in silver light from the
depths of the Hall beyond. Its eyes were circular and its mouth was opening,
and as the lunar silence came down as though for ever in a vast white sheet,
the long-drawn screech of a death-owl tore it, as though it had been calico,
from end to end. 62 GONE In after years Mr. Flay was almost daily
startled to remembrance of what now ensued. It returned in the way that dreams
recur, suddenly and unsolicited. The memory was always unearthly, but no less
so than the hours themselves which followed upon Swelter's death -- hours as it
were from a monstrous clock across whose face, like the face of a drum, was
stretched the skin of the dead chef -- a clock whose hands trailed blood across
and through the long minutes as they moved in a circular trance. Mr. Flay moved
with them. He would remember how the Earl at the
window was awake; how he had held his rod with the jade knob in his hand, and
how he had stepped down in the lake of rain. He had prodded the body and it had
twisted for a minute and then righted itself, as though it were alive and had a
positive wish to remain staring at the moon. The Earl then closed the cook's
eyes, moving the two petals of pulp over their respective blood-alleys. "Mr. Flay," Lord Sepulchrave had
said. "Lordship?" queried his servant,
hoarsely. "You did not reply to me when I
saluted you." Flay did not know what his master could
mean. Saluted him? He had not been spoken to. And then he remembered the cry of
the owl. He shuddered. Lord Sepulchrave tapped the hilt of the
sword-mast with his rod. "Do you think that they will enjoy him?" he
said. He parted his lips slowly. "We can but proffer him. That is the
least we can do." Of the nightmare that followed it is
needful to say only that the long hours of toil which followed culminated at
the Tower of Flints to which they had dragged the body, after having steered it
between a gap in the battlements through which the lake was emptying itself. Swelter
had descended in the two-hundred-foot cascade of moon-sparkling water and they
had found his body, spread to the size of a sheet and bubbling on the drenched
gravel. A rope had been procured and a hook attached and the long drag had at
last been effected. The white silence was terrible, The
moonlight like a hoar frost on the Tower of Flints. The shell of the library
glimmered in the distance far down the long line of halls and pavilions, and of
domed, forsaken structures. To their right the lit pinewoods were split with
lines of midnight. About their feet a few cones, like ivory carvings, were
scattered, anchored to the pale earth by their shadows. What was once Swelter glistened. And the Earl had said: "This is my
hour, Flay. You must go from here, Mr. Flay. You must go away. This is the hour
of my reincarnation. I must be alone with him. That you killed him is your
glory. That I can take him to _them_ is mine. Good-bye, for my life is
beginning. Goodbye . . . good-bye." And he had turned away, one hand still
holding the rope, and Flay half ran and half walked for a short distance
towards the Castle, his head turned over his shoulder, his body shuddering.
When he stopped, the Earl was dragging the glistening thing behind him and was
at the time-eaten opening at the base of the Tower. A moment later and he was gone, the
flattened weight undulating as it slithered up and over the three steps that
led into the corroded entrance, the form of the steps showing in blurred
contour. Everything was moving round and round --
the Tower, the pines, the corpse, the moon, and even the inhuman cry of pain
that leapt from the Tower's throat into the night -- the cry, not of an owl,
but of a man about to die. As it echoed and echoed, the lank and exhausted servant
fell fainting in his tracks, while the sky about the Tower became white with
the lit bodies of circling owls, and the entrance to the Tower filled with a
great weight of feathers, beaks and talons as the devouring of the two
incongruous remains proceeded. 63 THE
ROSES WERE STONES Alone among the Twisted Woods -- like a
branch himself, restless among the rooted trees, he moved rapidly, the sound of
his knees becoming day by day familiar to the birds, and hares. Ribbed with the sunlight where the
woodlands thinned, dark as shadows themselves where no sun came, he moved as
though pursued. For so long a time had he slept in the cold, lightless corridor
that waking, as it were, with no protection from the dawn, or stretching himself
for sleep, defenceless before the twilight and sundown, he was at first unable
to feel other than nakedness and awe. Nature, it seemed, was huge as
Gormenghast. But as time went on he learned to find the shortest and most
secret ways of hill and woodland, of escarpment and marshland, to trace the
winding of the river and its weed-bound tributaries. He realized that though the raw ache for
the life he had lost was no less with him, yet the exertions he was obliged to
make for his own preservation and the call that such a life made upon his
ingenuity, had their compensations. He learned, day by day, the ways of this
new world. He felt proud of the two caves which he had found in the slopes of
Gormenghast mountain. He had cleared them of rocks and hanging weeds. He had
built the stone ovens and the rock tables, the hurdling across their walls to
discourage the foxes, and the beds of foliage. One lay to the south at the
fringe of the unexplored country. It was remote and very thrilling to his bones
-- for the mountain lay between him and the far Castle. The second cave was in
the northern slope, smaller, but one which on rainy nights was more likely to
prove accessible. In a glade of the Twisted Woods he had constructed a shack as
his primary and especial home. He was proud of his growing skill at snaring
rabbits: and of his successes with the net he had so patiently knotted with
lengths of tough root fibre; and it was sweet to taste the fish he prepared and
ate alone in the shadow of his shack. The long evenings were like blond
eternities -- stifling and silent save for the occasional flutter of a wing or
the scream of a passing bird. A stream which had all but dried moved past his
doorway and disappeared in the shadows of the undergrowth to the south. His
love of this lost glade he had selected grew with the development of a woodland
instinct which must have been latent in his blood, and with the feeling that he
possessed something of his own -- a hut he had made with his own hands. Was
this rebellion? He did not know. The day over, he would sit at the door of his
cabin, his knees beneath his chin, his bony hands clasping his elbows, and
stare ruminatively (a stranger would have thought sullenly) before him as the
shadows lengthened inch by inch. He had started to turn over in his mind the
whole story of Gormenghast as it had affected him. Of Fuchsia, now that he
could see her no longer, he found it painful to reminisce, for he missed her
more than he could have imagined possible. The weeks went by and his skill grew, so
that he had no longer to lie in wait for half a day at a time at the mouths of
warrens, a club in his hand; nor waste long hours by the river, fishing the
less hopeful reaches for lack of lore. He could devote more and more of his
time to conditioning his shack against the approaching autumn and inevitable
winter; to exploring further afield, and to brooding in the evening sunlight.
It was then that the vile, nightmare memory would most often return. The shape
of a cloud in the sky -- the sight of a red beetle -- anything might suddenly
awake the horror; and he would dig his nails into the palms of his hands as the
recollection of the murder and of the subsequent death of his master
discoloured his brain. There were few days in which he did not
climb the foothills of the Mountain, or pick his way to the edge of the Twisted
Woods, in order to see the long broken line of Gormenghast's backbone. Hours of
solitude in the woods were apt to detach him from the reality of any other
life, and he would at times find that he was running gawkily through the boles
in a sudden fear that there was no Gormenghast: that he had dreamed it all:
that he belonged to nowhere, to nothing: that he was the only man alive in a
dream of endless branches. The sight of that broken skyline so
interwoven with his earliest recollections reassured him that though he was
himself ejected and abandoned, yet all that had given him purpose and pride in
life was there, and was no dream or fable, but as real as the hand which shielded
his eyes, a reality of immemorial stone, where lived, where died, and where was
born again the lit line of the Groans. On one such evening, after scanning the
Castle for some while, and moving his eyes at last across the corruscation of
the mud huts, he rose to his feet and began his return journey to the glade,
when suddenly changing his mind, he retraced a hundred or so of his steps and
set off to his left, penetrating with astonishing speed a seemingly
impenetrable valley of thorns. These stunted trees gave way at length to
sparser shrub, the leaves, which had all but fallen with drought, hanging to
the brittled branches only by reason of the belated refreshment which the
sudden storm had given to their roots on the night of the murder. The incline
on either side could now be seen more clearly, and as Flay picked his way
through the last barrier of shrubs, ash-coloured slopes lifted unbroken on his
either hand, the grass as sleek and limp as hair, with not a pale blade
upright. There was not a breath of wind. He rested himself, lying out upon his
back on a hot slope to his right. His knees were drawn up (for angles were
intrinsic to his frame in action or repose) and he gazed abstractedly over the
small of his outstretched arm at the sheen on the grasses. He did not rest for long, for he wished to
arrive at his northern cave before dusk. He had not been there for some while,
and it was with a kind of swart enjoyment that he surrendered to the sudden
whim. The sun was already a far cry from its zenith, hanging in haze, a few
degrees above the horizon. The prospect from the northern cave was
unusual. It gave Mr. Flay what he imagined must be pleasure. He was discovering
more and more in this new and strange existence, this vastness so far removed
from corridors and halls, burned libraries and humid kitchens, that gave rise
in him to a new sensation, this interest in phenomena beyond ritual and
obedience -- something which he hoped was not heretical in him -- the
multiformity of the plants and the varying textures in the barks of trees, the
varieties of fish and bird and stone. It was not in his temperament to react
excitedly to beauty, for, as such, it had never occurred to him. It was not in
him to think in terms. His pleasure was of a dour and practical breed; and yet,
not altogether. When a shaft of light fell across a dark area his eyes would
turn to the sky to discover the rift through which the rays had broken. Then
they would return with a sense of accomplishment to the play of the beams. But he
would keep his eye upon them. Not that he supposed them to be worth looking at
-- imagining there was something wrong in himself for wasting his time in such
a fruitless way. As the days went by he had found that he was moving to and fro
through the region in order to be at one place or another in time to watch the
squirrels among the oaks at noon, the homecoming of the rooks, or the death of
the day from some vantage point of his finding. And so it was this night that he wished to
watch the crags as they blackened against the falling sun. It took him another hour of walking to
reach the northern cave, and he was tired when he stripped himself of his
ragged shirt and rested his back against the cool outer wall. He was only just
in time, for the circle, like a golden plate, was balancing upon its rim on the
point of the northernmost of the main crags of Gormenghast Mountain. The sky
about it was old-rose, translucent as alabaster, yet sumptuous as flesh. And
mature. Mature as a soft skin or heavy fruit, for this was no callow experiment
in zoneless splendour -- this impalpable sundown was consummate and the child
of all the globes' archaic sundowns since first the red eye winked. As the thin man's gaze travelled down the
steep sides of this crag to the great heart-shaped gulch beneath it where what
vegetation there was lay sunk in a sea of shade, he felt rather than saw, for
his thoughts were still in the darkness, a quickening of the air about him and
lifting his head he noticed how, with a deepening of the rose in the sky, all
things were tinted, as though they had awaited the particular concentration of
hue which the sky now held, before admitting the opinions of their separate
colours to be altered or modified. As at the stroke of a warlock's wand the world
was suffused -- all things saving the sun, which, in contradiction to the
colour of the vapours and the forms that it had raddled, remained golden. Flay began to untie his boots. Behind him
his swept cave yawned, a million prawn-coloured motes swaying against the
darkness at the entrance. He noticed, as he worked his heel free of the
leather, that the crag was biting its way into the sun and had all but reached
its centre. He leant his bony head backwards against the stone, and his face
became lit and the stubble of his first beard shone, its every hair a thread of
copper wire, as he followed the course of the crag's crest in its seemingly
upward and arrow-headed journey, its black barbs eating outwards as it climbed. Inexorable as was its course, there was,
that summer evening, more destiny in the progress of another moving form, so
infinitesimal in the capacious mountain dusk, than in the vast sun's ample,
spellbound cycle. Through her, in microcosm, the wide earth
sobbed. The starglobe sank in her; the colours faded. The death-dew rose and
the wild birds in her breast climbed to her throat and gathered songless,
hovering, all tumult, wing to wing, so ardent for those climes where all things
end. To Flay, it was as though the silence of
his solitude had been broken, the senses invading each other's provinces, for
on seeing the movement of something the size of the letter "i", that
moved in silhouette against the gigantic yellow plate, he had the sensation of
waking from a dream which took hold of him. Distant as it was, he could tell it
for a human form. That it was Keda it was not in his power to realize. He knew
himself for witness. He could not stop himself. He knelt forward on his knees,
while the moments melted, one into the next. He grew more rigid. The tiny,
infinitely remote figure was moving across the sun towards the crag's black
edge. Impotently, he watched, his jaw thrust forwards and a cold sweat broke
across his bony brow, for he knew himself to be in the presence of Sorrow --
and an interloper upon something more personal and secret than he had the right
to watch. And yet impersonal. For in the figurette was the personification of
all pain, taking, through sliding time, its final paces. She moved slowly, for the climb had tired
her and it had not been long since she had borne the child of clay, like
alabaster, the earthless daughter who had startled all. It was as though Keda
was detached from the world, exalted and magnificently alone in the rose-red
haze of the upper air. At the edge of the naked drop to the shades below she
came to a standstill, and, after a little while, turned her head to Gormenghast
and the Dwellings, afloat in the warm haze. They were unreal. They were so far,
so remote. No longer of her, they were over. Yet she turned her head for the
child's sake. Her head, turning, was dimensionless. A
thong about her neck supported the proud carvings of her lovers. They hung
across her breasts. At the edge of age, there was a perilous beauty in her face
as of the crag's edge that she stood upon. The last of footholds; such a little
space. The colour fading on the seven-foot strip. It lay behind her like a
carpet of dark roses. The roses were stones. There was one fern growing. It was
beside her feet. How tall? . . . A thousand feet? Then she must have her head
among far stars. How far all was! Too far for Flay to see her head had turned
-- a speck of life against that falling sun. Upon his knees he knew that he was
witness. About her and below lay the world. All things
were ebbing. A moon that climbed suddenly above the eastern skyline, chilling
the rose, waned through her as it waxed, and she was ready. She moved her hair from her eyes and
cheekbones. It hung deep and still as the shadow in a well; it hung down her
straight back like midnight. Her brown hands pressed the carvings inwards to
her breast, and as a smile began to grow, the eyebrows raised a little, she
stepped outwards into the dim atmosphere, and falling, was most fabulously lit
by the moon and the sun. 64 "BARQUENTINE
AND STEERPIKE" The inexplicable disappearance of both
Lord Sepulchrave and Swelter was, of course, the burden of Gormenghast -- its
thoughts' fibre -- from the meanest of the latter's scullions to the former's
mate. The enigma was absolute, for the whereabouts of Flay was equally obscure. There was no end to the problem. The long
corridors were susurrous with rumour. It was unthinkable that so ill-matched a
pair should have gone together. Gone? Gone where? There was nowhere to go. It
was equally unthinkable that they should have gone singly, and for the same
reason. The illness of the Earl had, of course,
been uppermost in the minds of the Countess, Fuchsia and the Doctor, and an
exhaustive search had been organized under the direction of Steerpike. It
revealed no vestige of a clue, although from Steerpike's point of view it had
been well worth while, for it gave him occasion to force an entry into rooms
and halls which he had for a long while hoped to investigate with a view to his
own re-establishment. It was on the ninth day of the search that
Barquentine decided to call a halt to exertions which were going not only
against his grain, but the grain of every rooted denizen of the stone forest --
that terraced labyrinth of broken rides. The idea of the head of the House being
away from his duties for an hour was sufficiently blasphemous: that he should
have _disappeared_ was beyond speech. It was beyond anger. Whatever had
happened to him, whatever had been the cause of his desertion, there could be
no two ways about it -- his Lordship was a renegade, not only in the eyes of
Barquentine, but (dimly or acutely perceived) in the eyes of all. That a search had to be made was obvious,
but it was also in everyone's thoughts that to find the Earl would cause so
painful, so frantically delicate a situation that there would be advantages
were his disappearance to remain a mystery. The horror with which Barquentine had
received the news had now, at the end of the ninth day, given place to a stony
and intractable loathing for all that he associated with the personality of his
former master, his veneration for the Earl (as a descendant of the original
line) disassociating itself from his feelings about the man himself.
Sepulchrave had behaved as a traitor. There could be no excuses. His illness?
What was that to him? Even in illness he was of the Groans. During those first days after the fateful
news he had become a monster as he scoured the building, cursing all who
crossed his path, probing into room after room, and thrashing out with his
crutch at any whom he considered tardy. That Titus should from the very beginning
be under his control and tutelage was his only sop. He turned it over on his
withered tongue. He had been impressed by
Steerpike's arrangements for the search, during which he had been forced to
come into closer contact with the youth than formerly. There was no love lost
between them, but the ancient began to have a grudging respect for the methodical
and quickly moving youth. Steerpike was not slow to observe the obscurest signs
of this and he played upon them. On the day when, at Barquentine's orders, the
searchings ceased, the youth was ordered to the Room of Documents. There he
found the ragged Barquentine seated on a highbacked chair, a variety of books
anu papers on a stone table before him. It was as though his knotted beard was
sitting on the stone between his wrinkled hands. His chin was thrust forward,
so that his stretched throat appeared to be composed of a couple of lengths of
rope, several cords and a quantity of string. Like his father"s, his head
was wrinkled to the brink of belief, his eyes and mouth when closed
disappearing altogether. Propped against the stone table was his crutch. "You called for me?" queried
Steerpike from the door. Barquentine raised his hot-looking,
irritable eyes and dropped the cross-hatched corners of his mouth. "Come here, you," he rasped. Steerpike moved to the table, approaching
in a curious, swift and sideways manner. There was no carpet on the floor and
his footsteps sounded crisply. When he reached the table and stood
opposite the old man, he inclined his head to one side. "Search over," said Barquentine.
"Call the dogs off. Do you hear?" He spat over his shoulder. Steerpike bowed. "No more nonsense!" barked the
old voice. "Body of me, we've seen enough of it." He started to scratch himself through a
horrible-looking tear in his scarlet rags. There was a period of silence while
this operation proceeded. Steerpike began to shift the weight of his body to
his other leg. "Where do you think you're going to?
Stand still, you rat-damned misery, will you? By the lights of the mother I
buried rump-end up, hold your clod, boy, hold your clod." The hairs about
his mouth were stuck with spittle as he fingered his crutch on the stone table. Steerpike sucked at his teeth. He watched
every move of the old man in front of him, and waited for a loophole in the
armour. Sitting at the table, Barquentine might
have been mistaken for a normally constructed elder, but it came as a shock
even to Steerpike to see him clamber off the seat of the high-backed chair,
raise his arm for the crutch and strike a path of wood and leather around the
circumference of the table, his chin on a level with its surface. Steerpike, who was himself on the small
side, even for his seventeen years, found that the Master of Ritual, were he to
have brought his head forward for a few inches, would have buried his bristling
nose a hand's breadth above the navel, that pivot for a draughtsman's eye, that
relic whose potentiality appears to have been appreciated only by the dead
Swelter, who saw in it a reliable salt-cellar, when that gentleman decided upon
eggs for his breakfast in bed. Be that as it irrelevantly may, Steerpike
found himself staring down into an upturned patch of wrinkles. In this
corrugated terrain two eyes burned. In contrast to the dry sand-coloured skin
they appeared grotesquely liquid, and to watch them was ordeal by water; all
innocence was drowned. They lapped at the dry rims of the infected well-heads.
There were no lashes. He had made so rapid and nimble a detour
of the stone table that he surprised Steerpike, appearing with such
inexpectation beneath the boy's nose. The alternate thud, and crack of sole and
crutch came suddenly to silence. Into this silence a small belated sound, all
upon its own, was enormous and disconnected. It was Barquentine's foot,
shifting its position as the crutch remained in place. He had improved his
balance. The concentration in the ancient's face was too naked to be studied
for more than a moment at a time. Steerpike, after a rapid survey, could only
think that either the flesh and the passion of the head below him was fused
into a substance of the old man's compounding; or that all the other heads he
had ever seen were masks -- masks of matter _per se_, with no admixture of the
incorporeal. This old tyrant's head _was_ his feeling. It was modelled from it,
and of it. Steerpike was too near it -- the nakedness
of it. Naked and dry with those wet well-heads under the time-raked brow. But he could not move away -- not without
calling down, or rather calling _up_, the wrath of his wizened god. He shut his
eyes and worked his tongue into a tooth-crater. Then there was a sound, for
Barquentine, having exhausted, apparently, what diversion there was to be found
in the youth's face as seen from below, had spat twice and very rapidly, each
expectoration finding a temporary lodging on the bulges of Steerpike's lowered
lids. "Open them!" cried the cracked
voice. "Open them up, bastard whelp of a whore-rat!" Steerpike with wonder beheld the
septuagenarian balancing upon his only leg with the crutch raised above his
head. It was not directed at himself, however, but with its grasper swivelled
in the direction of the table, seemed about to descend. It did, and a thick
dusty mist arose from the books on which it landed. A moth flapped through the
dust. When it had settled, the youth, his head
turned over his shoulder, his small dark-red eyes half closed, heard
Barquentine say: "So you can call the dogs offi Body
of me, if it isn't time! Time and enough. Nine days wasted! Wasted! -- by the
stones, wasted! Do you hear me, stoat's lug? Do you hear me?" Steerpike began to bow, with his eyebrows
raised by way of indicating that his ear drums had proved themselves equal to
the call made upon them. If the art of gesture had been more acutely develc-?ed
in him he might have implied by some hyper-subtle inclination of his body that
what aural inconvenience he experienced lay not so much in his having to strain
his ears, as in having them strained for him. As it was, it proved unnecessary for him
to ever complete the bow he had begun, for Barquentine was delivering yet
another blow to the books and papers on the table, and a fresh cloud of dust
had arisen. His eyes had left the youth -- and Steerpike was stranded -- in one
sense only -- in that the flood-water of the eyes no longer engulfed him, the
stone table as though it were a moon, drawing away the dangerous tide. He wiped the spittle from his eyelids with
one of Dr. Prunesquallor's handkerchiefs. "What are those books, boy?"
shouted Barquentine, returning the handle of his crutch to his armpit. "By
my head of skin, boy, what are they?" "They are the Law," said
Steerpike. With four stumps of the crutch the old man
was below him again and sluicing him with his hot wet eyes. "By the blind powers, it's the
truth," he said. He cleared his throat. "Don't stand there staring.
What is Law? Answer me, curse you!" Steerpike replied without a moment's
consideration but with the worm of his guile like a bait on the hook of his
brain: "Destiny, sir. Destiny." Vacant, trite and nebulous as was the
reply, it was of the right _kind_. Steerpike knew this. The old man was aware
of only one virtue -- Obedience to Tradition. The destiny of the Groans. The
law of Gormenghast. No individual Groan of flesh and blood
could awake in him this loyalty he felt for "_Groan_" the abstraction
-- the symbol. That the course of this great dark family river should flow on
and on, obeying the contours of hallowed ground, was his sole regard. The seventy-sixth Earl should be ever be
found, dead or alive, had forfeited his right to burial among the Tombs.
Barquentine had spent the day among volumes of ritual and precedent. So
exhaustive was the compilation of relevant and tabulated procedure to be
adopted in unorthodox and unforeseen circumstances that a parallel to Lord
Sepulchrave's disappearance was at last rooted out by the old man -- the
fourteenth Earl of Groan having disappeared leaving an infant heir. Nine days
only had been allowed for the search, after which the child was to be
proclaimed the rightful Earl, standing the while upon a raft of chestnut boughs
afloat on the lake, a stone in the right hand, an ivy-branch in the left, and a
necklace of snail-shells about the neck; while shrouded in foliage the next of
kin and all who were invited to the "Earling" stood, sat, crouched or
lay among the branches of the marginal trees. All this had now, once again, hundreds of
years later, to be put in hand, for the nine days were over and it was in
Barquentine that all power in matters of procedure was vested. It was for him
to give the orders. In his little old body was Gormenghast in microcosm. "Ferret," he said, still staring
up at Steerpike, "your answer's good. Body of me, Destiny it is. What is
your bastard name, child?" "Steerpike, sir." "Age?" "Seventeen." "Buds and fledglings? So they still
spawn "em so! Seventeen." He put a withered tongue between his dry,
wrinkled lips. It might have been the tongue of a boot. "Seventeen,"
he repeated in a voice of such ruminative incredulity as startled the youth,
for he had never before heard any such intonation emerge from that old throat.
"Bloody wrinkles! say it again, chicken." "Seventeen," said Steerpike. Barquentine went off into a form of
trance, the well-heads of his eyes appearing to cloud over and become opaque
like miniature sargassos, of dull chalky-blue -- the cataract veil -- for it
seemed that he was trying to remember the daedal days of his adolescence. The
birth of the world; of spring on the rim of Time. Suddenly he came-to, and cursed; and as
though to shake off something noxious he worked his shoulder-blades to and fro,
as he pad-hopped irritably around his crutch, the ferrule squeaking as it
swivelled on the carpetless floor. "See here, boy," he said, when
he had come to a halt, "there is work to do. There is a raft to be built,
body of me, a raft of chestnut boughs and no other. The procession. The
bareback racing for the bagful. The barbecue in the Stone Hall. Hell slice me
up, boy! call the hounds off." "Yes, sir," said Steerpike.
"Shall I send them back to their quarters?" "Eh?" muttered Barquentine,
"what's that?" "I said shall I return them to their
quarters?" said Steerpike. An affirmative noise from the throat of strings
was the reply. But as Steerpike began to move off,
"Not yet, you dotard! Not yet!" And then: "Who's your
master?" Steerpike reflected a moment. "I have
no immediate master," he said. "I attempt to make myself useful --
here and there." "You do, do you, my sprig? 'Here and
there,' do you? I can see through you. Right the way through you, suckling,
bones and brain. You can't fool me, by the stones you can't. You're a neat
little rat but there"ll be no more 'here and there' for you. It will be
only 'here', do you understand?" The old man ground his crutch into the
floor. "_Here_," he added, with an access of vehemence; "beside
_me_. You may be useful. Very useful." He scratched himself through a tear
at his armpit. "What will my salary amount to?"
said Steerpike, putting his hands in his pockets. "Your _keep_, you insolent
bastard! your _keep_! What more do you want? Hell fire child! have you no
pride? A roof, your food, and the honour of studying the Ritual. Your _keep_,
curse you, and the secrets of the Groans. How else could you serve me but by
learning the iron Trade? Body of me -- I have no son. Are you ready?" "I have never been more so,"
said the high-shouldered boy. 65 BY
GORMENGHAST LAKE Little gusts of fresh, white air blew
fitfully through the high trees that surrounded the lake. In the dense heat of
the season it seemed they had no part; so distinct they were from the sterile
body of the air. How could such thick air open to shafts so foreign and so
aqueous? The humid season was split open for their every gush. It closed as
they died like a hot blanket, only to be torn again by a blue quill, only to
close again; only to open. The sickness was relieved, the sickness
and the staleness of the summer day. The scorched leaves pattered one against
the next, and the tares screaked thinly together, the tufted heads nodding, and
upon the lake was the stippled commotion of a million pin-pricks and the
sliding of gooseflesh shadows that released or shrouded momently the dancing of
diamonds. Through the trees of the southern hanger
that sloped steeply to the water could be seen, through an open cradle of high
branches, a portion of Gormenghast Castle, sun-blistered and pale in its dark
frame of leaves; a remote faзade. A bird swept down across the water,
brushing it with her breastfeathers and leaving a trail as of glow-worms across
the still lake. A spilth of water fell from the bird as it climbed through the
hot air to clear the lakeside trees, and a drop of lake water clung for a
moment to the leaf of an ilex. And as it clung its body was titanic. It
burgeoned the vast summer. Leaves, lake and sky reflected. The hanger was
stretched across it and the heat swayed in the pendant. Each bough, each leaf
-- and as the blue quills ran, the motion of minutiae shivered, hanging.
Plumply it slid and gathered, and as it lengthened, the distorted reflection of
high crumbling acres of masonry beyond them, pocked with nameless windows, and
of the ivy that lay across the face of that southern wing like a black hand,
trembled in the long pearl as it began to lose its grip on the edge of the ilex
leaf. Yet even as it fell the leaves of the far
ivy lay fluttering in the belly of the tear, and, microscopic, from a
thorn-prick window a face gazed out into the summer. In the lake the reflections of the trees
wavered with a concertina motion when the waters ruffled and between the gusts
slowed themselves into a crisp stillness. But there was one small area of lake
to which the gusts could not penetrate, for a high crumbling wall, backed by a
coppice, shielded a shallow creek where the water steamed and was blotched with
swarms of tadpoles. It lay at the opposite end of the lake to
the steep hanger and the castle, from which direction the little breeze blew.
It basked in the northerly corner of the lake's eastern extremity. From west to
east (from the hanger to the creek) stretched the lake's attenuate length, but
the north and south shores were comparatively close to one another, the
southern being for the main part embattled with dark ranks of conifers, some of
the cedars and pines growing out of the water itself. Along the north shore
there was fine grey sand which petered out among the spinneys of birch and
elder. On the sand, at the water's edge, and
roughly in the centre of the northern shore, was spread an enormous
rust-coloured rug, and in the centre of the rug sat Nannie Slagg. Fuchsia lay
upon her back, close by her, with her head upon one side and her forearm across
her eyes to protect them from the sun. Tottering to and fro across the hot drab
sand was Titus in a yellow shift. His hair had grown and darkened. It was quite
straight, but made up for its lack of curls by its thickness and weight. It
reached his shoulders, a dark umber, and over his forehead it hung in a heavy fringe. Stopping for a moment (as though something
very important had occurred to him) in the middle of a tiny, drunken totter, he
turned his head to Mrs. Slagg. His eyebrows were drawn down over the unique
violet of his eyes, and there was a mixture of the pathetic, the ludicrous, and
the sage in the expression of his pippin face. Even a suspicion of the pompous
for a moment as he swayed and sat down suddenly having lost his balance -- and
then, having collapsed, a touch of the august. But, suddenly, in a sideways
crawl, one leg thrusting him forward, his arms paddling wrist-deep through the
sand and his other leg making no effort to play its part, content only to trail
itself beneath and behind its energetic counterpart, he forsook the phlegmatic
and was all impetuousness; but not a smile crossed his lips. When he had reached the rust-coloured rug
he sat quite still a few feet from Mrs. Slagg and scrutinized the old lady's
shoe, his elbow on his knee and his chin sunk in his hand, an attitude
startlingly adult and inappropriate in a child of less than eighteen months. "Oh, my poor heart! how he _does_
look," came Mrs. Slagg's thin voice. "As though I haven't loved him
and toiled to make him joyous. Worn myself out to the marrow for his little
Lordship, I have, day after day, night after night, with this after this and
that after that piling ag"ny on ag"ny until you'd think he would be
glad of love; but he just goes on as though he's wiser than his old Nannie, who
knows all about the vacancies of babies' ("vagaries", she must have
meant), "and all I get is naughtiness from his sister -- oh, my weak
heart, naughtiness and spleen." Fuchsia raised herself on her elbow and
gazed at the brooding conifers on the far side of the lake. Her eyes were not
red from crying: she had cried so much lately that she had drained herself of
salt for a little. They had the look of eyes in which hosts of tears had been
fought back and had triumphed. "What did you say?" "That's it! that's it!" Mrs.
Slagg became petulant. "Never listens. Too wise now to listen, I suppose,
to an old woman who hasn't long to live." "I didn't hear you," said
Fuchsia. "You never _try_," replied
Nannie. "That's what it is -- you never _try_. I might as well not be
here." Fuchsia had grown tired of the old nurse's
querulous and tearful admonishments. She shifted her gaze from the pines to her
brother, who had begun to struggle with the buckle of one of her shoes.
"Well, there's a lovely breeze, anyway," she said. The old nurse, who had forgotten she was
in the middle of chastening Fuchsia, jerked her wizened face towards the girl
in a startled way. "What, my caution dear?" she said. And then
remembering that her "caution" had been in her disfavour for some
reason which she had forgotten, she pursed her face up with a ridiculous and
puny haughtiness, as much as to say: "I may have called you 'my caution
dear', but that doesn't mean that we're on speaking terms." Fuchsia gazed at her in a sullen sadness.
"I said there's a lovely breeze," she repeated. Mrs. Slagg could never keep up her sham
dignity for long, and she smacked out at Fuchsia, as a final gesture, and
misjudging the distance, her blow fell short and she toppled over on her side.
Fuchsia, leaning across the rug, re-established the midget as though she were
setting an ornament and left her arm purposely within range, for she knew her
old nurse. Sure enough, once Nannie Slagg had recovered and had smoothed out
her skirt in front of her and reset her hat with the glassgrapes, she delivered
a weak blow at Fuchsia's arm. "What did you say about the breezes,
dear? Nothing worth hearing, I expect, as usual." "I said they were lovely," said
Fuchsia. "Yes, they _are_," said Nannie,
after reflection. "Yes, they _are_, my only -- but they don't make me any
younger. They just go round the edge of me and make my skin feel nicer." "Well, that's better than nothing, I
suppose," said Fuchsia. "But it's not _enough_, you
argumentary _thing_. It's not _enough_ when there's so much to do. What with
your big mother being so cross with me as though I could help your poor
father's disappearance and all the trouble of the food in the kitchen; as
though _I_ could help." At the mention of her father Fuchsia
closed her eyes. She had herself searched -- searched. She
had grown far older during the last few weeks -- older in that her heart had
been taxed by greater strains of passion than it had ever felt before. Fear of
the unearthly, the ghastly -- for she had been face to face with it -- the fear
of madness and of a violence she suspected. It had made her older, stiller,
more apprehensive. She had known pain -- the pain of desolation -- of having
been forsaken and of losing what little love there was. She had begun to fight
back within herself and had stiffened, and she began to be conscious of a vague
pride; of an awakening realization of her heritage. Her father in disappearing
had completed a link in the immemorial chain. She grieved his loss, her breast
heavy and aching with the pain of it; but beyond it and at her back she felt
for the first time the mountain-range of the Groans, and that she was no longer
free, no longer just Fuchsia, but of the blood. All this was cloud in her.
Ominous, magnificent and indeterminate, Something she did not understand.
Something which she recoiled from -- so incomprehensible in her were its
workings. Suddenly she had ceased to be a girl in all save in habits of speech
and action. Her mind and heart were older and all things, once so clear, were
filled with mist -- all was tangled. Nannie repeated again, her dim eyes gazing
over the lake: "As though _I_ could help all the troubles and the badness
of people here and there doing what they shouldn't. Oh, my weak heart! as
though it were all my fault." "No one says it's your fault,"
said Fuchsia. "You think people are thinking what they don't. It hasn't
been anything to do with you." "It hasn't, _has_ it -- oh, my
caution dear, it hasn't, _has_ it?" Then her eyes became focused again (as
far as they were able). "_What_ hasn't, darling?" "Never mind," said Fuchsia.
"Look at Titus." Nannie turned her head, disapproving of
Fuchsia's answer as she did so, and saw the little creature in his yellow shift
rise to his feet and walk solemnly away, from the great rust-coloured rug and
over the hot drab sand, his hands clasped before him. "Don't you go and leave us,
too!" cried Nannie Slagg. "We can do without that horrid, fat Mr.
Swelter, but we can't do without our little Lordship. We can do without Mr.
Flay and --" Fuchsia rose to her knees, "We can't!
we can't! Don't talk like that -- so horribly. Don't talk of it -- you never
must. Dear Flay and -- but you don't understand; it's no good. Oh, what has
happened to them?" She sank back on her heels, her lower lip quivering,
knowing that she must not let the old nurse's thoughtless remarks touch on her
open wounds. As Mrs. Slagg stared open-eyed, both she
and Fuchsia were startled by a voice, and, turning, they saw two tall figures
approaching them through the trees -- a man -- and, could it be? -- yes, it was
-- a woman. It had a parasol. Not that there would have been anything masculine
about this second figure, even were it to have left the parasol at home. Far
from it. The swaying motion was prodigiously feminine. Her long neck was
similar to her brother"s, tactlessly so, as would have been her face had
not a fair portion of it been mercifully obscured by her black glasses: but
their major dissimilarity was manifest in their pelvic zone. The Doctor (for it
was Prunesquallor) showed about as much sign of having a pair of hips as an eel
set upon its end, while Irma, in white silk, had gone out of her way, it
appeared, to exhibit to their worst advantage (her waist being ridiculously
tight) a pair of hips capable of balancing upon their osseous shelves enough
bric-a-brac to clutter up a kleptomaniac's cupboard. "The top of the morning to you, my
dears," trilled the Doctor; "and when I say 'top' I mean the last
cubic inch of it that sits, all limpidlike on a crest of ether, ha, ha,
ha." Fuchsia was glad to see the Doctor. She
liked him, for all his windy verbiage. Irma, who had hardly been out of doors
since that dreadful day when she disgraced herself at the Burning, was making
every effort to reestablish herself as a lady -- a lady, it is true, who had
lapsed, but a lady nevertheless, and this effort at re-establishment was
pathetically ostentatious. Her dresses were cut still lower across her bosom;
her peerless, milky skin appearing to cover a couple of perches at least. She
made even more play with her hips which swayed when she talked as though, like
a great bell, they were regulated and motivated by a desire to sound, for they
did all but chime as her sharp, unpleasant voice (so contrasted to the knell
her pelvis might have uttered) dictated their figure-of-eight (bird"s-eye
view, cross section) patternations. Her long, sharp nose was directed at
Fuchsia. "Dear child," said Irma,
"are you enjoying the delicious breeze, then, dear child? I said are you
enjoying the delicious breeze? Of course. Irrefutably and more so, I have no
doubt whatever." She smiled, but there was no mirth in her smile, the
muscles of her face complying only so far as to move in the directions
dictated, but refusing to enter into the spirit of the thing -- not that there
was any. "Tut tut!" said her brother in a
tone which implied that it was unnecessary to answer his sister's conventional
openings; and he sat down at Fuchsia's side and flashed her a crocodile smile
with gold S toppings. "I'm glad you've come,"
said Fuchsia. He patted her on the knee in a friendly
staccato way, and then turned to Nannie. "_Mrs_. Slagg," he said, laying
great emphasis upon the "Mrs" as though it was some unique prefix,
"and how are _you_? How's the blood-stream, my dear, invaluable little
woman? How's the blood-stream? Come, come, let your doctor know." Nannie edged a little closer to Fuchsia,
who sat between them, and peered at the Doctor around her shoulder. "It's quite comfortable, sir . . . I
think, sir, thank you," she said, "Aha!" said Prunesquallor,
stroking his smooth chin, "a comfortable stream, is it? Aha! v-e-r-y good.
V-e-r-y good. Dawdling lazily "twixt hill and hill, no doubt. Meandering
through groves of bone, threading the tissues and giving what sustenance it can
to your dear old body. Mrs. Slagg, I am so glad. But in your_self_ -- right
deep down in yourself -- how do you feel? Carnally speaking, are you at peace
-- from the dear grey hairs of your head to the patter of your little feet --
are you at peace?" "What does he mean, dear?" said
poor Mrs. Slagg, clutching Fuchsia's arm. "Oh, my poor heart, what does
the Doctor mean?" "He wants to know if you feel well or
not," said Fuchsia. Nannie turned her red-rimmed eyes to the shock-headed,
smooth-skinned man, whose eyes behind their magnifying spectacles swam and
bulged. "Come, come, my dear Mrs. Slagg, I'm
not going to eat you. Oh, dear no. Not even with some toast to pop you on, and
a little pepper and salt. Not a bit of it. You have been unwell, oh dear, yes
-- since the conflagration. My dear woman, you have been unwell -- most unwell,
and most naturally. But are you _better_ -- that's what your doctor wants to
know -- are you _better_?" Nannie opened her puckered little mouth.
"I ebbs and I flows, sir," she said, "and I falls away
like." Then she turned her head to Fuchsia very quickly as though to make
sure she was still there, the glass grapes tinkling on her hat. Doctor Prunesquallor brought forth a large
silk handkerchief and began to dab his forehead. Irma, after a good deal of
difficulty, presumably with whalebones and such like, had managed to sit down
on the rug amid a good deal of creaking as of pulleys, cranks, hawsers and
fish-hooks. She did not approve of sitting on the ground, but she was tired of
looking down on their heads and decided to risk a brief interlude of
unladyness. She was staring at Titus and saying to herself: "If that were
my child I should cut his hair, especially with his position to keep up." "And what does your 'ebbing' consist
of?" said the Doctor, returning his silk handkerchief to his pocket.
"Is it your heart that's tidal -- or your nerves -- or your liver, bless
you -- or a general weariness of the flesh?" "I get tired," said Mrs. Slagg.
"I get so tired, sir. I have _everything_ to do." The poor old lady
began to tremble. "Fuchsia," said the Doctor,
"come along this evening and I'll give you a tonic which you must make her
take every day. By all that's amaranthine you really must. Balsam and
swansdown, Fuchsia dear, cygnets and the eider bird, she must take it every day
-- syrup on the nerves, dear, and fingers cool as tombs for her old, old
brow." "Nonsense," said his sister.
"I said nonsense, Bernard." "And here," continued Doctor
Prunesquallor, taking no notice of his sister's interjection, "is Titus.
Apparisoned in a rag torn from the sun itself, ha, ha, ha! How vast he is
getting! But how solemn." He made clucking noises in his cheek. "The
great day draws near, doesn't it?" "Do you mean the 'Earling'?"
said Fuchsia. "No less," said Prunesquallor,
his head on one side. "Yes," she answered, "it is
in four days' time. They are making the raft." Then suddenly, as though
she could hold back the burden of her thoughts no longer: "Oh, Doctor
Prune, I must talk to you! May I see you soon? Soon? Don't use long words with
me when we're alone, dear Doctor, like you sometimes do, because I'm so . . .
well . . . because I've got -- I've got worries. Doctor Prune." Prunesquallor languidly began to make
marks in the sand with his long white forefinger. Fuchsia, wondering why he did
not reply, dropped her eyes and saw that he had written: "9 o'clock tonight Cool
Room." Then the long hand brushed away the
message and at the same moment they were conscious of presences behind them
and, turning, they saw the twins, Fuchsia's identical aunts, standing like
purple carvings in the heat. The Doctor sprang nimbly to his feet and
inclined his reedy body in their direction. They took no notice of his gallantry,
staring past him in the direction of Titus, who was sitting quietly at the
lake's edge. From the sky's zenith to where he sat upon
the strip of sand it seemed that a great backcloth had been let down, for the
heat had flattened out the lake, lifted it upright on its sandy rim; lifted the
sloping bank where the conifers, with their shadows, made patterns in three
shades of green, sun-struck and enormous; and balanced in a jig-saw way upon
the ragged edge of this painted wood was a heavy, dead, blue sky, towering to
the proscenium arch of the vision's limit -- the curved eyelid. At the base of
this staring drop-cloth of raw phenomena he sat, incredibly minute; Titus in a
yellow shift, his chin once more in his hand. Fuchsia felt uncomfortable with her aunts
standing immediately behind her. She looked up sideways at them and it was hard
to conceive that they would ever be able to move again. Effigies, white-faced,
whitehanded, and hung with imperial purple. Mrs. Slagg was still unaware of
their presence, and in the silence a silly impulse to chatter gripped her, and,
forgetting her nervousness, she perked her head up at the standing Doctor. "You see, excuse me, Doctor
sir," she said, startling herself by her own bravery, "you see, I've
always been of the energetic system, sir. That's how I always was since I was a
little girl, doing this and that by turns. 'What _will_ she do next?' they
always said. Always." "I am sure they did," answered
the Doctor, reseating himself on the rug and turning to Nannie Slagg, his
eyebrows raised, and a look of incredulous absorption on his pink face. Mrs. Slagg was encouraged. No one had ever
before appeared to be so interested in anything she said. Prunesquallor had
decided that there was a fair chance of the twins remaining transfixed as they
were, for a good half-hour yet, and that to hang around on his elegant legs was
neither in his interests, physically, nor in accord with his self-respect,
which, although of peculiar brand was nevertheless deep-rooted. They had not
acknowledged his gesture. It is true they had not noticed it -- but that was
not his fault. "To hell with the old trouts,"
he trilled to himself. "Breastless as wallpaper. By all that's sentient,
my last post-mortem had more go in it than the pair of"em, turning
somersaults." As he held forth, inwardly, he was paying,
outwardly, the most passionate attention to Mrs. Slagg's every syllable. "And it's always been the same,"
she was quavering, "always the same. Responserverity all the time, Doctor;
and I'm not a little thing any more." "Of course not, of course not, tut,
tut; by all that's shrewd you speak nobly, Mrs. Slagg -- very nobly," said
Prunesquallor, considering at the same time whether there would have been
enough room for her in his black bag, without removing the bottles. "Because we're not as young as we
_were_, are we, sir?" Prunesquallor considered this point very
carefully. Then he shook his head. "What you say has the ring of truth in
it," he said. "In fact, it has every possible kind of ring in it.
Ring-ting, my heart's on the wing, as it were. But tell me, Mrs. Slagg -- tell
me in your own concise way -- of Mr. Slagg -- or am I being indelicate? No --
no -- it couldn't be. Do _you_ know, Fuchsia? Do you? For myself, I am at sea
over Mr. Slagg. He is under my keel -- utterly under. That's queer! Utterly
under. Or isn't it? No matter. To put it brutally: was there a -- No, no!
Finesse, _please_. Who was -- No, no! Crude; crude. Forgive me. Of Mr. Slagg, dear
lady, have you any . . . kind of-- Good gracious me! and I've known you all
this long while and then _this_ teaser comes -- crops up like a dove on
tenderhooks. There's a 'ring' in that -- ha, ha, ha! And what a teaser! Don't
you think so, dear?" He turned to Fuchsia. She could not help smiling, but held the
old nurse's hand. "When did you marry Mr. Slagg,
Nannie?" she asked. Prunesquallor heaved a sigh. "The
direct approach," he murmured. "The apt angle. God bless my
circuitous soul, we learn . . . we learn." Mrs. Slagg became very proud and rigid
from the glass grapes on her hat to her little seat. "Mr. Slagg," she said in a thin,
high voice, "married _me_." She paused, having delivered, as it
seemed to her, the main blow; and then, as an afterthought: "He died the
same night -- and no wonder." "Good heavens -- alive and dead and
half way between. By all that's enigmatic, my dear, dear Mrs. Slagg, what can
you possibly _mean_?" cried the Doctor, in so high a treble that a bird
rattled its way through the leaves of a tree behind them and sped to the west. "He had a stroke," said Mrs.
Slagg. "We've -- had -- strokes --
too," said a voice. They had forgotten the twins and all three
turned their startled heads, but they were not in time to see which mouth had
opened. But as they stared Clarice intoned:
"Both of us, at the same time. It was lovely." "No, it wasn't," said Cora.
"You forget what a nuisance it became." "Oh, _that_!" replied her
sister. "I didn't mind _that_. It's when we couldn't do things with the
left side of us that I didn't like it much." "That's what I said, didn't I?" "Oh no, you didn't." "Clarice Groan," said Cora,
"don't be above yourself." "How do you mean?" said Clarice,
raising her eyes nervously. Cora turned to the Doctor for the first
time. "She's ignorant," she said blankly. "She doesn't
understand figures of eight." Nannie could not resist correcting the
Lady Cora, for the Doctor's attention had infected her with an eagerness to go
on talking. A little nervous smile appeared on her lips, however, when she
said: "You don't mean 'figures of eight', Lady Cora; you mean 'figures of
speech'." Nannie was so pleased at knowing the
expression that the smile remained shuddering in the wrinkles of her lips until
she realized that she was being stared at by the aunts. "Servant," said Cora.
"Servant . . ." "Yes, my lady. Yes, yes, my
lady," said Nannie Slagg, struggling to her feet. "Servant," echoed Clarice, who
had rather enjoyed what had happened. Cora turned to her sister. "There's
no need foryou to say anything." "Why not?" said Clarice. "Because it wasn't you that she was
disobedient with, stupid." "But I want to give her some
punishment, too," said Clarice. "Why?" "Because I haven't given any for such
a long time. . . . Have you?" "You've _never_ given any at
all," said Cora. "Oh yes, I have." "Who to?" "It doesn't matter _who_ it was. I've
given it, and that's that." "That's what?" "That's the punishment." "Do you mean like our
brother"s?" "I don't know. But we mustn't burn
_her_, must we?" Fuchsia had risen to her feet. To strike
her aunts, or even to touch them, would have made her quite ill and it is
difficult to know what she was about to do. Her hands were shaking at her
sides. The phrase, "But we mustn't burn
_her_, must we?" had found itself a long shelf at the back of Doctor
Prunesquallor's brain that was nearly empty, and the ridiculous little phrase
found squatting drowsily at one end was soon thrown out by the lanky newcomer,
which stretched its body along the shelf from the "B" of its head to
the "e" of its tail, and turning over had twenty-four winks (in
defiance of the usual convention) -- deciding upon one per letter and two over
for luck; for there was not much time for slumber, the owner of this shelf --
of the whole bone house, in fact -- being liable to pluck from the most obscure
of his greycell caves and crannies, let alone the shelves, the drowsy phrases
at any odd moment. There was no real peace. Nannie Slagg, with her knuckles
between her teeth, was trying to keep her tears back. Irma was staring in the opposite
direction. Ladies did not participate in "situations". They did not
apprehend them. She remembered that perfectly. It was Lesson Seven. She arched
her nostrils until they were positively triumphal and convinced herself that
she was not listening very hard. Dr. Prunesquallor, imagining the time to
be ripe, leapt to his feet and, swaying like a willow wand that had been stuck
in the ground and twanged at its so exquisitely peeled head -- uttered a
strangely bizarre cry, followed by a series of trills, which can only be
stylized by the "Haha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha- ha-
ha- ha - haha, of literary convention, and wound up with: "Titus! By all that's infinitesimal.
Lord-bless-my-soul, if he hasn't been eaten by a shark!" Which of the five heads turned itself the
most rapidly would be difficult to assess. Possibly Nannie was a fraction of a
second behind the others, for the double reason that the condition of her neck
was far from plastic and because any ejaculation, however dramatic and however
much it touched on her immediate concerns, took time to percolate to the
correct area of her confused little brain. However, the word "Titus" was
different in that it had before now discovered a short cut through the cells.
Her heart had leapt more quickly than her brain and, obeying it involuntarily,
before her body knew that it had received any orders through the usual channels,
she was upon her feet and had begun to totter to the shore. She did not trouble to consider whether
there could possibly be a shark in the fresh water that stretched before her;
nor whether the Doctor would have spoken so flippantly about the death of the
only male heir; nor whether, if he _had_ been swallowed she could do anything
about it. All she knew was that she must run to where he used to be. With her weak old eyes it was only after
she had travelled half the distance that she saw him. But this in no way
retarded what speed she had. He was still _about_ to be eaten by a shark, if he
hadn't already been; and when at last she had him in her arms, Titus was
subjected to a bath of tears. Tottering with her burden, she cast a last
apprehensive glance at the glittering reach of water, her heart pounding. Prunesquallor had begun to take a few
loping, toe-pointed paces after her, not having realized how shattering his
little joke would be. He had stopped, however, reflecting that since there
_was_ to be a shark, it would be best for Mrs. Slagg to frustrate its evil
plans for the sake of her future satisfaction. His only anxiety was that her
heart would not be overtaxed. What he had hoped to achieve by his fanciful
outcry had materialized, namely the cessation of the ridiculous quarrel and the
freeing of Nannie Slagg from further mortification. The twins were quite at a loss for some
while. "I saw it," said Cora. Clarice, not to be outdone, had seen it as
well. Neither of them was very interested. Fuchsia turned to the Doctor as Nannie sat
down, breathless, on the rust-coloured rug, Titus sliding from her arms. "You shouldn't have done that, Doctor
Prune," she said. "But, oh, Lord, how funny! Did you see Miss
Prunesquallor's face?" She began to giggle, without mirth in her eyes. And
then: "Oh, Doctor Prune, I shouldn't have said that -- she's your
sister." "Only just," said the Doctor;
and putting his teeth near Fuchsia's ear he whispered: "She thinks she's a
lady." And then he grinned until the very lake seemed to be in danger of
engulfment. "Oh, dear! the poor thing. Tries _so_ hard, and the more she
tries the less she _is_. Ha! ha! ha! Take it from me, Fuchsia dear, the only
ladies are those to whom the idea of whether they are or not never occurs. Her
blood's all right -- Irma's -- same as mine, ha, ha, ha! but it doesn't go by
blood. It's equipoise, my Gipsy, equipoise that does it -- with a bucketful of
tolerance thrown in. Why, bless my inappropriate soul, if I'm not treading on
the skirts of the serious. Tut, tut, if I'm not." By now they were all sitting upon the rug
and between them creating a monumental group of unusual grandeur. The little
gusts of air were still leaping through the wood and ruffling the lake. The
branches of the trees behind them chafed one another, and their leaves, like a
million conspiring tongues, were husky with heresy. Fuchsia was about to ask what
"equipoise" meant when her eye was caught by a movement among the
trees on the farther side of the lake, and a moment later she was surprised to
see a column of figures threading their way down to the shore, along which they
began to move to the north, appearing and disappearing as the great
water-growing cedars shrouded or revealed them. Saving for the foremost figure, they
carried loops of rope and the boughs of trees across their shoulders, and
excepting the leader they appeared to be oldish men, for they moved heavily. They were the Raft-makers, and were on
their way by the traditional footpath, on the traditional day, to the
traditional creek -- that heat-hazy indentation of water backed by the
crumbling wall and the coppice where the minnows and the tadpoles and the
myriad microscopic smallfry of the warm, shallow water were so soon to be
disturbed. It was quite obvious who the leading
figure was. There could be no mistaking that nimble, yet shuffling and
edgeways-on -- that horribly deliberate motivation that was neither walking nor
running -- both close to the ground as though on the scent, and yet loosely and
nimbly above it. Fuchsia watched him, fascinated. It was
not often that Steerpike was to be seen without his knowing it. The Doctor,
following Fuchsia's eyes, was equally able to recognize the youth. His pink
brow clouded. He had been cogitating a great deal lately on this and that --
_this_ being in the main the inscrutable and somehow "foreign" youth,
and _that_ centring for the most part on the mysterious Burning. There had been
so strange a crop of enigmas of late. If they had not been of so serious a
character Doctor Prunesquallor would have found in them nothing but diversion.
The unexpected did so much to relieve the monotony of the Castle's endless
rounds of unwavering procedure; but Death and Disappearance were no tit-bits
for a jaded palate. They were too huge to be swallowed, and tasted like bile. Although the Doctor, with a mind of his
own, had positively heterodox opinions regarding certain aspects of the
Castle's life -- opinions too free to be expressed in an atmosphere where the
woof and warp of the dark place and its past were synonymous with the mesh of
veins in the bodies of its denizens -- yet he was _of_ the place and was a
freak only in that his mind worked in a wide way, relating and correlating his
thoughts so that his conclusions were often clear and accurate and nothing
short of heresy. But this did not mean that he considered himself to be
superior. Oh no. He was not. The blind faith was the pure faith, however muddy
the brain. His gem-like conclusions may have been of the first water, but his
essence and his spirit were warped in proportion to his disbelief in the value
of even the most footling observance. He was no outsider -- and the tragedies
that had occurred touched him upon the raw. His airy and fatuous manner was deceptive.
As he trilled, as he prattled, as he indulged in his spontaneous
"conceits", as he gestured, fop-like and grotesque, his magnified
eyes skidding to and fro behind the lenses of his glasses, like soap at the
bottom of a bath, his brain was often other-where, and these days it was well
occupied. He was marshalling the facts at his disposal -- his odds and ends of
information, and peering at them with the eye of his brain, now from this
direction, now from that; now from below, now from above, as he talked, or
seemed to listen, by day and by night, or in the evening with his feet on the
mantelpiece, a liqueur at his elbow and his sister in the opposite chair. He glanced at Fuchsia to make sure that
she had recognized the distant boy, and was surprised to see a look of puzzled
absorption on her dark face, her lips parted a little as though from a faint
excitement. By now the crocodile of figures was rounding the bend of the lake
away to their left. And then it stopped. Steerpike was moving away from the
retainers, to the shore. He had apparently given them an order, for they all
sat down among the shore-side pines and watched him as he stripped himself of
his clothes and thrust his sword-stick, point down, into the muddy bank. Even
from so great a distance it could be seen that his shoulders were very hunched
and high. "By all that's public," said
Prunesquallor, "so we have a new official, have we? The lakeside augury of
things to come -- fresh blood in summertime with forty years to go. The
curtains part -- precocity advances, ha, ha, ha! And what's he doing now?" Fuchsia had given a little gasp of
surprise, for Steerpike had dived into the lake. A moment before he dived he
had waved to them, although as far as they had been able to judge he had not so
much as moved his eyes in their direction. "What was _that_?" said Irma,
swivelling her neck about in a most lubricated way. "I said, 'what was
_that_?', Bernard. It sounded like a splash; do you hear me, Bernard? I say it
sounded like a _splash_." "That's why," said her brother. "'That's why?' What do you mean,
Bernard, by 'that's why'? You are so tiresome. I said, you are so tiresome.
That's why _what_?" "That's why it was like a splash, my
butterfly." "But _why_? Oh, my conscience for a
normal brother! Why, Bernard, was-it-like-a-splash?" "Only because it happened to be one,
peahen," he said. "It was an authentic, undiluted splash. Ha! ha! ha!
An undiluted splash." "Oh!" cried Mrs. Slagg, her
fingers plucking at her nether lip, "it wasn't the shark, was it, Doctor
sir? Oh, my weak heart, sir! Was it the shark?" "Nonsense!" said Irma.
"Nonsense, you silly woman! Sharks in Gormenghast Lake! The very
idea!" Fuchsia's eyes were on Steerpike. He was a
strong swimmer and was by now halfway across the lake, the thin white arms
obtusely angled at the elbows methodically dipping and emerging. Cora's voice said: "I can see
somebody." "Where?" said Clarice. "In the water." "What? In the lake?" "Yes, that's the only water there is,
stupid." "No, it isn't." "Well, it's the only water there is
that's near us now." "Oh yes, it's the only water of
_that_ sort." "Can you see him?" "I haven't looked yet." "Well, look now." "Shall I?" "Yes. Now." "Oh . . . I see a man. Do you see a
man?" "I told _you_ about him. Of course I
do." "He's swimming to me." "Why to you? It might as well be to
me." "Why?" "Because we're just the same." "That's our glory." "_And_ our pride. Don't forget
that." "No, I won't." They stared at the approaching swimmer.
His face was most of the time either under water or lying sideways along it to
draw breath, and they had no idea that it was Steerpike. "Clarice," said Cora. "Yes." "We are the only ladies present,
aren't we?" "Yes. What about it?" "Well, we"ll go down to the
shore, so that when he arrives we can unbend to him." "Will it hurt?" said Clarice. "Why are you so ignorant of
phrases?" Cora turned her face to her sister's profile. "I don't know what you mean,"
muttered Clarice. "I haven't time to explain about
language," said Cora. "It doesn't matter." "Doesn't it?" "No. But this is what does." "Oh." "We are being swum to." "Yes." "So we must receive his homage on the
shore." "Yes . . . yes." "So we must go and patronize him
now." "Now?" "Yes, now. Are you ready?" "When I get up I'll be." "Have you finished?" "Nearly. Have you?" "Yes." "Come on, then." "Where?" "Don't bother me with ignorance. Just
walk where I do." "Yes." "Look!" "Look!" Steerpike had found himself in his depth
and was standing upright. The water lapped at the base of his ribs, the mud of
the lake's floor oozing between his toes, while he waved his arms over his head
to the group, the bright drops falling from them in sparkling strings. Fuchsia was excited. She loved what he had
done. To suddenly see them, to throw off his clothes, to plunge into the deep
water and to strike out across the lake to them, and then finally to stand,
panting, with the water curling at his narrow wiry waist -- was fine; all upon
the spur of the moment. Irma Prunesquallor, who had not seen her
"admirer" for several weeks, gave a shriek as she saw his naked body
rising from the lake, and covering her face with her hands she peered between
her fingers. Nannie still couldn't make out who it was,
and months afterwards was still in doubt. Steerpike's voice sounded over the shallow
water. "Well met!" he shouted.
"Only just saw you! Lady Fuchsia! good day. It's delightful to see you again.
How is your health? Miss Irma? Excuse my skin. Arid, Doctor, how's yours?" Then he gazed with his dark-red,
close-together eyes at the twins, who were paddling out to meet him, quite
unconscious of the water up to their ankles. "You're getting your legs wet, your
ladyships. Be careful! Go back!" cried the youth, in mock alarm. "You
do me too much honour. For God's sake, go back!" It was necessary for him to shout in such
a manner as gave no indication that he held authority over them. Indeed, he did
not care two straws whether they marched on until they were up to their necks.
It was a quaint situation. In the interests of modesty he could move no farther
shorewards. As he intended, they were unable to
recognize the authority in his voice which they had learned to obey. The twins
moved deeper in the water, and the Doctor, Fuchsia, and Nannie Slagg were
amazed to see that they were up to their hips in the lake, the voluminous
skirts of their purple dresses floating out magnificently. Steerpike stared past them for a moment
arid indicated by a helpless shrugging of his shoulders and a display of the
palms of his hands that he was powerless to cope with the situation. They had
become very near him. Near enough for him to speak to them without being heard
by the group which had by now gathered at the fringe of the lake. In a low, quick voice, and one which he
knew by experience would find an immediate response, he said: "Stand where
you are. Not one more step, do you hear me? I have something to tell you.
Unless you stand still and listen to me you will forfeit the golden thrones
which are now complete and are on their way to your apartment. Go back now. Go
back to the Castle -- to your room, or there will be trouble." While he spoke he made signs to those on
the shore; he shrugged his shoulders impotently. The while, his quick voice ran
on, mesmerizing the twins, hip-deep among the sparkling ripples. "You will not speak of the Fire --
and you will keep to yourselves and not go out and meet people as you are doing
today against my orders. You have disobeyed. I shall arrive at your rooms at
ten o'clock tonight. I am displeased, for you have broken your promise. Yet you
shall have your glory; but only if you never speak of the Fire. Sit down at once!"
This peremptory order was one which Steerpike could not resist. Their eyes had
been fixed on him as he spoke, and he wished to convince himself that they were
powerless to disobey him at such moments as this -- that they were unable to
think of anything save what he was driving into their consciousness by the
peculiar low voice which he adopted and by the constant repetition of a few
simple maxims. A twist of his lips suggested the vile, overweening satisfaction
he experienced as he watched the two purple creatures sink upon their rears in
the lukewarm lake. Only their long necks and saucer-like faces remained above
the surface. Surrounding each of them was the wavering fringe of a purple
skirt. Directly he had seen, tasted and absorbed
the delicious essence of the situation, his voice rapped out: "Go back!
Back to your rooms and wait for me. Back at once -- no talking on the
shore." As they sank into the lake, automatically,
at his orders, he had, for the benefit of the watchers, clasped his head in his
hands as though in desperation. Then the aunts arose, all stuck about with
purple and made their way, hand in hand, to the amazed gathering on the sands. Steerpike's lesson had been well digested,
and they walked solemnly past the Doctor, Fuchsia, Irma and Nannie Slagg and
into the trees; and, turning to their left along a hazel ride, proceeded, in a
kind of sodden trance, in the direction of the Castle. "It beats me, Doctor! Beats me
completely!" shouted the youth in the water. "You surprise me, dear boy!"
cried the Doctor. "By all that's amphibious, you surprise me. Have a
heart, dear child, have a heart, and swim away -- we're so tired of the sight
of your stomach." "Forgive its magnetism!" replied
Steerpike, who dived back under water and was next to be seen some distance
off, swimming steadily in the direction of the Raft-makers. Fuchsia, watching the sunlight flashing on
the wet arms of the now distant boy, found that her heart was pounding. She
mistrusted his eyes. She was repelled by his high, round forehead and the
height of his shoulders. He did not belong to the Castle as she knew it. But
her heart beat, for he was alive -- oh, so alive! and adventurous; and no one
seemed to be able to make him feel humble. As he had answered the Doctor his
eyes had been on her. She did not understand. Her melancholy was like a
darkness in her; but when she thought of him it seemed that through the
darkness a forked lightning ran. "I'm going back now," she said
to the Doctor. "Tonight we will meet, thank you. Come on, Nannie.
Good-bye, Miss Prunesquallor." Irma made a kind of curling movement with
her body and smiled woodenly. "Good day," she said. "It
has been delightful. Most. Bernard, your arm. I said -- your _arm_." "You did, and there's no doubt about
it, snow-blossom. I heard you," said her brother. "Ha! ha! ha! And
here it is. An arm of trembling beauty, its every pore agog for the touch of
your limp fingers. You wish to take it? You shall. You shall take it -- but
seriously, ha! ha! ha! Take it seriously, I pray you, sweet frog; but do let me
have it back some time. Let us away. Fuchsia, for now, good-bye. We part, only
to meet." Ostentatiously he raised his left elbow
and Irma, lifting her parasol over her head, her hips gyrating and her nose
like a needle pointing the way, took his arm and they moved into the shadows of
the trees. Fuchsia lifted Titus and placed him over
her shoulder, while Nannie folded up the rust-coloured rug, and they in their
turn began the homeward journey. Steerpike had reached the further shore
and the party of men had resumed their _dйtour_ of the lake, the chestnut
boughs across their shoulders. The youth moved jauntily ahead of them, spinning
the sword-stick. 66 COUNTESS
GERTRUDE Long after the drop of lake water had
fallen from the ilex leaf and the myriad reflections that had floated on its
surface had become a part of the abactina of what had gone for ever, the head
at the thorn-prick window had remained gazing out into the summer. It belonged to the Countess. She was
standing on a ladder, for only in such a way could she obtain a view through
that high, ivy-cluttered opening. Behind her the shadowy room was full of
birds. Blobs of flame on the dark crimson
wallpaper smouldered, for a few sunbeams shredded their way past her head and
struck the wall with silent violence. They were entirely motionless in the half
light and burned without a flicker, forcing the rest of the room into still
deeper shade, and into a kind of subjugated motion, a counter-play of volumes
of many shades between the hues of deep ash-grey and black. It was difficult to see the birds, for
there were no candles lighted. The summer burned beyond the small high window. At last the Countess descended the ladder,
step after mammoth step, until both feet on the ground she turned about, and
began to move to the shadowy bed. When she reached its head she ignited the
wick of a half-melted candle and, seating herself at the base of the pillows,
emitted a peculiarly sweet, low, whistling note from between her great lips. For all her bulk it was as though she had,
from a great winter tree, become a summer one. Not with leaves was she decked,
but, thick as foliage, with birds. Their hundred eyes twinkled like glass beads
in the candlelight. "Listen," she said. "We're
alone. Things are bad. Things are going wrong. There's evil afoot. I know
it." Her eyes narrowed. "But let "em
try. We can bide our time. We"ll hold our horses. Let them rear their ugly
hands, and by the Doom, we"ll crack "em chine-ways. Within four days
the Earling -- and then I'll take him, babe and boy -- Titus the
Seventy-seventh." She rose to her feet. "God shrive my
soul, for it"ll need it!" she boomed, as the wings fluttered about
her and the little claws shifted for balance. "God shrive it when I find
the evil thing! For absolution, or no absolution -- there"ll be
_satisfaction_ found." She gathered some cake crumbs from a nearby crate,
and placed them between her lips. At the trotting sound of her tongue a warbler
pecked from her mouth, but her eyes had remained half closed, and what could be
seen of her iris was as hard and glittering as a wet flint. "Satisfaction," she repeated
huskily, with something purr-like in the heavy-sounding syllables. "In
Titus it's all centred. Stone and mountain -- the Blood and the Observance. Let
them touch him. For every hair that's hurt I'll stop a heart. If grace I have
when turbulence is over -- so be it; and if not -- what then?" 67 THE
APPARITION Something in a white shroud was moving
towards the door of the twins' apartment. The Castle was asleep. The silence
like space. The Thing was inhumanly tall and appeared to have no arms. In their room the aunts sat holding each other
by the empty grate. They had been waiting so long for the handle of the door to
turn. This is now what it began to do. The twins had their eyes on it. They had
been watching it for over an hour -- the room ill lit -- their brass clock
ticking. And then, suddenly, through the gradually yawning fissure of the door
the Thing entered, its head scraping the lintel -- its head grinning and
frozen, was the head of a skull. They could not scream. The twins could not
scream. Their throats were contracted; their limbs had stiffened. The bulging
of their four identical eyes was ghastly to see, and as they stood there,
paralysed, a voice from just below the grinning skull cried: "Terror! terror! terror! pure; naked;
and bloody!" And the nine-foot length of sheet moved
into the room. Old Sourdust's skull had come in useful.
Balanced on the end of the sword-stick, and dusted with phosphorus, the sheet
hanging vertically down its either side, and kept in place by a tack through
the top of the cranium, Steerpike was able to hold it three feet above his own
head and peer through a slit he had made in the sheet at his eye level. The
white linen fell in long sculptural folds to the floor of the room. The twins were the colour of the sheet.
Their mouths were wide open and their screams tore inwards at their bowels for
lack of natural vent. They had become congealed with an icy horror, their hair,
disentangling from knot and coil, had risen like pampas grass that lifts in a
dark light when gusts prowl shuddering and presage storm. They could not even
cling more closely together, for their limbs were weighted with cold stone. It
was the end. The Thing scraped the ceiling with its head and moved forward
noiselessly in one piece. Having no human possibility of height, it had no
height. It was not a tall ghost -- it was immeasurable; Death walking like an
element. Steerpike had realized that unless
something was done it would be only a matter of time before the twins, through
the loose meshwork of their vacant brains, divulged the secret of the Burning.
However much they were in his power he could not feel sure that the obedience
which had become automatic in his presence would necessarily hold when they
were among others. As he now saw it, it seemed that he had been at the mercy of
their tongues ever since the Fire -- and he could only feel relief that he had
escaped detection -- for until now he had had hopes that, vacuous as they were,
they would be able to understand the peril in which, were any suspicion to be
attached to them, they would stand. But he now realized that through terrorism
and victimization alone could loose lips be sealed. And so he had lain awake
and planned a little episode. Phosphorus, which along with the poisons he had
concocted in Prunesquallor's dispensary, and which as yet he had found no use
for -- his sword-stick, as yet unsheathed, save when alone he polished the slim
blade, and a sheet. These were his media for the concoction of a walking death. And now he was in their room. He could
watch them perfectly through the slit in the sheet. If he did not speak now,
before the hysterics began, then they would hear nothing, let alone grasp his
meaning. He lifted his voice to a weird and horrible pitch. "I am Death!" he cried. "I
am all who have died. I am the death of Twins. Behold! Look at my face. It is
naked. It is bone. It is Revenge. _Listen_. I am the One who strangles." He took a further pace towards them. Their
mouths were still open and their throats strained to loose the clawing cry. "I come as Warning! Warning! Your
throats are long and white and ripe for strangling. My bony hands can squeeze
all breath away . . . I come as Warning! _Listen!_" There was no alternative for them. They
had no power. "I am Death -- and I will talk to you
-- the Burners. Upon that night you lit a crimson fire. You burned your
brother's heart away! Oh, horror!" Steerpike drew breath. The eyes of the
twins were well nigh upon their cheekbones. He must speak very simply. "But there is yet a still more bloody
crime. The crime of speech. The crime of Mentioning, Mentioning. For this, I
murder in a darkened room. _I_ shall be watching. Each time you move your
mouths _I_ shall be watching. Watching. Watching with my enormous eyes of bone.
I shall be listening. Listening, with my fleshless ears: and my long fingers
will be itching . . . itching. Not even to each other shall you speak. Not of
your crime. Oh, horror! Not of the crimson Fire. "My cold grave calls me back, but
shall I answer it? No! For I shall be beside _you_ for ever. Listening,
listening; with my fingers itching. You will not see me . . . but I shall be
here . . . there . . . and wherever you go . . . for evermore. Speak not of
Fire . . . or Steerpike . . . Fire -- or Steerpike, your protector, for the
sake of your long throats. . . Your long white throats." Steerpike turned majestically. The skull
had tilted a little on the point of the sword-stick, but it did not matter. The
twins were icebound in an arctic sea. As he moved solemnly through the doorway,
something grotesque, terrifying, ludicrous in the slanting angle of the skull
-- as though it were listening . . . gave emphasis to all that had gone before. As soon as he had closed the door behind
him he shed himself of the sheet, and, wrapping the skull in its folds, hid it
from view among some lumber that lay along the wall of the passage. There was still no sound from the room. He
knew that it would be fruitless to appear the same evening. Whatever he said
would be lost. He waited a few moments, however, expecting the hysteria to find
a voice, but at length began his return journey. As he turned the corner of a
distant passageway, he suddenly stopped dead. It had begun. Dulled as it was by
the distance and the closed doors, it was yet horrifying enough -- the remote,
flat, endless screaming of naked panic. When, on the evening of the next day, he
visited them he found them in bed. The old woman who smelt so badly had brought
them their meals. They lay close together and were obviously very ill. They
were so white that it was difficult to tell where their faces ended and the
long pillow began. The room was brightly lit. Steerpike was
glad to notice this. He remembered that, as "Death", he had mentioned
his preference for "strangling in a _darkened_ room". The strong
lights indicated that the twins were able to remember at least a part of what
he had said that night. But even now he was taking no chances. "Your Ladyships," he said,
"you look seedy. Very seedy. But believe me, you don't look as bad as I
feel. I have come for your advice and perhaps for your help. I must tell you.
Be prepared." He coughed. "I have had a visitor. A visitor from
Beyond. Do not be startled, ladies. But his name was Death. He came to me and
he said: 'Their Ladyships have done foul murder. I shall go to them now and
squeeze the breath from their old bodies.' But I said: 'No! hold back, I pray
you. For they have promised never to divulge a word.' And Death said: 'How can
I be sure? How can I have proof?' I answered: 'I am your witness. If their
Ladyships so much as mention the word FIRE or STEERPIKE, you shall take them
with you under wormy ground.' Cora and Clarice were trying to speak, but
they were very weak. At last Cora said: "He . . . came . . . here . . . too.
He's still here. Oh, save us! save us!" "He came here!" said Steerpike,
jumping to his feet. "Death came here, too?" "Yes." "How strange that you are still
alive! Did he give you orders?" "Yes," said Clarice. "And you remember them all?" "Yes. . . yes!" said Cora,
fingering her throat. "We can remember everything. Oh, save us." "It is for you to save yourselves
with silence. You wish to live?" They nodded pathetically. "Then never a word." "Never a word," echoed Clarice
in the hush of the bright room. Steerpike bowed and retired, and returned
by an alternative staircase flanked by a long, steep curve of banister, down
which he slid at high speed, landing nimbly at the foot of the stairs with a
kind of pounce. He had commandeered a fresh suite of rooms
whose windows gave upon the cedar lawns. It was more in keeping with the
position which his present duties commanded. Glancing along the corridor before he
entered his apartments, he could see in the distance -- too far for the sound
of their footsteps -- the figures of Fuchsia and the Doctor. He entered his room. The window was a
smoke-blue rectangle, intersected by black branches. He lit a lamp. The walls
flared, and the window became black. The branches had disappeared. He drew the
blinds. He kicked off his shoes and, springing on the bed, twisted himself onto
his back and, for a moment, discarded his dignity and became, at least
physically, a little more in keeping with his seventeen years; for he wriggled,
arched his spine and stretched out his arms and legs with a terrible glee. Then
he began to laugh and laugh, the tears pouring from his dark-red eyes until,
utterly exhausted and helpless, he fell back upon the pillows and slept, his
thin lips twisted. An hour earlier, Fuchsia had met the
Doctor at their rendezvous, the Cool Room. He had not been flippant. He had
helped her with words well chosen and thoughts simple and direct that touched
deftly on the areas of her sorrow. Together they had covered in their
conversation, the whole range of lamentable and melancholy experiences which it
had been their lot to encounter. They had spoken of all connected with them, of
Fuchsia's brooding mother; of the uncanny disappearance of her father, and
whether he was dead or alive; of the Doctor's sister and of the Twins: of the
enigma of Swelter and Flay and of little Nannie Slagg; of Barquentine and of
Steerpike. "Be careful of him, Fuchsia,"
said the Doctor. "Will you remember that?" "I will," said Fuchsia.
"Yes, I will, Doctor Prune." Dusk was beyond the bay window . . . a
great, crumbling dusk that wavered and descended like a fog of ashes. Fuchsia unfastened the two top buttons of
her blouse and folded the corners back. She had turned away from the Doctor as she
did so. Then she held her hands cupped over her breast bone. It seemed as
though she were hiding something. "Yes, I _will_ be careful, Doctor
Prune," she repeated, "and I'll remember all you have said -- and
tonight I had to wear it -- I had to." "You had to wear what, my little
mushroom?" said Prunesquallor, lightening his voice for the first time,
for the serious session was over and they could relax. "Bless my dull wits
if I haven't lost the thread -- if there _was_ one! Say it again, my Swarthy-sweet." "Look! -- look! -- for you and for
me, because I wanted to." She dropped her hands to her side, where
they hung heavily. Her eyes shone. She was a mixture of the clumsy and the
magnificent -- her head bridled up -- her throat gleaming, her feet apart and
the toes turned in a little. "LOOK!" The Doctor at her command looked very hard
indeed. The ruby he had given her that night, when for the first time he had
met Steerpike, burned against her breast. And then, suddenly, unexpectedly, she had fled,
her feet pounding on the stone floors, while the door of the Cool Room swung to
and fro . . . to and fro. 68 THE
EARLING The day of the "Earling" was a
day of rain. Monotonous, sullen, grey rain with no life in it. It had not even
the power to stop. There were always a hundred heads at the windows of the
North wing that stared into the sky, into the rain. A hundred figures leant
across the sills of the Southern wall, and stared. They would disappear back
into the darkness, one by one, but others would have appeared at other windows.
There would always be about a hundred starers. Rain. The slow rain. The East
and the West of the Castle watched the rain. It was to be a day of rain . . .
There could be no stopping it. Even before the dawn, hours before, when
the Grey Scrubbers were polishing the walls of the stone kitchen, and the
Raft-Makers were putting the finishing touches to the raft of chestnut boughs,
and the stable boys, by the light of lanterns, were grooming the horses, it was
obvious that there was a change in the Castle. It was the Greatest Day. And it
rained. It was obvious, this change, in many ways, most superficially of all,
in the visual realm, for all wore sacking. Every mortal one. Sacking dyed in
the hot blood of eagles. On this day there could be no one, no one save Titus,
exempted from the immemorial decree -- "_That the Castle shall wear
sacking on the Earling day._" Steerpike had officiated at the
distribution of the garments under the direction of Barquentine. He was getting
to know a great deal about the more obscure and legendary rites. It was in his
mind to find himself on Barquentine's decease the leading, if not the sole
authority in matters of ritual and observance. In any event, the subject fascinated
him. It was potential. "Curse!" he muttered, as he woke
to the sound of rain. But still, what did it matter? It was the future that he
had his eyes on. A year ahead. Five years ahead. In the meantime, "all
aboard for glory!" Mrs. Slagg was up early and had put her
sacking garment on at once in deference to the sacrosanct convention. It was a
pity that she could not wear her hat with the glass grapes, but of course, on
the day of the Earling, no one wore hats. A servant had brought in, the night before,
the stone which Titus was to hold in his left hand, the ivy branch which he was
to carry in his right, and the necklace of snail-shells for his little neck. He
was still asleep, and Nannie was ironing the white linen smock which would
reach his ankles. It was blanched to a quality as of white light. Nannie
fingered it as though it were gossamer. "So it's come to this." Nannie
was talking to herself. "So it's come to this. The tiniest thing in the
world to be an Earl today. _Today!_ Oh, my weak heart, how cruel they are to
make a tiny thing have such responsiverity! Cruel. Cruel. It isn't
righteousness! No, it isn't. But he _is_. He _is_ the Earl, the naughty mite.
The only one -- and no one can say he isn't. Oh, my poor heart! they've never
been to see him. It's only _now_ they want to see him because the day has
come." Her miniature screwed-up face was
skirmishing with tears. Her mouth worked itself in and out of its own dry
wrinkles between every sentence. "They expect him to come, the new little Earl,
for their homage and everything, but it's me who baths him and gets him ready,
and irons out his white smock, and gives him his breakfast. But they won't
think of all that -- and then. . . and then. .." (Nannie suddenly sat down
on the edge of a chair and began to cry) "they"ll take him away from
me. Oh, justlessness -- and I'll be all alone -- all alone to die . . . and
--" "I'll be with you," said Fuchsia
from the door. "And they won't take him away from you. Of course, they
won't." Nannie Slagg ran up to her and clung to
her arm. "They _will_!" she cried. "Your huge mother said she
would. She _said_ she would." "Well, they haven't taken _me_ away,
have they?" said Fuchsia. "But you're only a girl!" cried
Nannie Slagg louder than ever. "You don't matter. You're not going to be
anything." Fuchsia dislodged the old woman's hand and
walked heavily to the window. The rain poured down. It poured down. The voice behind her went on: "As
though I haven't poured my love out every day -- every day. I've poured it all
away until I'm hollowed out. It's always me. It always has been. Toil after
toil. Moil after moil; with no one to say 'God bless you'. No one to
understand." Fuchsia could stand it no longer. Much as
she loved her nurse, she could not hear that melancholy, peevish voice and
watch the doleful rain and keep herself calm. Unless she left the room she
would break something -- the nearest breakable thing. She turned and ran, and
in her own rooni once more, fell upon her bed, the skirt of a sacking costume
rucked up about her thighs. Of the Castle's countless breakfasts that
dark morning there were few that tasted well. The steady monotone of the
pattering rain was depressing enough, but for it to descend on such a day was
sheer gloom. It was as though it defied the Castle's inmost faith; taunted it
with a dull, ignorant descent of blasphemy, as though the undrainable clouds
were muttering: "What is an Earling to us? It is immaterial." It was well that there was much to do
before the hour of twelve, and there were few who were not occupied with some
task or another relevant to the Day. The great kitchen was in an uproar of
activity before eight o'clock had struck. The new chef was in great contrast to the
old; a bow-legged, mulefaced veteran of the ovens, with a mouthful of brass
teeth and tough, dirty grey hair. His head appeared to sprout the stuff rather
than grow it. There was something ferocious about it. In the kitchen it was
said that he had his head cropped every other day -- indeed, there were some
who held that they had seen it on the move at the speed of the minute hand of a
great clock. Out of his mule face and from between the
glintings of his teeth a slow, resonant voice would make its way from time to
time. But he was not communicative, and for the most part gave his orders by
means of gesturing with his heavy hands. The activities in the great kitchen, where
everything relating to the preparation of food in all its aspects seemed to be
going on at the same moment, and where the heat was beginning to make the stone
hall sweat, were not, in fact, being pursued in readiness for this Day of
Earling, but for the morrow; for, alongside the sartorial beggary went a
mendicant's diet, the figures of sacking having only crusts to eat until the
next day dawned, when, once more in their own clothes, the symbolic humility in
the presence of the new Earl of Gormenghast over, they were able to indulge in
a barbecue that rivalled that on the day of Titus's birth. The kitchen staff, man and boy, and the
entire servantage in all its forms and both its sexes, were to be ready at
half-past eleven to troop down to Gormenghast Lake, where the trees would be in
readiness for them. The carpenters had been working at the
lakeside and among the branches for the last three days. In the cedars had been
erected the wooden platforms which had for twenty-two years been leaning
against a midnight wall in the depths of the ale vaults. Strangely shaped areas
of battened planking, like fragments from an immense jig-saw pattern. They had
had to be strengthened, for twenty-two years in the unhealthy cellars had not
improved them, and they had, of course, to be repainted -- white. Each weirdly
outlined platform was so shaped that it might fit perfectly in place among the
cedar branches. The varying eccentricities of the trees had many hundreds of
years ago been the subject of careful study, so that at all the future Earlings
the stages, so ingeniously devised, might be slipped into place with the
minimum of difficulty. On the back of each wooden stage was written the name of
the tree for which it was constructed and the height of the platform from the
ground, so that there would be no confusion. There were four of these wooden
inventions, and they were now in place. The four cedars to which they belonged
were all thigh deep in the lake, and against the great boles of these trees
ladders were erected which sloped across the shallow water from the shore to a
foot or so below the level of the platforms. Similar but ruder structures were
wedged in among the branches of ash and beech, and where possible among the
closely growing larches and pines. On the opposite side of the lake, where the
aunts had paddled from the sand to the dripping Steerpike, the trees were set
too far back from the water's edge to afford the necessary vantage; but in the
densely wooded hanger were a thousand boughs among the convolutions of which
the menials could find themselves some kind of purchase or another. A yew tree in a clearing, rather farther
back from the water than the rest of the inhabited trees, had the wedge-faced
poet as its guest. A great piece had been torn from its side, and in the cleft
the rain bubbled and the naked flesh of the tree was crimson. The rain fell
almost vertically in the breathless air, stippling the grey lake. It was as
though its white, glass texture of yesterday was now composed of a different
substance -- of grey sandpaper -- a vast granulated sheet of it. The platforms
ran with films of the rain. The leaves dripped and splashed in the films. The
sand on the opposite shore was sodden. The Castle was too far to be seen
through the veil of endless water. There was no individual cloud to be seen. It
was a grey sky, unbroken, from which the melancholy strings descended. The day drew on, minute after raining
minute; hour after raining hour, until the trees of the steep hanger were
filled with figures. They were to be found on practically every branch that was
strong enough to support them. A great oak was filled with the kitchen staff. A
beech, with the gardeners, Pentecost sitting majestically in the main dividing
fork of the slippery trunk. The stable lads were perching themselves
precariously among the branches of a dead walnut and, cat-calling and whistling,
were pulling each other's hair at every opportunity or kicking out with their
feet. For every tree or group of trees, its trade or status. Only a few officials moved about at the
water's edge, awaiting the arrival of the principal figures. Only a few
_officials_ among the trees, but on the further shore, and along the strip of
dark sand, there was gathered a great congregation. It stood in complete
silence. Old men, old women, and clusters of strange striplings. There was
about them a complete silence. They were apart. They were the Mud Dwellers --
the denizens of the Outer Wall -- the forgotten people -- the Bright Carvers. There was a woman by the shore. She stood
a little apart from a group. Her face was young and it was old: the structure
youthful, the expression, broken by time -- the bane of the Dwellers. In her
arms was an infant with flesh like alabaster. The rain came down on all. It was warm
rain. Warm, melancholy and perpetual. It laved the little alabaster body of the
child and still it laved it. There was no ending, and the great lake swelled.
In the high branches of the dead walnut tree the whistling and scuffling had
ceased, for horses were moving through the conifers of the adjacent shore. They
had reached the water's edge and were being tethered to the low sweeping arms
of the cedars. On the first horse, a great grey hunter by
any normal standard, was seated, side-saddle, the Countess. She had been hidden
among leaves, only the horse showing itself; but immediately she became exposed
to view her mount became a pony. The symbolic sacking hung about her in
vast, dripping folds. Behind her, a roan bore Fuchsia, with her legs astride.
She was patting its neck as she came through the trees. It was like patting
soaked velvet. Its black mane was like a repetition of Fuchsia's hair. Lank
with the rain, it clung to the forehead and the throat. The aunts were in a pony trap. That they
were not in purple seemed extraordinary. Their dresses had always been as
indigenous and inevitable a part of them as their faces. They seemed
uncomfortable in the sacking and kept plucking at it with their limp hands. The
thin man who led the pony brought it to a halt at the lake side, and at the
same moment another trap, of similar design but painted a dark and unpleasant
orange, trundled through the pines, and there was Mrs. Slagg, sitting as
upright as she could, her proud attitude (as she supposed it) nullified by the
terrified look of her face, which protruded like some kind of wizened fruit
from the coarse folds of the garment. She could remember the Earling of
Sepulchrave. He had been in his teens. He had swum out to the raft, and there
had been no rain. But -- oh, her poor heart! -- this was so different. It would
never have rained at an "Earling" when she was a young girl. Things
were so different then. On her lap was Titus -- drenched. Even so
the smock she had been so carefully ironing looked miraculously white, as
though it gave forth light instead of receiving it. He sucked his thumb as he
stared about him. He saw the figures peering down at him from the trees. He did
not smile: he simply stared, turning his face from one to another. Then he
became interested in a golden bangle which the Countess had sent him the same
morning, pulling it as far up his arm as he could, then down to his plump,
wrinkled wrist, studying it seriously all the while. The Doctor and his sister had a sycamore
to themselves. Irma took some time being hoisted, and was not at all happy
about the whole business. She disliked having her hips wedged between rough
branches even in the cause of symbolism. The Doctor, seated a little above her,
looked like some form of bird, possibly a plucked crane. Steerpike had followed Nannie Slagg in
order to impress the crowd. Although he should have been in a pine-for-four, he
now selected a small ash, where he could both be seen and could see with equal
advantage to himself and the rest of Gormenghast. The Twins were keeping their mouths
tightly shut. They repeated to themselves every thought as it occurred to them,
to find whether the word "fire" could possibly have crept into it,
and when they found it hadn't, they decided in any event to keep it to
themselves, in order to be on the safe side. Thus it was that they had not spoken
a word since Steerpike left them in their bedroom. They were still white, but
not so horribly so. The breath of a yellow reflection had infiltrated itself
into their skin and this was nasty enough. Nothing could have been more truly
spoke than when Steerpike (as Death) had cried that he would be forever with
them. They held each other tightly as they waited to be helped from the trap,
for Death had not left them since that curdling night and his livid skull was
before their eyes. By well-proportioned mixtures of
brute-strength and obsequious delicacy the officials had at last established
the Countess Gertrude upon her stage in the enormous swarthy boughs of the
cedar tree. A red carpet had been spread over the woodwork of the platform. The
waders and lakeside birds of many breeds which had been disturbed by the
activities of the Day, after flying distractedly hither and thither over the
forest in swarms, had, as soon as the Countess was seated in the enormous
wickerwork chair, flocked to her tree, in which they settled. Angling and
disputing for positions at her feet and over various parts of her accommodating
body were a whitethroat, a fieldfare, a willowwren, a nuthatch, a tree-pipit, a
sand martin, a red-backed shrike, a goldfinch, a yellow bunting, two jays, a greater
spotted woodpecker, three moorhens (on her lap with a mallard, a woodcock, and
a curlew), a wagtail, four missel thrushes, six blackbirds, a nightingale and
twentyseven sparrows. They fluttered themselves, sending sprays
of varying dimensions according to their wing-spans through the dripping air.
There was more shelter beneath the cedars with their great out-stretched hands
spread one above the other in dark-green, dripping terraces, than was the case
for those in alternative vegetation. At this extreme the stable boys in the top
branches of the walnut might as well have been sitting in the lake, they could
not have been wetter. It was the same for the Dwellers on the
shore -- that proud, inpoverished congregation. They cast no reflection in the
water at their feet -- it was too triturated by the pricking of the rain. Getting Barquentine established on his
stage was the trickiest and most unpleasant task which fell to the lot of the
officials. It took place to the accompaniment of such hideous swearing as
caused his withered leg to blush beneath the sacking. It must have been
hardened by many years of oaths, but this morning an awakened sense of shame at
what the upper part of the body could descend to, raddled it from hip to toe.
Its only consolation was that the contaminating influence had not descended
lower than the lungs, and what diseases the withered leg experienced were
entirely physical. When he was seated on the high-backed
"Earling" chair he pushed his crutch irritably beneath it and then
began to wring out his beard. Fuchsia was by now in her cedar. She had one to
herself and it was comparatively dry, a thick foliage spreading immediately
above the stage -- and she was gazing across the water at the Dwellers. What
was it about them that quickened her -- those people of the Outer Wall? Why did
she feel ill at ease? It was as though they held a dark secret of which, one
day, they would make use; something which would jeopardize the security of the
Castle. But they were powerless. They depended upon the grace of Gormenghast.
What could they do? Fuchsia noticed a woman standing a little apart from a
group. Her feet were in the lake. In her arms she held a child. It seemed, as
Fuchsia watched, that she could see for a quick moment the dark strands of rain
through the limbs of the child. She rubbed her eyes and again she stared. It
was so far. She could not tell. Even the officials had climbed into the
ivy-throttled elm with its broken limb that hung by a sapless tendon. The Aunts, on the fourth of the cedar
stages, shivered, their mouths tightly closed. Death sat with them and they
could not concentrate on the procedure. Barquentine had started, his old voice
grating its way through the warm downpour. It could be heard everywhere, for no
one noticed the sound of the rain any more. It had been so monotonous for so
long that it had become inaudible. Had it stopped suddenly the silence would
have been like a blow. Steerpike was watching Fuchsia through the
branches. She would be difficult, but it was only a matter of careful planning.
He must not hurry it. Step by step. He knew her temperament. Simple --
painfully simple; inclined to be passionate over ridiculous things; headstrong
-- but a girl, nevertheless, and easy to frighten or to flatter; absurdly loyal
to the few friends she had; but mistrust could always be sown quite easily. Oh,
so painfully simple! That was the crux of it. There was Titus, of course -- but
what were problems for if not to be solved. He sucked at his hollow tooth. Prunesquallor had wiped his glasses for
the twentieth time and was watching Steerpike watching Fuchsia. He was not
listening to Barquentine, who was rattling off the catechismic monody as fast
as he could, for he was suffering the first twinges of rheumatism. ". . . and will forever hold in
sacred trust the castle of his fathers and the domain adhering thereto. That he
will in letter and in spirit defend it in every way against the incursions of
alien worlds. That he will observe its sacred rites, honour its crest, and in
due time instil into the first male of his loins, reverence for its every stone
until among his fathers he has added, in the tomb, his link to the unending
chain of Groans. So be it." Barquentine wiped the water from his face
with the flat of his hand and wrung out his beard again. Then he fumbled for
his crutch and hoisted himself on to his leg. With his free arm he pushed aside
a branch and screamed down through the branches: "Are you skulks ready?" The two Raftmen were ready. They had taken
Titus from Nannie Slagg and were standing on the raft of chestnut boughs at the
lake's edge. Titus was sitting at their feet in the middle of the raft, the
size of a doll. His sepia hair was stuck to his face and neck. His violet eyes
were a little startled. His white smock clung to him so that the form of his
little body was divulged. The clinging cloth was luminous. "Push off, curse you! Push off!"
yelled Barquentine. His voice raked the water's surface east to west. With a long, gradual shoving of their
poles the two men propelled the raft into deeper water. Moving up either side
of the raft and plunging their poles a dozen or so times brought them near the
centre of the lake. In a leather bag hung at his waist the older of the two Raftmen
had the symbolic stone, ivy branch and necklace of snail-shells. The water was
now too deep for them to strike bottom and they dived over the side and,
turning, clasped the edge of the raft. Then, striking out, frog-like with their
legs, they had soon brought the raft to the approximate position. "More to the west!" screamed
Barquentine from the shore. "More to the west, idiots!" The swimmers splashed themselves around to
the adjacent edge of the raft and once more began to kick out. Then they lifted
their heads from the rain-prodded water and stared in the direction
ofBarquentine's voice. "Hold!" yelled the unpleasant
voice. "And hide your damned selves!" The two men worked their way around until
their heads were very nearly obscured by the thick chestnut rim of the raft on
the far side from the trees. With only their faces bobbing above the
surface they trod water. Titus was alone. He stared about him, bewildered.
Where was everybody? The rain streamed over him. His features began to pucker
and his lips to tremble, and he was about to burst into tears when he changed
his mind and decided to stand up instead. The raft had become quite still and
he kept his balance. Barquentine grunted to himself. This was
good. Ideally speaking, the prospective Earl should be on his feet while being
named. In the case of Titus this tenet would naturally have had to be waived if
the infant had decided to keep seated or to crawl about. "Titus Groan," cried the ancient
voice from the shore, "the Day has come! The Castle awaits your
sovereignty. From horizon to horizon all is yours, to hold in trust -- animal,
vegetable and mineral, time without end, save for your single death that cannot
stem a tide of such illustrious Blood." This was the Raftmen's cue, and clambering
over the side they placed the necklace of snails around the little wet neck,
and as the voice from the shore cried, "Now!" attempted to place in
Titus's hands the stone and the ivy branch. But he would not hold them. "Hell's blood and gallstones!"
screamed Barquentine, "what's the matter? Rot your hides! what's the
matter? Give him his stone and ivy, curse you!" They opened his little fingers with
difficulty and placed the symbols against his palms, but he snatched his hands
away from them. He would not hold the things. Barquentine was beside himself. It was as
though the child had a mind of its own. He smote the stage with his crutch and
spat with fury. There was not one, either, among the dripping trees or along
the strip of bubbling sand -- not one whose eyes were not fixed on Titus. The men on the raft were helpless. "Fools! fools! fools!" came the
hideous voice through the rain. "Leave them at his feet, curse your black
guts! Leave them at his feet! Oh, body of me, take your damned heads
away!" The two men slipped back into the water,
cursing the old man. They had left the stone and the ivy branch on the raft at
the child's feet. Barquentine knew that the Earling was to
be completed by noon: it was decreed in the old tomes and was Law. There was
barely a minute to go. He swung his bearded head to left and
right. "Your Ladyship, the Countess Gertrude of Gormenghast! Your Ladyship
Fuchsia of Gormenghast! Their Ladyships Cora and Clarice Groan of Gormenghast!
Arise!" Barquentine crutched himself forward on
the slippery stage until he was within a few inches of the edge. There was no
time to lose. "Gormenghast will now watch! And
listen! It is the Moment!" He cleared his throat and began and could
not stop, for there was no time left. But as he cried the traditional words,
his finger-nails were splintering into the oakwood of his crutch and his face
had become purple. The huge beads of sweat on his brow were lilac, for the
colour of his congested head burned through them. "In the sight of all! In the sight of
the Castle's Southern wing, in the sight of Gormenghast mountain, and in the
sacred sight of your forefathers of the Blood, I, Warden of the Immemorial
Rites proclaim you, on this day of Earling, to be the Earl, the only legitimate
Earl between heaven and earth, from skyline to skyline -- Titus, the
Seventy-seventh Lord of Gormenghast." A hush most terrible and unearthly had
spread and settled over the lake, over the woods and towers and over the world.
Stillness had come like a shock, and now that the shock was dying, only the
white emptiness of silence remained. For while the concluding words were being
cried in a black anger, two things had occurred. The rain had ceased and Titus
had sunk to his knees and had begun to crawl to the raft's edge with a stone in
one hand and an ivy branch in the other. And then, to the horror of all, had
dropped the sacrosanct symbols into the depths of the lake. In the brittle, pricking silence that
followed, a section of delicate blue sky broke free from the murk of the clouds
above him, and he rose to his feet and, turning to the dark multitude of the
Dwellers, approached in little careful paces to the edge of the raft that faced
the side of the lake where they were gathered. His back was turned to
Barquentine, to the Countess his mother, and to all who stared transfixed at
the only moving thing in the porcelain silence. Had a branch broken in any one of the
thousand trees that surrounded the water, or had a cone fallen from a pine, the
excruciating tension would have snapped. Not a branch broke. Not a cone fell. In the arms of the woman by the shore the
strange child she held began to struggle with a strength that she could not
understand. It had reached outward from her breast, outward, over the lake; and
as it did so the sky began to blossom in azure and Titus, at the edge of the
raft, tore at his necklace with such force that he found it loose in his hands.
Then he lifted his head and his single cry froze the multitude that watched him
on every side, for it was neither a cry of tears nor of joy; nor was it fear,
or even pain -- it was a cry that for all its shrillness was unlike the voice
of a child. And as he cried he swung the necklace across the sparkling water;
and as it sank a rainbow curved over Gormenghast and a voice answered him. A tiny voice. In the absolute stillness it
filled the universe -- a cry like the single note of a bird. It floated over
the water from the Dwellers, from where the woman stood apart from her kind;
from the throat of the little child of Keda's womb -- the bastard babe, and
Titus's foster-sister, lambent with ghost-light. 69 MR.
ROTTCODD AGAIN The while, beneath the downpour and the
sunbeams, the Castle hollow as a tongueless bell, its corroded shell dripping
or gleaming with the ephemeral weather, arose in immemorial defiance of the
changing airs, and skies. These were but films of altering light and hue:
sunbeam shifting into moonbeam; the wafted leaf into the wafted snow; the musk
into a tooth of icicle. These but the transient changes on its skin: each hour
a pulse the more -- a shade the less: a lizard basking and a robin frozen. Stone after grey stone climbed. Windows
yawned: shields, scrolls and legendary mottoes, melancholy in their ruin,
protruded in worn relief over arches or doorways; along the sills of casements,
in the walls of towers or carved in buttresses. Storm-nibbled heads, their
shallow faces striated with bad green and draped with creepers, stared blindly
through the four quarters, from between broken eyelids. Stone after grey stone; and a sense of the
heaving skywards of great blocks, one upon another in a climbing weight,
ponderous and yet alive with the labour of dead days. Yet, at the same time, _still_;
while sparrows, like insects, flickered in wastes of ivy. Still, as though
paralysed by its own weight, while about it the momentary motions fluttered and
died: a leaf falling: a bull frog croaking from the moat, or an owl on wings of
wool floating earthwards in slow gyres. Was there something about these vertical
acres of stone that mouthed of a stillness that was more complete, a silence
that lay _within_, and drummed? Small winds rustled on the castle's outer
shell; leaves dropped away or were brushed by a bird's wing; the rain ceased
and creepers dripped -- but _within_ the walls not even the light changed, save
when the sun broke through in a series of dusty halls in the southern wing.
Remoteness. For _all_ were at the "Earling".
Around the lakeside was the Castle's breath. Only the old stone lung remained.
Not a footfall. Not a voice. Only wood, and stone, and doorway, bannister,
corridor and alcove, room after room, hall after hall, province after province. It was as though, at any moment some
inanimate Thing must surely move; a door open upon its own, or a clock start
whirling its hands: the stillness was too vast and charged to be content to
remain in this titanic atrophy -- the tension must surely find a vent -- and
burst suddenly, violently, like a reservoir of water from a smashed dam -- and
the shields fall from their rusty hooks, the mirrors crack, the boards lift and
open and the very castle tremble, shake its walls like wings; yawn, split and
crumble with a roar. But nothing happened. Each hall a mouth
that gaped and could not close. The stone jaws prised and aching. The doors
like eye-teeth missing from the bone! There was no sound and nothing human
happened. What moved in these great caves? A
shifting shadow? Only where sunlight through the south wing wandered. What
else? No other movement? Only the deathly padding of the cats. Only
the soundlessness of the dazed cats -- the line of them -- the undulating line
as blanched as linen, and lorn as the long gesture of a hand. Where, in the wastes of the forsaken
castle, spellbound with stone lacunas -- where could they find their way? From
hush to hush. All was unrooted. Life, bone and breath; echo and movement
gone... They flowed. Noiselessly and deliberately
they flowed. Through doors ajar they flowed on little feet. The stream of them.
The cats. Under the welkin of the flaking cherubs
doming through shade, they ran. The pillars narrowing in chill perspective
formed them their mammoth highway. The refectory opened up its tracts of
silence. Over the stones they ran. Along a corridor of fissured plaster. Room
after hollow room -- hall after hall, gallery after gallery, depth after depth,
until the acres of grey kitchen opened. The chopping blocks, the ovens and
grills, stood motionless as altars to the dead. Far below the warped beams they
flowed in a white band. There was no hesitation in their drift. The tail of the
white line had disappeared, and the kitchen was as barren as a cave in a lunar
hillside. They were swarming up cold stairs to other lands. Where has she gone? Through the drear
sub-light of a thousand yawns, they ran, their eyes like moons, Up winding
stairs to other worlds again, threading the noonday dusk. And they could find
no pulse and she was gone. Yet there was no cessation. League after
league, the swift, unhurried padding. The pewter room slid by, the bronze room
and the iron. The armoury slid by on either side -- the passageways slid by --
on either side -- and they could find no breath in Gormenghast. The doorway in the Hall of the
Bright Carvings was ajar. As they slid through the opening it was as though a
long, snow-soft serpent had appeared, its rippling body sown with yellow eyes.
Without a pause it streamed among the carvings lifting hundreds of little dust
clouds from the floor. It reached the hammock at the shuttered end, where, like
a continuation of silence and stillness in a physical form, dozed the curator,
the only living thing in the castle apart from the feline snake that was
flooding past him and was even now on its way back to the door. Above it, the
coloured carvings smouldered. The golden mule -- the storm-grey child -- the
wounded head with locks of chasmic purple. Rottcodd dozed on, entirely unaware, not
only that his sanctum had been invaded by her ladyship's cats, but unaware also
that the castle was empty below him and that it was the day of the Earling. No
one had told him of the Earl's disappearance for no one had climbed to the
dusty Hall since Mr. Flay's last visit. When he awoke, he felt hungry. Hauling up
the shutters of the window he noticed that the rain had stopped, and as far as
he could judge from the position of the sun it was well into the afternoon. Yet
nothing had been sent up for him in the miniature lift from the Kitchen, forty
fathoms below. This was unheard of. It was so new an idea that his food should
not be awaiting him that for the moment he could not be certain that he was
awake. Perhaps he was dreaming that he had left his hammock. He shook the cord that disappeared into
the black well, Faintly he could hear the bell jangling far beneath. Remote as
was the thin, metal sound, it seemed that it was much clearer today, than he
ever remembered it to have been before. It was as though it were the only thing
in motion. As though it had no other sound to contend with, not so much as the
buzzing of a fly upon a pane -- it jangled in so solitary a way, so distinct
and so infinitely far. He waited, but nothing happened. He lifted the end of
the cord for the second time and let it fall. Once more, as though from a city
of forsaken tombs, a bell rang. Again he waited. Again nothing happened. In deep and agitated thought he returned
to the window which was so seldom open, passing beneath the glimmering
chandeliers. Accustomed as he was to silence, there was something unique today
about the emptiness. Something both close and insistent. And as he pondered he
became aware of a sense of instability -- a sensation almost of fear -- as
though some ethic he had never questioned, something on which whatever he
believed was founded and through which his every concept filtered was now
threatened. As though, somewhere, there was _treason_. Something unhallowed,
menacing, and ruthless in its disregard for the fundamental premises of
_loyalty_ itself. What could be thought to count, or have even the meanest kind
of value in action or thought if the foundations on which his house of belief
was erected was found to be sinking and imperilling the sacrosanct structure it
supported. It could not be. For what _could_ change?
He fingered his chin and shot a hard, beady glance out of the window. Behind
him the long, adumbrate Hall of the Bright Carvings glimmered beneath the
suspended chandeliers. Here and there, a shoulder or a cheek bone or a fin or a
hoof burned green or indigo, crimson or lemon in the gloom. His hammock swung a
little. Something had gone wrong. Even had his
dinner been sent up the shaft to him in the normal way he must still have felt
that there was something wrong. This silence was of another kind. It was
portentous. He turned his thoughts over, tortuously
and his eyes, losing for a moment their beady look, wandered over the scene
below him. A little to his left and about fifty feet beneath his window was a
table-land of drab roof around the margin of which were turrets grey with moss,
set about three feet apart from one another. There were many scores of them,
and as his eyes meandered over the monotonous outline he jerked his head
forwards and his focus was no longer blurred, for he had suddenly realized that
every turret was surmounted by a cat, and every cat had its head thrust
forwards, and that every cat, as white as a plume, was peering through slit
eyes at something moving -- something moving far below on the narrow,
sand-coloured path which led from the castle's outhouses to the northern woods. Mr. Rottcodd, gauging by the converging
stares of the turreted cats, what area of distant earth to scan, for with such
motionless and avid concentration in every snow-lit form and yellow eye, there
must surely be a spectacle of peculiar interest below them, he was able within
a few moments to discover, moving toy-like, from the woods, a cavalcade of the
stone castle's core. Toy horses led. Mr. Rottcodd, who had long
sight but who could hardly tell how many fingers he held up before his own face
save by the apprehension of the digits themselves, removed his glasses. The
blurred figures, so far below his window, threading their way through sunlight,
no longer swam, but, starting into focus, startled him. What had happened? As
he asked himself the question, he knew the answer. That no one had thought fit
to tell him! No one! It was a bitter pill for him to swallow. He had been
forgotten. Yet he had always wished to be forgotten. He could not have it both
ways. He stared: and there was no mistaking.
Each figure was tiny but crystal clear in the rain-washed atmosphere. The
cradle-saddled horse that led the throng: the child whom he had never glimpsed
before, asleep, one arm along the cradle's rim. Asleep on the day of his
"Earling". Rottcodd winced. It was Titus. So Sepulchrave had died and
he had never known. They had been to the lake; to the lake; and there below him
on a slow grey mare was borne along the path -- the Seventy-seventh. Leading the mare by a bridle was a youth
he had not seen before. His shoulders were high and the sun shone on a rounded
forehead. Over the back of the mare, beneath the saddle-cradle, and hanging
almost to the ground, there was hung a gold embroidered carpet riddled with
moth holes. With Titus in the cradle was tied a
cardboard crown, a short sword in a sky-blue scabbard and a book, the parchment
leaves of which he was creasing with his little sprawling thighs. He was fast
asleep. Behind him, riding side-saddle, came the
Countess, her hair like a pin-head of fire. She made no movement as her mount
paced on. Then Mr. Rottcodd noticed Fuchsia. Her back very straight and her
hands loose upon the rein. Then the Aunts in their trap, whom Mr. Rottcodd
found it difficult to recognize for all the uniqueness of their posture, shed
as they were of their purple. He noticed Barquentine, whom he took for
Sourdust, his dead father, jabbing his crutch into his horse's flank, and then
Nannie Slagg alone in her conveyance, her hands at her mouth and a stable boy
at the pony"s. As vanguard to the pedestrians came the Prunesquallors,
Irma's arm through her brother's followed by Pentecost and the wedge-faced
poet. But who was that mule-headed and stocky man who slouched between them,
and where was Swelter the chef, and where was Flay? Following Pentecost, but at
a respectful distance, ambled the rank and file -- the innumerable menials
which the far forest momently disgorged. To see, after so long a while, the
figureheads of the castle pass below him -- distant as they were -- was, to
Rottcodd in his Hall of the Bright Carvings, a thing both of satisfaction and
of pain. Satisfaction because the ritual of Gormenghast was proceeding as
sacredly and deliberately as ever before, and pain because of his new sense of
flux, which, inexplicable and irrational as it appeared on the surface, was,
nevertheless, something which poisoned his mind and quickened his heartbeat. An
intuitive sense of danger which, although in its varying forms and to varying
degrees had made itself felt among those who lived below -- had not, until this
morning disturbed the dusty and sequestered atmosphere in which it had been Mr.
Rottcodd's lot to doze away his life. Sepulchrave dead? And a new Earl -- a
child not two years. Surely the very stones of the castle would have passed the
message up, or the Bright Carvings have mouthed the secret to him. From the
toyland of figures and horses and paths and trees and rocks and from the
glimpse of a green reflection in the lake the size of a stamp, arose, of a
sudden, the cry of an old voice, cruel, even in its remoteness, and then the
silence of the figures moving on, broken by an occasional minutiae of sound as
of a tin-tack falling on a brick, as a hoof struck a stone; a bridle creaked
with the voice of a gnat, and Rottcodd stared from his eyrie as the figures
moved on and on towards the base of the Castle, each with a short black shadow
sewn to its heels. The terrain about them was as though freshly painted, or
rather, as though like an old landscape that had grown dead and dull it had
been varnished and now shone out anew, each fragment of the enormous canvas,
pristine, the whole, a glory. The leading mare with Titus on her back,
still fast asleep in the wickerwork saddle, was by now approaching that vaster
shadow, cast by the Castle itself, which fanned itself out prodigiously, like a
lake of morose water from the base of the stone walls. The line of figures was stretched out in
an attenuate sweep, for even now with the head of the procession beneath the
walls, the far copses by the lake were still being emptied. Rottcodd switched
his eyes back for a moment to the white cats -- each on its grey-moss turret.
He could see now that they were not merely staring at the group, as before, but
towards a certain section of the line, towards the head of the line, where rode
the silent Countess. Their bodies were no longer motionless. They were
shuddering in the sun; and as Mr. Rottcodd turned his pebbly eyes away, and
peered at the figurettes below (the three largest of whom might have been
fitted into the paw of the most distant of the cats, who were themselves a good
fifty feet below Rottcodd), he was forced to return his gaze at once to the
heraldic malkins, for they had sent forth in unison from their quivering bodies
a siren-like, and most unearthly cry. The long, dusty hall behind Mr. Rottcodd
seemed to stretch away into the middle distance, for with its lethal silence
reaffirmed by that cry from the outer world, its area appeared to expand and a
desert land was at his shoulder blades; and beyond the far door, and under the
boards in the halls below, and beneath them stretching on either hand where
mute stairs climbed or wound, the brooding castle yawned. The Countess had reined in her horse and
lifted her head. For a moment she moved her eyes across the face of the
precipice that overhung her. And then she pursed her mouth and a note like the
note of a reed, shrill and forlorn, escaped her. The turrets of grey moss were suddenly
tenantless. Like white streams of water, like cascades, the cats sped
earthwards down the mountainous and sickening face of stone. Rottcodd, unable
to realize how they had so suddenly melted into nothing like snow in the sun,
was amazed to see, when he transferred his eyes from the empty tableland of
roof, to the landscape below him, a small cloud moving rapidly across a field
of tares. The cloud slowed its speed and swarmed, and as the Countess jogged
her slow mount forwards, it was as though it paddled in a white mist, fetlock
deep, that clung about the progress of the hooves. Titus awoke as the mare which bore him
entered the Castle's shadow. He knelt in his basket, his hair black with the
morning's rain and clinging snake-like about his neck and shoulders. His hands
clasped the edge of the saddle-cradle before him. His drenched and glittering
smock had become grey as he passed into the deep, water-like darkness where the
mare was wading. One by one the tiny figures lost their toy-like brilliance and
were swallowed. The hair of the Countess was quenched like an ember in that
sullen bay. The feline cloud at her feet was now a smoke-grey mist. One by one,
the bright shapes moved into the shadow and were drowned. Rottcodd turned from the window. The
carvings were there. The dust was there. The chandeliers threw their weak
light. The carvings smouldered. But everything had changed. Was this the hail
that Rottcodd had known for so long? It was ominous. And then, as he stood quite still, his
hands clasped about the handle of the feather duster, the air about him
quickened, and there was _another_ change, _another_ presence in the
atmosphere. Somewhere, something had been shattered -- something heavy as a
great globe and brittle like glass; and it had been shattered, for the air swam
freely and the tense, aching weight of the emptiness with its insistent
drumming had lifted. He had heard nothing but he knew that he was no longer
alone. The castle had drawn breath. He returned to his hammock -- strangely
glad and strangely perplexed. He lay down, one hand behind his head, the other
trailing over the side of the hammock in the cords of which he could feel the
purring of a sentient Castle. He closed his eyes. How, he wondered, had Lord
Sepulchrave died? Mr. Flay had said nothing about his being ill. But that was
long ago. How long ago? With a start, which caused him to open his eyes he
realized that it was over a year since the thin man had brought the news of
Titus's birth. He could remember it all so clearly. The way his knees had
clicked. His eye at the keyhole. His nervousness. For Mr. Flay had been his
most recent visitor. Could it be that, for more than a year he had seen no
living soul? Mr. Rottcodd ran his eyes along the wooden
back of a dappled otter. Anything might have happened during that year. And
again he experienced an acute uneasiness. He shifted his body in the hammock.
But what _could_ have happened? What could have happened? He clicked his
tongue. The Castle was breathing, and far below
the Hall of the Bright Carvings all that was Gormenghast revolved. After the
emptiness it was like tumult through him; though he had heard no sound. And
yet, by now there would be doors flung open; there would be echoes in the passageways,
and quick lights flickering along the walls. Through honeycombs of stone would now be
wandering the passions in their clay. There would be tears and there would be
strange laughter. Fierce births and deaths beneath umbrageous ceilings. And dreams,
and violence, and disenchantment. And there shall be a flame-green daybreak
soon. And love itself will cry for insurrection! For tomorrow is also a day --
and Titus has entered his stronghold. TITUS
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GROAN Dost thou love picking meat? Or would'st
thou see A man in the clouds, and have him speak to
thee? BUNYAN 1 THE
HALL OF THE BRIGHT CARVINGS Gormenghast, that is, the main massing of
the original stone, taken by itself would have displayed a certain ponderous
architectural quality were it possible to have ignored the circumfusion of
those mean dwellings that swarmed like an epidemic around its outer walls. They
sprawled over the sloping earth, each one half way over its neighbour until,
held back by the castle ramparts, the innermost of these hovels laid hold on
the great walls, clamping themselves thereto like limpets to a rock. These
dwellings, by ancient law, were granted this chill intimacy with the stronghold
that loomed above them. Over their irregular roofs would fall throughout the
seasons, the shadows of time-eaten buttresses, of broken and lofty turrets,
and, most enormous of all, the shadow of the Tower of Flints. This tower,
patched unevenly with black ivy, arose like a mutilated finger from among the
fists of knuckled masonry and pointed blasphemously at heaven. At night the
owls made of it an echoing throat; by day it stood voiceless and cast its long
shadow. Very little communication passed between
the denizens of these outer quarters and those who lived _within_ the walls,
save when, on the first June morning of each year, the entire population of the
clay dwellings had sanction to enter the Grounds in order to display the wooden
carvings on which they had been working during the year. These carvings,
blazoned in strange colour, were generally of animals or figures and were
treated in a highly stylized manner peculiar to themselves. The competition
among them to display the finest object of the year was bitter and rabid. Their
sole passion was directed, once their days of love had guttered, on the
production of this wooden sculpture, and among the muddle of huts at the foot
of the outer wall, existed a score of creative craftsmen whose position as
leading carvers gave them pride of place among the shadows. At one point _within_ the Outer Wall, a
few feet from the earth, the great stones of which the wall itself was
constructed, jutted forward in the form of a massive shelf stretching from east
to west for about two hundred to three hundred feet. These protruding stones
were painted white, and it was upon this shelf that on the first morning of
June the carvings were ranged every year for judgement by the Earl of Groan.
Those works judged to be the most consummate, and there were never more than
three chosen, were subsequently relegated to the Hall of the Bright Carvings. Standing immobile throughout the day, these
vivid objects, with their fantastic shadows on the wall behind them shifting
and elongating hour by hour with the sun's rotation, exuded a kind of darkness
for all their colour. The air between them was turgid with contempt and
jealousy. The craftsmen stood about like beggars, their families clustered in
silent groups. They were uncouth and prematurely aged. All radiance gone. The carvings that were left unselected
were burned the same evening in the courtyard below Lord Groan's western
balcony, and it was customary for him to stand there at the time of the burning
and to bow his head silently as if in pain, and then as a gong beat thrice from
within, the three carvings to escape the flames would be brought forth in the
moonlight. They were stood upon the balustrade of the balcony in full view of
the crowd below, and the Earl of Groan would call for their authors to come
forward. When they had stationed themselves immediately beneath where he was
standing, the Earl would throw down to them the traditional scrolls of vellum,
which, as the writings upon them verified, permitted these men to walk the
battlements above their cantonment at the full moon of each alternate month. On
these particular nights, from a window in the southern wall of Gormenghast, an observer
might watch the minute moonlit figures whose skill had won for them this honour
which they so coveted, moving to and fro along the battlements. Saving this exception of the day of
carvings, and the latitude permitted to the most peerless, there was no other
opportunity for those who lived within the walls to know of these
"outer" folk, nor in fact were they of interest to the
"inner" world, being submerged within the shadows of the great walls. They were all-but forgotten people: the
breed that was remembered with a start, or with the unreality of a recrudescent
dream. The day of carvings alone brought them into the sunlight and reawakened
the memory of former times. For as far back as even Nettel, the octogenarian
who lived in the tower above the rusting armoury, could remember, the ceremony
had been held. Innumerable carvings had smouldered to ashes in obedience to the
law, but the choicest were still housed in the Hall of the Bright Carvings. This hall which ran along the top storey
of the north wing was presided over by the curator, Rottcodd, who, as no one
ever visited the room, slept during most of his life in the hammock he had
erected at the far end. For all his dozing, he had never been known to
relinquish the feather duster from his grasp; the duster with which he would
perform one of the only two regular tasks which appeared to be necessary in
that long and silent hall, namely to flick the dust from the Bright Carvings. As objects of beauty, these works held
little interest to him and yet in spite of himself he had become attached in a
propinquital way to a few of the carvings. He would be more than thorough when
dusting the Emerald Horse. The black-and-olive Head which faced it across the
boards and the Piebald Shark were also his especial care. Not that there were
any on which the dust was allowed to settle. Entering at seven o'clock, winter and
summer, year in and year out, Rottcodd would disengage himself of his jacket
and draw over his head a long grey overall which descended shapelessly to his
ankles. With his feather duster tucked beneath his arm, it was his habit to
peer sagaciously over his glasses down-the length of the hall. His skull was
dark and small like a corroded musket bullet and his eyes behind the gleaming
of his glasses were the twin miniatures of his head. All three were constantly
on the move, as though to make up for the time they spent asleep, the head
wobbling in a mechanical way from side to side when Mr. Rottcodd walked, and
the eyes, as though taking their cue from the parent sphere to which they were
attached, peering here, there, and everywhere at nothing in particular. Having
peered quickly over his glasses on entering and having repeated the performance
along the length of the north wing after enveloping himself in his overall, it
was the custom of Rottcodd to relieve his left armpit of the feather duster,
and with that weapon raised, to advance towards the first of the carvings on
his right hand side, without more ado. Being at the top floor of the north wing,
this hall was not in any real sense a hall at all, but was more in the nature
of a loft. The only window was at its far end, and opposite the door through
which Rottcodd would enter from the upper body of the building. It gave little
light. The shutters were invariably lowered. The Hall of the Bright Carvings
was illuminated night and day by seven great candelabra suspended from the
ceiling at intervals of nine feet. The candles were never allowed to fail or
even to gutter, Rottcodd himself seeing to their replenishment before retiring
at nine o'clock in the evening. There was a stock of white candles in the small
dark ante-room beyond the door of the hail, where also were kept ready for use
Rottcodd's overall, a huge visitors' book, white with dust, and a stepladder.
There were no chairs or tables, nor indecd any furniture save the hammock at
the window end where Mr. Rottcodd slept. The boarded floor was white with dust
which, so assiduously kept from the carvings, had no alternative resting place
and had collected deep and ash-like, accumulating especially in the four
corners of the hall. Having flicked at the first carving on his
right, Rottcodd would move mechanically down the long phalanx of colour
standing a moment before each carving, his eyes running up and down it and all
over it, and his head wobbling knowingly on his neck before he introduced his
feather duster. Rottcodd was unmarried. An aloofness and even a nervousness was
apparent on first acquaintance and the ladies held a peculiar horror for him.
His, then, was an ideal existence, living alone day and night in a long loft.
Yet occasionally, for one reason or another, a servant or a member of the
household would make an unexpected appearance and startle him with some
question appertaining to ritual, and then the dust would settle once more in
the hall and on the soul of Mr. Rottcodd. What were his reveries as he lay in his
hammock with his dark bullet head tucked in the crook of his arm? What would he
be dreaming of, hour after hour, year after year? It is not easy to feel that
any great thoughts haunted his mind nor -- in spite of the sculpture whose
bright files surged over the dust in narrowing perspective like the highway for
an emperor -- that Rottcodd made any attempt to avail himself of his isolation,
but rather that he was enjoying the solitude for its Own Sake, with, at the
back of his mind, the dread of an intruder. One humid afternoon a visitor _did_ arrive
to disturb Rottcodd as he lay deeply hammocked, for his siesta was broken
sharply by a rattling of the door handle which was apparently performed in lieu
of the more popular practice of knocking at the panels. The sound echoed down
the long room and then settled into the fine dust on the boarded floor. The
sunlight squeezed itself between the thin cracks of the window blind. Even on a
hot, stifling, unhealthy afternoon such as this, the blinds were down and the
candlelight filled the room with an incongruous radiance. At the sound of the
door handle being rattled Rottcodd sat up suddenly. The thin bands of moted
light edging their way through the shutters barred his dark head with the
brilliance of the outer world. As he lowered himself over the hammock, it
wobbled on his shoulders, and his eyes darted up and down the door returning
again and again after their rapid and precipitous journeys to the agitations of
the door handle. Gripping his feather duster in his right hand, Rottcodd began
to advance down the bright avenue, his feet giving rise at each step to little
clouds of dust. When he had at last reached the door the handle had ceased to
vibrate. Lowering himself suddenly to his knees he placed his right eye at the
keyhole, and controlling the oscillation of his head and the vagaries of his
left eye (which was for ever trying to dash up and down the vertical surface of
the door), he was able by dint of concentration to observe, within three inches
of his keyholed eye, an eye which was not his, being not only of a different
colour to his own iron marble but being, which is more convincing, on the other
side of the door. This third eye which was going through the same performance
as the one belonging to Rottcodd, belonged to Flay, the taciturn servant of
Sepuichrave, Earl of Gormenghast. For Flay to be four rooms horizontally or one
floor vertically away from his lordship was a rare enough thing in the castle.
For him to be absent at all from his master's side was abnormal, yet here
apparently on this stifling summer afternoon was the eye of Mr. Flay at the
outer keyhole of the Hall of the Bright Carvings, and presumably the rest of
Mr. Flay was joined on behind it. On mutual recognition the eyes withdrew
simultaneously and the brass doorknob rattled again in the grip of the
visitor's hand. Rottcodd turned the key in the lock and the door opened slowly. Mr. Flay appeared to clutter up the
doorway as he stood revealed, his arms folded, surveying the smaller man before
him in an expressionless way. It did not look as though such a bony face as his
could give normal utterance, but rather that instead of sounds, something more
brittle, more ancient, something dryer would emerge, something perhaps more in
the nature of a splinter or a fragment of stone. Nevertheless, the harsh lips
parted. "It's me," he said, and took a step forward into the room,
his knee joints cracking as he did so. His passage across a room -- in fact his
passage through life -- was accompanied by these cracking sounds, one per step,
which might be likened to the breaking of dry twigs. Rottcodd, seeing that it was indeed he,
motioned him to advance by an irritable gesture of the hand, and closed the
door behind him. Conversation was never one of Mr. Flay's
accomplishments and for some time he gazed mirthlessly ahead of him, and then,
after what seemed an eternity to Rottcodd he raised a bony hand and scratched
himself behind the ear. Then he made his second remark, "Still here,
eh?" he said, his voice forcing its way out of his face. Rottcodd, feeling presumably that there
was little need to answer such a question, shrugged his shoulders and gave his
eyes the run of the ceiling. Mr. Flay pulled himself together and
continued: "I said still here, eh, Rottcodd?" He stared bitterly at
the carving of the Emerald Horse. "You're still here, eh?" "I'm invariably here," said
Rottcodd, lowering his gleaming glasses and running his eyes all over Mr.
Flay's visage. "Day in, day out, invariably. Very hot weather. Extremely
stifling. Did you want anything?" "Nothing," said Flay and he
turned towards Rottcodd with something menacing in his attitude. "I want
_nothing_." He wiped the palms of his hands on his hips where the dark
cloth shone like silk. Rottcodd flicked ash from his shoes with
the feather duster and tilted his bullet head. "Ah," he said in a
non-committal way. "You say 'ah',". said Flay,
turning his back on Rottcodd and beginning to walk down the coloured avenue,
"but I tell you, it is more than 'ah'." "Of course," said Rottcodd.
"Much more, I dare say. But I fail to understand. I am a Curator." At
this he drew his body up to full height and stood on the tips of his toes in
the dust. "A what?" said Flay, straggling
above him for he had returned. "A curator?" "That is so," said Rottcodd,
shaking his head. Flay made a hard noise in his throat. To
Rottcodd it signified a complete lack of understanding and it annoyed him that
the man should invade his province. "Curator," said Flay, after a
ghastly silence, "I will tell you something. I know something. Eh?" "Well?" said Rottcodd. "I'll tell you," said Flay.
"But first, what day is it? What month, and what year is it? Answer
me." Rottcodd was puzzled at this question, but
he was becoming a little intrigued. It was so obvious that the bony man had
something on his mind, and he replied, "It is the eighth day of the eighth
month, I am uncertain about the year. But why?" In a voice almost inaudible Flay repeated
"The eighth day of the eighth month." His eyes were almost
transparent as though in a country of ugly hills one were to find among the
harsh rocks two sky-reflecting lakes. "Come here," he said,
"come closer, Rottcodd, I will tell you. You don't understand Gormenghast,
what happens in Gormenghast -- the things that happen -- no, no. Below you,
that's where it all is, under this north wing. What are these things up here?
These wooden things? No use now. Keep them, but no use now. Everything is
moving. The castle is moving. Today, first time for years he's alone, his
Lordship. Not in my sight." Flay bit at his knuckle. "Bedchamber of
Ladyship, that's where he is. Lordship is beside himself: won't have me, won't
let me in to see the New One. The New One. He's come. He's downstairs. I
haven't seen him." Flay bit at the corresponding knuckle on the other hand
as though to balance the sensation. "No one's been in. Of course not. I'll
be next. The birds are lined along the bedrail. Ravens, starlings, all the
perishers, and the white rook. There's a kestrel; claws through the pillow. My
lady feeds them with crusts. Grain and crusts. Hardly seen her new-born. Heir
to Gormenghast. Doesn't look at him. But my lord keeps staring. Seen him
through the grating. Needs me. Won't let me in. Are you listening?" Mr. Rottcodd certainly was listening. In
the first place he had never heard Mr. Flay talk so much in his life before,
and in the second place the news that a son had been born at long last to the
ancient and historic house of Groan was, after all, an interesting tit-bit for
a curator living alone on the upper storey of the desolate north wing. Here was
something with which he could occupy his mind for some time to come. It was
true, as Mr. Flay pointed out, that he, Rottcodd, could not possibly feel the
pulse of the castle as he lay in his hammock, for in point of fact Rottcodd had
not even suspected that an heir was on its way. His meals came up in a
miniature lift through darkness from the servants' quarters many floors below
and he slept in the ante-room at night and consequently he was completely cut
off from the world and all its happenings. Flay had brought him real news. All
the same he disliked being disturbed even when information of this magnitude
was brought. What was passing through the bullet-shaped head was a question
concerning Mr. Flay's entry. Why had Flay, who never in the normal course of
events would have raised an eyebrow to acknowledge his presence -- why had he
now gone to the trouble of climbing to a part of the castle so foreign to him?
And to force a conversation on a personality as unexpansive as his own. He ran
his eyes over Mr. Flay in his own peculiarly rapid way and surprised himself by
saying suddenly, "To what may I attribute your presence, Mr. Flay?" "What?" said Flay. "What's
that?" He looked down on Rottcodd and his eyes became glassy. In truth Mr. Flay had surprised himself.
Why, indeed, he thought to himself, had he troubled to tell Rottcodd the news
which meant so much to him? Why Rottcodd, of all people? He continued staring
at the curator for some while, and the more he stood and pondered the clearer
it became to him that the question he had been asked was, to say the very
least, uncomfortably pertinent. The little man in front of him had asked a
simple and forthright question. It had been rather a poser. He took a couple of
shambling steps towards Mr. Rottcodd and then, forcing his hands into his
trouser pockets, turned round very slowly on one heel. "Ah," he said at last, "I
see what you mean, Rottcodd -- I see what you mean." Rottcodd was longing to get back to his
hammock and enjoy the luxury of being quite alone again, but his eye travelled
even more speedily towards the visitor's face when he heard the remark. Mr.
Flay had said that he saw what Rottcodd had meant. Had he really? Very
interesting. What, by the way, _had_ he meant? What precisely was it that Mr. Flay
had seen? He flicked an imaginary speck of dust from the gilded head of a
dryad. "You are interested in the birth
below?" he inquired. Flay stood for a while as though he had
heard nothing, but after a few minutes it became obvious he was thunderstruck.
"Interested!" he cried in a deep, husky voice, "Interested! The
child is a Groan. An authentic male Groan. Challenge to Change! No _Change_,
Rottcodd. No Change!" "Ah," said Rottcodd. "I see
your point, Mr. Flay. But his lordship was not dying?" "No," said Mr. Flay, "he
was not dying, but _teeth lengthen_!" and he strode to the wooden shutters
with long, slow heron-like paces, and the dust rose behind him. When it had
settled Rottcodd could see his angular parchment-coloured head leaning itself
against the lintel of the window. Mr. Flay could not feel entirely satisfied
with his answer to Rottcodd's question covering the reason for his appearance
in the Hall of the Bright Carvings. As he stood there by the window the
question repeated itself to him again and again. Why Rottcodd? Why on earth
Rottcodd? And yet he knew that directly he heard of the birth of the heir, when
his dour nature had been stirred so violently that he had found himself itching
to communicate his enthusiasm to another being -- from that moment Rottcodd had
leapt to his mind. Never of a communicative or enthusiastic nature he had found
it difficult even under the emotional stress of the advent to inform Rottcodd
of the facts. And, as has been remarked, he had surprised even himself not only
for having unburdened himself at all, but for having done so in so short a
time. He turned, and saw that the Curator was
standing wearily by the Piebald Shark, his small cropped round head moving to
and fro like a bird"s, and his hands clasped before him with the feather
duster between his fingers. He could see that Rottcodd was politely waiting for
him to go. Altogether Mr. Flay was in a peculiar state of mind. He was
surprised at Mr. Rottcodd for being so unimpressed at the news, and he was surprised
at himself for having brought it. He took from his pocket a vast watch of
silver and held it horizontally on the flat of his palm. "Must go,"
he said awkwardly. "Do you hear me, Rottcodd, I must go?" "Good of you to call," said
Rottcodd. "Will you sign your name in the visitors' book as you go
out?" "No! Not a visitor." Flay
brought his shoulders up to his ears. "Been with lordship thirty-seven
years. Sign a _book_," he added contemptuously, and he spat into a far
corner of the room. "As you wish," said Mr.
Rottcodd. "It was to the section of the visitors' book devoted to the
staff that I was referring." "No!" said Flay. As he passed the curator on his way to the
door he looked carefully at him as he came abreast, and the question rankled.
Why? The castle was filled with the excitement of the nativity. All was alive
with conjecture. There was no control. Rumour swept through the stronghold.
Everywhere, in passage, archway, cloister, refectory, kitchen, dormitory, and
hall it was the same. Why had he chosen the unenthusiastic Rottcodd? And then,
in a flash he realized. He must have subconsciously known that the news would
be new tono one else; that Rottcodd was virgin soil for his message, Rottcodd
the curator who lived alone among the Bright Carvings was the only one on whom
he could vent the tidings without jeopardizing his sullen dignity, and to whom
although the knowledge would give rise to but little enthusiasm it would at
least be new. Having solved the problem in his mind and
having realized in a dullish way that the conclusion was particularly mundane
and uninspired, and that there was no question of his soul calling along the
corridors and up the stairs to the soul of Rottcodd, Mr. Flay in a thin
straddling manner moved along the passages of the north wing and down the curve
of stone steps that led to the stone quadrangle, feeling the while a curious
disillusion, a sense of having suffered a loss of dignity, and a feeling of
being thankful that his visit to Rottcodd had been unobserved and that Rottcodd
himself was well hidden from the world in the Hall of the Bright Carvings. 2 THE
GREAT KITCHEN As Flay passed through the servants'
archway and descended the twelve steps that led into the main corridor of the
kitchen quarters, he became aware of an acute transformation of mood. The
solitude of Mr. Rottcodd's sanctum, which had been lingering in his mind, was
violated. Here among the stone passages were all the symptoms of ribald
excitement. Mr. Flay hunched his bony shoulders and with his hands in his
jacket pockets dragged them to the front so that only the black cloth divided
his clenched fists. The material was stretched as though it would split at the
small of his back. He stared mirthlessly to right and left and then advanced,
his long spidery legs cracking as he shouldered his way through a heaving group
of menials. They were guffawing to each other coarsely and one of them,
evidently the wit, was contorting his face, as pliable as putty, into shapes that
appeared to be independent of the skull, if indeed he had a skull beneath that
elastic flesh. Mr. Flay pushed past. The corridor was alive. Clusters of
aproned figures mixed and disengaged. Some were singing. Some were arguing and
some were draped against the wall, quite silent from exhaustion, their hands
dangling from their wrists or flapping stupidly to the beat of some kitchen
catch-song. The clamour was pitiless. Technically this was more the spirit
which Flay liked to see, or at all events thought to be more appropriate to the
occasion. Rottcodd's lack of enthusiasm had shocked him and here, at any rate,
the traditional observance of felicity at the birth of an heir to Gormenghast
was being observed. But it would have been impossible for him to show any signs
of enthusiasm himself when surrounded by it in others. As he moved along the
crowded corridor and passed in turn the dark passages that led to the
slaughter-house with its stench of fresh blood, the bakeries with their sweet
loaves and the stairs that led down to the wine vaults and the underground
network of the castle cellars, he felt a certain satisfaction at seing how many
of the roysterers staggered aside to let him pass, for his station as
retainer-in-chief to his Lordship was commanding and his sour mouth and the
frown that had made a permanent nest upon his jutting forehead were a warning. It was not often that Flay approved of
happiness in others. He saw in happiness the seeds of independence, and in
independence the seeds of revolt. But on an occasion such as this it was
different, for the spirit of convention was being rigorously adhered to, and in
between his ribs Mr. Flay experienced twinges of pleasure. He had come to where, on his left, and
halfway along the servants' corridor, the heavy wooden doors of the Great
Kitchen stood ajar. Ahead of him, narrowing in dark perspective, for there were
no windows, the rest of the corridor stretched silently away. It had no doors
on either side and at the far end it was terminated by a wall of flints. This
useless passage was, as might be supposed, usually deserted, but Mr. Flay
noticed that several figures were lying stretched in the shadows. At the same
time he was momentarily deafened by a great bellowing and clattering and
stamping. As Mr. Flay entered the Great Kitchen the
steaming, airless concentration of a ghastly heat struck him. He felt that his
body had received a blow. Not only was the normal sickening atmosphere of the
kitchen augmented by the sun's rays streaming into the room at various points
through the high windows, but, in the riot of the festivities, the fires had
been banked dangerously. But Mr. Flay realized that it was _right_ that this
should be as insufferable as it was. He even realized that the four grillers
who were forcing joint after joint between the metal doors with their clumsy
boots, until the oven began to give under the immoderate strain, were in key
with the legitimate temper of the occasion. The fact that they had no idea what
they were doing nor why they were doing it was irrelevant. The Countess had
given birth; was this a moment for rational behaviour? The walls of the vast room which were
streaming with calid moisture, were built with grey slabs of stone and were the
personal concern of a company of eighteen men known as the "Grey
Scrubbers". It had been their privilege on reaching adolescence to
discover that, being the sons of their fathers, their careers had been arranged
for them and that stretching ahead of them lay their identical lives consisting
of an unimaginative if praiseworthy duty. This was to restore, each morning, to
the great grey floor and the lofty walls of the kitchen a stainless complexion.
On every day of the year from three hours before daybreak until about eleven
o'clock, when the scaffolding and ladders became a hindrance to the cooks, the
Grey Scrubbers fulfilled their hereditary calling. Through the character of
their trade, their arms had become unusually powerful, and when they let their
huge hands hang loosely at their sides, there was more than an echo of the
simian. Coarse as these men appeared, they were an integral part of the Great
Kitchen. Without the Grey Scrubbers something very earthy, very heavy, very
real would be missing to any sociologist searching in that steaming room, for
the completion of a circle of temperaments, a gamut of the lower human values. Through daily proximity to the great slabs
of stone, the faces of the Grey Scrubbers had become like slabs themselves.
There was no expression whatever upon the eighteen faces, unless the lack of
expression is in itself an expression. They were simply slabs that the Grey
Scrubbers spoke from occasionally, stared from incessantly, heard with, hardly
ever. They were traditionally deaf. The eyes were there, small and flat as
coins, and the colour of the walls themselves, as though during the long hours
of professional staring the grey stone had at last reflected itself indelibly
once and for all. Yes, the eyes were there, thirty-six of them and the eighteen
noses were there, and the lines of the mouths that resembled the harsh cracks
that divided the stone slabs, they were there too. Although nothing physical
was missing from any one of their eighteen faces yet it would be impossible to
perceive the faintest sign of animation and, even if a basinful of their
features had been shaken together and if each feature had been picked out at
random and stuck upon some dummy-head of wax at any capricious spot or angle,
it would have made no difference, for even the most fantastic, the most
ingenious of arrangements could not have tempted into life a design whose
component parts were dead. In all, counting the ears, which on occasion may be
monstrously expressive, the one hundred and eight features were unable, at the
best of times, to muster between them, individually or taken _en masse_, the
faintest shadow of anything that might hint at the workings of what lay
beneath. Having watched the excitement developing
around them in the Great Kitchen, and being unable to comprehend what it was
all about for lack of hearing, they had up to the last hour or two been unable
to enter into that festive spirit which had attacked the very heart and bowels
of the kitchen staff. But here and now, on this day of days,
cognizant at last of the arrival of the new Lord, the eighteen Grey Scrubbers
were lying side by side upon the flagstones beneath a great table, dead drunk
to a man. They had done honour to the occasion and were out of the picture,
having been rolled under the table one by one like so many barrels of ale, as
indeed they were. Through the clamour of the voices in the
Great Kitchen that rose and fell, that changed tempo, and lingered, until a
strident rush or a wheezy slide of sound came to a new pause, only to be
shattered by a hideous croak of laughter or a thrilled whisper, or a clearing
of some coarse throat -- through all this thick and interwoven skein of bedlam,
the ponderous snoring of the Grey Scrubbers had continued as a recognizable
theme of dolorous persistence. In favour of the Grey Scrubbers it must be
said that it was not until the walls and floor of the kitchen were shining from
their exertions that they attacked the bungs as though unweaned. But it was not
only they who had succumbed. The same unquestionable proof of loyalty could be
observed in no less than forty members of the kitchen, who, like the Grey
Scrubbers, recognizing the bottle as the true medium through which to
externalize their affection for the family of Groan, were seeing visions and
dreaming dreams. Mr. Flay, wiping away with the back
of his claw-like hand the perspiration that had already gathered on his brow,
allowed his eyes to remain a moment on the inert and foreshortened bodies of
the inebriate Grey Scrubbers. Their heads were towards him, and were cropped to
a gun-grey stubble. Beneath the table a shadow had roosted, and the rest of
their bodies, receding in parallel lines, were soon devoured in the darkness.
At first glance he had been reminded of nothing so much as a row of curled-up
hedgehogs, and it was some time before he realized that he was regarding a line
of prickly skulls. When he had satisfied himself on this point his eyes
travelled sourly around the Great Kitchen. Everything was confusion, but behind
the flux of the shifting figures and the temporary chaos of overturned mixing
tables, of the floor littered with stock-pots, basting pans, broken bowls and
dishes, and oddments of food, Mr. Flay could see the main fixtures in the room
and keep them in his mind as a means of reference, for the kitchen swam before
his eyes in a clammy mist. Divided by the heavy stone wall in which was
situated a hatch of strong timber, was the _garde-manger_ with its stacks of
cold meat and hanging carcases and on the inside of the wall the spit. On a fixed
table running along a length of the wall were huge bowls capable of holding
fifty portions. The stock-pots were perpetually simmering, having boiled over,
and the floor about them was a mess of sepia fluid and egg-shells that had been
floating in the pots for the purpose of clearing the soup. The sawdust that was
spread neatly over the floor each morning was by now kicked into heaps and
soaked in the splashings of wine. And where scattered about the floor little
blobs of fat had been rolled or trodden in, the sawdust stuck to them giving
them the appearance of rissoles. Hanging along the dripping walls were rows of
sticking knives and steels, boning knives, skinning knives and two-handed
cleavers, and beneath them a twelve-foot by nine-foot chopping block,
cross-hatched and hollowed by decades of long wounds. On the other side of the room, to Mr.
Flay's left, a capacious enormous copper, a row of ovens and a narrow doorway
acted as his landmarks. The doors of the ovens were flying wide and acid flames
were leaping dangerously, as the fat that had been thrown into the fires
bubbled and stank. Mr. Flay was in two minds. He hated what
he saw, for of all the rooms in the castle, it was the kitchen he detested
most, and for a very real reason; and yet a thrill in his scarecrow body made
him aware of how right it all was. He could not, of course, analyse his
feelings nor would the idea have occurred to him, but he was so much a part and
parcel of Gormenghast that he could instinctively tell when the essence of its
tradition was running in a true channel, powerfully and with no deviation. But the fact that Mr. Flay appreciated, as
from the profoundest of motives, the vulgarity of the Great Kitchen in no way
mitigated his contempt for the figures he saw before him as individuals. As he
looked from one to another the satisfaction which he had at first experienced
in seeing them collectively gave way to a detestation as he observed them
piecemeal. A prodigious twisted beam, warped into a
spiral, floated, or so it seemed in the haze, across the breadth of the Great
Kitchen. Here and there along its undersurface, iron hooks were screwed into
its grain. Slung over it like sacks half filled with sawdust, so absolutely
lifeless they appeared, were two pastry-cooks, an ancient _poissonnier_, a
_rфtier_ with legs so bandy as to describe a rugged circle, a red-headed
_lйgumier_, and five _sauciers_ with their green scarves around their necks.
One of them near the far end from where Flay stood twitched a little, but apart
from this all was stillness. They were very happy. Mr. Flay took a few paces and the
atmosphere closed around him. He had stood by the door unobserved, but now as
he came forward a roysterer leaping suddenly into the air caught hold of one of
the hooks in the dark beam above them. He was suspended by one arm, a cretinous
little man with a face of concentrated impudence. He must have possessed a
strength out of all proportions to his size, for with the weight of his body
hanging on the end of one arm he yet drew himself up so that his head reached
the level of the iron hook. As Mr. Flay passed beneath, the dwarf, twisting
himself upside down with incredible speed, coiled his legs around the twisted
beam and dropping the rest of himself vertically with his face a few inches
from that of Mr. Flay, grinned at him grotesquely with his head upside down,
before Flay could do anything save come to an abrupt halt. The dwarf had then
swung himself on to the beam again and was running along it on all fours with
an agility more likely to be found in jungles than in kitchens. A prodigious bellow outvoicing all
cacophony caused him to turn his head away from the dwarf. Away to his left in
the shade of a supporting pillar he could make out the vague unmistakable shape
of what had really been at the back of his brain like a tumour, ever since he
had entered the great kitchen. 3 SWELTER The chef of Gormenghast, balancing his
body with difficulty upon a cask of wine, was addressing a group of apprentices
in their striped and sodden jackets and small white caps. They clasped each
other's shoulders for their support. Their adolescent faces steaming with the
heat of the adjacent ovens were quite stupefied, and when they laughed or
applauded the enormity above them, it was with a crazed and sycophantic
fervour. As Mr. Flay approached to within a few yards of the cluster, another
roar, such as he had heard a moment or two earlier, rolled into the heat above
the wine-barrel. The young scullions had heard this roar
many times before but had never associated it with anything other than anger.
At first, consequently, it had frightened them, but they had soon perceived
that there was no irritation in its note today. The chef, as he loomed over them, drunken,
arrogant and pedantic, was enjoying himself. As the apprentices swayed tipsily around
the wine cask, their faces catching and losing the light that streamed through
a high window, they also, in a delirious fashion -- were enjoying themselves.
The echoes died from the apparently reasonless bellow of the chief chef and the
sagging circle about the barrel stamped its feet feverishly and gave high
shrill cries of delight, for they had seen an inane smile evolving from the
blur of the huge head above them. Never before had they enjoyed such latitude
in the presence of the chef. They struggled to outdo one another in the taking
of liberties unheard of hitherto. They vied for favours, screaming his name at
the tops of their voices. They tried to catch his eye. They were very tired,
very heavy and sick with the drink and the heat, but were living fiercely on
their fuddled reserves of nervous energy. All saving one high-shouldered boy,
who throughout the scene had preserved a moody silence. He loathed the figure above
him and he despised his fellow-apprentices. He leaned against the shadowy side
of the pillar, out of the chef's line of vision. Mr. Flay was annoyed, even on such a day,
by the scene. Although approving in theory, in practice it seemed to him that the
spectacle was unpleasant. He remembered, when he had first come across Swelter,
how he and the chef had instantaneously entertained a mutual dislike, and how
this antipathy festered. To Swelter it was irksome to see the bony straggly
figure of Lord Sepulchrave's first servant in his kitchen at all, the only
palliative to this annoyance being the opportunity which if afforded for the
display of his superior wit at Mr. Flay's expense. Mr. Flay entered Swelter's steaming
province for one purpose only. To prove to himself as much as to others, that
he, as Lord Groan's personal attendant, would on no account be intimidated by
any member of the staff. To keep this fact well in front of his own
mind, he made a tour of the servants' quarters every so often, never entering
the kitchen, however, without a queasiness of stomach, never departing from it
without a renewal of spleen. The long beams of sunlight, which were
reflected from the moist walls in a shimmering haze, had pranked the chef's
body with blotches of ghost-light. The effect from below was that of a dappled
volume of warm vague whiteness and of a grey that dissolved into swamps of
midnight -- of a volume that towered and dissolved among the rafters. As
occasion merited he supported himself against the stone pillar at his side and
as he did so the patches of light shifted across the degraded whiteness of the
stretched uniform he wore. When Mr. Flay had first eyed him, the cook's head
had been entirely in shadow. Upon it the tall cap of office rose coldly, a
vague topsail half lost in a fitful sky. In the total effect there was indeed
something of the galleon. One of the blotches of reflected sunlight
swayed to and fro across the paunch. This particular pool of light moving in a
mesmeric manner backwards and forwards picked out from time to time a long red
island of spilt wine. It seemed to leap forward from the mottled cloth when the
light fastened upon it in startling contrast to the chiaroscuro and to defy the
laws of tone. This ungarnished sign of Swelter's debauche, taking the swollen
curve of linen, had somehow, to Mr. Flay's surprise, a fascination. For a
minute he watched it appear, and disappear to reappear again -- a lozenge of
crimson, as the body behind it swayed. Another senseless bout of foot-stamping
and screaming broke the spell, and lifting his eyes he scowled about him.
Suddenly, for a moment, the memory of Mr. Rottcodd in his dusty deserted hall
stole into his consciousness and he was shocked to realize how much he had
really preferred -- to this inferno of time-hallowed revelry -- the limp and
seemingly disloyal self-sufficiency of the curator. He straddled his way to a
vantage point, from where he could see and remain unseen, and from there he
noticed that Swelter was steadying himself on his legs and with a huge soft
hand making signs to the adolescents below him to hold their voices. Flay
noticed how the habitual truculence of his tone and manner had today altered to
something mealy, to a conviviality weighted with lead and sugar, a ghastly
intimacy more dreadful than his most dreaded rages. His voice came down from
the shadows in huge wads of sound, or like the warm, sick notes of some
prodigious mouldering bell of felt. His soft hand had silenced the seething of
the apprentices and he allowed his thick voice to drop out of his face. "Gallstones!" and in the dimness
he flung his arms apart so that the buttons of his tunic were torn away, one of
them whizzing across the room and stunning a cockroach on the opposite wall.
"Close your ranks and close your ranks and listen mosht attentivesome.
Come closer then, my little sea of faces, come ever closer in, my little
ones." The apprentices edged themselves forward,
tripping and treading upon each other's feet, the foremost of them being wedged
against the wine-barrel itself. "Thatsh the way. Thatsh jusht the
way," said Swelter, leering down at them. "Now we're quite a happly
little family. Mosht shelect and advanced." He then slid a fat hand through a slit in
his white garment of office and removed from a deep pocket a bottle. Plucking
out the cork with his lips, that had gripped it with an uncanny muscularity, he
poured half a pint down his throat without displacing the cork, for he laid a
finger at the mouth of the bottle, so dividing the rush of wine into two
separate spurts that shot adroitly into either cheek, and so, making contact at
the back of his mouth, down his throat in one dull gurgle to those
unmentionable gulches that lay below. The apprentices screamed and stamped and
tore at each other in an access of delight and of admiration. The chef removed the cork and twisted it
around between his thumb and forefinger and satisfying himself that it had
remained perfectly dry during the operation, recorked the bottle and returned
it through the slit into his pocket. Again he put up his hand and silence was
restored save for the heavy, excited breathing. "Now tell me thish, my stenching
cherubs. Tell me thish and tell me exshtra quickly, who am _I_? Now tell me
exshtra quickly." "Swelter," they cried,
"Swelter, sir! Swelter!" "Is that _all_ you know?" came
the voice. "Is that _all_ you know, my little sea of faces? Silence now!
and lishen well to me, chief chef of Gormenghast, man and boy forty years, fair
and foul, rain or shine, sand and sawdust, hags and stags and all the resht of
them done to a turn and spread with sauce of aloes and a dash of prickling
pepper." "With a dash of prickling
pepper," yelled the apprentices hugging themselves and each other in turn.
"Shall we cook it, sir? We"ll do it now, sir, and slosh it in the
copper, sir, and stir it up. Oh! what a tasty dish, sir, oh! what a tasty
dish!" "Shilence," roared the chef.
"Silensh, my fairy boys. Silence, my belching angels. Come closer here,
come closer with your little creamy faces and I'll tell you who I am." The high-shouldered boy, who had taken no
part in the excitement, pulled out a small pipe of knotted worm-wood and filled
it deliberately. His mouth was quite expressionless, curving neither up nor
down, but his eyes were dark and hot with a mature hatred. They were half
closed but their eloquence smouldered through the lashes as he watched the
figure on the barrel lean forward precariously. "Now lishen well," continued the
voice, "and I'll tell you exactly who I am and then I'll shing to you a
shong and you will know who's shinging to you, my ghastly little ineffectual
fillets." "A song! A song!" came the
shrill chorus. "Firshtly," said the chef
leaning forward and dropping each confidential word like a cannon ball smeared
with syrup. "Firshtly, I am none other than Abiatha Swelter, which meansh,
for you would not know, that I am the shymbol of both excellence and plenty. I
am the _father_ of exchellence and plenty. Who did I shay I was?" "Abafer Swelter," came the
scream. The chef leaned back on his swollen legs
and drew the corners of his mouth down until they lost themselves among the
shadows of his hot dewlaps. "Abi_a_tha," he repeated slowly,
stressing the central "A". "Abiatha. What did I shay my name
wash?" "Abi_a_tha," came the scream
again. "Thatsh right, thatsh right. Abiatha.
Are you lishening, my pretty vermin, are you lishening?" The apprentices gave him to understand
that they were listening very hard. Before the chef continued he applied
himself to the bottle once again. This time he held the glass neck between his
teeth and tilting his head back until the bottle was vertical, drained it and
spat it out over the heads of the fascinated throng. The sound of black glass
smashing on the flagstones was drowned in screams of approval. "Food," said Swelter, "is
shelestial and drink is mosht entrancing -- such flowers of flatulence. Sush
gaseous buds. Come closer in, _steal_ in, and I will shing. I will lift my
sweetest heart into the rafters, and will shing to you a shong. An old shong of
great shadness, a most dolorous piece. Come closer in." It was impossible for the apprentices to
force themselves any closer to the chef, but they struggled and shouted for the
song, and turned their glistening faces upwards. "Oh what a pleasant lot of little
joints you are," said Swelter, peering at them and wiping his hands up and
down his fat hips. "What a very drippy lot of little joints. Oh yesh you
are, but so underdone. Lishen cocks, I'll twisht your grandma's so shweetly in
their graves. We"ll make them turn, my dears, we"ll make them turn --
and what a turn for them, my own, and for the worms that nibble. Where's
Steerpike?" "Steerpike! Steerpike!" yelled
the youths, the ones in front twisting their heads and standing upon their
toes, the ones in the rear craning forward and peering about them.
"Steerpike! Steerpike! He's somewhere here, sir! Oh there he is sir! There
he is sir! Behind the pillar sir!" "Silence," bellowed the chef,
turning his gourd of a head in the direction of the pointed hands as the
high-shouldered boy was pushed forward. "Here he is, sir! Here he is,
sir!" The boy Steerpike looked impossibly small
as he stood beneath the monstrous monument. "I shall shing to _you_, Steerpike,
to _you_," whispered the cook, reeling and supporting himself with one
hand against the stone pillar that was glistening with condensed heat, little
trickles of moisture moving down its fluted sides. "To you, the newcomer, the
blue mummer and the slug of summer-- to you the hideous, and insidious, and
appallingly cretinous goat in a house of stenches." The apprentices rocked with joy. "To you, only to _you_, my core of
curdled cat-bile. To you alone, sho hearken diligentiums. Are you sharkening?
Are you all lishening for this his how's it goesh. My shong of a hundred yearsh
ago, my plaintively mosht melancholic shong." Swelter seemed to forget he was about to
sing, and after wiping the sweat from his hands on the head of a youth below
him, peered for Steerpike again. "And why to you, my ray of addled
sunshine? Why to you aslone? Shtaking it for granted, my dear little Steerpike
-- taking it for more than for mosht granted, that you, a creature of lesh
consequence than stoat"s-blood, are sho far removal'd from anything
approaching nature -- yet tell me, more rather, don't tell me why your ears
which musht originally have been deshigned for fly-papers, are, for shome
reason butter known to yourself, kept imodeshtly unfurled. What do you proposhe
to do next in thish batter? You move here and there on your little measly legs.
I have sheen you at it. You breathe all over my kitchen. You look at thingsh
with your insholent animal eyes. I've sheen you doing it. I have sheen you look
at me. Your looking at me now. Shteerpike, my impatient love-bird, what doesh
it all mean, and why should I shing for you?" Swelter leaned back and seemed to be
considering his own question a moment as he wiped his forehead with the sleeve
of his forearm. But he waited for no reply and flung his pendulent arms out
sideways and somewhere on the orbit of an immense arc something or other gave
way. Steerpike was not drunk. As he stood below
Mr. Swelter, he had nothing but contempt for the man who had but yesterday
struck him across the head. He could do nothing, however, except stay where he
was, prodded and nudged from behind by the excited minions, and wait. The voice recurred from above. "It is
a shong, my Steerpike, to an imaginawary monshter, jusht like yourshelf if only
you were a twifle bigger and more monshtrous shtill. It is a shong to a
hard-hearted monshter sho lishen mosht shfixedly, my pretty wart. Closher,
closher! Can't you come a little closher to a dirgeous mashterpeesh?" The wine was beginning to redouble its
subversive activity in the chef's brain. He was now supporting himself almost
the whole of the while against the sweating pillar and was sagging hideously. Steerpike stared up at him from under his
high bony brow. The cook's eyes were protruding like bloodshot bubbles. One arm
hung, a dead-weight, down the fluted surface of the support. The enormous area
of the face had fallen loose. It glistened like a jelly. A hole appeared in the face. Out of it
came a voice that had suddenly become weaker. "I am Shwelter," it repeated,
"the great chef Abiatha Shwelter, scook to hish Lordshipsh, boardshipsh
and all shorts of ships that shail on shlippery sheas. Abiafa Shwelter, man and
boy and girls and ribbonsh, lots of kittensh, forty year of cold and shunny,
where"sh the money, thick and hairy, I'm a fairy! I'm a shongster! Lishen
well, lishen well!" Mr. Swelter lowered his head downwards
over his wine-raddled breast without moving his shoulders and made an effort to
see whether his audience was sufficiently keyed up for his opening chords. But
he could make out nothing below him saving the "little sea of faces"
which he had alluded to, but the little sea had now become practically
obliterated from him by a swimming mist. "Are you lishening?" "Yes, yes! The song, the song!" Swelter lowered his head yet again into
the hot spindrift and then held up his right hand weakly. He made one feeble
effort to heave himself away from the pillar and to deliver his verses at a
more imposing angle, but, incapable of mustering the strength he sank back, and
then, as a vast inane smile opened up the lower half of his face, and as Mr.
Flay watched him, his hard little mouth twisted downwards, the chef began
gradually to curl in upon himself, as though folding himself up for death. The
kitchen had become as silent as a hot tomb. At last, through the silence, a
weak gurgling sound began to percolate but whether it was the first verse of
the long awaited poem, none could tell for the chef, like a galleon, lurched in
his anchorage. The great ship's canvas sagged and crumpled and then suddenly an
enormousness foundered and sank. There was a sound of something spreading as an
area of seven flagstones became hidden from view beneath a catalyptic mass of wine-drenched
blubber. 4 THE
STONE LANES Mr. Flay's gorge had risen steadily and,
as the dreadful minutes passed, he had been filled with a revulsion so
consuming that but for the fact that the chef was surrounded by the youths he
would have attacked the drunkard. As it was he bared his sand-coloured teeth,
and fixed his eyes for a last moment on the cook with an expression of
unbelievable menace. He had turned his head away at last and spat, and then
brushing aside whoever stood in his path, had made his way with great skeleton
strides, to a narrow doorway in the wall opposite that through which he had
entered. By the time Swelter's monologue was dragging to its crapulous close,
Mr. Flay was pacing onwards, every step taking him another five feet further
from the reek and horror of the Great Kitchen. His black suit, patched on the elbows and
near the collar with a greasy sepia-coloured cloth, fitted him badly but
belonged to him as inevitably as the head of a tortoise emerging from its shell
or the vulture's from a rubble of feathers belong to that reptile or that bird.
His head, parchment-coloured and bony, was indigenous to that greasy fabric. It
stuck out from the top window of its high black building as though it had known
no other residence. While Mr. Flay was pacing along the
passages to that part of the castle where Lord Sepulchrave had been left alone
for the first time for many weeks, the curator, sleeping peacefully in the Hall
of the Bright Carvings, snored beneath the venetian blind. The hammock was
still swinging a little, a very little, from the movement caused by Mr.
Rottcodd's depositing himself therein directly he had turned the key on Mr.
Flay. The sun burned through the shutters, made bands of gold around the pedestals
that supported the sculpture and laid its tiger stripes across the dusty floor
boarding. The sunlight, as Mr. Flay strolled on,
still had one finger through the kitchen window, lighting the perspiring stone
pillar which was now relieved of its office of supporting the chef for the soak
had fallen from the wine-barrel a moment after the disappearance of Mr. Flay
and lay stretched at the foot of his rostrum. Around him lay scattered a few small
flattened lumps of meat, coated with sawdust. There was a strong smell of
burning fat, but apart from the prone bulk of the chef, the Grey Scrubbers
under the table, and the gentlemen who were suspended from the beam, there was
no one left in the huge, hot, empty hall. Every man and boy who had been able
to move his legs had made his way to cooler quarters. Steerpike had viewed with a mixture of
amazement, relief and malignant amusement the dramatic cessation of Mr.
Swelter's oratory. For a few moments he had gazed at the wine-spattered form of
his overlord spread below him, then glancing around and finding that he was
alone he had made for the door through which Mr. Flay had passed and was soon
racing down the passages turning left and right as he ran in a mad effort to
reach the fresh air. He had never before been through that
particular door, but he imagined that he would soon find his way into the open
and to some spot where he could be on his own. Turning this way and that he
found that he was lost in a labyrinth of stone corridors, lit here and there by
candles sunk in their own wax and placed in niches in the walls. In desperation
he put his hands to his head as he ran, when suddenly, as he rounded the curve
of a wall a figure passed rapidly across the passage before him, neither
looking to right or left. As soon as Mr. Flay -- for it was his
lordship's servant on his way to the residential apartments -- as soon as he
had passed from sight, Steerpike peered round the corner and followed, keeping
as much as possible in step to hide the sound of his own feet. This was almost
impossible, as Mr. Flay's spider-like gait besides being particularly long of
stride, had, like the slow-march, a time-lag before the ultimate descent of the
foot. However, young Steerpike, feeling that here at any rate was his one chance
of escaping from these endless corridors, followed as best he could in the hope
that Mr. Flay would eventually turn into some cool quadrangle or open space
where get-away could be effected. At times, when the candles were thirty or
forty feet apart, Mr. Flay would be lost to view and only the sound of his feet
on the flagstones would guide his follower. Then slowly, as his erratic shape
approached the next guttering aura he would begin by degrees to become a
silhouette, until immediately before the candle he would for a moment appear
like an inky scarecrow, a mantis of pitch-black cardboard worked with strings.
Then the progression of the lighting would be reversed and for a moment
immediately after passing the flame Steerpike would see him quite clearly as a
lit object against the depths of the still-to-be-trodden avenues of stone. The
grease at those moments shone from the threadbare cloth across his shoulders,
the twin vertical muscles of his neck rose out of the tattered collar nakedly
and sharply. As he moved forward the light would dim upon his back and
Steerpike would lose him, only hearing the cracking of his knee-joints and his
feet striking the stones, until the ensuing candle carved him anew. Practically
exhausted, first by the unendurable atmosphere of the Great Kitchen and now
with this seemingly endless journey, the boy, for he was barely seventeen, sank
suddenly to the ground with exhaustion, striking the flags with a thud, his
boots dragging harshly on the stone. The noise brought Flay to a sudden halt
and he turned himself slowly about, drawing his shoulders up to his ears as he
did so. "What's that?" he croaked, peering into the darkness behind
him. There was no answer. Mr. Flay began to
retrace his steps, his head forward, his eyes peering. As he proceeded he came
into the light of one of the candles in the wall. He approached it, still
keeping his small eyes directed into the darkness beyond, and wrenched the
candle, with a great substratum of ancient tallow with it, from the wall and with
this to help him he soon came across the boy in the centre of the corridor
several yards further on. He bent forward and lowered the great lump
of lambent wax within a few inches of Steerpike, who had fallen face downwards,
and peered at the immobile huddle of limbs. The sound of his footsteps and the
cracking of his knee-joints had given place to an absolute silence. He drew
back his teeth and straightened himself a little. Then he turned the boy over
with his foot. This roused Steerpike from his faintness and he raised himself
weakly on one elbow. "Where am I?" he said in a
whisper. "Where am I?" "One of Swelter's little rats,"
thought Flay to himself, taking no notice of the question. "One of
Swelter"s, eh? One of his striped rats." "Get up," said Mr.
Flay aloud. "What you doing here?" and he put the candle close to the
boy's face. "I don't know where I am," said
young Steerpike. "I'm lost here. Lost. Give me daylight." "What you doing here, I said . . .
what you doing here?" said Flay. "I don't want Swelter's boys here.
Curse them!" "I don't _want_ to be here. Give me
daylight and I'll go away. Far away." "Away? Where?" Steerpike had recovered control of his
mind, although he still felt hot and desperately tired. He had noticed the sneer
in Mr. Flay's voice as he had said "I don't want Swelter's boys
here," and so, at Mr. Flay's question "Away where?" Steerpike
answered quickly, "Oh anywhere, anywhere from that dreadful Mr.
Swelter." Flay peered at him for a moment or two,
opening his mouth several times to speak, only to close it again. "New?" said Flay looking
expressionlessly through the boy. "Me?" said young Steerpike. "_You_," said Flay, still
looking clean through the top of the boy's head, "New?" "Seventeen years old, sir," said
young Steerpike, "but new to that kitchen." "When?" said Flay, who left out
most of every sentence. Steerpike, who seemed able to interpret
this sort of shorthand talk, answered. "Last month. I want to leave that
dreadful Swelter," he added, replaying his only possible card and glancing
up at the candlelit head. "Lost, were you?" said Flay
after a pause, but with perhaps less darkness in his tone. "Lost in the
Stone Lanes, were you? One of Swelter's little rats, lost in the Stone Lanes,
eh?" and Mr. Flay raised his gaunt shoulders again. "Swelter fell like a log," said
Steerpike. "Quite right," said Flay,
"doing honours. What have _you_ done?" "Done, sir?" said Steerpike,
"when?" "What Happiness?" said Flay,
looking like a death's-head. The candle was beginning to fail. "How much
Happiness?" "I haven't any happiness," said
Steerpike. "What! no Great Happiness? Rebellion.
Is it rebellion?" "No, except against Mr.
Swelter." "Swelter! Swelter! Leave his name in
its fat and grease. Don't talk of that name in the Stone Lanes. Swelter, always
Swelter! Hold your tongue. Take this candle. Lead the way. Put it in the niche.
Rebellion is it? Lead the way, left, left, right, keep to the left, now right .
. . I'll teach you to be unhappy when
a Groan is born . . . keep on . . . straight on . . ." Young Steerpike obeyed these instructions
from the shadows behind him. "A Groan is born," said
Steerpike with an inflection of voice which might be interpreted as a question
or a statement. "Born," said Flay.
"And you mope in the Lanes. With me, Swelter's boy. Show you what it
means. A male Groan. New, eh? Seventeen? Ugh! Never understand. Never. Turn
right and left again -- again . . .
through the arch. Ugh! A new body under the old stones -- one of
Swelter"s, too . . . don't like him, eh?" "No, sir." "H'm," said Flay. "Wait
here." Steerpike waited as he was told and Mr.
Flay, drawing a bunch of keys from his pocket and selecting one with great care
as though he were dealing with objects of rarity inserted it into the lock ofan
invisible door, for the blackness was profound. Steerpike heard the iron
grinding in the lock. "Here!" said Flay out of the
darkness. "Where's that Swelter boy? Come here." Steerpike moved forward towards the voice,
feeling with his hands along the wall of a low arch. Suddenly he found himself
next to the dank smelling garments of Mr. Flay and he put forward his hand and
held Lord Groan's servant by a loose portion of the long jacket. Mr. Flay
brought down his bony hand suddenly over the boy's arm, knocking it away and a
t"ck, t"ck, t"ck, sounded in the tall creature's throat, warning
him against any further attempts at intimacy. "Cat room," said Flay, putting
his hand to the iron knob of the door. "Oh," said Steerpike, thinking
hard and repeating "Cat room" to fill in time, for he saw no reason
for the remark. The only interpretation he could give to the ejaculation was
that Flay was referring to him as a cat and asking to be given more room. Yet
there had been no irritation in the voice. "Cat room," said Flay again,
ruminatively, and turned the iron doorknob. He opened the door slowly and
Steerpike, peering past him, found no longer any need for an explanation. A room was filled with the late sunbeams.
Steerpike stood quite still, a twinge of pleasure running through his body. He
grinned. A carpet filled the floor with blue pasture. Thereon were seated in a
hundred decorative attitudes, or stood immobile like carvings, or walked
superbly across their sapphire setting, inter-weaving with each other like a
living arabesque, a swarm of snow-white cats. As Mr. Flay passed down the centre of the
room, Steerpike could not but notice the contrast between the dark rambling
figure with his ungainly movements and the monotonous cracking of his knees,
the contrast between this and the superb elegance and silence of the white
cats. They took not the slightest notice of either Mr. Flay or of himself save
for the sudden cessation of their purring. When they had stood in the darkness,
and before Mr. Flay had removed the bunch of keys from his pocket, Steerpike
had imagined he had heard a heavy, deep throbbing, a monotonous sea-like
drumming of sound, and he now knew that it must have been the pullulation of
the tribe. As they passed through a carved archway at
the far end of the room and had closed the door behind them he heard the
vibration of their throats, for now that the white cats were once more alone it
was revived, and the deep unhurried purring was like the voice of an ocean in
the throat of a shell. 5 "THE
SPY-HOLE" "Whose are they?" asked
Steerpike. They were climbing stone stairs. The wall on their right was draped
with hideous papers that were peeling off and showed rotting surfaces of chill
plaster behind. A mingling of many weird colours enlivened this nether surface,
dark patches of which had a submarine and incredible beauty. In another dryer
area, where a great sail of paper hung away from the wall, the plaster had
cracked into a network of intricate fissures varying in depth and resembling a
bird"s-eye view, or map of some fabulous delta. A thousand imaginary
journeys might be made along the banks of these rivers of an unexplored world. Steerpike repeated his question, "Whose
are they?" he said. "Whose what?" said Flay,
stopping on the stairs and turning round. "Still here are you? Still
following me?" "You suggested that I should,"
said Steerpike. "Ch! Ch!" said Flay, "what
d'you want, Swelter's boy?" "Nauseating Swelter," said
Steerpike between his teeth but with one eye on Mr. Flay, "vile
Swelter." There was a pause during which Steerpike
tapped the iron banisters with his thumb-nail. "Name?" said Mr. Flay. "My name?" asked Steerpike. "Your name, yes, your name. I know
what my name is." Mr. Flay put a knuckly hand on the banisters preparatory
to mounting the stairs again, but waited, frowning over his shoulder, for the
reply. "Steerpike sir," said the boy. "Queerpike, eh? eh?" said Flay. "No, Steerpike." "What?" "Steerpike. Steerpike." "What for?" said Flay. "I beg your pardon?" "What for, eh? Two Squeertikes, two
of you. Twice over. What for? One's enough for a Swelter's boy." The youth felt it would be useless to
clear up the problem of his name. He concentrated his dark eyes on the gawky
figure above him for a few moments and shrugged his shoulders imperceptibly.
Then he spoke again, showing no sign of irritation. "Whose cats were those, sir? May I
ask?" "Cats?" said Flay, "who
said cats?" "The white cats," said
Steerpike. "All the white cats in the Cat room. Who do they belong
to?" Mr. Flay held up a finger. "My
Lady"s," he said. His hard voice seemed a part of this cold narrow
stairway of stone and iron. "They belong to my Lady. Lady's white cats
they are. Swelter's boy. All hers." Steerpike pricked his ears up. "Where
does she live?" he said. "Are we close to where she lives?" For answer Mr. Flay shot his head forward
out of his collar and croaked, "Silence! you kitchen thing. Hold your
tongue you greasy fork. Talk too much," and he straddled up the stairs,
passing two landings in his ascent, and then at the third he turned sharply to
his left and entered an octagonal apartment where full-length portraits in huge
dusty gold frames stared from seven of the eight walls. Steerpike followed him
in. Mr. Flay had been longer away from his
lordship than he had intended or thought right and it was on his mind that the
earl might be needing him. Directly he entered the octagonal room he approached
one of the portraits at the far end and pushing the suspended frame a little to
one side, revealed a small round hole in the panelling the size of a farthing.
He placed his eye to this hole and Steerpike watched the wrinkles of his
parchment-coloured skin gather below the protruding bone at the base of the
skull, for Mr. Flay both had to stoop and then to raise his head in order to
apply his eye at the necessary angle. What Mr. Flay saw was what he had
expected to see. From his vantage point he was able to get
a clear view of three doors in a corridor, the central one belonging to the
chamber of her ladyship, the seventy-sixth Countess of Groan. It was stained
black and had painted upon it an enormous white cat. The wall of the landing
was covered with pictures of birds and there were three engravings of cacti in
bloom. This door was shut, but as Mr. Flay watched the doors on either side
were being constantly opened and closed and figures moved quickly in and out or
up and down the landing, or conversed with many gesticulations or stood with
their chins in the curled palms of their hands as though in profound
meditation. "Here," said Flay without
turning round. Steerpike was immediately at Flay's elbow.
"Yes?" he said. Cat door's hers," said Flay removing
his eye, and then, stretching his arms out he spread his long fingers to their
tips and yawned cavernously. Young Steerpike glued his eye to the hole,
keeping the heavy gold frame from swinging back with his shoulder. All at once
he found himself contemplating a narrow-chested man with a shock of grey hair
and glasses which magnified his eyes so that they filled the lenses up to their
gold rims, when the central door opened, and a dark figure stole forth, closing
the door behind him quietly, and with an air of the deepest dejection.
Steerpike watched him turn his eyes to the shockheaded man, who inclined his
body forward clasping his hands before him. No notice was taken of this by the
other, who began to pace up and down the landing, his dark cloak clasped around
him and trailing on the floor at his heels. Each time he passed the doctor, for
such it was, that gentleman inclined his body, but as before there was no
response, until suddenly, stopping immediately before the physician in attendance,
he drew from his cape a slender rod of silver mounted at the end with a rough
globe of black jade that burned around its edges with emerald fire. With this
unusual weapon the mournful figure beat sadly at the doctor's chest as though
to inquire whether there was anyone at home. The doctor coughed. The silver and
jade implement was pointed to the floor, and Steerpike was amazed to see the
doctor, after hitching his exquisitely creased trousers to a few inches above
his ankle, squat down. His great vague eyes swam about beneath the magnifying
lenses like a pair of jellyfish seen through a fathom of water. His dark grey
hair was brushed out over his eyes like thatch. For all the indignity of his
position it was with a great sense of style that he became seated following
with his eyes the gentleman who had begun to walk around him slowly. Eventually
the figure with the silver rod came to a halt. "Prunesquallor," he said. "My Lord?" said the doctor,
inclining his grey hayrick to the left. "Satisfactory, Prunesquallor?" The doctor placed the tips of his fingers
together. "I am exceptionally gratified my lord, exceptionally. Indeed I
am. Very, very much so; ha, ha, ha. Very, very much so." "Professionally you mean, I
imagine?" said Lord Sepulchrave, for as Steerpike had begun to realize to
his amazement, the tragic-looking man was none other than the seventy-sixth
Earl ofGroan and the owner of, as Steerpike put it to himself, the whole
caboodle, bricks, guns and glory. "Professionally . . ." queried
the doctor to himself, ". . . what does he mean?" Aloud he said,
"professionally, my lord, I am unspeakably satisfied, ha, ha, ha, ha, and
socially, that is to say, er, as a gesture, ha, ha, I am over-awed. I am a
proud fellow, my lord, ha, ha, ha, ha, a very proud fellow." The laugh of Doctor Prunesquallor was part
of his conversation and quite alarming when heard for the first time. It
appeared to be out of control as though it were a part of his voice, a
top-storey of his vocal range that only came into its own when the doctor
laughed. There was something about it of wind whistling through high rafters
and there was a good deal of the horse's whinny, with a touch of the curlew.
When giving vent to it, the doctor's mouth would be practically immobile like
the door of a cabinet left ajar. Between the laughs he would speak very
rapidly, which made the sudden stillness of his beautifully shaven jaws at the
time of laughter all the more extraordinary. The laugh was not necessarily
connected with humour at all. It was simply a part of his conversation. "Technically, I am so satisfied as to
be unbearable even to myself, ha, ha, ha, he, he, ha. Oh very, very
satisfactory it all was. Very much so." "I am glad," said his lordship,
gazing down at him for a moment. "Did you notice anything?" (Lord
Sepulchrave glanced up and down the corridor.) "Strange? Anything unusual
about him?" "Unusual?" said Prunesquallor.
"Did you say unusual, my lord?" "I did," said Lord Sepulchrave,
biting his lower lip. "Anything wrong with him? You need not be afraid to
speak out." Again his lordship glanced up and down the
landing but there was no one to be seen. "Structurally, a sound child, sound
as a bell, tinkle, tinkle, structurally, ha, ha, ha," said the doctor. "Damn the structure!" said Lord
Groan. "I am at a loss, my lord, ha, ha.
Completely at a loss, sir. If not structurally, then how, my lord?" "His face," said the earl.
"Didn't you see his face?" Here the doctor frowned profoundly to
himself and rubbed his chin with his hand. Out of the corner of his eyes he
looked up to find his lordship scrutinizing him. "Ah!" he said
lamely, "the face. The face of his little lordship. Aha!" "Did you notice it, I say?"
continued Lord Groan. "Speak man!" "I noticed his face, sir. Oh yes,
definitely I noticed it." This time the doctor did not laugh but drew a
deep breath from his narrow chest. "Did you or did you not think it was
strange? Did you or did you not?" "Speaking professionally," said
Doctor Prunesquallor, "I should say the face was irregular." "Do you mean it's ugly?" said
Lord Groan. "It is unnatural," said
Prunesquallor. "What is the difference, man,"
said Lord Groan. "Sir?" questioned the doctor. "I asked if it was ugly, sir, and you
answer that it is unnatural. Why must you hedge?" "Sir!" said Prunesquallor, but
as he gave no colour to the utterance, very little could be made of it. "When I say 'ugly' have the goodness
to use the word. Do you understand?" Lord Groan spoke quietly. "I comprehend, sir. I
comprehend." "Is the boy hideous," persisted
Lord Groan as though he wished to thrash the matter out. "Have you ever
delivered a more hideous child? Be honest." "Never," said the doctor.
"Never, ha, ha, ha, ha. Never. And never a boy with such -- er, ha, ha,
ha, never a boy with such extraordinary eyes." "Eyes?" said Lord Groan,
"what's wrong with them?" "Wrong?" cried Prunesquallor.
"Did you say 'wrong' your lordship? Have you not seen them?" "No, quick, man. Hurry yourself. What
is it? What is the matter with my son's eyes?" "They are violet." 6 FUCHSIA As his lordship stared at the doctor
another figure appeared, a girl of about fifteen with long, rather wild black
hair. She was gauche in movement and in a sense, ugly of face, but with how
small a twist might she not suddenly have become beautiful. Her sullen mouth
was full and rich -- her eyes smouldered. A yellow scarf hung loosely around her
neck. Her shapeless dress was a flaming red. For all the straightness of her back she
walked with a slouch. "Come here," said Lord Groan as
she was about to pass him and the doctor. "Yes father," she said huskily. "Where have you been for the last
fortnight, Fuchsia?" "Oh, here and there, father,"
she said, staring at her shoes. She tossed her long hair and it flapped down
her back like a pirate's flag. She stood in about as awkward a manner as could
be conceived. Utterly unfeminine -- no man could have invented it. "Here and there?" echoed her
father in a weary voice. "What does 'here and there' mean? You've been in
hiding. Where, girl?" "'N the libr'y and 'n the armoury, 'n
walking about a lot," said Lady Fuchsia, and her sullen eyes narrowed.
"I just heard silly rumours about mother. They said I've got a brother --
idiots! idiots! I hate them. I haven't, have I? Have I?" "A little brother," broke in
Doctor Prunesquallor. "Yes, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, a minute,
infinitesimal, microscopic addition to the famous line is now behind this
bedroom door. Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, he, he, he! Oh yes! Ha, ha! Oh yes
indeed! Very much so." "No!" said Fuchsia so loudly
that the doctor coughed crisply and his lordship took a step forward with his
eyebrows drawn together and a sad curl at the corner of his mouth. "It's not true!" shouted
Fuchsia, turning from them and twirling a great lock of black hair round and
round her wrist. "I don't believe it! Let me go! Let me go!" As no one was touching her, her cry was
unnecessary and she turned and ran with strange bounds along the corridor that
led from the landing. Before she was lost to view, Steerpike could hear her
voice shouting from the distance, "Oh how I hate! hate! hate! How I _hate_
people! Oh how I _hate_ people!" All this while Mr. Flay had been gazing
out of a narrow window in the octagonal room and was preoccupied with certain
matters relating to how he could best let Lord Groan know that he, Flay, his
servant for over forty years, disapproved of having been put aside as it were
at the one moment when a son had been born -- at the one moment when he, Flay,
would have been invaluable as an ally. Mr. Flay was rather hurt about the whole
business, and he very much wanted Lord Groan to know this, and yet at the same
time it was very difficult to think of a way in which he could tactfully
communicate his chagrin to a man quite as sullen as himself. Mr. Flay bit his
nails sourly. He had been at the window for a much longer time than he had
intended and he turned with his shoulders raised, an attitude typical of him
and saw young Steerpike, whose presence he had forgotten. He strode over to the
boy and catching him by his coat-tails jerked him backwards into the centre of
the room. The great picture swung back across the spy-hole. "Now," he said, "back!
You've seen her door, Swelter's boy." Steerpike, who had been lost in the world
beyond the oak partition, was dazed, and took a moment to come to. "Back to that loathsome chef?"
he cried at last, "oh no! couldn't!" "Too busy to have you here,"
said Flay, "too busy, can't wait." "He's ugly," said Steerpike
fiercely. "Who?" said Flay. "Don't
stop here talking." "Oh so ugly, he is. Lord Groan said
so. The doctor said so. Ugh! So hideous." "Who's hideous, you kitchen
thing," said Flay, jerking his head forward grotesquely. "Who?" said Steerpike. "The
baby. The new baby. They both said so. Most terrible he is." "What's this?" cried Flay.
"What's these lies all about? Who've you heard talking? Who've you been
listening to? I'll tear your little ears off, you snippet thing! Where've you
been? Come here!" Steerpike, who had determined to escape
from the Great Kitchen, was now bent on finding an occupation among those
apartments where he might pry into the affairs of those above him. "If I go back to Swelter I'll tell
him and all of them what I heard his lordship say and then . . ." "Come here!" said Flay between
his teeth, "come here or I'll break your bones. Been agaping, have you?
I'll fix you." Flay propelled Steerpike through the entrance at a great
pace and halted halfway down a narrow passage before a door. This he unlocked
with one of his many keys and thrusting Steerpike inside turned it upon the
boy. 7 "TALLOW
AND BIRDSEED" Like a vast spider suspended by a metal
chord, a candelabrum presided over the room nine feet above the floor boards.
From its sweeping arms of iron, long stalactites of wax lowered their pale
spilths drip by drip, drip by drip. A rough table with a drawer half open,
which appeared to be full of birdseed, was in such a position below the iron
spider that a cone of tallow was mounting by degrees at one corner into a
lambent pyramid the size of a hat. The room was untidy to the extent of being
a shambles. Everything had the appearance of being put aside for the moment.
Even the bed was at an angle, slanting away from the wall and crying out to be
pushed back flush against the red wallpaper. As the candles guttered or flared,
so the shadows moved from side to side, or up and down the wall, and with those
movements behind the bed there swayed the shadows of four birds. Between them
vacillated an enormous head. This umbrage was cast by her ladyship, the
seventy-sixth Countess of Groan. She was propped against several pillows and a
black shawl was draped around her shoulders. Her hair, a very dark red colour
of great lustre, appeared to have been left suddenly while being woven into a
knotted structure on the top of her head. Thick coils still fell about her
shoulders, or clustered upon the pillows like burning snakes. Her eyes were of the pale green that is
common among cats. They were large eyes, yet seemed, in proportion to the pale
area of her face, to be small. The nose was big enough to appear so in spite of
the expanse that surrounded it. The effect which she produced was one of bulk,
although only her head, neck, shoulders and arms could be seen above the
bedclothes. A magpie moving sideways up and down her
left forearm, which lay supine upon the bedclothes, pecked intermittently at a
heap of grain which lay in the palm of her hand. On her shoulders sat a
stonechat, and a huge raven which was asleep. The bed-rail boasted two
starlings, a missel-thrush and a small owl. Every now and then a bird would
appear between the bars of a small high window which let in less than no light.
The ivy had climbed through it from the outside and had begun to send its
tendrils down the inner wall itself and over the crimson wallpaper. Although
this ivy had choked out what little light might have trickled into the room, it
was not strong enough to prevent the birds from finding a way through and from
visiting Lady Gertrude at any hour of night or day. "That's enough, that's enough, that's
enough!" said the Countess in a deep husky voice, to the magpie. "That's
enough for you today, my dear." The magpie jumped a few inches into the
air and landed again on her wrist and shook his feathers; his long tail tapped
on the eiderdown. Lady Groan flung what remained of the
grain across the room and the stonechat hopping from the bed-rail to her head,
took off again from that rabous landing ground with a flutter, circled twice
around the room steering during his second circuit through the stalactites of
shining wax, and landed on the floor beside the grain. The Countess of Groan dug her elbows into
the pillows behind her, which had become flattened and uncomfortable and
levered her bulk up with her strong, heavy arms. Then she relaxed again, and
spread out her arms to left and right along the bed-rail behind her and her
hands drooped from the wrists at either extremity, overhanging the edges of the
bed. The line of her mouth was neither sad nor amused, as she gazed
abstractedly at the pyramid of wax that was mounting upon the table. She
watched each slow drip as it descended upon the blunt apex of the mound, move
sluggishly down the uneven side and solidify into a long pulpy petal. Whether the Countess was thinking deeply
or was lost in vacant reverie it would have been impossible to guess. She
reclined hugely and motionlessly, her arms extended along the iron rail, when
suddenly a great fluttering and scrambling broke into the wax-smelling silence
of the room and turning her eyes to the ivy-filled window, fourteen feet from
the ground, the Countess without moving her head, could see the leaves part and
the white head and shoulders of an albino rook emerge guiltily. "Ah-ha," she said slowly, as
though she had come to a conclusion, "so it is you, is it? So it is the
truant back again. Where has he been? What has he been doing? What trees has he
been sitting in? What clouds has he been flying through? What a boy he is! What
a bunch of feathered whiteness. What a bunch of wickedness!" The rook had been sitting fringed on all
sides with the ivy leaves, with his head now on one side, now on the other;
listening or appearing to listen with great interest and a certain show of
embarrassment, for from the movement that showed itself in the ivy leaves from
time to time, the white rook was evidently shifting from foot to foot. "Three weeks it is," continued
the Countess, "three weeks I've been without him; I wasn't good enough for
him, oh no, not for Master Chalk, and here he is back again, wants to be
forgiven! Oh yes! Wants a great treeful of forgiveness, for his heavy old beak
and months of absolution for his plumage." Then the Countess hoisted herself up in
bed again, twisted a strand of her dark hair round a long forefinger, and with
her face directed at the doorway, but her eyes still on the bird, said as
though to herself and almost inaudibly, "Come on then." The ivy
rustled again, and before that sound was over the bed itself vibrated with the
sudden arrival of the white rook. He stood on the foot-rail, his claws
curled around it, and stared at Lady Groan. After a moment or two of stillness
the white rook moved his feet up and down on the rail in a treading motion and
then, flopping on to the bedclothes at her ladyship's feet, twisted his head
around and pecked at his own tail, the feathers of his neck standing out as he
did so, crisply like a ruff. The pecking over he made his way over the
undulating terrain of the bed, until within a few inches of her ladyship's
face, when he tilted his big head in a characteristic manner and cawed. "So you beg my pardon, do you?"
said Lady Groan, "and you think that's the end of it? No more questions
about where you've been or where you've flown these three long weeks? So that's
it, is it, Master Chalk? You want me to forgive you for old sakes' sake? Come
here with your old beak and rub it on my arm. Come along my whitest one, come
along, then. Come along." The raven on Lady Groan's shoulder awoke from
his sleep and raised his ethiopian wing an inch or two, sleepily. Then his eyes
focused upon the rook in a hard stare. He sat there wide awake, a lock of dark
red hair between his feet. The small owl as though to take the place of the
raven fell asleep. One of the starlings turned about in three slow paces and
faced the wall. The missel-thrush made no motion, and as a candle guttered, a
ghoul of shadow from under a tall cupboard dislodged itself and moved across
the floorboards, climbed the bed, and crawled half way across the eiderdown
before it returned by the same route, to curl up and roost beneath the cupboard
again. Lady Groan's gaze had returned to the
mounting pyramid of tallow. Her pale eyes would either concentrate upon an
object in a remorseless way or would appear to be without sight, vacant, with
the merest suggestion of something childish. It was in this abstracted manner
that she gazed through the pale pyramid, while her hands, as though working on
their own account, moved gently over the breast, head and throat of the white
rook. For some time there was complete silence
in the room and it was with something of a shock that a rapping at the panels
of her bedroom door awakened Lady Groan from her reverie. Her eyes now took on the concentrated,
loveless, cat-like look. The birds coming to life at once, flapped
simultaneously to the end rail of the bed, where they stood balancing in a long
uneven line, each one on the alert, their heads turned towards the door. "Who's that?" said Lady Groan
heavily. "It's me, my lady," cried a
quavering voice. "Who's that hitting my door?" "It's me with his lordship,"
replied the voice. "What?" shouted Lady Groan.
"What d'you want? What are you hitting my door for?" Whoever it was raised her voice nervously
and cried, "Nannie Slagg, it is. It's me, my lady; Nannie Slagg." "What d'you want?" repeated her
ladyship, settling herself more comfortably. "I've brought his Lordship for you to
see," shouted Nannie Slagg, a little less nervously. "Oh, you have, have you? You've
brought his lordship. So you want to come in, do you? With his lordship."
There was a moment's silence. "What for? What have you brought him to me
for?" "For you to see, if you please, my
lady," replied Nannie Slagg. "He's had his bath." Lady Groan relaxed still further into the
pillows. "Oh, you mean the _new_ one, do you?" she muttered. "Can I come in?" cried Nannie
Slagg. "Hurry up then! Hurry up then! Stop
scratching at my door. What are you waiting for?" A rattling at the door handle froze the
birds along the iron bed-rail and as the door opened they were all at once in
the air, and were forcing their way, one after another through the bitter
leaves of the small window. 8 A GOLD
RING FOR TITUS Nannie Slagg entered, bearing in her arms
the heir to the miles of rambling stone and mortar; to the Tower of Flints and
the stagnant moat; to the angular mountains and the lime-green river where
twelve years later he would be angling for the hideous fishes of his
inheritance. She carried the child towards the bed and
turned the little face to the mother, who gazed right through it and said: "Where's that doctor? Where's
Prunesquallor? Put the child down and open the door." Mrs. Slagg obeyed, and as her back was
turned Lady Groan bent forward and peered at the child. The little eyes were
glazed with sleep and the candlelight played upon the bald head, moulding the
structure of the skull with shifting shade. "H'm," said Lady Groan,
"what d'you want me to do with him?" Nannie Slagg, who was very grey and old,
with red rims around her eyes and whose intelligence was limited, gazed
vacantly at her ladyship. "He's had his bath," she said.
"He's just had his bath, bless his little lordship's heart." "What about it?" said Lady
Groan. The old nurse picked the baby up
dexterously and began to rock him gently by way of an answer. "Is Prunesquallor there?"
repeated Lady Groan. "Down," whispered Nannie,
pointing a little wrinkled finger at the floor, "d-downstairs; oh yes, I
think he is still downstairs taking punch in the Coldroom. Oh dear, yes, bless
the little thing." Her last remark presumably referred to
Titus and not to Doctor Prunesquallor. Lady Groan raised herself in bed and
looking fiercely at the open door, bellowed in the deepest and loudest voice,
"SQUALLOR!" The word echoed along the corridors and
down the stairs, and creeping under the door and along the black rug in the
Coldroom, just managed, after climbing the doctor's body, to find its way into
both his ears simultaneously, in a peremptory if modified condition. Modified
though it was, it brought Doctor Prunesquallor to his feet at once. His fish
eyes swam all round his glasses before finishing at the top, where they gave
him an expression of fantastic martyrdom. Running his long, exquisitely formed
fingers through his mop of grey hair, he drained his glass of punch at a
draught and started for the door, flicking small globules of the drink from his
waistcoat. Before he had reached her room he had
begun a rehearsal of the conversation he expected, his insufferable laughter
punctuating every other sentence whatever its gist. "My lady," he said, when he had
reached her door and was showing the Countess and Mrs. Slagg nothing except his
head around the doorpost in a decapitated manner, before entering. "My
lady, ha, ha, he, he. I heard your voice downstairs as I er -- was --" "Tippling," said Lady Groan. "Ha, ha -- how very right you are,
how very very right you are, ha, ha, ha, he, as I was, as you so graphically
put it, ha, ha, tippling. Down it came, ha, ha -- down it came." "What came?" interrupted the
Countess loudly. "Your voice," said
Prunesquallor, raising his right hand and deliberately placing the tips of his
thumb and little finger together, "your voice located me in the Coldroom.
Oh yes, it did!" The Countess stared at him heavily and then
dug her elbows into the pillow. Mrs. Slagg had rocked the baby to sleep. Doctor Prunesquallor was running a long
tapering forefinger up and down a stalactite of wax and smiling horribly. "I called you," said the
Countess, "to tell you, Prunesquallor, that tomorrow I get up." "Oh, he, ha, ha, oh ha, ha, my
ladyship, oh, ha, ha, my ladyship -- _tomorrow_?" "Tomorrow," said the Countess,
"why not?" "Professionally speaking --"
began Doctor Prunesquallor. "Why not?" repeated the Countess
interrupting him. "Ha, ha, most abnormal, most unusual,
ha, ha, ha, most unique, so _very_ soon." "So you would docket me, would you,
Prunesquallor? I thought you would; I guessed it. I get up tomorrow -- tomorrow
_at dawn_." Doctor Prunesquallor shrugged his narrow
shoulders and raised his eyes. Then placing the tips of his fingers together
and addressing the dark ceiling above him, "I _advise_, but never
order," he said, in a tone which implied that he could have done any
amount of ordering had he thought it necessary. "Ha ha, ha, oh no! I only
advise." "Rubbish," said the Countess. "I do not think so," replied
Prunesquallor, still gazing upwards. "Ha, ha, ha, ha, oh no! not at
all." As he finished speaking his eyes for a second travelled downwards at
great speed and took in the image of the Countess in bed and then even more
rapidly swam up the glasses. What he had seen disquieted him, for he had found
in her expression such a concentration of distaste that as he deflected his
gaze away from her he found that his feet were moving backwards one after the
other and that he was at the door before he knew that he had decided what to
do. Bowing quickly he withdrew his body from the bedroom. "Isn't he sweet, oh isn't he the
sweetest drop of sugar that ever was?" said Mrs. Slagg. "Who?" shouted the Countess so
loudly that a string of tallow wavered in the shifting light. The baby awoke at the sound and moaned,
and Nannie Slagg retreated. "His little lordship," she
whimpered weakly, "his pretty little lordship." "Slagg," said the Countess,
"go away! I would like to see the boy when he is six. Find a wet nurse
from the Outer Dwellings. Make him green dresses from the velvet curtains. Take
this gold ring of mine. Fix a chain to it. Let him wear it around his wry
little neck. Call him Titus. Go away and leave the door six inches open." The Countess put her hand under the pillow
and drew forth a small reed, placed it in her vast mouth and gave it breath.
Two long sweet notes sang out through the dark air. At the sound, Mrs. Slagg,
grabbing the gold ring from the bedclothes, where the Countess had thrown it,
hurried as fast as her old legs could carry her from the room as though a
werewolf were at her heels. Lady Groan was leaning forward in bed, her eyes were
like a child"s; wide, sweet and excited. They were fixed upon the door.
Her hands were gripping the edges of her pillow. She became rigid. In the distance, a vibration was becoming
louder and louder until the volume seemed to have filled the chamber itself,
when suddenly there slid through the narrow opening of the door and moved into
the fumid atmosphere of the room an undulation of whiteness, so that, within a
breath, there was no shadow in all the room that was not blanched with cats. 9 SEPULCHRAVE Every morning of the year, between the
hours of nine and ten, he may be found, seated in the Stone Hall. It is there,
at the long table that he takes his breakfast. The table is raised upon a dais,
and from where he sits he can gaze down the length of the grey refectory. On
either side and running the entire length, great pillars prop the painted
ceiling where cherubs pursue each other across a waste of flaking sky. There
must be about a thousand of them all told, interweaving among the clouds, their
fat limbs for ever on the move and yet never moving, for they are imperfectly
articulated. The colours, once garish, have faded and peeled away and the
ceiling is now a very subtle shade of grey and lichen green, old rose and
silver. Lord Sepulchrave may have noticed the
cherubs long ago. Probably when a child he had attempted more than once to
count them, as his father had done, and as young Titus in his turn will try to
do; but however that might be, Lord Groan had not cast up his eyes to the old
welkin for many years. Nor did he ever stare about him now. How could he _love_
this place? He was a part of it. He could not imagine a world outside it; and
the idea of loving Gormenghast would have shocked him. To have asked him of his
feelings for his hereditary home would be like asking a man what his feelings
were towards his own hand or his own throat. But his lordship remembered the
cherubs in the ceiling. His great grandfather had painted them with the help of
an enthusiastic servant who had fallen seventy feet from the scaffolding and
had been killed instantly. But it seemed that Lord Sepulchrave found his only
interest in these days among the volumes in his library and in a knob ofjade on
his silver rod, which he would scrutinize for hours on end. Arriving, as was his consistent habit, at
exactly nine o'clock every morning, he would enter the long hall and move with
a most melancholy air between rows of long tables, where servants of every
grade would be awaiting him, standing at their places, their heads bowed. Mounting the dais he would move around to
the far side of the table where hung a heavy brass bell. He would strike it.
The servants sitting down at once, would begin their meal of bread, rice wine
and cake. Lord Groan's menu was otherwise. As he
sat, this morning, in his high-backed chair, he saw before him -- through a
haze of melancholia that filmed his brain and sickened his heart, robbing it of
power and his limbs of health -- he saw before him a snow-white tablecloth. It
was set for two. The silver shone and the napkins were folded into the shapes
of peacocks and were perched decoratively on the two plates. There was a
delicious scent of bread, sweet and wholesome. There were eggs painted in gay
colours, toast piled up pagoda-wise, tier upon tier and each as frail as a dead
leaf; and fish with their tails in their mouths lay coiled in sea-blue saucers.
There was coffee in an urn shaped like a lion, the spout protruding from that
animal's silver jaws. There were all varieties of coloured fruits that looked
strangely tropical in that dark hall. There were honeys and jams, jellies, nuts
and spices and the ancestral breakfast plate was spread out to the greatest
advantage amid the golden cutlery of the Groans. In the centre of the table was
a small tin bowl of dandelions and nettles. Lord Sepulchrave sat silently. He did not
seem to notice the delicacies spread before him, nor when for a moment or two
at a time his head was raised, did he appear to see the long cold dining-hall
nor the servants at their tables. To his right, at the adjacent corner of the
board, was arranged the cutlery and earthenware crockery that implied the
imminent arrival of his lordship's breakfast companion. Lord Groan, his eyes
upon the jade knob of the rod which he was twisting slowly upon its ferrule,
again rang the brass bell and a door opened in the wall behind him. Sourdust
entered with great books under his arm. He was arrayed in crimson sacking. His
beard was knotted and the hairs that composed it were black and white. His face
was very lined, as though it had been made of brown paper that had been
crunched by some savage hand before being hastily smoothed out and spread over
the tissues. His eyes were deep-set and almost lost in the shadows cast by his
fine brow, which for all its wrinkles, retained a sweeping breadth of bone. The old man seated himself at the end of
the table, and stacked the four volumes beside a porcelain decanter, and
raising his sunken eyes to Lord Groan, murmured these words in a weak and
shaking voice and yet with a certain dignity as though it were not simply a
case of having to get through the ritual, but that it was now, as always, well
worth getting through. "I, Sourdust, lord of the library,
personal adviser to your lordship, nonagenarian, and student of the Groan lore,
proffer to your lordship the salutations of a dark morning, robed as I am in
rags, student as I am of the tomes, and nonagenarian as I happen to be in the
matter of years." This was delivered in one breath and then
he coughed unpleasantly several times, his hand at his chest. Lord Groan propped his chin on the
knuckles of his hands that were cupping the jade knob. His face was very long
and was olive coloured. The eyes were large, and of an eloquence, withdrawn.
His nostrils were mobile and sensitive. His mouth, a narrow line. On his head
was the iron crown of the Groans that fastens with a strap under the chin. It
had four prongs that were shaped like arrow heads. Between these barbs small
chains hung in loops. The prerogative of precedent on his side, he was wrapped
in his dark grey dressing-gown. He did not seem to have heard Sourdust's
salutations, but focusing his eyes for the first time upon the table, he broke
a corner off a piece of toast, and placed it mechanically in his mouth. This he
muzzled in his cheek for the major part of the meal. The fish became cold on
the plate. Sourdust had helped himself to one of them, a slice of watermelon
and a fire-green egg, but all else lost its freshness or its heat upon the
ritualistic table. Below in the long basement of the hall the
clattering of the knives had ceased. The rice wine had been passed up and down
the table, and the jugs were empty. They were waiting for the sign to go about
their duties, Sourdust, having wiped his old mouth with
the napkin, turned his eyes to his lordship, who was now leaning back in the
chair and sipping at a glass of black tea, his eyes un-focused as usual. The
Librarian was watching the left eyebrow of his lordship. It was twenty-one
minutes to ten by the clock at the far end of the hall. Lord Groan appeared to
be looking through this clock. Three-quarters of a minute went by, it was ten
seconds -- five seconds -- three seconds -- one second -- to twenty to ten. It
was twenty minutes to ten. Lord Groan's left eyebrow rose up his forehead
mechanically and stayed suspended beneath three wrinkles. Then it slowly
lowered itself. At the movement, Sourdust arose and stamped upon the ground
with an old thin leg. The crimson sacking about his body shook as he did so and
his beard of black and white knots swung madly to and fro. The tables were at once emptied and within
half a minute the last of the retainers had vanished from the hall, and the
servants' door at the far end had been closed and bolted. Sourdust re-seated himself, panting a
little and coughing in an ugly way. Then he leaned across the table and
scratched the white cloth in front of Lord Groan with a fork. His lordship turned his black and liquid
eyes towards the old librarian and adviser. "Well?" he said, in a
far-away voice, "what is it, Sourdust?" "It is the ninth day of the
month," said Sourdust. "Ah," said his lordship. There was a period of silence, Sourdust
making use of the interim by re-knotting several tassels of his beard. "The ninth," repeated his
lordship. "The ninth," muttered Sourdust. "A heavy day," mused his
lordship, "very heavy." Sourdust, bending his deep-set eyes upon
his master, echoed him: "A heavy day, the ninth . . . always a heavy
day." A great tear rolled down Sourdust's cheek
threading its way over the crumpled surface. The eyes were too deeply set in
their sockets of shadow to be seen. By not so much as the faintest sign or
movement had Sourdust suggested that he was in a state of emotional stress. Nor
was he, ever, save that at moments of reflection upon matters connected with
the traditions of the Castle, it so happened that great tears emerged from the
shadows beneath his brow. He fingered the great tomes beside his plate. His
lordship, as though making the resolve after long deliberation, leaned forward,
placed his rod on the table and adjusted his iron crown. Then, supporting his
long olive chin with his hands, he turned his head to the old man:
"Proceed," he whispered. Sourdust gathered the sacking about
himself in a quick shaky way, and getting to his feet moved round to the back
of his own chair which he pushed a few inches closer to the table, and
squeezing between the table and the chair he re-seated himself carefully and
was apparently more comfortable than before. Then with great deliberation,
bending his corrugated brow upon each in turn he pushed the varied assortment
of dishes, cruets, glasses, cutlery and by now tepid delicacies away from
before him, clearing a semi-circle ofwhite cloth. Only then did he remove the
three tomes from beside his elbow. He opened them one after the other by
balancing them carefully on their vellum spines and allowing them to break open
at pages indicated by embroidered book-markers. The left hand pages were headed with the
date and in the first of the three books this was followed by a list of the
activities to be performed hour by hour during the day by his lordship. The
exact times; the garments to be worn for each occasion and the symbolic
gestures to be used. Diagrams facing the left hand page gave particulars of the
routes by which his lordship should approach the various scenes of operation.
The diagrams were hand tinted. The second tome was full of blank pages
and was entirely symbolic, while the third was a mass of cross references. If,
for instance, his lordship, Sepulchrave, the present Earl of Groan, had been
three inches shorter, the costumes, gestures and even the routes would have
differed from the ones described in the first tome, and from the enormous
library, another volume would have had to have been chosen which would have
applied. Had he been of a fair skin, or had he been heavier than he was, had
his eyes been green, blue or brown instead of black, then, automatically
another set of archaic regulations would have appeared this morning on the
breakfast table. This complex system was understood in its entirety only by
Sourdust -- the technicalities demanding the devotion of a lifetime, though the
sacred spirit of tradition implied by the daily manifestations was understood
by all. For the next twenty minutes Sourdust
instructed his lordship in the less obvious details of the day's work that lay
ahead, in a high cracked old voice, the cross-hatching of the skin at the
corners of his mouth twitching between the sentences. His lordship nodded
silently. Occasionally the routes marked down for the "ninth" in the
diagrams of the first tome are obsolete, as for instance, where at 2.37 in the
afternoon Lord Groan was to have moved down the iron stairway in the grey
vestibule that led to the pool of carp. That stairway had been warped and
twisted out of shape seventy years ago when the vestibule had been razed to the
ground in the great fire. An alternative route had to be planned. A plan
approaching as far as possible to the spirit of the original conception, and
taking the same amount of time. Sourdust scored the new route shakily on the
tablecloth with the point of a fork. His lordship nodded. The day's duties being clear, and with
only a minute to run before ten, Sourdust relaxed in his chair and dribbled
into his black-and-white beard. Every few seconds he glanced at the clock. A long sigh came from his lordship. For a
moment a light appeared in his eyes and then dulled. The line of his mouth
seemed for a moment to have softened. "Sourdust," he said, "have
you heard about my son?" Sourdust, with his eyes on the clock, had
not heard his lordship's question. He was making noises in his throat and
chest, his mouth working at the corners. Lord Groan looked at him quickly and his
face whitened under the olive. Taking a spoon he bent it into three-quarters of
a circle. The door opened suddenly in the wall
behind the dais and Flay entered. "T's time," he said, when he
reached the table. Lord Sepulchrave rose and moved to the
door. Flay nodded sullenly at the man in crimson
sacking, and after filling his pockets with peaches followed his lordship
between the pillars of the Stone Hall. 10 PRUNESQUALLOR'S
KNEE-CAP Fuchsia's bedroom was stacked at its four
corners with her discarded toys, books and lengths of coloured cloth. It lay in
the centre of the western wing and upon the second floor. A walnut bed
monopolized the inner wall in which stood the doorway. The two triangular
windows in the opposite wall gave upon the battlements where the master
sculptors from the mud huts moved in silhouette across the sunset at the full
moon of alternate months. Beyond the battlements the flat pastures spread and
beyond the pastures were the Twisted Woods of thorn that climbed the ever
steepening sides of Gormenghast mountain. Fuchsia had covered the walls of her room
with impetuous drawings in charcoal. There had been no attempt to create a design
of any kind upon the coral plaster at either end of the bedroom. The drawings
had been done at many an odd moment of loathing or excitement and although
lacking in subtlety or proportion were filled with an extraordinary energy.
These violent devices gave the two walls of her bedroom such an appearance of
riot that the huddled heaps of toys and books in the four corners looked, by
comparison, compact. The attic, her kingdom, could be
approached only through this bedchamber. The door of the spiral staircase that
ascended into the darkness was immediately behind the bedstead, so that to open
this door which resembled the door of a cupboard, the bed had to be pulled
forward into the room. Fuchsia never failed to return the bed to
its position as a precaution against her sanctum being invaded. It was
unnecessary, for no one saving Mrs. Slagg ever entered her bedroom and the old
nurse in any case could never have manoeuvred herself up the hundred or so
narrow, darkened steps that gave eventually on the attic, which since the
earliest days Fuchsia could remember had been for her a world undesecrate. Through succeeding generations a portion
of the lumber of Gormenghast had found its way into this zone of moted
half-light, this warm, breathless, timeless region where the great rafters
moved across the air, clouded with moths. Where the dust was like pollen and
lay softly on all things. The attic was composed of two main
galleries and a cock loft, the second gallery leading at right angles from the
first after a descent of three rickety steps. At its far end a wooden ladder
rose to a balcony resembling a narrow verandah. At the left extremity of this
balcony a doorway, with its door hanging mutely by one hinge, led to the third
of the three rooms that composed the attic. This was the loft which was for
Fuchsia a very secret place, a kind of pagan chapel, an eyrie, a citadel, a
kingdom never mentioned, for that would have been a breach of faith -- a kind
of blasphemy. On the day of her brother's birth, while
the castle beneath her, reaching in room below room, gallery below gallery,
down, down to the very cellars, was alive with rumour, Fuchsia, like Rottcodd,
in his Hall of the Bright Carvings was unaware of the excitement that filled
it. She had pulled at the long black pigtail
of a chord which hung from the ceiling in one corner of her bedroom and had set
a bell jangling in the remote apartment which Mrs. Slagg had inhabited for two
decades. The sunlight was streaming through the
eastern turrets and was lighting the Carvers' Battlement and touching the sides
of the mountain beyond. As the sun rose, thorn tree after thorn tree on
Gormenghast mountain emerged in the pale light and became a spectre, one
following another, now here, now there, over the huge mass until the whole
shape was flattened into a radiant jagged triangle against the darkness. Seven
clouds like a group of naked cherubs or sucking-pigs, floated their plump pink
bodies across a sky of slate. Fuchsia watched them through her window sullenly.
Then she thrust her lower lip forward. Her hands were on her hips. Her bare
feet were quite still on the floorboards. "Seven," she said, scowling at
each. "There's seven of them. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven.
Seven clouds." She drew a yellow shawl more tightly
around her shoulders for she was shivering in her nightdress, and pulled the
pigtail again for Mrs. Slagg. Rummaging in a drawer, she found a stick of black
chalk and approaching an area of wall that was comparatively vacant she chalked
a vicious 7 and drew a circle round it with the word "CLOWDS" written
beneath in heavy, uncompromising letters. As Fuchsia turned away from the wall she
took an awkward shuffling step towards the bed. Her jet black hair hung loosely
across her shoulders. Her eyes, that were always smouldering, were fixed on the
door. Thus she remained with one foot forward as the door knob turned and Mrs.
Slagg entered. Seeing her, Fuchsia continued her walk
from where she had left off, but instead of going towards the bed, she
approached Mrs. Slagg with five strides, and putting her arms quickly around
the old woman's neck, kissed her savagely, broke away, and then beckoning her
to the window, pointed towards the sky. Mrs. Slagg peered along Fuchsia's
outstretched arm and finger and inquired what there was to look at. "Fat clouds," said Fuchsia.
"There's seven of them." The old woman screwed up her eyes and
peered once more but only for a moment. Then she made a little noise which
seemed to indicate that she was not impressed. "Why seven?" said Fuchsia.
"Seven is for something. What's seven for? One for a glorious golden grave
-- two for a terrible torch of tin; three for a hundred hollow horses; four for
a knight with a spur of speargrass; five for a fish with fortunate fins, six --
I've forgotten six, and seven -- what's seven for? Eight for a frog with eyes
like marbles, nine, what's nine? Nine for a -- nine, nine -- ten for a tower of
turbulent toast -- but what is seven. What is seven?" Fuchsia stamped her foot and peered into
the poor old nurse's face. Nannie Slagg made little noises in her
throat which was her way of filling in time and then said, "Would you like
some hot milk, my precious? Tell me now because I'm busy, and must feed your
mother's white cats, dear.Just because I'm of the energetic system, my
dearheart, they give me everything to do. What did you ring for? Quickly,
quickly my caution. What did you ring for?" Fuchsia bit her big red lower lip, tossed
a mop of midnight from her brow and gazed out of the window, her hands grasping
her elbows behind her. Very stiff she had become and angular. "I want a big breakfast," said
Fuchsia at last. "I want a lot to eat, I'm going to think today." Nannie Slagg was scrutinizing a wart on
her left forearm. "You don't know where I'm going, but
I'm going somewhere where I can think." "Yes, dear," said the old nurse. "I want hot milk and eggs and lots of
toast done only on one side." Fuchsia frowned as she paused; "and I
want a bag of apples to take along with me for the whole of the day, for I get
hungry when I think." "Yes, dear," said Mrs. Slagg
again, pulling a loose thread from the hem of Fuchsia's skirt. "Put some
more on the fire, my caution, and I'll bring your breakfast and make your bed
for you, though I'm not very well." Fuchsia descended suddenly upon her old
nurse again and kissing her cheek, released her from the room, closing the door
on her retreating figure with a crash that echoed down the gloomy corridors. As soon as the door had closed, Fuchsia
leaped at her bed and diving between the blankets head first, wriggled her way
to the far end, where from all appearances, she became engaged in a life and
death struggle with some ambushed monster. The heavings of the bedclothes ended
as suddenly as they had begun and she emerged with a pair of long woollen
stockings which she must have kicked off during the night. Sitting on her
pillows she began pulling them on in a series of heaves, twisting with
difficulty, at a very late stage, the heel of each from the front to the back. "I won't see anybody today," she
said to herself -- "no, not anybody at all. I will go to my secret room
and think things over." She smiled a smile to herself. It was sly but it
was so childishly sly that it was lovable. Her lips, big and well-formed and
extraordinarily mature, curled up like plump petals and showed between them her
white teeth. As soon as she had smiled her face altered
again, and the petulant expression peregrine to her features took control. Her
black eyebrows were drawn together. Her dressing became interrupted between
the addition of each garment by dance movements of her own invention. There was
nothing elegant in these attitudes into which she flung herself, standing
sometimes for a dozen of seconds at a time in some extraordinary position of
balance. Her eyes would become glazed like her mother's and an expression of
abstract calm would for an instant defy the natural concentration of her face.
Finally her blood-red dress, absolutely shapeless, was pulled over her head. It
fitted nowhere except where a green cord was knotted at her waist. She appeared
rather to inhabit, than to wear her clothes. Meanwhile Mrs. Slagg had not only prepared
the breakfast for Fuchsia in her own little room, but was on the way back with
the loaded tray shaking in her hands. As she turned a corner of the corridor
she was brought to a clattering standstill by the sudden appearance of Doctor
Prunesquallor, who also halting with great suddenness, avoided a collision. "Well, well, well, well, well, ha,
ha, ha, if it isn't dear Mrs. Slagg, ha, ha, ha, how very very, very
dramatic," said the doctor, his long hands clasped before him at his chin,
his high-pitched laugh creaking along the timber ceiling of the passage. His
spectacles held in either lens the minute reflection of Nannie Slagg. The old nurse had never really approved of
Doctor Prunesquallor. It was true that he belonged to Gormenghast as much as
the Tower itself. He was no intruder, but somehow, in Mrs. Slagg's eyes he was
definitely wrong. He was not her idea of a doctor in the first place, although
she could never have argued why. Nor could she pin her dislike down to any
other cause. Nannie Slagg found it very difficult to marshal her thoughts at the
best of times, but when they became tied up with her emotions she became quite
helpless. What she felt but had never analysed was that Doctor Prunesquallor
rather played down to her and even in an obtuse way made fun of her. She had
never thought this, but her bones knew of it. She gazed up at the shock-headed man
before her and wondered why he never brushed his hair, and then she felt guilty
for allowing herself such thoughts about a gentleman and her tray shook and her
eyes wavered a little. "Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, my dear Mrs.
Slagg, let me take your tray, ha, ha, until you have tasted the fruits of
discourse and told me what you have been up to for the last month or more. Why
have I not seen you, Nannie Slagg? Why have my ears not heard your footfall on
the stairs, and your voice at nightfall, calling . . . calling . . . ?" "Her ladyship don't want me any more,
sir," said Nannie Slagg, looking up at the doctor reproachfully. "I
am kept in the west wing now, sir." "So that's it, is it?" said
Doctor Prunesquallor, removing the loaded tray from Nannie Slagg and lowering
both it and himself at the same time to the floor of the long passage. He sat
there on his heels with the tray at his side and peered up at the old lady, who
gazed in a frightened way at his eye swimming hugely beneath his magnifying
spectacles. "You are _kept_ in the west wing? So
that's it?" Doctor Prunesquallor with his forefinger and thumb stroked his
chin in a profound manner and frowned magnificently. "It is the word
'kept', my dear Mrs. Slagg, that galls me. Are you an animal, Mrs. Slagg? I
repeat are you an animal?" As he said this he rose halfway to his feet and
with his neck stretched forward repeated his question a third time. Poor Nannie Slagg was too frightened to be
able to give her answer to the query. The doctor sank back on his heels. "I will answer my own question, Mrs.
Slagg. I have known you for some time. For, shall we say, a decade? It is true
we have never plumbed the depths of sorcery together nor argued the meaning of
existence -- but it is enough for me to say that I have known you for a
considerable time, and that you are _no animal_. No animal _whatsoever_. Sit
upon my knee." Nannie Slagg, terrified at this
suggestion, raised her little bony hands to her mouth and raised her shoulders
to her ears. Then she gave one frightened look down the passage and was about
to make a run for it when she was gripped about the knees, not unkindly, but
firmly and without knowing how she got there found herself sitting upon the
high bony knee-cap of the squatting doctor. "You are _not_ an animal,"
repeated Prunesquallor, "are you?" The old nurse turned her wrinkled face to
the doctor and shook her head in little jerks. "Of course you're not. Ha, ha, ha,
ha, ha, of course you're not. Tell me what you _are_?" Nannie's fist again came to her mouth and
the frightened look in her eyes reappeared. "I'm . . . I'm an old woman,"
she said. "You're a very unique old
woman," said the doctor, "and if I am not mistaken, you will very
soon prove to be an exceptionally invaluable old woman. Oh yes, ha, ha, ha, oh
yes, a very invaluable old woman indeed." (There was a pause.) "How
long is it since you saw her ladyship, the Countess? It must be a very long
time." "It is, it is," said Nannie
Slagg, "a very long time. Months and months and months." "As I thought," said the doctor.
"Ha, ha, ha, as I very much thought. Then you can have no idea of why you
will be indispensable?" "Oh no, sir!" said Nannie Slagg,
looking at the breakfast tray whose load was fast becoming cold. "Do you like babies, my very dear
Mrs. Slagg?" asked the doctor, shifting the poor woman on to his other
acutely bended knee joint and stretching out his former leg as though to ease
it. "Are you fond of the little creatures, taken by and large?" "Babies?" said Mrs. Slagg in the
most animated tone that she had so far used. "I could eat the little
darlings, sir, I could eat them up!" "Quite," said Doctor
Prunesquallor, "quite so, my good woman. You could eat them up. That will
be unnecessary. In fact it would be positively injurious, my dear Mrs. Slagg,
and especially under the circumstances about which I must now enlighten you. A
child will be placed in your keeping. Do not devour him Nannie Slagg. It is for
you to bring him up, that is true, but there will be no need for you to swallow
him first. You would be, ha, ha, ha, ha -- swallowing a Groan." This news filtered by degrees through
Nannie Slagg's brain and all at once her eyes looked very wide indeed. "No, oh no, sir!" "Yes, oh yes, sir!" replied the
physician. "Although the Countess has of late banished you from her
presence, yet, Nannie Slagg, you will of necessity be restored, ha, ha, ha, be
restored to a very important state. Sometime today, if I am not mistaken, my
wide-eyed Nannie Slagg, I shall be delivering a brand new Groan. Do you
remember when I delivered the Countess of Lady Fuchsia?" Nannie Slagg began to shake all over and a
tear ran down her cheek as she clasped her hands between her knees, very nearly
overbalancing from her precarious perch. "I can remember every little thing
sir -- every little thing. Who would have thought?" "Exactly," interrupted Doctor
Prunesquallor. "Who would have thought. But I must be going, ha, ha, ha, I
must dislodge you, Nannie Slagg, from my patella -- but tell me, did you know
nothing of her ladyship's condition?" "Oh, sir," said the old lady,
biting her knuckle and shifting her gaze. "Nothing! nothing! No one ever
tells me anything." "Yet all the duties will devolve on
you," said Doctor Prunesquallor. "Though you will doubtless enjoy
yourself. There is no doubt at all about that. Is there?" "Oh, sir, another baby, after all
this time! Oh, I could smack him already." "Him?" queried the doctor.
"Ha, ha, ha, you are very sure of the gender, my dear Mrs. Slagg." "Oh yes, sir, it's a him, sir. Oh,
what a blessing that it is. They _will_ let me have him, sir? They will let me
won't they?" "They have no choice," said the
doctor somewhat too briskly for a gentleman and he smiled a wide inane smile,
his thin nose pointing straight at Mrs. Slagg. His grey hayrick of hair removed
itself from the wall. "What of my Fuchsia? Has she an inkling?" "Oh, no, not an inkling. Not an
inkling, sir, bless her. She hardly ever leaves her room except at night, sir.
She don't know nothing, sir, and never talks to no one but me." The doctor, removing Nannie Slagg from his
knee, rose to his feet. "The rest of Gormenghast talks of nothing else,
but the western wing is in darkness. Very, very, very strange. The child's
nurse and the child's sister are in darkness, ha, ha, ha. But not for long, not
for long. By all that's enlightened, very much not so!" "Sir?" queried Nannie Slagg as
the doctor was about to move away. "What?" said Doctor
Prunesquallor, scrutinizing his finger nails. "What is it my dear Mrs.
Slagg? Be quick." "Er -- how is _she_, sir? How is her
ladyship?" "Tough as behemoth," said
Prunesquallor, and was around the corner in an instant, and Nannie Slagg, with
her mouth and eyes wide open, could, as she lifted up the cold tray, hear his
feet in a far passage tapping an elegant tattoo as he moved like a bird towards
the bedroom of the Countess of Groan. As Mrs. Slagg knocked at Fuchsia's door,
her heart was beating very fast. It was always a long time before she realized
the import of whatever she were told, and it was only now that the full measure
of what the doctor had divulged was having its effect. To be again, after all
these years, the nurse of an heir to the house of Groan -- to be able to bathe
the helpless limbs, to iron out the little garments and to select the wet nurse
from the outer dwellings! To have complete authority in anything connected with
the care of the precious mite -- all this was now weighing with a great load of
painful pride across her heart that was beating rapidly. So overpowered was she by this emotion
that she had knocked twice before she noticed that there was a note pinned upon
the outside of the door. Peering at it she at last made out what Fuchsia had
scrawled in her invariable charcoal. _Can't wait until the doomsday --you're so
SLOW!_ Mrs. Slagg tried the door handle although
she knew that the door would be locked. Leaving the tray and the apples on the mat
outside she retreated to her own room where she might indulge herself in
halcyon glimpses of the future. Life, it seemed, was not over for her. 11 THE
ATTIC Meanwhile Fuchsia had, after waiting
impatiently for her breakfast, gone to a cupboard where she kept an emergency
supply of eatables -- half an old seed cake and some dandelion wine. There was
also a box of dates which Flay had purloined and brought up for her several
weeks before, and two wrinkled pears. These she wrapped in a piece of cloth.
Next she lit a candle and placed it on the floor near the wall, then hollowing
her strong young back she laid hold of the foot-rail of her bed and dragged it
back sufficiently for her to squeeze herself between the rail and the wall and
to unlatch the cupboard door. Stretching over the head-rail she grasped her
bundle of food and then picked up the candle from near her feet, and ducking
her head crept through the narrow opening and found herself at the lowermost
steps of the flight that led upwards in dark spirals. Closing the door behind
her, she dragged a bolt into position and the tremors which she always
experienced at this moment of locking herself in, took hold of her and for a
moment she shook from head to foot. Then, with her candle lighting her face
and the three sliding steps before her as she climbed, she ascended into her
region. As Fuchsia climbed into the winding
darkness her body was impregnated and made faint by a qualm as of green April.
Her heart beat painfully. This is a love that equals in its power
the love of man for woman and reaches inwards as deeply. It is the love of a
man or of a woman for their world. For the world of their centre where their
lives burn genuinely and with a free flame. The love of the diver for his world of
wavering light. His world of pearls and tendrils and his breath at his breast.
Born as a plunger into the deeps he is at one with every swarm of lime-green
fish, with every coloured sponge. As he holds himself to the ocean's faery floor,
one hand clasped to a bedded whale's rib, he is complete and infinite. Pulse,
power and universe sway in his body. He is in love. The love of the painter standing alone and
staring, staring at the great coloured surface he is making. Standing with him
in the room the rearing canvas stares back with tentative shapes halted in
their growth, moving in a new rhythm from floor to ceiling. The twisted tubes,
the fresh paint squeezed and smeared across the dry upon his palette. The dust
beneath the easel. The paint has edged along the brushes' handles. The white
light in a northern sky is silent. The window gapes as he inhales his world.
His world: a rented room, and turpentine. He moves towards his half-born. He is
in love. The rich soil crumbles through the
yeoman's fingers. As the pearl diver murmurs, "I am home" as he moves
dimly in strange water-lights, and as the painter mutters, "I am me"
on his lone raft of floorboards, so the slow landsman on his acre'd marl --
says with dark Fuchsia on her twisting staircase, "I am home." It was this feeling of belonging to the
winding stair and the attic which Fuchsia experienced as she ran her right hand
along the wooden wall as she climbed and encountered after some time the loose
board which she expected. She knew that only eighteen steps remained and that
after two more turns in the staircase the indescribable grey-gold filtering
glow of the attic would greet her. Reaching the top-most step she stooped and
leaned over a three-foot swing door, like the door of a byre, unfastened the
latch and entered the first of the three sections of the attic. An infiltration of the morning's sun gave
the various objects a certain vague structure but in no way dispelled the
darkness. Here and there a thin beam of light threaded the warm brooding dusk
and was filled with slowly moving motes like an attenuate firmament of stars
revolving in grave order. One of these narrow beams lit Fuchsia's
forehead and shoulder, and another plucked a note of crimson from her dress. To
her right was an enormous crumbling organ. Its pipes were broken and the
keyboard shattered. Across its front the labour of a decade of grey spiders had
woven their webs into a shawl of lace. It needed but the ghost of an infanta to
arise from the dust to gather it about her head and shoulders as the most
fabulous of all mantillas. In the gloom Fuchsia's eyes could barely
be seen for the light upon her forehead sank deeper shadows, by contrast,
through her face. But they were calm. The excitement that had wakened within
them on the stairway had given place to this strange calm. She stood at the
stairhead almost another being. This room was the darkest. In the summer
the light seemed to penetrate through the fissures in the warped wood and
through the dislodged portions of stone slating in a less direct way than was
the case in the larger room or gallery to its right. The third, the smallest
attic, with its steps leading upwards from the gallery with the banistered
verandah was the best lit, for it boasted a window with shutters which, when
opened, gave upon a panorama of roof-tops, towers and battlements that lay in a
great half-circle below. Between high bastions might be seen, hundreds of feet
beneath, a portion of quadrangle wherein, were a figure to move across, he
would appear no taller than a thimble. Fuchsia took three paces forward in the
first of the attics and then paused a moment to re-tie a string above her knee.
Over her head vague rafters loomed and while she straightened herself she
noticed them and unconsciously loved them. This was the lumber room. Though
very long and lofty it looked relatively smaller than it was, for the fantastic
piles of every imaginable kind of thing, from the great organ to the lost and
painted head of a broken toy lion that must one day have been the plaything of
one of Fuchsia's ancestors, spread from every wall until only an avenue was
left to the adjacent room. This high, narrow avenue wound down the centre of
the first attic before suddenly turning at a sharp angle to the right. The fact
that this room was filled with lumber did not mean that she ignored it and used
it only as a place of transit. Oh no, for it was here that many long afternoons
had been spent as she crawled deep into the recesses and found for herself many
a strange cavern among the incongruous relics of the past. She knew of ways
through the centre of what appeared to be hills of furniture, boxes, musical
instruments and toys, kites, pictures, bamboo armour and helmets, flags and
relics of every kind, as an Indian knows his green and secret trail. Within
reach of her hand the hide and head of a skinned baboon hung dustily over a
broken drum that rose beyond the dim ranges of this attic medley. Huge and
impregnable they looked in the warm still half-light, but Fuchsia, had she
wished to, could have disappeared awkwardly but very suddenly into these
fantastic mountains, reached their centre and lain down upon an ancient couch
with a picture book at her elbow and been entirely lost to view within a few
moments. This morning, she was bound for the third
of her rooms and moved forward through the canyon, ducking beneath the stuffed
leg of a giraffe that caught a thread of the moted sunlight and which, propped
across Fuchsia's path, made a kind of low lintel immediately before the passage
curved away to the right. As Fuchsia rounded this bend she saw what she
expected to see. Twelve feet away were the wooden steps which led down to the
second attic. The rafters above the steps were warped into a sagging curve so
that it was not possible to obtain more than a restricted view of the room
beyond. But the area of empty floor that was visible gave an indication of the
whole. She descended the steps. There was a ripping away of clouds; a sky, a
desert, a forsaken shore spread through her. As she stepped forward on the empty board,
it was for her like walking into space. Space, such as the condors have shrill
inklings of, and the cock-eagle glimpses through his blood. Silence was there with a loud rhythm. The
halls, towers, the rooms of Gormenghast were of another planet. Fuchsia caught
at a thick lock of her hair and dragged her own head back as her heart beat
loudly and, tingling from head to foot little diamonds appeared at the inner
corners of her eyes. With what characters she had filled this
lost stage of emptiness! It was here that she would see the people of her
imagination, the fierce figures of her making, as they strolled from corner to
corner, brooded like monsters or flew through the air like seraphs with burning
wings, or danced, or fought, or laughed, or cried. This was her attic of
makebelieve, where she would watch her mind's companions advancing or
retreating across the dusty floor. Gripping her eatables tightly in their
cloth, her feet echoing dully, she walked onwards towards the fixed ladder that
led to the balcony at the far end. She climbed the ladder, both feet coming
together on each rung for it was difficult for her to climb with the bottle and
her food for the day tucked under her arm. There was no one to see her strong
straight back and shoulders and the gauche, indecorous movements of her legs as
she climbed in her crimson dress; nor the length of her tangled and inky hair.
Half-way up she was able to lift her bundle above her head and push it on to
the balcony, and then to swarm after it and find herself standing with the
great stage below her as empty as an unremembered heart. As she looked down, her hands on the
wooden banister that ran along the attic verandah, she knew that at a call she
could set in motion the five main figures of her making. Those whom she had so
often watched below her, almost as though they were really there. At first it
had not been easy to understand them nor to tell them what to do. But now it
would be easy, at any rate for them to enact the scenes that she had watched
them so often perform. Munster, who would crawl along the rafters and drop
chuckling into the middle of the floor in a cloud of dust and then bow to
Fuchsia before turning and searching for his barrel of bright gold. Or the Rain
Man, who moved always with his head lowered and his hands clasped behind him
and who had but to lift his eyelid to quell the tiger that followed him on a
chain. These and the dramas in which they took
part were now latent in the room below her, but Fuchsia passed the high-backed
chair where she would sit at the verandah edge, pulled back the door carefully
on its one hinge, and entered into the third of the three rooms. She put her bundle upon a table in one
corner, went to the window and pushed open the two shutters. Her stocking was
half-way down her leg again and she knotted the string more firmly round her
thigh. It was often her habit in this room to think aloud to herself. To argue
with herself. Looking down from her little window upon the roofs of the castle
and its adjacent buildings she tasted the pleasure of her isolation. "I am
alone," she said, her chin in her hands and her elbows on the sill.
"I am quite alone, like I enjoy it. Now I can think for there's no one to
provoke me here. Not in my room. No one to tell me what I ought to do because
I'm a Lady. Oh no. I do just what I like here. Fuchsia is quite alright here.
None of them knows where I go to. Flay doesn't know. Father doesn't know.
Mother doesn't know. None of them knows. Even Nannie doesn't know. Only I know.
I know where I go. I go here. This is where I go. Up the stairs and into my
lumber room. Through my lumber room and into my acting room. All across my
acting room and up the ladder and on to my verandah. Through the door and into
my secret attic. And here it is I am. I am here now. I have been here lots of
times but that is in the past. That is over, but now I'm here it's in the
present. This is the present. I'm looking on the roofs of the present and I'm
leaning on the present window-sill and later on when I'm older I will lean on
this window-sill again. Over and over again. "Now I'll make myself comfortable and
eat my breakfast," she continued to herself, but as she turned away her
quick eyes noticed in the corner of one of the diminished quadrangles far below
her an unusually large gathering of what she could just make out to be servants
from the kitchen quarters. She was so used to the panorama below her being
deserted at that hour in the morning, the menials being at their multifarious
duties about the castle that she turned suddenly back to the window and stared
down with a sense of suspicion and almost of fear. What was it that quickened
her to a sense of something irreparable having been done? To an outsider there
would have been nothing untoward or extraordinary in the fact that a group had
gathered hundreds of feet below in the corner of a sunny stone quadrangle, but
Fuchsia born and bred to the iron ritual of Gormenghast knew that something
unprecedented was afoot. She stared, and as she stared the group grew. It was
enough to throw Fuchsia out of her mood and to make her uneasy and angry. "Something has happened," she
said, "something no one's told me of. They haven't told me. I don't like
them. I don't like any of them. What are they all doing like a lot of ants down
there? Why aren't they working like they should be?" She turned around and
faced her little room. Everything was changed, she picked up one
of the pears and bit a piece out of it abstractedly. She had looked forward to
a morning of rumination and perhaps a play or two in the empty attic before she
climbed down the stairs again to demand a big tea from Mrs. Slagg. There was
something portentous in the group far below her. Her day was disrupted. She looked around at the walls of her
room. They were hung with pictures once chosen as her favourites from among the
scores that she had unearthed in the lumber room. One wall was filled with a
great mountain scene where a road like a snake winding around and around the
most impressive of crags was filled with two armies, one in yellow and the
other, the invading force battling up from below, in purple. Lit as it were by
torch-light the whole scene was a constant source of wonder to Fuchsia, yet
this morning she gazed at it blankly. The other walls were less imposingly
arranged, fifteen pictures being distributed among the three. The head of a
jaguar; a portrait of the twenty-second Earl of Groan with pure white hair and
a face the colour of smoke as a result of immoderate tattooing, and a group of
children in pink and white muslin dresses playing with a viper were among the
works which pleased her most. Hundreds of very dull heads and full-length
portraits of her ancestors had been left in the lumber room. What Fuchsia
wanted from a picture was something unexpected. It was as though she enjoyed
the artist telling her something quite fresh and new. Something she had never
thought of before. A great writhing root, long since dragged
from the woods of Gormenghast mountain, stood in the centre of the room. It had
been polished to a rare gloss, its every wrinkle gleaming. Fuchsia flung
herself down on the most imposing article in the room, a couch of faded
splendour and suavity of contour in which the angles of Fuchsia's body as she
lay in a half sprawl were thrown out with uncompromising severity. Her eyes
which, since she had entered the attic, had taken on the calm expression so
alien to her, were now smouldering again. They moved about the room as though
they were seeking in vain a resting place, but neither the fantastic root, nor
the ingenious patterns in the carpet below her had the power to hold them. "Everything's wrong. Everything.
Everything," said Fuchsia. Again she went to the window and peered down at
the group in the quadrangle. By now it had grown until it filled all that was
visible of the stone square. Through a flying buttress to the left of her she
could command a view of four distant alleys in a poor district of Gormenghast.
These alley-ways were pranked with little knots of folk, and Fuchsia believed
that she could hear the far sound of their voices rising through the air. It
was not that Fuchsia felt any particular interest in "occasions" or
festivities which might cause excitement below, but that this morning she felt
acutely aware that something in which she would become involved was taking
place. On the table lay a big coloured book of
verses and pictures. It was always ready for her to open and devour. Fuchsia
would turn over the pages and read the verses aloud in a deep dramatic voice.
This morning she leaned forward and turned over the pages listlessly. As she
came upon a great favourite she paused and read it through slowly, but her
thoughts were elsewhere. THE FRIVOLOUS CAKE A freckled and frivolous cake there
was That sailed on a pointless
sea, Or any lugubrious lake there was In a manner emphatic and free. How jointlessly, and how jointlessly The frivolous cake sailed by On the waves of the ocean that
pointlessly Threw fish to the lilac sky. Oh, plenty and plenty of hake there
was Of a glory beyond compare, And every conceivable make there was Was tossed through the lilac
air. Up the smooth billows and over the
crests Of the cumbersome combers flew The frivolous cake with a knife in
the wake Of herself and her curranty
crew. Like a swordfish grim it would
bounce and skim (This dinner knife fierce and
blue), And the frivolous cake was filled to
the brim With the fun of her curranty
crew. Oh, plenty and plenty of hake there
was Of a glory beyond compare -- And every conceivable make there was Was tossed through the lilac
air. Around the shores of the Elegant
Isles Where the cat-fish bask and
purr And lick their paws with adhesive
smiles And wriggle their fins of fur, They fly and fly "neath the
lilac sky -- The frivolous cake, and the
knife Who winketh his glamorous indigo eye In the wake of his future
wife. The crumbs blow free down the
pointless sea To the beat of a cakey heart And the sensitive steel of the knife
can feel That love is a race apart. In the speed of the lingering light
are blown The crumbs to the hake above, And the tropical air vibrates to the
drone Of a cake in the throes of
love. She ended the final verse with a rush,
taking in nothing at all of its meaning. As she ended the last line
mechanically, she found herself getting to her feet and making for the door.
Her bundle was left behind, open, but, save for the pear, untouched on the
table. She found herself on the balcony and lowering herself down the ladder
was in the empty attic and within a few moments had reached the head of the
stairs in the lumber room. As she descended the spiral staircase her thoughts
were turning over and over. "What have they done? What have they
done?" And it was in a precipitous mood that she entered her room and ran
to the corner where, catching hold of the pigtail bell-rope she pulled it as
though to wrench it from the ceiling. Within a few moments Mrs. Slagg came
running up to the door, her slippered feet scraping along unevenly on the
floorboards. Fuchsia opened the door to her and as soon as the poor old head
appeared around the panels, she shouted at it, "What's happening Nannie,
what's happening down there? Tell me at once, Nannie, or I won't love you. Tell
me, tell me." "Quiet, my caution, quiet," said
Mrs. Slagg. "What's all the bother, my conscience! oh my poor heart.
You"ll be the death of me." "You must tell me, Nannie. Now! now!
or I'll hit you," said Fuchsia. From so small a beginning of suspicion
Fuchsia's fears had grown until now, convinced by a mounting intuition, she was
almost on the point of striking her old nurse, whom she loved so desperately.
Nannie Slagg took hold of Fuchsia's hand between eight old fingers and squeezed
it. "A little brother for you, my pretty.
Now _there's_ a surprise to quieten you; a little _brother_. Just like you, my ugly darling -- born in the
lap-sury." No!" shouted Fuchsia, the blood
rushing to her cheek. "No! no! I won't have it. Oh no, no, no! I won't! I
won't! It _mustn't_ be, it _mustn't_ be!" And Fuchsia flinging herself to
the floor burst into a passion of tears. 12 "MRS
SLAGG BY MOONLIGHT" These then, Lord Sepulchrave, the Countess
Gertrude, Fuchsia their eldest child, Doctor Prunesquallor, Mr. Rottcodd, Flay,
Swelter, Nannie Slagg, Steerpike and Sourdust, have been discovered at their
pursuits on the day of the advent, and have perhaps indicated the atmosphere
into which it was the lot of Titus to be born. For his first few years of life, Titus was
to be left to the care of Nannie Slagg, who bore this prodigious responsibility
proudly upon her thin little sloping shoulders. During the first half of this
early period only two major ceremonies befell the child and of these Titus was
happily unaware, namely the christening, which took place twelve days after his
birth, and a ceremonial breakfast on his first birthday. Needless to say, to
Mrs. Slagg, every day presented a series of major happenings, so entirely was
she involved in the practicalities of his upbringing. She made her way along the narrow stone path
between the acacia trees on this memorable nativity evening and downhill to the
gate in the castle wall which led into the heart of the mud dwellings. As she
hurried along, the sun was setting behind Gormenghast mountain in a swamp of
saffron light and her shadow hurried alongside between the acacia trees. It was
seldom that she ventured out of doors and it was with quite a flutter that she
had opened with difficulty the heavy lid of a chest in her room and extricated,
from beneath a knoll of camphor, her best hat. It was very black indeed, but by
way of relief it had upon its high crown a brittle bunch of glass grapes. Four
or five of them had been broken but this was not very noticeable. Nannie Slagg had lifted the hat up to her
shoulder level and peered at it obliquely before puffing at the glass grapes to
remove any possible dust. Seeing that she had dulled them with her breath she
lifted up her petticoat and doubling up over her hat she gave a quick little
polish to each fruit in turn. Then she had approached the door of her
room almost furtively and placed her ear at the panel. She had heard nothing,
but whenever she found herself doing anything unorthodox, no matter how
necessary, she would feel very guilty inside and look around her with her red
rimmed eyes opened wide and her head shaking a little, or if alone in a room as
at the moment, she would run to the door and listen. When she felt quite certain that there was
no one there she would open the door very quickly and stare out into the empty
passage and then go to her task again with renewed confidence. This time, the
putting on of her best hat at nine o'clock at night with the idea of sallying
forth from the castle, down the long drive and then northwards along the acacia
avenue, had been enough to send her to her own doorway as though she suspected
someone might be there, someone who was listening to her thoughts. Tiptoeing
back to her bed she had added fourteen inches to her stature by climbing into
her velvet hat. Then she had left the room, and the stairs had seemed
frighteningly empty to her as she descended the two flights. Remembering, as she turned through the
main doorway of the west wing, that the Countess herself had given her the
orders to pursue this unusual mission, she had felt a little stronger, but
whatever factual authority, it was something much deeper that had worried her,
something based upon the unspoken and iron-bound tradition of the place. It had
made her feel she was doing wrong. However, a wet nurse had to be found for the
infant and the immediate logic of this had jostled her forward. As she had left
her own room she had picked up a pair of black woollen gloves. It was a soft,
warm, summer evening but Nannie Slagg felt stronger in her gloves. The acacia trees, silhouetted on her
right, cut patterns against the mountain and on her left glowed dimly with a
sort of subterranean light. Her path was striped like the dim hide of a zebra
from the shadows of the acacia trunks. Mrs. Slagg, a midget figure beneath the
rearing and overhanging of the aisle of dark foliage, awakened small echoes in
the neighbouring rocks as she had moved, for her heels beat a quick uneven
measure on the stone path. This avenue lasted for some considerable
distance, and when at last the old nurse found herself at its northern end she
was welcomed by the cold light of the rising moon. The outer wall of
Gormenghast had suddenly reared above her. She passed through an archway. Mrs. Slagg knew that about this hour the
Dwellers would be at their supper. As she pattered onwards the memory of a very
similar occasion worked its way into her consciousness: The time when she had
been delegated to make a similar choice for Fuchsia. That time it had also been
in the evening although an hour or so earlier. The weather had been gusty and
she remembered how her voice had failed to carry in the wind, and how they had
all misunderstood her and had imagined that Lord Groan had died. Only three times since that day had she
been to this part of the Dwellers' province, and on those occasions it had been
to take Fuchsia for the long walks that at one time she had so insisted upon,
rain or shine. Mrs. Slagg's days of long walks were over,
but she had on one of those occasions passed the mud huts when the Dwellers
were having their last meal. She knew that the Dwellers always had their supper
in the open, at tables that reached in four long rows over the drab,
grey-coloured dust. In this dust, she remembered, a few cactus trees were alone
able to take root. Following the gradual decline of a scarred
green that sloped from the arch in the wall and petered out into the dust upon
which the hovels were built, she saw suddenly, on raising her eyes from the
path, one of these cactus trees. Fifteen years is a difficult depth of time
for an old woman's memory to plumb -- more difficult than the waters of her
childhood, but when Mrs. Slagg saw the cactus tree she remembered clearly and
in detail how she had stopped and stared at the great scarred monster on the
day of Fuchsia's birth. Here it was again, its flaking bole
dividing into four uprights like the arms of a huge grey candlestick studded
with thorns, each one as large and brutal as the horn of a rhinoceros. No
flaming flower relieved its black achromatism although that tree had been known
long ago to burst open with a three-hour glory. Beyond this tree the ground
rose into a little dreary hill, and it was only when she had climbed this hill
that Mrs. Slagg saw before her the Dwellers at their long tables. Behind them
the clay huts were huddled together in a grey swarm, spreading to the foot of
the wall. Four or five cacti grew between and reared over the supper tables. The cacti were similar both in size and in
the way they split into high uncouth prongs to the one which Mrs. Slagg first
saw, and as she approached, were edged with the hot afterglow of the sun. At the line of tables nearest the outer
wall were ranged the elderly, the grandparents, the infirm. To their left, were
the married women and their children whom they were tending. The remaining two tables were filled with
men and boys. The girls from the age of twelve to twenty-three had their meals
in a low mud building on their own, a few of them being delegated to wait each
day upon the ancients at their tables immediately under the battlements. Beyond, the land dipped into a dry shallow
valley which held the dwellings, so that as she came forward step by step the
figures at the tables had for their background the rough roofs of mud, the
walls of their huts being hidden by the contour of the ground. It was a dreary
prospect. From the lush shadows of the acacia drive Mrs. Slagg had suddenly
broken in upon an arid world. She saw the rough sections of white jarl root and
their bowls of sloe wine standing before them. The long tubular jarl root which
they dug each day from a wood in the vicinity, stood upon the tables every
evening, sliced up into scores of narrow cylinders. This, she remembered, was
their traditional diet. Noting the white roots spreading away in
perspective, each piece with its shadow, she remembered with a flutter that her
social status was very much in advance of that held by these poor mud-hut
dwellers. It was true that they made pretty carvings, but they were not
_within_ the walls of Gormenghast, and Nannie Slagg, as she approached the
nearest table, pulled on her gloves more tightly still and worked them up
around her fingers, pursing her little wrinkled mouth. The Dwellers had seen her immediately her
hat had appeared above the dry brow of the hill, and every head had been
turned, and every eye focused upon her. The mothers had paused, some of them
with spoons halfway to their children's mouths. It was unusual for them to have the
"Castles", as they termed any who came from within the walls,
approach them at their meals. They stared without moving and without speaking. Mrs. Slagg had stopped. The moonlight
flared on the glass grapes. A very old man like a prophet arose and
approached her. When he reached her he stood silently until an elderly woman
who had waited until he halted, was helped to her feet and, following his
example, had reached Mrs. Slagg and stood silently by the old man's side.
Thereupon two magnificent urchins of five or six years of age had been sent
forward from the table of mothers. These two, when they reached Mrs. Slagg
stood quietly and then, lifting their arms in imitation of their elders and,
placing their wrists together cupped their hands and bowed their heads. They remained in this attitude for a few
moments until the old man lifted his shaggy head and parted the long rough line
of his mouth. "Gormenghast," he said, and his
voice was like the noise of boulders rolling through far valleys, and as he had
said "Gormenghast" the intonation was such as implied reverence. This
was the greeting of the Dwellers to any who were of the Castle and once that
word had been spoken the person to whom it was addressed replied -- "The
Bright Carvers". Conversation could then proceed. This response, deaf as
the Dwellers were to any flattery, holding themselves to be the supreme judges
of their work and indifferent to the outside interest, was in its way a
palliative in the sense that it put them where they felt in their bones they
belonged -- on a spiritual if not a worldly or hereditary level. It introduced
a certain concord at the outset. It was a master stroke of judgement, a tower
of tact, in the seventeenth Earl of Groan, when hundreds of years before he had
introduced this tenet into the ritual of the Castle. Very, very far from bright were the
Carvers themselves. They were uniformly dressed in dark grey cloth, tied about
the waist with tough thongs which were stripped from the outer surface of the
jarl root, whose inner hard white flesh they ate. Nothing was bright about
their appearance, save one thing. The light in the eyes of the younger
children. Indeed, in the youths and maidens also up to the age of nineteen and
sometimes twenty. These young Dwellers were in such contrast to their elders,
even to those in their mid-twenties, that it was difficult to imagine that they
were of the same stock. The tragic reason was that after they had come to their
physical maturity of form their loveliness crumbled away and they became
withered as flowers after their few fresh hours of brilliance and strength. No one looked middle aged. The mothers
were, save for the few who had borne their children in their late teens, as
ancient in appearance as their own parents. And yet they did not die as might be
imagined, any earlier than is normal. On the contrary, from the long line of
ancient faces at the three tables nearest the great wall, it might be imagined
that their longevity was abnormal. Only their children's had radiance, their
eyes, the sheen on their hair, and in another way, their movements and their
voices. Bright with a kind of _unnatural_ brightness. It was not the wholesome
lustre of a free flame, but of the hectic radiance that sheet-lightning gives
suddenly to limbs of trees at midnight; of sudden flares in the darkness, of a
fragment that is lit by torchlight into a spectre. Even this unnatural emanation died in
these youths and girls when they had reached their nineteenth year; along with
the beauty of their features, this radiance vanished too. Only within the
bodies of the adult Dwellers was there a kind of light, or if not light, at
least hotness -- the hotness of creative restlessness. These were the Bright
Carvers. Mrs. Slagg hoisted her little claw of a
hand very high in the air. The four who were lined in front of her had taken
less formal stances, the children peering up at her with their slim, dusty arms
around each others' shoulders. "I have come," she said in a
voice which, thin as a curlew, carried along the tables, "I have come --
although it is so late -- to tell you a wonderful thing." She readjusted
her hat and felt as she did so, with great pleasure, the shining volume of the
glass grapes. The old man turned to the tables and his
voice rolled out along them. "She has come to tell us a wonderful
thing," and the old woman followed him up like a distorted echo and
screamed, "A wonderful thing." "Yes, yes, it is wonderful news for
you," the old nurse continued. "You will all be very proud, I am
quite sure." Mrs. Slagg, now she had started was rather
enjoying herself. She clasped her gloved hands together more tightly whenever
she felt a qualm of nervousness. "We are all proud. All of us. The
Castle," (she said this in a rather vain way) "is very very satisfied
and when I tell you what has happened, then, you"ll be happy as well; oh
yes, I am sure you will. Because I know you are _dependent_ on the
castle." Mrs. Slagg was never very tactful.
"You have some food thrown down to you from the battlements every morning,
don't you?" She had pursed her mouth and stopped a moment for breath. A young man lifted his thick black
eyebrows and spat. "So you are very much thought of by
the Castle. Every day you are thought of, aren't you? And that's why
you"ll be so happy when I tell you the wonderful thing that I'm going to
tell you." Mrs. Slagg smiled to herself for a moment,
but suddenly felt a little nervous in spite of her superior knowledge and had
glanced quickly, like a bird, from one face to another. She had bridled up her
wispy head and had peered as sternly as she could at a small boy who answered
with a flashing smile. His hair was clustered over his shoulders. Between his
teeth as he grinned glistened a white nugget ofjarl root. She shifted her gaze and clapped her hands
together sharply two or three times as though for silence, although there was
no noise at all. Then she suddenly felt she wanted to be back in the castle and
in her own little room and she said before she knew it, "A new little
Groan has been born, a little boy. A little boy of the Blood. I am in charge,
of course, and I want a wet nurse for him _at once_. I must have one _at once_
to come back with me. There now! I've told you everything." The old women had turned to one another
and had then walked away to their huts. They returned with little cakes and
bottles of sloe wine. Meanwhile the men formed a large circle and repeated the
name Gormenghast seventy-seven times. While Mrs. Slagg waited and watched the
children who had been set playing, a woman had come forward. She told Mrs.
Slagg that her child had died a few hours after he had been born some days ago
but that she was strong enough and would come. She was, perhaps, twenty, and
was well-built, but the tragic disintegration of her beauty had begun although
her eyes still had the afterglow upon them. She fetched a basket and did not
seem to expect any sort of refusal to her offer. And Nannie Slagg was about to
ask a few questions, as she felt would be correct, but the Dweller, packing the
sloe wine and cakes into a basket, had taken Mrs. Slagg quietly by the arm and
the old nurse found herself to be making for the Great Wall. She glanced up at
the young woman beside her and wondered whether she had chosen correctly, and
then, realizing that she hadn't chosen at all, she half stopped and glanced
back nervously over her shoulder. 13 KEDA The cactus trees stood hueless between the
long tables. The Dwellers were all in their places again. Mrs. Slagg ceased to
interest them. There were no shadows save immediately below every object. The
moon was overhead. It was a picture painted on silver. Mrs. Slagg's companion
had waited with her quietly. There was a kind of strength in the way she walked
and in the way she kept silent. With the dark cloth hanging to her ankles and
caught in at her waist with the thong of jarl root; with her bare legs and feet
and her head still holding the sunset of her darkened day, she was in strange
contrast to little Nannie Slagg, with her quick jerky walk, her dark satin
dress, her black gloves, and her monumental hat of glass grapes. Before they
descended the dry knoll towards the archway in the wall, a sudden guttural cry
as of someone being strangled, froze the old woman's blood and she clutched at
the strong arm beside her and clung to it like a child. Then she peered towards
the tables. They were too far for her to see clearly with her weak eyes, but
she thought she could make out figures standing and there seemed to be someone
crouching like a creature about to spring. Mrs. Slagg's companion appeared, after
glancing casually in the direction of the sound, to take no more notice of the
incident, but keeping a firmer grip this time on the old lady, propelled her
forward towards the stone gate. "It is nothing," was the sole
reply which Mrs. Slagg received and by the time the two were in the acacia
avenue her blood had quietened. When they were turning from the long drive
into the doorway of Gormenghast through which Nannie had stepped out into the
evening air so surreptitiously an hour or so before, she glanced up at her
companion and shrugging her shoulders a little, contrived to take on an
expression of mock importance. "Your name? Your name?" she
said. "Keda." "Well, Keda, dear, if you will follow
me, I will take you to the little boy. I'll show you him myself. He is by the
window in _my_ room." Nannie's voice suddenly took on a confidential,
almost pathetic note. "I haven't a very big room," she said,
"but I've always had the same one, I don't like any of the other
ones," she added rather untruthfully, "I'm nearer Lady Fuchsia." "Perhaps I shall see her," said
the girl, after a pause. Nannie suddenly stopped on the stairs.
"I don't _know_ about that," she said, "oh no, I'm not _sure_
about that. She is very strange. I never know what she's going to do
next." "To do?" said Keda. "How do
you mean?" "About little Titus." Nannie's
eyes began to wander. "No, I don't know what she"ll do. She's such a
terror -- the naughtiest terror in the castle -- she can be." "Why are you frightened?" said
Keda. "I know she"ll hate him. She
likes to be the only one, you know. She likes to dream that she's the queen and
that when the rest are dead there"ll be no one who can order her to do
anything. She said, dear, that she'd burn down the whole place, burn down
Gormenghast when she was the ruler and she'd live on her own, and I said she
was wicked, and she said that everyone was -- everyone and everything except
rivers, clouds, and some rabbits. She makes me frightened sometimes." They climbed up remaining steps, along a
passageway and up the remaining flight to the second floor in silence. When they had come to the room Mrs. Slagg
placed her finger at her lips and gave a smile which it would be impossible to
describe. It was a mixture of the cunning and the maudlin. Then turning the
handle very carefully she opened the door by degrees and putting her high hat
of glass grapes through the narrow opening by way of a vanguard, followed it
stealthily with all that remained of her. Keda entered the room. Her bare feet made
no noise on the floor. When Mrs. Slagg reached the cradle she put her fingers
to her mouth and peered over it as though into the deepest recesses of an
undiscovered world. There he was. The infant Titus. His eyes were open but he
was quite still. The puckered-up face of the newly-born child, old as the
world, wise as the roots of trees. Sin was there and goodness, love, pity and
horror, and even beauty for his eyes were pure violet. Earth's passions, earth's
griefs, earth's incongruous, ridiculous humours -- dormant, yet visible in the
wry pippin of a face. Nannie Slagg bending over him waggled a
crooked finger before his eyes. "My little sugar," she tittered.
"How _could_ you? how _could_ you?" Mrs. Slagg turned round to Keda with a new
look in her face. "Do you think I should have left him?" she said.
"When I went to fetch you. Do you think I should have left him?" Keda stared down at Titus. Tears were in
her eyes as she watched the child. Then she turned to the window. She could see
the great wall that held in Gormenghast. The wall that cut her own people away,
as though to keep out a plague; the walls that barred from her view the
stretches of arid earth beyond the mud huts where her child had so recently
been buried. To come within the walls was itself
something of an excitement to those of the mud huts and something which in the
normal course of events was reserved for the day of the Bright Carvings, but to
be within the castle itself was something unique. Yet Keda did not seem
impressed and had not troubled to ask Mrs. Slagg any questions nor even so much
as glance about her. Poor Mrs. Slagg felt this was something of an impertinence
but did not know whether or not she ought to say something about it. But Titus had stolen the limelight and
Keda's indifference was soon forgotten, for he was beginning to cry, and his
crying grew and grew in spite of Mrs. Slagg's dangling a necklace in front of
his screwed up eyes and an attempt at singing a lullaby from her half-forgotten
store. She had him over her shoulder, but his shrill cries rose in volume.
Keda's eyes were still upon the wall, but of a sudden, breaking herself away
from the window, she moved up behind Nannie Slagg and, as she did so, parted
the dark brown material from her throat and freeing her left breast, took the
child from the shoulders of the old woman. Within a few moments the little face
was pressed against her and struggles and sobs were over. Then as she turned
and sat at the window a calm came upon her as from her very centre, the milk of
her body and the riches of her frustrated love welled up and succoured the
infant creature in her keeping. 14 "FIRST
BLOOD" Titus, under the care of Nannie Slagg and
Keda, developed hourly in the western wing. His weird little head had changed
shape, from day to day as the heads of infants do, and at last settled to its
own proportion. It was both long and of a bulk that promised to develop into
something approaching the unique. His violet eyes made up, in the opinion of
Mrs. Slagg, for any strangeness in the shape of his head and features which
were, after all, nothing extraordinary for a member of his family. Even from the very first there was
something lovable about Titus. It is true that his thin crying could be almost
unbearable, and Mrs. Slagg, who insisted upon having the whole charge of him
between his meals, was driven at times to a kind of fluttering despair. On the fourth day the preparations for his
christening were well in hand. This ceremony was always held in the
afternoon of the twelfth day, in a pleasant open room on the ground level,
which, with its bay windows, gave upon the cedar trees and shaven lawns that
sloped away to the Gormenghast terraces where the Countess walked at dawn with
her snow-white cats. The room was perhaps the most homely and
at the same time the most elegant in the castle. There were no shadows lurking
in the corners. The whole feeling was of quiet and pleasing distinction, and
when the afternoon sun lit up the lawns beyond the bay windows into a
green-gold carpet, the room with its cooler tints became a place to linger in.
It was seldom used. The Countess never entered it, preferring
those parts of the castle where the lights and the shadows were on the move and
where there was no such clarity. Lord Sepulchrave was known to walk up and down
its length on rare occasions and to stop and stare at the cedars on the lawn as
he passed the window, and then to leave the room again for a month or two until
the next whim moved him. Nannie Slagg had on a few occasions sat
there, furtively knitting with her paper bag of wool on the long refectory
table in the centre, and the high back of the carved chair towering over her.
Around her the spaciousness of the temperate room. The tables with their vases
of garden flowers, plucked by Pentecost, the head gardener. But for the most
part the room was left empty week after week, saving for an hour in the morning
of each day when Pentecost would arrange the flowers. Deserted as the room was,
Pentecost would never permit a day to pass in which he had not changed the
water in the vases and refilled them again with taste and artistry, for he had
been born in the mud huts and had in his marrow the love and understanding of
colour that was the hall-mark of the Bright Carvers. On the morning of the christening he had
been out to cut the flowers for the room. The towers of Gormenghast rose into
the morning mists and blocked away a commotion of raw cloud in the eastern sky.
As he stood for a moment on the lawns he looked up at the enormous piles of
masonry and could vaguely discern among the shadows the corroded carvings and
broken heads of grey stone. The lawns beneath the west wall where he
stood were black with dew, but where, at the foot of one of the seven cedars, a
grazing shaft of sun fell in a little pool of light, the wet grass blazed with
diamonds of every colour. The dawn air was cold, and he drew more closely about
him the leather cape which he wore over his head like a monk. It was strong and
supple and had been stained and darkened by many storms and by the dripping of
the rain from moss-gloved trees. From a cord hanging at his side hung his
gardening knife. Above the turrets, like a wing ripped from
the body of an eagle, a solitary cloud moved northwards through the awakening
air quilled with blood. Above Pentecost the cedars, like great
charcoal drawings, suddenly began to expose their structure, the layers of flat
foliage rising tier above tier, their edges ribbed with sunrise. Pentecost turned his back upon the castle
and made his way through the cedars, leaving in his wake upon the glittering
blotches of the dew, black imprints of feet that turned inwards. As he walked
it seemed that he was moving into the earth. Each stride was a gesture, a
probing. It was a kind of downward, inward search, as though he knew that what
was important for him, what he really understood and cared for, was below him,
beneath his slowly moving feet. It was in the earth -- it was the earth. Pentecost, with his leather cowl, was not
of impressive dimensions, and his walk, although filled with meaning, had
nevertheless something ridiculous about it. His legs were too short in
proportion to his body, but his head, ancient and lined, was nobly formed and
majestic with its big-boned, wrinkled brow and straight nose. Of flowers he had a knowledge beyond that
of the botanist, or the artist, being moved by the growth rather than the
fulfilment, the organic surge that found its climax in the gold or the blue
rather than in the colours, the patterns or anything visible. As the mother who would not love the child
the less were its face to be mutilated, so was he with flowers. To all growing
things he brought this knowledge and love, but to the apple tree he gave
himself up wholly. Upon the northern slope of a low hill that
dropped gradually to a stream, his orchard trees arose clearly, each one to
Pentecost a personality in its own right. On August days Fuchsia from her window in
the attic could see him far below standing at times upon a short ladder, and
sometimes when the boughs were low enough, upon the grass, his long body and
little legs foreshortened and his cowl over his fine head hiding his features;
and diminutive as he appeared from that immense height, she could make out that
he was polishing the apples into a mirror-like gloss as they hung from the
boughs, bending forward to breathe upon them and then with silk cloth rubbing
them until she could see the glint upon their crimson skins -- even from the
height of her eyrie in the shadowy loft. Then he would move away from the tree that
he had burnished and pace around it slowly, enjoying the varied grouping of its
apples and the twisted stem of the supporting bole. Pentecost spent some time in the walled-in
garden, where he cut the flowers for the christening room. He moved from one
part to another until he knew and could visualize the vases filled in the room
and had decided upon the colour for the day. The sun was by now clear of the mists, and
like a bright plate in the sky, rose as though drawn up by an invisible string.
In the Christening Room there was still no light, but Pentecost entered by the
bay-window, a dark mis-proportioned figure with the flowers smouldering in his
arms. Meanwhile the castle was either awaking or
awakened. Lord Sepulchrave was having his breakfast with Sourdust in the
refectory. Mrs. Slagg was pushing and prodding at a heap of blankets beneath
which Fuchsia lay curled up in darkness. Swelter was having a glass of wine in
bed, which one of the apprentices had brought him, and was only half awake, his
huge bulk wrinkled in upon itself in a ghastly manner. Flay was muttering to
himself as he walked up and down an endless grey passage, his knee joints, like
a clock, ticking off his every step. Rottcodd was dusting the third of the
carvings, and sending up little clouds with his feet as he moved; and Doctor
Prunesquallor was singing to himself in his morning bath. The walls of the
bathroom were hung with anatomical diagrams painted on long scrolls. Even in
his bath he was wearing his glasses and as he peered over the side to recover a
piece of scented soap, he sang to his external oblique as though it were his
love. Steerpike was looking at himself in a
mirror and examining an insipid moustache, and Keda in her room in the northern
wing was watching the sunlight as it moved across the Twisted Woods. Lord Titus Groan, innocent that the
breaking day heralded the hour of his christening, was fast asleep. His head
was lolling over on one side, and his face was nearly obscured by the pillow,
one of his little fists rammed in his mouth. He wore a yellow silk nightdress,
covered with blue stars, and the light through the half-drawn blinds crept over
his face. The morning moved on. There was a great
deal of coming and going. Nannie was practically insane with excitement and
without Keda's silent help would have been incapable of coping with the
situation. The christening dress had to be ironed,
the christening rings and the little jewelled crown to be procured from the
iron case in the armoury, and only Shrattle had the key and he was stone deaf. The bath and dressing of Titus had to be
especially perfect, and with everything to do the hours slipped away all too
quickly for Mrs. Slagg and it was two o'clock in the afternoon before she knew
where she was. Keda had found Shrattle at last and had
persuaded him by ingenious signs that there was a christening that afternoon
and that the crown was necessary and that she would return it as soon as the
ceremony was over, and had in fact smoothed over, or solved all the
difficulties that made Nannie Slagg wring her hands together and shake her old
head in despair. The afternoon was perfect. The great
cedars basked magnificently in the still air. The lawns had been cut and were
like dull emerald glass. The carvings upon the walls that had been engulfed in
the night and had faltered through the dawn were now chiselled and free in the brightness. The Christening Room itself looked cool
and clear and unperturbed. With space and dignity it awaited the entrance of
the characters. The flowers in their vases were incredibly gracious. Pentecost
had chosen lavender as the dominant note for the room, but here and there a
white flower spoke coolly to a white flower across the green carpet spaces and
one gold orchid was echoed by another. Great activity might have been observed in
many of the rooms of Gormenghast as the hour of three approached, but the cool
room waited in a serene silence. The only life in the room lay in the throats
of the flowers. Suddenly the door opened and Flay came in.
He was wearing his long black moth-eaten suit, but there had been some attempt
on his part at getting rid of the major stains and clipping the more ragged
edges of cuff and trouser into straight raw lines. Over and above these
improvements he wore around his neck a heavy chain of brass. In one hand he
balanced, on a tray, a bowl of water. The negative dignity of the room threw
him out in relief as a positive scarecrow. Of this he was quite unconscious. He
had been helping to dress Lord Sepulchrave, and had made a rapid journey with
the christening bowl as his lordship stood polishing his nails at the window of
his bedroom, his toilet completed. The filling of the bowl and placing it on
the central table in the cool room was his only duty, until the actual ceremony
took place. Putting the bowl down unceremoniously on the table he scratched the
back of his head and then drove his hands deep into his trouser pockets. It was
some time since he was last in the Cool Room. it was not a room that he cared
for. To his mind it was not a part of Gormenghast at all. With a gesture of
defiance he shot his chin forward like a piece of machinery and began to pace
around the room glancing malevolently at the flowers, when he heard a voice
beyond the door, a thick, murderously unctuous voice. "Woah, back there, woah! back there;
watch your feet, my little rats' eyes! To the _side_. To the _side_, or I'll
fillet you! Stand still! stand _still_! Merciful flesh that I should have to
deal with puts!" The door knob moved and then the door
began to open and Flay's physical opposite began to appear around the opening.
For some time, so it seemed to Flay, taut areas of cloth evolved in a great arc
and then at last above them a head around the panels and the eyes embedded in
that head concentrated their gaze upon Mr. Flay. Flay stiffened -- if it is possible for
something already as stiff as a piece of teak to stiffen still further -- and
he lowered his head to the level of his clavicles and brought his shoulders up
like a vulture. His arms were absolutely straight from the high shoulders to
where the fists were clenched in his trouser pockets. Swelter, as soon as he saw who it was,
stopped dead, and across his face little billows of flesh ran swiftly here and
there until, as though they had determined to adhere to the same impulse, they
swept up into both oceans of soft cheek, leaving between them a vacuum, a
gaping segment like a slice cut from a melon. It was horrible. It was as though
nature had lost control. As though the smile, as a concept, as a manifestation
of pleasure, had been a mistake, for here on the face of Swelter the idea had
been abused. A voice came out of the face: "Well,
well, well," it said, "may I be boiled to a frazzle if it isn't Mr.
Flee. The one and only Flee. Well, well, well. Here before me in the Cool Room.
Dived through the keyhole, I do believe. Oh, my adorable lights and liver, if
it isn't the Flee itself." The line of Mr. Flay's mouth, always thin
and hard, became even thinner as though scored with a needle. His eyes looked
up and down the white mountain, crowned with its snowy, high cloth hat of office,
for even the slovenly Swelter had dressed himself up for the occasion. Although Mr. Flay had avoided the cook
whenever possible, an occasional accidental meeting such as today's was
unavoidable, and from their chance meetings in the past Mr. Flay had learned
that the huge house of flesh before him, whatever its faults, had certainly a
gift for sarcasm beyond the limits of his own taciturn nature. It had therefore
been Mr. Flay's practice, whenever possible, to ignore the chef as one ignores
a cesspool by the side of a road, and although his pride was wounded by
Swelter's mis-pronunciation of his name and the reference to his thinness, Flay
held his spiky passions in control, merely striding to the doorway after his
examination of the other's bulk and spitting out of the bay window as though to
clear his whole system of something noxious. Silent though he had learned by
experience to be, each galling word from Swelter did not fail to add to the
growing core of hatred that burned beneath his ribs. Swelter, as Mr. Flay spat, had leaned back
in his traces as though in mock alarm, his head folded back on his shoulders,
and with an expression of comic concentration, had gazed alternately at Mr.
Flay and then out of the window several times. "Well, well, well," he
said in his most provoking voice that seemed to seep out of dough --
"well, well, well -- your accomplishments will never end. Baste me! Never.
One lives and learns. By the little eel I skinned last Friday night, one lives
and one learns." Wheeling round he presented his back to Mr. Flay and
bellowed, "Advance and make it sprightly! Advance the triumvirate, the
little creatures who have wound themselves around my heart. Advance and be
recognized." Into the room filed three boys of about
twelve years of age. They each carried a large tray stacked with delicacies. "Mr. Flee, I will introduce
you," said Swelter, as the boys approached, glueing their frightened eyes
on their precarious cargoes. "Mr. Flee -- Master Springers -- Master
Springers -- Mr. Flee. Mr. Flee -- Master Wrattle, Master Wrattle -- Mr. Flee.
Mr. Flee -- Master Spurter, Master Spurter -- Mr. Flee. Flee -- Springers --
Flee -- Wrattle -- Flee -- Spurter -- Flee!" This was brought out with such a mixture
of eloquence and impertinence that it was too much for Mr. Flay. That he, the
first servant of Gormenghast -- Lord Sepulchrave's confidant -- should be
introduced to Swelter's ten-a-penny kitchen boys was trying him too hard, and
as he suddenly strode past the chef towards the door (for he was in any event
due back with his lordship), he pulled the chain over his head and slashed the
heavy brass links across the face of his taunter. Before Swelter had recovered,
Mr. Flay was well on his way along the passages. The chef's face had suffered a
transformation. All the vast _media_ of his head became, as clay becomes under
the hand of the modeller, bent to the externalization of a passion. Upon it,
written in letters of pulp, was spelt the word _revenge_. The eyes had almost
instantly ceased to blaze and had become like little pieces of glass. The three boys had spread the delicacies
upon the table, and, leaving in the centre the simple christening bowl, they
now cowered in the bay window, longing in their hearts to run, to run as they
had never run before, out into the sunshine and across the lawns and over
streams and fields, until they were far, far away from the white presence with
the hectic red marks of the chain-links across its face. The chef, with his hatred so riveted upon
the person of Flay, had forgotten them and did not vent his spleen upon them.
His was not the hatred that rises suddenly like a storm and as suddenly abates.
It was, once the initial shock of anger and pain was over, a calculated thing
that grew in a bloodless way. The fact that three minions had seen their
dreaded overlord suffer an indignity was nothing to Swelter at this moment, for
he could see the situation in proportion and in it these children had no part. Without a word he walked to the centre of
the room. His fat hands rearranged a few of the dishes nimbly upon the table.
Then he advanced to a mirror that hung above a vase of flowers and examined his
wounds critically. They hurt him. Catching sight of the three boys as he
shifted his head in order to peer again more closely at himself, for he was
only able to see portions of his face at one and the same time, he signalled to
them to be gone. He followed shortly afterwards and made his way to his room
above the bakeries. By this time the hour was practically at
hand for the gathering and from their various apartments the persons concerned
were sallying forth. Each one with his or her particular stride. His or her
particular eyes, nose, mouth, hair, thoughts and feelings. Self-contained,
carrying their whole selves with them as they moved, as a vessel that holds its
own distinctive wine, bitter or sweet. These seven closed their doors behind
them, terrifyingly _themselves_, as they set out for the Cool Room. There were, in the Castle, two ladies,
who, though very seldom encountered, were of the Groan blood, and so, when it
came to a family ceremony such as this, were of course invited. They were their
ladyships Cora and Clarice, sisters-in-law to Gertrude, sisters of Sepulchrave,
and twins in their own right. They lived in a set of rooms in the southern wing
and shared with each other an all-absorbing passion for brooding upon an irony
of fate which decreed that they should have no say in the affairs of
Gormenghast. These two along with the others were on their way to the Cool
Room. Tradition playing its remorseless part had
forced Swelter and Flay to return to the Cool Room to await the first arrival,
but luckily someone was there before them -- Sourdust, in his sacking garment.
He stood behind the table, his book open before him. In front of him the bowl
of water, around which the examples of Swelter's art sat, perched on golden
salvers and goblets that twinkled in the reflected sunlight. Swelter, who had managed to conceal the
welts on his face by an admixture of flour and white honey, took up his place
to the left of the ancient librarian, over whom he towered as a galleon above a
tooth of rock. Around his neck he also wore a ceremonial chain similar to that
of Flay, who appeared a few moments later. He stalked across the room without
glancing at the chef, and stood upon the other side of Sourdust, balancing from
the artist's point of view if not the rationalist"s, the components of the
picture. All was ready. The participants in the
ceremony would be arriving one by one, the less important entering first, until
the penultimate entrance of the Countess harbingered a necessary piece of
walking furniture, Nannie Slagg, who would be carrying in her arms a shawl-full
of destiny -- the Future of the Blood Line. A tiny weight that was Gormenghast,
a Groan of the strict lineage -- Titus, the Seventy-Seventh. 15 "ASSEMBLAGE" First to arrive was the outsider -- the
commoner -- who through his service to the family was honoured by a certain
artificial equality of status, liable at any moment to be undermined -- Doctor
Prunesquallor. He entered fluttering his perfect hands,
and, mincing to the table, rubbed them together at the level of his chin in a
quick, animated way as his eyes travelled over the spread that lay before him. "My very dear Swelter, ha, ha, may I
offer you my congratulations, ha, ha, as a doctor who knows something of
stomachs, my dear Swelter, something indeed of stomachs? Not only of stomachs
but of palates, of tongues, and of the membrane, my dear man, that covers the
roof of the mouth, and not only of the membrane that covers the roof of the
mouth but of the sensitized nerve endings that I can positively assure you are
tingling, my dear and very excellent Swelter, at the very thought of coming
into contact with these delicious-looking oddments that you've no doubt tossed
off at an odd moment, ha, ha, very, very likely I should say, oh yes, very,
very likely." Doctor Prunesquallor smiled and exhibited
two brand new rows of gravestones between his lips, and darting his beautiful
white hand forward with the little finger crooked to a right angle, he lifted a
small emerald cake with a blob of cream atop of it, as neatly off the top of a
plate of such trifles as though he were at home in his dissecting room and were
removing some organ from a frog. But before he had got it to his mouth, a
hissing note stopped him short. It came from Sourdust, and it caused the doctor
to replace the green cake on the top of the pile even more swiftly than he had
removed it. He had forgotten for the moment, or had pretended to forget, what a
stickler for etiquette old Sourdust was. Until the Countess herself was in the
room no eating could begin. "Ha, ha, ha, ha, very very right and
proper Mr. Sourdust, very right and proper indeed," said the doctor,
winking at Swelter. The magnified appearance of his eyes gave this familiarity
a peculiar unpleasantness. "Very, very right indeed. But that's what this
man Swelter does to one, with his irresistible little lumps of paradise -- ha,
ha, he makes one quite barbarian he does, don't you Swelter? You barbarize one,
ha, ha, don't you? You positively barbarize one." Swelter, who was in no mood for this sort
of badinage, and in any case preferred to hold the floor if there was to be any
eloquence, merely gave a mirthless twitch to his mouth and continued to stare
out of the window. Sourdust was running his finger along a line in his book
which he was re-reading, and Flay was a wooden effigy. Nothing, however, seemed to be able to
keep the mercury out of Doctor Prunesquallor, and after looking quickly from
face to face, he examined his finger nails, one by one, with a ridiculous
interest; and then turning suddenly from his task as he completed the scrutiny
of the tenth nail, he skipped to the window, a performance grotesquely
incongruous in one of his years, and leaning in an over-elegant posture against
the window frame, he made that peculiarly effeminate gesture of the left hand
that he was so fond of, the placing of the tips of thumb and index finger
together, and thus forming an O, while the remaining three fingers were
strained back and curled into letter C's of dwindling sizes. His left elbow,
bent acutely, brought his hand about a foot away from him and on a level with
the flower in his buttonhole. His narrow chest, like a black tube, for he was
dressed in a cloth of death's colour, gave forth a series of those irritating
laughs that can only be symbolized by "_ha, ha, ha_", but whose pitch
scraped at the inner wall of the skull. "Cedars," said Doctor
Prunesquallor, squinting at the trees before him with his head tilted and his
eyes half closed, "are excellent trees. Very, very excellent. I positively
enjoy cedars, but do cedars positively enjoy me? Ha, ha -- do they, my dear Mr.
Flay, do they? -- or is this rather above you, my man, is my philosophy a
trifle above you? For if I enjoy a cedar but a cedar does not, ha, ha, enjoy
me, then surely I am at once in a position of compromise, being, as it were,
ignored by the vegetable world, which would think twice, mark you, my dear
fellow, would think twice about ignoring a cartload of mulch, ha, ha, or to put
it another way . . ." But here Doctor Prunesquallor's
reflections were interrupted by the first of the family arrivals, the twin
sisters, their ladyships Cora and Clarice. They opened the door very slowly and
peered around it before advancing. It had been several months since they had
ventured from their apartments and they were suspicious of everyone and of
everything. Doctor Prunesquallor advanced at once from
the window. "Your ladyships will forgive me, ha, ha, the presumption of
receiving you into what is, ha, ha, after all more your own room than mine, ha,
ha, ha, but which is nevertheless, I have reason to suspect, a little strange
to you if I may be so extraordinarily flagrant; so ludicrously indiscreet, in
fact . . ." "It's the doctor, my dear," the
lady Cora whispered flatly to her twin sister, interrupting Prunesquallor. Lady Clarice merely stared at the thin
gentleman in question until anyone but the doctor would have turned and fled. "I know it is," she said at
last. "What's wrong with his eyes?" "He's got some disease of course, I
suppose. Didn't you know?" replied Lady Cora. She and her sister were dressed in purple,
with gold buckles at their throats by way of brooches, and another gold buckle
each at the end of hatpins which they wore through their grey hair in order
apparently to match their brooches. Their faces, identical to the point of
indecency, were quite expressionless, as though they were the preliminary
lay-outs for faces and were waiting for sentience to be injected. "What are you doing here?" said
Cora, staring remorselessly. Doctor Prunesquallor bent forward towards
her and showed her his teeth. Then he clasped his hands together. "I am
privileged," he said, "very, very much so, oh yes, very, very
much." "Why?" said Lady Clarice. Her
voice was so perfect a replica of her sister's as might lead one to suppose
that her vocal cords had been snipped from the same line of gut in those
obscure regions where such creatures are compounded. The sisters were now standing, one on
either side of the doctor, and they stared up at him with an emptiness of
expression that caused him to turn his eyes hurriedly to the ceiling, for he
had switched them from one to the other for respite from either, but had found
no relief. The white ceiling by contrast teemed with interest and he kept his
eyes on it. "Your ladyships," he said,
"can it be that you are ignorant of the part I play in the social life of
Gormenghast? I say the social life, but who, ha, ha, ha, who could gainsay me
if I boast that it is more than the _social_ life, ha, ha, ha, and is, my very
dear ladyships, positively the organic life of the castle that I foster, and
control, ha, ha, in the sense that, trained as I undoubtedly am in the science
of this, that, and the other, ha, ha, ha, in connection with the whole
anomatical caboodle from head to foot. I, as part of my work here, deliver the
new generations to the old -- the sinless to the sinful, ha, ha, ha, the
stainless to the tarnished -- oh dear me, the white to the black, the healthy
to the diseased. And this ceremony today, my very dear ladyships, is a result
of my professional adroitness, ha, ha, ha, on the occasion of a brand new
Groan." "What did you say?" said Lady
Clarice, who had been staring at him the whole time without moving a muscle. Doctor Prunesquallor closed his eyes and
kept them closed for a very long time. Then opening them he took a pace forward
and breathed in as much as his narrow chest would allow. Then turning suddenly
he wagged his finger at the two in purple. "Your ladyships," he said.
"You must _listen_, you will never get on in life unless you
_listen_." "Get _on_ in life?" said Lady
Cora at once, "get _on_ in life. I like that. What chance have we, when
Gertrude has what we ought to have?" "Yes, yes," said the other, like
a continuation of her sister's voice in another part of the room. "We
ought to have what she has." "And what is _that_, my very dear
ladyships?" queried Doctor Prunesquallor, tilting his head at them. "Power," they replied blankly
and both together, as though they had rehearsed the scene. The utter
tonelessness of their voices contrasted so incongruously with the gist of the
subject that even Doctor Prunesquallor was for a moment taken aback and
loosened his stiff white collar around his throat with his forefinger. "It's power we want," Lady Clarice
repeated. "We'd like to have that." "Yes, it's that we want," echoed
Cora, "lots of power. Then we could make people do things," said the
voice. "But Gertrude has all the
power," came the echo, "which we ought to have but which we haven't
got." Then they stared at Swelter, Sourdust and
Flay in turn. "_They_ have to be here, I
suppose?" said Cora, pointing at them before returning her gaze to Doctor
Prunesquallor, who had reverted to examining the ceiling. But before he could
reply the door opened and Fuchsia came in, dressed in white. Twelve days had elapsed since she had
discovered that she was no longer the only child. She had steadily refused to
see her brother and today for the first time she would be obliged to be with
him. Her first anguish, inexplicable to herself, had dulled to a grudging
acceptance. For what reason she did not know, but her grief had been very real.
She did not know what it was that she resented. Mrs. Slagg had had no time to help Fuchsia
to look presentable, only telling her to comb her hair and to put her white
dress on at the _last_ minute so that it should not be creased, and then to
appear in the Cool Room at two minutes past three. The sunlight on the lawns and the flowers
in the vases and the room itself had seemed pleasant auguries for the afternoon
before the entrance of the two servants, and the unfortunate incident that
occurred. This violence had set a bitter keynote to the ensuing hours. Fuchsia came in with her eyes red from
crying. She curtseyed awkwardly to her mother's cousins and then sat down in a
far corner, but she was almost at once forced to regain her feet, for her
father, followed closely by the Countess, entered and walked slowly to the
centre of the room. Without a word of warning Sourdust rapped
his knuckles on the table and cried out with his old voice: "All are
gathered save only him, for whom this gathering is gathered. All are here save
only he for whom we all are here. Form now before the table of his baptism in
the array of waiting, while I pronounce the entrance of Life's enterer and of
the Groan inheritor, of Gormenghast's untarnished child-shaped mirror." Sourdust coughed in a very ill way and put
his hand to his chest. He glanced down at the book and ran his finger along a
new line. Then he tottered around the table, his knotted grey-and-white beard
swinging a little from side to side, and ushered the five into a semi-circle
around the table, with their backs to the window. In the centre were the
Countess and Lord Sepulchrave, Fuchsia was to her father's left and Doctor
Prunesquallor on the right of Lady Groan, but a little behind the semi-circle.
The twin sisters were separated, one standing at either extremity of the arc.
Flay and Swelter had retreated a few paces backwards and stood quite still.
Flay bit at his knuckles. Sourdust returned to his position behind
the table which he held alone, and was relatively more impressive now that the
crag of Flay and the mound of Swelter no longer dwarfed him. His lifted his
voice again, but it was hard for him to speak, for there were tears in his
throat and the magnitude of his office weighed heavily on him. As a savant in
the Groan lore he knew himself to be spiritually responsible for the correct
procedure. Moments such as this were the highlights in the ritualistic cycle of
his life. "Suns and the changing of the
seasonal moons; the leaves from trees that cannot keep them leaves, and the
fish from olive waters have their voices!" His hands were held before him as though
in prayer, and his wrinkled head was startlingly apparent in the clear light of
the room. His voice grew stronger. "Stones have their voices and the
quills of binds; the anger of the thorns, the wounded spirits, the antlers,
ribs that curve, bread, tears and needles. Blunt boulders and the silence of
cold marshes -- these have their voices -- the insurgent clouds, the cockenel
and the worm." Sourdust bent down over his book and found
the place with his finger and then turned the page. "Voices that grind at night from
lungs of granite. Lungs of blue air and the white lungs of rivers. All voices
haunt all moments of all days; all voices fill the crannies of all regions.
Voices that he shall hear when he has listened, and when his ear is tuned to
Gormenghast; whose voice is endlessness of endlessness. This is the ancient
sound that he must follow. The voice of stones heaped up into grey towers,
until he dies across the Groan's death-turret. And banners are ripped down from
wall and buttress and he is carried to the Tower of Towers and laid among the
moulderings of his fathers." "How much more is there?" said
the Countess. She had been listening less attentively than the occasion merited
and was feeding with crumbs from a pocket in her dress a grey bird on her
shoulder. Sourdust looked up from his book at Lady
Groan's question. His eyes grew misty for he was pained by the irritation in
her voice. "The ancient word of the twelfth lord
is complete, your ladyship," he said, his eyes on the book. "Good," said Lady Groan.
"What now?" "We turn about, I think, and look out
on the garden," said Clarice vaguely, "don't we, Cora? You remember
just before baby Fuchsia was carried in, we all turned round and looked at the
garden through the window. I'm sure we did -- long ago." "Where have you been since
then?" said Lady Groan, suddenly addressing her sisters-in-law and staring
at them one after the other. Her dark-red hair was beginning to come loose over
her neck, and the bird had scarred with its feet the soft inky-black pile of
her velvet dress so that it looked ragged and grey at her shoulder. "We've been in the south wing all the
time, Gertrude," replied Cora. "That's where we've been," said
Clarice. "In the south wing all the time." Lady Groan emptied a look of love across
her left shoulder, and the grey bird that stood there with its head beneath its
wing moved three quick steps nearer to her throat. Then she turned her eyes
upon her sisters-in-law: "Doing what?" she said. "Thinking," said the twins
together, "that's what we've been doing -- thinking a lot." A high uncontrolled laugh broke out from
slightly behind the Countess. Doctor Prunesquallor had disgraced himself. It
was no time for him to emphasize his presence. He was there on sufferance, but
a violent rapping on the table saved him and all attention was turned to
Sourdust. "Your lordship," said Sourdust
slowly, "as the seventy-sixth Earl of Groan and Lord of Gormenghast, it is
written in the laws that you do now proceed to the doorway of the Christening
Room and call for your son along the empty passage." Lord Sepulchrave, who up to this moment,
had, like his daughter beside him, remained perfectly still and silent, his
melancholy eyes fixed upon the dirty vest of his servant Flay which he could
just see over the table, turned towards the door, and on reaching it, coughed
to clear his throat. The Countess followed with her eyes, but
her expression was too vague to understand. The twins followed him with their
faces -- two areas of identical flesh. Fuchsia was sucking her knuckles and
seemed to be the only one in the room unintenested in the progress of her
fathen. Flay and Swelter had their eyes fixed upon him, for although their
thoughts were still engaged with the violence of half an hour earlier, they
were so much a part of the Groan ritual that they followed his lordship's every
movement with a kind of surly fascination. Sourdust, in his anxiety to witness a
perfect piece of traditional procedure, was twisting his black-and-white beard
into what must surely have been inextricable knots. He leaned forward over the
christening bowl, his hands on the refectory table. Meanwhile, hiding behind a turn in the
passage, Nannie Slagg, with Titus in her arms, was being soothed by Keda as she
waited for her call. "Now, now be quiet, Mrs. Slagg, be
quiet and it will be oven soon," said Keda to the little shaking thing
that was dressed up in the shiniest of dank-green satin and upon whose head the
grape hat arose in magnificent misproportion to her tiny face. "Be quiet, indeed," said Nannie
Slagg in a thin animated voice. "If you only knew what it means to be in
such a position of honour -- oh, my poor heart! You would not dare to try to
make me quiet indeed! I have never heard such ignorance. Why is he so long?
Isn't it time for him to call me? And the precious thing so quiet and good and
ready to cry any minute -- oh, my poon heart! Why is he so long? Brush my dress
again." Keda, who had been commanded to bring a
soft brush with her, would have been brushing Nannie's satin dress for
practically the whole morning had the old nurse had her way. She was now
instructed by an irritable gesture of Mrs. Slagg's hand to brush her anew and
to soothe the old woman she complied with a few strokes. Titus watched Keda's face with his violet
eyes, his grotesque little features modified by the dull light at the corner of
the passage. There was the history of man in his face. A fragment from the
enormous rock of mankind. A leaf from the forest of man's passion and man's
knowledge and man's pain. That was the ancientness of Titus. Nannie's head was old with lines and
sunken skin, with the red rims of her eyes and the puckers of her mouth. A
vacant anatomical ancientry. Keda's oldness was the work of fate,
alchemy. An occult agedness. A transparent darkness. A broken and mysterious
grove. A tragedy, a glory, a decay. These three sere beings at the shadowy
corner waited on. Nannie was sixty-nine, Keda was twenty-two, Titus was twelve
days old. Lord Sepulchrave had cleared his throat.
Then he called: "My Son." 16 "TITUS
IS CHRISTENED" His voice moved down the corridor and
turned about the stone corner, and when he first heard the sound of Mrs.
Slagg's excited footsteps he continued with that part of the procedure which
Sourdust had recited to him over their breakfast for the last three mornings. Ideally, the length of time which it took
him to complete the speech should have coincided with the time it took Nannie
Slagg to reach the door of the Cool Room from the darkened corner. "Inheritor of the powers I
hold," came his bnooding voice from the doorway, "continuer of the
blood-stock of the stones, freshet of the unending river, approach me now. I, a
mere link in the dynastic chain, adjure you to advance, as a white bird on iron
skies through walls of solemn cloud. Approach now to the bowl, where, named and
feted, you shall be consecrate in Gonmenghast. Child! Welcome!" Unfortunately Nannie, having tripped oven
a loose flagstone, was ten feet away at the word "Welcome" and
Sourdust, upon whose massive forehead a few beads of perspiration had suddenly
appeared, felt the thnee long seconds pass with a ghastly slowness before she
appeared at the door of the room. Immediately before she had left the corner
Keda had placed the little iron crown gently on the infant's head to Nannie's
satisfaction, and the two of them as they appeared before the assembly made up
for their three seconds' tardiness by a preposterous quality that was in perfect
harmony with the situation. Sourdust felt satisfied as he saw them,
and their delay that had rankled was forgotten. He approached Mns Slagg
canrying his great book with him, and when he had reached them he opened the
volume so that it fell apart in two equal halves and then, extending it forward
towards Nannie Slagg, he said: "It is written, and the writing is
adhered to, that between these pages where the flax is grey with wisdom, the
first-born male-child of the House of Groan shall be lowered and laid
lengthways, his head directed to the chnistening bowl, and that the pages that
are heavy with words shall be bent in and over him, so that he is engulfed in
the sene Text encircled with the Profound, and is as one with the inviolable
Law." Nannie Slagg, an inane expression of
importance on her face, lowered Titus within the obtuse V shape of the
half-opened book so that the crown of his head just overlapped the spine of the
volume at Sourdust's end and his feet at Mrs. Slagg"s. Then Lord Sepulchrave folded the two pages
over the helpless body and joined the tube of thick parchment at its centre
with a safety-pin. Resting upon the spine of the volume, his
minute feet protruding from one end of the paper trunk and the iron spikes of
the little crown protruding from the other, he was, to Sourdust, the very
quintessential of traditional propriety. So much so that as he carried the
loaded book towards the refectory table his eyes became so blurred with tears
of satisfaction, that it was difficult for him to make his way between the
small tables that lay in his path, and the two vases of flowers that stood so
still and clear in the cool air of the room were each in his eyes a fume of
lilac, and a blurr of snow. He could not rub his eyes, and free his vision,
for his hands were occupied, so he waited until they were at last clear of the
moisture that filmed them. Fuchsia, in spite of knowing that she
should remain where she was, had joined Nannie Slagg. She had been irritated by
an attempt that Clarice had made to nudge her in a furtive way whenever she
thought that no one was watching. "You never come to see me although
you're a relation, but that's because I don't want you to come and never ask
you," her aunt had said, and had then peered round to see whether she was
being watched, and noticing that Gertrude was in a kind of enormous trance, she
continued: "You see, my poor child, I and my
sister Cora are a good deal older than you and we both had convulsions when we
were about your age. You may have noticed that our left arms are rather stiff
and our left legs, too. That's not our fault." Her sister's voice came from the other
side of the semi-circle of figures in a hoarse flat whisper, as though it was
trying to reach the eans of Fuchsia without making contact with the row of ears
that lay between. "Not our fault at all," she said, "not a bit
our fault. Not any of it." "The epileptic fits, my poor
child," continued Cora, after nodding at her sister's interruption,
"have left us practically starved all down the right side. Practically
starved. We had these fits you see." "When we were about your age,"
came the empty echo. "Yes, just about your age," said
Cora, "and being practically starved all down the right side we have to do
our embroidered tapestries with one hand." "Only one hand," said Clarice.
"It's very clever of us. But no one sees us." She leaned forward as she wedged in this
remark, forcing it upon Fuchsia as though the whole future of Gormenghast hung
upon it. Fuchsia fiddled and wound her hair round
her fingers savagely. "Don't do that," said Cora.
"Your hair is too black. Don't do that." "Much too black," came the flat
echo. "Especially when your dress is so
white." Cora bent forward from her hips so that
her face was within a foot of Fuchsia"s. Then with only her eyes turned
away, but her face broadside on to her niece, "We don't _like_ your
mother," she said. Fuchsia was startled. Then she heard the
same voice from the other side, "That's true," said the voice,
"we don't." Fuchsia turned suddenly, swinging her inky
bulk of hair. Cora had disobeyed all the rules and unable to be so far from the
conversation had moved like a sleep-walker round the back of the group, keeping
an eye on the black-velvet mass of the Countess. But she was doomed to disappointment, for
as soon as she arrived, Fuchsia, glancing around wildly, caught sight of Mrs.
Slagg and she mooched away from her cousins and watched the ceremony at the
table where Sourdust held her brother in the leaves of the book. As soon as
Nannie was unburdened of Titus Fuchsia went to her side, and held her thin
green-satin arm. Sourdust had reached the table with Lord Sepulchrave behind
him. He re-instated himself. But his pleasure at the way things were proceeding
was suddenly disrupted when his eyes, having cleared themselves of the haze,
encountered no ceremonial curve of the select, but a room of scattered
individuals. He was shocked. The only persons in alignment were the Countess,
who through no sense of obedience, but rather from a kind of coma, was in the
same position in which she had first anchored herself, and her husband who had
returned to her side. Sourdust hobbled round the table with the tome-full. Cora
and Clarice were standing close together, their bodies facing each othen but
their heads staring in Fuchsia's direction. Mrs. Slagg and Fuchsia were
together and Prunesquallor, on tip-toe, was peering at the stamen of a white
flower in a vase through a magnifying lens he had whipped from his pocket. There
was no need for him to be on tip-toe for it was neither a tall table nor a tall
vase nor indeed a tall flower. But the attitude which pleased him most when
peering at flowers was one in which the body was bent over the petals in an
elegant curve. Sourdust was shocked. His mouth worked at
the corners. His old, fissured face became a fantastic area of cross-hatching
and his weak eyes grew desperate. Attempting to lower the heavy volume to the
table before the christening bowl where a space had been left for it, his
fingers grew numb and lost their grip on the leather and the book slid from his
hands, Titus slipping through the pages to the ground and tearing as he did so
a corner from the leaf in which he had lain sheathed, for his little hand had
clutched at it as he had fallen. This was his first recorded act of blasphemy.
He had violated the Book of Baptism. The metal crown fell from his head. Nannie
Slagg clutched Fuchsia's arm, and then with a scream of "Oh my poor
heart!" stumbled to where the baby lay crying piteously on the floor. Sourdust was trying to tear the sacking of
his clothes and moaning with impotence as he strained with his old fingers. He
was in torture. Doctor Prunesquallor's white knuckles had travelled to his
mouth with amazing speed, and he stood swaying a little. He had turned a moment
later to Lady Groan. "They resemble rubber, your ladyship,
ha, ha, ha, ha. Just a core of india-rubber, with an elastic centre. Oh yes,
they are. Very, very much so. Resilience is no word for it. Ha, ha, ha,
absolutely no word for it -- oh dear me, no. Every ounce, a bounce, ha, ha, ha!
Every ounce a bounce." "What are you talking about
man!" said the Countess. "I was referring to your child, who
has just fallen on the floor." "Fallen?" queried the Countess
in a gruff voice. "Where?" "To earth, your ladyship, ha, ha, ha.
Fallen positively to earth. Earth, that is, with a veneer or two of stone, wood
and carpet, in between its barbaric self and his minute lordship whom you can
no doubt hear screaming." "So that's what it is," said
Lady Groan, from whose mouth, which was shaped as though she were whistling,
the grey bird was picking a morsel of dry cake. "Yes," said Cora on her right,
who had run up to her directly the baby had fallen and was staring up at her
sister-in-law's face. "Yes, that's what it is." Clarice, who had appeared on the other
side in a reverse of her sister's position, confirmed her sister's
interpretation, "that's just what it is." Then they both peered around the edge of
the Countess and caught each other's eyes knowingly. When the grey bird had removed the piece
of cake from her ladyship's big pursed-up mouth it fluttered from her shoulder
to perch upon her crooked finger where it clung as still as a carving, while
she, leaving the twins (who, as though her departure had left a vacuum between
them came together at once to fill it) proceeded to the site of the tragedy.
There she saw Sourdust recovering his dignity, but shaking in his crimson
sacking while he did so. Her husband, who knew that it was no situation for a
man to deal with, stood aside from the scene, but looked nervously at his son.
He was biting the ferrule of his jade-headed rod and his sad eyes moved here
and there but constantly returned to the crying infant in the nurse's arms. The Countess took Titus from Mrs. Slagg
and walked to the bay window. Fuchsia, watching her mother, felt in
spite of herself a quickening of something akin to pity for the little burden
she carried. Almost a qualm of nearness, of fondness, fon since she had seen
her brother tear at the leaves that encased him, she had known that there was
another being in the room for whom the whole fustian of Gormenghast was a thing
to flee from. She had imagined in a hot blurr of jealousy that her brother
would be a beautiful baby, but when she saw him and found that he was anything
but beautiful, she warmed to him, her smouldering eyes taking on, for a second,
something of that look which her mother kept exclusively for her birds and the
white cats. The Countess held Titus up into the
sunlight of the window and examined his face, making noises in her cheek to the
grey bind as she did so. Then she turned him around and examined the back of
his head for some considerable time. "Bring the crown," she said. Docton Prunesquallor came up with his
elbows raised and the fingers of both hands splayed out, the metal crown poised
between them. His eyes rolled behind his lenses. "Shall I crown him in the sunlight?
ha, he, ha. Positively crown him," he said, and showed the Countess the
same series of uncompromising teeth that he had honoured Cora with several
minutes before. Titus had stopped crying and in his
mother's prodigious arms looked unbelievably tiny. He had not been hurt, but
frightened by his fall. Only a sob or two survived and shook him every few
seconds. "Put it on his head," said the
Countess. Doctor Prunesquallor bent forward from the hips in a straight oblique
line. His legs looked so thin in their black casing that when a small breath of
wind blew from the garden it seemed that the material was blown inwards beyond
that pant where his shin bones should have been. He lowered the crown upon the
little white potato of a head. "Sourdust," she said without
turning round, "come here." Sourdust lifted his head. He had recovered
the book from the floor and was fitting the torn piece of paper into position
on the conner of the torn page, and smoothing it out shakily with his
forefinger. "Gome along, come along now!"
said the Countess. He came around the corner of the table and
stood before her. "We"ll go for a walk, Sourdust,
on the lawn and then you can finish the christening. Hold yourself still,
man," she said. "Stop rattling." Sourdust bowed, and feeling that to
interrupt a christening of the direct heir in this way was sacrilege, followed
her out of the window, while she called out over her shoulder, "all of
you! all of you! servants as well!" They all came out and each choosing their
parallel shades of the mown grass that converged in the distance in perfectly
straight lines of green, walked abreast and silently thus, up and down, for
forty minutes. They took their pace from the slowest of
them, which was Sourdust. The cedars spread over them from the northern side as
they began their journey. Their figures dwindling as they moved away on the
striped emerald of the shaven lawn. Like toys; detachable, painted toys, they
moved each one on his mown stripe. Lord Sepulchrave walked with slow strides,
his head bowed. Fuchsia mouched. Doctor Prunesquallor minced. The twins
propelled themselves forward vacantly. Flay spidered his path. Swelter wallowed
his. All the time the Countess held Titus in
her arms and whistled varying notes that brought through gilded air strange fowl
to her from unrecorded forests. When at last they had re-gathered in the
Cool Room, Sourdust was more composed, although tired from the walk. Signalling them to their stations he
placed his hands upon the torn volume with a qualm and addressed the semi-circle
before him. Titus had been replaced in the Book and
Sourdust lowered him carefully to the table. "I place thee, Child-Inheritor,"
he said, continuing from where he had been interrupted by the age of his
fingers, "Child-Inheritor of the rivers, of the Tower of Flints and the
dark recesses beneath cold stairways and the sunny summer lawns.
Child-Inheritor of the spring breezes that blow in from the jarl forests and of
the autumn misery in petal, scale, and wing. Winter's white brilliance on a thousand
turrets and summer's torpor among walls that crumble -- listen. Listen with the
humility of princes and understand with the understanding of the ants. Listen,
Child-Inheritor, and wonder. Digest what I now say." Sourdust then handed Titus oven the table
to his mother, and cupping his hand, dipped it in the christening bowl. Then,
his hand and wrist dripping, he let the water trickle through his fingers and
on to the baby's head where the crown left, between its prongs, an oval area of
bone-forced skin. "Your name is TITUS," said
Sourdust very simply, "TITUS the seventy-seventh Earl of Groan and Lord of
Gormenghast. I do adjure you hold each cold stone sacred that clings to these,
your grey ancestral walls. I do adjure you hold the dark soil sacred that
nourishes your high leafburdened trees. I do adjure you hold the tenets sacred
that ramify the creeds of Gormenghast. I dedicate you to your father's castle.
Titus, be true." Titus was handed back to Sourdust, who
passed him to Nannie Slagg. The room was delicious with the cool scent of
flowers. As Sourdust gave the sign, after a few minutes of meditation, that
feeding might begin, Swelter came forward balancing four plates of delicacies
on each of his forearms and with a plate in either hand went the rounds. Then
he poured out glasses of wine, while Flay followed Lord Sepulchrave around like
a shadow. None of the company attempted to make conversation, but stood
silently eating on drinking in different parts of the room, or stood at the bay
window, munching or sipping as they stared across the spreading lawns. Only the
twins sat in a corner of the room and made signs to Swelter when they had
finished what was on their plates. The afternoon would be for them the theme
for excited reminiscence for many a long day. Lord Sepulchrave touched nothing
as the delicacies were passed round, and when Swelter approached him with a
salver of toasted larks, Flay motioned him away peremptorily, and noticing as
he did so the evil expression in the chef's pig-like eyes, he drew his bony
shoulders up to his ears. As the time moved on Sourdust began to
grow more and more conscious of his responsibilities as the master of ritual,
and eventually, having registered the time by the sun, which was split in half
by the slim branch of a maple, he clapped his hands and shambled towards the
door. It was then for the assembled company to
gather in the centre of the room and for one after another to pass Sourdust and
Mrs. Slagg, who, with Titus on her lap, was to be stationed at his side. These positions were duly taken up, and
the first to walk forward to the door was Lord Sepulchrave, who lifted his
melancholy head in the air, and, as he passed his son spoke the one word
"Titus" in a solemn, abstracted voice. The Countess shambled after
him voluminously and bellowed "TITUS" at the wrinkled infant. Each in turn followed: the twins confusing
each other in their efforts to get the first word in, the doctor brandishing
his teeth at the word "Titus" as though it were the signal for some
romantic advance of sabred cavalry. Fuchsia felt embarrassed and stared at the
prongs of her little brother's crown. At last they had all passed by, delivering
with their own peculiar intonations the final word "Titus" as they
reared their heads up, and Mrs. Slagg was left alone, for even Sourdust had
left her and followed in the wake of Mr. Flay. Now that she was left by herself in the
Cool Room Mrs. Slagg stared about her nervously at the emptiness and at the
sunlight pouring through the great bay window. Suddenly she began to cry with fatigue and
excitement and from the shock she had received when the Countess had bellowed
at his little lordship and herself. A shrunken, pathetic creature she looked in
the high chair with the crowned doll in her arms. Her green satin gleamed
mockingly in the afternoon light. "Oh, my weak heart," she sobbed,
the tears crawling down the dry, pear-skin wrinkles of her miniature face --
"my poor, poor heart -- as though it were a crime to love him." She
pressed the baby's face against her wet cheek. Her eyes were clenched and the
moisture clung to her lashes, and as her lips quivered, Fuchsia stole back and
knelt down, putting her strong arms around her old nurse and her brother. Mrs. Slagg opened her bloodshot eyes and
leaned forward, the three of them coming together into a compact volume of
sympathy. "I _love_ you --" whispered
Fuchsia, lifting her sullen eyes. "I love you, I love you," then
turning her head to the door -- "you've made her cry," she shouted, as
though addressing the string of figures who had so recently passed through --
"you've made her cry, you beasts!" 17 MEANS
OF ESCAPE Mr. Flay was possessed by two major
vexations. The first of these lay in the feud which had arisen between himself
and the mountain of pale meat; the feud that had flared up and fructified in
his assault upon the chef. He avoided even more scrupulously than before any
corridor, quadrangle or cloister where the unmistakable proportions of his enemy
might have loomed in sight. As he performed his duties, Mr. Flay was
perpetually aware that his enemy was in the castle and was haunted by the
realization that some devilish plot was being devised, momently, in that
dropsical head -- some infernal hatching, in a word -- _revenge_. What
opportunities the chef would find or make, Flay could not imagine, but he was
constantly on the alert and was for even tunning oven in his dank skull any
possibilities that occurred to him. If Flay was not actually frightened he was
at least apprehensive to a point this side of fear. The second of his two anxieties hinged
upon the disappearance of Steerpike. Fourteen days ago he had locked the urchin
up and had returned twelve hours later with a jug of water and a dish of potatoes
only to find the room empty. Since then there had been no sign of him, and Mr.
Flay, although uninterested in the boy for his own sake, was nevertheless
disturbed by so phenomenal a disappearance and also by the fact that he had
been one of Swelter's kitchen hands and might, were he to return to the foetid
regions from which he had strayed, disclose the fact they had met, and
probably, in a garbled version of the affair, put it to the chef that he had
been lured away from his province and incarcerated for some sinister reason of
his own invention. Not only this, for Mr. Flay remembered how the boy had
overheard the remarks which Lord Groan had made about his son, remarks which
would be detrimental to the dignity of Gormenghast if they were to be noised
abroad to the riff-raff of the castle. It would not do if at the very beginning
of the new Lord Groan's career it were common knowledge that the child was
ugly, and that Lord Sepulchrave was distressed about it. What could be done to
ensure the boy's silence Flay had not yet determined, but it was obvious that
to find him was the prime necessity. He had, during his off moments, searched
room after room, balcony after balcony, and had found no clue as to his
whereabouts. At night as he lay before his master's
door he would twitch and awake and then sit bolt upright on the cold
floor-boards. At first the face of Swelter would appear before his eyes, huge
and indistinct, with those beady eyes in their folds of flesh, cold and
remorseless. He would shoot his hard, cropped head forward, and wipe the sweat
from his palms upon his clothes. Then, as the foul phantom dissolved in the
darkness, his mind would lure him into the empty room where he had last seen
Steerpike and in his imagination he would make a circuit of the walls, feeling
the panels with his hands and come at last to the window, where he would stare
down the hundreds of feet of sheer wall to the yard below. Straightening out his legs again his knee
joints would crack in the darkness as he stretched himself out, the
iron-tasting key between his teeth. What had actually happened in the
Octagonal Room and the subsequent events that befell Steerpike are as follows: When the boy heard the key turn in the
lock he half-ran to the door and glued his eye to the keyhole and watched the
seat of Mr. Flay's trousers receding down the passage. He had heard him turn a
corner, and then a door was shut in the distance with a fan bang, and
thereafter there had been silence. Most people would have tried the handle of
the door. The instinct, however irrational, would have been too strong; the
first impulse of one who wishes to escape. Steerpike looked at the knob of the
door for a moment. He had heard the key turn. He did not disobey the simple
logic of his mind. He turned from the only door in the room and, leaning out of
the window, glanced at the drop below. His body gave the appearance of being
malformed, but it would be difficult to say exactly what gave it this gibbous
quality. Limb by limb it appeared that he was sound enough, but the sum of
these several members accrued to an unexpectedly twisted total. His face was
pale like clay and save for his eyes, masklike. These eyes were set very close
together, and were small, dark red, and of startling concentration. The striped kitchen tunic which he wore
fitted him tightly. On the back of his head was pushed a small white skull cap. As he gazed downward quietly at the
precipitous drop he pursed his mouth and his eyes roved quickly over the
quadrangle below him. Then suddenly he left the window and with his peculiar
half-run, half-walk, he hurried around the room, as though it were necessary
for him to have his limbs moving concurrently with his brain. Then he returned
to the window. Everywhere was stillness. The afternoon light was beginning to
wane in the sky although the picture of turrets and rooftops enclosed by the
window frame was still warmly tinted. He took one last comprehensive glance
over his shoulder at the walls and ceiling of the prison room, and then,
clasping his hands behind his back, returned his attention to the casement. This time, leaning precariously out over
the sill and with his face to the sky, he scrutinized the rough stones of the
wall _above_ the lintel and noticed that after twenty feet they ended at a
sloping roof of slates. This roof terminated in a long horizontal spine like a
buttress, which, in turn, led in great sweeping curves towards the main
rooftops of Gormenghast. The twenty feet above him, although seeming at first to
be unscalable, were, he noticed, precarious only for the first twelve feet,
where only an occasional jutting of irregular stone offered dizzy purchase.
Above this height a gaunt, half-dead creeper that was matted greyly over the
slates, lowered a hairy arm which, unless it snapped at his weight, would prove
comparatively easy climbing. Steerpike reflected that once astride the
cornice he could, with relatively little difficulty, make his way over the
whole outer shell of central Gonmenghast. Again he fastened his gaze upon the first
dozen feet of vertical stone, choosing and scrutinizing the grips that he would
use. His survey left him uneasy. It would be unpleasant. The more he searched
the wall with his intense eyes the less he liked the prospect, but he could see
that it _was_ feasible if he concentrated every thought and fibre upon the
attempt. He hoisted himself back into the room that had suddenly added an
atmosphere of safety to its silence. Two courses were open to him. He could
either wait and, in due course presumably Flay would reappear and would, he
suspected, attempt to return him to the kitchens -- or he could make the
hazardous trial. Suddenly, sitting on the floor, he removed
his boots and tied them by their laces about his neck. Then he rammed his socks
into his pockets and stood up. Standing on tiptoe in the middle of the room he
splayed his toes out and felt them tingle with awareness, and then he pulled
his fingers sideways cruelly, awakening his hands. There was nothing to wait
for. He knelt on the windowsill and then, turning around, slowly raised himself
to his feet and stood outside the window, the hollow twilight at his
shoulder-blades. 18 "A
FIELD OF FLAGSTONES" He refused to allow himself to think of the
sickening drop and glued his eyes upon the first of the grips. His left hand
clasped the lintel as he felt out with his right foot and curled his toes
around a rough corner of stone. Almost at once he began to sweat. His fingers
crept up and found a cranny he had scrutinized at leisure. Biting his underlip
until it bled freely over his chin, he moved his left knee up the surface of
the wall. It took him perhaps seventeen minutes by the clock, but by the time
of his beating heart he was all evening upon the swaying wall. At moments he
would make up his mind to have done with the whole thing, life and all, and to
drop back into space, where his straining and sickness would end. At other
moments, as he clung desperately, working his way upwards in a sick haze, he
found himself repeating a line on two from some long forgotten rhyme. His fingers were almost dead and his hands
and knees shaking wildly when he found that his face was being tickled by the
nagged fibres that hung upon the end of the dead creeper. Gripping it with his
right hand, his toes lost purchase and for a moment or two he swung over the
empty air. But his hands could bring into play unused muscles and although his
arms were cracking he scraped his way up the remaining fifteen feet, the thick,
bnittle wood holding true, small pieces only breaking away from the sides. As
soon as he had edged himself over the guttering, he lay, face downwards, weak
and shaking fantastically. He lay there for an hour. Then, as he raised his
head and found himself in an empty world of rooftops, he smiled. It was a young
smile, a smile in keeping with his seventeen years, that suddenly transformed
the emptiness of the lower part of his face and as suddenly disappeared; from
where he lay at an angle along the sun-warmed slates, only sections of this new
rooftop world were visible and the vastness of the failing sky. He raised
himself upon his elbows, and suddenly noticed that where his feet had been
prized against the guttering, the support was on the point of giving way. The
corroded metal was all that lay between the weight of his body as he lay
slanting steeply on the slates and the long drop to the quadrangle. Without a
moment's delay he began to edge his way up the incline, levering with his bare
feet, his shoulder blades rubbing the moss-patched roof. Although his limbs felt much stronger
after their rest he retched as he moved up the slate incline. The slope was
longer than it had appeared from below. Indeed, all the various roof
structures-- parapet, turret and cornice -- proved themselves to be of greater
dimensions than he had anticipated. Steerpike, when he had reached the spine
of the roof, sat astride it and regained his breath for the second time. He was
surrounded by lakes of fading daylight. He could see how the ridge on which he sat
led in a wide curve to where in the west it was broken by the first of four
towers. Beyond them the sweep of roof continued to complete a half circle fan
to his right. This was ended by a high lateral wall. Stone steps led from the
ridge to the top of the wall, from which might be approached, along a cat-walk,
an area the size of a field, surrounding which, though at a lower level, were
the heavy, rotting structures of adjacent roofs and towers, and between these
could be seen other roofs far away, and other towers. Steerpike's eyes, following the rooftops,
came at last to the parapet surrounding this area. He could not, of course,
from where he was guess at the stone sky-field itself, lying as it did a league
away and well above his eye level, but as the main massing of Gormenghast arose
to the west, he began to crawl in that direction along the sweep of the ridge. It was oven an hour before Steerpike came
to where only the surrounding parapet obstructed his view of the stone
sky-field. As he climbed this parapet with tired, tenacious limbs he was
unaware that only a few seconds of time and a few blocks of vertical stone
divided him from seeing what had not been seen for over four hundred years.
Scrabbling one knee over the topmost stones he heaved himself over the rough
wall. When he lifted his head wearily to see what his next obstacle might be,
he saw before him, spreading oven an area of four square acres, a desert of
grey stone slabs. The parapet on which he was now sitting bolt upright
surrounded the whole area, and swinging his legs over he dropped the four odd
feet to the ground. As he dropped and then leaned back to support himself
against the wall, a crane arose at a far corner of the stone field and, with a slow
beating of its wings, drifted over the distant battlements and dropped out of
sight. The sun was beginning to set in a violet haze and the stone field, save
for the tiny figure of Steerpike, spread out emptily, the cold slabs catching
the prevailing tint of the sky. Between the slabs there was dark moss and the
long coarse necks of seeding grasses. Steerpike's greedy eyes had devoured the
arena. What use could it be put to? Since his escape this surely was the
strongest card for the pack that he intended to collect. Why, or how, or when
he would use his hoarded scraps of knowledge he could not tell. That was for
the future. Now he knew only that by risking his life he had come across an
enormous quadrangle as secret as it was naked, as hidden as it was open to the
wrath or tenderness of the elements. As he gave at the knees and collapsed into
a half-sleeping, half-fainting huddle by the wall, the stone field wavered in a
purple blush, and the sun withdrew. 19 "OVER
THE ROOFSCAPE" The darkness came down over the
castle and the Twisted Woods and over Gormenghast Mountain. The long tables of
the Dwellers were hidden in the thickness of a starless night. The cactus trees
and the acacias where Nannie Slagg had walked, and the ancient thorn in the
servants' quadrangle were as one in their shrouding. Darkness over the four
wings of Gormenghast. Darkness lying against the glass doors of the Christening
Room and pressing its impalpable body through the ivy leaves of Lady Groan's
choked window. Pressing itself against the walls, hiding them to all save touch
alone; hiding them and hiding everything; swallowing everything in its
insatiable omnipresence. Darkness over the stone sky-field where clouds moved
through it invisibly. Darkness over Steerpike, who slept, woke and slept
fitfully and then woke again -- with only his scanty clothing, suitable more to
the stifling atmosphere of the kitchens than to this nakedness of night air.
Shivering he stared out into a wall of night, relieved by not so much as one
faint star. Then he remembered his pipe. A little tobacco was left in a tin box
in his hip pocket. He filled the bowl in the darkness,
ramming it down with his thin, grimed forefinger, and with difficulty lit the
strong coarse tobacco. Unable to see the smoke as it left the bowl of the pipe
and drifted out of his mouth, yet the glow of the leaf and the increasing
warmth of the bowl were of comfort. He wrapped both his thin hands around it
and with his knees drawn up to his chin, tasted the hot weed on his tongue as
the long minutes dragged by. When the pipe was at last finished he found
himself too wide awake to sleep, and too cold, and he conceived the idea of
making a blind circuit of the stone field, keeping one hand upon the low wall
at his side until he had returned to where he now stood. Taking his cap off his
head he laid it on the parapet and began to feel his way along to the right,
his hand rubbing the rough stone surface just below the level of his shoulder.
At first he began to count his steps so that on his return he might while away
a portion more of the night by working out the area of the quadrangle, but he
had soon lost count in the labours of his slow progress. As far as he could remember there were no
obstacles to be expected nor any break in the parapet, but his memories of the
climb and his first view of the sky-field were jumbled up together, and he
could not in the inky darkness rely on his memory. Therefore he felt for every
step, sometimes certain that he was about to be impeded by a wall or a break in
the stone flags, and he would stop and move forward inch by inch only to find
that his intuition had been wrong and that the monotonous, endless, even course
of his dark circuit was empty before him. Long before he was halfway along the
first of the four sides, he was feeling for his cap on the balustrade, only to
remember that he had not yet reached the first corner. He seemed to have been walking for hours
when he felt his hand stopped, as though it had been struck, by the sudden
right angle of the parapet. Three times more he would have to experience the
sudden change of direction in the darkness, and then he would, as he groped
forward, find his cap. Feeling desperate at the stretch of time
since he had started his sightless journey he became what seemed to him in the
darkness to be almost reckless in his pace, stepping forward jerkily foot by
foot. Once on twice, along the second wall, he stopped and leaned over the
parapet. A wind was beginning to blow and he hugged himself. As he neared unknowingly the third corner
a kind of weight seemed to lift from the air, and although he could see
nothing, the atmosphere about him appeared thinner and he stopped as though his
eyes had been partially relieved of a bandage. He stopped, leaned against the
wall, and stared above him. Blackness was there, but it was not the opaque
blackness he had known. Then he felt, rather than saw, above him a
movement of volumes. Nothing could be discerned, but that there were forces
that travelled across the darkness he could not doubt; and then suddenly, as
though another layer of stifling cloth had been dragged from before his eyes,
Steerpike made out above him the enormous, indistinct shapes of clouds
following one another in grave order as though bound on some portentous
mission. It was not, as Steerpike at first
suspected, the hint of dawn. Long as the time had seemed to him since he
clambered over the parapet, it was still an hour before the new day. Within a
few moments he saw for himself that his hopes were ill founded, for as he
watched, the vague clouds began to thin as they moved overhead, and between
them yet others, beyond, gave way in their turn to even more distant regions.
The three distances of cloud moved oven, the nearest -- the blackest -- moving
the fastest. The stone field was still invisible, but Steerpike could make out
his hand before his face. Then came the crumbling away of a grey
veil from the face of the night, and beyond the furthermost film of the
terraced clouds there burst of a sudden a swarm of burning crystals, and,
afloat in their centre, a splinter of curved fire. Noting the angle of the moon and judging
the time, to his own annoyance, to be hours earlier than he had hoped,
Steerpike, glancing above him, could not help but notice how it seemed as
though the clouds had ceased to move, and how, instead, the cluster of the
stars and the thin moon had been set in motion and were skidding obliquely
across the sky. Swiftly they ran, those bright marvels,
and, like the clouds, with a purpose most immediate. Here and there oven the
wide world of tattered sky, points of fire broke free and ran, until the last
dark tag of cloud had slid away from the firmament and all at once the high,
swift beauty of the floating suns ceased in their surging and a night of
stationany stars shone down upon the ghostly field of flags. Now that heaven was alive with yellow
stones it was possible for Steerpike to continue his walk without fear, and he
stumbled along preferring to complete his detour than to make his way across
the flags to his cloth cap. When he reached his starting point he crammed the
cap on his head, for anything was precious in those hours that might mitigate
the cold. By now he was fatigued beyond the point of endurance. The ordeal of the last twelve to fifteen
hours had sapped his strength. The stifling inferno of Swelter's drunken
province, the horror of the Stone Lanes where he had fainted and had been found
by Flay, and then the nightmare of his climb up the wall and the slate roof,
and thence by the less perilous but by no means easy stages to the great stone
field where he now stood, and where when he had arrived he had swooned for the
second time that day: all this had taken its toll. Now, even the cold could not
keep him awake and he lay down suddenly, and with his head upon his folded
arms, slept until he was awakened by a hammering of hunger in his stomach and
by the sun shining strongly in the morning sky. But for the aching of his limbs, which gave
him painful proof of the reality of what he had endured, the trials of the day
before had about them the unreality of a dream. This morning as he stood up in
the sunlight it was as though he found himself transplanted into a new day,
almost a new life in a new world. Only his hunger prevented him from leaning
contentedly over the warming parapet and, with a hundred towers below him,
planning for himself an incredible future. The hours ahead held no promise of
relaxation. Yesterday had exhausted him, yet the day that he was now entering
upon was to prove itself equally rigorous, and though no part of the climbing
entailed would be as desperate as the worst of yesterday's adventures, his
hunger and faintness augured for the hours ahead a nightmare in sunshine. Within the first hour from the time when
he had awakened, he had descended a long sloping roof, after dropping nine feet
from the parapet, and had then come upon a small, winding stone staircase which
led him across a gap between two high walls to where a cluster of conical roofs
forced him to make a long and hazardous circuit. Arriving at last at the
opposite side of the cluster, faint and dizzy with fatigue and emptiness and
with the heat of the strengthening sun, he saw spread out before him in
mountainous faзades a crumbling panorama, a roofscape of Gormenghast, its crags
and its stark walls of cliff pocked with nameless windows. Steerpike for a
moment lost heart, finding himself in a region as barren as the moon, and he
became suddenly desperate in his weakness, and falling on his knees retched
violently. His sparse tow-coloured hair was plastered
over his big forehead as though with glue, and was darkened to sepia. His mouth
was drawn down very slightly at the corners. Any change in his masklike
features was more than noticeable in him. As he knelt he swayed. Then he very
deliberately sat himself down on his haunches and, pushing back some of the
sticky hair from his brow so that it stuck out from his head in a stiff dank
manner, rested his chin on his folded arms and then, very slowly, moved his
eyes across the craggy canvas spread below him, with the same methodical
thoroughness that he had shown when scanning the wall above the window of the
prison room. Famished as he was, he never for a moment
faltered in his scrutiny, although it was an hour later when having covered
every angle, every surface, he relaxed and released his eyes from the panorama,
and after shutting them for a while fixed them again upon a certain window that
he had found several minutes earlier in a distant precipice of grey stone. 20 "NEAR
AND FAR" Who can say how long the eye of the
vulture or the lynx requires to grasp the totality of a landscape, or whether
in a comprehensive instant the seemingly inexhaustible confusion of detail
falls upon their eyes in an ordered and intelligible series of distances and
shapes, where the last detail is perceived in relation to the corporate mass? It may be that the hawk sees nothing but
those grassy uplands, and among the coarse grasses, more plainly than the field
itself, the rabbit or the rat, and that the landscape in its entirety is never
seen, but only those areas lit, as it were with a torch, where the quarry
slinks, the surrounding regions thickening into cloud and darkness on the
yellow eyes. Whether the scouring, sexless eye of the
bird or beast of prey disperses and sees all or concentrates and evades all
saving that for which it searches, it is certain that the less powerful eye of
the human cannot grasp, even after a life of training, a scene in its entirety.
No eye may see dispassionately. There is no comprehension at a glance. Only the
recognition of damsel, horse on fly and the assumption of damsel, horse or fly;
and so with dreams and beyond, for what haunts the heart will, when it is
found, leap foremost, blinding the eye and leaving the main of Life in
darkness. When Steerpike began his scrutiny the
roofscape was neither more nor less than a conglomeration of stone structures
spreading to right and left and away from him. It was a mist of masonry. As he
peered, taking each structure individually, he found that he was a spectator of
a stationary gathering of stone personalities. During the hour of his
concentration he had seen, gnowing from three-quarters the way up a sheer,
windowless face of otherwise arid wall, a tree that curved out and upwards,
dividing and subdividing until a labyrinth of twigs gave to its contour a blur
of sunlit smoke. The tree was dead, but having grown fnom the south side of the
wall it was shielded from the violence of the winds, and, judging by the
harmonious fanlike beauty of its shape, it had not suffered the loss of a
single sapless limb. Upon the lit wall its perfect shadow lay as though
engraved with superhuman skill. Brittle and dry, and so old that its first
tendril must surely have begun to thrust itself forth before the wall itself
had been completed, yet this tree had the grace of a young girl, and it was the
intricate lace-like shadow upon the wall that Steerpike had seen first. He had
been baffled until all at once the old tree itself, whose brightness melted
into the bright wall behind it, materialized. Upon the main stem that grew out laterally
from the wall, Steerpike had seen two figures walking. They appeared about the
size of those stub ends of pencil that are thrown away as too awkward to hold.
He guessed them to be women for as far as he could judge they were wearing
identical dresses of purple, and at first sight it appeared that they were taking
their lives in their hands as they trod that horizontal stem above a drop of
several hundred feet, but by the relative sizes of the figures and the tree
trunk it was obvious that they were as safe as though they had been walking
along a bridge. He had watched them reach a point where
the branch divided into three and where as he shaded his eyes he could see them
seat themselves upon chairs and face one another across a table. One of them
lifted her elbow in the position of one pouring out tea. The other had then
arisen and hurried back along the main stem until she had reached the face of
wall into which she suddenly disappeared; and Steerpike, straining his eyes,
could make out an irregularity in the stonework and presumed that there must
have been a window or doorway immediately above where the tree grew from the
wall. Shutting his eyes to rest them, it was a minute before he could locate
the tree again, lost as it was among a scone of roofs and very far away; but
when he did find it he saw that there were two figures once again seated at the
table. Beneath them swam the pellucid volumes of the morning air. Above them
spread the withered elegance of the dead tree, and to their left its lace-like
shadow. Steerpike had seen at a glance that it
would be impossible for him to reach the tree or the window and his eyes had
continued their endless searching. He had seen a tower with a stone hollow in
its summit. This shallow basin sloped down from the copestones that surrounded
the tower and was half filled with rainwater. In this circle of water whose
glittering had caught his eye, for to him it appeared about the size of a coin,
he could see that something white was swimming. As far as he could guess it was
a horse. As he watched he noticed that there was something swimming by its
side, something smaller, which must have been the foal, white like its parent.
Around the rim of the tower stood swarms of cnows, which he had identified only
when one of them, having flapped away from the rest, grew from the size of a
gnat to that of a black moth as it circled and approached him before turning in
its flight and gliding without the least tremor of its outspread wings back to
the stone basin, where it landed with a flutter among its kind. He had seen, thirty feet below him and
frighteningly close, after his eyes had accustomed themselves to the minutiae
of distances a head suddenly appear at the base of what was more like a
vertical black gash in the sunny wall than a window. It had no window-frame, no
curtains, no window-sill. It was as though it waited for twelve stone blocks to
fill it in, one above the other. Between Steerpike and this wall was a gap of
eighteen to twenty feet. As Steerpike saw the head appear he lowered himself
gradually behind an adjacent turret so as not to attract attention and watched
it with one eye around the masonry. It was a long head. It was a wedge, a sliver, a grotesque
slice in which it seemed the features had been forced to stake their claims,
and it appeared that they had done so in a great hurry and with no attempt to
form any kind of symmetrical pattern for their mutual advantage. The nose had
evidently been the first upon the scene and had spread itself down the entire
length of the wedge, beginning among the grey stubble of the hair and ending
among the grey stubble of the beard, and spreading on both sides with a
ruthless disregard for the eyes and mouth which found precarious purchase. The
mouth was forced by the lie of the terrain left to it, to slant at an angle
which gave to its right-hand side an expression of grim amusement and to its
left, which dipped downwards across the chin, a remorseless twist. It was
forced by not only the unfriendly monopoly of the nose, but also by the
tapering characten of the head to be a short mouth; but it was obvious by its
very nature that, under normal conditions, it would have covered twice the
area. The eyes in whose expression might be read the unending grudge they bore
against the nose were as small as marbles and peered out between the grey grass
of the hair. This head, set at a long incline upon a
neck as wry as a turtle's cut across the narrow vertical black strip of the
window. Steerpike watched it turn upon the neck
slowly. It would not have surprised him if it had dropped off, so toylike was
its angle. As he watched, fascinated, the mouth
opened and a voice as strange and deep as the echo of a lugubrious ocean stole
out into the morning. Neven was a face so belied by its voice. The accent was of so weird a lilt that at first
Steerpike could not recognize more than one sentence in three, but he had
quickly attuned himself to the original cadence and as the words fell into
place Steerpike realized that he was staring at a poet. For some time after the long head had
emptied itself of a slow, ruminative soliloquy it stared motionlessly into the
sky. Then it turned as though it were scanning the dark interior of whatever
sort of room it was that lay behind that narrow window. In the long light and shade the protruding
vertebrae of his neck, as he twisted his head, stood out like little solid
parchment-covered knobs. All at once the head was facing the warm sunlight
again, and the eyes travelled rapidly in every direction before they came to
nest. One hand propped up the stubbly peg of a chin. The other, hanging
listlessly over the rough sill-less edge of the aperture swung sideways slowly
to the simple rhythm of the verses he then delivered. Linger now with me, thou Beauty, On the sharp archaic shore. Surely "tis a wastrel's duty And the gods could ask no more. If you lingerest when I linger, If thou tread"st the stones I
tread, Thou wilt stay my spirit's hunger And dispel the dreams I dread. Come thou, love, my own, my only, Through the battlements of Groan; Lingering becomes so lonely When one lingers on one's own. I have lingered in the cloisters Of the Northern Wing at night, As the sky unclasped its oysters On the midnight pearls of light. For the long remorseless shadows Chilled me with exquisite fear. I have lingered in cold meadows Through a month of rain, my dear. Come, my Love, my sweet, my Only, Through the parapets of Groan. Lingering can be very lonely When one lingers on one's own. In dark alcoves I have lingered Conscious of dead dynasties. I have lingered in blue cellars And in hollow trunks of trees. Many a traveller through moonlight Passing by a winding stair Or a cold and crumbling archway Has been shocked to see me there. I have longed for thee, my Only, Hark! the footsteps of the Groan! Lingering is so very lonely When one lingers all alone. Will you come with me, and linger? And discourse with me of those Secret things the mystic finger Points to, but will not disclose? When I'm all alone, my glory, Always fades, because I find Being lonely drives the splendour Of my vision from my mind. Come, oh, come, my own! my Only! Through the Gormenghast of Groan. Lingering has become so lonely As I linger all alone! Steerpike, after the end of the second
verse ceased to pay any attention to the words, for he conceived the idea, now
that he realized that the dreadful head was no index to the character, of making
his presence known to the poet, and of craving from him at least some food and
water if not more. As the voice swayed on he realized that to appear suddenly
would be a great shock to the poet, who was so obviously under the impression
that he was alone. Yet what else was there to do? To make some sort of
preparatory noise of warning before he showed himself occurred to him, and when
the last chorus had ended he coughed gently. The effect was electric. The face
reverted instantaneously to the soulless and grotesque mask which Steerpike had
first seen and which during the recitation had been transformed by a sort of
inner beauty. It had coloured, the parchment of the dry skin reddening from the
neck upwards like a piece of blotting-paper whose conner has been dipped into
red ink. Out of the black window Steerpike saw, as
a result of his cough, the small gimlety eyes peer coldly from a crimson wedge. He raised himself and bowed to the face
across the gully. One moment it was there, but the next,
before he could open his mouth, it was gone. In the place of the poet's face
was, suddenly, an inconceivable commotion. Every sort of object suddenly began
to appear at the window, starting at the base and working up like an idiotic
growth, climbing erratically as one thing after another was crammed between the
walls. Feverishly the tower of objects grew to
the top of the window, hemmed in on both sides by the coarse stones. Steerpike
could not see the hands that raised the mad assortment so rapidly. He could
only see that out of the darkness object after object was scrammed one upon the
other, each one lit by the sun as it took its place in the fantastic pagoda.
Many toppled over, and fell, during the hectic filling of the frame. A dank
gold carpet slipped and floated down the abyss, the pattern upon its back
showing plainly until it drifted into the last few fathoms of shadow. Three
heavy books fell together, their pages fluttering, and an old high-backed
chair, which the boy heard faintly as it crashed far below. Steerpike had dug his nails into the palms
of his hands partly from self-reproach for his failure, and partly to keep
himself from relaxing in his roofscape scrutiny In spite of his disappointment.
He turned his head from the near object and continued to comb the roofs and the
walls and the towers. He had seen away to his right a dome
covered with black moss. He had seen the high faзade of a wall that had been
painted in green-and-black checks. It was faded and partly overgrown with
clinging weeds and had cracked from top to bottom in a gigantic saw-toothed
curve. He had seen smoke pouring through a hole
between the slabs of a long terrace. He had seen the favourite nesting grounds
of the storks and a wall that was emerald with lizards. 21 "DUST
AND IVY" All this while he had been searching for
one thing and one thing only -- a means of entering the castle. He had made a
hundred imaginary journeys, taking into account his own weakness, but one after
another they had led to blank unscalable walls and to the edges of the roofs.
Window after window he took as his objective and attempted to trace his
progress only to find that he was thwarted. It was not until the end of the
hour approached that a journey he was unravelling in his eye culminated with
his entry at a high window in the Western Wing. He went over the whole journey
again, from where he sat, to the tiny window in the fan wall and realized that
it could be done, if luck was on his side and if his strength lasted. It was now two o'clock in the afternoon
and the sun was merciless. He removed his jacket and, leaving it behind him,
set forth shakily. The next three hours made him repent that
he had ever left the kitchens. Had it been possible for him to have suddenly
been conjured back to Swelter's enormous side he would have accepted the offer
in his weakness. As the light began to wane, twenty-four hours after he had
lain above the prison room on the sloping roof of slates, he came to the foot
of that high wall, near the summit of which was the window he had seen three
hours previously. There he rested. He was about midway between the ground two
hundred feet below him and the window. He had been accurate in his observation
when he had guessed that the face of the wall was covered over its entire area
with a thick, ancient growth of ivy. As he sat against the wall, his back
against the enormous hairy stem of the creeper as thick as the bole of a tree,
the ivy leaves hung far out and oven him and, turning his head upwards, he
found that he was gazing into a profound and dusty labyrinth. He knew that he
would have to climb through darkness, so thick was the skein of the coarse,
monotonous foliage; but the limbs of the straggling weed were thick and strong,
so that he could nest at times in his climb and lean heavily upon them. Knowing
that with every minute that passed his weakness was growing, he did not wait
longer than to regain his breath, and then, with a twist of his mouth he forced
himself as close as he could to the wall, and engulfed in the dust-smelling
darkness of the ivy he began, yet again, to climb. For how long Steerpike clambered upwards
in the acrid darkness, for how long he breathed in the rotten, dry, dust-filled
air, is of no consequence compared to the endlessness of the nightmare in his
brain. That was the reality, and all he knew, as he neared the window, was that
he had been among black leaves for as far back as he could recall -- that the
ivy stem was dry and coarse and hairy to hold, and that the bitter leaves
exuded a pungent and insidious smell. At times he could see glimpses of the hot
evening reflected through the leaves, but for the most part he struggled up in
darkness, his knees and knuckles bleeding and his arms weary beyond weariness
from the forcing back of the fibrous growth and from tearing the tendrils from
his face and clothing. He could not know that he was nearing the
window. Distance, even more than time, had ceased to have any meaning for him,
but all at once he found that the leaves were thinning and that blotches of
light lay pranked about him. He remembered having observed from below how the
ivy had appeared to be less profuse and to lie closer to the wall as it neared
the window. The hirsute branches were less dependable now and several had
snapped at his weight, so that he was forced to keep to one of the main stems
that clung dustily to the wall. Only a foot or two in depth, the ivy lay at his
back partially shielding him from the sun. A moment later and he was alone in the
sunshine. It was difficult for his fingers to find purchase. Fighting to wedge
them between the clinging branches and the wall he moved, inch by inch,
upwards. It seemed to him that all his life he had been climbing. All his life
he had been ill and tortured. All his life he had been terrified, and red
shapes rolled. Hammers were beating and the sweat poured into his eyes. The questionable gods who had lowered for
him from the roof above the prison room that branch of creeper when he was in
similar peril were with him again, for as he felt upwards his hand struck a
protruding layer of stone. It was the base of a rough window-sill. Steerpike
sobbed and forced his body upwards and loosing his hands for a moment from the
creeper, he flung his hands over the sill. There he hung, his arms outstretched
stiffly before him like a wooden figure, his legs dangling. Then, wriggling
feebly, he rolled himself at length over the stone slab, overbalanced, and in a
whirl of blackness fell with a crash upon the boarded floor of Fuchsia's secret
attic. 22 "THE
BODY BY THE WINDOW" On the afternoon following her brother's
birth, Fuchsia stood silently at the window of her bedroom. She was crying, the
tears following one another down her flushed cheeks as she stared through a
smarting film at Gormenghast Mountain. Mrs. Slagg, unable to comprehend, made
abortive efforts to console her. This time there had been no mutual hugging and
weeping, and Mrs. Slagg's eyes were filled with a querulous, defeated expression.
She clasped her little wrinkled hands together. "What is it, then, my caution dear?
What is it, my own ugliness? Tell me! Tell me at once. Tell your old Nannie
about your little sorrows. Oh, my poor heart! you must tell me all about it.
Come, inkling, come." But Fuchsia might as well have been carved
from dark marble. Only her tears moved. At last the old lady pattered out of the
room, saying she would bring in a currant cake for her caution, that no one
ever answered her, and that her back was aching. Fuchsia heard the tapping of her feet in
the corridor. Within a moment she was racing along the passage after her old
nurse, whom she hugged violently before running back and floundering with a
whirl of her blood-red dress down long flights of stains and through a series
of gloomy halls, until she found herself in the open, and beyond the shadows of
the castle walls. She ran on in the evening sunshine. At last, after skirting
Pentecost's orchard and climbing to the edge of a small pine wood she stopped
running and in a quick, stumbling manner forced a path through a low decline of
ferns to where a lake lay motionless. There were no swans. There were no wild
wadens. From the reflected trees there came no cries from birds. Fuchsia fell at full length and began to
chew at the grass in front of her. Her eyes as they gazed upon the lake were
still inflamed. "I hate things! I hate all things! I
hate and hate every single tiniest thing. I hate the _world_," said
Fuchsia aloud, raising herself on her elbows, her face to the sky. "I shall live _alone_. Always alone.
In a house, or in a tree." Fuchsia started to chew at a fresh grass
blade. "Someone will come then, if I live
alone. Someone from another kind of world -- a new world -- not from this
world, but someone who is _different_, and he will fall in love with me at once
because I live alone and aren't like the other beastly things in this world,
and he"ll enjoy having me because of my pride." Another flood of tears came with a rush. "He will be tall, taller than Mr.
Flay, and strong like a lion and with yellow hair like a lion"s, only more
curly; and he will have big, strong feet because mine are big, too, but won't
look so big if his are bigger; and he will be cleverer than the Doctor, and
he"ll wean a long black cape so that my clothes will look brighten still;
and he will say: 'Lady Fuchsia', and I shall say: 'What is it?' " She sat up and wiped her nose on the back
of her hand. The lake darkened, and while she sat and
stared at the motionless water, Steerpike was beginning his climb of the ivy. Mrs. Slagg was telling her troubles to
Keda and trying to preserve the dignity which she thought she ought to show as
the head nurse of the direct and only heir to Gormenghast, and at the same time
longing to unburden herself in a more natural way. Flay was polishing an ornate
helmet which Lord Groan had to wear, that evening being the first after the
advent, and Swelter was whetting a long meat-knife on a grindstone. He was
doubled over it like a crammed bolster, and was evidently taking great pains to
bring the blade to an uncommonly keen edge. The grindstone, dwarfed
ridiculously by the white mass above it, wheeled to the working of a
foot-treadle. As the steel whisked obliquely across the flat of the whirling
stone, the harsh, sandy whistling of the sound apparently gave pleasure to Mr.
Swelter, for a wodge of flesh kept shifting its position on his face. As Fuchsia got to her feet and began to
push her way up the hill of ferns, Steerpike was forty feet from her window and
clawing away at the dry, dirty bunches of old sparrows' nests that were
blocking his upward climb. When Fuchsia reached the castle she made
straight for her room, and when she had closed the door behind her, drew a bolt
across it and going to an old cardboard box in a corner found, after some
rummaging, a piece of soft charcoal. She approached a space on the wall and
stood staring at the plaster. Then she drew a heart and around it she wrote: _I
am Fuchsia. I must always be. I am me. Don't be frightened. Wait and see._ Then she felt a great yearning for her
picture-book with the poems. She lit a candle and, pulling back her bed, crept
through the stairway door and began to climb spirally upwards to her dim
sanctum. It was not very often that she
climbed to the attic in the late afternoon, and the dankness of the front room
as she entered stopped her on the last stair for a moment. Her candle as she
passed through the narrow gully illumined fitfully the weird assortment that
comprised its walls, and when she came to the emptiness of her acting room she
moved forward slowly, treading in the pale aura of light cast by the
candleflame. In her third especial attic she knew that
she had left, some weeks before, a supply of red-and-green wax tapers that she
had unearthed, put aside, and forgotten. She had rediscovered them. Three of
these would light the room up beautifully for she wanted the window to be shut.
She climbed the ladder to the balcony, pushed open the door with one hinge and
entered, with a gush of dark love. Her long coloured candles were by the door
and she lit one of them immediately from the little white one in her hand.
Turning to place it on the table, her heart stopped beating, for she found that
she was staring across the room at a body lying huddled beneath her window. Steerpike had lain in a dead faint for
some considerable time when consciousness began to seep through him. Twilight
had fallen over Gormenghast. Out of the blackness of his brain far shapes that
surrounded him in the room had begun to approach him growing in definition and
in bulk as they did so until they became recognizable. For several minutes he lay there. The
comparative coolness of the room and the stillness of his body at length
restored in his mind a state of inquiry. He could not remember the room, as was
natural, nor could he remember how he had arrived there. He only knew that his
throat was parched and beneath his belt a tiger was clawing in his stomach. For
a long time he stared at a drunken and grotesque shape that arose from the
centre of the floor. Had he been awakened from sleep to see it looming up
before him it would no doubt have startled him considerably, but recovering
from his faint, he was drained of apprehension; he was only weak. It would have
been strange for him to have recognized in the dim light of the twilit room
Fuchsia's fantastic Root from the Twisted Woods. His eyes travelled away from it at length
and noticed the darkened pictures on the walls, but the light was too dim for
him to be able to discern what they contained. His eyes moved here and there, recovering
their strength; but his body lay inert, until at length he raised himself upon
one elbow. Above him was a table, and with an effort
he struggled on to his knees and, gripping its edge raised himself by degrees.
The room began to swim before his eyes and the pictures on the walls dwindled
away to the size of stamps and swayed wildly across the walls. His hands were
not his hands as he gripped the table edge. They were another's hands in which
he could vaguely, and in an occult way, feel the shadows of sentiency. But the
fingers held on, independently of his brain or body, and he waited until his
eyes cleared and he saw below him the stale oddments of food that Fuchsia had
brought up to the attic on the morning of the previous day. They were littered on the table, each
object remorseless in its actuality. The nebulous incoherence of things had
changed in his brain, as he stared down upon the still-life group on the table,
to a frightening _proximity_. Two wrinkled pears; haifa seed cake; nine
dates in a battered white cardboard box, and ajug of dandelion wine. Beside
these a large handpainted book that lay open where a few verses were opposed by
a picture in purple and grey. It was to Steerpike in his unusual physical state
as though that picture were the world, and that he, in some shadowy adjacent
province, were glimpsing the reality. He was the ghost, the purple-and-grey page
was truth and actual fact. Below him stood three men. They were
dressed in grey, and purple flowers were in their dark confused locks. The
landscape beyond them was desolate and was filled with old metal bridges, and
they stood before it together upon the melancholy brow of a small hill. Their
hands were exquisitely shaped and their bare feet also, and it seemed that they
were listening to a strange music, for their eyes gazed out beyond the page and
beyond the reach of Steerpike, and on and on beyond the hill of Gormenghast and
the Twisted Woods. Equally real to the boy at that moment
were the grey-black simple letters that made up the words and the meaning of
the verses on the opposite side of the page. The uncompromising visual
starkness of all that lay on the table had for a moment caused him to forget
his hunger, and although uninterested in poetry on pictures, Steerpike, in
spite of himself, read with a curiously slow and deliberate concentration upon
the white page of the three old men in their grey and purple world. Simple, seldom and sad We are; Alone on the Halibut Hills Afar, With sweet mad Expressions Of old Strangely beautiful, So we're told By the Creatures that Move In the sky And Die On the night when the Dead Trees Prance and Cry. Sensitive, seldom and sad -- Sensitive, seldom and sad -- Simple, seldom and sad Are we When we take our path To the purple sea -- With mad, sweet Expressions Of Yore, Strangely beautiful, Yea, and More On the Night of all Nights When the sky Streams by In rags, while the Dead Trees Prance and Cry. Sensitive, seldom, and sad -- Sensitive, seldom, and sad. Steerpike noticed small thumb-marks on the
margin of the page. They were as important to him as the poems or the picture.
Everything was equally important because all had become so real now where all
had been so blurred. His hand as it lay on the table was now his own. He had
forgotten at once what the words had meant, but the scnipt was there, black and
rounded. He put out his hand and secured one of the
wrinkled pears. Lifting it to his mouth he noticed that a bite had already been
taken from its side. Making use of the miniature and fluted precipice
of hard, white discoloured flesh, where Fuchsia's teeth had left their parallel
grooves, he bit greedily, his top teeth severing the wrinkled skin of the pear,
and the teeth of his lower jaw entering the pale cliff about halfway up its
face; they met in the secret and dank centre of the fruit -- in that abactinal
region where, since the petals of the pear flower had been scattered in some
far June breeze, a stealthy and profound maturing had progressed by day and
night. As he bit, for the second time, into the
fruit his weakness filled him again as with a thin atmosphere, and he carefully
lowered himself face down over the table until he had recovered strength to
continue his clandestine meal. As he lifted his head, he noticed the long couch
with its elegant lines. Taking hold of the seed cake in one hand and the jug of
dandelion wine in the other, after tipping the dates out of their cardboard box
into his pocket, he felt his way along the edge of the table and stumbled
across the few paces that divided him from the couch, where he seated himself
suddenly and put his dusty feet up, one after the other, upon the wine-red
leather of the upholstery. He had supposed the jug to contain water,
for he had not looked inside when he lifted it and felt its weight in his
wrist, and when he tasted the wine on his tongue he sat up with a sudden
revival of strength, as though the very thought of it had resuscitated him.
Indeed, the wine worked wonders with him, and within a few minutes, with the
cake, the dates and the rest of the second pear to support its tonic
properties, Steerpike was revived, and getting to his feet he shuffled around
the room in his own peculiar way. Drawing his lips back from his closed teeth,
he whistled in a thin, penetrating, tuneless manner, breaking off every now and
then as his eyes nested with more than a casual glance on some picture on
another. The light was fading very rapidly, and he
was about to try the handle of the door to see whether, dark as it was, he
could find a still more comfortable room in which to spend the night before he
finally stretched himself on the long couch, when he heard the distinct sound
of a footstep. With a hand still outstretched towards the
door, he stood motionless for a moment, and then his head inclined itself to
the left as he listened. There was no doubt that someone was moving either in
the next noom or in the next room but one. Moving one step nearer to the door as
silently as a ghost, he turned the handle and drew it back the merest fraction,
but sufficiently for him to place one eye at the aperture and to command a view
of something which made him suck at his breath. There was no reason why, because the room
he had been in for the last hour or more was small, he should have presumed
that the door out of it would lead to an apartment of roughly the same size.
But when on peering through the chink between the door and the lintel he saw
how mistaken had been his intuition regarding the size of the room beyond, he
received a shock second only to that of seeing the figure that was approaching
him. Nor was it only the _size_. It was perhaps
even more of a shock to realize that he had been _above_ the adjacent room.
Through the gloom he watched the figure of a girl, holding in her hand a
lighted candle that lit the bodice of her dress to crimson. The floor across
which she walked slowly but firmly appeared to stretch endlessly behind her and
to her right and to her left. That she was below him and that within a few feet
a balcony divided him from her, as she approached, was so unexpected that a
sense of unreality such as he had experienced during his recovery from his
faint again pervaded him. But the sound of her footsteps was very real and the
light of the candle flame upon her lower lip awoke him to the actuality. Even
in his predicament he could not help wondering where he had seen her before. A
sudden movement of the shadows on her face had awakened a memory. Thoughts
moved swiftly through his mind. No doubt there were steps leading up to the balcony.
She would enter the room in which he stood. She walked with certainty. She did
not hesitate. She was unafraid. These must be her rooms, he had entered. Why
was she here at this hour? Who was she? He closed the door softly. Where had he seen that red dress before?
Where? Where? Very recently. The crimson. He heard her climbing the stairs. He
glanced around the room. There was no hiding place. As his eyes moved he saw
the Book on the table. Her book. He saw a few crumbs where the seed cake had
been standing on the cloth. He half ran on tip-toe to the window and glanced
down. The emptiness of the dark air falling to the tops of towers sickened him
as memories of his climb were reawakened. He turned away. Even as he heard her
feet on the balcony he was saying: "Where? Where? Where did I see the red
dress?" and as the feet stopped at the door he remembered, and at the same
moment dropped softly to his hands and knees beneath the window. Then, huddling
himself into an awkward position, and with one arm outstretched limply, he
closed his eyes in emulation of the faint from which he had not so long ago
recovered. He had seen her through the circular
spyhole in the wall of the Octagonal Room. She was the Lady Fuchsia Groan, the
daughter of Gormenghast. His thoughts pursued each other through his head. She
had been distraught. She had been enraged that a brother had been born for her;
she had escaped down the passage from her father. There could be no sympathy
_there_. She was, like her father, ill at ease. She was opening the door. The
air wavered in the candlelight. Steerpike, watching from between his lashes,
saw the air grow yet brighten as she lit two long candles. He heard her turn
upon her heel and take a pace forward and then there was an absolute silence. He lay motionless, his head thrown back
upon the carpet and twisted slightly on his neck. It seemed that the girl was as motionless
as he, and in the protracted and deathly stillness he could hear a heart
beating. It was not his own. 23 "ULLAGE
OF SUNFLOWER" For the first few moments Fuchsia had
remained inert, her spirit dead to what she saw before her. As with those who
on hearing of the death of their lover are numb to the agony that must later
wrack them, so she for those first few moments stood incomprehensive and stared
with empty eyes. Then, indeed, was her mind split into
differing passions, the paramount being agony that her secret had been
discovered -- her casket of wonder rifled -- her soul, it seemed, thrown naked
to a world that could never understand. Behind this passion lay a fear. And behind
her fear was curiosity -- curiosity as to who the figure was. Whether he was
recovering on dying; how he had got there, and a long way behind the practical
question of what she should do. As she stood there it was as though within her
a bonfire had been lighted. It grew until it reached the zenith of its power
and died away, but undestroyable among the ashes lay the ache of a wound for
which there was no balm. She moved a little nearer in a slow,
suspicious way, holding the candle stiffly at arm's length. A blob of the hot
wax fell across her wrist and she started as though she had been struck.
Another two cautious paces brought her to the side of the figure and she bent
down and peered at the tilted face. The light lay upon the large forehead and
the cheekbones and throat. As she watched, her heart beating, she noticed a
movement in the stretched gullet. He was alive. The melting wax was hurting her
hand as it ran down the coloured side of the candle. A candlestick was kept
behind the couch on a rickety shelf and she raised herself from her stooping
with the idea of finding it, and began to retreat from Steerpike. Not daring to
take her eyes off him, she placed one leg behind the other with a grotesque
deliberation and so moved backwards. Before neaching the wall, however, the
calf of her leg came into unexpected contact with the edge of the couch, and
she sat down very suddenly upon it as though she had been tapped behind the
knees. The candle shook in her hand and the light flickered across the face of
the figure on the floor. Although it seemed to her that the head started a
little at the noise she had made, she put it down to the fickle play of the
light upon his features, but peered at him for a long time nevertheless to
convince herself. Eventually she curled her legs under her on the couch and
raised herself to her knees and, reaching her free hand out behind her, she
felt her fingers grip the shelf and after some fumbling close upon the iron
candlestick. She forced the candle at once into one of
the three iron arms and, getting up, placed it on the table by her book. It had come into her mind that some effort
might be made to reinvigorate the crumpled thing. She approached it again.
Horrible as the thought was, that if she were the means of a recovery she would
be compelled to talk to a stranger in _her_ room, yet the idea of him lying
there indefinitely, and perhaps dying there, was even more appalling. Forgetting for a moment her fear, she
knelt loudly on the floor beside him and shook him by the shoulder, her lower
lip sticking out plumply and her black hair falling across her cheeks. She
stopped to scrape some tallow from her fingers and then continued shaking him.
Steerpike let himself be pushed about and remained perfectly limp; he had
decided to delay his recovery. Fuchsia suddenly remembered that when she
had seen her Aunt Cora faint, a very long time ago, in the central hall of the
East Wing, her father had ordered a servant in attendance to get a glass of
water, and that when they had been unable to get the drink down the poor white
creature's throat, they had thrown it in her face and she had recovered
immediately. Fuchsia looked about her to see whether
she had any water in the room. Steerpike had left the jug of dandelion wine by
the side of the couch, but it was out of her range of vision and she had
forgotten it. As her eyes travelled around her room they came at last to rest
upon an old vase of semi-opaque dark-blue glass, which a week on so ago Fuchsia
had filled with water, for she had found among the wild grass and the nettles
near the moat, a tall, heavy-necked sunflower with an enormous Ethiopian eye of
seeds and petals as big as her hand and as yellow as even she could wish for.
But its long, rough neck had been broken and its head hung in a deadweight of
fire among the tares. She had feverishly bitten through those fibres that she
could not tear apart where the neck was fractured and had run all the way with
her wounded treasure through the castle and up the flights of stairs and into
her room, and then up again, around and around as she climbed the spinal
staircase, and had found the dark-blue glass vase and filled it with water and
then, quite exhausted, had lowered the dry, hairy neck into the depths of the
vase and, sitting upon the couch, had stared at it and said to herself aloud: "Sunflower who's broken, I found you,
so drink some water up, and then you won't die -- not so quickly, anyway. If
you do, I'll buny you, anyway. I'll dig a long grave and bury you. Pentecost
will give me a spade. If you don't die, you can stay. I'm going now," she
had finished by saying, and had gone to her room below and had found her nurse,
but had made no mention of her sunflower. It had died. Indeed she had only changed
the water once, and with its petals decaying it still leaned stiffly out of the
blue glass vase. Directly Fuchsia saw it she thought of the
water in the vase. She had filled it full of clear white water. That it might
have evaporated never entered her head. Such things were not part of her world
of knowledge. Steerpike's vision, for he would peer
cunningly through his eyelashes whenever occasion favoured, was obtruded by the
table and he could not see what the Lady Fuchsia was doing. He heard her
approaching and kept his eyelids together, thinking it was just about time for
him to groan, and begin to recover, for he was feeling cramped, when he
realized that she was bending directly over him. Fuchsia had removed the sunflower and laid
it on the floor, noticing at the same time an unpleasant and sickly smell.
There was something pungent in it, something disgusting. Tipping the vase
suddenly upside down, she was amazed to see, instead of a rush of refreshing
water, a sluggish and stenching trickle of slime descend like a green soup over
the upturned face of the youth. She had tipped something wet oven the face
of someone who was ill and that to Fuchsia was the whole principle, so she was
not surprised when she found that its cogency was immediate. Steerpike, indeed, had received a nasty
shock. The stench of the stagnant slime filled his nostrils. He spluttered and
spat the slough from his mouth, and rubbing his sleeve across his face smeared
it more thinly but more evenly and completely than before. Only his dark-red
concentrated eyes stared out from the filthy green mask, unpolluted. 24 SOAP
FOR GREASEPAINT Fuchsia squatted back on her heels in
surprise as he sat bolt upright and glared at her. She could not hear what he
muttered through his teeth. His dignity had been impaired, or perhaps not so
much his dignity as his vanity. Passions he most certainly had, but he was more
wily than passionate, and so even at this moment, with the sudden wrath and
shock within him, he yet held himself in check and his brain overpowered his
anger, and he smiled hideously through the putrid scum. He got to his feet
painfully. His hands were the dull sepia-red of dry
blood for he had been bruised and cut in his long hours of climbing. His
clothes were torn; his hair dishevelled and matted with dust and twigs and
filth from his climb in the ivy. Standing as straight as he could, he
inclined himself slightly towards Fuchsia, who had risen at the same time. "The Lady Fuchsia Groan," said
Steerpike, as he bowed. Fuchsia stared at him and clenched her
hands at her sides. She stood stiffly, her toes were turned slightly inwards
towards each other, and she leaned a little forwards as her eyes took in the
bedraggled creature in front of her. He was not much bigger than she was, but
much more clever; she could see that at once. Now that he had recovered, her mind was
filled with horror at the idea of this alien at large in her room. Suddenly, before she had known what she
was doing, before she had decided to speak, before she knew of what to speak,
her voice escaped from her hoarsely: "What do you want? Oh, what do you
want? This is _my_ room. _My_ room." Fuchsia clasped her hands at the curve of
her breasts in the attitude of prayer. But she was not praying. Her nails were
digging into the flesh of either hand. Her eyes were wide open. "Go away," she said. "Go
away from my room." And then her whole mood changed as her feelings arose
like a tempest. "I hate you!" she shouted, and
stamped her foot upon the ground. "I hate you for coming here. I hate you
in my room." She seized the table edge with both her hands behind her and
rattled it on its legs. Steerpike watched her carefully. His mind had been working away behind his
high forehead. Unimaginative himself he could recognize imagination in her: he
had come upon one whose whole nature was the contradiction of his own. He knew
that behind her simplicity was something he could never have. Something he
despised as impractical. Something which would never carry her to power nor
riches, but would retard her progress and keep her apart in a world of her own
make-believe. To win her favour he must talk in her own language. As she stood breathless beside the table
and as he saw her cast her eyes about the room as though to find a weapon, he
struck an attitude, raising one hand, and in an even, flat, hand voice that
contrasted, even to Fuchsia in her agony, with her own passionate outcry said: "Today I saw a great pavement among
the clouds made of grey stones, bigger than a meadow. No one goes there. Only a
heron. "Today I saw a tree growing out of a
high wall, and people walking on it fan above the ground. Today I saw a poet
look out of a narrow window. But the stone field that is lost in the clouds is
what you'd like best. Nobody goes there. It's a good place to play games and
to" (he took the plunge cunningly) "-- and to _dream_ of
things." Without stopping, for he felt that it would be hazardous to stop: "I saw today," he said, "a
horse swimming in the top of a tower: I saw a million towers today. I saw
clouds last night. I was cold. I was colder than ice. I have had no food. I
have had no sleep." He curled his lip in an effort at a smile. "And
then you pour green filth on me," he said. "And now I'm here where you hate me
being. I'm here because there was nowhere else to go. I have seen so much. I
have been out all night. I have escaped" (he whispered the word dramatically)
"and, best of all, I found the field in the clouds, the field of
stones." He stopped for breath and lowered his hand
from its posturing and peered at Fuclisia. She was leaning against the table, her
hands gripping its sides. It may have been the dankness that deceived him, but
to his immense satisfaction he imagined she was staring through him. Realizing that if this were so, and his
words were beginning to work upon her imagination, he must proceed without a
pause sweeping her thoughts along, allowing her only to think of what he was
saying. He was clever enough to know what would appeal to her. Her crimson
dress was enough for him to go on. She was romantic. She was a simpleton; a
dreaming girl of fifteen years. "Lady Fuchsia," he said, and
clenched his hand at his forehead, "I come for sanctuary. I am a rebel. I
am at your service as a dreamer and a man of action. I have climbed for hours,
and am hungry and thirsty. I stood on the field of stones and longed to fly
into the clouds, but I could only feel the pain in my feet." "Go away," said Fuchsia in a
distant voice. "Go away from me." But Steerpike was not to be
stopped, for he noticed that her violence had died and he was tenacious as a
ferret. "Where can I go to?" he said.
"I would go this instant if I knew where to escape to. I have already been
lost for hours in long corridors. Give me first some water so that I can wash
this horrible slime from my face, and give me a little time to rest and then I
will go, fan away, and I will never come again, but will live alone in the
stone sky-field where the herons build." Fuchsia's voice was so vague and distant
that it appeared to Steerpike that she had not been listening, but she said
slowly: "Where is it? Who are you?" Steerpike answered immediately. "My name is Steerpike," he said,
leaning back against the window in the darkness, "but I cannot tell you
now where the field of stones lies all cold in the clouds. No, I couldn't tell
you that -- not yet." "Who are you?" said Fuchsia again.
"Who are you in my room?" "I have told you," he said.
"I am Steerpike. I have climbed to your lovely room. I like your pictures
on the walls and your book and your horrible root." "My root is beautiful.
Beautiful!" shouted Fuchsia. "Do not talk about my things. I hate you
for talking about my things. Don't look at them." She ran to the twisted
and candle-lit root of smooth wood in the wavering darkness and stood between
it and the window where he was. Steerpike took out his little pipe from
his pocket and sucked the stem. She was a strange fish, he thought, and needed
carefully selected bait. "How did you get to my room?"
said Fuchsia huskily. "I climbed," said Steerpike.
"I climbed up the ivy to your room. I have been climbing all day." "Go away from the window," said
Fuchsia. "Go away to the door." Steerpike, surprised, obeyed her. But his
hands were in his pockets. He felt more sure of his ground. Fuchsia moved gauchely to the window
taking up the candle as she passed the table, and peering over the sill, held
the shaking flame above the abyss. The drop, which she remembered so well by
daylight, looked even more terrifying now. She turned towards the room. "You
must be a good climber," she said sullenly but with a touch of admiration in
her voice which Steerpike did not fail to detect. "I am," said Steerpike.
"But I can't bear my face like this any longer. Let me have some water.
Let me wash my face, your Ladyship; and then if I can't stay here, tell me
where I can go and sleep. I haven't had a cat's nap. I am tired; but the stone
field haunts me. I must go there again after I've rested." There was a silence. "You've got kitchen clothes on,"
said Fuchsia flatly. "Yes," said Steerpike. "But
I'm going to change them. It's the kitchen I escaped from. I detested it. I
want to be free. I shall never go back." "Are you an _adventurer_?" said
Fuchsia, who, although she did not think he looked like one, had been more than
impressed by his climb and by the flow of his words. "I am," said Steerpike.
"That's just what I am. But at the moment I want some water and
soap." There was no waten in the attic, but the
idea of taking him down to her bedroom where he could wash and then go away for
food, rankled in her, for he would pass through her other attic rooms. Then she
realized that he had, in any event, to leave her sanctum and, saving for a
return climb down the ivy the only path lay through the attics and down the
spiral staircase to her bedroom. Added to this was the thought that if she took
him down now he would see very little of her rooms in the dankness, whereas
tomorrow her attic would be exposed. "Lady Fuchsia," said Steerpike,
"what work is there that I can do? Will you introduce me to someone who
can employ me? I am not a kitchen lackey, my Ladyship, I am a man of purpose.
Hide me tonight, Lady Fuchsia, and let me meet someone tomorrow who may employ
me. All I want is one interview. My brains will do the rest." Fuchsia stared at him, open mouthed. Then
she thrust her full lower lip forward and said: "What's the awful smell?" "It's the filthy dregs you drowned me
in," said Steerpike. "It's my face you're smelling." "Oh," said Fuchsia. She took up
the candle again. "You'd better follow." Steerpike did so, out of the door, along
the balcony, and then down the ladder. Fuchsia did not think of helping him in
the ill-lit darkness, though she heard him stumble. Steerpike kept as close to
her as he could and the little patch of faint candlelight on the floor which
preceded her, but as she threaded her way dexterously between the oddments that
lay banked up in the first attic, he was more than once struck across the face,
by a hanging rope of spiked seashells, by the giraffe's leg which Fuchsia
ducked beneath, and once he was brought to a gasping halt by the brass hilt of
a sword. When he had reached the head of the spiral
staircase Fuchsia was already halfway down and he wound after her, cursing. After a long time he felt the close air of
the staircase lighten about him and a few moments later he had come to the last
of the descending circles and had stepped down into a bedroom. Fuchsia lit a
lamp on the wall. The blinds were not drawn and the black night filled up the
triangles of her window. She was pouring from a jug the water which
Steerpike so urgently needed. The smell was beginning to affect him, for as he
had stepped down into the room he had retched incontinently, with his thin,
bony hands at his stomach. At the gungling sound of the water as it
slopped into the bowl on Fuchsia's washstand he drew a deep breath through his
teeth. Fuchsia, hearing his foot descend upon the boards of her room, turned,
jug in hand, and as she did so she overflooded the bowl with a rush of water
which in the lamplight made bright pools on the dark ground. "Water,"
she said, "if you want it." Steerpike advanced rapidly to the basin
and plucked off his coat and vest, and stood beside Fuchsia in the darkness
very thin, very bunched at the shoulders, and with an extraordinary perkiness
in the poise of his body. "What about soap?" said
Steerpike, lowering his arms into the basin. The water was cold, and he
shivered. His shoulder blades stood out sharply from his back as he bent over
and shrugged his shoulders together. "I can't get this muck off without
soap and a scrubbing-brush, your Ladyship." "There's some things in that
drawer," said Fuchsia slowly. "Hurry up and finish, and then go away.
You're not in your own room. You're in my room where no one's allowed to come,
only my old nurse. So hurry up and go away." "I will," said Steerpike,
opening the drawer and rummaging among the contents until he had found a piece
of soap. "But don't forget you promised to introduce me to someone who
might employ me." "I didn't," said Fuchsia.
"How do you dare to tell such lies to me? How do you dare!" Then came Steerpike's stroke of genius. He
saw that there was no object in pressing his falsehood any further and, making
a bold move into the unknown he leapt with great agility away from the basin,
his face now thick in lather. Wiping away the white froth from his lips, he
channelled a huge dank mouth with his forefinger and posturing in the attitude
of a clown listening he remained immobile for seven long seconds with his hand
to his ear. Where the idea had come from he did not know, but he had felt since
he first met Fuchsia that if anything were to win her favour it was something
tinged with the theatre, the bizarre, and yet something quite simple and
guileless, and it was this that Steerpike found difficult. Fuchsia stared hard.
She forgot to hate him. She did not see him. She saw a clown, a living limb of
nonsense. She saw something she loved as she loved her root, her giraffe leg,
her crimson dress. "Good!" she shouted, clenching
her hands. "Good! good! good! good!" All at once she was on her bed,
landing upon both her knees at once. Her hands clasped the footrail. A snake writhed suddenly under the ribs of
Steerpike. He had succeeded. What he doubted fon the moment was whether he
could live up to the standard he had set himself. He saw, out of the corner of his eye,
which like the rest of his face was practically smothered in soap-suds, the dim
shape of Lady Fuchsia looming a little above him on the bed. It was up to him.
He didn't know much about clowns, but he knew that they did irrational things
very seriously, and it had occurred to him that Fuchsia would enjoy them.
Steerpike had an unusual gift. It was to understand a subject without
appreciating it. He was almost entirely cerebral in his approach. But this
could not easily be perceived; so shrewdly, so surely he seemed to enter into
the heart of whatever he wished, in his words or his deeds, to mimic. From the ludicrous listening posture he
straightened himself slowly, and with his toes turned outwards extravagantly he
ran a few steps towards a corner of Fuchsia's room, and then stopped to listen
again, his hand at his ear. Continuing his run he reached the corner and picked
up, after several efforts at getting his hand to reach as far down as the
floor, a piece of green cloth which he hobbled back with, his feet as before
turned out so far as to produce between them a continuous line. Fuchsia, in a transport, watched him, the
knuckles of her right hand in her mouth, as he began a thorough examination of
the bed rail immediately below her. Every now and then he would find something
very wrong with the iron surface of the rail and would rub it vigorously with
his rag, stand back from it for a longer view, with his head on one side, the
dark of the soapless mouth drooping at each corner in anguish, and then polish
the spot again, breathing upon it and rubbing it with an inhuman concentration
of purpose. All the time he was thinking, "What a fool I am, but it will
work." He could not sink himself. He was not the artist. He was the exact
imitation of one. All at once he removed with his forefinger
a plump sud of soap from the centre of his forehead, leaving a rough, dark
circle of skin where it had been, and tapped his frothy finger along the
footrail three times at equal intervals, leaving about a third of the soap
behind at each tap. Waddling up and down at the end of the bed, he examined
each of these blobs in turn and, as though trying to decide which was the most
imposing specimen, removed one after the other until, with only the centnal sud
remaining, he came to a halt before it, and then, kicking away one of his feet
in an extraordinarily nimble way, he landed himself flat on his face in a
posture of obedience. Fuchsia was too thrilled to speak. She
only stared, happy beyond happiness. Steerpike got to his feet and grinned at
her, the lamplight glinting upon his uneven teeth. He went at once to the basin
and renewed his ablutions more vigorously than ever. While Fuchsia knelt on her bed and
Steerpike rubbed his head and face with an ancient and grubby towel, there came
a knock upon the door and Nannie Slagg's voice piped out thinly: "Is my conscience there? Is my sweet
piece of trouble there? Are you there, my dear heart, then? Are you
there?" "No, Nannie, no, I'm not! Not _now_.
Go away and come back again soon, and I'll be here," shouted Fuchsia
thickly, scrambling to the door. And then with her mouth to the keyhole:
"What d'you want? What d'you want?" "Oh, my poor heart! what's the
matter, then? What's the matter, then? What is it, my conscience?" "Nothing, Nannie. Nothing. What d'you
want?" said Fuchsia, breathing hard. Nannie was used to Fuchsia's sudden and
strange changes of mood; so after a pause in which Fuchsia could hear her
sucking her wrinkled lower lip, the old nurse answered: "It's the Doctor, dear. He says he's
got a present for you, my baby. He wants you to go to his house, my only, and
I'm to take you." Fuchsia, hearing a "Tck! tck!"
behind her, turned and saw a very clean-looking Steerpike gesturing to her. He
nodded his head rapidly and jerked his thumb at the door, and then, with his
index and longest finger strutting along the washstand, indicated, as far as
she could read, that she should accept the offer to walk to the Doctor's with
Nannie Slagg. "All right!" shouted Fuchsia,
"but I'll come to _your_ room. Go there and wait." "Hurry, then, my love!" wailed
the thin, perplexed voice from the passage. "Don't keep him waiting." As Mrs. Slagg's feet receded, Fuchsia
shouted: "What's he giving me?" But the old nurse was beyond earshot. Steerpike was dusting his clothes as well
as he could. He had brushed his sparse hair and it looked like dank grass as it
lay flatly over his big forehead. "Can I come, too?" he said. Fuchsia turned her eyes to him quickly. "Why?" she said at last. "I have a reason," said
Steerpike. "You can't keep me here all night, anyway, can you?" This argument seemed good to Fuchsia and,
"Oh, yes, you can come, too," she said at once. "But what about
Nannie," she added slowly. "What about my nurse?" "Leave her to me," said
Steerpike. "Leave her to me." Fuchsia hated him suddenly and deeply for
saying this, but she made no answer. "Come on, then," she said.
"Don't stay in my room any more. What are you waiting for?" And
unbolting the door she led the way, Steerpike following her like a shadow to
Mrs. Slagg's bedroom. 25 AT THE
PRUNESQUALLORS Mrs. Slagg was so agitated at the sight of
an outlandish youth in the company of her Fuchsia that it was several minutes
before she had recovered sufficiently to listen to anything in the way of an
explanation. Her eyes would dart to and fro from Fuchsia to the features of the
intruder. She stood for so long a time, plucking nervously at her lower lip,
that Fuchsia realized it was useless to continue with her explanation and was
wondering what to do next when Steerpike's voice broke in. "Madam," he said, addressing
Mrs. Slagg, "my name is Steerpike, and I ask you to forgive my sudden
appearance at the door of your room." And he bowed very low indeed, his
eyes squinting up through his eyebrows as he did so. Mrs. Slagg took three uncertain steps
towards Fuchsia and clutched her arm. "What is he saying? What is he
saying? Oh, my poor heart, who is he, then? What has he done to you, my
only?" "He's coming, too," said
Fuchsia, by way of an answer. "Wants to see Dr. Prune as well. What's his
present? What's he giving me a present for? Come on. Let's go to his house. I'm
tired. Be quick, I want to go to bed." Mrs. Slagg suddenly became very active
when Fuchsia mentioned her tiredness and started for the door, holding the girl
by her forearm. "You"ll be into your bed in no time. I'll put you
there myself and tuck you in, and turn your lamp out for you as I always did,
my wickedness, and you can go to sleep until I wake you, my only, and can give
you breakfast by the fire; so don't you mind, my tired thing. Only a few
minutes with the Doctor -- only a few minutes." They passed through the door, Mrs. Slagg
peering suspiciously around Fuchsia's arm at the quick movements of the
high-shouldered boy. Without another word between them they
began to descend several flights of stains until they reached a hall where
armour hung coldly upon the walls and the corners were stacked with old weapons
that were as rich with rust as a hedge of winter beech. It was no place to
linger in, for a chill cut upwards from the stone floor and cold beads of
moisture stood like sweat upon the tarnished surface of iron and steel. Steerpike arched his nostrils at the dank
air and his eyes travelled swiftly oven the medley of corroding trophies, of
hanging panoplies, smouldering with rust; and the stack of small arms, and
noted a slim length of steel whose far end seemed to be embedded in some sort
of tube, but it was impossible to make it out clearly in the dim light. A
sword-stick leapt to his mind, and his acquisitive instincts were sharpened at
the thought. There was no time, however, for him to rummage among the heaps of
metal at the moment, for he was conscious of the old woman's eyes upon him, and
he followed her and Fuchsia out of the hall vowing to himself that at the first
opportunity he would visit the chill place again. The door by which they made their exit lay
opposite the flight that led down to the centre of the unhealthy hail. On
passing through it they found themselves at the beginning of an ill-lit
corridor, the walls of which were covered with small prints in faded colours. A
few of them were in frames, but of these only a small proportion had their
glass unbroken. Nannie and Fuchsia, being familiar with the corridor, had no
thought for its desolate condition nor for the mellowed prints that depicted in
elaborate but unimaginative detail the more obviously pictorial aspects of
Gormenghast. Steerpike rubbed his sleeve across one or two as he followed,
removing a quantity of dust, and glanced at them critically, for it was unlike
him to let any kind of information slip from him unawares. This corridor ended abruptly at a heavy
doorway, which Fuchsia opened with an effort, letting in upon the passage a
less oppressive darkness for it was late evening, and beyond the door a flock
of clouds were moving swiftly across a slate-coloured sky in which one star
rode alone. "Oh, my poor heart, how late it's
getting!" said Nannie, peering anxiously at the sky, and confiding her
thoughts to Fuchsia in such a surreptitious way that it might be supposed she
was anxious that the firmament should not overhear her. "How late it _is_
getting, my only, and I must be back with your Mother very soon. I must take
her something to drink, the poor huge thing. Oh, no, we mustn't be long!" Before them was a large courtyard and at
the opposite corner was a three-storied building attached to the main bulk of
the castle by a flying buttress. By day it stood out strangely from the
ubiquitous grey stone of Gormenghast, for it was built with a hard red
sandstone from a quarry that had never since been located. Fuchsia was very tired. The day had been
overcharged with happenings. Now, as the last of the daylight surrendered in
the west, she was still awake and beginning, not ending, another experience. Mrs. Slagg was clasping her arm, and as they
approached the main doorway, she stopped suddenly and, as was her usual habit
when flustered, brought her hand up to her mouth and pulled at her little lower
lip, her old watery eyes peering weakly at Fuchsia. She was about to say
something, when the sound of footsteps caused her and her two companions to
turn and to stare at a figure approaching in the darkness. A faint sound as of
something brittle being broken over and over again accompanied his progress
towards them. "Who is it?" said Mrs. Slagg.
"Who is it, my only? Oh, how dark it is!" "It's only Flay," said Fuchsia.
"Come on. I'm tired." But they were hailed from the gloom. "Who?" cried the hard, awkward
voice. Mr. Flay's idiom, if at times unintelligible, was anything but prolix. "What do you want, Mr. Flay?"
shouted Nannie, much to her own and to Fuchsia's surprise. "Slagg?" queried the hard voice
again. "Wanted," it added. "Who's wanted?" Nannie shrilled
back, for she felt that Mr. Flay was always too brusque with her. "Who's with you?" barked Flay,
who was now within a few yards. "Three just now." Fuchsia, who had long ago acquired the
knack of interpreting the ejaculations of her father's servant, turned her head
around at once and was both surprised and relieved to find that Steerpike had
disappeared. And yet, was there a tinge of disappointment as well? She put out
her arm and pressed the old nurse against her side. "Three just now," repeated Flay,
who had come up. Mrs. Slagg also noticed that the boy was
missing. "Where is he?" she queried. "Where's the ugly
youth?" Fuchsia shook her head glumly and then
turned suddenly on Flay, whose limbs seemed to straggle away into the night.
Her weariness made her irritable and now she vented her pent-up emotion upon
the dour servant. "Go away! go away!" she sobbed.
"Who wants you here, you stupid, spiky thing? Who wants you -- shouting
out 'Who's there?' and thinking yourself so important when you're only an old
thin thing? Go away to my father where you belong, but leave us alone."
And Fuchsia, bursting into a great exhausted cry, ran up to the emaciated Flay
and, throwing her arms about his waist, drenched his waistcoat in her tears. His hands hung at his sides, for it would
not have been right for him to touch the Lady Fuchsia however benevolent his
motive, for he was, after all, only a servant although a most important one. "Please go now," said Fuchsia at
last, backing away from him. "Ladyship," said the servant,
after scratching the back of his head, "Lordship wants her." He
jerked his head at the old nurse. "Me?" cried Nannie Slagg, who
had been sucking her teeth. "You," said Flay. "Oh, my poor heart! When? When does
he want me? Oh, my dear body! What can he want?" "Wants you tomorrow," replied
Flay and, turning about, began to walk away and was soon lost to sight, and a
short time afterwards even the sound of his knee joints was out of hearing. They did not wait any longer, but walked
as swiftly as they could to the main door of the house of sandstone, and Fuchsia
gave a heavy rap with a door knocker, rubbing with her sleeve at the moisture
in her eyes. As they waited they could hear the sound
of a violin. Fuchsia knocked at the door again, and a
few seconds later the music ceased and footsteps approached and stopped. A bolt
was drawn back, the door opened upon a strong light, and the Doctor waved them
in. Then he closed the door behind them, but not before a thin youth had
squeezed himself past the doorpost and into the hail where he stood between
Fuchsia and Mrs. Slagg. "Well! well! well! well!" said
the Doctor, flicking a hair from the sleeve of his coat, and flashing his
teeth. "So you have brought a friend with you, my dear little Ladyship, so
you have brought a friend with you -- or" (and he raised his eyebrows)
"haven't you?" For the second time Mrs. Slagg and Fuchsia
turned about to discover the object of the Doctor's inquiry, and found that
Steerpike was immediately behind them. He bowed, and with his eye on the Doctor,
"At your service," he said. "Ha, ha, ha! but I don't want anyone
at my service," said Dr. Prunesquallor, folding his long white hands
around each other as though they were silk scarves. "I'd rather have
somebody 'in' my service perhaps. But not _at_ it. Oh, no. I wouldn't have any
service left if every young gentleman who arrived through my door was suddenly
_at_ it. It would soon be in shreds. Ha, ha, ha! absolutely in shreds." "He's come," said Fuchsia in her
slow voice, "because he wants to work because he's clever, so I brought
him." "Indeed," said Prunesquallor.
"I have always been fascinated by those who want to work, ha, ha. Most
absorbing to observe them. Ha, ha, ha! most absorbing and uncanny. Walk along,
dear ladies, walk along. My very dear Mrs. Slagg, you look a hundred years
younger every day. This way, this way. Mind the corner of that chair, my very
dear Mrs. Slagg, and oh! my dear woman, you must look where you're going, by
all that's circumspect, you really must. Now, just allow me to open this door
and then we can make ourselves comfortable. Ha, ha, ha! that's right, Fuchsia,
my dear, prop her up! prop her up!" So saying, and shepherding them in front
of him and at the same time rolling his magnified eyes all over Steerpike's
extraordinary costume, the Doctor at last arrived within his own room and
closed the door behind himself sharply with a click. Mrs. Slagg was ushered
into a chair with soft wine-coloured upholstery, where she looked particularly
minute, and Fuchsia into another of the same pattern. Steerpike was waved to a
high-backed piece of oak, and the Doctor himself set about bringing bottles and
glasses from a cupboard let into the wall. "What is it to be? What is it to be?
Fuchsia, my dear child! what do you fancy?" "I don't want anything, thank you,"
said Fuchsia. "I feel like going to sleep, Dr. Prune." "Aha! aha! A little stimulant,
perhaps. Something to sharpen your faculties, my dear. Something to tide you
over until -- ha, ha, ha! you are snug within your little bed. What do you
think? what do you think?" "I don't know," said Fuchsia. "Aha! but _I_ do. _I_ do," said
the Doctor, and whinnied like a horse; then, pulling back his sleeves so that
his wrists were bare, he advanced like some sort of fastidious bird towards the
door, where he pulled a cord in the wall. Lowering his sleeves again neatly
over his cuffs, he waited, on tip-toe, until he heard a sound without, at which
he flung open the door, uncovering, as it were, a swarthy-skinned creature in
white livery whose hand was raised as though to knock upon the panels. Before
the Doctor had said a word Nannie leaned forward in her chair. Her legs, unable
to reach the floor, were dangling helplessly. "It's elderberry wine that you love
best, isn't it?" she queried in a nervous, penetrating whisper to Fuchsia.
"Tell the Doctor that. Tell him that, at once. You don't want any
stimulant, do you?" The Doctor tilted his head slightly at the
sound but did not turn, merely raising his forefinger in front of the servant's
eyes and wagging it, and his thin, rasping voice gave an order, for a powder to
be mixed and for a bottle of elderberry wine to be procured. He closed the
door, and, dancing up to Fuchsia, "Relax, my dear, relax," he
said. "Let your limbs wander wherever they like, ha, ha, ha, as long as
they do not stray _too_ far, ha, ha, ha! as long as they don't stray _too_ far.
Think of each of them in turn until they're all as limp as jellyfish, and
you"ll be ready to run to the Twisted Woods and back before you know where
you are." He smiled and his teeth flashed. His mop
of grey hair glistened like twine in the strong lamplight. "And what for
you, Mrs. Slagg? What for Fuchsia's Nannie? A little port?" Mrs. Slagg ran her tongue between her
wrinkled lips and nodded as her fingers went to her mouth on which a silly
little smile hovered. She watched the Doctor's every movement as he filled up
the wineglass and brought it over to her. She bowed in an old-fashioned way from her
hips as she took the glass, her legs pointing out stiffly in front of her for
she had edged herself further back in the chair and might as well have been
sitting on a bed. Then all at once the Doctor was back at
Fuchsia's chair, and bending over her. His hands, wrapped about each other in a
characteristic manner, were knotted beneath his chin. "I've got something for you, my dear;
did your nurse tell you?" His eyes rolled to the side of his glasses
giving him an expression of fantastic roguery which on his face would have
been, for one who had never met him, to say the least, unsettling. Fuchsia bent forward, her hands on the red
bolster-like arms of the chair. "Yes, Dr. Prune. What is it, thank
you, what is it?" "Aha! ha, ha, ha, ha! Aha, ha, ha! It
is something for you to wear, ha, ha! If you like it and if it's not too heavy.
I don't want to fracture your cervical vertebrae, my little lady. Oh no, by all
that's most healthy I wouldn't care to do that; but I'll trust you to be
careful. You will, won't you? Ha, ha." "Yes, yes, I will," said
Fuchsia. He bent even closer to Fuchsia. "Your
baby brother has hurt you. _I_ know, ha, ha. _I_ know," the Doctor
whispered, and the sound edged between his rows of big teeth, very faintly, but
not so faintly as to escape Steerpike's hearing. "I have a stone for your
bosom, my dear child, for I saw the diamonds within your tearducts when you ran
from your mother's door. These, if they come again, must be balanced by a
heavier if less brilliant stone, lying upon your bosom." Prunesquallor's eyes remained quite still for
a moment. His hands were still clasped at his chin. Fuchsia stared. "Thank you, Dr.
Prune," she said at last. The physician relaxed and straightened
himself. "Ha, ha, ha! Ha, ha, ha!" he trilled, and then bent forward
to whisper again. "So I have decided to give you a stone from another
land." He put his hand into his pocket, but kept
it there as he glanced over his shoulder. "Who is your friend of the fiery
eyes, my Fuchsia? Do you know him well?" Fuchsia shook her head and stuck her lower
lip out as though with instinctive distaste. The Doctor winked at her, his magnified
right eye closing enormously. "A little later, perhaps," said
Prunesquallor, opening his eyelid again like some sort of sea creature,
"when the night is a little further advanced, a little longer in the
molar, ha, ha, ha!" He straightened himself. "When the world has
swung through space a further hundred miles or so, ha, ha! then -- ah, yes. . .
then --" and for the second time he looked knowing and winked. Then he
swung round upon his heel. "And now," he said, "what
will _you_ have? And what, in the name of hosiery, are you wearing?" Steerpike got to his feet. "I am
wearing what I am forced to wear until clothes can be found which are more
appropriate," he said. "These rags, although an official uniform, are
as absurd upon me as they are insulting. Sir," he continued, "you
asked me what I would take. Brandy, I thank you, sir, Brandy." Mrs. Slagg,
staring her poor old eyes practically out of their hot sockets, peered at the
Doctor as the speech ended, to hear what he could possibly say after so many
words. Fuchsia had not been listening. Something to wear, he had said.
Something to lie heavily on her bosom. A stone. Tired as she was she was all
excitement to know what it could be. Dr. Prunesquallor had always been kind to
her, if rather above her, but he had never given her a present before. What
colour would the heavy stone be? What would it be? What would it be? The Doctor was for a moment nonplussed at
the youth's self-assurance, but he did not show it. He simply smiled like a
crocodile. "Am I mistaken, dear boy, or is that a kitchen jacket you're
wearing?" "Not only is this a kitchen jacket,
but these are kitchen trousers and kitchen socks and kitchen shoes and everything
is kitchen about me, sir, except myself, if you don't mind me saying so,
Doctor." "And what," said Prunesqualior,
placing the tips of his fingers together, "are you? Beneath your foetid
jacket, which I must say looks amazingly unhygienic even for Swelter's kitchen.
What _are_ you? Are you a problem case, my dear boy, or are you a clear-cut
young gentleman with no ideas at all, ha, ha, ha?" "With your permission, Doctor, I am
neither. I have plenty of ideas, though at the moment plenty of problems,
too." "Is that so?" said the Doctor.
"Is that so? How very unique! Have your brandy first, and perhaps some of
them will fade gently away upon the fumes of that very excellent narcotic. Ha,
ha, ha! Fade gently and imperceptibly away . . ." And he fluttered his
long fingers in the air. At this moment a knock upon the door
panels caused the Doctor to cry out in his extraordinary falsetto: "Make entry! Come along, come along,
my dear fellow! Make entry! What in the name of all that's rapid are you waiting
for?" The door opened and the servant entered,
balancing a tray upon which stood a bottle of elderberry wine and a small white
cardboard box. He deposited the bottle and the box upon the table and retired.
There was something sullen about his manner. The bottle had been placed upon
the table with perhaps too casual a movement. The door had clicked behind him
with rather too sharp a report. Steerpike noticed this, and when he saw the
Doctor's gaze return to his face, he raised his eyebrows quizzically and
shrugged his shoulders the merest fraction. Prunesquallor brought a brandy bottle to
the table in the centre of the room, but first poured out a glass of elderberry
wine which he gave to Fuchsia with a bow. "Drink, my Fuchsia dear," he said. "Drink to all those things that
you love best. _I_ know. _I_ know," he added with his hands folded at his
chin again. "Drink to everything that's bright and glossy. Drink to the
Coloured Things." Fuchsia nodded her head unsmilingly at the
toast and took a gulp. She looked up at the Doctor very seriously. "It's
nice," she said. "I like elderberry wine. Do you like your drink,
Nannie?" Mrs. Slagg very nearly spilt her port over
the arm of the chair when she heard herself addressed. She nodded her head
violently. "And now for the brandy," said
the Doctor. "The brandy for Master . . . Master . . ." "Steerpike," said the youth.
"My name is Steerpike, sir." "Steerpike of the Many
Problems," said the Doctor. "What did you say they were? My memory is
so very untrustworthy. It's as fickle as a fox. Ask me to name the third
lateral bloodvessel from the extremity of my index finger that runs east to
west when I lie on my face at sundown, or the percentage of chalk to be found
in the knuckles of an average spinster in her fifty-seventh year, ha, ha, ha!
-- or even ask me, my dear boy, to give details of the pulse rate of frogs two
minutes before they die of scabies -- these things are no tax upon my memory,
ha, ha, ha! but ask me to remember exactly what you said your problems were, a
minute ago, and you will find that my memory has forsaken me utterly. Now why
is that, my dear Master Steerpike, why is that?" "Because I never mentioned
them," said Steerpike. "That accounts for it," said
Prunesquallor. "That, no doubt, accounts for it." "I think so, sir," said
Steerpike. "But you _have_ problems," said
the Doctor. Steerpike took the glass of brandy which
the Doctor had poured out. "My problems are varied," he
said. "The most immediate is to impress you with my potentialities. To be
able to make such an unorthodox remark is in itself a sign of some originality.
I am not indispensable to you at the moment, sir, because you have never made
use of my services; but after a week's employment under your roof, sir, I could
become so. I would be invaluable. I am purposely precipitous in my remarks.
Either you reject me here and now or you have already at the back of your mind
a desire to know me further. I am seventeen, sir. Do I sound like seventeen? Do
I act like seventeen? I am clever enough to know I am clever. You will forgive
my undiplomatic approach, sir, because you are a gentleman of imagination. That
then, sir, is my immediate problem. To impress you with my talent, which would
be put to your service in any and every form." Steerpike raised his glass.
"To you, sir, if you will allow my presumption." The Doctor all this while had had his
glass of cognac raised, but it had remained motionless an inch from his lips,
until now, as Steerpike ended and took a sip at his brandy, he sat down
suddenly in a chair beside the table and set down his own glass untasted. "Well, well, well, well," he
said at last. "Well, well, well, well, well! By all that's intriguing this
is really the quintessential. What maladdress, by all that's impudent! What an
enormity of surface! What a very rare frenzy indeed!" And he began to
whinny, gently at first, but after a little while his high-pitched laughter
increased in volume and in tempo, and within a few minutes he was helpless with
the shrill gale of his own merriment. How so great a quantity of breath and
noise managed to come from lungs that must have been, in that tube of a chest,
wedged uncomfortably close together, it is difficult to imagine. Keeping, even
at the height of his paroxysms, an extraordinary theatrical elegance, he rocked
to and fro in his chair, helpless for the best part of nine minutes after which
with difficulty he drew breath thinly through his teeth with a noise like the
whistling of steam; and eventually, still shaking a little, he was able to
focus his eyes upon the source of his enjoyment. "Well, Prodigy, my dear boy! you have
done me a lot of good. My lungs have needed something like that for a long
time." "I have done something for you
already, then," said Steerpike with the clever imitation of a smile on his
face. During the major part of the Doctor's helplessness he had been taking
stock of the room and had poured himself out another glass of brandy. He had
noted the _objets d"art_, the expensive carpets and mirrors, and the
bookcase of calf-bound volumes. He had poured out some more port for Mrs. Slagg
and had ventured to wink at Fuchsia, who had stared emptily back, and he had
turned the wink into an affection of his eye. He had examined the labels on the bottles
and their year of vintage. He had noticed that the table was of walnut and that
the ring upon the Doctor's right hand was in the form of a silver serpent
holding between his gaping jaw a nugget of red gold. At first the Doctor's
laughter had caused him a shock, and a certain mortification, but he was soon
his cold, calculating self, with his ordered mind like a bureau with tabulated
shelves and pigeon-holes of reference, and he knew that at all costs he must be
pleasant. He had taken a risky turning in playing such a boastful card, and at
the moment it could not be proved either a failure or a success; but this he
did know, that to be able to take risks was the keynote of the successful man. Prunesquallor, when his strength and
muscular control were restored sufficiently, sipped at his cognac in what
seemed a delicate manner, but Steerpike was surprised to see that he had soon
emptied the glass. This seemed to do the Doctor a lot of
good. He stared at the youth. "You _do_ interest me, I must admit
that much, Master Steerpike," he said. "Oh yes, I'll go that far, ha,
ha, ha! You interest me, or rather you tantalize me in a pleasant sort of way.
But whether I want to have you hanging around my house is, as you with your
enormous brain will readily admit, quite a different kettle of fish." "I don't hang about, sir. It is one
of those things I never do." Fuchsia's voice came slowly across the
room. "You hung about in my room," she
said. And then, bending forward, she looked up at the Doctor with an almost
imploring expression. "He _climbed_ there," she said. "He's
clever." Then she leaned back in her chair. "I am tired; and he saw
my own room that nobody ever saw before he saw it, and it is worrying me. Oh,
Dr. Prune." There was a pause. "He climbed there," she said
again. "I had to go somewhere," said
Steerpike. "I didn't know it was your room. How could I have known? I am
sorry, your Ladyship." She did not answer. Prunesquallor had looked from one to the
other. "Aha! aha! Take a little of this
powder, Fuchsia dear," he said, bringing across to her the white cardboard
box. He removed the lid and tilted a little into her glass which he filled
again with elderberry wine. "You won't taste anything at all, my dear
girl; just sip it up and you will feel as strong as a mountain tiger, ha, ha!
Mrs. Slagg, you will take this box away with you. Four times a day, with
whatever the dear child happens to be drinking. It is tasteless. It is
harmless, and it is extremely efficacious. Do not forget, my good woman, will
you? She needs something and this is the very something she needs, ha, ha, ha!
this is the very something!" Nannie received the box on which was
written "_Fuchsia. One teaspoonful to be taken 4 times a day._" "Master Steerpike," said the
Doctor, "is that the reason you wanted to see me, to beard me in my den,
and to melt my heart like tallow upon my own hearth-rug?" He tilted his
head at the youth. "That is so, sir," said
Steerpike. "With Lady Fuchsia's permission I accompanied her. I said to
her: 'Just let me see the Doctor, and put my case to him, and I am confident he
will be impressed'." There was a pause. Then in a confidential
voice Steerpike added: "In my less ambitious moments it is as a research
scientist that I see myself, sir, and in my still less ambitious, as a
dispenser." "What knowledge of chemicals have
you, if I may venture to remark?" said the Doctor. "Under your initial guidance my
powers would develop as rapidly as you could wish," said Steerpike. "You are a clever little
monster," said the Doctor, tossing off another cognac and placing the
glass upon the table with a click. "A diabolically clever little
monster." "That is what I hoped you would
realize, Doctor," said Steerpike. "But haven't all ambitious people
something of the monstrous about them? You, sir, for instance, if you will
forgive me, are a little bit monstrous." "But, my poor youth," said
Prunesquallor, beginning to pace the room, "there is not the minutest
molecule of ambition in my anatomy, monstrous though it may appear to you, ha,
ha, ha!" His laughter had not the spontaneous,
uncontrollable quality that it usually possessed. "But, sir," said Steerpike,
"there has been." "And why do you think so?" "Because of this room. Because of the
exquisite furnishings you possess; because of your calf-bound books; your
glassware; your violin. You could not have collected together such things
without ambition." "That is not ambition, my poor
confused boy," said the Doctor: "it is a union between those
erstwhile incompatibles, ha, ha, ha! -- taste and a hereditary income." "Is not taste a cultivated
luxury?" said Steerpike. "But yes," said the Doctor.
"But yes. One has the potentialities for taste; on finding this out about
oneself, ha, ha! -- after a little selfprobing, it is a cultivated thing, as
you remark." "Which needs assiduous concentration
and diligence, no doubt," said the youth. "But yes; but yes," answered the
Doctor smiling, with a note in his voice that suggested it was only common
politeness in him to keep amused. "Surely such diligence is the same
thing as ambitiousness. Ambitiousness to perfect your taste. That is what I
mean by 'ambition', Doctor, I believe you have it. I do not mean ambition for
success, for 'success' is a meaningless word -- the successful, so I hear,
being very often, to themselves, failures of the first water." "You interest me," said
Prunesquallor. "I would like to speak to Lady Fuchsia alone. We haven't
been paying very much attention to her, I am afraid. We have deserted her. She
is alone in a desert of her own. Only watch her." Fuchsia's eyes were shut as she leaned
back in the chair, her knees curled up under her. "While I speak with her you will be
so very, very good as to leave the room. There's a chair in the hail, Master
Steerpike. Thank you, dear youth. It would be a handsome gesture." Steerpike disappeared at once, taking his
brandy with him. Prunesquallor looked at the old woman and
the girl. Mrs. Slagg, with her little mouth wide open, was fast asleep. Fuchsia
had opened her eyes at the sound of the door shutting behind Steerpike. The Doctor immediately beckoned her to
approach. She came to him at once, her eyes wide. "I've waited so long, Dr.
Prune," she said. "Can I have my stone now?" "This very moment," said the
Doctor. "This very second. You will not know very much about the nature of
this stone, but you will treasure it more than anyone I could possibly think
of. Fuchsia dear, you were so distraught as you ran like a wild pony away from
your father and me; so distraught with your black mane and your big hungry eyes
-- that I said to myself: 'It's for Fuchsia', although ponies don't usually
care much about such things, ha, ha, ha! But you will, won't you?" The Doctor took from his pocket a small
pouch of softest leather. "Take it out yourself," he said.
"Draw it out with this slender chain." Fuchsia took the pouch from the Doctor's
hand and from it drew forth into the lamplight a ruby like a lump of anger. It burned in her palm. She did not know what to do. She did not
wonder what she ought to say. There was nothing at all to say. Dr.
Prunesquallor knew something of what she felt. At last, clutching the solid
fire between her fingers, she shook Nannie Slagg, who screamed a little as she
awoke. Fuchsia got to her feet and dragged her to the door. A moment before the
Doctor opened it for them, Fuchsia turned her face up to his and parted her
lips in a smile of such dark, sweet loveliness, so subtly blended with her
brooding strangeness, that the Doctor's hand clenched the handle of the door.
He had never seen her look like this before. He had always thought of her as an
ugly girl of whom he was strangely fond. But now, what was it he had seen? She
was no longer a small girl for all her slowness of speech and almost irritating
simplicity. In the hall they passed the figure of
Steerpike sitting comfortably on the floor beneath a large carved clock. They
did not speak, and when they parted with the Doctor Nannie said: "Thank
you" in a sleepy voice and bowed slightly, one of her hands in
Fuchsia"s. Fuchsia's fingers clenched the blood-red stone and the Doctor
only said: "Goodbye, and take care, my dears, take care. Happy dreams.
Happy dreams," before he closed the door. 26 A GIFT
OF THE GAB As he returned through the hall his mind
was so engrossed with his new vision of Fuchsia that he had forgotten Steerpike
and was startled at the sound of steps behind him. A moment or two earlier
Steerpike had himself been startled by footsteps descending the staircase
immediately above where he had been sitting in the shadowy, tiger stripes of
the bannisters. He moved swiftly up to the Doctor. "I
am afraid I am still here," he said, and then glanced over his shoulder
following the Doctor's eyes. Steerpike turned and saw, descending the last
three steps of the staircase, a lady whose similarity to Dr. Prunesquallor was
unmistakable, but whose whole deportment was more rigid. She, also, suffered
from faulty eyesight, but in her case the glasses were darkly tinted so that it
was impossible to tell at whom she was looking save by the general direction of
the head, which was no sure indication. The lady approached them. "Who is
this?" she said directing her face at Steerpike. "This," said her brother,
"is none other than Master Steerpike, who was brought to see me on account
of his talents. He is anxious for me to make use of his brain, ha, ha! -- not,
as you might suppose, as a floating specimen in one of my jam jars, ha, ha, ha!
but in its functional capacity as a vortex of dazzling thought." "Did he go upstairs just now?"
said Miss Irma Prunesquallor. "I said did he go upstairs just now?" The tall lady had the habit of speaking at
great speed and of repeating her questions irritably before there had been a
moment's pause in which they might be answered. Prunesquallor had in moments of
whimsy often amused himself by trying to wedge an answer to her less complex
queries between the initial question and its sharp echo. "Upstairs, my dear?" repeated
her brother. "I said 'upstairs', I think,"
said Irma Prunesquallor sharply. "I think I said 'upstairs'. Have you, or
he, or anyone been upstairs a quarter of an hour ago? Have you? Have you?" "Surely not! surely not!" said
the Doctor. "We have all been downstairs, I think. Don't you?" he
said, turning to Steerpike. "I do," said Steerpike. The
Doctor began to like the way the youth answered quietly and neatly. Irma Prunesquallor drew herself together. Her
long tightly fitting black dress gave peculiar emphasis to such major bone
formations as the iliac crest, and indeed the entire pelvis; the shoulder
blades, and in certain angles, as she stood in the lamplight, to the ribs
themselves. Her neck was long and the Prunesquallors' head sat upon it
surrounded by the same grey thatch-like hair as that adopted by her brother,
but in her case knotted in a low bun at the neck. "The servant is out. OUT," she
said. "It is his evening _out_. Isn't it? Isn't it?" She seemed to be addressing Steerpike, so
he answered: "I have no knowledge of the arrangements you have made,
madam. But he was in the Doctor's room a few minutes ago, so I expect it was he
whom you heard outside your door." "Who said I heard anything outside my
door?" said Irma Prunesquallor, a trifle less rapidly than usual.
"Who?" "Were you not within your room,
madam?" "What of it? what of it?" "I gathered from what you said that
you thought that there was someone walking about upstairs," answered
Steerpike obliquely; "and if, as you say, you were _inside_ your room,
then you must have heard the footsteps _outside_ your room. That is what I
attempted to make clear, madam." "You seem to know too much about it.
Don't you? don't you?" She bent forward and her opaque-looking glasses
stared flatly at Steerpike. "I know nothing, madam," said
Steerpike. "What, Irma dear, _is_ all this? What
in the name of all that's circuitous _is_ all this?" "I heard feet. That is all.
Feet," said his sister; and then, after a pause she added with renewed
emphasis: "Feet." "Irma, my dear sister," said
Prunesquallor, "I have two things to say. Firstly, why in the name of
discomfort are we hanging around in the hail and probably dying of a draught
that as far as I am concerned runs up my right trouser leg and sets my gluteous
maximus twitching; and secondly, what is wrong, when you boil the matter down
-- with feet? I have always found mine singularly useful, especially for
walking with. In fact, ha, ha, ha, one might almost imagine that they had been
designed for that very purpose." "As usual," said his sister,
"you are drunk with your own levity. You have a brain, Alfred. I have
never denied it. Never. But it is undermined by your insufferable levity. I
tell you that someone has been prowling about upstairs and you take no notice.
There has been no one to prowl. Do you not see the point?" "I heard something, too," said
Steerpike, breaking in. "I was sitting in the hall where the Doctor
suggested I should remain while he decided in what capacity he would employ me,
when I heard what sounded like footsteps upstairs. I crept to the top of the
stairs silently, but there was rio one there, so I returned." Steerpike, thinking the upstairs to be
empty, had in reality been making a rough survey of the first floor, until he
heard what must have been Irma moving to the door of her room, at which sound
he had slid down the bannisters. "You hear what he says," said
the lady, following her brother with a stiff irritation in every line of her
progress. "You hear what he says." "Very much so!" said the Doctor.
"Very much so, indeed. Most indigestible." Steerpike moved a chair up for Irma
Prunesquallor with such a show of consideration for her comfort and such
adroitness that she stared at him and her hard mouth relaxed at one corner. "Steerpike," she said, wrinkling
her black dress above her hips as she reclined a little into her chair. "I am at your service, madam,"
said Steerpike. "What may I do for you?" "What on earth are you wearing? What
are you wearing, boy?" "It is with great regret that at my
introduction to you I should be in clothes that so belie my fastidious nature,
madam," he said. "If you will advise me where I may procure the cloth
I will endeavour to have myself fitted tomorrow. Standing beside you, madam, in
your exquisite gown of darkness --" "'Gown of darkness' is good,"
interrupted Prunesquallor, raising his hand to his head, where he spread his
snow-white fingers across his brow. " 'Gown of darkness'. A phrase, ha,
ha! Definitely a phrase." "You have broken in, Alfred!"
said his sister. "Haven't you? haven't you? I will have a suit cut for you
tomorrow, Steerpike," she continued. "You will live here, I suppose?
Where are you sleeping? Is he sleeping here? Where do you live? Where does he
live, Alfred? What have you arranged? Nothing, I expect. Have you done
anything? Have you? have you?" "What sort of thing, Irma, my dear?
What sort of thing are you referring to? I have done all sorts of things. I
have removed a gallstone the size of a potato. I have played delicately upon my
violin while a rainbow shone through the dispensary window; I have plunged so
deeply into the poets of grief that save for my foresight in attaching
fishhooks to my clothes I might never again have been drawn earthwards, ha, ha!
from those excruciating depths!" Irma could tell exactly when her brother
would veer off into soliloquy and had developed the power to pay no attention
at all to what he said. The footsteps upstairs seemed forgotten. She watched
Steerpike as he poured her out a glass of port with a gallantry quite
remarkable in its technical perfection of movement and timing. "You wish to be employed. Is that it?
Is that it?" she said. "It is my ardent desire to be in your
service," he said. "Why? Tell me why," said Miss
Prunesquallor. "I endeavour to keep my mind in an
equipoise between the intuitive, and rational reasoning, madam," he said.
"But with you I cannot, for my intuitive desire to be of service
overshadows my reasons, though they are many. I can only say I feel a desire to
fulfil myself by finding employment under your roof. And so," he added,
turning up the corners of his mouth in a quizzical smile, "that is the
reason _why_ I cannot exactly say _why_." "Mixed up with this metaphysical
impulse, this fulfilment that you speak of so smoothly," said the Doctor,
"is no doubt a desire to snatch the first opportunity of getting away from
Swelter and the unpleasant duties which you have no doubt had to perform. Is
that not so?" "It is," said Steerpike. This forthright answer so pleased the
Doctor that he got up from his chair and, smiling toothily, poured himself yet
another glass. What pleased him especially was the mixture of cunning and honesty
which he did not yet perceive to be a still deeper strata of Steerpike's
cleverness. Prunesquallor and his sister both felt a
certain delight in making the acquaintance of a young gentleman with brains,
however twisted those brains might be. It was true that in Gormenghast there
were several cultivated persons, but they very seldom came in contact with them
these days. The Countess was no conversationalist. The Earl was usually too
depressed to be drawn upon subjects which had he so wished he could have
discussed at length and with a dreamy penetration. The twin sisters could never
have kept to the point of any conversation. There were many others apart from the
servants with whom Prunesquallor came into almost daily contact in the course
of his social or professional duties, but seeing them overmuch had dulled his
interest in their conversation and he was agreeably surprised to find that
Steerpike, although very young, had a talent for words and a ready mind. Miss
Prunesquallor saw less of people than her brother. She was pleased by the
reference to her dress and was flattered by the manner in which he saw to her
comforts. To be sure, he was rather a small creature. His clothes, of course,
she would see to. His eyes at first she found rather monkey-like in their
closeness and concentration, but as she got used to them she found there was
something exciting in the way they looked at her. It made her feel he realized
she was not only a lady, but a woman. Her own brain was sharp and quick, but
unlike her brother's it was superficial, and she instinctively recognized in
the youth a streak of cleverness akin to her own, although stronger. She had
passed the age when a husband might be looked for. Had any man ever gazed at
her in this light, the coincidence of his also having the courage to broach
such a subject would have been too much to credit. Irma Prunesqualior had never
met such a person, her admirers confining themselves to purely verbal approach. As it happened Miss Prunesquallor, before
her thoughts were interrupted by the sound of Steerpike's feet padding past her
bedroom door, had been in a state of dejection. Most people have periods of
retrospection in which their thoughts are centred upon the less attractive
elements in their past. Irma Prunesquallor was no exception, but today there
had been something wild about her dejection. After readjusting her glasses
irritably upon the bridge of her nose, she had wrung her hands before sitting
at her mirror. She ignored the fact that her neck was too long, that her mouth
was thin and hard, that her nose was far too sharp, and that her eyes were
quite hidden, and concentrated on the profusion of coarse grey hair which swept
back from her brow in one wave to where, low down on her neck, it gathered
itself into a great hard knot -- and on the quality of her skin, which was,
indeed, unblemished. These two things alone in her eyes made her an object
destined for admiration. And yet, what admiration had she received? Who was
there to admire her or to compliment her upon her soft and peerless skin and on
her sweep of hair? Steerpike's gallantry had for a moment
taken the chill off her heart. By now all three of them were seated. The
Doctor had drunk rather more than he would have ever prescribed to a patient.
His arms were moving freely whenever he spoke and he seemed to enjoy watching
his fingers as they emphasized, in dumb show, whatever he happened to be
talking about. Even his sister had felt the effect of
more than her usual quota of port. Whenever Steerpike spoke she nodded her head
sharply as though in total agreement. "Alfred," she said.
"Alfred, I'm speaking to you. Can you hear me? Can you? Can you?" "Very distinctly, Irma, my very dear,
dear sister. Your voice is ringing in my middle ear. In fact, it's ringing in
both of them. Right in the very middle of them both, or rather, in both their
very middles. What is it, flesh of my flesh?" "We shall dress him in pale
grey," she said. "Who, blood of my blood?" cried
Prunesquallor. "Who is to be apparisoned in the hue of doves?" "Who? How can you say 'Who?'! This
youth, Alfred, this youth. He is taking Pellet's place. I am discharging Pellet
tomorrow. He has always been too slow and clumsy. Don't you think so? Don't you
think so?" "I am far beyond thinking, bone of my
bone. Far, far beyond thinking. I hand over the reins to you, Irma. Mount and
begone. The world awaits you." Steerpike saw that the time was ripe. "I am confident I shall give
satisfaction, dear lady," he said. "My reward will be to see you,
perhaps, once more, perhaps twice more, if you will allow me, in this dark gown
that so becomes you. The slight stain which I noticed upon the hem I will
remove tomorrow, with your permission. Madam," he said, with that
startling simplicity with which he interlarded his remarks, "where can I
sleep?" Rising to her feet stiffly, but with more
self-conscious dignity than she had found it necessary to assume for some while
past, she motioned him to follow her with a singularly wooden gesture, and led
the way through the door. Somewhere in the vaults of her bosom a
tiny imprisoned bird had begun to sing. "Are you going forever and a
day?" shouted the Doctor from his chair in which he was spread out like a
length of rope. "Am Ito be marooned forever, ha, ha, ha! for evermore and
evermore?" "For tonight, yes," replied his
sister's voice. "Mister Steerpike will see you in the morning." The Doctor yawned with a final flash of
his teeth, and fell fast asleep. Miss Prunesquallor led Steerpike to the
door of a room on the second floor. Steerpike noticed that it was simple,
spacious and comfortable. "I will have you called in the
morning, after which I will instruct you in your duties. Do you hear me? Do you
hear me?" "With great pleasure, madam." Her passage to the door was more stilted
than ever, for she had not for a very long while made such an effort to walk
attractively. The black silk of her dress gleamed in the candlelight and
rustled at the knees. She turned her head at the door and Steerpike bowed,
keeping his head down until the door was closed and she had gone. Moving quickly to the window he opened it.
Across the courtyard the mountainous outline of Gormenghast Castle rose darkly
into the night. The cool air fanned his big protruding forehead. His face
remained like a mask, but deep down in his stomach he grinned. 27 WHILE
THE OLD NURSE DOZES For the time being Steerpike must be left
at the Prunesquallors, where in the somewhat elastic capacity of odd-job man,
medical assistant, lady's help and conversationalist, he managed to wedge
himself firmly into the structure of the household. His ingratiating manner
had, day by day, a more insidious effect, until he was looked upon as part of
the _mйnage_, being an alien only with the cook who, as an old retainer, felt
no love for an upstart and treated him with undisguised suspicion. The Doctor found him extremely quick to
learn and within a few weeks Steerpike was in control of all the dispensary
work. Indeed, the chemicals and drugs had a strong fascination for the youth
and he would often be found compiling mixtures of his own invention. Of the compromising and tragic
circumstances that were the outcome of all this, is not yet time to speak. Within the castle the time-honoured
rituals were performed daily. The excitement following upon the birth of Titus
had in some degree subsided. The Countess, against the warnings of her medical
adviser was, as she had declared she would be, up and about. She was, it is
true, very weak at first, but so violent was her irritation at not being able
to greet the dawn as was her habit, accompanied by a white tide of cats, that
she defied the lassitude of her body. She had heard the cats crying to her from
the lawn sixty feet below her room as she lay in bed those three mornings after
little Titus had been delivered, and lying there hugely in her candlelit room
she had yearned to be with them, and beads of sweat had stood out upon her skin
as in her agony she hankered for strength. Had not her birds been with her, the
frustration of her spirit must surely have done her more than the physical harm
of getting up. The constantly changing population of her feathered children
were the solace of those few days that seemed to her like months. The white rook was the most constant in
his re-appearances at the ivy-choked window, although up to the moment of her
confinement he had been the most fickle of visitors. In her deep voice she would hold converse
with him for an hour at a time, referring to him as "Master Chalk" or
her "wicked one". All her companions came. Sometimes the room was
alive with song. Sometimes, feeling the need to exercise their pinions in the
sky, a crowd of them would follow one another through the window of ivy, around
which in the shadowy air as they waited their turn to scramble through, a dozen
birds at a time would hover, fall and rise, rattling their many-coloured wings. Thus it might be that from time to time
she would be almost deserted. On one occasion only a stonechat and a bedraggled
owl were with her. Now she was strong enough to walk and
watch them circling in the sky or to sit in her arbour at the end of the long
lawn, and with the sunlight smouldering in the dark red hair and lying wanly
over the area of her face and neck, watch the multiform and snow-white
convolutions of her malkins. Mrs. Slagg had found herself becoming more
and more dependent upon Keda's help. She did not like to admit this to herself.
There was something so still about Keda which she could not understand. Every
now and again she made an effort to impress the girl with an authority which
she did not possess, keeping on the alert to try and find some fault in her.
This was so obvious and pathetic that it did not annoy the girl from the Mud
Dwellings. She knew that an hour or so afterwards when Mrs. Slagg felt that her
position was once again established, the old nurse would run up to her, nearly
in tears for some petty reason or other and bury her shaking head in Keda's side. Fond as Keda had become of Titus whom she
had suckled and cared for tenderly, she had begun to realize that she must
return to the Mud Dwellings. She had left them suddenly as a being who, feeling
that Providence has called him, leaves the old life suddenly for the new. But
now she realized that she had made a mistake and knew that she would be false
to remain any longer in the castle than was necessary for the child. Not so
much a mistake as a crime against her conscience, for it was with a very real
reason that she had accompanied Mrs. Slagg at such short notice. Day after day from the window in the small
room she had been given next to Mrs. Slagg's she gazed to where the high
surrounding wall of the castle grounds hid from her sight the Dwellings that
she had known since her infancy, and where during the last year her passions
had been so cruelly stirred. Her baby, whom she had buried so recently,
had been the son of an old carver of matchless reputation among the Dwellers.
The marriage had been forced upon her by the iron laws. Those sculptors who
were unanimously classed as pre-eminent were, after the fiftieth year, allowed
to choose a bride from among the damsels, and against their choice no shadow of
objection could be raised. This immemorial custom had left Keda no option but
to become the wife of this man, who, though a sour and uncouth old creature,
burned with a vitality that defied his years. From the morning until the light failed
him he would be with his carvings. He would peer at it from all angles, or
crouch grotesquely at some distance, his eyes narrowed in the sunlight. Then,
stealing up upon it, it would seem that he was preparing to strike like a beast
attacking its paralysed quarry; but on reaching the wooden form he would run his
great hand over the surfaces as a lover will fondle the breasts of his
mistress. Within three months from the time when he
and Keda had performed the marriage ceremony, standing alone upon the marriage
hill, to the south of the Twisted Woods, while an ancient voice called to them
through the half-lit distances, their hands joined, her feet upon his -- within
the three months that followed he had died. Suddenly letting the chisel and the
hammer fall to the ground, his hands had clutched at his heart, his lips had
drawn themselves away from his teeth, and he had crumpled up, his energy
passing out of him and leaving only the old dry sack of his body. Keda was
alone. She had not loved him but had admired him and the passion that consumed
him as an artist. Once more she was free save that, on the day that he died,
she felt within her the movement of another life than her own and now, nearly a
year later, her firstborn was lying near the father, lifeless, in the dry
earth. The dreadful and premature age that
descended so suddenly upon the faces of the Dwellers had not yet completely
fallen over her features. It was as though it was so close upon her that the
beauty of her face cried out against it, defying it, as a stag at bay turns
upon the hounds with a pride of stance and a shaking of antlers. A hectic beauty came upon the maidens of
the Mud buildings a month or so before the ravages to which they were
predestined attacked them. From infancy until this tragic interim of beauty
their loveliness was of a strange innocence, a crystal-like tranquillity that
held no prescience of the future. When in this clearness the dark seeds began
to root and smoke was mixed with the flame, then, as with Keda now, a thorny
splendour struck outward from their features. One warm afternoon, sitting in Mrs.
Slagg's room with Titus at her breast, she turned to the old nurse and said
quietly: "At the end of the month I shall return to my home. Titus is
strong and well and he will be able to do without me." Nannie, whose head had been nodding a
little, for she was always either dropping off for a nap or waking up from one,
opened her eyes when Keda's words had soaked into her brain. Then she sat up
very suddenly and in a frightened voice called out: "No! no! you mustn't go.
You mustn't! You mustn't! Oh, Keda, you know how old I am." And she ran
across the room to hold Keda's arm. Then for the sake of her dignity:
"I've told you not to call him Titus," she cried in a rush."
'Lord Titus' or 'his Lordship,' is what you _should_ say." And then, as
though with relief, she fell back upon her trouble. "Oh, you can't go! you
can't go!" "I must go," said Keda.
"There are reasons why I must go." "Why? why? why?" Nannie cried
out through the tears that were beginning to run jerkily down her foolish
wrinkled face. "Why must you go?" Then she stamped a tiny slippered
foot that made very little noise. "You must answer me! You must! Why are
you going away from me?" Then, clenching her hands -- "I'll tell the
Countess," she said, "I'll tell her." Keda took no notice at all, but lifted
Titus from one shoulder to another where his crying ceased. "He will be safe in your care,"
said Keda. "You must find another helper when he grows older for he will
be too much for you." "But they won't be like you,"
shrilled Nannie Slagg, as though she were abusing Keda for her suitability.
"They won't be like _you_. They"ll bully me. Some of them bully old
women when they are like me. Oh, my weak heart! my poor weak heart! what can I
do?" "Come," said Keda. "It is
not as difficult as that." "It _is_. It _is_!" cried Mrs.
Slagg, renewing her authority. "It's worse than that, much worse. Everyone
deserts me, because I'm old." "You must find someone you can trust.
I will try and help you," said Keda. "_Will_ you? _will_ you?" cried
Nannie, bringing her fingers up to her mouth and staring at Keda through the
red rims of her eyelids. "Oh, _will_ you? They make me do everything.
Fuchsia's mother leaves everything to me. She has hardly seen his little Lordship,
has she? Has she?" "No," said Keda. "Not once.
But he is happy." She lifted the infant away from her and
laid him between the blankets in his cot, where after a spell of whimpering he
sucked contentedly at his fist. Nannie Slagg suddenly gripped Keda's arm
again. "You haven't told me why; you haven't told me why," she said.
"I want to know why you're going away from me. You never tell me anything.
Never. I suppose I'm not worth telling. I suppose you think I don't matter. Why
don't you tell me things? Oh, my poor heart, I suppose I'm too old to be told
anything." "I will tell you why I have to
go," said Keda. "Sit down and listen." Nannie sat upon a low
chair and clasped her wrinkled hands together. "Tell me everything,"
she said. Why Keda broke the long silence that was
so much a part of her nature she could not afterwards imagine, feeling only
that in talking to one who would hardly understand her she was virtually
talking to herself. There had come to her a sense of relief in unburdening her heart. Keda sat upon Mrs. Slagg's bed near the
wall. She sat very upright and her hands lay in her lap. For a moment or two
she gazed out of the window at a cloud that had meandered lazily into view.
Then she turned to the old woman. "When I returned with you on that
first evening," said Keda quietly, "I was troubled. I was troubled
and I am still unhappy because of love. I feared my future; and my past was
sorrow, and in my present you had need of me and I had need of refuge, so I
came." She paused. "Two men from our Mud Dwellings loved
me. They loved me too much and too violently." Her eyes returned to Nannie
Slagg, but they hardly saw her, nor noticed that her withered lips were pursed
and her head tilted like a sparrow"s. She continued quietly: "My husband had died. He was a Bright
Carver, and died struggling. I would sit down in the long shadows by our
dwellings and watch a dryad's head from day to day finding its hidden outline.
To me it seemed he carved the child of leaves. He would not rest, but fight;
and stare -- and stare. Always he would stare, cutting the wood away to give
his dryad breath. One evening when I felt my unborn moving within me my
husband's heart stopped beating and his weapons fell. I ran to him and knelt
beside his body. His chisel lay in the dust. Above us his unfinished dryad
gazed over the Twisted Woods, an acorn between its teeth. "They buried him, my rough husband,
in the long sandy valley, the valley of graves where we are always buried. The
two dark men who loved and love me carried his body for me and they lowered it
into the sandy hollow that they had scooped. A hundred men were there and a
hundred women; for he had been the rarest of the carvers. The sand was heaped
upon him and there was only another dusty mound among the mounds of the Valley
and all was very silent. They held me in their eyes while he was buried -- the
two who love me. And I could not think of him whom we were mourning. I could
not think of death. Only of life. I could not think of stillness, only of
movement. I could not understand the burying, nor that life could cease to be.
It was all a dream. I was alive, _alive_, and two men watched me standing. They
stood beyond the grave, on the other side. I saw only their shadows for I dared
not lift up my eyes to show my gladness. But I knew that they were watching me
and I knew that I was young. They were strong men, their faces still unbroken
by the cruel bane we suffer. They were strong and young. While yet my husband
lived I had not seen them. Though one brought white flowers from the Twisted
Woods and one a dim stone from the Gormen Mountain, yet I saw nothing of them,
for I knew temptation. "That was long ago. All is changed.
My baby has been buried and my lovers are filled with hatred for one another.
When you came for me I was in torment. From day to day their jealousy had grown
until, to save the shedding of blood, I came to the castle. Oh, long ago with
you, that dreadful night." She stopped and moved a lock of hair back
from her forehead. She did not look at Mrs. Slagg, who blinked her eyes as Keda
paused and nodded her head wisely. "Where are they now? How many, many
times have I dreamed of them! How many, many times have I, into my pillow,
cried: 'Rantel!' whom I first saw gathering the Root, his coarse hair in his
eyes. cried 'Braigon!' who stood brooding in the grove. Yet not with all of me
am I in love. Too much of my own quietness is with me. I am not drowned with
them in Love's unkindness. I am unable to do aught but watch them, and fear
them and the hunger in their eyes. The rapture that possessed me by the grave
has passed. I am tired now, with a love I do not quite possess. Tired with the
hatreds I have woken. Tired that I am the cause and have no power. My beauty
will soon leave me, soon, soon, and peace will come. But ah! too soon." Keda raised her hand and wiped away the
slow tears from her cheeks. "I must have love," she whispered. Startled at her own outburst she stood up
beside the bed rigidly. Then her eyes turned to the nurse. Keda had been so
much alone in her reverie that it seemed natural to her to find that the old
woman was asleep. She moved to the window. The afternoon light lay over the
towers. In the straggling ivy beneath her a bird rustled. From far below a voice
cried faintly to some unseen figure and stillness settled again. She breathed
deeply, and leaned forward into the light. Her hands grasped the frame of the
window on her either side and her eyes from wandering across the towers were
drawn inexorably to that high encircling wall that hid from her the houses of
her people, her childhood, and the substance of her passion. 28 FLAY
BRINGS A MESSAGE Autumn returned to Gormenghast like a dark
spirit re-entering its stronghold. Its breath could be felt in forgotten
corridors, -- Gormenghast had itself _become_ autumn. Even the denizens of this
fastness were its shadows. The crumbling castle, looming among the
mists, exhaled the season, and every cold stone breathed it out. The tortured trees
by the dark lake burned and dripped, and their leaves snatched by the wind were
whirled in wild circles through the towers. The clouds mouldered as they lay
coiled, or shifted themselves uneasily upon the stone skyfield, sending up
wreaths that drifted through the turrets and swarmed up the hidden walls. From high in the Tower of Flints the owls
inviolate in their stone galleries cried inhumanly, or falling into the windy
darkness set sail on muffled courses for their hunting grounds. Fuchsia was less
and less to be found in the castle. As, with every day that passed, the weather
became increasingly menacing, so she seemed to protract the long walks that had
now become her chief pleasure. She had captured anew the excitement that had
once filled her when with Mrs. Slagg, several years before, she had insisted on
dragging her nurse on circuitous marches which had seemed to the old lady both
hazardous and unnecessary. But Fuchsia neither needed nor wanted a companion
now. Revisiting those wilder parts of the
environs that she had almost forgotten, she experienced both exaltation and
loneliness. This mixture of the sweet and bitter became necessary to her, as
her attic had been necessary. She watched with frowning eyes the colour
changing on the trees and loaded her pockets with long golden leaves and
fire-coloured ferns and, indeed, with every kind of object which she found
among the woods and rocky places. Her room became filled with stones of curious
shapes that had appealed to her, fungi resembling hands or plates: queer-shaped
flints and contorted branches; and Mrs. Slagg, knowing it would be fruitless to
reproach her, gazed each evening, with her fingers clutching her lower lip, at
Fuchsia emptying her pockets of fresh treasures and at the ever- growing hoard
that had begun to make the room a tortuous place to move about in. Among Fuchsia's hieroglyphics on the wall
great leaves had begun to take residence, pinned or pasted between her
drawings, and areas of the floor were piled with trophies. "Haven't you got enough, dear?"
said Nannie, as Fuchsia entered late one evening and deposited a moss-covered
boulder on her bed. Tiny fronds of fern emerged here and there from the moss,
and white flowers the size of gnats. Fuchsia had not heard Nannie's question,
so the little old creature advanced to the side of the bed. "You've got enough now, haven't you,
my caution? Oh, yes, yes, I think so. Quite enough for your room now, dear. How
dirty you are, my . . . Oh, my poor heart, how unappetizing you are." Fuchsia tossed back her dripping hair from
her eyes and neck, so that it hung in a heavy clump like black seaweed over the
collar of her cape. Then after undoing a button at her throat with a desperate
struggle, and letting the corded velvet fall to her feet, she pushed it under
her bed with her foot. Then she seemed to see Mrs. Slagg for the first time.
Bending forward she kissed her savagely on the forehead and the rain dripped
from her on to the nurse's clothes. "Oh, you dirty thoughtless thing! you
naughty nuisance. Oh, my poor heart, how could you?" said Mrs. Slagg,
suddenly losing her temper and stamping her foot. "All over my black
satin, you dirty thing. You nasty wet thing. Oh, my poor dress! Why can't you
stay in when the weather is muddy and blowy? You always were unkind to me!
Always, always." "That's not true," said Fuchsia,
clenching her hands. The poor old nurse began to cry. "Well, _is_ it, _is_ it?" said
Fuchsia. "I don't know. I don't know at
all," said Nannie. "Everyone's unkind to me; how should I know?" "Then I'm going away," said
Fuchsia. Nannie gulped and jerked her head up.
"Going away?" she cried in a querulous voice. "No, no! you
mustn't go away." And then with an inquisitive look struggling with the
fear in her eyes, "Where to?" she said. "Where could you go to,
dear?" "I'd go far away from here -- to
another kind of land," said Fuchsia, "where people who didn't know
that I was the Lady Fuchsia would be surprised when I told them that I _was_;
and they would treat me better and be more polite and do some homage sometimes.
But I wouldn't stop bringing home my leaves and shining pebbles and fugnesses
from the woods, whatever they thought." "You'd go away from me?" said
Nannie in such a melancholy voice that Fuchsia held her in her strong arms. "Don't cry," she said. "It
isn't any good." Nannie turned her eyes up again and this
time they were filled with the love she felt for her "child". But
even in the weakness of her compassion she felt that she should preserve her
station and repeated: "_Must_ you go into the dirty water, my own one, and
tear your clothes just like you've always done, caution dear? Aren't you big
enough to go out only on nice days?" "I like the autumn weather,"
said Fuchsia very slowly. "So that's why I go out to look at it." "Can't you see it from out of your
window, precious?" said Mrs. Slagg. "Then you would keep warm at the
same time, though what there is to stare at _I_ don't know; but there, I'm only
a silly old thing." "I know what I want to do, so don't
you think about it any more," said Fuchsia. "I'm finding things
out." "You're a wilful thing," said
Mrs. Slagg a little peevishly, "but I know much more than you think about
all sorts of things. I do; yes, I do; but I'll get you your tea at once. And
you can have it by the fire, and I will bring the little boy in because he
ought to be awake by now. Oh dear! there is so much to do. Oh, my weak heart, I
wonder how long I will last." Her eyes, following Fuchsia"s, turned
to the boulder around which a wet mark was spreading on the patchwork quilt. "You're the dirtiest terror in the
world," she said. "What's that stone for? What is it _for_, dear?
What's the _use_ of it? You never listen. Never. Nor grow any older like I told
you to. There's no one to help me now. Keda's gone, and I do everything."
Mrs. Slagg wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. "Change your wet
clothes or I won't bring you anything, and your dirty wet shoes at once!"
. . . Mrs. Slagg fumbled at the door-handle, opened the door and shuffled away
down the corridor, one hand clasped at her chest. Fuchsia removed her shoes without untying
the laces by treading on the heels and working her feet loose. Mrs. Slagg had
made up a glowing fire and Fuchsia, pulling off her dress, rubbed her wet hair
with it. Then, wrapping a warm blanket about her, she fell back into a low
armchair that had been drawn up to the fire and, sinking into its familiar
softness, gazed absently at the leaping flames with half-closed eyes. When Mrs. Slagg returned with a tray of
tea and toasted scones, currant bread, butter and eggs and a jar of honey, she
found Fuchsia asleep. Placing the tray on the hearth she tiptoed
to the door and disappeared, to return within the minute with Titus in her
arms. He was dressed in a white garment which accentuated what warmth of colour
there was in his face. At birth he had been practically bald, but now, though
it was only two months later, he was blessed with a mop of hair as dark as his
sister"s. Mrs. Slagg sat down with Titus in a chair
opposite Fuchsia and peered weakly at the girl, wondering whether to wake her
at once or whether to let her finish her sleep and then to make another pot of
tea. "But the scones will be cold, too," she said to herself. "Oh,
how tiresome she is." But her problem was solved by a loud single
knuckle-rap at the door, which caused her to start violently and clutch Titus
to her shoulder, and Fuchsia to wake from her doze. "Who is it?" cried Mrs. Slagg.
"Who is it?" "Flay," said the voice of Lord
Sepulchrave's servant. The door opened a few inches and a bony face looked in
from near the top of the door. "Well?" said Nannie, jerking her
head about. "Well? Well? What is it?" Fuchsia turned her head and her eyes moved
up the fissure between the door and the wall until they came at last to settle
on the cadaverous features. "Why don't you come inside?" she
said. "No invitation," said Flay
flatly. He came forward, his knees cracking at each step. His eyes shifted from
Fuchsia to Mrs. Slagg and from Mrs. Slagg to Titus, and then to the loaded
tea-tray by the fire, on which they lingered before they returned to Fuchsia
wrapped in her blanket. When he saw she was still looking at him his right hand
raised itself like a bunch of blunt talons and began to scratch at a prominent
lump of bone at the back of his head. "Message from his Lordship, my
Lady," he said; and then his eyes returned to the tea-tray. "Does he want me?" said Fuchsia. "Lord Titus," said Flay, his
eyes retaining upon their lenses the pot of tea, toasted scones, currant bread,
butter, eggs and ajar of honey. "He wants little Titus, did you
say?" cried Mrs. Slagg, trying to make her feet reach the ground. Flay gave a mechanical nod. "Got to
meet me, quadrangle-arch, half-past eight," added Flay, wiping his hands
on his clothes. "He wants my little Lordship,"
whispered the old nurse to Fuchsia, who although her first antipathy to her
brother had worn off had not acquired the same excited devotion which Nannie
lavished upon the infant. "He wants my little wonder." "Why not?" said Flay and then
relapsed into his habitual silence after adding: "Nine o'clock --
library." "Oh, my poor heart, he ought to be in
bed by then," gulped the nurse; and clutched Titus even closer to her. Fuchsia had been looking at the tea-tray
as well. "Flay," she said, "do you
want to eat anything?" By way of reply the spidery servant made
his way at once across the room to a chair which he had kept in the corner of
his eye, and returned with it to seat himself between the two. Then he took out
a tarnished watch, scowled at it as though it were his mortal enemy, and
returned it to a secret recess among his greasy black clothes. Nannie edged herself out of the chair and
found a cushion for Titus to lie on in front of the fire, and then began to
pour out the tea. Another cup was found for Flay, and then for a long while the
three of them sat silently munching or sipping, and reaching down to the floor
for whatever they needed but making no effort to look after each other. The
firelight danced in the room, and the warmth was welcome, for outside or in the
corridors the wet earthy draughts of the season struck to the marrow. Flay took out his watch again and, wiping
his mouth with the back of his hand, arose to his feet. As he did so, he upset
a plate at the side of his chair and it fell and broke on the floor. At the
sound he started and clutched the back of the chair and his hand shook. Titus
screwed his face up at the noise as though about to cry, but changed his mind. Fuchsia was surprised at so obvious a sign
of agitation in Flay whom she had known since her childhood and on whom she had
never before noticed any sign of nerves. "Why are you shaking?" she said.
"You never used to shake." Flay pulled himself together and then sat
down suddenly again, and turned his expressionless face to Fuchsia. "It's
the night," he said tonelessly. "No sleep, Lady Fuchsia." And he
gave a ghastly mirthless laugh like something rusty being scraped by a knife. Suddenly he had regained his feet again
and was standing by the door. He opened it very gradually and peered through
the aperture before he began to disappear inch by inch, and the door clicked
finally upon him. "Nine o'clock," said Nannie
tremulously. "What does your father want with my little Lordship at nine
o'clock? Oh, my poor heart, what does he want him for?" But Fuchsia, tired out from her long day
among the dripping woods was once more fast asleep, the red firelight flickering
to and fro across her lolling head. 29 THE
LIBRARY The library of Gormenghast was situated in
the castle's Eastern wing which protruded like a narrow peninsula for a
distance out of all proportion to the grey hinterland of buildings from which
it grew. It was from about midway along this attenuated East wing that the
Tower of Flints arose in scarred and lofty sovereignty over all the towers of
Gormenghast. At one time this Tower had formed the
termination of the Eastern wing, but succeeding generations had added to it. On
its further side the additions had begun a tradition and had created the
precedent for Experiment, for many an ancestor of Lord Groan had given way to
an architectural whim and made an incongruous addition. Some of these additions
had not even continued the Easterly direction in which the original wing had
started, for at several points the buildings veered off into curves or shot out
at right angles before returning to continue the main trend of stone. Most of these buildings had about them the
rough-hewn and oppressive weight of masonry that characterized the main volume
of Gormenghast, although they varied considerably in every other way, one
having at its summit an enormous stone carving of a lion's head, which held
between its jaws the limp corpse of a man on whose body was chiselled the
words: "_He was an enemy of Groan_"; alongside this structure was a
rectangular area of some length entirely filled with pillars set so closely
together that it was difficult for a man to squeeze between them. Over them, at
the height of about forty feet, was a perfectly flat roof of stone slabs
blanketed with ivy. This structure could never have served any practical
purpose, the closely packed forest of pillars with which it was entirely filled
being of service only as an excellent place in which to enjoy a fantastic game
of hide-and-seek. There were many examples of an eccentric
notion translated into architecture in the spine of buildings that spread
eastwards over the undulating ground between the heavy walls of conifer, but
for the most part they were built for some especial purpose, as a pavilion for
entertainments, or as an observatory, or a museum. Some in the form of halls
with galleries round three sides had been intended for concerts or dancing. One
had obviously been an aviary, for though derelict, the branches that had long
ago been fastened across the high central hall of the building were still
hanging by rusty chains, and about the floor were strewn the broken remains of
drinking cups for the birds; wire netting, red with rust, straggled across the
floor among rank weeds that had taken root. Except for the library, the eastern wing,
from the Tower of Flints onwards, was now but a procession of forgotten and
desolate relics, an Ichabod of masonry that filed silently along an avenue of
dreary pines whose needles hid the sky. The library stood between a building with
a grey dome and one with a faзade that had once been plastered. Most of the
plaster had fallen away, but scraps had remained scattered over the surface,
sticking to the stones. Patches of faded colour showed that a fresco had once
covered the entire face of the building. Neither doors nor windows broke the
stone surface. On one of the larger pieces of plaster that had braved a hundred
storms and still clung to the stone, it was possible to make out the lower part
of a face, but nothing else was recognizable among the fragments. The library, though a lower building than
these two to which it was joined at either end, was of a far greater length
than either. The track that ran alongside the eastern wing, now in the forest,
and now within a few feet of the kaleidoscopic walls shadowed by the branches
of the evergreens, ended as it curved suddenly inwards towards the carved door.
Here it ceased among the nettles at the top of the three deep steps that led
down to the less imposing of the two entrances to the library, but the one
through which Lord Sepulchrave always entered his realm. It was not possible
for him to visit his library as often as he wished, for the calls made upon him
by the endless ceremonials which were his exacting duty to perform robbed him
for many hours each day of his only pleasure -- books. Despite his duties, it was Lord Sepulchrave's
habit to resort each evening, however late the hour, to his retreat and to
remain there until the small hours of the following day. The evening on which he sent Flay to have
Titus brought to him found Lord Sepulchrave free at seven in the evening, and
sitting in the corner of his library, sunk in a deep reverie. The room was lit by a chandelier whose
light, unable to reach the extremities of the room lit only the spines of those
volumes on the central shelves of the long walls. A stone gallery ran round the
library at about fifteen feet above the floor, and the books that lined the
walls of the main hall fifteen feet below were continued upon the high shelves
of the gallery. In the middle of the room, immediately
under the light, stood a long table. It was carved from a single piece of the
blackest marble, which reflected upon its surface three of the rarest volumes
in his Lordship's collection. Upon his knees, drawn up together, was
balanced a book of his grandfather's essays, but it had remained unopened. His
arms lay limply at his side, and his head rested against the velvet of the
chair back. He was dressed in the grey habit which it was his custom to wear in
the library. From full sleeves his sensitive hands emerged with the shadowy transparency
of alabaster. For an hour he had remained thus; the deepest melancholy
manifested itself in every line of his body. The library appeared to spread outwards
from him as from a core. His dejection infected the air about him and diffused
its illness upon every side. All things in the long room absorbed his
melancholia. The shadowing galleries brooded with slow anguish; the books
receding into the deep corners, tier upon tier, seemed each a separate tragic
note in a monumental fugue of volumes. It was only on those occasions now, when
the ritual of Gormenghast dictated, that he saw the Countess. They had never
found in each other's company a sympathy of mind or body, and their marriage,
necessary as it was from the lineal standpoint, had never been happy. In spite
of his intellect, which he knew to be far and away above hers, he felt and was
suspicious of the heavy, forceful vitality of his wife, not so much a physical
vitality as a blind passion for aspects of life in which he could find no cause
for interest. Their love had been passionless, and save for the knowledge that
a male heir to the house of Groan was imperative, they would have gladly
forgone their embarrassing yet fertile union. During her pregnancy he had only
seen her at long intervals. No doubt the unsatisfactory marriage had added to
his native depression, but compared with the dull forest of his inherent
melancholy it was but a tree from a foreign region that had been transplanted
and absorbed. It was never this estrangement that grieved
him, nor anything tangible but a constant and indigenous sorrow. Of companions with whom he could talk upon
the level of his own thought there were few, and of these only one gave him any
satisfaction, the Poet. On occasion he would visit that long, wedge-headed man
and find in the abstract language with which they communicated their dizzy
stratas of conjecture a temporary stir of interest. But in the Poet there was
an element of the idealist, a certain enthusiasm which was a source of
irritation to Lord Sepulchrave, so that they met only at long intervals. The many duties, which to another might
have become irksome and appeared fatuous, were to his Lordship a relief and a
relative escape from himself. He knew that he was past all hope a victim of
chronic melancholia, and were he to have had each day to himself he would have
had to resort constantly to those drugs that even now were undermining his
constitution. This evening, as he sat silently in the
velvet-backed chair, his mind had turned to many subjects like a black craft,
that though it steers through many waters has always beneath it a deathly image
reflected among the waves. Philosophers and the poetry of Death -- the meaning
of the stars and the nature of these dreams that haunted him when in those
chloral hours before the dawn the laudanum built for him within his skull a
tallow-coloured world of ghastly beauty. He had brooded long and was about to take
a candle that stood ready on a table at his elbow and search for a book more in
keeping with his mood than were the essays on his knee, when he felt the
presence of another thought that had been tempering his former cogitations, but
which now stood boldly in his mind. It had begun to make itself felt as
something that clouded and disturbed the clarity of his reflections when he had
pondered on the purpose and significance of tradition and ancestry, and now
with the thought detached from its erudite encumbrances he watched it advance
across his brain and appear naked, as when he had first seen his son, Titus. His depression did not lift; it only moved
a little to one side. He rose to his feet and, moving without a sound, replaced
the book in a shelf of essays. He returned as silently to the table. "Where are you?" he said. Flay appeared at once from the darkness of
one of the corners. "What hour is it?" Flay brought out his heavy watch.
"Eight, your Lordship." Lord Sepulchrave, with his head hanging
forward on his breast, walked up and down the length of the library for a few
minutes. Flay watched him as he moved, until his master stopped opposite his
servant. "I wish to have my son brought to me
by his nurse. I shall expect them at nine. You will conduct them through the
woods. You may go." Flay turned and, accompanied by the reports
of his knee-joints, disappeared into the shadows of the room. Pulling back the
curtain from before the door at the far end, he unlatched the heavy oak and
climbed the three steps into the night. Above him the great branches of the
pines rubbed against one another and grated in his ears. The sky was overcast
and had he not made this same journey through the darkness a thousand times he
must surely have lost himself in the night. To his right he could sense the
spine of the Western Wing although he could not see it. He walked on and in his
mind he said: "Why now? Had the summer to see his son in. Thought he'd
forgotten him. Should have seen the child long ago. What's the game? Heir to
Gormenghast to come through woods on cold night. Wrong. Dangerous. Catch a
cold. But Lordship knows. He knows. I am only his servant. First servant. No
one else that. Chose me; ME, Flay, because he trusts me. Well may he trust me.
Ha, ha, ha! And why? they wonder. Ha ha! Silent as a corpse. That's why." As he neared the Tower of Flints the trees
thinned and a few stars appeared in the blackness above him. By the time the
body of the castle was reached only half the sky was hidden by the night clouds
and he could make out vague shapes in the darkness. Suddenly he stopped, his
heart attacking his ribs, and drew up his shoulders to his ears; but a moment
later he realized that the vague obese patch of blackness a few feet from him
was a shrub of clipped box and not that figure of evil who now obsessed him. He straddled onwards, and came at last to
an entrance beneath the sweep of an archway. Why he did not enter it at once
and climb the stairs to find Nannie Slagg he did not know. That he could see
through the archway and across the darkness of the servants' quadrangle a dim
light in a high window of one of the kitchen buildings was in itself nothing
unusual. There was generally a light showing somewhere in the kitchen quarters
although most of the staff would have resorted to their underground dormitories
by that time of night. An apprentice given some fatigue duty to perform after
his normal hours might be scrubbing a floor, or an especial dish for the morrow
might necessitate a few cooks working late into the evening. Tonight, however, a dull greenish light
from a small window held his eye, and before he realized that he was even
intrigued, he found that his feet had forestalled his brain and were carrying
him across the quadrangle. On his way across he stopped twice to tell
himself that it was a pointless excursion and that he was in any case feeling
extremely cold; but he went on nevertheless with an illogical and inquisitive
itch overriding his better judgement. He could not tell which room it was that
gave forth this square, greenish, glow. There was something unhealthy about its
colour. No one was about in the quadrangle; there were no other footsteps but
his own. The window was too high for even him to peer into, although he could
easily reach it with his hands. Once again he said to himself: "What are
you doing? Wasting your time. Told by Lordship to fetch Nannie Slagg and child.
Why are you here? What are you doing?" But again his thin body had anticipated
him and he had begun to roll away an empty cask from against the cloister
walls. In the darkness it was no easy matter to
steer the barrel and to keep it balanced upon the tilted rim as he rolled it
towards the square of light; but he managed with very little sound to bring it
eventually immediately under the window. He straightened his back and turned his face
up to the light that escaped like a kind of gas and hovered about the window in
the haze of the autumn night. He had lifted his right foot onto the
barrel, but realized that to raise himself into the centre of the window would
cause his face to catch the light from the room. Why, he did not know, but the
curiosity which he had felt beneath the low arch was now so intense, that after
lowering his foot and pulling the barrel to the right of the small window, he
scrambled upon it with a haste that startled him. His arms were outstretched on
either side along the viewless walls and his fingers, spread out like the ribs
of a bone fan, began to sweat as he moved his head gradually to the left. He
could already see through the glass (in spite of a sweep of old cobwebs, like a
fly-filled hammock) the smooth stone walls of the room beneath him; but he had
still to move his head further into the light in order to obtain a clear view
of the floor of the room. The light that seeped in a dull haze
through the window dragged out as from a black canvas the main bone formation
of Mr. Flay's head, leaving the eye sockets, the hair, an area beneath the nose
and lower lip, and everything that lay beneath the chin, as part of the night
itself. It was a mask that hung in the darkness. Mr. Flay moved it upwards inch by inch
until he saw what he had by some prophetic qualm known all along that it was
his destiny to see. In the room below him the air was filled with an
intensification of that ghastly green which he had noticed from across the
quadrangle. The lamp that hung from the centre of the room by a chain was
enclosed in a bowl of lime-green glass. The ghoulish light which it spewed
forth gave to every object in the room a theatrical significance. But Flay had no eyes for the few scattered
objects in the nightmare below him, but only for an enormous and sinister
_presence_, the sight of which had caused him to sicken and sway upon the cask
and to remove his head from the window while he cooled his brow on the cold stones
of the wall. 30 IN A
LIME-GREEN LIGHT Even in his nausea he could not help
wondering what it was that Abiatha Swelter was doing. He raised his head from
the wall and brought it by degrees to its former position. This time Flay was surprised to find that
the room appeared empty, but, with a start at its dreadful nearness, he found
that the chef was sitting on a bench against the wail and immediately below
him. It was not easy to see him clearly through the filth and cobwebs of the
window, but the great pasty dome of his head surrounded by the lamp-tinted
whiteness of his swollen clothes, seemed, when Flay located them, almost at
arm's length. This proximity injected into Mr. Flay's bones a sensation of
exquisite horror. He stood fascinated at the pulpy baldness of the chef's
cranium and as he stared a portion of its pale plush contracted in a spasm,
dislodging an October fly. Nothing else moved. Mr. Flay's eyes shifted for a
moment and he saw a grindstone against the wall opposite. Beside it was a
wooden stool. To his right, he saw two boxes placed about four feet apart. On
either side of these wooden boxes two chalk lines ran roughly parallel to each
other, and passed laterally along the room below Mr. Flay. Nearing the left hand
wall of the room they turned to the right, keeping the same space between them,
but in their new direction they could not proceed for more than a few feet
before being obstructed by the wall. At this point something had been written
between them in chalk, and an arrow pointed towards the wall. The writing was
hard to read, but after a moment Flay deciphered it as: "_To the Ninth
stairs._" This reading of the chalk came as a shock to Mr. Flay, if only
for the reason that the Ninth stairs were those by which Lord Sepulchrave's
bedroom was reached from the floor below. His eyes returned swiftly to the
rough globe of a head beneath him, but there was still no movement except
perhaps the slight vibration of the chef's breathing. Flay turned his eyes again to the right
where the two boxes were standing, and he now realized that they represented
either a door or an entrance of some sort from which led this chalked
passageway before it turned to the right in the direction of the Ninth stairs.
But it was upon a long sack which had at first failed to attract his attention
that he now focused his eyes. It lay as though curled up immediately between
and a little in advance of the two boxes. As he scrutinized it, something
terrified him, something nameless, and which he had not yet had time to
comprehend, but something from which he recoiled. A movement below him plucked his eyes from
the sack and a huge shape arose. It moved across the room, the whiteness of the
enveloping clothes tinctured by the lime-green lamp above. It sat beside the
grindstone. It held in its hand what seemed, in proportion to its bulk, a small
weapon, but which was in reality a two-handed cleaver. Swelter's feet began to move the treadles
of the grindstone, and it began to spin in its circles. He spat upon it rapidly
three or four times in succession, and with a quick movement slid the already
razor-keen edge of the cleaver across the whirr of the stone. Doubling himself
over the grindstone he peered at the shivering edge of the blade, and every now
and then lifted it to his ear as though to listen for a thin and singing note
to take flight from the unspeakable sharpness of the steel. Then again he bent to his task and
continued whetting the blade for several minutes before listening once more to
the invisible edge. Flay began to lose contact with the reality of what he saw
and his brain to drift into a dream, when he found that the chef was drawing
himself upwards and travelling to that part of the wall where the chalk lines
ended and where the arrow pointed to the Ninth staircase. Then he removed his
shoes, and lifted his face for the first time so that Mr. Flay could see the
expression that seeped from it. His eyes were metallic and murderous, but the
mouth hung open in a wide, fatuous smile. Then followed what appeared to Flay an
extraordinary dance, a grotesque ritual of the legs, and it was some time
before he realized, as the cook advanced by slow, elaborate steps between the
chalk lines, that he was practising tip-toeing with absolute silence.
"What's he practising that for?" thought Flay, watching the intense
and painful concentration with which Swelter moved forward step by step, the
cleaver shining in his right hand. Flay glanced again at the chalk arrow.
"He's come from the ninth staircase: he's turned left down the worn
passage. There's no rooms right or left in the worn passage. I ought to know.
_He's approaching the Room._" In the darkness Flay turned as white as
death. The two boxes could represent only one
thing -- the doorposts of Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom. And the sack . . . He watched the chef approach the symbol of
himself asleep outside his master's room, curled up as he always was. By now
the tardiness of the approach was unendingly slow. The feet in their thick
soles would descend an inch at a time, and as they touched the ground the
figure cocked his head of lard upon one side and his eyes rolled upwards as he
listened for his own footfall. When within three feet of the sack the chef
raised the cleaver in both hands and with his legs wide apart to give him a
broader area of balance, edged his feet forward, one after the other, in
little, noiseless shiftings. He had now judged the distance between himself and
the sleeping emblem of his hate. Flay shut his eyes as he saw the cleaver rise
in the air above the cumulous shoulder and the steel flared in the green light. When he opened his eyes again, Abiatha
Swelter was no longer by the sack, which appeared to be exactly as he had last
seen it. He was at the chalk arrow again and was creeping forward as before.
The horror that had filled Flay was aggravated by a question that had entered
his mind. How did Swelter know that he slept with his chin at his knees? How
did Swelter know his head always pointed to the east? Had he been observed
during his sleeping hours? Flay pressed his face to the window for the last
time. The dreadful repetition of the same murderous tip-toeing journey towards
the sack, struck such a blow at the very centre of his nervous control that his
knees gave way and he sank to his haunches on the barrel and wiped the back of
his hand across his forehead. Suddenly his only thought was of escape -- of
escape from a region of the castle that could house such a fiend; to escape
from that window of green light; and, scrambling from the cask, he stumbled
into the mist-filled darkness and, never turning his head again to the scene of
horror, made tracks for the archway from whence he had deviated so portentously
from his course. Once within the building he made directly
for the main stairs and with gigantic paces climbed like a mantis to the floor
in which Nannie Slagg's room was situated. It was some time before he came to
her door, for the west wing in which she lived was on the opposite side of the
building and necessitated a detour through many halls and corridors. She was not in her room, and so he went at
once to Lady Fuchsia"s, where, as he had surmised, he found her sitting by
the fire with little of the deference which he felt she should display in front
of his Lordship's daughter. It was when he had knocked at the door of
the room with the knuckly single rap, that he had wakened Fuchsia from her
sleep and startled the old nurse. Before he had knocked on the panels he had
stood several minutes recovering his composure as best he could. In his mind
emerged the picture of himself striking Swelter across the face with the chain,
long ago as it seemed to him now in the Cool Room. For a moment he started
sweating again and he wiped his hands down his sides before he entered. His
throat felt very dry, and even before noticing Lady Fuchsia and the nurse he
had seen the tray. That was what he wanted. Something to drink. He left the room with a steadier step and,
saying that he would await Mrs. Slagg and Titus under the archway and escort
her to the library, he left them. 31 REINTRODUCING
THE TWINS At the same moment that Flay was leaving
Fuchsia's bedroom, Steerpike was pushing back his chair from the supper table
at the Prunesquallors", where he had enjoyed, along with the Doctor and
his sister Irma, a very tender chicken, a salad and a flask of red wine; and
now, the black coffee awaiting them on a little table by the fire, they were
preparing to take up warmer and more permanent stations. Steerpike was the
first to rise and he sidled around the table in time to remove the chair from
behind Miss Prunesquallor and to assist her to her feet. She was perfectly able
to take care of herself, in fact she had been doing it for years, but she
leaned on his arm as she slowly assumed the vertical. She was swathed to her ankles in
maroon-coloured lace. That her gowns should cling to her as though they were an
extra layer of skin was to her a salient point, in spite of the fact that of
all people it was for her to hide those angular outcrops of bone with which
Nature had endowed her and which in the case of the majority of women are
modified by a considerate layer of fat. Her hair was drawn back from her brow with
an even finer regard for symmetry than on the night when Steerpike had first
seen her, and the knot of grey twine which formed a culmination as hard as a
boulder, a long way down the back of her neck, had not a single hair out of
place. The Doctor had himself noticed that she
was spending more and more time upon her toilette, although it had at all times
proved one of her most absorbing occupations; a paradox to the Doctor's mind
which delighted him, for his sister was, even in his fraternal eyes, cruelly
laden with the family features. As she approached her chair to the left of the
fire, Steerpike removed his hand from her elbow, and, shifting back the
Doctor's chair with his foot while Prunesquallor was drawing the blinds, pulled
forward the sofa into a more favourable position in front of the fire. "They don't meet -- I said 'They
don't _meet_'," said Irma Prunesquallor, pouring out the coffee. How she could see anything at all, let
alone whether they met or not, through her dark glasses was a mystery. Dr. Prunesqualior, already on his way back
to his chair, on the padded arms of which his coffee was balancing, stopped and
folded his hands at his chin. "To what are you alluding, my dear?
Are you speaking of a brace of spirits? ha ha ha! -- twin souls searching for
consummation, each in the other? Ha ha! ha ha ha! Or are you making reference
to matters more terrestrial? Enlighten me, my love." "Nonsense," said his sister.
"Look at the curtains. I said: 'Look at the curtains'." Dr. Prunesquailor swung about. "To me," he said, "they
look exactly like curtains. In fact, they _are_ curtains. Both of them. A
curtain on the left, my love, and a curtain on the right. Ha ha! I'm absolutely
certain they are!" Irma, hoping that Steerpike was looking at
her, laid down her coffeecup. "What happens in the _middle_, I
said: what happens right down the _middle_?" Her pointed nose warmed, for
she sensed victory. "There is a great yearning one for
the other. A fissure of impalpable night divides them. Irma, my dear sister,
there is a lacuna." "Then _kill_ it," said Irma, and
sank back into her chair. She glanced at Steerpike, but he had apparently taken
no notice of the conversation and she was disappointed. He was leaning back
into one corner of the couch, his legs crossed, his hands curled around the
coffee-cup as though to feel its warmth, and his eyes were peering into the
fire. He was evidently far away. When the Doctor had joined the curtains
together with great deliberation and stood back to assure himself that the
Night was satisfactorily excluded from the room, he seated himself, but no
sooner had he done so than there was a jangling at the door-bell which
continued until the cook had scraped the pastry from his hands, removed his
apron and made his way to the front door. Two female voices were speaking at the
same time. "Only for a moment, only for a
moment," they said. "Just passing -- On our way home -- Only for a
moment -- Tell him we won't stay -- No, of course not; we won't stay. Of course
not. Oh no -- Yes, yes. Just a twinkling -- only a twinkling." But for the fact that it would have been
impossible for one voice to wedge so many words into so short a space of time
and to speak so many of them simultaneously, it would have been difficult to
believe that it was not the voice of a single individual, so continuous and
uniform appeared the flat colour of the sound. Prunesquallor cast up his hands to the
ceiling and behind the convex lenses of his spectacles his eyes revolved in
their orbits. The voices that Steerpike now heard in the
passage were unfamiliar to his quick ear. Since he had been with the
Prunesquallors he had taken advantage of all his spare time and had, he
thought, run to earth all the main figures of Gormenghast. There were few
secrets hidden from him, for he had that scavenger-like faculty of acquiring
unashamedly and from an infinite variety of sources, snatches of knowledge
which he kept neatly at the back of his brain and used to his own advantage as
opportunity offered. When the twins, Cora and Clarice, entered
the room together, he wondered whether the red wine had gone to his head. He
had neither seen them before nor anything like them. They were dressed in their
inevitable purple. Dr. Prunesquallor bowed elegantly.
"Your Ladyships," he said, "we are more than honoured. We are
really very much more than honoured, ha ha ha!" He whinnied his
appreciation. "Come right along, my dear ladies, come right the way in.
Irma, my dear, we have been doubly lucky in our privileges. Why 'doubly' you
say to yourself, why 'doubly'? Because, O sister, they have _both_ come, ha ha
ha! Very much so, very much so." Prunesquallor, who knew from experience
that only a fraction of what anyone said ever entered the brains of the twins,
permitted himself a good deal of latitude in his conversation, mixing with a
certain sycophancy remarks for his own amusement which could never have been
made to persons more astute than the twins. Irma had come forward, her iliac crest
reflecting a streak of light. "Very charmed, your Ladyships; I said
'very, very charmed'." She attempted to curtsey, but her dress
was too tight. "You know my sister, of course, of
course, of course. Will you have coffee? Of course you will, and a little wine?
Naturally -- or what would you prefer?" But both the Doctor and his sister found
that the Ladies Cora and Clarice had not been paying the slightest attention
but had been staring at Steerpike more in the manner of a wall staring at a man
than a man staring at a wall. Steerpike in a well-cut uniform of black
cloth, advanced to the sisters and bowed. "Your Ladyships," he said,
"I am delighted to have the honour of being beneath the same roof. It is
an intimacy that I shall never forget." And then, as though he were ending
a letter -- "I am your very humble servant," he added. Clarice turned herself to Cora, but kept
her eyes on Steerpike. "He says he's glad he's under the
same roof as us," she said. "Under the same roof," echoed
Cora. "He's very glad of it." "Why?" said Clarice emptily.
"What difference does it make about the roof?" "It couldn't make any difference
whatever the roof's like," said her sister. "I like roofs," said Clarice;
"they are something I like more than most things because they are on top
of the houses they cover, and Cora and I like being over the tops of things
because we love power, and that's why we are both fond of roofs." "That's why," Cora continued.
"That's the reason. Anything that's on top of something else is what we
like, unless it is someone we don't like who's on top of something we are
pleased with like ourselves. We're not allowed to be on top, except that our
own room is high, oh, so high up in the castle wall, with our Tree -- our own
Tree that grows from the wall, that is so much more important than anything
Gertrude has." "Oh yes," said Clarice;
"she hasn't anything as important as that. But she steals our birds." She turned her expressionless eyes to
Cora, who met them as though she were her sister's reflection. It may be that
between them they recognized shades of expression in each other's faces, but it
is certain that no one else, however keen his eyesight, could have detected the
slightest change in the muscles that presumably governed the lack of
expressions of their faces. Evidently this reference to stolen birds was the
reason why they came nearer to each other so that their shoulders touched. It
was obvious that their sorrow was conjoined. Dr. Prunesquallor had, during all this,
been trying to shepherd them into the chairs by the fire, but to no avail. They
had no thought for others when their minds were occupied. The room, the persons
around them ceased to exist. They had only enough room for one thought at a
time. But now that there was a sudden lull the
Doctor, reinforced this time by Irma, managed to shift the twins by means of a
mixture of deference and force and to get them established by the fire.
Steerpike, who had vanished from the room, now returned with another pot of
coffee and two more cups. It was this sort of thing that pleased Irma, and she
tilted her head on its neck and turned up the corners of her mouth into
something approaching the coy. But when the coffee was passed to the
twins they did not want it. One, taking her cue from the other, decided that
she, or the other one, or possibly both, or neither, did not want it. Would they have anything to drink? Cognac,
sherry, brandy, a liqueur, cherry wine . . . ? They shook their heads profoundly. "We only came for a moment,"
said Cora. "Because we were passing," said
Clarice. "That's the only reason." But although they refused on those grounds
to indulge in a drink of any sort, yet they gave no indication of being in a
hurry to go, nor had they for a long time anything to say, but were quite
content to sit and stare at Steerpike. But after a long interval, halfway through
which the Doctor and his sister had given up all attempts to make conversation,
Cora turned her face to Steerpike. "Boy," she said, "what are
you here for?" "Yes," echoed Clarice,
"that's what we want to know." "I want," said Steerpike,
choosing his words, "only your gracious patronage, your Ladyships. Only
your favour." The twins turned their faces towards each
other and then at the same moment they returned them to Steerpike. "Say that again," said Cora. "All of it," said Clarice. "Only your gracious patronage, your
Ladyships. Only your favour. That is what I want." "Well, we"ll give it you,"
said Clarice. But for the first time the sisters were at variance for a moment. "Not yet," said Cora. "It's
too soon for that." "Much too soon," agreed Clarice.
"It's not time yet to give him any favour at all. What's his name?" This was addressed to Steerpike. "His name is Steerpike," was the
youth's reply. Clarice leaned forward in her chair and
whispered to Cora across the hearthrug: "His name is Steerpike." "Why not?" said her sister
flatly. "It will do." Steerpike was, of course, alive with ideas
and projects. These two half-witted women were a gift. That they should be the
sisters of Lord Sepulchrave was of tremendous strategic value. They would prove
an advance on the Prunesqualiors, if not intellectually at any rate socially,
and that at the moment was what mattered. And in any case, the lower the
mentality of his employers the more scope for his own projects. That one of them had said his name
"Steerpike" would "do" had interested him. Did it imply
that they wished to see more of him? That would simplify matters considerably. His old trick of shameless flattery seemed
to him the best line to take at this critical stage. Later on, he would see.
But it was another remark that had appealed to his opportunist sense even more
keenly, and that was the reference to Lady Groan. These ridiculous twins had apparently a
grievance, and the object of it was the Countess. This when examined further
might lead in many directions. Steerpike was beginning to enjoy himself in his
own dry, bloodless way. Suddenly as in a flash he remembered two
tiny figures the size of halma players, dressed in the same crude purple.
Directly he had seen them enter the room an echo was awakened somewhere in his
subconscious, and although he had put it aside as irrelevant to the present
requirements, it now came back with redoubled force and he recalled where he
had seen the two minute replicas of the twins. He had seen them across a great space of
air and across a distance of towers and high walls. He had seen them upon the
lateral trunk of a dead tree in the summer, a tree that grew out at right
angles from a high and windowless wall. Now he realized why they had said
"Our Tree that grows from the wall that is so much more important than
anything Gertrude has." But then Clarice had added: "But she steals
our birds." What did that imply? He had, of course, often watched the
Countess from points of vantage with her birds or her white cats. That was
something he must investigate further. Nothing must be let fall from his mind
unless it were first turned to and fro and proved to be useless. Steerpike bent forward, the tips of his
fingers together. "Your Ladyships," he said, "are you enamoured
of the feathered tribe? -- Their beaks, their feathers, and the way they
fly?" "What?" said Cora. "Are you in love with birds, your
Ladyships?" repeated Steerpike, more simply. "What?" said Clarice. Steerpike hugged himself inside. If they
could be as stupid as this, he could surely do anything he liked with them. "Birds," he said more loudly;
"do you like them?" "What birds?" said Cora.
"What do you want to know for?" "We weren't talking about
birds," said Clarice unexpectedly. "We hate them." "They're such silly things,"
Cora ended. "Silly and stupid; we hate
them," said Clarice. "_Avis, avis_, you are undone,
undone!" came Prunesquallor's voice. "Your day is over. Oh, ye hordes
of heaven! the treetops shall be emptied of their chorus and only clouds ride
over the blue heaven." Prunesquallor leaned forward and tapped
Irma on the knee. "Pretty pleasing," he said, and
showed her all his brilliant teeth together. "What didyou think, my
riotous one?" "Nonsense!" said Irma, who was
sitting on the couch with Steerpike. Feeling that as the hostess she had so far
this evening had very little opportunity of exhibiting what she, and she alone,
felt was her outstanding talent in that direction, she bent her dark glasses
upon Cora and then upon Clarice and tried to speak to both of them at once. "Birds," she said, with
something arch in her voice and manner, "birds _depend_ -- don't you think,
my dear Ladyships -- I said birds _depend_ a lot upon their eggs. Do you not
agree with me? I said do you not agree with me?" "We're going now," said Cora,
getting up. "Yes, we've been here too long. Much
too long. We've got a lot of sewing to do. We sew beautifully, both of
us." "I am sure you do," said
Steerpike. "May I have the privilege of appreciating your craft at some
future date when it is convenient for you?" "We do embroidery as well," said
Cora, who had risen and had approached Steerpike. Clarice came up to her sister's side and
they both looked at him. "We do a lot of needlework, but nobody sees it.
Nobody is interested in us, you see. We only have two servants. We used
--" "That's all," said Cora.
"We used to have hundreds when we were younger. Our father gave us
hundreds of servants. We were of great -- of great --" "Consequence," volunteered her
sister. "Yes, that's exactly what it was that we were. Sepulchrave was
always so dreamy and miserable, but he did play with us sometimes; so we did
what we liked. But now he doesn't ever want to see us." "He thinks he's so wise," said
Cora. "But he's no cleverer than we are." "He's not as clever," said
Clarice. "Nor is Gertrude," they said
almost at the same moment. "She stole your birds, didn't
she?" said Steerpike, winking at Prunesquallor. "How did you know?" they said,
advancing on him a step further. "Everyone knows, your Ladyships.
Everyone in the castle knows," replied Steerpike, winking this time at
Irma. The twins held hands at once and drew
close together. What Steerpike had said had sunk in and was making a serious
impression on them. They had thought it was only a private grievance, that
Gertrude had lured away their birds from the Room of Roots which they had taken
so long preparing. But everyone knew! Everyone knew! They turned to leave the room, and the
Doctor opened his eyes, for he had almost fallen asleep with one elbow on the
central table and his hand propping his head. He arose to his feet but could do
nothing more elegant than to crook a finger, for he was too tired. His sister
stood beside him creaking a little, and it was Steerpike who opened the door
for them and offered to accompany them to their room. As they passed through
the hall he removed his cape from a hook. Flinging it over his shoulders with a
flourish he buttoned it at the neck. The cloak accentuated the highness of his
shoulders, and as he drew its folds about him, the spareness of his body. The aunts seemed to accept the fact that
he was leaving the house with them, although they had not replied when he had
asked their permission to escort them to their rooms. With an extraordinary gallantry he
shepherded them across the quadrangle. "Everybody knows, you said."
Cora's voice was so empty of feeling and yet so plaintive that it must have
awakened a sympathetic response in anyone with a more kindly heart than
Steerpike"s. "That's what you said," repeated
Clarice. "But what can we do? We can't do
anything to show what we could do if only we had the power we haven't
got," said Clarice lucidly. "We used to have hundreds of
servants." "You shall have them back," said
Steerpike. "You shall have them all back. New ones. Better ones. Obedient
ones. I shall arrange it. They shall work for you, _through_ me. Your floor of
the castle shall be alive again. You shall be supreme. Give me the
administration to handle, your Ladyships, and I will have them dancing to your
tune -- whatever it is -- they"ll dance to it." "But what about Gertrude?" "Yes, what about
Gertrude," came their flat voices. "Leave everything to me. I will
secure your rights for you. You are Lady Cora and Lady Clarice, Lady Clarice
and Lady Cora. You must not forget that. No one must be allowed to forget
it." "Yes, that's what must happen,"
said Cora. "Everyone must think of who we
are," said Clarice. "And never stop thinking about
it," said Cora. "Or we will use our power," said
Clarice. "Meanwhile, I will take you to your
rooms, dear ladies. You must trust me. You must not tell anyone what we've
said. Do you both understand?" "And we"ll get our birds back
from Gertrude." Steerpike took them by the elbows as they
climbed the stairs. "Lady Cora," he said, "you
must try to concentrate on what I am saying to you. If you pay attention to me
I will restore you to your places of eminence in Gormenghast from which Lady
Gertrude has dethroned you." "Yes." "Yes." The voices showed no animation, but
Steerpike realized that only by what they said, not by _how_ they said it,
could he judge whether their brains reacted to his probing. He also knew when to stop. In the fine art
of deceit and personal advancement as in any other calling this is the hallmark
of the master. He knew that when he reached their door he would itch to get
inside and to see what sort of appointments they had and what on earth they
meant by their Room of Roots. But he also knew to a nicety the time to slacken
the rein. Such creatures as the aunts for all their slowness of intellect had
within them the Groan blood which might at any moment, were a false step to be
made, flare up and undo a month of strategy. So Steerpike left them at the door
of their apartments and bowed almost to the ground. Then as he retired along
the oak passage, and was turning a corner to the left he glanced back at the
door where he had left the twins. They were still looking after him, as
motionless as a pair of waxen images. He would not visit them tomorrow, for it
would do them good to spend a day of apprehension and of silly discussion
between themselves. In the evening they would begin to get nervous and need
consoling, but he would not knock at the door until the following morning.
Meanwhile he would pick up as much information as he could about them and their
tendencies. Instead of crossing over to the Doctor's
house when he had reached the quadrangle he decided he would take a stroll
across the lawns and perhaps around by the terraces to the moat, for the sky
had emptied itself of cloud and was glittering fiercely with a hundred thousand
stars. 32 "THE
FIR-CONES" The wind had dropped, but the air was
bitterly cold and Steerpike was glad of his cape. He had turned the collar up
and it stood stiffly above the level of his ears. He seemed to be bound for
somewhere in particular, and was not simply out for a nocturnal stroll. That
peculiar halfwalking, half-running gait was always with him. It appeared that
he was eternally upon some secret mission, as indeed from his own viewpoint he
generally was. He passed into deep shadows beneath the
arch, and then as though he were a portion of that inky darkness that had
awakened and disengaged itself from the main body, he reappeared beyond the
archway in the half light. For a long time he kept close to the
castle walls, moving eastwards continually. His first project of making a
detour by way of the lawns and the terraces where the Countess walked before
breakfast had been put aside, for now that he had started walking he felt an
enjoyment in moving alone, absolutely alone, under the starlight. The
Prunesquallors would not wait up for him. He had his own key to the front door
and, as on previous nights, after late wanderings he would pour himself out a
nightcap and perhaps enjoy some of the Doctor's tobacco in his little stubby
pipe before he retired. Or he might, as he had so often done
before during the night, resort to the dispensary and amuse himself by
compounding potions with lethal possibilities. It was always to the shelf of
poisons that he turned at once when he entered and to the dangerous powders. He had filled four small glass tubes with
the most virulent of these concoctions, and had removed them to his own room.
He had soon absorbed all that the Doctor, whose knowledge was considerable, had
divulged on the subject. Under his initial guidance he had, from poisonous
weeds found in the vicinity, distilled a number of original and death-dealing
pastes. To the Doctor these experiments were academically amusing. Or on retiring to the Prunesquallors' he
might take down one of the Doctor's many books and read, for these days a
passion to accumulate knowledge of any and every kind consumed him; but only as
a means to an end. He must know all things, for only so might he have, when
situations arose in the future, a full pack of cards to play from. He imagined
to himself occasions when the conversation of one from whom he foresaw
advancement might turn to astronomy, metaphysics, history, chemistry, or
literature, and he realized that to be able to drop into the argument a lucid
and exact thought, an opinion based on what might _appear_ to be a life-time
study, would instantaneously gain more for him than an hour of beating about
the bush and waiting until the conversation turned upon what lay within his
scope of experience. He foresaw himself in control of men. He
had, along with his faculty of making swift and bold decisions, an unending
patience. As he read in the evenings after the Doctor and Irma had retired for
the night, he would polish the long, narrow steel of the swordstick blade which
he had glimpsed and which he had, a week later, retrieved from the pile of
ancient weapons in the chill hall. When he had first drawn it from the pile it
had been badly tarnished, but with the skilful industry and patience with which
he applied himself to whatever he undertook, it had now become a slim length of
white steel. He had after an hour's hunting found the hollow stick which was
screwed into the innocentlooking hilt by a single turn of the wrist. Whether on his return he would apply
himself to the steel of his swordstick, and to the book on heraldry which he
had nearly completed, or whether in the dispensary he would grind in the
mortar, with the red oil, that feathery green powder with which he was
experimenting, or whether he would be too tired to do anything but empty a
glass of cognac and climb the stairs to his bedroom, he did not know, nor, for
that matter, was he looking so short a way ahead. He was turning over in his
mind as he walked briskly onwards not only every remark which he could remember
the twins having let fall during the evening, but the trend of the questions
which he proposed to put to them on the evening of the day after tomorrow. With his mind working like an efficient machine,
he thought out probable moves and parries, although he knew that in any
dealings with the aunts the illogical condition of their brains made any
surmise or scheming on his part extraordinarily difficult. He was working with
a low-grade material, but one which contained an element which natures more
elevated lack -- the incalculable. By now he had reached the most eastern
corner of the central body of the castle. Away to his left he could distinguish
the high walls of the west wing as they emerged from the ivy-blackened,
sunset-facing precipice of masonry that shut off the northern halls of
Gormenghast from the evening's lighi. The Tower of Flints could only be
recognized as a narrow section of the sky the shape of a long black ruler
standing upon its end, the sky about it was crowded with the stars. It occurred to him as he saw the Tower
that he had never investigated the buildings which were, he had heard,
continued on its further side. It was too late now for such an expedition and
he was thinking of making a wide circle on the withered lawns which made good
walking at this corner of the castle, when he saw a dim light approaching him.
Glancing about, he saw within a few yards the black shapes of stunted bushes.
Behind one of these he squatted and watched the light, which he recognized now
as a lantern, coming nearer and nearer. It seemed that the figure would pass
within a few feet of him, and peering over his shoulder to see in what
direction the lantern was moving, he realized that he was immediately between
the light and the Tower of Flints. What on earth could anyone want at the Tower
of Flints on a cold night? Steerpike was intrigued. He dragged his cape well
over himself so that only his eyes were exposed to the night air. Then,
remaining as still as a crouching cat, he listened to the feet approaching. As yet the body of whoever it was that
carried the lantern had not detached itself from the darkness, but Steerpike,
listening intently, heard now not only the long footsteps but the regular sound
of a dry stick being broken. "Flay," said Steerpike to himself. But
what was that other noise? Between the regular sounds of the paces and the
click of the knee joints a third, a quicker, less positive sound, came to his
ears. Almost at the same moment as he recognized
it to be the pattering of tiny feet, he saw, emerging from the night, the
unmistakable silhouettes of Flay and Mrs. Slagg. Soon the crunching of Flay's footsteps
appeared to be almost on top of him, and Steerpike, motionless as the shrub he
crouched beneath, saw the straggling height of Lord Sepulchrave's servant
hastily pass above him, and as he did so a cry broke out. A tremor ran down
Steerpike's spine, for if there was anything that worried him it was the
supernatural. The cry, it seemed, was that of some bird, perhaps of a seagull,
but was so close as to disprove that explanation. There were no birds about
that night nor, indeed, were they ever to be heard at that hour, and it was
with some relief that he heard Nannie Slagg whisper nervously in the darkness: "There, there, my only . . . It won't
be long, my little Lordship dear . . . it won't be long now. Oh, my poor heart!
why must it be at night?" She seemed to raise her head from the little
burden she carried and to gaze up at the lofty figure who strode mechanically
beside her; but there was no answer. "Things become interesting,"
said Steerpike to himself. "Lordships, Flays and Slaggs, all heading for
the Tower of Flints." When they were almost swallowed into the
darkness, Steerpike rose to his feet and flexed his cape-shrouded legs to get
the stiffness from them, and then, keeping the sound of Mr. Flay's knees safely
within earshot, he followed them silently. Poor Mrs. Slagg was utterly exhausted by
the time they arrived at the library, for she had consistently refused to allow
Flay to carry Titus, for he had, much against his better judgement, offered to
do so when he saw how she was continually stumbling over the irregularities of
the ground, and when, among the conifers how she caught her feet in the pine
roots and ground creepers. The cold air had thoroughly wakened Titus,
and although he did not cry it was obvious that he was disconcerted by this
unusual adventure in the dark. When Flay knocked at the door and they entered
the library, he began to whimper and struggle in the nurse's arms. Flay retired to the darkness of his
corner, where there was presumably some chair for him to sit on. All he said
was: "I've brought them, Lordship." He usually left out the
"your" as being unnecessary for him as Lord Sepulchrave's primary
attendant. "So I see," said the Earl of
Groan, advancing down the room, "I have disturbed you, nurse, have I not?
It is cold outside. I have just been out to get these for him." He led Nannie to the far side of the
table. On the carpet in the lamplight lay scattered a score of fir-cones, each
one with its wooden petals undercut with the cast shadow of the petal above it. Mrs. Slagg turned her tired face to Lord
Sepulchrave. For once she said the right thing. "Are they for his little
Lordship, sir?" she queried. "Oh, he will love them, won't you, my
only?" "Put him among them. I want to talk
to you," said the Earl. "Sit down." Mrs. Slagg looked around for a chair and
seeing none turned her eyes pathetically towards his Lordship, who was now
pointing at the floor in a tired way. Titus, whom she had placed amongst the
cones, was alternately turning them over in his fingers and sucking them. "It's all right, I've washed them in
rainwater," said Lord Groan. "Sit on the floor, nurse, sit on the
floor." Without waiting, he himself sat upon the edge of the table, his
feet crossed before him, his hands upon the marble surface at his side. "Firstly," he said, "I have
had you come this way to tell you that I have decided upon a family gathering
here in a week's time. I want you to inform those concerned. They will be
surprised. That does not matter. They will come. You will tell the Countess.
You will tell Fuchsia. You will also inform their Ladyships Cora and
Clarice." Steerpike, who had opened the door inch by
inch, had crept up a stairway he had found immediately to his left. He had shut
the door quietly behind him and tiptoed up to a stone gallery which ran around
the building. Conveniently for him it was in the darkest shadow, and as he
leaned against the bookshelves which lined the walls and watched the
proceedings below, he rubbed the palms of his hands together silently. He wondered where Flay had got to, for as
far as he could see there was no other way out save by the main doorway, which
was barred and bolted. It seemed to him that he must, like himself, be standing
or sitting quietly in the shadows, and not knowing in what part of the building
that might be, he kept absolute silence. "At eight o'clock in the evening, I
shall be awaiting him and them, for you must tell them I have in my mind a
breakfast that shall be in honour of my son." As he said these words, in his rich,
melancholy voice, poor Mrs. Slagg, unable to bear the insufferable depression
of his spirit, began to clutch her wrinkled hands together. Even Titus seemed
to sense the sadness which flowed through the slow, precise words of his
father. He forgot the fir-cones and began to cry. "You will bring my son Titus in his
christening robes and will have with you the crown of the direct heir to
Gormenghast. Without Titus the castle would have no future when I am gone. As
his nurse, I must ask you to remember to instil into his veins, from the very
first, a love for his birthplace and his heritage, and a respect for all of the
written and unwritten laws of the place of his fathers. "I will speak to them, much against
my own peace of spirit: I will speak to them of this and of much more that is
in my mind. At the Breakfast, of which the details will be discussed on this
same evening of next week, he shall be honoured and toasted. It shall be held
in the Refectory." "But he is only two months old, the
little thing," broke in Nannie in a tear-choked voice. "There is no time
to lose, nevertheless," answered the Earl. "And now, my poor old
woman, why are you crying so bitterly? It is autumn. The leaves are falling
from the trees like burning tears -- the wind howls. Why must you mimic
them?" Her old eyes gazed at him and were filmed.
Her mouth quivered. "I am so tired, sir," she said. "Then lie down, good woman, lie
down," said Lord Sepulchrave. "It has been a long walk for you. Lie
down." Mrs. Slagg found no comfort in lying upon
her back on the huge library floor with the Earl of Groan talking to her from
above in phrases that meant nothing to her. She gathered Titus to her side and stared
at the ceiling, her tears running into her dry mouth. Titus was very cold and
had begun to shiver. "Now, let me see my son," said
his Lordship slowly. "My son Titus. Is it true that he is ugly?" Nannie scrambled to her feet and lifted
Titus in her arms. "He is not ugly, your Lordship,"
she said, her voice quavering. "My little one is lovely." "Let me see him. Hold him up, nurse;
hold him up to the light. Ah! that is better. He has improved," said Lord
Sepulchrave. "How old is he?" "Nearly three months," said
Nannie Slagg. "Oh, my weak heart! he is nearly three months old." "Well, well, good woman, that is all.
I have talked too much tonight. That is all that I wanted -- to see my son, and
to tell you to inform the Family of my desire to have them here at eight
o'clock today week. The Prunesquallors had better come as well. I will inform
Sourdust myself. Do you understand?" "Yes, sir," said Nannie, already
making for the door. "I will tell them, sir. Oh, my poor heart, how tired
I am!" "Flay!" said Lord Sepulchrave,
"take the nurse back to her room. You need not return tonight. I shall
have left in four hours' time. Have my room prepared and the lanthorn on my
bedside table. You may go." Flay, who had emerged into the lamplight,
nodded his head, relit the wick of the lamp, and then followed Nannie Slagg out
of the door and up the steps to the starlight. This time he took no heed of her
expostulations, but taking Titus from her, placed him carefully into one of his
capacious jacket pockets, and then, lifting the tiny struggling woman in his
arms, marched solemnly through the woods to the castle. Steerpike followed, deep in thought, and
did not even trouble to keep them in sight. Lord Sepulchrave, lighting a candle,
climbed the staircase by the door and, moving along the wooden balcony, came at
last to a shelf of dusty volumes. He blew the grey pollen from the vellum spine
of one which he tilted forward from the rest with his index finger and then,
turning over a page or two, near the beginning, made his way around the balcony
again and down the stairs. When he had reached his seat he leaned
back and his head fell forward on his chest. The book was still in his hand.
His sorrowful eyes wandered about the room from under the proud bone of his
brow, until they fell at last upon the scattered fir-cones. A sudden uncontrollable gust of anger
seized him. He had been childish in gathering them. Titus had not in any case
derived any amusement from them. It is strange that even in men of much
learning and wisdom there can be an element of the infantile. It may be that it
was not the cones themselves that angered him, but that they acted in some way
as a reminder of his failures. He flung the book from him, and then immediately
retrieved it, smoothing its sides with his shaking hands. He was too proud and
too melancholy to unbend and be the father of the boy in anything but fact; he
would not cease to isolate himself. He had done more than he expected himself
to do. At the breakfast which he had envisaged he would toast the heir to
Gormenghast. He would drink to the Future, to Titus, his only son. That was
all. He sat back again in the chair, but he
could not read. 33 KEDA
AND RANTEL When Keda came back to her people the
cacti were dripping with the rain. The wind was westerly, and above the blurred
outline of the Twisted Woods the sky was choked with crumpled rags. Keda stood
for a moment and watched the dark rulers of the rain slanting steadily from the
ragged edge of the clouds to the ragged edge of the woods. Behind the opaque
formations the sun was hidden as it sank, so that but little light was
reflected from the empty sky above her. This was the darkness she knew of. She
breathed it in. It was the late autumn darkness of her memories. There was here
no taint of those shadows which had oppressed her spirit within the walls of
Gormenghast. Here, once again an Outer dweller, she stretched her arms above
her head in her liberation. "I am free," she said. "I
am home again." But directly she had said these words she knew that it was
not so. She was home, yes, among the dwellings where she was born. Here beside
her, like an ancient friend, stood the gaunt cactus, but of the friends of her
childhood who were left? Who was there to whom she could go? She did not ask
for someone in whom she could confide. She only wished that she might go
unhesitatingly to one who would ask no questions, and to whom she need not
speak. Who was there? And against this question
arose the answer which she feared: There were the two men. Suddenly the fear that had swept her died
and her heart leapt with inexplicable joy and as the clouds above her in the
sky had rolled away from their zenith, those that had choked her heart broke
apart and left her with an earthless elation and a courage that she could not
understand. She walked on in the gathering dusk and, passing by the empty
tables and benches that shone unnaturally in the darkness with the film of the
rain still upon them, she came at last to the periphery of the mud dwellings. It seemed at first as though the narrow
lanes were deserted. The mud dwellings, rising usually to a height of about
eight feet, faced each other across dark lanes like gullies, and all but met
overhead. At this hour in the lanes it would have been pitch dark if it had not
been for the dwellers' custom of hanging lamps above the doors of all their
houses, and lighting them at sunset. Keda had turned several corners before she
came upon the first sign of life. A dwarf dog, of that ubiquitous breed that
was so often to be seen slinking along the mud lanes, ran past Keda on little
mangy legs, hugging the wall as he ran. She smiled a little. Since childhood
she had been taught to despise these scavenging and stunted curs, but as she
watched it slink past her she did not despise it, but in the sudden gladness
that had filled her heart she knew of it only as a part of her own being, her
all-embracing love and harmony. The dog-urchin had stopped a few yards after
passing her and was sitting up on its mangy haunches and scratching with one of
its hind legs at an itch beneath its ear. Keda felt her heart was breaking with
a love so universal that it drew into its fiery atmosphere all things because
they _were_; the evil, the good, the rich, the poor, the ugly, the beautiful,
and the scratching of this little yellowish hound. She knew these lanes so well that the
darkness did not hinder her progress. The desertion of the mud lanes was, she
knew, natural to that hour of evening when the majority of the dwellers would
be huddled over their root fires. It was for this reason that she had left the
castle so late on her homeward journey. There was a custom among the dwellers
that when passing each other at night they should move their heads into the
light of the nearest door-lamp and then, as soon as they had observed one
another, continue upon their journeys. There was no need for them to show any
expression; the chances were that the mutual recognition of friends would be
infrequent. The rivalry between the families and the various schools of carving
was relentless and bitter, and it would often happen that enemies would find
each other's features in this way within a few feet of their own, lit by these
hanging lamps; but this custom was rigorously observed -- to stare for a moment
and pass on. It had been Keda's hope that she would be
able to reach her house, the house which was hers through the death of her old
husband, without having to move into the lamplight and be recognized by a
passing Dweller, but now she did not mind. It seemed to her that the beauty
that filled her was keener than the edge of a sword and as sure a protection
against calumny and gossip, the jealousies and underground hatreds which she
had once feared. What was it that had come over her? she
wondered. A recklessness alien to the whole quietness of her nature startled
but fascinated her. This, the very moment which she had anticipated would fill
her with anxiety -- when the problems, to escape which she had taken refuge in
the castle, would lower themselves over her like an impenetrable fog and
frighten her -- was now an evening of leaves and flame, a night of ripples. She walked on. From behind the rough
wooden doors of many of the dwellings she could hear the heavy voices of those
within. She now came to the long lane that led directly up to the sheer outer
wall of Gormenghast. This lane was a little broader than most, being about nine
feet wide and broadening at times to almost twelve. It was the highway of the
Dwellers, and the daily rendezvous for groups of the Bright Carvers. Old women
and men would sit at the doors, or hobble on their errands, and the children
play in the dust in the shifting shadow of the great Wall that edged by degrees
along the street until by evening it had swallowed the long highway and the
lamps were lit. Upon the flat roof of many of the dwellings a carving would be
placed, and on evenings of sunset the easterly line of those wooden forms would
smoulder and burn and the westerly line against the light in the sky would
stand in jet-black silhouette, showing the sweeping outlines and the harsh
angles which the Dwellers delighted in contrasting. These carvings were now lost in the upper
darkness above the door lamps, and Keda, remembering them as she walked, peered
in vain for a glimpse of them against the sky. Her home did not lie in this highway but at
the corner of a little mud square-where only the most venerable and revered of
the Bright Carvers were permitted to settle. In the centre of this square stood
the pride of the mud dwellers -- a carving, some fourteen feet high, which had
been hewn several hundred years before. It was the only one of that carver's
works which the dwellers possessed although several pieces from his hand were
within the castle walls, in the Hall of the Bright Carvings. There were diverse
opinions as to who he may have been, but that he was the finest of all the
carvers was never disputed. This work, which was repainted each year in its
original colours, was of a horse and rider. Hugely stylized and very simple,
the bulk of rhythmic wood dominated the dark square. The horse was of the
purest grey and its neck was flung backwards in a converse arch so that its
head faced the sky, and the coils of its white mane were gathered like frozen
foam about the nape of its strained neck and over the knees of the rider, who
sat draped in a black cape. On this cape were painted dark crimson stars. He
was very upright, but his arms and hands, in contrast to the vitality of the
grey and muscular neck of the horse, hung limply at his sides. His head was
very sharply cut with the chisel and was as white as the mane, only the lips
and the hair relieving the deathlike mask, the former a pale coral and the
latter a dark chestnut brown. Rebellious children were sometimes brought by
their mothers to see this sinister figure and were threatened with his
disfavour should they continue in their wrongdoing. This carving had a terror
for them, but to their parents it was a work of extraordinary vitality and
beauty of form, and with a richness of mysterious mood the power of which in a
work was one of their criteria of excellence. This carving had come into Keda's mind as
she approached that turning from the highway which led to the mud square, when
she heard the sound of feet behind her. Ahead, the road lay silent, the door
lamps lighting faintly small areas of the earth below them, but giving no
intimation of any passing figure. Away to the left, beyond the mud square, the
sudden barking of a dog sounded in her ears, and she became conscious of her
own footsteps as she listened to those that were overtaking her. She was within a few yards of one of the
door lamps and knowing that were she to pass it before the approaching figure
had done so, then both she and the unknown man would have to walk together in
the darkness until the next lamp was reached, when the ritual of scanning each
other's features would be observed, Keda slackened her pace, so that the
observance might be more rapidly disposed of and the follower, whoever he was,
might proceed on his way. She stopped as she came to the light, nor
in doing so and waiting was there anything unusual, for such was the not
infrequent habit of those who were nearing the lamps and was, in fact,
considered an act of politeness. She moved through the glow of the lamp so that
on turning about the rays would illumine her face, and the approaching figure
would then both see her and be seen the more easily. In passing under the lamp the light
wavered on her dark brown hair lighting its highest strands almost to the
colour of barley, and her body, though full and rounded, was upright and lithe,
and this evening, under the impact of her new emotion had in it a buoyancy, an
excitement, that through the eyes attacked the one who followed. The evening was electric and unreal, and
yet perhaps, thought Keda, this _is_ reality and my past life has been a
meaningless dream. She knew that the footsteps in the darkness which were now
only a few yards away were a part of an evening she would not forget and which
she seemed to have enacted long ago, or had foreseen. She knew that when the
footsteps ceased and she turned to face the one who followed she would find
that he was Rantel, the more fiery, the more awkward of the two who loved her. She turned and he was standing there. For a long time they stood. About them the
impenetrable blackness of the night shut them in as though they were in a
confined space, like a hall, with the lamp overhead. She smiled, her mature, compassionate lips
hardly parting. Her eyes moved over his face -- over the dark mop of his hair,
his powerful jutting brow, and the shadows of his eyes that stared as though
fixed in their sockets, at her own. She saw his high cheekbones and the sides
of his face that tapered to his chin. His mouth was drawn finely and his
shoulders were powerful. Her breast rose and fell, and she was both weak and
strong. She could feel the blood flowing within her and she felt that she must
die or break forth into leaves and flowers. It was not passion that she felt:
not the passion of the body, though that was there, but rather an exultation, a
reaching for life, for the whole of the life of which she was capable, and in
that life which she but dimly divined was centred love, the love for a man. She
was not in love with Rantel: she was in love with what he meant to her as someone
she _could_ love. He moved forward in the light so that his
face was darkened to her and only the top of his ruffled hair shone like wire. "Keda," he whispered. She took his hand. "I have come
back." He felt her nearness; he held her
shoulders in his hands. "You have come back," he said as
though repeating a lesson. "Ah, Keda -- is this you? You went away. Every
night I have watched for you." His hands shook on her shoulders. "You
went away," he said. "You have followed me?" said
Keda. "Why did you not speak to me by the rocks?" "I wanted to," he said,
"but I could not." "Oh, why not?" "We will move from the lamp and then
I will tell you," he said at last. "Where are we going?" "Where? To where should I go but to
where I lived -- to my house?" They walked slowly. "I will tell
you," he said suddenly. "I followed you to know where you would go.
When I knew it was not to Braigon I overtook you." "To Braigon?" she said. "Oh
Rantel, you are still as unhappy." "I cannot alter, Keda; I cannot
change." They had reached the square. "We have come here for nothing,"
said Rantel, coming to a halt in the darkness. "For nothing, do you hear
me, Keda? I must tell you now. Oh, it is bitterness to tell you." Nothing that he might say could stop a
voice within her that kept crying: "_I_ am with you, Keda! I am _life_! I
am _life_! Oh, Keda, Keda, _I_ am with you!" But her voice asked him as
though something separate from her real self were speaking: "Why have we come for nothing?" "I followed you and then I let you
continue here with me, but your house, Keda, where your husband carved, has
been taken from you. You can do nothing. When you left us the Ancients met, the
Old Carvers, and they have given your house to one who is of their company, for
they say that now that your husband is dead you are not worthy to live in the
Square of the Black Rider." "And my husband's carvings,"
said Keda, "what has become of them?" While she waited for him to answer she
heard his breathing quicken and could dimly see him dragging his forearm over
his brow. "I will tell you," he said.
"O fire! why was I so slow -- so _slow_! While I was watching for you,
watching from the rocks, as I have done every night since you left, Braigon
broke into your house and found the Ancients dividing up your own carvings
among themselves. 'She will not come back,' they said of you. 'She is
worthless. The carvings will be left untended,' they said, 'and the grain-worm
will attack them.' But Braigon drew his knife and sent them into a room below
the stairs and made twelve journeys and carried the carvings to his own house,
where he has hidden them, he says, until you come. "Keda, Keda, what can _I_ do for you?
Oh Keda, what can _I_ do?" "Hold me close to you," she
said. "Where is that music?" In the silence they could hear the voice
of an instrument. "Keda . . ." His arms were about her body and his face
was deep in her hair. She could hear the beating of his heart,
for her head was lying close to him. The music had suddenly ended and silence,
as unbroken as the darkness about them, returned. Rantel spoke at last. "I will not
live until I take you, Keda. Then I will live. I am a Sculptor. I will create a
glory out of wood. I will hack for you a symbol of my love. It will curve in
flight. It will leap. It shall be of crimson and have hands as tender as
flowers and feet that merge into the roughness of earth, for it shall be its
body that leaps. And it shall have eyes that see all things and be violet like
the edge of the spring lightning, and upon the breast I shall carve your name
-- Keda, Keda, Keda -- three times, for I am ill with love." She put up her hand and her cool fingers
felt the bones of his brow and his high cheekbones, and came to his mouth where
they touched his lips. After a little while Rantel said softly:
"You have been crying?" "With joy," she said. "Keda . . ." "Yes . . ." "Can you bear cruel news?" "Nothing can pain me any more,"
said Keda. "I am no longer the one you knew. I am alive." "The law that forced you in your
marriage, Keda, may bind you again. There is another. I have been told he has
been waiting for you, Keda, waiting for you to return. But I could slay him,
Keda, if you wish." His body toughened in her arms and his voice grew
harsher. "Shall I slay him?" "You shall not speak of death,"
said Keda. "He shall not have me. Take me with you to your house."
Keda heard her own voice sounding like that of another woman, it was so
different and clear. "Take me with you -- he will not take me after we
have loved. They have my house, where else should I sleep tonight but with you?
For I am happy for the first time. All things are clear to me. The right and
the wrong, the true and the untrue. I have lost my fear. Are you afraid?" "I am not afraid!" cried Rantel
into the darkness, "if we love one another." "I love all, all," said Keda.
"Let us not talk." Dazed, he took her with him away from the
square, and threading their way through the less frequented lanes found
themselves at last at the door of a dwelling at the base of the castle wall. The room they entered was cold, but within
a minute Rantel had sent the light from an open fire on the earth dancing
across the walls. On the mud floor was the usual grass matting common to all
the dwellings. "Our youth will pass from us
soon," said Keda. "But we are young this moment and tonight we are
together. The bane of our people will fall on us, next year or the year after,
but now -- NOW, Rantel; it is NOW that fills us. How quickly you have made the
fire! Oh, Rantel, how beautifully you have made it! Hold me again." As he held her there was a tapping at the
window; they did not move, but only listened as it increased until the coarse
slab of glass sunk in the mud walls vibrated with an incessant drumming. The
increasing volume of the sudden rain was joined by the first howls of a young
wind. The hours moved on. On the low wooden
boards, Rantel and Keda lay in the warmth of the fire, defenceless before each
other's love. When Keda wakened she lay for some while
motionless. Rantel's arm was flung over her body and his hand was at her breast
like a child"s. Lifting his arm she moved slowly from him, lowered his
hand again softly to the floor. Then she rose and walked to the door. And as
she took the first steps, there flashed through her the joyous realization that
the mood of invulnerability before the world was still with her. She unlatched
the door and flung it open. She had known that the outer wall of Gormenghast
would face her as she did so, Its rough base within a stone's throw would rise
like a sheer cliff. And there it was, but there was more. Ever since she could
remember anything the face of the outer wall had been like the symbol of
endlessness, of changelessness, of power, of austerity and of protection. She
had known it in so many moods. Baked to dusty whiteness, and alive with basking
lizards, she could remember how it flaked in the sun. She had seen it flowering
with the tiny pink and blue creeper flowers that spread like fields of coloured
smoke in April across acres of its temperate surface. She had seen its every
protruding ledge of stone, its every jutting irregularity furred with frost, or
hanging with icicles. She had seen the snow sitting plumply on those juttings,
so that in the darkness when the wall had vanished into the night these patches
of snow had seemed to her like huge stars suspended. And now this sunlit morning of late autumn
gave to it a mood which she responded to. But as she watched its sunny surface
sparkling after a night of heavy rain, she saw at the same moment a man sitting
at its ba&e, his shadow on the wall behind him. He was whittling at a
branch in his hand. But although it was Braigon who was sat there and who
lifted his eyes as she opened the door, she did not cry in alarm or feel afraid
or ashamed, but only looked at him quietly, happily, and saw him as a figure
beneath a sparkling wall, a man whittling at a branch; someone she had longed
to see again. He did not get to his feet, so she walked
over to him and sat down at his side. His head was massive and his body also;
squarely built, he gave the impression of compact energy and strength. His hair
covered his head closely with tangled curls. "How long have you been here, Braigon,
sitting in the sun carving?" "Not long." "Why did you come?" "To see you." "How did you know that I had come
back?" "Because I could carve no more." "You stopped carving?" said
Keda. "I could not see what I was doing. I
could only see your face where my carving had been." Keda gave vent to a sigh of such tremulous
depth that she clasped her hands at her breast with the pain that it
engendered. "And so you came here?" "I did not come at once. I knew that
Rantel would find you as you left the gate in the Outer Wall, for he hides each
night among the rocks waiting for you. I knew that he would be with you. But
this morning I came here to ask him where he had found you a dwelling for the
night, and where you were, for I knew your house had been taken away from you
by the law of the Mud Square. But when I arrived here an hour ago I saw the
ghost of your face on the door, and you were happy; so I waited here. You are
happy, Keda?" "Yes," she said. "You were afraid in the castle to
come back; but now you are here you are not afraid. I can see what it is,"
he said. "You have found that you are in love. Do you love him?" "I do not know. I do not understand.
I am walking on air, Braigon. I cannot tell whether I love him or no, or
whether it is the world I love so much and the air and the rain last night, and
the passions that opened like flowers from their tight buds. Oh, Braigon, I do
not know. If I love Rantel, then I love you also. As I watch you now, your hand
at your forehead and your lips moving such a little, it is you I love. I love
the way you have not wept with anger and torn yourself to shreds to find me
here. The way you have sat here all by yourself, oh Braigon, whittling a
branch, and waiting, unafraid and understanding everything, I do not know how,
for I have not told you of what has transformed me, suddenly." She leaned back against the wall and the
morning sun lay whitely upon her face. "Have I changed so much?" she
said. "You have broken free," he said. "Braigon," she cried, "it
is you -- it is _you_ whom I love." And she clenched her hands together.
"I am in pain because of you and him, but my pain makes me happy. I must
tell you the truth, Braigon. I am in love with all things -- pain and all
things, because I can now watch them from above, for something has happened and
I am clear -- clear. But I love you, Braigon, more than all things. It is _you_
I love." He turned the branch over in his hand as
though he had not heard, and then he turned to her. His heavy head had been reclining upon the
wall and now he turned it slightly towards her, his eyes half closed. "Keda," he said, "I will
meet you tonight. The grass hollow where the Twisted Woods descend. Do you
remember?" "I will meet you there," she
said. While she spoke the air became shrill between their heads and the steel
point of a long knife struck the stones between them and snapped with the
impact. Rantel stood before them, he was shaking. "I have another knife," he said
in a whisper which they could only just hear. "It is a little longer. It
will be sharper by this evening when I meet you at the hollow. There is a full
moon tonight. Keda! Oh Keda! Have you forgotten?" Braigon got to his feet. He had moved only
to place himself before Keda's body. She had closed her eyes and she was quite
expressionless. "I cannot help it," she said,
"I cannot help it. I am happy." Braigon stood immediately before his
rival. He spoke over his shoulder, but kept his eyes on his enemy. "He is right," he said. "I
shall meet him at sunset. One of us will come back to you." Then Keda raised her hands to her head.
"No, no, no, no!" she cried. But she knew that it must be so, and
became calm, leaning back against the wall, her head bowed and the locks of her
hair falling over her face. The two men left her, for they knew that
they could never be with her that unhappy day. They must prepare their weapons.
Rantel re-entered his hut and a few moments later returned with a cape drawn
about him. He approached Keda. "I do not understand your love,"
he said. She looked up and saw his head upright
upon his neck. His hair was like a bush of blackness. She did not answer. She only saw his
strength and his high cheekbones and fiery eyes. She only saw his youth. "I am the cause," she said.
"It is I who should die. And I _will_ die," she said quickly.
"Before very long -- but now, now what is it? I cannot enter into fear or
hate, or even agony and death. Forgive me. Forgive me." She turned and held his hand with the
dagger in it. "I do not know. I do not
understand," she said. "I do not think that we have any power." She released his hand and he moved away
along the base of the high wall until it curved to the right and she lost him. Braigon was already gone. Her eyes
clouded. "Keda," she said to herself,
"Keda, this is tragedy." But as her words hung emptily in the morning
air, she clenched her hands for she could feel no anguish and the bright bird
that had filled her breast was still singing . . . was still singing. 34 THE
ROOM OF ROOTS "That's quite enough for today,"
said Lady Cora, laying down her embroidery on a table beside her chair. "But you've only sewn three stitches,
Cora," said Lady Clarice, drawing out a thread to arm's length. Cora turned her eyes suspiciously.
"You have been watching me," she said. "Haven't you?" "It wasn't private," replied her
sister. "Sewing isn't private." She tossed her head. Cora was not convinced and sat rubbing her
knees together, sullenly. "And now I've finished as well,"
said Clarice, breaking the silence. "Half a petal, and quite enough, too,
for a day like this. Is it tea time?" "Why do you always want to know the
time?" said Cora. "'Is it breakfast time, Cora?' . . . 'Is it dinner
time, Cora?' . . . 'Is it tea time,
Cora?' -- on and on and on. You know that it doesn't make any difference _what_
the time is." "It does if you're hungry," said
Clarice. "No, it doesn't. Nothing matters very
much; even if you're hungry." "Yes, it does," her sister
contested. "I _know_ it does." "Clarice Groan," said Cora
sternly, rising from her chair, "you know _too_ much." Clarice did not answer, but bit her thin,
loose lower lip. "We usually go on much longer with
our sewing, don't we, Cora?" she said at last. "We sometimes go on
for hours and hours, and we nearly always talk a lot, but we haven't today,
have we, Cora?" "No," said Cora. "Why haven't we?" "I don't know. Because we haven't
needed to, I suppose, you silly thing." Clarice got up from her chair and smoothed
her purple satin, and then looked archly at her sister. "_I_ know why we
haven't been talking," she said. "Oh no, you don't." "Yes, I do," said Clarice.
"_I_ know." Cora sniffed, and after walking to a long
mirror in the wall with a swishing of her skirts, she readjusted a pin in her
hair. When she felt she had been silent long enough: "Oh no, you don't," she said,
and peered at her sister in the mirror over the reflection of her own shoulder.
Had she not had forty-nine years in which to get accustomed to the phenomenon
she must surely have been frightened to behold in the glass, next to her own
face, another, smaller, it is true, for her sister was some distance behind
her, but of such startling similarity. She saw her sister's mouth opening in the
mirror. "I _do_," came the voice from
behind her, "because I know what _you've_ been thinking. It's easy." "You _think_ you do," said Cora,
"but I know you _don't_, because I know exactly what you've been thinking
all day that I've been thinking and that's why." The logic of this answer made no lasting
impression upon Clarice, for although it silenced her for a moment she
continued: "Shall I tell you what you've been brooding on?" she
asked. "You can if you like, I suppose. _I_
don't mind. What, then? I might as well incline my ear. Go on." "I don't know that I want to
now," said Clarice. "I think I'll keep it to myself although it's
_obvious_." Clarice gave great emphasis to this word "obvious".
Isn't it tea time yet? Shall I ring the bell, Cora? What a pity it's too windy
for the tree." "You were thinking of that Steerpike
boy," said Cora, who had sidled up to her sister and was staring at her
from very close quarters. She felt she had rather turned the tables on poor
Clarice by her sudden renewal of the subject. "So were you," said Clarice.
"I knew that long ago. Didn't you?" "Yes, I did," said Cora.
"Very long ago. Now we both know." A freshly burning fire flung their shadows
disrespectfully to and fro across the ceiling and over the walls where samples
of their embroidery were hung. The room was a fair size, some thirty feet by
twenty. Opposite the entrance from the corridor was a small door. This gave
upon the Room of Roots, in the shape of a half circle. On either side of this
smaller opening were two large windows with diamond panes of thick glass and on
the two end walls of the room, in one of which was the small fireplace, were
narrow doorways, one leading to the kitchen and the rooms of the two servants,
and the other to the dining-room and the dark yellow bedroom of the twins. "He said he would exalt us,"
said Clarice. "You heard him, didn't you?" "I'm not deaf," said Cora. "He said we weren't being honoured
enough and we must remember who we are. We're Lady Clarice and Cora Groan;
that's who we are." "Cora and Clarice," her sister
corrected her, "of Gormenghast." "But no one is awed when they see us.
He said he'd make them be." "Make them be what, dear?" Cora
had begun to unbend now that she found their thoughts had been identical. "Make them be awed," said
Clarice. "That's what they ought to be. Oughtn't they, Cora?" "Yes; but they won't do it." "No. That's what it is," said
Clarice, "although I tried this morning." "What, dear?" said Cora. "I tried this morning, though,"
repeated Clarice. "Tried what?" asked Cora in a
rather patronizing voice. "You know when I said 'I'll go for a
saunter'?" "Yes." Cora sat down and
produced a minute but heavily scented handkerchief from her flat bosom.
"What about it?" "I didn't go to the bathroom at
all." Clarice sat down suddenly and stiffly. "I took some ink instead
-- _black_ ink." "What for?" "I won't tell you yet, for the time
isn't ripe," said Clarice importantly; and her nostrils quivered like a
mustang"s. "I took the black ink, and I poured it into a jug. There
was lots of it. Then I said to myself, what you tell me such a lot, and what I
tell you as well, which is that Gertrude is no better than us -- in fact, she's
not as good because she hasn't got a speck of Groan blood in her veins like we
have, but only the common sort that's no use. So I took the ink and I knew what
I would do. I didn't tell you because you might have told me not to, and I
don't know why I'm telling you now because you may think I was wrong to do it;
but it's all oven now so it doesn't matter what you think, dear, does it?" "I don't know yet," said Cora
rather peevishly. "Well, I knew that Gertrude had to be
in the Central Hall to receive the seven most hideous beggars of the Outer
Dwellings and pour a lot of oil on them at nine o'clock, so I went through the
door of the Central Hall at nine o'clock with my jug full of ink, and I walked
up to her at nine o'clock, but it was not what I wanted because she had a black
dress on." "What do you mean?" said Cora. "Well, I was going to pour the ink
all oven her dress." "That would be good, _very_
good," said Cora. "Did you?" "Yes," said Clarice, "but
it didn't show because her dress was black, and she didn't see me pouring it,
anyway, because she was talking to a starling." "One of _our_ birds," said Cora. "Yes," said Clarice. "One
of the stolen birds. But the others saw me. They had their mouths open. They
saw my decision. But Gertrude didn't, so my decision was no use. I hadn't
anything else to do and I felt frightened, so I ran all the way back; and now I
think I'll wash out the jug." She got up to put her idea into operation
when there was a discreet tapping at their door. Visitors were very few and far
between and they were too excited for a moment to say "Come in." Cora was the first to open her mouth and
her blank voice was raised more loudly than she had intended: "Come in." Clarice was at her side. Their shoulders
touched. Their heads were thrust forward as though they were peering out of a
window. The door opened and Steerpike entered, an
elegant stick with a shiny metal handle under his arm. Now that he had
renovated and polished the pilfered sword-stick to his satisfaction, he carried
it about with him wherever he went. He was dressed in his habitual black and
had acquired a gold chain which he wore about his neck. His meagre quota of
sandy-coloured hair was darkened with grease, and had been brushed down over
his pale forehead in a wide curve. When he had closed the door behind him he
tucked his stick smartly under his arm and bowed. "Your Ladyships," he said,
"my unwarranted intrusion upon your privacy, with but the summary knock at
the panels of your door as my mediator, must be considered the acme of
impertinence were it not that I come upon a serious errand." "Who's died?" said Cora. "Is it Gertrude?" echoed
Clarice. "No one has died," said
Steerpike, approaching them. "I will tell you the facts in a few minutes; but
first, my dear Ladyships, I would be most honoured if I were permitted to
appreciate your embroideries. Will you allow me to see them?" He looked at
them both in turn inquiringly. "He said something about them before;
at the Prunesquallors' it was," whispered Clarice to her sister. "He
said he wanted to see them before. Our embroideries." Clarice had a firm belief that as long as
she whispered, no matter how loudly, no one would hear a word of what she said,
except her sister. "I heard him," said her sister.
"I'm not blind, am I?" "Which do you want to see
first?" said Clarice. "Our needlework or the Room of Roots or the
Tree?" "If I am not mistaken," said
Steerpike by way of an answer, "the creations of your needle are upon the
walls around us, and having seen them, as it were, in a flash, I have no choice
but to say that I would first of all prefer to examine them more closely, and
then if I may, I would be delighted to visit your Room of Roots." "'Creations of our needle', he
said," whispered Clarice in her loud, flat manner that filled the room. "Naturally," said her sister,
and shrugged her shoulders again, and turning her face to Steerpike gave to the
right-hand corner of her inexpressive mouth a slight twitch upwards, which
although it was as mirthless as the curve between the lips of a dead haddock,
was taken by Steerpike to imply that she and he were above making such
_obvious_ comments. "Before I begin," said
Steerpike, placing his innocent-looking sword-stick on a table, "may I inquire
out of my innocence why you ladies were put to the inconvenience of bidding me
to enter your room? Surely your footman has forgotten himself. Why was he not
at the door to inquire who wished to see you and to give you particulars before
you allowed yourselves to be invaded? Forgive my curiosity, my dear Ladyships,
but where was your footman? Would you wish me to speak to him?" The sisters stared at each other and then
at the youth. At last Clarice said: "We haven't got a footman." Steerpike, who had turned away for this
very purpose, wheeled about, and then took a step backwards as though struck. "No footman!" he said, and
directed his gaze at Cora. She shook her head. "Only an old lady
who smells," she said. "No footman at all." Steerpike walked to the table and, leaning
his hands upon it, gazed into space. "Their Ladyships Cora and Clarice
Groan of Gormenghast have no footman -- have no one save an old lady who
smells. Where are their servants? Where are their retinues, their swarms of attendants?"
And then in a voice little above a whisper: "This must be seen to. This
must end." With a clicking of his tongue he straightened his back.
"And now," he continued in a livelier voice, "the needlework is
waiting." What Steerpike had said, as they toured
the walls, began to refertilize those seeds of revolt which he had sown at the
Prunesquallors". He watched them out of the corner of his eyes as he
flattened their handiwork, and he could see that although it was a great
pleasure for them to show their craft, yet their minds were continually
returning to the question he had raised. "We do it all with our left
hands, don't we, Cora?" Clarice said, as she pointed to an ugly
green-and-red rabbit of intricate needlework. "Yes," said Cora, "it takes
a long time because it's all done like that -- with our left hands. Our night
arms are starved, you know," she said, turning to Steerpike. "They're
quite, quite starved." "Indeed, your Ladyship," said
Steerpike. "How is that?" "Not only our left arms,"
Clarice broke in, "but all down our left-hand sides and our right-hand
legs, too. That's why they're rather stiff. It was the epileptic fits which we
had. That's what did it, and that's what makes our needlework all the more
clever." "And beautiful," said Cora. "I cannot but agree," said
Steerpike. "But nobody sees them," said
Clarice. "We are left alone. Nobody wants our advice on anything. Gertrude
doesn't take any notice of us, nor does Sepulchrave. You know what we ought to
have, don't you, Cora?" "Yes;" said her sister, "I
know." "What, then?" said Clarice.
"Tell me. Tell me." "Power," said Cora. "That's right. Power. That's the very
thing we want." Clarice turned her eyes to Steerpike. Then she smoothed
the shiny purple of her dress. "I rather liked them," she said. Steerpike, wondering where on earth her
thoughts had taken her, tilted his head on one side as though reflecting upon
the truth in her remark, when Cora's voice (like the body of a plaice
translated into sound) asked: "You rather liked _what_?" "My convulsions," said Clarice
earnestly. "When my left arm became starved for the finst time. _You_
remember, Cora, don't you? When we had our _first_ fits? I rather liked
them." Cora rustled up to her and raised a
forefinger in front of her sister's face. "Clarice Groan," she said,
"we finished talking about _that_ long ago. We're talking about Power now.
Why can't you follow what we're talking about? You are always losing your
place. I've noticed that." "What about the Room of Roots?"
asked Steerpike with affected gaiety. "Why is it called the Room of Roots?
I am most intrigued." Don't you _know_?" came their voices. "He doesn't know," said Clarice.
"You see how we've been forgotten. He didn't know about our Room of Roots." Steerpike was not kept long in ignorance.
He followed the two purple ninepins through the door, and after passing down a
short passage, Cora opened a massive door at the far end whose hinges could
have done with a gill of oil apiece, and followed by her sister entered the
Room of Roots. Steerpike in his turn stepped over the threshold arid his
curiosity was more than assuaged. If the name of the room was unusual there
was no doubt about its being apt. It was certainly a room of roots. Not of a
few simple, separate formations, but of a thousand branching, writhing,
coiling, intertwining, diverging, converging, interlacing limbs whose origin
even Steerpike's quick eyes were unable for some time to discover. He found eventually that the thickening stems
converged at a tall, narrow aperture on the far side of the room, through the
upper half of which the sky was pouring a grey, amorphous light. It seemed at
first as though it would be impossible to stir at all in this convoluting
meshwork, but Steerpike was amazed to see that the twins were moving about
freely in the labyrinth. Years of experience had taught them the possible
approaches to the window. They had already reached it and were looking out into
the evening. Steerpike made an attempt at following them, but was soon
inextricably lost in the writhing maze. Whenever he turned he was faced with a
network of weird arms that nose and fell, dipped and clawed, motionless yet
alive with serpentine rhythms. Yet the roots were dead. Once the room
must have been filled with earth, but now, suspended for the most pant in the
higher reaches of the chamber, the thread-like extremities clawed impotently in
the air. Nor was it enough that Steerpike should find a room so incongruously
monopolized, but that every one of these twisting terminals should be
_hand-painted_ was even more astonishing. The various main limbs and their
wooden tributaries, even down to the minutest rivulet of root, were painted in
their own especial colours, so that it appeared as though seven coloured boles
had forced their leafless branches through the window, yellow, red and green,
violet and pale blue, coral pink and orange. The concentration of effort needed
for the execution of this work must have been considerable, let alone the almost
superhuman difficulties and vexations that must have resulted from the efforts
to establish, among the labyrinthic entanglements of the finer roots, which
tendril belonged to which branch, which branch to which limb, and which limb to
which trunk, for only after discovering its source could its correct colour be
applied. The idea had been that the birds on
entering should choose those roots whose colours most nearly approximated to
their own plumage, on if they had preferred it to nest among roots whose hue
was complementary to their own. The work had taken the sisters well oven
three years, and yet when all had been completed the project for which all this
work had been designed had proved to be empty, the Room of Roots a failure,
their hopes frozen. From this mortification the twins had never fully
recovered. It is true that the room, as a room, gave them pleasure, but that
the birds never approached it, let alone settled and nested there, was a
festering sore at the back of what minds they had. Against this nagging disappointment was
the positive pride which they felt in having a room of roots at all. And not
only the Roots but logically enough the Tree whose branches had once drawn
sustenance into its highest twigs, and, long ago, burst forth each April with
its emerald jets. It was this Tree that was their chief source of satisfaction,
giving them some sense of that distinction which they were now denied. They turned their eyes from its branches
and looked around for Steerpike. He was still not unravelled. "Can you
assist me; my dear Ladyships?" he called, peering through a skein of
purple fibres. "Why don't you come to this
window?" said Clarice. "He can't find the way," said
Cora. "Can't he? I don't see why not,"
said Clarice. "Because he can't," said Cora.
"Go and show him." "All right. But he must be very
stupid," said Clarice, walking through the dense walls of roots which
seemed to open up before her and close again behind her back. When she reached
Steerpike, she walked past him and it was only by practically treading on her
heels that he was able to thread his way towards the window. At the window
there was a little more space, for the seven stems which wedged their way
through its lower half protruded some four feet into the room before beginning
to divide and subdivide. Alongside the window there were steps that led up to a
small platform which nested on the thick horizontal stems. "Look outside," said Cora
directly Steerpike arrived, "and you"ll see It." Steerpike climbed the few steps and saw
the main trunk of the tree floating out horizontally into space and then
running up to a great height, and as he saw it he recognized it as the tree he
had studied from the rooftops, half a mile away near the stone sky-field. He saw how, what had then seemed a
perilous balancing act on the part of the distant figures, was in reality a
safe enough exercise, for the bole was conveniently flat on its upper surface.
When it reached that point where it began to ascend and branch out, the wooden
highway spread into an area that could easily have accommodated ten or twelve
people standing in a close group. "Definitely a _tree_," he said.
"I am all in favour of it. Has it been dead as long as you can remember
it?" "Of course," said Clarice. "We're not as old as _that_,"
said Cora, and as this was the first joke she had made for over a year, she
tried to smile, but her facial muscles had become, through long neglect,
unusable. "Not so old as what?" said
Clarice. "You don't understand," said
Cora. "You are much slower than I am. I've noticed that." 35 "INKLINGS
OF GLORY" "I want some tea," said Clarice;
and leading the way she performed the miraculous journey through the room once
more, Steerpike at her heels like a shadow and Cora taking an alternative path. Once more in the comparatively sane living
room where the tapers had been lit by the old woman, they sat before the fire
and Steerpike asked if he might smoke. Cora and Clarice after glancing at each
other nodded slowly, and Steerpike filled his pipe and lit it with a small red
coal. Clarice had pulled at a bell-nope that
hung by the wall, and now as they sat in a semi-circle about the blaze,
Steerpike in the centre chair, a door opened to their night and an old
dark-skinned lady, with very short legs and bushy eyebrows, entered the room. "Tea, I suppose," she said in a
subterranean voice that seemed to have worked its way up from somewhere in the
room beneath them. She then caught sight of Steerpike and wiped her unpleasant
nose with the back of her hand before retiring and closing the door behind her
like an explosion. The embroideries flapped outwards in the draught this
occasioned, and sank again limply against the walls. "This is too much," said Steerpike.
"How can you bear it?" "Bear what?" said Clarice. "Do you mean, your Ladyships, that
you have become used to being treated in this offhand and insolent manner? Do
you not mind whether your natural and hereditary dignities are flouted and abused
-- when an old commoner slams the doors upon you and speaks to you as though
you were on her own degraded level? How can the Groan blood that courses so
proudly and in such an undiluted stream, through your veins, remain so quiet?
Why in its purple wrath is it not boiling at this moment?" He paused a
moment and leant further forward. "Your birds have been stolen by
Gertrude, the wife of your brother. Your labour of love among the roots, which
but for that woman would now be bearing fruit, is a fiasco. Even your Tree is
forgotten. I had not _heard_ of it. Why had I not heard of it? Because you and
all you possess have been put aside, forgotten, neglected. There are few enough
of your noble and ancient family in Gormenghast to carry on the immemorial rites,
and yet you two who could uphold them more scrupulously than any, are slighted
at every turn." The twins were staring at him very hard.
As he paused they turned their eyes to one another. His words, though sometimes
a little too swift for them, communicated nevertheless their subversive gist.
Here, from the mouth of a stranger, their old sores and grievances were being
aired and formulated. The old lady with the short legs returned
with a tray which she set before them with a minimum of deference. Then
inelegantly waddling away, she turned at the door and stared again at their
visitor, wiping, as before, the back of her large hand across her nose. When she had finally disappeared,
Steerpike leaned forward and, turning to Cora and Clarice in turn, and fixing
them with close and concentrated eyes, he said: "Do you believe in honour? Your
Ladyships, answer me, do you believe in honour?" They nodded mechanically. "Do you believe that injustice should
dominate the castle?" They shook their heads. "Do you believe it should go
unchecked -- that it should flourish without just retribution?" Clarice, who had rather lost track of the
last question, waited until she saw Cora shaking her head before she followed
suit. "In other words," said Steerpike,
"you think that something must be _done_. Something to crush this
tyranny." They nodded their heads again, and Clarice
could not help feeling a little satisfied that she had so far made no mistake
with her shakes and nods. "Have you any ideas?" said
Steerpike. "Have you any plans to suggest?" They shook their heads at once. "In that case," said Steerpike,
stretching his legs out before him and crossing his ankles, "may I make a
suggestion, your Ladyships?" Again, most flatteringly, he faced each
one in turn to obtain her consent. One after the other they nodded heavily,
sitting bolt upright in their chairs. Meanwhile, the tea and the scones were
getting cold, but they had all three forgotten them. Steerpike got up and stood with his back
to the fire so that he might observe them both at the same time. "Your gracious Ladyships," he
began, "I have received information which is of the highest moment. It is
information which hinges upon the unsavouny topic with which we have been
forced to deal. I beg your undivided concentration; but I will first of all ask
you a question: who has the undisputed control over Gormenghast? Who is it who,
having this authority, makes no use of it but allows the great traditions of
the castle to drift, forgetting that even his own sisters are of his blood and
lineage and are entitled to homage and -- shall I say it? -- yes, to adulation,
too? Who is that man?" "Gertrude," they replied. "Come, come," said Steerpike,
raising his eyebrows, "who is it who forgets even his own sisters? Who is
it, your Ladyships?" "Sepulchrave," said Cora. "Sepulchrave," echoed Clarice. They had become agitated and excited by
now although they did not show it, and had lost control over what little
circumspection they had even possessed. Every word that Steerpike uttered they
swallowed whole. "Lord Sepulchrave," said
Steerpike. After a pause, he continued. "If it were not that you were his
sisters, and of the Family, how could I dare to speak in this way of the Lord
of Gormenghast? But it is my duty to be honest. Lady Gertrude has slighted you,
but who could make amends? Who has the final power but your brother? In my
efforts to reestablish you, and to make this South Wing once again alive with
your servants, it must be remembered that it is your selfish brother who must
be reckoned with." "He _is_ selfish, you know,"
said Clarice. "Of course he is," said Cora.
"Thoroughly selfish. What shall we do? Tell us! Tell us!" "In all battles, whether of wits or
of war," said Steerpike, "the first thing to do is to take the
initiative and to strike hard." "Yes," said Cora, who had
reached the edge of the chair and was stroking her smooth heliotrope knees in
quick, continual movements which Clarice emulated. "One must choose _where_ to
strike," said Steerpike, "and it is obvious that to strike at the
most vulnerable nerve centre of the opponent is the shrewdest preliminary
measure. But there must be no half-heartedness. It is all on nothing." "All or nothing," echoed
Clarice. "And now you must tell me, dear
ladies, what is your brother's main interest?" They went on smoothing their knees. "Is it not literature?" said
Steerpike. "Is he not a great lover of books?" They nodded. "He's very clever," said Cora. "But he reads it all in books,"
said Clarice. "Exactly." Steerpike followed
quickly upon this. "Then if he lost his books, he would be all but
defeated. If the centre of his life were destroyed he would be but a shell. As
I see it, your Ladyships, it is at his library that our first thrust must be
directed. You must have your rights," he added hotly. "It is only
fair that you should have your rights." He took a dramatic step towards
the Lady Cora Groan; he raised his voice: "My Lady Cora Groan, do you not
agree?" Cora, who had been sitting on the extreme
edge of her chair in her excitement, now rose and nodded her head so violently
as to throw her hair into confusion. Clarice, on being asked, followed her
sister's example, and Steerpike relit his pipe from the fire and leaned against
the mantelpiece for a few moments, sending out wreaths of smoke from between
his thin lips. "You have helped me a great deal,
your Ladyships," he said at last, drawing at his stubby pipe and watching
a smoke-ring float to the ceiling. "You are prepared, I am sure, for the
sake of your own honour, to assist me further in my struggle for your
deliverance." He understood from the movements of their perched bodies
that they agreed that this was so. "The question that arises in that
case," said Steerpike, "is how are we to dispose of your brother's
books and thereby bring home to him his responsibilities? What do you feel is
the obvious method of destroying a library full of books? Have you been to his
library lately, your Ladyships?" They shook their heads. "How would you proceed, Lady Cora?
What method would you use to destroy a hundred thousand books?" Steerpike removed his pipe from his lips
and gazed intently at her. "I'd burn them," said Cora. This was exactly what Steerpike had wanted
her to say; but he shook his head. "That would be difficult. What could we
burn it with?" "With fire," said Clarice. "But how would we start the fire,
Lady Clarice?" said Steerpike pretending to look perplexed. "Straw," said Cora. "That is a possibility," said
Steerpike, stroking his chin. "I wonder if _your_ idea would work swiftly
enough. Do you think it would?" "Yes, yes!" said Clarice.
"Straw is lovely to burn." "But would it catch the books,"
persisted Steerpike, "all on its own? There would have to be a great deal
of it. Would it be quick enough?" "What's the hurry?" said Cora. "It must be done swiftly," said
Steerpike, "otherwise the flames might be put out by busybodies." "I love fires," said Clarice. "But we oughtn't to burn down
Sepulchrave's library, ought we?" Steerpike had expected, sooner or later,
that one of them would feel conscience-stricken and he had retained his trump
card. "Lady Cora," he said,
"sometimes one has to do things which are unpalatable. When great issues
are involved one can't toy with the situation in silk gloves. No. We are making
history and we must be stalwart. Do you recall how when I first came in I told
you that I had received information? You do? Well, I will now divulge what has
come to my ears. Keep calm and steady; remember who you are. I shall look after
your interests, have no fear, but at this moment sit down, will you, and
attend? "You tell me you have been treated
badly for this and for that, but only listen now to the latest scandal that is
being repeated below stairs. '_They_ aren't being asked,' everyone is saying.
'_They_ haven't been asked.' " "Asked what?" said Clarice. "Or where?" said Cora. "To the Great Gathering which your
brother is calling. At this Great Gathering the details for a party for the New
Heir to Gonmenghast, your nephew Titus, will be discussed. Everyone of
importance is going. Even the Prunesquallors are going. It is the first time
for many years that your brother has become so worldly as to call the members
of his family together. He has, it is said, many things which he wishes to talk
of in connection with Titus, and in my opinion this Great Gathering in a week's
time will be of prime importance. No one knows exactly what Lord Sepulchrave
has in mind, but the general idea is that preparations must be begun even now
for a party on his son's first Birthday. "Whether you will even be invited to
that Party I would not like to say, but judging from the remarks I have heard
about how you two have been thrust aside and forgotten like old shoes, I should
say it was very unlikely. "You see," said Steerpike,
"I have not been idle. I have been listening and taking stock of the
situation, and one day my labouns will prove themselves to have been justified --
when I see you, my dear Ladyships, sitting at either end of a table of
distinguished guests, and when I hear the glasses clinking and the rounds of
applause that greet your every remark I shall congratulate myself that I had
long ago enough imagination and ruthless realism to proceed with the dangerous
work of raising you to the level to which you belong. "Why should you not have been invited
to the party? Why? Why? Who are you to be spurned thus and derided by the
lowest menials in Swelter's kitchen?" Steerpike paused and saw that his words
had produced a great effect. Clarice had gone over to Cora's chair where now
they both sat bolt upright and very close together. "When you suggested so
perspicaciously just now that the solution to this insufferable state of
affairs lay in the destruction of your brother's cumbersome library, I felt
that you were right and that only through a brave action of that kind might you
be able to lift up your heads once more and feel the slur removed from your
escutcheon. That idea of yours spelt genius. I appeal to your Ladyships to do
what you feel to be consistent with your honour and your pride. You are not
old, your Ladyships, oh no, you are not old. But are you young? I should like
to feel that what years you have left will be filled with glamorous days and
romantic nights. Shall it be so? Shall we take the step towards justice? Yes or
no, my dear ladies, yes or no." They got up together. "Yes,"
they said, "we want Power back." "We want our servants back and justice
back and everything back," Cora said slowly, a counterpoint of intense
excitement weaving through the flat foreground of her voice. "And romantic nights," said
Clarice. "I'd like that. Yes, yes. Burn! Burn," she continued loudly,
her flat bosom beginning to heave up and down like a machine. "Burn! burn!
burn!" "When?" said Cora. "When
can we burn it up?" Steerpike held up his hand to quieten
them. But they took no notice, only leaning forward, holding each other's hands
and crying in their dreadful emotionless voices: "Burn! Burn! Burn! Burn! Burn!"
until they had exhausted themselves. Steerpike had not flinched under this
ordeal. He now realized more completely than before why they were ostracized
from the normal activities of the castle. He had known they were slow, but he
had not known that they could behave like this. He changed his tone. "Sit down!" he rapped out.
"Both of you. Sit down!" They complied at once, and although they
were taken aback at the peremptory nature of his order, he could see that he
now had complete control over them, and though his inclination was to show his
authority and to taste for the first time the sinister delights of his power,
yet bespoke to them gently -- for, first of all, the library must be burned for
a reason of his own. After that, with such a dreadful hold over them, he could
relax for a time and enjoy a delicious dictatorship in the South Wing. "In six days' time, your
Ladyships," he said, fingering his gold chain -- "on the evening
before the Great Gathering to which you have not been invited -- the library
will be empty and you may burn it to the ground. I shall prepare the
incendiaries and will school you in all the details later; but on the great
night itself when you see me give the signal you will set fire at once to the
fuel and will make your way immediately to. this room." "Can't we watch it burn?" said
Cora. "Yes," said Clarice, "can't
we?" "From your Tree," said
Steerpike. "Do you want to be found out?" "No!" they said. "No! No!" "Then you can watch it from your Tree
and be quite safe. I will remain in the woods so that I can see that nothing
goes wrong. Do you understand?" "Yes," they said. "Then
we"ll have Power, won't we?" The unconscious irony of this caused
Steerpike's lip to lift, but he said: "Your Ladyships will then have
Power." And approaching them in turn he kissed the tips of their fingers.
Picking up his sword-stick from the table he walked swiftly to the door, where
he bowed. Before he opened it he said: "We are
the only ones who know. The only ones who will ever know, aren't we?" "Yes," they said. "Only
us." "I will return within a day or
two," said Steerpike, "and give you the details. Your honour must be
saved." He did not say good night, but opened the
door and disappeared into the darkness. 36 "PREPARATIONS
FOR ARSON" On one excuse or another Steerpike
absented himself from the Prunesquallors' during the major part of the next two
days. Although he accomplished many things during this short period, the three
stealthy expeditions which he made to the library were the core of his
activities. The difficulty lay in crossing, unobserved, the open ground to the
conifer wood. Once in the wood and among the pines there was less danger. He
realized how fatal it might prove to be seen in the neighbourhood of the
library, so shortly before the burning. On the first of the reconnaissances,
after waiting in the shadows of the Southern wing before scudding across the
overgrown gardens to the fields that bordered the conifers, he gathered the
information which he needed. He had managed after an hour's patient
concentration to work the lock of the library door with a piece of wire, and
then he had entered the silent room, to investigate the structure of the
building. There was a remoteness about the deserted room. Shadowy and sinister
though it was by night, it was free of the vacancy which haunted its daylight
hours. Steerpike felt the insistent silence of the place as he moved to and fro,
glancing oven his high shoulder more than once as he took note of the
possibilities for conflagration. His survey was exhaustive, and when he
finally left the building he appreciated to a nicety the nature of the problem.
Lengths of oil-soaked material would have to be procured and laid behind the
books where they could stretch unobserved from one end of the room to the
other. After leading around the library they could be taken up the stairs and
along the balcony. To lay these twisted lengths (no easy matter to procure
without awakening speculation) was patently a job for those hours of the early
morning, after Lord Sepulchrave had left for the castle. He had staggered, on
his second visit, under an enormous bundle of rags and a tin of oil to the pine
wood at midnight, and had occupied himself during the hours while he waited for
Lord Sepulchrave to leave the building in knotting together the odd assortment
of pilfered cloth into lengths of not less than forty feet. When at last he saw his Lordship leave the
side door and heard his slow, melancholy footsteps die away on the pathway
leading to the Tower of Flints, he rose and stretched himself. Much to his annoyance the probing of the
lock occupied even more time than on the last occasion, and it was four o'clock
in the morning before he pushed the door open before him. Luckily, the dank autumn mornings were on
his side, and he had a clean three hours. He had noticed that from without no
light could be observed and he lit the lamp in the centre of the room. Steerpike was nothing if not systematic,
and two hours later, taking a tour of the library, he was well satisfied, Not a
trace of his handiwork could be seen save only where four extremities of the
cloth hung limply beside the main, unused, door of the building. These strips
were the terminals of the four lengths that circumscribed the library and would
be dealt with. The only thing that caused him a moment's
reflection was the faint smell of the oil in which he had soaked the tightly
twisted cloth. He now concentrated his attention upon the
four strips and twining them together into a single cord, he knotted it at its
end. Somehow or other this cord must find its way through the door to the
outside world. He had on his last visit eventually arrived at the only solution
apart from that of chiselling a way through the solid wall and the oak that
formed the backs of the bookshelves. This was obviously too laborious. The
alternative, which he had decided on, was to bore a neat hole through the door
immediately under the large handle in the shadow of which it would be invisible
save to scrutiny. Luckily for him there was a reading-stand in the form of a
carven upright with three short, bulbous legs. This upright supported a tilted
surface the size of a very small table. This piece stood unused in front of the
main door. By moving it a fraction to the right, the twisted cord of cloth was
lost in darkness and although its discovery was not impossible, both this risk
and that of the faint aroma of oil being noticed, were justifiable. He had brought the necessary tools with
him and although the oak was tough had bored his way through it within half an
hour. He wriggled the cord through the hole and swept up the sawdust that had
gathered on the floor. By this time he was really tired, but he
took another walk about the library before turning down the lamp and leaving by
the side door. Once in the open he bore to his night, and skirting the adjacent
wall, arrived at the main door of the building. As this entrance had not been
used for many years, the steps that led to it were invisible beneath a cold sea
of nettles and giant weeds. He waded his way through them and saw the loose end
of the cord hanging through the raw hole he had chiselled. It glimmered whitely
and was hooked like a dead finger. Opening the blade of a small sharp knife he
cut through the twisted cloth so that only about two inches protruded, and to
prevent this stub end slipping back through the hole, drove a small nail
through the cloth with the butt of his knife. His work for the night now seemed to be
complete and, only stopping to hide the can of oil in the wood, he retraced his
steps to the Prunesquallors", where climbing at once to his room he curled
up in bed, dressed as he was, and incontinently fell asleep. The third of his expeditions to the
library, the second during the daylight, was on other business. As might be
supposed, the childishness of burning down Lord Sepulchrave's sanctum did not
appeal to him. In a way it appalled him. Not through any prickings of
conscience, but because destruction in any form annoyed him. That is, the
destruction of anything inanimate that was well constructed. For living
creatures he had not this same concern, but in a well-made object, whatever its
nature, a sword or a watch or a book, he felt an excited interest. He enjoyed a
thing that was cleverly conceived and skilfully wrought, and this notion, of
destroying so many beautifully bound and printed volumes, had angered him
against himself, and it was only when his plot had so ripened that he could
neither retract nor resist it, that he went forward with a single mind. That it
should be the Twins who would actually set light to the building with their own
hands was, of course, the lynch-pin of the manoeuvre. The advantages to himself
which would accrue from being the only witness to the act were too absorbing
for him to ponder at this juncture. The aunts would, of course, not realize
that they were setting fire to a library filled with people: nor that it would
be the night of the Great Gathering to which, as Steerpike had told them, they
were not to be invited. The youth had waylaid Nannie Slagg on her way to the
aunts and had inquired whether he could save her feet by delivering her message
to them. At first she had been disinclined to divulge the nature of her
mission, but when she at last furbished him with what he had already suspected,
he promised he would inform them at once of the Gathering, and after a pretence
of going in their direction, he had returned to the Prunesquallors' in time for
his midday meal. It was on the following morning that he told the Twins that
they had _not_ been invited. Once Cora and Clarice had ignited the cord
at the main door of the library and the fire was beginning to blossom, it would
be up to him to be as active as an eel on a line. It seemed to Steerpike that to save two
generations of the House of Groan from death by fire should stand him in very
good stead, and moreover, his headquarters would be well established in the
South Wing with their Ladyships Cora and Clarice who after such an episode
would, if only through fear of their guilt being uncovered, eat out of his
hand. The question of how the fire started would
follow close upon the rescue. On this he would have as little knowledge as
anyone, only having seen the glow in the sky as he was walking along the South
Wing for exercise. The Prunesquallors would bear out that it was his habit to
take a stroll at sundown. The twins would be back in their room before news of
the burning could even reach the castle. Steerpike's third visit to the library was
to plan how the rescues were to be effected. One of the first things was, of
course, to turn and remove the key from the door when the party had entered the
building, and as Lord Sepulchrave had the convenient habit of leaving it in the
lock until he removed it on retiring in the small hours, there should be no
difficulty about this. That such questions as "Who turned the key?"
and "how did it disappear?" would be asked at a later date was
inevitable, but with a well-rehearsed alibi for himself and the twins, and with
the Prunesquallors' cognizance of his having gone out for a stroll on that
particular evening, he felt sure the suspicion would no more centre upon
himself than on anyone else. Such minor problems as might anise in the future
could be dealt with in the future. This was of more immediate consequence:
How was he to rescue the family of Groan in a manner reasonably free of danger
to himself and yet sufficiently dramatic to cause the maximum admiration and
indebtedness? His survey of the building had shown him
that he had no wide range of choice -- in fact, that apart from forcing one of
the doors open by some apparently superhuman effort at the last moment, or by
smashing an opening in the large skylight in the roof through which it would be
both too difficult and dangerous to rescue the prisoners, the remaining
possibility lay in the only window, fifteen feet from the ground. Once he had decided on this window as his
focus he turned over in his mind alternative methods of rescue. It must appear,
above all else, that the deliverance was the result of a spontaneous decision,
translated at once into action. It did not matter so much if he were suspected,
although he did not imagine that he _would_ be; what mattered was that nothing
could later be proved as _prearranged_. The window, about four feet square, was
above the main door and was heavily glazed. The difficulty naturally centred on
how the prisoners were to reach the window from the inside, and how Steerpike
was to scale the outer wall in order to smash the pane and show himself. Obviously he must not be armed with
anything which he would not normally be carrying. Whatever he used to force an
entrance must be something he had picked up on the spur of the moment outside
the library or among the pines. A ladder, for instance, would at once arouse
suspicions, and yet something of that nature was needed. It occurred to him
that a small tree was the obvious solution, and he began to search for one of
the approximate length, already felled, for many of the pines which were
cleared for the erection of the library and adjacent buildings were still to be
seen lying half buried in the thick needle-covered ground. It did not take him
long to come upon an almost perfect specimen of what he wanted. It was about
twelve to fifteen feet long, and most of its lateral branches were broken off
close to the bole, leaving stumps varying from three inches to a foot in
length. "Here," said Steerpike to himself, "is _the_
thing." It was less easy for him to find another,
but eventually he discovered some distance from the librany what he was
searching for. It lay in a dank hollow of ferns. Dragging it to the library
wall, he propped both the pines upright against the main door and under the
only window. Wiping the sweat from his bulging forehead he began to climb them,
stamping off those branches that would be too weak to support Lady Groan, who
would be the heaviest of the prisoners. Dragging them away from the wall, when
he had completed these minor adjustments, and feeling satisfied that his
"ladders" were now both serviceable yet _natural_, he left them at
the edge of the trees where a number of felled pines were littered, and next
cast about for something with which he could smash the window. At the base of
the adjacent building, a number of moss-covered lumps of masonry had fallen
away from the walls. He carried several of these to within a few yards of the "ladders".
Were there any question of his being suspected later, and if questions were
raised as to how he came across the ladders and the piece of masonry so
conveniently, he could point to the heap of half-hidden stones and the litter
of trees. Steerpike closed his eyes and attempted to visualize the scene. He
could see himself making frantic efforts to open the doors, rattling the
handles and banging the panels. He could hear himself shouting "Is there
anybody in there?" and the muffled cries from within. Perhaps he would
yell: "Where's the key? Where's the key?" or a few gallant
encouragements, such as "I'll get you out somehow." Then he would
leap to the main door and beating on it a few times, deliver a few more yells
before dragging up the "ladders", for the fire by that time should be
going very well. Or perhaps he would do none of these things, simply appearing
to them like the answer to a prayer, in the nick of time. He grinned. The only reason why he could not spare
himself both time and energy by propping the "ladders" against the
wall after the last guest had entered the library was that the Twins would see
them as they performed their task. It was imperative that they should not
suspect the library to be inhabited, let alone gain an inkling of Steerpike's
preparations. On this, the last occasion of his three
visits to the library, he once again worked the lock of the side door and
overhauled his handiwork. Lord Sepulchrave had been there on the previous night
as usual, but apparently had suspected nothing. The tall bookstand was as he
had left it, obstructing a view of and throwing a deep shadow over the handle
of the main doon from beneath which the twisted cloth stretched like a tight
rope across the two foot span to the end of the long bookshelves. He could now
detect no smell of oil, and although that meant that it was evaporating, he
knew that it would still be more inflammable than the dry cloth. Before he left he selected half a dozen
volumes from the less conspicuous shelves, which he hid in the pine wood on his
return journey, and which he collected on the following night from their
rainproof nest of needles in the decayed bole of a dead larch. Three of the
volumes had vellum bindings and were exquisitely chased with gold, and the
others were of equally rare craftsmanship, and it was with annoyance, on
returning to the Prunesquallors' that night, that he found it necessary to
fashion for them their neat jackets of brown paper and to obliterate the Groan
crest on the fly-leaves. It was only when these nefarious doings
were satisfactorily completed that Steerpike visited the aunts for the second
time and re-primed them in their very simple roles as arsonists. He had decided
that rather than tell the Prunesquallors that he was going out for a stroll he
would say instead that he was paying a visit to the aunts, and then with them
to prove his alibi (for somehow or other they must be got to and from the
library without the knowledge of their short-legged servant); their story and
that of the Doctor's would coincide. He had made them repeat a dozen or so
times: "We've been indoors _all_ the time. We've been indoors _all_ the
time," until they were themselves as convinced of it as though they were
reliving the Future! 37 THE GROTTO It happened on the day of Steerpike's
second daylight visit to the Library. He was on his return journey and had
reached the edge of the pine woods and was awaiting an opportunity to run
unobserved across the open ground, when, away to his left, he saw a figure
moving in the direction of Gonmenghast Mountain. The invigorating air, coupled with his
recognition of the distant figure, prompted him to change his course, and with
quick, birdlike steps he moved rapidly along the edge of the wood. In the rough
landscape away to his left, the tiny figure in its crimson dress sang out
against the sombre background like a ruby on a slate. The midsummer sun, and
how much less this autumn light, had no power to mitigate the dreary character
of the region that surrounded Gonmenghast. It was like a continuation of the
castle, rough and shadowy, and though vast and often windswept, oppressive too,
with a kind of raw weight. Ahead lay Gormenghast Mountain in all its
permanence, a sinister thing as though drawn out of the earth by sorcery as a
curse on all who viewed it. Although its base appeared to struggle from a
blanket of trees within a few miles of the castle, it was in reality a day's
journey on horseback. Clouds were generally to be seen clustering about its
summit even on the finest days when the sky was elsewhere empty, and it was
common to see the storms raging across its heights and the sheets of dark rain
slanting mistily over the blurred crown and obscuring half the mountain's
hideous body, while, at the same time, sunlight was playing across the
landscape all about it and even on its own lower slopes. Today, however, not
even a single cloud hung above the peak, and when Fuchsia had looked out of her
bedroom window after her midday meal she had stared at the Mountain and said:
"Where are the clouds?" "What clouds?" said the old
nurse, who was standing behind her, rocking Titus in her arms. "What is
it, my caution?" "There's nearly always clouds on top
of the Mountain," said Fuchsia. "Aren't there any, dear?" "No," said Fuchsia. "Why
aren't there?" Fuchsia realized that Mrs. Slagg knew
virtually nothing, but the long custom of asking her questions was a hard one
to break down. This realization that grown-ups did not necessarily know any more
than children was something against which she had fought. She wanted Mrs. Slagg
to remain the wise recipient of all her troubles and the comforter that she had
always seemed, but Fuchsia was growing up and she was now realizing how weak
and ineffectual was her old guardian. Not that she was losing her loyalty or
affection. She would have defended the wrinkled midget to her last breath if
necessary; but she was isolated within herself with no one to whom she could
run with that unquestioning confidence -- that outpouring of her newest
enthusiasms -- her sudden terrors -- her projects -- her stories. "I think I'll go out," she said,
"for a walk." "Again?" said Mrs. Slagg,
stopping for a moment the rocking of her arms. "You go out such a lot now,
don't you? Why are you always going away from me?" "It's not from you," said
Fuchsia; "it's because I want to walk and think. It isn't going away from
you. You know it isn't." "I don't know anything," said
Nannie Slagg, her face puckered up, "but I know you never went out all the
summer, did you dear? And now that it is so tempensome and cold you are always
going out into the nastiness and getting wet on frozen every day. Oh, my poor
heart. Why? Why _every_ day?" Fuchsia pushed her hands into the depths
of the big pockets of her red dress. It was true she had deserted her attic for
the dreary moons and the rocky tracts of country about Gonmenghast. Why was
this? Had she suddenly outgrown her attic that had once been all in all to her?
Oh no; she had not outgrown it, but something had changed ever since that
dreadful night when she saw Steerpike lying by the window in the darkness. It
was no longer inviolate -- secret -- mysterious. It was no longer another
world, but a part of the castle. Its magnetism had weakened -- its silent,
shadowy drama had died and she could no longer bear to revisit it. When last
she had ventured up the spiral stairs and entered the musty and familiar
atmosphere, Fuchsia had experienced a pang of such sharp nostalgia for what it
had once been to her that she had turned from the swaying motes that filled the
air and the shadowy shapes of all that she had known as her friends; the
cobwebbed organ, the crazy avenue of a hundred loves -- turned away, and
stumbled down the dank staircase with a sense of such desolation as seemed
would never lift. Her eyes grew dim as she remembered these things; her hands
clenched in her deep pockets. "Yes," she said, "I have
been out a lot. Do you get lonely? If you do, you needn't, because you know I
love you, don't you? You _know_ that, don't you?" She thrust her lower lip forward and
frowned at Mrs. Slagg, but this was only to keep her tears back, for nowadays
Fuchsia had so lonely a feeling that tears were never far distant. Never having
had either positive cruelty or kindness shown to her by her parents, but only
an indifference, she was not conscious of what it was that she missed --
affection. It had always been so and she had
compensated herself by weaving stories of her own Future, or by lavishing her
own love upon such things as the objects in her attics, or more recently upon
what she found or saw among the woods and wastelands. "You know that, don't you?"
Fuchsia repeated. Nannie rocked Titus more vigorously than
was necessary and by the pursing of her lips indicated that his Lordship was
asleep and that she was speaking too loudly. Then Fuchsia came up to her old nurse and
stared at her brother. The feeling of aversion for him had disappeared, and
though as yet the lilac-eyed creature had not affected her with any sensation
of sisterly love, nevertheless she had got used to his presence in the Castle
and would sometimes play with him solemnly for half an hour on so at a time. Nannie's eyes followed Fuchsia"s. "His little Lordship," she said,
wagging her head, "it's his little Lordship." "Why do you love him?" "Why do I love him! oh, my poor, weak
heart! Why do I love him, stupid? How could you say such a thing?" cried
Nannie Slagg. "Oh my little Lordship _thing_. How could I _help_ it -- the
innocent notion that he is! The very next of Gormenghast, aren't you, my only?
The very next of all. What did your cruel sister say, then, what did she say? "He must go to his cot now, for his
sleep, he must, and to dream his golden dreams." "Did you talk to me like that when I
was a baby?" asked Fuchsia. "Of course I did," said Mrs.
Slagg. "Don't be silly. Oh, the ignorance of you! Are you going to tidy
your room for me now?" She hobbled to the door with her precious
bundle. Every day she asked this same question, but never waited for an answer,
knowing that whatever it was, it was _she_ who would have to make some sort of
order out of the chaos. Fuchsia again turned to the window and
stared at the Mountain whose shape down to the last outcrop had long since
scored its outline in her mind. Between the castle and Gormenghast
Mountain the land was desolate, for the main part empty wasteland, with large
areas of swamp where undisturbed among the needy tracts the waders moved.
Curlews and peewits sent their thin cries along the wind. Moorhens reared their
young and paddled blackly in and out of the rushes. To the east of Gormenghast
Mountain, but detached from the trees at its base, spread the undulating
darkness of the Twisted Woods. To the west the unkempt acres, broken here and
there with low stunted trees bent by the winds into the shape of hunchbacks. Between this dreary province and the pine
wood that surrounded the West Wing of the castle, a dark, shelving plateau rose
to a height of about a hundred to two hundred feet -- an irregular tableland of
greenyblack rock, broken and scarred and empty. It was beyond these cold
escarpments that the river wound its way about the base of the Mountain and fed
the swamps where the wild fowl lived. Fuchsia could see three short stnetches of
the river from her window. This afternoon the central portion and that to its
right were black with the reflection of the Mountain, and the third, away to
the west beyond the rocky plateau, was a shadowy white strip that neither
glanced nor sparkled, but, mirroring the opaque sky, lay lifeless and inert,
like a dead arm. Fuchsia left the window abruptly and
closing the door after her with a crash, ran all the way down the stairs,
almost falling as she slipped clumsily on the last flight, before threading a
maze of corridors to emerge panting in the chilly sunlight. Breathing in the sharp air she gulped and
clenched her hands together until her nails bit at her palms. Then she began to
walk. She had been walking for over an hour when she heard footsteps behind her
and, turning, saw Steerpike. She had not seen him since the night at the
Prunesquallors' and never as clearly as now, as he approached her through the
naked autumn. He stopped when he noticed that he was observed and called: "Lady Fuchsia! May I join you?" Behind him she saw something which by
contrast with the alien, incalculable figure before her, was close and real. It
was something which she understood, something which she could never do without,
or be without, for it seemed as though it were her own self, her own body, at
which she gazed and which lay so intimately upon the skyline. Gormenghast. The
long, notched outline of her home. It was now his background. It was a screen
of walls and towers pocked with windows. He stood against it, an intruder,
imposing himself so vividly, so solidly, against her world, his head
overtopping the loftiest of its towers. "What do you want?" she said. A breeze had lifted from beyond the
Twisted Woods and her dress was blown across her so that down her right side it
clung to her showing the strength of her young body and thighs. "Lady Fuchsia!" shouted
Steerpike across the strengthening wind. "I'll tell you." He took a
few quick paces towards her and reached the sloping rock on which she stood.
"I want you to explain this region to me -- the marshes and Gormenghast
Mountain. Nobody has even told me about it. You know the country -- you
understand it," (he filled his lungs again) "and though I love the
district I'm very ignorant." He had almost reached her. "Can I share
your walks, occasionally? Would you consider the idea? Are you returning?"
Fuchsia had moved away. "If so, may I accompany you back?" "That's not what you've come to ask
me," said Fuchsia slowly. She was beginning to shake in the cold wind. "Yes, it is," said Steerpike,
"it is just what I've come to ask you. And whether you will tell me about
Nature." "I don't know anything about
Nature," said Fuchsia, beginning to walk down the sloping rock. "I
don't understand it. I only look at it. Who told you I knew about it? Who makes
up these things?" "No one," said Steerpike.
"I thought you must know and understand what you love so much. I've seen
you very often returning to the castle laden with the things you have
discovered. And also, you _look_ as though you understand." "I _do_?" said Fuchsia,
surprised. "No, I can't do. I don't understand wise things at all." "Your knowledge is intuitive,"
said the youth. "You have no need of book learning and such like. You only
have to gaze at a thing to _know_ it. The wind is getting stronger, your
Ladyship, and colder. We had better return." Steerpike turned up his high collar, and
gaining her permission to accompany her back to the castle, he began with her
the descent of the grey rocks. Before they were halfway down, the rain was
falling and the autumn sunlight had given way to a fast, tattered sky. "Tread carefully, Lady Fuchsia,"
said Steerpike suddenly; and Fuchsia stopped and stared quickly over her
shoulder at him as though she had forgotten he was there. She opened her mouth
as though to speak when a far rattle of thunder reverberated among the rocks
and she turned her head to the sky. A black cloud was approaching and from its
pendulous body the rain fell in a mass of darkness. Soon it would be above them and Fuchsia's
thoughts leapt backwards through the years to a certain afternoon when, as
today, she had been caught in a sudden rainstorm. She had been with her mother
on one of those rare occasions, still rarer now, when the Countess for some
reason or other decided to take her daughter for a walk. Those occasional
outings had been silent affairs, and Fuchsia could remember how she had longed
to be free of the presence that moved at her side and above her, and yet she
recalled how she had envied her huge mother when the wild binds came to her at
her long, shrill, sweet whistle and settled upon her head and arms and
shoulders. But what she chiefly remembered was how, on that day, when the storm
broke above them, her mother instead of turning back to the castle, continued
onwards towards these same layers of dark rock which she and Steerpike were now
descending. Her mother had turned down a rough, narrow gully and had
disappeared behind a high slab of dislodged stone that was leaning against a
face of rock. Fuchsia had followed. But instead of finding her mother
sheltering from the downpour against the cliff and behind the slab, to her
surprise she found herself confronted with the entrance to a grotto. She had
peered inside, and there, deep in its chilly throat, was her mother sitting
upon the ground and leaning against the sloping wall, very still and silent and
enormous. They had waited there until the storm had
tired of its own anger and a slow rain descended like remorse from the sky. No
word had passed between them, and Fuchsia, as she remembered the grotto, felt a
shiver run through her body. But she turned to Steerpike. "Follow me, if
you want to," she said. "I know a cave." The rain was by now thronging across the
escarpment, and she began to run over the slippery grey rock surfaces with
Steerpike at her heels. As she began the short, steep descent she
turned for an instant to see whether Steerpike had kept pace with her, and as she
turned, her feet slipped away from under her on the slithery surface of an
oblique slab, and she came crashing to the ground, striking the side of her
face, her shoulders and shin with a force that for the moment stunned her. But
only for a moment. As she made an effort to rise and felt the pain growing at
her cheekbone, Steerpike was beside her. He had been some twelve yards away as
she fell, but he slithened like a snake among the rocks and was kneeling beside
her almost immediately. He saw at once that the wound upon her face was
superficial. He felt her shoulder and shinbone with his thin fingers and found
them sound. He removed his cape, covered her and glanced down the gully. The
rain swam over his face and thrashed on the rocks. At the base of the steep
decline he could see, looming vaguely through the downpour, a huge propped
rock, and he guessed that it was towards this that Fuchsia had been running,
for the gully ended within forty feet in a high, unscalable wall of granite. Fuchsia was trying to sit up, but the pain
in her shoulder had drained her of strength. "Lie still!" shouted Steerpike
through the screen of rain that divided them. Then he pointed to the propped
rock. "Is that where we were going?"
he asked. "There's a cave behind it," she
whispered. "Help me up. I can get there all night." "Oh no," said Steerpike. He
knelt down beside her, and then with great cane he lifted her inch by inch from
the rocks. His winy muscles toughened in his slim arms, and along his spine, as
by degrees he raised her to the level of his chest, getting to his feet as he
did so. Then, step by tentative step over the splashing boulders he approached
the cave. A hundred rain-thrashed pools had collected among the rocks. Fuchsia had made no remonstrance, knowing
that she could never have made this difficult descent; but as she felt his arms
around her and the proximity of his body, something deep within her tried to
hide itself. Through the thick, tousled strands of her drenched hair she could
see his sharp, pale, crafty face, his powerful dark-ned eyes focused upon the
rocks below them, his high protruding forehead, his cheekbones glistening, his
mouth an emotionless line. This was Steerpike. He was holding her;
she was in his arms; in his power. His hard arms and fingers were taking the
weight at her thighs and shoulders. She could feel his muscles like bars of
metal. This was the figure whom she had found in her attic, and who had climbed
up the sheer and enormous wall. He had said that he had found a stone
sky-field. He had said that she understood Nature. He wanted to learn from her.
How could he with his wonderful long sentences learn anything from her? She
must be careful. He was clever. But there was nothing wrong in being clever.
Dr. Prune was clever and she liked him. She wished she was clever herself. He was edging between the wall of rock and
the slanting slab, and suddenly they were in the dim light of the grotto. The
floor was dry and the thunder of the rain beyond the entrance seemed to come
from another world. Steerpike lowered her carefully to the
ground and propped her against a flat, slanting portion of the wall. Then he
pulled off his shirt and began, after wringing as much moisture from it as he
could, to tear it into long narrow pieces. She watched him, fascinated in spite
of the pain she was suffering. It was like watching someone from another world
who was worked by another kind of machinery, by something smoother, colder,
harder, swifter. Her heart rebelled against the bloodlessness of his precision,
but she had begun to watch him with a grudging admiration for a quality so
alien to her own temperament. The grotto was about fifteen feet in
depth, the roof dipping to the earth, so that in only the first nine feet from
the entrance was it possible to stand upright. Close to the arching roof, areas
of the rock-face were broken and fretted into dim convolutions of stone, and a
fanciful eye could with a little difficulty beguile any length of time by
finding among the inter-woven patterns an inexhaustible army of ghoulish or
seraphic heads according to the temper of the moment. The recesses of the grotto were in deep
darkness, but it was easy enough for Fuchsia and Steerpike to see each other in
the dull light near the shielded entrance. Steerpike had torn his shirt into neat
strips and had knelt down beside Fuchsia and bandaged her head and staunched
the bleeding which, especially from her leg, where the injury was not so deep,
was difficult to check. Her upper arm was less easy, and it was necessary for
her to allow Steerpike to bare her shoulder before he could wash it clean. She watched him as he carefully dabbed the
wound. The sudden pain and shock had changed to a raw aching and she bit her
lip to stop her tears. In the half light she saw his eyes smouldering in the
shadowy whiteness of his face. Above the waist he was naked. What was it that
made his shoulders look deformed? They were high, but were sound, though like
the rest of his body, strangely taut and contracted. His chest was narrow and
firm. He removed a swab of cloth from her
shoulder slowly and peered to see whether the blood would continue to flow. "Keep still," he said.
"Keep your arm as still as you can. How's the pain?" "I'm all right," said Fuchsia. "Don't be heroic," he said,
sitting back on his heels. "We're not playing a game. I want to know
_exactly_ how much you're in pain -- not whether you are brave or not. I know
that already. Which hurts you most?" "My leg," said Fuchsia. "It
makes me want to be ill. And I'm cold. Now you know." Their eyes met in the half light. Steerpike straightened himself. "I'm
going to leave you," he said. "Otherwise the cold will gnaw you to
bits. I can't get you back to the castle alone. I'll fetch the Prune and a stretcher.
You"ll be all night here. I'll go now, at once. We"ll be back within
half an hour. I can move when I want to." "Steerpike," said Fuchsia. He knelt down at once. "What is
it?" he said, speaking very softly. "You've done quite a lot to
help," she said. "Nothing much," he replied. His
hand was close to hers. The silence which followed became
ludicrous and he got to his feet. "Mustn't stay." He had sensed
the beginning of something less frigid. He would leave things as they were.
"You"ll be shaking like a leaf if I don't hurry. Keep absolutely
still." He laid his coat over her and then walked
the few paces to the opening. Fuchsia watched his hunched yet slender
outline as he stood for a moment before plunging into the rain-swept gully. Then
he had gone, and she remained quite still, as he had told her, and listened to
the pounding of the rain. Steerpike's boast as to his fleetness was
not an idle one. With incredible agility he leapt from boulder to boulder until
he had reached the head of the gully and from there, down the long slopes of
the escarpment, he sped like a Dervish. But he was not reckless. Every one of
his steps was a calculated result of a decision taken at a swifter speed than
his feet could travel. At length the rocks were left behind and
the castle emerged through a dull blanket. His entrance into the Prunesquallors' was
dramatic. Irma, who had never before seen any male skin other than that which
protrudes beyond the collar and the cuffs, gave a piercing cry and fell into
her brother's arms only to recover at once and to dash from the room in a
typhoon of black silk. Prunesquallor and Steerpike could hear the stair rods
rattling as she whirled her way up the staircase and the crashing of her
bedroom door set the pictures swaying on the walls of all the downstairs rooms. Dr. Prunesquallor had circled around
Steerpike with his head drawn back so that his cervical vertebrae nested
against the near wall of his high collar, and a plumbless abysm yawned between
his Adam's apple and his pearl stud. With his head bridled backwards thus,
somewhat in the position of a cobra about to strike, and with his eyebrows
raised quizzically, he was yet able at the same time to flash both tiers of his
startling teeth which caught and reflected the lamplight with an unnatural
brilliancy. He was in an ecstasy of astonishment. The
spectacle of a half-nude, dripping Steerpike both repelled and delighted him.
Every now and again Steerpike and the Doctor could hear an extraordinary
moaning from the floor above. When, however, the Doctor heard the cause
of the boy's appearance, he was at once on the move. It had not taken Steerpike
long to explain what had happened. Within a few moments the Doctor had packed
up a small bag and rung for the cook to fetch both a stretcher and a couple of
young men as bearers. Meanwhile, Steerpike had dived into
another suit and run across to Mrs. Slagg in the castle, whom he instructed to
replenish the fire and to have Fuchsia's bed ready and some hot drink brewing,
leaving her in a state of querulous collapse, which was not remedied by his
tickling her rudely in the ribs as he skipped past her to the door. Coming into the quadrangle he caught sight
of the Doctor as he was emerging from his garden gate with the two men and the
stretcher. Prunesquallor was holding his umbrella over a bundle of rugs under
which he had placed his medical bag. When he had caught them up, he gave them
their directions saying that he would run on ahead, but would reappear on the
escarpment to direct them in the final stage of their journey. Tucking one of
the blankets under his cape he disappeared into the thinning rain. As he ran on
alone, he made jumps into the air. Life was amusing. _So_ amusing. Even the
rain had played into his hand and made the rock slippery. Everything, he
thought to himself, can be of use. Everything. And he clicked his fingers as he
ran grinning through the rain. When Fuchsia awoke in her bed and saw the
firelight flickering on the ceiling and Nannie Slagg sitting beside her, she
said: "Where is Steerpike?" "Who, my precious? Oh, my poor pretty
one!" And Mrs. Slagg fidgeted with Fuchsia's hand which she had been
holding for oven an hour. "What is it you need, my only? What is it, my
caution dear? Oh, my poor heart, you've nearly killed me, dear. Very nearly.
Yes, very nearly, then. There, there. Stay still, and the Doctor will be here
again soon. Oh, my poor, weak heart!" The tears were streaming down her
little, old terrified face. "Nannie," said Fuchsia,
"where's Steerpike?" "That horrid boy?" asked Nannie.
"What about him, precious? You don't want to see him, do you? Oh no, you
couldn't want that boy. What is it, my only? Do you want to see him?" "Oh, no! no!" said Fuchsia.
"I don't want to. I feel so tired. Are you there?" "What is it, my only?" "Nothing; nothing. I wonder where he
is." 38 KNIVES
IN THE MOON The moon slid inexorably into its zenith,
the shadows shrivelling to the feet of all that cast them, and as Rantel
approached the hollow at the hem of the Twisted Woods he was treading in a pool
of his own midnight. The roof of the Twisted Woods reflected
the staring circle in a phosphorescent network of branches that undulated to
the lower slopes of Gormenghast Mountain. Rising from the ground and
circumscribing this baleful canopy the wood was walled with impenetrable
shadow. Nothing of what supported the chilly haze of the topmost branches was
discernible -- only a winding faзade of blackness. The crags of the mountain were ruthless in
the moon; cold, deadly and shining. Distance had no meaning. The tangled
glittering of the forest roof rolled away, but its furthermost reaches were
brought suddenly nearer in a bound by the terrifying effect of proximity in the
mountain that they swarmed. The mountain was neither far away nor was it close
at hand. It arose starkly, enormously, across the lens of the eye. The hollow
itself was a cup of light. Every blade of the grass was of consequence, and the
few scattered stones held an authority that made their solid, separate marks
upon the brain -- each one with its own unduplicated shape: each rising
brightly from the ink of its own spilling. When Rantel had come to the verge of the
chosen hollow he stood still. His head and body were a mosaic of black and
ghastly silver as he gazed into the basin of grass below him. His cloak was
drawn tightly about his spare body and the rhythmic folds of the drapery held
the moonlight along their upper ridges. He was sculpted, but his head moved
suddenly at a sound, and lifting his eyes he saw Braigon arise from beyond the
rim across the hollow. They descended together, and when they had
come to the level ground they unfastened their cloaks, removed their heavy
shoes and stripped themselves naked. Rantel flung his clothes away to the
sloping grass. Braigon folded his coarse garments and laid them across a
boulder. He saw that Rantel was feeling the edge of his blade which danced in
the moonlight like a splinter of glass. They said nothing. They tested the
slippery grass with their naked feet. Then they turned to one another. Braigon
eased his fingers around the short bone hilt. Neither could see the expression
in the other's face for their features were lost in the shadows of their brows
and only their tangled hair held the light. They crouched and began to move,
the distance closing between them, the muscles winding across their backs. With Keda for hearts' reason, they
circled, they closed, they feinted, their blades parrying the thrusts of the
knife by sudden cross movements of their forearms. When Rantel carved it was onslaught. It
was as though the wood were his enemy. He fought it with rasp and chisel,
hacking its flesh away until the shape that he held in his mind began to
surrender to his violence. It was in this way that he fought. Body and brain
were fused into one impulse -- to kill the man who crouched before him. Not
even Keda was in his mind now. His eyes embraced the slightest movement
of the other's body, of his moving feet, of his leaping knife. He saw that
around Braigon's left arm a line of blood was winding from a gash in the
shoulder. Rantel had the longer reach, but swiftly as his knife shot forward to
the throat or breast, Braigon's forearm would swing across behind it and smack
his arm away from its target. Then at the impact Rantel would spin out of
range, and again they would circle and close in upon one another, their
shoulders and arms gleaming in the unearthly brilliance. As Braigon fought he wondered where Keda
was. He wondered whether there could ever be happiness for her after himself or
Rantel had been killed; whether she could forget that she was the wife of a
murderer; whether to fight were not to escape from some limpid truth. Keda came
vividly before his eyes, and yet his body worked with mechanical brilliance,
warding off the savage blade and attacking his assailant with a series of quick
thrusts, drawing blood from Rantel's side. As the figure moved before him he followed
the muscles as they wove beneath the skin. He was not only fighting with an
assailant who was awaiting for that split second in which to strike him dead,
but he was stabbing at a masterpiece -- at sculpture that leapt and heaved, at
a marvel of inky shadow and silver light. A great wave of nausea surged through
him and his knife felt putrid in his hand. His body went on fighting. The grass was blotched with the impression
of their feet. They had scattered and crushed the dew and a dank irregular
patch filled the centre of the hollow showing where their game with death had
led them. Even this bruised darkness of crushed grass was pale in comparison
with the intensity of their shadows which, moving as they moved, sliding
beneath them, springing when they sprang, were never still. Their hair was sticking to the sweat on
their brows. The wounds in their bodies were weakening them, but neither could
afford to pause. About them the stillness of the pale night
was complete. The moonlight lay like rime along the ridges of the distant
castle. The reedy marshlands far to the east lay inert -- a region of gauze.
Their bodies were raddled now with the blood from many wounds. The merciless
light gleamed on the wet, warm streams that slid ceaselessly oven their tired
flesh. A haze of ghostly weakness was filling their nakedness and they were
fighting like characters in a dream. Keda's trance had fallen from her in a
sudden brutal moment and she had started to run towards the Twisted Woods.
Through the great phosphorescent night, cloakless, her hair unfastening as she
climbed, she came at last to the incline that led to the lip of the hollow. Her
pain mounted as she ran. The strange, unworldly strength had died in her, the
glory was gone -- only an agony of fear was with her now. As she climbed to the ridge of the hollow
she could hear -- so small a sound in the enormous night -- the panting of the
men, and her heart for a moment lifted, for they were alive. With a bound she reached the brow of the
slope and saw them crouching and moving in moonlight below her. The cry in her
throat was choked as she saw the blood upon them, and she sank to her knees. Braigon had seen her and his tired arms
rang with a sudden strength. With a flash of his left arm he whirled Rantel's
daggered hand away, and springing after him as swiftly as though he were a part
of his foe, he plunged his knife into the shadowy breast. As he struck he withdrew the dagger, and
as Rantel sank to the ground, Braigon flung his weapon away. He did not turn to Keda. He stood
motionless, his hands at his head. Keda could feel no grief. The corners of her
mouth lifted. The time for horror was not yet. This was not _real_ -- yet. She
saw Rantel raise himself upon his left arm. He groped for his dagger and felt
it beside him in the dew. His life was pouring from the wound in his breast.
Keda watched him as, summoning into his right arm what strength remained in his
whole body, he sent the dagger running through the air with a sudden awkward
movement of his arm. It found its mark in a statue's throat. Braigon's arms
fell to his sides like dead weights. He tottered forward, swayed for a little,
the bone hilt at his gullet, and then collapsed lifeless across the body of his
destroyer. 39 "THE
SUN GOES DOWN AGAIN" "Equality," said Steerpike,
"is the thing. It is the only true and central premise from which
constructive ideas can radiate freely and be operated without prejudice.
Absolute equality of status. Equality of wealth. Equality of power." He tapped at a stone that lay among the
wet leaves with his swordstick and sent it scurrying through the undergrowth. He had waylaid Fuchsia with a great show
of surprise in the pine woods as she was returning from an evening among the
trees. It was the last evening before the fateful day of the burning. There
would be no time tomorrow for any dallying of this kind. His plans were laid
and the details completed. The Twins were rehearsed in their roles and
Steerpike was reasonably satisfied that he could rely on them. This evening,
after having enjoyed a long bath at the Prunesquallors". lie had spent
more time than usual dressing himself. He had plastered his sparse tow-coloured
hair over his bulging forehead with unusual care, viewing himself as he did so
from every angle in the three mirrors he had erected on a table by the window. As he left the house, he spun the slim
swordstick through his fingers. It circled in his hand like the spokes of a
wheel. Should he, or should he not pay a quick call on the Twins? On the one
hand he must not excite them, for it was as though they had been primed for an
examination and might suddenly forget everything they had been taught. On the
other hand, ifhe made no direct reference to tomorrow's enterprise but encouraged
them obliquely it might keep them going through the night. It was essential
that they should have a good night's sleep. He did not want them sitting bolt
upright on the edge of their beds all night staring at each other, with their
eyes and mouths wide open. He decided to pay a very short visit and
then to take a stroll to the woods, where he thought he might find Fuchsia, for
she had made a habit of lying for hours beneath a certain pine in what she
fondly imagined was a secret glade. Steerpike decided he would see them for a
few moments, and at once he moved rapidly across the quadrangle. A fitful light
was breaking through the clouds, and the arches circumscribing the quadrangle
cast pale shadows that weakened or intensified as the clouds stole across the
sun. Steerpike shuddered as he entered the sunless castle. When he came to the door of the aunts'
apartments he knocked, and entered at once. There was a fire burning in the
grate and he walked towards it, noticing as he did so the twin heads of Cora
and Clarice twisted on their long powdered necks. Their eyes were staring at
him over the embroidered back of their couch, which had been pulled up to the
fire. They followed him with their heads, their necks unwinding as he took up a
position before them with his back to the fire, his legs astride, his hands
behind him. "My dears," he said, fixing them
in turn with his magnetic eyes; "my _dears_, how are you? But what need is
there to ask? You both look radiant. Lady Clarice, I have seldom seen you look
lovelier; and your sister refuses to let you have it all your own way. You
refuse utterly, Lady Cora, don't you? You are about as bridal as I ever
remember you. It is a delight to be with you again." The twins stared at
him and wriggled, but no expression appeared in their faces. After a long silence during which
Steerpike had been warming his hands at the blaze Cora said, "Do you mean
that I'm glorious?" "That's not what he said," came
Clarice's flat voice. "Glorious," said Steerpike,
"is a dictionary word. We are all imprisoned by the dictionary. We choose
out of that vast, paper-walled prison our convicts, the little black printed
words, when in truth we need fresh sounds to utter, new enfranchised noises
which would produce a new effect. In dead and shackled language, my dears, you
_are_ glorious, but oh, to give vent to a brand new sound that might convince
you of what I really think of you, as you sit there in your purple splendour,
side by side! But no, it is impossible. Life is too fleet for onomatopoeia.
Dead words defy me. I can make no sound, dear ladies, that is apt." "You could try," said Clarice.
"We aren't busy." She smoothed the shining fabric of her
dress with her long, lifeless fingers. "Impossible," replied the youth,
rubbing his chin. "Quite impossible. Only believe in my admiration for
your beauty that will one day be recognized by the whole castle. Meanwhile,
preserve all dignity and silent power in your twin bosoms." "Yes, yes," said Cora,
"we"ll preserve it. We"ll preserve it in our bosoms, won't we,
Clarice? Our silent power." "Yes, all the power we've got,"
said Clarice. "But we haven't got much." "It is coming to you," said
Steerpike. "It is on its way. You are of the blood; who else but you
should wield the sceptre? But alone you cannot succeed. For years you have
smarted from the insults you have been forced to endure. Ah, how patiently, you
have smarted! How patiently! Those days have gone. Who is it that can help
you?" He took a pace towards them and bent forward. "Who is it that
can restore you: and who will set you on your glittering thrones?" The aunts put their arms about one another
so that their faces were cheek to cheek, and from this doublehead they gazed up
at Steerpike with a row of four equidistant eyes. There was no reason why there
should not have been forty, or four hundred of them. It so happened that only
four had been removed from a dead and endless frieze whose inexhaustible and
repetitive theme was forever, eyes, eyes, eyes. "Stand up," said Steerpike. He
had raised his voice. They got to their feet awkwardly and stood
before him evil. A sense of power filled Steerpike with an acute enjoyment. "Take a step forward," he said. They did so, still holding one another. Steerpike watched them for some time, his
shoulders hunched against the mantelpiece. "You heard me speak," he
said. "You heard my question. Who is it that will raise you to your
thrones?" "Thrones," said Cora in a
whisper; "our thrones." "Golden ones," said Clarice.
"That is what we want." "That is what you shall have. Golden
thrones for Lady Cora and Lady Clarice. Who will give them to you?" He stretched forward his hands and,
holding each of them firmly by an elbow, brought them forward in one piece to
within a foot of himself. He had never gone so far before, but he could see
that they were clay in his hands and the familiarity was safe. The dreadful
proximity of the identical faces caused him to draw his own head back. "Who will give you the thrones, the
glory and the power?" he said. "Who?" Their mouths opened together.
"You," they said. "It's _you_ who"ll give them to us.
Steerpike will give them to us." Then Clarice craned her head forward from
beside her sister's and she whispered as though she were telling Steerpike a
secret for the first time. We're burning Sepulchrave's books
up," she said, "the whole of his silly library. We're doing it --
Cora and I. Everything is ready." "Yes," said Steerpike.
"Everything is ready." Clarice's head regained its normal
position immediately above her neck, where it balanced itself, a dead thing, on
a column, but Cora's came forward as though to take the place of its
counterpart and to keep the machinery working. In the same flat whisper she
continued from where her sister had left off: "All we do is to do what we've been
told to do." Her head came forward another two inches. "There isn't
anything difficult. It's easy to do. We go to the big door and then we find two
little pieces of cloth sticking through from the inside, and then --" "We set them on fire!" broke in
her sister in so loud a voice that Steerpike closed his eyes. Then with a
profound emptiness: "We"ll do it _now_," said Clarice. It's
easy." "Now?" said Steerpike. "Oh
no, not now. We decided it should be tomorrow, didn't we? Tomorrow
evening." "I want to do it _now_," said
Clarice. "Don't you, Cora?" "No," said Cora. Clarice bit solemnly at her knuckles.
"You're frightened," she said; "frightened of a little bit of
fire. You ought to have more pride than that, Cora. I have, although I'm gently
manured." "Mannered, you mean," said her
sister. "You _stupid_. How ignorant you are. With our blood, too. I am
ashamed of our likenesses and always will be, so _there_!" Steerpike brushed an elegant green vase
from the mantel with his elbow, which had the effect he had anticipated. The
four eyes moved towards the fragments on the floor -- the thread of their
dialogue was as shattered as the vase. "A sign!" he muttered in a low,
vibrant voice. "A portent! A symbol! The circle is complete. An angel has
spoken." The twins stared open-mouthed. "Do you see the broken porcelain,
dear ladies?" he said. "Do you _see_ it?" They" nodded. "What else is that but the _Rйgime_,
broken for ever -- the bullydom of Gertrude -- the stony heart of Sepulchrave
-- the ignorance, malice and brutality of the House of Groan as it now stands
-- smashed for ever? It is a signal that your hour is at hand. Give praise, my
dears; you shall come unto your splendour." "When?" said Cora. "Will it
be soon?" "What about tonight?" said
Clarice. She raised her flat voice to its second floor, where there was more
ventilation. "What about tonight?" "There is a little matter to be
settled first," said Steerpike. "One little job to be done. Very
simple; very, very simple; but it needs clever people to do it." He struck
a match. In the four lenses of the four flat eyes,
the four reflections of a single flame, danced -- danced. "Fire!" they said. "We know
all about it. All, all, all." "Oh, then, to bed," said the
youth, speaking rapidly. "To bed, to bed, to bed." Clarice lifted a limp hand like a slab of
putty to her breast and scratched herself abstractedly. "All right,"
she said, "Good night." And as she moved towards the bedroom door she
began to unfasten her dress. "I'm going too," said Cora.
"Good night." She also, as she retired, could be seen unclasping and
unhooking herself. Before the door closed behind her she was half unravelled of
imperial purple. Steerpike filled his pocket with nuts from
a china bowl and letting himself out of the room began the descent to the
quadrangle. He had had no intention of broaching the subject of the burning,
but the aunts had happily proved less excitable than he had anticipated and his
confidence in their playing their elementary roles effectively on the following
evening was strengthened. As he descended the stone stairs he filled
his pipe, and on coming into the mild evening light, his tobacco smouldering in
the bowl, he felt in an amiable mood, and spinning his swordstick he made for
the pine woods, humming to himself as he went. He had found Fuchsia, and had built up
some kind of conversation, although he always found it more difficult to speak
to her than to anyone else. First he inquired with a certain sincerity whether
she had recovered from the shock. Her cheek was inflamed, and she limped badly
from the severe pain in her leg. The Doctor had bandaged her up carefully and
had left instructions with Nannie that she must not go out for several days,
but she had slipped away when her nurse was out of the room, leaving a scribble
on the wall to the effect that she loved her; but as the creature never looked
at the wall the message was abortive. By the time they had come to the edge of
the woods Steerpike was talking airily of any subject that came into his head,
mainly for the purpose of building up in her mind a picture of himself as
someone profoundly brilliant, but also for the enjoyment of talking for its own
sake, for he was in a sprightly mood. She limped beside him as they passed
through the outermost trees and into the light of the sinking sun. Steerpike
paused to remove a stagbeetle from where it clung to the soft bark of a pine. Fuchsia went on slowly, wishing she were
alone. "There should be no rich, no poor, no
strong, no weak," said Steerpike, methodically pulling the legs off the
stag-beetle, one by one, as he spoke. "Equality is the great thing,
equality is _everything_." He flung the mutilated insect away. "Do
you agree, Lady Fuchsia?" he said. "I don't know anything about it, and
I don't care much," said Fuchsia. "But don't you think it's wrong if
some people have nothing to eat and others have so much they throw most of it
away? Don't you think it's wrong if some people have to work all their lives
for a little money to exist on while others never do any work and live in
luxury? Don't you think brave men should be recognized and rewarded, and not
just treated the same as cowards? The men who climb mountains, or dive under
the sea, or explore jungles full of fever, or save people from fires?" "I don't know," said Fuchsia
again. "Things ought to be fair, I suppose. But I don't know anything
about it." "Yes, you do," said Steerpike.
"When you say 'Things ought to be fair' it is exactly what I mean. Things
_ought_ to be fair. Why aren't they fair? Because of greed and cruelty and lust
for power. All that sort of thing must be stopped." "Well, why don't you stop it,
then?" said Fuchsia in a distant voice. She was watching the sun's blood
on the Tower of Flints, and a cloud like a drenched swab, descending, inch by
inch, behind the blackening tower. "I am going to," said Steerpike
with such an air of simple confidence that Fuchsia turned her eyes to him. "You're going to stop cruelty?"
she asked. "And greediness, and all those things? I don't think you could.
You're very clever, but, oh no, you couldn't do anything like that." Steerpike was taken aback for a moment by
this reply. He had meant his remark to stand on its own -- a limpid statement
of fact -- something that he imagined Fuchsia might often turn over in her mind
and cogitate upon. "It's nearly gone," said Fuchsia
as Steerpike was wondering how to reassert himself. "Nearly gone." "What's nearly gone?" He
followed her eyes to where the circle of the sun was notched with turrets.
"Oh, you mean the old treacle bun," he said. "Yes, it will get
cold very quickly now." "Treacle bun?" said Fuchsia.
"Is that what you call it?" She stopped walking. "I don't think
you ought to call it that. It's not respectful." She gazed. As the
death-throes weakened in the sky, she watched with big, perplexed eyes. Then
she smiled for the first time. "Do you give names to other things like that?" "Sometimes," said Steerpike.
"I have a disrespectful nature." "Do you give people names?" "I have done." "Have you got one for me?" Steerpike sucked the end of his swordstick
and raised his straw-coloured eyebrows. "I don't think I have," he
said. "I usually think of you as Lady Fuchsia." "Do you call my mother
anything?" "Your mother? Yes." "What do you call my mother?" "I call her the old Bunch of
Rags," said Steerpike. Fuchsia's eyes opened wide and she stood
still again. "Go away," she said. "That's not very fair," said
Steerpike. "After all, you _asked_ me." "What do you call my father, then?
But I don't want to know. I think you're cruel," said Fuchsia
breathlessly, "you who said you'd stop cruelty altogether. Tell me some
more names. Are they _all_ unkind -- and funny?" "Some other time," said
Steerpike, who had begun to feel chilly. "The cold won't do your injuries
any good. You shouldn't be out walking at all. Prunesquallor thinks you're in
bed. He sounded very worried about you." They walked on in silence, and by the time
they had reached the castle night had descended. 40 "MEANWHILE"
The morning of the next day opened
drearily, the sun appearing only after protracted periods of half-light, and
then only as a pale paper disc, more like the moon than itself, as, for a few
moments at a time it floated across some corridor of cloud. Slow, lack-lustre
veils descended with almost imperceptible motion over Gormenghast, blurring its
countless windows, as with a dripping smoke. The mountain appeared and
disappeared a scone of times during the morning as the drifts obscured it on
lifted from its sides. As the day advanced the gauzes thinned, and it was in
the late afternoon that the clouds finally dispensed to leave in their place an
expanse of translucence, that stain, chill and secret, in the throat of a lily,
a sky so peerless, that as Fuchsia stared into its glacid depths she began
unwittingly to break and re-break the flower-stem in her hands. When she turned her head away it was to
find Mrs. Slagg watching her with such a piteous expression that Fuchsia put
her arms about her old nurse and hugged her less tenderly than was her wish,
for she hurt the wrinkled midget as she squeezed. Nannie gasped for breath, her body bruised
from the excess of Fuchsia's burst of affection, and a gust of temper shook her
as she climbed excitedly onto the seat of a chair. "How _dare_ you! How _dare_
you!" she gasped at last after shaking and wriggling a miniature fist all
around Fuchsia's surprised face. "How _dare_ you bully me and hunt me and
crush me into so much pain, you wicked thing, you vicious, naughty thing!
_You_, whom I've always done everything for. _You_, whom I washed and brushed
and dressed and spoiled and cooked for since you were the size of a slipper.
You . . . you . . ." The old woman began to cry, her body shaking
underneath her black dress like some sort ofjerking toy. She let go of the rail
of the chair, crushed her fists into her tearful, bloodshot eyes, and,
forgetting where she was, was about to run to the door, when Fuchsia jumped
forward and caught her from falling. Fuchsia carried her to the bed and laid
her down. "Did I hurt you very much?" Her old nurse, lying on the coverlet like
a withered doll in black satin, pursed her lips together and waited until
Fuchsia, seating herself on the side of the bed, had placed one of her hands
within range. Then her fingers crept forward, inch by inch, oven the eiderdown,
and with a sudden grimace of concentrated naughtiness she smacked Fuchsia's
hand as hard as she was able. Relaxing against the pillow after this puny
revenge, she peered at Fuchsia, a triumphant gleam in her watery eyes. Fuchsia, hardly noticing the malicious
little blow, leant over and suffered herself to be hugged for a few moments. "Now you must start getting
dressed," said Nannie Slagg. "You must be getting ready for your
father's Gathering, mustn't you? It's always one thing on another. 'Do this. Do
that.' And my heart in the state it is. Where will it all end? And what will
you wear today? What dress will look the noblest for the wicked, tempestable
thing?" "You're coming, too, aren't
you?" Fuchsia said. "Why, what a _thing_ you are,"
squeaked Nannie Slagg, climbing down over the edge of the bed. "Fancy such
an ignorous question! I am taking his little LORDSHIP, you big stupid!" "What! is Titus going, too?" "Oh, your _ignorance_," said
Nannie. "'Is Titus going, _too_?' she says." Mrs. Slagg smiled
pityingly. "Poor, poor, wicked thing! what a querail!" The old woman
gave forth a series of pathetically unconvincing laughs and then put her hands
on Fuchsia's knees excitedly. "Of _course_ he's going," she said.
"The Gathering is _for_ him. It's about his Birthday Breakfast." "Who else is going, Nannie?" Her old nurse began to count on her
fingers. "Well, there's your father," she
began, placing the tips of her forefingers together and raising her eyes to the
ceiling. "First of all there's him, your father . . ." As she spoke Lord Sepulchrave was
returning to his room after performing the bi-annual ritual of opening the iron
cupboard in the armoury, and, with the traditional dagger which Sourdust had
brought for the occasion, of scratching on the metal back of the cupboard another
half moon, which, added to the long line of similar half moons, made the seven
hundred and thirty-seventh to be scored into the iron. According to the
temperaments of the deceased Earls of Gormenghast the half moons were executed
with precision or with carelessness. It was not certain what significance the
ceremony held, for unfortunately the records were lost, but the formality was
no less sacred for being unintelligible. Old Sourdust had closed the iron door of
the ugly, empty cupboand with great care, turning the key in the lock, and but
for the fact that while inserting the key a few strands of his beard had gone
in with it and been turned and caught, he would have felt the keen professional
pleasure that all ritual gave him. It was in vain for him to pull, for not only
was he held fast, but the pain to his chin brought tears to his eyes. To bring
the key out and the hairs of his beard with it would ruin the ceremony, for it
was laid down that the key must remain in the lock for twenty-three hours, a
retainer in yellow being posted to guard the cupboard for that period. The only
thing to do was to sever the strands with the knife, and this is eventually
what the old man did, after which he set fire to the grey tufts of his
alienated hairs that protruded from the keyhole like a fringe around the key.
These flamed a little, and when the sizzling had ceased Sourdust turned
apologetically to find that his Lordship had gone. When Lord Sepulchrave reached his bedroom
he found Flay laying out the black costume that he habitually wore. The Earl
had it in his mind to dress more elaborately this evening. There had been a
slight but perceptible lifting of his spirit ever since he had conceived this
Breakfast for his son. He had become aware of a dim pleasure in having a son.
Titus had been born during one of his blackest moods, and although he was still
shrouded in melancholia, his introspection had, during the last few days,
become tempered by a growing interest in his heir, not as a personality, but as
the symbol of the Future. He had some vague presentiment that his own tenure
was drawing to a close and it gave him both pleasure when he remembered his
son, and a sense of stability amid the miasma of his waking dreams. Now that he knew he had a son he realized
how great had been the unspoken nightmare which had lurked in his mind. The
terror that with _him_ the line of Groan should perish. That he had failed the
castle of his forebears, and that rotting in his sepulchre the future
generations would point at his, the last of the long line of discoloured
monuments and whisper: "He was the last. He had no son." As Flay helped him dress, neither of them
speaking a word, Lord Sepulchrave thought of all this, and fastening a jewelled
pin at his collar he sighed, and within the doomed and dark sea-murmur of that
sigh was the plashing sound of a less mournful billow. And then, as he gazed
absently past himself in the mirror at Flay, another comber of far pleasure
followed the first, for his books came suddenly before his eyes, row upon row
of volumes, row upon priceless row of calf-bound Thought, of philosophy and
fiction, of travel and fantasy; the stern and the ornate, the moods of gold or
green, of sepia, rose, or black; the picaresque, the arabesque, the scientific --
the essays, the poetry and the drama. All this, he felt, he would now re-enter.
He could inhabit the world of words, with, at the back of his melancholy, a
solace he had not known before. "Then _next_," said Mrs. Slagg,
counting on her fingers, "there's your mother, of course. Your father and
your mother-- that makes Two." Lady Gertrude had not thought of changing
her dress. Nor had it occurred to her to prepare for the gathering. She was seated in her bedroom. Her feet
were planted widely apart as though for all time. Her elbows weighed on her
knees, from between which the draperies of her skirt sagged in heavy U-shaped
folds. In her hands was a paper-covered book, with a coffee-stain across its
cover and with as many dogs' ears as it had pages. She was reading aloud in a
deep voice that rose above the steady drone of a hundred cats. They filled the
room. Whiter than the tallow that hung from the candelabra or lay broken on the
table of birdseed. Whiter than the pillows on the bed. They sat everywhere. The
counterpane was hidden with them. The table, the cupboards, the couch, all was
luxuriant with harvest, white as death, but the richest crop was all about her
feet where a cluster of white faces stared up into her own. Every luminous, slit-pupilled
eye was upon her. The only movement lay in the vibration in their throats. The
voice of the Countess moved on like a laden ship upon a purring tide. As she came to the end of every right-hand
page and was turning it over her eyes would move around the room with an
expression of the deepest tenderness, her pupils filling with the minute white
reflections of her cats. Then her eyes would turn again to the
printed page. Her enormous face had about it the wonderment of a child as she
read. She was reliving the stony, the old story which she had so often read to
them. "And the door closed, and the latch
clicked, but the prince with stars for his eyes and a new-moon for his mouth
didn't mind, for he was young and strong, and though he wasn't handsome, he had
heard lots of doors close and click before this one, and didn't feel at all
frightened. But he would have been if he had known who had closed the door. It
was the Dwarf with brass teeth, who was more dreadful than the most spotted of
all things, and whose ears were fixed on backwards. "Now when the prince had finished
brushing his hair . . ." While the Countess was turning the page
Mrs. Slagg was ticking off the third and fourth fingers of her left hand. "Dr. Prunesquallor and Miss Irma will
come as well, dear: they always come to nearly everything -- don't they, though
I can't see _why_ -- they aren't ancestral. But they always come. Oh, my poor
conscience! it's always I who have to bear with them, and do everything, and
I'll have to go in a moment, my caution, to remind your mother, and she"ll
shout at me and make me so nervous; but I'll have to go for she won't remember,
but that's just how it _always_ happens. And the Doctor and Miss Irma make
another two people, and that makes four altogether." Mrs. Slagg gasped for
breath. "I don't like Dr. Prunesquallor, my baby; I don't like his proud
habits," said Nannie. "He makes me feel so silly and small when I'm
not. But he's always asked, even when his vain and ugly sister isn't; but she's
been asked this time so they"ll both be there, and you must stay next to
me, won't you? Won't you? Because I've got his little Lordship to care for. Oh,
my dear heart! I'm not well -- I'm not; I'm _not_. And nobody canes -- not even
you." Her wrinkled hand gripped at Fuchsia"s. "You will look
after me?" "Yes," said Fuchsia. "But I
like the Doctor." Fuchsia lifted up the end of her mattress
and burrowed beneath the feather-filled weight until she found a small box. She
turned her back on her nurse for a moment and fastened something around her
neck, and when she turned again Mrs. Slagg saw the solid fine of a great ruby
hung beneath her throat. "You must wear it _today_!" Mrs.
Slagg almost screamed. "Today, today, you naughty thing, when everyone's
there. You will look as pretty as a flowering lamb, my big, untidy thing." "No, Nannie, I won't wear it like
that. not when it's a day like today. I shall wear it only when I'm alone or
when I meet a man who reverences me." The Doctor, meanwhile, lay in a state of
perfect contentment in a hot bath filled with blue crystals. The bath was
veined marble and was long enough to allow the Doctor to lie at full length.
Only his quill-like face emerged above the perfumed surface of the water. His
hair was filled with winking lather-bubbles; and his eyes were indescribably
roguish. His face and neck were bright pink as though direct from a celluloid
factory. At the far end of the bath one of his feet
emerged from the depths. He watched it quizzically with his head cocked so far
upon one side that his left ear filled with water. "Sweet foot," he
cried. "Five toes to boot and what-not in the beetroot shoot!" He
raised himself and shook the hot water gaily from his ear and began swishing
the water on either side of his body. The eyes closed and the mouth opened and
all the teeth were there shining through the steam. Taking a great breath, or
rather, a deep breath, for his chest was too narrow for a great one, and with a
smile of dreadful bliss irradiating his pink face, the Doctor emitted a whinny
of so piercing a quality, that Irma, seated at her boudoir table, shot to her
feet, scattering hairpins across the carpet. She had been at her toilet for the
last three hours, excluding the preliminary hour and a half spent in her bath
-- and now, as she swished her way to the bedroom door, a frown disturbing the
powder on her brow, she had, in common with her brother, more the appearance of
having been plucked or peeled, than of cleanliness, though _clean_ she was,
scrupulously clean, in the sense of a rasher of bacon. "What on earth is the matter with
you; I said, what on earth is the matter with you, Bernard?" she shouted
through the bathroom keyhole. "Is that you my love? Is that
you?" her brother's voice came thinly from behind the door. "Who _else_ would it be; I said, who
_else_ would it be," she yelled back, bending herself into a stiff satin
right angle in order to get her mouth to the keyhole. "Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha," came her
brother's shrill, unbearable laughter. "Who else indeed? Well, well, let
us think, let us _think_. It might be the moon-goddess, but that's improbable,
ha, ha, ha; or it might be a sword swallower approaching me in my professional
capacity, ha, ha, that is _less_ improbable -- in fact, my dear tap-root, have
you by any chance been swallowing swords for years on end without ever telling
me, ha, ha? Or haven't you?" His voice rose: "Years on end, and
swords on end -- where will it end, if our ears unbend -- what shall I spend on
a wrinkled friend in a pair of tights like a bunch of lights?" Irma who had been straining her ears cried
out at last in her irritation: "I suppose you know you"ll be late --
I said: 'I suppose you --'" "A merry plague upon you, O blood of
my blood," the shrill voice broke in. "What is Time, O sister of
similar features, that you speak of it so subserviently? Are we to be the
slaves of the sun, that second-hand, overrated knob of gilt, or of his sister,
that fatuous circle of silver paper? A curse upon their ridiculous
dictatorship! What say you, Irma, my Irma, wrapped in rumour, Irma, of the
incandescent tumour?" he trilled happily. And his sister rose rustling to
her full height, arching her nostrils as she did so, as though they itched with
pedigree. Her brother annoyed her, and as she seated herself again before the
mirror in her boudoir she made noises like a lady as she applied the powderpuff
for the hundredth time to her spotless length of neck. "Sourdust will be there, too,"
said Mrs. Slagg, "because he knows all about things. He knows what order
you do things in, precious, and when you must _start_ doing them, and when you
ought to _stop_." "Is that everyone?" asked
Fuchsia. "Don't hurry me," replied the
old nurse, pursing her lips into a prune of wrinkles. "Can't you wait a
minute? Yes, that makes five, and you make six, and his little Lordship makes
seven . . ." "And you make eight," said
Fuchsia. "So you make the most." "Make the most what, my
caution?" "It doesn't matter," said
Fuchsia. While, in various pants of the
Castle, these eight persons were getting ready for the Gathering the twins were
sitting bolt upright on the couch watching Steerpike drawing the cork out of a
slim, dusty bottle. He held it securely between his feet and bending over with
the corkscrew firmly embedded was easing the conk from the long black cormorant
throat. Having unwound the corkscrew and placed
the undamaged cork on the mantelpiece, he emptied a little of the wine into a
glass and tasted it with a critical expression on his pale face, The aunts leaned forward, their hands on
their knees, watching every movement. Steerpike took one of the Doctor's silk
handkerchiefs from his pocket and wiped his mouth. Then he held the wineglass
up to the light for a long time and studied its translucence. "What's wrong with it?" said
Clarice slowly. "Is it poisoned?" said Cora. "Who poisoned it?" echoed
Clarice. "Gertrude," said Cora.
"She'd kill us if she could." "But she can't," said Clarice. "And that's why we're going to be
powerful." "And proud," added Clarice. "Yes, because of today." "Because of _today_." They joined their hands. "It is good vintage, your Ladyship. A
very adequate vintage. I selected it myself. You will, I know, appreciate it
fully. It is not poisoned, my dear women. Gertrude, though she has poisoned
your lives, has not, as it so happens, poisoned this particular bottle of wine.
May I pour you out a glassful each, and we will drink a toast to the business
of the day?" "Yes, yes," said Cora. "Do
it now." Steerpike filled their glasses. "Stand up," he said. The purple twins arose together, and as
Steerpike was about to propose the toast, his night hand holding the glass on
the level of his chin and his left hand in his pocket, Cora's flat voice broke
in: "Let's drink it on our Tree,"
she said. "It's lovely outside. On our Tree." Clarice turned to her sister with her
mouth open. Her eyes were as expressionless as mushrooms. "That's what we"ll do," she
said. Steerpike, instead of being annoyed, was
amused at the idea. After all, this was an important day for him. He had worked
hard to get all in readiness and he knew that his future hung upon the smooth
working of his plan, and although he would not congratulate himself until the
library was in ashes, he felt that it was up to him and the aunts to relax for
a few minutes before the work that lay ahead. To drink a toast to the Day upon the
boughs of the dead Tree appealed to his sense of the dramatic, the appropriate
and the ridiculous. A few minutes later the three of them had
passed through the Room of Roots, filed along the horizontal stem and sat down
at the table. As they sat, Steerpike in the middle and
the twins at either side, the evening air was motionless beneath them and
around. The aunts had apparently no fear of the dizzy drop. They never thought
of it. Steerpike, although he was enjoying the situation to the full,
nevertheless averted his eyes as far as possible from the sickening space below
him. He decided to deal gently with the bottle. On the wooden table their three
glasses glowed in the warm light. Thirty feet away the sunny south wall towered
above and fell below them featureless from its base to its summit save for the
lateral offshoot of this dead tree, halfway up its surface, on which they sat,
and the exquisitely pencilled shadows of its branches. "Firstly, dear Ladyships," said
Steerpike, rising to his feet and fixing his eyes upon the shadow of a coiling
bough, "firstly I propose a health to _you_. To your steadfast purpose and
the faith you have in your own destinies. To your courage. Your intelligence.
Your beauty." He raised his glass. "I drink," he said, and took
a sip. Clarice began to drink at the same moment,
but Cora nudged her elbow. "Not yet," she said. "Next I must propose a toast to the
future. Primarily to the Immediate Future. To the task we have resolved to
carry through today. To its success. And also to the Great Days that will
result from it. The days of your reinstatement. The days of your Power and
Glory. Ladies, to the Future!" Cora, Clarice and Steerpike lifted their
elbows to drink. The warm air hung about them, and as Cora's raised elbow
struck her sister's and jogged the wineglass from her hand, and as it rolled
from the table to the tree and from the tree out into the hollow air, the
western sunlight caught it as it fell, glittering, through the void. 41 "THE
BURNING" Although it was Lord Sepulchrave who had
summoned the Gathering, it was to Sourdust that the party turned when they had
all arrived in the library, for his encyclopaedic knowledge of ritual gave
authority to whatever proceedings were to follow. He stood by the marble table
and, as the oldest, and in his opinion, the wisest person present, had about
him a quite understandable air of his own importance. To wean rich and becoming
apparel no doubt engenders a sense of well-being in the wearer, but to be
draped, as was Sourdust, in a sacrosanct habit of crimson rags is to be in a
world above such consideration as the price and fit of clothes and to
experience a sense of propriety that no wealth could buy. Sourdust knew that
were he to demand it the wardrobes of Gormenghast would be flung open to him.
He did not want it. His mottled beard of alternate black and white hairs was
freshly knotted. The crumpled parchment of his ancestral face glimmened in the
evening light that swam through the high window. Flay had managed to find five chairs,
which he placed in a line before the table. Nannie, with Titus on her lap, took
up the central position. On her right Lord Sepulchrave and on her left the
Countess Gertrude sat in attitudes peculiar to them, the former with his right
elbow on the arm of the chair and his chin lost in the palm of his hand, and
the Countess obliterating the furniture she sat in. On her right sat the
Doctor, his long legs crossed and a footling smile of anticipation on his face.
At the other end of the row his sister sat with her pelvis at least a foot to
the rear of an excited perpendicular -- her thorax, neck and head. Fuchsia, for
whom, much to her relief, no chair was to be found, stood behind them, her
hands behind her back. Between her fingers a small green handkerchief was being
twisted round and round, She watched the ancient Sourdust take a step forward
and wondered what it must feel like to be so old and wrinkled. "I wonder
if I'll ever be as old as that," she thought; "an old wrinkled woman,
older than my mother, olden than Nannie Slagg even." She gazed at the
black mass of her mother's back. "Who is there anyway who isn't old? There
isn't anybody. Only that boy who hasn't any lineage. I wouldn't mind much, but
he's different from me and too clever for me. And even he's not young. Not like
I'd like my friends to be." Her eyes moved along the line of heads.
One after the other: old heads that didn't understand. Her eyes nested at last on Irma. "She hasn't any lineage,
either," said Fuchsia to herself, "and her neck is much too clean and
it's the longest and thinnest and funniest I've ever seen. I wonder if she's
really a white giraffe all the time, and pretending she isn't." Fuchsia's
mind flew to the stuffed giraffe's leg in the attic. "Perhaps it belongs
to _her_," she thought. And the idea so appealed to Fuchsia that she lost
control of herself and spluttered. Sourdust, who was about to begin and had
raised his old hand for the purpose, started and peered across at her. Mrs.
Slagg clutched Titus a little tighter and listened very hard for anything further.
Lord Sepulchrave did not move his body an inch, but opened one eye slowly. Lady
Gertrude, as though Fuchsia's splutter had been a signal, shouted to Flay, who
was behind the library door: "Open the door and let that bird in!
What are you waiting for, man?" Then she whistled with a peculiar
ventriloquism, and a wood warbler sped, undulating through the long, dark
hollow of library air, to land on her finger. Irma simply twitched but was too refined
to look round, and it was left to the Doctor to make contact with Fuchsia by
means of an exquisitely timed wink with his left eye behind its convex lens,
like an oyster shutting and opening itself beneath a pool of water. Sourdust, disturbed by this unseemly
interjection and also by the presence of the wood warbler, which kept
distracting his eye by running up and down Lady Gertrude's arm, lifted his head
again, fingering a running bowline in his beard. His hoarse and quavering voice wandered
through the library like something lost. The long shelves surrounded them, tier
upon tier, circumscribing their world with a wall of other worlds imprisoned
yet breathing among the network of a million commas, semi-colons, full stops,
hyphens and every other sort of printed symbol. "We are gathered together," said
Sourdust, "in this ancient library at the instigation of Sepulchrave, 76th
Earl to the house of Gormenghast and lord of those tracts of country that
stretch on every hand, in the North to the wastelands, in the South to the grey
salt marshes, in the East to the quicksands and the tideless sea, and in the
West to knuckles of endless rock." This was delivered in one weak, monotonous
stream. Sourdust coughed for some time and then, regaining his breath,
continued mechanically: "We are gathered on this seventeenth day of
October to give ear to his Lordship. These nights the moon is in the ascendant
and the river is full of fish. The owls in the Tower of Flints seek their prey
as heretofore and it is appropriate that his Lordship should, on the seventeenth
day of an autumn month, bring forward the matter that is in his mind. The
sacred duties which he has never wavered to perform are over for the hour. It
is appropriate that it should be now -- now, at the sixth hour of the daylight
clock. "I as master of Ritual, as Guardian
of the Documents and as Confidant to the Family, am able to say that for his
Lordship to speak to you in no way contravenes the tenets of Gormenghast. "But, your Lordship, and your revered
Ladyship," said Sourdust in his old sing-song, "it is no secret to
those here gathered that it is towards the child who now occupies pride of
place, it is towards Lord Titus that our thoughts will converge this afternoon.
That is no secret." Sourdust gave vent to a dreadful chesty
cough. "It is to Lord Titus," he said, gazing mistily at the child
and then, raising his voice, "it is to Lond Titus," he repeated
irritably. Nannie suddenly realized that the old man
was making signs at her, and understood that she was to lift the infant up in
the air as though he were a specimen, or something to be auctioned. She lifted
him, but no one looked at the exhibit except Prunesquallor, who nearly engulfed
Nannie, baby and all with a smile so devouring, so dental, as to cause Nannie
to raise her shoulder against it and to snatch Titus back to her little flat
chest. "I will turn my back on you and
strike the table four times," said Sourdust. "Slagg will bring the
child to the table and Lord Sepulchrave will --" here he suffered a more
violent fit of coughing than ever, and at the same moment Irma's neck quivered
a little and she in her own way followed suit with five little ladylike barks.
She turned her head apologetically in the direction of the Countess and
wrinkled her forehead in self-deprecation. She could see that the Countess had
taken no notice of her mute apology. She arched her nostrils. It had not
crossed her mind there was a smell in the room other than the prevalent smell
of musty leather: it was just that her nostrils with their hyper-sensitive nerve-endings
were acting on their own accord. Sourdust took some time to recover from
his bout, but eventually he straightened himself and repeated: "Slagg will bring the child to the
table, and Lord Sepulchrave will graciously advance, following his menial, and
on arriving at a point immediately behind me will touch the back of my neck
with the forefinger of his left hand. "At this signal I and Slagg will
retire, and Slagg, having left the infant on the table, Lord Sepulchrave will
pass behind the table and stand facing us across its surface." "Are you hungry, my little love? Is
there no grain inside you? Is that it? Is that it?" The voice came forth so suddenly and
heavily and so closely upon the quavering accents of Sourdust that everyone
felt for the first few moments that the remark was addressed to them
personally; but on turning their heads they could see that the Countess was
addressing herself exclusively to the wood warbler. Whether the warbler made
any reply was never ascertained for not only was Irma seized with a new and
less ladylike bout of short dry coughs, but her brother and Nannie Slagg,
joining her, filled the room with noise. The bird rose into the air, startled, and
Lord Sepulchrave stopped on his passage to the table and turned irritably to
the line of noisy figures; but as he did so a faint smell of smoke making
itself perceptible for the first time caused him to raise his head and sniff
the air in a slow, melancholy way. At the same time Fuchsia felt a roughness in
her throat. She glanced about the room and wrinkled her nose, for smoke though
still invisible was infiltrating steadily through the library. Prunesquallor had risen from beside the
Countess and with his white hands wound about each other and with his mouth
twisted into a quizzical line he permitted his eyes to move rapidly around the
room. His head was cocked on one side. "What's the matter, man?" asked
the Countess heavily from immediately below him. She was still seated. "The matter?" queried the
Doctor, smiling more emphatically but still keeping his eyes on the move.
"It is a case of atmosphere, as far as I can dare to judge at such very,
very short notice, your Ladyship, as far as I _dare_ to judge, ha, ha, ha! It
is a case of thickening atmosphere, ha, ha!" "Smoke," said the Countess
heavily and bluntly. "What is the matter with smoke? Haven't you even
smelt it before?" "Many and many a time, your
Ladyship," answered the Doctor. "But never, if I may say so, never in
_here_." The Countess grunted to herself and
settled deeper into the chair. "There never _is_ smoke in
here," said Lord Sepulchrave. He turned his head to the door and raised
his voice a little: "Flay." The long servant emerged out of the
shadows like a spider. "Open the door," said Lord
Sepulchrave sharply; and as the spider turned and began its return journey his
Lordship took a step towards old Sourdust, who was by now doubled over the
table in a paroxysm of coughing. His Lordship taking one of Sourdust's elbows
beckoned to Fuchsia, who came across the room and supported the old man on the
other side, and the three of them began to make their way to the door in Flay's
wake. Lady Groan simply sat like a mountain and
watched the little bird. Dr. Prunesquallor was wiping his eyes, his
thick glasses pushed for the moment above his eyebrows. But he was very much on
the alert and as soon as his spectacles were again in place he grinned at
everyone in turn. His eye lingered for a moment on his sister Irma, who was
systematically tearing an expensively embroidered cream-coloured silk
handkerchief into small pieces. Behind the dank lenses of her glasses her eyes
were hidden from view, but to judge from the thin, wet, drooping line of her
mouth and the twitching of the skin on her pointed nose it might be safely
assumed that they were making contact with, and covering the inner side of, the
lenses of her spectacles with the moisture with which the smoke had filmed
them. The Doctor placed the tips of his fingers
and thumbs together and then, separating the tapering extremities of the index
fingers, he watched them for a few seconds as they gyrated around one another.
Then his eyes turned to the far end of the room where he could see the Earl and
his daughter, with the old man between them, approaching the library door.
Someone, presumably Flay, seemed to be making a great deal of noise in
wrestling with the heavy iron door-handle. The smoke was spreading, and the Doctor,
wondering why in the devil's name the door had not been thrown open, began to
peer about the room in an effort to locate the source of the ever-thickening
wreaths. As he took a step past Nannie Slagg he saw that she was standing by
the table from whose marble surface she had plucked Titus. She was holding him
very closely to herself and had wrapped him in layers of cloth which had
completely hidden him from view. A sound of muffled crying could be heard
coming from the bundle. Nannie's little wrinkled mouth was hanging open. Her
streaming eyes were redder than usual with the stinging smoke. But she stood
quite still. "My very dear good woman," said
Dr. Prunesquallor, turning on his heel as he was about to float past her,
"my very dear Slagg, convey his minute Lordship to the door that for some
reason that is too subtle for me to appreciate remains shut. Why, in the name
of Ventilation, _I_ don't know. But it _does_. It remains shut. Take him
nevertheless, my dear Slagg, to the aforesaid door and place his infinitesimal
head at the keyhole (surely _THAT'S_ still open!), and even if you cannot
squeeze the child right through it you can at least give his Lordship's lungs
something to get on with." Nannie Slagg was never very good at
interpreting the Doctor's long sentences, especially when coming through a haze
of smoke, and all that she could gather was that she should attempt to squeeze
her tiny Lordship through the keyhole. Clutching the baby even tighter in her
thin arms, "No! no! no!" she cried, retreating from the doctor. Dr. Prunesquallor rolled his eyes at the
Countess. She was apparently aware of the state of the room at last and was
gathering together great swathes of drapery in a slow, deliberate manner
preparatory to rising to her feet. The rattling at the library door became
more violent, but the indigenous shadows and the smoke combined to make it
impossible to see what was going on. "Slagg," said the Doctor,
advancing on her, "go to the door immediately, like the intelligent woman
you are!" "No! no!" shrieked the midget,
in so silly a voice that Doctor Prunesquallor after taking a handkerchief from
his pocket lifted her from her feet and tucked her under his arm. The
handkerchief enveloping Nannie Slagg's waist prevented the nurse's garments
from coming in contact with the Doctor's clothes. Her legs, like black twigs
blown in the wind, gesticulated for a few moments and then were still. Before they had reached the door, however,
they were met by Lord Sepulchrave, who emerged darkly from the smoke. "The
door has been locked from the outside," he whispered between fits of
coughing. "Locked?" queried Prunesquallor.
"Locked, your Lordship? By all that's perfidious! This is becoming
intriguing. Most intriguing. Perhaps a bit too intriguing. What do _you_ think,
Fuchsia, my dear little lady? Eh? ha, ha! Well, well, we must become positively
cerebral, mustn't we? By all that's enlightened we really must! Can it be
smashed?" He turned to Lord Sepulchrave. "Can we breach it, your
Lordship, battery and assault and all that delicious sort of thing?" "Too thick, Prunesquallor," said
Lord Sepulchrave: "four-inch oak." He spoke slowly in strange contrast to
Prunesquallor's rapid, ejaculatory chirping. Sourdust had been propped near the door,
where he sat coughing as though to shake his old body to bits. "No key for the other door,"
continued Lord Sepulchrave slowly. "It is never used. What about the
window?" For the first time a look of alarm appeared on his ascetic face.
He walked quickly to the nearest bookshelves and ran his fingers along the spines
of calf. Then he turned with a quickness unusual for him. "Where is the
smoke thickest?" "I've been searching for its origin,
your Lordship," came Prunesquallor's voice out of the haze. "It's
everywhere so thick that it's very difficult to say. By all the pits of dankness
it most damnably is. But I'm looking, ha, ha! I'm looking." He trilled for
a moment like a bird. Then his voice came again. "Fuchsia, dear!" he
shouted. "Are you all right?" "Yes!" Fuchsia had to swallow
hard before she could shout back, for she was very frightened. "Yes, Dr.
Prune." "Slagg!" shouted the Doctor,
"keep Titus near the keyhole. See that she does, Fuchsia." "Yes," whispered Fuchsia; and
went in search of Mrs. Slagg. It was just then that an uncontrolled
scream rang through the room. Irma, who had been tearing her
cream-coloured handkerchief, now found that she had ripped it into such minute
particles that with nothing left to tear, and with her hands in forced
idleness, she could control herself no longer. Her knuckles had tried to stifle
the cry, but her terror had grown too strong for such expedients, and at the
final moment she forgot all she had learnt about decorum and about how to be a
lady, and clenching her hands at her thighs she had stood on tiptoe and
screamed from her swanlike throat with an effect calculated to freeze the blood
of a macaw. An enormous figure had loomed out of the
smoke a few feet from Lord Sepulchrave, and as he watched the vague head take
shape and recognized it as that belonging to the top half of his wife's body,
his limbs had stiffened, for Irma's scream had rung out simultaneously with the
appearance of the head, the untoward proximity of which conjoined with the
scream giving ventriloquistic horror to the moment. Added to the frightfulness of
a head and a voice, attacking his ear and eye simultaneously though from
different distances, was the dreadful conception of Gertrude losing control in
that way and giving vent to a scream of such a shrill pitch as to be
incompatible with the slack "cello string that reverberated so heavily in
her throat. He knew at once that it was _not_ Gertrude who had screamed, but
the very idea that it might have been, filled him with sickness, and there
raced through his mind the thought that for all his wife's uncompromising,
loveless weight of character it would be a grim and evil thing were she to
change. The flat blur of his wife's head turned
itself towards the scream upon a blurred neck, and he could see the vast
wavering profile begin to move away from him, inch by inch, and steer into the
thickness beyond, charting its course by the shrill shooting-star of Irma's
cry. Lord Sepulchrave gripped his hands
together convulsively until his knuckles were bloodless and their ten staring
crests wavered whitely through the smoke which lay between his hands and his
head. The blood began to beat a tattoo at his
temples, and upon his high white brow a few big beads gathered. He was biting at his lower lip, and his
eyebrows were drawn down over his eyes as though he were cogitating upon some
academic problem. He knew that no one could see him, for by now the smoke was
all but opaque, but he was watching himself. He could see that the position of
his arms, and the whole attitude of his body was exaggerated and stiffened. He
discovered that his fingers were splayed out in a histrionic gesture of alarm.
It was for him to control his members before he could hope to organize the
activities in the smoke-filled room. And so he watched and waited for the
moment to assert himself, and as he watched he found himself struggling. There
was blood on his tongue. He had bitten his wrist. His hands were now grappling
with one another and it seemed an eternity before the fingers ceased their
deadly, interlocked and fratricidal strangling. Yet his panic could have taken
no longer than a few moments, for the echo of Irma's scream was still in his
ears when he began to loosen his hands. Meanwhile Prunesquallor had reached his
sister's side and had found her bridling her body up in preparation for another
scream. Prunesquallor, as urbane as even, had nevertheless something in his
fish-like eyes that might almost be described as determination. One glance at
his sister was sufficient to make him realize that to attempt to reason with
her would be about as fruitful as to try to christianize a vulture. She was on
tip-toe and her lungs were expanded when he struck her across her long white
face with his long white hand, the pent breath from her lungs issuing from her
mouth, ears and nostrils. There was something of shingle in the sound -- of
shingle dragged seawards on a dark night. Dragging her across the room swiftly, her
heels scraping the floor, he found a chair, after probing around in the smoke
with his delicate feet, and sat his sister in it. "Irma!" he shouted into her ear,
"my humiliating and entirely unfortunate old string of whitewash, sit
where you are! Alfred will do the rest. Can you hear me? Be good now! blood of
my blood, be good now, damn you!" Irma sat quite still as though dead, save
for a look of profound wonder in her eyes. Prunesquallor was on the point of making
another effort to locate the origin of the smoke when he heard Fuchsia's voice
high above the coughing that by now was a constant background of noise in the
library. "Dr. Prune! Dr. Prune! quickly!
Quickly, Dr. Prune!" The Doctor pulled down his cuffs smartly
oven his wrists, tried to square his shoulders, but met with no success, and
then began to pick his way, half running, half walking, towards the door where
Fuchsia, Mrs. Slagg and Titus had been last seen. When he judged he was about
halfway to the door and was clear of the furniture, Prunesquallor began to
accelerate his speed. This he did by increasing not only the length of his
stride but the height also, so that he was, as it were, prancing through the
air, when he was brought to a sudden ruthless halt by a collision with
something that felt like an enormous bolster on end. When he had drawn his face away from the
tallow-smelling draperies that seemed to hang about him like curtains, he
stretched out his hand tentatively and shuddered to feel it come in contact
with large fingers. "'Squallor?" came the enormous
voice. "Is that 'Squallor?" The mouth of the Countess was opening and
shutting within an inch of his left ear. The Doctor gesticulated eloquently, but
his artistry was wasted in the smoke. "It _is_. Or rather," he
continued, speaking even more rapidly than usual -- "it is
_Prunesquallor_, which is, if I may say so, more strictly correct, ha, ha, ha!
even in the dank." "Where's Fuchsia?" said the
Countess. Prunesquallor found that his shoulder was being gripped. "By the door," said the Doctor,
longing to free himself from the weight of her Ladyship's hand, and wondering,
even in the middle of the coughing and the darkness, what on earth the material
that fitted around his shoulders so elegantly would look like when the Countess
had finished with it. "I was on the point of finding her when we met, ha,
ha! met, as it were, so palpably, so inevitably." "Quiet, man! quiet!" said Lady
Gertrude, loosening her grasp. "Find her for me. Bring her here -- and
smash a window, 'Squallor, smash a window." The Doctor was gone from her in a flash
and when he judged himself to be a few feet from the door -- "Are you
there, Fuchsia?" he trilled. Fuchsia was just below him, and he was
startled to hear her voice come up jerkily through the smoke. "She's ill. Very ill. Quick, Dr.
Prune, quick! Do something for her." The Doctor felt his knees being clutched.
"She's down here, Dr. Prune. I'm holding her." Prunesquallor hitched up his trousers and
knelt down at once. There seemed to be more vibration in the
atmosphere in this part of the room, more than could be accounted for by any
modicum of air that might have been entering through the keyhole. The coughing
was dreadful to hear; Fuchsia's was heavy and breathless; but the thin, weak,
and ceaseless coughing of Mrs. Slagg gave the Doctor the more concern. He felt
for the old nurse and found her in Fuchsia's lap. Slipping his hand across her
little chicken-bosom he found that her heart was the merest flutter. To his
left in the dankness there was a mouldy smell, and then the driest series of
brick-dust coughs he had ever heard revealed the proximity of Flay, who was
fanning the air mechanically with a large book he had clawed out of a nearby
shelf. The fissure left in the row of hidden books had filled immediately with
the coiling smoke -- a tall, narrow niche of choking darkness, a ghastly gap in
a now of leather wisdom teeth. "Flay," said the Doctor,
"can you hear me, Flay? Where's the largest window in the room, my man?
Quickly now, where is it?" "North wall," said Flay.
"High up." "Go and shatter it at once. At
once." "No balcony there," said Flay.
"Can't reach." "Don't argue! Use what you've got in
that head of yours. You know the room. Find a missile, my good Flay -- find a
missile, and break a window. Some oxygen for Mrs. Slagg. Don't you think so? By
all the zephyrs, yes! Go and help him, Fuchsia. Find where the window is and
break it, even if you have to throw Irma at it, ha, ha, ha! And don't be
alarmed. Smoke, you know, is only smoke: it's not composed of crocodiles, oh
dear no, nothing so tropical. Hurry now. Break the window somehow and let the
evening pour itself in -- and I will see to dear Mrs. Slagg and Titus, ha, ha,
ha! Oh dear, yes!" Flay gripped Fuchsia's arm, and they moved
away into the dankness. Prunesquallor did what he could to help
Mrs. Slagg, more by way of assuring her that it would be over in a brace of
shakes than through anything scientific. He saw that Titus was able to breathe
although wrapped up very tightly. Then he sat back on his heels and turned his
head, for an idea had struck him. "Fuchsia!" he shouted, "find
your father and ask him to sling his jade-cane at the window." Lord Sepulchrave, who had just fought down
another panic, and had nearly bitten his lower lip in half, spoke in a
wonderfully controlled voice immediately after the Doctor had finished piping
his message. "Where are you, Flay?" he said. "I'm here," said Flay from a few
feet behind him. "Come to the table." Flay and Fuchsia moved to the table,
feeling for it with their hands. "Are you at the table?" "Yes, Father," said Fuchsia,
"we're both here." "Is that you, Fuchsia?" said a
new voice. It was the Countess. "Yes," said Fuchsia. "Are
you all right?" "Have you seen the warbler?"
answered her mother. "Have you seen him?" "No," said Fuchsia. The smoke
was stinging her eyes and the darkness was terror. Like her father, she had
choked a score of cries in her throat. Prunesquallor's voice rang out again from
the far end of the room: "Damn the warbler and all its feathered friends!
Have you got the missiles, Flay?" "Come here, you 'Squallor,"
began the Countess; but she could not continue, for her lungs had filled with
black wreaths. For a few moments there was no one in the
room who was capable of speaking and their breathing was becoming momently more
difficult. At last Sepulchrave's voice could be distinguished. "On the table," he whispered --
"paper-weight -- brass -- on the table. Quick -- Flay -- Fuchsia -- feel
for it. Have you found it? -- Paper-weight -- brass." Fuchsia's hands came across the heavy
object almost at once, and as they did so the room was lit up with a tongue of
flame that sprang into the air among the books on the right of the unused door.
It died almost at once, withdrawing itself like the tongue of an adder, but a
moment later it shot forth again and climbed in a crimson spiral, curling from
left to right as it licked its way across the gilded and studded spines of
Sepulchrave's volumes. This time it did not die away, but gripped the leather
with its myriad flickering tentacles while the names of the books shone out in
ephemeral glory. They were never forgotten by Fuchsia, those first few vivid
titles that seemed to be advertising their own deaths. For a few moments there was a deadly
silence, and then, with a hoarse cry, Flay began to run towards the shelves on
the left of the main door. The firelight had lit up a bundle on the floor, and
it was not until Flay had picked it up and carried it to the table that the
others were reminded with horror of the forgotten octogenarian -- for the
bundle was Sourdust. For some time it was difficult for the Doctor to decide
whether he were alive or not. While Prunesquallor was attempting to
revive the old man's breathing as he lay in his crimson rags upon the marble
table, Sepulchrave, Fuchsia and Flay took up positions beneath the window,
which could be seen with ever growing clarity. Sepulchrave was the first to
fling the brass paper-weight, but his effort was pitiable, final proof (if any
were needed) that he was no man of action, and that his life had not been
mis-spent among his books. Flay was the next to try his skill. Although having
the advantage of his height, he was no more successful than his Lordship, on
account of a superabundance of calcium deposit in his elbow joints. While this was going on, Fuchsia had begun
to climb up the bookshelves, which reached upwards to within about five feet of
the window. As she climbed laboriously, her eyes streaming and her heart
beating wildly, she scooped the books to the ground in order to find purchase
for her hands and feet. It was a difficult climb, the ascent being vertical and
the polished shelves too slippery to grip with any certainty. The Countess had climbed to the balcony,
where she had found the wood-warbler fluttering wildly in a dark corner. Plucking
out a strand of her dark-ned hair she had bound the bind's wings carefully to
its sides, and then after laying its pulsing breast against her cheek, had
slipped it between her own neck and the neck of her dress, and allowed it to
slide into the capacious midnight regions of her bosom, where it lay quiescent
between great breasts, thinking, no doubt, when it had necovered from the
terror of the flames, that here, if anywhere, was the nest of nests, softer
than moss, inviolate, and warm with drowsy blood. When Prunesquallor had ascertained beyond
doubt that Sourdust was dead, he lifted one of the loose ends of crimson
sacking that straggled across the marble table from the ancient shoulders and
laid it across the old man's eyes. Then he peered oven his shoulders at the
flames. They had spread in area and now covered about a quarter of the east
wall. The heat was fast becoming insufferable. His next glance was directed to
the door that had so mysteriously become locked, and he saw that Nannie Slagg,
with Titus in her arms, was crouching immediately before the keyhole, the only
possible place for them. If the only window could be broken and some form of
erection constructed below it, it was just possible that they could climb out
in time, though how, in heaven's name, they were to descend on the far side was
another matter. A rope, perhaps. But where was a rope to be found -- and for
that matter what could the erection be constructed with? Prunesquallor peered around the room in an
effort to catch sight of anything that might be used. He noticed that Irma was
full length on the floor, and twitching like a section of conger-eel that has
been chopped off but which still has ideas of its own. Her beautiful, tightly
fitting skirt had become rucked up around her thighs. Her manicured nails were
scratching convulsively at the floor boards. "Let her twitch," he
said to himself quickly. "We can deal with her later, poor thing."
Then he turned his eyes again to Fuchsia, who was by now very near the top of
the bookcase and was reaching precariously for her father's rod with the knob
of black jade. "Keep steady, my Fuchsia-child." Fuchsia dimly heard the Doctor's voice
come up to her from below. For a moment everything swam before her eyes, and
her right hand which gripped the slippery shelf was shaking. Slowly her eyes
cleared. It was not easy for her to swing the rod with her left hand, but she
drew her arm back stiffly preparatory to swinging at the window with a single
rigid movement. The Countess, leaning over the balcony,
watched her as she coughed heavily, and shifting her gaze between her seismic
bouts whistled through her teeth to the bird in her bosom, pulling the neck of
her dress forward with a forefinger as she did so. Sepulchrave was gazing upwards at his
daughter half way up the wall among the books that danced in the crimson light.
His hands were fighting each other again, but his delicate chin was jutting
forward, and there was mixed with the melancholy of his eyes not more of panic
than would be considered reasonable in any normal man under similar conditions.
His home of books was on fire. His life was threatened, and he stood quite
still. His sensitive mind had ceased to function, for it had played so long in
a world of abstract philosophies that this other world of practical and sudden
action had deranged its structure. The ritual which his body had had to perform
for fifty years had been no preparation for the unexpected. He watched Fuchsia
with a dream-like fascination, while his locked hands fought on. Flay and Prunesquallor stood immediately
below Fuchsia, for she had been swaying above them. Now, with her arm extended
and ready to strike they moved a little to the right in order to escape any
glass that might fly inwards. As Fuchsia began to swing her arm at the
high window she focused her eyes upon it and found herself staring at a face --
a face framed with darkness within a few feet of her own. It sweated firelight,
the crimson shadows shifting across it as the flames leapt in the room below.
Only the eyes repelled the lurid air. Close-set as nostrils they were not so
much eyes as narrow tunnels through which the Night was pouring. 42 AND
HORSES TOOK THEM HOME As Fuchsia recognized the head of
Steerpike the rod fell from her outstretched arm, her weakened hand loosed its
grasp upon the shelf and she fell backwards into space, the dark hair of her
head reaching below her as she fell, her body curving backwards as though she
had been struck. The Doctor and Flay, leaping forward, half
caught her. A moment later and the glass above them came splintering into the
room, and Steerpike's voice from overhead cried: "Hold your horses! I'm letting down a
ladder. Don't panic there. Don't panic!" Every eye was turned from Fuchsia to the
window, but Prunesquallor as he had heard the glass break above him had
shielded the girl by swinging her behind him. It had fallen all about them, one
large piece skimming the Doctor's head and splintering on the floor at his feet.
The only one to sustain any injury was Flay, who had a small piece of flesh
nicked from his wrist. "Hang on there!" continued
Steerpike in an animated voice which sounded singularly unrehearsed.
"Don't stand so near, I'm going to crack some more glass out." The company below the window drew back and
watched him strike off the jagged corners of glass from the sides of the window
with a piece of flint. The room behind them was now well ablaze, and the sweat
was pouring from their upturned faces, their clothes scorching dangerously, and
their flesh smarting with the intense heat. Steerpike, on the outside of the wall,
standing on the short protruding branches of the pine-ladder began to struggle
with the other length of pine which he had propped beside him. This was no easy
job, and the muscles of his arms and back were strained almost to failing point
as he levered the long pole upwards and over his shoulder by degrees, keeping
his balance all the while with the greatest difficulty. As well as he could judge
the library ought by now to be in perfect condition for a really theatrical
piece of rescue work. Slowly but surely he edged and eased the pole across his
shoulder and through the broken window. It was not only a heavy and dangerous
feat, standing as he was, balanced upon the stubby six-inch off-shoots of pine
and hauling the resinous thing over his shoulder, but what added to his
difficulty was these lateral stubs themselves which caught in his clothes and
on the window ledge at each attempt he made to slide the long monster through
the opening and down into the bright library. At last both difficulties were overcome
and the gathering on the inner side of the wall below the window found the
fifteen-foot bole of a pine edging its way through the smoky air above them,
swaying over their heads and then landing with a crash at their feet. Steerpike
had held fast to the upper end of the pole and it would have been possible for
one of the lighter members of the party to have climbed it at once, but Prunesquallor
moved the base of the tree a little to the left and swivelled it until the most
powerful of the stubby, lateral "rungs" were more conveniently
situated. Steerpike's head and shoulders now
appeared fully in view through the broken window. He peered into the crimson
smoke. "Nice work," he said to himself, and then shouted, "Glad
I found you! I'm just coming!" Nothing could have gone more deliciously
according to plan. But there was no time to waste. No time to crow. He could
see that the floor-boards had caught and there was a snake of fire slithering
its way beneath the table. Steerpike lifted his voice. "The Heir
of Gormenghast!" he shouted. "Where is Lord Titus? Where is Lord
Titus?" Prunesquallor had already reached Mrs.
Slagg, who had collapsed over the child, and he lifted them both together in
his arms and ran swiftly back to the ladder. The Countess was there; they were
all there at the foot of the pine; all except Sourdust, whose sacking had begun
to smoulder. Fuchsia had dragged Irma across the floor by her heels and she lay
as though she had been washed ashore by a tempest. Steerpike had crawled
through the window and was a third of the way down the bole. Prunesquallor,
climbing to the third rung, was able to pass Titus to the youth, who retreated
through the window backwards and was down the outer ladder in a flash. He left the infant among the ferns under
the library wall and swarmed up the ladder for the old nurse. The tiny, limp
midget was almost as easy to deal with as Titus, and Prunesquallor passed her
through the window as though he were handling a doll. Steerpike laid her next to Titus, and was
suddenly back at the window. It was obvious that Irma was the next on the list,
but it was with her that the difficulties began. The moment she was touched she
began to thrash about with her arms and legs. Thirty years of repression were
finding vent. She was no longer a lady. She could never be a lady again. Her
pure white feet were indeed composed of clay and now with all the advantages of
a long throat she renewed her screaming, but it was weaker than before, for the
smoke which had coiled around her vocal cords had taken their edge away, and
they were now more in the nature of wool than gut. Something had to be done
with her, and quickly. Steerpike swarmed down the top half of the pole and
dropped to the library floor. Then, at his suggestion, he and the Doctor began
to strip away lengths of her dress with which they bound her arms and legs,
stuffing the remainder in her mouth. Together, with the help of Flay and
Fuchsia, they heaved the writhing Irma by degrees up the ladder, until
Steerpike, climbing through the window, was able to drag her through into the
night air. Once through, she was treated with still less decorum, and her descent
of the wall was abrupt, the boy with the high shoulders merely seeing to it
that she should not break more bones than was necessary. In point of fact she
broke none, her peerless flesh sustaining only a few purple bruises. Steerpike had now three figures in a row
among the cold ferns. While he was swarming back, Fuchsia was saying, "No,
I don't want to. _You_ go now. Please, _you_ go now." "Silence, you child," answered
the Countess. "Don't waste time. As I tell you, girl! as I tell you! At
once." "No, Mother, no --" "Fuchsia dear," said
Prunesquallor, "you will be out in a brace of shakes and ladders! ha, ha,
ha! It will save time, gipsy! Hurry now." "Don't stand there gawping,
girl!" Fuchsia glanced at the Doctor. How unlike
himself he looked, the sweat pouring from his forehead and running between his
eyes. "Up you go! up you go," said
Prunesquallor. Fuchsia turned to the ladder and after
missing her foothold once or twice disappeared above them. "Good girl!" shouted the Doctor.
"Find your Nannie Slagg! Now, then, now, then, your Ladyship, up you
go." The Countess began to climb, and although
the sound of the wooden stubs being broken on either side of the pole
accompanied her, yet her progress towards the window held a prodigious inevitability
in every step she took and in every heave of her body. Like something far
larger than life, her dark dress shot with the red of the fire, she ploughed
her way upwards to the window. There was no one on the other side to help her,
for Steerpike was in the library, and yet for all the contortions of her great
frame, for all the ungainliness of her egress, a slow dignity pervaded her
which gave even to the penultimate view -- that of her rear disappearing hugely
into the night -- a feeling rather of the awesome than the ludicrous. There remained only Lord Sepulchrave,
Prunesquallor, Flay and Steerpike. Prunesquallor and Steerpike turned to
Sepulchrave quickly in order to motion him to follow his wife, but he had
disappeared. There was not a moment to lose. The flames were crackling around
them. Mixed with the smell of the smoke was the smell of burning leather. There
were few places where he could be, unless he had walked into the flames. They
found him in an alcove a few feet from the ladder, a recess still hidden to
some extent from the enveloping heat. He was smoothing the backs of a set of
the Martrovian dramatists bound in gold fibre and there was a smile upon his
face that sent a sick pang through the bodies of the three who found him. Even
Steerpike watched that smile uneasily from beneath his sandy eyebrows. Saliva
was beginning to dribble from the corner of his Lordship's sensitive mouth as
the corners curved upwards and the teeth were bared. It was the smile one sees
in the mouth of a dead animal when the loose lips are drawn back and the teeth
are discovered curving towards the ears. "Take them, take your books, your
Lordship, and come, come quickly!" said Steerpike fiercely. "Which do
you want?" Sepulchrave turned about sharply and with
a superhuman effort forced his hands stiffly to his sides and walked at once to
the pine ladder. "I am sorry to have kept you," he said, and began to
climb swiftly. As he was lowering himself on the far side
of the window they heard him repeat as though to himself: "I am sorry to
have kept you." And then there was a thin laugh like the laugh of a ghost. There was no longer any time for deciding
who was to follow whom; no time for chivalry. The hot breath of the fire was
upon them. The room was rising around them, and yet Steerpike managed to keep
himself back. Directly Flay and the Doctor had
disappeared he ran up the pine-bole like a cat, and sat astride the window
ledge a moment before he descended on the far side. With the black autumn night
behind him he crouched there, a lurid carving, his eyes no longer black holes
in his head but glittering in the blood-red light like garnets. "Nice work," he said to himself
for the second time that night. "Very nice work." And then he swung
his other leg over the high sill. "There is no one left," he
shouted down into the darkness. "Sourdust," said Prunesquallor,
his thin voice sounding singularly flat. "Sourdust has been left." Steerpike slid down the pole. "Dead?" he queried. "He is," said Prunesquallor. No one spoke. As Steerpike's eyes became accustomed to
the darkness he noticed that the earth surrounding the Countess was a dusky
white, and that it was moving, and it was a few moments before he realized that
white cats were interweaving about her feet. Fuchsia, directly her mother had followed
her down the ladder, began to run, stumbling and falling over the roots of
trees and moaning with exhaustion as she staggered on. When after an eternity
she had reached the main body of the Castle she made her way to the stables,
and at last had found and ordered three grooms to saddle the horses and proceed
to the library. Each groom led a horse by the side of the one he rode. On one
of these, Fuchsia was seated, her body doubled forward. Broken by the shock she
was weeping, her tears threading their brackish paths over the coarse mane of
her mount. By the time they had reached the library
the party had covered some distance of the return journey. Flay was carrying
Irma over his shoulder. Prunesquallor had Mrs. Slagg in his arms and Titus was
sharing the warbler's nest in the Countess's bosom. Steerpike, watching Lord
Sepulchrave very closely, was guiding him in the wake of the others,
deferentially holding his Lordship's elbow. When the horses arrived the procession had
practically come to a standstill. The beasts were mounted, the grooms walking
at their sides holding the bridles, and staring over their shoulders with wide,
startled eyes at the raw patch of light that danced in the darkness like a
pulsating wound between the straight black bones of the pine trees. During their slow progress they were met
by indistinguishable crowds of servants who stood to the side of the track in
horrified silence. The fire had not been visible from the Castle, for the roof
had not fallen and the only window was shielded by the trees, but the news had
spread with Fuchsia's arrival. The night which had so dreadful a birth
continued to heave and sweat until the slow dawn opened like an icy flower in
the east, and showed the smoking shell of Sepulchrave's only home. The shelves
that still stood were wrinkled charcoal, and the books were standing side by
side upon them, black, grey, and ash-white, the corpses of thought. In the
centre of the room the discoloured marble table still stood among a heap of
charred timber and ashes, and upon the table was the skeleton of Sourdust. The
flesh was gone, with all its wrinkles. The coughing had ceased for ever. 43 SWELTER
LEAVES HIS CARD The winds of the drear interim that lies
between the last of autumn and the first of winter had torn the few remaining
leaves from even the most sheltered of the branches that swung in the Twisted
Woods. Elsewhere the trees had been skeletons for many weeks. The melancholy of
decay had given place to a less mournful humour. In dying, the chill season had
ceased to weep, and arising from its pyre of coloured leaves had cried out with
such a voice as had no hint of tears -- and something fierce began to move the
air and pace across the tracts of Gormenghast. From the death of the sap, of
the bird-song, of the sun, this other life-indeath arose to fill the vacuum of
Nature. The whine was yet in the wind; the
November whine. But as night followed night its long trailing note became less
and less a part of the mounting music which among the battlements was by now an
almost nightly background to those who slept or tried to sleep in the castle of
the Groans. More and more in the darkness the notes of grimmer passions could be
discerned. Hatred and anger and pain and the hounding voices of vengeance. One evening, several weeks after the
burning, at about an hour before midnight, Flay lowered himself to the ground
outside Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom door. Inured though he was to the cold floor
boards, for they had been his only bed for many years, yet on this November
evening they struck a chill into his flinty bones and his shanks began to ache.
The wind whistled and screamed about the Castle and gelid draughts skidded along
the landing, and Flay heard the sound of doors opening and shutting at varying
distances from him. He was able to follow the course of a draught as it
approached from the northern fastnesses of the Castle, for he recognized the
sound that was peculiar to each distant door as it creaked and slammed, the
noises becoming louder and louder until the heavy mildewy curtains which hung
at the end of the passage, forty feet away, lifted and muttered and the door
which lay immediately beyond them grated and strained at its only hinge, and
Flay knew that the icy spearhead of a fresh draught was close upon him. "Getting old," he muttered to
himself, rubbing his thighs and folding himself up like a stick-insect at the
foot of the door. He had slept soundly enough last winter
when the snow had lain deeply over Gormenghast. He remembered with distaste how
it had coated the windows, clinging to the panes, and how when the sun sank
over the Mountain the snow had appeared to bulge inwards through the window
panes in a lather of blood. This memory disturbed him, and he dimly
knew that the reason why the cold was affecting him more and more during these
desolate nights had nothing to do with his age. For his body was hardened to
the point of being more like some inanimate substance than flesh and blood. It
was true that it was a particularly bad night, rough and loud, but he
remembered that four nights ago there had been no wind and yet he had shivered
as he was shivering now. "Getting old," he muttered
grittily to himself again between his long discoloured teeth; but he knew that
he lied. No cold on earth could make his hairs stand up like tiny wires,
stiffly, almost painfully along his thighs and forearms, and at the nape of his
neck. Was he afraid? Yes, as any reasonable man would be. He was very afraid,
although the sensation was rather different in him from that which would have
been experienced in other men. He was not afraid of the darkness, of the
opening and shutting of distant doors, of the screaming wind. He had lived all
his life in a forbidding, half-lit world. He turned over, so as to command a view of
the stairhead, although it was almost too dark to see it. He cracked the five
knuckles of his left hand, one by one, but he could hardly hear the reports for
a new wave of the gale rattled every window and the darkness was alive with the
slamming of doors. He was afraid; he had been afraid for weeks. But Flay was
not a coward. There was something tenacious and hard in his centre; something
obstinate which precluded panic. All of a sudden the gale seemed to hurl
itself to a climax and then to cease utterly, but the interim of dead silence
was over as soon as it had started, for a few seconds later, as though from a
different quarter, the storm unleashed another of its armies of solid rain and
hail, pouring its broadsides against the Castle from the belly of a yet more
riotous tempest. During the few moments of what seemed to
be an absolute silence between the two storms, Flay had jerked his body forward
from the ground, and had sat bolt upright, every muscle frozen. He had forced a
knuckle between his teeth to stop them from chattering, and with his eyes
focused upon the dark stairhead he had heard, quite plainly, a sound that was
both near and far away, a sound hideously distinct. In that lacuna of stillness
the stray sounds of the Castle had become wayward, ungaugeable. A mouse
nibbling beneath floor boards might equally have been within a few feet or
several halls away. The sound that Flay heard was of a knife
being deliberately whetted. How far away he had no means of telling. It was a
sound in vacuo, an abstract thing, yet so enormously it sounded, it might well
have been within an inch of his craning ear. The number of times the blade moved across
the hone had no relation to the actual length of time which Flay experienced as
he listened. To him the mechanical forward and backward movement of steel
against stone lasted the night itself. Had the dawn broken as he listened he
would not have been surprised. In reality it was but a few moments, and when
the second tempest flung itself roaring against the Castle walls, Flay was on
his hands and knees with his head thrust forward towards the sound, his lips
drawn back from his teeth. For the rest of the night the storm was
unabated. He crouched there at his master's door, hour after hour, but he heard
no more of that hideous scraping. The dawn, when it came, powdering with
slow and inexorable purpose the earthy blackness with grey seeds, found the
servant openeyed, his hands hanging like dead weights over his drawn-up knees,
his defiant chin between his wrists. Slowly the air cleared, and stretching his
cramped limbs one by one he reared up stiffly to his feet, shrugging his
shoulders to his ears. Then he took the iron key from between his teeth and
dropped it into his jacket pocket. In seven slow paces he had reached the
stairhead and was staring down into a well of cold. The stairs descended as
though for ever. As his eyes moved from step to step they noticed a small
object in the centre of one of the landings about forty feet below. It was in
the shape of a rough oval. Flay turned his head to Lord Sepulchrave's door. The sky was drained of its fury and there
was silence. He descended, his hand on the banisters.
Each step awoke echoes from below him, and fainter echoes from above him, away
to the east. As he reached the landing a ray of light
ran like a slender spear through an eastern window and quivered in a little
patch on the wall, a few feet from where he stood. This thread of light
intensified the shadows below and above it, and it was only after some groping
that Flay came across the object. In his harsh hands it felt disgustingly soft.
He brought it close to his eyes and became aware of a sickly, penetrating
smell; but he could not see what it was that he held. Then, lifting it into the
sunbeam so that his hand cast a shadow over the lozenge of light upon the wall,
he saw, as though it were something supernaturally illumined, a very small,
richly and exquisitely sculpted gateau. At the perimeter of this delicacy, a
frail coral-like substance had been worked into the links of a chain, leaving
in the centre a minute arena ofjadegreen icing, across whose glacid surface the
letter "S" lay coiled like a worm of cream. 44 THE
UN-EARTHING OF BARQUENTINE The Earl, tired from a day of ritual
(during part of which it was required of him to ascend and descend the Tower of
Flints three times by the stone staircase, leaving on each occasion a glass of
wine on a box of wormwood placed there for the purpose on a blue turret) had
retired to his room as soon as he was able to get away from the last
performance of the day and had taken a more powerful dose of laudanum than he
had previously needed. It was noticed that he now brought to his work during
the day a fervour quite unprecedented. His concentration upon detail and his
thoroughness in the execution and understanding of the minutiae involved in the
monotonous ceremonies were evidence of a new phase in his life. The loss of his library had been a blow so
pulverizing that he had not yet begun to suffer the torment that was later to
come to him. He was still dazed and bewildered, but he sensed instinctively
that his only hope lay in turning his mind as often as possible from the
tragedy and in applying himself unstintingly to the routine of the day. As the
weeks passed by, however, he found it more and more difficult to keep the
horror of that night from his mind. Books which he loved not only for their
burden, but intrinsically, for varying qualities of paper and print, kept
reminding him that they were no longer to be fingered and read. Not only were
the books lost and the thoughts in the books, but what was to him, perhaps, the
most searching loss of all, the hours of rumination which lifted him above
himself and bore him upon their muffled and enormous wings. Not a day passed
but he was reminded of some single volume, or of a series of works, whose very
positions on the walls was so clearly indented in his mind. He had taken refuge
from this raw emptiness in a superhuman effort to concentrate his mind
exclusively upon the string of ceremonies which he had daily to perform. He had
not tried to rescue a single volume from the shelves, for even while the flames
leapt around him he knew that every sentence that escaped the fire would be
unreadable and bitter as gall, something to taunt him endlessly. It was better
to have the cavity in his heart yawning and completely empty than mocked by a
single volume. Yet not a day passed but he knew his grip had weakened. Shortly after the death of Sourdust in the
library it was remembered that the old librarian had had a son, and a search
was made at once. It was a long time before they discovered a figure asleep in
the corner of a room with a very low ceiling. It was necessary to stoop, in
order to enter the apartment through the filthy walnut door. After having
stooped under the decaying lintel there was no relief from the cramped position
and no straightening of the back, for the ceiling sagged across the room for
the most part at the level of the door-head, but at the centre, like a
mouldering belly, it bulged still further earthwards, black with flies. Ill lit
by a long horizontal strip of window near the floorboards, it was difficult for
the servants who had been sent on this mission to see at first whether there
was anyone in the room or not. A table near the centre with its legs sawn off
halfway down, into which they stumbled, had, as they soon discovered, been
obscuring from their view Barquentine, old Sourdust's son. He lay upon a
straw-filled mattress. At first sight the servants were appalled at a
similarity between the son and the dead father, but when they saw that the old
man lying on his back with his eyes closed had only one leg, and that a
withered one, they were relieved, and straightening themselves were dazed by
striking their heads against the ceiling. When they had recovered they found that
they were kneeling, side by side, on all fours. Barquentine was watching them.
Lifting the stump of his withered leg he rapped it irritably on the mattress,
sending up a cloud of dust. "What do you want?" he said. His
voice was dry like his father"s, but stronger than the mere twenty years
that lay between their ages could have accounted for. Barquentine was
seventy-four. The servant nearest him rose to a stooping
position, rubbed his shoulder-blades on the ceiling and with his head forced
down to the level of his nipples stared at Barquentine with his loose mouth
hanging open. The companion, a squat, indelicate creature, replied obtusely
from the shadows behind his loose-lipped friend: "He's dead." "Whom are you talking of, you
oaf?" said the septuagenarian irritably, levering himself on his elbow and
raising another cloud of dust with his stump. "Your father," said the
loose-mouthed man in the eager tone of one bringing good tidings. "How?" shouted Barquentine, who
was becoming more and more irritable. "How? When? Don't stand there staring
at me like stenching mules." "Yesterday," they replied.
"Burned in the library. Only bones left." "Details!" yelled Barquentine,
thrashing about with his stump and knotting his beard furiously as his father
had done. "Details, you bladder heads! Out! Out of my way! Out of the
room, curse you!" Foraging about in the darkness he found
his crutch and struggled onto his withered leg. Such was the shortness of this
leg that when he was on his foot it was possible for him to move grotesquely to
the door without having to lower his head to avoid the ceiling. He was about
half the height of the crouching servants, but he passed between their bulks
like a small, savage cloud of material, ragged to the extent of being filigree,
and swept them to either side. He passed through the low door in the way
that infants will walk clean under a table, head in air, and emerge
triumphantly on the other side. The servants heard his crutch striking the
floor of the passage and the alternate stamp of the withered leg. Of the many
things that Barquentine had to do during the next few hours, the most immediate
were to take command of his father's apartments: to procure the many keys: to
find, and don, the crimson sacking that had always been in readiness for him
against the day of his father's death: and to acquaint the Earl that he was
cognizant of his duties, for he had studied them, with and without his father,
for the last fifty-four years, in between his alternative relaxations of sleep
and of staring at a patch of mildew on the bulge-bellied ceiling of his room. From the outset he proved himself to be
uncompromisingly efficient. The sound of his approaching crutch became a sign
for feverish activity, and trepidation. It was as though a hard, intractible
letter of the Groan law were approaching -- the iron letter of tradition. This was, for the Earl, a great blessing,
for with a man of so strict and unswerving a discipline it was impossible to
carry through the day's work without a thorough rehearsal every morning --
Barquentine insisting upon his Lordship learning by heart whatever speeches
were to be made during the day and all the minutiae that pertained to the
involved ceremonies. This took up a great deal of the Earl's
time, and kept his mind, to a certain degree, from introspection; nevertheless,
the shock he had sustained was, as the weeks drew on, beginning to have its
effect. His sleeplessness was making of each night a hell more dreadful than
the last. His narcotics were powerless to aid him,
for when after a prodigious dose he sank into a grey slumber, it was filled
with shapes that haunted him when he awoke, and waved enormous sickly-smelling
wings above his head, and filled his room with the hot breath of rotting
plumes. His habitual melancholy was changing day by day into something more
sinister. There were moments when he would desecrate the crumbling and mournful
mask of his face with a smile more horrible than the darkest lineaments of
pain. Across the stoniness of his eyes a strange
light would pass for a moment, as though the moon were flaring on the gristle,
and his lips would open and the gash of his mouth would widen in a dead,
climbing, curve. Steerpike had foreseen that madness would
sooner or later come to the Earl, and it was with a shock of annoyance that he
heard of Barquentine and of his ruthless efficiency. It had been part of his
plan to take over the duties of old Sourdust, for he felt himself to be the
only person in the Castle capable of dealing with the multifarious details that
the work would involve -- and he knew that, with the authority which could
hardly have been denied him had there been no one already versed in the laws of
the Castle, he would have been brought not only into direct and potent contact
with Sepulchrave, but would have had opened up to him by degrees the innermost
secrets of Gormenghast. His power would have been multiplied a hundred-fold;
but he had not reckoned with the ancientry of the tenets that bound the anatomy
of the place together. For every key position in the Castle there was the
apprentice, either the son or the student, bound to secrecy. Centuries of
experience had seen to it that there should be no gap in the steady, intricate
stream of immemorial behaviour. No one had thought or heard of Barquentine
for over sixty years, but when old Sourdust died Barquentine appeared like a
well-versed actor on the mouldering stage, and the slow drama ofGormenghast
continued among shadows. Despite this setback in his plans,
Steerpike had managed to make even more capital out of his rescue work than he
had anticipated. Flay was inclined to treat him with a kind of taciturn
respect. He had never quite known what he ought to do about Steerpike. When
they had coincided a month previously at the garden gate of the
Prunesquallors", Flay had retired as from a ghost, sullenly, glancing over
his shoulder at the dapper enigma, losing his chance of castigating the urchin.
In Mr. Flay's mind the boy Steerpike was something of an apparition. Most
fathomless of all, the lives of the Earl, the Countess, Titus and Fuchsia had
been saved by the whelp, and there was a kind of awe, not to say admiration,
mixed with his distaste. Not that Flay unbent to the boy, for he
felt it a grievance that he should in any way admit equality with someone who
had come originally from Swelter's kitchen. Barquentine, also, was a bitter pill to
swallow, but Flay realized at once the traditional rightness and integrity of
the old man. Fuchsia, for whom the fine art of
procedure held less lure, found in old Barquentine a creature to hide from and
to hate -- not for any specific reason, but with the hatred of the young for
the authority vested in age. She found that as the days went on she
began to listen for the sound of his crutch striking on the floor, like the
blows of a weapon. 45 FIRST
REPERCUSSIONS Unable to reconcile the heroism of
Steerpike's rescue with his face as she had seen it beyond the window before
she fell, Fuchsia began to treat the youth with less and less assurance. She
began to admire his ingenuity, his devilry, his gift of speech which she found
so difficult but which was for him so simple. She admired his cold efficiency
and she hated it. She wondered at his quickness, his self-assurance. The more
she saw of him the more she felt impelled to recognize in him a nature at once
more astute and swift than her own. At night his pale face with its closely-set
eyes would keep appearing before her. And when she awoke she would remember
with a start how he had saved their lives. Fuchsia could not make him out. She
watched him carefully. Somehow he had become one of the personalities of the
Castle's central life. He had been insinuating his presence on all who mattered
with such subtlety, that when he leapt dramatically to the fore by rescuing the
family from the burning library, it was as though that deed of valour were all
that had been needed to propel him to the forefront of the picture. He still lived at the Prunesquallors' but
was making secret plans for moving into a long, spacious room with a window
that let in the morning sun. It lay on the same floor as the aunts in the South
Wing. There was really very little reason for him to stay with the Doctor, who
did not seem sufficiently aware of the new status he had acquired and whose
questions regarding the way he (Steerpike) had found the pine tree, already
felled and lopped for the Rescue, and various other details, though not
difficult to answer -- for he had prepared his replies to any of the possible
questions he might be faced with -- were, nevertheless, pertinent. The Doctor
had had his uses. He had proved a valuable stepping-stone, but it was time to
take up a room, or a suite of rooms, in the Castle proper, where knowledge of
what was going on would come more easily. Prunesquallor, ever since the burning, had
been, for him, strangely voiceless. When he spoke it was in the same high,
thin, rapid way, but for a great part of each day he would lie back in his
chair in the sittingroom, smiling incessantly at everyone who caught his eye,
his teeth displayed as uncompromisingly as ever before, but with something more
cogitative about the great magnified eyes that swam beneath the thick lenses of
his spectacles. Irma, who since the fire had been strapped in her bed, and who
was having about half a pint of blood removed on alternate Tuesdays, was now
allowed downstairs in the afternoons, where she sat dejectedly and tore up
sheets of calico which were brought to her chair-side every morning. For hours on
end she would continue with this noisy, wasteful and monotonous soporific,
brooding the while upon the fact that she was no lady. Mrs. Slagg was still very ill. Fuchsia did
all she could for her, moving the nurse's bed into her own room, for the old woman
had become very frightened of the dark, which she now associated with smoke. Titus seemed to be the one least affected
by the burning. His eyes remained bloodshot for some time afterwards, but the
only other result was a severe cold, and Prunesquallor took the infant over to
his own house for its duration. Old Sourdust's bones had been removed from
the marble table among the charred remains of the woodwork and books. Flay, who had been assigned the mission of
collecting the dead librarian's remains and of returning with them to the
servants' quadrangle, where a coffin was being constructed from old boxes,
found it difficult to handle the charred skeleton. The head had become a bit
loose, and Flay after scratching his own skull for a long while at last decided
that the only thing to do would be to carry the rattling relics in his arms as
though he were carrying a baby. This was both more respectful and lessened the
danger of disarticulation or breakage. On that particular evening as he returned
through the woods the rain had fallen heavily before he reached the fringe of
the trees, and by the time he was halfway across the wasteland which divided
the pines from Gormenghast, the rain was streaming over the bones and skull in
his arms and bubbling in the eye sockets. Flay's clothes were soaking, and the
water squelched in his boots. As he neared the Castle the light had become so
obscured by the downpour that he could not see more than a few paces ahead.
Suddenly a sound immediately behind him caused him to start, but before he was
able to turn, a sharp pain at the back of his head filled him with sickness,
and sinking gradually to his knees he loosed the skeleton from his arms and
sank in a stupor upon the bubbling ground. How many hours or minutes he had
been lying there he could not know, but when he recovered consciousness the
rain was still falling heavily. He raised his great rough hand to the back of
his head where he discovered a swelling the size of a duck's egg. Swift jabs of
pain darted through his brain from side to side. All at once he remembered the skeleton and
got dizzily to his knees. His eyes were still misted, but he saw the wavering
outline of the bones; but when a few moments later his eyes had cleared, he
found that the head was missing. 46 SOURDUST
IS BURIED Barquentine officiated at his father's
funeral. To his way of thinking it was impossible for the bones to be buried
without a skull. It was a pity that the skull could not be the one which
belonged, but that there should be some sort of termination to the body before
it was delivered to the earth was apparently imperative. Flay had recounted his
story and the bruise above his left ear testified to its veracity. There seemed
to be no clue to who the cowardly assailant might be, nor could any motive be
imagined that could prompt so callous, so purposeless an action. Two days were
spent in a fruitless search for the missing ornament, Steerpike leading a gang
of stable hands on a tour of the wine vaults which according to his own theory
would afford, so he argued, many an ideal niche or corner in which the criminal
might hide the skull. He had always had a desire to discover the extent of the
vaults. The candle-lit search through a damp labyrinth of cellars and passages,
lined with dusty bottles, disproved his theory, however; and when on the same
evening the search parties, one and all, reported that their quests had been
abortive, it was decided that on the following evening the bones were to be
buried whether the head were found or not. It being considered a desecration to
unearth any bodies from the servants' graveyard, Barquentine decided that the
skull of a small calf would prove equally effective. One was procured from
Swelter, and after it had been boiled and was free of the last vestige of
flesh, it was dried and varnished, and as the hour of the burial approached and
there was no sign of the original skull being found, Barquentine sent Flay to
Mrs. Slagg's room to procure some blue ribbon. The calf's skull was all but
perfect, it being on the small side and dwarfing the rest of the remains far
less than might have been feared. At all events, the old man would be complete
if not homogeneous. He would not be headless, and his funeral would be no slipshod,
bury-as-you-please affair. It was only when the coffin stood near the
graveside in the Cemetery of the Esteemed, and only when the crowd was standing
silently about the small, rectangular trench, that Barquentine motioned
Sepulchrave forward, and indicated that the moment had come for the Earl to
attach the calf skull to the last of old Sourdust's vertebrae with the aid of
the blue ribbon which Mrs. Slagg had found at the bottom of one of her
shuttered baskets of material. Here was honour for the old man. Barquentine
knotted his beard ruminatively and was well pleased. Whether it were some
obscure tenet of the Groan lore which Barquentine was rigorously adhering to,
or whether it was that he found comfort of some kind in ribbons, it is
impossible to say, but whatever the reason might be, Barquentine had procured
from somewhere or other several extra lengths of varying colours and his
father's skeleton boasted a variety of silk bows which were neatly tied about
such bones as seemed to offer themselves to this decorative treatment. When the Earl had finished with the
calf-skull, Barquentine bent over the coffin and peered at the effect. He was,
on the whole, satisfied. The calf's head was rather too big, but it was
adequate. The late evening light lit it admirably and the grain of the bone was
particularly effective. The Earl was standing silently a little in
front of the crowd, and Barquentine, digging his crutch into the earth, hopped
around it until he was facing the men who had carried the coffin. One glint of
his cold eyes brought them to the graveside. "Nail the lid on," he shouted,
and hopped around his crutch again on his withered leg, the ferrule of his
support swivelling in the soft ground and raising the mud in gurgling wedges as
it twisted. Fuchsia, standing at her mother's
mountainous side, loathed him with her whole body. She was beginning to hate
everything that was old. What was that word which Steerpike kept denouncing
whenever he met her? He was always saying it was dreadful -- "Authority":
that was it. She looked away from the one-legged man and her eyes moved
absently along the line of gaping faces. They were staring at the coffinmen who
were nailing down the planks. Everyone seemed horrible to Fuchsia. Her mother
was gazing over the heads of the crowd with her characteristic sightlessness.
Upon her father's face a smile was beginning to appear, as though it were
something inevitable, uncontrollable -- something Fuchsia had never seen before
on his face. She covered her eyes with her hands for a moment and felt a surge
of unreality rising in her. Perhaps the whole thing was a dream. Perhaps
everyone was really kind and beautiful, and she had seen them only through the
black net of a dream she was suffering. She lowered her hands and found herself
gazing into Steerpike's eyes. He was on the other side of the grave and his
arms were folded. As he stared at her, with his head a little on one side, like
a bird"s, he raised his eyebrows to her, quizzically, his mouth twisted up
on one side. Fuchsia involuntarily made a little gesture with her hand, a
motion of recognition, of friendliness, but there was about the gesture
something so subtle, so tender, as to be indescribable. For herself, she did
not know that her hand had moved -- she only knew that the figure across the
grave was young. He was strange and unappealing, with his
high shoulders and his large swollen forehead; but he was slender, and young.
Oh, that was what it was! He did not belong to the old, heavy, intolerant world
of Barquentine: he belonged to the lightness of life. There was nothing about
him that drew her, nothing she loved except his youth and his bravery. He had
saved Nannie Slagg from the fire. He had saved Dr. Prune from the fire -- and
oh! he had saved her, too. Where was his swordstick? What had he done with it?
He was so silly about it, carrying it with him wherever he went. The earth was being shovelled into the
grave for the ramshackle coffin had been lowered. When the cavity was filled,
Barquentine inspected the rectangular patch of disturbed earth. The shovelling
had been messy work, the mud clinging to the spades, and Barquentine had
shouted at the grave-hands irritably. Now, he scraped some of the unevenly
distributed earth into the shallower patches with his foot, balancing at an
angle upon his crutch. The mourners were dispersing, and Fuchsia, shambling
away from her parents, found herself to the extreme right of the crowd as it
moved towards the castle. "May I walk with you?" said
Steerpike, sidling up. "Yes," said Fuchsia. "Oh,
yes; why shouldn't you?" She had never wanted him before, and was
surprised at her own words. Steerpike shot a glance at her as he
pulled out his small pipe. When he had lit it, he said: "Not much in my line, Lady Fuchsia." "What isn't?" "Earth to earth; ashes to ashes, and
all that sort of excitement." "Not much in anyone's line, I
shouldn't think," she replied. "I don't like the idea of dying." "Not when one's young, anyway,"
said the youth. "It's all right for our friend rattle-ribs: not much life
left inside him, anyway." "I like you being disrespectful,
sometimes," said Fuchsia in a rush. "Why must one try and be
respectful to old people when they aren't considerate?" "It's their idea," said
Steerpike. "They like to keep this reverence business going. Without it
where'd they be? Sunk. Forgotten. Over the side: for they've nothing except
their age, and they're jealous of our youth." "Is that what it is?" said
Fuchsia, her eyes widening. "Is it because they are jealous? Do you really
think it's that?" "Undoubtedly," said Steerpike.
"They want to imprison us and make us fit into their schemes, and taunt
us, and make us work for them. All the old are like that." "Mrs. Slagg isn't like that,"
said Fuchsia. "She is the exception,"
said Steerpike, coughing in a strange way with his hand over his mouth.
"She is the exception that proves the rule." They walked on in silence for a few paces.
The Castle was looming overhead and they were treading into the shadow of a
tower. "Where's your swordstick?" said
Fuchsia. "How can you be without it? You don't know what to do with your
hands." Steerpike grinned. This was a new Fuchsia.
More animated -- yet was it animation, or a nervous, tired excitement which
gave the unusual lift to her voice? "My swordstick," said Steerpike,
rubbing his chin, "my dear little swordstick. I must have left it behind
in the rack." "Why?" said Fuchsia. "Don't
you adore it any more?" "I _do_, oh yes! I _do_,"
Steerpike replied in a comically emphatic voice. "I adore it just as much,
but I felt it would be safer to leave it behind, because do you know what I
should probably have _done_ with it?" "What would you have done?" said
Fuchsia. "I would have pricked Barquentine's
guts with it," said Steerpike; "most delicately, here and there, and
everywhere, until the old scarecrow was yelling like a cat; and when he had
yelled all the breath from his black lungs, I'd have tied him by his one leg to
a branch and set fire to his beard. So you see what a good thing it was that I
didn't have my swordstick, don't you?" But when he turned to her Fuchsia was gone
from his side. He could see her running through the misty
air in a strange, bounding manner; but whether she was running for enjoyment,
or in order to rid herself of him, he could not know. 47 THE
TWINS ARE RESTIVE About a week after Sourdust's burial, or
to be precise, about a week after the burial of all that was left of what had
once been Sourdust, along with the calf skull and the ribbons, Steerpike
revisited the Aunts for the purpose of selecting a set of rooms on the same
floor as their own apartments in the south wing. Since the burning they had
become not only very vain, but troublesome. They wished to know when, now that
they had carried out the task according to plan, they were to come into their
own. Why was not the south wing already alive with pageantry and splendour? Why
were its corridors still so dusty and deserted? Had they set fire to their
brother's library for nothing? Where were the thrones they had been promised?
Where were the crowns of gold? At each fresh appearance of Steerpike in their
apartments these questions were renewed, and on every occasion it became more
difficult to leave them mollified and convinced that their days of grievance
were drawing to a close. They were as outwardly impassive, their
faces showing no sign at all of what was going on inside their identical
bodies, but Steerpike had learned to descry from the almost imperceptible
movements which they made with their limp fingers, roughly what was happening
in their minds, or to what height their emotions were aroused. There was an
uncanniness about the way their white fingers would move simultaneously,
indicating that their brains were at that precise moment travelling along the
same narrow strip of thought, at the same pace, with the same gait. The glittering promises with which
Steerpike had baited his cruel hook had produced an effect upon them more
fundamental than he had anticipated. This concept of themselves as rulers of
the south wing, was now uppermost in their minds, and in fact it filled their
minds leaving no room for any other notion. Outwardly it showed itself in their
conversation which harped upon nothing else. With the flush of success upon
them, their fingers became looser, although their faces remained as
expressionless as powdered slabs. Steerpike was now reaping the consequences of
having persuaded them of their bravery and ingenuity, and of the masterly way
in which they, and they alone, could set the library alight. It had been
necessary at the time to blow them into tumours of conceit and self-assurance,
but now, their usefulness for the moment at an end, it was becoming more and
more difficult to deal with their inflation. However, with one excuse or
another he managed to persuade them of the inadvisability of rushing a matter
of such magnitude as that of raising them to their twin summits. Such things
must be achieved with deliberation, cunning and foresight. Their position must
improve progressively through a sequence of minor victories, which although
each in itself attracted no notice, would build up insidiously, until before
the castle was aware of it the South wing would blazon forth in rightful glory.
The twins, who had expected the change in their status to be brought about
overnight, were bitterly disappointed, and although Steerpike's arguments to
the effect that their power when it came must be something of sure foundation
convinced them as he spoke, yet no sooner were they alone than they reverted at
once to a condition of chagrin, and Steerpike's every appearance was the sign
for them to air their grievances anew. On this particular afternoon, as soon as
he had entered their room and their childish clamour had started, he cut them
short by crying: "We shall begin!" He had lifted his left hand high into the
air to silence them, as he shouted. In his right hand he held a scroll of
paper. They were standing with their shoulders and hips touching, side by side,
their heads forced a little forward. When their loud, flat voices ceased, he
continued: "I have ordered your thrones. They
are being made in secret, but as I have insisted that they are to be beaten
from the purest gold they will take some time to complete. I have been sent
these designs by the goldsmith, a craftsman without a peer. It is for you, my
Ladyships, to choose. I have no doubt which you will choose, for although they
are all three the most consummate works of art, yet with your taste, your flair
for proportion, your grasp of minutiae, I feel confident you will select the
one which I believe has no rival among the thrones of the world." Steerpike had, of course, made the
drawings himself, spending several hours longer on them than he had intended,
for once he had started he had become interested, and had the Doctor or his
sister opened his door in the small hours of this same morning they would have
found the high-shouldered boy bending over a table in his room, absorbed; the
compasses, protractors and set square neatly placed in a row at the side of the
table, the beautifully sharpened pencil travelling along the ruler with cold
precision. Now, as he unrolled the drawings before
the wide eyes of the Aunts he handled them deftly, for it pleased him to take
care of the fruits of his labours. His hands were clean, the fingers being
curiously pointed, and the nails rather longer than is normal. Cora and Clarice were at his side in an
instant. There was no expression in their faces at all. All that could be found
there was uncompromisingly anatomical. The thrones stared at the Aunts and the
Aunts stared back at the thrones. "I have no doubt which one you will
prefer, for it is unique in the history of golden thrones. Choose, your
Ladyships -- choose!" said Steerpike. Cora and Clarice pointed simultaneously at
the biggest of the three drawings. It almost filled the page. "How _right_ you are!" said
Steerpike. "How _right_ you are! It was the only choice. I shall be seeing
the goldsmith tomorrow and shall advise him of your selection." "I want mine soon," said
Clarice. "So do I," said Cora, "very
soon." "I thought I had explained to
you," said Steerpike, taking them by their elbows and bringing them
towards him -- "I thought I had explained to you that a throne of hammered
gold is not a thing which can be wrought overnight. This man is a craftsman, an
artist. Do you want your glory ruined by a makeshift and ridiculous pair of
bright yellow sit-upons? Do you want to be the laughing-stock of the Castle,
all over again, because you were too impatient? Or are you anxious for Gertrude
and the rest of them to stare, open-mouthed with jealousy, at you as you sit
aloft like the two purple queens you undoubtedly are?. Everything must be of
the best. You have entrusted me to raise you to the status that is your due and
right. You must leave it to me. When the hour comes, we shall strike. In the
meanwhile it is for us to make of these apartments something unknown to
Gormenghast." "Yes," said Cora. "That's
what I think. They must be wondrous. The rooms must be wondrous." "Yes," said Clarice.
"Because _we_ are. The rooms must be just like us." Her mouth fell
open, as though the lower jaw had died. "But we are the only ones who _are_
worthy. No one must forget that, must they, Cora?" "No one," said Cora. "No
one at all." "Exactly," said Steerpike,
"and your first duty will be to recondition the Room of Roots." He
had glanced at them shrewdly. "The roots must be repainted. Even the
smallest must be repainted, because there is no other room in Gormenghast that
is so wonderful as to be full of roots. _Your_ roots. The roots of _your_
tree." To his surprise the twins were not
listening to him. They were holding each other about their long barrel-like
chests. "He made us do it," they were
saying. "He made us burn dear Sepulchrave's books. Dear Sepulchrave's
books." 48 "HALF-LIGHT" Meanwhile, the Earl and Fuchsia were
sitting together two hundred feet below and over a mile away from Steerpike and
the Aunts. His lordship, with his back to a pine tree and his knees drawn up to
his chin, was gazing at his daughter with a slithery smile upon his mouth that
had once been so finely drawn. Covering his feet and heaped about his slender
body on all sides was a cold, dark, undulating palliasse of pine needles,
broken here and there with heavy, weary-headed ferns and grey fungi, their
ashen surfaces exuding a winter sweat. A kind of lambent darkness filled the
dell. The roof was skyproof, the branches interlacing so thickly that even the
heaviest downpour was stayed from striking through; the methodical drip . . .
drip . . . drip of the branch-captured rain only fell to the floor of needles
several hours after the start of the heaviest storm. And yet a certain amount
of reflected daylight filtered through into the clearing, mainly from the East,
in which direction lay the shell of the lbrary. Between the clearing and the
path that ran in front of the ruin, the trees, although as thick, were not more
than thirty to forty yards in depth. "How many shelves have you built for
your father?" said the Earl to his daughter with a ghastly smile. "Seven shelves, father," said
Fuchsia. Her eyes were very wide and her hands trembled as they hung at her
sides. "Three more shelves, my daughter --
three more shelves, and then we will put the volumes back." "Yes, father." Fuchsia, picking up a short branch, scored
across the needled ground three long lines, adding them to the seven which
already lay between her father and herself. "That's it, that's it," came the
melancholy voice. "Now we have space for the Sonian Poets. Have you the
books ready -- little daughter?" Fuchsia swung her head up, and her eyes
fastened upon her father. He had never spoken to her in that way -- she had
never before heard that tone of love in his voice. Chilled by the horror of his
growing madness, she had yet been filled with a compassion she had never known,
but now there was more than compassion within her, there was released, of a
sudden, a warm jet of love for the huddled figure whose long pale hand rested
upon his knees, whose voice sounded so quiet and so thoughtful. "Yes,
father, I've got the books ready," she replied; "do you want me to
put them on the shelves?" She turned to a heap of pine cones which
had been gathered. "Yes, I am ready," he replied
after a pause that was filled with the silence of the wood. "But one by
one. One by one. We shall stock three shelves tonight. Three of my long, rare
shelves." "Yes, father." The silence of the high pines drugged the
air. "Fuchsia." "What, father?" "You are my daughter." "Yes." "And there is Titus. He will be the
Earl of Gormenghast. Is that so?" "Yes, father." "When I am dead. But do I know you,
Fuchsia? Do I know you?" "I don't know -- very well," she
replied; but her voice became more certain now that she perceived his weakness.
"I suppose we don't know each other very much." Again she was affected by an uprising of
love. The mad smile making incongruous every remark which the Earl ventured,
for he spoke with tenderness and moderation, had for the moment ceased to
frighten her. In her short life she had been brought face to face with so many
forms of weirdness that although the uncanny horror of the sliding smile
distressed her, yet the sudden breaking of the barriers that had lain between
them for so long as she could remember overpowered her fear. For the first time
in her life she felt that she was a daughter -- that she had a father -- of her
own. What did she care if he was going mad -- saving for his own dear sake? He
was hers. "My books . . ." he said. "I have them here, father. Shall I
fill up the first long shelf for you?" "With the Sonian Poets, Fuchsia." "Yes." She picked up a cone from the heap at her
side and placed it on the end of the line she had scored in the ground. The
Earl watched her very carefully. "That is Andrema, the lyricist -- the
lover -- he whose quill would pulse as he wrote and fill with a blush of blue,
like a bruised nail. His verses, Fuchsia, his verses open out like flowers of
glass, and at their centre, between the brittle petals lies a pool of indigo,
translucent and as huge as doom. His voice is unmuffled -- it is like a bell,
clearly ringing in the night ofour confusion; but the clarity is the clarity
ofimponderable depth -- depth -- so that his lines float on for evermore,
Fuchsia -- on and on and on, for evermore. That is Andrema . . . Andrema." The Earl, with his eyes on the cone which
Fuchsia had placed at the end of the first line, opened his mouth more widely,
and suddenly the pines vibrated with the echoes of a dreadful cry, half scream,
half laughter. Fuchsia stiffened, the blood draining from
her face. Her father, his mouth still open, even after the scream had died out
of the forest, was now upon his hands and knees. Fuchsia tried to force her
voice from the dryness of her throat. Her father's eyes were on her as she
struggled, and at last his lips came together and his eyes recovered the
melancholy sweetness that she had so lately discovered in them. She was able to
say, as she picked up another cone and made as if to place it at the side
of"Andrema": "Shall I go on with the library, father?" But the Earl could not hear her. His eyes
had lost focus. Fuchsia dropped the cone from her hand and came to his side. "What is it," she said. "Oh
father! father! what is it?" "I am not your father," he
replied. "Have you no knowledge of me?" And as he grinned his black
eyes widened and in either eye there burned a star, and as the stars grew
greater his fingers curled. "I live in the Tower of Flints," he
cried. "I am the death-owl." 49 A ROOF
OF REEDS To her left, as she moved slowly along the
broken and overgrown track, Keda was conscious the while of that blasphemous
finger of rock which had dominated the western skyline for seven weary days. It
had been like a presence, something which, however the sunlight or moonlight
played upon it, was always sinister; in essence, wicked. Between the path she walked and the range
of mountains was a region of marshland which reflected the voluptuous sky in
rich pools, or with a duller glow where choked swamps sucked at the colour and
breathed it out again in sluggish vapour. A tract of rushes glimmered, for each
long sword-shaped leaf was edged with a thread of crimson. One of the larger
poois of almost unbroken surface not only reflected the burning sky, but the
gruesome, pointing finger of the rock, which plunged through breathless water. On her right the land sloped upwards and
was forested with misshapen trees. Although their outermost branches were still
lit, the violence of the sunset was failing, and the light was crumbling
momently from the boughs. Keda's shadow stretched to her right,
growing, as she proceeded, less and less intense as the raddled ground dulled
from a reddish tint to a nondescript ochre, and then from ochre to a warm grey
which moment by moment grew more chill, until she found herself moving down a
track of ash-grey light. For the last two days the great shoulder
of hill with the dreadful monotony of its squat, fibrous trees which covered
it, had lain on Keda's right hand, breathing, as it were, over her shoulder;
groping for her with stunted arms. It seemed that for all her life the
oppressive presence of trees, of stultified trees, had been with her, leering
at her, breathing over her right shoulder, each one gesticulating with its
hairy hands, each one with a peculiar menace of its own, and yet every one
monotonously the same in the endlessness of her journey. For the monotony began to have the quality
of a dream, both uneventful and yet terrifying, and it seemed that her body and
her brain were flanked by a wall of growth that would never end. But the last
two days had at least opened up to her the wintry flats upon her left, where
for so long her eyes had been attested and wearied by a canyon face of herbless
rock upon whose high grey surface the only sign of life had been when an
occasional ledge afforded purchase for the carrion crow. But Keda, stumbling
exhaustedly in the ravine, had no thought for them as they peered at her,
following her with their eyes, their naked necks protruding from the level of
their scraggy bellies, their shoulders hunched above their heads, their
murderous claws curled about their scant supports. Snow had lain before her like a long grey
carpet, for the winter sun was never to be seen from that canyon's track, and
when at last the path had veered to the right and the daylight had rushed in
upon her, she had stumbled forward for a few paces and dropped upon her knees
in a kind of thanksgiving. As she raised her head the blonde light had been
like a benison. But she was indescribably weary, dropping
her aching feet before her as she continued on her way without knowledge of
what she was doing. Her hair fell across her face raggedly; her heavy cloak was
flecked with mud and matted with burrs and clinging brambles. Her right hand clung on mechanically to a
strap over her shoulder which supported a satchel, now empty of food, but
weighted with a stranger cargo. Before she had left the Mud Dwellings on
the night when her lovers had killed each other beneath the all-seeing circle
of that never-to-be-forgotten, spawning moon, she had, as in a trance, found
her way back to her dwelling, collected together what food she could find, and
then, like a somnambulist, made her way first to Braigon's and then to Rantel's
workshop and taken from each a small carving. Then, moving out into the
emptiness of the morning, three hours before the dawn, she had walked, her
brain dilated with a blank and zoneless pain, until, as the dawn like a wound
in the sky welled into her consciousness, she fell among the salt grasses where
the meres began, and with the carvings in her arms, slept unseen throughout a
day of sunshine. That was very long ago. How long ago? Keda had lost all sense
of time. She had journeyed through many regions -- had received her meals from
many hands in return for many kinds of labour. For a long while she tended the
flocks of one whose shepherd had been taken ill with fold-fever and had died
with a lamb in his arms. She had worked on a long barge with a woman who, at
night, would mew like an otter as she swam among the reeds. She had woven the
hazel hurdles and had made great nets for the fresh-water fish. She had moved
from province to province. But a weariness had come, and the sickness
at dawn; and yet she was forced to be continually moving. But always with her
were her burning trophies, her white eagle; her yellow stag. And now it was beyond her strength to
work, and a power she did not question was inexorably driving her back towards
the Dwellings. Under the high, ragged and horrible bosom
of the hill, she stumbled on. All colour was stifled from the sky and the
profane finger of rock was no longer visible save as a narrow hint of dark on
dark. The sunset had flamed and faded -- every moment seeming permanent -- and
yet the crumbling from crimson to ash had taken no longer than a few demoniac
moments. Keda was now walking through darkness, all
but the few yards immediately in front of her feet, obscured. She knew that she
must sleep: that what strength remained in her was fast ebbing, and it was not
because she was unused to spending the night hours alone among unfriendly
shapes that she was stayed from coiling herself at the foot of the hill. The
last few nights had been pain, for there was no mercy in the air that pressed
its frozen hands to her body; but it was not for this reason that her feet
still fell heavily before her, one after the other, the forward tilt of her
body forcing them onwards. It was not even that the trees that sucked
at her right shoulder had filled her with horror, for now she was too tired for
her imagination to fill her mind with the macabre. She moved on because a voice
had spoken to her that morning as she walked. She had not realized that it was
her own voice crying out to her, for she was too exhausted to know that her
lips were giving vent to the occult. She had turned, for the voice had seemed
to be immediately beside her. "Do not stop," it had said; "not
tonight, for you shall have a roof of reeds." Startled, she had continued
for not more than a few paces when the voice within her said: "The old
man, Keda, the old brown man. You must not stay your feet." She had not been frightened, for the
reality of the supernatural was taken for granted among the Dwellers. And as
she staggered, ten hours later, through the night the words wavered in her
mind, and when a torch flared suddenly in the road ahead of her, scattering its
red embers, she moaned with exhaustion and relief to have been found, and fell
forward into the arms of the brown father. What happened to her from that moment she
did not know; but when she awoke she was lying upon a mattress of pine-needles,
smelling of a hot, dry sweetness, and around her were the wooden walls of a
cabin. For a moment she did not lift her eyes, although the words which she had
heard upon the road were in her ears: for she knew what she would see, and when
she at last lifted her head to see the thatching of the river-reeds above her
she remembered the old man, and her eyes turned to a door in the wall. It opened
softly as she lay, half drowsed with the perfume of the pine, and she saw a
figure. It was as though Autumn was standing beside her, or an oak, heavy with
its crisp, tenacious leaves. He was of brown, but lambent, as of sepia-black
glass held before a flame. His shaggy hair and beard were like pampas grass;
his skin the colour of sand; his clothes festooned about him like foliage along
a hanging branch. All was brown, a symphony of brown, a brown tree, a brown
landscape, a brown man. He came across the room to her, his naked
feet making no sound upon the earth of the cabin floor, where the creepers sent
green tributaries questing. Keda raised herself upon her elbow. The rough summit of the oak tree moved,
and then one of its branches motioned her back, so that she lay still again
upon the pine-needles. Peace like a cloud enveloped her as she gazed at him and
she knew that she was in the presence of a strange selflessness. He left her side and, moving across the
earth floor with that slow, drifting tread, unfastened some shutters and the
rayless light of the north sky poured through a square window. He left the
room, and she lay quietly, her mind becoming clearer as the minutes passed. The
trestle bed that she lay upon was wide and low, being raised only a foot from
the ground by two logs which supported the long planks. Her tired body seemed
to float with every muscle relaxed among the billowing needles. Even the pain
in her feet, the bruises she had sustained in her wanderings, were floating --
a kind of floating pain, impersonal, and almost pleasurable. Across her the
brown father had spread three rough blankets, and her right hand moving under
them, as though to test the pleasure of moving itself independently from the
tired mass of her body, struck upon something hard. She was too weary to wonder
what it was; but sometime later she drew it forth -- the white eagle.
"Braigon", she murmured, and with the word a hundred haunting
thoughts returned. Again she felt about her and found the wooden stag. She brought
them against her warm sides, and after the pain of memory a new emotion,
kindred to that which she had felt on the night she had lain with Rantel,
suffused her, and her heart, faintly at first and then more loud, and louder
still, began to sing like a wild bird; and though her body heaved suddenly with
sickness, the wild bird went on singing. 50 "FEVER" White and cool as was the light of the
north window, Keda could tell that the sun was alone in the sky and that the
winter day was cloudless and temperate. She could not tell how late it was, nor
whether it was morning or evening. The old man brought a bowl of soup to her
bedside. She wished to speak to him, but not yet, for the spell of silence was
still so richly about her and so eloquent that she knew that with him there was
no need to say anything at all. Her floating body felt strangely clear and
sweet, lying as though it were a lily of pain. She lay now holding the carvings at her
side, her fingers spread over their smooth wooden contours, while she
experienced the slow ebbing of fatigue from her limbs. Minute after minute
passed, the steady light filling the room with whiteness. Every now and again
she would raise herself up and dip the earthenware spoon into the pottage; and
as she drank her strength came back in little thick leaps. When she had at last
emptied the bowl she turned over upon her side, and a tingling of strength rose
in her with every moment that passed. Again she was conscious of the cleanness
of her body. For some time the effort was too great to be made, but when at
last she pulled away the blankets she found that she was washed free of all the
dust of her last days of wandering. She was unstained, and there was no trace
of the nightmare upon her -- only the sweet bruises, the long threads where
thorns had torn her. She tried to stand, and nearly fell; but
drawing in a deep breath steadied herself and moved slowly to the window.
Before her was a clearing, where greyish grass grew thickly, the shadow of a
tree falling across it. Half in this shadow and half out of it a white goat was
standing, and moving its sensitive narrow head side to side. A little beyond,
to the left, was the mouth of a well. The clearing ended where a derelict stone
building, roofless and black with spreading moss, held back a grove of leafless
elms, where a murmuration of starlings was gathered. Beyond this grove Keda
could catch a glimpse of a stony field, and beyond this field a forest climbing
to a rounded summit of boulders. She turned her eyes again. There stood the
white goat. It had moved out of the shadow and was like an exquisite toy, so
white it was, with such curls of hair, such a beard of snow, such horns, such
great and yellow eyes. Keda stood for a long while gazing upon
the scene, and although she saw with perfect clarity -- the roofless house, the
pine-shadow, the hillocks, the trellis-work vine, yet these were no part of her
immediate consciousness, but figments of the half-dream languor of her
awakening. More real to her was the bird-song at her breast, defying the memory
of her lovers and the weight of her womb. The age that was her heritage and the
inexorable fate of the Dwellers had already begun to ravage her head, a
despoliation which had begun before the birth of her first little child who was
buried beyond the great wall, and her face had now lost all but the shadow of
her beauty. Keda left the window and, taking a
blanket, wrapped it about her, and then opened the door of the room. She found
herself facing another of roughly the same size but with a great table
monopolizing the centre of the floor, a table with a dark-red cloth drawn
across it. Beyond the table the earth descended by three steps, and in the
further and lower portion of the floor were the old man's garden tools, flower
pots and pieces of painted and unpainted wood. The room was empty and Keda
passed slowly through a doorway into the clearing of sunlight. The white goat watched her as she
approached and took a few slender-legged steps towards her, lifting its head
high into the air. She moved onwards and became conscious of the sound of
water. The sun was about halfway between the zenith and the horizon, but Keda
could not at first tell whether it was morning or afternoon, for there was no
way of knowing whether the sun were climbing through the high east or sinking
in the high west. All was stillness; the sun seemed to be fixed for ever as
though it were a disc of yellow paper pasted against the paleblue wintry sky. She went forward slowly through the
unknown time of day towards the sound of water. She passed the long roofless
building on her left and for a moment was chilled by the shadow it cast. Descending a steep bank of ferns, she came
across the brook almost immediately. It ran between dark, leafless brambles. A
little to Keda's left, where she stood among the thorny bushes at the water's
edge, there was a crossing of boulders -- old and smooth and hollowed into
shallow basins by the passage of what must have been centuries of footfall.
Beyond the ford a grey mare drank from the stream. Her mane fell over her eyes
and floated on the surface of the water as she drank. Beyond the grey mare
stood another of dappled skin, and beyond the dappled mare, at a point where
the brook changed direction and bore to the right under a wall of evergreens,
was a third -- a horse whose coat was like black velvet. The three were quite
still and absorbed, their manes trailing the water, their legs knee-deep in the
sounding stream. Keda knew that if she walked a little way along the bank to
her -left until she gained a view of the next reach of the river, she would see
the drinking horses one after another receding across the flats, each one an
echo of the one before it -- echoes of changing colour, but all knee-deep in
water, all with their hanging manes, their drinking throats. Suddenly she began to feel cold. The
horses all lifted their heads and stared at her. The stream seemed to stand
still; and then she heard herself talking. "Keda," she was saying,
"your life is over. Your lovers have died. Your child and her father are
buried. And you also are dead. Only your bird sings on. What is the bright bird
saying? That all is complete? Beauty will die away suddenly and at any time. At
any time now -- from sky and earth and limb and eye and breast and the strength
of men and the seed and the sap and the bud and the foam and the flower -- all
will crumble for you, Keda, for all is over -- only the child to be born, and
then you will know what to do." She stood upon the boulders of the ford
and saw below her the image of her face in the clear water. It had become very
old; the scourge of the Dwellers had descended; only the eyes, like the eyes of
a gazelle, defied the bane which now gave to her face the quality of a ruin.
She stared; and then she put her hands below her heart, for the bird was
crying, crying with joy. "It is over!" screamed the beaked voice.
"It is only for the child that you are waiting. All else fulfilled, and
then there is no longer any need." Keda lifted her head, and her eyes opened
to the sky where a kestrel hung. Her heart beat and beat, and the air thickened
until darkness muffled her eyes, while the gay cry of the bird went on and on:
"_It is over! it is over! it is over!_" The sky cleared before her. Beside her
stood the brown father. When she turned to him he raised his head and then led
her back to the cabin, where she lay exhausted upon her bed. The sun and the moon had forced themselves
behind her eyes and filled her head. A crowd of images circled about them; the
cactus trees of the Mud Dwellings revolved about the towers of Gormenghast,
which swam about the moon. Heads ran forward towards her, starting as mere pin
points on an infinitely far horizon, enlarging unbearably as they approached,
they burst over her face -- her dead husband's face, Mrs. Slagg's and
Fuchsia"s, Braigon"s, Flay"s, the Countess"s, Rantel's and
the Doctor's with his devouring smile. Something was being put into her mouth.
It was the lip of a cup. She was being told to drink. "Oh, father!" she cried. He pressed her gently back against the
pillow. "There is a bird crying," she
said. "What does it cry?" said the old
man. "It cries with joy, for me. It is
happy for me, for soon it will all be over -- when I am light again -- and I
can do it, oh, father, when I am light again." "What is it you will do?" Keda stared at the reeds above her.
"That is what shall happen," she murmured, "with a rope, or with
deep water, or a blade . . . or with a blade." 51 FAREWELL It was a long while before Keda was well
enough to set forth on horseback for the Mud Dwellings. Her fever had raged,
and but for the care with which the old man watched over her she must surely
have died. For many long nights in her delirium she unburdened herself of a
torrent of words, her natural reticence shattered by the power of her
heightened imaginings. The old man sat by her, his bearded chin
resting on a gnarled fist, his brown eyes upon her vibrant face. He listened to
her words and pieced together the story of her loves and fears from the wrack
of her outpouring. Removing a great damp leaf from her forehead he would
replace it with another, ice-cold and shoe-shaped, from the store he had collected
for her brow. Within a few minutes it would be warm from her burning forehead.
Whenever he could leave her he prepared the herbs with which he fed her and
concocted the potions which eventually stilled the nightmare in her brain, and
quietened her blood. As the days passed he began to know her
better, in the great, inarticulate way of guardian trees. No word was spoken.
Whatever passed between them of any significance travelled in silence, and
taking his hand she would lie and receive great joy from gazing at his august
and heavy head, his beard and his brown eyes, and the rustic bulk of his body
beside her. Yet in spite of the peace that filled her
in his presence, the feeling she should be among her own people began to grow
more powerful with every day that passed. It was a long while after her fever had
abated that the old man allowed Keda to get to her feet, although he could see
that she was fretting. At last she was strong enough to go for short walks in
the enclosure, and he led her, supporting her with his arm to the hillocks of
pale hair, or among the elms. From the beginning, their relationship had
been baptized with silence, and even now, several months after that first
afternoon when she had awakened beneath his roof, whatever words they spoke
were only to facilitate the domestic tasks of the day. Their communion of
silence which from the first they had recognized to be a common language was
with them perpetually flowering in a kind of absolute trust in the other's
receptivity. Keda knew that the brown father realized
she must go, and the old man knew that Keda understood why he could not let her
go, for she was still too weak, and they moved together through the spring
days, Keda watching him milking his white goat, and the brown father leaning
like an oak against the wall of the cabin while Keda stirred the broth above
the stone range, or scraped the loam from the spade and placed it among the few
crude garden tools when daylight failed. One evening when they were returning home
after the longest walk which Keda had managed, they stopped for a moment upon
the brow of one of the hillocks, and turned to the west before descending into
the shadows that lay about the cabin. There was a greenish light in the sky with
a surface like alabaster. As they watched, the evening star sang out in a
sudden point of light. The ragged horizon of trees brought back
to Keda's mind the long and agonizing journey that had brought her to this
haven, to the cabin of the hermit, to this evening walk, to this moment of
light, and she remembered the clawing of the branches at her right shoulder and
how, upon her left, all the while there had stood the blasphemous finger of
rock. Her eyes seemed to be drawn along the line of the dark trees until they
rested upon a minute area of sky framed by the black and distant foliage. This
fragment of sky was so small that it could never have been pointed out or even
located again by Keda had she taken her eyes from it for a second. The skyline of trees was, near its outline,
perforated with a myriad of microscopic glints of light, and it was beyond
coincidence that Keda's eyes were drawn towards the particular opening in the
foliage that was divided into two equal parts by a vertical splinter of green
fire. Even at that distance, fringed and imprisoned with blackness, Keda
recognized instantaneously the finger of rock. "What does it mean, father, that thin
and dreadful crag?" "If it is dreadful to you, Keda, it
means that your death is near; which is as you wish and what you have foreseen.
For me it is not yet dreadful, although it has changed. When I was young it was
for me the steeple of all love. As the days die, it alters." "But I am not afraid," said
Keda. They turned and began to descend among the
hillocks towards the cabin. Darkness had settled before they opened the door.
When Keda had lit the lamp they sat at the table opposite one another,
conversing for a long while before her lips moved and she began to speak aloud: "No, I am not afraid," she said.
"It is I who am choosing what I shall do." The old man lifted his rough head. His
eyes in the lamplight appeared as wells of brown light. "The child will come to me when she
is ready," he said. "I will always be here." "It is the Dwellers," said Keda.
"It is they." Her left hand drew involuntarily to beneath her heart,
and her fingers wavered there a moment as though lost. "Two men have died
for me; and I bring back to the Bright Carvers their blood, on my hands, and
the unlawful child. They will reject me -- but I shall not mind, for still . .
. still . . . my bird is singing -- and in the graveyard of the outcasts I will
have my reward -- oh father -- my reward, the deep, deep silence which they
cannot break." The lamp trembled and shadows moved across
the room, returning stealthily as the flame steadied. "It will not be long," he said.
"In a few days' time you shall begin your journey." "Your dark-grey mare," said
Keda, "how shall I return her to you, father?" "She will return," he replied,
"alone. When you are near to the Dwellings, set her free and she will turn
and leave you." She took her hand from his arm and walked
to her room. All night long the voice of a little wind among the reeds cried:
"_Soon, soon, soon._" On the fifth day he helped her to the
rough blanket saddle. Upon the mare's broad back were slung two baskets of
loaves and other provender. Her path lay to the north of the cabin, and she
turned for a moment before the mare moved away to take a last look at the scene
before her. The stony field beyond the high trees. The roofless house, and to
her west, the hillocks of pale hair, and beyond the hillocks the distant woods.
She looked her last upon the rough grass enclosure; the well, and the tree
which cast its long shadow. She looked her last at the white goat with its head
of snow. It was sitting with one frail white foreleg curled to its heart. "No harm will come to you. You are
beyond the power of harm. You will not hear their voices. You will bear your
child, and when the time has come you will make an end of all things." Keda turned her eyes to him. "I am
happy, father. I am happy. I know what to do." The grey mare stepped forward into
darkness beneath trees, and pacing with a strange deliberation turned eastwards
along a green path between banks of fern. Keda sat very still and very upright
with her hands in her lap while they drew nearer with every pace to Gormenghast
and the homes of the Bright Carvers. 52 EARLY
ONE MORNING Spring has come and gone, and the summer
is at its height. It is the morning of the Breakfast, of the
ceremonial Breakfast. Prepared in honour of Titus, who is one year old today,
it piles itself magnificently across the surface of a table at the northern end
of the refectory. The servants' tables and benches have been removed so that a
cold stone desert spreads southwards unbroken save by the regular pillars on
either side which lead away in dwindling perspective. It is the same
dining-hall in which the Earl nibbles his frail toast at eight o'clock every
morning -- the hall whose ceiling is riotous with flaking cherubs, trumpets and
clouds, whose high walls trickle with the damp, whose flagstones sigh at every
step. At the northern extremity of this chill
province the gold plate of the Groans, pranked across the shining black of the
long table, smoulders as though it contains fire; the cutlery glitters with a
bluish note; the napkins, twisted into the shape of doves, detach themselves
from their surroundings for very whiteness, and appear to be unsupported. The
great hall is empty and there is no sound save the regular dripping of
rainwater from a dark patch in the cavernous ceiling. It has been raining since
the early hours of the morning and by now a small lake is gathered halfway down
the long stone avenue between the pillars, reflecting dimly an irregular
section of the welkin where a faded cluster of cherubs lie asleep in the bosom
of a mildew'd cloud. It is to this cloud, darkened with _real_ rain, that the
drops cling sluggishly and fall at intervals through the half-lit air to the
glaze of water below. Swelter has just retired to his clammy
quarters after casting his professional eye for the last time over the
breakfast table. He is pleased with his work and as he arrives at the kitchen
there is a certain satisfaction in the twist of his fat lips. There are still
two hours to run before the dawn. Before he pushes open the door of the main
kitchen he pauses and listens with his ear to the panels. He is hoping to hear
the voice of one of his apprentices, of _any_ one of his apprentices -- it
would not matter which -- for he has ordered silence until his return. The
little uniformed creatures had been lined up in two rows. Two of them are
squabbling in thin, high whispers. Swelter is in his best uniform, a habit of
exceptional splendour, the high cap and tunic being of virgin silk. Doubling
his body he opens the door the merest fraction of an inch and applies his eye
to the fissure. As he bends, the shimmering folds of the silk about his belly
hiss and whisper like the voice of far and sinister waters or like some vast,
earthless ghost-cat sucking its own breath. His eye, moving around the panel of
the door, is like something detached, self-sufficient, and having no need of
the voluminous head that follows it nor for that matter of the mountainous
masses undulating to the crutch, and the soft, trunk-like legs. So alive is it,
this eye, quick as an adder, veined like a blood-alley. What need is there for
all the cumulus ofdull, surrounding clay -- the slow white hinterland that
weighs behind it as it swivels among the doughy, circumscribing wodges like a
marble ofraddled ice? As the eye rounds the corner of the door it devours the
long double line of skinny apprentices as a squid might engulfand devour some
long-shaped creature of the depths. As it sucks in the line of boys through the
pupil, the knowledge of his power over them spreads sensuously across his trunk
like a delicious gooseflesh. He has seen and heard the two shrill-whispering
youths, now threatening one another with little raw fists. They have disobeyed
him. He wipes his hot hands together, and his tongue travels along his lips.
The eye watches them, Flycrake and Wrenpatch. They would do very nicely. So they
were annoyed with one another, were they, the little dungflies? How diverting!
And how thoughtful of them! They will save him the trouble of having to invent
some reason or another for punishing a brace of their ridiculous little
brothers. The chef opens the door and the double
line freezes. He approaches them, wiping his hands upon
his silken buttocks as he moves forward. He impends above them like a dome of
cloud. "Flycrake," he says, and the
word issues from his lips as though it were drawn through a filter of sedge,
"there is room for you, Flycrake, in the shadow of my paunch, and bring
your hairy friend with you -- there is room for him as well I shouldn't
wonder." The two boys creep forward, their eyes
very wide, their teeth chattering. "You were talking, were you not? You
were talking even more garrulously than your teeth are now chattering. Am I
wrong? No? Then come a little nearer; I should hate to have any trouble in
reaching you. You wouldn't like to cause me any trouble, would you? Am I right
in saying that you would not like to give me trouble, Master Flycrake? Master
Wrenpatch?" He does not listen for an answer, but yawns, his face opening
lewdly upon regions compared with which nudity becomes a milliner's invention.
As the yawn ends and without a suspicion of warning, his two hands swing
forward simultaneously and he catches the two little wretches by their ears and
lifts them high into the air. What he would have done with them will never be
known, for at the very moment when the hanging apprentices are lifted about the
level of Swelter's throat, a bell begins tojangle discordantly through the
steamy air. It is very seldom that this bell is heard, for the rope from which
it is suspended, after disappearing through a hole in the ceiling of the Great
Kitchen, moves secretly among rafters, winding to and fro in the obscure,
dust-smelling regions that brood between the ceiling of the ground rooms and
the floor boards of the first storey. After having been re-knotted many times,
it finally emerges through a wall in Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom. It is very
rarely that his Lordship has any need to interview his chef, and the bell as it
swings wildly above the heads of the apprentices can be seen throwing from off
its iron body the dust of four seasons. Swelter's face changes at the first iron
clang of the forgotten bell. The gloating and self-indulgent folds of face-fat
redistribute themselves and a sycophantism oozes from his every pore. But only
for a moment is he thus, his ears gulping at the sound of iron; for all at once
he drops Flycrake and Wrenpatch to the stone slabs, surges from the room, his
flat feet sucking at the stones like porridge. Without abating the speed of his succulent
paces, and sweeping with his hands whoever appears in his path as though he
were doing breaststroke, he pursues his way to Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom, the
sweat beginning to stand out more and more on his cheeks and forehead as he
nears the sacred door. Before he knocks he wipes the sweat from
his face with his sleeve, and then listens with his ear at the panels. He can
hear nothing. He lifts his hand and strikes his folded fingers against the door
with great force. He does this because he knows from experience that it is only
with great difficulty that his knuckles can make any sound, the bones lying so
deeply embedded within their stalls of pulp. As he half expected, all to be
heard is a soft plop, and he resorts unwillingly to the expedient of extracting
a coin from a pocket and striking it tentatively on the panel. To his horror,
instead of the slow, sad, authoritative voice of his master ordering him to
enter, he hears the hooting of an owl. After a few moments, during which he is
forced to dab at his face, for he has been unnerved by the melancholy cry, he
strikes again with the coin. This time there is no question that the high,
long-drawn hoot which answers the tapping is an order for him to enter. Swelter glances about him, turning his
head this way and that, and he is on the point of making away from the door,
for fear has made his body as cold as jelly, when he hears the regular crk,
crk, crk, crk, of Flay's knee-joints approaching him from the shadows to his
rear. And then he hears another sound. It is of someone running heavily,
impetuously. As the sound approaches it drowns the regular staccato of Mr.
Flay's knee-joints. A moment later as Swelter turns his head the shadows break
apart and the sultry crimson of Fuchsia's dress burns as it rushes forward. Her
hand is on the handle of the door at once and she flings it open without a
moment's hesitation or a glance at Swelter. The chef, a mixture of emotions
competing within him as might a group of worms make battle for sovereignty in
the belly of an ox, peers over Fuchsia's shoulder. Not until he has recoiled
from what meets his eye can the secondary, yet impelling impulse to watch for
the approach of Flay appease itself. Dragging his eyes from the spectacle
before him he is in time to shift his bulk a little to the right and so to
impede the thin man's progress, for Flay is now immediately behind him.
Swelter's hatred of Lord Sepulchrave's servant has now ripened into a
festerpatch, and his one desire is to stop the breathing for once and for all
of a creature so fleshless, and of one who raised the welts upon his face on
the Christening day. Mr. Flay, presented with the doming back
and the splay-acred rear of the chef, is on edge to see his master who has rung
his bell for him, and is in no mood to be thwarted, nor to be terrified at the
white mass before him, and although for many a long stony night he has been
unable to rest -- for he is well aware of the chef's determination to kill him
during his sleep -- yet now, presented with the materialization of his
nocturnal horror, he finds himself as hard as ironwood, and he jerks his dark,
sour, osseous head forward out of his collar like a turtle and hisses from
between his sand-coloured teeth. Swelter's eyes meet those of his enemy,
and never was there held between four globes of gristle so sinister a hell of
hatred. Had the flesh, the fibres, and the bones of the chef and those of Mr.
Flay been conjured away and away down that dark corridor leaving only their
four eyes suspended in mid-air outside the Earl's door, then, surely, they must
have reddened to the hue of Mars, reddened and smouldered, and at last broken
into flame, so intense was their hatred -- broken into flame and circled about
one another in ever-narrowing gyres and in swifter and yet swifter flight
until, merged into one sizzling globe of ire they must surely have fled, the
four in one, leaving a trail of blood behind them in the cold grey air of the
corridor, until, screaming as they fly beneath innumerable arches and down the
endless passageways of Gormenghast, they found their eyeless bodies once again,
and reentrenched themselves in startled sockets. For a moment the two men are quite still,
for Flay has not yet drawn breath after hissing through his teeth. Then,
itching to get to his master he brings his sharp, splintery knee up suddenly
beneath the balloonlike overhang of the chef's abdomen. Swelter, his face
contracting with pain and whitening so that his blanched uniform becomes grey
against his neck, raises his great arms in a clawing motion as his body doubles
involuntarily for relief. As he straightens himself, and as Flay makes an
effort to get past him to the door, with a jabbing movement of his shoulder,
they are both frozen to the spot with a cry more dreadful than before, the
long, dolorous cry of the death-owl, and the voice of Fuchsia, a voice that
seems to be fighting through tears and terror, cries loudly: "My father! My father! Be silent and
it will be better, and I will take care of you. Look at me, father! Oh, look at
me! I know what you want because I _do_ know, father -- I _do_ know, and I will
take you there when it is dark and then you will be better. -- But look at me,
father -- look at me." But the Earl will not look at her. He is
sitting huddled in the centre of the broad carven mantelpiece, his head below
the level of his shoulders. Fuchsia, standing below him with her hands shaking
as they grip the marble of the mantel, tilts herself towards him. Her strong
back is hollowed, her head is thrown back and her throat taut. Yet she dare not
touch him. The austerity of the many years that lay behind them -- the chill of
the mutual reserve they had always shown to one another, is like a wall between
them even now. It seemed as though that wall were crumbling and that their
frozen love was beginning to thaw and percolate through the crevices, but now,
when it is most needed and most felt, the wall has closed again and Fuchsia
dares not touch him. Nor dare she admit to herself that her father has become
possessed. He makes no answer, and Fuchsia, sinking
to her knees, begins to cry, but there are no tears. Her body heaves as she
crouches below Lord Sepulchrave as he squats on the mantelpiece, and her throat
croaks, but no tears relieve her. It is dry anguish and she becomes older
during these long moments, older than many a man or woman could ever
understand. Flay, clenching his hands, moves into the
room, the hair standing out rigidly like little wires all over his scanty
flesh. Something had crumpled up inside him. His undeviating loyalty to the
House of Groan and to his Lordship is fighting with the horror of what he sees.
Something of the same feeling must have been going on inside Swelter for as he
and Flay gaze at the Earl there is upon their faces the same emotion
translated, as it were, into two very different languages. His Lordship is dressed in black. His
knees are drawn up almost to his chin. His long, fine white hands are curled
slightly inwards as they hang over his knees, between which, and his supported
chin, the wrists are wedged. But it is the eyes which strike a chill to the
centre of those who watch, for they have become circular. The smile which
played across his lips when Fuchsia had been with him in the pine wood is gone
forever. His mouth is entirely expressionless. Suddenly a voice comes from the mouth. It
is very quiet: "Chef." "Your Lordship?" says Swelter
trembling. "How many traps have you in the Great
Kitchen?" Swelter's eyes shift to left and right and
his mouth opens, but he can make no sound. "Come, Chef, you must know how many
traps are set every night -- or have you become slovenly?" Swelter holds his podgy hands together.
They tremble before him as he works his fingers between one another. "Sir," says Swelter . . .
"there must be forty traps in the Great Kitchen . . . forty traps, your
gracious Lordship." "How many were found in the traps at
five o'clock today? Answer me." "They were all full, your Lordship --
all except one, sir." "Have the cats had them?" "The . . . the cats, your --" "I said, have the cats had
them?" repeats Lord Sepulchrave sadly. "Not yet," says the Chef.
"Not yet." "Then bring me one . . . bring me a
plump one. . . immediately. What are you waiting for, Mr. Chef? . . . What are
you waiting for?" Swelter's lips move wetly. "A plump
one," he says. "Yes, my Lord . . . a . . . plump . . . one." As soon as he has disappeared the voice
goes on: "Some twigs, Mr. Flay, some twigs at once. Twigs of all sizes, do
you understand? From small branches downwards in size -- every kind of shape,
Flay, every kind of shape, for I shall study each in turn and understand the
twigs I build with, for I must be as clever as the others with my twigs, though
we are careless workmen. What are you waiting for, Mr. Flay? . . ." Flay looks up. He has been unable to keep
his eyes on the transformed aspect of his master, but now he lifts them again.
He can recognize no expression. The mouth might as well not be there. The fine
aquiline nose appears to be more forceful and the saucerlike shape of the eyes
hold within either sky a vacant moon. With a sudden awkward movement Flay plucks
Fuchsia from the floor and flings her over his high shoulder and, turning, he
staggers to the door and is soon among the passages. "I must go back, I must go back to
him!" Fuchsia gasps. Flay only makes a noise in his throat and
strides on. At first Fuchsia begins to struggle, but
she has no strength left for the dreadful scene has unnerved her and she
subsides over his shoulder, not knowing where she is being taken. Nor does Flay
know where he is taking her. They have reached the east quadrangle and have
come out into the early morning when Fuchsia lifts her head. "Flay," she says, "we must
find Doctor Prune at once. I can walk, please, now. Thank you, Flay, but be
quick. Be quick. Put me down." Flay eases her off his shoulder and she
drops to the ground. Fuchsia has seen the Doctor's house in the corner of the
quadrangle and she cannot understand why she had not thought of him before.
Fuchsia begins to run, and directly she is at the Doctor's front door she beats
it violently with the knocker. The sun is beginning to rise above the marshes
and picks out a long gutter and a cornice of the Doctor's house, and presently,
after Fuchsia has slammed at the door again, it picks out the extraordinary
headpiece of Prunesquallor himself as it emerges sleepily through a high
window. He cannot see what is below him in the shadows, but calls out: "In the name of modesty and of all
who slumber, go easy with that knocker! What in the world is it? . . . Answer
me. What is it, I repeat?. . . Is it the plague that has descended on
Gormenghast -- or a forceps case? Is it a return of midnight-mange, or merely
flesh-death? Does the patient rave? . . . Is he fat or thin? . . . Is he drunk
or mad? . . . Is he . . ." The Doctor yawns and it is then that Fuchsia
has her first chance to speak: "Yes, oh yes! Come quickly, Doctor
Prune! Let me tell you. Oh, please, let me tell you!" The high voice at the sill cries:
"Fuchsia!" as though to itself. "Fuchsia!" And the window
comes down with a crash. Flay moves to the girl and almost before
he has done so the front door is flung open and Doctor Prunesquallor in his
flowered pyjamas is facing them. Taking Fuchsia by the hand and motioning
Flay to follow he minces rapidly to the living room. "Sit down, sit down, my frantic
one!" cries Prunesquallor. "What the devil is it? Tell the old Prune
all about it." "It's father," says Fuchsia, the
tears finding release at long last. "Father's become wrong, Doctor Prune;
Father's become all wrong. Oh, Doctor Prune, he is a black owl now . . . Oh,
Doctor, help him! Help him!" The Doctor does not speak. He turns his
pink, over-sensitive, intelligent head sharply in the direction of Flay, who
nods and comes forward a step, with the report of a knee-joint. Then he nods
again, his jaw working. "Owl," he says. "Wants mice! . . . Wants
twigs: on mantelpiece! Hooting! Lordship's mad." "No!" shouts Fuchsia. "He's
ill, Doctor Prune. That's all. His library's been burned. His beautiful
library; and he's become ill. But he's not mad. He talks so quietly. Oh, Doctor
Prune, what are you going to do?" "Did you leave him in his room?"
says the Doctor, and it does not seem to be the same man speaking. Fuchsia nods her tear-wet head. "Stay here," says the Doctor
quietly; as he speaks he is away and within a few moments has returned in a
lime-green dressing gown with lime-green slippers to match, and in his hand, a
bag. "Fuchsia dear, send Steerpike to me,
in your father's room. He is quick-witted and may be of help. Flay, get about
your duties. The Breakfast must proceed, as you know. Now then, my gipsy-child;
death or glory." And with the highest and most irresponsible of trills he
vanishes through the door. 53 A
CHANGE OF COLOUR The morning light is strengthening, and
the hour of the Great Breakfast approaches. Flay, utterly distraught, is
wandering up and down the candle-lit stone lanes where he knows he will be
alone. He had gathered the twigs and he had flung them away in disgust only to
re-gather them, for the very thought of disobeying his master is almost as
dreadful to him as the memory of the creature he has seen on the mantelpiece.
Finally, and in despair, he has crunched the twigs between his own stick-like
fingers, the simultaneous crackling of the twigs and of his knuckles creating
for a moment a miniature storm of brittle thunder in the shadow of the trees.
Then, striding back to the Castle he has descended uneasily to the Stone Lanes.
It is very cold, yet there are great pearls upon his forehead, and in each
pearl is the reflection of a candle flame. Mrs. Slagg is in the bedroom of the
Countess, who is piling her rustcoloured hair above her head as though she were
building a castle. Every now and again Mrs. Slagg peers furtively at the bulk
before the mirror, but her attention is chiefly centred upon an object on the
bed. It is wrapped in a length of lavender-coloured velvet, and little
porcelain bells are pinned here and there all over it. One end of a golden
chain is attached to the velvet near the centre of what has become, through
process of winding, a small velvet cylinder, or mummy, measuring some three and
a half feet in length and with a diameter of about eighteen inches. At the
other end of the chain and lying on the bed beside the lavender roll is a sword
with a heavy blade of blue-black steel and a hilt embossed with the letter
"G". This sword is attached to the gold chain with a piece of string. Mrs. Slagg dabs a little powder upon
something that moves in the shadow at one end of the roll, and then peers about
her, for it is hard for her to see what she is doing, the shadows in the
bedroom of the Countess are of so dark a breed. Between their red rims her eyes
wander here and there before she bends over Titus and plucks at her underlip.
Again her eyes peer up at the Countess, who seems to have grown tired of her
hair, the edifice being left unfinished as though some fitful architect had
died before the completion of a bizarre edifice which no one else knew how to
complete. Mrs. Slagg moves from the bedside in little half-running,
half-walking steps, and from the table beneath the candelabra plucks a candle
that is waxed to the wood among the birdseed, and, lighting it from a guttering
torso of tallow that stands by, she returns to the lavender cylinder which has
begun to twist and turn. Her hand is unsteady as she lifts the wax
above the head of Titus, and the wavering flame makes it leap. His eyes are
very wide open. As he sees the light his mouth puckers and works, and the heart
of the earth contracts with love as he totters at the wellhead of tears. His
little body writhes in its dreadful bolster and one of the porcelain bells
chimes sweetly. "Slagg," said the Countess in a
voice of husk. Nannie, who is as light as a feather,
starts into the air an inch or two at the sudden sound, and comes to earth
again with a painful jarring of her little arid ankles; but she does not cry
out, for she is biting her lower lip while her eyes cloud over. She does not
know what she has done wrong and she has done nothing wrong, but there is
always a feeling of guilt about her when she shares a room with the Countess.
This is partly due to the fact that she irritates the Countess, and the nurse
can sense this all the while. So it is in a thin and tremulous voice that she
stammers: "Yes, oh yes, Ladyship? Yes . . .
yes, your Ladyship?" The Countess does not turn her head to
speak, but stares past herself in the cracked mirror, her elbows resting on the
table, her head supported in the cups of her hands. "Is the child ready?" "Yes, yes, just ready, just ready.
Ready now, your Ladyship, bless his little smallness . . . yes . . . yes . .
." "Is the sword fixed?" "Yes, yes, the sword, the --" She is about to say "the horrid,
black sword", but she checks herself nervously, for who is she to express
her feeling when ritual is involved? "But it's so _hot_ for him," she
continues hurriedly, "so hot for his little body in all this velvet --
though, of course," she adds, a stupid little smile working in and out of
the wrinkles of her lips, "it's very pretty." The Countess turns slowly in her chair.
"Slagg," she says, "come over here, Slagg." The old woman, her heart beating wildly,
patters her way around the bed and stands by the dressing-table. She clasps her
hands together on her flat chest and her eyes are wide open. "Have you still no idea of how to
answer even simple questions?" asks the Countess very slowly. Nannie shakes her head, but suddenly a red
spot appears in either cheek. "I _can_ answer questions, I _can_!"
she cries, startling herself with her own ineffectual vehemence. The Countess does not seem to have heard
her. "Try and answer _this_ one," she murmurs. Mrs. Slagg cocks her head on one side and
listens like a grey bird. "Are you attending, Slagg?" Nannie nods her head as though suffering
from palsy. "Where did you meet that youth?"
There is a moment's silence. "That Steerpike?" the Countess adds. "Long ago," says Nannie, and
closes her eyes as she waits for the next question. She feels pleased with
herself. "_Where_ is what I said: _where_, not
_when_," booms the voice. Mrs. Slagg tries to gather her thoughts
together. Where? Oh, where was it? she wondered. It was long ago . . . And then
she recalled how he had appeared with Fuchsia suddenly at the door of her room. "With Fuchsia . . . Oh, yis . . .
yis, it was with my Fuchsia, your Ladyship." "Where does he come from? Answer me,
Slagg, and then finish my hair." "I never do know . . . No, not ever .
. . I have never been told. Oh, my poor heart, no. Where _could_ the boy come
from?" She peers at the dark bulk above her. Lady Gertrude wipes the palm of her hand
slowly across her brow. "You are the same Slagg," she says, "the
same brilliant Slagg." Nannie begins to cry, wishing desperately
that she were clever. "No use crying," says the
Countess. "No use. No use. My birds don't cry. Not very often. Were you at
the fire?" The word "fire" is terrible to
Mrs. Slagg. She clutches her hands together. Her bleary eyes grow wild. Her
lips tremble, for in her imagination she can see the great flames rising about
her. "Finish my hair, Nannie Slagg. Stand
on a chair and do it." Nannie turns to find a chair. The room is
like a shipwreck. The red walls glower in the candle-light. The old woman
patters her way between stalactites of tallow, boxes and old sofas. The
Countess whistles and a moment later the room is alive with wings. By the time
Mrs. Slagg has dragged a chair to the dressing-table and climbed upon it, the
Countess is deep in conversation with a magpie. Nannie disapproves of birds
altogether and cannot reconcile the habits of the Countess with the House of
Groan, but she is used to such things, not being over seventy years old for
nothing. Bending a little over her ladyship's locks she works with difficulty
to complete the hirsute cornice, for the light is bad. "Now then, darling, now then,"
says the heavy voice below her, and her old body thrills, for she has never
known the Countess speak to her in such a way before; but glancing over the
mountainous shoulder she sees that the Countess is talking to a bedraggled
finch and Nannie Slagg is desolate. "So Fuchsia was the first to find
him, was she?" says the Countess, rubbing her finger along the finch's
throat. Mrs. Slagg, startled, as she always is
when anyone speaks, fumbles with the red hank in her hand. "Who? Oh, who
do you mean . . . your Ladyship? . . . Oh, she's always a good girl, Fuchsia
is, yis, yis, _always_." The Countess gets to her feet in a
monumental way, brushing several objects from the dressing-table to the floor
with her elbow. As she rises she hears the sound of sobbing and turns her head
to the lavender roll. "Go away, Slagg-- go away, and take him with you. Is
Fuchsia dressed?" "Yis. . . oh, my poor heart, yis. . .
Fuchsia is all ready, yis, quite ready, and waiting in her room. Oh yis, she is
. . ." "His Breakfast will soon be
beginning," says the Countess, turning her eyes from a brass clock to her
infant son. "Very soon." Nannie, who has recovered Titus from the
fastnesses of the bed, stops at the door before pattering out into the dawn-lit
corridor. Her eyes stare back almost triumphantly and a little pathetic smile
works at the crinkled corners of her mouth. "_His_ Breakfast," she
whispers. "Oh, my weak heart, his _first_ Breakfast." Steerpike has been found at last, Fuchsia
colliding with him as he rounds a corner of the staircase on his way down from
the aunts. He is very sprucely dressed, his high shoulders without a speck of
dust upon them, his finger-nails pared, his hair smoothed down over his
pastycoloured forehead. He is surprised to see Fuchsia, but he does not show
it, merely raising his eyebrows in an expression both inquiring and deferential
at the same time. "You are up very early, Lady
Fuchsia." Fuchsia, her breast heaving from her long
run up the stairs, cannot speak for a moment or two; then she says:
"Doctor Prune wants you." "Why me?" says the youth to
himself; but aloud he said: "Where is he?" "In my father's room." Steerpike licks his lips slowly. "Is
your father ill?" "Yes, oh yes, very ill." Steerpike turns his head away from
Fuchsia, for the muscles of his face cry out to relax. He gives them a free
rein and then, straightening his face and turning to Fuchsia, he says:
"Everything I can do I will do." Suddenly, with the utmost
nimbleness, he skips past her, jumping the first four steps together, and races
down the stone flight on his way to the Earl's bedroom. He has not seen the Doctor for some time.
Having left his service their relationship is a little strained, but this
morning as he enters at the Earl's door he can see there will be neither space
nor time for reminiscences in his own or the Doctor's brain. Prunesquallor, in his lime-green
dressing-gown, is pacing to and fro before the mantelpiece with the stealth of
some kind of vertical cat. Not for a moment does he take his eyes off the Earl,
who, still upon the mantelpiece, watches the physician with great eyes. At the sound of Steerpike at the door the
round eyes move for a moment and stare over the Doctor's shoulder. But
Prunesquallor has not shifted his steady, magnified gaze. The roguish look is
quite absent from his long, bizarre face. The Doctor has been waiting for this
moment. Prancing forward he reaches up with his white hands and pins the Earl's
arms to his sides, dragging him from his perch. Steerpike is at the Doctor's
side in a moment and together they carry the sacrosanct body to the bed and
turn it over upon its face. Sepulchrave has not struggled, only emitting a
short stifled cry. Steerpike holds the dark figure down with
one hand, for there is no attempt to escape, and the Doctor flicks a slim
needle into his Lordship's wrist and injects a drug of such weird potency that
when they turn the patient over Steerpike is startled to see that the face has
changed to a kind of chalky green. But the eyes have altered also and are once
more the sober, thoughtful, human eyes which the Castle knew so well. His
fingers have uncurled; the claws are gone. "Be so good as to draw the
blind," says the Doctor, raising himself to his full height beside the
bed, and returning his needle to its little silver case. This done, he taps the
points of his long white fingers together thoughtfully. With the blinds drawn
across the sunrise the colour of his lordship's face is mercifully modified. "That was quick work, Doctor." Steerpike is balancing upon his heels.
"What happens next?" He clicks his tongue ruminatively as he waits
for Prunesquallor's answer. "What was the drug you used, Doctor?" "I am not in the mood to answer
questions, dear boy," replies Prunesquallor, showing Steerpike the whole
range of his teeth, but in a mirthless way. "Not at all in the mood." "What about the Breakfast?" says
Steerpike, unabashed. "His Lordship will _be_ at the
Breakfast." "Will he, though?" says the
youth, peering at the face. "What about his colour?" "In half an hour his skin will have
returned to normal. He will be there . . . Now, fetch me Flay and some boiling
water, a towel. He must be washed and dressed. Quickly now." Before Steerpike leaves the room he bends
over Lord Sepulchrave, whistling tunelessly between his teeth. The Earl's eyes
are closed and there is a tranquillity about his face which has been absent for
many years. 54 A
BLOODY CHEEKBONE Steerpike has some difficulty in finding
Flay, but he comes across him at last in the blue-carpeted Room of Cats, whose
sunlit pile they had trodden together under very different circumstances a year
ago. Flay has just reappeared from the Stone Lanes and looks very bedraggled, a
long dirty hank of cobweb hanging over his shoulder. When he sees Steerpike his
lips curl back like a wolf"s. "What you want?" he says. "How's Flay?" says Steerpike. The cats are crowded upon one enormous
ottoman with its carven head and footpiece rising into the air in a tangle of
gilded tracery as though two toppling waves at sunset were suspended in
mid-air, the hollow between them filled with foam. There is no sound from them
and they do not move. "The Earl wants you," continues
Steerpike, enjoying Flay's discomfort. He does not know whether Flay has any
knowledge of what is happening to his master. Flay involuntarily propels his gawky body
forwards as he hears that his Lordship wants him, but he pulls himself up at
the end of his first long step towards the door, and peers even more suspiciously
and acidly at the youth in his immaculate black cloth. Steerpike on a sudden, without considering
the consequences of his action with the same thoroughness that is typical of
him, forces his eyes open with the forefinger and thumb of either hand. He
wishes to see whether the thin creature before him has seen the Earl during his
madness. He is really banking on the assumption that Flay will not have done
so, in which case the forcing of his eyes into owlish circles will have no
meaning. But he has made this early morning one of his rare mistakes. With a hoarse, broken cry, Flay, his head
reddening with wrath at this insult to his master, staggers to the divan and,
shooting out a gaunt hand, plucks a cat by its head from the snowy hill and
hurls it at his tormentor. As this happens a cloaked and heavy woman enters the
room. The living missile, hurtling at Steerpike's face, reaches out one of its
white legs and as the youth jerks his head to one side, five claws rip out a
crimson wedge from his cheek immediately below the right eye. The air is filled at once with the
screaming of a hundred cats which, swarming the walls and furniture, leaping
and circling the blue carpet with the speed of light, give the room the
appearance of a white maelstrom. The blood, streaming down Steerpike's neck,
feels as warm as tea as it slides to his belly. His hand, which he has raised
automatically to his face in a vain attempt to ward off the blow, moves to his
cheek as he drops back a pace, and the tips of his fingers become wet. The cat
itself has ended its flight against the wall, near the door through which the
third figure has just entered. As it falls in a huddle to the floor, half
stunned, and with the wedge of Steerpike's sallow skin between the claws of its
left forefoot, it sees the figure above it; it crawls with a moan to within a
pace of the visitor, and then, with a superfeline effort, springs to the height
of her great breasts where it lies coiled with its eyes like yellow moons
appearing above the whiteness of its haunches. Flay turns his eyes from Steerpike. It has
done him good to watch the red blood bubbling from the upstart's cheek, but now
his satisfaction is at an end, for he is gazing stupefied into the hard eyes of
the Countess of Groan. Her big head has coloured to a dim and
dreadful madder. Her eyes are completely remorseless. She has no interest in
the cause of the quarrel between Flay and the Steerpike youth. All she knows is
that one of her white cats had been dashed against the wall and has suffered
pain. Flay waits as she approaches. His bony
head is quite still. His loose hands hang gawkily at his sides. He realizes the
crime he has committed, and as he waits his world of Gormenghast -- his
security, his love, his faith in the House, his devotion -- is all crumbling
into fragmen ts. She is standing within a foot of him. The
air is heavy with her presence. Her voice is very husky when she speaks.
"I was going to strike him down," she says heavily. "That is
what I intended to do with him. To break him." He lifts his eyes. The white cat is within
a few inches of him. He watches the hairs of its back; each one has become a
bristle and the back is a hummock of sharp white grass. The Countess begins to talk again in a
louder voice, but it has become so choked that Flay cannot understand what she
is saying. At last he can make out the words: "You are no more, no more at
all. You are ended." Her hand, as it moves gently over the body
of the white cat, is trembling uncontrollably. "I have finished with
you," she says. "Gormenghast has finished with you." It is hard
for her to draw the words from her great throat. "You are over..,
over." Suddenly she raises her voice. "Crude fool!" she cries.
"Crude, broken fool and brute! Out! Out! The Castle throws you.
_Go!_" she roars, her hands upon the cat's breast. "Your long bones
sicken me." Flay lifts his small bony head higher into
the air. He cannot comprehend what has happened. All he knows is that it is
more dreadful than he can feel, for a kind of numbness is closing in on his
horror like a padding. There is a greenish sheen across the shoulders of his
greasy black suit, for the morning light has of a sudden begun to dance through
the bay window. Steerpike, with a blood-drenched handkerchief wound about his
face, is staring at him and tapping the top of a table with his nails. He
cannot help but feel that there is something very fine about the old creature's
head. And he had been very quick. Very quick indeed. Something to remember,
that: cats for missiles. Flay moved his little eyes around the
room. The floor is alive and white behind the Countess, around whose feet lies
the stilled froth of a tropic tide, the azure carpet showing now here and now
there. He feels he is looking at it for the last time and turns to go, but as
he turns he thinks of the Breakfast. He is surprised to hear his own mirthless
voice saying: "Breakfast." The Countess knows that her husband's
first servant must be at the Breakfast. Had he killed every white cat in the world
he must still be at the Breakfast in honour of Titus, the 77th Earl of
Gormenghast, to be. Such things are cardinal. The Countess turns herself about and moves
to the bay window after making a slow detour of the room and picking up from a
rack near the fireplace a heavy iron poker. As she reaches the window her right
arm swings slowly back and forward with the deliberation of a shire-mare's
bearded hoof as it falls into a rainpool. There is a startling split and crash,
a loud cascading of glass upon the flagstones outside the window, and then
silence. With her back to the room she stares
through the star-shaped gap in the glass. Before her spreads the green lawn.
She is watching the sun breaking through the distant cedars. It is the day of
her son's Breakfast. She turns her head. "You have a week," she says,
"and then you leave these walls. A servant shall be found for the
Earl." Steerpike lifts his head, and for a moment
he ceases to drum on the woodwork with his finger-nails. As he starts tapping again,
a kestrel, sweeping through the star of the shattered pane, alights on the
shoulder of the Countess. She winces as its talons for a moment close, but her
eyes soften. Flay approaches a door in three slow,
spidery slides. It is the door that opens into the Stone Lanes. He fumbles for
his key, and turns it in the lock. He must rest in his own region before he
returns to the Earl, and he lets himself into the long darkness. The Countess, for the first time,
remembers Steerpike. She moves her eyes slowly in the direction where she had
last seen him, but he is no longer there nor in any part of the room. A bell chimes from the corridor beyond the
Room of Cats and she knows that there is but a short while before the
Breakfast. She feels a splash of water on her hand,
and, turning, sees that the sky has become overcast with a blanket of ominous
dark rose-coloured cloud, and of a sudden the light fades from the lawn and the
cedars. Steerpike, who is on his way back to the
Earl's bedroom, stops a moment at a staircase window to see the first descent
of the rain. It is falling from the sky in long, upright and seemingly
motionless lines of rosy silver that stand rigidly upon the ground as though
there were a million harp strings strung vertically between the solids of earth
and sky. As he leaves the window he hears the first roar of the summer thunder. The Countess hears it as she stares
through the jagged star in the bay window. Prunesquallor hears it as he
balances the Earl upon his feet at the side of the bed. The Earl must have
heard it, too, for he takes a step of his own volition towards the centre of
the room. His own face has returned. "Was that thunder, Doctor?" he
says. The Doctor watches him very carefully,
watches his every movement, though few would have guessed how intently he was
studying his patient had they seen his long ingenious mouth open with customary
gaiety. "Thunder it was, your Lordship. A
most prodigious peal. I am waiting for the martial chords which must surely
follow such an opening, what? Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!" "What has brought you to my bedroom,
Doctor? I do not remember sending for you." "That is not unnatural, your
Lordship. You did not send for me. I was summoned a few minutes ago, to find
that you had fainted, an unfortunate, but by no means rare thing to happen to
anyone. Now, I wonder why you should have fainted?" The Doctor stroked his
chin. "Why? Was the room very hot?" The Earl comes across to the Doctor.
"Prunesquallor," he says, "I don't faint." "Your Lordship," says the
Doctor, "when I arrived in this bedroom you were in a faint." "Why should I have fainted? I do not
faint, Prunesquallor." "Can you remember what you were doing
before you lost consciousness?" The Earl moves his eyes from the Doctor.
All at once he feels very tired and sits down on the edge of the bed. "I can remember nothing,
Prunesquallor. Absolutely nothing. I can only recall that I was hankering for
something, but for what I do not know. It seems a month ago." "I can tell you," says
Prunesquallor. "You are making ready to go to your son's Breakfast
Gathering. You were pressed for time and were anxious not to be late. You are,
in any event, overstrained, and in your anticipation of the occasion you became
overwrought. Your 'hankering' was to be with your one-year-old son. That is
what you vaguely remember." "When is my son's Breakfast?" "It is in half an hour's time, or to
be precise, it is in twenty-eight minutes' time." "Do you mean _this morning_?" A
look of alarm has appeared on Lord Sepulchrave's face. "This morning as ever was, as ever
is, and as ever will or won't be, bless its thunderous heart. No, no, my lord,
do not get up yet." (Lord Sepulchrave has made an attempt to stand.)
"In a moment or two and you will be as fit as the most expensive of
fiddles. The Breakfast will not be delayed. No, no, not at all -- You have
twenty-seven long, sixty-second-apiece minutes, and Flay should be on his way
to get your garments laid out for you -- yes, indeed." Flay is not only on his way, but he is at
the door, having been unable to remain in the Stone Lanes any longer than it
took him to tear his way through them and up to his master's room by an obscure
passage which he alone knew. Even so he is only a moment or two in advance of
Steerpike, who slides under Flay's arm and through the bedroom door as Flay
opens it. Steerpike and the servant are amazed to
find that Lord Sepulchrave is seemingly his own melancholy self again, and Flay
shambles towards his master and drops upon his knees before him with a sudden,
uncontrollable, clumsy movement, his knees striking the floor with a crash. The
Earl's sensitive pale hand rests for a moment on the shoulders of the
scarecrow, but all he says is: "My ceremonial velvet, Flay. Be as quick as
you can. My velvet and the bird-brooch of opals." Flay scrambles to his feet. He is his
master's first servant. He is to lay out his master's clothes and to prepare
him for the Great Breakfast in honour of his only son. This is no time or place
for the wretched youth to be in his Lordship's bedroom. Nor for that matter
need the Doctor stay. With his hand on the wardrobe door he
turns his head creakily. "_I_ manage, Doctor," he says. His eyes move
from Prunesquallor to Steerpike, and he draws back his lips in an expression of
contempt and disgust. The Doctor notices this expression.
"Quite right. Quite, quite right! His Lordship will improve with every
minute that passes, and there is no need for us any longer, most assuredly not,
by all that's tactful I should definitely think not, ha, ha, ha! Oh, dear me,
no. Come along, Steerpike. Come along. And, by the way, what's all that blood
on your face? Are you playing at being a pirate or have you had a tiger in bed
with you? Ha, ha, ha! But tell me afterwards, dear boy, tell me
afterwards." And the Doctor proceeds to shepherd Steerpike out of the
room. But Steerpike dislikes being shepherded
and "After you, Doctor," he says, and insists on Prunesquallor's
preceding him through the door. Before he closes it he turns and, speaking to
the Earl in a confidential tone: "I will see that everything is in
readiness," he says. "Leave it to me, your Lordship. I will see you
later, Flay. Now then, Doctor, let us be on our way." The door closes. 55 THE
TWINS AGAIN The Aunts have been sitting opposite one
another for well over an hour with hardly a movement. Surely only vanity could
account for so long a scrutiny of a human face, and as it so happens it _is_
Vanity and nothing but Vanity, for knowing that their features are identical
and that they have administered the identical amount of powder and have spent
the identical length of time in brushing their hair, they have no doubt at all
that in scrutinizing one another they are virtually gazing at themselves. They
are garbed in their best purple, a hue so violent as to give physical
discomfort to any normally sensitive eye. "Now, Clarice," says Cora at
last, "you turn your lovely head to the right, so that I can see what I
look like from the _side_." "Why?" says Clarice. "Why
should I?" "Why shouldn't you? I've got a right
to _know_." "So have I, if it comes to
that." "Well, it will come to that, won't
it? Stupid!" "Yes, but . . ." "You do what I say and then I'll do
it for you." "Then I'll see what my profile's
like, won't I?" "We both will, not just you." "I _said_ we both will." "Well? What's the matter, then?" "Nothing." "Well?" "Well, what?" "Well, go on, then -- turn your
lovely head." "Shall I do it now?" "Yes. There's nothing to wait for, is
there?" "Only the Breakfast. It won't be just
yet." "Why not?" "Because I heard the bell go in the
corridor." "So did I. That means there's a lot
of time." "I want to look at my profile, Cora.
Turn it now." "All right. How long shall I be,
Clarice?" "Be a long time." "Only if I have a long time,
too." "We can't both have a long time,
silly." "Why not?" "Because there isn't one." "Isn't one what, dear?" "Isn't one long time, is there?" "No, there's lots of them." "Yes, lots and lots of beautiful long
times." "Ahead of us, you mean,
Clarice?" "Yes, ahead of us." "After we're on our thrones, isn't
it?" "How do you know?" "Well, that's what you were thinking.
Why do you try to deceive me?" "I wasn't. I only wanted to
know." "Well, now you _do_ know." "Do know what?" "You _do_ know, that's all. I'm not
going any deeper for you." "Why not?" "Because you can't go as deep as I
can. You never could." "I've never _tried_, I don't suppose.
It's not worth it, I shouldn't think. I know when things are worth it." "Well, when _are_ they, then?" "When are they what?" "When are they worth something?" "When you've bought something
wonderful with your wealth, then it's always worth it." "Unless you don't _want_ it, Clarice,
you always forget that. Why can't you be less forgetful?" There is a long silence while they study
each other's faces. "They"ll look at us, you
know," says Cora flatly. "We're going to be looked at at the
Breakfast." "Because we're of the original
blood," says Chance. "That's why." "And that's why we're important,
too." "Two what?" To everyone, of course." "Well, we're not yet, not to
everyone." "But we will be soon." "When the clever boy makes us. He can
do anything." "Anything. Anything at all. He told
me so." "Me, too. Don't think he only tells
you, because he doesn't." "I didn't say he did, did I?" "You were going to." "Two what?" "To exalt yourself." "Oh, yes, yes. We will be exalted
when the time is ripe." "Ripe and rich." "Yes, of course." "Of course." There is another silence. Their voices
have been so flat and expressionless that when they cease talking the silence
seems no new thing in the room, but rather a continuation of flatness in
another colour. "Turn your head now, Cora. When I'm
looked at at the Breakfast I want to know how they see me from the side and
what exactly they are looking at; so turn your head for me and I will for you
afterwards." Cora twists her white neck to the left. "More," says Chance. "More what?" "I can still see your other
eye." Cora twists her head a fraction more,
dislodging some of the powder from her neck. "That's right, Cora. Stay like that.
Just like that. Oh, Cora!" (the voice is still as flat), "I am
_perfect_." She claps her hands mirthlessly, and even
her palms meet with a dead sound. Almost as though this noise were a summons
the door opens and Steerpike moves rapidly across the room. There is a fresh
piece of plaster across his cheek. The twins rise and edge towards him, their
shoulders touching as they advance. He runs his eyes over them, takes his pipe
out of his pocket and strikes a light. For a moment he holds the flame in his
hand, but only for a moment, for Cora has raised her arm with the slow gesture
of a somnambulist and has let it fall upon the flame, extinguishing it. "What in plague's name are you up
to?" shouts Steerpike, for once losing his control. Seeing an Earl as an
owl on a mantelpiece, and having part of one's face removed by a cat, both on
the same morning, can temporarily undermine the self-control of any man. "No fire," says Cora. "We
don't have fires any more." "We don't like them any more. No. Not
any more." "Not after we --" Steerpike breaks in, for he knows how
their minds have turned, and this is no moment just before the Breakfast for
them to start reminiscing. "You are awaited! Breakfast table is agog for
you. They all want to know where you are. Come along, my lovely brace of
ladies. Let me escort you some of the way, at least. You are looking most
alluring -- but what can have been keeping you? Are you ready?" The twins nod their heads. "May I be so honoured as to give you
my right arm, Lady Cora? And, Lady Clarice, my dear, if you will take my left .
. ." Steerpike, bending his elbows, waits for
the Aunts to split apart to take his either arm. "The right's more important than the
left," says Clarice. "Why should you have it?" "Why shouldn't I?" "Because I'm as good as you." "But not as clever, are you,
dear?" "Yes, I am, only you're
favoured." "That's because I'm alluring, like he
says I am." "He said we both were." "That was just to please you. Didn't
you know?" "Dear ladies," says Steerpike,
breaking in, "will you please be quiet! Who is in command of your
destinies? Who is it you promised you would trust and obey?" "You." They speak together. "I think of you as co-equals, and I
want you to think of yourselves as of similar status, for when your thrones
arrive they will be of equal glory. Now, will you take my arms, if you
please?" Cora and Clarice take an arm each. The
door of their room had been left open and the three of them make their exit,
the youth's thin black figure walking between the stiff purple bodies of the
Aunts, who are gazing over his head at each other, so that as they recede down
the halflit corridor and diminish in size as they move into the long
perspective, the last that can be seen, long after Steerpike in his black and
the purple of the twins has become swallowed in the depths, are the tiny,
pallid patterns of the two identical profiles facing one another and floating,
as it were, in the mid-air shadows, diminishing and diminishing as they drift
away, until the last mote of light has crumbled from them. 56 THE
DARK BREAKFAST Barquentine is unaware that there have
been grave and sinister happenings in the Castle on this historic morning. He
knows, of course, that the Earl has, since the burning of the library, been in
a critical state of health, but of his dreadful transformation upon the
mantelpiece he is ignorant. Since the early hours he has been studying the
finer points of ritual to be observed at the Breakfast. Now, as he stumps his
way to the dining-hall, his crutch clanking ominously on the flagstones, he
sucks at a hank of his beard, which curls up and into his mouth through long
training, and mutters irritably. He still lives in the dusty, low-ceilinged
room which he has had for over sixty years. With his new responsibilities
bringing with them the necessity for interviewing numerous servants and
officials has come no desire to establish himself in any of the numerous suites
of rooms which are his to occupy if he so desires. The fact that those who are
obliged to come either to consult him or for orders are forced to contort
themselves painfully in order to negotiate a passage through his rabbit hutch
doorway, and when inside to move about in a doubled-up condition, has no effect
on him at all. Barquentine is not interested in the comfort of others. Fuchsia, approaching the dining-hall in
company with Mrs. Slagg, who is carrying Titus, hears the rattle of
Barquentine's crutch following them down the corridor. At a normal time she
would have shuddered at the sound, but the horrifying and tragic minutes which
she had spent with her father have filled her with so violent an alarm and so
nameless a foreboding as to expel all other fears. She has on the immemorial
crimson which is worn by the first daughter of the House of Groan at the
christening of a brother, and around her neck are the so-called Daughter's
Doves, a necklace of white sandstone doves carved by the 17th Earl of
Gormenghast, strung together on a cord of plaited grass. There is no sound from the infant,
who is encased in the lilac roll. Fuchsia carries the black sword at one side,
although the golden chain is still attached to Titus. Nannie Slagg, beside
herself with trepidation and excitement, peers now at her bundle and now at
Fuchsia, sucking at her wrinkled lips as her little feet shuffle along below
her best sepiacoloured skirt. "We won't be late, my caution, will
we? Oh no, because we mustn't, must we?" She peers into one end of the
lilac roll. "Bless him that he's so good, with all this horrible thunder;
yis, he's been as good as good." Fuchsia does not hear; she is moving in a
nightmare world of her own. Who can she turn to? Who can she ask? "Doctor
Prune, Doctor Prune," she says to herself, ". . . he will tell me; he
will know that I can make him well again. Only I can make him well again." Before them, as they turn a corner, the
door of the dining-hall looms up and, obliterating most of it, with his hand on
the brass handle, is Swelter. He swings open the door for them and they enter
the Dining Hall. They are the last to arrive and more through coincidence than
design this is as it should be -- Titus being the guest of honour, or perhaps
the _host_ of honour, for it is today that, as the Heir of Gormenghast, he
Enters upon the Realms, having braved the cycle of four seasons. Fuchsia climbs the seven wooden steps
which lead up to the rostrum and the long table. Away to her right spreads the
cold, echoing hall, with the pooi of rain-drips spreading on the stone floor.
The drumming of the thick vertical rain on the roof is a background to
everything that happens. Reaching down with her right hand Fuchsia helps Mrs.
Slagg up the last two steps. The assemblage, perfectly silent at the long
table, have turned their heads towards Nannie with her momentous bundle, and
when both her feet are well established upon the level of the rostrum the
company rises and there is a scraping of chair-legs on the boards. It seems to
Fuchsia that high, impenetrable forests have risen before her, great half-lit
forms of a nature foreign to her own -- belonging to some other kingdom. But
though for a moment she thinks of this, she is not feeling it, for she is
subjugated beneath the weight of her fear for her father. It is with a shock of indefinable emotion
that she sees him as she lifts her head. She had never for a moment
contemplated his being able to attend the Breakfast, imagining that the Doctor
would be with him in his bedroom. So vivid in her mind is the picture of her
father in his room as she had last seen him, that to find him in this so
different atmosphere gives her for a moment a gush of hope -- hope that she had
been dreaming -- that she had not been to his room -- that he had not been upon
the mantelpiece with his round, loveless eyes; for now as she stares at him he
is so gentle and sad and thin and she can see that there is a weak smile of
welcome upon his lips. Swelter, who has followed them in, is now
ushering Mrs. Slagg into a chair on whose back-rest is painted the words:
"FOR A SERVANT". There is a space cleared before her on the table in
the shape of a halfcircle, in which has been laid a long cushion. When Mrs.
Slagg sits down she finds that her chin is on a level with the table-edge, and
it is with difficulty that she lifts the lilac bundle high enough to place it
on the cushion. On her left is Gertrude Groan. Mrs. Slagg glances at her
apprehensively. She is gazing at an expanse of darkness, for the black clothes
of the Countess seem to have no ending. She lifts her eyes a little and there
is still darkness. She lifts them more, and still the darkness climbs. Raising
her whole head and staring almost vertically above her she imagines that, near
the zenith of her vision, she can descry a warmth of colour in the night. To
think that an hour earlier she had been helping to plait those locks that now
appear to be brushing the flaking cherubs of the ceiling. On her right is the Earl. He leans back in
his chair, very listless and weak, but he still smiles wanly at his daughter,
who is on the opposite side of the table and facing her mother. On Fuchsia's
right and left sit Irma Prunesquallor and her brother respectively. The Doctor
and Fuchsia have their little fingers interlocked under the table. Cora is
sitting opposite to the Earl her brother, and on the left of the Countess, and
facing Irma, is Clarice. A fine, succulent ham, lit by a candle, takes up most
of the space at the Earl's and Cora's end of the table, where Swelter presides
and has now taken up his official duties armed with carving-knife and steel. At
the other end of the table Barquentine smoulders on a high chair. The eating is done spasmodically whenever
a gap of time appears between the endless formalities and ornate procedures
which Barquentine sets in motion at the correct time-honoured moments. Tiresome
in the extreme for all those present, it would be hardly less tedious for the
reader to be obliged to suffer the long catalogue of Breakfast ritual, starting
with the smashing of the central Vase, whose shattered fragments are gathered
together in two heaps, one at the head and the other at the feet of Titus, and
ending with the extraordinary spectacle of Barquentine trampling (apparently as
a symbol of the power invested in his hands as warder of the unbroken laws of
Gorrnenghast), up and down the length of the Breakfast table seven times amidst
the _debris_ of the meal, his wooden leg striking at the dark oak. Unknown to any who sit there at the long
table there are not nine of them upon the dais -- but ten. All through the meal
there have been ten. The tenth is Steerpike. In the late
afternoon of the previous day, when the dining-hall had swum in a warm haze of
motes and every movement had bred its hollow echo through the silence, he had moved
swiftly up to the platform from the doorway with a black, stumpy roll of cloth
and what appeared to be a bundle of netting under his arm. After satisfying
himself that he was quite alone, he half unrolled the cloth, slipped up the
wooden steps of the dais, and in a flash has slithered under the table For a few moments there were only some
scrabbling sounds and the occasional clinking of metal, but the noise mounted,
and for two minutes there was intense activity. Steerpike believed in working
fast, especially in nefarious matters. When at last he emerged he dusted
himself carefully and it might have been noticed, had there been anyone there
to notice it, that although he still carried the lumpy roll of cloth, the
netting was no longer with him. Had this same hypothetical watcher glanced
under the table from any part of the room he would have noticed nothing
extraordinary, for there would have been nothing to see; but had he taken the
trouble to have crawled between the table legs and then gazed upwards, he would
have noticed that, stretching down the centre of the low "roof" was a
very comfortable hammock. And it is in this hammock that Steerpike
is now reclining at full length, in semi-darkness, hedged in with a close-up
panorama of seventeen legs and one wooden stump, or to be exact with sixteen,
for Fuchsia is sitting with one of hers curled up under her. He had left the
Twins hurriedly on his way down with them and had managed to be the first to
slip into the hall. The oak of the table is within a few inches of his face. He
has had very little satisfaction, so much of the time having been spent above
him in fantastic dumb shows invisible to him. There is, in fact, no
conversation and all he has heard during the seemingly interminable meal is the
loveless, didactic voice of Barquentine, reeling out the time-worn, legendary
phrases; the irritating, and apologetic coughing of Irma, and the slight
creaking of Fuchsia's chair every time she moves. Occasionally the Countess
mutters something which no one can hear, which is invariably followed by Nannie
rubbing her ankles nervously together. Her feet are at least twenty inches from
the floor and it is a great temptation to Steerpike to give them a twitch. Finding he is going to gain no advantage
at all by having secreted himself so cunningly, and yet seeing also that it is
impossible to get away, he begins to think like a machine, overhauling in his
mind his position in the Castle. Saving Sepulchrave and Titus, whose
cardinal interests are still limited to the worlds of whiteness and blackness
-- of milk and sleep -- there is very little for the remainder of the company
to do other than to brood, for there is no conversation, and there is very
little chance of eating the breakfast so lavishly spread before them, for no
one passes anything along the table. And so the company brood through the
wasted meal. The dry, ancient voice at the end of the table has had an almost
hypnotic effect, even at this early hour, and as their minds move to and fro
and in and out the rain continues to beat upon the high roof overhead, and to
drip, drip, drip, into the pool in the far centre of the long dining-hall. No one is listening to Barquentine. The
rain has drummed for ever. His voice is in the darkness -- and the darkness in
his voice, and there is no end at all. 57 THE
REVERIES THE REVERIE OF CORA . . . and it's so cold, hands and cold
feet but nice ones mine are nicer than Clarice's which she pricks with her
embroidery clumsy thing but hers are also cold I hope but I want Gertrude's to
be colder than the ice in dreadful places she's so fat and proud and far too
big and I desire her frozen with her stupid bosom and when we're stronger in
power we will tell her so Clarice and I when he lets us with his cleverness
which is more clever than all the Castle and our thrones will make us regal but
I'm the one to sit highest and I wonder where he is and stupid Gertrude thinks
I'm frightened and I am but she doesn't know and I wish she would die and I'd
see her big ugly body in a coffin because I'm of the blood and poor Sepulchrave
looks different which she's done to him ugly woman with fat bosom and carrots
hair the vegetable thing so cold here cold and my hands and feet which is what
Clarice is feeling like I suppose she's so slow compared with me she looks so
silly with her mouth open not like me my mouth isn't open yes it is I've left
it open but now I've shut it and it's closed up and my face must be perfect
like I'll be when I get my power and the West Wing is raging with glory why was
the fire so big when I don't understand and we are made to be in darkness and
one day perhaps I will banish Steerpike when he's done everything for us and
perhaps I won't for it's not time to know yet and I'll wait and see because he
isn't really of good stock like us and ought to be a servant but he's so clever
and sometimes treats me with reverence which is due to me of course for I'm
Lady Cora of Gormenghast I am and there's only me and my sister who are like that
and she's not got the character I have and must take advice from me it is so
cold and Barquentine is so long and he is so nasty but I will bow a little to
him not too much but about an inch to show that he's done his work adequately
not well but adequately with his voice and his wooden crutch which is so
unnecessarily stupid to have instead of a leg and perhaps I'll look at it so
that he sees me while I look just for a little moment to show him I am me and
he mustn't forget my blood and what is poor Sepulchrave looking like that for
with his mouth slipping down on one side and upon the other while he looks at
her and she looks so frightened poor stupid Fuchsia who is still too young to
understand anything yet she never comes to visit us when she could be taught
but her cruel mother has turned her against us with her evil I feel hungry but
nobody will pass me anything for the narrow squeaky Doctor is asleep or very
nearly and Swelter never notices nor does anyone except the clever boy. There is a thud on the table beyond the
Doctor, to her right. REVERIE OF ALFRED PRUNESQUALLOR . . . and although it is patent that he
hasn't very long I can't keep pumping hydrophondoramischromatica of ash into
him every five hours or so and he"ll need it even more frequently than
that his mouth is slipping already devil take it which is too near the mark by
all that's gruesome it is but the stuff will wipe him out unless I go easy and
what will happen god knows if the owl crops up again but we or rather I must be
prepared for anything and make tentative plans to meet contingencies for the
others have no responsibilities except to the ritual of the place and never
have had a case of this transference kind so unpleasantly actual for though the
depersonalization has set in for good that is the lesser thing for the hooting
is outside the range of science yet what started the whole thing was the
burning undoubtedly oh yes undoubtedly for it was only melancholia up till then
but thanks and praise be to all the bottle gods and powder princes that I had
the drugs and that I guessed the strength well enough for the moment but he
must go back to bed immediately the breakfast is over and have someone in the
room with him whenever I have to go for meals but they might be brought to me
in his room better idea still and perhaps Fuchsia might do it though the sight
of her father might be too much for her but we cannot tell yet and must be
careful bless her dear heart poor girl she looks so mournful and she is holding
my finger so sadly I would rather she gripped it desperately it would be more
symptomatic of an honest panic in her. I must comfort her if I can though what
in the name of tact can I say to calm an intelligent and sensitive child who
has seen her father hooting from a mantelpiece but care must be taken great
care and perhaps Irma will get a room ready for her in the house but the next
few hours will tell and I must be on the alert for the Countess is no help with
her mind in the clouds, and Irma is of course Irma and nothing but undiluted
Irma for now and ever and must be left where she is, and Steerpike remains who
is an enigma to me and of whom I have doubts very definitely and in whose
presence I find less and less amusement and more and more a sense of evil which
I can base upon no power of rational reasoning save that he is obviously out
for himself and himself alone but who isn't? and I will bear him in mind and
dispense with him if I can but a brain is a brain and he has one and it may be
necessary to borrow it at short notice but no no I will not by all that's
instinctive I will not and that settles it I'll handle whatever needs to be
handled myself well well I don't remember quite such a strong presentiment in
my old carcase for a long time we must wait and see and the waiting won't be
long and we"ll hope the seeing won't be long either for there is something
very unhealthy about all this by all that's bursting into flower in an April
dell there most undeniably is and my languorous days seem to be over for the
time being but bless me the gipsy girl is squeezing a bit harder and what on
earth is she staring at his mouth is slipping and it's coming on again . . . There is a thud on the table beside him .
. . REVERIE OF FUCHSIA . . . what can I do oh what can I do he is
so ill and pale like the thin face that he has got that is broken all alone but
he is better better than he was oh no the sickness in me no I mustn't think of
eyes oh who will help me who will you must look now Fuchsia be brave you must
look Fuchsia look how he is better now while he is here at table he is quite
close to me my father and so sad why does he smile smile oh who will save him
who will save me who will be the power to help us father who will not let me be
near and let me understand which I could and he is better remember he is better
than oh Fuchsia be brave for the roundness of his eyes is gone gone but oh no I
mustn't why were they round round and yellow I do not understand oh tell me my
trees and rocks for Nannie won't know oh doctor dear you must tell me and I
will ask you when we're alone oh quick quick this horrible breakfast quickly go
and I will take care of him for I understand because the tower was there the
tower was over his long lines of books his books and its shadow fell across his
library at morning always always father dear the Tower of Flints that the owls
live in oh no I do not understand but I know dear father let me comfort you and
you must never be like that again never never never and I will be your sentry
for always always your sentry and will never talk to other people never only
you my dear pale man and none will come near you only perhaps the doctor when
you want him but only when you do and I will bring you flowers of every kind of
colour and shape and speckled stones that look like frogs and ferns and all the
beautiful things I can find and I will find books for you and will read to you
all day and all night and never let you know I'm tired and we shall go for
walks when you are better and you will become happy happy if only you could be
if only sad thin broken face so pale and none else would be there not my mother
nor anyone not Steerpike no no not him, he is too hard and clever not like you
who are more clever but with kindness and not quick with clever words. I can
see his mouth his mouth oh Dr. Prune quick quick the blackness and he's going
far away and the voice Dr. Prune quick the voice is going far away of
Barquentine is going far away I cannot see no no oh black my Dr. Prune the
black is swaying . . . swaying . . . A darkness is closing its midnight
curtains across her mind and the shapes before her of her mother, Nannie,
Clarice and the Earl recede into floating fragments, while like the echo of an
echo the voice of Barquentine stammers on and on. Fuchsia cannot feel the
Doctor's finger any longer in her palm except as an infinitely far away
sensation, as though she were holding a thin tube of air. In a final wave the
blackness descends once and for all, and her dark head, falling forward,
strikes the table with a thud. REVERIE OF IRMA PRUNESQUALLOR . . . and I'd very much like to know what
advantage I am getting out of having spent so long a time in the bath and
preparing myself for them so exquisitely for my swan-white throat is the most
perfect one in Gormenghast though I wish my nose weren't quite so pointed, but
it is velvet white like the rest of my skin and it's a pity I wear spectacles
with black lenses too I suppose but I am positive my skin is snow white not only
because I can see it dimly in the mirror when I take my spectacles off although
it hurts my eyes but also because my writing paper is perfectly white when I've
got my glasses on and look at my face and throat in the mirror and then hold a
piece of my white writing paper next to my face I can see that my skin and the
stationery are exactly the same tone of grey and everything else in the mirror
all around me is darken and very often black but what's the use of
writing-paper with crinkled edges to me for there's no one to write to us there
used to be when I was younger not that I was more attractive then for after all
I am still a virgin but there was Spogfrawne who had had so many beautiful
adventures among the people he redeemed from sin and he appreciated me and
wrote me three letters on tissue paper although it was a pity that his pen-nib
used to go right through it so often and make it difficult for me to read the
passionate parts where he told me of his love in fact I couldn't read them at
all and when I wrote and asked him to try and remember them and write me a
fourth letter just putting in only the passionate sentences which I couldn't
read in the first three of his beautiful letters he wouldn't answer me and I
think it was because I asked him in my last message to him to either write more
carefully on the tissue paper or to use ordinary paper that he became shy poor
silly stupid glamorous Mr. Spogfrawne who I will always remember but he hasn't
been heard of since and I am still a virgin and who is there to make love to me
tenderly and to touch the tip of my snowy hands and perhaps just a tiny touch
on my hip bone which juts out so magnificently as Steerpike mentioned that
evening when Alfred was called away to get a fly out of that Slagg woman's eye
for Steerpike bless the boy has always been most observant and I know how it
broke my heart to see him so miserable on the day he left us and now I never
see him and it is a pity that he is not a little older and taller but once he
speaks to me and fastens his eye on me in that respectful way he has noticing
the beauty of my skin and hair and the way my hips come out so excitingly then
I do not wish him any different but feel a little queer and realize how
impelling he is for what is age anyway but years and years are nothing if not
silly and ridiculous man made things which do not understand the way of
delicate women with the years coming so unkindly and how could they be so many
in my case all forty of them that have never had their due or why I am
unmarried I do not know when I take so much care over my cleanliness but who is
there who is there oh my emptiness is all alone and with Alfred who can be so
silly though he's really clever but doesn't listen to me and falls asleep like
he is doing now and I wish he wouldn't keep looking at the Earl who after all
isn't someone to be stared at although there is something very strange about
him tonight and how chilly it is in this big and empty and horrible hall which
is so famous but what use is it if we don't talk to each other and there are no
men to watch every gracious movement of my throat and I will be glad to be back
in my house again where I will go on reading my book, and it won't be so cold
and perhaps I can write a note to Steerpike and ask him to supper yes I will do
that Alfred said he won't be in tomorrow evening and . . . Her thoughts are broken by a thud to her
left. THE REVERIE OF LADY CLARICE Her thoughts have been identical with
those of her sister in every way save only in one respect, and this cleavage
can best be appreciated by the simple process of substituting Cora's name for
her own wherever it appears in the reverie of the former. REVERIE OF GERTRUDE THE COUNTESS OF
GORMENGHAST . . . at any rate the old Sourdust would have
taken longer over this job than this one and it won't be long before I can have
my white cat who is crying at my heart again may the fiends wrack the long
servant's bones and I've left enough water in the basin for the ravens' bath
and can see to the sandpipers' wing directly I get away from here and my white
cat is comforted but the stupid man has about fourteen pages to get through yet
thank heaven I don't have many of these things to attend and there won't be
another child if I know anything about it but now here is a son for Gormenghast
which is what the Castle needed and when he is older I will teach him how he
can take care of himself and how to live his own life as far as it is possible
for one who will find the grey stones across his heart from day to day and the
secret is to be able to freeze the outsider off completely and then he will be
able to live within himself which Sepulchrave does in the wrong way for what
use are books to anyone whose days are like a rook's nest with every twig a duty
and I shall teach the boy to whistle birds out of the sky to his wrist which I
have never taught Fuchsia because I have kept my knowledge for the boy and if I
have the time before he is twelve years old and if it's a pleasant evening I
might take him to the pooi that is as green as my malachite ring with the
silver setting and let him watch the lesser-fly-spotted-wag-catchers building
their soft grey nests out of moth-wings and dew-twine but how do I know he will
be observant and careful with birds for Fuchsia disappointed me before she was
five with her clumsiness for she used to ram the flowers into the glass vases
and bruise the stalks although she loved them but it is my son I wish to teach
for there is no use in my revealing my secrets to a girl but he will be so
useless for a long time and must be kept away from my room until he is about
five at least when he will be able to absorb what I tell him about the skies'
birds and how he can keep his head quite clear of the duties he must perform
day after day until he dies here as his fathers have done and be buried in the
sepulchre of the Groans and he must learn the secret of silence and go his own
way among the birds and the white cats and all the animals so that he is not
aware of men but performs his legendary duties faithfully as his father has
always done whose library was burned away along with old Sourdust and how it
started I have very little idea except that the Steerpike youth was very
quickly upon the scene and though he was the means of our escape I do not like
him and never shall with his ridiculous little body and slimy manners he must
be sent away for I have a feeling he will do harm and Fuchsia must not be with
him for she is not to mix with so cheap and ignoble a thing as that sharp youth
she converses too often with Prunesquallor with whom I saw her talking twice
last month for he is not of the blood and as for the murderous and devilish
Flay who has hurt my poor defenceless cat so much that all the other white
glories will be uneasy through the black hours of night and feel the pains
which he feels as he is curled in my arms for Flay has broken himself with his
ghastly folly and shall be banished whatever Sepulchrave may say whose face has
changed tonight and has been changed on the three occasions on which I have
seen him since the burning of his books and I will tell the Doctor to attend
him constantly for I have a presentiment of his death and it is good that Titus
is born for the line of the Groans must never be broken through me and there must
be no ending at all and no ending and I shall tell him of his heritage and
honour and of how to keep his head above the interwoven nest and watch the
seasons move by and the sounds of the feathered throats. A thud upon the table immediately opposite
her causes the Countess to lift her eyes slowly from the table cloth. REVERIE OF NANNIE SLAGG . . . yees yees yees it's all so big and
wonderful I suppose it is oh my poor heart this lovely rich breakfast which
nobody eats and the little precious boy in the middle of the cutlery bless his
little heart for he hasn't cried once not once the tiny morsel and with
everybody around him too and thinking about him for it's his breakfast my
pretty precious and Nannie will tell you all about it when you're a big boy oh
my poor heart how old I'll be by then and how cold it is a good thing I wrapped
the little boy in his wrap which is under all the lilac windings yees yees and
he mustn't sneeze oh no but be still though I am so cold and his great heavy mother
beside me so that I feel I don't matter at all and I suppose I don't matter at
all for nobody takes any notice of me and nobody loves me except my darling
caution but even she sometimes forgets but not the others who never think of me
except when they want me to do something for them for I have to do everything
and oh my poor heart I'm not young any more and strong and I get tired and even
Fuchsia never remembers how tired I get even now I'm tired for having to sit so
long in the cold so far beneath the huge Countess who doesn't even look at her
little boy who's being so good and I don't think she could ever love him like I
love him but oh my poor heart it's a good thing the Countess can't hear me
thinking about her like this though sometimes I think she can tell when I think
against her because she's so silent and when she looks at me I don't know what
to do or where to go and I feel so little and weak and I feel like that now but
how cold it is and I'd rather have my own simple kind of breakfast by the fire
in my own small room than look at all this food on the table getting cold
although it's all here for the little boy bless him and I will look after him
as long as I have any strength in my poor bones and make him a good boy and
teach Fuchsia to take care of him and she is loving him more than ever she did
before though she doesn't like to hold him like I do and I am glad because she
might drop him the clumsy caution and oh my poor heart if he should ever fall
and be killed oh no no never she must never hold him for she is so ignorant of
how to be careful of a little baby she doesn't look at him now in the middle of
the table any more than her mother or any of the others do but just stares at
her father with her naughty dark face so sad what can it be for she must tell
me and tell me everything leaving nothing out about why she looks so mournful
the silly girl who can have no trouble at her age and hasn't got all the work
to do and the trials which I have on my old shoulders all the time and it is
silly for her to be so sad when she is only a child and doesn't know anything
bless her. Nannie is startled by a thud upon the
table nearly opposite her. REVERIE OF SEPULCHRAVE, 76th EARL OF
GORMENGHAST . . . and there will be a darkness always
and no other colour and the lights will be stifled away and the noises of my
mind strangled among the thick soft plumes which deaden all my thoughts in a
shroud of numberless feathers for they have been there so long and so long in
the cold hollow throat of the Tower and they will be there for ever for there
can be no ending to the owls whose child I am to the great owls whose infant
and disciple I shall be so that I am forgetting all things and will be taken
into the immemorial darkness far away among the shadows of the Groans and my
heartache will be no more and my dreams and thoughts no more and even memory
will be no longer so that my volumes will die away from me and the poets be
gone for I know the great tower stood above my cogitations day and night through
all the hours and they will all go the great writers and all that lay between
the fingered covers all that slept or walked between the vellum lids where for
the centuries they haunted and no longer are and my remorse is over now and
forever for desire and dream has gone and I am complete and longing only for
the talons of the tower and suddenness and clangour among the plumes and an end
and a death and the sweet oblivion for the last tides are mounting momently and
my throat is growing taut and round round like the Tower of Flints and my
fingers curl and I crave the dusk and sharpness like a needle in the velvet and
I shall be claimed by the powers and the fretting ended . . . ended . . . and
in my annihilation there shall be a consummation for he has come into the long
line and is moving forward and the long dead branch of the Groans has broken
into the bright leaf of Titus who is the fruit of me and there shall be no
ending and the grey stones will stand for always and the high towers for always
where the raindrifts weave and the laws of my own people will go on for ever
while among my great dusk haunters in the tower my ghost will hover and my
blood-stream ebb for ever and the striding fever over who are these and these
so far from me and yet so vast and so remote and vast my Fuchsia dusky daughter
bring me branches and a fieldmouse from an acre of grey pastures . . . 58 HERE
AND THERE Swelter's thoughts were glued upon Flay's
death at his own hand. The time was ripe. He had practised the art of silent
and stealthy movement until he could no longer hear even the breath-note of his
own footstep which over the stretch of the last fortnight he had striven to
stifle. He now moved his bulk across the earth as silently as the passing of a
cloud through the dusk. His two-handed cleaver had an edge to it which sang
with the voice of a gnat when he held it to his fungus of an ear. Tonight he
would leave a small pink wafer at the top of the last flight of stairs, within
a bare twenty feet of the thin man. It would be a dark night. He listened to
the thrumming rain and his eyes turned to the lake on the cold floor, far down
the dining hall. He stared at but did not see the bleared reflection of the
flanking cherubs a hundred feet above the steel-grey veneer of water. His eyes
were unfocused. He would do the work he had waited to do tomorrow night.
Tomorrow night. As his tongue emerged from between his lips like a carrot and
moved from side to side, his eyes moved from the water to Flay, and the
vagueness was at once gone from them. In his stare was the whole story; and
Flay, lifting his eyes from the top of his master's head, interpreted the vile
expression. He had known that the attack upon his life
was imminent. The coloured cakes when he had found them on the three preceding
occasions had been successively closer to him. Swelter was trying to wreck him
by torturing his mind and twisting his nerves and he had not slept for many
nights but he was ready. He had not forgotten the twohanded cleaver in the
green light and had found in the armoury an old sword, from which he had
removed the rust and had sharpened to a point and an edge in the stone lanes.
Compared to the edge which Swelter had given to the cleaver the sword was blunt
but it was murderous enough. In Swelter's expression he could read the nearness
of the night encounter. It would be within a week. He could not tell which day.
It might be this very night. It might be any night of the next seven. He knew that Swelter could not see him
until he was practically upon him at his Master's door. He knew that the Chef
could not know that he had read his eyes so clearly. He also knew that he was
banished from the Castle grounds. Swelter must not know this. Gertrude would
see that he, Flay, was not at Lord Sepulchrave's door from now onwards, but he
could return in the night and follow the monster as he crept upwards to the
passageway on his lethal mission. That is what he would do. He would wait
every night in the cloisters until the huge body stole by him and up the
stairs. Not till then would he decide where and when to strike. He only knew
that he must lead his foe away from his sick master's door and that the death
must take place in some remote part of the castle, perhaps in the room of
spiders . . or under the attic arches, or even among the battlements
themselves. His thoughts were broken by the thud of Fuchsia falling forward and
he saw the Doctor rise to his feet and stretch across the table for a glass,
his left hand moving around Fuchsia's shoulder as he did so. On the table itself young Titus began to
kick and struggle and then with a high thin cry poor Mrs. Slagg watches him
kick the vase of flowers over, and tear at the lilac-coloured velvet with his
hands. Steerpike hears the thud above him and
taking his cue from the varying contortions of the legs which hem him in is
able to guess pretty accurately what is happening. There are only two legs
which do not move at all and they are both Gertrude"s. Fuchsia's only visible
leg (for her right is still curled beneath her) has slipped sideways on the
boards as she slumps forward. Nannie's are struggling frantically to reach the
floor. Lord Sepulchrave's are swinging idly to and fro and are close together
like a single pendulum. Cora and Clarice are going through the motions of
treading water. The Doctor's have straightened out into unbroken lengths and
his sister's have entered upon the last stages of a suicide pact, each one
strangling the other in an ivy-like embrace. Swelter is shifting the soft, dace-like
areas of his feet backwards and forwards, a deliberate and stroking motion, as
of something succulent wiping itself on a mat. Flay is rubbing the cracked toe-cap of one
of his boots rapidly up and down his shin bone immediately above the ankle,
and, this done, Steerpike notices that his legs begin to make their way round
the long table towards Fuchsia's chair detonating as they go. During this short space of time while the
screaming of Titus is drowning the barking of Barquentine, Prunesquallor has
dabbed a quantity of water over Fuchsia's face with a napkin and has then
placed her head gently between her knees. Barquentine has not ceased a moment in the
administration of his duties as the occasional lulls in Titus's howling
testify, fbr during the short intervals of what might have been rain-filled
silence the dry, acid tongue of the Librarian stutters on and on. But it is nearly over. He is laying his
tomes aside. His withered stump which, since Fuchsia's faint and the howling of
Titus has been scratching at the boards with an irritability such as might
suggest that its ugly termination was possessed of teeth instead of toes and
was doing its best to gnaw its way through the oak boarding below it -- this
stump is now setting about another business, that of getting itself and the
rest of Barquentine upon the seat of the chair. Once aboard the long, narrow table it is
for him to march up and down it from end to end seven times regardless of the
china and golden cutlery, regardless of the glassware, the wine and the repast
in general, regardless of everything in fact save that he must be regardless.
Mrs. Slagg snatches the year-old baby from before the approaching crutch and
withered leg, for Barquentine has lost no time in complying with tradition and
the ferrule of his crutch strikes jarringly upon the polished oak, or cracks
among the china plates or splinters the cut glass. A dull soggy note followed
by a squelch betrays the fact that his withered leg has descended ankle deep in
a tureen of tepid porridge, but it was not for him to turn aside in the
promulgation of his duty. Doctor Prunesquallor has staggered away
with Fuchsia in his arms, having instructed Flay to escort Lord Sepulchrave to
his room. The Countess strangely enough has taken Titus from Nannie Slagg and
having descended from the platform to the stone slabs below is walking heavily
to and fro with the little boy half over her shoulder. "Now then, now
then," she says. "No use crying; no use at all; not when you're two;
wait till you're three. Now then, now then, wait till you're bigger and I'll
show you where the birds live, there's a good child, there's a . . . Slagg . .
. Slagg," she bellows suddenly, interrupting herself. "Take it
away." The Earl and Flay have gone and so has Swelter after casting a
baffled eye over the table and at the wizened Barquentine as he stamps into the
exquisitely prepared and despoiled breakfast. Cora and Clarice are left watching
Barquentine with their mouths and the pupils of their eyes so wide open as to
cause these caverns to monopolize their faces to the extent of giving to their
countenances an appearance of darkness or of absence. They are still seated and
their bodies beneath their straight dresses are perfectly rigid while their
eyes follow the ancient's every movement, leaving him only momently when a
louder sound than usual forces them to turn their eyes to the table to observe
what the latest ornament to be broken may be. The darkness in the great hall has
deepened in defiance of the climbing of the sun. It can afford to be defiant
with such a pall of inky cloud lying over the castle, over the cracked toothed
mountain, over the entire and drenching regions of Gormenghast from horizon to
horizon. Barquentine and the Twins trapped in the
shadows of the hall which is itself trapped within the shadows of the passing
clouds are lit by one lone candle, the others having guttered away. In this
vast, over-arching refectory these three -- the vitriolic marionette in his crimson
rags and the two stiff purple puppets, one at either end of the table -- look
incredibly minute, tiny fierce ribs of colour glinting on their clothes as the
candleflame moves. The broken glass on the long table darting forth a sudden
diamond from time to time. From the far end of the Hall near the servants'
door, and looking down the inky perspective of stone pillars, the spectacle of
the three at the table would seem to be taking place in an area the size of a
domino. As Barquentine completes his seventh
journey, the flame of the last candle stumbles, recovers, and then sinks
suddenly into a swamp of tallow and the Hall is plunged into a complete
obscurity, save where the lake in the middle of the Hall is a pattern of
darkness surrounded by depths of another nature. Near the margin of this inner
rain-fed darkness an ant is swimming for its life, its strength failing
momently for there are a merciless two inches of water beneath it. From far
away near the high table comes a scream, and then another and the sound of a
chair falling to the stone slabs seven feet below the platform, and the sound
of Barquentine cursing. Steerpike, having observed the legs
disappearing out of the door, and to whom they belonged, has wriggled from his
hammock under the table. He is groping his way to the door. When he reaches it,
and has found the handle, he slams it violently and then, as though he has just
_entered_ the room he shouts: "Hello there; what's happening there?
What's the trouble?" On hearing his voice the twins begin to
scream for help, while Barquentine yells, "Light! light! fetch a light you
dotard. What are you waiting for?" His strident voice rises to a shriek
and his crutch grinds itself on the table. "Light! scumcat! light! curse
and split you!" Steerpike, whose last hour and a half has
been a dire disappointment and boring in the extreme, hugs himself for joy at
their shouts. "Right away, sir. Right away,"
he dances out of the door and down the passage. He is back in less than a
minute with a lantern and helps Barquentine off the table who, once on the
ground, batters his way without a word of thanks down the steps and to the
door, cursing as he goes, his red rags glowing dully in the lantern light.
Steerpike watches his horrid body disappear and then raising his high sharp
shoulders still higher he yawns and grins at the same time. Cora and Clarice
are on either side of him and are both breathing very loudly, their flat bosoms
rising and falling rapidly like hatchways. Their eyes are glued upon him as he
escorts them through the door, down the corridor and all the way to their
apartments, which he enters. The windows are streaming with the rain. The roof
is loud with it. My dear ladies," says Steerpike,
"I feel that some hot coffee is indicated, but what do _you_ feel?" 59 PRESAGE Towards evening the heavy sky began to
disintegrate and a short time before sundown a wind from the west carried the
clouds away in dense and shambly masses and the rain with them. Most of the day
had been spent in ceremonial observance of multifarious kinds, both in the
castle and in the downpour culminating in the pilgrim-like procession of the
forty-three Gardeners headed by Pentecost, to Gormenghast mountain and back,
during which time it was their duty to meditate upon the glory of the House of
Groan and especially on the fact that its latest member was twelve months old,
a subject (however momentous) they must surely have exhausted after the first
mile or so of the soaking and rock-strewn paths that led them over the
foothills. Be that as it may, Barquentine, lying
exhausted on his dirty mattress at eight o'clock in the evening and coughing
horribly as his father had done so convincingly before him, was able to look
back with sour satisfaction on a day of almost undiluted ritual. It had been an
irritating thing that Lord Sepulchrave had been unable to attend the last three
ceremonies, but there was a tenet in the law which exonerated his absence in
the case of dire illness. He sucked his beard and his withered leg lay quite
still. A few feet above his head a spider scrawled itself across the ceiling.
He disliked it, but it did not anger him. Fuchsia had regained consciousness within
a short while and with Mrs. Slagg had bravely taken her part in the day's
observances, carrying her small brother whenever the old nurse grew weary.
Prunesquallor, until late in the evening when he left Flay with his Lordship,
had kept a strict watch upon his patient. An indescribable atmosphere of expectancy
filled Gormenghast. Instead of Titus's birthday bringing with it a feeling of
completion or climax as it should have done, there was, conversely, a sense of
something beginning. Obscure forces were, through the media of the inhabitants
of the castle, coming to a head. For some, this sensation was extremely acute
although unrecognizable and was no doubt sharpened and conditioned by their own
personal problems. Flay and Swelter were on the edge of violence. Sepulchrave
was moving at the margin of climax and Fuchsia hardly less so, being consumed
with fear and anguish at the parental tragedy. She also was waiting; they were
all waiting. Prunesquallor was suffering no little strain and was eternally on
the watch and the Countess having held interview with him and having heard as
much as Prunesquallor dared tell her, and having guessed a good deal more, was
remaining in her room and receiving hourly bulletins as to her husband's
condition. Even Cora and Clarice could tell that the normal monotonous life of
the castle was not as heretofore and in their room they sat silently -- waiting
also. Irma spent most of her time in her bath and her thoughts were constantly
returning to a notion new to her and shocking to her, and even terrifying. It
was that the House of Groan was different. Different. Yet, how could it be
different? "Impossible! I said Impossible!" she repeated to herself,
through a lather of fragrant suds, but she could not convince herself. This
idea of hers was creeping about Gormenghast insidiously, remaining for the most
part unrecognized save as a sensation of uneasiness. It was only Irma who put her finger on the
spot. The others were involved with counting the portentous minutes before
their own particular clouds broke over them, yet at the back of their personal
troubles, hopes and fears, this less immediate trepidation grew, this
intangible suggestion of change, that most unforgivable of all heresies. A few minutes before sunset the sky over
the castle was a flood of light and the wind having dropped, and the clouds
vanished, it was difficult to believe that the mild and gilded atmosphere could
ever have hallowed such a day as began so darkly and continued with such
consistent violence. But it was still Titus's birthday. The crags of the
mountain for all their jaggedness were draped in so innocent a veil of milk and
rose as to wholly belie their nature. The marshlands spread to the North in
tranquil stretches of rush-pricked water. The castle had become a great pallid
carving, swarmed here and there by acres of glittering ivy whose leaves dripped
diamonds. Beyond the great walls of Gormenghast the
mud-huts were gradually regaining the whitish colour of their natural earth as
the late sunlight drew out the moisture. The old cactus trees steamed imperceptibly
and beneath the greatest of these and lit by the slanting rays of the sun was a
woman on horseback. For a long while there seemed to be no
movement either in her or her mount. Her face was dark and her hair had fallen
about her shoulders. The pale light was on her face, and there was a mournful
triumph and an extreme loneliness. She bent forward a little and whispered to
the horse who raised his forefoot on hearing her and beat it back into the soft
earth. Then she began to dismount and it was not easy for her, but she lowered
herself carefully down the wet grey flank. Then she took the basket from where
it had been fastened to the rope bridle and stepped slowly forward to the
horse's head. Running her fingers through the tangled and dripping forelock,
she moved them over the hard brow beneath. You must go back now," she said
slowly, "to the Brown Father, so that he may know that I am safe."
Then she pushed the long wet, grey head away from her with a slow and
deliberate movement. The horse turned itself away, the rain bubbling up in the
hoofmarks and forming little gold pools of sky. It turned back to her once,
after a few paces. Then lifting its head very high it shook its long mane from
side to side and the air became filled with a swarm of pearls. Then suddenly it
began to pace along the track of its own hoofmarks and without a moment's
abatement in its pace or the least deviation from its homeward course, it sped
from her. She watched it as it appeared, disappeared, only to reappear again, as
the undulations of the region gave cause, until it was almost too small to
observe. At last she saw that it was about to reach the ridge of the last
stretch of upland before its descent to the invisible plain. As she watched, it
suddenly came to a dead halt, and her heart beat rapidly, for it turned about
and stood for a moment motionless. Then lifting its head very high as it had
done before, it began to move backwards step by step. They were facing one
another over that vast distance as the grey horse was at last swallowed beneath
the horizon. She turned towards the mud-huts lying
below her in a rose red light. A crowd had begun to gather and she saw that she
was being pointed out. With the warm glow of the dying light upon
them, the mud dwellings for all their meanness and congestion had something
ethereal about them, and her heart went out to them as a hundred re-awakened
memories flew to her mind. She knew that bitterness was harboured in the narrow
streets, that pride and jealousy leaned like ghosts against the posts of every
carver's doorway, but for a fleeting moment she saw only the evening light
falling across the scenes of her childhood, and it was with a start that she
awakened from this momentary reverie to notice how the crowd had grown. She had
known that this moment would be like this. She had foreseen such an evening of
soft light. She had foreseen that the earth would be glassed with rain and she
had the overpowering sensation of living through a scene she had already
enacted. She had no fear although she knew she would be met by hostility,
prejudice and perhaps violence. Whatever they did with her it would not matter.
She had suffered it already. All this was far wan history and an archaism. Her hand moved to her brow and pushed away
a cold lock of hair that clung blackly to her cheek. "I must bear my
child," she said to herself, her lips framing the soundless words,
"and then I shall be complete and only myself and all will be over."
Her pupils grew vast. "You shall be free. From the very beginning you
shall be free of me, as I shall be free of you; and I shall follow my knowledge
-- ah, so soon, so soon into the julip darkness." She folded her hands and moved slowly
towards the dwellings. High on her right hand the great outer wall had become
colder; its inner face was draped with shadow and in the depths of the castle
Titus sending forth a great tear-filled cry began to struggle with an unnatural
strength in the old nurse's arms. All at once an eyelid of the rich dusk lifted
and Hesper burned over Gormenghast as under Keda's heart her burden struggled. 60 IN
PREPARATION FOR VIOLENCE The twelve-month cycle was ended. Titus
had begun his second year -- a year which, though hardly fledged, was so soon
to bring forth violence. There was a sickness in the atmosphere. Of all this suspicion and restlessness, he
knew nothing, and he will have no memories of these days. Yet the aftermath of
all that was happening in his infancy will soon be upon him. Mrs. Slagg watched him querulously as he
tottered in his efforts to keep balance, for Titus had almost learned to walk.
"Why won't he smile?" she whimpered. "Why won't his little
Lordship ever smile?" The sound of Barquentine's crutch echoed
down the hollow corridors. His withered leg padded beside it and the red
sacking flapped its tatters in hot gusts. His edicts went forth like oaths. Drear ritual turned its wheel. The ferment
of the heart, within these walls, was mocked by every length of sleeping
shadow. The passions, no greater than candle flames, flickered in Time's yawn,
for Gormenghast, huge and adumbrate, out-crumbles all. The summer was heavy
with a kind of soft grey-blue weight in the sky -- yet not _in_ the sky, for it
was as though there were no sky, but only air, an impalpable greyblue
substance, drugged with the weight of its own heat and hue. The sun, however
brilliantly the earth reflected it from stone or field or water, was never more
than a rayless disc this summer -- in the thick, hot air -- a sick circle,
unrefreshing and aloof. The autumn and winter winds and the
lashing rain storms and the very cold of those seasons, for all their
barbarism, were of a spleen that voiced the heart. Their passions were allied
to human passions -- their cries to human cries. But it was otherwise with this slow pulp
of summer, this drag of heat, with the incurious yellow eye within it, floating
monotonously, day after day. At the river's edge the shallow water
stank and mists of insects drifted over the scum, spinning their cry of far
forgotten worlds, thinner than needles. Toads in the green ooze belched. In the
river's bosom the reflection of the topmost crags of Gormenghast Mountain hung
like stalactites, and in the scarcely perceptible motion of the water appeared
to crumble momently -- yet never to diminish or to disintegrate for all their
crumbling. Across the river a long field of sparse grey-green grasses and
dove-grey dust lay stretched as though stunned between its low flint walls. Little clouds of the fine dust were rising
at the every footfall of a small mottled horse, on whose back sat a man in a
cape. At every fifth step forward of his mount's
left leg the rider stood up in his stirrups and placed his head between the
horse's ears. The river wound beside them, the fields undulating and fading in
a blur of heat. The mottled horse and the caped rider moved on. They were very
small. In the haze to the extreme north the tower of Flints arose like a
celluloid ruler set floating upon its end, or like a water-colour drawing of a
tower that has been left in the open and whose pigment has been all but washed
away by a flirt of rain. Distance was everywhere -- the sense of
far-away -- of detachment. What might have been touched with an outstretched
arm was equally removed, withdrawn in the grey-blue polliniferous body of the
air, while overhead the inhuman circle swam. Summer was on the roofs of
Gormenghast. It lay inert, like a sick thing. Its limbs spread. It took the
shape of what it smothered. The masonry sweated and was horribly silent. The
chestnuts whitened with dust and hung their myriads of great hands with every
wrist broken. What was left of the water in the moat was
like soup. A rat floundered across it, part swimming, part walking. Thick sepia
patches of water were left in the unhealthy scum where its legs had broken
through the green surface. The quadrangles were soft with dust. It
had settled along the branches of the nearby trees. Footmarks were left deeply
until the dry gusts came again. The varying lengths of stride -- the
Doctor"s, Fuchsia"s, the Countess"s, Swelter"s, could all
be measured here, crossing and recrossing one another as though at the same
time, yet hours, days and weeks divided them. In the evening the bats, those fabulous
winged mice, veered, tacked and slid through the hot gloom. Titus was growing older. It was four days since the Dark Breakfast.
It was one year and four days since he was born in the room of wax and
birdseed. The Countess would see no one. From daybreak to sunset she turned her
thoughts, like boulders, over. She set them in long lines. She rearranged their
order as she cogitated upon the Burning. She watched from her window as figures
passed below. She turned her impressions over heavily. She was pondering all
who passed by. From time to time Steerpike passed, as she sat at her window.
Her husband was going mad. She had never loved him and she did not love him
now, her heart being awakened to tenderness only by her birds and her white
cats. But though she did not love him for himself, her unthinking and rooted
respect for the heritage which he personified and her dumb pride in the line of
his descent had filled her since her discovery of his illness. Flay had gone, at her orders, to what lay
beyond the great walls. He had gone, and though she would no more have thought
of recalling him than of ceasing to tend the cat which he had bruised, yet she
was aware of having uprooted a part of Gormenghast, as though from an
accustomed skyline of towers one had been broken down. He had gone -- but not
altogether. Not for a little while, completely. On the five nights following the day of
his banishment -- Titus's first birthday -- he had returned unobserved when
light had fallen. He had moved like a stick-insect through
the grey star-pricked, summer night, and knowing every bay, inlet and headland
of the great stone island of the Groans, of its sheer cliffs, of its crumbling
outcrops, he had pursued his way without hesitation on a zig-zag course. He had
only to lean against the cliff face and he was absorbed. For the five last
nights he had come, after long, sultry days of waiting among the skirting trees
of the twisted woods, through a gap in the castle walls to the western wing. In
his banishment he had felt the isolation of a severed hand, which realizes that
it is no more part of the arm and body it was formed to serve and where the
heart still beats. As yet, for him, the horror of his ostracization was too
close for him to grasp -- only the crater-like emptiness. The stinging-nettles
had not had time to fill the yawning hollow. It was loneliness without pain. His loyalty to the castle, too deep for
him to question, was his heart's background: to all that was implied by the
broken line of the towers. With his knees drawn up to his chin he pored upon
that skyline as he sat at the base of an outcrop of rock among the trees. At
his side lay the long sword he had sharpened. The sun was going down. In
another three hours he would be on his way, for the sixth time since his
banishment, to the cloisters he had known since his youth. To the cloisters in
whose northern shadows was an entrance to the stairhead of the wine vaults and
the Kitchens. A thousand recollections attached themselves to these cloisters
alone. Sudden happenings -- the awakening of ideas that had borne fruit or had
withered at his touch -- the memories of his youth -- of his infancy even, for
a brightly coloured vignette at the back of his dark skull recurred from time
to time, a vignette of crimson, gold and grey. He had had no recollection of
who it was who led him by the hand, but he recalled how, between two of the
southerly arches, he and his guardian were stopped -- how the air had been
filled with sunshine -- how a giant, for so he must then have appeared to the
child, a giant in gold had given him an apple -- the globe of crimson which he
had never released from his mind's empyric grasp, nor the grey of the long hair
that fell across the brow and over the shoulders of his first memory. Few of Flay's memories were as colourful.
His early years had been hard, grinding and monotonous. His recollections were
associated with fears and troubles and hardships. He could remember how beneath
the very cloister arches to which he was so soon to make his way he had
received in grim silence, insult and even violence, no less than twinges of
pleasure. He had leaned there, against the fourth pillar, on the afternoon
following his unexpected summons to Lord Sepulchrave's study, where he had been
told of his advancement -- of his being chosen as the Earl's first servant; of
how the Earl had noticed and approved of his silent and taciturn bearing, and
of his reward. He had leaned there, his heart thumping; and he recalled how he
had for a moment weakened, wishing he had a friend to whom he might speak of
his happiness. But that was long ago. Clicking his tongue he dismissed
recollections from his mind. A gibbous moon was rising and the earth
and the trees about him were dappled and striped with slowly shifting blotches
of black and pearlish white. Radiance, in the shape of an oyster, moved across
his head. He turned his eye to the moon among the trees and scowled at it. This
was no night for a moon. He cursed it, but in a childlike way for all the grim
formation of his bones, stretching out his legs, on whose knees his chin had
been supported. He moved his thumb along the edge of his
sword, and then unrolled a misshapen parcel at his side. He had not forgotten
to bring some food with him from the castle, and now, five nights later, he
made a meal upon all that was left of it. The bread had gone dry, but it tasted
sweet to him after a day's abstinence, with the cheese and the wild
blackberries he had gathered in the woods. He left nothing but a few crumbs on his
black trousers. There was no rational reason why he should feel, as he finished
the berries, that horror lay between his last mouthful and his next meal --
whenever it might be, and however he might acquire it. Perhaps it was the moon. On his five previous
nocturnal journeys to the castle there had been no light. Thick rainless clouds
had provided a perfect cover. Schooled to adversity he took it as a sign that
the hour was approaching. Indeed, it seemed more natural that Nature should be
his enemy. He rose slowly, and from beneath a heap of
ferns he drew forth into the moonlight great lengths of cloth -- and then began
a most peculiar operation. Squatting down, he began, with the concentration of
a child, to bind the cloth about his knees, around and around endlessly, until
they were swathed to a depth of five thick inches, loosely at the joint and
more tightly as they wound below and above it and as the binding thickened.
This business took him the best part of an hour, for he was very scrupulous and
had several times to unwind long swathes to adjust and ease the genuflexions of
his knees. Finally, however, all was ready and he got
to his feet. He took a step forward; then another, and it seemed as though he
was listening for something. Was there no sound? He took three more paces, his
head lowered and the muscles behind his ears working. What was that that he
heard? It was like a muffled clock that ticked three times, and stopped. It
sounded very far away. There were a few lengths of cloth left over and he bound
his knees to another half inch of thickness. When he next stepped forward the
silence was absolute. It was still possible for him to move with
comparative freedom. His legs were so long that he had become accustomed to use
them as stilts, and it was only with the slightest bending of the knee that
they were wont to detonate. The moonlight lay in a gauze-like sheet of
whiteness over the roof of the Twisted Woods. The air was hot and thick, and
the hour was late when he began to move towards the castle. To reach the
cloisters would take him an hour of rapid walking. The long sword gleamed in
his hand. At the corners of his lipless mouth was the red stain of
blackberries. The trees were left behind and the long
slopes where the juniper bushes crouched like animals or deformed figures in
the darkness. He had skirted the river and had found a clammy mist lying like a
lover along its length, taking its curves and hugging its croaking body, for
the bull-frogs had made the night air loud. The moon behind the miasmic wreaths
swam and bulged as though in a distorting mirror. The air was sickly with an
aftermath of the day's heat, as lifeless as though it had been breathed before,
thrice exhaled and stale. Only his feet felt cold as they sank ankle-deep in
the dew. It was as though he trod through his own sweat. With every step he became more conscious
that he was narrowing the distance between himself and something horrible. With
every step the cloisters leapt forward to meet him and his heart pounded. The
skin was puckered between his eyes. He strode on. The outer wall of the castle was above
him. It mouldered in the moon. Where colonies of lizards clung to its flaking
surfaces it shone. He passed through an arch. The unchecked
growth of ivy which clung about it had almost met at the centre of the
aperture, and Flay, bending his head, forced his way through a mere fissure.
Once through and the grounds of Gormenghast opened balefully out with an alien
intimacy as though an accustomed face should, after confining itself for years
to a score of cardinal expressions, take on an aspect never known before. Keeping as much in the shadows as he
could, Flay made rapid progress over the uneven ground towards the servants'
wing. He was treading on forbidden ground. Excommunicated by the Countess, each
footfall was a crime committed. During the final stages of his progress to
the cloisters he moved with a kind of angular stealth. At times he would come
to a halt and genuflect in rapid succession, but he could hear no sound; then
he would move on again, the sword in his hand. And then, suddenly, before he
realized it, he was in the servants' quadrangle and skirting the wall to the
cloisters. Within a minute and he was part of the charcoaled shadow of the third
pillar where he had waited so patiently for the last five moonless nights. 61 BLOOD
AT MIDNIGHT Tonight the atmosphere was alive -- a kind
of life made even more palpable by the torpor of the air -- the ghastly summer
air of Gormenghast. By day, the heat of the dead light; by darkness, the
vomitings of the sick room. There was no escaping. The season had come down. As Mr. Flay waited, his shoulder-blades
against the stone pillars, his thoughts flowed back to the day of the Christening
when he had slashed at the great soft face -- to the night when he had watched
the rehearsal of his murder -- to that horrible sack that had been _he_ -- to
the day of the debauchery of the Great Kitchens -- to the horrors of the
hooting Earl -- to a hundred memories of his tormentor, whose face in his
imagination opened out before him in the darkness like something septic. His ears were strained with listening and
his muscles ached. He had not moved for over an hour, save to turn his head upon
his neck. And then, suddenly, what was it that had changed? He had shut his
eyes for a moment and on opening them the air had altered. Was the heat even
more horrible? His torn shirt was stuck to his shoulders and belly. It was more
than that -- it was that the darkness was omnipresent. The quadrangle was as
inky as the shadows in which he had been shrouded. Clouds had moved over the
moon. Not even the bright sword in his hand could be seen as he moved it out
into what had been moonlight. And then it came. A light more brilliant
than the sun's -- a light like razors. It not only showed to the least minutiae
the anatomy of masonry, pillars and towers, trees, grass-blades and pebbles, it
conjured these things, it constructed them from nothing. They were not there
before -- only the void, the abactinal absences of all things -- and then a
creation reigned in a blinding and ghastly glory as a torrent of electric fire
coursed across heaven. To Flay it seemed an eternity of
nakedness; but the hot black eyelid of the entire sky closed down again and the
stifling atmosphere rocked uncontrollably to such a yell of thunder as lifted
the hairs on his neck. From the belly of a mammoth it broke and regurgitated,
dying finally with a long-drawn growl of spleen. And then the enormous midnight
gave up all control, opening out her cumulous body from horizon to horizon, so
that the air became solid with so great a weight of falling water that Flay
could hear the limbs of trees breaking through a roar of foam. There was no longer any necessity for
Flay, shielded from the rain by the roof of the cloisters, to hold his body in
so cramped a manner. What little sound he made would be inaudible now that the
falling rain hissed and drummed, beat across the massive back of Gormenghast
and swarmed down its sides, bubbling and spurting in every cranny of stone, and
swilling every niche where had lain for so long the white dust. Even more so now had he to listen for the
sound of approaching paces, and it is doubtful whether he would have been able
to disengage the sound of the chef's feet from the drumming background. What he
had never expected happened and his heart broke into an erratic hammering, for
the impalpable darkness to his left was disturbed by a faint light, and, immediately
after, the source of this hazy aura moved through the midnight. It was a strip
of vertical light that appeared to float on end of its own volition. The
invisible bearer of the octagonal lantern had closed all but one of the
shutters. As Flay edged his fingers more firmly
along the butt of his sword, the glow of the lantern came abreast of him and a
moment later had passed, and at this same moment, against the pale yellow glow
could be distinguished the silhouette of Swelter's upper volume. It was quite
simple. It curved up and over in one black dome. There seemed to be no head. It
must have been thrust down and forward, an attitude that might have been
imagined impossible in one whose rolls of lardcoloured fat filled in the space
between the chin and the clavicles. When Flay judged the silhouette a good
twelve paces distant he began to follow, and then there began the first of the
episodes -- that of the stalk. If ever man stalked man, Flay stalked Swelter.
It is to be doubted whether, when compared with the angular motions of Mr.
Flay, any man on earth could claim to stalk at all. He would have to do it with
another word. The very length and shape of his limbs and
joints, the very formation of his head, and hands and feet were constructed as
though for this process alone. Quite unconscious of the stick-insect action,
which his frame was undergoing, he followed the creeping dome. For Mr. Swelter
was himself -- at all events in his own opinion -- on the tail of his victim.
The tail did not happen to be where he supposed it, two floors above, but he
was moving with all possible stealth, nevertheless. At the top of the first
flight he would place his lantern carefully by the wall, for it was then that
the candles began and continued at roughly equal distances, to cast their pale
circles of light from niches in the walls. He began to climb. If Mr. Flay stalked, Mr. Swelter
_insinuated_. He insinuated himself through space. His body encroached,
sleuth-like, from air-volume to air-volume, entering, filling and edging out of
each in turn, the slow and vile belly preceding the horribly deliberate and
potentially nimble progress of his fallen arches. Flay could not see Swelter's feet, only
the silhouetted dome, but by the way it ascended he could tell that the chef
was moving one step at a time, his right foot always preceding his left, which
he brought to the side of its dace-like companion. He went up in slow, silent
jerks in the way of children, invalids or obese women. Flay waited until he had
rounded the curve of the stairs and was on the first landing before he
followed, taking five stone steps at a time. On reaching the top of the first flight he
moved his head around the corner of the wall and he no longer saw the
silhouette of his enemy. He saw the whole thing glowing by the light of two
candles. The passageway was narrow at this point, broadening about forty to
fifty feet further down the corridor to the dimensions of a hall, whence the
second flight led up to Lord Sepulchrave's corridor. Swelter was standing quite still, but his
arms were moving and he appeared to be talking to someone. It was difficult for
Flay to see exactly what he was doing until, a moment after he had heard the
voice saying: "And I'll make you red and wet, my pretty thing," he
saw the dim bulk half turn with difficulty in the constricted space of the
passageway and he caught the gleam of steel, and a moment later a portion of
the shaft and the entire murderous head of the double-handed cleaver. Mr.
Swelter was nursing it in his arms as though he was suckling it. "Oh, so red and wet," came the
moss-soft voice again, "and then we"ll wipe you dry with a nice clean
handkerchief. Would you like a silk one, my pretty? Would you? Before we polish
you and tuck you up? What, no answer? But you know what Papa's saying, don't
you now? Of course, you do -- after all that he has taught you. And why?
Because you're such a quick, sharp baby -- oh, such a sharp baby." And then Mr. Flay was forced to hear the
most disgusting sound -- as of some kind of low animal with gastric trouble.
Mr. Swelter was laughing. Flay, with a fair knowledge of low life,
was nevertheless unable to withhold himself and, kneeling down quickly upon the
great pads at his knees, he was silently sick. Wiping the sweat from his brow as he rose
to his feet he peered again about the angle of wall and saw that Swelter had
reached the foot of the second staircase where the corridor widened. The sound
of the rain, though less intense, was perpetually there. In the very sound of
it, though distant, could be felt an unnatural weight. It was as though the
castle were but the size of a skull over which a cistern of water was being
rapidly emptied. Already the depressions and valley-like hollows in the castle
grounds were filled with dark lakes that mounted momently, doubling and
trebling their areas as their creeping edges met. The terrain was awash. A closer degree of intimacy had been
established in the castle between whatever stood, lay, knelt, was propped,
shelved, hidden or exposed, or left ready for use, animate or inanimate, within
the castle walls. A kind of unwilling knowledge of the nearness of one thing to
another -- of one human, to another, though great walls might divide them -- of
_nearness_ to a clock, or a banister, or a pillar or a book, or a sleeve. For
Flay the horrible nearness to _himself_ -- to his own shoulder and hand. The
outpouring of a continent of sky had incarcerated and given a weird
hyper-reality of _closeness_ to those who were shielded from all but the sound
of the storm. Lying awake, for none could hope to sleep,
there was not one in all the dark and rattling place who had not cogitated, if
only for a moment, on the fact that the entire castle was awake also. In every
bed there lay, with his or her lids apart, a figure. They saw each other. This
consciousness of each other's solid and individual presences had not only been
engendered by the imprisoning downpour but by the general atmosphere of
suspicion that had been mounting -- a suspicion of they knew not exactly what
-- only that something was changing -- changing in a world where change was
crime. It was lucky for Flay that what he had
relied on, the uncommunicative character of the Countess, held true, for she
had not mentioned his banishment to a soul, although its cause still smarted in
her prodigious bosom. Hence Swelter's ignorance of the fact
that, as he made his first few porridge-like paces along Lord Sepulchrave's
ill-lit corridor, he was approaching a Flay-less darkness, for immediately
before the door there was impenetrable shadow. A high window on the left had
been blown in and glass lay scattered and, at the stairhead, glittered faintly
by the light of a candle. Mr. Flay, in spite of the almost
unbearable tension, experienced a twinge of ironic pleasure when, having
mounted the second flight, he watched the rear of his enemy wavering into the
darkness, in search of his own stalker. There was a shallow alcove across the
passageway from the top of the stairs -- and with two strides Mr. Flay had
reached it. From there he could watch the darkness to his left. It was
purposeless to follow his enemy to the door of his master's room. He would wait
for his return. How would the chef be able to aim his blow in the darkness? He
would prod forward with the cleaver until it touched the panels of the door. He
would take a soft pace backwards. Then, as he raised the great instrument above
his head, a worm, wriggling its bliss through his brain, would bring the
double-handed cleaver down, like a guillotine, the great blade whetted to a
screaming edge. And as this picture of Mr. Swelter's methods illumined the
inside of Mr. Flay's darkened skull, those very movements were proceeding.
Concurrently with Flay's visualization of the cleaver falling -- the cleaver
fell. The floorboard beneath Mr. Flay's feet
lifted, and a wooden ripple ran from one end of the passageway to the other,
where it broke upon a cliff of plaster. Curiously enough, it was only through
the movement of the boards beneath his feet that Mr. Flay knew that the chef
had struck, for at the same moment a peal of thunder killed all other sound. Swelter had brought the cold edge
downwards with such a concentration of relish that the excruciating sense of
consummation had dulled his wits for a moment, and it was only when he
attempted to work the steel away from what gripped its edge that he realized
that something was amiss. It is true that he had expected the blade to slide
through the "prostrate" beneath him as through butter, for all the
thin man's osseous character -- but not, surely -- not with _such_ ease -- such
_liquid_ ease. Could it be that he had given to the double-handed cleaver such
an edge as set up a new sensation -- that of killing, as it were, without
knowing it -- as lazes through long grass the lethal scythe. He had not prodded
forward with his toe to make doubly sure -- for it had never occurred to him
that he who had lain there, night after night, for over twelve years, could be
elsewhere. In any event he might have wakened the long scrag by so doing. What
had gone wrong? The orgasmic moment he had so long awaited was over. The
cleaver was difficult to shift. Perhaps it was caught among the ribs. He began
to run his hands down the shaft inch by inch, bending his knees and trunk as he
did so, hot tracts of hairless clay redistributing their undulations the while.
Inexorably downwards moved his fingers until they itched for contact with the
corpse. Surely his hands must by now be almost at the boards themselves, yet he
knew how deceptive the sense of distances can be when darkness is complete. And
then he came upon the steel. Sliding his palms greedily along either edge he
gave a sudden loud, murderous hiss, and loosing his fingers from the edge of
the cleaver he swung his bulk about as though his foe were close behind him --
and he peered back along the passage at the faint light at the stairhead. There
seemed to be no one there, and after a few moments of scrutiny he wiped his
hands across his thighs, and turning to the cleaver, wrenched it from the
boards. For a short while he stood fingering his
misused weapon, and during this space Mr. Flay had conceived and acted, moving
a few yards further down the corridor where an even more favourable ambush
presented itself in the shape of a sagging tapestry. As he moved out into the
darkness, for he was beyond the orbit of the candles' influence, the lightning
struck again and flared bluishly through the broken window so that at one and
the same moment both Swelter and Flay caught sight of one another. The bluish
light had flattened them out like cardboard figures which had, in the case of
the chef, an extraordinary effect. Someone with an unpleasant mind had cut him
out of an enormous area of electric-blue paper the size of a sheet. For the few
moments that the lightning lasted his fingers and thumbs were like bright blue
sausages clasped about the cleaver's handle. Flay, presenting no less the illusion of
having no bulk, struck not so much a sense of horror into Mr. Swelter as a
fresh surge of malice. That he should have dulled the exquisite edge of his
cleaver upon Flay-less boards, and that he who should now be lying in two
pieces was standing there in one, standing there insolently in a kind of stage
lighting as a tangible criticism of his error, affected him to the extreme of
control, and a horrid sweat broke from his pores. No sooner had they seen one another than
the darkness closed again. It was as though the curtain had come down on the
first act. All was altered. Stealth was no longer enough. Cunning was paramount
and their wits were under test. Both had felt that theirs was the initiative
and the power to surprise -- but now, for a few moments at least, they were
equated. Flay had, from the beginning, planned to
draw the chef from Lord Sepulchrave's doorway and passage, and if possible to
lure him to the storey above, where, interspaced with wooden supports, for the
roof was rotten, and with many a fallen beam, mouldered the Hall of Spiders, at
whose far end a window lay open to a great area of roof, terraced with stone
and turreted about its sheer edges. It had occurred to him that if he were to
snatch the candle from the stairhead he might lure his enemy there, and as the
darkness fell he was about to put this idea into operation when the door of
Lord Sepulchrave's bedroom opened and the Earl, with a lamp in his hand, moved
out into the corridor. He moved as though floating. A long cloak, reaching to
his ankles, gave no hint of legs beneath it. Turning his head neither to left
nor right, he moved like the symbol of sorrow. Swelter, flattening himself as much as he
was able against the wall, could see that his lordship was asleep. For a moment
Mr. Flay had the advantage of seeing both the Earl and the chef without being
seen himself. Where was his master going? Swelter was for a few moments at a
loss to know what to do and by that time the Earl was almost abreast of Mr.
Flay. Here was an opportunity of drawing the chef after him without the fear of
being overtaken or slashed at from behind, and Flay, stepping in front of the
Earl, began to precede him down the passage, walking backwards all the while so
that he could see the chef over his Lordship's shoulder as the dim figure
followed. Mr. Flay was well aware that his own head would be lit by the Earl's
lamp whereas Swelter would be in semi-darkness, but there was no great
advantage to the chef in that -- for the creature could not get at him for fear
of waking the Earl of Gormenghast. As Flay receded step by step he could not,
though he tried to, keep his eyes continually upon the great cook. The
proximity of his Lordship's lamp-lit face left him no option but to turn his
eyes to it, rapidly, from time to time. The round, open eyes were glazed. At
the corners of the mouth there was a little blood, and the skin was deadly
white. Meanwhile, Swelter had narrowed the
distance between the Earl and himself. Flay and the chef were staring at one
another over their master's shoulder. The three of them seemed to be moving as
one piece. Individually so much at variance, they were, collectively, so
compact. Darting an eye over his shoulder, as
though without reference to the head that held it, Flay could see that he was
within a few feet of the stairway, and the procession began the slow ascent of
the third flight. The leader, his body facing down the stairs, the while, kept
his left hand on the iron banister. In his right the sword glimmered -- for, as
with all the stairways of Gormenghast, there were candles burning at every
landing. As Flay reached the last step he saw that
the Earl had stopped and that inevitably the great volume of snail-flesh had
come to a halt behind him. It was so gentle that it seemed as though
a voice were evolving from the half-light -- a voice of unutterable
mournfulness. The lamp in the shadowy hand was failing for lack of oil. The
eyes stared through Mr. Flay and through the dark wall beyond and on and on
through a world of endless rain. "Good-bye," said the voice.
"It is all one. Why break the heart that never beat from love? We do not
know, sweet girl; the arras hangs: it is so far; so far away, dark daughter. Ah
no -- not that long shelf -- not that long shelf: it is his lifework that the
fires are eating. All's one. Goodbye . . . good-bye." The Earl climbed a further step upwards.
His eyes had become more circular. "But they will take me in. Their home
is cold; but they will take me in. And it may be their tower is lined with love
-- each flint a cold blue stanza of delight, each feather, terrible; quills,
ink and flax, each talon, glory!" His accents were infinitely melancholy
as he whispered: "Blood, blood, and blood and blood, for you, the muffled,
all, all for you and I am on my way, with broken branches. She was not mine.
Her hair as red as ferns. She was not mine. Mice, mice; the towers crumble --
flames are swarmers. There is no swarmer like the nimble flame; and all is
over. Good-bye . . . Good-bye. It is all one, for ever, ice and fever. Oh,
weariest lover -- it will not come again. Be quiet now. Hush, then, and do your
will. The moon is always; and you will find them at the mouths of warrens.
Great wings shall come, great silent, silent wings . . . Goodbye. All's one.
All's one. All's one." He was now on the landing, and for a
moment Mr. Flay imagined he was about to move across the corridor to a room
opposite, where a door was swinging, but he turned to the left. It would have
been possible, indeed it would have been easier and more to Flay's advantage to
have turned about and sped to the Hall of Spiders, for Lord Sepulchrave,
floating like a slow dream, barred Swelter's way; but at the very idea Mr. Flay
recoiled. To leave his sleeping master with a prowling chef at his shoulder
horrified him, and he continued his fantastic retreat as before. They were about halfway to the Hall of
Spiders when, to both Flay's and Swelter's surprise, the Earl moved off to the
left down a narrow artery of midnight stone. He was immediately lost, for the
defile wound to the left after the first few paces and the guttering of the
lamp was quenched. His disappearance had been so sudden and unexpected that
neither party was prepared to leap into the vacuum left between them and to
strike out in the faint light. It was in this region that the Grey Scrubbers
slept and some distance down there was suspended from the ceiling a broken
chandelier. Towards this light Mr. Flay suddenly turned and ran, while Swelter,
whose frustrated blood-lust was ripe as a persimmon, thinking the thin man to
have panicked, pursued him with horribly nimble steps for all the archless
suction of his soles. Covering the flagstones with a raking
stride, Mr. Flay was for all his speed little more than nine feet in advance of
Swelter as he broke his way into the Hall of Spiders. Without losing a moment,
he scrambled over three fallen beams, his long limbs jerking out fantastically
as he did so, and turned when he had reached the centre of the room to discover
that the door he had entered by was already filled with his enemy. So intent
had they been on their game of wits and death that it had not occurred to them
to wonder how it was that they were able to see one another in what was
normally a lightless hall. They found no time for surprise. They did not even
realize that the fury had died out of the storm and that the only sound was of
a heavy, lugubrious droning. A third of the sky was clear of cloud and in this
third was the humpbacked moon, very close and very white. Its radiance poured
through the open wall at the far end of the Hall of Spiders. Beyond the opening
it danced and glittered on the hissing water that had formed great walled-in
lakes among the roofs. The rain slanted its silver threads and raised spurts of
quicksilver on striking water. The Hall itself had the effect of a drawing in
black, dove-grey and silver ink. It had long been derelict. Fallen and
half-fallen beams were leaning or lying at all angles and between these beams,
joining one to another, hanging from the ceiling of the floor above (for most
of the immediate welkin had fallen in), spreading in every direction taut or
sagging, plunged in black shadow, glimmering in half-light, or flaming
exquisitely with a kind of filigree and leprous brilliance where the moon fell
unopposed upon them, the innumerable webs of the spiders filled the air. Flay had broken through a liana of shadowy
webs, and now, in the centre of the room -- watching the cook in the doorway,
he clawed away the misty threads from his eyes and mouth with his left hand.
Even in those areas of the hall where the moonbeams could not penetrate and
where the great glooms brooded, the darkness was intersected here and there by
glittering strands that seemed to shift their position momently. The slightest
deflection of the head drew forth against the darkness a new phenomenon of
glittering twine, detached from its web, disarticulated, miraculous and
transient. What eyes had they for such ephemera?
Those webs to them were screens to aid or hinder. To snare with or be snared
by. These were the features of Death's battleground. Swelter's shadowy moonless
body at the door was intersected by the brilliant radii and jerking perimeters
of a web that hung about halfway between himself and Mr. Flay. The centre of
the web coincided with his left nipple. The spacial depths between the
glittering threads of the web and the chef seemed abysmic and prodigious. He
might have belonged to another realm. The Hall of Spiders yawned and shrank,
the threads deceiving the eye, the distances, shifting, surging forward or
crumbling away, to the illusory reflectings of the moon. Swelter did not stay by the door longer
than it took him to gain a general impression of the kind of hovel in which the
thin man chose to protect his long bones. Seeping with malice, yet the chef was
not inclined to under-rate the guile of his antagonist. He had been lured here
for some reason. The arena had not been of his choosing. He swivelled his eyes
to left and right, his cleaver poised before him. He noted the encumbrances --
the haphazard beams, dusty and half-decayed, and the omnipresent awnings of the
spiders. He could not see why these should be more to his disadvantage than to
the man he intended to sever. Flay had never had a concrete reason for
his choice of the Hall of Spiders. Perhaps it was because he imagined that he
would prove more agile among the webs and beams; but this he now doubted,
having found how swiftly the chef had followed him. But that he had fulfilled
his intention of inveigling his enemy to the place of his own choosing must
surely infer that the initiative once again lay with him. He felt himself to be
a _thought_ ahead of the cook. He held the long sword ahead of him as he
watched the great creature approach. Swelter was sweeping aside the webs that
impeded him with his cleaver, keeping his eyes upon Mr. Flay and shifting his
head on his neck from side to side in order to improve his view. He came to a
halt and with his eyes perpetually fixed on Mr. Flay began to drag away the
clinging cobwebs from the blade and handle of his weapon. He came forward again, sweeping the
cleaver in great arcs before him and treading gingerly over the slanting
timbers, and then seemed about to halt once more in order to repeat the
unwebbing process when, with an obvious change of purpose, he moved forward as
though no obstacles were in his path. He seemed to have decided that to be
continually reconditioning himself and his weapon during the bloodencounter was
ill-advised and untimely, not to say an insult to the occasion. As pirates in the hot brine-shallows
wading, make, face to face, their comber-hindered lunges, sun-blind,
fly-agonied, and browed with pearls, so here the timbers leaned, moonlight
misled and the rank webs impeded. It was necessary to ignore them -- to ignore
them as they tickled the face and fastened themselves about the mouth and eyes.
To realize that although between the sword and the hand, the hand and the
elbow, the elbow and the body, the silvery threads hung like tropical festoons,
and although the naked steel was as though delivered in its caul, that the
limbs were free to move, as free as ever before. The speed of the swung cleaver
would in no way be retarded. The secret was to _ignore_. So Swelter moved forward, growing at each
soft, deft pace more and more like something from the deeps where the grey
twine-weed coils the sidling sea-cow. Suddenly stepping into a shaft of
moonlight he flamed in a network of threads. He peered through a shimmering
mesh. He was gossamer. He concentrated his entire sentience on
the killing. He banished all irrelevancies from his canalized mind. His great
ham of a face was tickling as though aswarm with insects, but there was no room
left in his brain to receive the messages which his nerve endings were
presumably delivering -- his brain was full. It was full of death. Flay watched his every step. His long back
was inclined forwards like the bole of a sloping conifer. His head was lowered
as though he was about to use it as a battering ram. His padded knees were
slightly bent. The yards of cloth were now redundant, but there was no
opportunity for him to unwind them. The cook was within seven feet of him.
Between them lay a fallen beam. About two yards to Swelter's left its extremity
had settled into the dust, but to the right, the relic of an old iron box
supporting it roughly at its centre, it terminated about three feet up in the
air, spilth'd with fly-choked webs. It was towards the support of this beam
that Swelter made his way, beating the filigreed moonlight to his knees where
it sagged and flared. His path could be traced. He had left behind him from the
door, to where he stood, the web-walled canyon of a dream. Standing now,
immediately behind the broken box, he had narrowed the distance between them to
just over the measure of his arm and cleaver. The air between them was a little
clearer. They were closer now than they had ever been this raining night. That
dreadful, palpable closeness that can only be felt when there is mutual hatred.
Their separate and immediate purposes were identical. What else had they in
common? Nothing but the Spider's Hall about them, the webs, the beams, the
by-play of the spangling moon and the drumming of the rain in their ears. At any other time the chef would have made
play with his superior wit. He would have taunted the long, half-crouching
figure before him. But now, with blood to be spilt, what did it matter whether
or not he incensed his foe? His wit would fall in a more concrete way. It would
flash -- but in steel. And let his final insult be that Flay could no longer
tell an insult from a lamb-chop -- unless with his body in two pieces he were
still able to differentiate. For a moment they stood, moving a little
up and down on their toes. With his sword before him Mr. Flay began to move
along his side of the fallen beam, to the left, in order presumably to come to
closer grips. As Swelter moved his little eyes to the right following every
movement of the other's body, he found that his vision was being impeded by so
heavy an interfusion of ancient webbing that it would be unwise for him to
remain where he was. In a flash he had both taken a sideways pace to his left
and switched his eyes in the same direction. Flay at once crept in upon him,
his face half shrouded by the thick webs through which he peered. His head was
immediately above the lower end of the beam. Swelter's rapid glance to his left
had been fruitful. He had seen the lifted end of the beam as his first true
friend in a hail of hindrances, and when his eyes returned to his thin foe his
fat lips twisted. Whether such a muscular obscenity could be termed a
"smile" he neither knew nor cared. Mr. Flay was crouching exactly
where he had hoped that he might lure him. His chin was, characteristically,
jutting forwards -- as though this habit had been formed for Mr. Swelter's
convenience alone. There was no time to lose. Swelter was three feet from the
raised terminal of the long beam when he sprang. For a moment there was so much
flesh and blood in the air that a star changed colour under Saturn's shoulder.
He did not land on his feet. He had not intended to. To bring the entire weight
of his body down upon the beam-head was all that mattered. He brought it down;
and as his under-belly struck, the far end of the beam leapt like a living
thing, and, striking Mr. Flay beneath his outstretched jaw, lifted him to his
full height before he collapsed, a dead weight, to the floor. The chef, heaving himself grotesquely to
his feet, could hardly get to the body of his victim quickly enough. There he
lay, his coat rucked up at the level of his arm-pits, his lean flank exposed.
Mr. Swelter raised the cleaver. He had waited so long for this. Many, many
months. He turned his eyes to the web-shrouded weapon in his hands, and as he
did so Mr. Flay's left eyelid fluttered, and a moment later he had focused the
chef and was watching him through his lashes. He had not the strength to move
at that horrifying moment. He could only watch. The cleaver was lifted, but he
now saw that Swelter was peering quizzically at the blade, his eyebrows raised.
And then he heard the sponge-like voice for the second time that night. "Would you like to be wiped, my
pretty one?" it said, as though certain that a reply would be forthcoming
from the brutal head of steel. "You would, wouldn't you -- before you have
your supper? Of course. And how could you ever enjoy a nice warm bath with all
your clothes on, eh? But I'll soon be washing you, little blossom. And I must
wipe your face, dear; wipe it blue as ink, then you can start drinking, can't
you?" He held the lean metal head at his bosom. "It's just the thing
for thirsty ones, my darling.Just the very nightcap." There followed a few
moments of low gastric chuckling before he began to drag the webbing from the
cleaver's blade. He was standing about two feet away from the prostrate figure
of Flay, who was half in and half out of moonlight. The demarcation line lay
across his bare flank. Luckily for him it was his upper half that was in shadow
and his head was all but lost. As he watched the overhang above him and noted
that the chef had all but cleared the blade of cobwebs, his attention became
focused upon the upper segment of the face of his foe. It was veiled, as indeed
was the rest of the face and body, with the ubiquitous webs, but it seemed that
above the left ear there was something additional. So accustomed had Swelter
become to the tickling of the webs across his face and to the hundred minor
irritations of the skin, that he had not noticed that upon his right eye there
sat a spider. So thickly had his head been draped that he had accepted this
impediment to his vision as being part of the general nuisance. Flay could see
the spider quite clearly from where he lay, but what he now saw was something
fateful. It was the spider's mate. She had emerged from the grey muddle above
the left ear and was taking, leg by leg, the long, thin paces. Was she in
search of her husband? If so, her sense of direction was sound, for she made
towards him. Swelter was running the flat of his hand
along the steel face of his weapon. It was naked for use. Putting his blubber
lips to the moonlit steel he kissed it, and then, falling a short step back, he
lifted the cleaver with both hands, grasping the long handle high above his lowered
head. He stood upon tip-toe, and, poised for a moment thus, went suddenly
blind. His left eye had become involved with a female spider. She sat upon it
squarely, enjoying the rolling movement of the orb she covered. It was for this
precise instant that Flay had been waiting ever since he had caught sight of
the insect a few seconds previously. It seemed that he had lain there stretched
vulnerably beneath the murderous cleaver for an hour at least. Now was his
moment, and gripping his sword which had fallen beside him when he fell, he
rolled himself with great rapidity from beneath the belly of the cook and from
the cleaver's range. Swelter, sweating with irritation at being
baulked for the second time in this business of climax, imagined nevertheless that
Flay was still below him. Had he struck downwards in spite of the spiders on
his eyes it may be that Flay could not have escaped. But Mr. Swelter would have
considered it a very sorry ending after all his pains to find he had made
slaughter without having been able to see the effect. Outside Lord
Sepulchrave's door it was different. There was no light, anyway. But here with
a beautiful moon to illumine the work it was surely neither the time nor the
place to be at the mercy of a spider's whim. And so he lowered the cleaver to his bosom
and, freeing his right hand, plucked the insects from his eyes, and he had
started to raise the weapon again before he saw that his victim had gone. He
wheeled about, and as he did so he experienced a white-hot pain in his left
buttock and a searing sensation at the side of his head. Screaming like a pig,
he wheeled about, raising his finger to where his ear should have been. It had
gone. Flay had swiped it off, and it swung to and fro in a spider-made hammock
a foot above the floor-boards at the far end of the room. And what voluptuary
ever lolled with half the languor of that boneless thing! A moonbeam, falling on the raddled lobe,
withdrew itself discreetly and the ear disappeared into tactful darkness. Flay
had, in rapid succession, jabbed and struck. The second blow had missed the
skull, but he had drawn first blood; in fact, first and second, for Swelter's
left rump bled magnificently. There was, in point of fact, an island growing
gradually -- a red island that had seeped through to the white vastness of his
cloth rear. This island was changing its contours momentarily, but as the echo
of Swelter's scream subsided, it very much resembled in its main outline the
inverted wing of an angel. The blows had no more than gored him. Of
Swelter's acreage, only a perch or two here and there might, if broken, prove
vulnerable loam. That he bled profusely could prove little. There was blood in
him to revitalize an anaemic army, with enough left over to cool the guns.
Placed end to end his blood vessels might have coiled up the Tower of Flints
and half way down again like a Virginia creeper -- a vampire's home from home. Be that as it may, he was blooded, and the
cold, calculating malice had given way to a convulsive hatred that had no
relation to the past. It was on the boil of now, and heading into the webs that
divided them, he let loose a long scything blow at Mr. Flay. He had moved very
rapidly and but for the fact that the moonlit webs deceived him as to the
distance between them, so that he struck too soon, it is probable that all
would have been over bar the disposal of the body. As it was, the wind of the
blow and the hiss of the steel were enough to lift the hairs on Mr. Flay's head
and to set up a horrible vibration in his ears. Recovering almost at once from
the surprise, however, Flay struck in return at the cook, who was for a moment
off his balance, catching him across the bolster-like swelling of his shoulder. And then things happened very rapidly, as
though all that had gone before was a mere preamble. Recovering from the
flounder of his abortive blow, and with the fresh pain at his shoulder,
Swelter, knowing he had, with his cleaver extended, the longer reach, gripped
the weapon at the extreme end of the handle and began to gyrate, his feet
moving with horrifying rapidity beneath his belly, not only with the kind of
complicated dance movement which swivels the body around and around at great
speed, but in a manner which brought him nearer every moment to Mr. Flay.
Meanwhile, his cleaver, outstretched before him, sang on its circular path.
What remained of the webs in the centre of the room fell away before this
gross, moon-dappled cyclone. Flay, nonpiussed for the moment, watched in
fascinated horror the rapid succession of faces which the swivelling of Swelter
conduced; faces of which he had hundreds; appearing and reappearing at high
speed (with an equal number of rear-views of the huge head, interlarded, in all
literalness). The whirr of steel was approaching rapidly. The rotation was too
speedy for him to strike between the cycles, nor was his reach long enough were
he to stand his ground. Moving backwards he found that he was
being forced gradually into a corner at the far end of the room. Swelter was
bearing down on him with a kind of nightmare quality. His mind was working, but
the physical perfection of his footwork and the revolving of the steel had
something of the trance about them -- something that had become through their
very perfection detached and on their own. It was difficult to imagine how the
great white top could stop itself. And then Mr. Flay had an idea. As though
cowering from the oncoming steel, he moved back further and further into the
corner until his bent backbone came into contact with the junction of the two
walls. Cornered of his own choosing, for he would have had time to leap for the
rain-filled opening of moonlight had he wished, he raised himself to his full
height, prising his spine into the right-angle of the walls, his sword lowered
to his feet -- and waited. The scything cleaver spun nearer momently.
At every glimpse of the chef's rotating head he could see the little blood-shot
eyes focused upon him. They were like lumps of loathing, so concentrated was
his every thought and fibre upon the death of Flay that, as he whirred closer
and closer, his normal wits were in abeyance, and what Flay had hoped for
happened. The arc of the long weapon was of such amplitude that at its left and
right extremes it became all of a sudden within a few inches of the adjacent
walls and at the next revolution had nicked away the plaster before, finally,
as the walls -- so it seemed to Swelter -- leapt forward to meet him, the chef
discovered the palms of his hands and forearms stinging with the shock of
having taken a great section of the mouldering wall away. Flay, with his sword
still held along his leg, its point beside his toe-cap, was in no position to
receive the impact of Swelter's body as it fell forward upon him. So sudden and
so jarring had been the stoppage of his murderous spinning, that, like a broken
engine, its rhythm and motivation lost, its body out of control, Swelter
collapsed, as it were, within his own skin, as he slumped forwards. If Flay had
not been so thin and had not forced himself so far into the corner, he would
have been asphyxiated. As it was, the clammy, webbedraggled pressure of
Swelter's garments over his face forced him to take short, painful breaths. He
could do nothing, his arms pinned at his sides, his visage crushed. But the
effects of the shock were passing, and Swelter, as though suddenly regaining
his memory, heaved himself partially from the corner in a tipsy way, and
although Mr. Flay at such close range was unable to use his sword, he edged
rapidly along the lefthand wall and, turning, was within an ace of darting a
thrust at Swelter's ribs when his foe staggered out of range in a series of
great drunken curves. The giddiness with which his gyrations had filled him
were for the moment standing him in good stead, for reeling as he did about the
Hall of Spiders he was an impossible target for all but mere blood-letting. And so Flay waited. He was acutely aware
of a sickening pain at the back of his neck. It had grown as the immediate
shock of the blow to his jaw had subsided. He longed desperately for all to be
over. A terrible fatigue had entered him. Swelter, once the room no longer span
around him and his sense of balance was restored, moved with horrible purpose
across the Hall, the cleaver trembling with frustration in his hand. The sound
of his feet on the boards was quite distinct, and startled Flay into glancing
over his shoulder into the moonlight. The rain had ceased and, save for the
dolorous whispering of Gormenghast a-drip, there was a great hush. Flay had felt all of a sudden that there
could be no finality, no decision, no death-blow in the Hall of Spiders. Save
for this conviction he would have attacked Swelter as he leaned, recovering
from his giddiness, by the door at the far end of the room. But he only stood
by the moon-filled opening, a gaunt silhouette, the great cloth rolls like
malformations at his knees, and waited for the chef's advance, while he worked
at the vertebrae of his aching neck with his long bony fingers. And then had come
the onrush. Swelter was upon him, his cleaver raised, the left side of his head
and his left shoulder shiny with blood, and a trail of it behind him as he
came. Immediately before the opening to the outer air was a six-inch step
upwards which terminated the flooring. Beyond this there was normally a
three-foot drop to a rectangular walled-in area of roof. Tonight there was no
such drop, for a great lake of rain-water lapped at the dusty boards of the
Hall. To a stranger the lake gave the appearance of profound depth as it basked
in the moon. Flay, stepping backwards over the raised strip of boarding, sent
up a fountain of lemon-yellow spray as his foot descended. In a moment he was
spidering his legs backwards through water as warm as tea. The air, for all the
downpour, was as oppressive as ever. The horrible weight of heat was
undispersed. And then the horror happened. Swelter,
following at high speed, had caught his toe at the raised lip of the opening,
and unable to check his momentum, had avalanched himself into warm water. The
cleaver sailed from his grasp and, circling in the moonlight, fell with a fluke
of flame in the far, golden silence of the lake. As Swelter, face down and
floundering like a sea-monster, struggled to find his feet, Flay reached him.
As he did so, with a primeval effort the cook, twisting his trunk about, found,
and then lost again, a temporary foothold and, writhing, fell back again, this
time upon his back, where he floated, lashing, great washes of water spreading
on all sides to the furthermost reaches. For a moment he was able to breathe,
but whether this advantage was outbalanced by his having to see, towering above
him, the dark, unpreaching body of his foe -- with the hilt of the sword raised
high over his head, both hands grasping it and the point directed at the base
of his ribs, only he could know. The water about him was reddening and his
eyes, like marbles of gristle, rolled in the moonlight as the sword plunged
steeply. Flay did not trouble to withdraw it. It remained like a mast of steel
whose sails had fallen to the decks where, as though with a life of their own,
unconnected with wind or tide, they leapt and shook in ghastly turbulence. At
the masthead, the circular sword hilt, like a crow's nest, boasted no inch-high
pirate. Flay, leaning against the outer wall of the Hall of Spiders, the water
up to his knees and watching with his eyes half-closed, the last death throes,
heard a sound above him, and in a shudder of gooseflesh turned his eyes and
found them staring into a face -- a face that smiled in silver light from the
depths of the Hall beyond. Its eyes were circular and its mouth was opening,
and as the lunar silence came down as though for ever in a vast white sheet,
the long-drawn screech of a death-owl tore it, as though it had been calico,
from end to end. 62 GONE In after years Mr. Flay was almost daily
startled to remembrance of what now ensued. It returned in the way that dreams
recur, suddenly and unsolicited. The memory was always unearthly, but no less
so than the hours themselves which followed upon Swelter's death -- hours as it
were from a monstrous clock across whose face, like the face of a drum, was
stretched the skin of the dead chef -- a clock whose hands trailed blood across
and through the long minutes as they moved in a circular trance. Mr. Flay moved
with them. He would remember how the Earl at the
window was awake; how he had held his rod with the jade knob in his hand, and
how he had stepped down in the lake of rain. He had prodded the body and it had
twisted for a minute and then righted itself, as though it were alive and had a
positive wish to remain staring at the moon. The Earl then closed the cook's
eyes, moving the two petals of pulp over their respective blood-alleys. "Mr. Flay," Lord Sepulchrave had
said. "Lordship?" queried his servant,
hoarsely. "You did not reply to me when I
saluted you." Flay did not know what his master could
mean. Saluted him? He had not been spoken to. And then he remembered the cry of
the owl. He shuddered. Lord Sepulchrave tapped the hilt of the
sword-mast with his rod. "Do you think that they will enjoy him?" he
said. He parted his lips slowly. "We can but proffer him. That is the
least we can do." Of the nightmare that followed it is
needful to say only that the long hours of toil which followed culminated at
the Tower of Flints to which they had dragged the body, after having steered it
between a gap in the battlements through which the lake was emptying itself. Swelter
had descended in the two-hundred-foot cascade of moon-sparkling water and they
had found his body, spread to the size of a sheet and bubbling on the drenched
gravel. A rope had been procured and a hook attached and the long drag had at
last been effected. The white silence was terrible, The
moonlight like a hoar frost on the Tower of Flints. The shell of the library
glimmered in the distance far down the long line of halls and pavilions, and of
domed, forsaken structures. To their right the lit pinewoods were split with
lines of midnight. About their feet a few cones, like ivory carvings, were
scattered, anchored to the pale earth by their shadows. What was once Swelter glistened. And the Earl had said: "This is my
hour, Flay. You must go from here, Mr. Flay. You must go away. This is the hour
of my reincarnation. I must be alone with him. That you killed him is your
glory. That I can take him to _them_ is mine. Good-bye, for my life is
beginning. Goodbye . . . good-bye." And he had turned away, one hand still
holding the rope, and Flay half ran and half walked for a short distance
towards the Castle, his head turned over his shoulder, his body shuddering.
When he stopped, the Earl was dragging the glistening thing behind him and was
at the time-eaten opening at the base of the Tower. A moment later and he was gone, the
flattened weight undulating as it slithered up and over the three steps that
led into the corroded entrance, the form of the steps showing in blurred
contour. Everything was moving round and round --
the Tower, the pines, the corpse, the moon, and even the inhuman cry of pain
that leapt from the Tower's throat into the night -- the cry, not of an owl,
but of a man about to die. As it echoed and echoed, the lank and exhausted servant
fell fainting in his tracks, while the sky about the Tower became white with
the lit bodies of circling owls, and the entrance to the Tower filled with a
great weight of feathers, beaks and talons as the devouring of the two
incongruous remains proceeded. 63 THE
ROSES WERE STONES Alone among the Twisted Woods -- like a
branch himself, restless among the rooted trees, he moved rapidly, the sound of
his knees becoming day by day familiar to the birds, and hares. Ribbed with the sunlight where the
woodlands thinned, dark as shadows themselves where no sun came, he moved as
though pursued. For so long a time had he slept in the cold, lightless corridor
that waking, as it were, with no protection from the dawn, or stretching himself
for sleep, defenceless before the twilight and sundown, he was at first unable
to feel other than nakedness and awe. Nature, it seemed, was huge as
Gormenghast. But as time went on he learned to find the shortest and most
secret ways of hill and woodland, of escarpment and marshland, to trace the
winding of the river and its weed-bound tributaries. He realized that though the raw ache for
the life he had lost was no less with him, yet the exertions he was obliged to
make for his own preservation and the call that such a life made upon his
ingenuity, had their compensations. He learned, day by day, the ways of this
new world. He felt proud of the two caves which he had found in the slopes of
Gormenghast mountain. He had cleared them of rocks and hanging weeds. He had
built the stone ovens and the rock tables, the hurdling across their walls to
discourage the foxes, and the beds of foliage. One lay to the south at the
fringe of the unexplored country. It was remote and very thrilling to his bones
-- for the mountain lay between him and the far Castle. The second cave was in
the northern slope, smaller, but one which on rainy nights was more likely to
prove accessible. In a glade of the Twisted Woods he had constructed a shack as
his primary and especial home. He was proud of his growing skill at snaring
rabbits: and of his successes with the net he had so patiently knotted with
lengths of tough root fibre; and it was sweet to taste the fish he prepared and
ate alone in the shadow of his shack. The long evenings were like blond
eternities -- stifling and silent save for the occasional flutter of a wing or
the scream of a passing bird. A stream which had all but dried moved past his
doorway and disappeared in the shadows of the undergrowth to the south. His
love of this lost glade he had selected grew with the development of a woodland
instinct which must have been latent in his blood, and with the feeling that he
possessed something of his own -- a hut he had made with his own hands. Was
this rebellion? He did not know. The day over, he would sit at the door of his
cabin, his knees beneath his chin, his bony hands clasping his elbows, and
stare ruminatively (a stranger would have thought sullenly) before him as the
shadows lengthened inch by inch. He had started to turn over in his mind the
whole story of Gormenghast as it had affected him. Of Fuchsia, now that he
could see her no longer, he found it painful to reminisce, for he missed her
more than he could have imagined possible. The weeks went by and his skill grew, so
that he had no longer to lie in wait for half a day at a time at the mouths of
warrens, a club in his hand; nor waste long hours by the river, fishing the
less hopeful reaches for lack of lore. He could devote more and more of his
time to conditioning his shack against the approaching autumn and inevitable
winter; to exploring further afield, and to brooding in the evening sunlight.
It was then that the vile, nightmare memory would most often return. The shape
of a cloud in the sky -- the sight of a red beetle -- anything might suddenly
awake the horror; and he would dig his nails into the palms of his hands as the
recollection of the murder and of the subsequent death of his master
discoloured his brain. There were few days in which he did not
climb the foothills of the Mountain, or pick his way to the edge of the Twisted
Woods, in order to see the long broken line of Gormenghast's backbone. Hours of
solitude in the woods were apt to detach him from the reality of any other
life, and he would at times find that he was running gawkily through the boles
in a sudden fear that there was no Gormenghast: that he had dreamed it all:
that he belonged to nowhere, to nothing: that he was the only man alive in a
dream of endless branches. The sight of that broken skyline so
interwoven with his earliest recollections reassured him that though he was
himself ejected and abandoned, yet all that had given him purpose and pride in
life was there, and was no dream or fable, but as real as the hand which shielded
his eyes, a reality of immemorial stone, where lived, where died, and where was
born again the lit line of the Groans. On one such evening, after scanning the
Castle for some while, and moving his eyes at last across the corruscation of
the mud huts, he rose to his feet and began his return journey to the glade,
when suddenly changing his mind, he retraced a hundred or so of his steps and
set off to his left, penetrating with astonishing speed a seemingly
impenetrable valley of thorns. These stunted trees gave way at length to
sparser shrub, the leaves, which had all but fallen with drought, hanging to
the brittled branches only by reason of the belated refreshment which the
sudden storm had given to their roots on the night of the murder. The incline
on either side could now be seen more clearly, and as Flay picked his way
through the last barrier of shrubs, ash-coloured slopes lifted unbroken on his
either hand, the grass as sleek and limp as hair, with not a pale blade
upright. There was not a breath of wind. He rested himself, lying out upon his
back on a hot slope to his right. His knees were drawn up (for angles were
intrinsic to his frame in action or repose) and he gazed abstractedly over the
small of his outstretched arm at the sheen on the grasses. He did not rest for long, for he wished to
arrive at his northern cave before dusk. He had not been there for some while,
and it was with a kind of swart enjoyment that he surrendered to the sudden
whim. The sun was already a far cry from its zenith, hanging in haze, a few
degrees above the horizon. The prospect from the northern cave was
unusual. It gave Mr. Flay what he imagined must be pleasure. He was discovering
more and more in this new and strange existence, this vastness so far removed
from corridors and halls, burned libraries and humid kitchens, that gave rise
in him to a new sensation, this interest in phenomena beyond ritual and
obedience -- something which he hoped was not heretical in him -- the
multiformity of the plants and the varying textures in the barks of trees, the
varieties of fish and bird and stone. It was not in his temperament to react
excitedly to beauty, for, as such, it had never occurred to him. It was not in
him to think in terms. His pleasure was of a dour and practical breed; and yet,
not altogether. When a shaft of light fell across a dark area his eyes would
turn to the sky to discover the rift through which the rays had broken. Then
they would return with a sense of accomplishment to the play of the beams. But he
would keep his eye upon them. Not that he supposed them to be worth looking at
-- imagining there was something wrong in himself for wasting his time in such
a fruitless way. As the days went by he had found that he was moving to and fro
through the region in order to be at one place or another in time to watch the
squirrels among the oaks at noon, the homecoming of the rooks, or the death of
the day from some vantage point of his finding. And so it was this night that he wished to
watch the crags as they blackened against the falling sun. It took him another hour of walking to
reach the northern cave, and he was tired when he stripped himself of his
ragged shirt and rested his back against the cool outer wall. He was only just
in time, for the circle, like a golden plate, was balancing upon its rim on the
point of the northernmost of the main crags of Gormenghast Mountain. The sky
about it was old-rose, translucent as alabaster, yet sumptuous as flesh. And
mature. Mature as a soft skin or heavy fruit, for this was no callow experiment
in zoneless splendour -- this impalpable sundown was consummate and the child
of all the globes' archaic sundowns since first the red eye winked. As the thin man's gaze travelled down the
steep sides of this crag to the great heart-shaped gulch beneath it where what
vegetation there was lay sunk in a sea of shade, he felt rather than saw, for
his thoughts were still in the darkness, a quickening of the air about him and
lifting his head he noticed how, with a deepening of the rose in the sky, all
things were tinted, as though they had awaited the particular concentration of
hue which the sky now held, before admitting the opinions of their separate
colours to be altered or modified. As at the stroke of a warlock's wand the world
was suffused -- all things saving the sun, which, in contradiction to the
colour of the vapours and the forms that it had raddled, remained golden. Flay began to untie his boots. Behind him
his swept cave yawned, a million prawn-coloured motes swaying against the
darkness at the entrance. He noticed, as he worked his heel free of the
leather, that the crag was biting its way into the sun and had all but reached
its centre. He leant his bony head backwards against the stone, and his face
became lit and the stubble of his first beard shone, its every hair a thread of
copper wire, as he followed the course of the crag's crest in its seemingly
upward and arrow-headed journey, its black barbs eating outwards as it climbed. Inexorable as was its course, there was,
that summer evening, more destiny in the progress of another moving form, so
infinitesimal in the capacious mountain dusk, than in the vast sun's ample,
spellbound cycle. Through her, in microcosm, the wide earth
sobbed. The starglobe sank in her; the colours faded. The death-dew rose and
the wild birds in her breast climbed to her throat and gathered songless,
hovering, all tumult, wing to wing, so ardent for those climes where all things
end. To Flay, it was as though the silence of
his solitude had been broken, the senses invading each other's provinces, for
on seeing the movement of something the size of the letter "i", that
moved in silhouette against the gigantic yellow plate, he had the sensation of
waking from a dream which took hold of him. Distant as it was, he could tell it
for a human form. That it was Keda it was not in his power to realize. He knew
himself for witness. He could not stop himself. He knelt forward on his knees,
while the moments melted, one into the next. He grew more rigid. The tiny,
infinitely remote figure was moving across the sun towards the crag's black
edge. Impotently, he watched, his jaw thrust forwards and a cold sweat broke
across his bony brow, for he knew himself to be in the presence of Sorrow --
and an interloper upon something more personal and secret than he had the right
to watch. And yet impersonal. For in the figurette was the personification of
all pain, taking, through sliding time, its final paces. She moved slowly, for the climb had tired
her and it had not been long since she had borne the child of clay, like
alabaster, the earthless daughter who had startled all. It was as though Keda
was detached from the world, exalted and magnificently alone in the rose-red
haze of the upper air. At the edge of the naked drop to the shades below she
came to a standstill, and, after a little while, turned her head to Gormenghast
and the Dwellings, afloat in the warm haze. They were unreal. They were so far,
so remote. No longer of her, they were over. Yet she turned her head for the
child's sake. Her head, turning, was dimensionless. A
thong about her neck supported the proud carvings of her lovers. They hung
across her breasts. At the edge of age, there was a perilous beauty in her face
as of the crag's edge that she stood upon. The last of footholds; such a little
space. The colour fading on the seven-foot strip. It lay behind her like a
carpet of dark roses. The roses were stones. There was one fern growing. It was
beside her feet. How tall? . . . A thousand feet? Then she must have her head
among far stars. How far all was! Too far for Flay to see her head had turned
-- a speck of life against that falling sun. Upon his knees he knew that he was
witness. About her and below lay the world. All things
were ebbing. A moon that climbed suddenly above the eastern skyline, chilling
the rose, waned through her as it waxed, and she was ready. She moved her hair from her eyes and
cheekbones. It hung deep and still as the shadow in a well; it hung down her
straight back like midnight. Her brown hands pressed the carvings inwards to
her breast, and as a smile began to grow, the eyebrows raised a little, she
stepped outwards into the dim atmosphere, and falling, was most fabulously lit
by the moon and the sun. 64 "BARQUENTINE
AND STEERPIKE" The inexplicable disappearance of both
Lord Sepulchrave and Swelter was, of course, the burden of Gormenghast -- its
thoughts' fibre -- from the meanest of the latter's scullions to the former's
mate. The enigma was absolute, for the whereabouts of Flay was equally obscure. There was no end to the problem. The long
corridors were susurrous with rumour. It was unthinkable that so ill-matched a
pair should have gone together. Gone? Gone where? There was nowhere to go. It
was equally unthinkable that they should have gone singly, and for the same
reason. The illness of the Earl had, of course,
been uppermost in the minds of the Countess, Fuchsia and the Doctor, and an
exhaustive search had been organized under the direction of Steerpike. It
revealed no vestige of a clue, although from Steerpike's point of view it had
been well worth while, for it gave him occasion to force an entry into rooms
and halls which he had for a long while hoped to investigate with a view to his
own re-establishment. It was on the ninth day of the search that
Barquentine decided to call a halt to exertions which were going not only
against his grain, but the grain of every rooted denizen of the stone forest --
that terraced labyrinth of broken rides. The idea of the head of the House being
away from his duties for an hour was sufficiently blasphemous: that he should
have _disappeared_ was beyond speech. It was beyond anger. Whatever had
happened to him, whatever had been the cause of his desertion, there could be
no two ways about it -- his Lordship was a renegade, not only in the eyes of
Barquentine, but (dimly or acutely perceived) in the eyes of all. That a search had to be made was obvious,
but it was also in everyone's thoughts that to find the Earl would cause so
painful, so frantically delicate a situation that there would be advantages
were his disappearance to remain a mystery. The horror with which Barquentine had
received the news had now, at the end of the ninth day, given place to a stony
and intractable loathing for all that he associated with the personality of his
former master, his veneration for the Earl (as a descendant of the original
line) disassociating itself from his feelings about the man himself.
Sepulchrave had behaved as a traitor. There could be no excuses. His illness?
What was that to him? Even in illness he was of the Groans. During those first days after the fateful
news he had become a monster as he scoured the building, cursing all who
crossed his path, probing into room after room, and thrashing out with his
crutch at any whom he considered tardy. That Titus should from the very beginning
be under his control and tutelage was his only sop. He turned it over on his
withered tongue. He had been impressed by
Steerpike's arrangements for the search, during which he had been forced to
come into closer contact with the youth than formerly. There was no love lost
between them, but the ancient began to have a grudging respect for the methodical
and quickly moving youth. Steerpike was not slow to observe the obscurest signs
of this and he played upon them. On the day when, at Barquentine's orders, the
searchings ceased, the youth was ordered to the Room of Documents. There he
found the ragged Barquentine seated on a highbacked chair, a variety of books
anu papers on a stone table before him. It was as though his knotted beard was
sitting on the stone between his wrinkled hands. His chin was thrust forward,
so that his stretched throat appeared to be composed of a couple of lengths of
rope, several cords and a quantity of string. Like his father"s, his head
was wrinkled to the brink of belief, his eyes and mouth when closed
disappearing altogether. Propped against the stone table was his crutch. "You called for me?" queried
Steerpike from the door. Barquentine raised his hot-looking,
irritable eyes and dropped the cross-hatched corners of his mouth. "Come here, you," he rasped. Steerpike moved to the table, approaching
in a curious, swift and sideways manner. There was no carpet on the floor and
his footsteps sounded crisply. When he reached the table and stood
opposite the old man, he inclined his head to one side. "Search over," said Barquentine.
"Call the dogs off. Do you hear?" He spat over his shoulder. Steerpike bowed. "No more nonsense!" barked the
old voice. "Body of me, we've seen enough of it." He started to scratch himself through a
horrible-looking tear in his scarlet rags. There was a period of silence while
this operation proceeded. Steerpike began to shift the weight of his body to
his other leg. "Where do you think you're going to?
Stand still, you rat-damned misery, will you? By the lights of the mother I
buried rump-end up, hold your clod, boy, hold your clod." The hairs about
his mouth were stuck with spittle as he fingered his crutch on the stone table. Steerpike sucked at his teeth. He watched
every move of the old man in front of him, and waited for a loophole in the
armour. Sitting at the table, Barquentine might
have been mistaken for a normally constructed elder, but it came as a shock
even to Steerpike to see him clamber off the seat of the high-backed chair,
raise his arm for the crutch and strike a path of wood and leather around the
circumference of the table, his chin on a level with its surface. Steerpike, who was himself on the small
side, even for his seventeen years, found that the Master of Ritual, were he to
have brought his head forward for a few inches, would have buried his bristling
nose a hand's breadth above the navel, that pivot for a draughtsman's eye, that
relic whose potentiality appears to have been appreciated only by the dead
Swelter, who saw in it a reliable salt-cellar, when that gentleman decided upon
eggs for his breakfast in bed. Be that as it irrelevantly may, Steerpike
found himself staring down into an upturned patch of wrinkles. In this
corrugated terrain two eyes burned. In contrast to the dry sand-coloured skin
they appeared grotesquely liquid, and to watch them was ordeal by water; all
innocence was drowned. They lapped at the dry rims of the infected well-heads.
There were no lashes. He had made so rapid and nimble a detour
of the stone table that he surprised Steerpike, appearing with such
inexpectation beneath the boy's nose. The alternate thud, and crack of sole and
crutch came suddenly to silence. Into this silence a small belated sound, all
upon its own, was enormous and disconnected. It was Barquentine's foot,
shifting its position as the crutch remained in place. He had improved his
balance. The concentration in the ancient's face was too naked to be studied
for more than a moment at a time. Steerpike, after a rapid survey, could only
think that either the flesh and the passion of the head below him was fused
into a substance of the old man's compounding; or that all the other heads he
had ever seen were masks -- masks of matter _per se_, with no admixture of the
incorporeal. This old tyrant's head _was_ his feeling. It was modelled from it,
and of it. Steerpike was too near it -- the nakedness
of it. Naked and dry with those wet well-heads under the time-raked brow. But he could not move away -- not without
calling down, or rather calling _up_, the wrath of his wizened god. He shut his
eyes and worked his tongue into a tooth-crater. Then there was a sound, for
Barquentine, having exhausted, apparently, what diversion there was to be found
in the youth's face as seen from below, had spat twice and very rapidly, each
expectoration finding a temporary lodging on the bulges of Steerpike's lowered
lids. "Open them!" cried the cracked
voice. "Open them up, bastard whelp of a whore-rat!" Steerpike with wonder beheld the
septuagenarian balancing upon his only leg with the crutch raised above his
head. It was not directed at himself, however, but with its grasper swivelled
in the direction of the table, seemed about to descend. It did, and a thick
dusty mist arose from the books on which it landed. A moth flapped through the
dust. When it had settled, the youth, his head
turned over his shoulder, his small dark-red eyes half closed, heard
Barquentine say: "So you can call the dogs offi Body
of me, if it isn't time! Time and enough. Nine days wasted! Wasted! -- by the
stones, wasted! Do you hear me, stoat's lug? Do you hear me?" Steerpike began to bow, with his eyebrows
raised by way of indicating that his ear drums had proved themselves equal to
the call made upon them. If the art of gesture had been more acutely develc-?ed
in him he might have implied by some hyper-subtle inclination of his body that
what aural inconvenience he experienced lay not so much in his having to strain
his ears, as in having them strained for him. As it was, it proved unnecessary for him
to ever complete the bow he had begun, for Barquentine was delivering yet
another blow to the books and papers on the table, and a fresh cloud of dust
had arisen. His eyes had left the youth -- and Steerpike was stranded -- in one
sense only -- in that the flood-water of the eyes no longer engulfed him, the
stone table as though it were a moon, drawing away the dangerous tide. He wiped the spittle from his eyelids with
one of Dr. Prunesquallor's handkerchiefs. "What are those books, boy?"
shouted Barquentine, returning the handle of his crutch to his armpit. "By
my head of skin, boy, what are they?" "They are the Law," said
Steerpike. With four stumps of the crutch the old man
was below him again and sluicing him with his hot wet eyes. "By the blind powers, it's the
truth," he said. He cleared his throat. "Don't stand there staring.
What is Law? Answer me, curse you!" Steerpike replied without a moment's
consideration but with the worm of his guile like a bait on the hook of his
brain: "Destiny, sir. Destiny." Vacant, trite and nebulous as was the
reply, it was of the right _kind_. Steerpike knew this. The old man was aware
of only one virtue -- Obedience to Tradition. The destiny of the Groans. The
law of Gormenghast. No individual Groan of flesh and blood
could awake in him this loyalty he felt for "_Groan_" the abstraction
-- the symbol. That the course of this great dark family river should flow on
and on, obeying the contours of hallowed ground, was his sole regard. The seventy-sixth Earl should be ever be
found, dead or alive, had forfeited his right to burial among the Tombs.
Barquentine had spent the day among volumes of ritual and precedent. So
exhaustive was the compilation of relevant and tabulated procedure to be
adopted in unorthodox and unforeseen circumstances that a parallel to Lord
Sepulchrave's disappearance was at last rooted out by the old man -- the
fourteenth Earl of Groan having disappeared leaving an infant heir. Nine days
only had been allowed for the search, after which the child was to be
proclaimed the rightful Earl, standing the while upon a raft of chestnut boughs
afloat on the lake, a stone in the right hand, an ivy-branch in the left, and a
necklace of snail-shells about the neck; while shrouded in foliage the next of
kin and all who were invited to the "Earling" stood, sat, crouched or
lay among the branches of the marginal trees. All this had now, once again, hundreds of
years later, to be put in hand, for the nine days were over and it was in
Barquentine that all power in matters of procedure was vested. It was for him
to give the orders. In his little old body was Gormenghast in microcosm. "Ferret," he said, still staring
up at Steerpike, "your answer's good. Body of me, Destiny it is. What is
your bastard name, child?" "Steerpike, sir." "Age?" "Seventeen." "Buds and fledglings? So they still
spawn "em so! Seventeen." He put a withered tongue between his dry,
wrinkled lips. It might have been the tongue of a boot. "Seventeen,"
he repeated in a voice of such ruminative incredulity as startled the youth,
for he had never before heard any such intonation emerge from that old throat.
"Bloody wrinkles! say it again, chicken." "Seventeen," said Steerpike. Barquentine went off into a form of
trance, the well-heads of his eyes appearing to cloud over and become opaque
like miniature sargassos, of dull chalky-blue -- the cataract veil -- for it
seemed that he was trying to remember the daedal days of his adolescence. The
birth of the world; of spring on the rim of Time. Suddenly he came-to, and cursed; and as
though to shake off something noxious he worked his shoulder-blades to and fro,
as he pad-hopped irritably around his crutch, the ferrule squeaking as it
swivelled on the carpetless floor. "See here, boy," he said, when
he had come to a halt, "there is work to do. There is a raft to be built,
body of me, a raft of chestnut boughs and no other. The procession. The
bareback racing for the bagful. The barbecue in the Stone Hall. Hell slice me
up, boy! call the hounds off." "Yes, sir," said Steerpike.
"Shall I send them back to their quarters?" "Eh?" muttered Barquentine,
"what's that?" "I said shall I return them to their
quarters?" said Steerpike. An affirmative noise from the throat of strings
was the reply. But as Steerpike began to move off,
"Not yet, you dotard! Not yet!" And then: "Who's your
master?" Steerpike reflected a moment. "I have
no immediate master," he said. "I attempt to make myself useful --
here and there." "You do, do you, my sprig? 'Here and
there,' do you? I can see through you. Right the way through you, suckling,
bones and brain. You can't fool me, by the stones you can't. You're a neat
little rat but there"ll be no more 'here and there' for you. It will be
only 'here', do you understand?" The old man ground his crutch into the
floor. "_Here_," he added, with an access of vehemence; "beside
_me_. You may be useful. Very useful." He scratched himself through a tear
at his armpit. "What will my salary amount to?"
said Steerpike, putting his hands in his pockets. "Your _keep_, you insolent
bastard! your _keep_! What more do you want? Hell fire child! have you no
pride? A roof, your food, and the honour of studying the Ritual. Your _keep_,
curse you, and the secrets of the Groans. How else could you serve me but by
learning the iron Trade? Body of me -- I have no son. Are you ready?" "I have never been more so,"
said the high-shouldered boy. 65 BY
GORMENGHAST LAKE Little gusts of fresh, white air blew
fitfully through the high trees that surrounded the lake. In the dense heat of
the season it seemed they had no part; so distinct they were from the sterile
body of the air. How could such thick air open to shafts so foreign and so
aqueous? The humid season was split open for their every gush. It closed as
they died like a hot blanket, only to be torn again by a blue quill, only to
close again; only to open. The sickness was relieved, the sickness
and the staleness of the summer day. The scorched leaves pattered one against
the next, and the tares screaked thinly together, the tufted heads nodding, and
upon the lake was the stippled commotion of a million pin-pricks and the
sliding of gooseflesh shadows that released or shrouded momently the dancing of
diamonds. Through the trees of the southern hanger
that sloped steeply to the water could be seen, through an open cradle of high
branches, a portion of Gormenghast Castle, sun-blistered and pale in its dark
frame of leaves; a remote faзade. A bird swept down across the water,
brushing it with her breastfeathers and leaving a trail as of glow-worms across
the still lake. A spilth of water fell from the bird as it climbed through the
hot air to clear the lakeside trees, and a drop of lake water clung for a
moment to the leaf of an ilex. And as it clung its body was titanic. It
burgeoned the vast summer. Leaves, lake and sky reflected. The hanger was
stretched across it and the heat swayed in the pendant. Each bough, each leaf
-- and as the blue quills ran, the motion of minutiae shivered, hanging.
Plumply it slid and gathered, and as it lengthened, the distorted reflection of
high crumbling acres of masonry beyond them, pocked with nameless windows, and
of the ivy that lay across the face of that southern wing like a black hand,
trembled in the long pearl as it began to lose its grip on the edge of the ilex
leaf. Yet even as it fell the leaves of the far
ivy lay fluttering in the belly of the tear, and, microscopic, from a
thorn-prick window a face gazed out into the summer. In the lake the reflections of the trees
wavered with a concertina motion when the waters ruffled and between the gusts
slowed themselves into a crisp stillness. But there was one small area of lake
to which the gusts could not penetrate, for a high crumbling wall, backed by a
coppice, shielded a shallow creek where the water steamed and was blotched with
swarms of tadpoles. It lay at the opposite end of the lake to
the steep hanger and the castle, from which direction the little breeze blew.
It basked in the northerly corner of the lake's eastern extremity. From west to
east (from the hanger to the creek) stretched the lake's attenuate length, but
the north and south shores were comparatively close to one another, the
southern being for the main part embattled with dark ranks of conifers, some of
the cedars and pines growing out of the water itself. Along the north shore
there was fine grey sand which petered out among the spinneys of birch and
elder. On the sand, at the water's edge, and
roughly in the centre of the northern shore, was spread an enormous
rust-coloured rug, and in the centre of the rug sat Nannie Slagg. Fuchsia lay
upon her back, close by her, with her head upon one side and her forearm across
her eyes to protect them from the sun. Tottering to and fro across the hot drab
sand was Titus in a yellow shift. His hair had grown and darkened. It was quite
straight, but made up for its lack of curls by its thickness and weight. It
reached his shoulders, a dark umber, and over his forehead it hung in a heavy fringe. Stopping for a moment (as though something
very important had occurred to him) in the middle of a tiny, drunken totter, he
turned his head to Mrs. Slagg. His eyebrows were drawn down over the unique
violet of his eyes, and there was a mixture of the pathetic, the ludicrous, and
the sage in the expression of his pippin face. Even a suspicion of the pompous
for a moment as he swayed and sat down suddenly having lost his balance -- and
then, having collapsed, a touch of the august. But, suddenly, in a sideways
crawl, one leg thrusting him forward, his arms paddling wrist-deep through the
sand and his other leg making no effort to play its part, content only to trail
itself beneath and behind its energetic counterpart, he forsook the phlegmatic
and was all impetuousness; but not a smile crossed his lips. When he had reached the rust-coloured rug
he sat quite still a few feet from Mrs. Slagg and scrutinized the old lady's
shoe, his elbow on his knee and his chin sunk in his hand, an attitude
startlingly adult and inappropriate in a child of less than eighteen months. "Oh, my poor heart! how he _does_
look," came Mrs. Slagg's thin voice. "As though I haven't loved him
and toiled to make him joyous. Worn myself out to the marrow for his little
Lordship, I have, day after day, night after night, with this after this and
that after that piling ag"ny on ag"ny until you'd think he would be
glad of love; but he just goes on as though he's wiser than his old Nannie, who
knows all about the vacancies of babies' ("vagaries", she must have
meant), "and all I get is naughtiness from his sister -- oh, my weak
heart, naughtiness and spleen." Fuchsia raised herself on her elbow and
gazed at the brooding conifers on the far side of the lake. Her eyes were not
red from crying: she had cried so much lately that she had drained herself of
salt for a little. They had the look of eyes in which hosts of tears had been
fought back and had triumphed. "What did you say?" "That's it! that's it!" Mrs.
Slagg became petulant. "Never listens. Too wise now to listen, I suppose,
to an old woman who hasn't long to live." "I didn't hear you," said
Fuchsia. "You never _try_," replied
Nannie. "That's what it is -- you never _try_. I might as well not be
here." Fuchsia had grown tired of the old nurse's
querulous and tearful admonishments. She shifted her gaze from the pines to her
brother, who had begun to struggle with the buckle of one of her shoes.
"Well, there's a lovely breeze, anyway," she said. The old nurse, who had forgotten she was
in the middle of chastening Fuchsia, jerked her wizened face towards the girl
in a startled way. "What, my caution dear?" she said. And then
remembering that her "caution" had been in her disfavour for some
reason which she had forgotten, she pursed her face up with a ridiculous and
puny haughtiness, as much as to say: "I may have called you 'my caution
dear', but that doesn't mean that we're on speaking terms." Fuchsia gazed at her in a sullen sadness.
"I said there's a lovely breeze," she repeated. Mrs. Slagg could never keep up her sham
dignity for long, and she smacked out at Fuchsia, as a final gesture, and
misjudging the distance, her blow fell short and she toppled over on her side.
Fuchsia, leaning across the rug, re-established the midget as though she were
setting an ornament and left her arm purposely within range, for she knew her
old nurse. Sure enough, once Nannie Slagg had recovered and had smoothed out
her skirt in front of her and reset her hat with the glassgrapes, she delivered
a weak blow at Fuchsia's arm. "What did you say about the breezes,
dear? Nothing worth hearing, I expect, as usual." "I said they were lovely," said
Fuchsia. "Yes, they _are_," said Nannie,
after reflection. "Yes, they _are_, my only -- but they don't make me any
younger. They just go round the edge of me and make my skin feel nicer." "Well, that's better than nothing, I
suppose," said Fuchsia. "But it's not _enough_, you
argumentary _thing_. It's not _enough_ when there's so much to do. What with
your big mother being so cross with me as though I could help your poor
father's disappearance and all the trouble of the food in the kitchen; as
though _I_ could help." At the mention of her father Fuchsia
closed her eyes. She had herself searched -- searched. She
had grown far older during the last few weeks -- older in that her heart had
been taxed by greater strains of passion than it had ever felt before. Fear of
the unearthly, the ghastly -- for she had been face to face with it -- the fear
of madness and of a violence she suspected. It had made her older, stiller,
more apprehensive. She had known pain -- the pain of desolation -- of having
been forsaken and of losing what little love there was. She had begun to fight
back within herself and had stiffened, and she began to be conscious of a vague
pride; of an awakening realization of her heritage. Her father in disappearing
had completed a link in the immemorial chain. She grieved his loss, her breast
heavy and aching with the pain of it; but beyond it and at her back she felt
for the first time the mountain-range of the Groans, and that she was no longer
free, no longer just Fuchsia, but of the blood. All this was cloud in her.
Ominous, magnificent and indeterminate, Something she did not understand.
Something which she recoiled from -- so incomprehensible in her were its
workings. Suddenly she had ceased to be a girl in all save in habits of speech
and action. Her mind and heart were older and all things, once so clear, were
filled with mist -- all was tangled. Nannie repeated again, her dim eyes gazing
over the lake: "As though _I_ could help all the troubles and the badness
of people here and there doing what they shouldn't. Oh, my weak heart! as
though it were all my fault." "No one says it's your fault,"
said Fuchsia. "You think people are thinking what they don't. It hasn't
been anything to do with you." "It hasn't, _has_ it -- oh, my
caution dear, it hasn't, _has_ it?" Then her eyes became focused again (as
far as they were able). "_What_ hasn't, darling?" "Never mind," said Fuchsia.
"Look at Titus." Nannie turned her head, disapproving of
Fuchsia's answer as she did so, and saw the little creature in his yellow shift
rise to his feet and walk solemnly away, from the great rust-coloured rug and
over the hot drab sand, his hands clasped before him. "Don't you go and leave us,
too!" cried Nannie Slagg. "We can do without that horrid, fat Mr.
Swelter, but we can't do without our little Lordship. We can do without Mr.
Flay and --" Fuchsia rose to her knees, "We can't!
we can't! Don't talk like that -- so horribly. Don't talk of it -- you never
must. Dear Flay and -- but you don't understand; it's no good. Oh, what has
happened to them?" She sank back on her heels, her lower lip quivering,
knowing that she must not let the old nurse's thoughtless remarks touch on her
open wounds. As Mrs. Slagg stared open-eyed, both she
and Fuchsia were startled by a voice, and, turning, they saw two tall figures
approaching them through the trees -- a man -- and, could it be? -- yes, it was
-- a woman. It had a parasol. Not that there would have been anything masculine
about this second figure, even were it to have left the parasol at home. Far
from it. The swaying motion was prodigiously feminine. Her long neck was
similar to her brother"s, tactlessly so, as would have been her face had
not a fair portion of it been mercifully obscured by her black glasses: but
their major dissimilarity was manifest in their pelvic zone. The Doctor (for it
was Prunesquallor) showed about as much sign of having a pair of hips as an eel
set upon its end, while Irma, in white silk, had gone out of her way, it
appeared, to exhibit to their worst advantage (her waist being ridiculously
tight) a pair of hips capable of balancing upon their osseous shelves enough
bric-a-brac to clutter up a kleptomaniac's cupboard. "The top of the morning to you, my
dears," trilled the Doctor; "and when I say 'top' I mean the last
cubic inch of it that sits, all limpidlike on a crest of ether, ha, ha,
ha." Fuchsia was glad to see the Doctor. She
liked him, for all his windy verbiage. Irma, who had hardly been out of doors
since that dreadful day when she disgraced herself at the Burning, was making
every effort to reestablish herself as a lady -- a lady, it is true, who had
lapsed, but a lady nevertheless, and this effort at re-establishment was
pathetically ostentatious. Her dresses were cut still lower across her bosom;
her peerless, milky skin appearing to cover a couple of perches at least. She
made even more play with her hips which swayed when she talked as though, like
a great bell, they were regulated and motivated by a desire to sound, for they
did all but chime as her sharp, unpleasant voice (so contrasted to the knell
her pelvis might have uttered) dictated their figure-of-eight (bird"s-eye
view, cross section) patternations. Her long, sharp nose was directed at
Fuchsia. "Dear child," said Irma,
"are you enjoying the delicious breeze, then, dear child? I said are you
enjoying the delicious breeze? Of course. Irrefutably and more so, I have no
doubt whatever." She smiled, but there was no mirth in her smile, the
muscles of her face complying only so far as to move in the directions
dictated, but refusing to enter into the spirit of the thing -- not that there
was any. "Tut tut!" said her brother in a
tone which implied that it was unnecessary to answer his sister's conventional
openings; and he sat down at Fuchsia's side and flashed her a crocodile smile
with gold S toppings. "I'm glad you've come,"
said Fuchsia. He patted her on the knee in a friendly
staccato way, and then turned to Nannie. "_Mrs_. Slagg," he said, laying
great emphasis upon the "Mrs" as though it was some unique prefix,
"and how are _you_? How's the blood-stream, my dear, invaluable little
woman? How's the blood-stream? Come, come, let your doctor know." Nannie edged a little closer to Fuchsia,
who sat between them, and peered at the Doctor around her shoulder. "It's quite comfortable, sir . . . I
think, sir, thank you," she said, "Aha!" said Prunesquallor,
stroking his smooth chin, "a comfortable stream, is it? Aha! v-e-r-y good.
V-e-r-y good. Dawdling lazily "twixt hill and hill, no doubt. Meandering
through groves of bone, threading the tissues and giving what sustenance it can
to your dear old body. Mrs. Slagg, I am so glad. But in your_self_ -- right
deep down in yourself -- how do you feel? Carnally speaking, are you at peace
-- from the dear grey hairs of your head to the patter of your little feet --
are you at peace?" "What does he mean, dear?" said
poor Mrs. Slagg, clutching Fuchsia's arm. "Oh, my poor heart, what does
the Doctor mean?" "He wants to know if you feel well or
not," said Fuchsia. Nannie turned her red-rimmed eyes to the shock-headed,
smooth-skinned man, whose eyes behind their magnifying spectacles swam and
bulged. "Come, come, my dear Mrs. Slagg, I'm
not going to eat you. Oh, dear no. Not even with some toast to pop you on, and
a little pepper and salt. Not a bit of it. You have been unwell, oh dear, yes
-- since the conflagration. My dear woman, you have been unwell -- most unwell,
and most naturally. But are you _better_ -- that's what your doctor wants to
know -- are you _better_?" Nannie opened her puckered little mouth.
"I ebbs and I flows, sir," she said, "and I falls away
like." Then she turned her head to Fuchsia very quickly as though to make
sure she was still there, the glass grapes tinkling on her hat. Doctor Prunesquallor brought forth a large
silk handkerchief and began to dab his forehead. Irma, after a good deal of
difficulty, presumably with whalebones and such like, had managed to sit down
on the rug amid a good deal of creaking as of pulleys, cranks, hawsers and
fish-hooks. She did not approve of sitting on the ground, but she was tired of
looking down on their heads and decided to risk a brief interlude of
unladyness. She was staring at Titus and saying to herself: "If that were
my child I should cut his hair, especially with his position to keep up." "And what does your 'ebbing' consist
of?" said the Doctor, returning his silk handkerchief to his pocket.
"Is it your heart that's tidal -- or your nerves -- or your liver, bless
you -- or a general weariness of the flesh?" "I get tired," said Mrs. Slagg.
"I get so tired, sir. I have _everything_ to do." The poor old lady
began to tremble. "Fuchsia," said the Doctor,
"come along this evening and I'll give you a tonic which you must make her
take every day. By all that's amaranthine you really must. Balsam and
swansdown, Fuchsia dear, cygnets and the eider bird, she must take it every day
-- syrup on the nerves, dear, and fingers cool as tombs for her old, old
brow." "Nonsense," said his sister.
"I said nonsense, Bernard." "And here," continued Doctor
Prunesquallor, taking no notice of his sister's interjection, "is Titus.
Apparisoned in a rag torn from the sun itself, ha, ha, ha! How vast he is
getting! But how solemn." He made clucking noises in his cheek. "The
great day draws near, doesn't it?" "Do you mean the 'Earling'?"
said Fuchsia. "No less," said Prunesquallor,
his head on one side. "Yes," she answered, "it is
in four days' time. They are making the raft." Then suddenly, as though
she could hold back the burden of her thoughts no longer: "Oh, Doctor
Prune, I must talk to you! May I see you soon? Soon? Don't use long words with
me when we're alone, dear Doctor, like you sometimes do, because I'm so . . .
well . . . because I've got -- I've got worries. Doctor Prune." Prunesquallor languidly began to make
marks in the sand with his long white forefinger. Fuchsia, wondering why he did
not reply, dropped her eyes and saw that he had written: "9 o'clock tonight Cool
Room." Then the long hand brushed away the
message and at the same moment they were conscious of presences behind them
and, turning, they saw the twins, Fuchsia's identical aunts, standing like
purple carvings in the heat. The Doctor sprang nimbly to his feet and
inclined his reedy body in their direction. They took no notice of his gallantry,
staring past him in the direction of Titus, who was sitting quietly at the
lake's edge. From the sky's zenith to where he sat upon
the strip of sand it seemed that a great backcloth had been let down, for the
heat had flattened out the lake, lifted it upright on its sandy rim; lifted the
sloping bank where the conifers, with their shadows, made patterns in three
shades of green, sun-struck and enormous; and balanced in a jig-saw way upon
the ragged edge of this painted wood was a heavy, dead, blue sky, towering to
the proscenium arch of the vision's limit -- the curved eyelid. At the base of
this staring drop-cloth of raw phenomena he sat, incredibly minute; Titus in a
yellow shift, his chin once more in his hand. Fuchsia felt uncomfortable with her aunts
standing immediately behind her. She looked up sideways at them and it was hard
to conceive that they would ever be able to move again. Effigies, white-faced,
whitehanded, and hung with imperial purple. Mrs. Slagg was still unaware of
their presence, and in the silence a silly impulse to chatter gripped her, and,
forgetting her nervousness, she perked her head up at the standing Doctor. "You see, excuse me, Doctor
sir," she said, startling herself by her own bravery, "you see, I've
always been of the energetic system, sir. That's how I always was since I was a
little girl, doing this and that by turns. 'What _will_ she do next?' they
always said. Always." "I am sure they did," answered
the Doctor, reseating himself on the rug and turning to Nannie Slagg, his
eyebrows raised, and a look of incredulous absorption on his pink face. Mrs. Slagg was encouraged. No one had ever
before appeared to be so interested in anything she said. Prunesquallor had
decided that there was a fair chance of the twins remaining transfixed as they
were, for a good half-hour yet, and that to hang around on his elegant legs was
neither in his interests, physically, nor in accord with his self-respect,
which, although of peculiar brand was nevertheless deep-rooted. They had not
acknowledged his gesture. It is true they had not noticed it -- but that was
not his fault. "To hell with the old trouts,"
he trilled to himself. "Breastless as wallpaper. By all that's sentient,
my last post-mortem had more go in it than the pair of"em, turning
somersaults." As he held forth, inwardly, he was paying,
outwardly, the most passionate attention to Mrs. Slagg's every syllable. "And it's always been the same,"
she was quavering, "always the same. Responserverity all the time, Doctor;
and I'm not a little thing any more." "Of course not, of course not, tut,
tut; by all that's shrewd you speak nobly, Mrs. Slagg -- very nobly," said
Prunesquallor, considering at the same time whether there would have been
enough room for her in his black bag, without removing the bottles. "Because we're not as young as we
_were_, are we, sir?" Prunesquallor considered this point very
carefully. Then he shook his head. "What you say has the ring of truth in
it," he said. "In fact, it has every possible kind of ring in it.
Ring-ting, my heart's on the wing, as it were. But tell me, Mrs. Slagg -- tell
me in your own concise way -- of Mr. Slagg -- or am I being indelicate? No --
no -- it couldn't be. Do _you_ know, Fuchsia? Do you? For myself, I am at sea
over Mr. Slagg. He is under my keel -- utterly under. That's queer! Utterly
under. Or isn't it? No matter. To put it brutally: was there a -- No, no!
Finesse, _please_. Who was -- No, no! Crude; crude. Forgive me. Of Mr. Slagg, dear
lady, have you any . . . kind of-- Good gracious me! and I've known you all
this long while and then _this_ teaser comes -- crops up like a dove on
tenderhooks. There's a 'ring' in that -- ha, ha, ha! And what a teaser! Don't
you think so, dear?" He turned to Fuchsia. She could not help smiling, but held the
old nurse's hand. "When did you marry Mr. Slagg,
Nannie?" she asked. Prunesquallor heaved a sigh. "The
direct approach," he murmured. "The apt angle. God bless my
circuitous soul, we learn . . . we learn." Mrs. Slagg became very proud and rigid
from the glass grapes on her hat to her little seat. "Mr. Slagg," she said in a thin,
high voice, "married _me_." She paused, having delivered, as it
seemed to her, the main blow; and then, as an afterthought: "He died the
same night -- and no wonder." "Good heavens -- alive and dead and
half way between. By all that's enigmatic, my dear, dear Mrs. Slagg, what can
you possibly _mean_?" cried the Doctor, in so high a treble that a bird
rattled its way through the leaves of a tree behind them and sped to the west. "He had a stroke," said Mrs.
Slagg. "We've -- had -- strokes --
too," said a voice. They had forgotten the twins and all three
turned their startled heads, but they were not in time to see which mouth had
opened. But as they stared Clarice intoned:
"Both of us, at the same time. It was lovely." "No, it wasn't," said Cora.
"You forget what a nuisance it became." "Oh, _that_!" replied her
sister. "I didn't mind _that_. It's when we couldn't do things with the
left side of us that I didn't like it much." "That's what I said, didn't I?" "Oh no, you didn't." "Clarice Groan," said Cora,
"don't be above yourself." "How do you mean?" said Clarice,
raising her eyes nervously. Cora turned to the Doctor for the first
time. "She's ignorant," she said blankly. "She doesn't
understand figures of eight." Nannie could not resist correcting the
Lady Cora, for the Doctor's attention had infected her with an eagerness to go
on talking. A little nervous smile appeared on her lips, however, when she
said: "You don't mean 'figures of eight', Lady Cora; you mean 'figures of
speech'." Nannie was so pleased at knowing the
expression that the smile remained shuddering in the wrinkles of her lips until
she realized that she was being stared at by the aunts. "Servant," said Cora.
"Servant . . ." "Yes, my lady. Yes, yes, my
lady," said Nannie Slagg, struggling to her feet. "Servant," echoed Clarice, who
had rather enjoyed what had happened. Cora turned to her sister. "There's
no need foryou to say anything." "Why not?" said Clarice. "Because it wasn't you that she was
disobedient with, stupid." "But I want to give her some
punishment, too," said Clarice. "Why?" "Because I haven't given any for such
a long time. . . . Have you?" "You've _never_ given any at
all," said Cora. "Oh yes, I have." "Who to?" "It doesn't matter _who_ it was. I've
given it, and that's that." "That's what?" "That's the punishment." "Do you mean like our
brother"s?" "I don't know. But we mustn't burn
_her_, must we?" Fuchsia had risen to her feet. To strike
her aunts, or even to touch them, would have made her quite ill and it is
difficult to know what she was about to do. Her hands were shaking at her
sides. The phrase, "But we mustn't burn
_her_, must we?" had found itself a long shelf at the back of Doctor
Prunesquallor's brain that was nearly empty, and the ridiculous little phrase
found squatting drowsily at one end was soon thrown out by the lanky newcomer,
which stretched its body along the shelf from the "B" of its head to
the "e" of its tail, and turning over had twenty-four winks (in
defiance of the usual convention) -- deciding upon one per letter and two over
for luck; for there was not much time for slumber, the owner of this shelf --
of the whole bone house, in fact -- being liable to pluck from the most obscure
of his greycell caves and crannies, let alone the shelves, the drowsy phrases
at any odd moment. There was no real peace. Nannie Slagg, with her knuckles
between her teeth, was trying to keep her tears back. Irma was staring in the opposite
direction. Ladies did not participate in "situations". They did not
apprehend them. She remembered that perfectly. It was Lesson Seven. She arched
her nostrils until they were positively triumphal and convinced herself that
she was not listening very hard. Dr. Prunesquallor, imagining the time to
be ripe, leapt to his feet and, swaying like a willow wand that had been stuck
in the ground and twanged at its so exquisitely peeled head -- uttered a
strangely bizarre cry, followed by a series of trills, which can only be
stylized by the "Haha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha- ha-
ha- ha - haha, of literary convention, and wound up with: "Titus! By all that's infinitesimal.
Lord-bless-my-soul, if he hasn't been eaten by a shark!" Which of the five heads turned itself the
most rapidly would be difficult to assess. Possibly Nannie was a fraction of a
second behind the others, for the double reason that the condition of her neck
was far from plastic and because any ejaculation, however dramatic and however
much it touched on her immediate concerns, took time to percolate to the
correct area of her confused little brain. However, the word "Titus" was
different in that it had before now discovered a short cut through the cells.
Her heart had leapt more quickly than her brain and, obeying it involuntarily,
before her body knew that it had received any orders through the usual channels,
she was upon her feet and had begun to totter to the shore. She did not trouble to consider whether
there could possibly be a shark in the fresh water that stretched before her;
nor whether the Doctor would have spoken so flippantly about the death of the
only male heir; nor whether, if he _had_ been swallowed she could do anything
about it. All she knew was that she must run to where he used to be. With her weak old eyes it was only after
she had travelled half the distance that she saw him. But this in no way
retarded what speed she had. He was still _about_ to be eaten by a shark, if he
hadn't already been; and when at last she had him in her arms, Titus was
subjected to a bath of tears. Tottering with her burden, she cast a last
apprehensive glance at the glittering reach of water, her heart pounding. Prunesquallor had begun to take a few
loping, toe-pointed paces after her, not having realized how shattering his
little joke would be. He had stopped, however, reflecting that since there
_was_ to be a shark, it would be best for Mrs. Slagg to frustrate its evil
plans for the sake of her future satisfaction. His only anxiety was that her
heart would not be overtaxed. What he had hoped to achieve by his fanciful
outcry had materialized, namely the cessation of the ridiculous quarrel and the
freeing of Nannie Slagg from further mortification. The twins were quite at a loss for some
while. "I saw it," said Cora. Clarice, not to be outdone, had seen it as
well. Neither of them was very interested. Fuchsia turned to the Doctor as Nannie sat
down, breathless, on the rust-coloured rug, Titus sliding from her arms. "You shouldn't have done that, Doctor
Prune," she said. "But, oh, Lord, how funny! Did you see Miss
Prunesquallor's face?" She began to giggle, without mirth in her eyes. And
then: "Oh, Doctor Prune, I shouldn't have said that -- she's your
sister." "Only just," said the Doctor;
and putting his teeth near Fuchsia's ear he whispered: "She thinks she's a
lady." And then he grinned until the very lake seemed to be in danger of
engulfment. "Oh, dear! the poor thing. Tries _so_ hard, and the more she
tries the less she _is_. Ha! ha! ha! Take it from me, Fuchsia dear, the only
ladies are those to whom the idea of whether they are or not never occurs. Her
blood's all right -- Irma's -- same as mine, ha, ha, ha! but it doesn't go by
blood. It's equipoise, my Gipsy, equipoise that does it -- with a bucketful of
tolerance thrown in. Why, bless my inappropriate soul, if I'm not treading on
the skirts of the serious. Tut, tut, if I'm not." By now they were all sitting upon the rug
and between them creating a monumental group of unusual grandeur. The little
gusts of air were still leaping through the wood and ruffling the lake. The
branches of the trees behind them chafed one another, and their leaves, like a
million conspiring tongues, were husky with heresy. Fuchsia was about to ask what
"equipoise" meant when her eye was caught by a movement among the
trees on the farther side of the lake, and a moment later she was surprised to
see a column of figures threading their way down to the shore, along which they
began to move to the north, appearing and disappearing as the great
water-growing cedars shrouded or revealed them. Saving for the foremost figure, they
carried loops of rope and the boughs of trees across their shoulders, and
excepting the leader they appeared to be oldish men, for they moved heavily. They were the Raft-makers, and were on
their way by the traditional footpath, on the traditional day, to the
traditional creek -- that heat-hazy indentation of water backed by the
crumbling wall and the coppice where the minnows and the tadpoles and the
myriad microscopic smallfry of the warm, shallow water were so soon to be
disturbed. It was quite obvious who the leading
figure was. There could be no mistaking that nimble, yet shuffling and
edgeways-on -- that horribly deliberate motivation that was neither walking nor
running -- both close to the ground as though on the scent, and yet loosely and
nimbly above it. Fuchsia watched him, fascinated. It was
not often that Steerpike was to be seen without his knowing it. The Doctor,
following Fuchsia's eyes, was equally able to recognize the youth. His pink
brow clouded. He had been cogitating a great deal lately on this and that --
_this_ being in the main the inscrutable and somehow "foreign" youth,
and _that_ centring for the most part on the mysterious Burning. There had been
so strange a crop of enigmas of late. If they had not been of so serious a
character Doctor Prunesquallor would have found in them nothing but diversion.
The unexpected did so much to relieve the monotony of the Castle's endless
rounds of unwavering procedure; but Death and Disappearance were no tit-bits
for a jaded palate. They were too huge to be swallowed, and tasted like bile. Although the Doctor, with a mind of his
own, had positively heterodox opinions regarding certain aspects of the
Castle's life -- opinions too free to be expressed in an atmosphere where the
woof and warp of the dark place and its past were synonymous with the mesh of
veins in the bodies of its denizens -- yet he was _of_ the place and was a
freak only in that his mind worked in a wide way, relating and correlating his
thoughts so that his conclusions were often clear and accurate and nothing
short of heresy. But this did not mean that he considered himself to be
superior. Oh no. He was not. The blind faith was the pure faith, however muddy
the brain. His gem-like conclusions may have been of the first water, but his
essence and his spirit were warped in proportion to his disbelief in the value
of even the most footling observance. He was no outsider -- and the tragedies
that had occurred touched him upon the raw. His airy and fatuous manner was deceptive.
As he trilled, as he prattled, as he indulged in his spontaneous
"conceits", as he gestured, fop-like and grotesque, his magnified
eyes skidding to and fro behind the lenses of his glasses, like soap at the
bottom of a bath, his brain was often other-where, and these days it was well
occupied. He was marshalling the facts at his disposal -- his odds and ends of
information, and peering at them with the eye of his brain, now from this
direction, now from that; now from below, now from above, as he talked, or
seemed to listen, by day and by night, or in the evening with his feet on the
mantelpiece, a liqueur at his elbow and his sister in the opposite chair. He glanced at Fuchsia to make sure that
she had recognized the distant boy, and was surprised to see a look of puzzled
absorption on her dark face, her lips parted a little as though from a faint
excitement. By now the crocodile of figures was rounding the bend of the lake
away to their left. And then it stopped. Steerpike was moving away from the
retainers, to the shore. He had apparently given them an order, for they all
sat down among the shore-side pines and watched him as he stripped himself of
his clothes and thrust his sword-stick, point down, into the muddy bank. Even
from so great a distance it could be seen that his shoulders were very hunched
and high. "By all that's public," said
Prunesquallor, "so we have a new official, have we? The lakeside augury of
things to come -- fresh blood in summertime with forty years to go. The
curtains part -- precocity advances, ha, ha, ha! And what's he doing now?" Fuchsia had given a little gasp of
surprise, for Steerpike had dived into the lake. A moment before he dived he
had waved to them, although as far as they had been able to judge he had not so
much as moved his eyes in their direction. "What was _that_?" said Irma,
swivelling her neck about in a most lubricated way. "I said, 'what was
_that_?', Bernard. It sounded like a splash; do you hear me, Bernard? I say it
sounded like a _splash_." "That's why," said her brother. "'That's why?' What do you mean,
Bernard, by 'that's why'? You are so tiresome. I said, you are so tiresome.
That's why _what_?" "That's why it was like a splash, my
butterfly." "But _why_? Oh, my conscience for a
normal brother! Why, Bernard, was-it-like-a-splash?" "Only because it happened to be one,
peahen," he said. "It was an authentic, undiluted splash. Ha! ha! ha!
An undiluted splash." "Oh!" cried Mrs. Slagg, her
fingers plucking at her nether lip, "it wasn't the shark, was it, Doctor
sir? Oh, my weak heart, sir! Was it the shark?" "Nonsense!" said Irma.
"Nonsense, you silly woman! Sharks in Gormenghast Lake! The very
idea!" Fuchsia's eyes were on Steerpike. He was a
strong swimmer and was by now halfway across the lake, the thin white arms
obtusely angled at the elbows methodically dipping and emerging. Cora's voice said: "I can see
somebody." "Where?" said Clarice. "In the water." "What? In the lake?" "Yes, that's the only water there is,
stupid." "No, it isn't." "Well, it's the only water there is
that's near us now." "Oh yes, it's the only water of
_that_ sort." "Can you see him?" "I haven't looked yet." "Well, look now." "Shall I?" "Yes. Now." "Oh . . . I see a man. Do you see a
man?" "I told _you_ about him. Of course I
do." "He's swimming to me." "Why to you? It might as well be to
me." "Why?" "Because we're just the same." "That's our glory." "_And_ our pride. Don't forget
that." "No, I won't." They stared at the approaching swimmer.
His face was most of the time either under water or lying sideways along it to
draw breath, and they had no idea that it was Steerpike. "Clarice," said Cora. "Yes." "We are the only ladies present,
aren't we?" "Yes. What about it?" "Well, we"ll go down to the
shore, so that when he arrives we can unbend to him." "Will it hurt?" said Clarice. "Why are you so ignorant of
phrases?" Cora turned her face to her sister's profile. "I don't know what you mean,"
muttered Clarice. "I haven't time to explain about
language," said Cora. "It doesn't matter." "Doesn't it?" "No. But this is what does." "Oh." "We are being swum to." "Yes." "So we must receive his homage on the
shore." "Yes . . . yes." "So we must go and patronize him
now." "Now?" "Yes, now. Are you ready?" "When I get up I'll be." "Have you finished?" "Nearly. Have you?" "Yes." "Come on, then." "Where?" "Don't bother me with ignorance. Just
walk where I do." "Yes." "Look!" "Look!" Steerpike had found himself in his depth
and was standing upright. The water lapped at the base of his ribs, the mud of
the lake's floor oozing between his toes, while he waved his arms over his head
to the group, the bright drops falling from them in sparkling strings. Fuchsia was excited. She loved what he had
done. To suddenly see them, to throw off his clothes, to plunge into the deep
water and to strike out across the lake to them, and then finally to stand,
panting, with the water curling at his narrow wiry waist -- was fine; all upon
the spur of the moment. Irma Prunesquallor, who had not seen her
"admirer" for several weeks, gave a shriek as she saw his naked body
rising from the lake, and covering her face with her hands she peered between
her fingers. Nannie still couldn't make out who it was,
and months afterwards was still in doubt. Steerpike's voice sounded over the shallow
water. "Well met!" he shouted.
"Only just saw you! Lady Fuchsia! good day. It's delightful to see you again.
How is your health? Miss Irma? Excuse my skin. Arid, Doctor, how's yours?" Then he gazed with his dark-red,
close-together eyes at the twins, who were paddling out to meet him, quite
unconscious of the water up to their ankles. "You're getting your legs wet, your
ladyships. Be careful! Go back!" cried the youth, in mock alarm. "You
do me too much honour. For God's sake, go back!" It was necessary for him to shout in such
a manner as gave no indication that he held authority over them. Indeed, he did
not care two straws whether they marched on until they were up to their necks.
It was a quaint situation. In the interests of modesty he could move no farther
shorewards. As he intended, they were unable to
recognize the authority in his voice which they had learned to obey. The twins
moved deeper in the water, and the Doctor, Fuchsia, and Nannie Slagg were
amazed to see that they were up to their hips in the lake, the voluminous
skirts of their purple dresses floating out magnificently. Steerpike stared past them for a moment
arid indicated by a helpless shrugging of his shoulders and a display of the
palms of his hands that he was powerless to cope with the situation. They had
become very near him. Near enough for him to speak to them without being heard
by the group which had by now gathered at the fringe of the lake. In a low, quick voice, and one which he
knew by experience would find an immediate response, he said: "Stand where
you are. Not one more step, do you hear me? I have something to tell you.
Unless you stand still and listen to me you will forfeit the golden thrones
which are now complete and are on their way to your apartment. Go back now. Go
back to the Castle -- to your room, or there will be trouble." While he spoke he made signs to those on
the shore; he shrugged his shoulders impotently. The while, his quick voice ran
on, mesmerizing the twins, hip-deep among the sparkling ripples. "You will not speak of the Fire --
and you will keep to yourselves and not go out and meet people as you are doing
today against my orders. You have disobeyed. I shall arrive at your rooms at
ten o'clock tonight. I am displeased, for you have broken your promise. Yet you
shall have your glory; but only if you never speak of the Fire. Sit down at once!"
This peremptory order was one which Steerpike could not resist. Their eyes had
been fixed on him as he spoke, and he wished to convince himself that they were
powerless to disobey him at such moments as this -- that they were unable to
think of anything save what he was driving into their consciousness by the
peculiar low voice which he adopted and by the constant repetition of a few
simple maxims. A twist of his lips suggested the vile, overweening satisfaction
he experienced as he watched the two purple creatures sink upon their rears in
the lukewarm lake. Only their long necks and saucer-like faces remained above
the surface. Surrounding each of them was the wavering fringe of a purple
skirt. Directly he had seen, tasted and absorbed
the delicious essence of the situation, his voice rapped out: "Go back!
Back to your rooms and wait for me. Back at once -- no talking on the
shore." As they sank into the lake, automatically,
at his orders, he had, for the benefit of the watchers, clasped his head in his
hands as though in desperation. Then the aunts arose, all stuck about with
purple and made their way, hand in hand, to the amazed gathering on the sands. Steerpike's lesson had been well digested,
and they walked solemnly past the Doctor, Fuchsia, Irma and Nannie Slagg and
into the trees; and, turning to their left along a hazel ride, proceeded, in a
kind of sodden trance, in the direction of the Castle. "It beats me, Doctor! Beats me
completely!" shouted the youth in the water. "You surprise me, dear boy!"
cried the Doctor. "By all that's amphibious, you surprise me. Have a
heart, dear child, have a heart, and swim away -- we're so tired of the sight
of your stomach." "Forgive its magnetism!" replied
Steerpike, who dived back under water and was next to be seen some distance
off, swimming steadily in the direction of the Raft-makers. Fuchsia, watching the sunlight flashing on
the wet arms of the now distant boy, found that her heart was pounding. She
mistrusted his eyes. She was repelled by his high, round forehead and the
height of his shoulders. He did not belong to the Castle as she knew it. But
her heart beat, for he was alive -- oh, so alive! and adventurous; and no one
seemed to be able to make him feel humble. As he had answered the Doctor his
eyes had been on her. She did not understand. Her melancholy was like a
darkness in her; but when she thought of him it seemed that through the
darkness a forked lightning ran. "I'm going back now," she said
to the Doctor. "Tonight we will meet, thank you. Come on, Nannie.
Good-bye, Miss Prunesquallor." Irma made a kind of curling movement with
her body and smiled woodenly. "Good day," she said. "It
has been delightful. Most. Bernard, your arm. I said -- your _arm_." "You did, and there's no doubt about
it, snow-blossom. I heard you," said her brother. "Ha! ha! ha! And
here it is. An arm of trembling beauty, its every pore agog for the touch of
your limp fingers. You wish to take it? You shall. You shall take it -- but
seriously, ha! ha! ha! Take it seriously, I pray you, sweet frog; but do let me
have it back some time. Let us away. Fuchsia, for now, good-bye. We part, only
to meet." Ostentatiously he raised his left elbow
and Irma, lifting her parasol over her head, her hips gyrating and her nose
like a needle pointing the way, took his arm and they moved into the shadows of
the trees. Fuchsia lifted Titus and placed him over
her shoulder, while Nannie folded up the rust-coloured rug, and they in their
turn began the homeward journey. Steerpike had reached the further shore
and the party of men had resumed their _dйtour_ of the lake, the chestnut
boughs across their shoulders. The youth moved jauntily ahead of them, spinning
the sword-stick. 66 COUNTESS
GERTRUDE Long after the drop of lake water had
fallen from the ilex leaf and the myriad reflections that had floated on its
surface had become a part of the abactina of what had gone for ever, the head
at the thorn-prick window had remained gazing out into the summer. It belonged to the Countess. She was
standing on a ladder, for only in such a way could she obtain a view through
that high, ivy-cluttered opening. Behind her the shadowy room was full of
birds. Blobs of flame on the dark crimson
wallpaper smouldered, for a few sunbeams shredded their way past her head and
struck the wall with silent violence. They were entirely motionless in the half
light and burned without a flicker, forcing the rest of the room into still
deeper shade, and into a kind of subjugated motion, a counter-play of volumes
of many shades between the hues of deep ash-grey and black. It was difficult to see the birds, for
there were no candles lighted. The summer burned beyond the small high window. At last the Countess descended the ladder,
step after mammoth step, until both feet on the ground she turned about, and
began to move to the shadowy bed. When she reached its head she ignited the
wick of a half-melted candle and, seating herself at the base of the pillows,
emitted a peculiarly sweet, low, whistling note from between her great lips. For all her bulk it was as though she had,
from a great winter tree, become a summer one. Not with leaves was she decked,
but, thick as foliage, with birds. Their hundred eyes twinkled like glass beads
in the candlelight. "Listen," she said. "We're
alone. Things are bad. Things are going wrong. There's evil afoot. I know
it." Her eyes narrowed. "But let "em
try. We can bide our time. We"ll hold our horses. Let them rear their ugly
hands, and by the Doom, we"ll crack "em chine-ways. Within four days
the Earling -- and then I'll take him, babe and boy -- Titus the
Seventy-seventh." She rose to her feet. "God shrive my
soul, for it"ll need it!" she boomed, as the wings fluttered about
her and the little claws shifted for balance. "God shrive it when I find
the evil thing! For absolution, or no absolution -- there"ll be
_satisfaction_ found." She gathered some cake crumbs from a nearby crate,
and placed them between her lips. At the trotting sound of her tongue a warbler
pecked from her mouth, but her eyes had remained half closed, and what could be
seen of her iris was as hard and glittering as a wet flint. "Satisfaction," she repeated
huskily, with something purr-like in the heavy-sounding syllables. "In
Titus it's all centred. Stone and mountain -- the Blood and the Observance. Let
them touch him. For every hair that's hurt I'll stop a heart. If grace I have
when turbulence is over -- so be it; and if not -- what then?" 67 THE
APPARITION Something in a white shroud was moving
towards the door of the twins' apartment. The Castle was asleep. The silence
like space. The Thing was inhumanly tall and appeared to have no arms. In their room the aunts sat holding each other
by the empty grate. They had been waiting so long for the handle of the door to
turn. This is now what it began to do. The twins had their eyes on it. They had
been watching it for over an hour -- the room ill lit -- their brass clock
ticking. And then, suddenly, through the gradually yawning fissure of the door
the Thing entered, its head scraping the lintel -- its head grinning and
frozen, was the head of a skull. They could not scream. The twins could not
scream. Their throats were contracted; their limbs had stiffened. The bulging
of their four identical eyes was ghastly to see, and as they stood there,
paralysed, a voice from just below the grinning skull cried: "Terror! terror! terror! pure; naked;
and bloody!" And the nine-foot length of sheet moved
into the room. Old Sourdust's skull had come in useful.
Balanced on the end of the sword-stick, and dusted with phosphorus, the sheet
hanging vertically down its either side, and kept in place by a tack through
the top of the cranium, Steerpike was able to hold it three feet above his own
head and peer through a slit he had made in the sheet at his eye level. The
white linen fell in long sculptural folds to the floor of the room. The twins were the colour of the sheet.
Their mouths were wide open and their screams tore inwards at their bowels for
lack of natural vent. They had become congealed with an icy horror, their hair,
disentangling from knot and coil, had risen like pampas grass that lifts in a
dark light when gusts prowl shuddering and presage storm. They could not even
cling more closely together, for their limbs were weighted with cold stone. It
was the end. The Thing scraped the ceiling with its head and moved forward
noiselessly in one piece. Having no human possibility of height, it had no
height. It was not a tall ghost -- it was immeasurable; Death walking like an
element. Steerpike had realized that unless
something was done it would be only a matter of time before the twins, through
the loose meshwork of their vacant brains, divulged the secret of the Burning.
However much they were in his power he could not feel sure that the obedience
which had become automatic in his presence would necessarily hold when they
were among others. As he now saw it, it seemed that he had been at the mercy of
their tongues ever since the Fire -- and he could only feel relief that he had
escaped detection -- for until now he had had hopes that, vacuous as they were,
they would be able to understand the peril in which, were any suspicion to be
attached to them, they would stand. But he now realized that through terrorism
and victimization alone could loose lips be sealed. And so he had lain awake
and planned a little episode. Phosphorus, which along with the poisons he had
concocted in Prunesquallor's dispensary, and which as yet he had found no use
for -- his sword-stick, as yet unsheathed, save when alone he polished the slim
blade, and a sheet. These were his media for the concoction of a walking death. And now he was in their room. He could
watch them perfectly through the slit in the sheet. If he did not speak now,
before the hysterics began, then they would hear nothing, let alone grasp his
meaning. He lifted his voice to a weird and horrible pitch. "I am Death!" he cried. "I
am all who have died. I am the death of Twins. Behold! Look at my face. It is
naked. It is bone. It is Revenge. _Listen_. I am the One who strangles." He took a further pace towards them. Their
mouths were still open and their throats strained to loose the clawing cry. "I come as Warning! Warning! Your
throats are long and white and ripe for strangling. My bony hands can squeeze
all breath away . . . I come as Warning! _Listen!_" There was no alternative for them. They
had no power. "I am Death -- and I will talk to you
-- the Burners. Upon that night you lit a crimson fire. You burned your
brother's heart away! Oh, horror!" Steerpike drew breath. The eyes of the
twins were well nigh upon their cheekbones. He must speak very simply. "But there is yet a still more bloody
crime. The crime of speech. The crime of Mentioning, Mentioning. For this, I
murder in a darkened room. _I_ shall be watching. Each time you move your
mouths _I_ shall be watching. Watching. Watching with my enormous eyes of bone.
I shall be listening. Listening, with my fleshless ears: and my long fingers
will be itching . . . itching. Not even to each other shall you speak. Not of
your crime. Oh, horror! Not of the crimson Fire. "My cold grave calls me back, but
shall I answer it? No! For I shall be beside _you_ for ever. Listening,
listening; with my fingers itching. You will not see me . . . but I shall be
here . . . there . . . and wherever you go . . . for evermore. Speak not of
Fire . . . or Steerpike . . . Fire -- or Steerpike, your protector, for the
sake of your long throats. . . Your long white throats." Steerpike turned majestically. The skull
had tilted a little on the point of the sword-stick, but it did not matter. The
twins were icebound in an arctic sea. As he moved solemnly through the doorway,
something grotesque, terrifying, ludicrous in the slanting angle of the skull
-- as though it were listening . . . gave emphasis to all that had gone before. As soon as he had closed the door behind
him he shed himself of the sheet, and, wrapping the skull in its folds, hid it
from view among some lumber that lay along the wall of the passage. There was still no sound from the room. He
knew that it would be fruitless to appear the same evening. Whatever he said
would be lost. He waited a few moments, however, expecting the hysteria to find
a voice, but at length began his return journey. As he turned the corner of a
distant passageway, he suddenly stopped dead. It had begun. Dulled as it was by
the distance and the closed doors, it was yet horrifying enough -- the remote,
flat, endless screaming of naked panic. When, on the evening of the next day, he
visited them he found them in bed. The old woman who smelt so badly had brought
them their meals. They lay close together and were obviously very ill. They
were so white that it was difficult to tell where their faces ended and the
long pillow began. The room was brightly lit. Steerpike was
glad to notice this. He remembered that, as "Death", he had mentioned
his preference for "strangling in a _darkened_ room". The strong
lights indicated that the twins were able to remember at least a part of what
he had said that night. But even now he was taking no chances. "Your Ladyships," he said,
"you look seedy. Very seedy. But believe me, you don't look as bad as I
feel. I have come for your advice and perhaps for your help. I must tell you.
Be prepared." He coughed. "I have had a visitor. A visitor from
Beyond. Do not be startled, ladies. But his name was Death. He came to me and
he said: 'Their Ladyships have done foul murder. I shall go to them now and
squeeze the breath from their old bodies.' But I said: 'No! hold back, I pray
you. For they have promised never to divulge a word.' And Death said: 'How can
I be sure? How can I have proof?' I answered: 'I am your witness. If their
Ladyships so much as mention the word FIRE or STEERPIKE, you shall take them
with you under wormy ground.' Cora and Clarice were trying to speak, but
they were very weak. At last Cora said: "He . . . came . . . here . . . too.
He's still here. Oh, save us! save us!" "He came here!" said Steerpike,
jumping to his feet. "Death came here, too?" "Yes." "How strange that you are still
alive! Did he give you orders?" "Yes," said Clarice. "And you remember them all?" "Yes. . . yes!" said Cora,
fingering her throat. "We can remember everything. Oh, save us." "It is for you to save yourselves
with silence. You wish to live?" They nodded pathetically. "Then never a word." "Never a word," echoed Clarice
in the hush of the bright room. Steerpike bowed and retired, and returned
by an alternative staircase flanked by a long, steep curve of banister, down
which he slid at high speed, landing nimbly at the foot of the stairs with a
kind of pounce. He had commandeered a fresh suite of rooms
whose windows gave upon the cedar lawns. It was more in keeping with the
position which his present duties commanded. Glancing along the corridor before he
entered his apartments, he could see in the distance -- too far for the sound
of their footsteps -- the figures of Fuchsia and the Doctor. He entered his room. The window was a
smoke-blue rectangle, intersected by black branches. He lit a lamp. The walls
flared, and the window became black. The branches had disappeared. He drew the
blinds. He kicked off his shoes and, springing on the bed, twisted himself onto
his back and, for a moment, discarded his dignity and became, at least
physically, a little more in keeping with his seventeen years; for he wriggled,
arched his spine and stretched out his arms and legs with a terrible glee. Then
he began to laugh and laugh, the tears pouring from his dark-red eyes until,
utterly exhausted and helpless, he fell back upon the pillows and slept, his
thin lips twisted. An hour earlier, Fuchsia had met the
Doctor at their rendezvous, the Cool Room. He had not been flippant. He had
helped her with words well chosen and thoughts simple and direct that touched
deftly on the areas of her sorrow. Together they had covered in their
conversation, the whole range of lamentable and melancholy experiences which it
had been their lot to encounter. They had spoken of all connected with them, of
Fuchsia's brooding mother; of the uncanny disappearance of her father, and
whether he was dead or alive; of the Doctor's sister and of the Twins: of the
enigma of Swelter and Flay and of little Nannie Slagg; of Barquentine and of
Steerpike. "Be careful of him, Fuchsia,"
said the Doctor. "Will you remember that?" "I will," said Fuchsia.
"Yes, I will, Doctor Prune." Dusk was beyond the bay window . . . a
great, crumbling dusk that wavered and descended like a fog of ashes. Fuchsia unfastened the two top buttons of
her blouse and folded the corners back. She had turned away from the Doctor as she
did so. Then she held her hands cupped over her breast bone. It seemed as
though she were hiding something. "Yes, I _will_ be careful, Doctor
Prune," she repeated, "and I'll remember all you have said -- and
tonight I had to wear it -- I had to." "You had to wear what, my little
mushroom?" said Prunesquallor, lightening his voice for the first time,
for the serious session was over and they could relax. "Bless my dull wits
if I haven't lost the thread -- if there _was_ one! Say it again, my Swarthy-sweet." "Look! -- look! -- for you and for
me, because I wanted to." She dropped her hands to her side, where
they hung heavily. Her eyes shone. She was a mixture of the clumsy and the
magnificent -- her head bridled up -- her throat gleaming, her feet apart and
the toes turned in a little. "LOOK!" The Doctor at her command looked very hard
indeed. The ruby he had given her that night, when for the first time he had
met Steerpike, burned against her breast. And then, suddenly, unexpectedly, she had fled,
her feet pounding on the stone floors, while the door of the Cool Room swung to
and fro . . . to and fro. 68 THE
EARLING The day of the "Earling" was a
day of rain. Monotonous, sullen, grey rain with no life in it. It had not even
the power to stop. There were always a hundred heads at the windows of the
North wing that stared into the sky, into the rain. A hundred figures leant
across the sills of the Southern wall, and stared. They would disappear back
into the darkness, one by one, but others would have appeared at other windows.
There would always be about a hundred starers. Rain. The slow rain. The East
and the West of the Castle watched the rain. It was to be a day of rain . . .
There could be no stopping it. Even before the dawn, hours before, when
the Grey Scrubbers were polishing the walls of the stone kitchen, and the
Raft-Makers were putting the finishing touches to the raft of chestnut boughs,
and the stable boys, by the light of lanterns, were grooming the horses, it was
obvious that there was a change in the Castle. It was the Greatest Day. And it
rained. It was obvious, this change, in many ways, most superficially of all,
in the visual realm, for all wore sacking. Every mortal one. Sacking dyed in
the hot blood of eagles. On this day there could be no one, no one save Titus,
exempted from the immemorial decree -- "_That the Castle shall wear
sacking on the Earling day._" Steerpike had officiated at the
distribution of the garments under the direction of Barquentine. He was getting
to know a great deal about the more obscure and legendary rites. It was in his
mind to find himself on Barquentine's decease the leading, if not the sole
authority in matters of ritual and observance. In any event, the subject fascinated
him. It was potential. "Curse!" he muttered, as he woke
to the sound of rain. But still, what did it matter? It was the future that he
had his eyes on. A year ahead. Five years ahead. In the meantime, "all
aboard for glory!" Mrs. Slagg was up early and had put her
sacking garment on at once in deference to the sacrosanct convention. It was a
pity that she could not wear her hat with the glass grapes, but of course, on
the day of the Earling, no one wore hats. A servant had brought in, the night before,
the stone which Titus was to hold in his left hand, the ivy branch which he was
to carry in his right, and the necklace of snail-shells for his little neck. He
was still asleep, and Nannie was ironing the white linen smock which would
reach his ankles. It was blanched to a quality as of white light. Nannie
fingered it as though it were gossamer. "So it's come to this." Nannie
was talking to herself. "So it's come to this. The tiniest thing in the
world to be an Earl today. _Today!_ Oh, my weak heart, how cruel they are to
make a tiny thing have such responsiverity! Cruel. Cruel. It isn't
righteousness! No, it isn't. But he _is_. He _is_ the Earl, the naughty mite.
The only one -- and no one can say he isn't. Oh, my poor heart! they've never
been to see him. It's only _now_ they want to see him because the day has
come." Her miniature screwed-up face was
skirmishing with tears. Her mouth worked itself in and out of its own dry
wrinkles between every sentence. "They expect him to come, the new little Earl,
for their homage and everything, but it's me who baths him and gets him ready,
and irons out his white smock, and gives him his breakfast. But they won't
think of all that -- and then. . . and then. .." (Nannie suddenly sat down
on the edge of a chair and began to cry) "they"ll take him away from
me. Oh, justlessness -- and I'll be all alone -- all alone to die . . . and
--" "I'll be with you," said Fuchsia
from the door. "And they won't take him away from you. Of course, they
won't." Nannie Slagg ran up to her and clung to
her arm. "They _will_!" she cried. "Your huge mother said she
would. She _said_ she would." "Well, they haven't taken _me_ away,
have they?" said Fuchsia. "But you're only a girl!" cried
Nannie Slagg louder than ever. "You don't matter. You're not going to be
anything." Fuchsia dislodged the old woman's hand and
walked heavily to the window. The rain poured down. It poured down. The voice behind her went on: "As
though I haven't poured my love out every day -- every day. I've poured it all
away until I'm hollowed out. It's always me. It always has been. Toil after
toil. Moil after moil; with no one to say 'God bless you'. No one to
understand." Fuchsia could stand it no longer. Much as
she loved her nurse, she could not hear that melancholy, peevish voice and
watch the doleful rain and keep herself calm. Unless she left the room she
would break something -- the nearest breakable thing. She turned and ran, and
in her own rooni once more, fell upon her bed, the skirt of a sacking costume
rucked up about her thighs. Of the Castle's countless breakfasts that
dark morning there were few that tasted well. The steady monotone of the
pattering rain was depressing enough, but for it to descend on such a day was
sheer gloom. It was as though it defied the Castle's inmost faith; taunted it
with a dull, ignorant descent of blasphemy, as though the undrainable clouds
were muttering: "What is an Earling to us? It is immaterial." It was well that there was much to do
before the hour of twelve, and there were few who were not occupied with some
task or another relevant to the Day. The great kitchen was in an uproar of
activity before eight o'clock had struck. The new chef was in great contrast to the
old; a bow-legged, mulefaced veteran of the ovens, with a mouthful of brass
teeth and tough, dirty grey hair. His head appeared to sprout the stuff rather
than grow it. There was something ferocious about it. In the kitchen it was
said that he had his head cropped every other day -- indeed, there were some
who held that they had seen it on the move at the speed of the minute hand of a
great clock. Out of his mule face and from between the
glintings of his teeth a slow, resonant voice would make its way from time to
time. But he was not communicative, and for the most part gave his orders by
means of gesturing with his heavy hands. The activities in the great kitchen, where
everything relating to the preparation of food in all its aspects seemed to be
going on at the same moment, and where the heat was beginning to make the stone
hall sweat, were not, in fact, being pursued in readiness for this Day of
Earling, but for the morrow; for, alongside the sartorial beggary went a
mendicant's diet, the figures of sacking having only crusts to eat until the
next day dawned, when, once more in their own clothes, the symbolic humility in
the presence of the new Earl of Gormenghast over, they were able to indulge in
a barbecue that rivalled that on the day of Titus's birth. The kitchen staff, man and boy, and the
entire servantage in all its forms and both its sexes, were to be ready at
half-past eleven to troop down to Gormenghast Lake, where the trees would be in
readiness for them. The carpenters had been working at the
lakeside and among the branches for the last three days. In the cedars had been
erected the wooden platforms which had for twenty-two years been leaning
against a midnight wall in the depths of the ale vaults. Strangely shaped areas
of battened planking, like fragments from an immense jig-saw pattern. They had
had to be strengthened, for twenty-two years in the unhealthy cellars had not
improved them, and they had, of course, to be repainted -- white. Each weirdly
outlined platform was so shaped that it might fit perfectly in place among the
cedar branches. The varying eccentricities of the trees had many hundreds of
years ago been the subject of careful study, so that at all the future Earlings
the stages, so ingeniously devised, might be slipped into place with the
minimum of difficulty. On the back of each wooden stage was written the name of
the tree for which it was constructed and the height of the platform from the
ground, so that there would be no confusion. There were four of these wooden
inventions, and they were now in place. The four cedars to which they belonged
were all thigh deep in the lake, and against the great boles of these trees
ladders were erected which sloped across the shallow water from the shore to a
foot or so below the level of the platforms. Similar but ruder structures were
wedged in among the branches of ash and beech, and where possible among the
closely growing larches and pines. On the opposite side of the lake, where the
aunts had paddled from the sand to the dripping Steerpike, the trees were set
too far back from the water's edge to afford the necessary vantage; but in the
densely wooded hanger were a thousand boughs among the convolutions of which
the menials could find themselves some kind of purchase or another. A yew tree in a clearing, rather farther
back from the water than the rest of the inhabited trees, had the wedge-faced
poet as its guest. A great piece had been torn from its side, and in the cleft
the rain bubbled and the naked flesh of the tree was crimson. The rain fell
almost vertically in the breathless air, stippling the grey lake. It was as
though its white, glass texture of yesterday was now composed of a different
substance -- of grey sandpaper -- a vast granulated sheet of it. The platforms
ran with films of the rain. The leaves dripped and splashed in the films. The
sand on the opposite shore was sodden. The Castle was too far to be seen
through the veil of endless water. There was no individual cloud to be seen. It
was a grey sky, unbroken, from which the melancholy strings descended. The day drew on, minute after raining
minute; hour after raining hour, until the trees of the steep hanger were
filled with figures. They were to be found on practically every branch that was
strong enough to support them. A great oak was filled with the kitchen staff. A
beech, with the gardeners, Pentecost sitting majestically in the main dividing
fork of the slippery trunk. The stable lads were perching themselves
precariously among the branches of a dead walnut and, cat-calling and whistling,
were pulling each other's hair at every opportunity or kicking out with their
feet. For every tree or group of trees, its trade or status. Only a few officials moved about at the
water's edge, awaiting the arrival of the principal figures. Only a few
_officials_ among the trees, but on the further shore, and along the strip of
dark sand, there was gathered a great congregation. It stood in complete
silence. Old men, old women, and clusters of strange striplings. There was
about them a complete silence. They were apart. They were the Mud Dwellers --
the denizens of the Outer Wall -- the forgotten people -- the Bright Carvers. There was a woman by the shore. She stood
a little apart from a group. Her face was young and it was old: the structure
youthful, the expression, broken by time -- the bane of the Dwellers. In her
arms was an infant with flesh like alabaster. The rain came down on all. It was warm
rain. Warm, melancholy and perpetual. It laved the little alabaster body of the
child and still it laved it. There was no ending, and the great lake swelled.
In the high branches of the dead walnut tree the whistling and scuffling had
ceased, for horses were moving through the conifers of the adjacent shore. They
had reached the water's edge and were being tethered to the low sweeping arms
of the cedars. On the first horse, a great grey hunter by
any normal standard, was seated, side-saddle, the Countess. She had been hidden
among leaves, only the horse showing itself; but immediately she became exposed
to view her mount became a pony. The symbolic sacking hung about her in
vast, dripping folds. Behind her, a roan bore Fuchsia, with her legs astride.
She was patting its neck as she came through the trees. It was like patting
soaked velvet. Its black mane was like a repetition of Fuchsia's hair. Lank
with the rain, it clung to the forehead and the throat. The aunts were in a pony trap. That they
were not in purple seemed extraordinary. Their dresses had always been as
indigenous and inevitable a part of them as their faces. They seemed
uncomfortable in the sacking and kept plucking at it with their limp hands. The
thin man who led the pony brought it to a halt at the lake side, and at the
same moment another trap, of similar design but painted a dark and unpleasant
orange, trundled through the pines, and there was Mrs. Slagg, sitting as
upright as she could, her proud attitude (as she supposed it) nullified by the
terrified look of her face, which protruded like some kind of wizened fruit
from the coarse folds of the garment. She could remember the Earling of
Sepulchrave. He had been in his teens. He had swum out to the raft, and there
had been no rain. But -- oh, her poor heart! -- this was so different. It would
never have rained at an "Earling" when she was a young girl. Things
were so different then. On her lap was Titus -- drenched. Even so
the smock she had been so carefully ironing looked miraculously white, as
though it gave forth light instead of receiving it. He sucked his thumb as he
stared about him. He saw the figures peering down at him from the trees. He did
not smile: he simply stared, turning his face from one to another. Then he
became interested in a golden bangle which the Countess had sent him the same
morning, pulling it as far up his arm as he could, then down to his plump,
wrinkled wrist, studying it seriously all the while. The Doctor and his sister had a sycamore
to themselves. Irma took some time being hoisted, and was not at all happy
about the whole business. She disliked having her hips wedged between rough
branches even in the cause of symbolism. The Doctor, seated a little above her,
looked like some form of bird, possibly a plucked crane. Steerpike had followed Nannie Slagg in
order to impress the crowd. Although he should have been in a pine-for-four, he
now selected a small ash, where he could both be seen and could see with equal
advantage to himself and the rest of Gormenghast. The Twins were keeping their mouths
tightly shut. They repeated to themselves every thought as it occurred to them,
to find whether the word "fire" could possibly have crept into it,
and when they found it hadn't, they decided in any event to keep it to
themselves, in order to be on the safe side. Thus it was that they had not spoken
a word since Steerpike left them in their bedroom. They were still white, but
not so horribly so. The breath of a yellow reflection had infiltrated itself
into their skin and this was nasty enough. Nothing could have been more truly
spoke than when Steerpike (as Death) had cried that he would be forever with
them. They held each other tightly as they waited to be helped from the trap,
for Death had not left them since that curdling night and his livid skull was
before their eyes. By well-proportioned mixtures of
brute-strength and obsequious delicacy the officials had at last established
the Countess Gertrude upon her stage in the enormous swarthy boughs of the
cedar tree. A red carpet had been spread over the woodwork of the platform. The
waders and lakeside birds of many breeds which had been disturbed by the
activities of the Day, after flying distractedly hither and thither over the
forest in swarms, had, as soon as the Countess was seated in the enormous
wickerwork chair, flocked to her tree, in which they settled. Angling and
disputing for positions at her feet and over various parts of her accommodating
body were a whitethroat, a fieldfare, a willowwren, a nuthatch, a tree-pipit, a
sand martin, a red-backed shrike, a goldfinch, a yellow bunting, two jays, a greater
spotted woodpecker, three moorhens (on her lap with a mallard, a woodcock, and
a curlew), a wagtail, four missel thrushes, six blackbirds, a nightingale and
twentyseven sparrows. They fluttered themselves, sending sprays
of varying dimensions according to their wing-spans through the dripping air.
There was more shelter beneath the cedars with their great out-stretched hands
spread one above the other in dark-green, dripping terraces, than was the case
for those in alternative vegetation. At this extreme the stable boys in the top
branches of the walnut might as well have been sitting in the lake, they could
not have been wetter. It was the same for the Dwellers on the
shore -- that proud, inpoverished congregation. They cast no reflection in the
water at their feet -- it was too triturated by the pricking of the rain. Getting Barquentine established on his
stage was the trickiest and most unpleasant task which fell to the lot of the
officials. It took place to the accompaniment of such hideous swearing as
caused his withered leg to blush beneath the sacking. It must have been
hardened by many years of oaths, but this morning an awakened sense of shame at
what the upper part of the body could descend to, raddled it from hip to toe.
Its only consolation was that the contaminating influence had not descended
lower than the lungs, and what diseases the withered leg experienced were
entirely physical. When he was seated on the high-backed
"Earling" chair he pushed his crutch irritably beneath it and then
began to wring out his beard. Fuchsia was by now in her cedar. She had one to
herself and it was comparatively dry, a thick foliage spreading immediately
above the stage -- and she was gazing across the water at the Dwellers. What
was it about them that quickened her -- those people of the Outer Wall? Why did
she feel ill at ease? It was as though they held a dark secret of which, one
day, they would make use; something which would jeopardize the security of the
Castle. But they were powerless. They depended upon the grace of Gormenghast.
What could they do? Fuchsia noticed a woman standing a little apart from a
group. Her feet were in the lake. In her arms she held a child. It seemed, as
Fuchsia watched, that she could see for a quick moment the dark strands of rain
through the limbs of the child. She rubbed her eyes and again she stared. It
was so far. She could not tell. Even the officials had climbed into the
ivy-throttled elm with its broken limb that hung by a sapless tendon. The Aunts, on the fourth of the cedar
stages, shivered, their mouths tightly closed. Death sat with them and they
could not concentrate on the procedure. Barquentine had started, his old voice
grating its way through the warm downpour. It could be heard everywhere, for no
one noticed the sound of the rain any more. It had been so monotonous for so
long that it had become inaudible. Had it stopped suddenly the silence would
have been like a blow. Steerpike was watching Fuchsia through the
branches. She would be difficult, but it was only a matter of careful planning.
He must not hurry it. Step by step. He knew her temperament. Simple --
painfully simple; inclined to be passionate over ridiculous things; headstrong
-- but a girl, nevertheless, and easy to frighten or to flatter; absurdly loyal
to the few friends she had; but mistrust could always be sown quite easily. Oh,
so painfully simple! That was the crux of it. There was Titus, of course -- but
what were problems for if not to be solved. He sucked at his hollow tooth. Prunesquallor had wiped his glasses for
the twentieth time and was watching Steerpike watching Fuchsia. He was not
listening to Barquentine, who was rattling off the catechismic monody as fast
as he could, for he was suffering the first twinges of rheumatism. ". . . and will forever hold in
sacred trust the castle of his fathers and the domain adhering thereto. That he
will in letter and in spirit defend it in every way against the incursions of
alien worlds. That he will observe its sacred rites, honour its crest, and in
due time instil into the first male of his loins, reverence for its every stone
until among his fathers he has added, in the tomb, his link to the unending
chain of Groans. So be it." Barquentine wiped the water from his face
with the flat of his hand and wrung out his beard again. Then he fumbled for
his crutch and hoisted himself on to his leg. With his free arm he pushed aside
a branch and screamed down through the branches: "Are you skulks ready?" The two Raftmen were ready. They had taken
Titus from Nannie Slagg and were standing on the raft of chestnut boughs at the
lake's edge. Titus was sitting at their feet in the middle of the raft, the
size of a doll. His sepia hair was stuck to his face and neck. His violet eyes
were a little startled. His white smock clung to him so that the form of his
little body was divulged. The clinging cloth was luminous. "Push off, curse you! Push off!"
yelled Barquentine. His voice raked the water's surface east to west. With a long, gradual shoving of their
poles the two men propelled the raft into deeper water. Moving up either side
of the raft and plunging their poles a dozen or so times brought them near the
centre of the lake. In a leather bag hung at his waist the older of the two Raftmen
had the symbolic stone, ivy branch and necklace of snail-shells. The water was
now too deep for them to strike bottom and they dived over the side and,
turning, clasped the edge of the raft. Then, striking out, frog-like with their
legs, they had soon brought the raft to the approximate position. "More to the west!" screamed
Barquentine from the shore. "More to the west, idiots!" The swimmers splashed themselves around to
the adjacent edge of the raft and once more began to kick out. Then they lifted
their heads from the rain-prodded water and stared in the direction
ofBarquentine's voice. "Hold!" yelled the unpleasant
voice. "And hide your damned selves!" The two men worked their way around until
their heads were very nearly obscured by the thick chestnut rim of the raft on
the far side from the trees. With only their faces bobbing above the
surface they trod water. Titus was alone. He stared about him, bewildered.
Where was everybody? The rain streamed over him. His features began to pucker
and his lips to tremble, and he was about to burst into tears when he changed
his mind and decided to stand up instead. The raft had become quite still and
he kept his balance. Barquentine grunted to himself. This was
good. Ideally speaking, the prospective Earl should be on his feet while being
named. In the case of Titus this tenet would naturally have had to be waived if
the infant had decided to keep seated or to crawl about. "Titus Groan," cried the ancient
voice from the shore, "the Day has come! The Castle awaits your
sovereignty. From horizon to horizon all is yours, to hold in trust -- animal,
vegetable and mineral, time without end, save for your single death that cannot
stem a tide of such illustrious Blood." This was the Raftmen's cue, and clambering
over the side they placed the necklace of snails around the little wet neck,
and as the voice from the shore cried, "Now!" attempted to place in
Titus's hands the stone and the ivy branch. But he would not hold them. "Hell's blood and gallstones!"
screamed Barquentine, "what's the matter? Rot your hides! what's the
matter? Give him his stone and ivy, curse you!" They opened his little fingers with
difficulty and placed the symbols against his palms, but he snatched his hands
away from them. He would not hold the things. Barquentine was beside himself. It was as
though the child had a mind of its own. He smote the stage with his crutch and
spat with fury. There was not one, either, among the dripping trees or along
the strip of bubbling sand -- not one whose eyes were not fixed on Titus. The men on the raft were helpless. "Fools! fools! fools!" came the
hideous voice through the rain. "Leave them at his feet, curse your black
guts! Leave them at his feet! Oh, body of me, take your damned heads
away!" The two men slipped back into the water,
cursing the old man. They had left the stone and the ivy branch on the raft at
the child's feet. Barquentine knew that the Earling was to
be completed by noon: it was decreed in the old tomes and was Law. There was
barely a minute to go. He swung his bearded head to left and
right. "Your Ladyship, the Countess Gertrude of Gormenghast! Your Ladyship
Fuchsia of Gormenghast! Their Ladyships Cora and Clarice Groan of Gormenghast!
Arise!" Barquentine crutched himself forward on
the slippery stage until he was within a few inches of the edge. There was no
time to lose. "Gormenghast will now watch! And
listen! It is the Moment!" He cleared his throat and began and could
not stop, for there was no time left. But as he cried the traditional words,
his finger-nails were splintering into the oakwood of his crutch and his face
had become purple. The huge beads of sweat on his brow were lilac, for the
colour of his congested head burned through them. "In the sight of all! In the sight of
the Castle's Southern wing, in the sight of Gormenghast mountain, and in the
sacred sight of your forefathers of the Blood, I, Warden of the Immemorial
Rites proclaim you, on this day of Earling, to be the Earl, the only legitimate
Earl between heaven and earth, from skyline to skyline -- Titus, the
Seventy-seventh Lord of Gormenghast." A hush most terrible and unearthly had
spread and settled over the lake, over the woods and towers and over the world.
Stillness had come like a shock, and now that the shock was dying, only the
white emptiness of silence remained. For while the concluding words were being
cried in a black anger, two things had occurred. The rain had ceased and Titus
had sunk to his knees and had begun to crawl to the raft's edge with a stone in
one hand and an ivy branch in the other. And then, to the horror of all, had
dropped the sacrosanct symbols into the depths of the lake. In the brittle, pricking silence that
followed, a section of delicate blue sky broke free from the murk of the clouds
above him, and he rose to his feet and, turning to the dark multitude of the
Dwellers, approached in little careful paces to the edge of the raft that faced
the side of the lake where they were gathered. His back was turned to
Barquentine, to the Countess his mother, and to all who stared transfixed at
the only moving thing in the porcelain silence. Had a branch broken in any one of the
thousand trees that surrounded the water, or had a cone fallen from a pine, the
excruciating tension would have snapped. Not a branch broke. Not a cone fell. In the arms of the woman by the shore the
strange child she held began to struggle with a strength that she could not
understand. It had reached outward from her breast, outward, over the lake; and
as it did so the sky began to blossom in azure and Titus, at the edge of the
raft, tore at his necklace with such force that he found it loose in his hands.
Then he lifted his head and his single cry froze the multitude that watched him
on every side, for it was neither a cry of tears nor of joy; nor was it fear,
or even pain -- it was a cry that for all its shrillness was unlike the voice
of a child. And as he cried he swung the necklace across the sparkling water;
and as it sank a rainbow curved over Gormenghast and a voice answered him. A tiny voice. In the absolute stillness it
filled the universe -- a cry like the single note of a bird. It floated over
the water from the Dwellers, from where the woman stood apart from her kind;
from the throat of the little child of Keda's womb -- the bastard babe, and
Titus's foster-sister, lambent with ghost-light. 69 MR.
ROTTCODD AGAIN The while, beneath the downpour and the
sunbeams, the Castle hollow as a tongueless bell, its corroded shell dripping
or gleaming with the ephemeral weather, arose in immemorial defiance of the
changing airs, and skies. These were but films of altering light and hue:
sunbeam shifting into moonbeam; the wafted leaf into the wafted snow; the musk
into a tooth of icicle. These but the transient changes on its skin: each hour
a pulse the more -- a shade the less: a lizard basking and a robin frozen. Stone after grey stone climbed. Windows
yawned: shields, scrolls and legendary mottoes, melancholy in their ruin,
protruded in worn relief over arches or doorways; along the sills of casements,
in the walls of towers or carved in buttresses. Storm-nibbled heads, their
shallow faces striated with bad green and draped with creepers, stared blindly
through the four quarters, from between broken eyelids. Stone after grey stone; and a sense of the
heaving skywards of great blocks, one upon another in a climbing weight,
ponderous and yet alive with the labour of dead days. Yet, at the same time, _still_;
while sparrows, like insects, flickered in wastes of ivy. Still, as though
paralysed by its own weight, while about it the momentary motions fluttered and
died: a leaf falling: a bull frog croaking from the moat, or an owl on wings of
wool floating earthwards in slow gyres. Was there something about these vertical
acres of stone that mouthed of a stillness that was more complete, a silence
that lay _within_, and drummed? Small winds rustled on the castle's outer
shell; leaves dropped away or were brushed by a bird's wing; the rain ceased
and creepers dripped -- but _within_ the walls not even the light changed, save
when the sun broke through in a series of dusty halls in the southern wing.
Remoteness. For _all_ were at the "Earling".
Around the lakeside was the Castle's breath. Only the old stone lung remained.
Not a footfall. Not a voice. Only wood, and stone, and doorway, bannister,
corridor and alcove, room after room, hall after hall, province after province. It was as though, at any moment some
inanimate Thing must surely move; a door open upon its own, or a clock start
whirling its hands: the stillness was too vast and charged to be content to
remain in this titanic atrophy -- the tension must surely find a vent -- and
burst suddenly, violently, like a reservoir of water from a smashed dam -- and
the shields fall from their rusty hooks, the mirrors crack, the boards lift and
open and the very castle tremble, shake its walls like wings; yawn, split and
crumble with a roar. But nothing happened. Each hall a mouth
that gaped and could not close. The stone jaws prised and aching. The doors
like eye-teeth missing from the bone! There was no sound and nothing human
happened. What moved in these great caves? A
shifting shadow? Only where sunlight through the south wing wandered. What
else? No other movement? Only the deathly padding of the cats. Only
the soundlessness of the dazed cats -- the line of them -- the undulating line
as blanched as linen, and lorn as the long gesture of a hand. Where, in the wastes of the forsaken
castle, spellbound with stone lacunas -- where could they find their way? From
hush to hush. All was unrooted. Life, bone and breath; echo and movement
gone... They flowed. Noiselessly and deliberately
they flowed. Through doors ajar they flowed on little feet. The stream of them.
The cats. Under the welkin of the flaking cherubs
doming through shade, they ran. The pillars narrowing in chill perspective
formed them their mammoth highway. The refectory opened up its tracts of
silence. Over the stones they ran. Along a corridor of fissured plaster. Room
after hollow room -- hall after hall, gallery after gallery, depth after depth,
until the acres of grey kitchen opened. The chopping blocks, the ovens and
grills, stood motionless as altars to the dead. Far below the warped beams they
flowed in a white band. There was no hesitation in their drift. The tail of the
white line had disappeared, and the kitchen was as barren as a cave in a lunar
hillside. They were swarming up cold stairs to other lands. Where has she gone? Through the drear
sub-light of a thousand yawns, they ran, their eyes like moons, Up winding
stairs to other worlds again, threading the noonday dusk. And they could find
no pulse and she was gone. Yet there was no cessation. League after
league, the swift, unhurried padding. The pewter room slid by, the bronze room
and the iron. The armoury slid by on either side -- the passageways slid by --
on either side -- and they could find no breath in Gormenghast. The doorway in the Hall of the
Bright Carvings was ajar. As they slid through the opening it was as though a
long, snow-soft serpent had appeared, its rippling body sown with yellow eyes.
Without a pause it streamed among the carvings lifting hundreds of little dust
clouds from the floor. It reached the hammock at the shuttered end, where, like
a continuation of silence and stillness in a physical form, dozed the curator,
the only living thing in the castle apart from the feline snake that was
flooding past him and was even now on its way back to the door. Above it, the
coloured carvings smouldered. The golden mule -- the storm-grey child -- the
wounded head with locks of chasmic purple. Rottcodd dozed on, entirely unaware, not
only that his sanctum had been invaded by her ladyship's cats, but unaware also
that the castle was empty below him and that it was the day of the Earling. No
one had told him of the Earl's disappearance for no one had climbed to the
dusty Hall since Mr. Flay's last visit. When he awoke, he felt hungry. Hauling up
the shutters of the window he noticed that the rain had stopped, and as far as
he could judge from the position of the sun it was well into the afternoon. Yet
nothing had been sent up for him in the miniature lift from the Kitchen, forty
fathoms below. This was unheard of. It was so new an idea that his food should
not be awaiting him that for the moment he could not be certain that he was
awake. Perhaps he was dreaming that he had left his hammock. He shook the cord that disappeared into
the black well, Faintly he could hear the bell jangling far beneath. Remote as
was the thin, metal sound, it seemed that it was much clearer today, than he
ever remembered it to have been before. It was as though it were the only thing
in motion. As though it had no other sound to contend with, not so much as the
buzzing of a fly upon a pane -- it jangled in so solitary a way, so distinct
and so infinitely far. He waited, but nothing happened. He lifted the end of
the cord for the second time and let it fall. Once more, as though from a city
of forsaken tombs, a bell rang. Again he waited. Again nothing happened. In deep and agitated thought he returned
to the window which was so seldom open, passing beneath the glimmering
chandeliers. Accustomed as he was to silence, there was something unique today
about the emptiness. Something both close and insistent. And as he pondered he
became aware of a sense of instability -- a sensation almost of fear -- as
though some ethic he had never questioned, something on which whatever he
believed was founded and through which his every concept filtered was now
threatened. As though, somewhere, there was _treason_. Something unhallowed,
menacing, and ruthless in its disregard for the fundamental premises of
_loyalty_ itself. What could be thought to count, or have even the meanest kind
of value in action or thought if the foundations on which his house of belief
was erected was found to be sinking and imperilling the sacrosanct structure it
supported. It could not be. For what _could_ change?
He fingered his chin and shot a hard, beady glance out of the window. Behind
him the long, adumbrate Hall of the Bright Carvings glimmered beneath the
suspended chandeliers. Here and there, a shoulder or a cheek bone or a fin or a
hoof burned green or indigo, crimson or lemon in the gloom. His hammock swung a
little. Something had gone wrong. Even had his
dinner been sent up the shaft to him in the normal way he must still have felt
that there was something wrong. This silence was of another kind. It was
portentous. He turned his thoughts over, tortuously
and his eyes, losing for a moment their beady look, wandered over the scene
below him. A little to his left and about fifty feet beneath his window was a
table-land of drab roof around the margin of which were turrets grey with moss,
set about three feet apart from one another. There were many scores of them,
and as his eyes meandered over the monotonous outline he jerked his head
forwards and his focus was no longer blurred, for he had suddenly realized that
every turret was surmounted by a cat, and every cat had its head thrust
forwards, and that every cat, as white as a plume, was peering through slit
eyes at something moving -- something moving far below on the narrow,
sand-coloured path which led from the castle's outhouses to the northern woods. Mr. Rottcodd, gauging by the converging
stares of the turreted cats, what area of distant earth to scan, for with such
motionless and avid concentration in every snow-lit form and yellow eye, there
must surely be a spectacle of peculiar interest below them, he was able within
a few moments to discover, moving toy-like, from the woods, a cavalcade of the
stone castle's core. Toy horses led. Mr. Rottcodd, who had long
sight but who could hardly tell how many fingers he held up before his own face
save by the apprehension of the digits themselves, removed his glasses. The
blurred figures, so far below his window, threading their way through sunlight,
no longer swam, but, starting into focus, startled him. What had happened? As
he asked himself the question, he knew the answer. That no one had thought fit
to tell him! No one! It was a bitter pill for him to swallow. He had been
forgotten. Yet he had always wished to be forgotten. He could not have it both
ways. He stared: and there was no mistaking.
Each figure was tiny but crystal clear in the rain-washed atmosphere. The
cradle-saddled horse that led the throng: the child whom he had never glimpsed
before, asleep, one arm along the cradle's rim. Asleep on the day of his
"Earling". Rottcodd winced. It was Titus. So Sepulchrave had died and
he had never known. They had been to the lake; to the lake; and there below him
on a slow grey mare was borne along the path -- the Seventy-seventh. Leading the mare by a bridle was a youth
he had not seen before. His shoulders were high and the sun shone on a rounded
forehead. Over the back of the mare, beneath the saddle-cradle, and hanging
almost to the ground, there was hung a gold embroidered carpet riddled with
moth holes. With Titus in the cradle was tied a
cardboard crown, a short sword in a sky-blue scabbard and a book, the parchment
leaves of which he was creasing with his little sprawling thighs. He was fast
asleep. Behind him, riding side-saddle, came the
Countess, her hair like a pin-head of fire. She made no movement as her mount
paced on. Then Mr. Rottcodd noticed Fuchsia. Her back very straight and her
hands loose upon the rein. Then the Aunts in their trap, whom Mr. Rottcodd
found it difficult to recognize for all the uniqueness of their posture, shed
as they were of their purple. He noticed Barquentine, whom he took for
Sourdust, his dead father, jabbing his crutch into his horse's flank, and then
Nannie Slagg alone in her conveyance, her hands at her mouth and a stable boy
at the pony"s. As vanguard to the pedestrians came the Prunesquallors,
Irma's arm through her brother's followed by Pentecost and the wedge-faced
poet. But who was that mule-headed and stocky man who slouched between them,
and where was Swelter the chef, and where was Flay? Following Pentecost, but at
a respectful distance, ambled the rank and file -- the innumerable menials
which the far forest momently disgorged. To see, after so long a while, the
figureheads of the castle pass below him -- distant as they were -- was, to
Rottcodd in his Hall of the Bright Carvings, a thing both of satisfaction and
of pain. Satisfaction because the ritual of Gormenghast was proceeding as
sacredly and deliberately as ever before, and pain because of his new sense of
flux, which, inexplicable and irrational as it appeared on the surface, was,
nevertheless, something which poisoned his mind and quickened his heartbeat. An
intuitive sense of danger which, although in its varying forms and to varying
degrees had made itself felt among those who lived below -- had not, until this
morning disturbed the dusty and sequestered atmosphere in which it had been Mr.
Rottcodd's lot to doze away his life. Sepulchrave dead? And a new Earl -- a
child not two years. Surely the very stones of the castle would have passed the
message up, or the Bright Carvings have mouthed the secret to him. From the
toyland of figures and horses and paths and trees and rocks and from the
glimpse of a green reflection in the lake the size of a stamp, arose, of a
sudden, the cry of an old voice, cruel, even in its remoteness, and then the
silence of the figures moving on, broken by an occasional minutiae of sound as
of a tin-tack falling on a brick, as a hoof struck a stone; a bridle creaked
with the voice of a gnat, and Rottcodd stared from his eyrie as the figures
moved on and on towards the base of the Castle, each with a short black shadow
sewn to its heels. The terrain about them was as though freshly painted, or
rather, as though like an old landscape that had grown dead and dull it had
been varnished and now shone out anew, each fragment of the enormous canvas,
pristine, the whole, a glory. The leading mare with Titus on her back,
still fast asleep in the wickerwork saddle, was by now approaching that vaster
shadow, cast by the Castle itself, which fanned itself out prodigiously, like a
lake of morose water from the base of the stone walls. The line of figures was stretched out in
an attenuate sweep, for even now with the head of the procession beneath the
walls, the far copses by the lake were still being emptied. Rottcodd switched
his eyes back for a moment to the white cats -- each on its grey-moss turret.
He could see now that they were not merely staring at the group, as before, but
towards a certain section of the line, towards the head of the line, where rode
the silent Countess. Their bodies were no longer motionless. They were
shuddering in the sun; and as Mr. Rottcodd turned his pebbly eyes away, and
peered at the figurettes below (the three largest of whom might have been
fitted into the paw of the most distant of the cats, who were themselves a good
fifty feet below Rottcodd), he was forced to return his gaze at once to the
heraldic malkins, for they had sent forth in unison from their quivering bodies
a siren-like, and most unearthly cry. The long, dusty hall behind Mr. Rottcodd
seemed to stretch away into the middle distance, for with its lethal silence
reaffirmed by that cry from the outer world, its area appeared to expand and a
desert land was at his shoulder blades; and beyond the far door, and under the
boards in the halls below, and beneath them stretching on either hand where
mute stairs climbed or wound, the brooding castle yawned. The Countess had reined in her horse and
lifted her head. For a moment she moved her eyes across the face of the
precipice that overhung her. And then she pursed her mouth and a note like the
note of a reed, shrill and forlorn, escaped her. The turrets of grey moss were suddenly
tenantless. Like white streams of water, like cascades, the cats sped
earthwards down the mountainous and sickening face of stone. Rottcodd, unable
to realize how they had so suddenly melted into nothing like snow in the sun,
was amazed to see, when he transferred his eyes from the empty tableland of
roof, to the landscape below him, a small cloud moving rapidly across a field
of tares. The cloud slowed its speed and swarmed, and as the Countess jogged
her slow mount forwards, it was as though it paddled in a white mist, fetlock
deep, that clung about the progress of the hooves. Titus awoke as the mare which bore him
entered the Castle's shadow. He knelt in his basket, his hair black with the
morning's rain and clinging snake-like about his neck and shoulders. His hands
clasped the edge of the saddle-cradle before him. His drenched and glittering
smock had become grey as he passed into the deep, water-like darkness where the
mare was wading. One by one the tiny figures lost their toy-like brilliance and
were swallowed. The hair of the Countess was quenched like an ember in that
sullen bay. The feline cloud at her feet was now a smoke-grey mist. One by one,
the bright shapes moved into the shadow and were drowned. Rottcodd turned from the window. The
carvings were there. The dust was there. The chandeliers threw their weak
light. The carvings smouldered. But everything had changed. Was this the hail
that Rottcodd had known for so long? It was ominous. And then, as he stood quite still, his
hands clasped about the handle of the feather duster, the air about him
quickened, and there was _another_ change, _another_ presence in the
atmosphere. Somewhere, something had been shattered -- something heavy as a
great globe and brittle like glass; and it had been shattered, for the air swam
freely and the tense, aching weight of the emptiness with its insistent
drumming had lifted. He had heard nothing but he knew that he was no longer
alone. The castle had drawn breath. He returned to his hammock -- strangely
glad and strangely perplexed. He lay down, one hand behind his head, the other
trailing over the side of the hammock in the cords of which he could feel the
purring of a sentient Castle. He closed his eyes. How, he wondered, had Lord
Sepulchrave died? Mr. Flay had said nothing about his being ill. But that was
long ago. How long ago? With a start, which caused him to open his eyes he
realized that it was over a year since the thin man had brought the news of
Titus's birth. He could remember it all so clearly. The way his knees had
clicked. His eye at the keyhole. His nervousness. For Mr. Flay had been his
most recent visitor. Could it be that, for more than a year he had seen no
living soul? Mr. Rottcodd ran his eyes along the wooden
back of a dappled otter. Anything might have happened during that year. And
again he experienced an acute uneasiness. He shifted his body in the hammock.
But what _could_ have happened? What could have happened? He clicked his
tongue. The Castle was breathing, and far below
the Hall of the Bright Carvings all that was Gormenghast revolved. After the
emptiness it was like tumult through him; though he had heard no sound. And
yet, by now there would be doors flung open; there would be echoes in the passageways,
and quick lights flickering along the walls. Through honeycombs of stone would now be
wandering the passions in their clay. There would be tears and there would be
strange laughter. Fierce births and deaths beneath umbrageous ceilings. And dreams,
and violence, and disenchantment. And there shall be a flame-green daybreak
soon. And love itself will cry for insurrection! For tomorrow is also a day --
and Titus has entered his stronghold. |
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