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Ammie, Come Home
ELIZABETH PETERS
WRITING AS
BARBARA MICHAELS
Chapter
1
BY FIVE O’ CLOCK
IT WAS ALMOST DARK, WHICH
WAS not surprising, since the month was November; but
Ruth kept glancing uneasily toward the windows at the far end of the
room. It was a warm, handsome room, furnished in the style of a past
century, with furniture whose present value would have astonished the
original owners. Only the big overstuffed sofas, which faced one
another before the fireplace, were relatively modern. Their ivory
brocade upholstery fitted the blue-and-white color scheme, which had
been based upon the delicate Wedgwood plaques set in the mantel. A
cheerful fire burned on the hearth, sending sparks dancing from the
crystal glasses on the coffee table and turning the sherry in the
cut-glass decanter the color of melted copper. Since her niece had come
to stay with her, Ruth had set out glasses and wine every evening. It
was a pleasant ritual, which they both enjoyed even when it was
followed by nothing more elegant than hamburgers. But tonight Sara was
late.
The darkening windows blossomed yellow as the
streetlights went on; and Ruth rose to draw the curtains. She lingered
at the window, one hand absently stroking the pale blue satin. Sara’s
class had been over at three thirty….
And, Ruth reminded herself sternly, Sara was twenty years
old. When she agreed to board her niece while the girl attended the
Foreign Service Institute at a local university, she had not guaranteed
full-time baby-sitting. Sara, of course, considered herself an adult.
However, to Ruth her niece still had the touching, terrifying illusion
of personal invulnerability which is an unmistakable attribute of
youth. And the streets of Washington—even of this ultrafashionable
section—were not completely safe after dark.
Even at the dying time of year, with a bleak dusk
lowering, the view from Ruth’s window retained some of the famous charm
of Georgetown, a charm based on formal architecture and the awareness
of age. Nowadays that antique grace was rather self-conscious; after
decades of neglect, the eighteenth-century houses of the old town had
become fashionable again, and now they had the sleek, smug look born of
painstaking restoration and a lot of money.
The houses across the street had been built in the early
1800’s. The dignified Georgian facades, ornamented by well-proportioned
dormers and handsome fanlights, abutted directly on the street, with
little or no yard area in front. Behind them were the gardens for which
the town was famous, hidden from passersby and walled off from the
sight of near neighbors. Now only the tops of leafless trees could be
seen.
The atmosphere was somewhat marred by the line of cars,
parked bumper to bumper and, for the most part, illegally. Parking was
one of Georgetown’s most acrimoniously debated problems, not unusual in
a city which had grown like Topsy before the advent of the automobile.
The vehicles that moved along the street had turned on their
headlights, and Ruth peered nervously toward the corner, and the bus
stop. Still no sign of Sara. Ruth muttered something mildly profane
under her breath and then shook her head with a self-conscious smile.
The mother-hen instinct was all the stronger for having been delayed.
II
Ruth was in her mid-forties. She had always been small,
and still kept her trim figure, but since she refused to “do things” to
her graying hair, or indulge in any of the other fads demanded of women
by an age which makes such a fetish of youth, her more modish friends
referred to her pityingly as “well-preserved.” She bought her clothes
at the same elegant little Georgetown boutique which she had patronized
for fifteen years, and wore precisely the same size she had worn at the
first. The suit she was wearing was a new purchase: a soft tweedy
mixture of pink and blue, with a shell-pink, high-necked sweater. As a
businesswoman she clung to the tradition of suits, but as a feminine
person she liked the pastels which set off her blue eyes and gilt hair,
now fading pleasantly from gold to silver.
Standing at the tall window, she shivered despite the
suit jacket. This part of the room was always too cold; even the heavy,
lined drapes did not seem to keep out tendrils of chilly air, and the
room was too long and narrow for the single fireplace halfway along its
long wall. Ruth wondered idly how her ancestors had stood the cold in
the days before central heating. They were tougher in the good old
days, she thought—tougher in every way, less sentimental and more
realistic. None of them would have stood jittering and biting their
nails over a child who was a few minutes late. Of course, in those days
a well-bred young woman wouldn’t be out at dusk without a chaperone.
As Ruth was about to abandon her vigil a car slowed. It
hovered uncertainly for a few minutes and then darted, like the strange
insect it resembled, into a narrow space by a fireplug. Ruth leaned
forward, forgetting that she could be seen quite clearly in the lighted
window so near the street. Since there was hardly any subject which
interested her less than that of automobiles, she was unable to
identify the make of this one, except that she thought it “foreign.”
The near door opened; and a tangle of arms and legs
emerged and resolved itself into the tall figure of her niece. Ruth
smiled, partly in relief and partly because the sight of Sara trying to
get her long legs and miniskirts out of a very small car always amused
her. Her smile broadened as she got a good look at Sara’s costume.
Usually the girl was still in bed when Ruth left for work in the
morning; Sara was a junior and had learned the fine art of arranging
classes so that they did not interfere unduly with social activities or
sleep; and every evening Ruth awaited her niece’s appearance with
anticipation and mild alarm. Every new outfit seemed to her the
absolute end, the extreme beyond which it would be impossible to go.
And each time she found she was mistaken.
Sara had one arm filled with books. With the other hand
she swept the long black hair out of her face in a gesture that had
proved the biggest single irritant to her long-suffering but silent
aunt. The hair was absolutely straight. Ruth had never caught Sara
ironing it, but she suspected the worst. At least the hair covered the
girl’s ears and throat and shoulders, serving some of the functions of
the hat and scarf which Sara refused to wear; part of the time it also
kept her nose and chin warm.
The flowing locks presumably compensated for the lack of
covering on Sara’s lower extremities. This evening she was wearing the
long black boots which had been her most recent acquisition, but there
was a gap of some six inches between their tops and the bottom of
Sara’s skirt. The gap was filled, but not covered, by black mesh
stockings, which displayed a good deal of Sara between the half-inch
meshes.
Sara’s present costume was especially amusing when Ruth
recalled her first sight of the girl, that morning in early September.
Sara had stepped out of the taxi wearing a neat linen suit, nylon
stockings, alligator pumps, and—incredibly—a hat and gloves. Ruth
hadn’t seen the suit or the hat or the gloves since. In retrospect Ruth
couldn’t help feeling a bit flattered, not so much by Sara’s effort to
be conventional for her—since she suspected that Sara’s mother had had
a good deal to do with that—but by Sara’s assumption that she need not
continue to be conventional.
Sara leaned down to address the driver through the
window. The hair fell over her face again. Ruth forgot her twitching
fingers in her curiosity. This was not one of her niece’s usual
escorts. Sara was apparently inviting him to come in, for the car door
opened and a man stepped into the street. He narrowly missed being
annihilated by a Volkswagen which skidded by him, but he seemed to be
accustomed to this, as, indeed, are most Washingtonians.
Ruth’s first impression was neutral. He was a big man,
tall and broad-shouldered, but his most outstanding feature, visible
even in the dimmish streetlight, was his hair. Its brilliant carroty
red seemed untouched by gray. Yet Ruth knew he was not young; there was
something about the way he stood and moved….
He turned, in a brusque, sudden movement, and stared at
the house. Ruth dropped the drape and stepped back. The sudden lift and
turn of his head had been as direct as a touch. And what a fool she
was, to stand gaping out at the street like a gossipy suburban
housewife—or a Victorian guardian, checking up on her ward. She was
blushing—an endearing habit which even fifteen years in the civil
service had not eliminated—when she went to open the door. She had been
told that she looked charming when she blushed; the rosy color gave
vivacity to her pallor and delicate bone structure. Therefore she was
slightly annoyed when the eyes of the man who stood outside her door
slid blankly over her and focused on something beyond.
“Good God Almighty,” he said.
Ruth’s first, neutral impression was succeeded by one of
profound distaste.
She glanced over her shoulder.
“I’m so glad you like it,” she said frostily. “Won’t you
come in and have a better look? The wind is a bit chilly.”
“This is Professor MacDougal, Ruth,” Sara said, with the
familiar sweep of hand across brow. “He was nice enough to drive me
home. My aunt, Mrs. Bennett, Professor.”
“Putting his worst foot forward, as usual,” said
Professor MacDougal, displaying a set of predatory looking teeth. His
attention was now fully upon her, and Ruth wasn’t sure she liked it. He
was much bigger than she had realized—well over six feet and bulkily,
thickly built. His national ancestry was written across his face, but
it was not the Irish stereotype, which is more caricature than
actuality; it was the sort of face one sees in old Irish portraits,
combining dreamer and soldier. The hair was not pure red after all. It
had plenty of gray, iron-colored rather than silver. The skin of his
cheeks and chin was just beginning to loosen. He must be fifty, Ruth
thought, but he does have rather a nice smile….
“I’m sorry, Mrs. Bennett,” he went on. “That was a hell
of a way to address a strange lady, wasn’t it? Particularly when you
have just returned the lady’s young niece. But I like good
architecture, and that’s a remarkable staircase. Smaller than the one
at Octagon House, but equally fine.”
“Come in,” Ruth said.
“I am in. Want me to go back out and start all over?”
For a moment Ruth gaped at him, feeling as if she were on
a boat in bad weather, with the deck slipping out from under her feet.
Then something came to her rescue—for days she mistakenly identified it
as her sense of humor. She said smilingly, “Never mind, the damage is
done. What on earth do you teach, Professor?”
“Anthropology.”
“Of course.”
“Of course,” he repeated gravely. “The abrupt,
uncivilized manners, the profane speech, the weatherbeaten look….”
“Not at all,” Ruth said, trying to keep some grasp of the
conversation. “Sara has mentioned you often. She enjoys your course so
much. It was good of you to bring her home.”
“She stayed to help me sort some papers. But it wasn’t
out of my way. I had nothing in particular to do this evening.”
“Then you must have a glass of sherry—or something else,
if you’d rather—before you go back out into that wind.”
He accepted sherry, somewhat to Ruth’s surprise; it
seemed an inadequate beverage for someone so boisterously masculine,
and a beer stein was more suited to his big hand than the fragile,
fine-stemmed glass. He sat down on the sofa and relaxed, with a sigh
which was an unconscious tribute to the restful charm of the room.
“Nice. Very nice…. The hanging stair is the pièce
de résistance, though. Was the designer old Thornton
himself?”
“The man who did the Capitol? So tradition says, but it
can’t be proved.”
“In my salad days—about four wars back—I thought I wanted
to be an architect. I took the Georgetown House tour, along with the
social climbers and the gushing old ladies, but I never saw this house.
I’d have remembered the stairs.”
“Oh, then you’re a native? They are rare in Washington,
and rarer in Georgetown.”
“I don’t live here anymore,” he said briefly.
“But you may recall why this house wasn’t on display. The
previous owner was an eccentric old lady, a genuine Georgetown
personality. She used to say she didn’t want the vulgar rabble tracking
dust on her rugs and gaping at her possessions.”
“That’s right, I remember now—though I never heard her
reasons expressed quite so forcibly and unflatteringly. Am I right in
assuming that you bought the house furnished? You couldn’t have
collected this furniture and all the bric-a-brac, in your short
lifetime.”
“Your general assumption is correct,” Ruth said, ignoring
the blatant attempt at flattery. “But I didn’t buy the house. Old Miss
Campbell was my second cousin. She left it to me.”
“I didn’t know she had any living relatives. It’s
beginning to come back to me now—wasn’t she the last of the descendants
of the original builder?”
“Yes, she was. This is one of the few houses which has
never been restored because it was never neglected; much of the
furniture has stood in its present location for a hundred and fifty
years. I’m a member of a collateral line. Actually, Miss Campbell’s
father disowned my grandmother, about a thousand years ago.”
“How did you ever captivate the old lady?” MacDougal ran
one finger along the scalloped rim of the table beside him. He had big,
brown hands with thick fingers, but his touch was as delicate as a
musician’s.
“Darned if I know. When I came to Washington years ago I
called on her, just as a matter of courtesy. I wasn’t even interested
in the house, as I was going through my Swedish modern phase at the
time. But I knew that all her near relatives were dead, and I thought
the poor old soul might be lonely. I couldn’t have been more wrong! She
had a tongue like an adder, and she employed it freely, believe me. If
I hadn’t been so well brought up I’d have walked out after the first
five minutes. But I did adore the house; it was the first time I’d ever
seen a place like this. Even now my interest is completely uneducated;
I don’t have time to study architecture or antiques, I just enjoy them.
I was absolutely astounded last year, when Cousin Hattie’s lawyer wrote
to tell me that she had left the house to me.”
“Maybe you were the only relative she knew personally.
And she probably had a strong sense of family, like so many of these
vinegary old virgins.”
“I suppose so. I always felt guilty, because I didn’t
even know she had died. Her lawyer said she insisted on a private
funeral, but if I had only read the newspapers….”
“People our age haven’t yet taken to studying the
obituaries,” MacDougal said dryly. “Why should you feel guilty? She
wanted it that way. She isn’t going to haunt you. Or does she?”
“Does who do what?” asked Sara, coming in with a tray.
Ruth blinked, and managed to keep her face straight. Professor
MacDougal was getting what she and Sara, in their sillier moments,
referred to as “the full treatment”—smoked oysters, nuts (without
peanuts), and hot cheese puffs (frozen).
“Does old Miss Campbell haunt your aunt. Thanks, Sara,
that looks good.” MacDougal helped himself liberally to oysters; and
cast a disparaging eye over Sara’s costume. “But I must say that, while
I am generally in favor of the clothes you girls are wearing of late,
in this room you look as incongruous as a headhunter in Versailles.”
“I share your aesthetic reaction,” Ruth said with a
smile. “But I can’t picture Sara in ruffles and crinolines.”
“People just aren’t impressed by this sort of thing any
more,” Sara said scornfully. “In fact it’s terrible—sherry, antiques
and all that junk—while only a few blocks away…”
“That sort of contrast is the most banal cliché of
them all,” MacDougal said; and to Ruth’s surprise Sara took the
reprimand meekly.
“Yes, sir. But a cliché isn’t necessarily untrue,
is it?”
“No, dear, and I’d like to have everybody happy and equal
too. In the meantime, I’m just going to go on wallowing in my sinful
bourgeois pleasures, such as sherry and antiques. Aren’t you at all
susceptible to the charm of this place? It’s your family too, isn’t it?”
“I suppose so,” Sara said indifferently. “My mother is
Ruth’s sister, so that makes me Cousin Hattie’s—what? Fourteenth cousin
once removed? See how silly it sounds? Why should I have any more
feeling for Cousin Hattie than I do for Hairy Joe, who plays a great
guitar down at Dupont Circle?”
“All men are brothers,” said MacDougal sweetly.
“Yes, damn it!”
“Sara—” Ruth began.
“That’s okay,” MacDougal said calmly. “I shouldn’t bait
the girl. I can’t help it, though. I get a sadistic thrill out of
poking the right buttons and seeing them jump. They equate squalor and
soulfulness; but, as a matter of fact, Joe plays lousy guitar.”
“Oh, I’m not defending the Flower Children,” Sara said,
in a worldly voice. “Some of them are pretty silly. But at least
they’re thinking about the important problems, even if what they think
is wrong. Whereas the Georgetown mentality—I’ll tell you what typifies
it for me. The story about the governess who used to make her charges
blow out their candles at ten o’clock sharp, and then, after she died,
all the lights in her former room would go out at that hour, by
themselves. Empty traditions, pointless sentimentality—”
“You did read a book about Georgetown, I see,” Ruth said,
refilling glasses.
“The one and only. Honest to God, it turned my stomach!
So much sweetness and light, and such big fat lies.”
“Come now,” MacDougal said, grinning.
“You know what I mean. According to that book all the
gentlemen and ladies of Old Georgetown were kind, noble
philanthropists. Just look at their pictures! Tight-lipped, hawk-nosed,
grim old holy terrors! Never a mention of scandal, crime, disgrace—why,
you know that in two hundred years this town must have seen a lot of
violence. But the books never mention it—dear me, no!”
“One of the things I hate about the younger generation,”
said MacDougal sadly, “is its bitter cynicism.”
“I expect you see a good deal of it, don’t you?” Ruth
said.
“God, yes; they depress me utterly. You wouldn’t consider
cheering me after a hard day of late adolescents by having dinner with
me, I suppose?”
“We’d love to,” Sara said enthusiastically.
“Not you,” MacDougal told her. “Just your aunt. You’re
old enough to scramble an egg for yourself.” He added parenthetically,
“You have to be blunt with them, they don’t understand subtlety.”
Ruth studied the topaz shimmer of the wine in her glass.
She had only had three small glasses of sherry, not nearly enough to
account for the pleasant glow that warmed her. And, after all, he was a
professor—such a respectable occupation, she mocked herself silently.
“Thank you,” she said aloud, keeping it deliberately
formal. “I’d enjoy that. But I’ve got to be in early.”
She knew (and how odd that she should know) that this
last qualification would amuse him. It did; his mouth quirked and his
eyebrows went up. Sara’s reaction was worse. After the first start of
surprise she beamed at Ruth like a fond mother sending a daughter out
on her first date.
III
They dined at a French restaurant in Georgetown, not far
from the house. The decor was self-consciously and expensively
provincial, with brass warming pans festooning the walls, two giant
fireplaces, and capped and aproned waitresses. The gloom was almost
impenetrable. According to MacDougal this was an unsuccessful attempt
to conceal the inadequacy of the cooking.
“I’m no gourmet,” he explained, eating with calm
satisfaction. “I know enough to know when cooking is bad, but I don’t
really care. But I’m sorry, for your sake, that I made a poor choice. I
don’t know my way around town too well.”
“I suppose you’re gone a great deal,” Ruth said,
abandoning the onion soup as a lost cause. “And Washington does change
a lot, in a short space of time.”
“True, to both. I spent last year in Africa, just got
back this fall. Maybe that’s why I can’t afford to be critical about
cooking. Compared to what I ate for ten months, this is cordon
bleu quality.”
“What do you do in Africa?” Ruth studied, in some dismay,
the omelette which had been placed before her—her usual order when she
wasn’t sure of the chef. Bad as the light was, it was obvious that the
brownish roll on her plate had been sadly mistreated.
“Study Black Magic.”
“Oh, really. What is that you’re eating?”
“Stew. On the menu it goes by the name of boeuf
bourguignon, but it’s stew. Don’t eat the omelette, if it
offends you that much. Fill up on bread, and let me regale you with
tales of raising the devil.”
“I thought you were joking.”
“No, no. Turns out I’m one of the world’s foremost
authorities on magic and superstition. Don’t tell me you’ve never heard
of me?”
He grinned at her and took an enormous bite of stew.
“I’m sorry…”
“Can’t you tell when someone is kidding you? Have more
wine; that’s one thing that infernal chef can’t mangle.”
“Thanks. But how did you ever get interested in such
a…such a—”
“Crazy subject? Well, you might say I walked into it—on
my first field trip, to a village in central Africa where the natives
were dying of a curse.”
His voice was matter-of-fact, but Ruth saw him cock an
eye at her over his wineglass. She decided perversely that she, for
one, was not going to jump when he pushed the right buttons.
“Really?” she said politely.
“Terrible woman! Are you robbing me of my sensation?”
MacDougal beamed at her. “I’m serious, though. They were, literally and
actually, dying because their witch doctor had gotten annoyed and put a
curse on them.” His face was sober now, his eyes darkened. “They were
amiable savages,” he said. “Shy and timid as rabbits. I used up all my
little stock of first-aid supplies trying to cure them, before the
truth dawned on me.”
“What did you do when you did learn the truth?” Ruth
asked.
“What? Why, I—er—persuaded the shaman not to interfere
with my activities. Then I took the curse off.”
“Now you are joking.”
“No, I’m not. In my youth, in addition to wanting to be
an architect—and a fireman, a cowboy, a spy, and a garbage man—I
aspired, for a brief period, to be a stage magician. I produced a few
snakes out of people’s ears, sang songs, did a dance…”
He shrugged. Ruth studied him thoughtfully and decided
that, despite his bland smile, he was perfectly serious.
“I didn’t know such things could happen,” she said.
“ ‘Sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will
never hurt me’? That’s false, even in our so-called rational society.
Names do hurt. The wrong names, applied to a disturbed child, may lead
to murder years later. And in a culture where the power of the word is
accepted, a curse can kill. It killed eight people in that Rhodesian
village.”
“I think they want to close,” Ruth said, with an uneasy
glance at the waiter, who stood in an attitude of conspicuous patience
against the wall. “Shall we…”
“All right.” His smile broadened as he looked at her
across the candle flame. “You don’t like to talk about it, do you? Why
not?”
“Why, because it violates…”
“Reason and logic? No, that’s not why it bugs you.”
“What are you, some kind of psychologist too?”
“In my business I have to be. The phenomena we label
‘supernatural’ are products of the crazy, mixed-up human mind, and
that’s all they are.”
He held her coat for her, and Ruth put on her gloves. As
they went to the door she said, “You’re right, the subject does
distress me. Silly…. But I’m darned if I intend to let you dig into my
subconscious to explain why I feel that way.” Through his chuckle she
added, more lightly, “Anyhow, if poor old Cousin Hattie’s ghost does
appear, I’ll know who to send for.”
“Damn it, you’re missing the point! I don’t believe in
ghosts any more than you do; if Cousin Hattie turns up, you’ll have to
call in a priest or a medium. The things I study are perfectly natural—”
“All right, all right. Sorry.”
It took only five minutes to reach the house. They were
both silent as the car passed smoothly along the empty streets.
MacDougal stopped in front of the house. Instead of getting out and
opening her door he shifted sideways and faced her. Ruth was not aware
of having moved in any significant manner, but after a moment
MacDougal’s expression changed and he leaned back, away from her.
“I won’t ask if I may come in,” he said casually. “I
might be tempted…. And I wouldn’t want to shock Sara.”
“She wouldn’t be shocked,” Ruth said; her smile was only
slightly forced. “Only sweetly amused.”
“That would be worse. Good night, Ruth.”
THE KITCHEN WAS WARM AND BRIGHT,
AND FILLED with the smell of perking
coffee. Ruth was buttering toast when the sound of footsteps made her
drop the knife. “Goodness, you startled me,” she exclaimed, as her
niece entered. “What are you doing up at this hour? It isn’t even light
outside.”
“I couldn’t get back to sleep.” Sara yawned till Ruth’s
jaws ached in sympathy. “Here, let me do that.”
“You’re still half asleep. Sit down and have some coffee.
Unless you want to go back to bed….”
Sara shook her head and slumped into a chair by the
table. Her green velvet robe brushed the floor and had full sleeves
trimmed with lace. It was obviously one of the contributions of her
doting mother, but instead of making her look young and innocent, the
rich dark sheen of the material and the medieval sweep of the style
gave her a magnificently anachronistic appearance, like something
produced by a Spanish court painter of the sixteenth century. The
girl’s skin was smoothly olive; her black hair, braided into a thick
tail for bed, gleamed like polished metal.
With a glance at the clock Ruth poured herself another
cup of coffee. It was still early. She always allowed herself ample
time in the morning.
“Want some toast?”
“No, thanks.” The phrase was broken by another gigantic
yawn.
“Come now; you don’t need to diet, and if you haven’t had
enough sleep you must eat.” Without waiting for a reply Ruth put two
slices of bread into the toaster and gave Sara the plate she had
prepared for herself. By the time she got back to the table with fresh
toast, Sara was biting appreciatively into the golden triangles.
“Good,” she said, and gave her aunt a smile. “Sorry,
Ruth. I’ve got a nerve, I ought to be getting your breakfast.”
“I don’t know why you should.” Ruth returned the smile.
What a pretty child she was! The long dark lashes were so thick that
they made her eyes look enormous, even when they were heavy with sleep;
they had the smudgy sultriness which expensive eye-makeup kits are
supposed to produce, and seldom do.
The toast and coffee revived Sara to such an extent that
she got up and began scrambling eggs.
“I love this kitchen,” she said, stirring.
Ruth cast a complacent glance over her shining kitchen.
It looked charming, particularly in contrast to the bleak gray dawn
that was breaking outside. The stainless steel of the counter stove,
wall oven, and double sinks was as modern as the spotless white door of
the refrigerator; but the cabinets had been done in maple, with
hammered iron hinges and handles, and the one papered wall had an
old-fashioned print of peasants haying, which had been copied from an
old French original. The bright red of the workers’ shirts and the
golden sheaves of grain gave the kitchen a gaiety which was augmented
by warm red-brown tile on the floor. Ruth’s inherited collection of
teapots, in all materials and colors, occupied shelves in a
glass-fronted corner cupboard.
“The refrigerator ought to be brown, though,” Sara said.
“I don’t like colored refrigerators,” Ruth said absently.
They had been through this dialogue several times; it had the pleasant
monotony of routine now. “They’re decadent.”
“Like colored toilet paper,” Sara agreed, and they both
laughed.
“I could tell just by looking at this room that you chose
the decorations,” Sara went on. “Was it so bad when you inherited the
house?”
“You should have seen it! I suppose Cousin Hattie had
been living on boiled eggs for forty years. She didn’t care for
new-fangled inventions.”
“It must have been ghastly.”
“Some of the furnishings were museum pieces. One of those
enormous, black, wood-burning ranges—I don’t suppose you’ve ever seen
them. Of course, hers hadn’t been used for years, since there was no
point in firing up such a monster for one person. She cooked on a
kerosene stove with a single burner—terribly dangerous, those things
are. It’s a wonder she didn’t burn the house down.”
“How about an egg?” Sara brought the pan, copper-bottomed
and steaming, to the table and waved it invitingly under Ruth’s nose.
“Dear child, I’ve had one breakfast!”
“It’s cold outside. And you don’t need to worry about
getting fat.” Sara put a puffy yellow spoonful on Ruth’s plate. “You
aren’t going to be late, are you?”
“No, that’s all right. How about you? When is your first
class?”
“Not till eleven. That dull diplomatic history course.
But I think I’ll go in early and work at the library.”
“Or have coffee with what’s-his-name,” Ruth said dryly.
“Bruce. You know perfectly well what his name is; you’re
just trying to deny the fact that he exists.”
“You sound like your friend Dr. MacDougal,” Ruth said.
“What time did you get in last
night?”
“None of your business. As for Bruce, I don’t have any
mental blocks about him. He simply doesn’t interest me, one way or the
other. But you know what your mother would say about him.”
“He’s not as bad as Alan was,” Sara said wickedly.
“Never having seen Alan, I can’t say. Your mother’s
description was pretty ghastly, but I’m willing to allow for
exaggeration. People do exaggerate,” she added, realizing that she had
just violated the united front of the older generation, “when they are
worried about someone they love.”
“That was just Mother being silly. I hadn’t the faintest
intention of marrying Alan.”
“Maybe that’s what she was worried about.”
Sara chuckled; she had a delicious laugh, soft and
throaty and contagious, which brought out dimples in both cheeks.
“Ruth, you’re marvelous, you really are. I admire your
loyalty to Mother—after all, she is your sister. But don’t you think
her attitude toward sex is positively medieval?”
“That’s a subject on which I am not an authority.”
“What, sex?”
“Your mother’s attitude toward it. Don’t be impertinent.”
Her tone was light, but Sara had a sensitivity for
nuances which was rare, Ruth thought, in a girl of her age. She changed
the subject.
“Alan was just a temporary aberration,” she explained
airily. “A manifestation of adolescent rebellion on my part. If Mother
hadn’t howled about him so constantly I would have dropped him long
before.”
And that, Ruth suspected, was probably true. How many
times had she had to bite back the words of advice that popped into her
mind when she heard Helen make some maddeningly wrong statement to Sara
or one of the boys, some red flag to their bullish emotions. Yes, she
reminded herself sardonically, spinster aunts always did know better
than parents. And, whatever her mother’s minor errors, Sara was a
credit to the family—charming, bright, well-mannered, pretty. Then
Ruth’s smile faded slightly as she studied the girl’s face. Pretty,
yes, healthy…. This morning there was a change. Something was wrong.
What?
“…the fact that he never washed,” Sara was saying. “It
wasn’t that he couldn’t, you know; he lived at home and his parents had
an absolutely gorgeous mansion in Shaker Heights, five bathrooms, no
less. It was a matter of principle.”
“I never could understand the principle which is
expressed by a cultivated filth,” Ruth murmured, only half following
the conversation. She was still trying to pin down that elusive sense
of wrongness in Sara’s face.
“Well, you know, protesting how terrible the world is.”
“Adding one more stench to the world doesn’t improve it,
surely?”
“Ruth, you’re hopeless,” Sara said, with a burst of
laughter. “At least you must admit Bruce is immaculate. It’s the beard
you can’t accept.”
“It’s not so much the beard as my suspicion that he
pastes it on. He isn’t old enough to have a beard like Philip of
Spain’s. Sara, do you feel all right?”
“Sure, I feel fine. A little tired, that’s all.”
“You said you couldn’t get back to sleep. What woke you?”
Sara’s eyes dropped. She picked up her fork and began
pushing golden fragments of egg around her plate.
“My conscience, probably. I do have to go to the library.
There are midterms coming up.”
“Well, all right…. There is some flu going around and you
look a little shadowy under the eyes.”
“After all those eggs can you suspect me of flu? No,
dear, leave those dishes, you know that’s my job. I don’t have to go
for another hour. Want me to make spaghetti tonight?”
“Fine. You make good spaghetti.”
“I should, it’s the only thing I can cook, besides eggs.”
And then, as Ruth collected purse and gloves and started toward the
door, she said, “Ruth.”
“What?”
“Don’t those people behind us have a dog, or cat, or
something?”
“The Owens have a Weimaraner, and someone in back owns a
Siamese cat. I’ve seen the dog exploring the shrubbery once or twice.”
“Weimaraner? Oh, that ghosty-looking gray dog with the
red eyes. What’s its name?”
“I haven’t the faintest idea. Why do you ask?”
“Oh, no reason.” The hesitation, the sidelong look, were
so unlike Sara that Ruth felt a resurgence of her concern. The girl
sensed this; she smiled, and said quickly,
“It sounds so silly. But that was what woke me, someone
out in back calling, in the middle of the night. I assumed some
cherished pet didn’t come home for dinner.”
“Calling what?” Ruth said sharply.
“Oh, damn, that’s why I didn’t want to tell you; I knew
you’d start thinking about homicidal maniacs and peeping toms.” Her
tone added, “All ‘grown-ups’ do.” Aloud she continued, “It wasn’t like
that at all, it was just someone calling an animal, or a child. I
couldn’t imagine that children would be wandering around at four A.M., so I figured it must have been a missing
pet. I used to yell that way for our old tom-kitty when his mating
instinct got too much for him.”
“I hope you didn’t make enough noise to wake up all the
neighbors. I’ll have to speak to Mr. Owens.”
“No, don’t do that; it was a soft, sort of crooning
voice, really. I hope they find poor Sam,” she added. “He’s a
spooky-looking beast, but he was very friendly last time I talked to
him through the fence.”
Halfway out the door, Ruth turned.
“Sam? The dog’s name is Wolfgang von Eschenbach, or some
such absurdity.”
“It must have been the missing cat, then,” Sara said
calmly. “I didn’t absolutely catch the name, but it surely wasn’t
Wolfgang etcetera. It was Sammie, or something like that. ‘Come home,
come home’—that’s what the voice kept saying—‘Sammie, come home.’”
II
“The name,” said the voice at the other end of the wire,
“is Pat MacDougal.”
“Impossible,” Ruth said involuntarily.
“I admit it’s a funny name. Sounds like a cartoon
character. But it happens to be my name.”
“You silly fool,” said Ruth; and blushed scarlet as her
secretary looked up in surprise. “I meant, how did you find me?”
“Called Sara and asked her where you worked. The
Department of Agriculture has a very efficient information service.
What the hell are you doing at the Department of Agriculture—counting
apples?”
“Something like that.”
“Sounds like a dull occupation for a woman of your
talents.”
“How do you know—” Ruth began, and stopped herself just
in time. “I’m sorry, but I am busy today. Can I
call you back later?”
“No. Later I’ll be at your place, providing, of course,
that it’s okay with you.”
“Well, it’s not okay!”
“Wait a minute, wait a minute. Let’s start all over
again. I don’t know why you have this effect on me,” said the voice
irritably. “I’m generally considered very suave. Mrs. Bennett, my
mother is having one of those impromptu dinner parties for which I
gather she is famous in Washington. I wouldn’t know; she is the main
reason why I took up anthropology as a profession. But this time I’m
stuck. She asked me to bring a dinner partner, and last night, in the
fascination of your company, I forgot to ask you. I know it’s damned
short notice, but that’s my mother’s fault, not mine. She does this
sort of thing.”
“I’m sorry,” Ruth began, and then the meaning of what he
had said finally penetrated. “Your mother…. She isn’t Mrs. Jackson
MacDougal?”
“Yes, she is.” The voice was defensive.
“Well! I don’t know….”
“Damn it, Ruth, you’ve got to help me out. I can’t hurt
the old lady’s feelings, but those characters she collects drive me
nuts. Please?”
“Characters? You mean the most famous conductor in
Europe, that Russian ballet dancer who defected, the man who wrote that
terrible book, the woman who predicted—”
“Yeah, people like that. I don’t know who she’s got on
tonight. Look, you seem to have heard of her, so you know it’s not my
fault, this last minute business. She does it all the time—and gets
away with it, which is even more fantastic. Please?”
“All right. Thank you.”
“Thank you.” There was a gusty sigh
of relief from the other end. “Seven thirty?”
“Come around at six thirty for a drink,” Ruth said “I
suspect I’ll need it.”
“We both will, but not for the reason you’re thinking.
Hell’s bells, darling, it’s just a dull party. Bless you.”
“Uh—Pat. What shall I—”
The hollow silence on the other end of the wire told her
it was too late. She hung up and turned to find her mascaraed
miniskirted secretary regarding her with open-mouthed admiration.
“Gee,” said her secretary. “Mrs. Jackson Mac-Dougal!”
III
“Who’s she?” Sara asked.
“Only the most famous hostess in Washington. Invitations
to her parties are more highly regarded than invitations to the White
House.”
“Is that why you came home early?” Sara demanded
incredulously.
“Yes, and that’s why we are out right now, to get me
something decent to wear. Darn, it still is cold. Unusual for this time
of year.”
“You Washingtonians always say that.” Sara clutched her
black leather jacket around her as a strong gust threatened to pull it
off. Her black hair lifted, lashed by the wind like something out of a
witches’ sabbath. “Well, really, Ruth, I’m surprised at you. All this
effort for some snobbish old society biddy.”
“Darling, she isn’t like that. Her husband—good heavens,
Pat’s father—was Ambassador to England; the family is not only terribly
rich, but intellectual, cultivated. She doesn’t invite the ‘in’ crowd,
only people she thinks will be interesting. That’s why her invitations
are so hard to come by.”
“Hmmm,” said Sara, unconvinced. “Well, my dear aunt,
whatever your motives, it is obvious that you must do us credit. So
where are we going first?”
“First and last,” said Ruth, rounding the corner onto
Wisconsin rather more briskly than she had intended. “Heavens, the wind
simply roars down this street! We’re going to Lili’s.”
“But you always buy your clothes there.” Sara clutched a
handful of hair in a vain attempt to keep it out of her eyes. “Let’s
prowl, we’ve plenty of time. I do love the Georgetown shops.”
Ruth liked them too, so their progress was slow, despite
the lashing wind that blew down Wisconsin’s curving slope as through a
tunnel. The tartans in the Scottish import shop held them for ten
minutes; it was hard to believe that those wild blends of color—purple,
yellow and black, olive and pale green with a scarlet thread, turquoise
and orange-red and indigo—were genuine clan patterns and not the
improvisations of a mad Italian designer. The mad designers, Italian
and otherwise, were represented in other shops which had names like
“Whimsique,” and “the place,” with no capital letters. Ruth found this
distressing and said so, but Sara laughed, loitering before a window
framed in enormous orange and purple linoleum flowers and filled with
such useful items as an Indian water pipe and a bird cage six feet
high, of gilded bamboo trimmed with fake rubies and sapphires.
At the Wine and Cheese shop they stopped to buy cocktail
snacks and some of Ruth’s favorite hock. Then there was a Mexican shop,
where Sara yearned over a bright red, wildly pleated dress embroidered
all over the yoke and sleeves with black-and-gold birds; and an Indian
shop, where Ruth remarked that, one day, she would like to see Sara in
a sari, preferably that white one trimmed in gold. Then they decided
that they really had to start thinking about a dress for Ruth, and
passed nobly by the candle shop and the little gallery and the
jeweler’s that specialized in antique pieces. By this time, strangely
enough, they were blocks from Lili’s.
Sara stopped in front of a window.
“Look, Ruth. What a darling dress!”
It was a sheath of rainbow iridescence, with long
sleeves, a demure high neck, and practically no skirt.
“This doesn’t look like my sort of place,” Ruth remarked
meekly.
“Let’s go in anyhow.”
The store was small and thickly carpeted, with its stock
discreetly tucked away on racks along the walls and only two isolated
models in the middle of the floor. The salesladies, elegant young women
who looked like college girls, smiled graciously at the new customers
and returned to their conversation.
“That’s it,” said Sara, advancing purposefully on a dress
which stood in solitary splendor in the center of the shop. “I saw it
the other day, and I thought of it right away when you said you wanted
something dressy but not actually formal.”
Ruth eyed the creation dubiously. It was one of the new
“romantic” styles—a full velvet skirt belted tightly at the waist with
a wide, soft belt, and a white organdy top with long sleeves and a
cascade of crisp ruffles down the front.
“It would look lovely on you,” she began.
“No, no, it’s not my style at all,” Sara said. “I’m too
long-legged for this new length—midi, they call it.”
“An ugly name for an unbecoming length,” Ruth said, and
ran a finger along the fall of ruffles. They sprang briskly back into
shape as if they had been starched.
“Try it on, anyhow. You can’t tell unless you do.”
When they left the shop with a large parcel in hand, Sara
insisted on treating them both to coffee at a local espresso bar.
Sipping a liquid which had been referred to as a cappuccino, Ruth did
not mention that it bore no resemblance to the drink of the same name
which she had enjoyed in Florence four years earlier. She was moved,
however, to comment on the price of the coffee and on the decor; the
furniture was starkly, uncomfortably modern and the walls were hung
with original paintings, in the manner of a gallery. Half the
inhabitants of Georgetown painted; the other half bought the paintings.
“I thought these places would be cheaper,” Ruth
explained. “Like—for students.”
“That’s right, get with that slang,” Sara grinned. “Some
students are pretty rich these days. Haven’t you ever been in one of
these places before?”
“No.”
“See what a good influence I am. Two new establishments
in one day. I’ll have to take you to a discothèque. And you
claim to be an old Georgetonian. Or is it Georgetownian?”
“Georgetown is changing,” Ruth said dryly. “But I guess
people do stay in well-worn tracks. Unfortunately you don’t realize
you’re in a rut until it’s too late to climb out of it. You are a good
influence, Sara. I’m enjoying having you with me.”
“Thanks. I’m enjoying being with you.”
They smiled at one another rather self-consciously. Then
Ruth glanced at her watch and gave an exclamation.
“We’d better hurry, or I’ll be late getting dressed.”
“You need shoes,” Sara said, slipping into her coat.
“No—you have those low-heeled pumps with the big buckles, that’s just
the thing. Black stockings—”
“Certainly not,” Ruth said firmly.
“I’ve got some I’ll lend you.”
The total effect—buckled shoes, black stockings, and
ruffles—made Ruth self-conscious until she saw Pat MacDougal’s face.
However, he said nothing, beyond a polite compliment, and Ruth thought
she understood why; Sara’s smile was too maternal to be encouraged.
“Cook both those lamb chops,” she told her niece. “No
cheating with T.V. dinners. You need something solid.”
“Well, actually, I thought,” said Sara, trying to look as
if the idea had just occurred to her, “that I might ask Bruce over to
eat your chop. If you don’t mind?”
Ruth had laid down the ground rules about guests when
Sara first came to stay with her, and this was perfectly in order. She
heard herself agreeing to the proposal with unusual warmth. She was in
too much of a hurry to try to analyze why she was glad to have someone
with Sara that evening; a dim discomfort, something connected with the
morning, hovered on the edge of her consciousness and then was
forgotten, as Pat drew her toward the door.
IV
Ruth knew the MacDougal home by sight; it was one of the
famous mansions of Georgetown, and if she had had no other reason for
accepting Pat’s invitation, a chance to see the house would have been
excuse enough. Now well within the borders of the Georgetown area, it
had been a suburban estate when the little town on the Potomac was
first founded. The original George Town, as its present inhabitants
often pointed out, was a cosmopolitan town, with academies and jewelers
and slaves, when the new capital was still a muddy swamp.
Representatives of the young nation had to be scolded by the President
into taking up residence in the city named for him, and it was with
reluctance that they abandoned the amenities of the town named after
another, less popular George.
The men who had built the house named it, with more
candor than modesty, Barton’s Pride. It had long since passed out of
the hands of the Barton family; but it still stood as it had stood
then, on a knoll surrounded by tall oaks, and it occupied an entire
city block, a distinction which few of the original mansions could
still claim. The driveway was a superb, sweeping circle; Pat’s little
Jaguar roared up it with a defiant blast of its exhaust.
After Pat had helped her out of the car Ruth stood for a
moment gazing at the magnificent proportions of the facade, now blazing
with lights which made the bricks glow rose-pink. The vines which in
summer softened the formal Georgian lines fluttered like tattered
curtains, the last reddening leaves flying in the wind. Shallow stairs
led up to the beautiful doorway with its fanlight and side windows.
The hall was as large as Ruth’s drawing room. The immense
chandelier, whose crystal drops chimed delicately with the breeze of
their entrance, had surely been taken from a Loire chateau. The rug was
an acre of muted cream and blue and rose; Ruth had seen its like on
museum walls, but never on a floor before. A superb staircase swept up
and divided, framing a circular window. On either side of the hall were
fireplaces; wood crackled and orange-and-gold flames leaped inside
them. Ruth waited until the butler had turned away with their coats.
Then she said out of the corner of her mouth, “And you had the nerve to
admire my shack.”
“Oh, I admire this place,” Pat admitted. “The way I
admire the Louvre.”
“But you don’t live here?”
“People don’t live in places like this. They perform, as
on a stage. Wait till you see Mother in action; you’ll understand what
I mean.”
He took her elbow and turned her toward the wide doors on
the left; but before they reached them the panels flew back and Mrs.
Jackson Mac-Dougal erupted through them, arms outstretched, face
beaming. Ruth gaped.
Washington’s most famous hostess was a shimmer of silver:
massed diamonds on her high-piled white hair, blazing from her fat
little hands and plump throat; and silver, too, in the incredible
garment that swathed her from throat to floor and billowed out like a
tent as she came flying toward them. A silver lamé caftan, Ruth
thought, and stifled a gasp of laughter. Above the ample folds Mrs.
MacDougal’s much photographed face—superbly, uniquely, magnificently
homely—rose like a gargoyle from a cathedral roof.
She threw herself on her tall son, and for one
unforgettable moment Ruth saw his rugged face and flaming head swathed
in sweeping folds of silver.
“Horrible man, why don’t you come more often?” Mrs.
MacDougal demanded. “Who’s this? Mrs. Bennett? How do you do, very
nice, very nice indeed. Much more suitable than the last one. But you
only brought her to annoy me. I knew that. Didn’t work, did it?”
Pat returned her grin. For a moment the two faces were
uncannily alike.
“Not any of my tricks work with you. You were so sweet to
that ghastly female that she got the wrong idea. Pursued me for weeks.
I had to leave the country to get away from her. Not,” he added hastily
to Ruth, “because of my brains and good looks, mind you.”
“Why should any woman require more?” Ruth asked, since
the conversation seemed to be taking that tone. The old lady gave a
peal of appreciative laughter and linked arms with Ruth, displacing her
flowing silver sleeve and baring another yard or two of diamonds
running up her arm.
“That’s right, put him in his place. I never trained him
properly. Come in and meet the others. Just a small group; Pat won’t
come if I have more than a dozen people.”
The dozen included the usual lions, a pride of them—so
many that their individual distinctions were lost in the general aura
of fame. Ruth recognized a much-pursued young senator from a western
state and a tall, melancholy man who was the musical half of Broadway’s
most famous musical comedy team. Ruth’s hostess monopolized her,
leaving the rest of the guests to fend for themselves; her tactics were
so blatant that, in any other woman, Ruth would have recognized them
immediately. But she could not believe at first that this descendant of
millionaire aristocrats was trying to do her son’s courting for him.
“But, Mrs. MacDougal,” she protested, after a
particularly obvious ploy, “I don’t think…”
“You think I’m a fantastic old bitch,” said her hostess
calmly. “I am, it’s true, but I’m quite serious about Pat; I’d like him
to settle down. It sounds absurd, doesn’t it, for a man of his age? He
was married before, you know. So were you, I gather.”
“He died,” Ruth said, stunned into candor by the old
lady’s sledgehammer tactics. “In the war.”
“World War Two? Yes…we adults still say ‘the
war,’ don’t we? Pat’s wife didn’t die; she divorced him. She was a
dreadful woman, but I could see her point. He kept dashing off to the
jungles of Africa or the deserts of Australia. What fun is that? But
it’s high time he tried again. He can’t go gallivanting around in the
wilds much longer; he’s getting old. Those places aren’t safe.”
Ruth’s inclination to laugh was quenched by Mrs.
MacDougal’s expression. It was one she knew well, having seen it so
often on her sister’s face. Apparently the maternal instinct did not
die, even in an eighty-year-old mother for her middle-aged son. Ruth
did not find the emotion amusing; rather, it was frightening in its
single-minded intensity.
During dinner Ruth watched Pat’s expression become
increasingly grimmer as the meal went on, through course after superb
course. The food certainly could not be the cause of his discontent;
Ruth wondered if it might be his dinner partner, who seemed never to
stop talking. She was a tall, thin woman, so fair as to be almost
anemic looking, with ash blond hair arranged in a peculiarly
old-fashioned mass of braids, coils, and ringlets. If Mrs. MacDougal
had not been present to dim all lesser lights, the woman’s costume
might have seemed eccentric: smoke-gray draperies of chiffon which
floated dangerously near candle flames and wine glasses whenever she
lifted her hands, which she did often, in studiedly flowing gestures.
As soon as the meal was over and the company was being
led into the “small drawing room” for coffee, Pat sought Ruth out.
“Let’s get out of here,” he muttered. “That shameless
old—”
The epithet, which presumably applied to his mother, was
cut off just in time by the appearance of that matron, who advanced
upon him with a purposeful stride.
“Oh, no, you don’t, Patrick James,” she said severely.
“Mother, you know I hate that nonsense!”
“I know, and I can’t imagine why, you dabble in much
nastier and less likely subjects all the time. You’ve never seen Nada,
she’s the latest rage, and I insist you stay. You
can’t be so rude to Mrs. Bennett, if you won’t consider me.”
“Oh, all right.”
“What on earth is this all about?” Ruth whispered, as
they followed Mrs. MacDougal’s triumphantly billowing skirts into the
drawing room.
“Didn’t you recognize that bloodless bean pole I was
stuck with at dinner? Another of the old harridan’s tricks, she knows I
hate people like that…. She’s the latest thing in the rich spiritualist
circles. A medium.”
“I’ve never attended a séance,” Ruth said
sedately. “It should be interesting.”
“It won’t be. These babes don’t know any of the good
tricks. Someday I’ll show you a Hottentot shaman at work. They are
masters at crowd psychology.”
Despite his jeers, Pat behaved himself very well. Ruth
suspected that he was professionally interested after all; just before
the lights went out she caught a change of expression that reminded her
of her boss’s face when a particularly complicated problem arose.
The spirits, Mrs. MacDougal explained, were sensitive to
light. That was why most séances were held in semidarkness. It
was not—this, with an intent stare at her son, who responded with a
bland smile—it was not intended to conceal fraud. No such question
could arise with Madame Nada in any case, for that lady was a mental
medium and did not indulge in the vulgar demonstrations with
tambourines, trumpets, and ectoplasmic hands which were so popular with
so-called physical mediums.
Throughout the lecture Madame Nada sat with folded hands,
smiling faintly. Only her eyes moved. But they contradicted her studied
air of repose as well as her pastel blandness; they were small, dark
brown, and piercing, and they darted ceaselessly around the circle of
spectators, taking in every detail.
When the lights went out there was a general murmur
compounded of nervous giggles, sighs, and one loud yawn, whose source
Ruth immediately identified. They were holding hands, since this
increased the sympathetic vibrations. On Ruth’s right was Mrs.
MacDougal. Her fat hand was surprisingly cool and dry, and felt
pleasantly like that of a chubby little girl—a little girl wearing lots
of dime-store jewelry, which scratched the palm. Ruth thought, “All
diamonds are paste in the dark,” and realized, with a grin which she
hastily suppressed for fear of damaging the vibrations, that she was a
little bit drunk. The wine at dinner had flowed freely and it had all
been too good to pass over.
The boy on Ruth’s left was perspiring, and she wondered
whether it was a natural weakness or a bad case of nerves. According to
Mrs. MacDougal he had just opened a new psychedelic shop on Wisconsin
Avenue, which sold posters of the Beatles in various incredible
costumes, luminous pinups of Indian mystics, and atrociously made
handcrafted leather sandals.
As her eyes adjusted Ruth realized that the room was not
entirely dark; the glow from the fireplace made it possible to see
shapes, and glinted redly off objects such as Mrs. MacDougal’s diamonds
and the silver fillet the medium wore in her hair. After a long
silence, broken once by a giggle, and a concerted shussshing sound
directed against the giggler, Ruth felt herself getting drowsy. Warmth
and firelight and a little bit too much wine…. What a disgrace it would
be, she thought comfortably, if she fell off the chair.
The medium’s voice made them all jump. It was slow and
soft, drawling the words. Accent and tone had changed, but the voice
was still recognizably Madame Nada’s. The words were strikingly
commonplace.
“Good evenin’, ladies and gentlemen.”
“Good evening, Maybelle,” Mrs. MacDougal said in a
bright, social tone. “How are you this evening?”
“Very well, thank you kindly. But we’re always well here,
you know.”
“Yes, dear, I know. Maybelle is Madame Nada’s control,”
Mrs. MacDougal explained, in a piercing whisper. “A gently bred young
Southern girl. Poor child, she was raped by a Yankee soldier during the
War Between the States. But she has no hatred now.”
“Love,” said the mellifluous voice of Maybelle. The
shaggy young man on Ruth’s left stirred uneasily. “Only love and
sunshine and peace, here.”
“Do you have any messages tonight, dear?” Mrs. MacDougal
asked.
“Jes’ a few. Strange….” The girl’s voice sounded puzzled.
“There’s somethin’ holdin’ back…. Ahostile thought….”
Someone across the circle—Ruth was sure it was
Pat—coughed suggestively, and Madame Nada’s voice hardened momentarily.
“But I’ll try. Some of them want so badly to come
through, to help…. There’s someone here who wants to speak to—a
lady?—yes, a lady in the room. I can’t get the name…. The first
letterseems to be a G.”
There was an audible gasp from someone in the listening
circle. The voice went droning on.
“G-R-A—That’s the name of the lady. Is there a lady named
Grace?”
“Yes, yes,” squealed an excited voice.
“Grace, darling, it’s Daddy.” The medium’s voice changed;
it was a man’s now, deep but shaky, as if with age. “Remember the
party? The birthday party, and the pink dress?”
“Oh, my goodness,” gasped the invisible Grace.
There was further conversation about the party—Grace’s
sixth birthday party, said Daddy, and Grace enthusiastically agreed.
However, this was fairly dull for the rest of the group, who shared
neither Grace’s memories nor her susceptibility to suggestion, and
before long Daddy was supplanted by a new voice, which described itself
as that of an Indian chief named Wamasook, who had lived on the site
now occupied by the house, “in the days before the white men came to
rob us of our land.” Wamasook spoke excellent English. He described his
beautiful Indian sweetheart, who had leaped from the Rock of Dumbarton
after he was killed in battle, and added that one of the settlers had
buried a hoard of gold coins in the well before his tribe was attacked.
Since there was now no trace of a well anywhere on the grounds, and
since Wamasook’s knowledge of the modern geography of the site was
somewhat vague, this hint did not arouse much interest among the
auditors.
The next visitor from beyond announced himself in a thick
Scottish accent as “George,” and was promptly identified by Mrs.
MacDougal as George Barton, the builder of the house. He remarked that
the regions where he was presently living were filled with sunlight and
flowers and love. Shortly thereafter Maybelle announced abruptly that
Madame Nada was tired.
The lights went on. Ruth almost burst out laughing when
she saw Pat; he looked so smug, not only at the confirmation of his
predictions, but at his own admirable self-control. Mrs. Mac-Dougal
also saw and interpreted his expression. Her voice, as she addressed
the medium, had something of the tone of a lady complaining to her
dressmaker about the fit of a gown.
“Well, Nada, I’m afraid this was not one of our better
demonstrations.”
The medium, who was rubbing her eyes and yawning, like
someone just awakened from sleep, looked surprised.
“Indeed? I am sorry to hear that. Did not May-belle come
through?”
“Yes, but the messages weren’t very—significant.”
“But I got a marvelous message from Daddy,” said Grace, a
well-upholstered elderly lady with a black velvet ribbon around her
sagging throat. “All about flowers, and love—”
“And sunshine,” said Pat, unable to control himself any
longer. “Not very characteristic conversation from your daddy, Grace,
if the tales I hear about the old shark are true.”
“Pat, you bad boy, you know people change when they pass
on. What use would it all be otherwise?”
“What, indeed?” said Pat charmingly.
His mother gave him a furious look.
“I am so sorry it was not successful,” said the medium
smoothly. Ruth was reminded of something…. Cream? No, olive oil.
“Antagonistic influences, I suppose,” Mrs. MacDougal said
coldly. The medium gave her a quick, wary look.
“Possibly. Possibly it is simply the house. You know,
Mrs. MacDougal, that some places lack the proper atmosphere.”
Later, looking back on it, Ruth was never able to
understand how it had happened. Surely she hadn’t been that drunk! And
certainly she was not particularly intrigued by the séance,
which had seemed to her both dull and embarrassing. Not even in the
light of those events which were now close upon her was she willing to
admit another explanation…. No, there was no reason, except her loose
tongue, which frequently got her into trouble, and some vague idea of
being gracious to her hostess, who was visibly vexed with the medium’s
performance.
When they left the house, with Mrs. MacDougal’s
enthusiastic thanks ringing in their ears, Ruth was meekly silent. She
expected an explosion from Pat; his grim forbearance, which lasted all
the way home, was in its way even more uncomfortable.
“Won’t you come in?” she asked, when the car had stopped.
He nodded.
“I’ll give you moral support while you break the news to
Sara.”
“She’ll probably be delighted.”
“I expect you’re right. What made you do such a thing?”
“I thought it might be fun,” said Ruth.
“You’re a liar.” His long arm swept out and caught her by
the shoulders, pulling her to him in a quick, casual embrace. She was
relieved to hear him chuckling. “You sure there wasn’t a touch of
‘screw Pat’ in your mind? Excuse the language; I’m trying to clean it
up for you, but it’s damned hard.”
“If you mean what I think you mean, the answer is No. I’m
too old for such adolescent jokes. And,” she added, moving, “far too
old for necking in the front seat of a car.”
“It’s these damned bucket seats.” He released her, and
began the complicated operation of extracting his bulk from the little
car. “These kids must be contortionists. I’ve always wondered how they
manage to—”
The rest of the sentence was lost as he came around to
open her door.
When they entered the hall Ruth heard the voices in the
living room, and a jolt of unreasonable irritation struck her. She had
forgotten Sara’s guest, or had assumed that he would have left. She had
smoothed her face into a smile by the time she walked into the living
room, there was really no reason why she should let the boy irritate
her so.
He rose at once. He had beautiful manners, almost too
courteous, as if he were mocking the standards of the society he
despised, or considered them so contemptible that they were not worth
fighting. His clothes were almost, but never quite, too, too much; an
occasional ruffle on a shirt, or a flowery waistcoat, or a pair of
trousers that fitted his lean hips and long legs almost, but not quite,
too tightly. At least his clothes were well tailored and beautifully
kept. His hair was long enough to curl under at the neck; the beard was
a neat sort of beard, dark and short and trimmed, with tongues of hair
outlining the jaw and the lines between nose and lips—the sort of beard
worn by Mephistopheles, or a sixteenth-century Spanish nobleman. As he
stood beside Sara, his dark face and Sara’s olive beauty and sleek
black hair made them look like two young members of the old Spanish
royal house—except that none of the Hapsburgs had ever been so handsome.
Sara’s flushed cheeks might have been the result of the
fire’s warmth, but a curve still lingered in the shape of her mouth
that made Ruth fairly sure of what she and Bruce had been doing. Then
Ruth remembered, joltingly, those few moments in the car out in front,
and she decided to forget the whole thing.
Pat greeted the younger man with the ease of old
acquaintance.
“Haven’t seen you on campus lately. Still protesting?”
“Always, inevitably.”
Even his voice, Ruth thought irritably, sounded affected.
It was a mellow baritone, but the pronunciation was overprecise and
emphatic.
“What’s the latest?” Pat asked interestedly.
“Segregation, the draft, Vietnam—”
“You didn’t get my latest petition?”
Bruce bared his teeth in a gesture that was not even
intended to resemble a smile. As he probably knew, the dental effect
was heightened by the frame of beard around his mouth.
“I get so many of them,” Pat said apologetically.
It was an outrageous remark, and Ruth expected, not an
explosion—Bruce was abnormally well controlled for such a passionate
defender of causes—but a snarl. Instead, the boy’s grin turned into a
genuine laugh.
“You know what terrifies me?” he demanded. “The thought
that I may end up just like you.”
“You almost certainly will.”
“I know. That’s why it terrifies me.”
“Okay, pax. Come into my office next week, and we’ll
fight some more.”
“Yes, let’s not argue here,” Ruth said firmly. “What are
you two drinking? Thanks, no; I don’t think I could face vodka in any
form at this hour. Pat, would you like brandy?”
“What I really would like,” said Pat, “is a cup of tea.”
“You constantly amaze me. So would I.”
“I’ll get it,” Sara said. She went out, with Bruce
following.
“Now,” Pat said, when the tea finally made its
appearance; it had taken quite some time. “Tell Sara what you’ve done.”
“Good heavens, you make me sound like a murderer. I’ve
invited a few people to dinner next week, that’s all. Mrs. MacDougal
and a friend of hers.”
“The friend’s name,” said Pat, “being Madame Nada.”
Bruce leaned forward, elbows on his knees, black eyes
mocking.
“I didn’t know you were interested in spiritualism, Mrs.
Bennett.”
“I’m not. It was just one of those things.”
“A séance!” Sara’s eyes danced with amusement.
“Aunt Ruth, are we going to have a séance?”
“Yes,” Ruth said, sighing. “She thinks this house
probably reeks with the right atmosphere.”
“But it’s tremendous fun,” Sara exclaimed. “More fun than
Spin the Bottle.”
“A parlor game? Is that how you think of it?”
“Sure. Although…I’ve used the Ouija board, and I must
admit…”
“Involuntary movements,” Pat said shortly.
“But I wasn’t pushing the board, and I’m sure nobody else
was.”
“That’s what they all say.”
Bruce’s eyes darted from Sara, flushed and erect on the
edge of the couch, to Pat’s sour face. Ruth sensed that he was inclined
to agree with Pat, but he hated to pass up the chance of an argument.
“I agree that the Ouija board is probably explicable in
terms of natural laws,” he said pontifically. “But many of the problems
of the paranormal have not been properly explored. Take Rhine—”
“You take him. Unscientific and inadequately controlled.”
“What are you talking about?” Ruth demanded.
“Dr. Rhine’s experiments in telepathy, E. S. P., he calls
it. He uses decks of special cards and tries to get a person sitting in
one room to send mental images of the cards to a person in another
room, who writes down the impressions he gets. It doesn’t work. Despite
all the juggling with the results.”
“The statistical methods,” Bruce began hotly; he was now
involved in the argument for its own sake.
“Neither you nor I would be capable of judging that
aspect. But I know that the controls are inadequate. There are too many
ways of faking, deliberate or unconscious. Ask any stage magician.”
His eyes glowing, Bruce expertly shifted ground.
“All new scientific discoveries are mocked when they
first appear. Take hypnotism—”
“The favorite example of the apologists for spiritualism.
Take alchemy, astrology, and the secret of the Great Pyramid. Still
pure superstition, all of ’em.”
“Boys, boys,” Ruth interrupted. “I think either one of
you would argue about whether or not the sun is going to rise
tomorrow—on either side of the question. Help me decide how I’m going
to arrange this ludicrous affair. I haven’t even thought about the
guest list. How many people does one need for a good séance?”
“The four of us and two guests,” Sara counted aloud.
“That’s six. Do we need more?”
Bruce shot Ruth a quizzical glance. It was so well done
that she had no choice but to say, as graciously as she could, “Of
course we’ll expect you, Bruce. A week from tonight, Friday the tenth.”
“Thank you, Mrs. Bennett, I’m looking forward to it,”
Bruce recited. And then spoiled the effect by adding, with a malicious
movement of his lips, “I think you’re going to need a skeptic.”
“Skeptics I’ve got,” Ruth said wryly.
“Pat’s no skeptic, he’s the Grand Inquisitor. Burn ’em at
the stake, that’s his motto. And you—”
“Yes?” This was one of the things she most disliked about
the younger generation in general and Bruce in particular—their habit
of cheap, pseudopsychological analysis.
“You are fastidious. You dislike the whole idea, not
because it’s irrational but because it’s distasteful.”
“Well,” Ruth said, surprised, “I guess you’re right.”
“Sara still hasn’t quite given up believing in Santa
Claus,” Bruce went on. The look he gave Sara was meant to be casually
amused, but Ruth caught a glimpse of his eyes, and their expression
made her catch her breath. “She’s still receptive to wonderment.
Trailing clouds of glory….”
“Oh, come on!” Sara was definitely not flattered. Either
she had not seen that betraying look or she was too inexperienced to
know what it meant.
“So,” Bruce concluded, with a sweeping gesture that
mocked all of them as well as himself, “I’m your only genuine open
mind, completely without prejudice and able to evaluate the evidence.”
“There won’t be much evidence, I’m afraid. Tonight’s
performance was pretty sad.”
“You caught that, at any rate,” Pat said grumpily.
“Oh, yes, it was all very obvious. I was disappointed. I
thought she would do better.”
“She can, given time for preparation. I told you about
Mother’s impromptu parties. But I’ll wager that in a week Madame Nada
will have done a discreet but ample amount of research on you and this
house. She will be filled up to here with history—everything she can
dig out of the Georgetown guidebooks.”
“She’ll run into trouble there,” Ruth said. “There isn’t
much about this place in the guidebooks.”
“Not even the builder’s name, building history, that sort
of thing?”
“Oh, well, his name was Campbell, like Cousin Hattie’s.
Daniel, or was it Abediah? But he wasn’t much of a public figure, not
like the Bealls and the Stodderts and the really famous Georgetown
families.”
“Really? Well, that’s good.”
“Why?”
“Don’t you see, Mrs. Bennett?” Bruce was so interested he
forgot his affected accent. “The less she can find out from public
records, the easier it is to check her sources. If she should come up
with something that really isn’t in print—”
“Oh, I’ll bet she’ll come up with something,” Pat said.
“Well, I’ll spend some time reading up on the house,”
Bruce said eagerly. “If she slips, I’ll catch it.”
“Where does the performance take place?” Pat asked,
swallowing a yawn.
“We’ll need a table, I suppose,” Ruth said. “A biggish
one. Ten or twelve people….”
“How about the dining-room table?” Sara suggested.
“Over the crumbs and coffee cups? No, dear; you and I
will be doing the catering, and I’ve no intention of scuttling to and
fro with trays and sponges in front of guests.”
“Then it will have to be in here.”
“Yes. We could move these couches farther apart, and sit
in front of the fire.”
“I think you’ll find,” Pat said dryly, “that Madame will
prefer to be a little farther away from the firelight.”
“It’s a problem, isn’t it?” Bruce began pacing the room,
examining it as if he had never seen it before. “I can see why you put
the couches in front of the fire, it makes a nice grouping. And the
bookshelves at the far end of the room suggest a kind of library
corner, looking out over the garden. But the room has an awkward shape.
You’re losing about a third of your space at this end, next to the
street.”
“I know, it is awkward. I tried rearranging the
furniture, but it wouldn’t let itself be moved.” The statement, which
she had meant as a light comment, sounded unexpectedly alarming. “I
mean,” she added hastily, “this was the best arrangement; it had been
this way for years.”
Pat was becoming interested. He walked down the length of
the room to the front windows.
“One thing you’ve got,” he said, “if nothing else—an
ideal setup for our ghost-raising session. This table in front of the
window is round; move it back a couple of feet so we can get chairs all
around it, and—”
He was standing with his back to the others, facing the
window and the table, on which his hands rested lightly. With the last
word his voice broke, and he suddenly bent forward over the table, head
bowed and shoulders hunched.
Ruth leaped to her feet.
“Pat!”
“What?” He turned, smiling, and Ruth’s nightmare vision
of a heart attack faded. “Frog in my throat. A monster. Guess I talk
too much.”
“Was that all? I thought you were having a fit.”
“No, no, I’m fine. Yes, this would do admirably. But you
ought to have these windows caulked. The draft is enough to freeze your
bones.”
“I did have them caulked. It’s just a cold spot, that’s
all. Too cold for your mother, perhaps.”
“No,” he said slowly. “This is ideal.”
“He’s right,” Sara agreed. “Ruth, maybe an electric
heater….”
“We’ll worry about that later.” Pat produced another
yawn. “Come on, Bruce, I’ll give you a lift home.”
He lingered in the hall for a moment after Bruce had,
reluctantly, gone on out to the car.
“I wish you’d call this off, Ruth,” he said, in a voice
pitched low enough so that Sara, clearing away cups in the next room,
did not hear.
“My dear—why?”
“It’s too much for you, too much fuss.”
“Don’t be silly, I don’t mean to try to imitate your
mother’s style of entertaining. It will be very simple.”
“I wish you wouldn’t,” he repeated, in an oddly flat
voice.
“Pat, you look so—Are you sure you didn’t have a pain
just now?”
“No, damn it, I told you I feel fine! Sorry…. Iguess I am
tired; I didn’t mean to yell at you. Good night.”
Ruth helped to clear the living room, bade Sara good
night, and sat down for a final cigarette in front of the dying fire.
She was worried about Pat. Her father had had that same
gray pallor, after his first heart attack. Pat was no longer a young
man.
And she? Half her life was over, more than half…. And
what had she to show for it? An oldhouse which was too large, really,
for a single person; a pretty, casual niece who would be gone in
another year or two, after she finished college—who would then send a
Christmas card and a birthday card every year, with dutiful messages.
Yes, Sara would send the cards; she was a thoughtful child.
She loved Sara. Drowsing in the dimming light, she
realized that she loved Sara more than was safe or comfortable, with
something of that fierce parental love which had always frightened her
in others. But Sara didn’t love her. Sara would be embarrassed,
probably, at the very idea. In the old days it had been right and
proper to love one’s parents, and God; today the tall candid-eyed young
cynics kept their love for erring mankind and their unfortunate
brothers; or, occasionally, for their mates. Well, she had tried that
too. Never happy, even at its most intense peak of longing, it had
turned all too soon into misery so abject that she still felt the
echoes of it in her bones, like an incurable, recurrent sickness.
Misery, and love and sickness….
I know what’s wrong with me, she thought hazily. I’m
falling asleep….
V
Ruth dreamed that she was lying on the sofa facing the
fireplace, as she actually was. Sara stood before her, and that, too,
was as it might have been. But only the girl’s face was clear; the rest
of her body and clothing was dim as a landscape seen through fog that
shifts and thickens and disperses, giving tantalizing and misleading
hints of what the mist conceals. She saw Sara’s face as clearly as if
it were illumined by spotlights; and here the imitation of reality
ended. Ruth had never seen on anyone’s face, let alone that of her
pretty niece, a look like the one that disfigured the dream girl’s
features, and she hoped she never would. The eyes were so distended
that the whites showed all around the pupils. The complexion, against
Sara’s black-brown hair, looked gray as ash, and the pale lips were
parted in a gasp of terror.
Ruth was so frightened that, even in her sleep, she tried
to move. She could not, and recognized that, too, as a common dream
symptom. Almost she welcomed the bodily paralysis as a confirmation of
the fact that she was really dreaming.
Then the shadow came. It was formless at first, but she
knew it had actual form that was somehow concealed from her. All she
could see was its size and its menace, and as it loomed up against the
dream shape of her niece, Sara’s mouth opened in a scream that was all
the more pitiable for being silent. The effect of that soundless shriek
was so bad that Ruth woke. And then she entered the worst part of the
nightmare.
She lay, as she had seen herself in the dream, on the
couch that faced the fireplace. Now she could make out the glow of the
fading coals—but vaguely, as if she saw them through air saturated with
smoke. The table lamp behind the couch was on, casting a dim but
adequate light over the whole scene. She felt the roughness of the
brocade covering the couch against her cheek, and the stiffness of her
cramped muscles. All these sensory impressions proved that she was
indeed awake. Sara’s dream image had, of course, disappeared.
The shadow had not.
It hovered between her and the fire—dark, heavy gray,
smoke-thick and smoke-dark, it was the medium which dulled the crimson
coals into tiny sparks. It had no form, but the form was coming,
struggling to shape itself, so that the thick, sluggish coils of
twilight-dark twisted and moved….
Then, as she struggled frantically against the paralysis
that still held her, deliverance came, in the form of a sound which, if
not personally familiar, was at least recognizable as something from
the waking world. A voice, dulled by distance and thick glass panes
into a mournful echo, calling….
“Come home, come home…Sammie…come home….”
With an effort that felt as if it must wrench her bones
out of their sockets, Ruth swung her feet to the floor and sat up.
And woke, finally and genuinely.
For, of course, the last sequence had been only an
extension of the original dream. It was common enough, to dream of
waking. Ruth told herself that, but when she raised her hand to her
forehead she found that the roots of her hair were soaked with
perspiration.
She pushed the damp hair back from her face, drew a long
shaken breath, and reached for a cigarette. Half shyly she glanced out
of the corner of her eye at the fire. It was almost dead—only a faint
reddish glow remained—but it was fading normally with no greasy pall of
dead air to obscure it. Ruth let out the breath she had not known she
was holding. When she struck the match, her fingers were hardly
shaking. But—good heavens, that had been a nasty one!
She wondered what Pat would say about the origins of the
nightmare—or Bruce, with his cocky assurance. The last thought brought
a faint smile to her lips. No doubt Bruce’s interpretation would be
shatteringly Freudian.
She finished her cigarette and stood up, conscious of a
cowardly disinclination to turn her back on the fireplace—a sentiment
which she conquered at once. But she went up the stairs rather briskly,
and she left the light on in the living room.
As she drifted off to sleep she found herself listening
for a repetition of the call that had roused her. But she heard nothing
more. Her room was in the front of the house, and the call seemed to
come from the garden side, where Sara’s room faced. Sammie certainly
picked unsalubrious weather for prowling, she thought drowsily, and
then—her last conscious thought before sleep claimed her—funny name for
a cat….
WASHINGTONIANS TAKE A PERVERSE PRIDE
IN THE PERVERSITY of their weather, refusing to admit
that it is, in this respect, like weather anywhere. Ruth had been a
resident long enough to feel a sense of personal achievement when
Sunday dawned fair and warm after a week of Alaskan cold. Sara had been
out until all hours the night before, with the unavoidable Bruce, but
she made her appearance at an early breakfast looking as dewy-eyed and
rested as a baby. Ruth thought, “Ah, youth,” but did not say it, and
waved the girl off to a picnic at Great Falls without mentioning that
it was not really quite warm enough for shorts. If she had legs like
that, she told herself, she would display them too. And the shorts
weren’t much shorter, in fact, than the skirts the girls were wearing.
Before indulging in a second cup of coffee she tidied up
the kitchen, deriving housewifely satisfaction from the look of shining
steel and gleaming porcelain. Then she settled down with The
New York Times.
The kitchen had been built at the tail end of the house,
as kitchens of old houses were in that semitropical climate, so that
cooking heat and odors would not permeate the rest of the house. The
breakfast bay, where Ruth was sitting, had been added in a later
century so that the inhabitants could enjoy the view of the walled
garden, with its backdrop of firs and magnolias. They glowed greenly in
the morning sunlight, and the birds, enjoying the warmth, were out in
full voice.
Ruth struggled nobly with the reports of
disaster—national, personal, and international—for half an hour, and
then threw the paper aside as a particularly penetrating avian shriek
reached her ears. Probably just a jay complaining about some private
tribulation or fancied affront…. But perhaps a passing cat was
bothering the birds. She really ought to go out and see.
It took only minutes to change her robe for slacks and
sweater, and to run a comb through her short fair curls. When she got
outside she realized that Sara was right; it really was too warm for
wool clothing. The sun fell like soft intangible fingers on her hands
and face. Standing in the middle of the flagged terrace, she threw out
her arms and lifted her face in a sudden transport of sheer well-being.
It was a wonderful day on which to be alive.
The garden was large for a city house, but then that was
one of the features of Georgetown that its inhabitants prized most
highly. The house had been built at the very edge of the long narrow
lot, so that there was no front yard at all, only an areaway. All the
land was in back, and it was fenced high on three sides. Georgetowners
lacked the jovial conviviality of suburbanites; they liked their
privacy, and did not take offense at others’ enjoying theirs. Ruth
scarcely knew her neighbors, and there were no gates or doors
connecting the yards.
The boards of the fence needed painting, but their
ugliness was masked by shrubs and bushes. All but the box and holly
were bare now; the lilac and forsythia had lost most of their leaves in
the windstorm of the past week, and the ones remaining were sere and
yellowing. But Ruth eyed their straggling contours fondly. She had
moved into the house the preceding spring, and one memory that would be
imprinted forever on her brain was the sight of the garden when she
first saw it, with the great heaps of forsythia like sprawling yellow
fountains, sending out sprays so bright as to seem luminous. Cousin
Hattie had not been able to afford a full-time gardener in her last
years, and her part-time boy had spent his efforts on the grass and the
roses and let the gnarled old lilacs and other bushes grow as nature
decreed. The results had been beautiful.
After the forsythia faded, then came the dogwood—pale
rose and white stars against the olive green of the firs—and the
gorgeous flaming masses of the azaleas, rose-pink fuschia and salmon,
and white like a spotless drift of snow. There had been lily of the
valley in the moist shadows of the pines, and violets thrust green
fingers into every possible corner, penetrating the chinks in the
brickwork of the patio invading the rose beds. The lilac, perfuming the
whole outdoors, and spirea, and flowering quince….
Ruth had never been much of a nature lover; she had not
consciously wanted a garden while she lived in the apartment on
Massachusetts Avenue. She had not known how much she missed one until
she walked through the back door of Aunt Hattie’s house and saw the
forsythia blaze out like little fallen suns.
She stooped to pick up some bits of scrap paper, blown in
from the street, and then decided to get her gloves and tools and go at
the garden. It was too splendid a day to stay indoors.
Trailing the rake, she went back to see how the roses had
withstood the wind. They usually bloomed beautifully well into
November, so she had not cut them back; the cold spell had taken her by
surprise. On the first blustery night she and Sara had dragged in the
wrought-iron table and chairs which stood in warm weather under the big
oak in the center of the yard. Its spreading branches had been like
sunset during October. Now most of the crimson leaves were on the
ground under the tree. That would be the next job, after she had
checked the roses.
They were in a sheltered spot, and had not suffered so
badly as she feared. Colored confetti flakes of petals spattered the
ground—pink and white and crimson so dark it was almost black—but
several buds still lifted brave heads, and Ruth decided to leave them
just in case the warm weather held. She knew she would never make a
gardener; it gave her a physical pang to cut the roses back, as if she
were amputating legs off birds, though she knew it had to be done.
Some of the buds could be cut; she would gather them
before she went in. She was stooping over the bushes when a squawk of
outrage erupted above her head and something went scuttling and
scraping along the trunk of the fir tree. A big jay swooped out of the
green branches, yelling indignantly, and sat down in the topmost
branches of the oak, where it swayed and scolded like an animated blue
flower.
Ruth looked up and was rewarded by the sight of a face,
triangular and furry, peering calmly down at her from the foliage, like
the famous disembodied head of the Cheshire cat. She recognized the cat
from earlier visits, and yielded to an impulse born of exuberance and
the springlike weather.
“Sammie, aren’t you ashamed! Chasing birds is not nice.”
Sammie gave her a contemptuous blink and vanished, not in
stages like the fictitious cat, but all at once. The scraping noise
began again, accompanied by quaking branches, and then a sleek
tan-and-brown form leaped the last twenty feet to land on its feet not
far from Ruth’s. The cat immediately rolled over on its rear end and
began to clean its tail with frantic energy.
“You’re a pretty thing,” Ruth said admiringly, and the
cat paused, uncannily, to give her a glimpse of two eyes as blue as the
back feathers of the jay before it resumed its washing. Its royal
self-possession left Ruth amused and absurdly out of countenance. She
was familiar with Mr. Eliot’s advice on addressing cats, though she had
never had occasion to put it into practice. Now, however, it appeared
that she had been presumptuous.
“Oh, cat,” she began, following the authority, and then
jumped as a voice boomed out.
“Bad girl! So that’s where you’ve gotten to!”
For a wild second Ruth was sure the voice, from a source
not immediately apparent, was addressing her. She looked around, and,
as she saw the face from which the voice had issued, suspended moonlike
upon the top of the back fence, she realized that it had been
addressing the animal. The face she raised was pink with amusement, and
the face on the fence responded with a beam of obvious admiration.
“Good morning, good morning, my dear Mrs. Bennett! I must
apologize for our bad child. Is she annoying you?”
“Not at all. She’s a beauty, isn’t she?”
“Well, we—yes, we think so. Mrs. DeVoto and I. Please
feel quite free, however, to evict her if she becomes churlish. Though
members of that breed rarely do so. Patronizing, contemptuous, even
downright insulting; but never losing the true aristocratic demeanor.”
“I’m sure,” Ruth murmured. Mr. DeVoto, she recalled, was
a retired official of the Department of State. He had something to do
with protocol. He was a nice little man, though; he had swept off his
genteel golf cap at the sight of her, and his bald head gleamed pinkly
in the sunlight.
“Well, Mrs. Bennett,” he went on, “if you are sure that
our feline friend does not disturb you, perhaps I will not venture to
climb over your fence in order to retrieve her.”
“Oh, I’ll enjoy her company. But if you want her back
I’ll be delighted to hand her to you.”
“That would hardly be feasible, I fear, though I do thank
you for offering so kindly. Kai Lung does not care to be handled except
by intimates. Not that she would—er—scratch.” Mr. DeVeto’s voice sank,
as if he were mentioning something faintly obscene. “Dear me, no. She
would simply evade your hand if you tried to touch her.”
“Yes,” Ruth said absently. The bush on the end might be
pruned; there seemed to be dead wood there…. Then, belatedly, she
realized what the man had said, and she exclaimed, “Kai Lung! Isn’t her
name Sammie?”
“Sammie? Good heavens—gracious me—why, no. She is a
female cat, to begin with.”
“No wonder she wouldn’t speak to me,” Ruth said, smiling.
“I’ve not only been familiar, I’ve been wrong.”
“Why would you think her name was Sammie?” Mr. DeVoto was
clearly aghast at the very idea.
“Just that I heard someone calling, at night, and I
assumed he was calling a pet. There’s no reason why I should have
thought it was—er—Kai Lung, except that she’s the only cat I’ve seen
about, and I know the dog on the south side has another name.”
“I can assure you I have not been calling. Good gracious,
Mrs. Bennett, I hope you do not think that I would be so thoughtless as
to—”
“Of course not. It must be some other cat, or dog, owner.”
“I cannot imagine who.” Mr. DeVeto’s chin sank out of
sight as he prepared to retire. “There are no other pets in this block,
except for that unattractive beast next door. Well, Mrs. Bennett, it
has been most pleasant chatting with you. Perhaps you might join us one
evening for a glass of sherry.”
“That would be nice.”
“My wife will telephone you, then. In the meantime, I do
hope you enjoy your gardening.”
He lifted the hat he had been holding and replaced it on
his head with such perfect timing that, for a second, it seemed to sit
suspended on top of the fence as the face below sank out of sight. Ruth
allowed herself a broad grin as soon as the face had disappeared, but
it was a friendly sort of grin. He really was a nice little man.
She did enjoy her gardening, and she had quite a heap of
leaves to show for her efforts when she finished. She had another cup
of coffee sitting on the bench built around the oak, and Kai Lung sat
beside her and condescended to sample the cream. Then she wound herself
into a ball and went to sleep in the sun, and Ruth went back to
clipping dead roses. It was a very pleasant day. There was no reason at
all why, as she prepared to go in, Ruth should find herself speculating
on the identity of the elusive creature named Sammie, and wondering
whether he had, in fact, ever come home.
II
The weather held all that week, providing conversation
for hundreds of dinner parties. On Friday afternoon Ruth left work
early and took a cab home; she was perspiring slightly as she came in
the front door, and was not really looking forward to cleaning house
and cooking a meal. The first thing she heard was the sound of the
vacuum cleaner. In the living room she found Sara, wearing an apron
which completely covered her brief skirt, putting the finishing touches
on a room which shone with wax and elbow grease.
“Well, that’s the pleasantest sight I’ve seen all day,”
Ruth exclaimed, as her niece, seeing her enter, switched off the
vacuum. “My dear girl, how nice of you!”
“You didn’t think I was going to let you do all this by
yourself, did you? I don’t have any Friday afternoon classes.”
“But it’s finished; I couldn’t have done better myself.
All we need now are the flowers. I brought some home with me, they’re
in the hall.”
“What kind?”
“Some carnations and the inevitable chrysanthemums, I’m
afraid, but I found some beauties. That lovely bronze. This is a
hybrid, with gold and copper streaks.”
“I like mums.” Sara wound the cord around the cleaner and
shoved it towards the door. “What shall I put them in, the blue Delft
pots?”
“That would be good. The white ones can go in the copper
vases, and the carnations in the silver. There ought to be a few roses
left; I’d planned those for the dining room.”
“They’ve been gotten. Take a look.”
Ruth pushed open the sliding doors across the hall from
the drawing room, and exclaimed with pleasure. The dining room was a
dark room, abutting on the neighboring house so closely that that side
had been left without windows. Instead of running the full length of
the house like the drawing room, it was backed by a high old-fashioned
butler’s pantry and the kitchen; hence its only outside light came from
the street windows, which were kept curtained because they were so
close to the sidewalk. The wall sconces and the chandelier had been
electrified, and they gave a warm, rich light. The furniture was heavy
and dark. Sara had polished it till it reflected objects, and Ruth had
mended the worn spots in the exquisite petit point covering the chairs.
The table was already set, with Ruth’s best damask and silver and
crystal; the beautiful old Delft in the corner cupboard, with its
scalloped border, had been washed, and the tall silver candlesticks
held bayberry candles whose faded green matched the muted shade of the
walls.
“Everything is perfect,” Ruth said gratefully. “There’s
nothing for me to do.”
“Except the cooking!”
“Yes, I’d better start the rolls. They’ll have to rise
twice.”
“It’s such a job. Why didn’t you get frozen rolls?”
“The secret of good cooking,” Ruth said didactically, “is
to stick to what you can do well, but use no substitutes. I can’t
handle elaborate meals; they require too many hands at the last minute,
and I really don’t enjoy cooking all that much anyhow. A roast is easy
to prepare, but this one I’ve got is a roast of roasts; I bullied it
out of that French butcher on Wisconsin, and paid a week’s grocery
money for it. The salad is my own invention, but it’s very simple—every
fresh vegetable I can find goes into it, plus eggs. You’d be surprised
how impressive it looks. So the rolls have to be handmade, those frozen
ones taste like cardboard and would spoil the total effect.”
“I see your point. You know what I’d cook, don’t you?”
“Spaghetti,” Ruth said.
“How did you ever guess?”
“Well, I used to serve it myself when I started
housekeeping. It has the advantage of being honestly peasanty, but I
can’t serve Mrs. Jackson Mac-Dougal spaghetti. Not that she wouldn’t
eat it with perfect aplomb.”
“What’s she like?”
“She’s a darling. You’ll like her.”
They stood for a moment in silence, their arms lightly
touching as they surveyed the room to make sure no touch had been
omitted. It was a good moment. Ruth was to remember it later, with a
sharp pang of loss.
III
The guests were due at seven thirty. At six Ruth went
downstairs to do the last-minute kitchen work which could not be put
off any later if she wanted time to dress. The hors d’oeuvres needed to
be made, the drink tray set up, the rolls kneaded and shaped—a dozen
little odds and ends, time-consuming and annoying, which every hostess
knows.
She had done her hair, but her person was attired in
mules and a garment unattractively known as a duster. She had just
plunged both hands up to the wrists in dough when the doorbell rang.
She said “damn,” and wondered who on earth it could be. Sara was
dressing and was probably unfit for society at the moment. She would
have to answer the door herself.
Snatching up a paper towel she stamped into the hall and
flung the door open, prepared to give a short shrift to any luckless
newspaper boy or lost tourist. One glance and she started to slam it
shut.
“Go away! Go away and come back in an hour. Of all the
outrageous—”
Pat had thoughtfully inserted one large foot in the door.
Now he shoved.
“I’m not a guest, I’m a waiter. Open up.”
She had very little choice. He kicked the door shut
behind him and headed for the kitchen, without further comment. Ruth
trailed along, too curious now to be angry. But if the parcel he
carried contained food or wine, she was prepared to rage.
Pat deposited his bundle on the counter and unfolded it.
“My favorite bottle opener, my best carving knife, and,”
he held up the white material which had contained the other items, “my
apron. What needs doing?”
“But you—you…. Words,” said Ruth honestly, “fail me.”
“This last minute stuff is the worst part of the party.
I’m trying to demonstrate,” he said, with a sidelong glance, “that men
are useful things to have around the house. What have we here? Bread or
something? Well, I’ll leave that to you. What are we drinking? Where do
you keep the gin?”
Twenty minutes later Ruth was shaping the last of the
rolls while Pat put a shaker of martinis in the refrigerate and swept
the kitchen with a comprehensive glance.
“All set, I think. I’ll light the fire now, while you
change.”
“Just a second, till I finish these.”
He came up behind her and stood watching, and gradually
Ruth’s movement slowed. She had expected this sooner or later and had
not been sure how she would handle it—or how she wanted to handle it.
What she had not anticipated was the mindless lassitude that gripped
her at the first touch of his hands.
“Relax,” he said, into her ear. “I don’t want flour all
over my brand new jacket.”
Leaning back against him, she heard his quick breathing,
felt his hands move from her waist to her breasts. His lips slid down
her cheek, seeking her mouth; without conscious volition she turned her
face to meet his. So…. Those particular nerve endings were not
atrophied after all. Through the years she had sought—perhaps
unconsciously, perhaps not—partners who did not arouse the deadened
emotions, and had told herself that they were gone for good. Now,
wherever his hands and lips had touched she felt stripped, not only of
clothing but of skin, as if the skillful fingers manipulated the nerves
themselves.
For several long unmeasured seconds her consciousness
hung suspended on a single pivot of pleasure; then the automatic
defenses, never so long defied, snapped into place. She stiffened and
moved; and he released her at once, stepping back, hands touching her
waist only to balance her.
Staring dizzily at her own hands, Ruth saw a pathetic
squeezed lump clenched between taut fingers. Automatically she began to
pat it into shape.
“What happened?” he asked quietly. His breathing was
slower but still uneven.
“Nothing. I…squashed my roll, didn’t I?”
“Do you find me that repulsive?”
“Oh, Pat—no.” She turned to face him, hands eloquent;
with the beginning of a smile he fended off her floury fingers.
“I thought the first reaction was too good. Well, I guess
this isn’t the time or place to go into the matter. Remove your
tempting person from my presence and I’ll try to behave myself the rest
of the evening. We’ll pretend nothing happened.”
It was no use pretending; every time her eyes met his she
remembered, with her entire body. As Sara deftly removed the plates and
served cherries jubilee, Ruth’s eyes went back to the magnet that had
drawn them all evening, and found his eyes waiting and alight.
When they moved into the drawing room Ruth shook herself
mentally. It was high time she paid more attention to her guests,
especially now that the main event of the evening was coming up. She
had invited a couple from the office, amiable nonentities whose
personalities would not be obtrusive, and Sara had added two school
friends whose faces, then and forever after, remained pink blurs in
Ruth’s memory.
Madame Nada, decked in swirling black chiffon for the
occasion, led the way into the room. She had already seen and approved
the arrangements, but their previous occupation of the drawing room had
been confined to the couches near the fire. Now, as the medium
approached the table, she suddenly stopped short, her hand outstretched
in the act of seeking a chair. Ruth heard her gasp sharply.
“Is something wrong?” she asked, moving to Madame Nada’s
side. The other guests, chatting and relaxed after a good meal, were
not paying much attention. Ruth was the only one who saw the medium’s
face, and she felt as if she were seeing its true shape for the first
time. Genuine surprise and a shadow of some other, less innocuous
emotion, had stripped away the mask temporarily.
“It is so cold,” said Madame Nada.
“I know, there always seems to be a draft at this end of
the room. If it’s too bad—”
“Draft?” The close-set brown eyes, still wide with shock,
met hers.
“Are we ready?” Mrs. MacDougal asked crisply, at Ruth’s
elbow. She had changed her personality with her costume, and was
wearing a soft dressmaker suit that looked like a thousand dollars,
which was probably its approximate price.
“I don’t know.” Ruth turned impulsively. “It is so chilly
at this end of the room. Will it be uncomfortable for you? We could
move the table….”
“Heavens, no. Pat told me about the draft—that’s why I
wore a suit. It seems quite comfortable to me. Where shall we sit?”
Ruth glanced inquiringly at the medium, who replied with
a slight shrug and a smile. The mask was back in place.
When they were all seated, Ruth glanced around the table.
The scene had an odd distinctness. Colors seemed more vivid, faces
sharply cut and memorable. She was struck with a feeling that she ought
to remember every detail.
The medium sat with her back to the windows, whose drapes
were pulled shut. Ruth’s coworker, Jack Simmons, sat on Madame Nada’s
right, and Ruth had been directed to the place on the medium’s other
side. Next to her sat Sara, looking especially vivid and alert; her
eyes sparkled with anticipation, rich color stained her cheeks, and her
olive complexion was set off by the clear yellow wool of her dress.
Bruce sat almost directly opposite her. He had been on his best
behavior all evening, except for indicating by his very silence that he
found the conversation incredibly dull. As his eyes met Ruth’s passing
glance, he inclined his head slightly, and his beard twitched. Ruth’s
glance moved on. Mary Simmons, solemn and self-conscious, her reddened
housewife’s hands clasped on the table; Pat. That was enough, just….
Pat.
“We begin,” said Madame Nada suddenly.
IV
Afterward Ruth wondered whether she would have been
conscious of that atmosphere if her more delicate senses, those beyond
the normal five, had not been preoccupied. A quiver of uneasiness
penetrated even that most consuming of all self-interests; for when the
lights went out, and the groping hands fumbled and linked, something
touched her in the darkness, something impalpable that brushed and
passed on; and a long shiver shook her bare arm.
At first the session was not notably different from the
other meeting a week earlier. Ruth was conscious of the usual
distractions, the annoying little itches which could not be scratched,
the intensification of sounds with the loss of sight. The room was
quite dark; the heavy drapes cut off all light from the street and the
back of the couch shielded the glow of the fire, which had been allowed
to die down to a bed of coals.
The medium’s breathing deepened and slowed and
steadied—the preliminary, as Ruth had been told, to what is called the
trance state. Her fingers were linked around the medium’s wrist, so she
was immediately aware of the moment at which the Madame Nada went into
her trance, body relaxed and hands limp.
“A name,” the medium droned. “Ann. Something…Ann. Mary?”
There was a stir around the table.
“Can she hear us?” It was Bruce’s voice.
“No,” Mrs. MacDougal answered softly. “Not unless we
addressed her directly. She’s in light trance now, speaking with her
own voice, of impressions she is getting. Later she’ll go into deep
trance and other personalities will speak through her.”
“Mary,” the medium interrupted. “Wants to sing. Not
doing…party….”
Ruth felt Sara’s hand contract, and knew she was about to
giggle. She squeezed, warningly. However much she shared Sara’s
feelings, she could not mock her guests.
“Who is Mary?” Mrs. MacDougal asked.
“Pretty! Mary, Mary, quite contrary. That’s what Papa
calls her.”
“Can you describe her?”
“Oh, pretty…. Yellow hair. Old-fashioned: long curls.
That’s funny….”
“Describe her clothing.”
“Such pretty, flowery stuff…little sprigs, pink flowers.
Kerchief around her neck, elbow sleeves….”
Mary Simmons, whose hobby was American costume, gave an
involuntary squeak of recognition. The medium, seeming not to hear,
swept on.
“A man, too, he’s with her. She calls him Papa. Wears
long blue coat, brass buttons. Funny whiskers, long, bushy…gray. Close
the door, close the door, don’t let the damned Yankees in!”
The last sentence boomed out, startlingly, in a deep
baritone voice, rough with simulated anger. Sara jumped; Ruth, who had
done some reading during the past week, squeezed her hand again.
“She’s in deep trance now,” Mrs. MacDougal whispered.
“Who are you?” she asked aloud.
“Henry. Damn’ Yankees, let ’em die. Bolt the door!”
“Henry who?”
“Henry” snorted; he did sound just like a choleric old
gentleman.
“Campbell, of course. Henry W. Campbell. My house, damn
it; damn’ bluecoats can’t come in.”
“Why don’t you want them to come in?” Mrs. MacDougal
asked.
“Wait.” The voice changed. It was no longer a man’s
voice; but it was so distorted by some strong emotion that Ruth could
not identify it as Madame Nada’s. The words sounded strained, as if
each one had to be forced through a resisting substance. “No, no….
No…can…not….”
The limp hand flexed so roughly that it pulled loose from
Ruth’s grasp. The medium’s breathing quickened.
“Nada. Listen to me, Nada. Wake up. Wake up…. Lights,
someone.”
The circle broke. Lights flared, leaving everyone
blinking. Ruth saw Mrs. MacDougal bending over the medium, holding her
shoulders and speaking in a soothing voice.
“All right now?” she asked.
“Yes, yes.” The medium straightened and brushed back a
lock of hair that had fallen over her forehead. “What happened?”
“An intrusive entity,” Mrs. MacDougal said solemnly.
“Strong,” the medium muttered. “Strong and….”
She shook herself like a dog coming out of the water.
“Did we get anything of interest?” she asked.
“Oh, yes, splendid. Mrs. Bennett, you know something of
the history of the house. Can you verify the incident?”
Put fair and squarely on the spot, Ruth stammered, “Of
course the house did belong to the Campbells. I don’t recall the name
of the man who owned it during the Civil War, but—”
“Yes, it was certainly the War Between the States,” Mrs.
MacDougal agreed. “Was Mr. Campbell a Southern sympathizer?”
From across the table Bruce said smoothly,
“May I, Mrs. Bennett? Not only was Campbell a rebel at
heart—not uncommon in Georgetown—but the incident suggested did occur.
When the Union Army fled after the battle of—First Bull Run, I think it
was—the wounded, exhausted men streamed back into the city over the
bridge at Georgetown. Many of them collapsed on the steps of the
houses, and Mr. Campbell ordered his door locked and barred against
them.”
He waited just long enough for the gasps of amazement to
be heard. Then he added gently,
“It’s all described in Old Georgetown Stories.”
The medium was too accustomed to skepticism to show
anger, if she felt any. She gave Bruce a sweet smile and said
indifferently, “I have never read that book.”
“Does the book describe the old man?” Mrs. MacDougal
demanded.
“No. But a blue coat and brass buttons aren’t unusual.”
“What about Mary Ann?”
“I haven’t the faintest idea whether or not Henry had a
daughter of that name,” Bruce said cheerfully. “I doubt if it would be
possible to find out.”
“That’s why it is impossible to convince you skeptics,”
Mrs. MacDougal said in exasperation. “If you do find verification, you
claim the medium could have looked up the information; if you don’t
find it, you claim it can’t be verified.”
Bruce gave her a look in which amusement and respect were
mingled.
“You’re quite right,” he said courteously. “It’s hard
luck, isn’t it?”
“Hmmmph.” Mrs. MacDougal turned away from him. “Let’s try
again, Nada, it’s still early. Perhaps we can get something which will
convince this young man.”
“I don’t know….” the medium said slowly.
“Come, it’s too good a chance to miss. You went quite
quickly into deep trance; obviously the atmosphere here is very
sympathetic.”
The medium was silent. Ruth, next to her, thought she
looked more bloodlessly anemic than ever.
“Perhaps Madame Nada is tired,” she said, with no other
motive than sympathy. “I understand the trance state can be tiring.”
“Yes, it is tiring,” the medium said. “But that is not
why I am afraid—I mean to say, why I am reluctant—”
“No, you mean afraid,” Bruce interrupted, staring at the
woman. “What are you afraid of?”
Ruth turned toward the boy with a disapproving frown—and
realized that he was right. Madame Nada was frightened, badly
frightened and, at the same time, excited. Somehow her fear was more
convincing than any manifestation she could have produced. Ruth began,
“If you feel that way—”
But her gentle voice was drowned out by a booming
“Nonsense!” from Mrs. MacDougal; and after a searching glance at her
patroness, the medium shrugged.
“Very well. But I have warned.”
“We must all concentrate on pure thoughts,” Mrs.
MacDougal urged. “Perhaps if we sang a hymn—”
“Oh, no,” Ruth said involuntarily. The medium gave her a
bleak smile.
“I think not. Just—let us begin.”
V
The medium sank into trance at once, deeply,
frighteningly, almost as if she had been dragged under the surface of
consciousness by a force she could not resist. The wrist Ruth held went
limp, as before; but Ruth shivered as she felt the undisciplined pulse
racing wildly under her fingers.
“Names,” the droning voice began. “Mary Ann, Henry, a
Frank…someone named Hilda.”
“Go on,” breathed Mrs. MacDougal.
“I see two women. One young, one older. Gray hair. Or is
it powder? The quarrel, the girl is crying. Poor Mary!”
Ruth relaxed. This was the same sort of vague talk they
had heard before, unconvincing because it could be tailored to fit
almost any event. Relieved of her anxiety, her mind began to wander,
only half-hearing the medium’s descriptions and recitations of names
which might apply to anyone on earth, or no one. Something about an
Indian in a feathered headdress…a hanging man…a little white dog. That
reminded her of the elusive Sammie, and she was speculating idly on his
identity when, as if the memory had been a cue, the terror began.
It came slowly and slyly, like a trickle of dirty water
through a crack. A voice, the voice of no one in the circle, began to
mutter. It sounded, at first, like a recording played at too low a
speed—a dull, forced drone of sound, with no words distinguishable.
Then it grew louder, and words began to be heard. But still the
mechanical impression was there, as if something were being pushed and
squeezed through the wrong sort of machine.
The medium had gone rigid. Her thin wrist was no longer
lax; it pulled and pounded against Ruth’s fingers. Madame Nada had good
cause for alarm; for she, of all the people in the room, knew that the
muttering horror of a voice did not come from her own throat. She, and
one other. Ruth knew that the sound originated, not from her right-hand
side, but from her left. From Sara.
The others, of course, assumed that Madame Nada was
producing this voice, as she had produced the others. Yet there was a
qualitative difference in this sound, and they all felt it. The room
became absolutely still. The cold suddenly seemed intense; Ruth had to
clench her teeth together to keep them from chattering.
The muttering, mumbling monologue seemed to go on and on;
but in actuality the whole business could not have lasted more than
thirty seconds, and the voice had forced out no more than six
articulate words, before the medium’s strained nerves erupted in a
hair-raising scream. It broke the horrified paralysis of the others;
there were sounds of chairs being pushed back, cries and questions. The
lights flashed on. Ruth had a wild, vivid glimpse of Bruce, his hand
still on the light switch, his body braced against the wall, his face
paper white as he stared at her…. No, not at her. At Sara, beside her. He
knew. Somehow, he knew.
Making the greatest effort of her life, Ruth turned her
head to stare at the thing that sat beside her—quietly now, demurely,
head bent and hands still. The features were the same—the narrow nose
and flowing black hair, the quiet mouth. The physical identity only
intensified the terror; for she knew, with a certainty that defied the
senses, that when Sara turned her head, something that was no longer
Sara would look back at her through Sara’s eyes.
THAT NIGHT, FOR
THE FIRST TIME IN FORTY YEARS, RUTH
left a night light burning when she went
to bed. But whenever she closed her eyes a face took shape against the
darkness—the familiar, unrecognizable face that had been superimposed
on Sara’s face for one impossible moment.
From a social point of view the evening could not be
called a success, ending as it did with the demoralization of most of
the guests and the complete collapse of one of them. Madame Nada had
fainted dead away, falling so ungracefully and painfully that even the
skeptics knew it was a genuine faint. When she recovered she could
think of only one thing—getting out of the house as quickly as
possible. Mrs. MacDougal’s car took her home, and Pat felt he had to
escort the excited women. The other guests made their excuses like
people fleeing a house of death. Séances were only fun when they
were artificial.
It was clear to Ruth that none of them really knew what
had happened; they were simply reacting to an atmosphere as intense as
it was unpleasant. The medium was a true sensitive, in that she had
felt the unpleasantness more keenly, but she was no more equipped to
cope with genuine horror than were the others.
Bruce would have lingered; but Ruth sent him packing. His
presence was not the one she wanted, and, in fact, she was not sure
that she wanted anyone. She preferred to be alone with Sara.
For Sara it was, once again; no doubt about that. When
Ruth turned shrinkingly back to her niece, after administering first
aid to Madame Nada, the illusion (if it had been an illusion) was gone.
Sara’s voice, Sara’s expression—the indefinable, essential
Sara-ness—were back.
Ruth was left in bed with two equally unpleasant theories
for company. The room was comfortably warm, the blankets fleecy, the
brushed nylon of her nightgown soft against her recumbent body; but
from time to time she shivered with an ungovernable chill.
What is it that defines an individual? Not the body, the
color of hair and eyes, the shape of the face, for these may alter with
accident or illness, and they do, inevitably, alter with the one
unavoidable illness, old age. Opinions and beliefs, the products of the
thinking brain, also change; the bright young idealist may become a
cynical supporter of bigotry in old age.
So what is it, she wondered, that makes a man or woman,
distinctly himself, different from all others? Give that quality a
name—personality—though the name itself is meaningless; it may be what
some call the immortal soul or it may be simply a cluster of traits,
inherited and acquired. Character, soul, spirit, individuality…the turn
of the head, the expression of the eyes, the responses to pain, fear,
love.
When she was little, Ruth had thought of herself—the real
Ruth—as a little homunculus living inside her head, busily manipulating
the muscles that moved the puppet of her body, arranging the thoughts
that animated her brain by day, sorting and selecting her dreams at
night. She wondered now whence she had derived this image; surely there
was something like it in one of Louisa May Alcott’s books…. Or perhaps
it was an idea which would occur to any sensitive child—the little soul
living inside the brain, looking out through the eyes.
Tonight something had looked out of Sara’s brain, through
Sara’s eyes, that was not Sara.
Ruth twisted uncomfortably between sheets which were
already wrinkled and hot. The incredibility of her fancies was even
more apparent when she put them into concrete images.
In a way, the alternative was less difficult. It was
simply that she, Ruth Bennett, was suffering from hallucinations. That
she was able to entertain, even for a moment, the wild hypothesis of
Sara’s differentness, indicated that her own mind had slipped
considerably from normal standards.
People who are losing their minds, they say, do not doubt
their sanity. Ruth suspected that this consoling thought would not be
supported by a psychologist. Heaven knew she had enough doubts. But at
the basis of all her queries lay one damning fact: that it was easier
for her to believe in her mad idea of possession than in her own
madness.
Morning is often a revelation in itself. When Ruth woke
from a brief, but deep, sleep, she could hardly believe in the dark
visions of the night. Sunlight poured in through the window and the
mockingbirds who had made a nest in the chimney discussed their plans
for the day. Downstairs she heard movement, and Sara’s voice, an
untrained but sweet contralto, singing “Where Have All the Flowers
Gone?” Smells floated enticingly up the stair—coffee, bacon, toast.
Saturday was cleaning day. Since Sara arrived Ruth had
gladly abandoned the never-ending search for reliable help. She and
Sara could go over the entire house in four hours, and leave every bit
of glass sparkling and every chair leg polished. If there was the
slightest shadow on Sara’s soul it was invisible. She sang like a bird
and worked like a demon and, after lunch, went dashing off to keep a
shopping appointment with a girl friend. Ruth’s decision had been made
without conscious debate; not for anything in the world would she have
mentioned her fears to Sara. She decided that she would call her doctor
for a checkup, just to be on the safe side. But Monday would be time
enough; Saturday morning was always busy for Dr. Peterson. There was no
hurry.
II
She met It again that night, walking in the hall. Sara
was barefoot, but the old, uneven boards creaked. Ruth came awake as a
soldier in a battle zone jerks out of sleep, alert and fully conscious.
She knew instantly what was standing outside her door; and knew, as
well, the futility of her former attempts at reason.
The hardest thing she had ever had to do was to get out
of bed and go to meet it.
III
“She always wears bedroom slippers,” Ruth said. “Ever
since she got a splinter in her foot last fall.”
Suddenly, without meaning to, she began to cry. Pat,
whose face had assumed a deepening expression of concern, slid over and
put his arms around her. When the first storm of tears subsided he said
quietly, “I don’t blame you for being upset, Ruth. But you’ve got to
tell me the rest. What happened after you went out into the hall?”
“I’m sorry.” Ruth sniffed, and took a deep breath. “I
know I’m not…. It was bright moonlight last night; the light came
flooding in through the circular window on the landing. It—Sara—” She
faltered, seeing his lips tighten at the slip, and then went doggedly
on. “She was standing there, on the landing, looking like something out
of Mrs. Radcliffe; she always wears nightgowns, not pajamas, and her
winter ones are long and high-necked because the house gets cold at
night…. Sorry again. I’m fighting away from it, aren’t I?”
All he said was, “You’re doing fine, go on.”
“What I’m trying to give you is the picture—a girl in a
long pale gown, with her black hair falling over her shoulders.
Wraithlike, pale-faced in the moonlight. Her eyes were wide open…. No,
I can see what you’re thinking, but that wasn’t it; she was not
sleepwalking. My roommate used to walk in her sleep and I know the
look. This—Sara—was awake. It was awake, Pat, wide awake; and it
was not Sara.”
“You’re giving me your impressions. You are not
describing what happened. We’ll worry about subjective sensations after
you explain how you got those marks on your face.”
“I must look awful,” Ruth said drearily.
“You have what is popularly known as a shiner. Plus a
couple of scratches on your cheek. How did you explain them to Sara?”
“I didn’t. I yelled through the door, told her I had a
headache and didn’t want to be disturbed. Finally she went out. As soon
as she left the house I called you.”
“She was—Sara—again this morning?”
“Yes. She offered to get breakfast, call the doctor. She
was awfully sweet….”
“All right,” he said, as her voice began to quaver.
“You’ve told me everything but the main thing. Sara hit you, didn’t
she?”
“Yes.”
Pat pointed a long finger at the glass on the table
beside Ruth.
“Finish your medicine. I know this is a hell of an hour
for sherry, but you need a stimulant. Why did she hit you?”
Ruth made a face; for a moment she felt sure that the
wine would be the last straw for her churning stomach. Then the warmth
spread, and her icy hands relaxed a bit.
“Let me try to be coherent. I saw her standing there in
the moonlight. After a minute I spoke to her. She didn’t answer. I
said, ‘Sara, are you ill? What’s wrong?’ She started. She said—”
“Exact words, if you can remember them.”
“Good God, I wish I could forget them! She said the same
thing she said at the séance. She said it twice. ‘Not dead. Not
dead.’ Then a sort of sigh, and—I think—the word ‘please.’ She kept
repeating that, faster and faster, till the words ran together…. She
was screaming by then, Pat; in the middle of it, I thought I caught
something that sounded like ‘the General.’ But I wasn’t really
listening. I felt I had to make her be quiet. It was when I touched her
that she—flailed out with both arms. Honestly, I don’t think she meant
to hurt me; I’m not even sure she knew who I was.”
“Probably not.”
“Pat, you know Sara. You know she wouldn’t ever—”
“Dear heart, is that what worries you?” He smiled, for
the first time since he had entered the house; but the lines on
forehead and cheek did not disappear. “I don’t think our nice Sara has
turned into a homicidal maniac, no. Finish your story before I start
lecturing. How the hell did you calm her? She’s twice your size, and a
healthy young animal.”
“I didn’t. She almost knocked me out with that blow in
the face, but she overbalanced herself. Her foot slipped. When she
fell, she must have hit her head. I dragged her back to bed. I probably
shouldn’t have moved her, but…well, I did. She passed from
unconsciousness into normal sleep without waking, and when I was sure
she was asleep, I went to bed myself.”
“I’ll bet you were ready for it. Okay. I get the picture.”
Ruth drew a long breath.
“I just want to know one thing. Who’s crazy—me or Sara?”
“Neither of you is crazy,” he said violently. “Don’t use
that stupid goddamn word.”
“I’m sorry….”
“So am I. I’m a hell of a therapist, aren’t I. Have
another drink. Let’s both have another drink.”
Ruth took the glass he handed her. In the morning
sunlight the light liquid shone like tawny gold.
“Don’t think I’m not grateful,” she said. “But if you
would just tell me, without mincing words….”
“I intend to.” He drained his glass in one movement of
his wrist. “Dismiss, first of all, the notion that you imagined all
this. Such things have happened; people with certain types of mental
illness have even inflicted injuries on themselves in order to
substantiate a fantastic theory. But not you. This thing happened. So
we are faced with the only other possibility. Sara is the one who is
mentally disturbed. You’re probably right in saying that she didn’t
know you. Now at this point that’s absolutely all I can say; I haven’t
seen the girl. Something is bugging her, some anxiety; I could guess at
the obvious possibilities, but I see no future in doing so.”
“Oh, God. What am I going to tell her mother?”
“Nothing, yet. Ruth, you’re too intelligent to go into a
tizzy at the mention of mental illness; this may not turn out to be
anything serious. Let’s wait and see before we start screaming.”
“But what shall I do?”
“First, you will go and get dressed.” He lifted his hand
as she started to speak, and solemnly ticked off the points on his
fingers. “Next we will go out to lunch and get some food in that queasy
stomach of yours. Forget about your black eye, the waiter will think I
slugged you, that’s all, and he’ll admire me greatly. Then we will come
back here and wait for Sara. When do you expect her home?”
“Five, or thereabouts. But Pat—”
“I want to talk to her,” Pat said quietly. “That’s all,
just talk. Maybe then we can determine whether she needs a neurologist
or a psychiatrist or a gynecologist, or just a good swift kick in the
pants.”
“But—”
“Theorizing without sufficient data is the most futile of
all occupations, Ruth. Wasn’t it Sherlock Holmes who said that? It
applies to practically everything in life. Now go up and get some
clothes on.”
Ruth went. After her hysterical plea for help, she could
hardly refuse to follow his advice. She wondered, as she dressed, what
weird combination of motives had prompted her to call him instead of
the family doctor. Some of them were reasonably obvious. Others….
She examined the image in her mirror. It looked
abnormally normal, all things considered; trim and tailored in a
powder-blue suit, silvery hair serene; carefully applied makeup had
even diminished the bruise around her eye.
Others…. Her uncontrolled thoughts ran on. Other motives
might be in doubt. But one was clear. She had instinctively summoned
Pat because he was an expert on the subject that haunted her—literally
and terribly. Despite what seemed to her a series of betraying
admissions, he had not sensed her true fears—because, she thought
bitterly, no sane person would ever conceive of such things. He
believed that she had called out to him because she needed him, not as
a professional, but as a man.
IV
The sunset was splendidly ominous—indigo and purple
clouds rimmed with gold against a pale, clear green sky. The leafless
branches of the big oak stood out black against the glory; their
complex patterns had an austere mathematical beauty.
Ruth had reached the stage of irrational nervousness when
the slightest phenomenon seems prophetic. When the wineglass, one of an
old, cherished set, slipped from her hand and shattered musically on
the coffee table, she bit her lip so hard that it bled.
Pat bent to collect the pieces. Then they heard the front
door open.
Sara was—Sara. But she was not alone. Ruth recognized
Bruce’s affected speech with mingled exasperation and relief. One could
hardly speak candidly to the girl in his presence. On the other hand,
it was good to know that Bruce had been with her. Especially with night
drawing in.
Now why, she wondered, did I think of that?
Pat’s greeting to Sara was, on the surface, casual and
without innuendoes. Sherry was offered and accepted; the two young
people sat down; Bruce suggested a fire, and was graciously permitted
to build one. The darkness fell with winter rapidity, and they sat by
the light of the leaping flames and talked about nothing.
Ruth was silent; light conversation seemed impossible.
The devil that Pat had exorcised by the simple fact of refusing to see
its possibility slid slyly back, hovering in the gathering shadows. Yet
whenever she looked at Sara her brain staggered at the incongruity of
it all. Miniskirts and long black leather boots do not suit the
supernatural.
As the minutes wore on Ruth felt the tension mounting.
Her own silence fed it; so did Bruce’s uncharacteristically
monosyllabic speech. He sat on the edge of his chair and never took his
eyes off Sara. The girl was nervous too; she moved too much, twitching
at her skirt, stroking the leather of her boots. She had developed a
slight stammer, the first time Ruth had ever noticed any such trait.
“It’s dark,” Ruth said suddenly. “Let’s have some light.”
Pat’s hand caught her arm as she started to rise. He
alone seemed unaffected by the strain.
“The firelight is pleasant,” he said. “Leave it.”
The words, with their bland assumption of authority,
would have irritated Ruth at any other time. Now the sudden need that
had sent her groping for light closed in upon her. She sank back onto
the couch, not because of Pat’s grip, but because her knees would no
longer hold her erect. Could no one else feel It? It was coming. It was
all around. It was cold and darkness; It fed on darkness. If this went
on….
“I understand you haven’t been sleeping too well lately,”
Pat said to Sara.
“No, Pat, don’t,” Ruth said. “This isn’t the time—”
“Of course it is; you’re letting this worry you far too
much. There’s no reason to be shy about it. Everybody has problems at
one time or another—nervous strain, overwork….”
“What the hell are you talking about?” Bruce demanded.
“I mean just what I say. Sara has been sleepwalking.
That’s a sign of nerves, a signal we can’t ignore.”
“Stop it,” Ruth said urgently. “Pat, this is all wrong,
can’t you feel….” Her voice died, only torise again in a gasp of
terror. Sara was sitting on the edge of the couch nearest the fire. The
red light gave auburn gleams to her dark hair, and lit the curve of
cheek and chin with a diabolical flush. She had not moved nor uttered a
word; but her pose had altered, indefinably but unmistakably.
In the silence that followed Ruth’s intake of breath they
could all hear the girl breathing in short shallow gasps. The firelight
caught the glow of her eyes as they moved. Groping wildly Ruth found
Pat’s hand and clung to it. She was conscious of a bizarre feeling of
relief. He saw it too. The rigidity of his muscles, unresponsive for
once to her touch, told of his reaction more graphically than speech.
But the reaction that cut Ruth to the quick was Bruce’s. He made one
small movement, quickly controlled; but she knew enough to recognize
it, even from its abortive beginning—the instinctive flight of flexed
fingers to his forehead.
“Sara,” Pat said softly.
No response. Only that shallow, panicky panting of breath.
“Sara, are you in pain? Tell me what hurts. I can help.”
No sound, no movement. Pat freed his hand from Ruth’s
grasp. He leaned forward as if to touch Sara’s arm.
“Don’t be afraid. Everything is going to be—”
She flinched away from him, shrinking into the corner of
the couch. Pat withdrew his hand.
“You hear me, don’t you?”
“I—hear.”
The voice was normal enough in tone and pitch; the only
thing wrong with it was that it was not Sara’s voice.
Even in those two words there was a noticeable difference
in inflection. The “I” sound was softer, and there was something about
the final “r” that struck oddly on the listening ears.
“You do hear me?” Pat repeated. His voice was soft, but
insistent.
“Yes. But I don’t know—”
“You don’t know what?”
“Who you are.”
Pat’s arm shot out in a savage silent gesture aimed at
Bruce, just in time to keep him in his place. His voice did not lose
its even, gentle inflection.
“I’m Pat, Sara. Professor MacDougal. You’re taking my
course, remember? And doing some typing for me.”
“What is—typing?”
“It’s a kind of—never mind. You know your name, don’t
you?”
“Know…name. Sara.” There was a brief pause; the figure
huddled on the couch rolled its eyes, and Ruth felt her hands turn
cold. “You called…her…Sara.”
It was too much for Bruce. With a muffled curse he dived,
not for Sara, but for the light switch. The chandelier blazed into
life, blinding the three who sat by the fire. Ruth’s hands flew up to
shield her eyes; Pat swore; and Sara, after one muffled cry, turned the
color of typewriter paper and fell forward. Pat recovered himself just
barely in time to catch her.
“Goddamn it all to hell,” he said, kneeling with Sara
held across his shoulder like an awkward, long-legged doll; the black
boots sprawled pathetically across the rug. “Goddamn you, you young
bastard, what the hell did you do that for? Get over here and give me a
hand.”
“Oh, Pat, don’t yell at him; I was about ready to do it
myself.” Ruth’s cheeks were wet with tears of nervous strain. She
dropped onto the floor and touched Sara’s head. “Is she—”
“Just fainted. Bruce!”
“I’ll take her.” Bruce held out his arms.
“You’ll take her feet. Try not to joggle her. I don’t
want her to wake up.”
At the foot of the stairs Pat handed his part of the
burden over to Bruce and let the boy carry her to her room. When Ruth
tried to follow them, he held her back.
“Stay with her, Bruce,” he called softly. “If she starts
to wake, let me know instantly. No, Ruth, you can’t do a thing. Come
back here.”
He took her with him, to the telephone on its little
table behind the stairs. When he was about halfway through dialing Ruth
woke up. She snatched at his hand.
“Whom are you calling?”
“Whom do you think?”
“Put that telephone down! Pat, you’ve got to tell me—”
They were both speaking in sharp whispers, their faces
only inches apart.
“I’m calling a doctor,” Pat said. He was pale; the
session had shaken him severely. “If I had realized that matters were
this serious—”
“But I told you—”
“It’s different when you actually see it.” Pat was silent
for a moment, staring with creased brows at the telephone. “And I hoped
my hunch was wrong. Damn it all—it need not have been this, not from
your description. It is comparatively rare….”
“What? What is rare?” With an effort that left her
shaking Ruth kept her voice from rising. “What doctor are you planning
to call, Pat?”
“A friend of mine. He’s a fine guy, one of the best.”
“It’s after five. He won’t be in his office.”
“I’m calling him at home.”
“But he won’t see her till morning anyhow. Can’t we—”
“He’ll see her tonight—now. Face it, Ruth. I know you
love the girl—”
“Yes,” Ruth said blankly. “Yes. I do.”
“Then you’ve got to keep your wits about you. This isn’t
incurable, they’ve had excellent results with other cases.”
“What cases? For God’s sake, Pat—”
“He’ll want her in the hospital at once, I’m sure,” Pat
said. “You could go up and pack a bag….”
“Hospital,” Ruth pressed her hands to her cheeks. “What
hospital? St. Elizabeth’s. That’s what you mean, isn’t it? An insane
asylum!”
He caught her by the shoulders and shook her.
“Stop that! St. Elizabeth’s is not an insane asylum; it
is a hospital for the mentally ill. I thought you were an educated
modern woman! Next thing you’ll be doing is muttering prayers and
making signs against the evil eye! Anyhow, I don’t mean St.
Elizabeth’s. I do mean, and let’s get it straight, the psychiatric ward
of whatever hospital Jim practices at. Sibley, probably. Ruth,
darling….” His voice softened. “After this is over we’ll come back and
get good and drunk—absolutely stoned. Right now you must be calm or
we’ll all start screaming. And what good do you think that will do
Sara?”
“All right. All right. What is wrong with her?”
He studied her face for a moment; then, as if satisfied,
he nodded and let her go.
“Ruth, I’m only an amateur. But the symptoms are so
obvious…. What you described last night might have been
somnambulism—sleepwalking, as a result of some severe nervous strain.
But tonight…. She really didn’t know me, Ruth; she was not putting me
on. But the most betraying sign was a single word. She referred to
herself as ‘her.’ ‘You call her Sara,’ she said.”
“Amnesia?”
“Well, it’s related, if I understand the problem
correctly. But this is more than simple amnesia. We talked to someone
tonight who thinks she is not Sara. Ruth, did you ever read a book or
see a movie called The Three Faces of Eve? Or
maybe Shirley Jackson’s novel, The Bird’s Nest?”
“Oh, no,” Ruth whispered.
“I’m afraid it’s oh, yes. I may be wrong. But it looks to
me like multiple personality. What they used to call schizophrenia.”
Standing in the hall, with electric lights blazing and
telephone near her hand, Ruth knew that she was only half a step away
from the cave, and that the gadgetry of the modern world was a thin
skin covering emotions that had not altered in centuries. The terms
were scientific; the thing they described struck her with the same
chill that had struck her primitive ancestors when another word was
mentioned.
“Good girl,” Pat said, mistaking her frozen horror for
acceptance. “I’ll call Jim now.”
“Oh, no,” said another voice. “No, you won’t.”
They looked up to see Bruce’s saturnine beard waving at
them. He descended the last few steps.
“You stupid fool,” Pat exclaimed. “Get back up there. If
she wakes….”
“She won’t be any worse off, with what you’re planning.
Cool it, Pat; she’s asleep; she won’t wake up for a while. And when she
does, it will be here, in her own bed—not in some goddamn ward with a
lot of nuts and a bunch of head-shrinkers probing into her
subconscious.”
Pat’s face turned dark red. He rolled his eyes heavenward
and started counting aloud. After “four” his color began to subside.
“Eight, nine, ten. All right, Bruce, I am not going to
knock your front teeth out, as was my first impulse. I will listen to
you first, before I knock them out. But make it fast. I’m not feeling
awfully calm right now.”
“Neither am I.” Bruce faced him. Feet apart, hands
clenched, he looked like a boxer braced for a blow—except for his face,
which was pinched and haggard. He stood in silent thought for several
seconds; it was clear that he was choosing his words with care.
“Are you sure of your diagnosis?” he asked.
“Of course not. How arrogant do you think I am?”
“I don’t mean the diagnosis of multiple personality. On
the face of it, it’s a reasonable hypothesis. I’m questioning your
general assumption, Dr. MacDougal, not your specific diagnosis. How do
you know that this is mental illness?”
Pat was too puzzled to be angry. His brows drew together
in an introspective frown.
“How could it be physical? It’s not delirium, there’s no
fever, no—”
“I don’t mean that.”
“What the hell do you mean?”
Bruce hesitated. Ruth noticed that the scant area of skin
that showed on his cheeks was darker than usual. The boy was blushing.
“What I’m suggesting may seem unorthodox,” he said at
last. “But if you’ll try to look at this with an open mind you’ll see
that there is another possibility, which fits the observed facts even
better than your theory of multiple personality.”
“Better? What?”
Bruce looked as if he were about to choke. And then, all
at once, Ruth knew what he was going to say before he said it.
“Possession.”
“ POSSESSION?” PAT REPEATED. HIS VOICE
WAS CALMLY, mildly curious. “Possession…. You do mean
what I think you mean—evil spirits? That sort of thing?”
“Yes.” Bruce’s face was bright red from the hair on his
chin to the hair on his forehead. But his eyes did not waver.
“All right. Go on.”
“You mean you believe—”
“I think,” Pat said, with precision, “that you are insane
or joking. I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt and assume it is the
former. You are, of course, a crypto-Christian—”
“I haven’t been to mass for five years,” Bruce said in
outraged tones, as if he had been accused of fraud or burglary.
“Excuse me. I meant that your
youthful training, though consciously denied, still affects you. Damn
it, boy, you’re poaching on my preserves! I know all about the
superstition of possession; it’s an ancient, widespread delusion among
primitive peoples.”
“There is still a ritual for exorcism in the church,”
Bruce said.
“A ritual dating from one of the most superstitious eras
of human history. How many pathetic women were burned, tortured,
maimed, because their credulous acquaintances believed they were
possessed by the Devil? We know now that these symptoms—if they ever
existed, except in the imaginations of vicious neighbors of the
accused—were those of mental disorders, schizophrenia among them.
Superstition is my field, Bruce; do you suppose I’ve neglected the
richest source of all—the history of the Christian church?”
“I won’t argue religion with you,” Bruce said. His color
was still high, but argument was his meat and drink. “I’ll even admit,
for the sake of the discussion, that the Christian faith is based on
centuries of superstition. My contention is that your modern science of
psychiatry is just as irrational—just as much a matter of superstitious
faith.”
The tension in the dimly lit hall was almost audible,
like a high keening. When a log dropped in the fireplace in the next
room, all of them started. Pat turned back to his opponent with
narrowed eyes.
“This is no time to quibble.”
“There won’t be another time.” Bruce’s embarrassed flush
had gone; his skin was as pale as ivory against the sharp black lines
of his beard. “If you do what you plan to do, she’ll lose—”
“Her immortal soul?”
“You could call it that….”
“Show me a soul, Bruce.”
The color—excitement, not embarrassment now—blazed up in
Bruce’s cheeks.
“Show me a subconscious mind!”
“That’s not the same thing!”
“God, yes, it’s the same thing! Just once try to break
through your thick crust of adult dullness and see what I’m trying to
get at! I’m not insisting on the possession idea. All I’m saying is
that it is as reasonable a theory now, for us, as your theory of
multiple personality. We’re hypnotized, in our age, by the mumbo jumbo
of psychiatry just as the men of the Middle Ages were hypnotized by
witchcraft. We’ve less material proof of our faith than they had of
theirs! That’s what it comes down to in the end, a matter of faith. You
ask me to take the word of Freud and Jung. I don’t see why their
opinions should carry more weight than those of Thomas Aquinas and St.
Paul—and Martin Luther, if it comes to that!”
“You reason like a Jesuit,” Pat said coldly. “But doesn’t
it seem in bad taste to you to debate about Sara’s sanity?”
“For Christ’s sake!” Bruce brought his clenched fists
down on the balustrade with a force that drove the blood from them. “I
care more about Sara’s sanity than I do about some abstract problem in
debate! Why doesn’t she deserve the same amount of intellectual effort
I give to a problem in logic?”
“This isn’t a problem in logic! This is—”
“Wait a minute,” Ruth said. She had not spoken in so long
that her voice sounded cracked and rusty. Both men turned to stare at
her. “You’re wrong, Pat. So am I. Isn’t this what they accuse us of,
the young people—of refusing to keep an open mind? You haven’t even
asked him why he thinks…. I can’t say it. I don’t even understand what
it means.”
Hands still clenched on the stair rail, Bruce studied her
in openmouthed amazement. Then understanding dawned.
“So that’s it,” he said slowly. “You felt it too.”
“Yes,” Ruth said. “If you mean—”
“The Otherness. The occupation of Sara’s body by a
force—personality, soul, spirit—that is not Sara. That’s possession,
Mrs. Bennett. That’s what I mean.”
“Dear God,” Pat muttered. “Ruth—”
“No.” She moved back, rejecting his outstretched hand and
everything it implied. “Are all three of us mad, Pat? Bruce, and I, and
Sara?”
“Not mad, just unbearably distressed and distracted. Damn
you, Bruce—”
“At least listen to me!” Bruce glanced up the stairs.
There was no sound from Sara’s room. “Just give me a chance! I’m not
insisting that this is it, Pat. I’m only asking you to consider it as
you would any other hypothesis.”
“Give me your evidence, then.” Pat was livid with anger,
but he had his face and voice under control.
“First point—the reaction, not only of myself, but of
Mrs. Bennett. Hunches are almost always rationally based; they are
value judgments made by the subconscious mind—see, I’m giving you your
damned subconscious mind—on the basis of evidence the conscious mind
doesn’t see. Mrs. Bennett—”
“Ruth.”
“Ruth and I are more emotionally involved with Sara than
you are. We are more sensitive to her, more able to notice
discrepancies. And both of us felt the same thing, and at the same
time. Right, Ruth?”
“At the séance. You saw it too.”
“Not ‘saw,’ ‘felt.’” Bruce’s eyes went dark with memory.
“I felt it clear on the other side of the table. And I’ll frankly admit
it made me feel sick.”
“The medium knew too,” Ruth exclaimed. “She was
terrified.”
“Your interpretation of the medium’s emotions is not
evidence,” Pat said flatly.
“How about my emotions?”
“Ah, Ruth—now—”
“And the fact that Bruce and I felt the same?”
“You find now that you felt the same. You’re infecting
one another. Don’t you see—I’m not denying the—the Otherness, if you
choose to call it that. Good God, it’s the basis of my own theory.”
Bruce rubbed his hands together nervously.
“And Sara’s reference to herself, in this last seizure,
in the third person?”
“The alternate personalities in this type of psychosis
regard one another as different entities,” Pat said relentlessly.
“Reference to the others as ‘she,’ or by various nicknames, is common.”
Ruth felt herself weakening. He seemed to have an answer
for everything. And the proposition he supported had, in a sense,
greater hope for Sara’s eventual cure than any other; she could not
have said why she fought it so strongly, or why she had instinctively
supported Bruce’s incredible idea. Now her eyes turned to him with a
silent plea, and the boy straightened.
“It just so happens that I’ve read about several of these
cases of multiple personality,” he said disarmingly.
“I might have known.” Under other circumstances the
expression on Pat’s mouth might have turned into a smile.
“In the first place,” Bruce said, “these types aren’t
homicidal, or dangerous.”
“Have you happened to notice Ruth’s face?”
Bruce’s glance flickered over to Ruth; his knowledge was
so intuitively complete that it surprised her to recall that he knew
nothing of the previous night’s events.
“Sara did that?”
“It was an accident.”
“Tell me.”
Ruth told the grim little story again. Bruce did not seem
disturbed by its ending; what really interested him were the words that
Sara had uttered, and he made Ruth repeat them several times. Then he
nodded.
“I agree. The attack on you was impersonal. She didn’t
even know who you were, any more than she knew Pat tonight.”
“That will be poor comfort,” Pat said, “if she pushes
Ruth down the stairs next time, and breaks her neck.”
“And it will be poor comfort to me,” Bruce said softly,
“if your psychiatrist friend sends Sara off the deep end into real
psychosis. No, wait a minute, Pat. Remember the Beauchamp case, where
four separate and distinct personalities were involved, in one woman?
One of these, the “Sally” personality, was almost certainly produced
by the hypnotic suggestion of the doctor who was handling the case. In
another case there were seven different
personalities which emerged—how, I wonder, and with what help from the
inexpert probing of the doctor? Oh, sure, some of these cases were
cured—if you can call a random fusion of disparate personalities a
cure. My God, Pat, don’t your doctor friends scare you just a little
bit? They’re so damned smug, so sure of themselves—just dig around in
the patient’s childhood till the probe hits the right little
trauma—then, spoing! the pieces all snap back together again!”
“Bruce, I’m not claiming this is simple. Or easy.” Pat
rubbed his hand across his jaw as if trying to relax tight muscles. His
eyes were hooded and sad. “I don’t like the situation any better than
you do.”
“Then listen to me!” Bruce flung his hands wide in a
gesture that would have looked theatrical if it had not been so
passionately sincere. “Just listen and try to think! Pat, I tell you I
know these cases, and this is not like the others! The things Sara has
said, and the way she has behaved, do not fit the classic patterns of
multiple personality. Nor can I blandly ignore, as you do whenever you
strike evidence that doesn’t suit your theory, the reactions of other
people. Look, I’ll make you a proposition. Give me forty-eight hours.
Two days. Nothing serious can happen in two days, even if you’re right.”
“Two days for what?”
“For me to convince you that I’m right.” Bruce’s eyes
blazed. “I have a feeling that we’ve only seen the beginning of this,
Pat. If the situation hasn’t changed within two days, I’ll give in.”
“This is the craziest proposition—!”
“But you have no choice,” Ruth said calmly. “Because,
when you come right down to it, I’m the one who has to decide. Aren’t
I?”
Pat’s eyes met hers.
“I could telephone her mother,” he said.
“You do, and you’ll never enter this house again.”
“Damn it, Ruth—”
“I mean it.”
Bruce remained silent, with the tact of an expert
strategist. He did not so much as bat an eye when Pat, breathing
heavily through his nose, said, “All right, I’ll give in. Not because I
like it. Because I have no choice. But I agree only on one condition.
I’m moving in. And I’m staying till this is settled. I’ll cancel my
classes.”
“Good idea,” Bruce said coolly. “That makes two of us.”
And Ruth said, as calmly as if she were welcoming invited
guests, “I’m sorry we have only one extra room. But it has twin beds.
I’ll call work tomorrow and tell them I’ve got the flu.”
II
They sat around the kitchen table eating pizza. Three of
them were eating; Ruth regarded the red-and-yellow circle in front of
her with faint repulsion.
“I can’t believe you’ve never eaten pizza,” Bruce said.
“Where’ve you been all these years?”
Ruth poked the rubbery red circle with a fork.
“Are you sure it’s edible?” she asked dubiously.
The burst of laughter was a little too loud. In the
bright, modern warmth of the kitchen they were all able to pretend, but
not very successfully, or for very long.
“You didn’t want to go out,” Pat said. “And nobody feels
much like cooking.”
The silence fell like fog, wet and clammy.
“Pat, you promised—” Bruce began.
“That I’d give you two days. I’ll do more; I’ll actively
cooperate with anything you suggest doing. I just want to know how Sara
feels about this.”
Two of them, at least, had been trying not to look at
Sara, who sat next to Bruce, her eyes still a bit foggy with sleep, her
hand openly holding his. But with the other hand she was feeding
herself pizza with the healthy appetite of a young woman.
“As I said before,” Bruce remarked, with strained
patience, “she has the best right of anyone to know what we’re doing.”
The argument at the foot of the stairs had not ended with
Pat’s capitulation. He had protested vigorously when Bruce proposed
waking Sara, and it had taken further threats from Ruth to overrule him.
“I’ll heat some coffee,” Ruth said, abandoning her pizza.
She had not felt like cooking dinner; but there was a
sort of comfort now in handling the smooth aluminum of the coffeepot,
fiddling with the handles on the stove. The familiar charm of the
kitchen seemed like a painting on gauze, that wavered oddly in the
breeze of unreason, and might at any moment blow away completely,
displaying something the senses could not endure.
Ruth poured the coffee, and no one commented on how badly
her hands were shaking.
“Let’s take it into the living room,” she said.
“No.” Bruce caught at Sara’s sleeve as she started to
rise. “I don’t—well, let’s say I don’t like that room.”
“Ah.” Pat wriggled around so that he was sitting sideways
in his chair. He lifted one foot, raising the ankle on the other knee,
and slumped, comfortably. “It is your contention, then, that the living
room is a focus of the—er—trouble?”
Bruce gave him a sharp glance; but the older man’s manner
was irreproachable.
“I’m cooperating,” he explained, answering Bruce’s look.
“Hmmm. Thanks. I don’t know what my contention is. That’s
half the trouble. But the room is abnormally cold. And that was where
this—thing—”
“Are you afraid of your own terms? Possession. By what,
if I may ask?”
Bruce stiffened.
“Sara ought to have some ideas about that,” he said.
“Well, Sara?” Pat said. “I suspect that you were not—”
“No leading the witness,” said Bruce; the words were
meant to be mildly humorous, but the tone definitely was not. After a
moment, Pat nodded.
“Sorry. Sara?”
“You say something happened at the séance?” Sara
looked at Bruce. “I don’t remember that. Nor the time I walked in my
sleep, the night Ruth fell and hurt herself.”
Bruce’s eyes caught Ruth’s, with a command as clear as
words. He had not, then, told the girl everything. Ruth nodded
slightly. Out of the corner of her eye she saw that Pat was looking
smug, and wondered why.
Sara went on, “But tonight was different.”
“You were aware of what was going on?” Pat asked. Ruth
wondered if other people could read his face as easily as she could. He
was now as crestfallen as he had formerly been smug.
“I sure was. Want me to describe it? I’m not sure I can….”
“If it upsets you, darling,” Ruth began.
“Tell it anyhow,” said Bruce.
“All right.” She gave him a look of such blind trust that
Ruth’s heart contracted painfully. “You know the feeling, when you’re
waiting for something that you know will be very painful or unhappy?
Like an operation; or somebody is going to die. Something you can’t get
out of, but that you know you are going to hate. You can’t breathe. You
keep gasping, but the air won’t go down into your lungs. You can hear
your own heart thudding, so hard it seems to be banging into your ribs.
Your hands perspire. You want to run away, but you can’t, it won’t do
any good, the thing you’re afraid of will happen anyhow.”
The worst part of the description, for Ruth, was that
Sara was not trying to be terrifying, but simply to give facts.
“The feeling was like that,” Sara said. “But this
time—there was no reason for it. Do you understand? I wasn’t afraid of
any thing. I was just afraid. And that’s the worst
fear of all, the fear of nothing.”
Now Bruce’s face was troubled, Pat’s confident.
Apparently the sensation the girl was describing had meaning to them,
though it had none for Ruth.
“Then it came,” Sara went on. “It—filled me up. Like
water pouring into a pitcher. Pat, I could hear you when you were
talking to me—but I couldn’t answer. I heard somebody, something else,
talking. And I couldn’t speak or move a muscle.”
“That’s all?” Bruce said, after a rather painful moment.
“Yes, it went away, and I fainted, I guess. It’s so hard
to describe…. Did you ever wear clothes that were too tight? Shoes that
pinched? That was how—it—felt. Something didn’t quite—fit.”
Somehow that was the worst description yet. Ruth’s mouth
went dry; Pat’s face was disturbed.
“All right,” he said. “Relax, Sara. You were aware of an
invasion—right?—but cannot identify the invader. So far—let’s be
blunt—this proves nothing, one way or the other.”
“I haven’t begun to fight,” Bruce said grimly. “Ruth,
your turn.”
“I told you my impressions of the séance,” Ruth
began.
“I don’t mean that. I want to know whether you’ve noticed
anything else out of the ordinary.”
“Where? When?”
“Any time, but probably recently. Here. In this house.”
“The house,” Ruth exclaimed. “You think—”
“Let’s not jump the gun. Anything, any impression at all.”
For a few seconds Ruth could not think. Her glance
wandered around the kitchen—polished brass winking, smooth scrubbed
counter tops, mellow brown maple…. Then, from nowhere, it came back.
“I had a dream,” she said slowly. “Probably just—”
“Describe it.”
She did; and it lost considerably in the telling, as
dreams usually do.
“The shadow loomed up,” she ended, lamely. “And I thought
I was awake, but I wasn’t. It was an awful feeling, trying to get up,
and not being able to move.”
“What did awaken you?” Bruce asked. He had begun to lose
interest. It was obvious he had no great hopes for the dream.
“I don’t remember….” Ruth wrinkled her brows. Then memory
dawned, with such impact that she knocked her coffee cup over. Sara
dived for it, but Ruth caught at her arm.
“Wait, wait. The voice. Sara, you heard it too; it must
mean something. That was what woke me—the same voice you heard. Only
there isn’t any animal named Sammie!”
It took Bruce almost five minutes to extract a coherent
story.
“The time,” he said, almost as excited as she was. “What
time was it when you woke up?”
“Almost two A.M. And
Sara heard it just before dawn. That in itself makes our first
assumption ridiculous; who would be chasing a lost pet around at that
hour?”
“And through a yard which is completely enclosed,” Bruce
agreed. “Ruth, we may have something here.”
In her triumph Ruth turned toward Pat; and his expression
punctured her like a pricked balloon. He looked so sorry for her.
“Now,” Bruce said, “I’m going to give Pat a chance for a
big ha-ha at my expense. Ruth, did you ever hear any stories about the
house being haunted?”
“No….”
“But then you don’t know much about the place, do you?”
“I guess nobody does, nobody in the family, at any rate.
Cousin Hattie was here so long….”
“Still, it seems to me that we ought to start with the
house,” Bruce argued. “Nothing like this ever happened to Sara until
she came here, and….”
He broke off, his mouth hanging open; and Ruth said
hopefully, “And what?”
“Nothing, I guess. I thought for a minute I had an idea,
but it got away.”
“Maybe you’ll catch it in the morning,” Ruth said. “It’s
been a hard day. We all could do with a good night’s sleep.”
But she knew that none of them would sleep well that
night.
III
“How about the Civil War?” Bruce asked.
They were sitting around the kitchen table the following
afternoon. Rain slid tearily down the windowpanes, blurring the garden
into a gray dismal landscape of bare trees and withered vines.
Inside, the coffeepot was perking and the kitchen was
warm and bright as usual; the tiles over the stove glowed in the light
of the hanging copper lamp. Ruth had worn pink that day, a bright
glowing rose, and Sara’s crimson sweater and royal Stewart plaid skirt
made another patch of brightness. They had turned to vivid colors as a
protest—and not only against the dreary weather.
Bruce leaned across the table, one hand wrapped around
his coffee cup, the other shuffling through a pile of papers. He wore a
checked waistcoat, which Ruth privately considered the height of
affectation; yet somehow it suited the period air of his facial
adornment and finely cut features.
The front door slammed and heavy footsteps announced the
arrival of the missing member of the impromptu committee. Pat’s red
head gleamed with rain, challenging the copper-bottomed pans on the
wall.
He stood across the room from the others, with one hand
braced against the wall, and looked down at them.
“How did it go?”
“We just got here ourselves,” Bruce said. “We were
starting to compare notes.”
“And what a day,” Sara said gloomily. “Remember our
conversation about Georgetown traditions, Pat? If I was rude to you,
I’ve been punished. I spent the whole morning and most of the afternoon
plowing through books on Georgetown history.”
“Serves you right.” Pat’s voice was casual and his smile
bland, but Ruth fancied that his eyes lingered on Sara’s face with an
almost clinical curiosity.
“Some of it was sort of interesting, at that,” Sara
admitted. “Ruth, did you ever run across the story of Baron Bodisco,
who, at the age of sixty-three, fell in love with a sixteen-year-old
girl?”
“No. Who was Baron Bodisco?”
“Russian ambassador, about 1850. He lived a couple of
blocks from here, on O Street.” Sara’s eyes twinkled with amusement.
“He was a sprightly old gent, obviously. The girl came to a Christmas
party he gave for his nephews, and he married her six months later.”
“Nasty old man,” Bruce muttered.
“No,” Sara said, surprisingly. “It was sort of pathetic.
He said she might find someone younger and better looking, but no one
who would love her more. And he absolutely showered her with jewels and
money and gorgeous clothes. There was a description of one of her
dresses—white watered silk embroidered with pale pink rosebuds and
green leaves. With it she wore emeralds and diamonds.”
“I’d be inclined to suspect the young lady’s motives,
myself,” Ruth said, amused at Sara’s unexpected streak of romanticism.
Did the miniskirted young really yearn, deep down inside, for ruffles
and pink rosebuds?
“There was a picture of her in one of the books,” Sara
said. “She was pretty, all right; but her mouth had a sort of
self-satisfied smirk….”
“Did you find time,” Bruce inquired with commendable
restraint, “to spend maybe five minutes on the Civil War?”
“Why the Civil War?” Pat dumped his coat on a chair,
found a cup, and poured himself some coffee.
“The General,” Bruce said.
“What?” Pat looked blank. “Oh. Sara said that, didn’t
she?”
“So Ruth believes. She didn’t say it the first time. The
words she spoke at the séance were significant, though. I forgot
to mention them last night; but they are part of my evidence.”
“Ghosts?” Pat asked amiably, sitting down at the table
and stretching out a long arm for the sugar bowl.
“Pat,” Ruth said warningly.
“Never mind, let him have his fun.” Bruce shrugged. “Yes,
ghosts. The phenomenon of possession is defined—”
“By those who believe in it—”
“By those who believe in it,” Bruce accepted the
amendment without a visible change of expression, “as being invasion by
the spirit of someone who has died. Oh, sometimes you hear talk of
elementals, demons and the like, but I think we can dismiss that for
now. The theory is borne out by Sara’s own words, which have been
reiterated several times. ‘Not dead.’ That’s what the Invader says. It
sounds to me like an assertion, almost a defiance.”
He lit a cigarette and waited for a comment. None came.
Pat’s eyes were hooded by drooping lids.
“Additional confirmation—the behavior of the medium at
the séance. She said she felt an intrusion—one which frightened
her so much that she was reluctant to continue. Now, since she
maintains that her contacts come from the spirit world—”
“You suggest,” Pat interrupted, without looking up from
his contemplation of his coffee cup, “that the Invader tried Madame
Nada first, found her unsatisfactory, for one reason or another, and
then took over Sara.”
“Not exactly. But I think the Madame did sense the
Invader. Which doesn’t mean that she isn’t faking ninety-nine percent
of the time.”
“That was what scared her,” Ruth said. “When she did
encounter something genuine, she was petrified.”
“And yet she does have a certain talent,” Bruce insisted.
“I’m thinking of the sensation of cold in that particular part of the
living room. She felt that acutely. Ruth and Sara are aware of
it—correct me if I’m not putting this accurately—but it doesn’t affect
them so much.”
“That’s right,” Ruth agreed. “The others didn’t seem to
notice it at all. Mrs. MacDougal said she didn’t.”
“I don’t either,” Bruce said. “Not a quiver. Come on,
now, Pat, be honest—you sense it quite strongly, don’t you? It almost
doubled you up the other night; I thought for a minute you were having
a heart attack.”
“I felt a chill,” Pat said; and, catching Ruth’s
expressive gaze, he widened his eyes innocently. “I’m giving you as
precise and unemotional a description as I can.”
“Okay, I won’t push,” Bruce said wearily. “I won’t even
mention Ruth’s dream, or the voice that calls in the night. We haven’t
proved yet that they are relevant. I think we have enough, without
them, to formulate a theory. As Pat says—ghosts. So I spent the day at
the Georgetown branch of the library reading ghost stories.”
“While I was plodding through big fat history books!”
Sara exclaimed. “You have your nerve.”
“I used to enjoy them,” Bruce said briefly. “Point is,
there is usually a key motif for hauntings. Violence—that’s the most
common cause. A suicide seeking rest, a victim seeking revenge, a
murderer doomed by his sin to linger at the scene of the crime.”
“Those aren’t the only reasons.” Sara began foraging in
the cupboards. She put a plate of cookies and another of crackers and
cheese on the table, and sat down. Leaning forward, with her chin
propped on her hands and her hair swinging in black satin waves across
her cheek, she looked enchanting. Only Ruth saw, with an inner pang,
the faintest smudge of dark shadow under her eyes.
“Buried treasure,” Sara said. “That’s a reason. Remember Tom
Sawyer? Or protection—warning the living of danger to come.”
“They may be motives for hauntings, but not for physical
possession,” Bruce said direly. He swallowed a cookie—it was a small
one—whole, and looked a bit more cheerful. “There’s another point I
wanted to make. Last night I said that nothing had happened to Sara
till she came to the house. I was too beat to see the converse—nothing
seems to have happened in the house until Sara arrived. That suggests
that something lingers, in the house, which finds Sara a suitable host.”
He reached for another handful of cookies; and Pat took
advantage of his enforced silence to say thoughtfully, “That’s
ingenious. Completely without solid foundations, of course….”
For a few minutes there was silence except for the sound
of Bruce munching. Then Ruth murmured, “It’s getting dark. So early
these days….”
“We’re going out,” Pat said firmly. “Out among the bright
lights. I need a couple of drinks before I listen to any more of
Bruce’s theories.”
IV
It had stopped raining, but the wind howled mournfully
through the trees and shook sprays of leftover raindrops down on their
heads. After the sedate silence and darkness of the side street, the
garish lights and traffic of Wisconsin seemed like another world. The
neon signs and the shifting colors of the stoplights reflected in the
shiny wet blackness of the pavement made weird psychedelic patterns of
crimson and green and yellow.
The picturesque brick sidewalks of Georgetown were
slippery and uneven. Ruth clung to her escort’s arm, and found its
solidity reassuring in more ways than one. In the light and the cold,
rushing air her spirits rose; ahead of her, Bruce looked down at Sara
and spoke, and the girl’s light laughter floated back to her.
As they passed the entrance to one of the new nightclubs
they encountered a group of the new youth who frequented them. Long
flowing locks and faded jeans adorned boys and girls alike, and the
only distinguishing characteristic of the male was the shaggy, drooping
mustache. One of the girls was barefoot. Ruth shivered in sympathy, and
Pat began to chuckle softly.
“Quite a contrast,” he said.
“Georgetown past and present,” Ruth agreed.
“Hoopskirts and hippies? True, but that wasn’t what I
meant. How the hell can conventional spooks exist in a world which
produces that?”
The restaurant—soft lights, candles flickering, the
murmur of relaxed conversation—made spooks, conventional or otherwise,
seem even less likely. Pat got his drink or two; when the second round
arrived he lifted his glass and made Bruce a small ironic bow.
“Go on with the lecture. I’m sorry to have interrupted
you, but you must agree that these surroundings are more cheerful.”
“Too cheerful,” Bruce said dryly. “They cast a glare of
absolute unreality over the whole business. Okay, okay. So I gave you
the reasoning—much abbreviated—which led me to start investigating the
history of the house and the family. The conventional theme of
violence, and the mention of ‘the General’ made me think of wartime;
that’s why I keep harping on the Civil War. It was a time when
sympathies in Maryland were bitterly divided, and when family tragedies
often arose out of the tragedy of war. But I don’t insist on that; I
asked the girls to find out anything they could about family history.”
“Well, I’m sorry to disappoint you,” Ruth said. “But I
found very little. Surprisingly little, in view of how much has been
written about Georgetown. Wait a minute. Where did I put those notes?”
She disappeared under the table and the others heard her
scrabbling and muttering as she went with both hands into the big black
purse, which had to sit on the floor because it was too large to stay
on her lap. When she emerged, flushed and sheepish, she met Pat’s
amused eye and blushed more deeply.
“I have to carry a big purse,” she explained defensively.
“I have all these papers….”
“You can carry a suitcase if you want to,” Pat said
tenderly. Bruce cleared his throat and looked disapproving.
“Anyhow.” Ruth leafed through the spiral notebook she had
unearthed. “Here it is. The house was built about 1810 by Jedediah
Campbell (good heavens, what a name!). He was a tobacco dealer.”
“Everybody was,” Sara remarked.
“Since tobacco warehousing and shipping were the main
industries of Georgetown, that isn’t surprising,” Bruce said
impatiently. “Go on, Ruth.”
“We’d better order,” Pat said, indicating a hovering
waiter.
Bruce growled under his breath and ordered chicken
without bothering to look at the menu. Pat deliberated over the wine
list. Bruce politely intimated that perhaps wine struck the wrong note
for the occasion, and Pat ordered it anyhow. Then, just in time to
prevent an explosion from Bruce, they got back to business.
“All this is just genealogy,” Ruth admitted. “Jedediah’s
oldest son Ebeneezer inherited the house, and so on, down to eternity.
There is absolutely nothing interesting about any of them.”
“Then I took up the tale from 1850 on,” Sara said,
through a mouthful of paté. “Remember the story about the Civil
War Campbell that Madame Nada used at the séance? It’s the only
well-known story connected with the house. But he was an old man when
the war broke out and nobody bothered him. Even though by then
Georgetown was part of the District of Columbia, a lot of Georgetowners
had Southern sympathies.”
“It doesn’t seem to help,” Bruce admitted. “And later?”
“Goodness, I couldn’t even find any names of people, not
in the books. They must have been nobodies.”
“I can give you the names, from family records,” Ruth
said. “After all, Cousin Hattie was born in the 1880’s. Her father’s
family was large and prolific; when the family fortunes declined, the
children scattered. Their children are all over the place
now—California, Canada, New England. And my bunch, in the Midwest. And
none of them, I assure you, has even been inclined toward violence.”
“I’m not interested in the diasporic Campbells.” Bruce
put a hand over his glass to prevent Pat’s refilling it. “Had Cousin
Hattie any dark secrets?”
Ruth sputtered into her wine.
“Sorry! But that really is ludicrous. She was the most
proper old lady who ever lived; she wore long black dresses from the
day her father died till she passed on in 1965. And she died of old
age, peacefully, in her bed.”
“What a letdown,” Pat said with a grin. “I hoped she
would turn out to be a secret Satanist, indulging in wild sexual orgies
in her parlor, and kissing—”
“Never mind,” Ruth said.
“Where did you read about that charming little rite?”
Bruce asked. He too was smiling; his mood had lightened considerably.
“I didn’t; I don’t read that sort of thing!” They all
laughed at her indignation, and she added, smiling, “It was obvious
from Pat’s expression what he was going to say.”
Pat sobered.
“Cousin Hattie is a case in point, though. I’m not
seriously suggesting that she was a devil-worshiper; but she could have
been, with nobody one whit the wiser. Even if you’re right about the
roots of this trouble lying in the past, you haven’t the slightest hope
of finding out the truth.”
“I knew it wouldn’t be easy.” Eyes on his plate, Bruce
was crumbling a roll into fragments.
“Easy! It’s impossible by its very nature. Look here,
don’t you see that your theory of a violent act can be proved only if
the violence was public knowledge at the time? Which it
wasn’t. If there had been any tragedy, such as murder or
suicide, connected with that house, we would have known about it. It
would be part of the family history and probably one of the classic
legends of Georgetown. The fact that we haven’t come across any such
legends means that one of two alternatives must be true: Either there
was no tragedy, or it was so well concealed that there is no record of
it—no trial, no funeral, not even any gossip. And in the latter
case—how do you propose to find out about it?”
There was a short but poignant silence.
“Oogh,” Sara said, groaning. “That’s a nasty one, Pat.”
“Nasty, but not unexpected.” Bruce sounded confident; but
he drained his wineglass with more speed than good manners permitted.
“You mean you knew there wouldn’t be anything in the
books?” Sara demanded. “And you made me read all those dusty—”
“They had to be checked!” Bruce flung his hands out.
“Can’t any of you understand? We’re all crazy—all but Pat—and our
hypothesis is wildly insane; if we are to get anywhere with it, we must
handle our research as sanely as possible.”
There was no satisfaction in Pat’s expression at this
half-submission. Instead his face softened sympathetically.
“I see your point and I agree, absolutely. I’m just a
tired old pessimist…. What do you plan to do next?”
“The obvious thing. Public records failed, as we expected
them to. Now we try the unpublished material.”
Pat shook his head.
“Damn it, Bruce, I don’t like to be the perpetual wet
blanket, but I’ve had personal experience with the family records of
old Georgetown families. I did a paper once, in my distant
undergraduate days, on the attitudes of Georgetowners toward the
Revolution and separation from England. I went calling, with my big
toothy grin, on several little old ladies, looking for letters and
family papers. Talk about violence! One of the old darlings chased me
out of the house with a rolled-up newspaper.”
“Oh, Pat, how lovely,” Sara chortled. “What did you do to
annoy her?”
“I intimated that maybe her revered ancestor had not
been, after all, a Patriot. You know these screwy organizations like
the Colonial Dames and the Daughters of the American Revolution insist
that you have an ancestor who fought in the Revolution. Turns out,
oddly enough, that practically everybody in the Revolutionary Army was
a lieutenant or better…. You can imagine the furor that would arise if
some old biddy’s great-great-great were found to have fought in the
wrong army! I think they would cheerfully commit murder to keep it a
secret.”
“How ridiculous,” Sara said contemptuously.
“You didn’t tell me that you’d done research on
Georgetown,” Bruce said.
“Hardly amounted to that.”
“I’d like to see that paper sometime.”
“I don’t even know where it is.”
“Could you look for it?”
“Oh, for—If it would make you any happier.”
“Oh, it would,” Bruce murmured. “It sure would…. No
thanks, no coffee for me. Nor brandy. Haven’t you had enough, Pat?”
The sudden animosity in the last question brought into
the open the hostility he had been concealing. Pat refused to take
offense. Smiling lazily, he said, “Tact, tact, my boy.”
“Sorry.” Bruce flushed. “But damn it all, we’ve got to
keep our wits about us.”
“Oh, I agree.” Pat raised hand sent the waiter running
for the check. “You want to get back, I gather. So let’s go.”
As they walked back to the house, Bruce explained his
plans.
“Tomorrow I’m going downtown. I’m not sure whether it’s
the Archives or the Library of Congress I want, but I know a guy who’s
majoring in American history, and I can ask him about sources. I might
even try to call him tonight. What time is it?”
“Only about ten.”
“I thought it was later. It feels later.”
“It’s a miserable night,” Ruth said, shivering as a spray
of icy water swept her face. “All sensible people are indoors, in front
of a fire.”
“I’ll call Ted tonight, then. And maybe we can start on
another project. One that ought to keep you girls busy all day
tomorrow.”
“What’s that?” Sara asked in a muffled voice. The hair
blowing around her face got in her mouth; she pawed at it.
“Seems to me Cousin Hattie ought to have left some
papers. What about it, Ruth?”
“She left an incredible amount of junk, certainly. I’ve
never looked through it. There might be something in the attic, I
guess.”
They turned up the short walk toward the house. Ruth was
in the lead, since she had the key; but as her foot touched the bottom
step she stopped, so suddenly that Pat bumped into her. He began to
expostulate. Then he saw what she had seen, and fell silent.
The balanced Georgian facade had a door in the center,
with long windows on either side—those of the dining room, now dark, on
the right, the living-room windows on the left. They had left the
latter room brightly lit. The light, shining through the blue satin
drapes, gave them a heavenly azure glow, like the robes of a lady
saint. But the shining folds were moving.
Ruth’s gloved hand clutched at Pat’s sleeve.
“Look—”
“Don’t say anything,” Bruce ordered. Instinctively they
spoke in low voices, as though something could hear them. With an
equally atavistic impulse they all moved close together, in a huddled,
shivering group.
“I’m not going in that door,” Sara said.
“Me neither,” Pat agreed. “You realize, don’t you, that
this could be anything from a burglar to an open window elsewhere in
the room?”
“Then why don’t you want to go in?” Bruce made his
challenge in a fierce whisper.
“I’m afraid of burglars,” Pat said equably. “Is there a
back door?”
“Of course, the kitchen. Come on.”
This time no one laughed when Ruth groped in her purse
for the back-door key. It took her a long time to locate it. Her
fingers were icy cold. The shivering, quivering movement of the
curtains continued.
The house was so close to its neighbor that the
passageway between them looked like a black tunnel.
“Why the hell didn’t I bring a flashlight?” Pat
shouldered Ruth out of the way. A tiny flame sprang up and promptly
went out. The wind blowing down the passageway was too strong for his
lighter. He swore and plunged into the blackness. The others followed,
with Bruce bringing up the rear.
The passageway was not only dark, it was cold and windy
and damp. Puddles squished under Ruth’s feet and splashed her ankles.
She was glad to get out of the tunnel. But the backyard was not much
better. They huddled again on the paved stones of the patio, now
dangerously slippery with rain. Behind them the gloom of the night-dark
garden, shaded by pines and unlit even by moonlight, was filled with
constant uneasy movement.
The kitchen windows were dark. Ruth silently cursed her
inherited Scottish thrift. From now on she would leave every light in
the blasted house on, day and night! Very dimly she could make out the
white painted steps that led to a little wooden annex at the back,
where she kept mops and garbage cans. Through this annex entry to the
kitchen was gained.
“Give me the key,” Pat muttered, and Ruth gladly allowed
him to precede her up the stairs. After a few seconds of muttering and
scratching he said grumpily, “I can’t see a damn thing. Bruce, come up
and hold the lighter, will you?”
Then, for the second time that night, they were gripped
simultaneously by the unexpected. Ruth had been hearing the noise for
some time. She told herself it was the wind in the trees, but she
didn’t believe it. But not until Bruce started up the stairs did the
moaning sigh form audible words. They were the words she had heard
before; but now, with no walls between her and the source (what
source???) they were much more distinct. The great sighing voice came
at her from all sides and from no sides; from inside her head, from
every point of the compass, from the cloudy turmoil of the sky…and died
away in a long, sobbing cry.
“…come…hooooome….”
Pat said something; it was rather a wordless snarl of
anger than articulate profanity. There was a sharp snap, and the door,
caught by the wind, crashed back against the wall. The three who stood
below fled up the stairs and into the entryway. By that time Pat had
the inner door open, and they plunged pell-mell into the warmth of the
kitchen, and into a sudden glare of light as Pat found the switch by
the door.
Bruce slammed the door shut, and they all stood blinking
and gasping—all except Pat, who had not even paused. Huddled in his
overcoat with his head retracted like a turtle’s, he was plodding
toward the room at the front of the house—the uninhabited room where
something had shaken the drapes.
They stopped at the door of the dining room; no one cared
to go any farther than that. Looking across the hallway and the foot of
the stairs, they saw the living room, as calm and bright as any room
could be. It was perhaps only Ruth’s imagination that made her detect
the faintest wisp of gray, no thicker than the smoke from a cigarette,
lifting in a lazy coil…. The draperies hung insculptured folds,
unmoving.
“Nothing there,” Bruce said. His hand touched the light
switch in the dining room, and the chandelier blazed on. They stared at
one another; and Pat put one big hand on Sara’s shoulder where she
stood clinging to the wall like a limp strand of ivy.
“Are you all right?”
“Of course she’s all right,” Bruce snapped.
“Let her talk for once!”
“Stop it, both of you,” Ruth ordered. “We’re all wound up
like clocks, and no wonder. Bruce, what about that brandy now?”
“Best idea I’ve heard all evening.”
Ruth got the decanter from the side cabinet, and Bruce
collected the glasses. Holding them by the stems, two in each hand,
like big blown crystal flowers, he looked warily at Pat.
“We’re going to have to go into that room sometime.”
“Brandy,” Ruth said hastily, and swallowed hers in one
breath-snatching gulp.
Sara made a face as hers went down; brandy had never been
one of her favorite drinks. But it restored some of the color to her
cheeks, and Bruce promptly poured another inch of liquid all around.
“I needed that,” he admitted. “The place is really turned
on tonight. I wonder how much of this activity is in response to what
we’re doing?”
“Who knows?” Pat muttered. “Who knows anything?”
They stared at one another in bemused silence for a time.
Pat’s eyes were glazed, and Ruth was conscious of an insidious,
what-the-hell warmth that was the product of alcohol on an
over-strained nervous system.
“Look here,” she said, a bit thickly, “we don’t have to
do this.”
“Do what?” Bruce asked.
“Stand around shaking in our shoes. If the trouble is in
the house—then get rid of the house.”
“Ruth.” Sara held out her hand; her eyes were shining
suspiciously. “You can’t do that. You love this place.”
“My dear child, I’m not proposing a dramatic houseburning
by midnight. For one thing, the neighbors might object. I can sell the
place. It’s worth a lot of money. You and I could go live in a nice
apartment on Connecticut, or in Chevy Chase.”
“One objection,” Bruce said carefully. “You’re
ash—ashum—damn it!—assuming that my hypothesis is the right one. If
Sara is schizoid she’ll be schizoid wherever she is.”
“I don’t believe in collective hallucinations,” Ruth
said. “Sara didn’t make that sound we heard tonight.”
“Not Sammie,” Pat said suddenly. “The name was not
Sammie.”
It was the first sentence he had spoken since Ruth made
her proposition, and its very irrelevance had an oddly calming effect.
Sara dropped into a chair and rested her head on her folded arms. She
looked sideways at Pat with round solemn eyes, like a pensive owl’s;
and Bruce’s breath went out in a theatrical sigh.
“I hate to admit it,” he said, “but I was too shook to
notice details. What was the name, then?”
“Now who’s being unscientific?” Pat said irritably. He
rubbed his head, making his hair stand up like a crest, and scowled
thoughtfully. “I don’t know that it was a name. I do know that there
was no ‘s’ sound, that strong sibilant would have been unmistakable.
Sara heard the words as ‘Sammie’ because that is a familiar combination
of sounds. Ruth heard the same thing because Sara had prepared her to
hear it. To tell the truth, it sounded to me more like ‘mammy.’”
After a moment Ruth burst out laughing.
“I’m…sorry! Oh, dear! But, Pat—mammy? Shades of Al
Jolson! Some poor old nursemaid, like the one in Gone with
the Wind? And if you knew how funny you all look, standing
around this table with your coats on, like visiting burglars….”
They waited respectfully until she had composed herself
and dried her eyes. Then Pat remarked, “I’m glad I can supply some
comic relief. As for your idea of selling the house—it has some merit,
but we don’t have to decide anything yet.”
“We?” Bruce repeated. He leaned on the table, arms stiff,
and looked at the older man. “How do you feel about your theory now,
Pat?”
Pat shrugged.
“Unlike Ruth, I do believe in collective hallucinations.
Wait a minute—I’m not saying that was what happened tonight. Though
both you and I, Bruce, heard that voice described…. You said
forty-eight hours. You’ve still got twenty-four to go.”
LYING FLAT ON HER BACK,
STARING UP AT THE CEILING, Ruth
heard the clock strike four. The clock stood on the landing, probably
in the same position it had occupied since it was bought from Josiah
Harper, Clockmaker, in 1836. Josiah had built well. The chimes echoed
in silver clarity, precise as notes struck on a harpsichord.
As she had done a dozen times since they retired, Ruth
raised herself cautiously on her elbow and looked over at Sara. It
hadn’t taken much persuasion to convince Sara to share her room that
night. The room was lit by two rose-shaded lamps on the dressing table;
Ruth wondered whether she would ever be able to sleep in a darkened
room again.
Sara slept on her back, with her hair cascading over the
pillow like spilled ink, and the small movement of her lips, her furled
brows, showed that she was dreaming. As Ruth watched, a shade of that
alien look spread like a film of water over her features, and faded.
Breathless, Ruth sank back onto her pillow, turning on
her side so that she could watch the girl. So this was what it was
like, the emotion she had seen in other women’s faces. None of the
other basic instincts had come down to man from the animals quite so
uncontrolled and so primitive. Even the sexual urge had been twisted
and condemned and veiled until it was barely recognizable as the
simple, amoral need it once had been. Humanity had tried to turn the
maternal instinct into a pretty lace-trimmed valentine too, but it had
not succeeded; women who would turn sick at the sight of a dead bird
could commit any kind of violence to preserve their young.
It was raining again. The soft rustle of raindrops
against the window should have been soothing, but Ruth found it too
suggestive of other sounds—dry fingers scratching on the glass, for
instance, or small bony feet crawling along the sill. The house itself
was quiet, except for one oddly soothing sound—that of Pat’s resounding
masculine snores from across the hall.
Ruth’s mouth relaxed as she listened. She was no expert
on snoring, but she was willing to bet that Pat’s efforts ranked high
on any scale. She was getting almost the full effect, since all the
bedroom doors were wide open. There was nothing like a haunted house to
dispel artificial notions of propriety.
No sound came from Sara’s room, which Bruce was now
occupying, but the comforting yellow light from his door filled the
hall. Ruth had found a box of old family papers in a drawer in the
escritoire and Bruce had declared his intention of sitting up with them.
Ruth could remember having seen other papers in the
attic. Most of them were obviously junk, the pack-rat hoarding of a
fussy old lady; but she had not wanted to discard them as trash until
she had time to sort through them. That time, like other hours for
matters not urgently desired or needed, had never materialized.
Tomorrow—no, today—she would look for them. Though their collective
courage, bolstered by brandy, had taken them into the chilly living
room, Ruth had flatly refused to enter the dark, gusty attic at night,
and no one seemed to blame her.
Tomorrow—today, now—there would be so much to do. Yet
they were groping in the dark, clutching a few tattered scraps of
isolated fact, with no sign of a pattern and no promise, even, that a
pattern existed. Shivering in the warm bed, Ruth faced the dismal fact
that no one had yet admitted—that if Bruce’s incredible notion was
correct, the chances for Sara’s cure were even feebler than those
promised by psychiatry. The thought brought her drooping lids open and
focused her eyes on her niece, searching, and fearing to find….
Sara slept peacefully now. She was young enough to look
delectable when she slept, her skin flushed and damp, her lashes long
and black on her smooth cheeks. Ruth lay stiff as a piece of wood.
Bruce had the right idea; he wasn’t even trying to sleep. Sleep was
impossible, when the sense of urgency was so great. If there were only
something she could do….
The sound almost lifted her bodily out of bed. The
muffled crash was followed, after a second, by a faint
rustling—innocent enough sounds, both of them, except for the fact that
there was no one to make them. They had come from downstairs.
Bruce, in stocking feet and shirt sleeves, materialized
in the doorway. He stared at her, and Ruth shook her head mutely.
“I’m going down,” he whispered.
“Not alone. Wait, Bruce—”
The sounds of imminent strangulation across the hall
stopped; and a few seconds later Pat made his appearance. He was
blinking and groggy; the hair stood up on his head like fire on a
boulder. He too was fully dressed except for his shoes.
“Where’d it come from?” he mumbled.
“Downstairs.”
“Ummm.” Pat scratched his head. It was obvious that he
was not one of those hearty people who leap, fully aware and ready for
burglars, out of their warm beds. He blinked, rubbed his hands over his
eyes, and came one stage nearer to consciousness. “Go down,” he said
vaguely.
By that time Sara was stirring, and when she found out
what had roused the others she decided to join the expedition. Bruce
had long since left; he had scant patience with the weaknesses of the
elderly.
The lights were still on in the living room. Leading the
way down the stairs, Ruth could see Bruce bending over some object on
the floor near the built-in bookcases. He straightened as she reached
the foot of the stairs and came toward her, carrying the object; it
seemed to be a book, bound in red leather.
Ruth stopped on the threshold of the living room. It was
cold, much colder than it had been upstairs; she was shivering, even in
her wool robe. Halfway across the room, Bruce stopped short. She saw
the color drain from his face, saw him recoil as if he had run into
some solid but invisible barrier; then her eyes turned in the direction
of his wide-eyed stare, and she let out a cry of alarm.
“Something’s on fire—Bruce—”
Bruce jerked as though he had been stung; the sound of
her voice, or her incipient movement, into the room, roused him from
his paralysis, and he came bounding toward her, his head averted and
one arm up before his face. He cannoned into her, sending her
staggering back; and then he turned to face the thing that had sent him
into flight—the rising coil of oily black smoke which was forming in
the part of the room near the window.
The cold was not the normal cold of a winter night. It
rolled out of the room in unseen waves that pulled like quicksand. When
Bruce pushed her back she had fancied she felt a sucking, reluctant
release. The tentacles still fingered her body; she retreated farther,
breathing in harsh gasps that hurt her lungs, back into the space under
the stairs. She stopped only when her back touched the wall, and gave
another cry as a new wave of cold touched her shrinking side. This was
a more natural cold; it came from the cellar door, which was,
unaccountably, wide open. Another foot to the left and she would have
backed straight down the stairs in her mindless flight.
Bruce had retreated too, step by slow step, as though he
were fighting a pull stronger than gravity. He came to a halt at the
bottom of the stairs. Pat had seen the thing by now; Ruth heard his
wordless bellow of consternation, and Sara’s stifled shriek. But most
of her awareness was focused on the impossible—the moving blackness
that swayed to no breeze, that twisted in upon itself as if in a
struggle for form. Smoke where there was no fire; greasy, oily black
smoke, that emitted waves of cold instead of heat.
Bruce stopped at the bottom of the stairs, one hand on
the newel post. By accident or design his body barred the stairs, his
arms extended across the narrow space from wall to bannister. He called
out something, and Ruth heard the feet above stumble back, up, a few
steps. The cold was sickening; it sucked at the warmth of the body like
a leech. Ruth knew she was only on the fringe of its malice; the full
effect was directed at Bruce.
She saw the book, still clutched in the whitened fingers
of the boy’s left hand, and in her bemused state she wondered,
insanely, where he had found a Bible, and what good he thought it would
do. Then she remembered where the thick red volume had come from; she
also caught the accidentally blasphemous resemblance, in Bruce’s taut
body and outstretched arms, which had brought the first idea into her
head. She tried to think of a prayer and finally, as her frozen brain
caught up with her instinct, she realized that she had been praying,
snatches of incoherent invocation from half-forgotten rituals; and she
also knew that the symbols, verbal or physical, were meaningless in the
face of the abyss. For the Thing moved, swaying toward them, and put
out pseudopods—shapeless, wavering extensions of darkness that pawed
the air like half-formed arms.
Then, through the ringing in her ears she heard a sound,
as wildly incongruous as shepherd’s pipes on a battlefield. It was a
small sound, precise and crystalline: the sleepy twitter of a bird on a
tree outside the house.
The hovering blackness began to fade.
Once the process of dissolution had begun, it proceeded
rapidly; in seconds the pale blue satin drapes showed clear, unfogged,
on the wall of the living room.
Through the dead silence she heard again the querulous
sleepy chirp; and from Bruce came a shocking, ragged gasp of laughter.
“ ‘It faded on the crowing of the cock…’ Or was that a
sparrow? ‘The bird of dawning…’” And, flinging out his arm toward the
door, where a streak of sickly gray sky showed through the fanlight, he
sat down with a thud on the bottom step and hid his face in his folded
arms.
Ruth put out one hand, as delicately as though she feared
it might break off, and pushed at the open cellar door. The slam
brought another alarmed bellow from Pat.
“I just closed the basement door,” she called. “It was
wide open.”
She detached herself from the wall, feeling as though she
must have left the imprint of her body on the plaster, and moved out to
where she could see the two faces staring down over the bannister.
Sara’s was green.
“I’m going to be sick,” she said.
Bruce lifted his head. He was still clutching the book;
one finger was jammed between the pages like a marker, and the grip of
his other fingers was convulsively tight. He was shaking violently, and
his face was ashen under a glistening sheen of perspiration; but his
mouth was stretched in a wide, exultant grin, and his eyes went
straight to Pat’s face.
“By God,” he said, “how did you like that,
you damned skeptic?”
II
“I’m selling the house. I won’t let Sara spend another
night in this chamber of horrors.”
Ruth meant every word; but she was forced to admit that
Sara looked in splendid condition for a girl who had spent the night in
a chamber of horrors. Slim and supple in her emerald green velvet robe,
she was scrambling eggs with hungry efficiency.
“Get your hair out of the way,” Ruth added irritably.
“We’ve had trouble enough tonight without having you catch on fire.”
“Sorry,” said Sara amiably. “Ruth, why don’t you relax?
I’m fine. Bruce is the one I’m worried about.”
Wrapped in a blanket and ensconced in a chair by the oven
door, Bruce had almost stopped shivering. His symptoms had resembled
those of shock; Pat and Ruth had had to drag him out to the warmth of
the kitchen. He gave Sara a reassuring grin, but did not speak; there
was a glitter in his eyes, though, that suggested he would have plenty
to say when the time came.
“He needs food,” Pat said, flipping toast onto a plate.
“We all do. I’m starved.”
Ruth lifted bacon out of the pan onto a paper towel,
judged the coffee with an experienced eye, and began laying out silver
with more speed than elegance.
“I am too. It must be the nervous strain. I remember once
before when—when I was worried and upset, I ate constantly.”
“Is that what you were tonight—nervous? Personally,” said
Pat, “I was terrified. Come on,
Bruce, get some of these eggs into you. That cold is
incredibly enervating, and you got the worst of the blast. Hero type,”
he added amiably.
“Hero, hell; I just had the farthest to run.” Bruce took
a mouthful of eggs and meditated. “I wonder how many of the great
heroes of history would turn out to be slow runners, if you ever
investigated the circumstances.”
“Let’s not be cynical,” Ruth said.
They ate in silence for a while, ravenously and with
concentration. Ruth finished first; as she reached for her cigarettes
she looked around the table at the other three with sudden intense
affection. Pat happened to glance up as her eyes reached his face; he
grinned, and echoed her thoughts with unnerving accuracy.
“ ‘Ich hatte eine Kameraden,’”
he quoted.
“How did you know what I was thinking? Yes; I know now
why soldiers under fire get so devoted to their buddies.”
“There’s nobody nicer than the guy who has just saved
your life,” Pat agreed. “Unless it’s the guy who might save it
tomorrow.”
“Now you’re being cynical. It’s more than that.”
“It must have something to do with trust,” Sara offered
shyly. “Knowing you can depend on someone, literally to the death.”
“Well, you can’t depend on me.” Ruth pushed her chair
back and stared at them defiantly. “I meant it. Sara is not spending
another night here.”
“Surrender, hmm?”
“Pat, we’re not accomplishing anything! It’s getting
stronger, and we’re helpless. It’s dangerous—horribly dangerous—”
“How do you know?” Bruce asked.
Blank silence followed. Finally Ruth said, “You’re a fine
one to ask that! You looked like a dead man when we pulled you out of
there.”
“Another cup of coffee and he’ll be his old argumentative
self,” Pat said. “What happened to him was damned unpleasant, but
surely it’s the worst that abominable Thing can do. It’s nonmaterial,
after all; how much damage can It inflict?”
“Exactly.” Bruce’s cheeks were flushed with excitement.
“Ruth, I know how you feel. But we are making progress. Don’t you
realize how much we learned tonight?”
“We learned one of its limitations,” Ruth admitted.
“Apparently it can’t function in daylight.”
“Which lends some credence to one of the aspects of
spiritualism that has always roused my loudest jeers—the statement that
spirits are disturbed by too much light.”
“Right. When you stop to think about it, you may recall
that the other manifestations—Sara’s seizures, and the voice—have also
occurred at night.”
“Swell,” Ruth said gloomily. “A house isn’t much good,
though, if you can’t sleep in it.”
“That’s not all we learned. Remember this?”
Bruce held up the red book. He had been cradling it in
his lap like a baby.
“I’d almost forgotten that. You think we were supposed to
find it?”
“I don’t think it just happened to fall. You aren’t in
the habit of leaving heavy books balanced on the edge of the shelf, are
you?”
“I don’t remember ever touching that one,” Ruth admitted.
“What is it? Myers’ History of Maryland. No, it’s
one of Cousin Hattie’s books. It’s been there forever.”
“Not only was it moved, it lay open,” Bruce went on.
“That might be accident; but I’m inclined to think that—whatever—could
push a book off a shelf could also turn pages.”
“The proof of the pudding,” Pat said sententiously. “What
does your prize say?”
Bruce opened the book.
“This section concerns a minor skirmish known as the
Loyalist Plot.” He scanned the page, muttering. “Free the prisoners of
war…hmmph. Yes. It happened in 1780, after the Revolution had begun.
Contrary to what the high school history books tell us, not everybody
in the Colonies was all that keen on independence. Some fanatical Tory
citizens of Maryland decided to strike a blow for the King. They were
planning to free the British prisoners at Frederick, and take the
armory at Georgetown. The Patriots got wind of the
plan, caught the leaders, and finally hanged them.”
The ensuing silence rang with speculation.
“I don’t see it,” Ruth said finally.
“Hell’s bells, it’s just what we’ve been looking for.”
Bruce closed the book and put it tenderly on the table. “We’re looking
for a General and a violent deed. Here’s a war situation, divided
loyalties—and a specific mention of Georgetown, for God’s sake.
Somebody—something—has kindly narrowed down our search through history,
not only to a given period, but to a particular year!”
“But, Bruce,” Ruth protested, “there wasn’t even a house
here at that time.”
Bruce’s face went blank—eyes round, mouth ajar. He looked
so vacuous that Ruth, in a spasm of alarm, reached out and jogged his
arm.
“Huh? No, I’m all right. I just remembered…. I’ll be
damned! I had just found that deed when the big bang came…. Sorry, I
don’t mean to be incoherent. Look here; I was poking around in that box
of papers you gave me, and I found the photostat of a deed. It was a
sale of land by Ninian Beall, the original proprietor of all this
territory—he called it the Rock of Dumbarton—to one Douglass Campbell.
And it was dated in the 1760’s.”
Ruth poured coffee into her cup so briskly that it
splashed. She felt as if her brains needed lubricating.
“Campbell,” she muttered. “One of the ancestors,
obviously…. This house wasn’t built till 1810. But there could have
been an earlier house….”
“If there was, what happened to it?” Pat demanded. He
reached for the coffeepot and Ruth pushed it toward him.
“Torn down, maybe,” she offered. “As the family prospered
and needed bigger quarters. But Bruce—I thought ghosts were laid when
the places they haunt are destroyed.”
“Expert authorities differ on that,” Bruce said
oratorically, and then spoiled the effect by grinning. “You know, when
I actually listen to the things we’re saying, I can’t believe it
myself. No, but according to some of the tales I’ve read, the haunting
is connected with a specific building; in others the very soil seems to
be permeated with—whatever it is.”
“Whatever it is,” Sara repeated. “You all sit talking and
talking, and all the time I keep remembering…that horrible Thing….”
Bruce caught Ruth’s anxious eye and nodded.
“Yes. Well, we’d better talk about It. We weren’t any of
us too coherent the first time we tried.”
“It was so cold,” Ruth said, with a
strong shudder. “Was It—that Thing—always there, invisible, when we
felt the cold?”
“What a happy thought,” Bruce murmured. “Damned if I
know. Pat?”
“I don’t know either.”
The answer was brief, the tone flat. Bruce, after one
penetrating look, picked up the coffeepot and tilted it. A feeble
trickle of extremely black liquid dripped into his cup.
“Somebody forgot to fill it,” he said mildly, and rose to
do so. Over his shoulder and over the rush of running water he said,
“Still hedging, Pat, after this morning?”
“I’m trying desperately to keep an open mind,” Pat said
stubbornly. “Ruth, don’t get mad, but—I’ve seen too much of this sort
of thing, all over the world.”
“But we all saw it!”
“What did we see? I could have kicked myself later,” he
added bitterly. “But I was too damned shook up at first to think
straight. You know what we did. We sat here shaking and gabbling and
compared notes, one after the other. You especially must know, Bruce,
how witnesses unconsciously influence one another. What we should have
done was write out our separate impressions, without speaking to each
other, and then compare them.”
“He’s right,” Bruce said, over Ruth’s indignant sniff. He
came back to the table carrying the coffeepot, and plugged it in.
“Absolutely right. I should have thought of it myself, but I’m damned
if I apologize. If that was just a harmless little old hallucination,
God save me from the real thing!”
“Even at that,” Pat went on doggedly, “we didn’t actually
see the same thing. Ruth saw smoke—dark, oily smoke. Bruce was babbling
about the pillar of darkness by day—not a very apt analogy, if I
remember my Bible—whereas, to Sara the thing had shape. It was man-high
and roughly anthropomorphic.”
“It had arms,” said Sara, from behind a veil of hair.
“Stubs, that were trying to turn into arms.”
“Thanks,” Pat said. “I’ll dream about that one. Bruce,
you can see my point, can’t you?”
“Sure,” Bruce said agreeably. “We’ve got to be as
critical and logical about the evidence as we can. Hell, I said that
myself. But I do think you’re leaning over backwards so far you’re
about to fall on your can. Excuse me, Ruth.”
“Don’t be so darned polite,” Ruth said irritably. “You
make me feel like a little gray-haired old lady. I know, I am, but
still…. Pat, I don’t care what Bruce thinks, I’m sick and tired of your
attitude. Are you with us or not?”
“Oh, I’m with you,” Pat said unexpectedly; and smiled at
their stupefied expressions. “At least I’m willing to extend the
deadline you proposed. In fact, I’ll prove my loyalty by pointing out
something you seem to have overlooked. Ruth, did you leave the cellar
door open before we went to bed?”
“Why, no; I haven’t been in the cellar for ages. Pat! Do
you think—”
“I think we may have a very busy ghost. Could the wind
have blown the door open?”
“No, no, it catches quite firmly.”
Bruce licked his finger and drew an invisible stroke on
the air.
“One to you, Pat. Ruth, I want to see your cellar.”
He streaked out the door without waiting for an answer.
They caught up with him at the top of the cellar stairs.
“Where’s the light switch?”
“At the bottom of the stairs.”
“Stupid place for it.”
“I know.” Ruth proffered a box of kitchen matches which
she had picked up on the way out. “That’s one of the reasons why I
detest the basement. I haven’t been down here since I moved in.”
“You must have,” Sara said, picking up her long skirts.
“Wait till he gets the light on; the stairs are steep.
No, really, I haven’t. The furnace runs like the proverbial charm.
People come—” Ruth gestured vaguely— “you know, for meters and things.
They go down, I stay up.”
The light went on down below, and Bruce called them to
descend.
One bare bulb, hanging limply, shed a dismal light over a
small cement-lined chamber, occupied only by the big bulk of the
furnace and by two ancient iron sinks. There were three windows, all at
the front of the house; they were small, even for basement windows,
barred and high up.
“It’s smaller than I expected,” Pat said, after a brief
inspection. “Doesn’t go under the whole house, does it?”
“No, just the dining room and kitchen half.”
“I can’t see anything significant down here.” Bruce
tugged at his beard. “No moldering, brass-bound chests filled with
stolen pirate loot, no ancient portraits….”
“The place is far too damp for storage,” Ruth said
practically. “That’s why Hattie kept all her junk in the attic.”
“The attic.” Bruce gave his beard another tug, harder
than he had intended. He let out a yelp. “Damn. There’s so much to do—”
“I want to get out of this place,” Sara said distinctly.
“What’s wrong?” Ruth asked anxiously. “Do you feel—”
“I wish you’d stop jumping at me every time I open my
mouth,” Sara said. “I just don’t like this place.”
“I don’t either,” Pat said. His tone was so peculiar that
Ruth transferred her anxious stare to him. He shook himself, like a dog
coming out of the water, and smiled at her. “I didn’t get my eight
hours last night,” he said.
“You do look tired, all of a sudden.” Ruth took his arm.
“Why don’t you try to take a nap? Come on, everybody; I hate this place
myself and we aren’t getting anywhere just standing around.”
Bruce waited until they had gone up, and then turned out
the light. When he emerged he was still worrying his beard, and Pat had
to address him twice before he responded.
“I said, I’m sorry the basement was a bust. Maybe the
open door was an accident after all.”
“Oh, I dunno,” Bruce said vaguely. “Pat, are you going to
the university this morning?”
“Hadn’t planned to. Why?”
“I want to shower and change, I’m short on sleep myself.”
Bruce yawned so widely Ruth feared his jaws would split. “And I want to
see Ted. His field is Colonial America.”
“Georgetown?”
“No. No, he won’t know anything I need to know,” Bruce
said stupidly. He yawned again. “Brrr. He will know what the sources
are. And where they’re kept—Archives, Library of Congress, the local
historical association. Then I’ll go there. Wherever there is.”
“Take the car, I won’t need it. And Bruce—”
“Mmmm?”
“Don’t take too many of those damned pep pills—or
whatever kind of pills Ted is peddling these days along with advice on
Colonial history.”
“Ted doesn’t—”
“The hell he doesn’t. Oh, he’s generally harmless; that’s
why I’ve left him alone. And I know you don’t generally indulge. Just
don’t start now—especially now. There’s no need to push yourself; we’ve
got time.”
“I hope you’re right,” Bruce said.
“We’ll start on the attic,” Ruth said, still slightly
bewildered by the exchange. “And the closets. What are we supposed to
be looking for, exactly?”
“Deeds, letters, old newspapers. I’ve been thinking,”
Bruce said. “I did get the full blast from our not so friendly ghost,
and I’m beginning to think it was no accident. If I had dropped that
book, I’d have lost the page and we’d still be groping. So I suggest we
look particularly for anything that mentions the name of Master
Douglass Campbell.”
III
Bruce went upstairs to get his sweater and Ruth headed
for the kitchen to clear, accompanied by Pat, who was making hopeful
suggestions about more coffee. Ruth plugged the pot in and started to
collect eggy plates. She was thinking that nothing is nastier than the
remains of cold scrambled eggs when she realized that Sara had not
followed her out. It was—she told herself—only concern that made her
return, quietly, through the dining room, while Pat was looking for
clean cups.
They stood in the hallway, and Ruth’s approach would not
have been heard if she had worn boots instead of soft slippers. Though
Sara was a tall girl, she had to tilt her head back to look up into
Bruce’s face. Her hands lay on his breast, and his held her shoulders;
the curve of her body, in the clinging softness of green velvet, was as
eloquent as it was beautiful.
“I hate like hell to leave you alone,” Bruce said softly.
“I won’t be alone. Ruth and Pat—”
“You know what I mean.”
“I know.”
“Say it, then.”
“I’m alone in a crowd of people, if you aren’t there,”
she said.
His mouth closed over hers, and her head fell back so
that the hair streamed in a shining cascade over the arm that had
pulled her against him.
Ruth had no conscious intention of moving or speaking;
but she must have made some sound, for they broke apart as suddenly as
they had come together. Bruce looked at Ruth and started to speak. Then
he shrugged slightly, put Sara gently away from him, and left.
Sara stood with hands clasped. She looked, as even the
plainest girl can look under some circumstances, utterly beautiful.
Ruth said sharply, “Go upstairs and get dressed.”
Sara’s eyes cleared and focused. She gave Ruth an
incredulous look; but her aunt’s expression told her that she had not
heard wrong. She swung on her heel and fled up the stairs.
“What hit you?” Pat asked, from behind Ruth.
“Nothing,” she said shortly. Pat caught her by the elbow
as she tried to pass him.
“Nothing my eye. Why so nasty about a couple of kids
kissing?”
“I didn’t say anything.”
“It wasn’t what you said, it was the way you said it.”
“They’re too young to be thinking of—”
“Of what? If they’re thinking about what I think they’re
thinking about, more power to them.”
“Oh, Pat! This is no time for—for—”
He waited, giving her plenty of time to find the word.
When she did not he said softly, “You’ve got a problem yourself,
haven’t you? What—”
Sara came clattering down the stairs. She was wearing
stretch slacks and a shirt, and, Ruth suspected, very little else. Her
feeling that the slacks were too tight was confirmed by Pat’s
appreciative stare. The rich raspberry of the slacks and the pink and
lemon striped shirt set off Sara’s vivid coloring, but her expression
was as bleak as the colors were warm. She brushed past Ruth without
meeting her eye.
“I’ll do the dishes,” she said, and vanished into the
kitchen.
“She’s angry with me,” Ruth said wretchedly.
“I don’t blame her. Your voice was like ice water; and
coming when it did, after a transcendental minute and a half—”
“I’m going to get dressed,” Ruth said. “Then I’m going to
look at the closet shelves.”
But she knew, as she ascended the stairs, that he was
staring speculatively at her; and she knew also that the confrontation
she had been expecting had only become more imminent.
IV
By five o’clock Bruce had not returned, and Sara was
vibrating nervously between the kitchen window and the tray of
cocktails she had prepared.
“Come on in and sit down,” Ruth said, taking the tray.
“He’ll be along any minute.”
“You go ahead.” Sara was courteous but remote; it was
clear that she had not forgotten the morning’s episode. “I’m going to
start dinner.”
Ruth found Pat in the living room lighting the fire. He
looked up as she came sidling around the door; they had all started to
adopt a circuitous route through the room, avoiding its street end as
much as possible.
“Maybe we ought to sit in the kitchen,” Ruth said.
Pat took the tray of drinks and set it firmly on the
coffee table.
“I don’t think anything is likely to happen much before
midnight, to judge by past events. Sit down. I’ll sit on this side,
just in case, and keep an eye on—things.”
“No, I’d rather keep my eye on them too.” Ruth sat down
beside him, on the couch that faced the pertinent end of the room.
“Pat, I think we ought to get out of here. At least for the night.”
“It’s okay by me. But I doubt if Bruce will agree. He’ll
want to sit and observe manifestations.”
“And Sara probably won’t go without him. Damn the boy;
why doesn’t he come home?”
“Tsk, tsk, such language,” Pat said comfortably. “What
have you got against the kid?”
“Nothing, really. It’s just—”
“The beard and the clothes and the supercilious air? I
know; they gripe me too. But these things are only a superficial
facade; underneath, the little devils are a lot more like the rest of
the human race than they care to admit. Bruce is a very sound specimen;
Sara could do a lot worse.”
“They aren’t that serious about each other.”
“I don’t know about her feelings, but there’s no question
about his. He’s fighting for her, Ruth—tooth and nail.”
“Yes, I know…and I’m grateful…but, Pat, in a way he’s
enjoying this. It’s a game to him—outsmarting you, and me, and the
rational universe!”
“I still think you aren’t giving him credit. We’ll talk
to him when he comes in and see if we can’t convince him to leave. You
and Sara can spend the night at my place, I’ve got plenty of room.”
“That’s very nice of you, but….”
He met her quizzical look with one of amusement, but
there was a subtle change in his expression.
“Don’t worry, you’ll be perfectly safe. If I had in mind
what you think I have in mind, I wouldn’t include Sara.”
Ruth leaned back, staring into the leaping flames, and
feeling Pat’s arm move along the back of the couch behind her. Middle
age had its disadvantages, certainly, and one of the losses was the
wild singing in the blood; but if one extreme had flattened out, so had
the other. The anxieties were gone; the terrors had become only mild
anxieties.
“Don’t be coy,” Pat said softly. His fingers touched her
chin. She turned her face toward him, smiling.
“I’m not coy, dear. Only tired.”
“That sounds like a challenge.”
He was no longer smiling; his eyes moved from her eyes to
her lips, and Ruth was aware of the mixed emotions which no woman with
any feminine instincts can help feeling under such
circumstances—triumph, mingled with a small, exciting touch of alarm.
“Men are so conceited,” she murmured. “They—”
His lips cut off the rest of the sentence. It was a
cautious embrace, restrained on her side and exploratory on his; when
he raised his head, neither had spilled a drop from the glasses they
still held, and his hand had not moved from her shoulder.
Ruth let her smile widen just a trifle. He could control
his features, but not his breathing; holding the glass was pure
affectation, a little boy pretending to show off. Pat’s eyes narrowed.
He put his glass on the table and took hers from her hand. Without
speaking, but with the same look of concentration with which, she
imagined, he began a lecture, he took her into his arms.
At first she felt like laughing, there was such
deliberation in his movements. She felt pleasantly relaxed, like a cat
being stroked; and then, with a jarring realization, she felt her head
turning, seeking the mouth which had avoided hers but was moving
effectively elsewhere. Pat felt the movement too; his warm breath, then
approximately under her left ear, came out in a gust of amusement.
Annoyed, she tried to free herself, and found her hands ineffective.
For the first few seconds of the second kiss she was
unaware of any emotion except gratification; this, then, was what men
starving on a desert island experienced when confronted with their
first full meal in months. Only for her it had been years…. The new
sensation came gradually, insidiously. It was some time before she
realized that pleasure had been replaced by terror, and that her body
was stiff with revulsion. She tried to move and found she could not;
the weight of his body forced her back onto the couch, the pressure of
his hands was so painful she wanted to cry out, but could not, because
his mouth was a gag, stifling sound and breath…. It was a nightmare,
all the worse because it had happened before, and because she had not
expected, from him, such ruthless contempt for her pain, physical and
mental.
Then all the lights in the room went on, in a blinding
flash that penetrated even her squeezed eyelids; and from some infinite
distance a voice spoke loudly.
Pat was still a dead weight—almost as if he had
collapsed—but his hands and body were passive now, no longer actively
hurting. After a moment he sat up; and Ruth, blinking through tears of
fright and pain, saw Bruce standing in the doorway, his hand on the
light switch. He was wearing his coat, but no hat, as was his habit;
and the expression on his face made Ruth want to shriek with hysterical
amusement.
He’s shocked, she thought wildly; poor child, they really
are so conventional…. Then she realized that she was sprawled awkwardly
and embarrassingly across the couch. She sat up and tried to rearrange
her skirt.
Bruce gave Pat one quick, appraising look, and then
vanished, without comment or apology—an omission which made Ruth think
highly of his tact. She had not dared to look at Pat, but she was
intensely aware of him. He was hunched over, his face hidden in his
hands; but he must have been looking through his fingers, because as
soon as Bruce left he turned to Ruth.
“Is there any point in asking you to forgive me?”
“My dear, there’s no need—” Ruth’s voice was a croak; she
had to stop and clear her throat. “You didn’t—”
“I hurt you; and that was unforgivable. Good God, I don’t
know what came over me!” His clenched hands went to his forehead, and
Ruth reached over to pat his shoulder.
“Stop beating yourself. It’s happened before—”
She had not meant to say that, nor had she anticipated
what the impact of the words would be. They literally caught in her
throat and left her staring dumbly at her glass of wine.
“I know it has,” Pat said quietly. “I knew something was
wrong; it was unmistakable. That’s what makes my behavior so viciously
stupid.”
“How—how did you know?”
“I can’t explain; I just—well, felt it. The first time I
kissed you I felt it—a mixed-up combination of desire and fear. I knew
that; I was so careful—and now I had the unforgivable effrontery to try
to force you. Ruth, I’m not apologizing for my instincts, I’m proud of
’em; but I can’t forgive myself for my stupidity and clumsiness.”
“It’s all right.”
“No, it’s not. But the situation is so fouled up now I
might as well plunge on. It’s your husband, isn’t it? I know about
that; he was killed in the Second World War, when you’d only been
married a few months.”
“Harry….” She let the word linger on her tongue,
wondering why, after twenty years, the taste of it should be so bitter.
“It was a tragedy, darling, I know. A terrible thing. But
it’s been twenty years, and more. You can’t bury your emotions for the
rest of your life out of some sickly romanticism, no one demands or
deserves such distorted loyalty….”
“Loyalty?” She turned, staring at him; and the glass she
had picked up began to shake, spilling white liquid, and her whole body
shook with silent, painful laughter. “The day I got the telegram from
the War Department I got down on my knees and thanked God.”
“Was it as bad as that?” he asked, after a moment of
silence, in which the truth burst on him like a blinding light.
“It was—there are no words. I was only twenty—Sara’s
age—and I was so naïve, you wouldn’t believe—none of these
sophisticated modern children would believe—how dumb I was. At first I
thought it was my fault. He called me a prig, and talked about
middle-class morality. And I believed him; I was sunk in guilt at my
own abhorrence. Oh, Pat, there wasn’t a thing he missed!” She gave a
choked laugh. The tears were pouring down her cheeks and she swiped at
them with the back of her hand. “I read the books later, you know the
ones I mean; there was hardly a page I hadn’t known, firsthand.”
“Why didn’t you divorce him?” Pat asked in a deadly quiet
voice.
“I told you, at first I thought it was my fault, I
thought I would learn…. Then, later, he was going away. They were
talking about the big invasion, and we knew he would be in it. I
couldn’t—”
“Yes, I see.” Pat’s fist beat a soft tattoo against his
knee. “It’s frustrating,” he said casually, “to want to kill a man
who’s been dead for twenty years. I hope he’s rotting.”
“I can see now that he was sick,” Ruth said, fumbling in
her pocket. “I can be sorry for him—now. I didn’t realize myself how it
had affected me, I just—never thought about it.”
“No wonder. All the same, it would have been better if
you had proceeded to have a big noisy nervous breakdown and gotten this
out of your system. You never had psychiatric help? No, you wouldn’t.
Excuse me just a minute while I go out on the front steps and shoot
myself.”
“But—don’t. How could you possibly know?”
“I should have known. What the hell are you looking for?
Oh, take my handkerchief. Blow your nose. Have another drink. Ruth, I
should have known because I love you. Love is supposed to give people
insight, isn’t it?”
“I think that’s one of the sadder delusions of youth.”
Ruth blew, loudly and satisfyingly. “Unfortunately, it seems to cloud
one’s vision instead.”
“You may be right,” Pat said, eying her nervously. “Is
that any way to respond to my announcement?”
“I am sorry! I just—”
“I’m not expecting any enthusiasm, under the
circumstances. Just think about it.” His hands clenched till the
knuckles whitened and she knew it was with the effort of not reaching
out to touch her. “You feel better now, I know. It was a beautiful
catharsis. But it was only temporary; Ruth, you’re not through this
yet. Just let me try. I’ll be careful. This won’t happen again. I’ll be
damned if I know what came over me.”
THE PORK CHOPS WERE SIZZLING IN THE
PAN; SARA cooked them
as Ruth had taught her, in bacon fat with plenty of garlic salt and
pepper. She looked up at her aunt as the latter came in. Ruth had been
upstairs to repair the ravages of the past half hour, but she knew her
eyes were red, and she had never appreciated Sara more than now, when
the girl greeted her with a smile which held no recollection of the
morning’s unpleasantness. It was Bruce, vigorously mashing potatoes,
who avoided Ruth’s eye. “Do you mind making the gravy, Ruth?” Sara
asked prosaically. “I still can’t do it without lumps.”
“Of course. It was nice of you two to get dinner. But,
Bruce—I wondered…. I mean, it’s after dark….”
“I agree,” Bruce said. “We’ll leave as soon as we finish
eating.”
He turned to the table and began ladling potatoes out
onto plates.
“Bruce, for goodness sake!” Sara exclaimed. “Put them in
a bowl.”
“Why get more dishes dirty?” Bruce said.
“Quite right.” Pat took the frying pan from Sara and
forked chops out onto plates. “Let’s eat and run. You girls are
spending the night at my place.”
He handed the frying pan back to Ruth.
“Now you can make the gravy,” he explained.
“Men,” Sara said.
“Impossible,” Ruth agreed. They nodded solemnly at each
other.
They ate hastily, and in silence. Ruth was occupied with
her own thoughts; she was aware that Bruce seemed preoccupied and
unusually quiet, but in the confusion of new personal ideas that had
overwhelmed her she paid less attention than she might otherwise have
done. Bruce finished before the others; he scraped his plate
energetically into the sink and began clearing the table with such
vigor that Pat had to snatch his plate, with his third pork chop, back.
“Wait a minute. What’s the hurry?”
“Ruth is right.” Bruce reached for a glass. “We’d better
get out of here. I was late getting back. I’d have suggested going
then, only Sara had dinner ready…. Hurry up, will you? We can leave the
dishes till morning; I’ll help out then….”
The stammering voice was so unlike Bruce’s that Ruth
could only stare.
“You must have found out something today,” Pat said,
studying the younger man curiously.
“Well, sort of. I mean, it doesn’t…. Look, let’s go! I’ll
talk about it at your place.”
Sara rose obediently; and in a quick, convulsive movement
Bruce dived across the table and caught her arm.
“Not you—not that way!”
“What on earth—” Ruth began.
“Ruth, will you pack some things for her and get her
coat? Then we can go out the kitchen door.”
“Why—of course.”
As she packed Sara’s robe and nightgown and toothbrush,
along with her own things, Ruth wondered what Bruce had discovered that
frightened him so badly. For he was afraid, and not on his own account.
What could be worse than the things they had already experienced?
II
During the drive Bruce continued to ramble, suggesting
that the two women go to a hotel, offering to sleep on Pat’s
living-room floor, and being generally irrelevant. His conversation
sounded like the noises people make to conceal the fact that they are
not listening to themselves talk—that they are thinking about something
else altogether.
Pat lived near Spring Valley, in a tiny house set in what
seemed—and proved, by daylight—to be a neatly kept little garden.
“I like gardens,” he explained. “Otherwise I’d have taken
an apartment. The house is a little large for one person, but I have a
lot of books.”
That, Ruth decided, was an understatement. Her first
impression of Pat’s house was that it was built of books. Every wall in
the downstairs rooms that was not otherwise occupied was lined with
bookcases. There were books on tables, on chairs, on Pat’s desk in his
study. There were more books on beds and on night tables, and books on
every flat surface in the bathroom, including the floor.
Ruth’s second impression was that it was the grubbiest
house she had ever seen.
Pat surveyed his living room with mild astonishment.
“It’s sort of messy, isn’t it? I guess what’s-her-name
didn’t come this week.”
He leaned over and blew the dust off the coffee table.
“What’s-her-name being the cleaning woman, I gather,”
Ruth said. She picked up a sock from the back of a chair. “It wouldn’t
be so bad if you wouldn’t leave your clothes lying around—and would
pick up the newspaper instead of leaving it spread out on the floor—and
take out your used coffee cups—and empty an ashtray occasionally….”
She suited the action to the words, and finished by
handing Pat the overflowing wastebasket into which she had forced the
contents of the ashtrays.
“Amazing,” Pat said. Clutching the wastebasket to his
chest he looked around the room. “Looks better already.”
“Where’s the vacuum cleaner? Do you have a vacuum
cleaner?”
“Certainly I do. But it’s none of your business.” Pat put
the wastebasket down in the middle of the floor. “You can be
housewifely tomorrow, if you insist, but tonight we’re going to talk.
Don’t you want to hear what Bruce has to say?”
“Yes, of course,” Ruth said absently.
Even in its present clutter and dust, which had been
barely touched by her efforts, the room was a pleasant place, with that
air of comfort which comes when a basically well-decorated room is
inhabited by someone who cares more for comfort than for elegance. She
suspected that Pat’s mother had donated the furniture; the chintz on
the chairs and couch, with its delicate pattern of lilac and
delphinium, in soft blues and lavenders, had certainly not been Pat’s
choice, but it suited the room, with its low-beamed ceiling and brick
fireplace. The rug was a soft textured blue that repeated one color of
the flowered print. Coffee table and lamps looked like Pat’s
contributions; they were of heavy cut glass and their simple, modern
lines went surprisingly well with the traditional furniture.
Pursuing her investigations Ruth rounded the corner of
the couch and stopped with a nervous squeal. Lying on the floor behind
the couch, unmoved by their entrance, was what appeared to be a dead
dog.
Pat rushed to join her, to see what had prompted her
yell. Then he relaxed, eyeing the recumbent form—which was that of a
very big, brown German shepherd—with disgust.
“That’s Lady,” he said.
Lady opened one eye and regarded him with remote
interest. She let out a short unemphatic bark and closed the eye again.
“Laziest damn’ dog I’ve ever seen,” Pat said gloomily.
Sara dropped to the floor and began to rub the dog’s head.
“Pretty girl,” she crooned. “Nice Lady. Poor thing; how
old is she, Pat?”
“Two years old,” Pat said. “It’s not her age, it’s her
disposition. She spends half her time lying in front of her food dish
where I fall over her every time I go in the kitchen and the rest of
her time lying in front of the fireplace waiting for me to make a fire.
I’ve made more fires for that stupid dog.”
He was building another one as he spoke, crumpling
newspapers and jamming them under the waiting logs. Lady roused, and
rolled over from her front to her side. She gave Pat a look of weary
approval and he paused long enough to scratch her stomach. “Stupid
dog,” he muttered. Lady’s mouth opened in a grin of affectionate
contempt.
“You understand each other,” Ruth said, laughing.
“Too true. All right, you stupid dog, there’s your fire.
Now perhaps I may be allowed to tend to my guests. Coffee? Brandy?”
“Both, please,” Ruth said, and went along to help. When
they finally settled down, she gave a sigh of contentment. The
atmosphere was so restful that she felt completely at home. All of them
might have been old inhabitants. Sara was squatting, with black boots
crossed, on the hearthrug, and Lady had condescended to shift her big
head into the girl’s lap, where she lay snuffling and sighing in the
throes of an exciting dream. Bruce had propped himself in a somewhat
self-conscious pose against the mantel and was staring off into space
and displaying his handsome profile to good effect. His close-fitting
dark trousers and gaudy waistcoat might have been the doublet and hose
of a medieval squire; they suited Bruce’s lean height and long legs.
Pat was sprawled out in what was evidently his favorite
chair; its cracking leather folds had molded themselves to the shape of
his body. He smiled lazily at Ruth and lifted his glass in salute.
“I hate to dispel the mood,” Bruce said waspishly.
“Then don’t,” Pat said.
“Time’s running out. In fact, it’s run. Forty-eight
hours, remember?”
“Oh, that.” Pat shrugged.
“You’re awfully goddamn’ casual about it!”
“I’m sorry,” Pat said patiently. “I merely meant to
remind you that you don’t need to worry about deadlines.”
“Deadlines! I’m worried about what we’re going to do. Or
do you expect Ruth to live with that chunk of fog indefinitely?”
“Don’t loose your cool,” said Pat, and looked idiotically
pleased with himself for remembering this gem of modern idiom.
“Naturally we’ll have to do something. Let’s talk about it. Have a
Socratic dialogue.”
He smiled at Ruth with the same lazy charm which seemed,
at the moment, to be slightly tinged with alcohol. She shared his mood,
however, and knew that he was not drunk, except with reaction. One
simply did not realize how unnatural the atmosphere of the Georgetown
house had become until one got out of it.
Bruce flushed with anger or frustration. Then he took a
grip of his beard with both hands, and nodded.
“Okay. Geez, you make me mad,” he added plaintively.
“I really am sorry, Bruce. Suppose you do the talking.”
“I never refuse that invitation.” Bruce’s cheerful grin
reappeared. “Okay, we’ll have that dialogue. Answer Yes or No. We all
agree that Sara is not psychotic, and that the manifestations we have
seen are, in fact, from the realm which is called supernatural or
paranormal.”
“Right,” Pat said.
“Then let’s summarize what we’ve got. Sara, there’s some
blank paper in that hodgepodge on the table, you’d better jot this
down. If anyone disagrees, or has a point to add, feel free to
interrupt.”
“Okay,” Pat said meekly. If there was a gleam of
amusement in his eye Ruth did not see it, but Bruce gave him a sharp
glance before going on.
“Point one, a personality has on three occasions taken
over Sara’s body. Technical term: possession, or, as the English
sometimes call it, overshadowing. This entity—whom we will call, for
purposes of identification, A—has been pretty damned vague. Its only
contribution has been the reference to the general, and a reiteration
to the effect that It is not dead.”
“Added comment,” Pat said. “The accent was not Sara’s
normal one, but I could not identify it.”
“Okay, that’s a good point.” Bruce sounded mollified. “I
couldn’t identify it either, except that it sounded softer and broader.”
“What we need is a speech expert,” Ruth said.
“We can’t bring an outsider into this,” Bruce said. Then
he smote himself heavily on the brow. “Damn it; that’s the trouble with
us, we just aren’t organized. We ought to have had a tape recorder
going. We could let someone listen to a tape without giving away the
circumstances.”
“Thinking about what we should have done is futile,” Pat
said. “Go on, Bruce. Apparition A is not very helpful.”
“Apparition B isn’t either. That’s what I propose to call
that—unspeakable darkness. Yet we respond a lot more strongly to it
than we do the other. I do, anyhow. The entity that overshadows Sara
bugs me, I’ll admit, but I think mostly because it’s not Sara. At the
same time it is diluted, so to speak, by being contained in Sara.
Whereas the darkness—appalls. The cold which accompanies it is a
traditional manifestation of the supernatural, just about the only
classic ghostly feature we’ve encountered. The cold is unnaturally
violent and enervating. But the apparition is worse. It is evil.”
The dog chose that moment to groan heart-rendingly, and
Ruth shivered.
“We all agree on that, don’t we?” Pat said. “The
impression of active, condensed evil—which is interesting. How do we
know it’s evil? That’s a word and a concept which is out of fashion. Is
there really such a thing as spiritual evil, and is there a human
faculty, a seventh or eighth sense, that can smell it out?”
“You’re getting into theology,” Sara murmured. “Pretty
soon you’ll be asking, ‘What is the good, Alcibiades?’ and then I’ll go
to sleep.”
“Yes, we’re getting too philosophical,” Bruce agreed.
“Though I’d love to go into the problem if we didn’t have more pressing
matters on hand. All right. Apparition B is evil but otherwise without
distinguishing characteristics. Now we come to Apparition C, if you can
call a voice an apparition. The Voice. Capital V.”
“You’re too young to find that amusing,” Ruth said, with
a chuckle. “Remember, Pat?”
Bruce gave her a glance of dignified disdain.
“Apparition C, if you prefer that, seems to me the most
potentially hopeful clue. It has been heard by all of us and it says
definite words. ‘Come home—Sammie.’”
“Query,” Pat’s drawl interrupted. “Name uncertain, if it
is a name.”
“Okay, query Sammie. The voice is indeterminate in terms
of sex—”
“Or anything else,” Pat muttered. “Direction, location,
sense—”
“Or accent. It sounds,” said Bruce, with unconscious
poetry, “the way the wind would sound if it could speak. Rushing,
hollow, immense.”
“Good or bad?” Sara asked.
“Neutral, I’d say; wouldn’t you?”
“I guess so. It’s scary, but just because it is unnormal.”
“Right. If Saint Peter himself appeared to me I’d scream
and run, just from the unexpectedness of him. Anything else?”
“The book,” suggested Ruth. “You believe something moved
it.”
“Apparition D?” Bruce scowled; he looked beautifully
satanic with his brows coming together in a V. “Well, that plunges us
into the next question. Which is—do these apparitions overlap?”
“Now you’re talking,” Pat said. He was so interested that
he made the effort of sitting erect. “A and B might be the same entity.”
“That occurred to me. The Thing—damn it, we need a name
for It; It sounds like something out of a horror movie—”
“I think of It,” Sara said, “as the Adversary.”
“Hmm. Okay, the Adversary might try to work through Sara
first. If it finds her unacceptable, or too fragile physically, it
might try materializing.”
“It’s not a well-read ghost,” Pat said. “The ones I’ve
heard about are all tall white things. This dirty, dark mess—”
“Is the only genuine specter I’ve ever met,” Ruth said,
with a faint smile. “I’ve really no basis for comparison.”
“Now is there anything to substantiate the impression
that A and B are the same?” Bruce continued doggedly.
“No,” Pat said.
“No,” Bruce agreed. “Possible but not proved. Apparitions
C and D—if we call the one who moved the book D—may also be identical.
But, whether they are one or two, I think they are distinct from A-B
and, what is more, hostile to it.”
“Let’s have that again,” Sara said.
“I think I follow,” Pat said. “The entity that moved the
book is trying to tell us something. Its action is followed almost at
once by the appearance of B, malignant and threatening. And the threat
seems to be directed at the person who has the book.”
“It’s weak,” Bruce muttered. “But it’s the best we can
do. The Voice seems to all of us neutral, if not benevolent. D is
presumably benevolent, since it wants to give us some help. A and B
definitely are not benevolent. So maybe C and D are the same, as are A
and B. Criminey. As logic that isn’t very impressive.”
“No, but there’s a feeling about it…. Hell, I can believe
in one ghost, or maybe two; but four or five is surely stretching
belief pretty thin.” Pat tapped his fingers on the arm of the chair.
“Suppose we reduce our apparitions to two. You have produced some
evidence to indicate that one is helpful and the other hostile.”
Sara gave a sigh and stretched out full length on the
rug, hands clasped under her head.
“I warned you I’d get sleepy if the conversation got
dull,” she murmured.
Pat eyed her approvingly.
“You look like a parody of a tombstone,” he said. “With
the dog’s head on your stomach instead of at your feet.”
“All bosom and leg,” Ruth commented unkindly. “Pull your
skirt down.”
“I don’t think it will go down any farther,” Pat said
agreeably. “Anyhow, the dog’s lying on it.”
“You’re a hell of a lot of help,” Bruce said, addressing
his lady love in bitter tones. “You haven’t got a thing to contribute,
and now you sprawl all over the room, taking people’s minds off serious
matters. Get up, wench.”
“Let’s get on to the historical research,” Pat said,
stifling a yawn. “Then we can get to bed.”
“We didn’t find much,” Ruth admitted. “There’s a lot of
material around, but it takes ages to go through it.”
“Don’t I know,” Bruce agreed feelingly. “I had a hell of
a frustrating day myself. The records for that period are practically
nonexistent.”
“As the skeptic of this crowd I’d like to raise an
objection,” Pat said. “You seem to be basing your research on one
item—the book. Are you sure you ought to limit yourself to that?”
“Oh, I’m all in favor of cross-checks. If the 1780
Campbell was named Samuel instead of Douglass, I’d be 100 percent sure
we were on the right track. Matter of fact, I looked for Sammie today.
And I found one. Samuel Campbell, son of George. Died in infancy
around—I regret to say—1847.”
“Oh, Bruce,” Sara whispered. Her mouth had a pitiful
droop. “That must be it. Think of it, calling your baby all those
years….”
“Samuel was one of twelve children,” Bruce said calmly.
“Both his parents seem to have been sanctimonious prigs who died in the
overpowering odor of sanctity years later. And, if this means anything,
there was nothing to indicate that the baby wasn’t properly baptized,
and all the rest. With all due deference to your sentimentality, luv, I
think we can scratch Sammie.”
“Your day was a bust, then.” Pat yawned. “Sorry. I think
maybe—”
“Okay.” Bruce extended a hand to Sara and with one
seemingly effortless movement pulled her to her feet. There was more
muscle in his languid-looking frame than there appeared to be.
“What do we do tomorrow?” Sara asked, leaning against him.
“I go to the Columbia Historical Association. You keep on
looking through the house.”
“That worries me,” Ruth admitted. “Are you sure it’s safe
for Sara?”
“I’m making two assumptions,” Bruce said. “And I hope to
God I’m right. One is that the manifestations occur only at night. The
other—the other is that they occur only in the house.”
Ruth was sodden with fatigue; it took her several seconds
to comprehend the last sentence, which Pat had apparently anticipated;
he was studying Sara with thoughtful eyes.
“You mean—here? Something might happen here?”
“Not if Bruce is right,” Pat said. “You know, Bruce,
there is a test we could make.”
“What do you mean?” Ruth demanded.
“Hypnosis. Now, Ruth, don’t look at me that way. It’s a
perfectly valid medical technique, not black magic; and I have done it
before. I could do it now.”
“No,” Bruce said. “It’s too dangerous.”
“But I’ve had occasion—”
“It’s dangerous because it’s inconclusive. You guys talk
about your friend the subconscious as if you had lunch with it every
Tuesday, but the fact is you don’t know much about the mind and the way
it works. You could unwittingly suggest all kinds of things to Sara,
and her subconscious might obligingly produce an imitation of
Apparition A just because she thinks we want one. No. I won’t allow it.”
“Nor I,” Ruth said flatly. “Pat, I suspect I’m going to
have to make my own bed. Let’s get at it, shall we?”
Pat looked stubborn; every hair on his head bristled.
“Very well,” he said stiffly. “Bruce, do you want to call
a cab?”
Bruce was gnawing his knuckles. He looked up.
“Would you mind if I just flopped down on the couch?”
“Afraid I’m going to pull a Svengali on Sara when your
back is turned?” Pat asked nastily.
“It’s late, that’s all,” the boy said mildly. “I won’t be
in the way.”
As it turned out, there were three bedrooms upstairs, and
Sara offered to share the big four-poster in one of them with Ruth. So
it all worked out, and Pat was suddenly bland and amiable about the
whole thing. Ruth was left to wonder precisely what he had had in mind
when he made the original sleeping arrangements.
Not until she was almost asleep did it occur to her that
there had been nothing in Bruce’s discoveries to account for his
strange, panicky behavior that evening.
III
Next day was one of the days Washingtonians brag
about—brilliant, mild and balmy, with only a hint of cold under the
soft breeze, like the bones under a cat’s fur. Pat had the car windows
rolled down when he drove them to the house, and he said regretfully,
“It’s too nice a day for that damned museum. If I hadn’t had this
appointment for a month—”
“You’ve got to keep it. We’ll be all right.”
“Hey, I’ve got an idea. Why don’t I bring some
stuff—Chinese food, maybe—and we’ll have lunch in the garden.”
“I thought you were having lunch with the curator.”
“I’ll get out of that.” Pat stopped the car in front of
the house.
“But Pat—”
“Look, today I feel like eating lunch with you. Both of
you,” he added.
Sara giggled, and Pat reached over to give her a fatherly
smack as she got out of the car. Or maybe, Ruth thought, it wasn’t so
fatherly.
“Bruce may be back for lunch,” she reported, putting her
head back in the car window.
“The more the merrier,” Pat said resignedly. He put the
car into gear. “What do you like? Sweet-and-sour pork? Egg foo yung?”
“Anything but chop suey,” Ruth said, and followed the car
with her eyes as it swooped down the street, avoided a woman with a
perambulator, and darted around the corner into the stream of traffic
on Wisconsin.
Sunlight twinkled off the windshields and chrome of
passing cars and warmed the rosy red brick of the houses opposite,
bringing out the precise, geometric patterns of the whitened mortar.
Most of the shades were still drawn and the dignified facades looked
like sleepy old ladies snatching a catnap with hands folded primly in
their laps, dreaming of their long honorable lives. One of the trees
was alive with starlings holding one of their mysterious conferences;
the squawking, which sounded like the United Nations in the lively old
Khrushchev era, was unmusical but vigorously alive, and the sidewalk
under the tree was already white with droppings. Washingtonians cursed
the starlings, but Ruth had a sneaking sympathy for their vulgar,
uproarious bustle. They were ugly rusty-looking birds, but when the
sunlight glanced off their feathers they glowed with iridescence as
brilliant as that of a sequined dress. It was with conscious reluctance
that Ruth turned away from the sun and life of the street into the
quiet house.
The living room was shadowy and still with all the drapes
pulled; when Ruth opened them the sunlight streamed in, filled with
dancing dust motes.
“Goodness, the place is dirty,” she muttered.
“Ruth—”
“What’s wrong? Do you feel—”
“No, nothing. That’s what amazes me. How can the place
look so normal?”
“Yes, I know….” Ruth’s eyes traveled from the window,
where the drapes hung placidly in azure blue folds, across the patterns
of the carpet. There ought to be a great charred spot, the mark of
burning….
“Well,” she said, giving herself a brisk shake to dispel
phantoms, “I think perhaps we ought to stay out of this room, for all
it feels so innocent. I remember that there were some papers that
looked like letters in a box in the hall closet. Let’s take them into
the kitchen and look them over while we have another cup of coffee.
Then we can try the attic.”
The letters turned out to be fascinating; they were still
reading them several hours later when Pat’s emphatic pounding was heard
at the front door. He was using his foot, not his fist, as Ruth
discovered when she opened the door; his arms were loaded with parcels
which he dumped on the kitchen table, demanding, “Where’s Bruce?”
“Not back yet.”
“Let’s eat this while it’s hot. We can warm his up for
him.”
Bruce appeared while Pat was still sorting little
packages of soy sauce and mustard, and they all sat down together.
“You look particularly smug,” Ruth remarked, as Bruce dug
into a beautiful concoction with an unpronounceable name which
contained, among other commodities, shrimp and snow peas. “You must
have made a discovery.”
“Something,” Bruce swallowed, and the rest of his speech
became considerably more intelligible. “But I don’t want to discuss it
while we’re eating.”
“We got bogged down,” Sara said. “I’ve been reading some
ancestress’s love letters, and they are a panic. Do you know she called
her husband ‘Mr. Campbell’ after they had been married thirty years?”
“That’s what’s wrong with our modern society.” Pat shook
his head and spread mustard with a lavish hand. “No respect. Old values
breaking down.”
Ruth laughed.
“Gosh, it’s a beautiful day,” she exclaimed, in a sudden
burst of well-being. “Let’s not talk about anything important till
after lunch. I feel too good to start worrying.”
“It’s partly the weather and partly this damned picnic
atmosphere,” Bruce said. He stabbed a shrimp and looked at it fondly.
“We seem to spend half our time eating and/or drinking, under the most
peculiar conditions.”
“ ‘And, my dear husband, do not forget to take food
regularly and in good quantity,’” Sara quoted. “She wrote him that when
he was off on a business trip. I think it’s great advice.”
Looking at Bruce, Ruth was inclined to agree. He was
beginning to develop visible shadows under his eyes, and there was a
look in them, particularly when he watched Sara, that Ruth found
disturbing.
The light mood lasted through the meal, which Pat cleared
by dumping everything into a paper bag and depositing it in the garbage
can. When he came back in, he said,
“Are we having coffee or more tea? Whichever, let’s take
it outside.”
The sunlight was seductively warm. Ruth produced a
blanket for Sara, knowing her habit of sprawling on the lowest surface
available, and Bruce sat down beside her on a pile of leaves.
“I feel like Luther,” Pat announced, and they all stared
at him. “I don’t believe in anything,” he explained.
“No ghosts,” Bruce said, with a faint smile.
“No ghosts.”
“I wish you were right.” Bruce leaned back on his elbows
and contemplated the sky.
“What did you find out today?” Sara asked. The question
broke the relaxed, sunny mood; Bruce sat erect, and Ruth felt herself
stiffening.
“There was a house here in 1780,” he said. “Douglass
Campbell’s house. I ran into a piece of luck, a collection of family
letters. The Page letters, they’re called. The Pages lived up the
street a way, but the family died out in the late nineteenth century
and the last Page left the papers to the Columbia Historical Society.
That’s where I’ve been all morning.”
“Okay, okay,” Pat said. “You don’t have to explain every
goddamned source. What did the Pages have to say about the Campbells?”
“Not much, most of them were business letters about land
and tobacco. But in 1805 Alexander Page’s eldest daughter got married
and moved to Annapolis. Mrs. Page wrote the girl several letters
telling her the hometown gossip. The Campbell fire was a good juicy
tidbit.”
“Fire?” Sara repeated.
“The house burned down…and Douglass Campbell with it.”
In the silence the squawk of a blue jay sounded like a
scream. Ruth was remembering the impression she had felt that
morning—that there should be marks of scorching where the apparition
had been. As she looked at Sara she knew her niece was thinking along
the same lines; her face was pale with horror.
“That black, coiling smoke,” she said in a whisper.
“Bruce, could it be—him?”
“Cut that out!” Bruce exclaimed.
Simultaneously Pat said sharply, “Don’t be morbid, Sara.
The suggestion of smoke is purely subjective. Bruce, what happened,
that the old boy was caught in the house? He must have been old, if he
had already built his house by 1780.”
“The fire was thirty years later,” Bruce said. “He could
have been as young as fifty-five or as old as eighty. It’s possible
that the smoke knocked him out before anyone realized that the house
was on fire. It was stone; the letter mentioned that. The walls weren’t
burned, of course, but the whole inside was gutted and the roof
collapsed. When the heir, who was Campbell’s sister’s son, moved to
Georgetown from Frederick, he leveled the walls and built a new house.”
Ruth was silent. The sunshine and birdsongs seemed far
away, and the orange beads of the bittersweet against the fence had
faded. The ancient tragedy had affected her spirits unaccountably.
“I don’t see any connection between this story and our
apparitions,” Pat said. “The smoky impression is meaningless. If the
old man’s name had been Samuel, now….”
“It wasn’t. But there was something funny….”
“In the letter?”
“Yeah. The trouble with letters is that the writers have
all sorts of background knowledge they don’t bother to explain. Why
should they? Their readers know it. But it leaves a modern researcher
groping. Old Lady Page described the fire and clucked over the sad
tragedy. Then she said—wait a minute. I wrote it down.” Bruce pulled a
notebook out of his pocket. “Here we go: ‘Some have been heard to say
that it is a judgment for his having withdrawn, not only from the
offices of his neighbors but from the loving kindness of God following
his affliction, he not having been seen at the services these thirty
years. But I am sensible of his former zeal as a true Samson among the
Philistines, not only in support of the Sunday laws, but in despising
the heretics who are now so favored by the wretches across Rock Creek.”
Bruce closed the notebook.
“Then she starts to complain about how dear muslin has
become. She’s a rip-roaring old Tory. Her handwriting was vile, too.”
“Who were the wretches across Rock Creek?”
“The distinguished officials of the United States
Government,” Bruce said with a grin. “Many Georgetowners resented
having the seat of government so close, and some were lukewarm about
the whole idea of independence.”
“How about the heretics?” Ruth asked. “The old lady had a
fine vocabulary, didn’t she?”
“She was a mean old bitch,” Bruce replied briefly. “The
heretics, I’m pretty sure, were the Catholics. They weren’t allowed to
build churches around here until after the Revolution, you know.”
“The letter is funny, all right, but not, I expect, in
the sense you meant,” Pat said. “What struck you as odd?”
A mockingbird swung from a branch of bittersweet and
addressed them mellifluously. Bruce contemplated the bird before
answering.
“Let me restate what she says. Douglass Campbell, back in
the 1770’s, was a good devout Protestant and a man of some
substance—you got that reference to supporting the Sunday laws? Then
something happened to him—some affliction—and he shut himself up in his
house. He didn’t even go to church. There is no mention of anyone
else’s dying in the fire, which suggests that he was a widower or a
bachelor.”
“If the heir was his nephew, maybe he was a bachelor,”
Sara said.
“Bachelors were rarer in those days,” Pat pointed out.
“He could just as well have been a widower whose children had died
young. Infant mortality was high.”
“Maybe that was the affliction,” Sara said. “The death of
a child, an only child.”
“Hmm.” Pat leaned back against the tree, staring up
through the leafless branches at the cloudless blue sky. “Possibly. You
know, Bruce, we may be interpreting the clue of the book too literally.
Our invisible informant may have wanted to indicate a date, not a
connection with a specific event.”
“I thought of that. You realize that the Page letter
gives us that cross-check we hoped for? The affliction occurred thirty
years before the fire, which was in 1810. That takes us back to the
crucial year, 1780. But I can’t get around the fact that the Loyalist
Plot involved Georgetown and Georgetowners. Can that be a coincidence?”
“Was Campbell a Tory?” Ruth asked.
“He wasn’t involved in the Plot, that’s for sure; the
book mentions not only the names of the men who were hanged, but also
the ones who were accused and acquitted.”
“Maybe,” Pat suggested, “he was one of the loyal—damn it,
terms are confusing—loyal Patriots who helped foil the Plot. Then,
thirty years later—”
“That’s rather long to wait for revenge,” Bruce said.
“So he died a natural death. But he could have suffered
his affliction during the Plot. Some personal tragedy. Maybe he was
blinded, or crippled.”
“Or he could have lost his child or his wife or his
money.” Bruce banged his knee with his fist. “Damn it, we’re just
guessing. It’s all so vague!”
“If you could find out whether he was married and all
like that, it might help?” Sara asked anxiously, with the air of a
mother looking through her purse for a lollipop. “Ruth, what about the
genealogy?”
“Good gracious, I am a dolt,” Ruth exclaimed. “Of
course—the Bible.”
“What Bible?”
“It’s old; I don’t know how old, but the pages are so
fragile they crumble when you touch them. Cousin Hattie kept it wrapped
in dozens of layers of plastic. It’s one of those enormous ancient
Bibles with a family tree in the front, and it was kept up for
generations. Sara, there’s a copy of the genealogy somewhere—in the
desk, I think. See if you can find it. I hate to disturb the book, I’ve
been meaning to take it to some museum to see about preserving it,
but….”
Sara was off, her hair flying. She came back with a
sizable scroll, which Ruth passed on to Bruce without unrolling it.
“This must have been Hattie’s copy. She was rotten with
family pride.”
Bruce unrolled the parchment on the grass; his black head
and Sara’s bent over it.
“Here’s Douglass,” Bruce said, his finger tracing the
family tree, with its brilliantly colored coats of arms and crabbed
writing. “Halfway down the tree. Wow—Cousin Hattie wasn’t modest, was
she? Here’s Robert the Bruce back here, and Alfred, King of England….
This later part looks a little more authentic. She must have picked it
up from family papers and tacked the royalty on to make it look more
impressive.”
“Her writing was nothing to brag about either,” Sara
said, crouched over the scroll.
“Get your hair out of the way.” Bruce brushed at it; his
hand lingered, but not for long. “Douglass Campbell, 1720–1810. Married
Elizabeth Sanger, 1740–1756….”
Sara caught her breath.
“Sixteen years old! That must be wrong.”
“Not necessarily,” Ruth said. “They did marry young. If
he married her when she was fifteen, and she died, perhaps in
childbirth….”
“Yes, look here. There was a child, born the same year,
1756…. That’s funny,” Bruce said. “No name. Just a question mark.”
Sara sat up, tossing her hair back over her shoulders.
“What a terrible thing. Sixteen years old, dying when she
had her baby…. That’s four years younger than I am.”
“If I were a parent,” Ruth remarked, “I couldn’t let that
one pass.”
“You’d be right too, much as I hate to admit it.” Sara
smiled at her. “So we don’t have it so bad these days. And he was…let’s
see….” She crouched over the chart again. “He was thirty-five when he
married her, twenty years older….”
“A real aged creep,” Pat said morosely. “Thirty-five, my
God.”
“Oh, Pat! To a girl of fifteen—”
“Maybe he was romantic as hell.”
“And maybe not.”
“Bruce, what’s the matter?” Ruth asked, interrupting the
dialogue.
“I’m trying to figure out why Douglass’s only child has
no name.”
“Maybe it died before it was baptized,” Sara suggested.
“I don’t think they would even mention a stillborn child,
and any other would have been baptized. The dates are odd, too—1756,
and then a blank. Do you suppose Cousin Hattie got this from the family
Bible?”
“I don’t think the Bible could be that old,” Ruth said.
“Do you mind if I look?”
“Well, I do, rather. It’s very fragile.”
“I’ll be careful.”
Ruth looked at his protruding, lower lip and grimaced.
She was coming to know that expression well.
“All right,” she said coolly. “Sara, it’s in the lower
drawer of the bookcase….” She shivered. The sun had gone behind a cloud
and the garden suddenly looked bleak and depressing. “Let’s all go in,”
she said. “It’s getting cold.”
The book was enormous. It was wrapped in two layers of
plastic and one of faded silk. As Ruth carefully unswathed it, on the
piecrust table in the living room, Pat gave an exclamation.
“What criminal neglect! This should have been under glass
years ago. The old lady’s cheap plastic bags are no substitute.”
“I meant to have it looked at, but you know how it is….”
“You find the place, Ruth,” Bruce ordered. “I’m afraid to
touch it. Sorry; I didn’t realize how delicate it was.”
Ruth found the place, at the cost of some destruction.
The yellowing pages were almost impossible to touch without crumbling
the edges.
“Goodness,” she said, forgetting her irritation with
Bruce in her interest. “Here’s Douglass—the first name. Looks as if he
must be the original ancestor.”
“He was probably the first one to emigrate,” Bruce said.
“Starting a new line in a new land, that sort of thing.”
“I keep telling you, I don’t know a thing about the
family history. But he was a Scot; a lot of them left in something of a
hurry after the ’45.”
“This must have been his Bible,” Sara exclaimed. “How
amazing. Two hundred years old!”
“And a bit,” Pat said. “He wrote a fine, bold black hand,
didn’t he?”
They contemplated the page in awed silence. It is said
that Americans are unduly impressed by sheer age, being so relatively
young in the world scheme themselves. But there was something
breathtaking about the angles and curves of the thick black ink,
unfaded by time—the visible remnant of a man whose other remains were
long since dust.
“Campbell and wife,” Pat muttered. “Here she
is—Elizabeth…. Yes, Hattie must have cribbed that part of the genealogy
out of the Bible. The names and dates are the same.”
“And here,” said Bruce, in an odd voice, “is why there
was a question mark for Douglass’s child.”
The entry was there: one name among the many blank spaces
provided for possible progeny. It had been covered completely by a
wide, dark blot.
“Somebody goofed,” Sara said.
“Hardly.” Bruce bent over the page till his delicately
chiseled nose almost touched it. “This was deliberate; it’s too neat to
be accidental. Looks as if Douglass scratched the kid’s name out.
Corny, weren’t they?”
“The ink used for the scratching out is paler than the
original,” Ruth said. “I can see marks underneath.”
“You’re right.” Before Ruth realized what he was about,
Bruce had begun picking at the page with his fingernail. A flake of
blue ink chipped off.
“Bruce,” she warned.
“It’s okay, I’m not doing anything,” Bruce said with
palpable untruth, amid a shower of fine flakes. “This is cheap
ink—locally made, maybe. It’s coming…. That’s an A, surely A-M—”
“Amaryllis,” Sara suggested.
“Well, it obviously isn’t Samuel,” Pat said. “Damn.
Another good theory gone west.”
“…A-N…”
“Amanias.” Sara giggled.
“Shut up…. D…A.”
“Amanda.”
“A daughter,” Ruth said.
“A bad daughter,” Pat contributed.
Transfixed, Bruce remained in the same position, like
Brer Rabbit stuck to the Tar Baby. When he straightened, his eyes had a
wild glitter.
“Don’t any of you see it? I guess maybe you wouldn’t. I
happened to run across it, as a nickname, in that book on Georgetown
ghosts, and I never thought….”
“What on earth are you talking about?”
“Not Sammie. Pat was right about that. But it is a name.
It’s not Samuel the voice is calling. It’s Amanda. Ammie.”
THE FIRST RECOGNIZABLE SOUND TO COME
OUT OF THE babble was Pat’s unmelodious baritone
crooning, “I think he’s got it,” to the well-known tune from “My Fair
Lady.”
“You’re awfully frivolous for an anthropologist,” Ruth
told him.
“Anthropologists have a reputation for frivolity. It’s
the wild lives we lead. ‘Exotic sex customs among the Andaman
Islanders….’ Sorry—I’m babbling. But, by God, now I really am
convinced. It’s too neat to be wrong.”
“Almost too neat.” Bruce tried to sound calm, but he was
grinning from ear to ear. “But it’s got to be right, it was so damned
unexpected. I felt the same way you did, Pat; I was sure the name would
be Samuel, and my heart went down into my boots when it wasn’t.”
“Then…. It is Douglass Campbell who calls,” Ruth said,
and her tone sobered them all. “He’s calling his daughter. Ammie. Who
died. But she says she isn’t dead….”
Pat turned to look at her from the middle of the rug,
where he had chasséd, a la Henry Higgins, to the tune of his
song. The late afternoon sunlight slanted through the window, setting
fire to his coppery hair and exposing the lines that had appeared
around his mouth.
“Wait a minute, let’s not jump to any more conclusions
than we have to. It was not death that caused a beloved only daughter
to be erased from the pages of the family Bible.”
“Beloved?” Bruce repeated in a peculiar voice.
“Oh, all right, scratch the adjective. It just seemed to
me….”
“Yes, well…the point remains.” Bruce scowled; his hand
went up to his beard. “If she had died he’d have recorded the year in
the usual way. Let’s see. There’s no record of any marriage for Amanda.
In 1780 she was twenty-four—a hopeless old maid, in those days. She
must have been the dutiful daughter who kept house for dear old dad.
What could she have done to make him want to obliterate her name?”
Sara curled up on the couch, kicking her shoes off and
tucking her feet under her.
“They used to disinherit boys for disobedience,” she
offered. “Like taking up a profession the father didn’t approve of.”
“There were only two disgraceful professions open to
women in those days.” Pat grinned. “The other one was the stage.”
“But Campbell was one of the gentry,” Bruce objected.
“His well-bred daughter wouldn’t cut loose at the sedate age of
twenty-four and join a bawdy house.”
“Oh, men are so obtuse,” Ruth said impatiently. “She ran
off, of course. With some worthless rapscallion her father didn’t
approve of. Or she got pregnant by same.”
“Is that the famous woman’s intuition I keep hearing
about?” Pat was amused.
“Well, what else could the girl do?” Ruth demanded. “This
wasn’t London, with its organized sin and gaudy night life; it was a
provincial village. And if she reached the age of twenty-four without
marrying, she’d be ripe for seduction by any glib male who passed
through town.”
“And they say men are cynical!” Pat shook his head.
“Oh, you’re being silly. Let’s have some sherry. We need
to talk about this.”
Ruth switched on the lights as she went out. When she
came back with a tray, the other three were still arguing.
“It doesn’t matter,” Bruce said, nailing down the
essential point. “We’ll probably never know what she did. The thing
that matters is that she left, under a cloud.”
“Okay, I’ll buy that,” Pat said, taking the tray from
Ruth. “What does this do to our varied alphabetical apparitions?”
“The Voice is Douglass,” Ruth repeated. “And if C and
D—the entity that moved the book—are the same, then—then Douglass is
trying to help us.”
“Poor guy,” Pat muttered.
“Why poor?” Bruce took a sip of his sherry, grimaced, and
set the glass down. “Seems to me he was a mean old bastard. There’s
malevolence in that big ink blot.”
“Oh, no, Bruce,” Ruth exclaimed. “The voice is terribly
pathetic; I’ve felt that all along. Of course he’d be angry at first,
especially if she had left him to go to certain misery or disgrace. But
afterward…. He still misses her and wants her back, can’t you feel
that?”
“I guess so.” Bruce scowled at his glass.
“Is there something wrong with the sherry?” Ruth asked.
“Well, to tell you the truth—” He grinned sheepishly at
her. “I can’t stand sherry.”
“Then for goodness sake don’t drink it! You poor
suffering martyr, when I think of all the times…. Make yourself a
drink, the stuff is in the dining room.”
“No, never mind. Thanks. Listen, it’s getting late.
Maybe—”
“Let’s talk about our other apparitions,” Pat
interrupted. “I want to get this straight while I can. We hypothesized
two ghosts, one hostile and one neutral or helpful. I think what we
learned today bears this out. Douglass may or may not be the Voice, but
he certainly is not the entity who speaks through Sara.”
“Of course,” Ruth said slowly. “We forgot to make that
point because it was so obvious. Apparition B is female. Not just the
voice—the gestures, the manner….”
“Oh, yes,” Bruce agreed. He had forgotten his
preoccupation with the time in contemplating this new idea. “No doubt
about it, I’d say. Apparition B is Ammie, all right.”
“Yes,” Sara said. “I wonder what she wants.”
“Ugh,” Ruth said, with an involuntary shudder. “Nothing
good.”
“How do you know?” Bruce asked.
“Why, I—she—maybe I’m prejudiced, but there’s something
wicked about walking into another person’s mind.”
“Not very ladylike,” Bruce said. “Maybe she was
desperate.”
“For what?” Ruth repeated. “And why Sara?”
“That’s not hard.” Bruce began pacing, hands behind his
back. “Sara makes a perfect vehicle for Amanda—blood kin, same sex,
approximately the same age.”
“But what does she want?” Ruth
slammed her fist down on the table, and the others stared at her. “I’m
sorry,” she muttered. “But this is…. Bruce, I think we’ve done
amazingly well, far better than we ever hoped, and most of the credit
goes to you. But don’t you see—practically speaking, we haven’t made
any progress. What, precisely, are we going to do?”
“Ruth, we are doing something.” Bruce stopped his pacing
and sat down beside her. “If we can find out what the girl does want—”
“And suppose she wants Sara’s body?”
It was out at last, the fear that had haunted at least
three of the four. Ruth knew by Sara’s face that this was not a new
idea for her; surely it would be the ultimate in horror to feel one’s
own body slipping out of control—as annihilating as death, but
malignant, personalized. And Bruce’s silence showed that he had no
immediate answer.
“That’s only one possibility,” Pat said; but his voice
lacked conviction. “Maybe she wants to reach her father. To be
forgiven.”
“I don’t really care what she wants,” Ruth said clearly.
“I want to get rid of her.”
“There is a way,” Pat said. “Bruce mentioned it, that
first night.”
“Exorcism. Well—why not?”
“You know what it signifies,” Bruce said. “The ritual
casts It—the intruder—out into oblivion.”
“Why not?” Ruth repeated stubbornly.
“It does seem awfully final,” Sara said, with a feeble
smile.
“Worse than that. It probably won’t work.”
“It’s worth a try,” Ruth insisted.
Bruce glanced helplessly at Pat, and seemed to find some
support in his answering shrug.
“Ruth, how the hell do you propose to go about it? I can
see myself telling this yarn to some priest.”
“What’s the alternative?”
“Continuing to search for the rest of the story. We may
find—”
“And we may not. Bruce, don’t you see how dangerous it is
to wait?”
“I see something else,” Bruce said, in a voice that
turned her cold. “Look at the window.”
The balmy weather had betrayed them. It was not spring;
it was late fall, almost winter, and however brilliant the sun it had
to obey the laws of nature. In winter the sun sets earlier than in
summer. The days are shorter. This day was over.
Ruth got to her feet. There was no sign as yet of the
ominous thickening of the air near the window, but in this she
preferred to take no chances.
“Come on, Sara,” she said.
Then she saw her niece’s face.
“No,” said the light girl’s voice. “No, not… help!”
“Good God,” Pat whispered. “Do you think she heard what
we said—Ammie?”
“I don’t know.” Ruth took a step forward, toward the
stiff body of her niece. “Amanda. You are Amanda?”
“Ammie,” the voice agreed, and faded into a sigh.
“Help…Ammie.”
The light outside the window was gone; Ruth was cold with
apprehension, not only for what had happened, but for what might yet
occur.
“Help you?” she said sharply. Her tone was the one she
might have used to a stenographer at work, but she was unaware of the
incongruity. “How can we help you? Why don’t you go away and leave Sara
alone? Go to—to your father.”
Bruce moved, his eyes wide and startled; he held up one
hand as if in warning. It was too late. The stiff figure on the couch
doubled up and then soared erect, hands lifted.
“Father…no,” It cried. “No, hate, hate, hate….”
Ruth had never heard a word that expressed its own
meaning so vividly. Sara’s body stumbled clumsily to its feet, still
clawing the air. No wonder it’s awkward, Ruth thought, no wonder it
speaks with such difficulty. It’s like trying to drive an unfamiliar
type of car, when you haven’t driven for—for two hundred years….
She cried out and fell back as the familiar,
unrecognizable figure stumbled toward her, mouthing hate. Bruce was the
first of the two men to move and he did so with obvious reluctance.
Ruth saw the last vestige of color drain from his face when his hand
touched the girl’s arm, and she remembered, only too well, the reaction
of her own body to contact with that abnormally occupied flesh. Bruce’s
mouth twisted as if in pain, but he kept his hold. Swinging the
shambling figure around he brought his fist up in a careful arc. Sara
folded like a doll, into his arms; and without a glance for anyone or
anything else in the room, Bruce left—down the length of the living
room, through the arch, and straight out the front door. If it had not
been for Pat, Ruth would never have made it; his hand propelled her
through the door. Huddled in his car they sat and watched the windows,
where the folds of the satin curtains had begun to move.
II
They stood on the doorstep of the neat new house in its
well-tended lawn. Pat’s hand was on the knocker, but he was still
arguing.
“Ruth, I wish you wouldn’t do this.”
“I told you you didn’t have to come.” She reached past
him and pushed the bell.
“You’ll need my help,” he said significantly. “But I keep
telling you; this man is not the right man. Let me try downtown—”
“I know this man personally and he knows me. That’s
important, considering how crazy—” She broke off, smiling formally at
the elderly woman who had opened the door. “Is Father Bishko in,
please? Mrs. Bennett to see him.”
Father Bishko greeted them with the suave charm Ruth had
encountered at several Georgetown dinner parties. He was a strikingly
handsome man, with dark hair and gentle brown eyes. He blinked once or
twice during Ruth’s story, but did not interrupt. When she had finished
he said mildly, “I—er—must confess, Mrs. Bennett, that you leave
me—er—speechless. If anyone but you had told me this story—”
“I hope you consider my corroboration worth something,”
Pat interrupted.
“Naturally. If it had not been you two—”
“Then may we ask your help, Father?”
“But, my dear Mrs. Bennett!” Father Bishko waved his
hands in the air. “This is not a project to be undertaken lightly.”
“You can do it, can’t you?”
“There is such a procedure,” Father Bishko admitted.
“Then—”
“It is necessary to consult other authorities. For
permission to act.”
“Oh, dear.” Ruth felt her smile sagging. “How long will
it take?”
“Why, that is difficult to say. Several days, I expect.
Assuming that the response is favorable.”
“We can’t wait….” Ruth broke off, hearing her voice
quiver.
“Is it that serious?” The priest’s voice had more warmth;
her distress had moved him more than her reasoned description.
“Yes, it is,” Pat said. “Father, I know I haven’t so much
as made my confession for a good many years, but—”
“Are you by any chance trying to bribe me, Pat?” the
priest asked. He sounded less vague, much younger, and wholly human;
there was a faint grin on his face.
“With my immortal soul?” Pat returned the grin, and shook
his head. “You know me too well, Dennie. But this lady is in serious
trouble and she thinks you might be able to help her.”
“You don’t think so, do you?”
“Well, I—”
“Never mind. Well.” Father Bishko rubbed his chin with a
long ivory finger. “I’m not sure I can help either, but I’ll certainly
be happy to try. Suppose I drop by one day, just to look the situation
over.”
“Would you really?” Ruth was limp with gratitude and
relief. “I don’t know how to thank you.”
“Don’t get your hopes up,” the priest warned. “If you
weren’t a pair of unbelievers I’d admit I have certain reservations
about parts of the ritual. And, Pat—I don’t believe in ghosts.”
“Come on around this afternoon,” Pat said, rising. “And
we’ll see what we can do to convince you.”
When they were once more outside, Ruth turned impulsively
to her companion.
“I’m sorry, Pat. Why didn’t you tell me you and Father
Bishko were friends?”
“Or that I, like Bruce, am a renegade?” Pat smiled down
at her, not at all discomposed. “It seemed irrelevant.”
“Well, he was awfully nice. It’s funny; he didn’t promise
a thing, and yet I can’t help feeling encouraged.”
“That feeling is Dennie Bishko’s stock in trade,” Pat
said, a bit grimly. “And that’s why I said he wasn’t the man for the
job. Oh, sure, he’s a howling success in a fashionable sophisticated
parish; maybe he has even given genuine spiritual comfort to some
people. But behind that handsome face of his there is not enough
strength of faith or belief. We’d do better with a man from a slum
parish—someone who has had to wrestle, if not with malignant spirits,
at least with the vile things human beings do to one another.”
“We’ll see,” Ruth said.
Pat took her elbow to help her across the street and
looked down ruefully at the shining head that barely reached his
shoulder.
“In your own quiet, ladylike way, you’re just as
bullheaded as I am,” he said.
III
It was many months before Ruth could recall that
afternoon without an inward shudder. The Terror—and it rated a capital
letter in her thoughts—was painful enough, but this episode violated a
sense of human decency as well.
Father Bishko was looking slightly wary when she opened
the door, but the charm of the house and of the formal tea service she
had carefully arranged soon relaxed him.
“This is a selfish pleasure for me, in fact,” he said,
graciously waving away her expression of thanks. “I’ve longed to see
this house. Now that our acquaintance has developed, I may venture to
ask if we may include it on our house tour next spring. It’s for a very
worthy cause, you know.”
“She may not be here next spring,” Pat said, before Ruth
could compose a suitably vague but pleasant reply. Father Bishko,
accepting a cup of tea with lemon, looked up at him with an arch smile.
“Indeed? Well, we shall just have to make sure that if
Mrs. Bennett does leave it will not be because her charming house is
inhabited by unwelcome guests.”
They had agreed, during an impassioned consultation the
previous evening, that the clerical visitor should not be informed of
the details they had worked out.
“It sounds convincing to us,” Bruce had insisted,
“because we’ve seen it develop and we’ve experienced the disturbances
personally. But to an outsider it will seem absolute balderdash. If you
insist on this dam’ fool stunt, just tell him it’s spooks and let him
cope.”
“That’s all he needs to know,” Pat had agreed.
“Furthermore, it will provide another check. If he sees anything, it
will not be influenced by our descriptions.”
Ruth was to recall, later, the strange expression on
Bruce’s face when Pat said this. Bruce had been, unaccountably, against
the whole idea of exorcism. Or perhaps, Ruth thought, offering Father
Bishko a plate of cookies, it was not so unaccountable. Bruce was
probably as ill at ease as his coreligionist in the presence of a
priest.
By now, though, Pat had gotten over his
self-consciousness and was behaving charmingly. He and Father Bishko
were reminiscing about their mutual school days, and both of them
seemed to be enjoying themselves.
The streaks of sunlight on the floor were turning from
gold to bronze before Sara came in. With her, of course, was Bruce,
looking particularly bland and blank. He shook hands with the priest,
bowing slightly as he did so, and joined amiably in a discussion of the
avant-garde theater. After another half hour of polite chitchat, Father
Bishko began making going-home signs.
“Mrs. Bennett, I assure you I’ll try to bring your
problem before my superiors at once. You’ll forgive me if I was a bit
brusque this morning—”
“Oh, you could never be that.”
“Incredulous, then. But now that I’ve gotten to know you
better, you and your charming niece…. Obviously, if this matter
distresses you, it must be looked into. That in itself is cause enough
for me to take action.”
“You are very kind,” Ruth said sincerely. “Especially
since you must rely on our word alone for what is admittedly an
extraordinary story.”
“I could hardly expect you to conjure up an apparition
for me,” Father Bishko said with a smile.
“I was hoping we could do just that,” Pat said. “It’s
getting on toward that time of day….”
The priest put his cup on the table and looked up alertly.
“Do you mean that it consistently appears at a particular
time? And, by the by, what is It? You haven’t been very clear in your
description.”
“To the first question—no, not exactly, but It normally
does not appear until after dark. As for a description—” Pat hesitated,
and Father Bishko nodded.
“Yes, I quite see your point. Independent corroboration.
Dear me; I must confess, this intrigues me.”
“If you could stay a little longer….” Sara suggested.
“Unfortunately, I’m dining out. In fact, I’m already late
for an appointment.” He smiled at Pat with the quick, mischievous look
which undoubtedly entranced a number of his parishioners. “If you were
alone in this, Pat, I’d suspect you of putting me on. As it is…well, my
morbid curiosity is nearly at fever pitch. I would dearly love to see
something of this sort with my own eyes.”
Studying those bright, innocent eyes, Ruth was seized by
a horrid qualm of apprehension which twisted her stomach muscles into
knots. It was a common enough feeling, the sort of feeling that is
hailed as a premonition if later events bear it out, and dismissed as
“nerves” if they do not. Pat had been right. This nice, happy, shallow
man must not encounter their dark visitant. His combination of
rationalism and optimism would be the worst possible equipment for such
a meeting; they might even act as a challenge to the malignant darkness.
“I’m sorry we can’t oblige,” she said with a forced
smile, in the tone experienced hostesses adopt to indicate—to
experienced guests—that the party is over. Father Bishko rose to his
feet.
“Is your apparition confined in space as well as in
time?” he asked, peering hopefully about as if he expected a misty
white form to be lurking behind the couch.
“It comes—there,” Pat said, pointing.
“Where? Here?”
Father Bishko stood motionless, his face lifted and his
eyes half closed, as if he were listening to a voice inaudible to the
others. Ruth’s apprehension lightened momentarily. Perhaps he might
sense something after all.
“No,” Father Bishko said, in a matter-of-fact voice. “I
sense nothing abnormal. But my gift does not lie along those lines, as
I ought to have warned you.”
“Nothing at all?” Pat asked. He was standing next to the
slighter, shorter man and Ruth saw him give a quickly controlled
shiver. The priest shook his head. Evidently he did not even feel the
cold which was apparent to Pat.
Casually Bruce had wandered down the room into the
entrance doorway, drawing Sara with him. From the gathering shadows of
the hall his pale face, oddly distorted by the camouflaging beard,
peered into the living room like a mask hanging on a wall.
“Before I go,” Father Bishko said, “perhaps you would
allow me to say a blessing. It can do no harm and—who knows?—it might
do some good.”
He bowed his head without waiting for the answer which
common courtesy would have forced on Ruth. She was unable to speak. The
formless apprehension had gripped her even more strongly than before,
dulling all her senses but one. “Do no harm?” Or would it? She felt
something now, just as, it is said, a few individuals sense an
earthquake before the first tremor rips the earth apart. The signs were
the same—the constricted, aching head, the breathlessness, the hushed
air. And the sensation struck her dumb. She could not speak nor move,
not even to call a warning.
Father Bishko, his eyes closed and his other senses
apparently unresponsive, had no warning from within. Pat had fallen
back a few paces at the beginning of the prayer—a rather childish
attempt at dissociation, Ruth thought at the time—and when the
darkening of the air became visible, he recoiled still farther.
Thus it was from Bruce, hitherto demurely silent, that
the shout came. He bellowed, “Father!” in a voice that would have
roused the dead, and simultaneously the effect seemed to strike the
priest. He opened his eyes then, to find himself face to face with a
boiling, seething mass of blackness. It had taken shape with frantic
speed—gathering strength with practice, Ruth wondered, or stimulated
somehow by the presence of the priest? For Father Bishko, the effect
was like waking from sleep to find a visage of dreadful, distorted hate
pressed against one’s own; the sudden shock of such abominable
proximity would have been as bad as the horror itself. But this was
infinitely worse; for few men can claim to have found themselves
rubbing noses with evil incarnate.
Perhaps no human being could have withstood such a shock;
and Father Bishko, despite his calling, was only human. He let out a
high, shrill cry, and stumbled back; and the thing bubbled and slid
after him.
Bruce’s face disappeared, and then a flood of gray light
poured into the hall as the front door opened. Ruth knew he was getting
Sara out of the house.
Then she caught her breath as Father Bishko, in the
doorway, turned at bay. She had never—as yet—seen a more magnificent
exhibition of sheer courage, for the man was obviously frightened
almost out of his wits. Shaking and pale, he nevertheless stood firm,
and presented his crucifix to the face of the Adversary.
It stopped, swaying; again Ruth half expected to see a
charred, smoking spot where it had been. For a second it seemed to
shrink in, and she felt an upsurge of hope. But it was only gathering
itself for the next move. With a sudden, jerking shiver it shook itself
into a new shape. The column thickened and darkened, the top shrank and
grew round; two projections shot out from a spot about three-fourths of
the way up. Ruth cried out and threw her hands up before her eyes; in
another moment the Thing would have had the form, but not the face, of
a human being.
It was too much for flesh and blood to bear. Father
Bishko finally broke, broke and ran, his face altering terribly,
dropping the crucifix in his wild flight and sending Pat staggering
back.
Not until that moment did Ruth realize that the sounds
she had been hearing were coming from Pat. They were not cries of anger
or fear, but they were, in a way, even more shocking. Pat was laughing.
IV
“I’ll never forgive myself,” Ruth said. “Never.”
They sat in Pat’s dusty living room. All the feeble aids
of physical comfort had been applied—a bright fire, brandy glasses and
cigarettes, draperies pulled against the night. Night lights, as Bruce
had said, for the frightened children. Each time the efficacy of the
gestures grew less; each time it took more effort to shut out the
memory of the inconceivable.
“You’ve no reason to reproach yourself.” Pat’s face was
lined with chagrin. “I’m the one who should be ashamed. To laugh at a
man at a time like that…. But, you know—if you had seen his face—”
“I did,” Ruth said. “Pat, call him again.”
“Honey, he must have gotten home, or to help of some
kind. Bruce saw him catch a taxi.”
“I was so worried about you, Ruth,” Sara said. “I
couldn’t see how you were going to get out. But it just—went away?”
“Yes, as suddenly as it came. It came for him—Father
Bishko—didn’t it?”
“I’m afraid so,” Bruce said tightly. The physical strain
seemed to be telling on him, even more than on the others; his lean
cheeks looked sunken, and the glitter in his eyes was almost feverish.
Strangely enough it made him look younger instead of older.
“Why afraid?” Sara asked.
“Because the strength and rage are so violent. I swear,
it looked like a deliberate attack. But that’s not all. I didn’t really
believe any of the conventional symbols would affect it, but I guess I
was still hoping….”
“It means we’ve found that one potential weapon does not
work,” Pat agreed heavily.
“One? What potential weapons are there?” Ruth demanded.
“Oh, dozens, that’s the trouble. The religious symbols
are the most popular—crucifix, holy water, prayer—but there’s garlic,
iron, various herbs, beeswax, fire—you name it. You can get rid of an
evil spirit by transferring it into a stone, or an animal….”
“How?”
Pat glanced at her and laughed mirthlessly.
“I never imagined I’d use this book this way.” He went to
the bookcase by the fire and pulled out a worn green volume, one of a
set that filled half the shelf. “Here’s the encyclopedia of magical
lore, the recipe book for witches, Frazer’s The Golden Bough.
I’ve acquired a few new ones, but he has most of the tricks right here.”
“Are you ruling them all out because the crucifix had no
effect?” Bruce asked. He joined Pat at the bookcase and took down
another volume of the set.
“I’m not ruling anything out. I just don’t know where to
begin. But can you really bring yourself to believe that we should hang
a chicken around Sara’s neck and wait for Ammie to move into it?”
“Fire,” Bruce muttered. “That doesn’t seem very helpful
in the present case, does it?” He flipped another page.
“I remember the iron bit,” Sara said. “It’s in that
lovely Kipling book, is it Puck of Pook’s Hill, or
the sequel? ‘Iron, cold iron, is the master of them all….’”
“I loved that book too,” Ruth said, momentarily diverted.
“The fairy people can’t stand iron; that’s because they aren’t cute
little sprites in nylon petticoats, but the Old People, the little dark
people who used bronze and were driven underground by the iron weapons
of the new invaders.”
“How cute,” Bruce said crushingly, without lifting his
eyes from the book.
“Something about running water, too,” Sara muttered.
“Or we could acquire some masks and dance around Sara
banging pots,” Pat said with sudden violence. “How can one decide which
of two impossibilities is more possible?”
Bruce looked up.
“I thought we had agreed that this is possible. Damned if
I see why you cavil over a little thing like devil dances, if you admit
devils. Or,” he added gently, “do you?”
“Of course I’m still fighting it,” Pat shouted.
“Everything I’ve been taught for fifty years is fighting it. Danm it,
Bruce, allow me my moments of sheer incredulity, can’t you?”
“I’m not sure I can.” Bruce closed the book but kept one
finger inside the pages; Ruth was reminded of that other book and the
circumstances of its discovery. “Pat, if you weaken…. We need all the
belief we can get.”
“I’m trying.”
“Are you? Or do you begin to suspect, again, that we’re
hallucinating? You can’t claim anything so simple as schizophrenia now.
Not with that ghastly thing in the parlor every afternoon.”
“I don’t make any such claim, of course.”
“There’s another possibility,” Bruce went on carefully.
“One we’ve not mentioned, but one which I’m sure has occurred to you.”
“Some natural phenomenon? Gas, or subterranean tremors,
or something?”
“No, not something. I mean fraud. Deliberate, conscious
fakery.”
“I’d have been a fool not to have thought of it,” Pat
said.
Bruce put one hand casually on the back of a chair. Ruth
was the only person near enough to see that he was inobtrusively
supporting a good deal of his weight on that hand, and to note the tiny
beads of sweat on his upper lip.
“We know you aren’t a fool. All right, let’s drag it out
and look at it; I hate things festering in the subconscious. If it were
fraud, who would be promoting it—besides Sara?”
Sara smiled; Ruth gave a gasp of protest.
“Naturally Sara would have to be in on it,” Pat said
calmly. “She’s Ammie. The medium as well—the séance was the
opening gun in the affair.”
“I had the dream,” Ruth said.
“That could have been induced—by the same phonograph
record or tape that produces the ‘Ammie-Come-Home’ voice.”
“You’re crazy,” Ruth said indignantly. “And the—the
Adversary? I suppose that could be produced by a tape?”
“It could be produced,” Bruce said coolly. “I don’t know
how, just off hand, but I’ll bet any good stage magician could
reproduce any of the effects we have seen. Including the cold.”
“And the story of Douglass Campbell and his daughter,
which we so painfully ferreted out?”
“If we found it, someone else could. Someone who used it
as the basis of the plot.”
“You’d make a good Devil’s Advocate,” Pat said, smiling
reluctantly. “Now you’ve got me turned around so that I have to defend
the case. What about motive?”
“I can think of at least three possibilities, just off
hand.”
“One,” Sara challenged.
“Someone wants to buy Ruth’s house cheap,” Bruce said
promptly. “Buried treasure in the basement, maybe, or just a passion
for old houses.”
“Two?”
“Hatred. Of Ruth, or you, or even Pat. Get him mixed up
in something like this and then expose it in a blaze of publicity. It
wouldn’t do his scholarly reputation much good. Three, some nut trying
to prove spiritualism—and don’t ask me to explain the kind of mentality
that creates fakes to prove truths; I can’t. I just know they exist.”
“I see you’ve given the matter some thought,” Pat said.
“I’m no fool either. Only I happen to know Sara wouldn’t
do such an insane thing. Of course there is that convenient item,
hypnosis. Sara could be unwittingly producing her bit of the
supernatural through posthypnotic suggestion.”
“An outside villain?” Pat considered the suggestion.
“Not necessarily.” Bruce cleared his throat. “I thought
of you, naturally. In a mystery story you’d be the obvious suspect. You
protest too much.”
Pat choked; then his sense of humor came to the rescue,
and he laughed.
“Okay, Bruce, you win again. We’re committed. Let’s be
consistent in our folly, at least, and not waste time.”
Bruce’s breath came out in a louder gasp than was
compatible with calm nerves. But he said coolly enough,
“Then let’s look at Frazer. I balk myself at the Bantu
ceremonies, but we could try some of the herbs. Vervain, Saint
John’s-wort, garlic—”
Sara giggled.
“What are you going to do, make a lei and hang it around
my neck?”
“The big problem will be finding the stuff,” Ruth said.
“Garlic we can get, but vervain is not exactly in stock at the
grocer’s.”
“You can look for it tomorrow,” Bruce said. “It’ll be a
nice job, out in the open air for a change. Find out the scientific
name of the stuff, it’s in here someplace—” He was again flicking
through the pages of Sir James Frazer’s classic. “Funny,” he muttered.
“The standard remedies, in western culture, are the holy relics. We
lost a big group there.”
“You know,” Sara said, “that reminds me of something I
read—”
At the same time Pat remarked, “Maybe we need holier
relics. A sliver of the True Cross or a bone of a saint.”
And Ruth chimed in with, “Pat, do try to call him again!”
Faced with two people talking at once, Pat turned to Ruth.
“Okay, dear. If it will make you feel better.”
The telephone was on a table by the couch. They could all
hear the muffled ringing at the other end, and they heard the ringing
stop when the instrument was lifted.
“Dennie?” Pat’s face lightened. He had not voiced his
concern, for fear of encouraging Ruth’s, but it had been profound. “Are
you all right? Where’ve you been?”
The listeners could hear the tinny rattle of the other
voice, but could not distinguish words. For them the conversation was
one-sided but perfectly intelligible.
“I’m more relieved than I can say…. No, no, Dennie, you
mustn’t feel that way; quite the contrary. Mrs. Bennett has been beside
herself with worry…. Yes, she’s here…. Sure.”
Ruth took the telephone with some trepidation. The priest
brushed her stumbling apologies aside; he had other, more important
things on his mind.
“Mrs. Bennett, I’ve made an appointment, the first of the
necessary steps for the procedure we discussed. It will take a little
time; this is a busy archdiocese. In the meantime, I want you to
promise me that you won’t enter that house again, or allow anyone else
to do so.”
“But, Father….”
“I am…deeply shaken and ashamed. I do not say this in
defense of my own behavior, but in fear for you—this visitation is
strong, strong and evil. You must not risk yourself.”
“I know the sensations are dreadful,” Ruth said, very
much moved. “But you saw it at its worst—and faced it, may I say, with
a courage that few people could have shown. But it is impalpable; I’m
sure it can’t do any physical harm.”
“Physical?” Father Bishko’s voice rose. “My dear, my
dear—that is not the danger. Promise me. I shan’t sleep tonight unless
I have your promise.”
“I promise,” she said; and then, on request, handed the
instrument back to Pat. A few more sentences passed, and then Pat hung
up.
“Poor guy,” he said. “He’s all shaken up.”
“It might not do him any harm,” Bruce said sharply. “A
priest, enduring the universe, ought to be shaken up now and then.
People ought to be shaken up.”
“The trouble with the young,” Pat remarked, “is not that
they speak in platitudes, but that they are so damned intense about
them.”
“Don’t, Pat.”
“Sorry, dear. We are none of us at our best.” He ran his
fingers through his hair so that it stood up in the familiar cockatoo
crest. “What did you promise?”
“That I wouldn’t go back to the house. I had to,” she
said defensively. “He was genuinely distressed. And say what you will,
I feel responsible. We should have warned him.”
Bruce gave her a disdainful glance. He did not need to
tell her that he did not feel himself bound by her promise. All he said
was, “He’s going to try the exorcism?”
“When he gets permission.”
“I have to admit I admire his guts, then,” Bruce said
grumpily. “If a little bitty prayer produced that outburst today, God
knows what a full-scale exorcism will bring out. I wouldn’t care to
face it myself.”
“Maybe it will work. He seems to think so.”
“He’s going on the theory that if one pill doesn’t do the
trick, maybe six pills will,” Bruce said. “I’m afraid this is a case of
if one pill doesn’t work, why bother with more? The technique is wrong.
Sara, let’s start on The Golden Bough.”
It was like a well-rehearsed play, Ruth thought; take
your places for Act One, Scene Two. They had only played these roles
for a few days, but they had come to accept them. Sara found pen and
paper; she made an unorthodox secretary, squatting cross-legged on the
hearth rug, with the falling waves of her hair curtaining her face.
Bruce, shoulder against the mantel, slim height lounging, moved his
hands as he spoke; Pat slouched in his worn leather chair with the
light setting the crest of his hair ablaze and leaving his face
shadowed, remote. And Ruth herself was on her way to the kitchen to put
the coffeepot on, so that the great minds might be stimulated to think.
In the doorway she paused, appreciating the warmth and homely charm of
the family scene: the vivid colors of Sara’s forest green skirt and
sweater, Pat’s coppery bright hair, Bruce’s black- and-white elegance,
the glint of light off the silver bowl on the table. They might have
been any comfortable family, chatting casually after dinner.
“Transference into a tree,” Bruce said. “Bore a hole in
the trunk, insert a lock of the sufferer’s hair. Then plug up the
hole….”
Ruth didn’t know whether to laugh or cry.
THEY ALL OVERSLEPT THE NEXT MORNING,
AND TWO OF them refused breakfast.
“And it’s not because I’m hung over, either,” Ruth said
sullenly. “I had the most ghastly dream last night—witch doctors in
feathers and masks chasing Sara around a fire. It ended with somebody
getting eaten, I’m not quite sure whom. Me, probably. I’ll just have
coffee, thanks.”
Sara rose and obliged.
“I had a dream, too,” she said; and something in her tone
made the others stop in mid-swallow and mid-bite to look at her.
“Messages from the beyond?” Pat asked. His attempt at
lightness was not a success.
“I don’t know.”
“Well, what did you dream?” Bruce asked.
Sara settled down with her elbows on the table. Ruth
started to point out that her hair was unsanitarily involved with her
plate of scrambled eggs, and then decided not to bother. There were
obviously more important matters at stake.
“I dreamed I was in the house,” Sara began. “Just walking
through the rooms. I started out in the kitchen, and it looked funny; I
mean, I couldn’t make out any of the details, just the view of the
garden. The room was all blurry and unshaped. Then I walked through the
dining room and things got a little clearer, but the furniture was
still shapeless blobs.”
She paused, her eyes dark with memory, trying to choose
her words.
“I couldn’t see into the living room. There was like a
curtain pulled over the doorway. In the hall things were still misty,
but I noticed one thing. The cellar door was open.”
“The cellar again,” Bruce muttered. “Damn it, I just
don’t see….”
Pat waved him to silence.
“Was that all you dreamed?”
“No, there was one bit more. I tried—I wanted—” Again she
paused; she had gone a trifle pale. “This was the only bad part,” she
said. “I told you what happened in the dream, but I haven’t described
the atmosphere. The feeling of it. I was anxious all through this, but
not really frightened; just—like trying to sneak something out of the
house before Mother could catch me. But it kept building up, the
anxiety, and when I was in the hallway I knew I was getting near the
source of the trouble. I wanted to go into the living room. But I
couldn’t. Something held me back, something that almost gibbered with
terror. Finally the struggle got to be too much. I woke up.”
She took a large bite of toast, and Ruth said, in a voice
that was tart with relief, “You don’t seem particularly upset this
morning.”
“No, I told you it wasn’t that bad,” Sara said thickly.
“The cellar,” Bruce mumbled. “It must mean something.”
“What?” Pat demanded. “We looked once. There wasn’t an
extra cobweb that shouldn’t have been there.”
“Something under the cellar?” Sara said. Ruth looked at
her, somewhat startled.
“Douglass Campbell’s buried treasure?”
“God, I hope not,” Bruce said morosely. “The floor is
concrete. If we have to drill that out and then excavate the whole
bloody floor area—”
“Our spirit guides are going to have to be a little more
specific before I tackle that one,” Pat agreed. “I suggest that if the
dream does have meaning it lies in the latter part. The suggestion that
there is something in the living room that we haven’t found.”
“Books?” Ruth guessed wildly. “There are more of Hattie’s
in the bookcase at the back, the same one the Maryland history book
came from.”
“It sounds crazy,” Bruce said despondently. “But we might
as well look. I keep thinking that, with the old lady’s interest in
family, there ought to be more in the house that we’ve missed.”
“I promised Father Bishko—”
“Well, I didn’t,” Bruce said. “I wouldn’t consider such a
promise binding, Ruth. I’d like you to come, if only to show me likely
places to look, but you don’t need to.”
“Bruce is right,” Pat said. “I don’t consider myself
bound by any such promise.”
Bruce studied him thoughtfully; Ruth thought she could
see the dark eyes weighing possibilities.
“There’s something you could do that would be a helluva
lot more useful.”
“What’s that?”
“Trot over to Annapolis,” Bruce said.
“What the hell for?”
“State papers. I’ve gone through most of the material at
the Library of Congress, but there are all kinds of local records at
Annapolis. Two such collections—the Red and Blue Book papers—have
letters relating to Georgetown people during this period. And somebody
ought to look through the newspapers. The Maryland Journal
and Baltimore Advertiser is the one covering our period, I
think. They’ll have it on microfilm at Annapolis.”
Pat’s face took on the stubborn look Ruth was coming to
know so well. She could understand his reaction. Bruce was right; but
his glibness and inclination to assume authority were extremely
irritating.
“Why don’t you go?”
“A, I don’t have a car. B, I lack your academic prestige.
And C,” he added quickly, as Pat’s mouth opened in protest, “I’m having
trouble with my eyes and I’d rather not drive.”
“I didn’t know you had eye trouble,” Sara said. “Bruce,
what is it?”
“I have to use drops, and they blur my sight,” Bruce said.
“But you never told me—”
“What do you expect me to do, give every girl I date a
list of my physical disabilities? Forget it. Well, Pat?”
“I can hardly refuse, can I? Okay. I’d better start right
away. It’s getting late.”
“We’ll meet you back here about six,” Bruce said. “The
Hall of Records probably closes about four or five. We’ll have left the
other house by that time, so don’t go there. Can you give us an extra
key, in case we get here before you do?”
“All right,” Pat said without enthusiasm.
He got up and promptly tripped over Lady, who was, as
predicted, flat on the floor in front of her food dish.
“Stupid dog,” Pat said automatically.
Lady moaned.
Bruce stared at the dog.
“Hey, Pat. Can we borrow Lady?”
“What in heaven’s name for?”
“As a canary,” Bruce explained.
Sara giggled, Ruth stared, and Pat explained, “He’s not
over the edge yet. They used to use birds in coal mines in the old days
to detect the presence of lethal gases. Being so much smaller the birds
passed out before the concentration got high enough to damage men. You
may certainly borrow Lady, but you ought to consider three factors.
First, you will probably have to carry her out to the car, and she
weighs almost as much as Sara; second, we have no proof that the
supposed sensitivity of animals to supernatural influences is anything
more than an old wives’ tale; third, even if most animals are
sensitive, Lady is such a lump that she probably wouldn’t stir if Satan
himself came up and leered in her face.”
“I’ll risk it,” Bruce said. “It’s worth a try.”
As she went in search of her purse and coat, Ruth knew
that there was one implication of the dream which none of them cared to
explore, or even comment upon. If Sara had been visited in sleep, then
her immunity was broken. She was no safer out of the house than in it.
II
Bruce refused Pat’s offer to drive them to the house.
Ruth felt almost certain that he had been lying about his eye trouble.
The conclusion was inescapable: He did not want Pat to come with them.
Why?
On the way over, Bruce made the taxi stop before a
supermarket. He came out carrying a small bag and wearing a slightly
sheepish expression. He refused to let Sara see what was in the bag.
She took it as a joke, teasing and pretending to snatch; but Ruth could
not enter into the game. Doubt assailed her. Was it possible that,
after all, she had been led astray, her weakness expertly played upon
by an unscrupulous or deranged young man? When they reached the house
it took all her willpower to force her to enter. With every visit the
atmosphere got worse; the whole house now seemed to vibrate with sounds
just below the range of hearing, the air to quiver with unseen forces.
Her newborn doubts made the situation even more unpleasant.
Once inside, however, Bruce seemed to improve. At least
his odd behavior about his purchase was explained, to Ruth’s
satisfaction, when she saw what it was. Bruce opened the bag in the
kitchen and produced a handful of objects that looked like little
gray-white oranges.
“Garlic!” Sara said, with a whoop of laughter. Then she
suddenly sobered. “Oh, no, you’re not,” she said, backing away. “Oh,
no!”
“Oh, yes.” Bruce eyed his purchase doubtfully. “Ruth,
have you got a drill? I don’t know how else—”
“I think a big darning needle,” Ruth said, smiling. “I
suppose you want to release the juices? Otherwise we could just tape
the bits all over her.”
Sara exclaimed in outrage, and Bruce began to laugh.
“What a gaudy picture! We’ll settle for the conventional
necklace.”
When it was done, Sara studied herself critically in the
mirror and admitted, “It’s not bad. I’ve seen worse-looking things in
those psychedelic shops on Wisconsin.”
“And you could always give away a free set of nose plugs
with each ensemble,” Ruth suggested, pinching her nostrils together.
“I don’t know what you’re complaining about,” Sara said.
“You’re a lot farther away from it than I am. Luckily I like the smell
of garlic.”
They dragged the banter and laughter out a little too
long, reluctant to leave the warm modernity of the kitchen for that
other room. But when they entered, they found Lady stretched out in
front of the fireplace, and Ruth’s spirits rose. Up to this point they
had not found the conventional trappings of the supernatural
particularly reliable, so Lady’s calm was meaningless until it had been
tested—an eventuality which Ruth hoped would never occur. But she felt,
somehow, that it would be impossible for anything to look so
comfortable unless the room really was clear. Bruce obviously felt the
same way; he made a detour just to scratch Lady behind the ears. She
twitched one of the ears feebly but made no other acknowledgment, and
Bruce said, as he straightened, “That dog manages to convey the
impression that she’s worn out from a hard day’s work. I wish I knew
how to do it.”
“It makes me feel one hundred percent better just to look
at her,” Ruth said. “Now. Where do we start?”
“Here.” Bruce advanced upon the bookcase.
They found several astounding things, including a copy of
Ruth Fielding in the Rockies, whose cover showed an
adventurous damsel in long skirts and a pompadour preparing to mount a
horse. Sara appropriated this masterpiece, and sat chortling over it
for some time, reading excerpts aloud.
“It’s the old-time equivalent of Nancy Drew,” she said.
“Imagine Cousin Hattie keeping this around.”
“Who’s Nancy Drew?” Bruce asked, distracted.
“The girl’s equivalent of the Hardy Boys,” Ruth said.
“Bruce, here’s something called Recollections of Old
Georgetown.”
“No soap. I looked through it at the library.” Bruce got
up off the floor in one effortless movement. “Nothing else. Let’s try
the attic.”
Ruth groaned with dismay at the sight of the place; she
had forgotten how many articles had been put away “till I have time to
sort through them.” There were boxes and cartons and old trunks and
suitcases; there was a dress form, and a chair with one leg broken, and
a sofa that had lost most of its stuffing. There was an untidy stack of
old pictures….
“I wonder,” Bruce said, heading toward them, “if anybody
we know is here?”
Nobody was. The pictures were daguerreo-types of
desperately bearded gentlemen and grim-faced ladies, or engravings of
classical subjects in funereal black frames.
“You wouldn’t find anything that old in the attic,” Ruth
said, as Bruce tossed the last of the pile aside with a gesture of
disgust. “Colonial portraits are chic; they would be downstairs.”
“I can’t help wondering what she looked like,” Bruce
murmured. Ruth nodded.
“I know. I’ve wondered too. But it would be too much luck
to discover a portrait of her.”
“I guess so. Well…I’ll take the big trunk, you take the
little one.”
They worked steadily for three more hours and then
stopped for a quick lunch. Lady roused at that—Sara swore she heard the
can opener being removed from the drawer—and dragged herself out to the
kitchen to indicate that she might consider joining them. Bruce pointed
out that she was only supposed to be fed twice a day, but the argument
convinced neither Lady nor Sara, who persisted in sneaking tidbits to
her under the table.
The hours in the airless, dusty attic had given Ruth a
headache, so after lunch they adjourned to the living room, whither
Bruce had taken several promising-looking cartons. They spent an
unprofitable and increasingly tedious afternoon reading yellowing
newspapers and clippings of recipes, fashions and gossip columns—all
fascinating under most circumstances, but none dating back to the
period they were interested in. Finally Ruth’s eyes gave out; she rose,
stretching cramped muscles, and went to draw the drapes. The sunlight
was too explicit; it showed the dust on tables and bookcases.
“Don’t do that,” Bruce said, looking up. “I don’t want to
lose track of the time. You ought to have a clock in this room.”
“Don’t you trust the garlic?” Sara asked lightly.
“No, and I suspect Pat may be right about Lady. She
doesn’t look very sensitive.”
“She wants me to light the fire,” Sara said.
Bruce gave the recumbent rump of Lady a disparaging
glance.
“How can you tell?”
“She communicates. Telepathy.”
“Go ahead and light it,” Ruth said. “It seems chilly in
here to me….”
She stopped, with a catch of breath, but Bruce shook his
head.
“No, it’s not that kind of cold. I turned the thermostat
down when we came in.”
Sara crawled over to the fire, and soon the flames were
leaping up. Lady grunted appreciatively and rolled over.
“Stupid dog,” Sara said affectionately.
“Are you giving up?” Bruce asked severely. “There are two
more boxes upstairs.”
“We’d better have some coffee,” Ruth said. “I’m falling
asleep over this stuff.”
When she came back with the tray she found her assistants
in a state of semicollapse, Sara in her favorite prone position before
the fire and Bruce stretched out vertically across the couch like an
exclamation mark. They stirred when she put the tray down.
“I guess we’d better not start another box,” Bruce said,
with a wide yawn. “Wait a minute. There was one thing I did want to
look at. The cellar.”
“But we’ve been down there,” Ruth said. The coffee had
revived her a bit, but she was not fond of the gloomy basement.
“One more look.” Bruce’s beard jutted out in a way which
was becoming too familiar.
“Shall we take Lady?” Sara asked.
“Not unless you feel like carrying her down. I don’t.”
At Bruce’s suggestion Ruth found a flashlight and located
a hammer and screwdriver in the pantry drawer when he asked for tools.
He gave the screwdriver back to her but kept the hammer; and when they
had descended the stairs he began banging on the walls.
“My dear boy,” Ruth said, amused.
“We’ve tried everything else.” Bruce vanished behind the
furnace. The beam of the flashlight wavered like a big firefly, and
steadied. “By God! Ruth, come here.”
“Not on your life.” Ruth advanced to the side of the
furnace and peered behind it. “What’s back there?”
She could see for herself. No one had made any attempt to
hide it, but she had never poked her nose into the dark, spidery corner.
“A door. Where does it go to, I wonder?”
Bruce gave the encrusted wooden panel an exploratory tap
with the hammer. The sound that came back was not encouraging; it had a
solid thunk that denied any idea of empty space.
“The panels must be six inches thick,” he said. “This
isn’t a door, it’s a barricade. And it’s going to be a helluva job
breaking it down.”
“Why should we want to break it down?” Ruth asked in
surprise. “This part of the cellar is bad enough.”
Bruce sneezed violently and wiped his face with his
sleeve. He backed out of the corner. His eyes were bright with
excitement and his beard was draped with cobwebs.
“The outer part of the cellar only goes under the
dining-kitchen area. This other section must lie beneath the living
room. Once upon a time somebody was moved to block it off. That would
be reason enough to explore it, even without the other clues.”
“Oh, dear,” Ruth said blankly. “I don’t think I like
this.”
“I don’t either. I’m the one who’ll have to swing the ax.
But it’s got to be done.”
“Bruce, I don’t even own an ax. There’s a little hatchet
someplace….”
“No, I’ll have to pick up some tools. This is going to be
a rough job. And I don’t intend to start today, it’s getting late. Why
don’t we—”
At the top of the cellar stairs the door stood open. They
heard the sounds at the outer, street door—the turn and click of the
knob, the slam of the door closing. Footsteps echoed in the hall.
Ruth’s reaction was puzzlement rather than alarm. Those
sounds were not connected in her mind with the manifestations. Bruce’s
response alarmed her more than the sounds. He made a convulsive
movement with the flashlight in his right hand. The footsteps were on
the stairs now. Before Ruth had time to be frightened Pat’s familiar
form came into view.
“I thought you’d still be here,” he said. “Wait till you
hear—”
“I told you not to come to the house,” Bruce said shrilly.
“I finished early.” Pat raised his eyebrows and sat down
unceremoniously on the bottom step. “What are you all doing down here?”
“Bruce found another part of the cellar,” Sara explained.
“There’s a door, all blocked up, behind the furnace.”
“Really?” Pat’s eyebrows shot up to his hairline. He
stood up and wandered over to investigate the discovery, and Ruth felt
her neck prickle, for as the older man passed him, Bruce made another
of those abortive, violent gestures.
“I can’t see much.” Pat drew back. “It’s not important
anyhow.”
“How do you know it’s not?” Bruce asked.
“Because today I found out the missing parts of the
story.” Pat beamed, waiting for the effect of his verbal bombshell to
be felt. “I know what happened to Amanda Campbell.”
“Really? Pat, that’s marvelous.”
“How did you find out?”
The two women spoke at once. Bruce said nothing.
Pat propped himself up against the wall.
“It was in the newspaper,” he said. “Amazing, eh? I found
it right away; if I were endowed with psi faculties, I’d think I had
been led to it.”
He took a deep breath, prepared, it was clear, to launch
into a detailed account.
“Let’s go to your place and you can tell us all about
it,” Bruce said.
Pat glared.
“You trying to spoil my effect? What’s the matter—mad
because the wild goose chase laid a golden egg after all?”
“Pat, of course we’re pleased,” Ruth said hastily. “I’m
dying to know. What did happen to Ammie?”
Pat’s scowl relaxed.
“You were right, Ruth, I’ll never sneer at your intuition
again. She did elope. Wait a minute, let me read this to you. It’s
classic. I copied it word for word.”
He searched the pockets of his overcoat and jacket before
he found the paper. Bruce moistened his lips nervously and shifted from
one foot to the other. Ruth met his eye and shrugged slightly. Short of
picking him up bodily she did not see how they were going to move Pat.
He was never very amenable to suggestion, and this afternoon he seemed
so delighted by his find that he was more stubborn than ever.
Undoubtedly the boy’s earlier successes had riled him; he was prepared
to rub this one in just a bit.
“Here it is,” Pat said, unfolding his paper. “You know, I
didn’t realize they did this sort of thing back in Colonial times. It’s
like a ‘Whereas’ ad in a modern newspaper, only much more detailed.” He
cleared his throat and began to read:
“With regret and shame the undersigned finds himself
under the necessity of advertising his daughter. Painful though it may
be to a fond parent, he does by these presents make known that Amanda,
his daughter, has eloped from his house with one Anthony Doyle, Captain
in the Army of Independence, who has long attempted to seduce her from
her faith and her loving duty to her parent, and has finally succeeded;
for which her disconsolate father does not hold her to blame, but
promises that, should she discover her error and regret her sin, she
shall be received into his home without question.” Pat glanced up. “The
signature,” he concluded, “I leave to your imaginations.”
“Douglass Campbell,” Ruth whispered. “Oh, Pat, you were
right too—the poor man.”
“You two are prejudiced,” Sara said, lifting a firm chin.
“You always side with the parents. I think it was frightful of him to
make a public announcement of her elopement!”
“The ad was meant for her,” Pat said. “Can’t you read the
real meaning? He wasn’t trying to shame her, he wanted her to know that
she could always come home.”
“That’s sweet, I’m sure,” Sara said impudently. “But I’ll
bet she was glad to get away. Who wouldn’t prefer a dashing Irishman,
and an officer at that, to a dull dad?”
“Perhaps the young man had tried to court her properly,”
Ruth said, trying to be fair; she was somewhat stung by Sara’s remark
about prejudice. “And Douglass considered him unsuitable.”
“Naturally,” Pat said. “He was Catholic.”
“How do you—oh, that business about seducing her from her
faith. And it’s an Irish name, of course….”
“A Catholic and a Patriot,” Pat said. “Campbell was a
fiercely intolerant Protestant and a Tory. She couldn’t have picked a
more unpopular combination in a boyfriend.”
“You’re awfully damn dogmatic about your deductions,”
Bruce said spitefully.
“They seem quite reasonable to me,” Ruth said, trying to
make peace; Pat’s face had darkened again.
“Okay, okay,” Bruce mumbled. “Do you mind if we—”
“I wonder what Doyle was doing in Georgetown?” Sara said.
“Were there any battles in these parts?”
“There must have been a detachment guarding the British
prisoners,” Pat said. “He may have been in command of that.”
“We might look him up,” Ruth suggested. “Aren’t there
army records? We don’t even know where he came from. Maybe he took
Ammie home, wherever home was.”
“Camden, New Jersey,” Pat said absently. He was staring
at the furnace with his forehead slightly furrowed, as if some new,
disturbing thought had just entered his mind.
“Was that in the newspaper too?” Bruce asked. He had
become very still, the nervous gestures in abeyance; and his eyes
seemed to want to follow Pat’s gaze toward the blocked and hidden door.
Pat did not reply. Bruce walked toward him, stepping
delicately.
“Pat, could we—look, I don’t know what time it is, but it
must be late. Can’t we adjourn now?”
“Sure,” Pat said. “It’s a nasty night out, though. It
started to rain when I turned off Wisconsin, and the wind is rising.”
The words were simply descriptive; there was no reason
why they should have created such an unpleasant picture in Ruth’s mind.
When she reached the top of the stairs she could not repress an
exclamation of dismay. The splintered reflection of the streetlight
brightened the fanlight over the door. It was not quite night, but it
was too near to be comfortable—dusk, twilight, deepening into darkness.
She plunged toward the hall closet where they had left their coats,
calling Sara.
Bruce was the third person up the stairs, and he was as
anxious as Ruth to be gone. Pat, still carrying his coat, followed them
obediently along the hall. Ruth thought he seemed subdued, and
attributed it to their reception of his news. She promised herself she
would make it up to him as soon as they reached a safe place.
Safe…. The house was not. She could almost hear the
humming, like an electric motor, plugged in and building up a charge….
“Wait a minute,” Pat said, as Bruce reached for his
raincoat. “Where’s that stupid dog?”
“Oh, goodness, I almost forgot her.” Ruth, already
wearing coat and hat, went back toward the living room. It was in
darkness except for a faint glow from the fire, but she could make out
Lady’s silhouette, like a low lump, against the reddish glare. She
switched on the lights.
“Come on, baby,” Pat said.
Bruce dropped his coat.
“I’ll get her. Pat, why don’t you go on out and—uh—get
the car started?”
“The car’ll start when I want it to,” Pat said, giving
him a puzzled look. “Get up, Lady, come with Papa.”
Ruth stood just inside the doorway, her hand still on the
light switch. As she watched Bruce her suspicion and alarm came back in
double strength. He was so nervous that she expected momentarily to see
him start wringing his hands. He vibrated distractedly just outside the
door, looking from Sara, who watched him in growing bewilderment, to
Pat, who was nudging the dog’s snoring form with his toe.
Indecisiveness was not normally one of Bruce’s problems.
“I am not going to carry you,” Pat told his dog. She was
not visibly moved by the statement.
Bruce hunched his shoulder, in a gesture that resembled a
shudder, and made up his mind. He plunged into the room like a swimmer
entering a lake in December.
“I’ll carry her,” he said. “Pat, you go on and—”
“Are you crazy?” Pat demanded. “She’ll walk, it just
takes me a while….”
“She’ll come for me,” Sara said. She threw her coat down
on a chair and entered the living room. “Lady, baby, come to Sara.”
They were all there. It came to Ruth with the sharpness
of a blow in the face. They were all in the living room and night
crouched outside the walls. She could hear the wind moaning like a
frightened child around the eaves, and through the trees, lashing the
windows with raindrops.
“Sara,” she said, her voice strangely hoarse. “Sara.”
At the same moment Pat bent over to touch the dog.
Lady roused. She came up stiff-legged and aware, in the
instantaneous response to peril which no human being can learn. Her
haunches had been under the coffee table; she sent it over, spilling
decanter, glasses, and ashtrays. Ruth did not even glance at the havoc.
She had eyes only for the dog—for Lady, the somnolent, who stood with
every hair on her neck up and bristling, with lips drawn back to
display long ivory fangs. Her dark eyes were fixed on her master, and
for a moment Ruth thought the hundred pounds of bone and muscle and
tearing fangs were about to spring. But what happened was, in its way,
infinitely worse. The snarl in Lady’s throat changed to a horrible
whine. She dropped to her belly and began to crawl, whimpering like a
puppy. When she had cleared the couch she sprang up and fled. Ruth
heard the crash of the heavy body against the front door, and the howl,
the almost human howl of frustration and terror when the door refused
to yield. Then there was another muffled crashing sound, and silence.
Ruth had no conscious memory of having moved. Her body
had simply recoiled, with the same sort of reflex that jerks a hand
back from a licking flame. There was no way out through the door, it
was too perilously close to the spot where, once again, the foul
blackness seethed and coiled. It was stronger tonight, worse than she
had yet seen it, as if it drew strength from each successive
appearance. And the cold beat at them in pulsating, paralyzing waves.
“The French doors,” a voice said. “Out…into garden….”
Ruth’s retreat had carried her halfway down the length of
the room. She stood pressed up against the wall, next to the round
piecrust table. She could not turn her back on the blackness, nor could
she bring herself to look at it directly; it contaminated the air by
its very existence; it was an affront, a violation of normalcy so acute
that it amounted to blasphemy.
And Pat was facing it. Ruth felt a touch of dim pride
that penetrated even her terror as she saw him stop after the first
automatic withdrawal. His face was hard and expressionless; his feet
were planted widely apart, like those of a man thigh-deep in racing
water.
By contrast, Bruce made a pitiable showing. Stumbling,
making odd inarticulate sounds, dragging Sara by the hand, he retreated
toward the tall French doors at the end of the room. When he reached
them he dropped Sara’s hand and began struggling with the catch that
held the windows closed. The clumsiness of fear frustrated his intent;
the catch refused to give, and when Bruce brought his fist down on it,
his hand slipped, slamming into one of the glass panes. The glass
broke, letting in a gust of freezing rain; and Bruce pulled back a hand
that was streaming blood from half a dozen cuts. He held it up before
his face, staring blindly.
“Bruce—wait—” Ruth found speech incredibly difficult. Her
vocal cords, like her other muscles, seemed frozen.
The boy heard her; he whirled around, his movements still
erratic and undisciplined. Then his expression changed, altering his
features so terribly that if Ruth had met him on the street she would
not have recognized him. He plunged forward; his hands clawed at Pat’s
sleeve.
“Pat…don’t. For God’s sake—”
“It can’t hurt,” Pat said dully. “Can’t hurt me. Let go.
Got to do something….”
“Don’t…no…stop…. Pat, wait, let me tell you—”
Pat’s rigidly controlled expression did not change. He
simply lifted his heavy shoulders and heaved. Bruce went reeling back,
missing the fireplace by two feet, and hit the wall so hard that one of
the pictures fell with a crash.
There had been no sound from Sara; Ruth could see her at
the edge of her vision, standing near the window, staring blank-faced.
Ruth’s time-sense was completely distorted; the scene seemed to have
been going on forever, yet she knew everything was happening very
quickly. Pat was on the move even before Bruce’s body struck the wall.
The column of darkness did not move as he came toward it. It waited. It
did not menace or threaten, rather it shrank in on itself like—
Like a coiled spring. The analogy completed itself in
Ruth’s muddled brain, as the spring was released.
Standing off to one side, she had a clear unobstructed
view of what happened. But at the final moment something fogged her
eyes—mercifully, for such things were not meant to be seen, could not
be seen in safety. When her vision cleared, the coiling smoke had
disappeared. But it was not gone. It looked at her from Pat’s eyes.
Ruth heard the whistling exhalation of Sara’s breath, and
the sound of her body dropping to the floor. She wished she could faint
too. Pat was a big man, tall and heavily built. He looked bigger now.
His hunched shoulders seemed hulking and swollen.
The eyes—not his eyes—saw her, and were indifferent, and
passed on. But that one fleeting contact with the venom of the
Adversary, now concentrated and focused, wiped every emotion out of her
except for a sneaking, cowardly relief: She was not in Its direct path;
It did not want her. She fell to her knees, huddled like an embryo,
making herself small. Anything to avoid meeting, ever again, the
blackness of its regard.
From first to last her heart had not measured more than a
dozen beats. It took Bruce that long to get his breath back and to move
out, from the opposite wall, into Its path.
Movement seemed difficult for It. Its steps dragged. It
stopped when Bruce barred Its way, and raised Its heavy head to look at
him; and Ruth saw him jerk back and fling a hand up before his face.
She knew the impact of that gaze; and she knew the effort it cost Bruce
to stay where he was, on his feet, and to lower his shielding hand. The
change in his demeanor, from the terrified panic which had driven him,
woke an answering spark in Ruth’s brain. Now that the thing he most
feared had happened—the thing he alone of them all had seemed to
foresee—he was ready to face it. Slowly and painfully Ruth began to
drag herself erect. That brand of courage demanded all the support she
could give it.
Even as she swayed to her feet the final transformation
came, the great overshadowing of the present by the shapes of the dead
past. The bodies of the two men seemed to waver and grow insubstantial.
They were the same, but not quite the same; surely, she knew, these
two, or two others identical in intent, had stood like this, in silent
confrontation, once before. The older man, a heavy, hulking shape, head
lowered like a bull ready to charge, fists clenched, arms dangling at
his sides; the younger, slender and poised in breeches and ruffled
shirt, the long blade in his right hand ready but not yet raised, his
coat discarded in the warmth of a spring night….
A gust of air from the shattered pane struck Ruth’s face,
and her mind went reeling; for the air was not the damp cold air of a
winter night in Washington. It was balmy and fragrant with the scent of
lilac: the smell of an April night which had passed out of time two
centuries before.
“ CALL HIM, RUTH.”
The voice came from far away. Ruth shook her head,
feeling the soft spring breeze against her closed eyelids. The
fragrance of lilac filled the room, heavy and sweet.
“Call him. Call his name. Ruth, please. Help me.”
The voice was nearer now, and somehow familiar. It was a
man’s voice. The wind touched her face….
The wind was cold, carrying rain. Ruth opened her eyes.
She was looking straight at Bruce, who stood swaying on
unsteady feet, his face ashen and his eyes fixed unblinkingly on that
other face, as if the force of his gaze held it back. Then the looming
form took a step forward, and Bruce’s right arm lifted. Blood still
dripped from the cuts on his hand; his stained fingers were tight
around the handle of the poker from the fireplace set.
“Call him, Ruth, see if you can get through to him…. I
don’t want to have to kill him….”
As the Other moved again, Bruce fell back a step, casting
a frantic glance over his shoulder. He could not retreat much farther.
Behind him was the closed window, and Sara, sprawled like a dead woman
against the wall.
“Pat,” Ruth said. “Pat, it’s me, Ruth. Can you hear me?”
For an instant she thought the heavy shoulders shifted.
Only for an instant.
“Pat—darling. Listen to me. Pat….”
“It’s no use,” Bruce said. “Ruth, get out of the way.
It’s as strong as an ox. It doesn’t know you…. God!”
The last word was a gasp, half-drowned by the rush of the
heavy body across the carpet. It was quick, for all Its bulk, and Bruce
was slowed by a fatal handicap—the body It occupied. Ruth had not even
thought of it as Pat; it was so unlike him in all the significant ways.
Yet the head at which Bruce aimed the poker was Pat’s red head. He
brought the weapon up in a whistling arc; but he could not bring it
down. And in the instant of hesitation, the thing was upon him.
They went crashing backwards together. The impact of the
fall, and of the heavy body on top of him, knocked Bruce out as he hit
the floor. He lay still, face upturned and eyes closed, the poker
fallen from his hand, while the blunt fingers settled around his bared
throat, and squeezed.
Ruth was so close that she could see the separate reddish
hairs on the backs of the hands, red-gold lifted threads in the
lamplight—the same light which fell brilliantly on Bruce’s face; and
she watched while his cheeks and forehead turned from white to mottled
red, and darkened.
Forever afterward she was to wonder what will guided her
hand—blind luck, or unconscious knowledge, or—something else. The
object her groping fingers lifted from the table at her side was heavy
enough to stun, and necessity guided her aim. But there was this, and
she would never forget it: As the Book left her grasp, the thing that
crouched on the floor reared up, lifting clawed hands in menace or
protest, Its face upraised, Its mouth stretched in a snarl. The massive
volume struck It full in the face, obliterating Its features
momentarily, and then dropped back onto Bruce’s chest. The Thing
followed the book down, falling flat across the boy’s body; but not
before Ruth had caught one glimpse of a face which was, once again, the
face she knew, gone lax in unconsciousness.
She ran forward, avoiding the fallen figures. The window
latch gave sweetly, and she shrank back, throwing her arms up before
her face, as the wind shrieked in, snatching the double leaves of the
window and hurling them back against the wall. The lash of the cold
rain stung her forehead; the blowing drapes bellied out like live
things.
She heard Sara groan and stir as the freezing damp struck
her face, but she had no time for lesser casualties. Pat was lying face
down on the floor, arms out above his head. She caught him under the
arms and tugged. Nothing happened, his dead weight was too much for
her. She transferred her grip to one wrist, straightened up, and leaned
back on her heels. The heavy body moved a few inches.
Ruth gasped with terror and frustration. She had to get
him out of here before he woke, and the rough handling itself might
rouse him faster.
She heard a gasp and a whimper from Sara, and turned. The
girl was on her feet, one hand twisted in the lashing folds of the
drapes. She was staring wide-eyed at Bruce. The dusky color had faded
from the boy’s face, but the marks of Pat’s hands, and nails, were
plain on his throat. He wouldn’t be of any help for a while, Ruth
thought coldly. She reached out and caught Sara by a strand of black
hair as the girl stumbled past her.
“He’ll be all right, there’s no time for that now, I need
help,” she said, in one breath, as Sara’s head jerked back and she gave
a squeal of pain. “Take his other arm. Hurry, for God’s sake, before he
wakes up.”
Sara gave one agonized look at Bruce and obeyed.
Between them they got Pat as far as the windows, and
there Sara got some of her wits back.
“He’ll catch pneumonia,” she said, between chattering
teeth. “And it’s t-t-ten feet down into the rosebushes. Ruth, you
can’t—”
“Oh, yes, I can.” Pat was beginning to mutter and move.
Fear gave the final surge of strength to Ruth’s muscles. She grabbed
his legs and shifted him so that he lay across the ledge; after that
one good hard push was all it took.
From the sounds, she could tell that he had landed, and
hard. She turned on Sara and caught her by the shoulders.
“Out you go,” she said, and shoved.
She did not wait to see what happened, but whirled in the
same movement and ran back to where Bruce lay. She dropped to her knees
beside him; but her shaking concern was not for the unconscious boy. It
was the poker in his hand that she wanted. If Pat tried to climb back
through the window she would have to use it.
The sounds from outside, audible even over the sigh of
the wind, were reassuring. Pat was plainly awake now, he was thrashing
and bellowing in the bushes; but the tone of his fury was obviously,
blessedly, Pat and no one else.
The handle of the poker was unpleasantly sticky when Ruth
touched it; when she pulled her fingers back, they were smeared with
red. Bruce’s hand had stopped bleeding, but it was a gory mess. She had
not been able to bring herself to look at his face for, despite her
reassurance of Sara, she feared he was dead. But she could not leave
him without so much as a glance; pity and affection and profound
gratitude finally broke the shell of ice that had shielded her, and the
tears began to slide down her cheeks as she shifted, still on her
knees, to where she could touch his face.
II
The car slid jerkily through a red light and went on.
“It’s a good thing there isn’t any traffic,” Ruth said,
with a shaky laugh. “I’m not at my best tonight.”
Her efforts at conversation fell flat. In the back seat
Sara was too preoccupied with Bruce to hear an explosion. He was awake,
but his sole remark so far had been to the effect that his head felt as
if it were about to fall off and roll across the floor. Ruth was not
too concerned about him; since the moment when her hand had touched his
cheek and his eyes had opened and stared quizzically at her, she had
simply thanked heaven for the resilience of youth.
It was Pat she was worried about—Pat, who sat hunched and
silent beside her, his head bent and his eyes focused on his own limp
hands, where they hung between his knees. One of the reasons why she
had run the red light was the certainty that a sudden halt would have
flung him against the windshield.
It took them some time to get settled down after they
reached Pat’s house. First aid and dry clothes were the immediate
needs, and Ruth had to tend to the dog, whom she had found shivering
and pathetically subdued by the front door and had bundled into the car
with the other wounded. Lady seemed to feel that a hearty snack would
do wonders for her nerves, so Ruth took the hint, and also scrambled
eggs and made coffee for the others. Finally she had them all settled
down before the fire. Sara, in her green velvet, looked unbelievably
normal. Seeing her clear eyes and unmarked skin, Ruth felt another deep
surge of gratitude for the boy who occupied the couch.
They had bedded Bruce down though Ruth suspected, from
the gleam in his eye, that he had no intention of remaining down. He
was the most battered of the lot; there was a lump the size of an egg
on the back of his head, and the marks on his throat had begun to
darken.
Pat’s injuries were superficial. His face and arms were
crisscrossed with scratches from the rosebushes. All down the bridge of
his nose, extending across his forehead, was a curious reddening and
roughening of the skin. Ruth told herself that this must have come from
the harsh nap of the carpet when she had dragged him. Oddly enough,
however, there was no corresponding patch on his chin, and this area,
it seemed to her, would have borne the brunt of the rubbing.
Whatever its origin, the physical manifestation was only
a chafing of the skin. What frightened Ruth was the look in Pat’s eye,
and the frightening formality of his manner. He moved like something
that had to be wound up, and was almost run down. It was not the
overshadowing that she feared now. She knew what was tormenting him;
and she gave Bruce a look of furious reproach when he said in his
frog’s croak, “You’ve got a grip like a wrestler, Pat. No more
soapboxes for me for a few days. Talk about a fate worse than death!”
“Bruce—” Ruth began.
“It’s all right,” Pat said. “We might as well discuss the
fact. The fact that tonight I tried to kill Bruce and almost succeeded.”
“It wasn’t you,” Sara said.
Pat lifted his hands before his face and looked at them.
“Your hands but not your will,” Ruth said intensely.
“You’re no more responsible than someone under hypnosis.”
“A hypnotized subject,” Pat quoted, “cannot be made to do
anything against his will.”
It was as if he had plucked the words out of a box of
alphabet letters and arranged them on the table for their inspection.
After a moment Bruce said, “I’ve heard that theory
questioned, as a matter of fact. But it’s irrelevant. You weren’t
hypnotized. You were being used, just as a gun is used by the man who
squeezes the trigger.” The lecture ended in a squawk as his vocal cords
protested, and he added, in a voice which was less formal and far more
convincing, “Hell, Pat, don’t be morbid. I know you think I’m a pain in
the neck, but you wouldn’t try to kill me under any circumstances, in
your right mind or out of it.”
There was a clicking sound from the hall, like steel
knitting needles, and they all looked up as the dog padded sedately
into the room. She stood next to the fireplace regarding them all in
turn, with her red tongue lolling; then she walked over to Pat and
collapsed at his feet with a weary sigh, putting her chin on his shoe.
Pat reached down and patted the dog’s big head. When he
straightened up his expression was almost normal.
“I wonder what she thinks of it all,” he said. “Has she
already forgotten, or does she shrug mentally and write it all off as
human folly, beyond a sensible dog’s comprehension?”
“No,” Ruth said with conviction. “She’s welcoming you
back. She knows that wasn’t you, back there. Pat, you have no idea—I
can’t explain—how alien It was.”
“Trouble was,” Bruce croaked, “it was your body wrapped
around the damn thing. I couldn’t bring myself to smash your skull.”
“I appreciate your consideration, believe me. But if you
didn’t stop me, who did? I feel like Snoopy, I don’t even know what was
going on. I could feel the thing come into me, and it was just as Sara
said—something pouring in, filling me up, something that didn’t quite
fit. That was a bad moment, the thing was so ravenously triumphant; and
after that I don’t remember a thing.”
“I stopped you,” Ruth said. She held out her hands. “So
don’t give us any more of your melodrama. How the hell do you think I
feel about these hands of mine?”
“Language, language.” Pat grinned at her and took her
shaking hands into his own scratched palms. “When I came up out of that
hellish rosebush you were hovering in the window with the poker. Would
you really have used it?”
“Yes.”
“Thanks.” He lifted her hands to his face and then held
them on his knee. Ruth moved closer and the dog, drowsing, made a soft
grumbling noise.
“I missed the exciting part myself,” Bruce remarked.
“What did you do, Ruth? Not that I mind being outsmarted by a mere
woman, but still….”
“I threw the Book at him,” Ruth said, and then gave an
astonished gasp of laughter. “Sorry about that…. I did, literally. It
was the big family Bible.”
“That must have been some pitch,” Pat said. “I didn’t
think the Book was massive enough to knock me out. It’s big, and
clumsy, but….”
“I don’t know!” Ruth exclaimed. “I wonder…. But it
couldn’t be that. The crucifix didn’t work….”
“I wonder myself,” Bruce said. He was sitting up, despite
Sara’s objections; wrapped in one of Pat’s wilder robes, a silk paisley
affair that must have been a Christmas present because it had so
obviously never been worn, he looked like an Eastern prince instead of
a Spanish grandee.
“You know what really burns me?” Pat asked. “Not my
attempted murder so much as my incredible stupidity. Bruce, you knew
what was going to happen; you tried to stop me; I remember that much.
You expected this.”
“Suspect is the word, not expect. But—my God!—I died a
thousand deaths trying to get you out of that room before it happened.
I was sweating bullets.”
“Why the hell didn’t you tell me?”
Bruce flung out his hands. His eyes were wide and dark
with the memory of that terrible frustration.
“How could I? You wouldn’t have believed me, any of you.
I didn’t have a fact to my name, just a crazy hunch…. And you’re so
bloody bull-headed, Pat, you’d have stuck around just to show me.”
“Hmmmph,” Pat muttered. He cocked his head, eyebrows
lifted, and studied the younger man with unwilling respect. “What made
you suspect?”
“Oh, don’t be so stinking humble; you couldn’t have seen
it coming—don’t you understand? You were already half-shadowed.”
Ruth moved, with a soft questioning sound, and Bruce
nodded gravely at her.
“Yes, the night he had you down on the couch was the
first time. I gather you were all wound up in certain private emotions,
so you didn’t see, as I did, how nasty it looked. It was out of
character for Pat, very much out of character, especially with you—it
was pretty obvious that he was getting—uh—sentimental about you. I
mean, there are women you seduce and women you rape, and the women you—”
“You make your point,” Pat said, trying to maintain a
feeble semblance of dignity, although his face was almost as red as his
hair.
“Oh. Well, the second time was when Father Bishko ran.
You may not be devout, but you’re polite. Your behavior on that
occasion, again, was alarmingly atypical. But tonight, in the cellar,
you really scared hell out of me. You kept coming up with those odd
flashes of intuition, bits of knowledge you couldn’t possibly have
known—unless you were in some sort of contact with It, getting Its
thoughts.”
“Yes, I see,” Pat said thoughtfully. “Amanda failed with
Sara. She had to try someone else.”
“No!” Bruce’s voice rose. “No, Pat, you still don’t get
it. You’ve got it wrong. We all have it wrong. We were on the wrong
track from the beginning.”
In the silence the crackling and hissing of the flames
were the only sounds, except for the dog’s comfortable snoring breaths.
Ruth never forgot the picture they made, her friends and allies,
wearing their battle scars and fatigue like medals. The firelight ran
bronze fingers through Sara’s tumbled hair and made dark sweet shadows
at the corner of her mouth. Bruce, leaning forward in his eagerness,
his bandaged hand lifted for emphasis; Pat swathed in a horrible old
bathrobe furred with dog hairs, his own hair standing on end like a
cockatoo’s crest, and his face crisscrossed with scratches…. And her
own hands, at rest in his.
When Bruce began to speak, he had as intent an audience
as any lecturer could hope for.
“We decided, early in the game, that we might have two
ghosts. As soon as we learned about Ammie, it was obvious that she was
the entity who came to Sara. Where we made our big mistake was in
identifying her with A, the thing that materializes in the living room.
I’d begun to have my doubts about that even before tonight; because, if
there was one thing we agreed on, it was that the smoke, or fog, was
evil. It produced an overpowering repulsion and terror. Ammie never
affected us that way.”
“But, Bruce,” Ruth protested. “She wasn’t very—well, very
nice.”
“She was frightened and confused,” Bruce said, with a
curious gentleness. “The—well, the residue, let’s call it—of Amanda
Campbell that lingers in the house is not a conventional ghost, a
complete sensate personality. She’s more like a phonograph record,
stuck at a certain point. That’s why she has been so incoherent and so
unhelpful when we have contacted her.”
He paused, waiting for a comment. None came, not even
from Pat; and Bruce continued, “But Ammie, though vital in the arousing
of the house, is not the source of danger. That entity, as dark and
violent as the smoke and fire it suggests, is still aware, still
reacting.”
“Smoke and fire,” Ruth said thoughtfully.
“No.” Bruce answered her thought rather than her words.
“I don’t think the form of the apparition is necessarily conditioned by
physical fire. It conveys the emotions that drive him, even beyond
death—violence, darkness, threat. That was what possessed you tonight,
Pat. And it was not a woman, however malevolent. I had already come to
sense this presence as that of a man, a man like you in many ways,
Pat—hot-tempered, passionate, potentially violent. That’s why he was
able to reach you, and why you didn’t sense the change yourself. Ruth
didn’t realize because— well, because…”
“That’s all right,” Ruth said wryly. “This is no time to
spare my feelings. I didn’t realize because I was operating on the
assumption that all men are beasts.”
“You saw the overshadowing tonight,” Bruce said, passing
over the admission. “Was there any doubt in your mind that what you saw
was male, not female?”
“Overpoweringly male,” Ruth said promptly. “Bruce, of
course! It works out like those little syllogisms of Lewis Carroll’s.
The thing that overshadowed Pat was a man. The thing that overshadowed
Pat was the blackness. Therefore the blackness is male. Ammie is
female….”
“Ammie is not the blackness,” Bruce finished. “So who is?
It can only be one person, I think.”
“Samson among the Philistines,” Ruth said. “Samson was a
husky specimen, wasn’t he? The man who died by fire…. I know you don’t
agree with that, Bruce, but I can’t help feeling that it must have
shaped him, somehow. Of course. It’s Douglass Campbell.”
Bruce nodded.
“That explains why the Bible stopped It, when the
crucifix didn’t.”
“You’re so damned smart I can’t stand you,” Pat said
gloomily.
“Douglass was a rabid Protestant,” Bruce said with a
grin. “He had no respect for Papist mummeries while he was alive. Why
should he pay attention to them after he was dead?”
“Whereas the Bible….” Ruth began. “Good heavens—it was
probably Douglass’s own Bible! How pertinent can you get?”
“But that’s what I tried to say once before!” Sara’s
voice rose, and they all stopped talking to stare at her.
“What was it you tried to say?” Bruce asked.
“Oh, I didn’t think much of the idea myself,” Sara said.
“And then you all drowned me out the way you do…. It was just something
I read in a book of ghost stories. The man who wrote it was a psychic
investigator and he said, someplace or other, that he always suspected
ghosts couldn’t be exorcised by rites they didn’t accept when they were
alive.”
Bruce sank back onto the couch. Pat hid his face in his
hands.
“Sara….” Ruth began.
“Well, I’m sorry,” the girl said defensively.
“What are you sorry about?” Pat’s hands dropped from his
face; it was red with amused chagrin. “It’s so damned typical of us,
bellowing our loud-mouthed theories, and ignoring the small voice that
had the vital clue.”
“I don’t suppose we’d have paid any attention if she had
been able to get it out,” Bruce said glumly. “Sara, I’ve been lectured
on my sins by a lot of people, but nobody ever made me feel quite so
small and wormy.”
“If it’s true,” Ruth murmured. “If it should be true—it
opens up a number of incredible possibilities….”
“All sorts of possibilities,” Pat agreed. “Multiple
afterworlds, diverse heavens, created by the belief of the worshipers….”
“And it explains why the methods of exorcising evil
spirits vary so much from culture to culture,” Bruce said. “Devil masks
and loud noises in Africa, crosses and holy water in Europe. And—” he
glanced with oblique humor at Pat— “the analyst’s couch and hypnotism
today.”
“What a heaven that would be,” said Pat, still fascinated
by his idea. “The Great God Freud and his disciples. Sort of a Brave
New World, without sex taboos and frustrations….”
Bruce sat up with a grimace of pain.
“There are more immediate applications for us.” He leaned
forward, and the firelight played on his set features, deepening the
shadows under his eyes and cheekbones, giving a satanic flush to the
flat planes of cheek and forehead. “We’re all a little giddy with
relief just now, but we have to face the unpleasant truth. Which is
that our situation, bad enough to begin with, is steadily getting
worse. Now that this force has been aroused, it is gaining strength.”
He looked at Ruth. “You said once that It was impalpable, and thus
incapable of doing physical harm. Maybe that was true at one time. But
now Douglass has found himself a body.”
Pat stirred.
“No, he hasn’t. Once, maybe, because I didn’t know what
to expect….”
“We can’t count on your powers of resistance,” Bruce said
ruthlessly. “It took Douglass longer to find a host than it did Ammie;
maybe the tie of blood relationship has meaning, I wouldn’t know. But
now that Douglass has succeeded once, he may find it easier a second
time. Your friend Bishko has the wrong idea, Pat. It’s not Ruth who’s
in danger in that house. It’s you.”
“And Sara,” Ruth said. “You think Ammie is harmless, but
I’m not convinced.”
Sara tossed her head, throwing the hair back from her
face, and smiled at her aunt.
“Ammie won’t hurt me, Ruth. I guess I’ve always known
that.”
“No, not Ammie,” Bruce said. He heaved himself up with a
grunt of pain, and extracted a sheaf of papers from his hip pocket.
“Maybe you’ve forgotten that dream of yours, Ruth; but I wrote it down,
that first morning. The core of it was a threat to Sara, and the thing
that threatened her was a shapeless darkness. Why do you think I got in
the way of that hellish thing tonight? Because I could see where its
eyes were looking and where its steps were heading. It wanted Sara.”
“I knew that too,” Ruth said dully. “And even then I
couldn’t—do what you did. If you hadn’t…. I can’t say it. I can’t even
think about it. Bruce, I’ve made up my mind. I’m going to sell the
house.”
There was no immediate reaction. Bruce sat back, lids
lowered. Pat, intent on the cigarette he was lighting, said nothing.
“You could,” Bruce said finally.
Pat raised his eyes from his match to encounter Ruth’s
waiting gaze. His mouth twisted in a grimace which was a poor imitation
of the smile he intended.
“You aren’t beating a dead horse, Ruth; you’re beating
the wrong horse. If you mean to give up, the thing to avoid is not the
house. It’s me.”
It was an inappropriate moment for Ruth to become aware,
finally and positively, of the fact she had denied so long.
“We’ll be living here,” she said calmly. “I won’t need
the house in any case.”
Pat swallowed his protest the wrong way and began to
cough violently.
“You’re both jumping to conclusions,” Bruce said; his
expression was an odd blend of amusement, embarrassment, and sympathy.
“Ruth, you can’t sell the house; if someone else had experiences there
your finicky conscience would devil you all the rest of your life. And,
while I think Douglass is bound to the house, I can’t be certain; and
you can’t spend your declining years toting a twenty-pound Bible around
under one arm.”
Cherry red with coughing and emotion, Pat tried to speak,
but Bruce cut him off with an autocratic wave of his hand. Ruth was
brooding about the phrase “declining years,” and did not interrupt.
“We’ve got to get rid of Campbell for good,” Bruce went
on. “That’s the only way out. The situation is not as hopeless as it
looks, we’ve already learned a great deal. So far the only thing that
has had the slightest effect on our visitant is the Bible. The logical
conclusion, I suppose, would be that we should turn for help to a
Protestant minister. But frankly, I’m dubious. I don’t think there is
such a thing as a ritual for exorcism in any of the Protestant creeds;
and even if there were we’d be taking a terrible risk in exposing
someone else to Douglass. A certain type of personality might be driven
hopelessly insane.”
“What a cheery little optimist you are,” Pat said
bitterly. “You’ve just eliminated the last possible hope.”
“Man, you are obtuse,” Bruce said scornfully. “We’ve
found out a helluva lot in the last couple of days, but we’re still
missing the one vital clue. What does Douglass want? What is it that is
keeping him from his rest?”
“He wants her—Ammie,” Ruth said despairingly. “How can we
satisfy that desire?”
“How do you know that’s what he wants?” Bruce countered.
“Even if it were—suppose he’s obsessed and haunted by not knowing what
became of her. Maybe we could find out. Maybe that would satisfy him.
Myself, I can’t believe his desires are that innocent. He’s seething
with rage and malevolence; the whole house is rotten with his hate.
Why? I tell you, there’s a part of the story we still don’t know.”
“You may be right, at that.” Pat was looking more
cheerful. “You know, Bruce, there are several factors that don’t fit
into your interpretation. The voice, for instance. It’s not malevolent;
it’s kind of pathetic. How do you account for that?”
“I can’t, and I’m not sure I need to. Maybe it’s
Douglass, at one moment of time, and the apparition is the old man at a
less attractive period. Maybe the voice is Ammie, echoing the cry that
calls her back. The thing that interests me is what we called
Apparition D. The one that moved the book.”
“It wasn’t Douglass,” Ruth said. “He was the one who
tried to prevent us from finding it. So it must be—”
“Ammie,” Pat finished. “But she isn’t much help, is she?
Was the book only meant to give us the year, so that we could identify
the right Campbell? Or does the Loyalist Plot have a specific meaning
that we haven’t yet discovered?”
Sara, pensive and shy in her squatting position, raised
her head, swept the hair back from her brow, and broke her long silence.
“Why,” she said simply, “don’t you ask Ammie?”
III
The clock struck midnight, and they were still arguing.
Bruce had worn himself out in outraged argument; he was reclining, his
profile very young and sulky.
“I won’t do it,” Pat said. He folded his arms. “That’s
final.”
“We’ll never find out otherwise,” Sara said, for the
fifth or sixth time. “It’s the only way.”
“But the risk, Sara,” Ruth exclaimed. “We opened the door
once before for Ammie, and see what happened! So far this place is
safe—uninvaded. We can’t—”
“You said that before,” Sara pointed out. “And I said you
have to take risks to gain anything worth having. Even safety.”
“It’s more than safety that interests you,” said Bruce,
staring malevolently at the ceiling.
“I feel so sorry for her!” Sara burst out. “I’ve felt
her; you haven’t. Bruce is right, she’s confused and lonely….”
“Emotionally involved with a ghost!” Pat groaned. “Well,
I won’t hypnotize you, and that’s flat.”
“She would come tonight,” Sara pleaded.
“Well, she can’t come.” Bruce continued to contemplate
the ceiling. “Tomorrow Ruth and I are going to finish searching the
attic. We haven’t exhausted the conventional sources yet.”
“Bruce,” Ruth said reluctantly, “I hate to bring this up,
but—maybe I’d better search the attic alone.”
She had never seen Bruce so surprised. He swung his feet
to the floor and sat up.
“Why?”
“It just occurred to me tonight, when I saw you and Pat
facing one another…. There was a third person involved in the story. If
Captain Doyle was a young man, desperately in love with Sara—I mean,
Amanda—”
“A third overshadowing?” Bruce brooded. “I never thought
of that….”
Pat was staring.
“I don’t like the way this is going,” he said slowly.
“Are we still on the wrong track, even now? If three of the four of us
repeat a pattern of dead time, what about the fourth? Douglass Campbell
was married. Are we trapped in some ghastly repetition of history?”
“Campbell’s wife died in childbirth,” Ruth reminded him,
“and there’s no hint of another woman. No, Pat; I didn’t feel
myself—shadowed—ever. But I did feel, tonight, as if that confrontation
had happened before. If Campbell found you a suitable host, what about
Anthony Doyle and Bruce?”
“No,” Bruce said, with a finality that surprised them
all. “I’d have felt it, Ruth. If I’m sure of anything, I’m sure that
Doyle is, in his own way, at rest.”
“You didn’t see yourself,” Ruth insisted. “You didn’t
feel….”
She knew then that she would never, ever, be able to tell
anyone about the final collapse of the fabric of time, when she had
smelled lilac that had withered two hundred springs before. “It had
happened, another time,” she said stubbornly. “You and Pat, Campbell
and young Anthony. The same positions, the same emotions—”
She was expressing herself badly, she knew that; but
Bruce seemed to catch something of what she was trying to say, and his
response fascinated her. His jaw dropped, with a slow, mechanical
movement, and his eyes opened so widely that they seemed to fill the
upper part of his face. But before he could speak the girl sitting
cross-legged before the fire lifted her head.
They had all chosen to forget that Sara needed no help in
doing what she wanted to do. The rapport was established; her new-found
pity, and her fear for the others, did the rest. While they argued and
ignored her, she made her decision. The thing was done in silence,
without struggle. But they knew, even before they turned to look, that
what they saw was no longer Sara.
IV
“Sara….” Bruce’s voice was a groan.
“Not Sara. Gone.” The dark head moved in negation, and
Ruth went sick at the unfamiliarity of the gesture.
“Ammie,” she said.
“Ammie…” the soft slurred voice agreed sweetly.
“Where is she?” Bruce demanded. He was so white that Ruth
thought he was going to faint; but she could not move, not even to
prevent him from falling. It was Pat who took charge; his hand on
Bruce’s shoulder pushed the boy back on the couch; his voice,
professionally flat, took up the questioning.
“Forget that. Amanda, you come to Sara. Why do you come?”
“Help,” the voice wailed, and Sara’s body shook from
shoulder to heels. “Help… Ammie….”
“We will help,” Pat said quickly. “Don’t be afraid.
You’re safe here, safe with us. No one can hurt you. Whom do you fear?
Is it Douglass Campbell? Is he the one who comes in the darkness?”
“Father.”
“Your father, Douglass Campbell. Is he still there, in
the house?”
“Still there,” the soft voice whispered. “Still…hurting.
Help…Ammie….”
“What does he want?”
“Hurt…oh….”
The voice was unbearably pitiful. Pat’s face was as pale
as Bruce’s, but his voice retained the professional calm of the trained
hypnotist’s.
“He can’t hurt you, Amanda. You are safe. Safe. I tell
you that, and you know it is true. But you must help us, so that we can
keep you safe. What does your father fear? Was he involved in the
Plot—when they were trying to free the British soldiers in Georgetown?”
“George Town,” said Ammie’s voice; and Ruth heard, with a
terrible thrill, that it broke the word into two parts. “Father
helped…. Anthony knew….”
“Anthony Doyle?”
“Anthony…knew father….”
“I understand,” Pat said, as the voice rose. “Anthony
knew your father was a traitor. Anthony was a soldier, wasn’t he? In
the Continental army?”
“General’s…aid….” The voice had an echoof dead pride that
struck Ruth more coldly than anything it had yet said.
“Why didn’t he tell the General?” Pat asked. “About your
father?”
“Told…father….”
Ruth writhed with the ambiguity of it; she wanted to take
Amanda by the shoulders and shake some sense into her. But she knew
this would be dangerous, for Sara as well as for the dazed girl ghost.
And Pat seemed intuitively to understand the incoherent words.
“He told your father he knew? Is that right? He wanted to
warn him?”
“Told father. Fair….” Sara’s lips twisted in a spasm of
silent laughter, and Ruth shrank back against the couch.
“Of course, that was the only fair thing to do,” Pat
agreed soothingly, though his forehead was shining with perspiration.
“He was your father, and Doyle loved you. He came for you, didn’t he?
Now, Amanda, listen to me. You are safe; no one can hurt you here. Tell
me what happened the day Captain Doyle came to take you away.”
“Night,” Amanda said strongly. Sara’s eyes, and what lay
behind them, grew glazed and fixed. “Came…night….”
“At night,” Pat agreed. “What happened, Amanda?”
“Night. Came…Father saw…Father….”
The glazed eyes lifted, and for the first and only time
Ruth saw the living face of Amanda Campbell, as it had looked on that
night in April (oh, the lilacs!) of 1780. It was the same face she had
seen in her dream.
“Father,” the voice began again, with obvious strain; and
then the last syllable lifted and soared into a scream that made Ruth’s
heart stop. “Not dead! Not dead!” the dead girl cried, and the body of
the living girl wrung its hands and twisted as if in pain.
Pat’s arm swept out just in time to heave Bruce back onto
the couch. He dropped out of his chair onto one knee before Sara, and
took her by the shoulders.
“Ammie, be still, stop, be quiet, everything is all
right….”
It was the tone rather than the words that did the job,
the blend of firm confidence and cajolery. The screams died to a wild
sobbing; and finally the mesmerist, now gray to the lips, was able to
insinuate his final command.
“All right, Amanda, you’re a good girl…. You helped, you
helped very much, it’s all over now…. Forget. Safe…. You’re safe. It’s
time for you to go now, time for Sara to come back. Time for Amanda to
go home.”
The sobbing was quieter and less endurable; it had a
piteous quality that wrung the heart. The fading voice said, in tones
of infinite desolation,
“Can’t. Ammie can’t…go home.”
V
A single silver chime sounded. Ruth looked dazedly at the
clock. Only an hour, for all that turmoil…. She turned back to Pat,
putting the fatbellied glass into his lax hand.
“Drink it, all of it. You need something.”
“She’s asleep?”
“Yes, finally. The sleeping pill worked.”
“God, I hated to give it to her! I’m terrified of drugs
in these abnormal states. But what could I do?”
“Nothing. You had to.” Ruth sat down on the couch beside
him. She was abnormally calm herself; seeing everyone break down all
around her had strengthened her will. Resolutely she pushed to the back
of her brain the memory of Sara after the invader had finally gone. Or
had she? In the moments before the sleep of exhaustion and drugs had
claimed her niece, she had not been at all sure what part was Sara and
what the lingering remnant of Amanda Campbell, now firmly implanted in
the channels of another girl’s brain.
“I sent her away,” Pat insisted, as if to convince
himself. “I tried, Ruth.”
“You did marvelously, I couldn’t have spoken, let alone
handled her as you did. Pat, it’s all right! She’ll be fine in the
morning.”
“Is Bruce still up there?” Pat gulped roughly two ounces
of brandy and sat up a little straighter.
“Yes, I told him to lie down on the other bed. This is no
time for the conventions.”
“I don’t give a damn about the conventions; the kid needs
sleep himself. You’ll have to sit up with her, Ruth. We can’t risk it.
I’d do it myself, only….”
He hid his face in his hands with a painful groan, and
Ruth rescued the brandy glass just before it baptized him.
“It was a crazy, touching thing for her to do,” he said
between his fingers.
“In a way I know how she felt—and I don’t even have this
fantastic empathy with Ammie. She’s desperate to end it, Pat. We’ll all
go out of our minds from the strain, even if nothing worse happens.”
“Bruce has an idea.” Pat took the glass back and finished
its contents. He gave a short, unpleasant laugh. “I never thought I’d
see the day when I would hang breathless on the words of a young twerp
like that.”
“He’s better able to handle this. More involved than you,
brighter than I. And less hidebound than either. He was right about
that, Pat; they all are, darn them. You do get petrified in your
thinking as you grow older.”
“Not in all your thinking.” He gave her a feeble,
sidelong smile, and then withdrew his hand from her touch. “Ruth, I’m
afraid to touch you, and that’s the truth. But you know—”
“Yes, I know. This can’t last forever, Pat.”
“Then the other ghosts are laid?”
“I think so. Yes.”
“Then maybe some good has come out of this ghastly mess.
I’d like to believe it. I’d like to believe something.”
The low flames on the hearth sputtered, dying, and the
stillness of late night gathered closer.
“My own beliefs are all jumbled up,” Ruth said somewhat
shyly. “But, Pat, I can see hints of things I never dared believe
before…. Isn’t this one of the great questions? Survival?”
“Yes, survival—but of what? We’ve been given no proof of
Heaven, Ruth. Only of Hell.”
SARA PICKED UP A FORK AND STARED AT
IT BLANKLY; and Ruth’s heart stopped. Her panic was only
slightly lessened when Sara shrugged and plunged the fork into a piece
of bacon. There had been too many such incidents already this morning,
and it was not even eleven o’clock.
Ruth had not meant to sleep at all, but her body was too
much for her; it demanded rest. She fell into a solid, dreamless sleep
at dawn. Bruce had already eaten and left the house by the time the
others stumbled downstairs, and there was no sign in the kitchen that
he had any breakfast beyond a cup of coffee.
The doorbell rang as they were finishing breakfast, and
Pat went to answer it. The ringer was Bruce, who ambled into the
kitchen with something less than his usual grace. He looked like
Death—a decadent, elegant Renaissance version, bearded and long-haired.
“I borrowed your car,” he told Pat, and held out a bunch
of keys on one forefinger. “Hope you don’t mind.”
Pat took the keys and looked at them stupidly for a
moment before shrugging and putting them in his pocket. They were all
stupid with weariness, Ruth thought; and felt a surge of hope. Maybe
Sara’s frightening moments of unresponsiveness meant no more than that.
“Where’d you go?” Pat asked, pouring more coffee.
“Huh? Oh. Hardware store.”
“Did you have any breakfast?” Sara seemed more alert in
Bruce’s presence. “I’ll cook you some eggs.”
“No, thanks,” Bruce said. A look of profound distaste
curled his lips. “Not hungry.”
“Well,” Ruth said, with a bright air which even she found
hideously inapropos, “let’s get to work, shall we? The attic for me and
Bruce—”
“Not the attic,” Bruce cut in. “Have you got some slacks
with you? Well, you can change after we get there.”
“What do you—Bruce. What did you get at the hardware
store?”
“Tools. Ax, crowbar, wrenches.”
“The cellar door,” Pat said. “Is that it, Bruce?”
The eyes of the two men met and a flash of understanding
passed between them.
“We’ve a problem of tactics,” Pat went on, while Ruth sat
speechless. “Ruth isn’t exactly bulging with muscle, and it’s your
right hand, isn’t it, that’s damaged. If I remember that door, you need
a bulldozer. Or two strong right arms.”
“Of all the people who shouldn’t—” Bruce began.
“I couldn’t agree more. But I don’t see how you can do it
otherwise.”
Bruce said nothing, but his shoulders sagged visibly. His
hands lay on the table, curled around his cup of coffee. The bandages
on the right hand were amateurishly clumsy, bulky enough in themselves
to make any effort awkward.
“You should have a doctor look at that hand,” Ruth said,
still groping. “I used half a bottle of iodine, but—”
“Time for that later,” Bruce said. The implication hung
heavy in the air, but he did not voice it. “God. I wish I knew what to
do.”
“You can’t call anyone else in to help,” Pat continued,
with hard insistence. “If what we suspect is true, this is going to be
a hell of a mess. Don’t forget, Bruce, we haven’t seen Douglass
materialize in the daytime yet.”
“Yet,” Bruce repeated witlessly.
“If we keep the women out….”
“Sara, yes,” Ruth said. “But I’m coming.”
In the end it was decided that they should all go. Ruth
knew that Bruce gave in to Sara’s insistence only because he was
equally afraid of leaving the girl alone. And as they prepared to leave
the house he took Ruth aside for a moment, and she learned the other,
principal reason for his surrender.
“I want you to have this,” he said, and handed her a can,
a fat aerosol spray container.
“What on earth….”
“Sssh!” Bruce glanced over his shoulder. Pat’s footsteps
could be heard in the hall upstairs; Sara was finishing the breakfast
dishes in the kitchen. “It’s one of those chemical gas sprays they use
in riots. You know how to operate it, don’t you? Point it, like shaving
cream—what else comes in these cans? Furniture polish? Then you’ve
operated them before.”
“But what—” Ruth was beginning to feel as if she had
never been allowed to finish a sentence. Bruce interrupted, “You pick
out a nice safe spot, out of the way, near the exit. Keep this thing
handy, but out of sight, your finger on the nozzle. If you see the
slightest sign of anything you don’t like, from Pat or Sara—or me, for
that matter—point the thing and let ’em have it. It’s a new kind, works
instantaneously. Remember to hold your breath; but since you’ll be
behind it—”
“I don’t believe it,” Ruth muttered. She eyed the
harmless-looking can with repugnant incredulity.
“Ruth, I’m counting on you! I don’t think we’re in any
danger at this time of day, otherwise I wouldn’t dare risk it. But
you’re the reserves. I was planning to keep this can myself if Pat and
I went down there together; I don’t much enjoy the idea of meeting
Douglass Campbell when he’s armed with an ax. But this is better. You
can keep it ready, and he won’t know…. Sssh, here they come. It’s
important that he doesn’t know you have it, stick it in your purse till
we—”
He turned to give Sara a fairly convincing smile; and
Ruth, her hands trembling, jammed the can into her bag.
II
The atmosphere of the cellar had not improved since their
last visit; it was still dusty, damp, and grim. After the ominous,
unused stillness that overlay the rest of the house, a stillness that
seemed to Ruth to hum with ominous anticipation, the cellar was even
worse.
With a meaningful glance at Ruth, Bruce turned on the
electric lantern he had brought and ducked into the space behind the
furnace. Pat followed without a word, heaving the heavier of the two
crowbars onto his shoulder. He had shed coat and overcoat, as well as
his tie, upstairs, and the muscles of his back and shoulders, visible
through his thin shirt, were impressive. Ruth felt a shiver slide down
her spine. She had never had a higher opinion of Bruce’s courage. To be
trapped in that dusty, confined space, with something armed for murder,
something that still raged with an insane fury that had survived two
centuries….
“Sit here,” she said to Sara, indicating a place on the
stair; and, rising, she went to stand near the wall in a spot from
which she could see the two men. She still wore her coat, on the not
invalid excuse that the basement was chilly, and her right hand was in
the large patch pocket.
Bruce glanced at her over his shoulder and Ruth smiled at
him, willing him all the strength she could give, by her presence and
her knowledge. He produced a rather strained smile in response; and she
thought, I’ve done him an injustice. If Sara can catch him, she’ll have
a prize. This isn’t an intellectual game for him; he’s risking his life
for her sanity. How many men would do that for a girl?
Then the ax in Pat’s hands came down with a crash that
echoed through the close, dank air.
After all it took less than an hour to force the door.
Pat’s strength made the difference. The solid planks had hardened with
age, the nails had rusted in place, and each piece of wood had to be
hacked to pieces before it could be wrenched out. But finally only an
inch of wood lay between them and the hidden space beyond. Nothing
could be seen; there was not a trace of light from the inner cellar.
But a breath of dead, noisome air penetrated the cracks and made both
men back away.
“Why don’t you rest for a minute?” Ruth suggested.
She was half sick herself with apprehension. It had gone
too smoothly; she could not believe that they would accomplish their
aim without interference. Unless, she reminded herself, it was
pointless. Perhaps their effort had been for nothing, and the
mysterious blocked-off space was only an empty, abandoned cellar.
But in her innermost mind she did not believe it. The
tension could not be all imaginary; some of it, thickening as the
moments wore on, must come from the outer air. At one point she had
thought she felt a breath of the familiar, deadly cold, and she had
risked leaving her post just long enough to dash up the stairs and
close the door. Illogically, she felt more secure with even that frail
barrier between her and the ominously quiet living room. On her way
down she had almost stumbled over an object which lay on the stairs
beside Sara. She recognized it—the big Bible, which the girl had
evidently carried down from the living room. Ruth approved the thought,
but her glance at Sara did nothing to lighten her apprehension. Silent
and withdrawn, the girl sat on the step staring into nothing, like a
statue.
Now as the final barrier lay before them, ready to be
breached, her fingers were so wet with perspiration that they slipped
on the slick surface of the can in her pocket.
“Why don’t you rest for a minute?” she repeated.
“Better not wait,” Pat said briefly and significantly. He
inserted his crowbar into the center boards. They gave, with a creak
and a screech, and Pat stepped back, his hand before his face, as the
unwholesome air gushed out.
“Whew,” he said. “The place is like an ancient tomb. Wait
a minute, Bruce, and let the air clear.”
Bruce nodded. He was leaning frankly against the wall,
his chest heaving in and out, his shirt clinging damply to his body.
Ruth knew that his exhaustion was not solely the product of physical
exertion. After a few minutes Pat said, “It’s better now.”
He picked up the ax and knocked out the remaining
fragments of wood. Hoisting the lantern, he vanished into the hole,
which brightened with wavering light.
Bruce gave Ruth a desperate, wordless look, and followed.
Ruth glanced from the rigid form of her niece to the
dusty yellow-lit hole in the wall. She did not like Sara’s look or
Sara’s position, so near the upper doorway; but she knew her presence
was more badly needed elsewhere.
It would have taken some resolution to enter the
condensed atmosphere of the hidden room under ordinary circumstances.
But for Ruth, personal distaste was swallowed up by her fear for the
others. She was afraid to let Pat out of her sight for an instant; and,
under the other emotions that drove her, she was conscious of a feeble
flicker of plain, ordinary curiosity.
At first glance the old cellar was a disappointment.
It had even fewer features of interest than the outer
room. It had always been windowless. The walls, of heavy stone instead
of cement, were covered with slimy lichen, of a sickly yellow-green,
and they gleamed wetly in the light of the lantern. The floor was
beaten earth, so hard that the dampness lay on its surface in
oily-looking beads. In a corner, out of the direct lantern light,
something shone with pale luminosity. The basement
made a splendid nursery for mushrooms, very big, very
white, and oddly swollen-looking.
Despite the seeming normalcy of the room, Bruce was not
at ease. He had gotten his back up against the wall—or as close against
it as he could get without actually touching the slimy surface—and he
still held, with an attempt at casualness that was definitely
unconvincing, one of the crowbars. Pat seemed comparatively unmoved. He
looked up as Ruth hesitated fastidiously on the threshold.
“Hand me that shovel, Ruth, will you?”
Ruth obeyed, concealing her reluctance at stepping onto
the nasty-looking floor. The space was larger than she had anticipated.
It must lie under most of the long living room area, and—she shied
back, uncontrollably, as the realization struck her—it must be, in
actual fact, the original stone-built foundations of the first house.
Douglass Campbell’s house.
After a wordless consultation with Bruce, who only
shrugged helplessly, Pat went to the far, back corner and shoved the
spade into the earth. The floor was not as hard as it looked; Pat’s big
foot, placed firmly on the head of the spade, forced it several inches
into the ground.
It was as if the shovel touched a spring buried deep in
the earth, and set off the reaction. Ruth had turned to watch Pat. She
was still puzzled as to his intent, though it seemed clear enough to
Bruce, and for a moment she had forgotten nervous fears in curiosity.
Bruce was the first to see it come, perhaps because he was expecting
it. His mouth opened in a shout which never emerged; and Ruth’s eyes
followed the direction of his pointing hand.
She had actually expected to see Sara, once more in the
grasp of her unwelcome visitant. But the other—no, she had always seen
it in a certain spot, and never expected to see it elsewhere. The cloud
of black was dim; it writhed as if in struggle. Douglass Campbell did
not like the daylight. But his need, now, was more desperate than
custom.
“Not here,” Ruth said, hardly aware that she had spoken.
“No…not here….”
“This is where it comes from, this is the center,” Bruce
shot at her. “The spray, Ruth—get it. Pat….”
Ruth obeyed, though with difficulty; her fingers were
already numb with cold. Balancing the crowbar in unsteady hands, Bruce
swung around to face Pat; and Ruth hesitated, because the field of her
weapon included both men.
And because, this time, Douglass Campbell was not having
it all his own way. Perhaps it was because he was weaker, between
cockcrow and dusk; perhaps because Pat now was warned and reacting with
all the strength of his will. From first to last he did not utter a
sound, nor move beyond the first involuntary start of surprise that
swung him back, away from the shovel. Somehow his immobility only made
the struggle more apparent, and its ferocity more felt. Ruth watched
the perspiration gather and stream down his face, saw the muscles
tighten in the arms that still gripped the spade handle. His lips were
drawn back in a spasm that bared his teeth. She stood waiting, her hand
on the incongruous weapon, and as she watched the wavering column of
darkness seemed to shrink.
Then the cry she had choked back rose up in her throat.
In the doorway, behind the Thing, stood Sara. It was Sara, not the
other girl, but a Sara who appeared to be walking in her sleep. In her
arms she cradled the heavy Book as another woman might hold a baby.
Bruce lunged forward, raising the heavy steel bar. Ruth
never knew what he intended to do with it, for as he moved his foot
slipped and he skidded to his knees. Before he could rise, Sara spoke.
“It’s no use.” She spoke in a conversational tone, and
Ruth’s blood froze as she realized that Sara was not addressing any of
the three human beings in the room. “It’s over, can’t you see that? You
can’t silence all of us.”
She paused, her head tilted in an uncanny listening look.
“It was never any use,” she went on, in the same
reasonable voice. “Who were you trying to fool? He beholdeth all the
sons of man.”
Ruth wondered who “he” might be. Then she knew, and her
breath caught painfully in her throat.
“ ‘Behold, the eye of the Lord is upon them that fear
him,’” Sara said. “It was all known, and the end determined, from the
beginning. Now go, and seek the hope that even such as you were
promised. Go…in peace.”
The smoky column swayed and shrank. Then, with an absurd
little pop, it was gone; and Ruth, running through the space it had
occupied, caught Sara in her arms as the girl collapsed.
III
They found what they were seeking almost at once, in the
very spot where Pat had begun to dig. Sara had recovered from her faint
almost at once, and with only the vaguest memories of what she had
said. Standing with her arm around the girl, Ruth looked down at the
pitiful remnants of mortality. Some quality in the clayey soil had
preserved them well.
“So he was here,” she said. “Douglass Campbell.”
“No.” Bruce shook his head. “These bones have never been
touched by fire. And Douglass’s remains would have been gathered up
with the debris of the upper stories of the house.” He stooped, and
with careful fingers pulled from the earth a twisted piece of corroded
metal. “The buckle of the belt of a military uniform,” he said, holding
it up. “This wasn’t Douglass, Ruth. It was Anthony Doyle.”
The light shone steadily on the four white faces and
motionless hands, but there was nothing in the foul air now beyond its
own natural gases.
“He came that night for Ammie,” Bruce went on, “but he
never left. He’s been here ever since—ever since Douglass Campbell
murdered him and buried him in the cellar.”
“And that was the secret Douglass Campbell tried to hide
for two centuries,” Ruth said; but she knew the truth, even before
Bruce’s head moved, again, in the slow gesture of negation.
“No. Douglass Campbell went mad that night, but not
because of Doyle’s murder. I can almost predict the spot where we’ll
find her—right under that certain area in the room above—the opposite
corner from this, as far away from her lover as he could put her. Even
in death he couldn’t endure to have them lie together.”
IV
It was like being born again, to come up the stairs into
the thin sunlight of a winter day. Ruth went to change her clothes and
found herself scrubbing her hands over and over, as if the miasma of
the cellar and what it contained could be washed away. When the four
gathered, in the kitchen, Ruth suggested lunch, like a good hostess;
but it was unanimously and immediately refused. Her offer of wine was
more acceptable and as she poured the sherry, Ruth remarked,
“If this hadn’t ended we’d all have become alcoholics.
I’ve never drunk so much, at such peculiar times of day, as I lave
lately.”
“If this hadn’t ended,” Sara repeated, and stared rather
blankly around the circle of pallid faces. “I can’t believe it. This,”
she indicated, with a wave of her hand, the smug modern kitchen. “This
is anticlimactic.”
“But it is over,” Ruth said. “He won’t be back. I don’t
know why I’m so sure, but I am.”
“Yes, he’s gone. And how the hell Sara ever—” Ruth caught
Pat’s eye and shook her head in silent warning, but he had already
stopped speaking. They all felt, somehow, that Sara’s last seizure had
better not be discussed, at least not then. Instead Pat turned to Bruce.
“He wasn’t normal, was he? That was the terror we felt,
his madness.”
“He lived the last forty years of his life, and died,
insane,” Bruce said soberly. “That was the state in which his spirit
lingered. Imagine those years, month after month, cooped up in this
house, with what lay below in the cellar, rotting….”
“Don’t,” Ruth said faintly.
“That wasn’t the worst—not what was in the cellar but
what still clung to the house and the old man’s mad, decaying brain. He
must have seen her in every room, heard her at every moment of his
waking life—and in his dreams….”
“He had to kill her, after he killed Doyle,” Pat said
more prosaically. “She’d have destroyed him if he hadn’t stopped her.
She must have known; maybe she saw it done.”
“Oh, yes, she saw it done,” Ruth said; she was shaken by
a sudden fit of shivering. “She saw it done…. Dear heaven, don’t you
remember? We heard her screaming, just as she must have done that
night….”
“ ‘Not dead,’” Sara repeated. “She wasn’t talking about
herself when she said that. A phonograph record, cracked and caught,
repeating—repeating the words she said when she saw Anthony Doyle fall,
by her father’s hand. ‘He can’t be dead—he’s not dead….’”
“At least she didn’t have much time in which to suffer,”
Ruth said.
“Only an eternity.” Bruce’s face was pinched. “However
the dead reckon time…. She never stopped suffering; she was caught in
that one unendurable moment like a fly in a spider’s web. Both of them,
she and her father—murderer and victim….”
“Maybe the first murder—Doyle’s—was an accident,” Ruth
said. “Surely he wouldn’t have had to kill the boy to keep Ammie from
eloping.”
Bruce shook his head.
“Part of it will always be conjecture; but—remember
Ammie’s own words. Doyle was the General’s aide. I’ll give you three
guesses which general,” he added.
“There were lots of ’em,” Pat said practically. “Gates,
Greene, von Steuben—”
“I know which General,” Ruth said. “You be logical. I
know.”
“Me, too.” Bruce smiled at her. “Hopeless romantics, both
of us. Anyhow, the General, whoever he was, sent Doyle to this area. He
fell in love with Ammie, and she with him; but he never had a chance
with the old man. In the course of his duties Doyle came across the
Plot. Imagine his feelings when he discovered that the old rat
Campbell, who had thrown him out of the house, was up to his neck in
treason! He had a perfect instrument of revenge—but he couldn’t use it
without destroying his fondest hopes. The other conspirators were
hanged, if you recall. How could he expect to marry the girl after he
had, in effect, killed her father? So he came that night to warn the
old S.O.B. to give up his dangerous activities. Remember Ammie’s own
words; he wanted to be fair. I would guess that he had already recorded
the names of the other conspirators, but he omitted Douglass Campbell’s
name. He came in good faith; but he underestimated Campbell’s hate. He
probably never even had a chance to defend himself.”
“And yet you say he is at rest,” Ruth said wonderingly.
“Ruth, I don’t pretend to account for this world, let
alone the next. But maybe…Doyle died in what you might call a state of
grace. His intentions were honorable, his actions harmless; hell, he
probably wasn’t even mad at anybody. There was no guilt on his soul, to
keep it from the peace his faith had taught him to expect. But
Campbell—by the terms of his own creed he was damned! He expected to go
straight to Hell, and he did. I can’t think of any greater hell than to
endlessly relive the act that destroyed you.”
“And Ammie?”
Bruce’s face assumed the curiously gentle expression it
wore when Ammie’s name was mentioned.
“Ammie. He wouldn’t let her go, in life or in death. And
she—she had time, before she died, not only for terror and the last
extremity of fear, but for hate. How could she help but hate him, after
what she had seen him do?”
“But how did you know?” Ruth demanded. “You did know—both
of you. Pat even knew where to start digging.”
“You, of all people, should have seen the truth,” Bruce
said. “Good Lord, you were the one who told me about your feeling, when
you saw me and Pat squaring off, that it had all happened before. You
even suggested that it must have been Douglass and Doyle who were the
original antagonists. But if they had ever met in such an encounter—one
so violent that it left an imprint on the very air of the house…. Doyle
would have been as helpless as I was. He couldn’t have killed her
father, any more than I could slug Pat.”
“I knew after that last talk with Ammie,” Pat said. “It
seemed so hellishly plain to me—maybe because I was still getting
flashes of Douglass’s memories. She tried so hard to tell us what
happened….”
“We should have suspected from the first,” Bruce
concluded. “All the clues were there. Ammie’s terror and shock
indicated a violent end in the house to which she was bound, not a
peaceful death in Camden, New Jersey, at the ripe old age of eighty.
And there was Douglass’s behavior—shutting himself up, not even going
to church—that suggested something stronger than grief. He was afraid
to face his angry God with that black sin on his soul.”
“His own daughter,” Ruth murmured. “Infanticide. The
worst possible sin….”
“No.” The boy’s dark head moved in the now-familiar
gesture. “It was bad enough, but it wasn’t the worst. The thing that
drove Douglass Campbell mad was not so much his crime as the reason for
it. He didn’t kill Ammie to keep her from betraying his other murder.
No normal father could have done that. He killed her because—”
His eyes met Pat’s; and the older man’s head bowed.
“You felt it,” Bruce said.
“I felt it,” Pat agreed heavily. “But I didn’t know what
it was, not until we had the whole story. The ravenous desire, and the
sick hatred of that same desire…. It’s in here, somewhere….” He pulled
the Bible toward him; Ruth had carried it up from the basement. He
began leafing through the pages.
“He never remarried,” Bruce said. “Not in all those
years, when other men acquired three and four wives. She was all he
wanted, or needed. And then she tried to leave him….”
He broke off, as something in the quality of Pat’s
silence struck him. Pat had found the reference he wanted; he sat
staring down at the page, where a passage was savagely underlined in
strokes of dark blue ink—the same ink which had obliterated Ammie’s
name.
“But I say unto you, that whosoever looketh on a woman to
lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart.”
V
The words had all been said; but the final scene was not
played until some weeks later. The famous oaks of St. Stephen’s raised
bare branches into a sky sagging with iron-gray clouds, and the somber
green of the pines made a dark background for the white marble of
crosses and headstones. When the first flakes of snow began to drift
down, Father Bishko excused himself and went in. The others lingered,
looking down at the simple stone with its paired names and dates.
“How did you ever get Anthony’s birth date?” Ruth asked.
“Oh—from the army records, of course. I’m amazed that they go back so
far.”
“Not only that, but they can be revised,” Pat said with
an air of modest triumph. “I told you about Doyle’s being listed as a
deserter.”
“Yes. Final confirmation of the truth, if we needed
confirmation….”
“Hardly,” Bruce said grimly. “I didn’t know it was
possible to tell so much, just from bones.”
“Age, sex, manner of death,” Pat said. “I took that
course in physical anthropology twenty years ago, but a fractured skull
and a broken neck aren’t hard to spot. Campbell must have been a giant
of a man….” Ruth shivered. He put his arm around her, and went on more
cheerfully, “Anyhow, Doyle has been reinstated. I don’t know that he
cares; but I feel better, somehow.”
“How on earth did you accomplish that?” Ruth asked.
“I found a General with some imagination.” Pat laughed,
and gave Bruce a friendly slap on the back that almost sent the boy
sprawling. “Bruce is still sulking. He hates to admit that any army
officer can have a heart.”
“He’s an Irishman,” Bruce said sourly. “As you might
expect.”
“And a friend of Pat’s?” Sara guessed.
“Like Father Bishko,” Ruth said. “Thanks to Pat’s wide
circle of acquaintances, we’ve managed to do this without publicity. I
didn’t think we could. Father Bishko was splendid.”
“He’s a master at tactful planning,” Pat said. “And think
how relieved he was to find out that all he needed to arrange was a
memorial Mass and a cemetery plot. Not much compared with a full-scale
exorcism—and the distinct probability of another encounter with evil
incarnate.”
“How you can find it amusing, even now….”
“It’s been over a month,” Pat said. “And not a sign.”
“Yes, I can put the house up for sale with a clear
conscience.”
Hands jammed in his pockets, black hair powdered with
snow, Bruce glanced at Ruth.
“You really intend to sell the house? After all the years
it’s been in the family?”
“I offered it to you and Sara,” Ruth said, and smiled, a
bit wryly, at the boy’s involuntary gesture of rejection. “Yes, well,
you know how I feel, then. The place is purged, I’m sure. But….”
“Anyhow, family pride is the emptiest of vanities,” Sara
said firmly. She bent over to straighten the sheaf of flowers that lay
against the stone.
“Where did you find lilac, at this time of year?” Ruth
asked.
“You can get anything anytime, if you pay enough for it,”
Bruce said. “And we paid enough.”
“You’re already starting to sound like a husband,” Ruth
warned. Bruce gave her a sheepish smile.
“I was just kidding. Sara had this thing about lilac; she
kept insisting it’s what Ammie would have liked.”
“Oh, yes,” Ruth said. She looked at Sara. So she was not
the only one who had smelled the scent of lilac on a night in November.
“Yes, nothing could be more suitable.”
“I’m freezing,” Bruce said crankily. “And I’ve already
missed one class today. Since I’ve got to get that damned degree before
Sara’s mother will let us get married….”
“It’s easier than dragons,” Ruth pointed out.
“One thing still bugs me,” Pat remarked, as they started
to turn away from the quiet earth, now blanketed by the soft white
purity of the snow. “The voice. It must have been Douglass. But it
sounded so pathetic….”
“No,” Ruth said. “Ha—beat you to it, Bruce. You know
everything, so you must have an idea about this too. You never did
think the voice was Douglass, did you?”
“No.” Bruce drew lines in the snow with his toe, and
studied them intently.
“Well?”
“It sounds so damned…sentimental,” Bruce complained.
“What’s wrong with being sentimental?” Pat asked.
“Well….” Bruce added two more lines, making a rectangle.
“He was safe,” he said, addressing the tip of his shoe. “But how could
he rest quietly, knowing that she was still lost?”
“Oh,” Ruth said. “I see.”
“He doesn’t need to call her anymore.” Bruce’s eyes went
to the sheaf of delicate purple flowers, sending their sharp perfume
through the falling snow. “Because now, finally, Ammie has come home.”
ELIZABETH PETERS
(writing as BARBARA MICHAELS) was
born and brought up in Illinois and earned her Ph.D. in Egyptology from
the University of Chicago’s famed Oriental Institute. Peters was named
Grandmaster at the inaugural Anthony Awards in 1986, Grandmaster by the
Mystery Writers of America at the Edgar® Awards in 1998, and given
The Lifetime Achievement Award at Malice Domestic in 2003. She lives in
an historic farmhouse in western Maryland.
Ammie, Come Home
ELIZABETH PETERS
WRITING AS
BARBARA MICHAELS
Chapter
1
BY FIVE O’ CLOCK
IT WAS ALMOST DARK, WHICH
WAS not surprising, since the month was November; but
Ruth kept glancing uneasily toward the windows at the far end of the
room. It was a warm, handsome room, furnished in the style of a past
century, with furniture whose present value would have astonished the
original owners. Only the big overstuffed sofas, which faced one
another before the fireplace, were relatively modern. Their ivory
brocade upholstery fitted the blue-and-white color scheme, which had
been based upon the delicate Wedgwood plaques set in the mantel. A
cheerful fire burned on the hearth, sending sparks dancing from the
crystal glasses on the coffee table and turning the sherry in the
cut-glass decanter the color of melted copper. Since her niece had come
to stay with her, Ruth had set out glasses and wine every evening. It
was a pleasant ritual, which they both enjoyed even when it was
followed by nothing more elegant than hamburgers. But tonight Sara was
late.
The darkening windows blossomed yellow as the
streetlights went on; and Ruth rose to draw the curtains. She lingered
at the window, one hand absently stroking the pale blue satin. Sara’s
class had been over at three thirty….
And, Ruth reminded herself sternly, Sara was twenty years
old. When she agreed to board her niece while the girl attended the
Foreign Service Institute at a local university, she had not guaranteed
full-time baby-sitting. Sara, of course, considered herself an adult.
However, to Ruth her niece still had the touching, terrifying illusion
of personal invulnerability which is an unmistakable attribute of
youth. And the streets of Washington—even of this ultrafashionable
section—were not completely safe after dark.
Even at the dying time of year, with a bleak dusk
lowering, the view from Ruth’s window retained some of the famous charm
of Georgetown, a charm based on formal architecture and the awareness
of age. Nowadays that antique grace was rather self-conscious; after
decades of neglect, the eighteenth-century houses of the old town had
become fashionable again, and now they had the sleek, smug look born of
painstaking restoration and a lot of money.
The houses across the street had been built in the early
1800’s. The dignified Georgian facades, ornamented by well-proportioned
dormers and handsome fanlights, abutted directly on the street, with
little or no yard area in front. Behind them were the gardens for which
the town was famous, hidden from passersby and walled off from the
sight of near neighbors. Now only the tops of leafless trees could be
seen.
The atmosphere was somewhat marred by the line of cars,
parked bumper to bumper and, for the most part, illegally. Parking was
one of Georgetown’s most acrimoniously debated problems, not unusual in
a city which had grown like Topsy before the advent of the automobile.
The vehicles that moved along the street had turned on their
headlights, and Ruth peered nervously toward the corner, and the bus
stop. Still no sign of Sara. Ruth muttered something mildly profane
under her breath and then shook her head with a self-conscious smile.
The mother-hen instinct was all the stronger for having been delayed.
II
Ruth was in her mid-forties. She had always been small,
and still kept her trim figure, but since she refused to “do things” to
her graying hair, or indulge in any of the other fads demanded of women
by an age which makes such a fetish of youth, her more modish friends
referred to her pityingly as “well-preserved.” She bought her clothes
at the same elegant little Georgetown boutique which she had patronized
for fifteen years, and wore precisely the same size she had worn at the
first. The suit she was wearing was a new purchase: a soft tweedy
mixture of pink and blue, with a shell-pink, high-necked sweater. As a
businesswoman she clung to the tradition of suits, but as a feminine
person she liked the pastels which set off her blue eyes and gilt hair,
now fading pleasantly from gold to silver.
Standing at the tall window, she shivered despite the
suit jacket. This part of the room was always too cold; even the heavy,
lined drapes did not seem to keep out tendrils of chilly air, and the
room was too long and narrow for the single fireplace halfway along its
long wall. Ruth wondered idly how her ancestors had stood the cold in
the days before central heating. They were tougher in the good old
days, she thought—tougher in every way, less sentimental and more
realistic. None of them would have stood jittering and biting their
nails over a child who was a few minutes late. Of course, in those days
a well-bred young woman wouldn’t be out at dusk without a chaperone.
As Ruth was about to abandon her vigil a car slowed. It
hovered uncertainly for a few minutes and then darted, like the strange
insect it resembled, into a narrow space by a fireplug. Ruth leaned
forward, forgetting that she could be seen quite clearly in the lighted
window so near the street. Since there was hardly any subject which
interested her less than that of automobiles, she was unable to
identify the make of this one, except that she thought it “foreign.”
The near door opened; and a tangle of arms and legs
emerged and resolved itself into the tall figure of her niece. Ruth
smiled, partly in relief and partly because the sight of Sara trying to
get her long legs and miniskirts out of a very small car always amused
her. Her smile broadened as she got a good look at Sara’s costume.
Usually the girl was still in bed when Ruth left for work in the
morning; Sara was a junior and had learned the fine art of arranging
classes so that they did not interfere unduly with social activities or
sleep; and every evening Ruth awaited her niece’s appearance with
anticipation and mild alarm. Every new outfit seemed to her the
absolute end, the extreme beyond which it would be impossible to go.
And each time she found she was mistaken.
Sara had one arm filled with books. With the other hand
she swept the long black hair out of her face in a gesture that had
proved the biggest single irritant to her long-suffering but silent
aunt. The hair was absolutely straight. Ruth had never caught Sara
ironing it, but she suspected the worst. At least the hair covered the
girl’s ears and throat and shoulders, serving some of the functions of
the hat and scarf which Sara refused to wear; part of the time it also
kept her nose and chin warm.
The flowing locks presumably compensated for the lack of
covering on Sara’s lower extremities. This evening she was wearing the
long black boots which had been her most recent acquisition, but there
was a gap of some six inches between their tops and the bottom of
Sara’s skirt. The gap was filled, but not covered, by black mesh
stockings, which displayed a good deal of Sara between the half-inch
meshes.
Sara’s present costume was especially amusing when Ruth
recalled her first sight of the girl, that morning in early September.
Sara had stepped out of the taxi wearing a neat linen suit, nylon
stockings, alligator pumps, and—incredibly—a hat and gloves. Ruth
hadn’t seen the suit or the hat or the gloves since. In retrospect Ruth
couldn’t help feeling a bit flattered, not so much by Sara’s effort to
be conventional for her—since she suspected that Sara’s mother had had
a good deal to do with that—but by Sara’s assumption that she need not
continue to be conventional.
Sara leaned down to address the driver through the
window. The hair fell over her face again. Ruth forgot her twitching
fingers in her curiosity. This was not one of her niece’s usual
escorts. Sara was apparently inviting him to come in, for the car door
opened and a man stepped into the street. He narrowly missed being
annihilated by a Volkswagen which skidded by him, but he seemed to be
accustomed to this, as, indeed, are most Washingtonians.
Ruth’s first impression was neutral. He was a big man,
tall and broad-shouldered, but his most outstanding feature, visible
even in the dimmish streetlight, was his hair. Its brilliant carroty
red seemed untouched by gray. Yet Ruth knew he was not young; there was
something about the way he stood and moved….
He turned, in a brusque, sudden movement, and stared at
the house. Ruth dropped the drape and stepped back. The sudden lift and
turn of his head had been as direct as a touch. And what a fool she
was, to stand gaping out at the street like a gossipy suburban
housewife—or a Victorian guardian, checking up on her ward. She was
blushing—an endearing habit which even fifteen years in the civil
service had not eliminated—when she went to open the door. She had been
told that she looked charming when she blushed; the rosy color gave
vivacity to her pallor and delicate bone structure. Therefore she was
slightly annoyed when the eyes of the man who stood outside her door
slid blankly over her and focused on something beyond.
“Good God Almighty,” he said.
Ruth’s first, neutral impression was succeeded by one of
profound distaste.
She glanced over her shoulder.
“I’m so glad you like it,” she said frostily. “Won’t you
come in and have a better look? The wind is a bit chilly.”
“This is Professor MacDougal, Ruth,” Sara said, with the
familiar sweep of hand across brow. “He was nice enough to drive me
home. My aunt, Mrs. Bennett, Professor.”
“Putting his worst foot forward, as usual,” said
Professor MacDougal, displaying a set of predatory looking teeth. His
attention was now fully upon her, and Ruth wasn’t sure she liked it. He
was much bigger than she had realized—well over six feet and bulkily,
thickly built. His national ancestry was written across his face, but
it was not the Irish stereotype, which is more caricature than
actuality; it was the sort of face one sees in old Irish portraits,
combining dreamer and soldier. The hair was not pure red after all. It
had plenty of gray, iron-colored rather than silver. The skin of his
cheeks and chin was just beginning to loosen. He must be fifty, Ruth
thought, but he does have rather a nice smile….
“I’m sorry, Mrs. Bennett,” he went on. “That was a hell
of a way to address a strange lady, wasn’t it? Particularly when you
have just returned the lady’s young niece. But I like good
architecture, and that’s a remarkable staircase. Smaller than the one
at Octagon House, but equally fine.”
“Come in,” Ruth said.
“I am in. Want me to go back out and start all over?”
For a moment Ruth gaped at him, feeling as if she were on
a boat in bad weather, with the deck slipping out from under her feet.
Then something came to her rescue—for days she mistakenly identified it
as her sense of humor. She said smilingly, “Never mind, the damage is
done. What on earth do you teach, Professor?”
“Anthropology.”
“Of course.”
“Of course,” he repeated gravely. “The abrupt,
uncivilized manners, the profane speech, the weatherbeaten look….”
“Not at all,” Ruth said, trying to keep some grasp of the
conversation. “Sara has mentioned you often. She enjoys your course so
much. It was good of you to bring her home.”
“She stayed to help me sort some papers. But it wasn’t
out of my way. I had nothing in particular to do this evening.”
“Then you must have a glass of sherry—or something else,
if you’d rather—before you go back out into that wind.”
He accepted sherry, somewhat to Ruth’s surprise; it
seemed an inadequate beverage for someone so boisterously masculine,
and a beer stein was more suited to his big hand than the fragile,
fine-stemmed glass. He sat down on the sofa and relaxed, with a sigh
which was an unconscious tribute to the restful charm of the room.
“Nice. Very nice…. The hanging stair is the pièce
de résistance, though. Was the designer old Thornton
himself?”
“The man who did the Capitol? So tradition says, but it
can’t be proved.”
“In my salad days—about four wars back—I thought I wanted
to be an architect. I took the Georgetown House tour, along with the
social climbers and the gushing old ladies, but I never saw this house.
I’d have remembered the stairs.”
“Oh, then you’re a native? They are rare in Washington,
and rarer in Georgetown.”
“I don’t live here anymore,” he said briefly.
“But you may recall why this house wasn’t on display. The
previous owner was an eccentric old lady, a genuine Georgetown
personality. She used to say she didn’t want the vulgar rabble tracking
dust on her rugs and gaping at her possessions.”
“That’s right, I remember now—though I never heard her
reasons expressed quite so forcibly and unflatteringly. Am I right in
assuming that you bought the house furnished? You couldn’t have
collected this furniture and all the bric-a-brac, in your short
lifetime.”
“Your general assumption is correct,” Ruth said, ignoring
the blatant attempt at flattery. “But I didn’t buy the house. Old Miss
Campbell was my second cousin. She left it to me.”
“I didn’t know she had any living relatives. It’s
beginning to come back to me now—wasn’t she the last of the descendants
of the original builder?”
“Yes, she was. This is one of the few houses which has
never been restored because it was never neglected; much of the
furniture has stood in its present location for a hundred and fifty
years. I’m a member of a collateral line. Actually, Miss Campbell’s
father disowned my grandmother, about a thousand years ago.”
“How did you ever captivate the old lady?” MacDougal ran
one finger along the scalloped rim of the table beside him. He had big,
brown hands with thick fingers, but his touch was as delicate as a
musician’s.
“Darned if I know. When I came to Washington years ago I
called on her, just as a matter of courtesy. I wasn’t even interested
in the house, as I was going through my Swedish modern phase at the
time. But I knew that all her near relatives were dead, and I thought
the poor old soul might be lonely. I couldn’t have been more wrong! She
had a tongue like an adder, and she employed it freely, believe me. If
I hadn’t been so well brought up I’d have walked out after the first
five minutes. But I did adore the house; it was the first time I’d ever
seen a place like this. Even now my interest is completely uneducated;
I don’t have time to study architecture or antiques, I just enjoy them.
I was absolutely astounded last year, when Cousin Hattie’s lawyer wrote
to tell me that she had left the house to me.”
“Maybe you were the only relative she knew personally.
And she probably had a strong sense of family, like so many of these
vinegary old virgins.”
“I suppose so. I always felt guilty, because I didn’t
even know she had died. Her lawyer said she insisted on a private
funeral, but if I had only read the newspapers….”
“People our age haven’t yet taken to studying the
obituaries,” MacDougal said dryly. “Why should you feel guilty? She
wanted it that way. She isn’t going to haunt you. Or does she?”
“Does who do what?” asked Sara, coming in with a tray.
Ruth blinked, and managed to keep her face straight. Professor
MacDougal was getting what she and Sara, in their sillier moments,
referred to as “the full treatment”—smoked oysters, nuts (without
peanuts), and hot cheese puffs (frozen).
“Does old Miss Campbell haunt your aunt. Thanks, Sara,
that looks good.” MacDougal helped himself liberally to oysters; and
cast a disparaging eye over Sara’s costume. “But I must say that, while
I am generally in favor of the clothes you girls are wearing of late,
in this room you look as incongruous as a headhunter in Versailles.”
“I share your aesthetic reaction,” Ruth said with a
smile. “But I can’t picture Sara in ruffles and crinolines.”
“People just aren’t impressed by this sort of thing any
more,” Sara said scornfully. “In fact it’s terrible—sherry, antiques
and all that junk—while only a few blocks away…”
“That sort of contrast is the most banal cliché of
them all,” MacDougal said; and to Ruth’s surprise Sara took the
reprimand meekly.
“Yes, sir. But a cliché isn’t necessarily untrue,
is it?”
“No, dear, and I’d like to have everybody happy and equal
too. In the meantime, I’m just going to go on wallowing in my sinful
bourgeois pleasures, such as sherry and antiques. Aren’t you at all
susceptible to the charm of this place? It’s your family too, isn’t it?”
“I suppose so,” Sara said indifferently. “My mother is
Ruth’s sister, so that makes me Cousin Hattie’s—what? Fourteenth cousin
once removed? See how silly it sounds? Why should I have any more
feeling for Cousin Hattie than I do for Hairy Joe, who plays a great
guitar down at Dupont Circle?”
“All men are brothers,” said MacDougal sweetly.
“Yes, damn it!”
“Sara—” Ruth began.
“That’s okay,” MacDougal said calmly. “I shouldn’t bait
the girl. I can’t help it, though. I get a sadistic thrill out of
poking the right buttons and seeing them jump. They equate squalor and
soulfulness; but, as a matter of fact, Joe plays lousy guitar.”
“Oh, I’m not defending the Flower Children,” Sara said,
in a worldly voice. “Some of them are pretty silly. But at least
they’re thinking about the important problems, even if what they think
is wrong. Whereas the Georgetown mentality—I’ll tell you what typifies
it for me. The story about the governess who used to make her charges
blow out their candles at ten o’clock sharp, and then, after she died,
all the lights in her former room would go out at that hour, by
themselves. Empty traditions, pointless sentimentality—”
“You did read a book about Georgetown, I see,” Ruth said,
refilling glasses.
“The one and only. Honest to God, it turned my stomach!
So much sweetness and light, and such big fat lies.”
“Come now,” MacDougal said, grinning.
“You know what I mean. According to that book all the
gentlemen and ladies of Old Georgetown were kind, noble
philanthropists. Just look at their pictures! Tight-lipped, hawk-nosed,
grim old holy terrors! Never a mention of scandal, crime, disgrace—why,
you know that in two hundred years this town must have seen a lot of
violence. But the books never mention it—dear me, no!”
“One of the things I hate about the younger generation,”
said MacDougal sadly, “is its bitter cynicism.”
“I expect you see a good deal of it, don’t you?” Ruth
said.
“God, yes; they depress me utterly. You wouldn’t consider
cheering me after a hard day of late adolescents by having dinner with
me, I suppose?”
“We’d love to,” Sara said enthusiastically.
“Not you,” MacDougal told her. “Just your aunt. You’re
old enough to scramble an egg for yourself.” He added parenthetically,
“You have to be blunt with them, they don’t understand subtlety.”
Ruth studied the topaz shimmer of the wine in her glass.
She had only had three small glasses of sherry, not nearly enough to
account for the pleasant glow that warmed her. And, after all, he was a
professor—such a respectable occupation, she mocked herself silently.
“Thank you,” she said aloud, keeping it deliberately
formal. “I’d enjoy that. But I’ve got to be in early.”
She knew (and how odd that she should know) that this
last qualification would amuse him. It did; his mouth quirked and his
eyebrows went up. Sara’s reaction was worse. After the first start of
surprise she beamed at Ruth like a fond mother sending a daughter out
on her first date.
III
They dined at a French restaurant in Georgetown, not far
from the house. The decor was self-consciously and expensively
provincial, with brass warming pans festooning the walls, two giant
fireplaces, and capped and aproned waitresses. The gloom was almost
impenetrable. According to MacDougal this was an unsuccessful attempt
to conceal the inadequacy of the cooking.
“I’m no gourmet,” he explained, eating with calm
satisfaction. “I know enough to know when cooking is bad, but I don’t
really care. But I’m sorry, for your sake, that I made a poor choice. I
don’t know my way around town too well.”
“I suppose you’re gone a great deal,” Ruth said,
abandoning the onion soup as a lost cause. “And Washington does change
a lot, in a short space of time.”
“True, to both. I spent last year in Africa, just got
back this fall. Maybe that’s why I can’t afford to be critical about
cooking. Compared to what I ate for ten months, this is cordon
bleu quality.”
“What do you do in Africa?” Ruth studied, in some dismay,
the omelette which had been placed before her—her usual order when she
wasn’t sure of the chef. Bad as the light was, it was obvious that the
brownish roll on her plate had been sadly mistreated.
“Study Black Magic.”
“Oh, really. What is that you’re eating?”
“Stew. On the menu it goes by the name of boeuf
bourguignon, but it’s stew. Don’t eat the omelette, if it
offends you that much. Fill up on bread, and let me regale you with
tales of raising the devil.”
“I thought you were joking.”
“No, no. Turns out I’m one of the world’s foremost
authorities on magic and superstition. Don’t tell me you’ve never heard
of me?”
He grinned at her and took an enormous bite of stew.
“I’m sorry…”
“Can’t you tell when someone is kidding you? Have more
wine; that’s one thing that infernal chef can’t mangle.”
“Thanks. But how did you ever get interested in such
a…such a—”
“Crazy subject? Well, you might say I walked into it—on
my first field trip, to a village in central Africa where the natives
were dying of a curse.”
His voice was matter-of-fact, but Ruth saw him cock an
eye at her over his wineglass. She decided perversely that she, for
one, was not going to jump when he pushed the right buttons.
“Really?” she said politely.
“Terrible woman! Are you robbing me of my sensation?”
MacDougal beamed at her. “I’m serious, though. They were, literally and
actually, dying because their witch doctor had gotten annoyed and put a
curse on them.” His face was sober now, his eyes darkened. “They were
amiable savages,” he said. “Shy and timid as rabbits. I used up all my
little stock of first-aid supplies trying to cure them, before the
truth dawned on me.”
“What did you do when you did learn the truth?” Ruth
asked.
“What? Why, I—er—persuaded the shaman not to interfere
with my activities. Then I took the curse off.”
“Now you are joking.”
“No, I’m not. In my youth, in addition to wanting to be
an architect—and a fireman, a cowboy, a spy, and a garbage man—I
aspired, for a brief period, to be a stage magician. I produced a few
snakes out of people’s ears, sang songs, did a dance…”
He shrugged. Ruth studied him thoughtfully and decided
that, despite his bland smile, he was perfectly serious.
“I didn’t know such things could happen,” she said.
“ ‘Sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will
never hurt me’? That’s false, even in our so-called rational society.
Names do hurt. The wrong names, applied to a disturbed child, may lead
to murder years later. And in a culture where the power of the word is
accepted, a curse can kill. It killed eight people in that Rhodesian
village.”
“I think they want to close,” Ruth said, with an uneasy
glance at the waiter, who stood in an attitude of conspicuous patience
against the wall. “Shall we…”
“All right.” His smile broadened as he looked at her
across the candle flame. “You don’t like to talk about it, do you? Why
not?”
“Why, because it violates…”
“Reason and logic? No, that’s not why it bugs you.”
“What are you, some kind of psychologist too?”
“In my business I have to be. The phenomena we label
‘supernatural’ are products of the crazy, mixed-up human mind, and
that’s all they are.”
He held her coat for her, and Ruth put on her gloves. As
they went to the door she said, “You’re right, the subject does
distress me. Silly…. But I’m darned if I intend to let you dig into my
subconscious to explain why I feel that way.” Through his chuckle she
added, more lightly, “Anyhow, if poor old Cousin Hattie’s ghost does
appear, I’ll know who to send for.”
“Damn it, you’re missing the point! I don’t believe in
ghosts any more than you do; if Cousin Hattie turns up, you’ll have to
call in a priest or a medium. The things I study are perfectly natural—”
“All right, all right. Sorry.”
It took only five minutes to reach the house. They were
both silent as the car passed smoothly along the empty streets.
MacDougal stopped in front of the house. Instead of getting out and
opening her door he shifted sideways and faced her. Ruth was not aware
of having moved in any significant manner, but after a moment
MacDougal’s expression changed and he leaned back, away from her.
“I won’t ask if I may come in,” he said casually. “I
might be tempted…. And I wouldn’t want to shock Sara.”
“She wouldn’t be shocked,” Ruth said; her smile was only
slightly forced. “Only sweetly amused.”
“That would be worse. Good night, Ruth.”
THE KITCHEN WAS WARM AND BRIGHT,
AND FILLED with the smell of perking
coffee. Ruth was buttering toast when the sound of footsteps made her
drop the knife. “Goodness, you startled me,” she exclaimed, as her
niece entered. “What are you doing up at this hour? It isn’t even light
outside.”
“I couldn’t get back to sleep.” Sara yawned till Ruth’s
jaws ached in sympathy. “Here, let me do that.”
“You’re still half asleep. Sit down and have some coffee.
Unless you want to go back to bed….”
Sara shook her head and slumped into a chair by the
table. Her green velvet robe brushed the floor and had full sleeves
trimmed with lace. It was obviously one of the contributions of her
doting mother, but instead of making her look young and innocent, the
rich dark sheen of the material and the medieval sweep of the style
gave her a magnificently anachronistic appearance, like something
produced by a Spanish court painter of the sixteenth century. The
girl’s skin was smoothly olive; her black hair, braided into a thick
tail for bed, gleamed like polished metal.
With a glance at the clock Ruth poured herself another
cup of coffee. It was still early. She always allowed herself ample
time in the morning.
“Want some toast?”
“No, thanks.” The phrase was broken by another gigantic
yawn.
“Come now; you don’t need to diet, and if you haven’t had
enough sleep you must eat.” Without waiting for a reply Ruth put two
slices of bread into the toaster and gave Sara the plate she had
prepared for herself. By the time she got back to the table with fresh
toast, Sara was biting appreciatively into the golden triangles.
“Good,” she said, and gave her aunt a smile. “Sorry,
Ruth. I’ve got a nerve, I ought to be getting your breakfast.”
“I don’t know why you should.” Ruth returned the smile.
What a pretty child she was! The long dark lashes were so thick that
they made her eyes look enormous, even when they were heavy with sleep;
they had the smudgy sultriness which expensive eye-makeup kits are
supposed to produce, and seldom do.
The toast and coffee revived Sara to such an extent that
she got up and began scrambling eggs.
“I love this kitchen,” she said, stirring.
Ruth cast a complacent glance over her shining kitchen.
It looked charming, particularly in contrast to the bleak gray dawn
that was breaking outside. The stainless steel of the counter stove,
wall oven, and double sinks was as modern as the spotless white door of
the refrigerator; but the cabinets had been done in maple, with
hammered iron hinges and handles, and the one papered wall had an
old-fashioned print of peasants haying, which had been copied from an
old French original. The bright red of the workers’ shirts and the
golden sheaves of grain gave the kitchen a gaiety which was augmented
by warm red-brown tile on the floor. Ruth’s inherited collection of
teapots, in all materials and colors, occupied shelves in a
glass-fronted corner cupboard.
“The refrigerator ought to be brown, though,” Sara said.
“I don’t like colored refrigerators,” Ruth said absently.
They had been through this dialogue several times; it had the pleasant
monotony of routine now. “They’re decadent.”
“Like colored toilet paper,” Sara agreed, and they both
laughed.
“I could tell just by looking at this room that you chose
the decorations,” Sara went on. “Was it so bad when you inherited the
house?”
“You should have seen it! I suppose Cousin Hattie had
been living on boiled eggs for forty years. She didn’t care for
new-fangled inventions.”
“It must have been ghastly.”
“Some of the furnishings were museum pieces. One of those
enormous, black, wood-burning ranges—I don’t suppose you’ve ever seen
them. Of course, hers hadn’t been used for years, since there was no
point in firing up such a monster for one person. She cooked on a
kerosene stove with a single burner—terribly dangerous, those things
are. It’s a wonder she didn’t burn the house down.”
“How about an egg?” Sara brought the pan, copper-bottomed
and steaming, to the table and waved it invitingly under Ruth’s nose.
“Dear child, I’ve had one breakfast!”
“It’s cold outside. And you don’t need to worry about
getting fat.” Sara put a puffy yellow spoonful on Ruth’s plate. “You
aren’t going to be late, are you?”
“No, that’s all right. How about you? When is your first
class?”
“Not till eleven. That dull diplomatic history course.
But I think I’ll go in early and work at the library.”
“Or have coffee with what’s-his-name,” Ruth said dryly.
“Bruce. You know perfectly well what his name is; you’re
just trying to deny the fact that he exists.”
“You sound like your friend Dr. MacDougal,” Ruth said.
“What time did you get in last
night?”
“None of your business. As for Bruce, I don’t have any
mental blocks about him. He simply doesn’t interest me, one way or the
other. But you know what your mother would say about him.”
“He’s not as bad as Alan was,” Sara said wickedly.
“Never having seen Alan, I can’t say. Your mother’s
description was pretty ghastly, but I’m willing to allow for
exaggeration. People do exaggerate,” she added, realizing that she had
just violated the united front of the older generation, “when they are
worried about someone they love.”
“That was just Mother being silly. I hadn’t the faintest
intention of marrying Alan.”
“Maybe that’s what she was worried about.”
Sara chuckled; she had a delicious laugh, soft and
throaty and contagious, which brought out dimples in both cheeks.
“Ruth, you’re marvelous, you really are. I admire your
loyalty to Mother—after all, she is your sister. But don’t you think
her attitude toward sex is positively medieval?”
“That’s a subject on which I am not an authority.”
“What, sex?”
“Your mother’s attitude toward it. Don’t be impertinent.”
Her tone was light, but Sara had a sensitivity for
nuances which was rare, Ruth thought, in a girl of her age. She changed
the subject.
“Alan was just a temporary aberration,” she explained
airily. “A manifestation of adolescent rebellion on my part. If Mother
hadn’t howled about him so constantly I would have dropped him long
before.”
And that, Ruth suspected, was probably true. How many
times had she had to bite back the words of advice that popped into her
mind when she heard Helen make some maddeningly wrong statement to Sara
or one of the boys, some red flag to their bullish emotions. Yes, she
reminded herself sardonically, spinster aunts always did know better
than parents. And, whatever her mother’s minor errors, Sara was a
credit to the family—charming, bright, well-mannered, pretty. Then
Ruth’s smile faded slightly as she studied the girl’s face. Pretty,
yes, healthy…. This morning there was a change. Something was wrong.
What?
“…the fact that he never washed,” Sara was saying. “It
wasn’t that he couldn’t, you know; he lived at home and his parents had
an absolutely gorgeous mansion in Shaker Heights, five bathrooms, no
less. It was a matter of principle.”
“I never could understand the principle which is
expressed by a cultivated filth,” Ruth murmured, only half following
the conversation. She was still trying to pin down that elusive sense
of wrongness in Sara’s face.
“Well, you know, protesting how terrible the world is.”
“Adding one more stench to the world doesn’t improve it,
surely?”
“Ruth, you’re hopeless,” Sara said, with a burst of
laughter. “At least you must admit Bruce is immaculate. It’s the beard
you can’t accept.”
“It’s not so much the beard as my suspicion that he
pastes it on. He isn’t old enough to have a beard like Philip of
Spain’s. Sara, do you feel all right?”
“Sure, I feel fine. A little tired, that’s all.”
“You said you couldn’t get back to sleep. What woke you?”
Sara’s eyes dropped. She picked up her fork and began
pushing golden fragments of egg around her plate.
“My conscience, probably. I do have to go to the library.
There are midterms coming up.”
“Well, all right…. There is some flu going around and you
look a little shadowy under the eyes.”
“After all those eggs can you suspect me of flu? No,
dear, leave those dishes, you know that’s my job. I don’t have to go
for another hour. Want me to make spaghetti tonight?”
“Fine. You make good spaghetti.”
“I should, it’s the only thing I can cook, besides eggs.”
And then, as Ruth collected purse and gloves and started toward the
door, she said, “Ruth.”
“What?”
“Don’t those people behind us have a dog, or cat, or
something?”
“The Owens have a Weimaraner, and someone in back owns a
Siamese cat. I’ve seen the dog exploring the shrubbery once or twice.”
“Weimaraner? Oh, that ghosty-looking gray dog with the
red eyes. What’s its name?”
“I haven’t the faintest idea. Why do you ask?”
“Oh, no reason.” The hesitation, the sidelong look, were
so unlike Sara that Ruth felt a resurgence of her concern. The girl
sensed this; she smiled, and said quickly,
“It sounds so silly. But that was what woke me, someone
out in back calling, in the middle of the night. I assumed some
cherished pet didn’t come home for dinner.”
“Calling what?” Ruth said sharply.
“Oh, damn, that’s why I didn’t want to tell you; I knew
you’d start thinking about homicidal maniacs and peeping toms.” Her
tone added, “All ‘grown-ups’ do.” Aloud she continued, “It wasn’t like
that at all, it was just someone calling an animal, or a child. I
couldn’t imagine that children would be wandering around at four A.M., so I figured it must have been a missing
pet. I used to yell that way for our old tom-kitty when his mating
instinct got too much for him.”
“I hope you didn’t make enough noise to wake up all the
neighbors. I’ll have to speak to Mr. Owens.”
“No, don’t do that; it was a soft, sort of crooning
voice, really. I hope they find poor Sam,” she added. “He’s a
spooky-looking beast, but he was very friendly last time I talked to
him through the fence.”
Halfway out the door, Ruth turned.
“Sam? The dog’s name is Wolfgang von Eschenbach, or some
such absurdity.”
“It must have been the missing cat, then,” Sara said
calmly. “I didn’t absolutely catch the name, but it surely wasn’t
Wolfgang etcetera. It was Sammie, or something like that. ‘Come home,
come home’—that’s what the voice kept saying—‘Sammie, come home.’”
II
“The name,” said the voice at the other end of the wire,
“is Pat MacDougal.”
“Impossible,” Ruth said involuntarily.
“I admit it’s a funny name. Sounds like a cartoon
character. But it happens to be my name.”
“You silly fool,” said Ruth; and blushed scarlet as her
secretary looked up in surprise. “I meant, how did you find me?”
“Called Sara and asked her where you worked. The
Department of Agriculture has a very efficient information service.
What the hell are you doing at the Department of Agriculture—counting
apples?”
“Something like that.”
“Sounds like a dull occupation for a woman of your
talents.”
“How do you know—” Ruth began, and stopped herself just
in time. “I’m sorry, but I am busy today. Can I
call you back later?”
“No. Later I’ll be at your place, providing, of course,
that it’s okay with you.”
“Well, it’s not okay!”
“Wait a minute, wait a minute. Let’s start all over
again. I don’t know why you have this effect on me,” said the voice
irritably. “I’m generally considered very suave. Mrs. Bennett, my
mother is having one of those impromptu dinner parties for which I
gather she is famous in Washington. I wouldn’t know; she is the main
reason why I took up anthropology as a profession. But this time I’m
stuck. She asked me to bring a dinner partner, and last night, in the
fascination of your company, I forgot to ask you. I know it’s damned
short notice, but that’s my mother’s fault, not mine. She does this
sort of thing.”
“I’m sorry,” Ruth began, and then the meaning of what he
had said finally penetrated. “Your mother…. She isn’t Mrs. Jackson
MacDougal?”
“Yes, she is.” The voice was defensive.
“Well! I don’t know….”
“Damn it, Ruth, you’ve got to help me out. I can’t hurt
the old lady’s feelings, but those characters she collects drive me
nuts. Please?”
“Characters? You mean the most famous conductor in
Europe, that Russian ballet dancer who defected, the man who wrote that
terrible book, the woman who predicted—”
“Yeah, people like that. I don’t know who she’s got on
tonight. Look, you seem to have heard of her, so you know it’s not my
fault, this last minute business. She does it all the time—and gets
away with it, which is even more fantastic. Please?”
“All right. Thank you.”
“Thank you.” There was a gusty sigh
of relief from the other end. “Seven thirty?”
“Come around at six thirty for a drink,” Ruth said “I
suspect I’ll need it.”
“We both will, but not for the reason you’re thinking.
Hell’s bells, darling, it’s just a dull party. Bless you.”
“Uh—Pat. What shall I—”
The hollow silence on the other end of the wire told her
it was too late. She hung up and turned to find her mascaraed
miniskirted secretary regarding her with open-mouthed admiration.
“Gee,” said her secretary. “Mrs. Jackson Mac-Dougal!”
III
“Who’s she?” Sara asked.
“Only the most famous hostess in Washington. Invitations
to her parties are more highly regarded than invitations to the White
House.”
“Is that why you came home early?” Sara demanded
incredulously.
“Yes, and that’s why we are out right now, to get me
something decent to wear. Darn, it still is cold. Unusual for this time
of year.”
“You Washingtonians always say that.” Sara clutched her
black leather jacket around her as a strong gust threatened to pull it
off. Her black hair lifted, lashed by the wind like something out of a
witches’ sabbath. “Well, really, Ruth, I’m surprised at you. All this
effort for some snobbish old society biddy.”
“Darling, she isn’t like that. Her husband—good heavens,
Pat’s father—was Ambassador to England; the family is not only terribly
rich, but intellectual, cultivated. She doesn’t invite the ‘in’ crowd,
only people she thinks will be interesting. That’s why her invitations
are so hard to come by.”
“Hmmm,” said Sara, unconvinced. “Well, my dear aunt,
whatever your motives, it is obvious that you must do us credit. So
where are we going first?”
“First and last,” said Ruth, rounding the corner onto
Wisconsin rather more briskly than she had intended. “Heavens, the wind
simply roars down this street! We’re going to Lili’s.”
“But you always buy your clothes there.” Sara clutched a
handful of hair in a vain attempt to keep it out of her eyes. “Let’s
prowl, we’ve plenty of time. I do love the Georgetown shops.”
Ruth liked them too, so their progress was slow, despite
the lashing wind that blew down Wisconsin’s curving slope as through a
tunnel. The tartans in the Scottish import shop held them for ten
minutes; it was hard to believe that those wild blends of color—purple,
yellow and black, olive and pale green with a scarlet thread, turquoise
and orange-red and indigo—were genuine clan patterns and not the
improvisations of a mad Italian designer. The mad designers, Italian
and otherwise, were represented in other shops which had names like
“Whimsique,” and “the place,” with no capital letters. Ruth found this
distressing and said so, but Sara laughed, loitering before a window
framed in enormous orange and purple linoleum flowers and filled with
such useful items as an Indian water pipe and a bird cage six feet
high, of gilded bamboo trimmed with fake rubies and sapphires.
At the Wine and Cheese shop they stopped to buy cocktail
snacks and some of Ruth’s favorite hock. Then there was a Mexican shop,
where Sara yearned over a bright red, wildly pleated dress embroidered
all over the yoke and sleeves with black-and-gold birds; and an Indian
shop, where Ruth remarked that, one day, she would like to see Sara in
a sari, preferably that white one trimmed in gold. Then they decided
that they really had to start thinking about a dress for Ruth, and
passed nobly by the candle shop and the little gallery and the
jeweler’s that specialized in antique pieces. By this time, strangely
enough, they were blocks from Lili’s.
Sara stopped in front of a window.
“Look, Ruth. What a darling dress!”
It was a sheath of rainbow iridescence, with long
sleeves, a demure high neck, and practically no skirt.
“This doesn’t look like my sort of place,” Ruth remarked
meekly.
“Let’s go in anyhow.”
The store was small and thickly carpeted, with its stock
discreetly tucked away on racks along the walls and only two isolated
models in the middle of the floor. The salesladies, elegant young women
who looked like college girls, smiled graciously at the new customers
and returned to their conversation.
“That’s it,” said Sara, advancing purposefully on a dress
which stood in solitary splendor in the center of the shop. “I saw it
the other day, and I thought of it right away when you said you wanted
something dressy but not actually formal.”
Ruth eyed the creation dubiously. It was one of the new
“romantic” styles—a full velvet skirt belted tightly at the waist with
a wide, soft belt, and a white organdy top with long sleeves and a
cascade of crisp ruffles down the front.
“It would look lovely on you,” she began.
“No, no, it’s not my style at all,” Sara said. “I’m too
long-legged for this new length—midi, they call it.”
“An ugly name for an unbecoming length,” Ruth said, and
ran a finger along the fall of ruffles. They sprang briskly back into
shape as if they had been starched.
“Try it on, anyhow. You can’t tell unless you do.”
When they left the shop with a large parcel in hand, Sara
insisted on treating them both to coffee at a local espresso bar.
Sipping a liquid which had been referred to as a cappuccino, Ruth did
not mention that it bore no resemblance to the drink of the same name
which she had enjoyed in Florence four years earlier. She was moved,
however, to comment on the price of the coffee and on the decor; the
furniture was starkly, uncomfortably modern and the walls were hung
with original paintings, in the manner of a gallery. Half the
inhabitants of Georgetown painted; the other half bought the paintings.
“I thought these places would be cheaper,” Ruth
explained. “Like—for students.”
“That’s right, get with that slang,” Sara grinned. “Some
students are pretty rich these days. Haven’t you ever been in one of
these places before?”
“No.”
“See what a good influence I am. Two new establishments
in one day. I’ll have to take you to a discothèque. And you
claim to be an old Georgetonian. Or is it Georgetownian?”
“Georgetown is changing,” Ruth said dryly. “But I guess
people do stay in well-worn tracks. Unfortunately you don’t realize
you’re in a rut until it’s too late to climb out of it. You are a good
influence, Sara. I’m enjoying having you with me.”
“Thanks. I’m enjoying being with you.”
They smiled at one another rather self-consciously. Then
Ruth glanced at her watch and gave an exclamation.
“We’d better hurry, or I’ll be late getting dressed.”
“You need shoes,” Sara said, slipping into her coat.
“No—you have those low-heeled pumps with the big buckles, that’s just
the thing. Black stockings—”
“Certainly not,” Ruth said firmly.
“I’ve got some I’ll lend you.”
The total effect—buckled shoes, black stockings, and
ruffles—made Ruth self-conscious until she saw Pat MacDougal’s face.
However, he said nothing, beyond a polite compliment, and Ruth thought
she understood why; Sara’s smile was too maternal to be encouraged.
“Cook both those lamb chops,” she told her niece. “No
cheating with T.V. dinners. You need something solid.”
“Well, actually, I thought,” said Sara, trying to look as
if the idea had just occurred to her, “that I might ask Bruce over to
eat your chop. If you don’t mind?”
Ruth had laid down the ground rules about guests when
Sara first came to stay with her, and this was perfectly in order. She
heard herself agreeing to the proposal with unusual warmth. She was in
too much of a hurry to try to analyze why she was glad to have someone
with Sara that evening; a dim discomfort, something connected with the
morning, hovered on the edge of her consciousness and then was
forgotten, as Pat drew her toward the door.
IV
Ruth knew the MacDougal home by sight; it was one of the
famous mansions of Georgetown, and if she had had no other reason for
accepting Pat’s invitation, a chance to see the house would have been
excuse enough. Now well within the borders of the Georgetown area, it
had been a suburban estate when the little town on the Potomac was
first founded. The original George Town, as its present inhabitants
often pointed out, was a cosmopolitan town, with academies and jewelers
and slaves, when the new capital was still a muddy swamp.
Representatives of the young nation had to be scolded by the President
into taking up residence in the city named for him, and it was with
reluctance that they abandoned the amenities of the town named after
another, less popular George.
The men who had built the house named it, with more
candor than modesty, Barton’s Pride. It had long since passed out of
the hands of the Barton family; but it still stood as it had stood
then, on a knoll surrounded by tall oaks, and it occupied an entire
city block, a distinction which few of the original mansions could
still claim. The driveway was a superb, sweeping circle; Pat’s little
Jaguar roared up it with a defiant blast of its exhaust.
After Pat had helped her out of the car Ruth stood for a
moment gazing at the magnificent proportions of the facade, now blazing
with lights which made the bricks glow rose-pink. The vines which in
summer softened the formal Georgian lines fluttered like tattered
curtains, the last reddening leaves flying in the wind. Shallow stairs
led up to the beautiful doorway with its fanlight and side windows.
The hall was as large as Ruth’s drawing room. The immense
chandelier, whose crystal drops chimed delicately with the breeze of
their entrance, had surely been taken from a Loire chateau. The rug was
an acre of muted cream and blue and rose; Ruth had seen its like on
museum walls, but never on a floor before. A superb staircase swept up
and divided, framing a circular window. On either side of the hall were
fireplaces; wood crackled and orange-and-gold flames leaped inside
them. Ruth waited until the butler had turned away with their coats.
Then she said out of the corner of her mouth, “And you had the nerve to
admire my shack.”
“Oh, I admire this place,” Pat admitted. “The way I
admire the Louvre.”
“But you don’t live here?”
“People don’t live in places like this. They perform, as
on a stage. Wait till you see Mother in action; you’ll understand what
I mean.”
He took her elbow and turned her toward the wide doors on
the left; but before they reached them the panels flew back and Mrs.
Jackson Mac-Dougal erupted through them, arms outstretched, face
beaming. Ruth gaped.
Washington’s most famous hostess was a shimmer of silver:
massed diamonds on her high-piled white hair, blazing from her fat
little hands and plump throat; and silver, too, in the incredible
garment that swathed her from throat to floor and billowed out like a
tent as she came flying toward them. A silver lamé caftan, Ruth
thought, and stifled a gasp of laughter. Above the ample folds Mrs.
MacDougal’s much photographed face—superbly, uniquely, magnificently
homely—rose like a gargoyle from a cathedral roof.
She threw herself on her tall son, and for one
unforgettable moment Ruth saw his rugged face and flaming head swathed
in sweeping folds of silver.
“Horrible man, why don’t you come more often?” Mrs.
MacDougal demanded. “Who’s this? Mrs. Bennett? How do you do, very
nice, very nice indeed. Much more suitable than the last one. But you
only brought her to annoy me. I knew that. Didn’t work, did it?”
Pat returned her grin. For a moment the two faces were
uncannily alike.
“Not any of my tricks work with you. You were so sweet to
that ghastly female that she got the wrong idea. Pursued me for weeks.
I had to leave the country to get away from her. Not,” he added hastily
to Ruth, “because of my brains and good looks, mind you.”
“Why should any woman require more?” Ruth asked, since
the conversation seemed to be taking that tone. The old lady gave a
peal of appreciative laughter and linked arms with Ruth, displacing her
flowing silver sleeve and baring another yard or two of diamonds
running up her arm.
“That’s right, put him in his place. I never trained him
properly. Come in and meet the others. Just a small group; Pat won’t
come if I have more than a dozen people.”
The dozen included the usual lions, a pride of them—so
many that their individual distinctions were lost in the general aura
of fame. Ruth recognized a much-pursued young senator from a western
state and a tall, melancholy man who was the musical half of Broadway’s
most famous musical comedy team. Ruth’s hostess monopolized her,
leaving the rest of the guests to fend for themselves; her tactics were
so blatant that, in any other woman, Ruth would have recognized them
immediately. But she could not believe at first that this descendant of
millionaire aristocrats was trying to do her son’s courting for him.
“But, Mrs. MacDougal,” she protested, after a
particularly obvious ploy, “I don’t think…”
“You think I’m a fantastic old bitch,” said her hostess
calmly. “I am, it’s true, but I’m quite serious about Pat; I’d like him
to settle down. It sounds absurd, doesn’t it, for a man of his age? He
was married before, you know. So were you, I gather.”
“He died,” Ruth said, stunned into candor by the old
lady’s sledgehammer tactics. “In the war.”
“World War Two? Yes…we adults still say ‘the
war,’ don’t we? Pat’s wife didn’t die; she divorced him. She was a
dreadful woman, but I could see her point. He kept dashing off to the
jungles of Africa or the deserts of Australia. What fun is that? But
it’s high time he tried again. He can’t go gallivanting around in the
wilds much longer; he’s getting old. Those places aren’t safe.”
Ruth’s inclination to laugh was quenched by Mrs.
MacDougal’s expression. It was one she knew well, having seen it so
often on her sister’s face. Apparently the maternal instinct did not
die, even in an eighty-year-old mother for her middle-aged son. Ruth
did not find the emotion amusing; rather, it was frightening in its
single-minded intensity.
During dinner Ruth watched Pat’s expression become
increasingly grimmer as the meal went on, through course after superb
course. The food certainly could not be the cause of his discontent;
Ruth wondered if it might be his dinner partner, who seemed never to
stop talking. She was a tall, thin woman, so fair as to be almost
anemic looking, with ash blond hair arranged in a peculiarly
old-fashioned mass of braids, coils, and ringlets. If Mrs. MacDougal
had not been present to dim all lesser lights, the woman’s costume
might have seemed eccentric: smoke-gray draperies of chiffon which
floated dangerously near candle flames and wine glasses whenever she
lifted her hands, which she did often, in studiedly flowing gestures.
As soon as the meal was over and the company was being
led into the “small drawing room” for coffee, Pat sought Ruth out.
“Let’s get out of here,” he muttered. “That shameless
old—”
The epithet, which presumably applied to his mother, was
cut off just in time by the appearance of that matron, who advanced
upon him with a purposeful stride.
“Oh, no, you don’t, Patrick James,” she said severely.
“Mother, you know I hate that nonsense!”
“I know, and I can’t imagine why, you dabble in much
nastier and less likely subjects all the time. You’ve never seen Nada,
she’s the latest rage, and I insist you stay. You
can’t be so rude to Mrs. Bennett, if you won’t consider me.”
“Oh, all right.”
“What on earth is this all about?” Ruth whispered, as
they followed Mrs. MacDougal’s triumphantly billowing skirts into the
drawing room.
“Didn’t you recognize that bloodless bean pole I was
stuck with at dinner? Another of the old harridan’s tricks, she knows I
hate people like that…. She’s the latest thing in the rich spiritualist
circles. A medium.”
“I’ve never attended a séance,” Ruth said
sedately. “It should be interesting.”
“It won’t be. These babes don’t know any of the good
tricks. Someday I’ll show you a Hottentot shaman at work. They are
masters at crowd psychology.”
Despite his jeers, Pat behaved himself very well. Ruth
suspected that he was professionally interested after all; just before
the lights went out she caught a change of expression that reminded her
of her boss’s face when a particularly complicated problem arose.
The spirits, Mrs. MacDougal explained, were sensitive to
light. That was why most séances were held in semidarkness. It
was not—this, with an intent stare at her son, who responded with a
bland smile—it was not intended to conceal fraud. No such question
could arise with Madame Nada in any case, for that lady was a mental
medium and did not indulge in the vulgar demonstrations with
tambourines, trumpets, and ectoplasmic hands which were so popular with
so-called physical mediums.
Throughout the lecture Madame Nada sat with folded hands,
smiling faintly. Only her eyes moved. But they contradicted her studied
air of repose as well as her pastel blandness; they were small, dark
brown, and piercing, and they darted ceaselessly around the circle of
spectators, taking in every detail.
When the lights went out there was a general murmur
compounded of nervous giggles, sighs, and one loud yawn, whose source
Ruth immediately identified. They were holding hands, since this
increased the sympathetic vibrations. On Ruth’s right was Mrs.
MacDougal. Her fat hand was surprisingly cool and dry, and felt
pleasantly like that of a chubby little girl—a little girl wearing lots
of dime-store jewelry, which scratched the palm. Ruth thought, “All
diamonds are paste in the dark,” and realized, with a grin which she
hastily suppressed for fear of damaging the vibrations, that she was a
little bit drunk. The wine at dinner had flowed freely and it had all
been too good to pass over.
The boy on Ruth’s left was perspiring, and she wondered
whether it was a natural weakness or a bad case of nerves. According to
Mrs. MacDougal he had just opened a new psychedelic shop on Wisconsin
Avenue, which sold posters of the Beatles in various incredible
costumes, luminous pinups of Indian mystics, and atrociously made
handcrafted leather sandals.
As her eyes adjusted Ruth realized that the room was not
entirely dark; the glow from the fireplace made it possible to see
shapes, and glinted redly off objects such as Mrs. MacDougal’s diamonds
and the silver fillet the medium wore in her hair. After a long
silence, broken once by a giggle, and a concerted shussshing sound
directed against the giggler, Ruth felt herself getting drowsy. Warmth
and firelight and a little bit too much wine…. What a disgrace it would
be, she thought comfortably, if she fell off the chair.
The medium’s voice made them all jump. It was slow and
soft, drawling the words. Accent and tone had changed, but the voice
was still recognizably Madame Nada’s. The words were strikingly
commonplace.
“Good evenin’, ladies and gentlemen.”
“Good evening, Maybelle,” Mrs. MacDougal said in a
bright, social tone. “How are you this evening?”
“Very well, thank you kindly. But we’re always well here,
you know.”
“Yes, dear, I know. Maybelle is Madame Nada’s control,”
Mrs. MacDougal explained, in a piercing whisper. “A gently bred young
Southern girl. Poor child, she was raped by a Yankee soldier during the
War Between the States. But she has no hatred now.”
“Love,” said the mellifluous voice of Maybelle. The
shaggy young man on Ruth’s left stirred uneasily. “Only love and
sunshine and peace, here.”
“Do you have any messages tonight, dear?” Mrs. MacDougal
asked.
“Jes’ a few. Strange….” The girl’s voice sounded puzzled.
“There’s somethin’ holdin’ back…. Ahostile thought….”
Someone across the circle—Ruth was sure it was
Pat—coughed suggestively, and Madame Nada’s voice hardened momentarily.
“But I’ll try. Some of them want so badly to come
through, to help…. There’s someone here who wants to speak to—a
lady?—yes, a lady in the room. I can’t get the name…. The first
letterseems to be a G.”
There was an audible gasp from someone in the listening
circle. The voice went droning on.
“G-R-A—That’s the name of the lady. Is there a lady named
Grace?”
“Yes, yes,” squealed an excited voice.
“Grace, darling, it’s Daddy.” The medium’s voice changed;
it was a man’s now, deep but shaky, as if with age. “Remember the
party? The birthday party, and the pink dress?”
“Oh, my goodness,” gasped the invisible Grace.
There was further conversation about the party—Grace’s
sixth birthday party, said Daddy, and Grace enthusiastically agreed.
However, this was fairly dull for the rest of the group, who shared
neither Grace’s memories nor her susceptibility to suggestion, and
before long Daddy was supplanted by a new voice, which described itself
as that of an Indian chief named Wamasook, who had lived on the site
now occupied by the house, “in the days before the white men came to
rob us of our land.” Wamasook spoke excellent English. He described his
beautiful Indian sweetheart, who had leaped from the Rock of Dumbarton
after he was killed in battle, and added that one of the settlers had
buried a hoard of gold coins in the well before his tribe was attacked.
Since there was now no trace of a well anywhere on the grounds, and
since Wamasook’s knowledge of the modern geography of the site was
somewhat vague, this hint did not arouse much interest among the
auditors.
The next visitor from beyond announced himself in a thick
Scottish accent as “George,” and was promptly identified by Mrs.
MacDougal as George Barton, the builder of the house. He remarked that
the regions where he was presently living were filled with sunlight and
flowers and love. Shortly thereafter Maybelle announced abruptly that
Madame Nada was tired.
The lights went on. Ruth almost burst out laughing when
she saw Pat; he looked so smug, not only at the confirmation of his
predictions, but at his own admirable self-control. Mrs. Mac-Dougal
also saw and interpreted his expression. Her voice, as she addressed
the medium, had something of the tone of a lady complaining to her
dressmaker about the fit of a gown.
“Well, Nada, I’m afraid this was not one of our better
demonstrations.”
The medium, who was rubbing her eyes and yawning, like
someone just awakened from sleep, looked surprised.
“Indeed? I am sorry to hear that. Did not May-belle come
through?”
“Yes, but the messages weren’t very—significant.”
“But I got a marvelous message from Daddy,” said Grace, a
well-upholstered elderly lady with a black velvet ribbon around her
sagging throat. “All about flowers, and love—”
“And sunshine,” said Pat, unable to control himself any
longer. “Not very characteristic conversation from your daddy, Grace,
if the tales I hear about the old shark are true.”
“Pat, you bad boy, you know people change when they pass
on. What use would it all be otherwise?”
“What, indeed?” said Pat charmingly.
His mother gave him a furious look.
“I am so sorry it was not successful,” said the medium
smoothly. Ruth was reminded of something…. Cream? No, olive oil.
“Antagonistic influences, I suppose,” Mrs. MacDougal said
coldly. The medium gave her a quick, wary look.
“Possibly. Possibly it is simply the house. You know,
Mrs. MacDougal, that some places lack the proper atmosphere.”
Later, looking back on it, Ruth was never able to
understand how it had happened. Surely she hadn’t been that drunk! And
certainly she was not particularly intrigued by the séance,
which had seemed to her both dull and embarrassing. Not even in the
light of those events which were now close upon her was she willing to
admit another explanation…. No, there was no reason, except her loose
tongue, which frequently got her into trouble, and some vague idea of
being gracious to her hostess, who was visibly vexed with the medium’s
performance.
When they left the house, with Mrs. MacDougal’s
enthusiastic thanks ringing in their ears, Ruth was meekly silent. She
expected an explosion from Pat; his grim forbearance, which lasted all
the way home, was in its way even more uncomfortable.
“Won’t you come in?” she asked, when the car had stopped.
He nodded.
“I’ll give you moral support while you break the news to
Sara.”
“She’ll probably be delighted.”
“I expect you’re right. What made you do such a thing?”
“I thought it might be fun,” said Ruth.
“You’re a liar.” His long arm swept out and caught her by
the shoulders, pulling her to him in a quick, casual embrace. She was
relieved to hear him chuckling. “You sure there wasn’t a touch of
‘screw Pat’ in your mind? Excuse the language; I’m trying to clean it
up for you, but it’s damned hard.”
“If you mean what I think you mean, the answer is No. I’m
too old for such adolescent jokes. And,” she added, moving, “far too
old for necking in the front seat of a car.”
“It’s these damned bucket seats.” He released her, and
began the complicated operation of extracting his bulk from the little
car. “These kids must be contortionists. I’ve always wondered how they
manage to—”
The rest of the sentence was lost as he came around to
open her door.
When they entered the hall Ruth heard the voices in the
living room, and a jolt of unreasonable irritation struck her. She had
forgotten Sara’s guest, or had assumed that he would have left. She had
smoothed her face into a smile by the time she walked into the living
room, there was really no reason why she should let the boy irritate
her so.
He rose at once. He had beautiful manners, almost too
courteous, as if he were mocking the standards of the society he
despised, or considered them so contemptible that they were not worth
fighting. His clothes were almost, but never quite, too, too much; an
occasional ruffle on a shirt, or a flowery waistcoat, or a pair of
trousers that fitted his lean hips and long legs almost, but not quite,
too tightly. At least his clothes were well tailored and beautifully
kept. His hair was long enough to curl under at the neck; the beard was
a neat sort of beard, dark and short and trimmed, with tongues of hair
outlining the jaw and the lines between nose and lips—the sort of beard
worn by Mephistopheles, or a sixteenth-century Spanish nobleman. As he
stood beside Sara, his dark face and Sara’s olive beauty and sleek
black hair made them look like two young members of the old Spanish
royal house—except that none of the Hapsburgs had ever been so handsome.
Sara’s flushed cheeks might have been the result of the
fire’s warmth, but a curve still lingered in the shape of her mouth
that made Ruth fairly sure of what she and Bruce had been doing. Then
Ruth remembered, joltingly, those few moments in the car out in front,
and she decided to forget the whole thing.
Pat greeted the younger man with the ease of old
acquaintance.
“Haven’t seen you on campus lately. Still protesting?”
“Always, inevitably.”
Even his voice, Ruth thought irritably, sounded affected.
It was a mellow baritone, but the pronunciation was overprecise and
emphatic.
“What’s the latest?” Pat asked interestedly.
“Segregation, the draft, Vietnam—”
“You didn’t get my latest petition?”
Bruce bared his teeth in a gesture that was not even
intended to resemble a smile. As he probably knew, the dental effect
was heightened by the frame of beard around his mouth.
“I get so many of them,” Pat said apologetically.
It was an outrageous remark, and Ruth expected, not an
explosion—Bruce was abnormally well controlled for such a passionate
defender of causes—but a snarl. Instead, the boy’s grin turned into a
genuine laugh.
“You know what terrifies me?” he demanded. “The thought
that I may end up just like you.”
“You almost certainly will.”
“I know. That’s why it terrifies me.”
“Okay, pax. Come into my office next week, and we’ll
fight some more.”
“Yes, let’s not argue here,” Ruth said firmly. “What are
you two drinking? Thanks, no; I don’t think I could face vodka in any
form at this hour. Pat, would you like brandy?”
“What I really would like,” said Pat, “is a cup of tea.”
“You constantly amaze me. So would I.”
“I’ll get it,” Sara said. She went out, with Bruce
following.
“Now,” Pat said, when the tea finally made its
appearance; it had taken quite some time. “Tell Sara what you’ve done.”
“Good heavens, you make me sound like a murderer. I’ve
invited a few people to dinner next week, that’s all. Mrs. MacDougal
and a friend of hers.”
“The friend’s name,” said Pat, “being Madame Nada.”
Bruce leaned forward, elbows on his knees, black eyes
mocking.
“I didn’t know you were interested in spiritualism, Mrs.
Bennett.”
“I’m not. It was just one of those things.”
“A séance!” Sara’s eyes danced with amusement.
“Aunt Ruth, are we going to have a séance?”
“Yes,” Ruth said, sighing. “She thinks this house
probably reeks with the right atmosphere.”
“But it’s tremendous fun,” Sara exclaimed. “More fun than
Spin the Bottle.”
“A parlor game? Is that how you think of it?”
“Sure. Although…I’ve used the Ouija board, and I must
admit…”
“Involuntary movements,” Pat said shortly.
“But I wasn’t pushing the board, and I’m sure nobody else
was.”
“That’s what they all say.”
Bruce’s eyes darted from Sara, flushed and erect on the
edge of the couch, to Pat’s sour face. Ruth sensed that he was inclined
to agree with Pat, but he hated to pass up the chance of an argument.
“I agree that the Ouija board is probably explicable in
terms of natural laws,” he said pontifically. “But many of the problems
of the paranormal have not been properly explored. Take Rhine—”
“You take him. Unscientific and inadequately controlled.”
“What are you talking about?” Ruth demanded.
“Dr. Rhine’s experiments in telepathy, E. S. P., he calls
it. He uses decks of special cards and tries to get a person sitting in
one room to send mental images of the cards to a person in another
room, who writes down the impressions he gets. It doesn’t work. Despite
all the juggling with the results.”
“The statistical methods,” Bruce began hotly; he was now
involved in the argument for its own sake.
“Neither you nor I would be capable of judging that
aspect. But I know that the controls are inadequate. There are too many
ways of faking, deliberate or unconscious. Ask any stage magician.”
His eyes glowing, Bruce expertly shifted ground.
“All new scientific discoveries are mocked when they
first appear. Take hypnotism—”
“The favorite example of the apologists for spiritualism.
Take alchemy, astrology, and the secret of the Great Pyramid. Still
pure superstition, all of ’em.”
“Boys, boys,” Ruth interrupted. “I think either one of
you would argue about whether or not the sun is going to rise
tomorrow—on either side of the question. Help me decide how I’m going
to arrange this ludicrous affair. I haven’t even thought about the
guest list. How many people does one need for a good séance?”
“The four of us and two guests,” Sara counted aloud.
“That’s six. Do we need more?”
Bruce shot Ruth a quizzical glance. It was so well done
that she had no choice but to say, as graciously as she could, “Of
course we’ll expect you, Bruce. A week from tonight, Friday the tenth.”
“Thank you, Mrs. Bennett, I’m looking forward to it,”
Bruce recited. And then spoiled the effect by adding, with a malicious
movement of his lips, “I think you’re going to need a skeptic.”
“Skeptics I’ve got,” Ruth said wryly.
“Pat’s no skeptic, he’s the Grand Inquisitor. Burn ’em at
the stake, that’s his motto. And you—”
“Yes?” This was one of the things she most disliked about
the younger generation in general and Bruce in particular—their habit
of cheap, pseudopsychological analysis.
“You are fastidious. You dislike the whole idea, not
because it’s irrational but because it’s distasteful.”
“Well,” Ruth said, surprised, “I guess you’re right.”
“Sara still hasn’t quite given up believing in Santa
Claus,” Bruce went on. The look he gave Sara was meant to be casually
amused, but Ruth caught a glimpse of his eyes, and their expression
made her catch her breath. “She’s still receptive to wonderment.
Trailing clouds of glory….”
“Oh, come on!” Sara was definitely not flattered. Either
she had not seen that betraying look or she was too inexperienced to
know what it meant.
“So,” Bruce concluded, with a sweeping gesture that
mocked all of them as well as himself, “I’m your only genuine open
mind, completely without prejudice and able to evaluate the evidence.”
“There won’t be much evidence, I’m afraid. Tonight’s
performance was pretty sad.”
“You caught that, at any rate,” Pat said grumpily.
“Oh, yes, it was all very obvious. I was disappointed. I
thought she would do better.”
“She can, given time for preparation. I told you about
Mother’s impromptu parties. But I’ll wager that in a week Madame Nada
will have done a discreet but ample amount of research on you and this
house. She will be filled up to here with history—everything she can
dig out of the Georgetown guidebooks.”
“She’ll run into trouble there,” Ruth said. “There isn’t
much about this place in the guidebooks.”
“Not even the builder’s name, building history, that sort
of thing?”
“Oh, well, his name was Campbell, like Cousin Hattie’s.
Daniel, or was it Abediah? But he wasn’t much of a public figure, not
like the Bealls and the Stodderts and the really famous Georgetown
families.”
“Really? Well, that’s good.”
“Why?”
“Don’t you see, Mrs. Bennett?” Bruce was so interested he
forgot his affected accent. “The less she can find out from public
records, the easier it is to check her sources. If she should come up
with something that really isn’t in print—”
“Oh, I’ll bet she’ll come up with something,” Pat said.
“Well, I’ll spend some time reading up on the house,”
Bruce said eagerly. “If she slips, I’ll catch it.”
“Where does the performance take place?” Pat asked,
swallowing a yawn.
“We’ll need a table, I suppose,” Ruth said. “A biggish
one. Ten or twelve people….”
“How about the dining-room table?” Sara suggested.
“Over the crumbs and coffee cups? No, dear; you and I
will be doing the catering, and I’ve no intention of scuttling to and
fro with trays and sponges in front of guests.”
“Then it will have to be in here.”
“Yes. We could move these couches farther apart, and sit
in front of the fire.”
“I think you’ll find,” Pat said dryly, “that Madame will
prefer to be a little farther away from the firelight.”
“It’s a problem, isn’t it?” Bruce began pacing the room,
examining it as if he had never seen it before. “I can see why you put
the couches in front of the fire, it makes a nice grouping. And the
bookshelves at the far end of the room suggest a kind of library
corner, looking out over the garden. But the room has an awkward shape.
You’re losing about a third of your space at this end, next to the
street.”
“I know, it is awkward. I tried rearranging the
furniture, but it wouldn’t let itself be moved.” The statement, which
she had meant as a light comment, sounded unexpectedly alarming. “I
mean,” she added hastily, “this was the best arrangement; it had been
this way for years.”
Pat was becoming interested. He walked down the length of
the room to the front windows.
“One thing you’ve got,” he said, “if nothing else—an
ideal setup for our ghost-raising session. This table in front of the
window is round; move it back a couple of feet so we can get chairs all
around it, and—”
He was standing with his back to the others, facing the
window and the table, on which his hands rested lightly. With the last
word his voice broke, and he suddenly bent forward over the table, head
bowed and shoulders hunched.
Ruth leaped to her feet.
“Pat!”
“What?” He turned, smiling, and Ruth’s nightmare vision
of a heart attack faded. “Frog in my throat. A monster. Guess I talk
too much.”
“Was that all? I thought you were having a fit.”
“No, no, I’m fine. Yes, this would do admirably. But you
ought to have these windows caulked. The draft is enough to freeze your
bones.”
“I did have them caulked. It’s just a cold spot, that’s
all. Too cold for your mother, perhaps.”
“No,” he said slowly. “This is ideal.”
“He’s right,” Sara agreed. “Ruth, maybe an electric
heater….”
“We’ll worry about that later.” Pat produced another
yawn. “Come on, Bruce, I’ll give you a lift home.”
He lingered in the hall for a moment after Bruce had,
reluctantly, gone on out to the car.
“I wish you’d call this off, Ruth,” he said, in a voice
pitched low enough so that Sara, clearing away cups in the next room,
did not hear.
“My dear—why?”
“It’s too much for you, too much fuss.”
“Don’t be silly, I don’t mean to try to imitate your
mother’s style of entertaining. It will be very simple.”
“I wish you wouldn’t,” he repeated, in an oddly flat
voice.
“Pat, you look so—Are you sure you didn’t have a pain
just now?”
“No, damn it, I told you I feel fine! Sorry…. Iguess I am
tired; I didn’t mean to yell at you. Good night.”
Ruth helped to clear the living room, bade Sara good
night, and sat down for a final cigarette in front of the dying fire.
She was worried about Pat. Her father had had that same
gray pallor, after his first heart attack. Pat was no longer a young
man.
And she? Half her life was over, more than half…. And
what had she to show for it? An oldhouse which was too large, really,
for a single person; a pretty, casual niece who would be gone in
another year or two, after she finished college—who would then send a
Christmas card and a birthday card every year, with dutiful messages.
Yes, Sara would send the cards; she was a thoughtful child.
She loved Sara. Drowsing in the dimming light, she
realized that she loved Sara more than was safe or comfortable, with
something of that fierce parental love which had always frightened her
in others. But Sara didn’t love her. Sara would be embarrassed,
probably, at the very idea. In the old days it had been right and
proper to love one’s parents, and God; today the tall candid-eyed young
cynics kept their love for erring mankind and their unfortunate
brothers; or, occasionally, for their mates. Well, she had tried that
too. Never happy, even at its most intense peak of longing, it had
turned all too soon into misery so abject that she still felt the
echoes of it in her bones, like an incurable, recurrent sickness.
Misery, and love and sickness….
I know what’s wrong with me, she thought hazily. I’m
falling asleep….
V
Ruth dreamed that she was lying on the sofa facing the
fireplace, as she actually was. Sara stood before her, and that, too,
was as it might have been. But only the girl’s face was clear; the rest
of her body and clothing was dim as a landscape seen through fog that
shifts and thickens and disperses, giving tantalizing and misleading
hints of what the mist conceals. She saw Sara’s face as clearly as if
it were illumined by spotlights; and here the imitation of reality
ended. Ruth had never seen on anyone’s face, let alone that of her
pretty niece, a look like the one that disfigured the dream girl’s
features, and she hoped she never would. The eyes were so distended
that the whites showed all around the pupils. The complexion, against
Sara’s black-brown hair, looked gray as ash, and the pale lips were
parted in a gasp of terror.
Ruth was so frightened that, even in her sleep, she tried
to move. She could not, and recognized that, too, as a common dream
symptom. Almost she welcomed the bodily paralysis as a confirmation of
the fact that she was really dreaming.
Then the shadow came. It was formless at first, but she
knew it had actual form that was somehow concealed from her. All she
could see was its size and its menace, and as it loomed up against the
dream shape of her niece, Sara’s mouth opened in a scream that was all
the more pitiable for being silent. The effect of that soundless shriek
was so bad that Ruth woke. And then she entered the worst part of the
nightmare.
She lay, as she had seen herself in the dream, on the
couch that faced the fireplace. Now she could make out the glow of the
fading coals—but vaguely, as if she saw them through air saturated with
smoke. The table lamp behind the couch was on, casting a dim but
adequate light over the whole scene. She felt the roughness of the
brocade covering the couch against her cheek, and the stiffness of her
cramped muscles. All these sensory impressions proved that she was
indeed awake. Sara’s dream image had, of course, disappeared.
The shadow had not.
It hovered between her and the fire—dark, heavy gray,
smoke-thick and smoke-dark, it was the medium which dulled the crimson
coals into tiny sparks. It had no form, but the form was coming,
struggling to shape itself, so that the thick, sluggish coils of
twilight-dark twisted and moved….
Then, as she struggled frantically against the paralysis
that still held her, deliverance came, in the form of a sound which, if
not personally familiar, was at least recognizable as something from
the waking world. A voice, dulled by distance and thick glass panes
into a mournful echo, calling….
“Come home, come home…Sammie…come home….”
With an effort that felt as if it must wrench her bones
out of their sockets, Ruth swung her feet to the floor and sat up.
And woke, finally and genuinely.
For, of course, the last sequence had been only an
extension of the original dream. It was common enough, to dream of
waking. Ruth told herself that, but when she raised her hand to her
forehead she found that the roots of her hair were soaked with
perspiration.
She pushed the damp hair back from her face, drew a long
shaken breath, and reached for a cigarette. Half shyly she glanced out
of the corner of her eye at the fire. It was almost dead—only a faint
reddish glow remained—but it was fading normally with no greasy pall of
dead air to obscure it. Ruth let out the breath she had not known she
was holding. When she struck the match, her fingers were hardly
shaking. But—good heavens, that had been a nasty one!
She wondered what Pat would say about the origins of the
nightmare—or Bruce, with his cocky assurance. The last thought brought
a faint smile to her lips. No doubt Bruce’s interpretation would be
shatteringly Freudian.
She finished her cigarette and stood up, conscious of a
cowardly disinclination to turn her back on the fireplace—a sentiment
which she conquered at once. But she went up the stairs rather briskly,
and she left the light on in the living room.
As she drifted off to sleep she found herself listening
for a repetition of the call that had roused her. But she heard nothing
more. Her room was in the front of the house, and the call seemed to
come from the garden side, where Sara’s room faced. Sammie certainly
picked unsalubrious weather for prowling, she thought drowsily, and
then—her last conscious thought before sleep claimed her—funny name for
a cat….
WASHINGTONIANS TAKE A PERVERSE PRIDE
IN THE PERVERSITY of their weather, refusing to admit
that it is, in this respect, like weather anywhere. Ruth had been a
resident long enough to feel a sense of personal achievement when
Sunday dawned fair and warm after a week of Alaskan cold. Sara had been
out until all hours the night before, with the unavoidable Bruce, but
she made her appearance at an early breakfast looking as dewy-eyed and
rested as a baby. Ruth thought, “Ah, youth,” but did not say it, and
waved the girl off to a picnic at Great Falls without mentioning that
it was not really quite warm enough for shorts. If she had legs like
that, she told herself, she would display them too. And the shorts
weren’t much shorter, in fact, than the skirts the girls were wearing.
Before indulging in a second cup of coffee she tidied up
the kitchen, deriving housewifely satisfaction from the look of shining
steel and gleaming porcelain. Then she settled down with The
New York Times.
The kitchen had been built at the tail end of the house,
as kitchens of old houses were in that semitropical climate, so that
cooking heat and odors would not permeate the rest of the house. The
breakfast bay, where Ruth was sitting, had been added in a later
century so that the inhabitants could enjoy the view of the walled
garden, with its backdrop of firs and magnolias. They glowed greenly in
the morning sunlight, and the birds, enjoying the warmth, were out in
full voice.
Ruth struggled nobly with the reports of
disaster—national, personal, and international—for half an hour, and
then threw the paper aside as a particularly penetrating avian shriek
reached her ears. Probably just a jay complaining about some private
tribulation or fancied affront…. But perhaps a passing cat was
bothering the birds. She really ought to go out and see.
It took only minutes to change her robe for slacks and
sweater, and to run a comb through her short fair curls. When she got
outside she realized that Sara was right; it really was too warm for
wool clothing. The sun fell like soft intangible fingers on her hands
and face. Standing in the middle of the flagged terrace, she threw out
her arms and lifted her face in a sudden transport of sheer well-being.
It was a wonderful day on which to be alive.
The garden was large for a city house, but then that was
one of the features of Georgetown that its inhabitants prized most
highly. The house had been built at the very edge of the long narrow
lot, so that there was no front yard at all, only an areaway. All the
land was in back, and it was fenced high on three sides. Georgetowners
lacked the jovial conviviality of suburbanites; they liked their
privacy, and did not take offense at others’ enjoying theirs. Ruth
scarcely knew her neighbors, and there were no gates or doors
connecting the yards.
The boards of the fence needed painting, but their
ugliness was masked by shrubs and bushes. All but the box and holly
were bare now; the lilac and forsythia had lost most of their leaves in
the windstorm of the past week, and the ones remaining were sere and
yellowing. But Ruth eyed their straggling contours fondly. She had
moved into the house the preceding spring, and one memory that would be
imprinted forever on her brain was the sight of the garden when she
first saw it, with the great heaps of forsythia like sprawling yellow
fountains, sending out sprays so bright as to seem luminous. Cousin
Hattie had not been able to afford a full-time gardener in her last
years, and her part-time boy had spent his efforts on the grass and the
roses and let the gnarled old lilacs and other bushes grow as nature
decreed. The results had been beautiful.
After the forsythia faded, then came the dogwood—pale
rose and white stars against the olive green of the firs—and the
gorgeous flaming masses of the azaleas, rose-pink fuschia and salmon,
and white like a spotless drift of snow. There had been lily of the
valley in the moist shadows of the pines, and violets thrust green
fingers into every possible corner, penetrating the chinks in the
brickwork of the patio invading the rose beds. The lilac, perfuming the
whole outdoors, and spirea, and flowering quince….
Ruth had never been much of a nature lover; she had not
consciously wanted a garden while she lived in the apartment on
Massachusetts Avenue. She had not known how much she missed one until
she walked through the back door of Aunt Hattie’s house and saw the
forsythia blaze out like little fallen suns.
She stooped to pick up some bits of scrap paper, blown in
from the street, and then decided to get her gloves and tools and go at
the garden. It was too splendid a day to stay indoors.
Trailing the rake, she went back to see how the roses had
withstood the wind. They usually bloomed beautifully well into
November, so she had not cut them back; the cold spell had taken her by
surprise. On the first blustery night she and Sara had dragged in the
wrought-iron table and chairs which stood in warm weather under the big
oak in the center of the yard. Its spreading branches had been like
sunset during October. Now most of the crimson leaves were on the
ground under the tree. That would be the next job, after she had
checked the roses.
They were in a sheltered spot, and had not suffered so
badly as she feared. Colored confetti flakes of petals spattered the
ground—pink and white and crimson so dark it was almost black—but
several buds still lifted brave heads, and Ruth decided to leave them
just in case the warm weather held. She knew she would never make a
gardener; it gave her a physical pang to cut the roses back, as if she
were amputating legs off birds, though she knew it had to be done.
Some of the buds could be cut; she would gather them
before she went in. She was stooping over the bushes when a squawk of
outrage erupted above her head and something went scuttling and
scraping along the trunk of the fir tree. A big jay swooped out of the
green branches, yelling indignantly, and sat down in the topmost
branches of the oak, where it swayed and scolded like an animated blue
flower.
Ruth looked up and was rewarded by the sight of a face,
triangular and furry, peering calmly down at her from the foliage, like
the famous disembodied head of the Cheshire cat. She recognized the cat
from earlier visits, and yielded to an impulse born of exuberance and
the springlike weather.
“Sammie, aren’t you ashamed! Chasing birds is not nice.”
Sammie gave her a contemptuous blink and vanished, not in
stages like the fictitious cat, but all at once. The scraping noise
began again, accompanied by quaking branches, and then a sleek
tan-and-brown form leaped the last twenty feet to land on its feet not
far from Ruth’s. The cat immediately rolled over on its rear end and
began to clean its tail with frantic energy.
“You’re a pretty thing,” Ruth said admiringly, and the
cat paused, uncannily, to give her a glimpse of two eyes as blue as the
back feathers of the jay before it resumed its washing. Its royal
self-possession left Ruth amused and absurdly out of countenance. She
was familiar with Mr. Eliot’s advice on addressing cats, though she had
never had occasion to put it into practice. Now, however, it appeared
that she had been presumptuous.
“Oh, cat,” she began, following the authority, and then
jumped as a voice boomed out.
“Bad girl! So that’s where you’ve gotten to!”
For a wild second Ruth was sure the voice, from a source
not immediately apparent, was addressing her. She looked around, and,
as she saw the face from which the voice had issued, suspended moonlike
upon the top of the back fence, she realized that it had been
addressing the animal. The face she raised was pink with amusement, and
the face on the fence responded with a beam of obvious admiration.
“Good morning, good morning, my dear Mrs. Bennett! I must
apologize for our bad child. Is she annoying you?”
“Not at all. She’s a beauty, isn’t she?”
“Well, we—yes, we think so. Mrs. DeVoto and I. Please
feel quite free, however, to evict her if she becomes churlish. Though
members of that breed rarely do so. Patronizing, contemptuous, even
downright insulting; but never losing the true aristocratic demeanor.”
“I’m sure,” Ruth murmured. Mr. DeVoto, she recalled, was
a retired official of the Department of State. He had something to do
with protocol. He was a nice little man, though; he had swept off his
genteel golf cap at the sight of her, and his bald head gleamed pinkly
in the sunlight.
“Well, Mrs. Bennett,” he went on, “if you are sure that
our feline friend does not disturb you, perhaps I will not venture to
climb over your fence in order to retrieve her.”
“Oh, I’ll enjoy her company. But if you want her back
I’ll be delighted to hand her to you.”
“That would hardly be feasible, I fear, though I do thank
you for offering so kindly. Kai Lung does not care to be handled except
by intimates. Not that she would—er—scratch.” Mr. DeVeto’s voice sank,
as if he were mentioning something faintly obscene. “Dear me, no. She
would simply evade your hand if you tried to touch her.”
“Yes,” Ruth said absently. The bush on the end might be
pruned; there seemed to be dead wood there…. Then, belatedly, she
realized what the man had said, and she exclaimed, “Kai Lung! Isn’t her
name Sammie?”
“Sammie? Good heavens—gracious me—why, no. She is a
female cat, to begin with.”
“No wonder she wouldn’t speak to me,” Ruth said, smiling.
“I’ve not only been familiar, I’ve been wrong.”
“Why would you think her name was Sammie?” Mr. DeVoto was
clearly aghast at the very idea.
“Just that I heard someone calling, at night, and I
assumed he was calling a pet. There’s no reason why I should have
thought it was—er—Kai Lung, except that she’s the only cat I’ve seen
about, and I know the dog on the south side has another name.”
“I can assure you I have not been calling. Good gracious,
Mrs. Bennett, I hope you do not think that I would be so thoughtless as
to—”
“Of course not. It must be some other cat, or dog, owner.”
“I cannot imagine who.” Mr. DeVeto’s chin sank out of
sight as he prepared to retire. “There are no other pets in this block,
except for that unattractive beast next door. Well, Mrs. Bennett, it
has been most pleasant chatting with you. Perhaps you might join us one
evening for a glass of sherry.”
“That would be nice.”
“My wife will telephone you, then. In the meantime, I do
hope you enjoy your gardening.”
He lifted the hat he had been holding and replaced it on
his head with such perfect timing that, for a second, it seemed to sit
suspended on top of the fence as the face below sank out of sight. Ruth
allowed herself a broad grin as soon as the face had disappeared, but
it was a friendly sort of grin. He really was a nice little man.
She did enjoy her gardening, and she had quite a heap of
leaves to show for her efforts when she finished. She had another cup
of coffee sitting on the bench built around the oak, and Kai Lung sat
beside her and condescended to sample the cream. Then she wound herself
into a ball and went to sleep in the sun, and Ruth went back to
clipping dead roses. It was a very pleasant day. There was no reason at
all why, as she prepared to go in, Ruth should find herself speculating
on the identity of the elusive creature named Sammie, and wondering
whether he had, in fact, ever come home.
II
The weather held all that week, providing conversation
for hundreds of dinner parties. On Friday afternoon Ruth left work
early and took a cab home; she was perspiring slightly as she came in
the front door, and was not really looking forward to cleaning house
and cooking a meal. The first thing she heard was the sound of the
vacuum cleaner. In the living room she found Sara, wearing an apron
which completely covered her brief skirt, putting the finishing touches
on a room which shone with wax and elbow grease.
“Well, that’s the pleasantest sight I’ve seen all day,”
Ruth exclaimed, as her niece, seeing her enter, switched off the
vacuum. “My dear girl, how nice of you!”
“You didn’t think I was going to let you do all this by
yourself, did you? I don’t have any Friday afternoon classes.”
“But it’s finished; I couldn’t have done better myself.
All we need now are the flowers. I brought some home with me, they’re
in the hall.”
“What kind?”
“Some carnations and the inevitable chrysanthemums, I’m
afraid, but I found some beauties. That lovely bronze. This is a
hybrid, with gold and copper streaks.”
“I like mums.” Sara wound the cord around the cleaner and
shoved it towards the door. “What shall I put them in, the blue Delft
pots?”
“That would be good. The white ones can go in the copper
vases, and the carnations in the silver. There ought to be a few roses
left; I’d planned those for the dining room.”
“They’ve been gotten. Take a look.”
Ruth pushed open the sliding doors across the hall from
the drawing room, and exclaimed with pleasure. The dining room was a
dark room, abutting on the neighboring house so closely that that side
had been left without windows. Instead of running the full length of
the house like the drawing room, it was backed by a high old-fashioned
butler’s pantry and the kitchen; hence its only outside light came from
the street windows, which were kept curtained because they were so
close to the sidewalk. The wall sconces and the chandelier had been
electrified, and they gave a warm, rich light. The furniture was heavy
and dark. Sara had polished it till it reflected objects, and Ruth had
mended the worn spots in the exquisite petit point covering the chairs.
The table was already set, with Ruth’s best damask and silver and
crystal; the beautiful old Delft in the corner cupboard, with its
scalloped border, had been washed, and the tall silver candlesticks
held bayberry candles whose faded green matched the muted shade of the
walls.
“Everything is perfect,” Ruth said gratefully. “There’s
nothing for me to do.”
“Except the cooking!”
“Yes, I’d better start the rolls. They’ll have to rise
twice.”
“It’s such a job. Why didn’t you get frozen rolls?”
“The secret of good cooking,” Ruth said didactically, “is
to stick to what you can do well, but use no substitutes. I can’t
handle elaborate meals; they require too many hands at the last minute,
and I really don’t enjoy cooking all that much anyhow. A roast is easy
to prepare, but this one I’ve got is a roast of roasts; I bullied it
out of that French butcher on Wisconsin, and paid a week’s grocery
money for it. The salad is my own invention, but it’s very simple—every
fresh vegetable I can find goes into it, plus eggs. You’d be surprised
how impressive it looks. So the rolls have to be handmade, those frozen
ones taste like cardboard and would spoil the total effect.”
“I see your point. You know what I’d cook, don’t you?”
“Spaghetti,” Ruth said.
“How did you ever guess?”
“Well, I used to serve it myself when I started
housekeeping. It has the advantage of being honestly peasanty, but I
can’t serve Mrs. Jackson Mac-Dougal spaghetti. Not that she wouldn’t
eat it with perfect aplomb.”
“What’s she like?”
“She’s a darling. You’ll like her.”
They stood for a moment in silence, their arms lightly
touching as they surveyed the room to make sure no touch had been
omitted. It was a good moment. Ruth was to remember it later, with a
sharp pang of loss.
III
The guests were due at seven thirty. At six Ruth went
downstairs to do the last-minute kitchen work which could not be put
off any later if she wanted time to dress. The hors d’oeuvres needed to
be made, the drink tray set up, the rolls kneaded and shaped—a dozen
little odds and ends, time-consuming and annoying, which every hostess
knows.
She had done her hair, but her person was attired in
mules and a garment unattractively known as a duster. She had just
plunged both hands up to the wrists in dough when the doorbell rang.
She said “damn,” and wondered who on earth it could be. Sara was
dressing and was probably unfit for society at the moment. She would
have to answer the door herself.
Snatching up a paper towel she stamped into the hall and
flung the door open, prepared to give a short shrift to any luckless
newspaper boy or lost tourist. One glance and she started to slam it
shut.
“Go away! Go away and come back in an hour. Of all the
outrageous—”
Pat had thoughtfully inserted one large foot in the door.
Now he shoved.
“I’m not a guest, I’m a waiter. Open up.”
She had very little choice. He kicked the door shut
behind him and headed for the kitchen, without further comment. Ruth
trailed along, too curious now to be angry. But if the parcel he
carried contained food or wine, she was prepared to rage.
Pat deposited his bundle on the counter and unfolded it.
“My favorite bottle opener, my best carving knife, and,”
he held up the white material which had contained the other items, “my
apron. What needs doing?”
“But you—you…. Words,” said Ruth honestly, “fail me.”
“This last minute stuff is the worst part of the party.
I’m trying to demonstrate,” he said, with a sidelong glance, “that men
are useful things to have around the house. What have we here? Bread or
something? Well, I’ll leave that to you. What are we drinking? Where do
you keep the gin?”
Twenty minutes later Ruth was shaping the last of the
rolls while Pat put a shaker of martinis in the refrigerate and swept
the kitchen with a comprehensive glance.
“All set, I think. I’ll light the fire now, while you
change.”
“Just a second, till I finish these.”
He came up behind her and stood watching, and gradually
Ruth’s movement slowed. She had expected this sooner or later and had
not been sure how she would handle it—or how she wanted to handle it.
What she had not anticipated was the mindless lassitude that gripped
her at the first touch of his hands.
“Relax,” he said, into her ear. “I don’t want flour all
over my brand new jacket.”
Leaning back against him, she heard his quick breathing,
felt his hands move from her waist to her breasts. His lips slid down
her cheek, seeking her mouth; without conscious volition she turned her
face to meet his. So…. Those particular nerve endings were not
atrophied after all. Through the years she had sought—perhaps
unconsciously, perhaps not—partners who did not arouse the deadened
emotions, and had told herself that they were gone for good. Now,
wherever his hands and lips had touched she felt stripped, not only of
clothing but of skin, as if the skillful fingers manipulated the nerves
themselves.
For several long unmeasured seconds her consciousness
hung suspended on a single pivot of pleasure; then the automatic
defenses, never so long defied, snapped into place. She stiffened and
moved; and he released her at once, stepping back, hands touching her
waist only to balance her.
Staring dizzily at her own hands, Ruth saw a pathetic
squeezed lump clenched between taut fingers. Automatically she began to
pat it into shape.
“What happened?” he asked quietly. His breathing was
slower but still uneven.
“Nothing. I…squashed my roll, didn’t I?”
“Do you find me that repulsive?”
“Oh, Pat—no.” She turned to face him, hands eloquent;
with the beginning of a smile he fended off her floury fingers.
“I thought the first reaction was too good. Well, I guess
this isn’t the time or place to go into the matter. Remove your
tempting person from my presence and I’ll try to behave myself the rest
of the evening. We’ll pretend nothing happened.”
It was no use pretending; every time her eyes met his she
remembered, with her entire body. As Sara deftly removed the plates and
served cherries jubilee, Ruth’s eyes went back to the magnet that had
drawn them all evening, and found his eyes waiting and alight.
When they moved into the drawing room Ruth shook herself
mentally. It was high time she paid more attention to her guests,
especially now that the main event of the evening was coming up. She
had invited a couple from the office, amiable nonentities whose
personalities would not be obtrusive, and Sara had added two school
friends whose faces, then and forever after, remained pink blurs in
Ruth’s memory.
Madame Nada, decked in swirling black chiffon for the
occasion, led the way into the room. She had already seen and approved
the arrangements, but their previous occupation of the drawing room had
been confined to the couches near the fire. Now, as the medium
approached the table, she suddenly stopped short, her hand outstretched
in the act of seeking a chair. Ruth heard her gasp sharply.
“Is something wrong?” she asked, moving to Madame Nada’s
side. The other guests, chatting and relaxed after a good meal, were
not paying much attention. Ruth was the only one who saw the medium’s
face, and she felt as if she were seeing its true shape for the first
time. Genuine surprise and a shadow of some other, less innocuous
emotion, had stripped away the mask temporarily.
“It is so cold,” said Madame Nada.
“I know, there always seems to be a draft at this end of
the room. If it’s too bad—”
“Draft?” The close-set brown eyes, still wide with shock,
met hers.
“Are we ready?” Mrs. MacDougal asked crisply, at Ruth’s
elbow. She had changed her personality with her costume, and was
wearing a soft dressmaker suit that looked like a thousand dollars,
which was probably its approximate price.
“I don’t know.” Ruth turned impulsively. “It is so chilly
at this end of the room. Will it be uncomfortable for you? We could
move the table….”
“Heavens, no. Pat told me about the draft—that’s why I
wore a suit. It seems quite comfortable to me. Where shall we sit?”
Ruth glanced inquiringly at the medium, who replied with
a slight shrug and a smile. The mask was back in place.
When they were all seated, Ruth glanced around the table.
The scene had an odd distinctness. Colors seemed more vivid, faces
sharply cut and memorable. She was struck with a feeling that she ought
to remember every detail.
The medium sat with her back to the windows, whose drapes
were pulled shut. Ruth’s coworker, Jack Simmons, sat on Madame Nada’s
right, and Ruth had been directed to the place on the medium’s other
side. Next to her sat Sara, looking especially vivid and alert; her
eyes sparkled with anticipation, rich color stained her cheeks, and her
olive complexion was set off by the clear yellow wool of her dress.
Bruce sat almost directly opposite her. He had been on his best
behavior all evening, except for indicating by his very silence that he
found the conversation incredibly dull. As his eyes met Ruth’s passing
glance, he inclined his head slightly, and his beard twitched. Ruth’s
glance moved on. Mary Simmons, solemn and self-conscious, her reddened
housewife’s hands clasped on the table; Pat. That was enough, just….
Pat.
“We begin,” said Madame Nada suddenly.
IV
Afterward Ruth wondered whether she would have been
conscious of that atmosphere if her more delicate senses, those beyond
the normal five, had not been preoccupied. A quiver of uneasiness
penetrated even that most consuming of all self-interests; for when the
lights went out, and the groping hands fumbled and linked, something
touched her in the darkness, something impalpable that brushed and
passed on; and a long shiver shook her bare arm.
At first the session was not notably different from the
other meeting a week earlier. Ruth was conscious of the usual
distractions, the annoying little itches which could not be scratched,
the intensification of sounds with the loss of sight. The room was
quite dark; the heavy drapes cut off all light from the street and the
back of the couch shielded the glow of the fire, which had been allowed
to die down to a bed of coals.
The medium’s breathing deepened and slowed and
steadied—the preliminary, as Ruth had been told, to what is called the
trance state. Her fingers were linked around the medium’s wrist, so she
was immediately aware of the moment at which the Madame Nada went into
her trance, body relaxed and hands limp.
“A name,” the medium droned. “Ann. Something…Ann. Mary?”
There was a stir around the table.
“Can she hear us?” It was Bruce’s voice.
“No,” Mrs. MacDougal answered softly. “Not unless we
addressed her directly. She’s in light trance now, speaking with her
own voice, of impressions she is getting. Later she’ll go into deep
trance and other personalities will speak through her.”
“Mary,” the medium interrupted. “Wants to sing. Not
doing…party….”
Ruth felt Sara’s hand contract, and knew she was about to
giggle. She squeezed, warningly. However much she shared Sara’s
feelings, she could not mock her guests.
“Who is Mary?” Mrs. MacDougal asked.
“Pretty! Mary, Mary, quite contrary. That’s what Papa
calls her.”
“Can you describe her?”
“Oh, pretty…. Yellow hair. Old-fashioned: long curls.
That’s funny….”
“Describe her clothing.”
“Such pretty, flowery stuff…little sprigs, pink flowers.
Kerchief around her neck, elbow sleeves….”
Mary Simmons, whose hobby was American costume, gave an
involuntary squeak of recognition. The medium, seeming not to hear,
swept on.
“A man, too, he’s with her. She calls him Papa. Wears
long blue coat, brass buttons. Funny whiskers, long, bushy…gray. Close
the door, close the door, don’t let the damned Yankees in!”
The last sentence boomed out, startlingly, in a deep
baritone voice, rough with simulated anger. Sara jumped; Ruth, who had
done some reading during the past week, squeezed her hand again.
“She’s in deep trance now,” Mrs. MacDougal whispered.
“Who are you?” she asked aloud.
“Henry. Damn’ Yankees, let ’em die. Bolt the door!”
“Henry who?”
“Henry” snorted; he did sound just like a choleric old
gentleman.
“Campbell, of course. Henry W. Campbell. My house, damn
it; damn’ bluecoats can’t come in.”
“Why don’t you want them to come in?” Mrs. MacDougal
asked.
“Wait.” The voice changed. It was no longer a man’s
voice; but it was so distorted by some strong emotion that Ruth could
not identify it as Madame Nada’s. The words sounded strained, as if
each one had to be forced through a resisting substance. “No, no….
No…can…not….”
The limp hand flexed so roughly that it pulled loose from
Ruth’s grasp. The medium’s breathing quickened.
“Nada. Listen to me, Nada. Wake up. Wake up…. Lights,
someone.”
The circle broke. Lights flared, leaving everyone
blinking. Ruth saw Mrs. MacDougal bending over the medium, holding her
shoulders and speaking in a soothing voice.
“All right now?” she asked.
“Yes, yes.” The medium straightened and brushed back a
lock of hair that had fallen over her forehead. “What happened?”
“An intrusive entity,” Mrs. MacDougal said solemnly.
“Strong,” the medium muttered. “Strong and….”
She shook herself like a dog coming out of the water.
“Did we get anything of interest?” she asked.
“Oh, yes, splendid. Mrs. Bennett, you know something of
the history of the house. Can you verify the incident?”
Put fair and squarely on the spot, Ruth stammered, “Of
course the house did belong to the Campbells. I don’t recall the name
of the man who owned it during the Civil War, but—”
“Yes, it was certainly the War Between the States,” Mrs.
MacDougal agreed. “Was Mr. Campbell a Southern sympathizer?”
From across the table Bruce said smoothly,
“May I, Mrs. Bennett? Not only was Campbell a rebel at
heart—not uncommon in Georgetown—but the incident suggested did occur.
When the Union Army fled after the battle of—First Bull Run, I think it
was—the wounded, exhausted men streamed back into the city over the
bridge at Georgetown. Many of them collapsed on the steps of the
houses, and Mr. Campbell ordered his door locked and barred against
them.”
He waited just long enough for the gasps of amazement to
be heard. Then he added gently,
“It’s all described in Old Georgetown Stories.”
The medium was too accustomed to skepticism to show
anger, if she felt any. She gave Bruce a sweet smile and said
indifferently, “I have never read that book.”
“Does the book describe the old man?” Mrs. MacDougal
demanded.
“No. But a blue coat and brass buttons aren’t unusual.”
“What about Mary Ann?”
“I haven’t the faintest idea whether or not Henry had a
daughter of that name,” Bruce said cheerfully. “I doubt if it would be
possible to find out.”
“That’s why it is impossible to convince you skeptics,”
Mrs. MacDougal said in exasperation. “If you do find verification, you
claim the medium could have looked up the information; if you don’t
find it, you claim it can’t be verified.”
Bruce gave her a look in which amusement and respect were
mingled.
“You’re quite right,” he said courteously. “It’s hard
luck, isn’t it?”
“Hmmmph.” Mrs. MacDougal turned away from him. “Let’s try
again, Nada, it’s still early. Perhaps we can get something which will
convince this young man.”
“I don’t know….” the medium said slowly.
“Come, it’s too good a chance to miss. You went quite
quickly into deep trance; obviously the atmosphere here is very
sympathetic.”
The medium was silent. Ruth, next to her, thought she
looked more bloodlessly anemic than ever.
“Perhaps Madame Nada is tired,” she said, with no other
motive than sympathy. “I understand the trance state can be tiring.”
“Yes, it is tiring,” the medium said. “But that is not
why I am afraid—I mean to say, why I am reluctant—”
“No, you mean afraid,” Bruce interrupted, staring at the
woman. “What are you afraid of?”
Ruth turned toward the boy with a disapproving frown—and
realized that he was right. Madame Nada was frightened, badly
frightened and, at the same time, excited. Somehow her fear was more
convincing than any manifestation she could have produced. Ruth began,
“If you feel that way—”
But her gentle voice was drowned out by a booming
“Nonsense!” from Mrs. MacDougal; and after a searching glance at her
patroness, the medium shrugged.
“Very well. But I have warned.”
“We must all concentrate on pure thoughts,” Mrs.
MacDougal urged. “Perhaps if we sang a hymn—”
“Oh, no,” Ruth said involuntarily. The medium gave her a
bleak smile.
“I think not. Just—let us begin.”
V
The medium sank into trance at once, deeply,
frighteningly, almost as if she had been dragged under the surface of
consciousness by a force she could not resist. The wrist Ruth held went
limp, as before; but Ruth shivered as she felt the undisciplined pulse
racing wildly under her fingers.
“Names,” the droning voice began. “Mary Ann, Henry, a
Frank…someone named Hilda.”
“Go on,” breathed Mrs. MacDougal.
“I see two women. One young, one older. Gray hair. Or is
it powder? The quarrel, the girl is crying. Poor Mary!”
Ruth relaxed. This was the same sort of vague talk they
had heard before, unconvincing because it could be tailored to fit
almost any event. Relieved of her anxiety, her mind began to wander,
only half-hearing the medium’s descriptions and recitations of names
which might apply to anyone on earth, or no one. Something about an
Indian in a feathered headdress…a hanging man…a little white dog. That
reminded her of the elusive Sammie, and she was speculating idly on his
identity when, as if the memory had been a cue, the terror began.
It came slowly and slyly, like a trickle of dirty water
through a crack. A voice, the voice of no one in the circle, began to
mutter. It sounded, at first, like a recording played at too low a
speed—a dull, forced drone of sound, with no words distinguishable.
Then it grew louder, and words began to be heard. But still the
mechanical impression was there, as if something were being pushed and
squeezed through the wrong sort of machine.
The medium had gone rigid. Her thin wrist was no longer
lax; it pulled and pounded against Ruth’s fingers. Madame Nada had good
cause for alarm; for she, of all the people in the room, knew that the
muttering horror of a voice did not come from her own throat. She, and
one other. Ruth knew that the sound originated, not from her right-hand
side, but from her left. From Sara.
The others, of course, assumed that Madame Nada was
producing this voice, as she had produced the others. Yet there was a
qualitative difference in this sound, and they all felt it. The room
became absolutely still. The cold suddenly seemed intense; Ruth had to
clench her teeth together to keep them from chattering.
The muttering, mumbling monologue seemed to go on and on;
but in actuality the whole business could not have lasted more than
thirty seconds, and the voice had forced out no more than six
articulate words, before the medium’s strained nerves erupted in a
hair-raising scream. It broke the horrified paralysis of the others;
there were sounds of chairs being pushed back, cries and questions. The
lights flashed on. Ruth had a wild, vivid glimpse of Bruce, his hand
still on the light switch, his body braced against the wall, his face
paper white as he stared at her…. No, not at her. At Sara, beside her. He
knew. Somehow, he knew.
Making the greatest effort of her life, Ruth turned her
head to stare at the thing that sat beside her—quietly now, demurely,
head bent and hands still. The features were the same—the narrow nose
and flowing black hair, the quiet mouth. The physical identity only
intensified the terror; for she knew, with a certainty that defied the
senses, that when Sara turned her head, something that was no longer
Sara would look back at her through Sara’s eyes.
THAT NIGHT, FOR
THE FIRST TIME IN FORTY YEARS, RUTH
left a night light burning when she went
to bed. But whenever she closed her eyes a face took shape against the
darkness—the familiar, unrecognizable face that had been superimposed
on Sara’s face for one impossible moment.
From a social point of view the evening could not be
called a success, ending as it did with the demoralization of most of
the guests and the complete collapse of one of them. Madame Nada had
fainted dead away, falling so ungracefully and painfully that even the
skeptics knew it was a genuine faint. When she recovered she could
think of only one thing—getting out of the house as quickly as
possible. Mrs. MacDougal’s car took her home, and Pat felt he had to
escort the excited women. The other guests made their excuses like
people fleeing a house of death. Séances were only fun when they
were artificial.
It was clear to Ruth that none of them really knew what
had happened; they were simply reacting to an atmosphere as intense as
it was unpleasant. The medium was a true sensitive, in that she had
felt the unpleasantness more keenly, but she was no more equipped to
cope with genuine horror than were the others.
Bruce would have lingered; but Ruth sent him packing. His
presence was not the one she wanted, and, in fact, she was not sure
that she wanted anyone. She preferred to be alone with Sara.
For Sara it was, once again; no doubt about that. When
Ruth turned shrinkingly back to her niece, after administering first
aid to Madame Nada, the illusion (if it had been an illusion) was gone.
Sara’s voice, Sara’s expression—the indefinable, essential
Sara-ness—were back.
Ruth was left in bed with two equally unpleasant theories
for company. The room was comfortably warm, the blankets fleecy, the
brushed nylon of her nightgown soft against her recumbent body; but
from time to time she shivered with an ungovernable chill.
What is it that defines an individual? Not the body, the
color of hair and eyes, the shape of the face, for these may alter with
accident or illness, and they do, inevitably, alter with the one
unavoidable illness, old age. Opinions and beliefs, the products of the
thinking brain, also change; the bright young idealist may become a
cynical supporter of bigotry in old age.
So what is it, she wondered, that makes a man or woman,
distinctly himself, different from all others? Give that quality a
name—personality—though the name itself is meaningless; it may be what
some call the immortal soul or it may be simply a cluster of traits,
inherited and acquired. Character, soul, spirit, individuality…the turn
of the head, the expression of the eyes, the responses to pain, fear,
love.
When she was little, Ruth had thought of herself—the real
Ruth—as a little homunculus living inside her head, busily manipulating
the muscles that moved the puppet of her body, arranging the thoughts
that animated her brain by day, sorting and selecting her dreams at
night. She wondered now whence she had derived this image; surely there
was something like it in one of Louisa May Alcott’s books…. Or perhaps
it was an idea which would occur to any sensitive child—the little soul
living inside the brain, looking out through the eyes.
Tonight something had looked out of Sara’s brain, through
Sara’s eyes, that was not Sara.
Ruth twisted uncomfortably between sheets which were
already wrinkled and hot. The incredibility of her fancies was even
more apparent when she put them into concrete images.
In a way, the alternative was less difficult. It was
simply that she, Ruth Bennett, was suffering from hallucinations. That
she was able to entertain, even for a moment, the wild hypothesis of
Sara’s differentness, indicated that her own mind had slipped
considerably from normal standards.
People who are losing their minds, they say, do not doubt
their sanity. Ruth suspected that this consoling thought would not be
supported by a psychologist. Heaven knew she had enough doubts. But at
the basis of all her queries lay one damning fact: that it was easier
for her to believe in her mad idea of possession than in her own
madness.
Morning is often a revelation in itself. When Ruth woke
from a brief, but deep, sleep, she could hardly believe in the dark
visions of the night. Sunlight poured in through the window and the
mockingbirds who had made a nest in the chimney discussed their plans
for the day. Downstairs she heard movement, and Sara’s voice, an
untrained but sweet contralto, singing “Where Have All the Flowers
Gone?” Smells floated enticingly up the stair—coffee, bacon, toast.
Saturday was cleaning day. Since Sara arrived Ruth had
gladly abandoned the never-ending search for reliable help. She and
Sara could go over the entire house in four hours, and leave every bit
of glass sparkling and every chair leg polished. If there was the
slightest shadow on Sara’s soul it was invisible. She sang like a bird
and worked like a demon and, after lunch, went dashing off to keep a
shopping appointment with a girl friend. Ruth’s decision had been made
without conscious debate; not for anything in the world would she have
mentioned her fears to Sara. She decided that she would call her doctor
for a checkup, just to be on the safe side. But Monday would be time
enough; Saturday morning was always busy for Dr. Peterson. There was no
hurry.
II
She met It again that night, walking in the hall. Sara
was barefoot, but the old, uneven boards creaked. Ruth came awake as a
soldier in a battle zone jerks out of sleep, alert and fully conscious.
She knew instantly what was standing outside her door; and knew, as
well, the futility of her former attempts at reason.
The hardest thing she had ever had to do was to get out
of bed and go to meet it.
III
“She always wears bedroom slippers,” Ruth said. “Ever
since she got a splinter in her foot last fall.”
Suddenly, without meaning to, she began to cry. Pat,
whose face had assumed a deepening expression of concern, slid over and
put his arms around her. When the first storm of tears subsided he said
quietly, “I don’t blame you for being upset, Ruth. But you’ve got to
tell me the rest. What happened after you went out into the hall?”
“I’m sorry.” Ruth sniffed, and took a deep breath. “I
know I’m not…. It was bright moonlight last night; the light came
flooding in through the circular window on the landing. It—Sara—” She
faltered, seeing his lips tighten at the slip, and then went doggedly
on. “She was standing there, on the landing, looking like something out
of Mrs. Radcliffe; she always wears nightgowns, not pajamas, and her
winter ones are long and high-necked because the house gets cold at
night…. Sorry again. I’m fighting away from it, aren’t I?”
All he said was, “You’re doing fine, go on.”
“What I’m trying to give you is the picture—a girl in a
long pale gown, with her black hair falling over her shoulders.
Wraithlike, pale-faced in the moonlight. Her eyes were wide open…. No,
I can see what you’re thinking, but that wasn’t it; she was not
sleepwalking. My roommate used to walk in her sleep and I know the
look. This—Sara—was awake. It was awake, Pat, wide awake; and it
was not Sara.”
“You’re giving me your impressions. You are not
describing what happened. We’ll worry about subjective sensations after
you explain how you got those marks on your face.”
“I must look awful,” Ruth said drearily.
“You have what is popularly known as a shiner. Plus a
couple of scratches on your cheek. How did you explain them to Sara?”
“I didn’t. I yelled through the door, told her I had a
headache and didn’t want to be disturbed. Finally she went out. As soon
as she left the house I called you.”
“She was—Sara—again this morning?”
“Yes. She offered to get breakfast, call the doctor. She
was awfully sweet….”
“All right,” he said, as her voice began to quaver.
“You’ve told me everything but the main thing. Sara hit you, didn’t
she?”
“Yes.”
Pat pointed a long finger at the glass on the table
beside Ruth.
“Finish your medicine. I know this is a hell of an hour
for sherry, but you need a stimulant. Why did she hit you?”
Ruth made a face; for a moment she felt sure that the
wine would be the last straw for her churning stomach. Then the warmth
spread, and her icy hands relaxed a bit.
“Let me try to be coherent. I saw her standing there in
the moonlight. After a minute I spoke to her. She didn’t answer. I
said, ‘Sara, are you ill? What’s wrong?’ She started. She said—”
“Exact words, if you can remember them.”
“Good God, I wish I could forget them! She said the same
thing she said at the séance. She said it twice. ‘Not dead. Not
dead.’ Then a sort of sigh, and—I think—the word ‘please.’ She kept
repeating that, faster and faster, till the words ran together…. She
was screaming by then, Pat; in the middle of it, I thought I caught
something that sounded like ‘the General.’ But I wasn’t really
listening. I felt I had to make her be quiet. It was when I touched her
that she—flailed out with both arms. Honestly, I don’t think she meant
to hurt me; I’m not even sure she knew who I was.”
“Probably not.”
“Pat, you know Sara. You know she wouldn’t ever—”
“Dear heart, is that what worries you?” He smiled, for
the first time since he had entered the house; but the lines on
forehead and cheek did not disappear. “I don’t think our nice Sara has
turned into a homicidal maniac, no. Finish your story before I start
lecturing. How the hell did you calm her? She’s twice your size, and a
healthy young animal.”
“I didn’t. She almost knocked me out with that blow in
the face, but she overbalanced herself. Her foot slipped. When she
fell, she must have hit her head. I dragged her back to bed. I probably
shouldn’t have moved her, but…well, I did. She passed from
unconsciousness into normal sleep without waking, and when I was sure
she was asleep, I went to bed myself.”
“I’ll bet you were ready for it. Okay. I get the picture.”
Ruth drew a long breath.
“I just want to know one thing. Who’s crazy—me or Sara?”
“Neither of you is crazy,” he said violently. “Don’t use
that stupid goddamn word.”
“I’m sorry….”
“So am I. I’m a hell of a therapist, aren’t I. Have
another drink. Let’s both have another drink.”
Ruth took the glass he handed her. In the morning
sunlight the light liquid shone like tawny gold.
“Don’t think I’m not grateful,” she said. “But if you
would just tell me, without mincing words….”
“I intend to.” He drained his glass in one movement of
his wrist. “Dismiss, first of all, the notion that you imagined all
this. Such things have happened; people with certain types of mental
illness have even inflicted injuries on themselves in order to
substantiate a fantastic theory. But not you. This thing happened. So
we are faced with the only other possibility. Sara is the one who is
mentally disturbed. You’re probably right in saying that she didn’t
know you. Now at this point that’s absolutely all I can say; I haven’t
seen the girl. Something is bugging her, some anxiety; I could guess at
the obvious possibilities, but I see no future in doing so.”
“Oh, God. What am I going to tell her mother?”
“Nothing, yet. Ruth, you’re too intelligent to go into a
tizzy at the mention of mental illness; this may not turn out to be
anything serious. Let’s wait and see before we start screaming.”
“But what shall I do?”
“First, you will go and get dressed.” He lifted his hand
as she started to speak, and solemnly ticked off the points on his
fingers. “Next we will go out to lunch and get some food in that queasy
stomach of yours. Forget about your black eye, the waiter will think I
slugged you, that’s all, and he’ll admire me greatly. Then we will come
back here and wait for Sara. When do you expect her home?”
“Five, or thereabouts. But Pat—”
“I want to talk to her,” Pat said quietly. “That’s all,
just talk. Maybe then we can determine whether she needs a neurologist
or a psychiatrist or a gynecologist, or just a good swift kick in the
pants.”
“But—”
“Theorizing without sufficient data is the most futile of
all occupations, Ruth. Wasn’t it Sherlock Holmes who said that? It
applies to practically everything in life. Now go up and get some
clothes on.”
Ruth went. After her hysterical plea for help, she could
hardly refuse to follow his advice. She wondered, as she dressed, what
weird combination of motives had prompted her to call him instead of
the family doctor. Some of them were reasonably obvious. Others….
She examined the image in her mirror. It looked
abnormally normal, all things considered; trim and tailored in a
powder-blue suit, silvery hair serene; carefully applied makeup had
even diminished the bruise around her eye.
Others…. Her uncontrolled thoughts ran on. Other motives
might be in doubt. But one was clear. She had instinctively summoned
Pat because he was an expert on the subject that haunted her—literally
and terribly. Despite what seemed to her a series of betraying
admissions, he had not sensed her true fears—because, she thought
bitterly, no sane person would ever conceive of such things. He
believed that she had called out to him because she needed him, not as
a professional, but as a man.
IV
The sunset was splendidly ominous—indigo and purple
clouds rimmed with gold against a pale, clear green sky. The leafless
branches of the big oak stood out black against the glory; their
complex patterns had an austere mathematical beauty.
Ruth had reached the stage of irrational nervousness when
the slightest phenomenon seems prophetic. When the wineglass, one of an
old, cherished set, slipped from her hand and shattered musically on
the coffee table, she bit her lip so hard that it bled.
Pat bent to collect the pieces. Then they heard the front
door open.
Sara was—Sara. But she was not alone. Ruth recognized
Bruce’s affected speech with mingled exasperation and relief. One could
hardly speak candidly to the girl in his presence. On the other hand,
it was good to know that Bruce had been with her. Especially with night
drawing in.
Now why, she wondered, did I think of that?
Pat’s greeting to Sara was, on the surface, casual and
without innuendoes. Sherry was offered and accepted; the two young
people sat down; Bruce suggested a fire, and was graciously permitted
to build one. The darkness fell with winter rapidity, and they sat by
the light of the leaping flames and talked about nothing.
Ruth was silent; light conversation seemed impossible.
The devil that Pat had exorcised by the simple fact of refusing to see
its possibility slid slyly back, hovering in the gathering shadows. Yet
whenever she looked at Sara her brain staggered at the incongruity of
it all. Miniskirts and long black leather boots do not suit the
supernatural.
As the minutes wore on Ruth felt the tension mounting.
Her own silence fed it; so did Bruce’s uncharacteristically
monosyllabic speech. He sat on the edge of his chair and never took his
eyes off Sara. The girl was nervous too; she moved too much, twitching
at her skirt, stroking the leather of her boots. She had developed a
slight stammer, the first time Ruth had ever noticed any such trait.
“It’s dark,” Ruth said suddenly. “Let’s have some light.”
Pat’s hand caught her arm as she started to rise. He
alone seemed unaffected by the strain.
“The firelight is pleasant,” he said. “Leave it.”
The words, with their bland assumption of authority,
would have irritated Ruth at any other time. Now the sudden need that
had sent her groping for light closed in upon her. She sank back onto
the couch, not because of Pat’s grip, but because her knees would no
longer hold her erect. Could no one else feel It? It was coming. It was
all around. It was cold and darkness; It fed on darkness. If this went
on….
“I understand you haven’t been sleeping too well lately,”
Pat said to Sara.
“No, Pat, don’t,” Ruth said. “This isn’t the time—”
“Of course it is; you’re letting this worry you far too
much. There’s no reason to be shy about it. Everybody has problems at
one time or another—nervous strain, overwork….”
“What the hell are you talking about?” Bruce demanded.
“I mean just what I say. Sara has been sleepwalking.
That’s a sign of nerves, a signal we can’t ignore.”
“Stop it,” Ruth said urgently. “Pat, this is all wrong,
can’t you feel….” Her voice died, only torise again in a gasp of
terror. Sara was sitting on the edge of the couch nearest the fire. The
red light gave auburn gleams to her dark hair, and lit the curve of
cheek and chin with a diabolical flush. She had not moved nor uttered a
word; but her pose had altered, indefinably but unmistakably.
In the silence that followed Ruth’s intake of breath they
could all hear the girl breathing in short shallow gasps. The firelight
caught the glow of her eyes as they moved. Groping wildly Ruth found
Pat’s hand and clung to it. She was conscious of a bizarre feeling of
relief. He saw it too. The rigidity of his muscles, unresponsive for
once to her touch, told of his reaction more graphically than speech.
But the reaction that cut Ruth to the quick was Bruce’s. He made one
small movement, quickly controlled; but she knew enough to recognize
it, even from its abortive beginning—the instinctive flight of flexed
fingers to his forehead.
“Sara,” Pat said softly.
No response. Only that shallow, panicky panting of breath.
“Sara, are you in pain? Tell me what hurts. I can help.”
No sound, no movement. Pat freed his hand from Ruth’s
grasp. He leaned forward as if to touch Sara’s arm.
“Don’t be afraid. Everything is going to be—”
She flinched away from him, shrinking into the corner of
the couch. Pat withdrew his hand.
“You hear me, don’t you?”
“I—hear.”
The voice was normal enough in tone and pitch; the only
thing wrong with it was that it was not Sara’s voice.
Even in those two words there was a noticeable difference
in inflection. The “I” sound was softer, and there was something about
the final “r” that struck oddly on the listening ears.
“You do hear me?” Pat repeated. His voice was soft, but
insistent.
“Yes. But I don’t know—”
“You don’t know what?”
“Who you are.”
Pat’s arm shot out in a savage silent gesture aimed at
Bruce, just in time to keep him in his place. His voice did not lose
its even, gentle inflection.
“I’m Pat, Sara. Professor MacDougal. You’re taking my
course, remember? And doing some typing for me.”
“What is—typing?”
“It’s a kind of—never mind. You know your name, don’t
you?”
“Know…name. Sara.” There was a brief pause; the figure
huddled on the couch rolled its eyes, and Ruth felt her hands turn
cold. “You called…her…Sara.”
It was too much for Bruce. With a muffled curse he dived,
not for Sara, but for the light switch. The chandelier blazed into
life, blinding the three who sat by the fire. Ruth’s hands flew up to
shield her eyes; Pat swore; and Sara, after one muffled cry, turned the
color of typewriter paper and fell forward. Pat recovered himself just
barely in time to catch her.
“Goddamn it all to hell,” he said, kneeling with Sara
held across his shoulder like an awkward, long-legged doll; the black
boots sprawled pathetically across the rug. “Goddamn you, you young
bastard, what the hell did you do that for? Get over here and give me a
hand.”
“Oh, Pat, don’t yell at him; I was about ready to do it
myself.” Ruth’s cheeks were wet with tears of nervous strain. She
dropped onto the floor and touched Sara’s head. “Is she—”
“Just fainted. Bruce!”
“I’ll take her.” Bruce held out his arms.
“You’ll take her feet. Try not to joggle her. I don’t
want her to wake up.”
At the foot of the stairs Pat handed his part of the
burden over to Bruce and let the boy carry her to her room. When Ruth
tried to follow them, he held her back.
“Stay with her, Bruce,” he called softly. “If she starts
to wake, let me know instantly. No, Ruth, you can’t do a thing. Come
back here.”
He took her with him, to the telephone on its little
table behind the stairs. When he was about halfway through dialing Ruth
woke up. She snatched at his hand.
“Whom are you calling?”
“Whom do you think?”
“Put that telephone down! Pat, you’ve got to tell me—”
They were both speaking in sharp whispers, their faces
only inches apart.
“I’m calling a doctor,” Pat said. He was pale; the
session had shaken him severely. “If I had realized that matters were
this serious—”
“But I told you—”
“It’s different when you actually see it.” Pat was silent
for a moment, staring with creased brows at the telephone. “And I hoped
my hunch was wrong. Damn it all—it need not have been this, not from
your description. It is comparatively rare….”
“What? What is rare?” With an effort that left her
shaking Ruth kept her voice from rising. “What doctor are you planning
to call, Pat?”
“A friend of mine. He’s a fine guy, one of the best.”
“It’s after five. He won’t be in his office.”
“I’m calling him at home.”
“But he won’t see her till morning anyhow. Can’t we—”
“He’ll see her tonight—now. Face it, Ruth. I know you
love the girl—”
“Yes,” Ruth said blankly. “Yes. I do.”
“Then you’ve got to keep your wits about you. This isn’t
incurable, they’ve had excellent results with other cases.”
“What cases? For God’s sake, Pat—”
“He’ll want her in the hospital at once, I’m sure,” Pat
said. “You could go up and pack a bag….”
“Hospital,” Ruth pressed her hands to her cheeks. “What
hospital? St. Elizabeth’s. That’s what you mean, isn’t it? An insane
asylum!”
He caught her by the shoulders and shook her.
“Stop that! St. Elizabeth’s is not an insane asylum; it
is a hospital for the mentally ill. I thought you were an educated
modern woman! Next thing you’ll be doing is muttering prayers and
making signs against the evil eye! Anyhow, I don’t mean St.
Elizabeth’s. I do mean, and let’s get it straight, the psychiatric ward
of whatever hospital Jim practices at. Sibley, probably. Ruth,
darling….” His voice softened. “After this is over we’ll come back and
get good and drunk—absolutely stoned. Right now you must be calm or
we’ll all start screaming. And what good do you think that will do
Sara?”
“All right. All right. What is wrong with her?”
He studied her face for a moment; then, as if satisfied,
he nodded and let her go.
“Ruth, I’m only an amateur. But the symptoms are so
obvious…. What you described last night might have been
somnambulism—sleepwalking, as a result of some severe nervous strain.
But tonight…. She really didn’t know me, Ruth; she was not putting me
on. But the most betraying sign was a single word. She referred to
herself as ‘her.’ ‘You call her Sara,’ she said.”
“Amnesia?”
“Well, it’s related, if I understand the problem
correctly. But this is more than simple amnesia. We talked to someone
tonight who thinks she is not Sara. Ruth, did you ever read a book or
see a movie called The Three Faces of Eve? Or
maybe Shirley Jackson’s novel, The Bird’s Nest?”
“Oh, no,” Ruth whispered.
“I’m afraid it’s oh, yes. I may be wrong. But it looks to
me like multiple personality. What they used to call schizophrenia.”
Standing in the hall, with electric lights blazing and
telephone near her hand, Ruth knew that she was only half a step away
from the cave, and that the gadgetry of the modern world was a thin
skin covering emotions that had not altered in centuries. The terms
were scientific; the thing they described struck her with the same
chill that had struck her primitive ancestors when another word was
mentioned.
“Good girl,” Pat said, mistaking her frozen horror for
acceptance. “I’ll call Jim now.”
“Oh, no,” said another voice. “No, you won’t.”
They looked up to see Bruce’s saturnine beard waving at
them. He descended the last few steps.
“You stupid fool,” Pat exclaimed. “Get back up there. If
she wakes….”
“She won’t be any worse off, with what you’re planning.
Cool it, Pat; she’s asleep; she won’t wake up for a while. And when she
does, it will be here, in her own bed—not in some goddamn ward with a
lot of nuts and a bunch of head-shrinkers probing into her
subconscious.”
Pat’s face turned dark red. He rolled his eyes heavenward
and started counting aloud. After “four” his color began to subside.
“Eight, nine, ten. All right, Bruce, I am not going to
knock your front teeth out, as was my first impulse. I will listen to
you first, before I knock them out. But make it fast. I’m not feeling
awfully calm right now.”
“Neither am I.” Bruce faced him. Feet apart, hands
clenched, he looked like a boxer braced for a blow—except for his face,
which was pinched and haggard. He stood in silent thought for several
seconds; it was clear that he was choosing his words with care.
“Are you sure of your diagnosis?” he asked.
“Of course not. How arrogant do you think I am?”
“I don’t mean the diagnosis of multiple personality. On
the face of it, it’s a reasonable hypothesis. I’m questioning your
general assumption, Dr. MacDougal, not your specific diagnosis. How do
you know that this is mental illness?”
Pat was too puzzled to be angry. His brows drew together
in an introspective frown.
“How could it be physical? It’s not delirium, there’s no
fever, no—”
“I don’t mean that.”
“What the hell do you mean?”
Bruce hesitated. Ruth noticed that the scant area of skin
that showed on his cheeks was darker than usual. The boy was blushing.
“What I’m suggesting may seem unorthodox,” he said at
last. “But if you’ll try to look at this with an open mind you’ll see
that there is another possibility, which fits the observed facts even
better than your theory of multiple personality.”
“Better? What?”
Bruce looked as if he were about to choke. And then, all
at once, Ruth knew what he was going to say before he said it.
“Possession.”
“ POSSESSION?” PAT REPEATED. HIS VOICE
WAS CALMLY, mildly curious. “Possession…. You do mean
what I think you mean—evil spirits? That sort of thing?”
“Yes.” Bruce’s face was bright red from the hair on his
chin to the hair on his forehead. But his eyes did not waver.
“All right. Go on.”
“You mean you believe—”
“I think,” Pat said, with precision, “that you are insane
or joking. I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt and assume it is the
former. You are, of course, a crypto-Christian—”
“I haven’t been to mass for five years,” Bruce said in
outraged tones, as if he had been accused of fraud or burglary.
“Excuse me. I meant that your
youthful training, though consciously denied, still affects you. Damn
it, boy, you’re poaching on my preserves! I know all about the
superstition of possession; it’s an ancient, widespread delusion among
primitive peoples.”
“There is still a ritual for exorcism in the church,”
Bruce said.
“A ritual dating from one of the most superstitious eras
of human history. How many pathetic women were burned, tortured,
maimed, because their credulous acquaintances believed they were
possessed by the Devil? We know now that these symptoms—if they ever
existed, except in the imaginations of vicious neighbors of the
accused—were those of mental disorders, schizophrenia among them.
Superstition is my field, Bruce; do you suppose I’ve neglected the
richest source of all—the history of the Christian church?”
“I won’t argue religion with you,” Bruce said. His color
was still high, but argument was his meat and drink. “I’ll even admit,
for the sake of the discussion, that the Christian faith is based on
centuries of superstition. My contention is that your modern science of
psychiatry is just as irrational—just as much a matter of superstitious
faith.”
The tension in the dimly lit hall was almost audible,
like a high keening. When a log dropped in the fireplace in the next
room, all of them started. Pat turned back to his opponent with
narrowed eyes.
“This is no time to quibble.”
“There won’t be another time.” Bruce’s embarrassed flush
had gone; his skin was as pale as ivory against the sharp black lines
of his beard. “If you do what you plan to do, she’ll lose—”
“Her immortal soul?”
“You could call it that….”
“Show me a soul, Bruce.”
The color—excitement, not embarrassment now—blazed up in
Bruce’s cheeks.
“Show me a subconscious mind!”
“That’s not the same thing!”
“God, yes, it’s the same thing! Just once try to break
through your thick crust of adult dullness and see what I’m trying to
get at! I’m not insisting on the possession idea. All I’m saying is
that it is as reasonable a theory now, for us, as your theory of
multiple personality. We’re hypnotized, in our age, by the mumbo jumbo
of psychiatry just as the men of the Middle Ages were hypnotized by
witchcraft. We’ve less material proof of our faith than they had of
theirs! That’s what it comes down to in the end, a matter of faith. You
ask me to take the word of Freud and Jung. I don’t see why their
opinions should carry more weight than those of Thomas Aquinas and St.
Paul—and Martin Luther, if it comes to that!”
“You reason like a Jesuit,” Pat said coldly. “But doesn’t
it seem in bad taste to you to debate about Sara’s sanity?”
“For Christ’s sake!” Bruce brought his clenched fists
down on the balustrade with a force that drove the blood from them. “I
care more about Sara’s sanity than I do about some abstract problem in
debate! Why doesn’t she deserve the same amount of intellectual effort
I give to a problem in logic?”
“This isn’t a problem in logic! This is—”
“Wait a minute,” Ruth said. She had not spoken in so long
that her voice sounded cracked and rusty. Both men turned to stare at
her. “You’re wrong, Pat. So am I. Isn’t this what they accuse us of,
the young people—of refusing to keep an open mind? You haven’t even
asked him why he thinks…. I can’t say it. I don’t even understand what
it means.”
Hands still clenched on the stair rail, Bruce studied her
in openmouthed amazement. Then understanding dawned.
“So that’s it,” he said slowly. “You felt it too.”
“Yes,” Ruth said. “If you mean—”
“The Otherness. The occupation of Sara’s body by a
force—personality, soul, spirit—that is not Sara. That’s possession,
Mrs. Bennett. That’s what I mean.”
“Dear God,” Pat muttered. “Ruth—”
“No.” She moved back, rejecting his outstretched hand and
everything it implied. “Are all three of us mad, Pat? Bruce, and I, and
Sara?”
“Not mad, just unbearably distressed and distracted. Damn
you, Bruce—”
“At least listen to me!” Bruce glanced up the stairs.
There was no sound from Sara’s room. “Just give me a chance! I’m not
insisting that this is it, Pat. I’m only asking you to consider it as
you would any other hypothesis.”
“Give me your evidence, then.” Pat was livid with anger,
but he had his face and voice under control.
“First point—the reaction, not only of myself, but of
Mrs. Bennett. Hunches are almost always rationally based; they are
value judgments made by the subconscious mind—see, I’m giving you your
damned subconscious mind—on the basis of evidence the conscious mind
doesn’t see. Mrs. Bennett—”
“Ruth.”
“Ruth and I are more emotionally involved with Sara than
you are. We are more sensitive to her, more able to notice
discrepancies. And both of us felt the same thing, and at the same
time. Right, Ruth?”
“At the séance. You saw it too.”
“Not ‘saw,’ ‘felt.’” Bruce’s eyes went dark with memory.
“I felt it clear on the other side of the table. And I’ll frankly admit
it made me feel sick.”
“The medium knew too,” Ruth exclaimed. “She was
terrified.”
“Your interpretation of the medium’s emotions is not
evidence,” Pat said flatly.
“How about my emotions?”
“Ah, Ruth—now—”
“And the fact that Bruce and I felt the same?”
“You find now that you felt the same. You’re infecting
one another. Don’t you see—I’m not denying the—the Otherness, if you
choose to call it that. Good God, it’s the basis of my own theory.”
Bruce rubbed his hands together nervously.
“And Sara’s reference to herself, in this last seizure,
in the third person?”
“The alternate personalities in this type of psychosis
regard one another as different entities,” Pat said relentlessly.
“Reference to the others as ‘she,’ or by various nicknames, is common.”
Ruth felt herself weakening. He seemed to have an answer
for everything. And the proposition he supported had, in a sense,
greater hope for Sara’s eventual cure than any other; she could not
have said why she fought it so strongly, or why she had instinctively
supported Bruce’s incredible idea. Now her eyes turned to him with a
silent plea, and the boy straightened.
“It just so happens that I’ve read about several of these
cases of multiple personality,” he said disarmingly.
“I might have known.” Under other circumstances the
expression on Pat’s mouth might have turned into a smile.
“In the first place,” Bruce said, “these types aren’t
homicidal, or dangerous.”
“Have you happened to notice Ruth’s face?”
Bruce’s glance flickered over to Ruth; his knowledge was
so intuitively complete that it surprised her to recall that he knew
nothing of the previous night’s events.
“Sara did that?”
“It was an accident.”
“Tell me.”
Ruth told the grim little story again. Bruce did not seem
disturbed by its ending; what really interested him were the words that
Sara had uttered, and he made Ruth repeat them several times. Then he
nodded.
“I agree. The attack on you was impersonal. She didn’t
even know who you were, any more than she knew Pat tonight.”
“That will be poor comfort,” Pat said, “if she pushes
Ruth down the stairs next time, and breaks her neck.”
“And it will be poor comfort to me,” Bruce said softly,
“if your psychiatrist friend sends Sara off the deep end into real
psychosis. No, wait a minute, Pat. Remember the Beauchamp case, where
four separate and distinct personalities were involved, in one woman?
One of these, the “Sally” personality, was almost certainly produced
by the hypnotic suggestion of the doctor who was handling the case. In
another case there were seven different
personalities which emerged—how, I wonder, and with what help from the
inexpert probing of the doctor? Oh, sure, some of these cases were
cured—if you can call a random fusion of disparate personalities a
cure. My God, Pat, don’t your doctor friends scare you just a little
bit? They’re so damned smug, so sure of themselves—just dig around in
the patient’s childhood till the probe hits the right little
trauma—then, spoing! the pieces all snap back together again!”
“Bruce, I’m not claiming this is simple. Or easy.” Pat
rubbed his hand across his jaw as if trying to relax tight muscles. His
eyes were hooded and sad. “I don’t like the situation any better than
you do.”
“Then listen to me!” Bruce flung his hands wide in a
gesture that would have looked theatrical if it had not been so
passionately sincere. “Just listen and try to think! Pat, I tell you I
know these cases, and this is not like the others! The things Sara has
said, and the way she has behaved, do not fit the classic patterns of
multiple personality. Nor can I blandly ignore, as you do whenever you
strike evidence that doesn’t suit your theory, the reactions of other
people. Look, I’ll make you a proposition. Give me forty-eight hours.
Two days. Nothing serious can happen in two days, even if you’re right.”
“Two days for what?”
“For me to convince you that I’m right.” Bruce’s eyes
blazed. “I have a feeling that we’ve only seen the beginning of this,
Pat. If the situation hasn’t changed within two days, I’ll give in.”
“This is the craziest proposition—!”
“But you have no choice,” Ruth said calmly. “Because,
when you come right down to it, I’m the one who has to decide. Aren’t
I?”
Pat’s eyes met hers.
“I could telephone her mother,” he said.
“You do, and you’ll never enter this house again.”
“Damn it, Ruth—”
“I mean it.”
Bruce remained silent, with the tact of an expert
strategist. He did not so much as bat an eye when Pat, breathing
heavily through his nose, said, “All right, I’ll give in. Not because I
like it. Because I have no choice. But I agree only on one condition.
I’m moving in. And I’m staying till this is settled. I’ll cancel my
classes.”
“Good idea,” Bruce said coolly. “That makes two of us.”
And Ruth said, as calmly as if she were welcoming invited
guests, “I’m sorry we have only one extra room. But it has twin beds.
I’ll call work tomorrow and tell them I’ve got the flu.”
II
They sat around the kitchen table eating pizza. Three of
them were eating; Ruth regarded the red-and-yellow circle in front of
her with faint repulsion.
“I can’t believe you’ve never eaten pizza,” Bruce said.
“Where’ve you been all these years?”
Ruth poked the rubbery red circle with a fork.
“Are you sure it’s edible?” she asked dubiously.
The burst of laughter was a little too loud. In the
bright, modern warmth of the kitchen they were all able to pretend, but
not very successfully, or for very long.
“You didn’t want to go out,” Pat said. “And nobody feels
much like cooking.”
The silence fell like fog, wet and clammy.
“Pat, you promised—” Bruce began.
“That I’d give you two days. I’ll do more; I’ll actively
cooperate with anything you suggest doing. I just want to know how Sara
feels about this.”
Two of them, at least, had been trying not to look at
Sara, who sat next to Bruce, her eyes still a bit foggy with sleep, her
hand openly holding his. But with the other hand she was feeding
herself pizza with the healthy appetite of a young woman.
“As I said before,” Bruce remarked, with strained
patience, “she has the best right of anyone to know what we’re doing.”
The argument at the foot of the stairs had not ended with
Pat’s capitulation. He had protested vigorously when Bruce proposed
waking Sara, and it had taken further threats from Ruth to overrule him.
“I’ll heat some coffee,” Ruth said, abandoning her pizza.
She had not felt like cooking dinner; but there was a
sort of comfort now in handling the smooth aluminum of the coffeepot,
fiddling with the handles on the stove. The familiar charm of the
kitchen seemed like a painting on gauze, that wavered oddly in the
breeze of unreason, and might at any moment blow away completely,
displaying something the senses could not endure.
Ruth poured the coffee, and no one commented on how badly
her hands were shaking.
“Let’s take it into the living room,” she said.
“No.” Bruce caught at Sara’s sleeve as she started to
rise. “I don’t—well, let’s say I don’t like that room.”
“Ah.” Pat wriggled around so that he was sitting sideways
in his chair. He lifted one foot, raising the ankle on the other knee,
and slumped, comfortably. “It is your contention, then, that the living
room is a focus of the—er—trouble?”
Bruce gave him a sharp glance; but the older man’s manner
was irreproachable.
“I’m cooperating,” he explained, answering Bruce’s look.
“Hmmm. Thanks. I don’t know what my contention is. That’s
half the trouble. But the room is abnormally cold. And that was where
this—thing—”
“Are you afraid of your own terms? Possession. By what,
if I may ask?”
Bruce stiffened.
“Sara ought to have some ideas about that,” he said.
“Well, Sara?” Pat said. “I suspect that you were not—”
“No leading the witness,” said Bruce; the words were
meant to be mildly humorous, but the tone definitely was not. After a
moment, Pat nodded.
“Sorry. Sara?”
“You say something happened at the séance?” Sara
looked at Bruce. “I don’t remember that. Nor the time I walked in my
sleep, the night Ruth fell and hurt herself.”
Bruce’s eyes caught Ruth’s, with a command as clear as
words. He had not, then, told the girl everything. Ruth nodded
slightly. Out of the corner of her eye she saw that Pat was looking
smug, and wondered why.
Sara went on, “But tonight was different.”
“You were aware of what was going on?” Pat asked. Ruth
wondered if other people could read his face as easily as she could. He
was now as crestfallen as he had formerly been smug.
“I sure was. Want me to describe it? I’m not sure I can….”
“If it upsets you, darling,” Ruth began.
“Tell it anyhow,” said Bruce.
“All right.” She gave him a look of such blind trust that
Ruth’s heart contracted painfully. “You know the feeling, when you’re
waiting for something that you know will be very painful or unhappy?
Like an operation; or somebody is going to die. Something you can’t get
out of, but that you know you are going to hate. You can’t breathe. You
keep gasping, but the air won’t go down into your lungs. You can hear
your own heart thudding, so hard it seems to be banging into your ribs.
Your hands perspire. You want to run away, but you can’t, it won’t do
any good, the thing you’re afraid of will happen anyhow.”
The worst part of the description, for Ruth, was that
Sara was not trying to be terrifying, but simply to give facts.
“The feeling was like that,” Sara said. “But this
time—there was no reason for it. Do you understand? I wasn’t afraid of
any thing. I was just afraid. And that’s the worst
fear of all, the fear of nothing.”
Now Bruce’s face was troubled, Pat’s confident.
Apparently the sensation the girl was describing had meaning to them,
though it had none for Ruth.
“Then it came,” Sara went on. “It—filled me up. Like
water pouring into a pitcher. Pat, I could hear you when you were
talking to me—but I couldn’t answer. I heard somebody, something else,
talking. And I couldn’t speak or move a muscle.”
“That’s all?” Bruce said, after a rather painful moment.
“Yes, it went away, and I fainted, I guess. It’s so hard
to describe…. Did you ever wear clothes that were too tight? Shoes that
pinched? That was how—it—felt. Something didn’t quite—fit.”
Somehow that was the worst description yet. Ruth’s mouth
went dry; Pat’s face was disturbed.
“All right,” he said. “Relax, Sara. You were aware of an
invasion—right?—but cannot identify the invader. So far—let’s be
blunt—this proves nothing, one way or the other.”
“I haven’t begun to fight,” Bruce said grimly. “Ruth,
your turn.”
“I told you my impressions of the séance,” Ruth
began.
“I don’t mean that. I want to know whether you’ve noticed
anything else out of the ordinary.”
“Where? When?”
“Any time, but probably recently. Here. In this house.”
“The house,” Ruth exclaimed. “You think—”
“Let’s not jump the gun. Anything, any impression at all.”
For a few seconds Ruth could not think. Her glance
wandered around the kitchen—polished brass winking, smooth scrubbed
counter tops, mellow brown maple…. Then, from nowhere, it came back.
“I had a dream,” she said slowly. “Probably just—”
“Describe it.”
She did; and it lost considerably in the telling, as
dreams usually do.
“The shadow loomed up,” she ended, lamely. “And I thought
I was awake, but I wasn’t. It was an awful feeling, trying to get up,
and not being able to move.”
“What did awaken you?” Bruce asked. He had begun to lose
interest. It was obvious he had no great hopes for the dream.
“I don’t remember….” Ruth wrinkled her brows. Then memory
dawned, with such impact that she knocked her coffee cup over. Sara
dived for it, but Ruth caught at her arm.
“Wait, wait. The voice. Sara, you heard it too; it must
mean something. That was what woke me—the same voice you heard. Only
there isn’t any animal named Sammie!”
It took Bruce almost five minutes to extract a coherent
story.
“The time,” he said, almost as excited as she was. “What
time was it when you woke up?”
“Almost two A.M. And
Sara heard it just before dawn. That in itself makes our first
assumption ridiculous; who would be chasing a lost pet around at that
hour?”
“And through a yard which is completely enclosed,” Bruce
agreed. “Ruth, we may have something here.”
In her triumph Ruth turned toward Pat; and his expression
punctured her like a pricked balloon. He looked so sorry for her.
“Now,” Bruce said, “I’m going to give Pat a chance for a
big ha-ha at my expense. Ruth, did you ever hear any stories about the
house being haunted?”
“No….”
“But then you don’t know much about the place, do you?”
“I guess nobody does, nobody in the family, at any rate.
Cousin Hattie was here so long….”
“Still, it seems to me that we ought to start with the
house,” Bruce argued. “Nothing like this ever happened to Sara until
she came here, and….”
He broke off, his mouth hanging open; and Ruth said
hopefully, “And what?”
“Nothing, I guess. I thought for a minute I had an idea,
but it got away.”
“Maybe you’ll catch it in the morning,” Ruth said. “It’s
been a hard day. We all could do with a good night’s sleep.”
But she knew that none of them would sleep well that
night.
III
“How about the Civil War?” Bruce asked.
They were sitting around the kitchen table the following
afternoon. Rain slid tearily down the windowpanes, blurring the garden
into a gray dismal landscape of bare trees and withered vines.
Inside, the coffeepot was perking and the kitchen was
warm and bright as usual; the tiles over the stove glowed in the light
of the hanging copper lamp. Ruth had worn pink that day, a bright
glowing rose, and Sara’s crimson sweater and royal Stewart plaid skirt
made another patch of brightness. They had turned to vivid colors as a
protest—and not only against the dreary weather.
Bruce leaned across the table, one hand wrapped around
his coffee cup, the other shuffling through a pile of papers. He wore a
checked waistcoat, which Ruth privately considered the height of
affectation; yet somehow it suited the period air of his facial
adornment and finely cut features.
The front door slammed and heavy footsteps announced the
arrival of the missing member of the impromptu committee. Pat’s red
head gleamed with rain, challenging the copper-bottomed pans on the
wall.
He stood across the room from the others, with one hand
braced against the wall, and looked down at them.
“How did it go?”
“We just got here ourselves,” Bruce said. “We were
starting to compare notes.”
“And what a day,” Sara said gloomily. “Remember our
conversation about Georgetown traditions, Pat? If I was rude to you,
I’ve been punished. I spent the whole morning and most of the afternoon
plowing through books on Georgetown history.”
“Serves you right.” Pat’s voice was casual and his smile
bland, but Ruth fancied that his eyes lingered on Sara’s face with an
almost clinical curiosity.
“Some of it was sort of interesting, at that,” Sara
admitted. “Ruth, did you ever run across the story of Baron Bodisco,
who, at the age of sixty-three, fell in love with a sixteen-year-old
girl?”
“No. Who was Baron Bodisco?”
“Russian ambassador, about 1850. He lived a couple of
blocks from here, on O Street.” Sara’s eyes twinkled with amusement.
“He was a sprightly old gent, obviously. The girl came to a Christmas
party he gave for his nephews, and he married her six months later.”
“Nasty old man,” Bruce muttered.
“No,” Sara said, surprisingly. “It was sort of pathetic.
He said she might find someone younger and better looking, but no one
who would love her more. And he absolutely showered her with jewels and
money and gorgeous clothes. There was a description of one of her
dresses—white watered silk embroidered with pale pink rosebuds and
green leaves. With it she wore emeralds and diamonds.”
“I’d be inclined to suspect the young lady’s motives,
myself,” Ruth said, amused at Sara’s unexpected streak of romanticism.
Did the miniskirted young really yearn, deep down inside, for ruffles
and pink rosebuds?
“There was a picture of her in one of the books,” Sara
said. “She was pretty, all right; but her mouth had a sort of
self-satisfied smirk….”
“Did you find time,” Bruce inquired with commendable
restraint, “to spend maybe five minutes on the Civil War?”
“Why the Civil War?” Pat dumped his coat on a chair,
found a cup, and poured himself some coffee.
“The General,” Bruce said.
“What?” Pat looked blank. “Oh. Sara said that, didn’t
she?”
“So Ruth believes. She didn’t say it the first time. The
words she spoke at the séance were significant, though. I forgot
to mention them last night; but they are part of my evidence.”
“Ghosts?” Pat asked amiably, sitting down at the table
and stretching out a long arm for the sugar bowl.
“Pat,” Ruth said warningly.
“Never mind, let him have his fun.” Bruce shrugged. “Yes,
ghosts. The phenomenon of possession is defined—”
“By those who believe in it—”
“By those who believe in it,” Bruce accepted the
amendment without a visible change of expression, “as being invasion by
the spirit of someone who has died. Oh, sometimes you hear talk of
elementals, demons and the like, but I think we can dismiss that for
now. The theory is borne out by Sara’s own words, which have been
reiterated several times. ‘Not dead.’ That’s what the Invader says. It
sounds to me like an assertion, almost a defiance.”
He lit a cigarette and waited for a comment. None came.
Pat’s eyes were hooded by drooping lids.
“Additional confirmation—the behavior of the medium at
the séance. She said she felt an intrusion—one which frightened
her so much that she was reluctant to continue. Now, since she
maintains that her contacts come from the spirit world—”
“You suggest,” Pat interrupted, without looking up from
his contemplation of his coffee cup, “that the Invader tried Madame
Nada first, found her unsatisfactory, for one reason or another, and
then took over Sara.”
“Not exactly. But I think the Madame did sense the
Invader. Which doesn’t mean that she isn’t faking ninety-nine percent
of the time.”
“That was what scared her,” Ruth said. “When she did
encounter something genuine, she was petrified.”
“And yet she does have a certain talent,” Bruce insisted.
“I’m thinking of the sensation of cold in that particular part of the
living room. She felt that acutely. Ruth and Sara are aware of
it—correct me if I’m not putting this accurately—but it doesn’t affect
them so much.”
“That’s right,” Ruth agreed. “The others didn’t seem to
notice it at all. Mrs. MacDougal said she didn’t.”
“I don’t either,” Bruce said. “Not a quiver. Come on,
now, Pat, be honest—you sense it quite strongly, don’t you? It almost
doubled you up the other night; I thought for a minute you were having
a heart attack.”
“I felt a chill,” Pat said; and, catching Ruth’s
expressive gaze, he widened his eyes innocently. “I’m giving you as
precise and unemotional a description as I can.”
“Okay, I won’t push,” Bruce said wearily. “I won’t even
mention Ruth’s dream, or the voice that calls in the night. We haven’t
proved yet that they are relevant. I think we have enough, without
them, to formulate a theory. As Pat says—ghosts. So I spent the day at
the Georgetown branch of the library reading ghost stories.”
“While I was plodding through big fat history books!”
Sara exclaimed. “You have your nerve.”
“I used to enjoy them,” Bruce said briefly. “Point is,
there is usually a key motif for hauntings. Violence—that’s the most
common cause. A suicide seeking rest, a victim seeking revenge, a
murderer doomed by his sin to linger at the scene of the crime.”
“Those aren’t the only reasons.” Sara began foraging in
the cupboards. She put a plate of cookies and another of crackers and
cheese on the table, and sat down. Leaning forward, with her chin
propped on her hands and her hair swinging in black satin waves across
her cheek, she looked enchanting. Only Ruth saw, with an inner pang,
the faintest smudge of dark shadow under her eyes.
“Buried treasure,” Sara said. “That’s a reason. Remember Tom
Sawyer? Or protection—warning the living of danger to come.”
“They may be motives for hauntings, but not for physical
possession,” Bruce said direly. He swallowed a cookie—it was a small
one—whole, and looked a bit more cheerful. “There’s another point I
wanted to make. Last night I said that nothing had happened to Sara
till she came to the house. I was too beat to see the converse—nothing
seems to have happened in the house until Sara arrived. That suggests
that something lingers, in the house, which finds Sara a suitable host.”
He reached for another handful of cookies; and Pat took
advantage of his enforced silence to say thoughtfully, “That’s
ingenious. Completely without solid foundations, of course….”
For a few minutes there was silence except for the sound
of Bruce munching. Then Ruth murmured, “It’s getting dark. So early
these days….”
“We’re going out,” Pat said firmly. “Out among the bright
lights. I need a couple of drinks before I listen to any more of
Bruce’s theories.”
IV
It had stopped raining, but the wind howled mournfully
through the trees and shook sprays of leftover raindrops down on their
heads. After the sedate silence and darkness of the side street, the
garish lights and traffic of Wisconsin seemed like another world. The
neon signs and the shifting colors of the stoplights reflected in the
shiny wet blackness of the pavement made weird psychedelic patterns of
crimson and green and yellow.
The picturesque brick sidewalks of Georgetown were
slippery and uneven. Ruth clung to her escort’s arm, and found its
solidity reassuring in more ways than one. In the light and the cold,
rushing air her spirits rose; ahead of her, Bruce looked down at Sara
and spoke, and the girl’s light laughter floated back to her.
As they passed the entrance to one of the new nightclubs
they encountered a group of the new youth who frequented them. Long
flowing locks and faded jeans adorned boys and girls alike, and the
only distinguishing characteristic of the male was the shaggy, drooping
mustache. One of the girls was barefoot. Ruth shivered in sympathy, and
Pat began to chuckle softly.
“Quite a contrast,” he said.
“Georgetown past and present,” Ruth agreed.
“Hoopskirts and hippies? True, but that wasn’t what I
meant. How the hell can conventional spooks exist in a world which
produces that?”
The restaurant—soft lights, candles flickering, the
murmur of relaxed conversation—made spooks, conventional or otherwise,
seem even less likely. Pat got his drink or two; when the second round
arrived he lifted his glass and made Bruce a small ironic bow.
“Go on with the lecture. I’m sorry to have interrupted
you, but you must agree that these surroundings are more cheerful.”
“Too cheerful,” Bruce said dryly. “They cast a glare of
absolute unreality over the whole business. Okay, okay. So I gave you
the reasoning—much abbreviated—which led me to start investigating the
history of the house and the family. The conventional theme of
violence, and the mention of ‘the General’ made me think of wartime;
that’s why I keep harping on the Civil War. It was a time when
sympathies in Maryland were bitterly divided, and when family tragedies
often arose out of the tragedy of war. But I don’t insist on that; I
asked the girls to find out anything they could about family history.”
“Well, I’m sorry to disappoint you,” Ruth said. “But I
found very little. Surprisingly little, in view of how much has been
written about Georgetown. Wait a minute. Where did I put those notes?”
She disappeared under the table and the others heard her
scrabbling and muttering as she went with both hands into the big black
purse, which had to sit on the floor because it was too large to stay
on her lap. When she emerged, flushed and sheepish, she met Pat’s
amused eye and blushed more deeply.
“I have to carry a big purse,” she explained defensively.
“I have all these papers….”
“You can carry a suitcase if you want to,” Pat said
tenderly. Bruce cleared his throat and looked disapproving.
“Anyhow.” Ruth leafed through the spiral notebook she had
unearthed. “Here it is. The house was built about 1810 by Jedediah
Campbell (good heavens, what a name!). He was a tobacco dealer.”
“Everybody was,” Sara remarked.
“Since tobacco warehousing and shipping were the main
industries of Georgetown, that isn’t surprising,” Bruce said
impatiently. “Go on, Ruth.”
“We’d better order,” Pat said, indicating a hovering
waiter.
Bruce growled under his breath and ordered chicken
without bothering to look at the menu. Pat deliberated over the wine
list. Bruce politely intimated that perhaps wine struck the wrong note
for the occasion, and Pat ordered it anyhow. Then, just in time to
prevent an explosion from Bruce, they got back to business.
“All this is just genealogy,” Ruth admitted. “Jedediah’s
oldest son Ebeneezer inherited the house, and so on, down to eternity.
There is absolutely nothing interesting about any of them.”
“Then I took up the tale from 1850 on,” Sara said,
through a mouthful of paté. “Remember the story about the Civil
War Campbell that Madame Nada used at the séance? It’s the only
well-known story connected with the house. But he was an old man when
the war broke out and nobody bothered him. Even though by then
Georgetown was part of the District of Columbia, a lot of Georgetowners
had Southern sympathies.”
“It doesn’t seem to help,” Bruce admitted. “And later?”
“Goodness, I couldn’t even find any names of people, not
in the books. They must have been nobodies.”
“I can give you the names, from family records,” Ruth
said. “After all, Cousin Hattie was born in the 1880’s. Her father’s
family was large and prolific; when the family fortunes declined, the
children scattered. Their children are all over the place
now—California, Canada, New England. And my bunch, in the Midwest. And
none of them, I assure you, has even been inclined toward violence.”
“I’m not interested in the diasporic Campbells.” Bruce
put a hand over his glass to prevent Pat’s refilling it. “Had Cousin
Hattie any dark secrets?”
Ruth sputtered into her wine.
“Sorry! But that really is ludicrous. She was the most
proper old lady who ever lived; she wore long black dresses from the
day her father died till she passed on in 1965. And she died of old
age, peacefully, in her bed.”
“What a letdown,” Pat said with a grin. “I hoped she
would turn out to be a secret Satanist, indulging in wild sexual orgies
in her parlor, and kissing—”
“Never mind,” Ruth said.
“Where did you read about that charming little rite?”
Bruce asked. He too was smiling; his mood had lightened considerably.
“I didn’t; I don’t read that sort of thing!” They all
laughed at her indignation, and she added, smiling, “It was obvious
from Pat’s expression what he was going to say.”
Pat sobered.
“Cousin Hattie is a case in point, though. I’m not
seriously suggesting that she was a devil-worshiper; but she could have
been, with nobody one whit the wiser. Even if you’re right about the
roots of this trouble lying in the past, you haven’t the slightest hope
of finding out the truth.”
“I knew it wouldn’t be easy.” Eyes on his plate, Bruce
was crumbling a roll into fragments.
“Easy! It’s impossible by its very nature. Look here,
don’t you see that your theory of a violent act can be proved only if
the violence was public knowledge at the time? Which it
wasn’t. If there had been any tragedy, such as murder or
suicide, connected with that house, we would have known about it. It
would be part of the family history and probably one of the classic
legends of Georgetown. The fact that we haven’t come across any such
legends means that one of two alternatives must be true: Either there
was no tragedy, or it was so well concealed that there is no record of
it—no trial, no funeral, not even any gossip. And in the latter
case—how do you propose to find out about it?”
There was a short but poignant silence.
“Oogh,” Sara said, groaning. “That’s a nasty one, Pat.”
“Nasty, but not unexpected.” Bruce sounded confident; but
he drained his wineglass with more speed than good manners permitted.
“You mean you knew there wouldn’t be anything in the
books?” Sara demanded. “And you made me read all those dusty—”
“They had to be checked!” Bruce flung his hands out.
“Can’t any of you understand? We’re all crazy—all but Pat—and our
hypothesis is wildly insane; if we are to get anywhere with it, we must
handle our research as sanely as possible.”
There was no satisfaction in Pat’s expression at this
half-submission. Instead his face softened sympathetically.
“I see your point and I agree, absolutely. I’m just a
tired old pessimist…. What do you plan to do next?”
“The obvious thing. Public records failed, as we expected
them to. Now we try the unpublished material.”
Pat shook his head.
“Damn it, Bruce, I don’t like to be the perpetual wet
blanket, but I’ve had personal experience with the family records of
old Georgetown families. I did a paper once, in my distant
undergraduate days, on the attitudes of Georgetowners toward the
Revolution and separation from England. I went calling, with my big
toothy grin, on several little old ladies, looking for letters and
family papers. Talk about violence! One of the old darlings chased me
out of the house with a rolled-up newspaper.”
“Oh, Pat, how lovely,” Sara chortled. “What did you do to
annoy her?”
“I intimated that maybe her revered ancestor had not
been, after all, a Patriot. You know these screwy organizations like
the Colonial Dames and the Daughters of the American Revolution insist
that you have an ancestor who fought in the Revolution. Turns out,
oddly enough, that practically everybody in the Revolutionary Army was
a lieutenant or better…. You can imagine the furor that would arise if
some old biddy’s great-great-great were found to have fought in the
wrong army! I think they would cheerfully commit murder to keep it a
secret.”
“How ridiculous,” Sara said contemptuously.
“You didn’t tell me that you’d done research on
Georgetown,” Bruce said.
“Hardly amounted to that.”
“I’d like to see that paper sometime.”
“I don’t even know where it is.”
“Could you look for it?”
“Oh, for—If it would make you any happier.”
“Oh, it would,” Bruce murmured. “It sure would…. No
thanks, no coffee for me. Nor brandy. Haven’t you had enough, Pat?”
The sudden animosity in the last question brought into
the open the hostility he had been concealing. Pat refused to take
offense. Smiling lazily, he said, “Tact, tact, my boy.”
“Sorry.” Bruce flushed. “But damn it all, we’ve got to
keep our wits about us.”
“Oh, I agree.” Pat raised hand sent the waiter running
for the check. “You want to get back, I gather. So let’s go.”
As they walked back to the house, Bruce explained his
plans.
“Tomorrow I’m going downtown. I’m not sure whether it’s
the Archives or the Library of Congress I want, but I know a guy who’s
majoring in American history, and I can ask him about sources. I might
even try to call him tonight. What time is it?”
“Only about ten.”
“I thought it was later. It feels later.”
“It’s a miserable night,” Ruth said, shivering as a spray
of icy water swept her face. “All sensible people are indoors, in front
of a fire.”
“I’ll call Ted tonight, then. And maybe we can start on
another project. One that ought to keep you girls busy all day
tomorrow.”
“What’s that?” Sara asked in a muffled voice. The hair
blowing around her face got in her mouth; she pawed at it.
“Seems to me Cousin Hattie ought to have left some
papers. What about it, Ruth?”
“She left an incredible amount of junk, certainly. I’ve
never looked through it. There might be something in the attic, I
guess.”
They turned up the short walk toward the house. Ruth was
in the lead, since she had the key; but as her foot touched the bottom
step she stopped, so suddenly that Pat bumped into her. He began to
expostulate. Then he saw what she had seen, and fell silent.
The balanced Georgian facade had a door in the center,
with long windows on either side—those of the dining room, now dark, on
the right, the living-room windows on the left. They had left the
latter room brightly lit. The light, shining through the blue satin
drapes, gave them a heavenly azure glow, like the robes of a lady
saint. But the shining folds were moving.
Ruth’s gloved hand clutched at Pat’s sleeve.
“Look—”
“Don’t say anything,” Bruce ordered. Instinctively they
spoke in low voices, as though something could hear them. With an
equally atavistic impulse they all moved close together, in a huddled,
shivering group.
“I’m not going in that door,” Sara said.
“Me neither,” Pat agreed. “You realize, don’t you, that
this could be anything from a burglar to an open window elsewhere in
the room?”
“Then why don’t you want to go in?” Bruce made his
challenge in a fierce whisper.
“I’m afraid of burglars,” Pat said equably. “Is there a
back door?”
“Of course, the kitchen. Come on.”
This time no one laughed when Ruth groped in her purse
for the back-door key. It took her a long time to locate it. Her
fingers were icy cold. The shivering, quivering movement of the
curtains continued.
The house was so close to its neighbor that the
passageway between them looked like a black tunnel.
“Why the hell didn’t I bring a flashlight?” Pat
shouldered Ruth out of the way. A tiny flame sprang up and promptly
went out. The wind blowing down the passageway was too strong for his
lighter. He swore and plunged into the blackness. The others followed,
with Bruce bringing up the rear.
The passageway was not only dark, it was cold and windy
and damp. Puddles squished under Ruth’s feet and splashed her ankles.
She was glad to get out of the tunnel. But the backyard was not much
better. They huddled again on the paved stones of the patio, now
dangerously slippery with rain. Behind them the gloom of the night-dark
garden, shaded by pines and unlit even by moonlight, was filled with
constant uneasy movement.
The kitchen windows were dark. Ruth silently cursed her
inherited Scottish thrift. From now on she would leave every light in
the blasted house on, day and night! Very dimly she could make out the
white painted steps that led to a little wooden annex at the back,
where she kept mops and garbage cans. Through this annex entry to the
kitchen was gained.
“Give me the key,” Pat muttered, and Ruth gladly allowed
him to precede her up the stairs. After a few seconds of muttering and
scratching he said grumpily, “I can’t see a damn thing. Bruce, come up
and hold the lighter, will you?”
Then, for the second time that night, they were gripped
simultaneously by the unexpected. Ruth had been hearing the noise for
some time. She told herself it was the wind in the trees, but she
didn’t believe it. But not until Bruce started up the stairs did the
moaning sigh form audible words. They were the words she had heard
before; but now, with no walls between her and the source (what
source???) they were much more distinct. The great sighing voice came
at her from all sides and from no sides; from inside her head, from
every point of the compass, from the cloudy turmoil of the sky…and died
away in a long, sobbing cry.
“…come…hooooome….”
Pat said something; it was rather a wordless snarl of
anger than articulate profanity. There was a sharp snap, and the door,
caught by the wind, crashed back against the wall. The three who stood
below fled up the stairs and into the entryway. By that time Pat had
the inner door open, and they plunged pell-mell into the warmth of the
kitchen, and into a sudden glare of light as Pat found the switch by
the door.
Bruce slammed the door shut, and they all stood blinking
and gasping—all except Pat, who had not even paused. Huddled in his
overcoat with his head retracted like a turtle’s, he was plodding
toward the room at the front of the house—the uninhabited room where
something had shaken the drapes.
They stopped at the door of the dining room; no one cared
to go any farther than that. Looking across the hallway and the foot of
the stairs, they saw the living room, as calm and bright as any room
could be. It was perhaps only Ruth’s imagination that made her detect
the faintest wisp of gray, no thicker than the smoke from a cigarette,
lifting in a lazy coil…. The draperies hung insculptured folds,
unmoving.
“Nothing there,” Bruce said. His hand touched the light
switch in the dining room, and the chandelier blazed on. They stared at
one another; and Pat put one big hand on Sara’s shoulder where she
stood clinging to the wall like a limp strand of ivy.
“Are you all right?”
“Of course she’s all right,” Bruce snapped.
“Let her talk for once!”
“Stop it, both of you,” Ruth ordered. “We’re all wound up
like clocks, and no wonder. Bruce, what about that brandy now?”
“Best idea I’ve heard all evening.”
Ruth got the decanter from the side cabinet, and Bruce
collected the glasses. Holding them by the stems, two in each hand,
like big blown crystal flowers, he looked warily at Pat.
“We’re going to have to go into that room sometime.”
“Brandy,” Ruth said hastily, and swallowed hers in one
breath-snatching gulp.
Sara made a face as hers went down; brandy had never been
one of her favorite drinks. But it restored some of the color to her
cheeks, and Bruce promptly poured another inch of liquid all around.
“I needed that,” he admitted. “The place is really turned
on tonight. I wonder how much of this activity is in response to what
we’re doing?”
“Who knows?” Pat muttered. “Who knows anything?”
They stared at one another in bemused silence for a time.
Pat’s eyes were glazed, and Ruth was conscious of an insidious,
what-the-hell warmth that was the product of alcohol on an
over-strained nervous system.
“Look here,” she said, a bit thickly, “we don’t have to
do this.”
“Do what?” Bruce asked.
“Stand around shaking in our shoes. If the trouble is in
the house—then get rid of the house.”
“Ruth.” Sara held out her hand; her eyes were shining
suspiciously. “You can’t do that. You love this place.”
“My dear child, I’m not proposing a dramatic houseburning
by midnight. For one thing, the neighbors might object. I can sell the
place. It’s worth a lot of money. You and I could go live in a nice
apartment on Connecticut, or in Chevy Chase.”
“One objection,” Bruce said carefully. “You’re
ash—ashum—damn it!—assuming that my hypothesis is the right one. If
Sara is schizoid she’ll be schizoid wherever she is.”
“I don’t believe in collective hallucinations,” Ruth
said. “Sara didn’t make that sound we heard tonight.”
“Not Sammie,” Pat said suddenly. “The name was not
Sammie.”
It was the first sentence he had spoken since Ruth made
her proposition, and its very irrelevance had an oddly calming effect.
Sara dropped into a chair and rested her head on her folded arms. She
looked sideways at Pat with round solemn eyes, like a pensive owl’s;
and Bruce’s breath went out in a theatrical sigh.
“I hate to admit it,” he said, “but I was too shook to
notice details. What was the name, then?”
“Now who’s being unscientific?” Pat said irritably. He
rubbed his head, making his hair stand up like a crest, and scowled
thoughtfully. “I don’t know that it was a name. I do know that there
was no ‘s’ sound, that strong sibilant would have been unmistakable.
Sara heard the words as ‘Sammie’ because that is a familiar combination
of sounds. Ruth heard the same thing because Sara had prepared her to
hear it. To tell the truth, it sounded to me more like ‘mammy.’”
After a moment Ruth burst out laughing.
“I’m…sorry! Oh, dear! But, Pat—mammy? Shades of Al
Jolson! Some poor old nursemaid, like the one in Gone with
the Wind? And if you knew how funny you all look, standing
around this table with your coats on, like visiting burglars….”
They waited respectfully until she had composed herself
and dried her eyes. Then Pat remarked, “I’m glad I can supply some
comic relief. As for your idea of selling the house—it has some merit,
but we don’t have to decide anything yet.”
“We?” Bruce repeated. He leaned on the table, arms stiff,
and looked at the older man. “How do you feel about your theory now,
Pat?”
Pat shrugged.
“Unlike Ruth, I do believe in collective hallucinations.
Wait a minute—I’m not saying that was what happened tonight. Though
both you and I, Bruce, heard that voice described…. You said
forty-eight hours. You’ve still got twenty-four to go.”
LYING FLAT ON HER BACK,
STARING UP AT THE CEILING, Ruth
heard the clock strike four. The clock stood on the landing, probably
in the same position it had occupied since it was bought from Josiah
Harper, Clockmaker, in 1836. Josiah had built well. The chimes echoed
in silver clarity, precise as notes struck on a harpsichord.
As she had done a dozen times since they retired, Ruth
raised herself cautiously on her elbow and looked over at Sara. It
hadn’t taken much persuasion to convince Sara to share her room that
night. The room was lit by two rose-shaded lamps on the dressing table;
Ruth wondered whether she would ever be able to sleep in a darkened
room again.
Sara slept on her back, with her hair cascading over the
pillow like spilled ink, and the small movement of her lips, her furled
brows, showed that she was dreaming. As Ruth watched, a shade of that
alien look spread like a film of water over her features, and faded.
Breathless, Ruth sank back onto her pillow, turning on
her side so that she could watch the girl. So this was what it was
like, the emotion she had seen in other women’s faces. None of the
other basic instincts had come down to man from the animals quite so
uncontrolled and so primitive. Even the sexual urge had been twisted
and condemned and veiled until it was barely recognizable as the
simple, amoral need it once had been. Humanity had tried to turn the
maternal instinct into a pretty lace-trimmed valentine too, but it had
not succeeded; women who would turn sick at the sight of a dead bird
could commit any kind of violence to preserve their young.
It was raining again. The soft rustle of raindrops
against the window should have been soothing, but Ruth found it too
suggestive of other sounds—dry fingers scratching on the glass, for
instance, or small bony feet crawling along the sill. The house itself
was quiet, except for one oddly soothing sound—that of Pat’s resounding
masculine snores from across the hall.
Ruth’s mouth relaxed as she listened. She was no expert
on snoring, but she was willing to bet that Pat’s efforts ranked high
on any scale. She was getting almost the full effect, since all the
bedroom doors were wide open. There was nothing like a haunted house to
dispel artificial notions of propriety.
No sound came from Sara’s room, which Bruce was now
occupying, but the comforting yellow light from his door filled the
hall. Ruth had found a box of old family papers in a drawer in the
escritoire and Bruce had declared his intention of sitting up with them.
Ruth could remember having seen other papers in the
attic. Most of them were obviously junk, the pack-rat hoarding of a
fussy old lady; but she had not wanted to discard them as trash until
she had time to sort through them. That time, like other hours for
matters not urgently desired or needed, had never materialized.
Tomorrow—no, today—she would look for them. Though their collective
courage, bolstered by brandy, had taken them into the chilly living
room, Ruth had flatly refused to enter the dark, gusty attic at night,
and no one seemed to blame her.
Tomorrow—today, now—there would be so much to do. Yet
they were groping in the dark, clutching a few tattered scraps of
isolated fact, with no sign of a pattern and no promise, even, that a
pattern existed. Shivering in the warm bed, Ruth faced the dismal fact
that no one had yet admitted—that if Bruce’s incredible notion was
correct, the chances for Sara’s cure were even feebler than those
promised by psychiatry. The thought brought her drooping lids open and
focused her eyes on her niece, searching, and fearing to find….
Sara slept peacefully now. She was young enough to look
delectable when she slept, her skin flushed and damp, her lashes long
and black on her smooth cheeks. Ruth lay stiff as a piece of wood.
Bruce had the right idea; he wasn’t even trying to sleep. Sleep was
impossible, when the sense of urgency was so great. If there were only
something she could do….
The sound almost lifted her bodily out of bed. The
muffled crash was followed, after a second, by a faint
rustling—innocent enough sounds, both of them, except for the fact that
there was no one to make them. They had come from downstairs.
Bruce, in stocking feet and shirt sleeves, materialized
in the doorway. He stared at her, and Ruth shook her head mutely.
“I’m going down,” he whispered.
“Not alone. Wait, Bruce—”
The sounds of imminent strangulation across the hall
stopped; and a few seconds later Pat made his appearance. He was
blinking and groggy; the hair stood up on his head like fire on a
boulder. He too was fully dressed except for his shoes.
“Where’d it come from?” he mumbled.
“Downstairs.”
“Ummm.” Pat scratched his head. It was obvious that he
was not one of those hearty people who leap, fully aware and ready for
burglars, out of their warm beds. He blinked, rubbed his hands over his
eyes, and came one stage nearer to consciousness. “Go down,” he said
vaguely.
By that time Sara was stirring, and when she found out
what had roused the others she decided to join the expedition. Bruce
had long since left; he had scant patience with the weaknesses of the
elderly.
The lights were still on in the living room. Leading the
way down the stairs, Ruth could see Bruce bending over some object on
the floor near the built-in bookcases. He straightened as she reached
the foot of the stairs and came toward her, carrying the object; it
seemed to be a book, bound in red leather.
Ruth stopped on the threshold of the living room. It was
cold, much colder than it had been upstairs; she was shivering, even in
her wool robe. Halfway across the room, Bruce stopped short. She saw
the color drain from his face, saw him recoil as if he had run into
some solid but invisible barrier; then her eyes turned in the direction
of his wide-eyed stare, and she let out a cry of alarm.
“Something’s on fire—Bruce—”
Bruce jerked as though he had been stung; the sound of
her voice, or her incipient movement, into the room, roused him from
his paralysis, and he came bounding toward her, his head averted and
one arm up before his face. He cannoned into her, sending her
staggering back; and then he turned to face the thing that had sent him
into flight—the rising coil of oily black smoke which was forming in
the part of the room near the window.
The cold was not the normal cold of a winter night. It
rolled out of the room in unseen waves that pulled like quicksand. When
Bruce pushed her back she had fancied she felt a sucking, reluctant
release. The tentacles still fingered her body; she retreated farther,
breathing in harsh gasps that hurt her lungs, back into the space under
the stairs. She stopped only when her back touched the wall, and gave
another cry as a new wave of cold touched her shrinking side. This was
a more natural cold; it came from the cellar door, which was,
unaccountably, wide open. Another foot to the left and she would have
backed straight down the stairs in her mindless flight.
Bruce had retreated too, step by slow step, as though he
were fighting a pull stronger than gravity. He came to a halt at the
bottom of the stairs. Pat had seen the thing by now; Ruth heard his
wordless bellow of consternation, and Sara’s stifled shriek. But most
of her awareness was focused on the impossible—the moving blackness
that swayed to no breeze, that twisted in upon itself as if in a
struggle for form. Smoke where there was no fire; greasy, oily black
smoke, that emitted waves of cold instead of heat.
Bruce stopped at the bottom of the stairs, one hand on
the newel post. By accident or design his body barred the stairs, his
arms extended across the narrow space from wall to bannister. He called
out something, and Ruth heard the feet above stumble back, up, a few
steps. The cold was sickening; it sucked at the warmth of the body like
a leech. Ruth knew she was only on the fringe of its malice; the full
effect was directed at Bruce.
She saw the book, still clutched in the whitened fingers
of the boy’s left hand, and in her bemused state she wondered,
insanely, where he had found a Bible, and what good he thought it would
do. Then she remembered where the thick red volume had come from; she
also caught the accidentally blasphemous resemblance, in Bruce’s taut
body and outstretched arms, which had brought the first idea into her
head. She tried to think of a prayer and finally, as her frozen brain
caught up with her instinct, she realized that she had been praying,
snatches of incoherent invocation from half-forgotten rituals; and she
also knew that the symbols, verbal or physical, were meaningless in the
face of the abyss. For the Thing moved, swaying toward them, and put
out pseudopods—shapeless, wavering extensions of darkness that pawed
the air like half-formed arms.
Then, through the ringing in her ears she heard a sound,
as wildly incongruous as shepherd’s pipes on a battlefield. It was a
small sound, precise and crystalline: the sleepy twitter of a bird on a
tree outside the house.
The hovering blackness began to fade.
Once the process of dissolution had begun, it proceeded
rapidly; in seconds the pale blue satin drapes showed clear, unfogged,
on the wall of the living room.
Through the dead silence she heard again the querulous
sleepy chirp; and from Bruce came a shocking, ragged gasp of laughter.
“ ‘It faded on the crowing of the cock…’ Or was that a
sparrow? ‘The bird of dawning…’” And, flinging out his arm toward the
door, where a streak of sickly gray sky showed through the fanlight, he
sat down with a thud on the bottom step and hid his face in his folded
arms.
Ruth put out one hand, as delicately as though she feared
it might break off, and pushed at the open cellar door. The slam
brought another alarmed bellow from Pat.
“I just closed the basement door,” she called. “It was
wide open.”
She detached herself from the wall, feeling as though she
must have left the imprint of her body on the plaster, and moved out to
where she could see the two faces staring down over the bannister.
Sara’s was green.
“I’m going to be sick,” she said.
Bruce lifted his head. He was still clutching the book;
one finger was jammed between the pages like a marker, and the grip of
his other fingers was convulsively tight. He was shaking violently, and
his face was ashen under a glistening sheen of perspiration; but his
mouth was stretched in a wide, exultant grin, and his eyes went
straight to Pat’s face.
“By God,” he said, “how did you like that,
you damned skeptic?”
II
“I’m selling the house. I won’t let Sara spend another
night in this chamber of horrors.”
Ruth meant every word; but she was forced to admit that
Sara looked in splendid condition for a girl who had spent the night in
a chamber of horrors. Slim and supple in her emerald green velvet robe,
she was scrambling eggs with hungry efficiency.
“Get your hair out of the way,” Ruth added irritably.
“We’ve had trouble enough tonight without having you catch on fire.”
“Sorry,” said Sara amiably. “Ruth, why don’t you relax?
I’m fine. Bruce is the one I’m worried about.”
Wrapped in a blanket and ensconced in a chair by the oven
door, Bruce had almost stopped shivering. His symptoms had resembled
those of shock; Pat and Ruth had had to drag him out to the warmth of
the kitchen. He gave Sara a reassuring grin, but did not speak; there
was a glitter in his eyes, though, that suggested he would have plenty
to say when the time came.
“He needs food,” Pat said, flipping toast onto a plate.
“We all do. I’m starved.”
Ruth lifted bacon out of the pan onto a paper towel,
judged the coffee with an experienced eye, and began laying out silver
with more speed than elegance.
“I am too. It must be the nervous strain. I remember once
before when—when I was worried and upset, I ate constantly.”
“Is that what you were tonight—nervous? Personally,” said
Pat, “I was terrified. Come on,
Bruce, get some of these eggs into you. That cold is
incredibly enervating, and you got the worst of the blast. Hero type,”
he added amiably.
“Hero, hell; I just had the farthest to run.” Bruce took
a mouthful of eggs and meditated. “I wonder how many of the great
heroes of history would turn out to be slow runners, if you ever
investigated the circumstances.”
“Let’s not be cynical,” Ruth said.
They ate in silence for a while, ravenously and with
concentration. Ruth finished first; as she reached for her cigarettes
she looked around the table at the other three with sudden intense
affection. Pat happened to glance up as her eyes reached his face; he
grinned, and echoed her thoughts with unnerving accuracy.
“ ‘Ich hatte eine Kameraden,’”
he quoted.
“How did you know what I was thinking? Yes; I know now
why soldiers under fire get so devoted to their buddies.”
“There’s nobody nicer than the guy who has just saved
your life,” Pat agreed. “Unless it’s the guy who might save it
tomorrow.”
“Now you’re being cynical. It’s more than that.”
“It must have something to do with trust,” Sara offered
shyly. “Knowing you can depend on someone, literally to the death.”
“Well, you can’t depend on me.” Ruth pushed her chair
back and stared at them defiantly. “I meant it. Sara is not spending
another night here.”
“Surrender, hmm?”
“Pat, we’re not accomplishing anything! It’s getting
stronger, and we’re helpless. It’s dangerous—horribly dangerous—”
“How do you know?” Bruce asked.
Blank silence followed. Finally Ruth said, “You’re a fine
one to ask that! You looked like a dead man when we pulled you out of
there.”
“Another cup of coffee and he’ll be his old argumentative
self,” Pat said. “What happened to him was damned unpleasant, but
surely it’s the worst that abominable Thing can do. It’s nonmaterial,
after all; how much damage can It inflict?”
“Exactly.” Bruce’s cheeks were flushed with excitement.
“Ruth, I know how you feel. But we are making progress. Don’t you
realize how much we learned tonight?”
“We learned one of its limitations,” Ruth admitted.
“Apparently it can’t function in daylight.”
“Which lends some credence to one of the aspects of
spiritualism that has always roused my loudest jeers—the statement that
spirits are disturbed by too much light.”
“Right. When you stop to think about it, you may recall
that the other manifestations—Sara’s seizures, and the voice—have also
occurred at night.”
“Swell,” Ruth said gloomily. “A house isn’t much good,
though, if you can’t sleep in it.”
“That’s not all we learned. Remember this?”
Bruce held up the red book. He had been cradling it in
his lap like a baby.
“I’d almost forgotten that. You think we were supposed to
find it?”
“I don’t think it just happened to fall. You aren’t in
the habit of leaving heavy books balanced on the edge of the shelf, are
you?”
“I don’t remember ever touching that one,” Ruth admitted.
“What is it? Myers’ History of Maryland. No, it’s
one of Cousin Hattie’s books. It’s been there forever.”
“Not only was it moved, it lay open,” Bruce went on.
“That might be accident; but I’m inclined to think that—whatever—could
push a book off a shelf could also turn pages.”
“The proof of the pudding,” Pat said sententiously. “What
does your prize say?”
Bruce opened the book.
“This section concerns a minor skirmish known as the
Loyalist Plot.” He scanned the page, muttering. “Free the prisoners of
war…hmmph. Yes. It happened in 1780, after the Revolution had begun.
Contrary to what the high school history books tell us, not everybody
in the Colonies was all that keen on independence. Some fanatical Tory
citizens of Maryland decided to strike a blow for the King. They were
planning to free the British prisoners at Frederick, and take the
armory at Georgetown. The Patriots got wind of the
plan, caught the leaders, and finally hanged them.”
The ensuing silence rang with speculation.
“I don’t see it,” Ruth said finally.
“Hell’s bells, it’s just what we’ve been looking for.”
Bruce closed the book and put it tenderly on the table. “We’re looking
for a General and a violent deed. Here’s a war situation, divided
loyalties—and a specific mention of Georgetown, for God’s sake.
Somebody—something—has kindly narrowed down our search through history,
not only to a given period, but to a particular year!”
“But, Bruce,” Ruth protested, “there wasn’t even a house
here at that time.”
Bruce’s face went blank—eyes round, mouth ajar. He looked
so vacuous that Ruth, in a spasm of alarm, reached out and jogged his
arm.
“Huh? No, I’m all right. I just remembered…. I’ll be
damned! I had just found that deed when the big bang came…. Sorry, I
don’t mean to be incoherent. Look here; I was poking around in that box
of papers you gave me, and I found the photostat of a deed. It was a
sale of land by Ninian Beall, the original proprietor of all this
territory—he called it the Rock of Dumbarton—to one Douglass Campbell.
And it was dated in the 1760’s.”
Ruth poured coffee into her cup so briskly that it
splashed. She felt as if her brains needed lubricating.
“Campbell,” she muttered. “One of the ancestors,
obviously…. This house wasn’t built till 1810. But there could have
been an earlier house….”
“If there was, what happened to it?” Pat demanded. He
reached for the coffeepot and Ruth pushed it toward him.
“Torn down, maybe,” she offered. “As the family prospered
and needed bigger quarters. But Bruce—I thought ghosts were laid when
the places they haunt are destroyed.”
“Expert authorities differ on that,” Bruce said
oratorically, and then spoiled the effect by grinning. “You know, when
I actually listen to the things we’re saying, I can’t believe it
myself. No, but according to some of the tales I’ve read, the haunting
is connected with a specific building; in others the very soil seems to
be permeated with—whatever it is.”
“Whatever it is,” Sara repeated. “You all sit talking and
talking, and all the time I keep remembering…that horrible Thing….”
Bruce caught Ruth’s anxious eye and nodded.
“Yes. Well, we’d better talk about It. We weren’t any of
us too coherent the first time we tried.”
“It was so cold,” Ruth said, with a
strong shudder. “Was It—that Thing—always there, invisible, when we
felt the cold?”
“What a happy thought,” Bruce murmured. “Damned if I
know. Pat?”
“I don’t know either.”
The answer was brief, the tone flat. Bruce, after one
penetrating look, picked up the coffeepot and tilted it. A feeble
trickle of extremely black liquid dripped into his cup.
“Somebody forgot to fill it,” he said mildly, and rose to
do so. Over his shoulder and over the rush of running water he said,
“Still hedging, Pat, after this morning?”
“I’m trying desperately to keep an open mind,” Pat said
stubbornly. “Ruth, don’t get mad, but—I’ve seen too much of this sort
of thing, all over the world.”
“But we all saw it!”
“What did we see? I could have kicked myself later,” he
added bitterly. “But I was too damned shook up at first to think
straight. You know what we did. We sat here shaking and gabbling and
compared notes, one after the other. You especially must know, Bruce,
how witnesses unconsciously influence one another. What we should have
done was write out our separate impressions, without speaking to each
other, and then compare them.”
“He’s right,” Bruce said, over Ruth’s indignant sniff. He
came back to the table carrying the coffeepot, and plugged it in.
“Absolutely right. I should have thought of it myself, but I’m damned
if I apologize. If that was just a harmless little old hallucination,
God save me from the real thing!”
“Even at that,” Pat went on doggedly, “we didn’t actually
see the same thing. Ruth saw smoke—dark, oily smoke. Bruce was babbling
about the pillar of darkness by day—not a very apt analogy, if I
remember my Bible—whereas, to Sara the thing had shape. It was man-high
and roughly anthropomorphic.”
“It had arms,” said Sara, from behind a veil of hair.
“Stubs, that were trying to turn into arms.”
“Thanks,” Pat said. “I’ll dream about that one. Bruce,
you can see my point, can’t you?”
“Sure,” Bruce said agreeably. “We’ve got to be as
critical and logical about the evidence as we can. Hell, I said that
myself. But I do think you’re leaning over backwards so far you’re
about to fall on your can. Excuse me, Ruth.”
“Don’t be so darned polite,” Ruth said irritably. “You
make me feel like a little gray-haired old lady. I know, I am, but
still…. Pat, I don’t care what Bruce thinks, I’m sick and tired of your
attitude. Are you with us or not?”
“Oh, I’m with you,” Pat said unexpectedly; and smiled at
their stupefied expressions. “At least I’m willing to extend the
deadline you proposed. In fact, I’ll prove my loyalty by pointing out
something you seem to have overlooked. Ruth, did you leave the cellar
door open before we went to bed?”
“Why, no; I haven’t been in the cellar for ages. Pat! Do
you think—”
“I think we may have a very busy ghost. Could the wind
have blown the door open?”
“No, no, it catches quite firmly.”
Bruce licked his finger and drew an invisible stroke on
the air.
“One to you, Pat. Ruth, I want to see your cellar.”
He streaked out the door without waiting for an answer.
They caught up with him at the top of the cellar stairs.
“Where’s the light switch?”
“At the bottom of the stairs.”
“Stupid place for it.”
“I know.” Ruth proffered a box of kitchen matches which
she had picked up on the way out. “That’s one of the reasons why I
detest the basement. I haven’t been down here since I moved in.”
“You must have,” Sara said, picking up her long skirts.
“Wait till he gets the light on; the stairs are steep.
No, really, I haven’t. The furnace runs like the proverbial charm.
People come—” Ruth gestured vaguely— “you know, for meters and things.
They go down, I stay up.”
The light went on down below, and Bruce called them to
descend.
One bare bulb, hanging limply, shed a dismal light over a
small cement-lined chamber, occupied only by the big bulk of the
furnace and by two ancient iron sinks. There were three windows, all at
the front of the house; they were small, even for basement windows,
barred and high up.
“It’s smaller than I expected,” Pat said, after a brief
inspection. “Doesn’t go under the whole house, does it?”
“No, just the dining room and kitchen half.”
“I can’t see anything significant down here.” Bruce
tugged at his beard. “No moldering, brass-bound chests filled with
stolen pirate loot, no ancient portraits….”
“The place is far too damp for storage,” Ruth said
practically. “That’s why Hattie kept all her junk in the attic.”
“The attic.” Bruce gave his beard another tug, harder
than he had intended. He let out a yelp. “Damn. There’s so much to do—”
“I want to get out of this place,” Sara said distinctly.
“What’s wrong?” Ruth asked anxiously. “Do you feel—”
“I wish you’d stop jumping at me every time I open my
mouth,” Sara said. “I just don’t like this place.”
“I don’t either,” Pat said. His tone was so peculiar that
Ruth transferred her anxious stare to him. He shook himself, like a dog
coming out of the water, and smiled at her. “I didn’t get my eight
hours last night,” he said.
“You do look tired, all of a sudden.” Ruth took his arm.
“Why don’t you try to take a nap? Come on, everybody; I hate this place
myself and we aren’t getting anywhere just standing around.”
Bruce waited until they had gone up, and then turned out
the light. When he emerged he was still worrying his beard, and Pat had
to address him twice before he responded.
“I said, I’m sorry the basement was a bust. Maybe the
open door was an accident after all.”
“Oh, I dunno,” Bruce said vaguely. “Pat, are you going to
the university this morning?”
“Hadn’t planned to. Why?”
“I want to shower and change, I’m short on sleep myself.”
Bruce yawned so widely Ruth feared his jaws would split. “And I want to
see Ted. His field is Colonial America.”
“Georgetown?”
“No. No, he won’t know anything I need to know,” Bruce
said stupidly. He yawned again. “Brrr. He will know what the sources
are. And where they’re kept—Archives, Library of Congress, the local
historical association. Then I’ll go there. Wherever there is.”
“Take the car, I won’t need it. And Bruce—”
“Mmmm?”
“Don’t take too many of those damned pep pills—or
whatever kind of pills Ted is peddling these days along with advice on
Colonial history.”
“Ted doesn’t—”
“The hell he doesn’t. Oh, he’s generally harmless; that’s
why I’ve left him alone. And I know you don’t generally indulge. Just
don’t start now—especially now. There’s no need to push yourself; we’ve
got time.”
“I hope you’re right,” Bruce said.
“We’ll start on the attic,” Ruth said, still slightly
bewildered by the exchange. “And the closets. What are we supposed to
be looking for, exactly?”
“Deeds, letters, old newspapers. I’ve been thinking,”
Bruce said. “I did get the full blast from our not so friendly ghost,
and I’m beginning to think it was no accident. If I had dropped that
book, I’d have lost the page and we’d still be groping. So I suggest we
look particularly for anything that mentions the name of Master
Douglass Campbell.”
III
Bruce went upstairs to get his sweater and Ruth headed
for the kitchen to clear, accompanied by Pat, who was making hopeful
suggestions about more coffee. Ruth plugged the pot in and started to
collect eggy plates. She was thinking that nothing is nastier than the
remains of cold scrambled eggs when she realized that Sara had not
followed her out. It was—she told herself—only concern that made her
return, quietly, through the dining room, while Pat was looking for
clean cups.
They stood in the hallway, and Ruth’s approach would not
have been heard if she had worn boots instead of soft slippers. Though
Sara was a tall girl, she had to tilt her head back to look up into
Bruce’s face. Her hands lay on his breast, and his held her shoulders;
the curve of her body, in the clinging softness of green velvet, was as
eloquent as it was beautiful.
“I hate like hell to leave you alone,” Bruce said softly.
“I won’t be alone. Ruth and Pat—”
“You know what I mean.”
“I know.”
“Say it, then.”
“I’m alone in a crowd of people, if you aren’t there,”
she said.
His mouth closed over hers, and her head fell back so
that the hair streamed in a shining cascade over the arm that had
pulled her against him.
Ruth had no conscious intention of moving or speaking;
but she must have made some sound, for they broke apart as suddenly as
they had come together. Bruce looked at Ruth and started to speak. Then
he shrugged slightly, put Sara gently away from him, and left.
Sara stood with hands clasped. She looked, as even the
plainest girl can look under some circumstances, utterly beautiful.
Ruth said sharply, “Go upstairs and get dressed.”
Sara’s eyes cleared and focused. She gave Ruth an
incredulous look; but her aunt’s expression told her that she had not
heard wrong. She swung on her heel and fled up the stairs.
“What hit you?” Pat asked, from behind Ruth.
“Nothing,” she said shortly. Pat caught her by the elbow
as she tried to pass him.
“Nothing my eye. Why so nasty about a couple of kids
kissing?”
“I didn’t say anything.”
“It wasn’t what you said, it was the way you said it.”
“They’re too young to be thinking of—”
“Of what? If they’re thinking about what I think they’re
thinking about, more power to them.”
“Oh, Pat! This is no time for—for—”
He waited, giving her plenty of time to find the word.
When she did not he said softly, “You’ve got a problem yourself,
haven’t you? What—”
Sara came clattering down the stairs. She was wearing
stretch slacks and a shirt, and, Ruth suspected, very little else. Her
feeling that the slacks were too tight was confirmed by Pat’s
appreciative stare. The rich raspberry of the slacks and the pink and
lemon striped shirt set off Sara’s vivid coloring, but her expression
was as bleak as the colors were warm. She brushed past Ruth without
meeting her eye.
“I’ll do the dishes,” she said, and vanished into the
kitchen.
“She’s angry with me,” Ruth said wretchedly.
“I don’t blame her. Your voice was like ice water; and
coming when it did, after a transcendental minute and a half—”
“I’m going to get dressed,” Ruth said. “Then I’m going to
look at the closet shelves.”
But she knew, as she ascended the stairs, that he was
staring speculatively at her; and she knew also that the confrontation
she had been expecting had only become more imminent.
IV
By five o’clock Bruce had not returned, and Sara was
vibrating nervously between the kitchen window and the tray of
cocktails she had prepared.
“Come on in and sit down,” Ruth said, taking the tray.
“He’ll be along any minute.”
“You go ahead.” Sara was courteous but remote; it was
clear that she had not forgotten the morning’s episode. “I’m going to
start dinner.”
Ruth found Pat in the living room lighting the fire. He
looked up as she came sidling around the door; they had all started to
adopt a circuitous route through the room, avoiding its street end as
much as possible.
“Maybe we ought to sit in the kitchen,” Ruth said.
Pat took the tray of drinks and set it firmly on the
coffee table.
“I don’t think anything is likely to happen much before
midnight, to judge by past events. Sit down. I’ll sit on this side,
just in case, and keep an eye on—things.”
“No, I’d rather keep my eye on them too.” Ruth sat down
beside him, on the couch that faced the pertinent end of the room.
“Pat, I think we ought to get out of here. At least for the night.”
“It’s okay by me. But I doubt if Bruce will agree. He’ll
want to sit and observe manifestations.”
“And Sara probably won’t go without him. Damn the boy;
why doesn’t he come home?”
“Tsk, tsk, such language,” Pat said comfortably. “What
have you got against the kid?”
“Nothing, really. It’s just—”
“The beard and the clothes and the supercilious air? I
know; they gripe me too. But these things are only a superficial
facade; underneath, the little devils are a lot more like the rest of
the human race than they care to admit. Bruce is a very sound specimen;
Sara could do a lot worse.”
“They aren’t that serious about each other.”
“I don’t know about her feelings, but there’s no question
about his. He’s fighting for her, Ruth—tooth and nail.”
“Yes, I know…and I’m grateful…but, Pat, in a way he’s
enjoying this. It’s a game to him—outsmarting you, and me, and the
rational universe!”
“I still think you aren’t giving him credit. We’ll talk
to him when he comes in and see if we can’t convince him to leave. You
and Sara can spend the night at my place, I’ve got plenty of room.”
“That’s very nice of you, but….”
He met her quizzical look with one of amusement, but
there was a subtle change in his expression.
“Don’t worry, you’ll be perfectly safe. If I had in mind
what you think I have in mind, I wouldn’t include Sara.”
Ruth leaned back, staring into the leaping flames, and
feeling Pat’s arm move along the back of the couch behind her. Middle
age had its disadvantages, certainly, and one of the losses was the
wild singing in the blood; but if one extreme had flattened out, so had
the other. The anxieties were gone; the terrors had become only mild
anxieties.
“Don’t be coy,” Pat said softly. His fingers touched her
chin. She turned her face toward him, smiling.
“I’m not coy, dear. Only tired.”
“That sounds like a challenge.”
He was no longer smiling; his eyes moved from her eyes to
her lips, and Ruth was aware of the mixed emotions which no woman with
any feminine instincts can help feeling under such
circumstances—triumph, mingled with a small, exciting touch of alarm.
“Men are so conceited,” she murmured. “They—”
His lips cut off the rest of the sentence. It was a
cautious embrace, restrained on her side and exploratory on his; when
he raised his head, neither had spilled a drop from the glasses they
still held, and his hand had not moved from her shoulder.
Ruth let her smile widen just a trifle. He could control
his features, but not his breathing; holding the glass was pure
affectation, a little boy pretending to show off. Pat’s eyes narrowed.
He put his glass on the table and took hers from her hand. Without
speaking, but with the same look of concentration with which, she
imagined, he began a lecture, he took her into his arms.
At first she felt like laughing, there was such
deliberation in his movements. She felt pleasantly relaxed, like a cat
being stroked; and then, with a jarring realization, she felt her head
turning, seeking the mouth which had avoided hers but was moving
effectively elsewhere. Pat felt the movement too; his warm breath, then
approximately under her left ear, came out in a gust of amusement.
Annoyed, she tried to free herself, and found her hands ineffective.
For the first few seconds of the second kiss she was
unaware of any emotion except gratification; this, then, was what men
starving on a desert island experienced when confronted with their
first full meal in months. Only for her it had been years…. The new
sensation came gradually, insidiously. It was some time before she
realized that pleasure had been replaced by terror, and that her body
was stiff with revulsion. She tried to move and found she could not;
the weight of his body forced her back onto the couch, the pressure of
his hands was so painful she wanted to cry out, but could not, because
his mouth was a gag, stifling sound and breath…. It was a nightmare,
all the worse because it had happened before, and because she had not
expected, from him, such ruthless contempt for her pain, physical and
mental.
Then all the lights in the room went on, in a blinding
flash that penetrated even her squeezed eyelids; and from some infinite
distance a voice spoke loudly.
Pat was still a dead weight—almost as if he had
collapsed—but his hands and body were passive now, no longer actively
hurting. After a moment he sat up; and Ruth, blinking through tears of
fright and pain, saw Bruce standing in the doorway, his hand on the
light switch. He was wearing his coat, but no hat, as was his habit;
and the expression on his face made Ruth want to shriek with hysterical
amusement.
He’s shocked, she thought wildly; poor child, they really
are so conventional…. Then she realized that she was sprawled awkwardly
and embarrassingly across the couch. She sat up and tried to rearrange
her skirt.
Bruce gave Pat one quick, appraising look, and then
vanished, without comment or apology—an omission which made Ruth think
highly of his tact. She had not dared to look at Pat, but she was
intensely aware of him. He was hunched over, his face hidden in his
hands; but he must have been looking through his fingers, because as
soon as Bruce left he turned to Ruth.
“Is there any point in asking you to forgive me?”
“My dear, there’s no need—” Ruth’s voice was a croak; she
had to stop and clear her throat. “You didn’t—”
“I hurt you; and that was unforgivable. Good God, I don’t
know what came over me!” His clenched hands went to his forehead, and
Ruth reached over to pat his shoulder.
“Stop beating yourself. It’s happened before—”
She had not meant to say that, nor had she anticipated
what the impact of the words would be. They literally caught in her
throat and left her staring dumbly at her glass of wine.
“I know it has,” Pat said quietly. “I knew something was
wrong; it was unmistakable. That’s what makes my behavior so viciously
stupid.”
“How—how did you know?”
“I can’t explain; I just—well, felt it. The first time I
kissed you I felt it—a mixed-up combination of desire and fear. I knew
that; I was so careful—and now I had the unforgivable effrontery to try
to force you. Ruth, I’m not apologizing for my instincts, I’m proud of
’em; but I can’t forgive myself for my stupidity and clumsiness.”
“It’s all right.”
“No, it’s not. But the situation is so fouled up now I
might as well plunge on. It’s your husband, isn’t it? I know about
that; he was killed in the Second World War, when you’d only been
married a few months.”
“Harry….” She let the word linger on her tongue,
wondering why, after twenty years, the taste of it should be so bitter.
“It was a tragedy, darling, I know. A terrible thing. But
it’s been twenty years, and more. You can’t bury your emotions for the
rest of your life out of some sickly romanticism, no one demands or
deserves such distorted loyalty….”
“Loyalty?” She turned, staring at him; and the glass she
had picked up began to shake, spilling white liquid, and her whole body
shook with silent, painful laughter. “The day I got the telegram from
the War Department I got down on my knees and thanked God.”
“Was it as bad as that?” he asked, after a moment of
silence, in which the truth burst on him like a blinding light.
“It was—there are no words. I was only twenty—Sara’s
age—and I was so naïve, you wouldn’t believe—none of these
sophisticated modern children would believe—how dumb I was. At first I
thought it was my fault. He called me a prig, and talked about
middle-class morality. And I believed him; I was sunk in guilt at my
own abhorrence. Oh, Pat, there wasn’t a thing he missed!” She gave a
choked laugh. The tears were pouring down her cheeks and she swiped at
them with the back of her hand. “I read the books later, you know the
ones I mean; there was hardly a page I hadn’t known, firsthand.”
“Why didn’t you divorce him?” Pat asked in a deadly quiet
voice.
“I told you, at first I thought it was my fault, I
thought I would learn…. Then, later, he was going away. They were
talking about the big invasion, and we knew he would be in it. I
couldn’t—”
“Yes, I see.” Pat’s fist beat a soft tattoo against his
knee. “It’s frustrating,” he said casually, “to want to kill a man
who’s been dead for twenty years. I hope he’s rotting.”
“I can see now that he was sick,” Ruth said, fumbling in
her pocket. “I can be sorry for him—now. I didn’t realize myself how it
had affected me, I just—never thought about it.”
“No wonder. All the same, it would have been better if
you had proceeded to have a big noisy nervous breakdown and gotten this
out of your system. You never had psychiatric help? No, you wouldn’t.
Excuse me just a minute while I go out on the front steps and shoot
myself.”
“But—don’t. How could you possibly know?”
“I should have known. What the hell are you looking for?
Oh, take my handkerchief. Blow your nose. Have another drink. Ruth, I
should have known because I love you. Love is supposed to give people
insight, isn’t it?”
“I think that’s one of the sadder delusions of youth.”
Ruth blew, loudly and satisfyingly. “Unfortunately, it seems to cloud
one’s vision instead.”
“You may be right,” Pat said, eying her nervously. “Is
that any way to respond to my announcement?”
“I am sorry! I just—”
“I’m not expecting any enthusiasm, under the
circumstances. Just think about it.” His hands clenched till the
knuckles whitened and she knew it was with the effort of not reaching
out to touch her. “You feel better now, I know. It was a beautiful
catharsis. But it was only temporary; Ruth, you’re not through this
yet. Just let me try. I’ll be careful. This won’t happen again. I’ll be
damned if I know what came over me.”
THE PORK CHOPS WERE SIZZLING IN THE
PAN; SARA cooked them
as Ruth had taught her, in bacon fat with plenty of garlic salt and
pepper. She looked up at her aunt as the latter came in. Ruth had been
upstairs to repair the ravages of the past half hour, but she knew her
eyes were red, and she had never appreciated Sara more than now, when
the girl greeted her with a smile which held no recollection of the
morning’s unpleasantness. It was Bruce, vigorously mashing potatoes,
who avoided Ruth’s eye. “Do you mind making the gravy, Ruth?” Sara
asked prosaically. “I still can’t do it without lumps.”
“Of course. It was nice of you two to get dinner. But,
Bruce—I wondered…. I mean, it’s after dark….”
“I agree,” Bruce said. “We’ll leave as soon as we finish
eating.”
He turned to the table and began ladling potatoes out
onto plates.
“Bruce, for goodness sake!” Sara exclaimed. “Put them in
a bowl.”
“Why get more dishes dirty?” Bruce said.
“Quite right.” Pat took the frying pan from Sara and
forked chops out onto plates. “Let’s eat and run. You girls are
spending the night at my place.”
He handed the frying pan back to Ruth.
“Now you can make the gravy,” he explained.
“Men,” Sara said.
“Impossible,” Ruth agreed. They nodded solemnly at each
other.
They ate hastily, and in silence. Ruth was occupied with
her own thoughts; she was aware that Bruce seemed preoccupied and
unusually quiet, but in the confusion of new personal ideas that had
overwhelmed her she paid less attention than she might otherwise have
done. Bruce finished before the others; he scraped his plate
energetically into the sink and began clearing the table with such
vigor that Pat had to snatch his plate, with his third pork chop, back.
“Wait a minute. What’s the hurry?”
“Ruth is right.” Bruce reached for a glass. “We’d better
get out of here. I was late getting back. I’d have suggested going
then, only Sara had dinner ready…. Hurry up, will you? We can leave the
dishes till morning; I’ll help out then….”
The stammering voice was so unlike Bruce’s that Ruth
could only stare.
“You must have found out something today,” Pat said,
studying the younger man curiously.
“Well, sort of. I mean, it doesn’t…. Look, let’s go! I’ll
talk about it at your place.”
Sara rose obediently; and in a quick, convulsive movement
Bruce dived across the table and caught her arm.
“Not you—not that way!”
“What on earth—” Ruth began.
“Ruth, will you pack some things for her and get her
coat? Then we can go out the kitchen door.”
“Why—of course.”
As she packed Sara’s robe and nightgown and toothbrush,
along with her own things, Ruth wondered what Bruce had discovered that
frightened him so badly. For he was afraid, and not on his own account.
What could be worse than the things they had already experienced?
II
During the drive Bruce continued to ramble, suggesting
that the two women go to a hotel, offering to sleep on Pat’s
living-room floor, and being generally irrelevant. His conversation
sounded like the noises people make to conceal the fact that they are
not listening to themselves talk—that they are thinking about something
else altogether.
Pat lived near Spring Valley, in a tiny house set in what
seemed—and proved, by daylight—to be a neatly kept little garden.
“I like gardens,” he explained. “Otherwise I’d have taken
an apartment. The house is a little large for one person, but I have a
lot of books.”
That, Ruth decided, was an understatement. Her first
impression of Pat’s house was that it was built of books. Every wall in
the downstairs rooms that was not otherwise occupied was lined with
bookcases. There were books on tables, on chairs, on Pat’s desk in his
study. There were more books on beds and on night tables, and books on
every flat surface in the bathroom, including the floor.
Ruth’s second impression was that it was the grubbiest
house she had ever seen.
Pat surveyed his living room with mild astonishment.
“It’s sort of messy, isn’t it? I guess what’s-her-name
didn’t come this week.”
He leaned over and blew the dust off the coffee table.
“What’s-her-name being the cleaning woman, I gather,”
Ruth said. She picked up a sock from the back of a chair. “It wouldn’t
be so bad if you wouldn’t leave your clothes lying around—and would
pick up the newspaper instead of leaving it spread out on the floor—and
take out your used coffee cups—and empty an ashtray occasionally….”
She suited the action to the words, and finished by
handing Pat the overflowing wastebasket into which she had forced the
contents of the ashtrays.
“Amazing,” Pat said. Clutching the wastebasket to his
chest he looked around the room. “Looks better already.”
“Where’s the vacuum cleaner? Do you have a vacuum
cleaner?”
“Certainly I do. But it’s none of your business.” Pat put
the wastebasket down in the middle of the floor. “You can be
housewifely tomorrow, if you insist, but tonight we’re going to talk.
Don’t you want to hear what Bruce has to say?”
“Yes, of course,” Ruth said absently.
Even in its present clutter and dust, which had been
barely touched by her efforts, the room was a pleasant place, with that
air of comfort which comes when a basically well-decorated room is
inhabited by someone who cares more for comfort than for elegance. She
suspected that Pat’s mother had donated the furniture; the chintz on
the chairs and couch, with its delicate pattern of lilac and
delphinium, in soft blues and lavenders, had certainly not been Pat’s
choice, but it suited the room, with its low-beamed ceiling and brick
fireplace. The rug was a soft textured blue that repeated one color of
the flowered print. Coffee table and lamps looked like Pat’s
contributions; they were of heavy cut glass and their simple, modern
lines went surprisingly well with the traditional furniture.
Pursuing her investigations Ruth rounded the corner of
the couch and stopped with a nervous squeal. Lying on the floor behind
the couch, unmoved by their entrance, was what appeared to be a dead
dog.
Pat rushed to join her, to see what had prompted her
yell. Then he relaxed, eyeing the recumbent form—which was that of a
very big, brown German shepherd—with disgust.
“That’s Lady,” he said.
Lady opened one eye and regarded him with remote
interest. She let out a short unemphatic bark and closed the eye again.
“Laziest damn’ dog I’ve ever seen,” Pat said gloomily.
Sara dropped to the floor and began to rub the dog’s head.
“Pretty girl,” she crooned. “Nice Lady. Poor thing; how
old is she, Pat?”
“Two years old,” Pat said. “It’s not her age, it’s her
disposition. She spends half her time lying in front of her food dish
where I fall over her every time I go in the kitchen and the rest of
her time lying in front of the fireplace waiting for me to make a fire.
I’ve made more fires for that stupid dog.”
He was building another one as he spoke, crumpling
newspapers and jamming them under the waiting logs. Lady roused, and
rolled over from her front to her side. She gave Pat a look of weary
approval and he paused long enough to scratch her stomach. “Stupid
dog,” he muttered. Lady’s mouth opened in a grin of affectionate
contempt.
“You understand each other,” Ruth said, laughing.
“Too true. All right, you stupid dog, there’s your fire.
Now perhaps I may be allowed to tend to my guests. Coffee? Brandy?”
“Both, please,” Ruth said, and went along to help. When
they finally settled down, she gave a sigh of contentment. The
atmosphere was so restful that she felt completely at home. All of them
might have been old inhabitants. Sara was squatting, with black boots
crossed, on the hearthrug, and Lady had condescended to shift her big
head into the girl’s lap, where she lay snuffling and sighing in the
throes of an exciting dream. Bruce had propped himself in a somewhat
self-conscious pose against the mantel and was staring off into space
and displaying his handsome profile to good effect. His close-fitting
dark trousers and gaudy waistcoat might have been the doublet and hose
of a medieval squire; they suited Bruce’s lean height and long legs.
Pat was sprawled out in what was evidently his favorite
chair; its cracking leather folds had molded themselves to the shape of
his body. He smiled lazily at Ruth and lifted his glass in salute.
“I hate to dispel the mood,” Bruce said waspishly.
“Then don’t,” Pat said.
“Time’s running out. In fact, it’s run. Forty-eight
hours, remember?”
“Oh, that.” Pat shrugged.
“You’re awfully goddamn’ casual about it!”
“I’m sorry,” Pat said patiently. “I merely meant to
remind you that you don’t need to worry about deadlines.”
“Deadlines! I’m worried about what we’re going to do. Or
do you expect Ruth to live with that chunk of fog indefinitely?”
“Don’t loose your cool,” said Pat, and looked idiotically
pleased with himself for remembering this gem of modern idiom.
“Naturally we’ll have to do something. Let’s talk about it. Have a
Socratic dialogue.”
He smiled at Ruth with the same lazy charm which seemed,
at the moment, to be slightly tinged with alcohol. She shared his mood,
however, and knew that he was not drunk, except with reaction. One
simply did not realize how unnatural the atmosphere of the Georgetown
house had become until one got out of it.
Bruce flushed with anger or frustration. Then he took a
grip of his beard with both hands, and nodded.
“Okay. Geez, you make me mad,” he added plaintively.
“I really am sorry, Bruce. Suppose you do the talking.”
“I never refuse that invitation.” Bruce’s cheerful grin
reappeared. “Okay, we’ll have that dialogue. Answer Yes or No. We all
agree that Sara is not psychotic, and that the manifestations we have
seen are, in fact, from the realm which is called supernatural or
paranormal.”
“Right,” Pat said.
“Then let’s summarize what we’ve got. Sara, there’s some
blank paper in that hodgepodge on the table, you’d better jot this
down. If anyone disagrees, or has a point to add, feel free to
interrupt.”
“Okay,” Pat said meekly. If there was a gleam of
amusement in his eye Ruth did not see it, but Bruce gave him a sharp
glance before going on.
“Point one, a personality has on three occasions taken
over Sara’s body. Technical term: possession, or, as the English
sometimes call it, overshadowing. This entity—whom we will call, for
purposes of identification, A—has been pretty damned vague. Its only
contribution has been the reference to the general, and a reiteration
to the effect that It is not dead.”
“Added comment,” Pat said. “The accent was not Sara’s
normal one, but I could not identify it.”
“Okay, that’s a good point.” Bruce sounded mollified. “I
couldn’t identify it either, except that it sounded softer and broader.”
“What we need is a speech expert,” Ruth said.
“We can’t bring an outsider into this,” Bruce said. Then
he smote himself heavily on the brow. “Damn it; that’s the trouble with
us, we just aren’t organized. We ought to have had a tape recorder
going. We could let someone listen to a tape without giving away the
circumstances.”
“Thinking about what we should have done is futile,” Pat
said. “Go on, Bruce. Apparition A is not very helpful.”
“Apparition B isn’t either. That’s what I propose to call
that—unspeakable darkness. Yet we respond a lot more strongly to it
than we do the other. I do, anyhow. The entity that overshadows Sara
bugs me, I’ll admit, but I think mostly because it’s not Sara. At the
same time it is diluted, so to speak, by being contained in Sara.
Whereas the darkness—appalls. The cold which accompanies it is a
traditional manifestation of the supernatural, just about the only
classic ghostly feature we’ve encountered. The cold is unnaturally
violent and enervating. But the apparition is worse. It is evil.”
The dog chose that moment to groan heart-rendingly, and
Ruth shivered.
“We all agree on that, don’t we?” Pat said. “The
impression of active, condensed evil—which is interesting. How do we
know it’s evil? That’s a word and a concept which is out of fashion. Is
there really such a thing as spiritual evil, and is there a human
faculty, a seventh or eighth sense, that can smell it out?”
“You’re getting into theology,” Sara murmured. “Pretty
soon you’ll be asking, ‘What is the good, Alcibiades?’ and then I’ll go
to sleep.”
“Yes, we’re getting too philosophical,” Bruce agreed.
“Though I’d love to go into the problem if we didn’t have more pressing
matters on hand. All right. Apparition B is evil but otherwise without
distinguishing characteristics. Now we come to Apparition C, if you can
call a voice an apparition. The Voice. Capital V.”
“You’re too young to find that amusing,” Ruth said, with
a chuckle. “Remember, Pat?”
Bruce gave her a glance of dignified disdain.
“Apparition C, if you prefer that, seems to me the most
potentially hopeful clue. It has been heard by all of us and it says
definite words. ‘Come home—Sammie.’”
“Query,” Pat’s drawl interrupted. “Name uncertain, if it
is a name.”
“Okay, query Sammie. The voice is indeterminate in terms
of sex—”
“Or anything else,” Pat muttered. “Direction, location,
sense—”
“Or accent. It sounds,” said Bruce, with unconscious
poetry, “the way the wind would sound if it could speak. Rushing,
hollow, immense.”
“Good or bad?” Sara asked.
“Neutral, I’d say; wouldn’t you?”
“I guess so. It’s scary, but just because it is unnormal.”
“Right. If Saint Peter himself appeared to me I’d scream
and run, just from the unexpectedness of him. Anything else?”
“The book,” suggested Ruth. “You believe something moved
it.”
“Apparition D?” Bruce scowled; he looked beautifully
satanic with his brows coming together in a V. “Well, that plunges us
into the next question. Which is—do these apparitions overlap?”
“Now you’re talking,” Pat said. He was so interested that
he made the effort of sitting erect. “A and B might be the same entity.”
“That occurred to me. The Thing—damn it, we need a name
for It; It sounds like something out of a horror movie—”
“I think of It,” Sara said, “as the Adversary.”
“Hmm. Okay, the Adversary might try to work through Sara
first. If it finds her unacceptable, or too fragile physically, it
might try materializing.”
“It’s not a well-read ghost,” Pat said. “The ones I’ve
heard about are all tall white things. This dirty, dark mess—”
“Is the only genuine specter I’ve ever met,” Ruth said,
with a faint smile. “I’ve really no basis for comparison.”
“Now is there anything to substantiate the impression
that A and B are the same?” Bruce continued doggedly.
“No,” Pat said.
“No,” Bruce agreed. “Possible but not proved. Apparitions
C and D—if we call the one who moved the book D—may also be identical.
But, whether they are one or two, I think they are distinct from A-B
and, what is more, hostile to it.”
“Let’s have that again,” Sara said.
“I think I follow,” Pat said. “The entity that moved the
book is trying to tell us something. Its action is followed almost at
once by the appearance of B, malignant and threatening. And the threat
seems to be directed at the person who has the book.”
“It’s weak,” Bruce muttered. “But it’s the best we can
do. The Voice seems to all of us neutral, if not benevolent. D is
presumably benevolent, since it wants to give us some help. A and B
definitely are not benevolent. So maybe C and D are the same, as are A
and B. Criminey. As logic that isn’t very impressive.”
“No, but there’s a feeling about it…. Hell, I can believe
in one ghost, or maybe two; but four or five is surely stretching
belief pretty thin.” Pat tapped his fingers on the arm of the chair.
“Suppose we reduce our apparitions to two. You have produced some
evidence to indicate that one is helpful and the other hostile.”
Sara gave a sigh and stretched out full length on the
rug, hands clasped under her head.
“I warned you I’d get sleepy if the conversation got
dull,” she murmured.
Pat eyed her approvingly.
“You look like a parody of a tombstone,” he said. “With
the dog’s head on your stomach instead of at your feet.”
“All bosom and leg,” Ruth commented unkindly. “Pull your
skirt down.”
“I don’t think it will go down any farther,” Pat said
agreeably. “Anyhow, the dog’s lying on it.”
“You’re a hell of a lot of help,” Bruce said, addressing
his lady love in bitter tones. “You haven’t got a thing to contribute,
and now you sprawl all over the room, taking people’s minds off serious
matters. Get up, wench.”
“Let’s get on to the historical research,” Pat said,
stifling a yawn. “Then we can get to bed.”
“We didn’t find much,” Ruth admitted. “There’s a lot of
material around, but it takes ages to go through it.”
“Don’t I know,” Bruce agreed feelingly. “I had a hell of
a frustrating day myself. The records for that period are practically
nonexistent.”
“As the skeptic of this crowd I’d like to raise an
objection,” Pat said. “You seem to be basing your research on one
item—the book. Are you sure you ought to limit yourself to that?”
“Oh, I’m all in favor of cross-checks. If the 1780
Campbell was named Samuel instead of Douglass, I’d be 100 percent sure
we were on the right track. Matter of fact, I looked for Sammie today.
And I found one. Samuel Campbell, son of George. Died in infancy
around—I regret to say—1847.”
“Oh, Bruce,” Sara whispered. Her mouth had a pitiful
droop. “That must be it. Think of it, calling your baby all those
years….”
“Samuel was one of twelve children,” Bruce said calmly.
“Both his parents seem to have been sanctimonious prigs who died in the
overpowering odor of sanctity years later. And, if this means anything,
there was nothing to indicate that the baby wasn’t properly baptized,
and all the rest. With all due deference to your sentimentality, luv, I
think we can scratch Sammie.”
“Your day was a bust, then.” Pat yawned. “Sorry. I think
maybe—”
“Okay.” Bruce extended a hand to Sara and with one
seemingly effortless movement pulled her to her feet. There was more
muscle in his languid-looking frame than there appeared to be.
“What do we do tomorrow?” Sara asked, leaning against him.
“I go to the Columbia Historical Association. You keep on
looking through the house.”
“That worries me,” Ruth admitted. “Are you sure it’s safe
for Sara?”
“I’m making two assumptions,” Bruce said. “And I hope to
God I’m right. One is that the manifestations occur only at night. The
other—the other is that they occur only in the house.”
Ruth was sodden with fatigue; it took her several seconds
to comprehend the last sentence, which Pat had apparently anticipated;
he was studying Sara with thoughtful eyes.
“You mean—here? Something might happen here?”
“Not if Bruce is right,” Pat said. “You know, Bruce,
there is a test we could make.”
“What do you mean?” Ruth demanded.
“Hypnosis. Now, Ruth, don’t look at me that way. It’s a
perfectly valid medical technique, not black magic; and I have done it
before. I could do it now.”
“No,” Bruce said. “It’s too dangerous.”
“But I’ve had occasion—”
“It’s dangerous because it’s inconclusive. You guys talk
about your friend the subconscious as if you had lunch with it every
Tuesday, but the fact is you don’t know much about the mind and the way
it works. You could unwittingly suggest all kinds of things to Sara,
and her subconscious might obligingly produce an imitation of
Apparition A just because she thinks we want one. No. I won’t allow it.”
“Nor I,” Ruth said flatly. “Pat, I suspect I’m going to
have to make my own bed. Let’s get at it, shall we?”
Pat looked stubborn; every hair on his head bristled.
“Very well,” he said stiffly. “Bruce, do you want to call
a cab?”
Bruce was gnawing his knuckles. He looked up.
“Would you mind if I just flopped down on the couch?”
“Afraid I’m going to pull a Svengali on Sara when your
back is turned?” Pat asked nastily.
“It’s late, that’s all,” the boy said mildly. “I won’t be
in the way.”
As it turned out, there were three bedrooms upstairs, and
Sara offered to share the big four-poster in one of them with Ruth. So
it all worked out, and Pat was suddenly bland and amiable about the
whole thing. Ruth was left to wonder precisely what he had had in mind
when he made the original sleeping arrangements.
Not until she was almost asleep did it occur to her that
there had been nothing in Bruce’s discoveries to account for his
strange, panicky behavior that evening.
III
Next day was one of the days Washingtonians brag
about—brilliant, mild and balmy, with only a hint of cold under the
soft breeze, like the bones under a cat’s fur. Pat had the car windows
rolled down when he drove them to the house, and he said regretfully,
“It’s too nice a day for that damned museum. If I hadn’t had this
appointment for a month—”
“You’ve got to keep it. We’ll be all right.”
“Hey, I’ve got an idea. Why don’t I bring some
stuff—Chinese food, maybe—and we’ll have lunch in the garden.”
“I thought you were having lunch with the curator.”
“I’ll get out of that.” Pat stopped the car in front of
the house.
“But Pat—”
“Look, today I feel like eating lunch with you. Both of
you,” he added.
Sara giggled, and Pat reached over to give her a fatherly
smack as she got out of the car. Or maybe, Ruth thought, it wasn’t so
fatherly.
“Bruce may be back for lunch,” she reported, putting her
head back in the car window.
“The more the merrier,” Pat said resignedly. He put the
car into gear. “What do you like? Sweet-and-sour pork? Egg foo yung?”
“Anything but chop suey,” Ruth said, and followed the car
with her eyes as it swooped down the street, avoided a woman with a
perambulator, and darted around the corner into the stream of traffic
on Wisconsin.
Sunlight twinkled off the windshields and chrome of
passing cars and warmed the rosy red brick of the houses opposite,
bringing out the precise, geometric patterns of the whitened mortar.
Most of the shades were still drawn and the dignified facades looked
like sleepy old ladies snatching a catnap with hands folded primly in
their laps, dreaming of their long honorable lives. One of the trees
was alive with starlings holding one of their mysterious conferences;
the squawking, which sounded like the United Nations in the lively old
Khrushchev era, was unmusical but vigorously alive, and the sidewalk
under the tree was already white with droppings. Washingtonians cursed
the starlings, but Ruth had a sneaking sympathy for their vulgar,
uproarious bustle. They were ugly rusty-looking birds, but when the
sunlight glanced off their feathers they glowed with iridescence as
brilliant as that of a sequined dress. It was with conscious reluctance
that Ruth turned away from the sun and life of the street into the
quiet house.
The living room was shadowy and still with all the drapes
pulled; when Ruth opened them the sunlight streamed in, filled with
dancing dust motes.
“Goodness, the place is dirty,” she muttered.
“Ruth—”
“What’s wrong? Do you feel—”
“No, nothing. That’s what amazes me. How can the place
look so normal?”
“Yes, I know….” Ruth’s eyes traveled from the window,
where the drapes hung placidly in azure blue folds, across the patterns
of the carpet. There ought to be a great charred spot, the mark of
burning….
“Well,” she said, giving herself a brisk shake to dispel
phantoms, “I think perhaps we ought to stay out of this room, for all
it feels so innocent. I remember that there were some papers that
looked like letters in a box in the hall closet. Let’s take them into
the kitchen and look them over while we have another cup of coffee.
Then we can try the attic.”
The letters turned out to be fascinating; they were still
reading them several hours later when Pat’s emphatic pounding was heard
at the front door. He was using his foot, not his fist, as Ruth
discovered when she opened the door; his arms were loaded with parcels
which he dumped on the kitchen table, demanding, “Where’s Bruce?”
“Not back yet.”
“Let’s eat this while it’s hot. We can warm his up for
him.”
Bruce appeared while Pat was still sorting little
packages of soy sauce and mustard, and they all sat down together.
“You look particularly smug,” Ruth remarked, as Bruce dug
into a beautiful concoction with an unpronounceable name which
contained, among other commodities, shrimp and snow peas. “You must
have made a discovery.”
“Something,” Bruce swallowed, and the rest of his speech
became considerably more intelligible. “But I don’t want to discuss it
while we’re eating.”
“We got bogged down,” Sara said. “I’ve been reading some
ancestress’s love letters, and they are a panic. Do you know she called
her husband ‘Mr. Campbell’ after they had been married thirty years?”
“That’s what’s wrong with our modern society.” Pat shook
his head and spread mustard with a lavish hand. “No respect. Old values
breaking down.”
Ruth laughed.
“Gosh, it’s a beautiful day,” she exclaimed, in a sudden
burst of well-being. “Let’s not talk about anything important till
after lunch. I feel too good to start worrying.”
“It’s partly the weather and partly this damned picnic
atmosphere,” Bruce said. He stabbed a shrimp and looked at it fondly.
“We seem to spend half our time eating and/or drinking, under the most
peculiar conditions.”
“ ‘And, my dear husband, do not forget to take food
regularly and in good quantity,’” Sara quoted. “She wrote him that when
he was off on a business trip. I think it’s great advice.”
Looking at Bruce, Ruth was inclined to agree. He was
beginning to develop visible shadows under his eyes, and there was a
look in them, particularly when he watched Sara, that Ruth found
disturbing.
The light mood lasted through the meal, which Pat cleared
by dumping everything into a paper bag and depositing it in the garbage
can. When he came back in, he said,
“Are we having coffee or more tea? Whichever, let’s take
it outside.”
The sunlight was seductively warm. Ruth produced a
blanket for Sara, knowing her habit of sprawling on the lowest surface
available, and Bruce sat down beside her on a pile of leaves.
“I feel like Luther,” Pat announced, and they all stared
at him. “I don’t believe in anything,” he explained.
“No ghosts,” Bruce said, with a faint smile.
“No ghosts.”
“I wish you were right.” Bruce leaned back on his elbows
and contemplated the sky.
“What did you find out today?” Sara asked. The question
broke the relaxed, sunny mood; Bruce sat erect, and Ruth felt herself
stiffening.
“There was a house here in 1780,” he said. “Douglass
Campbell’s house. I ran into a piece of luck, a collection of family
letters. The Page letters, they’re called. The Pages lived up the
street a way, but the family died out in the late nineteenth century
and the last Page left the papers to the Columbia Historical Society.
That’s where I’ve been all morning.”
“Okay, okay,” Pat said. “You don’t have to explain every
goddamned source. What did the Pages have to say about the Campbells?”
“Not much, most of them were business letters about land
and tobacco. But in 1805 Alexander Page’s eldest daughter got married
and moved to Annapolis. Mrs. Page wrote the girl several letters
telling her the hometown gossip. The Campbell fire was a good juicy
tidbit.”
“Fire?” Sara repeated.
“The house burned down…and Douglass Campbell with it.”
In the silence the squawk of a blue jay sounded like a
scream. Ruth was remembering the impression she had felt that
morning—that there should be marks of scorching where the apparition
had been. As she looked at Sara she knew her niece was thinking along
the same lines; her face was pale with horror.
“That black, coiling smoke,” she said in a whisper.
“Bruce, could it be—him?”
“Cut that out!” Bruce exclaimed.
Simultaneously Pat said sharply, “Don’t be morbid, Sara.
The suggestion of smoke is purely subjective. Bruce, what happened,
that the old boy was caught in the house? He must have been old, if he
had already built his house by 1780.”
“The fire was thirty years later,” Bruce said. “He could
have been as young as fifty-five or as old as eighty. It’s possible
that the smoke knocked him out before anyone realized that the house
was on fire. It was stone; the letter mentioned that. The walls weren’t
burned, of course, but the whole inside was gutted and the roof
collapsed. When the heir, who was Campbell’s sister’s son, moved to
Georgetown from Frederick, he leveled the walls and built a new house.”
Ruth was silent. The sunshine and birdsongs seemed far
away, and the orange beads of the bittersweet against the fence had
faded. The ancient tragedy had affected her spirits unaccountably.
“I don’t see any connection between this story and our
apparitions,” Pat said. “The smoky impression is meaningless. If the
old man’s name had been Samuel, now….”
“It wasn’t. But there was something funny….”
“In the letter?”
“Yeah. The trouble with letters is that the writers have
all sorts of background knowledge they don’t bother to explain. Why
should they? Their readers know it. But it leaves a modern researcher
groping. Old Lady Page described the fire and clucked over the sad
tragedy. Then she said—wait a minute. I wrote it down.” Bruce pulled a
notebook out of his pocket. “Here we go: ‘Some have been heard to say
that it is a judgment for his having withdrawn, not only from the
offices of his neighbors but from the loving kindness of God following
his affliction, he not having been seen at the services these thirty
years. But I am sensible of his former zeal as a true Samson among the
Philistines, not only in support of the Sunday laws, but in despising
the heretics who are now so favored by the wretches across Rock Creek.”
Bruce closed the notebook.
“Then she starts to complain about how dear muslin has
become. She’s a rip-roaring old Tory. Her handwriting was vile, too.”
“Who were the wretches across Rock Creek?”
“The distinguished officials of the United States
Government,” Bruce said with a grin. “Many Georgetowners resented
having the seat of government so close, and some were lukewarm about
the whole idea of independence.”
“How about the heretics?” Ruth asked. “The old lady had a
fine vocabulary, didn’t she?”
“She was a mean old bitch,” Bruce replied briefly. “The
heretics, I’m pretty sure, were the Catholics. They weren’t allowed to
build churches around here until after the Revolution, you know.”
“The letter is funny, all right, but not, I expect, in
the sense you meant,” Pat said. “What struck you as odd?”
A mockingbird swung from a branch of bittersweet and
addressed them mellifluously. Bruce contemplated the bird before
answering.
“Let me restate what she says. Douglass Campbell, back in
the 1770’s, was a good devout Protestant and a man of some
substance—you got that reference to supporting the Sunday laws? Then
something happened to him—some affliction—and he shut himself up in his
house. He didn’t even go to church. There is no mention of anyone
else’s dying in the fire, which suggests that he was a widower or a
bachelor.”
“If the heir was his nephew, maybe he was a bachelor,”
Sara said.
“Bachelors were rarer in those days,” Pat pointed out.
“He could just as well have been a widower whose children had died
young. Infant mortality was high.”
“Maybe that was the affliction,” Sara said. “The death of
a child, an only child.”
“Hmm.” Pat leaned back against the tree, staring up
through the leafless branches at the cloudless blue sky. “Possibly. You
know, Bruce, we may be interpreting the clue of the book too literally.
Our invisible informant may have wanted to indicate a date, not a
connection with a specific event.”
“I thought of that. You realize that the Page letter
gives us that cross-check we hoped for? The affliction occurred thirty
years before the fire, which was in 1810. That takes us back to the
crucial year, 1780. But I can’t get around the fact that the Loyalist
Plot involved Georgetown and Georgetowners. Can that be a coincidence?”
“Was Campbell a Tory?” Ruth asked.
“He wasn’t involved in the Plot, that’s for sure; the
book mentions not only the names of the men who were hanged, but also
the ones who were accused and acquitted.”
“Maybe,” Pat suggested, “he was one of the loyal—damn it,
terms are confusing—loyal Patriots who helped foil the Plot. Then,
thirty years later—”
“That’s rather long to wait for revenge,” Bruce said.
“So he died a natural death. But he could have suffered
his affliction during the Plot. Some personal tragedy. Maybe he was
blinded, or crippled.”
“Or he could have lost his child or his wife or his
money.” Bruce banged his knee with his fist. “Damn it, we’re just
guessing. It’s all so vague!”
“If you could find out whether he was married and all
like that, it might help?” Sara asked anxiously, with the air of a
mother looking through her purse for a lollipop. “Ruth, what about the
genealogy?”
“Good gracious, I am a dolt,” Ruth exclaimed. “Of
course—the Bible.”
“What Bible?”
“It’s old; I don’t know how old, but the pages are so
fragile they crumble when you touch them. Cousin Hattie kept it wrapped
in dozens of layers of plastic. It’s one of those enormous ancient
Bibles with a family tree in the front, and it was kept up for
generations. Sara, there’s a copy of the genealogy somewhere—in the
desk, I think. See if you can find it. I hate to disturb the book, I’ve
been meaning to take it to some museum to see about preserving it,
but….”
Sara was off, her hair flying. She came back with a
sizable scroll, which Ruth passed on to Bruce without unrolling it.
“This must have been Hattie’s copy. She was rotten with
family pride.”
Bruce unrolled the parchment on the grass; his black head
and Sara’s bent over it.
“Here’s Douglass,” Bruce said, his finger tracing the
family tree, with its brilliantly colored coats of arms and crabbed
writing. “Halfway down the tree. Wow—Cousin Hattie wasn’t modest, was
she? Here’s Robert the Bruce back here, and Alfred, King of England….
This later part looks a little more authentic. She must have picked it
up from family papers and tacked the royalty on to make it look more
impressive.”
“Her writing was nothing to brag about either,” Sara
said, crouched over the scroll.
“Get your hair out of the way.” Bruce brushed at it; his
hand lingered, but not for long. “Douglass Campbell, 1720–1810. Married
Elizabeth Sanger, 1740–1756….”
Sara caught her breath.
“Sixteen years old! That must be wrong.”
“Not necessarily,” Ruth said. “They did marry young. If
he married her when she was fifteen, and she died, perhaps in
childbirth….”
“Yes, look here. There was a child, born the same year,
1756…. That’s funny,” Bruce said. “No name. Just a question mark.”
Sara sat up, tossing her hair back over her shoulders.
“What a terrible thing. Sixteen years old, dying when she
had her baby…. That’s four years younger than I am.”
“If I were a parent,” Ruth remarked, “I couldn’t let that
one pass.”
“You’d be right too, much as I hate to admit it.” Sara
smiled at her. “So we don’t have it so bad these days. And he was…let’s
see….” She crouched over the chart again. “He was thirty-five when he
married her, twenty years older….”
“A real aged creep,” Pat said morosely. “Thirty-five, my
God.”
“Oh, Pat! To a girl of fifteen—”
“Maybe he was romantic as hell.”
“And maybe not.”
“Bruce, what’s the matter?” Ruth asked, interrupting the
dialogue.
“I’m trying to figure out why Douglass’s only child has
no name.”
“Maybe it died before it was baptized,” Sara suggested.
“I don’t think they would even mention a stillborn child,
and any other would have been baptized. The dates are odd, too—1756,
and then a blank. Do you suppose Cousin Hattie got this from the family
Bible?”
“I don’t think the Bible could be that old,” Ruth said.
“Do you mind if I look?”
“Well, I do, rather. It’s very fragile.”
“I’ll be careful.”
Ruth looked at his protruding, lower lip and grimaced.
She was coming to know that expression well.
“All right,” she said coolly. “Sara, it’s in the lower
drawer of the bookcase….” She shivered. The sun had gone behind a cloud
and the garden suddenly looked bleak and depressing. “Let’s all go in,”
she said. “It’s getting cold.”
The book was enormous. It was wrapped in two layers of
plastic and one of faded silk. As Ruth carefully unswathed it, on the
piecrust table in the living room, Pat gave an exclamation.
“What criminal neglect! This should have been under glass
years ago. The old lady’s cheap plastic bags are no substitute.”
“I meant to have it looked at, but you know how it is….”
“You find the place, Ruth,” Bruce ordered. “I’m afraid to
touch it. Sorry; I didn’t realize how delicate it was.”
Ruth found the place, at the cost of some destruction.
The yellowing pages were almost impossible to touch without crumbling
the edges.
“Goodness,” she said, forgetting her irritation with
Bruce in her interest. “Here’s Douglass—the first name. Looks as if he
must be the original ancestor.”
“He was probably the first one to emigrate,” Bruce said.
“Starting a new line in a new land, that sort of thing.”
“I keep telling you, I don’t know a thing about the
family history. But he was a Scot; a lot of them left in something of a
hurry after the ’45.”
“This must have been his Bible,” Sara exclaimed. “How
amazing. Two hundred years old!”
“And a bit,” Pat said. “He wrote a fine, bold black hand,
didn’t he?”
They contemplated the page in awed silence. It is said
that Americans are unduly impressed by sheer age, being so relatively
young in the world scheme themselves. But there was something
breathtaking about the angles and curves of the thick black ink,
unfaded by time—the visible remnant of a man whose other remains were
long since dust.
“Campbell and wife,” Pat muttered. “Here she
is—Elizabeth…. Yes, Hattie must have cribbed that part of the genealogy
out of the Bible. The names and dates are the same.”
“And here,” said Bruce, in an odd voice, “is why there
was a question mark for Douglass’s child.”
The entry was there: one name among the many blank spaces
provided for possible progeny. It had been covered completely by a
wide, dark blot.
“Somebody goofed,” Sara said.
“Hardly.” Bruce bent over the page till his delicately
chiseled nose almost touched it. “This was deliberate; it’s too neat to
be accidental. Looks as if Douglass scratched the kid’s name out.
Corny, weren’t they?”
“The ink used for the scratching out is paler than the
original,” Ruth said. “I can see marks underneath.”
“You’re right.” Before Ruth realized what he was about,
Bruce had begun picking at the page with his fingernail. A flake of
blue ink chipped off.
“Bruce,” she warned.
“It’s okay, I’m not doing anything,” Bruce said with
palpable untruth, amid a shower of fine flakes. “This is cheap
ink—locally made, maybe. It’s coming…. That’s an A, surely A-M—”
“Amaryllis,” Sara suggested.
“Well, it obviously isn’t Samuel,” Pat said. “Damn.
Another good theory gone west.”
“…A-N…”
“Amanias.” Sara giggled.
“Shut up…. D…A.”
“Amanda.”
“A daughter,” Ruth said.
“A bad daughter,” Pat contributed.
Transfixed, Bruce remained in the same position, like
Brer Rabbit stuck to the Tar Baby. When he straightened, his eyes had a
wild glitter.
“Don’t any of you see it? I guess maybe you wouldn’t. I
happened to run across it, as a nickname, in that book on Georgetown
ghosts, and I never thought….”
“What on earth are you talking about?”
“Not Sammie. Pat was right about that. But it is a name.
It’s not Samuel the voice is calling. It’s Amanda. Ammie.”
THE FIRST RECOGNIZABLE SOUND TO COME
OUT OF THE babble was Pat’s unmelodious baritone
crooning, “I think he’s got it,” to the well-known tune from “My Fair
Lady.”
“You’re awfully frivolous for an anthropologist,” Ruth
told him.
“Anthropologists have a reputation for frivolity. It’s
the wild lives we lead. ‘Exotic sex customs among the Andaman
Islanders….’ Sorry—I’m babbling. But, by God, now I really am
convinced. It’s too neat to be wrong.”
“Almost too neat.” Bruce tried to sound calm, but he was
grinning from ear to ear. “But it’s got to be right, it was so damned
unexpected. I felt the same way you did, Pat; I was sure the name would
be Samuel, and my heart went down into my boots when it wasn’t.”
“Then…. It is Douglass Campbell who calls,” Ruth said,
and her tone sobered them all. “He’s calling his daughter. Ammie. Who
died. But she says she isn’t dead….”
Pat turned to look at her from the middle of the rug,
where he had chasséd, a la Henry Higgins, to the tune of his
song. The late afternoon sunlight slanted through the window, setting
fire to his coppery hair and exposing the lines that had appeared
around his mouth.
“Wait a minute, let’s not jump to any more conclusions
than we have to. It was not death that caused a beloved only daughter
to be erased from the pages of the family Bible.”
“Beloved?” Bruce repeated in a peculiar voice.
“Oh, all right, scratch the adjective. It just seemed to
me….”
“Yes, well…the point remains.” Bruce scowled; his hand
went up to his beard. “If she had died he’d have recorded the year in
the usual way. Let’s see. There’s no record of any marriage for Amanda.
In 1780 she was twenty-four—a hopeless old maid, in those days. She
must have been the dutiful daughter who kept house for dear old dad.
What could she have done to make him want to obliterate her name?”
Sara curled up on the couch, kicking her shoes off and
tucking her feet under her.
“They used to disinherit boys for disobedience,” she
offered. “Like taking up a profession the father didn’t approve of.”
“There were only two disgraceful professions open to
women in those days.” Pat grinned. “The other one was the stage.”
“But Campbell was one of the gentry,” Bruce objected.
“His well-bred daughter wouldn’t cut loose at the sedate age of
twenty-four and join a bawdy house.”
“Oh, men are so obtuse,” Ruth said impatiently. “She ran
off, of course. With some worthless rapscallion her father didn’t
approve of. Or she got pregnant by same.”
“Is that the famous woman’s intuition I keep hearing
about?” Pat was amused.
“Well, what else could the girl do?” Ruth demanded. “This
wasn’t London, with its organized sin and gaudy night life; it was a
provincial village. And if she reached the age of twenty-four without
marrying, she’d be ripe for seduction by any glib male who passed
through town.”
“And they say men are cynical!” Pat shook his head.
“Oh, you’re being silly. Let’s have some sherry. We need
to talk about this.”
Ruth switched on the lights as she went out. When she
came back with a tray, the other three were still arguing.
“It doesn’t matter,” Bruce said, nailing down the
essential point. “We’ll probably never know what she did. The thing
that matters is that she left, under a cloud.”
“Okay, I’ll buy that,” Pat said, taking the tray from
Ruth. “What does this do to our varied alphabetical apparitions?”
“The Voice is Douglass,” Ruth repeated. “And if C and
D—the entity that moved the book—are the same, then—then Douglass is
trying to help us.”
“Poor guy,” Pat muttered.
“Why poor?” Bruce took a sip of his sherry, grimaced, and
set the glass down. “Seems to me he was a mean old bastard. There’s
malevolence in that big ink blot.”
“Oh, no, Bruce,” Ruth exclaimed. “The voice is terribly
pathetic; I’ve felt that all along. Of course he’d be angry at first,
especially if she had left him to go to certain misery or disgrace. But
afterward…. He still misses her and wants her back, can’t you feel
that?”
“I guess so.” Bruce scowled at his glass.
“Is there something wrong with the sherry?” Ruth asked.
“Well, to tell you the truth—” He grinned sheepishly at
her. “I can’t stand sherry.”
“Then for goodness sake don’t drink it! You poor
suffering martyr, when I think of all the times…. Make yourself a
drink, the stuff is in the dining room.”
“No, never mind. Thanks. Listen, it’s getting late.
Maybe—”
“Let’s talk about our other apparitions,” Pat
interrupted. “I want to get this straight while I can. We hypothesized
two ghosts, one hostile and one neutral or helpful. I think what we
learned today bears this out. Douglass may or may not be the Voice, but
he certainly is not the entity who speaks through Sara.”
“Of course,” Ruth said slowly. “We forgot to make that
point because it was so obvious. Apparition B is female. Not just the
voice—the gestures, the manner….”
“Oh, yes,” Bruce agreed. He had forgotten his
preoccupation with the time in contemplating this new idea. “No doubt
about it, I’d say. Apparition B is Ammie, all right.”
“Yes,” Sara said. “I wonder what she wants.”
“Ugh,” Ruth said, with an involuntary shudder. “Nothing
good.”
“How do you know?” Bruce asked.
“Why, I—she—maybe I’m prejudiced, but there’s something
wicked about walking into another person’s mind.”
“Not very ladylike,” Bruce said. “Maybe she was
desperate.”
“For what?” Ruth repeated. “And why Sara?”
“That’s not hard.” Bruce began pacing, hands behind his
back. “Sara makes a perfect vehicle for Amanda—blood kin, same sex,
approximately the same age.”
“But what does she want?” Ruth
slammed her fist down on the table, and the others stared at her. “I’m
sorry,” she muttered. “But this is…. Bruce, I think we’ve done
amazingly well, far better than we ever hoped, and most of the credit
goes to you. But don’t you see—practically speaking, we haven’t made
any progress. What, precisely, are we going to do?”
“Ruth, we are doing something.” Bruce stopped his pacing
and sat down beside her. “If we can find out what the girl does want—”
“And suppose she wants Sara’s body?”
It was out at last, the fear that had haunted at least
three of the four. Ruth knew by Sara’s face that this was not a new
idea for her; surely it would be the ultimate in horror to feel one’s
own body slipping out of control—as annihilating as death, but
malignant, personalized. And Bruce’s silence showed that he had no
immediate answer.
“That’s only one possibility,” Pat said; but his voice
lacked conviction. “Maybe she wants to reach her father. To be
forgiven.”
“I don’t really care what she wants,” Ruth said clearly.
“I want to get rid of her.”
“There is a way,” Pat said. “Bruce mentioned it, that
first night.”
“Exorcism. Well—why not?”
“You know what it signifies,” Bruce said. “The ritual
casts It—the intruder—out into oblivion.”
“Why not?” Ruth repeated stubbornly.
“It does seem awfully final,” Sara said, with a feeble
smile.
“Worse than that. It probably won’t work.”
“It’s worth a try,” Ruth insisted.
Bruce glanced helplessly at Pat, and seemed to find some
support in his answering shrug.
“Ruth, how the hell do you propose to go about it? I can
see myself telling this yarn to some priest.”
“What’s the alternative?”
“Continuing to search for the rest of the story. We may
find—”
“And we may not. Bruce, don’t you see how dangerous it is
to wait?”
“I see something else,” Bruce said, in a voice that
turned her cold. “Look at the window.”
The balmy weather had betrayed them. It was not spring;
it was late fall, almost winter, and however brilliant the sun it had
to obey the laws of nature. In winter the sun sets earlier than in
summer. The days are shorter. This day was over.
Ruth got to her feet. There was no sign as yet of the
ominous thickening of the air near the window, but in this she
preferred to take no chances.
“Come on, Sara,” she said.
Then she saw her niece’s face.
“No,” said the light girl’s voice. “No, not… help!”
“Good God,” Pat whispered. “Do you think she heard what
we said—Ammie?”
“I don’t know.” Ruth took a step forward, toward the
stiff body of her niece. “Amanda. You are Amanda?”
“Ammie,” the voice agreed, and faded into a sigh.
“Help…Ammie.”
The light outside the window was gone; Ruth was cold with
apprehension, not only for what had happened, but for what might yet
occur.
“Help you?” she said sharply. Her tone was the one she
might have used to a stenographer at work, but she was unaware of the
incongruity. “How can we help you? Why don’t you go away and leave Sara
alone? Go to—to your father.”
Bruce moved, his eyes wide and startled; he held up one
hand as if in warning. It was too late. The stiff figure on the couch
doubled up and then soared erect, hands lifted.
“Father…no,” It cried. “No, hate, hate, hate….”
Ruth had never heard a word that expressed its own
meaning so vividly. Sara’s body stumbled clumsily to its feet, still
clawing the air. No wonder it’s awkward, Ruth thought, no wonder it
speaks with such difficulty. It’s like trying to drive an unfamiliar
type of car, when you haven’t driven for—for two hundred years….
She cried out and fell back as the familiar,
unrecognizable figure stumbled toward her, mouthing hate. Bruce was the
first of the two men to move and he did so with obvious reluctance.
Ruth saw the last vestige of color drain from his face when his hand
touched the girl’s arm, and she remembered, only too well, the reaction
of her own body to contact with that abnormally occupied flesh. Bruce’s
mouth twisted as if in pain, but he kept his hold. Swinging the
shambling figure around he brought his fist up in a careful arc. Sara
folded like a doll, into his arms; and without a glance for anyone or
anything else in the room, Bruce left—down the length of the living
room, through the arch, and straight out the front door. If it had not
been for Pat, Ruth would never have made it; his hand propelled her
through the door. Huddled in his car they sat and watched the windows,
where the folds of the satin curtains had begun to move.
II
They stood on the doorstep of the neat new house in its
well-tended lawn. Pat’s hand was on the knocker, but he was still
arguing.
“Ruth, I wish you wouldn’t do this.”
“I told you you didn’t have to come.” She reached past
him and pushed the bell.
“You’ll need my help,” he said significantly. “But I keep
telling you; this man is not the right man. Let me try downtown—”
“I know this man personally and he knows me. That’s
important, considering how crazy—” She broke off, smiling formally at
the elderly woman who had opened the door. “Is Father Bishko in,
please? Mrs. Bennett to see him.”
Father Bishko greeted them with the suave charm Ruth had
encountered at several Georgetown dinner parties. He was a strikingly
handsome man, with dark hair and gentle brown eyes. He blinked once or
twice during Ruth’s story, but did not interrupt. When she had finished
he said mildly, “I—er—must confess, Mrs. Bennett, that you leave
me—er—speechless. If anyone but you had told me this story—”
“I hope you consider my corroboration worth something,”
Pat interrupted.
“Naturally. If it had not been you two—”
“Then may we ask your help, Father?”
“But, my dear Mrs. Bennett!” Father Bishko waved his
hands in the air. “This is not a project to be undertaken lightly.”
“You can do it, can’t you?”
“There is such a procedure,” Father Bishko admitted.
“Then—”
“It is necessary to consult other authorities. For
permission to act.”
“Oh, dear.” Ruth felt her smile sagging. “How long will
it take?”
“Why, that is difficult to say. Several days, I expect.
Assuming that the response is favorable.”
“We can’t wait….” Ruth broke off, hearing her voice
quiver.
“Is it that serious?” The priest’s voice had more warmth;
her distress had moved him more than her reasoned description.
“Yes, it is,” Pat said. “Father, I know I haven’t so much
as made my confession for a good many years, but—”
“Are you by any chance trying to bribe me, Pat?” the
priest asked. He sounded less vague, much younger, and wholly human;
there was a faint grin on his face.
“With my immortal soul?” Pat returned the grin, and shook
his head. “You know me too well, Dennie. But this lady is in serious
trouble and she thinks you might be able to help her.”
“You don’t think so, do you?”
“Well, I—”
“Never mind. Well.” Father Bishko rubbed his chin with a
long ivory finger. “I’m not sure I can help either, but I’ll certainly
be happy to try. Suppose I drop by one day, just to look the situation
over.”
“Would you really?” Ruth was limp with gratitude and
relief. “I don’t know how to thank you.”
“Don’t get your hopes up,” the priest warned. “If you
weren’t a pair of unbelievers I’d admit I have certain reservations
about parts of the ritual. And, Pat—I don’t believe in ghosts.”
“Come on around this afternoon,” Pat said, rising. “And
we’ll see what we can do to convince you.”
When they were once more outside, Ruth turned impulsively
to her companion.
“I’m sorry, Pat. Why didn’t you tell me you and Father
Bishko were friends?”
“Or that I, like Bruce, am a renegade?” Pat smiled down
at her, not at all discomposed. “It seemed irrelevant.”
“Well, he was awfully nice. It’s funny; he didn’t promise
a thing, and yet I can’t help feeling encouraged.”
“That feeling is Dennie Bishko’s stock in trade,” Pat
said, a bit grimly. “And that’s why I said he wasn’t the man for the
job. Oh, sure, he’s a howling success in a fashionable sophisticated
parish; maybe he has even given genuine spiritual comfort to some
people. But behind that handsome face of his there is not enough
strength of faith or belief. We’d do better with a man from a slum
parish—someone who has had to wrestle, if not with malignant spirits,
at least with the vile things human beings do to one another.”
“We’ll see,” Ruth said.
Pat took her elbow to help her across the street and
looked down ruefully at the shining head that barely reached his
shoulder.
“In your own quiet, ladylike way, you’re just as
bullheaded as I am,” he said.
III
It was many months before Ruth could recall that
afternoon without an inward shudder. The Terror—and it rated a capital
letter in her thoughts—was painful enough, but this episode violated a
sense of human decency as well.
Father Bishko was looking slightly wary when she opened
the door, but the charm of the house and of the formal tea service she
had carefully arranged soon relaxed him.
“This is a selfish pleasure for me, in fact,” he said,
graciously waving away her expression of thanks. “I’ve longed to see
this house. Now that our acquaintance has developed, I may venture to
ask if we may include it on our house tour next spring. It’s for a very
worthy cause, you know.”
“She may not be here next spring,” Pat said, before Ruth
could compose a suitably vague but pleasant reply. Father Bishko,
accepting a cup of tea with lemon, looked up at him with an arch smile.
“Indeed? Well, we shall just have to make sure that if
Mrs. Bennett does leave it will not be because her charming house is
inhabited by unwelcome guests.”
They had agreed, during an impassioned consultation the
previous evening, that the clerical visitor should not be informed of
the details they had worked out.
“It sounds convincing to us,” Bruce had insisted,
“because we’ve seen it develop and we’ve experienced the disturbances
personally. But to an outsider it will seem absolute balderdash. If you
insist on this dam’ fool stunt, just tell him it’s spooks and let him
cope.”
“That’s all he needs to know,” Pat had agreed.
“Furthermore, it will provide another check. If he sees anything, it
will not be influenced by our descriptions.”
Ruth was to recall, later, the strange expression on
Bruce’s face when Pat said this. Bruce had been, unaccountably, against
the whole idea of exorcism. Or perhaps, Ruth thought, offering Father
Bishko a plate of cookies, it was not so unaccountable. Bruce was
probably as ill at ease as his coreligionist in the presence of a
priest.
By now, though, Pat had gotten over his
self-consciousness and was behaving charmingly. He and Father Bishko
were reminiscing about their mutual school days, and both of them
seemed to be enjoying themselves.
The streaks of sunlight on the floor were turning from
gold to bronze before Sara came in. With her, of course, was Bruce,
looking particularly bland and blank. He shook hands with the priest,
bowing slightly as he did so, and joined amiably in a discussion of the
avant-garde theater. After another half hour of polite chitchat, Father
Bishko began making going-home signs.
“Mrs. Bennett, I assure you I’ll try to bring your
problem before my superiors at once. You’ll forgive me if I was a bit
brusque this morning—”
“Oh, you could never be that.”
“Incredulous, then. But now that I’ve gotten to know you
better, you and your charming niece…. Obviously, if this matter
distresses you, it must be looked into. That in itself is cause enough
for me to take action.”
“You are very kind,” Ruth said sincerely. “Especially
since you must rely on our word alone for what is admittedly an
extraordinary story.”
“I could hardly expect you to conjure up an apparition
for me,” Father Bishko said with a smile.
“I was hoping we could do just that,” Pat said. “It’s
getting on toward that time of day….”
The priest put his cup on the table and looked up alertly.
“Do you mean that it consistently appears at a particular
time? And, by the by, what is It? You haven’t been very clear in your
description.”
“To the first question—no, not exactly, but It normally
does not appear until after dark. As for a description—” Pat hesitated,
and Father Bishko nodded.
“Yes, I quite see your point. Independent corroboration.
Dear me; I must confess, this intrigues me.”
“If you could stay a little longer….” Sara suggested.
“Unfortunately, I’m dining out. In fact, I’m already late
for an appointment.” He smiled at Pat with the quick, mischievous look
which undoubtedly entranced a number of his parishioners. “If you were
alone in this, Pat, I’d suspect you of putting me on. As it is…well, my
morbid curiosity is nearly at fever pitch. I would dearly love to see
something of this sort with my own eyes.”
Studying those bright, innocent eyes, Ruth was seized by
a horrid qualm of apprehension which twisted her stomach muscles into
knots. It was a common enough feeling, the sort of feeling that is
hailed as a premonition if later events bear it out, and dismissed as
“nerves” if they do not. Pat had been right. This nice, happy, shallow
man must not encounter their dark visitant. His combination of
rationalism and optimism would be the worst possible equipment for such
a meeting; they might even act as a challenge to the malignant darkness.
“I’m sorry we can’t oblige,” she said with a forced
smile, in the tone experienced hostesses adopt to indicate—to
experienced guests—that the party is over. Father Bishko rose to his
feet.
“Is your apparition confined in space as well as in
time?” he asked, peering hopefully about as if he expected a misty
white form to be lurking behind the couch.
“It comes—there,” Pat said, pointing.
“Where? Here?”
Father Bishko stood motionless, his face lifted and his
eyes half closed, as if he were listening to a voice inaudible to the
others. Ruth’s apprehension lightened momentarily. Perhaps he might
sense something after all.
“No,” Father Bishko said, in a matter-of-fact voice. “I
sense nothing abnormal. But my gift does not lie along those lines, as
I ought to have warned you.”
“Nothing at all?” Pat asked. He was standing next to the
slighter, shorter man and Ruth saw him give a quickly controlled
shiver. The priest shook his head. Evidently he did not even feel the
cold which was apparent to Pat.
Casually Bruce had wandered down the room into the
entrance doorway, drawing Sara with him. From the gathering shadows of
the hall his pale face, oddly distorted by the camouflaging beard,
peered into the living room like a mask hanging on a wall.
“Before I go,” Father Bishko said, “perhaps you would
allow me to say a blessing. It can do no harm and—who knows?—it might
do some good.”
He bowed his head without waiting for the answer which
common courtesy would have forced on Ruth. She was unable to speak. The
formless apprehension had gripped her even more strongly than before,
dulling all her senses but one. “Do no harm?” Or would it? She felt
something now, just as, it is said, a few individuals sense an
earthquake before the first tremor rips the earth apart. The signs were
the same—the constricted, aching head, the breathlessness, the hushed
air. And the sensation struck her dumb. She could not speak nor move,
not even to call a warning.
Father Bishko, his eyes closed and his other senses
apparently unresponsive, had no warning from within. Pat had fallen
back a few paces at the beginning of the prayer—a rather childish
attempt at dissociation, Ruth thought at the time—and when the
darkening of the air became visible, he recoiled still farther.
Thus it was from Bruce, hitherto demurely silent, that
the shout came. He bellowed, “Father!” in a voice that would have
roused the dead, and simultaneously the effect seemed to strike the
priest. He opened his eyes then, to find himself face to face with a
boiling, seething mass of blackness. It had taken shape with frantic
speed—gathering strength with practice, Ruth wondered, or stimulated
somehow by the presence of the priest? For Father Bishko, the effect
was like waking from sleep to find a visage of dreadful, distorted hate
pressed against one’s own; the sudden shock of such abominable
proximity would have been as bad as the horror itself. But this was
infinitely worse; for few men can claim to have found themselves
rubbing noses with evil incarnate.
Perhaps no human being could have withstood such a shock;
and Father Bishko, despite his calling, was only human. He let out a
high, shrill cry, and stumbled back; and the thing bubbled and slid
after him.
Bruce’s face disappeared, and then a flood of gray light
poured into the hall as the front door opened. Ruth knew he was getting
Sara out of the house.
Then she caught her breath as Father Bishko, in the
doorway, turned at bay. She had never—as yet—seen a more magnificent
exhibition of sheer courage, for the man was obviously frightened
almost out of his wits. Shaking and pale, he nevertheless stood firm,
and presented his crucifix to the face of the Adversary.
It stopped, swaying; again Ruth half expected to see a
charred, smoking spot where it had been. For a second it seemed to
shrink in, and she felt an upsurge of hope. But it was only gathering
itself for the next move. With a sudden, jerking shiver it shook itself
into a new shape. The column thickened and darkened, the top shrank and
grew round; two projections shot out from a spot about three-fourths of
the way up. Ruth cried out and threw her hands up before her eyes; in
another moment the Thing would have had the form, but not the face, of
a human being.
It was too much for flesh and blood to bear. Father
Bishko finally broke, broke and ran, his face altering terribly,
dropping the crucifix in his wild flight and sending Pat staggering
back.
Not until that moment did Ruth realize that the sounds
she had been hearing were coming from Pat. They were not cries of anger
or fear, but they were, in a way, even more shocking. Pat was laughing.
IV
“I’ll never forgive myself,” Ruth said. “Never.”
They sat in Pat’s dusty living room. All the feeble aids
of physical comfort had been applied—a bright fire, brandy glasses and
cigarettes, draperies pulled against the night. Night lights, as Bruce
had said, for the frightened children. Each time the efficacy of the
gestures grew less; each time it took more effort to shut out the
memory of the inconceivable.
“You’ve no reason to reproach yourself.” Pat’s face was
lined with chagrin. “I’m the one who should be ashamed. To laugh at a
man at a time like that…. But, you know—if you had seen his face—”
“I did,” Ruth said. “Pat, call him again.”
“Honey, he must have gotten home, or to help of some
kind. Bruce saw him catch a taxi.”
“I was so worried about you, Ruth,” Sara said. “I
couldn’t see how you were going to get out. But it just—went away?”
“Yes, as suddenly as it came. It came for him—Father
Bishko—didn’t it?”
“I’m afraid so,” Bruce said tightly. The physical strain
seemed to be telling on him, even more than on the others; his lean
cheeks looked sunken, and the glitter in his eyes was almost feverish.
Strangely enough it made him look younger instead of older.
“Why afraid?” Sara asked.
“Because the strength and rage are so violent. I swear,
it looked like a deliberate attack. But that’s not all. I didn’t really
believe any of the conventional symbols would affect it, but I guess I
was still hoping….”
“It means we’ve found that one potential weapon does not
work,” Pat agreed heavily.
“One? What potential weapons are there?” Ruth demanded.
“Oh, dozens, that’s the trouble. The religious symbols
are the most popular—crucifix, holy water, prayer—but there’s garlic,
iron, various herbs, beeswax, fire—you name it. You can get rid of an
evil spirit by transferring it into a stone, or an animal….”
“How?”
Pat glanced at her and laughed mirthlessly.
“I never imagined I’d use this book this way.” He went to
the bookcase by the fire and pulled out a worn green volume, one of a
set that filled half the shelf. “Here’s the encyclopedia of magical
lore, the recipe book for witches, Frazer’s The Golden Bough.
I’ve acquired a few new ones, but he has most of the tricks right here.”
“Are you ruling them all out because the crucifix had no
effect?” Bruce asked. He joined Pat at the bookcase and took down
another volume of the set.
“I’m not ruling anything out. I just don’t know where to
begin. But can you really bring yourself to believe that we should hang
a chicken around Sara’s neck and wait for Ammie to move into it?”
“Fire,” Bruce muttered. “That doesn’t seem very helpful
in the present case, does it?” He flipped another page.
“I remember the iron bit,” Sara said. “It’s in that
lovely Kipling book, is it Puck of Pook’s Hill, or
the sequel? ‘Iron, cold iron, is the master of them all….’”
“I loved that book too,” Ruth said, momentarily diverted.
“The fairy people can’t stand iron; that’s because they aren’t cute
little sprites in nylon petticoats, but the Old People, the little dark
people who used bronze and were driven underground by the iron weapons
of the new invaders.”
“How cute,” Bruce said crushingly, without lifting his
eyes from the book.
“Something about running water, too,” Sara muttered.
“Or we could acquire some masks and dance around Sara
banging pots,” Pat said with sudden violence. “How can one decide which
of two impossibilities is more possible?”
Bruce looked up.
“I thought we had agreed that this is possible. Damned if
I see why you cavil over a little thing like devil dances, if you admit
devils. Or,” he added gently, “do you?”
“Of course I’m still fighting it,” Pat shouted.
“Everything I’ve been taught for fifty years is fighting it. Danm it,
Bruce, allow me my moments of sheer incredulity, can’t you?”
“I’m not sure I can.” Bruce closed the book but kept one
finger inside the pages; Ruth was reminded of that other book and the
circumstances of its discovery. “Pat, if you weaken…. We need all the
belief we can get.”
“I’m trying.”
“Are you? Or do you begin to suspect, again, that we’re
hallucinating? You can’t claim anything so simple as schizophrenia now.
Not with that ghastly thing in the parlor every afternoon.”
“I don’t make any such claim, of course.”
“There’s another possibility,” Bruce went on carefully.
“One we’ve not mentioned, but one which I’m sure has occurred to you.”
“Some natural phenomenon? Gas, or subterranean tremors,
or something?”
“No, not something. I mean fraud. Deliberate, conscious
fakery.”
“I’d have been a fool not to have thought of it,” Pat
said.
Bruce put one hand casually on the back of a chair. Ruth
was the only person near enough to see that he was inobtrusively
supporting a good deal of his weight on that hand, and to note the tiny
beads of sweat on his upper lip.
“We know you aren’t a fool. All right, let’s drag it out
and look at it; I hate things festering in the subconscious. If it were
fraud, who would be promoting it—besides Sara?”
Sara smiled; Ruth gave a gasp of protest.
“Naturally Sara would have to be in on it,” Pat said
calmly. “She’s Ammie. The medium as well—the séance was the
opening gun in the affair.”
“I had the dream,” Ruth said.
“That could have been induced—by the same phonograph
record or tape that produces the ‘Ammie-Come-Home’ voice.”
“You’re crazy,” Ruth said indignantly. “And the—the
Adversary? I suppose that could be produced by a tape?”
“It could be produced,” Bruce said coolly. “I don’t know
how, just off hand, but I’ll bet any good stage magician could
reproduce any of the effects we have seen. Including the cold.”
“And the story of Douglass Campbell and his daughter,
which we so painfully ferreted out?”
“If we found it, someone else could. Someone who used it
as the basis of the plot.”
“You’d make a good Devil’s Advocate,” Pat said, smiling
reluctantly. “Now you’ve got me turned around so that I have to defend
the case. What about motive?”
“I can think of at least three possibilities, just off
hand.”
“One,” Sara challenged.
“Someone wants to buy Ruth’s house cheap,” Bruce said
promptly. “Buried treasure in the basement, maybe, or just a passion
for old houses.”
“Two?”
“Hatred. Of Ruth, or you, or even Pat. Get him mixed up
in something like this and then expose it in a blaze of publicity. It
wouldn’t do his scholarly reputation much good. Three, some nut trying
to prove spiritualism—and don’t ask me to explain the kind of mentality
that creates fakes to prove truths; I can’t. I just know they exist.”
“I see you’ve given the matter some thought,” Pat said.
“I’m no fool either. Only I happen to know Sara wouldn’t
do such an insane thing. Of course there is that convenient item,
hypnosis. Sara could be unwittingly producing her bit of the
supernatural through posthypnotic suggestion.”
“An outside villain?” Pat considered the suggestion.
“Not necessarily.” Bruce cleared his throat. “I thought
of you, naturally. In a mystery story you’d be the obvious suspect. You
protest too much.”
Pat choked; then his sense of humor came to the rescue,
and he laughed.
“Okay, Bruce, you win again. We’re committed. Let’s be
consistent in our folly, at least, and not waste time.”
Bruce’s breath came out in a louder gasp than was
compatible with calm nerves. But he said coolly enough,
“Then let’s look at Frazer. I balk myself at the Bantu
ceremonies, but we could try some of the herbs. Vervain, Saint
John’s-wort, garlic—”
Sara giggled.
“What are you going to do, make a lei and hang it around
my neck?”
“The big problem will be finding the stuff,” Ruth said.
“Garlic we can get, but vervain is not exactly in stock at the
grocer’s.”
“You can look for it tomorrow,” Bruce said. “It’ll be a
nice job, out in the open air for a change. Find out the scientific
name of the stuff, it’s in here someplace—” He was again flicking
through the pages of Sir James Frazer’s classic. “Funny,” he muttered.
“The standard remedies, in western culture, are the holy relics. We
lost a big group there.”
“You know,” Sara said, “that reminds me of something I
read—”
At the same time Pat remarked, “Maybe we need holier
relics. A sliver of the True Cross or a bone of a saint.”
And Ruth chimed in with, “Pat, do try to call him again!”
Faced with two people talking at once, Pat turned to Ruth.
“Okay, dear. If it will make you feel better.”
The telephone was on a table by the couch. They could all
hear the muffled ringing at the other end, and they heard the ringing
stop when the instrument was lifted.
“Dennie?” Pat’s face lightened. He had not voiced his
concern, for fear of encouraging Ruth’s, but it had been profound. “Are
you all right? Where’ve you been?”
The listeners could hear the tinny rattle of the other
voice, but could not distinguish words. For them the conversation was
one-sided but perfectly intelligible.
“I’m more relieved than I can say…. No, no, Dennie, you
mustn’t feel that way; quite the contrary. Mrs. Bennett has been beside
herself with worry…. Yes, she’s here…. Sure.”
Ruth took the telephone with some trepidation. The priest
brushed her stumbling apologies aside; he had other, more important
things on his mind.
“Mrs. Bennett, I’ve made an appointment, the first of the
necessary steps for the procedure we discussed. It will take a little
time; this is a busy archdiocese. In the meantime, I want you to
promise me that you won’t enter that house again, or allow anyone else
to do so.”
“But, Father….”
“I am…deeply shaken and ashamed. I do not say this in
defense of my own behavior, but in fear for you—this visitation is
strong, strong and evil. You must not risk yourself.”
“I know the sensations are dreadful,” Ruth said, very
much moved. “But you saw it at its worst—and faced it, may I say, with
a courage that few people could have shown. But it is impalpable; I’m
sure it can’t do any physical harm.”
“Physical?” Father Bishko’s voice rose. “My dear, my
dear—that is not the danger. Promise me. I shan’t sleep tonight unless
I have your promise.”
“I promise,” she said; and then, on request, handed the
instrument back to Pat. A few more sentences passed, and then Pat hung
up.
“Poor guy,” he said. “He’s all shaken up.”
“It might not do him any harm,” Bruce said sharply. “A
priest, enduring the universe, ought to be shaken up now and then.
People ought to be shaken up.”
“The trouble with the young,” Pat remarked, “is not that
they speak in platitudes, but that they are so damned intense about
them.”
“Don’t, Pat.”
“Sorry, dear. We are none of us at our best.” He ran his
fingers through his hair so that it stood up in the familiar cockatoo
crest. “What did you promise?”
“That I wouldn’t go back to the house. I had to,” she
said defensively. “He was genuinely distressed. And say what you will,
I feel responsible. We should have warned him.”
Bruce gave her a disdainful glance. He did not need to
tell her that he did not feel himself bound by her promise. All he said
was, “He’s going to try the exorcism?”
“When he gets permission.”
“I have to admit I admire his guts, then,” Bruce said
grumpily. “If a little bitty prayer produced that outburst today, God
knows what a full-scale exorcism will bring out. I wouldn’t care to
face it myself.”
“Maybe it will work. He seems to think so.”
“He’s going on the theory that if one pill doesn’t do the
trick, maybe six pills will,” Bruce said. “I’m afraid this is a case of
if one pill doesn’t work, why bother with more? The technique is wrong.
Sara, let’s start on The Golden Bough.”
It was like a well-rehearsed play, Ruth thought; take
your places for Act One, Scene Two. They had only played these roles
for a few days, but they had come to accept them. Sara found pen and
paper; she made an unorthodox secretary, squatting cross-legged on the
hearth rug, with the falling waves of her hair curtaining her face.
Bruce, shoulder against the mantel, slim height lounging, moved his
hands as he spoke; Pat slouched in his worn leather chair with the
light setting the crest of his hair ablaze and leaving his face
shadowed, remote. And Ruth herself was on her way to the kitchen to put
the coffeepot on, so that the great minds might be stimulated to think.
In the doorway she paused, appreciating the warmth and homely charm of
the family scene: the vivid colors of Sara’s forest green skirt and
sweater, Pat’s coppery bright hair, Bruce’s black- and-white elegance,
the glint of light off the silver bowl on the table. They might have
been any comfortable family, chatting casually after dinner.
“Transference into a tree,” Bruce said. “Bore a hole in
the trunk, insert a lock of the sufferer’s hair. Then plug up the
hole….”
Ruth didn’t know whether to laugh or cry.
THEY ALL OVERSLEPT THE NEXT MORNING,
AND TWO OF them refused breakfast.
“And it’s not because I’m hung over, either,” Ruth said
sullenly. “I had the most ghastly dream last night—witch doctors in
feathers and masks chasing Sara around a fire. It ended with somebody
getting eaten, I’m not quite sure whom. Me, probably. I’ll just have
coffee, thanks.”
Sara rose and obliged.
“I had a dream, too,” she said; and something in her tone
made the others stop in mid-swallow and mid-bite to look at her.
“Messages from the beyond?” Pat asked. His attempt at
lightness was not a success.
“I don’t know.”
“Well, what did you dream?” Bruce asked.
Sara settled down with her elbows on the table. Ruth
started to point out that her hair was unsanitarily involved with her
plate of scrambled eggs, and then decided not to bother. There were
obviously more important matters at stake.
“I dreamed I was in the house,” Sara began. “Just walking
through the rooms. I started out in the kitchen, and it looked funny; I
mean, I couldn’t make out any of the details, just the view of the
garden. The room was all blurry and unshaped. Then I walked through the
dining room and things got a little clearer, but the furniture was
still shapeless blobs.”
She paused, her eyes dark with memory, trying to choose
her words.
“I couldn’t see into the living room. There was like a
curtain pulled over the doorway. In the hall things were still misty,
but I noticed one thing. The cellar door was open.”
“The cellar again,” Bruce muttered. “Damn it, I just
don’t see….”
Pat waved him to silence.
“Was that all you dreamed?”
“No, there was one bit more. I tried—I wanted—” Again she
paused; she had gone a trifle pale. “This was the only bad part,” she
said. “I told you what happened in the dream, but I haven’t described
the atmosphere. The feeling of it. I was anxious all through this, but
not really frightened; just—like trying to sneak something out of the
house before Mother could catch me. But it kept building up, the
anxiety, and when I was in the hallway I knew I was getting near the
source of the trouble. I wanted to go into the living room. But I
couldn’t. Something held me back, something that almost gibbered with
terror. Finally the struggle got to be too much. I woke up.”
She took a large bite of toast, and Ruth said, in a voice
that was tart with relief, “You don’t seem particularly upset this
morning.”
“No, I told you it wasn’t that bad,” Sara said thickly.
“The cellar,” Bruce mumbled. “It must mean something.”
“What?” Pat demanded. “We looked once. There wasn’t an
extra cobweb that shouldn’t have been there.”
“Something under the cellar?” Sara said. Ruth looked at
her, somewhat startled.
“Douglass Campbell’s buried treasure?”
“God, I hope not,” Bruce said morosely. “The floor is
concrete. If we have to drill that out and then excavate the whole
bloody floor area—”
“Our spirit guides are going to have to be a little more
specific before I tackle that one,” Pat agreed. “I suggest that if the
dream does have meaning it lies in the latter part. The suggestion that
there is something in the living room that we haven’t found.”
“Books?” Ruth guessed wildly. “There are more of Hattie’s
in the bookcase at the back, the same one the Maryland history book
came from.”
“It sounds crazy,” Bruce said despondently. “But we might
as well look. I keep thinking that, with the old lady’s interest in
family, there ought to be more in the house that we’ve missed.”
“I promised Father Bishko—”
“Well, I didn’t,” Bruce said. “I wouldn’t consider such a
promise binding, Ruth. I’d like you to come, if only to show me likely
places to look, but you don’t need to.”
“Bruce is right,” Pat said. “I don’t consider myself
bound by any such promise.”
Bruce studied him thoughtfully; Ruth thought she could
see the dark eyes weighing possibilities.
“There’s something you could do that would be a helluva
lot more useful.”
“What’s that?”
“Trot over to Annapolis,” Bruce said.
“What the hell for?”
“State papers. I’ve gone through most of the material at
the Library of Congress, but there are all kinds of local records at
Annapolis. Two such collections—the Red and Blue Book papers—have
letters relating to Georgetown people during this period. And somebody
ought to look through the newspapers. The Maryland Journal
and Baltimore Advertiser is the one covering our period, I
think. They’ll have it on microfilm at Annapolis.”
Pat’s face took on the stubborn look Ruth was coming to
know so well. She could understand his reaction. Bruce was right; but
his glibness and inclination to assume authority were extremely
irritating.
“Why don’t you go?”
“A, I don’t have a car. B, I lack your academic prestige.
And C,” he added quickly, as Pat’s mouth opened in protest, “I’m having
trouble with my eyes and I’d rather not drive.”
“I didn’t know you had eye trouble,” Sara said. “Bruce,
what is it?”
“I have to use drops, and they blur my sight,” Bruce said.
“But you never told me—”
“What do you expect me to do, give every girl I date a
list of my physical disabilities? Forget it. Well, Pat?”
“I can hardly refuse, can I? Okay. I’d better start right
away. It’s getting late.”
“We’ll meet you back here about six,” Bruce said. “The
Hall of Records probably closes about four or five. We’ll have left the
other house by that time, so don’t go there. Can you give us an extra
key, in case we get here before you do?”
“All right,” Pat said without enthusiasm.
He got up and promptly tripped over Lady, who was, as
predicted, flat on the floor in front of her food dish.
“Stupid dog,” Pat said automatically.
Lady moaned.
Bruce stared at the dog.
“Hey, Pat. Can we borrow Lady?”
“What in heaven’s name for?”
“As a canary,” Bruce explained.
Sara giggled, Ruth stared, and Pat explained, “He’s not
over the edge yet. They used to use birds in coal mines in the old days
to detect the presence of lethal gases. Being so much smaller the birds
passed out before the concentration got high enough to damage men. You
may certainly borrow Lady, but you ought to consider three factors.
First, you will probably have to carry her out to the car, and she
weighs almost as much as Sara; second, we have no proof that the
supposed sensitivity of animals to supernatural influences is anything
more than an old wives’ tale; third, even if most animals are
sensitive, Lady is such a lump that she probably wouldn’t stir if Satan
himself came up and leered in her face.”
“I’ll risk it,” Bruce said. “It’s worth a try.”
As she went in search of her purse and coat, Ruth knew
that there was one implication of the dream which none of them cared to
explore, or even comment upon. If Sara had been visited in sleep, then
her immunity was broken. She was no safer out of the house than in it.
II
Bruce refused Pat’s offer to drive them to the house.
Ruth felt almost certain that he had been lying about his eye trouble.
The conclusion was inescapable: He did not want Pat to come with them.
Why?
On the way over, Bruce made the taxi stop before a
supermarket. He came out carrying a small bag and wearing a slightly
sheepish expression. He refused to let Sara see what was in the bag.
She took it as a joke, teasing and pretending to snatch; but Ruth could
not enter into the game. Doubt assailed her. Was it possible that,
after all, she had been led astray, her weakness expertly played upon
by an unscrupulous or deranged young man? When they reached the house
it took all her willpower to force her to enter. With every visit the
atmosphere got worse; the whole house now seemed to vibrate with sounds
just below the range of hearing, the air to quiver with unseen forces.
Her newborn doubts made the situation even more unpleasant.
Once inside, however, Bruce seemed to improve. At least
his odd behavior about his purchase was explained, to Ruth’s
satisfaction, when she saw what it was. Bruce opened the bag in the
kitchen and produced a handful of objects that looked like little
gray-white oranges.
“Garlic!” Sara said, with a whoop of laughter. Then she
suddenly sobered. “Oh, no, you’re not,” she said, backing away. “Oh,
no!”
“Oh, yes.” Bruce eyed his purchase doubtfully. “Ruth,
have you got a drill? I don’t know how else—”
“I think a big darning needle,” Ruth said, smiling. “I
suppose you want to release the juices? Otherwise we could just tape
the bits all over her.”
Sara exclaimed in outrage, and Bruce began to laugh.
“What a gaudy picture! We’ll settle for the conventional
necklace.”
When it was done, Sara studied herself critically in the
mirror and admitted, “It’s not bad. I’ve seen worse-looking things in
those psychedelic shops on Wisconsin.”
“And you could always give away a free set of nose plugs
with each ensemble,” Ruth suggested, pinching her nostrils together.
“I don’t know what you’re complaining about,” Sara said.
“You’re a lot farther away from it than I am. Luckily I like the smell
of garlic.”
They dragged the banter and laughter out a little too
long, reluctant to leave the warm modernity of the kitchen for that
other room. But when they entered, they found Lady stretched out in
front of the fireplace, and Ruth’s spirits rose. Up to this point they
had not found the conventional trappings of the supernatural
particularly reliable, so Lady’s calm was meaningless until it had been
tested—an eventuality which Ruth hoped would never occur. But she felt,
somehow, that it would be impossible for anything to look so
comfortable unless the room really was clear. Bruce obviously felt the
same way; he made a detour just to scratch Lady behind the ears. She
twitched one of the ears feebly but made no other acknowledgment, and
Bruce said, as he straightened, “That dog manages to convey the
impression that she’s worn out from a hard day’s work. I wish I knew
how to do it.”
“It makes me feel one hundred percent better just to look
at her,” Ruth said. “Now. Where do we start?”
“Here.” Bruce advanced upon the bookcase.
They found several astounding things, including a copy of
Ruth Fielding in the Rockies, whose cover showed an
adventurous damsel in long skirts and a pompadour preparing to mount a
horse. Sara appropriated this masterpiece, and sat chortling over it
for some time, reading excerpts aloud.
“It’s the old-time equivalent of Nancy Drew,” she said.
“Imagine Cousin Hattie keeping this around.”
“Who’s Nancy Drew?” Bruce asked, distracted.
“The girl’s equivalent of the Hardy Boys,” Ruth said.
“Bruce, here’s something called Recollections of Old
Georgetown.”
“No soap. I looked through it at the library.” Bruce got
up off the floor in one effortless movement. “Nothing else. Let’s try
the attic.”
Ruth groaned with dismay at the sight of the place; she
had forgotten how many articles had been put away “till I have time to
sort through them.” There were boxes and cartons and old trunks and
suitcases; there was a dress form, and a chair with one leg broken, and
a sofa that had lost most of its stuffing. There was an untidy stack of
old pictures….
“I wonder,” Bruce said, heading toward them, “if anybody
we know is here?”
Nobody was. The pictures were daguerreo-types of
desperately bearded gentlemen and grim-faced ladies, or engravings of
classical subjects in funereal black frames.
“You wouldn’t find anything that old in the attic,” Ruth
said, as Bruce tossed the last of the pile aside with a gesture of
disgust. “Colonial portraits are chic; they would be downstairs.”
“I can’t help wondering what she looked like,” Bruce
murmured. Ruth nodded.
“I know. I’ve wondered too. But it would be too much luck
to discover a portrait of her.”
“I guess so. Well…I’ll take the big trunk, you take the
little one.”
They worked steadily for three more hours and then
stopped for a quick lunch. Lady roused at that—Sara swore she heard the
can opener being removed from the drawer—and dragged herself out to the
kitchen to indicate that she might consider joining them. Bruce pointed
out that she was only supposed to be fed twice a day, but the argument
convinced neither Lady nor Sara, who persisted in sneaking tidbits to
her under the table.
The hours in the airless, dusty attic had given Ruth a
headache, so after lunch they adjourned to the living room, whither
Bruce had taken several promising-looking cartons. They spent an
unprofitable and increasingly tedious afternoon reading yellowing
newspapers and clippings of recipes, fashions and gossip columns—all
fascinating under most circumstances, but none dating back to the
period they were interested in. Finally Ruth’s eyes gave out; she rose,
stretching cramped muscles, and went to draw the drapes. The sunlight
was too explicit; it showed the dust on tables and bookcases.
“Don’t do that,” Bruce said, looking up. “I don’t want to
lose track of the time. You ought to have a clock in this room.”
“Don’t you trust the garlic?” Sara asked lightly.
“No, and I suspect Pat may be right about Lady. She
doesn’t look very sensitive.”
“She wants me to light the fire,” Sara said.
Bruce gave the recumbent rump of Lady a disparaging
glance.
“How can you tell?”
“She communicates. Telepathy.”
“Go ahead and light it,” Ruth said. “It seems chilly in
here to me….”
She stopped, with a catch of breath, but Bruce shook his
head.
“No, it’s not that kind of cold. I turned the thermostat
down when we came in.”
Sara crawled over to the fire, and soon the flames were
leaping up. Lady grunted appreciatively and rolled over.
“Stupid dog,” Sara said affectionately.
“Are you giving up?” Bruce asked severely. “There are two
more boxes upstairs.”
“We’d better have some coffee,” Ruth said. “I’m falling
asleep over this stuff.”
When she came back with the tray she found her assistants
in a state of semicollapse, Sara in her favorite prone position before
the fire and Bruce stretched out vertically across the couch like an
exclamation mark. They stirred when she put the tray down.
“I guess we’d better not start another box,” Bruce said,
with a wide yawn. “Wait a minute. There was one thing I did want to
look at. The cellar.”
“But we’ve been down there,” Ruth said. The coffee had
revived her a bit, but she was not fond of the gloomy basement.
“One more look.” Bruce’s beard jutted out in a way which
was becoming too familiar.
“Shall we take Lady?” Sara asked.
“Not unless you feel like carrying her down. I don’t.”
At Bruce’s suggestion Ruth found a flashlight and located
a hammer and screwdriver in the pantry drawer when he asked for tools.
He gave the screwdriver back to her but kept the hammer; and when they
had descended the stairs he began banging on the walls.
“My dear boy,” Ruth said, amused.
“We’ve tried everything else.” Bruce vanished behind the
furnace. The beam of the flashlight wavered like a big firefly, and
steadied. “By God! Ruth, come here.”
“Not on your life.” Ruth advanced to the side of the
furnace and peered behind it. “What’s back there?”
She could see for herself. No one had made any attempt to
hide it, but she had never poked her nose into the dark, spidery corner.
“A door. Where does it go to, I wonder?”
Bruce gave the encrusted wooden panel an exploratory tap
with the hammer. The sound that came back was not encouraging; it had a
solid thunk that denied any idea of empty space.
“The panels must be six inches thick,” he said. “This
isn’t a door, it’s a barricade. And it’s going to be a helluva job
breaking it down.”
“Why should we want to break it down?” Ruth asked in
surprise. “This part of the cellar is bad enough.”
Bruce sneezed violently and wiped his face with his
sleeve. He backed out of the corner. His eyes were bright with
excitement and his beard was draped with cobwebs.
“The outer part of the cellar only goes under the
dining-kitchen area. This other section must lie beneath the living
room. Once upon a time somebody was moved to block it off. That would
be reason enough to explore it, even without the other clues.”
“Oh, dear,” Ruth said blankly. “I don’t think I like
this.”
“I don’t either. I’m the one who’ll have to swing the ax.
But it’s got to be done.”
“Bruce, I don’t even own an ax. There’s a little hatchet
someplace….”
“No, I’ll have to pick up some tools. This is going to be
a rough job. And I don’t intend to start today, it’s getting late. Why
don’t we—”
At the top of the cellar stairs the door stood open. They
heard the sounds at the outer, street door—the turn and click of the
knob, the slam of the door closing. Footsteps echoed in the hall.
Ruth’s reaction was puzzlement rather than alarm. Those
sounds were not connected in her mind with the manifestations. Bruce’s
response alarmed her more than the sounds. He made a convulsive
movement with the flashlight in his right hand. The footsteps were on
the stairs now. Before Ruth had time to be frightened Pat’s familiar
form came into view.
“I thought you’d still be here,” he said. “Wait till you
hear—”
“I told you not to come to the house,” Bruce said shrilly.
“I finished early.” Pat raised his eyebrows and sat down
unceremoniously on the bottom step. “What are you all doing down here?”
“Bruce found another part of the cellar,” Sara explained.
“There’s a door, all blocked up, behind the furnace.”
“Really?” Pat’s eyebrows shot up to his hairline. He
stood up and wandered over to investigate the discovery, and Ruth felt
her neck prickle, for as the older man passed him, Bruce made another
of those abortive, violent gestures.
“I can’t see much.” Pat drew back. “It’s not important
anyhow.”
“How do you know it’s not?” Bruce asked.
“Because today I found out the missing parts of the
story.” Pat beamed, waiting for the effect of his verbal bombshell to
be felt. “I know what happened to Amanda Campbell.”
“Really? Pat, that’s marvelous.”
“How did you find out?”
The two women spoke at once. Bruce said nothing.
Pat propped himself up against the wall.
“It was in the newspaper,” he said. “Amazing, eh? I found
it right away; if I were endowed with psi faculties, I’d think I had
been led to it.”
He took a deep breath, prepared, it was clear, to launch
into a detailed account.
“Let’s go to your place and you can tell us all about
it,” Bruce said.
Pat glared.
“You trying to spoil my effect? What’s the matter—mad
because the wild goose chase laid a golden egg after all?”
“Pat, of course we’re pleased,” Ruth said hastily. “I’m
dying to know. What did happen to Ammie?”
Pat’s scowl relaxed.
“You were right, Ruth, I’ll never sneer at your intuition
again. She did elope. Wait a minute, let me read this to you. It’s
classic. I copied it word for word.”
He searched the pockets of his overcoat and jacket before
he found the paper. Bruce moistened his lips nervously and shifted from
one foot to the other. Ruth met his eye and shrugged slightly. Short of
picking him up bodily she did not see how they were going to move Pat.
He was never very amenable to suggestion, and this afternoon he seemed
so delighted by his find that he was more stubborn than ever.
Undoubtedly the boy’s earlier successes had riled him; he was prepared
to rub this one in just a bit.
“Here it is,” Pat said, unfolding his paper. “You know, I
didn’t realize they did this sort of thing back in Colonial times. It’s
like a ‘Whereas’ ad in a modern newspaper, only much more detailed.” He
cleared his throat and began to read:
“With regret and shame the undersigned finds himself
under the necessity of advertising his daughter. Painful though it may
be to a fond parent, he does by these presents make known that Amanda,
his daughter, has eloped from his house with one Anthony Doyle, Captain
in the Army of Independence, who has long attempted to seduce her from
her faith and her loving duty to her parent, and has finally succeeded;
for which her disconsolate father does not hold her to blame, but
promises that, should she discover her error and regret her sin, she
shall be received into his home without question.” Pat glanced up. “The
signature,” he concluded, “I leave to your imaginations.”
“Douglass Campbell,” Ruth whispered. “Oh, Pat, you were
right too—the poor man.”
“You two are prejudiced,” Sara said, lifting a firm chin.
“You always side with the parents. I think it was frightful of him to
make a public announcement of her elopement!”
“The ad was meant for her,” Pat said. “Can’t you read the
real meaning? He wasn’t trying to shame her, he wanted her to know that
she could always come home.”
“That’s sweet, I’m sure,” Sara said impudently. “But I’ll
bet she was glad to get away. Who wouldn’t prefer a dashing Irishman,
and an officer at that, to a dull dad?”
“Perhaps the young man had tried to court her properly,”
Ruth said, trying to be fair; she was somewhat stung by Sara’s remark
about prejudice. “And Douglass considered him unsuitable.”
“Naturally,” Pat said. “He was Catholic.”
“How do you—oh, that business about seducing her from her
faith. And it’s an Irish name, of course….”
“A Catholic and a Patriot,” Pat said. “Campbell was a
fiercely intolerant Protestant and a Tory. She couldn’t have picked a
more unpopular combination in a boyfriend.”
“You’re awfully damn dogmatic about your deductions,”
Bruce said spitefully.
“They seem quite reasonable to me,” Ruth said, trying to
make peace; Pat’s face had darkened again.
“Okay, okay,” Bruce mumbled. “Do you mind if we—”
“I wonder what Doyle was doing in Georgetown?” Sara said.
“Were there any battles in these parts?”
“There must have been a detachment guarding the British
prisoners,” Pat said. “He may have been in command of that.”
“We might look him up,” Ruth suggested. “Aren’t there
army records? We don’t even know where he came from. Maybe he took
Ammie home, wherever home was.”
“Camden, New Jersey,” Pat said absently. He was staring
at the furnace with his forehead slightly furrowed, as if some new,
disturbing thought had just entered his mind.
“Was that in the newspaper too?” Bruce asked. He had
become very still, the nervous gestures in abeyance; and his eyes
seemed to want to follow Pat’s gaze toward the blocked and hidden door.
Pat did not reply. Bruce walked toward him, stepping
delicately.
“Pat, could we—look, I don’t know what time it is, but it
must be late. Can’t we adjourn now?”
“Sure,” Pat said. “It’s a nasty night out, though. It
started to rain when I turned off Wisconsin, and the wind is rising.”
The words were simply descriptive; there was no reason
why they should have created such an unpleasant picture in Ruth’s mind.
When she reached the top of the stairs she could not repress an
exclamation of dismay. The splintered reflection of the streetlight
brightened the fanlight over the door. It was not quite night, but it
was too near to be comfortable—dusk, twilight, deepening into darkness.
She plunged toward the hall closet where they had left their coats,
calling Sara.
Bruce was the third person up the stairs, and he was as
anxious as Ruth to be gone. Pat, still carrying his coat, followed them
obediently along the hall. Ruth thought he seemed subdued, and
attributed it to their reception of his news. She promised herself she
would make it up to him as soon as they reached a safe place.
Safe…. The house was not. She could almost hear the
humming, like an electric motor, plugged in and building up a charge….
“Wait a minute,” Pat said, as Bruce reached for his
raincoat. “Where’s that stupid dog?”
“Oh, goodness, I almost forgot her.” Ruth, already
wearing coat and hat, went back toward the living room. It was in
darkness except for a faint glow from the fire, but she could make out
Lady’s silhouette, like a low lump, against the reddish glare. She
switched on the lights.
“Come on, baby,” Pat said.
Bruce dropped his coat.
“I’ll get her. Pat, why don’t you go on out and—uh—get
the car started?”
“The car’ll start when I want it to,” Pat said, giving
him a puzzled look. “Get up, Lady, come with Papa.”
Ruth stood just inside the doorway, her hand still on the
light switch. As she watched Bruce her suspicion and alarm came back in
double strength. He was so nervous that she expected momentarily to see
him start wringing his hands. He vibrated distractedly just outside the
door, looking from Sara, who watched him in growing bewilderment, to
Pat, who was nudging the dog’s snoring form with his toe.
Indecisiveness was not normally one of Bruce’s problems.
“I am not going to carry you,” Pat told his dog. She was
not visibly moved by the statement.
Bruce hunched his shoulder, in a gesture that resembled a
shudder, and made up his mind. He plunged into the room like a swimmer
entering a lake in December.
“I’ll carry her,” he said. “Pat, you go on and—”
“Are you crazy?” Pat demanded. “She’ll walk, it just
takes me a while….”
“She’ll come for me,” Sara said. She threw her coat down
on a chair and entered the living room. “Lady, baby, come to Sara.”
They were all there. It came to Ruth with the sharpness
of a blow in the face. They were all in the living room and night
crouched outside the walls. She could hear the wind moaning like a
frightened child around the eaves, and through the trees, lashing the
windows with raindrops.
“Sara,” she said, her voice strangely hoarse. “Sara.”
At the same moment Pat bent over to touch the dog.
Lady roused. She came up stiff-legged and aware, in the
instantaneous response to peril which no human being can learn. Her
haunches had been under the coffee table; she sent it over, spilling
decanter, glasses, and ashtrays. Ruth did not even glance at the havoc.
She had eyes only for the dog—for Lady, the somnolent, who stood with
every hair on her neck up and bristling, with lips drawn back to
display long ivory fangs. Her dark eyes were fixed on her master, and
for a moment Ruth thought the hundred pounds of bone and muscle and
tearing fangs were about to spring. But what happened was, in its way,
infinitely worse. The snarl in Lady’s throat changed to a horrible
whine. She dropped to her belly and began to crawl, whimpering like a
puppy. When she had cleared the couch she sprang up and fled. Ruth
heard the crash of the heavy body against the front door, and the howl,
the almost human howl of frustration and terror when the door refused
to yield. Then there was another muffled crashing sound, and silence.
Ruth had no conscious memory of having moved. Her body
had simply recoiled, with the same sort of reflex that jerks a hand
back from a licking flame. There was no way out through the door, it
was too perilously close to the spot where, once again, the foul
blackness seethed and coiled. It was stronger tonight, worse than she
had yet seen it, as if it drew strength from each successive
appearance. And the cold beat at them in pulsating, paralyzing waves.
“The French doors,” a voice said. “Out…into garden….”
Ruth’s retreat had carried her halfway down the length of
the room. She stood pressed up against the wall, next to the round
piecrust table. She could not turn her back on the blackness, nor could
she bring herself to look at it directly; it contaminated the air by
its very existence; it was an affront, a violation of normalcy so acute
that it amounted to blasphemy.
And Pat was facing it. Ruth felt a touch of dim pride
that penetrated even her terror as she saw him stop after the first
automatic withdrawal. His face was hard and expressionless; his feet
were planted widely apart, like those of a man thigh-deep in racing
water.
By contrast, Bruce made a pitiable showing. Stumbling,
making odd inarticulate sounds, dragging Sara by the hand, he retreated
toward the tall French doors at the end of the room. When he reached
them he dropped Sara’s hand and began struggling with the catch that
held the windows closed. The clumsiness of fear frustrated his intent;
the catch refused to give, and when Bruce brought his fist down on it,
his hand slipped, slamming into one of the glass panes. The glass
broke, letting in a gust of freezing rain; and Bruce pulled back a hand
that was streaming blood from half a dozen cuts. He held it up before
his face, staring blindly.
“Bruce—wait—” Ruth found speech incredibly difficult. Her
vocal cords, like her other muscles, seemed frozen.
The boy heard her; he whirled around, his movements still
erratic and undisciplined. Then his expression changed, altering his
features so terribly that if Ruth had met him on the street she would
not have recognized him. He plunged forward; his hands clawed at Pat’s
sleeve.
“Pat…don’t. For God’s sake—”
“It can’t hurt,” Pat said dully. “Can’t hurt me. Let go.
Got to do something….”
“Don’t…no…stop…. Pat, wait, let me tell you—”
Pat’s rigidly controlled expression did not change. He
simply lifted his heavy shoulders and heaved. Bruce went reeling back,
missing the fireplace by two feet, and hit the wall so hard that one of
the pictures fell with a crash.
There had been no sound from Sara; Ruth could see her at
the edge of her vision, standing near the window, staring blank-faced.
Ruth’s time-sense was completely distorted; the scene seemed to have
been going on forever, yet she knew everything was happening very
quickly. Pat was on the move even before Bruce’s body struck the wall.
The column of darkness did not move as he came toward it. It waited. It
did not menace or threaten, rather it shrank in on itself like—
Like a coiled spring. The analogy completed itself in
Ruth’s muddled brain, as the spring was released.
Standing off to one side, she had a clear unobstructed
view of what happened. But at the final moment something fogged her
eyes—mercifully, for such things were not meant to be seen, could not
be seen in safety. When her vision cleared, the coiling smoke had
disappeared. But it was not gone. It looked at her from Pat’s eyes.
Ruth heard the whistling exhalation of Sara’s breath, and
the sound of her body dropping to the floor. She wished she could faint
too. Pat was a big man, tall and heavily built. He looked bigger now.
His hunched shoulders seemed hulking and swollen.
The eyes—not his eyes—saw her, and were indifferent, and
passed on. But that one fleeting contact with the venom of the
Adversary, now concentrated and focused, wiped every emotion out of her
except for a sneaking, cowardly relief: She was not in Its direct path;
It did not want her. She fell to her knees, huddled like an embryo,
making herself small. Anything to avoid meeting, ever again, the
blackness of its regard.
From first to last her heart had not measured more than a
dozen beats. It took Bruce that long to get his breath back and to move
out, from the opposite wall, into Its path.
Movement seemed difficult for It. Its steps dragged. It
stopped when Bruce barred Its way, and raised Its heavy head to look at
him; and Ruth saw him jerk back and fling a hand up before his face.
She knew the impact of that gaze; and she knew the effort it cost Bruce
to stay where he was, on his feet, and to lower his shielding hand. The
change in his demeanor, from the terrified panic which had driven him,
woke an answering spark in Ruth’s brain. Now that the thing he most
feared had happened—the thing he alone of them all had seemed to
foresee—he was ready to face it. Slowly and painfully Ruth began to
drag herself erect. That brand of courage demanded all the support she
could give it.
Even as she swayed to her feet the final transformation
came, the great overshadowing of the present by the shapes of the dead
past. The bodies of the two men seemed to waver and grow insubstantial.
They were the same, but not quite the same; surely, she knew, these
two, or two others identical in intent, had stood like this, in silent
confrontation, once before. The older man, a heavy, hulking shape, head
lowered like a bull ready to charge, fists clenched, arms dangling at
his sides; the younger, slender and poised in breeches and ruffled
shirt, the long blade in his right hand ready but not yet raised, his
coat discarded in the warmth of a spring night….
A gust of air from the shattered pane struck Ruth’s face,
and her mind went reeling; for the air was not the damp cold air of a
winter night in Washington. It was balmy and fragrant with the scent of
lilac: the smell of an April night which had passed out of time two
centuries before.
“ CALL HIM, RUTH.”
The voice came from far away. Ruth shook her head,
feeling the soft spring breeze against her closed eyelids. The
fragrance of lilac filled the room, heavy and sweet.
“Call him. Call his name. Ruth, please. Help me.”
The voice was nearer now, and somehow familiar. It was a
man’s voice. The wind touched her face….
The wind was cold, carrying rain. Ruth opened her eyes.
She was looking straight at Bruce, who stood swaying on
unsteady feet, his face ashen and his eyes fixed unblinkingly on that
other face, as if the force of his gaze held it back. Then the looming
form took a step forward, and Bruce’s right arm lifted. Blood still
dripped from the cuts on his hand; his stained fingers were tight
around the handle of the poker from the fireplace set.
“Call him, Ruth, see if you can get through to him…. I
don’t want to have to kill him….”
As the Other moved again, Bruce fell back a step, casting
a frantic glance over his shoulder. He could not retreat much farther.
Behind him was the closed window, and Sara, sprawled like a dead woman
against the wall.
“Pat,” Ruth said. “Pat, it’s me, Ruth. Can you hear me?”
For an instant she thought the heavy shoulders shifted.
Only for an instant.
“Pat—darling. Listen to me. Pat….”
“It’s no use,” Bruce said. “Ruth, get out of the way.
It’s as strong as an ox. It doesn’t know you…. God!”
The last word was a gasp, half-drowned by the rush of the
heavy body across the carpet. It was quick, for all Its bulk, and Bruce
was slowed by a fatal handicap—the body It occupied. Ruth had not even
thought of it as Pat; it was so unlike him in all the significant ways.
Yet the head at which Bruce aimed the poker was Pat’s red head. He
brought the weapon up in a whistling arc; but he could not bring it
down. And in the instant of hesitation, the thing was upon him.
They went crashing backwards together. The impact of the
fall, and of the heavy body on top of him, knocked Bruce out as he hit
the floor. He lay still, face upturned and eyes closed, the poker
fallen from his hand, while the blunt fingers settled around his bared
throat, and squeezed.
Ruth was so close that she could see the separate reddish
hairs on the backs of the hands, red-gold lifted threads in the
lamplight—the same light which fell brilliantly on Bruce’s face; and
she watched while his cheeks and forehead turned from white to mottled
red, and darkened.
Forever afterward she was to wonder what will guided her
hand—blind luck, or unconscious knowledge, or—something else. The
object her groping fingers lifted from the table at her side was heavy
enough to stun, and necessity guided her aim. But there was this, and
she would never forget it: As the Book left her grasp, the thing that
crouched on the floor reared up, lifting clawed hands in menace or
protest, Its face upraised, Its mouth stretched in a snarl. The massive
volume struck It full in the face, obliterating Its features
momentarily, and then dropped back onto Bruce’s chest. The Thing
followed the book down, falling flat across the boy’s body; but not
before Ruth had caught one glimpse of a face which was, once again, the
face she knew, gone lax in unconsciousness.
She ran forward, avoiding the fallen figures. The window
latch gave sweetly, and she shrank back, throwing her arms up before
her face, as the wind shrieked in, snatching the double leaves of the
window and hurling them back against the wall. The lash of the cold
rain stung her forehead; the blowing drapes bellied out like live
things.
She heard Sara groan and stir as the freezing damp struck
her face, but she had no time for lesser casualties. Pat was lying face
down on the floor, arms out above his head. She caught him under the
arms and tugged. Nothing happened, his dead weight was too much for
her. She transferred her grip to one wrist, straightened up, and leaned
back on her heels. The heavy body moved a few inches.
Ruth gasped with terror and frustration. She had to get
him out of here before he woke, and the rough handling itself might
rouse him faster.
She heard a gasp and a whimper from Sara, and turned. The
girl was on her feet, one hand twisted in the lashing folds of the
drapes. She was staring wide-eyed at Bruce. The dusky color had faded
from the boy’s face, but the marks of Pat’s hands, and nails, were
plain on his throat. He wouldn’t be of any help for a while, Ruth
thought coldly. She reached out and caught Sara by a strand of black
hair as the girl stumbled past her.
“He’ll be all right, there’s no time for that now, I need
help,” she said, in one breath, as Sara’s head jerked back and she gave
a squeal of pain. “Take his other arm. Hurry, for God’s sake, before he
wakes up.”
Sara gave one agonized look at Bruce and obeyed.
Between them they got Pat as far as the windows, and
there Sara got some of her wits back.
“He’ll catch pneumonia,” she said, between chattering
teeth. “And it’s t-t-ten feet down into the rosebushes. Ruth, you
can’t—”
“Oh, yes, I can.” Pat was beginning to mutter and move.
Fear gave the final surge of strength to Ruth’s muscles. She grabbed
his legs and shifted him so that he lay across the ledge; after that
one good hard push was all it took.
From the sounds, she could tell that he had landed, and
hard. She turned on Sara and caught her by the shoulders.
“Out you go,” she said, and shoved.
She did not wait to see what happened, but whirled in the
same movement and ran back to where Bruce lay. She dropped to her knees
beside him; but her shaking concern was not for the unconscious boy. It
was the poker in his hand that she wanted. If Pat tried to climb back
through the window she would have to use it.
The sounds from outside, audible even over the sigh of
the wind, were reassuring. Pat was plainly awake now, he was thrashing
and bellowing in the bushes; but the tone of his fury was obviously,
blessedly, Pat and no one else.
The handle of the poker was unpleasantly sticky when Ruth
touched it; when she pulled her fingers back, they were smeared with
red. Bruce’s hand had stopped bleeding, but it was a gory mess. She had
not been able to bring herself to look at his face for, despite her
reassurance of Sara, she feared he was dead. But she could not leave
him without so much as a glance; pity and affection and profound
gratitude finally broke the shell of ice that had shielded her, and the
tears began to slide down her cheeks as she shifted, still on her
knees, to where she could touch his face.
II
The car slid jerkily through a red light and went on.
“It’s a good thing there isn’t any traffic,” Ruth said,
with a shaky laugh. “I’m not at my best tonight.”
Her efforts at conversation fell flat. In the back seat
Sara was too preoccupied with Bruce to hear an explosion. He was awake,
but his sole remark so far had been to the effect that his head felt as
if it were about to fall off and roll across the floor. Ruth was not
too concerned about him; since the moment when her hand had touched his
cheek and his eyes had opened and stared quizzically at her, she had
simply thanked heaven for the resilience of youth.
It was Pat she was worried about—Pat, who sat hunched and
silent beside her, his head bent and his eyes focused on his own limp
hands, where they hung between his knees. One of the reasons why she
had run the red light was the certainty that a sudden halt would have
flung him against the windshield.
It took them some time to get settled down after they
reached Pat’s house. First aid and dry clothes were the immediate
needs, and Ruth had to tend to the dog, whom she had found shivering
and pathetically subdued by the front door and had bundled into the car
with the other wounded. Lady seemed to feel that a hearty snack would
do wonders for her nerves, so Ruth took the hint, and also scrambled
eggs and made coffee for the others. Finally she had them all settled
down before the fire. Sara, in her green velvet, looked unbelievably
normal. Seeing her clear eyes and unmarked skin, Ruth felt another deep
surge of gratitude for the boy who occupied the couch.
They had bedded Bruce down though Ruth suspected, from
the gleam in his eye, that he had no intention of remaining down. He
was the most battered of the lot; there was a lump the size of an egg
on the back of his head, and the marks on his throat had begun to
darken.
Pat’s injuries were superficial. His face and arms were
crisscrossed with scratches from the rosebushes. All down the bridge of
his nose, extending across his forehead, was a curious reddening and
roughening of the skin. Ruth told herself that this must have come from
the harsh nap of the carpet when she had dragged him. Oddly enough,
however, there was no corresponding patch on his chin, and this area,
it seemed to her, would have borne the brunt of the rubbing.
Whatever its origin, the physical manifestation was only
a chafing of the skin. What frightened Ruth was the look in Pat’s eye,
and the frightening formality of his manner. He moved like something
that had to be wound up, and was almost run down. It was not the
overshadowing that she feared now. She knew what was tormenting him;
and she gave Bruce a look of furious reproach when he said in his
frog’s croak, “You’ve got a grip like a wrestler, Pat. No more
soapboxes for me for a few days. Talk about a fate worse than death!”
“Bruce—” Ruth began.
“It’s all right,” Pat said. “We might as well discuss the
fact. The fact that tonight I tried to kill Bruce and almost succeeded.”
“It wasn’t you,” Sara said.
Pat lifted his hands before his face and looked at them.
“Your hands but not your will,” Ruth said intensely.
“You’re no more responsible than someone under hypnosis.”
“A hypnotized subject,” Pat quoted, “cannot be made to do
anything against his will.”
It was as if he had plucked the words out of a box of
alphabet letters and arranged them on the table for their inspection.
After a moment Bruce said, “I’ve heard that theory
questioned, as a matter of fact. But it’s irrelevant. You weren’t
hypnotized. You were being used, just as a gun is used by the man who
squeezes the trigger.” The lecture ended in a squawk as his vocal cords
protested, and he added, in a voice which was less formal and far more
convincing, “Hell, Pat, don’t be morbid. I know you think I’m a pain in
the neck, but you wouldn’t try to kill me under any circumstances, in
your right mind or out of it.”
There was a clicking sound from the hall, like steel
knitting needles, and they all looked up as the dog padded sedately
into the room. She stood next to the fireplace regarding them all in
turn, with her red tongue lolling; then she walked over to Pat and
collapsed at his feet with a weary sigh, putting her chin on his shoe.
Pat reached down and patted the dog’s big head. When he
straightened up his expression was almost normal.
“I wonder what she thinks of it all,” he said. “Has she
already forgotten, or does she shrug mentally and write it all off as
human folly, beyond a sensible dog’s comprehension?”
“No,” Ruth said with conviction. “She’s welcoming you
back. She knows that wasn’t you, back there. Pat, you have no idea—I
can’t explain—how alien It was.”
“Trouble was,” Bruce croaked, “it was your body wrapped
around the damn thing. I couldn’t bring myself to smash your skull.”
“I appreciate your consideration, believe me. But if you
didn’t stop me, who did? I feel like Snoopy, I don’t even know what was
going on. I could feel the thing come into me, and it was just as Sara
said—something pouring in, filling me up, something that didn’t quite
fit. That was a bad moment, the thing was so ravenously triumphant; and
after that I don’t remember a thing.”
“I stopped you,” Ruth said. She held out her hands. “So
don’t give us any more of your melodrama. How the hell do you think I
feel about these hands of mine?”
“Language, language.” Pat grinned at her and took her
shaking hands into his own scratched palms. “When I came up out of that
hellish rosebush you were hovering in the window with the poker. Would
you really have used it?”
“Yes.”
“Thanks.” He lifted her hands to his face and then held
them on his knee. Ruth moved closer and the dog, drowsing, made a soft
grumbling noise.
“I missed the exciting part myself,” Bruce remarked.
“What did you do, Ruth? Not that I mind being outsmarted by a mere
woman, but still….”
“I threw the Book at him,” Ruth said, and then gave an
astonished gasp of laughter. “Sorry about that…. I did, literally. It
was the big family Bible.”
“That must have been some pitch,” Pat said. “I didn’t
think the Book was massive enough to knock me out. It’s big, and
clumsy, but….”
“I don’t know!” Ruth exclaimed. “I wonder…. But it
couldn’t be that. The crucifix didn’t work….”
“I wonder myself,” Bruce said. He was sitting up, despite
Sara’s objections; wrapped in one of Pat’s wilder robes, a silk paisley
affair that must have been a Christmas present because it had so
obviously never been worn, he looked like an Eastern prince instead of
a Spanish grandee.
“You know what really burns me?” Pat asked. “Not my
attempted murder so much as my incredible stupidity. Bruce, you knew
what was going to happen; you tried to stop me; I remember that much.
You expected this.”
“Suspect is the word, not expect. But—my God!—I died a
thousand deaths trying to get you out of that room before it happened.
I was sweating bullets.”
“Why the hell didn’t you tell me?”
Bruce flung out his hands. His eyes were wide and dark
with the memory of that terrible frustration.
“How could I? You wouldn’t have believed me, any of you.
I didn’t have a fact to my name, just a crazy hunch…. And you’re so
bloody bull-headed, Pat, you’d have stuck around just to show me.”
“Hmmmph,” Pat muttered. He cocked his head, eyebrows
lifted, and studied the younger man with unwilling respect. “What made
you suspect?”
“Oh, don’t be so stinking humble; you couldn’t have seen
it coming—don’t you understand? You were already half-shadowed.”
Ruth moved, with a soft questioning sound, and Bruce
nodded gravely at her.
“Yes, the night he had you down on the couch was the
first time. I gather you were all wound up in certain private emotions,
so you didn’t see, as I did, how nasty it looked. It was out of
character for Pat, very much out of character, especially with you—it
was pretty obvious that he was getting—uh—sentimental about you. I
mean, there are women you seduce and women you rape, and the women you—”
“You make your point,” Pat said, trying to maintain a
feeble semblance of dignity, although his face was almost as red as his
hair.
“Oh. Well, the second time was when Father Bishko ran.
You may not be devout, but you’re polite. Your behavior on that
occasion, again, was alarmingly atypical. But tonight, in the cellar,
you really scared hell out of me. You kept coming up with those odd
flashes of intuition, bits of knowledge you couldn’t possibly have
known—unless you were in some sort of contact with It, getting Its
thoughts.”
“Yes, I see,” Pat said thoughtfully. “Amanda failed with
Sara. She had to try someone else.”
“No!” Bruce’s voice rose. “No, Pat, you still don’t get
it. You’ve got it wrong. We all have it wrong. We were on the wrong
track from the beginning.”
In the silence the crackling and hissing of the flames
were the only sounds, except for the dog’s comfortable snoring breaths.
Ruth never forgot the picture they made, her friends and allies,
wearing their battle scars and fatigue like medals. The firelight ran
bronze fingers through Sara’s tumbled hair and made dark sweet shadows
at the corner of her mouth. Bruce, leaning forward in his eagerness,
his bandaged hand lifted for emphasis; Pat swathed in a horrible old
bathrobe furred with dog hairs, his own hair standing on end like a
cockatoo’s crest, and his face crisscrossed with scratches…. And her
own hands, at rest in his.
When Bruce began to speak, he had as intent an audience
as any lecturer could hope for.
“We decided, early in the game, that we might have two
ghosts. As soon as we learned about Ammie, it was obvious that she was
the entity who came to Sara. Where we made our big mistake was in
identifying her with A, the thing that materializes in the living room.
I’d begun to have my doubts about that even before tonight; because, if
there was one thing we agreed on, it was that the smoke, or fog, was
evil. It produced an overpowering repulsion and terror. Ammie never
affected us that way.”
“But, Bruce,” Ruth protested. “She wasn’t very—well, very
nice.”
“She was frightened and confused,” Bruce said, with a
curious gentleness. “The—well, the residue, let’s call it—of Amanda
Campbell that lingers in the house is not a conventional ghost, a
complete sensate personality. She’s more like a phonograph record,
stuck at a certain point. That’s why she has been so incoherent and so
unhelpful when we have contacted her.”
He paused, waiting for a comment. None came, not even
from Pat; and Bruce continued, “But Ammie, though vital in the arousing
of the house, is not the source of danger. That entity, as dark and
violent as the smoke and fire it suggests, is still aware, still
reacting.”
“Smoke and fire,” Ruth said thoughtfully.
“No.” Bruce answered her thought rather than her words.
“I don’t think the form of the apparition is necessarily conditioned by
physical fire. It conveys the emotions that drive him, even beyond
death—violence, darkness, threat. That was what possessed you tonight,
Pat. And it was not a woman, however malevolent. I had already come to
sense this presence as that of a man, a man like you in many ways,
Pat—hot-tempered, passionate, potentially violent. That’s why he was
able to reach you, and why you didn’t sense the change yourself. Ruth
didn’t realize because— well, because…”
“That’s all right,” Ruth said wryly. “This is no time to
spare my feelings. I didn’t realize because I was operating on the
assumption that all men are beasts.”
“You saw the overshadowing tonight,” Bruce said, passing
over the admission. “Was there any doubt in your mind that what you saw
was male, not female?”
“Overpoweringly male,” Ruth said promptly. “Bruce, of
course! It works out like those little syllogisms of Lewis Carroll’s.
The thing that overshadowed Pat was a man. The thing that overshadowed
Pat was the blackness. Therefore the blackness is male. Ammie is
female….”
“Ammie is not the blackness,” Bruce finished. “So who is?
It can only be one person, I think.”
“Samson among the Philistines,” Ruth said. “Samson was a
husky specimen, wasn’t he? The man who died by fire…. I know you don’t
agree with that, Bruce, but I can’t help feeling that it must have
shaped him, somehow. Of course. It’s Douglass Campbell.”
Bruce nodded.
“That explains why the Bible stopped It, when the
crucifix didn’t.”
“You’re so damned smart I can’t stand you,” Pat said
gloomily.
“Douglass was a rabid Protestant,” Bruce said with a
grin. “He had no respect for Papist mummeries while he was alive. Why
should he pay attention to them after he was dead?”
“Whereas the Bible….” Ruth began. “Good heavens—it was
probably Douglass’s own Bible! How pertinent can you get?”
“But that’s what I tried to say once before!” Sara’s
voice rose, and they all stopped talking to stare at her.
“What was it you tried to say?” Bruce asked.
“Oh, I didn’t think much of the idea myself,” Sara said.
“And then you all drowned me out the way you do…. It was just something
I read in a book of ghost stories. The man who wrote it was a psychic
investigator and he said, someplace or other, that he always suspected
ghosts couldn’t be exorcised by rites they didn’t accept when they were
alive.”
Bruce sank back onto the couch. Pat hid his face in his
hands.
“Sara….” Ruth began.
“Well, I’m sorry,” the girl said defensively.
“What are you sorry about?” Pat’s hands dropped from his
face; it was red with amused chagrin. “It’s so damned typical of us,
bellowing our loud-mouthed theories, and ignoring the small voice that
had the vital clue.”
“I don’t suppose we’d have paid any attention if she had
been able to get it out,” Bruce said glumly. “Sara, I’ve been lectured
on my sins by a lot of people, but nobody ever made me feel quite so
small and wormy.”
“If it’s true,” Ruth murmured. “If it should be true—it
opens up a number of incredible possibilities….”
“All sorts of possibilities,” Pat agreed. “Multiple
afterworlds, diverse heavens, created by the belief of the worshipers….”
“And it explains why the methods of exorcising evil
spirits vary so much from culture to culture,” Bruce said. “Devil masks
and loud noises in Africa, crosses and holy water in Europe. And—” he
glanced with oblique humor at Pat— “the analyst’s couch and hypnotism
today.”
“What a heaven that would be,” said Pat, still fascinated
by his idea. “The Great God Freud and his disciples. Sort of a Brave
New World, without sex taboos and frustrations….”
Bruce sat up with a grimace of pain.
“There are more immediate applications for us.” He leaned
forward, and the firelight played on his set features, deepening the
shadows under his eyes and cheekbones, giving a satanic flush to the
flat planes of cheek and forehead. “We’re all a little giddy with
relief just now, but we have to face the unpleasant truth. Which is
that our situation, bad enough to begin with, is steadily getting
worse. Now that this force has been aroused, it is gaining strength.”
He looked at Ruth. “You said once that It was impalpable, and thus
incapable of doing physical harm. Maybe that was true at one time. But
now Douglass has found himself a body.”
Pat stirred.
“No, he hasn’t. Once, maybe, because I didn’t know what
to expect….”
“We can’t count on your powers of resistance,” Bruce said
ruthlessly. “It took Douglass longer to find a host than it did Ammie;
maybe the tie of blood relationship has meaning, I wouldn’t know. But
now that Douglass has succeeded once, he may find it easier a second
time. Your friend Bishko has the wrong idea, Pat. It’s not Ruth who’s
in danger in that house. It’s you.”
“And Sara,” Ruth said. “You think Ammie is harmless, but
I’m not convinced.”
Sara tossed her head, throwing the hair back from her
face, and smiled at her aunt.
“Ammie won’t hurt me, Ruth. I guess I’ve always known
that.”
“No, not Ammie,” Bruce said. He heaved himself up with a
grunt of pain, and extracted a sheaf of papers from his hip pocket.
“Maybe you’ve forgotten that dream of yours, Ruth; but I wrote it down,
that first morning. The core of it was a threat to Sara, and the thing
that threatened her was a shapeless darkness. Why do you think I got in
the way of that hellish thing tonight? Because I could see where its
eyes were looking and where its steps were heading. It wanted Sara.”
“I knew that too,” Ruth said dully. “And even then I
couldn’t—do what you did. If you hadn’t…. I can’t say it. I can’t even
think about it. Bruce, I’ve made up my mind. I’m going to sell the
house.”
There was no immediate reaction. Bruce sat back, lids
lowered. Pat, intent on the cigarette he was lighting, said nothing.
“You could,” Bruce said finally.
Pat raised his eyes from his match to encounter Ruth’s
waiting gaze. His mouth twisted in a grimace which was a poor imitation
of the smile he intended.
“You aren’t beating a dead horse, Ruth; you’re beating
the wrong horse. If you mean to give up, the thing to avoid is not the
house. It’s me.”
It was an inappropriate moment for Ruth to become aware,
finally and positively, of the fact she had denied so long.
“We’ll be living here,” she said calmly. “I won’t need
the house in any case.”
Pat swallowed his protest the wrong way and began to
cough violently.
“You’re both jumping to conclusions,” Bruce said; his
expression was an odd blend of amusement, embarrassment, and sympathy.
“Ruth, you can’t sell the house; if someone else had experiences there
your finicky conscience would devil you all the rest of your life. And,
while I think Douglass is bound to the house, I can’t be certain; and
you can’t spend your declining years toting a twenty-pound Bible around
under one arm.”
Cherry red with coughing and emotion, Pat tried to speak,
but Bruce cut him off with an autocratic wave of his hand. Ruth was
brooding about the phrase “declining years,” and did not interrupt.
“We’ve got to get rid of Campbell for good,” Bruce went
on. “That’s the only way out. The situation is not as hopeless as it
looks, we’ve already learned a great deal. So far the only thing that
has had the slightest effect on our visitant is the Bible. The logical
conclusion, I suppose, would be that we should turn for help to a
Protestant minister. But frankly, I’m dubious. I don’t think there is
such a thing as a ritual for exorcism in any of the Protestant creeds;
and even if there were we’d be taking a terrible risk in exposing
someone else to Douglass. A certain type of personality might be driven
hopelessly insane.”
“What a cheery little optimist you are,” Pat said
bitterly. “You’ve just eliminated the last possible hope.”
“Man, you are obtuse,” Bruce said scornfully. “We’ve
found out a helluva lot in the last couple of days, but we’re still
missing the one vital clue. What does Douglass want? What is it that is
keeping him from his rest?”
“He wants her—Ammie,” Ruth said despairingly. “How can we
satisfy that desire?”
“How do you know that’s what he wants?” Bruce countered.
“Even if it were—suppose he’s obsessed and haunted by not knowing what
became of her. Maybe we could find out. Maybe that would satisfy him.
Myself, I can’t believe his desires are that innocent. He’s seething
with rage and malevolence; the whole house is rotten with his hate.
Why? I tell you, there’s a part of the story we still don’t know.”
“You may be right, at that.” Pat was looking more
cheerful. “You know, Bruce, there are several factors that don’t fit
into your interpretation. The voice, for instance. It’s not malevolent;
it’s kind of pathetic. How do you account for that?”
“I can’t, and I’m not sure I need to. Maybe it’s
Douglass, at one moment of time, and the apparition is the old man at a
less attractive period. Maybe the voice is Ammie, echoing the cry that
calls her back. The thing that interests me is what we called
Apparition D. The one that moved the book.”
“It wasn’t Douglass,” Ruth said. “He was the one who
tried to prevent us from finding it. So it must be—”
“Ammie,” Pat finished. “But she isn’t much help, is she?
Was the book only meant to give us the year, so that we could identify
the right Campbell? Or does the Loyalist Plot have a specific meaning
that we haven’t yet discovered?”
Sara, pensive and shy in her squatting position, raised
her head, swept the hair back from her brow, and broke her long silence.
“Why,” she said simply, “don’t you ask Ammie?”
III
The clock struck midnight, and they were still arguing.
Bruce had worn himself out in outraged argument; he was reclining, his
profile very young and sulky.
“I won’t do it,” Pat said. He folded his arms. “That’s
final.”
“We’ll never find out otherwise,” Sara said, for the
fifth or sixth time. “It’s the only way.”
“But the risk, Sara,” Ruth exclaimed. “We opened the door
once before for Ammie, and see what happened! So far this place is
safe—uninvaded. We can’t—”
“You said that before,” Sara pointed out. “And I said you
have to take risks to gain anything worth having. Even safety.”
“It’s more than safety that interests you,” said Bruce,
staring malevolently at the ceiling.
“I feel so sorry for her!” Sara burst out. “I’ve felt
her; you haven’t. Bruce is right, she’s confused and lonely….”
“Emotionally involved with a ghost!” Pat groaned. “Well,
I won’t hypnotize you, and that’s flat.”
“She would come tonight,” Sara pleaded.
“Well, she can’t come.” Bruce continued to contemplate
the ceiling. “Tomorrow Ruth and I are going to finish searching the
attic. We haven’t exhausted the conventional sources yet.”
“Bruce,” Ruth said reluctantly, “I hate to bring this up,
but—maybe I’d better search the attic alone.”
She had never seen Bruce so surprised. He swung his feet
to the floor and sat up.
“Why?”
“It just occurred to me tonight, when I saw you and Pat
facing one another…. There was a third person involved in the story. If
Captain Doyle was a young man, desperately in love with Sara—I mean,
Amanda—”
“A third overshadowing?” Bruce brooded. “I never thought
of that….”
Pat was staring.
“I don’t like the way this is going,” he said slowly.
“Are we still on the wrong track, even now? If three of the four of us
repeat a pattern of dead time, what about the fourth? Douglass Campbell
was married. Are we trapped in some ghastly repetition of history?”
“Campbell’s wife died in childbirth,” Ruth reminded him,
“and there’s no hint of another woman. No, Pat; I didn’t feel
myself—shadowed—ever. But I did feel, tonight, as if that confrontation
had happened before. If Campbell found you a suitable host, what about
Anthony Doyle and Bruce?”
“No,” Bruce said, with a finality that surprised them
all. “I’d have felt it, Ruth. If I’m sure of anything, I’m sure that
Doyle is, in his own way, at rest.”
“You didn’t see yourself,” Ruth insisted. “You didn’t
feel….”
She knew then that she would never, ever, be able to tell
anyone about the final collapse of the fabric of time, when she had
smelled lilac that had withered two hundred springs before. “It had
happened, another time,” she said stubbornly. “You and Pat, Campbell
and young Anthony. The same positions, the same emotions—”
She was expressing herself badly, she knew that; but
Bruce seemed to catch something of what she was trying to say, and his
response fascinated her. His jaw dropped, with a slow, mechanical
movement, and his eyes opened so widely that they seemed to fill the
upper part of his face. But before he could speak the girl sitting
cross-legged before the fire lifted her head.
They had all chosen to forget that Sara needed no help in
doing what she wanted to do. The rapport was established; her new-found
pity, and her fear for the others, did the rest. While they argued and
ignored her, she made her decision. The thing was done in silence,
without struggle. But they knew, even before they turned to look, that
what they saw was no longer Sara.
IV
“Sara….” Bruce’s voice was a groan.
“Not Sara. Gone.” The dark head moved in negation, and
Ruth went sick at the unfamiliarity of the gesture.
“Ammie,” she said.
“Ammie…” the soft slurred voice agreed sweetly.
“Where is she?” Bruce demanded. He was so white that Ruth
thought he was going to faint; but she could not move, not even to
prevent him from falling. It was Pat who took charge; his hand on
Bruce’s shoulder pushed the boy back on the couch; his voice,
professionally flat, took up the questioning.
“Forget that. Amanda, you come to Sara. Why do you come?”
“Help,” the voice wailed, and Sara’s body shook from
shoulder to heels. “Help… Ammie….”
“We will help,” Pat said quickly. “Don’t be afraid.
You’re safe here, safe with us. No one can hurt you. Whom do you fear?
Is it Douglass Campbell? Is he the one who comes in the darkness?”
“Father.”
“Your father, Douglass Campbell. Is he still there, in
the house?”
“Still there,” the soft voice whispered. “Still…hurting.
Help…Ammie….”
“What does he want?”
“Hurt…oh….”
The voice was unbearably pitiful. Pat’s face was as pale
as Bruce’s, but his voice retained the professional calm of the trained
hypnotist’s.
“He can’t hurt you, Amanda. You are safe. Safe. I tell
you that, and you know it is true. But you must help us, so that we can
keep you safe. What does your father fear? Was he involved in the
Plot—when they were trying to free the British soldiers in Georgetown?”
“George Town,” said Ammie’s voice; and Ruth heard, with a
terrible thrill, that it broke the word into two parts. “Father
helped…. Anthony knew….”
“Anthony Doyle?”
“Anthony…knew father….”
“I understand,” Pat said, as the voice rose. “Anthony
knew your father was a traitor. Anthony was a soldier, wasn’t he? In
the Continental army?”
“General’s…aid….” The voice had an echoof dead pride that
struck Ruth more coldly than anything it had yet said.
“Why didn’t he tell the General?” Pat asked. “About your
father?”
“Told…father….”
Ruth writhed with the ambiguity of it; she wanted to take
Amanda by the shoulders and shake some sense into her. But she knew
this would be dangerous, for Sara as well as for the dazed girl ghost.
And Pat seemed intuitively to understand the incoherent words.
“He told your father he knew? Is that right? He wanted to
warn him?”
“Told father. Fair….” Sara’s lips twisted in a spasm of
silent laughter, and Ruth shrank back against the couch.
“Of course, that was the only fair thing to do,” Pat
agreed soothingly, though his forehead was shining with perspiration.
“He was your father, and Doyle loved you. He came for you, didn’t he?
Now, Amanda, listen to me. You are safe; no one can hurt you here. Tell
me what happened the day Captain Doyle came to take you away.”
“Night,” Amanda said strongly. Sara’s eyes, and what lay
behind them, grew glazed and fixed. “Came…night….”
“At night,” Pat agreed. “What happened, Amanda?”
“Night. Came…Father saw…Father….”
The glazed eyes lifted, and for the first and only time
Ruth saw the living face of Amanda Campbell, as it had looked on that
night in April (oh, the lilacs!) of 1780. It was the same face she had
seen in her dream.
“Father,” the voice began again, with obvious strain; and
then the last syllable lifted and soared into a scream that made Ruth’s
heart stop. “Not dead! Not dead!” the dead girl cried, and the body of
the living girl wrung its hands and twisted as if in pain.
Pat’s arm swept out just in time to heave Bruce back onto
the couch. He dropped out of his chair onto one knee before Sara, and
took her by the shoulders.
“Ammie, be still, stop, be quiet, everything is all
right….”
It was the tone rather than the words that did the job,
the blend of firm confidence and cajolery. The screams died to a wild
sobbing; and finally the mesmerist, now gray to the lips, was able to
insinuate his final command.
“All right, Amanda, you’re a good girl…. You helped, you
helped very much, it’s all over now…. Forget. Safe…. You’re safe. It’s
time for you to go now, time for Sara to come back. Time for Amanda to
go home.”
The sobbing was quieter and less endurable; it had a
piteous quality that wrung the heart. The fading voice said, in tones
of infinite desolation,
“Can’t. Ammie can’t…go home.”
V
A single silver chime sounded. Ruth looked dazedly at the
clock. Only an hour, for all that turmoil…. She turned back to Pat,
putting the fatbellied glass into his lax hand.
“Drink it, all of it. You need something.”
“She’s asleep?”
“Yes, finally. The sleeping pill worked.”
“God, I hated to give it to her! I’m terrified of drugs
in these abnormal states. But what could I do?”
“Nothing. You had to.” Ruth sat down on the couch beside
him. She was abnormally calm herself; seeing everyone break down all
around her had strengthened her will. Resolutely she pushed to the back
of her brain the memory of Sara after the invader had finally gone. Or
had she? In the moments before the sleep of exhaustion and drugs had
claimed her niece, she had not been at all sure what part was Sara and
what the lingering remnant of Amanda Campbell, now firmly implanted in
the channels of another girl’s brain.
“I sent her away,” Pat insisted, as if to convince
himself. “I tried, Ruth.”
“You did marvelously, I couldn’t have spoken, let alone
handled her as you did. Pat, it’s all right! She’ll be fine in the
morning.”
“Is Bruce still up there?” Pat gulped roughly two ounces
of brandy and sat up a little straighter.
“Yes, I told him to lie down on the other bed. This is no
time for the conventions.”
“I don’t give a damn about the conventions; the kid needs
sleep himself. You’ll have to sit up with her, Ruth. We can’t risk it.
I’d do it myself, only….”
He hid his face in his hands with a painful groan, and
Ruth rescued the brandy glass just before it baptized him.
“It was a crazy, touching thing for her to do,” he said
between his fingers.
“In a way I know how she felt—and I don’t even have this
fantastic empathy with Ammie. She’s desperate to end it, Pat. We’ll all
go out of our minds from the strain, even if nothing worse happens.”
“Bruce has an idea.” Pat took the glass back and finished
its contents. He gave a short, unpleasant laugh. “I never thought I’d
see the day when I would hang breathless on the words of a young twerp
like that.”
“He’s better able to handle this. More involved than you,
brighter than I. And less hidebound than either. He was right about
that, Pat; they all are, darn them. You do get petrified in your
thinking as you grow older.”
“Not in all your thinking.” He gave her a feeble,
sidelong smile, and then withdrew his hand from her touch. “Ruth, I’m
afraid to touch you, and that’s the truth. But you know—”
“Yes, I know. This can’t last forever, Pat.”
“Then the other ghosts are laid?”
“I think so. Yes.”
“Then maybe some good has come out of this ghastly mess.
I’d like to believe it. I’d like to believe something.”
The low flames on the hearth sputtered, dying, and the
stillness of late night gathered closer.
“My own beliefs are all jumbled up,” Ruth said somewhat
shyly. “But, Pat, I can see hints of things I never dared believe
before…. Isn’t this one of the great questions? Survival?”
“Yes, survival—but of what? We’ve been given no proof of
Heaven, Ruth. Only of Hell.”
SARA PICKED UP A FORK AND STARED AT
IT BLANKLY; and Ruth’s heart stopped. Her panic was only
slightly lessened when Sara shrugged and plunged the fork into a piece
of bacon. There had been too many such incidents already this morning,
and it was not even eleven o’clock.
Ruth had not meant to sleep at all, but her body was too
much for her; it demanded rest. She fell into a solid, dreamless sleep
at dawn. Bruce had already eaten and left the house by the time the
others stumbled downstairs, and there was no sign in the kitchen that
he had any breakfast beyond a cup of coffee.
The doorbell rang as they were finishing breakfast, and
Pat went to answer it. The ringer was Bruce, who ambled into the
kitchen with something less than his usual grace. He looked like
Death—a decadent, elegant Renaissance version, bearded and long-haired.
“I borrowed your car,” he told Pat, and held out a bunch
of keys on one forefinger. “Hope you don’t mind.”
Pat took the keys and looked at them stupidly for a
moment before shrugging and putting them in his pocket. They were all
stupid with weariness, Ruth thought; and felt a surge of hope. Maybe
Sara’s frightening moments of unresponsiveness meant no more than that.
“Where’d you go?” Pat asked, pouring more coffee.
“Huh? Oh. Hardware store.”
“Did you have any breakfast?” Sara seemed more alert in
Bruce’s presence. “I’ll cook you some eggs.”
“No, thanks,” Bruce said. A look of profound distaste
curled his lips. “Not hungry.”
“Well,” Ruth said, with a bright air which even she found
hideously inapropos, “let’s get to work, shall we? The attic for me and
Bruce—”
“Not the attic,” Bruce cut in. “Have you got some slacks
with you? Well, you can change after we get there.”
“What do you—Bruce. What did you get at the hardware
store?”
“Tools. Ax, crowbar, wrenches.”
“The cellar door,” Pat said. “Is that it, Bruce?”
The eyes of the two men met and a flash of understanding
passed between them.
“We’ve a problem of tactics,” Pat went on, while Ruth sat
speechless. “Ruth isn’t exactly bulging with muscle, and it’s your
right hand, isn’t it, that’s damaged. If I remember that door, you need
a bulldozer. Or two strong right arms.”
“Of all the people who shouldn’t—” Bruce began.
“I couldn’t agree more. But I don’t see how you can do it
otherwise.”
Bruce said nothing, but his shoulders sagged visibly. His
hands lay on the table, curled around his cup of coffee. The bandages
on the right hand were amateurishly clumsy, bulky enough in themselves
to make any effort awkward.
“You should have a doctor look at that hand,” Ruth said,
still groping. “I used half a bottle of iodine, but—”
“Time for that later,” Bruce said. The implication hung
heavy in the air, but he did not voice it. “God. I wish I knew what to
do.”
“You can’t call anyone else in to help,” Pat continued,
with hard insistence. “If what we suspect is true, this is going to be
a hell of a mess. Don’t forget, Bruce, we haven’t seen Douglass
materialize in the daytime yet.”
“Yet,” Bruce repeated witlessly.
“If we keep the women out….”
“Sara, yes,” Ruth said. “But I’m coming.”
In the end it was decided that they should all go. Ruth
knew that Bruce gave in to Sara’s insistence only because he was
equally afraid of leaving the girl alone. And as they prepared to leave
the house he took Ruth aside for a moment, and she learned the other,
principal reason for his surrender.
“I want you to have this,” he said, and handed her a can,
a fat aerosol spray container.
“What on earth….”
“Sssh!” Bruce glanced over his shoulder. Pat’s footsteps
could be heard in the hall upstairs; Sara was finishing the breakfast
dishes in the kitchen. “It’s one of those chemical gas sprays they use
in riots. You know how to operate it, don’t you? Point it, like shaving
cream—what else comes in these cans? Furniture polish? Then you’ve
operated them before.”
“But what—” Ruth was beginning to feel as if she had
never been allowed to finish a sentence. Bruce interrupted, “You pick
out a nice safe spot, out of the way, near the exit. Keep this thing
handy, but out of sight, your finger on the nozzle. If you see the
slightest sign of anything you don’t like, from Pat or Sara—or me, for
that matter—point the thing and let ’em have it. It’s a new kind, works
instantaneously. Remember to hold your breath; but since you’ll be
behind it—”
“I don’t believe it,” Ruth muttered. She eyed the
harmless-looking can with repugnant incredulity.
“Ruth, I’m counting on you! I don’t think we’re in any
danger at this time of day, otherwise I wouldn’t dare risk it. But
you’re the reserves. I was planning to keep this can myself if Pat and
I went down there together; I don’t much enjoy the idea of meeting
Douglass Campbell when he’s armed with an ax. But this is better. You
can keep it ready, and he won’t know…. Sssh, here they come. It’s
important that he doesn’t know you have it, stick it in your purse till
we—”
He turned to give Sara a fairly convincing smile; and
Ruth, her hands trembling, jammed the can into her bag.
II
The atmosphere of the cellar had not improved since their
last visit; it was still dusty, damp, and grim. After the ominous,
unused stillness that overlay the rest of the house, a stillness that
seemed to Ruth to hum with ominous anticipation, the cellar was even
worse.
With a meaningful glance at Ruth, Bruce turned on the
electric lantern he had brought and ducked into the space behind the
furnace. Pat followed without a word, heaving the heavier of the two
crowbars onto his shoulder. He had shed coat and overcoat, as well as
his tie, upstairs, and the muscles of his back and shoulders, visible
through his thin shirt, were impressive. Ruth felt a shiver slide down
her spine. She had never had a higher opinion of Bruce’s courage. To be
trapped in that dusty, confined space, with something armed for murder,
something that still raged with an insane fury that had survived two
centuries….
“Sit here,” she said to Sara, indicating a place on the
stair; and, rising, she went to stand near the wall in a spot from
which she could see the two men. She still wore her coat, on the not
invalid excuse that the basement was chilly, and her right hand was in
the large patch pocket.
Bruce glanced at her over his shoulder and Ruth smiled at
him, willing him all the strength she could give, by her presence and
her knowledge. He produced a rather strained smile in response; and she
thought, I’ve done him an injustice. If Sara can catch him, she’ll have
a prize. This isn’t an intellectual game for him; he’s risking his life
for her sanity. How many men would do that for a girl?
Then the ax in Pat’s hands came down with a crash that
echoed through the close, dank air.
After all it took less than an hour to force the door.
Pat’s strength made the difference. The solid planks had hardened with
age, the nails had rusted in place, and each piece of wood had to be
hacked to pieces before it could be wrenched out. But finally only an
inch of wood lay between them and the hidden space beyond. Nothing
could be seen; there was not a trace of light from the inner cellar.
But a breath of dead, noisome air penetrated the cracks and made both
men back away.
“Why don’t you rest for a minute?” Ruth suggested.
She was half sick herself with apprehension. It had gone
too smoothly; she could not believe that they would accomplish their
aim without interference. Unless, she reminded herself, it was
pointless. Perhaps their effort had been for nothing, and the
mysterious blocked-off space was only an empty, abandoned cellar.
But in her innermost mind she did not believe it. The
tension could not be all imaginary; some of it, thickening as the
moments wore on, must come from the outer air. At one point she had
thought she felt a breath of the familiar, deadly cold, and she had
risked leaving her post just long enough to dash up the stairs and
close the door. Illogically, she felt more secure with even that frail
barrier between her and the ominously quiet living room. On her way
down she had almost stumbled over an object which lay on the stairs
beside Sara. She recognized it—the big Bible, which the girl had
evidently carried down from the living room. Ruth approved the thought,
but her glance at Sara did nothing to lighten her apprehension. Silent
and withdrawn, the girl sat on the step staring into nothing, like a
statue.
Now as the final barrier lay before them, ready to be
breached, her fingers were so wet with perspiration that they slipped
on the slick surface of the can in her pocket.
“Why don’t you rest for a minute?” she repeated.
“Better not wait,” Pat said briefly and significantly. He
inserted his crowbar into the center boards. They gave, with a creak
and a screech, and Pat stepped back, his hand before his face, as the
unwholesome air gushed out.
“Whew,” he said. “The place is like an ancient tomb. Wait
a minute, Bruce, and let the air clear.”
Bruce nodded. He was leaning frankly against the wall,
his chest heaving in and out, his shirt clinging damply to his body.
Ruth knew that his exhaustion was not solely the product of physical
exertion. After a few minutes Pat said, “It’s better now.”
He picked up the ax and knocked out the remaining
fragments of wood. Hoisting the lantern, he vanished into the hole,
which brightened with wavering light.
Bruce gave Ruth a desperate, wordless look, and followed.
Ruth glanced from the rigid form of her niece to the
dusty yellow-lit hole in the wall. She did not like Sara’s look or
Sara’s position, so near the upper doorway; but she knew her presence
was more badly needed elsewhere.
It would have taken some resolution to enter the
condensed atmosphere of the hidden room under ordinary circumstances.
But for Ruth, personal distaste was swallowed up by her fear for the
others. She was afraid to let Pat out of her sight for an instant; and,
under the other emotions that drove her, she was conscious of a feeble
flicker of plain, ordinary curiosity.
At first glance the old cellar was a disappointment.
It had even fewer features of interest than the outer
room. It had always been windowless. The walls, of heavy stone instead
of cement, were covered with slimy lichen, of a sickly yellow-green,
and they gleamed wetly in the light of the lantern. The floor was
beaten earth, so hard that the dampness lay on its surface in
oily-looking beads. In a corner, out of the direct lantern light,
something shone with pale luminosity. The basement
made a splendid nursery for mushrooms, very big, very
white, and oddly swollen-looking.
Despite the seeming normalcy of the room, Bruce was not
at ease. He had gotten his back up against the wall—or as close against
it as he could get without actually touching the slimy surface—and he
still held, with an attempt at casualness that was definitely
unconvincing, one of the crowbars. Pat seemed comparatively unmoved. He
looked up as Ruth hesitated fastidiously on the threshold.
“Hand me that shovel, Ruth, will you?”
Ruth obeyed, concealing her reluctance at stepping onto
the nasty-looking floor. The space was larger than she had anticipated.
It must lie under most of the long living room area, and—she shied
back, uncontrollably, as the realization struck her—it must be, in
actual fact, the original stone-built foundations of the first house.
Douglass Campbell’s house.
After a wordless consultation with Bruce, who only
shrugged helplessly, Pat went to the far, back corner and shoved the
spade into the earth. The floor was not as hard as it looked; Pat’s big
foot, placed firmly on the head of the spade, forced it several inches
into the ground.
It was as if the shovel touched a spring buried deep in
the earth, and set off the reaction. Ruth had turned to watch Pat. She
was still puzzled as to his intent, though it seemed clear enough to
Bruce, and for a moment she had forgotten nervous fears in curiosity.
Bruce was the first to see it come, perhaps because he was expecting
it. His mouth opened in a shout which never emerged; and Ruth’s eyes
followed the direction of his pointing hand.
She had actually expected to see Sara, once more in the
grasp of her unwelcome visitant. But the other—no, she had always seen
it in a certain spot, and never expected to see it elsewhere. The cloud
of black was dim; it writhed as if in struggle. Douglass Campbell did
not like the daylight. But his need, now, was more desperate than
custom.
“Not here,” Ruth said, hardly aware that she had spoken.
“No…not here….”
“This is where it comes from, this is the center,” Bruce
shot at her. “The spray, Ruth—get it. Pat….”
Ruth obeyed, though with difficulty; her fingers were
already numb with cold. Balancing the crowbar in unsteady hands, Bruce
swung around to face Pat; and Ruth hesitated, because the field of her
weapon included both men.
And because, this time, Douglass Campbell was not having
it all his own way. Perhaps it was because he was weaker, between
cockcrow and dusk; perhaps because Pat now was warned and reacting with
all the strength of his will. From first to last he did not utter a
sound, nor move beyond the first involuntary start of surprise that
swung him back, away from the shovel. Somehow his immobility only made
the struggle more apparent, and its ferocity more felt. Ruth watched
the perspiration gather and stream down his face, saw the muscles
tighten in the arms that still gripped the spade handle. His lips were
drawn back in a spasm that bared his teeth. She stood waiting, her hand
on the incongruous weapon, and as she watched the wavering column of
darkness seemed to shrink.
Then the cry she had choked back rose up in her throat.
In the doorway, behind the Thing, stood Sara. It was Sara, not the
other girl, but a Sara who appeared to be walking in her sleep. In her
arms she cradled the heavy Book as another woman might hold a baby.
Bruce lunged forward, raising the heavy steel bar. Ruth
never knew what he intended to do with it, for as he moved his foot
slipped and he skidded to his knees. Before he could rise, Sara spoke.
“It’s no use.” She spoke in a conversational tone, and
Ruth’s blood froze as she realized that Sara was not addressing any of
the three human beings in the room. “It’s over, can’t you see that? You
can’t silence all of us.”
She paused, her head tilted in an uncanny listening look.
“It was never any use,” she went on, in the same
reasonable voice. “Who were you trying to fool? He beholdeth all the
sons of man.”
Ruth wondered who “he” might be. Then she knew, and her
breath caught painfully in her throat.
“ ‘Behold, the eye of the Lord is upon them that fear
him,’” Sara said. “It was all known, and the end determined, from the
beginning. Now go, and seek the hope that even such as you were
promised. Go…in peace.”
The smoky column swayed and shrank. Then, with an absurd
little pop, it was gone; and Ruth, running through the space it had
occupied, caught Sara in her arms as the girl collapsed.
III
They found what they were seeking almost at once, in the
very spot where Pat had begun to dig. Sara had recovered from her faint
almost at once, and with only the vaguest memories of what she had
said. Standing with her arm around the girl, Ruth looked down at the
pitiful remnants of mortality. Some quality in the clayey soil had
preserved them well.
“So he was here,” she said. “Douglass Campbell.”
“No.” Bruce shook his head. “These bones have never been
touched by fire. And Douglass’s remains would have been gathered up
with the debris of the upper stories of the house.” He stooped, and
with careful fingers pulled from the earth a twisted piece of corroded
metal. “The buckle of the belt of a military uniform,” he said, holding
it up. “This wasn’t Douglass, Ruth. It was Anthony Doyle.”
The light shone steadily on the four white faces and
motionless hands, but there was nothing in the foul air now beyond its
own natural gases.
“He came that night for Ammie,” Bruce went on, “but he
never left. He’s been here ever since—ever since Douglass Campbell
murdered him and buried him in the cellar.”
“And that was the secret Douglass Campbell tried to hide
for two centuries,” Ruth said; but she knew the truth, even before
Bruce’s head moved, again, in the slow gesture of negation.
“No. Douglass Campbell went mad that night, but not
because of Doyle’s murder. I can almost predict the spot where we’ll
find her—right under that certain area in the room above—the opposite
corner from this, as far away from her lover as he could put her. Even
in death he couldn’t endure to have them lie together.”
IV
It was like being born again, to come up the stairs into
the thin sunlight of a winter day. Ruth went to change her clothes and
found herself scrubbing her hands over and over, as if the miasma of
the cellar and what it contained could be washed away. When the four
gathered, in the kitchen, Ruth suggested lunch, like a good hostess;
but it was unanimously and immediately refused. Her offer of wine was
more acceptable and as she poured the sherry, Ruth remarked,
“If this hadn’t ended we’d all have become alcoholics.
I’ve never drunk so much, at such peculiar times of day, as I lave
lately.”
“If this hadn’t ended,” Sara repeated, and stared rather
blankly around the circle of pallid faces. “I can’t believe it. This,”
she indicated, with a wave of her hand, the smug modern kitchen. “This
is anticlimactic.”
“But it is over,” Ruth said. “He won’t be back. I don’t
know why I’m so sure, but I am.”
“Yes, he’s gone. And how the hell Sara ever—” Ruth caught
Pat’s eye and shook her head in silent warning, but he had already
stopped speaking. They all felt, somehow, that Sara’s last seizure had
better not be discussed, at least not then. Instead Pat turned to Bruce.
“He wasn’t normal, was he? That was the terror we felt,
his madness.”
“He lived the last forty years of his life, and died,
insane,” Bruce said soberly. “That was the state in which his spirit
lingered. Imagine those years, month after month, cooped up in this
house, with what lay below in the cellar, rotting….”
“Don’t,” Ruth said faintly.
“That wasn’t the worst—not what was in the cellar but
what still clung to the house and the old man’s mad, decaying brain. He
must have seen her in every room, heard her at every moment of his
waking life—and in his dreams….”
“He had to kill her, after he killed Doyle,” Pat said
more prosaically. “She’d have destroyed him if he hadn’t stopped her.
She must have known; maybe she saw it done.”
“Oh, yes, she saw it done,” Ruth said; she was shaken by
a sudden fit of shivering. “She saw it done…. Dear heaven, don’t you
remember? We heard her screaming, just as she must have done that
night….”
“ ‘Not dead,’” Sara repeated. “She wasn’t talking about
herself when she said that. A phonograph record, cracked and caught,
repeating—repeating the words she said when she saw Anthony Doyle fall,
by her father’s hand. ‘He can’t be dead—he’s not dead….’”
“At least she didn’t have much time in which to suffer,”
Ruth said.
“Only an eternity.” Bruce’s face was pinched. “However
the dead reckon time…. She never stopped suffering; she was caught in
that one unendurable moment like a fly in a spider’s web. Both of them,
she and her father—murderer and victim….”
“Maybe the first murder—Doyle’s—was an accident,” Ruth
said. “Surely he wouldn’t have had to kill the boy to keep Ammie from
eloping.”
Bruce shook his head.
“Part of it will always be conjecture; but—remember
Ammie’s own words. Doyle was the General’s aide. I’ll give you three
guesses which general,” he added.
“There were lots of ’em,” Pat said practically. “Gates,
Greene, von Steuben—”
“I know which General,” Ruth said. “You be logical. I
know.”
“Me, too.” Bruce smiled at her. “Hopeless romantics, both
of us. Anyhow, the General, whoever he was, sent Doyle to this area. He
fell in love with Ammie, and she with him; but he never had a chance
with the old man. In the course of his duties Doyle came across the
Plot. Imagine his feelings when he discovered that the old rat
Campbell, who had thrown him out of the house, was up to his neck in
treason! He had a perfect instrument of revenge—but he couldn’t use it
without destroying his fondest hopes. The other conspirators were
hanged, if you recall. How could he expect to marry the girl after he
had, in effect, killed her father? So he came that night to warn the
old S.O.B. to give up his dangerous activities. Remember Ammie’s own
words; he wanted to be fair. I would guess that he had already recorded
the names of the other conspirators, but he omitted Douglass Campbell’s
name. He came in good faith; but he underestimated Campbell’s hate. He
probably never even had a chance to defend himself.”
“And yet you say he is at rest,” Ruth said wonderingly.
“Ruth, I don’t pretend to account for this world, let
alone the next. But maybe…Doyle died in what you might call a state of
grace. His intentions were honorable, his actions harmless; hell, he
probably wasn’t even mad at anybody. There was no guilt on his soul, to
keep it from the peace his faith had taught him to expect. But
Campbell—by the terms of his own creed he was damned! He expected to go
straight to Hell, and he did. I can’t think of any greater hell than to
endlessly relive the act that destroyed you.”
“And Ammie?”
Bruce’s face assumed the curiously gentle expression it
wore when Ammie’s name was mentioned.
“Ammie. He wouldn’t let her go, in life or in death. And
she—she had time, before she died, not only for terror and the last
extremity of fear, but for hate. How could she help but hate him, after
what she had seen him do?”
“But how did you know?” Ruth demanded. “You did know—both
of you. Pat even knew where to start digging.”
“You, of all people, should have seen the truth,” Bruce
said. “Good Lord, you were the one who told me about your feeling, when
you saw me and Pat squaring off, that it had all happened before. You
even suggested that it must have been Douglass and Doyle who were the
original antagonists. But if they had ever met in such an encounter—one
so violent that it left an imprint on the very air of the house…. Doyle
would have been as helpless as I was. He couldn’t have killed her
father, any more than I could slug Pat.”
“I knew after that last talk with Ammie,” Pat said. “It
seemed so hellishly plain to me—maybe because I was still getting
flashes of Douglass’s memories. She tried so hard to tell us what
happened….”
“We should have suspected from the first,” Bruce
concluded. “All the clues were there. Ammie’s terror and shock
indicated a violent end in the house to which she was bound, not a
peaceful death in Camden, New Jersey, at the ripe old age of eighty.
And there was Douglass’s behavior—shutting himself up, not even going
to church—that suggested something stronger than grief. He was afraid
to face his angry God with that black sin on his soul.”
“His own daughter,” Ruth murmured. “Infanticide. The
worst possible sin….”
“No.” The boy’s dark head moved in the now-familiar
gesture. “It was bad enough, but it wasn’t the worst. The thing that
drove Douglass Campbell mad was not so much his crime as the reason for
it. He didn’t kill Ammie to keep her from betraying his other murder.
No normal father could have done that. He killed her because—”
His eyes met Pat’s; and the older man’s head bowed.
“You felt it,” Bruce said.
“I felt it,” Pat agreed heavily. “But I didn’t know what
it was, not until we had the whole story. The ravenous desire, and the
sick hatred of that same desire…. It’s in here, somewhere….” He pulled
the Bible toward him; Ruth had carried it up from the basement. He
began leafing through the pages.
“He never remarried,” Bruce said. “Not in all those
years, when other men acquired three and four wives. She was all he
wanted, or needed. And then she tried to leave him….”
He broke off, as something in the quality of Pat’s
silence struck him. Pat had found the reference he wanted; he sat
staring down at the page, where a passage was savagely underlined in
strokes of dark blue ink—the same ink which had obliterated Ammie’s
name.
“But I say unto you, that whosoever looketh on a woman to
lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart.”
V
The words had all been said; but the final scene was not
played until some weeks later. The famous oaks of St. Stephen’s raised
bare branches into a sky sagging with iron-gray clouds, and the somber
green of the pines made a dark background for the white marble of
crosses and headstones. When the first flakes of snow began to drift
down, Father Bishko excused himself and went in. The others lingered,
looking down at the simple stone with its paired names and dates.
“How did you ever get Anthony’s birth date?” Ruth asked.
“Oh—from the army records, of course. I’m amazed that they go back so
far.”
“Not only that, but they can be revised,” Pat said with
an air of modest triumph. “I told you about Doyle’s being listed as a
deserter.”
“Yes. Final confirmation of the truth, if we needed
confirmation….”
“Hardly,” Bruce said grimly. “I didn’t know it was
possible to tell so much, just from bones.”
“Age, sex, manner of death,” Pat said. “I took that
course in physical anthropology twenty years ago, but a fractured skull
and a broken neck aren’t hard to spot. Campbell must have been a giant
of a man….” Ruth shivered. He put his arm around her, and went on more
cheerfully, “Anyhow, Doyle has been reinstated. I don’t know that he
cares; but I feel better, somehow.”
“How on earth did you accomplish that?” Ruth asked.
“I found a General with some imagination.” Pat laughed,
and gave Bruce a friendly slap on the back that almost sent the boy
sprawling. “Bruce is still sulking. He hates to admit that any army
officer can have a heart.”
“He’s an Irishman,” Bruce said sourly. “As you might
expect.”
“And a friend of Pat’s?” Sara guessed.
“Like Father Bishko,” Ruth said. “Thanks to Pat’s wide
circle of acquaintances, we’ve managed to do this without publicity. I
didn’t think we could. Father Bishko was splendid.”
“He’s a master at tactful planning,” Pat said. “And think
how relieved he was to find out that all he needed to arrange was a
memorial Mass and a cemetery plot. Not much compared with a full-scale
exorcism—and the distinct probability of another encounter with evil
incarnate.”
“How you can find it amusing, even now….”
“It’s been over a month,” Pat said. “And not a sign.”
“Yes, I can put the house up for sale with a clear
conscience.”
Hands jammed in his pockets, black hair powdered with
snow, Bruce glanced at Ruth.
“You really intend to sell the house? After all the years
it’s been in the family?”
“I offered it to you and Sara,” Ruth said, and smiled, a
bit wryly, at the boy’s involuntary gesture of rejection. “Yes, well,
you know how I feel, then. The place is purged, I’m sure. But….”
“Anyhow, family pride is the emptiest of vanities,” Sara
said firmly. She bent over to straighten the sheaf of flowers that lay
against the stone.
“Where did you find lilac, at this time of year?” Ruth
asked.
“You can get anything anytime, if you pay enough for it,”
Bruce said. “And we paid enough.”
“You’re already starting to sound like a husband,” Ruth
warned. Bruce gave her a sheepish smile.
“I was just kidding. Sara had this thing about lilac; she
kept insisting it’s what Ammie would have liked.”
“Oh, yes,” Ruth said. She looked at Sara. So she was not
the only one who had smelled the scent of lilac on a night in November.
“Yes, nothing could be more suitable.”
“I’m freezing,” Bruce said crankily. “And I’ve already
missed one class today. Since I’ve got to get that damned degree before
Sara’s mother will let us get married….”
“It’s easier than dragons,” Ruth pointed out.
“One thing still bugs me,” Pat remarked, as they started
to turn away from the quiet earth, now blanketed by the soft white
purity of the snow. “The voice. It must have been Douglass. But it
sounded so pathetic….”
“No,” Ruth said. “Ha—beat you to it, Bruce. You know
everything, so you must have an idea about this too. You never did
think the voice was Douglass, did you?”
“No.” Bruce drew lines in the snow with his toe, and
studied them intently.
“Well?”
“It sounds so damned…sentimental,” Bruce complained.
“What’s wrong with being sentimental?” Pat asked.
“Well….” Bruce added two more lines, making a rectangle.
“He was safe,” he said, addressing the tip of his shoe. “But how could
he rest quietly, knowing that she was still lost?”
“Oh,” Ruth said. “I see.”
“He doesn’t need to call her anymore.” Bruce’s eyes went
to the sheaf of delicate purple flowers, sending their sharp perfume
through the falling snow. “Because now, finally, Ammie has come home.”
ELIZABETH PETERS
(writing as BARBARA MICHAELS) was
born and brought up in Illinois and earned her Ph.D. in Egyptology from
the University of Chicago’s famed Oriental Institute. Peters was named
Grandmaster at the inaugural Anthony Awards in 1986, Grandmaster by the
Mystery Writers of America at the Edgar® Awards in 1998, and given
The Lifetime Achievement Award at Malice Domestic in 2003. She lives in
an historic farmhouse in western Maryland.
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