"Peters, Ellis - Brother Cadfael 01 - Morbid Taste for Bones, A" - читать интересную книгу автора (Peters Ellis)A Morbid Taste for Bones In the remote
Welsh mountain town of Gwytherin lies the grave of Saint Winifred. Now, in
1137, the ambitious head of Shrewsbury Abbey has decided to acquire the remains
for his Benedictine order. Native Welshman Brother Cadfael is sent on the
expedition to translate and finds the rustic villagers of Gwytherin
passionately divided by the Benedictine’s offer for the saint’s relics. Canny,
wise, and all too worldly, he isn’t surprised when this taste for bones leads
to bloody murder. The leading opponent to moving the grave has been shot dead
with a mysterious arrow, and some say Winifred herself dealt the blow. Brother
Cadfael knows that a carnal hand did the killing, but he doesn’t know that his
plan to unearth a murderer may dig up a case of love and justice, where the
wages of sin may be scandal—or his own ruin. The First Chronicle of Brother Cadfael,
of the Benedictine Abbey of Saint Peter and Saint Paul, at Shrewsbury By Ellis
Peters Chapter One ON THE FINE, BRIGHT MORNING IN
EARLY MAY when the whole sensational affair of the Gwytherin relics may
properly be considered to have begun, Brother Cadfael had been up long before
Prime, pricking out cabbage seedlings before the day was aired, and his thoughts
were all on birth, growth and fertility, not at all on graves and reliquaries
and violent deaths, whether of saints, sinners or ordinary decent, fallible men
like himself. Nothing troubled his peace but the necessity to take himself
indoors for Mass, and the succeeding half-hour of chapter, which was always
liable to stray over by an extra ten minutes. He grudged the time from his more
congenial labours out here among the vegetables, but there was no evading his
duty. He had, after all, chosen this cloistered life with his eyes open, he
could not complain even of those parts of it he found unattractive, when the
whole suited him very well, and gave him the kind of satisfaction he felt now,
as he straightened his back and looked about him. He doubted if there was a finer
Benedictine garden in the whole kingdom, or one better supplied with herbs both
good for spicing meats, and also invaluable as medicine. The main orchards and
lands of the Shrewsbury abbey of Saint Peter and Saint Paul lay on the northern
side of the road, outside the monastic enclave, but here, in the enclosed
garden within the walls, close to the abbot’s fishponds and the brook that
worked the abbey mill, Brother Cadfael ruled unchallenged. The herbarium in
particular was his kingdom, for he had built it up gradually through the
fifteen years of labour, and added to it many exotic plants of his own careful
raising, collected in a roving youth that had taken him as far afield as
Venice, and Cyprus and the Holy Land. For Brother Cadfael had come late to the
monastic life, like a battered ship settling at last for a quiet harbour. He
was well aware that in the first years of his vows the novices and lay servants
had been wont to point him out to one another with awed whisperings. “See that brother working in the
garden there? The thickset fellow who rolls from one leg to the other like a
sailor? You wouldn’t think to look at him, would you, that he went on crusade
when he was young? He was with Godfrey de Bouillon at Antioch, when the
Saracens surrendered it. And he took to the seas as a captain when the king of
Jerusalem ruled all the coast of the Holy Land, and served against the corsairs
ten years! Hard to believe it now, eh?” Brother Cadfael himself found
nothing strange in his wide-ranging career, and had forgotten nothing and
regretted nothing. He saw no contradiction in the delight he had taken in
battle and adventure and the keen pleasure he now found in quietude. Spiced, to
be truthful, with more than a little mischief when he could get it, as he liked
his victuals well-flavoured, but quietude all the same, a ship becalmed and
enjoying it. And probably the youngsters who eyed him with such curiosity also
whispered that in a life such as he had led there must have been some
encounters with women, and not all purely chivalrous, and what sort of
grounding was that for the conventual life? They were right about the women.
Quite apart from Richildis, who had not unnaturally tired of waiting for his
return after ten years, and married a solid yeoman with good prospects in the
shire, and no intention of flying off to the wars, he remembered other ladies,
in more lands than one, with whom he had enjoyed encounters pleasurable to both
parties, and no harm to either. Bianca, drawing water at the stone well-head in
Venice—the Greek boat-girl Arianna—Mariam, the Saracen widow who sold spices
and fruit in Antioch, and who found him man enough to replace for a while the
man she had lost. The light encounters and the grave, not one of them had left
any hard feelings behind. He counted that as achievement enough, and having
known them was part of the harmonious balance that made him content now with
this harboured, contemplative life, and gave him patience and insight to bear
with these cloistered, simple souls who had put on the Benedictine habit as a
life’s profession, while for him it was a timely retirement. When you have done
everything else, perfecting a conventual herb-garden is a fine and satisfying
thing to do. He could not conceive of coming to this stasis having done nothing
else whatever. Five minutes more, and he must go
and wash his hands and repair to the church for Mass. He used the respite to
walk the length of his pale-flowered, fragrant inner kingdom, where Brother
John and Brother Columbanus, two youngsters barely a year tonsured, were busy
weeding and edge-trimming. Glossy and dim, oiled and furry, the leaves tendered
every possible variation on green. The flowers were mostly shy, small, almost
furtive, in soft, sidelong colours, lilacs and shadowy blues and diminutive
yellows, for they were the unimportant and unwanted part, but for ensuring seed
to follow. Rue, sage, rosemary, gilvers, gromwell, ginger, mint, thyme,
columbine, herb of grace, savoury, mustard, every manner of herb grew here, fennel,
tansy, basil and dill, parsley, chervil and marjoram. He had taught the uses
even of the unfamiliar to all his assistants, and made plain their dangers,
too, for the benefit of herbs is in their right proportion, and over-dosage can
be worse than the disease. Small of habit, modest of tint, close-growing and
shy, his herbs called attention to themselves only by their disseminated
sweetness as the sun rose on them. But behind their shrinking ranks rose others
taller and more clamorous, banks of peonies grown for their spiced seeds, and
lofty, pale-leaved, budding poppies, as yet barely showing the white or
purple-black petals through their close armour. They stood as tall as a short
man, and their home was the eastern part of the middle sea, and from that far
place Cadfael had brought their ancestors in the seed long ago, and raised and
cross-bred them in his own garden, before ever he brought the perfected progeny
here with him to make medicines against pain, the chief enemy of man. Pain, and
the absence of sleep, which is the most beneficent remedy for pain. The two young men, with habits
kilted to the knee, were just straightening their backs and dusting the soil
from their hands, as well aware as he of the hour. Brother Columbanus would not
for the world have let slip one grain of his duties, or countenanced such a
backsliding in any of his fellows. A very comely, well-made, upstanding young
fellow he was, with a round, formidable, Norman head, as he came from a
formidable, aristocratic Norman family, a younger son despatched to make his
way in the monastic ranks as next-best to inheriting the land. He had stiff,
upstanding yellow hair and full blue eyes, and his modest demeanour and
withdrawn pallor tended to obscure the muscular force of his build. Not a very
comfortable colleague, Brother Columbanus, for in spite of his admirable body
equipment he had some while since proved that he had a mental structure of
alarming sensitivity, and was liable to fits of emotional stress, crises of
conscience, and apocalyptic visions far removed from the implications of his
solid skull. But he was young and idealistic, he had time to get over his
self-torments. Brother Cadfael had worked with him for some months, and had
every hope for him. He was willing, energetic, and almost too eager to please.
Possibly he felt his debt to his aristocratic house too nearly, and feared a
failure that would reflect on his kin. You cannot be of high Norman blood, and
not excel! Brother Cadfael felt for any such victims as found themselves in
this trap, coming as he did, of antique Welsh stock without superhuman
pretensions. So he tolerated Brother Columbanus with equanimity, and doctored
his occasional excesses philosophically. The juice of the paynim poppies had
quieted Columbanus more than once when his religious fervour prostrated him. Well, at any rate there was no
nonsense of that kind with the other one! Brother John was as plain and
practical as his name, a square young man with a snub nose and an untamable
ring of wiry russet curls round his tonsure. He was always hungry, and his
chief interest in all things that grew in gardens was whether they were
eatable, and of agreeable flavour. Come autumn he would certainly find a way of
working his passage into the orchards. Just now he was content to help Brother
Cadfael prick out early lettuces, and wait for the soft fruits to come into
season. He was a handsome, lusty, good-natured soul, who seemed to have
blundered into this enclosed life by some incomprehensible error, and not yet to
have realised that he had come to the wrong place. Brother Cadfael detected a
lively sense of mischief the fellow to his own, but never yet given its head in
a wider world, and confidently expected that some day this particular
red-crested bird would certainly fly. Meantime, he got his entertainment
wherever it offered, and found it sometimes in unexpected places. “I must be in good tune,” he said,
unkilting his gown and dusting his hands cheerfully on his seat. “I’m reader
this week.” So he was, Cadfael recalled, and however dull the passages they
chose for him in the refectory, and innocuous the saints and martyrs he would
have to celebrate at chapter, John would contrive to imbue them with drama and
gusto from his own sources. Give him the beheading of Saint John the Baptist,
and he would shake the foundations. “You read for the glory of God and
the saints, brother,” Columbanus reminded him, with loving reproof and somewhat
offensive humility, “not for your own!” Which showed either how little he knew
about it, or how false he could be, one or the other. “The blessed thought is ever in my
mind,” said Brother John with irrepressible zest, and winked at Cadfael behind
his colleague’s back, and set off enthusiastically along the aisles of shrubs
towards the abbot’s gate and the great court. They followed him more demurely,
the slender, fair, agile youth and the squat, barrel-chested, bandy-legged
veteran of fifty-seven. Was I ever, wondered Cadfael, rolling with his powerful
seaman’s gait beside the other’s long, supple strides, as young and earnest as
this? It cost him an effort to recall that Columbanus was actually fully
twenty-five, and the sprig of a sophisticated and ambitious house. Whose
fortunes, surely, were not founded wholly on piety? This third Mass of the day was
non-parochial and brief, and after it the Benedictine brothers of the abbey of
Shrewsbury filed in procession from the choir into the chapter-house, and made
their way to their stalls in due order, Abbot Heribert leading. The abbott was
old, of mild nature and pliant, a gentle grey ascetic very wishful of peace and
harmony around him. His figure was unimpressive, though his face was beguiling
in its anxious sweetness. Novices and pupils were easy in his presence, when
they could reach it, which was by no means always easy, for the extremely
impressive figure of Prior Robert was liable to loom between. Prior Robert Pennant of mixed Welsh
and English blood, was more than six feet tall, attenuated and graceful,
silver-grey hair at fifty, blanched and beautiful of visage, with long,
aristocratic features and lofty marble brow. There was no man in the midland
shires would look more splendid in a mitre, superhuman in height and authority,
and there was no man in England better aware of it, or more determined to prove
it at the earliest opportunity. His very motions, sweeping across the
chapter-house to his stall, understudied the pontificate. After him came Brother Richard the
sub-prior, his antithesis, large, ungainly, amiable and benevolent, of a good
mind, but mentally lazy. Doubtful if he would ever become prior when Robert
achieved his end, with so many ambitious and industrious younger men eyeing the
prospect of advancement, and willing to go to a great deal of trouble to secure
it. After Richard came all the other
brothers in their hierarchies. Brother Benedict the sacristan, Brother Anselm
the precentor, Brother Matthew the cellarer, Brother Dennis the hospitaller,
Brother Edmund the infirmarer, Brother Oswald the almoner, Brother Jerome, the
prior’s clerk, and Brother Paul, master of the novices, followed by the
commonalty of the convent, and a very flourishing number they made. Among the
last of them Brother Cadfael rolled to his own chosen corner, well to the rear
and poorly lit, half-concealed behind one of the stone pillars. Since he held
no troublesome parchment office, he was unlikely to be called upon to speak in
chapter upon the various businesses of the house, and when the matter in hand
was dull into the bargain it was his habit to employ the time to good account
by sleeping, which from long usage he could do bolt upright and undetected in
his shadowy corner. He had a sixth sense which alerted him at need, and brought
him awake instantly and plausibly. He had even been known to answer a question
pat, when it was certain he had been asleep when it was put to him. On this particular May morning he
remained awake long enough to enjoy Brother John’s extraction of the last
improbable ounce of drama from the life of some obscure saint whose day fell on
the morrow, but when the cellarer began to expound a complicated matter of a
legacy partly to the altar of Our Lady, partly to the infirmary, he composed
himself to slumber. After all, he knew that most of the remaining time, once a
couple of minor malefactors had been dealt with, would be given to Prior
Robert’s campaign to secure the relics and patronage of a powerful saint for
the monastery. For the past few months very little else had been discussed. The
prior had had it on his mind, in fact, ever since the Cluniac house of Wenlock
had rediscovered, with great pride and jubilation, the tomb of their original
foundress, Saint Milburga, and installed her bones triumphantly on their altar.
An alien priory, only a few miles distant, with its own miracle-working saint,
and the great Benedictine house of Shrewsbury as empty of relics as a plundered
almsbox! It was more than Prior Robert could stomach. He had been scouring the
borderlands for a spare saint now for a year or more, looking hopefully towards
Wales, where it was well known that holy men and women had been common as
mushrooms in autumn in the past, and as little regarded. Brother Cadfael had no wish to hear
the latest of his complaints and urgings. He slept. The heat of the sun rebounded from
honed new facets of pale, baked rock, scorching his face, as the floating arid
dust burned his throat. From where he crouched with his fellows in cover he
could see the long crest of the wall, and the steel-capped heads of the guards
on the turrets glittering in the fierce light. A landscape carved out of
reddish stone and fire, all deep gullies and sheer cliffs, with never a cool
green leaf to temper it, and before him the object of all his journeyings, the
holy city of Jerusalem, crowned with towers and domes within its white walls.
The dust of battle hung in the air, dimming the clarity of battlement and gate,
and the hoarse shouting and clashing of armour filled his ears. He was waiting
for the trumpet to sound the final assault, and keeping well in cover while he
waited, for he had learned to respect the range of the short, curly Saracen
bow. He saw the banners surge forward out of hiding, streaming on the burning
wind. He saw the flash of the raised trumpet, and braced himself for the blare. The sound that brought him leaping
wide-awake out of his dream was loud enough and stirring enough, but not the
brazen blast of a trumpet, nor was he launched from his stillness towards the
triumphant storming of Jerusalem. He was back in his stall in the dark corner
of the chapter-house, and starting to his feet as alertly as the rest, and with
the same consternation and alarm. And the shriek that had awakened him was just
subsiding into a series of rending moans and broken cries that might have been
of extreme pain or extreme ecstasy. In the open space in the centre of the
chapter-house Brother Columbanus lay on his face, threshing and jerking like a
landed fish, beating his forehead and his palms against the flagstones, kicking
and flailing with long, pale legs bared to the knee by his contortions, and
barking out of him those extraordinary sounds of shattering physical
excitement, while the nearest of the brothers hovered in helpless shock, and
Prior Robert with lifted hands exhorted and exclaimed. Brother Cadfael and Brother Edmund,
the infirmarer, reached the victim together, kneeled over him one on either
side, and restrained him from battering his brains out against the stones of
the floor, or dislocating his joints in the flailings. “Falling sickness!” said
Brother Edmund tersely, and wedged the thick cord of Columbanus’ girdle between
his teeth, and a fold of his habit with it, to prevent him from biting his
tongue. Brother Cadfael was less certain of
the diagnosis, for these were not the grunting, helpless noises of an epileptic
in an attack, but such as might be expected from a hysterical woman in a
frenzy. But at least the treatment stopped half the noise, and even appeared to
diminish the vigour of the convulsions, though they resumed again as soon as the
restraining grip on him was loosed. “Poor young man!” fluttered Abbot
Heribert, hovering in the background. “So sudden, so cruel an affliction!
Handle him gently! Carry him to the infirmary. We must pray for his
restoration.” Chapter broke up in some disorder.
With the help of Brother John, and certain others of a practical turn of mind,
they got Brother Columbanus securely but comfortably swathed in a sheet,
confining arms and legs so that he would do himself no injury, wedged his teeth
apart with a wooden spit instead of the cloth, on which he might have gagged
and choked, and carried him on a shutter to the infirmary, where they got him
into bed, and secured him there with bandages round breast and thighs. He
moaned and gurgled and heaved still, but with weakening force, and when they
had managed to get a draught of Brother Cadfael’s poppy-juice into him his
moans subsided into pitiful mutterings, and the violence of his struggles
against his confinement grew feebler. “Take good care of him,” said Prior
Robert, frowning anxiously over the young man’s bed. “I think someone should be
constantly by to watch over him, in case the fit comes again. You have your
other sick men to attend to, you cannot sit by his side day and night. Brother
Jerome, I put this sufferer in your charge, and excuse you from all other
duties while he needs you.” “Willingly,” said Brother Jerome,
“and prayerfully!” He was Prior Robert’s closest associate and most devoted
hanger-on, and an inevitable choice whenever Robert required strict obedience
and meticulous reporting, as might well be the case where a brother of the
house succumbed to what might elsewhere be whispered abroad as a fit of
madness. “Stay with him in particular during
the night,” said the prior, “for in the night a man’s resistance falters, and
his bodily evils may rise against him. If he sleeps peacefully, you may rest
also, but remain close, in case he needs you.” “He’ll sleep within the hour,” said
Cadfael confidently, “and may pass into natural sleep well before night. God
willing, he may put this off before morning.” For his part, he thought Brother
Columbanus lacked sufficient work for both mind and body, and took his revenge
for his deprivation in these excesses, half-wilful, half-involuntary, and both
to be pitied and censured. But he retained enough caution to reserve a doubt
with every conviction. He was not sure he knew any of his adopted brothers well
enough to judge with certainty. Well, Brother John—yes, perhaps! But inside the
conventual life or outside, cheerful, blunt, extrovert Brother Johns are few
and far between. Brother Jerome appeared at chapter
next morning with an exalted countenance, and the air of one bursting with
momentous news. At Abbot Heribert’s mild reproof for leaving his patient
without permission, he folded his hands meekly and bowed his head, but lost
none of his rapt assurance. “Father, I am sent here by another
duty, that seemed to me even more urgent. I have left Brother Columbanus
sleeping, though not peacefully, for even his sleep is tormented. But two
lay-brothers are watching by him. If I have done wrong, I will abide it
humbly.” “Our brother is no better?” asked
the abbot anxiously. “He is still deeply troubled, and
when he wakes he raves. But, Father, this is my errand!
There is a sure hope for him! In the night I have been miraculously visited. I
have come to tell you what divine mercy has instructed me. Father, in the small
hours I fell into a doze beside Brother Columbanus’ bed, and had a marvellously
sweet dream.” By this time he had everyone’s
attention, even Brother Cadfael was wide awake. “What, another of them?”
whispered Brother John wickedly into his ear. “The plague’s spreading!” “Father, it seemed to me that the
wall of the room opened, and a great light shone in, and through the light and
radiating the light there came in a most beautiful young virgin, and stood
beside our brother’s bed, and spoke to me. She told me that her name was
Winifred, and that in Wales there is a holy spring, that rose to the light
where she suffered martyrdom. And she said that if Brother Columbanus bathed in
the water of that well, he would surely be healed, and restored at once to his
senses. Then she uttered a blessing upon our house, and vanished in a great
light, and I awoke.” Through the murmur of excitement
that went round the chapter-house, Prior Robert’s voice rose in reverent
triumph: “Father Abbot, we are being guided! Our quest for a saint has drawn to
us this sign of favour, in token that we should persevere.” “Winifred!” said the abbot
doubtfully. “I do not recall clearly the story of this saint and martyr. There
are so many of them in Wales. Certainly we ought to send Brother Columbanus to
her holy sring, it would be ingratitude to neglect so clear an omen. But
exactly where is it to be found?” Prior Robert looked round for the
few Welshmen among the brothers, passed somewhat hurriedly over Brother
Cadfael, who had never been one of his favourites, perhaps by reason of a
certain spark in his eye, as well as his notoriously worldly past, and lit
gladly upon Old Brother Rhys, who was virtually senile but doctrinally safe,
and had the capacious if capricious memory of the very old. “Brother, can you
tell us the history of this saint, and where her well is to be found?” The old man was slow to realise that
he had become the centre of attention. He was shrunken like a bird, and
toothless, and used to a tolerant oblivion. He began hesitantly, but warmed to
the work as he found all eyes upon him. “Saint Winifred, you say, Father?
Everybody knows of Saint Winifred. You’ll find her spring by the name they gave
the place, Holywell, it’s no great way in from Chester. But she’s not there.
You won’t find her grave at Holywell.” “Tell us about her,” coaxed Prior
Robert, almost fawning in his eagerness. “Tell us all her story.” “Saint Winifred,” declaimed the old
man, beginning to enjoy his hour of glory, “was the only child of a knight
named Tevyth, who lived in those parts when the princes were yet heathens. But
this knight and all his household were converted by Saint Beuno, and made him a
church there, and gave him house-room. The girl was devoted even above her
parents, and pledged herself to a virgin life, hearing Mass every day. But one
Sunday it happened that she was sick, and stayed at home when all the rest of
the household went to church. And there came to the door the prince of those
parts. Cradoc, son of the king, who had fallen in love with her at a distance.
For this girl was very beautiful. Very beautiful!” gloated Brother Rhys, and
licked his lips loudly. Prior Robert visibly recoiled, but refrained from
stopping the flow by reproof. “He pleaded that he was hot and parched from
hunting,” said Brother Rhys darkly, “and asked for a drink of water, and the
girl let him in and gave him to drink. Then,” he shrilled, hunching himself in
his voluminous habit and springing erect with a vigour nobody present would
have credited, “he pressed his suit upon her, and grappled her in his arms.
Thus!” The effort was almost too much for him, and moreover, the prior was
eyeing him in alarm; he subsided with dignity. “The faithful virgin put him off
with soft words, and escaping into another room, climbed from a window and fled
towards the church. But finding that she had eluded him, Prince Cradoc took horse
and rode after, and overtaking her just within sight of the church, and
dreading that she would reveal his infamy, struck off her head with his sword.” He paused for the murmur of horror,
pity and indignation, and got it, with a flurry of prayerfully-folded hands,
and a tribute of round eyes. “Then thus piteously she came by her
death and beatitude?” intoned Brother Jerome enthusiastically. “Not a bit of it!” snapped Brother
Rhys. He had never liked Brother Jerome. “Saint Beuno and the congregation were
coming out of the church, and saw what had passed. The saint drew a terrible
curse upon the murderer, who at once sank to the ground, and began to melt like
wax in a fire, until all his body had sunk away into the grass. Then Saint
Beuno fitted the head of the virgin onto her neck, and the flesh grew together,
and she stood up alive, and the holy fountain sprang up on the spot where she
arose.” They waited, spellbound, and he let
them wait. He had lost interest after the death. “And afterwards?” insinuated Prior
Robert. “What did the saint do with her restored life?” “She went on a pilgrimage to Rome,”
said Brother Rhys indifferently, “and she attended at a great synod of saints,
and was appointed to be prioress over a community of virgin sisters at
Gwytherin, by Llanrwst. And there she lived many years, and did many miracles
in her lifetime. If it should be called her lifetime? She was once dead
already. When she died a second time, that was where it befell.” He felt
nothing concerning this residue of life, he offered it with a shrug. The girl
had had her chance with Prince Cradoc, and let is slip, obviously her natural
bent was to be prioress of a nest of virgins, and there was nothing more to be
told about her. “And she is buried there at
Gwytherin?” persisted the prior. “And her miracles continued after death?” “So I have heard. But it’s a long
time,” said the old man, “since I’ve heard her name mentioned. And longer since
I was in those parts.” Prior Robert stood in the circle of
sunlight that filtered between the pillars of the chapter-house, drawn to his
full imposing height, and turned a radiant face and commanding eyes upon Abbot
Heribert. “Father, does it not seem to you
that our reverent search for a patron of great power and sanctity is being
divinely guided? This gentle saint has visited us in person, in Brother
Jerome’s dream, and beckoned us to bring our afflicted brother to her for
healing. Shall we not hope, also, that she will again show us the next step? If
she does indeed receive our prayers and restore Brother Columbanus to health of
body and mind, may we not be encouraged to hope that she will come in person
and dwell among us? That we may humbly beg the church’s sanction to take up her
blessed relics and house them fittingly here in Shrewsbury? To the great glory
and lustre of our house!” “And of Prior Robert!” whispered
Brother John in Cadfael’s ear. “It certainly seems that she has
shown us singular favour,” admitted Abbot Heribert. “Then, Father, have I your leave to
send Brother Columbanus with a safe escort to Holywell? This very day?” “Do so,” said the abbot, “with the
prayers of us all, and may he return as Saint Winifred’s own messenger, hale
and grateful.” The deranged man, still wandering in
mind and communing with himself in incoherent ravings, was led away out of the
gatehouse on the first stage of his journey immediately after the midday meal,
mounted on a mule, with a high, cradling saddle to give him some security from
falling, in case the violent fit took him again, and with Brother Jerome and a
brawny lay-brother one on either side, to support him at need. Columbanus
looked about him with wide, pathetic, childlike eyes, and seemed to know
nobody, though he went submissively and trustfully where he was led. “I could have done with a nice
little trip into Wales,” said Brother John wistfully, looking after them as
they rounded the corner and vanished towards the bridge over the Severn. “But I
probably shouldn’t have seen the right visions. Jerome will do the job better.” “Boy,” said Brother Cadfael
tolerantly, “you become more of an unbeliever every day.” “Not a bit of it! I’m as willing to
believe in the girl’s sanctity and miracles as any man. We know the saints have
power to help and bless, and I’ll believe they have the goodwill, too. But when
it’s Prior Robert’s faithful hound who has the dream, you’re asking me to
believe in his sanctity, not hers! And in any case, isn’t her favour glory
enough? I don’t see why they should want to dig up the poor lady’s dust. It
seems like charnel-house business to me, not church business. And you think
exactly the same,” he said firmly, and stared out his elder, eye to eye. “When I want to hear my echo,” said
Brother Cadfael, “I will speak first. Come on, now, and get the bottom strip of
ground dug, there are kale plants waiting to go in .” The delegation to Holywell was gone
five days, and came home towards evening in a fine shower of rain and a grand
glow of grace, chanting prayers as the three entered the courtyard. In the
midst rode Brother Columbanus, erect and graceful and jubilant, if that word
could be used for one so humble in his gladness. His face was bright and clear,
his eyes full of wonder and intelligence. No man ever looked less mad, or less
likely to be subject to the falling sickness. He went straight to the church
and gave thanks and praise to God and Saint Winifred on his knees, and from the
altar all three went dutifully to report to the abbot, prior and sub-prior, in
the abbot’s lodging. “Father,” said Brother Columbanus,
eager and joyous, “I have no skill to tell what has befallen me, for I know
less than these who have cared for me in my delirium. All I know is that I was
taken on this journey like a man in an ill dream, and went where I was taken,
not knowing how to fend for myself, or what I ought to do. And suddenly I was
like a man awakened out of that nightmare to a bright morning and a world of
spring, and I was standing naked in the grass beside a well, and these good
brothers were pouring water over me that healed as it touched. I knew myself
and them, and only marvelled where I might be, and how I came there. Which they
willingly told me. And then we went, all, and many people of that place with
us, to sing Mass in a little church that stands close by the well. Now I know
that I owe my recovery to the intervention of Saint Winifred, and I praise and
worship her from my heart, as I do God who caused her to take pity on me. The
rest these brothers will tell.” The lay-brother was large, taciturn,
weary—having done all the work throughout—and by this time somewhat bored with
the whole business. He made the appropriate exclamations where needed, but left
the narrative in the able hands of Brother Jerome, who told all with zest. How
they had brought their patient to the village of Holywell, and asked the
inhabitants for directions and aid, and been shown where the saint had risen
living after her martyrdom, in the silver fountain that still sprang in the
same spot, furnished now with a stone basin to hold its sacred flow. There they
had led the rambling Columbanus, stripped him of habit, shirt and drawers, and
poured the sacred water over him and instantly he had stood erect and lifted
his hands in prayer, and given thanks for a mind restored. Afterwards he had
asked them in wonder how he came there, and what had happened to him, and had
been greatly chastened and exalted at his humbling and his deliverance, and
most grateful to his patroness, by whose guidance he had been made whole. “And, Father, the people there told
us that the saint is indeed buried at Gwytherin, where she died after her
ministry, and that the place where her body is laid has done many miracles. But
they say that her tomb, after so long, is neglected and little thought of, and
it may well be that she longs for a better recognition, and to be installed in
some place where pilgrims may come, where she may be revered as is her due, and
have room to enlarge her grace and blessing to reach more people in need.” “You are inspired, having been
present at this miracle,” said Prior Robert, tall and splendid with faith
rewarded, “and you speak out what I have felt in listening to you. Surely Saint
Winifred is calling us to rescue as she came to the rescue of Brother
Columbanus. Many have need of her goodness as he had, and know nothing of her.
In our hands she would be exalted as she deserves, and those who need her grace
would know where to come and seek it. I pray that we may mount that expedition
of faith to which she summons us. Father Abbot, give me your leave to petition
the church, and bring this blessed lady home to rest here among us, and be our
proudest boast. For I believe it is her will and her command.” “In the name of God,” said Abbot
Heribert devoutly, “I approve that project, and pray the blessing of heaven upon
it!” “He had it all planned beforehand,”
said Brother John over the bed of mint, between envy and scorn. “That was all a
show, all that wonder and amazement, and asking who Saint Winifred was, and
where to find her. He knew it all along. He’d already picked her out from those
he’s discovered neglected in Wales, and decided she was the one most likely to
be available, as well as the one to shed most lustre on him. But it had to come
out into the open by miraculous means. There’ll be another prodigy whenever he
needs his way smoothed for him, until he gets the girl here safely installed in
the church, to his glory. It’s a great enterprise, he means to climb high on
the strength of it. So he starts out with a vision, and a prodigious healing,
and divine grace leading his footsteps. It’s as plain as the nose on your
face.” “And are you saying,” asked Brother
Cadfael mildly, “that Brother Columbanus is in the plot as well as Brother
Jerome, and that falling fit of his was a fake, too? I should have to be very sure
of my reward in heaven before I volunteered to break the paving with my
forehead, even to provide Prior Robert with a miracle. Brother John considered seriously,
frowning. “No, that I don’t say. We all know our meek white lamb is liable to
the horrors over a penance scamped, and ecstasies over a vigil or a fast, and
pouring ice-cold water over him at Holywell would be the very treatment to jolt
him back into his right wits. We could just as well have tossed him in the
fish-pond here! But of course he’d believe what they told him, and credit it
all to the saint. Catch him missing such a chance! No, I wouldn’t say he was a
party to it—not knowingly. But he gave them the opportunity for a splendid
demonstration of grace. You notice it was Jerome who was set to take care of
him overnight! It takes only one man to be favoured with a vision, but it has
to be the right man.” He rolled a sprig of the young green leaves sadly between
his palms, and the fragrance distilled richly on the early morning air. “And it
will be the right men who’ll accompany Prior Robert into Wales,” he said with
sour certainty. “You’ll see!” No doubt about it, this young man
was hankering after a glimpse of the world again, and a breath of air from
outside the walls. Brother Cadfael pondered, not only with sympathy for his
young assistant, but also with some pleasurable stirrings of his own. So
momentous an event in the otherwise even course of monastic life ought not to
be missed. Besides the undoubted possibilities of mischief! “True!” he said thoughtfully.
“Perhaps we ought to take some steps to leaven the lump. Wales should not be
left with the notion that Jerome is the best Shrewsbury can muster, that’s very
true.” “You have about as much chance of
being invited as I,” said Brother John with his customary bluntness. “Jerome is
sure of his place. Prior Robert must have his right hand with him. And
Columbanus, fool innocent, was the instrument of grace, and could be made to
serve the same turn again. Brother Sub-Prior they have to take along, for
form’s sake. Surely we could think up some way of getting a foot in the door?
They can’t move for a few days yet, the carpenters and carvers are working hard
on this splendid reliquary coffin they’re going to take with them for the lady,
but it will take them a while to finish it. Get your wits to work, brother!
There isn’t anything you couldn’t do, if you’ve a mind! Prior or no prior!” “Well,
well, did I say you had no faith?” wondered Brother Cadfael, charmed and
disarmed. “I might worm my own way in, there could be ways, but how am I to
recommend a graceless rogue like you? What are you good at, to be taken along
on such an errand?” “I’m a good hand with mules,” said
Brother John hopefully, “and you don’t think Prior Robert intends to go on foot,
I suppose? Or to do the grooming and feeding and watering himself? Or the
mucking-out? They’ll need somebody to do the hard work and wait on them. Why
not me?” It was, indeed, something nobody as
yet seemed to have thought of. And why take a lay-brother, if there was a
cloister-brother, with a sweet voice in the Mass, willing to do the sweating
into the bargain? And the boy deserved his outing, since he was willing to earn
it the hard way. Besides, he might be useful before the end. If not to Prior
Robert, to Brother Cadfael. “We’ll see,” he said, and with that
drove his mutinous protege back to the work in hand. But after dinner, in the
somnolent half-hour of sleep for the elders and play for the novices, he sought
out Abbot Heribert in his study. “Father Abbot, it is on my mind that
we are undertaking this pilgrimage to Gwytherin without full consideration.
First we must send to the bishop of Bangor, in whose see Gwytherin lies, for
without his approval the matter cannot proceed. Now it is not essential to have
a speaker fluent in Welsh there, since the bishop is obviously conversant with
Latin. But not every parish priest in Wales has that tongue, and it is vital to
be able to speak freely with the priest at Gwytherin, should the bishop
sanction our quest. But most of all, the see of Bangor is wholly within the
sovereignty of the king of Gwynedd, and surely his goodwill and permission are
essential as those of the church. The princes of Gwynedd speak only Welsh,
though they have learned clerks. Father Prior, certainly, has a smattering of
Welsh, but…” “That is very true,” said Abbot
Heribert, easily dismayed. “It is but a smattering. And the king’s agreement is
all-important. Brother Cadfael, Welsh is your first, best language, and has no
mysteries for you. Could you…? The garden, I am aware… But with your aid there
would be no problem.” “In the garden,” said Brother
Cadfael, “everything is well forward, and can manage without me ten days or
more, and take no hurt. I should be glad indeed to be the interpreter, and lend
my skills also in Gwytherin.” “Then so be it!” sighed the abbot in
heartfelt relief. “Go with Prior Robert, and be our voice to the Welsh people.
I shall sanction your errand myself, and you will have my authority.” He was old and human and gentle,
full of experience, short on ambition, self-righteousness and resolution. There
could have been two ways of approaching him concerning Brother John. Cadfael
took the more honest and simple way. “Father, there is a young brother
concerning whose vocation I have doubts, but concerning whose goodness I have
none. He is close to me, and I would that he might find his true way, for if he
finds it he will not forsake it. But it may not be with us. I beg that I may
take him with me, as our hewer of wood and drawer of water in this enterprise,
to allow him time to consider.” Abbot Heribert looked faintly
dismayed and apprehensive, but not unsympathetic. Perhaps he remembered
long-ago days when his own vocation had suffered periods of storm. “I should be sorry,” he said, “to
refuse a choice to any man who may be better fitted to serve God elsewhere.
Which of us can say he has never looked over his shoulder? You have not,” he
questioned delicately, approaching the aspect that really daunted him, though
with a cautiously dauntless face, “broached this matter to Prior Robert?” “No, Father,” said Brother Cadfael
virtuously. “I thought it wrong to charge him with so small a responsibility,
when he already carries one so great.” “Very proper!” agreed the abbot
heartily. “It would be ill-done to distract his mind from his great purpose at
this stage. I should say no word to him of the reason for adding this young man
to the party. Prior Robert in his own unshaken certainty is apt to take an
austere view of any man who looks back, once having set his hand to the
plough.” “Yet, Father, we were not all cut
out to be ploughmen. Some could be more useful labouring in other ways.” “True!” said the abbot, and warily
smiled, pondering the recurring but often forgotten riddle of Brother Cadfael
himself. “I have wondered, I confess… But never mind! Very well, tell me this
young brother’s name, and you shall have him.” Chapter Two PRIOR
ROBERT’S FINE, FROSTY FACE MOMENTARILY REGISTERED DISPLEASURE AND SUSPICION
when he heard how his delegation was to be augmented. Brother Cadfael’s
gnarled, guileless-eyed self-sufficiency caused him discomfort without a word
amiss or a glance out of place, as though his dignity were somehow under siege.
Of Brother John he knew no particular evil, but the redness of his hair, the
exuberance of his health and high spirits, the very way he put live blood back
into old martyrdoms with his extravagant gusto in the reading, were all
offensive in themselves, and jarred on the prior’s aesthetic sensibilities.
However, since Abbot Heribert had innocently decreed that they should join the
party, and since there was no denying that a fluent Welsh speaker might become
an urgent necessity at some stage, Prior Robert accepted the fiat without
demur, and made the best of it. They set out as soon as the fine
reliquary for the saint’s bones was ready, polished oak ornamented with silver,
to serve as a proof what honours awaited Winifred in her new shrine. In the
third week of May they came to Bangor, and told their story to Bishop David,
who was sympathetic, and readily gave his consent to the proposed translation,
subject only to the agreement of Prince Owain, who was regent of Gwynedd owing
to the illness of the old king, his father. They ran the prince to earth at Aber,
and found him equally obliging, for he not only gave the desired approval, but
sent his one English-speaking clerk and chaplain to show them the best and
quickest way to Gwytherin, and commend them and their errand to the parish
priest there. Thus episcopally and royally blessed, Prior Robert led his party
on the last stage of their journey, a little too easily convinced that his
progress was being divinely smoothed, and would be so to its triumphant end. They turned aside from the Conway
valley at Llanrwst, climbing away from the river into forested hill country.
Beyond the watershed they crossed the Elwy where it is young and small, and
moved steadily south-eastwards through thick woods, over another ridge of high
land, to descend once again into the upland valley of a little river, that
provided some marshy water-meadows along its banks, and a narrow band of tilled
fields, sloping and sturdy but protected by the forests, above these lush
pastures. The wooded ridge on either hand ran in oblique folds, richly green,
hiding the scattered housesteads. The fields were already planted, and here and
there orchards flowered. Below them, where the woods drew back to leave an
amphitheatre of green, there was a small stone church, whitewashed and
shimmering, and a little wooden house beside it. “You see the goal of your
pilgrimage,” said the chaplain Urien. He was a compact, neat, well-shaven
personage, handsomely dressed and mounted, more of an ambassador than a clerk. “That is Gwytherin?” asked Prior
Robert. “It is the church and priest’s house
of Gwytherin. The parish stretches for several miles along the river valley,
and a mile or more from the Cledwen on either bank. We do not congregate in
villages as you English do. Land good for hunting is plentiful, but good for
tillage meagre. Every man lives where best suits him for working his fields and
conserving his game.” “It is a very fair place,” said the
sub-prior, and meant it, for the fold on fold of well-treed hills beyond the
river made a pattern of spring beauty in a hundred different greens, and the
water-meadows were strung like a necklace of emeralds along the fringes of a
necklace of silver and lapis-lazuli. “Good to look at, hard to work,”
said Urien practically. “See, there’s an ox-team on the far side trying to
break a new strip, now all the rest are planted. Watch the beasts strain at it,
and you’ll know how the higher ground weighs.” Across the river, some way below
them and a great way off, the snaky curve of the furrows already won patterned
the slope between cultivated fields and leaning trees, a dark brown writing
upon the hillside, and on the higher furrow, as yet uncompleted, the oxen
leaned into their yokes and heaved, and the ploughman behind them clung and
dragged at the heavy share. Before the leading pair a man walked backwards,
arms gently waving and beckoning, his goad only a wand, flourished for magic,
not for its sting, his high, pure calls carried aloft on the air, cajoling and
praising. Towards him the beasts leaned willingly, following his cries with all
their might. The new-turned soil, greyish-brown and sluggish, heaved moist and
fresh to light after the share. “A harsh country,” said Urien, as
one assessing, not complaining, and set his horse moving downhill towards the
church. “Come, I’ll hand you over to Father Huw, and see you well-received.” They followed him by a green path
that wound out of the hills, and soon lost its view of the valley between
scattered, flowering trees. A wooden house or two showed among the woods,
surrounded by small garden plots, and again vanished. “Did you see?” said Brother John in
Cadfael’s ear, pacing beside the sumpter mule. “Did you see how the beasts
laboured towards that fellow not to escape the goad, only to go where he
willed, only to please him? And such labour! That I should like to learn!” “It’s labour for man as well as
beast,” said Brother Cadfael. “But for free goodwill! They wanted
to go with him, to do what he wanted them to do. Brother, could devoted
disciples do more? Do you tell me he takes no delight in what he does?” “No man nor God who sees his
faithful delight to serve him,” said Brother Cadfael patiently and carefully,
“but he knows delight. Hush, now, we’re barely here, there’ll be time to look
round us.” They were down in the little arena
of grass and vegetable plots, clear of the trees. The stone church with its
tiny turret and tinier bell visible within shone blindingly white, bluish-white
against all the lush green. And out of the cabbage-patch, freshly planted, in
the lee of the wooden cabin, rose a small, square man in a brown sackcloth gown
hoisted to the knees, thick brown legs sturdy under him, and a thicket of curly
brown hair and beard half-concealing a brown, broad, wondering face round two
large, dark-blue eyes. He came out hastily, scrubbing his hands on his skirts.
At close quarters his eyes were larger, bluer and more astonished than ever,
and as timid as the mild eyes of a doe. “Good-day to you, Father Huw,” said
Urien, reining in before him, “I’ve brought you distinguished guests from
England, upon important church business, and with the blessing of prince and
bishop.” When they had ridden into the
clearing the priest had certainly been the only man in sight, but by the time
Urien had ended his greeting a score of silent, sudden figures had appeared
from nowhere, and made a wary and curious half-circle about their pastor. By
the distracted look in Father Huw’s eyes he was busy reckoning up in some alarm
how many of these strangers his modest hut could fittingly house, and where to
bestow the rest of them, and how much food there was in his larder to make a
meal for so many, and where he could best commandeer whatever extra was needed.
But no question of not extending a welcome. Guests were sacrosanct, and must
not even be questioned on the proposed length of their stay, however ruinous. “My poor household is at the
reverend fathers’ disposal,” he said, “and whatever powers I have to serve
them, also. You come fresh from Aber?” “From Aber,” said Urien, “from
Prince Owain, and I must rejoin him there tonight. I am only the herald for
these Benedictine brothers, who come on a holy errand, and when I have
explained their case to you, then I leave them in your hands.” He presented
them by name, Prior Robert first. “And have no fear when I have left, for
Brother Cadfael here is a man of Gwynedd himself, and speaks Welsh as well as
you do.” Huw’s look of harassed apprehension
was immediately eased, but in case he should be in any doubt, Cadfael favoured
him with a rapid brotherly greeting in the promised language, which
gratifyingly produced the identical look of slight distrust and insecurity in
Prior Robert’s normally assured grey eyes. “You are welcome to this poor house
you honour,” said Huw, and ran a quick eye over the horses and mules and their
loads, and without hesitation called a couple of names over his shoulder. A
shaggy-headed elder and a sunburned boy of about ten came forward readily in
answer. “Ianto, help the good brother water the beasts, and put them in the
little paddock to graze, until we see how best to stable them. Edwin, run and
tell Marared we have guests, and help her bring water and wine.” They ran to do his bidding, and
several of the others who had gathered, brown, bare-legged men, slender dark
women and half-naked children, drew nearer, conferred softly among themselves,
and the women slipped away to their own cooking-fires and bake-ovens to bring
whatever they could to contribute to Gwytherin’s hospitality. “While it’s so fine and mild,” said
Huw, standing aside to wave them into the little enclosure of his garden, “it
may please you best to sit in the orchard. I have benches and table there.
Through the summer I live out of doors. Time enough to go within and light
fires when the days draw in and the nights grow cold.” His holding was tiny and his living
poor enough but he took good care of his fruit-trees and was a diligent
gardener, Brother Cadfael noted with approval. And for one who seemed, unlike
many of the parish priests of the Celtic persuasion, to be celibate, and
happily so, he had the bare little house and grounds in very neat order, and
could produce from his own store, or his parishioners’ shared stock, clean
wooden trenchers and good bread to put on them, and plain but presentable
drinking-horns for his raw red wine. He performed all the ceremonies due from a
host with humble dignity. The boy Edwin returned with a lively old woman, Huw’s
neighbour, bringing food and drink. And all the while that the visitors sat
there in the sun, various of the people of Gwytherin, scattered though the
parish might be, found occasion to walk past the wattle fence of the orchard
and examine the party carefully, though without seeming to do so. It was not
every day, or every year, indeed, that they had so momentous a visitation.
Every soul in the parish would know before evening not only that monks from
Shrewsbury were guests at Huw’s house, but also how many they were, what they
looked like, what fine horses and handsome mules they had, and most probably
what they had come for, into the bargain. But the eyeing and the listening were
done with perfect courtesy and discretion. “And now, since Master Urien has to
return to Aber,” said Huw, when they had eaten and were sitting at ease, “it
might be well if he would tell me in what particular I can serve the brothers
of Shrewsbury, so that he may be assured we understand each other before he
leaves us. And whatever is in my competence I will surely do.” Urien told the story as he had heard
it, and Prior Robert elaborated at such length that Brother John, growing bored
and restless, let his eyes stray to take stock of the occasional figures that
passed along the fence, with alert ears and shy but sharp eyes. His interest
and curiosity were somewhat less discreet than theirs. And there were some very
handsome girls among them! The one passing now, for instance, her step graceful
and slow—she knew she was watched!—and her hair a great, heavy braid over her
shoulder, the colour of polished oak, a light, silken brown, even with silvery
dashes in it like the grain of oak… “And the bishop has given his
consent to your proposal?” asked Huw, after a long minute of silence, and in a
voice that suggested wonder and doubt. “Both bishop and prince have
sanctioned it.” Prior Robert was uneasy at the very hint of a hitch at this
stage. “The omens have surely not misled us? Saint Winifred is here? She lived
out her restored life here, and is buried in this place?” Huw owned that it was so, with so
curious an intonation of caution and reluctance that Cadfael decided he was
trying to recall exactly where the lady was to be found, and wondering in what
state her grave would be discovered, after all this time since last he had so
much as thought of it. “She is here, in this cemetery?” The
little white-washed church gleamed provocatively in the sunshine. “No, not here.” Some relief this
time, he did not have to reveal her whereabouts immediately. “This church is
new since her time. Her grave is in the old burial-ground of the wooden church
on the hill, a mile or more from here. It is long disused. Yes, certainly the
omens favour your plans, and beyond question the saint is here in Gwytherin.
But…” “But?” said Prior Robert with
displeasure. “Both prince and bishop have given us their blessing, and
commended our cause to you. Moreover, we have heard, and they have agreed, that
the saint in her stay here among you has been much neglected, and may well wish
to be received where greater honour will be paid to her.” “In my church,” said Huw humbly, “I
have never heard that the saints desired honour for themselves, but rather to
honour God rightly. So I do not presume to know what Saint Winifred’s will may
be in this matter. That you and your house should desire to honour her rightly,
that is another matter, and very proper. But…
This blessed virgin lived out her miraculously restored life in this
place, and no other. Here she died for the second time, and here is buried, and
even if my people have neglected her, being human and faulty, yet they always
knew that she was here among them, and at a pinch they could rely on her, and
for a Welsh saint I think that counts for much. Prince and bishop—both of whom
I reverence as I ought—may not altogether understand how my flock will feel, if
their holiest girl is to be dug up out of her grave and taken away into
England. It may matter little to the crown and the crozier, a saint is a saint
wherever her relics rest. But I tell you plainly, the people of Gwytherin are
not going to like it at all!” Brother Cadfael, stirred to an
atavistic fervour of Welshness by this homely eloquence, snatched the
initiative from Urien at this point, and translated with the large declamation
of the bards. In full spate, he turned his eyes
away from the distracting faces, to light upon one even more distracting. The
girl with the light-oak sheen on her hair was again passing the fence, and had
been so charmed by what she heard, and the vehemence of its delivery, that for
a moment she forgot to keep moving, and stood there at gaze, apple-blossom face
radiant and rose-leaf lips laughing. And with the same satisfaction with which
she gazed at Cadfael, Brother John gazed at her. Cadfael observed both, and was
dazzled. But the next moment she caught herself up in a hasty alarm, and
blushed beautifully, and swept away out of sight. Brother John was still gaping
long after she had vanished. “It is hardly important, surely?”
said Prior Robert with ominous mildness. “Your bishop and your prince have made
their views plain. The parishioners need not be consulted.” That, too, Cadfael interpreted,
Urien choosing to remain neutral and mute. “Impossible!” said Huw firmly,
knowing himself on secure ground. “In such a grave matter affecting the whole
parish, nothing can be done without calling together the assembly of the free
men, and putting the case to them fully and publicly. Doubtless the will of
prince and bishop will prevail, but even so, these must be put to the people
before they can say yes or no to them. I shall call such an assembly tomorrow.
Your case can only be vindicated absolutely by public acceptance.” “He says truly,” said Urien, holding
the prior’s austere and half affronted eyes. “You will do well to get the
goodwill of Gwytherin, however many blessings you already have. They respect their
bishop, and are very content with their king and his sons. I doubt if you need
grudge the delay.” Prior Robert accepted both the
warning and the reassurance, and felt the need of a period of quietude in which
to review his strategy and prepare his persuasions. When Urien rose to take his
leave, his errand punctiliously completed, the Prior also rose, half a head
taller than the tallest there, and folded his long white hands in submissive
resignation. “We have yet two hours or more to
Vespers,” he said, eyeing the angle of the sun. “I should like to withdraw into
your church and spend some while in meditation, and prayer for right guidance.
Brother Cadfael, you had better remain with Father Huw, and help him in any
arrangements he needs to make, and you, Brother John, bestow the horses as he
directs, and see them cared for. The rest will join me in intercession, that we
may conduct this enterprise rightly.” He swept away, elongated and silvery
and majestic, and had to stoop his head to enter under the low round arch of
the church door. Brother Richard, Brother Jerome, Brother Columbanus vanished
within on his heels. Not all the time they were together there would be spent
in prayer. They would be considering what arguments would be most likely to
carry the day with Father Huw’s free assembly, or what oblique ecclesiastical
threats daunt them into submission. Brother John looked after the lofty
silver head until it stooped with accurate dignity just low enough to pass
under the stone, and let out something between a sigh and an arrested gurgle of
laughter, as though he had been praying for a miscalculation. What with the
journey, and the exercise, and the outdoor living, he looked ruddier and
healthier and more athletic than ever. “I’ve been hoping all this while for
a chance to get my leg over that dapple-gray,” he said. “Richard rides him like
a badly-balanced woolsack. I hope Father Huw’s stabling is a mile or more
away.” Father Huw’s plans for them, it
seemed, involved two of the nearer and more prosperous members of his flock,
but even so, in the scattered Welsh way, their houses were dispersed in valley
and forest. “I shall give up my own house to the
prior and sub-prior, of course,” he said, “and sleep in the loft above my cow.
For the beasts, my grazing here is too small, and I have no stable, but Bened
the smith has a good paddock above the water-meadows, and stabling with a loft,
if this young brother will not mind being lodged the better part of a mite from
his fellows. And for you and your two companions, Brother Cadfael, there is
open house half a mile from here through the woods, with Cadwallon, who has one
of the biggest holdings in these parts.” Brother Cadfael considered the
prospect of being housed with Jerome and Columbanus, and found it unattractive.
“Since I am the only one among us who has fluent Welsh,” he said
diplomatically, “I should remain close to Prior Robert’s side. With your
goodwill, Huw, I’ll share your loft above the cow-byre, and be very comfortable
there.” “If that’s your wish,” said Huw
simply, “I shall be glad of your company. And now I must set this young man on
his way to the smithy.” “And I,” said Cadfael, “if you don’t
need me along with you—and yonder boy will make himself understood in whatever
language, or none!—will go a piece of the way back with Urien. If I can pick up
an acquaintance or so among your flock, so much the better, for I like the look
of them and their valley.” Brother John came out from the tiny
paddock leading the two tall horses, the mules following on leading reins.
Huw’s eyes glowed almost as bright as John’s, caressing the smooth lines of
neck and shoulder. “How long it is,” he said wistfully,
“since I was on a good horse!” “Come on, then, Father,” urged
Brother John, understanding the look if not the words, “up with you! Here’s a
hand, if you fancy the roan. Lead the way in style!” And he cupped a palm for
the priest’s lifted foot, and hoisted him, dazed and enchanted, into the
saddle. Up himself on the grey, he fell in alongside, ready if the older man
should need a steadying hand, but the brown knees gripped happily. He had not
forgotten how. “Bravely!” said John, hugely laughing. “We shall get on famously
together, and end up in a race!” Urien, checking his girth, watched
them ride away out or the gentle bowl of the clearing “There go two happy men,”
he said thoughtfully. “More and more I wonder,” said
Cadfael, “how that youngster ever came to commit himself to the monastic life.” “Or you, for instance?” said Urien,
with his toe in the stirrup. “Come, if you want to view the ground, we’ll take
the valley way a piece, before I leave you for the hills.” They parted at the crest of the
ridge, among the trees but where a fold of the ground showed them the ox-team
still doggedly labouring at a second strip, continuing the line of the first,
above the richer valley land. Two such strips in one day was prodigious work. “Your prior will be wise,” said
Urien, taking his leave, “to take a lesson from yonder young fellow. Leading
and coaxing pays better than driving in these parts. But I need not tell you—a
man as Welsh as myself.” Cadfael watched him ride away gently
along the cleared track until he vanished among the trees. Then he turned back
towards Gwytherin, but went steeply downhill towards the river, and at the edge
of the forest stood in green shadow under an oak tree, gazing across the sunlit
meadows and the silver thread of river to where the team heaved and strained
along the last furrow. Here there was no great distance between them, and he
could see clearly the gloss of sweat on the pelts of the oxen, and the heavy
curl of the soil as it heeled back from the share. The ploughman was dark,
squat and powerful, with a salting of grey in his shaggy locks, but the
ox-caller was tall and slender, and the curling hair that tossed on his neck
and clung to his moist brow was as fair as flax. He managed his backward
walking without a glance behind, feeling his way light-footed and gracefully,
as if he had eyes in the back of his heels. His voice was hoarse and tired with
long use now, but still clear and merry, more effective than any goad, as he
cajoled his weary beasts along the final furrow, calling and luring and
praising, telling them they had done marvels, and should get their rest and
their meed for it, that in moments now they would be going home, and he was
proud of them and loved them, as if he had been talking to Christian souls. And
the beasts heaved and leaned, throwing their weight into the yokes and keeping
their eyes upon him, and plainly would do anything in their power to please
him. When the plough curved to the end and halted, and the steaming oxen stood
with lowered heads, the young man came and flung an arm over the neck of the
near leader, and scrubbed with brisk knuckles in the curly hair on the other’s
brow, and Cadfael said aloud: “Bravely! But, my friend, how did you stray into
Wales?” Something small, round and hard
dropped rustling through the leaves above him, and hit him neatly in the middle
of his weather-beaten tonsure. He clapped a hand to his crown, and said
something unbecoming his habit. But it was only one of last year’s oak-balls,
dried out by a winter’s weathering to the hardness of a pebble. He looked up
into the foliage above his head, already thick and turning rich green from its
early gold, and it seemed to him that the tremor of leaves where there was no
wind required more explanation than the accidental fall of one small remnant of
a dead year. It stilled very quickly, and even its stillness, by contrast,
seemed too careful and aware. Cadfael removed himself a few yards, as if about
to walk on, and doubled round again behind the next barrier of bushes to see if
the bait had been taken. A small bare foot, slightly strained
with moss and bark, reached down out of the branches to a toe-hold on the
trunk. Its fellow, stretched at the end of a long, slim leg, swung clear, as
the boy prepared to drop. Brother Cadfael, fascinated, suddenly averted his
eyes in haste, and turned his back, but he was smiling, and he did not, after
all, withdraw, but circled his screen of bushes and reappeared innocently in
view of the bird that had just flown down out of its nest. No boy, as he had
first supposed, but a girl, and a most personable girl, too, now standing
decorously in the grass with her skirts nobly disposed round her, and even the
small bare feet concealed. They stood looking at each other
with candid curiosity, neither at all abashed. She might have been eighteen or
nineteen years old, possibly younger, for there was a certain erect assurance
about her that gave her the dignity of maturity even when newly dropped out of
an oak tree. And for all her bare feet and mane of unbraided dark hair, she was
no villein girl. Everything about her said clearly that she knew her worth. Her
gown was of fine homespun wool, dyed a soft blue, and had embroidery at neck
and sleeves. No question but she was a beauty. Her face was oval and firm of
feature, the hair that fell in wild waves about her shoulders was almost black,
but black with a tint of dark and brilliant red in it where the light caught,
and the large, blacklashed eyes that considered Brother Cadfael with such frank
interest were of almost the same colour, dark as damsons, bright as the
sparkles of mica in the river pebbles. “You are one of the monks from
Shrewsbury,” she said with certainty. And to his astonishment she said it in
fluent and easy English. “I am,” said Cadfael. “But how did
you come to know all about us so soon? I think you were not among those who
made it their business to walk along Huw’s garden fence while we were talking.
There was one very young girl, I remember, but not a black lass like you.” She smiled. She had an enchanting
smile, sudden and radiant. “Oh, that would be Annest. But everybody in
Gwytherin knows by now all about you, and what you’ve come for. Father Huw is
right, you know,” she warned seriously, “we shan’t like it at all. Why do you
want to take Saint Winifred away? When she’s been here so long, and nobody ever
paid any attention to her before? It doesn’t seem neighbourly or honest to me.” It was an excellent choice of words,
he thought, and marvelled how a Welsh girl came by it, for she was using
English as if she had been born to it, or come to it for love. “I question the propriety of it
myself, to be truthful,” he agreed ruefully. “When Father Huw spoke up for his
parish, I confess I found myself inclining to his side of the argument.” That
made her look at him more sharply and carefully than before, frowning over some
sudden doubt or suspicion in her own mind. Whoever had informed her had
certainly witnessed all that went on in Father Huw’s garden. She hesitated a
moment, pondering, and then launched at him unexpectedly in Welsh: “You must be
the one who speaks our language, the one who translated what Father Huw said.”
It seemed to trouble her more than was reasonable. “You do know Welsh! You
understand me now.” “Why, I’m as Welsh as you, child,”
he admitted mildly, “and only a Benedictine in my middle years, and I haven’t
forgotten my mother-tongue yet, I hope. But I marvel how you’ve come to speak
English as well as I do myself, here in the heart of Rhos.” “Oh, no,” she said defensively,
“I’ve only learned a very little. I tried to use it for you, because I thought
you were English. How was I to know you’d be just that one?” Now why should his
being bilingual cause her uneasiness? he wondered. And why was she casting so
many rapid, furtive glances aside towards the river, brightly glimpsed through
the trees? Where, as he saw in a glance just as swift as hers, the tall, fair
youngster who was no Welshman, and was certainly the finest ox-caller in
Gwynedd, had broken away from his placidly-drinking team, and was wading the
river thigh-deep towards this particular tall oak, in a flurry of sparkling
spray. The girl had been ensconced in this very tree, whence, no doubt, she had
a very good view of the ploughing. And came down as soon as it was finished!
“I’m shy of my English,” she said, pleading and vulnerable. “Don’t tell
anyone!” She was wishing him away from here,
and demanding his discretion at the same time. His presence, he gathered, was
inconvenient. “I’ve known the same trouble
myself,” he said comfortably, “when first I tried getting my tongue round
English. I’ll never call your efforts into question. And now I’d better be on
my way back to our lodgings, or I shall be late for Vespers.” “God go with you, then, Father,” she
said, radiant and relieved. “And with you, my child.” He withdrew by a carefully chosen
route that evaded any risk of bumping into the fair young man. And she watched
him go for a long moment, before she turned eagerly to meet the ox-caller as he
came splashing through the shallows and climbed the bank. Cadfael thought that
she was perfectly aware how much he had observed and understood, and was
pleased by his reticence. Pleased and reassured. A Welsh girl of status, with
embroidery along the hems of her gown, had good need to go softly if she was
meeting an outlander, a man landless and rootless here in a clan society, where
to be without place in a kinship was to be without the means of living. And yet
a very pleasing, comely young man, good at his work and feeling for his beasts.
Cadfael looked back, when he was sure the bushes covered him, and saw the two
of them draw together, still and glad, not touching, almost shy of each other.
He did not look back again. Now what I really need here, he
thought as he walked back towards the church of Gwytherin, is a good, congenial
acquaintance, someone who knows every man, woman and child in the parish,
without having to carry the burden of their souls. A sound drinking companion
with good sense is what I need. Chapter
Three HE FOUND NOT ONE OF WHAT HE WANTED,
BUT THREE at one stroke, after Compline that evening, when he walked back with
Brother John in the twilight to the smithy and croft at the edge of the valley
fields. Prior Robert and Brother Richard had already withdrawn for the night
into Huw’s house, Jerome and Columbanus were on their way through the woods to
Cadwallon’s holding, and who was to question whether Brother Cadfael had also
gone to his pallet in the priest’s loft, or was footloose among the gossips of
Gwytherin? The lodging arrangements were working out admirably. He had never
felt less inclined for sleep at this soft evening hour, nor was anyone going to
rouse them at midnight here for Matins. Brother John was delighted to introduce
him into the smith’s household, and Father Huw favoured the acquaintance for
his own reasons. It was well that others besides himself should speak for the
people of the parish, and Bened the smith was a highly respected man, like all
of his craft, and his words would carry weight. There were three men sitting on
the bench outside Bened’s door when they arrived, and the mead was going round
as fast as the talk. All heads went up alertly at the sound of their steps
approaching, and a momentary silence marked the solidarity of the local
inhabitants. But Brother John seemed already to have made himself welcome, and
Cadfael cast them a greeting in Welsh, like a fisherman casting a line, and was
accepted with something warmer than the strict courtesy the English would have
found. Annest with the light-brown, sunflecked hair had spread word of his
Welshness far and wide. Another bench was pulled up, and the drinking-horns
continued their circling in a wider ring. Over the river the light was fading
gradually, the dimness green with the colours of meadow and forest, and
threaded through with the string of silver water. Bened was a thickset, muscular man
of middle years, bearded and brown. Of his two companions the younger was
recognisable as the ploughman who had followed the ox-team that day, and no
wonder he was dry after such labour. And the third was a grey-headed elder with
a long, smoothly-trimmed beard and fine, sinewy hands, in an ample homespun
gown that had seen better days, perhaps on another wearer. He bore himself as
one entitled to respect, and got it. “Padrig, here, is a good poet and a
fine harpist,” said Bened, “and Gwytherin is lucky to have him staying a while
among us, in Rhisiart’s hall. That’s away beyond Cadwallon’s place, in a forest
clearing, but Rhisiart has land over this way, too, both sides the river. He’s
the biggest landowner in these parts. There are not many here entitled to keep
a harp, or maybe we’d be honoured with more visits from travelling bards like
Padrig. I have a little harp myself—I have that privilege—but Rhisiart’s is a
fine one, and kept in use, too. I’ve heard his girl play on it sometimes.” “Women cannot be bards,” said Padrig
with tolerant scorn. “But she knows how to keep it tuned, and well looked
after, that I will say. And her father’s a patron of the arts, and a generous,
open-handed one. No bard goes away disappointed from his hall, and none ever
leaves without being pressed to stay. A good household!” “And this is Cai, Rhisiart’s
ploughman. No doubt you saw the team cutting new land, when you came over the
ridge today.” “I did and admired the work,” said
Cadfael heartily. “I never saw better. A good team you had there, and a good
caller, too.” “The best,” said Cai without
hesitation. “I’ve worked with a good many in my time, but never known one with
the way Engelard has with the beasts. They’d die for him. And as good a hand
with all cattle, calving or sick or what you will. Rhisiart would be a sorry
man if ever he lost him. Ay, we did a good day’s work today.” “You’ll have heard from Father Huw,”
said Cadfael, “that all the free men are called to the church tomorrow after
Mass, to hear what our prior is proposing. No doubt we shall see Rhisiart
there.” “See and hear him,” said Cai, and
grinned. “He speaks his mind. An open-hearted, open-natured man, with a temper
soon up and soon down, and never a grudge in him, but try and move him when his
mind’s made up, and you’re leaning on Snowdon.” “Well, a man can but hold fast to
what he believes right, and even the opponent he baulks should value him for
that. And have his sons no interest in the harp, that they leave it to their
sister?” “He has no sons,” said Bened. “His
wife is dead, and he never would take another, and there’s only this one girl
to follow him.” “And no male heir anywhere in his
kinship? It’s rare for a daughter to inherit.” “Not a man on his side the family at
all,” said Cai, “and a pity it is. The only near kin is her mother’s brother,
and he has no claim, and is old into the bargain. The greatest match anywhere
in this valley, is Sioned, and young men after her like bees. But God willing,
she’ll be a contented wife with a son on her knee long before Rhisiart goes to
his fathers.” “A grandson by a good man, and what
could any lord want more.” said Padrig, and emptied the jug of mead and passed
the horn along. “Understand me, I’m not a Gwytherin man myself, and have no
right to give a voice one way or the other. But if I may say a word my friends
won’t say for themselves—you having your duty to your prior as Cai has to his
lord, or I to my art and my patrons—don’t look for an easy passage, and don’t
take offence if your way is blocked. Nothing personal to you! But where the
free men of Wales see no fair dealing, they won’t call it by fair names, and
they won’t stand aside.” “I should be sorry if they did,”
said Cadfael. “For my part, the ending I want is the fair ending, leaving no
man with a just grievance. And what of the other lords we can expect to see
there? Of Cadwallon we’ve heard, two of our brothers are enjoying his
hospitality. And his lands are neighbour to Rhisiart’s?” “It’s a fair piece beyond to
Rhisiart’s hall, on through the forest. But they’re neighbours, boundary to
boundary, yes, and friends from youth. A peaceable man, Cadwallon, he likes his
comfort and his hunting. His way would be to say yes to whatever bishop and
prince commend, but then, his way normally is also to say yes to Rhisiart. For
that matter,” owned Bened, tilting the last drop from the horn, “I know no more
than you what either of them will have to say in this matter. For all I know
they’ll accept your omens and bless your errand. If the free voice goes with
your prior, then Saint Winifred goes home with you, and that’s the end of it.” It was the end of the mead, too, for
that night. “Bide the night here,” said Bened to
Padrig, when the guests rose to walk home, “and we’ll have a little music
before you leave tomorrow. My small harp needs to be played, I’ve kept it in
fettle for you.” “Why, so I will, since you’re so
kind,” said Padrig, and weaved his way gently into the house with his host. And
Cai and Brother Cadfael, taking their leave, set off companionably shoulder to
shoulder, to make their way back to Father Huw’s house, and thence in courtesy
a measure of the way through the woods towards Rhisiart’s hall before they
parted. “I would not say more nor plainer,”
said Cai confidingly, “while Bened was present, nor in front of Padrig, for
that matter, though he’s a good fellow—so are they both!—but a traveller, not a
native. This Sioned, Rhisiart’s girl…
The truth is, Bened would like to be a suitor for her himself, and a
good, solid man he is, and a girl might well do worse. But a widower, poor
soul, and years older than the lass, and a poor chance he has. But you haven’t
seen the girl!” Brother Cadfael was beginning to
suspect that he had indeed seen the girl, and seen more than any here had ever
been allowed to see. But he said nothing. “A girl like a squirrel! As swift,
as sudden, as black and as red! If she had nothing, they’d still be coming from
miles around, and she will have lands any man might covet even if she squinted!
And there’s poor Bened, keeping his own counsel and feeding on his own silence,
and still hoping. After all, a smith is respected in any company. And give him
his due, it isn’t her heritage he covets. It’s the girl herself. If you’d seen
her, you’d know. In any case,” said Cai, sighing gustily for his friend, “her
father has a favourite for son-in-law already, and has all along. Cadwallon’s
lad has been in and out of Rhisiart’s hall, and made free with Rhisiart’s
servants and hawks and horses, ever since he could run, and grown up with the
girl. And he’s sole heir to the neighbouring holding, and what could suit
either father better? They’ve had it made up between them for years. And the
children seem ideally matched, they know each other through and through, like
brother and sister.” “I doubt if I’d say that made for an
ideal match,” said Brother Cadfael honestly. “So Sioned seems to think, too,”
said Cai drily. “So far she’s resisted all pressures to accept this lad
Peredur. And mind you, he’s a very gay, lively well-looking young fellow,
spoiled as you please, being the only one, but show me a girl round here who
wouldn’t run if he lifted his finger—all but this girl! Oh, she likes him well
enough, but that’s all. She won’t hear of marriage yet, she’s still playing the
heartfree child.” “And Rhisiart bears with her?” asked
Cadfael delicately. “You don’t know him, either. He
dotes on her, and well he may, and she reveres him, and well she may, and where
does that get any of us? He won’t force her choice. He never misses a chance to
urge how suitable Peredur is, and she never denies it. He hopes, if he bides
his time, she’ll come round.” “And will she?” asked Brother
Cadfael, responding to something in the ploughman’s voice. His own was milder
than milk. “No accounting,” said Cai slowly,
“for what goes on in a girl’s head. She may have other plans of her own. A
bold, brave one she is, clever and patient at getting her own way. But what
that may be, do I know? Do you? Does any man?” “There may be one man who does,”
said Brother Cadfael with guileful disinterest. If Cai had not risen to that bait,
Cadfael would have let well alone then, for it was no business of his to give
away the girl’s secrets, when he had stumbled upon them himself only by chance.
But he was no way surprised when the ploughman drew meaningfully close against
his arm, and jabbed a significant elbow into his ribs. A man who had worked
closely with the young ox-caller as he had must surely have noted a few obvious
things by now. This afternoon’s purposeful bee-line across the meadows and through
the water to a certain well-grown oak would be enough in itself for a sharp
man. And as for keeping his mouth shut about it, it was pretty plain that his
sympathies were with his work-mate. “Brother Cadfael, you wouldn’t be a
talking man, not out of turn, and you’re not tied to one side or the other in
any of our little disputes here. No reason you shouldn’t know. Between you and
me, she has got a man in her eye, and one that wants her worse than Bened does,
and has even less chance of ever getting her. You remember we were talking of
my fellow on the team, Engelard? A good man with cattle, worth plenty to his
lord, and Rhisiart knows it and values him fairly on it. But the lad’s an
alltud—an outlander!” “Saxon?” asked Cadfael. “The fair hair. Yes, you saw him
today. The length and slenderness of him too. Yes, he’s a Cheshire man from the
borders of Maelor, on the run from the bailiffs of Earl Ranulf of Chester. Oh,
not for murder or banditry or any such! But the lad was simply the most
outrageous deer-poacher in the earldom. He’s a master with the short bow, and
always stalked them afoot and alone. And the bailiff was after his blood.
Nothing for him to do, when he was cornered on the borders, but run for it into
Gwynedd. And he daren’t go back, not yet, and you know what it means for a
foreigner to want to make a living in Wales.” Cadfael knew indeed. In a country
where every native-born man had and knew his assured place in a clan kinship,
and the basis of all relationships was establishment on the land, whether as
free lord or villein partner in a village community, the man from outside,
owning no land here, fitting into no place, was deprived of the very basis of
living. His only means of establishing himself was by getting some overlord to
make compact with him, give him house-room and a stake in the land, and employ
him for whatever skills he could offer. For three generations this bargain
between them was revocable at any time, and the outlander might leave at the
fair price of dividing his chattels equally with the lord who had given him the
means of acquiring them. “I do know. So Rhisiart took this
young man into his service and set him up in a croft?” “He did. Two years ago now, a little
more. And neither of them has had any call to regret it. Rhisiart’s a
fair-minded master, and gives credit where it’s due. But however much he
respects and values him, can you see a Welsh lord ever letting his only
daughter go to an alltud?” “Never!” agreed Cadfael positively.
“No chance of it! It would be against all his laws and customs and conscience.
His own kinship would never forgive it.” “True as I’m breathing!” sighed Cai
ruefully. “But you try telling that to a proud, stubborn young fellow like
Engelard, who has his own laws and rights from another place, where his
father’s lord of a good manor, and carries every bit as much weight in his
feudal fashion as Rhisiart does here.” “Do you tell me he’s actually spoken
for her to her father?” demanded Cadfael, astonished and admiring. “He has, and got the answer you
might expect. No malice at all, but no hope either. Yes, and stood his ground
and argued his case just the same. And comes back to the subject every chance
that offers, to remind Rhisiart he hasn’t given up, and never will. I tell you
what, those two are two of a kind, both hot-tempered, both obstinate, but both
as open and honest as you’ll find anywhere, and they’ve a great respect for
each other that somehow keeps them from bearing malice or letting this thing
break them apart. But every time this comes up, the sparks fly. Rhisiart
clouted Engelard once, when he pushed too hard, and the lad came within an ace
of clouting back. What would the answer to that have been? I never knew it
happen with an alltud, but if a slave strikes a free man he stands to lose the
hand that did it. But he stopped himself in time, though I don’t think it was
fear that stopped him—he knew he was in the wrong. And what did Rhisiart do,
not half an hour later, but fling back and ask his pardon! Said he was an
insolent, unreasonable, unWelsh rascal, but he should not have struck him.
There’s a battle going on all the time between those two, and neither of them
can get any peace, but let any man say a word against Rhisiart in Engelard’s
hearing, and he’ll get it back down his throat with a fist behind it. And if
one of the servants ever called down Engelard, thinking to curry favour with
Rhisiart, he’d soon get told that the alltud’s an honest man and a good worker,
worth ten of the likes of his backbiters. So it goes! And I can see no good end
to it.” “And the girl?” said Cadfael. “What
does she say to all this?” “Very little, and very softly. Maybe
at first she did argue and plead, but if so it was privately with her father
alone. Now she’s biding her time, and keeping them from each other’s throat as
best she can.” And meeting her lover at the oak
tree, thought Cadfael, or any one of a dozen other private places, wherever his
work takes him. So that’s how she learned her English, all through those two
years while the Saxon boy was busy learning Welsh from her, and that’s why,
though she was willing to pass the time of day in his own language with a
visiting monk, she was concerned about having betrayed her accomplishment to a
Welsh-speaking stranger, who might innocently blurt it abroad locally. She’d
hardly want to let slip how often she’s been meeting Engelard in secret, if
she’s biding her time, and keeping father and lover from each other’s throat
till she can get her own way with them. And who’s to say which of the three
will give way first, where all look immovable? “It seems you’ve your own troubles
here in Gwytherin, let alone what we’ve brought with us.” he said, when he
parted from Cai. “God resolves all given time,” said
Cai philosophically and trudged away into darkness. And Cadfael returned along
the path with the uncomfortable feeling that God, nevertheless, required a
little help from men, and what he mostly got was hindrance. All the free men of Gwytherin came
to the meeting next day, and their womenfolk and all the villein community came
to the Mass beforehand. Father Huw named the chief among them softly to Brother
Cadfael as they made their appearance. He had seldom had such a congregation. “Here is Rhisiart, with his daughter
and his steward, and the girl’s waiting-woman.” Rhisiart was a big, bluff,
hearty-looking man of about fifty, high-coloured and dark-haired, with a short,
grizzled beard, and bold features that could be merry or choleric, fierce or
jovial, but were far too expressive ever to be secretive or mean. His stride
was long and impetuous, and his smile quick in response when he was greeted.
His dress hardly distinguished him from any of the other free landholders who
came thronging into the church, being plain as any, but of good homespun cloth.
To judge from his bright face, he came without prejudice, willing to listen,
and for all his thwarted family plans, he looked an expansively happy man,
proud and fond of his daughter. As for the girl, she followed at his
heels modestly, with poised head and serene eyes. She had shoes on for this
occasion, and her hair was brushed and braided into a burnished dark coil on
her neck, and covered with a linen coif, but there was no mistaking her. This
was the urchin of the oak tree, and the greatest heiress and most desirable
prize in marriage in all this countryside. The steward was an older man,
grey-headed and balding, with a soft, good-humoured face. “He is Rhisiart’s
kinsman by marriage,” whispered Huw, “his wife’s elder brother.” “And the other girl is Sioned’s tirewoman?”
No need to name her, he already knew her name. Dimpled and smiling, Annest
followed her friend with demure little steps into the church, and the sun
stroked all the bright, silvery grain in the sheaf of her pale hair. “She is
the smith’s niece,” said Father Huw helpfully. “A good girl, she visits him
often since he buried his wife, and bakes for him.” “Bened’s niece?” Brother John
pricked his ears, and looked after the shapely waist and glowing hair with
fascinated eyes, no doubt hoping there would be a baking day before they had to
leave Gwytherin. The lodging arrangements had certainly been inspired, though
whether by an angel or an imp remained to be seen. “Lower your eyes, brother,” said
Jerome chidingly. “It is not seemly to look so straightly upon women.” “And how did he know there were
women passing,” whispered Brother John rebelliously, “if his own eyes were so
dutifully lowered?” Brother Columbanus, at least, was
standing as prescribed in the presence of females, with pale hands prayerfully
folded, and lofty eyelids lowered, his gaze upon the grass. “And here comes Cadwallon now,” said
Father Huw. “These good brothers already know him, of course. And his lady. And
his son Peredur.” So this young man, loping after his
parents with the long, springy gait of a yearling roebuck, was the chosen
husband for Sioned, the lad she liked well enough, and had known familiarly all
her life, but was in no way inclined to marry. It occurred to Cadfael that he
had never asked how the groom felt about the situation, but it needed only a
glimpse of Peredur’s face when he caught sight of Sioned to settle the matter.
Here was a tangle. The girl might have worn out in mere liking all her
inclination to love, but the boy certainly had not. At sight of her his face paled,
and his eyes took fire. The parents were ordinary enough,
comfortable people grown plump from placid living, and expecting things to go
smoothly still as they always had. Cadwallon had a round, fleshy, smiling face,
and his wife was fat, fair and querulous. The boy cast back to some more
perilous ancestor. The spring of his step was a joy to watch. He was not above
middle height, but so well-proportioned that he looked tall. His dark hair was
cut short, and curled crisply all over his head. His chin was shaven clean, and
all the bones of his face were as bold and elegant as his colouring was vivid,
with russet brushings of sun on high cheekbones, and a red, audacious,
self-willed mouth. Such a young person might well find it hard to bear that
another, and an alien at that, should be preferred to him. He proclaimed in his
every movement and glance that everything and everyone in his life had
responded subserviently to his charm, until now. At the right moment, when the church
was full, Prior Robert, tall and imposing and carefully groomed, swept in
through the tiny sacristy and took his place, and all the Shrewsbury brothers
fell into line and followed on his heels. The Mass began. In the deliberations of the free
assembly of the parish, of course, the women had no part. Neither had the
villeins, though they had their indirect influence through those of their
friends who were free. So while the free men lingered after the Mass, the rest
dispersed, moving away with slow dignity, and not too far, just far enough to
be discreetly out of sight and earshot, but handy to detect what was passing by
instinct, and confirm it as soon as the meeting broke up. The free men gathered in the open
before the church. The sun was already high, for it was little more than an hour
to noon. Father Huw stood up before the assembly, and gave them the gist of the
matter, as it had been presented to him. He was the father of this flock, and
he owed his people truth, but he also owed his church fealty. He told them what
bishop and prince had answered to the request from Shrewsbury, reverently
presented, and with many proofs. Which proofs he left to Robert to deliver. The prior had never looked holier or
more surely headed for sainthood himself. He had always a sense of occasion,
and beyond a doubt it had been his idea to hold the meeting here in the open,
where the sun could gild and illuminate his other-worldly beauty. It was
Cadfael’s detached opinion that he did himself more than justice, by being less
overbearing than might have been expected. Usually he overdid things, this time
he got it right, or as right as something only equivocally right in itself can
be got. “They’re not happy!” whispered
Brother John in Cadfael’s ear, himself sounding far from sad about it. There
were times when even Brother John could be humanly smug. And indeed, those
Welsh faces ranged round them were singularly lacking in enthusiasm for all
these English miracles performed by a Welsh saint. Robert at his best was not
exactly carrying his audience. They swayed and murmured, and eyed
one another, and again turned as one man to eye him. “If Owain ap Griffith wills it, and
the bishop gives his blessing, too,” began Cadwallon hesitantly, “as loyal sons
of the church, and true men of Gwynedd, we can hardly…” “Both prince and bishop have blessed
our errand,” said the prior loftily. “But the girl is here, in
Gwytherin,” said Rhisiart abruptly. He had the voice that might have been
expected from him, large, melodious and deep, a voice that sang what it felt,
and waited for thought afterwards, to find that the thought had been there
already in the feeling. “Ours, not Bishop David’s! Not Owain ap Griffith’s! She
lived out her life here, and never said a word about wanting to leave us. Am I
to believe easily that she wants to leave us now, after so long? Why has she
never told us? Why?” “She has made it clear to us,” said
the prior, “by many manifestations, as I have told you.” “But never a word to us,” cried
Rhisiart, roused. “Do you call that courtesy? Are we to believe that, of a
virgin who chose to make her home here among us?” They were with him, his assurance
had fired their smouldering reluctance. They cried out from a dozen directions
at once that Saint Winifred belonged to Gwytherin, and to no other place. “Do you dare tell me,” said Prior
Robert, high and clear, “that you have visited her? That you have committed
your prayers to her? That you have invoked the aid of this blessed virgin, and
given her the honour that is her due? Do you know of any reason why she should
desire to remain here among you? Have you not neglected even her grave?” “And if we have,” said Rhisiart with
blithe conviction, “do you suppose the girl wonders at it? You have not lived
here among us. She did. You are English, she was Welsh, she knew us, and was
never so moved against us that she withdrew or complained. We know she is
there, no need to exclaim or make any great outcry. If we have needs, she knows
it, and never asks that we should come with prayers and tears, knocking our
knees on the ground before her. If she grudged a few brambles and weeds, she
would have found a means to tell us. Us, not some distant Benedictine house in
England!” Throats were opening joyfully,
shouting where they had muttered. The man was a poet and a preacher, match for
any Englishman. Brother Cadfael let loose his bardic blood, and rejoiced
silently. Not even because it was Prior Robert recoiling into marble rage under
Welsh siege. Only because it was a Welsh voice that cried battle. “And do you deny,” thundered Robert,
stretching his ascetic length to its loftiest, “the truth of those omens and
miracles I have declared to you, the beckoning that led us here?” “No!” said Rhisiart roundly. “I
never doubted you believed and had experienced these portents. But portents can
arise, miracles can be delivered, either from angels or devils. If these are
from heaven, why have we not been instructed? The little saint is here, not in
England. She owes us the courtesy of kinsmen. Dare you say she is turned
traitor? Is there not a church in Wales, a Celtic church such as she served?
What did she know of yours? I do not believe she would speak to you and not to
us. You have been deceived by devils! Winifred never said word!” A dozen voices took up the
challenge, hallooing applause for their most articulate spokesman, who had put
his finger on the very pulse of their resentment. Even the very system of
bishoprics galled the devout adherents of the old, saintly Celtic church, that
had no worldly trappings, courted no thrones, but rather withdrew from the
world into the blessed solitude of thought and prayer. The murmur became a
subdued rumbling, a thunder, a roar. Prior Robert, none too wisely, raised his
commanding voice to shout them down. “She said no word to you, for you
had left her forgotten and unhonoured. She has turned to us for recognition,
when she could get none from you.” “That is not true,” said Rhisiart,
“though you in your ignorance may believe it. The saint is a good Welshwoman,
and knows her countrymen. We are not quick in respect to rank or riches, we do
not doff and bow and scrape when any man flaunts himself before us. We are
blunt and familiar even in praise. What we value we value in the heart, and
this Welsh girl knows it. She would never leave her own unfurnished, even if we
have neglected to trim her grave. It is the spirit that leans to us, and is
felt by us as guardian and kin. But these bones you come hunting are also hers.
Not ours, not yours! Until she tells us she wills to have them moved, here they
stay. We should be damned else!” It was the bitterest blow of Prior
Robert’s life to know that he had met his match and overmatch in eloquence and
argument, here in a half-barbaric Welsh landholder, no great lord, but a mere
squireling elevated among his inferiors to a status he barely rated, at least
in Norman eyes. It was the difference between them that Robert thought in
hierarchies, and Rhisiart thought in blood-ties, high and low of one mind and
in one kinship, and not a man among them aware of inferiority, only of his due
place in a united family. The thunder was one voice now,
demanding and assured, but it was one man who had called it into being. Prior
Robert, well aware that a single adversary confronted him, subdued his angry
tones, and opted for the wisdom of the dove, and the subtlety of single combat.
He raised his long, elegant arms, from which the wide sleeves of his habit fell
free, and smiled on the assembly, turning the smile at its most compelling and
fatherly upon Rhisiart. “Come Brother Cadfael, say this for
me to the lord Rhisiart, that it is all too easy for us, who have the same
devotion at heart, to disagree about the means. It is better to speak quietly,
man to man, and avoid the deformation of anger. Lord Rhisiart, I beg you to
come apart with me, and let us debate this matter in quietude, and then you
shall have liberty to speak out what you will. And having had my say fairly
with you, I will say no word further to challenge what you have to impart to
your people.” “That is fair and generous,” said
Rhisiart promptly to this offer, and stood forward with ingenuous pleasure from
the crowd, which parted to let him through. “We will not take even the shadow of
dissension into the church,” said Prior Robert. “Will you come with us into
Father Huw’s house?” All those bright, sullen, roused eyes followed them in
through the low doorway, and clung there to wait for them to come forth again.
Not a man of the Welsh moved from his place. They trusted the voice that had
spoken for them hitherto to speak for them still. In the small, wood-scented room,
dark after the brightness of the day outside, Prior Robert faced his opponent
with a calm and reasonable face. “You have spoken well,” he said,
“and I commend your faith, and the high value you set on the saint, for so do
we value her highly. And at her own wish, for so we believe, we have come here,
solely to serve her. Both church and state are with us, and you know better
than I the duty a nobleman of Wales owes to both. But I would not willingly
leave Gwytherin with a sense of grievance, for I do know that by Saint
Winifred’s departure Gwytherin’s loss is great. That we own, and I would wish
to make due reparation.” “Reparation to Gwytherin?” repeated
Rhisiart, when this was translated to him. “I do not understand how…” “And to you,” said Robert softly and
matter-of-factly, “if you will withdraw your opposition, for then I feel sure
all your fellows will do the same, and sensibly accept what bishop and prince
decree.” It occurred to Cadfael as he
interpreted this, even before the prior began the slow, significant motion of
one long hand into the breast of his habit, that Robert was about to make the
most disastrous miscalculation of his life. But Rhisiart’s face remained
dubious and aloof, quite without understanding, as the prior drew from his
bosom a soft leather bag drawn up with a cord at the neck, and laid it on the
table, pushing it gently across until it rested against Rhisiart’s right hand.
Its progress over the rough boards gave out a small chinking sound. Rhisiart
eyed it suspiciously, and lifted uncomprehending eyes to stare at the prior. “I
don’t understand you. What is this?” “It is yours,” said Robert, “if you
will persuade the parish to agree to give up the saint.” Too late he felt the unbelieving
coldness in the air, and sensed the terrible error he had made. Hastily he did
his best to recover some of the ground lost. “To be used as you think best for
Gwytherin—a great sum…” It was useless Cadfael let it lie in silence. “Money!” said Rhisiart in the most
extraordinary of tones, at once curious, derisory and revolted. He knew about
money, of course, and even understood its use, but as an aberration in human
relations. In the rural parts of Wales, which indeed were almost all of Wales,
it was hardly used at all, and hardly needed. Provision was made in the code
for all necessary exchange of goods and services, nobody was so poor as to be
without the means of living, and beggars were unknown. The kinship took care of
its helpless members, and every house was open as of right. The minted coins
that had seeped in through the marches were a pointless eccentricity. Only
after a moment of scornful wonder did it occur to Rhisiart that in this case
they were also a mortal insult. He snatched away his hand from the affronting
touch, and the blood surged into his face darkly red, suffusing even the whites
of his eyes. “Money? You dare offer to buy our
saint? To buy me? I was in two minds about you, and about what I ought to do,
but now, by God, I know what to think! You had your omens. Now I have mine.” “You mistake me!” cried the prior,
stumbling after his blunder and seeing it outdistance him at every breath. “One
cannot buy what is holy, I am only offering a gift to Gwytherin, in gratitude
and compensation for their sacrifice—“ “Mine, you said it was,” Rhisiart
reminded him, glowing copper bright with dignified rage. “Mine, if I
persuaded…! Not a gift! A bribe! This foolish stuff you hoard about you more
dearly far than your reputations, don’t think you can use it to buy my
conscience. I know now that I was right to doubt you. You have said your say,
now I will say mine to those people without, as you promised me I should,
without hindrance.” “No, wait!” The prior was in such
agitation that he actually reached out a hand and caught his opponent by the
sleeve. “Do nothing in haste! You have mistaken my meaning indeed, and if I was
wrong even to offer an alms to Gwytherin, I am sorry for it. But do not call
it—“ Rhisiart withdrew himself angrily
from the detaining clasp, and cut off the protest curtly, wheeling on Cadfael.
“Tell him he need not be afraid. I should be ashamed to tell my people that a
prior of Shrewsbury tried to corrupt me with a bribe. I don’t deal in that kind
of warfare. But where I stand—that they shall know, and you, too.” And he
strode out from them, and Father Huw put out a warning hand to prevent any of
them from attempting to impede or follow him. “Not now! He is hot now. Tomorrow
something may be done to approach him, but not now. You must let him say what
he will.” “Then at least let’s put in an
appearance,” said the prior, magnificently picking up what pieces he could of
the ruin he had created; and he swept out into the sunlight and took his stand
close to the door of the church, with all his fellow-monks dutifully following
on his heels, and stood with erect head and calmly folded hands, in full view,
while Rhisiart thundered his declaration to the assembled people of Gwytherin. “I have listened to what these men
from Shrewsbury have had to say to me, and I have made my judgment accordingly,
and now I deliver it to you. I say that so far from changing my views, I am
confirmed a thousand times that I was right to oppose the sacrilege they
desire. I say that Saint Winifred’s place is here among us, where she has
always belonged, and that it would be mortal sin to let her be taken away to a
strange place, where not even the prayers would be in a tongue she knows, where
foreigners not worthy to draw near her would be her only company. I pledge my
opposition to the death, against any attempt to move her bones, and I urge upon
you the same duty. And now this conference is ended.” So he said, and
so it was. There could be no possible way of prolonging it. The prior was
forced to stand with marble face and quiet hands while Rhisiart strode away
towards the forest path, and all the assembly, in awed and purposeful silence,
melted away mysteriously in all directions after his departure, so that within
minutes all that green, trodden arena was empty. Chapter Four YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME WHAT YOU
INTENDED,” said Father Huw, timidly reproachful. “I could have told you it was
folly, the worst possible. What attraction do you think money has for a man
like Rhisiart? Even if he was for sale, and he is not, you would have had to
find other means to purchase him. I thought you had taken his measure, and were
proposing to plead to him the sorry plight of English pilgrims, who have no
powerful saints of their own, and are sadly in need of such a protectress. He
would have listened to something that entreated of his generosity.” “I am come with the blessing of
church and sovereign,” said the prior fiercely, though the repetition was
beginning to pall even on him. “I cannot be repudiated at the will of a local
squire. Has my order no rights here in Wales?” “Very few,” said Cadfael bluntly.
“My people have a natural reverence, but it leans towards the hermitage, not
the cloister.” The heated conference went on until
Vespers, and poisoned even Vespers with its bitterness, for there Prior Robert
preached a fearful sermon detailing all the omens that Winifred desired above
all things to remove to the sanctity of Shrewsbury, and issuing her prophetic
denunciation against all who stood in the way of her translation. Terrible
would be her wrath visited on those who dared resist her will. Thus Prior
Robert approached the necessary reconciliation with Rhisiart. And though
Cadfael in translating toned down the threat as much as he dared, there were
some among the congregation who understood enough English to get the full drift
of it. He knew by their closed, mute faces. Now they would go away to spread
the word to those who had not been present, until everyone in Gwytherin knew
that the prior had bidden them remember what befell Prince Cradoc, whose very
flesh watered away into the ground like rain, so that he vanished utterly, as
to the body expunged out of the world, as to the soul, the fearful imagination
dared not guess. So also it might happen to those who dared offend against
Winifred now. Father Huw, harried and anxious,
cast about him as honestly as he could for a way of pleasing everybody. It took
him most of the evening to get the prior to listen, but from sheer exhaustion a
calm had to set in at last. “Rhisiart
is not an impious man—“ “Not impious!” fluted Brother
Jerome, appealing to heaven with uplifted eyes. “Men have been excommunicated
for less!” “Then men have been excommunicated
for no evil at all,” said Huw sturdily, “and truly I think they sometimes have.
No, I say he is a decent, devout man, open-handed and fair, and had a right to
resent it when he was misunderstood and affronted. If he is ever to withdraw
his opposition, it must be you, Father Prior, who make the first approach to
him, and upon a different footing. Not in person first, I would not ask or
advise it. But if I were to go to him, perhaps with Brother Cadfael here, who
is known to be a good Welshman himself, and ask him to forget all that has been
said and done, and come with an open mind to begin the discussion over again, I
think he would not refuse. Moreover, the very act of seeking him out would
disarm him, for he has a generous heart. I don’t say he would necessarily
change his mind—it would depend on how he is handled this time—but I do say he
would listen.” “Far be it from me” said Prior
Robert loftily “to pass over any means of saving a soul from perdition. I wish
the man no ill, if he tempers his offences. It is not a humiliation to stoop to
deliver a sinner.” “O wondrous clemency!” intoned
Brother Jerome. “Saintly generosity towards the ill-doer!” Brother John flashed a narrow,
glittering glance, and shifted one foot uneasily, as if restraining an impulse
to kick. Father Huw, desperate to preserve his stock of goodwill with prince,
bishop, prior and people alike, cast him a warning look, and resumed hurriedly:
“I will go to Rhisiart tonight, and ask him to dine here at my house tomorrow.
Then if we can come to terms between us, another assembly can be called, so
that all may know there is peace.” “Very well!” said the prior, after
consideration. In that way he need never actually admit any guilt on his part,
or apologise for any act of his, nor need he enquire too closely what Huw might
have to say on his behalf. “Very well, do so, and I hope you may succeed.” “It would be a mark of your status,
and the importance of this gesture,” suggested Cadfael with an earnest face,
“if your messengers went mounted. It’s not yet dark, and the horses would be
better for exercise.” “True,” said the prior, mildly
gratified. “It would be in keeping with our dignity and lend weight to our
errand. Very well, let Brother John bring the horses.” “Now that’s that I call a friend!”
said Brother John heartily, when they were all three in the saddle, and safely
away into the early dusk under the trees, Father Huw and John on the two tall
horses, Brother Cadfael on the best of the mules. “Ten more minutes, and I
should have earned myself a penance that would have lasted a month or more, and
now here we are in the best company around, on a decent errand, and enjoying
the quiet of the evening.” “Did I ever say word of your coming
with us?” said Cadfael slyly. “I said the horses would add lustre to the
embassage, I never went so far as to say you would add any.” “I go with the horses. Did you ever
hear of an ambassador riding without a groom? I’ll keep well out of the way
while you confer, and play the dutiful servant. And by the by, Bened will be
doing his drinking up there at the hall tonight. They go the rounds, and it’s Cai’s
turn.” “And how did you learn so much,”
wondered Cadfael, “without a word of Welsh?” “Oh, they knock their meaning into
me somehow, and I into them. Besides, I have several words of Welsh already,
and if we’re held up here for a while I shall soon learn a great many more, if
I can get my tongue round them. I could learn the smith’s art, too. I lent him
a hand at the forge this morning.” “You’re honoured. In Wales not
everyone can be a smith.” Huw indicated the fence that had
begun to run alongside them on the right. “Cadwallon’s holding. We have a mile
of forest to go yet to Rhisiart’s hall.” It was still no more than dusk when
they emerged into a large clearing, with ploughed and planted strips
surrounding a long stockade fence. The smell of wood-smoke drifted on the air,
and glimmer of torches lit the open doorway of the hall. Stables and barns and
folds clung to the inner side of the fence, and men and women moved briskly
about the evening business of a considerable household. “Well, well!” said the voice of Cai
the ploughman, from a bench under the eaves of one of the byres. “So you’ve
found your way by nose to where the mead is tonight, Brother Cadfael.” And he
moved up obligingly to make room, shoulder to shoulder with Bened. “Padrig’s
making music within, and from all I hear it may well be war music, but he’ll be
with us presently. Sit yourself down, and welcome. Nobody looks on you as the
enemy.” There was a third with them already,
a long man seated in deeper shadow, his legs stretched well out before him at
ease, and his hair showing as a primrose pallor even in the dimness. The young
outlander, Engelard, willingly gathered up his long limbs and also moved to
share the bench. He had a quick, open smile vivid with white teeth. “We’ve come expressly to halt the
war,” said Brother Cadfael as they dismounted, and a groom of the household
came running to take their bridles. “Father Huw has the peace in hand, I’m only
an assessor to see fair play. And, sadly, we’ll be expected back with an answer
as soon as we’ve spoken with your lord. But if you’ll take charge of Brother
John while we deal, he’ll be grateful. He can speak English with Engelard, a
man should practise his own tongue when he can.” But Brother John, it appeared, had
at that moment completely lost the use of his tongue in any language, for he
stood at gaze, and let the reins be taken from his hands like a man in a dream.
Nor was he looking at Engelard, but towards the open doorway of the hall, from
which a girl’s figure had issued, and was crossing gaily towards the drinkers
under the eaves, a large jug carried in both hands. The lively brown eyes
flickered over the visitors, took in Cadfael and the priest with easy
friendliness, and opened wide upon Brother John, standing like a very lifelike
statue, all thorny russet hair, weather-burned cheeks and wild, admiring eyes.
Cadfael looked where Annest’s eyes were looking, and approved a very
upstanding, ruggedly-built, ingenuous, comely young fellow, maybe two or three
years older than the girl. The Benedictine habit, kilted to the knee for riding
and forgotten now, looked as much like a working Welsh tunic as made no matter,
and the tonsure, however well a man (or a girl!) knew it was there, was
invisible behind the burning bush of curls. “Thirsty people you are, then!” said
Annest, still with one eye upon Brother John, and set down her pitcher on the
bench beside Cai, and with a flick of her skirts and a wave of her light-brown
mane, sat down beside it, and accepted the horn Bened offered her. Brother John
stood mute and enchanted. “Come on, then, lad,” said Bened,
and made a place for him between himself and Cai, only one remove from where
the girl sat delicately sipping. And Brother John, like a man walking in his
sleep, though perhaps with rather more zestful purpose, strode forward towards
the seat reserved for him. “Well, well!” said Cadfael silently
to himself, and left the insoluble to the solver of all problems, and with
Father Huw moved on into the hall. “I will come,” said Rhisiart, shut into
a small chamber apart with his visitors. “Of course I will come. No man should
refuse another his say. No man can be sure he will not belie himself and do
himself less than justice, and God forbid I should refuse anyone his second
chance. I’ve often spoken in haste myself, and been sorry after, and said so,
as your prior has said so now.” He had not, of course, nor had Huw claimed, in
so many words, that he had. Rather he had expressed his own shame and regret,
but if Rhisiart attributed these to Prior Robert, Huw was desperate enough to
let him continue in the delusion. “But I tell you this, I expect little from
this meeting. The gap between us is too wide. To you I can say what I have not
said to any who were not there, because I am ashamed. The man offered me money.
He says now he offered it to Gwytherin, but how is that possible? Am I
Gwytherin? I am a man like other men, I fill my place as best I can, but remain
one only. No, he offered the purse to me, to take back my voice against him. To
persuade my own people to go along with his wishes. I accept his desire to talk
to me again, to bring me to see this matter as he sees it. But I cannot forget
that he saw it as something he could buy with money. If he wishes to change me,
that must change, and be shown to be changed. As for his threats, for threats
they are, and I approve you for reporting them faithfully, they move me not at
all. My reverence for our little saint is the equal of his or any man’s. Do you
think she does not know it?” “I am sure she does,” said Father
Huw. “And if all they want is to honour
and adore her rightly, why can they not do so here, where she lies? Even dress
her grave, if that is what disturbs them, that we’ve let it run wild?” “A good question,” said Brother
Cadfael. “I have asked it myself. The sleep of saints should be more sacred and
immune even than the sleep of ordinary men.” Rhisiart looked him over with those
fine, challenging eyes, a shade or two lighter than his daughter’s, and smiled.
“Howbeit, I will come, and my thanks for all your trouble. At the hour of noon,
or a little after, I will come to your dinner, and I will listen faithfully to
whatever may be said to me.’ There was a good laughter echoing
from end to end of the bench under the eaves, and it was tempting to join the
drinkers, at least for one quick cup, as Cai demanded. Bened had got up to
replenish his horn from the pitcher, and Brother John, silent and flushed but
glowingly happy, sat with no barrier between him and the girl, their sleeves
all but touching when she leaned curiously closer, her hair dropping a stray
lock against his shoulder. “Well, how have you sped?” asked
Cai, pouring mead for them. “Will he come and talk terms with your prior?” “He’ll come,” said Cadfael. “Whether
he’ll talk terms I doubt. He was greatly affronted. But he’ll come to dine, and
that’s something.” “The whole parish will know it
before ever you get back to the parsonage,” said Cai. “News runs faster than
the wind in these parts, and after this morning they’re all building on
Rhisiart. I tell you, if he changed his tune and said amen, so would they. Not
for want of their own doubts and waverings, but because they trust him. He took
a stand, and they know he won’t leave it but for good reason. Sweeten him, and
you’ll get your way.” “Not my way,” said Cadfael. “I never
could see why a man can’t reverence his favourite saint without wanting to
fondle her bones, but there’s great rivalry for such relics among the abbeys
these days. A good mead, this, Cai.” “Our Annest here brewed it,” said
Bened, with tolerant pride in his niece, and clapped a hand fondly on her
shoulder. “And only one of her skills! She’ll be a treasure for some man when
she weds, but a sad loss to me.” “I might bring you a good smith to
work with you,” said the girl, dimpling. “Where’s the loss then?” It was deep dusk, and with all the
longing they felt to linger, they had to be away. Huw was fidgety, thinking of
Prior Robert’s rising impatience, his tall figure pacing the garden and looking
out for the first glimpse of his messengers returning. “We should be off. We
shall be looked for. Come, brother, make your farewells.” Brother John rose reluctantly but
dutifully. The groom was leading the horses forward, an arm under each arching
neck. With composed face but glowing eyes Brother John said his general
goodnight and blessing. In careful but resounding Welsh! The echo swept the riders away
towards the gate on a wave of laughter and goodwill, in which the girl’s light
voice soared gaily, and Engelard’s hearty English “God go with you!” balanced
the tongues. “And who taught you that between
evening and dark?” asked Brother Cadfael with interest, as they entered the
deep green twilight under the trees. “Bened or Cai?” “Neither,” said Brother John,
contentedly pondering a deep private satisfaction. Small use asking how she had managed
it, she having no English and he no Welsh, to determine what the phrase was she
was drumming into him. There was a kind of language at work here that made
short shrift on interpreters. “Well, you can fairly claim the day
hasn’t been wasted,” owned Cadfael generously, “if something’s been learned.
And have you made any other discoveries to add to that?” “Yes,” said Brother John, placidly
glowing. “The day after tomorrow is baking-day at Bened’s.” “You may rest and sleep, Father
Prior,” said Huw, fronting the tall, pale forehead gallantly with his low,
brown one. “Rhisiart has said he will come, and he will listen. He was gracious
and reasonable. Tomorrow at noon or soon after he will be here.” Prior Robert certainly loosed a
cautious, suppressed sigh of relief. But he required more before they could all
go away and sleep. Richard loomed at his shoulder, large, benign and anxious. “And is he sensible of the
wrong-mindedness of his resistance? Will he withdraw his opposition?” In the dimness where the
candle-light barely reached, Brothers Jerome and Columbanus trembled and hoped,
for while doubt remained they had not been permitted to remove to their rest at
Cadwallon’s house. Anxious eyes appealed, reflecting the light. Father Huw hedged, wanting his own
sleep. “He offers friendly interest and faithful consideration. I asked no
more.” Brother Cadfael said bluntly: “You
will need to be persuasive, and sincere. He is sincere. I am no way convinced
that he can be lightly persuaded.” He was tired of nursing wounded vanities, he
spoke out what was in his mind. “Father Prior, you made your mistake with him
this morning. You will need a change of heart, his or yours, to undo that
damage.” Prior Robert made his dispositions
as soon as Mass was over next morning, and with some care. “Only Brother Sub-Prior and I, with
Father Huw, and Brother Cadfael as interpreter, will sit at table together.
You, Brother John, will make yourself useful to the cooks, and do whatever is
needed, and you may also see to Father Huw’s cattle and chickens. And you two,
Brother Jerome, Brother Columbanus, I have a special mission for you. Since we
are about Saint Winifred’s business, I would have you go and spend the hours
while we deliberate in vigil and prayer, imploring her aid to bring the
obdurate to reason, and our errand to a successful conclusion. Not in the
church here, but in her own chapel in the old graveyard where she is buried.
Take your food and your measure of wine with you, and go there now. The boy
Edwin will show you the way. If we prevail upon Rhisiart, as with her aid I
trust we may, I will send to release you. But continue your intercessions until
I do send word.” They scattered dutifully, John,
cheerfully enough, to tend the fire for Marared, and fetch and carry as she
directed. The old woman, long widowed and her own sons grown, preened herself
at having a strapping young fellow to keep her company, and Cadfael reflected
that John might well be favoured with the best bits before the meal ever came
to table. As for Jerome and Columbanus, he saw them set out with the boy, bread
and meat wrapped in napkins in the breasts of their habits, and Columbanus
carrying the flask with their ration of wine, and a small bottle of spring
water for himself. “It is very little to offer,” he
said meekly, “but I will touch nothing but water until our cause has
prevailed.” “More fool he,” said Brother John
blithely, “for he may well be swearing off wine for life!” It was a fine spring morning, but
capricious as May can be. Prior Robert and his attendants sat in the orchard
until they were driven indoors by a sharp and sparkling shower that lasted
almost half an hour. It was then approaching noon, the time when Rhisiart
should join them. He would have a wet walk by the short path through the
forest. Or perhaps he had waited for the sun’s return at Cadwallon’s house,
which was on his way. Making allowances for that, they thought little of it
when another half-hour passed, and he did not put in an appearance. But when he
was an hour late for the meeting, and still no sign of him, Prior Robert’s face
grew both grim and cautiously triumphant. “He has heard the warning I issued
against his sin, and he fears to come and face me,” he said. “He had heard the warning, indeed,”
said Father Huw heavily, “but I saw no signs of fear in him. He spoke very
firmly and calmly. And he is a man of his word. I don’t understand this, it is
not like him.” “We will eat, but frugally,” said
the prior, “and give him every chance of keeping his promise, if something has
happened to delay him. So it may, to any man. We will wait until it is time to
prepare for Vespers.” “I’ll walk as far as Cadwallon’s
house,” offered Brother Richard, “for the way is all one to that point, and see
if I can meet with him, or get word if he’s on his way.” He was gone more than an hour and a
half, and came back alone. “I went beyond, some way along the ride, but saw no
sign of him. On my way back I asked at Cadwallon’s gate, but no one had seen
him pass. I feared he might have walked by the short path while I was taking
the other road.” “We’ll wait for him until Vespers,
and no longer,” said the prior, and by then his voice was growing grimly
confident, for now he did not expect the guest to come, and the enemy would
have put himself in the wrong, to Prior Robert’s great gain. Until Vespers,
therefore, they waited, five hours after the appointed time. The people of
Gwytherin could hardly say Rhisiart had been written off too hastily. “So it ends,” said the prior, rising
and shaking out his skirts like one shaking off a doubt or an incubus. “He has
turned tail, and his opposition will carry no weight now with any man. Let us
go!” The sunlight was still bright but
slanting over the green bowl where the church stood, and a number of people
were gathering for the service. And out of the deeper green shadow where the
forest path began, came, not Rhisiart, but his daughter, sailing gallantly out
into the sunlight in a green gown, with her wild hair tamed and braided, and a
linen coif over it, Sioned in her church-going person, with Peredur on her
heels, his hand possessively cupping her elbow, though she paid little heed to
that attention. She saw them issuing in a silent procession from Huw’s gate,
and her eyes went from person to person, lingering on Cadfael who came last,
and again looking back with a small frown, as though one face was missing from
the expected company. “Where is my father?” she asked, her
wide eyes surprised but not yet troubled. “Is he not still here with you? Have
I missed him? I rode as far as Cadwallon’s house, and he was on foot, so if he
has left more than an hour ago he may well be home by now. I came to bear him
company to church and go back with him afterwards.” Prior Robert looked down at her in
some wonder, the first flickering uneasiness twitching his nostrils. “What is
she saying? Do you tell me that the lord Rhisiart set out to come to our
meeting?” “Of course!” said Sioned, amazed.
“He had said he would.” “But he did not come,” said Robert.
“We’ve waited for him since noon, and we’ve seen no sign of him. Brother
Sub-Prior went a part of the way to see if he could meet with him, but in vain.
He has not been here.” She caught the meaning of that
without Cadfael’s services. Her eyes flashed from face to face, distrustful and
ready for anger. “Are you telling me truth? Or have you hidden him away under
lock and key until you can get Winifred out of her grave and away to
Shrewsbury? He was all that stood in your way. And you have threatened him!” Peredur closed his fingers anxiously
on her arm, and drew her against his side. “Hush, you must not say such things.
These brothers would not lie to you.” “At what hour,” asked Cadfael, “did
your father set out this morning?” She looked at him, and was a little
reassured. The ring of silent onlookers drew nearer, listening attentively,
ready to take her part if she needed an army. “A good hour before noon. He was
going first to the fields in the clearing, so he would be coming here by the
shortest way, cutting through a quarter of a mile of forest to the usual path.
He had plenty of time to be here before noon. As far as the clearing Engelard
would be with him, he was going beyond, to the byres over the hill. There are
two cows there ready to drop their calves.” “We are telling you truly, child,”
said Father Huw, his voice as grave and anxious as her own, “we waited for him,
and he never came.” “What can have happened to him?
Where can he be?” “He will have crossed with us and
gone home,” urged Peredur, hovering unhappily at her shoulder. “We’ll ride
back, we shall surely find him there before us.” “No! Why should he turn back, and
never come to the dinner? And if he did, why so late? He would have been home
long before I dressed my hair and set out to meet him, if he had changed his
mind. And besides, he never would.” “I think,” said Father Huw, “that my
whole parish has some interest in this matter, and we had better put off
everything else, even the services of the church, until we have found Rhisiart
and assured ourselves that all’s well with him. Truly this may be no more than
a tangle of mistiming and misunderstanding, but let’s resolve it first, and
wonder about it afterwards. There are enough of us here. Let’s send out in parties
along all the roads he may have taken, and Sioned shall show us where she
thinks his short cut from the upland fields would bring him to the path. He
could not well meet with any dangerous beasts in these woods, but he may have
had a fall, an injury that has halted or slowed him. Father Prior, will you
join with us?” “With all my heart,” said Prior
Robert, “and so will we all.” The less active among them were sent
along the open ride, with orders to scatter on either side and comb the
surroundings as they went, while the more athletic took the narrow footpath
beyond Cadwallon’s stockade. The woods here were not yet close-set, mere was
thick, springy grass under the trees, and no dense undergrowth. They spread out
into a half-circle, moving along within a few paces of one another, Sioned
pressing purposefully forward up the path with set lips and fixed eyes, Peredur
with every evidence of desperate affection following close and murmuring
agitated urgings into her unheeding ears. Whether he believed in his own
reassurances or not, out of all question he was a young man fathoms deep in
love, and ready to do anything to serve and protect Sioned, while she saw in
him nothing but the boy from the next holding, and tiresome at that. They were perhaps half a mile beyond
Cadwallon’s enclosure when Father Huw suddenly plucked at Brother Cadfael’s
sleeve. “We have forgotten Brother Jerome
and Brother Columbanus! The hill of the chapel is off to the right here, no
great way. Ask Prior Robert, should we not send and call them to join us?” “I had indeed forgotten,” admitted
the prior. “Yes, by all means send someone. Best one of your parishioners,
they’ll all know the way.” One of the young men swerved aside
obediently between the trees, and ran. The slow-moving scythe swept on into
deeper forest. “About here,” said Sioned, halting,
“he would have come down from the clearing. If we go obliquely to the right
here, and spread out as before, we shall be covering his likely way.” The ground rose, the trees grew
closer, the undergrowth thicker. They began to thread the encroaching bushes,
having to part company by a few yards, losing sight momentarily of their
neighbours. They had gone thus only a short way when Bened the smith, crashing
through bushes at Brother Cadfael’s left hand, uttered a great shout of
discovery and dismay, and everyone in the wavering line halted and shook to the
sound. Cadfael turned towards the cry,
thrusting through thorn-branches, and came out in a narrow oval of grass
surrounded every way with thick bushes, through which a used track no wider
than a man’s shoulders clove, the long way of the oval. Just where he must have
brushed through into the clear space, Rhisiart lay on his back, his right hip
hollowing the grass under him, shoulders flattened to the ground and arms
spread wide. His legs were drawn up under him with bent knees, the left leg
crossed over the right. His short, defiant beard pointed at the sky. So, and at
the very same slanting angle, did the feathered flight of the arrow that jutted
out from under the cage of his ribs. Chapter Five FROM BOTH SIDES THEY GATHERED, DRAWN
TO THE SMITH’S CALL, breaking through bushes like the running of a startled
herd of deer, and halting appalled round the oval where the body lay. Cadfael
went on his knees, and looked for any sign of breath within the drawnback lips,
any pulse in the stretched throat or rise and fall of the pierced breast, but
there was none. And for that first moment he was the only one who moved within
the open space of grass, and what he did was done in strange, too-intense
silence, as though everyone round him held his breath. Then everything broke out at once in
noise and motion. Sioned clawed through the screening circle and saw her
father’s body, and uttered a great shriek that was more of fury even than of
grief, and flung herself forward. Peredur caught her by the wrist and pulled
her round into his arms, one hand cupped behind her head to press her face into
his shoulder, but she shrieked again, and struck out at him with all her
strength, and breaking loose, hurled herself to her knees facing Cadfael, and
reached out to embrace her father’s body. Cadfael leaned across to ward her
off, his hand braced into the grass under Rhisiart’s right armpit. “No! Touch nothing! Not yet! Let him
alone, he has things to tell us!” By some intuitive quickness of mind
that had not deserted her even at this moment, she obeyed the tone first, and
awakened to the words immediately after. Her eyes questioned him, widening, and
slowly she sat back in the grass, and drew her hands together in her lap. Her
lips shaped the words after him silently: “—things to tell us!” She looked from
his face into the face of the dead man. She knew he was dead. She also knew
that the dead speak, often in thunder. And she came of proud Welsh stock to
which the blood-feud is sacred, a duty transcending even grief. When those following gathered
closer, and one reached to touch, it was she who spread her arm protectively
over the body, and said with authority: “No! Let him be!” Cadfael had drawn back his arm, and
for a moment wondered what troubled him about the palm he had lifted from the
grass beside Rhisiart’s breast. Then he knew. Where he knelt the grass was
perceptibly damp from the morning’s sharp shower, he could feel the cling of
the habit when he shifted his knee. Yet under the outflung right arm the grass
was dry, his hand rose from it with no hint of moisture, no scent of rain. He
touched again, ran his fingers up and down alongside Rhisiart’s right flank. He
was down to the knee before he felt the dampness and stirred the green
fragrance. He felt outwards, the width of the body, to find the same signs.
Strange! Very strange! His mind recorded and forbore to wonder then, because
there were other things to be observed, and all manner of dangers were falling
in upon all manner of people. The tall shape looming at his back,
motionless and chill, could be none other than Prior Robert, and Prior Robert
in a curious state of exalted shock, nearer to Brother Columbanus’ ecstatic fit
than he had ever been before or would ever be again. The high, strained voice
asked, over the shuddering quietness of Sioned’s tearless sobs: “He is dead?” “Dead,” said Cadfael flatly, and
looked into Sioned’s wide, dry eyes and held them, promising something as yet
undefined. Whatever it was, she understood it and was appeased, for he was
Welsh, too, he knew about the blood-feud. And she was the only heir, the only
close kin, of a murdered man. She had a task far above sorrow. The prior’s voice soared suddenly,
awed and exalted. “Behold the saint’s vengeance! Did I not say her wrath would
be wreaked upon all those who stood in the way of her desire? Tell them what I
am saying! Tell them to look well at the fulfilment of my prophecy, and let all
other obdurate hearts take warning. Saint Winifred has shown her power and her
displeasure.” There was hardly any need for
translation, they had the sense of it already. A dozen of those standing close
shrank warily away, a dozen voices muttered hurried submission. Not for worlds
would they stand in the saint’s way. “The impious man reaps what he
sows,” declaimed Robert. “Rhisiart had his warning, and did not heed it.” The most timorous were on their
knees by then, cowed and horrified. It was not as if Saint Winifred had meant
very much to them, until someone else wanted her, and Rhisiart stated a prior
claim on behalf of the parish. And Rhisiart was dead by violence, struck down
improbably in his own forests. Sioned’s eyes held Cadfael’s, above
her father’s pierced heart. She was a gallant girl, she said never a word,
though she had words building up in her ripe for saying, spitting, rather, into
Prior Robert’s pallid, aristocratic, alabaster face. It was not she who
suddenly spoke out. It was Peredur. “I don’t believe it!” He had a fine,
clear, vehement voice that rang under the branches. “What, a gentle virgin
saint, to take such vengeance on a good man? Yes, a good man, however mistaken!
If she had been so pitiless as to want to slay—and I do not believe it of
her!—what need would she have of arrows and bows? Fire from heaven would have
done her will just as well, and shown her power better. You are looking at a
murdered man, Father Prior. A man’s hand fitted that arrow, a man’s hand drew
the bow, and for a man’s reason. There must have been others who had a grudge
against Rhisiart, others whose plans he was obstructing, besides Saint
Winifred. Why blame this killing on her?” This forthright Welsh sense Cadfael
translated into English for Robert’s benefit, who had caught the dissenting
tone of it, but not the content. “And the young man’s right. This arrow never
was shot from heaven. Look at the angle of it, up from under his ribs into the
heart. Out of the earth, rather! A man with a short bow, on his knee among the
bushes? True, the ground slopes, he may even have been lower than Rhisiart, but
even so…” “Avenging saints may make use of
earthly instruments,” said Robert overbearingly. “The instrument would still be a
murderer,” said Cadfael. “There is law in Wales, too. We shall need to send
word to the prince’s bailiff.” Bened had stood all this time darkly
gazing, at the body, at the very slight ooze of blood round the wound, at the
jutting shaft with its trimmed feathers. Slowly he said: “I know this arrow. I know
its owner, or at least the man whose mark it bears. Where young men are living
close together in a household, they mark their own with a distinctive sign, so
that there can be no argument. See the tip of the feathering on one side, dyed
blue.” It was as he said, and at the mention of it several there drew breath
hard, knowing the mark as well as he knew it. “It’s Engelard’s,” said Bened
outright, and three or four hushed voices bore him out. Sioned raised her stricken face,
shocked into a false, frozen calm that suddenly melted and crumbled into dread
and anger. Rhisiart was dead, there was nothing she could do now for him but
mourn and wait, but Engelard was alive and vulnerable, and an outlander, with
no kinship to speak for him. She rose abruptly, slender and straight, turning
her fierce eyes from face to face all round the circle. “Engelard is the most trustworthy of
all my father’s men, and would cut off his own drawing hand rather than loose
against my father’s life. Who dares say this is his work?” “I don’t say so,” said Bened
reasonably. “I do say this is marked as his arrow. He is the best shot with the
short bow in all this countryside.” “And everybody in Gwytherin knows,”
spoke up a voice from among the Welshmen, not accusing, only pointing out
facts, “that he has quarrelled often and fiercely with Rhisiart, over a certain
matter at issue between them.” “Over me,” said Sioned harshly. “Say
what you mean! I, of all people, know the truth best. Better than you all! Yes,
they have had high words many times, on this one matter, and only this, and
would have had more, but for all that, these two have understood each other,
and neither one of them would ever have done the other harm. Do you think the
prize fought over does not get to know the risks to herself and both the
combatants? Fight they did, but they thought more highly of each other than
either did of any of you, and with good reason.” “Yet who can say,” said Peredur in a
low voice, “how far a man may step aside even from his own nature, for love?” She turned and looked at him with
measuring scorn. “I thought you were his friend!” “So I am his friend,” said Peredur,
paling but steadfast. “I said what I believe of myself, no less than of him.” “What is this matter of one
Engelard?” demanded Prior Robert, left behind in this exchange. “Tell me what
they are saying.” And when Cadfael had done so, as tersely as possible: “It
would seem that at least this young man must be asked to account for his
movements this day,” decreed Robert, appropriating an authority to which he had
no direct right here. “It may be that others have been with him, and can vouch
for him. But if not…” “He set out this morning with your
father,” said Huw, distressfully eyeing the girl’s fixed and defiant face. “You
told us so. They went together as far as the cleared fields. Then your father
turned to make his way down to us, and Engelard was to go a mile beyond, to the
byres where the cows were in calf. We must send out and ask if any man has seen
your father since he parted from Engelard. Is there any who can speak to that?” There was a silence. The numbers
gathered about them were growing steadily. Some of the slower searchers from
the open ride had made their way up here without news of their own, to find the
matter thus terribly resolved. Others, hearing rumours of the missing man, had
followed from the village. Father Huw’s messenger came up behind with Brother
Columbanus and Brother Jerome from the chapel. But no one spoke up to say he
had seen Rhisiart that day. Nor did any volunteer word of having encountered
Engelard. “He must be questioned,” said Prior
Robert, “and if his answers are not satisfactory, he must be held and handed
over to the bailiff. For it’s clear from what has been said that this man
certainly had a motive for wishing to remove Rhisiart from his path.” “Motive?” blazed Sioned, burning up
abruptly as a dark and quiet fire suddenly spurts flame. Instinctively she
recoiled into Welsh, though she had already revealed how well she could follow
what was said around her in English, and the chief reason for her reticence
concerning her knowledge had been cruelly removed. “Not so strong a motive as
you had, Father Prior! Every soul in this parish knows what store you set upon
getting Saint Winifred away from us, what glory it will be to your abbey, and
above all, to you. And who stood in your way but my father? Yours, not the
saint’s! Show me a better reason for wanting him dead! Did any ever wish to
lift hand against him, all these years! Until you came here with your quest for
Winifred’s relics? Engelard’s disagreement with my father was constant and
understood, yours was new and urgent. Our need could wait, we’re young. Yours
could not wait. And who knew better than you at what hour my father would be
coming through the forest to Gwytherin? Or that he would not change his mind?” Father Huw spread a horrified hand
to hush her long before this, but she would not be hushed. “Child, child, you
must not make such dreadful accusations against the reverend prior, it is mortal
sin.” “I state facts, and let them speak,”
snapped Sioned. “Where’s the offence in that? Prior Robert may point out the
facts that suit him, I showed you the others, those that do not suit him. My
father was the sole obstacle in his path, and my father has been removed.” “Child, I tell you every soul in
this valley knew that your father was coming to my house, and the hour of his
coming, and many would know all the possible ways, far better than any of these
good brethren from Shrewsbury. The occasion might well suit another grudge. And
you must know that Prior Robert has been with me, and with Brother Richard and
Brother Cadfael here, ever since morning Mass.” And Father Huw turned in
agitated supplication to Robert, wringing his hands. “Father Prior, I beg you,
do not hold it against the girl that she speaks so wildly. She is in grief—a
father lost… You cannot wonder if she
turns on us all.” “I say no word of blame,” said the
prior, though coldly. “I gather she is casting doubts upon myself and my companions,
but doubtless, you have answered her. Tell the young woman, in my name, that
both you and others here can witness for my own person, for all this day I have
been within your sight.” Grateful for at least one certainty,
Huw turned to repeat as much to Sioned yet again, but she blazed back with
biting promptness and force, forgetting all restraints in the need to confront
Robert face to face, without the tedious intervention of interpreters. “So you
may have been, Father Prior,” she flashed in plain English. “In any case I
don’t see you as likely to make a good bowman. But a man who would try to buy
my father’s compliance would be willing and able to buy some more pliable
person to do even this work for him. You still had your purse! Rhisiart spurned
it!” “Take care!” thundered Robert,
galled beyond the limits of his arduous patience. “You put your soul in peril!
I have borne with you thus far, making allowances for your grief, but go no
further along this road!” They were staring upon each other
like adversaries in the lists before the baton falls, he very tall and rigid
and chill as ice, she light and ferocious and very handsome, her coif long ago
lost among the bushes, and her sheaves of black hair loose on her shoulders.
And at that moment, before she could spit further fire, or he threaten more
imminent damnation, they all heard voices approaching from higher up among the
woods, a man’s voice and a girl’s in quick, concerned exchanges, and coming
rapidly nearer with a light threshing of branches, as though they had caught
the raised tones and threatening sounds of many people gathered here improbably
deep in the forest, and were hurrying to discover what was happening. The two antagonists heard them, and
their concentration on each other was shaken and disrupted. Sioned knew them,
and a fleeting shadow of fear and desperation passed over her face. She glanced
round wildly, but there was no help. A girl’s arm parted the bushes above the
oval where they stood, and Annest stepped through, and stood in astonishment,
gazing round at the inexplicable gathering before her. It was the narrowness of the
track—no more than the shadow of a deer-path in the grass—and the abruptness
with which she had halted that gave Sioned her one chance. She took it
valiantly. “Go back home, Annest,” she said loudly. “I am coming with company.
Go and prepare for guests, quickly, you’ll have little time.” Her voice was
high and urgent. Annest had not yet lowered her eyes to the ground, and grass
and shadows veiled Rhisiart’s body. The effort was wasted. Another hand,
large and gentle, was laid on Annest’s shoulder while she hesitated, and moved
her aside. “The company sounds somewhat loud and angry,” said a man’s voice,
high and clear, “so, with your leave, Sioned, we’ll all go together.” Engelard put the girl aside between
his hands, as familiarly and serenely as a brother might have done, and stepped
past her into the clearing. He had eyes for no one but Sioned,
he walked towards her with the straight gait of a proprietor, and as he came he
took in her stiff erectness, and fixed face of fire and ice and despair, and
his own face mirrored everything he saw in her. His brows drew together, his
smile, taut and formidable to begin with, vanished utterly, his eyes burned
bluer than cornflowers. He passed by Prior Robert as though he had not even
been there, or not alive, a stock, a dead tree by the path. He put out his
hands, and Sioned laid her hands in them, and for an instant closed her eyes.
There was no frowning him away now, he was here in the midst, quite without
defences. The circle, not all inimical but all hampering, was closing round
him. He had her by the hands when he saw
Rhisiart’s body. The shock went into him as abruptly
as the arrow must have gone into Rhisiart, stopping him instantly. Cadfael had
him well in view, and saw his lips part and whisper soundlessly: “Christ aid!”
What followed was most eloquent. The Saxon youth moved with loving slowness,
shutting both Sioned’s hands into one of his, and with his freed right hand
stroked softly over her hair, down temple and cheek and chin and throat, all
with such mastered passion that she was soothed, as he meant, while he had
barely stopped shaking from the shock. He folded an arm about her, holding
her close against his side, and slowly looked all round the circle of watching
faces, and slowly down at the body of his lord. His face was bleakly angry. “Who did this?” He looked round, seeking the one who
by rights should be spokesman, hesitating between Prior Robert, who arrogated
to himself authority wherever he came, and Father Huw, who was known and
trusted here. He repeated his demand in English, but neither of them answered
him, and for a long moment neither did anyone else. Then Sioned said, with
clear, deliberate warning: “There are some here are saying that you did.” “I?” he cried, astonished and
scornful rather than alarmed, and turned sharply to search her face, which was
intent and urgent. Her lips shaped silently: “Run!
They’re blaming you!” It was all she could do, and he
understood, for they had such a link between them that meanings could be
exchanged in silence, in a look. He measured with a quick glance the number of
his possible enemies, and the spaces between them, but he did not move. “Who
accuses me?” he said. “And on what ground? It seems to me I might rather
question all of you, whom I find standing here about my lord’s dead body, while
I have been all day out with the cows, beyond Bryn. When I got home Annest was
anxious because Sioned had not returned, and the sheep boy told her there was
no service at Vespers at the church. We came out to look for you, and found you
by the noise you were making among you. And I ask again, and I will know before
ever I give up: Who did this?” “We are all asking that,” said Father
Huw. “Son, there’s no man here has accused you. But there are things that give
us the right to question you, and a man with nothing on his conscience won’t be
ashamed or afraid to answer. Have you yet looked carefully at the arrow that
struck Rhisiart down? Then look at it now!” Frowning, Engelard drew a step
nearer, and looked indeed, earnestly and bitterly at the dead man, only
afterwards at the arrow. He saw the flutter of deep blue, and gasped. “This is one of mine!” He looked up
with wild suspicion at them all. “Either that, or someone has copied my mark.
But no, this is mine, I know the trim, I fletched it new only a week or so
ago.” “He owns it his?” demanded Robert,
following as best he could. “He admits it?” “Admit?” flashed Engelard in
English. “What is there to admit? I say it! How it was brought here, who loosed
it, I know no more than you do, but I know the shaft for mine. God’s teeth!” he
cried furiously, “do you think if I had any hand in this villainy I should
leave my mark flaunting in the wound? Am I fool as well as outlander? And do
you think I would do anything to harm Rhisiart? The man who stood my friend and
gave me the means of living here when I’d poached myself out of Cheshire?” “He refused to consider you as a
suitor for his daughter,” Bened said almost reluctantly, “whatever good he did
for you otherwise.” “So he did, and according to his
lights, rightly so. And I know it, knowing as much as I’ve learned of Wales,
and even if I did smart under it, I knew he had reason and custom on his side.
Never has he done anything I could complain of as unfair to me. He stood much
arrogance and impatience from me, come to that. There isn’t a man in Gwynedd I
like and respect more. I’d as soon have cut my own throat as injured Rhisiart.” “He knew and knows it,” said Sioned,
“and so do I.” “Yet the arrow is yours,” said Huw
unhappily. “And as for reclaiming or disguising it, it may well have been that
speedy flight after such an act would be more important.” “If I had planned such an act,” said
Engelard, “though God forbid I should ever have to imagine a thing so vile, I
could as easily have done what some devil has done now to me, and used another
man’s shaft.” “But, son, it would be more in
keeping with your nature,” the priest pursued sadly, “to commit such a deed
without planning, having with you only your own bow and arrows. Another
approach, another quarrel, a sudden wild rage! No one supposes this was plotted
beforehand.” “I had no bow with me all this day.
I was busy with the cattle, what should I want with a bow?” “It will be for the royal bailiff to
enquire into all possible matters concerning this case,” said Prior Robert,
resolutely reclaiming the dominance among them. “What should be asked at once
of this young man is where he has been all this day, what doing, and in whose
company.” “In no man’s company. The byres
behind Bryn are in a lonely place, good pasture but apart from the used roads.
Two cows dropped their calves today, one around noon, the second not before
late afternoon, and that was a hard birth, and gave me trouble. But the young
things are there alive and on their legs now, to testify to what I’ve been
doing.” “You left Rhisiart at his fields
along the way?” “I did, and went straight on to my
own work. And have not seen him again until now.” “And did you speak with any man,
there at the byres? Can anyone testify as to where you were, at any time during
the day?” No one was likely to try and wrest the initiative from Robert now.
Engelard looked round him quickly, measuring chances. Annest came forward
silently, and took her stand beside Sioned. Brother John’s roused, anxious eyes
followed her progress, and approved the loyalty which had no other way of
expressing itself. “Engelard did not come home until
half an hour ago,” she said stoutly. “Child,” said Father Huw wretchedly,
“where he was not does not in any way confirm where he says he was. Two calves
may be delivered far more quickly than he claims, how can we know, who were not
there? He had time to slip back here and do this thing, and be back with his
cattle and never noticed. Unless we can find someone who testifies to having
seen him elsewhere, at whatever time this deed may have been done, then I fear
we should hold Engelard in safe-keeping until the prince’s bailiff can take
over the charge for us.” The men of Gwytherin hovered,
murmuring, some convinced, many angry, for Rhisiart had been very well liked,
some hesitant, but granting that the outlander ought to be held until his
innocence was established or his guilt proved. They shifted and closed, and
their murmur became one of consent. “It is fair,” said Bened, and the
growl of assent answered him. “One lone Englishman with his back
to the wall,” whispered Brother John indignantly in Cadfael’s ear, “and what
chance will he have, with nobody to bear out what he says? And plain truth, for
certain! Does he act or speak like a murderer?” Peredur had stood like a stock all
this while, hardly taking his eyes from Engelard’s face but to gaze earnestly
and unhappily at Sioned. As Prior Robert levelled an imperious arm at Engelard,
and the whole assembly closed in slowly in obedience, braced to lay hands on
him, Peredur drew a little further back at the edge of the trees, and Cadfael
saw him catch Sioned’s eye, flash her a wild, wide-eyed look, and jerk his head
as though beckoning. Out of her exhaustion and misery she roused a brief,
answering blaze, and leaned to whisper rapidly in Engelard’s ear. “Do your duty, all of you,”
commanded Robert, “to your laws and your prince and your church, and lay hold
of this man!” There was one instant of stillness,
and then they closed in all together, the only gap in their ranks where Peredur
still hung back. Engelard made a long leap from Sioned’s side, as though he
would break for the thickest screen of bushes, and then, instead, caught up a
dead, fallen bough that lay in the grass, and whirled it about him in a
flailing circle, laying two unwary elders flat, and sending others reeling back
out of range. Before they could reassemble, he had changed direction, leaped
over one of the fallen, and was clean through the midst of them, arming off the
only one who almost got a grip on him, and made straight for the gap Peredur
had left in their ranks. Father Huw’s voice, uplifted in vexed agitation, called
on Peredur to halt him, and Peredur sprang to intercept his flight. How it
happened was never quite clear, though Brother Cadfael had a rough idea, but at
the very moment when his outstretched hand almost brushed Engelard’s sleeve,
Peredur stepped upon a rotten branch in the turf, that snapped under his foot
and rolled, tossing him flat on his face, half-blinded among the bushes. And
winded, possibly, for certainly he made no move to pick himself up until
Engelard was past him and away. Even then it was not quite over, for
the nearest pursuers on either side, seeing how the hunt had turned, had also
begun to run like hares, on courses converging with the fugitive’s at the very
edge of the clearing. From the left came a long-legged villein of Cadwallon’s,
with a stride like a greyhound, and from the right Brother John, his habit
flying, his sandalled feet pounding the earth mightily. It was perhaps the
first time Brother John had ever enjoyed Prior Robert’s whole-hearted approval.
It was certainly the last. There was no one left in the race
but these three, and fleet though Engelard was, it seemed that the long-legged
fellow would collide with him before he could finally vanish. All three were
hurtling together for a shattering collision, or so it seemed. The villein
stretched out arms as formidably long as his legs. So, on the other side, did
Brother John. A great hand closed on a thin fold of Engelard’s tunic from one
side. Brother John bounded exuberantly in from the other. The prior sighed
relief, expecting the prisoner to be enfolded in a double embrace. And Brother
John, diving, caught Cadwallon’s villein round the knees and brought him
crashing to the ground, and Engelard, plucking his tunic out of the enemy’s
grasp, leaped into the bushes and vanished in a receding susurration of
branches, until silence and stillness closed over the path of his withdrawal. Half the hunt, out of excitement
rather than any real enmity, streamed away into the forest after the quarry,
but half-heartedly now. They had little chance of capturing him. Probably they
had no great desire to do anything of the kind, though once put to it, hounds
must follow a scent. The real drama remained behind in the clearing. There, at
least, justice had one clear culprit to enjoy. Brother John unwound his arms from
his victim’s knees, sat up in the grass, fended off placidly a feeble blow the
villein aimed at him, and said in robust but incomprehensible English: “Ah, let
well alone, lad! What did he ever do to you? But faith, I’m sorry I had to
fetch you down so heavily. If you think you’re hard-done-to, take comfort! I’m
likely to pay dearer than you.” He looked round him complacently
enough as he clambered to his feet and dusted off the debris of leaves and
twigs that clung to his habit. There stood Prior Robert, not yet unfrozen from
the shock of incredulous disillusionment, tall and stiff and grey, a Norman
lordling debating terrible penalties for treason. But there, also, stood
Sioned, tired, distraught, worn out with passion, but with a small, reviving
glow in her eyes, and there was Annest at her elbow, an arm protectively round
her waist, but her flower-face turned towards John. Not much use Robert
thundering and lightning, while she so smiled and blossomed, beaming her
gratitude and admiration. Brother Richard and Brother Jerome
loomed like messengers of doom, one at either elbow. “Brother John, you are
summoned. You are in gross offence.” He went with them resignedly. For
all the threatening thunder-bolts he had never felt freer in his life. And
having now nothing to lose but his own self-respect, he was sturdily determined
not to sacrifice that. “Unfaithful and unworthy brother,”
hissed Prior Robert, towering in terrible indignation, “what have you done? Do
not deny what we have all witnessed. You have not merely connived at the escape
of a felon, you have frustrated the attempt of a loyal servant to arrest him.
You felled that good man deliberately, to let Engelard go free. Traitor against
church and law, you have put yourself beyond the pale. If there is anything you
can say in your defence, say it now.” “I thought the lad was being harried
beyond reason, on very suspect suspicion,” said Brother John boldly. “I’ve
talked with Engelard, I’ve got my own view of him, a decent, open soul who’d
never do violence to any man by stealth, let alone Rhisiart, whom he liked and
valued high. I don’t believe he has any part in this death, and what’s more, I
think he’ll not go far until he knows who had, and God help the murderer then!
So I gave him his chance, and good luck to him!” The two girls, their heads close
together in women’s solidarity, interpreted the tone for themselves, if they
lacked the words, and glowed in silent applause. Prior Robert was helpless,
though he did not know it. Brother Cadfael knew it very well. “Shameless!” thundered Robert,
bristling until even his suave purity showed knife-edged with affront. “You are
condemned out of your own mouth, and a disgrace to our order. I have no
jurisdiction here as regards Welsh law. The prince’s bailiff must resolve this
crime that cries for vengeance here. But where my own subordinates are
concerned, and where they have infringed the law of this land where we are
guests, there two disciplines threaten you, Brother John. As to the sovereignty
of Gwynedd, I cannot speak. As to my own discipline, I can and do. You are set
far beyond mere ecclesiastical penance. I consign you to close imprisonment
until I can confer with the secular authority here, and I refuse to you,
meanwhile, all the comforts and consolations of the church.” He looked about
him and took thought, brooding. Father Huw hovered miserably, lost in this
ocean of complaints and accusations. “Brother Cadfael, ask Father Huw where
there is a safe prison, where he can be held.” This was more than Brother John had
bargained for, and though he repented of nothing, like a practical man he did
begin to look round to weigh up the chances of evading the consequences. He
eyed the gaps in the ring as Engelard had done, braced his sturdy feet well
apart, and flexed his shoulders experimentally, as though he had thoughts of
elbowing Brother Richard smartly in the belly, kicking the legs from under
Jerome, and making a dash for freedom. He stopped himself just in time when he
heard Cadfael report sedately: “Father Huw suggests there is only one place
secure enough. If Sioned is willing to allow her holding to be used, a prisoner
could be safe enough there.” At this point Brother John
unaccountably lost interest in immediate escape. “My house is at Prior Robert’s
disposal,” said Sioned in Welsh, with appropriate coldness, but very promptly.
She had herself well in hand, she made no more lapses into English. “There are
storehouses and stables, if you wish to use them. I promise I shall not go near
the prisoner, or hold the key to his prison myself. Father Prior may choose his
guard from among my people as he sees fit. My household shall provide him his
living, but even that charge I shall give to someone else. If I undertook it
myself I fear my impartiality might be doubted, after what has happened.” A good girl, Cadfael thought,
translating this for Robert’s benefit rather less than for John’s. Clever
enough to step resolutely round any actual lies even when she was thus wrung by
one disaster after another, and generous enough to think for the wants and
wishes of others. The someone else who would be charged with seeing Brother
John decently housed and fed was standing cheek to cheek with her mistress as
she spoke, fair head against dark head. A formidable pair! But they might not
have found this unexpected and promising path open to them but for the
innocence of celibate parish priests. “That may be the best plan,” said
Prior Robert, chilly but courteous, “and I thank you for your dutiful offer,
daughter. Keep him straitly, see he has what he needs for life, but no more. He
is in great peril of his soul, his body may somewhat atone. If you permit, we
will go before and bestow him securely, and let your uncle know what has
happened, so that he may send down to you and bring you home. I will not
intrude longer on a house of mourning.” “I will show you the way,” said
Annest, stepping demurely from Sioned’s side. “Hold him fast!” warned the prior,
as they massed to follow her uphill through the woods. Though he might have
seen for himself, had he looked closely, that the culprit’s resignation had
mellowed into something very like complacency, and he stepped out as briskly as
his guards, a good deal more intent on keeping Annest’s slender waist and lime
shoulders in sight than on any opportunity for escape. Well, thought Cadfael, letting them
go without him, and turning to meet Sioned’s steady gaze, God sort all! As
doubtless he is doing, now as ever! The men of Gwytherin cut young
branches and made a green litter to carry Rhisiart’s body home. Under the
corpse, when they lifted it, there was much more blood than about the frontal
wound, though the point of the arrow barely broke through skin and clothing.
Cadfael would have liked to examine tunic and wound more closely, but forbore
because Sioned was there beside him, stiffly erect in her stony grief, and
nothing, no word or act that was not hieratic and ceremonial, was permissible
then in her presence. Moreover, soon all the servants of Rhisiart’s household came
down in force to bring their lord home, while the steward waited at the gate
with bards and mourning women to welcome him back for the last time, and this
was no longer an enquiry into guilt, but the first celebration of a great
funeral rite, in which probing would have been indecent. No hope of enquiring
further tonight. Even Prior Robert had acknowledged that he must remove himself
and his fellows reverently from a mourning community in which they had no
rights. When it was time to raise the litter
and its burden, now stretched out decently with his twisted legs drawn out
straight and his hands laid quietly at his sides, Sioned looked round for one
more to whom she meant to confide a share in this honourable load. She did not
find him. “Where is Peredur? What became of
him?” No one had seen him go, but he was
gone. No one had had attention to spare for him after Brother John had
completed what Peredur had begun. He had slipped away without a word, as though
he had done something to be ashamed of, something for which he might expect
blame rather than thanks. Sioned was a little hurt, even in her greater hurt,
at his desertion. “I thought he would have wanted to
help me bring my father home. He was a favourite with him, and fond of him.
From a little boy he was in and out of our house like his own.” “He maybe doubted his welcome,” said
Cadfael, “after saying a word that displeased you concerning Engelard.” “And doing a thing afterwards that
more than wiped that out?” she said, but for his ears only. No need to say
outright before everyone what she knew very well, that Peredur had contrived a
way out for her lover. “No, I don’t understand why he should slink away without
a word, like this.” But she said no more then, only begged him with a look to
walk with her as she fell in behind the litter. They went some distance in
silence. Then she asked, without looking aside at him: “Did my father yet tell
you those things he had to tell?” “Some,” said Cadfael. “Not all.” “Is there anything I should do, or
not do? I need to know. We must make him seemly tonight.” By the morrow he
would be stiff, and she knew it. “If you need anything from me, tell me now.” “Keep me the clothes he’s wearing,
when you take them off him, and take note for me where they’re damp from this
morning’s rain, and where they’re dry. If you notice anything strange, remember
it. Tomorrow, as soon as I can, I’ll come to you.” “I must know the truth,” she said.
“You know why.” “Yes, I know. But tonight sing him
and drink to him, and never doubt but he’ll hear the singing.” “Yes,” she said, and loosed a great,
renewing sigh. “You are a good man. I’m glad you’re here. You do not believe it
was Engelard.” “I’m as good as certain it was not.
First and best, it isn’t in him. Lads like Engelard hit out in passion, but
with their fists, not with weapons. Second, if it had been in his scope, he’d
have made a better job of it. You saw the angle of the arrow. Engelard, I
judge, is the breadth of three fingers taller than your father. How could he
shoot an arrow under a man’s rib-cage who is shorter than he, even from lower
ground? Even if he kneeled or crouched in the undergrowth in ambush, I doubt if
it could be done. And why should it ever be tried? No, this is folly. And to
say that the best shot in all these parts could not put his shaft clean through
his man, at any distance there where he could see him? Not more than fifty
yards clear in any direction. Worse folly still, why should a good bowman
choose such a blind tangled place? They have not looked at the ground, or they
could not put forward such foolishness. But first and last and best, that young
man of yours is too open and honest to kill by stealth, even a man he hated.
And he did not hate Rhisiart. You need not tell me, I know it.” Much of what he had said might well
have been hurtful to her, but none of it was. She went with him every step of
that way, and flushed and wanned into her proper, vulnerable girlhood at
hearing her lover thus accepted. “You’ve said no word in wonder,” she
said, “that I have not been more troubled over what has become of Engelard, and
where he is gone to earth now.” “No,” said Cadfael, and smiled. “You
know where he is, and how to get in touch with him whenever you need. I think
you two have two or three places better for secrecy than your oak tree, and in
one of them Engelard is resting now, or soon will be. You seem to think he’ll
be safe enough. Tell me nothing, unless you need a messenger, or help.” “You can be my messenger, if you
will, to another,” she said. They were emerging from the forest at the edge of
Rhisiart’s home fields, and Prior Robert stood tall and grim and noncommittal
aside from their path, his companions discreetly disposed behind him, his
hands, features, and the angle of his gently bowed head all disposed to convey
respect for death and compassion for the bereaved without actually owning to
forgiveness of the dead. His prisoner was safely lodged, he was waiting only to
collect the last stray from his flock, and make an appropriately impressive
exit. “Tell Peredur I missed him from among those my father would have liked to
carry him home. Tell him what he did was generous, and I am grateful. I am
sorry he should ever have doubted it.” They were approaching the gate, and
Uncle Meurice, the steward, came out to meet them with his kindly, soft-lined
face quaking and shapeless with shock and distress. “And come tomorrow,” said Sioned on an almost
soundless breath, and walked away from him alone, and entered the gateway after
her father’s body. Chapter Six SIONED’S MESSAGE MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN
DELIVERED SO SOON, for it would not have been any easy matter to turn aside at
Cadwallon’s house, without a word of request or excuse to Prior Robert; but in
the dimness of the woods, a little above the holding, Cadfael caught a glimpse
of a figure withdrawing from them, with evident intent, some fifty yards into
cover, and knew it for Peredur. He had not expected to be followed, for he went
only far enough to be secure from actual encounter on the path, and there sat
down moodily on a fallen trunk, his back against a young tree that leaned with
him, and kicked one foot in the litter of last year’s leaves. Cadfael asked no
permission, but went after him. Peredur looked up at the sound of
other feet rustling the beech-mast, and rose as if he would have removed
further to avoid speech, but then gave up the thought, and stood mute and
unwelcoming, but resigned. “I have a word to you,” said Brother
Cadfael mildly, “from Sioned. She bade me to tell you that she missed you when
she would gladly have asked you to lend a shoulder for her father’s bier. She
sends you word that what you did was generous, and she is grateful.” Peredur stirred his feet uneasily,
and drew a little back into deeper shadow. “There were plenty of her own people
there,” he said, after a pause that seemed awkward rather than sullen. “She had
no need of me.” “Oh, there were hands enough, and
shoulders enough,” agreed Cadfael, “nevertheless, she missed you. It seems to
me that she looks upon you as one having a forward place among her own people.
You have been like a brother to her from children, and she could do well with a
brother now.” The stiffness of Peredur’s young
body was palpable even in the green dusk, a constraint that crippled even his
tongue. He got out, with a bitter spurt of laughter: “It was not her brother
that I wanted to be.” “No, that I understand. Yet you
behaved like one, towards her and towards Engelard, when it came to the
testing.” What was meant to comfort and
compliment appeared, instead, to hurt. Peredur shrank still deeper into his
morose stillness. “So she feels she has a debt to me, and wants to pay it but
not for my sake. She does not want me.” “Well,” said Cadfael equably, “I
have delivered her message, and if you’ll go to her she’ll convince you, as I
cannot. There was another would have wanted you there, if he could have
spoken.” “Oh, hush!” said Peredur, and jerked
his head aside with a motion of sudden pain. “Don’t say more…” “No, pardon me, I know this is a
grief to you, as well as to her. She said so. ‘He was a favourite with him,’
she said, ‘and fond of him—‘” The boy gave a sharp gasp, and
turning with blundering haste, walked away rapid walked away rapidly through
the trees, deeper into the wood, and left Brother Cadfael to return very
thoughtfully to his companions, with the feel of that unbearably tender spot
still wincing under his probing finger. “You and I,” said Bened, when
Cadfael walked down to the smithy after Compline, “must do our drinking alone
tonight, my friend. Huw has not yet come down from Rhisiart’s hall, and Padrig
will be busy singing the dead man till the small hours. Well that he was there
at this time. A man’s all the better for being sung to his grave by a fine poet
and harpist, and it’s a great thing for his children to remember. And Cai—Cai
we shan’t be seeing down here much for a while, not until the bailiff comes to
take his prisoner off his hands.” “You mean Brother John has Cai for
his gaoler?” asked Cadfael, enlightened. “He volunteered for the job. I fancy
that girl of mine ran and prompted him, but he wouldn’t need much prodding.
Between them, Brother John will be lying snug enough for a day or two. You need
not worry about him.” “Nothing was further from my mind,”
said Cadfael. “And it’s Cai who keeps the key on him?” “You may be sure. And what with
Prince Owain being away in the south, as I hear he is, I doubt if sheriff or
bailiff will have much time to spare for a small matter of insubordination in
Gwytherin.” Bened sighed heavily over his horn, filled this time with coarse
red wine. “It grieves me now that ever I spoke up and called attention to the
blue on the feathers, at least in front of the lass. But someone would have
said it. And it’s truth that now, with only her Uncle Meurice as guardian, she
could have got her own way. She twists him round her finger, he wouldn’t have
stood in her road. But now I misdoubt me, no man would be such a fool as to
leave his private mark on a dead man for all to see. Not unless he was
disturbed and had to take to his heels. All it needed was the corner clipping,
how long does that take if you’ve a knife on you? No, it’s hard to understand.
And yet it could be so!” By his deep gloom there was more on
Bened’s mind than that. Somewhere within, he was in abysmal doubt whether he
had not spoken up in the hope of having a better chance with Sioned himself if
his most favoured rival was removed. He shook his head sadly. “I was glad when
he broke clear as he did, but I’ll be satisfied if he makes his way back to
Cheshire after this alarm. And yet it’s hard to think of him as a murderer.” “We might give our minds to that, if
you’re willing,” said Cadfael, “for you know the people of these parts better
than I do. Let’s own it, the girl’s suspicion, that she spoke out to Prior
Robert’s face, will be what many a one here is thinking, whether he says it or
not. Here are we come into the place and starting a great contention, chiefly
with this one lord—no need to argue who’s in the right—and there he stands as
the one obstacle to what we’ve come for, and suddenly he’s dead, murdered.
What’s more natural than to point the finger at us, all of us?” “It’s blasphemy even to consider
such a charge against such reverend brothers,” said Bened, shocked. “Kings and abbots are also men, and
can fall to temptation. So how do we all stand in regard to this day’s doings?
All six of us were together or close within sight of one another until after
Mass. Then Prior Robert, Brother Richard and I were with Father Huw, first in
the orchard, and when it rained, half an hour before noon, in the house. None
of the four of us could have gone into the forest. Brother John, too, was about
the house and holding, Marared can vouch for him as well as we. The only one
who left, before we all came forth for Vespers and set off to search for
Rhisiart, was Brother Richard, who offered to go and see if he could meet with
him or get word of him, and was gone perhaps an hour and a half, and came back
empty-handed. From an hour after noon he was gone, and into the forest, too,
for what it’s worth, and makes no claim to have spoken with anyone until he
enquired at Cadwallon’s gate on his way back, which would be nearing half past
two. I must speak with the gate-keeper, and see if he bears that out. Two of us
are left, but not unaccounted for. Brother Jerome and Brother Columbanus were
sent off to keep vigil together at Saint Winifred’s chapel, to pray for a
peaceful agreement. We all saw them set off together, and they’d be in the
chapel and on their knees long before ever Rhisiart came down towards the path.
And there they stayed until Father Huw’s messenger went to fetch them to join
us. Each of them is warranty for the other.” “I said so,” said Bened, reassured.
“Holy men do not murder.” “Man,” said Cadfael earnestly, “there
are as holy persons outside orders as ever there are in, and not to trifle with
truth, as good men out of the Christian church as most I’ve met within it. In
the Holy Land I’ve known Saracens I’d trust before the common run of the
crusaders, men honourable, generous and courteous, who would have scorned to
haggle and jostle for place and trade as some of our allies did. Meet every man
as you find him, for we’re all made the same under habit or robe or rags. Some
better made than others, and some better cared for, but on the same pattern
all. But there it is. As far as I can see, only one of us, Brother Richard, had
any chance at all to be in the neighbourhood when Rhisiart was killed, and of
all of us he makes the least likely murderer. So we’re forced to look if the
ground is not wide open for others, and Saint Winifred only an opportunity and
an excuse. Had Rhisiart any enemies around Gwytherin? Some who might never have
moved against him if we had not blown up this storm and put the temptation in their
way?” Bened considered gravely, nursing
his wine. “I wouldn’t say there’s a man anywhere who has not someone to wish
him ill, but it’s a far cry from that to murder. Time was when Father Huw
himself came up against Rhisiart over a patch of land both claimed, and tempers
ran high, but they settled it the proper way, by witness from the neighbours,
and there’s been no malice after. And there have been lawsuits—did you ever
hear of a Welsh landholder without one or two lawsuits in hand? One with Rhys
ap Cynan over a disputed boundary, one over some beasts that strayed. Nothing
to make lasting bad blood. We thrive on suits at law. One thing’s true, with
the interest you’ve roused here, every soul for miles around knew that Rhisiart
was due at Father Huw’s parsonage at noon. No limit at all, there, on who might
have decided to waylay him on the road.” That was as far as they could get.
The field was wide, wide enough still to include Engelard, however persuaded
Cadfael might be that he was incapable of such an act. Wide enough to enfold
even neighbours like Cadwallon, villeins from the village, servants of the
household. But not, surely, thought Brother
Cadfael, making his way back to Huw’s loft in the green and fragrant dark, not
that strange young man who had been a favourite of Rhisiart, and fond of him,
and in and out of his house like a son from childhood? The young man who had
said of Engelard, and of himself, that a man might step far aside even from his
own nature, for love, and then, presumably for love, had opened a way for
Engelard to escape, as Cadfael had seen for himself. And who was now avoiding
Sioned’s gratitude and affection, either because it was not love, and love was
the only thing he wanted from her, or for some darker reason. When he flung away
in silence into the forest he had had the look of one pursued by a demon. But
surely not that demon? So far from furthering his chances, Rhisiart’s death
robbed him of his most staunch ally, who had waited patiently and urged
constantly, to bring his daughter to the desired match in the end. No,
whichever way a man looked at him, Peredur remained mysterious and disturbing. Father Huw did not come back from
Rhisiart’s house that night. Brother Cadfael lay alone in the loft, and mindful
that Brother John was locked up somewhere in Sioned’s barns, and there was no
one to prepare food, got up in good time and went to do it himself, and then
set off to Bened’s paddock to see the horses, who were also left without a
groom. It suited him better to be out and working in the fresh morning than
cooped up with Prior Robert, but he was obliged to return in time for chapter,
which the prior had decreed should be held daily as at home, however brief the
business they had to transact here. They met in the orchard, the five of
them, Prior Robert presiding in as solemn dignity as ever. Brother Richard read
out the saints to be celebrated that day and the following day. Brother Jerome
composed his wiry person into his usual shape of sycophantic reverence, and
made all the appropriate responses. But it seemed to Cadfael that Brother
Columbanus looked unusually withdrawn and troubled, his full blue eyes veiled.
The contrast between his athletic build and fine, autocratic head, and his meek
and anxious devoutness of feature and bearing, was always confusing to the
observer, but that morning his extreme preoccupation with some inward crisis of
real or imagined sin made it painful to look at him. Brother Cadfael sighed,
expecting another falling fit like the one that had launched them all on this
quest. Who knew what this badly-balanced half-saint, half-idiot would do next? “Here we have but one business in
hand,” said Prior Robert firmly, “and we shall pursue it as in duty bound. I
mean to press more resolutely than ever for our right to take up the relics of
the saint, and remove them to Shrewsbury. But we must admit, at this moment,
that we have not so far been successful in carrying the people with us. I had
great hopes yesterday that all would be resolved. We made every reverent
preparation to deserve success…” At this point he was interrupted by
an audible sob from Brother Columbanus, that drew all eyes to that young man.
Trembling and meek, he rose from his place and stood with lowered eyes and
folded hands before Robert. “Father Prior, alas, mea culpa! I am
to blame! I have been unfaithful, and I desire to make confession. I came to
chapter determined to cleanse my bosom and ask penance, for my backsliding is
the cause of our continued distresses. May I speak?” I knew there was something brewing,
thought Brother Cadfael, resigned and disgusted. But at least without rolling
on the ground and biting the grass, this time! “Speak out,” said the prior, not
unkindly. “You have never sought to make light of your failings, I do not think
you need fear our too harsh condemnation. You have been commonly your own
sternest judge.” So he had, but that, well handled, can be one way of evading
and forestalling the judgements of others. Brother Columbanus sank to his knees
in the orchard turf. And very comely and aristocratic he looked, Cadfael
admitted, again admiring with surprise the compact grace and strength of his
body, and the supple flow of his movements. “Father, you sent me with Brother
Jerome, yesterday, to keep vigil in the chapel, and pray earnestly for a good
outcome, in amity and peace. Father, we came there in good time, before eleven,
as I judge, and having eaten our meal, we went in and took our places, for
there are prayer-desks within, and the altar is kept clean and well-tended. Oh,
Father, my will to keep vigil was good, but the flesh was weak. I had not been
half an hour kneeling in prayer, when I fell asleep on my arms on the desk, to
my endless shame. It is no excuse that I have slept badly and thought much
since we came here. Prayer should fix and purify the mind. I slept, and our
cause was weakened. I must have slept all the afternoon, for the next thing I
remember is Brother Jerome shaking me by the shoulder and telling me there was
a messenger calling us to go with him.” He caught his breath, and a frantic
tear rolled down his cheek, circling the bold, rounded Norman bone. “Oh, do not
look askance at Brother Jerome, for he surely never knew I had been sleeping,
and there is no blame at all to him for not observing and reporting my sin. I
awoke as he touched me, and arose and went with him. He thought me as earnest
in prayer as he, and knew no wrong.” Nobody, probably, had thought of
looking askance at Brother Jerome until then, but Cadfael was probably the
quickest and most alert, and the only one who caught the curious expression of
apprehension, fading rapidly into complacency, that passed over Brother
Jerome’s normally controlled countenance. Jerome had not been pursuing the same
studies as Cadfael, or he would have been far from complacent. For Brother
Columbanus in his self-absorbed innocence had just removed all certainty that
Jerome had spent the previous noon and afternoon motionless in Saint Winifred’s
chapel, praying for a happy solution. His only guarantor had been fast asleep
throughout. He could have sauntered out and gone anywhere he chose. “Son,” said Prior Robert, in an
indulgent voice he would certainly never have used to Brother John, “your fault
is human, and frailty is in our nature. And you redeem your own error, in
defending your brother. Why did you not tell us of this yesterday?” “Father, how could I? There was no
opportunity, before we learned of Rhisiart’s death. Thus burdened, how could I
burden you further at that time? I kept it for this chapter, the right place
for erring brothers to receive their penance, and make their abasement. As I do
abase myself, as all unworthy the vocation I chose. Speak out sentence on me,
for I desire penance.” The prior was opening his lips to
give judgment, patiently enough, for such devout submission and awareness of
guilt disarmed him, when they were distracted by the clap of the wooden bar of
the garden gate, and there was Father Huw himself advancing across the grass
towards them, hair and beard even more disordered than usual, and his eyes
heavy and resolved and calm. “Father Prior,” he said, halting
before them, “I have just come from holding council with Cadwallon, and Rhys,
and Meurice, and all the men of substance in my parish. It was the best
opportunity, though I’m sad indeed about the cause. They all came to the
mourning for Rhisiart. Every man there knew how he had been struck down, and
how such a fate was prophesied…” “God forbid,” said Prior Robert
hastily, “that I should threaten any man’s death. I said that Saint Winifred
would be revenged in her own time on the man who stood in the way and did her
offence, I never said word of killing.” “But when he was dead you did claim
that this was the saint’s vengeance. Every man there heard it, and most
believed. I took this chance of conferring with them again in the matter. They
do not wish to do anything that is against the will of heaven, nor to give
offence to the Benedictine order and the abbey of Shrewsbury. They do not think
it right or wise, after what has happened, even to put any man, woman or child
of Gwytherin in peril. I am commissioned, Father Prior, to tell you that they
withdraw all opposition to your plans. The relics of Saint Winifred are yours
to take away with you.” Prior Robert drew a great breath of
triumph and joy, and whatever will he might have had to deal even the lightest
punishment left him in an instant. It was everything he had hoped for. Brother
Columbanus, still kneeling, cast up his eyes radiantly towards heaven and
clasped his hands in gratitude, and somehow contrived to look as though he had
brought about this desired consummation himself, the deprivation caused by his
unfaithfulness compensated in full by this reward of his penitence. Brother
Jerome, just as determined to impress prior and priest with his devotion, threw
up his hands and uttered a reverent Latin invocation of praise to God and the
saints. “I am certain,” said Prior Robert
magnanimously, “that the people of Gwytherin never wished to offend, and that
they have done wisely and rightly now. I am glad, for them as for my abbey,
that we may complete our work here and take our leave in amity with you all.
And for your part in bringing about this good ending, Father Huw, we are all
grateful. You have done well for your parish and your people.” “I am bound to tell you,” said Huw
honestly, “that they are not at all happy at losing the saint. But none of them
will hinder what you wish. If you so will, we will take you to the burial place
today.” “We will go in procession after the
next Mass,” said the prior, unwonted animation lighting up his severe
countenance now that he had his own way, “and not touch food until we have
knelt at Saint Winifred’s altar and given thanks.” His eyes lit upon Brother
Columbanus, patiently kneeling and gazing upon him with doglike eyes, still
insistent upon having his sin recognised. Robert looked faintly surprised for a
moment, as if he had forgotten the young man’s existence. “Rise, brother, and
take heart, for you see that there is forgiveness in the air. You shall not be
deprived of your share in the delight of visiting the virgin saint and paying
honour to her.” “And my penance?” insisted the
incorrigible penitent. There was a good deal of iron in
Brother Columbanus’s meekness. “For penance you shall undertake the
menial duties that fell to Brother John, and serve your fellows and their
beasts until we return home. But your part in the glory of this day you shall
have, and help to bear the reliquary in which the saint’s bones are to rest.
We’ll carry it with us, and set it up before the altar. Every move we make I
would have the virgin approve plainly, in all men’s sight.” “And will you break the ground
today?” asked Father Huw wearily. No doubt he would be glad to have the whole
episode over and forgotten, and be rid of them all, so that Gwytherin could
settle again to its age-old business, though short of one good man. “No,” said Prior Robert after due
thought. “I wish to show forth at every stage our willingness to be guided, and
the truth of what we have claimed, that our mission was inspired by Saint
Winifred herself. I decree that there shall be three nights of vigil and prayer
before the chapel altar, before ever we break the sod, to confirm to all that
what we are doing is indeed right and blessed. We are six here, if you will
join us, Father Huw. Two by two we will be watching nightlong in the chapel,
and pray to be guided rightly.” They took up the silver-inlaid
coffin made in implicit faith in Shrewsbury, and carried it in procession up
through the woods, past Cadwallon’s house, taking the right-hand path that led
them obliquely away from the scene of Rhisiart’s death, until they came to a
small clearing on a hillside, ringed round on three sides by tall, thick clumps
of hawthorn, then in snowy bloom. The chapel was of wood, dark with age, small
and shadowy within, a tiny bell-turret without a bell leaning over the doorway.
Round it the old graveyard lay spread like billowing green skirts, thick with
herbs and brambles and tall grasses. By the time they reached this place they
had a silent and ever-growing company of local inhabitants following them,
curious, submissive, wary. There was no way of telling whether they still felt
resentment. Their eyes were steady, observant and opaque, determined to miss
nothing and give nothing away. At the sagging wooden gate that
still hung where the path entered, Prior Robert halted, and made the sign of
the cross with large, grave gestures. “Wait here!” he said, when Huw would have
led him forward. “Let us see if prayer can guide my feet, for I have prayed.
You shall not show me the saint’s grave. I will show it to you, if she will be
my aid.” Obediently they stood and watched
his tall figure advance with measured steps, as if he felt his way, the skirts
of his habit sweeping through the tangles of grass and flowers. Without
hesitation and without haste he made his way to a little, overgrown mound
aligned with the east end of the chapel, and sank to his knees at its head. “Saint Winifred lies here,” he said. Cadfael thought about it every step
of the way, as he went up through the woods that afternoon to Rhisiart’s hall.
A man could count on Prior Robert to be impressive, but that little miracle had
been a master-stroke. The breathless hush, the rippling outbreak of comment and
wonder and awe among the men of Gwytherin were with him still. No question but
the remotest villein hut and the poorest free holding in the parish would be
buzzing with the news by now. The monks of Shrewsbury were vindicated. The saint
had taken their prior by the hand and led him to her grave. No, the man had
never before been to that place, nor had the grave been marked in any way, by a
belated attempt to cut the brambles from it, for instance. It was as it had
always been, and yet he had known it from all the rest. No use at all pointing out, to a
crowd swayed by emotion, that if Prior Robert had not previously been to the
chapel, Brothers Jerome and Columbanus, his most faithful adherents, had, only
the previous day, and with the boy Edwin to guide them, and what more probable
than that one of them should have asked the child the whereabouts of the lady
they had come all this way to find? And now, with this triumph already
establishing his claim, Robert had given himself three whole
days and nights of delay, in which other, similar prodigies might well confirm
his ascendancy. A very bold step, but then, Robert was a bold and resourceful
man, quite capable of gambling his chances of providing further miracles
against any risk of contrary chance refuting him. He meant to leave Gwytherin
with what he had come for, but to leave it, if not fully reconciled, then
permanently cowed. No scuttling away in haste with his prize of bones, as
though still in terror of being thwarted. But he could not have killed
Rhisiart, thought Cadfael with certainty. That I know. Could he have gone so
far as to procure…? He considered the possibility honestly, and discarded it.
Robert he endured, disliked, and in a fashion admired. At Brother John’s age he
would have detested him, but Cadfael was old, experienced and grown tolerant. He came to the gatehouse of
Rhisiart’s holding, a wattle hut shored into a corner of the palisade fence.
The man knew him again from yesterday, and let him in freely. Cai came across
the enclosed court to meet him, grinning. All grins here were somewhat soured
and chastened now, but a spark of inward mischief survived. “Have you come to rescue your mate?”
asked Cai. “I doubt he wouldn’t thank you, he’s lying snug, and feeding like a
fighting cock, and no threats of the bailiff yet. She’s said never a word, you
may be sure, and Father Huw would be in no hurry. I reckon we’ve a couple of
days yet, unless your prior makes it his business, where it’s none. And if he
does, we have boys out will give us plenty of notice before any horseman
reaches the gate. Brother John’s in good hands.” It was Engelard’s fellow-worker
speaking, the man who knew him as well as any in this place. Clearly Brother
John had established himself with his gaoler, and Cai’s mission was rather to
keep the threatening world from him, than to keep him from sallying forth into
the world. When the key was needed for the right purpose, it would be provided. “Take care for your own head,” said
Cadfael, though without much anxiety. They knew what they were doing. “Your
prince may have a lawyer’s mind, and want to keep in with the Benedictines
along the border.” “Ah, never fret! An escaped felon
can be nobody’s fault. And everybody’s quarry and nobody’s prize! Have you
never hunted zealously in all the wrong places for something you desired not to
find?” “Say no more,” said Cadfael, “or I
shall have to stop my ears. And tell the lad I never even asked after him, for
I know there’s no need.” “Would you be wishing to have a
gossip with him?” offered Cai generously. “He’s lodged over yonder in a nice
little stable that’s clean and empty, and he gets his meals princely, I tell
you!” “Tell me nothing, for I might be
asked,” said Cadfael. “A blind eye and a deaf ear can be useful sometimes. I’ll
be glad to spend a while with you presently, but now I’m bound to her. We have
business together.” Sioned was not in the hall, but in
the small chamber curtained off at its end, Rhisiart’s private room. And
Rhisiart was private there with his daughter, stretched out straight and still
on draped furs, on a trestle table, with a white linen sheet covering him. The
girl sat beside him, waiting, very formally attired, very grave, her hair
austerely braided about her head. She looked older, and taller, now that she
was the lady-lord of this holding. But she rose to meet Brother Cadfael with
the bright, sad, eager smile of a child sure now of counsel and guidance. “I looked for you earlier. No
matter, I’m glad you’re here. I have his clothes for you. I did not fold them;
if I had, the damp would have spread evenly through, and now, though they may
have dried off, I think you’ll still feel a difference.” She brought them,
chausses, tunic and shirt, and he took them from her one by one and felt at the
cloth testingly. “I see,” she said, “that you already know where to feel.” Rhisiart’s hose, though partly
covered by the tunic he had worn, were still damp at the back of the thighs and
legs, but in front dry, though the damp had spread round through the threads to
narrow the dry part to a few inches. His tunic was moist all down the back to
the hem, the full width of his shoulders still shaped in a dark patch like
spread wings, but all the breast of it, round the dark-rimmed slit the arrow
had made, was quite dry. The shirt, though less definitely, showed the same
pattern. The fronts of the sleeves were dry, the backs damp. Where the exit
wound pierced his back, shirt and tunic were soaked in blood now drying and
encrusted. “You remember,” said Cadfael, “just
how he lay when we found him?” “I shall remember it my life long,”
said Sioned. “From the hips up flat on his back, but his right hip turned into
the grass, and his legs twisted, the left over the right, like…” She hesitated,
frowning, feeling for her own half-glimpsed meaning, and found it. “Like a man
who has been lying on his face, and heaves himself over in his sleep on to his
back, and sleeps again at once.” “Or,” said Cadfael, “like a man who
has been taken by the left shoulder, as he lay on his face, and heaved over on
to his back. After he was well asleep!” She gazed at him steadily, with eyes
hollow and dark like wounds. “Tell me all your thoughts. I need to know. I must
know.” “First, then,” said Brother Cadfael,
“I call attention to the place where this thing happened. A close-set,
thicketed place, with plenty of bushes for cover, but not more than fifty paces
clear view in any direction. Is that an archer’s ground? I think not. Even if
he wished the body to be left in woodlands where it might lie undiscovered for
hours, he could have found a hundred places more favourable to him. An expert
bowman does not need to get close to his quarry, he needs room to draw on a
target he can hold in view long enough for a steady aim.” “Yes,” said Sioned. “Even if it could
be believed of him that he would kill, that rules out Engelard.” “Not only Engelard, any good bowman,
and if someone so incompetent as to need so close a shot tried it, I doubt if
he could succeed. I do not like this arrow, it has no place here, and yet here
it is. It has one clear purpose, to cast the guilt on Engelard. But I cannot
get it out of my head that it has some other purpose, too.” “To kill!” said Sioned, burning
darkly. “Even that I question, mad though it
may seem. See the angle at which it enters and leaves. And then see how the
blood is all at the back, and not where the shaft entered. And remember all we
have said and noted about his clothes, how they were wet behind, though he lay
on his back. And how you yourself said it was the attitude of a man who had
heaved himself over from lying on his face. And one more thing I found out
yesterday, as I kneeled beside him. Under him the thick grass was wet. But all
down by his right side, shoulder to hip and body-wide, it was bone-dry. There was
a brisk shower yesterday morning, half an hour of rain. When that rain began,
your father was lying on his face, already dead. How else could that patch of
grass have remained dry, but sheltered by his body?” “And then,” said Sioned low but
clearly, “as you say, he was taken by his left shoulder and heaved over on to
his back. When he was well asleep. Deep asleep!” “So it looks to me!” “But the arrow entered his breast,”
she said. “How, then, could he fall on his face?” “That we have to find out. Also why he
bled behind, and not in front. But lie on his face he did, and that from before
the rain began until after it ceased, or the grass beneath him could not have
been dry. From half an hour before noon, when the first drops fell, until some
minutes past noon, when the sun came out again. Sioned, may I, with all
reverence look closely again now at his body?” “I know no greater reverence anyone
can pay to a murdered man,” she said fiercely, “than to seek out by all
possible means and avenge him on his murder. Yes, handle him if your must. I’ll
help you. No one else! At least,” she said with a pale and bitter smile, “you
and I are not afraid to touch him, in case he bleeds in accusation against us.” Cadfael was sharply arrested in the
act of drawing down the sheet that covered Rhisiart’s body, as though what she
had said had put a new and promising idea into his head. “True! There are not
many who do not believe in that trial. Would you say everyone here holds by
it?” “Don’t your people believe it? Don’t
you?” She was astonished. Her eyes rounded like a child’s. “My cloister-brothers… Yes, I dare say all or most believe in it.
I? Child, I’ve seen too many slaughtered men handled over and over after a
battle by those who finish them off, and never known one of them gush fresh
blood, once the life was out of him. But what I believe or don’t believe is not
to the point. What the murderer believes well may be. No, you have endured
enough. Leave him now to me.” Nevertheless, she did not turn her
eyes away, as Cadfael drew off the covering sheet. She must have anticipated
the need to examine the body further, for as yet she had left him naked,
unshrouded. Washed clean of blood, Rhisiart lay composed and at rest, a thick,
powerful trunk brown to the waist, whiter below. The wound under his ribs, an
erect slit, now showed ugly and torn, with frayed, bluish lips, though they had
done their best to smooth the lacerated flesh together. “I must turn him,” said Cadfael. “I
need to see the other wound.” She did not hesitate, but with the
tenderness of a mother rather than a daughter she slipped an arm under her
father’s shoulders, and with her free hand flattened under him from the other
side, raised the stiffened corpse until he lay on his right side, his face
cradled in the hollow of her arm. Cadfael steadied the stretched-out legs, and
leaned to peer closely at the wound high on the left side of the back. “You would have trouble pulling out
the shaft. You had to withdraw it frontally.” “Yes.” She shook for a moment, for
that had been the worst of the ordeal. “The tip barely broke the skin behind,
we had no chance to cut it off. Shame to mangle him so, but what could we do?
And yet all that blood!” The steel point had indeed done
little more than puncture the skin, leaving a small, blackened spot, dried
blood with a bluish bruise round it. But there was a further mark there, thin
and clear and faint. From the black spot the brown line of another upright slit
extended, a little longer above the arrow-mark than below, its length in all
about as great as the width of Cadfael’s thumb-joint, and a faint stain of
bruising extending it slightly at either end, beyond where the skin was broken.
All that blood—though in fact it was not so very much, though it took
Rhisiart’s life away with it—had drained out of this thin slit, and not from
the wound in his breast, though that now glared, and this lay closed and
secret. “I have done,” said Cadfael gently,
and helped her to lay her father at peace again. When they had smoothed even
the thick mane of his hair, they covered him again reverently. Then Cadfael
told her exactly what he had seen. She watched him with great eyes, and thought
for some moments in silence. Then she said: “I did see this mark you speak of.
I could not account for it. If you can, tell me.” “It was there his life-blood came
out,” said Cadfael. “And not by the puncture the arrow certainly made, but by a
prior wound. A wound made, as I judge, by a long dagger, and a very thin and
sharp one, no common working knife. Once it was withdrawn, the wound was nearly
closed. Yet the blade passed clean through him. For it was possible,
afterwards, to trace and turn that same thrust backwards upon itself, and very
accurately, too. What we took for the exit wound is no exit wound at all, but
an entry wound. The arrow was driven in from the front after he was dead, to
hide the fact that he was stabbed in the back. That was why the ambush took
place in thick undergrowth, in a tangled place. That was why he fell on his
face, and why, afterwards, he was turned on his back. And why the upward course
of the arrow is so improbable. It never was shot from any bow. To thrust in an
arrow is hard work, it was made to get its power from flight. I think the way
was opened first with a dagger.” “The same that struck him down from
behind,” she said, white and translucent as flame. “It would seem so. Then the arrow
was inserted after. Even so he could not make it penetrate further. I
mistrusted that shot from the first. Engelard could have put a shaft through a
couple of oak boards and clean away at that distance. So could any archer worth
his pay. But to thrust it in with your hands—no, it was a strong, lusty arm
that made even this crude job of it. And at least he got the line right. A good
eye, a sensitive hand.” “A devil’s heart,” said Sioned, “and
Engelard’s arrow! Someone who knew where to find them, and knew Engelard would
not be there to prevent.” But for all her intolerable burdens, she was still
thinking clearly. “I have a question yet. Why did this murderer leave it so
long between killing and disguising his kill? My father was dead before ever
the rain came. You have shown it clearly. But he was not turned on his back to
receive Engelard’s arrow until after the rain stopped. More than half an hour. Why?
Was his murderer startled away by someone passing close? Did he wait in the
bushes to be sure Rhisiart was dead before he dared touch him? Or did he only
think of this devilish trick later, and have to go and fetch the shaft for his
purpose? Why so long?” “That,” said Cadfael honestly, “I do
not know.” “What do we know? That whoever it
was wished to pin this thing upon Engelard. Was that the whole cause? Was my
father just a disposable thing, to get rid of Engelard? Bait to trap another
man? Or did someone want my father disposed of, and only afterwards realise how
easy, how convenient, to dispose of Engelard, too?” “I know no more than you,” said
Cadfael, himself shaken. And he thought, and wished he had not, of that young
man fretting his feet tormentedly among the leaves, and flinching from Sioned’s
trust as from a death-wound. “Perhaps whoever it was did the deed, and slipped
away, and then paused to think, and saw how easy it might be to point the act
away from himself, and went back to do it. All we are sure of is this, and,
child, thank God for it. Engelard has been set up as a sacrificial victim, and
is clear of all taint. Keep that at heart, and wait.” “And whether we discover the real
murderer or not, if ever it should be needful you will speak out for Engelard?” “That I will, with all my heart. But
for now, say nothing of this to anyone, for we are still here, the troublers of
Gwytherin’s peace, and never think that I have set us apart as immaculate.
Until we know the guilty, we do not know the innocent.” “I take back nothing,” said Sioned
firmly, “of what I said concerning your prior.” “Nevertheless, he could not have
done it. He was not out of my sight.” “No, that I accept. But he buys men,
and he is utterly set upon getting his saint, and now, as I understand, he had
his will. It is a cause. And never forget, Welshmen, as well as Englishmen may
be for sale. I pray not many. But a few.” “I don’t forget,” said Cadfael. “Who is he? Who? He knows my
father’s movements. He knows where to lay hands on Engelard’s arrows. He wants
God knows what from my father’s death, but certainly he wants to pin murder on
Engelard. Brother Cadfael, who can this man be?” “That, God willing,” he said, “you
and I between us will find out. But as at this moment, I cannot judge nor
guess, I am utterly astray. What was done I see, but why, or by whom, I know no
more than you. But you have reminded me how the dead are known to rebel against
the touch of those who struck them down, and as Rhisiart has told us much, so
he may tell us all.” He told her, then, of the three
nights of prayer and vigil Prior Robert had decreed, and how all the monks and
Father Huw, by turns, would share the duty. But he did not tell her how
Columbanus, in his single-minded innocence and his concern for his own
conscience, had added one more to those who had had the opportunity to lie in
wait for her father in the forest. Nor did he admit to her, and hardly to
himself, that what they had discovered here lent a sinister meaning to
Columbanus’s revelation. Jerome out hunting his man with bow and arrow was a
most unlikely conception, but Jerome creeping up behind a man’s back in thick
cover, with a sharp dagger in hand… Cadfael put the thought behind him,
but it did not go far. There was a certain credibility about it that he did not
like at all. “Tonight and for two nights
following, two of us will be keeping watch in the chapel from after Compline in
the evening until Prime in the morning. All six of us can be drawn into the
same trial, and not one can feel himself singled out. After that, we’ll see.
Now this,” said Brother Cadfael, “is what you must do…” Chapter Seven AFTER COMPLINE, IN THE SOFT EVENING
LIGHT, WITH THE SLANTING SUNSET filtering through young viridian leaves, they
went up, all six together, to the wooden chapel and the solitary graveyard, to
bring their first pair of pilgrims to the vigil. And there, advancing to meet
them in the clearing before the gate, came another procession, eight of
Rhisiart’s household officers and servants, winding down out of the woods with
their lord’s bier upon their shoulders, and their lord’s daughter, now herself
their lord, walking erect and dignified before them, dressed in a dark gown and
draped with a grey veil, under which her long hair lay loose in mourning. Her
face was calm and fixed, her eyes looked far. She could have daunted any man,
even an abbot. Prior Robert baulked at sight of her. Cadfael was proud of her. So far from checking at sight of
Robert, she gave a slight spring of hope and purpose to her step, and came on
without pause. Face to face with him at three paces distance, she halted and
stood so still and quiet that he might have mistaken this for submission, if he
had been fool enough. But he was not a fool, and he gazed and measured silently,
seeing a woman, a mere girl, who had come to match him, though not yet
recognising her as his match. “Brother Cadfael,” she said, without
taking her eyes from Robert’s face, “stand by me now and make my words plain to
the reverend prior, for I have a prayer to him for my father’s sake.” Rhisiart was there at her back, not
coffined, only swathed and shrouded in white linen, every line of the body and
face standing clear under the tight wrappings, in a cradle of leafy branches,
carried on a wooden bier. All those dark, secret Welsh eyes of the men who bore
him glowed like little lamps about a catafalque, betraying nothing, seeing
everything. And the girl was so young, and so solitary. Prior Robert, even in
his assured situation, was uneasy. He may have been moved. “Make your prayer, daughter,” he
said. “I have heard that you intend to
watch three nights in reverence to Saint Winifred, before you take her hence
with you. I ask that for the ease of my father’s soul, if he has offended
against her, which was never his intent, he may be allowed to lie those three
nights before her altar, in the care of those who keep watch. I ask that they
will spare one prayer for forgiveness and rest to his soul, one only, in a long
night of prayer. Is that too much to ask?” “It is a fair asking,” said Robert,
“from a loyal daughter.” And after all, he came of a noble family, and knew how
to value the ties of blood and birth, and he was not all falsity. “I hope for a sign of grace,” said
Sioned, “all the more if you approve me.” There was no way that such a request
could do anything but add lustre and glory to his reputation. His opponent’s
heiress and only child came asking his countenance and patronage. He was more
than gratified, he was charmed. He gave his consent graciously, aware of more
pairs of Gwytherin eyes watching him than belonged to Rhisiart’s bearers.
Scattered though the households were, apart from the villein community that
fanned as one family, the woods were full of eyes now wherever the strangers
went. A pity they had not kept as close a watch on Rhisiart when he was man
alive! They installed his green bier on the
trestles before the altar, beside the reliquary that awaited Saint Winifred’s
bones. The altar was small and plain, the bier almost dwarfed it, and the light
that came in through the narrow east window barely illuminated the scene even
by morning sunlight. Prior Robert had brought altar-cloths in the chest, and
with these the trestles were draped. There the party from Rhisiart’s hall left
their lord lying in state, and quietly withdrew on the way home. “In the morning,” said Sioned,
before she went with them, “I shall come to say my thanks to those who have
asked grace for my father during the night. And so I shall do each morning,
before we bury him.” She made the reverence due to Prior
Robert, and went away without another word, without so much as a glance at
Brother Cadfael, drawing the veil close round her face. So far, so good! Robert’s vanity and
self-interest, if not his compunction, had assured her of her chance, it
remained to be seen what would come of it. The order of their watches had been
decreed by Robert himself, in consultation with no one but Father Huw, who
wished to be the first to spend the night opening his heart to the saint’s influence,
if she pleased to make her presence known. His partner was Brother Jerome, of
whose obsequious attendance the prior occasionally grew weary, and Cadfael was
thankful for the accidental choice that suited him best. That first morning, at
least, no one would know what to expect. After that the rest would have due
warning, but surely no way of evading the issue. In the morning, when they went to
the chapel, it was to find a fair number of the inhabitants of Gwytherin
already gathered there, though unobtrusively, lurking in the edges of the woods
and under the fragrant shadow of the hawthorn hedges. Only when the prior and
his companions entered the chapel did the villagers emerge silently from cover
and gather close, and the first of them to draw near was Sioned, with Annest at
her elbow. Way was opened for the two girls, and the people of Gwytherin closed
in after them, filling the doorway of the chapel and blocking off the early
light, so that only the candles on the altar cast a pale glow over the bier where
the dead man lay. Father Huw got up from his knees
somewhat creakily, leaning on the solid wood of the desk till he could get his
old legs straightened and working again. From the other desk beside him Jerome
rose briskly and supply. Cadfael thought suspiciously of devout watchkeepers
who fell asleep as comfortably as possible on their folded arms, but at the
moment that was of no importance. He would hardly have expected heaven to open
and rain down roses of forgiveness at Jerome’s request, in any case. “A quiet watch,” said Huw, “and all
most calm. I was not visited by any great experience, but such hardly fall to
humble parish priests. We have prayed, child, and I trust we have been heard.” “I am grateful,” said Sioned. “And
before you go, will you do one more kindness for me and mine? As you have all
been sufferers in this trouble and dissension, will you show your own will to
mercy? You have prayed for him, now I ask you to lay your hand, each of you,
upon my father’s heart, in token of reassurance and forgiveness.” The people of Gwytherin, still as
trees in the doorway, but live as trees, too, and all eyes as a tree is all
leaves, made never a sound, and missed never a move. “Gladly!” said Father Huw, and
stepped to the bier and laid his rough hand gently on the stilled heart, and by
the wagging of his beard his lips were again moving in silent intercession. All
eyes turned upon Brother Jerome, for Brother Jerome was hesitating. He did not look greatly disturbed,
but he did look evasive. The face he turned upon Sioned was benevolent and
sweet, and having bestowed on her the obligatory glance of compassion, he
modestly lowered his eyes before her as was prescribed, and turned to look
trustfully at Prior Robert. “Father Huw holds the cure of this
parish, and is subject to one discipline, but I to another. The lord Rhisiart
surely carried out his religious duties faithfully, and I feel with him. But he
died by violence, unconfessed and unshriven, and such a death leaves the health
of his soul in doubt. I am not fit to pronounce in this case. I have prayed,
but blessing is not for me to dispense without authority. If Prior Robert feels
it is justified, and gives me leave, I will gladly do as I am asked.” Along this devious path Cadfael
followed him with some amazement and considerable doubt. If the prior had
himself authorised the death, and sent his creature out to accomplish it,
Jerome could not have turned the threat back on his superior more neatly. On
the other hand, knowing Jerome, this could as well be his way of flattering and
courting, at this opportunity as at every other. And if Robert graciously gave
his leave, did he suppose that would protect him, as having plainly handed on
the guilt and the threat where they truly belonged, and leave him free to touch
his victim with impunity? It would have mattered less if Cadfael had firmly
believed that the murdered bleed when the murderer touches, but what he
believed was very different, simply that the belief was general among most
people, and could drive the guilty, when cornered, to terror and confession.
That very terror and stress might even produce some small effusion of blood,
though he doubted it. He was beginning to think that Jerome doubted it, too. The watching eyes had changed their
quarry, and hung heavily upon the prior. He frowned, and considered gravely for
some moments, before he gave judgment. “You may do what she wishes, with a good
conscience. She is asking only for forgiveness, which is every man’s to give,
not for absolution.” And Brother Jerome, gratefully
acknowledging the instruction, stepped readily to the bier, and laid his hand
upon the swathed heart without a tremor. No spurt of red showed through the
shroud to accuse him. Complacently he followed Prior Robert out of the chapel, the
others falling in behind, and the silent, staring people fell back from the
doorway and let them pass. And where, thought Cadfael
following, does that leave us? Is he quite hardy about the ordeal, not
believing in it at all, or does he feel he has passed the guilt to the guilty,
whatever his own part in it, and is therefore out of danger? Or had he no part
in it at all, and was all this to no purpose? He is quite narrow enough to
refuse the girl a kindness, unless he could turn it to his own credit and advantage. Well, we shall see tomorrow,
reasoned Cadfael, what Robert will do when he’s asked for his own forgiveness,
instead of being generous with another man’s. However, things did not turn out
quite as he had expected. Prior Robert had certainly elected to take that
night’s watch himself, along with Brother Richard. But as the two were on their
way to the chapel, and passing by Cadwallon’s holding, the prior was hailed by
the gateman, and Cadwallon himself came hastening out to intercept him, with a
burly, handsomely-dressed Welshman in a short riding tunic at his heels. The first Cadfael knew of it was
when the prior came striding back into Huw’s garden with the stranger beside
him, just at the hour when he should have been sinking to his knees in the sombre
chapel with its tiny lights, to keep nightlong company with his dead man, in a
confrontation which might yet produce fruitful evidence. But here he was, just
in time to prevent Cadfael from slipping away to Bened’s smithy to exchange the
news of the day, and share a cup of wine. And plainly not seriously displeased
at having his night’s vigil disrupted, either. “Brother Cadfael, we have a visitor,
and I shall require your services. This is Griffith ap Rhys, Prince Owain’s
bailiff in Rhos. Cadwallon sent to him concerning the death of the lord
Rhisiart, and I must make my own statement to him, and discuss what is to be
done. He will be enquiring of all those who may have witness to deliver, but
now he requires that I shall render my account first. I have had to send
Brother Richard on to the chapel without me.” Jerome and Columbanus had been about
to set out for their own beds in Cadwallon’s house, but they lingered dutifully
at hearing this. “I will go in your place, Father Prior,” offered Jerome
devotedly, certain he would be refused. “No, you have had one sleepless
night.” (Had he? In that dim interior there was no being sure, even if Father
Huw had been a suspicious man. And Jerome was not the kind to wear himself out
needlessly.) “You must get your rest.” “I would gladly take your place,
Father Prior,” offered Columbanus just as ardently. “You have your turn tomorrow.
Beware, brother, of taking too much to yourself, of arrogance in the guise of
humility. No, Brother Richard will keep the vigil alone tonight. You may wait,
both, until you have given your witness as to what you did and saw the day
before yesterday, and then leave us, and get your proper sleep.” That was a long tedious session, and
greatly fretted Brother Cadfael, who was obliged to fall back on his own
conception of truth, not, indeed, by translating falsely, but by adding his own
view of those things that had happened in the forest by Rhisiart’s body. He did
not suppress anything Robert said, but he severed plain fact from supposition, the
thing observed from the conclusion leaped to, on his own authority. Who was
there with Welsh enough to challenge him, except Griffith ap Rhys himself? And
that experienced and sceptical officer soon proved himself not only a quick and
agile listener, but a very shrewd dissector of feelings and motives, too. He
was, after all, Welsh to the bone, and Welsh bones were at the heart of this
tangle. By the time he had dealt with Columbanus and Jerome, those two faithful
watchers of whom one had turned out to be a treasonous sleeper-on-duty (though
neither they nor Prior Robert saw fit to mention that lapse!), Cadfael was
beginning to feel he could rely on the good sense of the prince’s bailiff, and
need not have gone to so much trouble to suppress most of what he himself knew
and was about. Better so, though, he decided finally, for what he most needed
now was time, and a day or two saved buy sending Griffith all round the parish
after evidence might see the satisfactory conclusion of his own enquiries.
Official justice does not dig deep, but regards what comes readily to the
surface, and draws conclusions accordingly. A nagging doubt now and then is the
price it pays for speedy order and a quiet land. But Cadfael was not prepared
to let the nagging doubt occur in the person of either Engelard or Brother
John. No, better go his own way to the end, and have a finished case to present
to bailiff and prince. So there was nothing at all for
Sioned to do, when she came the next morning, but to ask Brother Richard, that large,
lazy, kindly man who willed peace and harmony all round him, for his personal
pity towards her father, and his benediction in the laying on of hands. Which
he gave willingly and guilelessly, and departed still in ignorance of what he
had done, and what he had been absolved from doing. “I missed you,” said Bened, briefly
visited between Mass and dinner. “Padrig came down for a while, we were talking
over the old days, when Rhisiart was younger. Padrig’s been coming here a good
many years now. He knows us all. He asked after you.” “Tell him we’ll share a cup one of
these days, here or there. And say I’m about Rhisiart’s business, if that’s any
comfort.” “We’re getting used to you,” said
Bened, stooping to his fire, where a sinewy boy was bending into the bellows.
“You should stay, there’d be a place for you.” “I’ve got my place,” said Cadfael.
“Never fret about me. I chose the cowl with both eyes open. I knew what I did.” “There are some I can’t reconcile
with you,” said Bened, with the iron in hand for the shoe that waited. “Ah, priors and brothers come and
go, as mixed as the rest of men, but the cloister remains. Now, there are some
who did lose their way, I grant you,” said Cadfael, “mostly young things who
mistook a girl’s ‘no’ for the end of the world. Some of them might make very
useful craftsmen, if ever they broke free. Always supposing they were free men,
and could get entry to, say, the smith’s mystery…” “He has a good arm and wrist on him,
that one,” said Bened reflectively, “and knows how to jump and do as he’s bid
when the man bidding knows his business. That’s half the craft. If he hasn’t
let Rhisiart’s killer loose on the world, then there isn’t an outlander would
be more welcome here. But that I don’t yet know, though the poor girl up yonder
may think she does. How if she’s wrong? Do you know?” “Not yet,” owned Cadfael. “But give
us time, and we shall know.” On this third day of Brother John’s
nominal captivity he found himself more closely confined. The word had gone
round that the bailiff was in the parish and asking questions everywhere
concerning the circumstances of Rhisiart’s death, and it was known that he had
had a lengthy session with the prior at Father Huw’s parsonage, and must
certainly have been urged and admonished as to his duty to take action also in
the matter of Brother John’s crime. Not that John had any complaints as to his
lodging, his food or his company; he had seldom been so completely content. But
for two days, with brief intervals when caution had seemed advisable, he had
been out from dawn to dusk about the holding, lending a hand with the cattle,
replenishing the wood-pile, fetching and carrying, planting out in the
vegetable garden, and had had neither time nor inclination to worry about his
situation. Now that he was hustled out of sight, and sat idle in the stable,
the realities fretted even John, and the want of Welsh, or of Brother Cadfael
to supply the want, was a frustration no longer so easy to bear. He did not
know what Cadfael and Sioned were up to, he did not know what was happening to
Saint Winifred, or to Prior Robert and his fellows, and above all he did not
know where Engelard was, or how he was to be extricated from the tangle of
suspicion roused against him. Since his instinctive gesture of solidarity, John
took a proprietorial interest in Engelard, and wanted him safe, vindicated, and
happy with his Sioned. But Sioned, true to her word, did
not come near him, and there was no one else in the holding who could talk to
him freely. Simple things could be conveyed, but there was no way of
communicating to him everything he wanted and needed to know. There was he,
willing but useless, wondering and fretting how his friends were faring, and
quite unable to do anything to aid them. Annest brought his dinner, and sat
by him while he ate, and the same want of words troubled her. It was all very
well teaching him simple words and phrases in Welsh by touching the thing she
meant, but how to set about pouring out to him, as she would have liked, all
that was happening at the chapel, and what the village was saying and thinking?
The helplessness of talking at all made their meetings almost silent, but
sometimes they did speak aloud, he in English, she in Welsh, saying things
because they could not be contained, things that would be understood by the
other only in some future day, though the tone might convey at least the sense
of friendship, like a kind of restrained caress. Thus they conducted two little
monologues which yet were an exchange and a comfort. Sometimes, though they did not know
it, they were even answering each other’s questions. “I wonder who she was,” said Annest,
soft and hesitant, “that one who drove you to take the cowl? Sioned and I, we
can’t help wondering how a lad like you ever came to do it.” Now if he had
known Welsh, she could never have said that to him. “How did I ever come to think that
Margery such a beauty!” marvelled John. “And take it so hard when she turned me
down? But I’d never really seen beauty then—I’d never seen you!” “She did us all a bad turn,” said
Annest, sighing, “whoever she was, driving you into that habit for life!” “Dear God,” said John, “to think I
might have married her! At least she did me that much of a favour, with her
‘no.’ There’s only the matter of a cowl between you and me, not a wife.” And
that was the first moment when he had entertained the dazzling idea that escape
from his vows might be possible at all. The thought caused him to turn his head
and look with even closer and more ardent attention at the fair face so close
to his. She had smooth, rounded, apple-blossom cheeks, and delicate,
sun-glossed bones, and eyes like brook-water in the sun over bright pebbles,
glittering, polished, crystal-clear. “Do you still fret after her?”
wondered Annest in a whisper. “A conceited ninny who hadn’t the wit to know a
good man when she saw one?” For he was indeed a very well-grown, handy,
handsome, good-humoured young fellow, with his long, sturdy legs and his big,
deft hands, and his bush of russet curls, and the girl who thought herself too
good for him must have been the world’s fool. “I hate her!” said Annest,
leaning unwarily towards him. The lips that tantalised him with
soft utterances he could not understand were only a little way from his own. He
resorted in desperation to a kind of sign-language that needed no interpreter.
He hadn’t kissed a girl since Margery, the draper’s daughter, threw him over
when her father became bailiff of Shrewsbury, but it seemed he hadn’t forgotten
how. And Annest melted into his arms, where she fitted a great deal better than
his too-hasty vows had ever fitted him. “Oh, Annest!” gasped Brother John,
who had never in his life felt less like a brother, “I think I love you!” Brother Cadfael and Brother
Columbanus walked up through the woodland together, to keep the third night of
prayer. The evening was mild and still but overcast, and under the trees the
light grew dusky green. Until the last moment it had remained a possibility
that Prior Robert, having missed his chosen night of duty, might elect to be
present on this last occasion, but he had said no word, and to tell the truth,
Cadfael was beginning to wonder if that long session with the bailiff had
really been necessary at all, or whether the prior had welcomed it as an
alternative to keeping the night-watch and facing Sioned with her request in
the morning. Not necessarily a proof of any guilt on his part, beyond the guilt
of still wishing to refuse grace to Rhisiart, without actually having to do so
face to face with his daughter. For whatever virtues might be found in Prior
Robert, humility was not one, nor magnanimity. He was invariably sure of his
own rightness, and where it was challenged he was not a forgiving man. “In this quest and this vigil,
brother,” said Columbanus, his long young steps keeping easy pace with
Cadfael’s seaman’s roll, “we are greatly privileged. The history of our abbey
will record our names, and brothers in the generations to come will envy us.” “I have already heard,” said Cadfael
drily, “that Prior Robert is proposing to write a life of Saint Winifred, and
complete it with the story of this translation to Shrewsbury. You think he’ll
record the names of all his companions?” Yours, however, he thought, he well
might mention, as the afflicted brother who first fell sick and was sent to
Holywell to be cured. And Jerome’s, who had the dream that took you there. But
mine, I feel sure, will remain a silence, and so much the better! “I have a fault to atone for,”
recalled Columbanus devoutly, “having betrayed my trust once in this same
chapel, I, who most of all should have been faithful.” They were at the
decrepit gate, the tangle of the graveyard before them, threaded by a narrow
path just discernible through the long grass. “I feel a holy air reaching out
to me,” said the young man, quivering, his face uplifted and pale. “I am drawn
into a light. I believe we are approaching a wonder, a miracle of grace. Such
mercy to me, who fell asleep in betrayal of her service!” And he led the way to
the open door, his stride lengthening in eagerness, his hands extended as if to
clasp a mistress rather than make obeisance before a saint. Cadfael followed
morosely but resignedly, used to these uncomfortable ardours, but not looking
forward to being confined in so small a chapel with them overnight. He had
thinking as well as praying to do, and Columbanus was not conducive to either
activity. Inside the chapel the air was heavy
with the scent of old wood, and the spices and incense of the draperies on
which the reliquary lay, and the faint, aromatic aura of years of dust and
partial disuse. A small oil-lamp burned with a dark yellow flame on the altar,
and Cadfael went forward and lit the two altar candles from it, and set them
one on either side. Through the narrow east window the fragrance of the falling
may-blossom breathed freshness on a very light breeze, causing the flames to
flicker for a few minutes. Their faint, dancing radiance glanced from every
near surface, but did not reach the comers of the roof, or fix the walls in place.
They were in a narrow cavern of brown, wood-scented darkness, with a dim focus
of light before them, that shone on an empty coffin and an uncoffined body, and
just showed them the rough outlines of the two prayer-desks drawn up side by
side at a little distance from the catafalque. Rhisiart lay nearer to them, the
black and silver bulk of the reliquary like a low wall shading him from the
altar lights. Brother Columbanus bowed humbly low
to the altar, and took his place at the desk on the right. Brother Cadfael
settled solidly at the one on the left, and with practised movements sought and
found the best place for his knees. Stillness came down on them gently. He
composed himself for a long watch, and said his prayer for Rhisiart, not the
first he had said for him. Great darkness and constant, feeble light, the slow
flowing of time from far beyond his conception to far beyond his power to
follow, the solitude about him and the troubled and peopled world within, all
these settled into their perpetual pattern, a steady rhythm as perfect as
sleep. He thought no more of Columbanus, he forgot that Columbanus existed. He
prayed as he breathed, forming no words and making no specific requests, only
holding in his heart, like broken birds in cupped hands, all those people who
were in stress or in grief because of this little saint, for if he suffered
like this for their sake, how much more must she feel for them? The candles would last the night,
and by instinct he traced time by the rate at which they dwindled, and knew
when it was near to midnight. He was thinking of Sioned, to whom
he had nothing but himself to offer in the morning, this pietistic innocent
being essentially nothing, and Cadfael himself by no means enough, when he
heard the faintest and strangest of sounds issuing from the prie-dieu on his
right, where Columbanus leaned in total absorption. Not now with face hidden on
his linked hands, but uplifted and strained upwards into what light could reach
him, and faint though it was, it conjured his sharp profile into primrose
pallor. His eyes were wide open and staring beyond the chapel wall, and his
lips open and curved in ecstasy, and singing, a mere thread of Latin chant in
praise of virginity. It was barely audible, yet clear as in a dream. And before
Cadfael was fully aware of what he heard, he saw the young man thrust himself
upwards, holding by the desk, and stand upright before the altar. The chant
ceased. Suddenly he reared himself erect to his tallest, drawing back his head
as though he would see through the roof into a spring night full of stars, and
spreading out his arms on either side like a man stretched on a cross. He gave
a great, wordless cry, seemingly both of pain and triumph, and fell forward
full-length on the earthen floor, crashing to the ground stiffly, arms still
outspread, body stretched to the very toes, and lay still, his forehead against
the trailing fringe of the altar-cloth that spilled from beneath Rhisiart’s
body. Cadfael got up in a hurry and went
to him, torn between anxiety and alarm on one hand, and disgusted resignation
on the other. Exactly what was to be expected of the idiot, he thought with
exasperation, even as he was on his knees feeling at the prone brow, and
adjusting a fold of the altar drapery under it to ease the position of nose and
mouth, turning the young man’s head to one side so that he could breathe
freely. I should have recognised the signs! Never an opportunity but he can
produce a devotional fit or a mystic ecstasy to order. One of these days he’ll
be drawn into that light of his, and never come back. Yet I’ve noticed he can
fall flat on his face without hurting himself, and go into pious convulsions
over his visions or his sins without ever hurling himself against anything
sharp or hard, or even biting his tongue. The same sort of providence that
takes care of drunken men looks out for Columbanus in his throes. And he
reflected at the back of his mind, and tartly, that there ought somewhere to be
a moral in that, lumping all excesses together. No convulsions this time, at any
rate. He had simply seen whatever he had seen, or thought he had seen, and
fallen down before it in this destroying rapture. Cadfael shook him by the
shoulder gently, and then more sharply, but he was rigid and unresponsive. His
forehead was cool and smooth, his features, very dimly seen, yet looked serene,
composed, if anything, in a gentle and joyful peace. But for the rigidity of
body and limbs, and that unnatural attitude as though he lay stretched on a
cross, he might have been asleep. All Cadfael had been able to do by way of
easing him was to turn his head so that he lay on his right cheek, pillowed on
the draperies. When he tried to bend the right arm and turn the young man more
comfortably on his side, the joints resisted him, so he let well enough alone. And now, he thought, what am I
supposed to do? Abandon my watch and go down and fetch the prior with help for
him? What could they do for him that I cannot do here? If I can’t rouse him,
then neither could they. He’ll come out of it when the right time comes, and
not before. He’s done himself no injury, his breathing is steady and deep. His
heart beats strongly and regularly, he has no fever. Why interfere with a man’s
peculiar pleasures, if they’re doing him no harm? It isn’t cold here, and he
can have one of these altar-cloths for blanket, a fancy that ought to please
him. No, we came to watch out the night together, and so we will, I here on my
knees as is due, and he wherever he may be at this moment in his dreams. He covered Columbanus, adjusted the
cloths to cushion his head, and went back to his own prie-dieu. But whatever
this visitation had done for Columbanus, it had shattered all possibility of
thought or concentration for Cadfael. The more he tried to focus his mind whether
upon his duty of prayer and meditation, or the urgent need to consider where
Sioned stood now, and what more could be done, the more was he drawn to look
again at the prone body, and listen again to make sure it still breathed as
evenly as ever. What should have been a profitable night hung heavy upon him,
wasted as worship, useless as thought, as long and dreary and tedious a night
as he had ever passed. The first dove-grey softening of the
darkness came as a blessing, bringing release at least within sight. The narrow
space of sky seen through the altar window changed from grey to pale, clear
green, from green to saffron, from saffron to gold, a cloudless morning, the
first sunray piercing through the slit and falling on the altar, the reliquary,
the shrouded body, and then striking like a golden sword across the chapel,
leaving Columbanus in darkness. Still he lay rigid, yet breathing deeply and
softly, and no touch or word could reach him. He was in the same condition when
Prior Robert came with his fellows, and Sioned with Annest in attendance, and
all the people from the village and the nearby holdings, silent and watchful as
before, to see the end of this three-night vigil. Sioned was the first to enter, and
the dimness within, after the brightness without, made her blind for a moment,
so that she halted in the doorway until her eyes should grow accustomed to the
change. Prior Robert was close behind her when she saw the soles of Brother
Columbanus’s sandals upturned before her, just touched by the sunray from the
window, while the rest of him lay still in shadow. Her eyes widened in wonder
and horror, and before Cadfael could rise and turn to reassure her she had
uttered a sharp cry: “What is it? Is he dead?” The prior put her aside quickly, and
strode past her, and was brought up short with his foot on the hem of
Columbanus’ habit. “What happened here? Columbanus!
Brother!” He stooped and laid his hand upon a rigid shoulder. Columbanus slept
and dreamed on, unmoved and unmoving. “Brother Cadfael, what does this mean?
What has befallen him?” “He is not dead,” said Cadfael,
putting first things first, “nor do I think he is in any danger. He breathes
like a man peacefully sleeping. His colour is good, he is cool to the touch,
and has no injury. Simply, at midnight he suddenly stood up before the altar,
and spread out his arms and fell forward thus in trance. He has lain all night
like this, but without distress or agitation.” “You should have called us to his
aid,” said the prior, shaken and dismayed. “I had also a duty,” said Cadfael
shortly, “to remain here and keep the vigil I was sent to keep. And what could
have been done for him more than I have done, in giving him a pillow for his
head and a cover against the chill of the night? Nor, I think, would he have
been grateful if we had carried him away before the appointed time. Now he has
kept his own watch faithfully, and if we cannot rouse him we may bear him away
to his bed, without doing violence to his sense of duty.” “There is something in that,” said
Brother Richard earnestly, “for you know that Brother Columbanus has several
times been visited and favoured by visions, and it might have been a great
wrong to take him away from the very place where such blessings befell him. An
offence, perhaps, against the saint herself, if she was pleased to reveal
herself to him. And if that is so, then he will awake when the time is right
that he should, and it might do him great harm to try and hasten the hour.” “It is true,” said the prior, a
little reassured, “that he seems at peace, and has a good colour, and no sign
of trouble or pain. This is most strange. Is it possible that this young
brother will be the occasion of another such prodigy as when his affliction
first drew us to Saint Winifred?” “He was the instrument of grace
once,” said Richard, “and may be so again. We had better carry him down to his
bed at Cadwallon’s house, and keep him quiet and warm, and wait. Or had we not
better take him to Father Huw’s parsonage, so that he may be close to the church?
It may be that his first need will be to give thanks.” With a heavy altar-cloth and their
girdles they made a sling in which to carry Columbanus, lifting him from the
floor, stiff as a branch, even his extended arms still rigid. They laid him on
his back in their improvised litter, and he suffered whatever they did to him,
and made no sound or sign. A few of the watching natives, moved and awed by the
spectacle, came forward to lend a hand in carrying him down through the forest
to Huw’s house. Cadfael let them go. He turned to look at Sioned, as she was
looking at him, with dubious and speculative eyes. “Well, I, at least,” he said, “am in
my right senses, and can and will do what you have asked of me.” And he stepped
to Rhisiart’s side, and laid his hand upon the dead man’s heart, and signed his
forehead with a cross. She walked beside him as they
followed the slow procession down towards the village. “What more can we do? If you know of
anything, only tell me. We have not been favoured so far. And today is to be
his burial.” “I know it,” said Cadfael, and
brooded. “As for this affair in the night, I’m torn two ways. I should think it
possible it was all planned, to reinforce our cause with another miracle, but
for two things. To me Prior Robert’s amazement and concern, however I look at
them, seem to be true and not false. And Columbanus has shown these strange
properties before, and the way they overtake him is violent and perilous, and
it’s hard to believe he is feigning. A tumbler at a fair, making his living by
playing the devil with his own body, could not outdo Columbanus when the fit
comes on him. I am not able to judge. I think there are some who live on a
knife-edge in the soul, and at times are driven to hurl themselves into the
air, at the mercy of heaven or hell which way to fall.” “All I know,” said Sioned, burning
darkly red like a slow torch, “is that my father whom I loved is murdered, and
I want justice on the murderer, and I do not want a blood price. There is no
price I will accept for Rhisiart’s blood.” “I know, I know!” said Cadfael. “I
am as Welsh as you. But keep a door open to pity, as who knows when you or I
may need it! And have you spoken with Engelard? And is all well with him?” She quivered and flushed and
softened beside him, like a frost-blighted flower miraculously revived by a
southern wind. But she did not answer. There was no need. “Ah, you’ll live!” said Brother
Cadfael, satisfied. “As he’d want you to. Even if he did set his face against,
like a proper Welsh lord. You’d have got your way in the end, you were right
about that. And listen, I have thought of two things you should yet do. We must
try whatever we can. Don’t go home now. Let Annest take you to Bened’s smithy
to rest, and the both of you come to Mass. Who knows what we may learn once our
half-fledged saint regains his senses? And then, also, when you bury your
father, make certain Peredur comes with his father. He might try to avoid else,
if he’s eluded you this far, but if you ask him, he cannot refuse. I am still
in more minds than one, and none of them very clear, concerning Master
Peredur.” Chapter Eight IT WAS THE LITTLE BRAZEN BELL
RINGING FOR MASS that penetrated Brother Columbanus’ enchanted sleep at last.
It could not be said that it awoke him, rather it caused him to open his closed
eyes, quiver through all his frozen members, flex his stiff arms, and press his
re-quickened hands together over his breast. Otherwise his face did not change,
nor did he seem to be aware of those who were gathered anxiously about the bed
on which he lay. They might not have been there at all. All Brother Columbanus
responded to was the bell, the first call to worship. He stirred and sat up. He
rose from the bed, and stood firmly on his feet. He looked radiant, but still
private and apart. “He is preparing to take his usual
place with us,” said the prior, moved and awed. “Let us go, and make no attempt
yet to rouse him. When he has given thanks he’ll come back to us, and speak out
what he has experienced.” And he led the way to the church,
and as he had supposed, Columbanus fell into his usual place as the youngest in
the attendant brotherhood now that John was disgraced, and followed modestly,
and modestly took part in the service, still like a man in a dream. The church was full as it would
hold, and there were more people clustered outside the doorway. The word had
gone round already that something strange and wonderful had happened at Saint
Winifred’s chapel, and revelations might very well follow at Mass. Not until the end did any further
change occur in the condition of Brother Columbanus. But when the prior, slowly
and expectantly, as one turning a key and almost confident of entry, took the
first step towards the doorway, suddenly Columbanus gave a great start, and
uttered a soft cry, staring wonderingly about him at all these known faces. His
own visage came to life, smiling. He put out a hand as if to arrest the prior’s
departure, and said in a high voice: “Oh, Father, I have been so blessed, I
have known such bliss! How did I come here, when I know I was elsewhere, and
translated out of night’s darkness into so glorious a light? And surely this is
again the world I left! A fair world enough, but I have been in a fairer, far
beyond any deserts of mine. Oh, if I could but tell you!” Every eye was upon him, and every
ear stretched to catch his least word. Not a soul left the church, rather those
without crowded in closer. “Son,” said Prior Robert, with
unwontedly respectful kindness, “you are here among your brothers, engaged in
the worship of God, and there is nothing to fear and nothing to regret, for the
visitation granted you was surely meant to inspire and arm you to go fearless
through an imperfect world, in the hope of a perfect world hereafter. You were
keeping night watch with Brother Cadfael at Saint Winifred’s chapel—do you
remember that? In the night something befell you that drew your spirit for a
time away from us, out of the body, but left that body unharmed and at rest
like a child asleep. We brought you back here still absent from us in the
spirit, but now you are here with us again, and all is well. You have been
greatly privileged.” “Oh, greatly, far more than you
know,” sang Columbanus, glowing like a pale lantern. “I am the messenger of
such goodness, I am the instrument of reconciliation and peace. Oh,
Father… Father Huw… brothers… let me
speak out here before all, for what I am bidden to tell concerns all.” Nothing, thought Cadfael, could have
stopped him, so plainly did his heavenly embassage override any objection mere
prior or priest might muster. And Robert was proving surprisingly compliant in
accepting this transfer of authority. Either he already knew that the voice
from heaven was about to say something entirely favourable to his plans and
conducive to his glory, or else he was truly impressed, and inclining heart and
ear to listen as devoutly as any man there present. “Speak freely, brother,” he said,
“let us share your joy.” “Father, at the hour of midnight as
I knelt before the altar I heard a sweet voice crying my name, and I arose and
went forward to obey the call. What happened to my body then I do not know, you
tell me it was lying as if asleep when you came. But it seemed to me that as I
stepped towards the altar there was suddenly a soft, golden light all about it,
and there rose up, floating in the midst of the light, a most beautiful virgin,
who moved in a miraculous shower of white petals, and distilled most sweet
odours from her robe and from her long hair. And this gracious being spoke to
me, and told me that her name was Winifred, and that she was come to approve
our enterprise, and also to forgive all those who out of mistaken loyalty and
reverence had opposed it hitherto. And then, oh, marvellous goodness!—she laid
her hand on Rhisiart’s breast, as his daughter has begged us to do in token of
our mere personal forgiveness, but she in divine absolution, and with such
perfection of grace, I cannot describe it.” “Oh, son,” said Prior Robert in
rapture, riding over the quivering murmurs that crossed the church like ripples
on a pool, “you tell a greater wonder than we dared hope. Even the lost saved!” “It is so! And, Father, there is
more! When she laid her hand on him, she bade me speak out to all men in this
place, both native and stranger, and make known her merciful will. And it is
this ‘Where my bones shall be taken out of the earth,’ she said, ‘there will be
an open grave provided. What I relinquish, I may bestow. In this grave,’ said
Winifred, ‘let Rhisiart be buried, that his rest may be assured, and my power
made manifest.’ “ “What could I do,” said Sioned, “but
thank him for his good offices, when he brought divine reassurance for my
father’s weal? And yet it outrages me, I would rather have stood up and said
that I am not and never have been in the least doubt that my father is in
blessedness this moment, for he was a good man who never did a mean wrong to
anyone. And certainly it’s kind of Saint Winifred to offer him the lodging
she’s leaving, and graciously forgive him, but—forgiveness for what? Absolution
for what? She might have praised him while she was about it, and said outright
that he was justified, not forgiven.” “Yet a very ambassadorial message,”
admitted Cadfael appreciatively, “calculated to get us what we came for, assuage
the people of Gwytherin, make peace all round—“ “And to placate me, and cause me to
give up the pursuit of my father’s murderer,” said Sioned, “burying the deed
along with the victim. Except that I will not rest until I know.” “—and shed reflected glory upon
Prior Robert, I was going to say. And I wish I knew which mind conceived the
idea!” They had met for a few hurried
minutes at Bened’s smithy, where Cadfael had gone to borrow mattock and spade
for the holy work now to be undertaken. Even a few of the men of Gwytherin had
come forward and asked to have a share in breaking the sacred earth, for though
they were still reluctant to lose their saint, if it was her will to leave them
they had no wish to cross her. Prodigious things were happening, and they intended
to be in receipt of her approval and blessing rather than run the risk of
encountering her arrows. “It seems to me most of the glory is
falling, rather, on Brother Columbanus of late,” said Sioned shrewdly. “And the
prior took it meekly, and never made any attempt to filch it back fro from him.
That’s the one thing that makes me believe he may be honest.” She had said something that caused
Cadfael to pause and look attentively at her, scrubbing dubiously at his nose. “You may well be right. And certainly
this story is bound to go back to Shrewsbury with us, and spread through all
our sister houses, when we come home with our triumph. Yes, Columbanus will
certainly have made himself a great name for holiness and divine favour in the
order.” “They say an ambitious man can make
a grand career in the cloister,” she said. “Maybe he’s busy laying the
foundations, a great step up towards being prior himself when Robert becomes
abbot. Or even abbot, when Robert supposes he’s about to become abbot! For it’s
not his name they’ll be buzzing round the shires as the visionary the saints
use to make their wants known.” “That,” agreed Cadfael, “may not
even have dawned on Robert yet, but when the awe of the occasion passes it
will. And he’s the one who’s pledged to write a life of the saint, and complete
it with the account of this pilgrimage. Columbanus may very well end up as an
anonymous brother who happened to be charged with a message to the prior from
his patroness. Chroniclers can edit names out as easily as visionaries can
noise them abroad. But I grant you, this lad comes of a thrusting Norman family
that doesn’t put even its younger sons into the Benedictine habit to spend
their lives doing menial work like gardening.” “And we’re no further forward,” said
Sioned bitterly. “No. But we have not finished yet.” “But as I see it, this is devised to
be an ending, to close this whole episode in general amity, as if everything
was resolved. But everything is not resolved! Somewhere in this land there is a
man who stabbed my father in the back, and we’re all being asked to draw a veil
over that and lose sight of it in the great treaty of peace. But I want that
man found, and Engelard vindicated, and my father avenged, and I won’t rest, or
let anyone else rest, until I get what I want. And now tell me what I am to
do.” “What I’ve already told you,” said
Cadfael. “Have all your household party and friends gathered at the chapel to
watch the grave opened, and make sure that Peredur attends.” “I’ve already sent Annest to beg him
to come,” said Sioned. “And then? What have I to say or do to Peredur?” “That silver cross you wear round
your neck,” said Cadfael. “Are you willing to part with it in exchange for one
step ahead towards what you want to know?” “That and all the rest of the
valuables I own. You know it.” “Then this,” said Cadfael, “is what
you will do…” With prayers and psalms they carried
their tools up to the tangled graveyard by the chapel, trimmed back the
brambles and wild flowers and long grass from the little mound of Winifred’s
grave, and reverently broke the sod. By turns they laboured, all taking a share
in the work for the merit to be acquired. And most of Gwytherin gathered round
the place in the course of the day, all work left at a standstill in the fields
and crofts, to watch the end of this contention. For Sioned had spoken truly.
She and all her household servants were there among the rest, in mourning and
massed to bring out Rhisiart’s body for burial when the time came, but this
funeral party had become, for the time being, no more than a side-issue, an
incident in the story of Saint Winifred, and a closed incident at that. Cadwallon was there, Uncle Meurice
was there, and Bened, and all the other neighbours. And there at his father’s
elbow, withdrawn and brooding, stood young Peredur, by the look of him wishing
himself a hundred leagues away. His thick dark brows were drawn together as
though his head ached, and wherever his brown eyes wandered, it was never
towards Sioned. He had crept here reluctantly at her express asking, but he
could not or would not face her. The bold red mouth was chilled and pale from
the tension with which it was tightened against his teeth. He watched the dark
pit deepen in the grass, and breathed hard and deep, like a man containing
pain. A far cry from the spoiled boy with the long, light step and the
audacious smile, who so plainly had taken it for granted that the world was his
for the wooing. Peredur’s demons were at him within. The ground was moist but light, not
hard to work, but the grave was deep. Gradually the diggers sank to the
shoulders in the pit, and by mid-afternoon Brother Cadfael, shortest of the
party, had almost disappeared from view when he took his final turn in the
depths. No one dared to doubt openly if they were in the right place, but some
must have been wondering. Cadfael, for no good reason that he could see, had no
doubts at all. The girl was here. She had lived many years as an abbess after
her brief martyrdom and miraculous restoration, yet he thought of her as that
devout, green girl, in romantic love with celibacy and holiness, who had fled
from Prince Cradoc’s advances as from the devil himself. By some perverse
severance of the heart in two he could feel both for her and for the desperate
lover, so roughly molten out of the flesh and presumably exterminated in the
spirit. Did anyone every pray for him? He was in greater need than Winifred. In
the end, perhaps the only prayers he ever benefited by were Winifred’s prayers.
She was Welsh, and capable of detachment and subtlety. She might well have put
in a word for him, to reassemble his liquefied person and congeal it again into
the shape of a man. A chastened man, doubtless, but still the same shape as
before. Even a saint may take pleasure, in retrospect, in having been once
desired. The spade grated on something in the
dark, friable soil, something neither loam nor stone. Cadfael checked his
stroke instantly at its suggestion of age, frailty and crumbling dryness. He
let the blade lie, and stooped to scoop away with his hands the cool, odorous,
gentle earth that hid the obstruction from him. Dark soil peeled away under his
fingers from a slender, pale, delicate thing, the gentle dove-grey of pre-dawn,
but freckled with pitted points of black. He drew out an arm-bone, scarcely
more than child size, and stroked away the clinging earth. Islands of the same
soft colouring showed below, grouped loosely together. He did not want to break
any of them. He hoisted the spade and tossed it out of the pit. “She is here. We have found her.
Softly, now, leave her to me.” Faces peered in upon him. Prior
Robert gleamed in silvery agitation, thirsting to plunge in and dredge up the
prize in person, but deterred by the clinging darkness of the soil and the
whiteness of his hands. Brother Columbanus at the brink towered and glittered,
his exalted visage turned, not towards the depths where this fragile virgin
substance lay at rest, but rather to the heavens from which her diffused
spiritual essence had addressed him. He displayed, no doubt of it, an aura of
distinct proprietorship that dwarfed both prior and sub-prior, and shone with
its full radiance upon all those who watched from the distance. Brother
Columbanus meant to be, was, and knew that he was, memorable in this memorable
hour. Brother Cadfael kneeled. It may even
have been a significant omen that at this moment he alone was kneeling. He
judged that he was at the feet of the skeleton. She had been there some
centuries, but the earth had dealt kindly, she might well be whole, or
virtually whole. He had not wanted her disturbed at all, but now he wanted her
disturbed as little as might be, and delved carefully with scooping palms and
probing, stroking finger-tips to uncover the whole slender length of her
without damage. She must have been a little above medium height, but willowy as
a seventeen-year-old girl. Tenderly he stroked the earth away from round her.
He found the skull, and leaned on stretched arms, fingering the eye-sockets
clear, marvelling at the narrow elegance of the cheek-bones, and the generosity
of the dome. She had beauty and fineness in her death. He leaned over her like
a shield, and grieved. “Let me down a linen sheet,” he
said, “and some bands to raise it smoothly. She shall not come out of here bone
by bone, but whole woman as she went in.” “They handed a cloth down to him,
and he spread it beside the slight skeleton, and with infinite care eased her
free of the loose soil, and edged her by inches into the shroud of linen,
laying the disturbed armbone in its proper place. With bands of cloth slung
under her she was drawn up into the light of day, and laid tenderly in the
grass at the side of her grave. “We must wash away the soil-marks
from her bones,” said Prior Robert, gazing in reverent awe upon the prize he
had gone to such trouble to gain, “and wrap them afresh.” “They are dry and frail and brittle,
‘ warned Cadfael impatiently. “If she is robbed of this Welsh earth she may
very well crumble to Welsh earth herself in your hands. And if you keep her
here in the air and the sun too long, she may fall to dust in any case. If you
are wise, Father Prior, you’ll wrap her well as she lies, and get her into the
reliquary and seal her from the air as tight as you can, as quickly as you
can.” That was good sense, and the prior
acted on it, even if he did not much relish being told what to do so brusquely.
With hasty but exultant prayers they brought the resplendent coffin out to the
lady, to avoid moving her more than they must, and with repeated swathings of
linen bound her little bones carefully together, and laid her in the coffin.
The brothers who made it had realised the need for perfect sealing to preserve
the treasure, and taken great pains to make the lid fit down close as a skin,
and line the interior with lead. Before Saint Winifred was carried back into
the chapel for the thanksgiving Mass the lid was closed upon her, the catches
secured, and at the end of the service the prior’s seals were added to make all
fast. They had her imprisoned, to be carried away into the alien land that
desired her patronage. All the Welsh who could crowd into the chapel or cling
close enough to the doorway to catch glimpses of the proceedings kept a silence
uncannily perfect, their eyes following every move, secret eyes that expressed
no resentment, but by their very attention, fixed and unwavering, implied an
unreconciled opposition they were afraid to speak aloud. “Now that this sacred duty is done,”
said Father Huw, at once relieved and saddened, “it is time to attend to the
other duty which the saint herself has laid upon us, and bury Rhisiart
honourably, with full absolution, in the grave she has bequeathed to him. And I
call to mind, in the hearing of all, how great a blessing is thus bestowed, and
how notable an honour.” It was as near as he would go to speaking out his own
view of Rhisiart, and in this, at least, he had the sympathy of every Welshman
there present. That burial service was brief, and
after it six of Rhisiart’s oldest and most trusted servants took up the bier of
branches, a little wilted now but still green, and carried it out to the
graveside. The same slings which had lifted Saint Winifred waited to lower
Rhisiart into the same bed. Sioned stood beside her uncle, and
looked all round her at the circle of her friends and neighbours, and unclasped
the silver cross from her neck. She had so placed herself that Cadwallon and
Peredur were close at her right hand, and it was simple and natural to turn
towards them. Peredur had hung back throughout, never looking at her but when
he was sure she was looking away, and when she swung round upon him suddenly he
had no way of avoiding. “One last gift I want to give to my
father. And I would like you, Peredur, to be the one to give it. You have been
like a son to him. Will you lay this cross on his breast, where the murderer’s
arrow pierced him? I want it to be buried with him. It is my farewell to him
here, let it be yours, too.” Peredur stood dumbstruck and aghast,
staring from her still and challenging face to the little thing she held out to
him, in front of so many witnesses, all of whom knew him, all of whom were
known to him. She had spoken clearly, to be heard by all. Every eye was on him,
and all recorded, though without understanding, the slow draining of blood from
his face, and his horror-stricken stare. He could not refuse what she asked. He
could not do it without touching the dead man, touching the very place where
death had struck him. His hand came out with aching
reluctance, and took the cross from her. To leave her thus extending it in vain
was more than he could stand. He did not look at it, but only desperately at
her, and in her face the testing calm had blanched into incredulous dismay, for
now she believed she knew everything, and it was worse than anything she had
imagined. But as he could not escape from the trap she had laid for him,
neither could she release him. It was sprung, and now he had to fight his way
out of it as best he could. They were already wondering why he made no move, and
whispering together in concern at his hanging back. He made a great effort, drawing
himself together with a frantic briskness that lasted only a moment. He took a
few irresolute steps towards the bier and the grave, and then baulked like a
frightened horse, and halted again, and that was worse, for now he stood alone
in the middle of the circle of witnesses, and could go neither forward nor
back. Cadfael saw sweat break in great beads on his forehead and lip. “Come, son,” said Father Huw kindly,
the last to suspect evil, “don’t keep the dead waiting, and don’t grieve too
much for them, for that would be sin. I know, as Sioned has said, he was like
another father to you, and you share her loss. So do we all.” Peredur stood quivering at Sioned’s
name, and at the word “father,” and tried to go forward, and could not move.
His feet would not take him one step nearer to the swathed form that lay by the
open grave. The light of the sun on him, the weight of all eyes, bore him down.
He fell on his knees suddenly, the cross still clutched in one hand, the other
spread to hide his face. “He cannot!” he cried hoarsely from
behind the shielding palm. “He cannot accuse me! I am not guilty of murder!
What I did was done when Rhisiart was already dead!” A great, gasping sigh passed like a
sudden wind round the clearing and over the tangled grave, and subsided into a
vast silence. It was a long minute before Father Huw broke it, for this was his
sheep, not Prior Robert’s, a child of his flock, and hitherto a child of grace,
now stricken into wild self-accusation of some terrible sin not yet explained,
but to do with violent death. “Son Peredur,” said Father Huw
firmly, “you have not been charged with any ill-doing by any other but
yourself. We are waiting only for you to do what Sioned has asked of you, for
her asking was a grace. Therefore do her bidding, or speak out why you will
not, and speak plainly.” Peredur heard, and ceased to
tremble. A little while he kneeled and gathered his shattered composure about
him doggedly, like a cloak. Then he uncovered his face, which was pale,
despairing but eased, no longer in combat with truth but consenting to it. He
was a young man of courage. He got to his feet and faced them squarely. “Father I come to confession by
constraint, and not gladly, and I am as ashamed of that as of what I have to
confess. But it is not murder. I did not kill Rhisiart. I found him dead.” “At what hour?” asked Brother
Cadfael, wholly without right, but nobody questioned the interruption. “I went out after the rain stopped.
You remember it rained.” They remembered. They had good reason. “It would be a
little after noon. I was going up to the pasture our side of Bryn, and I found
him lying on his face in that place where afterwards we all saw him. He was dead
then, I swear it! And I was grieved, but also I was tempted, for there was
nothing in this world I could do for Rhisiart, but I saw a way…” Peredur
swallowed and sighed, bracing his forehead against his fate, and went on. “I
saw a means of ridding myself of a rival. Of the favoured rival. Rhisiart had
refused his daughter to Engelard, but Sioned had not refused him, and well I
knew there was no hope for me, however her father urged her, while Engelard was
there between us. Men might easily believe that Engelard should kill Rhisiart,
if—if there was some proof…” “But you did not believe it,” said
Cadfael, so softly that hardly anyone noticed the interruption, it was accepted
and answered without thought. “No!” said Peredur almost
scornfully. “I knew him, he never would!” “Yet you were willing he should be
taken and accused. It was all one to you if it was death that removed him out
of your way, so he was removed.” “No!” said Peredur again,
smouldering but aware that he was justly lashed. “No, not that! I thought he
would run, take himself away again into England, and leave us alone, Sioned and
me. I never wished him worse than that. I thought, with him gone, in the end
Sioned would do what her father had wished, and marry me. I could wait! I would
have waited years…” He did not say, but there were two
there, at least, who knew, and remembered in his favour, that he had opened the
way for Engelard to break out of the ring that penned him in, and deliberately
let him pass, just as Brother John, with a better conscience, had frustrated
the pursuit. Brother Cadfael said sternly: “But
you went so far as to steal one of this unfortunate young man’s arrows, to make
sure all eyes turned on him.” “I did not steal it, though no less
discredit to me that I used it as I did. I was out with Engelard after game,
not a week earlier, with Rhisiart’s permission. When we retrieved our arrows, I
took one of his by error among mine. I had it with me then.” Peredur’s shoulders had
straightened, his head was up, his hands, the right still holding Sioned’s
cross, hung gently and resignedly at his sides. His face was pale but calm. He
had got the worst of it off his back, after what he had borne alone these last
days confession and penance were balm. “Let me tell the whole of it, all
the thing I did, that has made me a monster in my own eyes ever since. I will
not make it less than it was, and it was hideous. Rhisiart was stabbed in the
back, and the dagger withdrawn and gone. I turned him over on his back, and I
turned that wound back to front, and I tell you, my hands burn now, but I did
it. He was dead, he suffered nothing. I pierced my own flesh, not his. I could
tell the line of the wound, for the dagger had gone right through him, though
the breast wound was small. I took my own dagger, and opened the way for
Engelard’s arrow to follow, and I thrust it through and left it standing in him
for witness. And I have not had one quiet moment, night or day,” said Peredur,
not asking pity, rather grateful that now his silence was broken and his infamy
known, and nothing more to hide, “since I did this small, vile thing, and now I
am glad it’s out, whatever becomes of me. And at least grant me this, I did not
make my trap in such a way as to accuse Engelard of shooting a man in the back!
I knew him! I lived almost side by side with him since he came here a fugitive,
we were of an age, we could match each other. I have liked him, hunted with
him, fought with him, been jealous of him, even hated him because he was loved
where I was not. Love makes men do terrible things,” said Peredur, not
pleading, marvelling, “even to their friends.” He had created, all unconsciously, a
tremendous hush all about him, of awe at his blasphemy, of startled pity for
his desolation, of chastened wonder at their own misconceivings. The truth fell
like thunder, subduing them all. Rhisiart had not been shot down with an arrow,
but felled from behind at close quarters, out of thick cover, a coward’s
killing. Not saints, but men, deal in that kind of treachery. Father Huw broke the silence. In his
own providence, where no alien dignitaries dared intrude, he grew taller and
more secure in his gentle, neighbourly authority. And great violence had been
done to what he knew to be right, and great requital was due from the sinner,
and great compassion due to him. “Son Peredur,” he said, “you stand
in dire sin, and cannot be excused. Such violation of the image of God, such
misuse of a clean affection—for such I know you had with Rhisiart—and such
malice towards an innocent man—for such you proclaimed Engelard—cannot go
unpunished.” “God forbid,” said Peredur humbly,
“that I should escape any part of what is due. I want it! I cannot live with
myself if I have only this present self to live with!” “Child, if you mean that, then give
yourself into my hands, to be delivered up both to secular and religious
justice. As to the law, I shall speak with the prince’s bailiff. As to the
penance due before God, that is for me as your confessor, and I require that
you shall wait my considered judgment.” “So I will, Father,” said Peredur.
“I want no unearned pardon. I take penance willingly.” “Then you need not despair of grace.
Go home now, and remain withindoors until I send for you.” “I will be obedient to you in all
things. But I have one prayer before I go.” He turned slowly and faced Sioned.
She was standing quite still where the awful dread had fallen upon her, her
hands clutched to her cheeks, her eyes fixed in fascination and pain upon the
boy who had grown up as her playfellow. But the rigidity had ebbed out of her,
for though he called himself a monster, he was not, after all, the monster she
had briefly thought him. “May I now do what you asked of me? I am not afraid
now. He was a fair man always. He won’t accuse me of more than my due.” He was both asking her pardon and
saying his farewell to any hope he had still cherished of winning her, for now
that was irrevocably over. And the strange thing was that now he could approach
her, even after so great an offence, without constraint, almost without
jealousy. Nor did her face express any great heat or bitterness against him. It
was thoughtful and intent. “Yes,” she said, “I still wish it.”
If he had spoken the whole truth, and she was persuaded that he had, it was
well that he should take his appeal to Rhisiart, in a form every man there
would acknowledge. In otherworldly justice the body would clear him of the evil
he had not committed, now that confession was made of what he had. Peredur went forward steadily enough
now, sank to his knees beside Rhisiart’s body, and laid first his hand, and
then Sioned’s cross, upon the heart he had pierced, and no gush of blood sprang
at his touch. And if there was one thing certain, it was that here was a man
who did believe. He hesitated a moment, still kneeling, and then, feeling a
need rather to give thanks for this acceptance than to make any late and
unfitting display of affection, stooped and kissed the right hand that lay
quiet over the left on Rhisiart’s breast, their clasped shape showing through the
close shroud. That done, he rose and went firmly away by the downhill path
towards his father’s house. The people parted to let him through in a great
silence, and Cadwallon, starting out of a trance of unbelieving misery, lurched
forward in haste and went trotting after his son. Chapter Nine THE EVENING WAS DRAWING IN by the
time they had buried Rhisiart, and it was too late for Prior Robert and his
companions to take their prize and leave at once for home, even if it had been
a seemly thing to do, after all that had happened. Some ceremony was due to the
community the saint was leaving, and the houses that had offered hospitality
freely even to those who came to rob them. “We will stay this night over, and
sing Vespers and Compline in the church with you, and give due thanks,” said
the prior. “And after Compline one of us will again watch the night through
with Saint Winifred, as is only proper. And should the prince’s bailiff require
that we stay longer, we will do as he asks. For there is still the matter of
Brother John, who stands in contempt of the law, to our disgrace.” “At present,” said Father Huw
deprecatingly, “the bailiff is giving his attention to the case of Rhisiart’s
murder. For though we have suffered many revelations in that matter, you see
that we are no nearer knowing who is guilty. What we have seen today is one man
who certainly is innocent of the crime, whatever his other sins may be.” “I fear,” said Prior Robert with
unwonted humility, “that without ill intent we have caused you great grief and
trouble here, and for that I am sorry. And greatly sorry for the parents of
that sinful young man, who are suffering, I think, far worse than he, and
without blame.” “I am going to them now,” said Huw.
“Will you go on ahead, Father Prior, and sing Vespers for me? For I may be
delayed some time. I must do what I can for this troubled household.” The people of Gwytherin had begun to
drift away silently by many paths, vanishing into the woods to spread the news
of the day’s happening to the far corners of the parish. In the long grass of
the graveyard, trampled now by many feet, the dark, raw shape of Rhisiart’s
grave made a great scar, and two of his men were filling in the earth over him.
It was finished. Sioned turned towards the gate, and all the rest of her people
followed. Cadfael fell in beside her as the
subdued, straggling procession made its way home towards the village. “Well,” he said resignedly, “it was
worth trying. And we can’t say it got us nothing. At least we know now who
committed the lesser crime, if we’re very little nearer knowing who committed
the greater. And we know why there were two, for they made no sense, being one
and the same. And at any rate, we have shaken the devil off that boy’s back.
Are you quite revolted at what he did? As he is?” “Strangely,” said Sioned, “I don’t
believe I am. I was too sick with horror, that short time while I thought him
the murderer. After that, it was simple relief that he was not. He has never
gone short of anything he wanted, you see, until he wanted me.” “It was a real wanting,” said
Brother Cadfael, remembering long-past hungers of his own. “I doubt if he’ll
ever quite get over it, though I’m pretty sure he’ll make a sound marriage, and
get handsome children like himself, and be fairly content. He grew up today,
she won’t be disappointed, whoever she may be. But she’ll never be Sioned.” Her tired, woeful, discouraged face
had softened and warmed, and suddenly she was smiling beside him, faintly but
reassuringly. “You are a good man. You have a way of reconciling people. But no
need! Do you think I did not see how he dragged himself painfully to this
afternoon’s business, and has gone striding away with his head up to embrace
his punishment? I might really have loved him a little, if there had been no
Engelard. But only a little! He may do better than that.” “You are a fine girl,” said Brother
Cadfael heartily. “If I had met you when I was thirty years younger, I should
have made Engelard sweat for his prize. Peredur should be thankful even for
such a sister. But we’re no nearer knowing what we want and need to know.” “And have we any more shafts left to
loose?” she asked ruefully. “Any more snares to set? At least we’ve freed the
poor soul we caught in the last one.” He was silent, glumly thinking. “And tomorrow,” she said sadly,
“Prior Robert will take his saint and all his brothers, and you with them, and
set out for home, and I shall be left with nobody to turn to here. Father Huw
is as near a saint himself, in his small, confused way, as ever Winifred was,
but no use to me. And Uncle Meurice is a gentle creature who knows about
running a manor, but nothing about anything else, and wants no trouble and no
exertion. And Engelard must go on hiding, as well you know. Peredur’s plot
against him is quite empty now, we all know it. But does that prove he did not
kill my father, after a raging quarrel?” “In the back?” said Cadfael,
unguardedly indignant. She smiled. “All that proves is that
you know him! Not everyone does. Some will be saying at this moment, perhaps,
after all… that Peredur may have been right without even knowing it.” He thought about it and was
dismayed, for no question but she was right. What, indeed, did it prove if
another man had wished to burden him with the guilt? Certainly not that the
guilt was not his. Brother Cadfael confronted his own voluntarily assumed
responsibility, and braced himself to cope with it. “There
is also Brother John to be considered,” said Sioned. It may
well be that Annest, walking behind, had prodded her. “I have not forgotten Brother John,”
agreed Cadfael. “But I think the bailiff well may
have done. He would shut his eyes or look the other way, if Brother John left
for Shrewsbury with the rest of you. He has troubles enough here, what does he
want with alien trouble?” “And if Brother John should seem to
him to have left for Shrewsbury, he would be satisfied? And ask no questions
about one more outlander taken up by a patron here?” “I always knew you were quick,” said
Sioned, brown and bright and animated, almost herself again. “But would Prior
Robert pursue him still, when he hears he’s gone from custody? I don’t see him
as a forgiving man.” “No, nor he is, but how would he set
about it? The Benedictine order has no real hold in Wales. No, I think he’d let
it ride, now he has what he came for. I’m more concerned for Engelard. Give me
this one more night, child, and do this for me! Send your people home, and stay
the night over with Annest at Bened’s croft, and if God aids me with some new
thought—for never forget God is far more deeply offended even than you or I by
this great wrong!—I’ll come to you there.” “We’ll do that,” said Sioned. “And
you’ll surely come.” They had slowed to let the cortege
move well ahead of them, so that they could talk freely. They were approaching
the gatehouse of Cadwallon’s holding, and Prior Robert and his companions were
far in front and had passed by the gate, bent upon singing Vespers in good
time. Father Huw, issuing forth in haste and agitation in search of help,
seemed relieved rather than dismayed to find only Cadfael within call. The
presence of Sioned checked him to a decent walk and a measured tone, but did
nothing to subdue the effect of his erected hair and frantic mien. “Brother Cadfael, will you spare
some minutes for this afflicted household? You have some skills with medicines,
you may be able to advise…” “His mother!” whispered Sioned in
immediate reassurance. “She weeps herself into a frenzy at everything that
crosses her. I knew this would set her off. Poor Peredur, he has his penance
already! Shall I come?” “Better not,” he said softly, and
moved to meet Father Huw. Sioned was, after all, the innocent cause of
Peredur’s fall from grace, she would probably be the last person calculated to
calm his mother’s anguish. And Sioned understood him so, and went on, and left
the matter to him, so calmly that it was clear she expected no tragic results
from the present uproar. She had known Cadwallon’s wife all her life, no doubt
she had learned to treat her ups and downs as philosophically as Cadfael did
Brother Columbanus’ ecstasies and excesses. He never really hurt himself in his
throes, either! “Dame Branwen is in such a taking,”
fluttered Father Huw distractedly, steering Cadfael in haste towards the open
door of the hall. “I fear for her wits. I’ve seen her upset before, and hard
enough to pacify, but now, her only child, and such a shock… Really, she may do herself an injury if we
cannot quiet her.” Dame Branwen was indeed audible
before they even entered the small room where husband and son were trying to
soothe her, against a tide of vociferous weeping and lamentation that all but
deafened them. The lady, fat and fair and outwardly fashioned only for
comfortable, shallow placidity, half-sat, half-lay on a couch, throwing her
substantial person about in extravagant distress, now covering her silly, fond
face, now throwing her arms abroad in sweeping gestures of desolation and
despair, but never for one moment ceasing to bellow her sorrow and shame. The
tears that flowed freely down her round cheeks and the shattering sobs that
racked her hardly seemed to impede the flow of words that poured out of her
like heavy rain. Cadwallon on one side and Peredur on
the other stroked and patted and comforted in vain. As often as the father
tried to assert himself she turned on him with wild reproaches, crying that he
had no faith in his own son, or he could never have believed such a terrible
thing of him, that the boy was bewitched, under some spell that forced false
confession out of him, that he ought to have stood up for him before everybody
and prevented the tale from being accepted so lightly, for somewhere there was
witchcraft in it. As often as Peredur tried to convince her he had told the
truth, that he was willing to make amends, and she must accept his word, she
rounded on him with fresh outbursts of tears, screaming that her own son had
brought dreadful disgrace upon himself and her, that she wondered he dare come
near her, that she would never be able to lift up her head again, that he was a
monster… As for poor Father Huw, when he
tried to assert his spiritual authority and order her to submit to the force of
truth and accept her son’s act with humility, as Peredur himself had done in
making full confession and offering full submission, she cried out that she had
been a God-fearing and law-abiding woman all her life, and done everything to
bring up her child in the same way, and she could not now accept his guilt as
reflecting upon her. “Mother,” said Peredur, haggard and
sweating worse than when he faced Rhisiart’s body, “nobody blames you, and
nobody will. What I did I did, and it’s I who must abide the consequence, not
you. There isn’t a woman in Gwytherin won’t feel for you.” At that she let out a great wail of
grief, and flung her arms about him, and swore that he should not suffer any
grim penalties, that he was her own boy, and she would protect him. And when he
extricated himself with fading patience, she screamed that he meant to kill
her, the unfeeling wretch, and went off into peals of ear-piercing, sobbing
laughter. Brother Cadfael took Peredur firmly
by the sleeve, and hauled him away to the back of the room. “Show a little
sense, lad, and take yourself out of her sight, you’re fuel to her fire. If
nobody marked her at all she’d have stopped long ago, but now she’s got herself
into this state she’s past doing that of her own accord. Did our two brothers
stop in here, do you know, or go on with the prior?” Peredur was shaking and tired out,
but responded hopefully to this matter-of-fact treatment. “They’ve not been
here, or I should have seen them. They must have gone on to the church.” Naturally, neither Columbanus nor
Jerome would dream of absenting himself from Vespers on such a momentous day. “Never mind, you can show me where
they lodge. Columbanus brought some of my poppy syrup with him, in case of
need, the phial should be there with his scrip, he’d hardly have it on him. And
as far as I know, he’s had no occasion to use it, his cantrips here in Wales have
been of a quieter kind. We can find a use for it now.” “What does it do?” asked Peredur,
wide-eyed. “It soothes the passions and kills
pain—either of the body or the spirit.” “I could use some of that myself,”
said Peredur with a wry smile, and led the way out to one of the small huts
that lined the stockade. The guests from Shrewsbury had been given the best
lodging the house afforded, with two low brychans, and a small chest, with a
rush lamp for light. Their few necessaries occupied almost no space, but each
had a leather scrip to hold them, and both of these dangled from a nail in the
timber wall. Brother Cadfael opened first one, and then the other, and in the
second found what he was seeking. He drew it out and held it up to the
light, a small phial of greenish glass. Even before he saw the line of liquid
in it, its light weight had caused him to check and wonder. Instead of being
full to the stopper with the thick, sweet syrup, the bottle was three-quarters
empty. Brother Cadfael stood stock-still
for a moment with the phial in his hand, staring at it in silence. Certainly
Columbanus might at some time have felt the need to forestall some threatening
spiritual disturbance but Cadfael could recall no occasion when he had said any
word to that effect, or shown any sign of the rosy, reassuring calm the poppies
could bring. There was enough gone from the bottle to restore serenity three
times over, enough to put a man to sleep for hours. And now that he came to
think back, there had been at least one occasion when a man had slept away
hours of the day, instead of keeping the watch he was set to keep. The day of
Rhisiart’s death Columbanus had failed of his duty, and confessed as much with
heartfelt penitence. Columbanus, who had the syrup in his possession, and knew
its use… “What must we do?” asked Peredur,
uneasy in the silence. “If it tastes unpleasant you’ll have trouble getting her
to drink it.” “It tastes sweet.” But there was not
very much of it left, a little reinforcement with something else soothing and
pleasant might be necessary. “Go and get a cup of strong wine, and we’ll see
how that goes down.” They had taken with them a measure
of wine that day, he remembered, the ration for the two of them, when they set
off for the chapel. Columbanus had drawn and carried it. And a bottle of water
for himself, since he had made an act of piety of renouncing wine until their
mission was accomplished. Jerome had done well, getting a double ration. Brother Cadfael stirred himself out
of his furious thoughts to deal with the immediate need. Peredur hurried to do
his bidding, but brought mead instead of wine. “She’s more likely to drink it down
before she thinks to be obstinate, for she likes it better. And it’s stronger.” “Good!” said Cadfael. “It will hide
the syrup better. And now, go somewhere quiet, and harden your heart and stop
your ears and stay out of her sight, for it’s the best thing you can do for
her, and God knows the best for yourself, after such a day. And leave agonising
too much over your sins, black as they are, there isn’t a confessor in the land
who hasn’t heard worse and never turned a hair. It’s a kind of arrogance to be
so certain you’re past redemption.” The sweet, cloying drink swirled in
the cup, the syrup unwinding into it in a long spiral that slowly melted and
vanished. Peredur with shadowy eyes watched and was silent. After a moment he said, very low:
“It’s strange! I never could have done so shabbily by anyone I hated.” “Not strange at all,” said Cadfael
bluntly, stirring his potion. “When harried, we go as far as we dare, and with
those we’re sure of we dare go very far, knowing where forgiveness is certain.” Peredur bit his lip until it was
biddable. “Is it certain?” “As tomorrow’s daylight, child! And
now be off out of my way, and stop asking fool questions. Father Huw will have
no time for you today, there’s more important business waiting.” Peredur went like a docile child,
startled and comforted, and wherever he hid himself, he did it effectively, for
Cadfael saw no more of him that evening. He was a good lad at heart, and this
wild lunge of his into envy and meanness had brought him up short against an
image of himself that he did not like at all. Whatever prayers Huw set him by
way of penance were likely to hit heaven with the irresistible fervour of
thunderbolts, and whatever hard labour he was given, the result was likely to
stand solid as oak and last for ever. Cadfael took his draught, and went
back to where Dame Branwen was still heaving and quivering with uncontrollable
sobs, by this time in genuine distress, exhausted by her efforts but unable to
end them. He took advantage of her sheer weariness to present the cup to her as
soon as he reached her side, and with abrupt authority that acted on her before
she could muster the fibre of stubbornness. “Drink this!” And automatically she
drank it, half of it going down out of pure surprise, the second half because
the first had taught her how dry and sore her throat was from all its
exertions, and how smooth was the texture and how sweet the taste of this brew.
The very act of swallowing it broke the frightening rhythm of the huge sighs
that had convulsed her almost worse than the sobbing. Father Huw had time to
mop his brow with a fold of his sleeve before she was able to resume her complaints.
Even then, by comparison with what had gone before, they sounded half-hearted. “We women, we mothers, we sacrifice
our lives to bringing up children, and when they’re grown they reward us by
bringing disgrace upon us. What did I ever do to deserve this?” “He’ll do you credit yet,” said
Cadfael cheerfully. “Stand by him in his penance, but never try to excuse his
sin, and he’ll think the better of you for it.” That went by her like the wind
sighing at the time, though she may have remembered it later. Her voice
declined gradually from its injured self-justification, dwindled into a
half-dreamy monologue of grief, and took on at length a tone of warm and drowsy
complacency, before it lapsed into silence. Cadwallon breathed deep and
cautiously, and eyed his advisers. “I shall call her women and get her
to bed,” said Cadfael. “She’ll sleep the night through, and it’ll do her
nothing but good.” And you more good still, he thought but did not say. “Let
your son rest, too, and never say another word about his trouble but by the
way, like any other daily business, unless he speaks up first. Father Huw will
take care of him faithfully.” “I will,” said Huw. “He’s worth our
efforts.” Dame Branwen went amiably where she
was led, and the house was wonderfully quiet. Cadfael and Huw went out
together, pursued as far as the gate by Cadwallon’s distracted gratitude. When
they were well away from the holding, at the end of the stockade, the quietness
of the dusk came down on them softly, a cloud descending delicately upon a
cloud. “In time for supper, if not for
Vespers,” said Huw wearily. “What should we have done without you, Brother
Cadfael? I have no skill at all with women, they confuse me utterly. I marvel
how you have learned to deal with them so ably, you, a cloistered brother.” Cadfael thought of Bianca, and
Arianna, and Mariam, and all the others, some known so briefly, all so well. “Both men and women partake of the
same human nature, Huw. We both bleed when we’re wounded. That’s a poor, silly
woman, true, but we can show plenty of poor, silly men. There are women as
strong as any of us, and as able.” He was thinking of Mariam—or was it of
Sioned? “You go to supper, Huw, and hold me excused, and if I can be with you
before Compline, I will. I have some business first at Bened’s smithy.” The empty phial swung heavily in the
pocket in his right sleeve, reminding him. His mind was still busy with the
implications. Before ever he reached Bened’s croft he had it clear in his mind
what must be done, but was no nearer knowing how to set about it. Cai was with Bened on the bench
under the eaves, with a jug of rough wine between them. They were not talking,
only waiting for him to appear, and there could be no reason for that, but that
Sioned had told them positively that he would. “A fine tangle it turns out,” said
Bened, shaking his grizzled head. “And now you’ll be off and leave us holding
it. No blame to you, you have to go where your duty is. But what are we to do
about Rhisiart when you’re gone? There’s more than half this parish thinks your
Benedictines have killed him, and the lesser half thinks some enemy here has
taken the chance to blame you, and get clean away into cover. We were a
peaceful community until you came, nobody looked for murder among us.” “God knows we never meant to bring
it,” said Cadfael. “But there’s still tonight before we go, and I haven’t shot
my last bolt yet. I must speak with Sioned. We’ve things to do, and not much
time for doing them.” “Drink one cup with us before you go
in to her,” insisted Cai. “That takes no time at all, and is a powerful aid to
thought.” They were seated all together, three
simple, honest men, and the wine notably lower in the jug, when someone turned
in at the gate, light feet came running in great haste along the path, and
suddenly there was Annest confronting them, skirts flying and settling about
her like wings folding, her breath short and laboured, and excitement and
consternation in her face. And ready to be indignant at the very sight of them
sitting peacefully drinking wine. “You’d better stir yourselves,” she
said, panting and sparkling. “I’ve been along to Father Huw’s house to see
what’s going on there—Marared and Edwin between them have been keeping an eye
open for us. Do you know who’s there taking supper with the Benedictines?
Griffith ap Rhys, the bailiff! And do you know where he’s bound, afterwards? Up
to our house, to take Brother John to prison!” They were on their feet fast enough
at this news, though Bened dared to question it. “He can’t be there! The last I
heard of him he was at the mill.” “And that was this morning, and I
tell you now he’s eating and drinking with Prior Robert and the rest. I’ve seen
him with my own eyes, so don’t tell me he can’t be there. And here I find you
sitting on your hams drinking, as though we had all the time in the world!” “But why in such a hurry tonight?”
persisted Bened. “Did the prior send for him, because he’s wanting to be away
tomorrow?” “The devil was in it! He came to
Vespers just by way of compliment to Father Huw, and who should he find
celebrating instead but Prior Robert, and the prior seized on it as just the
chance he wanted, and has hung on to him and persuaded him Brother John must be
taken in charge tonight, for he can’t leave without knowing he’s safely in the
hands of the law. He says the bailiff should deal with him for the secular
offence of hindering the arrest of a criminal, and when he’s served his penalty
he’s to be sent back to Shrewsbury to answer for his defiance of discipline, or
else the prior will send an escort to fetch him. And what could the bailiff do
but fall in with it, when it was put to him like that? And here you sit—!” “All right, girl, all right,” said
Cai placatingly. “I’m off this minute, and Brother John will be out of there
and away to a safe place before ever the bailiff gets near us. I’ll take one of
your ponies, Bened…” “Saddle another for me,” said Annest
with determination. “I’m coming with you.” Cai went off at a jogtrot to the
paddock, and Annest, drawing breath more easily now that the worst was told,
drank off the wine he had left in his cup, and heaved a huge, resolute sigh. “We’d better be out of here fast,
for that young brother who looks after the horses now will be coming down after
supper to get them. The prior means to be there to see John safe bound.
‘There’s time yet before Compline,’ he said. He was complaining of wanting you,
too, to interpret for him, they were managing lamely with only Latin between
them. Dear God, what a day it’s been!” And what a night, thought Cadfael,
it’s still likely to be. “What else was going on there?” he asked. “Did you
hear anything that might give me a light? For heaven knows I need one!” “They were debating which one of
them should watch the night through at the chapel. And that same young fair
one, the one who has visions, up and prayed it might be him. He said he’d been
unfaithful to his watch once, and longed still to make amends. And the prior
said he might. That much I understood myself. All the prior’s thinking about seems
to be making all the trouble he can for John,” said Annest resentfully, “or I
should think he might have sent somebody else instead. That young brother—what
is it you call him?” “Columbanus,” said Brother Cadfael. “That’s him, Columbanus! He begins
to put on airs as if he owned Saint Winifred. I don’t want her to go away at
all, but at least it was the prior who first thought of it, and now if there’s
a halo for anybody it’s shifted to this other fellow’s head.” She did not know it, but she had
indeed given Cadfael a light, and with every word she said it burned more
steadily. “So he’s to be the one who watches the night through before the
altar—and alone, is he?” “So I heard.” Cai was coming with
the ponies, at a gay trot out of the meadow. Annest rose eagerly and kilted her
gown, knotting her girdle tightly about the broad pleat she drew up over her
hips. “Brother Cadfael, you don’t think it wrong of me to love John? Or of him
to love me? I don’t care about the rest of them, but I should be sorry if you thought
we were doing something wicked.” Cai had not bothered with a saddle
for himself, but had provided one for her. Quite simply and naturally Brother
Cadfael cupped his hands for her foot, to give her a lift on to the pony’s
broad back, and the fresh scent of her linen and the smooth coolness of her
ankle against his wrists as she mounted made one of the best moments of that
interminably long and chaotic day. “As long a I may live, girl,” he said, “I
doubt if I shall ever know two creatures with less wickedness between them. He
made a mistake, and there should be provision for everybody to make one fresh
start. I don’t think he’s making any mistake this time.” He watched her ride away, setting an
uphill pace to which Cai adapted himself goodhumouredly. They had a fair start,
it would be ten minutes or more yet before Columbanus came to fetch the horses,
and even then he had to take them back to the parsonage. It might be well to
put in an appearance and go with Robert dutifully to interpret his fulminations,
too, in which case there was need of haste, for he had now a great deal to say
to Sioned, and this night’s moves must be planned thoroughly. He withdrew into
the croft as soon as Annest and Cai were out of sight, and Sioned came out of
the shadows eagerly to meet him. “I expected Annest to be here before
you. She went to find out what’s happening at Father Huw’s. I thought best to
stay out of sight. If people think I’m away home, so much the better. You
haven’t seen Annest?” “I have, and heard all her news,”
said Cadfael, and told her what was in the wind, and where Annest was gone.
“Never fear for John, they’ll be there well ahead of any pursuit. We have other
business, and no time to waste, for I shall be expected to ride with the prior,
and it’s as well. I should be there to see fair play. If we manage our business
as well as I fancy Cai and Annest will manage theirs, before morning we may
know what we want to know.” “You’ve found out something,” she
said with certainty. “You are changed. You are sure!” He told her briefly all that had
happened at Cadwallon’s house, how he had brooded upon it without enlightenment
as to how it was to be used, and how Annest in innocence had shown him. Then he
told her what he required of her. “I know you can speak English, you
must use it tonight. This may be a more dangerous trap
than any we’ve laid before, but I shall be close by. And you may call in
Engelard, too, if he’ll promise to stay close in cover. But, child, if you have
any doubts or fears, if you’d rather let be, and have me try some other way,
say so now, and so be it.” “No,” she said, “no doubts and no
fears. I can do anything. I dare do anything.” “Then sit down with me, and learn
your part well, for we haven’t long. And while we plan, can I ask you to bring
me some bread and a morsel of cheese? For I’ve missed my supper.” Prior Robert and Brother Richard
rode into Rhisiart’s yard with the prince’s bailiff between them, his two
henchmen and Brother Cadfael close behind, at about half past seven, in a mild
twilight, with all the unhurried ceremony of the law, rather as if Griffith ap
Rhys held his commission from Saint Benedict, and not from Owain Gwynedd. The
bailiff was, in fact, more than a little vexed at this unfortunate encounter,
which had left him no alternative but to comply with Robert’s demands. An
offence against Welsh law was alleged, and had been reported to him, and he was
obliged to investigate it, where, considering the circumstances, he would much
have preferred to pack all the Benedictine delegation back to Shrewsbury, and
let them sort out their own grudges there, without bothering a busy man who had
plenty of more important things on his mind. Unhappily Cadwallon’s villein, the
long-legged fellow who had been brought down by Brother John, had given
vociferous evidence in support of the accusation, or it would have been easier
to ignore it. There was no one on duty at the
gate, which was strange, and as they rode in, a number of people seemed to be
running hither and thither in a distracted way, as if something unforeseen had
happened, and confused and conflicting orders were being given from several
authorities at once. No groom ran to attend to them, either. Prior Robert was
displeased. Griffith ap Rhys was mildly and alertly interested. When someone
did take notice of them, it was a very handsome young person in a green gown,
who came running with her skirts gathered in her hands, and her light-brown
hair slipping out of its glossy coil to her shoulders. “Oh, sirs, you must excuse us this
neglect, we’ve been so disturbed! The gate-keeper was called away to help, and
all the grooms are hunting… But I’m
ashamed to let our troubles cast a shadow over our hospitality. My lady’s
resting, and can’t be disturbed, but I’m at your service. Will it please you
light down? Shall I have lodgings made ready?” “We don’t propose to stay,” said
Griffith ap Rhys, already suspecting this artless goodwill, and approving the
way she radiated it. “We came to relieve you of a certain young malefactor
you’ve had in hold here. But it seems you’ve suffered some further calamity,
and we should be sorry to add to your troubles, or disturb your lady, after the
grievous day she’s endured.” “Madam,” said Prior Robert, civilly
but officiously, “you are addressing the prince’s bailiff of Rhos, and I am the
prior of Shrewsbury abbey. You have a brother of that abbey in confinement
here, the royal bailiff is come to relieve you of his care.” All of which Cadfael duly and
solemnly translated for Annest’s benefit, his face as guileless as hers. “Oh, sir!” She opened her eyes wide
and curtseyed deeply to Griffith and cursorily to the prior, separating her own
from the alien. “It’s true we had such a brother here a prisoner…” “Had?” said Robert sharply, for once
detecting the change of tense. “Had?” said Griffith thoughtfully. “He’s gone, sir! You see what
confusion he’s left behind. This evening, when his keeper took him his supper,
this brother struck him down with a board torn loose from the manger in this
prison, and dropped the bolt on him and slipped away. It was some time before
we knew. He must have climbed the wall, you see it is not so high. We have men
out now looking for him in the woods, and searching everywhere here within. But
I fear he’s clean gone!” Cai made his entrance at the perfect
time, issuing from one of the barns with shaky steps, his head wreathed in a
white cloth lightly dabbled with red. “The poor man, the villain broke his
head for him! It was some time before he could drag himself to the door and
hammer on it, and make himself heard. There’s no knowing how far the fellow may
have got by now. But the whole household is out hunting for him.” The bailiff, as in duty bound,
questioned Cai, but gently and briefly, questioned all the other servants, who
ran to make themselves useful and succeeded only in being magnificently
confusing. And Prior Robert, burning with vengeful zeal, would have pressed
them more strenuously but for the bailiff’s presence and obvious prior right,
and the brevity of the time at his disposal if he was to get back for Compline.
In any case, it was quite clear that Brother John was indeed over the wall and
clean gone. Most willingly they showed the place where he had been confined,
and the manger from which he had ripped the board, and the board itself,
artistically spattered at one end with spots of Cai’s gore, though it may, of
course, have been pigment borrowed from the butcher. “It seems your young man has given
us all the slip,” said Griffith, with admirable serenity for a man of law who has
lost a malefactor. “There’s nothing more to be done here. They could hardly
expect such violence from a Benedictine brother, it’s no blame to them.” With considerable pleasure Cadfael
translated that neat little stab. It kindled a spark in the speaking eyes of
the young person in green, and Griffith did not miss it. But to challenge it
would have been folly. The clear brown eyes would have opened wide enough and
deep enough to drown a man in their innocence. “We’d best leave them in peace
to mend their broken mangers and broken heads,” said Griffith, “and look
elsewhere for our fugitive.” “The wretch compounds his offences,”
said Robert, furious. “But I cannot allow his villainy to disrupt my mission. I
must set out for home tomorrow, and leave his capture to you.” “You may trust me to deal properly
with him,” said Griffith drily, “when he is found.” If he laid the slightest of
emphasis on the “when”, no one appeared to remark it but Cadfael and Annest. By
this time Annest was quite satisfied that she liked this princely official, and
could trust him to behave like a reasonable man who is not looking for trouble,
or trying to make it for others as harmless as himself. “And you will restore him to our
house when he has purged his offences under Welsh law?” “When he has done so,” said
Griffith, decidedly with some stress this time on the “when”, “you shall
certainly have him back.” With that Prior Robert had to be
content, though his Norman spirit burned at being deprived of its rightful
victim. And on the ride back he was by no means placated by Griffith’s tales of
the large numbers of fugitive outlaws who had found no difficulty in living
wild in these forests, and even made friends among the country people, and been
accepted into families, and even into respectability at last. It galled his
orderly mind to think of insubordination mellowing with time and being
tolerated and condoned. He was in no very Christian mood when he swept into
Father Huw’s church, only just in time for Compline. They were all there but Brother
John, the remaining five brethren from Shrewsbury and a good number of the
people of Gwytherin, to witness the last flowering of Brother Columbanus’
devotional gift of ecstasy, now dedicated entirely to Saint Winifred, his
personal patroness who had healed him of madness, favoured him with her true
presence in a dream, and made known her will through him in the matter of
Rhisiart’s burial. For at the end of Compline, rising to go to his self-chosen
vigil, Columbanus turned to the altar, raised his arms in a sweeping gesture,
and prayed aloud in a high, clear voice that the virgin martyr would deign to
visit him once more in his holy solitude, in the silence of the night, and
reveal to him again the inexpressible bliss from which he had returned so reluctantly
to this imperfect world. And more, that this time, if she found him worthy of
translation out of the body, she would take him up living into that world of
light. Humbly he submitted his will to endure here below, and do his duty in
the estate assigned him, but rapturously he sent his desire soaring to the
timber roof, to be uplifted out of the flesh, transported through death without
dying, if he was counted ready for the assumption. Everyone present heard, and trembled
at such virtue. Everyone but Brother Cadfael, who was past trembling at the
arrogance of man, and whose mind, in any case, was busy and anxious with other,
though related, matters. Chapter Ten BROTHER COLUMBANUS ENTERED THE
SMALL, DARK, WOODSCENTED CHAPEL, heavy with the odours of centuries, and closed
the door gently behind him, without latching it. There were no candles lighted,
tonight, only the small oil-lamp upon the altar, that burned with a tall,
unwavering flame from its floating wick. That slender, single turret of light
cast still shadows all around, and being almost on a level with the bier of
Saint Winifred, braced on trestles before it, made of it a black coffin shape,
only touched here and there with sparkles of reflected silver. Beyond the capsule of soft golden
light all was darkness, perfumed with age and dust. There was a second
entrance, from the minute sacristy that was no more than a porch beside the
altar, but no draught from that or any source caused the lamp-flame to waver
even for an instant. There might have been no storms of air or spirit, no
winds, no breath of living creature, to disturb the stillness. Brother Columbanus made his
obeisance to the altar, briefly and almost curtly. There was no one to see, he
had come alone, and neither seen nor heard any sign of another living soul in
the graveyard or the woods around. He moved the second prayer-desk aside, and
set the chosen one squarely in the centre of the chapel, facing the bier. His
behavior was markedly more practical and moderate than when there were people
by to see him, but did not otherwise greatly differ. He had come to watch out
the night on his knees, and he was prepared to do so, but there was no need to
labour his effects until morning, when his fellows would come to take Saint
Winifred in reverent procession on the first stage of her journey. Columbanus
padded the prie-dieu for his knees with the bunched skirts of his habit, and
made himself as comfortable as possible with his gowned arms broadly folded as
a pillow for his head. The umber darkness was scented and heavy with the warmth
of wood, and the night outside was not cold. Once he had shut out the tiny,
erect tower of light and the few bright surfaces from which it was reflected,
the drowsiness he was inviting came stealing over him in long, lulling waves
until it washed over his head, and he slept. It seemed, after the fashion of
sleep, no time at all before he was startled awake, but in fact it was more
than three hours, and midnight was approaching, when his slumbers began to be
strangely troubled with a persistent dream that someone, a woman, was calling
him by name low and clearly, and over and over and over again:
“Columbanus… Columbanus…” with
inexhaustible and relentless patience. And he was visited, even in sleep, by a
sensation that this woman had all the time in the world, and was willing to go
on calling for ever, while for him there was no time left at all, but he must
awake and be rid of her. He started up suddenly, stiff to the
ends of fingers and toes, ears stretched and eyes staring wildly, but there was
the enclosing capsule of mild darkness all about him as before, and the
reliquary dark, too, darker than before, or so it seemed, as if the flame of
the lamp, though steady, had subsided, and was now more than half hidden behind
the coffin. He had forgotten to check the oil. Yet he knew it had been fully
supplied when last he left it, after Rhisiart’s burial, and that was only a
matter of hours ago. It seemed that all of his senses,
hearing had been the last to return to him, for now he was aware, with a cold
crawling of fear along his skin, that the voice of his dream was still with
him, and had been with him all along, emerging from dream into reality without
a break. Very soft, very low, very deliberate, not a whisper, but the clear
thread of a voice, at once distant and near, insisting unmistakably:
“Columbanus… Columbanus… Columbanus, what have you done?” Out of the reliquary the voice came,
out of the light that was dwindling even as he stared in terror and unbelief. “Columbanus, Columbanus, my false
servant, who blasphemes against my will and murders my champions, what will you
say in your defence to Winifred? Do you think you can deceive me as you deceive
your prior and your brothers?” Without haste, without heat, the voice
issued forth from the darkening apse of the altar, so small, so terrible,
echoing eerily out of its sacred cave. “You who claim to be my worshipper,
you have played me false like the vile Cradoc, do you think you will escape his
end? I never wished to leave my resting-place here in Gwytherin. Who told you
otherwise but your own devil of ambition? I laid my hand upon a good man, and
sent him out to be my champion, and this day he has been buried here, a martyr
for my sake. The sin is recorded in heaven, there is no hiding-place for you.
Why,” demanded the voice, cold, peremptory and menacing in its stillness, “have
you killed my servant Rhisiart?” He tried to rise from his knees, and
it was as if they were nailed to the wood of the prie-dieu. He tried to find a
voice, and only a dry croaking came out of his stiff throat. She could not be
there, there was no one there! But the saints go where they please, and reveal
themselves to whom they please, and sometimes terribly. His cold fingers
clutched at the desk, and felt nothing. His tongue, like an unplaned splinter
of wood, tore the roof of his mouth when he fought to make it speak. “There is no hope for you but in
confession, Columbanus, murderer! Speak! Confess!” “No!” croaked Columbanus, forcing
out words in frantic haste. “I never touched Rhisiart! I was here in your
chapel, holy virgin, all that afternoon, how could I have harmed him? I sinned
against you, I was faithless, I slept…
I own it! Don’t lay a greater guilt on me…” “It was not you who slept,” breathed
the voice, a tone higher, a shade more fiercely, “liar that you are! Who
carried the wine? Who poisoned the wine, causing even the innocent to sin?
Brother Jerome slept, not you! You went out into the forest and waited for
Rhisiart, and struck him down.” “No… no, I swear it!” Shaking and
sweating, he clawed at the desk before him, and could get no leverage with his
palsied hands to prise himself to his feet and fly from her. How can you fly
from beings who are everywhere and see everything? For nothing mortal could
possibly know what this being knew. “No, it’s all wrong, I am misjudged! I was
asleep here when Father Huw’s messenger came for us. Jerome shook me
awake… The messenger is witness…” “The messenger never passed the
doorway. Brother Jerome was already stirring out of his poisoned sleep, and
went to meet him. As for you, you feigned and lied, as you feign and lie now.
Who was it brought the poppy syrup? Who was it knew its use? You were
pretending sleep, you lied even in confessing to sleep, and Jerome, as weak as
you are wicked, was glad enough to think you could not accuse him, not even
seeing that you were indeed accusing him of worse, of your act, of your
slaying! He did not know you lied, and could not charge you with it. But I
know, and I do charge you! And my vengeance loosed upon Cradoc may also be
loosed upon you, if you lie to me but once more!” “No!” he shrieked, and covered his
face as though she dazzled him with lightnings, though only a thin, small,
terrible sound threatened him. “No, spare! I am not lying! Blessed virgin, I
have been your true servant… I have tried to do your will… I know nothing of
this! I never harmed Rhisiart! I never gave poisoned wine to Jerome!” “Fool!” said the voice in a sudden
loud cry. “Do you think you can deceive me? Then what is this?” There was a sudden silvery flash in
the air before him, and something fell and smashed with a shivering of glass on
the floor just in front of the desk, spattering his knees with sharp fragments
and infinitesimal, sticky drops, and at the same instant the flame of the lamp
died utterly, and black darkness fell. Shivering and sick with fear,
Columbanus groped forward along the earth floor, and slivers of glass crushed
and stabbed under his palms, drawing blood. He lifted one hand to his face,
whimpering, and smelled the sweet, cloying scent of the poppy syrup, and knew
that he was kneeling among the fragments of the phial he had left safe in his
scrip at Cadwallon’s house. It was no more than a minute before
the total darkness eased, and there beyond the bier and the altar the small
oblong shape of the window formed in comparative light, a deep, clear sky,
moonless but starlit. Shapes within the chapel again loomed very dimly, giving
space to his sickening terror. There was a figure standing motionless between
him and the bier. It took a little while for his eyes
to accustom themselves to the dimness, and assemble out of it this shadowy,
erect pallor, a woman lost in obscurity from the waist down, but head and
shoulders feebly illuminated by the starlight from the altar window. He had not
seen her come, he had heard nothing. She had appeared while he was dragging his
torn palm over the shards of glass, and moaning as if at the derisory pain. A
slender, still form swathed from head to foot closely in white, Winifred in her
grave clothes, long since dust, a thin veil covering her face and head, and her
arm outstretched and pointing at him. He shrank back before her, scuffling
abjectly backwards along the floor, making feeble gestures with his hands to
fend off the very sight of her. Frantic tears burst out of his eyes, and
frantic words from his lips. “It was for you! It was for you and
for my abbey! I did it for the glory of our house! I believed I had
warranty—from you and from heaven! He stood in the way of God’s will! He would
not let you go. I meant only rightly when I did what I did!” “Speak plainly,” said the voice,
sharp with command, “and say out what you did.” “I gave the syrup to Jerome—in his
wine—and when he was asleep I stole out to the forest path, and waited for
Rhisiart. I followed him. I struck him down…
Oh, sweet Saint Winifred, don’t let me be damned for striking down the
enemy who stood in the way of blessedness…” “Struck in the back!” said the pale
figure, and a sudden cold gust of air swept over her and shuddered in her
draperies, and surging across the chapel, blew upon Columbanus and chilled him
to the bone. As if she had touched him! And she was surely a pace nearer,
though he had not seen her move. “Struck in the back, as mean cowards and
traitors do! Own it! Say it all!” “In the back!” babbled Columbanus,
scrambling back from her like a broken animal, until his shoulders came up
against the wall, and he could retreat no farther. “I own it. I confess it all!
Oh, merciful saint, you know all, and I cannot hide from you! Have pity on me!
Don’t destroy me! It was all for you, I did it for you!” “You did it for yourself,” charged
the voice, colder than ice and burning like ice. “You who would be master of
whatever order you enter, you with your ambitions and stratagems, you setting
out wilfully to draw to yourself all the glory of possessing me, to work your
way into the centre of all achievements, to show as the favourite of heaven,
the paragon of piety, to elbow Brother Richard out of his succession to your
prior, and if you could, the prior out of his succession to your abbot. You
with your thirst to become the youngest head under a mitre in this or any land!
I know you, and I know your kind. There is no way too ruthless for you,
providing it leads to power.” “No, no!” he panted, bracing himself
back against the wall, for certainly she was advancing upon him, and now in
bitter, quiet fury, jetting menace from her outstretched finger-tips. “It was
all for you, only for you! I believed I was doing your will!” “My will to evil?” the voice rose
into a piercing cry, sharp as a dagger. “My will to murder?” She had taken one step too many.
Columbanus broke in frenzied fear, clawed himself upright by the wall, and
struck out with both hands, beating at her blindly to fend her off from
touching, and uttering thin, babbling cries as he flailed about him. His left
hand caught in her draperies and dragged the veil from her face and head. Dark
hair fell round her shoulders. His fingers made contact with the curve of a
smooth, cool cheek, cool, but not cold, smooth with the graceful curves of firm
young flesh, where in his sick horror he had expected to plunge his hand into
the bony hollows of a skull. He uttered a scream that began in
frantic terror and ended in soaring triumph. The hand that had shrunk from
contact turned suddenly to grasp hold, knotting strong fingers in the dark
tangle of hair. He was very quick, Columbanus. It took him no more than the
intake of a breath to know he had a flesh-and-blood woman at the end of his
arm, and scarcely longer to know who she must be, and what she had done to him,
with this intolerable trap in which she had caught him. And barely another
breath to consider that she was here alone, and to all appearances had set her
trap alone, and if she survived he was lost, and if she did not survive, if she
vanished—there was plenty left of the night!—he was safe, and still in command
of all this expedition, and inheritor of all its glory. It was his misfortune that Sioned
was almost as quick in the uptake as he. In a darkness in which vision hardly
helped or hindered, she heard the great, indrawn breath that released him from
the fear of hell and heaven together, and felt the wave of animal anger that
came out from him like a foul scent, almost as sickening as the odour of his
fear. She sprang back from it by instinct, and repeated the lunge of intent,
dragging herself out of his grasp at the price of a few strands of hair. But
his clawing hand, cheated, loosed the fragments and caught again at the linen
sheet that draped her, and that would not tear so easily. She swung round to
her left, to put as much distance as she could between her body and his right
hand, but she saw him lunge into the breast of his habit, and saw the brief,
sullen flash of the steel as he whipped it out and followed her swing, hacking
into dimness. The same dagger, she thought, swooping beneath its first blind
stab, that killed my father. Somewhere a door had opened fully on
the night, for the wind blew through the chapel suddenly, and sandalled feet
thudded in with the night air, a thickset, powerful body driving the draught
before it. A loud voice thundered warning. Brother Cadfael erupted into the
chapel from the sacristy like a bolt from a crossbow, and drove at full speed
into the struggle. Columbanus was in the act of
striking a second time, and with his left hand firmly clutching the linen sheet
wound about Sioned’s body. But she was whirling round away from him to unloose
those same folds that held her, and the blow that was meant for her heart only
grazed painfully down her left forearm. Then his grip released her, and she
fell back against the wall, and Columbanus was gone, hurtling out at the door
in full flight, and Brother Cadfael was embracing her with strong, sustaining
arms, and upbraiding her with a furious, bracing voice, while he held her in a
bear’s hug, and felt at her as tenderly and fervently as a mother. “For God’s sake, fool daughter, why
did you get within his reach? I told you, keep the bier between you and him…!” “Get after him,” shouted Sioned
wrathfully, “do you want him clean away? I’m sound enough, go get him! He
killed my father!” They headed for the door together,
but Cadfael was out of it first. The girl was strong, vigorous and vengeful, a
Welshwoman to the heart, barely grazed, he knew the kind. The wind of action
blew her, she felt no pain and was aware of no effusion of blood, blood she
wanted, and with justification. She was close on his heels as he rolled like a
thunderbolt down the narrow path through the graveyard towards the gate. The
night was huge, velvet, sewn with stars, their veiled and delicate light barely
casting shadows. All that quiet space received and smothered the sound of their
passage, and smoothed the stillness of the night over it. Out of the bushes beyond the
graveyard wall a man’s figure started, tall, slender and swift, leaping to
block the gateway. Columbanus saw him, and baulked for a moment, but Cadfael
was running hard behind him, and the next instant the fugitive made up his mind
and rushed on, straight at the shadow that moved to intercept him. Hard on
Cadfael’s heels, Sioned suddenly shrieked: “Take care, Engelard! He has a
dagger!” Engelard heard her, and swerved to
the right at the very moment of collision, so that the stroke meant for his
heart only ripped a fluttering ribbon of cloth from his sleeve. Columbanus
would have bored his way past at speed, and run for the cover of the woods, but
Engelard’s long left arm swept round hard into the back of his neck, sending
him off-balance for a moment, though he kept his feet, and Engelard’s right
fist got a tight grip on the flying cowl, and twisted. Half-strangled,
Columbanus whirled again and struck out with the knife, and this time Engelard
was ready for the flash, and took the thrusting wrist neatly in his left hand.
They swayed and wrestled together, feet braced in the grass, and they were very
fairly matched if both had been armed. That unbalance was soon amended. Engelard
twisted at the wrist he held, ignoring the clawing of Columbanus’ free hand at
his throat, and the numbed fingers opened at last and let the dagger fall. Both
lunged for it, but Engelard scooped it up and flung it contemptuously aside
into the bushes, and grappled his opponent with his bare hands. The fight was
all but over. Columbanus hung panting and gasping, both arms pinned, looking
wildly round for a means of escape and finding none. “Is this the man?” demanded
Engelard. Sioned said: “Yes. He has owned to
it.” Engelard looked beyond his prisoner
then for the first time, and saw her standing in the soft starlight that was
becoming to their accustomed eyes almost as clear as day. He saw her
dishevelled and bruised and gazing with great, shocked eyes, her left arm
gashed and bleeding freely, though the cut was shallow. He saw smears of her
blood dabbling the white sheet in which she was swathed. By starlight there is
little or no colour to be seen but everything that Engelard saw at that moment
was blood-red. This was the man who had murdered in coward’s fashion Engelard’s
well-liked lord and good friend—whatever their differences!—and now he had
tried to kill the daughter as he had killed the father. “You dared, you dared touch her!”
blazed Engelard in towering rage. “You worthless cloister rat!” And he took
Columbanus by the throat and hoisted him bodily from the ground, shook him like
the rat he had called him, cracked him in the air like a poisonous snake, and
when he had done with him, flung him down at his feet in the grass. “Get up!” he growled, standing over
the wreckage. “Get up now, and I’ll give you time to rest and breathe, and then
you can fight a man to the death, without a dagger in your hand, instead of
writhing through the undergrowth and stabbing him in the back, or carving up a
defenceless girl. Take your time, I can wait to kill you till you’ve got your
breath.” Sioned flew to him, breast to
breast, and held him fast in her arms, pressing him back. “No! Don’t touch him
again! I don’t want the law to have any hold on you, even the slenderest.” “He tried to kill you—you’re hurt…” “No! It’s nothing… only a cut. It
bleeds, but it’s nothing!” His rage subsided slowly, shaking
him. He folded his arms round her and held her to him, and with a disdainful
but restrained jab of a toe urged his prostrate enemy again: “Get up! I won’t
touch you. The law can have you, and welcome!” Columbanus did not move, not by so
much as the flicker of an eyelid or the twitching of a finger. All three of
them stood peering down at him in sudden silence, aware how utterly still he
was, and how rare such stillness is among living things. “He’s foxing,” said Engelard
scornfully, “for fear of worse, and by way of getting himself pitied. I’ve
heard he’s a master at that.” Those who feign sleep and hear
themselves talked of, usually betray themselves by some exaggeration of
innocence. Columbanus lay in a stillness that was perfectly detached and
indifferent. Brother Cadfael knelt down beside
him, shook him by the shoulder gently, and sat back with a sharp sigh at the
broken movement of the head. He put a hand inside the breast of the habit, and
stooped to the parted lips and wide nostrils. Then he took the head between his
hands, and gently turned and tilted it. It rolled back, as he released it, into
a position so improbable that they knew the worst even before Cadfael said,
quite practically: “You’d have waited a long time for him to get his breath
back, my friend. You don’t know your own strength! His neck is broken. He’s
dead.” Sobered and shocked, they stood
dumbly staring down at what they had hardly yet recognised for disaster. They
saw a regrettable accident which neither of them had ever intended, but which
was, after all, a kind of justice. But Cadfael saw a scandal that could yet
wreck their young lives, and others, too, for without Columbanus alive, and
forced by two respected witnesses to repeat his confession, how strong was all
their proof against him? Cadfael sat back on his heels, and thought. It was
startling to realise, now that the unmoved silence of the night came down on
them again, how all this violence and passion had passed with very little
noise, and no other witnesses. He listened, and no stirring of foot or wing
troubled the quiet. They were far enough away from any dwelling, not a soul had
been disturbed. That, at least, was time gained. “He can’t be dead,” said Engelard
doubtfully. “I barely handled him at all. Nobody dies as easily as that!” “This one did. And now what’s to be
done? I hadn’t bargained for this.” He said it not complainingly, but as one
pointing out that further urgent planning would now be necessary, and they had
better keep their minds flexible. “Why, what can be done?” To Engelard
it was simple, though troublesome. “We shall have to call up Father Huw and
your prior, and tell them exactly what’s happened. What else can we do? I’m
sorry to have killed the fellow, I never meant to, but I can’t say I feel any
guilt about it.” Nor did he expect any blame. The
truth was always the best way. Cadfael felt a reluctant affection for such
innocence. The world was going to damage it sooner or later, but one undeserved
accusation had so far failed even to bruise it, he still trusted men to be
reasonable. Cadfael doubted if Sioned was so sure. Her silence was anxious and
foreboding. And her grazed arm was still oozing blood. First things first, and
they might as well be sensibly occupied while he thought. “Here, make yourself useful! Help me
get this carrion back into the chapel, out of sight. And, Sioned, find his
dagger, we can’t leave that lying about to bear witness. Then let’s get that
arm of yours washed and bound up. There’s a stream at the back of the hawthorn
hedge, and of linen we’ve plenty.” They had absolute faith in him, and
did his bidding without question, though Engelard, once he had assured himself
that Sioned was not gravely hurt, and had himself carefully and deftly bandaged
her scratch, returned to his dogged opinion that their best course was to tell
the whole story, which could hardly cast infamy upon anyone but Columbanus.
Cadfael busied himself with flint and tinder until he had candles lighted, and
the lamp refilled, from which he himself had drained a judicious quantity of
oil before Sioned took her place under the draperies of the saint’s catafalque. “You think,” he said at length,
“that because you’ve done nothing wrong, and we’ve all of us banded together to
expose a wrong, that the whole world will be of the same opinion, and honestly
come out and say so. Child, I know better! The only proof we have of
Columbanus’ guilt is his confession, which both of us here heard. Or rather,
the only proof we had, for we no longer have even that. Alive, we two could
have forced the truth out of him a second time. Dead, he’s never going to give
us that satisfaction. And without that, our position is vulnerable enough. Make
no mistake, if we accuse him, if this fearful scandal breaks, to smirch the
abbey of Shrewsbury, and all the force of the Benedictine order, backed here by
the bishop and the prince, take my word for it, all the forces of authority
will band together to avert the disaster, and nobody, much less a friendless
outlander, will be allowed to stand in the way. They simply can’t afford to
have the acquisition of Saint Winifred called in question and brought to
disrepute. Rather than that, they’ll call this an outlaw killing by a desperate
man, a fugitive already, wanted for another crime, and trying to escape both
together. A pity,” he said, “I ever suggested that Sioned should call you in to
wait in reserve, in case we had trouble. But none of this is your fault, and I
won’t have you branded with it. I made the plot, and I must unravel it. But
give up all idea of going straight to Father Huw, or the bailiff, or anyone
else, with the true story. Far better use the rest of this night to rearrange
matters to better advantage. Justice can be arrived at by more routes than
one.” “They wouldn’t dare doubt Sioned’s
word,” said Engelard stoutly. “Fool boy, they’d say that Sioned,
for love’s sake, might go as far aside from her proper nature as Peredur did.
And as for me, my influence is small enough, and I am not interested in
protecting only myself, but as many of those in this coil as I can reach. Even
my prior, who is arrogant and rigid, and to tell the truth, sometimes rather
stupid, but not a murderer and not a liar. And my order, which has not deserved
Columbanus. Hush, now, and let me think! And while I do, you can be clearing
away the remains of the syrup bottle. This chapel must be as neat and quiet
tomorrow as before we ever brought our troubles into it.” Obediently they went about removing
the traces of the night’s alarms, and let him alone until he should have found
them a way through the tangle. “And I wonder, now,” he said at
length, “what made you improve on all the speeches I made for you, and put such
fiery words into Saint Winifred’s mouth? What put it into your head to say that
you’d never wanted to leave Gwytherin, and did not want it now? That Rhisiart
was not merely a decent, honest man, but your chosen champion?” She turned and looked at him in
astonishment and wonder. “Did I say that?” “You did, and very well you
delivered it, too. And very proper and apt it sounded, but I think we never
rehearsed it so. Where did you get the words?” “I don’t know,” said Sioned,
puzzled. “I don’t remember what I did say. The words seemed to come freely of
themselves, I only let them flow.” “It may be,” said Engelard, “that
the saint was taking her chance when it offered. All these strangers having
visions and ecstasies, and interpreting them to suit themselves, yet nobody
ever really asked Saint Winifred what she wanted. They all claimed they knew
better than she did.” “Out of the mouths of innocents!”
said Cadfael to himself, and pondered the road that was gradually opening
before his mind’s eye. Of all the people who ought to be left happy with the
outcome, Saint Winifred should surely come first. Aim, he thought, at making
everybody happy, and if that’s within reach, why stir up any kind of
unpleasantness? Take Columbanus, for instance! Only a few hours ago at Compline
he prayed aloud before us all that if the virgin deemed him worthy, he might be
taken up out of this world this very night, translated instantly out of the
body. Well, that was one who got his wish! Maybe he’d have withdrawn his
request if he’d known it was going to be taken up so literally, for its purpose
was rather to reflect incomparable holiness upon him while he was still alive
to enjoy it. But saints have a right to suppose that their devotees mean what
they say, and bestow gifts accordingly. And if the saint has really spoken
through Sioned, he thought—and who am I to question it?—if she really wants to
stay here in her own village, which is a reasonable enough wish, well, the plot
where she used to sleep has been newly turned today, no one will notice
anything if it’s turned again tonight. “I believe,” said Sioned, watching
him with the first faint smile, wan but trusting, “you’re beginning to see your
way.” “I believe,” said Cadfael, “I’m
beginning to see our way, which is more to the point. Sioned, I have something
for you to do, and you need not hurry, we have work to do here while you’re
away. Take that sheet of yours, and go and spread it under the may trees in the
hedge, where they’re beginning to shed, but not yet brown, Shake the bushes
and. bring us a whole cloud of petals. The last time she visited him, it was
with wondrous sweet odours and a shower of white flowers. Bring the one, and we
shall have the other.” Confidently, understanding nothing
as yet, she took the linen sheet from which she had unwound herself as from a
shroud, and went to do his bidding. “Give me the dagger,” said Cadfael
briskly when she was gone. He wiped the blade on the veil Columbanus had torn
from Sioned’s head, and moved the candles so that they shone upon the great red
seals that closed Winifred’s reliquary. “Thank God he didn’t bleed,” he said.
“His habit and clothes are unmarked. Strip him!” And he fingered the first seal, nodded
satisfaction at its fatness and the thinness and sharpness of the dagger, and
thrust the tip of the blade into the flame of the lamp. Long before daylight they were
ready. They walked down all three together from the chapel towards the village,
and separated at the edge of the wood, where the shortest path turned off
uphill towards Rhisiart’s holding. Sioned carried with her the
blood-stained sheet and veil, and the fragments of glass they had buried in the
forest. A good thing the servants who had filled in Rhisiart’s grave had left
their spades on the scene, meaning to tidy the mound next day. That had saved a
journey to borrow without leave, and a good hour of time. “There’ll be no scandal,” said
Cadfael, when they halted at the place where the paths divided. “No scandal,
and no accusations. I think you may take him home with you, but keep him out of
sight until we’re gone. There’ll be peace when we’re gone. And you needn’t fear
that the prince or his bailiff will ever proceed further against Engelard, any
more than against John. I’ll speak a word in Peredur’s ear, Peredur will speak
it into the bailiff’s ear, the bailiff will speak it into Owain Gwynedd’s
ear—Father Huw we’ll leave out of it, no need to burden his conscience, the
good, simple man. And if the monks of Shrewsbury are happy, and the people of
Gwytherin are happy—for they’ll hear the whisper fast enough—why should anyone
want to upset such a satisfactory state of affairs, by speaking the word aloud?
A wise prince—and Owain Gwynedd seems to me very wise—will let well alone.” “All Gwytherin,” said Sioned, and
shivered a little at the thought, “will be there in the morning to watch you
take the reliquary away.” “So much the better, we want all the
witnesses we can have, all the emotion, all the wonder. I am a great sinner,”
said Cadfael philosophically, “but I feel no weight. Does the end justify the
means, I wonder?” “One thing I know,” she said. “My
father can rest now, and that he owes to you. And I owe you that and more. When
I first came down to you out of the tree—you remember?—I thought you would be
like other monks, and not want to look at me.” “Child, I should have to be out of
my wits, not to want to look at you. I’ve looked so attentively, I shall
remember you all my life. But your love, my children, and how you manage
it—with that I can’t help you.” “No need,” said Engelard. “I am an
outlander, with a proper agreement. That agreement can be dissolved by consent,
and I can be a free man by dividing all my goods equally with my lord, and now
Sioned is my lord.” “And then there can no man prevent,”
said Sioned, “if I choose to endow him with half my goods, as is only fair.
Uncle Meurice won’t stand in our way. And it won’t even be hard for him to
justify. To marry an heiress to an outlander servant is one thing, to marry her
to a free man and heir to a manor, even if it’s in England and can’t be claimed
for a while, is quite another.” “Especially,” said Cadfael, “when
you already know he’s the best hand with cattle in the four cantrefs.” It seemed that those two, at any
rate, were satisfied. And Rhisiart in his honoured grave would not grudge them
their happiness. He had not been a grudging man. Engelard, no talker, said his thanks
plainly and briefly when they parted. Sioned turned back impulsively, flung her
arms round Cadfael’s neck, and kissed him. It was their farewell, for he had
thought it best to advise them not to show themselves at the chapel again. It
was a wry touch that she smelled so heady and sweet with flowering may, and left
so saintly a fragrance in his arms when she was gone. On his way down to the parsonage
Cadfael made a detour to the mill-pond, and dropped Columbanus’s dagger into
the deepest of the dark water. What a good thing, he thought, making for the
bed he would occupy for no more than an hour or so before Prime, that the
brothers who made the reliquary were such meticulous craftsmen, and insisted on
lining it with lead! Chapter Eleven PRIOR ROBERT AROSE AND WENT TO THE
FIRST SERVICE OF THE DAY in so great content with his success that he had
almost forgotten about the escape of Brother John, and even when he remembered
that one unsatisfactory particular, he merely put it away in the back of his
mind, as something that must and would be dealt with faithfully in good time,
but need not cloud the splendour of this occasion. And it was indeed a clear,
radiant morning, very bright and still, when they came from the church and
turned towards the old graveyard and the chapel, and all the congregation fell
in at their heels and followed, and along the way others appeared silently from
every path, and joined the procession, until it was like some memorable
pilgrimage. They came to Cadwallon’s gatehouse, and Cadwallon came out to join
them, and Peredur, who had hung back in strict obedience to his orders to
remain at home until his penance was appointed, was kindly bidden forth by
Father Huw, and even smiled upon, though as saint to sinner, by Prior Robert.
Dame Branwen, if not still asleep, was no doubt recuperating after her vapours.
Her menfolk were not likely to be very pressing in their invitations to her to
go with them, and perhaps she was still punishing them by withdrawing herself.
Either way, they were relieved of her presence. The order of procession having only
a loose form, brothers and villagers could mingle, and greet, and change
partners as they willed. It was a communal celebration. And that was strange,
considering the contention that had threatened it for some days. Gwytherin was
playing it very cautiously now, intent on seeing everything and giving nothing
away. Peredur made his way to Cadfael’s
side, and remained there thankfully, though silently. Cadfael asked after his
mother, and the young man coloured and frowned, and then smiled guiltily like a
child, and said that she was very well, a little dreamy still, but placid and
amiable. “You can do Gwytherin and me a good
service, if you will,” said Brother Cadfael, and confided to his ear the work
he had in mind to pass on to Griffith ap Rhys. “So that’s the way it is!” said
Peredur, forgetting altogether about his own unforgivable sins. His eyes opened
wide. He whistled softly. “And that’s the way you want it left?” “That’s the way it is, and that’s
the way I want it left. Who loses? And everyone gains. We, you, Rhisiart, Saint
Winifred—Saint Winifred most of all. And Sioned and Engelard, of course,” said
Cadfael firmly, probing the penitent to the heart. “Yes… I’m glad for them!” said
Peredur, a shade too vehemently. His head was bent, and his eyelids lowered. He
was not yet as glad as all that, but he was trying. The will was there. “Given
a year or two longer, nobody’s going to remember about the deer Engelard took.
In the end he’ll be able to go back and forth to Cheshire if he pleases, and
he’ll have lands when his father dies. And once he’s no longer reckoned outlaw
and felon he’ll have no more troubles. I’ll get your word to Griffith ap Rhys
this very day. He’s over the river at his cousin David’s but Father Huw will
give me indulgence if it’s to go voluntarily to the law.” He smiled wryly.
“Very apt that I should be your man! I can unload my own sins at the same time,
while I’m confiding to him what everyone must know but no one must say aloud.” “Good!” said Brother Cadfael,
contented. “The bailiff will do the rest. A word to the prince, and that’s the
whole business settled.” They had come to the place where the
most direct path from Rhisiart’s holding joined with their road. And there came
half the household from above, Padrig the bard nursing his little portable
harp, perhaps bound for some other house after this leavetaking. Cai the
ploughman still with an impressive bandage round his quite intact head, an
artistic lurch to his gait, and a shameless gleam in his one exposed eye. No
Sioned, no Engelard, no Annest, no John. Brother Cadfael, though he himself had
given the orders, felt a sudden grievous deprivation. Now they were approaching the little
clearing, the woodlands fell back from them on either side, the narrow field of
wild grass opened, and then the stone-built wall, green from head to foot, of
the old graveyard. Small, shrunken, black, a huddled shape too tall for its
base, the chapel of Saint Winifred loomed, and at its eastern end the raw, dark
oblong of Rhisiart’s grave scarred the lush spring green of the grass. Prior Robert halted at the gate, and
turned to face the following multitude with a benign and almost affectionate
countenance, and through Cadfael addressed them thus: “Father Huw, and good people of
Gwytherin, we came here with every good intent, led, as we believed and still
believe, by divine guidance, desiring to honour Saint Winifred as she had
instructed us, not at all to deprive you of a treasure, rather to allow its
beams to shine upon many more people as well as you. That our mission should
have brought grief to any is great grief to us. That we are now of one mind,
and you are willing to let us take the saint’s relics away with us to a wider
glory, is relief and joy. Now you are assured that we meant no evil, but only
good, and that what we are doing is done reverently.” A murmur began at one end of the
crescent of watchers, and rolled gently round to the other extreme, a murmur of
acquiescence, almost of complacency. “And you do not grudge us the
possession of this precious thing we are taking with us? You do believe that we
are doing justly, that we take only what had been committed to us?” He could not have chosen his words
better, thought Brother Cadfael, astonished and gratified, if he had known
everything—or if I had written this address for him. Now if there comes an
equally well-worded answer, I’ll believe in a miracle of my own. The crowd heaved, and gave forth the
sturdy form of Bened, as solid and respectable and fit to be spokesman for his
parish as any man in Gwytherin, barring, perhaps, Father Huw, who here stood in
the equivocal position of having a foot in both camps, and therefore wisely
kept silence. “Father Prior,” said Bened gruffly,
“there’s not a man among us now grudges you the relics within there on the altar.
We do believe they are yours to take, and you take them with our consent home
to Shrewsbury, where by all the omens they rightly belong.” It was altogether too good. It might
bring a blush of pleasure, even mingled with a trace of shame, to Prior Robert’s
cheek, but it caused Cadfael to run a long, considering glance round all those
serene, secretive, smiling faces, all those wide, honest, opaque eyes. Nobody
fidgeted, nobody muttered, nobody, even at the back, sniggered. Cai gazed with
simple admiration from his one visible eye. Padrig beamed benevolent bardic
satisfaction upon this total reconciliation. They knew already! Whether through
some discreet whisper started on its rounds by Sioned, or by some earth-rooted
intuition of their own, the people of Gwytherin knew, in essence if not in
detail, everything there was to be known. And not a word aloud, not a word out
of place, until the strangers were gone. “Come, then,” said Prior Robert,
deeply gratified, “let us release Brother Columbanus from his vigil, and take
Saint Winifred on the first stage of her journey home.” And he turned, very
tall, very regal, very silvery-fine, and paced majestically to the door of the
chapel, with most of Gwytherin crowding into the graveyard after him. With a
long, white, aristocratic hand he thrust the door wide and stood in the
doorway. “Brother Columbanus, we are here.
Your watch is over.” He took just two paces into the
interior, his eyes finding it dim after the brilliance outside, in spite of the
clear light pouring in through the small east window. Then the dark-brown,
wood-scented walls came clear to him, and every detail of the scene within
emerged from dimness into comparative light, and then into a light so acute and
blinding that he halted where he stood, awed and marvelling. There was a heavy, haunting
sweetness that filled all the air within, and the opening of the door had let
in a small morning wind that stirred it in great waves of fragrance. Both
candles burned steadily upon the altar, the small oil-lamp between them. The
prie-dieu stood centrally before the bier, but there was no one kneeling there.
Over altar and reliquary a snowdrift of white petals lay, as though a
miraculous wind had carried them in its arms across two fields from the
hawthorn hedge, without spilling one flower on the way, and breathed them in
here through the altar window. The snowy sweetness carried as far as the
prie-dieu, and sprinkled both it and the crumpled, empty garments that lay
discarded there. “Columbanus! What is this? He is not
here!” Brother Richard came to the prior’s
left shoulder, Brother Jerome to the right, Bened and Cadwallon and Cai and
others crowded in after them and flowed round on either side to line the dark
walls and stare at the marvel, nostrils widening to the drowning sweetness. No
one ventured to advance beyond where the prior stood, until he himself went
slowly forward, and leaned to look more closely at all that was left of Brother
Columbanus. The black Benedictine habit lay
where he had been kneeling, skirts spread behind, body fallen together in
folds, sleeves spread like wings on either side, bent at the elbow as though
the arms that had left them had still ended in hands pressed together in
prayer. Within the cowl an edge of white showed. “Look!” whispered Brother Richard in
awe. “His shirt is still within the habit, and look!—his sandals!” They were
under the hem of the habit, neatly together, soles upturned, as the feet had
left them. And on the book-rest of the prie-dieu, laid where his prayerful hands
had rested, was a single knot of flowering may. “Father Prior, all his clothes are
here, shirt and drawers and all, one within another as he would wear them. As
though—as though he had been lifted out of them and left them lying, as a snake
discards its old skin and emerges bright in a new…” “This is most marvellous,” said
Prior Robert. “How shall we understand it, and not sin?” “Father, may we take up these
garments? If there is trace or mark on them…” There was none, Brother Cadfael was
certain of that. Columbanus had not bled, his habit was not torn, nor even
soiled. He had fallen only in thick spring grass, bursting irresistibly through
the dead grass of last autumn. “Father, it is as I said, as though
he has been lifted out of these garments quite softly, and let them fall, not
needing them any more. Oh, Father, we are in the presence of a great wonder! I
am afraid!” said Brother Richard, meaning the wonderful, blissful fear of what
is holy. He had seldom spoken with such eloquence, or been so moved. “I do recall now,” said the prior,
shaken and chastened (and that was no harm!), “the prayer he made last night at
Compline. How he cried out to be taken up living out of this world, for pure
ecstasy, if the virgin saint found him fit for such favour and bliss. Is it
possible that he was in such a state of grace as to be found worthy?” “Father, shall we search? Here, and
without? Into the woods?” “To what end?” said the prior
simply. “Would he be running naked in the night? A sane man? And even if he ran
mad, and shed the clothes he wore, would they be thus discarded, fold within
fold as he kneeled, here in such pure order? It is not possible to put off
garments thus. No, he is gone far beyond these forests, far out of this world.
He has been marvellously favoured, and his most demanding prayers heard. Let us
say a Mass here for Brother Columbanus, before we take up the blessed lady who
has made him her herald, and go to make known this miracle of faith.” There was no knowing, Prior Robert
being the man he was, at what stage his awareness of the use to be made of this
marvel thrust his genuine faith and wonder and emotion into the back of his
mind, and set him manipulating events to get the utmost glory out of them.
There was no inconsistency in such behaviour. He was quite certain that Brother
Columbanus had been taken up living out of this world, just as he had wished.
But that being so, it was not only his opportunity, but his duty, to make the
utmost use of the exemplary favour to glorify the abbey of Saint Peter and
Saint Paul of Shrewsbury, and not only his duty, but his pleasure, to make use
of the same to shed a halo round the head of Prior Robert, who had originated
this quest. And so he did. He said Mass with absolute conviction, in the cloud
of white flowers, the huddle of discarded garments at his feet. Almost
certainly he would also inform Griffith ap Rhys, through Father Huw, of all
that had befallen, and ask him to keep an alert eye open in case any relevant
information surfaced after the brothers from Shrewsbury were gone. Brother
Prior was the product of his faith and his birth, his training for sanctity and
for arbitrary rule, and could snake off neither. The people of Gwytherin, silent and
observant, crowded in to fill the space available, made no sound, expressed no
opinion. Their presence and silence passed for endorsement. What they really
thought they kept to themselves. “Now,” said Prior Robert, moved
almost to tears, “let us take up this blessed burden, and praise God for the
weight we carry.” And he moved forward to offer his
own delicate hands and frail shoulder, first of the devout. That was Brother Cadfael’s worst
moment, for it was the one thing he had overlooked, But Bened, unwontedly quick
at the right moment, called aloud: “Shall Gwytherin be backward, now peace is
made?” and rolled forward with less stateliness and greater speed, and had a
solid shoulder under the head end of the reliquary before the prior was able to
reach it, and half a dozen of the smith’s own powerful but stocky build took up
the challenge with enthusiasm. Apart from Cadfael, the only monk of Shrewsbury
who got a comer hoisted into his neck was Jerome, being of much the same
height, and his was the sole voice that cried out in astonishment at the
weight, and sagged under it until Bened shifted nearer and hefted most of the
load from him. “Your pardon, Father Prior! But who
would have thought those slender little bones could weigh so heavily?” Cadfael spoke up in hasty
interpretation: “We are surrounded here by miracles, both small and great.
Truly did Father Prior say that we thank God for the weight we carry. Is not
this evidence of singular grace, that heaven has caused the weight of her
worthiness to be so signally demonstrated?” In his present state, at once humbled
and exalted, Prior Robert apparently did not find the logic of this nearly as
peculiar as did Brother Cadfael himself. He would have accepted and embraced
anything that added to his own triumph. So it was on sturdy Gwytherin shoulders
that the reliquary and its contents were hoisted out of the chapel and borne in
procession down to the parsonage, with such brisk enthusiasm that it almost
seemed the parish could hardly wait to get rid of them. It was Gwytherin men
who fetched the horses and mules, and rigged a little cart, spread with cloths,
on which the precious casket could be drawn home. Once installed on this
vehicle, which, after all, cost little in materials or labour, given the
smith’s benevolent interest, the casket need not be unloaded until it reached
Shrewsbury. Nobody wanted anything untoward to happen to it on the way, such as
Brother Jerome crumpling under his end, and starting the joints by dropping it. “But you we’ll miss,” said Cai
regretfully, busy with the harness. “Padrig has a song in praise of Rhisiart
you’d have liked to hear, and one more companionable drinking night would have
been pleasant. But the lad sends you his thanks and his godspeed. He’s only in
hiding until the pack of you have gone. And Sioned told me to tell you from him,
look out for your pear trees, for the winter moth’s playing the devil with some
of ours here.” “He’s a good helper in a garden,”
Cadfael confirmed judicially. “A shade heavy-handed, but he shifts the rough
digging faster than any novice I ever had under me. I shall miss him, too. God
knows what I shall get in his place.” “A light hand’s no good with iron,”
said Bened, standing back to admire the banded wheels he had contributed to the
cart. “Deft, yes! Not light. I tell you what, Cadfael! I’ll see you in
Shrewsbury yet. For years I’ve had a fancy to make a great pilgrimage across
England some day and get to Walsingham. I reckon Shrewsbury would be just about
on my way.” At the last, when all was ready and
Prior Robert mounted, Cai said in Cadfael’s ear: “When you’re up the hill,
where you saw us ploughing that day, cast a look the other way. There’s a place
where the woods fall away, and an open hillock just before they close again.
We’ll be there, a fair gathering of us. And that’s for you. Brother Cadfael, without shame, for
he had been up and busy all night and was very tired, annexed the gentler and
cleverer of the two mules, a steady pad that would follow where the horses led,
and step delicately on any ground. It had a high, supporting saddle, and he had
not lost the trick of riding through his knees, even when asleep. The larger
and heavier beast was harnessed to draw the cart, but the carriage was narrow
yet stable, rode well even on a forest floor, and Jerome, no great weight,
could still ride, either on the mule’s back or the shafts and yoke. In any
case, why trouble too much about the comfort of Jerome, who had concocted that
vision of Saint Winifred in the first place, almost certainly knowing that the
prior’s searches in Wales had cast up this particular virgin as one most
desirable, and most available? Jerome would have been courting Columbanus just
as assiduously, if he had survived to oust Robert. The cortege set forth ceremoniously,
half of Gwytherin there to watch it go, and sigh immense relief when it was
gone. Father Huw blessed the departing guests. Peredur, almost certainly, was
away across the river, planting the good seed in the bailiff’s mind. He
deserved that his errand should be counted to his own credit. Genuine shiners
are plentiful, but genuine penitents are rare. Peredur had done a detestable
thing, but remained a very likeable young man. Cadfael had no serious fears for
his future, once he was over Sioned. There were other girls, after all. Not
many her match, but some not so very far behind. Brother Cadfael settled himself well
down in the saddle, and shook his bridle to let the mule know it might conduct
him where it would. Very gently he dozed. It could not yet be called sleep. He
was aware of the shifting light and shadow under the trees, and the fresh cool
air, and movement under him, and a sense of something completed. Or almost
completed, for this was only the first stage of the way home. He roused when they came to the high
ridge above the river valley. There was no team ploughing, even the breaking of
new ground, was done. He turned his head towards the wooded uplands on his
right, and waited for the opening vista between the trees. It was brief and
narrow, a sweep of grass soaring to a gentle crest beyond which the trees loomed
close and dark. There were a number of people clustered there on the rounded
hillock, most of Sioned’s household, far enough removed to be nameless to
anyone who knew them less well than he. A cloud of dark hair beside a cap of
flaxen, Cai’s flaunting bandage shoved back like a hat unseated in a hot noon,
a light brown head clasped close against a red thorn-hedge that looked very
like Brother John’s abandoned tonsure. Padrig, too, not yet off on his
wanderings. They were all waving and smiling, and Cadfael returned the salute
with enthusiasm. Then the ambulant procession crossed the narrow opening, and
the woods took away all. Brother Cadfael, well content,
subsided into his saddle comfortable, and fell asleep. Overnight they halted at Penmachmo,
in the shelter of the church, where there was hospitality for travellers.
Brother Cadfael, without apology to any, withdrew himself as soon as he had
seen to his mule, and continued his overdue sleep in the loft above the
stables. He was roused after midnight by Brother Jerome in delirious
excitement. “Brother, a great wonder!” bleated
Jerome, ecstatic. “There came a traveller here in great pain from a malignant
illness, and made such outcry that all of us in the hostel were robbed of
sleep. And Prior Robert took a few of the petals we saved from the chapel, and
floated them in holy water, and gave them to this poor soul to drink, and
afterwards we carried him out into the yard and let him kiss the foot of the
reliquary. And instantly he was eased of his pain, and before we laid him in
his bed again he was asleep. He feels nothing, he slumbers like a child! Oh,
brother, we are the means of astonishing grace!” “Ought it to astonish you so much?”
demanded Brother Cadfael censoriously, malicious half out of vexation at being
awakened, and half in self-defence, for he was considerably more taken aback
than he would admit. “If you had any faith in what we have brought from
Gwytherin, you should not be amazed that it accomplishes wonders along the
way.” But by the same token he thought
honestly, after Jerome had left him to seek out a more appreciative audience, I
should! I do believe I begin to grasp the nature of miracles! For would it be a
miracle, if there was any reason for it? Miracles have nothing to do with reason.
Miracles contradict reason, they strike clean across mere human deserts, and
deliver and save where they will. If they made sense, they would not be
miracles, And he was comforted and entertained, and fell asleep again readily,
feeling that all was well with a world he had always know to be peculiar and
perverse. Minor prodigies, most of them
trivial, some derisory, trailed after them all the way to Shrewsbury, though
how many of the crutches discarded had been necessary, and how many, even of
those that were, had to be resumed shortly afterwards, how many of the speech
impediments had been in the will rather than in the tongue, how many feeble
tendons in the mind rather than in the legs, it was difficult to judge, not
even counting all the sensation-seekers who were bound to bandage an eye or
come over suddenly paralytic in order to be in with the latest cult. It all
made for a great reputation that not only kept pace with them, but rushed
ahead, and was already bringing in awestruck patronage in gifts and legacies to
the abbey of Saint Peter and Saint Paul, in the hope of having dubious sins
prayed away by a grateful saint. When they reached the outskirts of
Shrewsbury, crowds of people came out to meet them, and accompany the
procession as far as the boundary church of Saint Giles, where the reliquary
was to await the great day of the saint’s translation to the abbey church. This
could hardly take place without the blessing of the bishop, and due notice to
all churches and religious houses, to add to the glory accruing. It was no
surprise to Brother Cadfael that when the day came it should come with grey
skies and squally rain, to leave room for another little miracle. For though it
rained heavily on all the surrounding fields and countryside, not a drop fell
on the procession, as they carried Saint Winifred’s casket at last to its final
resting-place on the altar of the abbey church, where the miracle-seekers
immediately betook themselves in great numbers, and mostly came away satisfied. In full chapter Prior Robert gave
his account of his mission to Abbot Heribert. “Father, to my grief I must own
it, we have come back only four, who went out from Shrewsbury six brethren
together. And we return without both the glory and the blemish of our house,
but bringing with us the treasure we set out to gain.” On almost all of which counts he was
in error, but since no one was ever likely to tell him so, there was no harm
done. Brother Cadfael dozed gently behind his pillar through the awed encomiums
on Brother Columbanus, out of whom they would certainly have wished to make a
new saint, but for the sad fact that they supposed all his relics but his
discarded clothes to be for ever withdrawn from reach. Letting the devout
voices slip out of his consciousness, Cadfael congratulated himself on having
made as many people as possible happy, and drifted into a dream of a hot
knife-blade slicing deftly through the thick wax of a seal without ever
disturbing the device. It was a long time since he had exercised some of his
more questionable skills, he was glad to be confirmed in believing that he had
forgotten none of them, and that every one had a meritorious use in the end. Chapter Twelve IT WAS MORE THAN TWO YEARS LATER,
and the middle of a bright June afternoon, when Brother Cadfael, crossing the
great court from the fish-ponds, saw among the travellers arriving at the gate
a certain thickset, foursquare, powerful figure that he knew. Bened, the smith
of Gwytherin, a little rounder in the belly and a little greyer in the hair,
had found the time ripe for realising an old ambition, and was on his way in a
pilgrim’s gown to the shrine of Our Lady of Walsingham. “If I’d put it off much longer,” he
confided, when they were private together with a bottle of wine in a comer of
the herb-garden, “I should have grown too old to relish the journey. And what
was there to keep me now, with a good lad ready and able to take over the
smithy while I’m gone? He took to it like a duck to water. Oh, yes, they’ve
been man and wife eighteen months now, and as happy as larks. Annest always
knew her own mind, and this time I will say she’s made no mistake.” “And have they a child yet?” asked
Brother Cadfael, imagining a bold, sturdy boy-baby with a bush of red hair,
nibbed away by his pillow in an infant tonsure. “Not yet, but there’s one on the
way. By the time I get back he’ll be with us.” “And Annest is well?” “Blossoming like a rose.” “And Sioned and Engelard? They had
no troubles after we were gone?” “None, bless you! Griffith ap Rhys
let it be known that all was well, and should be let well alone. They’re
married, and snug, and I’m to bring you their warmest greetings, and to tell
you they have a fine son—three months old, I reckon he’d be now—dark and Welsh
like his mother. And they’ve named him Cadfael.” “Well, well!” said Brother Cadfael,
absurdly gratified. “The best way to get the sweet out of children and escape
the bitter is to have them by proxy. But I hope they’ll never find anything but
sweet in their youngster. There’ll be a Bened yet, in one household or the
other.” Bened the pilgrim shook his head,
but without any deep regret, and reached for the bottle. “There was a time when
I’d hoped… But it would never have
done. I was an old fool ever to think of it, and it’s better this way. And
Cai’s well, and sends you remembrances, and says drink down one cup for him.” They drank many more than one before
it was time for Vespers. “And you’ll see me again at chapter tomorrow,” said
Bened, as they walked back to the great court, “for I’m charged with greetings
from Father Huw to Prior Robert and Abbot Heribert, and I’ll need you to be my
interpreter.” “Father Huw must be the one person
in Gwytherin, I suppose, who doesn’t know the truth by this time,” said
Cadfael, with some compunction. “But it wouldn’t have been fair to lay such a
load on his conscience. Better to let him keep his innocence.” “His innocence is safe enough,” said
Bened, “for he’s never said word to bring it in question, but for all that I
wouldn’t be too sure that he doesn’t know. There’s a lot of merit in silence.” The next morning at chapter he
delivered his messages of goodwill and commendation to the monastery in
general, and the members of Prior Robert’s mission in particular, from the
parish of Saint Winifred’s ministry to the altar of her glorification. Abbot
Heribert questioned him amiably about the chapel and the graveyard which he
himself had never seen, and to which, as he said, the abbey owed its most
distinguished patroness and most precious relics. “And we trust,” he said gently,
“that in our great gain you have not suffered equally great deprivation, for
that was never our intent.” “No, Father Abbot,” Bened reassured
him heartily, “you need have no regrets upon that score. For I must tell you
that at the place of Saint Winifred’s grave wonderful things are happening.
More people come there for help than ever before. There have been marvellous
cures.” Prior Robert stiffened in his place,
and his austere face turned bluish-white and pinched with incredulous
resentment. “Even now, when the saint is here on
our altar, and all the devout come to pray to her here? Ah, but small
things—the residue of grace…” “No, Father Prior, great things!
Women in mortal labour with cross-births have been brought there and laid on
the grave from which she was taken, where we buried Rhisiart, and their
children have been soothed into the world whole and perfect, with no harm to
the mothers. A man blind for years came and bathes his eyes in a distillation
of her may-blossoms, and threw away his stick and went home seeing. A young man
whose leg-bone had been broken and knitted awry came in pain, and set his teeth
and danced before her, and as he danced the pain left him, and his bones
straightened. I cannot tell you half the wonders we have seen in Gwytherin
these last two years.” Prior Robert’s livid countenance was
taking on a shade of green, and under his careful eyelids his eyes sparkled
emerald jealousy. How dare that obscure village, bereft of its saint, outdo the
small prodigies of rain that held off from falling, and superficial wounds that
healed with commendable but hardly miraculous speed, and even the slightly
suspicious numbers of lame who brought their crutches and left them before the
altar, and walked away unsupported? “There was a child of three who went
into a fit,” pursued Bened with gusto, “stiff as a board in his mother’s arms,
and stopped breathing, and she ran with him all the way from the far fields,
fording the river, and carried him to Winifred’s grave, and laid him down in
the grass there dead. And when he touched the chill of the earth, he breathed
and cried out, and she picked him up living, and took him home joyfully, and he
is live and well to this day.” “What, even the dead raised?”
croaked Prior Robert, almost speechless with envy. “Father Prior,” said Brother Cadfael
soothingly, “surely this is but another proof, the strongest possible, of the
surpassing merit and potency of Saint Winifred. Even the soil that once held
her bones works wonders, and every wonder must redound to the credit and glory
of that place which houses the very body that blessed the earth still blesses
others.” And Abbot Heribert, oblivious of the
chagrin that was consuming his prior, benignly agreed that it was so, and that
universal grace, whether it manifested itself in Wales, or England, or the Holy
Land, or wheresoever, was to be hailed with universal gratitude. “Was that innocence or mischief?”
demanded Cadfael, when he saw Bened off from the gatehouse afterwards. “Work it out for yourself! The great
thing is, Cadfael, it was truth! These things happened, and are happening yet.” Brother Cadfael stood looking after
him as he took the road towards Lilleshall, until the stocky figure with its
long, easy strides dwindled to child-size, and vanished at the curve of the
wall. Then he turned back towards his garden, where a new young novice, barely
sixteen and homesick, was waiting earnestly for his orders, having finished
planting out lettuces to follow in succession. A silent lad as yet. Maybe once he
had taken Brother Cadfael’s measure his tongue would begin to wag, and then
there’d be no stopping it. He knew nothing, but was quick to learn, and though
he was still near enough to childhood to attract any available moist soil to
his own person, things grew for him. On the whole, Cadfael was well content. I don’t see, he thought, reviewing
the whole business again from this peaceful distance, how I could have done
much better. The little Welsh saint’s back where she always wanted to be, bless
her, and showing her pleasure by taking good care of her own, it seems. And
we’ve got what belonged to us in the first place, all we have a right to, and
probably all we deserve, too, and by and large it seems to be thought
satisfactory. Evidently the body of a calculating murderer does almost as well
as the real thing, given faith enough. Almost, but never quite! Knowing what
they all know by now, those good people up there in Gwytherin may well look
forward to great things. And if a little of their thanks and gratitude rubs off
on Rhisiart, well, why not? He earned it, and it’s a sign she’s made him
welcome. She may even be glad of his company. He’s no threat to her virginity
now, and if he is trespassing, that’s no fault of his. His bed-fellow won’t
grudge him a leaf or two from her garland! About
the Author ELLIS PETERS is
the nom-de-crime of English novelist Edith Pargeter, author of scores of
books under her own name. She is the recipient of the Silver Dagger Award,
conferred by the Crime Writers Association in Britain, as well as the coveted
Edgar, awarded by the Mystery Writers of America. Miss Pargeter is also well
known as a translator of poetry and prose from the Czech and has been awarded
the Gold Medal and Ribbon of the Czechoslovak Society for Foreign Relations for
her services to Czech literature. She passed away in 1995, at the age of 82, at
home in her beloved Shropshire. A Morbid Taste for Bones In the remote
Welsh mountain town of Gwytherin lies the grave of Saint Winifred. Now, in
1137, the ambitious head of Shrewsbury Abbey has decided to acquire the remains
for his Benedictine order. Native Welshman Brother Cadfael is sent on the
expedition to translate and finds the rustic villagers of Gwytherin
passionately divided by the Benedictine’s offer for the saint’s relics. Canny,
wise, and all too worldly, he isn’t surprised when this taste for bones leads
to bloody murder. The leading opponent to moving the grave has been shot dead
with a mysterious arrow, and some say Winifred herself dealt the blow. Brother
Cadfael knows that a carnal hand did the killing, but he doesn’t know that his
plan to unearth a murderer may dig up a case of love and justice, where the
wages of sin may be scandal—or his own ruin. The First Chronicle of Brother Cadfael,
of the Benedictine Abbey of Saint Peter and Saint Paul, at Shrewsbury By Ellis
Peters Chapter One ON THE FINE, BRIGHT MORNING IN
EARLY MAY when the whole sensational affair of the Gwytherin relics may
properly be considered to have begun, Brother Cadfael had been up long before
Prime, pricking out cabbage seedlings before the day was aired, and his thoughts
were all on birth, growth and fertility, not at all on graves and reliquaries
and violent deaths, whether of saints, sinners or ordinary decent, fallible men
like himself. Nothing troubled his peace but the necessity to take himself
indoors for Mass, and the succeeding half-hour of chapter, which was always
liable to stray over by an extra ten minutes. He grudged the time from his more
congenial labours out here among the vegetables, but there was no evading his
duty. He had, after all, chosen this cloistered life with his eyes open, he
could not complain even of those parts of it he found unattractive, when the
whole suited him very well, and gave him the kind of satisfaction he felt now,
as he straightened his back and looked about him. He doubted if there was a finer
Benedictine garden in the whole kingdom, or one better supplied with herbs both
good for spicing meats, and also invaluable as medicine. The main orchards and
lands of the Shrewsbury abbey of Saint Peter and Saint Paul lay on the northern
side of the road, outside the monastic enclave, but here, in the enclosed
garden within the walls, close to the abbot’s fishponds and the brook that
worked the abbey mill, Brother Cadfael ruled unchallenged. The herbarium in
particular was his kingdom, for he had built it up gradually through the
fifteen years of labour, and added to it many exotic plants of his own careful
raising, collected in a roving youth that had taken him as far afield as
Venice, and Cyprus and the Holy Land. For Brother Cadfael had come late to the
monastic life, like a battered ship settling at last for a quiet harbour. He
was well aware that in the first years of his vows the novices and lay servants
had been wont to point him out to one another with awed whisperings. “See that brother working in the
garden there? The thickset fellow who rolls from one leg to the other like a
sailor? You wouldn’t think to look at him, would you, that he went on crusade
when he was young? He was with Godfrey de Bouillon at Antioch, when the
Saracens surrendered it. And he took to the seas as a captain when the king of
Jerusalem ruled all the coast of the Holy Land, and served against the corsairs
ten years! Hard to believe it now, eh?” Brother Cadfael himself found
nothing strange in his wide-ranging career, and had forgotten nothing and
regretted nothing. He saw no contradiction in the delight he had taken in
battle and adventure and the keen pleasure he now found in quietude. Spiced, to
be truthful, with more than a little mischief when he could get it, as he liked
his victuals well-flavoured, but quietude all the same, a ship becalmed and
enjoying it. And probably the youngsters who eyed him with such curiosity also
whispered that in a life such as he had led there must have been some
encounters with women, and not all purely chivalrous, and what sort of
grounding was that for the conventual life? They were right about the women.
Quite apart from Richildis, who had not unnaturally tired of waiting for his
return after ten years, and married a solid yeoman with good prospects in the
shire, and no intention of flying off to the wars, he remembered other ladies,
in more lands than one, with whom he had enjoyed encounters pleasurable to both
parties, and no harm to either. Bianca, drawing water at the stone well-head in
Venice—the Greek boat-girl Arianna—Mariam, the Saracen widow who sold spices
and fruit in Antioch, and who found him man enough to replace for a while the
man she had lost. The light encounters and the grave, not one of them had left
any hard feelings behind. He counted that as achievement enough, and having
known them was part of the harmonious balance that made him content now with
this harboured, contemplative life, and gave him patience and insight to bear
with these cloistered, simple souls who had put on the Benedictine habit as a
life’s profession, while for him it was a timely retirement. When you have done
everything else, perfecting a conventual herb-garden is a fine and satisfying
thing to do. He could not conceive of coming to this stasis having done nothing
else whatever. Five minutes more, and he must go
and wash his hands and repair to the church for Mass. He used the respite to
walk the length of his pale-flowered, fragrant inner kingdom, where Brother
John and Brother Columbanus, two youngsters barely a year tonsured, were busy
weeding and edge-trimming. Glossy and dim, oiled and furry, the leaves tendered
every possible variation on green. The flowers were mostly shy, small, almost
furtive, in soft, sidelong colours, lilacs and shadowy blues and diminutive
yellows, for they were the unimportant and unwanted part, but for ensuring seed
to follow. Rue, sage, rosemary, gilvers, gromwell, ginger, mint, thyme,
columbine, herb of grace, savoury, mustard, every manner of herb grew here, fennel,
tansy, basil and dill, parsley, chervil and marjoram. He had taught the uses
even of the unfamiliar to all his assistants, and made plain their dangers,
too, for the benefit of herbs is in their right proportion, and over-dosage can
be worse than the disease. Small of habit, modest of tint, close-growing and
shy, his herbs called attention to themselves only by their disseminated
sweetness as the sun rose on them. But behind their shrinking ranks rose others
taller and more clamorous, banks of peonies grown for their spiced seeds, and
lofty, pale-leaved, budding poppies, as yet barely showing the white or
purple-black petals through their close armour. They stood as tall as a short
man, and their home was the eastern part of the middle sea, and from that far
place Cadfael had brought their ancestors in the seed long ago, and raised and
cross-bred them in his own garden, before ever he brought the perfected progeny
here with him to make medicines against pain, the chief enemy of man. Pain, and
the absence of sleep, which is the most beneficent remedy for pain. The two young men, with habits
kilted to the knee, were just straightening their backs and dusting the soil
from their hands, as well aware as he of the hour. Brother Columbanus would not
for the world have let slip one grain of his duties, or countenanced such a
backsliding in any of his fellows. A very comely, well-made, upstanding young
fellow he was, with a round, formidable, Norman head, as he came from a
formidable, aristocratic Norman family, a younger son despatched to make his
way in the monastic ranks as next-best to inheriting the land. He had stiff,
upstanding yellow hair and full blue eyes, and his modest demeanour and
withdrawn pallor tended to obscure the muscular force of his build. Not a very
comfortable colleague, Brother Columbanus, for in spite of his admirable body
equipment he had some while since proved that he had a mental structure of
alarming sensitivity, and was liable to fits of emotional stress, crises of
conscience, and apocalyptic visions far removed from the implications of his
solid skull. But he was young and idealistic, he had time to get over his
self-torments. Brother Cadfael had worked with him for some months, and had
every hope for him. He was willing, energetic, and almost too eager to please.
Possibly he felt his debt to his aristocratic house too nearly, and feared a
failure that would reflect on his kin. You cannot be of high Norman blood, and
not excel! Brother Cadfael felt for any such victims as found themselves in
this trap, coming as he did, of antique Welsh stock without superhuman
pretensions. So he tolerated Brother Columbanus with equanimity, and doctored
his occasional excesses philosophically. The juice of the paynim poppies had
quieted Columbanus more than once when his religious fervour prostrated him. Well, at any rate there was no
nonsense of that kind with the other one! Brother John was as plain and
practical as his name, a square young man with a snub nose and an untamable
ring of wiry russet curls round his tonsure. He was always hungry, and his
chief interest in all things that grew in gardens was whether they were
eatable, and of agreeable flavour. Come autumn he would certainly find a way of
working his passage into the orchards. Just now he was content to help Brother
Cadfael prick out early lettuces, and wait for the soft fruits to come into
season. He was a handsome, lusty, good-natured soul, who seemed to have
blundered into this enclosed life by some incomprehensible error, and not yet to
have realised that he had come to the wrong place. Brother Cadfael detected a
lively sense of mischief the fellow to his own, but never yet given its head in
a wider world, and confidently expected that some day this particular
red-crested bird would certainly fly. Meantime, he got his entertainment
wherever it offered, and found it sometimes in unexpected places. “I must be in good tune,” he said,
unkilting his gown and dusting his hands cheerfully on his seat. “I’m reader
this week.” So he was, Cadfael recalled, and however dull the passages they
chose for him in the refectory, and innocuous the saints and martyrs he would
have to celebrate at chapter, John would contrive to imbue them with drama and
gusto from his own sources. Give him the beheading of Saint John the Baptist,
and he would shake the foundations. “You read for the glory of God and
the saints, brother,” Columbanus reminded him, with loving reproof and somewhat
offensive humility, “not for your own!” Which showed either how little he knew
about it, or how false he could be, one or the other. “The blessed thought is ever in my
mind,” said Brother John with irrepressible zest, and winked at Cadfael behind
his colleague’s back, and set off enthusiastically along the aisles of shrubs
towards the abbot’s gate and the great court. They followed him more demurely,
the slender, fair, agile youth and the squat, barrel-chested, bandy-legged
veteran of fifty-seven. Was I ever, wondered Cadfael, rolling with his powerful
seaman’s gait beside the other’s long, supple strides, as young and earnest as
this? It cost him an effort to recall that Columbanus was actually fully
twenty-five, and the sprig of a sophisticated and ambitious house. Whose
fortunes, surely, were not founded wholly on piety? This third Mass of the day was
non-parochial and brief, and after it the Benedictine brothers of the abbey of
Shrewsbury filed in procession from the choir into the chapter-house, and made
their way to their stalls in due order, Abbot Heribert leading. The abbott was
old, of mild nature and pliant, a gentle grey ascetic very wishful of peace and
harmony around him. His figure was unimpressive, though his face was beguiling
in its anxious sweetness. Novices and pupils were easy in his presence, when
they could reach it, which was by no means always easy, for the extremely
impressive figure of Prior Robert was liable to loom between. Prior Robert Pennant of mixed Welsh
and English blood, was more than six feet tall, attenuated and graceful,
silver-grey hair at fifty, blanched and beautiful of visage, with long,
aristocratic features and lofty marble brow. There was no man in the midland
shires would look more splendid in a mitre, superhuman in height and authority,
and there was no man in England better aware of it, or more determined to prove
it at the earliest opportunity. His very motions, sweeping across the
chapter-house to his stall, understudied the pontificate. After him came Brother Richard the
sub-prior, his antithesis, large, ungainly, amiable and benevolent, of a good
mind, but mentally lazy. Doubtful if he would ever become prior when Robert
achieved his end, with so many ambitious and industrious younger men eyeing the
prospect of advancement, and willing to go to a great deal of trouble to secure
it. After Richard came all the other
brothers in their hierarchies. Brother Benedict the sacristan, Brother Anselm
the precentor, Brother Matthew the cellarer, Brother Dennis the hospitaller,
Brother Edmund the infirmarer, Brother Oswald the almoner, Brother Jerome, the
prior’s clerk, and Brother Paul, master of the novices, followed by the
commonalty of the convent, and a very flourishing number they made. Among the
last of them Brother Cadfael rolled to his own chosen corner, well to the rear
and poorly lit, half-concealed behind one of the stone pillars. Since he held
no troublesome parchment office, he was unlikely to be called upon to speak in
chapter upon the various businesses of the house, and when the matter in hand
was dull into the bargain it was his habit to employ the time to good account
by sleeping, which from long usage he could do bolt upright and undetected in
his shadowy corner. He had a sixth sense which alerted him at need, and brought
him awake instantly and plausibly. He had even been known to answer a question
pat, when it was certain he had been asleep when it was put to him. On this particular May morning he
remained awake long enough to enjoy Brother John’s extraction of the last
improbable ounce of drama from the life of some obscure saint whose day fell on
the morrow, but when the cellarer began to expound a complicated matter of a
legacy partly to the altar of Our Lady, partly to the infirmary, he composed
himself to slumber. After all, he knew that most of the remaining time, once a
couple of minor malefactors had been dealt with, would be given to Prior
Robert’s campaign to secure the relics and patronage of a powerful saint for
the monastery. For the past few months very little else had been discussed. The
prior had had it on his mind, in fact, ever since the Cluniac house of Wenlock
had rediscovered, with great pride and jubilation, the tomb of their original
foundress, Saint Milburga, and installed her bones triumphantly on their altar.
An alien priory, only a few miles distant, with its own miracle-working saint,
and the great Benedictine house of Shrewsbury as empty of relics as a plundered
almsbox! It was more than Prior Robert could stomach. He had been scouring the
borderlands for a spare saint now for a year or more, looking hopefully towards
Wales, where it was well known that holy men and women had been common as
mushrooms in autumn in the past, and as little regarded. Brother Cadfael had no wish to hear
the latest of his complaints and urgings. He slept. The heat of the sun rebounded from
honed new facets of pale, baked rock, scorching his face, as the floating arid
dust burned his throat. From where he crouched with his fellows in cover he
could see the long crest of the wall, and the steel-capped heads of the guards
on the turrets glittering in the fierce light. A landscape carved out of
reddish stone and fire, all deep gullies and sheer cliffs, with never a cool
green leaf to temper it, and before him the object of all his journeyings, the
holy city of Jerusalem, crowned with towers and domes within its white walls.
The dust of battle hung in the air, dimming the clarity of battlement and gate,
and the hoarse shouting and clashing of armour filled his ears. He was waiting
for the trumpet to sound the final assault, and keeping well in cover while he
waited, for he had learned to respect the range of the short, curly Saracen
bow. He saw the banners surge forward out of hiding, streaming on the burning
wind. He saw the flash of the raised trumpet, and braced himself for the blare. The sound that brought him leaping
wide-awake out of his dream was loud enough and stirring enough, but not the
brazen blast of a trumpet, nor was he launched from his stillness towards the
triumphant storming of Jerusalem. He was back in his stall in the dark corner
of the chapter-house, and starting to his feet as alertly as the rest, and with
the same consternation and alarm. And the shriek that had awakened him was just
subsiding into a series of rending moans and broken cries that might have been
of extreme pain or extreme ecstasy. In the open space in the centre of the
chapter-house Brother Columbanus lay on his face, threshing and jerking like a
landed fish, beating his forehead and his palms against the flagstones, kicking
and flailing with long, pale legs bared to the knee by his contortions, and
barking out of him those extraordinary sounds of shattering physical
excitement, while the nearest of the brothers hovered in helpless shock, and
Prior Robert with lifted hands exhorted and exclaimed. Brother Cadfael and Brother Edmund,
the infirmarer, reached the victim together, kneeled over him one on either
side, and restrained him from battering his brains out against the stones of
the floor, or dislocating his joints in the flailings. “Falling sickness!” said
Brother Edmund tersely, and wedged the thick cord of Columbanus’ girdle between
his teeth, and a fold of his habit with it, to prevent him from biting his
tongue. Brother Cadfael was less certain of
the diagnosis, for these were not the grunting, helpless noises of an epileptic
in an attack, but such as might be expected from a hysterical woman in a
frenzy. But at least the treatment stopped half the noise, and even appeared to
diminish the vigour of the convulsions, though they resumed again as soon as the
restraining grip on him was loosed. “Poor young man!” fluttered Abbot
Heribert, hovering in the background. “So sudden, so cruel an affliction!
Handle him gently! Carry him to the infirmary. We must pray for his
restoration.” Chapter broke up in some disorder.
With the help of Brother John, and certain others of a practical turn of mind,
they got Brother Columbanus securely but comfortably swathed in a sheet,
confining arms and legs so that he would do himself no injury, wedged his teeth
apart with a wooden spit instead of the cloth, on which he might have gagged
and choked, and carried him on a shutter to the infirmary, where they got him
into bed, and secured him there with bandages round breast and thighs. He
moaned and gurgled and heaved still, but with weakening force, and when they
had managed to get a draught of Brother Cadfael’s poppy-juice into him his
moans subsided into pitiful mutterings, and the violence of his struggles
against his confinement grew feebler. “Take good care of him,” said Prior
Robert, frowning anxiously over the young man’s bed. “I think someone should be
constantly by to watch over him, in case the fit comes again. You have your
other sick men to attend to, you cannot sit by his side day and night. Brother
Jerome, I put this sufferer in your charge, and excuse you from all other
duties while he needs you.” “Willingly,” said Brother Jerome,
“and prayerfully!” He was Prior Robert’s closest associate and most devoted
hanger-on, and an inevitable choice whenever Robert required strict obedience
and meticulous reporting, as might well be the case where a brother of the
house succumbed to what might elsewhere be whispered abroad as a fit of
madness. “Stay with him in particular during
the night,” said the prior, “for in the night a man’s resistance falters, and
his bodily evils may rise against him. If he sleeps peacefully, you may rest
also, but remain close, in case he needs you.” “He’ll sleep within the hour,” said
Cadfael confidently, “and may pass into natural sleep well before night. God
willing, he may put this off before morning.” For his part, he thought Brother
Columbanus lacked sufficient work for both mind and body, and took his revenge
for his deprivation in these excesses, half-wilful, half-involuntary, and both
to be pitied and censured. But he retained enough caution to reserve a doubt
with every conviction. He was not sure he knew any of his adopted brothers well
enough to judge with certainty. Well, Brother John—yes, perhaps! But inside the
conventual life or outside, cheerful, blunt, extrovert Brother Johns are few
and far between. Brother Jerome appeared at chapter
next morning with an exalted countenance, and the air of one bursting with
momentous news. At Abbot Heribert’s mild reproof for leaving his patient
without permission, he folded his hands meekly and bowed his head, but lost
none of his rapt assurance. “Father, I am sent here by another
duty, that seemed to me even more urgent. I have left Brother Columbanus
sleeping, though not peacefully, for even his sleep is tormented. But two
lay-brothers are watching by him. If I have done wrong, I will abide it
humbly.” “Our brother is no better?” asked
the abbot anxiously. “He is still deeply troubled, and
when he wakes he raves. But, Father, this is my errand!
There is a sure hope for him! In the night I have been miraculously visited. I
have come to tell you what divine mercy has instructed me. Father, in the small
hours I fell into a doze beside Brother Columbanus’ bed, and had a marvellously
sweet dream.” By this time he had everyone’s
attention, even Brother Cadfael was wide awake. “What, another of them?”
whispered Brother John wickedly into his ear. “The plague’s spreading!” “Father, it seemed to me that the
wall of the room opened, and a great light shone in, and through the light and
radiating the light there came in a most beautiful young virgin, and stood
beside our brother’s bed, and spoke to me. She told me that her name was
Winifred, and that in Wales there is a holy spring, that rose to the light
where she suffered martyrdom. And she said that if Brother Columbanus bathed in
the water of that well, he would surely be healed, and restored at once to his
senses. Then she uttered a blessing upon our house, and vanished in a great
light, and I awoke.” Through the murmur of excitement
that went round the chapter-house, Prior Robert’s voice rose in reverent
triumph: “Father Abbot, we are being guided! Our quest for a saint has drawn to
us this sign of favour, in token that we should persevere.” “Winifred!” said the abbot
doubtfully. “I do not recall clearly the story of this saint and martyr. There
are so many of them in Wales. Certainly we ought to send Brother Columbanus to
her holy sring, it would be ingratitude to neglect so clear an omen. But
exactly where is it to be found?” Prior Robert looked round for the
few Welshmen among the brothers, passed somewhat hurriedly over Brother
Cadfael, who had never been one of his favourites, perhaps by reason of a
certain spark in his eye, as well as his notoriously worldly past, and lit
gladly upon Old Brother Rhys, who was virtually senile but doctrinally safe,
and had the capacious if capricious memory of the very old. “Brother, can you
tell us the history of this saint, and where her well is to be found?” The old man was slow to realise that
he had become the centre of attention. He was shrunken like a bird, and
toothless, and used to a tolerant oblivion. He began hesitantly, but warmed to
the work as he found all eyes upon him. “Saint Winifred, you say, Father?
Everybody knows of Saint Winifred. You’ll find her spring by the name they gave
the place, Holywell, it’s no great way in from Chester. But she’s not there.
You won’t find her grave at Holywell.” “Tell us about her,” coaxed Prior
Robert, almost fawning in his eagerness. “Tell us all her story.” “Saint Winifred,” declaimed the old
man, beginning to enjoy his hour of glory, “was the only child of a knight
named Tevyth, who lived in those parts when the princes were yet heathens. But
this knight and all his household were converted by Saint Beuno, and made him a
church there, and gave him house-room. The girl was devoted even above her
parents, and pledged herself to a virgin life, hearing Mass every day. But one
Sunday it happened that she was sick, and stayed at home when all the rest of
the household went to church. And there came to the door the prince of those
parts. Cradoc, son of the king, who had fallen in love with her at a distance.
For this girl was very beautiful. Very beautiful!” gloated Brother Rhys, and
licked his lips loudly. Prior Robert visibly recoiled, but refrained from
stopping the flow by reproof. “He pleaded that he was hot and parched from
hunting,” said Brother Rhys darkly, “and asked for a drink of water, and the
girl let him in and gave him to drink. Then,” he shrilled, hunching himself in
his voluminous habit and springing erect with a vigour nobody present would
have credited, “he pressed his suit upon her, and grappled her in his arms.
Thus!” The effort was almost too much for him, and moreover, the prior was
eyeing him in alarm; he subsided with dignity. “The faithful virgin put him off
with soft words, and escaping into another room, climbed from a window and fled
towards the church. But finding that she had eluded him, Prince Cradoc took horse
and rode after, and overtaking her just within sight of the church, and
dreading that she would reveal his infamy, struck off her head with his sword.” He paused for the murmur of horror,
pity and indignation, and got it, with a flurry of prayerfully-folded hands,
and a tribute of round eyes. “Then thus piteously she came by her
death and beatitude?” intoned Brother Jerome enthusiastically. “Not a bit of it!” snapped Brother
Rhys. He had never liked Brother Jerome. “Saint Beuno and the congregation were
coming out of the church, and saw what had passed. The saint drew a terrible
curse upon the murderer, who at once sank to the ground, and began to melt like
wax in a fire, until all his body had sunk away into the grass. Then Saint
Beuno fitted the head of the virgin onto her neck, and the flesh grew together,
and she stood up alive, and the holy fountain sprang up on the spot where she
arose.” They waited, spellbound, and he let
them wait. He had lost interest after the death. “And afterwards?” insinuated Prior
Robert. “What did the saint do with her restored life?” “She went on a pilgrimage to Rome,”
said Brother Rhys indifferently, “and she attended at a great synod of saints,
and was appointed to be prioress over a community of virgin sisters at
Gwytherin, by Llanrwst. And there she lived many years, and did many miracles
in her lifetime. If it should be called her lifetime? She was once dead
already. When she died a second time, that was where it befell.” He felt
nothing concerning this residue of life, he offered it with a shrug. The girl
had had her chance with Prince Cradoc, and let is slip, obviously her natural
bent was to be prioress of a nest of virgins, and there was nothing more to be
told about her. “And she is buried there at
Gwytherin?” persisted the prior. “And her miracles continued after death?” “So I have heard. But it’s a long
time,” said the old man, “since I’ve heard her name mentioned. And longer since
I was in those parts.” Prior Robert stood in the circle of
sunlight that filtered between the pillars of the chapter-house, drawn to his
full imposing height, and turned a radiant face and commanding eyes upon Abbot
Heribert. “Father, does it not seem to you
that our reverent search for a patron of great power and sanctity is being
divinely guided? This gentle saint has visited us in person, in Brother
Jerome’s dream, and beckoned us to bring our afflicted brother to her for
healing. Shall we not hope, also, that she will again show us the next step? If
she does indeed receive our prayers and restore Brother Columbanus to health of
body and mind, may we not be encouraged to hope that she will come in person
and dwell among us? That we may humbly beg the church’s sanction to take up her
blessed relics and house them fittingly here in Shrewsbury? To the great glory
and lustre of our house!” “And of Prior Robert!” whispered
Brother John in Cadfael’s ear. “It certainly seems that she has
shown us singular favour,” admitted Abbot Heribert. “Then, Father, have I your leave to
send Brother Columbanus with a safe escort to Holywell? This very day?” “Do so,” said the abbot, “with the
prayers of us all, and may he return as Saint Winifred’s own messenger, hale
and grateful.” The deranged man, still wandering in
mind and communing with himself in incoherent ravings, was led away out of the
gatehouse on the first stage of his journey immediately after the midday meal,
mounted on a mule, with a high, cradling saddle to give him some security from
falling, in case the violent fit took him again, and with Brother Jerome and a
brawny lay-brother one on either side, to support him at need. Columbanus
looked about him with wide, pathetic, childlike eyes, and seemed to know
nobody, though he went submissively and trustfully where he was led. “I could have done with a nice
little trip into Wales,” said Brother John wistfully, looking after them as
they rounded the corner and vanished towards the bridge over the Severn. “But I
probably shouldn’t have seen the right visions. Jerome will do the job better.” “Boy,” said Brother Cadfael
tolerantly, “you become more of an unbeliever every day.” “Not a bit of it! I’m as willing to
believe in the girl’s sanctity and miracles as any man. We know the saints have
power to help and bless, and I’ll believe they have the goodwill, too. But when
it’s Prior Robert’s faithful hound who has the dream, you’re asking me to
believe in his sanctity, not hers! And in any case, isn’t her favour glory
enough? I don’t see why they should want to dig up the poor lady’s dust. It
seems like charnel-house business to me, not church business. And you think
exactly the same,” he said firmly, and stared out his elder, eye to eye. “When I want to hear my echo,” said
Brother Cadfael, “I will speak first. Come on, now, and get the bottom strip of
ground dug, there are kale plants waiting to go in .” The delegation to Holywell was gone
five days, and came home towards evening in a fine shower of rain and a grand
glow of grace, chanting prayers as the three entered the courtyard. In the
midst rode Brother Columbanus, erect and graceful and jubilant, if that word
could be used for one so humble in his gladness. His face was bright and clear,
his eyes full of wonder and intelligence. No man ever looked less mad, or less
likely to be subject to the falling sickness. He went straight to the church
and gave thanks and praise to God and Saint Winifred on his knees, and from the
altar all three went dutifully to report to the abbot, prior and sub-prior, in
the abbot’s lodging. “Father,” said Brother Columbanus,
eager and joyous, “I have no skill to tell what has befallen me, for I know
less than these who have cared for me in my delirium. All I know is that I was
taken on this journey like a man in an ill dream, and went where I was taken,
not knowing how to fend for myself, or what I ought to do. And suddenly I was
like a man awakened out of that nightmare to a bright morning and a world of
spring, and I was standing naked in the grass beside a well, and these good
brothers were pouring water over me that healed as it touched. I knew myself
and them, and only marvelled where I might be, and how I came there. Which they
willingly told me. And then we went, all, and many people of that place with
us, to sing Mass in a little church that stands close by the well. Now I know
that I owe my recovery to the intervention of Saint Winifred, and I praise and
worship her from my heart, as I do God who caused her to take pity on me. The
rest these brothers will tell.” The lay-brother was large, taciturn,
weary—having done all the work throughout—and by this time somewhat bored with
the whole business. He made the appropriate exclamations where needed, but left
the narrative in the able hands of Brother Jerome, who told all with zest. How
they had brought their patient to the village of Holywell, and asked the
inhabitants for directions and aid, and been shown where the saint had risen
living after her martyrdom, in the silver fountain that still sprang in the
same spot, furnished now with a stone basin to hold its sacred flow. There they
had led the rambling Columbanus, stripped him of habit, shirt and drawers, and
poured the sacred water over him and instantly he had stood erect and lifted
his hands in prayer, and given thanks for a mind restored. Afterwards he had
asked them in wonder how he came there, and what had happened to him, and had
been greatly chastened and exalted at his humbling and his deliverance, and
most grateful to his patroness, by whose guidance he had been made whole. “And, Father, the people there told
us that the saint is indeed buried at Gwytherin, where she died after her
ministry, and that the place where her body is laid has done many miracles. But
they say that her tomb, after so long, is neglected and little thought of, and
it may well be that she longs for a better recognition, and to be installed in
some place where pilgrims may come, where she may be revered as is her due, and
have room to enlarge her grace and blessing to reach more people in need.” “You are inspired, having been
present at this miracle,” said Prior Robert, tall and splendid with faith
rewarded, “and you speak out what I have felt in listening to you. Surely Saint
Winifred is calling us to rescue as she came to the rescue of Brother
Columbanus. Many have need of her goodness as he had, and know nothing of her.
In our hands she would be exalted as she deserves, and those who need her grace
would know where to come and seek it. I pray that we may mount that expedition
of faith to which she summons us. Father Abbot, give me your leave to petition
the church, and bring this blessed lady home to rest here among us, and be our
proudest boast. For I believe it is her will and her command.” “In the name of God,” said Abbot
Heribert devoutly, “I approve that project, and pray the blessing of heaven upon
it!” “He had it all planned beforehand,”
said Brother John over the bed of mint, between envy and scorn. “That was all a
show, all that wonder and amazement, and asking who Saint Winifred was, and
where to find her. He knew it all along. He’d already picked her out from those
he’s discovered neglected in Wales, and decided she was the one most likely to
be available, as well as the one to shed most lustre on him. But it had to come
out into the open by miraculous means. There’ll be another prodigy whenever he
needs his way smoothed for him, until he gets the girl here safely installed in
the church, to his glory. It’s a great enterprise, he means to climb high on
the strength of it. So he starts out with a vision, and a prodigious healing,
and divine grace leading his footsteps. It’s as plain as the nose on your
face.” “And are you saying,” asked Brother
Cadfael mildly, “that Brother Columbanus is in the plot as well as Brother
Jerome, and that falling fit of his was a fake, too? I should have to be very sure
of my reward in heaven before I volunteered to break the paving with my
forehead, even to provide Prior Robert with a miracle. Brother John considered seriously,
frowning. “No, that I don’t say. We all know our meek white lamb is liable to
the horrors over a penance scamped, and ecstasies over a vigil or a fast, and
pouring ice-cold water over him at Holywell would be the very treatment to jolt
him back into his right wits. We could just as well have tossed him in the
fish-pond here! But of course he’d believe what they told him, and credit it
all to the saint. Catch him missing such a chance! No, I wouldn’t say he was a
party to it—not knowingly. But he gave them the opportunity for a splendid
demonstration of grace. You notice it was Jerome who was set to take care of
him overnight! It takes only one man to be favoured with a vision, but it has
to be the right man.” He rolled a sprig of the young green leaves sadly between
his palms, and the fragrance distilled richly on the early morning air. “And it
will be the right men who’ll accompany Prior Robert into Wales,” he said with
sour certainty. “You’ll see!” No doubt about it, this young man
was hankering after a glimpse of the world again, and a breath of air from
outside the walls. Brother Cadfael pondered, not only with sympathy for his
young assistant, but also with some pleasurable stirrings of his own. So
momentous an event in the otherwise even course of monastic life ought not to
be missed. Besides the undoubted possibilities of mischief! “True!” he said thoughtfully.
“Perhaps we ought to take some steps to leaven the lump. Wales should not be
left with the notion that Jerome is the best Shrewsbury can muster, that’s very
true.” “You have about as much chance of
being invited as I,” said Brother John with his customary bluntness. “Jerome is
sure of his place. Prior Robert must have his right hand with him. And
Columbanus, fool innocent, was the instrument of grace, and could be made to
serve the same turn again. Brother Sub-Prior they have to take along, for
form’s sake. Surely we could think up some way of getting a foot in the door?
They can’t move for a few days yet, the carpenters and carvers are working hard
on this splendid reliquary coffin they’re going to take with them for the lady,
but it will take them a while to finish it. Get your wits to work, brother!
There isn’t anything you couldn’t do, if you’ve a mind! Prior or no prior!” “Well,
well, did I say you had no faith?” wondered Brother Cadfael, charmed and
disarmed. “I might worm my own way in, there could be ways, but how am I to
recommend a graceless rogue like you? What are you good at, to be taken along
on such an errand?” “I’m a good hand with mules,” said
Brother John hopefully, “and you don’t think Prior Robert intends to go on foot,
I suppose? Or to do the grooming and feeding and watering himself? Or the
mucking-out? They’ll need somebody to do the hard work and wait on them. Why
not me?” It was, indeed, something nobody as
yet seemed to have thought of. And why take a lay-brother, if there was a
cloister-brother, with a sweet voice in the Mass, willing to do the sweating
into the bargain? And the boy deserved his outing, since he was willing to earn
it the hard way. Besides, he might be useful before the end. If not to Prior
Robert, to Brother Cadfael. “We’ll see,” he said, and with that
drove his mutinous protege back to the work in hand. But after dinner, in the
somnolent half-hour of sleep for the elders and play for the novices, he sought
out Abbot Heribert in his study. “Father Abbot, it is on my mind that
we are undertaking this pilgrimage to Gwytherin without full consideration.
First we must send to the bishop of Bangor, in whose see Gwytherin lies, for
without his approval the matter cannot proceed. Now it is not essential to have
a speaker fluent in Welsh there, since the bishop is obviously conversant with
Latin. But not every parish priest in Wales has that tongue, and it is vital to
be able to speak freely with the priest at Gwytherin, should the bishop
sanction our quest. But most of all, the see of Bangor is wholly within the
sovereignty of the king of Gwynedd, and surely his goodwill and permission are
essential as those of the church. The princes of Gwynedd speak only Welsh,
though they have learned clerks. Father Prior, certainly, has a smattering of
Welsh, but…” “That is very true,” said Abbot
Heribert, easily dismayed. “It is but a smattering. And the king’s agreement is
all-important. Brother Cadfael, Welsh is your first, best language, and has no
mysteries for you. Could you…? The garden, I am aware… But with your aid there
would be no problem.” “In the garden,” said Brother
Cadfael, “everything is well forward, and can manage without me ten days or
more, and take no hurt. I should be glad indeed to be the interpreter, and lend
my skills also in Gwytherin.” “Then so be it!” sighed the abbot in
heartfelt relief. “Go with Prior Robert, and be our voice to the Welsh people.
I shall sanction your errand myself, and you will have my authority.” He was old and human and gentle,
full of experience, short on ambition, self-righteousness and resolution. There
could have been two ways of approaching him concerning Brother John. Cadfael
took the more honest and simple way. “Father, there is a young brother
concerning whose vocation I have doubts, but concerning whose goodness I have
none. He is close to me, and I would that he might find his true way, for if he
finds it he will not forsake it. But it may not be with us. I beg that I may
take him with me, as our hewer of wood and drawer of water in this enterprise,
to allow him time to consider.” Abbot Heribert looked faintly
dismayed and apprehensive, but not unsympathetic. Perhaps he remembered
long-ago days when his own vocation had suffered periods of storm. “I should be sorry,” he said, “to
refuse a choice to any man who may be better fitted to serve God elsewhere.
Which of us can say he has never looked over his shoulder? You have not,” he
questioned delicately, approaching the aspect that really daunted him, though
with a cautiously dauntless face, “broached this matter to Prior Robert?” “No, Father,” said Brother Cadfael
virtuously. “I thought it wrong to charge him with so small a responsibility,
when he already carries one so great.” “Very proper!” agreed the abbot
heartily. “It would be ill-done to distract his mind from his great purpose at
this stage. I should say no word to him of the reason for adding this young man
to the party. Prior Robert in his own unshaken certainty is apt to take an
austere view of any man who looks back, once having set his hand to the
plough.” “Yet, Father, we were not all cut
out to be ploughmen. Some could be more useful labouring in other ways.” “True!” said the abbot, and warily
smiled, pondering the recurring but often forgotten riddle of Brother Cadfael
himself. “I have wondered, I confess… But never mind! Very well, tell me this
young brother’s name, and you shall have him.” Chapter Two PRIOR
ROBERT’S FINE, FROSTY FACE MOMENTARILY REGISTERED DISPLEASURE AND SUSPICION
when he heard how his delegation was to be augmented. Brother Cadfael’s
gnarled, guileless-eyed self-sufficiency caused him discomfort without a word
amiss or a glance out of place, as though his dignity were somehow under siege.
Of Brother John he knew no particular evil, but the redness of his hair, the
exuberance of his health and high spirits, the very way he put live blood back
into old martyrdoms with his extravagant gusto in the reading, were all
offensive in themselves, and jarred on the prior’s aesthetic sensibilities.
However, since Abbot Heribert had innocently decreed that they should join the
party, and since there was no denying that a fluent Welsh speaker might become
an urgent necessity at some stage, Prior Robert accepted the fiat without
demur, and made the best of it. They set out as soon as the fine
reliquary for the saint’s bones was ready, polished oak ornamented with silver,
to serve as a proof what honours awaited Winifred in her new shrine. In the
third week of May they came to Bangor, and told their story to Bishop David,
who was sympathetic, and readily gave his consent to the proposed translation,
subject only to the agreement of Prince Owain, who was regent of Gwynedd owing
to the illness of the old king, his father. They ran the prince to earth at Aber,
and found him equally obliging, for he not only gave the desired approval, but
sent his one English-speaking clerk and chaplain to show them the best and
quickest way to Gwytherin, and commend them and their errand to the parish
priest there. Thus episcopally and royally blessed, Prior Robert led his party
on the last stage of their journey, a little too easily convinced that his
progress was being divinely smoothed, and would be so to its triumphant end. They turned aside from the Conway
valley at Llanrwst, climbing away from the river into forested hill country.
Beyond the watershed they crossed the Elwy where it is young and small, and
moved steadily south-eastwards through thick woods, over another ridge of high
land, to descend once again into the upland valley of a little river, that
provided some marshy water-meadows along its banks, and a narrow band of tilled
fields, sloping and sturdy but protected by the forests, above these lush
pastures. The wooded ridge on either hand ran in oblique folds, richly green,
hiding the scattered housesteads. The fields were already planted, and here and
there orchards flowered. Below them, where the woods drew back to leave an
amphitheatre of green, there was a small stone church, whitewashed and
shimmering, and a little wooden house beside it. “You see the goal of your
pilgrimage,” said the chaplain Urien. He was a compact, neat, well-shaven
personage, handsomely dressed and mounted, more of an ambassador than a clerk. “That is Gwytherin?” asked Prior
Robert. “It is the church and priest’s house
of Gwytherin. The parish stretches for several miles along the river valley,
and a mile or more from the Cledwen on either bank. We do not congregate in
villages as you English do. Land good for hunting is plentiful, but good for
tillage meagre. Every man lives where best suits him for working his fields and
conserving his game.” “It is a very fair place,” said the
sub-prior, and meant it, for the fold on fold of well-treed hills beyond the
river made a pattern of spring beauty in a hundred different greens, and the
water-meadows were strung like a necklace of emeralds along the fringes of a
necklace of silver and lapis-lazuli. “Good to look at, hard to work,”
said Urien practically. “See, there’s an ox-team on the far side trying to
break a new strip, now all the rest are planted. Watch the beasts strain at it,
and you’ll know how the higher ground weighs.” Across the river, some way below
them and a great way off, the snaky curve of the furrows already won patterned
the slope between cultivated fields and leaning trees, a dark brown writing
upon the hillside, and on the higher furrow, as yet uncompleted, the oxen
leaned into their yokes and heaved, and the ploughman behind them clung and
dragged at the heavy share. Before the leading pair a man walked backwards,
arms gently waving and beckoning, his goad only a wand, flourished for magic,
not for its sting, his high, pure calls carried aloft on the air, cajoling and
praising. Towards him the beasts leaned willingly, following his cries with all
their might. The new-turned soil, greyish-brown and sluggish, heaved moist and
fresh to light after the share. “A harsh country,” said Urien, as
one assessing, not complaining, and set his horse moving downhill towards the
church. “Come, I’ll hand you over to Father Huw, and see you well-received.” They followed him by a green path
that wound out of the hills, and soon lost its view of the valley between
scattered, flowering trees. A wooden house or two showed among the woods,
surrounded by small garden plots, and again vanished. “Did you see?” said Brother John in
Cadfael’s ear, pacing beside the sumpter mule. “Did you see how the beasts
laboured towards that fellow not to escape the goad, only to go where he
willed, only to please him? And such labour! That I should like to learn!” “It’s labour for man as well as
beast,” said Brother Cadfael. “But for free goodwill! They wanted
to go with him, to do what he wanted them to do. Brother, could devoted
disciples do more? Do you tell me he takes no delight in what he does?” “No man nor God who sees his
faithful delight to serve him,” said Brother Cadfael patiently and carefully,
“but he knows delight. Hush, now, we’re barely here, there’ll be time to look
round us.” They were down in the little arena
of grass and vegetable plots, clear of the trees. The stone church with its
tiny turret and tinier bell visible within shone blindingly white, bluish-white
against all the lush green. And out of the cabbage-patch, freshly planted, in
the lee of the wooden cabin, rose a small, square man in a brown sackcloth gown
hoisted to the knees, thick brown legs sturdy under him, and a thicket of curly
brown hair and beard half-concealing a brown, broad, wondering face round two
large, dark-blue eyes. He came out hastily, scrubbing his hands on his skirts.
At close quarters his eyes were larger, bluer and more astonished than ever,
and as timid as the mild eyes of a doe. “Good-day to you, Father Huw,” said
Urien, reining in before him, “I’ve brought you distinguished guests from
England, upon important church business, and with the blessing of prince and
bishop.” When they had ridden into the
clearing the priest had certainly been the only man in sight, but by the time
Urien had ended his greeting a score of silent, sudden figures had appeared
from nowhere, and made a wary and curious half-circle about their pastor. By
the distracted look in Father Huw’s eyes he was busy reckoning up in some alarm
how many of these strangers his modest hut could fittingly house, and where to
bestow the rest of them, and how much food there was in his larder to make a
meal for so many, and where he could best commandeer whatever extra was needed.
But no question of not extending a welcome. Guests were sacrosanct, and must
not even be questioned on the proposed length of their stay, however ruinous. “My poor household is at the
reverend fathers’ disposal,” he said, “and whatever powers I have to serve
them, also. You come fresh from Aber?” “From Aber,” said Urien, “from
Prince Owain, and I must rejoin him there tonight. I am only the herald for
these Benedictine brothers, who come on a holy errand, and when I have
explained their case to you, then I leave them in your hands.” He presented
them by name, Prior Robert first. “And have no fear when I have left, for
Brother Cadfael here is a man of Gwynedd himself, and speaks Welsh as well as
you do.” Huw’s look of harassed apprehension
was immediately eased, but in case he should be in any doubt, Cadfael favoured
him with a rapid brotherly greeting in the promised language, which
gratifyingly produced the identical look of slight distrust and insecurity in
Prior Robert’s normally assured grey eyes. “You are welcome to this poor house
you honour,” said Huw, and ran a quick eye over the horses and mules and their
loads, and without hesitation called a couple of names over his shoulder. A
shaggy-headed elder and a sunburned boy of about ten came forward readily in
answer. “Ianto, help the good brother water the beasts, and put them in the
little paddock to graze, until we see how best to stable them. Edwin, run and
tell Marared we have guests, and help her bring water and wine.” They ran to do his bidding, and
several of the others who had gathered, brown, bare-legged men, slender dark
women and half-naked children, drew nearer, conferred softly among themselves,
and the women slipped away to their own cooking-fires and bake-ovens to bring
whatever they could to contribute to Gwytherin’s hospitality. “While it’s so fine and mild,” said
Huw, standing aside to wave them into the little enclosure of his garden, “it
may please you best to sit in the orchard. I have benches and table there.
Through the summer I live out of doors. Time enough to go within and light
fires when the days draw in and the nights grow cold.” His holding was tiny and his living
poor enough but he took good care of his fruit-trees and was a diligent
gardener, Brother Cadfael noted with approval. And for one who seemed, unlike
many of the parish priests of the Celtic persuasion, to be celibate, and
happily so, he had the bare little house and grounds in very neat order, and
could produce from his own store, or his parishioners’ shared stock, clean
wooden trenchers and good bread to put on them, and plain but presentable
drinking-horns for his raw red wine. He performed all the ceremonies due from a
host with humble dignity. The boy Edwin returned with a lively old woman, Huw’s
neighbour, bringing food and drink. And all the while that the visitors sat
there in the sun, various of the people of Gwytherin, scattered though the
parish might be, found occasion to walk past the wattle fence of the orchard
and examine the party carefully, though without seeming to do so. It was not
every day, or every year, indeed, that they had so momentous a visitation.
Every soul in the parish would know before evening not only that monks from
Shrewsbury were guests at Huw’s house, but also how many they were, what they
looked like, what fine horses and handsome mules they had, and most probably
what they had come for, into the bargain. But the eyeing and the listening were
done with perfect courtesy and discretion. “And now, since Master Urien has to
return to Aber,” said Huw, when they had eaten and were sitting at ease, “it
might be well if he would tell me in what particular I can serve the brothers
of Shrewsbury, so that he may be assured we understand each other before he
leaves us. And whatever is in my competence I will surely do.” Urien told the story as he had heard
it, and Prior Robert elaborated at such length that Brother John, growing bored
and restless, let his eyes stray to take stock of the occasional figures that
passed along the fence, with alert ears and shy but sharp eyes. His interest
and curiosity were somewhat less discreet than theirs. And there were some very
handsome girls among them! The one passing now, for instance, her step graceful
and slow—she knew she was watched!—and her hair a great, heavy braid over her
shoulder, the colour of polished oak, a light, silken brown, even with silvery
dashes in it like the grain of oak… “And the bishop has given his
consent to your proposal?” asked Huw, after a long minute of silence, and in a
voice that suggested wonder and doubt. “Both bishop and prince have
sanctioned it.” Prior Robert was uneasy at the very hint of a hitch at this
stage. “The omens have surely not misled us? Saint Winifred is here? She lived
out her restored life here, and is buried in this place?” Huw owned that it was so, with so
curious an intonation of caution and reluctance that Cadfael decided he was
trying to recall exactly where the lady was to be found, and wondering in what
state her grave would be discovered, after all this time since last he had so
much as thought of it. “She is here, in this cemetery?” The
little white-washed church gleamed provocatively in the sunshine. “No, not here.” Some relief this
time, he did not have to reveal her whereabouts immediately. “This church is
new since her time. Her grave is in the old burial-ground of the wooden church
on the hill, a mile or more from here. It is long disused. Yes, certainly the
omens favour your plans, and beyond question the saint is here in Gwytherin.
But…” “But?” said Prior Robert with
displeasure. “Both prince and bishop have given us their blessing, and
commended our cause to you. Moreover, we have heard, and they have agreed, that
the saint in her stay here among you has been much neglected, and may well wish
to be received where greater honour will be paid to her.” “In my church,” said Huw humbly, “I
have never heard that the saints desired honour for themselves, but rather to
honour God rightly. So I do not presume to know what Saint Winifred’s will may
be in this matter. That you and your house should desire to honour her rightly,
that is another matter, and very proper. But…
This blessed virgin lived out her miraculously restored life in this
place, and no other. Here she died for the second time, and here is buried, and
even if my people have neglected her, being human and faulty, yet they always
knew that she was here among them, and at a pinch they could rely on her, and
for a Welsh saint I think that counts for much. Prince and bishop—both of whom
I reverence as I ought—may not altogether understand how my flock will feel, if
their holiest girl is to be dug up out of her grave and taken away into
England. It may matter little to the crown and the crozier, a saint is a saint
wherever her relics rest. But I tell you plainly, the people of Gwytherin are
not going to like it at all!” Brother Cadfael, stirred to an
atavistic fervour of Welshness by this homely eloquence, snatched the
initiative from Urien at this point, and translated with the large declamation
of the bards. In full spate, he turned his eyes
away from the distracting faces, to light upon one even more distracting. The
girl with the light-oak sheen on her hair was again passing the fence, and had
been so charmed by what she heard, and the vehemence of its delivery, that for
a moment she forgot to keep moving, and stood there at gaze, apple-blossom face
radiant and rose-leaf lips laughing. And with the same satisfaction with which
she gazed at Cadfael, Brother John gazed at her. Cadfael observed both, and was
dazzled. But the next moment she caught herself up in a hasty alarm, and
blushed beautifully, and swept away out of sight. Brother John was still gaping
long after she had vanished. “It is hardly important, surely?”
said Prior Robert with ominous mildness. “Your bishop and your prince have made
their views plain. The parishioners need not be consulted.” That, too, Cadfael interpreted,
Urien choosing to remain neutral and mute. “Impossible!” said Huw firmly,
knowing himself on secure ground. “In such a grave matter affecting the whole
parish, nothing can be done without calling together the assembly of the free
men, and putting the case to them fully and publicly. Doubtless the will of
prince and bishop will prevail, but even so, these must be put to the people
before they can say yes or no to them. I shall call such an assembly tomorrow.
Your case can only be vindicated absolutely by public acceptance.” “He says truly,” said Urien, holding
the prior’s austere and half affronted eyes. “You will do well to get the
goodwill of Gwytherin, however many blessings you already have. They respect their
bishop, and are very content with their king and his sons. I doubt if you need
grudge the delay.” Prior Robert accepted both the
warning and the reassurance, and felt the need of a period of quietude in which
to review his strategy and prepare his persuasions. When Urien rose to take his
leave, his errand punctiliously completed, the Prior also rose, half a head
taller than the tallest there, and folded his long white hands in submissive
resignation. “We have yet two hours or more to
Vespers,” he said, eyeing the angle of the sun. “I should like to withdraw into
your church and spend some while in meditation, and prayer for right guidance.
Brother Cadfael, you had better remain with Father Huw, and help him in any
arrangements he needs to make, and you, Brother John, bestow the horses as he
directs, and see them cared for. The rest will join me in intercession, that we
may conduct this enterprise rightly.” He swept away, elongated and silvery
and majestic, and had to stoop his head to enter under the low round arch of
the church door. Brother Richard, Brother Jerome, Brother Columbanus vanished
within on his heels. Not all the time they were together there would be spent
in prayer. They would be considering what arguments would be most likely to
carry the day with Father Huw’s free assembly, or what oblique ecclesiastical
threats daunt them into submission. Brother John looked after the lofty
silver head until it stooped with accurate dignity just low enough to pass
under the stone, and let out something between a sigh and an arrested gurgle of
laughter, as though he had been praying for a miscalculation. What with the
journey, and the exercise, and the outdoor living, he looked ruddier and
healthier and more athletic than ever. “I’ve been hoping all this while for
a chance to get my leg over that dapple-gray,” he said. “Richard rides him like
a badly-balanced woolsack. I hope Father Huw’s stabling is a mile or more
away.” Father Huw’s plans for them, it
seemed, involved two of the nearer and more prosperous members of his flock,
but even so, in the scattered Welsh way, their houses were dispersed in valley
and forest. “I shall give up my own house to the
prior and sub-prior, of course,” he said, “and sleep in the loft above my cow.
For the beasts, my grazing here is too small, and I have no stable, but Bened
the smith has a good paddock above the water-meadows, and stabling with a loft,
if this young brother will not mind being lodged the better part of a mite from
his fellows. And for you and your two companions, Brother Cadfael, there is
open house half a mile from here through the woods, with Cadwallon, who has one
of the biggest holdings in these parts.” Brother Cadfael considered the
prospect of being housed with Jerome and Columbanus, and found it unattractive.
“Since I am the only one among us who has fluent Welsh,” he said
diplomatically, “I should remain close to Prior Robert’s side. With your
goodwill, Huw, I’ll share your loft above the cow-byre, and be very comfortable
there.” “If that’s your wish,” said Huw
simply, “I shall be glad of your company. And now I must set this young man on
his way to the smithy.” “And I,” said Cadfael, “if you don’t
need me along with you—and yonder boy will make himself understood in whatever
language, or none!—will go a piece of the way back with Urien. If I can pick up
an acquaintance or so among your flock, so much the better, for I like the look
of them and their valley.” Brother John came out from the tiny
paddock leading the two tall horses, the mules following on leading reins.
Huw’s eyes glowed almost as bright as John’s, caressing the smooth lines of
neck and shoulder. “How long it is,” he said wistfully,
“since I was on a good horse!” “Come on, then, Father,” urged
Brother John, understanding the look if not the words, “up with you! Here’s a
hand, if you fancy the roan. Lead the way in style!” And he cupped a palm for
the priest’s lifted foot, and hoisted him, dazed and enchanted, into the
saddle. Up himself on the grey, he fell in alongside, ready if the older man
should need a steadying hand, but the brown knees gripped happily. He had not
forgotten how. “Bravely!” said John, hugely laughing. “We shall get on famously
together, and end up in a race!” Urien, checking his girth, watched
them ride away out or the gentle bowl of the clearing “There go two happy men,”
he said thoughtfully. “More and more I wonder,” said
Cadfael, “how that youngster ever came to commit himself to the monastic life.” “Or you, for instance?” said Urien,
with his toe in the stirrup. “Come, if you want to view the ground, we’ll take
the valley way a piece, before I leave you for the hills.” They parted at the crest of the
ridge, among the trees but where a fold of the ground showed them the ox-team
still doggedly labouring at a second strip, continuing the line of the first,
above the richer valley land. Two such strips in one day was prodigious work. “Your prior will be wise,” said
Urien, taking his leave, “to take a lesson from yonder young fellow. Leading
and coaxing pays better than driving in these parts. But I need not tell you—a
man as Welsh as myself.” Cadfael watched him ride away gently
along the cleared track until he vanished among the trees. Then he turned back
towards Gwytherin, but went steeply downhill towards the river, and at the edge
of the forest stood in green shadow under an oak tree, gazing across the sunlit
meadows and the silver thread of river to where the team heaved and strained
along the last furrow. Here there was no great distance between them, and he
could see clearly the gloss of sweat on the pelts of the oxen, and the heavy
curl of the soil as it heeled back from the share. The ploughman was dark,
squat and powerful, with a salting of grey in his shaggy locks, but the
ox-caller was tall and slender, and the curling hair that tossed on his neck
and clung to his moist brow was as fair as flax. He managed his backward
walking without a glance behind, feeling his way light-footed and gracefully,
as if he had eyes in the back of his heels. His voice was hoarse and tired with
long use now, but still clear and merry, more effective than any goad, as he
cajoled his weary beasts along the final furrow, calling and luring and
praising, telling them they had done marvels, and should get their rest and
their meed for it, that in moments now they would be going home, and he was
proud of them and loved them, as if he had been talking to Christian souls. And
the beasts heaved and leaned, throwing their weight into the yokes and keeping
their eyes upon him, and plainly would do anything in their power to please
him. When the plough curved to the end and halted, and the steaming oxen stood
with lowered heads, the young man came and flung an arm over the neck of the
near leader, and scrubbed with brisk knuckles in the curly hair on the other’s
brow, and Cadfael said aloud: “Bravely! But, my friend, how did you stray into
Wales?” Something small, round and hard
dropped rustling through the leaves above him, and hit him neatly in the middle
of his weather-beaten tonsure. He clapped a hand to his crown, and said
something unbecoming his habit. But it was only one of last year’s oak-balls,
dried out by a winter’s weathering to the hardness of a pebble. He looked up
into the foliage above his head, already thick and turning rich green from its
early gold, and it seemed to him that the tremor of leaves where there was no
wind required more explanation than the accidental fall of one small remnant of
a dead year. It stilled very quickly, and even its stillness, by contrast,
seemed too careful and aware. Cadfael removed himself a few yards, as if about
to walk on, and doubled round again behind the next barrier of bushes to see if
the bait had been taken. A small bare foot, slightly strained
with moss and bark, reached down out of the branches to a toe-hold on the
trunk. Its fellow, stretched at the end of a long, slim leg, swung clear, as
the boy prepared to drop. Brother Cadfael, fascinated, suddenly averted his
eyes in haste, and turned his back, but he was smiling, and he did not, after
all, withdraw, but circled his screen of bushes and reappeared innocently in
view of the bird that had just flown down out of its nest. No boy, as he had
first supposed, but a girl, and a most personable girl, too, now standing
decorously in the grass with her skirts nobly disposed round her, and even the
small bare feet concealed. They stood looking at each other
with candid curiosity, neither at all abashed. She might have been eighteen or
nineteen years old, possibly younger, for there was a certain erect assurance
about her that gave her the dignity of maturity even when newly dropped out of
an oak tree. And for all her bare feet and mane of unbraided dark hair, she was
no villein girl. Everything about her said clearly that she knew her worth. Her
gown was of fine homespun wool, dyed a soft blue, and had embroidery at neck
and sleeves. No question but she was a beauty. Her face was oval and firm of
feature, the hair that fell in wild waves about her shoulders was almost black,
but black with a tint of dark and brilliant red in it where the light caught,
and the large, blacklashed eyes that considered Brother Cadfael with such frank
interest were of almost the same colour, dark as damsons, bright as the
sparkles of mica in the river pebbles. “You are one of the monks from
Shrewsbury,” she said with certainty. And to his astonishment she said it in
fluent and easy English. “I am,” said Cadfael. “But how did
you come to know all about us so soon? I think you were not among those who
made it their business to walk along Huw’s garden fence while we were talking.
There was one very young girl, I remember, but not a black lass like you.” She smiled. She had an enchanting
smile, sudden and radiant. “Oh, that would be Annest. But everybody in
Gwytherin knows by now all about you, and what you’ve come for. Father Huw is
right, you know,” she warned seriously, “we shan’t like it at all. Why do you
want to take Saint Winifred away? When she’s been here so long, and nobody ever
paid any attention to her before? It doesn’t seem neighbourly or honest to me.” It was an excellent choice of words,
he thought, and marvelled how a Welsh girl came by it, for she was using
English as if she had been born to it, or come to it for love. “I question the propriety of it
myself, to be truthful,” he agreed ruefully. “When Father Huw spoke up for his
parish, I confess I found myself inclining to his side of the argument.” That
made her look at him more sharply and carefully than before, frowning over some
sudden doubt or suspicion in her own mind. Whoever had informed her had
certainly witnessed all that went on in Father Huw’s garden. She hesitated a
moment, pondering, and then launched at him unexpectedly in Welsh: “You must be
the one who speaks our language, the one who translated what Father Huw said.”
It seemed to trouble her more than was reasonable. “You do know Welsh! You
understand me now.” “Why, I’m as Welsh as you, child,”
he admitted mildly, “and only a Benedictine in my middle years, and I haven’t
forgotten my mother-tongue yet, I hope. But I marvel how you’ve come to speak
English as well as I do myself, here in the heart of Rhos.” “Oh, no,” she said defensively,
“I’ve only learned a very little. I tried to use it for you, because I thought
you were English. How was I to know you’d be just that one?” Now why should his
being bilingual cause her uneasiness? he wondered. And why was she casting so
many rapid, furtive glances aside towards the river, brightly glimpsed through
the trees? Where, as he saw in a glance just as swift as hers, the tall, fair
youngster who was no Welshman, and was certainly the finest ox-caller in
Gwynedd, had broken away from his placidly-drinking team, and was wading the
river thigh-deep towards this particular tall oak, in a flurry of sparkling
spray. The girl had been ensconced in this very tree, whence, no doubt, she had
a very good view of the ploughing. And came down as soon as it was finished!
“I’m shy of my English,” she said, pleading and vulnerable. “Don’t tell
anyone!” She was wishing him away from here,
and demanding his discretion at the same time. His presence, he gathered, was
inconvenient. “I’ve known the same trouble
myself,” he said comfortably, “when first I tried getting my tongue round
English. I’ll never call your efforts into question. And now I’d better be on
my way back to our lodgings, or I shall be late for Vespers.” “God go with you, then, Father,” she
said, radiant and relieved. “And with you, my child.” He withdrew by a carefully chosen
route that evaded any risk of bumping into the fair young man. And she watched
him go for a long moment, before she turned eagerly to meet the ox-caller as he
came splashing through the shallows and climbed the bank. Cadfael thought that
she was perfectly aware how much he had observed and understood, and was
pleased by his reticence. Pleased and reassured. A Welsh girl of status, with
embroidery along the hems of her gown, had good need to go softly if she was
meeting an outlander, a man landless and rootless here in a clan society, where
to be without place in a kinship was to be without the means of living. And yet
a very pleasing, comely young man, good at his work and feeling for his beasts.
Cadfael looked back, when he was sure the bushes covered him, and saw the two
of them draw together, still and glad, not touching, almost shy of each other.
He did not look back again. Now what I really need here, he
thought as he walked back towards the church of Gwytherin, is a good, congenial
acquaintance, someone who knows every man, woman and child in the parish,
without having to carry the burden of their souls. A sound drinking companion
with good sense is what I need. Chapter
Three HE FOUND NOT ONE OF WHAT HE WANTED,
BUT THREE at one stroke, after Compline that evening, when he walked back with
Brother John in the twilight to the smithy and croft at the edge of the valley
fields. Prior Robert and Brother Richard had already withdrawn for the night
into Huw’s house, Jerome and Columbanus were on their way through the woods to
Cadwallon’s holding, and who was to question whether Brother Cadfael had also
gone to his pallet in the priest’s loft, or was footloose among the gossips of
Gwytherin? The lodging arrangements were working out admirably. He had never
felt less inclined for sleep at this soft evening hour, nor was anyone going to
rouse them at midnight here for Matins. Brother John was delighted to introduce
him into the smith’s household, and Father Huw favoured the acquaintance for
his own reasons. It was well that others besides himself should speak for the
people of the parish, and Bened the smith was a highly respected man, like all
of his craft, and his words would carry weight. There were three men sitting on
the bench outside Bened’s door when they arrived, and the mead was going round
as fast as the talk. All heads went up alertly at the sound of their steps
approaching, and a momentary silence marked the solidarity of the local
inhabitants. But Brother John seemed already to have made himself welcome, and
Cadfael cast them a greeting in Welsh, like a fisherman casting a line, and was
accepted with something warmer than the strict courtesy the English would have
found. Annest with the light-brown, sunflecked hair had spread word of his
Welshness far and wide. Another bench was pulled up, and the drinking-horns
continued their circling in a wider ring. Over the river the light was fading
gradually, the dimness green with the colours of meadow and forest, and
threaded through with the string of silver water. Bened was a thickset, muscular man
of middle years, bearded and brown. Of his two companions the younger was
recognisable as the ploughman who had followed the ox-team that day, and no
wonder he was dry after such labour. And the third was a grey-headed elder with
a long, smoothly-trimmed beard and fine, sinewy hands, in an ample homespun
gown that had seen better days, perhaps on another wearer. He bore himself as
one entitled to respect, and got it. “Padrig, here, is a good poet and a
fine harpist,” said Bened, “and Gwytherin is lucky to have him staying a while
among us, in Rhisiart’s hall. That’s away beyond Cadwallon’s place, in a forest
clearing, but Rhisiart has land over this way, too, both sides the river. He’s
the biggest landowner in these parts. There are not many here entitled to keep
a harp, or maybe we’d be honoured with more visits from travelling bards like
Padrig. I have a little harp myself—I have that privilege—but Rhisiart’s is a
fine one, and kept in use, too. I’ve heard his girl play on it sometimes.” “Women cannot be bards,” said Padrig
with tolerant scorn. “But she knows how to keep it tuned, and well looked
after, that I will say. And her father’s a patron of the arts, and a generous,
open-handed one. No bard goes away disappointed from his hall, and none ever
leaves without being pressed to stay. A good household!” “And this is Cai, Rhisiart’s
ploughman. No doubt you saw the team cutting new land, when you came over the
ridge today.” “I did and admired the work,” said
Cadfael heartily. “I never saw better. A good team you had there, and a good
caller, too.” “The best,” said Cai without
hesitation. “I’ve worked with a good many in my time, but never known one with
the way Engelard has with the beasts. They’d die for him. And as good a hand
with all cattle, calving or sick or what you will. Rhisiart would be a sorry
man if ever he lost him. Ay, we did a good day’s work today.” “You’ll have heard from Father Huw,”
said Cadfael, “that all the free men are called to the church tomorrow after
Mass, to hear what our prior is proposing. No doubt we shall see Rhisiart
there.” “See and hear him,” said Cai, and
grinned. “He speaks his mind. An open-hearted, open-natured man, with a temper
soon up and soon down, and never a grudge in him, but try and move him when his
mind’s made up, and you’re leaning on Snowdon.” “Well, a man can but hold fast to
what he believes right, and even the opponent he baulks should value him for
that. And have his sons no interest in the harp, that they leave it to their
sister?” “He has no sons,” said Bened. “His
wife is dead, and he never would take another, and there’s only this one girl
to follow him.” “And no male heir anywhere in his
kinship? It’s rare for a daughter to inherit.” “Not a man on his side the family at
all,” said Cai, “and a pity it is. The only near kin is her mother’s brother,
and he has no claim, and is old into the bargain. The greatest match anywhere
in this valley, is Sioned, and young men after her like bees. But God willing,
she’ll be a contented wife with a son on her knee long before Rhisiart goes to
his fathers.” “A grandson by a good man, and what
could any lord want more.” said Padrig, and emptied the jug of mead and passed
the horn along. “Understand me, I’m not a Gwytherin man myself, and have no
right to give a voice one way or the other. But if I may say a word my friends
won’t say for themselves—you having your duty to your prior as Cai has to his
lord, or I to my art and my patrons—don’t look for an easy passage, and don’t
take offence if your way is blocked. Nothing personal to you! But where the
free men of Wales see no fair dealing, they won’t call it by fair names, and
they won’t stand aside.” “I should be sorry if they did,”
said Cadfael. “For my part, the ending I want is the fair ending, leaving no
man with a just grievance. And what of the other lords we can expect to see
there? Of Cadwallon we’ve heard, two of our brothers are enjoying his
hospitality. And his lands are neighbour to Rhisiart’s?” “It’s a fair piece beyond to
Rhisiart’s hall, on through the forest. But they’re neighbours, boundary to
boundary, yes, and friends from youth. A peaceable man, Cadwallon, he likes his
comfort and his hunting. His way would be to say yes to whatever bishop and
prince commend, but then, his way normally is also to say yes to Rhisiart. For
that matter,” owned Bened, tilting the last drop from the horn, “I know no more
than you what either of them will have to say in this matter. For all I know
they’ll accept your omens and bless your errand. If the free voice goes with
your prior, then Saint Winifred goes home with you, and that’s the end of it.” It was the end of the mead, too, for
that night. “Bide the night here,” said Bened to
Padrig, when the guests rose to walk home, “and we’ll have a little music
before you leave tomorrow. My small harp needs to be played, I’ve kept it in
fettle for you.” “Why, so I will, since you’re so
kind,” said Padrig, and weaved his way gently into the house with his host. And
Cai and Brother Cadfael, taking their leave, set off companionably shoulder to
shoulder, to make their way back to Father Huw’s house, and thence in courtesy
a measure of the way through the woods towards Rhisiart’s hall before they
parted. “I would not say more nor plainer,”
said Cai confidingly, “while Bened was present, nor in front of Padrig, for
that matter, though he’s a good fellow—so are they both!—but a traveller, not a
native. This Sioned, Rhisiart’s girl…
The truth is, Bened would like to be a suitor for her himself, and a
good, solid man he is, and a girl might well do worse. But a widower, poor
soul, and years older than the lass, and a poor chance he has. But you haven’t
seen the girl!” Brother Cadfael was beginning to
suspect that he had indeed seen the girl, and seen more than any here had ever
been allowed to see. But he said nothing. “A girl like a squirrel! As swift,
as sudden, as black and as red! If she had nothing, they’d still be coming from
miles around, and she will have lands any man might covet even if she squinted!
And there’s poor Bened, keeping his own counsel and feeding on his own silence,
and still hoping. After all, a smith is respected in any company. And give him
his due, it isn’t her heritage he covets. It’s the girl herself. If you’d seen
her, you’d know. In any case,” said Cai, sighing gustily for his friend, “her
father has a favourite for son-in-law already, and has all along. Cadwallon’s
lad has been in and out of Rhisiart’s hall, and made free with Rhisiart’s
servants and hawks and horses, ever since he could run, and grown up with the
girl. And he’s sole heir to the neighbouring holding, and what could suit
either father better? They’ve had it made up between them for years. And the
children seem ideally matched, they know each other through and through, like
brother and sister.” “I doubt if I’d say that made for an
ideal match,” said Brother Cadfael honestly. “So Sioned seems to think, too,”
said Cai drily. “So far she’s resisted all pressures to accept this lad
Peredur. And mind you, he’s a very gay, lively well-looking young fellow,
spoiled as you please, being the only one, but show me a girl round here who
wouldn’t run if he lifted his finger—all but this girl! Oh, she likes him well
enough, but that’s all. She won’t hear of marriage yet, she’s still playing the
heartfree child.” “And Rhisiart bears with her?” asked
Cadfael delicately. “You don’t know him, either. He
dotes on her, and well he may, and she reveres him, and well she may, and where
does that get any of us? He won’t force her choice. He never misses a chance to
urge how suitable Peredur is, and she never denies it. He hopes, if he bides
his time, she’ll come round.” “And will she?” asked Brother
Cadfael, responding to something in the ploughman’s voice. His own was milder
than milk. “No accounting,” said Cai slowly,
“for what goes on in a girl’s head. She may have other plans of her own. A
bold, brave one she is, clever and patient at getting her own way. But what
that may be, do I know? Do you? Does any man?” “There may be one man who does,”
said Brother Cadfael with guileful disinterest. If Cai had not risen to that bait,
Cadfael would have let well alone then, for it was no business of his to give
away the girl’s secrets, when he had stumbled upon them himself only by chance.
But he was no way surprised when the ploughman drew meaningfully close against
his arm, and jabbed a significant elbow into his ribs. A man who had worked
closely with the young ox-caller as he had must surely have noted a few obvious
things by now. This afternoon’s purposeful bee-line across the meadows and through
the water to a certain well-grown oak would be enough in itself for a sharp
man. And as for keeping his mouth shut about it, it was pretty plain that his
sympathies were with his work-mate. “Brother Cadfael, you wouldn’t be a
talking man, not out of turn, and you’re not tied to one side or the other in
any of our little disputes here. No reason you shouldn’t know. Between you and
me, she has got a man in her eye, and one that wants her worse than Bened does,
and has even less chance of ever getting her. You remember we were talking of
my fellow on the team, Engelard? A good man with cattle, worth plenty to his
lord, and Rhisiart knows it and values him fairly on it. But the lad’s an
alltud—an outlander!” “Saxon?” asked Cadfael. “The fair hair. Yes, you saw him
today. The length and slenderness of him too. Yes, he’s a Cheshire man from the
borders of Maelor, on the run from the bailiffs of Earl Ranulf of Chester. Oh,
not for murder or banditry or any such! But the lad was simply the most
outrageous deer-poacher in the earldom. He’s a master with the short bow, and
always stalked them afoot and alone. And the bailiff was after his blood.
Nothing for him to do, when he was cornered on the borders, but run for it into
Gwynedd. And he daren’t go back, not yet, and you know what it means for a
foreigner to want to make a living in Wales.” Cadfael knew indeed. In a country
where every native-born man had and knew his assured place in a clan kinship,
and the basis of all relationships was establishment on the land, whether as
free lord or villein partner in a village community, the man from outside,
owning no land here, fitting into no place, was deprived of the very basis of
living. His only means of establishing himself was by getting some overlord to
make compact with him, give him house-room and a stake in the land, and employ
him for whatever skills he could offer. For three generations this bargain
between them was revocable at any time, and the outlander might leave at the
fair price of dividing his chattels equally with the lord who had given him the
means of acquiring them. “I do know. So Rhisiart took this
young man into his service and set him up in a croft?” “He did. Two years ago now, a little
more. And neither of them has had any call to regret it. Rhisiart’s a
fair-minded master, and gives credit where it’s due. But however much he
respects and values him, can you see a Welsh lord ever letting his only
daughter go to an alltud?” “Never!” agreed Cadfael positively.
“No chance of it! It would be against all his laws and customs and conscience.
His own kinship would never forgive it.” “True as I’m breathing!” sighed Cai
ruefully. “But you try telling that to a proud, stubborn young fellow like
Engelard, who has his own laws and rights from another place, where his
father’s lord of a good manor, and carries every bit as much weight in his
feudal fashion as Rhisiart does here.” “Do you tell me he’s actually spoken
for her to her father?” demanded Cadfael, astonished and admiring. “He has, and got the answer you
might expect. No malice at all, but no hope either. Yes, and stood his ground
and argued his case just the same. And comes back to the subject every chance
that offers, to remind Rhisiart he hasn’t given up, and never will. I tell you
what, those two are two of a kind, both hot-tempered, both obstinate, but both
as open and honest as you’ll find anywhere, and they’ve a great respect for
each other that somehow keeps them from bearing malice or letting this thing
break them apart. But every time this comes up, the sparks fly. Rhisiart
clouted Engelard once, when he pushed too hard, and the lad came within an ace
of clouting back. What would the answer to that have been? I never knew it
happen with an alltud, but if a slave strikes a free man he stands to lose the
hand that did it. But he stopped himself in time, though I don’t think it was
fear that stopped him—he knew he was in the wrong. And what did Rhisiart do,
not half an hour later, but fling back and ask his pardon! Said he was an
insolent, unreasonable, unWelsh rascal, but he should not have struck him.
There’s a battle going on all the time between those two, and neither of them
can get any peace, but let any man say a word against Rhisiart in Engelard’s
hearing, and he’ll get it back down his throat with a fist behind it. And if
one of the servants ever called down Engelard, thinking to curry favour with
Rhisiart, he’d soon get told that the alltud’s an honest man and a good worker,
worth ten of the likes of his backbiters. So it goes! And I can see no good end
to it.” “And the girl?” said Cadfael. “What
does she say to all this?” “Very little, and very softly. Maybe
at first she did argue and plead, but if so it was privately with her father
alone. Now she’s biding her time, and keeping them from each other’s throat as
best she can.” And meeting her lover at the oak
tree, thought Cadfael, or any one of a dozen other private places, wherever his
work takes him. So that’s how she learned her English, all through those two
years while the Saxon boy was busy learning Welsh from her, and that’s why,
though she was willing to pass the time of day in his own language with a
visiting monk, she was concerned about having betrayed her accomplishment to a
Welsh-speaking stranger, who might innocently blurt it abroad locally. She’d
hardly want to let slip how often she’s been meeting Engelard in secret, if
she’s biding her time, and keeping father and lover from each other’s throat
till she can get her own way with them. And who’s to say which of the three
will give way first, where all look immovable? “It seems you’ve your own troubles
here in Gwytherin, let alone what we’ve brought with us.” he said, when he
parted from Cai. “God resolves all given time,” said
Cai philosophically and trudged away into darkness. And Cadfael returned along
the path with the uncomfortable feeling that God, nevertheless, required a
little help from men, and what he mostly got was hindrance. All the free men of Gwytherin came
to the meeting next day, and their womenfolk and all the villein community came
to the Mass beforehand. Father Huw named the chief among them softly to Brother
Cadfael as they made their appearance. He had seldom had such a congregation. “Here is Rhisiart, with his daughter
and his steward, and the girl’s waiting-woman.” Rhisiart was a big, bluff,
hearty-looking man of about fifty, high-coloured and dark-haired, with a short,
grizzled beard, and bold features that could be merry or choleric, fierce or
jovial, but were far too expressive ever to be secretive or mean. His stride
was long and impetuous, and his smile quick in response when he was greeted.
His dress hardly distinguished him from any of the other free landholders who
came thronging into the church, being plain as any, but of good homespun cloth.
To judge from his bright face, he came without prejudice, willing to listen,
and for all his thwarted family plans, he looked an expansively happy man,
proud and fond of his daughter. As for the girl, she followed at his
heels modestly, with poised head and serene eyes. She had shoes on for this
occasion, and her hair was brushed and braided into a burnished dark coil on
her neck, and covered with a linen coif, but there was no mistaking her. This
was the urchin of the oak tree, and the greatest heiress and most desirable
prize in marriage in all this countryside. The steward was an older man,
grey-headed and balding, with a soft, good-humoured face. “He is Rhisiart’s
kinsman by marriage,” whispered Huw, “his wife’s elder brother.” “And the other girl is Sioned’s tirewoman?”
No need to name her, he already knew her name. Dimpled and smiling, Annest
followed her friend with demure little steps into the church, and the sun
stroked all the bright, silvery grain in the sheaf of her pale hair. “She is
the smith’s niece,” said Father Huw helpfully. “A good girl, she visits him
often since he buried his wife, and bakes for him.” “Bened’s niece?” Brother John
pricked his ears, and looked after the shapely waist and glowing hair with
fascinated eyes, no doubt hoping there would be a baking day before they had to
leave Gwytherin. The lodging arrangements had certainly been inspired, though
whether by an angel or an imp remained to be seen. “Lower your eyes, brother,” said
Jerome chidingly. “It is not seemly to look so straightly upon women.” “And how did he know there were
women passing,” whispered Brother John rebelliously, “if his own eyes were so
dutifully lowered?” Brother Columbanus, at least, was
standing as prescribed in the presence of females, with pale hands prayerfully
folded, and lofty eyelids lowered, his gaze upon the grass. “And here comes Cadwallon now,” said
Father Huw. “These good brothers already know him, of course. And his lady. And
his son Peredur.” So this young man, loping after his
parents with the long, springy gait of a yearling roebuck, was the chosen
husband for Sioned, the lad she liked well enough, and had known familiarly all
her life, but was in no way inclined to marry. It occurred to Cadfael that he
had never asked how the groom felt about the situation, but it needed only a
glimpse of Peredur’s face when he caught sight of Sioned to settle the matter.
Here was a tangle. The girl might have worn out in mere liking all her
inclination to love, but the boy certainly had not. At sight of her his face paled,
and his eyes took fire. The parents were ordinary enough,
comfortable people grown plump from placid living, and expecting things to go
smoothly still as they always had. Cadwallon had a round, fleshy, smiling face,
and his wife was fat, fair and querulous. The boy cast back to some more
perilous ancestor. The spring of his step was a joy to watch. He was not above
middle height, but so well-proportioned that he looked tall. His dark hair was
cut short, and curled crisply all over his head. His chin was shaven clean, and
all the bones of his face were as bold and elegant as his colouring was vivid,
with russet brushings of sun on high cheekbones, and a red, audacious,
self-willed mouth. Such a young person might well find it hard to bear that
another, and an alien at that, should be preferred to him. He proclaimed in his
every movement and glance that everything and everyone in his life had
responded subserviently to his charm, until now. At the right moment, when the church
was full, Prior Robert, tall and imposing and carefully groomed, swept in
through the tiny sacristy and took his place, and all the Shrewsbury brothers
fell into line and followed on his heels. The Mass began. In the deliberations of the free
assembly of the parish, of course, the women had no part. Neither had the
villeins, though they had their indirect influence through those of their
friends who were free. So while the free men lingered after the Mass, the rest
dispersed, moving away with slow dignity, and not too far, just far enough to
be discreetly out of sight and earshot, but handy to detect what was passing by
instinct, and confirm it as soon as the meeting broke up. The free men gathered in the open
before the church. The sun was already high, for it was little more than an hour
to noon. Father Huw stood up before the assembly, and gave them the gist of the
matter, as it had been presented to him. He was the father of this flock, and
he owed his people truth, but he also owed his church fealty. He told them what
bishop and prince had answered to the request from Shrewsbury, reverently
presented, and with many proofs. Which proofs he left to Robert to deliver. The prior had never looked holier or
more surely headed for sainthood himself. He had always a sense of occasion,
and beyond a doubt it had been his idea to hold the meeting here in the open,
where the sun could gild and illuminate his other-worldly beauty. It was
Cadfael’s detached opinion that he did himself more than justice, by being less
overbearing than might have been expected. Usually he overdid things, this time
he got it right, or as right as something only equivocally right in itself can
be got. “They’re not happy!” whispered
Brother John in Cadfael’s ear, himself sounding far from sad about it. There
were times when even Brother John could be humanly smug. And indeed, those
Welsh faces ranged round them were singularly lacking in enthusiasm for all
these English miracles performed by a Welsh saint. Robert at his best was not
exactly carrying his audience. They swayed and murmured, and eyed
one another, and again turned as one man to eye him. “If Owain ap Griffith wills it, and
the bishop gives his blessing, too,” began Cadwallon hesitantly, “as loyal sons
of the church, and true men of Gwynedd, we can hardly…” “Both prince and bishop have blessed
our errand,” said the prior loftily. “But the girl is here, in
Gwytherin,” said Rhisiart abruptly. He had the voice that might have been
expected from him, large, melodious and deep, a voice that sang what it felt,
and waited for thought afterwards, to find that the thought had been there
already in the feeling. “Ours, not Bishop David’s! Not Owain ap Griffith’s! She
lived out her life here, and never said a word about wanting to leave us. Am I
to believe easily that she wants to leave us now, after so long? Why has she
never told us? Why?” “She has made it clear to us,” said
the prior, “by many manifestations, as I have told you.” “But never a word to us,” cried
Rhisiart, roused. “Do you call that courtesy? Are we to believe that, of a
virgin who chose to make her home here among us?” They were with him, his assurance
had fired their smouldering reluctance. They cried out from a dozen directions
at once that Saint Winifred belonged to Gwytherin, and to no other place. “Do you dare tell me,” said Prior
Robert, high and clear, “that you have visited her? That you have committed
your prayers to her? That you have invoked the aid of this blessed virgin, and
given her the honour that is her due? Do you know of any reason why she should
desire to remain here among you? Have you not neglected even her grave?” “And if we have,” said Rhisiart with
blithe conviction, “do you suppose the girl wonders at it? You have not lived
here among us. She did. You are English, she was Welsh, she knew us, and was
never so moved against us that she withdrew or complained. We know she is
there, no need to exclaim or make any great outcry. If we have needs, she knows
it, and never asks that we should come with prayers and tears, knocking our
knees on the ground before her. If she grudged a few brambles and weeds, she
would have found a means to tell us. Us, not some distant Benedictine house in
England!” Throats were opening joyfully,
shouting where they had muttered. The man was a poet and a preacher, match for
any Englishman. Brother Cadfael let loose his bardic blood, and rejoiced
silently. Not even because it was Prior Robert recoiling into marble rage under
Welsh siege. Only because it was a Welsh voice that cried battle. “And do you deny,” thundered Robert,
stretching his ascetic length to its loftiest, “the truth of those omens and
miracles I have declared to you, the beckoning that led us here?” “No!” said Rhisiart roundly. “I
never doubted you believed and had experienced these portents. But portents can
arise, miracles can be delivered, either from angels or devils. If these are
from heaven, why have we not been instructed? The little saint is here, not in
England. She owes us the courtesy of kinsmen. Dare you say she is turned
traitor? Is there not a church in Wales, a Celtic church such as she served?
What did she know of yours? I do not believe she would speak to you and not to
us. You have been deceived by devils! Winifred never said word!” A dozen voices took up the
challenge, hallooing applause for their most articulate spokesman, who had put
his finger on the very pulse of their resentment. Even the very system of
bishoprics galled the devout adherents of the old, saintly Celtic church, that
had no worldly trappings, courted no thrones, but rather withdrew from the
world into the blessed solitude of thought and prayer. The murmur became a
subdued rumbling, a thunder, a roar. Prior Robert, none too wisely, raised his
commanding voice to shout them down. “She said no word to you, for you
had left her forgotten and unhonoured. She has turned to us for recognition,
when she could get none from you.” “That is not true,” said Rhisiart,
“though you in your ignorance may believe it. The saint is a good Welshwoman,
and knows her countrymen. We are not quick in respect to rank or riches, we do
not doff and bow and scrape when any man flaunts himself before us. We are
blunt and familiar even in praise. What we value we value in the heart, and
this Welsh girl knows it. She would never leave her own unfurnished, even if we
have neglected to trim her grave. It is the spirit that leans to us, and is
felt by us as guardian and kin. But these bones you come hunting are also hers.
Not ours, not yours! Until she tells us she wills to have them moved, here they
stay. We should be damned else!” It was the bitterest blow of Prior
Robert’s life to know that he had met his match and overmatch in eloquence and
argument, here in a half-barbaric Welsh landholder, no great lord, but a mere
squireling elevated among his inferiors to a status he barely rated, at least
in Norman eyes. It was the difference between them that Robert thought in
hierarchies, and Rhisiart thought in blood-ties, high and low of one mind and
in one kinship, and not a man among them aware of inferiority, only of his due
place in a united family. The thunder was one voice now,
demanding and assured, but it was one man who had called it into being. Prior
Robert, well aware that a single adversary confronted him, subdued his angry
tones, and opted for the wisdom of the dove, and the subtlety of single combat.
He raised his long, elegant arms, from which the wide sleeves of his habit fell
free, and smiled on the assembly, turning the smile at its most compelling and
fatherly upon Rhisiart. “Come Brother Cadfael, say this for
me to the lord Rhisiart, that it is all too easy for us, who have the same
devotion at heart, to disagree about the means. It is better to speak quietly,
man to man, and avoid the deformation of anger. Lord Rhisiart, I beg you to
come apart with me, and let us debate this matter in quietude, and then you
shall have liberty to speak out what you will. And having had my say fairly
with you, I will say no word further to challenge what you have to impart to
your people.” “That is fair and generous,” said
Rhisiart promptly to this offer, and stood forward with ingenuous pleasure from
the crowd, which parted to let him through. “We will not take even the shadow of
dissension into the church,” said Prior Robert. “Will you come with us into
Father Huw’s house?” All those bright, sullen, roused eyes followed them in
through the low doorway, and clung there to wait for them to come forth again.
Not a man of the Welsh moved from his place. They trusted the voice that had
spoken for them hitherto to speak for them still. In the small, wood-scented room,
dark after the brightness of the day outside, Prior Robert faced his opponent
with a calm and reasonable face. “You have spoken well,” he said,
“and I commend your faith, and the high value you set on the saint, for so do
we value her highly. And at her own wish, for so we believe, we have come here,
solely to serve her. Both church and state are with us, and you know better
than I the duty a nobleman of Wales owes to both. But I would not willingly
leave Gwytherin with a sense of grievance, for I do know that by Saint
Winifred’s departure Gwytherin’s loss is great. That we own, and I would wish
to make due reparation.” “Reparation to Gwytherin?” repeated
Rhisiart, when this was translated to him. “I do not understand how…” “And to you,” said Robert softly and
matter-of-factly, “if you will withdraw your opposition, for then I feel sure
all your fellows will do the same, and sensibly accept what bishop and prince
decree.” It occurred to Cadfael as he
interpreted this, even before the prior began the slow, significant motion of
one long hand into the breast of his habit, that Robert was about to make the
most disastrous miscalculation of his life. But Rhisiart’s face remained
dubious and aloof, quite without understanding, as the prior drew from his
bosom a soft leather bag drawn up with a cord at the neck, and laid it on the
table, pushing it gently across until it rested against Rhisiart’s right hand.
Its progress over the rough boards gave out a small chinking sound. Rhisiart
eyed it suspiciously, and lifted uncomprehending eyes to stare at the prior. “I
don’t understand you. What is this?” “It is yours,” said Robert, “if you
will persuade the parish to agree to give up the saint.” Too late he felt the unbelieving
coldness in the air, and sensed the terrible error he had made. Hastily he did
his best to recover some of the ground lost. “To be used as you think best for
Gwytherin—a great sum…” It was useless Cadfael let it lie in silence. “Money!” said Rhisiart in the most
extraordinary of tones, at once curious, derisory and revolted. He knew about
money, of course, and even understood its use, but as an aberration in human
relations. In the rural parts of Wales, which indeed were almost all of Wales,
it was hardly used at all, and hardly needed. Provision was made in the code
for all necessary exchange of goods and services, nobody was so poor as to be
without the means of living, and beggars were unknown. The kinship took care of
its helpless members, and every house was open as of right. The minted coins
that had seeped in through the marches were a pointless eccentricity. Only
after a moment of scornful wonder did it occur to Rhisiart that in this case
they were also a mortal insult. He snatched away his hand from the affronting
touch, and the blood surged into his face darkly red, suffusing even the whites
of his eyes. “Money? You dare offer to buy our
saint? To buy me? I was in two minds about you, and about what I ought to do,
but now, by God, I know what to think! You had your omens. Now I have mine.” “You mistake me!” cried the prior,
stumbling after his blunder and seeing it outdistance him at every breath. “One
cannot buy what is holy, I am only offering a gift to Gwytherin, in gratitude
and compensation for their sacrifice—“ “Mine, you said it was,” Rhisiart
reminded him, glowing copper bright with dignified rage. “Mine, if I
persuaded…! Not a gift! A bribe! This foolish stuff you hoard about you more
dearly far than your reputations, don’t think you can use it to buy my
conscience. I know now that I was right to doubt you. You have said your say,
now I will say mine to those people without, as you promised me I should,
without hindrance.” “No, wait!” The prior was in such
agitation that he actually reached out a hand and caught his opponent by the
sleeve. “Do nothing in haste! You have mistaken my meaning indeed, and if I was
wrong even to offer an alms to Gwytherin, I am sorry for it. But do not call
it—“ Rhisiart withdrew himself angrily
from the detaining clasp, and cut off the protest curtly, wheeling on Cadfael.
“Tell him he need not be afraid. I should be ashamed to tell my people that a
prior of Shrewsbury tried to corrupt me with a bribe. I don’t deal in that kind
of warfare. But where I stand—that they shall know, and you, too.” And he
strode out from them, and Father Huw put out a warning hand to prevent any of
them from attempting to impede or follow him. “Not now! He is hot now. Tomorrow
something may be done to approach him, but not now. You must let him say what
he will.” “Then at least let’s put in an
appearance,” said the prior, magnificently picking up what pieces he could of
the ruin he had created; and he swept out into the sunlight and took his stand
close to the door of the church, with all his fellow-monks dutifully following
on his heels, and stood with erect head and calmly folded hands, in full view,
while Rhisiart thundered his declaration to the assembled people of Gwytherin. “I have listened to what these men
from Shrewsbury have had to say to me, and I have made my judgment accordingly,
and now I deliver it to you. I say that so far from changing my views, I am
confirmed a thousand times that I was right to oppose the sacrilege they
desire. I say that Saint Winifred’s place is here among us, where she has
always belonged, and that it would be mortal sin to let her be taken away to a
strange place, where not even the prayers would be in a tongue she knows, where
foreigners not worthy to draw near her would be her only company. I pledge my
opposition to the death, against any attempt to move her bones, and I urge upon
you the same duty. And now this conference is ended.” So he said, and
so it was. There could be no possible way of prolonging it. The prior was
forced to stand with marble face and quiet hands while Rhisiart strode away
towards the forest path, and all the assembly, in awed and purposeful silence,
melted away mysteriously in all directions after his departure, so that within
minutes all that green, trodden arena was empty. Chapter Four YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME WHAT YOU
INTENDED,” said Father Huw, timidly reproachful. “I could have told you it was
folly, the worst possible. What attraction do you think money has for a man
like Rhisiart? Even if he was for sale, and he is not, you would have had to
find other means to purchase him. I thought you had taken his measure, and were
proposing to plead to him the sorry plight of English pilgrims, who have no
powerful saints of their own, and are sadly in need of such a protectress. He
would have listened to something that entreated of his generosity.” “I am come with the blessing of
church and sovereign,” said the prior fiercely, though the repetition was
beginning to pall even on him. “I cannot be repudiated at the will of a local
squire. Has my order no rights here in Wales?” “Very few,” said Cadfael bluntly.
“My people have a natural reverence, but it leans towards the hermitage, not
the cloister.” The heated conference went on until
Vespers, and poisoned even Vespers with its bitterness, for there Prior Robert
preached a fearful sermon detailing all the omens that Winifred desired above
all things to remove to the sanctity of Shrewsbury, and issuing her prophetic
denunciation against all who stood in the way of her translation. Terrible
would be her wrath visited on those who dared resist her will. Thus Prior
Robert approached the necessary reconciliation with Rhisiart. And though
Cadfael in translating toned down the threat as much as he dared, there were
some among the congregation who understood enough English to get the full drift
of it. He knew by their closed, mute faces. Now they would go away to spread
the word to those who had not been present, until everyone in Gwytherin knew
that the prior had bidden them remember what befell Prince Cradoc, whose very
flesh watered away into the ground like rain, so that he vanished utterly, as
to the body expunged out of the world, as to the soul, the fearful imagination
dared not guess. So also it might happen to those who dared offend against
Winifred now. Father Huw, harried and anxious,
cast about him as honestly as he could for a way of pleasing everybody. It took
him most of the evening to get the prior to listen, but from sheer exhaustion a
calm had to set in at last. “Rhisiart
is not an impious man—“ “Not impious!” fluted Brother
Jerome, appealing to heaven with uplifted eyes. “Men have been excommunicated
for less!” “Then men have been excommunicated
for no evil at all,” said Huw sturdily, “and truly I think they sometimes have.
No, I say he is a decent, devout man, open-handed and fair, and had a right to
resent it when he was misunderstood and affronted. If he is ever to withdraw
his opposition, it must be you, Father Prior, who make the first approach to
him, and upon a different footing. Not in person first, I would not ask or
advise it. But if I were to go to him, perhaps with Brother Cadfael here, who
is known to be a good Welshman himself, and ask him to forget all that has been
said and done, and come with an open mind to begin the discussion over again, I
think he would not refuse. Moreover, the very act of seeking him out would
disarm him, for he has a generous heart. I don’t say he would necessarily
change his mind—it would depend on how he is handled this time—but I do say he
would listen.” “Far be it from me” said Prior
Robert loftily “to pass over any means of saving a soul from perdition. I wish
the man no ill, if he tempers his offences. It is not a humiliation to stoop to
deliver a sinner.” “O wondrous clemency!” intoned
Brother Jerome. “Saintly generosity towards the ill-doer!” Brother John flashed a narrow,
glittering glance, and shifted one foot uneasily, as if restraining an impulse
to kick. Father Huw, desperate to preserve his stock of goodwill with prince,
bishop, prior and people alike, cast him a warning look, and resumed hurriedly:
“I will go to Rhisiart tonight, and ask him to dine here at my house tomorrow.
Then if we can come to terms between us, another assembly can be called, so
that all may know there is peace.” “Very well!” said the prior, after
consideration. In that way he need never actually admit any guilt on his part,
or apologise for any act of his, nor need he enquire too closely what Huw might
have to say on his behalf. “Very well, do so, and I hope you may succeed.” “It would be a mark of your status,
and the importance of this gesture,” suggested Cadfael with an earnest face,
“if your messengers went mounted. It’s not yet dark, and the horses would be
better for exercise.” “True,” said the prior, mildly
gratified. “It would be in keeping with our dignity and lend weight to our
errand. Very well, let Brother John bring the horses.” “Now that’s that I call a friend!”
said Brother John heartily, when they were all three in the saddle, and safely
away into the early dusk under the trees, Father Huw and John on the two tall
horses, Brother Cadfael on the best of the mules. “Ten more minutes, and I
should have earned myself a penance that would have lasted a month or more, and
now here we are in the best company around, on a decent errand, and enjoying
the quiet of the evening.” “Did I ever say word of your coming
with us?” said Cadfael slyly. “I said the horses would add lustre to the
embassage, I never went so far as to say you would add any.” “I go with the horses. Did you ever
hear of an ambassador riding without a groom? I’ll keep well out of the way
while you confer, and play the dutiful servant. And by the by, Bened will be
doing his drinking up there at the hall tonight. They go the rounds, and it’s Cai’s
turn.” “And how did you learn so much,”
wondered Cadfael, “without a word of Welsh?” “Oh, they knock their meaning into
me somehow, and I into them. Besides, I have several words of Welsh already,
and if we’re held up here for a while I shall soon learn a great many more, if
I can get my tongue round them. I could learn the smith’s art, too. I lent him
a hand at the forge this morning.” “You’re honoured. In Wales not
everyone can be a smith.” Huw indicated the fence that had
begun to run alongside them on the right. “Cadwallon’s holding. We have a mile
of forest to go yet to Rhisiart’s hall.” It was still no more than dusk when
they emerged into a large clearing, with ploughed and planted strips
surrounding a long stockade fence. The smell of wood-smoke drifted on the air,
and glimmer of torches lit the open doorway of the hall. Stables and barns and
folds clung to the inner side of the fence, and men and women moved briskly
about the evening business of a considerable household. “Well, well!” said the voice of Cai
the ploughman, from a bench under the eaves of one of the byres. “So you’ve
found your way by nose to where the mead is tonight, Brother Cadfael.” And he
moved up obligingly to make room, shoulder to shoulder with Bened. “Padrig’s
making music within, and from all I hear it may well be war music, but he’ll be
with us presently. Sit yourself down, and welcome. Nobody looks on you as the
enemy.” There was a third with them already,
a long man seated in deeper shadow, his legs stretched well out before him at
ease, and his hair showing as a primrose pallor even in the dimness. The young
outlander, Engelard, willingly gathered up his long limbs and also moved to
share the bench. He had a quick, open smile vivid with white teeth. “We’ve come expressly to halt the
war,” said Brother Cadfael as they dismounted, and a groom of the household
came running to take their bridles. “Father Huw has the peace in hand, I’m only
an assessor to see fair play. And, sadly, we’ll be expected back with an answer
as soon as we’ve spoken with your lord. But if you’ll take charge of Brother
John while we deal, he’ll be grateful. He can speak English with Engelard, a
man should practise his own tongue when he can.” But Brother John, it appeared, had
at that moment completely lost the use of his tongue in any language, for he
stood at gaze, and let the reins be taken from his hands like a man in a dream.
Nor was he looking at Engelard, but towards the open doorway of the hall, from
which a girl’s figure had issued, and was crossing gaily towards the drinkers
under the eaves, a large jug carried in both hands. The lively brown eyes
flickered over the visitors, took in Cadfael and the priest with easy
friendliness, and opened wide upon Brother John, standing like a very lifelike
statue, all thorny russet hair, weather-burned cheeks and wild, admiring eyes.
Cadfael looked where Annest’s eyes were looking, and approved a very
upstanding, ruggedly-built, ingenuous, comely young fellow, maybe two or three
years older than the girl. The Benedictine habit, kilted to the knee for riding
and forgotten now, looked as much like a working Welsh tunic as made no matter,
and the tonsure, however well a man (or a girl!) knew it was there, was
invisible behind the burning bush of curls. “Thirsty people you are, then!” said
Annest, still with one eye upon Brother John, and set down her pitcher on the
bench beside Cai, and with a flick of her skirts and a wave of her light-brown
mane, sat down beside it, and accepted the horn Bened offered her. Brother John
stood mute and enchanted. “Come on, then, lad,” said Bened,
and made a place for him between himself and Cai, only one remove from where
the girl sat delicately sipping. And Brother John, like a man walking in his
sleep, though perhaps with rather more zestful purpose, strode forward towards
the seat reserved for him. “Well, well!” said Cadfael silently
to himself, and left the insoluble to the solver of all problems, and with
Father Huw moved on into the hall. “I will come,” said Rhisiart, shut into
a small chamber apart with his visitors. “Of course I will come. No man should
refuse another his say. No man can be sure he will not belie himself and do
himself less than justice, and God forbid I should refuse anyone his second
chance. I’ve often spoken in haste myself, and been sorry after, and said so,
as your prior has said so now.” He had not, of course, nor had Huw claimed, in
so many words, that he had. Rather he had expressed his own shame and regret,
but if Rhisiart attributed these to Prior Robert, Huw was desperate enough to
let him continue in the delusion. “But I tell you this, I expect little from
this meeting. The gap between us is too wide. To you I can say what I have not
said to any who were not there, because I am ashamed. The man offered me money.
He says now he offered it to Gwytherin, but how is that possible? Am I
Gwytherin? I am a man like other men, I fill my place as best I can, but remain
one only. No, he offered the purse to me, to take back my voice against him. To
persuade my own people to go along with his wishes. I accept his desire to talk
to me again, to bring me to see this matter as he sees it. But I cannot forget
that he saw it as something he could buy with money. If he wishes to change me,
that must change, and be shown to be changed. As for his threats, for threats
they are, and I approve you for reporting them faithfully, they move me not at
all. My reverence for our little saint is the equal of his or any man’s. Do you
think she does not know it?” “I am sure she does,” said Father
Huw. “And if all they want is to honour
and adore her rightly, why can they not do so here, where she lies? Even dress
her grave, if that is what disturbs them, that we’ve let it run wild?” “A good question,” said Brother
Cadfael. “I have asked it myself. The sleep of saints should be more sacred and
immune even than the sleep of ordinary men.” Rhisiart looked him over with those
fine, challenging eyes, a shade or two lighter than his daughter’s, and smiled.
“Howbeit, I will come, and my thanks for all your trouble. At the hour of noon,
or a little after, I will come to your dinner, and I will listen faithfully to
whatever may be said to me.’ There was a good laughter echoing
from end to end of the bench under the eaves, and it was tempting to join the
drinkers, at least for one quick cup, as Cai demanded. Bened had got up to
replenish his horn from the pitcher, and Brother John, silent and flushed but
glowingly happy, sat with no barrier between him and the girl, their sleeves
all but touching when she leaned curiously closer, her hair dropping a stray
lock against his shoulder. “Well, how have you sped?” asked
Cai, pouring mead for them. “Will he come and talk terms with your prior?” “He’ll come,” said Cadfael. “Whether
he’ll talk terms I doubt. He was greatly affronted. But he’ll come to dine, and
that’s something.” “The whole parish will know it
before ever you get back to the parsonage,” said Cai. “News runs faster than
the wind in these parts, and after this morning they’re all building on
Rhisiart. I tell you, if he changed his tune and said amen, so would they. Not
for want of their own doubts and waverings, but because they trust him. He took
a stand, and they know he won’t leave it but for good reason. Sweeten him, and
you’ll get your way.” “Not my way,” said Cadfael. “I never
could see why a man can’t reverence his favourite saint without wanting to
fondle her bones, but there’s great rivalry for such relics among the abbeys
these days. A good mead, this, Cai.” “Our Annest here brewed it,” said
Bened, with tolerant pride in his niece, and clapped a hand fondly on her
shoulder. “And only one of her skills! She’ll be a treasure for some man when
she weds, but a sad loss to me.” “I might bring you a good smith to
work with you,” said the girl, dimpling. “Where’s the loss then?” It was deep dusk, and with all the
longing they felt to linger, they had to be away. Huw was fidgety, thinking of
Prior Robert’s rising impatience, his tall figure pacing the garden and looking
out for the first glimpse of his messengers returning. “We should be off. We
shall be looked for. Come, brother, make your farewells.” Brother John rose reluctantly but
dutifully. The groom was leading the horses forward, an arm under each arching
neck. With composed face but glowing eyes Brother John said his general
goodnight and blessing. In careful but resounding Welsh! The echo swept the riders away
towards the gate on a wave of laughter and goodwill, in which the girl’s light
voice soared gaily, and Engelard’s hearty English “God go with you!” balanced
the tongues. “And who taught you that between
evening and dark?” asked Brother Cadfael with interest, as they entered the
deep green twilight under the trees. “Bened or Cai?” “Neither,” said Brother John,
contentedly pondering a deep private satisfaction. Small use asking how she had managed
it, she having no English and he no Welsh, to determine what the phrase was she
was drumming into him. There was a kind of language at work here that made
short shrift on interpreters. “Well, you can fairly claim the day
hasn’t been wasted,” owned Cadfael generously, “if something’s been learned.
And have you made any other discoveries to add to that?” “Yes,” said Brother John, placidly
glowing. “The day after tomorrow is baking-day at Bened’s.” “You may rest and sleep, Father
Prior,” said Huw, fronting the tall, pale forehead gallantly with his low,
brown one. “Rhisiart has said he will come, and he will listen. He was gracious
and reasonable. Tomorrow at noon or soon after he will be here.” Prior Robert certainly loosed a
cautious, suppressed sigh of relief. But he required more before they could all
go away and sleep. Richard loomed at his shoulder, large, benign and anxious. “And is he sensible of the
wrong-mindedness of his resistance? Will he withdraw his opposition?” In the dimness where the
candle-light barely reached, Brothers Jerome and Columbanus trembled and hoped,
for while doubt remained they had not been permitted to remove to their rest at
Cadwallon’s house. Anxious eyes appealed, reflecting the light. Father Huw hedged, wanting his own
sleep. “He offers friendly interest and faithful consideration. I asked no
more.” Brother Cadfael said bluntly: “You
will need to be persuasive, and sincere. He is sincere. I am no way convinced
that he can be lightly persuaded.” He was tired of nursing wounded vanities, he
spoke out what was in his mind. “Father Prior, you made your mistake with him
this morning. You will need a change of heart, his or yours, to undo that
damage.” Prior Robert made his dispositions
as soon as Mass was over next morning, and with some care. “Only Brother Sub-Prior and I, with
Father Huw, and Brother Cadfael as interpreter, will sit at table together.
You, Brother John, will make yourself useful to the cooks, and do whatever is
needed, and you may also see to Father Huw’s cattle and chickens. And you two,
Brother Jerome, Brother Columbanus, I have a special mission for you. Since we
are about Saint Winifred’s business, I would have you go and spend the hours
while we deliberate in vigil and prayer, imploring her aid to bring the
obdurate to reason, and our errand to a successful conclusion. Not in the
church here, but in her own chapel in the old graveyard where she is buried.
Take your food and your measure of wine with you, and go there now. The boy
Edwin will show you the way. If we prevail upon Rhisiart, as with her aid I
trust we may, I will send to release you. But continue your intercessions until
I do send word.” They scattered dutifully, John,
cheerfully enough, to tend the fire for Marared, and fetch and carry as she
directed. The old woman, long widowed and her own sons grown, preened herself
at having a strapping young fellow to keep her company, and Cadfael reflected
that John might well be favoured with the best bits before the meal ever came
to table. As for Jerome and Columbanus, he saw them set out with the boy, bread
and meat wrapped in napkins in the breasts of their habits, and Columbanus
carrying the flask with their ration of wine, and a small bottle of spring
water for himself. “It is very little to offer,” he
said meekly, “but I will touch nothing but water until our cause has
prevailed.” “More fool he,” said Brother John
blithely, “for he may well be swearing off wine for life!” It was a fine spring morning, but
capricious as May can be. Prior Robert and his attendants sat in the orchard
until they were driven indoors by a sharp and sparkling shower that lasted
almost half an hour. It was then approaching noon, the time when Rhisiart
should join them. He would have a wet walk by the short path through the
forest. Or perhaps he had waited for the sun’s return at Cadwallon’s house,
which was on his way. Making allowances for that, they thought little of it
when another half-hour passed, and he did not put in an appearance. But when he
was an hour late for the meeting, and still no sign of him, Prior Robert’s face
grew both grim and cautiously triumphant. “He has heard the warning I issued
against his sin, and he fears to come and face me,” he said. “He had heard the warning, indeed,”
said Father Huw heavily, “but I saw no signs of fear in him. He spoke very
firmly and calmly. And he is a man of his word. I don’t understand this, it is
not like him.” “We will eat, but frugally,” said
the prior, “and give him every chance of keeping his promise, if something has
happened to delay him. So it may, to any man. We will wait until it is time to
prepare for Vespers.” “I’ll walk as far as Cadwallon’s
house,” offered Brother Richard, “for the way is all one to that point, and see
if I can meet with him, or get word if he’s on his way.” He was gone more than an hour and a
half, and came back alone. “I went beyond, some way along the ride, but saw no
sign of him. On my way back I asked at Cadwallon’s gate, but no one had seen
him pass. I feared he might have walked by the short path while I was taking
the other road.” “We’ll wait for him until Vespers,
and no longer,” said the prior, and by then his voice was growing grimly
confident, for now he did not expect the guest to come, and the enemy would
have put himself in the wrong, to Prior Robert’s great gain. Until Vespers,
therefore, they waited, five hours after the appointed time. The people of
Gwytherin could hardly say Rhisiart had been written off too hastily. “So it ends,” said the prior, rising
and shaking out his skirts like one shaking off a doubt or an incubus. “He has
turned tail, and his opposition will carry no weight now with any man. Let us
go!” The sunlight was still bright but
slanting over the green bowl where the church stood, and a number of people
were gathering for the service. And out of the deeper green shadow where the
forest path began, came, not Rhisiart, but his daughter, sailing gallantly out
into the sunlight in a green gown, with her wild hair tamed and braided, and a
linen coif over it, Sioned in her church-going person, with Peredur on her
heels, his hand possessively cupping her elbow, though she paid little heed to
that attention. She saw them issuing in a silent procession from Huw’s gate,
and her eyes went from person to person, lingering on Cadfael who came last,
and again looking back with a small frown, as though one face was missing from
the expected company. “Where is my father?” she asked, her
wide eyes surprised but not yet troubled. “Is he not still here with you? Have
I missed him? I rode as far as Cadwallon’s house, and he was on foot, so if he
has left more than an hour ago he may well be home by now. I came to bear him
company to church and go back with him afterwards.” Prior Robert looked down at her in
some wonder, the first flickering uneasiness twitching his nostrils. “What is
she saying? Do you tell me that the lord Rhisiart set out to come to our
meeting?” “Of course!” said Sioned, amazed.
“He had said he would.” “But he did not come,” said Robert.
“We’ve waited for him since noon, and we’ve seen no sign of him. Brother
Sub-Prior went a part of the way to see if he could meet with him, but in vain.
He has not been here.” She caught the meaning of that
without Cadfael’s services. Her eyes flashed from face to face, distrustful and
ready for anger. “Are you telling me truth? Or have you hidden him away under
lock and key until you can get Winifred out of her grave and away to
Shrewsbury? He was all that stood in your way. And you have threatened him!” Peredur closed his fingers anxiously
on her arm, and drew her against his side. “Hush, you must not say such things.
These brothers would not lie to you.” “At what hour,” asked Cadfael, “did
your father set out this morning?” She looked at him, and was a little
reassured. The ring of silent onlookers drew nearer, listening attentively,
ready to take her part if she needed an army. “A good hour before noon. He was
going first to the fields in the clearing, so he would be coming here by the
shortest way, cutting through a quarter of a mile of forest to the usual path.
He had plenty of time to be here before noon. As far as the clearing Engelard
would be with him, he was going beyond, to the byres over the hill. There are
two cows there ready to drop their calves.” “We are telling you truly, child,”
said Father Huw, his voice as grave and anxious as her own, “we waited for him,
and he never came.” “What can have happened to him?
Where can he be?” “He will have crossed with us and
gone home,” urged Peredur, hovering unhappily at her shoulder. “We’ll ride
back, we shall surely find him there before us.” “No! Why should he turn back, and
never come to the dinner? And if he did, why so late? He would have been home
long before I dressed my hair and set out to meet him, if he had changed his
mind. And besides, he never would.” “I think,” said Father Huw, “that my
whole parish has some interest in this matter, and we had better put off
everything else, even the services of the church, until we have found Rhisiart
and assured ourselves that all’s well with him. Truly this may be no more than
a tangle of mistiming and misunderstanding, but let’s resolve it first, and
wonder about it afterwards. There are enough of us here. Let’s send out in parties
along all the roads he may have taken, and Sioned shall show us where she
thinks his short cut from the upland fields would bring him to the path. He
could not well meet with any dangerous beasts in these woods, but he may have
had a fall, an injury that has halted or slowed him. Father Prior, will you
join with us?” “With all my heart,” said Prior
Robert, “and so will we all.” The less active among them were sent
along the open ride, with orders to scatter on either side and comb the
surroundings as they went, while the more athletic took the narrow footpath
beyond Cadwallon’s stockade. The woods here were not yet close-set, mere was
thick, springy grass under the trees, and no dense undergrowth. They spread out
into a half-circle, moving along within a few paces of one another, Sioned
pressing purposefully forward up the path with set lips and fixed eyes, Peredur
with every evidence of desperate affection following close and murmuring
agitated urgings into her unheeding ears. Whether he believed in his own
reassurances or not, out of all question he was a young man fathoms deep in
love, and ready to do anything to serve and protect Sioned, while she saw in
him nothing but the boy from the next holding, and tiresome at that. They were perhaps half a mile beyond
Cadwallon’s enclosure when Father Huw suddenly plucked at Brother Cadfael’s
sleeve. “We have forgotten Brother Jerome
and Brother Columbanus! The hill of the chapel is off to the right here, no
great way. Ask Prior Robert, should we not send and call them to join us?” “I had indeed forgotten,” admitted
the prior. “Yes, by all means send someone. Best one of your parishioners,
they’ll all know the way.” One of the young men swerved aside
obediently between the trees, and ran. The slow-moving scythe swept on into
deeper forest. “About here,” said Sioned, halting,
“he would have come down from the clearing. If we go obliquely to the right
here, and spread out as before, we shall be covering his likely way.” The ground rose, the trees grew
closer, the undergrowth thicker. They began to thread the encroaching bushes,
having to part company by a few yards, losing sight momentarily of their
neighbours. They had gone thus only a short way when Bened the smith, crashing
through bushes at Brother Cadfael’s left hand, uttered a great shout of
discovery and dismay, and everyone in the wavering line halted and shook to the
sound. Cadfael turned towards the cry,
thrusting through thorn-branches, and came out in a narrow oval of grass
surrounded every way with thick bushes, through which a used track no wider
than a man’s shoulders clove, the long way of the oval. Just where he must have
brushed through into the clear space, Rhisiart lay on his back, his right hip
hollowing the grass under him, shoulders flattened to the ground and arms
spread wide. His legs were drawn up under him with bent knees, the left leg
crossed over the right. His short, defiant beard pointed at the sky. So, and at
the very same slanting angle, did the feathered flight of the arrow that jutted
out from under the cage of his ribs. Chapter Five FROM BOTH SIDES THEY GATHERED, DRAWN
TO THE SMITH’S CALL, breaking through bushes like the running of a startled
herd of deer, and halting appalled round the oval where the body lay. Cadfael
went on his knees, and looked for any sign of breath within the drawnback lips,
any pulse in the stretched throat or rise and fall of the pierced breast, but
there was none. And for that first moment he was the only one who moved within
the open space of grass, and what he did was done in strange, too-intense
silence, as though everyone round him held his breath. Then everything broke out at once in
noise and motion. Sioned clawed through the screening circle and saw her
father’s body, and uttered a great shriek that was more of fury even than of
grief, and flung herself forward. Peredur caught her by the wrist and pulled
her round into his arms, one hand cupped behind her head to press her face into
his shoulder, but she shrieked again, and struck out at him with all her
strength, and breaking loose, hurled herself to her knees facing Cadfael, and
reached out to embrace her father’s body. Cadfael leaned across to ward her
off, his hand braced into the grass under Rhisiart’s right armpit. “No! Touch nothing! Not yet! Let him
alone, he has things to tell us!” By some intuitive quickness of mind
that had not deserted her even at this moment, she obeyed the tone first, and
awakened to the words immediately after. Her eyes questioned him, widening, and
slowly she sat back in the grass, and drew her hands together in her lap. Her
lips shaped the words after him silently: “—things to tell us!” She looked from
his face into the face of the dead man. She knew he was dead. She also knew
that the dead speak, often in thunder. And she came of proud Welsh stock to
which the blood-feud is sacred, a duty transcending even grief. When those following gathered
closer, and one reached to touch, it was she who spread her arm protectively
over the body, and said with authority: “No! Let him be!” Cadfael had drawn back his arm, and
for a moment wondered what troubled him about the palm he had lifted from the
grass beside Rhisiart’s breast. Then he knew. Where he knelt the grass was
perceptibly damp from the morning’s sharp shower, he could feel the cling of
the habit when he shifted his knee. Yet under the outflung right arm the grass
was dry, his hand rose from it with no hint of moisture, no scent of rain. He
touched again, ran his fingers up and down alongside Rhisiart’s right flank. He
was down to the knee before he felt the dampness and stirred the green
fragrance. He felt outwards, the width of the body, to find the same signs.
Strange! Very strange! His mind recorded and forbore to wonder then, because
there were other things to be observed, and all manner of dangers were falling
in upon all manner of people. The tall shape looming at his back,
motionless and chill, could be none other than Prior Robert, and Prior Robert
in a curious state of exalted shock, nearer to Brother Columbanus’ ecstatic fit
than he had ever been before or would ever be again. The high, strained voice
asked, over the shuddering quietness of Sioned’s tearless sobs: “He is dead?” “Dead,” said Cadfael flatly, and
looked into Sioned’s wide, dry eyes and held them, promising something as yet
undefined. Whatever it was, she understood it and was appeased, for he was
Welsh, too, he knew about the blood-feud. And she was the only heir, the only
close kin, of a murdered man. She had a task far above sorrow. The prior’s voice soared suddenly,
awed and exalted. “Behold the saint’s vengeance! Did I not say her wrath would
be wreaked upon all those who stood in the way of her desire? Tell them what I
am saying! Tell them to look well at the fulfilment of my prophecy, and let all
other obdurate hearts take warning. Saint Winifred has shown her power and her
displeasure.” There was hardly any need for
translation, they had the sense of it already. A dozen of those standing close
shrank warily away, a dozen voices muttered hurried submission. Not for worlds
would they stand in the saint’s way. “The impious man reaps what he
sows,” declaimed Robert. “Rhisiart had his warning, and did not heed it.” The most timorous were on their
knees by then, cowed and horrified. It was not as if Saint Winifred had meant
very much to them, until someone else wanted her, and Rhisiart stated a prior
claim on behalf of the parish. And Rhisiart was dead by violence, struck down
improbably in his own forests. Sioned’s eyes held Cadfael’s, above
her father’s pierced heart. She was a gallant girl, she said never a word,
though she had words building up in her ripe for saying, spitting, rather, into
Prior Robert’s pallid, aristocratic, alabaster face. It was not she who
suddenly spoke out. It was Peredur. “I don’t believe it!” He had a fine,
clear, vehement voice that rang under the branches. “What, a gentle virgin
saint, to take such vengeance on a good man? Yes, a good man, however mistaken!
If she had been so pitiless as to want to slay—and I do not believe it of
her!—what need would she have of arrows and bows? Fire from heaven would have
done her will just as well, and shown her power better. You are looking at a
murdered man, Father Prior. A man’s hand fitted that arrow, a man’s hand drew
the bow, and for a man’s reason. There must have been others who had a grudge
against Rhisiart, others whose plans he was obstructing, besides Saint
Winifred. Why blame this killing on her?” This forthright Welsh sense Cadfael
translated into English for Robert’s benefit, who had caught the dissenting
tone of it, but not the content. “And the young man’s right. This arrow never
was shot from heaven. Look at the angle of it, up from under his ribs into the
heart. Out of the earth, rather! A man with a short bow, on his knee among the
bushes? True, the ground slopes, he may even have been lower than Rhisiart, but
even so…” “Avenging saints may make use of
earthly instruments,” said Robert overbearingly. “The instrument would still be a
murderer,” said Cadfael. “There is law in Wales, too. We shall need to send
word to the prince’s bailiff.” Bened had stood all this time darkly
gazing, at the body, at the very slight ooze of blood round the wound, at the
jutting shaft with its trimmed feathers. Slowly he said: “I know this arrow. I know
its owner, or at least the man whose mark it bears. Where young men are living
close together in a household, they mark their own with a distinctive sign, so
that there can be no argument. See the tip of the feathering on one side, dyed
blue.” It was as he said, and at the mention of it several there drew breath
hard, knowing the mark as well as he knew it. “It’s Engelard’s,” said Bened
outright, and three or four hushed voices bore him out. Sioned raised her stricken face,
shocked into a false, frozen calm that suddenly melted and crumbled into dread
and anger. Rhisiart was dead, there was nothing she could do now for him but
mourn and wait, but Engelard was alive and vulnerable, and an outlander, with
no kinship to speak for him. She rose abruptly, slender and straight, turning
her fierce eyes from face to face all round the circle. “Engelard is the most trustworthy of
all my father’s men, and would cut off his own drawing hand rather than loose
against my father’s life. Who dares say this is his work?” “I don’t say so,” said Bened
reasonably. “I do say this is marked as his arrow. He is the best shot with the
short bow in all this countryside.” “And everybody in Gwytherin knows,”
spoke up a voice from among the Welshmen, not accusing, only pointing out
facts, “that he has quarrelled often and fiercely with Rhisiart, over a certain
matter at issue between them.” “Over me,” said Sioned harshly. “Say
what you mean! I, of all people, know the truth best. Better than you all! Yes,
they have had high words many times, on this one matter, and only this, and
would have had more, but for all that, these two have understood each other,
and neither one of them would ever have done the other harm. Do you think the
prize fought over does not get to know the risks to herself and both the
combatants? Fight they did, but they thought more highly of each other than
either did of any of you, and with good reason.” “Yet who can say,” said Peredur in a
low voice, “how far a man may step aside even from his own nature, for love?” She turned and looked at him with
measuring scorn. “I thought you were his friend!” “So I am his friend,” said Peredur,
paling but steadfast. “I said what I believe of myself, no less than of him.” “What is this matter of one
Engelard?” demanded Prior Robert, left behind in this exchange. “Tell me what
they are saying.” And when Cadfael had done so, as tersely as possible: “It
would seem that at least this young man must be asked to account for his
movements this day,” decreed Robert, appropriating an authority to which he had
no direct right here. “It may be that others have been with him, and can vouch
for him. But if not…” “He set out this morning with your
father,” said Huw, distressfully eyeing the girl’s fixed and defiant face. “You
told us so. They went together as far as the cleared fields. Then your father
turned to make his way down to us, and Engelard was to go a mile beyond, to the
byres where the cows were in calf. We must send out and ask if any man has seen
your father since he parted from Engelard. Is there any who can speak to that?” There was a silence. The numbers
gathered about them were growing steadily. Some of the slower searchers from
the open ride had made their way up here without news of their own, to find the
matter thus terribly resolved. Others, hearing rumours of the missing man, had
followed from the village. Father Huw’s messenger came up behind with Brother
Columbanus and Brother Jerome from the chapel. But no one spoke up to say he
had seen Rhisiart that day. Nor did any volunteer word of having encountered
Engelard. “He must be questioned,” said Prior
Robert, “and if his answers are not satisfactory, he must be held and handed
over to the bailiff. For it’s clear from what has been said that this man
certainly had a motive for wishing to remove Rhisiart from his path.” “Motive?” blazed Sioned, burning up
abruptly as a dark and quiet fire suddenly spurts flame. Instinctively she
recoiled into Welsh, though she had already revealed how well she could follow
what was said around her in English, and the chief reason for her reticence
concerning her knowledge had been cruelly removed. “Not so strong a motive as
you had, Father Prior! Every soul in this parish knows what store you set upon
getting Saint Winifred away from us, what glory it will be to your abbey, and
above all, to you. And who stood in your way but my father? Yours, not the
saint’s! Show me a better reason for wanting him dead! Did any ever wish to
lift hand against him, all these years! Until you came here with your quest for
Winifred’s relics? Engelard’s disagreement with my father was constant and
understood, yours was new and urgent. Our need could wait, we’re young. Yours
could not wait. And who knew better than you at what hour my father would be
coming through the forest to Gwytherin? Or that he would not change his mind?” Father Huw spread a horrified hand
to hush her long before this, but she would not be hushed. “Child, child, you
must not make such dreadful accusations against the reverend prior, it is mortal
sin.” “I state facts, and let them speak,”
snapped Sioned. “Where’s the offence in that? Prior Robert may point out the
facts that suit him, I showed you the others, those that do not suit him. My
father was the sole obstacle in his path, and my father has been removed.” “Child, I tell you every soul in
this valley knew that your father was coming to my house, and the hour of his
coming, and many would know all the possible ways, far better than any of these
good brethren from Shrewsbury. The occasion might well suit another grudge. And
you must know that Prior Robert has been with me, and with Brother Richard and
Brother Cadfael here, ever since morning Mass.” And Father Huw turned in
agitated supplication to Robert, wringing his hands. “Father Prior, I beg you,
do not hold it against the girl that she speaks so wildly. She is in grief—a
father lost… You cannot wonder if she
turns on us all.” “I say no word of blame,” said the
prior, though coldly. “I gather she is casting doubts upon myself and my companions,
but doubtless, you have answered her. Tell the young woman, in my name, that
both you and others here can witness for my own person, for all this day I have
been within your sight.” Grateful for at least one certainty,
Huw turned to repeat as much to Sioned yet again, but she blazed back with
biting promptness and force, forgetting all restraints in the need to confront
Robert face to face, without the tedious intervention of interpreters. “So you
may have been, Father Prior,” she flashed in plain English. “In any case I
don’t see you as likely to make a good bowman. But a man who would try to buy
my father’s compliance would be willing and able to buy some more pliable
person to do even this work for him. You still had your purse! Rhisiart spurned
it!” “Take care!” thundered Robert,
galled beyond the limits of his arduous patience. “You put your soul in peril!
I have borne with you thus far, making allowances for your grief, but go no
further along this road!” They were staring upon each other
like adversaries in the lists before the baton falls, he very tall and rigid
and chill as ice, she light and ferocious and very handsome, her coif long ago
lost among the bushes, and her sheaves of black hair loose on her shoulders.
And at that moment, before she could spit further fire, or he threaten more
imminent damnation, they all heard voices approaching from higher up among the
woods, a man’s voice and a girl’s in quick, concerned exchanges, and coming
rapidly nearer with a light threshing of branches, as though they had caught
the raised tones and threatening sounds of many people gathered here improbably
deep in the forest, and were hurrying to discover what was happening. The two antagonists heard them, and
their concentration on each other was shaken and disrupted. Sioned knew them,
and a fleeting shadow of fear and desperation passed over her face. She glanced
round wildly, but there was no help. A girl’s arm parted the bushes above the
oval where they stood, and Annest stepped through, and stood in astonishment,
gazing round at the inexplicable gathering before her. It was the narrowness of the
track—no more than the shadow of a deer-path in the grass—and the abruptness
with which she had halted that gave Sioned her one chance. She took it
valiantly. “Go back home, Annest,” she said loudly. “I am coming with company.
Go and prepare for guests, quickly, you’ll have little time.” Her voice was
high and urgent. Annest had not yet lowered her eyes to the ground, and grass
and shadows veiled Rhisiart’s body. The effort was wasted. Another hand,
large and gentle, was laid on Annest’s shoulder while she hesitated, and moved
her aside. “The company sounds somewhat loud and angry,” said a man’s voice,
high and clear, “so, with your leave, Sioned, we’ll all go together.” Engelard put the girl aside between
his hands, as familiarly and serenely as a brother might have done, and stepped
past her into the clearing. He had eyes for no one but Sioned,
he walked towards her with the straight gait of a proprietor, and as he came he
took in her stiff erectness, and fixed face of fire and ice and despair, and
his own face mirrored everything he saw in her. His brows drew together, his
smile, taut and formidable to begin with, vanished utterly, his eyes burned
bluer than cornflowers. He passed by Prior Robert as though he had not even
been there, or not alive, a stock, a dead tree by the path. He put out his
hands, and Sioned laid her hands in them, and for an instant closed her eyes.
There was no frowning him away now, he was here in the midst, quite without
defences. The circle, not all inimical but all hampering, was closing round
him. He had her by the hands when he saw
Rhisiart’s body. The shock went into him as abruptly
as the arrow must have gone into Rhisiart, stopping him instantly. Cadfael had
him well in view, and saw his lips part and whisper soundlessly: “Christ aid!”
What followed was most eloquent. The Saxon youth moved with loving slowness,
shutting both Sioned’s hands into one of his, and with his freed right hand
stroked softly over her hair, down temple and cheek and chin and throat, all
with such mastered passion that she was soothed, as he meant, while he had
barely stopped shaking from the shock. He folded an arm about her, holding
her close against his side, and slowly looked all round the circle of watching
faces, and slowly down at the body of his lord. His face was bleakly angry. “Who did this?” He looked round, seeking the one who
by rights should be spokesman, hesitating between Prior Robert, who arrogated
to himself authority wherever he came, and Father Huw, who was known and
trusted here. He repeated his demand in English, but neither of them answered
him, and for a long moment neither did anyone else. Then Sioned said, with
clear, deliberate warning: “There are some here are saying that you did.” “I?” he cried, astonished and
scornful rather than alarmed, and turned sharply to search her face, which was
intent and urgent. Her lips shaped silently: “Run!
They’re blaming you!” It was all she could do, and he
understood, for they had such a link between them that meanings could be
exchanged in silence, in a look. He measured with a quick glance the number of
his possible enemies, and the spaces between them, but he did not move. “Who
accuses me?” he said. “And on what ground? It seems to me I might rather
question all of you, whom I find standing here about my lord’s dead body, while
I have been all day out with the cows, beyond Bryn. When I got home Annest was
anxious because Sioned had not returned, and the sheep boy told her there was
no service at Vespers at the church. We came out to look for you, and found you
by the noise you were making among you. And I ask again, and I will know before
ever I give up: Who did this?” “We are all asking that,” said Father
Huw. “Son, there’s no man here has accused you. But there are things that give
us the right to question you, and a man with nothing on his conscience won’t be
ashamed or afraid to answer. Have you yet looked carefully at the arrow that
struck Rhisiart down? Then look at it now!” Frowning, Engelard drew a step
nearer, and looked indeed, earnestly and bitterly at the dead man, only
afterwards at the arrow. He saw the flutter of deep blue, and gasped. “This is one of mine!” He looked up
with wild suspicion at them all. “Either that, or someone has copied my mark.
But no, this is mine, I know the trim, I fletched it new only a week or so
ago.” “He owns it his?” demanded Robert,
following as best he could. “He admits it?” “Admit?” flashed Engelard in
English. “What is there to admit? I say it! How it was brought here, who loosed
it, I know no more than you do, but I know the shaft for mine. God’s teeth!” he
cried furiously, “do you think if I had any hand in this villainy I should
leave my mark flaunting in the wound? Am I fool as well as outlander? And do
you think I would do anything to harm Rhisiart? The man who stood my friend and
gave me the means of living here when I’d poached myself out of Cheshire?” “He refused to consider you as a
suitor for his daughter,” Bened said almost reluctantly, “whatever good he did
for you otherwise.” “So he did, and according to his
lights, rightly so. And I know it, knowing as much as I’ve learned of Wales,
and even if I did smart under it, I knew he had reason and custom on his side.
Never has he done anything I could complain of as unfair to me. He stood much
arrogance and impatience from me, come to that. There isn’t a man in Gwynedd I
like and respect more. I’d as soon have cut my own throat as injured Rhisiart.” “He knew and knows it,” said Sioned,
“and so do I.” “Yet the arrow is yours,” said Huw
unhappily. “And as for reclaiming or disguising it, it may well have been that
speedy flight after such an act would be more important.” “If I had planned such an act,” said
Engelard, “though God forbid I should ever have to imagine a thing so vile, I
could as easily have done what some devil has done now to me, and used another
man’s shaft.” “But, son, it would be more in
keeping with your nature,” the priest pursued sadly, “to commit such a deed
without planning, having with you only your own bow and arrows. Another
approach, another quarrel, a sudden wild rage! No one supposes this was plotted
beforehand.” “I had no bow with me all this day.
I was busy with the cattle, what should I want with a bow?” “It will be for the royal bailiff to
enquire into all possible matters concerning this case,” said Prior Robert,
resolutely reclaiming the dominance among them. “What should be asked at once
of this young man is where he has been all this day, what doing, and in whose
company.” “In no man’s company. The byres
behind Bryn are in a lonely place, good pasture but apart from the used roads.
Two cows dropped their calves today, one around noon, the second not before
late afternoon, and that was a hard birth, and gave me trouble. But the young
things are there alive and on their legs now, to testify to what I’ve been
doing.” “You left Rhisiart at his fields
along the way?” “I did, and went straight on to my
own work. And have not seen him again until now.” “And did you speak with any man,
there at the byres? Can anyone testify as to where you were, at any time during
the day?” No one was likely to try and wrest the initiative from Robert now.
Engelard looked round him quickly, measuring chances. Annest came forward
silently, and took her stand beside Sioned. Brother John’s roused, anxious eyes
followed her progress, and approved the loyalty which had no other way of
expressing itself. “Engelard did not come home until
half an hour ago,” she said stoutly. “Child,” said Father Huw wretchedly,
“where he was not does not in any way confirm where he says he was. Two calves
may be delivered far more quickly than he claims, how can we know, who were not
there? He had time to slip back here and do this thing, and be back with his
cattle and never noticed. Unless we can find someone who testifies to having
seen him elsewhere, at whatever time this deed may have been done, then I fear
we should hold Engelard in safe-keeping until the prince’s bailiff can take
over the charge for us.” The men of Gwytherin hovered,
murmuring, some convinced, many angry, for Rhisiart had been very well liked,
some hesitant, but granting that the outlander ought to be held until his
innocence was established or his guilt proved. They shifted and closed, and
their murmur became one of consent. “It is fair,” said Bened, and the
growl of assent answered him. “One lone Englishman with his back
to the wall,” whispered Brother John indignantly in Cadfael’s ear, “and what
chance will he have, with nobody to bear out what he says? And plain truth, for
certain! Does he act or speak like a murderer?” Peredur had stood like a stock all
this while, hardly taking his eyes from Engelard’s face but to gaze earnestly
and unhappily at Sioned. As Prior Robert levelled an imperious arm at Engelard,
and the whole assembly closed in slowly in obedience, braced to lay hands on
him, Peredur drew a little further back at the edge of the trees, and Cadfael
saw him catch Sioned’s eye, flash her a wild, wide-eyed look, and jerk his head
as though beckoning. Out of her exhaustion and misery she roused a brief,
answering blaze, and leaned to whisper rapidly in Engelard’s ear. “Do your duty, all of you,”
commanded Robert, “to your laws and your prince and your church, and lay hold
of this man!” There was one instant of stillness,
and then they closed in all together, the only gap in their ranks where Peredur
still hung back. Engelard made a long leap from Sioned’s side, as though he
would break for the thickest screen of bushes, and then, instead, caught up a
dead, fallen bough that lay in the grass, and whirled it about him in a
flailing circle, laying two unwary elders flat, and sending others reeling back
out of range. Before they could reassemble, he had changed direction, leaped
over one of the fallen, and was clean through the midst of them, arming off the
only one who almost got a grip on him, and made straight for the gap Peredur
had left in their ranks. Father Huw’s voice, uplifted in vexed agitation, called
on Peredur to halt him, and Peredur sprang to intercept his flight. How it
happened was never quite clear, though Brother Cadfael had a rough idea, but at
the very moment when his outstretched hand almost brushed Engelard’s sleeve,
Peredur stepped upon a rotten branch in the turf, that snapped under his foot
and rolled, tossing him flat on his face, half-blinded among the bushes. And
winded, possibly, for certainly he made no move to pick himself up until
Engelard was past him and away. Even then it was not quite over, for
the nearest pursuers on either side, seeing how the hunt had turned, had also
begun to run like hares, on courses converging with the fugitive’s at the very
edge of the clearing. From the left came a long-legged villein of Cadwallon’s,
with a stride like a greyhound, and from the right Brother John, his habit
flying, his sandalled feet pounding the earth mightily. It was perhaps the
first time Brother John had ever enjoyed Prior Robert’s whole-hearted approval.
It was certainly the last. There was no one left in the race
but these three, and fleet though Engelard was, it seemed that the long-legged
fellow would collide with him before he could finally vanish. All three were
hurtling together for a shattering collision, or so it seemed. The villein
stretched out arms as formidably long as his legs. So, on the other side, did
Brother John. A great hand closed on a thin fold of Engelard’s tunic from one
side. Brother John bounded exuberantly in from the other. The prior sighed
relief, expecting the prisoner to be enfolded in a double embrace. And Brother
John, diving, caught Cadwallon’s villein round the knees and brought him
crashing to the ground, and Engelard, plucking his tunic out of the enemy’s
grasp, leaped into the bushes and vanished in a receding susurration of
branches, until silence and stillness closed over the path of his withdrawal. Half the hunt, out of excitement
rather than any real enmity, streamed away into the forest after the quarry,
but half-heartedly now. They had little chance of capturing him. Probably they
had no great desire to do anything of the kind, though once put to it, hounds
must follow a scent. The real drama remained behind in the clearing. There, at
least, justice had one clear culprit to enjoy. Brother John unwound his arms from
his victim’s knees, sat up in the grass, fended off placidly a feeble blow the
villein aimed at him, and said in robust but incomprehensible English: “Ah, let
well alone, lad! What did he ever do to you? But faith, I’m sorry I had to
fetch you down so heavily. If you think you’re hard-done-to, take comfort! I’m
likely to pay dearer than you.” He looked round him complacently
enough as he clambered to his feet and dusted off the debris of leaves and
twigs that clung to his habit. There stood Prior Robert, not yet unfrozen from
the shock of incredulous disillusionment, tall and stiff and grey, a Norman
lordling debating terrible penalties for treason. But there, also, stood
Sioned, tired, distraught, worn out with passion, but with a small, reviving
glow in her eyes, and there was Annest at her elbow, an arm protectively round
her waist, but her flower-face turned towards John. Not much use Robert
thundering and lightning, while she so smiled and blossomed, beaming her
gratitude and admiration. Brother Richard and Brother Jerome
loomed like messengers of doom, one at either elbow. “Brother John, you are
summoned. You are in gross offence.” He went with them resignedly. For
all the threatening thunder-bolts he had never felt freer in his life. And
having now nothing to lose but his own self-respect, he was sturdily determined
not to sacrifice that. “Unfaithful and unworthy brother,”
hissed Prior Robert, towering in terrible indignation, “what have you done? Do
not deny what we have all witnessed. You have not merely connived at the escape
of a felon, you have frustrated the attempt of a loyal servant to arrest him.
You felled that good man deliberately, to let Engelard go free. Traitor against
church and law, you have put yourself beyond the pale. If there is anything you
can say in your defence, say it now.” “I thought the lad was being harried
beyond reason, on very suspect suspicion,” said Brother John boldly. “I’ve
talked with Engelard, I’ve got my own view of him, a decent, open soul who’d
never do violence to any man by stealth, let alone Rhisiart, whom he liked and
valued high. I don’t believe he has any part in this death, and what’s more, I
think he’ll not go far until he knows who had, and God help the murderer then!
So I gave him his chance, and good luck to him!” The two girls, their heads close
together in women’s solidarity, interpreted the tone for themselves, if they
lacked the words, and glowed in silent applause. Prior Robert was helpless,
though he did not know it. Brother Cadfael knew it very well. “Shameless!” thundered Robert,
bristling until even his suave purity showed knife-edged with affront. “You are
condemned out of your own mouth, and a disgrace to our order. I have no
jurisdiction here as regards Welsh law. The prince’s bailiff must resolve this
crime that cries for vengeance here. But where my own subordinates are
concerned, and where they have infringed the law of this land where we are
guests, there two disciplines threaten you, Brother John. As to the sovereignty
of Gwynedd, I cannot speak. As to my own discipline, I can and do. You are set
far beyond mere ecclesiastical penance. I consign you to close imprisonment
until I can confer with the secular authority here, and I refuse to you,
meanwhile, all the comforts and consolations of the church.” He looked about
him and took thought, brooding. Father Huw hovered miserably, lost in this
ocean of complaints and accusations. “Brother Cadfael, ask Father Huw where
there is a safe prison, where he can be held.” This was more than Brother John had
bargained for, and though he repented of nothing, like a practical man he did
begin to look round to weigh up the chances of evading the consequences. He
eyed the gaps in the ring as Engelard had done, braced his sturdy feet well
apart, and flexed his shoulders experimentally, as though he had thoughts of
elbowing Brother Richard smartly in the belly, kicking the legs from under
Jerome, and making a dash for freedom. He stopped himself just in time when he
heard Cadfael report sedately: “Father Huw suggests there is only one place
secure enough. If Sioned is willing to allow her holding to be used, a prisoner
could be safe enough there.” At this point Brother John
unaccountably lost interest in immediate escape. “My house is at Prior Robert’s
disposal,” said Sioned in Welsh, with appropriate coldness, but very promptly.
She had herself well in hand, she made no more lapses into English. “There are
storehouses and stables, if you wish to use them. I promise I shall not go near
the prisoner, or hold the key to his prison myself. Father Prior may choose his
guard from among my people as he sees fit. My household shall provide him his
living, but even that charge I shall give to someone else. If I undertook it
myself I fear my impartiality might be doubted, after what has happened.” A good girl, Cadfael thought,
translating this for Robert’s benefit rather less than for John’s. Clever
enough to step resolutely round any actual lies even when she was thus wrung by
one disaster after another, and generous enough to think for the wants and
wishes of others. The someone else who would be charged with seeing Brother
John decently housed and fed was standing cheek to cheek with her mistress as
she spoke, fair head against dark head. A formidable pair! But they might not
have found this unexpected and promising path open to them but for the
innocence of celibate parish priests. “That may be the best plan,” said
Prior Robert, chilly but courteous, “and I thank you for your dutiful offer,
daughter. Keep him straitly, see he has what he needs for life, but no more. He
is in great peril of his soul, his body may somewhat atone. If you permit, we
will go before and bestow him securely, and let your uncle know what has
happened, so that he may send down to you and bring you home. I will not
intrude longer on a house of mourning.” “I will show you the way,” said
Annest, stepping demurely from Sioned’s side. “Hold him fast!” warned the prior,
as they massed to follow her uphill through the woods. Though he might have
seen for himself, had he looked closely, that the culprit’s resignation had
mellowed into something very like complacency, and he stepped out as briskly as
his guards, a good deal more intent on keeping Annest’s slender waist and lime
shoulders in sight than on any opportunity for escape. Well, thought Cadfael, letting them
go without him, and turning to meet Sioned’s steady gaze, God sort all! As
doubtless he is doing, now as ever! The men of Gwytherin cut young
branches and made a green litter to carry Rhisiart’s body home. Under the
corpse, when they lifted it, there was much more blood than about the frontal
wound, though the point of the arrow barely broke through skin and clothing.
Cadfael would have liked to examine tunic and wound more closely, but forbore
because Sioned was there beside him, stiffly erect in her stony grief, and
nothing, no word or act that was not hieratic and ceremonial, was permissible
then in her presence. Moreover, soon all the servants of Rhisiart’s household came
down in force to bring their lord home, while the steward waited at the gate
with bards and mourning women to welcome him back for the last time, and this
was no longer an enquiry into guilt, but the first celebration of a great
funeral rite, in which probing would have been indecent. No hope of enquiring
further tonight. Even Prior Robert had acknowledged that he must remove himself
and his fellows reverently from a mourning community in which they had no
rights. When it was time to raise the litter
and its burden, now stretched out decently with his twisted legs drawn out
straight and his hands laid quietly at his sides, Sioned looked round for one
more to whom she meant to confide a share in this honourable load. She did not
find him. “Where is Peredur? What became of
him?” No one had seen him go, but he was
gone. No one had had attention to spare for him after Brother John had
completed what Peredur had begun. He had slipped away without a word, as though
he had done something to be ashamed of, something for which he might expect
blame rather than thanks. Sioned was a little hurt, even in her greater hurt,
at his desertion. “I thought he would have wanted to
help me bring my father home. He was a favourite with him, and fond of him.
From a little boy he was in and out of our house like his own.” “He maybe doubted his welcome,” said
Cadfael, “after saying a word that displeased you concerning Engelard.” “And doing a thing afterwards that
more than wiped that out?” she said, but for his ears only. No need to say
outright before everyone what she knew very well, that Peredur had contrived a
way out for her lover. “No, I don’t understand why he should slink away without
a word, like this.” But she said no more then, only begged him with a look to
walk with her as she fell in behind the litter. They went some distance in
silence. Then she asked, without looking aside at him: “Did my father yet tell
you those things he had to tell?” “Some,” said Cadfael. “Not all.” “Is there anything I should do, or
not do? I need to know. We must make him seemly tonight.” By the morrow he
would be stiff, and she knew it. “If you need anything from me, tell me now.” “Keep me the clothes he’s wearing,
when you take them off him, and take note for me where they’re damp from this
morning’s rain, and where they’re dry. If you notice anything strange, remember
it. Tomorrow, as soon as I can, I’ll come to you.” “I must know the truth,” she said.
“You know why.” “Yes, I know. But tonight sing him
and drink to him, and never doubt but he’ll hear the singing.” “Yes,” she said, and loosed a great,
renewing sigh. “You are a good man. I’m glad you’re here. You do not believe it
was Engelard.” “I’m as good as certain it was not.
First and best, it isn’t in him. Lads like Engelard hit out in passion, but
with their fists, not with weapons. Second, if it had been in his scope, he’d
have made a better job of it. You saw the angle of the arrow. Engelard, I
judge, is the breadth of three fingers taller than your father. How could he
shoot an arrow under a man’s rib-cage who is shorter than he, even from lower
ground? Even if he kneeled or crouched in the undergrowth in ambush, I doubt if
it could be done. And why should it ever be tried? No, this is folly. And to
say that the best shot in all these parts could not put his shaft clean through
his man, at any distance there where he could see him? Not more than fifty
yards clear in any direction. Worse folly still, why should a good bowman
choose such a blind tangled place? They have not looked at the ground, or they
could not put forward such foolishness. But first and last and best, that young
man of yours is too open and honest to kill by stealth, even a man he hated.
And he did not hate Rhisiart. You need not tell me, I know it.” Much of what he had said might well
have been hurtful to her, but none of it was. She went with him every step of
that way, and flushed and wanned into her proper, vulnerable girlhood at
hearing her lover thus accepted. “You’ve said no word in wonder,” she
said, “that I have not been more troubled over what has become of Engelard, and
where he is gone to earth now.” “No,” said Cadfael, and smiled. “You
know where he is, and how to get in touch with him whenever you need. I think
you two have two or three places better for secrecy than your oak tree, and in
one of them Engelard is resting now, or soon will be. You seem to think he’ll
be safe enough. Tell me nothing, unless you need a messenger, or help.” “You can be my messenger, if you
will, to another,” she said. They were emerging from the forest at the edge of
Rhisiart’s home fields, and Prior Robert stood tall and grim and noncommittal
aside from their path, his companions discreetly disposed behind him, his
hands, features, and the angle of his gently bowed head all disposed to convey
respect for death and compassion for the bereaved without actually owning to
forgiveness of the dead. His prisoner was safely lodged, he was waiting only to
collect the last stray from his flock, and make an appropriately impressive
exit. “Tell Peredur I missed him from among those my father would have liked to
carry him home. Tell him what he did was generous, and I am grateful. I am
sorry he should ever have doubted it.” They were approaching the gate, and
Uncle Meurice, the steward, came out to meet them with his kindly, soft-lined
face quaking and shapeless with shock and distress. “And come tomorrow,” said Sioned on an almost
soundless breath, and walked away from him alone, and entered the gateway after
her father’s body. Chapter Six SIONED’S MESSAGE MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN
DELIVERED SO SOON, for it would not have been any easy matter to turn aside at
Cadwallon’s house, without a word of request or excuse to Prior Robert; but in
the dimness of the woods, a little above the holding, Cadfael caught a glimpse
of a figure withdrawing from them, with evident intent, some fifty yards into
cover, and knew it for Peredur. He had not expected to be followed, for he went
only far enough to be secure from actual encounter on the path, and there sat
down moodily on a fallen trunk, his back against a young tree that leaned with
him, and kicked one foot in the litter of last year’s leaves. Cadfael asked no
permission, but went after him. Peredur looked up at the sound of
other feet rustling the beech-mast, and rose as if he would have removed
further to avoid speech, but then gave up the thought, and stood mute and
unwelcoming, but resigned. “I have a word to you,” said Brother
Cadfael mildly, “from Sioned. She bade me to tell you that she missed you when
she would gladly have asked you to lend a shoulder for her father’s bier. She
sends you word that what you did was generous, and she is grateful.” Peredur stirred his feet uneasily,
and drew a little back into deeper shadow. “There were plenty of her own people
there,” he said, after a pause that seemed awkward rather than sullen. “She had
no need of me.” “Oh, there were hands enough, and
shoulders enough,” agreed Cadfael, “nevertheless, she missed you. It seems to
me that she looks upon you as one having a forward place among her own people.
You have been like a brother to her from children, and she could do well with a
brother now.” The stiffness of Peredur’s young
body was palpable even in the green dusk, a constraint that crippled even his
tongue. He got out, with a bitter spurt of laughter: “It was not her brother
that I wanted to be.” “No, that I understand. Yet you
behaved like one, towards her and towards Engelard, when it came to the
testing.” What was meant to comfort and
compliment appeared, instead, to hurt. Peredur shrank still deeper into his
morose stillness. “So she feels she has a debt to me, and wants to pay it but
not for my sake. She does not want me.” “Well,” said Cadfael equably, “I
have delivered her message, and if you’ll go to her she’ll convince you, as I
cannot. There was another would have wanted you there, if he could have
spoken.” “Oh, hush!” said Peredur, and jerked
his head aside with a motion of sudden pain. “Don’t say more…” “No, pardon me, I know this is a
grief to you, as well as to her. She said so. ‘He was a favourite with him,’
she said, ‘and fond of him—‘” The boy gave a sharp gasp, and
turning with blundering haste, walked away rapid walked away rapidly through
the trees, deeper into the wood, and left Brother Cadfael to return very
thoughtfully to his companions, with the feel of that unbearably tender spot
still wincing under his probing finger. “You and I,” said Bened, when
Cadfael walked down to the smithy after Compline, “must do our drinking alone
tonight, my friend. Huw has not yet come down from Rhisiart’s hall, and Padrig
will be busy singing the dead man till the small hours. Well that he was there
at this time. A man’s all the better for being sung to his grave by a fine poet
and harpist, and it’s a great thing for his children to remember. And Cai—Cai
we shan’t be seeing down here much for a while, not until the bailiff comes to
take his prisoner off his hands.” “You mean Brother John has Cai for
his gaoler?” asked Cadfael, enlightened. “He volunteered for the job. I fancy
that girl of mine ran and prompted him, but he wouldn’t need much prodding.
Between them, Brother John will be lying snug enough for a day or two. You need
not worry about him.” “Nothing was further from my mind,”
said Cadfael. “And it’s Cai who keeps the key on him?” “You may be sure. And what with
Prince Owain being away in the south, as I hear he is, I doubt if sheriff or
bailiff will have much time to spare for a small matter of insubordination in
Gwytherin.” Bened sighed heavily over his horn, filled this time with coarse
red wine. “It grieves me now that ever I spoke up and called attention to the
blue on the feathers, at least in front of the lass. But someone would have
said it. And it’s truth that now, with only her Uncle Meurice as guardian, she
could have got her own way. She twists him round her finger, he wouldn’t have
stood in her road. But now I misdoubt me, no man would be such a fool as to
leave his private mark on a dead man for all to see. Not unless he was
disturbed and had to take to his heels. All it needed was the corner clipping,
how long does that take if you’ve a knife on you? No, it’s hard to understand.
And yet it could be so!” By his deep gloom there was more on
Bened’s mind than that. Somewhere within, he was in abysmal doubt whether he
had not spoken up in the hope of having a better chance with Sioned himself if
his most favoured rival was removed. He shook his head sadly. “I was glad when
he broke clear as he did, but I’ll be satisfied if he makes his way back to
Cheshire after this alarm. And yet it’s hard to think of him as a murderer.” “We might give our minds to that, if
you’re willing,” said Cadfael, “for you know the people of these parts better
than I do. Let’s own it, the girl’s suspicion, that she spoke out to Prior
Robert’s face, will be what many a one here is thinking, whether he says it or
not. Here are we come into the place and starting a great contention, chiefly
with this one lord—no need to argue who’s in the right—and there he stands as
the one obstacle to what we’ve come for, and suddenly he’s dead, murdered.
What’s more natural than to point the finger at us, all of us?” “It’s blasphemy even to consider
such a charge against such reverend brothers,” said Bened, shocked. “Kings and abbots are also men, and
can fall to temptation. So how do we all stand in regard to this day’s doings?
All six of us were together or close within sight of one another until after
Mass. Then Prior Robert, Brother Richard and I were with Father Huw, first in
the orchard, and when it rained, half an hour before noon, in the house. None
of the four of us could have gone into the forest. Brother John, too, was about
the house and holding, Marared can vouch for him as well as we. The only one
who left, before we all came forth for Vespers and set off to search for
Rhisiart, was Brother Richard, who offered to go and see if he could meet with
him or get word of him, and was gone perhaps an hour and a half, and came back
empty-handed. From an hour after noon he was gone, and into the forest, too,
for what it’s worth, and makes no claim to have spoken with anyone until he
enquired at Cadwallon’s gate on his way back, which would be nearing half past
two. I must speak with the gate-keeper, and see if he bears that out. Two of us
are left, but not unaccounted for. Brother Jerome and Brother Columbanus were
sent off to keep vigil together at Saint Winifred’s chapel, to pray for a
peaceful agreement. We all saw them set off together, and they’d be in the
chapel and on their knees long before ever Rhisiart came down towards the path.
And there they stayed until Father Huw’s messenger went to fetch them to join
us. Each of them is warranty for the other.” “I said so,” said Bened, reassured.
“Holy men do not murder.” “Man,” said Cadfael earnestly, “there
are as holy persons outside orders as ever there are in, and not to trifle with
truth, as good men out of the Christian church as most I’ve met within it. In
the Holy Land I’ve known Saracens I’d trust before the common run of the
crusaders, men honourable, generous and courteous, who would have scorned to
haggle and jostle for place and trade as some of our allies did. Meet every man
as you find him, for we’re all made the same under habit or robe or rags. Some
better made than others, and some better cared for, but on the same pattern
all. But there it is. As far as I can see, only one of us, Brother Richard, had
any chance at all to be in the neighbourhood when Rhisiart was killed, and of
all of us he makes the least likely murderer. So we’re forced to look if the
ground is not wide open for others, and Saint Winifred only an opportunity and
an excuse. Had Rhisiart any enemies around Gwytherin? Some who might never have
moved against him if we had not blown up this storm and put the temptation in their
way?” Bened considered gravely, nursing
his wine. “I wouldn’t say there’s a man anywhere who has not someone to wish
him ill, but it’s a far cry from that to murder. Time was when Father Huw
himself came up against Rhisiart over a patch of land both claimed, and tempers
ran high, but they settled it the proper way, by witness from the neighbours,
and there’s been no malice after. And there have been lawsuits—did you ever
hear of a Welsh landholder without one or two lawsuits in hand? One with Rhys
ap Cynan over a disputed boundary, one over some beasts that strayed. Nothing
to make lasting bad blood. We thrive on suits at law. One thing’s true, with
the interest you’ve roused here, every soul for miles around knew that Rhisiart
was due at Father Huw’s parsonage at noon. No limit at all, there, on who might
have decided to waylay him on the road.” That was as far as they could get.
The field was wide, wide enough still to include Engelard, however persuaded
Cadfael might be that he was incapable of such an act. Wide enough to enfold
even neighbours like Cadwallon, villeins from the village, servants of the
household. But not, surely, thought Brother
Cadfael, making his way back to Huw’s loft in the green and fragrant dark, not
that strange young man who had been a favourite of Rhisiart, and fond of him,
and in and out of his house like a son from childhood? The young man who had
said of Engelard, and of himself, that a man might step far aside even from his
own nature, for love, and then, presumably for love, had opened a way for
Engelard to escape, as Cadfael had seen for himself. And who was now avoiding
Sioned’s gratitude and affection, either because it was not love, and love was
the only thing he wanted from her, or for some darker reason. When he flung away
in silence into the forest he had had the look of one pursued by a demon. But
surely not that demon? So far from furthering his chances, Rhisiart’s death
robbed him of his most staunch ally, who had waited patiently and urged
constantly, to bring his daughter to the desired match in the end. No,
whichever way a man looked at him, Peredur remained mysterious and disturbing. Father Huw did not come back from
Rhisiart’s house that night. Brother Cadfael lay alone in the loft, and mindful
that Brother John was locked up somewhere in Sioned’s barns, and there was no
one to prepare food, got up in good time and went to do it himself, and then
set off to Bened’s paddock to see the horses, who were also left without a
groom. It suited him better to be out and working in the fresh morning than
cooped up with Prior Robert, but he was obliged to return in time for chapter,
which the prior had decreed should be held daily as at home, however brief the
business they had to transact here. They met in the orchard, the five of
them, Prior Robert presiding in as solemn dignity as ever. Brother Richard read
out the saints to be celebrated that day and the following day. Brother Jerome
composed his wiry person into his usual shape of sycophantic reverence, and
made all the appropriate responses. But it seemed to Cadfael that Brother
Columbanus looked unusually withdrawn and troubled, his full blue eyes veiled.
The contrast between his athletic build and fine, autocratic head, and his meek
and anxious devoutness of feature and bearing, was always confusing to the
observer, but that morning his extreme preoccupation with some inward crisis of
real or imagined sin made it painful to look at him. Brother Cadfael sighed,
expecting another falling fit like the one that had launched them all on this
quest. Who knew what this badly-balanced half-saint, half-idiot would do next? “Here we have but one business in
hand,” said Prior Robert firmly, “and we shall pursue it as in duty bound. I
mean to press more resolutely than ever for our right to take up the relics of
the saint, and remove them to Shrewsbury. But we must admit, at this moment,
that we have not so far been successful in carrying the people with us. I had
great hopes yesterday that all would be resolved. We made every reverent
preparation to deserve success…” At this point he was interrupted by
an audible sob from Brother Columbanus, that drew all eyes to that young man.
Trembling and meek, he rose from his place and stood with lowered eyes and
folded hands before Robert. “Father Prior, alas, mea culpa! I am
to blame! I have been unfaithful, and I desire to make confession. I came to
chapter determined to cleanse my bosom and ask penance, for my backsliding is
the cause of our continued distresses. May I speak?” I knew there was something brewing,
thought Brother Cadfael, resigned and disgusted. But at least without rolling
on the ground and biting the grass, this time! “Speak out,” said the prior, not
unkindly. “You have never sought to make light of your failings, I do not think
you need fear our too harsh condemnation. You have been commonly your own
sternest judge.” So he had, but that, well handled, can be one way of evading
and forestalling the judgements of others. Brother Columbanus sank to his knees
in the orchard turf. And very comely and aristocratic he looked, Cadfael
admitted, again admiring with surprise the compact grace and strength of his
body, and the supple flow of his movements. “Father, you sent me with Brother
Jerome, yesterday, to keep vigil in the chapel, and pray earnestly for a good
outcome, in amity and peace. Father, we came there in good time, before eleven,
as I judge, and having eaten our meal, we went in and took our places, for
there are prayer-desks within, and the altar is kept clean and well-tended. Oh,
Father, my will to keep vigil was good, but the flesh was weak. I had not been
half an hour kneeling in prayer, when I fell asleep on my arms on the desk, to
my endless shame. It is no excuse that I have slept badly and thought much
since we came here. Prayer should fix and purify the mind. I slept, and our
cause was weakened. I must have slept all the afternoon, for the next thing I
remember is Brother Jerome shaking me by the shoulder and telling me there was
a messenger calling us to go with him.” He caught his breath, and a frantic
tear rolled down his cheek, circling the bold, rounded Norman bone. “Oh, do not
look askance at Brother Jerome, for he surely never knew I had been sleeping,
and there is no blame at all to him for not observing and reporting my sin. I
awoke as he touched me, and arose and went with him. He thought me as earnest
in prayer as he, and knew no wrong.” Nobody, probably, had thought of
looking askance at Brother Jerome until then, but Cadfael was probably the
quickest and most alert, and the only one who caught the curious expression of
apprehension, fading rapidly into complacency, that passed over Brother
Jerome’s normally controlled countenance. Jerome had not been pursuing the same
studies as Cadfael, or he would have been far from complacent. For Brother
Columbanus in his self-absorbed innocence had just removed all certainty that
Jerome had spent the previous noon and afternoon motionless in Saint Winifred’s
chapel, praying for a happy solution. His only guarantor had been fast asleep
throughout. He could have sauntered out and gone anywhere he chose. “Son,” said Prior Robert, in an
indulgent voice he would certainly never have used to Brother John, “your fault
is human, and frailty is in our nature. And you redeem your own error, in
defending your brother. Why did you not tell us of this yesterday?” “Father, how could I? There was no
opportunity, before we learned of Rhisiart’s death. Thus burdened, how could I
burden you further at that time? I kept it for this chapter, the right place
for erring brothers to receive their penance, and make their abasement. As I do
abase myself, as all unworthy the vocation I chose. Speak out sentence on me,
for I desire penance.” The prior was opening his lips to
give judgment, patiently enough, for such devout submission and awareness of
guilt disarmed him, when they were distracted by the clap of the wooden bar of
the garden gate, and there was Father Huw himself advancing across the grass
towards them, hair and beard even more disordered than usual, and his eyes
heavy and resolved and calm. “Father Prior,” he said, halting
before them, “I have just come from holding council with Cadwallon, and Rhys,
and Meurice, and all the men of substance in my parish. It was the best
opportunity, though I’m sad indeed about the cause. They all came to the
mourning for Rhisiart. Every man there knew how he had been struck down, and
how such a fate was prophesied…” “God forbid,” said Prior Robert
hastily, “that I should threaten any man’s death. I said that Saint Winifred
would be revenged in her own time on the man who stood in the way and did her
offence, I never said word of killing.” “But when he was dead you did claim
that this was the saint’s vengeance. Every man there heard it, and most
believed. I took this chance of conferring with them again in the matter. They
do not wish to do anything that is against the will of heaven, nor to give
offence to the Benedictine order and the abbey of Shrewsbury. They do not think
it right or wise, after what has happened, even to put any man, woman or child
of Gwytherin in peril. I am commissioned, Father Prior, to tell you that they
withdraw all opposition to your plans. The relics of Saint Winifred are yours
to take away with you.” Prior Robert drew a great breath of
triumph and joy, and whatever will he might have had to deal even the lightest
punishment left him in an instant. It was everything he had hoped for. Brother
Columbanus, still kneeling, cast up his eyes radiantly towards heaven and
clasped his hands in gratitude, and somehow contrived to look as though he had
brought about this desired consummation himself, the deprivation caused by his
unfaithfulness compensated in full by this reward of his penitence. Brother
Jerome, just as determined to impress prior and priest with his devotion, threw
up his hands and uttered a reverent Latin invocation of praise to God and the
saints. “I am certain,” said Prior Robert
magnanimously, “that the people of Gwytherin never wished to offend, and that
they have done wisely and rightly now. I am glad, for them as for my abbey,
that we may complete our work here and take our leave in amity with you all.
And for your part in bringing about this good ending, Father Huw, we are all
grateful. You have done well for your parish and your people.” “I am bound to tell you,” said Huw
honestly, “that they are not at all happy at losing the saint. But none of them
will hinder what you wish. If you so will, we will take you to the burial place
today.” “We will go in procession after the
next Mass,” said the prior, unwonted animation lighting up his severe
countenance now that he had his own way, “and not touch food until we have
knelt at Saint Winifred’s altar and given thanks.” His eyes lit upon Brother
Columbanus, patiently kneeling and gazing upon him with doglike eyes, still
insistent upon having his sin recognised. Robert looked faintly surprised for a
moment, as if he had forgotten the young man’s existence. “Rise, brother, and
take heart, for you see that there is forgiveness in the air. You shall not be
deprived of your share in the delight of visiting the virgin saint and paying
honour to her.” “And my penance?” insisted the
incorrigible penitent. There was a good deal of iron in
Brother Columbanus’s meekness. “For penance you shall undertake the
menial duties that fell to Brother John, and serve your fellows and their
beasts until we return home. But your part in the glory of this day you shall
have, and help to bear the reliquary in which the saint’s bones are to rest.
We’ll carry it with us, and set it up before the altar. Every move we make I
would have the virgin approve plainly, in all men’s sight.” “And will you break the ground
today?” asked Father Huw wearily. No doubt he would be glad to have the whole
episode over and forgotten, and be rid of them all, so that Gwytherin could
settle again to its age-old business, though short of one good man. “No,” said Prior Robert after due
thought. “I wish to show forth at every stage our willingness to be guided, and
the truth of what we have claimed, that our mission was inspired by Saint
Winifred herself. I decree that there shall be three nights of vigil and prayer
before the chapel altar, before ever we break the sod, to confirm to all that
what we are doing is indeed right and blessed. We are six here, if you will
join us, Father Huw. Two by two we will be watching nightlong in the chapel,
and pray to be guided rightly.” They took up the silver-inlaid
coffin made in implicit faith in Shrewsbury, and carried it in procession up
through the woods, past Cadwallon’s house, taking the right-hand path that led
them obliquely away from the scene of Rhisiart’s death, until they came to a
small clearing on a hillside, ringed round on three sides by tall, thick clumps
of hawthorn, then in snowy bloom. The chapel was of wood, dark with age, small
and shadowy within, a tiny bell-turret without a bell leaning over the doorway.
Round it the old graveyard lay spread like billowing green skirts, thick with
herbs and brambles and tall grasses. By the time they reached this place they
had a silent and ever-growing company of local inhabitants following them,
curious, submissive, wary. There was no way of telling whether they still felt
resentment. Their eyes were steady, observant and opaque, determined to miss
nothing and give nothing away. At the sagging wooden gate that
still hung where the path entered, Prior Robert halted, and made the sign of
the cross with large, grave gestures. “Wait here!” he said, when Huw would have
led him forward. “Let us see if prayer can guide my feet, for I have prayed.
You shall not show me the saint’s grave. I will show it to you, if she will be
my aid.” Obediently they stood and watched
his tall figure advance with measured steps, as if he felt his way, the skirts
of his habit sweeping through the tangles of grass and flowers. Without
hesitation and without haste he made his way to a little, overgrown mound
aligned with the east end of the chapel, and sank to his knees at its head. “Saint Winifred lies here,” he said. Cadfael thought about it every step
of the way, as he went up through the woods that afternoon to Rhisiart’s hall.
A man could count on Prior Robert to be impressive, but that little miracle had
been a master-stroke. The breathless hush, the rippling outbreak of comment and
wonder and awe among the men of Gwytherin were with him still. No question but
the remotest villein hut and the poorest free holding in the parish would be
buzzing with the news by now. The monks of Shrewsbury were vindicated. The saint
had taken their prior by the hand and led him to her grave. No, the man had
never before been to that place, nor had the grave been marked in any way, by a
belated attempt to cut the brambles from it, for instance. It was as it had
always been, and yet he had known it from all the rest. No use at all pointing out, to a
crowd swayed by emotion, that if Prior Robert had not previously been to the
chapel, Brothers Jerome and Columbanus, his most faithful adherents, had, only
the previous day, and with the boy Edwin to guide them, and what more probable
than that one of them should have asked the child the whereabouts of the lady
they had come all this way to find? And now, with this triumph already
establishing his claim, Robert had given himself three whole
days and nights of delay, in which other, similar prodigies might well confirm
his ascendancy. A very bold step, but then, Robert was a bold and resourceful
man, quite capable of gambling his chances of providing further miracles
against any risk of contrary chance refuting him. He meant to leave Gwytherin
with what he had come for, but to leave it, if not fully reconciled, then
permanently cowed. No scuttling away in haste with his prize of bones, as
though still in terror of being thwarted. But he could not have killed
Rhisiart, thought Cadfael with certainty. That I know. Could he have gone so
far as to procure…? He considered the possibility honestly, and discarded it.
Robert he endured, disliked, and in a fashion admired. At Brother John’s age he
would have detested him, but Cadfael was old, experienced and grown tolerant. He came to the gatehouse of
Rhisiart’s holding, a wattle hut shored into a corner of the palisade fence.
The man knew him again from yesterday, and let him in freely. Cai came across
the enclosed court to meet him, grinning. All grins here were somewhat soured
and chastened now, but a spark of inward mischief survived. “Have you come to rescue your mate?”
asked Cai. “I doubt he wouldn’t thank you, he’s lying snug, and feeding like a
fighting cock, and no threats of the bailiff yet. She’s said never a word, you
may be sure, and Father Huw would be in no hurry. I reckon we’ve a couple of
days yet, unless your prior makes it his business, where it’s none. And if he
does, we have boys out will give us plenty of notice before any horseman
reaches the gate. Brother John’s in good hands.” It was Engelard’s fellow-worker
speaking, the man who knew him as well as any in this place. Clearly Brother
John had established himself with his gaoler, and Cai’s mission was rather to
keep the threatening world from him, than to keep him from sallying forth into
the world. When the key was needed for the right purpose, it would be provided. “Take care for your own head,” said
Cadfael, though without much anxiety. They knew what they were doing. “Your
prince may have a lawyer’s mind, and want to keep in with the Benedictines
along the border.” “Ah, never fret! An escaped felon
can be nobody’s fault. And everybody’s quarry and nobody’s prize! Have you
never hunted zealously in all the wrong places for something you desired not to
find?” “Say no more,” said Cadfael, “or I
shall have to stop my ears. And tell the lad I never even asked after him, for
I know there’s no need.” “Would you be wishing to have a
gossip with him?” offered Cai generously. “He’s lodged over yonder in a nice
little stable that’s clean and empty, and he gets his meals princely, I tell
you!” “Tell me nothing, for I might be
asked,” said Cadfael. “A blind eye and a deaf ear can be useful sometimes. I’ll
be glad to spend a while with you presently, but now I’m bound to her. We have
business together.” Sioned was not in the hall, but in
the small chamber curtained off at its end, Rhisiart’s private room. And
Rhisiart was private there with his daughter, stretched out straight and still
on draped furs, on a trestle table, with a white linen sheet covering him. The
girl sat beside him, waiting, very formally attired, very grave, her hair
austerely braided about her head. She looked older, and taller, now that she
was the lady-lord of this holding. But she rose to meet Brother Cadfael with
the bright, sad, eager smile of a child sure now of counsel and guidance. “I looked for you earlier. No
matter, I’m glad you’re here. I have his clothes for you. I did not fold them;
if I had, the damp would have spread evenly through, and now, though they may
have dried off, I think you’ll still feel a difference.” She brought them,
chausses, tunic and shirt, and he took them from her one by one and felt at the
cloth testingly. “I see,” she said, “that you already know where to feel.” Rhisiart’s hose, though partly
covered by the tunic he had worn, were still damp at the back of the thighs and
legs, but in front dry, though the damp had spread round through the threads to
narrow the dry part to a few inches. His tunic was moist all down the back to
the hem, the full width of his shoulders still shaped in a dark patch like
spread wings, but all the breast of it, round the dark-rimmed slit the arrow
had made, was quite dry. The shirt, though less definitely, showed the same
pattern. The fronts of the sleeves were dry, the backs damp. Where the exit
wound pierced his back, shirt and tunic were soaked in blood now drying and
encrusted. “You remember,” said Cadfael, “just
how he lay when we found him?” “I shall remember it my life long,”
said Sioned. “From the hips up flat on his back, but his right hip turned into
the grass, and his legs twisted, the left over the right, like…” She hesitated,
frowning, feeling for her own half-glimpsed meaning, and found it. “Like a man
who has been lying on his face, and heaves himself over in his sleep on to his
back, and sleeps again at once.” “Or,” said Cadfael, “like a man who
has been taken by the left shoulder, as he lay on his face, and heaved over on
to his back. After he was well asleep!” She gazed at him steadily, with eyes
hollow and dark like wounds. “Tell me all your thoughts. I need to know. I must
know.” “First, then,” said Brother Cadfael,
“I call attention to the place where this thing happened. A close-set,
thicketed place, with plenty of bushes for cover, but not more than fifty paces
clear view in any direction. Is that an archer’s ground? I think not. Even if
he wished the body to be left in woodlands where it might lie undiscovered for
hours, he could have found a hundred places more favourable to him. An expert
bowman does not need to get close to his quarry, he needs room to draw on a
target he can hold in view long enough for a steady aim.” “Yes,” said Sioned. “Even if it could
be believed of him that he would kill, that rules out Engelard.” “Not only Engelard, any good bowman,
and if someone so incompetent as to need so close a shot tried it, I doubt if
he could succeed. I do not like this arrow, it has no place here, and yet here
it is. It has one clear purpose, to cast the guilt on Engelard. But I cannot
get it out of my head that it has some other purpose, too.” “To kill!” said Sioned, burning
darkly. “Even that I question, mad though it
may seem. See the angle at which it enters and leaves. And then see how the
blood is all at the back, and not where the shaft entered. And remember all we
have said and noted about his clothes, how they were wet behind, though he lay
on his back. And how you yourself said it was the attitude of a man who had
heaved himself over from lying on his face. And one more thing I found out
yesterday, as I kneeled beside him. Under him the thick grass was wet. But all
down by his right side, shoulder to hip and body-wide, it was bone-dry. There was
a brisk shower yesterday morning, half an hour of rain. When that rain began,
your father was lying on his face, already dead. How else could that patch of
grass have remained dry, but sheltered by his body?” “And then,” said Sioned low but
clearly, “as you say, he was taken by his left shoulder and heaved over on to
his back. When he was well asleep. Deep asleep!” “So it looks to me!” “But the arrow entered his breast,”
she said. “How, then, could he fall on his face?” “That we have to find out. Also why he
bled behind, and not in front. But lie on his face he did, and that from before
the rain began until after it ceased, or the grass beneath him could not have
been dry. From half an hour before noon, when the first drops fell, until some
minutes past noon, when the sun came out again. Sioned, may I, with all
reverence look closely again now at his body?” “I know no greater reverence anyone
can pay to a murdered man,” she said fiercely, “than to seek out by all
possible means and avenge him on his murder. Yes, handle him if your must. I’ll
help you. No one else! At least,” she said with a pale and bitter smile, “you
and I are not afraid to touch him, in case he bleeds in accusation against us.” Cadfael was sharply arrested in the
act of drawing down the sheet that covered Rhisiart’s body, as though what she
had said had put a new and promising idea into his head. “True! There are not
many who do not believe in that trial. Would you say everyone here holds by
it?” “Don’t your people believe it? Don’t
you?” She was astonished. Her eyes rounded like a child’s. “My cloister-brothers… Yes, I dare say all or most believe in it.
I? Child, I’ve seen too many slaughtered men handled over and over after a
battle by those who finish them off, and never known one of them gush fresh
blood, once the life was out of him. But what I believe or don’t believe is not
to the point. What the murderer believes well may be. No, you have endured
enough. Leave him now to me.” Nevertheless, she did not turn her
eyes away, as Cadfael drew off the covering sheet. She must have anticipated
the need to examine the body further, for as yet she had left him naked,
unshrouded. Washed clean of blood, Rhisiart lay composed and at rest, a thick,
powerful trunk brown to the waist, whiter below. The wound under his ribs, an
erect slit, now showed ugly and torn, with frayed, bluish lips, though they had
done their best to smooth the lacerated flesh together. “I must turn him,” said Cadfael. “I
need to see the other wound.” She did not hesitate, but with the
tenderness of a mother rather than a daughter she slipped an arm under her
father’s shoulders, and with her free hand flattened under him from the other
side, raised the stiffened corpse until he lay on his right side, his face
cradled in the hollow of her arm. Cadfael steadied the stretched-out legs, and
leaned to peer closely at the wound high on the left side of the back. “You would have trouble pulling out
the shaft. You had to withdraw it frontally.” “Yes.” She shook for a moment, for
that had been the worst of the ordeal. “The tip barely broke the skin behind,
we had no chance to cut it off. Shame to mangle him so, but what could we do?
And yet all that blood!” The steel point had indeed done
little more than puncture the skin, leaving a small, blackened spot, dried
blood with a bluish bruise round it. But there was a further mark there, thin
and clear and faint. From the black spot the brown line of another upright slit
extended, a little longer above the arrow-mark than below, its length in all
about as great as the width of Cadfael’s thumb-joint, and a faint stain of
bruising extending it slightly at either end, beyond where the skin was broken.
All that blood—though in fact it was not so very much, though it took
Rhisiart’s life away with it—had drained out of this thin slit, and not from
the wound in his breast, though that now glared, and this lay closed and
secret. “I have done,” said Cadfael gently,
and helped her to lay her father at peace again. When they had smoothed even
the thick mane of his hair, they covered him again reverently. Then Cadfael
told her exactly what he had seen. She watched him with great eyes, and thought
for some moments in silence. Then she said: “I did see this mark you speak of.
I could not account for it. If you can, tell me.” “It was there his life-blood came
out,” said Cadfael. “And not by the puncture the arrow certainly made, but by a
prior wound. A wound made, as I judge, by a long dagger, and a very thin and
sharp one, no common working knife. Once it was withdrawn, the wound was nearly
closed. Yet the blade passed clean through him. For it was possible,
afterwards, to trace and turn that same thrust backwards upon itself, and very
accurately, too. What we took for the exit wound is no exit wound at all, but
an entry wound. The arrow was driven in from the front after he was dead, to
hide the fact that he was stabbed in the back. That was why the ambush took
place in thick undergrowth, in a tangled place. That was why he fell on his
face, and why, afterwards, he was turned on his back. And why the upward course
of the arrow is so improbable. It never was shot from any bow. To thrust in an
arrow is hard work, it was made to get its power from flight. I think the way
was opened first with a dagger.” “The same that struck him down from
behind,” she said, white and translucent as flame. “It would seem so. Then the arrow
was inserted after. Even so he could not make it penetrate further. I
mistrusted that shot from the first. Engelard could have put a shaft through a
couple of oak boards and clean away at that distance. So could any archer worth
his pay. But to thrust it in with your hands—no, it was a strong, lusty arm
that made even this crude job of it. And at least he got the line right. A good
eye, a sensitive hand.” “A devil’s heart,” said Sioned, “and
Engelard’s arrow! Someone who knew where to find them, and knew Engelard would
not be there to prevent.” But for all her intolerable burdens, she was still
thinking clearly. “I have a question yet. Why did this murderer leave it so
long between killing and disguising his kill? My father was dead before ever
the rain came. You have shown it clearly. But he was not turned on his back to
receive Engelard’s arrow until after the rain stopped. More than half an hour. Why?
Was his murderer startled away by someone passing close? Did he wait in the
bushes to be sure Rhisiart was dead before he dared touch him? Or did he only
think of this devilish trick later, and have to go and fetch the shaft for his
purpose? Why so long?” “That,” said Cadfael honestly, “I do
not know.” “What do we know? That whoever it
was wished to pin this thing upon Engelard. Was that the whole cause? Was my
father just a disposable thing, to get rid of Engelard? Bait to trap another
man? Or did someone want my father disposed of, and only afterwards realise how
easy, how convenient, to dispose of Engelard, too?” “I know no more than you,” said
Cadfael, himself shaken. And he thought, and wished he had not, of that young
man fretting his feet tormentedly among the leaves, and flinching from Sioned’s
trust as from a death-wound. “Perhaps whoever it was did the deed, and slipped
away, and then paused to think, and saw how easy it might be to point the act
away from himself, and went back to do it. All we are sure of is this, and,
child, thank God for it. Engelard has been set up as a sacrificial victim, and
is clear of all taint. Keep that at heart, and wait.” “And whether we discover the real
murderer or not, if ever it should be needful you will speak out for Engelard?” “That I will, with all my heart. But
for now, say nothing of this to anyone, for we are still here, the troublers of
Gwytherin’s peace, and never think that I have set us apart as immaculate.
Until we know the guilty, we do not know the innocent.” “I take back nothing,” said Sioned
firmly, “of what I said concerning your prior.” “Nevertheless, he could not have
done it. He was not out of my sight.” “No, that I accept. But he buys men,
and he is utterly set upon getting his saint, and now, as I understand, he had
his will. It is a cause. And never forget, Welshmen, as well as Englishmen may
be for sale. I pray not many. But a few.” “I don’t forget,” said Cadfael. “Who is he? Who? He knows my
father’s movements. He knows where to lay hands on Engelard’s arrows. He wants
God knows what from my father’s death, but certainly he wants to pin murder on
Engelard. Brother Cadfael, who can this man be?” “That, God willing,” he said, “you
and I between us will find out. But as at this moment, I cannot judge nor
guess, I am utterly astray. What was done I see, but why, or by whom, I know no
more than you. But you have reminded me how the dead are known to rebel against
the touch of those who struck them down, and as Rhisiart has told us much, so
he may tell us all.” He told her, then, of the three
nights of prayer and vigil Prior Robert had decreed, and how all the monks and
Father Huw, by turns, would share the duty. But he did not tell her how
Columbanus, in his single-minded innocence and his concern for his own
conscience, had added one more to those who had had the opportunity to lie in
wait for her father in the forest. Nor did he admit to her, and hardly to
himself, that what they had discovered here lent a sinister meaning to
Columbanus’s revelation. Jerome out hunting his man with bow and arrow was a
most unlikely conception, but Jerome creeping up behind a man’s back in thick
cover, with a sharp dagger in hand… Cadfael put the thought behind him,
but it did not go far. There was a certain credibility about it that he did not
like at all. “Tonight and for two nights
following, two of us will be keeping watch in the chapel from after Compline in
the evening until Prime in the morning. All six of us can be drawn into the
same trial, and not one can feel himself singled out. After that, we’ll see.
Now this,” said Brother Cadfael, “is what you must do…” Chapter Seven AFTER COMPLINE, IN THE SOFT EVENING
LIGHT, WITH THE SLANTING SUNSET filtering through young viridian leaves, they
went up, all six together, to the wooden chapel and the solitary graveyard, to
bring their first pair of pilgrims to the vigil. And there, advancing to meet
them in the clearing before the gate, came another procession, eight of
Rhisiart’s household officers and servants, winding down out of the woods with
their lord’s bier upon their shoulders, and their lord’s daughter, now herself
their lord, walking erect and dignified before them, dressed in a dark gown and
draped with a grey veil, under which her long hair lay loose in mourning. Her
face was calm and fixed, her eyes looked far. She could have daunted any man,
even an abbot. Prior Robert baulked at sight of her. Cadfael was proud of her. So far from checking at sight of
Robert, she gave a slight spring of hope and purpose to her step, and came on
without pause. Face to face with him at three paces distance, she halted and
stood so still and quiet that he might have mistaken this for submission, if he
had been fool enough. But he was not a fool, and he gazed and measured silently,
seeing a woman, a mere girl, who had come to match him, though not yet
recognising her as his match. “Brother Cadfael,” she said, without
taking her eyes from Robert’s face, “stand by me now and make my words plain to
the reverend prior, for I have a prayer to him for my father’s sake.” Rhisiart was there at her back, not
coffined, only swathed and shrouded in white linen, every line of the body and
face standing clear under the tight wrappings, in a cradle of leafy branches,
carried on a wooden bier. All those dark, secret Welsh eyes of the men who bore
him glowed like little lamps about a catafalque, betraying nothing, seeing
everything. And the girl was so young, and so solitary. Prior Robert, even in
his assured situation, was uneasy. He may have been moved. “Make your prayer, daughter,” he
said. “I have heard that you intend to
watch three nights in reverence to Saint Winifred, before you take her hence
with you. I ask that for the ease of my father’s soul, if he has offended
against her, which was never his intent, he may be allowed to lie those three
nights before her altar, in the care of those who keep watch. I ask that they
will spare one prayer for forgiveness and rest to his soul, one only, in a long
night of prayer. Is that too much to ask?” “It is a fair asking,” said Robert,
“from a loyal daughter.” And after all, he came of a noble family, and knew how
to value the ties of blood and birth, and he was not all falsity. “I hope for a sign of grace,” said
Sioned, “all the more if you approve me.” There was no way that such a request
could do anything but add lustre and glory to his reputation. His opponent’s
heiress and only child came asking his countenance and patronage. He was more
than gratified, he was charmed. He gave his consent graciously, aware of more
pairs of Gwytherin eyes watching him than belonged to Rhisiart’s bearers.
Scattered though the households were, apart from the villein community that
fanned as one family, the woods were full of eyes now wherever the strangers
went. A pity they had not kept as close a watch on Rhisiart when he was man
alive! They installed his green bier on the
trestles before the altar, beside the reliquary that awaited Saint Winifred’s
bones. The altar was small and plain, the bier almost dwarfed it, and the light
that came in through the narrow east window barely illuminated the scene even
by morning sunlight. Prior Robert had brought altar-cloths in the chest, and
with these the trestles were draped. There the party from Rhisiart’s hall left
their lord lying in state, and quietly withdrew on the way home. “In the morning,” said Sioned,
before she went with them, “I shall come to say my thanks to those who have
asked grace for my father during the night. And so I shall do each morning,
before we bury him.” She made the reverence due to Prior
Robert, and went away without another word, without so much as a glance at
Brother Cadfael, drawing the veil close round her face. So far, so good! Robert’s vanity and
self-interest, if not his compunction, had assured her of her chance, it
remained to be seen what would come of it. The order of their watches had been
decreed by Robert himself, in consultation with no one but Father Huw, who
wished to be the first to spend the night opening his heart to the saint’s influence,
if she pleased to make her presence known. His partner was Brother Jerome, of
whose obsequious attendance the prior occasionally grew weary, and Cadfael was
thankful for the accidental choice that suited him best. That first morning, at
least, no one would know what to expect. After that the rest would have due
warning, but surely no way of evading the issue. In the morning, when they went to
the chapel, it was to find a fair number of the inhabitants of Gwytherin
already gathered there, though unobtrusively, lurking in the edges of the woods
and under the fragrant shadow of the hawthorn hedges. Only when the prior and
his companions entered the chapel did the villagers emerge silently from cover
and gather close, and the first of them to draw near was Sioned, with Annest at
her elbow. Way was opened for the two girls, and the people of Gwytherin closed
in after them, filling the doorway of the chapel and blocking off the early
light, so that only the candles on the altar cast a pale glow over the bier where
the dead man lay. Father Huw got up from his knees
somewhat creakily, leaning on the solid wood of the desk till he could get his
old legs straightened and working again. From the other desk beside him Jerome
rose briskly and supply. Cadfael thought suspiciously of devout watchkeepers
who fell asleep as comfortably as possible on their folded arms, but at the
moment that was of no importance. He would hardly have expected heaven to open
and rain down roses of forgiveness at Jerome’s request, in any case. “A quiet watch,” said Huw, “and all
most calm. I was not visited by any great experience, but such hardly fall to
humble parish priests. We have prayed, child, and I trust we have been heard.” “I am grateful,” said Sioned. “And
before you go, will you do one more kindness for me and mine? As you have all
been sufferers in this trouble and dissension, will you show your own will to
mercy? You have prayed for him, now I ask you to lay your hand, each of you,
upon my father’s heart, in token of reassurance and forgiveness.” The people of Gwytherin, still as
trees in the doorway, but live as trees, too, and all eyes as a tree is all
leaves, made never a sound, and missed never a move. “Gladly!” said Father Huw, and
stepped to the bier and laid his rough hand gently on the stilled heart, and by
the wagging of his beard his lips were again moving in silent intercession. All
eyes turned upon Brother Jerome, for Brother Jerome was hesitating. He did not look greatly disturbed,
but he did look evasive. The face he turned upon Sioned was benevolent and
sweet, and having bestowed on her the obligatory glance of compassion, he
modestly lowered his eyes before her as was prescribed, and turned to look
trustfully at Prior Robert. “Father Huw holds the cure of this
parish, and is subject to one discipline, but I to another. The lord Rhisiart
surely carried out his religious duties faithfully, and I feel with him. But he
died by violence, unconfessed and unshriven, and such a death leaves the health
of his soul in doubt. I am not fit to pronounce in this case. I have prayed,
but blessing is not for me to dispense without authority. If Prior Robert feels
it is justified, and gives me leave, I will gladly do as I am asked.” Along this devious path Cadfael
followed him with some amazement and considerable doubt. If the prior had
himself authorised the death, and sent his creature out to accomplish it,
Jerome could not have turned the threat back on his superior more neatly. On
the other hand, knowing Jerome, this could as well be his way of flattering and
courting, at this opportunity as at every other. And if Robert graciously gave
his leave, did he suppose that would protect him, as having plainly handed on
the guilt and the threat where they truly belonged, and leave him free to touch
his victim with impunity? It would have mattered less if Cadfael had firmly
believed that the murdered bleed when the murderer touches, but what he
believed was very different, simply that the belief was general among most
people, and could drive the guilty, when cornered, to terror and confession.
That very terror and stress might even produce some small effusion of blood,
though he doubted it. He was beginning to think that Jerome doubted it, too. The watching eyes had changed their
quarry, and hung heavily upon the prior. He frowned, and considered gravely for
some moments, before he gave judgment. “You may do what she wishes, with a good
conscience. She is asking only for forgiveness, which is every man’s to give,
not for absolution.” And Brother Jerome, gratefully
acknowledging the instruction, stepped readily to the bier, and laid his hand
upon the swathed heart without a tremor. No spurt of red showed through the
shroud to accuse him. Complacently he followed Prior Robert out of the chapel, the
others falling in behind, and the silent, staring people fell back from the
doorway and let them pass. And where, thought Cadfael
following, does that leave us? Is he quite hardy about the ordeal, not
believing in it at all, or does he feel he has passed the guilt to the guilty,
whatever his own part in it, and is therefore out of danger? Or had he no part
in it at all, and was all this to no purpose? He is quite narrow enough to
refuse the girl a kindness, unless he could turn it to his own credit and advantage. Well, we shall see tomorrow,
reasoned Cadfael, what Robert will do when he’s asked for his own forgiveness,
instead of being generous with another man’s. However, things did not turn out
quite as he had expected. Prior Robert had certainly elected to take that
night’s watch himself, along with Brother Richard. But as the two were on their
way to the chapel, and passing by Cadwallon’s holding, the prior was hailed by
the gateman, and Cadwallon himself came hastening out to intercept him, with a
burly, handsomely-dressed Welshman in a short riding tunic at his heels. The first Cadfael knew of it was
when the prior came striding back into Huw’s garden with the stranger beside
him, just at the hour when he should have been sinking to his knees in the sombre
chapel with its tiny lights, to keep nightlong company with his dead man, in a
confrontation which might yet produce fruitful evidence. But here he was, just
in time to prevent Cadfael from slipping away to Bened’s smithy to exchange the
news of the day, and share a cup of wine. And plainly not seriously displeased
at having his night’s vigil disrupted, either. “Brother Cadfael, we have a visitor,
and I shall require your services. This is Griffith ap Rhys, Prince Owain’s
bailiff in Rhos. Cadwallon sent to him concerning the death of the lord
Rhisiart, and I must make my own statement to him, and discuss what is to be
done. He will be enquiring of all those who may have witness to deliver, but
now he requires that I shall render my account first. I have had to send
Brother Richard on to the chapel without me.” Jerome and Columbanus had been about
to set out for their own beds in Cadwallon’s house, but they lingered dutifully
at hearing this. “I will go in your place, Father Prior,” offered Jerome
devotedly, certain he would be refused. “No, you have had one sleepless
night.” (Had he? In that dim interior there was no being sure, even if Father
Huw had been a suspicious man. And Jerome was not the kind to wear himself out
needlessly.) “You must get your rest.” “I would gladly take your place,
Father Prior,” offered Columbanus just as ardently. “You have your turn tomorrow.
Beware, brother, of taking too much to yourself, of arrogance in the guise of
humility. No, Brother Richard will keep the vigil alone tonight. You may wait,
both, until you have given your witness as to what you did and saw the day
before yesterday, and then leave us, and get your proper sleep.” That was a long tedious session, and
greatly fretted Brother Cadfael, who was obliged to fall back on his own
conception of truth, not, indeed, by translating falsely, but by adding his own
view of those things that had happened in the forest by Rhisiart’s body. He did
not suppress anything Robert said, but he severed plain fact from supposition, the
thing observed from the conclusion leaped to, on his own authority. Who was
there with Welsh enough to challenge him, except Griffith ap Rhys himself? And
that experienced and sceptical officer soon proved himself not only a quick and
agile listener, but a very shrewd dissector of feelings and motives, too. He
was, after all, Welsh to the bone, and Welsh bones were at the heart of this
tangle. By the time he had dealt with Columbanus and Jerome, those two faithful
watchers of whom one had turned out to be a treasonous sleeper-on-duty (though
neither they nor Prior Robert saw fit to mention that lapse!), Cadfael was
beginning to feel he could rely on the good sense of the prince’s bailiff, and
need not have gone to so much trouble to suppress most of what he himself knew
and was about. Better so, though, he decided finally, for what he most needed
now was time, and a day or two saved buy sending Griffith all round the parish
after evidence might see the satisfactory conclusion of his own enquiries.
Official justice does not dig deep, but regards what comes readily to the
surface, and draws conclusions accordingly. A nagging doubt now and then is the
price it pays for speedy order and a quiet land. But Cadfael was not prepared
to let the nagging doubt occur in the person of either Engelard or Brother
John. No, better go his own way to the end, and have a finished case to present
to bailiff and prince. So there was nothing at all for
Sioned to do, when she came the next morning, but to ask Brother Richard, that large,
lazy, kindly man who willed peace and harmony all round him, for his personal
pity towards her father, and his benediction in the laying on of hands. Which
he gave willingly and guilelessly, and departed still in ignorance of what he
had done, and what he had been absolved from doing. “I missed you,” said Bened, briefly
visited between Mass and dinner. “Padrig came down for a while, we were talking
over the old days, when Rhisiart was younger. Padrig’s been coming here a good
many years now. He knows us all. He asked after you.” “Tell him we’ll share a cup one of
these days, here or there. And say I’m about Rhisiart’s business, if that’s any
comfort.” “We’re getting used to you,” said
Bened, stooping to his fire, where a sinewy boy was bending into the bellows.
“You should stay, there’d be a place for you.” “I’ve got my place,” said Cadfael.
“Never fret about me. I chose the cowl with both eyes open. I knew what I did.” “There are some I can’t reconcile
with you,” said Bened, with the iron in hand for the shoe that waited. “Ah, priors and brothers come and
go, as mixed as the rest of men, but the cloister remains. Now, there are some
who did lose their way, I grant you,” said Cadfael, “mostly young things who
mistook a girl’s ‘no’ for the end of the world. Some of them might make very
useful craftsmen, if ever they broke free. Always supposing they were free men,
and could get entry to, say, the smith’s mystery…” “He has a good arm and wrist on him,
that one,” said Bened reflectively, “and knows how to jump and do as he’s bid
when the man bidding knows his business. That’s half the craft. If he hasn’t
let Rhisiart’s killer loose on the world, then there isn’t an outlander would
be more welcome here. But that I don’t yet know, though the poor girl up yonder
may think she does. How if she’s wrong? Do you know?” “Not yet,” owned Cadfael. “But give
us time, and we shall know.” On this third day of Brother John’s
nominal captivity he found himself more closely confined. The word had gone
round that the bailiff was in the parish and asking questions everywhere
concerning the circumstances of Rhisiart’s death, and it was known that he had
had a lengthy session with the prior at Father Huw’s parsonage, and must
certainly have been urged and admonished as to his duty to take action also in
the matter of Brother John’s crime. Not that John had any complaints as to his
lodging, his food or his company; he had seldom been so completely content. But
for two days, with brief intervals when caution had seemed advisable, he had
been out from dawn to dusk about the holding, lending a hand with the cattle,
replenishing the wood-pile, fetching and carrying, planting out in the
vegetable garden, and had had neither time nor inclination to worry about his
situation. Now that he was hustled out of sight, and sat idle in the stable,
the realities fretted even John, and the want of Welsh, or of Brother Cadfael
to supply the want, was a frustration no longer so easy to bear. He did not
know what Cadfael and Sioned were up to, he did not know what was happening to
Saint Winifred, or to Prior Robert and his fellows, and above all he did not
know where Engelard was, or how he was to be extricated from the tangle of
suspicion roused against him. Since his instinctive gesture of solidarity, John
took a proprietorial interest in Engelard, and wanted him safe, vindicated, and
happy with his Sioned. But Sioned, true to her word, did
not come near him, and there was no one else in the holding who could talk to
him freely. Simple things could be conveyed, but there was no way of
communicating to him everything he wanted and needed to know. There was he,
willing but useless, wondering and fretting how his friends were faring, and
quite unable to do anything to aid them. Annest brought his dinner, and sat
by him while he ate, and the same want of words troubled her. It was all very
well teaching him simple words and phrases in Welsh by touching the thing she
meant, but how to set about pouring out to him, as she would have liked, all
that was happening at the chapel, and what the village was saying and thinking?
The helplessness of talking at all made their meetings almost silent, but
sometimes they did speak aloud, he in English, she in Welsh, saying things
because they could not be contained, things that would be understood by the
other only in some future day, though the tone might convey at least the sense
of friendship, like a kind of restrained caress. Thus they conducted two little
monologues which yet were an exchange and a comfort. Sometimes, though they did not know
it, they were even answering each other’s questions. “I wonder who she was,” said Annest,
soft and hesitant, “that one who drove you to take the cowl? Sioned and I, we
can’t help wondering how a lad like you ever came to do it.” Now if he had
known Welsh, she could never have said that to him. “How did I ever come to think that
Margery such a beauty!” marvelled John. “And take it so hard when she turned me
down? But I’d never really seen beauty then—I’d never seen you!” “She did us all a bad turn,” said
Annest, sighing, “whoever she was, driving you into that habit for life!” “Dear God,” said John, “to think I
might have married her! At least she did me that much of a favour, with her
‘no.’ There’s only the matter of a cowl between you and me, not a wife.” And
that was the first moment when he had entertained the dazzling idea that escape
from his vows might be possible at all. The thought caused him to turn his head
and look with even closer and more ardent attention at the fair face so close
to his. She had smooth, rounded, apple-blossom cheeks, and delicate,
sun-glossed bones, and eyes like brook-water in the sun over bright pebbles,
glittering, polished, crystal-clear. “Do you still fret after her?”
wondered Annest in a whisper. “A conceited ninny who hadn’t the wit to know a
good man when she saw one?” For he was indeed a very well-grown, handy,
handsome, good-humoured young fellow, with his long, sturdy legs and his big,
deft hands, and his bush of russet curls, and the girl who thought herself too
good for him must have been the world’s fool. “I hate her!” said Annest,
leaning unwarily towards him. The lips that tantalised him with
soft utterances he could not understand were only a little way from his own. He
resorted in desperation to a kind of sign-language that needed no interpreter.
He hadn’t kissed a girl since Margery, the draper’s daughter, threw him over
when her father became bailiff of Shrewsbury, but it seemed he hadn’t forgotten
how. And Annest melted into his arms, where she fitted a great deal better than
his too-hasty vows had ever fitted him. “Oh, Annest!” gasped Brother John,
who had never in his life felt less like a brother, “I think I love you!” Brother Cadfael and Brother
Columbanus walked up through the woodland together, to keep the third night of
prayer. The evening was mild and still but overcast, and under the trees the
light grew dusky green. Until the last moment it had remained a possibility
that Prior Robert, having missed his chosen night of duty, might elect to be
present on this last occasion, but he had said no word, and to tell the truth,
Cadfael was beginning to wonder if that long session with the bailiff had
really been necessary at all, or whether the prior had welcomed it as an
alternative to keeping the night-watch and facing Sioned with her request in
the morning. Not necessarily a proof of any guilt on his part, beyond the guilt
of still wishing to refuse grace to Rhisiart, without actually having to do so
face to face with his daughter. For whatever virtues might be found in Prior
Robert, humility was not one, nor magnanimity. He was invariably sure of his
own rightness, and where it was challenged he was not a forgiving man. “In this quest and this vigil,
brother,” said Columbanus, his long young steps keeping easy pace with
Cadfael’s seaman’s roll, “we are greatly privileged. The history of our abbey
will record our names, and brothers in the generations to come will envy us.” “I have already heard,” said Cadfael
drily, “that Prior Robert is proposing to write a life of Saint Winifred, and
complete it with the story of this translation to Shrewsbury. You think he’ll
record the names of all his companions?” Yours, however, he thought, he well
might mention, as the afflicted brother who first fell sick and was sent to
Holywell to be cured. And Jerome’s, who had the dream that took you there. But
mine, I feel sure, will remain a silence, and so much the better! “I have a fault to atone for,”
recalled Columbanus devoutly, “having betrayed my trust once in this same
chapel, I, who most of all should have been faithful.” They were at the
decrepit gate, the tangle of the graveyard before them, threaded by a narrow
path just discernible through the long grass. “I feel a holy air reaching out
to me,” said the young man, quivering, his face uplifted and pale. “I am drawn
into a light. I believe we are approaching a wonder, a miracle of grace. Such
mercy to me, who fell asleep in betrayal of her service!” And he led the way to
the open door, his stride lengthening in eagerness, his hands extended as if to
clasp a mistress rather than make obeisance before a saint. Cadfael followed
morosely but resignedly, used to these uncomfortable ardours, but not looking
forward to being confined in so small a chapel with them overnight. He had
thinking as well as praying to do, and Columbanus was not conducive to either
activity. Inside the chapel the air was heavy
with the scent of old wood, and the spices and incense of the draperies on
which the reliquary lay, and the faint, aromatic aura of years of dust and
partial disuse. A small oil-lamp burned with a dark yellow flame on the altar,
and Cadfael went forward and lit the two altar candles from it, and set them
one on either side. Through the narrow east window the fragrance of the falling
may-blossom breathed freshness on a very light breeze, causing the flames to
flicker for a few minutes. Their faint, dancing radiance glanced from every
near surface, but did not reach the comers of the roof, or fix the walls in place.
They were in a narrow cavern of brown, wood-scented darkness, with a dim focus
of light before them, that shone on an empty coffin and an uncoffined body, and
just showed them the rough outlines of the two prayer-desks drawn up side by
side at a little distance from the catafalque. Rhisiart lay nearer to them, the
black and silver bulk of the reliquary like a low wall shading him from the
altar lights. Brother Columbanus bowed humbly low
to the altar, and took his place at the desk on the right. Brother Cadfael
settled solidly at the one on the left, and with practised movements sought and
found the best place for his knees. Stillness came down on them gently. He
composed himself for a long watch, and said his prayer for Rhisiart, not the
first he had said for him. Great darkness and constant, feeble light, the slow
flowing of time from far beyond his conception to far beyond his power to
follow, the solitude about him and the troubled and peopled world within, all
these settled into their perpetual pattern, a steady rhythm as perfect as
sleep. He thought no more of Columbanus, he forgot that Columbanus existed. He
prayed as he breathed, forming no words and making no specific requests, only
holding in his heart, like broken birds in cupped hands, all those people who
were in stress or in grief because of this little saint, for if he suffered
like this for their sake, how much more must she feel for them? The candles would last the night,
and by instinct he traced time by the rate at which they dwindled, and knew
when it was near to midnight. He was thinking of Sioned, to whom
he had nothing but himself to offer in the morning, this pietistic innocent
being essentially nothing, and Cadfael himself by no means enough, when he
heard the faintest and strangest of sounds issuing from the prie-dieu on his
right, where Columbanus leaned in total absorption. Not now with face hidden on
his linked hands, but uplifted and strained upwards into what light could reach
him, and faint though it was, it conjured his sharp profile into primrose
pallor. His eyes were wide open and staring beyond the chapel wall, and his
lips open and curved in ecstasy, and singing, a mere thread of Latin chant in
praise of virginity. It was barely audible, yet clear as in a dream. And before
Cadfael was fully aware of what he heard, he saw the young man thrust himself
upwards, holding by the desk, and stand upright before the altar. The chant
ceased. Suddenly he reared himself erect to his tallest, drawing back his head
as though he would see through the roof into a spring night full of stars, and
spreading out his arms on either side like a man stretched on a cross. He gave
a great, wordless cry, seemingly both of pain and triumph, and fell forward
full-length on the earthen floor, crashing to the ground stiffly, arms still
outspread, body stretched to the very toes, and lay still, his forehead against
the trailing fringe of the altar-cloth that spilled from beneath Rhisiart’s
body. Cadfael got up in a hurry and went
to him, torn between anxiety and alarm on one hand, and disgusted resignation
on the other. Exactly what was to be expected of the idiot, he thought with
exasperation, even as he was on his knees feeling at the prone brow, and
adjusting a fold of the altar drapery under it to ease the position of nose and
mouth, turning the young man’s head to one side so that he could breathe
freely. I should have recognised the signs! Never an opportunity but he can
produce a devotional fit or a mystic ecstasy to order. One of these days he’ll
be drawn into that light of his, and never come back. Yet I’ve noticed he can
fall flat on his face without hurting himself, and go into pious convulsions
over his visions or his sins without ever hurling himself against anything
sharp or hard, or even biting his tongue. The same sort of providence that
takes care of drunken men looks out for Columbanus in his throes. And he
reflected at the back of his mind, and tartly, that there ought somewhere to be
a moral in that, lumping all excesses together. No convulsions this time, at any
rate. He had simply seen whatever he had seen, or thought he had seen, and
fallen down before it in this destroying rapture. Cadfael shook him by the
shoulder gently, and then more sharply, but he was rigid and unresponsive. His
forehead was cool and smooth, his features, very dimly seen, yet looked serene,
composed, if anything, in a gentle and joyful peace. But for the rigidity of
body and limbs, and that unnatural attitude as though he lay stretched on a
cross, he might have been asleep. All Cadfael had been able to do by way of
easing him was to turn his head so that he lay on his right cheek, pillowed on
the draperies. When he tried to bend the right arm and turn the young man more
comfortably on his side, the joints resisted him, so he let well enough alone. And now, he thought, what am I
supposed to do? Abandon my watch and go down and fetch the prior with help for
him? What could they do for him that I cannot do here? If I can’t rouse him,
then neither could they. He’ll come out of it when the right time comes, and
not before. He’s done himself no injury, his breathing is steady and deep. His
heart beats strongly and regularly, he has no fever. Why interfere with a man’s
peculiar pleasures, if they’re doing him no harm? It isn’t cold here, and he
can have one of these altar-cloths for blanket, a fancy that ought to please
him. No, we came to watch out the night together, and so we will, I here on my
knees as is due, and he wherever he may be at this moment in his dreams. He covered Columbanus, adjusted the
cloths to cushion his head, and went back to his own prie-dieu. But whatever
this visitation had done for Columbanus, it had shattered all possibility of
thought or concentration for Cadfael. The more he tried to focus his mind whether
upon his duty of prayer and meditation, or the urgent need to consider where
Sioned stood now, and what more could be done, the more was he drawn to look
again at the prone body, and listen again to make sure it still breathed as
evenly as ever. What should have been a profitable night hung heavy upon him,
wasted as worship, useless as thought, as long and dreary and tedious a night
as he had ever passed. The first dove-grey softening of the
darkness came as a blessing, bringing release at least within sight. The narrow
space of sky seen through the altar window changed from grey to pale, clear
green, from green to saffron, from saffron to gold, a cloudless morning, the
first sunray piercing through the slit and falling on the altar, the reliquary,
the shrouded body, and then striking like a golden sword across the chapel,
leaving Columbanus in darkness. Still he lay rigid, yet breathing deeply and
softly, and no touch or word could reach him. He was in the same condition when
Prior Robert came with his fellows, and Sioned with Annest in attendance, and
all the people from the village and the nearby holdings, silent and watchful as
before, to see the end of this three-night vigil. Sioned was the first to enter, and
the dimness within, after the brightness without, made her blind for a moment,
so that she halted in the doorway until her eyes should grow accustomed to the
change. Prior Robert was close behind her when she saw the soles of Brother
Columbanus’s sandals upturned before her, just touched by the sunray from the
window, while the rest of him lay still in shadow. Her eyes widened in wonder
and horror, and before Cadfael could rise and turn to reassure her she had
uttered a sharp cry: “What is it? Is he dead?” The prior put her aside quickly, and
strode past her, and was brought up short with his foot on the hem of
Columbanus’ habit. “What happened here? Columbanus!
Brother!” He stooped and laid his hand upon a rigid shoulder. Columbanus slept
and dreamed on, unmoved and unmoving. “Brother Cadfael, what does this mean?
What has befallen him?” “He is not dead,” said Cadfael,
putting first things first, “nor do I think he is in any danger. He breathes
like a man peacefully sleeping. His colour is good, he is cool to the touch,
and has no injury. Simply, at midnight he suddenly stood up before the altar,
and spread out his arms and fell forward thus in trance. He has lain all night
like this, but without distress or agitation.” “You should have called us to his
aid,” said the prior, shaken and dismayed. “I had also a duty,” said Cadfael
shortly, “to remain here and keep the vigil I was sent to keep. And what could
have been done for him more than I have done, in giving him a pillow for his
head and a cover against the chill of the night? Nor, I think, would he have
been grateful if we had carried him away before the appointed time. Now he has
kept his own watch faithfully, and if we cannot rouse him we may bear him away
to his bed, without doing violence to his sense of duty.” “There is something in that,” said
Brother Richard earnestly, “for you know that Brother Columbanus has several
times been visited and favoured by visions, and it might have been a great
wrong to take him away from the very place where such blessings befell him. An
offence, perhaps, against the saint herself, if she was pleased to reveal
herself to him. And if that is so, then he will awake when the time is right
that he should, and it might do him great harm to try and hasten the hour.” “It is true,” said the prior, a
little reassured, “that he seems at peace, and has a good colour, and no sign
of trouble or pain. This is most strange. Is it possible that this young
brother will be the occasion of another such prodigy as when his affliction
first drew us to Saint Winifred?” “He was the instrument of grace
once,” said Richard, “and may be so again. We had better carry him down to his
bed at Cadwallon’s house, and keep him quiet and warm, and wait. Or had we not
better take him to Father Huw’s parsonage, so that he may be close to the church?
It may be that his first need will be to give thanks.” With a heavy altar-cloth and their
girdles they made a sling in which to carry Columbanus, lifting him from the
floor, stiff as a branch, even his extended arms still rigid. They laid him on
his back in their improvised litter, and he suffered whatever they did to him,
and made no sound or sign. A few of the watching natives, moved and awed by the
spectacle, came forward to lend a hand in carrying him down through the forest
to Huw’s house. Cadfael let them go. He turned to look at Sioned, as she was
looking at him, with dubious and speculative eyes. “Well, I, at least,” he said, “am in
my right senses, and can and will do what you have asked of me.” And he stepped
to Rhisiart’s side, and laid his hand upon the dead man’s heart, and signed his
forehead with a cross. She walked beside him as they
followed the slow procession down towards the village. “What more can we do? If you know of
anything, only tell me. We have not been favoured so far. And today is to be
his burial.” “I know it,” said Cadfael, and
brooded. “As for this affair in the night, I’m torn two ways. I should think it
possible it was all planned, to reinforce our cause with another miracle, but
for two things. To me Prior Robert’s amazement and concern, however I look at
them, seem to be true and not false. And Columbanus has shown these strange
properties before, and the way they overtake him is violent and perilous, and
it’s hard to believe he is feigning. A tumbler at a fair, making his living by
playing the devil with his own body, could not outdo Columbanus when the fit
comes on him. I am not able to judge. I think there are some who live on a
knife-edge in the soul, and at times are driven to hurl themselves into the
air, at the mercy of heaven or hell which way to fall.” “All I know,” said Sioned, burning
darkly red like a slow torch, “is that my father whom I loved is murdered, and
I want justice on the murderer, and I do not want a blood price. There is no
price I will accept for Rhisiart’s blood.” “I know, I know!” said Cadfael. “I
am as Welsh as you. But keep a door open to pity, as who knows when you or I
may need it! And have you spoken with Engelard? And is all well with him?” She quivered and flushed and
softened beside him, like a frost-blighted flower miraculously revived by a
southern wind. But she did not answer. There was no need. “Ah, you’ll live!” said Brother
Cadfael, satisfied. “As he’d want you to. Even if he did set his face against,
like a proper Welsh lord. You’d have got your way in the end, you were right
about that. And listen, I have thought of two things you should yet do. We must
try whatever we can. Don’t go home now. Let Annest take you to Bened’s smithy
to rest, and the both of you come to Mass. Who knows what we may learn once our
half-fledged saint regains his senses? And then, also, when you bury your
father, make certain Peredur comes with his father. He might try to avoid else,
if he’s eluded you this far, but if you ask him, he cannot refuse. I am still
in more minds than one, and none of them very clear, concerning Master
Peredur.” Chapter Eight IT WAS THE LITTLE BRAZEN BELL
RINGING FOR MASS that penetrated Brother Columbanus’ enchanted sleep at last.
It could not be said that it awoke him, rather it caused him to open his closed
eyes, quiver through all his frozen members, flex his stiff arms, and press his
re-quickened hands together over his breast. Otherwise his face did not change,
nor did he seem to be aware of those who were gathered anxiously about the bed
on which he lay. They might not have been there at all. All Brother Columbanus
responded to was the bell, the first call to worship. He stirred and sat up. He
rose from the bed, and stood firmly on his feet. He looked radiant, but still
private and apart. “He is preparing to take his usual
place with us,” said the prior, moved and awed. “Let us go, and make no attempt
yet to rouse him. When he has given thanks he’ll come back to us, and speak out
what he has experienced.” And he led the way to the church,
and as he had supposed, Columbanus fell into his usual place as the youngest in
the attendant brotherhood now that John was disgraced, and followed modestly,
and modestly took part in the service, still like a man in a dream. The church was full as it would
hold, and there were more people clustered outside the doorway. The word had
gone round already that something strange and wonderful had happened at Saint
Winifred’s chapel, and revelations might very well follow at Mass. Not until the end did any further
change occur in the condition of Brother Columbanus. But when the prior, slowly
and expectantly, as one turning a key and almost confident of entry, took the
first step towards the doorway, suddenly Columbanus gave a great start, and
uttered a soft cry, staring wonderingly about him at all these known faces. His
own visage came to life, smiling. He put out a hand as if to arrest the prior’s
departure, and said in a high voice: “Oh, Father, I have been so blessed, I
have known such bliss! How did I come here, when I know I was elsewhere, and
translated out of night’s darkness into so glorious a light? And surely this is
again the world I left! A fair world enough, but I have been in a fairer, far
beyond any deserts of mine. Oh, if I could but tell you!” Every eye was upon him, and every
ear stretched to catch his least word. Not a soul left the church, rather those
without crowded in closer. “Son,” said Prior Robert, with
unwontedly respectful kindness, “you are here among your brothers, engaged in
the worship of God, and there is nothing to fear and nothing to regret, for the
visitation granted you was surely meant to inspire and arm you to go fearless
through an imperfect world, in the hope of a perfect world hereafter. You were
keeping night watch with Brother Cadfael at Saint Winifred’s chapel—do you
remember that? In the night something befell you that drew your spirit for a
time away from us, out of the body, but left that body unharmed and at rest
like a child asleep. We brought you back here still absent from us in the
spirit, but now you are here with us again, and all is well. You have been
greatly privileged.” “Oh, greatly, far more than you
know,” sang Columbanus, glowing like a pale lantern. “I am the messenger of
such goodness, I am the instrument of reconciliation and peace. Oh,
Father… Father Huw… brothers… let me
speak out here before all, for what I am bidden to tell concerns all.” Nothing, thought Cadfael, could have
stopped him, so plainly did his heavenly embassage override any objection mere
prior or priest might muster. And Robert was proving surprisingly compliant in
accepting this transfer of authority. Either he already knew that the voice
from heaven was about to say something entirely favourable to his plans and
conducive to his glory, or else he was truly impressed, and inclining heart and
ear to listen as devoutly as any man there present. “Speak freely, brother,” he said,
“let us share your joy.” “Father, at the hour of midnight as
I knelt before the altar I heard a sweet voice crying my name, and I arose and
went forward to obey the call. What happened to my body then I do not know, you
tell me it was lying as if asleep when you came. But it seemed to me that as I
stepped towards the altar there was suddenly a soft, golden light all about it,
and there rose up, floating in the midst of the light, a most beautiful virgin,
who moved in a miraculous shower of white petals, and distilled most sweet
odours from her robe and from her long hair. And this gracious being spoke to
me, and told me that her name was Winifred, and that she was come to approve
our enterprise, and also to forgive all those who out of mistaken loyalty and
reverence had opposed it hitherto. And then, oh, marvellous goodness!—she laid
her hand on Rhisiart’s breast, as his daughter has begged us to do in token of
our mere personal forgiveness, but she in divine absolution, and with such
perfection of grace, I cannot describe it.” “Oh, son,” said Prior Robert in
rapture, riding over the quivering murmurs that crossed the church like ripples
on a pool, “you tell a greater wonder than we dared hope. Even the lost saved!” “It is so! And, Father, there is
more! When she laid her hand on him, she bade me speak out to all men in this
place, both native and stranger, and make known her merciful will. And it is
this ‘Where my bones shall be taken out of the earth,’ she said, ‘there will be
an open grave provided. What I relinquish, I may bestow. In this grave,’ said
Winifred, ‘let Rhisiart be buried, that his rest may be assured, and my power
made manifest.’ “ “What could I do,” said Sioned, “but
thank him for his good offices, when he brought divine reassurance for my
father’s weal? And yet it outrages me, I would rather have stood up and said
that I am not and never have been in the least doubt that my father is in
blessedness this moment, for he was a good man who never did a mean wrong to
anyone. And certainly it’s kind of Saint Winifred to offer him the lodging
she’s leaving, and graciously forgive him, but—forgiveness for what? Absolution
for what? She might have praised him while she was about it, and said outright
that he was justified, not forgiven.” “Yet a very ambassadorial message,”
admitted Cadfael appreciatively, “calculated to get us what we came for, assuage
the people of Gwytherin, make peace all round—“ “And to placate me, and cause me to
give up the pursuit of my father’s murderer,” said Sioned, “burying the deed
along with the victim. Except that I will not rest until I know.” “—and shed reflected glory upon
Prior Robert, I was going to say. And I wish I knew which mind conceived the
idea!” They had met for a few hurried
minutes at Bened’s smithy, where Cadfael had gone to borrow mattock and spade
for the holy work now to be undertaken. Even a few of the men of Gwytherin had
come forward and asked to have a share in breaking the sacred earth, for though
they were still reluctant to lose their saint, if it was her will to leave them
they had no wish to cross her. Prodigious things were happening, and they intended
to be in receipt of her approval and blessing rather than run the risk of
encountering her arrows. “It seems to me most of the glory is
falling, rather, on Brother Columbanus of late,” said Sioned shrewdly. “And the
prior took it meekly, and never made any attempt to filch it back fro from him.
That’s the one thing that makes me believe he may be honest.” She had said something that caused
Cadfael to pause and look attentively at her, scrubbing dubiously at his nose. “You may well be right. And certainly
this story is bound to go back to Shrewsbury with us, and spread through all
our sister houses, when we come home with our triumph. Yes, Columbanus will
certainly have made himself a great name for holiness and divine favour in the
order.” “They say an ambitious man can make
a grand career in the cloister,” she said. “Maybe he’s busy laying the
foundations, a great step up towards being prior himself when Robert becomes
abbot. Or even abbot, when Robert supposes he’s about to become abbot! For it’s
not his name they’ll be buzzing round the shires as the visionary the saints
use to make their wants known.” “That,” agreed Cadfael, “may not
even have dawned on Robert yet, but when the awe of the occasion passes it
will. And he’s the one who’s pledged to write a life of the saint, and complete
it with the account of this pilgrimage. Columbanus may very well end up as an
anonymous brother who happened to be charged with a message to the prior from
his patroness. Chroniclers can edit names out as easily as visionaries can
noise them abroad. But I grant you, this lad comes of a thrusting Norman family
that doesn’t put even its younger sons into the Benedictine habit to spend
their lives doing menial work like gardening.” “And we’re no further forward,” said
Sioned bitterly. “No. But we have not finished yet.” “But as I see it, this is devised to
be an ending, to close this whole episode in general amity, as if everything
was resolved. But everything is not resolved! Somewhere in this land there is a
man who stabbed my father in the back, and we’re all being asked to draw a veil
over that and lose sight of it in the great treaty of peace. But I want that
man found, and Engelard vindicated, and my father avenged, and I won’t rest, or
let anyone else rest, until I get what I want. And now tell me what I am to
do.” “What I’ve already told you,” said
Cadfael. “Have all your household party and friends gathered at the chapel to
watch the grave opened, and make sure that Peredur attends.” “I’ve already sent Annest to beg him
to come,” said Sioned. “And then? What have I to say or do to Peredur?” “That silver cross you wear round
your neck,” said Cadfael. “Are you willing to part with it in exchange for one
step ahead towards what you want to know?” “That and all the rest of the
valuables I own. You know it.” “Then this,” said Cadfael, “is what
you will do…” With prayers and psalms they carried
their tools up to the tangled graveyard by the chapel, trimmed back the
brambles and wild flowers and long grass from the little mound of Winifred’s
grave, and reverently broke the sod. By turns they laboured, all taking a share
in the work for the merit to be acquired. And most of Gwytherin gathered round
the place in the course of the day, all work left at a standstill in the fields
and crofts, to watch the end of this contention. For Sioned had spoken truly.
She and all her household servants were there among the rest, in mourning and
massed to bring out Rhisiart’s body for burial when the time came, but this
funeral party had become, for the time being, no more than a side-issue, an
incident in the story of Saint Winifred, and a closed incident at that. Cadwallon was there, Uncle Meurice
was there, and Bened, and all the other neighbours. And there at his father’s
elbow, withdrawn and brooding, stood young Peredur, by the look of him wishing
himself a hundred leagues away. His thick dark brows were drawn together as
though his head ached, and wherever his brown eyes wandered, it was never
towards Sioned. He had crept here reluctantly at her express asking, but he
could not or would not face her. The bold red mouth was chilled and pale from
the tension with which it was tightened against his teeth. He watched the dark
pit deepen in the grass, and breathed hard and deep, like a man containing
pain. A far cry from the spoiled boy with the long, light step and the
audacious smile, who so plainly had taken it for granted that the world was his
for the wooing. Peredur’s demons were at him within. The ground was moist but light, not
hard to work, but the grave was deep. Gradually the diggers sank to the
shoulders in the pit, and by mid-afternoon Brother Cadfael, shortest of the
party, had almost disappeared from view when he took his final turn in the
depths. No one dared to doubt openly if they were in the right place, but some
must have been wondering. Cadfael, for no good reason that he could see, had no
doubts at all. The girl was here. She had lived many years as an abbess after
her brief martyrdom and miraculous restoration, yet he thought of her as that
devout, green girl, in romantic love with celibacy and holiness, who had fled
from Prince Cradoc’s advances as from the devil himself. By some perverse
severance of the heart in two he could feel both for her and for the desperate
lover, so roughly molten out of the flesh and presumably exterminated in the
spirit. Did anyone every pray for him? He was in greater need than Winifred. In
the end, perhaps the only prayers he ever benefited by were Winifred’s prayers.
She was Welsh, and capable of detachment and subtlety. She might well have put
in a word for him, to reassemble his liquefied person and congeal it again into
the shape of a man. A chastened man, doubtless, but still the same shape as
before. Even a saint may take pleasure, in retrospect, in having been once
desired. The spade grated on something in the
dark, friable soil, something neither loam nor stone. Cadfael checked his
stroke instantly at its suggestion of age, frailty and crumbling dryness. He
let the blade lie, and stooped to scoop away with his hands the cool, odorous,
gentle earth that hid the obstruction from him. Dark soil peeled away under his
fingers from a slender, pale, delicate thing, the gentle dove-grey of pre-dawn,
but freckled with pitted points of black. He drew out an arm-bone, scarcely
more than child size, and stroked away the clinging earth. Islands of the same
soft colouring showed below, grouped loosely together. He did not want to break
any of them. He hoisted the spade and tossed it out of the pit. “She is here. We have found her.
Softly, now, leave her to me.” Faces peered in upon him. Prior
Robert gleamed in silvery agitation, thirsting to plunge in and dredge up the
prize in person, but deterred by the clinging darkness of the soil and the
whiteness of his hands. Brother Columbanus at the brink towered and glittered,
his exalted visage turned, not towards the depths where this fragile virgin
substance lay at rest, but rather to the heavens from which her diffused
spiritual essence had addressed him. He displayed, no doubt of it, an aura of
distinct proprietorship that dwarfed both prior and sub-prior, and shone with
its full radiance upon all those who watched from the distance. Brother
Columbanus meant to be, was, and knew that he was, memorable in this memorable
hour. Brother Cadfael kneeled. It may even
have been a significant omen that at this moment he alone was kneeling. He
judged that he was at the feet of the skeleton. She had been there some
centuries, but the earth had dealt kindly, she might well be whole, or
virtually whole. He had not wanted her disturbed at all, but now he wanted her
disturbed as little as might be, and delved carefully with scooping palms and
probing, stroking finger-tips to uncover the whole slender length of her
without damage. She must have been a little above medium height, but willowy as
a seventeen-year-old girl. Tenderly he stroked the earth away from round her.
He found the skull, and leaned on stretched arms, fingering the eye-sockets
clear, marvelling at the narrow elegance of the cheek-bones, and the generosity
of the dome. She had beauty and fineness in her death. He leaned over her like
a shield, and grieved. “Let me down a linen sheet,” he
said, “and some bands to raise it smoothly. She shall not come out of here bone
by bone, but whole woman as she went in.” “They handed a cloth down to him,
and he spread it beside the slight skeleton, and with infinite care eased her
free of the loose soil, and edged her by inches into the shroud of linen,
laying the disturbed armbone in its proper place. With bands of cloth slung
under her she was drawn up into the light of day, and laid tenderly in the
grass at the side of her grave. “We must wash away the soil-marks
from her bones,” said Prior Robert, gazing in reverent awe upon the prize he
had gone to such trouble to gain, “and wrap them afresh.” “They are dry and frail and brittle,
‘ warned Cadfael impatiently. “If she is robbed of this Welsh earth she may
very well crumble to Welsh earth herself in your hands. And if you keep her
here in the air and the sun too long, she may fall to dust in any case. If you
are wise, Father Prior, you’ll wrap her well as she lies, and get her into the
reliquary and seal her from the air as tight as you can, as quickly as you
can.” That was good sense, and the prior
acted on it, even if he did not much relish being told what to do so brusquely.
With hasty but exultant prayers they brought the resplendent coffin out to the
lady, to avoid moving her more than they must, and with repeated swathings of
linen bound her little bones carefully together, and laid her in the coffin.
The brothers who made it had realised the need for perfect sealing to preserve
the treasure, and taken great pains to make the lid fit down close as a skin,
and line the interior with lead. Before Saint Winifred was carried back into
the chapel for the thanksgiving Mass the lid was closed upon her, the catches
secured, and at the end of the service the prior’s seals were added to make all
fast. They had her imprisoned, to be carried away into the alien land that
desired her patronage. All the Welsh who could crowd into the chapel or cling
close enough to the doorway to catch glimpses of the proceedings kept a silence
uncannily perfect, their eyes following every move, secret eyes that expressed
no resentment, but by their very attention, fixed and unwavering, implied an
unreconciled opposition they were afraid to speak aloud. “Now that this sacred duty is done,”
said Father Huw, at once relieved and saddened, “it is time to attend to the
other duty which the saint herself has laid upon us, and bury Rhisiart
honourably, with full absolution, in the grave she has bequeathed to him. And I
call to mind, in the hearing of all, how great a blessing is thus bestowed, and
how notable an honour.” It was as near as he would go to speaking out his own
view of Rhisiart, and in this, at least, he had the sympathy of every Welshman
there present. That burial service was brief, and
after it six of Rhisiart’s oldest and most trusted servants took up the bier of
branches, a little wilted now but still green, and carried it out to the
graveside. The same slings which had lifted Saint Winifred waited to lower
Rhisiart into the same bed. Sioned stood beside her uncle, and
looked all round her at the circle of her friends and neighbours, and unclasped
the silver cross from her neck. She had so placed herself that Cadwallon and
Peredur were close at her right hand, and it was simple and natural to turn
towards them. Peredur had hung back throughout, never looking at her but when
he was sure she was looking away, and when she swung round upon him suddenly he
had no way of avoiding. “One last gift I want to give to my
father. And I would like you, Peredur, to be the one to give it. You have been
like a son to him. Will you lay this cross on his breast, where the murderer’s
arrow pierced him? I want it to be buried with him. It is my farewell to him
here, let it be yours, too.” Peredur stood dumbstruck and aghast,
staring from her still and challenging face to the little thing she held out to
him, in front of so many witnesses, all of whom knew him, all of whom were
known to him. She had spoken clearly, to be heard by all. Every eye was on him,
and all recorded, though without understanding, the slow draining of blood from
his face, and his horror-stricken stare. He could not refuse what she asked. He
could not do it without touching the dead man, touching the very place where
death had struck him. His hand came out with aching
reluctance, and took the cross from her. To leave her thus extending it in vain
was more than he could stand. He did not look at it, but only desperately at
her, and in her face the testing calm had blanched into incredulous dismay, for
now she believed she knew everything, and it was worse than anything she had
imagined. But as he could not escape from the trap she had laid for him,
neither could she release him. It was sprung, and now he had to fight his way
out of it as best he could. They were already wondering why he made no move, and
whispering together in concern at his hanging back. He made a great effort, drawing
himself together with a frantic briskness that lasted only a moment. He took a
few irresolute steps towards the bier and the grave, and then baulked like a
frightened horse, and halted again, and that was worse, for now he stood alone
in the middle of the circle of witnesses, and could go neither forward nor
back. Cadfael saw sweat break in great beads on his forehead and lip. “Come, son,” said Father Huw kindly,
the last to suspect evil, “don’t keep the dead waiting, and don’t grieve too
much for them, for that would be sin. I know, as Sioned has said, he was like
another father to you, and you share her loss. So do we all.” Peredur stood quivering at Sioned’s
name, and at the word “father,” and tried to go forward, and could not move.
His feet would not take him one step nearer to the swathed form that lay by the
open grave. The light of the sun on him, the weight of all eyes, bore him down.
He fell on his knees suddenly, the cross still clutched in one hand, the other
spread to hide his face. “He cannot!” he cried hoarsely from
behind the shielding palm. “He cannot accuse me! I am not guilty of murder!
What I did was done when Rhisiart was already dead!” A great, gasping sigh passed like a
sudden wind round the clearing and over the tangled grave, and subsided into a
vast silence. It was a long minute before Father Huw broke it, for this was his
sheep, not Prior Robert’s, a child of his flock, and hitherto a child of grace,
now stricken into wild self-accusation of some terrible sin not yet explained,
but to do with violent death. “Son Peredur,” said Father Huw
firmly, “you have not been charged with any ill-doing by any other but
yourself. We are waiting only for you to do what Sioned has asked of you, for
her asking was a grace. Therefore do her bidding, or speak out why you will
not, and speak plainly.” Peredur heard, and ceased to
tremble. A little while he kneeled and gathered his shattered composure about
him doggedly, like a cloak. Then he uncovered his face, which was pale,
despairing but eased, no longer in combat with truth but consenting to it. He
was a young man of courage. He got to his feet and faced them squarely. “Father I come to confession by
constraint, and not gladly, and I am as ashamed of that as of what I have to
confess. But it is not murder. I did not kill Rhisiart. I found him dead.” “At what hour?” asked Brother
Cadfael, wholly without right, but nobody questioned the interruption. “I went out after the rain stopped.
You remember it rained.” They remembered. They had good reason. “It would be a
little after noon. I was going up to the pasture our side of Bryn, and I found
him lying on his face in that place where afterwards we all saw him. He was dead
then, I swear it! And I was grieved, but also I was tempted, for there was
nothing in this world I could do for Rhisiart, but I saw a way…” Peredur
swallowed and sighed, bracing his forehead against his fate, and went on. “I
saw a means of ridding myself of a rival. Of the favoured rival. Rhisiart had
refused his daughter to Engelard, but Sioned had not refused him, and well I
knew there was no hope for me, however her father urged her, while Engelard was
there between us. Men might easily believe that Engelard should kill Rhisiart,
if—if there was some proof…” “But you did not believe it,” said
Cadfael, so softly that hardly anyone noticed the interruption, it was accepted
and answered without thought. “No!” said Peredur almost
scornfully. “I knew him, he never would!” “Yet you were willing he should be
taken and accused. It was all one to you if it was death that removed him out
of your way, so he was removed.” “No!” said Peredur again,
smouldering but aware that he was justly lashed. “No, not that! I thought he
would run, take himself away again into England, and leave us alone, Sioned and
me. I never wished him worse than that. I thought, with him gone, in the end
Sioned would do what her father had wished, and marry me. I could wait! I would
have waited years…” He did not say, but there were two
there, at least, who knew, and remembered in his favour, that he had opened the
way for Engelard to break out of the ring that penned him in, and deliberately
let him pass, just as Brother John, with a better conscience, had frustrated
the pursuit. Brother Cadfael said sternly: “But
you went so far as to steal one of this unfortunate young man’s arrows, to make
sure all eyes turned on him.” “I did not steal it, though no less
discredit to me that I used it as I did. I was out with Engelard after game,
not a week earlier, with Rhisiart’s permission. When we retrieved our arrows, I
took one of his by error among mine. I had it with me then.” Peredur’s shoulders had
straightened, his head was up, his hands, the right still holding Sioned’s
cross, hung gently and resignedly at his sides. His face was pale but calm. He
had got the worst of it off his back, after what he had borne alone these last
days confession and penance were balm. “Let me tell the whole of it, all
the thing I did, that has made me a monster in my own eyes ever since. I will
not make it less than it was, and it was hideous. Rhisiart was stabbed in the
back, and the dagger withdrawn and gone. I turned him over on his back, and I
turned that wound back to front, and I tell you, my hands burn now, but I did
it. He was dead, he suffered nothing. I pierced my own flesh, not his. I could
tell the line of the wound, for the dagger had gone right through him, though
the breast wound was small. I took my own dagger, and opened the way for
Engelard’s arrow to follow, and I thrust it through and left it standing in him
for witness. And I have not had one quiet moment, night or day,” said Peredur,
not asking pity, rather grateful that now his silence was broken and his infamy
known, and nothing more to hide, “since I did this small, vile thing, and now I
am glad it’s out, whatever becomes of me. And at least grant me this, I did not
make my trap in such a way as to accuse Engelard of shooting a man in the back!
I knew him! I lived almost side by side with him since he came here a fugitive,
we were of an age, we could match each other. I have liked him, hunted with
him, fought with him, been jealous of him, even hated him because he was loved
where I was not. Love makes men do terrible things,” said Peredur, not
pleading, marvelling, “even to their friends.” He had created, all unconsciously, a
tremendous hush all about him, of awe at his blasphemy, of startled pity for
his desolation, of chastened wonder at their own misconceivings. The truth fell
like thunder, subduing them all. Rhisiart had not been shot down with an arrow,
but felled from behind at close quarters, out of thick cover, a coward’s
killing. Not saints, but men, deal in that kind of treachery. Father Huw broke the silence. In his
own providence, where no alien dignitaries dared intrude, he grew taller and
more secure in his gentle, neighbourly authority. And great violence had been
done to what he knew to be right, and great requital was due from the sinner,
and great compassion due to him. “Son Peredur,” he said, “you stand
in dire sin, and cannot be excused. Such violation of the image of God, such
misuse of a clean affection—for such I know you had with Rhisiart—and such
malice towards an innocent man—for such you proclaimed Engelard—cannot go
unpunished.” “God forbid,” said Peredur humbly,
“that I should escape any part of what is due. I want it! I cannot live with
myself if I have only this present self to live with!” “Child, if you mean that, then give
yourself into my hands, to be delivered up both to secular and religious
justice. As to the law, I shall speak with the prince’s bailiff. As to the
penance due before God, that is for me as your confessor, and I require that
you shall wait my considered judgment.” “So I will, Father,” said Peredur.
“I want no unearned pardon. I take penance willingly.” “Then you need not despair of grace.
Go home now, and remain withindoors until I send for you.” “I will be obedient to you in all
things. But I have one prayer before I go.” He turned slowly and faced Sioned.
She was standing quite still where the awful dread had fallen upon her, her
hands clutched to her cheeks, her eyes fixed in fascination and pain upon the
boy who had grown up as her playfellow. But the rigidity had ebbed out of her,
for though he called himself a monster, he was not, after all, the monster she
had briefly thought him. “May I now do what you asked of me? I am not afraid
now. He was a fair man always. He won’t accuse me of more than my due.” He was both asking her pardon and
saying his farewell to any hope he had still cherished of winning her, for now
that was irrevocably over. And the strange thing was that now he could approach
her, even after so great an offence, without constraint, almost without
jealousy. Nor did her face express any great heat or bitterness against him. It
was thoughtful and intent. “Yes,” she said, “I still wish it.”
If he had spoken the whole truth, and she was persuaded that he had, it was
well that he should take his appeal to Rhisiart, in a form every man there
would acknowledge. In otherworldly justice the body would clear him of the evil
he had not committed, now that confession was made of what he had. Peredur went forward steadily enough
now, sank to his knees beside Rhisiart’s body, and laid first his hand, and
then Sioned’s cross, upon the heart he had pierced, and no gush of blood sprang
at his touch. And if there was one thing certain, it was that here was a man
who did believe. He hesitated a moment, still kneeling, and then, feeling a
need rather to give thanks for this acceptance than to make any late and
unfitting display of affection, stooped and kissed the right hand that lay
quiet over the left on Rhisiart’s breast, their clasped shape showing through the
close shroud. That done, he rose and went firmly away by the downhill path
towards his father’s house. The people parted to let him through in a great
silence, and Cadwallon, starting out of a trance of unbelieving misery, lurched
forward in haste and went trotting after his son. Chapter Nine THE EVENING WAS DRAWING IN by the
time they had buried Rhisiart, and it was too late for Prior Robert and his
companions to take their prize and leave at once for home, even if it had been
a seemly thing to do, after all that had happened. Some ceremony was due to the
community the saint was leaving, and the houses that had offered hospitality
freely even to those who came to rob them. “We will stay this night over, and
sing Vespers and Compline in the church with you, and give due thanks,” said
the prior. “And after Compline one of us will again watch the night through
with Saint Winifred, as is only proper. And should the prince’s bailiff require
that we stay longer, we will do as he asks. For there is still the matter of
Brother John, who stands in contempt of the law, to our disgrace.” “At present,” said Father Huw
deprecatingly, “the bailiff is giving his attention to the case of Rhisiart’s
murder. For though we have suffered many revelations in that matter, you see
that we are no nearer knowing who is guilty. What we have seen today is one man
who certainly is innocent of the crime, whatever his other sins may be.” “I fear,” said Prior Robert with
unwonted humility, “that without ill intent we have caused you great grief and
trouble here, and for that I am sorry. And greatly sorry for the parents of
that sinful young man, who are suffering, I think, far worse than he, and
without blame.” “I am going to them now,” said Huw.
“Will you go on ahead, Father Prior, and sing Vespers for me? For I may be
delayed some time. I must do what I can for this troubled household.” The people of Gwytherin had begun to
drift away silently by many paths, vanishing into the woods to spread the news
of the day’s happening to the far corners of the parish. In the long grass of
the graveyard, trampled now by many feet, the dark, raw shape of Rhisiart’s
grave made a great scar, and two of his men were filling in the earth over him.
It was finished. Sioned turned towards the gate, and all the rest of her people
followed. Cadfael fell in beside her as the
subdued, straggling procession made its way home towards the village. “Well,” he said resignedly, “it was
worth trying. And we can’t say it got us nothing. At least we know now who
committed the lesser crime, if we’re very little nearer knowing who committed
the greater. And we know why there were two, for they made no sense, being one
and the same. And at any rate, we have shaken the devil off that boy’s back.
Are you quite revolted at what he did? As he is?” “Strangely,” said Sioned, “I don’t
believe I am. I was too sick with horror, that short time while I thought him
the murderer. After that, it was simple relief that he was not. He has never
gone short of anything he wanted, you see, until he wanted me.” “It was a real wanting,” said
Brother Cadfael, remembering long-past hungers of his own. “I doubt if he’ll
ever quite get over it, though I’m pretty sure he’ll make a sound marriage, and
get handsome children like himself, and be fairly content. He grew up today,
she won’t be disappointed, whoever she may be. But she’ll never be Sioned.” Her tired, woeful, discouraged face
had softened and warmed, and suddenly she was smiling beside him, faintly but
reassuringly. “You are a good man. You have a way of reconciling people. But no
need! Do you think I did not see how he dragged himself painfully to this
afternoon’s business, and has gone striding away with his head up to embrace
his punishment? I might really have loved him a little, if there had been no
Engelard. But only a little! He may do better than that.” “You are a fine girl,” said Brother
Cadfael heartily. “If I had met you when I was thirty years younger, I should
have made Engelard sweat for his prize. Peredur should be thankful even for
such a sister. But we’re no nearer knowing what we want and need to know.” “And have we any more shafts left to
loose?” she asked ruefully. “Any more snares to set? At least we’ve freed the
poor soul we caught in the last one.” He was silent, glumly thinking. “And tomorrow,” she said sadly,
“Prior Robert will take his saint and all his brothers, and you with them, and
set out for home, and I shall be left with nobody to turn to here. Father Huw
is as near a saint himself, in his small, confused way, as ever Winifred was,
but no use to me. And Uncle Meurice is a gentle creature who knows about
running a manor, but nothing about anything else, and wants no trouble and no
exertion. And Engelard must go on hiding, as well you know. Peredur’s plot
against him is quite empty now, we all know it. But does that prove he did not
kill my father, after a raging quarrel?” “In the back?” said Cadfael,
unguardedly indignant. She smiled. “All that proves is that
you know him! Not everyone does. Some will be saying at this moment, perhaps,
after all… that Peredur may have been right without even knowing it.” He thought about it and was
dismayed, for no question but she was right. What, indeed, did it prove if
another man had wished to burden him with the guilt? Certainly not that the
guilt was not his. Brother Cadfael confronted his own voluntarily assumed
responsibility, and braced himself to cope with it. “There
is also Brother John to be considered,” said Sioned. It may
well be that Annest, walking behind, had prodded her. “I have not forgotten Brother John,”
agreed Cadfael. “But I think the bailiff well may
have done. He would shut his eyes or look the other way, if Brother John left
for Shrewsbury with the rest of you. He has troubles enough here, what does he
want with alien trouble?” “And if Brother John should seem to
him to have left for Shrewsbury, he would be satisfied? And ask no questions
about one more outlander taken up by a patron here?” “I always knew you were quick,” said
Sioned, brown and bright and animated, almost herself again. “But would Prior
Robert pursue him still, when he hears he’s gone from custody? I don’t see him
as a forgiving man.” “No, nor he is, but how would he set
about it? The Benedictine order has no real hold in Wales. No, I think he’d let
it ride, now he has what he came for. I’m more concerned for Engelard. Give me
this one more night, child, and do this for me! Send your people home, and stay
the night over with Annest at Bened’s croft, and if God aids me with some new
thought—for never forget God is far more deeply offended even than you or I by
this great wrong!—I’ll come to you there.” “We’ll do that,” said Sioned. “And
you’ll surely come.” They had slowed to let the cortege
move well ahead of them, so that they could talk freely. They were approaching
the gatehouse of Cadwallon’s holding, and Prior Robert and his companions were
far in front and had passed by the gate, bent upon singing Vespers in good
time. Father Huw, issuing forth in haste and agitation in search of help,
seemed relieved rather than dismayed to find only Cadfael within call. The
presence of Sioned checked him to a decent walk and a measured tone, but did
nothing to subdue the effect of his erected hair and frantic mien. “Brother Cadfael, will you spare
some minutes for this afflicted household? You have some skills with medicines,
you may be able to advise…” “His mother!” whispered Sioned in
immediate reassurance. “She weeps herself into a frenzy at everything that
crosses her. I knew this would set her off. Poor Peredur, he has his penance
already! Shall I come?” “Better not,” he said softly, and
moved to meet Father Huw. Sioned was, after all, the innocent cause of
Peredur’s fall from grace, she would probably be the last person calculated to
calm his mother’s anguish. And Sioned understood him so, and went on, and left
the matter to him, so calmly that it was clear she expected no tragic results
from the present uproar. She had known Cadwallon’s wife all her life, no doubt
she had learned to treat her ups and downs as philosophically as Cadfael did
Brother Columbanus’ ecstasies and excesses. He never really hurt himself in his
throes, either! “Dame Branwen is in such a taking,”
fluttered Father Huw distractedly, steering Cadfael in haste towards the open
door of the hall. “I fear for her wits. I’ve seen her upset before, and hard
enough to pacify, but now, her only child, and such a shock… Really, she may do herself an injury if we
cannot quiet her.” Dame Branwen was indeed audible
before they even entered the small room where husband and son were trying to
soothe her, against a tide of vociferous weeping and lamentation that all but
deafened them. The lady, fat and fair and outwardly fashioned only for
comfortable, shallow placidity, half-sat, half-lay on a couch, throwing her
substantial person about in extravagant distress, now covering her silly, fond
face, now throwing her arms abroad in sweeping gestures of desolation and
despair, but never for one moment ceasing to bellow her sorrow and shame. The
tears that flowed freely down her round cheeks and the shattering sobs that
racked her hardly seemed to impede the flow of words that poured out of her
like heavy rain. Cadwallon on one side and Peredur on
the other stroked and patted and comforted in vain. As often as the father
tried to assert himself she turned on him with wild reproaches, crying that he
had no faith in his own son, or he could never have believed such a terrible
thing of him, that the boy was bewitched, under some spell that forced false
confession out of him, that he ought to have stood up for him before everybody
and prevented the tale from being accepted so lightly, for somewhere there was
witchcraft in it. As often as Peredur tried to convince her he had told the
truth, that he was willing to make amends, and she must accept his word, she
rounded on him with fresh outbursts of tears, screaming that her own son had
brought dreadful disgrace upon himself and her, that she wondered he dare come
near her, that she would never be able to lift up her head again, that he was a
monster… As for poor Father Huw, when he
tried to assert his spiritual authority and order her to submit to the force of
truth and accept her son’s act with humility, as Peredur himself had done in
making full confession and offering full submission, she cried out that she had
been a God-fearing and law-abiding woman all her life, and done everything to
bring up her child in the same way, and she could not now accept his guilt as
reflecting upon her. “Mother,” said Peredur, haggard and
sweating worse than when he faced Rhisiart’s body, “nobody blames you, and
nobody will. What I did I did, and it’s I who must abide the consequence, not
you. There isn’t a woman in Gwytherin won’t feel for you.” At that she let out a great wail of
grief, and flung her arms about him, and swore that he should not suffer any
grim penalties, that he was her own boy, and she would protect him. And when he
extricated himself with fading patience, she screamed that he meant to kill
her, the unfeeling wretch, and went off into peals of ear-piercing, sobbing
laughter. Brother Cadfael took Peredur firmly
by the sleeve, and hauled him away to the back of the room. “Show a little
sense, lad, and take yourself out of her sight, you’re fuel to her fire. If
nobody marked her at all she’d have stopped long ago, but now she’s got herself
into this state she’s past doing that of her own accord. Did our two brothers
stop in here, do you know, or go on with the prior?” Peredur was shaking and tired out,
but responded hopefully to this matter-of-fact treatment. “They’ve not been
here, or I should have seen them. They must have gone on to the church.” Naturally, neither Columbanus nor
Jerome would dream of absenting himself from Vespers on such a momentous day. “Never mind, you can show me where
they lodge. Columbanus brought some of my poppy syrup with him, in case of
need, the phial should be there with his scrip, he’d hardly have it on him. And
as far as I know, he’s had no occasion to use it, his cantrips here in Wales have
been of a quieter kind. We can find a use for it now.” “What does it do?” asked Peredur,
wide-eyed. “It soothes the passions and kills
pain—either of the body or the spirit.” “I could use some of that myself,”
said Peredur with a wry smile, and led the way out to one of the small huts
that lined the stockade. The guests from Shrewsbury had been given the best
lodging the house afforded, with two low brychans, and a small chest, with a
rush lamp for light. Their few necessaries occupied almost no space, but each
had a leather scrip to hold them, and both of these dangled from a nail in the
timber wall. Brother Cadfael opened first one, and then the other, and in the
second found what he was seeking. He drew it out and held it up to the
light, a small phial of greenish glass. Even before he saw the line of liquid
in it, its light weight had caused him to check and wonder. Instead of being
full to the stopper with the thick, sweet syrup, the bottle was three-quarters
empty. Brother Cadfael stood stock-still
for a moment with the phial in his hand, staring at it in silence. Certainly
Columbanus might at some time have felt the need to forestall some threatening
spiritual disturbance but Cadfael could recall no occasion when he had said any
word to that effect, or shown any sign of the rosy, reassuring calm the poppies
could bring. There was enough gone from the bottle to restore serenity three
times over, enough to put a man to sleep for hours. And now that he came to
think back, there had been at least one occasion when a man had slept away
hours of the day, instead of keeping the watch he was set to keep. The day of
Rhisiart’s death Columbanus had failed of his duty, and confessed as much with
heartfelt penitence. Columbanus, who had the syrup in his possession, and knew
its use… “What must we do?” asked Peredur,
uneasy in the silence. “If it tastes unpleasant you’ll have trouble getting her
to drink it.” “It tastes sweet.” But there was not
very much of it left, a little reinforcement with something else soothing and
pleasant might be necessary. “Go and get a cup of strong wine, and we’ll see
how that goes down.” They had taken with them a measure
of wine that day, he remembered, the ration for the two of them, when they set
off for the chapel. Columbanus had drawn and carried it. And a bottle of water
for himself, since he had made an act of piety of renouncing wine until their
mission was accomplished. Jerome had done well, getting a double ration. Brother Cadfael stirred himself out
of his furious thoughts to deal with the immediate need. Peredur hurried to do
his bidding, but brought mead instead of wine. “She’s more likely to drink it down
before she thinks to be obstinate, for she likes it better. And it’s stronger.” “Good!” said Cadfael. “It will hide
the syrup better. And now, go somewhere quiet, and harden your heart and stop
your ears and stay out of her sight, for it’s the best thing you can do for
her, and God knows the best for yourself, after such a day. And leave agonising
too much over your sins, black as they are, there isn’t a confessor in the land
who hasn’t heard worse and never turned a hair. It’s a kind of arrogance to be
so certain you’re past redemption.” The sweet, cloying drink swirled in
the cup, the syrup unwinding into it in a long spiral that slowly melted and
vanished. Peredur with shadowy eyes watched and was silent. After a moment he said, very low:
“It’s strange! I never could have done so shabbily by anyone I hated.” “Not strange at all,” said Cadfael
bluntly, stirring his potion. “When harried, we go as far as we dare, and with
those we’re sure of we dare go very far, knowing where forgiveness is certain.” Peredur bit his lip until it was
biddable. “Is it certain?” “As tomorrow’s daylight, child! And
now be off out of my way, and stop asking fool questions. Father Huw will have
no time for you today, there’s more important business waiting.” Peredur went like a docile child,
startled and comforted, and wherever he hid himself, he did it effectively, for
Cadfael saw no more of him that evening. He was a good lad at heart, and this
wild lunge of his into envy and meanness had brought him up short against an
image of himself that he did not like at all. Whatever prayers Huw set him by
way of penance were likely to hit heaven with the irresistible fervour of
thunderbolts, and whatever hard labour he was given, the result was likely to
stand solid as oak and last for ever. Cadfael took his draught, and went
back to where Dame Branwen was still heaving and quivering with uncontrollable
sobs, by this time in genuine distress, exhausted by her efforts but unable to
end them. He took advantage of her sheer weariness to present the cup to her as
soon as he reached her side, and with abrupt authority that acted on her before
she could muster the fibre of stubbornness. “Drink this!” And automatically she
drank it, half of it going down out of pure surprise, the second half because
the first had taught her how dry and sore her throat was from all its
exertions, and how smooth was the texture and how sweet the taste of this brew.
The very act of swallowing it broke the frightening rhythm of the huge sighs
that had convulsed her almost worse than the sobbing. Father Huw had time to
mop his brow with a fold of his sleeve before she was able to resume her complaints.
Even then, by comparison with what had gone before, they sounded half-hearted. “We women, we mothers, we sacrifice
our lives to bringing up children, and when they’re grown they reward us by
bringing disgrace upon us. What did I ever do to deserve this?” “He’ll do you credit yet,” said
Cadfael cheerfully. “Stand by him in his penance, but never try to excuse his
sin, and he’ll think the better of you for it.” That went by her like the wind
sighing at the time, though she may have remembered it later. Her voice
declined gradually from its injured self-justification, dwindled into a
half-dreamy monologue of grief, and took on at length a tone of warm and drowsy
complacency, before it lapsed into silence. Cadwallon breathed deep and
cautiously, and eyed his advisers. “I shall call her women and get her
to bed,” said Cadfael. “She’ll sleep the night through, and it’ll do her
nothing but good.” And you more good still, he thought but did not say. “Let
your son rest, too, and never say another word about his trouble but by the
way, like any other daily business, unless he speaks up first. Father Huw will
take care of him faithfully.” “I will,” said Huw. “He’s worth our
efforts.” Dame Branwen went amiably where she
was led, and the house was wonderfully quiet. Cadfael and Huw went out
together, pursued as far as the gate by Cadwallon’s distracted gratitude. When
they were well away from the holding, at the end of the stockade, the quietness
of the dusk came down on them softly, a cloud descending delicately upon a
cloud. “In time for supper, if not for
Vespers,” said Huw wearily. “What should we have done without you, Brother
Cadfael? I have no skill at all with women, they confuse me utterly. I marvel
how you have learned to deal with them so ably, you, a cloistered brother.” Cadfael thought of Bianca, and
Arianna, and Mariam, and all the others, some known so briefly, all so well. “Both men and women partake of the
same human nature, Huw. We both bleed when we’re wounded. That’s a poor, silly
woman, true, but we can show plenty of poor, silly men. There are women as
strong as any of us, and as able.” He was thinking of Mariam—or was it of
Sioned? “You go to supper, Huw, and hold me excused, and if I can be with you
before Compline, I will. I have some business first at Bened’s smithy.” The empty phial swung heavily in the
pocket in his right sleeve, reminding him. His mind was still busy with the
implications. Before ever he reached Bened’s croft he had it clear in his mind
what must be done, but was no nearer knowing how to set about it. Cai was with Bened on the bench
under the eaves, with a jug of rough wine between them. They were not talking,
only waiting for him to appear, and there could be no reason for that, but that
Sioned had told them positively that he would. “A fine tangle it turns out,” said
Bened, shaking his grizzled head. “And now you’ll be off and leave us holding
it. No blame to you, you have to go where your duty is. But what are we to do
about Rhisiart when you’re gone? There’s more than half this parish thinks your
Benedictines have killed him, and the lesser half thinks some enemy here has
taken the chance to blame you, and get clean away into cover. We were a
peaceful community until you came, nobody looked for murder among us.” “God knows we never meant to bring
it,” said Cadfael. “But there’s still tonight before we go, and I haven’t shot
my last bolt yet. I must speak with Sioned. We’ve things to do, and not much
time for doing them.” “Drink one cup with us before you go
in to her,” insisted Cai. “That takes no time at all, and is a powerful aid to
thought.” They were seated all together, three
simple, honest men, and the wine notably lower in the jug, when someone turned
in at the gate, light feet came running in great haste along the path, and
suddenly there was Annest confronting them, skirts flying and settling about
her like wings folding, her breath short and laboured, and excitement and
consternation in her face. And ready to be indignant at the very sight of them
sitting peacefully drinking wine. “You’d better stir yourselves,” she
said, panting and sparkling. “I’ve been along to Father Huw’s house to see
what’s going on there—Marared and Edwin between them have been keeping an eye
open for us. Do you know who’s there taking supper with the Benedictines?
Griffith ap Rhys, the bailiff! And do you know where he’s bound, afterwards? Up
to our house, to take Brother John to prison!” They were on their feet fast enough
at this news, though Bened dared to question it. “He can’t be there! The last I
heard of him he was at the mill.” “And that was this morning, and I
tell you now he’s eating and drinking with Prior Robert and the rest. I’ve seen
him with my own eyes, so don’t tell me he can’t be there. And here I find you
sitting on your hams drinking, as though we had all the time in the world!” “But why in such a hurry tonight?”
persisted Bened. “Did the prior send for him, because he’s wanting to be away
tomorrow?” “The devil was in it! He came to
Vespers just by way of compliment to Father Huw, and who should he find
celebrating instead but Prior Robert, and the prior seized on it as just the
chance he wanted, and has hung on to him and persuaded him Brother John must be
taken in charge tonight, for he can’t leave without knowing he’s safely in the
hands of the law. He says the bailiff should deal with him for the secular
offence of hindering the arrest of a criminal, and when he’s served his penalty
he’s to be sent back to Shrewsbury to answer for his defiance of discipline, or
else the prior will send an escort to fetch him. And what could the bailiff do
but fall in with it, when it was put to him like that? And here you sit—!” “All right, girl, all right,” said
Cai placatingly. “I’m off this minute, and Brother John will be out of there
and away to a safe place before ever the bailiff gets near us. I’ll take one of
your ponies, Bened…” “Saddle another for me,” said Annest
with determination. “I’m coming with you.” Cai went off at a jogtrot to the
paddock, and Annest, drawing breath more easily now that the worst was told,
drank off the wine he had left in his cup, and heaved a huge, resolute sigh. “We’d better be out of here fast,
for that young brother who looks after the horses now will be coming down after
supper to get them. The prior means to be there to see John safe bound.
‘There’s time yet before Compline,’ he said. He was complaining of wanting you,
too, to interpret for him, they were managing lamely with only Latin between
them. Dear God, what a day it’s been!” And what a night, thought Cadfael,
it’s still likely to be. “What else was going on there?” he asked. “Did you
hear anything that might give me a light? For heaven knows I need one!” “They were debating which one of
them should watch the night through at the chapel. And that same young fair
one, the one who has visions, up and prayed it might be him. He said he’d been
unfaithful to his watch once, and longed still to make amends. And the prior
said he might. That much I understood myself. All the prior’s thinking about seems
to be making all the trouble he can for John,” said Annest resentfully, “or I
should think he might have sent somebody else instead. That young brother—what
is it you call him?” “Columbanus,” said Brother Cadfael. “That’s him, Columbanus! He begins
to put on airs as if he owned Saint Winifred. I don’t want her to go away at
all, but at least it was the prior who first thought of it, and now if there’s
a halo for anybody it’s shifted to this other fellow’s head.” She did not know it, but she had
indeed given Cadfael a light, and with every word she said it burned more
steadily. “So he’s to be the one who watches the night through before the
altar—and alone, is he?” “So I heard.” Cai was coming with
the ponies, at a gay trot out of the meadow. Annest rose eagerly and kilted her
gown, knotting her girdle tightly about the broad pleat she drew up over her
hips. “Brother Cadfael, you don’t think it wrong of me to love John? Or of him
to love me? I don’t care about the rest of them, but I should be sorry if you thought
we were doing something wicked.” Cai had not bothered with a saddle
for himself, but had provided one for her. Quite simply and naturally Brother
Cadfael cupped his hands for her foot, to give her a lift on to the pony’s
broad back, and the fresh scent of her linen and the smooth coolness of her
ankle against his wrists as she mounted made one of the best moments of that
interminably long and chaotic day. “As long a I may live, girl,” he said, “I
doubt if I shall ever know two creatures with less wickedness between them. He
made a mistake, and there should be provision for everybody to make one fresh
start. I don’t think he’s making any mistake this time.” He watched her ride away, setting an
uphill pace to which Cai adapted himself goodhumouredly. They had a fair start,
it would be ten minutes or more yet before Columbanus came to fetch the horses,
and even then he had to take them back to the parsonage. It might be well to
put in an appearance and go with Robert dutifully to interpret his fulminations,
too, in which case there was need of haste, for he had now a great deal to say
to Sioned, and this night’s moves must be planned thoroughly. He withdrew into
the croft as soon as Annest and Cai were out of sight, and Sioned came out of
the shadows eagerly to meet him. “I expected Annest to be here before
you. She went to find out what’s happening at Father Huw’s. I thought best to
stay out of sight. If people think I’m away home, so much the better. You
haven’t seen Annest?” “I have, and heard all her news,”
said Cadfael, and told her what was in the wind, and where Annest was gone.
“Never fear for John, they’ll be there well ahead of any pursuit. We have other
business, and no time to waste, for I shall be expected to ride with the prior,
and it’s as well. I should be there to see fair play. If we manage our business
as well as I fancy Cai and Annest will manage theirs, before morning we may
know what we want to know.” “You’ve found out something,” she
said with certainty. “You are changed. You are sure!” He told her briefly all that had
happened at Cadwallon’s house, how he had brooded upon it without enlightenment
as to how it was to be used, and how Annest in innocence had shown him. Then he
told her what he required of her. “I know you can speak English, you
must use it tonight. This may be a more dangerous trap
than any we’ve laid before, but I shall be close by. And you may call in
Engelard, too, if he’ll promise to stay close in cover. But, child, if you have
any doubts or fears, if you’d rather let be, and have me try some other way,
say so now, and so be it.” “No,” she said, “no doubts and no
fears. I can do anything. I dare do anything.” “Then sit down with me, and learn
your part well, for we haven’t long. And while we plan, can I ask you to bring
me some bread and a morsel of cheese? For I’ve missed my supper.” Prior Robert and Brother Richard
rode into Rhisiart’s yard with the prince’s bailiff between them, his two
henchmen and Brother Cadfael close behind, at about half past seven, in a mild
twilight, with all the unhurried ceremony of the law, rather as if Griffith ap
Rhys held his commission from Saint Benedict, and not from Owain Gwynedd. The
bailiff was, in fact, more than a little vexed at this unfortunate encounter,
which had left him no alternative but to comply with Robert’s demands. An
offence against Welsh law was alleged, and had been reported to him, and he was
obliged to investigate it, where, considering the circumstances, he would much
have preferred to pack all the Benedictine delegation back to Shrewsbury, and
let them sort out their own grudges there, without bothering a busy man who had
plenty of more important things on his mind. Unhappily Cadwallon’s villein, the
long-legged fellow who had been brought down by Brother John, had given
vociferous evidence in support of the accusation, or it would have been easier
to ignore it. There was no one on duty at the
gate, which was strange, and as they rode in, a number of people seemed to be
running hither and thither in a distracted way, as if something unforeseen had
happened, and confused and conflicting orders were being given from several
authorities at once. No groom ran to attend to them, either. Prior Robert was
displeased. Griffith ap Rhys was mildly and alertly interested. When someone
did take notice of them, it was a very handsome young person in a green gown,
who came running with her skirts gathered in her hands, and her light-brown
hair slipping out of its glossy coil to her shoulders. “Oh, sirs, you must excuse us this
neglect, we’ve been so disturbed! The gate-keeper was called away to help, and
all the grooms are hunting… But I’m
ashamed to let our troubles cast a shadow over our hospitality. My lady’s
resting, and can’t be disturbed, but I’m at your service. Will it please you
light down? Shall I have lodgings made ready?” “We don’t propose to stay,” said
Griffith ap Rhys, already suspecting this artless goodwill, and approving the
way she radiated it. “We came to relieve you of a certain young malefactor
you’ve had in hold here. But it seems you’ve suffered some further calamity,
and we should be sorry to add to your troubles, or disturb your lady, after the
grievous day she’s endured.” “Madam,” said Prior Robert, civilly
but officiously, “you are addressing the prince’s bailiff of Rhos, and I am the
prior of Shrewsbury abbey. You have a brother of that abbey in confinement
here, the royal bailiff is come to relieve you of his care.” All of which Cadfael duly and
solemnly translated for Annest’s benefit, his face as guileless as hers. “Oh, sir!” She opened her eyes wide
and curtseyed deeply to Griffith and cursorily to the prior, separating her own
from the alien. “It’s true we had such a brother here a prisoner…” “Had?” said Robert sharply, for once
detecting the change of tense. “Had?” said Griffith thoughtfully. “He’s gone, sir! You see what
confusion he’s left behind. This evening, when his keeper took him his supper,
this brother struck him down with a board torn loose from the manger in this
prison, and dropped the bolt on him and slipped away. It was some time before
we knew. He must have climbed the wall, you see it is not so high. We have men
out now looking for him in the woods, and searching everywhere here within. But
I fear he’s clean gone!” Cai made his entrance at the perfect
time, issuing from one of the barns with shaky steps, his head wreathed in a
white cloth lightly dabbled with red. “The poor man, the villain broke his
head for him! It was some time before he could drag himself to the door and
hammer on it, and make himself heard. There’s no knowing how far the fellow may
have got by now. But the whole household is out hunting for him.” The bailiff, as in duty bound,
questioned Cai, but gently and briefly, questioned all the other servants, who
ran to make themselves useful and succeeded only in being magnificently
confusing. And Prior Robert, burning with vengeful zeal, would have pressed
them more strenuously but for the bailiff’s presence and obvious prior right,
and the brevity of the time at his disposal if he was to get back for Compline.
In any case, it was quite clear that Brother John was indeed over the wall and
clean gone. Most willingly they showed the place where he had been confined,
and the manger from which he had ripped the board, and the board itself,
artistically spattered at one end with spots of Cai’s gore, though it may, of
course, have been pigment borrowed from the butcher. “It seems your young man has given
us all the slip,” said Griffith, with admirable serenity for a man of law who has
lost a malefactor. “There’s nothing more to be done here. They could hardly
expect such violence from a Benedictine brother, it’s no blame to them.” With considerable pleasure Cadfael
translated that neat little stab. It kindled a spark in the speaking eyes of
the young person in green, and Griffith did not miss it. But to challenge it
would have been folly. The clear brown eyes would have opened wide enough and
deep enough to drown a man in their innocence. “We’d best leave them in peace
to mend their broken mangers and broken heads,” said Griffith, “and look
elsewhere for our fugitive.” “The wretch compounds his offences,”
said Robert, furious. “But I cannot allow his villainy to disrupt my mission. I
must set out for home tomorrow, and leave his capture to you.” “You may trust me to deal properly
with him,” said Griffith drily, “when he is found.” If he laid the slightest of
emphasis on the “when”, no one appeared to remark it but Cadfael and Annest. By
this time Annest was quite satisfied that she liked this princely official, and
could trust him to behave like a reasonable man who is not looking for trouble,
or trying to make it for others as harmless as himself. “And you will restore him to our
house when he has purged his offences under Welsh law?” “When he has done so,” said
Griffith, decidedly with some stress this time on the “when”, “you shall
certainly have him back.” With that Prior Robert had to be
content, though his Norman spirit burned at being deprived of its rightful
victim. And on the ride back he was by no means placated by Griffith’s tales of
the large numbers of fugitive outlaws who had found no difficulty in living
wild in these forests, and even made friends among the country people, and been
accepted into families, and even into respectability at last. It galled his
orderly mind to think of insubordination mellowing with time and being
tolerated and condoned. He was in no very Christian mood when he swept into
Father Huw’s church, only just in time for Compline. They were all there but Brother
John, the remaining five brethren from Shrewsbury and a good number of the
people of Gwytherin, to witness the last flowering of Brother Columbanus’
devotional gift of ecstasy, now dedicated entirely to Saint Winifred, his
personal patroness who had healed him of madness, favoured him with her true
presence in a dream, and made known her will through him in the matter of
Rhisiart’s burial. For at the end of Compline, rising to go to his self-chosen
vigil, Columbanus turned to the altar, raised his arms in a sweeping gesture,
and prayed aloud in a high, clear voice that the virgin martyr would deign to
visit him once more in his holy solitude, in the silence of the night, and
reveal to him again the inexpressible bliss from which he had returned so reluctantly
to this imperfect world. And more, that this time, if she found him worthy of
translation out of the body, she would take him up living into that world of
light. Humbly he submitted his will to endure here below, and do his duty in
the estate assigned him, but rapturously he sent his desire soaring to the
timber roof, to be uplifted out of the flesh, transported through death without
dying, if he was counted ready for the assumption. Everyone present heard, and trembled
at such virtue. Everyone but Brother Cadfael, who was past trembling at the
arrogance of man, and whose mind, in any case, was busy and anxious with other,
though related, matters. Chapter Ten BROTHER COLUMBANUS ENTERED THE
SMALL, DARK, WOODSCENTED CHAPEL, heavy with the odours of centuries, and closed
the door gently behind him, without latching it. There were no candles lighted,
tonight, only the small oil-lamp upon the altar, that burned with a tall,
unwavering flame from its floating wick. That slender, single turret of light
cast still shadows all around, and being almost on a level with the bier of
Saint Winifred, braced on trestles before it, made of it a black coffin shape,
only touched here and there with sparkles of reflected silver. Beyond the capsule of soft golden
light all was darkness, perfumed with age and dust. There was a second
entrance, from the minute sacristy that was no more than a porch beside the
altar, but no draught from that or any source caused the lamp-flame to waver
even for an instant. There might have been no storms of air or spirit, no
winds, no breath of living creature, to disturb the stillness. Brother Columbanus made his
obeisance to the altar, briefly and almost curtly. There was no one to see, he
had come alone, and neither seen nor heard any sign of another living soul in
the graveyard or the woods around. He moved the second prayer-desk aside, and
set the chosen one squarely in the centre of the chapel, facing the bier. His
behavior was markedly more practical and moderate than when there were people
by to see him, but did not otherwise greatly differ. He had come to watch out
the night on his knees, and he was prepared to do so, but there was no need to
labour his effects until morning, when his fellows would come to take Saint
Winifred in reverent procession on the first stage of her journey. Columbanus
padded the prie-dieu for his knees with the bunched skirts of his habit, and
made himself as comfortable as possible with his gowned arms broadly folded as
a pillow for his head. The umber darkness was scented and heavy with the warmth
of wood, and the night outside was not cold. Once he had shut out the tiny,
erect tower of light and the few bright surfaces from which it was reflected,
the drowsiness he was inviting came stealing over him in long, lulling waves
until it washed over his head, and he slept. It seemed, after the fashion of
sleep, no time at all before he was startled awake, but in fact it was more
than three hours, and midnight was approaching, when his slumbers began to be
strangely troubled with a persistent dream that someone, a woman, was calling
him by name low and clearly, and over and over and over again:
“Columbanus… Columbanus…” with
inexhaustible and relentless patience. And he was visited, even in sleep, by a
sensation that this woman had all the time in the world, and was willing to go
on calling for ever, while for him there was no time left at all, but he must
awake and be rid of her. He started up suddenly, stiff to the
ends of fingers and toes, ears stretched and eyes staring wildly, but there was
the enclosing capsule of mild darkness all about him as before, and the
reliquary dark, too, darker than before, or so it seemed, as if the flame of
the lamp, though steady, had subsided, and was now more than half hidden behind
the coffin. He had forgotten to check the oil. Yet he knew it had been fully
supplied when last he left it, after Rhisiart’s burial, and that was only a
matter of hours ago. It seemed that all of his senses,
hearing had been the last to return to him, for now he was aware, with a cold
crawling of fear along his skin, that the voice of his dream was still with
him, and had been with him all along, emerging from dream into reality without
a break. Very soft, very low, very deliberate, not a whisper, but the clear
thread of a voice, at once distant and near, insisting unmistakably:
“Columbanus… Columbanus… Columbanus, what have you done?” Out of the reliquary the voice came,
out of the light that was dwindling even as he stared in terror and unbelief. “Columbanus, Columbanus, my false
servant, who blasphemes against my will and murders my champions, what will you
say in your defence to Winifred? Do you think you can deceive me as you deceive
your prior and your brothers?” Without haste, without heat, the voice
issued forth from the darkening apse of the altar, so small, so terrible,
echoing eerily out of its sacred cave. “You who claim to be my worshipper,
you have played me false like the vile Cradoc, do you think you will escape his
end? I never wished to leave my resting-place here in Gwytherin. Who told you
otherwise but your own devil of ambition? I laid my hand upon a good man, and
sent him out to be my champion, and this day he has been buried here, a martyr
for my sake. The sin is recorded in heaven, there is no hiding-place for you.
Why,” demanded the voice, cold, peremptory and menacing in its stillness, “have
you killed my servant Rhisiart?” He tried to rise from his knees, and
it was as if they were nailed to the wood of the prie-dieu. He tried to find a
voice, and only a dry croaking came out of his stiff throat. She could not be
there, there was no one there! But the saints go where they please, and reveal
themselves to whom they please, and sometimes terribly. His cold fingers
clutched at the desk, and felt nothing. His tongue, like an unplaned splinter
of wood, tore the roof of his mouth when he fought to make it speak. “There is no hope for you but in
confession, Columbanus, murderer! Speak! Confess!” “No!” croaked Columbanus, forcing
out words in frantic haste. “I never touched Rhisiart! I was here in your
chapel, holy virgin, all that afternoon, how could I have harmed him? I sinned
against you, I was faithless, I slept…
I own it! Don’t lay a greater guilt on me…” “It was not you who slept,” breathed
the voice, a tone higher, a shade more fiercely, “liar that you are! Who
carried the wine? Who poisoned the wine, causing even the innocent to sin?
Brother Jerome slept, not you! You went out into the forest and waited for
Rhisiart, and struck him down.” “No… no, I swear it!” Shaking and
sweating, he clawed at the desk before him, and could get no leverage with his
palsied hands to prise himself to his feet and fly from her. How can you fly
from beings who are everywhere and see everything? For nothing mortal could
possibly know what this being knew. “No, it’s all wrong, I am misjudged! I was
asleep here when Father Huw’s messenger came for us. Jerome shook me
awake… The messenger is witness…” “The messenger never passed the
doorway. Brother Jerome was already stirring out of his poisoned sleep, and
went to meet him. As for you, you feigned and lied, as you feign and lie now.
Who was it brought the poppy syrup? Who was it knew its use? You were
pretending sleep, you lied even in confessing to sleep, and Jerome, as weak as
you are wicked, was glad enough to think you could not accuse him, not even
seeing that you were indeed accusing him of worse, of your act, of your
slaying! He did not know you lied, and could not charge you with it. But I
know, and I do charge you! And my vengeance loosed upon Cradoc may also be
loosed upon you, if you lie to me but once more!” “No!” he shrieked, and covered his
face as though she dazzled him with lightnings, though only a thin, small,
terrible sound threatened him. “No, spare! I am not lying! Blessed virgin, I
have been your true servant… I have tried to do your will… I know nothing of
this! I never harmed Rhisiart! I never gave poisoned wine to Jerome!” “Fool!” said the voice in a sudden
loud cry. “Do you think you can deceive me? Then what is this?” There was a sudden silvery flash in
the air before him, and something fell and smashed with a shivering of glass on
the floor just in front of the desk, spattering his knees with sharp fragments
and infinitesimal, sticky drops, and at the same instant the flame of the lamp
died utterly, and black darkness fell. Shivering and sick with fear,
Columbanus groped forward along the earth floor, and slivers of glass crushed
and stabbed under his palms, drawing blood. He lifted one hand to his face,
whimpering, and smelled the sweet, cloying scent of the poppy syrup, and knew
that he was kneeling among the fragments of the phial he had left safe in his
scrip at Cadwallon’s house. It was no more than a minute before
the total darkness eased, and there beyond the bier and the altar the small
oblong shape of the window formed in comparative light, a deep, clear sky,
moonless but starlit. Shapes within the chapel again loomed very dimly, giving
space to his sickening terror. There was a figure standing motionless between
him and the bier. It took a little while for his eyes
to accustom themselves to the dimness, and assemble out of it this shadowy,
erect pallor, a woman lost in obscurity from the waist down, but head and
shoulders feebly illuminated by the starlight from the altar window. He had not
seen her come, he had heard nothing. She had appeared while he was dragging his
torn palm over the shards of glass, and moaning as if at the derisory pain. A
slender, still form swathed from head to foot closely in white, Winifred in her
grave clothes, long since dust, a thin veil covering her face and head, and her
arm outstretched and pointing at him. He shrank back before her, scuffling
abjectly backwards along the floor, making feeble gestures with his hands to
fend off the very sight of her. Frantic tears burst out of his eyes, and
frantic words from his lips. “It was for you! It was for you and
for my abbey! I did it for the glory of our house! I believed I had
warranty—from you and from heaven! He stood in the way of God’s will! He would
not let you go. I meant only rightly when I did what I did!” “Speak plainly,” said the voice,
sharp with command, “and say out what you did.” “I gave the syrup to Jerome—in his
wine—and when he was asleep I stole out to the forest path, and waited for
Rhisiart. I followed him. I struck him down…
Oh, sweet Saint Winifred, don’t let me be damned for striking down the
enemy who stood in the way of blessedness…” “Struck in the back!” said the pale
figure, and a sudden cold gust of air swept over her and shuddered in her
draperies, and surging across the chapel, blew upon Columbanus and chilled him
to the bone. As if she had touched him! And she was surely a pace nearer,
though he had not seen her move. “Struck in the back, as mean cowards and
traitors do! Own it! Say it all!” “In the back!” babbled Columbanus,
scrambling back from her like a broken animal, until his shoulders came up
against the wall, and he could retreat no farther. “I own it. I confess it all!
Oh, merciful saint, you know all, and I cannot hide from you! Have pity on me!
Don’t destroy me! It was all for you, I did it for you!” “You did it for yourself,” charged
the voice, colder than ice and burning like ice. “You who would be master of
whatever order you enter, you with your ambitions and stratagems, you setting
out wilfully to draw to yourself all the glory of possessing me, to work your
way into the centre of all achievements, to show as the favourite of heaven,
the paragon of piety, to elbow Brother Richard out of his succession to your
prior, and if you could, the prior out of his succession to your abbot. You
with your thirst to become the youngest head under a mitre in this or any land!
I know you, and I know your kind. There is no way too ruthless for you,
providing it leads to power.” “No, no!” he panted, bracing himself
back against the wall, for certainly she was advancing upon him, and now in
bitter, quiet fury, jetting menace from her outstretched finger-tips. “It was
all for you, only for you! I believed I was doing your will!” “My will to evil?” the voice rose
into a piercing cry, sharp as a dagger. “My will to murder?” She had taken one step too many.
Columbanus broke in frenzied fear, clawed himself upright by the wall, and
struck out with both hands, beating at her blindly to fend her off from
touching, and uttering thin, babbling cries as he flailed about him. His left
hand caught in her draperies and dragged the veil from her face and head. Dark
hair fell round her shoulders. His fingers made contact with the curve of a
smooth, cool cheek, cool, but not cold, smooth with the graceful curves of firm
young flesh, where in his sick horror he had expected to plunge his hand into
the bony hollows of a skull. He uttered a scream that began in
frantic terror and ended in soaring triumph. The hand that had shrunk from
contact turned suddenly to grasp hold, knotting strong fingers in the dark
tangle of hair. He was very quick, Columbanus. It took him no more than the
intake of a breath to know he had a flesh-and-blood woman at the end of his
arm, and scarcely longer to know who she must be, and what she had done to him,
with this intolerable trap in which she had caught him. And barely another
breath to consider that she was here alone, and to all appearances had set her
trap alone, and if she survived he was lost, and if she did not survive, if she
vanished—there was plenty left of the night!—he was safe, and still in command
of all this expedition, and inheritor of all its glory. It was his misfortune that Sioned
was almost as quick in the uptake as he. In a darkness in which vision hardly
helped or hindered, she heard the great, indrawn breath that released him from
the fear of hell and heaven together, and felt the wave of animal anger that
came out from him like a foul scent, almost as sickening as the odour of his
fear. She sprang back from it by instinct, and repeated the lunge of intent,
dragging herself out of his grasp at the price of a few strands of hair. But
his clawing hand, cheated, loosed the fragments and caught again at the linen
sheet that draped her, and that would not tear so easily. She swung round to
her left, to put as much distance as she could between her body and his right
hand, but she saw him lunge into the breast of his habit, and saw the brief,
sullen flash of the steel as he whipped it out and followed her swing, hacking
into dimness. The same dagger, she thought, swooping beneath its first blind
stab, that killed my father. Somewhere a door had opened fully on
the night, for the wind blew through the chapel suddenly, and sandalled feet
thudded in with the night air, a thickset, powerful body driving the draught
before it. A loud voice thundered warning. Brother Cadfael erupted into the
chapel from the sacristy like a bolt from a crossbow, and drove at full speed
into the struggle. Columbanus was in the act of
striking a second time, and with his left hand firmly clutching the linen sheet
wound about Sioned’s body. But she was whirling round away from him to unloose
those same folds that held her, and the blow that was meant for her heart only
grazed painfully down her left forearm. Then his grip released her, and she
fell back against the wall, and Columbanus was gone, hurtling out at the door
in full flight, and Brother Cadfael was embracing her with strong, sustaining
arms, and upbraiding her with a furious, bracing voice, while he held her in a
bear’s hug, and felt at her as tenderly and fervently as a mother. “For God’s sake, fool daughter, why
did you get within his reach? I told you, keep the bier between you and him…!” “Get after him,” shouted Sioned
wrathfully, “do you want him clean away? I’m sound enough, go get him! He
killed my father!” They headed for the door together,
but Cadfael was out of it first. The girl was strong, vigorous and vengeful, a
Welshwoman to the heart, barely grazed, he knew the kind. The wind of action
blew her, she felt no pain and was aware of no effusion of blood, blood she
wanted, and with justification. She was close on his heels as he rolled like a
thunderbolt down the narrow path through the graveyard towards the gate. The
night was huge, velvet, sewn with stars, their veiled and delicate light barely
casting shadows. All that quiet space received and smothered the sound of their
passage, and smoothed the stillness of the night over it. Out of the bushes beyond the
graveyard wall a man’s figure started, tall, slender and swift, leaping to
block the gateway. Columbanus saw him, and baulked for a moment, but Cadfael
was running hard behind him, and the next instant the fugitive made up his mind
and rushed on, straight at the shadow that moved to intercept him. Hard on
Cadfael’s heels, Sioned suddenly shrieked: “Take care, Engelard! He has a
dagger!” Engelard heard her, and swerved to
the right at the very moment of collision, so that the stroke meant for his
heart only ripped a fluttering ribbon of cloth from his sleeve. Columbanus
would have bored his way past at speed, and run for the cover of the woods, but
Engelard’s long left arm swept round hard into the back of his neck, sending
him off-balance for a moment, though he kept his feet, and Engelard’s right
fist got a tight grip on the flying cowl, and twisted. Half-strangled,
Columbanus whirled again and struck out with the knife, and this time Engelard
was ready for the flash, and took the thrusting wrist neatly in his left hand.
They swayed and wrestled together, feet braced in the grass, and they were very
fairly matched if both had been armed. That unbalance was soon amended. Engelard
twisted at the wrist he held, ignoring the clawing of Columbanus’ free hand at
his throat, and the numbed fingers opened at last and let the dagger fall. Both
lunged for it, but Engelard scooped it up and flung it contemptuously aside
into the bushes, and grappled his opponent with his bare hands. The fight was
all but over. Columbanus hung panting and gasping, both arms pinned, looking
wildly round for a means of escape and finding none. “Is this the man?” demanded
Engelard. Sioned said: “Yes. He has owned to
it.” Engelard looked beyond his prisoner
then for the first time, and saw her standing in the soft starlight that was
becoming to their accustomed eyes almost as clear as day. He saw her
dishevelled and bruised and gazing with great, shocked eyes, her left arm
gashed and bleeding freely, though the cut was shallow. He saw smears of her
blood dabbling the white sheet in which she was swathed. By starlight there is
little or no colour to be seen but everything that Engelard saw at that moment
was blood-red. This was the man who had murdered in coward’s fashion Engelard’s
well-liked lord and good friend—whatever their differences!—and now he had
tried to kill the daughter as he had killed the father. “You dared, you dared touch her!”
blazed Engelard in towering rage. “You worthless cloister rat!” And he took
Columbanus by the throat and hoisted him bodily from the ground, shook him like
the rat he had called him, cracked him in the air like a poisonous snake, and
when he had done with him, flung him down at his feet in the grass. “Get up!” he growled, standing over
the wreckage. “Get up now, and I’ll give you time to rest and breathe, and then
you can fight a man to the death, without a dagger in your hand, instead of
writhing through the undergrowth and stabbing him in the back, or carving up a
defenceless girl. Take your time, I can wait to kill you till you’ve got your
breath.” Sioned flew to him, breast to
breast, and held him fast in her arms, pressing him back. “No! Don’t touch him
again! I don’t want the law to have any hold on you, even the slenderest.” “He tried to kill you—you’re hurt…” “No! It’s nothing… only a cut. It
bleeds, but it’s nothing!” His rage subsided slowly, shaking
him. He folded his arms round her and held her to him, and with a disdainful
but restrained jab of a toe urged his prostrate enemy again: “Get up! I won’t
touch you. The law can have you, and welcome!” Columbanus did not move, not by so
much as the flicker of an eyelid or the twitching of a finger. All three of
them stood peering down at him in sudden silence, aware how utterly still he
was, and how rare such stillness is among living things. “He’s foxing,” said Engelard
scornfully, “for fear of worse, and by way of getting himself pitied. I’ve
heard he’s a master at that.” Those who feign sleep and hear
themselves talked of, usually betray themselves by some exaggeration of
innocence. Columbanus lay in a stillness that was perfectly detached and
indifferent. Brother Cadfael knelt down beside
him, shook him by the shoulder gently, and sat back with a sharp sigh at the
broken movement of the head. He put a hand inside the breast of the habit, and
stooped to the parted lips and wide nostrils. Then he took the head between his
hands, and gently turned and tilted it. It rolled back, as he released it, into
a position so improbable that they knew the worst even before Cadfael said,
quite practically: “You’d have waited a long time for him to get his breath
back, my friend. You don’t know your own strength! His neck is broken. He’s
dead.” Sobered and shocked, they stood
dumbly staring down at what they had hardly yet recognised for disaster. They
saw a regrettable accident which neither of them had ever intended, but which
was, after all, a kind of justice. But Cadfael saw a scandal that could yet
wreck their young lives, and others, too, for without Columbanus alive, and
forced by two respected witnesses to repeat his confession, how strong was all
their proof against him? Cadfael sat back on his heels, and thought. It was
startling to realise, now that the unmoved silence of the night came down on
them again, how all this violence and passion had passed with very little
noise, and no other witnesses. He listened, and no stirring of foot or wing
troubled the quiet. They were far enough away from any dwelling, not a soul had
been disturbed. That, at least, was time gained. “He can’t be dead,” said Engelard
doubtfully. “I barely handled him at all. Nobody dies as easily as that!” “This one did. And now what’s to be
done? I hadn’t bargained for this.” He said it not complainingly, but as one
pointing out that further urgent planning would now be necessary, and they had
better keep their minds flexible. “Why, what can be done?” To Engelard
it was simple, though troublesome. “We shall have to call up Father Huw and
your prior, and tell them exactly what’s happened. What else can we do? I’m
sorry to have killed the fellow, I never meant to, but I can’t say I feel any
guilt about it.” Nor did he expect any blame. The
truth was always the best way. Cadfael felt a reluctant affection for such
innocence. The world was going to damage it sooner or later, but one undeserved
accusation had so far failed even to bruise it, he still trusted men to be
reasonable. Cadfael doubted if Sioned was so sure. Her silence was anxious and
foreboding. And her grazed arm was still oozing blood. First things first, and
they might as well be sensibly occupied while he thought. “Here, make yourself useful! Help me
get this carrion back into the chapel, out of sight. And, Sioned, find his
dagger, we can’t leave that lying about to bear witness. Then let’s get that
arm of yours washed and bound up. There’s a stream at the back of the hawthorn
hedge, and of linen we’ve plenty.” They had absolute faith in him, and
did his bidding without question, though Engelard, once he had assured himself
that Sioned was not gravely hurt, and had himself carefully and deftly bandaged
her scratch, returned to his dogged opinion that their best course was to tell
the whole story, which could hardly cast infamy upon anyone but Columbanus.
Cadfael busied himself with flint and tinder until he had candles lighted, and
the lamp refilled, from which he himself had drained a judicious quantity of
oil before Sioned took her place under the draperies of the saint’s catafalque. “You think,” he said at length,
“that because you’ve done nothing wrong, and we’ve all of us banded together to
expose a wrong, that the whole world will be of the same opinion, and honestly
come out and say so. Child, I know better! The only proof we have of
Columbanus’ guilt is his confession, which both of us here heard. Or rather,
the only proof we had, for we no longer have even that. Alive, we two could
have forced the truth out of him a second time. Dead, he’s never going to give
us that satisfaction. And without that, our position is vulnerable enough. Make
no mistake, if we accuse him, if this fearful scandal breaks, to smirch the
abbey of Shrewsbury, and all the force of the Benedictine order, backed here by
the bishop and the prince, take my word for it, all the forces of authority
will band together to avert the disaster, and nobody, much less a friendless
outlander, will be allowed to stand in the way. They simply can’t afford to
have the acquisition of Saint Winifred called in question and brought to
disrepute. Rather than that, they’ll call this an outlaw killing by a desperate
man, a fugitive already, wanted for another crime, and trying to escape both
together. A pity,” he said, “I ever suggested that Sioned should call you in to
wait in reserve, in case we had trouble. But none of this is your fault, and I
won’t have you branded with it. I made the plot, and I must unravel it. But
give up all idea of going straight to Father Huw, or the bailiff, or anyone
else, with the true story. Far better use the rest of this night to rearrange
matters to better advantage. Justice can be arrived at by more routes than
one.” “They wouldn’t dare doubt Sioned’s
word,” said Engelard stoutly. “Fool boy, they’d say that Sioned,
for love’s sake, might go as far aside from her proper nature as Peredur did.
And as for me, my influence is small enough, and I am not interested in
protecting only myself, but as many of those in this coil as I can reach. Even
my prior, who is arrogant and rigid, and to tell the truth, sometimes rather
stupid, but not a murderer and not a liar. And my order, which has not deserved
Columbanus. Hush, now, and let me think! And while I do, you can be clearing
away the remains of the syrup bottle. This chapel must be as neat and quiet
tomorrow as before we ever brought our troubles into it.” Obediently they went about removing
the traces of the night’s alarms, and let him alone until he should have found
them a way through the tangle. “And I wonder, now,” he said at
length, “what made you improve on all the speeches I made for you, and put such
fiery words into Saint Winifred’s mouth? What put it into your head to say that
you’d never wanted to leave Gwytherin, and did not want it now? That Rhisiart
was not merely a decent, honest man, but your chosen champion?” She turned and looked at him in
astonishment and wonder. “Did I say that?” “You did, and very well you
delivered it, too. And very proper and apt it sounded, but I think we never
rehearsed it so. Where did you get the words?” “I don’t know,” said Sioned,
puzzled. “I don’t remember what I did say. The words seemed to come freely of
themselves, I only let them flow.” “It may be,” said Engelard, “that
the saint was taking her chance when it offered. All these strangers having
visions and ecstasies, and interpreting them to suit themselves, yet nobody
ever really asked Saint Winifred what she wanted. They all claimed they knew
better than she did.” “Out of the mouths of innocents!”
said Cadfael to himself, and pondered the road that was gradually opening
before his mind’s eye. Of all the people who ought to be left happy with the
outcome, Saint Winifred should surely come first. Aim, he thought, at making
everybody happy, and if that’s within reach, why stir up any kind of
unpleasantness? Take Columbanus, for instance! Only a few hours ago at Compline
he prayed aloud before us all that if the virgin deemed him worthy, he might be
taken up out of this world this very night, translated instantly out of the
body. Well, that was one who got his wish! Maybe he’d have withdrawn his
request if he’d known it was going to be taken up so literally, for its purpose
was rather to reflect incomparable holiness upon him while he was still alive
to enjoy it. But saints have a right to suppose that their devotees mean what
they say, and bestow gifts accordingly. And if the saint has really spoken
through Sioned, he thought—and who am I to question it?—if she really wants to
stay here in her own village, which is a reasonable enough wish, well, the plot
where she used to sleep has been newly turned today, no one will notice
anything if it’s turned again tonight. “I believe,” said Sioned, watching
him with the first faint smile, wan but trusting, “you’re beginning to see your
way.” “I believe,” said Cadfael, “I’m
beginning to see our way, which is more to the point. Sioned, I have something
for you to do, and you need not hurry, we have work to do here while you’re
away. Take that sheet of yours, and go and spread it under the may trees in the
hedge, where they’re beginning to shed, but not yet brown, Shake the bushes
and. bring us a whole cloud of petals. The last time she visited him, it was
with wondrous sweet odours and a shower of white flowers. Bring the one, and we
shall have the other.” Confidently, understanding nothing
as yet, she took the linen sheet from which she had unwound herself as from a
shroud, and went to do his bidding. “Give me the dagger,” said Cadfael
briskly when she was gone. He wiped the blade on the veil Columbanus had torn
from Sioned’s head, and moved the candles so that they shone upon the great red
seals that closed Winifred’s reliquary. “Thank God he didn’t bleed,” he said.
“His habit and clothes are unmarked. Strip him!” And he fingered the first seal, nodded
satisfaction at its fatness and the thinness and sharpness of the dagger, and
thrust the tip of the blade into the flame of the lamp. Long before daylight they were
ready. They walked down all three together from the chapel towards the village,
and separated at the edge of the wood, where the shortest path turned off
uphill towards Rhisiart’s holding. Sioned carried with her the
blood-stained sheet and veil, and the fragments of glass they had buried in the
forest. A good thing the servants who had filled in Rhisiart’s grave had left
their spades on the scene, meaning to tidy the mound next day. That had saved a
journey to borrow without leave, and a good hour of time. “There’ll be no scandal,” said
Cadfael, when they halted at the place where the paths divided. “No scandal,
and no accusations. I think you may take him home with you, but keep him out of
sight until we’re gone. There’ll be peace when we’re gone. And you needn’t fear
that the prince or his bailiff will ever proceed further against Engelard, any
more than against John. I’ll speak a word in Peredur’s ear, Peredur will speak
it into the bailiff’s ear, the bailiff will speak it into Owain Gwynedd’s
ear—Father Huw we’ll leave out of it, no need to burden his conscience, the
good, simple man. And if the monks of Shrewsbury are happy, and the people of
Gwytherin are happy—for they’ll hear the whisper fast enough—why should anyone
want to upset such a satisfactory state of affairs, by speaking the word aloud?
A wise prince—and Owain Gwynedd seems to me very wise—will let well alone.” “All Gwytherin,” said Sioned, and
shivered a little at the thought, “will be there in the morning to watch you
take the reliquary away.” “So much the better, we want all the
witnesses we can have, all the emotion, all the wonder. I am a great sinner,”
said Cadfael philosophically, “but I feel no weight. Does the end justify the
means, I wonder?” “One thing I know,” she said. “My
father can rest now, and that he owes to you. And I owe you that and more. When
I first came down to you out of the tree—you remember?—I thought you would be
like other monks, and not want to look at me.” “Child, I should have to be out of
my wits, not to want to look at you. I’ve looked so attentively, I shall
remember you all my life. But your love, my children, and how you manage
it—with that I can’t help you.” “No need,” said Engelard. “I am an
outlander, with a proper agreement. That agreement can be dissolved by consent,
and I can be a free man by dividing all my goods equally with my lord, and now
Sioned is my lord.” “And then there can no man prevent,”
said Sioned, “if I choose to endow him with half my goods, as is only fair.
Uncle Meurice won’t stand in our way. And it won’t even be hard for him to
justify. To marry an heiress to an outlander servant is one thing, to marry her
to a free man and heir to a manor, even if it’s in England and can’t be claimed
for a while, is quite another.” “Especially,” said Cadfael, “when
you already know he’s the best hand with cattle in the four cantrefs.” It seemed that those two, at any
rate, were satisfied. And Rhisiart in his honoured grave would not grudge them
their happiness. He had not been a grudging man. Engelard, no talker, said his thanks
plainly and briefly when they parted. Sioned turned back impulsively, flung her
arms round Cadfael’s neck, and kissed him. It was their farewell, for he had
thought it best to advise them not to show themselves at the chapel again. It
was a wry touch that she smelled so heady and sweet with flowering may, and left
so saintly a fragrance in his arms when she was gone. On his way down to the parsonage
Cadfael made a detour to the mill-pond, and dropped Columbanus’s dagger into
the deepest of the dark water. What a good thing, he thought, making for the
bed he would occupy for no more than an hour or so before Prime, that the
brothers who made the reliquary were such meticulous craftsmen, and insisted on
lining it with lead! Chapter Eleven PRIOR ROBERT AROSE AND WENT TO THE
FIRST SERVICE OF THE DAY in so great content with his success that he had
almost forgotten about the escape of Brother John, and even when he remembered
that one unsatisfactory particular, he merely put it away in the back of his
mind, as something that must and would be dealt with faithfully in good time,
but need not cloud the splendour of this occasion. And it was indeed a clear,
radiant morning, very bright and still, when they came from the church and
turned towards the old graveyard and the chapel, and all the congregation fell
in at their heels and followed, and along the way others appeared silently from
every path, and joined the procession, until it was like some memorable
pilgrimage. They came to Cadwallon’s gatehouse, and Cadwallon came out to join
them, and Peredur, who had hung back in strict obedience to his orders to
remain at home until his penance was appointed, was kindly bidden forth by
Father Huw, and even smiled upon, though as saint to sinner, by Prior Robert.
Dame Branwen, if not still asleep, was no doubt recuperating after her vapours.
Her menfolk were not likely to be very pressing in their invitations to her to
go with them, and perhaps she was still punishing them by withdrawing herself.
Either way, they were relieved of her presence. The order of procession having only
a loose form, brothers and villagers could mingle, and greet, and change
partners as they willed. It was a communal celebration. And that was strange,
considering the contention that had threatened it for some days. Gwytherin was
playing it very cautiously now, intent on seeing everything and giving nothing
away. Peredur made his way to Cadfael’s
side, and remained there thankfully, though silently. Cadfael asked after his
mother, and the young man coloured and frowned, and then smiled guiltily like a
child, and said that she was very well, a little dreamy still, but placid and
amiable. “You can do Gwytherin and me a good
service, if you will,” said Brother Cadfael, and confided to his ear the work
he had in mind to pass on to Griffith ap Rhys. “So that’s the way it is!” said
Peredur, forgetting altogether about his own unforgivable sins. His eyes opened
wide. He whistled softly. “And that’s the way you want it left?” “That’s the way it is, and that’s
the way I want it left. Who loses? And everyone gains. We, you, Rhisiart, Saint
Winifred—Saint Winifred most of all. And Sioned and Engelard, of course,” said
Cadfael firmly, probing the penitent to the heart. “Yes… I’m glad for them!” said
Peredur, a shade too vehemently. His head was bent, and his eyelids lowered. He
was not yet as glad as all that, but he was trying. The will was there. “Given
a year or two longer, nobody’s going to remember about the deer Engelard took.
In the end he’ll be able to go back and forth to Cheshire if he pleases, and
he’ll have lands when his father dies. And once he’s no longer reckoned outlaw
and felon he’ll have no more troubles. I’ll get your word to Griffith ap Rhys
this very day. He’s over the river at his cousin David’s but Father Huw will
give me indulgence if it’s to go voluntarily to the law.” He smiled wryly.
“Very apt that I should be your man! I can unload my own sins at the same time,
while I’m confiding to him what everyone must know but no one must say aloud.” “Good!” said Brother Cadfael,
contented. “The bailiff will do the rest. A word to the prince, and that’s the
whole business settled.” They had come to the place where the
most direct path from Rhisiart’s holding joined with their road. And there came
half the household from above, Padrig the bard nursing his little portable
harp, perhaps bound for some other house after this leavetaking. Cai the
ploughman still with an impressive bandage round his quite intact head, an
artistic lurch to his gait, and a shameless gleam in his one exposed eye. No
Sioned, no Engelard, no Annest, no John. Brother Cadfael, though he himself had
given the orders, felt a sudden grievous deprivation. Now they were approaching the little
clearing, the woodlands fell back from them on either side, the narrow field of
wild grass opened, and then the stone-built wall, green from head to foot, of
the old graveyard. Small, shrunken, black, a huddled shape too tall for its
base, the chapel of Saint Winifred loomed, and at its eastern end the raw, dark
oblong of Rhisiart’s grave scarred the lush spring green of the grass. Prior Robert halted at the gate, and
turned to face the following multitude with a benign and almost affectionate
countenance, and through Cadfael addressed them thus: “Father Huw, and good people of
Gwytherin, we came here with every good intent, led, as we believed and still
believe, by divine guidance, desiring to honour Saint Winifred as she had
instructed us, not at all to deprive you of a treasure, rather to allow its
beams to shine upon many more people as well as you. That our mission should
have brought grief to any is great grief to us. That we are now of one mind,
and you are willing to let us take the saint’s relics away with us to a wider
glory, is relief and joy. Now you are assured that we meant no evil, but only
good, and that what we are doing is done reverently.” A murmur began at one end of the
crescent of watchers, and rolled gently round to the other extreme, a murmur of
acquiescence, almost of complacency. “And you do not grudge us the
possession of this precious thing we are taking with us? You do believe that we
are doing justly, that we take only what had been committed to us?” He could not have chosen his words
better, thought Brother Cadfael, astonished and gratified, if he had known
everything—or if I had written this address for him. Now if there comes an
equally well-worded answer, I’ll believe in a miracle of my own. The crowd heaved, and gave forth the
sturdy form of Bened, as solid and respectable and fit to be spokesman for his
parish as any man in Gwytherin, barring, perhaps, Father Huw, who here stood in
the equivocal position of having a foot in both camps, and therefore wisely
kept silence. “Father Prior,” said Bened gruffly,
“there’s not a man among us now grudges you the relics within there on the altar.
We do believe they are yours to take, and you take them with our consent home
to Shrewsbury, where by all the omens they rightly belong.” It was altogether too good. It might
bring a blush of pleasure, even mingled with a trace of shame, to Prior Robert’s
cheek, but it caused Cadfael to run a long, considering glance round all those
serene, secretive, smiling faces, all those wide, honest, opaque eyes. Nobody
fidgeted, nobody muttered, nobody, even at the back, sniggered. Cai gazed with
simple admiration from his one visible eye. Padrig beamed benevolent bardic
satisfaction upon this total reconciliation. They knew already! Whether through
some discreet whisper started on its rounds by Sioned, or by some earth-rooted
intuition of their own, the people of Gwytherin knew, in essence if not in
detail, everything there was to be known. And not a word aloud, not a word out
of place, until the strangers were gone. “Come, then,” said Prior Robert,
deeply gratified, “let us release Brother Columbanus from his vigil, and take
Saint Winifred on the first stage of her journey home.” And he turned, very
tall, very regal, very silvery-fine, and paced majestically to the door of the
chapel, with most of Gwytherin crowding into the graveyard after him. With a
long, white, aristocratic hand he thrust the door wide and stood in the
doorway. “Brother Columbanus, we are here.
Your watch is over.” He took just two paces into the
interior, his eyes finding it dim after the brilliance outside, in spite of the
clear light pouring in through the small east window. Then the dark-brown,
wood-scented walls came clear to him, and every detail of the scene within
emerged from dimness into comparative light, and then into a light so acute and
blinding that he halted where he stood, awed and marvelling. There was a heavy, haunting
sweetness that filled all the air within, and the opening of the door had let
in a small morning wind that stirred it in great waves of fragrance. Both
candles burned steadily upon the altar, the small oil-lamp between them. The
prie-dieu stood centrally before the bier, but there was no one kneeling there.
Over altar and reliquary a snowdrift of white petals lay, as though a
miraculous wind had carried them in its arms across two fields from the
hawthorn hedge, without spilling one flower on the way, and breathed them in
here through the altar window. The snowy sweetness carried as far as the
prie-dieu, and sprinkled both it and the crumpled, empty garments that lay
discarded there. “Columbanus! What is this? He is not
here!” Brother Richard came to the prior’s
left shoulder, Brother Jerome to the right, Bened and Cadwallon and Cai and
others crowded in after them and flowed round on either side to line the dark
walls and stare at the marvel, nostrils widening to the drowning sweetness. No
one ventured to advance beyond where the prior stood, until he himself went
slowly forward, and leaned to look more closely at all that was left of Brother
Columbanus. The black Benedictine habit lay
where he had been kneeling, skirts spread behind, body fallen together in
folds, sleeves spread like wings on either side, bent at the elbow as though
the arms that had left them had still ended in hands pressed together in
prayer. Within the cowl an edge of white showed. “Look!” whispered Brother Richard in
awe. “His shirt is still within the habit, and look!—his sandals!” They were
under the hem of the habit, neatly together, soles upturned, as the feet had
left them. And on the book-rest of the prie-dieu, laid where his prayerful hands
had rested, was a single knot of flowering may. “Father Prior, all his clothes are
here, shirt and drawers and all, one within another as he would wear them. As
though—as though he had been lifted out of them and left them lying, as a snake
discards its old skin and emerges bright in a new…” “This is most marvellous,” said
Prior Robert. “How shall we understand it, and not sin?” “Father, may we take up these
garments? If there is trace or mark on them…” There was none, Brother Cadfael was
certain of that. Columbanus had not bled, his habit was not torn, nor even
soiled. He had fallen only in thick spring grass, bursting irresistibly through
the dead grass of last autumn. “Father, it is as I said, as though
he has been lifted out of these garments quite softly, and let them fall, not
needing them any more. Oh, Father, we are in the presence of a great wonder! I
am afraid!” said Brother Richard, meaning the wonderful, blissful fear of what
is holy. He had seldom spoken with such eloquence, or been so moved. “I do recall now,” said the prior,
shaken and chastened (and that was no harm!), “the prayer he made last night at
Compline. How he cried out to be taken up living out of this world, for pure
ecstasy, if the virgin saint found him fit for such favour and bliss. Is it
possible that he was in such a state of grace as to be found worthy?” “Father, shall we search? Here, and
without? Into the woods?” “To what end?” said the prior
simply. “Would he be running naked in the night? A sane man? And even if he ran
mad, and shed the clothes he wore, would they be thus discarded, fold within
fold as he kneeled, here in such pure order? It is not possible to put off
garments thus. No, he is gone far beyond these forests, far out of this world.
He has been marvellously favoured, and his most demanding prayers heard. Let us
say a Mass here for Brother Columbanus, before we take up the blessed lady who
has made him her herald, and go to make known this miracle of faith.” There was no knowing, Prior Robert
being the man he was, at what stage his awareness of the use to be made of this
marvel thrust his genuine faith and wonder and emotion into the back of his
mind, and set him manipulating events to get the utmost glory out of them.
There was no inconsistency in such behaviour. He was quite certain that Brother
Columbanus had been taken up living out of this world, just as he had wished.
But that being so, it was not only his opportunity, but his duty, to make the
utmost use of the exemplary favour to glorify the abbey of Saint Peter and
Saint Paul of Shrewsbury, and not only his duty, but his pleasure, to make use
of the same to shed a halo round the head of Prior Robert, who had originated
this quest. And so he did. He said Mass with absolute conviction, in the cloud
of white flowers, the huddle of discarded garments at his feet. Almost
certainly he would also inform Griffith ap Rhys, through Father Huw, of all
that had befallen, and ask him to keep an alert eye open in case any relevant
information surfaced after the brothers from Shrewsbury were gone. Brother
Prior was the product of his faith and his birth, his training for sanctity and
for arbitrary rule, and could snake off neither. The people of Gwytherin, silent and
observant, crowded in to fill the space available, made no sound, expressed no
opinion. Their presence and silence passed for endorsement. What they really
thought they kept to themselves. “Now,” said Prior Robert, moved
almost to tears, “let us take up this blessed burden, and praise God for the
weight we carry.” And he moved forward to offer his
own delicate hands and frail shoulder, first of the devout. That was Brother Cadfael’s worst
moment, for it was the one thing he had overlooked, But Bened, unwontedly quick
at the right moment, called aloud: “Shall Gwytherin be backward, now peace is
made?” and rolled forward with less stateliness and greater speed, and had a
solid shoulder under the head end of the reliquary before the prior was able to
reach it, and half a dozen of the smith’s own powerful but stocky build took up
the challenge with enthusiasm. Apart from Cadfael, the only monk of Shrewsbury
who got a comer hoisted into his neck was Jerome, being of much the same
height, and his was the sole voice that cried out in astonishment at the
weight, and sagged under it until Bened shifted nearer and hefted most of the
load from him. “Your pardon, Father Prior! But who
would have thought those slender little bones could weigh so heavily?” Cadfael spoke up in hasty
interpretation: “We are surrounded here by miracles, both small and great.
Truly did Father Prior say that we thank God for the weight we carry. Is not
this evidence of singular grace, that heaven has caused the weight of her
worthiness to be so signally demonstrated?” In his present state, at once humbled
and exalted, Prior Robert apparently did not find the logic of this nearly as
peculiar as did Brother Cadfael himself. He would have accepted and embraced
anything that added to his own triumph. So it was on sturdy Gwytherin shoulders
that the reliquary and its contents were hoisted out of the chapel and borne in
procession down to the parsonage, with such brisk enthusiasm that it almost
seemed the parish could hardly wait to get rid of them. It was Gwytherin men
who fetched the horses and mules, and rigged a little cart, spread with cloths,
on which the precious casket could be drawn home. Once installed on this
vehicle, which, after all, cost little in materials or labour, given the
smith’s benevolent interest, the casket need not be unloaded until it reached
Shrewsbury. Nobody wanted anything untoward to happen to it on the way, such as
Brother Jerome crumpling under his end, and starting the joints by dropping it. “But you we’ll miss,” said Cai
regretfully, busy with the harness. “Padrig has a song in praise of Rhisiart
you’d have liked to hear, and one more companionable drinking night would have
been pleasant. But the lad sends you his thanks and his godspeed. He’s only in
hiding until the pack of you have gone. And Sioned told me to tell you from him,
look out for your pear trees, for the winter moth’s playing the devil with some
of ours here.” “He’s a good helper in a garden,”
Cadfael confirmed judicially. “A shade heavy-handed, but he shifts the rough
digging faster than any novice I ever had under me. I shall miss him, too. God
knows what I shall get in his place.” “A light hand’s no good with iron,”
said Bened, standing back to admire the banded wheels he had contributed to the
cart. “Deft, yes! Not light. I tell you what, Cadfael! I’ll see you in
Shrewsbury yet. For years I’ve had a fancy to make a great pilgrimage across
England some day and get to Walsingham. I reckon Shrewsbury would be just about
on my way.” At the last, when all was ready and
Prior Robert mounted, Cai said in Cadfael’s ear: “When you’re up the hill,
where you saw us ploughing that day, cast a look the other way. There’s a place
where the woods fall away, and an open hillock just before they close again.
We’ll be there, a fair gathering of us. And that’s for you. Brother Cadfael, without shame, for
he had been up and busy all night and was very tired, annexed the gentler and
cleverer of the two mules, a steady pad that would follow where the horses led,
and step delicately on any ground. It had a high, supporting saddle, and he had
not lost the trick of riding through his knees, even when asleep. The larger
and heavier beast was harnessed to draw the cart, but the carriage was narrow
yet stable, rode well even on a forest floor, and Jerome, no great weight,
could still ride, either on the mule’s back or the shafts and yoke. In any
case, why trouble too much about the comfort of Jerome, who had concocted that
vision of Saint Winifred in the first place, almost certainly knowing that the
prior’s searches in Wales had cast up this particular virgin as one most
desirable, and most available? Jerome would have been courting Columbanus just
as assiduously, if he had survived to oust Robert. The cortege set forth ceremoniously,
half of Gwytherin there to watch it go, and sigh immense relief when it was
gone. Father Huw blessed the departing guests. Peredur, almost certainly, was
away across the river, planting the good seed in the bailiff’s mind. He
deserved that his errand should be counted to his own credit. Genuine shiners
are plentiful, but genuine penitents are rare. Peredur had done a detestable
thing, but remained a very likeable young man. Cadfael had no serious fears for
his future, once he was over Sioned. There were other girls, after all. Not
many her match, but some not so very far behind. Brother Cadfael settled himself well
down in the saddle, and shook his bridle to let the mule know it might conduct
him where it would. Very gently he dozed. It could not yet be called sleep. He
was aware of the shifting light and shadow under the trees, and the fresh cool
air, and movement under him, and a sense of something completed. Or almost
completed, for this was only the first stage of the way home. He roused when they came to the high
ridge above the river valley. There was no team ploughing, even the breaking of
new ground, was done. He turned his head towards the wooded uplands on his
right, and waited for the opening vista between the trees. It was brief and
narrow, a sweep of grass soaring to a gentle crest beyond which the trees loomed
close and dark. There were a number of people clustered there on the rounded
hillock, most of Sioned’s household, far enough removed to be nameless to
anyone who knew them less well than he. A cloud of dark hair beside a cap of
flaxen, Cai’s flaunting bandage shoved back like a hat unseated in a hot noon,
a light brown head clasped close against a red thorn-hedge that looked very
like Brother John’s abandoned tonsure. Padrig, too, not yet off on his
wanderings. They were all waving and smiling, and Cadfael returned the salute
with enthusiasm. Then the ambulant procession crossed the narrow opening, and
the woods took away all. Brother Cadfael, well content,
subsided into his saddle comfortable, and fell asleep. Overnight they halted at Penmachmo,
in the shelter of the church, where there was hospitality for travellers.
Brother Cadfael, without apology to any, withdrew himself as soon as he had
seen to his mule, and continued his overdue sleep in the loft above the
stables. He was roused after midnight by Brother Jerome in delirious
excitement. “Brother, a great wonder!” bleated
Jerome, ecstatic. “There came a traveller here in great pain from a malignant
illness, and made such outcry that all of us in the hostel were robbed of
sleep. And Prior Robert took a few of the petals we saved from the chapel, and
floated them in holy water, and gave them to this poor soul to drink, and
afterwards we carried him out into the yard and let him kiss the foot of the
reliquary. And instantly he was eased of his pain, and before we laid him in
his bed again he was asleep. He feels nothing, he slumbers like a child! Oh,
brother, we are the means of astonishing grace!” “Ought it to astonish you so much?”
demanded Brother Cadfael censoriously, malicious half out of vexation at being
awakened, and half in self-defence, for he was considerably more taken aback
than he would admit. “If you had any faith in what we have brought from
Gwytherin, you should not be amazed that it accomplishes wonders along the
way.” But by the same token he thought
honestly, after Jerome had left him to seek out a more appreciative audience, I
should! I do believe I begin to grasp the nature of miracles! For would it be a
miracle, if there was any reason for it? Miracles have nothing to do with reason.
Miracles contradict reason, they strike clean across mere human deserts, and
deliver and save where they will. If they made sense, they would not be
miracles, And he was comforted and entertained, and fell asleep again readily,
feeling that all was well with a world he had always know to be peculiar and
perverse. Minor prodigies, most of them
trivial, some derisory, trailed after them all the way to Shrewsbury, though
how many of the crutches discarded had been necessary, and how many, even of
those that were, had to be resumed shortly afterwards, how many of the speech
impediments had been in the will rather than in the tongue, how many feeble
tendons in the mind rather than in the legs, it was difficult to judge, not
even counting all the sensation-seekers who were bound to bandage an eye or
come over suddenly paralytic in order to be in with the latest cult. It all
made for a great reputation that not only kept pace with them, but rushed
ahead, and was already bringing in awestruck patronage in gifts and legacies to
the abbey of Saint Peter and Saint Paul, in the hope of having dubious sins
prayed away by a grateful saint. When they reached the outskirts of
Shrewsbury, crowds of people came out to meet them, and accompany the
procession as far as the boundary church of Saint Giles, where the reliquary
was to await the great day of the saint’s translation to the abbey church. This
could hardly take place without the blessing of the bishop, and due notice to
all churches and religious houses, to add to the glory accruing. It was no
surprise to Brother Cadfael that when the day came it should come with grey
skies and squally rain, to leave room for another little miracle. For though it
rained heavily on all the surrounding fields and countryside, not a drop fell
on the procession, as they carried Saint Winifred’s casket at last to its final
resting-place on the altar of the abbey church, where the miracle-seekers
immediately betook themselves in great numbers, and mostly came away satisfied. In full chapter Prior Robert gave
his account of his mission to Abbot Heribert. “Father, to my grief I must own
it, we have come back only four, who went out from Shrewsbury six brethren
together. And we return without both the glory and the blemish of our house,
but bringing with us the treasure we set out to gain.” On almost all of which counts he was
in error, but since no one was ever likely to tell him so, there was no harm
done. Brother Cadfael dozed gently behind his pillar through the awed encomiums
on Brother Columbanus, out of whom they would certainly have wished to make a
new saint, but for the sad fact that they supposed all his relics but his
discarded clothes to be for ever withdrawn from reach. Letting the devout
voices slip out of his consciousness, Cadfael congratulated himself on having
made as many people as possible happy, and drifted into a dream of a hot
knife-blade slicing deftly through the thick wax of a seal without ever
disturbing the device. It was a long time since he had exercised some of his
more questionable skills, he was glad to be confirmed in believing that he had
forgotten none of them, and that every one had a meritorious use in the end. Chapter Twelve IT WAS MORE THAN TWO YEARS LATER,
and the middle of a bright June afternoon, when Brother Cadfael, crossing the
great court from the fish-ponds, saw among the travellers arriving at the gate
a certain thickset, foursquare, powerful figure that he knew. Bened, the smith
of Gwytherin, a little rounder in the belly and a little greyer in the hair,
had found the time ripe for realising an old ambition, and was on his way in a
pilgrim’s gown to the shrine of Our Lady of Walsingham. “If I’d put it off much longer,” he
confided, when they were private together with a bottle of wine in a comer of
the herb-garden, “I should have grown too old to relish the journey. And what
was there to keep me now, with a good lad ready and able to take over the
smithy while I’m gone? He took to it like a duck to water. Oh, yes, they’ve
been man and wife eighteen months now, and as happy as larks. Annest always
knew her own mind, and this time I will say she’s made no mistake.” “And have they a child yet?” asked
Brother Cadfael, imagining a bold, sturdy boy-baby with a bush of red hair,
nibbed away by his pillow in an infant tonsure. “Not yet, but there’s one on the
way. By the time I get back he’ll be with us.” “And Annest is well?” “Blossoming like a rose.” “And Sioned and Engelard? They had
no troubles after we were gone?” “None, bless you! Griffith ap Rhys
let it be known that all was well, and should be let well alone. They’re
married, and snug, and I’m to bring you their warmest greetings, and to tell
you they have a fine son—three months old, I reckon he’d be now—dark and Welsh
like his mother. And they’ve named him Cadfael.” “Well, well!” said Brother Cadfael,
absurdly gratified. “The best way to get the sweet out of children and escape
the bitter is to have them by proxy. But I hope they’ll never find anything but
sweet in their youngster. There’ll be a Bened yet, in one household or the
other.” Bened the pilgrim shook his head,
but without any deep regret, and reached for the bottle. “There was a time when
I’d hoped… But it would never have
done. I was an old fool ever to think of it, and it’s better this way. And
Cai’s well, and sends you remembrances, and says drink down one cup for him.” They drank many more than one before
it was time for Vespers. “And you’ll see me again at chapter tomorrow,” said
Bened, as they walked back to the great court, “for I’m charged with greetings
from Father Huw to Prior Robert and Abbot Heribert, and I’ll need you to be my
interpreter.” “Father Huw must be the one person
in Gwytherin, I suppose, who doesn’t know the truth by this time,” said
Cadfael, with some compunction. “But it wouldn’t have been fair to lay such a
load on his conscience. Better to let him keep his innocence.” “His innocence is safe enough,” said
Bened, “for he’s never said word to bring it in question, but for all that I
wouldn’t be too sure that he doesn’t know. There’s a lot of merit in silence.” The next morning at chapter he
delivered his messages of goodwill and commendation to the monastery in
general, and the members of Prior Robert’s mission in particular, from the
parish of Saint Winifred’s ministry to the altar of her glorification. Abbot
Heribert questioned him amiably about the chapel and the graveyard which he
himself had never seen, and to which, as he said, the abbey owed its most
distinguished patroness and most precious relics. “And we trust,” he said gently,
“that in our great gain you have not suffered equally great deprivation, for
that was never our intent.” “No, Father Abbot,” Bened reassured
him heartily, “you need have no regrets upon that score. For I must tell you
that at the place of Saint Winifred’s grave wonderful things are happening.
More people come there for help than ever before. There have been marvellous
cures.” Prior Robert stiffened in his place,
and his austere face turned bluish-white and pinched with incredulous
resentment. “Even now, when the saint is here on
our altar, and all the devout come to pray to her here? Ah, but small
things—the residue of grace…” “No, Father Prior, great things!
Women in mortal labour with cross-births have been brought there and laid on
the grave from which she was taken, where we buried Rhisiart, and their
children have been soothed into the world whole and perfect, with no harm to
the mothers. A man blind for years came and bathes his eyes in a distillation
of her may-blossoms, and threw away his stick and went home seeing. A young man
whose leg-bone had been broken and knitted awry came in pain, and set his teeth
and danced before her, and as he danced the pain left him, and his bones
straightened. I cannot tell you half the wonders we have seen in Gwytherin
these last two years.” Prior Robert’s livid countenance was
taking on a shade of green, and under his careful eyelids his eyes sparkled
emerald jealousy. How dare that obscure village, bereft of its saint, outdo the
small prodigies of rain that held off from falling, and superficial wounds that
healed with commendable but hardly miraculous speed, and even the slightly
suspicious numbers of lame who brought their crutches and left them before the
altar, and walked away unsupported? “There was a child of three who went
into a fit,” pursued Bened with gusto, “stiff as a board in his mother’s arms,
and stopped breathing, and she ran with him all the way from the far fields,
fording the river, and carried him to Winifred’s grave, and laid him down in
the grass there dead. And when he touched the chill of the earth, he breathed
and cried out, and she picked him up living, and took him home joyfully, and he
is live and well to this day.” “What, even the dead raised?”
croaked Prior Robert, almost speechless with envy. “Father Prior,” said Brother Cadfael
soothingly, “surely this is but another proof, the strongest possible, of the
surpassing merit and potency of Saint Winifred. Even the soil that once held
her bones works wonders, and every wonder must redound to the credit and glory
of that place which houses the very body that blessed the earth still blesses
others.” And Abbot Heribert, oblivious of the
chagrin that was consuming his prior, benignly agreed that it was so, and that
universal grace, whether it manifested itself in Wales, or England, or the Holy
Land, or wheresoever, was to be hailed with universal gratitude. “Was that innocence or mischief?”
demanded Cadfael, when he saw Bened off from the gatehouse afterwards. “Work it out for yourself! The great
thing is, Cadfael, it was truth! These things happened, and are happening yet.” Brother Cadfael stood looking after
him as he took the road towards Lilleshall, until the stocky figure with its
long, easy strides dwindled to child-size, and vanished at the curve of the
wall. Then he turned back towards his garden, where a new young novice, barely
sixteen and homesick, was waiting earnestly for his orders, having finished
planting out lettuces to follow in succession. A silent lad as yet. Maybe once he
had taken Brother Cadfael’s measure his tongue would begin to wag, and then
there’d be no stopping it. He knew nothing, but was quick to learn, and though
he was still near enough to childhood to attract any available moist soil to
his own person, things grew for him. On the whole, Cadfael was well content. I don’t see, he thought, reviewing
the whole business again from this peaceful distance, how I could have done
much better. The little Welsh saint’s back where she always wanted to be, bless
her, and showing her pleasure by taking good care of her own, it seems. And
we’ve got what belonged to us in the first place, all we have a right to, and
probably all we deserve, too, and by and large it seems to be thought
satisfactory. Evidently the body of a calculating murderer does almost as well
as the real thing, given faith enough. Almost, but never quite! Knowing what
they all know by now, those good people up there in Gwytherin may well look
forward to great things. And if a little of their thanks and gratitude rubs off
on Rhisiart, well, why not? He earned it, and it’s a sign she’s made him
welcome. She may even be glad of his company. He’s no threat to her virginity
now, and if he is trespassing, that’s no fault of his. His bed-fellow won’t
grudge him a leaf or two from her garland! About
the Author ELLIS PETERS is
the nom-de-crime of English novelist Edith Pargeter, author of scores of
books under her own name. She is the recipient of the Silver Dagger Award,
conferred by the Crime Writers Association in Britain, as well as the coveted
Edgar, awarded by the Mystery Writers of America. Miss Pargeter is also well
known as a translator of poetry and prose from the Czech and has been awarded
the Gold Medal and Ribbon of the Czechoslovak Society for Foreign Relations for
her services to Czech literature. She passed away in 1995, at the age of 82, at
home in her beloved Shropshire. |
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