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Bonel, with his wife and servants, is a guest of the Shrewsbury Abbey of St.
Peter and St. Paul when he is suddenly taken ill. Luckily, the Abbey boasts the
services of the clever and kindly Brother Cadfael, a skilled herbalist. Cadfael
hurries to the man’s bedside, only to be confronted by two very different
surprises. In Master Bonel’s wife, the good monk recognizes Richildis, whom he
loved many years ago before he took his vows. And master Bonel himself has been
fatally poisoned by a dose of deadly monk’s hood oil from Cadfael’s laboratory.
The sheriff is convinced that the murderer is Richildis’ son, Edwin, who had
reasons aplenty to hate his stepfather. But Cadfael, guided in part by his
tender concern for a woman to whom he was once betrothed, is certain of her
son’s innocence. Using his knowledge of both herbs and the human heart, Cadfael
deciphers a deadly recipe for murder. The Third
Chronicle of Brother Cadfael, of the Benedictine Abbey of Saint Peter and Saint
Paul, at Shrewsbury By Ellis Peters ON THIS PARTICULAR MORNING at the
beginning of December, in the year 1138, Brother Cadfael came to chapter in
tranquillity of mind, prepared to be tolerant even towards the dull, pedestrian
reading of Brother Francis, and long-winded legal haverings of Brother Benedict
the sacristan. Men were variable, fallible, and to be humoured. And the year,
so stormy in its earlier months, convulsed with siege and slaughter and
disruptions, bade fair to end in calm and comparative plenty. The tide of civil
war between King Stephen and the partisans of the Empress Maud had receded into
the south-western borders, leaving Shrewsbury to recover cautiously from having
backed the weaker side and paid a bloody price for it. And for all the
hindrances to good husbandry, after a splendid summer the harvest had been
successfully gathered in, the barns were full, the mills were busy, sheep and
cattle thrived on pastures still green and lush, and the weather continued
surprisingly mild, with only a hint of frost in the early mornings. No one was
wilting with cold yet, no one yet was going hungry. It could not last much
longer, but every day counted as blessing. And in his own small kingdom the crop had
been rich and varied, the eaves of his workshop in the garden were hung
everywhere with linen bags of dried herbs, his jars of wine sat in plump,
complacent rows, the shelves were thronging with
bottles and pots of specifics for all the ills of winter, from snuffling colds
to seized-up joints and sore and wheezing chests. It was a better world than it
had looked in the spring, and an ending that improves on its beginning is
always good news. So Brother Cadfael rolled contentedly to
his chosen seat in the chapter-house, conveniently retired behind one of the
pillars in a dim corner, and watched with half-sleepy benevolence as his
brothers of the house filed in and took their places: Abbot Heribert, old and
gentle and anxious, sadly worn by the troublous year now near its ending; Prior
Robert Pennant, immensely tall and patrician, ivory of face and silver of hair
and brows, ever erect and stately, as if he already balanced the mitre for
which he yearned. He was neither old nor frail, but an ageless and wiry
fifty-one, though he contrived to look every inch a patriarch sanctified by a
lifetime of holiness; he had looked much the same ten years ago, and would
almost certainly change not at all in the twenty years to come. Faithful at his
heels slid Brother Jerome, his clerk, reflecting Robert’s pleasure or
displeasure like a small, warped mirror. After them came all the other
officers, sub-prior, sacristan, hospitaller, almoner, infirmarer, the custodian
of the altar of St. Mary, the cellarer, the precentor, and the master of the
novices. Decorously they composed themselves for what bade fair to be an
unremarkable day’s business. Young Brother Francis, who was afflicted
with a nasal snuffle and somewhat sparse Latin, made heavy weather of reading
out the list of saints and martyrs to be commemorated in prayer during the
coming days, and fumbled a pious commentary on the ministry of St. Andrew the
Apostle, whose day was just past. Brother Benedict the sacristan contrived to
make it sound only fair that he, as responsible for the upkeep of church and enclave,
should have the major claim on a sum willed jointly for that purpose and to
provide lights for the altar of the Lady Chapel, which was Brother Maurice’s
province. The precentor acknowledged the gift of a new setting for the “Sanctus,”
donated by the composer’s patron, but by the dubious enthusiasm with which he
welcomed so generous a gift, he did not think highly
of its merits, and it was unlikely to be heard often. Brother Paul, master of
the novices, had a complaint against one of his pupils, suspected of levity
beyond what was permitted to youth and inexperience, in that the youngster had
been heard singing in the cloisters, while he was employed in copying a prayer
of St. Augustine, a secular song of scandalous import, purporting to be the lament
of a Christian pilgrim imprisoned by the Saracens, and comforting himself by
hugging to his breast the chemise given him at parting by his lover. Brother Cadfael’s mind jerked him back
from incipient slumber to recognise and remember the song, beautiful and
poignant. He had been in that Crusade, he knew the land, the Saracens, the
haunting light and darkness of such a prison and such a pain. He saw Brother
Jerome devoutly close his eyes and suffer convulsions of distress at the
mention of a woman’s most intimate garment. Perhaps because he had never been
near enough to it to touch, thought Cadfael, still disposed to be charitable.
Consternation quivered through several of the old, innocent, lifelong brothers,
to whom half the creation was a closed and forbidden book. Cadfael made an
effort, unaccustomed at chapter, and asked mildly what defence the youth had
made. “He said,” Brother Paul replied fairly, “that
he learned the song from his grandfather, who fought for the Cross at the
taking of Jerusalem, and he found the tune so beautiful that it seemed to him
holy. For the pilgrim who sang was not a monastic or a soldier, but a humble
person who made the long journey out of love.” “A proper and sanctified love,” pointed
out Brother Cadfael, using words not entirely natural to him, for he thought of
love as a self-sanctifying force, needing no apology. “And is there anything in
the words of that song to suggest that the woman he left behind was not his
wife? I remember none. And the music is worthy of noting. It is not, surely,
the purpose of our order to obliterate or censure the sacrament of marriage,
for those who have not a celibate vocation. I think this young man may have done nothing very wrong. Should not
Brother Precentor try if he has not a gifted voice? Those who sing at their
work commonly have some need to use a God-given talent.” The precentor, startled and prompted, and
none too lavishly provided with singers to be moulded, obligingly opined that
he would be interested to hear the novice sing. Prior Robert knotted his
austere brows, and frowned down his patrician nose; if it had rested with him,
the errant youth would have been awarded a hard penance. But the master of
novices was no great enthusiast for the lavish use of the discipline, and seemed
content to have a good construction put on his pupil’s lapse. “It is true that he has shown as earnest
and willing, Father Abbot, and has been with us but a short time. It is easy to
forget oneself at moments of concentration, and his copying is careful and
devoted.” The singer got away with a light penance
that would not keep him on his knees long enough to rise from them stiffly.
Abbot Heribert was always inclined to be lenient, and this morning he appeared
more than usually preoccupied and distracted. They were drawing near the end of
the day’s affairs. The abbot rose as if to put an end to the chapter. “There are here a few documents to be
sealed,” said Brother Matthew the cellarer, rustling parchments in haste, for
it seemed to him that the abbot had turned absent-minded, and lost sight of
this duty. “There is the matter of the fee-farm of Hales, and the grant made by
Walter Aylwin, and also the guestship agreement with Gervase Bonel and his
wife, to whom we are allotting the first house beyond the mill-pond. Master
Bonel wishes to move in as soon as may be, before the Christmas feast…” “Yes, yes, I have not forgotten.” Abbot
Heribert looked small, dignified but resigned, standing before them with a
scroll of his own gripped in both hands. “There is something I have to announce
to you all. These necessary documents cannot be sealed today, for sufficient
reason. It may well be that they are now beyond my competence, and I no longer
have the right to conclude any agreement for this community. I
have here an instruction which was delivered to me yesterday, from Westminster,
from the king’s court. You all know that Pope Innocent has acknowledged King
Stephen’s claim to the throne of this realm, and in his support has sent over a
legate with full powers, Alberic, cardinal-bishop of Ostia. The cardinal
proposes to hold a legatine council in London for the reform of the church, and
I am summoned to attend, to account for my stewardship as abbot of this
convent. The terms make clear,” said Heribert, firmly and sadly, “that my
tenure is at the disposal of the legate. We have lived through a troubled year,
and been tossed between two claimants to the throne of our land. It is not a
secret, and I acknowledge it, that his Grace, when he was here in the summer,
held me in no great favour, since in the confusion of the times I did not see
my way clear, and was slow to accept his sovereignty. Therefore I now regard my
abbacy as suspended, until or unless the legatine council confirms me in
office. I cannot ratify any documents or agreements in the name of our house.
Whatever is now uncompleted must remain uncompleted until a firm appointment
has been made. I cannot trespass on what may well be another’s field.” He had said what he had to say. He
resumed his seat and folded his hands patiently, while their bewildered,
dismayed murmurings gradually congealed and mounted into a boiling, bees’-hive
hum of consternation. Though not everyone was horrified, as Cadfael plainly
saw. Prior Robert, just as startled as the rest, and adept at maintaining a
decorous front, none the less glowed brightly behind his ivory face, drawing
the obvious conclusion, and Brother Jerome, quick to interpret any message from
that quarter, hugged himself with glee inside the sleeves of his habit, while his
face exhibited pious sympathy and pain. Not that they had anything against
Heribert, except that he continued to hold an office on which impatient
subordinates were casting covetous eyes. A nice old man, of course, but out of
date, and far too lax. Like a king who lives too long, and positively invites
assassination. But the rest of them fluttered and panicked like hens invaded by
the fox, clamouring variously: “But, Father Abbot, surely the king will restore you!” “Oh, Father, must you go to this council?” “We shall be left like sheep without a
shepherd!” Prior Robert, who considered himself
ideally equipped to deal with the flock of St. Peter himself, if need be, gave
that complaint a brief, basilisk glare, but refrained from protest, indeed
murmured his own commiseration and dismay. “My duty and my vows are to the Church,”
said Abbot Heribert sadly, “and I am bound to obey the summons, as a loyal son.
If it pleases the Church to confirm me in office, I shall return to take up my
customary ward here. If another is appointed in my place, I shall still return
among you, if I am permitted, and live out my life as a faithful brother of
this house, under our new superior.” Cadfael thought he caught a brief,
complacent flicker of a smile that passed over Robert’s face at that. It would
not greatly disconcert him to have his old superior a humble brother under his
rule at last. “But clearly,” went on Abbot Heribert
with humility, “I can no longer claim rights as abbot until the matter is
settled, and these agreements must rest in abeyance until my return, or until
another considers and pronounces on them. Is any one of them urgent?” Brother Matthew shuffled his parchments
and pondered, still shaken by the suddenness of the news. “There is no reason
to hurry in the matter of the Aylwin grant, he is an old friend to our order,
his offer will certainly remain open as long as need be. And the Hales fee-farm
will date only from Lady Day of next year, so there’s time enough. But Master
Bonel relies on the charter being sealed very soon. He is waiting to move his
belongings into the house.” “Remind me of the terms, if you will,”
the abbot requested apologetically. “My mind has been full of other matters, I
have forgotten just what was agreed.” “Why, he grants to us his manor of
Mallilie absolutely, with his several tenants, in return for a messuage here at
the abbey—the first house on the town side of the mill-pond is vacant, and the
most suitable to his household—together with keep for
life for himself and his wife, and for two servants also. The details are as
usual in such cases. They shall have daily two monks’ loaves and one servants’
loaf, two gallons of conventual ale and one of servants’ ale, a dish of meat
such as the abbey sergeants have, on meat-days, and of fish on fish-days, from
the abbot’s kitchen, and an intermissum whenever extra dainties are provided.
These to be fetched by their manservant. They shall also have a dish of meat or
fish daily for their two domestics. Master Bonel is also to have annually a
robe such as the senior of the abbey officers receive, and his wife—she so
prefers—shall have ten shillings yearly to provide a robe for herself as she
chooses. There is also a provision of ten shillings yearly for linen, shoes and
firing, and livery for one horse. And at the death of either, the other to
retain possession of the house and receive a moiety of all the aforesaid
provisions, except that if the wife be the survivor, she need not be provided
with stabling for a horse. These are the terms, and I had intended to have
witnesses come hither after chapter for the ratification. The justice has a
clerk waiting.” “I fear none the less,” said the abbot
heavily, “that this also must wait. My rights are in abeyance.” “It will greatly inconvenience Master
Bonel,” said the cellarer anxiously. “They have already prepared to remove
here, and expected to do so in the next few days. The Christmas feast is
coming, and they cannot well be left in discomfort.” “Surely,” suggested Prior Robert, “the
move could be countenanced, even if the ratification must wait a while. It’s
highly unlikely that any abbot appointed would wish to upset this agreement.”
Since it was perfectly clear that he himself was in line for the appointment,
and knew himself to be in better odour with King Stephen than his superior, he
spoke with easy authority. Heribert jumped at the suggestion. “I think such a move is permissible. Yes,
Brother Matthew, you may proceed, pending final sanction, which I feel sure
will be forthcoming. Reassure our guest on that point, and allow him to bring
his household at once. It is only right that they
should feel settled and at peace for the Christmas feast. There is no other
case needing attention?” “None, Father.” And he asked, subdued and
thoughtful: “When must you set forth on this journey?” “The day after tomorrow I should leave. I
ride but slowly these days, and we shall be some days on the road. In my
absence, of course, Prior Robert will be in charge of all things here.” Abbot Heribert lifted a distrait hand in blessing,
and led the way out of the chapter-house. Prior Robert, sweeping after, no
doubt felt himself already in charge of all things within the pale of the
Benedictine abbey of St. Peter and St. Paul of Shrewsbury, and had every intent
and expectation of continuing so to his life’s end. The brothers filed out in mourne silence,
only to break out into subdued but agitated conversations as soon as they were
dispersed over the great court. Heribert had been their abbot for eleven years,
and an easy man to serve under, approachable, kindly, perhaps even a little too
easy-going. They did not look forward to changes. In the half-hour before High Mass at ten,
Cadfael betook himself very thoughtfully to his workshop in the herb-gardens,
to tend a few specifics he had brewing. The enclosure, thickly hedged and well
trimmed, was beginning now to look bleached and dry with the first moderate
cold, all the leaves grown elderly and lean and brown, the tenderest plants
withdrawing into the warmth of the earth; but the air still bore a lingering,
aromatic fragrance compounded of all the ghostly scents of summer, and inside
the hut the spicy sweetness made the senses swim. Cadfael regularly took his
ponderings there for privacy. He was so used to the drunken, heady air within
that he barely noticed it, but at need he could distinguish every ingredient
that contributed to it, and trace it to its source. So King Stephen, after all, had not
forgotten his lingering grudges, and Abbot Heribert was to be the scapegoat for
Shrewsbury’s offence in holding out against his claims. Yet he
was not by nature a vindictive man. Perhaps it was rather that he felt a need
to flatter and court the legate, since the pope had recognised him as king of
England, and given him papal backing, no negligible weapon, in the contention
with the Empress Maud, the rival claimant to the throne. That determined lady
would certainly not give up so easily, she would be pressing her case strongly
in Rome, and even popes may change their allegiance. So Alberic of Ostia would
be given every possible latitude in pursuing his plans for the reform of the
Church, and Heribert might be but one sacrificial victim offered to his zeal on
a platter. Another curious theme intruded itself
persistently into Cadfael’s musings. This matter of the occasional guests of
the abbey, so-called, the souls who chose to abandon the working world,
sometimes in their prime, and hand over their inheritance to the abbey for a
soft, shielded, inactive life in a house of retirement, with food, clothing,
firing, all provided without the lifting of a finger! Did they dream of it for
years while they were sweating over lambing ewes, or toiling in the harvest, or
working hard at a trade? A little sub-paradise where meals dropped from the sky
and there was nothing to do but bask, in the summer, and toast by the fire with
mulled ale in the winter? And when they got to it, how long did the enchantment
last? How soon did they sicken of doing nothing, and needing to do nothing? In
a man blind, lame, sick, he could understand the act. But in those hale and
busy, and used to exerting body and mind? No, that he could not understand.
There must be other motives. Not all men could be deceived, or deceive
themselves, into mistaking idleness for blessedness. What else could provoke
such an act? Want of an heir? An urge, not yet understood, to the monastic
life, without the immediate courage to go all the way? Perhaps! In a man with a
wife, well advanced in years and growing aware of his end, it might be so. Many
a man had taken the habit and the cowl late, after children and grandchildren
and the heat of a long day. The grace house and the guest status might be a
stage on the way. Or was it possible that men divested themselves of
their life’s work at last out of pure despite, against the world, against the
unsatisfactory son, against the burden of carrying their own souls? Brother Cadfael shut the door upon the
rich horehound reek of a mixture for coughs, and went very soberly to High
Mass. Abbot Heribert departed by the London
road, turning his back upon the town of Shrewsbury, in the early morning of a
somewhat grey day, the first time there had been the nip of frost in the air as
well as the pale sparkle in the grass. He took with him his own clerk, Brother
Emmanuel, and two lay grooms who had served here longest; and he rode his own
white mule. He put on a cheerful countenance as he took leave, but for all that
he cut a sad little figure as the four riders dwindled along the road. No
horseman now, if he ever had been much of one, he used a high, cradling saddle,
and sagged in it like a small sack not properly filled. Many of the brothers
crowded to the gates to watch him as long as he remained in view, and their
faces were apprehensive and aggrieved. Some of the boy pupils came out to join
them, looking even more dismayed, for the abbot had allowed Brother Paul to
conduct his schooling undisturbed, which meant very tolerantly, but with Prior
Robert in charge there was no department of this house likely to go its way
un-goaded, and discipline might be expected to tighten abruptly. There was, Cadfael could not but admit,
room for a little hard practicality within these walls, if the truth were told.
Heribert of late had grown deeply discouraged with the world of men, and
withdrawn more and more into his prayers. The siege and fall of Shrewsbury,
with all the bloodshed and revenge involved, had been enough to sadden any man,
though that was no excuse for abandoning the effort to defend right and oppose
wrong. But there comes a time when the old grow very tired, and the load of
leadership unjustly heavy to bear. And perhaps—perhaps!—Heribert would not be
quite so sad as even he now supposed, if the load should be lifted from him. Mass and chapter passed that day with unexceptionable
decorum and calm, High Mass was
celebrated devoutly, the duties of the day proceeded in their smooth and
regular course. Robert was too sensible of his own image to rub his hands
visibly, or lick his lips before witnesses. All that he did would be done
according to just and pious law, with the authority of sainthood. Nevertheless,
what he considered his due would be appropriated, to the last privilege. Cadfael was accustomed to having two
assistants allotted to him throughout the active part of the gardening years,
for he grew other things in his walled garden besides the enclosure of herbs,
though the main kitchen gardens of the abbey were outside the enclave, across
the main highway and along the fields by the river, the lush level called the Gaye.
The waters of Severn regularly moistened it in the flood season, and its soil
was rich and bore well. Here within the walls he had made, virtually
single-handed, this closed garden for the small and precious things, and in the
outer levels, running down to the Meole brook that fed the mill, he grew food
crops, beans and cabbages and pulse, and fields of pease. But now with the
winter closing gently in, and the soil settling to its sleep like the urchins
under the hedges, curled drowsily with all their prickles cushioned by straw
and dead grass and leaves, he was left with just one novice to help him brew
his draughts, and roll his pills, and stir his rubbing oils, and pound his
poultices, to medicine not only the brothers, but many who came for help in
their troubles, from the town and the Foregate, sometimes even from the
scattered villages beyond. He had not been bred to this science, he had learned
it by experience, by trial and study, accumulating knowledge over the years,
until some preferred his ministrations to those of the acknowledged physicians. His assistant at this time was a novice
of no more than eighteen years, Brother Mark, orphaned, and a trouble to a
neglectful uncle, who had sent him into the abbey at sixteen to be rid of him.
He had entered tongue-tied, solitary and homesick, a waif who seemed even
younger than his years, who did what he was told with apprehensive submission,
as though the best to be hoped out of life was to avoid punishment.
But some months of working in the garden with Cadfael had gradually loosened
his tongue and put his fears to flight. He was still undersized, and slightly
wary of authority, but healthy and wiry, and good at making things grow, and he
was acquiring a sure and delicate touch with the making of medicines, and an
eager interest in them. Mute among his fellows, he made up for it by being
voluble enough in the garden workshop, and with none but Cadfael by. It was
always Mark, for all his silence and withdrawal about the cloister and court,
who brought all the gossip before others knew it. He came in from an errand to the mill, an
hour before Vespers, full of news. “Do you know what Prior Robert has done?
Taken up residence in the abbot’s lodging! Truly! Brother Sub-prior has orders
to sleep in the prior’s cell in the dormitory from tonight. And Abbot Heribert
barely out of the gates! I call it great presumption!” So did Cadfael, though he felt it hardly
incumbent upon him either to say so, or to let Brother Mark utter his thoughts
quite so openly. “Beware how you pass judgment on your superiors,” he said
mildly, “at least until you know how to put yourself in their place and see
from their view. For all we know, Abbot Heribert may have required him to move
into the lodging, as an instance of his authority while we’re without an abbot.
It is the place set aside for the spiritual father of this convent.” “But Prior Robert is not that, not yet!
And Abbot Heribert would have said so at chapter if he had wished it so. At
least he would have told Brother Sub-prior, and no one did. I saw his face, he
is as astonished as anyone, and shocked. He
would not have taken such a liberty!” Too true, thought Cadfael, busy pounding
roots in a mortar, Brother Richard the sub-prior was the last man to presume;
large, good-natured and peace-loving to the point of laziness, he never exerted
himself to advance even by legitimate means. It might dawn on some of the
younger and more audacious brothers shortly that they had gained an advantage in
the exchange. With Richard in the prior’s cell that commanded the length of the
dortoir, it would be far easier for the occasional sinner to slip out by the
night-stairs after the lights were out; even if the crime were detected it
would probably never be reported. A blind eye is the easiest thing in the world
to turn on whatever is troublesome. “All the servants at the lodging are
simmering,” said Brother Mark. “You know how devoted they are to Abbot
Heribert, and now to be made to serve someone else, before his place is truly
vacant, even! Brother Henry says it’s almost blasphemy. And Brother Petrus is
looking blacker than thunder, and muttering into his cooking-pots something
fearful. He said, once Prior Robert gets his foot in the door, it will take a
dose of hemlock to get him out again when Abbot Heribert returns.” Cadfael could well imagine it. Brother
Petrus was the abbot’s cook, old in his service, and a black-haired, fiery-eyed
barbarian from near the Scottish border, at that, given to tempestuous and
immoderate declarations, none of them to be taken too seriously; but the puzzle
was where exactly to draw the line. “Brother Petrus says many things he might
do well not to say, but he never means harm, as you well know. And he’s a prime
cook, and will continue to feed the abbot’s table nobly, whoever sits at the
head of it, because he can do no other.” “But not happily,” said Brother Mark with
conviction. No question but the even course of the
day had been gravely shaken; yet so well regulated was the regime within these
walls that every brother, happy or not, would pursue his duties as
conscientiously as ever. “When Abbot Heribert returns, confirmed
in office,” said Mark, firmly counting wishes as horses, “Prior Robert’s nose
will be out of joint.” And the thought of that august organ bent aside like the
misused beak of an old soldier so consoled him that he found heart to laugh
again, while Cadfael could not find the heart to scold him, since even for him
the picture had its appeal. “All the lads need is a few days in the
warm, and they’ll cure themselves well enough,” said Cadfael, stirring and
pouring a large flask into a smaller one, a brown mixture that smelled hot and
aromatic and sweet. “But no need to endure discomfort, even for a few days. Let
them drink a dose of this, two or three times in the day and at night, as much
as will fill a small spoon, and they’ll be the easier for it.” “What is it?” asked Brother Edmund
curiously. Many of Brother Cadfael’s preparations he already knew, but there
were constantly new developments. Sometimes he wondered if Cadfael tried them
all out on himself. “There’s rosemary, and horehound, and
saxifrage, mashed into a little oil pressed from flax seeds, and the body is a
red wine I made from cherries and their stones. You’ll find they’ll do well on
it, any that have the rheum in their eyes or heads, and even for the cough it
serves, too.” He stoppered the large bottle carefully, and wiped the neck. “Is
there anything more you’ll be wanting? For the old fellows? They must be in a
taking at all these changes we’re seeing. Past the three score men don’t take
kindly to change.” “Not, at all events, to this change,”
owned Brother Edmund ruefully. “Heribert never knew how he was liked, until
they began to feel his loss.” “You think we have lost him?” “I fear it’s all too likely. Not that
Stephen himself bears grudges too long, but what the legate wants, Stephen will
let him have, to keep the pope sweet. And do
you think a brisk, reforming spirit, let loose here in our realm with powers to
fashion the church he wants, will find our abbot very impressive? Stephen cast
the doubt, while he was still angry, but it’s Alberic of Ostia who will weigh
up our good little abbot, and discard him for too soft in grain,” said Brother
Edmund regretfully. “I could do with another pot of that salve of yours for
bed-sores. Brother Adrian can’t be much longer for this penance, poor soul.” “It must be pain now, just shifting him
for the anointing,” said Cadfael with sympathy. “Skin and bone, mere skin and bone.
Getting food down him at al is labour enough. He withers like a leaf.” “If ever you want an extra hand to lift
him, send for me, I’m here to be used. Here’s what you want. I think I have it
better than before, with more of Our Lady’s mantle in it.” Brother Edmund laid bottle and pot in his
scrip, and considered on other needs, scouring his pointed chin between thumb
and forefinger. The sudden chill that blew in through the doorway made them
both turn their heads, so sharply that the young man who had opened the door a
wary inch or two hung his head in instant apology and dismay. “Close the door, lad,” said Cadfael,
hunching his shoulders. A hasty, submissive voice called: “Pardon,
brother! I’ll wait your leisure.” And the door began to close upon a thin,
dark, apprehensively sullen face. “No, no,” said Cadfael with cheerful
impatience, “I never meant it so. Come into the warm, and close the door on
that wicked wind. It makes the brazier smoke. Come in, I’ll be with you very
shortly, when Brother Infirmarer has all his needs.” The door opened just wide enough to allow
a lean young man to slide in through the aperture, which he thereupon very
hastily closed, and flattened his thin person against the door in mute
withdrawal, willing to be invisible and inaudible, though his eyes were wide in
wonder and curiosity at the storehouse
of rustling, dangling, odorous herbs that hung about the place, and the benches
and shelves of pots and bottles that hoarded the summer’s secret harvest. “Ah, yes,” said Brother Edmund,
recollecting, “there was one more thing. Brother Rhys is groaning with creaks
and pains in his shoulders and back. He gets about very little now, and it does
pain him, I’ve seen it make him jerk and start. You have an oil that gave him
ease before.” “I have. Wait, now, let me find a flask
to fill for you.” Cadfael hoisted from its place on a low bench a large stone
bottle, and rummaged along the shelves for a smaller one of cloudy glass.
Carefully he unstoppered and poured a viscous dark oil that gave off a strong,
sharp odour. He replaced the wooden stopper firmly, bedding it in with a wisp
of linen, and with another torn shred scrupulously wiped the lips of both
containers, and dropped the rag into the small brazier beside which he had a
stoneware pot simmering gently. “This will answer, all the more if you get
someone with good strong fingers to work it well into his joints. But keep it
carefully, Edmund, never let it near your lips. Wash your hands well after
using it, and make sure any other who handles it does the same. It’s good for a
man’s outside, but bad indeed for his inside. And don’t use it where there’s
any scratch or wound, any break in the skin, either. It’s powerful stuff.” “So perilous? What is it made from?”
asked Edmund curiously, turning the bottle in his hand to see the sluggish way
the oils moved against the glass. “The ground root of monk’s-hood, chiefly,
in mustard oil and oil from flax seeds. It’s powerfully poisonous if swallowed,
a very small draught of this could kill, so keep it safe and remember to
cleanse your hands well. But it works wonders for creaking old joints. He’ll
notice a tingling warmth when it’s rubbed well in, and then the pain is dulled,
and he’ll be quite easy. There, is that all you need? I’ll come over myself
presently, and do the anointing, if you wish? I know where to find the aches,
and it needs to be worked in deep.” “He’ll remember any who have the Welsh
tongue,” said Cadfael simply. “He goes back to his childhood, as old men do.” Brother Edmund took up his bag and turned
to the door. The thin young man, all eyes, slipped aside and opened it for him
civilly, and again closed it upon his smiling thanks. Not such a meagre young
man, after all, inches above Cadfael’s square, solid bulk, and erect and supple
of movement, but lean and wary, with a suggestion of wild alertness in his
every motion. He had a shock of light-brown hair, unkempt from the rising wind
outside, and the trimmed lines of a fair beard about lips and chin, pointing
the hungry austerity of a thin, hawk-featured face. The large, bright-blue
eyes, glittering with intelligence and defensive as levelled spears, turned
their attention upon Cadfael, and sustained the glance unwavering, lances in
rest. “Well, friend,” said Cadfael comfortably,
shifting his pot a shade further from the direct heat, “what is it I can do for
you?” And he turned and viewed the stranger candidly, from head to foot. “I don’t
know you, lad,” he said placidly, “but you’re welcome. What’s your need?” “I’m sent by Mistress Bonel,” said the
young man, in a voice low-pitched and pleasant to hear, if it had not been so
tight and wary, “to ask you for some kitchen-herbs she needs. Brother
Hospitaller told her you would be willing to supply her when her own stocks
fail. My master has today moved into a house in the Foregate, as guest of the
abbey.” “Ah, yes,” said Cadfael, remembering the manor
of Mallilie, gifted to the abbey in return for the means of life to the giver. “So
they are safely in, are they? God give them joy of it!
And you are the manservant who will carry their meals back and forth—yes, you’ll
need to find your way about the place. You’ve been to the abbot’s kitchen?” “Yes, master.” “No man’s master,” said Cadfael mildly, “every
man’s brother, if you will. And what’s your name, friend? For we shall be
seeing something of each other in the days to come, we may as well be acquainted.” “My name is Aelfric,” said the young man.
He had come forward from the doorway, and stood looking round him with open
interest. His eyes lingered with awe on the large bottle that held the oil of
monk’s-hood. “Is that truly so deadly? Even a little of it can kill a man?” “So can many things,” said Cadfael, “used
wrongly, or used in excess. Even wine, if you take enough of it. Even wholesome
food, if you devour it beyond reason. And are your household content with their
dwelling?” “It’s early yet to say,” said the young
man guardedly. What age would he be? Twenty-five years
or so? Hardly more. He bristled like an urchin at a touch, alert against all
the world. Unfree, thought Cadfael, sympathetic; and of quick and vulnerable
mind. Servant to someone less feeling than himself? It might well be. “How many are you in the house?” “My master and mistress, and I. And a
maid.” A maid! No more, and his long, mobile mouth shut fast even on that. “Well, Aelfric, you’re welcome to make
your way here when you will, and what I can supply for your lady, that I will.
What is it I can send her this time?” “She asks for some sage, and some basil,
if you have such. She brought a dish with her to warm for the evening,” said
Aelfric, thawing a little, “and has it on a hob there, but it wants for sage.
She was out. It’s a curious time, moving house here, she’ll have left a mort of
things behind.” “What’s in my way she may send here for,
and welcome. Here you are, Aelfric, lad, here’s a bunch of either. Is she a
good mistress, your lady?” “She’s that!” said the youth, and closed
upon it, as he had upon mention of the maid. He
brooded, frowning into mixed and confused thoughts. “She was a widow when she
wed him.” He took the bunches of herbs, fingers gripping hard on the stems. On
a throat? Whose, then, since he melted at mention of his mistress? “I thank you
kindly, brother.” He drew back, lissome and silent. The
door opening and closing took but a moment. Cadfael was left gazing after him
very thoughtfully. There was still an hour before Vespers. He might well go
over to the infirmary, and pour the sweet sound of Welsh into Brother Rhys’s
old, dulled ears, and dig the monk’s-hood oil deep into his aching joints. It
would be a decent deed. But that wild young thing, caged with his
grievances, hurts and hatreds, what was to be done for him? A villein, if
Cadfael knew one when he saw one, with abilities above his station, and some
private anguish, maybe more than one. He remembered that mention of the maid,
bitten off jealousy between set teeth. Well, they were but newly come, all four
of them. Let the time work for good. Cadfael washed his hands, with all the
thoroughness he recommended to his patrons, reviewed his sleeping kingdom, and
went to visit the infirmary. Old Brother Rhys was sitting up beside
his neatly made bed, not far from the fire, nodding his ancient, grey-tonsured
head. He looked proudly complacent, as one who has got his due against all the
odds, stubbly chin jutting, thick old eyebrows bristling in all directions, and
the small, sharp eyes beneath almost colourless in their grey pallor, but
triumphantly bright. For he had a young, vigorous, dark-haired fellow sitting
on a stool beside him, waiting on him good-humouredly and pouring voluble Welsh
into his ears like a mountain spring. The old man’s gown was stripped down from
his bony shoulders, and his attendant was busily massaging oil into the joints
with probing fingers, drawing grunts of pleasure from his patient. “I see I’m forestalled,” said Cadfael
into Brother Edmund’s ear, in the doorway. “You’ll have warned him to wash his hands
well, afterwards?” “And shown him where, and where to stow
the bottle away safely when he’s done. He understands. I’d hardly let a man
take risks with such a brew, after your lecture. I’ve told him what the stuff
could do, misused.” The young man ceased his ministrations
momentarily when Brother Cadfael approached, and made to stand up respectfully,
but Cadfael waved him down again. “No, sit, lad, I won’t disturb you. I’m here
for a word with an old friend, but I see you’ve taken on my work for me, and
doing it well, too.” The young man, with cheerful
practicality, took him at his word, and went on kneading the pungent oils into
Brother Rhys’s aged shoulders. He was perhaps twenty-four or twenty-five years
old, sturdily built and strong; his square, good-natured face was brown and
weathered, and plentifully supplied with bone, a Welsh face, smooth-shaven and
decisive, his hair and brows thick, wiry and black. His manner towards Brother
Rhys was smiling, merry, almost teasing, as it probably would have been towards
a child; and that was engaging in him, and won Brother Cadfael’s thoughtful
approval, for Brother Rhys was indeed a child again. Livelier than usual today,
however, the visitor had done him a deal of good. “Well, now, Cadfael!” he piped, twitching
a shoulder pleasurably at the young man’s probing. “You see my kinsmen remember
me yet. Here’s my niece Angharad’s boy come to see me, my great-nephew Meurig.
I mind the time he was born… Eh, I mind the time she was
born, for that matter, my sister’s little lass. It’s many years since I’ve seen
her—or you, boy, come to think of it, you could have come to see me earlier.
But there’s no family feeling in the young, these days.” But he was very
complacent about it, enjoying handing out praise one moment and illogical
reproof the next, a patriarch’s privilege. “And why didn’t the girl come
her-self? Why didn’t you bring your mother with you?” “It’s a long journey from the north of
the shire,” said the young man Meurig, easily, “and always more than enough to
be done at home. But I’m nearer now, I work for a carpenter and carver in the
town here, you’ll be seeing more of me. I’ll come and do this for you again—have
you out on a hillside with the sheep yet, come spring.” “My niece Angharad,” murmured the old
man, benignly smiling, “was the prettiest little thing in half the shire, and
she grew up a beauty. What age would she be now? Five and forty, it may be, but
I warrant she’s still as beautiful as ever she was—don’t you tell me different,
I never yet saw the one to touch her…” “Her son’s not likely to tell you any
different,” agreed Meurig comfortably. Are not all one’s lost nieces beautiful?
And the weather of the summers when they were children always radiant, and the
wild fruit they gathered then sweeter than any that grows now? For some years
Brother Rhys had been considered mildly senile, his wanderings timeless and
disorganised; memory failed, fantasy burgeoned, he drew pictures that never had
existed on sea or land. But somewhere else, perhaps? Now, with the stimulus of
this youthful and vigorous presence and the knowledge of their shared blood, he
quickened into sharp remembrance again. It might not last, but it was a
princely gift while it lasted. “Turn a little more to the fire—there, is
that the spot?” Rhys wriggled and purred like a stroked cat, and the young man
laughed, and plied deep into the flesh, smoothing out knots with a firmness
that both hurt and gratified. “This is no new skill with you,” said
Brother Cadfael, observing with approval. “But he’s a carpenter now,” Brother Rhys
said proudly, “and working here in Shrewsbury.” “And we’re making a lectern for your Lady
Chapel,” said Meurig, “and when it’s done—and it soon will be—I’ll be bringing
it down to the abbey myself. And I’ll come and see you again while I’m here.” “And rub my shoulder again? It gets
winterly now, towards Christmas, the cold gets in my bones.” “I will so. But that’s enough for now, I’ll
be making you too sore. Have up your gown again, uncle—there, and keep the
warmth in. Does it burn?” “For a while it prickled like nettles,
now there’s a fine, easy glow. I don’t feel any pain there now. But I’m tired…” He would be, tired and drowsy after the
manipulation of his flesh and the reviving of his ancient mind. “That’s right,
that’s well. Now you should lie down and have a sleep.” Meurig looked to Cadfael to support him. “Isn’t
that best, brother?” “The very best thing. That’s hard
exercise you’ve been taking, you should rest after it.” Rhys was well content to be settled on
his bed and left to the sleep that was already overtaking him. His drowsy
farewells followed them towards the door, to fade into silence before they
reached it. “Take my greetings to your mother, Meurig. And ask her to come and
see me… when they bring the wool to Shrewsbury market… I’m fain to see her
again…” “He set great store by your mother, it
seems,” said Cadfael, watching as Meurig washed his hands where Brother Edmund
had shown him, and making sure that he was thorough about it. “Is there a hope
that he may see her again?” Meurig’s face, seen in profile as he
wrung and scrubbed at his hands, had a gravity and brooding thoughtfulness that
belied the indulgent gaiety he had put on
for this old man. After a moment he said: “Not in this world.” He turned to
reach for the coarse towel, and looked Cadfael in the eyes fully and steadily. “My
mother has been dead for eleven years this Michaelmas past. He knows it—or he
knew it—as well as I. But if she’s alive to him again in his dotage, why should
I remind him? Let him keep that thought and any other that can pleasure him.” They went out together in silence, into
the chilly air of the great court, and there separated, Meurig striking across
briskly towards the gatehouse, Cadfael making for the church, where the Vesper
bell could be only a few minutes delayed. “God speed!” said Cadfael in parting. “You
gave the old man back a piece of his youth today. The elders of your kinship, I
think, are fortunate in their sons.” “My kinship,” said Meurig, halting in
mid-stride to stare back with great black eyes, “is my mother’s kinship, I go
with my own. My father was not a Welshman.” He went, lengthening a lusty stride, the
square shape of his shoulders cleaving the dusk. And Cadfael wondered about
him, as he had wondered about the villein Aelfric, as far as the porch of the
church, and then abandoned him for a more immediate duty. These people are,
after all, responsible for themselves, and none of his business. IT WAS NEARING MID-DECEMBER before the
dour manservant Aelfric came again to the herb-gardens for kitchen herbs for
his mistress. By that time he was a figure familiar enough to fade into the
daily pattern of comings and goings about the great court, and among the
multifarious noise and traffic his solitary silence remained generally
unremarked. Cadfael had seen him in the mornings, passing through to the bakery
and buttery for the day’s loaves and measures of ale, always mute, always
purposeful, quick of step and withdrawn of countenance, as though any delay on
his part might bring penance, as perhaps, indeed, it might. Brother Mark,
attracted to a soul seemingly as lonely and anxious as his own had once been,
had made some attempt to engage the stranger in talk, and had little success. “Though he does unfold a little,” said
Mark thoughtfully, kicking his heels on the bench in Cadfael’s workshop as he
stirred a salve. “I don’t think he’s an unfriendly soul at all, if he had not
something on his mind. When I greet him he sometimes comes near to smiling, but
he’ll never linger and talk.” “He has his work to do, and perhaps a
master who’s hard to please,” said Cadfael mildly. “I heard he’s out of sorts since they
moved in,” said Mark. “The master, I mean. Not
really ill, but low and out of appetite.” “So might I be,” opined Cadfael, “if I
had nothing to do but sit there and mope, and wonder if I’d done well to part
with my lands, even in old age. What seems an easy life in contemplation can be
hard enough when it comes to reality.” “The girl,” said Mark judiciously, “is
pretty. Have you seen her?” “I have not. And you, my lad, should be
averting your eyes from contemplation of women. Pretty, is she?” “Very pretty. Not very tall, round and
fair, with a lot of yellow hair, and black eyes. It makes a great effect,
yellow hair and black eyes. I saw her come to the stable with some message for
Aelfric yesterday. He looked after her, when she went, in such a curious way.
Perhaps she is his trouble.” And that might well be, thought Cadfael,
if he was a villein, and she a free woman, and unlikely to look so low as a
serf, and they were rubbing shoulders about the household day after day, in
closer quarters here than about the manor of Mallilie. “She could as well be trouble for you,
boy, if Brother Jerome or Prior Robert sees you conning her,” he said briskly. “If
you must admire a fine girl, let it be out of the corner of your eyes. Don’t
forget we have a reforming rule here now.” “Oh, I’m careful!” Mark was by no means
in awe of Brother Cadfael now, and had adopted from him somewhat unorthodox
notions of what was and was not permissible. In any case, this boy’s vocation
was no longer in doubt or danger. If the times had been less troublesome he
might well have sought leave to go and study in Oxford, but even without that
opportunity, Cadfael was reasonably certain he would end by taking orders, and
become a priest, and a good priest, too, one aware that women existed in the
world, and respectful towards their presence and their worth. Mark had come
unwillingly and resisting into the cloister, but he had found his rightful
place. Not everyone was so fortunate. “I hear he’s somewhat out of humour and
health,” said Cadfael, rustling the linen bags that gave forth such rich, heady
scents upon the air. The young man’s nostrils quivered and widened with
pleasure, inhaling close sweetness. In the soft light within, his wary face
eased a little. “There’s not much ails him, more of the
mind than the body. He’ll be well enough when he plucks up heart. He’s out of
sorts with his kin most of all,” said Aelfric, growing unexpectedly confiding. “That’s trying for you all, even the
lady,” said Cadfael. “And she does everything woman could do
for him, there’s nothing he can reproach her with. But this upheaval has him
out with everybody, even himself. He’s been expecting his son to come running
and eat humble pie before this, to try and get his inheritance back, and he’s
been disappointed, and that sours him.” Cadfael turned a surprised face at this. “You
mean he’s cut off a son, to give his inheritance to the abbey? To spite the
young man? That he couldn’t, in law. No house would think of accepting such a
bargain, without the consent of the heir.” “It’s not his own son.” Aelfric shrugged,
shaking his head. “It’s his wife’s son by a former marriage, so the lad has no
legal claims on him. It’s true he’d made a will naming him as his heir, but the
abbey charter wipes that out—or will when it’s sealed and witnessed. He has no
remedy in law. They fell out, and he’s lost his promised manor, and that’s all
there is to it.” “For what fault could he deserve such
treatment?” Cadfael wondered. Aelfric hoisted deprecating shoulders,
lean shoulders but broad and straight, as Cadfael observed. “He’s young and
wayward, and my lord is old and irritable, not used to being crossed. Neither
was the boy used to it, and he fought hard when he found his liberty curbed.” “And what’s become of him now? For I
recall you said you were but four in the house.” “He has a neck as stiff as my lord’s, he’s
taken himself off to live with his married sister and her family, and learn a
trade. He was expected back with his tail between his legs before now, my lord
was counting on it, but never a sign, and I doubt if there will be.” It sounded, Cadfael reflected ruefully, a
troublous situation for the disinherited boy’s mother, who must be torn two
ways in this dissension. Certainly it accounted for an act of spleen which the
old man was probably already regretting. He handed over the bunch of mint
stems, their oval leaves still well formed and whole, for they had dried in
honest summer heat, and had even a good shade of green left. “She’ll need to
rub it herself, but it keeps its flavour better so. If she wants more, and you
let me know, I’ll crumble it fine for her, but this time we’ll not keep her
waiting. I hope it may go some way towards sweetening him, for his own sake and
hers. And yours, too,” said Cadfael, and clapped him lightly on the shoulder. Aelfric’s gaunt features were convulsed
for a moment by what might almost have been a smile, but of a bitter, resigned
sort. “Villeins are there to be scapegoats,” he said with soft, sudden
violence, and left the hut hurriedly, with only a hasty, belated murmur of
thanks. With the approach of Christmas it was
quite usual for many of the merchants of Shrewsbury, and the lords of many
small manors close by, to give a guilty thought to the welfare of their souls,
and their standing as devout and ostentatious Christians, and to see small ways
of acquiring merit, preferably as economically as possible. The conventual fare
of pulse, beans, fish, and occasional and meagre meat benefited by sudden gifts
of flesh and fowl to provide treats for the monks of St. Peter’s. Honey-baked
cakes appeared, and dried fruits, and chickens, and even, sometimes, a haunch
of venison, all devoted to the pittances that turned a devotional sacrament
into a rare indulgence, a holy day into a holiday. Brother Petrus, who seethed with
resentment against him for Abbot Heribert’s sake, glowered at the beautiful
bird, and seriously considered spoiling it in some way, by burning it, or
drying it with over-roasting, or serving it with a sauce that would ruin its
perfection. But he was a cook of pride and honour, and he could not do it. The
worst he could do was prepare it in an elaborate way which he himself greatly
loved, with red wine and a highly spiced, aromatic sauce, cooked long and slow,
and hope that Prior Robert would not be able to stomach it. The prior was in high content with
himself, with his present eminence, with the assured prospect of elevation to
the abbacy in the near future, and with the manor of Mallilie, which he had
been studying from the steward’s reports, and found a surprisingly lavish gift.
Gervase Bonel had surely let his spite run away with his reason, to barter such
a property for the simple necessities of life, when he was already turned sixty
years, and could hardly expect to enjoy his retirement very long. A few extra
attentions could be accorded him at little cost. Brother Jerome, always primed
with the news within and without the pale, had reported that Master Bonel was
slightly under the weather, with a jaded appetite. He might appreciate the
small personal compliment of a dish from the abbot’s table. And there was
enough, a partridge being a bird of ample flesh. Brother Petrus was basting the plump
little carcase lovingly with his rich wine sauce, tasting delicately, adding a
pinch of rosemary and a mere hint of rue, when
Prior Robert swept into the kitchen, imperially tall and papally austere, and
stood over the pot, his alabaster nostrils twitching to the tantalising scent,
and his cool eyes studying the appearance of the dish, which was as alluring as
its savour. Brother Petrus stooped to hide his face, which was sour as gal, and
basted industriously, hoping his best efforts might meet with an uninformed
palate, and disgust where they should delight. Small hope, Robert had such
pleasure in the aroma that he almost considered abandoning his generous plan to
share the satisfaction. Almost, but not quite. Mallilie was indeed a desirable
property. “I have heard,” said the prior, “that our
guest at the house by the mill-pond is in poor health, and lacks appetite. Set
aside a single portion of this dish, Brother Petrus, and send it to the invalid
with my compliments, as an intermissum after the main dish for the day. Bone
it, and serve it in one of my own bowls. It should tempt him, if he is out of
taste with other foods, and he will appreciate the attention.” He condescended,
all too genuinely, to add: “It smells excellent.” “I do my best,” grated Brother Petrus,
almost wishing his best undone. “So do we all,” acknowledged Robert
austerely, “and so we ought.” And he swept out as he had swept in, highly
content with himself, his circumstances, and the state of his soul. And Brother
Petrus gazed after him from under lowering brows, and snarled at his two lay
scullions, who knew better than to meddle too close while he was cooking, but
kept the corners of the kitchen, and jumped to obey orders. Even for Brother Petrus orders were
orders. He did as he had been instructed, but after his own fashion, seeing to
it that the portion he set aside for the unoffending guest was the choicest
part of the flesh, and laced with the richest helping of the sauce. “Lost his appetite, has he?” he said,
after a final tasting, and unable to suppress his satisfaction in his own
skills. “That should tempt a man on his death-bed to finish it to the last
drop.” Cadfael went on to the refectory, and his
own dinner, which turned out to be boiled beef and beans, as he had foreseen.
No savory intermissum here. Brother Richard, the sub-prior, presided; Prior
Robert ate privately in the lodging he already thought of as his own. The
partridge was excellent. They had reached the grace after meat,
and were rising from table, when the door flew open almost in Brother Richard’s
face, and a lay brother from the porter’s lodge burst in, babbling incoherently
for Brother Edmund, but too short of breath from running to explain the need. “Master Bonel—his serving-maid has come
running for help…” He gulped breath deep, and suppressed his panting long
enough to get out clearly: “He’s taken terribly ill, she said
he looks at death’s door… the mistress begs someone to come to him quickly!” Brother Edmund gripped him by the arm. “What
ails him? Is it a stroke? A convulsion?” “No, from what the girl said, not that.
He ate his dinner, and seemed well and well content, and not a quarter of an
hour after he was taken with tingling of the mouth and throat, and then willed
to vomit, but could not, and lips and neck are grown stiff and hard… So she
said!” By the sound of it, she was a good
witness, too, thought Cadfael, already making for the door and his workshop at
a purposeful trot. “Go before, Edmund, I’ll join you as fast as I may. I’ll
bring what may be needed.” He ran, and Edmund ran, and behind
Brother Edmund the messenger scuttled breathlessly towards the gatehouse, and
the agitated girl waiting there. Prickling of the lips, mouth and throat,
Cadfael was reckoning as he ran, tingling and then rigidity, and urgent need,
but little ability, to rid himself of whatever it was he had consumed. And a
quarter of an hour since he got it down, more by now, if it was in the dinner
he had eaten. It might be late to give him the mustard that would make him
sick, but it must be tried. Though surely this was merely an attack of illness
from some normal disagreement between an indisposed man and his perfectly
wholesome food, nothing else was possible. But then, that prickling of the
flesh of mouth and throat, and the stiffness following… that sounded all too
like at least one violent illness he had witnessed, which had almost proved
fatal; and the cause of that he knew. Hurriedly he snatched from the shelves
the preparations he wanted, and ran for the gatehouse. For all the chill of the December day,
the door of the first house beyond the mill-pond stood wide, and for all the awed
quietness that hung about it, a quivering of agitation and confusion seemed to
well out at the doorway to meet him, an almost silent panic of fluttering
movements and hushed voices. A good house, with three rooms and the kitchen,
and a small garden behind, running down to the pond; he knew it well enough,
having visited a previous inmate upon less desperate
business. The kitchen door faced away from the pond, towards the prospect of
Shrewsbury beyond the river, and the north light at this time of day and year
made the interior dim, although the window that looked out southwards stood
unshuttered to let in light and air upon the brazier that did duty as all the
cooking facilities such pensioners needed. He caught the grey gleam of a
reflection from the water, as the wind ruffled it; the strip of garden was
narrow here, though the house stood well above the water level. By the open inner door through which the
murmur of frightened voices emerged, stood a woman, obviously watching for him,
her hands gripped tightly together under her breast, and quivering with
tension. She started eagerly towards him as he came in, and then he saw her
more clearly; a woman of his own years and his own height, very neat and quiet
in her dress, her dark hair laced with silver and braided high on her head, her
oval face almost unlined except for the agreeable grooves of good-nature and
humour that wrinkled the corners of her dark-brown eyes, and made her full
mouth merry and attractive. The merriment was quenched now, she wrung her hands
and fawned on him; but attractive she was, even beautiful. She had held her own
against the years, all forty-two of them that had come between. He knew her at once. He had not seen her
since they were both seventeen, and affianced, though nobody knew it but
themselves, and probably her family would have made short work of the agreement
if they had known of it. But he had taken the Cross and sailed for the Holy
Land, and for all his vows to return to claim her, with his honours thick upon
him, he had forgotten everything in the fever and glamour and peril of a life
divided impartially between soldier and sailor, and delayed his coming far too
long; and she, for all her pledges to wait for him, had tired at last and
succumbed to her parents’ urgings, and married a more stable character, and
small blame to her. And he hoped she had been happy. But never, never had he
expected to see her here. It was no Bonel, no lord of a northern manor, she had
married, but an honest craftsman of
Shrewsbury. There was no accounting for her, and no time to wonder. Yet he knew her at once. Forty-two years
between, and he knew her! He had not, it seemed, forgotten very much. The eager
way she leaned to him now, the turn of her head, the very way she coiled her
hair; and the eyes, above all, large, direct, clear as light for all their
darkness. At this moment she did not, thank God,
know him. Why should she? He must be far more changed than she; half a world,
alien to her, had marked, manipulated, adapted him, changed his very shape of
body and mind. All she saw was the monk who knew his herbs and remedies, and
had run to fetch aids for her stricken man. “Through here, brother… he is in here.
The infirmarer has got him to. bed. Oh, please help him!” “If I may, and God willing,” said
Cadfael, and went by her into the next room. She pressed after him, urging and
ushering. The main room was furnished with table and benches, and chaotically
spread with the remains of a meal surely interrupted by something more than one
man’s sudden illness. In any case, he was said to have eaten his meal and
seemed well; yet there were broken dishes lying, shards on both table and
floor. But she drew him anxiously on, into the bedchamber. Brother Edmund rose from beside the bed,
wide and dismayed of eye. He had got the invalid as near rest as he could,
wrapped up here on top of the covers, but there was little more he could do.
Cadfael drew near, and looked down at Gervase Bonel. A big, fleshy man, thickly
capped in greying brown hair, with a short beard now beaded with saliva that
ran from both corners of a rigid, half-open mouth. His face was leaden blue,
the pupils of his eyes dilated and staring. Fine, strong features were
congealed now into a livid mask. The pulse for which Cadfael reached was faint,
slow and uneven, the man’s breathing shallow, long and laboured. The lines of
jaw and throat stood fixed as stone. “Bring a bowl,” said Cadfael, kneeling, “and
beat a couple of egg-whites into some milk. We’ll try to get it out of him,
but I doubt it’s late, it may do as much damage coming up as going down.” He
did not turn his head to see who ran to do his bidding, though certainly
someone did; he was hardly aware, as yet, that there were three other people
present in the house, in addition to Brother Edmund and Mistress Bonel and the
sick man. Aelfric and the maid, no doubt, but he recognised the third only when
someone stopped to slide a wooden bowl close to the patient’s face, and tilt
the livid head to lean over it. Cadfael glanced up briefly, the silent and
swift movement pleasing him, and looked into the intent and horrified face of
the young Welshman, Meurig, Brother Rhys’s great-nephew. “Good! Lift his head on your hand,
Edmund, and hold his brow steady.” It was easy enough to trickle the emetic
mixture of mustard into the half-open mouth, but the stiff throat laboured
frightfully at swallowing, and much of the liquid ran out again into his beard
and the bowl. Brother Edmund’s hands quivered, supporting the tormented head.
Meurig held the bowl, himself shivering. The following sickness convulsed the
big body, weakened the feeble pulse yet further, and produced only a painfully
inadequate result. It was indeed late for Gervase Bonel. Cadfael gave up, and
let the paroxysms subside, for fear of killing him out of hand. “Give me the milk and eggs.” This he fed
very slowly into the open mouth, letting it slide of itself down the stiff
throat, in such small quantities that it could not threaten the patient with
choking. Too late to prevent whatever the poison had done to the flesh of Bonel’s
gullet, it might still be possible to lay a soothing film over the damaged
parts, and ease their condition. He spooned patient drop after drop, and dead
silence hung all round him, the watchers hardly breathing. The big body seemed to have shrunk and
subsided into the bed, the pulse fluttered ever more feebly, the stare of the
eyes filmed over. He lay collapsed. The muscles of his throat no longer made
any effort at swallowing, but stood corded and rigid. The end came abruptly,
with no more turmoil than the cessation of breathing and pulse. “We can do no more for him,” said Brother
Cadfael. “He’s gone.” They all stirred briefly, as though a
sudden wind had shaken them. The widow’s tears spilled over and ran down her
motionless face, as though she were still too bemused to understand what caused
them. Brother Edmund touched her arm, and said gently: “You will need helpers.
I am very sorry, so are we all. You shall be relieved of such duties as we can
lift from you. He shall lie in our chapel until all can be arranged. I will
order it…” “No,” said Cadfael, clambering stiffly to
his feet, “that can’t be done yet, Edmund. This is no ordinary death. He is
dead of poison, taken with the food he has recently eaten. It’s a matter for
the sheriff, and we must disturb nothing here and remove nothing until his
officers have examined all.” After a blank silence Aelfric spoke up
hoarsely: “But how can that be? It can’t be so! We have all eaten the same,
every one of us here. If there was anything amiss with the food, it would have
struck at us all.” “That is truth!” said the widow shakily,
and sobbed aloud. “All but the little dish,” the maid
pointed out, in a small, frightened but determined voice, and flushed at having
drawn attention to herself, but went on firmly: “The one the prior sent to him.” “But that was part of the prior’s own
dinner,” said Aelfric, aghast. “Brother Petrus told me he had orders to take a portion
from it and send it to my master with his compliments, to tempt his appetite.” Brother Edmund shot a terrified look at
Brother Cadfael, and saw his own appalling thought reflected back to him.
Hastily he said: “I’ll go to the prior. Pray heaven no harm has come to him! I’ll
send also to the sheriff, or, please God! Prior Robert shall do as much on his
own account. Brother, do you stay here until I return, and see that nothing is
touched.” “That,” said Cadfael grimly, “I will
certainly do.” As soon as the agitated slapping of
Brother Edmund’s sandals had dwindled along the road, Cadfael shooed his
stunned companions into the outer room, away from the horrid air of the
bedchamber, tainted with the foul odours of sickness, sweat and death. Yes, and
of something else, faint but persistent even against that powerful combination
of odours; something he felt he could place, if he could give it a moment’s
undisturbed thought. “No help for this,” he said
sympathetically. “We may do nothing now without authority, there’s a death to
account for. But no need to stand here and add to the distress. Come away and
sit down quietly. If there’s wine or ale in that pitcher, child, get your
mistress a drink, and do as much for yourself, and sit down and take what
comfort you can. The abbey has taken you in, and will stand by you now, to the
best it may.” In dazed silence they did as he bade.
Only Aelfric looked helplessly round at the debris of broken dishes and the
littered table, and mindful of his usual menial role, perhaps, asked
quaveringly: “Should I not clear this disorder away?” “No, touch nothing yet. Sit down and be
as easy as you can, lad. The sheriffs officer must see what’s to be seen,
before we remedy any part of it.” He left them for a moment, and went back
into the bed-chamber, closing the door between. The curious, aromatic smell was
almost imperceptible now, overborne by the enclosed stench of vomit, but he leaned
down to the dead man’s drawn-back lips, and caught the hint of it again, and
more strongly. Cadfael’s nose might be blunt, battered and brown to
view, but it was sharp and accurate in performance as a hart’s. There was nothing more in this
death-chamber to tell him anything. He went back to his forlorn company in the
next room. The widow was sitting with hands wrung tightly together in her lap,
shaking her head still in disbelief, and murmuring to herself over and over. “But
how could it happen? How could it happen?” The girl, tearless throughout, and
now jealously protective, sat with an arm about her mistress’s shoulders;
clearly there was more than a servant’s affection there. The two young men
shifted glumly and uneasily from place to place, unable to keep still. Cadfael
stood back from them in the shadows, and ran a shrewd eye over the laden table.
Three places laid, three beakers, one of them, in the master’s place where a
chair replaced the backless benches, overturned in a pool of ale, probably when
Bonel suffered the first throes and blundered up from his seat. The large dish
that had held the main meal was there in the centre, the congealing remains
still in it. The food on one trencher was hardly touched, on the others it had
been finished decently. Five people—no, apparently six—had eaten of that dish,
and all but one were whole and unharmed. There was also the small bowl which he
recognised as one of Abbot Heribert’s, the same he had seen on Aelfric’s tray
as he passed through the court. Only the smallest traces of sauce remained in
it; Prior Robert’s gift to the invalid had clearly been much appreciated. “None of you but Master Bonel took any of
this dish?” asked Cadfael, bending to sniff at the rim carefully and long. “No,” said the widow tremulously. “It was
sent as a special favour to my husband—a kind attention.” And he had eaten it all. With dire
results. “And you three—Meurig, Aelfric—and you,
child, I don’t yet know your name…” “It’s Aldith,” said the girl. “Aldith! And you three ate in the
kitchen?” “Yes. I had to keep the extra dish hot
there until the other was eaten, and to see to the serving. And Aelfric always
eats there. And Meurig, when he visits…” She
paused for only a second, a faint flush mantling in her cheeks: “… he keeps me
company.” So that was the way the wind blew. Well,
no wonder, she was indeed a very pretty creature. Cadfael went into the kitchen. She had
her pots and pans in neat order and well polished, she was handy and able as
well as pretty. The brazier had an iron frame built high on two sides, to
support an iron hob above the heat, and there, no doubt, the little bowl had
rested until Bonel was ready for it. Two benches were ranged against the wall,
out of the way, but close to the warmth. Three wooden platters, all used, lay
on the shelf under the open window. In the room at his back the silence was
oppressive and fearful, heavy with foreboding. Cadfael went out at the open
kitchen door, and looked along the road. Thank God there was to be no second and
even more dismaying death to cope with: Prior Robert, far too dignified to run,
but furnished with such long legs that Brother Edmund had to trot to keep up
with his rapid strides, was advancing along the highroad in august
consternation and displeasure, his habit billowing behind him. “I have sent a lay brother into
Shrewsbury,” said the prior, addressing the assembled household, “to inform the
sheriff of what has happened, as I am told this death—madam, I grieve for your
loss!—is from no natural cause, but brought about by poison. This terrible
thing, though clearly reflecting upon our house, has taken place outside the
walls, and outside the jurisdiction of our abbey court.” He was grateful for
that, at least, and well he might be! “Only the secular authorities can deal
with this. But we must give them whatever help we can, it is our duty.” His manner throughout, however gracefully
he inclined towards the widow, and however well chosen his words of
commiseration and promises of help and support in the sad obligations of
burial, had been one of outrage. How dared such a thing happen in his cure, in
his newly acquired abbacy and through the instrument of
his gift? His hope was to soothe the bereaved with a sufficiently ceremonious
funeral, perhaps a very obscure place in the actual church precincts if one
could be found, bundle the legal responsibility into the sheriff’s arms, where
it belonged, and hush the whole affair into forgetfulness as quickly as
possible. He had baulked in revulsion and disgust in the doorway of the
bedchamber, giving the dead man only a brief and appalled reverence and a hasty
murmur of prayer, and quickly shut the door upon him again. In a sense he
blamed every person, there for imposing this ordeal and inconvenience upon him;
but most of all he resented Cadfael’s blunt assertion that this was a case of
poison. That committed the abbey to examine the circumstances, at least.
Moreover, there was the problem of the as yet unsealed agreement, and the
alarming vision of Mallilie possibly slipping out of his hands. With Bonel dead
before the charter was fully legal, to whom did that fat property now belong?
And could it still be secured by a rapid approach to the hypothetical heir,
before he had time to consider fully what he was signing away? “Brother,” said Robert, looking down his
long, fastidious nose at Cadfael, who was a head shorter, “you have asserted
that poison has been used here. Before so horrid a suggestion is put to the
sheriff’s officers, rather than the possibility of accidental use, or indeed, a
sudden fatal illness—for such can happen even to men apparently in good
health!—I should like to hear your reasons for making so positive a statement.
How do you know? By what signs?” “By the nature of his illness,” said
Cadfael. “He suffered with prickling and tingling of lips, mouth and throat,
and afterwards with rigidity in those parts, so that he could not swallow, or
breathe freely, followed by stiffness of his whole body, and great weakness of
his heart-beat. His eyes were greatly dilated. All this I have seen once
before, and then I knew what the man had swallowed, for he had the bottle in
his hand. You may remember it, some years ago. A drunken carter during the
fair, who broke into my store and thought he had found strong liquor. In that case
I was able to recover him, since he had but newly
drunk the poison. But I recognise all the signs, and I know the poison that was
used. I can detect it by smell on his lips, and on the remains of the dish he
ate, the dish you sent him.” If Prior Robert’s face paled at the
thought of what that might all too easily have meant, the change was not
detectable, for his complexion was always of unflawed ivory. To do him justice,
he was not a timorous man. He demanded squarely: “What is this poison, if you
are so sure of your judgement?” “It is an oil that I make for rubbing
aching joints, and it must have come either from the store I keep in my
workshop, or from some smaller quantity taken from it, and I know of but one
place where that could be found, and that is our own infirmary. The poison is
monk’s-hood—they call it so from the shape of the flowers, though it is also
known as wolfsbane. Its roots make an excellent rub to remove pain, but it is
very potent poison if swallowed.” “If you can make medicines from this
plant,” said Prior Robert, with chill dislike, “so, surely, may others, and
this may have come from some very different source, and not from any store of
ours.” “That I doubt,” said Cadfael sturdily, “since
I know the odour of my own specific so well, and can detect here mustard and
houseleek as well as monk’s-hood. I have seen its effects, once taken, I know
them again. I am in no doubt, and so I shall tell the sheriff.” “It is well,” said Robert, no less
frigidly, “that a man should know his own work. You may, then, remain here, and
do what you can to provide my lord Prestcote or his deputies with whatever
truth you can furnish. I will speak with them first, I am responsible now for
the peace and good order of our house. Then I will send them here. When they
are satisfied that they have gathered all the facts that can be gathered, send
word to Brother Infirmarer, and he will have the body made seemly and brought
to the chapel. Madam,” he said in quite different tones, turning to the widow, “you
need have that your tenure here will be disturbed. We will not add to your
distresses, we deplore them heartily. If you are in any need, send your man to
me.” And to Brother Edmund, who hovered unhappily: “Come with me! I wish to see
where these medicaments are kept, and how accessible they may be to
unauthorised people. Brother Cadfael will remain here.” He departed as superbly as he had come,
and at the same speed, the infirmarer scurrying at his heels. Cadfael looked
after him with tolerant comprehension; this was certainly a disastrous thing to
happen when Robert was new in his eminence, and the prior would do everything
he could to smooth it away as a most unfortunate but perfectly natural death,
the result of some sudden seizure. In view of the unconcluded charter, it would
present him with problems enough, even so, but he would exert himself to the
utmost to remove the scandalous suspicion of murder, or, if it must come to
that, to see it ebb away into an unsolved mystery, attributed comfortably to
some unidentified rogue outside the abbey enclave. Cadfael could not blame him
for that; but the work of his own hands, meant to alleviate pain, had been used
to destroy a man, and that was something he could not let pass. He turned back with a sigh to the doleful
household within, and was brought up short to find the widow’s dark eyes,
tearless and bright, fixed upon him with so significant and starry a glance
that she seemed in an instant to have shed twenty years from her age and a
great load from her shoulders. He had already come to the conclusion that,
though undoubtedly shocked, she was not heartbroken by her loss; but this was
something different. Now she was unmistakably the Richildis he had left behind
at seventeen. Faint colour rose in her cheeks, the hesitant shadow of a smile
caused her lips to quiver, she gazed at him as if they shared a knowledge
closed to everyone else, and only the presence of others in the room with them
kept her from utterance. The truth dawned on him only after a
moment’s blank incomprehension, and struck him as the most inconvenient and
entangling thing that could possibly have happened at this moment. Prior Robert
in departing had called him by his name, no usual name in these parts, and
reminder enough to one who had, perhaps, already
been pondering half-remembered tricks of voice and movement, and trying to run
them to earth. His impartiality and detachment in this
affair would be under siege from this moment. Richildis not only knew him, she
was sending him urgent, silent signals of her gratitude and dependence, and her
supreme assurance that she could rely on his championship, to what end he
hardly dared speculate. Chapter Three GILBERT PRESTCOTE, SHERIFF OF SHROPSHIRE
since the town fell into King Stephen’s hands during the past summer, had his
residence in Shrewsbury castle, which he held fortified for the king, and
managed his now pacified shire from that headquarters. Had his deputy been in
Shrewsbury when Prior Robert’s message reached the castle, Prestcote would
probably have sent him to answer the call, which would have been a relief to
Brother Cadfael, who had considerable faith in Hugh Beringar’s shrewd sense;
but that young man was away on his own manor, and it was a sergeant, with a
couple of men-at-arms as escort, who finally arrived at the house by the
mill-pond. The sergeant was a big man, bearded and
deep-voiced, in the sheriff’s full confidence, and able and willing to act with
authority in his name. He looked first to Cadfael, as belonging to the abbey,
whence the summons had come, and it was Cadfael who recounted the course of
events from the time he had been sent for. The sergeant had already spoken with
Prior Robert, who would certainly have told him that the suspected dish had
come from his own kitchen and at his own orders. “And you swear to the poison? It was in
this and no other food that he swallowed it?” “Yes,” said Cadfael, “I can swear to it.
The traces left are small, but even so minute a smear of the sauce, if you put
it to your lips, would bring out a hot prickling some minutes later. I have
confirmed it for myself. There is no doubt.” “And Prior Robert, who ate the remainder
of the bird, is live and well, God be praised. Therefore somewhere between the
abbot’s kitchen and yonder table, poison was added to the dish. It is not a
great distance, or a great time. You, fellow, you fetch the meals from the
kitchen to this house? And did so today? Did you halt anywhere by the way?
Speak to any? Set down your tray anywhere?” “I did not,” said Aelfric defensively. “If
I delay, or the food is cold, I have to answer for it. I do to the letter what
I am supposed to do, and so I did today.” “And here? What did you do with the
dishes when you came in?” “He delivered them to me,” said Aldith,
so quickly and firmly that Cadfael looked at her with new interest. “He put
down the tray on the bench by the brazier, and I myself set the small dish on
the hob to keep warm, while we two served the main dish to our lord and lady.
He told me the prior had kindly sent it for the master. When I had served them
within, we sat down in the kitchen to eat our own meal.” “And none of you noticed anything wrong
with the partridge? In odour or appearance?” “It was a very rich, spiced sauce, it had
a fine smell. No, there was nothing to notice. The master ate it and found
nothing wrong until his mouth began to prick and burn, and that was afterwards.” “Both scent and savour,” confirmed
Cadfael, consulted with a rapid glance, “could well be covered by such a sauce.
And the amount needed would not be so great.” “And you…” The sergeant turned to Meurig.
“You were also here? You belong to the household?” “Not now,” said Meurig readily. “I come
from Master Bonel’s manor, but I’m working now for the master-carpenter Martin
Bellecote, in the town. I came here today to visit an old great-uncle of mine
in the infirmary, as Brother Infirmarer will tell you, and being about the
abbey I came to visit here also. I
came into the kitchen just when Aldith and Aelfric were about to share out
their own meal, and they bade me join them, and I did.” “There was enough,” said Aldith. “The
abbot’s cook is generous-handed.” “So you were the three eating here
together. And giving the little dish a stir now and then? And within…” He
passed through the doorway and looked a second time about the debris of the
table. “Master Bonel and the lady, naturally.” No, he was not a stupid man, he
could count, and he had noted the absence of one person both from the house and
from their talk, as if they were all united to smooth the sixth trencherman out
of sight. “Here are three places laid. Who was the third?” There was no help for it, someone had to
answer. Richildis made the best of it. With apparently ingenuous readiness,
rather as though surprised at the introduction of an irrelevancy, she said: “My
son. But he left well before my husband was taken ill.” “Without finishing his dinner! If this
was his place?” “It was,” she said with dignity, and
volunteered nothing more. “I think, madam,” said the sergeant, with
a darkly patient smile, “you had better sit down and tell me more about this
son of yours. As I have heard from Prior Robert, your husband was by way of
granting his lands to the abbey in return for this house and guest status for
the rest of his life and yours. After what has happened here, that agreement
would seem to be forcibly in abeyance, since it is not yet sealed. Now, it
would be greatly to the advantage of an heir to those lands, supposing such to
be living, to have your husband removed from this world before the charter was
ratified. Yet if there was a son of your marriage, his consent would have been
required before any such agreement could have been drawn up. Read me this
riddle. How did he succeed in disinheriting his son?” Plainly she did not want to volunteer
anything more than she must, but she was wise enough to know that too stubborn reticence
would only arouse suspicion. Resignedly she replied: “Edwin is my son by my
first marriage. Gervase had no paternal obligation to him. He could dispose of
his lands as he wished.” There was more, and if she left it to be ferreted out
through others it would sound far worse. “Though he had previously made a will
making Edwin his heir, there was nothing to prevent him from changing his mind.” “Ah! So there was, it seems, an heir who
was being dispossessed by this charter, and had much to regain by rendering it
void. And limited time for the business—only a few days or weeks, until a new
abbot is appointed. Oh, don’t mistake me, my mind is open. Every man’s death
may be convenient to someone, often to more than one. There could be others
with something to gain. But you’ll grant me, your son is certainly one such.” She bit her lip, which was unsteady, and
took a moment to compose herself before she said gallantly: “I don’t quarrel
with your reasoning. I do know that my son, however much he may have wanted his
manor, would never have wanted it at this price. He is learning a trade, and
resolved to be independent and make his own future.” “But he was here today. And departed, it
appears, in some haste. When did he come?” Meurig said readily: “He came with me. He’s
apprenticed himself to Martin Bellecote, who is his sister’s husband and my
master. We came here together this morning, and he came with me, as he has once
before, to see my old uncle in the infirmary.” “Then you arrived at this house together?
You were together throughout that time? A while ago you said you came into the
kitchen—‘I,’ you said, not ‘we.’ “ “He came before me. He was restive after
a while… he’s young, he grew tired of standing by the old man’s bed while we
spoke only Welsh together. And his mother was here waiting to see him. So he
went ahead. He was in at the table when I got here.” “And left the table almost dinnerless,”
said the sergeant very thoughtfully. “Why? Can that have been a very comfortable
dinner-table, a young man come to eat with the man who disinherited him? Was
this the first time they had so met, since the abbey supplanted him?” He had his nose well down on a strong
trail now, and small blame to him, it reeked enough to lure the rawest pup, and
this man was far from being that. What would I have said to such a strong set
of circumstances, Cadfael wondered, had I been in his shoes? A young man with
the most urgent need to put a stop to this charter, while he had time, and into
the bargain, here on the scene just prior to the disaster, and fresh from the
infirmary, which he had visited before, and where the means to the end was to
be found. And here was Richildis, between holding the sheriff’s sergeant fast
with huge, challenging eyes, shooting desperate glances in Cadfael’s direction,
crying out to him silently that he must help her, or her darling was deep in
the mire! Silently, in turn, he willed her to spill out at once everything that
could count against her son, leave nothing untold, for only so could she
counter much of what might otherwise be alleged against him. “It was the first time,” said Richildis. “And
it was a most uneasy meeting, but it was for my sake Edwin sought it. Not because
he hoped to change my husband’s mind, only to bring about peace for me. Meurig,
here, has been trying to persuade him to visit us, and today he prevailed, and
I’m grateful to him for his efforts. But my husband met the boy with illwill,
and taunted him with coming courting for his promised manor—for it was promised!—when Edwin intended no such
matter. Yes, there was a quarrel! They were two hasty people, and they ended
with high words. And Edwin flung out, and my husband threw that platter after
him—you see the shards there against the wall. That’s the whole truth of it,
ask my servants. Ask Meurig, he knows. My son ran out of the house and back
into Shrewsbury, I am sure, to where he now feels his home to be, with his
sister and her family.” “Let me understand you clearly,” said the
sergeant, a thought too smoothly and reasonably. “Ran out of the house through
the kitchen, you say?—where you three were sitting?” The turn of his head
towards Aldith and the young men was
sharp and intent, not smooth at all. “So you saw him leave the house, without
pause on the way?” All three hesitated a brief instant, each
casting uncertain glances aside at the others, and that was a mistake. Aldith
said for them all, resignedly: “When they began to shout and throw things, we
all three ran in there, to try and calm the master down… or at least to…” “To be there with me, and some comfort,”
said Richildis. “And there you remained after the boy had
gone.” He was content with his guess, their faces confirmed it, however unwilling.
“So I thought. It takes time to placate a very angry man. So none of you saw
whether this young fellow paused in the kitchen, none of you can say he did not
stop to take his revenge by dosing the dish of partridge. He had been in the
infirmary that morning, as he had once before, he may well have known where to
find this oil, and what its powers could be. He may have come to this dinner
prepared either for peace or war, and failed of getting peace.” Richildis shook her head vigorously. “You
don’t know him! It was my peace
he wanted to secure. And besides, it was no more than a few minutes before
Aelfric ran out after him, to try to bring him back, and though he followed
almost to the bridge, he could not overtake him.” “It’s true,” said Aelfric. “He surely had
no time to check at all. I ran like a hare and called after him, but he would
not turn back.” The sergeant was unconvinced. “How long
does it take to empty a small vial into an open dish? One twirl of the spoon,
and who was to know? And when your master was calm again, no doubt the prior’s
gift made a very handy and welcome sop to his pride, and he ate it gladly.” “But did this boy even know,” asked
Cadfael, intervening very gingerly, “that the dish left in the kitchen was
meant solely for Master Bonel? He would hardly risk harm to his mother.” The sergeant was by that time too certain
of his quarry to be impressed by any such argument. He eyed Aldith hard, and
for all her resolution she paled a little. She cast down her eyes and pleated the
corner of her apron. “I thought it might sweeten him,” she said despairingly. The sergeant had all he needed, or so he
thought, to lay his hands promptly upon the murderer. He gave a final look
round the shattered household, and said: “Well, I think you may put things in
order here, I’ve seen all there is to be seen. Brother Infirmarer is prepared
to help you take care of your dead. Should I need to question you further, I
must be sure of finding you here.” “Where else should we be?” asked
Richildis bleakly. “What is it you mean to do? Will you at least let me know
what happens, if you… if you should…” She could not put it into words. She
stiffened her still straight and lissome back, and said with dignity: “My son
has no part in this villainy, and so you will find. He is not yet fifteen years
old, a mere child!” “The shop of Martin Bellecote, you said.” “I know it,” said one of the men-at-arms. “Good! Show the way, and we’ll see what
this lad has to say for himself.” And they turned confidently to the door and
the highway. Brother Cadfael saw fit to toss one
disturbing ripple, at least, into the pool of their complacency. “There is the
matter of a container for this oil. Whoever purloined it, whether from my store
or from the infirmary, must have brought a vial to put it in. Meurig, did you
see any sign of such about Edwin this morning? You came from the shop with him.
In a pocket, or a pouch of cloth, even a small vial would hang in a noticeable
way.” “Never a sign of anything such,” said
Meurig stoutly. “And further, even well stoppered and
tied down, such an oil is very penetrating, and can leave both a stain and an
odour where even a drop seeps through or is left on the lip. Pay
attention to the clothing of any man you think suspect in this matter.” “Are you teaching me my business,
brother?” enquired the sergeant with a tolerant grin. “I am mentioning certain peculiarities
about my business, which may be
of help to you and keep you from error,” said Cadfael placidly. “By your leave,” said the sergeant over
his shoulder, from the doorway, “I think we’ll first lay hands on the culprit.
I doubt if we shall need your learned advice, once we have him.” And he was off
along the short path to the roadway where the horses were tethered, and his two
men after him. The sergeant and his men came to Martin
Bellecote’s shop on the Wyle late in the afternoon. The carpenter, a big,
comely fellow in his late thirties, looked up cheerfully enough from his work,
and enquired their business without wonder or alarm. He had done work for
Prestcote’s garrison once or twice, and the appearance of one of the sheriff’s
officers in his workshop held no menace for him. A brown-haired, handsome wife
looked out curiously from the house-door beyond, and three children erupted one
by one from that quarter to examine the customers fearlessly and frankly. A
grave girl of about eleven, very housewifely and prim, a small, square boy of
eight or so, and an elfin miss no more than four, with a wooden doll under her
arm. All of them gazed and listened. The door to the house remained open. and
the sergeant had a loud, peremptory voice. “You have an apprentice here by the name
of Edwin. My business is with him.” “I have,” agreed Martin loudly, rising
and dusting the resin of polish from his hands. “Edwin Gurney, my wife’s young
brother. He’s not yet home. He went down to see his mother in the Foregate. He
should have been back before this, but I daresay she’s wanted to keep him
longer. What’s your will with him?” He was still quite serene; he knew of
nothing amiss. “He left his mother’s house above two
hours since,” said the sergeant flatly. “We are
come from there. No offence, friend, if you say he’s not here, but it’s my duty
to search for him. You’ll give us leave to go through your house and yard?” Martin’s placidity had vanished in an
instant, his brows drew into a heavy frown. His wife’s beech-brown head
appeared again in the doorway beyond, her fair, contented face suddenly alert
and chill, dark eyes intent. The children stared unwaveringly. The little one,
voice of natural justice in opposition to law, stated firmly: “Bad man!” and
nobody hushed her. “When I say he is not here,” said Martin
levelly, “you may be assured it is true. But you may also assure yourselves.
House, workshop and yard have nothing to hide. Now what are you hiding? This boy is my brother,
through my wife, and my apprentice by his own will, and dear to me either way.
Now, why are you seeking him?” “In the house in the Foregate where he
visited this morning,” said the sergeant deliberately, “Master Gervase Bonel,
his stepfather, who promised him he should succeed to the manor of Mallilie and
then changed his mind, is lying dead at this moment, murdered. It is on
suspicion of his murder that I want this young man Edwin. Is that enough for
you?” It was more than enough for the eldest
son of this hitherto happy household, whose ears were stretched from the inner
room to catch this awful and inexplicable news. The law nose-down on Edwin’s
trail, and Edwin should have been back long ago if everything had gone even
reasonably well! Edwy had been uneasy for some time, and was alert for disaster
where his elders took it for granted all must be well. He let himself out in
haste by the back window on to the yard, before the officers could make their
way into the house, clambered up the stacked timber and over the wall like a
squirrel, and was away at a light, silent run towards the slope that dived
riverwards, and one of the tight little posterns through the town wall, open
now in time of peace, that gave on to the steep bank, not far from the abbot’s
vineyard. Several of the businesses in town that needed bulky stores had
fenced premises here for their stock, and among them was Martin Bellecote’s
wood-yard where he seasoned his timber. It was an old refuge when either or
both of the boys happened to be in trouble, and it was the place Edwin would
make for if… oh, no, not if he had killed; because that was ridiculous!… but if
he had been rejected, affronted, made miserably unhappy and madly angry. Angry
almost to murder, but never, never quite! It was not in him. Edwy ran, confident of not being
followed, and fell breathless through the wicket of his father’s enclosure, and
headlong over the splayed feet of a sullen, furious, tear-stained and utterly
vulnerable Edwin. Edwin, perhaps because of the
tear-stains, immediately clouted Edwy as soon as he had regained his feet, and
was clouted in his turn just as indignantly. The first thing they did, at all
times of stress, was to fight. It meant nothing, except that both were armed
and on guard, and whoever meddled with them in the matter afterwards had better
be very careful, for their practice on each other would be perfected on him.
Within minutes Edwy was pounding his message home into bewildered, unreceptive,
and finally convinced and dismayed ears. They sat down cheek by jowl to do some
frantic planning. Aelfric appeared in the herb-gardens an
hour before Vespers. Cadfael had been back in his solitude no more than half an
hour then, after seeing the body cleansed, made seemly, and borne away into the
mortuary chapel, the bereaved house restored to order, the distracted members
of the household at least set free to wander and wonder and grieve as was best
for them. Meurig was gone, back to the shop in the town, to tell the carpenter
and his family word for word what had befallen, for what comfort or warning
that might give them. By this time, for all Cadfael knew, the sheriff’s men had
seized young Edwin… Dear God, he had even forgotten the name of the man
Richildis had married, and Bellecote was only her son-in-law. “Mistress Bonel asks,” said Aelfric
earnestly, “that you’ll come and speak with her
privately. She entreats you for old friendship, to stand her friend now.” It came as no surprise. Cadfael was aware
that he stood on somewhat perilous ground, even after forty years. He would
have been happier if the lamentable death of her husband had turned out to be
no mystery, her son in no danger, and her future none of his business, but
there was no help for it. His youth, a sturdy part of the recollections that
made him the man he was, stood in her debt, and now that she was in need he had
no choice but to make generous repayment. “I’ll come,” he said. “You go on before,
and I’ll be with her within a quarter of an hour.” When he knocked at the door of the house
by the millpond, it was opened by Richildis herself. There was no sign either
of Aelfric or Aldith, she had taken good care that the two of them should be
able to talk in absolute privacy. In the inner room all was bare and neat, the
morning’s chaos smoothed away, the trestle table folded aside. Richildis sat
down in the great chair which had been her husband’s, and drew Cadfael down on
the bench beside her. It was dim within the room, only one small rush-light
burning; the only other brightness came from her eyes, the dark, lustrous
brightness he was remembering more clearly with every moment. “Cadfael…” she said haltingly, and was
silent again for some moments. “To think it should really be you! I never got
word of you, after I heard you were back home. I thought you would have
married, and been a grandsire by this. As often as I looked at you, this
morning, I was searching my mind, why I should be so sure I ought to know you…
And just when I was in despair, to hear your name spoken!” “And you,” said Cadfael, “you came as
unexpectedly to me. I never knew you’d been widowed from Eward Gurney—I
remember now that was his name!—much less that you’d wed again.” “Three years ago,” she said, and heaved a
sigh that might have been of regret or relief at the abrupt ending of this
second match. “I mustn’t make you think ill of him, he was not a bad man,
Gervase, only elderly and set in his ways, and used to being
obeyed. A widower he was, many years wifeless, and without any children,
leastways none by the marriage. He courted me a long time, and I was lonely,
and then he promised, you see… Not having a legitimate heir, he promised if I’d
have him he’d make Edwin his heir. His overlord sanctioned it. I ought to tell
you about my family. I had a daughter, Sibil, only a year after I married
Eward, and then, I don’t know why, time went on and on, and there were no more.
You’ll remember, maybe, Eward had his business in Shrewsbury as a master-carpenter
and carver. A good workman he was, a good master and a good husband.” “You were happy?” said Cadfael, grateful
at hearing it in her voice. Time and distance had done well by the pair of
them, and led them to their proper places, after all. “Very happy! I couldn’t have had a better
man. But there were no more children then. And when Sibil was seventeen she
married Eward’s journeyman, Martin Bellecote, and a good lad he is, too, and
she’s as happy in her match as I was in mine, thank God! Well, then, in two
years the girl was with child, and it was like being young again myself—the
first grandchild!—it’s always so. I was so joyful, looking after her and making
plans for the birth, and Eward was as proud as I was, and what with one thing
and another, you’d have thought we old folk were young newlyweds again
ourselves. And I don’t know how it happens, but when Sibil was four months
gone, what should I find but I was carrying, too! After all those years! And I in my
forty-fourth year—it was like a miracle! And the upshot is, she and I both
brought forth boys, and though there’s the four months between them, they might
as well be twins as uncle and nephew—and the uncle the younger, at that! They
even look very much like, both taking after my man. And from the time they were
first on their feet they’ve been as close as any brothers, and closer than
most, and both as wild as fox-cubs. So that’s my son Edwin and my grandson
Edwy. Not yet turned fifteen, either of them. It’s for Edwin I’m praying your
help, Cadfael. For I swear to you he never did nor even could do such wicked
harm, but the sheriff’s man has it fixed fast in his head that it
was Edwin who put poison in the dish. If you knew him, Cadfael, if only you
knew him, you’d know it’s madness.” And so it sounded when her fond, maternal
voice spoke of it, yet sons no older than fourteen had been known to remove
their fathers to clear their own paths, as Cadfael knew well enough. And this
was not Edwin’s own father, and little love lost between them. “Tell me,” he said, “about this second
marriage, and the bargain you struck.” “Why, Eward died when Edwin was nine
years old, and Martin took over his shop, and runs it as Eward did before him,
and as Eward taught him. We all lived together until Gervase came ordering some
panelling for his house, and took a strong fancy to me. And he was a fine
figure of a man, too, and in good health, and very attentive… He promised if I
would have him he’d make Edwin his heir, and leave Mallilie to him. And Martin
and Sibil had three more children to provide for by then, so with all those
mouths to feed he needed what the business can bring in, and I thought to see
Edwin set up for life.” “But it was not a success,” said Cadfael,
“understandably. A man who had never had children, and getting on in years, and
a lusty lad busy growing up—they were bound to cross swords.” “It was ten of one and half a score of
the other,” she owned, sighing. “Edwin had been indulged, I fear, he was used
to his freedom and to having his own way, and he was for ever running off with
Edwy, as he’d always been used to do. And Gervase held it against him that he
ran with simple folk and craftsmen—he thought that low company, beneath a young
man with a manor to inherit, and that was bound to anger Edwin, who loves his
kin. Not to claim that he had not some less respectable friends, too! They
rubbed each other the wrong way daily. When Gervase beat him, Edwin ran away to
Martin’s shop and stayed for days. And when Gervase locked him up, he’d either
make his way out all the same, or else take his revenge in other ways. In the
end Gervase said as the brat’s tastes obviously ran to mere trade, and running loose
with all the scallywags of the town, he might as well go and apprentice himself
in good earnest, it was all he was fit for. And Edwin, though he knew better,
pretended to take that, word for word, as well meant, and went and did that
very thing, which made Gervase more furious than ever. That was when he vowed
he’d hand over his manor by charter to the abbey, and live here retired. ‘He
cares nothing for the lands I meant to leave him,’ he said, ‘why should I go on
nursing them for such an ingrate?’ And he did it, there and then, while he was
hot, he had this agreement drawn up, and made ready to move here before
Christmas.” “And what did the boy say to that? For I
suppose he never realised what was intended?” “He did not! He came with a rush,
penitent but indignant, too. He swore he does love Mallilie, he never meant to
scorn it, and he would take good care of it if it came to him. But my husband
would not give way, though we all pleaded with him. And Edwin was bitter, too,
for he had been promised, and a promise should be kept. But it was done, and
nobody could make my lord undo it. Not being his own son, Edwin’s consent was
never asked nor needed—it would never have been given! He went flying back to
Martin and Sibil with his raging grievance, and I haven’t seen him again until
this day, and I wish he’d never come near us today. But he did, and now see how
the sheriff’s man is hunting him as a villain who would kill his own mother’s
husband! Such a thought could never enter that child’s head, I swear to you,
Cadfael, but if they take him… Oh, I can’t bear to think of it!” “You’ve had no word since they left here?
News travels this highroad fast. I think it would have reached us before now if
they had found him at home.” “Not a word yet. But where else would he
go? He knew no reason why he should hide. He ran from here knowing nothing of
what was to happen after his going, he was simply sore about his bitter
welcome.” “Then he might not wish to take such a
mood home with him, not until he’d come to terms with it. Hurt things hide until
the fright and pain wears off. Tell me all that happened at this dinner. It
seems Meurig has been a go-between for you, and tried to bring him to make
peace. Some mention was made of a former visit…” “Not to me,” said Richildis sadly. “The
two of them came to bring down the lectern Martin has been making for the Lady
Chapel, and Meurig took my boy with him to see the old brother, his kinsman. He
tried to persuade Edwin then to come and see me, but he would not. Meurig is a
good fellow, he’s done his best. Today he did prevail on Edwin to come, but see
what came of it! Gervase was in high glee about it, and monstrously unfair—he
taunted my boy with coming like a beggar to plead to be restored, and get his
inheritance back, which was never Edwin’s intent. He’d die sooner! Tamed at
last, are you, says Gervase! Well, if you go down on your knees, he says, and
beg pardon for your frowardness who knows, I might relent yet. Crawl, then, he
says, and beg for your manor! And so it went, until Edwin blazed out that he
was not and never would be tamed by a wicked, tyrannical, vicious old monster—which
I grant you,” she sighed hopelessly, “Gervase was not, only a stubborn and
ill-tempered one. Oh, I can’t tell you all they yelled at each other! But I do
say this, it took a lot of goading today to get Edwin to blaze, and that’s
credit to him. For my sake he would have borne it, but it was too much for him.
So he said what he had to say, very loudly, and Gervase flung the platter at
him, and a beaker, too, and then Aldith and Aelfric and Meurig came rushing in
to try and help me calm him down. And Edwin stamped out—and that was all.” Cadfael was silent for a moment,
ruminating on these other members of the household. A hot-tempered, proud,
affronted boy seemed to him a possible suspect had Bonel been struck down with
fist or even dagger, but a very unlikely poisoner. True, the lad had been twice
with Meurig in the infirmary, and probably seen where the medicines were kept,
he had a reason for action, he had the opportunity; but the temperament for a
poisoner, secret, dark and bitter, surely that was an impossibility
to such a youngster, by all his breeding and training open, confident, with a
fine conceit of himself. There were, after all, these others, equally present. “The girl, Aldith—you’ve had her long?” “She’s distant kin to me,” said Richildis,
almost startled into a smile. “I’ve known her from a child, and took her when
she was left orphan, two years ago. She’s like my own girl.” It was what he had supposed, seeing
Aldith so protective while they waited for the law. “And Meurig? I hear he was
also of Master Bonel’s household once, before he went to work for your
son-in-law.” “Meurig—ah, well, you see, it’s this way
with Meurig. His mother was a Welsh maidservant at Mallilie, and like so many
such, bore her master a by-blow. Yes, he’s Gervase’s natural son. My lord’s
first wife must have been barren, for Meurig is the only child he ever
fathered, unless there are one or two we don’t know of, somewhere about the
shire there. He maintained Angharad decently until she died, and he had Meurig
taken care of, and gave him employment on the manor. I was not easy about him,”
she admitted, “when we married. Such a good, willing, sensible young man, and
with no claims on any part of what was his father’s, it seemed hard. Not that
he ever complained! But I asked him if he would not be glad to have a trade of
his own, that would last him for life, and he said he would. So I persuaded
Gervase to let Martin take him, to teach him all he knew. And I did ask him,”
said Richildis, with a quaver in her voice, “to keep a watch on Edwin, after he
ran from us, and try to bring him to make terms with Gervase. I never expected
my son to give way, for he’s able, too, and he could make his own road. I just
wanted to have him back. There was a time when he blamed me—as having to choose
between them, and choosing my husband. But I’d married him… and I was sorry for
him…” Her voice snapped off short, and she was silent a moment. “I’ve been glad
of Meurig, he has stood friend to us both.” “He got on well enough with your husband,
did he? There was no bad blood between them?” “Why, no, none in the world!” She was
astonished at the question. “They rubbed along together quietly, and never any
sparks. Gervase was generous to him, you know, though he never paid him much
attention. And he makes him a decent living allowance—that is, he did… Oh, how
will he fare now, if that ends? I shall have to have advice, law is a tangle to
me…” Nothing there to raise a brow, it seemed,
even if Meurig knew as well as anyone how to lay hands on poison. So did
Aelfric, who had been in the workshop and seen it dispensed. And whoever gained
by Bonel’s death, it seemed, Meurig stood only to lose. Manorial bastards were
thick on the ground everywhere, the lord who had but one had been modest and
abstemious indeed, and the by-blow who was set up with an expanding trade and
an allowance to provide for him was fortunate, and had no cause for complaint.
Good cause, in fact, to lament his father’s passing. “And Aelfric?” The darkness outside had made the light of
the little lamp seem brighter; her face, oval and grave, shone in the pallid
radiance, and her eyes were round as moons. “Aelfric is a hard case. You must
not think my husband was worse than his kind, or ever knowingly took more than
was his by law. But the law limps, sometimes. Aelfric’s father was born free as
you or I, but younger son in a holding that was none too large even for one,
and rather than have it split, when his father died, he left it whole for his
brother, and took a villein yardland that had fallen without heirs, on my
husband’s manor. He took it on villein tenure, to do the customary duties for
it, but never doubting to keep his status as a free man, doing villein service
of his own undertaking. And Aelfric in his turn was a younger son, and
foolishly accepted service in the manor household when his elder had family
enough to run his yardland without him. So when the manor was to be
surrendered, and we were ready to come here, Gervase chose him
to be his manservant, for he was the neatest-handed and best we had. And when
Aelfric chose rather to go elsewhere and find employment, Gervase brought suit
that he was villein, both his brother and his father having done customary
service for the land they held. And the court found that it was so, and he was
bound, however free-born his father had been. He takes it hard,” said Richildis
ruefully. “He never felt himself villein before, he was a free man doing work
for pay. Many and many a one has found himself in the same case, never having
dreamed of losing his freedom until it was lost.” Cadfael’s silence pricked her. He was
reflecting that here was another who had a burning grudge, knew where to find
the means, and of all people had the opportunity; but her mind was on the
painful picture she had just drawn, and she mistook his brooding for
disapproval of her dead husband, censure he was unwilling to express to her.
Valiantly she sought to do justice, at least, if there was no affection left. “You are wrong if you think the fault was
all on one side. Gervase believed he was doing no more than his right, and the
law agreed with him. I’ve never known him wilfully cheat any man, but he did
stand fast on his own dues. And Aelfric makes his own situation worse. Gervase
never used to harry or press him, for he worked well by nature, but now he’s
unfree he sticks stubbornly on every last extreme of servile labour, purposely,
drives home his villein condition at every turn… It is not servility, but
arrogance, he deliberately rattles his chains. He did give offence by it, and
truly I think they grew to hate each other. And then, there’s Aldith… Oh,
Aelfric never says word of it to her, but I know! He looks after her as if his
heart’s being drawn out of him. But what has he to offer a free girl like her?
Even if Meurig wasn’t casting an eye in that direction, too, and he so much
more lively company. Oh, I tell you, Cadfael, I’ve had such trouble and grief
with all this household of mine. And now this! Do help me! Who else will, if
not you? Help my boy! I do believe you can, if you will.” “I can promise you,” said Cadfael after
scrupulous thought, “that I’ll do everything I can to find out the murderer of
your husband. That I must, whoever he may be. Will that content you?” She said: “Yes! I know Edwin is guiltless. You don’t, yet.
But you will!” “Good girl!” said Cadfael heartily. “That’s
how I remember you from when time was. And even now, before your knowledge
becomes my knowledge also, I can promise you one thing more. Yes, I will help
your son to the utmost I may, guilty or innocent, though not by hiding the
truth. Will that do?” She nodded, for the moment unable to
speak. The stresses not only of this disastrous day, but of many days before,
showed suddenly in her face. “I fear,” said Cadfael gently, “you went
too far aside from your own kind, Richildis, in marrying the lord of the manor.” “I did so!” she said, and incontinently
burst into tears at last, and wept, alarmingly, on his shoulder. Chapter Four BROTHER DENIS THE HOSPITALLER, who always
had all the news of the town from the wayfarers who came to the guest-hall,
reported on the way to Vespers that the story of Bonel’s death and the hunt for
his stepson was all over Shrewsbury, and the sheriff’s sergeant had drawn a
blank at Martin Bellecote’s shop. A thorough search of the premises had turned
up no trace of the boy, and the sergeant was having him cried through the
streets; but if the populace joined in the hunt with no more than their usual
zeal for the sheriff’s law, it was likely the crier would be wasting his
breath. A boy not yet fifteen, and known to a great many of the town, and with
nothing against him but a bit of riotous mischief now and then… no, they were
not likely to give up their night’s sleep to help in his capture. The first necessity, it seemed to Cadfael
no less than to the sergeant, was to find the boy. Mothers are partial,
especially towards only sons, late sons conceived after hope of a son has
faded. Cadfael felt a strong desire to see and hear and judge for himself
before he made any other move in the matter. Richildis, relieved by her fit of
weeping, had told him where to find her son-in-law’s shop and house, and it
fell blessedly at the near end of the town. A short walk past the mill-pond,
over the bridge, in through the town gates, which would be
open until after Compline, and it was but a couple of minutes up the steep,
curving Wyle to Bellecote’s premises. Half an hour to go and return. After
supper, and a quick supper at that, he would slip away, cutting out Collations—safe
enough, for Prior Robert would absent himself on principle, standing on his
privacy as abbot-designate, and leaving the mundane direction of the house to
Brother Richard, who certainly would not meddle where it might cost him effort. Supper was salt fish and pulse, and
Cadfael disposed of it with scant attention, and made off across the great
court in haste, and out at the gates. The air was chill, but as yet barely on
the edge of frost, and there had been no snow at all so far. All the same, he
had muffled his sandalled feet in well-wound strips of wool, and drawn his hood
close. The town porters saluted him respectfully
and cheerfully, knowing him well. The right-hand curve of the Wyle drew him
upward, and he turned off, again to the right, into the open yard under the
eaves of Bellecote’s house. After his knock at the closed door there was a
longish silence, and that he could well understand, and forbore from knocking
again. Clamour would only have alarmed them. Patience might reassure. The door opened cautiously on a demure
young person of about eleven years, erect and splendidly on guard for a
troubled household at her back; all of whom, surely, were stretching sharp ears
somewhere there beyond. She was bright, well primed and vulnerable; she saw the
black Benedictine habit, drew deep breath, and smiled. “I’m come from Mistress Bonel,” said
Cadfael, “with a word to your father, child, if he’ll admit me. There’s none
else here, never fear.” She opened the door with a matron’s
dignity, and let him in. The eight-year-old Thomas and the four-year-old Diota,
naturally the most fearless creatures in the house, erupted round her skirts to
examine him with round, candid eyes, even before Martin Bellecote himself
appeared from a half-lit doorway within, and drew the younger children one
either side of him, his hands spread protectively round their shoulders. A
pleasant, square-built, large-handed man with a wide, wholesome face, and a
deep reserve in his eyes, which Cadfael was glad to see. Too much trust is
folly, in an imperfect world. “Step in, brother,” said Martin, “and,
Alys, do you close and bar the door.” “Forgive me if I’m brisk,” said Cadfael
as the door was closed behind him, “but time’s short. They came looking for a
lad here today, and I’m told they did not find him.” “That’s truth,” said Martin. “He never
came home.” “I don’t ask you where he is. Tell me
nothing. But I do ask you, who know him, is it possible he can have done what
they are urging against him?” Bellecote’s wife came through from the
inner room, a candle in her hand. A woman like enough to be known for her
mother’s daughter, but softer and rounder and fairer in colouring, though with
the same honest eyes. She said with indignant conviction: “Rankly impossible!
If ever there was a creature in the world who made his feelings known, and did
all his deeds in the daylight, that’s my brother. From an imp just crawling, if
he had a grievance everyone within a mile round knew it, but grudges he never
bore. And my lad’s just such another.” Yes, of course, there was the as yet
unseen Edwy, to match the elusive Edwin. No sign of either of them here. “You must be Sibil,” said Cadfael. “I’ve
been lately with your mother. And for my credentials—did ever you hear her
speak of one Cadfael, whom she used to know when she was a girl?” The light from the candle was reflected
pleasingly in eyes suddenly grown round and bright with astonishment and candid
curiosity. “You are Cadfael?
Yes, many a time she talked of you, and wondered…” She viewed his black habit
and cowl, and her smile faded into a look of delicate sympathy. Of course! She
was reflecting, woman-like, that he must have been heartbroken at coming home
from the holy wars to find his old love married, or he would never have taken
these bleak vows. No use telling her that vocations strike from heaven
like random arrows of God, by no means all because of unrequited love. “Oh, it
must be comfort to her,” said Sibil warmly, “to find you near her again, at
this terrible pass. You she would trust!” “I hope she does,” said Cadfael, gravely
enough. “I know she may. I came only to let you know that I am there to be
used, as she already knows. The specific that was used to kill was of my
making, and that is something that involves me in this matter. Therefore I am
friend to any who may fall suspect unjustly. I will do what I can to uncover
the guilty. Should you, or anyone, have reason to speak with me, anything to
tell me, anything to ask of me, I am usually to be found between offices in the
workshop in the herb-gardens, where I shall be tonight until I go to Matins at
midnight. Your journeyman Meurig knows the abbey grounds, if he has not been to
my hut. He is here?” “He is,” said Martin. “He sleeps in the
loft across the yard. He has told us what passed at the abbey. But I give you
my word, neither he nor we have set eyes on the boy since he ran from his
mother’s house. What we know, past doubt, is that he is no murderer, and never
could be.” “Then sleep easy,” said Cadfael, “for God
is awake. And now let me out again softly, Alys, and bar the door after me, for
I must hurry back for Compline.” The young girl, great-eyed, drew back the
bolt and held the door. The little ones stood with spread feet, sturdily
staring him out of the house, but without fear or hostility. The parents said
never a word but their still: “Good night!” but he knew, as he hastened down
the Wyle, that his message had been heard and understood, and that it was
welcome, here in this beleaguered household. “Even if you are desperate to have a
fresh brew of cough syrup boiled up before tomorrow,” said Brother Mark
reasonably, coming out from Compline at Cadfael’s side, “is there any reason
why I should not do it for you? Is there any need for you, after the day you’ve
had, to be stravaiging around the gardens all night, into the bargain? Or do
you think I’ve forgotten where we keep mullein, and
sweet cicely, and rue, and rosemary, and hedge mustard?” The recital of
ingredients was part of the argument. This young man was developing a somewhat
possessive sense of responsibility for his elder. “You’re young,” said Brother Cadfael, “and
need your sleep.” “I forbear,” said Brother Mark
cautiously, “from making the obvious rejoinder.” “I think you’d better. Very well, then,
you have signs of a cold, and should go to your bed.” “I have not,” Brother Mark disagreed
firmly. “But if you mean that you have some work on hand that you’d rather I
did not know about, very well, I’ll go to the warming-room like a sensible
fellow, and then to bed.” “What you know nothing about can’t be
charged against you,” said Brother Cadfael, conciliatory. “Well, then, is there anything I can be
doing for you in blessed ignorance? I was bidden to be obedient to you, when
they sent me to work under you in the garden.” “Yes,” said Cadfael. “You can secure me a
habit much your own size, and slip it into my cell and out of sight under my
bed before you sleep. It may not be needed, but…” “Enough!” Brother Mark was cheerful and
unquestioning, though that did not prove he was not doing some hard and
accurate thinking. “Will you be needing a scissor for the tonsure, too?” “You are growing remarkably saucy,”
observed Cadfael, but with approval rather than disapproval. “No, I doubt that
would be welcomed, we’ll rely on the cowl, and a chilly morning. Go away, boy,
go and get your half-hour of warmth, and go to bed.” The concoction of a syrup, boiled up
lengthily and steadily with dried herbs and honey, made the use of the brazier
necessary; should a guest have to spend the night in the workshop, he would be
snug enough until morning. In no haste, Cadfael ground his herbs to a finer
powder, and began to stir the honeyed brew on the hob over
his brazier. There was no certainty that the bait he had laid would be taken,
but beyond doubt young Edwin Gurney was in urgent need of a friend and
protector to help him out of the morass into which he had fallen. There was no
certainty, even, that the Bellecote household knew where to find him, but
Cadfael had a shrewd inkling that the eleven-year-old Alys of the matronly
dignity and the maidenly silence, even if she were not in her own brother’s
confidence, would be very well acquainted with what he probably considered his
secrets. Where Edwy was, there would Edwin be, if Richildis had reported them
truly. When trouble threatened the one, the other would be by his side. It was
a virtue Cadfael strongly approved. The night was very still, there would be
sharp frost by dawn. Only the gently bubbling of his brew and the occasional
rustling of his own sleeve as he stirred punctured the silence. He had begun to
think that the fish had refused the bait, when he caught, past ten o’clock, and
in the blackest of the darkness, the faint, slow sound of the door-latch being
carefully raised. A breath of cold air came in as the door opened a hair’s-breadth.
He sat still and gave no sign; the frightened wild thing might be easily
alarmed. After a moment a very light, young, wary voice outside uttered just
above a whisper: “Brother Cadfael…?” “I’m here,” said Cadfael quietly. “Come
in and welcome.” “You’re alone?” breathed the voice. “I am. Come in and close the door.” The boy stole in fearfully, and pushed
the door to at his back, but Cadfael noticed that he did not latch it. “I got
word…” He was not going to say through whom. “They told me you spoke with my
sister and brother this evening, and said you would be here. I do need a friend…
You said you knew my gr—my mother, years ago, you are the Cadfael she used to
speak about so often, the one who went to the Crusade… I swear I had no part in
my stepfather’s death! I never knew any harm had come to him, till I was told
the sheriff’s men were hunting for me as a
murderer. You said my mother knows you for a good friend, and can rely on your
help, so I’ve come to you. There’s no one else I can turn to. Help me! Please
help me!” “Come to the fire,” said Cadfael mildly, “and
sit down here. Draw breath and answer me one thing truly and solemnly, and then
we can talk. On your soul, mind! Did you strike the blow that laid Gervase
Bonel dead in his blood!” The boy had perched himself gingerly on
the edge of the bench, almost but not quite within touch. The light from the
brazier, cast upwards over his face and form, showed a rangy, agile youngster,
lightly built but tall for his years, in the long hose and short cotte of the
country lads, with capuchon dangling at his back, and a tangled mop of curling
hair uncovered. By this reddish light it looked chestnut-brown, by daylight it
might well be the softer mid-brown of seasoned oak. His face was still
childishly rounded of cheek and chin, but fine bones were beginning to give it
a man’s potential. At this moment half the face was two huge, wary eyes staring
unwaveringly at Brother Cadfael. Most earnestly and vehemently the boy
said: “I never raised hand against him. He insulted me in front of my mother,
and I hated him then, but I did not strike him. I swear it on my soul!” Even the young, when bright in the wits
and very much afraid, may exercise all manner of guile to protect themselves,
but Cadfael was prepared to swear there was no deceit here. The boy really did
not know how Bonel had been killed; that could not have been reported to his
family or cried in the streets, and murder, most often, means the quick blow
with steel in anger. He had accepted that probability without question. “Very well! Now tell me your own story of
what happened there today, and be sure I’m listening.” The boy licked his lips and began. What
he had to tell agreed with the account Richildis had given; he had gone with Meurig,
at his well-intentioned urging, to make his peace with Bonel
for his mother’s sake. Yes, he had felt very bitter and angry about being
cheated out of his promised heritage, for he loved Mallilie and had good
friends there, and would have done his best to run it well and fairly when it
came to him; but also he was doing well enough at learning his craft, and pride
would not let him covet what he could not have, or give satisfaction to the man
who had taken back what he had pledged. But he did care about his mother. So he
went with Meurig. “And went with him first to the
infirmary,” Cadfael mentioned helpfully, “to see his old kinsman Rhys.” The boy was brought up short in surprise
and uncertainty. It was then that Cadfael got up, very gently and casually,
from his seat by the brazier, and began to prowl the workshop. The door, just
ajar, did not noticeably draw him, but he was well aware of the sliver of
darkness and cold lancing in there. “Yes… I…” “And you had been there with him, had you
not, once before, when you helped Meurig bring down the lectern for our Lady
Chapel.” He brightened, but his brow remained
anxiously knotted. “Yes, the—yes, we did bring that down together. But what has
that…” Cadfael in his prowling had reached the
door, and laid a hand to the latch, hunching his shoulders, as though to close
and fasten it, but as sharply plucked it wide open on the night, and reached
his free hand through, to fasten on a fistful of thick, springy hair. A muted
squeal of indignant outrage rewarded him, and the creature without, abruptly
scorning the flight shock had suggested to him, reared upright and followed the
fist into the workshop. It was, in its way, a magnificent entrance, erect, with
jutted jaw and blazing eyes, superbly ignoring Cadfael’s clenched hold on his
curls, which must have been painful. A slender, athletic, affronted young
person the image of the first, only, perhaps, somewhat darker and fiercer,
because more frightened, and more outraged by his fear. The second boy was cloakless like the
first, and shivering lightly with cold. He came to the bench by the brazier
gladly, rubbing numbed hands, and sat down submissively beside his fellow. Thus
cheek to cheek they were seen to share a very strong family likeness, in which
Cadfael could trace subtle recollections of the young Richildis, but they were
not so like as to give rise to any confusion when seen together. To encounter
one alone might present a problem of identification, however. “So, as I thought,” observed Cadfael, “Edwy
has been playing Edwin for my benefit, so that Edwin could stay out of the
trap, if trap it turned out to be, and not reveal himself until he was certain
I had no intention of making him prisoner and handing him over to the sheriff.
And Edwy was well primed, too…” “And still made a hash of it,” commented
Edwin, with candid and tolerant scorn. “I did not!” retorted Edwy heatedly. “You
never told me more than half a tale. What was I supposed to answer when Brother
Cadfael asked me about going to the infirmary this morning? Never a word you
said about that.” “Why should I? I never gave it a thought,
what difference could it make? And you did
make a hash of it. I heard you start to say grandmother instead of mother—yes,
and they instead of we. And so did Brother
Cadfael, or how did he guess I was listening outside?” “He heard you, of course! Blowing like a
wheezy old man—and shivering,” added Edwy for good measure. There was no ill-will whatever in these
exchanges, they were the normal endearments current between these two, who
would certainly have championed each other to the death against any outside
threat. There was no malice in it when Edwin punched his nephew neatly and
painfully in the muscles of the upper arm, and Edwy as promptly plucked Edwin
round by the shoulder while he was less securely balanced, and spilled him on
to the floor. Cadfael took them both by the scruff of the neck, a fistful of
capuchon in either hand, and plumped them back firmly on to the beach, a yard
apart this time, rather in defence of his softly bubbling syrup than in any
very serious exasperation. The brief scuffle had warmed them, and shaken fear
away to a magical distance; they sat grinning, only slightly abashed. “Will you sit still a minute, and let me get
the measure of you? You, Edwin, are the uncle, and the younger… yes, I could
know you apart. You’re darker, and sturdier in the build, and I think your eyes
must be brown. And Edwy’s…” “Hazel,” said Edwin helpfully. “And you have a small scar by your ear,
close to the cheekbone. A small white crescent.” “He fell out of a tree, three years ago,”
Edwy informed him. “He never could climb.” “Now, enough of that! Master Edwin, now
that you are here, and I know which one you are, let me ask you the same question
I asked your proxy here a while ago. On your soul and honour, did you strike
the blow that killed Master Bonel?” The boy looked back at him with great
eyes suddenly solemn enough, and said firmly: “I did not. I carry no weapon,
and even if I did, why should I try to harm him? I know what they must be
saying of me, that I grudged it that he broke his word, for so he did. But I
was not born to manor, but to trade, and I can make my way in trade, I would be
ashamed if I could not. No, whoever wounded him to the death—but how could it
happen, so suddenly?—it was not I. On my soul!” Cadfael was in very little doubt of him
by then, but he gave no sign yet. “Tell me what did happen.” “I left Meurig in the infirmary with the
old man, and went on to my mother’s house alone. But I don’t understand about
the infirmary. Is that important?” “Never mind that now, go on. How were you
welcomed?” “My mother was pleased,” said the boy. “But
my stepfather crowed over me like a cock that’s won its bout. I answered him as
little as I might, and bore it for my mother’s sake, and that angered him more,
so that he would find some way
to sting me. We were three sitting at table, and Aldith had served the meat,
and she told him the prior had paid him the compliment of sending a dish for
him from his own table. My mother tried to talk about that, and flatter him
with the distinction of it, but he wanted me to burn and smart at all costs,
and he wouldn’t be put off. He said I’d come, as he knew I would, my tail
between my legs, like a whipped hound, to beg him to change his mind and
restore me my inheritance, and he said if I wanted it, I should kneel and beg
him, and he might take pity on me. And I lost my temper, for all I could do,
and shouted back at him that I’d see him dead before I’d so much as once ask
him a favour, let alone crawl on my knees. I don’t know now all I said, but he
began throwing things, and… and my mother was crying, and I rushed out, and
straight back over the bridge and into the town.” “But not to Master Bellecote’s house. And
did you hear Aelfric calling after you as far as the bridge, to fetch you back?” “Yes, but what would have been the use?
It would only have made things worse.” “But you did not go home.” “I was not fit. And I was ashamed.” “He went to brood in Father’s wood-store
by the river,” said Edwy helpfully. “He always does when
he’s out of sorts with the world. Or if we’re in trouble, we hide there until
it’s blown over, or at least past the worst. That’s where I found him. When the
sheriff’s sergeant came to the shop, and said they wanted him, and his
stepfather was murdered, I knew where to look for him. Not that I ever supposed
he’d done any wrong,” stated Edwy firmly, “though he can make a great fool of
himself sometimes. But I knew something bad must have happened to him. So I
went to warn him, and of course he knew nothing whatever about the murder, he’d
left the man alive and well, only in a rage.” “And you’ve both been hiding since then?
You’ve not been home?” “He
couldn’t, could he? They’ll be watching for him. And I had to stay with him. We
had to leave the woodyard, we knew they’d come there. But there are places we
know of. And then Alys came and told us about you.” “And that’s the whole truth,” said Edwin.
“And now what are we to do?” “First,” said Cadfael, “let me get this
brew of mine off the fire, and stand it to cool before I bottle it. There! You
got in here, I suppose, by the parish door of the church, and through the
cloisters?” The west door of the abbey church was outside the walls, and never
closed except during the bad days of the siege of the town, that part of the
church being parochial. “And followed your noses, I daresay, once you were in
the gardens. This syrup-boiling gives off a powerful odour.” “It smells good,” said Edwy, and his
respectful stare ranged the workshop, and the bunches and bags of dried herbs
stirring and rustling gently in the rising heat from the brazier. “Not all my medicines smell so
appetising. Though myself I would not call even this unpleasant. Powerful,
certainly, but a fine, clean smell.” He unstoppered the great jar of anointing
oil of monk’s-hood, and tilted the neck beneath Edwin’s inquisitive nose. The
boy blinked at the sharp scent, drew back his head, and sneezed. He looked up
at Cadfael with an open face, and laughed at his own
pricked tears. Then he leaned cautiously and inhaled again, and frowned
thoughtfully. “It smells like that stuff Meurig was
using to rub the old man’s shoulder. Not this morning, the last time I came
with him. There was a flask of it in the infirmary cupboard. Is it the same?” “It is,” said Cadfael, and hoisted the
jar back to its shelf. The boy’s face was quite serene, the odour meant nothing
more to him than a memory blessedly removed from any connection with tragedy
and guilt. For Edwin, Gervase Bonel had died, inexplicably suddenly, of some
armed attack, and the only guilt he felt was because he had lost his temper,
infringed his own youthful dignity, and made his mother cry. Cadfael no longer
had any doubts at all. The child was honest as the day, and caught in a deadly
situation, and above all, badly in need of friends. He was also very quick and alert of mind.
The diversion began to trouble him just as it was over. “Brother Cadfael…” he
began hesitantly, the name new and almost reverent on his lips, not for this
elderly and ordinary monk, but for the crusader Cadfael he had once been,
fondly remembered even by a happy and fulfilled wife and mother, who had
certainly much exaggerated his good looks, gallantry and daring. “You knew
about my going to the infirmary with Meurig… you asked Edwy about it. I couldn’t
understand why. Is it important? Has it something to do with my stepfather’s
death? I can’t see how.” “That you can’t see how, child,” said
Brother Cadfael, “is your proof of an innocence we may have difficulty in
proving to others, though I accept it absolutely. Sit down again by your nephew—dear
God, shall I ever get these relationships straight?—and refrain from fighting
him for a little while, till I explain to you what isn’t yet public knowledge
outside these walls. Yes, your two visits to the infirmary are truly of great
importance, and so is this oil you have seen used there, though I must say that
many others know of it, and are better acquainted than you with its properties,
both bad and good. You must forgive me if I
gave you to understand that Master Bonel was hacked down in his blood with
dagger or sword. And forgive me you should, since in accepting that tale you
quite delivered yourselves from any guilt, at least to my satisfaction. It was
not so, boys. Master Bonel died of poison, given in the dish the prior sent
him, and the poison was this same oil of monk’s-hood. Whoever added it to the
partridge drew it either from this workshop or from the flask in the infirmary,
and all who knew of either source, and knew the peril if it was swallowed, are
in suspicion.” The pair of them, soiled and tired and
harried as they were, stared in horrified understanding at last, and drew
together on the bench as threatened litters of young in burrow and nest huddle
for comfort. Years bordering on manhood dropped from them; they were children
indeed, frightened and hunted. Edwy said strenuously: “He didn’t know! All they
said was, dead, murdered. But so quickly! He ran out, and there was nobody
there but those of the house. He never even saw any dish waiting…” “I did know,” said Edwin, “about the
dish. She told us, I knew it was there. But what did it matter to me? I only
wanted to go home…” “Hush, now, hush!” said Cadfael chidingly.
“You speak to a man convinced. I’ve made my own tests, all I need. Now sit
quiet, and trouble your minds no more about me, I know you have nothing to
repent.” That was much, perhaps, to say of any man, but at least these two had
nothing on their souls but the ordinary misdemeanours of the energetic young.
And now that he had leisure to look at them without looking for prevarication
or deceit, he was able to notice other things. “You must give me a little while
for thought, but the time need not be wasted. Tell me, has either of you eaten,
all these hours? The one of you, I know, made a very poor dinner.” They had been far too preoccupied with
worse problems, until then, to notice hunger, but now that they had an ally,
however limited in power, and shelter, however temporary, they were suddenly
and instantly ravenous. “You’ll not give him up?” blurted Edwy
round a mouthful of oat-cake, instantly alarmed. “That I certainly will not do.” Yet he
might well have urged the boy to give himself up, stand fast on his innocence,
and trust in justice, if he had had complete trust himself in the law as being
infallibly just. But he had not. The law required a culprit, and the sergeant
was comfortably convinced that he was in pursuit of the right quarry, and would
not easily be persuaded to look further. Cadfael’s proofs he had not witnessed,
and would shrug off contemptuously as an old fool fondly believing a cunning
young liar. “I can’t go home,” said Edwin, the
solemnity of his face in no way marred by one cheek distended with apple, and a
greenish smudge from some branch soiling the other. “And I can’t go to my
mother’s. I should only be bringing worse trouble on her.” “For tonight you can stay here, the pair
of you, and keep my little brazier fed. There are clean sacks under the bench,
and you’ll be warm and safe enough. But in the day there’s coming and going
here from time to time, we must have you out early, the one of you for home,
the other… Well, we’ll hope you need stay hidden only a matter of a few days.
As well close here at the abbey as anywhere, they’ll hardly look for you here.”
He considered, long and thoughtfully. The lofts over the stables were always
warmed from the hay, and the bodies of the horses below, but too many people
came and went there, and with travellers on the roads before the festival,
there might well be servants required to sleep there above their beasts. But
outside the enclave, at one corner of the open
space used for the horse-fairs and the abbey’s summer fair, there was a barn
where beasts brought to market could be folded before sale, and the loft held
fodder for them. The barn belonged to the abbey, but was open to all travelling
merchants. At this time of year its visitors would be few or none, and the loft
well filled with good hay and straw, a comfortable enough bed for a few nights.
Moreover, should some unforeseen accident threaten danger to the fugitive,
escape from outside the walls would be easier than from within. Though God
forbid it should come to that! “Yes, I know a place that will serve, we’ll
get you to it early in the morning, and see you well stocked with food and ale
for the day. You’ll need patience, I know, to lie by, but that you must endure.” “Better,” said Edwin fervently, “than
falling into the sheriff’s clutches, and I do thank you. But… how am I bettered
by this, in the end? I can’t lie hidden for ever.” “There’s but one way,” said Cadfael
emphatically, “that you can be bettered in this affair, lad, and that’s by
uncovering the man who did the thing you’re charged with doing. And since you
can hardly undertake that yourself, you must leave the attempt to me. What I
can do, I’ll do, for my own honour as well as for yours. Now I must leave you
and go to Matins. In the morning before Prime I’ll come and see you safely out
of here.” Brother Mark had done his part, the habit
was there, rolled up beneath Brother Cadfael’s bed. He wore it under his own,
when he rose an hour before the bell for Prime, and left the dortoir by the
night stairs and the church. Winter dawns come very late, and this night had
been moonless and overcast; the darkness as he crossed the court from cloister
to gardens was profound, and there was no one else stirring. There was perfect
cover for Edwy to withdraw unobserved through the church and the parish door,
as he had come, and make his chilly way to the bridge, to cross into Shrewsbury
as soon as the gate was opened. Doubtless he knew his own town well enough to
reach his home by ways devious enough to baffle detection
by the authorities, even if they were watching the shop. As for Edwin, he made a demure young
novice, once inside the black habit and the sheltering cowl. Cadfael was
reminded of Brother Mark, when he was new, wary and expecting nothing but the
worst of his enforced vocation; the springy, defensive gait, the too tightly
folded hands in the wide sleeves, the flickering side-glances, wild and alert
for trouble. But there was something in this young thing’s performance that
suggested a perverse enjoyment, too; for all the danger to himself, and his
keen appreciation of it, he could not help finding pleasure in this adventure.
And whether he would manage to behave himself discreetly in hiding, and bear
the inactive hours, or be tempted to wander and take risks, was something
Cadfael preferred not to contemplate. Through cloister and church, and out at
the west door, outside the walls, they went side by side, and turned right,
away from the gatehouse. It was still fully dark. “This road leads in the end to London,
doesn’t it?” whispered Edwin from within his raised cowl. “It does so. But don’t try leaving that
way, even if you should have to run, which God forbid, for they’ll have a check
on the road out at St. Giles. You be sensible and lie still, and give me a few
days, at least, to find out what I may.” The wide triangle of the horse-fair
ground gleamed faintly pallid with light frost. The abbey barn loomed at one
corner, close to the enclave wall. The main door was closed and fastened, but
at the rear there was an outside staircase to the loft, and a small door at the
top of it. Early traffic was already abroad, though thin at this dark hour, and
no one paid attention to two monks of St. Peter’s mounting to their own loft.
The door was locked, but Cadfael had brought the key, and let them in to a dry,
hay-scented darkness. “The key I can’t leave you, I must
restore it, but neither will I leave you locked in. The door must stay
unfastened for you until you may come forth freely. Here you have a loaf, and
beans, and curd, and a few apples, and here’s a flask of small
ale. Keep the gown, you may need it for warmth in the night, but the hay makes
a kindly bed. And when I come to you, as I will, you may know me at the door by
this knock… Though no one else is likely to come. Should anyone appear without
my knock, you have hay enough to hide in.” The boy stood, suddenly grave and a
little forlorn. Cadfael reached a hand, and put back the cowl from the
shock-head of curls, and there was just filtering dawn-light enough to show him
the shape of the solemn oval face, all steady, dilated, confronting eyes. “You have not slept much. If I were you,
I’d burrow deep and warm, and sleep the day out. I won’t desert you.” “I know,” said Edwin firmly. He knew that
even together they might avail nothing, but at least he knew he was not alone.
He had a loyal family, with Edwy as link, and he had an ally within the
enclave. And he had one other thinking of him and agonising about him. He said
in a voice that lost its firmness only for one perilous instant, and stubbornly
recovered: “Tell my mother I did not ever do him or wish him harm.” “Fool child,” said Cadfael comfortably, “I’ve
been assured of that already, and who do you suppose told me, if not your
mother?” The very faint light was magically soft, and the boy stood at that
stage between childhood and maturity when his face, forming but not yet formed,
might have been that of boy or girl, woman or man. “You’re very like her,” said
Cadfael, remembering a girl not much older than this sprig, embraced and kissed
by just such a clandestine light, her parents believing her abed and asleep in
virginal solitude. At this pass he had momentarily forgotten
all the women he had known between, east and west, none of them, he hoped and
believed, left feeling wronged. “I’ll be with you before night,” he said, and
withdrew to the safety of the winter air outside. Good God, he thought with reverence,
making his way back by the parish door in good time for Prime, that fine piece
of young flesh, as raw and wild and faulty as he is, he might have
been mine! He and the other, too, a son and a grandson both! It was the first
and only time that ever he questioned his vocation, much less regretted it, and
the regret was not long. But he did wonder if somewhere in the world, by the
grace of Arianna, or Bianca, or Mariam, or—were there one or two others as well
loved here and there, now forgotten?—he had left printings of himself as
beautiful and formidable as this boy of Richildis’s bearing and another’s
getting. Chapter Five IT WAS NOW IMPERATIVE TO FIND THE
MURDERER, otherwise the boy could not emerge from hiding and take up his
disrupted life. And that meant tracing in detail the passage of the ill-fated
dish of partridge from the abbot’s kitchen to Gervase Bonel’s belly. Who had
handled it? Who could have tampered with it? Since Prior Robert, in his lofty
eminence within the abbot’s lodging, had eaten, appreciated and digested the
rest of it without harm, clearly it had been delivered to him in goodwill and
in good condition. And he, certainly without meddling, had delivered it in the
same condition to his cook. Before High Mass, Cadfael went to the
abbot’s kitchen. He was one of a dozen or so people within these walls who were
not afraid of Brother Petrus. Fanatics are always frightening, and Brother
Petrus was a fanatic, not for his religion or his vocation, those he took for
granted, but for his art. His dedicated fire tinted black hair and black eyes,
scorching both with a fiery red. His northern blood boiled like his own
cauldron. His temper, barbarian from the borders, was as hot as his own oven.
And as hotly as he loved Abbot Heribert, for the same reasons he detested Prior
Robert. When Cadfael walked in upon him, he was
merely surveying the day’s battlefield, and mustering his army of pans, pots,
spits and dishes, with less satisfaction than the exercise should have
provided, because it was Robert, and not Heribert, who would consume the result
of his labours. But for all that, he could not relax his hold on perfection. “That partridge!” said Petrus darkly,
questioned on the day’s events. “As fine a bird as ever I saw, not the biggest,
but the best-fed and plumpest, and could I have dressed it for my abbot, I
would have made him a masterwork. Yes, this prior comes in and bids me set
aside a portion—for one only, mark!—to be sent to the guest at the house by the
millpond, with his compliments. And I did it. I made it the best portion, in
one of Abbot Heribert’s own dishes. My
dishes, says Robert! Did anyone else here touch it? I tell you, Cadfael, the
two I have here know me, they do what I say, and let all else ride. Robert? He
came in to give his orders and sniff at my pan, but it was all in one pan then,
it was only after he left my kitchen I set aside the dish for Master Bonel. No,
take it as certain, none but myself touched that dish until it left here, and
that was close on the dinner hour, when the manservant—Aelfric, is it?—brought
his tray.” “How do you find this man Aelfric?” asked
Cadfael. “You’re seeing him daily.” “A surly fellow, or at least a mute one,”
said Petrus without animosity, “but keeps exact time, and is orderly and
careful.” So Richildis had said, perhaps even to
excess, and with intent to aggrieve his master. “I saw him crossing the court with his
load that day. The dishes were covered, he has but two hands, and certainly he
did not halt this side the gatehouse, for I saw him go out.” But once through the gate there was a
bench set in an alcove in the wall, where a tray could easily be put down for a
moment, on pretense of adjusting to a better balance. And Aelfric knew his way
to the workshop in the garden, and had seen the oil dispensed. And Aelfric was
a soured man on two counts. A man of infinite potential, since he let so little
of himself be known to any. “Ah, well, it’s certain nothing was added
to the food here.” “Nothing but wholesome wine and spices.
Now if it had been the rest of the bird that was poisoned,” said Petrus darkly,
“I’d give you leave to look sideways at me, for you’d have reason. But if ever
I did go so far as to prepare a monk’s-hood stew for that one, be sure I’d make
no mistake about which bowl went to which belly.” No need, thought Cadfael, crossing the
court to Mass, to take Brother Petrus’s fulminations too seriously. For all his
ferocity he was a man of words rather than actions. Or ought it, after all, to
be considered as worth pondering? The idea that a mistake had been made, and
the dish intended for Robert sent instead to Bonel, had never entered Cadfael’s
head until now, but clearly Petrus had credited him with just such a notion,
and made haste to hammer it into absurdity before it was uttered. A shade too
much haste? Murderous hatreds had been known to arise between those who were
sworn to brotherhood, before this, and surely would so arise again. Brother
Petrus might have started the very suspicion he had set out to scotch. Not,
perhaps, a very likely murderer. But bear it in mind! The few weeks before the main festivals
of the year always saw an increase in the parochial attendance at Mass, the
season pricking the easy consciences of those who took their spiritual duties
lightly all the rest of the year. There were a creditable number of local
people in the church that morning, and it was no great surprise to Cadfael to
discover among them the white coif and abundant yellow hair of the girl Aldith.
When the service ended he noticed that she did not go out by the west door,
like the rest, but passed through the south door into the cloister, and so out
into the great court. There she drew her cloak around her, and sat down on a
stone bench against the refectory wall. Cadfael followed, and saluted her
gravely, asking after her mistress. The girl raised to him a fair, composed
face whose soft lines seemed to him to be belied by
the level dark force of her eyes. She was, he reflected, as mysterious in her
way as Aelfric, and what she did not choose to reveal of herself it would be
hard to discover unaided. “She’s well enough in body,” she said
thoughtfully, “but distressed in mind for Edwin, naturally. But there’s been no
word of his being taken, and I’m sure we should have heard if he had been. That’s
some comfort. Poor lady, she’s in need of comfort.” He could have sent her some reassurance
by this messenger, but he did not. Richildis had taken care to speak with him
alone, he should respect that preference. In so tight and closed a situation,
where only the handful of people involved in one household seemed to be at
risk, how could Richildis be absolutely sure even of her young kinswoman, even
of her stepson or her manservant? And could he, in the end, even be sure of
Richildis? Mothers may be driven to do terrible things in defence of the rights
of their children. Gervase Bonel had made a bargain with her, and broken it. “If you’ll permit, I’ll sit with you a
little while. You’re not in haste to return?” “Aelfric will be coming for the dinner
soon,” she said. “I thought I would wait for him, and help him carry
everything. He’ll have the ale and the bread as well.” And she added, as
Cadfael sat down beside her: “It’s ill for him, having to do that same office
daily, after what fell on us yesterday. To think that people may be eyeing him
and wondering. Even you, brother. Isn’t it true?” “No help for that,” said Cadfael simply, “until
we know the truth. The sheriff’s sergeant believes he knows it already. Do you
agree with him?” “No!” She was mildly scornful, it even
raised the ghost of a smile. “It isn’t the wild, noisy, boisterous boys, the
ones who let the world all round know their grievances and their tantrums and
their pleasures, who use poison. But what avails my telling you this, saying I
believe or I don’t believe, when I’m deep in the same coil myself? As you know
I am! When Aelfric came into my kitchen with the tray, and told me about the
prior’s gift, it was I who set the dish to keep hot on the hob, while Aelfric
carried the large dish into the room, and I followed with the platters and the
jug of ale. The three of them were in there at table, they knew nothing about
the partridge until I told them… thinking to please the master, for in there
the air was so chill you could hardly breathe. I think I was back in the
kitchen first of the two of us, and I sat by the hob to eat my meal, and I
stirred the bowl when it simmered. More than once, and moved it aside from the
heat, too. What use my saying I added nothing? Of course that is what I, or any
other in my shoes would say, it carries no weight until there’s proof, one way
or the other.” “You are very sensible and very just,”
said Cadfael. “And Meurig, you say, was just coming in at the door when you
returned to the kitchen. So he was not alone with the dish… even supposing he
had known what it was, and for whom it was intended.” Her dark brows rose, wonderfully arched
and vivid and striking under the pale brow and light-gold hair. “The door was
wide open, that I recall, and Meurig was just scraping the dirt from his shoes
before coming in. But what reason could Meurig have, in any case, to wish his
father dead? He was not lavish with him, but he was of more value to him alive
than dead. He had no hope of inheriting anything, and knew it, but he had a
modest competence to lose.” That was simple truth. Not even the
church would argue a bastard’s right to inherit, while the state would deny it
even where marriage of the parents, every way legal, followed the birth. And
this had been a commonplace affair with one of his own maidservants. No, Meurig
had no possible stake in this death. Whereas Edwin had a manor to regain, and
Richildis, her adored son’s future. And Aelfric? She had reared her head, gazing towards
the gatehouse, where Aelfric had just appeared, the high-rimmed wooden tray
under his arm, a bag for the loaves slung on his shoulder. She gathered her
cloak and rose. “Tell me,” said Cadfael, mild-voiced
beside her, “now that Master Bonel is dead, to whom does Aelfric belong? Does
he go with the manor, to the abbey or some other lord? Or was he excluded from
the agreement, conceded to Master Bonel as manservant in villeinage for life?” She looked back sharply in the act of
going to meet Aelfric. “He was excluded. Granted to be my lord’s villein
personally.” “Then whatever happens to the manor now,
he will go to whoever inherits the personal effects… to widow or son, granted
the son escapes a criminal charge. And Aldith, you know Mistress Bonel’s mind,
would you not say that she would at once give Aelfric his freedom, with a glad
heart? And would the boy do any other?” All she gave him by way of answer was a
brief, blinding flash of the black, intelligent eyes, and the sudden, veiling
swoop of large lids and long dark lashes. Then she went to cross Aelfric’s
path, and fall in beside him on his way to the abbot’s lodging. Her step was
light and easy, her greeting indifferent, her manner dutiful. Aelfric trudged
by her side stiff and mute, and would not let her take the bag from his
shoulder. Cadfael sat looking after them for a long moment, observing and
wondering, though after a while the wonder subsided into mild surprise, and by
the time he set off to wash his hands before dinner in the refectory, even
surprise had settled into conviction and reassessment. It was mid-afternoon, and Cadfael was
picking over the stored trays of apples and pears in the loft of the abbot’s
barn, discarding the few decayed specimens before they could infect their
neighbours, when Brother Mark came hallooing for him from below. “The sheriff’s man is back,” he reported,
when Cadfael peered down the ladder at him and demanded what the noise was
about, “and asking for you. And they’ve not captured their man—if it’s any news
I’m telling you.” “It’s no good news that I should be
wanted,” admitted Cadfael, descending the ladder backwards, as nimbly as a boy.
“What’s his will? Or his humour, at least?” “No menace to you, I think,” said Mark,
considering. “Vexed at not laying his hands on the
boy, naturally, but I think his mind’s on small things like the level of that
rubbing oil in your store. He asked me if I could tell if any had been removed
from there, but I’m a slipshod hand who notices nothing, as you’ll bear
witness. He thinks you’ll know to the last drop.” “Then he’s the fool. It takes a mere
mouthful or two of that to kill, and in a container too wide to get the fingers
of both hands around, and tall as a stool, who’s to know if ten times that
amount has been purloined? But let’s at least pick his brains of what he’s
about now, and how far he thinks he has his case proven.” In the workshop the sheriff’s sergeant
was poking his bushy beard and hawk’s beak into all Cadfael’s sacks and jars
and pots in somewhat wary curiosity. If he had brought an escort with him this
time, he must have left them in the great court or at the gatehouse. “You may yet be able to help us, brother,”
he said as Cadfael entered. “It would be a gain to know from which supply of
this oil of yours the poison was taken, but the young brother here can’t say if
any is missing from this store. Can you be more forthcoming?” “On that point,” said Cadfael bluntly, “no.
The amount needed would be very small, and my stock, as you see, is large. No
one could pretend to say with certainty whether any had been taken out
unlawfully. This I can tell you, I examined the neck and stopper of this bottle
yesterday, and there is no trace of oil at the lip. I doubt if a thief in haste
would stop to wipe the lip clean before stoppering it, as I do.” The sergeant nodded, partially satisfied
that this accorded with what he believed. “It’s more likely it was taken from
the infirmary, then. And that’s a smaller flask by much than this, but I’ve
been there, and they can none of them hazard an opinion. Among the old the oil
is in favoured use now, who can guess if it was used one more time without
lawful reason?” “You’ve made little progress, I fear,”
said Brother Cadfael. Cadfael sat back on his bench and spread
his hands on his knees. “You’re very sure of him. Yet there are at least four
others who were there in the house, and any number more who, for one reason or
another, know the use and abuse of this preparation. Oh, I know the weight of
the case you can make against this boy. I could make as good a case against one
or two more, but that I won’t do. I’d rather by far consider those factors that
might provide, not suspicion, but proof, and not against one chosen quarry, but
against the person, whoever he may be, towards whom the facts point. The time
concerned is tight, half an hour at most. I myself saw the manservant fetch the
dishes from the abbot’s kitchen, and carry them out at the gate. Unless we are
to look seriously at those who serve the abbot’s kitchen, the dish was still
harmless when it left our enclave. I don’t say,” he added blandly, “that you
should, because we wear the cowl, write off any man of us as exempt from
suspicion, myself included.” The sergeant was intelligent, though not
impressed. “Then what limiting factors, what firm facts, do you refer to,
brother?” “I mentioned to you yesterday, and if you
care to sniff at that bottle, and try a drop of it on your sleeve, you’ll note
for yourself, that it makes itself apparent both to the nose and eye. You would
not easily wash out the greasy mark from cloth, nor get rid of the smell. It is
not the wolfsbane that smells so sharp and acrid, there’s also mustard and
other herbs. Whoever you seize upon, you must examine his clothing for these
signs. I don’t say it’s proof of innocence if no such signs are found, but it
does weaken the evidence of guilt.” “You are interesting, brother,” said the
sergeant, “but not convincing.” “Then consider this. Whoever had used
that poison would be in haste to get rid of the bottle as soon as possible, and
as cleanly. If he lingered, he would have to hide it about him, and risk
marking himself, or even having it discovered on him. You will conduct your
business as you see fit. But I, were I in your shoes, would be looking very
carefully for a small vial, anywhere within a modest distance of that house, for
when you find it, the place where it was discarded will tell a great deal about
the person who could have cast it there.” And with certainty he added: “You’ll
be in no doubt of it being the right vial.” He did not at all like the expression of
indulgent complacency that was creeping over the sergeant’s weathered
countenance, as though he enjoyed a joke that presently, when he chose to
divulge it, would quite take the wind out of Cadfael’s sails. He himself
admitted he had not captured his man, but there was certainly some other secret
satisfaction he was hugging to his leather bosom. “You have not found it already?” said
Cadfael cautiously. “Not found it, no. Nor looked for it very
hard. But for all that, I know where it is. Small use looking now, and in any
case, no need.” And now he was openly grinning. “I take exception to that,” said Cadfael
firmly. “if you have not found it, you cannot know
where it is, you can only surmise, which is not the same thing.” “It’s as near the same thing as we’re
likely to get,” said the sergeant, pleased with his advantage. “For your little
vial has gone floating down the Severn, and may never be seen again, but we
know it was tossed in there, and we know who tossed it. We’ve not been idle
since we left here yesterday, I can tell you, and we’ve done more than simply
pursue a young fox and lose his trail a while. We’ve taken witness from any we
could find who were moving about the bridge and the Foregate around the dinner
hour, and saw Bonel’s manservant running after the boy. We found a carter who
was crossing the bridge just at that time.
Such a chase, he pulled up his cart, thinking there was a hue and cry after a
thief, but when the boy had run past him he saw the pursuer give up the chase,
short of the bridge, for he had no chance of overtaking his quarry. The one
shrugged and turned back, and when the carter turned to look after the other he
saw him slow in his running for a moment, and hurl some small thing over the
downstream parapet into the water. It was young Gurney, and no other, who had
something to dispose of, as soon as possible after he’d tipped its contents
into the dish for his stepfather, given the spoon a whirl or two, and rushed
away with the bottle in his hand. And what do you say to that, my friend?” What, indeed? The shock was severe, for
not one word had Edwin said about this incident, and for a moment Cadfael did
seriously consider that he might have been hoodwinked for once by a cunning
little dissembler. Yet cunning was the last thing he would ever have found in
that bold, pugnacious face. He rallied rapidly, and without betraying his
disquiet. “I say that ‘some small thing’ is not
necessarily a vial. Did you put it to your carter that it might have been that?” “I did, and he would not say yes or no,
only that whatever it was was small enough to hold in the closed hand, and
flashed in the light as it flew. He would not give it a shape or a character
more than that.” “You had an honest witness. Now can you
tell me two things more from his testimony. At exactly what point on the bridge
was the boy when he threw it? And did the manservant also see it thrown?” “My man says the fellow running after had
halted and turned back, and only then did he look round and catch the other one
in the act. The servant could not have seen. And as for where the lad was at
that moment, he said barely halfway across the drawbridge.” That meant that Edwin had hurled away
whatever it was as soon as he felt sure he was above the water, clear of the
bank and the shore, for it was the outer section of the bridge that could be
raised. And at that, he might have miscalculated and been in too big a hurry.
The bushes and shelving slope under the
abutments ran well out below the first arch. There was still a chance that
whatever had been discarded could be recovered, if it had fallen short of the
current. It seemed, also, that Aelfric had not concealed this detail, for he
had not witnessed it. “Well,” said Cadfael, “by your own tale
the boy had just gone running past a halted cart, with a driver already staring
at him, and no doubt, at that hour, several other people within view, and made
no secret of getting rid of whatever it was he threw. Nothing furtive about
that. Hardly the way a murderer would go about disposing of the means, to my way
of thinking. What do you say?” The sergeant hitched at his belt and
laughed aloud. “I say you make as good a devil’s advocate as ever I’ve heard.
But lads in a panic after a desperate deed don’t stop to think. And if it was
not the vial he heaved into the Severn, you tell me, brother, what was it?” And
he strode out into the chill of the early evening air, and left Cadfael to
brood on the same question. Brother Mark, who had made himself
inconspicuous in a corner all this time, but with eyes and ears wide and sharp
for every word and look, kept a respectful silence until Cadfael stirred at
length, and moodily thumped his knees with clenched fists. Then he said,
carefully avoiding questions: “There’s still an hour or so of daylight left
before Vespers. If you think it’s worth having a look below the bridge there?” Brother Cadfael had almost forgotten the
young man was present, and turned a surprised and appreciative eye on him. “So there is! And your eyes are younger
than mine. The two of us might at least cover the available ground. Yes, come,
for better or worse we’ll venture.” Brother Mark followed eagerly across the
court, out at the gatehouse, and along the highroad towards the bridge and the
town. A flat, leaden gleam lay over the mill-pond on their left, and the house
beyond it showed only a closed and shuttered face. Brother Mark stared at it
curiously as they passed. He had never seen Mistress Bonel, and knew nothing of
the old ties that linked her with Cadfael, but he knew when his mentor
and friend was particularly exercised on someone else’s behalf, and his own
loyalty and partisan fervour, after his church, belonged all to Cadfael. He was
busy thinking out everything he had heard in the workshop, and making practical
sense of it. As they turned aside to the right, down the sheltered path that
led to the riverside and the main gardens of the abbey, ranged along the rich
Severn meadows, he said thoughtfully: “I take it, brother, that what we are
looking for must be small, and able to take the light, but had better not be a bottle?” “You may take it,” said Cadfael, sighing,
“that whether it is or not, we must try our best to find it. But I would very
much rather find something else, something as innocent as the day.” Just beneath the abutments of the bridge,
where it was not worth while clearing the ground for cultivation, bushes grew
thickly, and coarse grass sloped down gradually to the lip of the water. They
combed the tufted turf along the edge, where a filming of ice prolonged the
ground by a few inches, until the light failed them and it was time to hurry
back for Vespers; but they found nothing small, relatively heavy, and capable
of reflecting a flash of light as it was thrown, nothing that could have been
the mysterious something tossed away by Edwin in his flight. Cadfael slipped away after supper,
absenting himself from the readings in the chapter-house, helped himself to the
end of a loaf and a hunk of cheese, and a flask of small ale for his fugitive,
and made his way discreetly to the loft over the abbey barn in the horse-fair.
The night was clear overhead but dark, for there was no moon as yet. By morning
the ground would be silvered over, and the shore of Severn extended by a new
fringe of ice. His signal knock at the door at the head
of the stairs produced only a profound silence, which he approved. He opened
the door and went in, closing it silently behind him. In the darkness within
nothing existed visibly, but the warm, fresh scent of
the clean hay stirred in a faint wave, and an equally quiet rustling showed him
where the boy had emerged from his nest to meet him. He moved a step towards
the sound. “Be easy, it’s Cadfael.” “I knew,” said Edwin’s voice very softly.
“I knew you’d come.” “Was it a long day?” “I slept most of it.” “That’s my stout heart! Where are you…?
Ah!” They moved together, uniting two faint warmths that made a better warmth
between them; Cadfael touched a sleeve, found a welcoming hand. “Now let’s sit
down and be blunt and brief, for time’s short. But we may as well be comfortable
with what we have. And here’s food and drink for you.” Young hands, invisible,
clasped his offerings gladly. They felt their way to a snug place in the hay,
side by side. “Is there any better news for me?” asked
Edwin anxiously. “Not yet. What I have for you, young man,
is a question. Why did you leave out half the tale?” Edwin sat up sharply beside him, in the
act of biting heartily into a crust of bread. “But I didn’t! I told you the
truth. Why should I keep anything from you, when I came asking for your help?” “Why, indeed! Yet the sheriff’s men have
had speech with a certain carter who was crossing the bridge from Shrewsbury
when you went haring away from your mother’s house, and he testifies that he
saw you heave something over the parapet into the river. Is that true?” Without hesitation the boy said: “Yes!”
his voice a curious blend of bewilderment, embarrassment and anxiety. Cadfael
had the impression that he was even blushing in the darkness, and yet obviously
with no sense of guilt at having left the incident unmentioned, rather as
though a purely private folly of his own had been accidentally uncovered. “Why did you not tell me that yesterday?
I might have had a better chance of helping you if I’d known.” “I don’t see why.” He was a little sullen
and on his dignity now, but wavering and wondering. “It didn’t seem to have anything
to do with what happened… and I wanted to forget it. But I’ll tell you now, if
it does matter. It isn’t anything bad.” “It matters very much, though you couldn’t
have known that when you threw it away.” Better tell him the reason now, and
show that by this examiner, at least, he was not doubted. “For what you sent
over the parapet, my lad, is being interpreted by the sheriff’s man as the
bottle that held the poison, newly emptied by you before you ran out of the
house, and disposed of in the river. So now, I think, you had better tell me
what it really was, and I’ll try to convince the law they are on the wrong
scent, over that and everything else.” The boy sat very still, not stunned by
this blow, which was only one more in a beating which had already done its
worst and left him still resilient. He was very quick in mind, he saw the
implications, for himself and for Brother Cadfael. Slowly he said: “And you don’t
need first to be convinced?” “No. For a moment I may have been shaken,
but not longer. Now tell me!” “I didn’t know! How could I know what was
going to happen?” He drew breath deeply, and some of the tension left the arm
and shoulder that leaned confidingly into Cadfael’s side, “No one else knew
about it, I hadn’t said a word to Meurig, and I never got so far as to show it
even to my mother—I never had the chance. You know I’m learning to work in
wood, and in fine metals, too, a little, and I had to show that I meant to be
good at what I did. I made a present for my stepfather. Not because I liked
him,” he made haste to add, with haughty honesty, “I didn’t! But my mother was
unhappy about our quarrel, and it had made him hard and ill-tempered even to
her—he never used to be, he was fond of her, I know. So I made a present as a
peace offering… and to show I should make a craftsman, too, and be able to earn
my living without him. He had a relic he valued greatly, he bought it in
Walsingham when he was on pilgrimage, a long time ago. It’s supposed to be a
piece of Our Lady’s mantle, from the hem, but I don’t believe it’s true. But he believed it. It’s a
slip of blue cloth as long as my little finger, with a gold thread in the edge,
and it’s wrapped in a bit of gold. He paid a lot of money for it, I know. So I
thought I would make him a little reliquary just the right size for it, a
little box with a hinge. I made it from pearwood, and jointed and polished it
well, and inlaid the lid with a little picture of Our Lady in nacre and silver,
and blue stone for the mantle. I think it was not bad.” The light- ache in his
voice touched Brother Cadfael’s relieved heart; he had loved his work and
destroyed it, he was entitled to grieve. “And you took it with you to give to him
yesterday?” he asked gently. “Yes.” He bit that off short. Cadfael
remembered how he had been received, according to Richildis, when he made his
difficult, courageous appearance at their table, his gift secreted somewhere
upon him. “And you had it in your hand when he
drove you out of the house with his malice. I see how it could happen.” The boy burst out bitterly, shivering
with resentment still: “He said I’d come to crawl to him for my manor… he
taunted me, and if I kneeled to him… How could I offer him a gift, after that?
He would have taken it as proof positive… I couldn’t bear that! It was meant to
be a gift, without any asking.” “I should have done what you did, boy,
kept it clutched in my hand, and run from there without a word more.” “But not thrown it in the river, perhaps,”
sighed Edwin ruefully. “Why? I don’t know… Only it had been meant for him, and
I had it in my hand, and Aelfric was running after me and calling, and I couldn’t
go back… It wasn’t his, and it wasn’t any more mine, and I threw it over to be
rid of it…” So that was why neither Richildis nor
anyone else had mentioned Edwin’s peace offering. Peace or war, for that
matter? It had been meant to assert both his forgiveness and his independence,
neither very pleasing to an elderly autocrat. But well-meant, for all that, an
achievement, considering the lad was not yet fifteen years old. But no one had
known of it. No one but the maker had ever had the
chance to admire—as Richildis would have done most dotingly!—the nice
dove-tailing of the joints of his little box, or the fine setting of the slips
of silver and pearl and lapis which had flashed just once in the light as they
hurtled into the river. “Tell me, this was a well-fitted lid, and
closed when you threw it over?” “Yes.” He was very fairly visible now,
and all startled eyes. He did not understand the question, but he was sure of
his work. “Is that important, too, I wish now I hadn’t done it, I see I’ve made
everything worse. But how was I to know? There wasn’t any hue and cry for me then,
there wasn’t any murder, I knew I hadn’t done anything wrong.” “A small wooden box, tightly closed, will
float gallantly where the river carries it, and there are men who live by the
river traffic and fishing, yes, and poaching, too, and they’ll know every bend
and beach from here to Atcham where things fetch up on the current. Keep your
heart up, lad, you may yet see your work again if I can get the sheriff to
listen to me, and put out the word to the watermen to keep a watch. If I give
them a description of what was thrown away—oh, be easy, I’ll not reveal how I
got it!—and somewhere downstream that very thing is discovered, that’s a strong
point in your favour, and I may even be able to get them to look elsewhere for
the bottle, somewhere where Edwin Gurney was not, and therefore could not have
left it. You bide yet a day or two here in quiet, if you can bear it, and if
need be, I’ll get you away to some more distant place, where you can wait the
time out in better comfort.” “I can bear it,” said Edwin sturdily. And
added ruefully: “But I wish it may not be long!” The brothers were filing out at the end
of Compline when it dawned upon Cadfael that there was one important question
which he and everyone else had neglected to ask, and the only person he could
think of who might conceivably be able to answer it was Richildis. There was
still time to ask it before night, if he gave up his final half-hour in the
warming-room. Not, perhaps, a tactful time to visit,
but everything connected with this business was urgent, and Richildis could at
least sleep a little more easily for the knowledge that Edwin was, thus far at
least, safe and provided for. Cadfael drew up his cowl, and made purposefully
for the gates. It was bad luck that Brother Jerome
should be coming across the court towards the porter’s lodge at the same time,
probably with some officious orders for the morrow, or some sanctimonious
complaint of irregularities today. Brother Jerome already felt himself to be in
the exalted position of clerk to the abbot-elect, and was exerting himself to
represent adequately his master Robert, now that that worthy man had availed
himself of the abbot’s privilege and privacy. Authority delegated to Brother
Richard, and sedulously avoided by him wherever possible, would be greedily
taken up by Brother Jerome. Some of the novices and boy pupils had already had
cause to lament his zeal. “You have an errand of mercy at so late
an hour, brother?” Jerome smiled odiously. “Can it not wait until morning?” “At the risk of further harm,” snapped
Cadfael, “it might.” And he made no further halt, but proceeded on his way,
well aware of the narrowed eyes following his departure. He had, within reason,
authority to come and go as he thought fit, even to absent himself from
services if his aid was required elsewhere, and he was certainly not going to
explain himself, either truthfully or mendaciously, to Brother Jerome, however
others less bold might conform for the sake of staying out of Robert’s
displeasure. It was unfortunate, but he had nothing ill to conceal, and to turn
back would have suggested the contrary. There was still a small light burning in
the kitchen of the house beyond the mill-pond, he could see it through a tiny
chink in the shutter as he approached. Yes, now, there was something he had
failed to take into account: the kitchen window overlooked the pond, and close,
at that, closer than from the road, and yesterday it had been open because of
the brazier standing under it, an outlet for the smoke. An outlet, too, for a
small vial hurled out there as soon as emptied, to be lost
for ever in the mud at the bottom of the pond? What could be more convenient?
No odour on clothing, no stains, no dread of being discovered with the proof. Tomorrow, thought Cadfael, elated, I’ll search
from that window down to the water. Who knows but this time the thing thrown
may really have fallen short, and be lying somewhere in the grass by the water’s
edge for me to find? That would be something gained! Even if it cannot prove
who threw it there, it may still tell me something. He knocked softly at the door, expecting
Aldith to answer, or Aelfric, but it was the voice of Richildis herself that
called out quietly from within: “Who’s there?” “Cadfael! Open to me for a few minutes.” His name had been enough, she opened
eagerly, and reached a hand to draw him into the kitchen. “Hush, softly! Aldith
is asleep in my bed, and Aelfric within, in the room. I could not sleep yet, I
was sitting late, thinking about my boy. Oh, Cadfael, can you give me no
comfort? You will stand his friend if you can?” “He is well, and still free,” said
Cadfael, sitting down beside her on the bench against the wall. “But mark me,
you know nothing, should any ask. You may truly say he has not been here, and
you don’t know where he is. Better so!” “But you do know!” The tiny, steady light
of the rush-candle showed him her face smoothed of its ageing lines and softly
bright, very comely. He did not answer; she might read that for herself, and
could still say truly that she knew nothing. “And that’s all you can give me?” she
breathed. “No, I can give you my solemn word that
he never harmed his stepfather. That I know. And truth must come out. That you
must believe.” “Oh, I will, I do, if you’ll help to
uncover it. Oh, Cadfael, if you were not here I should despair. And such
constant vexations, pin-pricks, when I can think of nothing but Edwin. And
Gervase not in his grave until tomorrow! Now that he’s gone, I no longer have a
claim to livery for his horse, and with so many travellers coming now before
the feast, they want his stable-room, and I must move him
elsewhere, or else sell him… But Edwin will want him, if…” She shook her head
distractedly, and would not complete that doubt. “They told me they’ll find him
a stall and feed somewhere until I can arrange for him to be stabled elsewhere.
Perhaps Martin could house him…” They might, Cadfael thought indignantly,
have spared her such small annoyances, at least for a few days. She had moved a
little closer to him, her shoulder against his. Their whispering voices in the
dimly lit room, and the lingering warmth from a brazier now mostly ash, took
him back many years, to a stolen meeting in her father’s outhouse. Better not
linger, to be drawn deeper still! “Richildis, there’s something I came to
ask you. Did your husband ever actually draw up and seal the deed that made
Edwin his heir?” “Yes, he did.” She was surprised by the
question, “It was quite legal and binding, but naturally this agreement with
the abbey has a later date, and makes the will void now. Or it did…” She was
brought back sharply to the realisation that the second agreement, too, had
been superseded, more roughly even than the first. “Of course, that’s of no
validity now. So the grant to Edwin stands. It must, our man of law drew it
properly, and I have it in writing.” “So all that stands between Edwin and his
manor, now, is the threat of arrest for murder, which we know he did not do.
But tell me this, Richildis, if you know it: supposing the worst happened—which
it must not and will not—and he was convicted of killing your husband—then what
becomes of Mallilie? The abbey cannot claim it, Edwin could not then inherit
it. Who becomes the heir?” She managed to gaze resolutely beyond the
possibility of the worst, and considered what sense law would make of what was
left. “I suppose I should get my dower, as the
widow. But the manor could only revert to the overlord, and that’s the earl of
Chester, for there’s no other legitimate heir. He could bestow
it where he pleased, to his best advantage. It might go to any man he favoured
in these parts. Sheriff Prestcote, as like as not, or one of his officers.” It was true, and it robbed all others
here, except Edwin, of any prospect of gaining by Bonel’s death; or at least,
of any material gain. An enemy sufficiently consumed by hate might find the
death in itself gain enough, yet that seemed an excessive reaction to a man no
way extreme, however difficult Edwin had found him. “You’re sure? There’s no nephew, or
cousin of his somewhere about the shire?” “No, no one, or he would never have
promised me Mallilie for Edwin. He set great store by his own blood.” What had been going through Cadfael’s
mind was the possibility that someone with his own fortune in view might have
planned to remove at one stroke both Bonel and Edwin, by ensuring the boy’s
arrest for the man’s murder. But evidently that was far from the mark. No one
could have calculated with any certainty on securing for himself what the house
of Bonel forfeited. By way of comfort and encouragement,
Cadfael laid his broad, gnarled hand on her slender one, and marked in the
slanting tight, with roused tenderness, its enlarged knuckles and tracery of
violet veins, more touching than any girlish smoothness could ever have been. Her
face was beautiful, too, even in its ageing, lined, now that he saw it almost
at peace, with good-humour and the long experience of happiness, which this
brief ordeal of exasperation, disruption and pain could do little now to
deflower. It was his youth he was lamenting, not any waste of Richildis. She
had married the right man and been blessed, and a late mistake with the wrong
man was over without irreparable damage, provided her darling could be
extricated from his present danger. That, and only that, Cadfael thought
gratefully, is my task. The warm hand under his turned and
closed, holding him fast. The still beguiling face turned to gaze at him
closely and earnestly, with limpid, sympathetic eyes and a mouth with delicate,
self-congratulatory guilt. “Oh, Cadfael, did you take it
so hard? Did it have to be the cloister? I wondered about you so often, and so
long, but I never knew I had done you such an injury. And you have forgiven me
that broken promise?” “The whole fault was mine,” said Cadfael,
with somewhat over-hearty fervour. “I’ve wished you well always, as I do now.”
And he made to rise from the bench, but she kept her hold on his hand and rose
with him. A sweet woman, but dangerous, like all her innocent kind. “Do you remember,” she was saying, in the
hushed whisper the hour demanded, but with something even more secret in its
intimacy, “the night we pledged our troth? That was December, too. I’ve been
thinking of it ever since I knew you were here—a Benedictine monk! Who would
ever have dreamed it would end so! But you stayed away so long!” It was certainly time to go. Cadfael
retrieved his hand gently, made her a soothing good night, and discreetly
withdrew, before worse could befall him. Let her by all means attribute his
vocation to the loss of her own delightful person, for the conviction would
stand by her well until her world was restored in safety. But as for him, he
had no regrets whatever. The cowl both fitted and became him. He let himself out and returned enlarged
through the chill and sparkle of the frosty night, to the place he had chosen,
and still and for ever now preferred. Behind him, as he neared the gatehouse, a
meagre shadow detached itself from the shelter of the eaves of Richildiss
house, and slid contentedly along the road after him, keeping well to the side
in case he looked back. But Brother Cadfael did not look back. He had just had
a lesson in the perils of that equivocal exercise; and in any case, it was not
his way. Chapter Six CHAPTER NEXT MORNING PROMISED TO BE AS
DULL as usual, once Brother Andrew’s readings were done, and the business of
the house reached; but Cadfael, dozing gently behind his pillar, remained alert
enough to prick his ears, when Brother Matthew the cellarer announced that the
guest-hall was full to capacity, and more stabling space was needed for still
more expected gentlefolk, so that it would be necessary to transfer some of the
horses and mules belonging to the abbey to some other housing, to accommodate
the travellers’ beasts within the walls. Late merchants, taking advantage of
the clement autumn after the summer of siege and disorder, were now on the
roads making for home for the feast, and nobles with manors in the county were
seeking their own retired firesides, to celebrate Christmas away from the
burden of arms and the stress of faction in the south. It was manifestly true
that the stables were overcrowded, and the great court daily brighter and
busier with arrivals and departures. “There is also the matter of the horse
that belonged to Master Gervase Bonel,” said Brother Matthew, “who is to be
buried today. Our responsibility to provide stabling and feed is now at an end,
though I know the case is in suspense until the matter of the man’s death and
the disposal of his property is cleared up. But the widow as survivor is
certainly not entitled to livery for a horse. She
has a daughter married in the town, and doubtless will be able to make
provision for the beast, and of course we must house it until she so disposes,
but it need not occupy a stall in our main stables. Have I your approval to
move it out with our own working beasts to the stabling under our barn in the
horse-fair ground?” Most certainly he had not Cadfael’s
approval! He sat stiff with alarm and exasperation, fuming at his own unfortunate
choice of hiding-place rather than Matthew’s practical dispositions. Yet how
could he have foreseen this? Very seldom had it been necessary to make use of
the stalls at the barn, apart from its actual purpose as temporary
accommodation at the horse-fairs and St. Peter’s fair. And now how was he to
get to Edwin in time to remove him from the peril of discovery? In broad
daylight, and with the inescapable spiritual duties of the day confining his
movements? “That should certainly provide adequate
stabling,” agreed Prior Robert. “It would be well to make the transfer at once.” “I will give instructions to the grooms.
And you agree also, Father, to the Widow Bonel’s horse being removed with them?” “By all means!” Robert no longer had
quite the same interest in the Bonel family, now that it seemed doubtful he
would ever lay his hands on the manor of Mallilie, though he did not intend to
give up without a struggle. The unnatural death and its consequences irked him
like a thorn in his flesh, and he would gladly have removed not merely the
horse but the whole household, could he have done so with propriety. He did not
want murder associated with his convent, he did not want the sheriff’s officers
probing among his guests, or the whiff of notoriety hanging round the monastery
buildings like a bad odour. “It will be necessary to go into the legal
complications on the vexed question of the charter, which inevitably lapses now
unless a new lord chooses to endorse and complete it. But until after Master
Bonel’s burial, of course, nothing should be done. The horse, however, can well
be moved. I doubt if the widow will now have any use for a mount, but that is
not yet our problem.” Cadfael closed his ears to the desultory
discussion of a possible purchase of land to enlarge the graveyard, and gave
his mind to the consideration of his own more pressing problem. It would not be
impossible to find himself an errand along the Foregate when the grooms were
stabling the horses in their new quarters, and the lay brothers would not
question any movements of his. He could as well bring Edwin out of his retreat
in a Benedictine habit as lead him into it, provided he took care to time the
exit property. And once out, then where? Certainly not towards the gatehouse.
There were people in one or two houses along the highroad towards St. Giles who
had had dealings with him when sick, some whose children he had attended in
fever. They might give shelter to a young man at his recommendation, though he
did not much like the idea of involving them. Or there was, at the end of this
stretch of road, the leper hospital of St. Giles, where young brothers often
served a part of their novitiate in attendance on those less fortunate.
Something, surely, might be arranged to hide one haunted boy. Incredulously, Cadfael heard his own name
spoken, and was jerked sharply out of his planning. Across the chapter-house,
in his stall as close as possible to Prior Robert, Brother Jerome had risen,
and was in full spate, his meagre figure deceptively humble in stance, his
sharp eyes half-hooded in holy
meekness. And he had just uttered Brother Cadfael’s name, with odious concern
and affection! “… I do not say, Father, that there has
been any impropriety in our dearly valued brother’s conduct. I do but appeal
for aid and guidance for his soul’s sake, for he stands in peril. Father, it
has come to my knowledge that many years since, before his call to this blessed
vocation, Brother Cadfael was in a relationship of worldly affection with the
lady who is now Mistress Bonel, and a guest of this house. By reason of the
death of her husband he was drawn back into contact with her, by no fault of
his, oh, no, I do not speak of blame, for he was called to help a dying man.
But consider, Father, how severe a test may be imposed upon a brother’s sincere
devotion, when he is again brought unexpectedly into so close touch with a
long-forgotten attachment according to this world!” To judge by Prior Robert’s loftily
erected head and stretched neck, which enabled him to look from an even greater
height down his nose at the imperilled brother, he was indeed considering it.
So was Cadfael, with astonished indignation that congealed rapidly into cool,
inimical comprehension. He had underestimated Brother Jerome’s audacity, no
less than his venom. That large, sinewy ear must have been pressed lovingly to
the large keyhole of Richildis’s door, to have gathered so much. “Do you allege,” demanded Robert
incredulously, “that Brother Cadfael has been in unlawful conversation with
this woman? On what occasion? We ourselves know well that he attended Master
Bonel’s death-bed, and did his best for the unfortunate, and that the unhappy
wife was then present. We have no reproach to make upon that count, it was his
duty to go where he was needed.” Brother Cadfael, as yet unaddressed, sat
grimly silent, and let them proceed, for obviously this attack came as
unexpectedly to Robert as to him. “Oh, no man of us can question that,”
agreed Jerome obligingly. “It was his Christian duty to give aid according to
his skills, and so he did. But as I have learned, our brother has
again visited the widow and spoken with her, only last night. Doubtless for
purposes of comfort and blessing to the bereaved. But what dangers may lurk in
such a meeting, Father, I need not try to express. God forbid it should ever
enter any mind, that a man once betrothed, and having lost his affianced wife
to another, should succumb to jealousy in his late years, after abandoning the
world, when he once again encounters the former object of his affections. No,
that we may not even consider. But would it not be better if our beloved
brother should be removed utterly even from the temptations of memory? I speak
as one having his wellbeing and spiritual health at heart.” You speak, thought Cadfael, grinding his
teeth, as one at last provided with a weapon against a man you’ve hated for
years with little effect. And, God forgive me, if I could wring your scrawny
neck now, I would do it and rejoice. He rose and stood forth from his retired
place to be seen. “I am here, Father Prior, examine me of my actions as you
wish. Brother Jerome is somewhat over-tender of my vocation, which is in no
danger.” And that, at least, was heartfelt. Prior Robert continued to look down at
him all too thoughtfully for Cadfael’s liking. He would certainly fight any
suggestion of misconduct among his flock, and defend them to the world for his
own sake, but he might also welcome an opportunity of curbing the independent
activities of a man who always caused him slight discomfort, as though he found
in Cadfael’s blunt, practical, tolerant self-sufficiency a hidden vein of
desire of satire and amusement. He was no fool, and could hardly have failed to
notice that he was being obliquely invited to believe that Cadfael might, when
confronted with his old sweetheart married to another, have so far succumbed to
jealousy as to remove his rival from the world with his own hands. Who, after
all, knew the properties of herbs and plants better, or the proportions in
which they could be used for good or ill? God forbid it should enter any mind,
Jerome had said piously, neatly planting the notion as he deplored it. Doubtful
if Robert would seriously entertain any such thought, but neither would he
censure it in Jerome, who was unfailingly
useful and obsequious to him. Nor could it be argued that the thing was
altogether impossible. Cadfael had made the monk’s-hood oil, and knew what
could be done with it. He had not even to procure it secretly, he had it in his
own charge; and if he had been sent for in haste to a man already sick to
death, who was to say he had not first administered the poison he feigned to
combat? And I watched Aelfric cross the court, thought Cadfael, and might
easily have stopped him for a word, lifted the lid in curiosity at the savoury
smell, been told for whom it was sent, and added another savour of my own
making? A moment’s distraction, and it could have been done. How easy it is to
bring on oneself a suspicion there’s no disproving! “Is it indeed truth, brother,” asked
Robert weightily, “that Mistress Bonel was intimately known to you in your
youth, before you took vows?” “It is,” said Cadfael directly, “if by
intimately you mean only well and closely, on terms of affection. Before I took
the Cross we held ourselves to be affianced, though no one else knew of it.
That was more than forty years ago, and I had not seen her since. She married
in my absence, and I, after my return, took the cowl.” The fewer words here,
the better. “Why did you never say word of this, when
they came to our house?” “I did not know who Mistress Bonel was,
until I saw her. The name meant nothing to me, I knew only of her first
marriage. I was called to the house, as you know, and went in good faith.” “That I acknowledge,” conceded Robert. “I
did not observe anything untoward in your conduct there.” “I do not suggest, Father Prior,” Jerome
made haste to assure him, “that Brother Cadfael has done anything deserving of
blame…” The lingering ending added silently: “… as yet!” but he did not go so far as to utter it. “I am
concerned only for his protection from the snares of temptation. The devil can
betray even through a Christian affection.” Prior Robert was continuing his heavy and
intent study of Cadfael, and if he was not expressing
condemnation, there was no mistaking the disapproval in his elevated eyebrows
and distended nostrils. No inmate of his convent should even admit to noticing
a woman, unless by way of Christian ministry or hard-headed business. “In
attending a sick man, certainly you did only right, Brother Cadfael. But is it
also true that you visited this woman last night? Why should that be? If she
was in need of spiritual comfort, there is here also a parish priest. Two days
ago you had a right and proper reason for going there, last night you surely
had none.” “I went there,” said Cadfael patiently,
since there was no help in impatience, and nothing could mortify Brother Jerome
so much as to be treated with detached forbearance, “to ask certain questions
which may bear upon her husband’s death—a matter which you, Father Prior, and
I, and all here, must devoutly wish to be cleared up as quickly as possible, so
that this house may be in peace.” “That is the business of the sheriff and
his sergeants,” said Robert curtly, “and none of yours. As I understand it,
there is no doubt whose is the guilt, and it is only a matter of laying hands
upon the youth who did so vile a thing. I do not like your excuse, Brother
Cadfael.” “In due obedience,” said Cadfael, “I bow
to your judgment, but also must not despise my own. I think there is doubt, and the truth will not be
easily uncovered. And my reason
was not an excuse; it was for that purpose I went to the house. It was my own
preparation, meant to bring comfort and relief from pain, that was used to
bring death, and neither this house nor I, as a brother herein, can be at peace
until the truth is known.” “In saying so, you show lack of faith in
those who uphold the law, and whose business justice is, as yours it is not. It
is an arrogant attitude, and I deplore it.” What he meant was that he wished to
distance the Benedictine house of St. Peter and St. Paul from the ugly thing
that had happened just outside its walls, and he would find a means of preventing
the effective working of a conscience so inconvenient to his aims. “In
my judgment, Brother Jerome is right, and it is our duty to ensure that you are
not allowed, by your own folly, to stray into spiritual danger. You will have
no further contact with Mistress Bonel. Until her future movements are decided,
and she leaves her present house, you will confine yourself to the enclave, and
your energies to your proper function of work and worship within our walls
only.” There was no help for it. Vows of obedience,
voluntarily taken, cannot be discarded whenever they become inconvenient.
Cadfael inclined his head—bowed would have been the wrong word, it was more
like a small, solid and formidable bull lowering its armed brow for combat!—and
said grimly: “I shall observe the order laid upon me, as in duty bound.” “But you, young man,” he was saying to
Brother Mark in the garden workshop, a quarter of an hour later, with the door
shut fast to contain the fumes of frustration and revolt, rather Mark’s than
his own, “you have no such order to observe.” “That,” said Brother Mark, taking heart, “is
what I was thinking. But I was afraid you were not.” “I would not involve you in my sins, God
knows,” sighed Cadfael, “if this was not urgent. And perhaps I should not… Perhaps
he must be left to fend for himself, but with so much against him…” “He!” said Brother Mark thoughtfully,
swinging his thin ankles from the bench. “The he whose something, that was not a vial, we did
not find? From all I gather, he’s barely out of childhood. The Gospels are
insistent we should take care of the children.” Cadfael cast him a mild, measuring and
affectionate look. This child was some four years older than the other, and his
childhood, since his mother’s death when he was three years old, no one had
cared for, beyond throwing food and grudged shelter his way. The other had been
loved, indulged and admired all his life, until these past months of conflict,
and the present altogether more desperate danger. “Tell me only where I must go, and what I
must do,” said Mark, quite restored to cheerfulness, “and I will do it.” Cadfael told him. “But not until after
High Mass. You must not be absent, or any way put your own repute in peril. And
should there be trouble, you’ll hold aloof and safe—you hear?” “I hear,” said Brother Mark, and smiled. By ten o’clock of that morning, when High
Mass began, Edwin was heartily sick of obedience and virtue. He had never been
so inactive for so long since he had first climbed mutinously out of his cradle
and crawled into the yard, to be retrieved from among the wagon wheels by a
furious Richildis. Still, he owed it to Brother Cadfael to wait in patience, as
he had promised, and only in the darkest middle of the night had he ventured
out to stretch his legs and explore the alleys and lanes about the horse-fair,
and the silent and empty stretch of the Foregate, the great street that set out
purposefully for London. He had taken care to be back in his loft well before
the east began to lighten, and here he was, seated on an abandoned barrel,
kicking his heels and eating one of Cadfael’s apples, and wishing something
would happen. From the slit air-vents enough light entered the loft to make a
close, dim, straw-tinted day. If wishes are prayers, Edwin’s was
answered with almost crude alacrity. He was used to hearing horses passing in
the Foregate, and the occasional voices of people on foot, so he thought
nothing of the leisurely hoof-beats and monosyllabic voices that approached
from the town. But suddenly the great double doors below were hurled open,
their solid weight crashing back to the wall, and the hoof-beats, by the sound
of them of horses being walked on leading reins, clashed inward from the
cobbles of the apron and thudded dully on the beaten earth floor within. Edwin sat up, braced and still, listening
with pricked ears. One horse… two… more of them,
lighter in weight and step, small, neat hooves—mules, perhaps? And at least two
grooms with them, probably three or four. He froze, afraid to stir, wary of
even the crunching of his apple. Now if they were only meaning to stall these
beasts during the day, all might yet be well, and all he had to do was keep
quiet and sit out the time in hiding. There was a heavy trapdoor in the cleared
space of flooring, so that at need grooms could gain access to the loft without
having to go outside, or carry the other key with them. Edwin slid from his
barrel and went to stretch himself cautiously on the floor, and apply an ear to
the crack. A young voice chirruped soothingly to a
restive horse, and Edwin heard a hand patting neck and shoulder. “Easy there,
now, my beauty! A very fine fellow you are, too. The old man knew his
horse-flesh, I’ll say that for him. He’s spoiled for want of work. It’s shame
to see him wasted.” “Get him into a stall,” ordered a gruff
voice shortly, “and come and lend a hand with these mules.” There was a steady to-ing and fro-ing
about settling the beasts. Edwin got up quietly, and put on his Benedictine
habit over his own clothes, for if by ill-luck he was seen around this
building, it would be the best cover he could have. Though it seemed that
everything would probably pass off safely. He went back to his listening
station just in time to hear a third voice say: “Fill up the hay-racks. If
there’s not fodder enough down here, there’s plenty above.” They were going to invade his refuge,
after all! There was already a foot grating on the rungs of the ladder below.
Edwin scrambled up in haste, no longer troubling to be silent, and rolled his
heavy barrel on its rim to settle solidly over the trapdoor, for the bolts must
be on the underside. The sound of someone wrestling them back from stiff
sockets covered the noise of the barrel landing, and Edwin perched on top of
his barricade, and wished himself three times as heavy. But it is very
difficult to thrust a weight upwards over one’s head, and it seemed that even
his slight bulk was enough. The trap heaved a little under him, but nothing
worse. “It’s fast,” called a vexed voice from
below. “Some fool’s bolted it on top.” “There are no bolts on top. Use your
brawn, man, you’re no such weed as all that.” “Then they’ve dumped something heavy over
the trap. I tell you it won’t budge.” And he rattled it again irritably to
demonstrate. “Oh, come down, and let a man try his
arm,” said he of the gruff voice disgustedly. There was an alarming scrambling
of heavier feet on the rungs, and the ladder creaked. Edwin held his breath and
willed himself to grow heavier by virtue of every braced muscle. The trap
shook, but lifted not an inch, and the struggling groom below panted and swore. “What did I tell you, Will?” crowed his
fellow, with satisfaction. “We’ll have to go round to the other
door. Lucky I brought both keys. Wat, come and help me shift whatever’s
blocking the trap, and fork some hay down.” Had he but known it, he needed no key,
for the door was unlocked. The voice receded rapidly down the ladder, and
footsteps stamped out at the stable-door. Two of them gone from below, but only
a matter of moments before he would be discovered; not even time to burrow deep
into the hay, even if that had been a safe stratagem when they came with forks.
If they were only three in all, why not attempt the one instead of the two?
Edwin as hastily rolled his barrel back to jam it against the door, and then
flung himself upon the trap, hoisting mightily. It rose so readily that he was
almost spilled backwards, but he recovered, and lowered himself hastily
through. No time to waste in closing the trap again, all his attention was
centered on the perils below. They were four, not three! Two of them
were still here among the horses, and though one of them had his back squarely
turned, and was forking hay into a manger at the far end of the long stable,
the other, a lean, wiry fellow with shaggy grey hair, was only a few feet from
the foot of the ladder, and just striding out from one of the stalls. It was too late to think of any change of
plan, and Edwin never hesitated. He scrambled clear of
the trap, and launched himself in a flying leap upon the groom. The man had
just caught the sudden movement and raised his head sharply to stare at its
source, when Edwin descended upon him in a cloud of overlarge black skirts, and
brought him to the ground, momentarily winded. Whatever advantage the habit
might have been to the boy was certainly lost after that assault. The other
youth, turning at his companion’s startled yell, was baffled only briefly at
the sight of what appeared to be a Benedictine brother, bounding up from the
floor with gown gathered in one hand, and the other reaching for the pikel his
victim had dropped. No monk the groom had ever yet seen behaved in this
fashion. He took heart and began an indignant rush which halted just as
abruptly when the pikel was flourished capably in the direction of his middle.
But by then the felled man was also clambering to his feet, and between the
fugitive and the wide open doorway. There was only one way to go, and Edwin
went that way, pikel in hand, backing into the stall nearest him. Only then did
he take note, with what attention he had to spare from his adversaries, of the
horse beside him, the one which had been so restive, according to the young
groom, spoiling for want of work and shamefully wasted. A tall, high-spirited
chestnut beast with a paler mane and tail, and a white blaze, stamping in
excitement of the confusion, but reaching a nuzzling lip to Edwin’s hair, and
whinnying in his ear. He had turned from his manger to face the fray, and the
way was open before him. Edwin cast an arm over his neck with a shout of
recognition and joy. “Rufus… oh, Rufus!” He dropped his pikel, knotted a fist in
the flowing mane, and leaped and scrambled astride the lofty back. What did it
matter that he had neither saddle nor bridle, when he had ridden this mount
bareback more times than he could remember, in the days before he fell utterly
out of favour with the owner? He dug in his heels and pressed with his knees,
and urged an all too willing accomplice into headlong flight. If the grooms had been ready to tackle
Edwin, once they realised his vocation was counterfeit,
they were less eager to stand in the way of Rufus. He shot out of his stall
like a crossbow bolt, and they leaped apart before him in such haste that the
older one fell backwards over a truss of hay, and measured his length on the
floor a second time. Edwin lay low on the rippling shoulders, his fists in the
light mane, whispering incoherent gratitude and encouragement into the laidback
ears. They clattered out on to the triangle of the horse-fair, and by instinct
Edwin used knee and heel to turn the horse away from the town and out along the
Foregate. The two who had mounted by the rear
staircase, and had difficulty in getting the door open, not to mention finding
it inexplicably unlocked in the first place, heard the stampede and rushed to
stare out along the road. “God save us!” gasped Wat, round-eyed. “It’s
one of the brothers! What can he be at in such a hurry?” At that moment the light wind filled
Edwin’s cowl and blew it back on to his shoulders, uncovering the bright tangle
of hair and the boyish face. Will let out a wild yell, and began to scurry down
the stairs. “You see that? That’s no tonsure, and no brother, either! That’s
the lad the sheriff’s hunting. Who else would be hiding in our barn?” But Edwin was already away, nor was there
a horse left in the stable of equal quality, to pursue him. The young groom had
spoken the truth, Rufus was baulked and frustrated for want of exercise, and
now, let loose, he was ready to gallop to his heart’s content. There was now
only one obstacle to freedom. Too late Edwin remembered Cadfael’s warning not,
in any circumstances, to take the London road, for there was certainly a patrol
out at St. Giles, where the town suburbs ended, to check on all passing traffic
in search of him. He recalled it only when he saw in the distance before him a
party of four riders spread well across the road and approaching at a relaxed
amble. The guard had just been relieved, and here was the off-duty party making
its way back to the castle. He could not possibly burst a way through
that serried line, and the black gown would not deceive them for a moment, on
a rider proceeding at this desperate speed. Edwin did the only thing possible.
With pleading voice and urgent knees he checked and wheeled his displeased
mount, and set off back the way he had come, at the same headlong gallop. And
well behind him he heard a gleeful shout that told him he was now pursued by a
posse of determined men-at-arms, fully persuaded they were on the heels of a
miscreant, even if they were not yet certain of his identity. Brother Mark, hurrying along the
horse-fair after High Mass, primed with his part to enter the loft unobserved,
so that no one should be able afterwards to swear that only one went in where
two came out, arrived close to the barn just in time to hear the commotion of a
hue and cry, and see Edwin on his elated war-horse come hurtling back along the
Foregate, cowl and skirts streaming, head stooped low to the flying mane. He
had never before set eyes on Edwin Gurney, but there was no doubt as to who
this careering desperado must be; nor, alas, any doubt that Mark’s own errand
came much too late. The quarry was flushed from cover, though not yet taken.
But there was nothing, nothing at all, Brother Mark could do to help him. The head groom Will, a stout-hearted man,
had hastily hauled out the best of the remaining horses in his care, and
prepared to pursue the fugitive, but he had no more than heaved himself into
the saddle when he beheld the chestnut thundering back again in the opposite
direction. He spurred forward to try and intercept it, though the prospect was
daunting; but his mount’s courage failed of matching his, and it baulked and
swerved aside before Rufus’s stretched neck, laidback ears and rolling eye. One
of the undergrooms hurled a pikel towards the pounding hooves, but if truth be
told rather half-heartedly, and Rufus merely made a startled sidewise bound,
without checking speed, and was past and away towards the town. Will might well have followed, though
with small hope of keeping that yellow, billowing tail in sight; but by then
the clamour of the pursuers was approaching along the Foregate, and
he was only too glad to surrender the task to them. It was, after all, their
business to apprehend malefactors, and whatever else this pseudo-monk had done,
he had certainly stolen a horse belonging to the Widow Bonel, and in the abbey’s
care. Obviously the theft should be reported at once. He rode into the path of
the galloping guards, waving a delaying hand, and all three of his colleagues
closed in to give their versions of what had happened. There was a substantial audience by then.
Passersby had happily declined to pass by such a promising mкlйe, and people
had darted out from nearby houses to discover what all the hard riding meant.
During the pause to exchange information, several of the children had drawn
close to listen and stare, and that in itself somewhat slowed the resumption of
the chase. Mothers retrieved children, and managed to keep the way blocked a
full minute more. But there seemed no reasonable explanation for the fact that
at the last moment, when they were virtually launched, the horse under the
captain of the guard suddenly shrieked indignantly, reared, and almost spilled
his rider, who was not expecting any such disturbance, and had to spend some minutes
mastering the affronted horse, before he could muster his men and gallop away
after the fugitive. Brother Mark, craning and peering with
the rest of the curious, watched the guards stream away towards the town,
secure that the chestnut horse had had time to get clean out of sight. The rest
was up to Edwin Gurney. Mark folded his hands in his wide sleeves, drew his
cowl well forward to shadow a modest face, and turned back towards the
gatehouse of the abbey, with very mixed news. On the way he discarded the
second pebble he had picked up by the barn. On his uncle’s manor he had been
set to work for his meagre keep at four years old, following the plough with a
small sack full of stones, to scare off the birds that took the seed. It had
taken him two years to discover that he sympathised with the hungry birds, and
did not really want to harm them; but by then he was already a dead shot, and
he had not lost his skills. “Clean vanished,” Brother Mark reported
with pleasure. “He never crossed into the town, at least, not that way. If you
ask me, he can’t have turned from the road by any of the alleys short of the
bridge, he wouldn’t be sure he was out of sight. I think he must have dived
down along the Gaye, the shoreward side where the orchard trees give some
cover. But what he would do after that I can’t guess. But they haven’t taken
him, that’s certain. They’ll be hounding his kin within the town, but they’ll
find nothing there.” He beamed earnestly into Cadfael’s troubled face, and
urged: “You know you’ll prove he has nothing to answer for. Why do you worry?” It was more than enough worry to have someone
depending so absolutely on the victory of truth, and the credit with heaven of
Brother Cadfael, but it seemed that this morning’s events had cast no shadow
upon young Mark, and that was matter for gratitude. “Come to dinner,” said Cadfael
thankfully, “and then take your ease, for with such a faith as yours you can. I
do believe when you come to cast a pebble with intent, it must hit the mark.
Whoever named you foresaw your future. And since it arises, what is your own
mark? A bishopric?” “Pope or cardinal,” said Brother Mark
happily. “Nothing less.” “Oh, no,” said Brother Cadfael seriously.
“Beyond bishop, and a pastoral cure, I think you would be wasted.” All that day the sheriff’s men hunted
Edwin Gurney through the town, where they reckoned he must have sought help,
somehow evading notice in crossing the bridge. Finding no trace there, they
sent out patrols to cover all the major roads out of the peninsula. In a close
loop of the Severn, Shrewsbury had only two bridges, one towards the abbey and
London, by which he was thought to have
entered, one towards Wales, with a fan of roads branching out westwards. They were convinced that the fugitive
would make for Wales, that being his quickest way out of their jurisdiction,
though his future there might well be hazardous. So it came as a surprise when
a party patrolling the abbey side of the river, where they had little
expectation of picking up the trail, was accosted by an excited young person of
about eleven, who ran to them through the fields to demand breathlessly if it
was true the man they were looking for was in monk’s gown, and riding a
bright-brown horse with a primrose mane and tail. Yes, she had seen him, and
only a short time since, breaking cautiously out of that copse and trotting
away eastwards, as if he wanted to cross the next loop of the river and move
round to join the highroad to London, some way past St. Giles. Since he had
first set out in that direction, and found the way blocked at the rim of the
town, her report made sense. Evidently he had managed to find cover and lie up
for a while, in the hope that the hunt would take the opposite direction, and
now he felt secure in moving again. The girl said he might be making for the
ford at Uffington. They thanked her heartily, sent back one man
to report the trail hot again and bring reinforcements after, and set off
briskly for the ford. And Alys, having watched them out of sight, made her way
back as briskly to the highroad and the bridge. No one was on the watch for
eleven-year-old girls going in and out. Beyond the ford at Uffington the hunters
got their first glimpse of the quarry, jogging along almost sedately on the
narrow road towards Upton. From the moment he turned and saw them, he flashed
away at speed; the colour and the gait of the horse were unmistakable, and the
pursuers could not but wonder why the rider had retained his purloined habit,
which was now more liability than asset, for everyone in the countryside must
be looking out for it. It was then mid-afternoon, and the light
beginning to dim. The chase went on for hours. The boy seemed to know every byway
and every covert, and managed to lose them several times, and lead them into
some unexpected and perilous places, often leaving the roads for marshy meadows
where one stout man-at-arms was thrown into odorous bog, or broken places where
it was soon impossible to see the easiest passage, and one horse picked up a
stone and went lame. Through Atcham, Cound and Cressage he held them off, and
from time to time lost them, until Rufus tired and stumbled in the woods beyond
Acton, and they were on him and round him, grasping at gown and cowl and
pinioning him fast. They pulled him down and tied his hands, and for the chase
he had led them they gave him some rough handling, which he bore
philosophically and in silence. All he asked was that the miles they had to go
back to Shrewsbury should be taken at an easy pace, for the horse’s sake. At some stage he had rigged a serviceable
bridle from the rope girdle of his habit. They borrowed that back to secure him
behind the lightest weight among them, for fear he should leap clear even with
bound hands, and make off into the darkening woods on foot. Thus they brought
their prisoner back the lengthy journey to Shrewsbury, and turned in at the abbey
gatehouse late in the evening. The stolen horse might as well be returned at
once where he belonged; and since that was, at present, the only crime that
stood manifestly proven against the culprit, his proper place, until further
examination had been made of his deeds, was in the abbey prison. There he could
safely be left to kick his heels until the law was ready to proceed against him
on graver charges of acts committed outside the pale, and therefore within the
sheriff’s jurisdiction. Prior Robert, courteously informed that
the wanted youth was brought in captive, and must remain in abbey keeping at
least overnight, was torn between satisfaction at the prospect of getting rid
of the criminal implications of Master Bonel’s death, in order to be able to
deal more skilfully with the legal ones, and the vexation of having temporarily
to accommodate the criminal within his own domain.
Still, an arrest for the murder must follow in the morning, the inconvenience
was not so great. “You have this youth in the gatehouse
now?” he asked the man-at-arms who had brought the news to his lodging. “We have, Father. Two of your abbey
sergeants are with him there, and if you please to give orders that they hold
him in charge until tomorrow, the sheriff will certainly take him off your
hands on the graver count. Would it please you come and examine him for
yourself on the matter of the horse? If you see fit, there could be charges of
assault against your grooms, a serious matter even without the theft.” Prior Robert was not immune to human
curiosity, and was not adverse to taking a look at this youthful demon who had
poisoned his own stepfather and led the sheriff’s men a dance over half the
shire. “I will come,” he said. “The church must not turn its back upon the
sinner, but only deplore the sin.” In the porter’s room at the gatehouse the
boy sat stolidly on a bench opposite the welcome fire, hunched defensively
against the world, but looking far from cowed, for all his bruises and
wariness. The abbey sergeants and the sheriff’s patrol circled him with
brooding eyes and hectoring questions, which he answered only when he chose to
do so, and then briefly. Several of them were soiled and mud-stained from the
hunt, one or two had scratches and bruises of their own to show. The boy’s
bright eyes flickered from one to another, and it even seemed that his lips
twitched with the effort to suppress a smile when he contemplated the one who
had gone head over heels in the meadows near Cound. They had stripped his
borrowed habit from him and restored it to the porter’s care; the boy showed
now slender and light-haired, smooth and fair of skin, with ingenuous-seeming
hazel eyes. Prior Robert was somewhat taken aback by his youth and comeliness;
truly the devil can assume fair shapes! “So young and marred!” he said aloud. The
boy was not meant to hear that, it was uttered in the doorway as Robert entered,
but at fourteen the hearing is keen. “So, boy,” said the prior, drawing near, “you
are the troubler of our peace. You have much upon your conscience, and I fear
it is even late to pray that you may have time to amend. I shall so pray. You
know, for you are old enough to know, that murder is mortal sin.” The boy looked him in the eye, and said
with emphatic composure: “I am not a murderer.” “Oh, child, is it now of any avail to
deny what is known? You might as well say that you did not steal a horse from
our barn this morning, when four of our servants and many other people saw the
act committed.” “I did not steal Rufus,” the boy retorted promptly and firmly. “He is
mine. He was my stepfather’s property, and I am my stepfather’s heir, for his
agreement with the abbey has never been ratified, and the will that made me his
heir is sound as gold. What belongs to me how could I steal? From whom?” “Wretched child,” protested the prior,
bristling at such bold defiance, and even more at a dawning suspicion that this
imp, in spite of his dire situation, was daring to enjoy himself, “think what
you say! You should rather be repenting while you have time. Have you not yet
realised that the murderer cannot live to inherit from his victim?” “I have said, and say again, I am not a
murderer. I deny, on my soul, on the altar, on whatever you wish, that ever I
did my stepfather harm. Therefore Rufus is
mine. Or when the will is proven, and my overlord gives his consent as he
promised, Rufus and Mallilie and all will
be mine. I have committed no crime, and nothing you can do or say can make me
admit to any. And nothing you can do,” he added, his eyes suddenly flashing, “can
ever make me guilty of any.” “You waste your goodwill, Father Prior,”
growled the sheriff’s sergeant, “he’s an obdurate young wretch meant for the
gallows, and his come-uppance will be short.” But under Robert’s august eye he
refrained from clouting the impudent brat round the ears, as otherwise he might
well have done. “Think no more of him, but let your
servants clap him into safe hold in your cell here, and put him out of your
mind as worth no more pains. The law will take care of him.” “See that he has food,” said Robert, not
altogether without compassion, and remembering that this child had been in the
saddle and in hiding all the day, “and let his bed be hard, but dry and warm
enough. And should he relent and ask… Boy, listen to me, and give a thought to
your soul’s welfare. Will you have one of the brothers come and reason and pray
with you before you sleep?” The boy looked up with a sudden sparkle
in his eye that might have been penitent hope, but looked more like mischief,
and said with deceptive meekness: “Yes, and gratefully, if you could be so kind
as to send for Brother Cadfael.” It was time, after all, to take thought for
his own situation, he had surely done enough now. He expected the name to raise a frown,
and so it did, but Robert had offered a grace, and could not now withdraw it or
set conditions upon it. With dignity he turned to the porter, who hovered at
the door. “Ask Brother Cadfael to come here to us at once. You may tell him it
is to give counsel and guidance to a prisoner.” The porter departed. It was almost the
hour for retirement, and most of the brothers would certainly be in the
warming-room, but Cadfael was not there, nor was Brother Mark. The porter found
them in the workshop in the garden, not even compounding mysteries, either, but
sitting somewhat glumly, talking in low and anxious tones. The news of the
capture had not yet gone round; by day it would have been known everywhere
within minutes. It was common knowledge, of course, how the sheriff’s men had
spent their day, but it was not yet common knowledge with what an achievement
they had crowned it. “Brother Cadfael, you’re wanted at the
gatehouse,” announced the porter, leaning in at the doorway. And as Cadfael
looked up at him in surprise: “There’s a young fellow there asks for you as his
spiritual adviser, though if you want my view, he’s very much in command of his
own spirit, and has let Prior Robert know it,
too. A company of the sheriff’s men rode in towards the end of Compline with a
prisoner. Yes, they’ve taken young Gurney at last.” So that was how it had ended, after all
Mark’s efforts and prayers, after all his own ineffective reasonings and
seekings and faith. Cadfael got up in grieving haste. “I’ll come to him. With
all my heart I’ll come. Now we have the whole battle on our hands, and little
time left. The poor lad! But why have they not taken him straight into the
town?” Though of that one small mercy he was glad, seeing he himself was
confined within the abbey walls, and only this odd chance provided him with a
brief meeting. “Why, the only thing they can charge him
with, and nobody can question, is stealing the horse he rode off on this
morning, and that was from our premises and our care, the abbey court has
rights in it. In the morn they’ll fetch him away on the count of murder.” Brother Mark fell in at their heels and
followed to the gatehouse, altogether cast down and out of comfort, unable to
find a hopeful word to say. He felt in his heart that that was sin, the sin of
despair; not despair for himself, but despair of truth and justice and right,
and the future of wretched mankind. Nobody had bidden him attend, but he went,
all the same, a soul committed to a cause about which, in fact, he knew very
little, except the youth of the protagonist, and the absolute nature of Cadfael’s
faith in him, and that was enough. Cadfael entered the porter’s room with a
heavy heart but not in despair; it was a luxury he could not afford. All eyes
turned upon him, understandably, since he entered upon a heavy silence. Robert
had abandoned his kindly meant but patronising exhortations, and the men of law
had given up the attempt to get any admissions out of their captive, and were
content to see him safely under lock and key, and get to their beds in the
castle. A ring of large, well-equipped men on guard round a willowy lad in
country homespun, bareheaded and cloakless on a frosty night, who sat braced
and neat and alert on a bench by the wall, pleasantly flushed now
from the fire, and looking, incredibly, almost complacent. His eyes met Brother
Cadfael’s eyes, and danced; clear, dark-fringed, greenish eyes. His hair was
light brown, like seasoned oak. He was lightly built but tall for his years. He
was tired, sleepy, bruised and dirty, and behind the wary eyes and solemn face
he was undoubtedly laughing. Brother Cadfael looked long, and
understood much, enough at that moment to have no great worries about what as
yet he did not understand. He looked round the attentive circle, looked last
and longest at Prior Robert. “Father Prior, I am grateful that you
sent for me, and I welcome the duty laid on me, to do what may be done for the
prisoner. But I must tell you that these gentlemen are in some error. I cast no
doubt on what they may have to report of how this boy was taken, but I do
advise them to make enquiry how and where he spent this morning’s hours, when
he is said to have escaped from the abbey barn on the horse belonging to
Mistress Bonel. Gentlemen,” he informed the sheriff’s bewildered patrol very
gravely, “this is not Edwin Gurney you have captured, but his nephew, Edwy
Bellecote.” Chapter Seven THE ABBEY PRISON WAS TWO LITTLE CELLS
attached to the rear of the gatehouse, very clean, furnished with benchbeds no
worse than the novices endured, and very rarely occupied. The summer period of
Saint Peter’s fair was the chief populator of the cells, since it could be
relied upon to provide two happy drunken servants or lay brothers nightly, who
slept off their excesses and accepted their modest fines and penances without
rancour, thinking the game well worth the candle. From time to time some more
serious disturbance might cast up an inmate, some ill-balanced brother who
nursed a cloistered hate long enough to attempt violence, or a lay servant who
stole, or a novice who offended too grossly against the imposed code. The abbey
court was not a busy one. In one of the two cells Brother Cadfael
and Edwy sat side by side, warmly and companionably. There was a grille in the
door, but it was most improbable that anyone was paying attention to anything
that could be heard through it. The brother who held the keys was sleepy, and
in any case indifferent to the cause that had brought him a prisoner. The
difficulty would probably be to batter loudly enough to wake him when Cadfael
wanted to leave. “It wasn’t so hard,” said Edwy, sitting
back with a grateful sigh after demolishing the bowl of porridge a tolerant
cook had provided him, “there’s a cousin of
father’s lives along the riverside, just beyond your property of the Gaye, he
has an orchard there, and a shed for the donkey and cart, big enough to hide
Rufus. His boy brought word into the town to us, and I took father’s horse and
came out to meet Edwin there. Nobody was looking for a bony old piebald like
our Japhet, I never got a second glance as I crossed the bridge, and I didn’t
hurry. Alys came with me pillion, and kept watch in case they got close. Then
we changed clothes and horses, and Edwin made off towards—“ “Don’t tell me!” said Cadfael quickly. “No, you can truly say you don’t know.
Plainly not the way I went. They were slow sighting me,” said Edwy scornfully, “even
with Alys helping them. But once they had me in view it was a matter of how
long I could keep them busy, to give him time to get well away. I could have taken
them still further, but Rufus was tiring, so I let them have me. I had to, in
the end, it kept them happy several more hours, and they sent one man ahead to
call off the hunt. Edwin’s had a clear run. Now what do you think they’ll do
with me?” “If you hadn’t already been in abbey
charge, and the prior by, at that,” said Cadfael frankly, “they’d have had the
hide off you for leading them such a dance and making such fools of them. I
wouldn’t say Prior Robert himself wouldn’t have liked to do as much, but
dignity forbids, and authority forbids letting the secular arm skin you on his
behalf. Though I fancy,” he said with sympathy, viewing the blue bruises that
were beginning to show on Edwy’s jaw and cheekbone, “they’ve already paid you
part of your dues.” The boy shrugged disdainfully. “I can’t
complain. And it wasn’t all one way. You should have seen the sergeant flop
belly-down into the bog… and heard him when he got up. It was good sport, and
we got Edwin away. And I’ve never had such a horse under me before, it was well
worth it. But now what’s to happen? They can’t accuse me of murder, or of
stealing Rufus, or even the gown, because I was never near the barn this
morning, and there are plenty of witnesses to where I was, about the shop and
the yard.” Edwy shook his head vigorously. “He need
take no notice of that, he knows in the end there’s nothing criminal they can
lay against me. And I can sit out threats better than he. He loses his temper.
He’s getting better, but he has far to go yet.” Was he as buoyant about his
prospects as he made out? Cadfael could not be quite sure, but certainly this
elder of the pair had turned his four months seniority into a solid advantage,
perhaps by reason of feeling responsible for his improbable uncle from the
cradle. “I can keep my mouth shut and wait,” said Edwy serenely. “Well, since Prior Robert has so firmly
demanded that the sheriff come in person tomorrow to remove you,” sighed Cadfael,
“I will at least make sure of being present, and try what can be got for you.
The prior has given me a spiritual charge, and I’ll stand fast on it. And now
you’d better get your rest. I am supposed to be here to exhort you to an
amended life, but to tell the truth, boy, I find your life no more in need of
amendment than mine, and I think it would be presumption in me to meddle. But
if you’ll join your voice to mine in the night prayers, I think God may be
listening.” “Willingly,” said Edwy blithely, and
plumped to his knees like a cheerful child, with reverently folded hands and
closed eyes. In the middle of the prayers before sleeping his lips fluttered in
a brief smile; perhaps he was remembering the extremely secular language of the
sergeant rising dripping from the bog. Cadfael was up before Prime, alert in
case the prisoner’s escort should come early. Prior Robert had been extremely
angry at last night’s comedy, but grasped readily at the plain fact that it
gave him full justification for demanding that the sheriff should at once
relieve him of an offender who had turned
out to be no concern of his at all. This was not the boy who had taken away a
Benedictine habit and a horse in Benedictine care, he was merely the
mischievous brat who had worn the one and ridden the other to the ludicrous
discomfiture of several gullible law officers. They could have him, and
welcome; but the prior considered that it was due to his dignity—in this mood
fully abbatial—that the senior officer then in charge, sheriff or deputy,
should come in person to make amends for the inconvenience to which the abbey
had been subjected, and remove the troublesome element. Robert wanted a public
demonstration that henceforth all responsibility lay with the secular arm, and
none within his sacred walls. Brother Mark hovered close at Cadfael’s
elbow as the escort rode in, about half past eight in the morning, before the
second Mass. Four mounted men-at-arms, and a spruce, dark, lightly built young
nobleman on a tall, gaunt and self-willed horse, dappled from cream to almost
black. Mark heard Brother Cadfael heave a great, grateful sigh at the sight of
him, and felt his own heart rise hopefully at the omen. “The sheriff must have gone south to keep
the feast with the king,” said Cadfael with immense satisfaction. “God is
looking our way at last. That is not Gilbert Prestcote, but his deputy, Hugh
Beringar of Maesbury.” “Now,” said Beringar briskly, a quarter
of an hour later, “I have placated the prior, promised him deliverance from the
presence of this desperate bravo, sent him off to Mass and chapter in tolerable
content, and retrieved you, my friend, from having to accompany him, on the
grounds that you have questions to answer.” He closed the door of the room in
the gatehouse from which all his men-at-arms had been dismissed to wait his
pleasure, and came and sat down opposite Cadfael at the table. “And so you
have, though not, quite as he supposes. So now, before we go and pick this
small crab out of his shell, tell me everything you know about this curious
business. I know you must know more of it than any other man, however
confidently my sergeant sets out his case. Such a break in the monastic
monotony could never occur, and you not get
wind of it and be there in the thick of it. Tell me everything.” And now that it was Beringar in the seat
of authority, while Prestcote attended dutifully at his sovereign lord’s festal
table, Cadfael saw no reason for reserve, at least so far as his own part was
concerned. And all, or virtually all, was what he told. “He came to you, and you hid him,” mused
Beringar. “I did. So I would again, in the same
circumstances.” “Cadfael, you must know as well as I the
strength of the case against this boy. Who else has anything to gain? Yet I
know you, and where you have doubts, I shall certainly not be without them.” “I have no doubts,” said Cadfael firmly. “The
boy is innocent even of the thought of murder. And poison is so far out of his
scope, he never would or could conceive the idea. I tested them both, when they
came, and they neither of them even knew how the man had died, they believed me
when I said he had been cut down in his blood. I stuck the means of murder
under the child’s nose, and he never paled. All it meant to him was a mild
memory of sniffing the same sharp smell while Brother Rhys was having his
shoulders rubbed in the infirmary.” “I take your word for all that,” said
Beringar, “and it is good evidence, but it is not in itself proof. How if we
should both of us underestimate the cunning of the young, simply because they are young?” “True,” agreed Cadfael with a wry grin, “you
are none so old yourself, and of your cunning, as I know, the limit has not yet
been found. But trust me, these two are not of the same make as you. I have
known them, you have not; agreed? I have my duty to do, according to such
lights as I see. So have you your duty to do, according to your office and
commission. I don’t quarrel with that. But at this moment, Hugh, I don’t know
and have no means of guessing where Edwin Gurney is, or I might well urge him
to give himself up to you and rely on your integrity. You will not need me to
tell you that this loyal nephew of his, who has taken some sharp
knocks for him, does know where he is, or at least knows where he set out to go.
You may ask him, but of course he won’t tell you. Neither for your style of
questioning nor Prestcote’s.” Hugh drummed his fingers on the table,
and pondered in silence for a moment. “Cadfael, I must tell you I shall pursue
the hunt for the boy to the limit, and not spare any tricks in the doing, so
look to your own movements.” “That’s fair dealing,” said Cadfael
simply. “You and I have been rivals in trickery before, and ended as allies.
But as for my movements, you’ll find them monstrously dull. Did Prior Robert
not tell you? I’m confined within the abbey walls, I may not go beyond.” Hugh’s agile black brows shot up to meet
his hair. “Good God, for what cloistered crime?” His eyes danced. “What have
you been about, to incur such a ban?” “I spent too long in talk with the widow,
and a stretched ear gathered that we had known each other very well, years ago,
when we were young.” That was one thing he had not thought necessary to tell,
but there was no reason to withhold it from Hugh. “You asked me, once, how it
came I had never married, and I told you I once had some idea of the kind,
before I went to the Holy Land.” “I do remember! You even mentioned a
name. By now, you said, she must have children and grandchildren… Is it really
so, Cadfael? This lady is your Richildis?” “This lady,” said Cadfael with emphasis, “is
indeed Richildis, but mine she is not.
Two husbands ago I had a passing claim on her, and that’s all.” “I must see her! The charmer who caught
your eye must be worth cultivating. If you were any other man I should say this
greatly weakens the force of your championship of her son, but knowing you, I
think any scamp of his age in trouble would have you by the nose. I will see
her, however, she may need advice or help, for it seems there’s a legal tangle
there that will take some unravelling.” “There’s another thing you can do, that
may help to prove to you what I can only urge. I told you the boy says he threw
into the river an inlaid wooden box,
quite small.” Cadfael described it minutely. “If that could come to light, it
would greatly strengthen his story, which I, for one, believe. I cannot go out
and contact the fishermen and watermen of Severn, and ask them to keep watch
for such a small thing in the places they’ll know of, where things afloat do
wash up. But you can, Hugh. You can have it announced in Shrewsbury and
downstream. It’s worth the attempt.” “That I’ll certainly do,” said Beringar
readily. “There’s a man whose grim business it is, when some poor soul drowns
in Severn, to know exactly where the body will come ashore. Whether small
things follow the same eddies is more than I know, but he’ll know. I’ll have him take this hunt
in charge. And now, if we’ve said all, we’d better go and see this twin imp of
yours. Lucky for him you knew him, they’d hardly have believed it if he’d told
them himself that he was the wrong boy. Are they really so like?” “No, no more than a general family look
about them if you know them, or see them side by side. But apart, a man might
be in doubt, unless he did know them well. And your men were after the rider of
that horse, and sure who it must be. Come and see!” He was still in doubt, as they went
together to the cell where Edwy waited, by this time in some trepidation,
exactly what Beringar meant to do with his prisoner, though he had no fear that
any harm would come to the boy. Whatever Hugh might think about Edwin’s guilt
or innocence, he was not the man to lean too heavily upon Edwy’s staunch
solidarity with his kinsman. “Come forth, Edwy, into the daylight,”
said Beringar, holding the cell door wide, “and let me look at you. I want to
be in no doubt which of you I have on my hands, the next time you change
places.” And when Edwy obediently rose and stepped warily out into the court,
after one nervous side-glance to make sure Brother Cadfael was there, the
deputy sheriff took him by the chin and raised his face gently enough, and
studied it attentively. The bruises were purple this morning, but the hazel
eyes were bright. “I’ll know you again,” said Hugh
confidently. “Now, young sir! You have cost us a great deal of time and
trouble, but I don’t propose to waste even more by taking it out of your skin.
I’ll ask you but once: Where is Edwin Gurney?” The phrasing of the question and the cut
of the dark face left in doubt what was to happen if he got no answer; in spite
of the mild tone, the potentialities were infinite. Edwy moistened dry lips,
and said in the most conciliatory and respectful tone Cadfael had heard from
him: “Sir, Edwin is my kin and my friend, and if I had been willing to tell
where he is, I should not have gone to such pains to help him get there. I
think you must see that I can’t and won’t betray him.” Beringar looked at Brother Cadfael, and
kept his face grave but for the sparkle in his eye. “Well, Edwy, I expected no
other, to tell the truth. Nobody does ill to keep faith. But I want you where I
may lay hand on you whenever I need to, and be sure you are not stravaiging off
on another wild rescue.” Edwy foresaw a cell in Shrewsbury castle,
and stiffened a stoical face to meet the worst. “Give me your parole not to leave your
father’s house and shop,” said Beringar, “until I give you your freedom, and
you may go home. Why should we feed you at public expense over the Christmas
feast, when I fancy your word, once given, will be your bond? What do you say?” “Oh, I do give you my word!” gasped Edwy,
startled and radiant with relief. “I won’t leave the yard until you give me
leave. And I thank you!” “Good! And I take your word, as you may
take mine. My task, Edwy, is not to convict your uncle, or any man, of murder
at all costs, it is to discover truly who did commit murder, and that I mean to
do. Now come, I’ll take you home myself, a word with your parents may not come
amiss.” They were gone before High Mass at ten,
Beringar with Edwy pillion behind him, the raw-boned dapple being capable of
carrying double his master’s light weight, the men-at-arms of the escort two by
two behind. Only in the middle of Mass, when his
mind should have been on higher things, did Cadfael recall vexedly two more
concessions he might have gained if he had thought of them in time. Martin
Bellecote, for certain, was now without a horse, and the abbey was willing to
part with Rufus, while Richildis would surely be glad to have him settled with
her son-in-law, and no longer be beholden to the abbey for his keep. It would
probably have tickled Beringar’s humour to restore the carpenter a horse, on
the pretext of relieving the abbey of an incubus. But the other thing was more
important. He had meant to go searching the shores of the pond for the poison
vial the previous day, and instead had found himself confined within the walls.
Why had he not remembered to ask Beringar to follow up that tenuous but
important line of inquiry, while he was asking him to have the watermen watch
for the pear-wood reliquary? Now it was too late, and he could not follow
Beringar into the town to remedy the omission. Vexed with himself, he even
snapped at Brother Mark, when that devoted young man questioned him about the
outcome of the morning’s events. Undeterred, Mark followed him, after dinner,
to his sanctuary in the garden. “I am an old fool,” said Cadfael,
emerging from his depression, “and have lost a fine chance of getting my work
done for me, in places where I can no longer go myself. But that’s no fault of
yours, and I’m sorry I took it out on you.” “If it’s something you want done outside
the walls,” said Mark reasonably, “why should I be of less use today than I was
yesterday?” “True, but I’ve involved you enough
already. And if I had had good sense I could have got the law to do it, which
would have been far better. Though this is not at all dangerous or blameworthy,”
he reminded himself, taking heart, “it is only to search once again for a
bottle…” “Last time,” said Mark thoughtfully, “we
were looking for something we hoped would not
be a bottle. Pity we did not find it.” “True, but this time it should be a bottle, if the omen of
Beringar’s coming instead of Prestcote means anything. And I’ll
tell you where.” And so he did, pointing the significance of a window open to
the south, even in light frost, on a bright day. “I’m gone,” said Brother Mark. “And you
may sleep the noon away with a good conscience. My eyes are younger than yours.” “Mind, take a napkin, and if you find it,
wrap it loosely, and touch only as you must. I need to see how the oil has run
and dried.” It was when the afternoon light was
dimming that Brother Mark came back. There was half an hour yet before Vespers,
but from this time on any search for a small thing in a narrow slope of grass
would have been a blind and hopeless quest. Winter days begin so late and end
so early, like the dwindling span of life past three score. Cadfael had taken Brother Mark at his
word, and dozed the afternoon away. There was nowhere he could go, nothing he
could do here, no work needing his efforts. But suddenly he started out of a
doze, and there was Brother Mark, a meagre but erect and austere figure,
standing over him with a benign smile on the ageless, priestly face Cadfael had
seen in him ever since his scared, resentful, childish entry within these
walls. The voice, soft, significant, delighted, rolled the years back; he was
still eighteen, and a young eighteen at that. “Wake up! I have something for you!” Like a child coming on a father’s
birthday: “Look! I made it for you myself!” The carefully folded white napkin was
lowered gently into Cadfael’s lap. Brother Mark delicately turned back the
folds, and exposed the contents with a gesture of such shy triumph that the
analogy was complete. There it lay to be seen, a small, slightly misshapen vial
of greenish glass, coloured somewhat differently all down one side, where
yellowish brown coated the green, from a residue of liquid that still moved
very sluggishly within. “Light me that lamp!” said Cadfael,
gathering the napkin in both hands to raise the
prize nearer his eyes. Brother Mark laboured industriously with flint and
tinder, and struck a spark into the wick of the little oil-lamp in its clay
saucer, but the conflict of light, within and without, hardly bettered the
view. There was a stopper made of a small plug of wood wrapped in a twist of
wool cloth. Cadfael sniffed eagerly at the cloth on the side that was coloured
brown. The odour was there, faint but unmistakable, his nose knew it well.
Frost had dulled but still retained it. There was a long trail of thin, crusted
oil, long dried, down the outside of the vial. “Is it right? Have I brought you what you
wanted?” Brother Mark hovered, pleased and anxious. “Lad, you have indeed! This little thing
carried death in it, and, see, it can be hidden within a man’s hand. It lay
thus, on its side, as you found it? Where the residue has gathered and dried
the length of the vial within? And without, too… It was stoppered and thrust
out of sight in haste, surely about someone’s person, and if he has not the
mark of it somewhere about him still, this long ooze of oil from the leaking
neck is a great deceiver. Now sit down here and tell me where and how you found
it, for much depends on that. And can you find the exact spot again, without
fail?” “I can, for I marked it.” Flushed with
pleasure at having pleased, Brother Mark sat down, leaning eagerly against
Cadfael’s sleeve. “You know the houses there have a strip of garden going down
almost to the water, there is only a narrow footpath along the edge of the pond
below. I did not quite like to invent a reason for entering the gardens, and
besides, they are narrow and steep. It would not be difficult to throw
something of any weight from the house right to the edge of the water, and
beyond—even for a woman, or a man in a hurry. So I went first along the path,
the whole stretch of it that falls within reach from the kitchen window, the
one you said was open that day. But it was not there I found it.” “It was not?” “No, but beyond. There’s a fringe of ice
round the edge of the pond now, but the current from the millrace keeps all the
middle clear. I found the bottle on my way back, after I’d searched
all the grass and bushes there, and thought to look on the other side of the
path, along the rim of the water. And it was there, on its side half under the
ice, held fast. I’ve driven a hazel twig into the ground opposite the place,
and the hole I prised it from will say unless we have a thaw. I think the
bottle was thrown clear of whatever ice there may have been then, but not far
enough out to be taken away by the mill current, and because the stopper was in
it, it floated, and drifted back to be caught in the next frost. But, Cadfael,
it couldn’t have been thrown from the kitchen window, it was too far along the
path.” “You’re sure of that? Then where? Is it
the distance that seems too great?” “No, but the direction. It’s much too far
to the right, and there’s a bank of bushes between. The ground lies wrong for
it. If a man threw it from the kitchen window it would not go where I found it,
it could not. But from the window of the other room it very well could. Do you
remember, Cadfael, was that window unshuttered, too? The room where they were
dining?” Cadfael thought back to the scene within
the house, when Richildis met him and ushered him desperately through to the
bedchamber, past the disordered table laid with three trenchers. “It was, it
was!—the shutter was set open, for the midday sun came in there.” From that
room Edwin had rushed in indignant offence, and out through the kitchen, where
he was thought to have committed his crime and rid himself of the evidence
later. But not for a moment had he been alone in that inner room; only in his
precipitate flight had he been out of sight of all the household. “You see, Mark, what this means? From
what you say, this vial was either thrown from the window of the inner room, or
else someone walked along that path and threw it into the pond. And neither of
those things could Edwin have done. He might, as they suppose, have halted for
a moment in the kitchen, but he certainly did not go along the path by the pond
before making for the bridge, or Aelfric would have overtaken him. No, he would
have been ahead of him, or met him at
the gate! Nor did he have the opportunity, at any time afterwards, to dispose
of the vial there. He hid with his bitter mood until Edwy found him, and from
then on they were both in hiding until they came to me. This small thing, Mark,
is proof that Edwin is as clear of guilt as you or I.” “But it does not prove who the guilty man
is,” said Mark. “It does not. But if the bottle was
indeed thrown from the window of that inner room, then it was done long after
the death, for I doubt if anyone was alone in there for a moment until after
the sergeant had come and gone. And if the one responsible carried this
somewhere on him all that time, as ill-stoppered as it is now, then the marks
of it will be on him. He might try to scrub the stain away, but it will not be
easily removed. And who can afford to discard cotte or gown? No, the signs will
be there to be found.” “But what if it was someone else, not of
the household, who did the deed, and flung the vial from the pathway? Once you
did wonder, about the cook and the scullions… “I won’t say it’s impossible. But is it
likely? From the path a man could make very sure the vial went into the
mid-current and the deep of the pool, and even if it did not sink—though he
would have had time in that case to ensure that it did!—it would be carried
away back to the brook and the river. But you see it fell short, and lay for us
to find.” “What must we do now?” asked Brother
Mark, roused and ready. “We must go to Vespers, my son, or we
shall be late. And tomorrow we must get you, and this witness with you, to Hugh
Beringar in Shrewsbury.” The lay contingent at Vespers was always
thin, but never quite absent. That evening Martin Bellecote had come down out
of the town to give a word of hearty thanks first to God, and then to Cadfael,
for his son’s safe return. After the service ended he waited in the cloister
for the brothers to emerge, and came to meet Cadfael at the south door. “Brother, it’s to you we owe it that the
lad’s home again, if it is with a flea in his ear, and not lying in some den in
the castle for his pains.” Bellecote smiled, but wryly. “Truth, but
not all the truth, even to him—though he showed generous indeed to my boy, I
grant you. But until the other one’s as safe as Edwy, I keep my own counsel on
where he is. But to you, brother…” “No,” said Cadfael quickly, “not to me,
either though soon, I hope, there may be no reason left for hiding him. But
that time’s not yet. Is all well, then, with your own family? And Edwy none the
worse?” “Never a whit the worse. Without a bruise
or two he’d have valued his adventure less. It was all his own devising. But it’s
caused him to draw in his horns for a while. I never knew him so biddable
before, and that’s no bad thing. He’s working with more zeal than he commonly
shows. Not that we’re overburdened with work, this close to the feast, but
wanting Edwin, and now Meurig’s gone to keep Christmas with his kin, I’ve
enough on hand to keep my scamp busy.” “So Meurig goes to his own people, does
he?” “Regularly for Christmas and Easter. He
has cousins and an uncle or so up in the borders. He’ll be back before the year
ends. He sets store by his own folk, does Meurig.” Yes, so he had said on the day Cadfael
first encountered him. “My kinship is my mother’s kinship, I go with my own. My
father was not a Welshman.” Naturally he would want to go home for the feast. “May we all be at peace for the Lord’s
nativity!” said Cadfael, with heartier optimism since the discovery of the
small witness now lying on a shelf in his workshop. “Amen to that, brother! And I and my
household thank you for your stout aid, and if ever you need ours, you have but
to say.” Martin Bellecote went back to his shop
with duty done, and Brother Cadfael and Brother Mark went to supper with duty
still to be done. “You will not,” Brother Cadfael whispered
back firmly. “You’ll wait until after dinner, when you are freed to your own
work, as this will truly be legitimate work for you, the best you could be
about. I will not have you flout any part of the rule.” “As you
would not dream of doing, of course!” breathed Mark, and his plain, diffident
face brightened beautifully into a grin he might have borrowed from Edwin or
Edwy. “For no reason but matter of life and
death. And owning my fault! And you are not me, and should not be copying my
sins. It will be all the same, after dinner or before,” he said reassuringly. “You’ll
ask for Hugh Beringar—no one else, mind, I would not be sure of any other as I
am of him. Take him and show him where you found the vial, and I think Edwin’s
family will soon be able to call him home again.” Their planning was largely vain. The next
morning’s chapter undid such arrangements as they had made, and changed everything. Brother Richard the sub-prior rose,
before the minor matters of business were dealt with, to say that he had an
item of some urgency, for which he begged the prior’s attention. “Brother Cellarer has received a
messenger from our sheepfold near Rhydycroesau, by Oswestry. Lay Brother
Barnabas is fallen ill with a bad chest, and is in fever, and Brother Simon is
left to take care of all the flock there alone. But more than this, he is
doubtful of his skill to tend the sick brother successfully, and asks, if it’s
possible, that someone of more knowledge should come to help him for a while.” “I have always thought,” said Prior
Robert, frowning, “that we should have more than two men there. We run two
hundred sheep on those hills, and it is a remote place. But how
did Brother Simon manage to send word, since he is the only able man left
there?” “Why, he took advantage of the fortunate
circumstances that our steward is now in charge at the manor of Mallilie. It
seems it is only a few miles from Rhydycroesau. Brother Simon rode there and
asked that word be sent, and a groom was despatched at once. No time has been
lost, if we can send a helper today.” The mention of Mallilie had caused the
prior to prick up his ears. It had also made Cadfael start out of his own
preoccupations, since this so clearly had a bearing on the very problems he was
pondering. So Mallilie was but a few short miles from the abbey sheepfolds near
Oswestry! He had never stopped to consider that the exact location of the manor
might have any significance, and this abrupt enlightenment started a number of
mental hares out of their forms in bewildering flight. “Clearly we must do so,” said Robert, and
almost visibly reminded himself that the errand could with propriety be laid
upon the abbey’s most skilled herbalist and apothecary, which would effectively
remove him not only from all contact with the Widow Bonel, but also from his
meddlesome insistence on probing the unfortunate events which had made her a
widow. The prior turned his silver, stately head and looked directly at Brother
Cadfael, something he normally preferred not to do. The same considerations had
dawned upon Cadfael, with the same pleasing effect. If I had devised this
myself, he was thinking, it could not have been more apposite. Now young Mark
can leave the errand to me, and remain here blameless. “Brother Cadfael, it would seem this is a
duty for you, who are accomplished in medicines. Can you at once put together
all such preparations as may be needed for our sick brother?” “I can and will, Father,” said Cadfael,
so heartily that for a moment Prior Robert recoiled into doubt of his own
wisdom and penetration. Why should the man be so happy at the prospect
of a long winter ride, and hard work being both doctor and shepherd at the end
of it? When he had been so assiduously poking his nose into the affairs of the
Bonel household here? But the distance remained a guarantee; from Rhydycroesau
he would be in no position to meddle further. “I trust it may not be for very long. We
shall say prayers for Brother Barnabas, that he may rally and thrive. You can
again send word by the grooms at Mallilie, should there be need. And is your
novice Mark well grounded, enough for minor ailments in your absence? In cases
of serious illness we may call on the physician.” “Brother Mark is devoted and able,” said
Cadfael, with almost paternal pride, “and can be trusted absolutely, for if he
feels himself in need of better counsel he will say so with modesty. And he has
a good supply of all those remedies that may most be needed at this season. We
have taken pains to provide against an ill winter.” “That’s very well. Then in view of the
need, you may leave chapter and make ready. Take a good mule from the stables,
and have food with you for the way, and make sure you’re well provided for such
an illness as Brother Barnabas seems to have contracted. If there is any case
in the infirmary you feel you should visit before leaving, do so. Brother Mark
shall be sent to you, you may have advice for him before you go.” Brother Cadfael went out from the
chapter-house and left them to their routine affairs. God is still looking our
way, he thought, bustling blithely into his workshop and raking the shelves for
all that he needed. Medicines for throat, chest, head, an unguent for rubbing
into the chest, goose-grease and strong herbs. The rest was warmth and care and
proper food. They had hens at Rhydycroesau, and their own good milch cow, fed
through the winter. And last, a thing he need take only into Shrewsbury, the
little green glass vial, still wrapped in its napkin. Brother Mark came with a rush and out of
breath, sent from his Latin studies under Brother Paul. “They say you’re going
away, and I’m to be custodian here. Oh, Cadfael, how shall I manage without
you? And what of Hugh Beringar, and this proof we have for him?” “Leave that to me now,” said Cadfael. “To
go to Rhydycroesau one must go through the town, I’ll bear it to the castle
myself. You pay attention only to what you’ve learned from me, for I know how well
it’s been learned, and I shall be here with you in spirit every moment. Imagine
that you ask me, and you’ll find the answer.” He had a jar of unguent in one
hand, he reached the other with absent affection and patted the young, smooth
tonsure ringed by rough, thick, spiky straw-coloured hair. “It’s only for a
short while, we’ll have Brother Barnabas on his feet in no time. And listen,
child dear, the manor of Mallilie, I find, is but a short way from where I
shall be, and it seems to me that the answer to what we need to know may be
there, and not here.” “Do you think so?” said Brother Mark
hopefully, forgetting his own anxieties. “I do, and I have a thought—no more than
the gleam of an idea, that they loosed in me at chapter… Now make yourself
useful! Go and bespeak me a good mule at the stables, and see all these things
into the saddlebags for me. I have an errand to the infirmary before I leave.” Brother Rhys was in his privileged place
by the fire, hunched in his chair in a contented half-doze, but awake enough to
open one eye pretty sharply at every movement and word around him. He was in
the mood to welcome a visitor, and brightened into something approaching
animation when Cadfael told him that he was bound for the north-west of the
county, to the sheepfolds of Rhydycroesau. “Your own countryside, brother! Shall I
carry your greetings to the borderland? You’ll still have kinsfolk there,
surely, three generations of them.” “I have so!” Brother Rhys bared toothless
gums in a dreamy smile. “If you should happen to meet with my cousin Cynfrith
ap Rhys, or his brother Owain, give them my blessings. Ay, there’s a mort of my
people in those parts. Ask after my niece
Angharad, my Sister Marared’s girl—my youngest sister, that is, the one who
married Ifor ap Morgan. I doubt Ifor’s dead before this, but if you should hear
of him living, say I remember, and give him my good word. The girl ought to
come and visit me, now her lad’s working here in the town. I remember her as a
little lass no higher than a daisy, and that pretty…” “Angharad was the girl who went as
maidservant in the house of Bonel of Mallilie?” said Cadfael, gently prompting. “She did, a pity it was! But they’ve been
there many years now, the Saxons. You get used to foreigner families, in time.
They never got further, though. Mallilie’s nothing but a thorn stuck in the
side of Cynllaith. Stuck far in—nigh broken off, as some day it may be yet! It
touches Saxon land barely at all, only by a claw…” “Is that truth!” said Cadfael. “Then
properly speaking Mallilie, for all it was held by an Englishman, and has been
three generations now, is rightly within Wales?” “As Welsh as Snowdon,” said Brother Rhys,
harking back to catch once again a spark of his old patriotic fire. “And all
the neighbours Welsh, and most of the tenants. I was born just to the west of
it, nearby the church of Llansilin, which is the centre of the commote of
Cynllaith. Welsh land from the beginning of the world!” Welsh land! That could not be changed,
merely because a Bonel in William Rufus’s reign had pushed his way in and got a
hold on some acres of it, and maintained his grasp under the patronage of the
earl of Chester ever since. Why did I never think, wondered Cadfael, to enquire
earlier where this troublous manor lay? “And Cynllaith has properly appointed
Welsh judges? Competent to deal according to the code of Hywel Dda, not of
Norman England?” “Surely it has! A sound commote court as
there is in Wales! The Bonels in their time have pleaded boundary cases, and
suchlike, by whichever law best suited their own purposes, Welsh or English,
what matter, provided it brought them gain? But the people like their Welsh
code best, and the witness of neighbours, the proper way to settle a dispute.
The just way!” said Brother Rhys righteously,
and wagged his old head at Cadfael. “What’s all this of law, brother? Are you
thinking of bringing suit yourself?” And he fell into a moist, pink-gummed
giggling at the thought. “Not I,” said Cadfael, rising, “but I
fancy one that I know of may be thinking of it.” He went out very thoughtfully, and in the
great court the low winter sun came out suddenly and flashed in his eyes,
dazzling him for the second time. Paradoxically, in this momentary blindness he
could see his way clearly at last. Chapter Eight HE WOULD HAVE LIKED TO TURN ASIDE FROM
THE WYLE to have a word with Martin Bellecote and see for himself that the
family were not being hounded, but he did not do it, partly because he had a
more urgent errand on his mind, partly because he did not want to call
attention to the house or the household. Hugh Beringar was one man, of
independent mind and a strong attachment to justice, but the officers of the
sheriffry of Shropshire were a very different matter, looking for their lead
rather to Gilbert Prestcote, understandably enough, since Prestcote was King
Stephen’s official representative in these parts; and Prestcote’s justice would
be sharper, shorter-sighted, content with a brisk and tidy ending. Prestcote
might be away in Westminster, Beringar might be nominally in charge, but the
sergeants and their men would still be proceeding on their usual summary
course, making for the most obvious quarry. If there was a watch set on
Bellecote’s shop, Cadfael had no intention of giving it any provocation. If
there was not, so much the better, Hugh’s orders had prevailed. So Cadfael paced demurely up the Wyle and
past the Bellecote yard without a glance, and on through the town. His way to
the north-west lay over the bridge that led towards Wales, but he passed that,
too, and climbed the hill to the High
Cross; from that point the road descended slightly, to mount again into the
castle gatehouse. King Stephen’s garrison was in full
possession since the summer siege, and the watch, though vigilant, was assured
and easy. Cadfael lighted down at the approach, and led his mule up the
causeway and into the shadow of the gate. The guard waited for him placidly. “Goodmorrow, brother! What’s your will?” “A word with Hugh Beringar of Maesbury,”
said Cadfael. “Tell him Brother Cadfael, and I think he’ll spare me a short
while of his time.” “You’re out of luck, brother, for the
present while. Hugh Beringar is not here, and likely won’t be till the light
fails, for he’s off on some search down the river with Madog of the Dead-boat.”
That was news that heartened Cadfael as suddenly as the news of Hugh’s absence
had disheartened and dismayed him. He might have done better, after all, to
leave the vial with Brother Mark, who could have paid a second visit after the
first one had missed its mark. Of all but Beringar here, Cadfael had his
doubts, but now he was caught in a situation he should have foreseen. Hugh had
lost no time in setting the hunt in motion after Edwin’s reliquary, and better
still, was pursuing it himself instead of leaving it to underlings. But long
delay here to wait for him was impossible; Brother Barnabas lay ill, and
Cadfael had undertaken to go and care for him, and the sooner he reached him
the better. He pondered whether to entrust his precious evidence to another, or
keep it until he could deliver it to Beringar in person. Edwin, after all, was
somewhere at liberty yet, no immediate ill could befall him. “If it’s the matter of the poisoning you’re
here about,” said the guard helpfully, “speak a word to the sergeant who’s left
in charge here. I hear there’s been strange goings-on down at the abbey. You’ll
be glad when you’re left in quiet again, and the rascal taken. Step in,
brother, and I’ll tether your mule and send to let William Warden know you’re
here.” Well, no harm, at any rate, in taking a
look at the law’s surrogate and judging
accordingly. Cadfael waited in a stony anteroom within the gatehouse, and let
the object of his visit lie hidden in his scrip until he made up his mind. But
the first glimpse of the sergeant as he entered rendered it virtually certain
that the vial would remain in hiding. The same officer who had first answered
the prior’s summons to Bonel’s house, bearded, brawny, hawk-beaked,
self-assured and impatient of caution once his nose had found an obvious trail.
He knew Cadfael again just as promptly; large white teeth flashed in a scornful
grin in the bushy beard. “You again, brother? And still finding a
dozen reasons why young Gurney must be blameless, when all that’s wanting is a
witness who stood by and watched him do the deed? Come to throw some more dust
in our eyes, I suppose, while the guilty make off into Wales?” “I came,” said Brother Cadfael, not
strictly truthfully, “to enquire whether anything had yet come to light,
concerning what I reported to Hugh Beringar yesterday.” “Nothing has and nothing will. So it was
you who set him off on this fool’s errand down the river! I might have guessed
it! A glib young rogue tells you a tall tale like that, and you swallow it, and
infect your betters into the bargain! Wasteful nonsense! To spare men to row up
and down Severn in the cold, after a reliquary that never was! You have much to
answer for, brother.” “No doubt I have,” agreed Cadfael
equably. “So have we all, even you. But to exert himself for truth and justice
is Beringar’s duty, and so it is yours and mine, and I do it as best I may, and
forbear from snatching at what offers first and easiest, and shutting my eyes
to everything else in order to be rid of the labour, and at ease again. Well,
it seems I’ve troubled you for nothing. But let Hugh Beringar know that I was
here asking for him.” He eyed the sergeant closely at that, and
doubted whether even that message would be delivered. No, grave evidence that
pointed the wrong way could not be left with this man, who was so sure of his
rightness he might bend even circumstances and facts to match his opinions. No
help for it, the vial would have to go on to Rhydycroesau
and wait its time, when Brother Barnabas was restored, and back among his
sheep. “You mean well, brother,” said William
generously, “but you are far out of your cloister in matters like these. Best
leave them to those who have experience.” Cadfael took his leave without further
protest, mounted his mule, and rode back through the town to the foot of the
hill, where the street turning off to the right led him to the westward bridge.
At least nothing was lost, and Beringar was following up the lead he had given.
It was time now to keep his mind on the journey before him, and put aside the
affairs of Richildis and her son until he had done his best for Brother
Barnabas. The road from Shrewsbury to Oswestry was
one of the main highroads of the region, and fairly well maintained. The old
people, the Romans, had laid it long ago when they ruled in Britain, and the
same road ran south-eastward right to the city of London, where King Stephen
was now preparing to keep Christmas among his lords, and Cardinal-bishop
Alberic of Ostia was busy holding his legatine council for the reform of the
church, to the probable discomfiture of Abbot Heribert. But here, riding in the
opposite direction, the road ran straight and wide, only a little overgrown
with grass here and there, and encroached upon by the wild verges, through fat
farming country and woods to the town of Oswestry, a distance of no more than
eighteen miles. Cadfael took it at a brisk but steady pace, to keep the mule
content. Beyond the town it was but four miles to the sheepfolds. In the
distance, as he rode due west in the dimming light, the hills of Wales rose
blue and noble, the great rolling ridge of Berwyn melting into a faintly misted
sky. He came to the small, bare grange in a
fold of the hills before dark. A low, solid wooden hut housed the brothers, and
beyond lay the much larger byres and stables, where the sheep could be brought
in from ice and snow, and beyond again, climbing the gentle slopes, the long,
complex greystone walls of the field enclosures,
where they grazed in this relatively mild beginning of winter, and were fed
roots and grain if ever stubble and grass failed them. The hardiest were still
out at liberty in the hills. Brother Simon’s dog began to bark, pricking his
ears to the neat hooves that hardly made a sound in the thin turf of the ride. Cadfael lighted down at the door, and
Simon came eagerly out to welcome him, a thin, wiry, dishevelled brother, some
forty years old but still distrait as a child when anything went wrong with
other than sheep. Sheep he knew as mothers know their babes, but Brother Barnabas’s
illness had utterly undone him. He clasped Cadfael’s hands in his, and shook
them and himself in his gratitude at no longer being alone with his patient. “He has it hard, Cadfael, you hear the
leaves of his heart rustling as he breathes, like a man’s feet in the woods in
autumn. I cannot break it with a sweat, I’ve tried…” “We’ll try again,” said Cadfael
comfortably, and went into the dark, timber-scented hut before him. Within it
was blessedly warm and dry; wood is the best of armours against weather, where
there’s small fear of fire, as in this solitude there was none. A bare minimum
of furnishing, yet enough; and within, in the inner room, Brother Barnabas lay
in his bed neither asleep nor awake, only uneasily in between, rustling at
every breath as Simon had said, his forehead hot and dry, his eyes half-open
and vacant. A big, massive man, all muscle and bone, with reserves of fight in
him that needed only a little guidance. “You go look to whatever you should be
doing,” said Cadfael, unbuckling his scrip and opening it on the foot of the
bed, “and leave him to me.” “Is there anything you will need?” asked
Simon anxiously. “A pan of water on the fire, out there,
and a cloth, and a beaker ready, and that’s all. If I want for more, I’ll find
it.” Blessedly, he was taken at his word;
Brother Simon had a childlike faith in all who practised peculiar mysteries.
Cadfael worked upon Brother Barnabas without haste all the evening, by a single
candle that Simon brought as the light died. A hot stone
wrapped in Welsh flannel for the sick man’s feet, a long and vigorous rub for
chest and throat and ribs, down to the waist, with an ointment of goose-grease
impregnated with mustard and other heat-giving herbs, and chest and throat then
swathed in a strip of the same flannel, cool cloths on the dry forehead, and a
hot draught of wine mulled with spices and borage and other febrifuge herbs.
The potion went down patiently and steadily, with eased breathing and relaxing
sinews. The patient slept fitfully and uneasily; but in the middle of the night
the sweat broke like a storm of rain, drenching the bed. The two attentive
nurses lifted the patient, when the worst was past, drew the blanket from under
him and laid a fresh one, rolled him close in another, and covered him warmly
again. “Go and sleep,” said Cadfael, content, “for
he does very well. By dawn he’ll be wake and hungry.” In that he was out by some hours, for
Brother Barnabas, once fallen into a deep and troubled sleep, slept until
almost noon the following day, when he awoke clear-eyed and with quiet
breathing, but weak as a new lamb. “Never trouble for that,” said Cadfael
cheerfully. “Even if you were on your feet, we should hardly let you out of
here for a couple of days, or longer. You have time in plenty, enjoy being
idle. Two of us are enough to look after your flock for you.” Brother Barnabas, again at ease in his
body, was content to take him at his word, and luxuriate in his convalescence.
He ate, at first doubtfully, for savour had left him in his fever, then,
rediscovering the pleasures of taste, his appetite sharpened into fierce
hunger. “The best sign we could have,” said
Cadfael. “A man who eats heartily and with enjoyment is on his way back to
health.” And they left the patient to sleep again as thoroughly as he had
eaten, and went out to the sheep, and the chickens and the cow, and all the
rest of the denizens of the fold. “An easy year so far,” said Brother
Simon, viewing his leggy, tough hill-sheep with satisfaction. Sheep as Welsh as
Brother Cadfael gazed towards the southwest, where the long ridge
of Berwyn rose in the distance; long, haughty, inscrutable faces, and sharp
ears, and knowing yellow eyes that could outstare a saint. “Plenty of good
grazing still, what with the grass growing so late, and the good pickings they
had in the stubble after harvest. And we have beet-tops, they make good fodder,
too. There’ll be better fleeces than most years, when next they’re shorn,
unless the winter turns cruel later on.” From the crest of the hill above the
walled folds Brother Cadfael gazed towards the south-west, where the long ridge
dipped towards lower land, between the hills. “This manor of Mallilie will be
somewhere in the sheltered land there, as I judge.” “It is. Three miles round by the easy
track, the manor-house drawn back between the slopes, and the lands open to the
south-east. Good land for these parts. And main glad I was to know we had a
steward there, when I needed a messenger. Have you an errand there, brother?” “There’s something I must see to, when
Brother Barnabas is safely on the way to health again, and I can be spared.” He
turned and looked back towards the east. “Even here we must be a good mile or
more the Welsh side of the old boundary dyke. I never was here before, not
being a sheep man. I’m from Gwynedd myself, from the far side of Conwy. But
even these hills look like home to me.” Gervase Bonel’s manor must lie somewhat
further advanced into Welsh land even than these high pastures. The
Benedictines had very little hold in Wales. Welshmen preferred their own
ancient Celtic Christianity, the solitary hermitage of the self-exiled saint
and the homely little college of Celtic monks rather than the shrewd and
vigorous foundations that looked to Rome. In the south, secular Norman adventurers
had penetrated more deeply, but here Mallilie must, indeed, as Brother Rhys had
said, be lodged like a single thorn deep in the flesh of Wales. “It does not take long to ride to
Mallilie,” said Brother Simon, anxiously helpful. “Our horse here is elderly,
but strong, and gets little enough work as a rule. I could very well manage
now, if you want to go tomorrow.” “First let’s see,” said Cadfael, “how
Brother Barnabas progresses by tomorrow.” Brother Barnabas progressed very well
once he had the fever out of him. Before nightfall he was sick of lying in his
bed, and insisted on rising and trying his enfeebled legs about the room. His
own natural strength and stout heart were all he needed now to set him up
again, though he swallowed tolerantly whatever medicines Cadfael pressed upon
him, and consented to have his chest and throat anointed once again with the
salve. “No need to trouble yourself for me now,”
he said. “I shall be hale as a hound pup in no time. And if I can’t take to the
hills again for a day or two—though I very well could, if you would but let
me!—I can see to the house here, and the hens and the cow, for that matter.” The next morning he rose to join them for
Prime, and would not return to his bed, though when they both harried him he
agreed to sit snugly by the fire, and exert himself no further than in baking
bread and preparing dinner. “Then I will go,” said Cadfael, “if you
can manage alone for the day, Simon. If I leave now I shall have the best of
the daylight, and be back with you in time for the evening work.” Brother Simon went out with him to where
the track branched, and gave him directions. After the hamlet of Croesau Bach
he would come to a cross roads, and turn right, and from that point he would
see how the hills were cleft ahead of him, and making straight for that cleft
he would come to Mallilie, beyond which the track continued westward to
Llansilin, the central seat of the commote of Cynllaith. The morning was faintly misty, but with
the sun bright through the mist, and the turf wet and sparkling with the hint
of rime already melting. He had chosen to ride the horse from the grange rather
than his mule, since the mule had had lengthy exercise on the way north, and
was entitled to a rest. The horse was an ungainly bay, of homely appearance but
amiable disposition and stout heart, willing and ready for work. It was
pleasant to be riding here alone in a fine winter morning on cushioned turf,
between hills that took him back to his
youth, with no routine duties and no need for talk, beyond the occasional
greeting for a woman splitting kindling in her yard, or a man moving sheep to a
new pasture, and even that was a special pleasure because he found himself
instinctively calling his good-day in Welsh. The holdings here were scattered
and few until he came through Croesau into lower and richer ground, where the
patterns of ordered tillage told him he was already entering Mallilie land. A
brook sprang into life on his right hand, and accompanied him towards the cleft
where the hill-slopes on either side drew close together. Within a mile it was
a little river, providing level meadows on either bank, and the dark selions of
ploughed land beyond. Trees clothed the upper slopes, the valley faced
south-east into the morning sun; a good place, its tenant holdings sheltered
and well found. Well into the defile, drawn back into a fold of the slope on
his right, and half-circled with arms of woodland, he came to the manor-house. A timber stockade surrounded it, massive
and high, but the house stood on rising ground, and showed tall above it. Built
of local stone, granite grey, with a great long roof of slates, gleaming like
fish-scales in the sun as the frost on them turned to dew. When he had crossed
the river by a plank-bridge and ridden in at the open gate of the stockade, the
whole length of the house lay before him, a tall stone stair leading up to the
main door of the living floor at the left-hand end. At ground level three
separate doors, wide enough to take in country carts, led into what was
evidently a vaulted under-croft, with storage room enough for a siege. Judging
by the windows in the gable end, there was yet another small room above the
kitchen. The windows of hall and solar were stone-mullioned and generous. Round
the inner side of the stockade there were ample outhouses, stables, mews and
stores. Norman lordlings, promised heirs, Benedictine abbeys might well covet
such a property. Richildis had indeed married out of her kind. The servants here would be Bonel’s
servants, continuing their functions under a new rule. A groom came to take Cadfael’s
bridle, feeling no need to question one who arrived in a Benedictine habit.
There were few people moving about the court, but those few assured in their
passage; and impressive though the house was, it could never have needed a very
numerous body to run it. All local people, surely, and that meant Welsh people,
like the serving-maid who had warmed her lord’s bed and borne him a disregarded
son. It happened! Bonel might even have been an attractive man then, and given
her pleasure, as well as a child; and at least he had kept her thereafter, and
the child with her, though as mere indulged dependents, not members of his
family, not his kin. A man who did not take more than he felt to be legally
his, but would not forgo any item of what fell within that net. A man who let
an unclaimed villein holding go to a hungry younger son from a free family, on
terms of customary service, and then, with the law firmly behind him, claimed
that questionable tenant as villein by reason of the dues rendered between
them, and his progeny as unfree by the same code. In this disputed borderland of soil and
law, Cadfael found his heart and mind utterly Welsh, but could not deny that
the Englishman had just as passionately held by his own law, and been sure that
he was justified. He had not been an evil man, only a child of his time and
place, and his death had been murder. Properly speaking, Cadfael had no
business at this house but to observe, as now he had observed. But he went in,
nevertheless, up the outdoor stair and into the passage screened off from the
hail. A boy emerging from the kitchen louted to him and passed, accepting him
as one of the breed, who would know his way here. The hall was lofty and
strongly beamed. Cadfael passed through it to the solar. This must be where
Bonel had intended to install the panelling commissioned from Martin Bellecote,
the transaction which had first caused him to set eyes and heart on Richildis
Gurney, who had once been Richildis Vaughan, daughter of an honest,
unpretentious tradesman. Martin had done good work, and fitted it
into place here with skill and love. The solar was narrower than the hall, there
being a garderobe off it, and a tiny chapel. It glowed and was scented with the
polished and sparely carved oak panelling, the suave silvery grain glinting in
the light from the wide window. Edwin had a good brother and a good master. He
need not repine if he missed the illusory heritage. “Your pardon, brother!” said a respectful
voice at Cadfael’s back. “No one told me there was a messenger here from
Shrewsbury.” Cadfael turned, startled, to take a look
at the abbey’s steward here; a layman, a lawman, young enough to be deferential
to his employers, mature enough to be in command of his own province. “It’s I who should ask your pardon,” said
Cadfael, “for walking in upon you without ceremony. Truth to tell, I have no
errand here, but being in the neighbourhood I was curious to see our new manor.” “If it is indeed ours,” said the steward
ruefully, and looked about him with a shrewd eye, assessing what the abbey
might well be losing. “It seems to be in doubt at the moment, though that makes
no difference to my commission here, to maintain it in good order, however the
lot falls in the end. The place has been run well and profitably. But if you
are not sent to join us here, brother, where is your domicile? As long as we
hold the manor, we can well offer you lodging, if it please you to stay.” “That I can’t,” said Cadfael. “I was sent
from Shrewsbury to take care of an ailing brother, a shepherd at the folds by
Rhydycroesau, and until he’s restored I must take on his duties there.” “Your patient is mending, I trust?” “So well that I thought I might use a few
hours to come and see what manner of property may be slipping through our
fingers here. But have you any immediate reason for feeling that our tenure may
be threatened? More than the obvious difficulty of the charter not being sealed
in time?” The steward frowned, chewing a dubious
lip. “The situation is strange enough, for if both the secular heir and the
abbey lose their claim, the future of Mallilie is a very open question.
The earl of Chester is the overlord, and may bestow it as he pleases, and in
troublous times like these I doubt if he’ll want to leave it in monastic hands.
We could appeal to him, true, but not until Shrewsbury has an abbot again, with
full powers. All we can do in the meantime is manage this land until there’s a
legal decision. Will you take your dinner here with me, brother? Or at least a
cup of wine?” Cadfael declined the offer of a midday
meal; it was yet early, and he had a use for the remaining hours of daylight.
But he accepted the wine with pleasure. They sat down together in the panelled
solar, and the dark Welsh kitchen-boy brought them a flagon and two horns. “You’ve had no trouble with the Welsh to
west of you?” asked Cadfael. “None. They’ve been used to the Bonels as
neighbours for fifty years now, and no bad blood on either side. Though I’ve
had little contact except with our own Welsh tenants. You know yourself,
brother, both sides of the border here there are both Welsh and English living
cheek by jowl, and most of those one side have kin on the other.” “One of our oldest brothers,” said
Cadfael, “came from this very region, from a village between here and
Llansilin. He was talking of his old kinship when he knew I was coming to
Rhydycroesau. I’d be glad to carry his greetings, if I can find his people. Two
cousins he mentioned, Cynfrith and Owain ap Rhys. You haven’t encountered
either? And a brother by marriage, one Ifor ap Morgan… though it must be many
years since he had any contact with any of them, and for ought I know this Ifor
ap Morgan may be dead long ago. He must be round about Rhys’s own age, and few
of us last so long.” The steward shook his head doubtfully. “Cynfrith
ap Rhys I’ve heard spoken of, he has a holding half a mile or so west of here.
Ifor ap Morgan… no, I know nothing of him. But I tell you what, if he’s living
the boy will know, he’s from Llansilin himself. Question him when you leave,
and do it in Welsh, for all he knows English well enough. You’ll get more out
of him in Welsh… and all the more readily,” he added
with a wry grin, “if I’m not with you. They’re none of them ill-disposed, but
they keep their own counsel, and it’s wonderful how they fail to understand
English when it suits them to shut the alien out.” “I’ll try it,” said Cadfael, “and my
thanks for the good advice.” “Then you’ll forgive me if I don’t
accompany you to the gate and give you God-speed. You’ll do better alone.” Cadfael took the hint and his leave,
there in the solar, and went out through the hail and by the screened way into
the kitchen. They boy was there, backing red-faced from the oven with a tray of
new loaves. He looked round warily as he set down his burden on the clay top to
cool gradually. It was neither fear nor distrust, but the wariness of a wild
creature alert and responsive to every living thing, curious and ready to be
friendly, sceptical and ready to vanish. “God save you, son!” said Cadfael in
Welsh. “If your bread’s all out now, do a Christian deed, come out to the gate
with me, and show a stranger the way to the holding of Cynfrith ap Rhys or his
brother Owain.” The boy gazed, eyes brightening into
interest at being addressed placidly in his own tongue. “You are from
Shrewsbury abbey, sir? A monk?” “I am.” “But Welsh?” “As Welsh as you, lad, but not from these
parts. The vale of Conwy is my native place, near by Trefriw.” “What’s your will with Cynfrith ap Rhys?”
asked the boy directly. Now I know I’m in Wales, thought Cadfael.
An English servant, if he ventured to challenge your proceedings at all, would
do it roundabout and obsequiously, for fear of getting his ears clipped, but
your Welsh lad speaks his mind to princes. “In our abbey,” he said obligingly, “there’s
an old brother who used to be known in these parts as Rhys ap Griffith, and he’s
cousin to these other sons of Rhys. When I left Shrewsbury I said I’d take his
greetings to his kin, and so I will if I can find
them. And while we’re about it there’s one more name he gave me, and you may at
least be able to tell me if the man’s alive or dead, for he must be old. Rhys
had a sister Marared, who married one Ifor ap Morgan, and they had a daughter
Angharad, though I’m told she’s dead years ago. But if Ifor is still living I’ll
speak the good word to him, also.” Under this rain of Welsh names the boy
thawed into smiles. “Sir, Ifor ap Morgan is still alive. He lives a fair way
beyond, nearly to Llansilin. I’ll come out with you and show you the way.” He skipped down the stone staircase
lightly, ahead of Cadfael, and trotted before him to the gate. Cadfael
followed, leading his horse, and looked where the boy pointed, westward between
the hills. “To the house of Cynfrith ap Rhys it is
but half a mile, and it lies close by the track, on your right hand, with the
wattle fence round the yard. You’ll see his white goats in the little paddock.
For Ifor ap Morgan you must go further. Keep to the same track again until you’re
through the hills, and looking down into the valley, then take the path to the
right, that fords our river before it joins the Cynllaith. Half a mile on, look
to your right again, just within the trees, and you’ll see a little wooden
house, and that’s where Ifor lives. He’s very old now, but he lives alone
still.” Cadfael thanked him and mounted. “And for the other brother, Owain,” said
the boy cheerfully, willing enough now to tell all he knew that might be
helpful, “if you’re in these parts two more days you may catch him in Llansilin
the day after tomorrow, when the commote court meets, for he has a dispute that
was put oft from the last sitting, along with some others. The judges have been
viewing the impleaded lands, and the day after tomorrow they’re to give
judgment. They never like to let bad blood continue at the Christmas feast.
Owain’s holding is well beyond the town, but you’ll find him at Llansilin
church, sure enough. One of his neighbours moved his boundary stone, or so he
claims.” Cynfrith ap Rhys—the kinship seemed to be
so full of Rhyses that in some cases it was necessary to list three generations
back in order to distinguish them—was easily found, and very willing to pass
the time of day even with a Benedictine monk, seeing that the monk spoke Welsh.
He invited Cadfael in heartily, and the invitation was accepted with pleasure.
The house was one room and a cupboard of a kitchen, a solitary man’s domain,
and there was no sign of any other creature here but Cynfrith and his goats and
hens. A solid, thickset, prominent-boned Welshman was Cynfrith, with wiry black
hair now greying round the edges and balding on the crown, and quick, twinkling
eyes set in the webs of good-humoured creases common to outdoor men. Twenty
years at least younger than his cousin in the infirmary at Shrewsbury. He
offered bread and goat’s-milk cheese, and wrinkled, sweet apples. “The good old soul, so he’s still living!
Many a time I’ve wondered. He’s my mother’s cousin in the first degree, not
mine, but time was I knew him well. He’ll be nearing four-score now, I suppose.
And still comfortable in his cloister? I’ll send him a small flask of the right
liquor, brother, if you’ll be so kind as to carry it. I distil it myself, it
will stand him in good stead through the winter, a drop in season is good for
the heart, and does the memory no harm, either. Well, well, and to think he
still remembers us all! My brother? Oh, be sure I’ll pass on the word to Owain
when I see him. He has a good wife, and grown sons, tell the old man, the
elder, Elis, is to marry in the spring. The day after tomorrow I shall be
seeing my brother, he has a judgment coming up at the commote court at
Llansilin.” “So they told me at Mallilie,” said
Cadfael. “I wish him good speed with it.” “Ah, well, he claims Hywel Fychan, who
lives next him, shifted one of his boundary stones, and I
daresay he did, but I wouldn’t say but what Owain has done the like by Hywel in
his time. It’s an old sport with us… But I needn’t tell you, you being of the
people yourself. They’ll make it up as the court rules, they always do until
the next time, and no hard feelings. They’ll drink together this Christmas.” “So should we all,” said Cadfael,
somewhat sententiously. He took his leave as soon but as
graciously as he well might, truthfully claiming another errand and the
shortness of the daylight, and rode on his way by the little river, both
heartened and chastened by contact with open and fearless goodwill. The little
flask of powerful home-distilled spirit swung in his scrip; he was glad he had
left the other, the poisoned one, behind at the sheepfold. He came through the defile, and saw the
valley of the Cynllaith open before him, and the track to the right weaving a
neat line through rising grass to ford the little tributary. Half a mile beyond,
woodland clothed the slope of the ridge, and in the full leaf of summer it
might have been difficult to detect the low wooden house within the trees; but
now, with all the leaves fallen, it stood clear behind the bare branches like a
contented domestic hen in a coop. There was clear grass almost to its fence,
and on one side continuing behind it, the veil of trees drawn halfway round
like a curtain. Cadfael turned in towards it, and circled with the skirt of
grass, seeing no door in the side that faced the track. A horse on a long
tether came ambling round the gable end, placidly grazing; a horse as tall and
rakish and unbeautiful as the one he rode, though probably some years older. At
sight of it he pulled up short, and sat at gaze for a moment, before lighting
down into the coarse grass. There must, of course, be many horses
that would answer to the description given: a bony old piebald. This one was
certainly that, very strikingly black and white in improbable patterns. But
they could not all, surely, be called by the same name? Cadfael dropped his bridle and went
softly forward towards the serenely feeding beast, which paid him no attention
whatever after a single, glance. He chirruped
to it, and called quietly: “Japhet!” The piebald pricked long ears and lifted
a gaunt, amiable head, stretching out a questing muzzle and dilated nostrils
towards the familiar sound, and having made up his mind he was not mistaken,
advanced confidently and briskly to the hand Cadfael extended. He ran caressing
fingers up the tall forehead, and along the stretched, inquisitive neck. “Japhet,
Japhet, my friend, what are you doing here?” The rustle of feet in the dry grass,
while all four feet of this mild creature were still, caused Cadfael to look up
sharply towards the corner of the house. A venerable old man stood looking at
him steadily and silently; a tall old man, white-haired and white-bearded, but
still with brows black and thick as gorse-bushes, and eyes as starkly blue as a
winter sky beneath them. His dress was the common homespun of the countryman,
but his carriage and height turned it into purple. “As I think,” said Cadfael, turning
towards him with one hand still on Japhet’s leaning neck, “you must be Ifor ap
Morgan. My name is Cadfael, sometime Cadfael ap Meilyr ap Dafydd of Trefriw. I
have an errand to you from Rhys ap Griffith, your wife’s brother, who is now
Brother Rhys of the abbey of Shrewsbury.” The voice that emerged from the long,
austere, dry lips was deep and sonorous, a surprising music. “Are you sure your
errand is not to a guest of mine, brother?” “It was not,” said Cadfael, “it was to
you. Now it is to both. And the first thing I would say is, keep this beast out
of sight, for if I can know him again from a mere description, so can others.” The old man gave him a lengthy, piercing
blue stare. “Come into the house,” he said, and turned on his heel and led the
way. But Cadfael took time to lead Japhet well behind the house and shorten his
tether to keep him there, before he followed. In the dimness within, smoky and
wood-scented, the old man stood with a hand protectively on Edwin’s shoulder;
and Edwin, with the impressionable generosity of youth, had somehow
gathered to himself a virgin semblance of the old man’s dignity and grace, and
stood like him, erect and quiet within his untried body as was Ifor ap Morgan
in his old and experienced one, copied the carriage of his head and the high
serenity of his regard. “The boy tells me,” said Ifor, “that you
are a friend. His friends are welcome.” “Brother Cadfael has been good to me,”
said Edwin, “and to my nephew, Edwy, also, as Meurig told us. I have been well
blessed in my friends. But how did you find me?” “By not looking for you,” said Cadfael. “Indeed,
I’ve been at some pains not to
know where you had taken yourself, and certainly I never rode this way to find
you. I came with a harmless errand to Ifor ap Morgan here, from that same old
brother you visited with Meurig in our infirmary. Your wife’s brother, friend,
Rhys ap Griffith, is still living, and for his age hale, too, in our convent,
and when he heard that I was bound into these parts he charged me to bring his
kinsmen his greetings and prayers. He has not forgotten his kin, though it’s
long since he came among you, and I doubt he’ll come no more. I have been with
Cynfrith ap Rhys, and sent the same word by him to his brother Owain, and if
there are any others of his generation left, or who would remember him, be kind
enough to give them word, when chance offers, that he remembers his blood and his
own soil yet, and all those whose roots are in it.” “So he would,” said Ifor, melting
suddenly into a warm smile. “He was always a loyal kinsman, and fond of my
child and all the other young in our clan, having none of his own. He lost his
wife early, or he’d have been here among us yet. Sit down a while, brother, and
tell me how he does, and if you’ll take my blessings back to him, I’ll be
grateful.” “Meurig will have told you much of what I
can tell,” and Cadfael, settling beside him on a bench at the rough table, “when
he brought you Edwin to shelter. Is he not here with you?” “My grandson is away making the round of
all his kin and neighbours,” said the old man, “for he comes home rarely now.
He’ll be here again in a few days, I daresay. He did tell me he’d been to see
the old man, along with the boy here, but he stayed only an hour or so before
making off about his visiting. There’ll be time to talk when he comes back.” It was in Cadfael’s mind that he ought to
cut short his own stay, for though it had never entered his mind that the
officers of the law might find it worth while to keep a watch on him when he
left Shrewsbury, the too easy discovery of Edwin in this house had shaken his
assurance. It was true that he had neither expected nor wished to trace the boy
as yet, but even Hugh Beringar, let alone his underlings, might well have
considered the contrary as a possibility, and set a discreet hound on his
trail. But he could not flatly deliver his message and go, while the old man
clearly took pleasure in polishing up old memories. He was rambling away
happily about the time when his wife was with him, and his daughter a fair and
lively child. Now all that remained to him was a single grandson, and his own
dignity and integrity. Exile and refuge in this remote place and
this impressive company had had a strong effect on Edwin. He withdrew into the
shadows to leave his elders undisturbed, making no plea, asking no question yet
concerning his own troubled affairs. Quietly he went and brought beakers and a
pitcher of mead, and served them unobtrusively and neatly, all dignity and
humility, and again absented himself, until Ifor turned to reach a long arm and
draw him to the table. “Young man, you must have things to ask
of Brother Cadfael, and things to tell him.” The boy had not lost his tongue, after
all, once invited he could talk as volubly and vehemently as ever. First he
asked after Edwy, with an anxiety he would never have revealed to the object of
it, and was greatly eased to hear how that adventure had ended better than it
had threatened. “And Hugh Beringar was so fair and generous? And he listened to
you, and is looking for my box? Now if he could but find it…! I was not happy
leaving Edwy to play that part for me, but he would have it so. And then I took
Japhet a roundabout way to a place we used to play sometimes, a copse
by the river, and Meurig met me there, and gave me a token to carry to his
grandfather here, and told me how to find the place. And the next day he came,
too, as he said he would.” “And what,” asked Cadfael gently, “had
you planned to do, if truth never did come out? If you could not go back?
Though God forbid it should end so, and God granting, I’ll see that it does
not.” The boy’s face was solemn but clear; he
had thought much, here in his haven, and spent so much time contemplating the
noble face of his patron that a kind of shining likeness had arisen between
them. “I’m strong, I can work, I could earn my keep in Wales, if need be, even
if it must be as an outlander. Other men have had to leave their homes because
of unjust accusations, and have made their way in the world, and so could I.
But I’d rather go back. I don’t want to leave my mother, now that she’s alone,
and her affairs in such disorder. And I don’t want to be remembered as the man
who poisoned his stepfather and ran away, when I know I never did him harm or
wished him any.” “That shall not happen,” said Cadfael
firmly. “You lie close in cover a few days more, and put your trust in God, and
I believe we shall get to the truth, and you can go home openly and proudly.” “Do you believe that? Or is it just to
hearten me?” “I believe it. Your heart is not in want
of bolstering up with false cheer. And I would not lie to you, even for good
cause.” Yet there were lies, or at least unspoken truths, hanging heavy on his
mind in this house, and he had better make his farewells and go, the passing of
time and daylight giving him a sound excuse. “I must get back to Rhydycroesau,”
he said, making to rise from the table, “for I’ve left Brother Simon to do all
the work alone, and Brother Barnabas still shaky on his legs yet. Did I tell
you I was sent there to get a sick man well again, and to supply his place
while he was mending?” “You’ll come again if there’s news?” said
Edwin, and if his voice was resolutely steady, his eyes were anxious. “I’ll come again when there’s news.” “You’ll be in Rhydycroesau some days yet?”
asked Ifor ap Morgan. “Then we shall see you again at more leisure, I trust.” He was leading the way to the door to speed
his guest, his hand again possessive on Edwin’s shoulder, when he halted
suddenly, stiffening, and with the other hand, outstretched with spread
fingers, halted them, too, and enjoined silence. Age had not dulled those
ancient ears; he was the first to catch the muted sound of voices. Not muted by
distance, close and deliberately quiet. The dry grass rustled. In the edge of
the trees one of the tethered horses whinnied enquiringly, giving notice of
other horses approaching. “Not Welsh!” said Ifor in a soundless
whisper. “English! Edwin, go into the other room.” The boy obeyed instantly and silently;
but in a moment he was back, shadowy in the doorway. “They’re there—two,
outside the window. In leather, armed…” The voices had drawn nearer, outside the
house-door, their whispers grew louder, satisfied, abandoning stealth. “That’s the pied beast… no mistaking it!” “What did I tell you? I said if we found
the one we’d find the other.” Someone laughed, low and contentedly.
Then abruptly a fist thudded at the door, and the same voice called aloud,
peremptorily: “Open to the law!” The formality was followed up immediately by a
strong thrust, hurling the door inwards to the wall, and the doorway was filled
by the burly figure of the bearded sergeant from Shrewsbury, with two
men-at-arms at his back. Brother Cadfael and William Warden confronted each
other at a distance of a couple of feet; mutual recognition made the one
bristle and the other grin. “Well met, Brother Cadfael! And sorry I
am I have no writ for you, but my business is with the young man behind you. I’m
addressed to Edwin Gurney. And you, I think, my lad, are he?” Edwin came forward a step from the inner
doorway, pale as his shirt and huge-eyed, but with a chin jutting valiantly, and
a stare like a levelled lance. He had learned a great deal in his few days
here. “That is my name,” he said. “Then I arrest you on suspicion of the
murder of Gervase Bonel by poison, and I’m here to take you back in custody to
answer the charge in Shrewsbury.” Chapter Nine IFOR AP MORGAN DREW HIMSELF UP IN A
SINGLE LONG BREATH, seeming to grow half a head in the process, and stood forth
to face his unexpected visitor. “Fellow,” he said in his deep voice, in
itself a weapon, “I am the master of this house, and you have not, as yet,
addressed yourself to me. There are visitors I invite, there are some I
welcome, unexpected. You I do not know and have not invited, and you I do not
welcome. Have the courtesy to make yourself known to me, if you have business
with me or with others under my roof. Otherwise, leave this house.” It could not be said that the sergeant
was abashed, since he was protected by his office from any personal
humiliation; but he did make a shrewd appraisal of this venerable person, and
abate what would otherwise have been a boldly abrasive manner. “I understand
that you are Ifor ap Morgan. I am William Warden, a sergeant serving under
Gilbert Prestcote, the sheriff of Shropshire, and I am in pursuit of Edwin
Gurney on suspicion of murder. My commission is to bring him by. whatever means
to Shrewsbury, where the charge stands, and that I shall do, as I am bound. You
also, as an elder of this region, are bound by law.” “But not by English law,” said Ifor
simply. “By law! Knowing murder for murder, by
whatever law. Murder by poison, grandsire!” “Sergeant, you know me, and know I do not
believe this boy has any guilt to answer for. But I know you, too, and know you
have your duty to do. You must obey your orders, and we cannot stand in your
way. Tell me, was it Hugh Beringar sent you here to look for me? For I’m sure I
was not followed from Shrewsbury. What brought you to this house?” The sergeant was by no means averse to
detailing his own cleverness. “No, we never thought to have you followed,
brother, after you left us, for we thought you were bound back to your abbey.
But when Hugh Beringar came back empty-handed from his follies down the river,
and heard you’d been asking for him, he went down to the abbey after you, only
to find you were gone north to Rhydycroesau. I bethought me then how close
Bonel’s manor was, and took it upon me to bring a party up here to enquire what
you were up to. The steward at the manor never questioned it when an officer
from Shrewsbury came asking for Brother Cadfael. Why should he? Or his
servants, either? They told us you’d been asking directions to a couple of
houses this side the hills, and here at the second we’ve overtaken you. Where
the one casts up, I said, the other won’t be far.” So no one had wittingly informed on the
fugitive; that would be some compensatory good news for
Ifor ap Morgan, who would have felt himself shamed and dishonoured for ever if
one of his kin had betrayed the guest in his house. It was news of no less
vital importance to Cadfael. “Then Hugh Beringar did not send you on
this quest? ‘I took it upon me,’
you said. What’s he about, while you’re doing his work for him?” “He’s off on some more tomfoolery down
the river. Madog of the Dead-boat sent up to him early this morning to come
down to Atcham, and off he went as hopeful as ever, though nothing will come of
it. So I took the chance of following my own notions, and a fine surprise he’ll
get by this evening, when he comes back with nothing to show for his day, and
finds I’ve brought him his prisoner.” That was reassuring, since he was clearly
looking forward to the presentation of his prize, and pleased with his own
success, therefore the less likely to find satisfaction in rough-handling the
boy. “Edwin,” said Cadfael, “will you be
guided now by me?” “I will,” said Edwin steadily. “Then go with them peaceably, and make no
trouble. You know you have done no wrong, therefore you cannot be proven
guilty, and on that you must take your stand. When you are delivered into the
hand of Hugh Beringar, answer freely whatever he may ask of you, and tell him
all the truth. I promise you, you will not be long in prison.” And God stand by
me, he thought, and help me make that good! “If the boy gives you his pledge to
go with you of his own will, sergeant, and attempt no escape, you surely need
not bind him. It’s a long ride, and you’ll be pressing before the dark comes.” “He may have the use of his hands, and
welcome,” said Warden indifferently, “seeing the two men I have outside are
archers, and masters of their craft. If he tried to evade us he would not get
many yards.” “I shall not try,” said Edwin firmly. “I
give you my word. I’m ready!” He went to Ifor ap Morgan, and bent the knee to
him reverently. “Grandfather, thank you for all your goodness.
I know I’m not truly of your kinship—I wish I were!—but will you give me your
kiss?” The old man took him by the shoulders,
and stooped to kiss his cheek. “Go with God! And come again free!” Edwin took up his saddle and bridle from
the corner where they were stowed, and marched out with his head up and his
chin jutting, his attendants closing in on either side. In a few minutes the
two left behind, gazing through the open door, saw the little cortиge form and
move off, the sergeant ahead, the boy between two men-at-arms riding close, the
archers behind. The day was already chilling, though the light had not yet
dimmed. They would not reach Shrewsbury until after dark; a drear journey, and
a stony cell in Shrewsbury castle at the end of it. But please God, not for
long. Two or three days, if all went well. But well for whom? “What am I to tell my grandson Meurig,”
said the old man sadly, “when he returns, and finds I have let his guest be
taken?” Cadfael closed the door upon the last
glimpse of Edwin’s brown head and slight figure; well grown as he was, he
looked very small and young between his brawny guards. “Tell Meurig,” he said after heavy
thought, “that he need have no fears for Edwin, for in the end truth will out,
and the truth will deliver him.” He had one day of inactivity left to live
through now, and since there was nothing he could do of use to Edwin’s cause in
that time, it behoved him at least to try to turn the waiting time into a day
of grace by some other means. Brother Barnabas, heartily convalescent, could at
least be persuaded to forbear from the heavier work and keep the warmth of the
house for a little longer. Brother Simon could take his own day of rest, all
the more since on the morrow Cadfael would again be absent. Moreover, they
could observe together all the main offices of the day, as if they had been
home in the abbey of St. Peter. The patient recital of the proper forms must
surely in itself be regarded as prayer. There was time for thought all that day,
while he scattered grain for the hens, milked
the cow, groomed the old bay horse, and moved the sheep to a fresh
hill-pasture. Edwin was lodged in his prison by now, though only, Cadfael
hoped, after a long and calming interview with Hugh Beringar. Had Martin
Bellecote yet heard that he was taken? Did Edwy know that his decoy ride had
been all for nothing? And Richildis… Had Beringar seen it as his duty to visit
her and tell her of her son’s capture? It would be done as courteously and
kindly as possible, but there was no way of allaying the pain and dread she
would feel. But Cadfael was even more exercised in
mind for the old man Ifor ap Morgan, left alone now after his brief experience
of being trusted and revered by a creature fresh and young, like a vision of
his own youth returning. The unruly vigour which had made Edwin rebel and wage
war against Gervase Bonel had all been charmed and tamed into willing duty and
service by Ifor ap Morgan. We are all both the victims and the heirs of our
fellow-men. “Tomorrow,” said Cadfael at supper, round
the brazier hissing with resiny logs and giving forth a blue, weaving smoke as
aromatic as his workshop at Shrewsbury, “I must set out very early.” The
commote court would sit as soon as there was daylight, and hope to adjourn in
time for all present to reach their homes before night. “I’ll try to be back to
fold the sheep in the evening. You have not asked me where I go this time.” “No, brother,” agreed Simon mildly. “We’ve
seen that you have much on your mind, and would not trouble you yet with
questions. When you wish it, you will tell us what we need to know.” But it was a long story, of which they,
here in this solitude and with their own tranquil world undisturbed, knew not
even the beginnings. Better say nothing. He rose before dawn and saddled his
horse, taking the same track he had ridden two days previously as far as the
ford, where he had turned aside to cross the tributary and make his way to Ifor’s
house. This time he did not turn aside, but rode on into
the valley of the Cynllaith, and crossed by a wooden bridge. From there it was
little more than a mile into Llansilin, and the sun was up, veiled but bright.
The village was wide awake, and full of people, converging on the timber church.
Every house in the neighbourhood must have given shelter overnight to friends
and kin from other parts of the commote, for the normal population of this
hamlet could be no more than a tenth part of those met here on this day.
Cadfael turned his horse into the paddock by the churchyard, where there was a
stone water-trough and peaceful grazing, and joined the leisurely procession of
men entering the church. Out in the roadway he was conspicuous in his black
Benedictine habit, the species being so rare here, but within, he could be well
hidden in a retired corner. He had no wish to be noticed too soon. He was glad that Ifor ap Morgan did not
appear among the elders who came to see justice done, the duty of neighbours
who knew the land and the people involved. Better by far the testimony of these
familiar and respected men than the legal arguments of professional lawmen,
though these, too, would be here in plenty. Nor did he see Cynfrith ap Rhys
until after the bench of three judges had taken their places, and the first
adjourned case was called. Then, when the plaintiff was asked to stand forth
with his guarantors on one side, Cadfael recognised Cynfrith among his brother’s
backers. Owain was the younger of the two, but very like his brother. Hywel
Fychan, the defendant, was a wiry, dark man of belligerent aspect, with his own
little cluster of witnesses at his back. The presiding judge gave the verdict of
the bench. They had viewed the two disputed holdings on the spot, and taken
measurements to match with old charters. Their judgment was that Hywel Fychan
had indeed moved the corner boundary stone in such a way as to filch some yards
of his neighbour’s land, but they had also found that Owain ap Rhys, more
discreetly, and admittedly after he had discovered the defendant’s fraud, had
countered by shifting a whole length of fencing between them by a cautious
yard, adequately repaying himself for his loss. They therefore decreed that both
marks should be restored to their former positions, and amerced both parties by
a negligible fine. Predictably, Owain and Hywel clasped hands amicably enough
in acceptance of the verdict; and probably they would be drinking away
together, later in the day, the excess of their expected fines over those
imposed. The game would be resumed next year. Cadfael was familiar with the
national sport. There were two more boundary disputes
which had been awaiting a judgment arrived at on the disputed land, the one
settled amicably, the other accepted with some bitterness by the losing party,
but none the less accepted. There was a widow who claimed a patch of land
against her husband’s kin, and won her claim by the testimony of no less than
seven neighbours. The morning wore away, and Cadfael, constantly looking over
his shoulder towards the door, began to wonder if he had been utterly mistaken
in his reading of the probabilities. How if he had interpreted all the signs
wrongly? Then he had all to do again, and Edwin was in genuine peril, and his
only resort was Hugh Beringar, whose rule would end when Gilbert Prestcote
returned from the king’s Christmas. The grateful widow was withdrawing with
her witnesses, flushed and happy, when the door of the church opened wide. The
light of day flowed across the crowded assembly, and so remained for some
minutes, as a numerous group entered the nave. Cadfael looked round, as half
those met there were also doing, and saw Meurig advance into the open aisle,
and there take his stand, with seven grave elders at his back. He was wearing, Cadfael noted, the same
cotte and hose in which he had always seen him, no doubt his best, worn to the
commote court as they were worn to visit the abbey at Shrewsbury. His only
other garment would be those he wore at work. And the linen scrip hanging by
its leather thongs from his belt was the same Cadfael had seen on him at the
infirmary, where he had laboured, certainly out of kindliness and with nothing
to gain, to coax the aches and pains out of an old man’s rusty joints. Such
scrips cost money, and are durable for many years. Doubtful if he even owned
another such. “With the court’s leave,” he said, and
his voice was high and clear, “I have a plea that will not wait.” “We were about to declare this sitting at
an end,” said the presiding judge mildly. “But we are here to serve. Declare
yourself and your business.” “My name is Meurig, son of Angharad,
daughter of Ifor ap Morgan, who is known to all men here. By this same Angharad
I am the son of Gervase Bonel, who held the manor of Mallilie while he lived. I
am here to advance my claim to that manor, by reason of my birth, as the son,
and the only child, of Gervase Bonel. I am here to introduce testimony that
that same land is Welsh land, and subject to Welsh law, and that I am that man’s
son, and the only child he ever engendered. And by Welsh law I lay claim to
Mallilie, for by Welsh law a son is a son, whether born in or out of wedlock,
provided only that his father has acknowledged him.” He drew breath, and the
pale, drawn lines of his face sharpened yet further with tension. “Will the
court hear me?” The shudder and murmur that rippled
through the church caused even the dark timber walls to quiver. The three on
the bench stirred and peered, but kept their more than human balance and calm.
The president said with the same restraint: “We must and will hear whoever
comes with an urgent plea, however proffered, with or without legal advice, but
the cause may involve adjournment for proper
procedure. On that consideration, you may speak.” “Then first, as to the land of Mallilie,
here with me are four respected men, known to all here, who hold land bordering
the manor, and their boundaries between them encircle nine-tenths of the manor
lands. Only the remaining tenth touches English soil. And all is on the Welsh
side of the dyke, as all men know. I ask my witnesses to speak for me.” The oldest said simply: “The manor of
Mallilie is within the land of Wales, and causes within it and concerning it
have been tried by Welsh law within my lifetime, on two occasions, even though
the manor was in English hands. True it is that some cases have also been heard
in English court and by English law, but Gervase Bonel himself twice preferred
to plead in this court and by Welsh law. I hold that Welsh law has never lost
its right in any part of that land, for whatever its ownership, it is part of
the commote of Cynllaith.” “And we hold the same opinion,” said the
second of the elders. “That is the view of you all?” asked the
judge. “It is.” “Is there any present here who wishes to
refute that opinion?” There were several, on the contrary, who spoke
up in confirmation of it, one indeed who recalled that he had been the party in
dispute with Bonel on the last occasion, over a matter of cattle straying, and
had had his case heard in this court, by a bench on which one of the present
judges had sat with two others. As doubtless the judge in question recalled
without need of reminders. “The bench is in agreement with the
witness of neighbours,” said the president, having consulted his colleagues
with hardly more than a glance and a nod.” There is no question that the land
involved is within Wales, and any plaintiff advancing a claim on it is entitled
to Welsh law if he desires it. Proceed!” “As to the second matter of substance,”
said Meurig, moistening lips dry with tension, “I
declare that I am the son of Gervase Bonel, his only son, his only child. And I
ask these who have known me from birth to testify to my parentage, and any here
who may also know the truth to speak up in support of me.” This time there were many in the body of
the church who rose in turn to confirm the declaration of the elders: Meurig,
son of Angharad, daughter of Ifor ap Morgan, had been born on the manor of
Mallilie, where his mother was a maidservant, and it had been known to everyone
before his birth that she was with child by her lord. It had never been any
secret, and Bonel had housed and fed the boy. “There is a difficulty here,” said the
presiding judge. “It is not enough that the common opinion should be that a
certain man is father, for common opinion could be mistaken. Even the
acceptance of the duty of providing for a child is not in itself proof of
acknowledgement. It must be shown that the father has himself acknowledged the
child as his. That is the validation the kinship requires for the admittance of
a young man into full rights, and that is the validation necessary before
property can be inherited.” “It is no difficulty,” said Meurig
proudly, and drew out from the bosom of his cotte a rolled parchment. “If the
court will examine this, they will see that in this indenture, when I took up a
trade, Gervase Bonel himself called me his son, and set his seal to it.” He
came forward and handed up the parchment to the judges’ clerk, who unrolled and
studied it. “It is as he says. This is an agreement
between Martin Bellecote, master-carpenter, of Shrewsbury, and Gervase Bonel,
for the young man Meurig to be taken and taught the whole craft of the
carpenter and carver. A payment was made with him, and a small allowance made
to him for his keep. The seal is in order, the young man is described as ‘my
son.’ There is no doubt in the matter. He was acknowledged.” Meurig drew breath deep, and stood
waiting. The bench conferred in low and earnest tones. “We are agreed,” said the president, “that
the proof is irrefutable, that you are what you purport to be, and have the right
to make claim upon the land. But it’s known that there was an agreement, never
completed, to hand over the manor to the abbey of Shrewsbury, and on that
ground, before the man’s unfortunate death, the abbey placed a steward in the
house to administer the estate. A claim by a son, in these circumstances, must
be overwhelmingly strong, but in view of the complications it should be
advanced through the channels of law. There is an English overlord to be taken
into account, as well as such claims as the abbey may advance, by virtue of
Bonel’s having shown his intent even in an uncompleted agreement. You will have
to bring formal suit for possession, and we would advise that you brief a man
of law at once.” “With respect,” said Meurig, paler and
brighter than ever, and with hands cupped and curled at his sides, as if he had
already filled them with the desired and coveted soil, “there is a provision in
Welsh law by which I may take possession even now, before the case is tried.
Only the son may do so, but I am the son of this man who is dead. I claim the
right of dadanhudd, the right to uncover my father’s hearth. Give me the
sanction of this court, and I will go, with these elders who uphold my claim,
and enter the house which is mine by right.” Brother Cadfael was so caught into the
intensity of this consuming passion that he almost let the just moment slip by
him. All his Welsh blood rose in helpless sympathy with so strong a hunger and
love for the land, which Meurig’s blood would have granted him, but by
Norman-English law his birth had denied him. There was almost a nobility about
him in this hour, and the bleak force of his longing carried with him judges,
witnesses, even Cadfael. “It is the court’s judgment that your
claim is justified,” said the president gravely, “and your right to enter the
house cannot be denied you. For form’s sake we must put it to this assembly,
since no notice has been given beforehand. If there is any here who has
anything to raise an objection, let him stand forward now, and speak.” “Yes,” said Cadfael, wrenching himself
out of his daze with a great effort. “Here is one who has
somewhat to say before this sanction is granted. There is an impediment.” Every head turned to peer and crane and
stare. The judges ranged the ranks looking for the source of the voice, for
Cadfael was no taller than the majority of his fellow-countrymen, and even his
tonsure could be matched by many here conferred by time rather than a
cloistered order. Meurig’s head had turned with a wild start, his face suddenly
fixed and bloodless, his eyes blank. The voice had pierced him like a knife,
but he did not recognise it, and for the moment was too blind to be able to
mark even the undulation of movement as Cadfael pushed his way clear of the
crowd to be seen. “You are of the Benedictine order?” said
the presiding judge, bewildered, as the sturdy, habited figure emerged and
stood in the aisle. “A monk of Shrewsbury? Are you here to speak on behalf of
your abbey?” “No,” said Brother Cadfael. He stood no
more than two yards from Meurig now, and the mist of shock and unbelief had
cleared from the black, brilliant eyes; they recognised him all too well. “No,
I am here to speak on behalf of Gervase Bonel.” By the brief, contorted struggle of
Meurig’s throat, he made an attempt to speak, but could not. “I do not understand you, brother,” said
the judge patiently. “Explain yourself. You spoke of an impediment.” “I am a Welshman,” said Cadfael. “I
endorse and approve the law of Wales, that says a son is a son, in or out of
marriage, and has the same rights though English law may call him a bastard.
Yes, a son born out of wedlock may inherit—but not a son who has murdered his
father, as this man has.” He expected uproar, and instead there was
such a silence as he had seldom known. The three judges sat rigid and staring,
as though turned to stone, and every breath in the church seemed to be held in
suspense. By the time they all stirred out of their daze, and turned almost
stealthily, almost fearfully, to look at Meurig, he had regained his colour and
his hardihood, though at a price. Forehead and high cheekbones
had a wet sheen of sweat, and the muscles of his neck were drawn like
bow-strings, but he had himself in hand again, he could look his accuser in the
face, refrain from hurling himself upon him, even turn from him with dignity
and calm to look at the judges, in eloquent protest against a charge he
disdained to deny except by silent contempt. And probably, Cadfael reflected
ruefully, there are some here who will take for granted that I am an agent sent
by my order to prevent, or at least delay, the surrender of Mallilie to its
rightful owner. By any means, however base, even by accusing a decent man of
murder. “This is a most grave charge,” said the
presiding judge, formidably frowning. “If you are in earnest, you must now
stand to it, and make good what you have said, or withdraw.” “That I will do. My name is Cadfael, a
brother of Shrewsbury, and the herbalist who made the oil with which Gervase
Bonel was poisoned. My honour is involved. The means of comfort and healing
must not be used to kill. I was called to attend the dying man, and I am here
now to demand justice for him. Allow me, if you will, to tell you how this
death befell.” He told the story very baldly, the narrow
circle of those present, of whom one, the stepson, seemed then to be the only
one with anything to gain from the death. “Meurig, as it seemed to us, had nothing
to gain, but you and I have now seen how much, indeed, was at stake for him. The agreement with my abbey had not been
completed, and by Walsh law, which we had not understood could be invoked in
the matter, he is the heir. Let me tell you his story as I see it. Ever since
he grew a man he has been well aware that by Welsh law his position as heir was
unassailable, and he was well content to wait for his father’s death, like any
other son, before claiming his inheritance. Even the will Gervase Bonel made,
after his second marriage, making his stepson his heir, did not trouble Meurig,
for how could such a claim stand against his right as a true son of the man’s
blood? But it was a different case when his father granted his manor to the
abbey of Shrewsbury in return for housing, food and comfort for
life, after the usual fashion of such retirements. I do believe that if that
agreement had been completed and sealed at once, all would have been over, and
this man would have grown reconciled to his loss and never become a murderer.
But because my abbot was summoned away to London, with good reason to think
that another may be appointed in his place, he would not complete the charter,
and that respite caused Meurig to hope again, and to look about him desperately
for the means to prevent it ever being completed. For, see, if the abbey ever
established its legal right by final ratification, his position at law would
have been hopeless. How could he fight Shrewsbury abbey? They have influence
enough to ensure that any suit should be tried in an English court and by English
law, and by English law, I acknowledge it with regret and shame, such children
as Meurig are deprived, and cannot inherit. I say it was mere chance, and that
resulting from an act of kindness, that showed him where to find the means to
kill, and tempted him to use it. And great pity it is, for he was never meant
to be a murderer. But here he stands in his guilt, and must not and cannot
enter into possession of the fruit of his crime.” The presiding judge sat back with a heavy
and troubled sigh, and looked at Meurig, who had heard all this with a
motionless face and a still body. “You have heard and understood what is
charged against you. Do you wish now to answer?” “I have nothing to answer,” said Meurig,
wise in his desperation. “This is nothing but words. There is no substance.
Yes, I was there in the house, as he has told you, with my father’s wife, the
boy her son, and the two servants. But that is all. Yes, by chance I have been
in the infirmary, and did know of this oil he speaks of. But where is there any
thread to link me with the act? I could as well put forward the same story
against any of those in that household that day, and with as little proof, but
I will not. The sheriff’s officers have held from the beginning that my father’s
stepson did this thing. I don’t say that is true. I say only that there is no
proof to entangle me rather than any other.” “We have still nothing but words, and
deceptive words, too,” said Meurig, gaining a little confidence. “For this
bottle has not been found, or
we should have known it from the sheriff’s men. This is a whole-cloth tale
compounded for this court alone.” For of course he did not know; not even
Edwin knew, not even Hugh Beringar, only Cadfael and Brother Mark. Thank God
for Brother Mark, who had done the finding and marked the place, and was in no
suspicion of being anyone’s corrupted agent. Cadfael reached into his pouch, and
brought forth the vial of flawed green glass, unwrapping it carefully from the
napkin in which it was rolled. “Yes, it has been found. Here it is!” And he
held it out sharply at the full stretch of his arm into Meurig’s appalled face. The instant of sick disintegration passed
valiantly, but Cadfael had witnessed it, and now there was no shadow of doubt
left, none. And it was a piercing grief to him, for he had liked this young
man. “This,” said Cadfael, whirling to face
the bench, “was found, not by me, but by an innocent novice who knew little of
the case, and has nothing to gain by lying. And it was found—the place is
recorded—in the ice of the mill-pond, under the window of the inner room of
that house. In that room the boy Edwin Gurney was never for one moment alone, and
could not have thrown this out from that window. Inspect it, if you will. But
carefully, for the marks of the oil are there in a dried stream down one outer
side of the vial, and the dregs are still easily identifiable within.” Meurig watched the small, dreadful thing
being passed among the three in its napkin, and said with arduous calm: “Even
granted this—for we have not the finder here to speak for himself!—there were
four of us there who could well have gone in and out of that inner room the
rest of the day. Indeed, I was the only one to leave, for I went back to my
master’s shop in the town. They remained there, living in the house.” Nevertheless, it had become a trial. Even
with his admirable and terrible gallantry, he could not entirely prevent the
entry of a note of defence. And he knew it, and was afraid, not for himself,
for the object of his absorbing love, the land on which he had been born.
Brother Cadfael was torn in a measure he had hardly expected. It was time to
end it, with one fatal cast that might produce success or failure, for he could
not bear this partition of his mind much longer, and Edwin was in a prison
cell, something even Meurig did not yet know, something that might have
reassured him if he had been aware of it, but no less might have moved and
dismayed him. Never once, in that long afternoon of questioning, had Meurig
sought to turn suspicion upon Edwin, even when the sergeant pointed the way. “Draw out the stopper,” said Cadfael to
the three judges, almost strident now in his urgency. “Note the odour, it is
still strong enough to be recognised again. You must take my word for it that
it was the means of death. And you see how it has run down the vial. It was
stoppered in haste after the act, for all was then done in haste. Yet some
creature carried this vial on his person for a considerable while after, until
the sheriffs officers had come and gone. In this condition, oiled without as
well as within. It would leave a greasy stain not easy to remove, and a strong
smell—yes, I see you detect the smell.” He swung upon Meurig, pointing to the
coarse linen scrip that hung at his belt. “This, as I recall, you wore that day.
Let the judges themselves examine, with the vial in their hands,
and see whether it lay within there an hour, two hours or more, and left its
mark and its odour. Come, Meurig, unbuckle and give up your scrip.” Meting indeed dropped a hand to the buckles,
as though stunned into obedience. And after this while, Cadfael knew, there
might be nothing to find, even though he no longer had any doubts that the vial
had indeed lain within there all that prolonged and agonising afternoon of
Bonel’s death. It needed only a little hardihood and a face of brass, and the
single fragile witness against Meurig might burst like a bubble, and leave
nothing but the scattered dew of suspicion, like the moisture a bubble leaves
on the hand. But he could not be sure! He could not be sure! And to examine the
scrip and find nothing would not be to exonerate him completely, but to examine
it and find the seam stained with oil, and still with the penetrating scent
clinging, would be to condemn him utterly. The fingers that had almost
withdrawn the first thong suddenly closed into a clenched fist denying access. “No!” he said hoarsely. “Why should I
submit to this indignity? He is the abbey’s man sent to besmirch my claim.” “It is a reasonable requirement,” said
the presiding judge austerely. “There is no question of your surrendering it to
anyone but this court. There can be no suspicion that we have anything to gain
by discrediting you. The bench requires you to hand it over to the clerk.” The clerk, accustomed to having the court’s
orders respected without demur, advanced trustingly, extending a hand. Meurig
dared not take the risk. Suddenly he whirled and sprang for the open door,
scattering the old men who had come to back his claim. In a moment he was out
into the wintry light of the morning, running like a deer. Behind him uproar
broke out, and half of those in the church poured out after the fugitive,
though their pursuit was half-hearted after the first instinctive rush. They
saw Meurig vault the stone wall of the churchyard and head for the fringes of
woodland that clothed the hillside behind. In a moment he was lost to view
among the trees. In the half-deserted church a heavy
silence fell. The old men looked at one another
helplessly, and made no move to join the hunt. The three judges conferred in
low and anxious tones. Cadfael stood drooping in a weariness that seemed
temporarily to have deprived him of energy or thought, until at last he drew
breath long and deeply, and looked up. “It is not a confession, nor has there
been a formal charge, or any suit as yet brought against him. But it is
evidence for a boy who is now in prison at Shrewsbury on suspicion of this
crime. Let me say what can and should be said for Meurig: he did not know Edwin
Gurney had been taken, of that I am sure.” “We have now no choice but to pursue him,”
said the presiding judge, “and it will be done. But certainly the record of
this court must be sent, out of courtesy, to the sheriff at Shrewsbury, and at
once. Will that content you?” “It’s all I ask. Send also, if you will,
the vial, concerning which a novice by the name of Mark will testify, for it
was he who found it. Send all to Hugh Beringar, the sheriff’s deputy, who is in
charge, and deliver the report only to him, of your kindness. I wish I might
go, but I have still work to do here.” “It will take some hours for our clerks
to make the necessary copies and have them certified. But by tomorrow evening,
at latest, the report shall be delivered. I think your prisoner will have
nothing more to fear.” Brother Cadfael uttered his thanks, and
went out from the church into a village thronging with agitated, head-shaking
neighbours. The tale of the morning’s events was on the wing by now, surely
already being carried over the hills throughout the commote of Cynllaith, but
even rumour had not flown so fast as Meurig, for nothing was seen of him all
that day. Cadfael led his horse from the paddock, and mounted and rode. The
weariness that had fallen upon him when the need for effort ended so suddenly
was subsiding slowly into a desperate sadness, and that again into a drear but
grateful calm. He took the journey back very slowly, for he needed time to
think, and above all, time for another to do some even more urgent thinking. He
passed by the manor-house of Mallilie
with only a rueful glance. The ending would not be there. He was very well aware that it was not
yet over. “You are back in good time, brother,”
said Simon, stoking the brazier with fresh fuel for the evening. “Whatever your
business, I trust God prospered it.” “He did,” said Cadfael. “And now it must
be your turn to rest, and leave the remaining work to me. I’ve stabled and
groomed and fed the horse, he’s not overdone for I took things gently with him.
After supper there’ll be time for shutting the hen-house and seeing to the cow,
and light enough still to bring down the ewes in lamb to the barn, for I think
there may be harder frost in the night. Curious how the light lies in these
hills a good half-hour longer than in the town.” “Your Welsh eyes, brother, are only just
regaining their proper vision. There are few nights here that a man could not
travel safely even among the upland bogs, knowing the ground at all well. Only
in the woods is it ever truly dark. I talked with a wandering brother from the
north once, a rough red-haired man with a tongue I could barely understand, a
Scot. He said in his far country there were nights when the sun barely set
before it rose again on the other side, and you could see your way in an
endless afterglow. But I do not know,” said Brother Simon wistfully, “if he was
romancing. I have never been further than Chester.” Brother Cadfael forbore from citing his
own travels, remembered now with the astonished contentment of a man at rest.
To tell the truth, he had enjoyed the storms no less than he now enjoyed the
calm, if this was indeed calm: but each had its own time and place. “I’ve been glad of this stay with you,”
he said, and that at least was true “It smells like Gwynedd here. And the folk
hereabouts have me speaking Welsh to them, and that’s gain, for I use it little
enough in Shrewsbury.” Brother Barnabas came with the supper,
his own good bread, barley gruel, ewe’s-milk cheese and dried apples. He breathed
without labour, and strode round the house unwearied and energetic. “You see I’m
ready and able for work, brother, thanks to your skills. I could fold the ewes
myself tonight.” “You will not,” said Cadfael firmly, “for
I’ve taken that task for myself, having been truant all day. You be content to
see us devouring this baking of yours, for that’s one art I have not, and at
least I have the grace to know it, and be thankful for the skills of other men.” They ate early at Rhydycroesau, having
normally laboured out of doors from early morning. There was still a muted
half-light, the east a clear, deep blueness, the west a pallid glow, when
Cadfael went out to climb to the nearer crest and bring down the ewes already
heavy with lamb. They were few but precious, once in a while they even dropped
twins, and with care both survived. Cadfael discerned a deep and tranquil
satisfaction in the shepherd’s life. The children of his solicitude were seldom
killed, unless disease, injury or decrepitude threatened, or in time of
desperation the flock could not all be fed through the winter. Their wool and
milk were of more value than their meat, and their precious skins could be
garnered only once, and better when for distress they had to be slaughtered. So
they remained through their natural lives, growing into familiarity and affection,
trusting and being understood, even acquiring names. Shepherds had a community
of their own, peopled with gentle, obstinate, quiet companions, who did no
murder or theft or banditry, broke no laws, made no complaints, fuelled no
rebellions. All the same, he thought, climbing the
hill In long, easy strides, I could not be a shepherd for long. I should miss
all the things I deplore, the range and grasp of man for good and evil. And
instantly he was back with the struggles and victories and victims of the day. On the crest of the ridge he stood to
contemplate the coming night, aware that he must be seen from a good distance
around. The sky above was immense and very lofty, a very deep blue, with a
faint dappling of stars so new and fine that they were visible only when seen
from the corner of the eye, and a
direct stare immediately put them out. He looked down at the cluster of walled
folds and the snug dark huddle of buildings, and could not be quite sure
whether he had seen a mere quiver of movement at the corner of the barn. The
ewes, accustomed to extra pampering, were gathering about him of their own
will, ready to go down into the steamy, wool-scented warmth of the barn for the
night. Their rounded sides and bellies swayed contentedly as they walked. By
this light only an occasional gleam showed the disconcerting yellow stare of
their eyes. When at last he stirred, and began slowly
to descend the hill, they followed daintily on their little, agile feet,
crowding close, jostling one another, the mild, warm, greasy smell of their
fleeces making a flowing cloud about them. He counted, called softly back to
one or two stragglers, young ones in their first lamb, and irresponsible,
though they came hurrying at his call. Now he had them all. Apart from himself and his little flock,
the night was empty and still, unless that was the momentary intrusion and
instant withdrawal of some live thing he had caught between the buildings
below. Blessedly, Brother Simon and Brother Barnabas had taken him at his word,
and remained contentedly in the warmth of the house, by this time probably
nodding over the brazier. He brought his charges down to the large
barn, half of which was cleared by now for their housing at night until they
gave birth. The wide doors opened inwards, he thrust them open before him and
ushered his flock within, where there was a rack filled for their use, and a
trough of water. These needed no light to find their way. The interior of the
barn was still peopled with vague, bulky shadows, but otherwise dark, and
smelled of dried grass and clover and the fat scent of fleeces. The mountain
sheep had not the long, curly wool of the lowlands, but they brought a very
thick, short fleece that carried almost as much wool of a somewhat less
valuable kind, and they converted handsomely the pasture their spoiled lowland
cousins could not make use of. Their cheeses alone were worth their keep. An arm encircled him from behind, pinning
both arms fast to his body, and he made no move to recoil or resist. “And did
you think when you destroyed me, brother,” panted a suffocating voice in his
ear, “that I would go into the dark alone?” “I have been expecting you, Meurig,” said
Brother Cadfael quietly. “Close the door! You may safely, I shall not move. You
and I have no need now of witnesses.” Chapter Ten “NO,” SAID THE VOICE IN HIS EAR, low and
savagely, “no need of witnesses. My business is with you alone, monk, and brief
enough.” But the arms withdrew from him, and in a moment the heavy doors closed
with a hollow sound upon the glimpse of sky in which, from this walled darkness
within, the stars showed doubly large and bright. Cadfael stood motionless, and heard the
soft brushing of cloth as Meurig leaned back against the closed door, arms
spread, drawing deep breaths to savour the moment of arrival, and anticipate
the last vengeful achievement. There was no other way out, and he knew his
quarry had not moved by so much as a step. “You have branded me murderer, why should
I draw back now from murder? You have ruined me, shamed me, made me a reproach
to my own kin, taken from me my birthright, my land, my good name, everything
that made my existence worth calling a life, and I will have your life in
recompense. I cannot live now, I cannot even die, until I have been your death,
Brother Cadfael.” Strange how the simple act of giving his
victim a name changed everything, even this blind relationship, like the first
gleam of light. Further light could only assist the change. “Hanging behind the door, where you are,”
said Cadfael practically, “you’ll find a lantern, and
on another nail there a leather bag with flint and steel and tinder in it. We
may as well see each other. Take care with the sparks, you’ve nothing against
our sheep, and fire would bring people running. There’s a shelf where the
lantern will stand.” “And you will make your bid to keep your
forfeit life. I know!” “I shall not move hand or foot,” said
Cadfael patiently. “Why do you suppose I have made so certain the last work
tonight should fall to me? Did I not say I was expecting you? I have no weapon,
and if I had I would not use it. I finished with arms many years ago.” There was a long pause, during which,
though he felt that more was expected of him, he added nothing more. Then he
heard the creek of the lantern as Meurig’s questing hand found it, the grating
noise of the horn shutter being opened, the groping of fingers to find the
shelf, and the sound of the lantern being set down there. Flint and steel
tapped sharply several times, sparks flashed and vanished, and then a corner of
charred cloth caught and held the tiny fire, and Meurig’s face hung ghostlike
over it, blowing until the wick caught in its turn, and sent up a lengthening
flame. Dim yellow light brought into being the feeding-rack, the trough, the
forest of shadows in the network of beams above, and the placid, incurious
ewes; and Cadfael and Meurig stood looking intently at each other. “Now,” said Cadfael, “you can at least
see to take what you came for.” And he sat down and settled himself solidly on
a corner of the feeding-rack. Meurig came towards him with long,
deliberate strides through the straw-dust and chaff of the floor. His face was
fixed and grey, his eyes sunken deep into his head and burning with frenzy and
pain. So close that their knees touched, he advanced the knife slowly until the
point pricked Cadfael’s throat; along eight inches of steel they eyed each
other steadily. “Are you not afraid of death?” asked
Meurig, barely above a whisper. “I’ve brushed elbows with him before. We
respect each other. In any case there’s no evading him
for ever, we all come to it, Meurig. Gervase Bonel… you… I. We have to die,
every one of us, soon or late. But we do not have
to kill. You and I both made a choice, you only a week or so ago, I when I
lived by the sword. Here am I, as you willed it. Now take what you want of me.” He did not take his eyes from Meurig’s
eyes, but he saw at the edge of vision the tightening of the strong brown
fingers and the bracing of the muscles in the wrist to strike home. But there
was no other movement. All Meurig’s body seemed suddenly to writhe in an
anguished attempt to thrust, and still he could not. He wrenched himself
backward, and a muted animal moan came from his throat. He cast the knife out
of his hand to whine and stick quivering in the beaten earth of the floor, and
flung up both arms to clasp his head, as though all his strength of body and
will could not contain or suppress the pain that filled him to overflowing.
Then his knees gave under him, and he was crouched in a heap at Cadfael’s feet,
his face buried in his arms against the hay-rack. Round yellow eyes, above
placidly chewing muzzles, looked on in detached surprise at the strangeness of
men. Broken sounds came from Meurig’s buried
mouth, muffled and sick with despair “Oh, God, that I could so face my death…
for I owe it, I owe it, and dare not pay! If I were clean… if I were only clean
again…”And in a great groan he said: “Oh, Mallilie…” “Yes,” said Cadfael softly. “A very fair
place. Yet there is a world outside it.” “Not for me, not for me… I am forfeit.
Give me up! Help me… help me to be fit to die…” He raised himself suddenly, and
looked up at Cadfael, clutching with one hand at the skirts of his habit. “Brother,
those things you said of me… never meant to be a murderer, you said…” “Have I not proved it?” said Cadfael. “I
live, and it was not fear that stayed your hand.” “Mere chance that led me, you said, and
that because of an act of simple kindness… Great pity it is, you said! Pity…
Did you mean all those things, brother? Is there pity?” “No,” said Meurig, very low, and
shuddered at the thought of the upright old man now utterly bereft. “Then you do not know that Edwin was
fetched away from there by the sheriff’s men, and is now in prison in
Shrewsbury.” No, he had not known. He looked up
aghast, seeing the implication, and shook with the fervour of his denial: “No,
that I swear I did not do. I was tempted… I could not prevent that they cast
the blame on him, but I did not betray him… I sent him here, I would have seen
that he got clear… I know it was not enough, but oh, this at least don’t lay to
my charge! God knows I liked the boy well.” “I also know it,” said Cadfael, “and know
it was not you who sent them to take him. No one wittingly betrayed him. None
the less, he was taken. Tomorrow will see him free again. Take that for one
thing set right, where many are past righting.” Meurig laid his clasped hands,
white-knuckled with tension, on Cadfael’s knees, and lifted a tormented face
into the soft light of the lantern. “Brother, you have been conscience to other
men in your time, for God’s sake do as much by me, for I am sick, I am maimed,
I am not my own. You said… great pity! Hear me all my evil!” “Child,” said Cadfael, shaken, and laid
his own hand over the stony fists that felt chill as ice, “I am not a priest, I
cannot give absolution, I cannot appoint penance…” “Ah, but you can, you can, none but you,
who found out the worst of me! Hear me my confession, and I shall be better
prepared, and then deliver me to my penalty, and I will not complain.” “Speak, then, if it gives you ease,” said
Cadfael heavily, and kept his hand closed over Meurig’s as the story spilled
out in broken gouts of words, like blood from a wound: how he
had gone to the infirmary with no ill thought, to pleasure an old man, and
learned by pure chance of the properties of the oil he was using for its true
purpose, and how it could be put to a very different use. Only then had the
seed been planted in his mind. He had a few weeks, perhaps, of grace before
Mallilie was lost to him forever, and here was a means of preventing the loss. “And it grew in me, the thought that it
would not be a hard thing to do… and the second time I went there I took the
vial with me, and filled it. But it was still only a mad dream… Yet I carried
it with me, that last day, and I told myself it would be easy to put in his
mead, or mull wine for him… I might never have done it, only willed it, though
that is sin enough. But when I came to the house, they were all in the inner
room together, and I heard Aldith saying how the prior had sent a dish from his
own table, a dainty to please my father. It was there simmering on the hob, a
spoon in it… The thing was done almost before I knew I meant to do it… And then
I heard Aelfric and Aldith coming back from the table, and I had no time for
more than to step quickly outside the door again, as if I had just opened it,
and I was scraping my shoes clean to come in when they came into the kitchen…
What could they think but that I had only just come? A score of times in the
next hour, God knows how wildly, I wished it undone, but such things cannot be
undone, and I am damned… What could I do but go forward, when there was no
going back?” What, indeed, short of what he was doing now,
and this had been forced on him. Yet it was not to kill that he had flown like
a homing bird to this meeting, whatever he himself had believed. “So I went on. I fought for the fruit of
my sin, for Mallilie, as best I could. I never truly hated my father, but
Mallilie I truly loved, and it was mine, mine… if only I could have come by it
cleanly! But there is justice, and I have lost, and I make no complaint. Now
deliver me up, and let me pay for his death with mine, as is due. I will go
with you willingly, if you will wish me peace.” “You asked your penance of me,” said
Cadfael at last. “Do you still ask it? And will you bear it and keep faith, no
matter how terrible it may be?” The heavy head stirred on his knee. “I
will,” said Meurig in a whisper, “and be grateful.” “You want no easy penalty?” “I want all my due. How else can I find
peace?” “Very well, you have pledged yourself.
Meurig, you came for my life, but when it came to the stroke, you could not
take it. Now you lay your life in my hands, and I find that I cannot take it,
either, that I should be wrong to take it. What benefit to the world would your
blood be? But your hands, your strength, your will, that virtue you still have
within you, these may yet be of the greatest profit. You want to pay in full.
Pay, then! Yours is a lifelong penance, Meurig, I rule that you shall live out
your life—and may it be long!—and pay back all your debts by having regard to
those who inhabit this world with you. The tale of your good may yet outweigh a
thousand times the tale of your evil. This is the penance I lay on you.” Meurig stirred slowly, and raised a dazed
and wondering face, neither relieved nor glad, only utterly bewildered. “You
mean it? This is what I must do?” “This is what you must do. Live, amend,
in your dealings with sinners remember your own frailty, and in your dealings
with the innocent, respect and use your own strength in their service.
Do as well as you can, and leave the rest to God, and how much more can saints
do?” “They will be hunting for me,” said
Meurig, still doubting and marvelling. “You will not hold that I’ve failed you
if they take and hang me?” “They will not take you. By tomorrow you
will be well away from here. There is a horse in the stable next to the barn,
the horse I rode today. Horses in these parts can very easily be stolen, it’s
an old Welsh game, as I know. But this one will not be stolen. I give it, and I
will be answerable. There is a whole world to reach on horseback, where a true
penitent can make his way step by step through a long life towards grace. Were
I you, I should cross the hills as far west as you may before daylight, and
then bear north into Gwynedd, where you are not known. But you know these hills
better than I.” “I know them well,” said Meurig, and now
his face had lost its anguish in open and childlike wonder. “And this is all?
All you ask of me?” “You will find it heavy enough,” said
Brother Cadfael. “But yes, there is one thing more. When you are well clear,
make your confession to a priest, ask him to write it down and have it sent to
the sheriff at Shrewsbury. What has passed today in Llansilin will release
Edwin, but I would not have any doubt or shadow left upon him when you are
gone.” “Neither would I,” said Meurig. “It shall
be done.” “Come, then, you have a long pilgrimage
to go. Take up your knife again.” And he smiled. “You will need it to cut your
bread and hunt your meat.” It was ending strangely. Meurig rose like
one in a dream, both spent and renewed, as though some rainfall from heaven had
washed him out of his agony and out of his wits, to revive, a man half-drowned
and wholly transformed. Cadfael had to lead him by the hand, once they had put
out the lantern. Outside, the night was very still and starlit, on the edge of
frost. In the stable Cadfael himself saddled the horse. “Rest him when you safely may. He’s
carried me today, but that was no great journey. I’d give you the mule, for he’s
fresh, but he’d be slower, and more
questionable under a Welshman. There, mount and go. Go with God!” Meurig shivered at that, but the pale,
fixed brightness of his face did not change. With a foot already in the
stirrup, he said with sudden inexpressibly grave and burdened humility: “Give me your blessing! For I am bound by
you while I live.” He was gone, up the slope above the
folds, by ways he knew better than did the man who had set him free to ride
them, back into the world of the living. Cadfael looked after him for only a
moment, before turning down towards the house. He thought as he went: Well, if
I have loosed you on the world unchanged and perilous, if this cleansing wears
off once you are safe, then on me be the guilt. But he found he could not feel
greatly afraid; the more he reviewed the course he had taken, the more profound
became his soul’s tranquillity. “You were a long time, brother,” said
Simon, welcoming him with pleasure into the evening warmth within the house. “We
were wondering about you.” “I was tempted to stay and meditate among
the ewes,” said Brother Cadfael. “They are so calming. And it is a beautiful
night.” Chapter Eleven IT WAS A GOOD CHRISTMAS; he had never
known one more firelit and serene. The simple outdoor labour was bliss after
stress, he would not have exchanged it for the ceremonial and comparative
luxury of the abbey. The news that came in from the town, before the first snow
discouraged travel, made a kind of shrill overtone to the homely Christmas
music they made between them, with three willing but unskilled voices and three
contented and fulfilled hearts. Hugh Beringar sent word, not only that he had
received the record of the Llansilin court, but also that Edwin’s well-meant
conciliatory gift had been cast up in the shallows near Atcham, in considerable
disarray, but still recognisable. The boy was restored to his doting mother,
and the Bonel household could breathe freely again, now that the culprit was
known. The apologetic report that the horse belonging to the Rhydycroesau
sheepfolds had gone missing, due to Brother Cadfael’s reprehensible failure to
bar the stable door securely, had been noted with appropriate displeasure by
the chapter of the abbey, and repayment in some form awaited him on his return. As for the fugitive Meurig, cried through
Powys for murder, the hunt had never set eyes on him since, and the trail was
growing cold. Even the report of his voluntary confession, sent by a priest
from a hermitage in Penllyn, did not revive the scent, for the man was long
gone, and no one knew where. Nor was Owain Gwynedd likely
to welcome incursions on his territory in pursuit of criminals against whom he
had no complaint, and who should never have been allowed to slip through
authority’s fingers in the first place. In fact, all was very well. Cadfael was
entirely happy among the sheep, turning a deaf ear to the outer world. He felt
he had earned a while of retreat. His only regret was that the first deep snow
prevented him from riding to visit Ifor ap Morgan, to whom he owed what
consolation there was to be found for him. Frail though it might seem, Cadfael
found it worth cherishing, and so would Ifor; and the very old are very
durable. They had no less than three Christmas
morning lambs, a single and twins. They brought them all, with their dams, into
the house and made much of them, for these innocents shared their stars with
the Christchild. Brother Barnabas, wholly restored, nursed the infants in his
great hands and capacious lap, and was as proud as if he had produced them of
his own substance. They were very merry together, in a quiet celebration,
before Brother Cadfael left them to return to Shrewsbury. His patient was by
this time the most vigorous force within twenty miles round, and there was no
more need for a physician here at Rhydycroesau. The snow had abated in a temporary thaw,
when Cadfael mounted his mule, three days after the feast, and set out southwards
for Shrewsbury. He made a long day of it because he did
not take the direct road to Oswestry, but went round to pay his delayed visit
on Ifor ap Morgan before cutting due east from Croesau Bach to strike the main
road well south of the town. What he had to say to Ifor, and what Ifor replied
to him, neither of them ever confided to a third. Certainly when Cadfael
mounted again, it was in better heart that he set out, and in better heart that
Ifor remained alone. By reason of this detour it was already
almost dusk when Cadfael’s mule padded over the Welsh bridge into Shrewsbury,
and through the hilly streets alive with people and business
again after the holiday. No time now to turn aside from the Wyle for the
pleasure of being let in by the shrewd little housewife Alys, and viewing the
jubilation of the Bellecote family; that would have to keep for another day. No
doubt Edwy was long since released from his pledge to keep to home, and off
with his inseparable uncle on whatever work, play or mischief offered. The
future of Mallilie still lay in the balance; it was to be hoped that the lawmen
would not manage to take the heart out of it in their fees, before anyone got
acknowledged possession. And here round the curve of the Wyle the
arc of the river showed before him, the waning day regaining half its light as
he stepped on to the open span and passed through the gates on to the
draw-bridge. Here Edwin checked in his indignant flight to hurl away his
despised offering. And here beyond was the level road opening before him, and
on his right the house where Richildis must still be living, and the mill-pond,
a dull silver plane in the twilight; then the wall of the abbey enclosure, the
west front and the parish door of the great church looming before him, and on
his right hand the gate-house. He turned in and checked in astonishment
at the bustle and noise that met him. The porter was out at his door, brushed
and flushed and important as though for a bishop’s visitation, and the great
court was full of brothers and lay brothers and officials running to and fro
busily, or gathered in excited groups, conversing in raised voices, and looking
round eagerly at every creature who entered at the gate. Cadfael’s coming
caused one such stir, which subsided with unflattering promptness when he was
recognised. Even the schoolboys were out whispering and chirruping together
under the wall of the gatehouse, and travellers crowded into the doorway of the
guest-hall. Brother Jerome stood perched on the mounting-block by the hail, his
attention divided between giving orders left and right, and watching every
moment at the gate. In Cadfael’s absence he seemed, if anything, to have grown
more self-important and officious than ever. Cadfael lighted down, prepared to stable
his own beast, but unsure whether the mules might still
be housed in the barn on the horse-fair; and out of the weaving excitement
around him Brother Mark came darting with a whoop of pleasure. “Oh, Cadfael, what joy to see you! Such
happenings! And I thought you would be missing everything, and all the while
you were in the thick of it. We’ve heard about the court at Llansilin… Oh, you’re
so welcome home again!” “So I see,” said Cadfael, “if this
reception is for me.” “Mine
is!” said Brother Mark fervently. “But this… Of course, you won’t have heard
yet. We’re all waiting for Abbot Heribert. One of the carters was out to St.
Giles a while ago, and he saw them, they’ve made a stop at the hospital there.
He came to give the word. Brother Jerome is waiting to run and tell Prior
Robert as soon as they come in at the gate. They’ll be here any moment.” “And no news until they come? Will it
still be Abbot Heribert, I
wonder?” said Cadfael ruefully. “We don’t know. But everybody’s afraid…
Brother Petrus is muttering awful things into his ovens, and vowing he’ll quit
the order. And Jerome is unbearable!” He turned to glare, so far as his mild,
plain face was capable of glaring, at the incubus of whom he spoke, and behold,
Brother Jerome had vanished from his mounting-block, and was scurrying
head-down for the abbot’s lodging. “Oh, they must be coming! Look—the prior!” Robert sailed forth from his appropriated
lodging, immaculately robed, majestically tall, visible above all the peering
heads. His face was composed into otherworldly serenity, benevolence and piety,
ready to welcome his old superior with hypocritical reverence, and assume his
office with hypocritical humility; all of which he would do very beautifully,
and with noble dignity. And in at the gate ambled Heribert, a
small, rotund, gentle elderly man of unimpressive appearance, who rode like a
sack on his white mule, and had the grime and mud and weariness of the journey
upon him. He wore, at sight, the print of demotion and retirement in his face
and bearing, yet he looked pleasantly
content, like a man who has just laid by a heavy burden, and straightened up to
draw breath. Humble by nature, Heribert was uncrushable. His own clerk and
grooms followed a respectful few yards behind; but at his elbow rode a tall,
spare, sinewy Benedictine with weathered features and shrewd blue eyes, who
kept pace with him in close attendance, and eyed him, Cadfael thought, with
something of restrained affection. A new brother for the house, perhaps. Prior Robert sailed through the jostling,
whispering brothers like a fair ship through disorderly breakers, and extended
both hands to Heribert as soon as his foot touched ground. “Father, you are
most heartily welcome home! There is no one here but rejoices to see you back
among us, and I trust blessed and confirmed in office, our superior as before.” To do him justice, thought Cadfael
critically, it was not often he lied as blatantly as that, and certainly he did
not realise even now that he was lying. And to be honest, what could he or any man
say in this situation, however covetously he exulted in the promotion he
foresaw for himself? You can hardly tell a man to his face that you’ve been
waiting for him to go, and he should have done it long ago. “Indeed, Robert, I’m happy to be back
with you,” said Heribert, beaming. “But no, I must inform all here that I am no
longer their abbot, only their brother. It has been judged best that another
should have charge, and I bow to that judgment, and am come home to serve
loyally as a simple brother under you.” “Oh, no!”
whispered Brother Mark, dismayed. “Oh, Cadfael, look, he grows taller!” And indeed it seemed that Robert’s silver
head was suddenly even loftier, as if by the acquisition of a mitre. But
equally suddenly there was another head as lofty as his; the stranger had
dismounted at leisure, almost unremarked, and stood at Heribert’s side. The
ring of thick, straight dark hair round his tonsure was hardly touched with
grey, yet he was probably at least as old as Robert, and his intelligent hatchet
of a face was just as incisive, if less beautiful. “Here I present to you all,” said
Heribert almost fondly, “Father Radulfus, appointed
by the legatine council to have rule here in our abbey as from this day.
Receive your new abbot and reverence him, as I, Brother Heribert of this house,
have already learned to do.” There was a profound hush, and then a
great stir and sigh and smile that ran like a quiet wave all through the
assembly in the great court. Brother Mark clutched Cadfael’s arm and buried
what might otherwise have been a howl of delight in his shoulder. Brother
Jerome visibly collapsed, like a pricked bladder, and turned the identical
wrinkled mud-colour. Somewhere at the rear there was a definite crow, like a
game-cock celebrating a kill, though it was instantly suppressed, and no one
could trace its origin. It may well have been Brother Petrus, preparing to rush
back into his kitchen and whip all his pots and pans into devoted service for
the newcomer who had disjointed Prior Robert’s nose in the moment of its most
superb elevation. As for the prior himself, he had not the
figure or the bearing to succumb to deflation like his clerk, nor the kind of
complexion that could be said to blench. His reaction was variously reported
afterwards. Brother Denis the hospitaller claimed that Robert had rocked back
on his heels so alarmingly that it was a wonder he did not fall flat on his
back. The porter alleged that he blinked violently, and remained glassy-eyed
for minutes afterwards. The novices, after comparing notes, agreed that if
looks could have killed, they would have had a sudden death in their midst, and
the victim would not have been the new abbot, but the old, who by so
ingenuously acknowledging his future subordination to Robert as prior had led
him to believe in his expected promotion to the abbacy, only to shatter the
illusion next moment. Brother Mark, very fairly, said that only a momentary
marble stillness, and the subsequent violent agitation of the prior’s Adam’s-apple
as he swallowed gall, had betrayed his emotions. Certainly he had been forced
to a heroic effort at recovery, for Heribert had proceeded benignly: “And to you, Father Abbot, I make known
Brother Robert Pennant, who has been an exemplary
support to me as prior, and I am sure will serve you with the same selfless
devotion.” “It was beautiful!”
said Brother Mark later, in the garden workshop where he had submitted somewhat
self-consciously to having his stewardship reviewed, and been relieved and
happy at being commended. “But I feel ashamed now. It was wicked of me to feel
such pleasure in someone else’s downfall.” “Oh, come, now!” said Cadfael absently,
busy unpacking his scrip and replacing the jars and bottles he had brought back
with him. “Don’t reach for the halo too soon. You have plenty of time to enjoy
yourself, even a little maliciously sometimes, before you settle down to being
a saint. It was beautiful, and almost every soul there rejoiced in it. Let’s
have no hypocrisy.” Brother Mark let go of his scruples, and
had the grace to grin. “But all the same, when Father Heribert could meet him
with no malice at all, and such affection…” “Brother Heribert! And you do yourself
less than justice,” said Cadfael fondly. “You’re still endearingly green, it
seems. Did you think all those well-chosen words were hit upon by accident? ‘A
simple brother under you… ’ He
could as well have said among you, since he was speaking to us all a moment
before. And ‘with the same selfless devotion,’ indeed! Yes, the very same! And
by the look of our new abbot, Robert will be waiting a long, long time before
there’s another vacancy there.” Brother Mark dangled his legs from the
bench by the wall, and gaped in startled consternation. “Do you mean he did it
all on purpose?” “He could have sent one of the grooms a
day ahead, couldn’t he, if he’d wished to give warning? He could at least have
sent one on from St. Giles to break the news gently. And privately! A
long-suffering soul, but he took a small revenge today.” He was touched by
Brother Mark’s stricken face. “Don’t look so shocked! You’ll never get to be a
saint if you deny the bit of the devil in you. And
think of the benefit he’s conferred on Prior Robert’s soul!” “In showing the vanity of ambition?”
hazarded Mark doubtfully. “In teaching him not to count his
chickens. There, now be off to the warming-room, and get me all the gossip, and
I’ll join you in a little while, after I’ve had a word or two with Hugh
Beringar.” “Well, it’s over, and as cleanly as we
could have hoped,” said Beringar, comfortable beside the brazier with a beaker
of mulled wine from Cadfael’s store in his hand. “Documented and done with, and
the cost might well have been higher. A very fine woman, by the way, your
Richildis, it was a pleasure to hand her boy back to her. I’ve no doubt he’ll
be in here after you as soon as he hears you’re back, as he soon will, for I’ll
call at the house on my way into the town.” There had been few direct questions
asked, and few but oblique answers. Their conversation was often as devious as
their relationship was easy and secure, but they understood each other. “I hear you lost a horse while you were
up on the borders,” said Beringar. “Mea culpa!” owned Cadfael. “I left the
stable unlocked.” “About the same time as the Llansilin
court lost a man,” observed Hugh. “Well, you’re surely not blaming me for
that. I found him for them, and then they couldn’t keep their hold on him.” “I suppose they’ll have the price of the
horse out of you, one way or the other?” “No doubt it will come up at chapter tomorrow.
No matter,” said Brother Cadfael placidly, “as long as no one here can dun me
for the price of the man.” “That can only be charged at another
chapter. But it could come high.” But Hugh’s sharp, dark face behind the quivering
vapour from the brazier was smiling. “I’ve been saving a piece of news for you,
Cadfael, my friend. Every few days a new wonder out of Wales! Only yesterday I
got word from Chester that a rider who gave no name came into one of the
granges of the monastery of Beddgelert, and left there his horse, asking that
the brothers would give it stable-room until it could be returned to the
Benedictine brothers at the sheepfolds of Rhydycroesau, whence it had been
borrowed. They don’t yet know of it at Rhydycroesau, for they had their first
snow before us, up there in Arfon, and there was no chance of getting a
messenger through overland, and I gather is none even yet. But the horse is
there, and safe. Whoever the stranger was,” said Hugh innocently, “he must have
left it there no more than two days after our own vanished malefactor made his
confession in Penllyn. The word came by way of Bangor, when they could reach
it, and by sea to Chester with one of the coastal boats. So it seems you’ll get
a shorter penance than you bargained for.” “Beddgelert, eh!” said Cadfael,
pondering. “And left there on foot, it seems. Where do you suppose he was
bound, Hugh? Clynnog or Caergybi, and oversea to Ireland?” “Why not into the cells of the clas at
Beddgelert?” Hugh suggested, smiling into his wine. “After all your buffeting
around the world, you came into a like harbour.” Cadfael stroked his cheeks thoughtfully. “No,
not that. Not yet! He would not think he had paid enough for that, yet.” Hugh gave a brisk bait of laughter, set
down his cup, and got to his feet, clapping Cadfael heartily on the shoulder. “I’d
better be off. Every time I come near you I find myself compounding a felony.” “But it may end like that, some day,”
said Cadfael seriously. “In a felony?” Hugh looked back from the
doorway, still smiling. “In a vocation. More than one has gone
from the one to the other, Hugh, and been profitable to the world in between.” “This ceremonial finery,” said Cadfael,
eyeing the pair of them with cautious benevolence, “can hardly be for me.” “The lord abbot sent for me,” explained
Edwin, his eyes rounding in awe at the recollection. “My mother made me put on
my best. He only came with me
out of curiosity, he wasn’t invited.” “And he
fell over his feet in the doorway,” Edwy countered promptly, “and blushed red
as a cardinal’s hat.” “I did not!” “You did! You’re doing it now.” And
indeed he was; the very suggestion produced the flooding crimson. “So Abbot Radulfus sent for you,” said
Cadfael. Clearing up unfinished business, he thought, and briskly, too. “And
what did you think of our new abbot?” Neither of these two was going to own to
being impressed. They exchanged a considering glance, and Edwy said: “He was
very fair. But I’m not sure I’d want to be a novice here.” “He said,” reported Edwin, “that it would
be matter for discussion with my mother, and with the lawmen, but clearly the
manor can’t belong to the abbey, the agreement is void, and if the will is
proven, and the earl of Chester confirms his assent as overlord, Mallilie will
be mine, and until I’m of age the abbey will leave a steward there to manage
it, and the lord abbot himself will be my guardian.” “And what did you say to that?” “I thanked him and said yes, very
heartily. What else? Who knows better how to run a manor? I can learn all the
art from them. And we are to return there, my mother and I, as soon
as we wish, and that will be very soon, if we don’t get more snows.” Edwin’s
eager brightness, though not dimmed, nevertheless grew very solemn. “Brother
Cadfael, it was a terrible thing—about Meurig. Hard to understand… Yes, for the young very hard, and almost
impossible to forgive. But where there had been liking and trust there still
remained a residue of unquenchable warmth, incompatible with the revulsion and
horror he felt for a poisoner. “I wouldn’t have let him have Mallilie
without a fight,” said Edwin, dourly intent on absolute honesty. “But if he’d
won, I don’t think I’d have grudged it to him. And if I’d won… I don’t know! He would never have shared it, would he?
But I’m glad he got away! If that’s wicked, I can’t help it. I am glad!” If it was wicked, he had company in his
fault, but Cadfael said nothing of that. “Brother Cadfael… As soon as we’re home
again in Mallilie, I mean to go and visit Ifor ap Morgan. He did give me the
kiss when I asked him. I can be a kind of grandson.” Thank God I didn’t make the mistake of
suggesting it to him, thought Cadfael devoutly. There’s nothing the young hate
and resent so much as to be urged to a good act, when they’ve already made the virtuous
resolve on their own account. “That’s very well thought of,” he said
warmly. “He’ll be glad of you. If you take Edwy with you to his house, better
teach him how to tell you apart, his eyes may not be quite so sharp as mine.” They both grinned at that. Edwy said: “He still owes me for the buffeting I got
on his account, and the night I spent in prison here. I mean to have a foot in
the door of Mallilie as often as I please on the strength of that.” “I had two
nights of it,” objected Edwin smartly, “and in a much worse place.” “You?
Never a bruise on you, and in clover there with Hugh Beringar looking after
you!” And thereupon Edwin jabbed Edwy smartly
in the middle with a stiff forefinger, and Edwy hooked a knee under Edwin’s,
and spilled him to the floor, both laughing. Cadfael looked on tolerantly for a
while, and then grasped two separate handfuls of thick, curling hair, and
plucked them apart. They rolled clear and came obligingly to their feet,
grinning broadly, and looking much less immaculate than before. “You are a pestilential pair, and I wish
Ifor ap Morgan joy of you,” said Cadfael, but very complacently. “You’re the
lord of a manor now, young Edwin, or will be when you’re of age. Then you’d
better be studying your responsibilities. Is that the kind of example uncle
should set before nephew?” Edwin stopped shaking and dusting himself
into order with abrupt gravity, and stood erect, large-eyed. “I have been
thinking of my duties, truly. There’s much I don’t yet know, and have to learn,
but I told the lord abbot… I don’t like it, I never liked it, that my
stepfather entered suit against Aelfric, and made him villein, when he thought
himself born free, as his fathers had been before him. I asked him if I could
free a man, or if I had to wait until I was of age, and got seisin myself. And
he said certainly it could be done at will, and he would be sponsor for me. I
am going to see Aelfric a free man. And I think… that is, he and Aldith…” “I
told him,” said Edwy, giving himself a brief shake, like a dog, and settling
back at ease on the bench, “that Aldith likes Aelfric, and once he’s free they
will certainly marry, and Aelfric is lettered, and knows Mallilie, and will
make a splendid steward, when the abbey hands over the manor.” “You
told me! I knew very well she liked him, only he wouldn’t say how
much he liked her. And what do you know about manors and stewards, you prentice
carpenter?” “More than you’ll ever know about wood,
and carving, and craftsmanship, you prentice baron!” They were at it again, locked in a bear’s
hug, propped in the corner of the bench, Edwy with a grip on Edwin’s russet
thatch, Edwin with fingers braced into Edwy’s ribs, tickling him into
convulsions of laughter. Cadfael hoisted the pair of them in his arms, and
heaved them towards the door. “Out! Take your cantrips off these
premises, where they hardly belong. There, go and
find a bear-pit!” Even to himself he sounded foolishly proud and proprietary. At the door they fell apart with
bewildering ease and neatness, and both turned to beam at him. Edwin remembered
to plead, in penitent haste: “Brother Cadfael, will you please come and see my
mother before we leave? She begs you!” “I will,” said Cadfael, helpless to say
otherwise, “I will, surely!” He watched them go, out towards the great
court and the gatehouse, again wrangling amiably, arms round each other in
ambiguous embrace and assault. Strange creatures at this age, capable of heroic
loyalty and gallantry under pressure, earnest in pursuing serious ends, and
reverting to the battle-play of pups from one litter when all was serene in
their world. Cadfael turned back into his workshop,
and barred the door against all the rest of the world, even Brother Mark. It
was very quiet in there, and very dim with the darkness of the timber walls and
the faint blue smoke from the brazier. A home within a home to him now, and all
he wanted. It was well over, as Hugh Beringar had said, with no more waste than
was inevitable. Edwin would have his manor, Aelfric would have his freedom, a secure
future, good ground for loosening his tongue and declaring himself to Aldith;
and no doubt, if he proved obstinate about it, she would find the means of
prompting him. Brother Rhys would have a long gossip about his kin, and his
little flask of the right spirit, and hazy memory would film over the gap left
by a lost great-nephew. Ifor ap Morgan would have a grief of his own, never
mentioned, but a hope of his own, too, and a substitute grandchild only a short
ride away. And Meurig, somewhere at large in the world, had the long penance
before him, and good need of other men’s prayers. He would not want for Cadfael’s. He settled himself at ease on the bench
where the boys had wrestled and laughed, and put up his feet comfortably. He
wondered if he could legitimately plead that he was still confined
within the enclave until Richildis left for Mallilie, and decided that that
would be cowardly only after he had decided that in any case he had no
intention of doing it. She was, after all, a very attractive
woman, even now, and her gratitude would be a very pleasant indulgence; there
was even a decided lure in the thought of a conversation that must inevitably
begin to have: “Do you remember…?” as its constant refrain. Yes, he would go.
It was not often he was able to enjoy an orgy of shared remembrances. In a week or two, after all, the entire
household would be removing to Mallilie, all those safe miles away. He was not
likely to see much of Richildis after that. Brother Cadfael heaved a deep sigh
that might have been of regret, but might equally well have been of relief. Ah, well! Perhaps it was all for the
best! About the Author ELLIS PETERS is the nom-de-crime of English novelist Edith
Pargeter, author of scores of books under her own name. She is the recipient of
the Silver Dagger Award, conferred by the Crime Writers Association in Britain,
as well as the coveted Edgar, awarded by the Mystery Writers of America. Miss
Pargeter is also well known as a translator of poetry and prose from the Czech
and has been awarded the Gold Medal and Ribbon of the Czechoslovak Society for
Foreign Relations for her services to Czech literature. She passed away in
1995, at the age of 82, at home in her beloved Shropshire. Gervase
Bonel, with his wife and servants, is a guest of the Shrewsbury Abbey of St.
Peter and St. Paul when he is suddenly taken ill. Luckily, the Abbey boasts the
services of the clever and kindly Brother Cadfael, a skilled herbalist. Cadfael
hurries to the man’s bedside, only to be confronted by two very different
surprises. In Master Bonel’s wife, the good monk recognizes Richildis, whom he
loved many years ago before he took his vows. And master Bonel himself has been
fatally poisoned by a dose of deadly monk’s hood oil from Cadfael’s laboratory.
The sheriff is convinced that the murderer is Richildis’ son, Edwin, who had
reasons aplenty to hate his stepfather. But Cadfael, guided in part by his
tender concern for a woman to whom he was once betrothed, is certain of her
son’s innocence. Using his knowledge of both herbs and the human heart, Cadfael
deciphers a deadly recipe for murder. The Third
Chronicle of Brother Cadfael, of the Benedictine Abbey of Saint Peter and Saint
Paul, at Shrewsbury By Ellis Peters ON THIS PARTICULAR MORNING at the
beginning of December, in the year 1138, Brother Cadfael came to chapter in
tranquillity of mind, prepared to be tolerant even towards the dull, pedestrian
reading of Brother Francis, and long-winded legal haverings of Brother Benedict
the sacristan. Men were variable, fallible, and to be humoured. And the year,
so stormy in its earlier months, convulsed with siege and slaughter and
disruptions, bade fair to end in calm and comparative plenty. The tide of civil
war between King Stephen and the partisans of the Empress Maud had receded into
the south-western borders, leaving Shrewsbury to recover cautiously from having
backed the weaker side and paid a bloody price for it. And for all the
hindrances to good husbandry, after a splendid summer the harvest had been
successfully gathered in, the barns were full, the mills were busy, sheep and
cattle thrived on pastures still green and lush, and the weather continued
surprisingly mild, with only a hint of frost in the early mornings. No one was
wilting with cold yet, no one yet was going hungry. It could not last much
longer, but every day counted as blessing. And in his own small kingdom the crop had
been rich and varied, the eaves of his workshop in the garden were hung
everywhere with linen bags of dried herbs, his jars of wine sat in plump,
complacent rows, the shelves were thronging with
bottles and pots of specifics for all the ills of winter, from snuffling colds
to seized-up joints and sore and wheezing chests. It was a better world than it
had looked in the spring, and an ending that improves on its beginning is
always good news. So Brother Cadfael rolled contentedly to
his chosen seat in the chapter-house, conveniently retired behind one of the
pillars in a dim corner, and watched with half-sleepy benevolence as his
brothers of the house filed in and took their places: Abbot Heribert, old and
gentle and anxious, sadly worn by the troublous year now near its ending; Prior
Robert Pennant, immensely tall and patrician, ivory of face and silver of hair
and brows, ever erect and stately, as if he already balanced the mitre for
which he yearned. He was neither old nor frail, but an ageless and wiry
fifty-one, though he contrived to look every inch a patriarch sanctified by a
lifetime of holiness; he had looked much the same ten years ago, and would
almost certainly change not at all in the twenty years to come. Faithful at his
heels slid Brother Jerome, his clerk, reflecting Robert’s pleasure or
displeasure like a small, warped mirror. After them came all the other
officers, sub-prior, sacristan, hospitaller, almoner, infirmarer, the custodian
of the altar of St. Mary, the cellarer, the precentor, and the master of the
novices. Decorously they composed themselves for what bade fair to be an
unremarkable day’s business. Young Brother Francis, who was afflicted
with a nasal snuffle and somewhat sparse Latin, made heavy weather of reading
out the list of saints and martyrs to be commemorated in prayer during the
coming days, and fumbled a pious commentary on the ministry of St. Andrew the
Apostle, whose day was just past. Brother Benedict the sacristan contrived to
make it sound only fair that he, as responsible for the upkeep of church and enclave,
should have the major claim on a sum willed jointly for that purpose and to
provide lights for the altar of the Lady Chapel, which was Brother Maurice’s
province. The precentor acknowledged the gift of a new setting for the “Sanctus,”
donated by the composer’s patron, but by the dubious enthusiasm with which he
welcomed so generous a gift, he did not think highly
of its merits, and it was unlikely to be heard often. Brother Paul, master of
the novices, had a complaint against one of his pupils, suspected of levity
beyond what was permitted to youth and inexperience, in that the youngster had
been heard singing in the cloisters, while he was employed in copying a prayer
of St. Augustine, a secular song of scandalous import, purporting to be the lament
of a Christian pilgrim imprisoned by the Saracens, and comforting himself by
hugging to his breast the chemise given him at parting by his lover. Brother Cadfael’s mind jerked him back
from incipient slumber to recognise and remember the song, beautiful and
poignant. He had been in that Crusade, he knew the land, the Saracens, the
haunting light and darkness of such a prison and such a pain. He saw Brother
Jerome devoutly close his eyes and suffer convulsions of distress at the
mention of a woman’s most intimate garment. Perhaps because he had never been
near enough to it to touch, thought Cadfael, still disposed to be charitable.
Consternation quivered through several of the old, innocent, lifelong brothers,
to whom half the creation was a closed and forbidden book. Cadfael made an
effort, unaccustomed at chapter, and asked mildly what defence the youth had
made. “He said,” Brother Paul replied fairly, “that
he learned the song from his grandfather, who fought for the Cross at the
taking of Jerusalem, and he found the tune so beautiful that it seemed to him
holy. For the pilgrim who sang was not a monastic or a soldier, but a humble
person who made the long journey out of love.” “A proper and sanctified love,” pointed
out Brother Cadfael, using words not entirely natural to him, for he thought of
love as a self-sanctifying force, needing no apology. “And is there anything in
the words of that song to suggest that the woman he left behind was not his
wife? I remember none. And the music is worthy of noting. It is not, surely,
the purpose of our order to obliterate or censure the sacrament of marriage,
for those who have not a celibate vocation. I think this young man may have done nothing very wrong. Should not
Brother Precentor try if he has not a gifted voice? Those who sing at their
work commonly have some need to use a God-given talent.” The precentor, startled and prompted, and
none too lavishly provided with singers to be moulded, obligingly opined that
he would be interested to hear the novice sing. Prior Robert knotted his
austere brows, and frowned down his patrician nose; if it had rested with him,
the errant youth would have been awarded a hard penance. But the master of
novices was no great enthusiast for the lavish use of the discipline, and seemed
content to have a good construction put on his pupil’s lapse. “It is true that he has shown as earnest
and willing, Father Abbot, and has been with us but a short time. It is easy to
forget oneself at moments of concentration, and his copying is careful and
devoted.” The singer got away with a light penance
that would not keep him on his knees long enough to rise from them stiffly.
Abbot Heribert was always inclined to be lenient, and this morning he appeared
more than usually preoccupied and distracted. They were drawing near the end of
the day’s affairs. The abbot rose as if to put an end to the chapter. “There are here a few documents to be
sealed,” said Brother Matthew the cellarer, rustling parchments in haste, for
it seemed to him that the abbot had turned absent-minded, and lost sight of
this duty. “There is the matter of the fee-farm of Hales, and the grant made by
Walter Aylwin, and also the guestship agreement with Gervase Bonel and his
wife, to whom we are allotting the first house beyond the mill-pond. Master
Bonel wishes to move in as soon as may be, before the Christmas feast…” “Yes, yes, I have not forgotten.” Abbot
Heribert looked small, dignified but resigned, standing before them with a
scroll of his own gripped in both hands. “There is something I have to announce
to you all. These necessary documents cannot be sealed today, for sufficient
reason. It may well be that they are now beyond my competence, and I no longer
have the right to conclude any agreement for this community. I
have here an instruction which was delivered to me yesterday, from Westminster,
from the king’s court. You all know that Pope Innocent has acknowledged King
Stephen’s claim to the throne of this realm, and in his support has sent over a
legate with full powers, Alberic, cardinal-bishop of Ostia. The cardinal
proposes to hold a legatine council in London for the reform of the church, and
I am summoned to attend, to account for my stewardship as abbot of this
convent. The terms make clear,” said Heribert, firmly and sadly, “that my
tenure is at the disposal of the legate. We have lived through a troubled year,
and been tossed between two claimants to the throne of our land. It is not a
secret, and I acknowledge it, that his Grace, when he was here in the summer,
held me in no great favour, since in the confusion of the times I did not see
my way clear, and was slow to accept his sovereignty. Therefore I now regard my
abbacy as suspended, until or unless the legatine council confirms me in
office. I cannot ratify any documents or agreements in the name of our house.
Whatever is now uncompleted must remain uncompleted until a firm appointment
has been made. I cannot trespass on what may well be another’s field.” He had said what he had to say. He
resumed his seat and folded his hands patiently, while their bewildered,
dismayed murmurings gradually congealed and mounted into a boiling, bees’-hive
hum of consternation. Though not everyone was horrified, as Cadfael plainly
saw. Prior Robert, just as startled as the rest, and adept at maintaining a
decorous front, none the less glowed brightly behind his ivory face, drawing
the obvious conclusion, and Brother Jerome, quick to interpret any message from
that quarter, hugged himself with glee inside the sleeves of his habit, while his
face exhibited pious sympathy and pain. Not that they had anything against
Heribert, except that he continued to hold an office on which impatient
subordinates were casting covetous eyes. A nice old man, of course, but out of
date, and far too lax. Like a king who lives too long, and positively invites
assassination. But the rest of them fluttered and panicked like hens invaded by
the fox, clamouring variously: “But, Father Abbot, surely the king will restore you!” “Oh, Father, must you go to this council?” “We shall be left like sheep without a
shepherd!” Prior Robert, who considered himself
ideally equipped to deal with the flock of St. Peter himself, if need be, gave
that complaint a brief, basilisk glare, but refrained from protest, indeed
murmured his own commiseration and dismay. “My duty and my vows are to the Church,”
said Abbot Heribert sadly, “and I am bound to obey the summons, as a loyal son.
If it pleases the Church to confirm me in office, I shall return to take up my
customary ward here. If another is appointed in my place, I shall still return
among you, if I am permitted, and live out my life as a faithful brother of
this house, under our new superior.” Cadfael thought he caught a brief,
complacent flicker of a smile that passed over Robert’s face at that. It would
not greatly disconcert him to have his old superior a humble brother under his
rule at last. “But clearly,” went on Abbot Heribert
with humility, “I can no longer claim rights as abbot until the matter is
settled, and these agreements must rest in abeyance until my return, or until
another considers and pronounces on them. Is any one of them urgent?” Brother Matthew shuffled his parchments
and pondered, still shaken by the suddenness of the news. “There is no reason
to hurry in the matter of the Aylwin grant, he is an old friend to our order,
his offer will certainly remain open as long as need be. And the Hales fee-farm
will date only from Lady Day of next year, so there’s time enough. But Master
Bonel relies on the charter being sealed very soon. He is waiting to move his
belongings into the house.” “Remind me of the terms, if you will,”
the abbot requested apologetically. “My mind has been full of other matters, I
have forgotten just what was agreed.” “Why, he grants to us his manor of
Mallilie absolutely, with his several tenants, in return for a messuage here at
the abbey—the first house on the town side of the mill-pond is vacant, and the
most suitable to his household—together with keep for
life for himself and his wife, and for two servants also. The details are as
usual in such cases. They shall have daily two monks’ loaves and one servants’
loaf, two gallons of conventual ale and one of servants’ ale, a dish of meat
such as the abbey sergeants have, on meat-days, and of fish on fish-days, from
the abbot’s kitchen, and an intermissum whenever extra dainties are provided.
These to be fetched by their manservant. They shall also have a dish of meat or
fish daily for their two domestics. Master Bonel is also to have annually a
robe such as the senior of the abbey officers receive, and his wife—she so
prefers—shall have ten shillings yearly to provide a robe for herself as she
chooses. There is also a provision of ten shillings yearly for linen, shoes and
firing, and livery for one horse. And at the death of either, the other to
retain possession of the house and receive a moiety of all the aforesaid
provisions, except that if the wife be the survivor, she need not be provided
with stabling for a horse. These are the terms, and I had intended to have
witnesses come hither after chapter for the ratification. The justice has a
clerk waiting.” “I fear none the less,” said the abbot
heavily, “that this also must wait. My rights are in abeyance.” “It will greatly inconvenience Master
Bonel,” said the cellarer anxiously. “They have already prepared to remove
here, and expected to do so in the next few days. The Christmas feast is
coming, and they cannot well be left in discomfort.” “Surely,” suggested Prior Robert, “the
move could be countenanced, even if the ratification must wait a while. It’s
highly unlikely that any abbot appointed would wish to upset this agreement.”
Since it was perfectly clear that he himself was in line for the appointment,
and knew himself to be in better odour with King Stephen than his superior, he
spoke with easy authority. Heribert jumped at the suggestion. “I think such a move is permissible. Yes,
Brother Matthew, you may proceed, pending final sanction, which I feel sure
will be forthcoming. Reassure our guest on that point, and allow him to bring
his household at once. It is only right that they
should feel settled and at peace for the Christmas feast. There is no other
case needing attention?” “None, Father.” And he asked, subdued and
thoughtful: “When must you set forth on this journey?” “The day after tomorrow I should leave. I
ride but slowly these days, and we shall be some days on the road. In my
absence, of course, Prior Robert will be in charge of all things here.” Abbot Heribert lifted a distrait hand in blessing,
and led the way out of the chapter-house. Prior Robert, sweeping after, no
doubt felt himself already in charge of all things within the pale of the
Benedictine abbey of St. Peter and St. Paul of Shrewsbury, and had every intent
and expectation of continuing so to his life’s end. The brothers filed out in mourne silence,
only to break out into subdued but agitated conversations as soon as they were
dispersed over the great court. Heribert had been their abbot for eleven years,
and an easy man to serve under, approachable, kindly, perhaps even a little too
easy-going. They did not look forward to changes. In the half-hour before High Mass at ten,
Cadfael betook himself very thoughtfully to his workshop in the herb-gardens,
to tend a few specifics he had brewing. The enclosure, thickly hedged and well
trimmed, was beginning now to look bleached and dry with the first moderate
cold, all the leaves grown elderly and lean and brown, the tenderest plants
withdrawing into the warmth of the earth; but the air still bore a lingering,
aromatic fragrance compounded of all the ghostly scents of summer, and inside
the hut the spicy sweetness made the senses swim. Cadfael regularly took his
ponderings there for privacy. He was so used to the drunken, heady air within
that he barely noticed it, but at need he could distinguish every ingredient
that contributed to it, and trace it to its source. So King Stephen, after all, had not
forgotten his lingering grudges, and Abbot Heribert was to be the scapegoat for
Shrewsbury’s offence in holding out against his claims. Yet he
was not by nature a vindictive man. Perhaps it was rather that he felt a need
to flatter and court the legate, since the pope had recognised him as king of
England, and given him papal backing, no negligible weapon, in the contention
with the Empress Maud, the rival claimant to the throne. That determined lady
would certainly not give up so easily, she would be pressing her case strongly
in Rome, and even popes may change their allegiance. So Alberic of Ostia would
be given every possible latitude in pursuing his plans for the reform of the
Church, and Heribert might be but one sacrificial victim offered to his zeal on
a platter. Another curious theme intruded itself
persistently into Cadfael’s musings. This matter of the occasional guests of
the abbey, so-called, the souls who chose to abandon the working world,
sometimes in their prime, and hand over their inheritance to the abbey for a
soft, shielded, inactive life in a house of retirement, with food, clothing,
firing, all provided without the lifting of a finger! Did they dream of it for
years while they were sweating over lambing ewes, or toiling in the harvest, or
working hard at a trade? A little sub-paradise where meals dropped from the sky
and there was nothing to do but bask, in the summer, and toast by the fire with
mulled ale in the winter? And when they got to it, how long did the enchantment
last? How soon did they sicken of doing nothing, and needing to do nothing? In
a man blind, lame, sick, he could understand the act. But in those hale and
busy, and used to exerting body and mind? No, that he could not understand.
There must be other motives. Not all men could be deceived, or deceive
themselves, into mistaking idleness for blessedness. What else could provoke
such an act? Want of an heir? An urge, not yet understood, to the monastic
life, without the immediate courage to go all the way? Perhaps! In a man with a
wife, well advanced in years and growing aware of his end, it might be so. Many
a man had taken the habit and the cowl late, after children and grandchildren
and the heat of a long day. The grace house and the guest status might be a
stage on the way. Or was it possible that men divested themselves of
their life’s work at last out of pure despite, against the world, against the
unsatisfactory son, against the burden of carrying their own souls? Brother Cadfael shut the door upon the
rich horehound reek of a mixture for coughs, and went very soberly to High
Mass. Abbot Heribert departed by the London
road, turning his back upon the town of Shrewsbury, in the early morning of a
somewhat grey day, the first time there had been the nip of frost in the air as
well as the pale sparkle in the grass. He took with him his own clerk, Brother
Emmanuel, and two lay grooms who had served here longest; and he rode his own
white mule. He put on a cheerful countenance as he took leave, but for all that
he cut a sad little figure as the four riders dwindled along the road. No
horseman now, if he ever had been much of one, he used a high, cradling saddle,
and sagged in it like a small sack not properly filled. Many of the brothers
crowded to the gates to watch him as long as he remained in view, and their
faces were apprehensive and aggrieved. Some of the boy pupils came out to join
them, looking even more dismayed, for the abbot had allowed Brother Paul to
conduct his schooling undisturbed, which meant very tolerantly, but with Prior
Robert in charge there was no department of this house likely to go its way
un-goaded, and discipline might be expected to tighten abruptly. There was, Cadfael could not but admit,
room for a little hard practicality within these walls, if the truth were told.
Heribert of late had grown deeply discouraged with the world of men, and
withdrawn more and more into his prayers. The siege and fall of Shrewsbury,
with all the bloodshed and revenge involved, had been enough to sadden any man,
though that was no excuse for abandoning the effort to defend right and oppose
wrong. But there comes a time when the old grow very tired, and the load of
leadership unjustly heavy to bear. And perhaps—perhaps!—Heribert would not be
quite so sad as even he now supposed, if the load should be lifted from him. Mass and chapter passed that day with unexceptionable
decorum and calm, High Mass was
celebrated devoutly, the duties of the day proceeded in their smooth and
regular course. Robert was too sensible of his own image to rub his hands
visibly, or lick his lips before witnesses. All that he did would be done
according to just and pious law, with the authority of sainthood. Nevertheless,
what he considered his due would be appropriated, to the last privilege. Cadfael was accustomed to having two
assistants allotted to him throughout the active part of the gardening years,
for he grew other things in his walled garden besides the enclosure of herbs,
though the main kitchen gardens of the abbey were outside the enclave, across
the main highway and along the fields by the river, the lush level called the Gaye.
The waters of Severn regularly moistened it in the flood season, and its soil
was rich and bore well. Here within the walls he had made, virtually
single-handed, this closed garden for the small and precious things, and in the
outer levels, running down to the Meole brook that fed the mill, he grew food
crops, beans and cabbages and pulse, and fields of pease. But now with the
winter closing gently in, and the soil settling to its sleep like the urchins
under the hedges, curled drowsily with all their prickles cushioned by straw
and dead grass and leaves, he was left with just one novice to help him brew
his draughts, and roll his pills, and stir his rubbing oils, and pound his
poultices, to medicine not only the brothers, but many who came for help in
their troubles, from the town and the Foregate, sometimes even from the
scattered villages beyond. He had not been bred to this science, he had learned
it by experience, by trial and study, accumulating knowledge over the years,
until some preferred his ministrations to those of the acknowledged physicians. His assistant at this time was a novice
of no more than eighteen years, Brother Mark, orphaned, and a trouble to a
neglectful uncle, who had sent him into the abbey at sixteen to be rid of him.
He had entered tongue-tied, solitary and homesick, a waif who seemed even
younger than his years, who did what he was told with apprehensive submission,
as though the best to be hoped out of life was to avoid punishment.
But some months of working in the garden with Cadfael had gradually loosened
his tongue and put his fears to flight. He was still undersized, and slightly
wary of authority, but healthy and wiry, and good at making things grow, and he
was acquiring a sure and delicate touch with the making of medicines, and an
eager interest in them. Mute among his fellows, he made up for it by being
voluble enough in the garden workshop, and with none but Cadfael by. It was
always Mark, for all his silence and withdrawal about the cloister and court,
who brought all the gossip before others knew it. He came in from an errand to the mill, an
hour before Vespers, full of news. “Do you know what Prior Robert has done?
Taken up residence in the abbot’s lodging! Truly! Brother Sub-prior has orders
to sleep in the prior’s cell in the dormitory from tonight. And Abbot Heribert
barely out of the gates! I call it great presumption!” So did Cadfael, though he felt it hardly
incumbent upon him either to say so, or to let Brother Mark utter his thoughts
quite so openly. “Beware how you pass judgment on your superiors,” he said
mildly, “at least until you know how to put yourself in their place and see
from their view. For all we know, Abbot Heribert may have required him to move
into the lodging, as an instance of his authority while we’re without an abbot.
It is the place set aside for the spiritual father of this convent.” “But Prior Robert is not that, not yet!
And Abbot Heribert would have said so at chapter if he had wished it so. At
least he would have told Brother Sub-prior, and no one did. I saw his face, he
is as astonished as anyone, and shocked. He
would not have taken such a liberty!” Too true, thought Cadfael, busy pounding
roots in a mortar, Brother Richard the sub-prior was the last man to presume;
large, good-natured and peace-loving to the point of laziness, he never exerted
himself to advance even by legitimate means. It might dawn on some of the
younger and more audacious brothers shortly that they had gained an advantage in
the exchange. With Richard in the prior’s cell that commanded the length of the
dortoir, it would be far easier for the occasional sinner to slip out by the
night-stairs after the lights were out; even if the crime were detected it
would probably never be reported. A blind eye is the easiest thing in the world
to turn on whatever is troublesome. “All the servants at the lodging are
simmering,” said Brother Mark. “You know how devoted they are to Abbot
Heribert, and now to be made to serve someone else, before his place is truly
vacant, even! Brother Henry says it’s almost blasphemy. And Brother Petrus is
looking blacker than thunder, and muttering into his cooking-pots something
fearful. He said, once Prior Robert gets his foot in the door, it will take a
dose of hemlock to get him out again when Abbot Heribert returns.” Cadfael could well imagine it. Brother
Petrus was the abbot’s cook, old in his service, and a black-haired, fiery-eyed
barbarian from near the Scottish border, at that, given to tempestuous and
immoderate declarations, none of them to be taken too seriously; but the puzzle
was where exactly to draw the line. “Brother Petrus says many things he might
do well not to say, but he never means harm, as you well know. And he’s a prime
cook, and will continue to feed the abbot’s table nobly, whoever sits at the
head of it, because he can do no other.” “But not happily,” said Brother Mark with
conviction. No question but the even course of the
day had been gravely shaken; yet so well regulated was the regime within these
walls that every brother, happy or not, would pursue his duties as
conscientiously as ever. “When Abbot Heribert returns, confirmed
in office,” said Mark, firmly counting wishes as horses, “Prior Robert’s nose
will be out of joint.” And the thought of that august organ bent aside like the
misused beak of an old soldier so consoled him that he found heart to laugh
again, while Cadfael could not find the heart to scold him, since even for him
the picture had its appeal. “All the lads need is a few days in the
warm, and they’ll cure themselves well enough,” said Cadfael, stirring and
pouring a large flask into a smaller one, a brown mixture that smelled hot and
aromatic and sweet. “But no need to endure discomfort, even for a few days. Let
them drink a dose of this, two or three times in the day and at night, as much
as will fill a small spoon, and they’ll be the easier for it.” “What is it?” asked Brother Edmund
curiously. Many of Brother Cadfael’s preparations he already knew, but there
were constantly new developments. Sometimes he wondered if Cadfael tried them
all out on himself. “There’s rosemary, and horehound, and
saxifrage, mashed into a little oil pressed from flax seeds, and the body is a
red wine I made from cherries and their stones. You’ll find they’ll do well on
it, any that have the rheum in their eyes or heads, and even for the cough it
serves, too.” He stoppered the large bottle carefully, and wiped the neck. “Is
there anything more you’ll be wanting? For the old fellows? They must be in a
taking at all these changes we’re seeing. Past the three score men don’t take
kindly to change.” “Not, at all events, to this change,”
owned Brother Edmund ruefully. “Heribert never knew how he was liked, until
they began to feel his loss.” “You think we have lost him?” “I fear it’s all too likely. Not that
Stephen himself bears grudges too long, but what the legate wants, Stephen will
let him have, to keep the pope sweet. And do
you think a brisk, reforming spirit, let loose here in our realm with powers to
fashion the church he wants, will find our abbot very impressive? Stephen cast
the doubt, while he was still angry, but it’s Alberic of Ostia who will weigh
up our good little abbot, and discard him for too soft in grain,” said Brother
Edmund regretfully. “I could do with another pot of that salve of yours for
bed-sores. Brother Adrian can’t be much longer for this penance, poor soul.” “It must be pain now, just shifting him
for the anointing,” said Cadfael with sympathy. “Skin and bone, mere skin and bone.
Getting food down him at al is labour enough. He withers like a leaf.” “If ever you want an extra hand to lift
him, send for me, I’m here to be used. Here’s what you want. I think I have it
better than before, with more of Our Lady’s mantle in it.” Brother Edmund laid bottle and pot in his
scrip, and considered on other needs, scouring his pointed chin between thumb
and forefinger. The sudden chill that blew in through the doorway made them
both turn their heads, so sharply that the young man who had opened the door a
wary inch or two hung his head in instant apology and dismay. “Close the door, lad,” said Cadfael,
hunching his shoulders. A hasty, submissive voice called: “Pardon,
brother! I’ll wait your leisure.” And the door began to close upon a thin,
dark, apprehensively sullen face. “No, no,” said Cadfael with cheerful
impatience, “I never meant it so. Come into the warm, and close the door on
that wicked wind. It makes the brazier smoke. Come in, I’ll be with you very
shortly, when Brother Infirmarer has all his needs.” The door opened just wide enough to allow
a lean young man to slide in through the aperture, which he thereupon very
hastily closed, and flattened his thin person against the door in mute
withdrawal, willing to be invisible and inaudible, though his eyes were wide in
wonder and curiosity at the storehouse
of rustling, dangling, odorous herbs that hung about the place, and the benches
and shelves of pots and bottles that hoarded the summer’s secret harvest. “Ah, yes,” said Brother Edmund,
recollecting, “there was one more thing. Brother Rhys is groaning with creaks
and pains in his shoulders and back. He gets about very little now, and it does
pain him, I’ve seen it make him jerk and start. You have an oil that gave him
ease before.” “I have. Wait, now, let me find a flask
to fill for you.” Cadfael hoisted from its place on a low bench a large stone
bottle, and rummaged along the shelves for a smaller one of cloudy glass.
Carefully he unstoppered and poured a viscous dark oil that gave off a strong,
sharp odour. He replaced the wooden stopper firmly, bedding it in with a wisp
of linen, and with another torn shred scrupulously wiped the lips of both
containers, and dropped the rag into the small brazier beside which he had a
stoneware pot simmering gently. “This will answer, all the more if you get
someone with good strong fingers to work it well into his joints. But keep it
carefully, Edmund, never let it near your lips. Wash your hands well after
using it, and make sure any other who handles it does the same. It’s good for a
man’s outside, but bad indeed for his inside. And don’t use it where there’s
any scratch or wound, any break in the skin, either. It’s powerful stuff.” “So perilous? What is it made from?”
asked Edmund curiously, turning the bottle in his hand to see the sluggish way
the oils moved against the glass. “The ground root of monk’s-hood, chiefly,
in mustard oil and oil from flax seeds. It’s powerfully poisonous if swallowed,
a very small draught of this could kill, so keep it safe and remember to
cleanse your hands well. But it works wonders for creaking old joints. He’ll
notice a tingling warmth when it’s rubbed well in, and then the pain is dulled,
and he’ll be quite easy. There, is that all you need? I’ll come over myself
presently, and do the anointing, if you wish? I know where to find the aches,
and it needs to be worked in deep.” “He’ll remember any who have the Welsh
tongue,” said Cadfael simply. “He goes back to his childhood, as old men do.” Brother Edmund took up his bag and turned
to the door. The thin young man, all eyes, slipped aside and opened it for him
civilly, and again closed it upon his smiling thanks. Not such a meagre young
man, after all, inches above Cadfael’s square, solid bulk, and erect and supple
of movement, but lean and wary, with a suggestion of wild alertness in his
every motion. He had a shock of light-brown hair, unkempt from the rising wind
outside, and the trimmed lines of a fair beard about lips and chin, pointing
the hungry austerity of a thin, hawk-featured face. The large, bright-blue
eyes, glittering with intelligence and defensive as levelled spears, turned
their attention upon Cadfael, and sustained the glance unwavering, lances in
rest. “Well, friend,” said Cadfael comfortably,
shifting his pot a shade further from the direct heat, “what is it I can do for
you?” And he turned and viewed the stranger candidly, from head to foot. “I don’t
know you, lad,” he said placidly, “but you’re welcome. What’s your need?” “I’m sent by Mistress Bonel,” said the
young man, in a voice low-pitched and pleasant to hear, if it had not been so
tight and wary, “to ask you for some kitchen-herbs she needs. Brother
Hospitaller told her you would be willing to supply her when her own stocks
fail. My master has today moved into a house in the Foregate, as guest of the
abbey.” “Ah, yes,” said Cadfael, remembering the manor
of Mallilie, gifted to the abbey in return for the means of life to the giver. “So
they are safely in, are they? God give them joy of it!
And you are the manservant who will carry their meals back and forth—yes, you’ll
need to find your way about the place. You’ve been to the abbot’s kitchen?” “Yes, master.” “No man’s master,” said Cadfael mildly, “every
man’s brother, if you will. And what’s your name, friend? For we shall be
seeing something of each other in the days to come, we may as well be acquainted.” “My name is Aelfric,” said the young man.
He had come forward from the doorway, and stood looking round him with open
interest. His eyes lingered with awe on the large bottle that held the oil of
monk’s-hood. “Is that truly so deadly? Even a little of it can kill a man?” “So can many things,” said Cadfael, “used
wrongly, or used in excess. Even wine, if you take enough of it. Even wholesome
food, if you devour it beyond reason. And are your household content with their
dwelling?” “It’s early yet to say,” said the young
man guardedly. What age would he be? Twenty-five years
or so? Hardly more. He bristled like an urchin at a touch, alert against all
the world. Unfree, thought Cadfael, sympathetic; and of quick and vulnerable
mind. Servant to someone less feeling than himself? It might well be. “How many are you in the house?” “My master and mistress, and I. And a
maid.” A maid! No more, and his long, mobile mouth shut fast even on that. “Well, Aelfric, you’re welcome to make
your way here when you will, and what I can supply for your lady, that I will.
What is it I can send her this time?” “She asks for some sage, and some basil,
if you have such. She brought a dish with her to warm for the evening,” said
Aelfric, thawing a little, “and has it on a hob there, but it wants for sage.
She was out. It’s a curious time, moving house here, she’ll have left a mort of
things behind.” “What’s in my way she may send here for,
and welcome. Here you are, Aelfric, lad, here’s a bunch of either. Is she a
good mistress, your lady?” “She’s that!” said the youth, and closed
upon it, as he had upon mention of the maid. He
brooded, frowning into mixed and confused thoughts. “She was a widow when she
wed him.” He took the bunches of herbs, fingers gripping hard on the stems. On
a throat? Whose, then, since he melted at mention of his mistress? “I thank you
kindly, brother.” He drew back, lissome and silent. The
door opening and closing took but a moment. Cadfael was left gazing after him
very thoughtfully. There was still an hour before Vespers. He might well go
over to the infirmary, and pour the sweet sound of Welsh into Brother Rhys’s
old, dulled ears, and dig the monk’s-hood oil deep into his aching joints. It
would be a decent deed. But that wild young thing, caged with his
grievances, hurts and hatreds, what was to be done for him? A villein, if
Cadfael knew one when he saw one, with abilities above his station, and some
private anguish, maybe more than one. He remembered that mention of the maid,
bitten off jealousy between set teeth. Well, they were but newly come, all four
of them. Let the time work for good. Cadfael washed his hands, with all the
thoroughness he recommended to his patrons, reviewed his sleeping kingdom, and
went to visit the infirmary. Old Brother Rhys was sitting up beside
his neatly made bed, not far from the fire, nodding his ancient, grey-tonsured
head. He looked proudly complacent, as one who has got his due against all the
odds, stubbly chin jutting, thick old eyebrows bristling in all directions, and
the small, sharp eyes beneath almost colourless in their grey pallor, but
triumphantly bright. For he had a young, vigorous, dark-haired fellow sitting
on a stool beside him, waiting on him good-humouredly and pouring voluble Welsh
into his ears like a mountain spring. The old man’s gown was stripped down from
his bony shoulders, and his attendant was busily massaging oil into the joints
with probing fingers, drawing grunts of pleasure from his patient. “I see I’m forestalled,” said Cadfael
into Brother Edmund’s ear, in the doorway. “You’ll have warned him to wash his hands
well, afterwards?” “And shown him where, and where to stow
the bottle away safely when he’s done. He understands. I’d hardly let a man
take risks with such a brew, after your lecture. I’ve told him what the stuff
could do, misused.” The young man ceased his ministrations
momentarily when Brother Cadfael approached, and made to stand up respectfully,
but Cadfael waved him down again. “No, sit, lad, I won’t disturb you. I’m here
for a word with an old friend, but I see you’ve taken on my work for me, and
doing it well, too.” The young man, with cheerful
practicality, took him at his word, and went on kneading the pungent oils into
Brother Rhys’s aged shoulders. He was perhaps twenty-four or twenty-five years
old, sturdily built and strong; his square, good-natured face was brown and
weathered, and plentifully supplied with bone, a Welsh face, smooth-shaven and
decisive, his hair and brows thick, wiry and black. His manner towards Brother
Rhys was smiling, merry, almost teasing, as it probably would have been towards
a child; and that was engaging in him, and won Brother Cadfael’s thoughtful
approval, for Brother Rhys was indeed a child again. Livelier than usual today,
however, the visitor had done him a deal of good. “Well, now, Cadfael!” he piped, twitching
a shoulder pleasurably at the young man’s probing. “You see my kinsmen remember
me yet. Here’s my niece Angharad’s boy come to see me, my great-nephew Meurig.
I mind the time he was born… Eh, I mind the time she was
born, for that matter, my sister’s little lass. It’s many years since I’ve seen
her—or you, boy, come to think of it, you could have come to see me earlier.
But there’s no family feeling in the young, these days.” But he was very
complacent about it, enjoying handing out praise one moment and illogical
reproof the next, a patriarch’s privilege. “And why didn’t the girl come
her-self? Why didn’t you bring your mother with you?” “It’s a long journey from the north of
the shire,” said the young man Meurig, easily, “and always more than enough to
be done at home. But I’m nearer now, I work for a carpenter and carver in the
town here, you’ll be seeing more of me. I’ll come and do this for you again—have
you out on a hillside with the sheep yet, come spring.” “My niece Angharad,” murmured the old
man, benignly smiling, “was the prettiest little thing in half the shire, and
she grew up a beauty. What age would she be now? Five and forty, it may be, but
I warrant she’s still as beautiful as ever she was—don’t you tell me different,
I never yet saw the one to touch her…” “Her son’s not likely to tell you any
different,” agreed Meurig comfortably. Are not all one’s lost nieces beautiful?
And the weather of the summers when they were children always radiant, and the
wild fruit they gathered then sweeter than any that grows now? For some years
Brother Rhys had been considered mildly senile, his wanderings timeless and
disorganised; memory failed, fantasy burgeoned, he drew pictures that never had
existed on sea or land. But somewhere else, perhaps? Now, with the stimulus of
this youthful and vigorous presence and the knowledge of their shared blood, he
quickened into sharp remembrance again. It might not last, but it was a
princely gift while it lasted. “Turn a little more to the fire—there, is
that the spot?” Rhys wriggled and purred like a stroked cat, and the young man
laughed, and plied deep into the flesh, smoothing out knots with a firmness
that both hurt and gratified. “This is no new skill with you,” said
Brother Cadfael, observing with approval. “But he’s a carpenter now,” Brother Rhys
said proudly, “and working here in Shrewsbury.” “And we’re making a lectern for your Lady
Chapel,” said Meurig, “and when it’s done—and it soon will be—I’ll be bringing
it down to the abbey myself. And I’ll come and see you again while I’m here.” “And rub my shoulder again? It gets
winterly now, towards Christmas, the cold gets in my bones.” “I will so. But that’s enough for now, I’ll
be making you too sore. Have up your gown again, uncle—there, and keep the
warmth in. Does it burn?” “For a while it prickled like nettles,
now there’s a fine, easy glow. I don’t feel any pain there now. But I’m tired…” He would be, tired and drowsy after the
manipulation of his flesh and the reviving of his ancient mind. “That’s right,
that’s well. Now you should lie down and have a sleep.” Meurig looked to Cadfael to support him. “Isn’t
that best, brother?” “The very best thing. That’s hard
exercise you’ve been taking, you should rest after it.” Rhys was well content to be settled on
his bed and left to the sleep that was already overtaking him. His drowsy
farewells followed them towards the door, to fade into silence before they
reached it. “Take my greetings to your mother, Meurig. And ask her to come and
see me… when they bring the wool to Shrewsbury market… I’m fain to see her
again…” “He set great store by your mother, it
seems,” said Cadfael, watching as Meurig washed his hands where Brother Edmund
had shown him, and making sure that he was thorough about it. “Is there a hope
that he may see her again?” Meurig’s face, seen in profile as he
wrung and scrubbed at his hands, had a gravity and brooding thoughtfulness that
belied the indulgent gaiety he had put on
for this old man. After a moment he said: “Not in this world.” He turned to
reach for the coarse towel, and looked Cadfael in the eyes fully and steadily. “My
mother has been dead for eleven years this Michaelmas past. He knows it—or he
knew it—as well as I. But if she’s alive to him again in his dotage, why should
I remind him? Let him keep that thought and any other that can pleasure him.” They went out together in silence, into
the chilly air of the great court, and there separated, Meurig striking across
briskly towards the gatehouse, Cadfael making for the church, where the Vesper
bell could be only a few minutes delayed. “God speed!” said Cadfael in parting. “You
gave the old man back a piece of his youth today. The elders of your kinship, I
think, are fortunate in their sons.” “My kinship,” said Meurig, halting in
mid-stride to stare back with great black eyes, “is my mother’s kinship, I go
with my own. My father was not a Welshman.” He went, lengthening a lusty stride, the
square shape of his shoulders cleaving the dusk. And Cadfael wondered about
him, as he had wondered about the villein Aelfric, as far as the porch of the
church, and then abandoned him for a more immediate duty. These people are,
after all, responsible for themselves, and none of his business. IT WAS NEARING MID-DECEMBER before the
dour manservant Aelfric came again to the herb-gardens for kitchen herbs for
his mistress. By that time he was a figure familiar enough to fade into the
daily pattern of comings and goings about the great court, and among the
multifarious noise and traffic his solitary silence remained generally
unremarked. Cadfael had seen him in the mornings, passing through to the bakery
and buttery for the day’s loaves and measures of ale, always mute, always
purposeful, quick of step and withdrawn of countenance, as though any delay on
his part might bring penance, as perhaps, indeed, it might. Brother Mark,
attracted to a soul seemingly as lonely and anxious as his own had once been,
had made some attempt to engage the stranger in talk, and had little success. “Though he does unfold a little,” said
Mark thoughtfully, kicking his heels on the bench in Cadfael’s workshop as he
stirred a salve. “I don’t think he’s an unfriendly soul at all, if he had not
something on his mind. When I greet him he sometimes comes near to smiling, but
he’ll never linger and talk.” “He has his work to do, and perhaps a
master who’s hard to please,” said Cadfael mildly. “I heard he’s out of sorts since they
moved in,” said Mark. “The master, I mean. Not
really ill, but low and out of appetite.” “So might I be,” opined Cadfael, “if I
had nothing to do but sit there and mope, and wonder if I’d done well to part
with my lands, even in old age. What seems an easy life in contemplation can be
hard enough when it comes to reality.” “The girl,” said Mark judiciously, “is
pretty. Have you seen her?” “I have not. And you, my lad, should be
averting your eyes from contemplation of women. Pretty, is she?” “Very pretty. Not very tall, round and
fair, with a lot of yellow hair, and black eyes. It makes a great effect,
yellow hair and black eyes. I saw her come to the stable with some message for
Aelfric yesterday. He looked after her, when she went, in such a curious way.
Perhaps she is his trouble.” And that might well be, thought Cadfael,
if he was a villein, and she a free woman, and unlikely to look so low as a
serf, and they were rubbing shoulders about the household day after day, in
closer quarters here than about the manor of Mallilie. “She could as well be trouble for you,
boy, if Brother Jerome or Prior Robert sees you conning her,” he said briskly. “If
you must admire a fine girl, let it be out of the corner of your eyes. Don’t
forget we have a reforming rule here now.” “Oh, I’m careful!” Mark was by no means
in awe of Brother Cadfael now, and had adopted from him somewhat unorthodox
notions of what was and was not permissible. In any case, this boy’s vocation
was no longer in doubt or danger. If the times had been less troublesome he
might well have sought leave to go and study in Oxford, but even without that
opportunity, Cadfael was reasonably certain he would end by taking orders, and
become a priest, and a good priest, too, one aware that women existed in the
world, and respectful towards their presence and their worth. Mark had come
unwillingly and resisting into the cloister, but he had found his rightful
place. Not everyone was so fortunate. “I hear he’s somewhat out of humour and
health,” said Cadfael, rustling the linen bags that gave forth such rich, heady
scents upon the air. The young man’s nostrils quivered and widened with
pleasure, inhaling close sweetness. In the soft light within, his wary face
eased a little. “There’s not much ails him, more of the
mind than the body. He’ll be well enough when he plucks up heart. He’s out of
sorts with his kin most of all,” said Aelfric, growing unexpectedly confiding. “That’s trying for you all, even the
lady,” said Cadfael. “And she does everything woman could do
for him, there’s nothing he can reproach her with. But this upheaval has him
out with everybody, even himself. He’s been expecting his son to come running
and eat humble pie before this, to try and get his inheritance back, and he’s
been disappointed, and that sours him.” Cadfael turned a surprised face at this. “You
mean he’s cut off a son, to give his inheritance to the abbey? To spite the
young man? That he couldn’t, in law. No house would think of accepting such a
bargain, without the consent of the heir.” “It’s not his own son.” Aelfric shrugged,
shaking his head. “It’s his wife’s son by a former marriage, so the lad has no
legal claims on him. It’s true he’d made a will naming him as his heir, but the
abbey charter wipes that out—or will when it’s sealed and witnessed. He has no
remedy in law. They fell out, and he’s lost his promised manor, and that’s all
there is to it.” “For what fault could he deserve such
treatment?” Cadfael wondered. Aelfric hoisted deprecating shoulders,
lean shoulders but broad and straight, as Cadfael observed. “He’s young and
wayward, and my lord is old and irritable, not used to being crossed. Neither
was the boy used to it, and he fought hard when he found his liberty curbed.” “And what’s become of him now? For I
recall you said you were but four in the house.” “He has a neck as stiff as my lord’s, he’s
taken himself off to live with his married sister and her family, and learn a
trade. He was expected back with his tail between his legs before now, my lord
was counting on it, but never a sign, and I doubt if there will be.” It sounded, Cadfael reflected ruefully, a
troublous situation for the disinherited boy’s mother, who must be torn two
ways in this dissension. Certainly it accounted for an act of spleen which the
old man was probably already regretting. He handed over the bunch of mint
stems, their oval leaves still well formed and whole, for they had dried in
honest summer heat, and had even a good shade of green left. “She’ll need to
rub it herself, but it keeps its flavour better so. If she wants more, and you
let me know, I’ll crumble it fine for her, but this time we’ll not keep her
waiting. I hope it may go some way towards sweetening him, for his own sake and
hers. And yours, too,” said Cadfael, and clapped him lightly on the shoulder. Aelfric’s gaunt features were convulsed
for a moment by what might almost have been a smile, but of a bitter, resigned
sort. “Villeins are there to be scapegoats,” he said with soft, sudden
violence, and left the hut hurriedly, with only a hasty, belated murmur of
thanks. With the approach of Christmas it was
quite usual for many of the merchants of Shrewsbury, and the lords of many
small manors close by, to give a guilty thought to the welfare of their souls,
and their standing as devout and ostentatious Christians, and to see small ways
of acquiring merit, preferably as economically as possible. The conventual fare
of pulse, beans, fish, and occasional and meagre meat benefited by sudden gifts
of flesh and fowl to provide treats for the monks of St. Peter’s. Honey-baked
cakes appeared, and dried fruits, and chickens, and even, sometimes, a haunch
of venison, all devoted to the pittances that turned a devotional sacrament
into a rare indulgence, a holy day into a holiday. Brother Petrus, who seethed with
resentment against him for Abbot Heribert’s sake, glowered at the beautiful
bird, and seriously considered spoiling it in some way, by burning it, or
drying it with over-roasting, or serving it with a sauce that would ruin its
perfection. But he was a cook of pride and honour, and he could not do it. The
worst he could do was prepare it in an elaborate way which he himself greatly
loved, with red wine and a highly spiced, aromatic sauce, cooked long and slow,
and hope that Prior Robert would not be able to stomach it. The prior was in high content with
himself, with his present eminence, with the assured prospect of elevation to
the abbacy in the near future, and with the manor of Mallilie, which he had
been studying from the steward’s reports, and found a surprisingly lavish gift.
Gervase Bonel had surely let his spite run away with his reason, to barter such
a property for the simple necessities of life, when he was already turned sixty
years, and could hardly expect to enjoy his retirement very long. A few extra
attentions could be accorded him at little cost. Brother Jerome, always primed
with the news within and without the pale, had reported that Master Bonel was
slightly under the weather, with a jaded appetite. He might appreciate the
small personal compliment of a dish from the abbot’s table. And there was
enough, a partridge being a bird of ample flesh. Brother Petrus was basting the plump
little carcase lovingly with his rich wine sauce, tasting delicately, adding a
pinch of rosemary and a mere hint of rue, when
Prior Robert swept into the kitchen, imperially tall and papally austere, and
stood over the pot, his alabaster nostrils twitching to the tantalising scent,
and his cool eyes studying the appearance of the dish, which was as alluring as
its savour. Brother Petrus stooped to hide his face, which was sour as gal, and
basted industriously, hoping his best efforts might meet with an uninformed
palate, and disgust where they should delight. Small hope, Robert had such
pleasure in the aroma that he almost considered abandoning his generous plan to
share the satisfaction. Almost, but not quite. Mallilie was indeed a desirable
property. “I have heard,” said the prior, “that our
guest at the house by the mill-pond is in poor health, and lacks appetite. Set
aside a single portion of this dish, Brother Petrus, and send it to the invalid
with my compliments, as an intermissum after the main dish for the day. Bone
it, and serve it in one of my own bowls. It should tempt him, if he is out of
taste with other foods, and he will appreciate the attention.” He condescended,
all too genuinely, to add: “It smells excellent.” “I do my best,” grated Brother Petrus,
almost wishing his best undone. “So do we all,” acknowledged Robert
austerely, “and so we ought.” And he swept out as he had swept in, highly
content with himself, his circumstances, and the state of his soul. And Brother
Petrus gazed after him from under lowering brows, and snarled at his two lay
scullions, who knew better than to meddle too close while he was cooking, but
kept the corners of the kitchen, and jumped to obey orders. Even for Brother Petrus orders were
orders. He did as he had been instructed, but after his own fashion, seeing to
it that the portion he set aside for the unoffending guest was the choicest
part of the flesh, and laced with the richest helping of the sauce. “Lost his appetite, has he?” he said,
after a final tasting, and unable to suppress his satisfaction in his own
skills. “That should tempt a man on his death-bed to finish it to the last
drop.” Cadfael went on to the refectory, and his
own dinner, which turned out to be boiled beef and beans, as he had foreseen.
No savory intermissum here. Brother Richard, the sub-prior, presided; Prior
Robert ate privately in the lodging he already thought of as his own. The
partridge was excellent. They had reached the grace after meat,
and were rising from table, when the door flew open almost in Brother Richard’s
face, and a lay brother from the porter’s lodge burst in, babbling incoherently
for Brother Edmund, but too short of breath from running to explain the need. “Master Bonel—his serving-maid has come
running for help…” He gulped breath deep, and suppressed his panting long
enough to get out clearly: “He’s taken terribly ill, she said
he looks at death’s door… the mistress begs someone to come to him quickly!” Brother Edmund gripped him by the arm. “What
ails him? Is it a stroke? A convulsion?” “No, from what the girl said, not that.
He ate his dinner, and seemed well and well content, and not a quarter of an
hour after he was taken with tingling of the mouth and throat, and then willed
to vomit, but could not, and lips and neck are grown stiff and hard… So she
said!” By the sound of it, she was a good
witness, too, thought Cadfael, already making for the door and his workshop at
a purposeful trot. “Go before, Edmund, I’ll join you as fast as I may. I’ll
bring what may be needed.” He ran, and Edmund ran, and behind
Brother Edmund the messenger scuttled breathlessly towards the gatehouse, and
the agitated girl waiting there. Prickling of the lips, mouth and throat,
Cadfael was reckoning as he ran, tingling and then rigidity, and urgent need,
but little ability, to rid himself of whatever it was he had consumed. And a
quarter of an hour since he got it down, more by now, if it was in the dinner
he had eaten. It might be late to give him the mustard that would make him
sick, but it must be tried. Though surely this was merely an attack of illness
from some normal disagreement between an indisposed man and his perfectly
wholesome food, nothing else was possible. But then, that prickling of the
flesh of mouth and throat, and the stiffness following… that sounded all too
like at least one violent illness he had witnessed, which had almost proved
fatal; and the cause of that he knew. Hurriedly he snatched from the shelves
the preparations he wanted, and ran for the gatehouse. For all the chill of the December day,
the door of the first house beyond the mill-pond stood wide, and for all the awed
quietness that hung about it, a quivering of agitation and confusion seemed to
well out at the doorway to meet him, an almost silent panic of fluttering
movements and hushed voices. A good house, with three rooms and the kitchen,
and a small garden behind, running down to the pond; he knew it well enough,
having visited a previous inmate upon less desperate
business. The kitchen door faced away from the pond, towards the prospect of
Shrewsbury beyond the river, and the north light at this time of day and year
made the interior dim, although the window that looked out southwards stood
unshuttered to let in light and air upon the brazier that did duty as all the
cooking facilities such pensioners needed. He caught the grey gleam of a
reflection from the water, as the wind ruffled it; the strip of garden was
narrow here, though the house stood well above the water level. By the open inner door through which the
murmur of frightened voices emerged, stood a woman, obviously watching for him,
her hands gripped tightly together under her breast, and quivering with
tension. She started eagerly towards him as he came in, and then he saw her
more clearly; a woman of his own years and his own height, very neat and quiet
in her dress, her dark hair laced with silver and braided high on her head, her
oval face almost unlined except for the agreeable grooves of good-nature and
humour that wrinkled the corners of her dark-brown eyes, and made her full
mouth merry and attractive. The merriment was quenched now, she wrung her hands
and fawned on him; but attractive she was, even beautiful. She had held her own
against the years, all forty-two of them that had come between. He knew her at once. He had not seen her
since they were both seventeen, and affianced, though nobody knew it but
themselves, and probably her family would have made short work of the agreement
if they had known of it. But he had taken the Cross and sailed for the Holy
Land, and for all his vows to return to claim her, with his honours thick upon
him, he had forgotten everything in the fever and glamour and peril of a life
divided impartially between soldier and sailor, and delayed his coming far too
long; and she, for all her pledges to wait for him, had tired at last and
succumbed to her parents’ urgings, and married a more stable character, and
small blame to her. And he hoped she had been happy. But never, never had he
expected to see her here. It was no Bonel, no lord of a northern manor, she had
married, but an honest craftsman of
Shrewsbury. There was no accounting for her, and no time to wonder. Yet he knew her at once. Forty-two years
between, and he knew her! He had not, it seemed, forgotten very much. The eager
way she leaned to him now, the turn of her head, the very way she coiled her
hair; and the eyes, above all, large, direct, clear as light for all their
darkness. At this moment she did not, thank God,
know him. Why should she? He must be far more changed than she; half a world,
alien to her, had marked, manipulated, adapted him, changed his very shape of
body and mind. All she saw was the monk who knew his herbs and remedies, and
had run to fetch aids for her stricken man. “Through here, brother… he is in here.
The infirmarer has got him to. bed. Oh, please help him!” “If I may, and God willing,” said
Cadfael, and went by her into the next room. She pressed after him, urging and
ushering. The main room was furnished with table and benches, and chaotically
spread with the remains of a meal surely interrupted by something more than one
man’s sudden illness. In any case, he was said to have eaten his meal and
seemed well; yet there were broken dishes lying, shards on both table and
floor. But she drew him anxiously on, into the bedchamber. Brother Edmund rose from beside the bed,
wide and dismayed of eye. He had got the invalid as near rest as he could,
wrapped up here on top of the covers, but there was little more he could do.
Cadfael drew near, and looked down at Gervase Bonel. A big, fleshy man, thickly
capped in greying brown hair, with a short beard now beaded with saliva that
ran from both corners of a rigid, half-open mouth. His face was leaden blue,
the pupils of his eyes dilated and staring. Fine, strong features were
congealed now into a livid mask. The pulse for which Cadfael reached was faint,
slow and uneven, the man’s breathing shallow, long and laboured. The lines of
jaw and throat stood fixed as stone. “Bring a bowl,” said Cadfael, kneeling, “and
beat a couple of egg-whites into some milk. We’ll try to get it out of him,
but I doubt it’s late, it may do as much damage coming up as going down.” He
did not turn his head to see who ran to do his bidding, though certainly
someone did; he was hardly aware, as yet, that there were three other people
present in the house, in addition to Brother Edmund and Mistress Bonel and the
sick man. Aelfric and the maid, no doubt, but he recognised the third only when
someone stopped to slide a wooden bowl close to the patient’s face, and tilt
the livid head to lean over it. Cadfael glanced up briefly, the silent and
swift movement pleasing him, and looked into the intent and horrified face of
the young Welshman, Meurig, Brother Rhys’s great-nephew. “Good! Lift his head on your hand,
Edmund, and hold his brow steady.” It was easy enough to trickle the emetic
mixture of mustard into the half-open mouth, but the stiff throat laboured
frightfully at swallowing, and much of the liquid ran out again into his beard
and the bowl. Brother Edmund’s hands quivered, supporting the tormented head.
Meurig held the bowl, himself shivering. The following sickness convulsed the
big body, weakened the feeble pulse yet further, and produced only a painfully
inadequate result. It was indeed late for Gervase Bonel. Cadfael gave up, and
let the paroxysms subside, for fear of killing him out of hand. “Give me the milk and eggs.” This he fed
very slowly into the open mouth, letting it slide of itself down the stiff
throat, in such small quantities that it could not threaten the patient with
choking. Too late to prevent whatever the poison had done to the flesh of Bonel’s
gullet, it might still be possible to lay a soothing film over the damaged
parts, and ease their condition. He spooned patient drop after drop, and dead
silence hung all round him, the watchers hardly breathing. The big body seemed to have shrunk and
subsided into the bed, the pulse fluttered ever more feebly, the stare of the
eyes filmed over. He lay collapsed. The muscles of his throat no longer made
any effort at swallowing, but stood corded and rigid. The end came abruptly,
with no more turmoil than the cessation of breathing and pulse. “We can do no more for him,” said Brother
Cadfael. “He’s gone.” They all stirred briefly, as though a
sudden wind had shaken them. The widow’s tears spilled over and ran down her
motionless face, as though she were still too bemused to understand what caused
them. Brother Edmund touched her arm, and said gently: “You will need helpers.
I am very sorry, so are we all. You shall be relieved of such duties as we can
lift from you. He shall lie in our chapel until all can be arranged. I will
order it…” “No,” said Cadfael, clambering stiffly to
his feet, “that can’t be done yet, Edmund. This is no ordinary death. He is
dead of poison, taken with the food he has recently eaten. It’s a matter for
the sheriff, and we must disturb nothing here and remove nothing until his
officers have examined all.” After a blank silence Aelfric spoke up
hoarsely: “But how can that be? It can’t be so! We have all eaten the same,
every one of us here. If there was anything amiss with the food, it would have
struck at us all.” “That is truth!” said the widow shakily,
and sobbed aloud. “All but the little dish,” the maid
pointed out, in a small, frightened but determined voice, and flushed at having
drawn attention to herself, but went on firmly: “The one the prior sent to him.” “But that was part of the prior’s own
dinner,” said Aelfric, aghast. “Brother Petrus told me he had orders to take a portion
from it and send it to my master with his compliments, to tempt his appetite.” Brother Edmund shot a terrified look at
Brother Cadfael, and saw his own appalling thought reflected back to him.
Hastily he said: “I’ll go to the prior. Pray heaven no harm has come to him! I’ll
send also to the sheriff, or, please God! Prior Robert shall do as much on his
own account. Brother, do you stay here until I return, and see that nothing is
touched.” “That,” said Cadfael grimly, “I will
certainly do.” As soon as the agitated slapping of
Brother Edmund’s sandals had dwindled along the road, Cadfael shooed his
stunned companions into the outer room, away from the horrid air of the
bedchamber, tainted with the foul odours of sickness, sweat and death. Yes, and
of something else, faint but persistent even against that powerful combination
of odours; something he felt he could place, if he could give it a moment’s
undisturbed thought. “No help for this,” he said
sympathetically. “We may do nothing now without authority, there’s a death to
account for. But no need to stand here and add to the distress. Come away and
sit down quietly. If there’s wine or ale in that pitcher, child, get your
mistress a drink, and do as much for yourself, and sit down and take what
comfort you can. The abbey has taken you in, and will stand by you now, to the
best it may.” In dazed silence they did as he bade.
Only Aelfric looked helplessly round at the debris of broken dishes and the
littered table, and mindful of his usual menial role, perhaps, asked
quaveringly: “Should I not clear this disorder away?” “No, touch nothing yet. Sit down and be
as easy as you can, lad. The sheriffs officer must see what’s to be seen,
before we remedy any part of it.” He left them for a moment, and went back
into the bed-chamber, closing the door between. The curious, aromatic smell was
almost imperceptible now, overborne by the enclosed stench of vomit, but he leaned
down to the dead man’s drawn-back lips, and caught the hint of it again, and
more strongly. Cadfael’s nose might be blunt, battered and brown to
view, but it was sharp and accurate in performance as a hart’s. There was nothing more in this
death-chamber to tell him anything. He went back to his forlorn company in the
next room. The widow was sitting with hands wrung tightly together in her lap,
shaking her head still in disbelief, and murmuring to herself over and over. “But
how could it happen? How could it happen?” The girl, tearless throughout, and
now jealously protective, sat with an arm about her mistress’s shoulders;
clearly there was more than a servant’s affection there. The two young men
shifted glumly and uneasily from place to place, unable to keep still. Cadfael
stood back from them in the shadows, and ran a shrewd eye over the laden table.
Three places laid, three beakers, one of them, in the master’s place where a
chair replaced the backless benches, overturned in a pool of ale, probably when
Bonel suffered the first throes and blundered up from his seat. The large dish
that had held the main meal was there in the centre, the congealing remains
still in it. The food on one trencher was hardly touched, on the others it had
been finished decently. Five people—no, apparently six—had eaten of that dish,
and all but one were whole and unharmed. There was also the small bowl which he
recognised as one of Abbot Heribert’s, the same he had seen on Aelfric’s tray
as he passed through the court. Only the smallest traces of sauce remained in
it; Prior Robert’s gift to the invalid had clearly been much appreciated. “None of you but Master Bonel took any of
this dish?” asked Cadfael, bending to sniff at the rim carefully and long. “No,” said the widow tremulously. “It was
sent as a special favour to my husband—a kind attention.” And he had eaten it all. With dire
results. “And you three—Meurig, Aelfric—and you,
child, I don’t yet know your name…” “It’s Aldith,” said the girl. “Aldith! And you three ate in the
kitchen?” “Yes. I had to keep the extra dish hot
there until the other was eaten, and to see to the serving. And Aelfric always
eats there. And Meurig, when he visits…” She
paused for only a second, a faint flush mantling in her cheeks: “… he keeps me
company.” So that was the way the wind blew. Well,
no wonder, she was indeed a very pretty creature. Cadfael went into the kitchen. She had
her pots and pans in neat order and well polished, she was handy and able as
well as pretty. The brazier had an iron frame built high on two sides, to
support an iron hob above the heat, and there, no doubt, the little bowl had
rested until Bonel was ready for it. Two benches were ranged against the wall,
out of the way, but close to the warmth. Three wooden platters, all used, lay
on the shelf under the open window. In the room at his back the silence was
oppressive and fearful, heavy with foreboding. Cadfael went out at the open
kitchen door, and looked along the road. Thank God there was to be no second and
even more dismaying death to cope with: Prior Robert, far too dignified to run,
but furnished with such long legs that Brother Edmund had to trot to keep up
with his rapid strides, was advancing along the highroad in august
consternation and displeasure, his habit billowing behind him. “I have sent a lay brother into
Shrewsbury,” said the prior, addressing the assembled household, “to inform the
sheriff of what has happened, as I am told this death—madam, I grieve for your
loss!—is from no natural cause, but brought about by poison. This terrible
thing, though clearly reflecting upon our house, has taken place outside the
walls, and outside the jurisdiction of our abbey court.” He was grateful for
that, at least, and well he might be! “Only the secular authorities can deal
with this. But we must give them whatever help we can, it is our duty.” His manner throughout, however gracefully
he inclined towards the widow, and however well chosen his words of
commiseration and promises of help and support in the sad obligations of
burial, had been one of outrage. How dared such a thing happen in his cure, in
his newly acquired abbacy and through the instrument of
his gift? His hope was to soothe the bereaved with a sufficiently ceremonious
funeral, perhaps a very obscure place in the actual church precincts if one
could be found, bundle the legal responsibility into the sheriff’s arms, where
it belonged, and hush the whole affair into forgetfulness as quickly as
possible. He had baulked in revulsion and disgust in the doorway of the
bedchamber, giving the dead man only a brief and appalled reverence and a hasty
murmur of prayer, and quickly shut the door upon him again. In a sense he
blamed every person, there for imposing this ordeal and inconvenience upon him;
but most of all he resented Cadfael’s blunt assertion that this was a case of
poison. That committed the abbey to examine the circumstances, at least.
Moreover, there was the problem of the as yet unsealed agreement, and the
alarming vision of Mallilie possibly slipping out of his hands. With Bonel dead
before the charter was fully legal, to whom did that fat property now belong?
And could it still be secured by a rapid approach to the hypothetical heir,
before he had time to consider fully what he was signing away? “Brother,” said Robert, looking down his
long, fastidious nose at Cadfael, who was a head shorter, “you have asserted
that poison has been used here. Before so horrid a suggestion is put to the
sheriff’s officers, rather than the possibility of accidental use, or indeed, a
sudden fatal illness—for such can happen even to men apparently in good
health!—I should like to hear your reasons for making so positive a statement.
How do you know? By what signs?” “By the nature of his illness,” said
Cadfael. “He suffered with prickling and tingling of lips, mouth and throat,
and afterwards with rigidity in those parts, so that he could not swallow, or
breathe freely, followed by stiffness of his whole body, and great weakness of
his heart-beat. His eyes were greatly dilated. All this I have seen once
before, and then I knew what the man had swallowed, for he had the bottle in
his hand. You may remember it, some years ago. A drunken carter during the
fair, who broke into my store and thought he had found strong liquor. In that case
I was able to recover him, since he had but newly
drunk the poison. But I recognise all the signs, and I know the poison that was
used. I can detect it by smell on his lips, and on the remains of the dish he
ate, the dish you sent him.” If Prior Robert’s face paled at the
thought of what that might all too easily have meant, the change was not
detectable, for his complexion was always of unflawed ivory. To do him justice,
he was not a timorous man. He demanded squarely: “What is this poison, if you
are so sure of your judgement?” “It is an oil that I make for rubbing
aching joints, and it must have come either from the store I keep in my
workshop, or from some smaller quantity taken from it, and I know of but one
place where that could be found, and that is our own infirmary. The poison is
monk’s-hood—they call it so from the shape of the flowers, though it is also
known as wolfsbane. Its roots make an excellent rub to remove pain, but it is
very potent poison if swallowed.” “If you can make medicines from this
plant,” said Prior Robert, with chill dislike, “so, surely, may others, and
this may have come from some very different source, and not from any store of
ours.” “That I doubt,” said Cadfael sturdily, “since
I know the odour of my own specific so well, and can detect here mustard and
houseleek as well as monk’s-hood. I have seen its effects, once taken, I know
them again. I am in no doubt, and so I shall tell the sheriff.” “It is well,” said Robert, no less
frigidly, “that a man should know his own work. You may, then, remain here, and
do what you can to provide my lord Prestcote or his deputies with whatever
truth you can furnish. I will speak with them first, I am responsible now for
the peace and good order of our house. Then I will send them here. When they
are satisfied that they have gathered all the facts that can be gathered, send
word to Brother Infirmarer, and he will have the body made seemly and brought
to the chapel. Madam,” he said in quite different tones, turning to the widow, “you
need have that your tenure here will be disturbed. We will not add to your
distresses, we deplore them heartily. If you are in any need, send your man to
me.” And to Brother Edmund, who hovered unhappily: “Come with me! I wish to see
where these medicaments are kept, and how accessible they may be to
unauthorised people. Brother Cadfael will remain here.” He departed as superbly as he had come,
and at the same speed, the infirmarer scurrying at his heels. Cadfael looked
after him with tolerant comprehension; this was certainly a disastrous thing to
happen when Robert was new in his eminence, and the prior would do everything
he could to smooth it away as a most unfortunate but perfectly natural death,
the result of some sudden seizure. In view of the unconcluded charter, it would
present him with problems enough, even so, but he would exert himself to the
utmost to remove the scandalous suspicion of murder, or, if it must come to
that, to see it ebb away into an unsolved mystery, attributed comfortably to
some unidentified rogue outside the abbey enclave. Cadfael could not blame him
for that; but the work of his own hands, meant to alleviate pain, had been used
to destroy a man, and that was something he could not let pass. He turned back with a sigh to the doleful
household within, and was brought up short to find the widow’s dark eyes,
tearless and bright, fixed upon him with so significant and starry a glance
that she seemed in an instant to have shed twenty years from her age and a
great load from her shoulders. He had already come to the conclusion that,
though undoubtedly shocked, she was not heartbroken by her loss; but this was
something different. Now she was unmistakably the Richildis he had left behind
at seventeen. Faint colour rose in her cheeks, the hesitant shadow of a smile
caused her lips to quiver, she gazed at him as if they shared a knowledge
closed to everyone else, and only the presence of others in the room with them
kept her from utterance. The truth dawned on him only after a
moment’s blank incomprehension, and struck him as the most inconvenient and
entangling thing that could possibly have happened at this moment. Prior Robert
in departing had called him by his name, no usual name in these parts, and
reminder enough to one who had, perhaps, already
been pondering half-remembered tricks of voice and movement, and trying to run
them to earth. His impartiality and detachment in this
affair would be under siege from this moment. Richildis not only knew him, she
was sending him urgent, silent signals of her gratitude and dependence, and her
supreme assurance that she could rely on his championship, to what end he
hardly dared speculate. Chapter Three GILBERT PRESTCOTE, SHERIFF OF SHROPSHIRE
since the town fell into King Stephen’s hands during the past summer, had his
residence in Shrewsbury castle, which he held fortified for the king, and
managed his now pacified shire from that headquarters. Had his deputy been in
Shrewsbury when Prior Robert’s message reached the castle, Prestcote would
probably have sent him to answer the call, which would have been a relief to
Brother Cadfael, who had considerable faith in Hugh Beringar’s shrewd sense;
but that young man was away on his own manor, and it was a sergeant, with a
couple of men-at-arms as escort, who finally arrived at the house by the
mill-pond. The sergeant was a big man, bearded and
deep-voiced, in the sheriff’s full confidence, and able and willing to act with
authority in his name. He looked first to Cadfael, as belonging to the abbey,
whence the summons had come, and it was Cadfael who recounted the course of
events from the time he had been sent for. The sergeant had already spoken with
Prior Robert, who would certainly have told him that the suspected dish had
come from his own kitchen and at his own orders. “And you swear to the poison? It was in
this and no other food that he swallowed it?” “Yes,” said Cadfael, “I can swear to it.
The traces left are small, but even so minute a smear of the sauce, if you put
it to your lips, would bring out a hot prickling some minutes later. I have
confirmed it for myself. There is no doubt.” “And Prior Robert, who ate the remainder
of the bird, is live and well, God be praised. Therefore somewhere between the
abbot’s kitchen and yonder table, poison was added to the dish. It is not a
great distance, or a great time. You, fellow, you fetch the meals from the
kitchen to this house? And did so today? Did you halt anywhere by the way?
Speak to any? Set down your tray anywhere?” “I did not,” said Aelfric defensively. “If
I delay, or the food is cold, I have to answer for it. I do to the letter what
I am supposed to do, and so I did today.” “And here? What did you do with the
dishes when you came in?” “He delivered them to me,” said Aldith,
so quickly and firmly that Cadfael looked at her with new interest. “He put
down the tray on the bench by the brazier, and I myself set the small dish on
the hob to keep warm, while we two served the main dish to our lord and lady.
He told me the prior had kindly sent it for the master. When I had served them
within, we sat down in the kitchen to eat our own meal.” “And none of you noticed anything wrong
with the partridge? In odour or appearance?” “It was a very rich, spiced sauce, it had
a fine smell. No, there was nothing to notice. The master ate it and found
nothing wrong until his mouth began to prick and burn, and that was afterwards.” “Both scent and savour,” confirmed
Cadfael, consulted with a rapid glance, “could well be covered by such a sauce.
And the amount needed would not be so great.” “And you…” The sergeant turned to Meurig.
“You were also here? You belong to the household?” “Not now,” said Meurig readily. “I come
from Master Bonel’s manor, but I’m working now for the master-carpenter Martin
Bellecote, in the town. I came here today to visit an old great-uncle of mine
in the infirmary, as Brother Infirmarer will tell you, and being about the
abbey I came to visit here also. I
came into the kitchen just when Aldith and Aelfric were about to share out
their own meal, and they bade me join them, and I did.” “There was enough,” said Aldith. “The
abbot’s cook is generous-handed.” “So you were the three eating here
together. And giving the little dish a stir now and then? And within…” He
passed through the doorway and looked a second time about the debris of the
table. “Master Bonel and the lady, naturally.” No, he was not a stupid man, he
could count, and he had noted the absence of one person both from the house and
from their talk, as if they were all united to smooth the sixth trencherman out
of sight. “Here are three places laid. Who was the third?” There was no help for it, someone had to
answer. Richildis made the best of it. With apparently ingenuous readiness,
rather as though surprised at the introduction of an irrelevancy, she said: “My
son. But he left well before my husband was taken ill.” “Without finishing his dinner! If this
was his place?” “It was,” she said with dignity, and
volunteered nothing more. “I think, madam,” said the sergeant, with
a darkly patient smile, “you had better sit down and tell me more about this
son of yours. As I have heard from Prior Robert, your husband was by way of
granting his lands to the abbey in return for this house and guest status for
the rest of his life and yours. After what has happened here, that agreement
would seem to be forcibly in abeyance, since it is not yet sealed. Now, it
would be greatly to the advantage of an heir to those lands, supposing such to
be living, to have your husband removed from this world before the charter was
ratified. Yet if there was a son of your marriage, his consent would have been
required before any such agreement could have been drawn up. Read me this
riddle. How did he succeed in disinheriting his son?” Plainly she did not want to volunteer
anything more than she must, but she was wise enough to know that too stubborn reticence
would only arouse suspicion. Resignedly she replied: “Edwin is my son by my
first marriage. Gervase had no paternal obligation to him. He could dispose of
his lands as he wished.” There was more, and if she left it to be ferreted out
through others it would sound far worse. “Though he had previously made a will
making Edwin his heir, there was nothing to prevent him from changing his mind.” “Ah! So there was, it seems, an heir who
was being dispossessed by this charter, and had much to regain by rendering it
void. And limited time for the business—only a few days or weeks, until a new
abbot is appointed. Oh, don’t mistake me, my mind is open. Every man’s death
may be convenient to someone, often to more than one. There could be others
with something to gain. But you’ll grant me, your son is certainly one such.” She bit her lip, which was unsteady, and
took a moment to compose herself before she said gallantly: “I don’t quarrel
with your reasoning. I do know that my son, however much he may have wanted his
manor, would never have wanted it at this price. He is learning a trade, and
resolved to be independent and make his own future.” “But he was here today. And departed, it
appears, in some haste. When did he come?” Meurig said readily: “He came with me. He’s
apprenticed himself to Martin Bellecote, who is his sister’s husband and my
master. We came here together this morning, and he came with me, as he has once
before, to see my old uncle in the infirmary.” “Then you arrived at this house together?
You were together throughout that time? A while ago you said you came into the
kitchen—‘I,’ you said, not ‘we.’ “ “He came before me. He was restive after
a while… he’s young, he grew tired of standing by the old man’s bed while we
spoke only Welsh together. And his mother was here waiting to see him. So he
went ahead. He was in at the table when I got here.” “And left the table almost dinnerless,”
said the sergeant very thoughtfully. “Why? Can that have been a very comfortable
dinner-table, a young man come to eat with the man who disinherited him? Was
this the first time they had so met, since the abbey supplanted him?” He had his nose well down on a strong
trail now, and small blame to him, it reeked enough to lure the rawest pup, and
this man was far from being that. What would I have said to such a strong set
of circumstances, Cadfael wondered, had I been in his shoes? A young man with
the most urgent need to put a stop to this charter, while he had time, and into
the bargain, here on the scene just prior to the disaster, and fresh from the
infirmary, which he had visited before, and where the means to the end was to
be found. And here was Richildis, between holding the sheriff’s sergeant fast
with huge, challenging eyes, shooting desperate glances in Cadfael’s direction,
crying out to him silently that he must help her, or her darling was deep in
the mire! Silently, in turn, he willed her to spill out at once everything that
could count against her son, leave nothing untold, for only so could she
counter much of what might otherwise be alleged against him. “It was the first time,” said Richildis. “And
it was a most uneasy meeting, but it was for my sake Edwin sought it. Not because
he hoped to change my husband’s mind, only to bring about peace for me. Meurig,
here, has been trying to persuade him to visit us, and today he prevailed, and
I’m grateful to him for his efforts. But my husband met the boy with illwill,
and taunted him with coming courting for his promised manor—for it was promised!—when Edwin intended no such
matter. Yes, there was a quarrel! They were two hasty people, and they ended
with high words. And Edwin flung out, and my husband threw that platter after
him—you see the shards there against the wall. That’s the whole truth of it,
ask my servants. Ask Meurig, he knows. My son ran out of the house and back
into Shrewsbury, I am sure, to where he now feels his home to be, with his
sister and her family.” “Let me understand you clearly,” said the
sergeant, a thought too smoothly and reasonably. “Ran out of the house through
the kitchen, you say?—where you three were sitting?” The turn of his head
towards Aldith and the young men was
sharp and intent, not smooth at all. “So you saw him leave the house, without
pause on the way?” All three hesitated a brief instant, each
casting uncertain glances aside at the others, and that was a mistake. Aldith
said for them all, resignedly: “When they began to shout and throw things, we
all three ran in there, to try and calm the master down… or at least to…” “To be there with me, and some comfort,”
said Richildis. “And there you remained after the boy had
gone.” He was content with his guess, their faces confirmed it, however unwilling.
“So I thought. It takes time to placate a very angry man. So none of you saw
whether this young fellow paused in the kitchen, none of you can say he did not
stop to take his revenge by dosing the dish of partridge. He had been in the
infirmary that morning, as he had once before, he may well have known where to
find this oil, and what its powers could be. He may have come to this dinner
prepared either for peace or war, and failed of getting peace.” Richildis shook her head vigorously. “You
don’t know him! It was my peace
he wanted to secure. And besides, it was no more than a few minutes before
Aelfric ran out after him, to try to bring him back, and though he followed
almost to the bridge, he could not overtake him.” “It’s true,” said Aelfric. “He surely had
no time to check at all. I ran like a hare and called after him, but he would
not turn back.” The sergeant was unconvinced. “How long
does it take to empty a small vial into an open dish? One twirl of the spoon,
and who was to know? And when your master was calm again, no doubt the prior’s
gift made a very handy and welcome sop to his pride, and he ate it gladly.” “But did this boy even know,” asked
Cadfael, intervening very gingerly, “that the dish left in the kitchen was
meant solely for Master Bonel? He would hardly risk harm to his mother.” The sergeant was by that time too certain
of his quarry to be impressed by any such argument. He eyed Aldith hard, and
for all her resolution she paled a little. She cast down her eyes and pleated the
corner of her apron. “I thought it might sweeten him,” she said despairingly. The sergeant had all he needed, or so he
thought, to lay his hands promptly upon the murderer. He gave a final look
round the shattered household, and said: “Well, I think you may put things in
order here, I’ve seen all there is to be seen. Brother Infirmarer is prepared
to help you take care of your dead. Should I need to question you further, I
must be sure of finding you here.” “Where else should we be?” asked
Richildis bleakly. “What is it you mean to do? Will you at least let me know
what happens, if you… if you should…” She could not put it into words. She
stiffened her still straight and lissome back, and said with dignity: “My son
has no part in this villainy, and so you will find. He is not yet fifteen years
old, a mere child!” “The shop of Martin Bellecote, you said.” “I know it,” said one of the men-at-arms. “Good! Show the way, and we’ll see what
this lad has to say for himself.” And they turned confidently to the door and
the highway. Brother Cadfael saw fit to toss one
disturbing ripple, at least, into the pool of their complacency. “There is the
matter of a container for this oil. Whoever purloined it, whether from my store
or from the infirmary, must have brought a vial to put it in. Meurig, did you
see any sign of such about Edwin this morning? You came from the shop with him.
In a pocket, or a pouch of cloth, even a small vial would hang in a noticeable
way.” “Never a sign of anything such,” said
Meurig stoutly. “And further, even well stoppered and
tied down, such an oil is very penetrating, and can leave both a stain and an
odour where even a drop seeps through or is left on the lip. Pay
attention to the clothing of any man you think suspect in this matter.” “Are you teaching me my business,
brother?” enquired the sergeant with a tolerant grin. “I am mentioning certain peculiarities
about my business, which may be
of help to you and keep you from error,” said Cadfael placidly. “By your leave,” said the sergeant over
his shoulder, from the doorway, “I think we’ll first lay hands on the culprit.
I doubt if we shall need your learned advice, once we have him.” And he was off
along the short path to the roadway where the horses were tethered, and his two
men after him. The sergeant and his men came to Martin
Bellecote’s shop on the Wyle late in the afternoon. The carpenter, a big,
comely fellow in his late thirties, looked up cheerfully enough from his work,
and enquired their business without wonder or alarm. He had done work for
Prestcote’s garrison once or twice, and the appearance of one of the sheriff’s
officers in his workshop held no menace for him. A brown-haired, handsome wife
looked out curiously from the house-door beyond, and three children erupted one
by one from that quarter to examine the customers fearlessly and frankly. A
grave girl of about eleven, very housewifely and prim, a small, square boy of
eight or so, and an elfin miss no more than four, with a wooden doll under her
arm. All of them gazed and listened. The door to the house remained open. and
the sergeant had a loud, peremptory voice. “You have an apprentice here by the name
of Edwin. My business is with him.” “I have,” agreed Martin loudly, rising
and dusting the resin of polish from his hands. “Edwin Gurney, my wife’s young
brother. He’s not yet home. He went down to see his mother in the Foregate. He
should have been back before this, but I daresay she’s wanted to keep him
longer. What’s your will with him?” He was still quite serene; he knew of
nothing amiss. “He left his mother’s house above two
hours since,” said the sergeant flatly. “We are
come from there. No offence, friend, if you say he’s not here, but it’s my duty
to search for him. You’ll give us leave to go through your house and yard?” Martin’s placidity had vanished in an
instant, his brows drew into a heavy frown. His wife’s beech-brown head
appeared again in the doorway beyond, her fair, contented face suddenly alert
and chill, dark eyes intent. The children stared unwaveringly. The little one,
voice of natural justice in opposition to law, stated firmly: “Bad man!” and
nobody hushed her. “When I say he is not here,” said Martin
levelly, “you may be assured it is true. But you may also assure yourselves.
House, workshop and yard have nothing to hide. Now what are you hiding? This boy is my brother,
through my wife, and my apprentice by his own will, and dear to me either way.
Now, why are you seeking him?” “In the house in the Foregate where he
visited this morning,” said the sergeant deliberately, “Master Gervase Bonel,
his stepfather, who promised him he should succeed to the manor of Mallilie and
then changed his mind, is lying dead at this moment, murdered. It is on
suspicion of his murder that I want this young man Edwin. Is that enough for
you?” It was more than enough for the eldest
son of this hitherto happy household, whose ears were stretched from the inner
room to catch this awful and inexplicable news. The law nose-down on Edwin’s
trail, and Edwin should have been back long ago if everything had gone even
reasonably well! Edwy had been uneasy for some time, and was alert for disaster
where his elders took it for granted all must be well. He let himself out in
haste by the back window on to the yard, before the officers could make their
way into the house, clambered up the stacked timber and over the wall like a
squirrel, and was away at a light, silent run towards the slope that dived
riverwards, and one of the tight little posterns through the town wall, open
now in time of peace, that gave on to the steep bank, not far from the abbot’s
vineyard. Several of the businesses in town that needed bulky stores had
fenced premises here for their stock, and among them was Martin Bellecote’s
wood-yard where he seasoned his timber. It was an old refuge when either or
both of the boys happened to be in trouble, and it was the place Edwin would
make for if… oh, no, not if he had killed; because that was ridiculous!… but if
he had been rejected, affronted, made miserably unhappy and madly angry. Angry
almost to murder, but never, never quite! It was not in him. Edwy ran, confident of not being
followed, and fell breathless through the wicket of his father’s enclosure, and
headlong over the splayed feet of a sullen, furious, tear-stained and utterly
vulnerable Edwin. Edwin, perhaps because of the
tear-stains, immediately clouted Edwy as soon as he had regained his feet, and
was clouted in his turn just as indignantly. The first thing they did, at all
times of stress, was to fight. It meant nothing, except that both were armed
and on guard, and whoever meddled with them in the matter afterwards had better
be very careful, for their practice on each other would be perfected on him.
Within minutes Edwy was pounding his message home into bewildered, unreceptive,
and finally convinced and dismayed ears. They sat down cheek by jowl to do some
frantic planning. Aelfric appeared in the herb-gardens an
hour before Vespers. Cadfael had been back in his solitude no more than half an
hour then, after seeing the body cleansed, made seemly, and borne away into the
mortuary chapel, the bereaved house restored to order, the distracted members
of the household at least set free to wander and wonder and grieve as was best
for them. Meurig was gone, back to the shop in the town, to tell the carpenter
and his family word for word what had befallen, for what comfort or warning
that might give them. By this time, for all Cadfael knew, the sheriff’s men had
seized young Edwin… Dear God, he had even forgotten the name of the man
Richildis had married, and Bellecote was only her son-in-law. “Mistress Bonel asks,” said Aelfric
earnestly, “that you’ll come and speak with her
privately. She entreats you for old friendship, to stand her friend now.” It came as no surprise. Cadfael was aware
that he stood on somewhat perilous ground, even after forty years. He would
have been happier if the lamentable death of her husband had turned out to be
no mystery, her son in no danger, and her future none of his business, but
there was no help for it. His youth, a sturdy part of the recollections that
made him the man he was, stood in her debt, and now that she was in need he had
no choice but to make generous repayment. “I’ll come,” he said. “You go on before,
and I’ll be with her within a quarter of an hour.” When he knocked at the door of the house
by the millpond, it was opened by Richildis herself. There was no sign either
of Aelfric or Aldith, she had taken good care that the two of them should be
able to talk in absolute privacy. In the inner room all was bare and neat, the
morning’s chaos smoothed away, the trestle table folded aside. Richildis sat
down in the great chair which had been her husband’s, and drew Cadfael down on
the bench beside her. It was dim within the room, only one small rush-light
burning; the only other brightness came from her eyes, the dark, lustrous
brightness he was remembering more clearly with every moment. “Cadfael…” she said haltingly, and was
silent again for some moments. “To think it should really be you! I never got
word of you, after I heard you were back home. I thought you would have
married, and been a grandsire by this. As often as I looked at you, this
morning, I was searching my mind, why I should be so sure I ought to know you…
And just when I was in despair, to hear your name spoken!” “And you,” said Cadfael, “you came as
unexpectedly to me. I never knew you’d been widowed from Eward Gurney—I
remember now that was his name!—much less that you’d wed again.” “Three years ago,” she said, and heaved a
sigh that might have been of regret or relief at the abrupt ending of this
second match. “I mustn’t make you think ill of him, he was not a bad man,
Gervase, only elderly and set in his ways, and used to being
obeyed. A widower he was, many years wifeless, and without any children,
leastways none by the marriage. He courted me a long time, and I was lonely,
and then he promised, you see… Not having a legitimate heir, he promised if I’d
have him he’d make Edwin his heir. His overlord sanctioned it. I ought to tell
you about my family. I had a daughter, Sibil, only a year after I married
Eward, and then, I don’t know why, time went on and on, and there were no more.
You’ll remember, maybe, Eward had his business in Shrewsbury as a master-carpenter
and carver. A good workman he was, a good master and a good husband.” “You were happy?” said Cadfael, grateful
at hearing it in her voice. Time and distance had done well by the pair of
them, and led them to their proper places, after all. “Very happy! I couldn’t have had a better
man. But there were no more children then. And when Sibil was seventeen she
married Eward’s journeyman, Martin Bellecote, and a good lad he is, too, and
she’s as happy in her match as I was in mine, thank God! Well, then, in two
years the girl was with child, and it was like being young again myself—the
first grandchild!—it’s always so. I was so joyful, looking after her and making
plans for the birth, and Eward was as proud as I was, and what with one thing
and another, you’d have thought we old folk were young newlyweds again
ourselves. And I don’t know how it happens, but when Sibil was four months
gone, what should I find but I was carrying, too! After all those years! And I in my
forty-fourth year—it was like a miracle! And the upshot is, she and I both
brought forth boys, and though there’s the four months between them, they might
as well be twins as uncle and nephew—and the uncle the younger, at that! They
even look very much like, both taking after my man. And from the time they were
first on their feet they’ve been as close as any brothers, and closer than
most, and both as wild as fox-cubs. So that’s my son Edwin and my grandson
Edwy. Not yet turned fifteen, either of them. It’s for Edwin I’m praying your
help, Cadfael. For I swear to you he never did nor even could do such wicked
harm, but the sheriff’s man has it fixed fast in his head that it
was Edwin who put poison in the dish. If you knew him, Cadfael, if only you
knew him, you’d know it’s madness.” And so it sounded when her fond, maternal
voice spoke of it, yet sons no older than fourteen had been known to remove
their fathers to clear their own paths, as Cadfael knew well enough. And this
was not Edwin’s own father, and little love lost between them. “Tell me,” he said, “about this second
marriage, and the bargain you struck.” “Why, Eward died when Edwin was nine
years old, and Martin took over his shop, and runs it as Eward did before him,
and as Eward taught him. We all lived together until Gervase came ordering some
panelling for his house, and took a strong fancy to me. And he was a fine
figure of a man, too, and in good health, and very attentive… He promised if I
would have him he’d make Edwin his heir, and leave Mallilie to him. And Martin
and Sibil had three more children to provide for by then, so with all those
mouths to feed he needed what the business can bring in, and I thought to see
Edwin set up for life.” “But it was not a success,” said Cadfael,
“understandably. A man who had never had children, and getting on in years, and
a lusty lad busy growing up—they were bound to cross swords.” “It was ten of one and half a score of
the other,” she owned, sighing. “Edwin had been indulged, I fear, he was used
to his freedom and to having his own way, and he was for ever running off with
Edwy, as he’d always been used to do. And Gervase held it against him that he
ran with simple folk and craftsmen—he thought that low company, beneath a young
man with a manor to inherit, and that was bound to anger Edwin, who loves his
kin. Not to claim that he had not some less respectable friends, too! They
rubbed each other the wrong way daily. When Gervase beat him, Edwin ran away to
Martin’s shop and stayed for days. And when Gervase locked him up, he’d either
make his way out all the same, or else take his revenge in other ways. In the
end Gervase said as the brat’s tastes obviously ran to mere trade, and running loose
with all the scallywags of the town, he might as well go and apprentice himself
in good earnest, it was all he was fit for. And Edwin, though he knew better,
pretended to take that, word for word, as well meant, and went and did that
very thing, which made Gervase more furious than ever. That was when he vowed
he’d hand over his manor by charter to the abbey, and live here retired. ‘He
cares nothing for the lands I meant to leave him,’ he said, ‘why should I go on
nursing them for such an ingrate?’ And he did it, there and then, while he was
hot, he had this agreement drawn up, and made ready to move here before
Christmas.” “And what did the boy say to that? For I
suppose he never realised what was intended?” “He did not! He came with a rush,
penitent but indignant, too. He swore he does love Mallilie, he never meant to
scorn it, and he would take good care of it if it came to him. But my husband
would not give way, though we all pleaded with him. And Edwin was bitter, too,
for he had been promised, and a promise should be kept. But it was done, and
nobody could make my lord undo it. Not being his own son, Edwin’s consent was
never asked nor needed—it would never have been given! He went flying back to
Martin and Sibil with his raging grievance, and I haven’t seen him again until
this day, and I wish he’d never come near us today. But he did, and now see how
the sheriff’s man is hunting him as a villain who would kill his own mother’s
husband! Such a thought could never enter that child’s head, I swear to you,
Cadfael, but if they take him… Oh, I can’t bear to think of it!” “You’ve had no word since they left here?
News travels this highroad fast. I think it would have reached us before now if
they had found him at home.” “Not a word yet. But where else would he
go? He knew no reason why he should hide. He ran from here knowing nothing of
what was to happen after his going, he was simply sore about his bitter
welcome.” “Then he might not wish to take such a
mood home with him, not until he’d come to terms with it. Hurt things hide until
the fright and pain wears off. Tell me all that happened at this dinner. It
seems Meurig has been a go-between for you, and tried to bring him to make
peace. Some mention was made of a former visit…” “Not to me,” said Richildis sadly. “The
two of them came to bring down the lectern Martin has been making for the Lady
Chapel, and Meurig took my boy with him to see the old brother, his kinsman. He
tried to persuade Edwin then to come and see me, but he would not. Meurig is a
good fellow, he’s done his best. Today he did prevail on Edwin to come, but see
what came of it! Gervase was in high glee about it, and monstrously unfair—he
taunted my boy with coming like a beggar to plead to be restored, and get his
inheritance back, which was never Edwin’s intent. He’d die sooner! Tamed at
last, are you, says Gervase! Well, if you go down on your knees, he says, and
beg pardon for your frowardness who knows, I might relent yet. Crawl, then, he
says, and beg for your manor! And so it went, until Edwin blazed out that he
was not and never would be tamed by a wicked, tyrannical, vicious old monster—which
I grant you,” she sighed hopelessly, “Gervase was not, only a stubborn and
ill-tempered one. Oh, I can’t tell you all they yelled at each other! But I do
say this, it took a lot of goading today to get Edwin to blaze, and that’s
credit to him. For my sake he would have borne it, but it was too much for him.
So he said what he had to say, very loudly, and Gervase flung the platter at
him, and a beaker, too, and then Aldith and Aelfric and Meurig came rushing in
to try and help me calm him down. And Edwin stamped out—and that was all.” Cadfael was silent for a moment,
ruminating on these other members of the household. A hot-tempered, proud,
affronted boy seemed to him a possible suspect had Bonel been struck down with
fist or even dagger, but a very unlikely poisoner. True, the lad had been twice
with Meurig in the infirmary, and probably seen where the medicines were kept,
he had a reason for action, he had the opportunity; but the temperament for a
poisoner, secret, dark and bitter, surely that was an impossibility
to such a youngster, by all his breeding and training open, confident, with a
fine conceit of himself. There were, after all, these others, equally present. “The girl, Aldith—you’ve had her long?” “She’s distant kin to me,” said Richildis,
almost startled into a smile. “I’ve known her from a child, and took her when
she was left orphan, two years ago. She’s like my own girl.” It was what he had supposed, seeing
Aldith so protective while they waited for the law. “And Meurig? I hear he was
also of Master Bonel’s household once, before he went to work for your
son-in-law.” “Meurig—ah, well, you see, it’s this way
with Meurig. His mother was a Welsh maidservant at Mallilie, and like so many
such, bore her master a by-blow. Yes, he’s Gervase’s natural son. My lord’s
first wife must have been barren, for Meurig is the only child he ever
fathered, unless there are one or two we don’t know of, somewhere about the
shire there. He maintained Angharad decently until she died, and he had Meurig
taken care of, and gave him employment on the manor. I was not easy about him,”
she admitted, “when we married. Such a good, willing, sensible young man, and
with no claims on any part of what was his father’s, it seemed hard. Not that
he ever complained! But I asked him if he would not be glad to have a trade of
his own, that would last him for life, and he said he would. So I persuaded
Gervase to let Martin take him, to teach him all he knew. And I did ask him,”
said Richildis, with a quaver in her voice, “to keep a watch on Edwin, after he
ran from us, and try to bring him to make terms with Gervase. I never expected
my son to give way, for he’s able, too, and he could make his own road. I just
wanted to have him back. There was a time when he blamed me—as having to choose
between them, and choosing my husband. But I’d married him… and I was sorry for
him…” Her voice snapped off short, and she was silent a moment. “I’ve been glad
of Meurig, he has stood friend to us both.” “He got on well enough with your husband,
did he? There was no bad blood between them?” “Why, no, none in the world!” She was
astonished at the question. “They rubbed along together quietly, and never any
sparks. Gervase was generous to him, you know, though he never paid him much
attention. And he makes him a decent living allowance—that is, he did… Oh, how
will he fare now, if that ends? I shall have to have advice, law is a tangle to
me…” Nothing there to raise a brow, it seemed,
even if Meurig knew as well as anyone how to lay hands on poison. So did
Aelfric, who had been in the workshop and seen it dispensed. And whoever gained
by Bonel’s death, it seemed, Meurig stood only to lose. Manorial bastards were
thick on the ground everywhere, the lord who had but one had been modest and
abstemious indeed, and the by-blow who was set up with an expanding trade and
an allowance to provide for him was fortunate, and had no cause for complaint.
Good cause, in fact, to lament his father’s passing. “And Aelfric?” The darkness outside had made the light of
the little lamp seem brighter; her face, oval and grave, shone in the pallid
radiance, and her eyes were round as moons. “Aelfric is a hard case. You must
not think my husband was worse than his kind, or ever knowingly took more than
was his by law. But the law limps, sometimes. Aelfric’s father was born free as
you or I, but younger son in a holding that was none too large even for one,
and rather than have it split, when his father died, he left it whole for his
brother, and took a villein yardland that had fallen without heirs, on my
husband’s manor. He took it on villein tenure, to do the customary duties for
it, but never doubting to keep his status as a free man, doing villein service
of his own undertaking. And Aelfric in his turn was a younger son, and
foolishly accepted service in the manor household when his elder had family
enough to run his yardland without him. So when the manor was to be
surrendered, and we were ready to come here, Gervase chose him
to be his manservant, for he was the neatest-handed and best we had. And when
Aelfric chose rather to go elsewhere and find employment, Gervase brought suit
that he was villein, both his brother and his father having done customary
service for the land they held. And the court found that it was so, and he was
bound, however free-born his father had been. He takes it hard,” said Richildis
ruefully. “He never felt himself villein before, he was a free man doing work
for pay. Many and many a one has found himself in the same case, never having
dreamed of losing his freedom until it was lost.” Cadfael’s silence pricked her. He was
reflecting that here was another who had a burning grudge, knew where to find
the means, and of all people had the opportunity; but her mind was on the
painful picture she had just drawn, and she mistook his brooding for
disapproval of her dead husband, censure he was unwilling to express to her.
Valiantly she sought to do justice, at least, if there was no affection left. “You are wrong if you think the fault was
all on one side. Gervase believed he was doing no more than his right, and the
law agreed with him. I’ve never known him wilfully cheat any man, but he did
stand fast on his own dues. And Aelfric makes his own situation worse. Gervase
never used to harry or press him, for he worked well by nature, but now he’s
unfree he sticks stubbornly on every last extreme of servile labour, purposely,
drives home his villein condition at every turn… It is not servility, but
arrogance, he deliberately rattles his chains. He did give offence by it, and
truly I think they grew to hate each other. And then, there’s Aldith… Oh,
Aelfric never says word of it to her, but I know! He looks after her as if his
heart’s being drawn out of him. But what has he to offer a free girl like her?
Even if Meurig wasn’t casting an eye in that direction, too, and he so much
more lively company. Oh, I tell you, Cadfael, I’ve had such trouble and grief
with all this household of mine. And now this! Do help me! Who else will, if
not you? Help my boy! I do believe you can, if you will.” “I can promise you,” said Cadfael after
scrupulous thought, “that I’ll do everything I can to find out the murderer of
your husband. That I must, whoever he may be. Will that content you?” She said: “Yes! I know Edwin is guiltless. You don’t, yet.
But you will!” “Good girl!” said Cadfael heartily. “That’s
how I remember you from when time was. And even now, before your knowledge
becomes my knowledge also, I can promise you one thing more. Yes, I will help
your son to the utmost I may, guilty or innocent, though not by hiding the
truth. Will that do?” She nodded, for the moment unable to
speak. The stresses not only of this disastrous day, but of many days before,
showed suddenly in her face. “I fear,” said Cadfael gently, “you went
too far aside from your own kind, Richildis, in marrying the lord of the manor.” “I did so!” she said, and incontinently
burst into tears at last, and wept, alarmingly, on his shoulder. Chapter Four BROTHER DENIS THE HOSPITALLER, who always
had all the news of the town from the wayfarers who came to the guest-hall,
reported on the way to Vespers that the story of Bonel’s death and the hunt for
his stepson was all over Shrewsbury, and the sheriff’s sergeant had drawn a
blank at Martin Bellecote’s shop. A thorough search of the premises had turned
up no trace of the boy, and the sergeant was having him cried through the
streets; but if the populace joined in the hunt with no more than their usual
zeal for the sheriff’s law, it was likely the crier would be wasting his
breath. A boy not yet fifteen, and known to a great many of the town, and with
nothing against him but a bit of riotous mischief now and then… no, they were
not likely to give up their night’s sleep to help in his capture. The first necessity, it seemed to Cadfael
no less than to the sergeant, was to find the boy. Mothers are partial,
especially towards only sons, late sons conceived after hope of a son has
faded. Cadfael felt a strong desire to see and hear and judge for himself
before he made any other move in the matter. Richildis, relieved by her fit of
weeping, had told him where to find her son-in-law’s shop and house, and it
fell blessedly at the near end of the town. A short walk past the mill-pond,
over the bridge, in through the town gates, which would be
open until after Compline, and it was but a couple of minutes up the steep,
curving Wyle to Bellecote’s premises. Half an hour to go and return. After
supper, and a quick supper at that, he would slip away, cutting out Collations—safe
enough, for Prior Robert would absent himself on principle, standing on his
privacy as abbot-designate, and leaving the mundane direction of the house to
Brother Richard, who certainly would not meddle where it might cost him effort. Supper was salt fish and pulse, and
Cadfael disposed of it with scant attention, and made off across the great
court in haste, and out at the gates. The air was chill, but as yet barely on
the edge of frost, and there had been no snow at all so far. All the same, he
had muffled his sandalled feet in well-wound strips of wool, and drawn his hood
close. The town porters saluted him respectfully
and cheerfully, knowing him well. The right-hand curve of the Wyle drew him
upward, and he turned off, again to the right, into the open yard under the
eaves of Bellecote’s house. After his knock at the closed door there was a
longish silence, and that he could well understand, and forbore from knocking
again. Clamour would only have alarmed them. Patience might reassure. The door opened cautiously on a demure
young person of about eleven years, erect and splendidly on guard for a
troubled household at her back; all of whom, surely, were stretching sharp ears
somewhere there beyond. She was bright, well primed and vulnerable; she saw the
black Benedictine habit, drew deep breath, and smiled. “I’m come from Mistress Bonel,” said
Cadfael, “with a word to your father, child, if he’ll admit me. There’s none
else here, never fear.” She opened the door with a matron’s
dignity, and let him in. The eight-year-old Thomas and the four-year-old Diota,
naturally the most fearless creatures in the house, erupted round her skirts to
examine him with round, candid eyes, even before Martin Bellecote himself
appeared from a half-lit doorway within, and drew the younger children one
either side of him, his hands spread protectively round their shoulders. A
pleasant, square-built, large-handed man with a wide, wholesome face, and a
deep reserve in his eyes, which Cadfael was glad to see. Too much trust is
folly, in an imperfect world. “Step in, brother,” said Martin, “and,
Alys, do you close and bar the door.” “Forgive me if I’m brisk,” said Cadfael
as the door was closed behind him, “but time’s short. They came looking for a
lad here today, and I’m told they did not find him.” “That’s truth,” said Martin. “He never
came home.” “I don’t ask you where he is. Tell me
nothing. But I do ask you, who know him, is it possible he can have done what
they are urging against him?” Bellecote’s wife came through from the
inner room, a candle in her hand. A woman like enough to be known for her
mother’s daughter, but softer and rounder and fairer in colouring, though with
the same honest eyes. She said with indignant conviction: “Rankly impossible!
If ever there was a creature in the world who made his feelings known, and did
all his deeds in the daylight, that’s my brother. From an imp just crawling, if
he had a grievance everyone within a mile round knew it, but grudges he never
bore. And my lad’s just such another.” Yes, of course, there was the as yet
unseen Edwy, to match the elusive Edwin. No sign of either of them here. “You must be Sibil,” said Cadfael. “I’ve
been lately with your mother. And for my credentials—did ever you hear her
speak of one Cadfael, whom she used to know when she was a girl?” The light from the candle was reflected
pleasingly in eyes suddenly grown round and bright with astonishment and candid
curiosity. “You are Cadfael?
Yes, many a time she talked of you, and wondered…” She viewed his black habit
and cowl, and her smile faded into a look of delicate sympathy. Of course! She
was reflecting, woman-like, that he must have been heartbroken at coming home
from the holy wars to find his old love married, or he would never have taken
these bleak vows. No use telling her that vocations strike from heaven
like random arrows of God, by no means all because of unrequited love. “Oh, it
must be comfort to her,” said Sibil warmly, “to find you near her again, at
this terrible pass. You she would trust!” “I hope she does,” said Cadfael, gravely
enough. “I know she may. I came only to let you know that I am there to be
used, as she already knows. The specific that was used to kill was of my
making, and that is something that involves me in this matter. Therefore I am
friend to any who may fall suspect unjustly. I will do what I can to uncover
the guilty. Should you, or anyone, have reason to speak with me, anything to
tell me, anything to ask of me, I am usually to be found between offices in the
workshop in the herb-gardens, where I shall be tonight until I go to Matins at
midnight. Your journeyman Meurig knows the abbey grounds, if he has not been to
my hut. He is here?” “He is,” said Martin. “He sleeps in the
loft across the yard. He has told us what passed at the abbey. But I give you
my word, neither he nor we have set eyes on the boy since he ran from his
mother’s house. What we know, past doubt, is that he is no murderer, and never
could be.” “Then sleep easy,” said Cadfael, “for God
is awake. And now let me out again softly, Alys, and bar the door after me, for
I must hurry back for Compline.” The young girl, great-eyed, drew back the
bolt and held the door. The little ones stood with spread feet, sturdily
staring him out of the house, but without fear or hostility. The parents said
never a word but their still: “Good night!” but he knew, as he hastened down
the Wyle, that his message had been heard and understood, and that it was
welcome, here in this beleaguered household. “Even if you are desperate to have a
fresh brew of cough syrup boiled up before tomorrow,” said Brother Mark
reasonably, coming out from Compline at Cadfael’s side, “is there any reason
why I should not do it for you? Is there any need for you, after the day you’ve
had, to be stravaiging around the gardens all night, into the bargain? Or do
you think I’ve forgotten where we keep mullein, and
sweet cicely, and rue, and rosemary, and hedge mustard?” The recital of
ingredients was part of the argument. This young man was developing a somewhat
possessive sense of responsibility for his elder. “You’re young,” said Brother Cadfael, “and
need your sleep.” “I forbear,” said Brother Mark
cautiously, “from making the obvious rejoinder.” “I think you’d better. Very well, then,
you have signs of a cold, and should go to your bed.” “I have not,” Brother Mark disagreed
firmly. “But if you mean that you have some work on hand that you’d rather I
did not know about, very well, I’ll go to the warming-room like a sensible
fellow, and then to bed.” “What you know nothing about can’t be
charged against you,” said Brother Cadfael, conciliatory. “Well, then, is there anything I can be
doing for you in blessed ignorance? I was bidden to be obedient to you, when
they sent me to work under you in the garden.” “Yes,” said Cadfael. “You can secure me a
habit much your own size, and slip it into my cell and out of sight under my
bed before you sleep. It may not be needed, but…” “Enough!” Brother Mark was cheerful and
unquestioning, though that did not prove he was not doing some hard and
accurate thinking. “Will you be needing a scissor for the tonsure, too?” “You are growing remarkably saucy,”
observed Cadfael, but with approval rather than disapproval. “No, I doubt that
would be welcomed, we’ll rely on the cowl, and a chilly morning. Go away, boy,
go and get your half-hour of warmth, and go to bed.” The concoction of a syrup, boiled up
lengthily and steadily with dried herbs and honey, made the use of the brazier
necessary; should a guest have to spend the night in the workshop, he would be
snug enough until morning. In no haste, Cadfael ground his herbs to a finer
powder, and began to stir the honeyed brew on the hob over
his brazier. There was no certainty that the bait he had laid would be taken,
but beyond doubt young Edwin Gurney was in urgent need of a friend and
protector to help him out of the morass into which he had fallen. There was no
certainty, even, that the Bellecote household knew where to find him, but
Cadfael had a shrewd inkling that the eleven-year-old Alys of the matronly
dignity and the maidenly silence, even if she were not in her own brother’s
confidence, would be very well acquainted with what he probably considered his
secrets. Where Edwy was, there would Edwin be, if Richildis had reported them
truly. When trouble threatened the one, the other would be by his side. It was
a virtue Cadfael strongly approved. The night was very still, there would be
sharp frost by dawn. Only the gently bubbling of his brew and the occasional
rustling of his own sleeve as he stirred punctured the silence. He had begun to
think that the fish had refused the bait, when he caught, past ten o’clock, and
in the blackest of the darkness, the faint, slow sound of the door-latch being
carefully raised. A breath of cold air came in as the door opened a hair’s-breadth.
He sat still and gave no sign; the frightened wild thing might be easily
alarmed. After a moment a very light, young, wary voice outside uttered just
above a whisper: “Brother Cadfael…?” “I’m here,” said Cadfael quietly. “Come
in and welcome.” “You’re alone?” breathed the voice. “I am. Come in and close the door.” The boy stole in fearfully, and pushed
the door to at his back, but Cadfael noticed that he did not latch it. “I got
word…” He was not going to say through whom. “They told me you spoke with my
sister and brother this evening, and said you would be here. I do need a friend…
You said you knew my gr—my mother, years ago, you are the Cadfael she used to
speak about so often, the one who went to the Crusade… I swear I had no part in
my stepfather’s death! I never knew any harm had come to him, till I was told
the sheriff’s men were hunting for me as a
murderer. You said my mother knows you for a good friend, and can rely on your
help, so I’ve come to you. There’s no one else I can turn to. Help me! Please
help me!” “Come to the fire,” said Cadfael mildly, “and
sit down here. Draw breath and answer me one thing truly and solemnly, and then
we can talk. On your soul, mind! Did you strike the blow that laid Gervase
Bonel dead in his blood!” The boy had perched himself gingerly on
the edge of the bench, almost but not quite within touch. The light from the
brazier, cast upwards over his face and form, showed a rangy, agile youngster,
lightly built but tall for his years, in the long hose and short cotte of the
country lads, with capuchon dangling at his back, and a tangled mop of curling
hair uncovered. By this reddish light it looked chestnut-brown, by daylight it
might well be the softer mid-brown of seasoned oak. His face was still
childishly rounded of cheek and chin, but fine bones were beginning to give it
a man’s potential. At this moment half the face was two huge, wary eyes staring
unwaveringly at Brother Cadfael. Most earnestly and vehemently the boy
said: “I never raised hand against him. He insulted me in front of my mother,
and I hated him then, but I did not strike him. I swear it on my soul!” Even the young, when bright in the wits
and very much afraid, may exercise all manner of guile to protect themselves,
but Cadfael was prepared to swear there was no deceit here. The boy really did
not know how Bonel had been killed; that could not have been reported to his
family or cried in the streets, and murder, most often, means the quick blow
with steel in anger. He had accepted that probability without question. “Very well! Now tell me your own story of
what happened there today, and be sure I’m listening.” The boy licked his lips and began. What
he had to tell agreed with the account Richildis had given; he had gone with Meurig,
at his well-intentioned urging, to make his peace with Bonel
for his mother’s sake. Yes, he had felt very bitter and angry about being
cheated out of his promised heritage, for he loved Mallilie and had good
friends there, and would have done his best to run it well and fairly when it
came to him; but also he was doing well enough at learning his craft, and pride
would not let him covet what he could not have, or give satisfaction to the man
who had taken back what he had pledged. But he did care about his mother. So he
went with Meurig. “And went with him first to the
infirmary,” Cadfael mentioned helpfully, “to see his old kinsman Rhys.” The boy was brought up short in surprise
and uncertainty. It was then that Cadfael got up, very gently and casually,
from his seat by the brazier, and began to prowl the workshop. The door, just
ajar, did not noticeably draw him, but he was well aware of the sliver of
darkness and cold lancing in there. “Yes… I…” “And you had been there with him, had you
not, once before, when you helped Meurig bring down the lectern for our Lady
Chapel.” He brightened, but his brow remained
anxiously knotted. “Yes, the—yes, we did bring that down together. But what has
that…” Cadfael in his prowling had reached the
door, and laid a hand to the latch, hunching his shoulders, as though to close
and fasten it, but as sharply plucked it wide open on the night, and reached
his free hand through, to fasten on a fistful of thick, springy hair. A muted
squeal of indignant outrage rewarded him, and the creature without, abruptly
scorning the flight shock had suggested to him, reared upright and followed the
fist into the workshop. It was, in its way, a magnificent entrance, erect, with
jutted jaw and blazing eyes, superbly ignoring Cadfael’s clenched hold on his
curls, which must have been painful. A slender, athletic, affronted young
person the image of the first, only, perhaps, somewhat darker and fiercer,
because more frightened, and more outraged by his fear. The second boy was cloakless like the
first, and shivering lightly with cold. He came to the bench by the brazier
gladly, rubbing numbed hands, and sat down submissively beside his fellow. Thus
cheek to cheek they were seen to share a very strong family likeness, in which
Cadfael could trace subtle recollections of the young Richildis, but they were
not so like as to give rise to any confusion when seen together. To encounter
one alone might present a problem of identification, however. “So, as I thought,” observed Cadfael, “Edwy
has been playing Edwin for my benefit, so that Edwin could stay out of the
trap, if trap it turned out to be, and not reveal himself until he was certain
I had no intention of making him prisoner and handing him over to the sheriff.
And Edwy was well primed, too…” “And still made a hash of it,” commented
Edwin, with candid and tolerant scorn. “I did not!” retorted Edwy heatedly. “You
never told me more than half a tale. What was I supposed to answer when Brother
Cadfael asked me about going to the infirmary this morning? Never a word you
said about that.” “Why should I? I never gave it a thought,
what difference could it make? And you did
make a hash of it. I heard you start to say grandmother instead of mother—yes,
and they instead of we. And so did Brother
Cadfael, or how did he guess I was listening outside?” “He heard you, of course! Blowing like a
wheezy old man—and shivering,” added Edwy for good measure. There was no ill-will whatever in these
exchanges, they were the normal endearments current between these two, who
would certainly have championed each other to the death against any outside
threat. There was no malice in it when Edwin punched his nephew neatly and
painfully in the muscles of the upper arm, and Edwy as promptly plucked Edwin
round by the shoulder while he was less securely balanced, and spilled him on
to the floor. Cadfael took them both by the scruff of the neck, a fistful of
capuchon in either hand, and plumped them back firmly on to the beach, a yard
apart this time, rather in defence of his softly bubbling syrup than in any
very serious exasperation. The brief scuffle had warmed them, and shaken fear
away to a magical distance; they sat grinning, only slightly abashed. “Will you sit still a minute, and let me get
the measure of you? You, Edwin, are the uncle, and the younger… yes, I could
know you apart. You’re darker, and sturdier in the build, and I think your eyes
must be brown. And Edwy’s…” “Hazel,” said Edwin helpfully. “And you have a small scar by your ear,
close to the cheekbone. A small white crescent.” “He fell out of a tree, three years ago,”
Edwy informed him. “He never could climb.” “Now, enough of that! Master Edwin, now
that you are here, and I know which one you are, let me ask you the same question
I asked your proxy here a while ago. On your soul and honour, did you strike
the blow that killed Master Bonel?” The boy looked back at him with great
eyes suddenly solemn enough, and said firmly: “I did not. I carry no weapon,
and even if I did, why should I try to harm him? I know what they must be
saying of me, that I grudged it that he broke his word, for so he did. But I
was not born to manor, but to trade, and I can make my way in trade, I would be
ashamed if I could not. No, whoever wounded him to the death—but how could it
happen, so suddenly?—it was not I. On my soul!” Cadfael was in very little doubt of him
by then, but he gave no sign yet. “Tell me what did happen.” “I left Meurig in the infirmary with the
old man, and went on to my mother’s house alone. But I don’t understand about
the infirmary. Is that important?” “Never mind that now, go on. How were you
welcomed?” “My mother was pleased,” said the boy. “But
my stepfather crowed over me like a cock that’s won its bout. I answered him as
little as I might, and bore it for my mother’s sake, and that angered him more,
so that he would find some way
to sting me. We were three sitting at table, and Aldith had served the meat,
and she told him the prior had paid him the compliment of sending a dish for
him from his own table. My mother tried to talk about that, and flatter him
with the distinction of it, but he wanted me to burn and smart at all costs,
and he wouldn’t be put off. He said I’d come, as he knew I would, my tail
between my legs, like a whipped hound, to beg him to change his mind and
restore me my inheritance, and he said if I wanted it, I should kneel and beg
him, and he might take pity on me. And I lost my temper, for all I could do,
and shouted back at him that I’d see him dead before I’d so much as once ask
him a favour, let alone crawl on my knees. I don’t know now all I said, but he
began throwing things, and… and my mother was crying, and I rushed out, and
straight back over the bridge and into the town.” “But not to Master Bellecote’s house. And
did you hear Aelfric calling after you as far as the bridge, to fetch you back?” “Yes, but what would have been the use?
It would only have made things worse.” “But you did not go home.” “I was not fit. And I was ashamed.” “He went to brood in Father’s wood-store
by the river,” said Edwy helpfully. “He always does when
he’s out of sorts with the world. Or if we’re in trouble, we hide there until
it’s blown over, or at least past the worst. That’s where I found him. When the
sheriff’s sergeant came to the shop, and said they wanted him, and his
stepfather was murdered, I knew where to look for him. Not that I ever supposed
he’d done any wrong,” stated Edwy firmly, “though he can make a great fool of
himself sometimes. But I knew something bad must have happened to him. So I
went to warn him, and of course he knew nothing whatever about the murder, he’d
left the man alive and well, only in a rage.” “And you’ve both been hiding since then?
You’ve not been home?” “He
couldn’t, could he? They’ll be watching for him. And I had to stay with him. We
had to leave the woodyard, we knew they’d come there. But there are places we
know of. And then Alys came and told us about you.” “And that’s the whole truth,” said Edwin.
“And now what are we to do?” “First,” said Cadfael, “let me get this
brew of mine off the fire, and stand it to cool before I bottle it. There! You
got in here, I suppose, by the parish door of the church, and through the
cloisters?” The west door of the abbey church was outside the walls, and never
closed except during the bad days of the siege of the town, that part of the
church being parochial. “And followed your noses, I daresay, once you were in
the gardens. This syrup-boiling gives off a powerful odour.” “It smells good,” said Edwy, and his
respectful stare ranged the workshop, and the bunches and bags of dried herbs
stirring and rustling gently in the rising heat from the brazier. “Not all my medicines smell so
appetising. Though myself I would not call even this unpleasant. Powerful,
certainly, but a fine, clean smell.” He unstoppered the great jar of anointing
oil of monk’s-hood, and tilted the neck beneath Edwin’s inquisitive nose. The
boy blinked at the sharp scent, drew back his head, and sneezed. He looked up
at Cadfael with an open face, and laughed at his own
pricked tears. Then he leaned cautiously and inhaled again, and frowned
thoughtfully. “It smells like that stuff Meurig was
using to rub the old man’s shoulder. Not this morning, the last time I came
with him. There was a flask of it in the infirmary cupboard. Is it the same?” “It is,” said Cadfael, and hoisted the
jar back to its shelf. The boy’s face was quite serene, the odour meant nothing
more to him than a memory blessedly removed from any connection with tragedy
and guilt. For Edwin, Gervase Bonel had died, inexplicably suddenly, of some
armed attack, and the only guilt he felt was because he had lost his temper,
infringed his own youthful dignity, and made his mother cry. Cadfael no longer
had any doubts at all. The child was honest as the day, and caught in a deadly
situation, and above all, badly in need of friends. He was also very quick and alert of mind.
The diversion began to trouble him just as it was over. “Brother Cadfael…” he
began hesitantly, the name new and almost reverent on his lips, not for this
elderly and ordinary monk, but for the crusader Cadfael he had once been,
fondly remembered even by a happy and fulfilled wife and mother, who had
certainly much exaggerated his good looks, gallantry and daring. “You knew
about my going to the infirmary with Meurig… you asked Edwy about it. I couldn’t
understand why. Is it important? Has it something to do with my stepfather’s
death? I can’t see how.” “That you can’t see how, child,” said
Brother Cadfael, “is your proof of an innocence we may have difficulty in
proving to others, though I accept it absolutely. Sit down again by your nephew—dear
God, shall I ever get these relationships straight?—and refrain from fighting
him for a little while, till I explain to you what isn’t yet public knowledge
outside these walls. Yes, your two visits to the infirmary are truly of great
importance, and so is this oil you have seen used there, though I must say that
many others know of it, and are better acquainted than you with its properties,
both bad and good. You must forgive me if I
gave you to understand that Master Bonel was hacked down in his blood with
dagger or sword. And forgive me you should, since in accepting that tale you
quite delivered yourselves from any guilt, at least to my satisfaction. It was
not so, boys. Master Bonel died of poison, given in the dish the prior sent
him, and the poison was this same oil of monk’s-hood. Whoever added it to the
partridge drew it either from this workshop or from the flask in the infirmary,
and all who knew of either source, and knew the peril if it was swallowed, are
in suspicion.” The pair of them, soiled and tired and
harried as they were, stared in horrified understanding at last, and drew
together on the bench as threatened litters of young in burrow and nest huddle
for comfort. Years bordering on manhood dropped from them; they were children
indeed, frightened and hunted. Edwy said strenuously: “He didn’t know! All they
said was, dead, murdered. But so quickly! He ran out, and there was nobody
there but those of the house. He never even saw any dish waiting…” “I did know,” said Edwin, “about the
dish. She told us, I knew it was there. But what did it matter to me? I only
wanted to go home…” “Hush, now, hush!” said Cadfael chidingly.
“You speak to a man convinced. I’ve made my own tests, all I need. Now sit
quiet, and trouble your minds no more about me, I know you have nothing to
repent.” That was much, perhaps, to say of any man, but at least these two had
nothing on their souls but the ordinary misdemeanours of the energetic young.
And now that he had leisure to look at them without looking for prevarication
or deceit, he was able to notice other things. “You must give me a little while
for thought, but the time need not be wasted. Tell me, has either of you eaten,
all these hours? The one of you, I know, made a very poor dinner.” They had been far too preoccupied with
worse problems, until then, to notice hunger, but now that they had an ally,
however limited in power, and shelter, however temporary, they were suddenly
and instantly ravenous. “You’ll not give him up?” blurted Edwy
round a mouthful of oat-cake, instantly alarmed. “That I certainly will not do.” Yet he
might well have urged the boy to give himself up, stand fast on his innocence,
and trust in justice, if he had had complete trust himself in the law as being
infallibly just. But he had not. The law required a culprit, and the sergeant
was comfortably convinced that he was in pursuit of the right quarry, and would
not easily be persuaded to look further. Cadfael’s proofs he had not witnessed,
and would shrug off contemptuously as an old fool fondly believing a cunning
young liar. “I can’t go home,” said Edwin, the
solemnity of his face in no way marred by one cheek distended with apple, and a
greenish smudge from some branch soiling the other. “And I can’t go to my
mother’s. I should only be bringing worse trouble on her.” “For tonight you can stay here, the pair
of you, and keep my little brazier fed. There are clean sacks under the bench,
and you’ll be warm and safe enough. But in the day there’s coming and going
here from time to time, we must have you out early, the one of you for home,
the other… Well, we’ll hope you need stay hidden only a matter of a few days.
As well close here at the abbey as anywhere, they’ll hardly look for you here.”
He considered, long and thoughtfully. The lofts over the stables were always
warmed from the hay, and the bodies of the horses below, but too many people
came and went there, and with travellers on the roads before the festival,
there might well be servants required to sleep there above their beasts. But
outside the enclave, at one corner of the open
space used for the horse-fairs and the abbey’s summer fair, there was a barn
where beasts brought to market could be folded before sale, and the loft held
fodder for them. The barn belonged to the abbey, but was open to all travelling
merchants. At this time of year its visitors would be few or none, and the loft
well filled with good hay and straw, a comfortable enough bed for a few nights.
Moreover, should some unforeseen accident threaten danger to the fugitive,
escape from outside the walls would be easier than from within. Though God
forbid it should come to that! “Yes, I know a place that will serve, we’ll
get you to it early in the morning, and see you well stocked with food and ale
for the day. You’ll need patience, I know, to lie by, but that you must endure.” “Better,” said Edwin fervently, “than
falling into the sheriff’s clutches, and I do thank you. But… how am I bettered
by this, in the end? I can’t lie hidden for ever.” “There’s but one way,” said Cadfael
emphatically, “that you can be bettered in this affair, lad, and that’s by
uncovering the man who did the thing you’re charged with doing. And since you
can hardly undertake that yourself, you must leave the attempt to me. What I
can do, I’ll do, for my own honour as well as for yours. Now I must leave you
and go to Matins. In the morning before Prime I’ll come and see you safely out
of here.” Brother Mark had done his part, the habit
was there, rolled up beneath Brother Cadfael’s bed. He wore it under his own,
when he rose an hour before the bell for Prime, and left the dortoir by the
night stairs and the church. Winter dawns come very late, and this night had
been moonless and overcast; the darkness as he crossed the court from cloister
to gardens was profound, and there was no one else stirring. There was perfect
cover for Edwy to withdraw unobserved through the church and the parish door,
as he had come, and make his chilly way to the bridge, to cross into Shrewsbury
as soon as the gate was opened. Doubtless he knew his own town well enough to
reach his home by ways devious enough to baffle detection
by the authorities, even if they were watching the shop. As for Edwin, he made a demure young
novice, once inside the black habit and the sheltering cowl. Cadfael was
reminded of Brother Mark, when he was new, wary and expecting nothing but the
worst of his enforced vocation; the springy, defensive gait, the too tightly
folded hands in the wide sleeves, the flickering side-glances, wild and alert
for trouble. But there was something in this young thing’s performance that
suggested a perverse enjoyment, too; for all the danger to himself, and his
keen appreciation of it, he could not help finding pleasure in this adventure.
And whether he would manage to behave himself discreetly in hiding, and bear
the inactive hours, or be tempted to wander and take risks, was something
Cadfael preferred not to contemplate. Through cloister and church, and out at
the west door, outside the walls, they went side by side, and turned right,
away from the gatehouse. It was still fully dark. “This road leads in the end to London,
doesn’t it?” whispered Edwin from within his raised cowl. “It does so. But don’t try leaving that
way, even if you should have to run, which God forbid, for they’ll have a check
on the road out at St. Giles. You be sensible and lie still, and give me a few
days, at least, to find out what I may.” The wide triangle of the horse-fair
ground gleamed faintly pallid with light frost. The abbey barn loomed at one
corner, close to the enclave wall. The main door was closed and fastened, but
at the rear there was an outside staircase to the loft, and a small door at the
top of it. Early traffic was already abroad, though thin at this dark hour, and
no one paid attention to two monks of St. Peter’s mounting to their own loft.
The door was locked, but Cadfael had brought the key, and let them in to a dry,
hay-scented darkness. “The key I can’t leave you, I must
restore it, but neither will I leave you locked in. The door must stay
unfastened for you until you may come forth freely. Here you have a loaf, and
beans, and curd, and a few apples, and here’s a flask of small
ale. Keep the gown, you may need it for warmth in the night, but the hay makes
a kindly bed. And when I come to you, as I will, you may know me at the door by
this knock… Though no one else is likely to come. Should anyone appear without
my knock, you have hay enough to hide in.” The boy stood, suddenly grave and a
little forlorn. Cadfael reached a hand, and put back the cowl from the
shock-head of curls, and there was just filtering dawn-light enough to show him
the shape of the solemn oval face, all steady, dilated, confronting eyes. “You have not slept much. If I were you,
I’d burrow deep and warm, and sleep the day out. I won’t desert you.” “I know,” said Edwin firmly. He knew that
even together they might avail nothing, but at least he knew he was not alone.
He had a loyal family, with Edwy as link, and he had an ally within the
enclave. And he had one other thinking of him and agonising about him. He said
in a voice that lost its firmness only for one perilous instant, and stubbornly
recovered: “Tell my mother I did not ever do him or wish him harm.” “Fool child,” said Cadfael comfortably, “I’ve
been assured of that already, and who do you suppose told me, if not your
mother?” The very faint light was magically soft, and the boy stood at that
stage between childhood and maturity when his face, forming but not yet formed,
might have been that of boy or girl, woman or man. “You’re very like her,” said
Cadfael, remembering a girl not much older than this sprig, embraced and kissed
by just such a clandestine light, her parents believing her abed and asleep in
virginal solitude. At this pass he had momentarily forgotten
all the women he had known between, east and west, none of them, he hoped and
believed, left feeling wronged. “I’ll be with you before night,” he said, and
withdrew to the safety of the winter air outside. Good God, he thought with reverence,
making his way back by the parish door in good time for Prime, that fine piece
of young flesh, as raw and wild and faulty as he is, he might have
been mine! He and the other, too, a son and a grandson both! It was the first
and only time that ever he questioned his vocation, much less regretted it, and
the regret was not long. But he did wonder if somewhere in the world, by the
grace of Arianna, or Bianca, or Mariam, or—were there one or two others as well
loved here and there, now forgotten?—he had left printings of himself as
beautiful and formidable as this boy of Richildis’s bearing and another’s
getting. Chapter Five IT WAS NOW IMPERATIVE TO FIND THE
MURDERER, otherwise the boy could not emerge from hiding and take up his
disrupted life. And that meant tracing in detail the passage of the ill-fated
dish of partridge from the abbot’s kitchen to Gervase Bonel’s belly. Who had
handled it? Who could have tampered with it? Since Prior Robert, in his lofty
eminence within the abbot’s lodging, had eaten, appreciated and digested the
rest of it without harm, clearly it had been delivered to him in goodwill and
in good condition. And he, certainly without meddling, had delivered it in the
same condition to his cook. Before High Mass, Cadfael went to the
abbot’s kitchen. He was one of a dozen or so people within these walls who were
not afraid of Brother Petrus. Fanatics are always frightening, and Brother
Petrus was a fanatic, not for his religion or his vocation, those he took for
granted, but for his art. His dedicated fire tinted black hair and black eyes,
scorching both with a fiery red. His northern blood boiled like his own
cauldron. His temper, barbarian from the borders, was as hot as his own oven.
And as hotly as he loved Abbot Heribert, for the same reasons he detested Prior
Robert. When Cadfael walked in upon him, he was
merely surveying the day’s battlefield, and mustering his army of pans, pots,
spits and dishes, with less satisfaction than the exercise should have
provided, because it was Robert, and not Heribert, who would consume the result
of his labours. But for all that, he could not relax his hold on perfection. “That partridge!” said Petrus darkly,
questioned on the day’s events. “As fine a bird as ever I saw, not the biggest,
but the best-fed and plumpest, and could I have dressed it for my abbot, I
would have made him a masterwork. Yes, this prior comes in and bids me set
aside a portion—for one only, mark!—to be sent to the guest at the house by the
millpond, with his compliments. And I did it. I made it the best portion, in
one of Abbot Heribert’s own dishes. My
dishes, says Robert! Did anyone else here touch it? I tell you, Cadfael, the
two I have here know me, they do what I say, and let all else ride. Robert? He
came in to give his orders and sniff at my pan, but it was all in one pan then,
it was only after he left my kitchen I set aside the dish for Master Bonel. No,
take it as certain, none but myself touched that dish until it left here, and
that was close on the dinner hour, when the manservant—Aelfric, is it?—brought
his tray.” “How do you find this man Aelfric?” asked
Cadfael. “You’re seeing him daily.” “A surly fellow, or at least a mute one,”
said Petrus without animosity, “but keeps exact time, and is orderly and
careful.” So Richildis had said, perhaps even to
excess, and with intent to aggrieve his master. “I saw him crossing the court with his
load that day. The dishes were covered, he has but two hands, and certainly he
did not halt this side the gatehouse, for I saw him go out.” But once through the gate there was a
bench set in an alcove in the wall, where a tray could easily be put down for a
moment, on pretense of adjusting to a better balance. And Aelfric knew his way
to the workshop in the garden, and had seen the oil dispensed. And Aelfric was
a soured man on two counts. A man of infinite potential, since he let so little
of himself be known to any. “Ah, well, it’s certain nothing was added
to the food here.” “Nothing but wholesome wine and spices.
Now if it had been the rest of the bird that was poisoned,” said Petrus darkly,
“I’d give you leave to look sideways at me, for you’d have reason. But if ever
I did go so far as to prepare a monk’s-hood stew for that one, be sure I’d make
no mistake about which bowl went to which belly.” No need, thought Cadfael, crossing the
court to Mass, to take Brother Petrus’s fulminations too seriously. For all his
ferocity he was a man of words rather than actions. Or ought it, after all, to
be considered as worth pondering? The idea that a mistake had been made, and
the dish intended for Robert sent instead to Bonel, had never entered Cadfael’s
head until now, but clearly Petrus had credited him with just such a notion,
and made haste to hammer it into absurdity before it was uttered. A shade too
much haste? Murderous hatreds had been known to arise between those who were
sworn to brotherhood, before this, and surely would so arise again. Brother
Petrus might have started the very suspicion he had set out to scotch. Not,
perhaps, a very likely murderer. But bear it in mind! The few weeks before the main festivals
of the year always saw an increase in the parochial attendance at Mass, the
season pricking the easy consciences of those who took their spiritual duties
lightly all the rest of the year. There were a creditable number of local
people in the church that morning, and it was no great surprise to Cadfael to
discover among them the white coif and abundant yellow hair of the girl Aldith.
When the service ended he noticed that she did not go out by the west door,
like the rest, but passed through the south door into the cloister, and so out
into the great court. There she drew her cloak around her, and sat down on a
stone bench against the refectory wall. Cadfael followed, and saluted her
gravely, asking after her mistress. The girl raised to him a fair, composed
face whose soft lines seemed to him to be belied by
the level dark force of her eyes. She was, he reflected, as mysterious in her
way as Aelfric, and what she did not choose to reveal of herself it would be
hard to discover unaided. “She’s well enough in body,” she said
thoughtfully, “but distressed in mind for Edwin, naturally. But there’s been no
word of his being taken, and I’m sure we should have heard if he had been. That’s
some comfort. Poor lady, she’s in need of comfort.” He could have sent her some reassurance
by this messenger, but he did not. Richildis had taken care to speak with him
alone, he should respect that preference. In so tight and closed a situation,
where only the handful of people involved in one household seemed to be at
risk, how could Richildis be absolutely sure even of her young kinswoman, even
of her stepson or her manservant? And could he, in the end, even be sure of
Richildis? Mothers may be driven to do terrible things in defence of the rights
of their children. Gervase Bonel had made a bargain with her, and broken it. “If you’ll permit, I’ll sit with you a
little while. You’re not in haste to return?” “Aelfric will be coming for the dinner
soon,” she said. “I thought I would wait for him, and help him carry
everything. He’ll have the ale and the bread as well.” And she added, as
Cadfael sat down beside her: “It’s ill for him, having to do that same office
daily, after what fell on us yesterday. To think that people may be eyeing him
and wondering. Even you, brother. Isn’t it true?” “No help for that,” said Cadfael simply, “until
we know the truth. The sheriff’s sergeant believes he knows it already. Do you
agree with him?” “No!” She was mildly scornful, it even
raised the ghost of a smile. “It isn’t the wild, noisy, boisterous boys, the
ones who let the world all round know their grievances and their tantrums and
their pleasures, who use poison. But what avails my telling you this, saying I
believe or I don’t believe, when I’m deep in the same coil myself? As you know
I am! When Aelfric came into my kitchen with the tray, and told me about the
prior’s gift, it was I who set the dish to keep hot on the hob, while Aelfric
carried the large dish into the room, and I followed with the platters and the
jug of ale. The three of them were in there at table, they knew nothing about
the partridge until I told them… thinking to please the master, for in there
the air was so chill you could hardly breathe. I think I was back in the
kitchen first of the two of us, and I sat by the hob to eat my meal, and I
stirred the bowl when it simmered. More than once, and moved it aside from the
heat, too. What use my saying I added nothing? Of course that is what I, or any
other in my shoes would say, it carries no weight until there’s proof, one way
or the other.” “You are very sensible and very just,”
said Cadfael. “And Meurig, you say, was just coming in at the door when you
returned to the kitchen. So he was not alone with the dish… even supposing he
had known what it was, and for whom it was intended.” Her dark brows rose, wonderfully arched
and vivid and striking under the pale brow and light-gold hair. “The door was
wide open, that I recall, and Meurig was just scraping the dirt from his shoes
before coming in. But what reason could Meurig have, in any case, to wish his
father dead? He was not lavish with him, but he was of more value to him alive
than dead. He had no hope of inheriting anything, and knew it, but he had a
modest competence to lose.” That was simple truth. Not even the
church would argue a bastard’s right to inherit, while the state would deny it
even where marriage of the parents, every way legal, followed the birth. And
this had been a commonplace affair with one of his own maidservants. No, Meurig
had no possible stake in this death. Whereas Edwin had a manor to regain, and
Richildis, her adored son’s future. And Aelfric? She had reared her head, gazing towards
the gatehouse, where Aelfric had just appeared, the high-rimmed wooden tray
under his arm, a bag for the loaves slung on his shoulder. She gathered her
cloak and rose. “Tell me,” said Cadfael, mild-voiced
beside her, “now that Master Bonel is dead, to whom does Aelfric belong? Does
he go with the manor, to the abbey or some other lord? Or was he excluded from
the agreement, conceded to Master Bonel as manservant in villeinage for life?” She looked back sharply in the act of
going to meet Aelfric. “He was excluded. Granted to be my lord’s villein
personally.” “Then whatever happens to the manor now,
he will go to whoever inherits the personal effects… to widow or son, granted
the son escapes a criminal charge. And Aldith, you know Mistress Bonel’s mind,
would you not say that she would at once give Aelfric his freedom, with a glad
heart? And would the boy do any other?” All she gave him by way of answer was a
brief, blinding flash of the black, intelligent eyes, and the sudden, veiling
swoop of large lids and long dark lashes. Then she went to cross Aelfric’s
path, and fall in beside him on his way to the abbot’s lodging. Her step was
light and easy, her greeting indifferent, her manner dutiful. Aelfric trudged
by her side stiff and mute, and would not let her take the bag from his
shoulder. Cadfael sat looking after them for a long moment, observing and
wondering, though after a while the wonder subsided into mild surprise, and by
the time he set off to wash his hands before dinner in the refectory, even
surprise had settled into conviction and reassessment. It was mid-afternoon, and Cadfael was
picking over the stored trays of apples and pears in the loft of the abbot’s
barn, discarding the few decayed specimens before they could infect their
neighbours, when Brother Mark came hallooing for him from below. “The sheriff’s man is back,” he reported,
when Cadfael peered down the ladder at him and demanded what the noise was
about, “and asking for you. And they’ve not captured their man—if it’s any news
I’m telling you.” “It’s no good news that I should be
wanted,” admitted Cadfael, descending the ladder backwards, as nimbly as a boy.
“What’s his will? Or his humour, at least?” “No menace to you, I think,” said Mark,
considering. “Vexed at not laying his hands on the
boy, naturally, but I think his mind’s on small things like the level of that
rubbing oil in your store. He asked me if I could tell if any had been removed
from there, but I’m a slipshod hand who notices nothing, as you’ll bear
witness. He thinks you’ll know to the last drop.” “Then he’s the fool. It takes a mere
mouthful or two of that to kill, and in a container too wide to get the fingers
of both hands around, and tall as a stool, who’s to know if ten times that
amount has been purloined? But let’s at least pick his brains of what he’s
about now, and how far he thinks he has his case proven.” In the workshop the sheriff’s sergeant
was poking his bushy beard and hawk’s beak into all Cadfael’s sacks and jars
and pots in somewhat wary curiosity. If he had brought an escort with him this
time, he must have left them in the great court or at the gatehouse. “You may yet be able to help us, brother,”
he said as Cadfael entered. “It would be a gain to know from which supply of
this oil of yours the poison was taken, but the young brother here can’t say if
any is missing from this store. Can you be more forthcoming?” “On that point,” said Cadfael bluntly, “no.
The amount needed would be very small, and my stock, as you see, is large. No
one could pretend to say with certainty whether any had been taken out
unlawfully. This I can tell you, I examined the neck and stopper of this bottle
yesterday, and there is no trace of oil at the lip. I doubt if a thief in haste
would stop to wipe the lip clean before stoppering it, as I do.” The sergeant nodded, partially satisfied
that this accorded with what he believed. “It’s more likely it was taken from
the infirmary, then. And that’s a smaller flask by much than this, but I’ve
been there, and they can none of them hazard an opinion. Among the old the oil
is in favoured use now, who can guess if it was used one more time without
lawful reason?” “You’ve made little progress, I fear,”
said Brother Cadfael. Cadfael sat back on his bench and spread
his hands on his knees. “You’re very sure of him. Yet there are at least four
others who were there in the house, and any number more who, for one reason or
another, know the use and abuse of this preparation. Oh, I know the weight of
the case you can make against this boy. I could make as good a case against one
or two more, but that I won’t do. I’d rather by far consider those factors that
might provide, not suspicion, but proof, and not against one chosen quarry, but
against the person, whoever he may be, towards whom the facts point. The time
concerned is tight, half an hour at most. I myself saw the manservant fetch the
dishes from the abbot’s kitchen, and carry them out at the gate. Unless we are
to look seriously at those who serve the abbot’s kitchen, the dish was still
harmless when it left our enclave. I don’t say,” he added blandly, “that you
should, because we wear the cowl, write off any man of us as exempt from
suspicion, myself included.” The sergeant was intelligent, though not
impressed. “Then what limiting factors, what firm facts, do you refer to,
brother?” “I mentioned to you yesterday, and if you
care to sniff at that bottle, and try a drop of it on your sleeve, you’ll note
for yourself, that it makes itself apparent both to the nose and eye. You would
not easily wash out the greasy mark from cloth, nor get rid of the smell. It is
not the wolfsbane that smells so sharp and acrid, there’s also mustard and
other herbs. Whoever you seize upon, you must examine his clothing for these
signs. I don’t say it’s proof of innocence if no such signs are found, but it
does weaken the evidence of guilt.” “You are interesting, brother,” said the
sergeant, “but not convincing.” “Then consider this. Whoever had used
that poison would be in haste to get rid of the bottle as soon as possible, and
as cleanly. If he lingered, he would have to hide it about him, and risk
marking himself, or even having it discovered on him. You will conduct your
business as you see fit. But I, were I in your shoes, would be looking very
carefully for a small vial, anywhere within a modest distance of that house, for
when you find it, the place where it was discarded will tell a great deal about
the person who could have cast it there.” And with certainty he added: “You’ll
be in no doubt of it being the right vial.” He did not at all like the expression of
indulgent complacency that was creeping over the sergeant’s weathered
countenance, as though he enjoyed a joke that presently, when he chose to
divulge it, would quite take the wind out of Cadfael’s sails. He himself
admitted he had not captured his man, but there was certainly some other secret
satisfaction he was hugging to his leather bosom. “You have not found it already?” said
Cadfael cautiously. “Not found it, no. Nor looked for it very
hard. But for all that, I know where it is. Small use looking now, and in any
case, no need.” And now he was openly grinning. “I take exception to that,” said Cadfael
firmly. “if you have not found it, you cannot know
where it is, you can only surmise, which is not the same thing.” “It’s as near the same thing as we’re
likely to get,” said the sergeant, pleased with his advantage. “For your little
vial has gone floating down the Severn, and may never be seen again, but we
know it was tossed in there, and we know who tossed it. We’ve not been idle
since we left here yesterday, I can tell you, and we’ve done more than simply
pursue a young fox and lose his trail a while. We’ve taken witness from any we
could find who were moving about the bridge and the Foregate around the dinner
hour, and saw Bonel’s manservant running after the boy. We found a carter who
was crossing the bridge just at that time.
Such a chase, he pulled up his cart, thinking there was a hue and cry after a
thief, but when the boy had run past him he saw the pursuer give up the chase,
short of the bridge, for he had no chance of overtaking his quarry. The one
shrugged and turned back, and when the carter turned to look after the other he
saw him slow in his running for a moment, and hurl some small thing over the
downstream parapet into the water. It was young Gurney, and no other, who had
something to dispose of, as soon as possible after he’d tipped its contents
into the dish for his stepfather, given the spoon a whirl or two, and rushed
away with the bottle in his hand. And what do you say to that, my friend?” What, indeed? The shock was severe, for
not one word had Edwin said about this incident, and for a moment Cadfael did
seriously consider that he might have been hoodwinked for once by a cunning
little dissembler. Yet cunning was the last thing he would ever have found in
that bold, pugnacious face. He rallied rapidly, and without betraying his
disquiet. “I say that ‘some small thing’ is not
necessarily a vial. Did you put it to your carter that it might have been that?” “I did, and he would not say yes or no,
only that whatever it was was small enough to hold in the closed hand, and
flashed in the light as it flew. He would not give it a shape or a character
more than that.” “You had an honest witness. Now can you
tell me two things more from his testimony. At exactly what point on the bridge
was the boy when he threw it? And did the manservant also see it thrown?” “My man says the fellow running after had
halted and turned back, and only then did he look round and catch the other one
in the act. The servant could not have seen. And as for where the lad was at
that moment, he said barely halfway across the drawbridge.” That meant that Edwin had hurled away
whatever it was as soon as he felt sure he was above the water, clear of the
bank and the shore, for it was the outer section of the bridge that could be
raised. And at that, he might have miscalculated and been in too big a hurry.
The bushes and shelving slope under the
abutments ran well out below the first arch. There was still a chance that
whatever had been discarded could be recovered, if it had fallen short of the
current. It seemed, also, that Aelfric had not concealed this detail, for he
had not witnessed it. “Well,” said Cadfael, “by your own tale
the boy had just gone running past a halted cart, with a driver already staring
at him, and no doubt, at that hour, several other people within view, and made
no secret of getting rid of whatever it was he threw. Nothing furtive about
that. Hardly the way a murderer would go about disposing of the means, to my way
of thinking. What do you say?” The sergeant hitched at his belt and
laughed aloud. “I say you make as good a devil’s advocate as ever I’ve heard.
But lads in a panic after a desperate deed don’t stop to think. And if it was
not the vial he heaved into the Severn, you tell me, brother, what was it?” And
he strode out into the chill of the early evening air, and left Cadfael to
brood on the same question. Brother Mark, who had made himself
inconspicuous in a corner all this time, but with eyes and ears wide and sharp
for every word and look, kept a respectful silence until Cadfael stirred at
length, and moodily thumped his knees with clenched fists. Then he said,
carefully avoiding questions: “There’s still an hour or so of daylight left
before Vespers. If you think it’s worth having a look below the bridge there?” Brother Cadfael had almost forgotten the
young man was present, and turned a surprised and appreciative eye on him. “So there is! And your eyes are younger
than mine. The two of us might at least cover the available ground. Yes, come,
for better or worse we’ll venture.” Brother Mark followed eagerly across the
court, out at the gatehouse, and along the highroad towards the bridge and the
town. A flat, leaden gleam lay over the mill-pond on their left, and the house
beyond it showed only a closed and shuttered face. Brother Mark stared at it
curiously as they passed. He had never seen Mistress Bonel, and knew nothing of
the old ties that linked her with Cadfael, but he knew when his mentor
and friend was particularly exercised on someone else’s behalf, and his own
loyalty and partisan fervour, after his church, belonged all to Cadfael. He was
busy thinking out everything he had heard in the workshop, and making practical
sense of it. As they turned aside to the right, down the sheltered path that
led to the riverside and the main gardens of the abbey, ranged along the rich
Severn meadows, he said thoughtfully: “I take it, brother, that what we are
looking for must be small, and able to take the light, but had better not be a bottle?” “You may take it,” said Cadfael, sighing,
“that whether it is or not, we must try our best to find it. But I would very
much rather find something else, something as innocent as the day.” Just beneath the abutments of the bridge,
where it was not worth while clearing the ground for cultivation, bushes grew
thickly, and coarse grass sloped down gradually to the lip of the water. They
combed the tufted turf along the edge, where a filming of ice prolonged the
ground by a few inches, until the light failed them and it was time to hurry
back for Vespers; but they found nothing small, relatively heavy, and capable
of reflecting a flash of light as it was thrown, nothing that could have been
the mysterious something tossed away by Edwin in his flight. Cadfael slipped away after supper,
absenting himself from the readings in the chapter-house, helped himself to the
end of a loaf and a hunk of cheese, and a flask of small ale for his fugitive,
and made his way discreetly to the loft over the abbey barn in the horse-fair.
The night was clear overhead but dark, for there was no moon as yet. By morning
the ground would be silvered over, and the shore of Severn extended by a new
fringe of ice. His signal knock at the door at the head
of the stairs produced only a profound silence, which he approved. He opened
the door and went in, closing it silently behind him. In the darkness within
nothing existed visibly, but the warm, fresh scent of
the clean hay stirred in a faint wave, and an equally quiet rustling showed him
where the boy had emerged from his nest to meet him. He moved a step towards
the sound. “Be easy, it’s Cadfael.” “I knew,” said Edwin’s voice very softly.
“I knew you’d come.” “Was it a long day?” “I slept most of it.” “That’s my stout heart! Where are you…?
Ah!” They moved together, uniting two faint warmths that made a better warmth
between them; Cadfael touched a sleeve, found a welcoming hand. “Now let’s sit
down and be blunt and brief, for time’s short. But we may as well be comfortable
with what we have. And here’s food and drink for you.” Young hands, invisible,
clasped his offerings gladly. They felt their way to a snug place in the hay,
side by side. “Is there any better news for me?” asked
Edwin anxiously. “Not yet. What I have for you, young man,
is a question. Why did you leave out half the tale?” Edwin sat up sharply beside him, in the
act of biting heartily into a crust of bread. “But I didn’t! I told you the
truth. Why should I keep anything from you, when I came asking for your help?” “Why, indeed! Yet the sheriff’s men have
had speech with a certain carter who was crossing the bridge from Shrewsbury
when you went haring away from your mother’s house, and he testifies that he
saw you heave something over the parapet into the river. Is that true?” Without hesitation the boy said: “Yes!”
his voice a curious blend of bewilderment, embarrassment and anxiety. Cadfael
had the impression that he was even blushing in the darkness, and yet obviously
with no sense of guilt at having left the incident unmentioned, rather as
though a purely private folly of his own had been accidentally uncovered. “Why did you not tell me that yesterday?
I might have had a better chance of helping you if I’d known.” “I don’t see why.” He was a little sullen
and on his dignity now, but wavering and wondering. “It didn’t seem to have anything
to do with what happened… and I wanted to forget it. But I’ll tell you now, if
it does matter. It isn’t anything bad.” “It matters very much, though you couldn’t
have known that when you threw it away.” Better tell him the reason now, and
show that by this examiner, at least, he was not doubted. “For what you sent
over the parapet, my lad, is being interpreted by the sheriff’s man as the
bottle that held the poison, newly emptied by you before you ran out of the
house, and disposed of in the river. So now, I think, you had better tell me
what it really was, and I’ll try to convince the law they are on the wrong
scent, over that and everything else.” The boy sat very still, not stunned by
this blow, which was only one more in a beating which had already done its
worst and left him still resilient. He was very quick in mind, he saw the
implications, for himself and for Brother Cadfael. Slowly he said: “And you don’t
need first to be convinced?” “No. For a moment I may have been shaken,
but not longer. Now tell me!” “I didn’t know! How could I know what was
going to happen?” He drew breath deeply, and some of the tension left the arm
and shoulder that leaned confidingly into Cadfael’s side, “No one else knew
about it, I hadn’t said a word to Meurig, and I never got so far as to show it
even to my mother—I never had the chance. You know I’m learning to work in
wood, and in fine metals, too, a little, and I had to show that I meant to be
good at what I did. I made a present for my stepfather. Not because I liked
him,” he made haste to add, with haughty honesty, “I didn’t! But my mother was
unhappy about our quarrel, and it had made him hard and ill-tempered even to
her—he never used to be, he was fond of her, I know. So I made a present as a
peace offering… and to show I should make a craftsman, too, and be able to earn
my living without him. He had a relic he valued greatly, he bought it in
Walsingham when he was on pilgrimage, a long time ago. It’s supposed to be a
piece of Our Lady’s mantle, from the hem, but I don’t believe it’s true. But he believed it. It’s a
slip of blue cloth as long as my little finger, with a gold thread in the edge,
and it’s wrapped in a bit of gold. He paid a lot of money for it, I know. So I
thought I would make him a little reliquary just the right size for it, a
little box with a hinge. I made it from pearwood, and jointed and polished it
well, and inlaid the lid with a little picture of Our Lady in nacre and silver,
and blue stone for the mantle. I think it was not bad.” The light- ache in his
voice touched Brother Cadfael’s relieved heart; he had loved his work and
destroyed it, he was entitled to grieve. “And you took it with you to give to him
yesterday?” he asked gently. “Yes.” He bit that off short. Cadfael
remembered how he had been received, according to Richildis, when he made his
difficult, courageous appearance at their table, his gift secreted somewhere
upon him. “And you had it in your hand when he
drove you out of the house with his malice. I see how it could happen.” The boy burst out bitterly, shivering
with resentment still: “He said I’d come to crawl to him for my manor… he
taunted me, and if I kneeled to him… How could I offer him a gift, after that?
He would have taken it as proof positive… I couldn’t bear that! It was meant to
be a gift, without any asking.” “I should have done what you did, boy,
kept it clutched in my hand, and run from there without a word more.” “But not thrown it in the river, perhaps,”
sighed Edwin ruefully. “Why? I don’t know… Only it had been meant for him, and
I had it in my hand, and Aelfric was running after me and calling, and I couldn’t
go back… It wasn’t his, and it wasn’t any more mine, and I threw it over to be
rid of it…” So that was why neither Richildis nor
anyone else had mentioned Edwin’s peace offering. Peace or war, for that
matter? It had been meant to assert both his forgiveness and his independence,
neither very pleasing to an elderly autocrat. But well-meant, for all that, an
achievement, considering the lad was not yet fifteen years old. But no one had
known of it. No one but the maker had ever had the
chance to admire—as Richildis would have done most dotingly!—the nice
dove-tailing of the joints of his little box, or the fine setting of the slips
of silver and pearl and lapis which had flashed just once in the light as they
hurtled into the river. “Tell me, this was a well-fitted lid, and
closed when you threw it over?” “Yes.” He was very fairly visible now,
and all startled eyes. He did not understand the question, but he was sure of
his work. “Is that important, too, I wish now I hadn’t done it, I see I’ve made
everything worse. But how was I to know? There wasn’t any hue and cry for me then,
there wasn’t any murder, I knew I hadn’t done anything wrong.” “A small wooden box, tightly closed, will
float gallantly where the river carries it, and there are men who live by the
river traffic and fishing, yes, and poaching, too, and they’ll know every bend
and beach from here to Atcham where things fetch up on the current. Keep your
heart up, lad, you may yet see your work again if I can get the sheriff to
listen to me, and put out the word to the watermen to keep a watch. If I give
them a description of what was thrown away—oh, be easy, I’ll not reveal how I
got it!—and somewhere downstream that very thing is discovered, that’s a strong
point in your favour, and I may even be able to get them to look elsewhere for
the bottle, somewhere where Edwin Gurney was not, and therefore could not have
left it. You bide yet a day or two here in quiet, if you can bear it, and if
need be, I’ll get you away to some more distant place, where you can wait the
time out in better comfort.” “I can bear it,” said Edwin sturdily. And
added ruefully: “But I wish it may not be long!” The brothers were filing out at the end
of Compline when it dawned upon Cadfael that there was one important question
which he and everyone else had neglected to ask, and the only person he could
think of who might conceivably be able to answer it was Richildis. There was
still time to ask it before night, if he gave up his final half-hour in the
warming-room. Not, perhaps, a tactful time to visit,
but everything connected with this business was urgent, and Richildis could at
least sleep a little more easily for the knowledge that Edwin was, thus far at
least, safe and provided for. Cadfael drew up his cowl, and made purposefully
for the gates. It was bad luck that Brother Jerome
should be coming across the court towards the porter’s lodge at the same time,
probably with some officious orders for the morrow, or some sanctimonious
complaint of irregularities today. Brother Jerome already felt himself to be in
the exalted position of clerk to the abbot-elect, and was exerting himself to
represent adequately his master Robert, now that that worthy man had availed
himself of the abbot’s privilege and privacy. Authority delegated to Brother
Richard, and sedulously avoided by him wherever possible, would be greedily
taken up by Brother Jerome. Some of the novices and boy pupils had already had
cause to lament his zeal. “You have an errand of mercy at so late
an hour, brother?” Jerome smiled odiously. “Can it not wait until morning?” “At the risk of further harm,” snapped
Cadfael, “it might.” And he made no further halt, but proceeded on his way,
well aware of the narrowed eyes following his departure. He had, within reason,
authority to come and go as he thought fit, even to absent himself from
services if his aid was required elsewhere, and he was certainly not going to
explain himself, either truthfully or mendaciously, to Brother Jerome, however
others less bold might conform for the sake of staying out of Robert’s
displeasure. It was unfortunate, but he had nothing ill to conceal, and to turn
back would have suggested the contrary. There was still a small light burning in
the kitchen of the house beyond the mill-pond, he could see it through a tiny
chink in the shutter as he approached. Yes, now, there was something he had
failed to take into account: the kitchen window overlooked the pond, and close,
at that, closer than from the road, and yesterday it had been open because of
the brazier standing under it, an outlet for the smoke. An outlet, too, for a
small vial hurled out there as soon as emptied, to be lost
for ever in the mud at the bottom of the pond? What could be more convenient?
No odour on clothing, no stains, no dread of being discovered with the proof. Tomorrow, thought Cadfael, elated, I’ll search
from that window down to the water. Who knows but this time the thing thrown
may really have fallen short, and be lying somewhere in the grass by the water’s
edge for me to find? That would be something gained! Even if it cannot prove
who threw it there, it may still tell me something. He knocked softly at the door, expecting
Aldith to answer, or Aelfric, but it was the voice of Richildis herself that
called out quietly from within: “Who’s there?” “Cadfael! Open to me for a few minutes.” His name had been enough, she opened
eagerly, and reached a hand to draw him into the kitchen. “Hush, softly! Aldith
is asleep in my bed, and Aelfric within, in the room. I could not sleep yet, I
was sitting late, thinking about my boy. Oh, Cadfael, can you give me no
comfort? You will stand his friend if you can?” “He is well, and still free,” said
Cadfael, sitting down beside her on the bench against the wall. “But mark me,
you know nothing, should any ask. You may truly say he has not been here, and
you don’t know where he is. Better so!” “But you do know!” The tiny, steady light
of the rush-candle showed him her face smoothed of its ageing lines and softly
bright, very comely. He did not answer; she might read that for herself, and
could still say truly that she knew nothing. “And that’s all you can give me?” she
breathed. “No, I can give you my solemn word that
he never harmed his stepfather. That I know. And truth must come out. That you
must believe.” “Oh, I will, I do, if you’ll help to
uncover it. Oh, Cadfael, if you were not here I should despair. And such
constant vexations, pin-pricks, when I can think of nothing but Edwin. And
Gervase not in his grave until tomorrow! Now that he’s gone, I no longer have a
claim to livery for his horse, and with so many travellers coming now before
the feast, they want his stable-room, and I must move him
elsewhere, or else sell him… But Edwin will want him, if…” She shook her head
distractedly, and would not complete that doubt. “They told me they’ll find him
a stall and feed somewhere until I can arrange for him to be stabled elsewhere.
Perhaps Martin could house him…” They might, Cadfael thought indignantly,
have spared her such small annoyances, at least for a few days. She had moved a
little closer to him, her shoulder against his. Their whispering voices in the
dimly lit room, and the lingering warmth from a brazier now mostly ash, took
him back many years, to a stolen meeting in her father’s outhouse. Better not
linger, to be drawn deeper still! “Richildis, there’s something I came to
ask you. Did your husband ever actually draw up and seal the deed that made
Edwin his heir?” “Yes, he did.” She was surprised by the
question, “It was quite legal and binding, but naturally this agreement with
the abbey has a later date, and makes the will void now. Or it did…” She was
brought back sharply to the realisation that the second agreement, too, had
been superseded, more roughly even than the first. “Of course, that’s of no
validity now. So the grant to Edwin stands. It must, our man of law drew it
properly, and I have it in writing.” “So all that stands between Edwin and his
manor, now, is the threat of arrest for murder, which we know he did not do.
But tell me this, Richildis, if you know it: supposing the worst happened—which
it must not and will not—and he was convicted of killing your husband—then what
becomes of Mallilie? The abbey cannot claim it, Edwin could not then inherit
it. Who becomes the heir?” She managed to gaze resolutely beyond the
possibility of the worst, and considered what sense law would make of what was
left. “I suppose I should get my dower, as the
widow. But the manor could only revert to the overlord, and that’s the earl of
Chester, for there’s no other legitimate heir. He could bestow
it where he pleased, to his best advantage. It might go to any man he favoured
in these parts. Sheriff Prestcote, as like as not, or one of his officers.” It was true, and it robbed all others
here, except Edwin, of any prospect of gaining by Bonel’s death; or at least,
of any material gain. An enemy sufficiently consumed by hate might find the
death in itself gain enough, yet that seemed an excessive reaction to a man no
way extreme, however difficult Edwin had found him. “You’re sure? There’s no nephew, or
cousin of his somewhere about the shire?” “No, no one, or he would never have
promised me Mallilie for Edwin. He set great store by his own blood.” What had been going through Cadfael’s
mind was the possibility that someone with his own fortune in view might have
planned to remove at one stroke both Bonel and Edwin, by ensuring the boy’s
arrest for the man’s murder. But evidently that was far from the mark. No one
could have calculated with any certainty on securing for himself what the house
of Bonel forfeited. By way of comfort and encouragement,
Cadfael laid his broad, gnarled hand on her slender one, and marked in the
slanting tight, with roused tenderness, its enlarged knuckles and tracery of
violet veins, more touching than any girlish smoothness could ever have been. Her
face was beautiful, too, even in its ageing, lined, now that he saw it almost
at peace, with good-humour and the long experience of happiness, which this
brief ordeal of exasperation, disruption and pain could do little now to
deflower. It was his youth he was lamenting, not any waste of Richildis. She
had married the right man and been blessed, and a late mistake with the wrong
man was over without irreparable damage, provided her darling could be
extricated from his present danger. That, and only that, Cadfael thought
gratefully, is my task. The warm hand under his turned and
closed, holding him fast. The still beguiling face turned to gaze at him
closely and earnestly, with limpid, sympathetic eyes and a mouth with delicate,
self-congratulatory guilt. “Oh, Cadfael, did you take it
so hard? Did it have to be the cloister? I wondered about you so often, and so
long, but I never knew I had done you such an injury. And you have forgiven me
that broken promise?” “The whole fault was mine,” said Cadfael,
with somewhat over-hearty fervour. “I’ve wished you well always, as I do now.”
And he made to rise from the bench, but she kept her hold on his hand and rose
with him. A sweet woman, but dangerous, like all her innocent kind. “Do you remember,” she was saying, in the
hushed whisper the hour demanded, but with something even more secret in its
intimacy, “the night we pledged our troth? That was December, too. I’ve been
thinking of it ever since I knew you were here—a Benedictine monk! Who would
ever have dreamed it would end so! But you stayed away so long!” It was certainly time to go. Cadfael
retrieved his hand gently, made her a soothing good night, and discreetly
withdrew, before worse could befall him. Let her by all means attribute his
vocation to the loss of her own delightful person, for the conviction would
stand by her well until her world was restored in safety. But as for him, he
had no regrets whatever. The cowl both fitted and became him. He let himself out and returned enlarged
through the chill and sparkle of the frosty night, to the place he had chosen,
and still and for ever now preferred. Behind him, as he neared the gatehouse, a
meagre shadow detached itself from the shelter of the eaves of Richildiss
house, and slid contentedly along the road after him, keeping well to the side
in case he looked back. But Brother Cadfael did not look back. He had just had
a lesson in the perils of that equivocal exercise; and in any case, it was not
his way. Chapter Six CHAPTER NEXT MORNING PROMISED TO BE AS
DULL as usual, once Brother Andrew’s readings were done, and the business of
the house reached; but Cadfael, dozing gently behind his pillar, remained alert
enough to prick his ears, when Brother Matthew the cellarer announced that the
guest-hall was full to capacity, and more stabling space was needed for still
more expected gentlefolk, so that it would be necessary to transfer some of the
horses and mules belonging to the abbey to some other housing, to accommodate
the travellers’ beasts within the walls. Late merchants, taking advantage of
the clement autumn after the summer of siege and disorder, were now on the
roads making for home for the feast, and nobles with manors in the county were
seeking their own retired firesides, to celebrate Christmas away from the
burden of arms and the stress of faction in the south. It was manifestly true
that the stables were overcrowded, and the great court daily brighter and
busier with arrivals and departures. “There is also the matter of the horse
that belonged to Master Gervase Bonel,” said Brother Matthew, “who is to be
buried today. Our responsibility to provide stabling and feed is now at an end,
though I know the case is in suspense until the matter of the man’s death and
the disposal of his property is cleared up. But the widow as survivor is
certainly not entitled to livery for a horse. She
has a daughter married in the town, and doubtless will be able to make
provision for the beast, and of course we must house it until she so disposes,
but it need not occupy a stall in our main stables. Have I your approval to
move it out with our own working beasts to the stabling under our barn in the
horse-fair ground?” Most certainly he had not Cadfael’s
approval! He sat stiff with alarm and exasperation, fuming at his own unfortunate
choice of hiding-place rather than Matthew’s practical dispositions. Yet how
could he have foreseen this? Very seldom had it been necessary to make use of
the stalls at the barn, apart from its actual purpose as temporary
accommodation at the horse-fairs and St. Peter’s fair. And now how was he to
get to Edwin in time to remove him from the peril of discovery? In broad
daylight, and with the inescapable spiritual duties of the day confining his
movements? “That should certainly provide adequate
stabling,” agreed Prior Robert. “It would be well to make the transfer at once.” “I will give instructions to the grooms.
And you agree also, Father, to the Widow Bonel’s horse being removed with them?” “By all means!” Robert no longer had
quite the same interest in the Bonel family, now that it seemed doubtful he
would ever lay his hands on the manor of Mallilie, though he did not intend to
give up without a struggle. The unnatural death and its consequences irked him
like a thorn in his flesh, and he would gladly have removed not merely the
horse but the whole household, could he have done so with propriety. He did not
want murder associated with his convent, he did not want the sheriff’s officers
probing among his guests, or the whiff of notoriety hanging round the monastery
buildings like a bad odour. “It will be necessary to go into the legal
complications on the vexed question of the charter, which inevitably lapses now
unless a new lord chooses to endorse and complete it. But until after Master
Bonel’s burial, of course, nothing should be done. The horse, however, can well
be moved. I doubt if the widow will now have any use for a mount, but that is
not yet our problem.” Cadfael closed his ears to the desultory
discussion of a possible purchase of land to enlarge the graveyard, and gave
his mind to the consideration of his own more pressing problem. It would not be
impossible to find himself an errand along the Foregate when the grooms were
stabling the horses in their new quarters, and the lay brothers would not
question any movements of his. He could as well bring Edwin out of his retreat
in a Benedictine habit as lead him into it, provided he took care to time the
exit property. And once out, then where? Certainly not towards the gatehouse.
There were people in one or two houses along the highroad towards St. Giles who
had had dealings with him when sick, some whose children he had attended in
fever. They might give shelter to a young man at his recommendation, though he
did not much like the idea of involving them. Or there was, at the end of this
stretch of road, the leper hospital of St. Giles, where young brothers often
served a part of their novitiate in attendance on those less fortunate.
Something, surely, might be arranged to hide one haunted boy. Incredulously, Cadfael heard his own name
spoken, and was jerked sharply out of his planning. Across the chapter-house,
in his stall as close as possible to Prior Robert, Brother Jerome had risen,
and was in full spate, his meagre figure deceptively humble in stance, his
sharp eyes half-hooded in holy
meekness. And he had just uttered Brother Cadfael’s name, with odious concern
and affection! “… I do not say, Father, that there has
been any impropriety in our dearly valued brother’s conduct. I do but appeal
for aid and guidance for his soul’s sake, for he stands in peril. Father, it
has come to my knowledge that many years since, before his call to this blessed
vocation, Brother Cadfael was in a relationship of worldly affection with the
lady who is now Mistress Bonel, and a guest of this house. By reason of the
death of her husband he was drawn back into contact with her, by no fault of
his, oh, no, I do not speak of blame, for he was called to help a dying man.
But consider, Father, how severe a test may be imposed upon a brother’s sincere
devotion, when he is again brought unexpectedly into so close touch with a
long-forgotten attachment according to this world!” To judge by Prior Robert’s loftily
erected head and stretched neck, which enabled him to look from an even greater
height down his nose at the imperilled brother, he was indeed considering it.
So was Cadfael, with astonished indignation that congealed rapidly into cool,
inimical comprehension. He had underestimated Brother Jerome’s audacity, no
less than his venom. That large, sinewy ear must have been pressed lovingly to
the large keyhole of Richildis’s door, to have gathered so much. “Do you allege,” demanded Robert
incredulously, “that Brother Cadfael has been in unlawful conversation with
this woman? On what occasion? We ourselves know well that he attended Master
Bonel’s death-bed, and did his best for the unfortunate, and that the unhappy
wife was then present. We have no reproach to make upon that count, it was his
duty to go where he was needed.” Brother Cadfael, as yet unaddressed, sat
grimly silent, and let them proceed, for obviously this attack came as
unexpectedly to Robert as to him. “Oh, no man of us can question that,”
agreed Jerome obligingly. “It was his Christian duty to give aid according to
his skills, and so he did. But as I have learned, our brother has
again visited the widow and spoken with her, only last night. Doubtless for
purposes of comfort and blessing to the bereaved. But what dangers may lurk in
such a meeting, Father, I need not try to express. God forbid it should ever
enter any mind, that a man once betrothed, and having lost his affianced wife
to another, should succumb to jealousy in his late years, after abandoning the
world, when he once again encounters the former object of his affections. No,
that we may not even consider. But would it not be better if our beloved
brother should be removed utterly even from the temptations of memory? I speak
as one having his wellbeing and spiritual health at heart.” You speak, thought Cadfael, grinding his
teeth, as one at last provided with a weapon against a man you’ve hated for
years with little effect. And, God forgive me, if I could wring your scrawny
neck now, I would do it and rejoice. He rose and stood forth from his retired
place to be seen. “I am here, Father Prior, examine me of my actions as you
wish. Brother Jerome is somewhat over-tender of my vocation, which is in no
danger.” And that, at least, was heartfelt. Prior Robert continued to look down at
him all too thoughtfully for Cadfael’s liking. He would certainly fight any
suggestion of misconduct among his flock, and defend them to the world for his
own sake, but he might also welcome an opportunity of curbing the independent
activities of a man who always caused him slight discomfort, as though he found
in Cadfael’s blunt, practical, tolerant self-sufficiency a hidden vein of
desire of satire and amusement. He was no fool, and could hardly have failed to
notice that he was being obliquely invited to believe that Cadfael might, when
confronted with his old sweetheart married to another, have so far succumbed to
jealousy as to remove his rival from the world with his own hands. Who, after
all, knew the properties of herbs and plants better, or the proportions in
which they could be used for good or ill? God forbid it should enter any mind,
Jerome had said piously, neatly planting the notion as he deplored it. Doubtful
if Robert would seriously entertain any such thought, but neither would he
censure it in Jerome, who was unfailingly
useful and obsequious to him. Nor could it be argued that the thing was
altogether impossible. Cadfael had made the monk’s-hood oil, and knew what
could be done with it. He had not even to procure it secretly, he had it in his
own charge; and if he had been sent for in haste to a man already sick to
death, who was to say he had not first administered the poison he feigned to
combat? And I watched Aelfric cross the court, thought Cadfael, and might
easily have stopped him for a word, lifted the lid in curiosity at the savoury
smell, been told for whom it was sent, and added another savour of my own
making? A moment’s distraction, and it could have been done. How easy it is to
bring on oneself a suspicion there’s no disproving! “Is it indeed truth, brother,” asked
Robert weightily, “that Mistress Bonel was intimately known to you in your
youth, before you took vows?” “It is,” said Cadfael directly, “if by
intimately you mean only well and closely, on terms of affection. Before I took
the Cross we held ourselves to be affianced, though no one else knew of it.
That was more than forty years ago, and I had not seen her since. She married
in my absence, and I, after my return, took the cowl.” The fewer words here,
the better. “Why did you never say word of this, when
they came to our house?” “I did not know who Mistress Bonel was,
until I saw her. The name meant nothing to me, I knew only of her first
marriage. I was called to the house, as you know, and went in good faith.” “That I acknowledge,” conceded Robert. “I
did not observe anything untoward in your conduct there.” “I do not suggest, Father Prior,” Jerome
made haste to assure him, “that Brother Cadfael has done anything deserving of
blame…” The lingering ending added silently: “… as yet!” but he did not go so far as to utter it. “I am
concerned only for his protection from the snares of temptation. The devil can
betray even through a Christian affection.” Prior Robert was continuing his heavy and
intent study of Cadfael, and if he was not expressing
condemnation, there was no mistaking the disapproval in his elevated eyebrows
and distended nostrils. No inmate of his convent should even admit to noticing
a woman, unless by way of Christian ministry or hard-headed business. “In
attending a sick man, certainly you did only right, Brother Cadfael. But is it
also true that you visited this woman last night? Why should that be? If she
was in need of spiritual comfort, there is here also a parish priest. Two days
ago you had a right and proper reason for going there, last night you surely
had none.” “I went there,” said Cadfael patiently,
since there was no help in impatience, and nothing could mortify Brother Jerome
so much as to be treated with detached forbearance, “to ask certain questions
which may bear upon her husband’s death—a matter which you, Father Prior, and
I, and all here, must devoutly wish to be cleared up as quickly as possible, so
that this house may be in peace.” “That is the business of the sheriff and
his sergeants,” said Robert curtly, “and none of yours. As I understand it,
there is no doubt whose is the guilt, and it is only a matter of laying hands
upon the youth who did so vile a thing. I do not like your excuse, Brother
Cadfael.” “In due obedience,” said Cadfael, “I bow
to your judgment, but also must not despise my own. I think there is doubt, and the truth will not be
easily uncovered. And my reason
was not an excuse; it was for that purpose I went to the house. It was my own
preparation, meant to bring comfort and relief from pain, that was used to
bring death, and neither this house nor I, as a brother herein, can be at peace
until the truth is known.” “In saying so, you show lack of faith in
those who uphold the law, and whose business justice is, as yours it is not. It
is an arrogant attitude, and I deplore it.” What he meant was that he wished to
distance the Benedictine house of St. Peter and St. Paul from the ugly thing
that had happened just outside its walls, and he would find a means of preventing
the effective working of a conscience so inconvenient to his aims. “In
my judgment, Brother Jerome is right, and it is our duty to ensure that you are
not allowed, by your own folly, to stray into spiritual danger. You will have
no further contact with Mistress Bonel. Until her future movements are decided,
and she leaves her present house, you will confine yourself to the enclave, and
your energies to your proper function of work and worship within our walls
only.” There was no help for it. Vows of obedience,
voluntarily taken, cannot be discarded whenever they become inconvenient.
Cadfael inclined his head—bowed would have been the wrong word, it was more
like a small, solid and formidable bull lowering its armed brow for combat!—and
said grimly: “I shall observe the order laid upon me, as in duty bound.” “But you, young man,” he was saying to
Brother Mark in the garden workshop, a quarter of an hour later, with the door
shut fast to contain the fumes of frustration and revolt, rather Mark’s than
his own, “you have no such order to observe.” “That,” said Brother Mark, taking heart, “is
what I was thinking. But I was afraid you were not.” “I would not involve you in my sins, God
knows,” sighed Cadfael, “if this was not urgent. And perhaps I should not… Perhaps
he must be left to fend for himself, but with so much against him…” “He!” said Brother Mark thoughtfully,
swinging his thin ankles from the bench. “The he whose something, that was not a vial, we did
not find? From all I gather, he’s barely out of childhood. The Gospels are
insistent we should take care of the children.” Cadfael cast him a mild, measuring and
affectionate look. This child was some four years older than the other, and his
childhood, since his mother’s death when he was three years old, no one had
cared for, beyond throwing food and grudged shelter his way. The other had been
loved, indulged and admired all his life, until these past months of conflict,
and the present altogether more desperate danger. “Tell me only where I must go, and what I
must do,” said Mark, quite restored to cheerfulness, “and I will do it.” Cadfael told him. “But not until after
High Mass. You must not be absent, or any way put your own repute in peril. And
should there be trouble, you’ll hold aloof and safe—you hear?” “I hear,” said Brother Mark, and smiled. By ten o’clock of that morning, when High
Mass began, Edwin was heartily sick of obedience and virtue. He had never been
so inactive for so long since he had first climbed mutinously out of his cradle
and crawled into the yard, to be retrieved from among the wagon wheels by a
furious Richildis. Still, he owed it to Brother Cadfael to wait in patience, as
he had promised, and only in the darkest middle of the night had he ventured
out to stretch his legs and explore the alleys and lanes about the horse-fair,
and the silent and empty stretch of the Foregate, the great street that set out
purposefully for London. He had taken care to be back in his loft well before
the east began to lighten, and here he was, seated on an abandoned barrel,
kicking his heels and eating one of Cadfael’s apples, and wishing something
would happen. From the slit air-vents enough light entered the loft to make a
close, dim, straw-tinted day. If wishes are prayers, Edwin’s was
answered with almost crude alacrity. He was used to hearing horses passing in
the Foregate, and the occasional voices of people on foot, so he thought
nothing of the leisurely hoof-beats and monosyllabic voices that approached
from the town. But suddenly the great double doors below were hurled open,
their solid weight crashing back to the wall, and the hoof-beats, by the sound
of them of horses being walked on leading reins, clashed inward from the
cobbles of the apron and thudded dully on the beaten earth floor within. Edwin sat up, braced and still, listening
with pricked ears. One horse… two… more of them,
lighter in weight and step, small, neat hooves—mules, perhaps? And at least two
grooms with them, probably three or four. He froze, afraid to stir, wary of
even the crunching of his apple. Now if they were only meaning to stall these
beasts during the day, all might yet be well, and all he had to do was keep
quiet and sit out the time in hiding. There was a heavy trapdoor in the cleared
space of flooring, so that at need grooms could gain access to the loft without
having to go outside, or carry the other key with them. Edwin slid from his
barrel and went to stretch himself cautiously on the floor, and apply an ear to
the crack. A young voice chirruped soothingly to a
restive horse, and Edwin heard a hand patting neck and shoulder. “Easy there,
now, my beauty! A very fine fellow you are, too. The old man knew his
horse-flesh, I’ll say that for him. He’s spoiled for want of work. It’s shame
to see him wasted.” “Get him into a stall,” ordered a gruff
voice shortly, “and come and lend a hand with these mules.” There was a steady to-ing and fro-ing
about settling the beasts. Edwin got up quietly, and put on his Benedictine
habit over his own clothes, for if by ill-luck he was seen around this
building, it would be the best cover he could have. Though it seemed that
everything would probably pass off safely. He went back to his listening
station just in time to hear a third voice say: “Fill up the hay-racks. If
there’s not fodder enough down here, there’s plenty above.” They were going to invade his refuge,
after all! There was already a foot grating on the rungs of the ladder below.
Edwin scrambled up in haste, no longer troubling to be silent, and rolled his
heavy barrel on its rim to settle solidly over the trapdoor, for the bolts must
be on the underside. The sound of someone wrestling them back from stiff
sockets covered the noise of the barrel landing, and Edwin perched on top of
his barricade, and wished himself three times as heavy. But it is very
difficult to thrust a weight upwards over one’s head, and it seemed that even
his slight bulk was enough. The trap heaved a little under him, but nothing
worse. “It’s fast,” called a vexed voice from
below. “Some fool’s bolted it on top.” “There are no bolts on top. Use your
brawn, man, you’re no such weed as all that.” “Then they’ve dumped something heavy over
the trap. I tell you it won’t budge.” And he rattled it again irritably to
demonstrate. “Oh, come down, and let a man try his
arm,” said he of the gruff voice disgustedly. There was an alarming scrambling
of heavier feet on the rungs, and the ladder creaked. Edwin held his breath and
willed himself to grow heavier by virtue of every braced muscle. The trap
shook, but lifted not an inch, and the struggling groom below panted and swore. “What did I tell you, Will?” crowed his
fellow, with satisfaction. “We’ll have to go round to the other
door. Lucky I brought both keys. Wat, come and help me shift whatever’s
blocking the trap, and fork some hay down.” Had he but known it, he needed no key,
for the door was unlocked. The voice receded rapidly down the ladder, and
footsteps stamped out at the stable-door. Two of them gone from below, but only
a matter of moments before he would be discovered; not even time to burrow deep
into the hay, even if that had been a safe stratagem when they came with forks.
If they were only three in all, why not attempt the one instead of the two?
Edwin as hastily rolled his barrel back to jam it against the door, and then
flung himself upon the trap, hoisting mightily. It rose so readily that he was
almost spilled backwards, but he recovered, and lowered himself hastily
through. No time to waste in closing the trap again, all his attention was
centered on the perils below. They were four, not three! Two of them
were still here among the horses, and though one of them had his back squarely
turned, and was forking hay into a manger at the far end of the long stable,
the other, a lean, wiry fellow with shaggy grey hair, was only a few feet from
the foot of the ladder, and just striding out from one of the stalls. It was too late to think of any change of
plan, and Edwin never hesitated. He scrambled clear of
the trap, and launched himself in a flying leap upon the groom. The man had
just caught the sudden movement and raised his head sharply to stare at its
source, when Edwin descended upon him in a cloud of overlarge black skirts, and
brought him to the ground, momentarily winded. Whatever advantage the habit
might have been to the boy was certainly lost after that assault. The other
youth, turning at his companion’s startled yell, was baffled only briefly at
the sight of what appeared to be a Benedictine brother, bounding up from the
floor with gown gathered in one hand, and the other reaching for the pikel his
victim had dropped. No monk the groom had ever yet seen behaved in this
fashion. He took heart and began an indignant rush which halted just as
abruptly when the pikel was flourished capably in the direction of his middle.
But by then the felled man was also clambering to his feet, and between the
fugitive and the wide open doorway. There was only one way to go, and Edwin
went that way, pikel in hand, backing into the stall nearest him. Only then did
he take note, with what attention he had to spare from his adversaries, of the
horse beside him, the one which had been so restive, according to the young
groom, spoiling for want of work and shamefully wasted. A tall, high-spirited
chestnut beast with a paler mane and tail, and a white blaze, stamping in
excitement of the confusion, but reaching a nuzzling lip to Edwin’s hair, and
whinnying in his ear. He had turned from his manger to face the fray, and the
way was open before him. Edwin cast an arm over his neck with a shout of
recognition and joy. “Rufus… oh, Rufus!” He dropped his pikel, knotted a fist in
the flowing mane, and leaped and scrambled astride the lofty back. What did it
matter that he had neither saddle nor bridle, when he had ridden this mount
bareback more times than he could remember, in the days before he fell utterly
out of favour with the owner? He dug in his heels and pressed with his knees,
and urged an all too willing accomplice into headlong flight. If the grooms had been ready to tackle
Edwin, once they realised his vocation was counterfeit,
they were less eager to stand in the way of Rufus. He shot out of his stall
like a crossbow bolt, and they leaped apart before him in such haste that the
older one fell backwards over a truss of hay, and measured his length on the
floor a second time. Edwin lay low on the rippling shoulders, his fists in the
light mane, whispering incoherent gratitude and encouragement into the laidback
ears. They clattered out on to the triangle of the horse-fair, and by instinct
Edwin used knee and heel to turn the horse away from the town and out along the
Foregate. The two who had mounted by the rear
staircase, and had difficulty in getting the door open, not to mention finding
it inexplicably unlocked in the first place, heard the stampede and rushed to
stare out along the road. “God save us!” gasped Wat, round-eyed. “It’s
one of the brothers! What can he be at in such a hurry?” At that moment the light wind filled
Edwin’s cowl and blew it back on to his shoulders, uncovering the bright tangle
of hair and the boyish face. Will let out a wild yell, and began to scurry down
the stairs. “You see that? That’s no tonsure, and no brother, either! That’s
the lad the sheriff’s hunting. Who else would be hiding in our barn?” But Edwin was already away, nor was there
a horse left in the stable of equal quality, to pursue him. The young groom had
spoken the truth, Rufus was baulked and frustrated for want of exercise, and
now, let loose, he was ready to gallop to his heart’s content. There was now
only one obstacle to freedom. Too late Edwin remembered Cadfael’s warning not,
in any circumstances, to take the London road, for there was certainly a patrol
out at St. Giles, where the town suburbs ended, to check on all passing traffic
in search of him. He recalled it only when he saw in the distance before him a
party of four riders spread well across the road and approaching at a relaxed
amble. The guard had just been relieved, and here was the off-duty party making
its way back to the castle. He could not possibly burst a way through
that serried line, and the black gown would not deceive them for a moment, on
a rider proceeding at this desperate speed. Edwin did the only thing possible.
With pleading voice and urgent knees he checked and wheeled his displeased
mount, and set off back the way he had come, at the same headlong gallop. And
well behind him he heard a gleeful shout that told him he was now pursued by a
posse of determined men-at-arms, fully persuaded they were on the heels of a
miscreant, even if they were not yet certain of his identity. Brother Mark, hurrying along the
horse-fair after High Mass, primed with his part to enter the loft unobserved,
so that no one should be able afterwards to swear that only one went in where
two came out, arrived close to the barn just in time to hear the commotion of a
hue and cry, and see Edwin on his elated war-horse come hurtling back along the
Foregate, cowl and skirts streaming, head stooped low to the flying mane. He
had never before set eyes on Edwin Gurney, but there was no doubt as to who
this careering desperado must be; nor, alas, any doubt that Mark’s own errand
came much too late. The quarry was flushed from cover, though not yet taken.
But there was nothing, nothing at all, Brother Mark could do to help him. The head groom Will, a stout-hearted man,
had hastily hauled out the best of the remaining horses in his care, and
prepared to pursue the fugitive, but he had no more than heaved himself into
the saddle when he beheld the chestnut thundering back again in the opposite
direction. He spurred forward to try and intercept it, though the prospect was
daunting; but his mount’s courage failed of matching his, and it baulked and
swerved aside before Rufus’s stretched neck, laidback ears and rolling eye. One
of the undergrooms hurled a pikel towards the pounding hooves, but if truth be
told rather half-heartedly, and Rufus merely made a startled sidewise bound,
without checking speed, and was past and away towards the town. Will might well have followed, though
with small hope of keeping that yellow, billowing tail in sight; but by then
the clamour of the pursuers was approaching along the Foregate, and
he was only too glad to surrender the task to them. It was, after all, their
business to apprehend malefactors, and whatever else this pseudo-monk had done,
he had certainly stolen a horse belonging to the Widow Bonel, and in the abbey’s
care. Obviously the theft should be reported at once. He rode into the path of
the galloping guards, waving a delaying hand, and all three of his colleagues
closed in to give their versions of what had happened. There was a substantial audience by then.
Passersby had happily declined to pass by such a promising mкlйe, and people
had darted out from nearby houses to discover what all the hard riding meant.
During the pause to exchange information, several of the children had drawn
close to listen and stare, and that in itself somewhat slowed the resumption of
the chase. Mothers retrieved children, and managed to keep the way blocked a
full minute more. But there seemed no reasonable explanation for the fact that
at the last moment, when they were virtually launched, the horse under the
captain of the guard suddenly shrieked indignantly, reared, and almost spilled
his rider, who was not expecting any such disturbance, and had to spend some minutes
mastering the affronted horse, before he could muster his men and gallop away
after the fugitive. Brother Mark, craning and peering with
the rest of the curious, watched the guards stream away towards the town,
secure that the chestnut horse had had time to get clean out of sight. The rest
was up to Edwin Gurney. Mark folded his hands in his wide sleeves, drew his
cowl well forward to shadow a modest face, and turned back towards the
gatehouse of the abbey, with very mixed news. On the way he discarded the
second pebble he had picked up by the barn. On his uncle’s manor he had been
set to work for his meagre keep at four years old, following the plough with a
small sack full of stones, to scare off the birds that took the seed. It had
taken him two years to discover that he sympathised with the hungry birds, and
did not really want to harm them; but by then he was already a dead shot, and
he had not lost his skills. “Clean vanished,” Brother Mark reported
with pleasure. “He never crossed into the town, at least, not that way. If you
ask me, he can’t have turned from the road by any of the alleys short of the
bridge, he wouldn’t be sure he was out of sight. I think he must have dived
down along the Gaye, the shoreward side where the orchard trees give some
cover. But what he would do after that I can’t guess. But they haven’t taken
him, that’s certain. They’ll be hounding his kin within the town, but they’ll
find nothing there.” He beamed earnestly into Cadfael’s troubled face, and
urged: “You know you’ll prove he has nothing to answer for. Why do you worry?” It was more than enough worry to have someone
depending so absolutely on the victory of truth, and the credit with heaven of
Brother Cadfael, but it seemed that this morning’s events had cast no shadow
upon young Mark, and that was matter for gratitude. “Come to dinner,” said Cadfael
thankfully, “and then take your ease, for with such a faith as yours you can. I
do believe when you come to cast a pebble with intent, it must hit the mark.
Whoever named you foresaw your future. And since it arises, what is your own
mark? A bishopric?” “Pope or cardinal,” said Brother Mark
happily. “Nothing less.” “Oh, no,” said Brother Cadfael seriously.
“Beyond bishop, and a pastoral cure, I think you would be wasted.” All that day the sheriff’s men hunted
Edwin Gurney through the town, where they reckoned he must have sought help,
somehow evading notice in crossing the bridge. Finding no trace there, they
sent out patrols to cover all the major roads out of the peninsula. In a close
loop of the Severn, Shrewsbury had only two bridges, one towards the abbey and
London, by which he was thought to have
entered, one towards Wales, with a fan of roads branching out westwards. They were convinced that the fugitive
would make for Wales, that being his quickest way out of their jurisdiction,
though his future there might well be hazardous. So it came as a surprise when
a party patrolling the abbey side of the river, where they had little
expectation of picking up the trail, was accosted by an excited young person of
about eleven, who ran to them through the fields to demand breathlessly if it
was true the man they were looking for was in monk’s gown, and riding a
bright-brown horse with a primrose mane and tail. Yes, she had seen him, and
only a short time since, breaking cautiously out of that copse and trotting
away eastwards, as if he wanted to cross the next loop of the river and move
round to join the highroad to London, some way past St. Giles. Since he had
first set out in that direction, and found the way blocked at the rim of the
town, her report made sense. Evidently he had managed to find cover and lie up
for a while, in the hope that the hunt would take the opposite direction, and
now he felt secure in moving again. The girl said he might be making for the
ford at Uffington. They thanked her heartily, sent back one man
to report the trail hot again and bring reinforcements after, and set off
briskly for the ford. And Alys, having watched them out of sight, made her way
back as briskly to the highroad and the bridge. No one was on the watch for
eleven-year-old girls going in and out. Beyond the ford at Uffington the hunters
got their first glimpse of the quarry, jogging along almost sedately on the
narrow road towards Upton. From the moment he turned and saw them, he flashed
away at speed; the colour and the gait of the horse were unmistakable, and the
pursuers could not but wonder why the rider had retained his purloined habit,
which was now more liability than asset, for everyone in the countryside must
be looking out for it. It was then mid-afternoon, and the light
beginning to dim. The chase went on for hours. The boy seemed to know every byway
and every covert, and managed to lose them several times, and lead them into
some unexpected and perilous places, often leaving the roads for marshy meadows
where one stout man-at-arms was thrown into odorous bog, or broken places where
it was soon impossible to see the easiest passage, and one horse picked up a
stone and went lame. Through Atcham, Cound and Cressage he held them off, and
from time to time lost them, until Rufus tired and stumbled in the woods beyond
Acton, and they were on him and round him, grasping at gown and cowl and
pinioning him fast. They pulled him down and tied his hands, and for the chase
he had led them they gave him some rough handling, which he bore
philosophically and in silence. All he asked was that the miles they had to go
back to Shrewsbury should be taken at an easy pace, for the horse’s sake. At some stage he had rigged a serviceable
bridle from the rope girdle of his habit. They borrowed that back to secure him
behind the lightest weight among them, for fear he should leap clear even with
bound hands, and make off into the darkening woods on foot. Thus they brought
their prisoner back the lengthy journey to Shrewsbury, and turned in at the abbey
gatehouse late in the evening. The stolen horse might as well be returned at
once where he belonged; and since that was, at present, the only crime that
stood manifestly proven against the culprit, his proper place, until further
examination had been made of his deeds, was in the abbey prison. There he could
safely be left to kick his heels until the law was ready to proceed against him
on graver charges of acts committed outside the pale, and therefore within the
sheriff’s jurisdiction. Prior Robert, courteously informed that
the wanted youth was brought in captive, and must remain in abbey keeping at
least overnight, was torn between satisfaction at the prospect of getting rid
of the criminal implications of Master Bonel’s death, in order to be able to
deal more skilfully with the legal ones, and the vexation of having temporarily
to accommodate the criminal within his own domain.
Still, an arrest for the murder must follow in the morning, the inconvenience
was not so great. “You have this youth in the gatehouse
now?” he asked the man-at-arms who had brought the news to his lodging. “We have, Father. Two of your abbey
sergeants are with him there, and if you please to give orders that they hold
him in charge until tomorrow, the sheriff will certainly take him off your
hands on the graver count. Would it please you come and examine him for
yourself on the matter of the horse? If you see fit, there could be charges of
assault against your grooms, a serious matter even without the theft.” Prior Robert was not immune to human
curiosity, and was not adverse to taking a look at this youthful demon who had
poisoned his own stepfather and led the sheriff’s men a dance over half the
shire. “I will come,” he said. “The church must not turn its back upon the
sinner, but only deplore the sin.” In the porter’s room at the gatehouse the
boy sat stolidly on a bench opposite the welcome fire, hunched defensively
against the world, but looking far from cowed, for all his bruises and
wariness. The abbey sergeants and the sheriff’s patrol circled him with
brooding eyes and hectoring questions, which he answered only when he chose to
do so, and then briefly. Several of them were soiled and mud-stained from the
hunt, one or two had scratches and bruises of their own to show. The boy’s
bright eyes flickered from one to another, and it even seemed that his lips
twitched with the effort to suppress a smile when he contemplated the one who
had gone head over heels in the meadows near Cound. They had stripped his
borrowed habit from him and restored it to the porter’s care; the boy showed
now slender and light-haired, smooth and fair of skin, with ingenuous-seeming
hazel eyes. Prior Robert was somewhat taken aback by his youth and comeliness;
truly the devil can assume fair shapes! “So young and marred!” he said aloud. The
boy was not meant to hear that, it was uttered in the doorway as Robert entered,
but at fourteen the hearing is keen. “So, boy,” said the prior, drawing near, “you
are the troubler of our peace. You have much upon your conscience, and I fear
it is even late to pray that you may have time to amend. I shall so pray. You
know, for you are old enough to know, that murder is mortal sin.” The boy looked him in the eye, and said
with emphatic composure: “I am not a murderer.” “Oh, child, is it now of any avail to
deny what is known? You might as well say that you did not steal a horse from
our barn this morning, when four of our servants and many other people saw the
act committed.” “I did not steal Rufus,” the boy retorted promptly and firmly. “He is
mine. He was my stepfather’s property, and I am my stepfather’s heir, for his
agreement with the abbey has never been ratified, and the will that made me his
heir is sound as gold. What belongs to me how could I steal? From whom?” “Wretched child,” protested the prior,
bristling at such bold defiance, and even more at a dawning suspicion that this
imp, in spite of his dire situation, was daring to enjoy himself, “think what
you say! You should rather be repenting while you have time. Have you not yet
realised that the murderer cannot live to inherit from his victim?” “I have said, and say again, I am not a
murderer. I deny, on my soul, on the altar, on whatever you wish, that ever I
did my stepfather harm. Therefore Rufus is
mine. Or when the will is proven, and my overlord gives his consent as he
promised, Rufus and Mallilie and all will
be mine. I have committed no crime, and nothing you can do or say can make me
admit to any. And nothing you can do,” he added, his eyes suddenly flashing, “can
ever make me guilty of any.” “You waste your goodwill, Father Prior,”
growled the sheriff’s sergeant, “he’s an obdurate young wretch meant for the
gallows, and his come-uppance will be short.” But under Robert’s august eye he
refrained from clouting the impudent brat round the ears, as otherwise he might
well have done. “Think no more of him, but let your
servants clap him into safe hold in your cell here, and put him out of your
mind as worth no more pains. The law will take care of him.” “See that he has food,” said Robert, not
altogether without compassion, and remembering that this child had been in the
saddle and in hiding all the day, “and let his bed be hard, but dry and warm
enough. And should he relent and ask… Boy, listen to me, and give a thought to
your soul’s welfare. Will you have one of the brothers come and reason and pray
with you before you sleep?” The boy looked up with a sudden sparkle
in his eye that might have been penitent hope, but looked more like mischief,
and said with deceptive meekness: “Yes, and gratefully, if you could be so kind
as to send for Brother Cadfael.” It was time, after all, to take thought for
his own situation, he had surely done enough now. He expected the name to raise a frown,
and so it did, but Robert had offered a grace, and could not now withdraw it or
set conditions upon it. With dignity he turned to the porter, who hovered at
the door. “Ask Brother Cadfael to come here to us at once. You may tell him it
is to give counsel and guidance to a prisoner.” The porter departed. It was almost the
hour for retirement, and most of the brothers would certainly be in the
warming-room, but Cadfael was not there, nor was Brother Mark. The porter found
them in the workshop in the garden, not even compounding mysteries, either, but
sitting somewhat glumly, talking in low and anxious tones. The news of the
capture had not yet gone round; by day it would have been known everywhere
within minutes. It was common knowledge, of course, how the sheriff’s men had
spent their day, but it was not yet common knowledge with what an achievement
they had crowned it. “Brother Cadfael, you’re wanted at the
gatehouse,” announced the porter, leaning in at the doorway. And as Cadfael
looked up at him in surprise: “There’s a young fellow there asks for you as his
spiritual adviser, though if you want my view, he’s very much in command of his
own spirit, and has let Prior Robert know it,
too. A company of the sheriff’s men rode in towards the end of Compline with a
prisoner. Yes, they’ve taken young Gurney at last.” So that was how it had ended, after all
Mark’s efforts and prayers, after all his own ineffective reasonings and
seekings and faith. Cadfael got up in grieving haste. “I’ll come to him. With
all my heart I’ll come. Now we have the whole battle on our hands, and little
time left. The poor lad! But why have they not taken him straight into the
town?” Though of that one small mercy he was glad, seeing he himself was
confined within the abbey walls, and only this odd chance provided him with a
brief meeting. “Why, the only thing they can charge him
with, and nobody can question, is stealing the horse he rode off on this
morning, and that was from our premises and our care, the abbey court has
rights in it. In the morn they’ll fetch him away on the count of murder.” Brother Mark fell in at their heels and
followed to the gatehouse, altogether cast down and out of comfort, unable to
find a hopeful word to say. He felt in his heart that that was sin, the sin of
despair; not despair for himself, but despair of truth and justice and right,
and the future of wretched mankind. Nobody had bidden him attend, but he went,
all the same, a soul committed to a cause about which, in fact, he knew very
little, except the youth of the protagonist, and the absolute nature of Cadfael’s
faith in him, and that was enough. Cadfael entered the porter’s room with a
heavy heart but not in despair; it was a luxury he could not afford. All eyes
turned upon him, understandably, since he entered upon a heavy silence. Robert
had abandoned his kindly meant but patronising exhortations, and the men of law
had given up the attempt to get any admissions out of their captive, and were
content to see him safely under lock and key, and get to their beds in the
castle. A ring of large, well-equipped men on guard round a willowy lad in
country homespun, bareheaded and cloakless on a frosty night, who sat braced
and neat and alert on a bench by the wall, pleasantly flushed now
from the fire, and looking, incredibly, almost complacent. His eyes met Brother
Cadfael’s eyes, and danced; clear, dark-fringed, greenish eyes. His hair was
light brown, like seasoned oak. He was lightly built but tall for his years. He
was tired, sleepy, bruised and dirty, and behind the wary eyes and solemn face
he was undoubtedly laughing. Brother Cadfael looked long, and
understood much, enough at that moment to have no great worries about what as
yet he did not understand. He looked round the attentive circle, looked last
and longest at Prior Robert. “Father Prior, I am grateful that you
sent for me, and I welcome the duty laid on me, to do what may be done for the
prisoner. But I must tell you that these gentlemen are in some error. I cast no
doubt on what they may have to report of how this boy was taken, but I do
advise them to make enquiry how and where he spent this morning’s hours, when
he is said to have escaped from the abbey barn on the horse belonging to
Mistress Bonel. Gentlemen,” he informed the sheriff’s bewildered patrol very
gravely, “this is not Edwin Gurney you have captured, but his nephew, Edwy
Bellecote.” Chapter Seven THE ABBEY PRISON WAS TWO LITTLE CELLS
attached to the rear of the gatehouse, very clean, furnished with benchbeds no
worse than the novices endured, and very rarely occupied. The summer period of
Saint Peter’s fair was the chief populator of the cells, since it could be
relied upon to provide two happy drunken servants or lay brothers nightly, who
slept off their excesses and accepted their modest fines and penances without
rancour, thinking the game well worth the candle. From time to time some more
serious disturbance might cast up an inmate, some ill-balanced brother who
nursed a cloistered hate long enough to attempt violence, or a lay servant who
stole, or a novice who offended too grossly against the imposed code. The abbey
court was not a busy one. In one of the two cells Brother Cadfael
and Edwy sat side by side, warmly and companionably. There was a grille in the
door, but it was most improbable that anyone was paying attention to anything
that could be heard through it. The brother who held the keys was sleepy, and
in any case indifferent to the cause that had brought him a prisoner. The
difficulty would probably be to batter loudly enough to wake him when Cadfael
wanted to leave. “It wasn’t so hard,” said Edwy, sitting
back with a grateful sigh after demolishing the bowl of porridge a tolerant
cook had provided him, “there’s a cousin of
father’s lives along the riverside, just beyond your property of the Gaye, he
has an orchard there, and a shed for the donkey and cart, big enough to hide
Rufus. His boy brought word into the town to us, and I took father’s horse and
came out to meet Edwin there. Nobody was looking for a bony old piebald like
our Japhet, I never got a second glance as I crossed the bridge, and I didn’t
hurry. Alys came with me pillion, and kept watch in case they got close. Then
we changed clothes and horses, and Edwin made off towards—“ “Don’t tell me!” said Cadfael quickly. “No, you can truly say you don’t know.
Plainly not the way I went. They were slow sighting me,” said Edwy scornfully, “even
with Alys helping them. But once they had me in view it was a matter of how
long I could keep them busy, to give him time to get well away. I could have taken
them still further, but Rufus was tiring, so I let them have me. I had to, in
the end, it kept them happy several more hours, and they sent one man ahead to
call off the hunt. Edwin’s had a clear run. Now what do you think they’ll do
with me?” “If you hadn’t already been in abbey
charge, and the prior by, at that,” said Cadfael frankly, “they’d have had the
hide off you for leading them such a dance and making such fools of them. I
wouldn’t say Prior Robert himself wouldn’t have liked to do as much, but
dignity forbids, and authority forbids letting the secular arm skin you on his
behalf. Though I fancy,” he said with sympathy, viewing the blue bruises that
were beginning to show on Edwy’s jaw and cheekbone, “they’ve already paid you
part of your dues.” The boy shrugged disdainfully. “I can’t
complain. And it wasn’t all one way. You should have seen the sergeant flop
belly-down into the bog… and heard him when he got up. It was good sport, and
we got Edwin away. And I’ve never had such a horse under me before, it was well
worth it. But now what’s to happen? They can’t accuse me of murder, or of
stealing Rufus, or even the gown, because I was never near the barn this
morning, and there are plenty of witnesses to where I was, about the shop and
the yard.” Edwy shook his head vigorously. “He need
take no notice of that, he knows in the end there’s nothing criminal they can
lay against me. And I can sit out threats better than he. He loses his temper.
He’s getting better, but he has far to go yet.” Was he as buoyant about his
prospects as he made out? Cadfael could not be quite sure, but certainly this
elder of the pair had turned his four months seniority into a solid advantage,
perhaps by reason of feeling responsible for his improbable uncle from the
cradle. “I can keep my mouth shut and wait,” said Edwy serenely. “Well, since Prior Robert has so firmly
demanded that the sheriff come in person tomorrow to remove you,” sighed Cadfael,
“I will at least make sure of being present, and try what can be got for you.
The prior has given me a spiritual charge, and I’ll stand fast on it. And now
you’d better get your rest. I am supposed to be here to exhort you to an
amended life, but to tell the truth, boy, I find your life no more in need of
amendment than mine, and I think it would be presumption in me to meddle. But
if you’ll join your voice to mine in the night prayers, I think God may be
listening.” “Willingly,” said Edwy blithely, and
plumped to his knees like a cheerful child, with reverently folded hands and
closed eyes. In the middle of the prayers before sleeping his lips fluttered in
a brief smile; perhaps he was remembering the extremely secular language of the
sergeant rising dripping from the bog. Cadfael was up before Prime, alert in
case the prisoner’s escort should come early. Prior Robert had been extremely
angry at last night’s comedy, but grasped readily at the plain fact that it
gave him full justification for demanding that the sheriff should at once
relieve him of an offender who had turned
out to be no concern of his at all. This was not the boy who had taken away a
Benedictine habit and a horse in Benedictine care, he was merely the
mischievous brat who had worn the one and ridden the other to the ludicrous
discomfiture of several gullible law officers. They could have him, and
welcome; but the prior considered that it was due to his dignity—in this mood
fully abbatial—that the senior officer then in charge, sheriff or deputy,
should come in person to make amends for the inconvenience to which the abbey
had been subjected, and remove the troublesome element. Robert wanted a public
demonstration that henceforth all responsibility lay with the secular arm, and
none within his sacred walls. Brother Mark hovered close at Cadfael’s
elbow as the escort rode in, about half past eight in the morning, before the
second Mass. Four mounted men-at-arms, and a spruce, dark, lightly built young
nobleman on a tall, gaunt and self-willed horse, dappled from cream to almost
black. Mark heard Brother Cadfael heave a great, grateful sigh at the sight of
him, and felt his own heart rise hopefully at the omen. “The sheriff must have gone south to keep
the feast with the king,” said Cadfael with immense satisfaction. “God is
looking our way at last. That is not Gilbert Prestcote, but his deputy, Hugh
Beringar of Maesbury.” “Now,” said Beringar briskly, a quarter
of an hour later, “I have placated the prior, promised him deliverance from the
presence of this desperate bravo, sent him off to Mass and chapter in tolerable
content, and retrieved you, my friend, from having to accompany him, on the
grounds that you have questions to answer.” He closed the door of the room in
the gatehouse from which all his men-at-arms had been dismissed to wait his
pleasure, and came and sat down opposite Cadfael at the table. “And so you
have, though not, quite as he supposes. So now, before we go and pick this
small crab out of his shell, tell me everything you know about this curious
business. I know you must know more of it than any other man, however
confidently my sergeant sets out his case. Such a break in the monastic
monotony could never occur, and you not get
wind of it and be there in the thick of it. Tell me everything.” And now that it was Beringar in the seat
of authority, while Prestcote attended dutifully at his sovereign lord’s festal
table, Cadfael saw no reason for reserve, at least so far as his own part was
concerned. And all, or virtually all, was what he told. “He came to you, and you hid him,” mused
Beringar. “I did. So I would again, in the same
circumstances.” “Cadfael, you must know as well as I the
strength of the case against this boy. Who else has anything to gain? Yet I
know you, and where you have doubts, I shall certainly not be without them.” “I have no doubts,” said Cadfael firmly. “The
boy is innocent even of the thought of murder. And poison is so far out of his
scope, he never would or could conceive the idea. I tested them both, when they
came, and they neither of them even knew how the man had died, they believed me
when I said he had been cut down in his blood. I stuck the means of murder
under the child’s nose, and he never paled. All it meant to him was a mild
memory of sniffing the same sharp smell while Brother Rhys was having his
shoulders rubbed in the infirmary.” “I take your word for all that,” said
Beringar, “and it is good evidence, but it is not in itself proof. How if we
should both of us underestimate the cunning of the young, simply because they are young?” “True,” agreed Cadfael with a wry grin, “you
are none so old yourself, and of your cunning, as I know, the limit has not yet
been found. But trust me, these two are not of the same make as you. I have
known them, you have not; agreed? I have my duty to do, according to such
lights as I see. So have you your duty to do, according to your office and
commission. I don’t quarrel with that. But at this moment, Hugh, I don’t know
and have no means of guessing where Edwin Gurney is, or I might well urge him
to give himself up to you and rely on your integrity. You will not need me to
tell you that this loyal nephew of his, who has taken some sharp
knocks for him, does know where he is, or at least knows where he set out to go.
You may ask him, but of course he won’t tell you. Neither for your style of
questioning nor Prestcote’s.” Hugh drummed his fingers on the table,
and pondered in silence for a moment. “Cadfael, I must tell you I shall pursue
the hunt for the boy to the limit, and not spare any tricks in the doing, so
look to your own movements.” “That’s fair dealing,” said Cadfael
simply. “You and I have been rivals in trickery before, and ended as allies.
But as for my movements, you’ll find them monstrously dull. Did Prior Robert
not tell you? I’m confined within the abbey walls, I may not go beyond.” Hugh’s agile black brows shot up to meet
his hair. “Good God, for what cloistered crime?” His eyes danced. “What have
you been about, to incur such a ban?” “I spent too long in talk with the widow,
and a stretched ear gathered that we had known each other very well, years ago,
when we were young.” That was one thing he had not thought necessary to tell,
but there was no reason to withhold it from Hugh. “You asked me, once, how it
came I had never married, and I told you I once had some idea of the kind,
before I went to the Holy Land.” “I do remember! You even mentioned a
name. By now, you said, she must have children and grandchildren… Is it really
so, Cadfael? This lady is your Richildis?” “This lady,” said Cadfael with emphasis, “is
indeed Richildis, but mine she is not.
Two husbands ago I had a passing claim on her, and that’s all.” “I must see her! The charmer who caught
your eye must be worth cultivating. If you were any other man I should say this
greatly weakens the force of your championship of her son, but knowing you, I
think any scamp of his age in trouble would have you by the nose. I will see
her, however, she may need advice or help, for it seems there’s a legal tangle
there that will take some unravelling.” “There’s another thing you can do, that
may help to prove to you what I can only urge. I told you the boy says he threw
into the river an inlaid wooden box,
quite small.” Cadfael described it minutely. “If that could come to light, it
would greatly strengthen his story, which I, for one, believe. I cannot go out
and contact the fishermen and watermen of Severn, and ask them to keep watch
for such a small thing in the places they’ll know of, where things afloat do
wash up. But you can, Hugh. You can have it announced in Shrewsbury and
downstream. It’s worth the attempt.” “That I’ll certainly do,” said Beringar
readily. “There’s a man whose grim business it is, when some poor soul drowns
in Severn, to know exactly where the body will come ashore. Whether small
things follow the same eddies is more than I know, but he’ll know. I’ll have him take this hunt
in charge. And now, if we’ve said all, we’d better go and see this twin imp of
yours. Lucky for him you knew him, they’d hardly have believed it if he’d told
them himself that he was the wrong boy. Are they really so like?” “No, no more than a general family look
about them if you know them, or see them side by side. But apart, a man might
be in doubt, unless he did know them well. And your men were after the rider of
that horse, and sure who it must be. Come and see!” He was still in doubt, as they went
together to the cell where Edwy waited, by this time in some trepidation,
exactly what Beringar meant to do with his prisoner, though he had no fear that
any harm would come to the boy. Whatever Hugh might think about Edwin’s guilt
or innocence, he was not the man to lean too heavily upon Edwy’s staunch
solidarity with his kinsman. “Come forth, Edwy, into the daylight,”
said Beringar, holding the cell door wide, “and let me look at you. I want to
be in no doubt which of you I have on my hands, the next time you change
places.” And when Edwy obediently rose and stepped warily out into the court,
after one nervous side-glance to make sure Brother Cadfael was there, the
deputy sheriff took him by the chin and raised his face gently enough, and
studied it attentively. The bruises were purple this morning, but the hazel
eyes were bright. “I’ll know you again,” said Hugh
confidently. “Now, young sir! You have cost us a great deal of time and
trouble, but I don’t propose to waste even more by taking it out of your skin.
I’ll ask you but once: Where is Edwin Gurney?” The phrasing of the question and the cut
of the dark face left in doubt what was to happen if he got no answer; in spite
of the mild tone, the potentialities were infinite. Edwy moistened dry lips,
and said in the most conciliatory and respectful tone Cadfael had heard from
him: “Sir, Edwin is my kin and my friend, and if I had been willing to tell
where he is, I should not have gone to such pains to help him get there. I
think you must see that I can’t and won’t betray him.” Beringar looked at Brother Cadfael, and
kept his face grave but for the sparkle in his eye. “Well, Edwy, I expected no
other, to tell the truth. Nobody does ill to keep faith. But I want you where I
may lay hand on you whenever I need to, and be sure you are not stravaiging off
on another wild rescue.” Edwy foresaw a cell in Shrewsbury castle,
and stiffened a stoical face to meet the worst. “Give me your parole not to leave your
father’s house and shop,” said Beringar, “until I give you your freedom, and
you may go home. Why should we feed you at public expense over the Christmas
feast, when I fancy your word, once given, will be your bond? What do you say?” “Oh, I do give you my word!” gasped Edwy,
startled and radiant with relief. “I won’t leave the yard until you give me
leave. And I thank you!” “Good! And I take your word, as you may
take mine. My task, Edwy, is not to convict your uncle, or any man, of murder
at all costs, it is to discover truly who did commit murder, and that I mean to
do. Now come, I’ll take you home myself, a word with your parents may not come
amiss.” They were gone before High Mass at ten,
Beringar with Edwy pillion behind him, the raw-boned dapple being capable of
carrying double his master’s light weight, the men-at-arms of the escort two by
two behind. Only in the middle of Mass, when his
mind should have been on higher things, did Cadfael recall vexedly two more
concessions he might have gained if he had thought of them in time. Martin
Bellecote, for certain, was now without a horse, and the abbey was willing to
part with Rufus, while Richildis would surely be glad to have him settled with
her son-in-law, and no longer be beholden to the abbey for his keep. It would
probably have tickled Beringar’s humour to restore the carpenter a horse, on
the pretext of relieving the abbey of an incubus. But the other thing was more
important. He had meant to go searching the shores of the pond for the poison
vial the previous day, and instead had found himself confined within the walls.
Why had he not remembered to ask Beringar to follow up that tenuous but
important line of inquiry, while he was asking him to have the watermen watch
for the pear-wood reliquary? Now it was too late, and he could not follow
Beringar into the town to remedy the omission. Vexed with himself, he even
snapped at Brother Mark, when that devoted young man questioned him about the
outcome of the morning’s events. Undeterred, Mark followed him, after dinner,
to his sanctuary in the garden. “I am an old fool,” said Cadfael,
emerging from his depression, “and have lost a fine chance of getting my work
done for me, in places where I can no longer go myself. But that’s no fault of
yours, and I’m sorry I took it out on you.” “If it’s something you want done outside
the walls,” said Mark reasonably, “why should I be of less use today than I was
yesterday?” “True, but I’ve involved you enough
already. And if I had had good sense I could have got the law to do it, which
would have been far better. Though this is not at all dangerous or blameworthy,”
he reminded himself, taking heart, “it is only to search once again for a
bottle…” “Last time,” said Mark thoughtfully, “we
were looking for something we hoped would not
be a bottle. Pity we did not find it.” “True, but this time it should be a bottle, if the omen of
Beringar’s coming instead of Prestcote means anything. And I’ll
tell you where.” And so he did, pointing the significance of a window open to
the south, even in light frost, on a bright day. “I’m gone,” said Brother Mark. “And you
may sleep the noon away with a good conscience. My eyes are younger than yours.” “Mind, take a napkin, and if you find it,
wrap it loosely, and touch only as you must. I need to see how the oil has run
and dried.” It was when the afternoon light was
dimming that Brother Mark came back. There was half an hour yet before Vespers,
but from this time on any search for a small thing in a narrow slope of grass
would have been a blind and hopeless quest. Winter days begin so late and end
so early, like the dwindling span of life past three score. Cadfael had taken Brother Mark at his
word, and dozed the afternoon away. There was nowhere he could go, nothing he
could do here, no work needing his efforts. But suddenly he started out of a
doze, and there was Brother Mark, a meagre but erect and austere figure,
standing over him with a benign smile on the ageless, priestly face Cadfael had
seen in him ever since his scared, resentful, childish entry within these
walls. The voice, soft, significant, delighted, rolled the years back; he was
still eighteen, and a young eighteen at that. “Wake up! I have something for you!” Like a child coming on a father’s
birthday: “Look! I made it for you myself!” The carefully folded white napkin was
lowered gently into Cadfael’s lap. Brother Mark delicately turned back the
folds, and exposed the contents with a gesture of such shy triumph that the
analogy was complete. There it lay to be seen, a small, slightly misshapen vial
of greenish glass, coloured somewhat differently all down one side, where
yellowish brown coated the green, from a residue of liquid that still moved
very sluggishly within. “Light me that lamp!” said Cadfael,
gathering the napkin in both hands to raise the
prize nearer his eyes. Brother Mark laboured industriously with flint and
tinder, and struck a spark into the wick of the little oil-lamp in its clay
saucer, but the conflict of light, within and without, hardly bettered the
view. There was a stopper made of a small plug of wood wrapped in a twist of
wool cloth. Cadfael sniffed eagerly at the cloth on the side that was coloured
brown. The odour was there, faint but unmistakable, his nose knew it well.
Frost had dulled but still retained it. There was a long trail of thin, crusted
oil, long dried, down the outside of the vial. “Is it right? Have I brought you what you
wanted?” Brother Mark hovered, pleased and anxious. “Lad, you have indeed! This little thing
carried death in it, and, see, it can be hidden within a man’s hand. It lay
thus, on its side, as you found it? Where the residue has gathered and dried
the length of the vial within? And without, too… It was stoppered and thrust
out of sight in haste, surely about someone’s person, and if he has not the
mark of it somewhere about him still, this long ooze of oil from the leaking
neck is a great deceiver. Now sit down here and tell me where and how you found
it, for much depends on that. And can you find the exact spot again, without
fail?” “I can, for I marked it.” Flushed with
pleasure at having pleased, Brother Mark sat down, leaning eagerly against
Cadfael’s sleeve. “You know the houses there have a strip of garden going down
almost to the water, there is only a narrow footpath along the edge of the pond
below. I did not quite like to invent a reason for entering the gardens, and
besides, they are narrow and steep. It would not be difficult to throw
something of any weight from the house right to the edge of the water, and
beyond—even for a woman, or a man in a hurry. So I went first along the path,
the whole stretch of it that falls within reach from the kitchen window, the
one you said was open that day. But it was not there I found it.” “It was not?” “No, but beyond. There’s a fringe of ice
round the edge of the pond now, but the current from the millrace keeps all the
middle clear. I found the bottle on my way back, after I’d searched
all the grass and bushes there, and thought to look on the other side of the
path, along the rim of the water. And it was there, on its side half under the
ice, held fast. I’ve driven a hazel twig into the ground opposite the place,
and the hole I prised it from will say unless we have a thaw. I think the
bottle was thrown clear of whatever ice there may have been then, but not far
enough out to be taken away by the mill current, and because the stopper was in
it, it floated, and drifted back to be caught in the next frost. But, Cadfael,
it couldn’t have been thrown from the kitchen window, it was too far along the
path.” “You’re sure of that? Then where? Is it
the distance that seems too great?” “No, but the direction. It’s much too far
to the right, and there’s a bank of bushes between. The ground lies wrong for
it. If a man threw it from the kitchen window it would not go where I found it,
it could not. But from the window of the other room it very well could. Do you
remember, Cadfael, was that window unshuttered, too? The room where they were
dining?” Cadfael thought back to the scene within
the house, when Richildis met him and ushered him desperately through to the
bedchamber, past the disordered table laid with three trenchers. “It was, it
was!—the shutter was set open, for the midday sun came in there.” From that
room Edwin had rushed in indignant offence, and out through the kitchen, where
he was thought to have committed his crime and rid himself of the evidence
later. But not for a moment had he been alone in that inner room; only in his
precipitate flight had he been out of sight of all the household. “You see, Mark, what this means? From
what you say, this vial was either thrown from the window of the inner room, or
else someone walked along that path and threw it into the pond. And neither of
those things could Edwin have done. He might, as they suppose, have halted for
a moment in the kitchen, but he certainly did not go along the path by the pond
before making for the bridge, or Aelfric would have overtaken him. No, he would
have been ahead of him, or met him at
the gate! Nor did he have the opportunity, at any time afterwards, to dispose
of the vial there. He hid with his bitter mood until Edwy found him, and from
then on they were both in hiding until they came to me. This small thing, Mark,
is proof that Edwin is as clear of guilt as you or I.” “But it does not prove who the guilty man
is,” said Mark. “It does not. But if the bottle was
indeed thrown from the window of that inner room, then it was done long after
the death, for I doubt if anyone was alone in there for a moment until after
the sergeant had come and gone. And if the one responsible carried this
somewhere on him all that time, as ill-stoppered as it is now, then the marks
of it will be on him. He might try to scrub the stain away, but it will not be
easily removed. And who can afford to discard cotte or gown? No, the signs will
be there to be found.” “But what if it was someone else, not of
the household, who did the deed, and flung the vial from the pathway? Once you
did wonder, about the cook and the scullions… “I won’t say it’s impossible. But is it
likely? From the path a man could make very sure the vial went into the
mid-current and the deep of the pool, and even if it did not sink—though he
would have had time in that case to ensure that it did!—it would be carried
away back to the brook and the river. But you see it fell short, and lay for us
to find.” “What must we do now?” asked Brother
Mark, roused and ready. “We must go to Vespers, my son, or we
shall be late. And tomorrow we must get you, and this witness with you, to Hugh
Beringar in Shrewsbury.” The lay contingent at Vespers was always
thin, but never quite absent. That evening Martin Bellecote had come down out
of the town to give a word of hearty thanks first to God, and then to Cadfael,
for his son’s safe return. After the service ended he waited in the cloister
for the brothers to emerge, and came to meet Cadfael at the south door. “Brother, it’s to you we owe it that the
lad’s home again, if it is with a flea in his ear, and not lying in some den in
the castle for his pains.” Bellecote smiled, but wryly. “Truth, but
not all the truth, even to him—though he showed generous indeed to my boy, I
grant you. But until the other one’s as safe as Edwy, I keep my own counsel on
where he is. But to you, brother…” “No,” said Cadfael quickly, “not to me,
either though soon, I hope, there may be no reason left for hiding him. But
that time’s not yet. Is all well, then, with your own family? And Edwy none the
worse?” “Never a whit the worse. Without a bruise
or two he’d have valued his adventure less. It was all his own devising. But it’s
caused him to draw in his horns for a while. I never knew him so biddable
before, and that’s no bad thing. He’s working with more zeal than he commonly
shows. Not that we’re overburdened with work, this close to the feast, but
wanting Edwin, and now Meurig’s gone to keep Christmas with his kin, I’ve
enough on hand to keep my scamp busy.” “So Meurig goes to his own people, does
he?” “Regularly for Christmas and Easter. He
has cousins and an uncle or so up in the borders. He’ll be back before the year
ends. He sets store by his own folk, does Meurig.” Yes, so he had said on the day Cadfael
first encountered him. “My kinship is my mother’s kinship, I go with my own. My
father was not a Welshman.” Naturally he would want to go home for the feast. “May we all be at peace for the Lord’s
nativity!” said Cadfael, with heartier optimism since the discovery of the
small witness now lying on a shelf in his workshop. “Amen to that, brother! And I and my
household thank you for your stout aid, and if ever you need ours, you have but
to say.” Martin Bellecote went back to his shop
with duty done, and Brother Cadfael and Brother Mark went to supper with duty
still to be done. “You will not,” Brother Cadfael whispered
back firmly. “You’ll wait until after dinner, when you are freed to your own
work, as this will truly be legitimate work for you, the best you could be
about. I will not have you flout any part of the rule.” “As you
would not dream of doing, of course!” breathed Mark, and his plain, diffident
face brightened beautifully into a grin he might have borrowed from Edwin or
Edwy. “For no reason but matter of life and
death. And owning my fault! And you are not me, and should not be copying my
sins. It will be all the same, after dinner or before,” he said reassuringly. “You’ll
ask for Hugh Beringar—no one else, mind, I would not be sure of any other as I
am of him. Take him and show him where you found the vial, and I think Edwin’s
family will soon be able to call him home again.” Their planning was largely vain. The next
morning’s chapter undid such arrangements as they had made, and changed everything. Brother Richard the sub-prior rose,
before the minor matters of business were dealt with, to say that he had an
item of some urgency, for which he begged the prior’s attention. “Brother Cellarer has received a
messenger from our sheepfold near Rhydycroesau, by Oswestry. Lay Brother
Barnabas is fallen ill with a bad chest, and is in fever, and Brother Simon is
left to take care of all the flock there alone. But more than this, he is
doubtful of his skill to tend the sick brother successfully, and asks, if it’s
possible, that someone of more knowledge should come to help him for a while.” “I have always thought,” said Prior
Robert, frowning, “that we should have more than two men there. We run two
hundred sheep on those hills, and it is a remote place. But how
did Brother Simon manage to send word, since he is the only able man left
there?” “Why, he took advantage of the fortunate
circumstances that our steward is now in charge at the manor of Mallilie. It
seems it is only a few miles from Rhydycroesau. Brother Simon rode there and
asked that word be sent, and a groom was despatched at once. No time has been
lost, if we can send a helper today.” The mention of Mallilie had caused the
prior to prick up his ears. It had also made Cadfael start out of his own
preoccupations, since this so clearly had a bearing on the very problems he was
pondering. So Mallilie was but a few short miles from the abbey sheepfolds near
Oswestry! He had never stopped to consider that the exact location of the manor
might have any significance, and this abrupt enlightenment started a number of
mental hares out of their forms in bewildering flight. “Clearly we must do so,” said Robert, and
almost visibly reminded himself that the errand could with propriety be laid
upon the abbey’s most skilled herbalist and apothecary, which would effectively
remove him not only from all contact with the Widow Bonel, but also from his
meddlesome insistence on probing the unfortunate events which had made her a
widow. The prior turned his silver, stately head and looked directly at Brother
Cadfael, something he normally preferred not to do. The same considerations had
dawned upon Cadfael, with the same pleasing effect. If I had devised this
myself, he was thinking, it could not have been more apposite. Now young Mark
can leave the errand to me, and remain here blameless. “Brother Cadfael, it would seem this is a
duty for you, who are accomplished in medicines. Can you at once put together
all such preparations as may be needed for our sick brother?” “I can and will, Father,” said Cadfael,
so heartily that for a moment Prior Robert recoiled into doubt of his own
wisdom and penetration. Why should the man be so happy at the prospect
of a long winter ride, and hard work being both doctor and shepherd at the end
of it? When he had been so assiduously poking his nose into the affairs of the
Bonel household here? But the distance remained a guarantee; from Rhydycroesau
he would be in no position to meddle further. “I trust it may not be for very long. We
shall say prayers for Brother Barnabas, that he may rally and thrive. You can
again send word by the grooms at Mallilie, should there be need. And is your
novice Mark well grounded, enough for minor ailments in your absence? In cases
of serious illness we may call on the physician.” “Brother Mark is devoted and able,” said
Cadfael, with almost paternal pride, “and can be trusted absolutely, for if he
feels himself in need of better counsel he will say so with modesty. And he has
a good supply of all those remedies that may most be needed at this season. We
have taken pains to provide against an ill winter.” “That’s very well. Then in view of the
need, you may leave chapter and make ready. Take a good mule from the stables,
and have food with you for the way, and make sure you’re well provided for such
an illness as Brother Barnabas seems to have contracted. If there is any case
in the infirmary you feel you should visit before leaving, do so. Brother Mark
shall be sent to you, you may have advice for him before you go.” Brother Cadfael went out from the
chapter-house and left them to their routine affairs. God is still looking our
way, he thought, bustling blithely into his workshop and raking the shelves for
all that he needed. Medicines for throat, chest, head, an unguent for rubbing
into the chest, goose-grease and strong herbs. The rest was warmth and care and
proper food. They had hens at Rhydycroesau, and their own good milch cow, fed
through the winter. And last, a thing he need take only into Shrewsbury, the
little green glass vial, still wrapped in its napkin. Brother Mark came with a rush and out of
breath, sent from his Latin studies under Brother Paul. “They say you’re going
away, and I’m to be custodian here. Oh, Cadfael, how shall I manage without
you? And what of Hugh Beringar, and this proof we have for him?” “Leave that to me now,” said Cadfael. “To
go to Rhydycroesau one must go through the town, I’ll bear it to the castle
myself. You pay attention only to what you’ve learned from me, for I know how well
it’s been learned, and I shall be here with you in spirit every moment. Imagine
that you ask me, and you’ll find the answer.” He had a jar of unguent in one
hand, he reached the other with absent affection and patted the young, smooth
tonsure ringed by rough, thick, spiky straw-coloured hair. “It’s only for a
short while, we’ll have Brother Barnabas on his feet in no time. And listen,
child dear, the manor of Mallilie, I find, is but a short way from where I
shall be, and it seems to me that the answer to what we need to know may be
there, and not here.” “Do you think so?” said Brother Mark
hopefully, forgetting his own anxieties. “I do, and I have a thought—no more than
the gleam of an idea, that they loosed in me at chapter… Now make yourself
useful! Go and bespeak me a good mule at the stables, and see all these things
into the saddlebags for me. I have an errand to the infirmary before I leave.” Brother Rhys was in his privileged place
by the fire, hunched in his chair in a contented half-doze, but awake enough to
open one eye pretty sharply at every movement and word around him. He was in
the mood to welcome a visitor, and brightened into something approaching
animation when Cadfael told him that he was bound for the north-west of the
county, to the sheepfolds of Rhydycroesau. “Your own countryside, brother! Shall I
carry your greetings to the borderland? You’ll still have kinsfolk there,
surely, three generations of them.” “I have so!” Brother Rhys bared toothless
gums in a dreamy smile. “If you should happen to meet with my cousin Cynfrith
ap Rhys, or his brother Owain, give them my blessings. Ay, there’s a mort of my
people in those parts. Ask after my niece
Angharad, my Sister Marared’s girl—my youngest sister, that is, the one who
married Ifor ap Morgan. I doubt Ifor’s dead before this, but if you should hear
of him living, say I remember, and give him my good word. The girl ought to
come and visit me, now her lad’s working here in the town. I remember her as a
little lass no higher than a daisy, and that pretty…” “Angharad was the girl who went as
maidservant in the house of Bonel of Mallilie?” said Cadfael, gently prompting. “She did, a pity it was! But they’ve been
there many years now, the Saxons. You get used to foreigner families, in time.
They never got further, though. Mallilie’s nothing but a thorn stuck in the
side of Cynllaith. Stuck far in—nigh broken off, as some day it may be yet! It
touches Saxon land barely at all, only by a claw…” “Is that truth!” said Cadfael. “Then
properly speaking Mallilie, for all it was held by an Englishman, and has been
three generations now, is rightly within Wales?” “As Welsh as Snowdon,” said Brother Rhys,
harking back to catch once again a spark of his old patriotic fire. “And all
the neighbours Welsh, and most of the tenants. I was born just to the west of
it, nearby the church of Llansilin, which is the centre of the commote of
Cynllaith. Welsh land from the beginning of the world!” Welsh land! That could not be changed,
merely because a Bonel in William Rufus’s reign had pushed his way in and got a
hold on some acres of it, and maintained his grasp under the patronage of the
earl of Chester ever since. Why did I never think, wondered Cadfael, to enquire
earlier where this troublous manor lay? “And Cynllaith has properly appointed
Welsh judges? Competent to deal according to the code of Hywel Dda, not of
Norman England?” “Surely it has! A sound commote court as
there is in Wales! The Bonels in their time have pleaded boundary cases, and
suchlike, by whichever law best suited their own purposes, Welsh or English,
what matter, provided it brought them gain? But the people like their Welsh
code best, and the witness of neighbours, the proper way to settle a dispute.
The just way!” said Brother Rhys righteously,
and wagged his old head at Cadfael. “What’s all this of law, brother? Are you
thinking of bringing suit yourself?” And he fell into a moist, pink-gummed
giggling at the thought. “Not I,” said Cadfael, rising, “but I
fancy one that I know of may be thinking of it.” He went out very thoughtfully, and in the
great court the low winter sun came out suddenly and flashed in his eyes,
dazzling him for the second time. Paradoxically, in this momentary blindness he
could see his way clearly at last. Chapter Eight HE WOULD HAVE LIKED TO TURN ASIDE FROM
THE WYLE to have a word with Martin Bellecote and see for himself that the
family were not being hounded, but he did not do it, partly because he had a
more urgent errand on his mind, partly because he did not want to call
attention to the house or the household. Hugh Beringar was one man, of
independent mind and a strong attachment to justice, but the officers of the
sheriffry of Shropshire were a very different matter, looking for their lead
rather to Gilbert Prestcote, understandably enough, since Prestcote was King
Stephen’s official representative in these parts; and Prestcote’s justice would
be sharper, shorter-sighted, content with a brisk and tidy ending. Prestcote
might be away in Westminster, Beringar might be nominally in charge, but the
sergeants and their men would still be proceeding on their usual summary
course, making for the most obvious quarry. If there was a watch set on
Bellecote’s shop, Cadfael had no intention of giving it any provocation. If
there was not, so much the better, Hugh’s orders had prevailed. So Cadfael paced demurely up the Wyle and
past the Bellecote yard without a glance, and on through the town. His way to
the north-west lay over the bridge that led towards Wales, but he passed that,
too, and climbed the hill to the High
Cross; from that point the road descended slightly, to mount again into the
castle gatehouse. King Stephen’s garrison was in full
possession since the summer siege, and the watch, though vigilant, was assured
and easy. Cadfael lighted down at the approach, and led his mule up the
causeway and into the shadow of the gate. The guard waited for him placidly. “Goodmorrow, brother! What’s your will?” “A word with Hugh Beringar of Maesbury,”
said Cadfael. “Tell him Brother Cadfael, and I think he’ll spare me a short
while of his time.” “You’re out of luck, brother, for the
present while. Hugh Beringar is not here, and likely won’t be till the light
fails, for he’s off on some search down the river with Madog of the Dead-boat.”
That was news that heartened Cadfael as suddenly as the news of Hugh’s absence
had disheartened and dismayed him. He might have done better, after all, to
leave the vial with Brother Mark, who could have paid a second visit after the
first one had missed its mark. Of all but Beringar here, Cadfael had his
doubts, but now he was caught in a situation he should have foreseen. Hugh had
lost no time in setting the hunt in motion after Edwin’s reliquary, and better
still, was pursuing it himself instead of leaving it to underlings. But long
delay here to wait for him was impossible; Brother Barnabas lay ill, and
Cadfael had undertaken to go and care for him, and the sooner he reached him
the better. He pondered whether to entrust his precious evidence to another, or
keep it until he could deliver it to Beringar in person. Edwin, after all, was
somewhere at liberty yet, no immediate ill could befall him. “If it’s the matter of the poisoning you’re
here about,” said the guard helpfully, “speak a word to the sergeant who’s left
in charge here. I hear there’s been strange goings-on down at the abbey. You’ll
be glad when you’re left in quiet again, and the rascal taken. Step in,
brother, and I’ll tether your mule and send to let William Warden know you’re
here.” Well, no harm, at any rate, in taking a
look at the law’s surrogate and judging
accordingly. Cadfael waited in a stony anteroom within the gatehouse, and let
the object of his visit lie hidden in his scrip until he made up his mind. But
the first glimpse of the sergeant as he entered rendered it virtually certain
that the vial would remain in hiding. The same officer who had first answered
the prior’s summons to Bonel’s house, bearded, brawny, hawk-beaked,
self-assured and impatient of caution once his nose had found an obvious trail.
He knew Cadfael again just as promptly; large white teeth flashed in a scornful
grin in the bushy beard. “You again, brother? And still finding a
dozen reasons why young Gurney must be blameless, when all that’s wanting is a
witness who stood by and watched him do the deed? Come to throw some more dust
in our eyes, I suppose, while the guilty make off into Wales?” “I came,” said Brother Cadfael, not
strictly truthfully, “to enquire whether anything had yet come to light,
concerning what I reported to Hugh Beringar yesterday.” “Nothing has and nothing will. So it was
you who set him off on this fool’s errand down the river! I might have guessed
it! A glib young rogue tells you a tall tale like that, and you swallow it, and
infect your betters into the bargain! Wasteful nonsense! To spare men to row up
and down Severn in the cold, after a reliquary that never was! You have much to
answer for, brother.” “No doubt I have,” agreed Cadfael
equably. “So have we all, even you. But to exert himself for truth and justice
is Beringar’s duty, and so it is yours and mine, and I do it as best I may, and
forbear from snatching at what offers first and easiest, and shutting my eyes
to everything else in order to be rid of the labour, and at ease again. Well,
it seems I’ve troubled you for nothing. But let Hugh Beringar know that I was
here asking for him.” He eyed the sergeant closely at that, and
doubted whether even that message would be delivered. No, grave evidence that
pointed the wrong way could not be left with this man, who was so sure of his
rightness he might bend even circumstances and facts to match his opinions. No
help for it, the vial would have to go on to Rhydycroesau
and wait its time, when Brother Barnabas was restored, and back among his
sheep. “You mean well, brother,” said William
generously, “but you are far out of your cloister in matters like these. Best
leave them to those who have experience.” Cadfael took his leave without further
protest, mounted his mule, and rode back through the town to the foot of the
hill, where the street turning off to the right led him to the westward bridge.
At least nothing was lost, and Beringar was following up the lead he had given.
It was time now to keep his mind on the journey before him, and put aside the
affairs of Richildis and her son until he had done his best for Brother
Barnabas. The road from Shrewsbury to Oswestry was
one of the main highroads of the region, and fairly well maintained. The old
people, the Romans, had laid it long ago when they ruled in Britain, and the
same road ran south-eastward right to the city of London, where King Stephen
was now preparing to keep Christmas among his lords, and Cardinal-bishop
Alberic of Ostia was busy holding his legatine council for the reform of the
church, to the probable discomfiture of Abbot Heribert. But here, riding in the
opposite direction, the road ran straight and wide, only a little overgrown
with grass here and there, and encroached upon by the wild verges, through fat
farming country and woods to the town of Oswestry, a distance of no more than
eighteen miles. Cadfael took it at a brisk but steady pace, to keep the mule
content. Beyond the town it was but four miles to the sheepfolds. In the
distance, as he rode due west in the dimming light, the hills of Wales rose
blue and noble, the great rolling ridge of Berwyn melting into a faintly misted
sky. He came to the small, bare grange in a
fold of the hills before dark. A low, solid wooden hut housed the brothers, and
beyond lay the much larger byres and stables, where the sheep could be brought
in from ice and snow, and beyond again, climbing the gentle slopes, the long,
complex greystone walls of the field enclosures,
where they grazed in this relatively mild beginning of winter, and were fed
roots and grain if ever stubble and grass failed them. The hardiest were still
out at liberty in the hills. Brother Simon’s dog began to bark, pricking his
ears to the neat hooves that hardly made a sound in the thin turf of the ride. Cadfael lighted down at the door, and
Simon came eagerly out to welcome him, a thin, wiry, dishevelled brother, some
forty years old but still distrait as a child when anything went wrong with
other than sheep. Sheep he knew as mothers know their babes, but Brother Barnabas’s
illness had utterly undone him. He clasped Cadfael’s hands in his, and shook
them and himself in his gratitude at no longer being alone with his patient. “He has it hard, Cadfael, you hear the
leaves of his heart rustling as he breathes, like a man’s feet in the woods in
autumn. I cannot break it with a sweat, I’ve tried…” “We’ll try again,” said Cadfael
comfortably, and went into the dark, timber-scented hut before him. Within it
was blessedly warm and dry; wood is the best of armours against weather, where
there’s small fear of fire, as in this solitude there was none. A bare minimum
of furnishing, yet enough; and within, in the inner room, Brother Barnabas lay
in his bed neither asleep nor awake, only uneasily in between, rustling at
every breath as Simon had said, his forehead hot and dry, his eyes half-open
and vacant. A big, massive man, all muscle and bone, with reserves of fight in
him that needed only a little guidance. “You go look to whatever you should be
doing,” said Cadfael, unbuckling his scrip and opening it on the foot of the
bed, “and leave him to me.” “Is there anything you will need?” asked
Simon anxiously. “A pan of water on the fire, out there,
and a cloth, and a beaker ready, and that’s all. If I want for more, I’ll find
it.” Blessedly, he was taken at his word;
Brother Simon had a childlike faith in all who practised peculiar mysteries.
Cadfael worked upon Brother Barnabas without haste all the evening, by a single
candle that Simon brought as the light died. A hot stone
wrapped in Welsh flannel for the sick man’s feet, a long and vigorous rub for
chest and throat and ribs, down to the waist, with an ointment of goose-grease
impregnated with mustard and other heat-giving herbs, and chest and throat then
swathed in a strip of the same flannel, cool cloths on the dry forehead, and a
hot draught of wine mulled with spices and borage and other febrifuge herbs.
The potion went down patiently and steadily, with eased breathing and relaxing
sinews. The patient slept fitfully and uneasily; but in the middle of the night
the sweat broke like a storm of rain, drenching the bed. The two attentive
nurses lifted the patient, when the worst was past, drew the blanket from under
him and laid a fresh one, rolled him close in another, and covered him warmly
again. “Go and sleep,” said Cadfael, content, “for
he does very well. By dawn he’ll be wake and hungry.” In that he was out by some hours, for
Brother Barnabas, once fallen into a deep and troubled sleep, slept until
almost noon the following day, when he awoke clear-eyed and with quiet
breathing, but weak as a new lamb. “Never trouble for that,” said Cadfael
cheerfully. “Even if you were on your feet, we should hardly let you out of
here for a couple of days, or longer. You have time in plenty, enjoy being
idle. Two of us are enough to look after your flock for you.” Brother Barnabas, again at ease in his
body, was content to take him at his word, and luxuriate in his convalescence.
He ate, at first doubtfully, for savour had left him in his fever, then,
rediscovering the pleasures of taste, his appetite sharpened into fierce
hunger. “The best sign we could have,” said
Cadfael. “A man who eats heartily and with enjoyment is on his way back to
health.” And they left the patient to sleep again as thoroughly as he had
eaten, and went out to the sheep, and the chickens and the cow, and all the
rest of the denizens of the fold. “An easy year so far,” said Brother
Simon, viewing his leggy, tough hill-sheep with satisfaction. Sheep as Welsh as
Brother Cadfael gazed towards the southwest, where the long ridge
of Berwyn rose in the distance; long, haughty, inscrutable faces, and sharp
ears, and knowing yellow eyes that could outstare a saint. “Plenty of good
grazing still, what with the grass growing so late, and the good pickings they
had in the stubble after harvest. And we have beet-tops, they make good fodder,
too. There’ll be better fleeces than most years, when next they’re shorn,
unless the winter turns cruel later on.” From the crest of the hill above the
walled folds Brother Cadfael gazed towards the south-west, where the long ridge
dipped towards lower land, between the hills. “This manor of Mallilie will be
somewhere in the sheltered land there, as I judge.” “It is. Three miles round by the easy
track, the manor-house drawn back between the slopes, and the lands open to the
south-east. Good land for these parts. And main glad I was to know we had a
steward there, when I needed a messenger. Have you an errand there, brother?” “There’s something I must see to, when
Brother Barnabas is safely on the way to health again, and I can be spared.” He
turned and looked back towards the east. “Even here we must be a good mile or
more the Welsh side of the old boundary dyke. I never was here before, not
being a sheep man. I’m from Gwynedd myself, from the far side of Conwy. But
even these hills look like home to me.” Gervase Bonel’s manor must lie somewhat
further advanced into Welsh land even than these high pastures. The
Benedictines had very little hold in Wales. Welshmen preferred their own
ancient Celtic Christianity, the solitary hermitage of the self-exiled saint
and the homely little college of Celtic monks rather than the shrewd and
vigorous foundations that looked to Rome. In the south, secular Norman adventurers
had penetrated more deeply, but here Mallilie must, indeed, as Brother Rhys had
said, be lodged like a single thorn deep in the flesh of Wales. “It does not take long to ride to
Mallilie,” said Brother Simon, anxiously helpful. “Our horse here is elderly,
but strong, and gets little enough work as a rule. I could very well manage
now, if you want to go tomorrow.” “First let’s see,” said Cadfael, “how
Brother Barnabas progresses by tomorrow.” Brother Barnabas progressed very well
once he had the fever out of him. Before nightfall he was sick of lying in his
bed, and insisted on rising and trying his enfeebled legs about the room. His
own natural strength and stout heart were all he needed now to set him up
again, though he swallowed tolerantly whatever medicines Cadfael pressed upon
him, and consented to have his chest and throat anointed once again with the
salve. “No need to trouble yourself for me now,”
he said. “I shall be hale as a hound pup in no time. And if I can’t take to the
hills again for a day or two—though I very well could, if you would but let
me!—I can see to the house here, and the hens and the cow, for that matter.” The next morning he rose to join them for
Prime, and would not return to his bed, though when they both harried him he
agreed to sit snugly by the fire, and exert himself no further than in baking
bread and preparing dinner. “Then I will go,” said Cadfael, “if you
can manage alone for the day, Simon. If I leave now I shall have the best of
the daylight, and be back with you in time for the evening work.” Brother Simon went out with him to where
the track branched, and gave him directions. After the hamlet of Croesau Bach
he would come to a cross roads, and turn right, and from that point he would
see how the hills were cleft ahead of him, and making straight for that cleft
he would come to Mallilie, beyond which the track continued westward to
Llansilin, the central seat of the commote of Cynllaith. The morning was faintly misty, but with
the sun bright through the mist, and the turf wet and sparkling with the hint
of rime already melting. He had chosen to ride the horse from the grange rather
than his mule, since the mule had had lengthy exercise on the way north, and
was entitled to a rest. The horse was an ungainly bay, of homely appearance but
amiable disposition and stout heart, willing and ready for work. It was
pleasant to be riding here alone in a fine winter morning on cushioned turf,
between hills that took him back to his
youth, with no routine duties and no need for talk, beyond the occasional
greeting for a woman splitting kindling in her yard, or a man moving sheep to a
new pasture, and even that was a special pleasure because he found himself
instinctively calling his good-day in Welsh. The holdings here were scattered
and few until he came through Croesau into lower and richer ground, where the
patterns of ordered tillage told him he was already entering Mallilie land. A
brook sprang into life on his right hand, and accompanied him towards the cleft
where the hill-slopes on either side drew close together. Within a mile it was
a little river, providing level meadows on either bank, and the dark selions of
ploughed land beyond. Trees clothed the upper slopes, the valley faced
south-east into the morning sun; a good place, its tenant holdings sheltered
and well found. Well into the defile, drawn back into a fold of the slope on
his right, and half-circled with arms of woodland, he came to the manor-house. A timber stockade surrounded it, massive
and high, but the house stood on rising ground, and showed tall above it. Built
of local stone, granite grey, with a great long roof of slates, gleaming like
fish-scales in the sun as the frost on them turned to dew. When he had crossed
the river by a plank-bridge and ridden in at the open gate of the stockade, the
whole length of the house lay before him, a tall stone stair leading up to the
main door of the living floor at the left-hand end. At ground level three
separate doors, wide enough to take in country carts, led into what was
evidently a vaulted under-croft, with storage room enough for a siege. Judging
by the windows in the gable end, there was yet another small room above the
kitchen. The windows of hall and solar were stone-mullioned and generous. Round
the inner side of the stockade there were ample outhouses, stables, mews and
stores. Norman lordlings, promised heirs, Benedictine abbeys might well covet
such a property. Richildis had indeed married out of her kind. The servants here would be Bonel’s
servants, continuing their functions under a new rule. A groom came to take Cadfael’s
bridle, feeling no need to question one who arrived in a Benedictine habit.
There were few people moving about the court, but those few assured in their
passage; and impressive though the house was, it could never have needed a very
numerous body to run it. All local people, surely, and that meant Welsh people,
like the serving-maid who had warmed her lord’s bed and borne him a disregarded
son. It happened! Bonel might even have been an attractive man then, and given
her pleasure, as well as a child; and at least he had kept her thereafter, and
the child with her, though as mere indulged dependents, not members of his
family, not his kin. A man who did not take more than he felt to be legally
his, but would not forgo any item of what fell within that net. A man who let
an unclaimed villein holding go to a hungry younger son from a free family, on
terms of customary service, and then, with the law firmly behind him, claimed
that questionable tenant as villein by reason of the dues rendered between
them, and his progeny as unfree by the same code. In this disputed borderland of soil and
law, Cadfael found his heart and mind utterly Welsh, but could not deny that
the Englishman had just as passionately held by his own law, and been sure that
he was justified. He had not been an evil man, only a child of his time and
place, and his death had been murder. Properly speaking, Cadfael had no
business at this house but to observe, as now he had observed. But he went in,
nevertheless, up the outdoor stair and into the passage screened off from the
hail. A boy emerging from the kitchen louted to him and passed, accepting him
as one of the breed, who would know his way here. The hall was lofty and
strongly beamed. Cadfael passed through it to the solar. This must be where
Bonel had intended to install the panelling commissioned from Martin Bellecote,
the transaction which had first caused him to set eyes and heart on Richildis
Gurney, who had once been Richildis Vaughan, daughter of an honest,
unpretentious tradesman. Martin had done good work, and fitted it
into place here with skill and love. The solar was narrower than the hall, there
being a garderobe off it, and a tiny chapel. It glowed and was scented with the
polished and sparely carved oak panelling, the suave silvery grain glinting in
the light from the wide window. Edwin had a good brother and a good master. He
need not repine if he missed the illusory heritage. “Your pardon, brother!” said a respectful
voice at Cadfael’s back. “No one told me there was a messenger here from
Shrewsbury.” Cadfael turned, startled, to take a look
at the abbey’s steward here; a layman, a lawman, young enough to be deferential
to his employers, mature enough to be in command of his own province. “It’s I who should ask your pardon,” said
Cadfael, “for walking in upon you without ceremony. Truth to tell, I have no
errand here, but being in the neighbourhood I was curious to see our new manor.” “If it is indeed ours,” said the steward
ruefully, and looked about him with a shrewd eye, assessing what the abbey
might well be losing. “It seems to be in doubt at the moment, though that makes
no difference to my commission here, to maintain it in good order, however the
lot falls in the end. The place has been run well and profitably. But if you
are not sent to join us here, brother, where is your domicile? As long as we
hold the manor, we can well offer you lodging, if it please you to stay.” “That I can’t,” said Cadfael. “I was sent
from Shrewsbury to take care of an ailing brother, a shepherd at the folds by
Rhydycroesau, and until he’s restored I must take on his duties there.” “Your patient is mending, I trust?” “So well that I thought I might use a few
hours to come and see what manner of property may be slipping through our
fingers here. But have you any immediate reason for feeling that our tenure may
be threatened? More than the obvious difficulty of the charter not being sealed
in time?” The steward frowned, chewing a dubious
lip. “The situation is strange enough, for if both the secular heir and the
abbey lose their claim, the future of Mallilie is a very open question.
The earl of Chester is the overlord, and may bestow it as he pleases, and in
troublous times like these I doubt if he’ll want to leave it in monastic hands.
We could appeal to him, true, but not until Shrewsbury has an abbot again, with
full powers. All we can do in the meantime is manage this land until there’s a
legal decision. Will you take your dinner here with me, brother? Or at least a
cup of wine?” Cadfael declined the offer of a midday
meal; it was yet early, and he had a use for the remaining hours of daylight.
But he accepted the wine with pleasure. They sat down together in the panelled
solar, and the dark Welsh kitchen-boy brought them a flagon and two horns. “You’ve had no trouble with the Welsh to
west of you?” asked Cadfael. “None. They’ve been used to the Bonels as
neighbours for fifty years now, and no bad blood on either side. Though I’ve
had little contact except with our own Welsh tenants. You know yourself,
brother, both sides of the border here there are both Welsh and English living
cheek by jowl, and most of those one side have kin on the other.” “One of our oldest brothers,” said
Cadfael, “came from this very region, from a village between here and
Llansilin. He was talking of his old kinship when he knew I was coming to
Rhydycroesau. I’d be glad to carry his greetings, if I can find his people. Two
cousins he mentioned, Cynfrith and Owain ap Rhys. You haven’t encountered
either? And a brother by marriage, one Ifor ap Morgan… though it must be many
years since he had any contact with any of them, and for ought I know this Ifor
ap Morgan may be dead long ago. He must be round about Rhys’s own age, and few
of us last so long.” The steward shook his head doubtfully. “Cynfrith
ap Rhys I’ve heard spoken of, he has a holding half a mile or so west of here.
Ifor ap Morgan… no, I know nothing of him. But I tell you what, if he’s living
the boy will know, he’s from Llansilin himself. Question him when you leave,
and do it in Welsh, for all he knows English well enough. You’ll get more out
of him in Welsh… and all the more readily,” he added
with a wry grin, “if I’m not with you. They’re none of them ill-disposed, but
they keep their own counsel, and it’s wonderful how they fail to understand
English when it suits them to shut the alien out.” “I’ll try it,” said Cadfael, “and my
thanks for the good advice.” “Then you’ll forgive me if I don’t
accompany you to the gate and give you God-speed. You’ll do better alone.” Cadfael took the hint and his leave,
there in the solar, and went out through the hail and by the screened way into
the kitchen. They boy was there, backing red-faced from the oven with a tray of
new loaves. He looked round warily as he set down his burden on the clay top to
cool gradually. It was neither fear nor distrust, but the wariness of a wild
creature alert and responsive to every living thing, curious and ready to be
friendly, sceptical and ready to vanish. “God save you, son!” said Cadfael in
Welsh. “If your bread’s all out now, do a Christian deed, come out to the gate
with me, and show a stranger the way to the holding of Cynfrith ap Rhys or his
brother Owain.” The boy gazed, eyes brightening into
interest at being addressed placidly in his own tongue. “You are from
Shrewsbury abbey, sir? A monk?” “I am.” “But Welsh?” “As Welsh as you, lad, but not from these
parts. The vale of Conwy is my native place, near by Trefriw.” “What’s your will with Cynfrith ap Rhys?”
asked the boy directly. Now I know I’m in Wales, thought Cadfael.
An English servant, if he ventured to challenge your proceedings at all, would
do it roundabout and obsequiously, for fear of getting his ears clipped, but
your Welsh lad speaks his mind to princes. “In our abbey,” he said obligingly, “there’s
an old brother who used to be known in these parts as Rhys ap Griffith, and he’s
cousin to these other sons of Rhys. When I left Shrewsbury I said I’d take his
greetings to his kin, and so I will if I can find
them. And while we’re about it there’s one more name he gave me, and you may at
least be able to tell me if the man’s alive or dead, for he must be old. Rhys
had a sister Marared, who married one Ifor ap Morgan, and they had a daughter
Angharad, though I’m told she’s dead years ago. But if Ifor is still living I’ll
speak the good word to him, also.” Under this rain of Welsh names the boy
thawed into smiles. “Sir, Ifor ap Morgan is still alive. He lives a fair way
beyond, nearly to Llansilin. I’ll come out with you and show you the way.” He skipped down the stone staircase
lightly, ahead of Cadfael, and trotted before him to the gate. Cadfael
followed, leading his horse, and looked where the boy pointed, westward between
the hills. “To the house of Cynfrith ap Rhys it is
but half a mile, and it lies close by the track, on your right hand, with the
wattle fence round the yard. You’ll see his white goats in the little paddock.
For Ifor ap Morgan you must go further. Keep to the same track again until you’re
through the hills, and looking down into the valley, then take the path to the
right, that fords our river before it joins the Cynllaith. Half a mile on, look
to your right again, just within the trees, and you’ll see a little wooden
house, and that’s where Ifor lives. He’s very old now, but he lives alone
still.” Cadfael thanked him and mounted. “And for the other brother, Owain,” said
the boy cheerfully, willing enough now to tell all he knew that might be
helpful, “if you’re in these parts two more days you may catch him in Llansilin
the day after tomorrow, when the commote court meets, for he has a dispute that
was put oft from the last sitting, along with some others. The judges have been
viewing the impleaded lands, and the day after tomorrow they’re to give
judgment. They never like to let bad blood continue at the Christmas feast.
Owain’s holding is well beyond the town, but you’ll find him at Llansilin
church, sure enough. One of his neighbours moved his boundary stone, or so he
claims.” Cynfrith ap Rhys—the kinship seemed to be
so full of Rhyses that in some cases it was necessary to list three generations
back in order to distinguish them—was easily found, and very willing to pass
the time of day even with a Benedictine monk, seeing that the monk spoke Welsh.
He invited Cadfael in heartily, and the invitation was accepted with pleasure.
The house was one room and a cupboard of a kitchen, a solitary man’s domain,
and there was no sign of any other creature here but Cynfrith and his goats and
hens. A solid, thickset, prominent-boned Welshman was Cynfrith, with wiry black
hair now greying round the edges and balding on the crown, and quick, twinkling
eyes set in the webs of good-humoured creases common to outdoor men. Twenty
years at least younger than his cousin in the infirmary at Shrewsbury. He
offered bread and goat’s-milk cheese, and wrinkled, sweet apples. “The good old soul, so he’s still living!
Many a time I’ve wondered. He’s my mother’s cousin in the first degree, not
mine, but time was I knew him well. He’ll be nearing four-score now, I suppose.
And still comfortable in his cloister? I’ll send him a small flask of the right
liquor, brother, if you’ll be so kind as to carry it. I distil it myself, it
will stand him in good stead through the winter, a drop in season is good for
the heart, and does the memory no harm, either. Well, well, and to think he
still remembers us all! My brother? Oh, be sure I’ll pass on the word to Owain
when I see him. He has a good wife, and grown sons, tell the old man, the
elder, Elis, is to marry in the spring. The day after tomorrow I shall be
seeing my brother, he has a judgment coming up at the commote court at
Llansilin.” “So they told me at Mallilie,” said
Cadfael. “I wish him good speed with it.” “Ah, well, he claims Hywel Fychan, who
lives next him, shifted one of his boundary stones, and I
daresay he did, but I wouldn’t say but what Owain has done the like by Hywel in
his time. It’s an old sport with us… But I needn’t tell you, you being of the
people yourself. They’ll make it up as the court rules, they always do until
the next time, and no hard feelings. They’ll drink together this Christmas.” “So should we all,” said Cadfael,
somewhat sententiously. He took his leave as soon but as
graciously as he well might, truthfully claiming another errand and the
shortness of the daylight, and rode on his way by the little river, both
heartened and chastened by contact with open and fearless goodwill. The little
flask of powerful home-distilled spirit swung in his scrip; he was glad he had
left the other, the poisoned one, behind at the sheepfold. He came through the defile, and saw the
valley of the Cynllaith open before him, and the track to the right weaving a
neat line through rising grass to ford the little tributary. Half a mile beyond,
woodland clothed the slope of the ridge, and in the full leaf of summer it
might have been difficult to detect the low wooden house within the trees; but
now, with all the leaves fallen, it stood clear behind the bare branches like a
contented domestic hen in a coop. There was clear grass almost to its fence,
and on one side continuing behind it, the veil of trees drawn halfway round
like a curtain. Cadfael turned in towards it, and circled with the skirt of
grass, seeing no door in the side that faced the track. A horse on a long
tether came ambling round the gable end, placidly grazing; a horse as tall and
rakish and unbeautiful as the one he rode, though probably some years older. At
sight of it he pulled up short, and sat at gaze for a moment, before lighting
down into the coarse grass. There must, of course, be many horses
that would answer to the description given: a bony old piebald. This one was
certainly that, very strikingly black and white in improbable patterns. But
they could not all, surely, be called by the same name? Cadfael dropped his bridle and went
softly forward towards the serenely feeding beast, which paid him no attention
whatever after a single, glance. He chirruped
to it, and called quietly: “Japhet!” The piebald pricked long ears and lifted
a gaunt, amiable head, stretching out a questing muzzle and dilated nostrils
towards the familiar sound, and having made up his mind he was not mistaken,
advanced confidently and briskly to the hand Cadfael extended. He ran caressing
fingers up the tall forehead, and along the stretched, inquisitive neck. “Japhet,
Japhet, my friend, what are you doing here?” The rustle of feet in the dry grass,
while all four feet of this mild creature were still, caused Cadfael to look up
sharply towards the corner of the house. A venerable old man stood looking at
him steadily and silently; a tall old man, white-haired and white-bearded, but
still with brows black and thick as gorse-bushes, and eyes as starkly blue as a
winter sky beneath them. His dress was the common homespun of the countryman,
but his carriage and height turned it into purple. “As I think,” said Cadfael, turning
towards him with one hand still on Japhet’s leaning neck, “you must be Ifor ap
Morgan. My name is Cadfael, sometime Cadfael ap Meilyr ap Dafydd of Trefriw. I
have an errand to you from Rhys ap Griffith, your wife’s brother, who is now
Brother Rhys of the abbey of Shrewsbury.” The voice that emerged from the long,
austere, dry lips was deep and sonorous, a surprising music. “Are you sure your
errand is not to a guest of mine, brother?” “It was not,” said Cadfael, “it was to
you. Now it is to both. And the first thing I would say is, keep this beast out
of sight, for if I can know him again from a mere description, so can others.” The old man gave him a lengthy, piercing
blue stare. “Come into the house,” he said, and turned on his heel and led the
way. But Cadfael took time to lead Japhet well behind the house and shorten his
tether to keep him there, before he followed. In the dimness within, smoky and
wood-scented, the old man stood with a hand protectively on Edwin’s shoulder;
and Edwin, with the impressionable generosity of youth, had somehow
gathered to himself a virgin semblance of the old man’s dignity and grace, and
stood like him, erect and quiet within his untried body as was Ifor ap Morgan
in his old and experienced one, copied the carriage of his head and the high
serenity of his regard. “The boy tells me,” said Ifor, “that you
are a friend. His friends are welcome.” “Brother Cadfael has been good to me,”
said Edwin, “and to my nephew, Edwy, also, as Meurig told us. I have been well
blessed in my friends. But how did you find me?” “By not looking for you,” said Cadfael. “Indeed,
I’ve been at some pains not to
know where you had taken yourself, and certainly I never rode this way to find
you. I came with a harmless errand to Ifor ap Morgan here, from that same old
brother you visited with Meurig in our infirmary. Your wife’s brother, friend,
Rhys ap Griffith, is still living, and for his age hale, too, in our convent,
and when he heard that I was bound into these parts he charged me to bring his
kinsmen his greetings and prayers. He has not forgotten his kin, though it’s
long since he came among you, and I doubt he’ll come no more. I have been with
Cynfrith ap Rhys, and sent the same word by him to his brother Owain, and if
there are any others of his generation left, or who would remember him, be kind
enough to give them word, when chance offers, that he remembers his blood and his
own soil yet, and all those whose roots are in it.” “So he would,” said Ifor, melting
suddenly into a warm smile. “He was always a loyal kinsman, and fond of my
child and all the other young in our clan, having none of his own. He lost his
wife early, or he’d have been here among us yet. Sit down a while, brother, and
tell me how he does, and if you’ll take my blessings back to him, I’ll be
grateful.” “Meurig will have told you much of what I
can tell,” and Cadfael, settling beside him on a bench at the rough table, “when
he brought you Edwin to shelter. Is he not here with you?” “My grandson is away making the round of
all his kin and neighbours,” said the old man, “for he comes home rarely now.
He’ll be here again in a few days, I daresay. He did tell me he’d been to see
the old man, along with the boy here, but he stayed only an hour or so before
making off about his visiting. There’ll be time to talk when he comes back.” It was in Cadfael’s mind that he ought to
cut short his own stay, for though it had never entered his mind that the
officers of the law might find it worth while to keep a watch on him when he
left Shrewsbury, the too easy discovery of Edwin in this house had shaken his
assurance. It was true that he had neither expected nor wished to trace the boy
as yet, but even Hugh Beringar, let alone his underlings, might well have
considered the contrary as a possibility, and set a discreet hound on his
trail. But he could not flatly deliver his message and go, while the old man
clearly took pleasure in polishing up old memories. He was rambling away
happily about the time when his wife was with him, and his daughter a fair and
lively child. Now all that remained to him was a single grandson, and his own
dignity and integrity. Exile and refuge in this remote place and
this impressive company had had a strong effect on Edwin. He withdrew into the
shadows to leave his elders undisturbed, making no plea, asking no question yet
concerning his own troubled affairs. Quietly he went and brought beakers and a
pitcher of mead, and served them unobtrusively and neatly, all dignity and
humility, and again absented himself, until Ifor turned to reach a long arm and
draw him to the table. “Young man, you must have things to ask
of Brother Cadfael, and things to tell him.” The boy had not lost his tongue, after
all, once invited he could talk as volubly and vehemently as ever. First he
asked after Edwy, with an anxiety he would never have revealed to the object of
it, and was greatly eased to hear how that adventure had ended better than it
had threatened. “And Hugh Beringar was so fair and generous? And he listened to
you, and is looking for my box? Now if he could but find it…! I was not happy
leaving Edwy to play that part for me, but he would have it so. And then I took
Japhet a roundabout way to a place we used to play sometimes, a copse
by the river, and Meurig met me there, and gave me a token to carry to his
grandfather here, and told me how to find the place. And the next day he came,
too, as he said he would.” “And what,” asked Cadfael gently, “had
you planned to do, if truth never did come out? If you could not go back?
Though God forbid it should end so, and God granting, I’ll see that it does
not.” The boy’s face was solemn but clear; he
had thought much, here in his haven, and spent so much time contemplating the
noble face of his patron that a kind of shining likeness had arisen between
them. “I’m strong, I can work, I could earn my keep in Wales, if need be, even
if it must be as an outlander. Other men have had to leave their homes because
of unjust accusations, and have made their way in the world, and so could I.
But I’d rather go back. I don’t want to leave my mother, now that she’s alone,
and her affairs in such disorder. And I don’t want to be remembered as the man
who poisoned his stepfather and ran away, when I know I never did him harm or
wished him any.” “That shall not happen,” said Cadfael
firmly. “You lie close in cover a few days more, and put your trust in God, and
I believe we shall get to the truth, and you can go home openly and proudly.” “Do you believe that? Or is it just to
hearten me?” “I believe it. Your heart is not in want
of bolstering up with false cheer. And I would not lie to you, even for good
cause.” Yet there were lies, or at least unspoken truths, hanging heavy on his
mind in this house, and he had better make his farewells and go, the passing of
time and daylight giving him a sound excuse. “I must get back to Rhydycroesau,”
he said, making to rise from the table, “for I’ve left Brother Simon to do all
the work alone, and Brother Barnabas still shaky on his legs yet. Did I tell
you I was sent there to get a sick man well again, and to supply his place
while he was mending?” “You’ll come again if there’s news?” said
Edwin, and if his voice was resolutely steady, his eyes were anxious. “I’ll come again when there’s news.” “You’ll be in Rhydycroesau some days yet?”
asked Ifor ap Morgan. “Then we shall see you again at more leisure, I trust.” He was leading the way to the door to speed
his guest, his hand again possessive on Edwin’s shoulder, when he halted
suddenly, stiffening, and with the other hand, outstretched with spread
fingers, halted them, too, and enjoined silence. Age had not dulled those
ancient ears; he was the first to catch the muted sound of voices. Not muted by
distance, close and deliberately quiet. The dry grass rustled. In the edge of
the trees one of the tethered horses whinnied enquiringly, giving notice of
other horses approaching. “Not Welsh!” said Ifor in a soundless
whisper. “English! Edwin, go into the other room.” The boy obeyed instantly and silently;
but in a moment he was back, shadowy in the doorway. “They’re there—two,
outside the window. In leather, armed…” The voices had drawn nearer, outside the
house-door, their whispers grew louder, satisfied, abandoning stealth. “That’s the pied beast… no mistaking it!” “What did I tell you? I said if we found
the one we’d find the other.” Someone laughed, low and contentedly.
Then abruptly a fist thudded at the door, and the same voice called aloud,
peremptorily: “Open to the law!” The formality was followed up immediately by a
strong thrust, hurling the door inwards to the wall, and the doorway was filled
by the burly figure of the bearded sergeant from Shrewsbury, with two
men-at-arms at his back. Brother Cadfael and William Warden confronted each
other at a distance of a couple of feet; mutual recognition made the one
bristle and the other grin. “Well met, Brother Cadfael! And sorry I
am I have no writ for you, but my business is with the young man behind you. I’m
addressed to Edwin Gurney. And you, I think, my lad, are he?” Edwin came forward a step from the inner
doorway, pale as his shirt and huge-eyed, but with a chin jutting valiantly, and
a stare like a levelled lance. He had learned a great deal in his few days
here. “That is my name,” he said. “Then I arrest you on suspicion of the
murder of Gervase Bonel by poison, and I’m here to take you back in custody to
answer the charge in Shrewsbury.” Chapter Nine IFOR AP MORGAN DREW HIMSELF UP IN A
SINGLE LONG BREATH, seeming to grow half a head in the process, and stood forth
to face his unexpected visitor. “Fellow,” he said in his deep voice, in
itself a weapon, “I am the master of this house, and you have not, as yet,
addressed yourself to me. There are visitors I invite, there are some I
welcome, unexpected. You I do not know and have not invited, and you I do not
welcome. Have the courtesy to make yourself known to me, if you have business
with me or with others under my roof. Otherwise, leave this house.” It could not be said that the sergeant
was abashed, since he was protected by his office from any personal
humiliation; but he did make a shrewd appraisal of this venerable person, and
abate what would otherwise have been a boldly abrasive manner. “I understand
that you are Ifor ap Morgan. I am William Warden, a sergeant serving under
Gilbert Prestcote, the sheriff of Shropshire, and I am in pursuit of Edwin
Gurney on suspicion of murder. My commission is to bring him by. whatever means
to Shrewsbury, where the charge stands, and that I shall do, as I am bound. You
also, as an elder of this region, are bound by law.” “But not by English law,” said Ifor
simply. “By law! Knowing murder for murder, by
whatever law. Murder by poison, grandsire!” “Sergeant, you know me, and know I do not
believe this boy has any guilt to answer for. But I know you, too, and know you
have your duty to do. You must obey your orders, and we cannot stand in your
way. Tell me, was it Hugh Beringar sent you here to look for me? For I’m sure I
was not followed from Shrewsbury. What brought you to this house?” The sergeant was by no means averse to
detailing his own cleverness. “No, we never thought to have you followed,
brother, after you left us, for we thought you were bound back to your abbey.
But when Hugh Beringar came back empty-handed from his follies down the river,
and heard you’d been asking for him, he went down to the abbey after you, only
to find you were gone north to Rhydycroesau. I bethought me then how close
Bonel’s manor was, and took it upon me to bring a party up here to enquire what
you were up to. The steward at the manor never questioned it when an officer
from Shrewsbury came asking for Brother Cadfael. Why should he? Or his
servants, either? They told us you’d been asking directions to a couple of
houses this side the hills, and here at the second we’ve overtaken you. Where
the one casts up, I said, the other won’t be far.” So no one had wittingly informed on the
fugitive; that would be some compensatory good news for
Ifor ap Morgan, who would have felt himself shamed and dishonoured for ever if
one of his kin had betrayed the guest in his house. It was news of no less
vital importance to Cadfael. “Then Hugh Beringar did not send you on
this quest? ‘I took it upon me,’
you said. What’s he about, while you’re doing his work for him?” “He’s off on some more tomfoolery down
the river. Madog of the Dead-boat sent up to him early this morning to come
down to Atcham, and off he went as hopeful as ever, though nothing will come of
it. So I took the chance of following my own notions, and a fine surprise he’ll
get by this evening, when he comes back with nothing to show for his day, and
finds I’ve brought him his prisoner.” That was reassuring, since he was clearly
looking forward to the presentation of his prize, and pleased with his own
success, therefore the less likely to find satisfaction in rough-handling the
boy. “Edwin,” said Cadfael, “will you be
guided now by me?” “I will,” said Edwin steadily. “Then go with them peaceably, and make no
trouble. You know you have done no wrong, therefore you cannot be proven
guilty, and on that you must take your stand. When you are delivered into the
hand of Hugh Beringar, answer freely whatever he may ask of you, and tell him
all the truth. I promise you, you will not be long in prison.” And God stand by
me, he thought, and help me make that good! “If the boy gives you his pledge to
go with you of his own will, sergeant, and attempt no escape, you surely need
not bind him. It’s a long ride, and you’ll be pressing before the dark comes.” “He may have the use of his hands, and
welcome,” said Warden indifferently, “seeing the two men I have outside are
archers, and masters of their craft. If he tried to evade us he would not get
many yards.” “I shall not try,” said Edwin firmly. “I
give you my word. I’m ready!” He went to Ifor ap Morgan, and bent the knee to
him reverently. “Grandfather, thank you for all your goodness.
I know I’m not truly of your kinship—I wish I were!—but will you give me your
kiss?” The old man took him by the shoulders,
and stooped to kiss his cheek. “Go with God! And come again free!” Edwin took up his saddle and bridle from
the corner where they were stowed, and marched out with his head up and his
chin jutting, his attendants closing in on either side. In a few minutes the
two left behind, gazing through the open door, saw the little cortиge form and
move off, the sergeant ahead, the boy between two men-at-arms riding close, the
archers behind. The day was already chilling, though the light had not yet
dimmed. They would not reach Shrewsbury until after dark; a drear journey, and
a stony cell in Shrewsbury castle at the end of it. But please God, not for
long. Two or three days, if all went well. But well for whom? “What am I to tell my grandson Meurig,”
said the old man sadly, “when he returns, and finds I have let his guest be
taken?” Cadfael closed the door upon the last
glimpse of Edwin’s brown head and slight figure; well grown as he was, he
looked very small and young between his brawny guards. “Tell Meurig,” he said after heavy
thought, “that he need have no fears for Edwin, for in the end truth will out,
and the truth will deliver him.” He had one day of inactivity left to live
through now, and since there was nothing he could do of use to Edwin’s cause in
that time, it behoved him at least to try to turn the waiting time into a day
of grace by some other means. Brother Barnabas, heartily convalescent, could at
least be persuaded to forbear from the heavier work and keep the warmth of the
house for a little longer. Brother Simon could take his own day of rest, all
the more since on the morrow Cadfael would again be absent. Moreover, they
could observe together all the main offices of the day, as if they had been
home in the abbey of St. Peter. The patient recital of the proper forms must
surely in itself be regarded as prayer. There was time for thought all that day,
while he scattered grain for the hens, milked
the cow, groomed the old bay horse, and moved the sheep to a fresh
hill-pasture. Edwin was lodged in his prison by now, though only, Cadfael
hoped, after a long and calming interview with Hugh Beringar. Had Martin
Bellecote yet heard that he was taken? Did Edwy know that his decoy ride had
been all for nothing? And Richildis… Had Beringar seen it as his duty to visit
her and tell her of her son’s capture? It would be done as courteously and
kindly as possible, but there was no way of allaying the pain and dread she
would feel. But Cadfael was even more exercised in
mind for the old man Ifor ap Morgan, left alone now after his brief experience
of being trusted and revered by a creature fresh and young, like a vision of
his own youth returning. The unruly vigour which had made Edwin rebel and wage
war against Gervase Bonel had all been charmed and tamed into willing duty and
service by Ifor ap Morgan. We are all both the victims and the heirs of our
fellow-men. “Tomorrow,” said Cadfael at supper, round
the brazier hissing with resiny logs and giving forth a blue, weaving smoke as
aromatic as his workshop at Shrewsbury, “I must set out very early.” The
commote court would sit as soon as there was daylight, and hope to adjourn in
time for all present to reach their homes before night. “I’ll try to be back to
fold the sheep in the evening. You have not asked me where I go this time.” “No, brother,” agreed Simon mildly. “We’ve
seen that you have much on your mind, and would not trouble you yet with
questions. When you wish it, you will tell us what we need to know.” But it was a long story, of which they,
here in this solitude and with their own tranquil world undisturbed, knew not
even the beginnings. Better say nothing. He rose before dawn and saddled his
horse, taking the same track he had ridden two days previously as far as the
ford, where he had turned aside to cross the tributary and make his way to Ifor’s
house. This time he did not turn aside, but rode on into
the valley of the Cynllaith, and crossed by a wooden bridge. From there it was
little more than a mile into Llansilin, and the sun was up, veiled but bright.
The village was wide awake, and full of people, converging on the timber church.
Every house in the neighbourhood must have given shelter overnight to friends
and kin from other parts of the commote, for the normal population of this
hamlet could be no more than a tenth part of those met here on this day.
Cadfael turned his horse into the paddock by the churchyard, where there was a
stone water-trough and peaceful grazing, and joined the leisurely procession of
men entering the church. Out in the roadway he was conspicuous in his black
Benedictine habit, the species being so rare here, but within, he could be well
hidden in a retired corner. He had no wish to be noticed too soon. He was glad that Ifor ap Morgan did not
appear among the elders who came to see justice done, the duty of neighbours
who knew the land and the people involved. Better by far the testimony of these
familiar and respected men than the legal arguments of professional lawmen,
though these, too, would be here in plenty. Nor did he see Cynfrith ap Rhys
until after the bench of three judges had taken their places, and the first
adjourned case was called. Then, when the plaintiff was asked to stand forth
with his guarantors on one side, Cadfael recognised Cynfrith among his brother’s
backers. Owain was the younger of the two, but very like his brother. Hywel
Fychan, the defendant, was a wiry, dark man of belligerent aspect, with his own
little cluster of witnesses at his back. The presiding judge gave the verdict of
the bench. They had viewed the two disputed holdings on the spot, and taken
measurements to match with old charters. Their judgment was that Hywel Fychan
had indeed moved the corner boundary stone in such a way as to filch some yards
of his neighbour’s land, but they had also found that Owain ap Rhys, more
discreetly, and admittedly after he had discovered the defendant’s fraud, had
countered by shifting a whole length of fencing between them by a cautious
yard, adequately repaying himself for his loss. They therefore decreed that both
marks should be restored to their former positions, and amerced both parties by
a negligible fine. Predictably, Owain and Hywel clasped hands amicably enough
in acceptance of the verdict; and probably they would be drinking away
together, later in the day, the excess of their expected fines over those
imposed. The game would be resumed next year. Cadfael was familiar with the
national sport. There were two more boundary disputes
which had been awaiting a judgment arrived at on the disputed land, the one
settled amicably, the other accepted with some bitterness by the losing party,
but none the less accepted. There was a widow who claimed a patch of land
against her husband’s kin, and won her claim by the testimony of no less than
seven neighbours. The morning wore away, and Cadfael, constantly looking over
his shoulder towards the door, began to wonder if he had been utterly mistaken
in his reading of the probabilities. How if he had interpreted all the signs
wrongly? Then he had all to do again, and Edwin was in genuine peril, and his
only resort was Hugh Beringar, whose rule would end when Gilbert Prestcote
returned from the king’s Christmas. The grateful widow was withdrawing with
her witnesses, flushed and happy, when the door of the church opened wide. The
light of day flowed across the crowded assembly, and so remained for some
minutes, as a numerous group entered the nave. Cadfael looked round, as half
those met there were also doing, and saw Meurig advance into the open aisle,
and there take his stand, with seven grave elders at his back. He was wearing, Cadfael noted, the same
cotte and hose in which he had always seen him, no doubt his best, worn to the
commote court as they were worn to visit the abbey at Shrewsbury. His only
other garment would be those he wore at work. And the linen scrip hanging by
its leather thongs from his belt was the same Cadfael had seen on him at the
infirmary, where he had laboured, certainly out of kindliness and with nothing
to gain, to coax the aches and pains out of an old man’s rusty joints. Such
scrips cost money, and are durable for many years. Doubtful if he even owned
another such. “With the court’s leave,” he said, and
his voice was high and clear, “I have a plea that will not wait.” “We were about to declare this sitting at
an end,” said the presiding judge mildly. “But we are here to serve. Declare
yourself and your business.” “My name is Meurig, son of Angharad,
daughter of Ifor ap Morgan, who is known to all men here. By this same Angharad
I am the son of Gervase Bonel, who held the manor of Mallilie while he lived. I
am here to advance my claim to that manor, by reason of my birth, as the son,
and the only child, of Gervase Bonel. I am here to introduce testimony that
that same land is Welsh land, and subject to Welsh law, and that I am that man’s
son, and the only child he ever engendered. And by Welsh law I lay claim to
Mallilie, for by Welsh law a son is a son, whether born in or out of wedlock,
provided only that his father has acknowledged him.” He drew breath, and the
pale, drawn lines of his face sharpened yet further with tension. “Will the
court hear me?” The shudder and murmur that rippled
through the church caused even the dark timber walls to quiver. The three on
the bench stirred and peered, but kept their more than human balance and calm.
The president said with the same restraint: “We must and will hear whoever
comes with an urgent plea, however proffered, with or without legal advice, but
the cause may involve adjournment for proper
procedure. On that consideration, you may speak.” “Then first, as to the land of Mallilie,
here with me are four respected men, known to all here, who hold land bordering
the manor, and their boundaries between them encircle nine-tenths of the manor
lands. Only the remaining tenth touches English soil. And all is on the Welsh
side of the dyke, as all men know. I ask my witnesses to speak for me.” The oldest said simply: “The manor of
Mallilie is within the land of Wales, and causes within it and concerning it
have been tried by Welsh law within my lifetime, on two occasions, even though
the manor was in English hands. True it is that some cases have also been heard
in English court and by English law, but Gervase Bonel himself twice preferred
to plead in this court and by Welsh law. I hold that Welsh law has never lost
its right in any part of that land, for whatever its ownership, it is part of
the commote of Cynllaith.” “And we hold the same opinion,” said the
second of the elders. “That is the view of you all?” asked the
judge. “It is.” “Is there any present here who wishes to
refute that opinion?” There were several, on the contrary, who spoke
up in confirmation of it, one indeed who recalled that he had been the party in
dispute with Bonel on the last occasion, over a matter of cattle straying, and
had had his case heard in this court, by a bench on which one of the present
judges had sat with two others. As doubtless the judge in question recalled
without need of reminders. “The bench is in agreement with the
witness of neighbours,” said the president, having consulted his colleagues
with hardly more than a glance and a nod.” There is no question that the land
involved is within Wales, and any plaintiff advancing a claim on it is entitled
to Welsh law if he desires it. Proceed!” “As to the second matter of substance,”
said Meurig, moistening lips dry with tension, “I
declare that I am the son of Gervase Bonel, his only son, his only child. And I
ask these who have known me from birth to testify to my parentage, and any here
who may also know the truth to speak up in support of me.” This time there were many in the body of
the church who rose in turn to confirm the declaration of the elders: Meurig,
son of Angharad, daughter of Ifor ap Morgan, had been born on the manor of
Mallilie, where his mother was a maidservant, and it had been known to everyone
before his birth that she was with child by her lord. It had never been any
secret, and Bonel had housed and fed the boy. “There is a difficulty here,” said the
presiding judge. “It is not enough that the common opinion should be that a
certain man is father, for common opinion could be mistaken. Even the
acceptance of the duty of providing for a child is not in itself proof of
acknowledgement. It must be shown that the father has himself acknowledged the
child as his. That is the validation the kinship requires for the admittance of
a young man into full rights, and that is the validation necessary before
property can be inherited.” “It is no difficulty,” said Meurig
proudly, and drew out from the bosom of his cotte a rolled parchment. “If the
court will examine this, they will see that in this indenture, when I took up a
trade, Gervase Bonel himself called me his son, and set his seal to it.” He
came forward and handed up the parchment to the judges’ clerk, who unrolled and
studied it. “It is as he says. This is an agreement
between Martin Bellecote, master-carpenter, of Shrewsbury, and Gervase Bonel,
for the young man Meurig to be taken and taught the whole craft of the
carpenter and carver. A payment was made with him, and a small allowance made
to him for his keep. The seal is in order, the young man is described as ‘my
son.’ There is no doubt in the matter. He was acknowledged.” Meurig drew breath deep, and stood
waiting. The bench conferred in low and earnest tones. “We are agreed,” said the president, “that
the proof is irrefutable, that you are what you purport to be, and have the right
to make claim upon the land. But it’s known that there was an agreement, never
completed, to hand over the manor to the abbey of Shrewsbury, and on that
ground, before the man’s unfortunate death, the abbey placed a steward in the
house to administer the estate. A claim by a son, in these circumstances, must
be overwhelmingly strong, but in view of the complications it should be
advanced through the channels of law. There is an English overlord to be taken
into account, as well as such claims as the abbey may advance, by virtue of
Bonel’s having shown his intent even in an uncompleted agreement. You will have
to bring formal suit for possession, and we would advise that you brief a man
of law at once.” “With respect,” said Meurig, paler and
brighter than ever, and with hands cupped and curled at his sides, as if he had
already filled them with the desired and coveted soil, “there is a provision in
Welsh law by which I may take possession even now, before the case is tried.
Only the son may do so, but I am the son of this man who is dead. I claim the
right of dadanhudd, the right to uncover my father’s hearth. Give me the
sanction of this court, and I will go, with these elders who uphold my claim,
and enter the house which is mine by right.” Brother Cadfael was so caught into the
intensity of this consuming passion that he almost let the just moment slip by
him. All his Welsh blood rose in helpless sympathy with so strong a hunger and
love for the land, which Meurig’s blood would have granted him, but by
Norman-English law his birth had denied him. There was almost a nobility about
him in this hour, and the bleak force of his longing carried with him judges,
witnesses, even Cadfael. “It is the court’s judgment that your
claim is justified,” said the president gravely, “and your right to enter the
house cannot be denied you. For form’s sake we must put it to this assembly,
since no notice has been given beforehand. If there is any here who has
anything to raise an objection, let him stand forward now, and speak.” “Yes,” said Cadfael, wrenching himself
out of his daze with a great effort. “Here is one who has
somewhat to say before this sanction is granted. There is an impediment.” Every head turned to peer and crane and
stare. The judges ranged the ranks looking for the source of the voice, for
Cadfael was no taller than the majority of his fellow-countrymen, and even his
tonsure could be matched by many here conferred by time rather than a
cloistered order. Meurig’s head had turned with a wild start, his face suddenly
fixed and bloodless, his eyes blank. The voice had pierced him like a knife,
but he did not recognise it, and for the moment was too blind to be able to
mark even the undulation of movement as Cadfael pushed his way clear of the
crowd to be seen. “You are of the Benedictine order?” said
the presiding judge, bewildered, as the sturdy, habited figure emerged and
stood in the aisle. “A monk of Shrewsbury? Are you here to speak on behalf of
your abbey?” “No,” said Brother Cadfael. He stood no
more than two yards from Meurig now, and the mist of shock and unbelief had
cleared from the black, brilliant eyes; they recognised him all too well. “No,
I am here to speak on behalf of Gervase Bonel.” By the brief, contorted struggle of
Meurig’s throat, he made an attempt to speak, but could not. “I do not understand you, brother,” said
the judge patiently. “Explain yourself. You spoke of an impediment.” “I am a Welshman,” said Cadfael. “I
endorse and approve the law of Wales, that says a son is a son, in or out of
marriage, and has the same rights though English law may call him a bastard.
Yes, a son born out of wedlock may inherit—but not a son who has murdered his
father, as this man has.” He expected uproar, and instead there was
such a silence as he had seldom known. The three judges sat rigid and staring,
as though turned to stone, and every breath in the church seemed to be held in
suspense. By the time they all stirred out of their daze, and turned almost
stealthily, almost fearfully, to look at Meurig, he had regained his colour and
his hardihood, though at a price. Forehead and high cheekbones
had a wet sheen of sweat, and the muscles of his neck were drawn like
bow-strings, but he had himself in hand again, he could look his accuser in the
face, refrain from hurling himself upon him, even turn from him with dignity
and calm to look at the judges, in eloquent protest against a charge he
disdained to deny except by silent contempt. And probably, Cadfael reflected
ruefully, there are some here who will take for granted that I am an agent sent
by my order to prevent, or at least delay, the surrender of Mallilie to its
rightful owner. By any means, however base, even by accusing a decent man of
murder. “This is a most grave charge,” said the
presiding judge, formidably frowning. “If you are in earnest, you must now
stand to it, and make good what you have said, or withdraw.” “That I will do. My name is Cadfael, a
brother of Shrewsbury, and the herbalist who made the oil with which Gervase
Bonel was poisoned. My honour is involved. The means of comfort and healing
must not be used to kill. I was called to attend the dying man, and I am here
now to demand justice for him. Allow me, if you will, to tell you how this
death befell.” He told the story very baldly, the narrow
circle of those present, of whom one, the stepson, seemed then to be the only
one with anything to gain from the death. “Meurig, as it seemed to us, had nothing
to gain, but you and I have now seen how much, indeed, was at stake for him. The agreement with my abbey had not been
completed, and by Walsh law, which we had not understood could be invoked in
the matter, he is the heir. Let me tell you his story as I see it. Ever since
he grew a man he has been well aware that by Welsh law his position as heir was
unassailable, and he was well content to wait for his father’s death, like any
other son, before claiming his inheritance. Even the will Gervase Bonel made,
after his second marriage, making his stepson his heir, did not trouble Meurig,
for how could such a claim stand against his right as a true son of the man’s
blood? But it was a different case when his father granted his manor to the
abbey of Shrewsbury in return for housing, food and comfort for
life, after the usual fashion of such retirements. I do believe that if that
agreement had been completed and sealed at once, all would have been over, and
this man would have grown reconciled to his loss and never become a murderer.
But because my abbot was summoned away to London, with good reason to think
that another may be appointed in his place, he would not complete the charter,
and that respite caused Meurig to hope again, and to look about him desperately
for the means to prevent it ever being completed. For, see, if the abbey ever
established its legal right by final ratification, his position at law would
have been hopeless. How could he fight Shrewsbury abbey? They have influence
enough to ensure that any suit should be tried in an English court and by English
law, and by English law, I acknowledge it with regret and shame, such children
as Meurig are deprived, and cannot inherit. I say it was mere chance, and that
resulting from an act of kindness, that showed him where to find the means to
kill, and tempted him to use it. And great pity it is, for he was never meant
to be a murderer. But here he stands in his guilt, and must not and cannot
enter into possession of the fruit of his crime.” The presiding judge sat back with a heavy
and troubled sigh, and looked at Meurig, who had heard all this with a
motionless face and a still body. “You have heard and understood what is
charged against you. Do you wish now to answer?” “I have nothing to answer,” said Meurig,
wise in his desperation. “This is nothing but words. There is no substance.
Yes, I was there in the house, as he has told you, with my father’s wife, the
boy her son, and the two servants. But that is all. Yes, by chance I have been
in the infirmary, and did know of this oil he speaks of. But where is there any
thread to link me with the act? I could as well put forward the same story
against any of those in that household that day, and with as little proof, but
I will not. The sheriff’s officers have held from the beginning that my father’s
stepson did this thing. I don’t say that is true. I say only that there is no
proof to entangle me rather than any other.” “We have still nothing but words, and
deceptive words, too,” said Meurig, gaining a little confidence. “For this
bottle has not been found, or
we should have known it from the sheriff’s men. This is a whole-cloth tale
compounded for this court alone.” For of course he did not know; not even
Edwin knew, not even Hugh Beringar, only Cadfael and Brother Mark. Thank God
for Brother Mark, who had done the finding and marked the place, and was in no
suspicion of being anyone’s corrupted agent. Cadfael reached into his pouch, and
brought forth the vial of flawed green glass, unwrapping it carefully from the
napkin in which it was rolled. “Yes, it has been found. Here it is!” And he
held it out sharply at the full stretch of his arm into Meurig’s appalled face. The instant of sick disintegration passed
valiantly, but Cadfael had witnessed it, and now there was no shadow of doubt
left, none. And it was a piercing grief to him, for he had liked this young
man. “This,” said Cadfael, whirling to face
the bench, “was found, not by me, but by an innocent novice who knew little of
the case, and has nothing to gain by lying. And it was found—the place is
recorded—in the ice of the mill-pond, under the window of the inner room of
that house. In that room the boy Edwin Gurney was never for one moment alone, and
could not have thrown this out from that window. Inspect it, if you will. But
carefully, for the marks of the oil are there in a dried stream down one outer
side of the vial, and the dregs are still easily identifiable within.” Meurig watched the small, dreadful thing
being passed among the three in its napkin, and said with arduous calm: “Even
granted this—for we have not the finder here to speak for himself!—there were
four of us there who could well have gone in and out of that inner room the
rest of the day. Indeed, I was the only one to leave, for I went back to my
master’s shop in the town. They remained there, living in the house.” Nevertheless, it had become a trial. Even
with his admirable and terrible gallantry, he could not entirely prevent the
entry of a note of defence. And he knew it, and was afraid, not for himself,
for the object of his absorbing love, the land on which he had been born.
Brother Cadfael was torn in a measure he had hardly expected. It was time to
end it, with one fatal cast that might produce success or failure, for he could
not bear this partition of his mind much longer, and Edwin was in a prison
cell, something even Meurig did not yet know, something that might have
reassured him if he had been aware of it, but no less might have moved and
dismayed him. Never once, in that long afternoon of questioning, had Meurig
sought to turn suspicion upon Edwin, even when the sergeant pointed the way. “Draw out the stopper,” said Cadfael to
the three judges, almost strident now in his urgency. “Note the odour, it is
still strong enough to be recognised again. You must take my word for it that
it was the means of death. And you see how it has run down the vial. It was
stoppered in haste after the act, for all was then done in haste. Yet some
creature carried this vial on his person for a considerable while after, until
the sheriffs officers had come and gone. In this condition, oiled without as
well as within. It would leave a greasy stain not easy to remove, and a strong
smell—yes, I see you detect the smell.” He swung upon Meurig, pointing to the
coarse linen scrip that hung at his belt. “This, as I recall, you wore that day.
Let the judges themselves examine, with the vial in their hands,
and see whether it lay within there an hour, two hours or more, and left its
mark and its odour. Come, Meurig, unbuckle and give up your scrip.” Meting indeed dropped a hand to the buckles,
as though stunned into obedience. And after this while, Cadfael knew, there
might be nothing to find, even though he no longer had any doubts that the vial
had indeed lain within there all that prolonged and agonising afternoon of
Bonel’s death. It needed only a little hardihood and a face of brass, and the
single fragile witness against Meurig might burst like a bubble, and leave
nothing but the scattered dew of suspicion, like the moisture a bubble leaves
on the hand. But he could not be sure! He could not be sure! And to examine the
scrip and find nothing would not be to exonerate him completely, but to examine
it and find the seam stained with oil, and still with the penetrating scent
clinging, would be to condemn him utterly. The fingers that had almost
withdrawn the first thong suddenly closed into a clenched fist denying access. “No!” he said hoarsely. “Why should I
submit to this indignity? He is the abbey’s man sent to besmirch my claim.” “It is a reasonable requirement,” said
the presiding judge austerely. “There is no question of your surrendering it to
anyone but this court. There can be no suspicion that we have anything to gain
by discrediting you. The bench requires you to hand it over to the clerk.” The clerk, accustomed to having the court’s
orders respected without demur, advanced trustingly, extending a hand. Meurig
dared not take the risk. Suddenly he whirled and sprang for the open door,
scattering the old men who had come to back his claim. In a moment he was out
into the wintry light of the morning, running like a deer. Behind him uproar
broke out, and half of those in the church poured out after the fugitive,
though their pursuit was half-hearted after the first instinctive rush. They
saw Meurig vault the stone wall of the churchyard and head for the fringes of
woodland that clothed the hillside behind. In a moment he was lost to view
among the trees. In the half-deserted church a heavy
silence fell. The old men looked at one another
helplessly, and made no move to join the hunt. The three judges conferred in
low and anxious tones. Cadfael stood drooping in a weariness that seemed
temporarily to have deprived him of energy or thought, until at last he drew
breath long and deeply, and looked up. “It is not a confession, nor has there
been a formal charge, or any suit as yet brought against him. But it is
evidence for a boy who is now in prison at Shrewsbury on suspicion of this
crime. Let me say what can and should be said for Meurig: he did not know Edwin
Gurney had been taken, of that I am sure.” “We have now no choice but to pursue him,”
said the presiding judge, “and it will be done. But certainly the record of
this court must be sent, out of courtesy, to the sheriff at Shrewsbury, and at
once. Will that content you?” “It’s all I ask. Send also, if you will,
the vial, concerning which a novice by the name of Mark will testify, for it
was he who found it. Send all to Hugh Beringar, the sheriff’s deputy, who is in
charge, and deliver the report only to him, of your kindness. I wish I might
go, but I have still work to do here.” “It will take some hours for our clerks
to make the necessary copies and have them certified. But by tomorrow evening,
at latest, the report shall be delivered. I think your prisoner will have
nothing more to fear.” Brother Cadfael uttered his thanks, and
went out from the church into a village thronging with agitated, head-shaking
neighbours. The tale of the morning’s events was on the wing by now, surely
already being carried over the hills throughout the commote of Cynllaith, but
even rumour had not flown so fast as Meurig, for nothing was seen of him all
that day. Cadfael led his horse from the paddock, and mounted and rode. The
weariness that had fallen upon him when the need for effort ended so suddenly
was subsiding slowly into a desperate sadness, and that again into a drear but
grateful calm. He took the journey back very slowly, for he needed time to
think, and above all, time for another to do some even more urgent thinking. He
passed by the manor-house of Mallilie
with only a rueful glance. The ending would not be there. He was very well aware that it was not
yet over. “You are back in good time, brother,”
said Simon, stoking the brazier with fresh fuel for the evening. “Whatever your
business, I trust God prospered it.” “He did,” said Cadfael. “And now it must
be your turn to rest, and leave the remaining work to me. I’ve stabled and
groomed and fed the horse, he’s not overdone for I took things gently with him.
After supper there’ll be time for shutting the hen-house and seeing to the cow,
and light enough still to bring down the ewes in lamb to the barn, for I think
there may be harder frost in the night. Curious how the light lies in these
hills a good half-hour longer than in the town.” “Your Welsh eyes, brother, are only just
regaining their proper vision. There are few nights here that a man could not
travel safely even among the upland bogs, knowing the ground at all well. Only
in the woods is it ever truly dark. I talked with a wandering brother from the
north once, a rough red-haired man with a tongue I could barely understand, a
Scot. He said in his far country there were nights when the sun barely set
before it rose again on the other side, and you could see your way in an
endless afterglow. But I do not know,” said Brother Simon wistfully, “if he was
romancing. I have never been further than Chester.” Brother Cadfael forbore from citing his
own travels, remembered now with the astonished contentment of a man at rest.
To tell the truth, he had enjoyed the storms no less than he now enjoyed the
calm, if this was indeed calm: but each had its own time and place. “I’ve been glad of this stay with you,”
he said, and that at least was true “It smells like Gwynedd here. And the folk
hereabouts have me speaking Welsh to them, and that’s gain, for I use it little
enough in Shrewsbury.” Brother Barnabas came with the supper,
his own good bread, barley gruel, ewe’s-milk cheese and dried apples. He breathed
without labour, and strode round the house unwearied and energetic. “You see I’m
ready and able for work, brother, thanks to your skills. I could fold the ewes
myself tonight.” “You will not,” said Cadfael firmly, “for
I’ve taken that task for myself, having been truant all day. You be content to
see us devouring this baking of yours, for that’s one art I have not, and at
least I have the grace to know it, and be thankful for the skills of other men.” They ate early at Rhydycroesau, having
normally laboured out of doors from early morning. There was still a muted
half-light, the east a clear, deep blueness, the west a pallid glow, when
Cadfael went out to climb to the nearer crest and bring down the ewes already
heavy with lamb. They were few but precious, once in a while they even dropped
twins, and with care both survived. Cadfael discerned a deep and tranquil
satisfaction in the shepherd’s life. The children of his solicitude were seldom
killed, unless disease, injury or decrepitude threatened, or in time of
desperation the flock could not all be fed through the winter. Their wool and
milk were of more value than their meat, and their precious skins could be
garnered only once, and better when for distress they had to be slaughtered. So
they remained through their natural lives, growing into familiarity and affection,
trusting and being understood, even acquiring names. Shepherds had a community
of their own, peopled with gentle, obstinate, quiet companions, who did no
murder or theft or banditry, broke no laws, made no complaints, fuelled no
rebellions. All the same, he thought, climbing the
hill In long, easy strides, I could not be a shepherd for long. I should miss
all the things I deplore, the range and grasp of man for good and evil. And
instantly he was back with the struggles and victories and victims of the day. On the crest of the ridge he stood to
contemplate the coming night, aware that he must be seen from a good distance
around. The sky above was immense and very lofty, a very deep blue, with a
faint dappling of stars so new and fine that they were visible only when seen
from the corner of the eye, and a
direct stare immediately put them out. He looked down at the cluster of walled
folds and the snug dark huddle of buildings, and could not be quite sure
whether he had seen a mere quiver of movement at the corner of the barn. The
ewes, accustomed to extra pampering, were gathering about him of their own
will, ready to go down into the steamy, wool-scented warmth of the barn for the
night. Their rounded sides and bellies swayed contentedly as they walked. By
this light only an occasional gleam showed the disconcerting yellow stare of
their eyes. When at last he stirred, and began slowly
to descend the hill, they followed daintily on their little, agile feet,
crowding close, jostling one another, the mild, warm, greasy smell of their
fleeces making a flowing cloud about them. He counted, called softly back to
one or two stragglers, young ones in their first lamb, and irresponsible,
though they came hurrying at his call. Now he had them all. Apart from himself and his little flock,
the night was empty and still, unless that was the momentary intrusion and
instant withdrawal of some live thing he had caught between the buildings
below. Blessedly, Brother Simon and Brother Barnabas had taken him at his word,
and remained contentedly in the warmth of the house, by this time probably
nodding over the brazier. He brought his charges down to the large
barn, half of which was cleared by now for their housing at night until they
gave birth. The wide doors opened inwards, he thrust them open before him and
ushered his flock within, where there was a rack filled for their use, and a
trough of water. These needed no light to find their way. The interior of the
barn was still peopled with vague, bulky shadows, but otherwise dark, and
smelled of dried grass and clover and the fat scent of fleeces. The mountain
sheep had not the long, curly wool of the lowlands, but they brought a very
thick, short fleece that carried almost as much wool of a somewhat less
valuable kind, and they converted handsomely the pasture their spoiled lowland
cousins could not make use of. Their cheeses alone were worth their keep. An arm encircled him from behind, pinning
both arms fast to his body, and he made no move to recoil or resist. “And did
you think when you destroyed me, brother,” panted a suffocating voice in his
ear, “that I would go into the dark alone?” “I have been expecting you, Meurig,” said
Brother Cadfael quietly. “Close the door! You may safely, I shall not move. You
and I have no need now of witnesses.” Chapter Ten “NO,” SAID THE VOICE IN HIS EAR, low and
savagely, “no need of witnesses. My business is with you alone, monk, and brief
enough.” But the arms withdrew from him, and in a moment the heavy doors closed
with a hollow sound upon the glimpse of sky in which, from this walled darkness
within, the stars showed doubly large and bright. Cadfael stood motionless, and heard the
soft brushing of cloth as Meurig leaned back against the closed door, arms
spread, drawing deep breaths to savour the moment of arrival, and anticipate
the last vengeful achievement. There was no other way out, and he knew his
quarry had not moved by so much as a step. “You have branded me murderer, why should
I draw back now from murder? You have ruined me, shamed me, made me a reproach
to my own kin, taken from me my birthright, my land, my good name, everything
that made my existence worth calling a life, and I will have your life in
recompense. I cannot live now, I cannot even die, until I have been your death,
Brother Cadfael.” Strange how the simple act of giving his
victim a name changed everything, even this blind relationship, like the first
gleam of light. Further light could only assist the change. “Hanging behind the door, where you are,”
said Cadfael practically, “you’ll find a lantern, and
on another nail there a leather bag with flint and steel and tinder in it. We
may as well see each other. Take care with the sparks, you’ve nothing against
our sheep, and fire would bring people running. There’s a shelf where the
lantern will stand.” “And you will make your bid to keep your
forfeit life. I know!” “I shall not move hand or foot,” said
Cadfael patiently. “Why do you suppose I have made so certain the last work
tonight should fall to me? Did I not say I was expecting you? I have no weapon,
and if I had I would not use it. I finished with arms many years ago.” There was a long pause, during which,
though he felt that more was expected of him, he added nothing more. Then he
heard the creek of the lantern as Meurig’s questing hand found it, the grating
noise of the horn shutter being opened, the groping of fingers to find the
shelf, and the sound of the lantern being set down there. Flint and steel
tapped sharply several times, sparks flashed and vanished, and then a corner of
charred cloth caught and held the tiny fire, and Meurig’s face hung ghostlike
over it, blowing until the wick caught in its turn, and sent up a lengthening
flame. Dim yellow light brought into being the feeding-rack, the trough, the
forest of shadows in the network of beams above, and the placid, incurious
ewes; and Cadfael and Meurig stood looking intently at each other. “Now,” said Cadfael, “you can at least
see to take what you came for.” And he sat down and settled himself solidly on
a corner of the feeding-rack. Meurig came towards him with long,
deliberate strides through the straw-dust and chaff of the floor. His face was
fixed and grey, his eyes sunken deep into his head and burning with frenzy and
pain. So close that their knees touched, he advanced the knife slowly until the
point pricked Cadfael’s throat; along eight inches of steel they eyed each
other steadily. “Are you not afraid of death?” asked
Meurig, barely above a whisper. “I’ve brushed elbows with him before. We
respect each other. In any case there’s no evading him
for ever, we all come to it, Meurig. Gervase Bonel… you… I. We have to die,
every one of us, soon or late. But we do not have
to kill. You and I both made a choice, you only a week or so ago, I when I
lived by the sword. Here am I, as you willed it. Now take what you want of me.” He did not take his eyes from Meurig’s
eyes, but he saw at the edge of vision the tightening of the strong brown
fingers and the bracing of the muscles in the wrist to strike home. But there
was no other movement. All Meurig’s body seemed suddenly to writhe in an
anguished attempt to thrust, and still he could not. He wrenched himself
backward, and a muted animal moan came from his throat. He cast the knife out
of his hand to whine and stick quivering in the beaten earth of the floor, and
flung up both arms to clasp his head, as though all his strength of body and
will could not contain or suppress the pain that filled him to overflowing.
Then his knees gave under him, and he was crouched in a heap at Cadfael’s feet,
his face buried in his arms against the hay-rack. Round yellow eyes, above
placidly chewing muzzles, looked on in detached surprise at the strangeness of
men. Broken sounds came from Meurig’s buried
mouth, muffled and sick with despair “Oh, God, that I could so face my death…
for I owe it, I owe it, and dare not pay! If I were clean… if I were only clean
again…”And in a great groan he said: “Oh, Mallilie…” “Yes,” said Cadfael softly. “A very fair
place. Yet there is a world outside it.” “Not for me, not for me… I am forfeit.
Give me up! Help me… help me to be fit to die…” He raised himself suddenly, and
looked up at Cadfael, clutching with one hand at the skirts of his habit. “Brother,
those things you said of me… never meant to be a murderer, you said…” “Have I not proved it?” said Cadfael. “I
live, and it was not fear that stayed your hand.” “Mere chance that led me, you said, and
that because of an act of simple kindness… Great pity it is, you said! Pity…
Did you mean all those things, brother? Is there pity?” “No,” said Meurig, very low, and
shuddered at the thought of the upright old man now utterly bereft. “Then you do not know that Edwin was
fetched away from there by the sheriff’s men, and is now in prison in
Shrewsbury.” No, he had not known. He looked up
aghast, seeing the implication, and shook with the fervour of his denial: “No,
that I swear I did not do. I was tempted… I could not prevent that they cast
the blame on him, but I did not betray him… I sent him here, I would have seen
that he got clear… I know it was not enough, but oh, this at least don’t lay to
my charge! God knows I liked the boy well.” “I also know it,” said Cadfael, “and know
it was not you who sent them to take him. No one wittingly betrayed him. None
the less, he was taken. Tomorrow will see him free again. Take that for one
thing set right, where many are past righting.” Meurig laid his clasped hands,
white-knuckled with tension, on Cadfael’s knees, and lifted a tormented face
into the soft light of the lantern. “Brother, you have been conscience to other
men in your time, for God’s sake do as much by me, for I am sick, I am maimed,
I am not my own. You said… great pity! Hear me all my evil!” “Child,” said Cadfael, shaken, and laid
his own hand over the stony fists that felt chill as ice, “I am not a priest, I
cannot give absolution, I cannot appoint penance…” “Ah, but you can, you can, none but you,
who found out the worst of me! Hear me my confession, and I shall be better
prepared, and then deliver me to my penalty, and I will not complain.” “Speak, then, if it gives you ease,” said
Cadfael heavily, and kept his hand closed over Meurig’s as the story spilled
out in broken gouts of words, like blood from a wound: how he
had gone to the infirmary with no ill thought, to pleasure an old man, and
learned by pure chance of the properties of the oil he was using for its true
purpose, and how it could be put to a very different use. Only then had the
seed been planted in his mind. He had a few weeks, perhaps, of grace before
Mallilie was lost to him forever, and here was a means of preventing the loss. “And it grew in me, the thought that it
would not be a hard thing to do… and the second time I went there I took the
vial with me, and filled it. But it was still only a mad dream… Yet I carried
it with me, that last day, and I told myself it would be easy to put in his
mead, or mull wine for him… I might never have done it, only willed it, though
that is sin enough. But when I came to the house, they were all in the inner
room together, and I heard Aldith saying how the prior had sent a dish from his
own table, a dainty to please my father. It was there simmering on the hob, a
spoon in it… The thing was done almost before I knew I meant to do it… And then
I heard Aelfric and Aldith coming back from the table, and I had no time for
more than to step quickly outside the door again, as if I had just opened it,
and I was scraping my shoes clean to come in when they came into the kitchen…
What could they think but that I had only just come? A score of times in the
next hour, God knows how wildly, I wished it undone, but such things cannot be
undone, and I am damned… What could I do but go forward, when there was no
going back?” What, indeed, short of what he was doing now,
and this had been forced on him. Yet it was not to kill that he had flown like
a homing bird to this meeting, whatever he himself had believed. “So I went on. I fought for the fruit of
my sin, for Mallilie, as best I could. I never truly hated my father, but
Mallilie I truly loved, and it was mine, mine… if only I could have come by it
cleanly! But there is justice, and I have lost, and I make no complaint. Now
deliver me up, and let me pay for his death with mine, as is due. I will go
with you willingly, if you will wish me peace.” “You asked your penance of me,” said
Cadfael at last. “Do you still ask it? And will you bear it and keep faith, no
matter how terrible it may be?” The heavy head stirred on his knee. “I
will,” said Meurig in a whisper, “and be grateful.” “You want no easy penalty?” “I want all my due. How else can I find
peace?” “Very well, you have pledged yourself.
Meurig, you came for my life, but when it came to the stroke, you could not
take it. Now you lay your life in my hands, and I find that I cannot take it,
either, that I should be wrong to take it. What benefit to the world would your
blood be? But your hands, your strength, your will, that virtue you still have
within you, these may yet be of the greatest profit. You want to pay in full.
Pay, then! Yours is a lifelong penance, Meurig, I rule that you shall live out
your life—and may it be long!—and pay back all your debts by having regard to
those who inhabit this world with you. The tale of your good may yet outweigh a
thousand times the tale of your evil. This is the penance I lay on you.” Meurig stirred slowly, and raised a dazed
and wondering face, neither relieved nor glad, only utterly bewildered. “You
mean it? This is what I must do?” “This is what you must do. Live, amend,
in your dealings with sinners remember your own frailty, and in your dealings
with the innocent, respect and use your own strength in their service.
Do as well as you can, and leave the rest to God, and how much more can saints
do?” “They will be hunting for me,” said
Meurig, still doubting and marvelling. “You will not hold that I’ve failed you
if they take and hang me?” “They will not take you. By tomorrow you
will be well away from here. There is a horse in the stable next to the barn,
the horse I rode today. Horses in these parts can very easily be stolen, it’s
an old Welsh game, as I know. But this one will not be stolen. I give it, and I
will be answerable. There is a whole world to reach on horseback, where a true
penitent can make his way step by step through a long life towards grace. Were
I you, I should cross the hills as far west as you may before daylight, and
then bear north into Gwynedd, where you are not known. But you know these hills
better than I.” “I know them well,” said Meurig, and now
his face had lost its anguish in open and childlike wonder. “And this is all?
All you ask of me?” “You will find it heavy enough,” said
Brother Cadfael. “But yes, there is one thing more. When you are well clear,
make your confession to a priest, ask him to write it down and have it sent to
the sheriff at Shrewsbury. What has passed today in Llansilin will release
Edwin, but I would not have any doubt or shadow left upon him when you are
gone.” “Neither would I,” said Meurig. “It shall
be done.” “Come, then, you have a long pilgrimage
to go. Take up your knife again.” And he smiled. “You will need it to cut your
bread and hunt your meat.” It was ending strangely. Meurig rose like
one in a dream, both spent and renewed, as though some rainfall from heaven had
washed him out of his agony and out of his wits, to revive, a man half-drowned
and wholly transformed. Cadfael had to lead him by the hand, once they had put
out the lantern. Outside, the night was very still and starlit, on the edge of
frost. In the stable Cadfael himself saddled the horse. “Rest him when you safely may. He’s
carried me today, but that was no great journey. I’d give you the mule, for he’s
fresh, but he’d be slower, and more
questionable under a Welshman. There, mount and go. Go with God!” Meurig shivered at that, but the pale,
fixed brightness of his face did not change. With a foot already in the
stirrup, he said with sudden inexpressibly grave and burdened humility: “Give me your blessing! For I am bound by
you while I live.” He was gone, up the slope above the
folds, by ways he knew better than did the man who had set him free to ride
them, back into the world of the living. Cadfael looked after him for only a
moment, before turning down towards the house. He thought as he went: Well, if
I have loosed you on the world unchanged and perilous, if this cleansing wears
off once you are safe, then on me be the guilt. But he found he could not feel
greatly afraid; the more he reviewed the course he had taken, the more profound
became his soul’s tranquillity. “You were a long time, brother,” said
Simon, welcoming him with pleasure into the evening warmth within the house. “We
were wondering about you.” “I was tempted to stay and meditate among
the ewes,” said Brother Cadfael. “They are so calming. And it is a beautiful
night.” Chapter Eleven IT WAS A GOOD CHRISTMAS; he had never
known one more firelit and serene. The simple outdoor labour was bliss after
stress, he would not have exchanged it for the ceremonial and comparative
luxury of the abbey. The news that came in from the town, before the first snow
discouraged travel, made a kind of shrill overtone to the homely Christmas
music they made between them, with three willing but unskilled voices and three
contented and fulfilled hearts. Hugh Beringar sent word, not only that he had
received the record of the Llansilin court, but also that Edwin’s well-meant
conciliatory gift had been cast up in the shallows near Atcham, in considerable
disarray, but still recognisable. The boy was restored to his doting mother,
and the Bonel household could breathe freely again, now that the culprit was
known. The apologetic report that the horse belonging to the Rhydycroesau
sheepfolds had gone missing, due to Brother Cadfael’s reprehensible failure to
bar the stable door securely, had been noted with appropriate displeasure by
the chapter of the abbey, and repayment in some form awaited him on his return. As for the fugitive Meurig, cried through
Powys for murder, the hunt had never set eyes on him since, and the trail was
growing cold. Even the report of his voluntary confession, sent by a priest
from a hermitage in Penllyn, did not revive the scent, for the man was long
gone, and no one knew where. Nor was Owain Gwynedd likely
to welcome incursions on his territory in pursuit of criminals against whom he
had no complaint, and who should never have been allowed to slip through
authority’s fingers in the first place. In fact, all was very well. Cadfael was
entirely happy among the sheep, turning a deaf ear to the outer world. He felt
he had earned a while of retreat. His only regret was that the first deep snow
prevented him from riding to visit Ifor ap Morgan, to whom he owed what
consolation there was to be found for him. Frail though it might seem, Cadfael
found it worth cherishing, and so would Ifor; and the very old are very
durable. They had no less than three Christmas
morning lambs, a single and twins. They brought them all, with their dams, into
the house and made much of them, for these innocents shared their stars with
the Christchild. Brother Barnabas, wholly restored, nursed the infants in his
great hands and capacious lap, and was as proud as if he had produced them of
his own substance. They were very merry together, in a quiet celebration,
before Brother Cadfael left them to return to Shrewsbury. His patient was by
this time the most vigorous force within twenty miles round, and there was no
more need for a physician here at Rhydycroesau. The snow had abated in a temporary thaw,
when Cadfael mounted his mule, three days after the feast, and set out southwards
for Shrewsbury. He made a long day of it because he did
not take the direct road to Oswestry, but went round to pay his delayed visit
on Ifor ap Morgan before cutting due east from Croesau Bach to strike the main
road well south of the town. What he had to say to Ifor, and what Ifor replied
to him, neither of them ever confided to a third. Certainly when Cadfael
mounted again, it was in better heart that he set out, and in better heart that
Ifor remained alone. By reason of this detour it was already
almost dusk when Cadfael’s mule padded over the Welsh bridge into Shrewsbury,
and through the hilly streets alive with people and business
again after the holiday. No time now to turn aside from the Wyle for the
pleasure of being let in by the shrewd little housewife Alys, and viewing the
jubilation of the Bellecote family; that would have to keep for another day. No
doubt Edwy was long since released from his pledge to keep to home, and off
with his inseparable uncle on whatever work, play or mischief offered. The
future of Mallilie still lay in the balance; it was to be hoped that the lawmen
would not manage to take the heart out of it in their fees, before anyone got
acknowledged possession. And here round the curve of the Wyle the
arc of the river showed before him, the waning day regaining half its light as
he stepped on to the open span and passed through the gates on to the
draw-bridge. Here Edwin checked in his indignant flight to hurl away his
despised offering. And here beyond was the level road opening before him, and
on his right the house where Richildis must still be living, and the mill-pond,
a dull silver plane in the twilight; then the wall of the abbey enclosure, the
west front and the parish door of the great church looming before him, and on
his right hand the gate-house. He turned in and checked in astonishment
at the bustle and noise that met him. The porter was out at his door, brushed
and flushed and important as though for a bishop’s visitation, and the great
court was full of brothers and lay brothers and officials running to and fro
busily, or gathered in excited groups, conversing in raised voices, and looking
round eagerly at every creature who entered at the gate. Cadfael’s coming
caused one such stir, which subsided with unflattering promptness when he was
recognised. Even the schoolboys were out whispering and chirruping together
under the wall of the gatehouse, and travellers crowded into the doorway of the
guest-hall. Brother Jerome stood perched on the mounting-block by the hail, his
attention divided between giving orders left and right, and watching every
moment at the gate. In Cadfael’s absence he seemed, if anything, to have grown
more self-important and officious than ever. Cadfael lighted down, prepared to stable
his own beast, but unsure whether the mules might still
be housed in the barn on the horse-fair; and out of the weaving excitement
around him Brother Mark came darting with a whoop of pleasure. “Oh, Cadfael, what joy to see you! Such
happenings! And I thought you would be missing everything, and all the while
you were in the thick of it. We’ve heard about the court at Llansilin… Oh, you’re
so welcome home again!” “So I see,” said Cadfael, “if this
reception is for me.” “Mine
is!” said Brother Mark fervently. “But this… Of course, you won’t have heard
yet. We’re all waiting for Abbot Heribert. One of the carters was out to St.
Giles a while ago, and he saw them, they’ve made a stop at the hospital there.
He came to give the word. Brother Jerome is waiting to run and tell Prior
Robert as soon as they come in at the gate. They’ll be here any moment.” “And no news until they come? Will it
still be Abbot Heribert, I
wonder?” said Cadfael ruefully. “We don’t know. But everybody’s afraid…
Brother Petrus is muttering awful things into his ovens, and vowing he’ll quit
the order. And Jerome is unbearable!” He turned to glare, so far as his mild,
plain face was capable of glaring, at the incubus of whom he spoke, and behold,
Brother Jerome had vanished from his mounting-block, and was scurrying
head-down for the abbot’s lodging. “Oh, they must be coming! Look—the prior!” Robert sailed forth from his appropriated
lodging, immaculately robed, majestically tall, visible above all the peering
heads. His face was composed into otherworldly serenity, benevolence and piety,
ready to welcome his old superior with hypocritical reverence, and assume his
office with hypocritical humility; all of which he would do very beautifully,
and with noble dignity. And in at the gate ambled Heribert, a
small, rotund, gentle elderly man of unimpressive appearance, who rode like a
sack on his white mule, and had the grime and mud and weariness of the journey
upon him. He wore, at sight, the print of demotion and retirement in his face
and bearing, yet he looked pleasantly
content, like a man who has just laid by a heavy burden, and straightened up to
draw breath. Humble by nature, Heribert was uncrushable. His own clerk and
grooms followed a respectful few yards behind; but at his elbow rode a tall,
spare, sinewy Benedictine with weathered features and shrewd blue eyes, who
kept pace with him in close attendance, and eyed him, Cadfael thought, with
something of restrained affection. A new brother for the house, perhaps. Prior Robert sailed through the jostling,
whispering brothers like a fair ship through disorderly breakers, and extended
both hands to Heribert as soon as his foot touched ground. “Father, you are
most heartily welcome home! There is no one here but rejoices to see you back
among us, and I trust blessed and confirmed in office, our superior as before.” To do him justice, thought Cadfael
critically, it was not often he lied as blatantly as that, and certainly he did
not realise even now that he was lying. And to be honest, what could he or any man
say in this situation, however covetously he exulted in the promotion he
foresaw for himself? You can hardly tell a man to his face that you’ve been
waiting for him to go, and he should have done it long ago. “Indeed, Robert, I’m happy to be back
with you,” said Heribert, beaming. “But no, I must inform all here that I am no
longer their abbot, only their brother. It has been judged best that another
should have charge, and I bow to that judgment, and am come home to serve
loyally as a simple brother under you.” “Oh, no!”
whispered Brother Mark, dismayed. “Oh, Cadfael, look, he grows taller!” And indeed it seemed that Robert’s silver
head was suddenly even loftier, as if by the acquisition of a mitre. But
equally suddenly there was another head as lofty as his; the stranger had
dismounted at leisure, almost unremarked, and stood at Heribert’s side. The
ring of thick, straight dark hair round his tonsure was hardly touched with
grey, yet he was probably at least as old as Robert, and his intelligent hatchet
of a face was just as incisive, if less beautiful. “Here I present to you all,” said
Heribert almost fondly, “Father Radulfus, appointed
by the legatine council to have rule here in our abbey as from this day.
Receive your new abbot and reverence him, as I, Brother Heribert of this house,
have already learned to do.” There was a profound hush, and then a
great stir and sigh and smile that ran like a quiet wave all through the
assembly in the great court. Brother Mark clutched Cadfael’s arm and buried
what might otherwise have been a howl of delight in his shoulder. Brother
Jerome visibly collapsed, like a pricked bladder, and turned the identical
wrinkled mud-colour. Somewhere at the rear there was a definite crow, like a
game-cock celebrating a kill, though it was instantly suppressed, and no one
could trace its origin. It may well have been Brother Petrus, preparing to rush
back into his kitchen and whip all his pots and pans into devoted service for
the newcomer who had disjointed Prior Robert’s nose in the moment of its most
superb elevation. As for the prior himself, he had not the
figure or the bearing to succumb to deflation like his clerk, nor the kind of
complexion that could be said to blench. His reaction was variously reported
afterwards. Brother Denis the hospitaller claimed that Robert had rocked back
on his heels so alarmingly that it was a wonder he did not fall flat on his
back. The porter alleged that he blinked violently, and remained glassy-eyed
for minutes afterwards. The novices, after comparing notes, agreed that if
looks could have killed, they would have had a sudden death in their midst, and
the victim would not have been the new abbot, but the old, who by so
ingenuously acknowledging his future subordination to Robert as prior had led
him to believe in his expected promotion to the abbacy, only to shatter the
illusion next moment. Brother Mark, very fairly, said that only a momentary
marble stillness, and the subsequent violent agitation of the prior’s Adam’s-apple
as he swallowed gall, had betrayed his emotions. Certainly he had been forced
to a heroic effort at recovery, for Heribert had proceeded benignly: “And to you, Father Abbot, I make known
Brother Robert Pennant, who has been an exemplary
support to me as prior, and I am sure will serve you with the same selfless
devotion.” “It was beautiful!”
said Brother Mark later, in the garden workshop where he had submitted somewhat
self-consciously to having his stewardship reviewed, and been relieved and
happy at being commended. “But I feel ashamed now. It was wicked of me to feel
such pleasure in someone else’s downfall.” “Oh, come, now!” said Cadfael absently,
busy unpacking his scrip and replacing the jars and bottles he had brought back
with him. “Don’t reach for the halo too soon. You have plenty of time to enjoy
yourself, even a little maliciously sometimes, before you settle down to being
a saint. It was beautiful, and almost every soul there rejoiced in it. Let’s
have no hypocrisy.” Brother Mark let go of his scruples, and
had the grace to grin. “But all the same, when Father Heribert could meet him
with no malice at all, and such affection…” “Brother Heribert! And you do yourself
less than justice,” said Cadfael fondly. “You’re still endearingly green, it
seems. Did you think all those well-chosen words were hit upon by accident? ‘A
simple brother under you… ’ He
could as well have said among you, since he was speaking to us all a moment
before. And ‘with the same selfless devotion,’ indeed! Yes, the very same! And
by the look of our new abbot, Robert will be waiting a long, long time before
there’s another vacancy there.” Brother Mark dangled his legs from the
bench by the wall, and gaped in startled consternation. “Do you mean he did it
all on purpose?” “He could have sent one of the grooms a
day ahead, couldn’t he, if he’d wished to give warning? He could at least have
sent one on from St. Giles to break the news gently. And privately! A
long-suffering soul, but he took a small revenge today.” He was touched by
Brother Mark’s stricken face. “Don’t look so shocked! You’ll never get to be a
saint if you deny the bit of the devil in you. And
think of the benefit he’s conferred on Prior Robert’s soul!” “In showing the vanity of ambition?”
hazarded Mark doubtfully. “In teaching him not to count his
chickens. There, now be off to the warming-room, and get me all the gossip, and
I’ll join you in a little while, after I’ve had a word or two with Hugh
Beringar.” “Well, it’s over, and as cleanly as we
could have hoped,” said Beringar, comfortable beside the brazier with a beaker
of mulled wine from Cadfael’s store in his hand. “Documented and done with, and
the cost might well have been higher. A very fine woman, by the way, your
Richildis, it was a pleasure to hand her boy back to her. I’ve no doubt he’ll
be in here after you as soon as he hears you’re back, as he soon will, for I’ll
call at the house on my way into the town.” There had been few direct questions
asked, and few but oblique answers. Their conversation was often as devious as
their relationship was easy and secure, but they understood each other. “I hear you lost a horse while you were
up on the borders,” said Beringar. “Mea culpa!” owned Cadfael. “I left the
stable unlocked.” “About the same time as the Llansilin
court lost a man,” observed Hugh. “Well, you’re surely not blaming me for
that. I found him for them, and then they couldn’t keep their hold on him.” “I suppose they’ll have the price of the
horse out of you, one way or the other?” “No doubt it will come up at chapter tomorrow.
No matter,” said Brother Cadfael placidly, “as long as no one here can dun me
for the price of the man.” “That can only be charged at another
chapter. But it could come high.” But Hugh’s sharp, dark face behind the quivering
vapour from the brazier was smiling. “I’ve been saving a piece of news for you,
Cadfael, my friend. Every few days a new wonder out of Wales! Only yesterday I
got word from Chester that a rider who gave no name came into one of the
granges of the monastery of Beddgelert, and left there his horse, asking that
the brothers would give it stable-room until it could be returned to the
Benedictine brothers at the sheepfolds of Rhydycroesau, whence it had been
borrowed. They don’t yet know of it at Rhydycroesau, for they had their first
snow before us, up there in Arfon, and there was no chance of getting a
messenger through overland, and I gather is none even yet. But the horse is
there, and safe. Whoever the stranger was,” said Hugh innocently, “he must have
left it there no more than two days after our own vanished malefactor made his
confession in Penllyn. The word came by way of Bangor, when they could reach
it, and by sea to Chester with one of the coastal boats. So it seems you’ll get
a shorter penance than you bargained for.” “Beddgelert, eh!” said Cadfael,
pondering. “And left there on foot, it seems. Where do you suppose he was
bound, Hugh? Clynnog or Caergybi, and oversea to Ireland?” “Why not into the cells of the clas at
Beddgelert?” Hugh suggested, smiling into his wine. “After all your buffeting
around the world, you came into a like harbour.” Cadfael stroked his cheeks thoughtfully. “No,
not that. Not yet! He would not think he had paid enough for that, yet.” Hugh gave a brisk bait of laughter, set
down his cup, and got to his feet, clapping Cadfael heartily on the shoulder. “I’d
better be off. Every time I come near you I find myself compounding a felony.” “But it may end like that, some day,”
said Cadfael seriously. “In a felony?” Hugh looked back from the
doorway, still smiling. “In a vocation. More than one has gone
from the one to the other, Hugh, and been profitable to the world in between.” “This ceremonial finery,” said Cadfael,
eyeing the pair of them with cautious benevolence, “can hardly be for me.” “The lord abbot sent for me,” explained
Edwin, his eyes rounding in awe at the recollection. “My mother made me put on
my best. He only came with me
out of curiosity, he wasn’t invited.” “And he
fell over his feet in the doorway,” Edwy countered promptly, “and blushed red
as a cardinal’s hat.” “I did not!” “You did! You’re doing it now.” And
indeed he was; the very suggestion produced the flooding crimson. “So Abbot Radulfus sent for you,” said
Cadfael. Clearing up unfinished business, he thought, and briskly, too. “And
what did you think of our new abbot?” Neither of these two was going to own to
being impressed. They exchanged a considering glance, and Edwy said: “He was
very fair. But I’m not sure I’d want to be a novice here.” “He said,” reported Edwin, “that it would
be matter for discussion with my mother, and with the lawmen, but clearly the
manor can’t belong to the abbey, the agreement is void, and if the will is
proven, and the earl of Chester confirms his assent as overlord, Mallilie will
be mine, and until I’m of age the abbey will leave a steward there to manage
it, and the lord abbot himself will be my guardian.” “And what did you say to that?” “I thanked him and said yes, very
heartily. What else? Who knows better how to run a manor? I can learn all the
art from them. And we are to return there, my mother and I, as soon
as we wish, and that will be very soon, if we don’t get more snows.” Edwin’s
eager brightness, though not dimmed, nevertheless grew very solemn. “Brother
Cadfael, it was a terrible thing—about Meurig. Hard to understand… Yes, for the young very hard, and almost
impossible to forgive. But where there had been liking and trust there still
remained a residue of unquenchable warmth, incompatible with the revulsion and
horror he felt for a poisoner. “I wouldn’t have let him have Mallilie
without a fight,” said Edwin, dourly intent on absolute honesty. “But if he’d
won, I don’t think I’d have grudged it to him. And if I’d won… I don’t know! He would never have shared it, would he?
But I’m glad he got away! If that’s wicked, I can’t help it. I am glad!” If it was wicked, he had company in his
fault, but Cadfael said nothing of that. “Brother Cadfael… As soon as we’re home
again in Mallilie, I mean to go and visit Ifor ap Morgan. He did give me the
kiss when I asked him. I can be a kind of grandson.” Thank God I didn’t make the mistake of
suggesting it to him, thought Cadfael devoutly. There’s nothing the young hate
and resent so much as to be urged to a good act, when they’ve already made the virtuous
resolve on their own account. “That’s very well thought of,” he said
warmly. “He’ll be glad of you. If you take Edwy with you to his house, better
teach him how to tell you apart, his eyes may not be quite so sharp as mine.” They both grinned at that. Edwy said: “He still owes me for the buffeting I got
on his account, and the night I spent in prison here. I mean to have a foot in
the door of Mallilie as often as I please on the strength of that.” “I had two
nights of it,” objected Edwin smartly, “and in a much worse place.” “You?
Never a bruise on you, and in clover there with Hugh Beringar looking after
you!” And thereupon Edwin jabbed Edwy smartly
in the middle with a stiff forefinger, and Edwy hooked a knee under Edwin’s,
and spilled him to the floor, both laughing. Cadfael looked on tolerantly for a
while, and then grasped two separate handfuls of thick, curling hair, and
plucked them apart. They rolled clear and came obligingly to their feet,
grinning broadly, and looking much less immaculate than before. “You are a pestilential pair, and I wish
Ifor ap Morgan joy of you,” said Cadfael, but very complacently. “You’re the
lord of a manor now, young Edwin, or will be when you’re of age. Then you’d
better be studying your responsibilities. Is that the kind of example uncle
should set before nephew?” Edwin stopped shaking and dusting himself
into order with abrupt gravity, and stood erect, large-eyed. “I have been
thinking of my duties, truly. There’s much I don’t yet know, and have to learn,
but I told the lord abbot… I don’t like it, I never liked it, that my
stepfather entered suit against Aelfric, and made him villein, when he thought
himself born free, as his fathers had been before him. I asked him if I could
free a man, or if I had to wait until I was of age, and got seisin myself. And
he said certainly it could be done at will, and he would be sponsor for me. I
am going to see Aelfric a free man. And I think… that is, he and Aldith…” “I
told him,” said Edwy, giving himself a brief shake, like a dog, and settling
back at ease on the bench, “that Aldith likes Aelfric, and once he’s free they
will certainly marry, and Aelfric is lettered, and knows Mallilie, and will
make a splendid steward, when the abbey hands over the manor.” “You
told me! I knew very well she liked him, only he wouldn’t say how
much he liked her. And what do you know about manors and stewards, you prentice
carpenter?” “More than you’ll ever know about wood,
and carving, and craftsmanship, you prentice baron!” They were at it again, locked in a bear’s
hug, propped in the corner of the bench, Edwy with a grip on Edwin’s russet
thatch, Edwin with fingers braced into Edwy’s ribs, tickling him into
convulsions of laughter. Cadfael hoisted the pair of them in his arms, and
heaved them towards the door. “Out! Take your cantrips off these
premises, where they hardly belong. There, go and
find a bear-pit!” Even to himself he sounded foolishly proud and proprietary. At the door they fell apart with
bewildering ease and neatness, and both turned to beam at him. Edwin remembered
to plead, in penitent haste: “Brother Cadfael, will you please come and see my
mother before we leave? She begs you!” “I will,” said Cadfael, helpless to say
otherwise, “I will, surely!” He watched them go, out towards the great
court and the gatehouse, again wrangling amiably, arms round each other in
ambiguous embrace and assault. Strange creatures at this age, capable of heroic
loyalty and gallantry under pressure, earnest in pursuing serious ends, and
reverting to the battle-play of pups from one litter when all was serene in
their world. Cadfael turned back into his workshop,
and barred the door against all the rest of the world, even Brother Mark. It
was very quiet in there, and very dim with the darkness of the timber walls and
the faint blue smoke from the brazier. A home within a home to him now, and all
he wanted. It was well over, as Hugh Beringar had said, with no more waste than
was inevitable. Edwin would have his manor, Aelfric would have his freedom, a secure
future, good ground for loosening his tongue and declaring himself to Aldith;
and no doubt, if he proved obstinate about it, she would find the means of
prompting him. Brother Rhys would have a long gossip about his kin, and his
little flask of the right spirit, and hazy memory would film over the gap left
by a lost great-nephew. Ifor ap Morgan would have a grief of his own, never
mentioned, but a hope of his own, too, and a substitute grandchild only a short
ride away. And Meurig, somewhere at large in the world, had the long penance
before him, and good need of other men’s prayers. He would not want for Cadfael’s. He settled himself at ease on the bench
where the boys had wrestled and laughed, and put up his feet comfortably. He
wondered if he could legitimately plead that he was still confined
within the enclave until Richildis left for Mallilie, and decided that that
would be cowardly only after he had decided that in any case he had no
intention of doing it. She was, after all, a very attractive
woman, even now, and her gratitude would be a very pleasant indulgence; there
was even a decided lure in the thought of a conversation that must inevitably
begin to have: “Do you remember…?” as its constant refrain. Yes, he would go.
It was not often he was able to enjoy an orgy of shared remembrances. In a week or two, after all, the entire
household would be removing to Mallilie, all those safe miles away. He was not
likely to see much of Richildis after that. Brother Cadfael heaved a deep sigh
that might have been of regret, but might equally well have been of relief. Ah, well! Perhaps it was all for the
best! About the Author ELLIS PETERS is the nom-de-crime of English novelist Edith
Pargeter, author of scores of books under her own name. She is the recipient of
the Silver Dagger Award, conferred by the Crime Writers Association in Britain,
as well as the coveted Edgar, awarded by the Mystery Writers of America. Miss
Pargeter is also well known as a translator of poetry and prose from the Czech
and has been awarded the Gold Medal and Ribbon of the Czechoslovak Society for
Foreign Relations for her services to Czech literature. She passed away in
1995, at the age of 82, at home in her beloved Shropshire. |
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