"Peters, Ellis - Brother Cadfael 09 - Dead Man's Ransom" - читать интересную книгу автора (Peters Ellis)Dead Man’s Ransom In February of the year of Our Lord 1141, men march home from war
to Shrewsbury but the captured Sheriff Gilbert Prestcote is not among them.
Elis, a young Welsh prisoner is and he is delivered to the Abbey of Saint Peter
and Saint Paul to begin a tale that will test Brother Cadfael’s sense of
justice… and his heart. By good fortune it seems the prisoner can be exchanged
as Sheriff Prestcote’s ransom. What none expects is that good-natured Elis will
be struck down—by cupid’s arrow. The sheriff’s own daughter holds him in thrall
and she too is blind with passion. Now regaining her father means losing her
lover. But then the sheriff, ailing and frail, is brought to the abbey’s
infirmary—and murdered there. Suspicion falls on the prisoner who has only his
Welsh honor to gain Brother Cadfael’s help. And Cadfael gives it not knowing
the truth will be a trial for his own soul. The Ninth Chronicle of Brother Cadfael,
of the Benedictine Abbey of Saint Peter and Saint Paul, at Shrewsbury By Ellis PetersChapter One ON THAT DAY, which was the seventh of February of
the year of Our Lord 1141, they had offered special prayers at every office,
not for the victory of one party or the defeat of another in the battlefields
of the north, but for better counsel, for reconciliation, for the sparing of
blood-letting and the respect of life between men of the same country—all
desirable consummations, as Brother Cadfael sighed to himself even as he
prayed, but very unlikely to be answered in this torn and fragmented land with
any but a very dusty answer. Even God needs some consideration and support from
his material to make reasoning and benign creatures of men. Shrewsbury had furnished King Stephen with
a creditable force to join his muster for the north, where the earls of Chester
and Lincoln, ambitious half-brothers, had flouted the king’s grace and moved to
set up their own palatine, and with much in their favour, too. The parish part
of the great church was fuller than usual even at the monastic offices, with
anxious wives, mothers and grandsires fervent in praying for their menfolk. Not
every man who had marched with Sheriff Gilbert Prestcote and his deputy, Hugh
Beringar, would come home again unscathed to Shrewsbury. Rumours flew, but news
was in very poor supply. Yet word had filtered through that Chester and
Lincoln, long lurking in neutrality between rival claimants for the crown,
having ambitious plans of their own in defiance of both, had made up their
minds in short order when menaced by King Stephen’s approach, and sent hotfoot
for help from the champions of his antagonist, the Empress Maud. Thus
committing themselves for the future, perhaps, so deep that they might yet live
to regret it. Cadfael came out from Vespers gloomily doubting
the force, and even the honesty, of his own prayers, however he had laboured to
give them heart. Men drunk with ambition and power do not ground their weapons,
nor stop to recognise the fellow-humanity of those they are about to slay. Not
here—not yet. Stephen had gone rampaging north with his muster, a huge,
gallant, simple, swayable soul roused to rage by Chester’s ungrateful
treachery, and drawn after him many, and many a wiser and better balanced man
who could have done his reasoning for him, had he taken a little more time for
thought. The issue hung in the balance and the good men of Shropshire were
committed with their lord. So was Cadfael’s close friend, Hugh Beringar of
Maesbury, deputy sheriff of the shire, and his wife must be anxiously waiting
there in the town for news. Hugh’s son, a year old now, was Cadfael’s godson,
and he had leave to visit him whenever he wished, a godfather’s duties being
important and sacred. Cadfael turned his back on supper in the refectory, and
made his way out of the abbey gates, along the highway between the abbey mill
and mill-pond on his left, and the belt of woodland sheltering the main abbey
gardens of the Gaye on his right, over the bridge that spanned the Severn,
glimmering in the wintry, starlit frost, and in through the great town gate. There were torches burning at the door of
Hugh’s house by Saint Mary’s church and beyond, at the High Cross, it seemed to
Cadfael that there were more folk abroad and stirring than was usual at this
hour of a winter evening. The faintest shiver of excitement hung in the air,
and as soon as his foot touched the doorstone Aline came flying to the doorway
with open arms. When she knew him her face remained pleased and welcoming, but
nonetheless lost in an instant its special burning brightness. “Not Hugh!” said Cadfael ruefully, knowing
for whom the door had been thus thrown wide. “Not yet. Is there news, then? Are
they homing?” “Will Warden sent word an hour ago, before
the light was quite gone. They sighted steel from the towers, a good way off
then, but by now they must be in the castle foregate. The gate’s open for them.
Come in to the fire, Cadfael, and stay for him.” She drew him in by the hands,
and closed the door resolutely on the night and her own aching impatience. “He
is there,” she said, catching in Cadfael’s face the reflection of her own
partisan love and anxiety. “They caught his colours. And the array in good
order. Yet it cannot be quite as it went forth, that I know.” No, never that.
Those who go forth to the battle never return without holes in their ranks,
like gaping wounds. Pity of all pities that those who lead never learn, and the
few wise men among those who follow never quite avail to teach. But faith given
and allegiance pledged are stronger than fear, thought Cadfael, and that,
perhaps, is virtue, even in the teeth of death. Death, after all, is the common
expectation from birth. Neither heroes nor cowards can escape it. “He’s sent no word ahead,” he asked, “of
how the day went?” “None. But the rumour is it did not go
well.” She said it firmly and freely, putting back with a small hand the pale
gold hair from her forehead. A slender girl, still only twenty-one years old
and mother of a year old son and as fair as her husband was black-avised. The
shy manner of her girlhood years had matured into a gentle dignity. “This is a
very wanton tide that flows and carries us all, here in England,” she said. “It
cannot always run one way, there must be an ebb.” She was brisk and practical
about it, whatever that firm face cost her. “You haven’t eaten, you can’t have
stayed for supper,” she said, the housewife complete. “Sit there and nurse your
godson a little while, and I’ll bring you meat and ale.” The infant Giles, formidably tall for a
year old when he was reared erect by holding to benches and trestles and chests
to keep his balance, made his way carefully but with astonishing rapidity round
the room to the stool by the fireside, and clambered unaided into Cadfael’s
rusty black lap. He had a flow of words, mostly of his own invention, though
now and then a sound made sudden adult sense. His mother talked to him much, so
did her woman Constance, his devoted slave, and this egg of the nobility
listened and made voluble response. Of lordly scholars, thought Cadfael,
rounding his arms to cradle the solid weight comfortably, we can never have too
many. Whether he takes to the church or the sword, he’ll never be the worse for
a quick and ready mind. Like a pair of hound puppies nursed in the lap, Hugh’s
heir gave off glowing warmth and the baked bread scent of young and untainted
flesh. “He won’t sleep,” said Aline, coming with
a wooden tray to set it on the chest close to the fire, “for he knows there’s
something in the wind. Never ask me how, I’ve said no word to him, but he
knows. There, give him to me now, and take your meal. We may have a long wait,
for they’ll see all provided at the castle before ever Hugh comes to me.” It was more than an hour before Hugh came.
By then Constance had whisked away the remains of Cadfael’s supper, and carried
off a drooping princeling, who could not keep his eyes open any longer for all
his contrivances, but slept in sprawled abandon in her arms as she lifted him.
For all Cadfael’s sharp hearing, it was Aline who first pricked up her head and
rose, catching the light footsteps in the doorway. Her radiant smile faltered
suddenly, for the feet trod haltingly. “He’s hurt!” “Stiff from a long ride,” said Cadfael
quickly. “His legs serve him. Go, run, whatever’s amiss will mend.” She ran,
and Hugh entered into her arms. As soon as she had viewed him from head to
foot, weary and weather-stained as he was, and found him whole, whatever lesser
injuries he might be carrying, she became demure, brisk and calm, and would
make no extravagant show of anxiety, though she watched him every moment from
behind the fair shield of her wifely face. A small man, lightly built, not much
taller than his wife, black-haired, black- browed. His movements lacked their
usual supple ease, and no wonder after so long in the saddle, and his grin was
brief and wry as he kissed his wife, drove a fist warmly into Cadfael’s
shoulder, and dropped with a great, hoarse sigh on to the cushioned bench
beside the fire, stretching out his booted feet gingerly, the right decidedly
with some pain. Cadfael kneeled, and eased off the stiff, ice- rimmed boots
that dripped melting rivulets into the rushes. “Good Christian soul!” said Hugh, leaning
to clap a hand on his friend’s tonsure. “I could never have reached them
myself. God, but I’m weary! No matter, that’s the first need met—they’re home
and so am I.” Constance came sailing in with food and a hot posset of wine,
Aline with his gown and to rid him of his leather coat. He had ridden light the
last stages, shedding his mail. He scrubbed with both hands at cheeks stiffened
from the cold, twitched his shoulders pleasurably in the warmth of the fire,
and drew in a great, easing breath. They watched him eat and drink with hardly
a word spoken. Even the voice stiffens and baulks after long exertion and great
weariness. When he was ready the cords of his throat would soften and warm, and
words find their way out without creaking. “Your man-child held open his eyelids,”
said Aline cheerfully, eyeing his every least move as he ate and warmed, “until
he could prop them up no longer, even with his fingers. He’s well and grown
even in this short while—Cadfael will tell you. He goes on two feet now and
makes nothing of a fall or two.” She did not offer to wake and bring him;
clearly there was no place here tonight for matters of childhood, however dear. Hugh sat back from his meal, yawned
hugely, smiled upwards suddenly at his wife, and drew her down to him in his
arm. Constance bore away the tray and refilled the cup, and closed the door
quietly on the room where the boy slept. “Never fret for me, love,” said Hugh,
clasping Aline to his side. “I’m saddle-sore and bruised, but nothing worse.
But a fall or two we have certainly taken. No easy matter to rise, neither. Oh,
I’ve brought back most of the men we took north with us, but not all—not all!
Not the chief—Gilbert Prestcote’s gone. Taken, not dead, I hope and think, but
whether it’s Robert of Gloucester or the Welsh that hold him—I wish I knew.” “The Welsh?” said Cadfael, pricking his
ears. “How’s that? Owain Gwynedd has never put his hand in the fire for the
empress? After all his careful holding off, and the gains it’s brought him?
He’s no such fool! Why should he aid either of his enemies? He’d be more like
to leave them free to cut each other’s throats.” “Spoke like a good Christian brother,”
said Hugh, with a brief, grey smile, and fetched a grunt and a blush out of
Cadfael to his small but welcome pleasure. “No, Owain has judgement and sense,
but alas for him, he has a brother. Cadwaladr was there with a swarm of his
archers, and Madog ap Meredith of Powys with him, hot for plunder, and they’ve
sunk their teeth into Lincoln and swept the field clear of any prisoner who
promises the means of ransom, even the half-dead. And I doubt they’ve got
Gilbert among the rest.” He shifted, easing his stiff, sore body in the
cushions. “Though it’s not the Welsh,” he said grimly, “that have got the
greatest prize. Robert of Gloucester is halfway to his own city this night with
a prisoner worth this kingdom to deliver up to the Empress Maud. God knows what
follows now, but I know what my work must be. My sheriff is out of the
reckoning, and there’s none now at large to name his successor. This shire is
mine to keep, as best I may, and keep it I will, till fortune turns her face
again. King Stephen is taken at Lincoln, and carried off prisoner to
Gloucester.” Once his tongue was loosed he had need to
tell the whole of it, for his own enlightenment as much as theirs. He was the
sole lord of a county now, holding and garrisoning it on the behalf of a king
in eclipse, and his task was to nurse and guard it inviolate within its
boundaries, until it could serve again beyond them for an effective lord. “Ranulf of Chester slipped out of Lincoln
castle and managed to get out of a hostile town before ever we got near, and
off to Robert of Gloucester in a great hurry, with pledges of allegiance to the
Empress in exchange for help against us. And Chester’s wife is Robert’s
daughter, when all’s said, and he’d left her walled up in the castle with the
earl of Lincoln and his wife, and the whole town in arms and seething round
them. That was a welcome indeed, when Stephen got his muster there, the city
fawned on him. Poor wretches, they’ve paid for it since. Howbeit, there we
were, the town ours and the castle under siege, and winter on our side, any man
would have said, with the distance Robert had to come, and the snow and the
floods to hold him. But the man’s none so easily held.” “I never was there in the north,” said Cadfael,
with a glint in his eye and a stirring in his blood that he had much ado to
subdue. His days in arms were over, forsworn long since, but he could not help
prickling to the sting of battle, when his friends were still venturing. “It’s
a hill city, Lincoln, so they say. And the garrison penned close. It should
have been easy to hold the town, Robert or no Robert. What went astray?” “Why, granted we under-valued Robert as
always, but that need not have been fatal. The rains there’d been up there, the
river round the south and west of the town was up in flood, the bridge guarded,
and the ford impassable. But Robert passed it, whether or no! Into the flood
with him, and what could they do but come after? ‘A way forward, but no way
back!’ he says—so one of our prisoners told us. And what with the solid wall of
them, they got across with barely a man swept away. Oh, surely they still had
the uphill way, out of that drowned plain to our hilltop—if Stephen were not
Stephen! With the mass of them camped below in the wet fields and all the omens
at Mass against him—you know he half regards such warnings—what say you he’ll
do? Why, with that mad chivalry of his, for which God knows I love him though I
curse him, he orders his array down from the height into the plain, to meet his
enemy on equal terms.” Hugh heaved his shoulders back against the
solid brace of the wall, hoisted his agile brows and grinned, torn between
admiration and exasperation. They’d drawn up on the highest and driest
bit of land they could find, in what was a half-frozen marsh. Robert had all
the disinherited, Maud’s liegemen who had lost lands eastward for her sake,
drawn up in the first line, horsed, with nothing to lose and all to gain, and
vengeance the first of all. And our knights had every man his all to lose and
nothing to gain, and felt themselves far from their homes and lands, and aching
to get back and strengthen their own fences. And there were these hordes of
Welsh, hungry for plunder, and their own goods and gear safe as sanctuary in
the west, with no man threatening. What should we look for? When the
disinherited hit our horse five earls broke under the shock and ran. On the
left Stephen’s Flemings drove the Welshmen back: but you know their way, they
went but far enough and easily enough to mass again without loss, and back they
came, archers almost to a man, able to pick their ground and their prey, and
when the Flemish footmen ran, so did their captains—William of Ypres and Ten
Eyck and all. Stephen was left unhorsed with us, the remnant of his horse and
foot, around him. They rolled over us. It was then I lost sight of Gilbert. No
marvel, it was hand to hand chaos, no man saw beyond the end of his sword or
dagger, whatever he had in his hand to keep his head. Stephen still had his
sword then. Cadfael, I swear to you, you never saw such a man in battle once
roused, for all his easy goodwill takes so much rousing. It was rather the
siege of a castle than the overcoming of a man. There was a wall round him of
the men he had slain, those coming had to clamber over it, and went to build it
higher. Chester came after him—give him his due, there’s not much can frighten
Ranulf—and he might have been another stone in the rampart, but that the king’s
sword shattered. There was one somewhere close to him thrust a Danish axe into
his hand in its place, but Chester had leaped back out of reach. And then
someone clear of the melee grubbed a great stone out of the ground, and hurled
it at Stephen from aside. It struck him down flatlings, clean out of his wits,
and they swarmed over him and pinned him hand and foot while he was senseless.
And I went down under another wave,” said Hugh ruefully, “and was trampled
below better men’s bodies, to come to myself in the best time to make vantage
of it, after they’d dragged the king away and swarmed into the town to strip it
bare, and before they came back to comb the battlefield for whatever was worth
picking up. So I mustered what was left of our own, more than ever I expected,
and hauled them off far enough to be out of reach, while I and one or two with
me looked for Gilbert. We did not find him and when they began to come back
sated out of the city, scavenging, we drew off to bring back such as we had.
What else could we have done?” “Nothing to any purpose,” said Cadfael
firmly. “And thanks to God you were brought out man alive to do so much. If
there’s a place Stephen needs you now, it’s here, keeping this shire for him.”
He was talking to himself. Hugh knew that already, or he would never have
withdrawn from Lincoln. As for the slaughter there, no word was said. Better to
make sure of bringing back all but a few of the solid townsfolk of Shrewsbury,
his own special charge, and so he had done. “Stephen’s queen is in Kent, and mistress
of Kent, with a strong army, all the south and the east she holds,” said Hugh.
“She will shift every stone between her and London, but she’ll get Stephen out
of captivity somehow. It is not an ending. A reverse can be reversed. A
prisoner can be loosed from prison.” “Or exchanged,” said Cadfael, but very
dubiously. There’s no great prize taken on the king’s side? Though I doubt if
the empress would let go of Stephen for any three of her best lords, even
Robert himself, helpless as she’d be without him. No, she’ll keep a fast hold
of her prisoner, and make headlong for the throne. And do you see the princes
of the church standing long in her way?” “Well,” said Hugh, stretching his slight
body wincingly, discovering new bruises, “my part at least I know. It’s my writ
that runs here in Shropshire now as the king’s writ, and I’ll see to it this
shire, at least, is kept for the king.” He came down to the abbey, two days later,
to attend the Mass Abbot Radulfus had decreed for the souls of all those dead
at Lincoln, on both parts, and for the healing of England’s raw and festering
wounds. In particular there were prayers to be offered for the wretched
citizens of the northern city, prey to vengeful armies and plundered of all
they had, many even of their lives, and many more fled into the wilds of the
winter countryside. Shropshire stood nearer to the fighting now than it had
been for three years, being neighbour to an earl of Chester elated by success
and greedy for still more lands. Every one of Hugh’s depleted garrisons stood
to arms, ready to defend its threatened security. They were out from Mass, and Hugh had
lingered in speech with the abbot in the great court, when there was sudden
bustle in the arch of the gatehouse, and a small procession entered from the
Foregate. Four sturdy countrymen in homespun came striding confidently, two
with bows strung and slung ready for action, one shouldering a billhook, and
the fourth a long-handled pikel. Between them, with two of her escort on either
side, rode a plump middle-aged woman on a diminutive mule, and wearing the
black habit of a Benedictine nun. The white bands of her wimple framed a
rounded rosy face, well-fleshed and well-boned, and lit by a pair of bright
brown eyes. She was booted like a man, and her habit kilted for riding, but she
swung it loose with one motion of a broad hand as she dismounted, and stood
alert and discreet, looking calmly about her in search of someone in authority. “We have a visiting sister,” said the
abbot mildly, eyeing her with interest, “but one that I do not know.” Brother
Cadfael, crossing the court without haste towards the garden and the herbarium,
had also marked the sudden brisk bustle at the gate, and checked at the sight
of a well remembered figure. He had encountered this lady once before, and found
her well worth remembering. And it seemed that she, also, recalled their
meeting with pleasure, for the moment her eyes lit upon him the spark of
recognition flashed in them, and she came at once towards him. He went to meet
her gladly. Her rustic bodyguard, satisfied at having delivered her
successfully where she would be, stood by the gatehouse, straddling the cobbles
complacently, and by no means intimidated or impressed by their surroundings. “I thought I should know that gait,” said
the lady with satisfaction. “You are Brother Cadfael, who came once on business
to our cell. I’m glad to have found you to hand, I know no one else here. Will
you make me known to your abbot?” “Proudly,” said Cadfael, “and he’s
regarding you this minute from the corner of the cloister. It’s two years now…
Am I to tell him he’s honoured by a visit from Sister Avice?” “Sister Magdalen,” she said demurely and
faintly smiled; and when she smiled, however briefly and decorously, the sudden
dazzling dimple he remembered flashed like a star in her weathered cheek. He
had wondered then whether she had not better find some way of exorcising it in
her new vocation, or whether it might not still be the most formidable weapon
in her armoury. He was aware that he blinked, and that she noted it. There was
always something conspiratorial in Avice of Thornbury that made every man feel
he was the only one in whom she confided. “And my errand,” she said
practically, “is really to Hugh Beringar, for I hear Gilbert Prestcote did not
come back from Lincoln. They told us in the Foregate we should find him here,
or we were bound up to the castle to look for him.” “He is here,” said Cadfael, “fresh from
Mass, and talking with Abbot Radulfus. Over my shoulder you’ll see them both.”
She looked, and by the expression of her face she approved. Abbot Radulfus was
more than commonly tall, erect as a lance, and sinewy, with a lean hawk-face
and a calmly measuring eye; and Hugh, if he stood a whole head shorter and
carried but light weight, if he spoke quietly and made no move to call
attention to himself, nevertheless seldom went unnoticed. Sister Magdalen
studied him from head to heel with one flash of her brown eyes. She was a judge
of a man, and knew one when she saw him. “Very well so!” she said, nodding. “Come,
and I’ll pay my respects.” Radulfus marked their first move towards him and
went to meet them, with Hugh at his shoulder. “Father Abbot,” said Cadfael, “here is
come Sister Magdalen of our order, from the cell of Polesworth which lies some
miles to the southwest, in the forest at Godric’s Ford. And her business is
also with Hugh Beringar as sheriff of this shire.” She made a very graceful
reverence and stooped to the abbot’s hand. “Truly, what I have to tell concerns
all here who have to do with order and peace, Father. Brother Cadfael here has
visited our cell, and knows how we stand in these troublous times, solitary and
so close to Wales. He can advise and explain, if I fall short.” “You are welcome, sister,” said Radulfus,
measuring her as shrewdly as she had measured him. “Brother Cadfael shall be of
our counsel. I trust you will be my guest for dinner. And for your guards—for I
see they are devoted in attendance on you—I will give orders for their
entertainment. And if you are not so far acquainted, here at my side is Hugh
Beringar, whom you seek.” Though that cheek was turned away from
him, Cadfael was certain that her dimple sparkled as she turned to Hugh and
made her formal acknowledgement. “My lord, I was never so happy,” she said—and
whether that was high courtesy or mischief might still be questioned—“as to
meet with you before, it was with your sheriff I once had some speech. As I
have heard he did not return with you and may be prisoner, and for that I am
sorry.” “I, too,” said Hugh. “As I hope to redeem
him, if chance offers. I see from your escort, sister, that you have had cause
to move with caution through the forest. I think that is also my business, now
I am back.” “Let us go into my parlour,” said the
abbot, “and hear what Sister Magdalen has to tell us. And, Brother Cadfael,
will you bear word to Brother Denis that the best of our house is at the
disposal of our sister’s guards? And then come to join us, for your knowledge
may be needed.” She was seated a little withdrawn from the
fire when Cadfael entered the abbot’s parlour some minutes later, her feet
drawn trimly under the hem of her habit, her back erect against the panelled
wall. The more closely and the longer he viewed her, the more warmly did he
remember her. She had been for many years, from her beautiful youth, a baron’s
mistress, accepting that situation as an honest business agreement, a fair
return for her body to give her escape from her poverty and cultivation for her
mind. And she had held to her bargain loyally, even affectionately, as long as
her lord remained alive. The loss of one profession offering scope for her
considerable talents had set her looking about, with her customary resolution,
for another as rewarding, at an age when such openings may be few indeed. The
superior at Godric’s Ford, first, and the prioress of Polesworth after, however
astonished they might have been at being confronted with such a postulant, must
have seen something in Avice of Thornbury well worth acquiring for the order. A
woman of her word, ungrudging, to her first allegiance, she would be as good as
her word now to this new attachment. Whether it could have been called a
vocation in the first place might seem very doubtful, but with application and
patience she would make it so. “When this matter of Lincoln blazed up as
it did in January,” she said, “we got rumour that certain of the Welsh were
ready to rise in arms. Not, I suppose, for any partisan loyalty, but for
plunder to be had when these two powers collided. Prince Cadwaladr of Gwynedd
was mustering a war band, and the Welsh of Powys rose to join him, and it was
said they would march to aid the earl of Chester. So before the battle we had
our warning.” It was she who had heeded it. Who else, in that small nest of
holy women, could have sensed how the winds blew between claimants for the
crown, between Welsh and English, between ambitious earl and greedy tribesman? “Therefore, Father, it was no great
surprise to us, some four days ago, when a lad from an assart west of us came running
in haste to tell us how his father’s cot and holding was laid waste, his family
fled eastward, and how a Welsh raiding party was drinking its fill in what
remained of his home, and boasting how it would disembowel the nunnery of
Godric’s Ford. Huntsmen on their way home will not despise a few stray head of
game to add to their booty. We had not the news of the defeat of Lincoln then,”
she said, meeting Hugh’s attentive gaze, “but we made our judgements
accordingly and took heed. Cadwaladr’s shortest way home with his plunder to
his castle at Aberystwyth skirts Shrewsbury close. Seemingly he still feared to
come too near the town, even with the garrison thinned as he knew it must be.
But he felt safer with us in the forest. And with only a handful of women to
deal with, it was worth his while to spend a day in sport, and strip us bare.” “And this was four days ago?” asked Hugh,
sharply intent. “Four when the boy came. He’s safe enough,
and so is his sire, but their cattle are gone, driven off westward. Three days,
when they reached us. We had a day to prepare.” “This was a despicable undertaking,” said
Radulfus with anger and disgust, “to fasten like cowards upon a household of
defenceless women. Great shame to the Welsh or any others who attempt such infamies.
And we here knowing nothing of your need!” “Never fear, Father, we have weathered
this storm well enough. Our house yet stands, and has not been plundered, nor
harm come to any of our women, and barely a scratch or two among the forest
menfolk. And we were not quite defenceless. They came on the western side, and
our brook runs between. Brother Cadfael knows the lie of the land there.” “The brook would be a very frail barrier
most of the year,” said Cadfael doubtfully. “But we have had great rains this
winter season. But there’s both the ford and the bridge to guard.” “True, but it takes no time there among
good neighbours to raise a very fair muster. We are well thought of among the
forest folk, and they are stout men.” Four of the stout men of her army were
regaling themselves in the gatehouse with meat and bread and ale at this
moment, proud and content, set up in their own esteem, very properly, by their
own exploits. “The brook was high in flood already, but we contrived to pit the
ford, in case they should still venture it, and then John Miller opened up all
his sluices to swell the waters. As for the bridge, we sawed through the wood
of the piers, leaving them only the last holt, and fastened ropes from them
into the bushes. You’ll recall the banks are well treed both sides. We could
pluck the piers loose from cover whenever we saw fit. And all the men of the
forest came with bills and dung-forks and bows to line our bank, and deal with
any who did get over.” No question who had generalled that formidable
reception. There she sat, solid, placid and comely, like a well-blessed village
matron talking of the doings of her children and grandchildren, fond and proud
of their precocious achievements, but too wise to let them see it. “The foresters,” she said, “are as good
archers as you will find anywhere, we had them spaced among the trees, all
along our bank. And the men of the other bank were drawn aside in cover, to
speed the enemy’s going when he ran.” The abbot was regarding her with a warily
respectful face, and brows that signalled his guarded wonder. “I recall,” he
said, “that Mother Mariana is old and frail. This attack must have caused her
great distress and fear. Happy for her that she had you, and could delegate her
powers to so stout and able a deputy.” Sister Magdalen’s benign smile might,
Cadfael thought, be discreet cover for her memory of Mother Mariana distracted
and helpless with dread at the threat. But all she said was: “Our superior was
not well at that time, but praise be, she is now restored. We entreated her to
take with her the elder sisters, and shut themselves up in the chapel, with
such sacred valuables as we have, and there to pray for our safe deliverance.
Which doubtless availed us above our bills and bows, for all passed without
harm to us.” “Yet their prayers did not turn the Welsh
back short of the planned attempt, I doubt,” said Hugh, meeting her guileless
eyes with an appreciative smile. “I see I shall have to mend a few fences down
there. What followed? You say all fell out well. You used those ropes of
yours?” “We did. They came thick and fast, we let
them load the bridge almost to the near bank, and then plucked the piers loose.
Their first wave went down into the flood, and a few who tried the ford lost
their footing in our pits, and were swept away. And after our archers had
loosed their first shafts, the Welsh turned tail. The lads we had in cover on
the other side took after them and sped them on their way. John Miller has
closed his sluices now. Give us a couple of dry weeks, and we’ll have the
bridge up again. The Welsh left three men dead, drowned in the brook, the rest
they hauled out half sodden, and dragged them away with them when they ran. All
but one, and he’s the occasion for this journey of mine. There’s a very fine
young fellow,” she said, “was washed downstream, and we pulled him out bloated
with water and far gone, if we had not emptied him, and pounded him alive to
tell the tale. You may send and take him off our hands whenever you please.
Things being as it seems they are, you may well have a use for him.” “For any Welsh prisoner,” said Hugh,
glowing. “Where have you stowed him?” “John Miller has him under lock and key
and guarded. I did not venture to try and bring him to you, for good reason.
He’s sudden as a kingfisher and slippery as a fish, and short of tying him hand
and foot I doubt if we could have held him.” “We’ll undertake to bring him away
safely,” said Hugh heartily. “What manner of man do you make of him? And has he
given you a name?” “He’ll say no word but in Welsh, and I
have not the knowledge of that tongue, nor has any of us. But he’s young,
princely provided, and lofty enough in his manner to be princely born, no
common kern. He may prove valuable if it comes to an exchange.” “I’ll come and fetch him away tomorrow,”
promised Hugh, “and thank you for him heartily. By morning I’ll have a company
ready to ride. As well I should look to all that border, and if you can bide
overnight, sister, we can escort you home in safety.” “Indeed it would be wise,” said the abbot.
“Our guest hall and all we have is open to you, and your neighbours who have
done you such good service are equally welcome. Far better return with the
assurance of numbers and arms. Who knows if there may not be marauding parties
still lurking in the forest, if they’re grown so bold?” “I doubt it,” she said. “We saw no sign of
it on the way here. It was the men themselves would not let me venture alone.
But I will accept your hospitality, Father, with pleasure, and be as grateful
for your company, my lord,” she said, smiling thoughtfully at Hugh, “on the way
home.” “Though, faith,” said Hugh to Cadfael, as
they crossed the court together, leaving Sister Magdalen to dine as the abbot’s
guest, “it would rather become me to give her the generalship of all the forest
than offer her any protection of mine. We should have had her at Lincoln, where
our enemies crossed the floods, as hers failed to do. Riding south with her
tomorrow will certainly be pleasure, it might well be profit. I’ll bend a
devout ear to any counsel that lady chooses to dispense.” “You’ll be giving pleasure as well as
receiving it,” said Cadfael frankly. “She may have taken vows of chastity, and
what she swears she’ll keep. But she has not sworn never to take delight in the
looks and converse and company of a proper man. I doubt they’ll ever bring her
to consent to that, she’d think it a waste and a shame so to throw God’s good
gifts in his teeth.” The party mustered after Prime next
morning, Sister Magdalen and her four henchmen, Hugh and his half dozen armed
guards from the castle garrison. Brother Cadfael stood to watch them gather and
mount, and took a warmly appreciative leave of the lady. “I doubt I shall be hard put to it,
though,” he admitted, “to learn to call you by your new name.” At that her
dimple dipped and flashed, and again vanished. “Ah, that! You are thinking that
I never yet repented of anything I did—and I confess I don’t recall such a
thing myself. No, but it was such a comfort and satisfaction to the women. They
took me to their hearts so joyfully, the sweet things, a fallen sister
retrieved. I couldn’t forbear giving them what they wanted and thought fitting.
I am their special pride, they boast of me.” “Well they may,” said Cadfael, “seeing you just
drove back pillage, ravishment and probable murder from their nest.” “Ah, that they feel to be somewhat unwomanly, though
glad enough of the result. The doves were all aflutter—but then, I was never a
dove,” said Sister Magdalen, “and it’s only the men truly admire the hawk in
me.” And she smiled, mounted her little mule and rode off
homeward surrounded by men who already admired her, and men who were more than
willing to offer admiration. In the court or in the cloister, Avice of
Thornbury would never pass by without turning men’s heads to follow her. Chapter Two BEFORE NIGHTFALL Hugh was back with his
prisoner, having prospected the western fringe of the Long Forest and
encountered no more raiding Welshmen and no masterless men living wild. Brother
Cadfael saw them pass by the abbey gatehouse on their way up through the town
to the castle, where this possibly valuable Welsh youth could be held in
safekeeping and, short of a credible parole, doubtless under lock and key in
some sufficiently impenetrable cell. Hugh could not afford to lose him. Cadfael caught but a passing glimpse of
him as they rode by in the early dusk. It seemed he had given some trouble on
the way, for his hands were tied, his horse on a leading rein, his feet roped
into the stirrups and an archer rode suggestively close at his rear. If these
precautions were meant to secure him, they had succeeded, but if to intimidate,
as the young man himself appeared to suppose, they had signally failed, for he
went with a high, disdainful impudence, stretching up tall and whistling as he
went, and casting over his shoulder at the archer occasional volleys of Welsh,
which the man might not have endured so stolidly had he been able to understand
their purport as well as Cadfael did. He was, in fact, a very forward and
uppish young fellow, this prisoner, though it might have been partly bravado. He was also a very well, looking young
man, middling tall for a Welshman, with the bold cheekbones and chin and the
ruddy colouring of his kind, and a thick tangle of black curls that fell very
becomingly about his brow and ears, blown by the south-west wind, for he wore
no cap. Tethered hands and feet did not hamper him from sitting his horse like
a centaur, and the voice that teased his guards in insolent Welsh was light and
clear. Sister Magdalen had said truly that his gear was princely, and his
manner proclaimed him certainly proud and probably, thought Cadfael, spoiled to
the point of ruin. Not a particularly rare condition in a well, made, personable
and probably only son. They passed, and the prisoner’s loud,
melodious whistle of defiance died gradually along the Foregate and over the
bridge. Cadfael went back to his workshop in the herbarium, and blew up his
brazier to boil a fresh elixir of horehound for the winter coughs and colds. Hugh came down from the castle next
morning with a request to borrow Brother Cadfael on his captive’s behalf, for
it seemed the boy had a raw gash in his thigh, ripped against a stone in the
flood, and had gone to some pains to conceal it from the nuns. “Ask me,” said Hugh, grinning, “he’d have
died rather than bare his hams for the ladies to poultice. And give him his
due, though the tear is none so grave, the few miles he rode yesterday must
have cost him dear in pain, and he never gave a sign. And blushed like a girl
when we did notice him favouring the raw cheek, and made him strip.” “And left his sore undressed overnight?
Never tell me! So why do you need me?” asked Cadfael shrewdly. “Because you speak good Welsh, and Welsh
of the north, and he’s certainly from Gwynedd, one of Cadwaladr’s boys—though
you may as well make the lad comfortable while you’re about it. We speak
English to him, and he shakes his head and answers with nothing but Welsh, but
for all that, there’s a saucy look in his eye that tells me he understands very
well, and is having a game with us. So come and speak English to him, and trip
the bold young sprig headlong when he thinks his Welsh insults can pass for
civilities.” “He’d have had short shrift from Sister
Magdalen,” said Cadfael thoughtfully, “if she’d known of his hurt. All his
blushes wouldn’t have saved him.” And he went off willingly enough to see
Brother Oswin properly instructed as to what needed attention in the workshop,
before setting out with Hugh to the castle. A fair share of curiosity, and a
little over-measure, was one of the regular items in his confessions. And after
all, he was a Welshman; somewhere in the tangled genealogies of his nation,
this obdurate boy might be his distant kin. They had a healthy respect for their
prisoner’s strength, wit and ingenuity, and had him in a windowless cell,
though decently provided. Cadfael went in to him alone, and heard the door
locked upon them. There was a lamp, a floating wick in a saucer of oil,
sufficient for seeing, since the pale stone of the walls reflected the light
from all sides. The prisoner looked askance at the Benedictine habit, unsure
what this visit predicted. In answer to what was clearly a civil greeting in
English, he replied as courteously in Welsh, but in answer to everything else
he shook his dark head apologetically, and professed not to understand a word
of it. He responded readily enough, however, when Cadfael unpacked his scrip
and laid out his salves and cleansing lotions and dressings. Perhaps he had
found good reason in the night to be glad of having submitted his wound to
tending, for this time he stripped willingly, and let Cadfael renew the
dressing. He had aggravated his hurt with riding, but rest would soon heal it.
He had pure, spare flesh, lissome and firm. Under the skin the ripple of
muscles was smooth as cream. “You were foolish to bear this,” said
Cadfael in casual English, “when you could have had it healed and forgotten by
now. Are you a fool? In your situation you’ll have to learn discretion.” “From the English,” said the boy in Welsh,
and still shaking his head to show he understood no word of this, “I have
nothing to learn. And no, I am not a fool, or I should be as talkative as you,
old shaven-head.” “They would have given you good nursing at
Godric’s Ford,” went on Cadfael innocently. “You wasted your few days there.” “A parcel of silly women,” said the boy,
brazen-faced, “and old and ugly into the bargain.” That was more than enough. “A parcel of women,”
said Cadfael in loud and indignant Welsh, “who pulled you out of the flood and
squeezed your lordship dry, and pummelled the breath back into you. And if you
cannot find a civil word of thanks to them, in a language they’ll understand,
you are the most ungrateful brat who ever disgraced Wales. And that you may
know it, my fine paladin, there’s nothing older nor uglier than ingratitude.
Nor sillier, either, seeing I’m minded to rip that dressing off you and let you
burn for the graceless limb you are.” The young man was bolt upright on his
stone bench by this time, his mouth fallen open, his half-formed, comely face
stricken into childishness. He stared and swallowed, and slowly flushed from
breast to brow. “Three times as Welsh as you, idiot
child,” said Cadfael, cooling, “being three times your age, as I judge. Now get
your breath and speak, and speak English, for I swear if you ever speak Welsh
to me again, short of extremes, I’ll off and leave you to your own folly, and
you’ll find that cold company. Now, have we understood each other?” The boy
hovered for an instant on the brink of humiliation and rage, being unaccustomed
to such falls, and then as abruptly redeemed himself by throwing back his head
and bursting into a peal of laughter, both rueful for his own folly and
appreciative of the trap into which he had stepped so blithely. Blessedly, he
had the native good-nature that prevented his being quite spoiled. “That’s better,” said Cadfael disarmed.
“Fair enough to whistle and swagger to keep up your courage, but why pretend
you knew no English? So close to the border, how long before you were bound to
be smoked out?” “Even a day or two more,” sighed the young
man resignedly, “and I might have found out what’s in store for me.” His
command of English was fluent enough, once he had consented to use it. “I’m new
to this. I wanted to get my bearings.” “And the impudence was to stiffen your
sinews, I suppose. Shame to miscall the holy women who saved your saucy life
for you.” “No one was meant to hear and understand,”
protested the prisoner, and in the next breath owned magnanimously: “But I’m
not proud of it, either. A bird in a net, pecking every way, as much for spite
as for escape. And then I didn’t want to give away any word of myself until I
had my captor’s measure.” “Or to admit to your value,” Cadfael
hazarded shrewdly, “for fear you should be held against a high ransom. No name,
no rank, no way of putting a price on you?” The black head nodded. He eyed
Cadfael, and visibly debated within himself how much to concede, even now he
was found out, and then as impulsively flung open the floodgates and let the
words come hurtling out. “To tell
truth, long before ever we made that assault on the nunnery I’d grown very
uneasy about the whole wild affair. Owain Gwynedd knew nothing of his brother’s
muster, and he’ll be displeased with us all, and when Owain’s displeased I mind
my walking very carefully. Which is what I did not do when I went with
Cadwaladr. I wish heartily that I had, and kept out of it. I never wanted to do
harm to your ladies, but how could I draw back once I was in? And then to let
myself be taken! By a handful of old women and peasants! I shall be in black
displeasure at home, if not a laughingstock.” He sounded disgusted rather than downcast,
and shrugged and grinned good-naturedly at the thought of being laughed at, but
for all that, the prospect was painful. “And if I’m to cost Owain high, there’s
another black stroke against me. He’s not the man to take delight in paying out
gold to buy back idiots.” Certainly this young man improved upon acquaintance.
He turned honestly and manfully from wanting to kick everyone else to
acknowledging that he ought to be kicking himself. Cadfael warmed to him. “Let me drop a word in your ear. The higher
your value, the more welcome will you be to Hugh Beringar, who holds you here.
And not for gold, either. There’s a lord, the sheriff of this shire, who is
most likely prisoner in Wales as you are here, and Hugh Beringar wants him
back. If you can balance him, and he is found to be there alive, you may well
be on your way home. At no cost to Owain Gwynedd, who never wanted to dip his
fingers into that trough, and will be glad to show it by giving Gilbert
Prestcote back to us.” “You mean it?” The boy had brightened and
flushed, wide, eyed. “Then I should speak? I’m in a fair way to get my release
and please both Welsh and English? That would be better deliverance than ever I
expected.” “Or deserved!” said Cadfael roundly, and
watched the smooth brown neck stiffen in offence, and then suddenly relax
again, as the black curls tossed and the ready grin appeared. “Ah, well, you’ll
do! Tell your tale now, while I’m here, for I’m mightily curious, but tell it
once. Let me fetch in Hugh Beringar, and let’s all come to terms. Why lie here
on stone and all but in the dark, when you could be stretching your legs about
the castle wards?” “I’m won!” said the boy, hopefully
shining. “Bring me to confession, and I’ll hold nothing back.” Once his mind was made up he spoke up
cheerfully and volubly, an outward soul by nature, and very poorly given to
silence. His abstention must have cost him prodigies of self-control. Hugh
listened to him with an unrevealing face, but Cadfael knew by now how to read
every least twitch of those lean, live brows and every glint in the black eyes. “My name is Elis ap Cynan, my mother was
cousin to Owain Gwynedd. He is my overlord, and he has over-watched me in the
fosterage where he placed me when my father died. That is, with my uncle
Griffith ap Meilyr, where I grew up with my cousin Eliud as brothers.
Griffith’s wife is also distant kin to the prince, and Griffith ranks high
among his officers. Owain values us. He will not willingly leave me in
captivity,” said the young man sturdily. “Even though you hared off after his
brother to a battle in which he wanted no part?” said Hugh, unsmiling but mild
of voice. “Even so,” persisted Elis firmly. “Though
if truth must out, I wish I never had, and am like to wish it even more
earnestly when I must go back and face him. He’ll have my hide, as like as
not.” But he did not sound particularly depressed at the thought, and his
sudden grin, tentative here in Hugh’s untested presence, nevertheless would out
for a moment. “I was a fool. Not for the first time, and I daresay not the
last. Eliud had more sense. He’s grave and deep, he thinks like Owain. It was
the first time we ever went different ways. I wish now I’d listened to him. I
never knew him to be wrong when it came to it. But I was greedy to see action,
and pig-headed, and I went.” “And did you like the action you saw?”
asked Hugh drily. Elis gnawed a considering lip. “The
battle, that was fair fight, all in arms on both parts. You were there? Then
you know yourself it was a great thing we did, crossing the river in flood, and
standing to it in that frozen marsh as we were, sodden and shivering…” That
exhilarating memory had suddenly recalled to him the second such crossing
attempted, and its less heroic ending, the reverse of the dream of glory. Fished
out like a drowning kitten, and hauled back to life face-down in muddy turf,
hiccuping up the water he had swallowed, and being squeezed between the hands
of a brawny forester. He caught Hugh’s eye, and saw his own recollection
reflected there, and had the grace to grin. “Well, flood-water is on no man’s
side, it gulps down Welsh as readily as English. But I was not sorry then, not
at Lincoln. It was a good fight. Afterwards—no—the town turned my stomach. If
I’d known before, I should not have been there. But I was there, and I couldn’t
undo it.” “You were sick at what was done to
Lincoln,” Hugh pointed out reasonably, “yet you went with the raiders to sack
Godric’s Ford.” “What was I to do? Draw out against the
lot of them, my own friends and comrades, stick my nose in the air and tell
them what they intended was vile? I’m no such hero!” said Elis openly and
heartily. “Still, you’ll allow I did no harm there to anyone, as it fell out. I
was taken, and if it please you to say, serve me right, I’ll take no offence.
The end of it is, here I am and at your disposal. And I’m kin to Owain and when
he knows I’m living he’ll want me back.” “Then you and I may very well come to a
sensible agreement,” said Hugh, “for I think it very likely that my sheriff,
whom I want back just as certainly, is prisoner in Wales as you are here, and
if that proves true, an exchange should be no great problem. I’ve no wish to
keep you under lock and key in a cell, if you’ll behave yourself seemly and
wait the outcome. “It’s your quickest way home. Give me your
parole not to attempt escape, or to go outside the wards here, and you may have
the run of the castle.” “With all my heart!” said Elis eagerly. “I
pledge you my word to attempt nothing, and set no foot outside your gates,
until you have your man again, and give me leave to go.” Cadfael paid a second visit next day, to
make sure that his dressing had drawn the Welsh boy’s ragged scratch together
with no festering; but that healthy young flesh sprang together like the
matching of lovers, and the slash would vanish with barely a scar. He was an engaging youth, this Elis ap
Cynan, readable like a book, open like a daisy at noon. Cadfael lingered to
draw him out, which was easy enough, and brought a lavish and guileless
harvest. All the more with nothing now to lose, and no man listening but a
tolerant elder of his own race, he unfolded his leaves in garrulous innocence. “I fell out badly with Eliud over this
caper,” he said ruefully. “He said it was poor policy for Wales, and whatever
booty we might bring back with us, it would not be worth half the damage done.
I should have known he’d be proved right, he always is. And yet no offence in
it, that’s the marvel! A man can’t be angry with him—at least I can’t.” “Kin by fostering can be as close as
brothers by blood, I know,” said Cadfael. “Closer far than most brothers. Like
twins, as we almost could be. Eliud had half an hour’s start of me into the
world, and has acted the elder ever since. He’ll be half out of his wits over
me now, for all he’ll hear is that I was swept away in the brook. I wish we
might make haste with this exchange, and let him know I’m still alive to plague
him.” “No doubt there’ll be others besides your
friend and cousin,” said Cadfael, “fretting over your absence. No wife as yet?”
Elis made an urchin’s grimace. “No more than threatened. My elders betrothed me
long ago as a child, but I’m in no haste. The common lot, it’s what men do when
they grow to maturity. There are lands and alliances to be considered.” He spoke
of it as of the burden of the years, accepted but not welcomed. Quite certainly
he was not in love with the lady. Probably he had known and played with her
from infancy, and scarcely gave her a thought now, one way or the other. “She may yet be a deal more troubled for
you than you are for her,” said Cadfael. “Ha!” said Elis on a sharp bark of
laughter. “Not she! If I had drowned in the brook they’d have matched her with
another of suitable birth, and he would have done just as well. She never chose
me, nor I her. Mind, I don’t say she makes any objection, more than I do, we
might both of us do very much worse.” “Who is this fortunate lady?” Cadfael
wondered drily. “Now you grow prickly, because I am
honest,” Elis reproved him airily. “Did I ever say I was any great bargain? The
girl is very well, as a matter of fact, a small, sharp, dark creature, quite
handsome in her way, and if I must, then she’ll do. Her father is Tudur ap
Rhys, the lord of Tregeiriog in Cynllaith—a man of Powys, but close friend to Owain
and thinks like him, and her mother was a woman of Gwynedd. Cristina, the girl
is called. Her hand is regarded as a great prize,” said the proposed
beneficiary without enthusiasm. “So it is, but one I could have done without
for a while yet.” They were walking the outer ward to keep warm, for though the
weather had turned fine it was also frosty, and the boy was loth to go indoors
until he must. He went with his face turned up to the clear sky above the
towers, and his step as light and springy as if he trod turf already. “We could save you yet a while,” suggested
Cadfael slyly, “by spinning out this quest for our sheriff, and keeping you
here single and snug as long as you please.” “Oh, no!” Elis loosed a shout of laughter.
“Oh, no, not that! Better a wife in Wales than that fashion of freedom here.
Though best of all Wales and no wife,” admitted the reluctant bridegroom, still
laughing at himself. “Marry or avoid, I suppose it’s all one in the end.
There’ll still be hunting and arms and friends.” A poor lookout, thought
Cadfael, shaking his head, for that small, sharp, dark creature, Cristina
daughter of Tudur, if she required more of her husband than a good, natured
adolescent boy, willing to tolerate and accommodate her, but quite undisposed
to love. Though many a decent marriage has started on no better ground, and
burned into a glow later. They had reached the archway into the
inner ward in their circlings, and the slanting sunlight, chill and bright,
shone through across their path. High in the corner tower within there, Gilbert
Prestcote had made his family apartments, rather than maintain a house in the
town. Between the merlons of the curtain wall the sun just reached the narrow
doorway that led to the private rooms above, and the girl who emerged stepped
full into the light. She was the very opposite of small, sharp and dark, being
tall and slender like a silver birch, delicately oval of face, and dazzlingly
fair. The sun in her uncovered, waving hair glittered as she hesitated an
instant on the doorstone, and shivered lightly at the embrace of the frosty
air. Elis had seen her shimmering pallor take
the light, and stood stock-still, gazing through the archway with eyes rounded
and fixed, and mouth open. The girl hugged her cloak about her, closed the door
at her back, and stepped out briskly across the ward towards the arch on her
way out to the town. Cadfael had to pluck Elis by the sleeve to bring him out
of his daze, and draw him onward out of her path, recalling him to the
realisation that he was staring with embarrassing intensity, and might well
give her offence if she noticed him. He moved obediently, but in a few more
paces his chin went round on to his shoulder, and he checked again and stood,
and could not be shifted further. She came through the arch, half-smiling
for pleasure in the fine morning, but still with something grave, anxious and
sad in her countenance. Elis had not removed himself far enough to pass
unobserved, she felt a presence close, and turned her head sharply. There was a
brief moment when their eyes met, hers darkly blue as periwinkle flowers. The
rhythm of her gait was broken, she checked at his gaze, and it almost seemed
that she smiled at him hesitantly, as at someone recognised. Fine rose, colour
mounted softly in her face, before she recollected herself, tore her gaze away,
and went on more hurriedly towards the barbican. Elis stood looking after her until she had
passed through the gate and vanished from sight. His own face had flooded
richly red. “Who was that lady?” he asked, at once
urgent and in awe. “That lady,” said Cadfael, “is daughter to
the sheriff, that very man we’re hoping to find somewhere alive in Welsh hold,
and buy back with your captive person. Prestcote’s wife is come to Shrewsbury
on that very matter, and brought her step, daughter and her little son with
her, in hopes soon to greet her lord again. This is his second lady. The girl’s
mother died, without bringing him a son.” “Do you know her name? The girl?” “Her name,” said Cadfael, “is Melicent.” “Melicent!” the boy’s lips shaped
silently. Aloud he said, to the sky and the sun rather than to Cadfael: “Did
you ever see such hair, like spun silver, finer than gossamer! And her face all
milk and rose… How old can she be?” “Should I know? Eighteen or so by the look
of her. Much the same age as your Cristina, I suppose,” said Brother Cadfael,
dropping a none too gentle reminder of the reality of things. “You’ll be doing
her a great service and grace if you send her father back to her. And as I
know, you’re just as eager to get home yourself,” he said with emphasis. Elis removed his gaze with an effort from
the corner where Melicent Prestcote had disappeared and blinked
uncomprehendingly, as though he had just been startled out of a deep sleep.
“Yes,” he said uncertainly, and walked on still in a daze. In the middle of the afternoon, while
Cadfael was busy about replenishing his stock of winter cordials in his
workshop in the herb-garden, Hugh came in bringing a chilly draught with him
before he could close the door against the east wind. He warmed his hands over
the brazier, helped himself uninvited to a beaker from Cadfael’s wine-flask,
and sat down on the broad bench against the wall. He was at home in this dim,
timber-scented, herb-rustling miniature world where Cadfael spent so much of
his time, and did his best thinking. “I’ve just come from the abbot,” said
Hugh, “and borrowed you from him for a few days.” “And he was willing to lend me?” asked
Cadfael with interest, busy stoppering a still-warm jar. “In a good cause and for a sound reason,
yes. In the matter of finding and recovering Gilbert he’s as earnest as I am.
And the sooner we know whether such an exchange is possible, the better for
all.” Cadfael could not but agree with that. He was thinking, uneasily but not
too anxiously as yet, about the morning’s visitation. A vision so far from
everything Welsh and familiar might well dazzle young, impressionable eyes.
There was a prior pledge involved, the niceties of Welsh honour, and the more
bitter consideration that Gilbert Prestcote had an old and flourishing hatred
against the Welsh, which certain of that race heartily reciprocated. “I have a border to keep and a garrison to
conserve,” said Hugh, nursing his beaker in both hands to warm it, “and neighbours
across the border drunk on their own prowess, and all too likely to be running
wild in search of more conquests. Getting word through to Owain Gwynedd is a
risky business and we all know it. I would be dubious of letting a captain
loose on that mission who lacks Welsh, for I might never see hide nor hair of
him again. Even a well-armed party of five or six could vanish. You’re Welsh,
and have your habit for a coat of mail, and once across the border you have kin
everywhere. I reckon you a far better hazard than any battle party. With a
small escort, in case of masterless men, and your Welsh tongue and net of
kindred to tackle any regular company that crosses you. What do you say?” “I should be ashamed, as a Welshman,” said
Cadfael comfortably, “if I could not recite my pedigree back sixteen degrees,
and some of my kin are here across the border of this shire, a fair enough
start towards Gwynedd.” “Ah, but there’s word that Owain may not
be so far distant as the wilds of Gwynedd. With Ranulf of Chester so set up in
his gains, and greedy for more, the prince has come east to keep an eye on his
own. So the rumours say. There’s even a whisper he may be our side of the
Berwyns, in Cynllaith or Glyn Ceiriog, keeping a close watch on Chester and
Wrexham.” “It would be like him,” agreed Cadfael.
“He thinks large and forwardly. What is the commission? Let me hear it.” “To ask of Owain Gwynedd whether he has,
or can take from his brother, the person of my sheriff, taken at Lincoln. And
if he has him, or can find and possess him, whether he will exchange him for
this young kinsman of his, Elis ap Cynan. You know, and can report best of any,
that the boy is whole and well. Owain may have whatever safeguards he requires,
since all men know that he’s a man of his word, but regarding me he may not be
certain of the same. He may not so much as know my name. Though he shall know
me better, if he will have dealings over this. Will you go?” “How soon?” asked Cadfael, putting his jar
aside to cool, and sitting down beside his friend. “Tomorrow, if you can delegate all here.” “Mortal man should be able and willing to
delegate at any moment,” said Cadfael soberly, “since mortal he is. Oswin is
grown wonderfully deft and exact among the herbs, more than I ever hoped for
when first he came to me. And Brother Edmund is master of his own realm, and
well able to do without me. If Father Abbot frees me, I’m yours. What I can,
I’ll do.” “Then come up to the castle in the
morning, after Prime, and you shall have a good horse under you.” He knew that
would be a lure and a delight, and smiled at seeing it welcomed. “And a few
picked men for your escort. The rest is in your Welsh tongue.” “True enough,” said Cadfael complacently,
“a fast word in Welsh is better than a shield. I’ll be there. But have your
terms drawn up fair on a parchment. Owain has a legal mind, he likes a bill
well drawn.” After Prime in the morning—a greyer
morning than the one that went before—Cadfael donned boots and cloak, and went
up through the town to the castle wards, and there were the horses of his
escort already saddled, and the men waiting for him. He knew them all, even to
the youngster Hugh had chosen as a possible hostage for the desired prisoner,
should all go well. He spared a few moments to say farewell to Elis, and found
him sleepy and mildly morose at this hour in his cell. “Wish me well, boy, for I’m away to see
what can be done about this exchange for you. With a little goodwill and a
morsel of luck, you may be on your way home within a couple of weeks. You’ll be
mightily glad to be back in your own country and a free man.” Elis agreed that
he would, since it was obviously expected of him, but it was a very lukewarm
agreement. “But it’s not yet certain, is it, that your sheriff is there to be
redeemed? And even if he is, it may take some time to find him and get him out
of Cadwaladr’s hands.” “In that case,” said Cadfael, “you will
have to possess your soul in patience and in captivity a while longer.” “If I must, I can,” agreed Elis, all too
cheerfully and continently for one surely not hitherto accomplished at
possessing his soul in patience. “But I do trust you may go and return safe,”
he said dutifully. “Behave yourself, while I’m about your
affairs,” Cadfael advised resignedly and turned to leave him. “I’ll bear your
greetings to your foster-brother Eliud, if I should encounter him, and leave
him word you’ve come to no harm.” Elis embraced that offer gladly enough, but
crassly failed to add another name that might fittingly have been linked with
the same message. And Cadfael refrained from mentioning it in his turn. He was
at the door when Elis suddenly called after him: “Brother Cadfael…” “Yes?” said Cadfael, turning. “That lady… the one we saw yesterday, the
sheriff’s daughter…” “What of her?” “Is she spoken for?” Ah well, thought Cadfael, mounting with
his mission well rehearsed in his head, and his knot of light, armed men about
him, soon on, soon off, no doubt, and she has never spoken word to him and most
likely never will. Once home, he’ll soon forget her. If she had not been so
silver, fair, so different from the trim, dark Welsh girls, he would never have
noticed her. Cadfael had answered the enquiry with
careful indifference, saying he had no notion what plans the sheriff had for
his daughter, and forbore from adding the blunt warning that was on the tip of
his tongue. With such a springy lad as this one, to put him off would only put
him on the more resolutely. With no great obstacles in the way, he might lose
interest. But the girl certainly had an airy beauty, all the more appealing for
being touched with innocent gravity and sadness on her father’s account. Only
let this mission succeed, and the sooner the better! They left Shrewsbury by the Welsh bridge,
and made good speed over the near reaches of their way, north, west towards
Oswestry. Sybilla, Lady Prestcote, was twenty years
younger than her husband, a pretty, ordinary woman of good intentions towards
all, and notable chiefly for one thing, that she had done what the sheriff’s
first wife could not do, and borne him a son. Young Gilbert was seven years
old, the apple of his father’s eye and the core of his mother’s heart. Melicent
found herself indulged but neglected, but in affection to a very pretty little
brother she felt no resentment. An heir is an heir; an heiress is a much less
achievement. The apartments in the castle tower, when
the best had been done to make them comfortable, remained stony, draughty and
cold, no place to bring a young family, and it was exceptional indeed for Sybilla
and her son to come to Shrewsbury, when they had six far more pleasant manors
at their disposal. Hugh would have offered the hospitality of his own town
house on this anxious occasion, but the lady had too many servants to find
accommodation there, and preferred the austerity of her bleak but spacious
dwelling in the tower. Her husband was accustomed to occupying it alone, when
his duties compelled him to remain with the garrison. Wanting him and fretting
over him, she was content to be in the place which was his by right, however
Spartan its appointments. Melicent loved her little brother, and
found no fault with the system which would endow him with all their father’s
possessions, and provide her with only a modest dowry. Indeed, she had had
serious thoughts of taking the veil, and leaving the Prestcote inheritance as
good as whole, having an inclination towards altars, relics and devotional
candles, though she had just sense enough to know that what she felt fell far
short of a vocation. It had not that quality of overwhelming revelation it
should have had. The shock of wonder, delight and
curiosity, for instance, that stopped her, faltering, in her steps when she
sailed through the archway into the outer ward and glanced by instinct towards
the presence she felt close and intent beside her, and met the startled dark
eyes of the stranger, the Welsh prisoner. It was not even his youth and
comeliness, but the spellbound stare he fixed on her, that pierced her to the
heart. She had always thought of the Welsh with
fear and distrust, as uncouth savages; and suddenly here was this trim and
personable young man whose eyes dazzled and whose cheeks flamed at meeting her
gaze. She thought of him much. She asked questions about him, careful to
dissemble the intensity of her interest. And on the same day that Cadfael set
out to hunt for Owain Gwynedd, she saw Elis from an upper window, half-accepted
already among the young men of the garrison, stripped to the waist and trying a
wrestling bout with one of the best pupils of the master-at-arms in the inner
ward. He was no match for the English youth, who had the advantage in weight
and reach, and he took a heavy fall that made her catch her breath in
distressed sympathy, but he came to his feet laughing and blown, and thumped
the victor amiably on the shoulder. There was nothing in him, no movement, no
glance, in which she did not find generosity and grace. She took her cloak and slipped away down
the stone stair, and out to the archway by which he must pass to his lodging in
the outer ward. It was beginning to be dusk, they would all be putting away
their work and amusement, and making ready for supper in hall. Elis came
through the arch limping a little from his new bruises, and whistling, and the
same quiver of awareness which had caused her to turn her head now worked the
like enchantment upon him. The tune died on his parted lips. He stood
stock-still, holding his breath. Their eyes locked, and could not break free,
nor did they try very hard. “Sir,” she said, having marked the broken
rhythm of his walk, “I fear you are hurt.” She saw the quiver that passed
through him from head to foot as he breathed again. “No,” he said, hesitant as
a man in a dream, “no, never till now. Now I am wounded to death.” “I think,” she said, shaken and timorous,
“you do not yet know me…” “I do know you,” he said. “You are
Melicent. It is your father I must buy back for you—at a price…” At a price, at
a disastrous price, at the price of tearing asunder this marriage of eyes that
drew them closer until they touched hands, and were lost. Chapter Three CADWALADR MIGHT HAVE HAD HIS FROLICS on
his way back to his castle at Aberystwyth with his booty and his prisoners, but
to the north of his passage Owain Gwynedd had kept a fist clamped down hard
upon disorder. Cadfael and his escort had had one or two brushes with trouble,
after leaving Oswestry on their right and plunging into Wales, but on the first
occasion the three masterless men who had put an arrow across their path
thought better of it when they saw what numbers they had challenged, and took
themselves off at speed into the brush; and on the second, an unruly patrol of
excitable Welsh warmed into affability at Cadfael’s unruffled Welsh greeting,
and ended giving them news of the prince’s movements. Cadfael’s numerous
kinsfolk, first and second cousins and shared forebears, were warranty enough
over much of Clwyd and part of Gwynedd. Owain, they said, had come east out of his
eyrie to keep a weather eye upon Ranulf of Chester, who might be so blown up
with his success as to mistake the mettle of the prince of Gwynedd. He was
patrolling the fringes of Chester territory, and had reached Corwen on the Dee.
So said the first informants. The second, encountered near Rhiwlas, were
positive that he had crossed the Berwyns and come down into Glyn Ceiriog, and
might at that moment be encamped near Llanarmon, or else with his ally and
friend, Tudur ap Rhys, at his maenol at Tregeiriog. Seeing it was winter,
however merciful at this moment, and seeing that Owain Gwynedd was considerably
saner than most Welshmen, Cadfael chose to make for Tregeiriog. Why camp, when
there was a close ally at hand, with a sound roof and a well-stocked larder, in
a comparatively snug valley among these bleak central hills? Tudur ap Rhys’s maenol lay in a cleft
where a mountain brook came down into the river Ceiriog, and his boundaries
were well but unobtrusively guarded in these shaken days, for a two-man patrol
came out on the path, one on either side, before Cadfael’s party were out of
the scrub forest above the valley. Shrewd eyes weighed up this sedate company,
and the mind behind the eyes decided that they were harmless even before
Cadfael got out his Welsh greeting. That and his habit were enough warranty.
The young man bade his companion run ahead and acquaint Tudur that he had
visitors, and himself conducted them at leisure the rest of the way. Beyond the
river, with its fringes of forest and the few stony fields and huddle of wooden
cots about the maenol, the hills rose again brown and bleak below, white and
bleak above, to a round snow, summit against a leaden sky. Tudur ap Rhys came out to welcome them and
exchange the civilities; a short, square man, very powerfully built, with a
thick thatch of brown hair barely touched with grey, and a loud, melodious
voice that ranged happily up and down the cadences of song rather than speech.
A Welsh Benedictine was a novelty to him; a Welsh Benedictine sent as
negotiator from England to a Welsh prince even more so, but he suppressed his
curiosity courteously, and had his guest conducted to a chamber in his own
house, where presently a girl came to him bearing the customary water for his
feet, by the acceptance or rejection of which he would signify whether or not
he intended to spend the night there. It had not occurred to Cadfael, until she
entered, that this same lord of Tregeiriog was the man of whom Elis had talked,
when he poured out the tale of his boyhood betrothal to a little, sharp, dark
creature who was handsome enough in her way, and who, if he must marry at all,
would do. Now there she stood, with the gently steaming bowl in her hands,
demure before her father’s guest, by her dress and her bearing manifestly
Tudur’s daughter. Little she certainly was, but trimly made and carried herself
proudly. Sharp? Her manner was brisk and confident, and though her approach was
deferent and proper, there was an assured spark in her eyes. Dark, assuredly.
Both eyes and hair fell just short of raven black by the faint, warm tint of red
in them. And handsome? Not remarkably so in repose, her face was irregular in
feature, tapering from wide, set eyes to pointed chin, but as soon as she spoke
or moved there was such flashing life in her that she needed no beauty. “I take your service very kindly,” said
Cadfael, “and thank you for it. And you, I think, must be Cristina, Tudur’s
daughter. And if you are, then I have word for you and for Owain Gwynedd that
should be heartily welcome to you both.” “I am Cristina,” she said, burning into
bright animation, “but how did a brother of Shrewsbury learn my name?” “From a young man by the name of Elis ap
Cynan, whom you may have been mourning for lost, but who is safe and well in
Shrewsbury castle this moment. What may you have heard of him, since the
prince’s brother brought his muster and his booty home again from Lincoln?” Her alert composure did not quiver, but
her eyes widened and glowed. They told my father he was left behind with some
that drowned near the border,” she said, “but none of them knew how he had
fared. Is it true? He is alive? And prisoner?” “You may be easy,” said Cadfael, “for so
he is, none the worse for the battle or the brook, and can be bought free very
simply, to come back to you and make you, I hope, a good husband.” You may cast
your bait, he told himself watching her face, which was at once eloquent and
unreadable, as though she even thought in a strange language, but you’ll catch
no fish here. This one has her own secrets, and her own way of taking events
into her hands. What she wills to keep to herself you’re never like to get out
of her. And she looked him full in the eyes and said: “Eliud will be glad. Did
he speak of him, too?” But she knew the answer. A certain Eliud was mentioned,” Cadfael
admitted cautiously, feeling shaky ground under them. A cousin, I gathered, but
brought up like brothers.” “Closer than brothers,” said the girl. Am
I permitted to tell him this news? Or should it wait until you have supped with
my father and told him your errand?” “Eliud is here?” “Not here at this moment, but with the
prince, somewhere north along the border. They’ll come with the evening. They
are lodged here, and Owain’s companies are encamped close by.” “Good, for my errand is to the prince, and
it concerns the exchange of Elis ap Cynan for one of comparable value to us,
taken, as we believe, by Prince Cadwaladr at Lincoln. If that is as good news
to Eliud as it is to you, it would be a Christian act to set his mind at rest
for his cousin as soon as may be.” She kept her face bright, mute and still
as she said: “I will tell him as soon as he alights. It would be great pity to
see such a comradely love blighted a moment longer than it need be.” But there
was acid in the sweet, and her eyes burned. She made her courteous obeisance,
and left him to his ablutions before the evening meal. He watched her go, and
her head was high and her step fierce but soundless, like a hunting cat. So that was how it went, here in this
corner of Wales! A girl betrothed, and with a girl’s sharp eye on her rights
and privileges, while the boy went about whistling and obtuse, child to her
woman, and had his arm about another youth’s neck, sworn pair from infancy,
oftener than he even paid a compliment to his affianced wife. And she resented
with all her considerable powers of mind and heart the love that made her only
a third, and barely half-welcome. Nothing here for her to mourn, if she
could but know it. A maid is a woman far before a boy is a man, leaving aside
the simple maturity of arms. All she need do was wait a little, and use her own
arts, and she would no longer be the neglected third. But she was proud and
fierce and not minded to wait. Cadfael made himself presentable, and went
to the lavish but simple table of Tudur ap Rhys. In the dusk torches flared at
the hall door and up the valley from the north, from the direction of
Llansantffraid, came a brisk bustle of horsemen back from their patrol. Within
the hall the tables were spread and the central fire burned bright, sending up
fragrant wood, smoke into the blackened roof, as Owain Gwynedd, lord of North
Wales and much country beside, came content and hungry to his place at the high
table. Cadfael had seen him once before, a few
years past, and he was not a man to be easily forgotten, for all he made very
little ado about state and ceremony, barring the obvious royalty he bore about
in his own person. He was barely thirty-seven years old, in his vigorous prime;
very tall for a Welshman, and fair, after his grandmother Ragnhild of the
Danish kingdom of Dublin, and his mother Angharad, known for her flaxen hair
among the dark women of the south. His young men, reflecting his solid self,
confidence, did it with a swagger of which their prince had no need. Cadfael
wondered which of all these boisterous boys was Eliud ap Griffith, and whether
Cristina had yet told him of his cousin’s survival, and in what terms, and with
what jealous bitterness at being still a barely regarded hanger-on in this
sworn union. “And here is Brother Cadfael of the
Shrewsbury Benedictines,” said Tudur heartily, placing Cadfael close at the
high table, “with an embassage to you, my lord, from that town and shire.”
Owain weighed and measured the stocky figure and weathered countenance with a
shrewd blue gaze, and stroked his close, trimmed golden beard. “Brother Cadfael
is welcome, and so is any motion of amity from that quarter, where I can do
with an assured peace.” “Some of your countrymen and mine,” said
Cadfael bluntly, “paid a visit recently to Shropshire’s borders with very
little amity in mind, and left our peace a good deal less assured, even, than
it could be said to be after Lincoln. You may have heard of it. Your princely
brother did not come raiding himself, it may even be that he never sanctioned
the frolic. But he left a few drowned men in one of our brooks in flood whom we
have buried decently. And one,” he said, “whom the good sisters took out of the
water living, and whom your lordship may wish to redeem, for by his own tale
he’s of your kinship.” “Do you tell me!” The blue eyes had
widened and brightened. “I have not been so busy about fencing out the earl of
Chester that I have failed to go into matters with my brother. There was more
than one such frolic on the way home from Lincoln, and every one a folly that
will cost me some pains to repair. Give your prisoner a name.” “His name,” said Cadfael, “is Elis ap
Cynan.” “Ah!” said Owain on a long, satisfied
breath, and set down his cup ringing on the board. “So the fool boy’s alive yet
to tell the tale, is he? I’m glad indeed to hear it, and thank God for the
deliverance and you, brother, for the news. There was not a man of my brother’s
company could swear to how he was lost or what befell him.” “They were running too fast to look over
their shoulders,” said Cadfael mildly. “From a man of our own blood,” said Owain
grinning, “I’ll take that as it’s meant. So Elis is live and prisoner! Has he
come to much harm?” “Barely a scratch. And he may have come by
a measure of sense into the bargain. Sound as a well-cast bell, I promise you,
and my mission is to offer an exchange with you, if by any chance your brother
has taken among his prisoners one as valuable to us as Elis is to you. I am
sent,” said Cadfael, “by Hugh Beringar of Maesbury, speaking for Shropshire, to
ask of you the return of his chief and sheriff, Gilbert Prestcote. With all
proper greetings and compliments to your lordship, and full assurance of our
intent to maintain the peace with you as hitherto.” “The time’s ripe for it,” acknowledged
Owain drily, “and it’s to the vantage of both of us, things being as they are.
Where is Elis now?” “In Shrewsbury castle, and has the run of
the wards on his parole.” “And you want him off your hands?” “No haste for that,” said Cadfael. “We
think well enough of him to keep him yet a while. But we do want the sheriff,
if he lives, and if you have him. For Hugh looked for him after the battle, and
found no trace, and it was your brother’s Welsh who overran the place where he
fought.” “Bide here a night or two,” said the prince,
“and I will send to Cadwaladr, and find out if he holds your man. And if so,
you shall have him.” There was harping after supper, and
singing, and drinking of good wine long after the prince’s messenger had ridden
out on the first stage of his long journey to Aberystwyth. There was also a
certain amount of good, natured wrestling and horse, play between Owain’s young
cockerels and the men of Cadfael’s escort, though Hugh had taken care to choose
some who had Welsh kin to recommend them, no very hard task in Shrewsbury at
any time. “Which of all these,” asked Cadfael,
surveying the hall, smoky now from the fire and the torches, and loud with
voices, “is Eliud ap Griffith?” “I see Elis has chattered to you as freely
as ever,” said Owain smiling, “prisoner or no. His cousin and foster-brother is
hovering this moment at the end of the near table, and eyeing you hard, waiting
his chance to have speech with you as soon as I withdraw. The long lad in the
blue coat.” No mistaking him, once noticed, though he could not have been more
different from his cousin: such a pair of eyes fixed upon Cadfael’s face in
implacable determination and eagerness and such a still, braced body waiting
for the least encouragement to fly to respond. Owain, humouring him, lifted a beckoning
finger, and he came like a lance launched, quivering. A long lad he was, and
thin and intense, with bright hazel eyes in a grave oval face, featured finely
enough for a woman, but with good lean bones in it, too. There was a quality of
devotional anxiety about him that must be for Elis ap Cynan at this moment, but
at another might be for Wales, for his prince, some day, no doubt, for a woman,
but whatever its object it would always be there. This one would never be quite
at rest. He bent the knee eagerly to Owain, and
Owain clouted him amiably on the shoulder and said: “Sit down here with Brother
Cadfael, and have out of him everything you want to know. Though the best you
know already, your other self is alive and can be bought back you at a price.”
And with that he left them together and went to confer with Tudur. Eliud sat down willingly and spread his
elbows on the board to lean ardently close. “Brother, it is true, what Cristina
told me? You have Elis safe in Shrewsbury? They came back without him… I sent
to know, but there was no one could tell me where he went astray or how. I have
been hunting and asking everywhere and so has the prince, for all he makes a
light thing of it. He is my father’s fostering—you’re Welsh yourself, so you
know. We grew up together from babes, and there are no more brothers, either
side…” “I do know,” agreed Cadfael, “and I say
again, as Cristina said to you, he is safe enough, man alive and as good as
new.” “You’ve seen him? Talked to him? You’re
sure it’s Elis and no other? A well, looking man of his company,” explained
Eliud apologetically, “if he found himself prisoner, might award himself a name
that would stead him better than his own…” Cadfael patiently described his man,
and told over the whole tale of the rescue from the flooded brook and Elis’s
obstinate withdrawal into the Welsh tongue until a Welshman challenged him.
Eliud listened, his lips parted and his eyes intent, and was visibly eased into
conviction. “And was he so uncivil to those ladies who
saved him? Oh, now I do know him for Elis, he’d be so shamed, to come back to
life in such hands—like a babe being thumped into breathing!” No mistake, the
solemn youth could laugh, and laughter lit up his grave face and made his eyes
sparkle. It was no blind love he had for his twin who was no twin, he knew him
through and through, scolded, criticised, fought with him, and loved him none
the less. The girl Cristina had a hard fight on her hands. “And so you got him
from the nuns. And had he no hurts at all, once he was wrung dry?” “Nothing worse than a gash in his hinder
end, got from a sharp rock in the brook, while he was drowning. And that’s
salved and healed. His worst trouble was that you would be mourning him for
dead, but my journey here eases him of that anxiety, as it does you of yours.
No need to fret about Elis ap Cynan. Even in an English castle he is soon and
easily at home.” “So he would be,” agreed Eliud in the
soft, musing voice of tolerant affection. “So he always was and always will be.
He has the gift. But so free with it, sometimes I fret for him indeed!” Always,
rather than sometimes, thought Cadfael, after the young man had left him, and
the hall was settling down for the night round the turfed and quiet fire. Even
now, assured of his friend’s safety and well-being, and past question or
measure glad of that, even now he goes with locked brows and inward-gazing
eyes. He had a troubled vision of those three young creatures bound together in
inescapable strife, the two boys linked together from childhood, locked even
more securely by the one’s gravity and the other’s innocent rashness, and the
girl betrothed in infancy to half of an inseparable pair. Of the three the
prisoner in Shrewsbury seemed to him the happiest by far, since he lived in the
day, warming in its sunlight, taking cover from its storms, in every case
finding by instinct the pleasant corner and the gratifying entertainment. The
other two burned like candles, eating their own substance and giving an angry
and vulnerable light. He said prayers for all three before he
slept, and awoke in the night to the uneasy reflection that somewhere, shadowy
as yet, there might be a fourth to be considered and prayed for. The next day was clear and bright, with
light frost that lost its powdery sparkle as soon as the sun came up; and it
was pleasure to have a whole day to spend in his own Welsh countryside with a
good conscience and in good company. Owain Gwynedd again rode out eastward upon
another patrol with a half-dozen of his young men, and again came back in the
evening well content. It seemed that Ranulf of Chester was lying low for the
moment, digesting his gains. As for Cadfael, since word could hardly be
expected to come back from Aberystwyth until the following day, he gladly
accepted the prince’s invitation to ride with them, and see for himself the
state of readiness of the border villages that kept watch on England. They
returned to the courtyard of Tudur’s maenol in the early dusk, and beyond the
flurry and bustle of activity among the grooms and the servants, the hall door
hung open, and sharp and dark against the glow of the fire and the torches
within stood the small, erect figure of Cristina, looking out for the guests
returning, in order to set all forward for the evening meal. She vanished
within for a few moments only, and then came forth to watch them dismount, her
father at her side. It was not the prince Cristina watched.
Cadfael passed close by her as he went within, and saw by the falling light of
the torches how her face was set, her lips taut and unsmiling, and her eyes
fixed insatiably upon Eliud as he alighted and handed over his mount to the
waiting groom. The glint of dark red that burned in the blackness of hair and
eyes seemed by this light to have brightened into a deep core of anger and
resentment. What was no less noticeable, when Cadfael
looked back in sheer human curiosity, was the manner in which Eliud,
approaching the doorway, passed by her with an unsmiling face and a brief word,
and went on his way with averted eyes. For was not she as sharp a thorn in his
side as he in hers? The sooner the marriage, the less the
mischief, and the better prospect of healing it again, thought Cadfael,
departing to his Vesper office; and instantly began to wonder whether he was
not making far too simple a matter of this turmoil between three people, of
whom only one was simple at all. The prince’s messenger came back late in
the afternoon of the following day, and made report to his master, who called
in Cadfael at once to hear the result of the quest. “My man reports that Gilbert Prestcote is
indeed in my brother’s hands, and can and shall be offered in exchange for
Elis. There may be a little delay, for it seems he was badly wounded in the
fighting at Lincoln, and is recovering only slowly. But if you will deal
directly with me, I will secure him as soon as he is fit to be moved, and have
him brought by easy stages to Shrewsbury. We’ll lodge him at Montford on the
last night, where Welsh princes and English earls used to meet for parley, send
Hugh Beringar word ahead, and bring him to the town. There your garrison may
hand over Elis in exchange.” “Content, indeed!” said Cadfael heartily,
“And so will Hugh Beringar be.” “I shall require safeguards,” said Owain,
“and am willing to give them.” “As for your good faith, nowhere in this
land of Wales or my foster-land of England is it in question. But my lord you
do not know, and he is content to leave with you a hostage, to be his guarantee
until you have Elis safe in your hands again. From you he requires none. Send
him Gilbert Prestcote, and you may have Elis ap Cynan, and send back the
guarantor at your pleasure.” “No,” said Owain firmly. “If I ask
warranty of a man, I also give it. Leave me your man here and now, if you will,
and if he has his orders and is ready and willing, and when my men bring
Gilbert Prestcote home I will send Eliud with him to remain with you as surety
for his cousin’s honour and mine until we again exchange hostages halfway, on
the border dyke by Oswestry, shall we say, if I am still in these parts?, and
conclude the bargain. There is virtue, sometimes, in observing the forms. And
besides, I should like to meet your Hugh Beringar, for he and I have a common
need to be on our guard against others you wot of.” “The same thought has been much in Hugh’s
mind,” agreed Cadfael fervently, “and trust me, he will take pleasure in coming
to meet you wherever may be most suited to the time. He shall bring you Eliud
again, and you shall restore him a young man who is his cousin on his mother’s
side, John Marchmain. You noted him this morning, the tallest among us. John
came with me ready and willing to remain if things went well.” “He shall be well entertained,” said
Owain. “Faith, he’s been looking forward to it,
though his knowledge of Welsh is small. And since we are agreed,” said Cadfael,
“I’ll see him instructed in his duty tonight, and make an early start back to
Shrewsbury in the morning with the rest of my company.” Before sleeping that night he went out
from the smoke and warmth of the hall to take a look at the weather. The air
was on the softer edge of frost, no wind stirring. The sky was clear and full
of stars, but they had not the blaze and bite of extreme cold. A beautiful
night, and even without his cloak he was tempted to go as far as the edge of
the maenol, where a copse of bushes and trees sheltered the gate. He drew in
deep, chill breaths, scented with timber, night and the mysterious sweetness of
turf and leaf sleeping but not dead, and blew the smokiness of withindoors out
of his nose. He was about to turn back and compose his
mind for the night prayers when the luminous darkness quickened around him, and
two people came up from the shadowy buildings of the stables towards the hall,
softly and swiftly, but with abrupt pauses that shook the air more than their
motion. They were talking as they came, just above the betraying sibilance of
whispers, and their conference had an edge and an urgency that made him freeze
where he stood, covered by the bulk and darkness of the trees. By the time he
was aware of them they were between him and his rest, and when they drew close
enough he could not choose but hear. But man being what he is, it cannot be
avowed that he would so have chosen, even if he could. “—mean me no harm!” breathed the one,
bitter and soft. “And do you not harm me, do you not rob me of what’s mine by
right, with every breath you draw? And now you will be off to him, as soon as
this English lord can be moved…” “Have I a choice,” protested the other,
“when the prince sends me? And he is my foster-brother, can you change that?
Why can you not let well alone?” “It is not well, it is very ill! Sent,
indeed!” hissed the girl’s voice viciously. “Ha! And you would murder any who
took the errand from you, and well you know it. And I to sit here! While you
will be together again, his arm around your neck, and never a thought for me!”
The two shadows glared in the muted gleam from the dying fire within, black in
the doorway. Eliud’s voice rose perilously. The taller shadow, head and
shoulders taller, wrenched itself away. “For God’s love, woman, will you not hush,
and let me be!” He was gone, casting her off roughly, and vanishing into the
populous murmur and hush of the hall. Cristina plucked her skirts about her
with angry hands, and followed slowly, withdrawing to her own retiring place. And so did Cadfael, as soon as he was sure
there was none to be discomposed by his going. There went two losers in this
submerged battle. If there was a winner, he slept with a child’s abandon, as
seemed to be his wont, in a stone cell that was no prison, in Shrewsbury
castle. One that would always fall on his feet. Two that probably made a
practice of falling over theirs, from too intense peering ahead, and too little
watching where they trod. Nevertheless, he did not pray for them
that night. He lay long in thought instead, pondering how so complex a knot
might be disentangled. In the early morning he and his remaining
force mounted and rode. It did not surprise him that the devoted cousin and
foster-brother should be there to see him go, and send by him all manner of
messages to his captive friend, to sustain him until his release. Most fitting
that the one who was older and wiser should stand proxy to rescue the younger
and more foolish. If folly can be measured so? “I was not clever,” owned Eliud ruefully,
holding Cadfael’s stirrup as he mounted, and leaning on his horse’s warm
shoulder when he was up. “I made too much of it that he should not go with
Cadwaladr. I doubt I drove him the more firmly into it. But I knew it was mad!” “You must grant him one grand folly,” said
Cadfael comfortably. “Now he’s lived through it, and knows it was folly as
surely as you do. He’ll not be so hot after action again. And then,” he said,
eyeing the grave oval countenance close, “I understand he’ll have other causes
for growing into wisdom when he comes home. He’s to be married, is he not?”
Eliud faced him a moment with great hazel eyes shining like lanterns. Then:
“Yes!” he said very shortly and forbiddingly, and turned his head away. Chapter Four THE NEWS WENT ROUND IN SHREWSBURY—abbey,
castle and town—almost before Cadfael had rendered account of his stewardship
to Abbot Radulfus, and reported his success to Hugh. The sheriff was alive, and
his return imminent, in exchange for the Welshman taken at Godric’s Ford. In
her high apartments in the castle, Lady Prestcote brightened and grew buoyant
with relief. Hugh rejoiced not only in having found and recovered his chief,
but also in the prospect of a closer alliance with Owain Gwynedd, whose help in
the north of the shire, if ever Ranulf of Chester did decide to attack, might
very well turn the tide. The provost and guildsmen of the town, in general,
were well pleased. Prestcote was a man who did not encourage close friendships,
but Shrewsbury had found him a just and well-intentioned officer of the crown,
if heavy-handed at times, and was well aware that it might have fared very much
worse. Not everyone, however, felt the same simple pleasure. Even just men make
enemies. Cadfael returned to his proper duties well
content, and having reviewed Brother Oswin’s stewardship in the herbarium and
found everything in good order, his next charge was to visit the infirmary and
replenish the medicine-cupboard there. “No new invalids since I left?” “None. And two have gone out, back to the
dortoir, Brother Adam and Brother Everard. Strong constitutions they have,
both, in spite of age, and it was no worse than a chest cold, and has cleared
up well. Come and see how they all progress. If only we could send out Brother
Maurice with the same satisfaction as those two,” said Edmund sadly. “He’s
eight years younger, strong and able, and barely sixty. If only he was as sound
in mind as in body! But I doubt we’ll never dare let him loose. It’s the bent
his madness has taken. Shame that after a blameless life of devotion he now
remembers only his grudges, and seems to have no love for any man. Great age is
no blessing, Cadfael, when the body’s strength outlives the mind.” “How do his neighbours bear with him?”
asked Cadfael with sympathy. “With Christian patience! And they need
it. He fancies now that every man is plotting some harm against him. And says
so, outright, besides any real and ancient wrongs he’s kept in mind all too
clearly.” They came into the big, bare room where the beds were laid, handy to
the private chapel where the infirm might repair for the offices. Those who
could rise to enjoy the brighter part of the day sat by a large log fire,
warming their ancient bones and talking by fits and starts, as they waited for
the next meal, the next office or the next diversion. Only Brother Rhys was
confined to his bed, though most of those within here were aged, and spent much
time there. A generation of brothers admitted in the splendid enthusiasm of an
abbey’s founding also comes to senility together, yielding place to the younger
postulants admitted by ones and twos after the engendering wave. Never again,
thought Cadfael, moving among them, would a whole chapter of the abbey’s
history remove thus into retirement and decay. From this time on they would
come one by one, and be afforded each a death-bed reverently attended, single
and in solitary dignity. Here were four or five who would depart almost
together, leaving even their attendant brothers very weary, and the world
indifferent. Brother Maurice sat installed by the fire,
a tall, gaunt, waxen, white old man of elongated patrician face and irascible
manner. He came of a noble house, an oblate since his youth, and had been
removed here some two years previously, when after a trivial dispute he had
suddenly called out Prior Robert in a duel to the death, and utterly refused to
be distracted or reconciled. In his more placid moments he was gracious,
accommodating and courteous, but touch him in his pride of family and honour
and he was an implacable enemy. Here in his old age he called up from the past,
vivid as when they happened, every affront to his line, every lawsuit waged
against them, back to his own birth and beyond, and brooded over every one that
had gone unrevenged. It was a mistake, perhaps, to ask him how
he did, but his enthroned hauteur seemed to demand it. He raised his narrow
hawk, nose, and tightened his bluish lips. “None the better for what I hear, if
it be true. They’re saying that Gilbert Prestcote is alive and will soon be
returning here. Is that truth?” “It is,” said Cadfael. “Owain Gwynedd is
sending him home in exchange for the Welshman captured in the Long Forest a
while since. And why should you be none the better for good news of a decent
Christian man?” “I had thought justice had been done,”
said Maurice loftily, “after all too long a time. But however long, divine
justice should not fail in the end. Yet once again it has glanced aside and
spared the malefactor.” The glitter of his eyes was grey as steel. “You’d best leave divine justice to its
own business,” said Cadfael mildly, “for it needs no help from us. And I asked
you how you did, my friend, so never put me off with others. How is it with
that chest of yours, this wintry weather? Shall I bring you a cordial to warm
you?” It was no great labour to distract him, for though he was no complainer
as to his health, he was open to the flattery of concerned attention and
enjoyed being cosseted. They left him soothed and complacent, and went out to
the porch very thoughtful. “I knew he had these hooks in him,” said
Cadfael when the door was closed between, “but not that he had such a barb from
the Prestcote family. What is it he holds against the sheriff?” Edmund shrugged, and drew resigned breath.
“It was in his father’s time, Maurice was scarcely born! There was a lawsuit
over a piece of land and long arguments either side, and it went Prestcote’s
way. For all I know, as sound a judgement as ever was made, and Maurice was in
his cradle, and Gilbert’s father, good God, was barely a man, but here the poor
ancient has dredged it up as a mortal wrong. And it is but one among a dozen he
keeps burnished in his memory, and wants blood for them all. Will you believe
it, he has never set eyes on the sheriff? Can you hate a man you’ve never seen
or spoken to, because his grandsire beat your father at a suit at law? Why
should old age lose everything but the all-present evil?” A hard question. And yet sometimes it went
the opposite way, kept the good, and let all the malice and spite be washed
away. And why one old man should be visited by such grace, and another by so
heavy a curse, Cadfael could not fathom. Surely a balance must be restored
elsewhere. “Not everyone, I know,” said Cadfael
ruefully, “loves Gilbert Prestcote. Good men can make as devoted enemies as bad
men. And his handling of law has not always been light or merciful, though it
never was corrupt or cruel.” “There’s one here has somewhat better cause
than Maurice to bear him a grudge,” said Edmund. “I am sure you know Anion’s
history as well as I do. He’s on crutches, as you’ll have seen before you left
us on this journey, and getting on well, and we like him to go forth when
there’s no frost and the ground’s firm and dry, but he’s still bedded with us,
within there. He says nothing, while Maurice says too much, but you’re Welsh,
and you know how a Welshman keeps his counsel. And one like Anion, half, Welsh,
half, English, how do you read such a one?” “As best you can,” agreed Cadfael,
“bearing in mind both are humankind.” He knew the man Anion, though he had
never been brought close to him, since Anion was a lay servant among the
livestock, and had been brought into the infirmary in late autumn from one of
the abbey granges, with a broken leg that was slow to knit. He was no novelty
in the district about Shrewsbury, offspring of a brief union between a Welsh
wool, trader and an English maid-servant. And like many another of his kind, he
had kept touch with his kin across the border, where his father had a proper
wife, and had given her a legitimate son no long time after Anion was
conceived. “I do remember now,” said Cadfael,
enlightened. “There were two young fellows came to sell their fleeces that
time, and drank too deep and got into a brawl, and one of the gate-keepers on
the bridge was killed. Prestcote hanged them for it. I did hear tell at the
time the one had a half, brother this side the border.” “Griffri ap Griffri, that was the young
man’s name. Anion had got to know him, the times he came into town, they were
on good terms. He was away among the sheep in the north
when it happened or he might well have got his brother to bed without mischief.
A good worker and honest, Anion, but a surly fellow and silent, and never
forgets a benefit nor an injury.” Cadfael sighed, having seen in his time a
long line of decent men wiped out in alternate savageries as the result of just
such a death. The blood-feud could be a sacred duty in Wales. “Ah, well, it’s to be hoped the English
half of him can temper his memories. That must be two years ago now. No man can
bear a grudge for ever.” In the narrow, stone-cold chapel of the
castle by the meagre light of the altar lamp, Elis waited in the gloom of the
early evening, huddled into his cloak in the darkest corner, biting frost
without and gnawing fire within. It was a safe place for two to meet who could
otherwise never be alone together. The sheriff’s chaplain was devout, but
within limits, and preferred the warmth of the hall and the comforts of the
table, once Vespers was disposed of, to this cold and draughty place. Melicent’s step on the threshold was
barely audible, but Elis caught it, and turned eagerly to draw her in by both
hands, and swing the heavy door closed to shut out the rest of the world. “You’ve heard?” she said, hasty and low.
“They’ve found him, they’re bringing him back. Owain Gwynedd has promised it…” “I know!” said Elis, and drew her close,
folding the cloak about them both, as much to assert their unity as to shield
her from the chill and the trespassing wind. For all that, he felt her slipping
away like a wraith of mist out of his hold. “I’m glad you’ll have your father
back safely.” But he could not sound glad, no matter how manfully he lied. “We
knew it must be so if he lived…” His voice baulked there, trying not to sound
as if he wished her father dead, one obstacle out of the way from between them,
and himself still a prisoner, unransomed. Her prisoner, for as long as might
be, long enough to work the needful miracle, break one tie and make another
possible, which looked all too far out of reach now. “When he comes back,” she said, her cold
brow against his cheek, “then you will have to go. How shall we bear it!” “Don’t I know it! I think of nothing else.
It will all be vain, and I shall never see you again. I won’t, I can’t accept
that. There must be a way…” “If you go,” she said, “I shall die.” “But I must go, we both know it. How else
can I even do this one thing for you, to buy your father back?” But neither
could he bear the pain of it. If he let her go now he was for ever lost, there
would be no other to take her place. The little dark creature in Wales, so
faded from his mind he could hardly recall her face, she was nothing, she had
no claim on him. Rather a hermit’s life, if he could not have Melicent. “Do you
not want him back?” “Yes!” she said vehemently, torn and
shivering, and at once took it back again: “No! Not if I must lose you! Oh,
God, do I know what I want? I want both you and him—but you most! I do love my
father, but as a father. I must love him, love is due between us, but… Oh,
Elis, I hardly know him, he never came near enough to be loved. Always duty and
affairs taking him away, and my mother and I lonely, and then my mother dead…
He was never unkind, always careful of me, but always a long way off. It is a
kind of love, but not like this… not as I love you! It’s no fair exchange…” She
did not say: “Now if he had died…” but it was there stark at the back of her mind,
horrifying her. If they had failed to find him, or found him dead, she would
have wept for him, yes, but her stepmother would not have cared too much where
she chose to marry. What would have mattered most to Sybilla was that her son
should inherit all, and her husband’s daughter be content with a modest dowry.
And so she would have been content, yes, with none. “But it must not be an end!” vowed Elis
fiercely. “Why should we submit to it? I won’t give you up, I can’t, I won’t
part from you.” “Oh, foolish!” she said, her tears gushing
against his cheek, “The escort that brings him home will take you away. There’s
a bargain struck, and no choice but to keep it. You must go, and I must stay,
and that will be the end. Oh, if he need never reach here…” Her own voice
uttering such things terrified her, she buried her lips in the hollow of his
shoulder to smother the unforgivable words. “No, but listen to me, my heart, my dear!
Why should I not go to him and offer for you? Why should he not give me fair
hearing? I’m born princely, I have lands, I’m his equal, why should he refuse
to let me have you? I can endow you well, and there’s no man could ever love
you more.” He had never told her, as he had so light, heartedly told Brother
Cadfael, of the girl in Wales, betrothed to him from childhood. But that
agreement had been made over their heads, by consent of others, and with
patience and goodwill it could be honourably dissolved by the consent of all.
Such a reversal might be a rarity in Gwynedd, but it was not unheard of. He had
done no wrong to Cristina, it was not too late to withdraw. “Sweet fool innocent!” she said, between
laughter and rage. “You do not know him! Every manor he holds is a border
manor, he has had to sweat and fight for them many a time. Can you not see that
after the empress, his enemy is Wales? And he as good a hater as ever was born!
He would as soon marry his daughter to a blind leper in St Giles as to a
Welshman, if he were the prince of Gwynedd himself. Never go near him, you will
but harden him, and he’ll rend you. Oh, trust me, there’s no hope there.” “Yet I will not let you go,” vowed Elis
into the cloud of her pale hair, that stirred and stroked against his face with
a life of its own, in nervous, feathery caresses. “Somehow, somehow, I swear
I’ll keep you, no matter what I must do to hold you, no matter how many I must
fight to clear the way to you. I’ll kill whoever comes between us, my love, my
dear…” “Oh, hush!” she said. “Don’t talk so.
That’s not for you. There must, there must be some way for us…” But she could
see none. They were caught in an inexorable process that would bring Gilbert
Prestcote home, and sweep Elis ap Cynan away. “We have still a little time,” she
whispered, taking heart as best she could. “They said he is not well, he had
wounds barely healed. They’ll be a week or two yet.” “And you’ll still come? You will come?
Every day? How should I bear it if I could no longer see you?” “I’ll come,” she said, “these moments are
my life, too. Who knows, something may yet happen to save us.” “Oh, God, if we could but stop time! If we
could hold back the days, make him take for ever on the journey, and never,
never reach Shrewsbury!” It was ten days before the next word came
from Owain Gwynedd. A runner came in on foot, armed with due authorisation from
Einon ab Ithel, who ranked second only to Owain’s own penteulu, the captain of
his personal guard. The messenger was brought to Hugh in the castle guardroom
early in the afternoon; a border man, with some business dealings into England,
and well acquainted with the language. “My lord, I bring greetings from Owain
Gwynedd through the mouth of his captain, Einon ab Ithel. I am to tell you that
the party lies tonight at Montford, and tomorrow we shall bring you our charge,
the lord Gilbert Prestcote. But there is more. The lord Gilbert is still very
weak from his wounds and hardships, and for most of the way we have carried him
in a litter. All went well enough until this morning, when we had hoped to
reach the town and discharge our task in one day. Because of that, the lord
Gilbert would ride the last miles, and not be carried like a sick man into his
own town.” The Welsh would understand and approve that, and not presume to
deter him. A man’s face is half his armour, and Prestcote would venture any
discomfort or danger to enter Shrewsbury erect in the saddle, a man master of
himself even in captivity. “It was like him and worthy of him,” said
Hugh, but scenting what must follow. “And he tried himself too far. What has
happened?” “Before we had gone a mile he swooned and
fell. Not a heavy fall, but a healed wound in his side has started open again,
and he lost some blood. It may be that there was some manner of fit or seizure,
more than the mere exertion, for when we took him up and tended him he was very
pale and cold. We wrapped him well—Einon ab Ithel swathed him further in his
own cloak—and laid him again in the litter, and have carried him back to
Montford.” “Has he his senses? Has he spoken?” asked
Hugh anxiously. As sound in his wits as any man, once he
opened his eyes, and speaks clearly, my lord. We would keep him at Montford
longer, if need be, but he is set to reach Shrewsbury now, being so near. He
may take more harm, being vexed, than if we carry him here as he wishes, tomorrow.”
So Hugh thought, too, and gnawed his
knuckles a while pondering what was best. “Do you think this setback may be
dangerous to him? Even mortal?” The man shook his head decidedly. “My
lord, though you’ll find him a sick man and much fallen and aged, I think he
needs only rest and time and good care to be his own man again. But it will not
be a quick or an easy return.” “Then it had better be here, where he
desires to be,” Hugh decided, “but hardly in these cold, harsh chambers. I
would take him to my own house, gladly, but the best nursing will surely be at
the abbey, and there you can just as well bear him, and he may be spared being
carried helpless through the town. I will bespeak a bed for him in the
infirmary there, and see his wife and children into the to-do to be near him.
Go back now to Einon ab Ithel with my greetings and thanks, and ask him to
bring his charge straight to the abbey. I will see Brother Edmund and Brother
Cadfael prepared to receive him, and all ready for his rest. At what hour may
we expect your arrival? Abbot Radulfus will wish to have your captains be his
guests before they leave again.” “Before noon,” said the messenger, “we
should reach the abbey.” “Good! Then there shall be places at table
for all, for the midday meal, before you set forth with Elis ap Cynan in
exchange for my sheriff.” Hugh carried the news to the tower
apartments, to Lady Prestcote, who received them with relief and joy, though
tempered with some uneasiness when she heard of her husband’s collapse. She made
haste to collect her son and her maid, and make ready to move to the greater
comfort of the abbey to-do, ready for her lord’s coming, and Hugh conducted
them there and went to confer with the abbot about the morrow’s visit. And if
he noted that one of the party went with them mute and pale, brilliant-eyed as
much with tears as with eagerness, he thought little of it then. The daughter
of the first wife, displaced by the son of the second, might well be the one
who missed her father most, and had worn her courage so threadbare with the
grief of waiting that she could not yet translate her exhaustion into joy. Meantime, there was hum and bustle about
the great court. Abbot Radulfus issued orders, and took measures to furnish his
own table for the entertainment of the representatives of the prince of
Gwynedd. Prior Robert took counsel with the cooks concerning properly lavish
provision for the remainder of the escort, and room enough in the stables to
rest and tend their horses. Brother Edmund made ready the quietest enclosed
chamber in the infirmary, and had warm, light covers brought, and a brazier to
temper the air, while Brother Cadfael reviewed the contents of his workshop
with the broken wound in mind, and the suggestion of something more than a swoon.
The abbey had sometimes entertained much larger parties, even royalty, but this
was the return of a man of their own, and the Welsh who had been courteous and
punctilious in providing him his release and his safe-conduct must be honoured
like princes, as they stood for a prince. In his cell in the castle Elis ap Cynan
lay face, down on his pallet, the heart in his breast as oppressive as a hot
and heavy stone. He had watched her go, but from hiding, unwilling to cause her
the same suffering and despair he felt. Better she should go without a last
reminder, able at least to try to turn all her thoughts towards her father, and
leave her lover out of mind. He had strained his eyes after her to the last,
until she vanished down the ramp from the gatehouse, the silver, gold of her
coiled hair the only brightness in a dull day. She was gone, and the stone that
had taken the place of his heart told him that the most he could hope for now
was a fleeting glimpse of her on the morrow, when they released him from the castle
wards and conducted him down to the abbey, to be handed over to Einon ab Ithel;
for after the morrow, unless a miracle happened, he might never see her again. Chapter Five BROTHER CADFAEL WAS READY WITH BROTHER
EDMUND in the porch of the infirmary to see them ride in, as they did in the
middle of the morning, just after High Mass was ended. Owain’s trusted captain
in the lead with Eliud ap Griffith, very solemn of face, close behind him as
body-squire and two older officers following, and then the litter, carefully
slung between two strong hill ponies, with attendants on foot walking alongside
to steady the ride. The long form in the litter was so cushioned and swathed
that it looked bulky, but the ponies moved smoothly and easily, as if the
weight was very light. Einon ab Ithel was a big, muscular man in
his forties, bearded, with long moustaches and a mane of brown hair. His
clothing and the harness of the fine horse under him spoke his wealth and
importance. Eliud leaped down to take his lord’s bridle, and walked the horse
aside as Hugh Beringar came to greet the arrivals and after him, with welcoming
dignity, Abbot Radulfus himself. There would be a leisurely and ceremonious
meal in the abbot’s lodging for Einon and the elder officers of his party,
together with Lady Prestcote and her daughter and Hugh himself, as was due when
two powers came together in civilised agreement. But the most urgent business
fell to Brother Edmund and his helpers. The litter was unharnessed, and carried at
once into the infirmary, to the room already prepared and warmed for the sick
man’s reception. Edmund closed the door even against Lady Prestcote, who was
blessedly delayed by the civilities, until they should have unwrapped,
unclothed and installed the invalid, and had some idea of his state. They unfastened from the high, close-drawn
collar of the clipped sheepskin cloak that was his outer wrapping, a long pin
with a large, chased gold head, secured by a thin gold chain. Everyone knew
there was gold worked in Gwynedd, probably this came from Einon’s own land, for
certainly this must be his cloak, added to pillow and protect his sacred
charge. Edmund laid it aside, folded, on a low chest beside the bed, the great
pin showing clearly, for fear someone should run his hand on to the point if it
were hidden. Between them they unwound Gilbert Prestcote from the layers in
which he was swathed, and as they handled him his eyes opened languidly, and
his long, gaunt body made some feeble moves to help them. He was much fallen in
flesh, and bore several scars, healed but angry, besides the moist wound in his
flank which had gaped again with his fall. Carefully Cadfael dressed and
covered the place. Even being handled exhausted the sick man. By the time they
had lifted him into the warmed bed and covered him his eyes were again closed.
As yet he had not tried to speak. A marvel how he had ever ridden even a
mile before foundering, thought Cadfael, looking down at the figure stretched
beneath the covers, and the lean, livid face, all sunken blue hollows and
staring, blanched bones. The dark hair of his head and beard was thickly sown
with grey, and lay lank and lifeless. Only his iron spirit, intolerant of any
weakness, most of all his own, had held him up in the saddle, and when even that
failed he was lost indeed. But he drew breath, he had moved to assert
his rights in his own body, however weakly, and again he opened the dulled and
sunken eyes and stared up into Cadfael’s face. His grey lips formed, just
audibly: “My son?” Not: “My wife?” Nor yet: “My daughter?” Cadfael thought with
rueful sympathy, and stooped to assure him: “Young Gilbert is here, safe and
well.” He glanced at Edmund, who signalled back agreement. “I’ll bring him to
you.” Small boys are very resilient, but for all that Cadfael said some words,
both of caution and reassurance, as much for the mother as the child, before he
brought them in and drew aside into a corner to leave them the freedom of the
bedside. Hugh came in with them. Prestcote’s first thought was naturally for
his son, the second, no less naturally, would be for his shire. And his shire,
considering all things, was in very good case to encourage him to live, mend
and mind it again. Sybilla wept, but quietly. The little boy
stared in some wonder at a father hardly recognised, but let himself be drawn
close by a gaunt, cold hand, and stared at hungrily by eyes like firelit
caverns. His mother leaned and whispered to him, and obediently he stooped his
rosy, round face and kissed a bony cheek. He was an accommodating child,
puzzled but willing, and not at all afraid. Prestcote’s eyes ranged beyond, and
found Hugh Beringar. “Rest content,” said Hugh, leaning close
and answering what need not be asked, “your borders are whole and guarded. The
only breach has provided you your ransom, and even there the victory was ours.
And Owain Gwynedd is our ally. What is yours to keep is in good order.” The
dulling glance faded beneath drooping lids, and never reached the girl standing
stark and still in the shadows near the door. Cadfael had observed her, from
his own retired place, and watched the light from brazier and lamp glitter in
the tears flowing freely and mutely down her cheeks. She made no sound at all,
she hardly drew breath. Her wide eyes were fixed on her father’s changed, aged
face, in the most grievous and desperate stare. The sheriff had understood and accepted
what Hugh said. Brow and chin moved slightly in a satisfied nod. His lips
stirred to utter almost clearly: “Good!” And to the boy, awed but curious, hanging
over him: “Good boy! Take care… of your mother…” He heaved a shallow sigh, and
his eyes drooped closed. They held still for some time, watching and listening
to the heave and fall of the covers over his sunken breast and the short, harsh
in and out of his breath, before Brother Edmund stepped softly forward and said
in a cautious whisper: “He’s sleeping. Leave him so, in quiet. There is nothing
better or more needed any man can do for him.” Hugh touched Sybilla’s arm, and
she rose obediently and drew her son up beside her. “You see him well cared
for,” said Hugh gently. “Come to dinner, and let him sleep.” The girl’s eyes
were quite dry, her cheeks pale but calm, when she followed them out to the
great court, and down the length of it to the abbot’s lodging, to be properly
gracious and grateful to the Welsh guests, before they left again for Montford
and Oswestry. Over their midday meal, which was served
before the brothers ate in the refectory, the inhabitants of the infirmary laid
their ageing but inquisitive heads together to make out what was causing the
unwonted stir about their retired domain. The discipline of silence need not be
rigorously observed among the old and sick, and just as well, since they tend
to be incorrigibly garrulous, from want of other active occupation. Brother Rhys, who was bedridden and very
old indeed, but sharp enough in mind and hearing even if his sight was filmed
over, had a bed next to the corridor, and across from the retired room where
some newcomer had been brought during the morning, with unusual to-do and
ceremony. He took pleasure in being the member who knew what was going on.
Among so few pleasures left to him, this was the chief, and not to be lightly
spent. He lay and listened. Those who sat at the table, as once in the
refectory, and could move around the infirmary and sometimes the great court if
the weather was right, nevertheless were often obliged to come to him for
knowledge. “Who should it be,” said Brother Rhys
loftily, “but the sheriff himself, brought back from being a prisoner in
Wales.” “Prestcote?” said Brother Maurice, rearing
his head on its stringy neck like a gander giving notice of battle. “Here? In
our infirmary? Why should they bring him here?” “Because he’s a sick man, what else? He
was wounded in the battle, and in no shape to shift for himself yet, or trouble
any other man. I heard their voices in there—Edmund, Cadfael and Hugh
Beringar—and the lady, too, and the child. It’s Gilbert Prestcote, take my
word.” “There is justice,” said Maurice with sage
satisfaction, and the gleam of vengeance in his eye, “though it be too long
delayed. So Prestcote is brought low, neighbour to the unfortunate. The wrong
done to my line finds a balance at last, I repent that ever I doubted.” They
humoured him, being long used to his obsessions. They murmured variously, most
saying reasonably enough that the shire had not fared badly in Prestcote’s
hands, though some had old grumbles to vent and reservations about sheriffs in
general, even if this one of theirs was not by any means the worst of his kind.
On the whole they wished him well. But Brother Maurice was not to be
reconciled. “There was a wrong done,” he said
implacably, “which even now is not fully set right. Let the false pleader pay
for his offence, I say, to the bitter end.” The stockman Anion, at the end of
the table, said never a word, but kept his eyes lowered to his trencher, his
hip pressed against the crutch he was almost ready to discard, as though he
needed a firm contact with the reality of his situation, and the reassurance of
a weapon to hand in the sudden presence of his enemy. Young Griffri had killed,
yes, but in drink, in hot blood, and in fair fight man against man. He had died
a worse death, turned off more casually than wringing a chicken’s neck. And the
man who had made away with him so lightly lay now barely twenty yards away, and
at the very sound of his name every drop of blood in Anion ran Welsh, and cried
out to him of the sacred duty of galanas, the blood-feud for his brother. Eliud led Einon’s horse and his own down
the great court into the to-do, and the men of the escort followed with their
own mounts, and the shaggy hill ponies that had carried the litter. An easy
journey those two would have on the way back to Montford. Einon ab Ithel, when
representing his prince on a ceremonial occasion, required a squire in
attendance, and Eliud undertook the grooming of the tall bay himself. Very soon
now he would be changing places with Elis, and left to chafe here while his
cousin rode back to his freedom in Wales. In silence he hoisted off the heavy
saddle, lifted aside the elaborate harness, and draped the saddle, cloth over
his arm. The bay tossed his head with pleasure in his freedom, and blew great
misty breaths. Eliud caressed him absently; his mind was not wholly on what he
was doing, and his companions had found him unusually silent and withdrawn all
that day. They eyed him cautiously and let him alone. It was no great surprise
when he suddenly turned and tramped away out of the to-do, back to the open
court. “Gone to see whether there’s any sign of
his cousin yet,” said his neighbour tolerantly, rubbing down one of the shaggy
ponies. “He’s been like a man maimed and out of balance ever since the other
one went off to Lincoln. He can hardly believe it yet that he’ll turn up here
without a scratch on him.” “He should know his Elis better than
that,” grunted the man beside him. “Never yet did that one fall anywhere but on
his feet.” Eliud was away perhaps ten minutes, long enough to have been all the
way to the gatehouse and peered anxiously along the Foregate towards the town,
but he came back in dour silence, laid aside the saddle, cloth he was still
carrying, and went to work without a word or a look aside. “Not come yet?” asked his neighbour with
careful sympathy. “No,” said Eliud shortly, and continued
working vigorously on the bright bay hide. “The castle’s the far side of the town,
they’ll have kept him there until they were sure of our man. They’ll bring him.
He’ll be at dinner with us.” Eliud said nothing. At this hour the monks
themselves were at their meal in the refectory, and the abbot’s guests with him
at his own table in his lodging. It was the quietest hour of the day; even the
comings and goings about the to-do were few at this time of year, though with
the spring the countryside would soon be on the move again. “Never show him so glum a face,” said the
Welshman, grinning, “even if you must be left here in his place. Ten days or
so, and Owain and this young sheriff will be clasping hands on the border, and
you on your way home to join him.” Ehud muttered a vague agreement, and turned
a forbidding shoulder on further talk. He had Einon’s horse stalled and glossy
and watered by the time Brother Denis the hospitaller came to bid them to the
refectory, newly laid and decked for them after the brothers had ended their
repast, and dispersed to enjoy their brief rest before the afternoon’s work
began. The resources of the house were at their disposal, warmed water brought
to the lavatorium for their hands, towels laid out and their table, when they
entered the refectory, graced with more dishes than the brothers had enjoyed.
And there waiting, somewhat in the manner of a nervous host, was Elis ap Cynan,
freshly brushed and spruced for the occasion, and on his most formal behaviour. The awe of the exchange, himself the
unwise cause of it and to some extent already under censure for his unwisdom,
or something else of like weight, had had its effect upon Elis, for he came
with stiff bearing and very sombre face, who was known rather for his hearty
cheerfulness in and out of season. Certainly his eyes shone at the sight of
Eliud entering, and he came with open arms to embrace him, but thereafter
shoved free again. The grip of his hand had some unaccountable tension about
it, and though he sat down to table beside his cousin, the talk over that meal
was general and restrained. It caused some mild wonder among their companions.
There were these two inseparables, together again after long and anxious
separation, and both as mute as blocks, and as pale and grave of face as men
arraigned for their lives. It was very different when the meal was
over, the grace said, and they were free to go forth into the court. Elis
caught his cousin by the arm and hauled him away into the cloister, where they
could take refuge in one of the carrels where no monk was working or studying,
and go to earth there like hunted foxes, shoulder warm for comfort against
shoulder, as when they were children and fled into sanctuary from some detected
misdeed. And now Eliud could recognise his foster-brother as he had always
been, as he always would be, and marvelled fondly what misdemeanour or
misfortune he could have to pour out here, where he had been so loftily on his
dignity. “Oh, Eliud!” blurted Elis, hugging him
afresh in arms which had certainly lost none of their heedless strength. “For
God’s sake, what am I to do? How shall I tell you! I can’t go back! If I do,
I’ve lost all. Oh, Eliud, I must have her! If I lose her I shall die! You
haven’t seen her? Prestcote’s daughter?” “His daughter?” whispered Eliud, utterly
dazed. “There was a lady, with a grown girl and a young boy… I hardly noticed.” “For God’s sake, man, how could you not
notice her? Ivory and roses, and her hair all pale, like spun silver… I love
her!” proclaimed Elis in high fever. “And she is just as fain, I swear it, and
we’ve pledged ourselves. Oh, Eliud, if I go now I shall never have her. If I
leave her now, I’m lost. And he’s an enemy, she warned me, he hates the Welsh.
Never go near him, she said…” Eliud, who had sat stunned and astray, roused
himself to take his friend by the shoulders and shake him furiously until he
fell silent for want of breath, staring astonished. “What are you telling me? You have a girl
here? You love her? You no longer want to make any claim on Cristina? Is that
what you’re saying?” “Were you not listening? Haven’t I told
you?” Elis, unsubdued and unchastened, heaved himself free and grappled in his
turn. “Listen, let me tell you how it fell. What pledge did I myself ever give
Cristina? Is it her fault or mine if we’re tied like tethered cattle? She cares
no more for me than I for her. I’d brother the girl and dance at her wedding,
and kiss her and wish her well heartily. But this… this is another matter! Oh,
Eliud, hush and hear me!” It poured forth like music, the whole story from his
first glimpse of her, the silver maiden at the door, blue-eyed, magical. Plenty
of bards had issued from the stock to which Elis belonged, he had both the gift
of words and the eloquent tune. Eliud sat stricken mute, gaping at him in
blanched astonishment and strange dismay, his hands gripped and wrung in Elis’s
persuading hands. “And I was frantic for you!” he said
softly and slowly, almost to himself. “If I had but known…” “But Eliud, he’s here!” Elis held him by
the arms, peering eagerly into his face. “He is here? You brought him, you must
know. She says, don’t go, but how can I lose this chance? I’m noble, I pledge
the girl my whole heart, all my goods and lands, where will he find a better
match? And she is not spoken for. I can, I must win him, he must listen to me…
why should he not?” He flashed one sweeping glance about the almost vacant
court. “They’re not yet ready, they haven’t called us. Eliud, you know where
he’s laid. I’m going to him! I must, I will! Show me the place!” “He’s in the infirmary.” Eliud was staring
at him with open mouth and wide, shocked eyes. “But you can’t, you mustn’t…
He’s sick and weary, you can’t trouble him now.” “I’ll be gentle, humble, I’ll kneel to
him, I’ll put my life in his hands. The infirmary—which is it? I never was
inside these walls until now. Which door?” He caught Eliud by the arm and
dragged him to the archway that looked out on the court. “Show me, quickly!” “No! Don’t go! Leave him be! For shame, to
rush in on his rest…” “Which door?” Elis shook him fiercely.
“You brought him, you saw!” “There! The building drawn back to the
precinct wall, to the right from the gatehouse. But don’t do it! Surely the girl
knows her father best. Wait, don’t harry him now—an old, sick man!” “You think I’d offer any hardihood to her
father! All I want is to tell him my heart, and that I have her favour. If he
curses me, I’ll bear it. But I must put it to the test. What chance shall I
ever have again?” He made to pull clear, and Eliud held him convulsively, then
as suddenly heaved a great sigh and loosed his hold. “Go, then, try your fortune! I can’t keep
you.” Elis was away, without the least caution or dissembling, out into the
court and straight as an arrow across it to the door of the infirmary. Eliud
stood in shadow to watch him vanish within, and leaned his forehead against the
stone and waited with eyed closed some while before he looked again. The abbot’s guests were just emerging from
the doorway of his lodging. The young man who was now virtually sheriff set off
with the lady and her daughter, to conduct them again to the porch of the
to-do. Einon ab Ithel lingered in talk with the abbot, his two companions,
having less English, waited civilly a pace aside. Very soon he would be
ordering the saddling of the horses, and the ceremonious leave, taking. From the doorway of the infirmary two
figures emerged, Elis first, stiffly erect, and after him one of the brothers.
At the head of the few stone steps the monk halted, and stood to watch Elis
stalk away across the great court, taut with offence, quenched in despair, like
our first forefather expelled from Eden. “He’s sleeping,” he said, coming in
crestfallen. “I couldn’t speak with him, the infirmarer turned me away.” Barely half an hour now, and they would be
on their way back to Montford, there to spend the first night of their journey
into Wales. In the stables Eliud led out Einon’s tall bay, and saddled and
bridled him, before turning his attention to the horse he himself had ridden,
which now Elis must ride in his place, while he lingered here. The brothers had roused themselves after
their customary rest, and were astir about the court again, on their way to
their allotted labours. Some days into March, there was already work to be done
in field and garden, besides the craftsmen who had their workshops in cloister
and scriptorium. Brother Cadfael, crossing at leisure towards the garden and
the herbarium, was accosted suddenly by an Eliud evidently looking about him
for a guide, and pleased to recognise a face he knew. “Brother, if I may trouble you—I’ve been
neglecting my duty, there’s something I had forgotten. My lord Einon left his
cloak wrapping the lord Gilbert in the litter, for an extra covering. Of
sheared sheepskins—you’ll have seen it? I must reclaim it, but I don’t want to
disturb the lord Gilbert. If you will show me the place, and hand it forth to
me…” “Very willingly,” said Cadfael, and led
the way briskly. He eyed the young man covertly as they walked together. That
passionate, intense face was closed and sealed, but trouble showed in his eyes.
He would always be carrying half the weight of that easy fosterbrother of his
who went so light through the world. And a fresh parting imminent, after so
brief a reunion; and that marriage waiting to make parting inevitable and
lifelong. “You’ll know the place,” said Cadfael, “though not the room. He was
deep asleep when we all left him. I hope he is still. Sleep in his own town,
with his family by and his charge in good heart, is all he needs.” “There was no mortal harm, then?” asked
Eliud, low, voiced. “None that time should not cure. And here
we are. Come in with me. I remember the cloak. I saw Brother Edmund fold it
aside on the chest.” The door of the narrow chamber had been left ajar, to
avoid the noise of the iron latch, but it creaked on being opened far enough to
admit entrance. Cadfael slipped through the opening sidewise, and paused to
look attentively at the long, still figure in the bed, but it remained
motionless and oblivious. The brazier made a small, smokeless eye of gold in
the dimness within. Reassured, Cadfael crossed to the chest on which the
clothes lay folded and gathered up the sheepskin cloak. Unquestionably it was
the one Eliud sought, and yet even at this moment Cadfael was oddly aware that
it did not answer exactly to his recollection of it, though he did not stop to
try and identify what was changed about it. He had turned back to the door, where
Eliud hovered half-in, half-out, peering anxiously, when the young man made a
step aside to let him go first into the passage, and knocked over the stool
that stood in the corner. It fell with a loud wooden clap and rolled. Eliud
bent to arrest its flight and snatch it up from the tiled floor and Cadfael,
waving a hand furiously at him for silence, whirled round to see if the noise
had startled the sleeper awake. Not a movement, not a sharp breath, not a
sigh. The long body, scarcely lifting the bedclothes, lay still as before. Too
still. Cadfael went close, and laid a hand to draw down the brychan that
covered the grizzled beard and hid the mouth. The bluish eyelids in their
sunken hollows stared up like carven eyes in a tomb sculpture. The lips were parted
and drawn a little back from clenched teeth, as if in some constant and
customary pain. The gaunt breast did not move at all. No noise could ever again
disturb Gilbert Prestcote’s sleep. “What is it?” whispered Eliud, creeping
close to gaze. Take this,” ordered Cadfael, thrusting the
folded cloak into the boy’s hands. “Come with me to your lord and Hugh
Beringar, and God grant the women are safe indoors.” He need not have been in
immediate anxiety for the women, he saw as he emerged into the open court with
Eliud mute and quivering at his heels. It was chilly out there, and this was
men’s business now the civilities were properly attended to, and Lady Prestcote
had made her farewells and withdrawn with Melicent into the to-do. The Welsh
party were waiting with Hugh in an easy group near the gatehouse, ready to
mount and ride, the horses saddled and tramping the cobbles with small, ringing
sounds. Elis stood docile and dutiful at Einon’s stirrup, though he did not
look overjoyed at being on his way home. His face was overcast like the sky. At
the sound of Cadfael’s rapid steps approaching, and the sight of his face,
every eye turned to fasten on him. “I bring black news,” said Cadfael
bluntly. “My lord, your labour has been wasted, and I doubt your departure must
wait yet a while. We are just come from the infirmary. Gilbert Prestcote is
dead.” Chapter Six THEY WENT WITH HIM, Hugh Beringar and
Einon ab Ithel, jointly responsible here for this exchange of prisoners which
had suddenly slithered away out of their control. They stood beside the bed in
the dim, quiet room, the little lamp a mild yellow eye on one side, the brazier
a clear red one on the other. They gazed and touched, and held a bright, smooth
blade to the mouth and nose, and got no trace of breath. The body was warm and
pliable, no long time dead; but dead indeed. “Wounded and weak, and exhausted with
travelling,” said Hugh wretchedly. “No blame to you, my lord, if he had sunk
too far to climb back again.” “Nevertheless, I had a mission,” said
Einon. “My charge was to bring you one man, and take another back from you in
exchange. This matter is void, and cannot be completed.” “So you did bring him, living, and living
you delivered him over. It is in our hands his death came. There is no bar but
you should take your man and go, according to the agreement. Your part was
done, and done well.” “Not well enough. The man is dead. My
prince does not countenance the exchange of a dead man for one living,” said
Einon haughtily. “I split no hairs, and will have none split in my favour. Nor
will Owain Gwynedd. We have brought you, however innocently, a dead man. I will
not take a live one for him. This exchange cannot go forward. It is null and
void.” Brother Cadfael, though with one ear pricked and aware of these
meticulous exchanges, which were no more than he had foreseen, had taken up the
small lamp, shielding it from draughts with his free hand, and held it close
over the dead face. No very arduous or harsh departure. The man had been deeply
asleep, and very much enfeebled, to slip over a threshold would be all too
easy. Not, however, unless the threshold were greased or had too shaky a
doorstone. This mute and motionless face, growing greyer as he gazed, was a
face familiar to him for some years, fallen and aged though it might be. He
searched it closely, moving the lamp to illumine every plane and every
cavernous hollow. The pitted places had their bluish shadows, but the full
lips, drawn back a little, should not have shown the same livid tint, nor the
pattern of the large, strong teeth within, and the staring nostrils should not
have gaped so wide and shown the same faint bruising. “You will do what seems to you right,”
said Hugh at his back, “but I, for my part, make plain that you are free to
depart in company as you came, and take both your young men with you. Send back
mine, and I consider the terms will have been faithfully observed. Or if Owain
Gwynedd still wants a meeting, so much the better, I will go to him on the
border, wherever he may appoint, and take my hostage from him there.” “Owain will speak his own mind,” said
Einon, “when I have told him what has happened. But without his word I must
leave Elis ap Cynan unredeemed, and take Eliud back with me. The price due for
Elis has not been paid, not to my satisfaction. He stays here.” “I am afraid,” said Cadfael, turning
abruptly from the bed, “Elis will not be the only one constrained to remain
here.” And as they fixed him with two blank and questioning stares: “There is
more here than you know. Hugh said well, there was no mortal harm to him, all
he needed was time, rest and peace of mind, and he would have come back to
himself. An older self before his time, perhaps, but he would have come. This
man did not simply drown in his own weakness and weariness. There was a hand
that held him under.” “You are saying,” said Hugh, after a bleak
silence of dismay and doubt, “that this was murder?” “I am saying so. There are the signs on
him clear.” “Show us,” said Hugh. He showed them, one intent face stooped on
either side to follow the tracing of his finger. “It would not take much
pressure, there would not be anything to be called a struggle. But see what
signs there are. These marks round nose and mouth, faint though they are, are
bruises he had not when we bedded him. His lips are plainly bruised, and if you
look closely you will see the shaping of his teeth in the marks on the upper
lip. A hand was clamped over his face to cut off breath. I doubt if he awoke,
in his deep sleep and low state it would not take long.” Einon looked at the
furnishings of the bed, and asked, low, voiced: “What was used to muffle nose
and mouth, then? These covers?” “There’s no knowing yet. I need better
light and time enough. But as sure as God sees us, the man was murdered.”
Neither of them raised a word to question further. Einon had experience of many
kinds of dying, and Hugh had implicit trust by now in Brother Cadfael’s
judgement. They looked wordlessly at each other for a long, thinking while. “The brother here is right,” said Einon
then. “I cannot take away any of my men who may by the very furthest cast have
any part in this killing. Not until truth is shown openly can they return
home.” “Of all your party,” said Hugh, “you, my
lord, and your two captains are absolutely clear of any slur. You never entered
the infirmary until now, they have not entered it at all, and all three have
been in my company and in the abbot’s company every minute of this visit,
besides the witness of the women. There is no one can keep you, and it is well
you should return to Owain Gwynedd, and let him know what has happened here. In
the hope that truth may out very soon, and set all the guiltless free.” “I will so return, and they with me. But
for the rest…” They were both considering that, recalling how the party had
separated to its several destinations, the abbot’s guests with him to his
lodging, the rest to the stables to tend their horses, and after that to wander
where they would and talk to whom they would until they were called to the refectory
for their dinner. And that half-hour before the meal saw the court almost
empty. “There is not one other among us,” said
Einon, “who could not have entered here. Six men of my own, and Eliud. Unless
some of them were in company with men of this household, or within sight of
such, throughout. That I doubt, but it can be examined.” “There are also all within here to be
considered. Of all of us, surely your Welshmen had the least cause to wish him
dead, having carried and cared for him all this way. It is madness to think it.
Here are the brothers, such wayfarers as they have within the precinct, the lay
servants, myself, though I have been with you the whole while, my men who
brought Elis from the castle… Elis himself…” “He was taken straight to the refectory,”
said Einon. “However, he above all stays here. We had best be about sifting out
any of mine who can be vouched for throughout, and if there are such I will
have them away with me, for the sooner Owain Gwynedd knows of this, the
better.” “And I,” said Hugh ruefully, “must go
break the news to his widow and daughter, and make report to the lord abbot,
and a sorry errand that will be. Murder in his own enclave!” Abbot Radulfus came, grimly composed,
looked long and grievously at the dead face, heard what Cadfael had to tell,
and covered the stark visage with a linen cloth. Prior Robert came, jolted out
of his aristocratic calm, shaking his silver head over the iniquity of the
world and the defilement of holy premises. There would have to be ceremonies of
reconsecration to make all pure again, and that could not be done until truth
was out and justice vindicated. Brother Edmund came, distressed beyond all
measure at such a happening in his province and under his devoted and careful
rule, as though the guilt of it fouled his own hands and set a great black
stain against his soul. It was hard to comfort him. Over and over he lamented
that he had not placed a constant watch by the sheriff’s bed, but how could any
man have known that there would be need? Twice he had looked in, and found all
quiet and still, and left it so. Quietness and stillness, time and rest, these
were what the sick man most required. The door had been left ajar, any brother
passing by could have heard if the sleeper had awakened and wanted for any
small service. “Hush you, now!” said Cadfael sighing.
“Take to yourself no more than your due, and that’s small enough. There’s no
man takes better care of his fellows, as well you know. Keep your balance, for
you and I will have to question all those within here, if they heard or saw
anything amiss.” Einon ab Ithel was gone by then, with only his two captains to
bear him company, his hill ponies on a leading rein, back to Montford for the
night, and then as fast as might be to wherever Owain Gwynedd now kept his
border watch in the north. There was not one of his men could fill up every
moment of his time within here, and bring witnesses to prove it. Here or in the
closer ward of the castle they must stay, until Prestcote’s murderer was found
and named. Hugh, wisely enough, had gone first to the
abbot, and only after speeding the departing Welsh did he go to perform the
worst errand of all. Edmund and Cadfael withdrew from the
bedside when the two women came in haste and tears from the to-do, Sybilla
stumbling blindly on Hugh’s arm. The little boy they had managed to leave in
happy ignorance with Sybilla’s maid. There would be a better time than this to
tell him he was fatherless. Behind him, as he drew the door quietly
to, Cadfael heard the widow break into hard and painful weeping, as quickly
muffled in the coverings of her husband’s bed. From the girl not a sound. She
had walked into the room stiffly, with blanched, icy face and eyes fallen empty
with shock. In the great court the little knot of
Welshmen hung uneasily together, with Hugh’s guards unobtrusive but watchful on
all sides, and in particular between them and the closed wicket in the gate.
Elis and Eliud, struck silent and helpless in this disaster, stood a little
apart, not touching, not looking at each other. Now for the first time Cadfael
could see a family resemblance in them, so tenuous that in normal times it
would never be noticed, while the one went solemn and thoughtful, and the other
as blithe and untroubled as a bird. Now they both wore the same shocked visage,
the one as lost as the other, and they could almost have been twin brothers. They were still standing there waiting to
be disposed of, and shifting miserably from foot to foot in silence, when Hugh
came back across the court with the two women. Sybilla had regained a bleak but
practical control over her tears, and showed more stiffening in her backbone
than Cadfael, for one, had expected. Most likely she had already turned a part
of her mind and energy to the consideration of her new situation, and what it
meant for her son, who was now the lord of six valuable manors, but all of them
in this vulnerable border region. He would need either a very able steward or a
strong and well, disposed step-father. Her lord was dead, his overlord the king
a prisoner; there was no one to force her into an unwelcome match. She was many
years younger than her lost husband, and had a dower of her own, and good
enough looks to make her a fair bargain. She would live, and do well enough. The girl was another matter. Within her
frosty calm a faint fire had begun to burn again, deep sparks lurked in the
quenched eyes. She turned one unreadable glance upon Elis, and then looked
straight before her. Hugh checked for a moment to commit the
Welshmen of the escort to his sergeants, and have them led away to the security
of the castle, with due civility, since all of them might be entirely innocent
of wrong, but into close and vigilant guard. He would have passed on, to see
the women into their apartments before attempting any further probing, but
Melicent suddenly laid a hand upon his arm. “My lord, since Brother Edmund is here,
may I ask him a question, before we leave this in your hands?” She was very
still, but the fire in her was beginning to burn through, and her pallor to
show sharp edges of steel. “Brother Edmund, you best know your own domain, and
I know you watch over it well. There is no blame falls upon you. But tell us,
who, if anyone, entered my father’s chamber after he was left there asleep?” “I was not constantly by,” said Edmund
unhappily. “God forgive me, I never dreamed there could be any need. Anyone
could have gone in to him.” “But you know of one who certainly did go
in?” Sybilla had plucked her step, daughter by the sleeve, distressed and
reproving, but Melicent shook her off without a glance. “And only one?” she
said sharply. “To my knowledge, yes,” agreed Edmund
uncomprehendingly, “but surely no harm. It was shortly before you all returned
from the abbot’s lodging. I had time then to make a round, and I saw the
sheriff’s door opened, and found a young man beside the bed, as though he meant
to disturb his sleep. I could not have that, so I took him by the shoulder and
turned him about, and pointed him out of the room. And he went obediently and
made no protest. There was no word spoken,” said Edmund simply, “and no harm
done. The patient had not awakened.” “No,” said Melicent, her voice shaken at
last out of its wintry calm, “nor never did again, nor never will. Name him,
this one! And Edmund did not even know the boy’s
name, so little had he had to do with him. He indicated Elis with a hesitant
hand. “It was our Welsh prisoner.” Melicent let out a strange, grievous sound
of anger, guilt and pain, and whirled upon Elis. Her marble whiteness had
become incandescent, and the blue of her eyes was like the blinding fire
sunlight strikes from ice. “Yes, you! None but you! None but you went in there.
Oh, God, what have you and I done between us! And I, fool, fool, I never
believed you could mean it, when you told me, many times over, you’d kill for
me, kill whoever stood between us. Oh, God, and I loved you! I may even have
invited you, urged you to the deed. I never understood. Anything, you said, to
keep us together a while longer, anything to prevent your being sent away, back
to Wales. Anything! You said you would kill, and now you have killed, and God
forgive me, I am guilty along with you.” Elis stood facing her, the poor lucky
lad suddenly most unlucky and defenceless as a babe. He stared with dropped jaw
and startled, puzzled, terrified face, struck clean out of words and wits, open
to any stab. He shook his head violently from side to side, as if he could
shake away a nightmare, after the fashion of those clever dreamers who use their
fingers to prise open eyelids beset by unbearable dreams. He could not get out
a word or a sound. “I take back every evidence of love,”
raged Melicent, her voice like a cry of pain. “I hate you, I loathe you… I hate
myself for ever loving you. You have so mistaken me, you have killed my
father.” He wrenched himself out of his stupor then, and made a wild move
towards her. “Melicent! For God’s sake, what are you saying?” She drew back
violently out of his reach. “No, don’t touch me, don’t come near me. Murderer!”
“This shall end,” said Hugh, and took her
by the shoulders and put her into Sybilla’s arms. “Madam, I had thought to
spare you any further distress today, but you see this will not wait. Bring
her! And sergeant, have these two into the gatehouse, where we may be private.
Edmund and Cadfael, go with us, we may well need you.” “Now,” said Hugh, when he had herded them
all, accused, accuser and witnesses, into the anteroom of the gatehouse out of
the cold and out of the public eye, “now let us get to the heart of this.
Brother Edmund, you say you found this man in the sheriff’s chamber, standing
beside his bed. How did you read it? Did you think, by appearances, he had been
long in there? Or that he had but newly come?” “I thought he had but just crept in,” said
Edmund. “He was close to the foot of the bed, a little stooped, looking down as
though he wondered whether he dared wake the sleeper.” “Yet he could have been there longer? He
could have been standing over a man he had smothered, to assure himself it was
thoroughly done?” “It might be interpretable so,” agreed
Edmund very dubiously, “but the thought did not enter my mind. If there had
been anything so sinister in him; would it not have shown? It’s true he started
when I touched him, and looked guilty, but I mean as a boy caught in mischief,
nothing that caused me an ill thought. And he went, when I ordered him, as
biddable as a child.” “Did you look again at the bed, after he
was gone? Can you say if the sheriff was still breathing then? And the coverings
of the bed, were they disarranged?” “All was smooth and quiet as when we left
him sleeping. But I did not look more closely,” said Edmund sadly. “I wish to
God I had.” “You knew of no cause, and his best cure
was to be let alone to sleep. One more thing—had Elis anything in his hands?” “No, nothing. Nor had he on the cloak he
has on his arm now.” It was of a dark red cloth, smooth, surfaced and
close-woven. “Very well. And you have no knowledge of
any other who may have made his way into the room?” “No knowledge, no. But at any time entry
was possible. There may well have been others.” Melicent said with deadly bitterness: “One
was enough! And that one we do know.” She shook Sybilla’s hand from her arm,
refusing any restraint but her own. “My lord Beringar, hear me speak. I say
again, he has killed my father. I will not go back from that.” “Have your say,” said Hugh shortly. “My lord, you must know that this Elis and
I learned to know each other in your castle where he was prisoner, but with the
run of the wards on his parole, and I was with my mother and brother in my
father’s apartments waiting for news of him. We came to see and touch—my bitter
regret that I am forced to say it, we loved. It was not our fault, it happened
to us, we had no choice. We came to extreme dread that when my father came home
we must be parted, for then Elis must leave in his place. And you, my lord, who
best knew my father, know that he would never countenance a match with a
Welshman. Many a time we talked of it, many a time we despaired. And he said—I
swear he said so, he dare not deny it!—he said he would kill for me if need be,
kill any man who stood between us. Anything, he said, to hold us together, even
murder. In love men say wild things. I never thought of harm, and yet I am to
blame, for I was as desperate for love as he. And now he has done what he
threatened, for he has surely killed my father.” Elis got his breath, coming out of his
stunned wretchedness with a heave that almost lifted him out of his boots. “I did
not! I swear to you I never laid hand on him, never spoke word to him. I would
not for any gain have hurt your father, even though he barred you from me. I
would have reached you somehow, there would have been a way… You do me terrible
wrong!” “But you did go to the room where he lay?”
Hugh reminded him equably. “Why?” “To make myself known to him, to plead my
cause with him, what else? It was the only present hope I had, I could not let
it slip through my fingers. I wanted to tell him that I love Melicent, that I
am a man of lands and honour, and desire nothing better than to serve her with
all my goods and gear. He might have listened! I knew, she had told me, that he
was sworn enemy to the Welsh, I knew it was a poor hope, but it was all the
hope I had. But I never got the chance to speak. He was deep asleep, and before
I ventured to disturb him the good brother came and banished me. This is the
truth, and I will swear to it on the altar.” “It is truth!” Eliud spoke up vehemently
for his friend. He stood close, since Elis had refused a seat, his shoulder
against Elis’s shoulder for comfort and assurance. He was as pale as if the
accusation had been made against him, and his voice was husky and low. “He was
with me in the cloister, he told me of his love, and said he would go to the
lord Gilbert and speak to him man to man. I thought it unwise, but he would go.
It was not many minutes before I saw him come forth, and Brother Infirmarer
making sure he departed. And there was no manner of stealth in his dealings,”
insisted Ehud stoutly, “for he crossed the court straight and fast, not caring
who might see him go in.” “That may well be true,” agreed Hugh
thoughtfully, “but for all that, even if he went in with no ill intent, and no
great hope, once he stood there by the bedside it might come into his mind how
easy, and how final, to remove the obstacle—a man sleeping and already very
low.” “He never would!” cried Eliud. “His is no
such mind.” “I did not,” said Elis, and looked
helplessly at Melicent, who stared back at him stonily and gave him no aid.
“For God’s sake, believe me! I think I could not have touched or roused him,
even if there had been no one to send me away. To see a fine, strong man
so—quite defenceless…” “Yet no one entered there but you,” she said
mercilessly. “That cannot be proved!” flashed Eliud.
“Brother Infirmarer has said that the way was open, anyone might have gone in.” “Nor can it be proved that anyone did,”
she said with aching bitterness. “But I think it can,” said Brother
Cadfael. He had all eyes on him in an instant. All
this time some morsel of his memory had been worrying at the flaw he could not
quite identify. He had picked up the folded sheepskin cloak from the chest,
where he had watched Edmund lay it, and there had been something different
about it, though he could not think what it could be. And then the encounter
with death had driven the matter to the back of his mind, but it had lodged
there ever since, like chaff in the throat after eating porridge. And suddenly
he had it. The cloak was gone now, gone with Einon ab Ithel back to Wales, but
Edmund was there to confirm what he had to say. And so was Eliud, who would
know his lord’s belongings. “When we disrobed and bedded Gilbert
Prestcote,” he said, “the cloak that wrapped him, which belonged to Einon ab
Ithel, was folded and laid by, Brother Edmund will remember it, in such case as
to leave plain to be seen in the collar a great gold pin that fastened it. When
Eliud, here, came to ask me to show him the room and hand out his lord’s cloak
to him and I did so, the cloak was folded as before, but the pin was gone.
Small wonder if we forgot the matter, seeing what else we found. But I knew
there was something I should have noted, and now I have recalled what it was.” “It is truth!” cried Eliud, his face
brightening eagerly. “I never thought! And I have let my lord go without it,
never a word said. I fastened the collar of the cloak with it myself, when we
laid him in the litter, for the wind blew cold. But with this upset, I never
thought to look for it again. Here is Elis and has never been out of men’s
sight since he came from the infirmary—ask all here! If he took it, he has it
on him still. And if he has it not, then someone else has been in there before
him and taken it. My foster-brother is no thief and no murderer—but if you
doubt, you have your remedy.” “What Cadfael says is truth,” said Edmund.
“The pin was there plain to be seen. If it is gone, then someone went in and
took it.” Elis had caught the fierce glow of hope, in spite of the unchanging
bitterness and grief of Melicent’s face. “Strip me!” he demanded, glittering.
“Search my body! I won’t endure to be thought thief and murderer both.” In justice to him, rather than having any
real doubts in the matter, Hugh took him at his word, but allowed only Cadfael
and Edmund to be witnesses with him in the borrowed cell where Elis, with
sweeping, arrogant, hurt gestures, tore off his clothes and let them fall about
him, until he stood naked with braced feet astride and arms outspread, and
dragged disdainful fingers painfully through his thick thatch of curls and
shook his head violently to show there was nothing made away there. Now that he
was safe from the broken, embittered stare of Melicent’s eyes the tears he had
defied came treacherously into his own, and he blinked and shook them proudly
away. Hugh let him cool gradually and in
considerate silence. “Are you content?” the boy demanded
stiffly, when he had his voice well in rein. “Are you?” said Hugh, and smiled. There was a brief, almost consoling
silence. Then Hugh said mildly: “Cover yourself, then. Take your time.” And
while Elis was dressing, with hands that shook now in reaction: “You do
understand that I must hold you in close guard, you and your foster-brother and
the others alike. As at this moment, you are no more in suspicion than many who
belong here within the pale, and will not be let out of it until I know to the
last moment where they spent this morn and noon. This is no more than a
beginning, and you but one of many.” “I do understand,” said Elis and wavered,
hesitant to ask a favour. “Need I be separated from Eliud?” “You shall have Eliud,” said Hugh. When they went out again to those who
still waited in the anteroom the two women were on their feet, and plainly
longing to withdraw. Sybilla had but half her mind here in support of her step,
daughter, the better half was with her son; and if she had been a faithful and
dutiful wife to her older husband and mourned him truly now after her fashion,
love was much too large a word for what she had felt for him and barely large
enough for what she felt for the boy he had given her. Sybilla’s thoughts were
with the future, not the past. “My lord,” she said, “you know where we
may be found for the days to come. Let me take my daughter away now, we have
things which must be done.” “At your pleasure, madam,” said Hugh. “You
shall not be troubled more than is needful.” And he added only: “But you should
know that the matter of this missing pin remains. There has been more than one
intruder into your husband’s privacy. Bear it in mind.” “Very gladly I leave it all in your
hands,” said Sybilla fervently. And forth she went, her hand imperative at
Melicent’s elbow. They passed close by Elis in the doorway, and his starving stare
fastened on the girl’s face. She passed him by without a glance, she even drew
aside her skirts for fear they should brush him in departing. He was too young,
too open, too simple to understand that more than half the hatred and revulsion
she felt for him belonged rather to herself, and her dread that she had gone
far towards desiring the death she now so desperately repented. Chapter Seven IN THE DEATH CHAMBER, with the door closed
fast, Hugh Beringar and Brother Cadfael stood beside Gilbert Prestcote’s body
and turned back the brychan and sheet to the sunken breast. They had brought in
lamps to set close where they would burn steadily and cast a strong light on
the dead face. Cadfael took the small saucer lamp in his hand and moved it
slowly across the bruised mouth and nostrils and the grizzled beard, to catch
every angle of vision and pick out every mote of dust or thread. “No matter how feeble, no matter how deep
asleep, a man will fight as best as he can for his breath, and whatever is
clamped over his face, unless so hard and smooth it lacks any surface pile, he
will inhale. And so did this one.” The dilated nostrils had fine hairs within,
a trap for tiny particles of thread. “Do you see colour there?” In an almost
imperceptible current of air a gossamer wisp quivered, taking the light.
“Blue,” said Hugh, peering close, and his breath caused the cobweb strand to
dance. “Blue is a difficult and expensive dye. And there’s no such tint in
these brychans.” “Let’s have it forth,” said Cadfael, and
advanced his small tweezers, used for extracting thorns and splinters from
unwary labouring fingers, to capture a filament almost too delicate to be seen.
There was more of it, however, when it emerged, two or three fine strands that
had the springy life of wool. “Hold your breath,” said Cadfael, “till I
have this safe under a lid from being blown away.” He had brought one of the
containers in which he stored his tablets and lozenges when he had moulded and
dried them, a little polished wooden box, almost black in colour, and against
the glossy dark surface the shred of wool shone brightly, a full, clear blue.
He shut the lid upon it carefully, and probed again with the tweezers. Hugh
shifted the lamp to cast its light at a new angle, and there was a brief gleam
of red, the soft, pale red of late summer roses past their prime. It winked and
vanished. Hugh moved the light to find it again. Barely two frail, curling
filaments of the many that must have made up this wool that had woven the
cloth, but wool carries colour bravely. “Blue and rose. Both precious colours, not
for the furnishings of a bed.” Cadfael captured the elusive thing after two or
three casts, and imprisoned it with the blue. The light, carefully deployed,
found no more such traces in the stretched nostrils. “Well, he also wore a
beard. Let us see!” There was a clear thread of the blue fluttering in the
greying beard. Cadfael extracted it, and carefully combed the grizzled strands
out into order to search for more. When he shook and stroked out the dust and
hairs from the comb into his box, two or three points of light glimmered and
vanished, like motes of dust lit by the sun. He tilted the box from side to
side to recover them, for they were invisible once dimmed, and one single gold
spark rewarded him. He found what he sought caught between the clenched teeth.
One strand had frayed from age or use, and the spasm of death had bitten and
held it. He drew it forth and held it to the light in his tweezers. A first
finger-joint long, brittle and bright, glinting in the lamplight, the gold
thread that had shed those invisible, scintillating particles. “Expensive indeed!” said Cadfael, shutting
it carefully into his box. “A princely death, to be smothered under cloth of
fine wool embroidered with thread of gold. Tapestry? Altar-cloth? A lady’s
brocaded gown? A piece from a worn vestment? Certainly nothing here within the
infirmary, Hugh. Whatever it may have been, some man brought it with him.” “So it would seem,” agreed Hugh, brooding. They found nothing more, but what they had
found was puzzling enough. “So where is the cloth that smothered
him?” wondered Cadfael, fretting. And where is the gold pin that fastened Einon
ab Ithel’s cloak?” “Search for the cloth,” said Hugh, “since
it has a richness that could well be found somewhere within the abbey walls.
And I will search for the pin. I have six Welshmen of the escort and Eliud yet
to question and strip, and if that fails, we’ll burrow our way through the
entire enclave as best we can. If they are here, we’ll find them.” They searched, Cadfael for a cloth, any
cloth which could show the rich colours and the gold thread he was seeking,
Hugh for the gold pin. With the abbot’s leave and the assistance of Prior
Robert, who had the most comprehensive knowledge of the riches of the house and
demonstrated its treasures with pride, Cadfael examined every hanging, tapestry
and altar-cloth the abbey possessed, but none of them matched the quivering
fragments he brought to the comparison. Shades of colour are exact and
consistent. This rose and this blue had no companions here. Hugh, for his part, thoroughly searched
the clothing and harness of all the Welshmen made prisoners by this death, and
Prior Robert, though with disapproval, sanctioned the extension of the search
into the cells of the brothers and novices, and even the possessions of the
boys, for children may be tempted by a bright thing, without realising the
gravity of what they do. But nowhere did they find any trace of the old and
massive pin that had held the collar of Einon’s cloak close to keep the cold
away from Gilbert Prestcote on his journey. The day was spent by then and the evening
coming on, but after Vespers and supper Cadfael returned to the quest. The
inhabitants of the infirmary were quite willing to talk; they had not often so
meaty a subject on which to debate. Yet neither Cadfael nor Edmund got much
information out of them. Whatever had happened had happened during the
half-hour or more when the brothers were at dinner in the refectory, and at
that time the infirmary, already fed, was habitually asleep. There was one,
however, who, being bedridden, slept a great deal at odd times, and was well
able to remain wakeful if something more interesting than usual was going on. “As for seeing,” said Brother Rhys
ruefully, “I’m as little profit to you, brother, as I am to myself. I know if
another inmate passes by me and I know which of them it is, and I know light
from dark, but little more. But my ears, I dare swear, have grown sharper as my
eyes have grown dimmer. I heard the door of the chamber opposite, where the
sheriff lay, open twice, now you ask me to cudgel my memory. You know it
creaks, opening. Closing, it’s silent.” “So someone entered there or at least
opened the door. What more did you hear? Did anyone speak?” “No, but I heard a stick tapping—very
lightly—and then the door creaked. I reckoned it must be Brother Wilfred, who
helps here when he’s needed, for he’s the only brother who walks with a stick,
being lame from a young man.” “Did he go in?” “That you may better ask him, for I can’t
tell you. All was quiet a while, and then I heard him tap away along the
passage to the outer door. He may only have pushed the door open to look and
listen if all was well in there.” “He must have drawn the door to again
after him,” said Cadfael, “or you would not have heard it creak again the
second time. When was it Brother Wilfred paid his visit?” But Rhys was vague
about time. He shook his head and pondered. “I did drowse for a while after my
dinner. How should I know for how long? But they must have been still in the
refectory some time after that, for it wasn’t until later that Brother Edmund
came back.” “And the second time?” “That must have been some while later, it
might be as much as a quarter, hour. The door creaked again. He had a light
step, whoever came, I just caught the fall of his foot on the threshold, and
then nothing. The door making no sound, drawn to, I don’t know how long he was
within there, but I fancy he did go in. Brother Wilfred might have a proper
call to peer inside to see all was well, but this other one had none.” “How long was he within there? How long
could he have been? Did you hear him leave?” “I was in a doze again,” admitted Rhys
regretfully. “I can’t tell you. And he did tread very soft, a young man’s
tread.” So the second could have been Elis, for there had been no word spoken
when Edmund followed him in and expelled him, and Edmund from long sojourning
among the sick trod as silently as a cat. Or it might have been someone else,
someone unknown, coming and going undisturbed and deadly, before ever Elis
intruded with his avowedly harmless errand. Meantime, he could at least find out if
Brother Wilfred had indeed been left here to keep watch, for Cadfael had not
numbered the brothers in the refectory at dinner, or noticed who was present
and who absent. He had another thought. “Did anyone from within here leave this
room during all that time? Brother Maurice, for one, seldom sleeps much during
the day, and when others are sleeping he may well be restless, wanting
company.” “None of them passed by me to the door
while I was waking,” said Rhys positively. “And I was not so deep asleep but I
think I should have awakened if they had.” Which might very well be true, yet
could not be taken for granted. But of what he had heard he was quite certain.
Twice the door had creaked open wide enough to let somebody in. Brother Maurice had spoken up for himself
without even being asked, as soon as the sheriff’s death was mentioned, as
daily it would be now until the truth was known and the sensation allowed to
fade away into oblivion. Brother Edmund reported it to Cadfael after Compline,
in the half-hour of repose before bed. “I had prayers said for his soul, and told
them tomorrow we should say a Mass for him—an honourable officer who died here
among us and had been a good patron of our house. Up stands Maurice and says
outright that he will faithfully put up prayers for the man’s salvation, for
now at last his debts are fully paid, and divine justice has been done. I asked
him by whose hand, seeing he knew so much,” said Edmund with uncharacteristic
bitterness, but even more resignation, “and he reproved me for doubting that
the hand was God’s. Sometimes I question whether his ailment of the mind is
misfortune or cunning. But try to pin him down and he’ll slip through your
fingers every time. He is certainly very content with this death. God forgive
us all our backslidings and namely those into which we fall unwitting.” “Amen!” said Cadfael fervently. “And he’s
a strong, able man, and always in the right, even if it came to murder. But
where would he lay hands on such a cloth as I have in mind?” He remembered to
ask: “Did you leave Brother Wilfred to keep a close eye on things here, when
you went to dinner in the refectory?” “I wish I had,” owned Edmund sadly. “There
might have been no such evil then. No, Wilfred was at dinner with us, did you
never see him? I wish I had set a watch, with all my heart. But that’s
hindsight. Who was ever to suppose that murder would walk in and let loose
chaos on us? There was nothing to give me warning.” “Nothing,” agreed Cadfael and brooded,
considering. “So Wilfred is out of the reckoning. Who else among us walks with
a stick? None that I know of.” “There’s Anion is still on a crutch,” said
Edmund, “though he’s about ready to discard it. He rather flies with it now
than hobbles, but for the moment it’s grown a habit with him, after so stubborn
a break. Why, are you looking for a man with a prop?” Now there, thought Cadfael, going wearily
to his bed at last, is a strange thing. Brother Rhys, hearing a stick tapping,
looks for the source of it only among the brothers; and I, making my way round
the infirmary, never give a thought to any but those who are brothers, and am
likely to be blind and deaf to what any other may be up to even in my presence.
For it had only now dawned on him that when he and Brother Edmund entered the
long room, already settling for the evening, one younger and more active soul
had risen from the corner where he sat and gone quietly out by the door to the
chapel, the leather, shod tip of his crutch so light upon the stones that it
seemed he hardly needed it, and could only have taken it away with him, as
Edmund said, out of habit or in order to remove it from notice. Well, Anion would have to wait until
tomorrow. It was too late to trouble the repose of the ageing sick tonight. In a cell of the castle, behind a locked
door, Elis and Eliud shared a bed no harder than many they had shared before
and slept like twin babes, without a care in the world. They had care enough
now. Elis lay on his face, sure that his life was ended, that he would never
love again, that nothing was left to him, even if he escaped this coil alive,
but to go on Crusade or take the tonsure or undergo some barefoot pilgrimage to
the Holy Land from which he would certainly never return. And Eliud lay patient
and agonising at his back, with an arm wreathed over the rigid, rejecting
shoulders, fetching up comfort from where he himself had none. This cousin,
brother of his was far too vehemently alive to die for love, or to succumb for
grief because he was accused of an infamy he had not committed. But his pain,
however curable, was extreme while it lasted. “She never loved me,” lamented Elis, tense
and quivering under the embracing arm. “If she had, she would have trusted me,
she would have known me better. If ever she’d loved me, how could she believe I
would do murder?” As indignantly as if he had never in his transports sworn
that he would! That or anything. “She’s shocked to the heart for her
father,” pleaded Eliud stoutly. “How can you ask her to be fair to you? Only
wait, give her time. If she loved you, then still she does. Poor girl, she
can’t choose. It’s for her you should be sorry. She takes this death to her own
account, have you not told me? You’ve done no wrong and so it will be proved.” “No, I’ve lost her, she’ll never let me
near her again, never believe a word I say.” “She will, for it will be proven you’re
blameless. I swear to you it will! Truth will come out, it must, it will.” “If I don’t win her back,” Elis vowed,
muffled in his cradling arms, “I shall die!” “You won’t die, you won’t fail to win her
back,” promised Eliud in desperation. “Hush, hush and sleep!” He reached out a
hand and snuffed out the failing flame of their tiny lamp. He knew the tensions
and releases of this body he had slept beside from childhood, and knew that
sleep was already a weight on Elis’s smarting eyelids. There are those who come
brand-new into the new day and have to rediscover their griefs. Eliud was no
such person. He nursed his griefs, unsleeping, into the small hours, with the
chief of them fathoms deep under his protecting arm. Chapter Eight ANION THE CATTLE MAN, for want of calf or
lamb to keep his hand in within the abbey enclave, had taken to spending much
of his time in the stables, where at least there was horseflesh to be tended
and enjoyed. Very soon now he would be fit to be sent back to the grange where
he served, but he could not go until Brother Edmund discharged him. He had a
gifted hand with animals, and the grooms were on familiar and friendly terms
with him. Brother Cadfael approached him somewhat
sidelong, unwilling to startle or dismay him too soon. It was not difficult.
Horses and mules had their sicknesses and injuries, as surely as men, and
called frequently for remedies from Cadfael’s store. One of the ponies the lay
servants used as pack, horses had fallen lame and was in need of Cadfael’s
rubbing oils to treat the strain, and he brought the flask himself to the
to-do, as good as certain he would find Anion there. It was easy enough to
entice the practised stockman into taking over the massage, and to linger to
watch and admire as he worked his thick but agile fingers into the painful
muscles. The pony stood like a statue for him, utterly trusting. That in itself
had something eloquent to say. “You spend less and less time in the
infirmary now,” said Cadfael, studying the dour, dark profile under the fall of
straight black hair. “Very soon we shall be losing you at this rate. You’re as
fast on a crutch as many of us are with two sturdy legs that never suffered a
break. I fancy you could throw the prop away anytime you pleased.” “I’m told to wait,” said Anion shortly.
“Here I do what I’m told. It’s some men’s fate in life, brother, to take
orders.” “Then you’ll be glad to be back with your
cattle again, where they do obedience to you for a change.” “I tend and care for them and mean them
well,” said Anion, “and they know it.” “So does Edmund to you, and you know it.”
Cadfael sat down on a saddle beside the stooping man, to come down to his level
and view him on equal terms. Anion made no demur, it might even have been the
faint shadow of a smile that touched his firmly-closed mouth. Not at all an
ill, looking man, and surely no more than twenty-seven or twenty-eight years
old. “You know the thing that happened there in the infirmary,” said Cadfael.
“You may well have been the most active man in there that dinner time. Though I
doubt if you stayed long after you’d eaten. You’re over-young to be shut in
there with the ailing old. I’ve asked them all, did they hear or see any man go
in there, by stealth or any other way, but they slept after they’d eaten.
That’s for the aged, not for you. You’d be up and about while they drowsed.” “I left them snoring,” said Anion, turning
the full stare of his deep, set eyes on Cadfael. He reached for a rag to wipe
his hands, and rose nimbly enough, the still troublesome leg drawn up after
him. “Before we were all out of the refectory?
And the Welsh lads led in to their repast?” “While it was all quiet. I reckon you
brothers were in the middle of your meal. Why?” demanded Anion pointblank. “Because you might be a good witness, what
else? Do you know of anyone who made his way into the infirmary about that time
that you left it? Did you see or hear aught to give you pause? Any man lurking
who should not have been there? The sheriff had his enemies,” said Cadfael
firmly, “like the rest of us mortals, and one of them deadly. Whatever he owed
is paid now, or shortly to pay. God send none of us may take with him a worse
account.” “Amen!” said Anion. “When I came forth
from the infirmary, brother, I met no man, I saw no man, friend or enemy, anywhere
near that door.” “Where were you bound? Down here to view
the Welsh horses? If so,” explained Cadfael easily, warding off the sharp
glance Anion gave him, “you’d be a witness if any of those lads went off and
left his fellows about that time.” Anion shrugged that off disdainfully. “I
never came near the stables, not then. I went through the garden and down to
the brook. With a west wind it smells of the hills down there,” said Anion. “I
grow sick of the shut-in smell of tired old men, and their talk that goes round
and round.” “Like mine!” said Cadfael tolerantly, and
rose from the saddle. His eye lingered upon the crutch that was laid carelessly
aside against the open door of a stall, a good fifty paces from where its owner
was working. “Yes, I see you’re about ready to throw it away. You were still
using it yesterday, though, unless Brother Rhys was mistaken. He heard you tap
your way out for your walk in the garden, or thought he did.” “He well might,” said Anion, and shook
back his shaggy black mane from his round brown forehead. “It’s habit with me,
after so long, even after the need’s gone. But when there’s a beast to see to,
I forget, and leave it behind me in corners.” He turned deliberately, laid an
arm over the pony’s neck, and led him slowly round on the cobbles, to mark his
gait. And that was the end of the colloquy. Brother Cadfael was fully occupied with
his proper duties all that day, but that did not prevent him from giving a
great deal of thought to the matter of Gilbert Prestcote’s death. The sheriff
had long ago requested space for his tomb in the abbey church of which he had
been a steady patron and benefactor, and the next day was to see him laid to
rest there. But the manner of his death would not allow any rest to those who
were left behind him. From his distracted family to the unlucky Welsh suspects
and prisoners in the castle, there was no one who did not find his own life
disrupted and changed by this death. The news was surely making its way about
the countryside by this time, from village to village and assart to manor round
the shire, and no doubt men and women in the streets of Shrewsbury were busily
allotting the blame to this one and that one, with Elis ap Cynan their
favourite villain. But they had not seen the minute, bright fragments Cadfael
nursed in his little box, or hunted in vain through the precinct for any cloth
that could show the identical tints and the twisted gold thread. They knew
nothing about the massive gold pin that had vanished from Gilbert’s death-chamber
and could not be found within the pale. Cadfael had caught glimpses of Lady
Prestcote about the court, moving between the to-do and the church, where her
husband lay in the mortuary chapel, swathed for his burial. But the girl had
not once shown her face. Gilbert the younger, a little bewildered but oblivious
of misfortune, played with the child oblates and the two young pupils, and was
tenderly shepherded by Brother Paul, the master of the children. At seven years
old he viewed with untroubled tolerance the eccentricities of grown-up people,
and could make himself at home wherever his mother unaccountably conveyed him.
As soon as his father was buried she would certainly take him away from here,
to her favourite among her husband’s manors, where his life would resume its
placid progress untroubled by bereavement. A few close acquaintances of the sheriff
had begun to arrive and take up residence ready for the morrow. Cadfael
lingered to watch them, and fit noble names to the sombre faces. He was thus
occupied, on his way to the herbarium, when he observed one unexpected but
welcome face entering. Sister Magdalen, on foot and alone, stepped briskly
through the wicket, and looked about her for the nearest known face. To judge
by her brightening eye and prompt advance, she was pleased that it should be
Cadfael’s. “Well, well!” said Cadfael, going to meet
her with equal pleasure. “We had no thought of seeing you again so soon. Is all
well in your forest? No more raiders?” “Not so far,” said Sister Magdalen cautiously,
“but I would not say they might not try again, if ever they see Hugh Beringar
looking the other way. It must have gone much against the grain with Madog ap
Meredith to be bested by a handful of foresters and cottars, he may well want
his revenge when he feels it safe to bid for it. But the forest men are keeping
a good watch. It’s not we who are in turmoil now, it seems. What’s this I’ve
been hearing in the town? Gilbert Prestcote dead, and that Welsh youngster I
sent you blamed for the deed?” “You’ve been in the town, then? And no
stout escort with you this time?” “Two,” she said, “but I’ve left them up in
the Wyle, where we shall lie overnight. If it’s true the sheriff is to be
buried tomorrow I must stay to do him honour among the rest. I’d no thought of
such a thing when we set out this morning. I came on quite different business.
There’s a reat-niece of Mother Mariana, daughter to a cloth-merchant here in
Shrewsbury, who’s coming to take the veil among us. A plain child, none too
bright, but willing, and knows she has small hopes of a pleasing marriage.
Better with us than sold off like an unpromising heifer to the first that makes
a grudging offer for her. I’ve left my men and horses in their yard, where I
heard tell of what had happened here. Better to get the tale straight, there
are any number of versions up there in the streets.” “If you have an hour to spare,” said
Cadfael heartily, “come and share a flask of wine of my own making in the
herb-garden, and I’ll tell you the whole truth of it, so far as any man knows
what’s truth. Who knows, you may find a pattern in it that I have failed to
find.” In the wood—scented dimness of the
workshop in the herbarium he told her, at leisure and in detail, everything he
knew or had gathered concerning the death of Gilbert Prestcote, everything he
had observed or thought concerning Elis ap Cynan. She listened, seated with
spread knees and erect back on the bench against the wall, with her cup nursed
in both hands to warm it, for the wine was red and full. She no longer exerted
herself to be graceful, if ever she had, but her composed heaviness had its own
impressive grace. “I would not say but that boy might kill,”
she said at the end of it. “They act before they think and regret only too
late. But I don’t think he would kill his girl’s father. Very easy, you say,
and I believe it, to ease the man out of the world, so that even one not given
to murder might do it before ever he realised. Yes, but those a man kills
easily are commonly strangers to him. Hardly people at all. But this one would
be armoured in identity—her father, no less, the man that begot her. And yet,”
she owned, shaking her head, “I may be wrong about him. He may be the one of
his kind who does what his kind does not do. There is always one.” “The girl believes absolutely that he is
guilty,” said Cadfael thoughtfully, “perhaps because she is all too well aware
of what she feels to be her own guilt. The sire returns and the lovers are to
be torn apart—no great step to dream of his failure to return, and only one
more leap to see death as the final and total cause of that failure. But dreams
they surely were, never truly even wished. The boy is on firmer ground when he
swears he went to try and win her father to look kindly on his suit. “For if ever I saw a lad sunlit and buoyed
up with hope by nature, Elis is the one.” “And this girl?” wondered Sister Magdalen,
twirling her wine, cup between nursing palms. “If they’re of an age, then she
must be the more mature by some years. So it goes! Is it anyway possible that
she…?” “No,” said Cadfael with certainty. “She
was with the lady, and Hugh, and the Welsh princelings, throughout. I know she
left her father living, and never came near him again until he was dead, and
then in Hugh’s company. No, she torments herself vainly. If you had her in your
hands,” said Cadfael with conviction, “you would soon find her out for the
simple, green child she is.” Sister Magdalen was in the act of saying
philosophically: “I’m hardly likely to get the chance,” when the tap on the
door came. So light and tentative a sound, and yet so staunchly repeated, they
fell silent and still to make sure of it. Cadfael rose to open it and peer out
through the narrowest possible chink, convinced there was no one there; and
there she stood, her hand raised to knock again, pallid, wretched and resolute,
half a head taller than he, the simple, green child of his description, with a
steely core of Norman nobility forcing her to transcend herself. Hastily he
flung the door wide. “Come within from the cold. How can I serve you?” “The porter told me,” said Melicent, “that
the sister from Godric’s Ford came a while ago, and might be here wanting
remedies from your store. I should like to speak with her.” “Sister Magdalen is here,” said Cadfael.
“Come, sit with her by the brazier, and I’ll leave you to talk with her in
private.” She came in half afraid, as though this small, unfamiliar place held
daunting secrets. She stepped with fastidious delicacy, almost inch by inch,
and yet with that determination in her that would not let her turn back. She
looked at Sister Magdalen eye to eye, fascinated, doubtless having heard her
history both ancient and recent, and found some difficulty in reconciling the
two. “Sister,” said Melicent, going arrow, straight
to the point, “when you go back to Godric’s Ford, will you take me with you?”
Cadfael, as good as his word, withdrew softly and with alacrity, drawing the
door to after him, but not so quickly that he did not hear Sister Magdalen
reply simply and practically: “Why?” She never did or said quite what was
expected of her, and it was a good question. It left Melicent in the delusion
that this formidable woman knew little or nothing about her, and necessitated
the entire retelling of the disastrous story, and in the retelling it might
fall into truer proportion, and allow the girl to reconsider her situation with
somewhat less desperate urgency. So, at any rate, Brother Cadfael hoped, as he
trotted away through the garden to go and spend a pleasant half-hour with
Brother Anselm, the precentor, in his carrel in the cloister, where he would
certainly be compiling the sequence of music for the burial of Gilbert
Prestcote. “I intend,” said Melicent, rather grandly
because of the jolt the blunt question had given her, “to take the veil, and I
would like it to be among the Benedictine sisters of Polesworth.” “Sit down here beside me,” said Sister
Magdalen comfortably, “and tell me what has turned you to this withdrawal, and
whether your family are in your confidence and approve your choice. You are
very young, and have the world before you…” “I am done with the world,” said Melicent. “Child, as long as you live and breathe
you will not have done with this world. We within the pale live in the same
world as all poor souls without. Come, you have your reasons for wishing to
enter the conventual life. Sit and tell me, let me hear them. You are young and
fair and nobly born, and you wish to abandon marriage, children, position,
honours, all… Why?” Melicent, yielding, sank beside her on the bench, hugged
her slenderness in the warmth of the brazier, and let fall the barriers of her
bitterness to loose the flood. What she had vouchsafed to the preoccupied ears
of Sybilla was no more than the thread on which this confession was strung. All
that heady dream of minstrels’ love-tales poured out of her. “Even if you are right in rejecting one
man,” said Magdalen mildly, “you may be most unjust in rejecting all. Let alone
the possibility that you mistake even this Elis ap Cynan. For until it is
proved he lies, you must bear in mind he may be telling truth.” “He said he would kill for me,” said
Melicent, relentless, “he went to where my father lay, and my father is dead.
There was no other known to have gone near. As for me, I have no doubts. I wish
I had never seen his face, and I pray I never may again.” “And you will not wait to make your peace
with one betrayal, and still show your countenance to others who do not
betray?” “At least I do know,” said Melicent
bitterly, “that God does not betray. And I am done with men.” “Child,” said Sister Magdalen, sighing,
“not until the day of your death will you have done with men. Bishops, abbots,
priests, confessors, all are men, blood-brothers to the commonest of sinful
mankind. While you live, there is no way of escape from your part in humanity.” “I have finished, then, with love,” said
Melicent, all the more vehemently because a morsel of her heart cried out to
her that she lied. “Oh, my dear soul, love is the one thing
with which you must never dispense. Without it, what use are you to us or to
any? Granted there are ways and ways of loving,” said the nun come late to her
celibacy, recalling what at the time she had hardly recognised as deserving the
title, but knew now for one aspect of love, “yet for all there is a warmth
needed, and if that fire goes out it cannot be rekindled. Well,” she said,
considering, “if your stepmother approve your going with me, then you may come,
and welcome. Come and be quiet with us for a while, and we shall see.” “Will you come with me to my mother, then,
and hear me ask her leave?” “I will,” said Sister Magdalen, and rose
and plucked her habit about her ready to set forth. She told Brother Cadfael the gist of it
when she stayed to attend Vespers before going back to the cloth-merchant’s
house in the town. “She’ll be better out of here, away from
the lad, but left with the image of him she already carries about with her.
Time and truth are what the pair of them most need, and I’ll see she takes no
vows until this whole matter is resolved. The boy is better left to you, if you
can keep an eye on him now and then.” “You don’t believe,” said Cadfael with
certainty, “that he ever did violence to her father.” “Do I know? Is there man or woman who
might not kill, given the driving need? A proper, upstanding, impudent, open,
hearted lad, though,” said Sister Magdalen, who had never repented anything she
did, “one that I might have fancied, when my fancying days were.” Cadfael went to supper in the refectory,
and then to Collations in the chapter-house, which he often missed if he had
vulnerable preparations brewing in his workshop. In thinking over such slight
gains as he had made in his quest for the truth, he had got nowhere, and it was
good to put all that aside and listen with good heart to the lives of saints
who had shrugged off the cares of the world to let in the promises of a world
beyond, and viewed earthly justice as no more than a futile shadow, play
obscuring the absolute justice of heaven, for which no man need wait longer
than the life-span of mortality. They were past St Gregory and approaching
St Edward the Confessor and St Benedict himself—he middle days of March, and
the blessed works of spring beginning, with everything hopeful and striving
ahead. A good time. Cadfael had spent the hours before Sister Magdalen came
digging and clearing the fresh half of his mint-bed, to give it space to
proliferate new and young and green, rid of the old and debilitated. He emerged
from the chapter-house feeling renewed, and it came at first as no more than a
mild surprise when Brother Edmund came seeking him before Compline, looking
almost episcopal as he brandished in one hand what at first sight might have
been a crozier, but when lowered to the ground reached no higher than his
armpit, and was manifestly a crutch. “I found it lying in a corner of the
to-do. Anion’s! Cadfael, he did not come for his supper tonight and he is
nowhere in the infirmary, neither in the common room, nor in his bed, nor in
the chapel. Have you seen him anywhere this day?” “Not since morning,” said Cadfael,
thinking back with something of an effort from the peace of the chapter-house.
“He came to dinner at midday?’. “So he did, but I find no man who has seen
him since. I’ve looked for him everywhere, asked every man, and found nothing
more of him than this, discarded. Anion is gone! Oh, Cadfael, I doubt he has
fled his mortal guilt. Why else should he run from us?” It was well past Compline when Hugh
Beringar entered his own hall, empty-handed and discontented from his enquiries
among the Welshmen, and found Brother Cadfael sitting by the fireside with
Aline, waiting for him with a clouded brow. “What brings you here so late?” wondered
Hugh. “Out without leave again?” It had been known to happen, and the
recollection of one such expedition, before the austere days of Abbot Radulfus,
was an old and private joke between them. “That I am not,” said Cadfael firmly.
“There’s a piece of unexpected news even Prior Robert thought had better come
to your ears as soon as possible. We had in our infirmary, with a broken leg
mending and all but ready to leave us, a fellow named Anion. I doubt if the
name means much to you, it was not you had to do with his brother. But do you
remember a brawl in the town, two years ago now, when a gatekeeper on the
bridge was knifed? Prestcote hanged the Welshman that did it—well, whether he
did it or not, and naturally he’d say he didn’t, but he was blind drunk at the
time and probably never knew the truth of it himself. However it was, he was
hanged for it. A young fellow who used to trade in fleeces to the town market
from somewhere in Mechain. Well, this Anion is his brother born the wrong side
of the brychan, when the father was doing the trading, and there was no bad
blood between the two. They got to know each other and there was a fondness.” “If ever I knew of this,” said Hugh,
drawing up to the fire with him, “I had forgot it.” “So had not Anion. He’s said little, but
it’s known he’s nursed his grudge, and there’s enough Welsh in him to make him
look upon revenge as a duty, if ever the chance came his way.” “And what of him now?” Hugh was studying
his friend’s face intently, foreseeing what was to come. “Are you telling me
this fellow was within the pale now, when the sheriff was brought there
helpless?” “He was, and only a door ajar between him
and his enemy—if so he held him, as rumour says he did. Not the only one with a
grudge, either, so that’s no proof of anything more than this, that the
opportunity was there. But tonight there’s another mark against him. The man’s
gone. He did not come for his supper, he’s not in his bed, and no man has seen
him since dinner. Edmund missed him at the meal and has been looking for him
ever since, but never a sign. And the crutch he was still using, though more
from habit than need, was lying in the to-do. Anion has taken to his heels. And
the blame, if blame there is,” said Cadfael honestly, “is mine. Edmund and I
have been asking every man in the infirmary if he saw or heard anything of note
about the sheriff’s chamber, any traffic in or out. It was but the same asking
with Anion, indeed I was more cautious with him than with any when I spoke with
him this morning in the stables. But for all that, no question, I’ve frightened
him away.” “Not necessarily a proof of guilt, to take
fright and run,” said Hugh reasonably. “Men without privilege are apt to
suppose they’ll be blamed for whatever’s done amiss. Is it certain he’s gone? A
man just healed of a broken leg? Has he taken horse or mule? Nothing stolen?” “Nothing. But there’s more to tell.
Brother Rhys, whose bed is by the door, across the passage from where the
sheriff lay, heard the door creak twice and the first time he says someone
entered, or at least pushed the door open, who walked with a stick. The second
time came later, and may have been the time the Welsh boy went in there. Rhys
is hazy about time, and slept before and after, but both visitors came while
the court was quiet—he says, while we of the house were in the refectory. With
that, and now he’s run—even Edmund is taking it for granted Anion is your
murderer. They’ll be crying his guilt in the town by morning.” “But you are not so sure,” said Hugh,
eyeing him steadily. “Something he had on his mind, surely,
something he saw as guilt, or knew others would call guilt, or he would not
have run. But murderer…? Hugh, I have in that pill, box of mine certain proof
of dyed wools and gold thread in whatever cloth was used to kill.
Certain—whereas flight is uncertain proof of anything worse than fear. You know
as I know that there was no such woven cloth anywhere in that room, or in the
infirmary, or in the entire pale so far as we can discover. Whoever used it
brought it with him. Where would Anion get hold of any such rich material? He
can never have handled anything better than drab homespun and unbleached flax
in his life. It casts great doubt on his guilt, though it does not utterly rule
it out. It’s why I did not press him too far—or thought I had not!” he added
ruefully. Hugh nodded guarded agreement, and put the
point away in his mind. “But for all that, tomorrow at dawn I must send out
search parties between here and Wales, for surely that’s the way he’ll go. A
border between him and his fear will be his first thought. If I can take him, I
must and will. Then we may get out of him whatever it is he does know. A lame
man cannot yet have got very far.” “But remember the cloth. For those threads
do not lie, though a mortal man may, guilty or innocent. The instrument of death
is what we have to find.” The hunt went forth at dawn, in small
parties filtering through the woods by all the paths that led most directly to
Wales; but they came back with the dark, empty-handed. Lame or no, Anion had
contrived to vanish within half a day. The tale had gone forth through the town
and the Foregate by then, every shop had it and every customer, the ale, houses
discussed it avidly, and the general agreement was that neither Hugh Beringar
nor any other man need look further for the sheriff’s murderer. The dour
cattle-man with a grudge had been heard going into and leaving the
death-chamber, and on being questioned had fled. Nothing could be simpler. And that was the day when they buried
Gilbert Prestcote, in the tomb he had had made for himself in a transept of the
abbey church. Half the nobility of the shire was there to do him honour, and
Hugh Beringar with an escort of his officers, and the provost of Shrewsbury,
Geoffrey Corviser, with his son Philip and his son’s wife Emma, and all the
solid merchants of the town guild. The sheriff’s widow came in deep mourning,
with her small son round-eyed and awed at the end of her arm. Music and
ceremony, and the immensity of the vault, and the candles and the torches, all
charmed and fascinated him; he was good as gold throughout the service. And whatever personal enemies Gilbert
Prestcote might have had, he had been a fair and trusted sheriff to this county
in general, and the merchant princes were well aware of the relative security
and justice they had enjoyed under him, where much of England suffered a far
worse fate. So in his passing Gilbert had his due, and
his people’s weighty and deserved intercession for him with his God. “No,” said Hugh, waiting for Cadfael as
the brothers came out from Vespers that evening, “nothing as yet. Crippled or
not, it seems young Anion has got clean away. I’ve set a watch along the
border, in case he’s lying in covert this side till the hunt is called off, but
I doubt he’s already over the dyke. And whether to be glad or sorry for it,
that’s more than I know. I have Welsh in my own manor, Cadfael, I know what
drives them, and the law that vindicates them where ours condemns. I’ve been a
frontiersman all my life, tugged two ways.” “You must pursue it,” said Cadfael with
sympathy. “You have no choice.” “No, none. Gilbert was my chief,” said
Hugh, “and had my loyalty. Very little we two had in common, I don’t know that
I even liked him overmuch. But respect—yes, that we had. His wife is taking her
son back to the castle tonight, with what little she brought here. I’m waiting
now to conduct her.” Her stepdaughter was already departed with Sister Magdalen
and the cloth-merchant’s daughter, to the solitude of Godric’s Ford. “He’ll
miss his sister,” said Hugh, diverted into sympathy for the little boy. “So will another,” said Cadfael, “when he
hears of her going. And the news of Anion’s flight could not change her mind?” “No, she’s marble, she’s damned him. Scold
if you will,” said Hugh, wryly smiling, “but I’ve let fall the word in his ear
already that she’s off to study the nun’s life. Let him stew for a while—he
owes us that, at least. And I’ve accepted his parole, his and the other lad’s,
Eliud. Either one of them has gone bail for himself and his cousin, not to stir
a foot beyond the barbican, not to attempt escape, if I let them have the run
of the wards. They’ve pledged their necks, each for the other. Not that I want
to wring either neck, they suit very well as they are, untwisted, but no harm
in accepting their pledges.” “And I make no doubt,” said Cadfael,
eyeing him closely, “that you have a very sharp watch posted on your gates, and
a very alert watchman on your walls, to see whether either of the two, or which
of the two, breaks and runs for it.” “I should be ashamed of my stewardship,”
said Hugh candidly, “if I had not.” “And do they know, by this time, that a
bastard Welsh cowman in the abbey’s service has cast his crutch and run for his
life?” “They know it. And what do they say? They
say with one voice, Cadfael, that such a humble soul and Welsh into the
bargain, without kin or privilege here in England, would run as soon as eyes
were cast on him, sure of being blamed unless he could show he was a mile from
the matter at the fatal time. And can you find fault with that? It’s what I
said myself when you brought me the same news.” “No fault,” said Cadfael thoughtfully.
“Yet matter for consideration, would you not say? From the threatened to the
threatened, that’s large grace.” Chapter Nine OWAIN GWYNEDD SENT BACK HIS RESPONSE to
the events at Shrewsbury on the day after Anion’s flight, by the mouth of young
John Marchmain, who had remained in Wales to stand surety for Gilbert Prestcote
in the exchange of prisoners. The half-dozen Welsh who had escorted him home came
only as far as the gates of the town, and there saluted and withdrew again to
their own country. John, son to Hugh’s mother’s younger
sister, a gangling youth of nineteen, rode into the castle stiff with the
dignity of the embassage with which he was entrusted, and reported himself
ceremoniously to Hugh. “Owain Gwynedd bids me say that in the
matter of a death so brought about, his own honour is at stake, and he orders
his men here to bear themselves in patience and give all possible aid until the
truth is known, the murderer uncovered, and they vindicated and free to return.
He sends me back as freed by fate. He says he has no other prisoner to exchange
for Elis ap Cynan, nor will he lift a finger to deliver him until both guilty
and innocent are known.” Hugh, who had known him from infancy, hoisted
impressed eyebrows into his dark hair, whistled and laughed. “You may stoop
now, you’re flying too high for me.” “I speak for a high, flying hawk,” said
John, blowing out a great breath and relaxing into a grin as he leaned back
against the guard-room wall. “Well, you’ve understood him. That’s the elevated
tenor of it. He says hold them and find your man. But there’s more. How recent
is the news you have from the south? I fancy Owain has his eyes and ears alert
up and down the borders, where your writ can hardly go. He says that the
empress is likely to win her way and be crowned queen, for Bishop Henry has let
her into Winchester cathedral, where the crown and the treasure are guarded,
and the archbishop of Canterbury is dilly, dallying, putting her off with—he
can’t well acknowledge her until he’s spoken with the king. And by God, so he
has, for he’s been to Bristol and taken a covey of bishops with him, and been
let in to speak with Stephen in his prison.” And what says King Stephen?”
wondered Hugh. “He told them, in that large way of his,
that they kept their own consciences, that they must do, of course, what seemed
to them best. And so they will, says Owain, what seems to them best for their
own skins! They’ll bend their necks and go with the victor. But here’s what
counts and what Owain has in mind. Ranulf of Chester is well aware of all this,
and knows by now that Gilbert Prestcote is dead and this shire, he thinks, is
in confusion, and the upshot is he’s probing south, towards Shropshire and over
into Wales, pouring men into his forward garrisons and feeling his way ahead by
easy stages.” And what does Owain ask of us?” questioned Hugh, with kindling
brightness. “He says, if you will come north with a
fair force, show your hand all along the Cheshire border, and reinforce
Oswestry and Whitchurch and every other fortress up there, you will be helping
both yourself and him, and he will do as much for you against the common enemy.
And he says he’ll come to the border at Rhyd-y-Croesau by Oswestry two days
from now, about sunset, if you’re minded to come and speak with him there.” “Very firmly so minded!” said Hugh
heartily, and rose to embrace his glowing cousin round the shoulders, and haul
him out about the business of meeting Owain’s challenge and invitation, with
the strongest force possible from a beleaguered shire. That Owain had given them only two and a
half days in which to muster, provide cover for the town and castle with a
depleted garrison, and get their host into the north of the shire in time for
the meeting on the border, was rather an earnest of the ease and speed with
which Owain could move about his own mountainous land than a measure of the
urgency of their mutual watch. Hugh spent the rest of that day making his
dispositions in Shrewsbury and sending out his call for men to those who owed
service. At dawn the next day his advance party would leave, and he himself
with the main body by noon. There was much to be done in a matter of hours. Lady Prestcote was also marshalling her
servants and possessions in her high, bleak apartments, ready to leave next
morning for the most easterly and peaceful of her manors. She had already sent
off one string of pack-ponies with three of her men-servants. But while she was
in town it was sensible to purchase such items as she knew to be in short
supply where she was bound, and among other commodities she had requested a
number of dried herbs from Cadfael’s store. Her lord might be dead and in his
tomb, but she had still an honour to administer, and for her son’s sake had
every intention of proving herself good at it. Men might die, but the meats
necessary to the living would still require preservatives, salts and spices to
keep them good and palatable. The boy was given, also, to a childish cough in
spring, and she wanted a jar of Cadfael’s herbal rub for his chest. Between
them, Gilbert Prestcote the younger and domestic cares would soon fill up the
gap, already closing, where Gilbert Prestcote the elder had been. There was no real need for Cadfael to
deliver the herbs and medicines in person, but he took advantage of the
opportunity as much to satisfy his curiosity as to enjoy the walk and the fresh
air on a fine, if blustery, March day. Along the Foregate, over the bridge
spanning a Severn muddied land turgid from the thaw in the mountains, in
through the town gate, up the long, steep curve of the Wyle, and gently
downhill from the High Cross to the castle gatehouse, he went with eyes and
ears alert, stopping many times to exchange greetings and pass the time of day.
And everywhere men were talking of Anion’s flight, and debating whether he
would get clean away or be hauled back before night in a halter… Hugh’s muster was not yet common gossip in
the town, though by nightfall it surely would be. But as soon as Cadfael
entered the castle wards it was plain, by the purposeful bustle everywhere,
that something of importance was in hand. The smith and the fletchers were hard
at work, so were the grooms, and store-wagons were being loaded to follow
stolidly after the faster horse, and foot-men. Cadfael delivered his herbs to
the maid who came down to receive them, and went looking for Hugh. He found him
directing the stalling of commandeered horses in the stables. “You’re moving, then? Northward?” said
Cadfael, watching without surprise. “And making quite a show, I see.” “With luck, it need be only a show,” said
Hugh, breaking his concentration to give his friend a warm sidelong smile. “Is it Chester feeling his oats?” Hugh
laughed and told him. “With Owain one side of the border and me the other, he
should think twice. He’s no more than trying his arm. He knows Gilbert is gone,
but me he does not know. Not yet!” “High time he should know Owain,” observed
Cadfael. “Men of sense have measured and valued him some while since, I fancy.
And Ranulf is no fool, though I wouldn’t say he’s not capable of folly, blown
up by success as he is. The wisest man in his cups may step too large and fall
on his face.” And he asked, alert to all the sounds about him, and all the
shadows that patterned the cobbles: “Do your Welsh pair know where you’re
bound, and why, and who sent you word?” He had lowered his voice to ask it, and
Hugh, without need of a reason, did the same. “Not from me. I’ve had no time to
spare for civilities. But they’re at large. Why?” He did not turn his head; he
had noted where Cadfael was looking. “Because they’re bearing down on us, the
pair in harness. And in anxiety.” Hugh made their approach easier, waving into
the groom’s hands the thickset grey he had been watching about the cobbles, and
turning naturally to withdraw from the stables as from a job finished for the
present. And there they were, Elis and Eliud, shoulders together as though they
had been born in one linked birth, moving in on him with drawn brows and
troubled eyes. “My lord Beringar…” It was Eliud who spoke
for them, the quiet, the solemn, the earnest one. “You’re moving to the border?
There’s threat of war? Is it with Wales?” To the border, yes,” said Hugh
easily, “there to meet with the prince of Gwynedd. The same that bade you and
all your company here bear your souls in patience and work with me for justice
concerning the matter you know of. No, never fret! Owain Gwynedd lets me know
that both he and I have a common interest in the north of this shire, and a
common enemy trying his luck there. Wales is in no danger from me and my shire,
I believe, in no danger from Wales. At least,” he added, reconsidering briskly,
“not from Gwynedd.” The cousins looked along wide, straight shoulders at each
other, measuring thoughts. Elis said abruptly: “My lord, but keep an eye to
Powys. They… we,” he corrected in a gasp of disgust, “we went to Lincoln under
the banner of Chester. If it’s Chester now, they’ll know in Caus as soon as you
move north. They may think it time… think it safe… The ladies there at Godric’s
Ford…” “A parcel of silly women,” said Cadfael
musingly into his cowl, but audibly, “and old and ugly into the bargain.” The
round, ingenuous face under the tangle of black curls flamed from neck to brow,
but did not lower its eyes or lose its fixed intensity. “I’m confessed and
shriven of all manner of follies,” said Elis sturdily, “that among them. Only
do keep a watch on them! I mean it! That failure will rankle, they may still
venture.” “I had thought of it,” said Hugh
patiently. “I have no mind to strip this border utterly of men.” The boy’s blush faded and flamed anew.
“Pardon!” he said. “It is your field. Only I do know… It will have gone deep,
that rebuff.” Eliud plucked at his cousin’s arm, drawing
him back. They withdrew some paces without withdrawing their twin, troubled
gaze. At the gate of the stables they turned, still with one last glance over
their shoulders, and went away still linked, as one disconsolate creature. “Christ!” said Hugh on a blown breath,
looking after them. And I with less men than I should like, if truth be told,
and that green child to warn me! As if I do not know I take chances now with
every breath I draw and every archer I move. Should I ask him how a man spreads
half a company across three times a company’s span?” “Ah, but he would have your whole force
drawn up between Godric’s Ford and his own countrymen,” said Cadfael
tolerantly. “The girl he fancies is there. I doubt if he cares so much what
happens to Oswestry or Whitchurch, provided the Long Forest is left
undisturbed. They’ve neither of them given you any trouble?” “Good as gold! Not a step even into the
shadow of the gate.” It was said with casual certainty. Cadfael drew his own
conclusions. Hugh had someone commissioned to watch every move the two
prisoners made, and knew all that they did, if not all that they said, from
dawn to dark, and if ever one of them did advance a foot over the threshold,
his toes would be promptly and efficiently trampled on. Unless, of course, it
was more important to follow, and find out with what intent he broke his
parole. But when Hugh was in the north, who was to say his deputy would
maintain the same unobtrusive watch? “Who is it you’re leaving in charge here?” “Young Alan Herbard. But Will Warden will
have a hand on his shoulder. Why, do you expect a bolt for it as soon as my
back’s turned?” By the tone of his voice Hugh was in no great anxiety on that
score. “There’s no absolute certainty in any man, when it comes to it, but
those two have been schooled under Owain, and measure themselves by him, and by
and large I’d take their word.” So thought Cadfael, too. Yet it’s truth
that to any man may come the one extreme moment when he turns his back on his
own nature and goes the contrary way. Cadfael caught one more glimpse of the
cousins as he turned for home and passed through the outer ward. They were up
on the guard, walk of the curtain wall, leaning together in one of the wide embrasures
between the merlons, and gazing clean across the busy wards of the castle into
the hazy distance beyond the town, on the road to Wales. Eliud’s arm was about
Elis’s shoulders, to settle them comfortably into the space, and the two faces
were close together and equally intent and reticent. Cadfael went back through
the town with that dual likeness before his mind’s eye, curiously memorable and
deeply disturbing. More than ever they looked to him like mirror images, where
left and right were interchangeable, the bright side and the dark side of the
same being. Sybilla Prestcote departed, her son on his
stout brown pony at her elbow, her train of servants and pack, horses stirring
the March mire which the recent east winds were drying into fine dust. Hugh’s
advance party had left at dawn, he and his main body of archers and men-at-arms
followed at noon, and the commissariat wagons creaked along the northern road
between the two groups, soon overhauled and left behind on the way to Oswestry.
In the castle a somewhat nervous Alan Herbard, son of a knight and eager for
office, mounted scrupulous guard and made every round of his responsibilities
twice, for fear he had missed something the first time. He was athletic, fairly
skilled in arms, but of small experience as yet, and well aware that any one of
the sergeants Hugh had left behind was better equipped for the task in hand
than he. They knew it, too, but spared him the too obvious demonstration of it. A curious quiet descended on town and
abbey with the departure of half the garrison, as though nothing could now
happen here. The Welsh prisoners were condemned to boredom in captivity, the
quest for Gilbert’s murderer was at a standstill, there was nothing to be done
but go on with the daily routine of work and leisure and worship, and wait. And think, since action was suspended.
Cadfael found himself thinking all the more steadily and deeply about the two
missing pieces that held the whole puzzle together, Einon ab Ithel’s gold pin,
which he remembered very clearly, and that mysterious cloth which he had never
seen, but which had stifled a man and urged him out of the world. But was it so certain that he had never
seen it? Never consciously, yet it had been here, here within the enclave,
within the infirmary, within that room. It had been here, and now was not. And
the search for it had been begun the same day, and the gates had been closed to
all men attempting departure from the moment the death was discovered. How long
an interval did that leave? Between the withdrawal of the brothers into the
refectory and the finding of Gilbert dead, any man might have walked out by the
gatehouse unquestioned. A matter of nearly two hours. That was one possibility. The second possibility, thought Cadfael
honestly, is that both cloth and pin are still here, somewhere within the
enclave, but so well hidden that all our searching has not uncovered them. And the third—he had been mulling it over
in his mind all day, and repeatedly discarding it as a pointless aberration,
but still it came back insistently, the one loophole. Yes, Hugh had put a guard
on the gate from the moment the crime was known, but three people had been let
out, all the same, the three who could not possibly have killed, since they had
been in the abbot’s company and Hugh’s throughout. Einon ab Ithel and his two
captains had ridden back to Owain Gwynedd. They had not taken any particle of
guilt with them, yet they might unwittingly have taken evidence. Three possibilities, and surely it might
be worth examining even the third and most tenuous. He had lived with the other
two for some days, and pursued them constantly, and all to no purpose. And for
those countrymen of his penned in the castle, and for abbot and prior and
brothers here, and for the dead man’s family, there would be no true peace of
mind until the truth was known. Before Compline Cadfael took his trouble,
as he had done many times before, to Abbot Radulfus. “Either the cloth is still here among us,
Father, but so well hidden that all our searching has failed to find it, or
else it has been taken out of our walls by someone who left in the short time
between the hour of dinner and the discovery of the sheriff’s death, or by
someone who left, openly and with sanction, after that discovery. From that
time Hugh Beringar has had a watch kept on all who left the enclave. For those
who may have passed through the gates before the death was known, I think they
must be few indeed, for the time was short, and the porter did name three, all
good folk of the Foregate on parish business, and all have been visited and are
clearly blameless. That there may be others I do concede, but he has called no
more to mind.” “We know,” said the abbot thoughtfully,
“of three who left that same afternoon, to return to Wales, being by absolute
proof clear of all blame. Also of one, the man Anion, who fled after being
questioned. It is known to you, as it is to me, that for most men Anion’s guilt
is proven by his flight. It is not so to you?” “No, Father, or at least not that mortal
guilt. Something he surely knows, and fears, and perhaps has cause to fear. But
not that. He has been in our infirmary for some weeks, his every possession is
known to all those within—he has little enough, the list is soon ended, and if
ever he had had in his hands such a cloth as I seek, it would have been noticed
and questioned.” Radulfus nodded agreement. “You have not mentioned, though
that also is missing, the gold pin from the lord Einon’s cloak.” That,” said
Cadfael, understanding the allusion, “is possible. It would account for his
flight. And he has been sought, and still is. But if he took the one thing, he
did not bring the other. Unless he had in his hands such a cloth as I have
shadowed for you, Father, then he is no murderer. And that little he had, many
men here have seen and known. Nor, so far as ever we can discover, had this
house ever such a weave within its store, to be pilfered and so misused.” “Yet if this cloth came and went in that
one day,” said Radulfus, “are you saying it went hence with the Welsh lords? We
know they did no wrong. If they had cause to think anything in their baggage,
on returning, had to do with this matter, would they not have sent word?” “They would have no such cause, Father,
they would not know it had any importance to us. Only after they were gone did
we recover those few frail threads I have shown you. How should they know we
were seeking such a thing? Nor have we had any word from them, nothing but the
message from Owain Gwynedd to Hugh Beringar. If Einon ab Ithel valued and has
missed his jewel, he has not stopped to think he may have lost it here.” “And you think, asked the abbot,
considering, “that it might be well to speak with Einon and his officers, and
examine these things?” “At your will only,” said Cadfael. “There
is no knowing if it will lead to more knowledge than we have. Only, it may! And
there are so many souls who need for their comfort to have this matter
resolved. Even the guilty.” “He most of all,” said Radulfus, and sat a
while in silence. There in the parlour the light was only now beginning to
fade. A cloudy day would have brought the dusk earlier. About this time,
perhaps a little before, Hugh would have been waiting on the great dyke at
Rhyd-y-Croesau by Oswestry for Owain Gwynedd. Unless, of course, Owain was like
him in coming early to any meeting. Those two would understand each other
without too many words. “Let us go to Compline,” said the abbot, stirring, “and
pray for enlightenment. Tomorrow after Prime we will speak again.” The Welsh of Powys had done very well out
of their Lincoln venture, undertaken rather for plunder than out of any desire
to support the earl of Chester, who was more often enemy than ally. Madog ap
Meredith was quite willing to act in conjunction with Chester again, provided
there was profit in it for Madog, and the news of Ranulf’s probes into the
borders of Gwynedd and Shropshire alerted him to pleasurable possibilities. It
was some years since the men of Powys had captured and partially burned the castle
of Caus, after the death of William Corbett and in the absence of his brother
and heir, and they had held on to this advanced outpost ever since, a
convenient base for further incursions. With Hugh Beringar gone north, and half
the Shrewsbury garrison with him, the time seemed ripe for action. The first thing that happened was a
lightning raid from Caus along the valley towards Minsterley, the burning of an
isolated farmstead and the driving off of a few cattle. The raiders drew off as
rapidly as they had advanced, when the men of Minsterley mustered against them,
and vanished into Caus and through the hills into Wales with their booty. But
it was indication enough that they might be expected back and in greater
strength, since this first assay had passed off so easily and without loss.
Alan Herbard sweated, spared a few men to reinforce Minsterley, and waited for
worse. News of this tentative probe reached the
abbey and the town next morning. The deceptive calm that followed was too good
to be true, but the men of the borders, accustomed to insecurity as the
commonplace of life, stolidly picked up the pieces and kept their billhooks and
pitchforks ready to hand. “It would seem, however,” said Abbot
Radulfus, pondering the situation without surprise or alarm, but with concern
for a shire threatened upon two fronts, “that this conference in the north
would be the better informed, on both parts, if they knew of this raid. There
is a mutual interest. However short, lived it may prove,” he added drily, and
smiled. A stranger to the Welsh, he had learned a great deal since his
appointment in Shrewsbury. “Gwynedd is close neighbour to Chester, as Powys is
not, and their interests are very different. Moreover, it seems the one is to
be trusted to be both honourable and sensible. The other—no, I would not say
either wise or stable by our measure. I do not want these western people of
ours harried and plundered, Cadfael. I have been thinking of what we said
yesterday. If you return once again to Wales, to find these lords who visited
us, you will also be close to where Hugh Beringar confers with the prince.” “Certainly,” said Cadfael, “for Einon ab
Ithel is next in line to Owain Gwynedd’s penteulu, the captain of his own
guard. They will be together.” “Then if I send you, as my envoy, to
Einon, it would be well if you should also go to the castle, and make known to
this young deputy there that you intend this journey, and can carry such
messages as he may wish to Hugh Beringar. You know, I think,” said Radulfus
with his dark smile, “how to make such a contact discreetly. The young man is
new to office.” “I must, in any case, pass through the
town,” said Cadfael mildly, “and clearly I ought to report my errand to the
authorities at the castle, and have their leave to pass. It is a good
opportunity, where men are few and needed.” “True,” said Radulfus, thinking how
acutely men might shortly be needed down the border. “Very well! Choose a horse
to your liking. You have leave to deal as you think best. I want this death
reconciled and purged, I want God’s peace on my infirmary and within my walls,
and the debt paid. Go, do what you can.” There was no difficulty at the castle.
Herbard needed only to be told that an envoy from the abbot was bound into
Oswestry and beyond, and he added an embassage of his own to his sheriff. Raw
and uneasy though he might be, he was braced and steeled to cope with whatever
might come, but it was an additional shell of armour to have informed his
chief. He was frightened but resolute; Cadfael thought he shaped well, and
might be a useful man to Hugh, once blooded. And that might be no long way off. “Let the lord Beringar know,” said
Herbard, “that I intend a close watch on the border by Caus. But I desire he
should know the men of Powys are on the move. And if there are further raids, I
will send word.” “He shall know,” said Cadfael, and
forthwith rode back a short spell through the town, down from the High Cross to
the Welsh bridge, and so north, west for Oswestry. It was two days later that the next thrust
came. Madog ap Meredith had been pleased with his first probe, and brought more
men into the field before he launched his attack in force. Down the Rea valley
to Minsterley they swarmed, burned and looted, wheeled both ways round
Minsterley, and flowed on towards Pontesbury. In Shrewsbury castle Welsh ears, as well
as English, stretched and quivered to the bustle and fever of rumours. “They are out!” said Elis, tense and
sleepless beside his cousin in the night. “Oh God, and Madog with this grudge
to pay off! And she is there! Melicent is there at Godric’s Ford. Oh, Eliud, if
he should take it into his head to take revenge!” “You’re fretting for nothing,” Eliud
insisted passionately. “They know what they’re doing here, they’re on the
watch, they’ll not let any harm come to the nuns. Besides, Madog is not aiming
there, but along the valley, where the pickings are best. And you saw yourself
what the forest men can do. Why should he try that a second time? It wasn’t his
own nose was put out of joint there, either, you told me who led that raid.
What plunder is there at Godric’s Ford for such as Madog, compared with the fat
farms in the Minsterley valley? No, surely she’s safe there.” “Safe! How can you say it? Where is there
any safety? They should never have let her go.” Elis ground angry fists in the
rustling straw of their palliasse, and heaved himself round in the bed. “Oh,
Eliud, if only I were out of here and free…” “But you’re not,” said Eliud, with the
exasperated sharpness of one racked by the same pain, “and neither am I. We’re
bound, and nothing we can do about it. For God’s sake, do some justice to these
English, they’re neither fools nor cravens, they’ll hold their city and their
ground, and they’ll take care of their women, without having to call on you or
me. What right have you to doubt them? And you to talk so, who went raiding
there yourself!” Elis subsided with a defeated sigh and a drear smile. “And got
my come, uppance for it! Why did I ever go with Cadwaladr? God knows how often
and how bitterly I’ve repented it since.” “You would not be told,” said Eliud sadly,
ashamed at having salted the wound. “But she will be safe, you’ll see, no harm
will come to her, no harm will come to the nuns. Trust these English to look
after their own. You must! There’s nothing else we can do.” “If I were free,” Elis agonised
helplessly, “I’d fetch her away from there, take her somewhere out of all
danger…” “She would not go with you,” Eliud
reminded him bleakly. “You, of all people! Oh, God, how did we ever get into
this quagmire, and how are we ever to get out of it?” “If I could reach her, I could persuade
her. In the end she would listen. She’ll have remembered me better by now,
she’ll know she wrongs me. She’d go with me. If only I could reach her…” “But you’re pledged, as I am,” said Eliud
flatly. “We’ve given our word, and it was freely accepted. Neither you nor I
can stir a foot out of the gates without being dishonoured.” “No,” agreed Elis miserably, and fell
silent and still, staring into the darkness of the shallow vault over them. Chapter Ten BROTHER CADFAEL ARRIVED IN OSWESTRY BY
EVENING, to find town and castle alert and busy, but Hugh Beringar already
departed. He had moved east after his meeting with Owain Gwynedd, they told
him, to Whittington and Ellesmere, to see his whole northern border stiffened
and call up fresh levies as far away as Whitchurch. While Owain had moved north
on the border to meet the constable of Chirk and see that corner of the
confederacy secure and well-manned. There had been some slight brushes with
probing parties from Cheshire, but so tentative that it was plain Ranulf was
feeling his way with caution, testing to see how well organised the opposition
might prove to be. So far he had drawn off at the first encounter. He had made
great gains at Lincoln and had no intention of endangering them now, but a very
human desire to add to them if he found his opponents unprepared. “Which he will not,” said the cheerful
sergeant who received Cadfael into the castle and saw his horse stabled and the
rider well entertained. “The earl is no madman to shove his fist into a
hornets’ nest. Leave him one weak place he can gnaw wider and he’d be in, but
we’re leaving him none. He thought he might do well, knowing Prestcote was
gone. He thought our lad would be green and easy. He’s learning different! And
if these Welsh of Powys have an ear pricked this way, they should also take the
omens. But who’s to reason what the Welsh will do? This Owain, now, he’s a man
on his own. Straw-gold like a Saxon, and big! What’s such a one doing in
Wales?” “He came here?” asked Cadfael, feeling his
Cambrian blood stir in welcome. “Last night, to sup with Beringar, and
rode for Chirk at dawn. Welsh and English will man that fortress instead of
fighting over it. There’s a marvel!” Cadfael pondered his errands and
considered time. “Where would Hugh Beringar be this night, do you suppose?” “At Ellesmere, most like. And tomorrow at
Whitchurch. The next day before we should look for him back here. He means to meet
again with Owain, and make his way down the border after, if all goes well
here.” “And if Owain lies at Chirk tonight, where
will he be bound tomorrow?” “He has his camp still at Tregeiriog, with
his friend Tudur ap Rhys. It’s there he’s called whatever new levies come in to
his border service.” So he must keep touch there always, in
order to deploy his forces wherever they might be needed. And if he returned
there the next night, so would Einon ab Ithel. “I’ll sleep the night here,” said Cadfael,
“and tomorrow I’ll also make for Tregeiriog. I know the maenol and its lord.
I’ll wait for Owain there. And do you let Hugh Beringar know that the Welsh of
Powys are in the field again, as I’ve told you. Small harm yet, and should
there be worse, Herbard will send word here. But if this border holds fast, and
bloodies Chester’s nose wherever he ventures it, Madog ap Meredith will also
learn sense.” This extreme border castle of Oswestry,
with its town, was the king’s, but the manor of Maesbury, of which it had
become the head, was Hugh’s own native place, and there was no man here who did
not hold with him and trust him. Cadfael felt the solid security of Hugh’s name
about him, and a garrison doubly loyal, to Stephen and to Hugh. It was a good
feeling, all the more now that Owain Gwynedd spread the benign shadow of his
hand over a border that belonged by location to Powys. Cadfael slept well after
hearing Compline in the castle chapel, rose early, took food and drink, and
crossed the great dyke into Wales. He had all but ten miles to go to
Tregeiriog, winding all the way through the enclosing hills, always with wooded
slopes one side or the other or both, and in open glimpses the bald grass
summits leaning to view, and a sky veiled and still and mild overhead. Not
mountain country, not the steel-blue rocks of the north-west, but hill-country
always, with limited vistas, leaning hangers of woodland, closed valleys that
opened only at the last moment to permit another curtained view. Before he drew
too close to Tregeiriog the expected pickets heaved out of the low brush, to
challenge, recognise and admit him. His Welsh tongue was the first
safe-conduct, and stood him in good stead. All the colours had changed since last he
rode down the steep hillside into Tregeiriog. Round the brown, timbered warmth
of maenol and village beside the river, the trees had begun to soften their
skeletal blackness with a delicate pale-green froth of buds, and on the lofty,
rounded summits beyond the snow was gone, and the bleached pallor of last
year’s grass showed the same elusive tint of new life. Through the browned and
rotting bracken the first fronds uncurled. Here it was already Spring. At the gate of Tudur’s maenol they knew
him, and came readily to lead him in and take charge of his horse. Not Tudur
himself, but his steward, came to welcome the guest and do the honours of the
house. Tudur was with the prince, doubtless at this hour on his way back from
Chirk. In the cleft of the tributary brook behind the maenol the turfed camp, fires
of his border levies gave off blue wisps of smoke on the still air. By evening
the hall would again be Owain’s court, and all his chief captains in this
border patrol mustered about his table. Cadfael was shown to a small chamber
within the house, and offered the ceremonial water to wash off the dust of
travel from his feet. This time it was a maid-servant who waited upon him, but
when he emerged into the court it was to see Cristina advancing upon him in a
flurry of blown skirts and flying hair from the kitchens. “Brother Cadfael… it is you! They told
me,” she said, halting before him breathless and intent, “there was a brother
come from Shrewsbury, I hoped it might be you. You know them, you can tell me
the truth… about Elis and Eliud…” “What have they already told you?” asked
Cadfael. “Come within, where we can be quiet, and what I can tell you, that I
will, for I know you must have been in bitter anxiety.” But for all that, he
thought ruefully, as she turned willingly and led the way into the hall, if he
made that good, and told all he knew, it would be little to her comfort. Her
betrothed, for whom she was contending so fiercely with so powerful a rival,
was not only separated from her until proven innocent of murder, but
disastrously in love with another girl as he had never been with her. What can
you say to such a misused lady? Yet it would be infamous to lie to Cristina,
just as surely as it would be cruel to bludgeon her with the blunt truth.
Somewhere between the two he must pick his way. She drew him with her into a corner of the
hall, remote and shadowed at this hour when most of the men were out about
their work, and there they sat down together against smoky tapestries, her
black hair brushing his shoulder as she poured out what she knew and begged for
what she needed to know. “The English lord died, that I know,
before ever Einon ab Ithel was ready to leave, and they are saying it was no
simple death from his wounds, and all those who are not proven blameless must
stay there as prisoners and suspect murderers, until the guilt is proven on
some one man—English or Welsh, lay or brother, who knows? And here we must wait
also. But what is being done to set them free? How are you to find the guilty
one? Is all this true? I know Einon came back and spoke with Owain Gwynedd, and
I know the prince will not receive his men back until they are cleared of all
blame. He says he sent back a dead man, and a dead man cannot buy back one
living. And moreover, that your dead man’s ransom must be a life—the life of
his murderer. Do you believe any man of ours owes that debt?” “I dare not say there is any man who might
not kill, given some monstrous, driving need,” said Cadfael honestly. “Or any woman, either,” she said with a
fierce, helpless sigh. “But you have not fixed on any one man for this deed? No
finger has been pointed? Not yet?” No, of course she did not know. Einon had
left before ever Melicent cried out both her love and her hatred, accusing
Elis. No further news had yet reached these parts. Even if Hugh had now spoken
of this matter with the prince, no such word had yet found its way back here to
Tregeiriog. But surely it would, when Owain returned. In the end she would hear
how her betrothed had fallen headlong in love with another woman, and been accused
by her of her father’s murder, murder for love that put an end to love. And
where did that leave Cristina? Forgotten, eclipsed, but still in tenuous
possession of a bridegroom who did not want her, and could not have the bride
he did want! Such a tangled coil enmeshing all these four hapless children! “Fingers have been pointed, more than one
way,” said Cadfael, “but there is no proof against one man more than another.
No one is yet in danger of his life, and all are in health and well enough
treated, even if they must be confined. There is no help for it but to wait and
believe in justice.” “Believing in justice is not always so
easy,” she said tartly. “You say they are well? And they are together, Elis and
Eliud?” “They are. They have that comfort. And
within the castle wards they have their liberty. They have given their word not
to try to escape, and it has been accepted. They are well enough, you may
believe that.” “But you can give me no hope, set me no
period, when he will come home?” She sat confronting Cadfael with great, steady
eyes, and in her lap her fingers were knotted so tightly that the knuckles
shone white as naked bone. “Even if he does come home, living and justified,”
she said. “That I can tell no more than you,”
Cadfael owned wryly. “But I will do what I can to shorten the time. This
waiting is hard upon you, I know it.” But how much harder would the return be,
if ever Elis came back vindicated, only to pursue his suit for Melicent
Prestcote, and worm his way out of his Welsh betrothal. It might even be better
if she had warning now, before the blow fell. Cadfael was pondering what he
could best do for her, and with only half an ear tuned to what she was saying. “At least I have purged my own soul,” she
said, as much to herself as to him. “I have always known how well he loves me,
if only he did not love his cousin as well or better. Fosterlings are like
that—you are Welsh, you know it. But if he could not bring himself to undo what
was done so ill, I have done it for him now. I tired of silence. Why should we
bleed without a cry? I have done what had to be done, I’ve spoken with my
father and with his. In the end I shall have my way.” She rose, giving him a
pale but resolute smile. “We shall be able to speak again, brother, before you
leave us. I must go and see how things fare in the kitchen, they’ll be home
with the evening.” He gave her an abstracted farewell, and watched her cross
the hall with her free, boy’s stride and straight, proud carriage. Not until
she had reached the door did he realise the meaning of what she had said.
“Cristina!” he called in startled enlightenment; but the door had closed and
she was gone. There was no error, he had heard aright.
She knew how well he loved her, if only he did not love his cousin as well or better,
in the way of fosterlings! Yes, all that he had known before, he had seen it
manifested in their warring exchanges, and misread it utterly. How a man can be
deceived, where every word, every aspect, confirms him in his blindness! Not a
single lie spoken or intended, yet the sum total a lie. She had spoken with her father—and with
his! Cadfael heard in his mind’s ear Elis ap
Cynan’s blithe voice accounting for himself when first he came to Shrewsbury.
Owain Gwynedd was his overlord, and had overseen him in the fosterage where he
had placed him when his father died… “… with my uncle Griffith ap Meilyr, where
I grew up with my cousin Eliud as brothers…” Two young men, close as twins, far
too close to make room for the bride destined for one of them. Yes, and she
fighting hard for what she claimed as her rights, and knowing there was love
deep enough and wild enough to match her love, if only… If only a mistaken bond
made in infancy could be honourably dissolved. If only those two could be
severed, that dual creature staring into a mirror, the left, handed image and
the right, handed, and which of them the reality? How is a stranger to tell? But now he knew. She had not used the word
loosely, of the kinsman who had reared them both. No, she meant just what she
had said. An uncle may also be a foster-father, but only a natural father is a
father. They came, as before, with the dusk.
Cadfael was still in a daze when he heard them come, and stirred himself to go
out and witness the torchlit bustle in the court, the glimmer on the coats of
the horses, the jingle of harness, bit and spur, the cheerful and purposeful
hum of entwining voices, the hissing and crooning of the grooms, the trampling
of hooves and the very faint mist of warm breath in the chilling but frostless
air. A grand, vigorous pattern of lights and shadows, and the open door of the
hall glowing warmly for welcome. Tudur ap Rhys was the first down from the
saddle, and himself strode to hold his prince’s stirrup. Owain Gwynedd’s fair
hair gleamed uncovered in the ruddy light of the torches as he sprang down, a
head taller than his host. Man after man they came, chieftain after chieftain,
the princelings of Gwynedd’s nearer commoes, the neighbours of England. Cadfael
stood to survey each one as he dismounted, and lingered until all were on foot,
and their followers dispersed into the camps beyond the maenol. But he did not
find among them Einon ab Ithel, whom he sought. “Einon?” said Tudur, questioned. “He’s
following, though he may come late to table. He had a visit to pay in
Llansantffraid, he has a daughter married there, and his first grandson is come
new into the world. Before the evening’s out he’ll be with us. You’re heartily
welcome to my roof again, brother, all the more if you bring news to please the
prince’s ear. It was an ill thing that happened there with you, he feels it as
a sad stain on a clean acquaintance.” “I’m rather seeking than bringing
enlightenment,” Cadfael confessed. “But I trust one man’s ill deed cannot mar
these meetings between your prince and our sheriff. Owain Gwynedd’s goodwill is
gold to us in Shropshire, all the more since Madog ap Meredith is showing his
teeth again.” “Do you tell me so? Owain will want to
hear of it, but after supper will be the fitting time. I’ll make you a place at
the high table.” Since he had in any case to wait for the arrival of Einon,
Cadfael sat back to study and enjoy the gathering in Tudur’s hall over supper,
the warmth of the central fire, the torches, the wine, and the harping. A man
of Tudur’s status was privileged to possess a harp and maintain his own harper,
in addition to his duty to be a generous patron to travelling minstrels. And
with the prince here to praise and be praised, they had a rivalry of singers
that lasted throughout the meal. There was still a deal of coming and going in
the courtyard, late-comers riding in, officers from the camps patrolling their
bounds and changing pickets, and the womenfolk fetching and carrying, and
loitering to talk to the archers and men-at-arms. For the time being this was
the court of Gwynedd, where petitioners, bringers of gifts, young men seeking
office and favour, all must come. The dishes had been removed, and the mead
and wine were circulating freely, when Tudur’s steward came into the hall and
made for the high table. “My lord, there’s one here asks leave to
present to you his natural son, whom he has acknowledged and admitted to his
kinship only two days ago. Griffri ap Llywarch, from close by Meifod. Will you
hear him?” “Willingly,” said Owain, pricking up his
fair head to stare down through the smoke and shadows of the hall with some
curiosity. “Let Griffri ap Llywarch come in and be welcome.” Cadfael had not
paid due attention to the name, and might not even have recognised it if he had,
nor was he likely to recognise a man he had never seen before. The newcomer
followed the steward into the hall, and up between the tables to the high
place. A lean, sinewy man, perhaps fifty years old, balding and bearded, with a
hillman’s gait, and the weathered face and wrinkled, far-seeing eyes of the
shepherd. His clothing was plain and brown, but good homespun. He came straight
to the dais, and made the Welshman’s brisk, unservile reverence to the prince. “My lord Owain, I have brought you my son,
that you may know and approve him. For the only son I had by my wife is two
years and more dead, and I was without children, until this my son by another
woman came to me declaring his birth and proving it. And I have acknowledged
him mine and brought him into my kinship, and as mine he is accepted. Now I ask
your countenance also.” He stood proudly, glad of what he had to say and of the
young man he had to present; and Cadfael would have had neither eyes nor ears
for any other man present, if it had not been for the courteous silence that
had followed him up the hall, and the one clear sound that carried in it.
Shadows and smoke veiled the figure that followed respectfully at some yards
distance, but the sound of its steps was plainly audible, and went haltingly,
lighter and faster upon one foot. Cadfael’s eyes were upon the son when he came
hesitantly into the torchlight from the high table. This one he knew, though
the black hair was trimmed and thrown proudly back from a face not now sullen
and closed, but open, hopeful and eager, and there was no longer a crutch under
the leaning armpit. Cadfael looked back from Anion ap Griffri
to Griffri ap Llywarch, to whose drear and childless middle age this
unlooked-for son had suddenly supplied a warm heart of hope and content. The
homespun cloak hanging loose upon Griffri’s shoulders bore in its folds a long
pin with a large, chased gold head secured with a thin gold chain. And that,
too, Cadfael had seen before, and knew only too well. So did another witness. Einon ab Ithel had
come in, as one familiar with the household and desirous of making no
inconvenient stir, by the high door from the private chamber, and emerged
behind the prince’s table unnoticed. The man who was holding all attention
naturally drew his. The red of torchlight flashed from the ornament worn openly
and proudly. Its owner had the best reason to know there could not be two such,
not of that exact and massive size and ornamentation. “God’s breath!” swore Einon ab Ithel in a
great bellow of astonishment and indignation. “What manner of thief have we
here, wearing my gold under my very eyes?” Silence fell as ominously as thunder, and
every head whirled from prince and petitioner to stare at this loud accuser.
Einon came round the high table in a few long strides, dropped from the dais so
close as to send Griffri lurching back in alarm, and stabbed a hard brown
finger at the pin that glowed in the drab cloak. “My lord, this—is mine! Gold out of my
earth, I had it mined, I had it made for me, there is not another exactly like
it in this or any land. When I came back from Shrewsbury, on that errand you
know of, it was not in my collar, nor have I seen it since that day. I thought
it fallen somewhere on the road, and made no ado about it. What is it to mourn
for, gold! Now I see it again and marvel. My lord, it is in your hands. Demand
of this man how he comes to be wearing what is mine.” Half the hall was on its
feet, and rumbling with menace, for theft, unmitigated by circumstances, was
the worst crime they acknowledged, and the thief caught red, handed could be
killed on sight by the wronged man. Griffri stood stricken dumb, staring in
bewilderment. Anion flung himself with stretched arms and braced body between
his father and Einon. “My lord, my lord, I gave it, I brought it
to my father. I did not steal… I took a price! Hold my father blameless, if
there is blame it is mine only…” He was sweating with terror, great sudden
gouts that ran on his forehead and were snared in his thick brows. And if he
knew a little Welsh, in this extremity it did not serve him, he had cried out
in English. That gave them all a moment of surprise. And Owain swept a hand
over the hall and brought silence. “Sit, and keep closed mouths. This is my
matter. I’ll have quiet and all here shall have justice.” They murmured, but
they obeyed. In the ensuing hush Brother Cadfael rose unobtrusively to his feet
and made his way round the table and down to the floor of the hall. His
movements, however discreet, drew the prince’s eye. “My lord,” said Cadfael deprecatingly, “I
am of Shrewsbury, I know and am known to this man Anion ap Griffri. He was
raised English, no fault of his. Should he need one to interpret, I can do that
service, so that he may be understood by all here.” “A fair offer,” said Owain, and eyed him
thoughtfully. “Are you also empowered, brother, to speak for Shrewsbury, since
it seems this accusation goes back to that town, and the business of which we
know? And if so, for shire and town or for abbey?” “Here and now,” said Cadfael boldly, “I
will venture for both. And if any find fault hereafter, let it fall on me.” “You are here, I fancy,” said Owain,
considering, “over this very matter.” “I am. In part to look for this same
jewel. For it vanished from Gilbert Prestcote’s chamber in our infirmary on the
day that he died. The cloak that had been added to the sick man’s wrappings in
the litter was handed back to Einon ab Ithel without it. Only after he had left
did we remember and look for the brooch. And only now do I see it again.” “From the room where a man died by
murder,” said Einon. “Brother, you have found more than the gold. You may send
our men home.” Anion stood fearful but steadfast between his father and the
accusing stare of a hall full of eyes. He was white as ice, translucent, as
though all the blood had left his veins. “I did not kill,” he said hoarsely,
and heaved hard to get breath enough to speak. “My lord, I never knew… I
thought the pin was his, Prestcote’s. I took it from the cloak, yes,—” “After you had killed him,” said Einon
harshly. “No! I swear it! I never touched the man.”
He turned in desperate appeal to Owain, who sat listening dispassionately at
the table, his fingers easy round the stem of his wine, cup, but his eyes very
bright and aware. “My lord, only hear me! And hold my father clear of all, for
all he knows is what I have told him, and the same I shall tell you, and as God
sees me, I do not lie.” “Hand up to me,” said Owain, “that pin you
wear.” And as Griffri hurried with trembling fingers to detach it, and reached
up to lay it in the prince’s hand: “So! I have known this too long and seen it
worn too often to be in any doubt whose it is. From you, brother, as from Einon
here, I know how it came to be flung open to hand by the sheriffs bed. Now you
may tell, Anion, how you came by it. English I can follow, you need not fear
being misunderstood. And Brother Cadfael will put what you say into Welsh, so
that all here may understand you.” Anion gulped air and found a creaky voice
that gathered body and passion as he used it. Shock and terror had contracted
his throat, but the flow of words washed constraint away. “My lord, until these
last days I never saw my father, nor he me, but I had a brother, as he has
said, and by chance I got to know him when he came into Shrewsbury with wool to
sell. There was a year between us, and I am the elder. He was my kin, and I
valued him. And once when he visited the town and I was not by, there was a
fight, a man was killed and my brother was blamed for it. Gilbert Prestcote
hanged him!” Owain glanced aside at Cadfael, and waited until this speech had
been translated for the Welshmen. Then he asked: “You know of this case? Was it
fairly done?” “Who knows which hand did the killing?”
said Cadfael. “It was a street brawl, the young men were drunk. Gilbert
Prestcote was hasty by nature, but just. But this is certain, here in Wales the
young man would not have hanged. A blood-price would have paid it.” “Go on,” said Owain. “I carried that grudge on my heart from
that day,” said Anion, gathering passion from old bitterness. “But when did I
ever come within reach of the sheriff? Never until your men brought him into
Shrewsbury wounded and housed him in the infirmary. And I was there with this
broken leg of mine all but healed, and that man only twenty paces from me, only
a wall between us, my enemy at my mercy. While it was all still and the
brothers at dinner, I went into the room where he was. He owed my house a
life—even if I was mongrel, I felt Welsh then, and I meant to take my due
revenge—I meant to kill! The only brother ever I had, and he was merry and good
to look upon, and then to hang for an unlucky blow when he was full of ale! I
went in there to kill. But I could not do it! When I saw my enemy brought down
so low, so old and weary, hardly blood or breath in him… I stood by him and
watched, and all I could feel was sadness. It seemed to me that there was no
call there for vengeance, for all was already avenged. So I thought on another
way. There was no court to set a blood-price or enforce payment, but there was
the gold pin in the cloak beside him. I thought it was his. How could I know?
So I took it as galanas, to clear the debt and the grudge. But by the end of
that day I knew, we all knew, that Prestcote was dead and dead by murder, and
when they began to question even me, I knew that if ever it came out what I had
done it would be said I had also killed him. So I ran. I meant, in any case, to
come and seek my father some day, and tell him my brother’s death was paid for,
but because I was afraid I had to run in haste.” “And come to me he did,” said Griffri
earnestly, his hand upon his son’s shoulder, “and showed me by way of warranty
the yellow mountain stone I gave his mother long ago. But by his face I knew
him, for he’s like the brother he lost. And he gave me that thing you hold, my
lord, and told me that young Griffri’s death was requited, and this was the
token price exacted, and the grudge buried, for our enemy was dead. I did not
well understand him then, for I told him if he had slain Griffri’s slayer, then
he had no right to take a price as well. But he swore to me by most solemn oath
that it was not he who had killed and I believe him. And judge if I am glad to
have a son restored me in my middle years, to be the prop of my old age. For
God’s sake, my lord, do not take him from me now!” In the dour, considering
hush that followed Cadfael completed his translation of what Anion had said,
and took his time about it to allow him to study the prince’s impassive face.
At the end of it the silence continued still for a long minute, since no one
would speak until Owain made it possible. He, too, was in no hurry. He looked
at father and son, pressed together there below the dais in apprehensive
solidarity, he looked at Einon, whose face was as unrevealing as his own, and
last at Cadfael. “Brother, you know more of what has gone
forward in Shrewsbury abbey than any of us here. You know this man. How do you
say? Do you believe his story?” “Yes,” said Cadfael, with grave and
heartfelt gratitude, “I do believe it. It fits with all I know. But I would ask
Anion one question.” “Ask it.” “You stood beside the bed, Anion, and
watched the sleeper. Are you sure that he was then alive?” “Yes, surely,” said Anion wondering. “He breathed,
he moaned in his sleep. I saw and heard. I know.” “My lord,” said Cadfael, watching Owain’s
enquiring eye, “there was another heard to enter and leave that room, some
little while later, someone who went not haltingly, as Anion did, but lightly. That
one did not take anything, unless it was a life. Moreover, I believe what Anion
has told us because there is yet another thing I have to find before I shall
have found Gilbert Prestcote’s murderer.” Owain nodded comprehension, and mused
for a while in silence. Then he picked up the gold pin with a brisk movement,
and held it out to Einon. “How say you? Was this theft?” “I am content,” said Einon and laughed,
releasing the tension in the hall. In the general stir and murmur of returning
ease, the prince turned to his host. “Make a place below there, Tudur, for
Griffri ap Llywarch, and his son Anion.” Chapter Eleven SO THERE WENT SHREWSBURY’S PRIME SUSPECT,
the man gossip had already hanged and buried, down the hall on his father’s
heels, stumbling a little and dazed like a man in a dream, but beginning to
shine as though a torch had been kindled within him; down to a place with his
father at one of the tables, equal among equals. From a serving-maid’s by-blow,
without property or privilege, he was suddenly become a free man, with a
rightful place of his own in a kindred, heir to a respected sire, accepted by
his prince. The threat that had forced him to take to his heels had turned into
the greatest blessing of his life and brought him to the one place that was his
by right in Welsh law, true son to a father who acknowledged him proudly. Here
Anion was no bastard. Cadfael watched the pair of them to their
places, and was glad that something good, at least, should have come out of the
evil. Where would that young man have found the courage to seek out his father,
distant, unknown, speaking another language, if fear had not forced his hand,
and made it easy to leap across a frontier? The ending was well worth the
terror that had gone before. He could forget Anion now. Anion’s hands were
clean. “At least you’ve sent me one man,”
observed Owain, watching thoughtfully as the pair reached their places, “in
return for my eight still in bond. Not a bad figure of a man, either. But no
training in arms, I doubt.” “An excellent cattle-man,” said Cadfael.
“He has an understanding with all animals. You may safely put your horses in
his care.” “And you lose, I gather, your chief
contender for a halter. You have no after-thoughts concerning him?” “None. I am sure he did as he says he did.
He dreamed of avenging himself on a strong and overbearing man, and found a
broken wreck he could not choose but pity.” “No bad ending,” said Owain. “And now I
think we might withdraw to some quieter place, and you shall tell us whatever you
have to tell, and ask whatever you need to ask.” In the prince’s chamber they sat about the
small, wire-guarded brazier, Owain, Tudur, Einan ab Ithel and Cadfael. Cadfael
had brought with him the little box in which he had preserved the wisps of wool
and gold thread. Those precise shades of deep blue and soft rose could not be
carried accurately in the mind, but must continually be referred to the eye,
and matched against whatever fabric came to light. He had the box in the scrip
at his girdle, and was wary of opening it where there might be even the
faintest draught, for fear the frail things within would be blown clean away. A
breath from a loophole could whisk his ominous treasures out of reach in an
instant. He had debated within himself how much he
should tell, but in the light of Cristina’s revelation, and since her father
was here in conference, he told all he knew, how Elis in his captivity had
fallen haplessly in love with Prestcote’s daughter, and how the pair of them
had seen no possible hope of gaining the sheriffs approval for such a match,
hence providing reason enough why Elis should attempt to disturb the invalid’s
rest—whether to remove by murder the obstacle to his love, as Melicent accused,
or to plead his forlorn cause, as Elis himself protested. “So that was the way of it,” said Owain,
and exchanged a straight, hard look with Tudur, unsurprised, and forbearing
from either sympathy or blame. Tudur was on close terms of personal friendship
with his prince, and had surely spoken with him of Cristina’s confidences. Here
was the other side of the coin. “And this was after Einon had left you?” “It was. It came out that the boy had
tried to speak with Gilbert, and been ordered out by Brother Edmund. When the
girl heard of it, she turned on him for a murderer.” “But you do not altogether accept that.
Nor, it seems, has Beringar accepted it.” “There is no more proof of it than that he
was there, beside the bed, when Edmund came and drove him out. It could as well
have been for the boy’s declared purpose as for anything worse. And then,
you’ll understand, there was the matter of the gold pin. We never realised it
was missing, my lord, until you had ridden for home. But very certainly Elis
neither had it on him, nor had had any opportunity to hide it elsewhere before
he was searched. Therefore someone else had been in that room and taken it
away.” “But now that we know what befell my pin,”
said Einon, “and are satisfied Anion did not murder, does not that leave that
boy again in danger of being branded for the killing of a sick and sleeping
man? Though it sorts very poorly,” he added, “with what I know of him.” “Which of us,” said Owain sombrely, “has
never been guilty of some unworthiness that sorts very ill with what our
friends know of us? Even with what we know, or think we know, of ourselves! I
would not rule out any man from being capable once in his life of a gross
infamy.” He looked up at Cadfael. “Brother, I recall you said, within there,
that there was yet one more thing you must find, belore you would have found
Prestcote’s murderer. What is that thing?” “It is the cloth that was used to smother
Gilbert. By its traces it will be known, once found. For it was pressed down
over his nose and mouth, and he breathed it into his nostrils and drew it into
his teeth, and a thread or two of it we found in his beard. No ordinary cloth.
Elis had neither that nor anything else in his hands when he came from the
infirmary. Once I had found and preserved the filaments from it, we searched
for it throughout the abbey precincts, for it could have been a hanging or an
altar-cloth, but we have found nothing to match these fragments. Until we know
what it was, and what became of it, we shall not know who killed Gilbert
Prestcote.” “This is certain?” asked Owain. “You drew
these threads from the dead man’s nostrils and mouth? You think you will know,
when you find it, the very cloth that was used to stifle him?” “I do think so, for the colours are clear,
and not common dyes. I have the box here. But open it with care. What’s within
is fine as cobweb.” Cadfael handed the little box across the brazier. “But not
here. The up-draught from the warmth could blow them away.” Owain took the box
aside, and held it low under one of the lamps, where the light would play into it.
The minute threads quivered faintly, and again were still. “Here’s gold thread,
that’s plain, a twisted strand. The rest—I see it’s wool, by the many hairs and
the live texture. A darker colour and a lighter.” He studied them narrowly, but
shook his head. “I could not say what tints are here, only that the cloth had a
good gold thread woven into it. And I fancy it would be thick, a heavy weave,
by the way the wool curls and crimps. Many more such fine hairs went to make up
this yarn.” “Let me see,” said Einon, and narrowed his
eyes over the box. “I see the gold, but the colours… No, it means nothing to
me.” Tudur peered, and shook his head. “We have not the light for this, my
lord. By day these would show very differently.” It was true, by the mellow light
of these oil, lamps the prince’s hair was deep harvest, gold, almost brown. By
daylight it was the yellow of primroses. “It might be better,” agreed Cadfael,
“to leave the matter until morning. Even had we better vision, what could be
done at this hour?” “This light foils the eye,” said Owain. He
closed the lid over the airy fragments. “Why did you think you might find what
you seek here?” “Because we have not found it within the
pale of the abbey, so we must look outside, wherever men have dispersed from
the abbey. The lord Einon and two captains beside had left us before ever we
recovered these threads, it was a possibility, however frail, that unknowingly
this cloth had gone with them. By daylight the colours will show for what they
truly are. You may yet recall seeing such a weave.” Cadfael took back the box.
It had been a fragile hope at best, but the morrow remained. There was a man’s
life, a man’s soul’s health, snared in those few quivering hairs, and he was
their custodian. “Tomorrow,” said the prince emphatically,
“we will try what God’s light can show us, since ours is too feeble.” In the deep small hours of that same night
Elis awoke in the dark cell in the outer ward of Shrewsbury castle, and lay
with stretched ears, struggling up from the dullness of sleep and wondering
what had shaken him out of so profound a slumber. He had grown used to all the
daytime sounds native to this place, and to the normal unbroken silence of the
night. This night was different, or he would not have been heaved so rudely out
of the only refuge he had from his daytime miseries. Something was not as it
should have been, someone was astir at a time when there was always silence and
stillness. The air quivered with soft movements and distant voices. They were not locked in, their word had
been accepted without question, bond enough to hold them. Elis raised himself
cautiously on an elbow, and leaned to listen to Eliud’s breathing in the bed
beside him. Deep asleep, if not altogether at peace. He twitched and turned without
awaking, and the measure of his breathing changed uneasily, shortening and
shallowing sometimes, then easing into a long rhythm that promised better rest.
Elis did not want to disturb him. It was all due to him, to his pig, headed
folly in joining Cadwaladr, that Eliud was here a prisoner beside him. He must
not be drawn still deeper into question and danger, whatever happened to Elis. There were certainly voices, at some small
distance but muffled and made to sound infinitely more distant by the thick stone
walls. And though at this remove there could not possibly be distinguishable
words, yet there was an indefinable agitation about the exchanges, a quiver of
panic on the air. Elis slid carefully from the bed, halted and held his breath
a moment to make sure that Eliud had not stirred, and felt for his coat,
thankful that he slept in shirt and hose, and need not fumble in the dark to
dress. With all the grief and anxiety he carried about with him night and day,
he must discover the reason of this added and unforeseen alarm. Every
divergence from custom was a threat. The door was heavy but well hung, and
swung without a sound. Outside the night was moonless but clear, very faint
starlight patterned the sky between the walls and towers that made a shell of
total darkness. He drew the door closed after him, and eased the heavy latch
into its socket gingerly. Now the murmur of voices had body and direction, it
came from the guard-room within the gatehouse. And that crisp, brief clatter
that struck a hidden spark on the ground was hooves on the cobbles. A rider at
this hour? He felt his way along the wall towards the
sound, at every angle flattening himself against the stones to listen afresh.
The horse shifted and blew. Shapes grew gradually out of the solid darkness,
the twin turrets of the barbican showed their teeth against a faintly lighter
sky, and the flat surface of the closed gate beneath had a tall, narrow slit of
pallor carved through it, tall as a man on horseback, and wide enough for a
horse to pass in haste. The rider’s wicket was open. Open because someone had
entered by it with urgent news only minutes since, and no one had yet thought
to close it. Elis crept nearer. The door of the
guard-room was ajar, a long sliver of light from torches within quivered across
the dark cobbles. The voices emerged by fits and starts, as they were raised
and again lowered, but he caught words clearly here and there. “… burned a farm west of Pontesbury,”
reported a messenger, still breathless from his haste, “and never withdrew…
They’re camped overnight… and another party skirting Minsterley to join them.”
Another voice, sharp and clear, most likely one of the experienced sergeants:
“What numbers?” “In all… if they foregather… I was told it
might be as many as a hundred and fifty…” “Archers? Lancers? Foot or horse?” That
was not the sergeant, that was a young voice, a shade higher than it should
have been with alarm and strain. They had got Alan Herbard out of bed. This was
a grave matter. “My lord, far the greater part on foot.
Lancers and archers both. They may try to encircle Pontesbury… they know Hugh
Beringar is in the north…” “Halfway to Shrewsbury!” said Herbard’s
voice, taut and jealous for his first command. “They’ll not dare that,” said the
sergeant. “Plunder’s the aim. Those valley farms… with new lambs…” “Madog ap Meredith has a grudge to
settle,” ventured the messenger, still short of breath, “for that raid in
February. They’re close… but the pickings are smaller, there in the forest… I
doubt…” Halfway to Shrewsbury was more than
halfway to the ford in the forest where that grudge had come to birth. And the
pickings… Elis turned his forehead into the chill of the stone against which he
leaned and swallowed terror. A parcel of women! He was more than paid for that
silly flaunt, who had a woman of his own there to sweat and bleed for, young,
beautiful, fair as flax, tall like a willow. The square dark men of Powys would
come to blows over her, kill one another for her, kill her when they were done. He had started out of his shelter under
the wall before he even knew what he intended. The patient, drooping horse
might have given him away, but there was no groom holding it, and it stood its
ground silently, unstartled, as he stole past, a hand raised to caress and beseech
acceptance. He did not dare take it, the first clatter of hooves would have
brought them out like hornets disturbed, but at least it let him pass
unbetrayed. The big body steamed gently, he felt its heat. The tired head
turned and nuzzled his hand. He drew his fingers away with stealthy gentleness,
and slid past towards the elongated wicket that offered a way out into the
night. He was through, he had the descent to the
castle Foregate on his right, and the way up into the town on his left. But he
was out of the castle, he who had given his word not to pass the threshold, he
who was forsworn from this moment, false to his word, outcast. Not even Eliud
would speak for him when he knew. The town gates would not open until dawn.
Elis turned left, into the town, and groped his way by unknown lanes and
passages to find some corner where he could hide until the morning. He was none
too sure of his best way out, and did not stop to wonder if he would ever
manage to pass unnoticed. All he knew was that he had to get to Godric’s Ford
before his countrymen reached it. He got his bearings by instinct, blundering
blindly round towards the eastward gates. In Saint Mary’s churchyard, though he
did not know it for that, he shrank into the shelter of a porch from the chill
of the wind. He had left his cloak behind in his dishonoured cell, he was
half-naked to shame and the night, but he was free and on his way to deliver
her. What was his honour, more than his life, compared with her safety? The town woke early. Tradesmen and
travellers rose and made their way down to the gates before full daylight, to
be out and about their proper business betimes. So did Elis ap Cynan, going
with them discreetly down the Wyle, cloakless, weaponless, desperate, heroic
and absurd, to the rescue of his Melicent. Eliud put out his hand, before he was
fully awake, to feel for his cousin, and sat up in abrupt shock to find Elis’s
side of the bed empty and cold. But the dark red cloak was still draped over
the foot of the bed, and Eliud’s sense of loss was utterly irrational. Why
should not Elis rise early and go out into the wards before his bedfellow was
awake? Without his cloak he could not be far away. But for all that, and
however brief the separation, it troubled Eliud like a physical pain. Here in
their imprisonment they had hardly been a moment out of each other’s company,
as if for each of them faith in a final happy delivery depended upon the
presence of the other. Eliud rose and dressed, and went out to
the trough by the well, to wash himself fully awake in the shock of the cold
water. There was an unusual stir about the stables and the armoury, but he saw
no sign of Elis anywhere in either place, nor was he brooding on the walls with
his face towards Wales. The want of him began to ache like an amputation. They took their meals in hall among their
English peers, but on this clear morning Elis did not come to break his fast.
And by this time others had remarked his absence. One of the sergeants of the garrison
stopped Eliud as he was leaving the hall. “Where is your cousin? Is he sick?” “I know no more than you,” said Eliud.
“I’ve been looking for him. He was out before I awoke, and I’ve seen nothing of
him since.” And he added in jealous haste, seeing the man frown and give him
the first hard stare of suspicion: “But he can’t be far. His cloak is still in
the cell. There’s so much stirring here, I thought he might have risen early to
find out what was all the to-do.” “He’s pledged not to set foot out of the
gates,” said the sergeant. “But do you tell me he’s given up eating? You must
know more than you pretend.” “No! But he’s here within, he must be. He
would not break his word, I promise you.” The man eyed him hard, and turned
abruptly on his heel to make for the gatehouse and question the guards. Eliud
caught him entreatingly by the sleeve. “What is it brewing here? Is there news?
Such activity in the armoury and the archers drawing arrows… What’s happened
overnight?” “What’s happened? Your countrymen are
swarming in force along the Minsterley valley, if you want to know, burning
farmsteads and moving in on Pontesbury. Three days ago it was a handful, it’s
past a hundred tribesmen now.” He swung back suddenly to demand: “Did you hear
aught in the night? Is that it? Has that cousin of yours run, broke out to join
his ragamuffin kin and help in the killing? The sheriff was not enough for
him?” “No!” cried Eliud. “He would not! It’s
impossible!” “It’s how we got him in the first place, a
murdering, looting raid the like of these. It suited him then, it comes very
timely for him now. His neck out of a noose and his friends close by to bring
him off safely.” “You cannot say so! You don’t yet know but
he’s here within, true to his word.” “No, but soon we shall,” said the sergeant
grimly, and took Eliud firmly by the arm. “Into your cell and wait. The lord
Herbard must know of this.” He flung away at speed and Eliud, in desolate
obedience, trudged back to his cell and sat there upon the bed with only Elis’s
cloak for company. By then he was certain what the result of any search must
be. Only an hour or two of daylight gone and there were endless places a man
could be, if he felt no appetite either for food or for the company of his
fellow, men, and yet the castle felt empty of Elis, as cold and alien as if he
had never been there. And a courier had come in the night, it seemed, with news
of stronger forces from Powys plundering closer to Shrewsbury, and closer still
to the forest grange of the abbey of Polesworth at Godric’s Ford. Where all
this heavy burden had begun and where, perhaps, it must end. If Elis had heard
that nocturnal arrival and gone out to discover the cause, yes, then he might
in desperation forget oath and honour and all. Eliud waited wretchedly until
Alan Herbard came, with two sergeants at his heels. A long wait it had been.
They would have scoured the castle by now. By their grim faces it was clear
they had not found Elis. Eliud rose to his feet to face them. He
would need all his powers and all his dignity now if he was to speak for Elis.
This Alan Herbard was surely no more than a year or two his senior, and being
as harshly tested as he. “If you know the manner of your cousin’s
flight,” said Herbard bluntly, “you would be wise to speak. You shared this
narrow space. If he rose in the night, surely you would know. For I tell you
plainly, he is gone. He has run. In the night the wicket was opened for a man
to enter. It’s no secret now that it let out a man—renegade, forsworn,
self-branded murderer. Why else should he so seize this chance?” “No!” said Eliud. “You wrong him and in
the end it will be shown you wrong him. He is no murderer. If he has run, that
is not the reason.” “There is no if. He is gone. You know
nothing of it? You slept through his flight?” “I missed him when I awoke,” said Eliud.
“I know nothing of how he went or when. But I know him. If he rose in the night
because he heard your man arriving and if he heard then—is it so?—that the
Welsh of Powys are coming too close and in dangerous numbers, then I swear to
you he has fled only out of dread for Gilbert Prestcote’s daughter. She is
there with the sisters at Godric’s Ford and Elis loves her. Whether she has
discarded him or no, he has not ceased to love her, and if she is in danger he
will venture life, yes and his honour with it, to bring her to safety. And when
that is done,” said Eliud passionately, “he will return here, to suffer
whatever fate may await him. He is no renegade! He has broken his oath only for
Melicent’s sake. He will come back and give himself up. I pledge my own honour
for him! My own life!” “I would remind you,” said Herbard grimly,
“you have already done so. Either one of you gave his word for both. At this
moment you stand attainted as his surety for his treachery. I could hang you,
and be fully justified.” “Do so!” said Eliud, blanched to the lips,
his eyes dilated into a blaze of green. “Here am I, still his warranty. I tell
you, this neck is yours to wring if Elis proves false. I give you leave freely.
You are mustering to ride, I’ve seen it. You go against these Welsh of Powys.
Take me with you! Give me a horse and a weapon, and I will fight for you, and
you may have an archer at my back to strike me dead if I make a false step, and
a halter about my neck ready for the nearest tree after the Powysmen are
hammered, if Elis does not prove to you the truth of every word I say.” He was
shaking with fervour, strung taut like a bowstring. Herbard opened his eyes
wide at such open passion, and studied him in wary surprise a long moment. “So
be it!” he said then abruptly, and turned to his men. “See to it! Give him a
horse and a sword, and a rope about his neck, and have your best shot follow
him close and be ready to spit him if he plays false. He says he is a man of
his word, that even this defaulting fellow of his is such. Very well, we’ll
take him at his word.” He looked back from the doorway. Eliud had taken up
Elis’s red cloak and was holding it in his arms. “If your cousin had been half
the man you are,” said Herbard, “your life would be safe enough.” Eliud
whirled, hugging the folded cloak to him as if applying balm to an unendurable
ache. “Have you not understood even yet? He is better than I, a thousand times
better!” Chapter Twelve IN TREGEIRIOG, TOO, THEY WERE UP WITH THE
FIRST BLUSH of light, barely two hours after Elis’s flight through the wicket
at Shrewsbury. For Hugh Beringar had ridden through half the night, and arrived
with the dove, grey hush of pre-dawn. Sleepy grooms rose, blear-yed, to take
the horses of their English guests, a company of twenty men. The rest Hugh had
left distributed across the north of the shire, well armed, well supplied, and
so far proof against the few and tentative tests to which they had been
subjected. Brother Cadfael, as sensitive to nocturnal
arrivals as Elis, had started out of sleep when he caught the quiver and murmur
on the air. There was much to be said for the custom of sleeping in the full
habit, apart from the scapular, a man could rise and go, barefoot or staying to
reclaim his sandals, as complete and armed as in the middle of the day. No
doubt the discipline had originated where monastic houses were located in
permanently perilous places, and time had given it the blessing of tradition.
Cadfael was out, and halfway to the stables, when he met Hugh coming thence in
the pearly twilight, and Tudur equally wide awake and alert beside his guest. “What brings you so early?” asked Cadfael.
“Is there fresh news?” “Fresh to me, but for all I know stale
already in Shrewsbury.” Hugh took him by the arm, and turned him back with them
towards the hall. “I must make my report to the prince, and then we’re off down
the border by the shortest way. Madog’s castellan from Caus is pouring more men
into the Minsterley valley. There was a messenger waiting for me when we rode
into Oswestry or I’d meant to stay the night there.” “Herbard sent the word from Shrewsbury?”
asked Cadfael, “It was no more than a handful of raiders when I left, two days
ago.” “It’s a war-party of a hundred or more
now. They hadn’t moved beyond Minsterley when Herbard got wind of the muster,
but if they’ve brought out such a force as that, they mean worse mischief. And
you know them better than I, they waste no time. They may be on the move this
very dawn.” “You’ll be needing fresh horses,” said
Tudur practically. “We got some remounts at Oswestry, they’ll
be fit for the rest of the way. But I’ll gladly borrow from you for the rest,
and thank you heartily. I’ve left all quiet and every garrison on the alert
across the north, and Ranulf seems to have pulled back his advance parties
towards Wrexham. He made a feint at Whitchurch and got a bloody nose, and it’s
my belief he’s drawn in his horns for this while. Whether or no, I must break
off to attend to Madog.” “You may make your mind easy about Chirk,”
Tudur assured him. “We’ll see to that. Have your men in for a meal, at least,
and give the horses a breather. I’ll get the womenfolk out of their beds to see
to the feeding of you, and have Einon rouse Owain, if he’s not already up.” “What do you intend?” Cadfael asked.
“Which way shall you head?” “For Llansilin and down the border. We’ll
pass to east of the Breiddens, and down by Westbury to Minsterley, and cut them
off, if we can, from getting back to their base in Caus. I tire of having men
of Powys in that castle,” said Hugh, setting his jaw. “We must have it back and
make it habitable, and keep a garrison there.” “You’ll be few for such a muster as you
report,” said Cadfael. “Why not aim at getting to Shrewsbury first for more
men, and westward to meet them from there?” “The time’s too short. And besides, I
credit Alan Herbard with sense and stomach enough to field a good force of his
own to mind the town. If we move fast enough we may take them between the two
prongs and crack them like a nut.” They had reached the hall. Word had gone
before, the sleepers within were rolling out of the rushes in haste, servants
were setting tables, and the maids ran with new loaves from the bakery, and
great pitchers of ale. “If I can finish my business here,” said
Cadfael tempted, “I’ll ride with you, if you’ll have me.” “I will so and heartily welcome.” “Then I’d best be seeing to what’s left
undone here, when Owain Gwynedd is free. While you’re closeted with him, I’ll
see my own horse readied for the journey.” He was so preoccupied with thoughts
of the coming clash, and of what might already be happening in Shrewsbury, that
he turned back towards the stables without at first noticing the light
footsteps that came flying after him from the direction of the kitchens, until
a hand clutched at his sleeve, and he turned to find Cristina confronting him
and peering intently up into his face with dilated dark eyes. “Brother Cadfael, is it true, what my
father says? He says I need fret no longer, for Elis has found some girl in
Shrewsbury, and wants nothing better now than to be rid of me. He says it can
be ended with goodwill on both sides. That I’m free, and Eliud is free! Is it
true?” She was grave, and yet she glowed. Elis’s desertion was hope and help to
her. The tangled knot could indeed be undone by consent, without grudges. “It is true,” said Cadfael. “But beware of
building too high on his prospects as yet, for it’s no way certain he’ll get
the lady he wants. Did Tudur also tell you it is she who accuses Elis of being
her father’s murderer? No very hopeful way to set up a marriage.” “But he’s in earnest? He loves the girl?
Then he’ll not turn back to me, whether he wins his way with her or no. He
never wanted me. Oh, I would have done well enough for him,” she said, hoisting
eloquent shoulders and curling a tolerant lip, “as any girl his match in age
and rank would have done, but all I ever was to him was a child he grew up
with, and was fond of after a fashion. Now,” she said feelingly, “he knows what
it is to want. God knows I wish him his happiness as I hope for mine.” “Walk with me down to the stables,” said
Cadfael, “and keep me company, these few minutes we have. For I’m away with
Hugh Beringar as soon as his men have broken their fast and rested their
horses, and I’ve had a word again with Owain Gwynedd and Einon ab Ithel. Come,
and tell me plainly how things stand between you and Eliud, for once before
when I saw you together I misread you utterly.” She went with him gladly, her
face clear and pure in the pearly light just flushing into rose. Her voice was
tranquil as she said: “I loved Eliud from before I knew what love was. All I
knew was how much it hurt, that I could not endure to be away from him, that I
followed and would be with him, and he would not see me, would not speak with
me, put me roughly from his side as often as I clung. I was already promised to
Elis, and Elis was more than half Eliud’s world, and not for anything would he
have touched or coveted anything that belonged to his foster-brother. I was too
young then to know that the measure of his rejection of me was the measure of
how much he wanted me. But when I came to understand what it was that tortured
me, then I knew that Eliud went daily in the selfsame pain.” “You are quite sure of him,” said Cadfael,
stating, not doubting. “I am sure. From the time I understood, I
have tried to make him acknowledge what I know and he knows to be truth. The
more I pursue and plead, the more he turns away and will not speak or listen.
But ever the more he wants me. I tell you truth, when Elis went away, and was
made prisoner, I began to believe I had almost won Eliud, almost brought him to
admit to love and join with me to break this threatened marriage, and speak for
me himself. Then he was sent to be surety for this unhappy exchange and all
went for nothing. And now it’s Elis who cuts the knot and frees us all.” “Too early yet to speak of being free,”
warned Cadfael seriously. “Neither of those two is yet out of the wood—none of
us is, until the matter of the sheriffs death is brought to a just end.” “I can wait,” said Cristina. Pointless, thought Cadfael, to attempt to
cast any doubt over this new radiance of hers. She had lived in shadow far too
long to be intimidated. What was a murder unsolved to her? He doubted if guilt
or innocence would make any difference. She had but one aim, nothing would
deflect her from it. No question but from childhood she had read her
playfellows rightly, known the one who owned the right to her but valued it
lightly, and the one who contained the gnawing grief of loving her and knowing
her to be pledged to the foster-brother he loved only a little less. Perhaps no
less at all, until he grew into the pain of manhood. Girl children are always
years older than their brothers at the same age in years, and see more
accurately and jealously. “Since you are going back,” said Cristina,
viewing the activity in the stables with a kindling eye, “you will see him
again. Tell him I am my own woman now, or soon shall be, and can give myself
where I will. And I will give myself to no one but him.” “I will tell him so,” said Cadfael. The yard was alive with men and horses,
harness and gear slung on every staple and trestle down the line of stalls. The
morning light rose clear and pale over the timber buildings, and the greens of
the valley forest were stippled with the pallor of new leaf-buds like delicate
green veils among the darkness of fir. There was a small wind, enough to
refresh without troubling. A good day for riding. “Which of these horses is yours?” she
asked. Cadfael led him forth to be seen, and
surrendered him to the groom who came at once to serve. “And that great raw-boned grey beast? I
never saw him before. He should go well, even under a man in armour.” “That is Hugh Beringar’s favourite,” said
Cadfael, recognising the dapple with pleasure. “And a very ill-conditioned
brute towards any other rider. Hugh must have left him resting in Oswestry, or
he would not be riding him now.” “I see they’re saddling up for Einon ab
Ithel, too,” she said. “I fancy he’ll be going back to Chirk, to keep an eye on
your Beringar’s northern border while he’s busy elsewhere.” A groom had come
out across their path with a draping of harness on one arm and a saddle, cloth
over the other, and tossed them over a rail while he went back to lead out the
horse that would wear them. A very handsome beast, a tall, bright bay that
Cadfael remembered seeing in the great court at Shrewsbury. He watched its
lively gait with pleasure as the groom hoisted the saddle, cloth and flung it
over the broad, glossy back, so taken with the horse that he barely noticed the
quality of its gear. Fringes to the soft leather bridle, and a tooled brow,
band with tiny studs of gold. There was gold on Einon’s land, he recalled. And
the saddle, cloth itself… He fixed and stared, motionless, for an
instant holding his breath. A thick, soft fabric of dyed woollens, woven from
heavy yarns in a pattern of twining, blossomy sprays, muted red roses, surely
faded to that gentle shade, and deep blue irises. Through the centre of the
flowers and round the border ran thick, crusted gold threads. It was not new,
it had seen considerable wear, the wool had rubbed into tight balls here and
there, some threads had frayed, leaving short, fine strands quivering. No need even to bring out for comparison
the little box in which he kept his captured threads. Now that he saw these
tints at last he knew them past any doubt. He was looking at the very thing he
had sought, too well known here, too often seen and too little regarded, to
stir any man’s memory. He knew, moreover, instantly and
infallibly, the meaning of what he saw. He said never a word to Cristina of what
he knew, as they walked back together. What could he say? Better by far keep
all to himself until he could see his way ahead, and knew what he must do. Not
one word to any, except to Owain Gwynedd, when he took his leave. “My lord,” he said then, “I have heard it
reported of you that you have said, concerning the death of Gilbert Prestcote,
that the only ransom for a murdered man is the life of the murderer. Is that
truly reported? Must there be another death? Welsh law allows for the paying of
a blood-price, to prevent the prolonged bloodshed of a feud. I do not believe
you have forsaken Welsh for Norman law.” “Gilbert Prestcote did not live by Welsh
law,” said Owain, eyeing him very keenly. “I cannot ask him to die by it. Of
what value is a payment in goods or cattle to his widow and children?” “Yet I think galanas can be paid in other
mintage,” said Cadfael. “In penitence, grief and shame, as high as the highest
price judge ever set. What then?” “I am not a priest,” said Owain, “nor any
man’s confessor. Penance and absolution are not within my writ. Justice is.” “And mercy also,” said Cadfael. “God forbid I should order any death
wantonly. Deaths atoned for, whether by goods or grief, pilgrimage or prison,
are better far than deaths prolonged and multiplied. I would keep alive all
such as have value to this world and to those who rub shoulders with them here
in this world. Beyond that it is God’s business.” The prince leaned forward,
and the morning light through the embrasure shone on his flaxen head.
“Brother,” he said gently, “had you not something we should have looked at
again this morning by a better light? Last night we spoke of it.” “That is of small importance now,” said
Brother Cadfael, “if you will consent to leave it in my hands some brief while.
There shall be account rendered.” “I will well!” said Owain Gwynedd, and
suddenly smiled, and the small chamber was filled with the charm of his
presence. “Only, for my sake—and others, doubtless?—carry it carefully.” Chapter Thirteen ELIS HAD MORE SENSE THAN TO GO RUSHING
straight to the enclosure of the Benedictine sisters, all blown and mired as he
was from his run, and with the dawn only just breaking. So few miles from
Shrewsbury here, and yet so lonely and exposed! Why, he had wondered furiously
as he ran, why had those women chosen to plant their little chapel and garden
in so perilous a place? It was provocation! The abbess at Polesworth should be
brought to realise her error and withdraw her threatened sisters. This present
danger could be endlessly repeated, so near so turbulent a border. He made rather for the mill on the brook,
upstream, where he had been held prisoner, under guard by a muscular giant
named John, during those few February days. He viewed the brook with dismay, it
was so fallen and tamed, for all its gnarled and stony bed, no longer the flood
he remembered. But if they came they would expect to wade across merrily where
the bed opened out into a smooth passage, and would scarcely wet them above the
knee. Those stretches, at least, could be pitted and sown with spikes or
caltrops. And the wooded banks at least still offered good cover for archers. John Miller, sharpening stakes in the
mill, yard, dropped his hatchet and reached for his pitch, fork when the hasty,
stumbling feet thudded on the boards. He whirled with astonishing speed and
readiness for a big man, and gaped to see his sometime prisoner advancing upon
him empty-handed and purposeful, and to be greeted in loud, demanding English
by one who had professed total ignorance of that language only a few weeks
previously. “The Welsh of Powys, a war-party not two
hours away! Do the women know of it? We could still get them away towards the
town—they’re surely mustering there, but late…” “Easy, easy!” said the miller, letting his
weapon fall, and scooping up his pile of murderous, pointed poles. “You’ve
found your tongue in a hurry, seemingly! And whose side may you be on this
time, and who let you loose? Here, carry these, if you’re come to make yourself
useful.” “The women must be got away,” persisted
Elis feverishly. “It’s not too late, if they go at once… Get me leave to speak
to them, surely they’ll listen. If they were safe, we could stand off even a
war-band, I came to warn them…” “Ah, but they know. We’ve kept good watch
since the last time. And the women won’t budge, so you may spare your breath to
make one man more, and welcome,” said the miller, “if you’re so minded. Mother
Mariana holds it would be want of faith to shift an ell, and Sister Magdalen
reckons she can be more use where she is, and most of the folks hereabouts
would say that’s no more than truth. Come on, let’s get these planted—the
ford’s pitted already.” Elis found himself running beside the big man, his arms
full. The smoothest stretch of the brook flanked the chapel wall of the grange,
and he realised as he fed out stakes at the miller’s command that there was a
certain amount of activity among the bushes and coppice, woods on both sides of
the water. The men of the forest were well aware of the threat, and had made
their own preparations, and by her previous showing, Sister Magdalen must also
be making ready for battle. To have Mother Mariana’s faith in divine protection
is good, but even better if backed by the practical assistance heaven has a
right to expect from sensible mortals. But a war-party of a hundred or more—and
with one ignominious rout to avenge! Did they understand what they were facing? “I need a weapon,” said Elis, standing
aloft on the bank with feet solidly spread and black head reared towards the
north, west, from which the menace must come. “I can use sword, lance, bow,
whatever’s to spare… That hatchet of yours, on a long haft…” He had another
chance weapon of his own, he had just realised it. If only he could get wind in
time, and be the first to face them when they came, he had a loud Welsh tongue
where they would be looking only for terrified English, he had the fluency of
bardic stock, all the barbs of surprise, vituperation and scarifying mockery,
to loose in a flood against the cowardly paladins who came preying on holy
women. A tongue like a whip, lash! Better still drunk, perhaps, to reach the
true heights of scalding invective, but even in this state of desperate
sobriety, it might still serve to unnerve and delay. Elis waded into the water, and selected a
place for one of his stakes, hidden among the water, weed with its point
sharply inclined to impale anyone crossing in unwary haste. By the careful way
John Miller was moving, the ford had been pitted well out in midstream. If the
attackers were horsed, a step astray into one of those holes might at once lame
the horse and toss the rider forward on to the pales. If they came afoot, at
least some might fall foul of the pits, and bring down their fellows with them,
in a tangle very vulnerable to archery. The miller, knee-deep in midstream, stood
to look on critically as Elis drove in his murderous stake, and bedded it
firmly through the tenacious mattress of weed into the soil under the bank.
“Good lad!” he said with mild approval. “We’ll find you a pikel, or the
foresters may have an axe to spare among them. You shan’t go weaponless if your
will’s good.” Sister Magdalen, like the rest of the
household, had been up since dawn, marshalling all the linens, scissors,
knives, lotions, ointments and stunning draughts that might be needed within a
matter of hours, and speculating how many beds could be made available with
decorum and where, if any of the men of her forest army should be too gravely
hurt to be moved. Magdalen had given serious thought to sending away the two
young postulants eastward to Beistan, but decided against it, convinced in the
end that they were safer where they were. The attack might never come. If it
did, at least here there was readiness, and enough stout, hearted forest folk
to put up a good defence. But if the raiders moved instead towards Shrewsbury,
and encountered a force they could not match, then they would double back and
scatter to make their way home, and two girls hurrying through the woods
eastward might fall foul of them at any moment on the way. No, better hold
together here. In any case, one look at Melicent’s roused and indignant face
had given her due warning that that one, at any rate, would not go even if she
was ordered. “I am not afraid,” said Melicent
disdainfully. “The more fool you,” said Sister Magdalen
simply. “Unless you’re lying, of course. Which of us doesn’t, once challenged
with being afraid! Yet it’s generations of being afraid, with good reason, that
have caused us to think out these defences.” She had already made all her
dispositions within. She climbed the wooden steps into the tiny bell, turret
and looked out over the exposed length of the brook and the rising bank beyond,
thickly lined with bushes, and climbing into a slope once coppiced but now run
to neglected growth. Countrymen who have to labour all the hours of daylight to
get their living cannot, in addition, keep up a day, and, night vigil for long.
Let them come today, if they’re coming at all, thought Sister Magdalen, now
that we’re at the peak of resolution and readiness, can do no more, and can
only grow stale if we must wait too long. From the opposite bank she drew in her
gaze to the brook itself, the deep, cut and rocky bed smoothing out under her
walls to the broad stretch of the ford. And there John Miller was just wading
warily ashore, the water turgid after his passage and someone else, a young
fellow with a thatch of black curls, was bending over the last stake, vigorous
arms and shoulders driving it home, low under the bank and screened by reeds.
When he straightened up and showed a flushed face, she knew him. She descended to the chapel very
thoughtfully. Melicent was busy putting away, in a coffer clamped to the wall
and strongly banded, the few valuable ornaments of the altar and the house. At
least it should be made as difficult as possible to pillage this modest church. “You have not looked out to see how the
men progress?” said Sister Magdalen mildly. “It seems we have one ally more
than we knew. There’s a young Welshman of your acquaintance and mine hard at
work out there with John Miller. A change of allegiance for him, but by the
look of him he relishes this cause more than when he came the last time.”
Melicent turned to stare, her eyes very wide and solemn. “He?” she said, in a
voice brittle and low. “He was prisoner in the castle. How can he be here?” “Plainly he has slipped his collar. And
been through a bog or two on his way here,” said Sister Magdalen placidly, “by
the state of his boots and hose, and I fancy fallen in at least one by his
dirty face.” “But why make this way? If he broke loose…
what is he doing here?” demanded Melicent feverishly. “By all the signs he’s making ready to do
battle with his own countrymen. And since I doubt if he remembers me warmly
enough to break out of prison in order to fight for me,” said Sister Magdalen
with a small, reminiscent smile, “I take it he’s concerned with your safety.
But you may ask him by leaning over the fence.” “No!” said Melicent in sharp recoil, and
closed down the lid of the coffer with a clash. “I have nothing to say to him.”
And she folded her arms and hugged herself tightly as if cold, as if some
traitor part of her might break away and scuttle furtively into the garden. “Then if you’ll give me leave,” said
Sister Magdalen serenely, “I think I have.” And out she went, between newly,
dug beds and first salad sowings in the enclosed garden, to mount the stone
block that made her tall enough to look over the fence. And suddenly there was
Elis ap Cynan almost nose to nose with her, stretching up to peer anxiously
within. Soiled and strung and desperately in earnest, he looked so young that
she, who had never borne children, felt herself grandmotherly rather than
merely maternal. The boy recoiled, startled, and blinked as he recognised her.
He flushed beneath the greenish smear the marsh had left across his cheek and
brow, and reached a pleading hand to the crest of the fence between them. “Sister, is she—is Melicent within there?” “She is, safe and well,” said Sister
Magdalen, “and with God’s help and yours, and the help of all the other stout
souls busy on our account like you, safe she’ll remain. How you got here I
won’t enquire, boy, but whether let out or broken out you’re very welcome.” “I wish to God,” said Elis fervently,
“that she was back in Shrewsbury this minute.” “So do I, but better here than astray in
between. And besides, she won’t go.” “Does she know,” he asked humbly, “that I
am here?” “She does, and what you’re about, too.” “Would she not—could you not persuade
her?—to speak to me?” “That she refuses to do. But she may think
the more,” said Sister Magdalen encouragingly. “If I were you, I’d let her
alone to think the while. She knows you’re here to fight for us, there’s matter
for thought there. Now you’d best go to ground soon and keep in cover. Go and
sharpen whatever blade they’ve found for you and keep yourself whole. These
flurries never take long,” she said, resigned and tolerant, “but what comes
after lasts a lifetime, yours and hers. You take care of Elis ap Cynan, and
I’ll take care of Melicent.” Hugh and his twenty men had skirted the
Breidden hills before the hour of Prime, and left those great, hunched outcrops
on the right as they drove on towards Westbury. A few remounts they got there,
not enough to relieve all the tired beasts. Hugh had held back to a bearable
pace for that very reason, and allowed a halt to give men and horses time to
breathe. It was the first opportunity there had been even to speak a word, and
now that it came no man had much to say. Not until the business on which they
rode was tackled and done would tongues move freely again. Even Hugh, lying
flat on his back for ease beside Cadfael under the budding trees, did not
question him concerning his business in Wales. “I’ll ride with you, if I can finish my
business here,” Cadfael had said. Hugh had asked him nothing then, and did not
ask him now. Perhaps because his mind was wholly engrossed in what had to be
done to drive the Welsh of Powys back into Caus and beyond. Perhaps because he
considered this other matter to be very much Cadfael’s business, and was
willing to wait for enlightenment until it was offered, as at the right time it
would be. Cadfael braced his aching back against the
bole of an oak just forming its tight leaf-buds, eased his chafed feet in his
boots, and felt his sixty-one years. He felt all the older because all these
troubled creatures pulled here and there through this tangle of love and guilt
and anguish were so young and vulnerable. All but the victim, Gilbert
Prestcote, dead in his helpless weakness—for whom Hugh would, because he must,
take vengeance. There could be no clemency, there was no room for it. Hugh’s
lord had been done to death, and Hugh would exact payment. In iron duty, he had
no choice. “Up!” said Hugh, standing over him,
smiling the abstracted but affectionate smile that flashed like a reflection
from the surface of his mind when his entire concern was elsewhere. “Get your
eyes open! We’re off again.” And he reached a hand to grip Cadfael’s wrist and
hoist him to his feet, so smoothly and carefully that Cadfael was minded to
take offence. He was not so old as all that, nor so stiff! But he forgot his
mild grievance when Hugh said: “A shepherd from Pontesbury brought word.
They’re up from their night camp and making ready to move.” Cadfael was wide awake instantly. “What
will you do?” “Hit the road between them and Shrewsbury
and turn them back. Alan will be up and alert, we may meet him along the way.” “Dare they attempt the town?” wondered
Cadfael, astonished. “Who knows? They’re blown up with success,
and I’m thought to be far off. And our man says they’ve avoided Minsterley but
brought men round it by night. It seems they may mean a foray into the suburbs,
at least, even if they draw off after. Town pickings would please them. But
we’ll be faster, we’ll make for Hanwood or thereabouts and be between.” Hugh
made a gentle joke of hoisting Cadfael into the saddle, but for all that,
Cadfael set the pace for the next mile, ruffled at being humoured and
considered like an old man. Sixty-one was not old, only perhaps a little past a
man’s prime. He had, after all, done a great deal of hard riding these last few
days, he had a right to be stiff and sore. They came over a hillock into view of the
Shrewsbury road, and beheld, thin and languid in the air above the distant
trees beyond, a faint column of smoke rising. “From their douted fires,” said
Hugh, reining in to gaze. “And I smell older burning than that. Somewhere near
the rim of the forest, someone’s barns have gone up in flames.” “More than a day old and the smoke gone,”
said Cadfael, sniffing the air. “Better make straight for them, while we know
where they are, for there’s no telling which way they’ll strike next.” Hugh led
his party down to the road and across it, where they could deploy in the
fringes of woodland, going fast but quietly in thick turf. For a while they
kept within view of the road, but saw no sign of the Welsh raiders. It began to
seem that their present thrust was not aimed at the town after all, or even the
suburbs, and Hugh led his force deeper into the woodland, striking straight at
the deserted night camp. Beyond that trampled spot there were traces enough for
eyes accustomed to reading the bushes and grass. A considerable number of men
had passed through here on foot, and not so long ago, with a few ponies among
them to leave droppings and brush off budding twigs from the tender branches.
The ashen, blackened ruin of a cottage and its clustering sheds showed where
their last victim had lost home, living and all, if not his life, and there was
blood dried into the soil where a pig had been slaughtered. They spurred fast
along the trail the Welsh had left, sure now where they were bound, for the way
led deeper into the northern uplands of the Long Forest, and it could not be
two miles now to the cell at Godric’s Ford. That ignominious rout at the hands of
Sister Magdalen and her rustic army had indeed rankled. The men of Caus were
not averse to driving off a few cattle and burning a farm or two by the way,
but what they wanted above all, what they had come out to get, was revenge. Hugh set spurs to his horse and began to
thread the open woodland at a gallop, and after him his company spurred in
haste. They had gone perhaps a mile more when they heard before them, distant
and elusive, a voice raised high and bellowing defiance. It was almost the hour of High Mass when
Alan Herbard got his muster moving out of the castle wards. He was hampered by
having no clear lead as to which way the raiders planned to move, and there was
small gain in careering aimlessly about the western border hunting for them.
For want of knowledge he had to stake on his reasoning. When the company rode
out of the town they aimed towards Pontesbury itself, prepared to swerve either
northward, to cut across between the raiders and Shrewsbury, or south-west
towards Godric’s Ford, according as they got word on the way from scouts sent
out before daylight. And this first mile they took at speed, until a breathless
countryman started out of the bushes to arrest their passage, when they were scarcely
past the hamlet of Beistan. “My lord, they’ve turned away from the
road. From Pontesbury they’re making eastward into the forest towards the high
commons. They’ve turned their backs on the town for other game. Bear south at
the fork.” “How many?” demanded Herbard, already
wheeling his horse in haste. “A hundred at least. They’re holding all
together, no rogue stragglers left loose behind. They expect a fight.” “They shall have one!” promised Herbard
and led his men south down the track, at a gallop wherever the going was fairly
open. Eliud rode among the foremost, and found
even that pace too slow. He had in full all the marks of suspicion and shame he
had invited, the rope to hang him coiled about his neck for all to see, the
archer to shoot him down if he attempted escape close at his back, but also he
had a borrowed sword at his hip, a horse under him and was on the move. He
fretted and burned, even in the chill of the March morning. Here Elis had at
least the advantage of having ridden these paths and penetrated these woodlands
once before. Eliud had never been south of Shrewsbury, and though the speed
they were making seemed to his anxious heart miserably inadequate, he could
gain nothing by breaking away, for he did not know exactly where Godric’s Ford
lay. The archer who followed him, however good a shot he might be, was no very
great horseman, it might be possible to put on speed, make a dash for it and
elude him, but what good would it do? Whatever time he saved he would
inevitably waste by losing himself in these woods. He had no choice but to let
them bring him there, or at least near enough to the place to judge his
direction by ear or eye. There would be signs. He strained for any betraying
sound as he rode, but there was nothing but the swaying and cracking of brushed
branches, and the thudding rumble of their hooves in the deep turf, and now and
again the call of a bird, undisturbed by this rough invasion, and startlingly
clear. The distance could not be far now. They
were threading rolling uplands of heath, to drop lower again into thick
woodland and moist glades. All this way Elis must have run afoot in the night
hours, splashing through these hollows of stagnant green and breasting the
sudden rises of heather and scrub and outcrop rock. Herbard checked abruptly in open heath,
waving them all to stillness. “Listen! Ahead on our right—men on the move.” They sat straining their ears and holding
their breath. Only the softest and most continuous whisper of sounds,
compounded of the swishing and brushing of twigs, the rustle of last autumn’s
leaves under many feet, the snap of a dead stick, the brief and soft exchange
of voices, a startled bird rising from underfoot in shrill alarm and
indignation. Signs enough of a large body of men moving through woods almost
stealthily, without noise or haste. “Across the brook and very near the ford,”
said Herbard sharply. And he shook his bridle, spurred and was away, his men
hard on his heels. Before them a narrow ride opened between well, grown trees,
a long vista with a glimpse of low timber buildings, weathered dark brown,
distant at the end of it, and a sudden lacework of daylight beyond, between the
trees, where the channel of the brook crossed. They were halfway down the ride when the
boiling murmur of excited men breaking out of cover eddied up from the
invisible waterside, and then, soaring loudly above, a single voice shouting
defiance, and even more strangely, an instant’s absolute hush after the sound. The challenge had meant nothing to
Herbard. It meant everything to Eliud. For the words were Welsh, and the voice
was the voice of Elis, high and imperious, honed sharp by desperation, bidding
his fellow, countrymen: “Stand and turn! For shame on your fathers, to come
whetting your teeth on holy women! Go back where you came from and find a fight
that does you some credit!” And higher and more peremptorily: “The first man
ashore I spit on this pikel, Welsh or no, he’s no kinsman of mine!” This to a
war-band roused and happy and geared for killing! “Elis!” cried Eliud in a great howl of
anger and dismay, and he lay forward over his horse’s neck and drove in his
heels, shaking the bridle wild. He heard the archer at his back shout an order
to halt, heard and felt the quivering thrum of the shaft as it skimmed his
right shoulder, tore away a shred of cloth, and buried itself vibrating in the
turf beyond. He paid no heed, but plunged madly ahead, down the steep green
ride and out on to the bank of the brook. They had come by way of the thicker cover
a little downstream, to come at the grange and the ford before they were
detected, and leave aimless and out of range any defenders who might be
stationed at the mill, where there was a better field for archery. The little
footbridge had not yet been repaired, but with a stream so fallen from its
winter spate there was no need of a bridge. From stone to stone the water could
be leaped in two or three places, but the attackers favoured the ford, because
so many could cross there shoulder to shoulder and bring a battering, ram of
lances in one sweep to drive along the near bank. The forest bowmen lay in
reeds and bushes, dispersed along the brink, but such a spearhead, with men and
weight enough behind it, could cleave through and past them and be into the
precinct within moments. They were deceived if they thought the
forest men had not detected their approach, but there was no sign of movement
as the attackers threaded their way quietly between the trees to mass and sweep
across the brook. Perhaps twenty cottars, woodsmen and hewers of laborious
assarts from the forests lay in cover against more than a hundred Welsh, and
every man of the twenty braced himself, and knew only too well how great a
threat he faced. They knew how to keep still until the proper moment to move.
But as the lurkers in the trees signalled along their half, seen ranks and
closed all together in a sudden surge into the open at the edge of the ford,
one man rose out of the bushes opposite and bestrode the grassy shelf of the
shore, brandishing a long, two, tined pikel lashed to a six, foot pole, and
sweeping the ford with it at breast, height. That was enough to give them an instant’s
pause out of sheer surprise. But what stopped them in mid, stride and set them
back on their heels was the indignant Welsh trumpet blaring: “Stand and turn!
For shame on your fathers, to come whetting your teeth on holy women!” He had
not done, there was more, rolling off the inspired tongue in dread of a pause,
or in such flight as to be unable to pause. “Cowards of Powys, afraid to come
north and meddle with men! They’ll sing you in Gwynedd for this noble venture,
how you jumped a brook and showed yourselves heroes against women older than
your mothers, and a world more honest. Even your drabs of dams will disown you
for this. You and your mongrel pedigrees shall be known for ever by the songs
we’ll make…” They had begun to stir out of their astonishment, to scowl and to
grin. And still the hidden bowmen in the bushes held their hands, willing to
wait the event, though their shafts were fitted and their bows partly drawn,
ready to brace and loose. If by some miracle this peril might
dissolve in withdrawal and conciliation, why lose arrows or blunt blades? “You, is it?” shouted a Welshman
scornfully. “Cynan’s pup, that we left spewing water and being pumped dry by
the nuns. He, to halt us! A lickspit of the English now!” “A match for you and better!” flashed
Elis, and swung the pikel towards the voice. “And with grace enough to let the
sisters here alone, and to be grateful to them, too, for a life they could as
well have let go down the stream, for all they owed me. What are you looking
for here? What plunder is there, here among the willing poor? And for God’s
sake and your Welsh fathers’ sake, what glory?” He had done all he could,
perhaps provided a few minutes of time, but he could do little more, and it was
not enough. He knew it. He even saw the archer in the fringe of the trees
opposite fit his shaft without haste, and draw very steadily and deliberately.
He saw it out of the corner of his eye, while he continued to confront the
lances levelled against him, but there was nothing he could do to deflect or
elude, he was forced to stand and hold them as long as he could, shifting
neither foot nor eye. Behind him there was a rush of hooves,
stamping deep into the turf, and someone flung himself sobbing out of the
saddle in one vaulting bound, and along the shelf of grass above the water,
just as the forest bowmen drew and loosed their first shafts, every man for
himself, and the archer on the opposite shore completed his easy draw, and
loosed full at Elis’s breast, Welsh of Powys striking coldly at Welsh of
Gwynedd. Eliud vented a scream of anger and defiance, and hurled himself
between, embracing Elis breast to breast and covering him with his own body,
sending them both reeling a pace backwards into the turf, to crash against a
corner of the sisters” garden fence. The pikel with its long handle was jerked
out of Elis’s hand, and slashed into the stream in a great fan of water. The
Welshman’s arrow jutted from under Eliud’s right shoulder, blade, transfixing
his body and piercing through the under-flesh of Elis’s upper arm, pinning the
two together inseparably. They slid down the fence and lay in the grass locked
in each other’s arms, and their blood mingled and made one, closer even than
fostering. And then the Welsh were over and ashore,
floundering in the pits of the ford, ripped on the stakes among the reeds,
trampling the two fallen bodies, and battle was joined along the banks of the
brook. Almost at the same moment, Alan Herbard
deployed his men along the eastern bank and waded into the fighting, and Hugh
Beringar swept through the trees on the western bank, and drove the Welsh
outposts into the churned and muddied ford. The clang of hammer on anvil, with
themselves cracked between, demoralised the Welsh of Powys, and the battle of
Godric’s Ford did not last long. The din and fury was out of proportion to the
damage done, when once they had leisure to assess it. The Welsh were ashore
when their enemies struck from both sides, and had to fight viciously and hard
to get out of the trap and melt away man by man into cover, like the small
forest predators whose kinship with the earth and close understanding of it
they shared. Beringar, once he had shattered the rear of the raiders, herded
them like sheep but held his hand from unnecessary killing as soon as they fled
into cover and made for home. Alan Herbard, younger and less experienced,
gritted his teeth and thrust in with all his weight, absolute to make a success
of his first command, and perhaps did more execution than was heedful out of
pure anxiety. However it was, within half an hour it was
over. What Brother Cadfael most keenly
remembered, out of all that clash, was the apparition of a tall girl surging
out of the fenced enclosure of the grange, her black habit kilted in both
hands, the wimple torn from her head and her fair hair streaming silvery in
sudden sunlight, a long, fighting scream of defiance trailing like a bannerole
from her drawn, back lips, as she evaded a greedy Welsh hand grasping at her.
and flung herself on her knees beside the trampled, bruised, bleeding bodies of
Elis and Eliud, still clamped in each other’s arms against the bloodied fence. Chapter Fourteen IT WAS DONE, THEY WERE GONE, VANISHING
VERY RAPIDLY and quietly, leaving only the rustling of bushes behind them on
the near side of the brook, to make for some distant place where they could
cross unseen and unpursued. On the further side, where the bulk of their
numbers fled, the din of their flight subsided gradually into the depths of the
neglected coppices, seeking thicker cover into which they could scatter and be
lost. Hugh was in no haste, he let them salvage their wounded and hustle them
away with them, several among them who might, indeed, be dead. There would be
cuts and grazes and wounds enough among the defenders, by all means let the
Welsh tend their own and bury their own. But he deployed his men, and a dozen
or so of Herbard’s party, like beaters after game, to herd the Welshmen back
methodically into their own country. He had no wish to start a determined
blood-feud with Madog ap Meredith, provided this lesson was duly learned. The defenders of the grange came out of
hiding, and the nuns out of their chapel, all a little dazed, as much by the
sudden hush as by the violence that had gone before. Those who had escaped hurt
dropped their bows and forks and axes, and turned to help those who were
wounded. And Brother Cadfael turned his back on the muddy ford and the bloodied
stakes, and knelt beside Melicent in the grass. “I was in the bell, turret,” she said in a
dry whisper. “I saw how splendid… He for us and his friend for him. They will
live, they must live, both… we can’t lose them. Tell me what I must do.” She
had done well already, no tears, no shaking, no outcry after that first scream
that had carried her through the ranks of the Welsh like the passage of a
lance. She had slid an arm carefully under Elis’s shoulders to raise him, and
prevent the weight of the two of them from falling on the head of the arrow
that had pinned them together. That spared them at least the worst agony and
aggravated damage of being impaled. And she had wrapped the linen of her wimple
round the shaft beneath Elis’s arm to stem the bleeding as best she could. “The iron is clean through,” she said. “I
can raise them more, if you can reach the shaft.” Sister Magdalen was at
Cadfael’s shoulder by then, as sturdy and practical as ever, but having taken a
shrewd look at Melicent’s intent and resolute face she left the girl the place
she had chosen, and went off placidly to salve others. Folly to disturb either
Melicent or the two young men she nursed on her arm and her braced knee, when
shifting them would only be worse pain. She went, instead, to fetch a small saw
and the keenest knife to be found, and linen enough to stem the first bursts of
bleeding when the shaft should be withdrawn. It was Melicent who cradled Elis
and Eliud as Cadfael felt his way about the head of the shaft, sawed deeply
into the wood, and then braced both hands to snap off the head with the least
movement. He brought it out, barely dinted from its passage through flesh and
bone, and dropped it aside in the grass. “Lay them down now—so! Let them lie a
moment.” The solid slope, cushioned by turf, received the weight gently as
Melicent lowered her burden. “That was well done,” said Cadfael. She had
bunched the blood, stained wimple and held it under the wound as she drew
aside, freeing a cramped and aching arm. “Now do you rest, too. The one of
these is shorn through the flesh of his arm, and has let blood enough, but his
body is sound, and his life safe. The other—no blinking it, his case is grave.” “I know it,” she said, staring down at the
tangled embrace that bound the pair of them fast. “He made his body a shield,”
she said softly, marvelling. “So much he loved him!” And so much she loved him,
Cadfael thought, that she had blazed forth out of shelter in much the same way,
shrieking defiance and rage. To the defence of her father’s murderer? Or had
she long since discarded that belief, no matter how heavily circumstances might
tell against him? Or had she simply forgotten everything else, when she heard
Elis yelling his solitary challenge? Everything but his invited peril and her
anguish for him? No need for her to have to see and hear
the worst moment of all. “Go fetch my scrip from the saddle yonder,” said
Cadfael, “and bring more cloth, padding and wrapping both, we shall need
plenty.” She was gone long enough for him to lay firm hold on the impaling
shaft, rid now of its head, and draw it fast and forcefully out from the wound,
with a steadying hand spread against Eliud’s back. Even so it fetched a sharp,
whining moan of agony, that subsided mercifully as the shaft came free. The
spurt of blood that followed soon slowed; the wound was neat, a mere slit, and
healthy flesh closes freely over narrow lesions, but there was no certainty
what damage had been done within. Cadfael lifted Eliud’s body carefully aside,
to let both breathe more freely, though the entwined arms relinquished their
hold very reluctantly. He enlarged the slit the arrow had made in the boy’s
clothing, wadded a clean cloth against the wound, and turned him gently on his
back. By that time Melicent was back with all that he had asked; a wild, soiled
figure with a blanched and resolute face. There was blood drying on her hands
and wrists, the skirts of her habit at the knee were stiffening into a hard,
dark crust, and her wimple lay on the grass, a stained ball of red. It hardly
mattered. She was never going to wear that or any other in earnest. “Now we’d best get these two indoors,
where I can strip and cleanse their injuries properly,” said Cadfael, when he
was assured the worst of the bleeding was checked. “Go and ask Sister Magdalen
where we may lay them, while I find some stout men to help me carry them in.” Sister Magdalen had made provision for
more than one cell to be emptied within the grange, and Mother Mariana and the
nuns of the house were ready to fetch and carry, heat water and bandage minor
injuries with very good will, relieved now of the fear of outrage. They carried
Elis and Eliud within and lodged them in neighbouring cells, for the space was
too small to allow free movement to Cadfael and those helping him, if both cots
were placed together. All the more since John Miller, who had escaped without a
scratch from the melee, was one of the party. The gentle giant could not only
heft sturdy young men as lightly as babies, he also had a deft and reassuring
hand with injuries. Between the two of them they stripped
Eliud, slitting the clothes from him to avoid racking him with worse pain,
washed and dressed the wounds in back and breast, and laid him in the cot with
his right arm padded and cradled to lie still. He had been trampled in the rush
of the Welshmen crossing to shore, bruises were blackening on him, but he had
no other wound, and it seemed the tramping feet had broken no bones. The
arrowhead had emerged well to the right, through his shoulder, to pierce the
flesh of Elis’s upper arm. Cadfael considered the line the shot had taken, and
shook his head doubtfully but not quite hopelessly over the chances of life and
death. With this one he would stay, sit with him the evening through, the night
if need be, wait the return of sense and wit. There were things they had to say
to each other, whether the boy was to live or die. Elis was another matter. He would live,
his arm would heal, his honour would be vindicated, his name cleared, and for
all Cadfael could see, there was no reason in the world why he should not get
his Melicent. No father to deny him, no overlord at liberty to assert his
rights in the girl’s marriage, and Lady Prestcote would be no bar at all. And
if Melicent had flown to his side before ever the shadow was lifted from him,
how much more joyfully would she accept him when he emerged sunlit from head to
foot. Happy innocent, with nothing left to trouble him but a painful arm, some
weakness from loss of blood, a wrenched knee that gave him pain at an
incautious movement, and a broken rib from being trampled. Troubles that might
keep him from riding for some time, but small grievances indeed, now he had
opened dazed dark eyes on the unexpected vision of a pale, bright face stooped
close to his, and heard a remembered voice, once hard and cold as ice, saying
very softly and tenderly: “Elis… Hush, lie still! I’m here, I won’t leave you.”
It was another hour and more before Eliud
opened his eyes, unfocussed and feverish, glittering greenly in the light of
the lamp beside his bed, for the cell was very dim. Even then he roused to such
distress that Cadfael eased him out of it again with a draught of poppy syrup,
and watched the drawn lines of pain gradually smooth out from the thin, intense
face, and the large eyelids close again over the distracted gleam. No point in
adding further trouble to one so troubled in body and soul. When he revived so
far as to draw the garment of his own dignity about him, then his time would
come. Others came in to look down at him for a
moment, and as quietly depart. Sister Magdalen came to bring Cadfael food and
ale, and stood a while in silence watching the shallow, painful heave and fall
of Eliud’s breast, and the pinched flutter of his nostrils on whistling breath.
All her volunteer army of defenders had dispersed about its own family
business, every hurt tended, the stakes uprooted from the ford, the pitted bed
raked smooth again, a day’s work very well done. If she was tired, she gave no
sign of it. Tomorrow there would be a number of the injured to visit again, but
there had been few serious hurts, and no deaths. Not yet! Not unless this boy
slipped through their fingers. Hugh came back towards evening, and sought
out Cadfael in the silent cell. “I’m off back to the town now,” he said in
Cadfael’s ear. “We’ve shepherded them more than halfway home, you’ll see no
more of them here. You’ll be staying?” Cadfael nodded towards the bed. “Yes—a great pity! I’ll leave you a couple
of men, send by them for whatever you need. And after this,” said Hugh grimly,
“we’ll have them out of Caus. They shall know whether there’s still a sheriff
in the shire.” He turned to the bedside and stood looking down sombrely at the
sleeper. “I saw what he did. Yes, a pity…” Eliud’s soiled and dismembered
clothing had been removed; he retained nothing but the body in which he had
been born into the world, and the means by which he had demanded to be ushered
out of it, if Elis proved false to his word. The rope was coiled and hung over
the bracket that held the lamp. “What is this?” asked Hugh, as his eye lit upon
it, and as quickly understood. “Ah! Alan told me. This I’ll take away, let him
read it for a sign. This will never be needed. When he wakes, tell him so.” “I pray God!” said Cadfael, so low that
not even Hugh heard. And Melicent came, from the cell where
Elis lay sore with trampling, but filled and overfilled with unexpected bliss.
She came at his wish, but most willingly, saw Cadfael to all appearances
drowsing on his stool against the wall, signed Eliud’s oblivious body solemnly
with the cross, and stooped suddenly to kiss his furrowed forehead and hollow
cheek, before stealing silently away to her own chosen vigil. Brother Cadfael opened one considerate eye
to watch her draw the door to softly after her, and could not take great
comfort. But with all his heart he hoped and prayed that God was watching with
him. In the pallid first light before dawn
Eliud stirred and quivered, and his eyelids began to flutter stressfully as
though he laboured hard to open them and confront the day, but had not yet the
strength. Cadfael drew his stool close, leaning to wipe the seamed brow and
working lips, and having an eye to the ewer he had ready to hand for when the
tormented body needed it. But that was not the unease that quickened Eliud now,
rousing out of his night’s respite. His eyes opened wide, staring into the
wooden roof of the cell and beyond, and shortened their range only when Cadfael
leaned down to him braced to speak, seeing desperate intelligence in the hazel
stare, and having something ripe within him that must inevitably be said. He never needed to say it. It was taken
out of his mouth. “I have got my death,” said the thread of
a voice that issued from Eliud’s dry lips, “get me a priest. I have sinned—I
must deliver all those others who suffer doubt…” Not his own deliverance, not
that first, only the deliverance of all who laboured under the same suspicion. Cadfael stooped closer. The gold, green
eyes were straining too far, they had not recognised him. They did so now and
lingered, wondering. “You are the brother who came to Tregeiriog. Welsh?”
Something like a sorrowful smile mellowed the desperation of his face. “I do
remember. It was you brought word of him… Brother, I have my death in my mouth,
whether he take me now of this grief or leave me for worse… A debt… I pledged
it…” He essayed, briefly, to raise his right hand, being strongly right,
handed, and gave up the attempt with a whining intake of breath at the pain it
cost him and shifted, pitiless, to the left, feeling at his neck where the
coiled rope should have been. Cadfael laid a hand to the lifted wrist, and
eased it back into the covers of the bed. “Hush, lie still! I am here to command,
there’s no haste. Rest, take thought, ask of me what you will, bid me whatever
you will. I’m here, I shan’t leave you.” He was believed. The slight body under
the brychans seemed to sink and slacken in one great sigh. There was a small
silence. The hazel eyes hung upon him with a great weight of trust and sorrow,
but without fear. Cadfael offered a drop of wine laced with honey, but the
braced head turned aside. “I want confession,” said Eliud faintly but clearly,
“of my mortal sin. Hear me!” “I am no priest,” said Cadfael. “Wait, he
shall be brought to you.” “I cannot wait. Do I know my time? If I
live,” he said simply, “I will tell it again and again—as long as there’s
need—I am done with all conceal.” They had neither of them observed the door of
the cell slowly opening, it was done so softly and shyly, by one troubled with
dawn voices, but as hesitant to disturb those who might wish to be private as
unwilling to neglect those who might be in need. In her own as yet unreasoned
and unquestioned happiness Melicent moved as one led by angelic inspiration,
exalted and humbled, requiring to serve. Her bloodied habit was shed, she had a
plain woollen gown on her. She hung in the half-open doorway, afraid to advance
or withdraw, frozen into stillness and silence because the voice from the bed
was so urgent and uncomforted. “I have killed,” said Eliud clearly. “God
knows I am sorry! I had ridden with him, cared for him, watched him founder and
urged his rest… And if ever he came home alive, then Elis was free… to go back
to Cristina, to marry…” A great shudder went through him head to foot, and
fetched a moan of pain out of him. “Cristina… I loved her always… from when we
were children, but I did not, I did not speak of it, never, never… She was
promised to him before ever I knew her, in her cradle. How could I touch, how
could I covet what was his?” “She also loved,” said Cadfael, nursing
him along the way. “She let you know of it…” “I would not hear, I dared not, I had no
right… And all the while she was so dear, I could not bear it. And when they
came back without Elis, and we thought him lost… Oh, God, can you conceive such
trouble as was mine, half, praying for his safe return, half wishing him dead,
for all I loved him, so that at last I might speak out without dishonour, and
ask for my love… And then—you know it, it was you brought word… and I was sent
here, my mouth stopped just when it was so full of words… And all that way I
thought, I could not stop thinking, the old man is so sick, so frail, if he dies
there’ll be none to exchange for Elis… If he dies I can return and Elis must
stay… Even a little time and I could still speak… All I needed was a little
time, now I was resolved. And that last day when he foundered… I did all I
could, I kept him man alive, and all the time, all the time it was clamouring
in me, let him die! I did not do it, we brought him still living…” He lay still
for a minute to draw breath, and Cadfael wiped the corners of the lips that
laboured against exhaustion to heave the worst burden from heart and
conscience. “Rest a little. You try yourself too hard.” “No, let me end it. Elis… I loved him, but
I loved Cristina more. And he would have wed her, and been content, but she… He
did not know the burning we knew. He knows it now. I never willed it… it was
not planned, what I did. All I did was to remember the lord Einon’s cloak and I
went, just as I was, to fetch it. I had his saddle, cloth on my arm, “ He
closed his eyes against what he remembered all too clearly, and tears welled out
from under the braised lids and ran down on either cheek. “He was so still,
hardly breathing at all—so like death. And in an hour Elis would have been on
his way home and I left behind in his place. So short a step to go! I did the
thing I wish to God I had cut off my hands rather than do, I held the saddle,
cloth over his face. There has not been a waking moment since when I have not
wished it undone,” whispered Eliud, “but to undo is not so easy as to do. As
soon as I understood my own evil I snatched my hands away, but he was gone. And
I was cowardly afraid and left the cloak lying, for if I’d taken it, it would
have been known I’d been there. And that was the quiet hour and no one saw me,
going or coming.” Again he waited, gathering strength with a terrible, earnest
patience to continue to the end. “And all for nothing—for nothing! I made
myself a murderer for nothing. For Elis came and told me how he loved the lord
Gilbert’s daughter and willed to be released from his bond with Cristina, as
bitterly as she willed it, and I also. And he would go to make himself known to
her father… I tried to stop him… I needed someone to go there and find my dead
man, and cry it aloud, but not Elis, oh, not Elis! But he would go. And even
then they still thought the lord Gilbert alive, only sleeping. So I had to
fetch the cloak, if no one else would cry him dead—but not alone… a witness, to
make the discovery. I still thought Elis would be held and I should go home. He
longed to stay and I to go… This knot some devil tied,” sighed Eliud, “and only
I have deserved it. All they three suffer because of me. And you, brother, I
did foully by you…” “In choosing me to be your witness?” said
Cadfael gently. “And you had to knock over the stool to make me look closely
enough, even then. Your devil still had you by the hand, for if you had chosen
another there might never have been the cry of murder that kept you both
prisoners.” “It was my angel, then, no devil. For I am
glad to be rid of all lies and known for what I am. I would never have let it
fall on Elis—nor on any other man. But I am human and fearful,” he said
inflexibly, “and I hoped to go free. Now that is solved. One way or another, I
shall give a life for a life. I would not have let Elis bear it… Tell her so!”
There was no need, she already knew. But the head of the cot was towards the
door, and Eliud had seen nothing but the rough vault of the cell, and Cadfael’s
stooping face. The lamp had not wavered, and did not waver now, as Melicent
withdrew from the threshold very softly and carefully, drawing the door to by
inches after her. “They have taken away my halter,” said
Eliud, his eyes wandering languidly over the bare little room. “They’ll have to
find me another one now.” When it was all told he lay drained, very
weak and utterly biddable, eased of hope and grateful for contrition. He let
himself be handled for healing, though with a drear smile that said Cadfael
wasted his pains on a dead man. He did his best to help the handling, and bore
pain without a murmur when his wounds were probed and cleansed and dressed
afresh. He tried to swallow the draughts that were held to his lips, and
offered thanks for even the smallest service. When he drifted into an uneasy
sleep, Cadfael went to find the two men Hugh had left to run his errands, and
sent one of them riding to Shrewsbury with the news that would bring Hugh back
again in haste. When he returned into the precinct, Melicent was waiting for
him in the doorway. She read in his face the mixture of dismay and resignation
he felt at having to tell over again what had been ordeal enough to listen to
in the first place, and offered instant and firm reassurance. “I know. I heard. I heard you talking, and
his voice… I thought you might need someone to fetch and carry for you, so I
came to ask. I heard what Eliud said. What is to be done now?” For all her
calm, she was bewildered and lost between father killed and lover saved, and
the knowledge of the fierce affection those two foster-brothers had for each
other, and every way was damage and every escape was barred. “I have told
Elis,” she said. “Better we should all know what we are about. God knows I am
so confused now, I doubt if I know right from wrong. Will you come to Elis?
He’s fretting for Eliud.” Cadfael went with her in perplexity as great as hers.
Murder is murder, but if a life can pay the debt for a life, there was Elis to
level the account. Was yet another life demanded? Another death justifiable? He
sat down with her beside the bed, confronted by an Elis wide awake and in full
possession of his senses, for all he hesitated on the near edge of fever. “Melicent has told me,” said Elis,
clutching agitatedly at Cadfael’s sleeve. “But is it true? You don’t know him
as I do! Are you sure he is not making up this story, because he fears I may
yet be charged? May he not even believe I did it? It would be like him to
shoulder all to cover me. So he has done in old times when we were children, so
he might even now. You saw, you saw what he has already done for me! Should I
be here alive now but for Eliud? I can’t believe so easily…” Cadfael went about
hushing him the most practical way, by examining the dressing on his arm and
finding it dry, unstained and causing him no pain, let well alone for the time
being. The tight binding round his damaged rib had caused him some discomfort
and shortness of breath, and might be slightly slackened to ease him. And
whatever dose was offered him he swallowed almost absently, his eyes never
shifting from Cadfael’s face, demanding answers to desperate questions. And
there would be small comfort for him in the naked truth. “Son,” said Cadfael, “there’s no virtue in
fending off truth. The tale Eliud has told fits in every particular and it is
truth. Sorry I am to say it, but true it is. Put all doubts out of your head.”
They received that with the same white calm and made no further protest. After a long silence Melicent said: “I
think you knew it before.” “I did know it, from the moment I set eyes
on Einon ab Ithel’s brocaded saddle, cloth. That, and nothing else, could have
killed Gilbert, and it was Eliud whose duty it was to care for Einon’s horse
and harness. Yes, I knew. But he made his confession willingly, eagerly, before
I could question or accuse him. That must count to him for virtue, and speak on
his side.” “God knows,” said Melicent, shutting her
pale face hard between her hands, as if to hold her wits together, “on what
side I dare speak, who am so torn. All I know is that Eliud cannot, does not
carry all the guilt. In this matter, which of us is innocent?” “You are!” said Elis fiercely. “How did
you fail? But if I had taken a little thought to see how things were with him
and with Cristina… I was too easy, too light, too much in love with myself to
take heed. I’d never dreamed of such a love, I didn’t know… I had all to
learn.” It had been no easy lesson for him, but he had it by heart now. “If only I had had more faith in myself
and my father,” said Melicent, “we could have sent word honestly into Wales, to
Owain Gwynedd and to my father, that we two loved and entreated leave to
marry…” “If only I had been as quick to see what
ailed Eliud as he always was to put trouble away from me…” “If none of us ever fell short, or put a
foot astray,” said Cadfael sadly, “everything would be good in this great
world, but we stumble and fall, every one. We must deal with what we have. He
did it, and all we must share the gall.” Out of a drear hush Elis asked: “What will
become of him? Will there be mercy? Surely he need not die?” “It rests with the law, and with the law I
have no weight.” “Melicent relented to me,” said Elis,
“before ever she knew I was clean of her father’s blood…” “Ah, but I did know!” she said quickly. “I
was sick in mind that ever I doubted.” “And I love her the more for it. And Eliud
has made confession when no man was accusing, and that must count for virtue to
him, as you said, and speak on his side.” “That and all else that speaks for him,”
promised Cadfael fervently, “shall be urged in his defence. I will see to
that.” “But you are not hopeful,” said Elis
bleakly, watching his face with eyes all too sharp. He would have liked to deny it, but to
what end, when Eliud himself had accepted and embraced, with resignation and
humility, the inevitable death? Cadfael made what comfort he could, short of
lying, and left them together. The last glimpse, as he closed the door, was of
two braced, wary faces following his going with a steady, veiled stare, their
minds shuttered and secret. Only the fierce alliance of hand clasping hand on
the brychan betrayed them. Hugh Beringar came next day in a hurry,
listened in dour silence as Eliud laboured with desolate patience through the
story yet again, as he had already done for the old priest who said Mass for
the sisters. As Eliud’s soul faced humbly toward withdrawal from the world,
Cadfael noted his misused body began to heal and find ease, very slowly, but
past any doubt. His mind consented to dying, his body resolved to live. The
wounds were clean, his excellent youth and health fought hard, whether for or
against him who could say? “Well, I am listening,” said Hugh somewhat
wearily, pacing the bank of the brook with Cadfael at his side. “Say what you
have to say.” But Cadfael had never seen his face grimmer. “He made full and free confession,” said
Cadfael, “before ever a finger was pointed at him, as soon as he felt he might
die. He was in desperate haste to do justice to all, not merely Elis, who might
lie under the shadow of suspicion because of him. You know me, I know you. I
have said honestly, I was about to tell him that I knew he had killed. I swear
to you he took that word clean out of my mouth. He wanted confession, penance,
absolution. Most of all he wanted to lift the threat from Elis and any other
who might be overcast.” “I take your word absolutely,” said Hugh,
“and it is something. But enough? This was no hot-blood squall blown up in a
moment before he could think, it was an old man, wounded and sick, sleeping in
his bed.” “It was not planned. He went to reclaim
his lord’s cloak. That I am sure is true. But if you think the blood was cold,
dear God, how wrong you are! The boy was half, mad with the long bleeding of
hopeless love, and had just come to the point of rebellion, and the thread of a
life—one he had been nursing in duty!—cut him off from the respite his sudden
courage needed. God forgive him, he had hoped Gilbert would die! He has said so
honestly. Chance showed him a thread so thin it could be severed by a breath,
and before ever he took thought, he blew! He says he has repented of it every
moment that has passed since that moment, and I believe it. Did you never,
Hugh, do one unworthy thing on impulse, that grieved and shamed you ever
after?” “Not to the length of killing an old man
in his bed,” said Hugh mercilessly. “No! Nor nothing to match it,” said
Cadfael with a deep sigh and briefer smile. “Pardon me, Hugh! I am Welsh and
you are English. We Welsh recognise degrees. Theft, theft absolute, without
excuse, is our most mortal offence, and therefore we hedge it about with
degrees, things which are not theft absolute—taking openly by force, taking in
ignorance, taking without leave, providing the offender owns to it, and taking
to stay alive, where a beggar has starved three days—no man hangs in Wales for
these. Even in dying, even in killing, we acknowledge degrees. We make a
distinction between homicide and murder, and even the worst may sometimes be
compounded for a lesser price than hanging.” “So might I make distinctions,” said Hugh,
brooding over the placid ford. “But this was my lord, into whose boots I step,
for want of my king to give orders. He was no close friend of mine, but he was
fair to me always, he had an ear to listen, if I was none too happy with some
of his more austere judgments. He was an honourable man and did his duty by
this shire of mine as he best knew, and his death fetters me.” Cadfael was
silent and respectful. It was a discipline removed now from his, but once there
had been such a tie, such a fealty, and he remembered it, and they were none so
far apart. “God forbid,” said Hugh, “that I should
hurl out of the world any but such as are too vile to be let live in it. And
this is no such monster. One mortal error, one single vileness, and a creature
barely—what’s his age? Twenty-one? And driven hard, but which of us is not? He
shall have his trial and I shall do what I must,” said Hugh hardly. “But I
would to God it was taken out of my hands!” Chapter Fifteen BEFORE HE LEFT THAT EVENING HE MADE HIS
WILL CLEAR for the others. “Owain may be pressed, if Chester moves again, he
wants his men. I have sent to say that all who are clear now shall leave here
the day after tomorrow. I have six good men-at-arms belonging to him in
Shrewsbury. They are free, and I shall equip them for their journey home. The
day after tomorrow as early as may be, around dawn, they will be here to take
Elis ap Cynan with them, back to Tregeiriog.” “Impossible,” said Cadfael flatly. “He
cannot yet ride. He has a twisted knee and a cracked rib, besides the arm
wound, though that progresses well. He will not ride in comfort for three or
four weeks. He will not ride hard or into combat for longer.” “He need not,” said Hugh shortly. “You
forget we have horses borrowed from Tudur ap Rhys, rested and ready for work
now, and Elis can as well ride in a litter as could Gilbert in far worse
condition. I want all the men of Gwynedd safely out of here before I move
against Powys, as I mean to. Let’s have one trouble finished and put by before
we face another.” So that was settled and no appeal. Cadfael had expected the
order to be received with consternation by Elis, both on Eliud’s account and
his own, but after a brief outcry of dismay, suddenly checked, there was a
longer pause for thought, while Elis put the matter of his own departure aside,
not without a hard, considering look, and turned only to confirm that there was
no chance of Eliud escaping trial for murder and very little of any sentence
but death being passed upon him. It was a hard thing to accept, but in the end
it seemed Elis had no choice but to accept it. A strange, embattled calm had
taken possession of the lovers, they had a way of looking at each other as
though they shared thoughts that needed no words to be communicated, but were
exchanged in a silent code no one else could read. Unless, perhaps, Sister
Magdalen understood the language. She herself went about in thoughtful silence
and with a shrewd eye upon them both. “So I am to be fetched away early, the day
after tomorrow,” said Elis. He cast one brief glance at Melicent and she at
him. “Well, I can and will send in proper form from Gwynedd, it’s as well the
thing should be done openly and honestly when I pay my suit to Melicent. And
there will be things to set right at Tregeiriog before I shall be free.” He did
not speak of Cristina, but the thought of her was there, desolate and
oppressive in the room with them. To win her battle, only to see the victory
turn to ash and drift through her fingers. “I’m a sound sleeper,” said Elis
with a sombre smile, “they may have to roll me in my blankets and carry me out
snoring, if they come too early.” And he ended with abrupt gravity: “Will you
ask Hugh Beringar if I may have my bed moved into the cell with Eliud these
last two nights? It is not a great thing to ask of him.” “I will,” said Cadfael, after a brief
pause to get the drift of that, for it made sense more ways than one. And he
went at once to proffer the request. Hugh was already preparing to mount and
ride back to the town, and Sister Magdalen was in the yard to see him go. No
doubt she had been deploying for him, in her own way, all the arguments for
mercy which Cadfael had already used, and perhaps others of which he had not
thought. Doubtful if there would be any harvest even from her well-planted
seed, but if you never sow you will certainly never reap. “Let them be together by all means,” said
Hugh, shrugging morosely, “if it can give them any comfort. As soon as the
other one is fit to be moved I’ll take him off your hands, but until then let
him rest. Who knows, that Welsh arrow may yet do the solving for us, if God’s
kind to him.” Sister Magdalen stood looking after him until the last of the
escort had vanished up the forested ride. “At least,” she said then, “it gives him
no pleasure. A pity to proceed where nobody’s the gainer and every man
suffers.” “A great pity! He said himself,” reported
Cadfael, equally thoughtfully, “he wished to God it could be taken out of his
hands.” And he looked along his shoulder at Sister Magdalen, and found her
looking just as guilelessly at him. He suffered a small, astonished illusion
that they were even beginning to resemble each other, and to exchange glances
in silence as eloquently as did Elis and Melicent. “Did he so?” said Sister Magdalen in
innocent sympathy. “That might be worth praying for. I’ll have a word said in
chapel at every office tomorrow. If you ask for nothing, you deserve nothing.”
They went in together, and so strong was this sense of an agreed understanding
between them, though one that had better not be acknowledged in words, that he
went so far as to ask her advice on a point which was troubling him. In the
turmoil of the fighting and the stress of tending the wounded he had had no
chance to deliver the message with which Cristina had entrusted him, and after Eliud’s
confession he was divided in mind as to whether it would be a kindness to do so
now, or the most cruel blow he could strike. “This girl of his in Tregeiriog—the one
for whom he was driving himself mad—she charged me with a message to him and I
promised her he should be told. But now, with this hanging over him… Is it well
to give him everything to live for, when there may be no life for him? Should
we make the world, if he’s to leave it, a thousand times more desirable? What
sort of kindness would that be?” He told her, word for word, what the message
was. She pondered, but not long. “Small choice if you promised the girl.
And truth should never be feared as harm. But besides, from all I see, he is
willing himself to die, though his body is determined on life, and without
every spur he may win the fight over his body, turn his face to the wall, and
slip away. As well, perhaps, if the only other way is the gallows. But if—I say
if!—the times relent and let him live, then pity not to give him every armour
and every weapon to survive to hear the good news.” She turned her head and
looked at him again with the deep, calculating glance he had observed before,
and then she smiled. “It is worth a wager,” she said. “I begin to think so, too,” said Cadfael
and went in to see the wager laid. They had not yet moved Elis and his cot
into the neighbouring cell; Eliud still lay alone. Sometimes, marking the path
the arrow had taken clean through his right shoulder, but a little low, Cadfael
doubted if he would ever draw bow again, even if at some future time he could
handle a sword. That was the least of his threatened harms now. Let him be
offered as counter, balance the greatest promised good. Cadfael sat down beside the bed, and told
how Elis had asked leave to join him and been granted what he asked. That
brought a strange, forlorn brightness to Eliud’s thin, vulnerable face. Cadfael
refrained from saying a word about Elis’s imminent departure, however, and
wondered briefly why he kept silent on that matter, only to realise hurriedly
that it was better not even to wonder, much less question. Innocence is an
infinitely fragile thing and thought can sometimes injure, even destroy it. “And there is also a word I promised to
bring you and have had no quiet occasion until now. From Cristina when I left
Tregeiriog.” Her name caused all the lines of Eliud’s face to contract into a
tight, wary pallor, and his eyes to dilate in sudden bright green like stormy
sunlight through June leaves. “Cristina sends to tell you, by me, that she has
spoken with her father and with yours and soon, by consent, she will be her own
woman to give herself where she will. And she will give herself to none but
you.” An abrupt and blinding flood drowned the green and sent the sunlight
sparkling in sudden fountains, and Eliud’s good left hand groped lamely after
anything human he might hold by for comfort, closed hungrily on the hand
Cadfael offered, and drew it down against his quivering face, and lower into
the bed, against his frantically beating heart. Cadfael let him alone thus for
some moments, until the storm passed. When the boy was still again, he withdrew
his hand gently. “But she does not know,” whispered Eliud
wretchedly, “what I am… what I have done…” “What she knows of you is all she needs to
know, that she loves you as you love her, and there is not nor ever could be
any other. I do not believe that guilt or innocence, good or evil can change
Cristina towards you. Child, by the common expectation of man you have some
thirty years at least of your life to live, which is room for marriage,
children, fame, atonement, sainthood. What is done matters, but what is yet to
do matters far more. Cristina has that truth in her. When she does know all,
she will be grieved, but she will not be changed.” “My expectation,” said Eliud faintly
through the covers that hid his ravaged face, “is in weeks, months at most, not
thirty years.” “It is God fixes the term,” said Cadfael,
“not men, not kings, not judges. A man must be prepared to face life, as well
as death, there’s no escape from either. Who knows the length of the penance,
or the magnitude of the reparation, that may be required of you?” He rose from
his place then, because John Miller and a couple of other neighbours, nursing
the small scars of the late battle, carried in Elis, cot and all, from the next
cell and set him down beside Eliud’s couch. It was a good time to break off,
the boy had the spark of the future already alive in him, however strongly
resignation prompted him to quench it, and now this reunion with the other half
of his being came very aptly. Cadfael stood by to see them settled and watch
John Miller strip down the covers from Eliud and lift and replace him bodily,
as lightly as an infant and as deftly as if handled by a mother. John had been
closeted with Elis and Melicent, and was grown fond of Elis as of a bold and
promising small boy from among his kin. A useful man, with his huge and
balanced strength, able to pick up a sick man from his sleep—provided he cared
enough for the man!—and carry him hence without disturbing his rest. And
devoted to Sister Magdalen, whose writ ran here firm as any king’s. Yes, a useful ally. Well… The next day passed in a kind of
deliberate hush, as if every man and every woman walked delicately, with bated
breath, and kept the ritual of the house with particular awe and reverence,
warding off all mischance. Never had the horarium of the order been more
scrupulously observed at Godric’s Ford. Mother Mariana, small, wizened and old,
presided over a sisterhood of such model devotion as to disarm fate. And her
enforced guests in their twin cots in one cell were quiet and private together,
and even Melicent, now a lay guest of the house and no postulant, went about
the business of the day with a pure, still face, and left the two young men to
their own measures. Brother Cadfael observed the offices, made
some fervent prayers of his own, and went out to help Sister Magdalen tend the
few injuries still in need of supervision among the neighbours. “You’re worn out,” said Sister Magdalen
solicitously, when they returned for a late bite of supper and Compline.
“Tomorrow you should sleep until Prime, you’ve had no real rest for three
nights now. Say your farewell to Elis tonight, for they’ll be here at first light
in the morning. And now I think of it,” she said, “I could do with another
flask of that syrup you brew from poppies, for I’ve emptied my bottle, and I
have one patient to see tomorrow who gets little sleep from pain. Will you
refill the flask if I bring it?” “Willingly,” said Cadfael, and went to
fetch the jar he had had sent from Brother Oswin in Shrewsbury after the
battle. She brought a large green glass flask, and he filled it to the brim
without comment. Nor did he rise early in the morning,
though he was awake in good time; he was as good at interpreting a nudge in the
ribs as the next man. He heard the horsemen when they came, and the voice of
the portress and other voices, Welsh and English both, and among them, surely,
the voice of John Miller. But he did not rise and go out to speed them on their
way. When he came forth for Prime, the
travellers, he reckoned, must be two hours gone on their way into Wales, armed
with Hugh’s safe-conduct to cover the near end of the journey, well mounted and
provided. The portress had conducted them to the cell where their charge, Elis
ap Cynan, would be found in the nearer bed, and John Miller had carried him out
in his arms, warmly swathed, and bestowed him in the litter sent to bear him
home. Mother Mariana herself had risen to witness and bless their going. After Prime Cadfael went to tend his
remaining patient. As well to continue just as in the previous days. Two clear
hours should be ample start, and someone had to be the first to go in—no, not
the first, for certainly Melicent was there before him, but the first of the
others, the potential enemy, the uninitiated. He opened the door of the cell, and halted
just within the threshold. In the dim light two roused, pale faces confronted
him, almost cheek to cheek. Melicent sat on the edge of the bed, supporting the
occupant in her arm, for he had raised himself to sit upright, with a cloak
draped round his naked shoulders, to meet this moment erect. The bandage
swathing his cracked rib heaved to a quickened and apprehensive heartbeat, and
the eyes that fixed steadily upon Cadfael were not greenish hazel, but almost
as dark as the tangle of black curls. “Will you let the lord Beringar know,”
said Elis ap Cynan, “that I have sent away my foster-brother out of his hands,
and am here to answer for all that may be held against him. He put his neck in
a noose for me, so do I now for him. Whatever the law wills can be done to me
in his place.” It was said. He drew a deep breath, and winced at the stab it
cost him, but the sharp expectancy of his face eased and warmed now the first
step was taken, and there was no more need of any concealment. “I am sorry I had to deceive Mother
Mariana,” he said. “Say I entreat her forgiveness, but there was no other way
in fairness to all here. I would not have any other blamed for what I have
done.” And he added with sudden impulsive simplicity: “I’m glad it was you who
came. Send to the town quickly, I shall be glad to have this over. And Eliud
will be safe now.” “I’ll do your errand,” said Cadfael
gravely, “both your errands. And ask no questions.” Not even whether Eliud had
been in the plot, for he already knew the answer. From all those who had found
it necessary to turn a blind eye and a deaf ear, Eliud stood apart in his
despairing innocence and lamentable guilt. Someone among those bearers of his
on the road to Wales might have a frantically distressed invalid on his hands
when the long, deep sleep drew to a close. But at the end of the enforced
flight, whatever measures Owam Gwynedd took in the matter, there was Cristina
waiting. “I have provided as well as I could,” said
Elis earnestly. “They’ll send word ahead, she’ll come to meet him. It will be a
hard enough furrow, but it will be life.” A deal of growing up seemed to have
been done since Elis ap Cynan first came raiding to Godric’s Ford. This was not
the boy who had avenged his nervous fears in captivity by tossing Welsh insults
at his captors with an innocent face, nor the girl who had cherished dreamy
notions of taking the veil before ever she knew what marriage or vocation
meant. “The affair seems to have been well
managed,” said Cadfael judicially. “Very well, I’ll go and make it known—here
and in Shrewsbury.” He had the door half, closed behind him
when Elis called: “And then will you come and help me do on my clothes? I would
like to meet Hugh Beringar decent and on my feet.” And that was what he did, when Hugh came
in the afternoon, grim, faced and black-browed, to probe the loss of his felon.
In Mother Mariana’s tiny parlour, dark-timbered and bare, Elis and Melicent
stood side by side to face him. Cadfael had got the boy into his hose and shirt
and coat, and Melicent had combed out the tangles from his hair, since he could
not do it himself without pain. Sister Magdalen, after one measuring glance as
he took his first unsteady steps, had provided him a staff to reinforce his
treacherous knee, which would not go fairly under him as yet, but threatened to
double all ways to let him fall. When he was ready he looked very young, neat
and solemn, and understandably afraid. He stood twisted a little sideways,
favouring the knitting rib that shortened his breath. Melicent kept a hand
ready, close to his arm, but held off from touching. “I have sent Eliud back to Wales in my
place,” said Elis, stiff as much with apprehension as with resolve, “since I
owe him a life. But here am I, at your will and disposal, to do with as you see
fit. Whatever you hold due to him, visit upon me.” “For God’s sake sit down,” said Hugh
shortly and disconcertingly. “I object to being made the target of your self,
inflicted suffering. If you’re offering me your neck, that’s enough, I have no
need of your present pains. Sit and take ease. I am not interested in heroes.”
Elis flushed, winced and sat obediently, but he did not take his eyes from
Hugh’s grim countenance. “Who helped you?” demanded Hugh with
chilling quietness. “No one. I alone made this plan. Owain’s
men did as they were ordered by me.” That could be said boldly, they were well
away in their own country. “We made the plan,” said Melicent firmly. Hugh ignored her, or seemed to. “Who
helped you?” he repeated forcibly. “No one. Melicent knew, but she took no
part. The sole blame is mine. Deal with me!” “So alone you moved your cousin into the
other bed. That was marvel enough, for a man crippled himself and unable to
walk, let alone lift another man’s weight. And as I hear, a certain miller of
these parts carried Eliud ap Griffith to the litter.” “It was dark within, and barely light
without,” said Elis steadily, “and I…” “We,” said Melicent. “… I had already wrapped Eliud well, there
was little of him to see. John did nothing but lend his strong arms in kindness
to me.” “Was Eliud party to this exchange?” “No!” they said together, loudly and
fiercely. “No!” repeated Elis, his voice shaking
with the fervour of his denial. “He knew nothing. I gave him in his last drink
a great draught of the poppy syrup that Brother Cadfael used on us to dull the
pain, that first day. It brings on deep sleep. Eliud slept through all. He
never knew! He never would have consented.” “And how did you, bed-held as you were,
come by that syrup?” I stole the flask from Sister Magdalen,” said Melicent.
“Ask her! She will tell you what a great dose has been taken from it.” So she
would, with all gravity and concern. Hugh never doubted it, nor did he mean to
put her to the necessity of answering. Nor Cadfael either. Both had
considerately absented themselves from this trial, judge and culprits held the
whole matter in their hands. There was a brief, heavy silence that
weighed distressfully on Elis, while Hugh eyed the pair of them from under
knitted brows, and fastened at last with frowning attention upon Melicent. “You of all people,” he said, “had the
greatest right to require payment from Eliud. Have you so soon forgiven him?
Then who else dare gainsay?” “I am not even sure,” said Melicent
slowly, “that I know what forgiveness is. Only it seems a sad waste that all a
man’s good should not be able to outweigh one evil, however great. That is the
world’s loss. And I wanted no more deaths. One was grief enough, the second
would not heal it.” Another silence, longer than the first. Elis burned and
shivered, wanting to hear his penalty, whatever it might be, and know the best
and the worst. He quaked when Hugh rose abruptly from his seat. “Elis ap Cynan, I have no charge to make
in law against you. I want no exaction from you. You had best rest here a while
yet. Your horse is still in the abbey stables. When you are fit to ride, you
may follow your foster-brother home.” And before they had breath to speak, he
was out of the room, and the door closing after him. Brother Cadfael walked a short way beside
his friend when Hugh rode back to Shrewsbury in the early evening. The last
days had been mild, and in the long green ride the branches of the trees wore
the first green veil of the spring budding. The singing of the birds, likewise,
had begun to throb with the yearly excitement and unrest before mating and
nesting and rearing the young. A time for all manner of births and beginnings,
and for putting death out of mind. “What else could I have done?” said Hugh.
“This one has done no murder, never owed me that very comely neck he insists on
offering me. And if I had hanged him I should have been hanging both, for God
alone knows how even so resolute a girl as Melicent—or the one you spoke of in
Tregeiriog for that matter—is ever going to part the two halves of that pair.
Two lives for one is no fair bargain.” He looked down from the saddle of the
raw-boned grey which was his favourite mount, and smiled at Cadfael, and it was
the first time for some days that he had been seen to smile utterly without
irony or reserve. “How much did you know?” “Nothing,” said Cadfael simply. “I guessed
at much, but I can fairly say I knew nothing and never lifted finger.” In
silence and deafness and blindness he had connived, but no need to say that,
Hugh would know it, Hugh, who could not have connived. Nor was there any need
for Hugh ever to say with what secret gratitude he relinquished the judgement
he would never have laid down of his own will. “What will become of them all?” Hugh
wondered. “Elis will go home as soon as he’s well enough, I suppose, and send
formally to ask for his girl. There’s no man of her kin to ask but her own
mother’s brother, and he’s far off with the queen in Kent and out of reach. I
fancy Sister Magdalen will advise the girl to go back to her step-mother for
the waiting time, and have all done in proper form, and she has sense enough to
listen to advice, and the patience to wait for what she wants, now she’s
assured of getting it in the end. But what of the other pair?” Eliud and his
companions would be well into Wales by this time and need not hurry, to tire
the invalid too much. The draught of forgetfulness they had given him might
dull his senses for a while even when he awoke, and his fellows would do their
best to ease his remorse and grief, and his fear for Elis. But that troubled
and passionate spirit would never be quite at rest. “What will Owain do with him?” “Neither destroy nor waste him,” said
Cadfael, “provided you cede your rights in him. He’ll live, he’ll marry his
Cristina—there’ll be no peace for prince or priest or parent until she gets her
way. As for his penance, he has it within him, he’ll carry it lifelong. There
is nothing but death itself you or any man could lay upon him that he will not
lay upon himself. But God willing, he will not have to carry it alone. There is
no crime and no failure can drive Cristina from him.” They parted at the head
of the ride. It was premature dusk under the trees, but still the birds sang
with the extreme and violent joy that seemed loud enough to shake such fragile
instruments into dust or burst the hearts in their breasts. There were windflowers
quivering in the grass. “I go lighter than I came,” said Hugh,
reining in for a moment before he took the homeward road. “As soon as I see that lad walking upright
and breathing deep, I shall follow. And glad to be going home.” Cadfael looked
back at the low timber roofs of Mother Mariana’s grange, where the silvery
light through gossamer branches reflected the ceaseless quivering of the brook.
“I hope we have made, between us all, the best of a great ill, and who could do
more? Once, I remember, Father Abbot said that our purpose is justice, and with
God lies the privilege of mercy. But even God, when he intends mercy, needs
tools to his hand.” About
the Author ELLIS PETERS is
the nom-de-crime of English novelist Edith Pargeter, author of scores of
books under her own name. She is the recipient of the Silver Dagger Award,
conferred by the Crime Writers Association in Britain, as well as the coveted
Edgar, awarded by the Mystery Writers of America. Miss Pargeter is also well
known as a translator of poetry and prose from the Czech and has been awarded
the Gold Medal and Ribbon of the Czechoslovak Society for Foreign Relations for
her services to Czech literature. She passed away in 1995, at the age of 82, at
home in her beloved Shropshire. Dead Man’s Ransom In February of the year of Our Lord 1141, men march home from war
to Shrewsbury but the captured Sheriff Gilbert Prestcote is not among them.
Elis, a young Welsh prisoner is and he is delivered to the Abbey of Saint Peter
and Saint Paul to begin a tale that will test Brother Cadfael’s sense of
justice… and his heart. By good fortune it seems the prisoner can be exchanged
as Sheriff Prestcote’s ransom. What none expects is that good-natured Elis will
be struck down—by cupid’s arrow. The sheriff’s own daughter holds him in thrall
and she too is blind with passion. Now regaining her father means losing her
lover. But then the sheriff, ailing and frail, is brought to the abbey’s
infirmary—and murdered there. Suspicion falls on the prisoner who has only his
Welsh honor to gain Brother Cadfael’s help. And Cadfael gives it not knowing
the truth will be a trial for his own soul. The Ninth Chronicle of Brother Cadfael,
of the Benedictine Abbey of Saint Peter and Saint Paul, at Shrewsbury By Ellis PetersChapter One ON THAT DAY, which was the seventh of February of
the year of Our Lord 1141, they had offered special prayers at every office,
not for the victory of one party or the defeat of another in the battlefields
of the north, but for better counsel, for reconciliation, for the sparing of
blood-letting and the respect of life between men of the same country—all
desirable consummations, as Brother Cadfael sighed to himself even as he
prayed, but very unlikely to be answered in this torn and fragmented land with
any but a very dusty answer. Even God needs some consideration and support from
his material to make reasoning and benign creatures of men. Shrewsbury had furnished King Stephen with
a creditable force to join his muster for the north, where the earls of Chester
and Lincoln, ambitious half-brothers, had flouted the king’s grace and moved to
set up their own palatine, and with much in their favour, too. The parish part
of the great church was fuller than usual even at the monastic offices, with
anxious wives, mothers and grandsires fervent in praying for their menfolk. Not
every man who had marched with Sheriff Gilbert Prestcote and his deputy, Hugh
Beringar, would come home again unscathed to Shrewsbury. Rumours flew, but news
was in very poor supply. Yet word had filtered through that Chester and
Lincoln, long lurking in neutrality between rival claimants for the crown,
having ambitious plans of their own in defiance of both, had made up their
minds in short order when menaced by King Stephen’s approach, and sent hotfoot
for help from the champions of his antagonist, the Empress Maud. Thus
committing themselves for the future, perhaps, so deep that they might yet live
to regret it. Cadfael came out from Vespers gloomily doubting
the force, and even the honesty, of his own prayers, however he had laboured to
give them heart. Men drunk with ambition and power do not ground their weapons,
nor stop to recognise the fellow-humanity of those they are about to slay. Not
here—not yet. Stephen had gone rampaging north with his muster, a huge,
gallant, simple, swayable soul roused to rage by Chester’s ungrateful
treachery, and drawn after him many, and many a wiser and better balanced man
who could have done his reasoning for him, had he taken a little more time for
thought. The issue hung in the balance and the good men of Shropshire were
committed with their lord. So was Cadfael’s close friend, Hugh Beringar of
Maesbury, deputy sheriff of the shire, and his wife must be anxiously waiting
there in the town for news. Hugh’s son, a year old now, was Cadfael’s godson,
and he had leave to visit him whenever he wished, a godfather’s duties being
important and sacred. Cadfael turned his back on supper in the refectory, and
made his way out of the abbey gates, along the highway between the abbey mill
and mill-pond on his left, and the belt of woodland sheltering the main abbey
gardens of the Gaye on his right, over the bridge that spanned the Severn,
glimmering in the wintry, starlit frost, and in through the great town gate. There were torches burning at the door of
Hugh’s house by Saint Mary’s church and beyond, at the High Cross, it seemed to
Cadfael that there were more folk abroad and stirring than was usual at this
hour of a winter evening. The faintest shiver of excitement hung in the air,
and as soon as his foot touched the doorstone Aline came flying to the doorway
with open arms. When she knew him her face remained pleased and welcoming, but
nonetheless lost in an instant its special burning brightness. “Not Hugh!” said Cadfael ruefully, knowing
for whom the door had been thus thrown wide. “Not yet. Is there news, then? Are
they homing?” “Will Warden sent word an hour ago, before
the light was quite gone. They sighted steel from the towers, a good way off
then, but by now they must be in the castle foregate. The gate’s open for them.
Come in to the fire, Cadfael, and stay for him.” She drew him in by the hands,
and closed the door resolutely on the night and her own aching impatience. “He
is there,” she said, catching in Cadfael’s face the reflection of her own
partisan love and anxiety. “They caught his colours. And the array in good
order. Yet it cannot be quite as it went forth, that I know.” No, never that.
Those who go forth to the battle never return without holes in their ranks,
like gaping wounds. Pity of all pities that those who lead never learn, and the
few wise men among those who follow never quite avail to teach. But faith given
and allegiance pledged are stronger than fear, thought Cadfael, and that,
perhaps, is virtue, even in the teeth of death. Death, after all, is the common
expectation from birth. Neither heroes nor cowards can escape it. “He’s sent no word ahead,” he asked, “of
how the day went?” “None. But the rumour is it did not go
well.” She said it firmly and freely, putting back with a small hand the pale
gold hair from her forehead. A slender girl, still only twenty-one years old
and mother of a year old son and as fair as her husband was black-avised. The
shy manner of her girlhood years had matured into a gentle dignity. “This is a
very wanton tide that flows and carries us all, here in England,” she said. “It
cannot always run one way, there must be an ebb.” She was brisk and practical
about it, whatever that firm face cost her. “You haven’t eaten, you can’t have
stayed for supper,” she said, the housewife complete. “Sit there and nurse your
godson a little while, and I’ll bring you meat and ale.” The infant Giles, formidably tall for a
year old when he was reared erect by holding to benches and trestles and chests
to keep his balance, made his way carefully but with astonishing rapidity round
the room to the stool by the fireside, and clambered unaided into Cadfael’s
rusty black lap. He had a flow of words, mostly of his own invention, though
now and then a sound made sudden adult sense. His mother talked to him much, so
did her woman Constance, his devoted slave, and this egg of the nobility
listened and made voluble response. Of lordly scholars, thought Cadfael,
rounding his arms to cradle the solid weight comfortably, we can never have too
many. Whether he takes to the church or the sword, he’ll never be the worse for
a quick and ready mind. Like a pair of hound puppies nursed in the lap, Hugh’s
heir gave off glowing warmth and the baked bread scent of young and untainted
flesh. “He won’t sleep,” said Aline, coming with
a wooden tray to set it on the chest close to the fire, “for he knows there’s
something in the wind. Never ask me how, I’ve said no word to him, but he
knows. There, give him to me now, and take your meal. We may have a long wait,
for they’ll see all provided at the castle before ever Hugh comes to me.” It was more than an hour before Hugh came.
By then Constance had whisked away the remains of Cadfael’s supper, and carried
off a drooping princeling, who could not keep his eyes open any longer for all
his contrivances, but slept in sprawled abandon in her arms as she lifted him.
For all Cadfael’s sharp hearing, it was Aline who first pricked up her head and
rose, catching the light footsteps in the doorway. Her radiant smile faltered
suddenly, for the feet trod haltingly. “He’s hurt!” “Stiff from a long ride,” said Cadfael
quickly. “His legs serve him. Go, run, whatever’s amiss will mend.” She ran,
and Hugh entered into her arms. As soon as she had viewed him from head to
foot, weary and weather-stained as he was, and found him whole, whatever lesser
injuries he might be carrying, she became demure, brisk and calm, and would
make no extravagant show of anxiety, though she watched him every moment from
behind the fair shield of her wifely face. A small man, lightly built, not much
taller than his wife, black-haired, black- browed. His movements lacked their
usual supple ease, and no wonder after so long in the saddle, and his grin was
brief and wry as he kissed his wife, drove a fist warmly into Cadfael’s
shoulder, and dropped with a great, hoarse sigh on to the cushioned bench
beside the fire, stretching out his booted feet gingerly, the right decidedly
with some pain. Cadfael kneeled, and eased off the stiff, ice- rimmed boots
that dripped melting rivulets into the rushes. “Good Christian soul!” said Hugh, leaning
to clap a hand on his friend’s tonsure. “I could never have reached them
myself. God, but I’m weary! No matter, that’s the first need met—they’re home
and so am I.” Constance came sailing in with food and a hot posset of wine,
Aline with his gown and to rid him of his leather coat. He had ridden light the
last stages, shedding his mail. He scrubbed with both hands at cheeks stiffened
from the cold, twitched his shoulders pleasurably in the warmth of the fire,
and drew in a great, easing breath. They watched him eat and drink with hardly
a word spoken. Even the voice stiffens and baulks after long exertion and great
weariness. When he was ready the cords of his throat would soften and warm, and
words find their way out without creaking. “Your man-child held open his eyelids,”
said Aline cheerfully, eyeing his every least move as he ate and warmed, “until
he could prop them up no longer, even with his fingers. He’s well and grown
even in this short while—Cadfael will tell you. He goes on two feet now and
makes nothing of a fall or two.” She did not offer to wake and bring him;
clearly there was no place here tonight for matters of childhood, however dear. Hugh sat back from his meal, yawned
hugely, smiled upwards suddenly at his wife, and drew her down to him in his
arm. Constance bore away the tray and refilled the cup, and closed the door
quietly on the room where the boy slept. “Never fret for me, love,” said Hugh,
clasping Aline to his side. “I’m saddle-sore and bruised, but nothing worse.
But a fall or two we have certainly taken. No easy matter to rise, neither. Oh,
I’ve brought back most of the men we took north with us, but not all—not all!
Not the chief—Gilbert Prestcote’s gone. Taken, not dead, I hope and think, but
whether it’s Robert of Gloucester or the Welsh that hold him—I wish I knew.” “The Welsh?” said Cadfael, pricking his
ears. “How’s that? Owain Gwynedd has never put his hand in the fire for the
empress? After all his careful holding off, and the gains it’s brought him?
He’s no such fool! Why should he aid either of his enemies? He’d be more like
to leave them free to cut each other’s throats.” “Spoke like a good Christian brother,”
said Hugh, with a brief, grey smile, and fetched a grunt and a blush out of
Cadfael to his small but welcome pleasure. “No, Owain has judgement and sense,
but alas for him, he has a brother. Cadwaladr was there with a swarm of his
archers, and Madog ap Meredith of Powys with him, hot for plunder, and they’ve
sunk their teeth into Lincoln and swept the field clear of any prisoner who
promises the means of ransom, even the half-dead. And I doubt they’ve got
Gilbert among the rest.” He shifted, easing his stiff, sore body in the
cushions. “Though it’s not the Welsh,” he said grimly, “that have got the
greatest prize. Robert of Gloucester is halfway to his own city this night with
a prisoner worth this kingdom to deliver up to the Empress Maud. God knows what
follows now, but I know what my work must be. My sheriff is out of the
reckoning, and there’s none now at large to name his successor. This shire is
mine to keep, as best I may, and keep it I will, till fortune turns her face
again. King Stephen is taken at Lincoln, and carried off prisoner to
Gloucester.” Once his tongue was loosed he had need to
tell the whole of it, for his own enlightenment as much as theirs. He was the
sole lord of a county now, holding and garrisoning it on the behalf of a king
in eclipse, and his task was to nurse and guard it inviolate within its
boundaries, until it could serve again beyond them for an effective lord. “Ranulf of Chester slipped out of Lincoln
castle and managed to get out of a hostile town before ever we got near, and
off to Robert of Gloucester in a great hurry, with pledges of allegiance to the
Empress in exchange for help against us. And Chester’s wife is Robert’s
daughter, when all’s said, and he’d left her walled up in the castle with the
earl of Lincoln and his wife, and the whole town in arms and seething round
them. That was a welcome indeed, when Stephen got his muster there, the city
fawned on him. Poor wretches, they’ve paid for it since. Howbeit, there we
were, the town ours and the castle under siege, and winter on our side, any man
would have said, with the distance Robert had to come, and the snow and the
floods to hold him. But the man’s none so easily held.” “I never was there in the north,” said Cadfael,
with a glint in his eye and a stirring in his blood that he had much ado to
subdue. His days in arms were over, forsworn long since, but he could not help
prickling to the sting of battle, when his friends were still venturing. “It’s
a hill city, Lincoln, so they say. And the garrison penned close. It should
have been easy to hold the town, Robert or no Robert. What went astray?” “Why, granted we under-valued Robert as
always, but that need not have been fatal. The rains there’d been up there, the
river round the south and west of the town was up in flood, the bridge guarded,
and the ford impassable. But Robert passed it, whether or no! Into the flood
with him, and what could they do but come after? ‘A way forward, but no way
back!’ he says—so one of our prisoners told us. And what with the solid wall of
them, they got across with barely a man swept away. Oh, surely they still had
the uphill way, out of that drowned plain to our hilltop—if Stephen were not
Stephen! With the mass of them camped below in the wet fields and all the omens
at Mass against him—you know he half regards such warnings—what say you he’ll
do? Why, with that mad chivalry of his, for which God knows I love him though I
curse him, he orders his array down from the height into the plain, to meet his
enemy on equal terms.” Hugh heaved his shoulders back against the
solid brace of the wall, hoisted his agile brows and grinned, torn between
admiration and exasperation. They’d drawn up on the highest and driest
bit of land they could find, in what was a half-frozen marsh. Robert had all
the disinherited, Maud’s liegemen who had lost lands eastward for her sake,
drawn up in the first line, horsed, with nothing to lose and all to gain, and
vengeance the first of all. And our knights had every man his all to lose and
nothing to gain, and felt themselves far from their homes and lands, and aching
to get back and strengthen their own fences. And there were these hordes of
Welsh, hungry for plunder, and their own goods and gear safe as sanctuary in
the west, with no man threatening. What should we look for? When the
disinherited hit our horse five earls broke under the shock and ran. On the
left Stephen’s Flemings drove the Welshmen back: but you know their way, they
went but far enough and easily enough to mass again without loss, and back they
came, archers almost to a man, able to pick their ground and their prey, and
when the Flemish footmen ran, so did their captains—William of Ypres and Ten
Eyck and all. Stephen was left unhorsed with us, the remnant of his horse and
foot, around him. They rolled over us. It was then I lost sight of Gilbert. No
marvel, it was hand to hand chaos, no man saw beyond the end of his sword or
dagger, whatever he had in his hand to keep his head. Stephen still had his
sword then. Cadfael, I swear to you, you never saw such a man in battle once
roused, for all his easy goodwill takes so much rousing. It was rather the
siege of a castle than the overcoming of a man. There was a wall round him of
the men he had slain, those coming had to clamber over it, and went to build it
higher. Chester came after him—give him his due, there’s not much can frighten
Ranulf—and he might have been another stone in the rampart, but that the king’s
sword shattered. There was one somewhere close to him thrust a Danish axe into
his hand in its place, but Chester had leaped back out of reach. And then
someone clear of the melee grubbed a great stone out of the ground, and hurled
it at Stephen from aside. It struck him down flatlings, clean out of his wits,
and they swarmed over him and pinned him hand and foot while he was senseless.
And I went down under another wave,” said Hugh ruefully, “and was trampled
below better men’s bodies, to come to myself in the best time to make vantage
of it, after they’d dragged the king away and swarmed into the town to strip it
bare, and before they came back to comb the battlefield for whatever was worth
picking up. So I mustered what was left of our own, more than ever I expected,
and hauled them off far enough to be out of reach, while I and one or two with
me looked for Gilbert. We did not find him and when they began to come back
sated out of the city, scavenging, we drew off to bring back such as we had.
What else could we have done?” “Nothing to any purpose,” said Cadfael
firmly. “And thanks to God you were brought out man alive to do so much. If
there’s a place Stephen needs you now, it’s here, keeping this shire for him.”
He was talking to himself. Hugh knew that already, or he would never have
withdrawn from Lincoln. As for the slaughter there, no word was said. Better to
make sure of bringing back all but a few of the solid townsfolk of Shrewsbury,
his own special charge, and so he had done. “Stephen’s queen is in Kent, and mistress
of Kent, with a strong army, all the south and the east she holds,” said Hugh.
“She will shift every stone between her and London, but she’ll get Stephen out
of captivity somehow. It is not an ending. A reverse can be reversed. A
prisoner can be loosed from prison.” “Or exchanged,” said Cadfael, but very
dubiously. There’s no great prize taken on the king’s side? Though I doubt if
the empress would let go of Stephen for any three of her best lords, even
Robert himself, helpless as she’d be without him. No, she’ll keep a fast hold
of her prisoner, and make headlong for the throne. And do you see the princes
of the church standing long in her way?” “Well,” said Hugh, stretching his slight
body wincingly, discovering new bruises, “my part at least I know. It’s my writ
that runs here in Shropshire now as the king’s writ, and I’ll see to it this
shire, at least, is kept for the king.” He came down to the abbey, two days later,
to attend the Mass Abbot Radulfus had decreed for the souls of all those dead
at Lincoln, on both parts, and for the healing of England’s raw and festering
wounds. In particular there were prayers to be offered for the wretched
citizens of the northern city, prey to vengeful armies and plundered of all
they had, many even of their lives, and many more fled into the wilds of the
winter countryside. Shropshire stood nearer to the fighting now than it had
been for three years, being neighbour to an earl of Chester elated by success
and greedy for still more lands. Every one of Hugh’s depleted garrisons stood
to arms, ready to defend its threatened security. They were out from Mass, and Hugh had
lingered in speech with the abbot in the great court, when there was sudden
bustle in the arch of the gatehouse, and a small procession entered from the
Foregate. Four sturdy countrymen in homespun came striding confidently, two
with bows strung and slung ready for action, one shouldering a billhook, and
the fourth a long-handled pikel. Between them, with two of her escort on either
side, rode a plump middle-aged woman on a diminutive mule, and wearing the
black habit of a Benedictine nun. The white bands of her wimple framed a
rounded rosy face, well-fleshed and well-boned, and lit by a pair of bright
brown eyes. She was booted like a man, and her habit kilted for riding, but she
swung it loose with one motion of a broad hand as she dismounted, and stood
alert and discreet, looking calmly about her in search of someone in authority. “We have a visiting sister,” said the
abbot mildly, eyeing her with interest, “but one that I do not know.” Brother
Cadfael, crossing the court without haste towards the garden and the herbarium,
had also marked the sudden brisk bustle at the gate, and checked at the sight
of a well remembered figure. He had encountered this lady once before, and found
her well worth remembering. And it seemed that she, also, recalled their
meeting with pleasure, for the moment her eyes lit upon him the spark of
recognition flashed in them, and she came at once towards him. He went to meet
her gladly. Her rustic bodyguard, satisfied at having delivered her
successfully where she would be, stood by the gatehouse, straddling the cobbles
complacently, and by no means intimidated or impressed by their surroundings. “I thought I should know that gait,” said
the lady with satisfaction. “You are Brother Cadfael, who came once on business
to our cell. I’m glad to have found you to hand, I know no one else here. Will
you make me known to your abbot?” “Proudly,” said Cadfael, “and he’s
regarding you this minute from the corner of the cloister. It’s two years now…
Am I to tell him he’s honoured by a visit from Sister Avice?” “Sister Magdalen,” she said demurely and
faintly smiled; and when she smiled, however briefly and decorously, the sudden
dazzling dimple he remembered flashed like a star in her weathered cheek. He
had wondered then whether she had not better find some way of exorcising it in
her new vocation, or whether it might not still be the most formidable weapon
in her armoury. He was aware that he blinked, and that she noted it. There was
always something conspiratorial in Avice of Thornbury that made every man feel
he was the only one in whom she confided. “And my errand,” she said
practically, “is really to Hugh Beringar, for I hear Gilbert Prestcote did not
come back from Lincoln. They told us in the Foregate we should find him here,
or we were bound up to the castle to look for him.” “He is here,” said Cadfael, “fresh from
Mass, and talking with Abbot Radulfus. Over my shoulder you’ll see them both.”
She looked, and by the expression of her face she approved. Abbot Radulfus was
more than commonly tall, erect as a lance, and sinewy, with a lean hawk-face
and a calmly measuring eye; and Hugh, if he stood a whole head shorter and
carried but light weight, if he spoke quietly and made no move to call
attention to himself, nevertheless seldom went unnoticed. Sister Magdalen
studied him from head to heel with one flash of her brown eyes. She was a judge
of a man, and knew one when she saw him. “Very well so!” she said, nodding. “Come,
and I’ll pay my respects.” Radulfus marked their first move towards him and
went to meet them, with Hugh at his shoulder. “Father Abbot,” said Cadfael, “here is
come Sister Magdalen of our order, from the cell of Polesworth which lies some
miles to the southwest, in the forest at Godric’s Ford. And her business is
also with Hugh Beringar as sheriff of this shire.” She made a very graceful
reverence and stooped to the abbot’s hand. “Truly, what I have to tell concerns
all here who have to do with order and peace, Father. Brother Cadfael here has
visited our cell, and knows how we stand in these troublous times, solitary and
so close to Wales. He can advise and explain, if I fall short.” “You are welcome, sister,” said Radulfus,
measuring her as shrewdly as she had measured him. “Brother Cadfael shall be of
our counsel. I trust you will be my guest for dinner. And for your guards—for I
see they are devoted in attendance on you—I will give orders for their
entertainment. And if you are not so far acquainted, here at my side is Hugh
Beringar, whom you seek.” Though that cheek was turned away from
him, Cadfael was certain that her dimple sparkled as she turned to Hugh and
made her formal acknowledgement. “My lord, I was never so happy,” she said—and
whether that was high courtesy or mischief might still be questioned—“as to
meet with you before, it was with your sheriff I once had some speech. As I
have heard he did not return with you and may be prisoner, and for that I am
sorry.” “I, too,” said Hugh. “As I hope to redeem
him, if chance offers. I see from your escort, sister, that you have had cause
to move with caution through the forest. I think that is also my business, now
I am back.” “Let us go into my parlour,” said the
abbot, “and hear what Sister Magdalen has to tell us. And, Brother Cadfael,
will you bear word to Brother Denis that the best of our house is at the
disposal of our sister’s guards? And then come to join us, for your knowledge
may be needed.” She was seated a little withdrawn from the
fire when Cadfael entered the abbot’s parlour some minutes later, her feet
drawn trimly under the hem of her habit, her back erect against the panelled
wall. The more closely and the longer he viewed her, the more warmly did he
remember her. She had been for many years, from her beautiful youth, a baron’s
mistress, accepting that situation as an honest business agreement, a fair
return for her body to give her escape from her poverty and cultivation for her
mind. And she had held to her bargain loyally, even affectionately, as long as
her lord remained alive. The loss of one profession offering scope for her
considerable talents had set her looking about, with her customary resolution,
for another as rewarding, at an age when such openings may be few indeed. The
superior at Godric’s Ford, first, and the prioress of Polesworth after, however
astonished they might have been at being confronted with such a postulant, must
have seen something in Avice of Thornbury well worth acquiring for the order. A
woman of her word, ungrudging, to her first allegiance, she would be as good as
her word now to this new attachment. Whether it could have been called a
vocation in the first place might seem very doubtful, but with application and
patience she would make it so. “When this matter of Lincoln blazed up as
it did in January,” she said, “we got rumour that certain of the Welsh were
ready to rise in arms. Not, I suppose, for any partisan loyalty, but for
plunder to be had when these two powers collided. Prince Cadwaladr of Gwynedd
was mustering a war band, and the Welsh of Powys rose to join him, and it was
said they would march to aid the earl of Chester. So before the battle we had
our warning.” It was she who had heeded it. Who else, in that small nest of
holy women, could have sensed how the winds blew between claimants for the
crown, between Welsh and English, between ambitious earl and greedy tribesman? “Therefore, Father, it was no great
surprise to us, some four days ago, when a lad from an assart west of us came running
in haste to tell us how his father’s cot and holding was laid waste, his family
fled eastward, and how a Welsh raiding party was drinking its fill in what
remained of his home, and boasting how it would disembowel the nunnery of
Godric’s Ford. Huntsmen on their way home will not despise a few stray head of
game to add to their booty. We had not the news of the defeat of Lincoln then,”
she said, meeting Hugh’s attentive gaze, “but we made our judgements
accordingly and took heed. Cadwaladr’s shortest way home with his plunder to
his castle at Aberystwyth skirts Shrewsbury close. Seemingly he still feared to
come too near the town, even with the garrison thinned as he knew it must be.
But he felt safer with us in the forest. And with only a handful of women to
deal with, it was worth his while to spend a day in sport, and strip us bare.” “And this was four days ago?” asked Hugh,
sharply intent. “Four when the boy came. He’s safe enough,
and so is his sire, but their cattle are gone, driven off westward. Three days,
when they reached us. We had a day to prepare.” “This was a despicable undertaking,” said
Radulfus with anger and disgust, “to fasten like cowards upon a household of
defenceless women. Great shame to the Welsh or any others who attempt such infamies.
And we here knowing nothing of your need!” “Never fear, Father, we have weathered
this storm well enough. Our house yet stands, and has not been plundered, nor
harm come to any of our women, and barely a scratch or two among the forest
menfolk. And we were not quite defenceless. They came on the western side, and
our brook runs between. Brother Cadfael knows the lie of the land there.” “The brook would be a very frail barrier
most of the year,” said Cadfael doubtfully. “But we have had great rains this
winter season. But there’s both the ford and the bridge to guard.” “True, but it takes no time there among
good neighbours to raise a very fair muster. We are well thought of among the
forest folk, and they are stout men.” Four of the stout men of her army were
regaling themselves in the gatehouse with meat and bread and ale at this
moment, proud and content, set up in their own esteem, very properly, by their
own exploits. “The brook was high in flood already, but we contrived to pit the
ford, in case they should still venture it, and then John Miller opened up all
his sluices to swell the waters. As for the bridge, we sawed through the wood
of the piers, leaving them only the last holt, and fastened ropes from them
into the bushes. You’ll recall the banks are well treed both sides. We could
pluck the piers loose from cover whenever we saw fit. And all the men of the
forest came with bills and dung-forks and bows to line our bank, and deal with
any who did get over.” No question who had generalled that formidable
reception. There she sat, solid, placid and comely, like a well-blessed village
matron talking of the doings of her children and grandchildren, fond and proud
of their precocious achievements, but too wise to let them see it. “The foresters,” she said, “are as good
archers as you will find anywhere, we had them spaced among the trees, all
along our bank. And the men of the other bank were drawn aside in cover, to
speed the enemy’s going when he ran.” The abbot was regarding her with a warily
respectful face, and brows that signalled his guarded wonder. “I recall,” he
said, “that Mother Mariana is old and frail. This attack must have caused her
great distress and fear. Happy for her that she had you, and could delegate her
powers to so stout and able a deputy.” Sister Magdalen’s benign smile might,
Cadfael thought, be discreet cover for her memory of Mother Mariana distracted
and helpless with dread at the threat. But all she said was: “Our superior was
not well at that time, but praise be, she is now restored. We entreated her to
take with her the elder sisters, and shut themselves up in the chapel, with
such sacred valuables as we have, and there to pray for our safe deliverance.
Which doubtless availed us above our bills and bows, for all passed without
harm to us.” “Yet their prayers did not turn the Welsh
back short of the planned attempt, I doubt,” said Hugh, meeting her guileless
eyes with an appreciative smile. “I see I shall have to mend a few fences down
there. What followed? You say all fell out well. You used those ropes of
yours?” “We did. They came thick and fast, we let
them load the bridge almost to the near bank, and then plucked the piers loose.
Their first wave went down into the flood, and a few who tried the ford lost
their footing in our pits, and were swept away. And after our archers had
loosed their first shafts, the Welsh turned tail. The lads we had in cover on
the other side took after them and sped them on their way. John Miller has
closed his sluices now. Give us a couple of dry weeks, and we’ll have the
bridge up again. The Welsh left three men dead, drowned in the brook, the rest
they hauled out half sodden, and dragged them away with them when they ran. All
but one, and he’s the occasion for this journey of mine. There’s a very fine
young fellow,” she said, “was washed downstream, and we pulled him out bloated
with water and far gone, if we had not emptied him, and pounded him alive to
tell the tale. You may send and take him off our hands whenever you please.
Things being as it seems they are, you may well have a use for him.” “For any Welsh prisoner,” said Hugh,
glowing. “Where have you stowed him?” “John Miller has him under lock and key
and guarded. I did not venture to try and bring him to you, for good reason.
He’s sudden as a kingfisher and slippery as a fish, and short of tying him hand
and foot I doubt if we could have held him.” “We’ll undertake to bring him away
safely,” said Hugh heartily. “What manner of man do you make of him? And has he
given you a name?” “He’ll say no word but in Welsh, and I
have not the knowledge of that tongue, nor has any of us. But he’s young,
princely provided, and lofty enough in his manner to be princely born, no
common kern. He may prove valuable if it comes to an exchange.” “I’ll come and fetch him away tomorrow,”
promised Hugh, “and thank you for him heartily. By morning I’ll have a company
ready to ride. As well I should look to all that border, and if you can bide
overnight, sister, we can escort you home in safety.” “Indeed it would be wise,” said the abbot.
“Our guest hall and all we have is open to you, and your neighbours who have
done you such good service are equally welcome. Far better return with the
assurance of numbers and arms. Who knows if there may not be marauding parties
still lurking in the forest, if they’re grown so bold?” “I doubt it,” she said. “We saw no sign of
it on the way here. It was the men themselves would not let me venture alone.
But I will accept your hospitality, Father, with pleasure, and be as grateful
for your company, my lord,” she said, smiling thoughtfully at Hugh, “on the way
home.” “Though, faith,” said Hugh to Cadfael, as
they crossed the court together, leaving Sister Magdalen to dine as the abbot’s
guest, “it would rather become me to give her the generalship of all the forest
than offer her any protection of mine. We should have had her at Lincoln, where
our enemies crossed the floods, as hers failed to do. Riding south with her
tomorrow will certainly be pleasure, it might well be profit. I’ll bend a
devout ear to any counsel that lady chooses to dispense.” “You’ll be giving pleasure as well as
receiving it,” said Cadfael frankly. “She may have taken vows of chastity, and
what she swears she’ll keep. But she has not sworn never to take delight in the
looks and converse and company of a proper man. I doubt they’ll ever bring her
to consent to that, she’d think it a waste and a shame so to throw God’s good
gifts in his teeth.” The party mustered after Prime next
morning, Sister Magdalen and her four henchmen, Hugh and his half dozen armed
guards from the castle garrison. Brother Cadfael stood to watch them gather and
mount, and took a warmly appreciative leave of the lady. “I doubt I shall be hard put to it,
though,” he admitted, “to learn to call you by your new name.” At that her
dimple dipped and flashed, and again vanished. “Ah, that! You are thinking that
I never yet repented of anything I did—and I confess I don’t recall such a
thing myself. No, but it was such a comfort and satisfaction to the women. They
took me to their hearts so joyfully, the sweet things, a fallen sister
retrieved. I couldn’t forbear giving them what they wanted and thought fitting.
I am their special pride, they boast of me.” “Well they may,” said Cadfael, “seeing you just
drove back pillage, ravishment and probable murder from their nest.” “Ah, that they feel to be somewhat unwomanly, though
glad enough of the result. The doves were all aflutter—but then, I was never a
dove,” said Sister Magdalen, “and it’s only the men truly admire the hawk in
me.” And she smiled, mounted her little mule and rode off
homeward surrounded by men who already admired her, and men who were more than
willing to offer admiration. In the court or in the cloister, Avice of
Thornbury would never pass by without turning men’s heads to follow her. Chapter Two BEFORE NIGHTFALL Hugh was back with his
prisoner, having prospected the western fringe of the Long Forest and
encountered no more raiding Welshmen and no masterless men living wild. Brother
Cadfael saw them pass by the abbey gatehouse on their way up through the town
to the castle, where this possibly valuable Welsh youth could be held in
safekeeping and, short of a credible parole, doubtless under lock and key in
some sufficiently impenetrable cell. Hugh could not afford to lose him. Cadfael caught but a passing glimpse of
him as they rode by in the early dusk. It seemed he had given some trouble on
the way, for his hands were tied, his horse on a leading rein, his feet roped
into the stirrups and an archer rode suggestively close at his rear. If these
precautions were meant to secure him, they had succeeded, but if to intimidate,
as the young man himself appeared to suppose, they had signally failed, for he
went with a high, disdainful impudence, stretching up tall and whistling as he
went, and casting over his shoulder at the archer occasional volleys of Welsh,
which the man might not have endured so stolidly had he been able to understand
their purport as well as Cadfael did. He was, in fact, a very forward and
uppish young fellow, this prisoner, though it might have been partly bravado. He was also a very well, looking young
man, middling tall for a Welshman, with the bold cheekbones and chin and the
ruddy colouring of his kind, and a thick tangle of black curls that fell very
becomingly about his brow and ears, blown by the south-west wind, for he wore
no cap. Tethered hands and feet did not hamper him from sitting his horse like
a centaur, and the voice that teased his guards in insolent Welsh was light and
clear. Sister Magdalen had said truly that his gear was princely, and his
manner proclaimed him certainly proud and probably, thought Cadfael, spoiled to
the point of ruin. Not a particularly rare condition in a well, made, personable
and probably only son. They passed, and the prisoner’s loud,
melodious whistle of defiance died gradually along the Foregate and over the
bridge. Cadfael went back to his workshop in the herbarium, and blew up his
brazier to boil a fresh elixir of horehound for the winter coughs and colds. Hugh came down from the castle next
morning with a request to borrow Brother Cadfael on his captive’s behalf, for
it seemed the boy had a raw gash in his thigh, ripped against a stone in the
flood, and had gone to some pains to conceal it from the nuns. “Ask me,” said Hugh, grinning, “he’d have
died rather than bare his hams for the ladies to poultice. And give him his
due, though the tear is none so grave, the few miles he rode yesterday must
have cost him dear in pain, and he never gave a sign. And blushed like a girl
when we did notice him favouring the raw cheek, and made him strip.” “And left his sore undressed overnight?
Never tell me! So why do you need me?” asked Cadfael shrewdly. “Because you speak good Welsh, and Welsh
of the north, and he’s certainly from Gwynedd, one of Cadwaladr’s boys—though
you may as well make the lad comfortable while you’re about it. We speak
English to him, and he shakes his head and answers with nothing but Welsh, but
for all that, there’s a saucy look in his eye that tells me he understands very
well, and is having a game with us. So come and speak English to him, and trip
the bold young sprig headlong when he thinks his Welsh insults can pass for
civilities.” “He’d have had short shrift from Sister
Magdalen,” said Cadfael thoughtfully, “if she’d known of his hurt. All his
blushes wouldn’t have saved him.” And he went off willingly enough to see
Brother Oswin properly instructed as to what needed attention in the workshop,
before setting out with Hugh to the castle. A fair share of curiosity, and a
little over-measure, was one of the regular items in his confessions. And after
all, he was a Welshman; somewhere in the tangled genealogies of his nation,
this obdurate boy might be his distant kin. They had a healthy respect for their
prisoner’s strength, wit and ingenuity, and had him in a windowless cell,
though decently provided. Cadfael went in to him alone, and heard the door
locked upon them. There was a lamp, a floating wick in a saucer of oil,
sufficient for seeing, since the pale stone of the walls reflected the light
from all sides. The prisoner looked askance at the Benedictine habit, unsure
what this visit predicted. In answer to what was clearly a civil greeting in
English, he replied as courteously in Welsh, but in answer to everything else
he shook his dark head apologetically, and professed not to understand a word
of it. He responded readily enough, however, when Cadfael unpacked his scrip
and laid out his salves and cleansing lotions and dressings. Perhaps he had
found good reason in the night to be glad of having submitted his wound to
tending, for this time he stripped willingly, and let Cadfael renew the
dressing. He had aggravated his hurt with riding, but rest would soon heal it.
He had pure, spare flesh, lissome and firm. Under the skin the ripple of
muscles was smooth as cream. “You were foolish to bear this,” said
Cadfael in casual English, “when you could have had it healed and forgotten by
now. Are you a fool? In your situation you’ll have to learn discretion.” “From the English,” said the boy in Welsh,
and still shaking his head to show he understood no word of this, “I have
nothing to learn. And no, I am not a fool, or I should be as talkative as you,
old shaven-head.” “They would have given you good nursing at
Godric’s Ford,” went on Cadfael innocently. “You wasted your few days there.” “A parcel of silly women,” said the boy,
brazen-faced, “and old and ugly into the bargain.” That was more than enough. “A parcel of women,”
said Cadfael in loud and indignant Welsh, “who pulled you out of the flood and
squeezed your lordship dry, and pummelled the breath back into you. And if you
cannot find a civil word of thanks to them, in a language they’ll understand,
you are the most ungrateful brat who ever disgraced Wales. And that you may
know it, my fine paladin, there’s nothing older nor uglier than ingratitude.
Nor sillier, either, seeing I’m minded to rip that dressing off you and let you
burn for the graceless limb you are.” The young man was bolt upright on his
stone bench by this time, his mouth fallen open, his half-formed, comely face
stricken into childishness. He stared and swallowed, and slowly flushed from
breast to brow. “Three times as Welsh as you, idiot
child,” said Cadfael, cooling, “being three times your age, as I judge. Now get
your breath and speak, and speak English, for I swear if you ever speak Welsh
to me again, short of extremes, I’ll off and leave you to your own folly, and
you’ll find that cold company. Now, have we understood each other?” The boy
hovered for an instant on the brink of humiliation and rage, being unaccustomed
to such falls, and then as abruptly redeemed himself by throwing back his head
and bursting into a peal of laughter, both rueful for his own folly and
appreciative of the trap into which he had stepped so blithely. Blessedly, he
had the native good-nature that prevented his being quite spoiled. “That’s better,” said Cadfael disarmed.
“Fair enough to whistle and swagger to keep up your courage, but why pretend
you knew no English? So close to the border, how long before you were bound to
be smoked out?” “Even a day or two more,” sighed the young
man resignedly, “and I might have found out what’s in store for me.” His
command of English was fluent enough, once he had consented to use it. “I’m new
to this. I wanted to get my bearings.” “And the impudence was to stiffen your
sinews, I suppose. Shame to miscall the holy women who saved your saucy life
for you.” “No one was meant to hear and understand,”
protested the prisoner, and in the next breath owned magnanimously: “But I’m
not proud of it, either. A bird in a net, pecking every way, as much for spite
as for escape. And then I didn’t want to give away any word of myself until I
had my captor’s measure.” “Or to admit to your value,” Cadfael
hazarded shrewdly, “for fear you should be held against a high ransom. No name,
no rank, no way of putting a price on you?” The black head nodded. He eyed
Cadfael, and visibly debated within himself how much to concede, even now he
was found out, and then as impulsively flung open the floodgates and let the
words come hurtling out. “To tell
truth, long before ever we made that assault on the nunnery I’d grown very
uneasy about the whole wild affair. Owain Gwynedd knew nothing of his brother’s
muster, and he’ll be displeased with us all, and when Owain’s displeased I mind
my walking very carefully. Which is what I did not do when I went with
Cadwaladr. I wish heartily that I had, and kept out of it. I never wanted to do
harm to your ladies, but how could I draw back once I was in? And then to let
myself be taken! By a handful of old women and peasants! I shall be in black
displeasure at home, if not a laughingstock.” He sounded disgusted rather than downcast,
and shrugged and grinned good-naturedly at the thought of being laughed at, but
for all that, the prospect was painful. “And if I’m to cost Owain high, there’s
another black stroke against me. He’s not the man to take delight in paying out
gold to buy back idiots.” Certainly this young man improved upon acquaintance.
He turned honestly and manfully from wanting to kick everyone else to
acknowledging that he ought to be kicking himself. Cadfael warmed to him. “Let me drop a word in your ear. The higher
your value, the more welcome will you be to Hugh Beringar, who holds you here.
And not for gold, either. There’s a lord, the sheriff of this shire, who is
most likely prisoner in Wales as you are here, and Hugh Beringar wants him
back. If you can balance him, and he is found to be there alive, you may well
be on your way home. At no cost to Owain Gwynedd, who never wanted to dip his
fingers into that trough, and will be glad to show it by giving Gilbert
Prestcote back to us.” “You mean it?” The boy had brightened and
flushed, wide, eyed. “Then I should speak? I’m in a fair way to get my release
and please both Welsh and English? That would be better deliverance than ever I
expected.” “Or deserved!” said Cadfael roundly, and
watched the smooth brown neck stiffen in offence, and then suddenly relax
again, as the black curls tossed and the ready grin appeared. “Ah, well, you’ll
do! Tell your tale now, while I’m here, for I’m mightily curious, but tell it
once. Let me fetch in Hugh Beringar, and let’s all come to terms. Why lie here
on stone and all but in the dark, when you could be stretching your legs about
the castle wards?” “I’m won!” said the boy, hopefully
shining. “Bring me to confession, and I’ll hold nothing back.” Once his mind was made up he spoke up
cheerfully and volubly, an outward soul by nature, and very poorly given to
silence. His abstention must have cost him prodigies of self-control. Hugh
listened to him with an unrevealing face, but Cadfael knew by now how to read
every least twitch of those lean, live brows and every glint in the black eyes. “My name is Elis ap Cynan, my mother was
cousin to Owain Gwynedd. He is my overlord, and he has over-watched me in the
fosterage where he placed me when my father died. That is, with my uncle
Griffith ap Meilyr, where I grew up with my cousin Eliud as brothers.
Griffith’s wife is also distant kin to the prince, and Griffith ranks high
among his officers. Owain values us. He will not willingly leave me in
captivity,” said the young man sturdily. “Even though you hared off after his
brother to a battle in which he wanted no part?” said Hugh, unsmiling but mild
of voice. “Even so,” persisted Elis firmly. “Though
if truth must out, I wish I never had, and am like to wish it even more
earnestly when I must go back and face him. He’ll have my hide, as like as
not.” But he did not sound particularly depressed at the thought, and his
sudden grin, tentative here in Hugh’s untested presence, nevertheless would out
for a moment. “I was a fool. Not for the first time, and I daresay not the
last. Eliud had more sense. He’s grave and deep, he thinks like Owain. It was
the first time we ever went different ways. I wish now I’d listened to him. I
never knew him to be wrong when it came to it. But I was greedy to see action,
and pig-headed, and I went.” “And did you like the action you saw?”
asked Hugh drily. Elis gnawed a considering lip. “The
battle, that was fair fight, all in arms on both parts. You were there? Then
you know yourself it was a great thing we did, crossing the river in flood, and
standing to it in that frozen marsh as we were, sodden and shivering…” That
exhilarating memory had suddenly recalled to him the second such crossing
attempted, and its less heroic ending, the reverse of the dream of glory. Fished
out like a drowning kitten, and hauled back to life face-down in muddy turf,
hiccuping up the water he had swallowed, and being squeezed between the hands
of a brawny forester. He caught Hugh’s eye, and saw his own recollection
reflected there, and had the grace to grin. “Well, flood-water is on no man’s
side, it gulps down Welsh as readily as English. But I was not sorry then, not
at Lincoln. It was a good fight. Afterwards—no—the town turned my stomach. If
I’d known before, I should not have been there. But I was there, and I couldn’t
undo it.” “You were sick at what was done to
Lincoln,” Hugh pointed out reasonably, “yet you went with the raiders to sack
Godric’s Ford.” “What was I to do? Draw out against the
lot of them, my own friends and comrades, stick my nose in the air and tell
them what they intended was vile? I’m no such hero!” said Elis openly and
heartily. “Still, you’ll allow I did no harm there to anyone, as it fell out. I
was taken, and if it please you to say, serve me right, I’ll take no offence.
The end of it is, here I am and at your disposal. And I’m kin to Owain and when
he knows I’m living he’ll want me back.” “Then you and I may very well come to a
sensible agreement,” said Hugh, “for I think it very likely that my sheriff,
whom I want back just as certainly, is prisoner in Wales as you are here, and
if that proves true, an exchange should be no great problem. I’ve no wish to
keep you under lock and key in a cell, if you’ll behave yourself seemly and
wait the outcome. “It’s your quickest way home. Give me your
parole not to attempt escape, or to go outside the wards here, and you may have
the run of the castle.” “With all my heart!” said Elis eagerly. “I
pledge you my word to attempt nothing, and set no foot outside your gates,
until you have your man again, and give me leave to go.” Cadfael paid a second visit next day, to
make sure that his dressing had drawn the Welsh boy’s ragged scratch together
with no festering; but that healthy young flesh sprang together like the
matching of lovers, and the slash would vanish with barely a scar. He was an engaging youth, this Elis ap
Cynan, readable like a book, open like a daisy at noon. Cadfael lingered to
draw him out, which was easy enough, and brought a lavish and guileless
harvest. All the more with nothing now to lose, and no man listening but a
tolerant elder of his own race, he unfolded his leaves in garrulous innocence. “I fell out badly with Eliud over this
caper,” he said ruefully. “He said it was poor policy for Wales, and whatever
booty we might bring back with us, it would not be worth half the damage done.
I should have known he’d be proved right, he always is. And yet no offence in
it, that’s the marvel! A man can’t be angry with him—at least I can’t.” “Kin by fostering can be as close as
brothers by blood, I know,” said Cadfael. “Closer far than most brothers. Like
twins, as we almost could be. Eliud had half an hour’s start of me into the
world, and has acted the elder ever since. He’ll be half out of his wits over
me now, for all he’ll hear is that I was swept away in the brook. I wish we
might make haste with this exchange, and let him know I’m still alive to plague
him.” “No doubt there’ll be others besides your
friend and cousin,” said Cadfael, “fretting over your absence. No wife as yet?”
Elis made an urchin’s grimace. “No more than threatened. My elders betrothed me
long ago as a child, but I’m in no haste. The common lot, it’s what men do when
they grow to maturity. There are lands and alliances to be considered.” He spoke
of it as of the burden of the years, accepted but not welcomed. Quite certainly
he was not in love with the lady. Probably he had known and played with her
from infancy, and scarcely gave her a thought now, one way or the other. “She may yet be a deal more troubled for
you than you are for her,” said Cadfael. “Ha!” said Elis on a sharp bark of
laughter. “Not she! If I had drowned in the brook they’d have matched her with
another of suitable birth, and he would have done just as well. She never chose
me, nor I her. Mind, I don’t say she makes any objection, more than I do, we
might both of us do very much worse.” “Who is this fortunate lady?” Cadfael
wondered drily. “Now you grow prickly, because I am
honest,” Elis reproved him airily. “Did I ever say I was any great bargain? The
girl is very well, as a matter of fact, a small, sharp, dark creature, quite
handsome in her way, and if I must, then she’ll do. Her father is Tudur ap
Rhys, the lord of Tregeiriog in Cynllaith—a man of Powys, but close friend to Owain
and thinks like him, and her mother was a woman of Gwynedd. Cristina, the girl
is called. Her hand is regarded as a great prize,” said the proposed
beneficiary without enthusiasm. “So it is, but one I could have done without
for a while yet.” They were walking the outer ward to keep warm, for though the
weather had turned fine it was also frosty, and the boy was loth to go indoors
until he must. He went with his face turned up to the clear sky above the
towers, and his step as light and springy as if he trod turf already. “We could save you yet a while,” suggested
Cadfael slyly, “by spinning out this quest for our sheriff, and keeping you
here single and snug as long as you please.” “Oh, no!” Elis loosed a shout of laughter.
“Oh, no, not that! Better a wife in Wales than that fashion of freedom here.
Though best of all Wales and no wife,” admitted the reluctant bridegroom, still
laughing at himself. “Marry or avoid, I suppose it’s all one in the end.
There’ll still be hunting and arms and friends.” A poor lookout, thought
Cadfael, shaking his head, for that small, sharp, dark creature, Cristina
daughter of Tudur, if she required more of her husband than a good, natured
adolescent boy, willing to tolerate and accommodate her, but quite undisposed
to love. Though many a decent marriage has started on no better ground, and
burned into a glow later. They had reached the archway into the
inner ward in their circlings, and the slanting sunlight, chill and bright,
shone through across their path. High in the corner tower within there, Gilbert
Prestcote had made his family apartments, rather than maintain a house in the
town. Between the merlons of the curtain wall the sun just reached the narrow
doorway that led to the private rooms above, and the girl who emerged stepped
full into the light. She was the very opposite of small, sharp and dark, being
tall and slender like a silver birch, delicately oval of face, and dazzlingly
fair. The sun in her uncovered, waving hair glittered as she hesitated an
instant on the doorstone, and shivered lightly at the embrace of the frosty
air. Elis had seen her shimmering pallor take
the light, and stood stock-still, gazing through the archway with eyes rounded
and fixed, and mouth open. The girl hugged her cloak about her, closed the door
at her back, and stepped out briskly across the ward towards the arch on her
way out to the town. Cadfael had to pluck Elis by the sleeve to bring him out
of his daze, and draw him onward out of her path, recalling him to the
realisation that he was staring with embarrassing intensity, and might well
give her offence if she noticed him. He moved obediently, but in a few more
paces his chin went round on to his shoulder, and he checked again and stood,
and could not be shifted further. She came through the arch, half-smiling
for pleasure in the fine morning, but still with something grave, anxious and
sad in her countenance. Elis had not removed himself far enough to pass
unobserved, she felt a presence close, and turned her head sharply. There was a
brief moment when their eyes met, hers darkly blue as periwinkle flowers. The
rhythm of her gait was broken, she checked at his gaze, and it almost seemed
that she smiled at him hesitantly, as at someone recognised. Fine rose, colour
mounted softly in her face, before she recollected herself, tore her gaze away,
and went on more hurriedly towards the barbican. Elis stood looking after her until she had
passed through the gate and vanished from sight. His own face had flooded
richly red. “Who was that lady?” he asked, at once
urgent and in awe. “That lady,” said Cadfael, “is daughter to
the sheriff, that very man we’re hoping to find somewhere alive in Welsh hold,
and buy back with your captive person. Prestcote’s wife is come to Shrewsbury
on that very matter, and brought her step, daughter and her little son with
her, in hopes soon to greet her lord again. This is his second lady. The girl’s
mother died, without bringing him a son.” “Do you know her name? The girl?” “Her name,” said Cadfael, “is Melicent.” “Melicent!” the boy’s lips shaped
silently. Aloud he said, to the sky and the sun rather than to Cadfael: “Did
you ever see such hair, like spun silver, finer than gossamer! And her face all
milk and rose… How old can she be?” “Should I know? Eighteen or so by the look
of her. Much the same age as your Cristina, I suppose,” said Brother Cadfael,
dropping a none too gentle reminder of the reality of things. “You’ll be doing
her a great service and grace if you send her father back to her. And as I
know, you’re just as eager to get home yourself,” he said with emphasis. Elis removed his gaze with an effort from
the corner where Melicent Prestcote had disappeared and blinked
uncomprehendingly, as though he had just been startled out of a deep sleep.
“Yes,” he said uncertainly, and walked on still in a daze. In the middle of the afternoon, while
Cadfael was busy about replenishing his stock of winter cordials in his
workshop in the herb-garden, Hugh came in bringing a chilly draught with him
before he could close the door against the east wind. He warmed his hands over
the brazier, helped himself uninvited to a beaker from Cadfael’s wine-flask,
and sat down on the broad bench against the wall. He was at home in this dim,
timber-scented, herb-rustling miniature world where Cadfael spent so much of
his time, and did his best thinking. “I’ve just come from the abbot,” said
Hugh, “and borrowed you from him for a few days.” “And he was willing to lend me?” asked
Cadfael with interest, busy stoppering a still-warm jar. “In a good cause and for a sound reason,
yes. In the matter of finding and recovering Gilbert he’s as earnest as I am.
And the sooner we know whether such an exchange is possible, the better for
all.” Cadfael could not but agree with that. He was thinking, uneasily but not
too anxiously as yet, about the morning’s visitation. A vision so far from
everything Welsh and familiar might well dazzle young, impressionable eyes.
There was a prior pledge involved, the niceties of Welsh honour, and the more
bitter consideration that Gilbert Prestcote had an old and flourishing hatred
against the Welsh, which certain of that race heartily reciprocated. “I have a border to keep and a garrison to
conserve,” said Hugh, nursing his beaker in both hands to warm it, “and neighbours
across the border drunk on their own prowess, and all too likely to be running
wild in search of more conquests. Getting word through to Owain Gwynedd is a
risky business and we all know it. I would be dubious of letting a captain
loose on that mission who lacks Welsh, for I might never see hide nor hair of
him again. Even a well-armed party of five or six could vanish. You’re Welsh,
and have your habit for a coat of mail, and once across the border you have kin
everywhere. I reckon you a far better hazard than any battle party. With a
small escort, in case of masterless men, and your Welsh tongue and net of
kindred to tackle any regular company that crosses you. What do you say?” “I should be ashamed, as a Welshman,” said
Cadfael comfortably, “if I could not recite my pedigree back sixteen degrees,
and some of my kin are here across the border of this shire, a fair enough
start towards Gwynedd.” “Ah, but there’s word that Owain may not
be so far distant as the wilds of Gwynedd. With Ranulf of Chester so set up in
his gains, and greedy for more, the prince has come east to keep an eye on his
own. So the rumours say. There’s even a whisper he may be our side of the
Berwyns, in Cynllaith or Glyn Ceiriog, keeping a close watch on Chester and
Wrexham.” “It would be like him,” agreed Cadfael.
“He thinks large and forwardly. What is the commission? Let me hear it.” “To ask of Owain Gwynedd whether he has,
or can take from his brother, the person of my sheriff, taken at Lincoln. And
if he has him, or can find and possess him, whether he will exchange him for
this young kinsman of his, Elis ap Cynan. You know, and can report best of any,
that the boy is whole and well. Owain may have whatever safeguards he requires,
since all men know that he’s a man of his word, but regarding me he may not be
certain of the same. He may not so much as know my name. Though he shall know
me better, if he will have dealings over this. Will you go?” “How soon?” asked Cadfael, putting his jar
aside to cool, and sitting down beside his friend. “Tomorrow, if you can delegate all here.” “Mortal man should be able and willing to
delegate at any moment,” said Cadfael soberly, “since mortal he is. Oswin is
grown wonderfully deft and exact among the herbs, more than I ever hoped for
when first he came to me. And Brother Edmund is master of his own realm, and
well able to do without me. If Father Abbot frees me, I’m yours. What I can,
I’ll do.” “Then come up to the castle in the
morning, after Prime, and you shall have a good horse under you.” He knew that
would be a lure and a delight, and smiled at seeing it welcomed. “And a few
picked men for your escort. The rest is in your Welsh tongue.” “True enough,” said Cadfael complacently,
“a fast word in Welsh is better than a shield. I’ll be there. But have your
terms drawn up fair on a parchment. Owain has a legal mind, he likes a bill
well drawn.” After Prime in the morning—a greyer
morning than the one that went before—Cadfael donned boots and cloak, and went
up through the town to the castle wards, and there were the horses of his
escort already saddled, and the men waiting for him. He knew them all, even to
the youngster Hugh had chosen as a possible hostage for the desired prisoner,
should all go well. He spared a few moments to say farewell to Elis, and found
him sleepy and mildly morose at this hour in his cell. “Wish me well, boy, for I’m away to see
what can be done about this exchange for you. With a little goodwill and a
morsel of luck, you may be on your way home within a couple of weeks. You’ll be
mightily glad to be back in your own country and a free man.” Elis agreed that
he would, since it was obviously expected of him, but it was a very lukewarm
agreement. “But it’s not yet certain, is it, that your sheriff is there to be
redeemed? And even if he is, it may take some time to find him and get him out
of Cadwaladr’s hands.” “In that case,” said Cadfael, “you will
have to possess your soul in patience and in captivity a while longer.” “If I must, I can,” agreed Elis, all too
cheerfully and continently for one surely not hitherto accomplished at
possessing his soul in patience. “But I do trust you may go and return safe,”
he said dutifully. “Behave yourself, while I’m about your
affairs,” Cadfael advised resignedly and turned to leave him. “I’ll bear your
greetings to your foster-brother Eliud, if I should encounter him, and leave
him word you’ve come to no harm.” Elis embraced that offer gladly enough, but
crassly failed to add another name that might fittingly have been linked with
the same message. And Cadfael refrained from mentioning it in his turn. He was
at the door when Elis suddenly called after him: “Brother Cadfael…” “Yes?” said Cadfael, turning. “That lady… the one we saw yesterday, the
sheriff’s daughter…” “What of her?” “Is she spoken for?” Ah well, thought Cadfael, mounting with
his mission well rehearsed in his head, and his knot of light, armed men about
him, soon on, soon off, no doubt, and she has never spoken word to him and most
likely never will. Once home, he’ll soon forget her. If she had not been so
silver, fair, so different from the trim, dark Welsh girls, he would never have
noticed her. Cadfael had answered the enquiry with
careful indifference, saying he had no notion what plans the sheriff had for
his daughter, and forbore from adding the blunt warning that was on the tip of
his tongue. With such a springy lad as this one, to put him off would only put
him on the more resolutely. With no great obstacles in the way, he might lose
interest. But the girl certainly had an airy beauty, all the more appealing for
being touched with innocent gravity and sadness on her father’s account. Only
let this mission succeed, and the sooner the better! They left Shrewsbury by the Welsh bridge,
and made good speed over the near reaches of their way, north, west towards
Oswestry. Sybilla, Lady Prestcote, was twenty years
younger than her husband, a pretty, ordinary woman of good intentions towards
all, and notable chiefly for one thing, that she had done what the sheriff’s
first wife could not do, and borne him a son. Young Gilbert was seven years
old, the apple of his father’s eye and the core of his mother’s heart. Melicent
found herself indulged but neglected, but in affection to a very pretty little
brother she felt no resentment. An heir is an heir; an heiress is a much less
achievement. The apartments in the castle tower, when
the best had been done to make them comfortable, remained stony, draughty and
cold, no place to bring a young family, and it was exceptional indeed for Sybilla
and her son to come to Shrewsbury, when they had six far more pleasant manors
at their disposal. Hugh would have offered the hospitality of his own town
house on this anxious occasion, but the lady had too many servants to find
accommodation there, and preferred the austerity of her bleak but spacious
dwelling in the tower. Her husband was accustomed to occupying it alone, when
his duties compelled him to remain with the garrison. Wanting him and fretting
over him, she was content to be in the place which was his by right, however
Spartan its appointments. Melicent loved her little brother, and
found no fault with the system which would endow him with all their father’s
possessions, and provide her with only a modest dowry. Indeed, she had had
serious thoughts of taking the veil, and leaving the Prestcote inheritance as
good as whole, having an inclination towards altars, relics and devotional
candles, though she had just sense enough to know that what she felt fell far
short of a vocation. It had not that quality of overwhelming revelation it
should have had. The shock of wonder, delight and
curiosity, for instance, that stopped her, faltering, in her steps when she
sailed through the archway into the outer ward and glanced by instinct towards
the presence she felt close and intent beside her, and met the startled dark
eyes of the stranger, the Welsh prisoner. It was not even his youth and
comeliness, but the spellbound stare he fixed on her, that pierced her to the
heart. She had always thought of the Welsh with
fear and distrust, as uncouth savages; and suddenly here was this trim and
personable young man whose eyes dazzled and whose cheeks flamed at meeting her
gaze. She thought of him much. She asked questions about him, careful to
dissemble the intensity of her interest. And on the same day that Cadfael set
out to hunt for Owain Gwynedd, she saw Elis from an upper window, half-accepted
already among the young men of the garrison, stripped to the waist and trying a
wrestling bout with one of the best pupils of the master-at-arms in the inner
ward. He was no match for the English youth, who had the advantage in weight
and reach, and he took a heavy fall that made her catch her breath in
distressed sympathy, but he came to his feet laughing and blown, and thumped
the victor amiably on the shoulder. There was nothing in him, no movement, no
glance, in which she did not find generosity and grace. She took her cloak and slipped away down
the stone stair, and out to the archway by which he must pass to his lodging in
the outer ward. It was beginning to be dusk, they would all be putting away
their work and amusement, and making ready for supper in hall. Elis came
through the arch limping a little from his new bruises, and whistling, and the
same quiver of awareness which had caused her to turn her head now worked the
like enchantment upon him. The tune died on his parted lips. He stood
stock-still, holding his breath. Their eyes locked, and could not break free,
nor did they try very hard. “Sir,” she said, having marked the broken
rhythm of his walk, “I fear you are hurt.” She saw the quiver that passed
through him from head to foot as he breathed again. “No,” he said, hesitant as
a man in a dream, “no, never till now. Now I am wounded to death.” “I think,” she said, shaken and timorous,
“you do not yet know me…” “I do know you,” he said. “You are
Melicent. It is your father I must buy back for you—at a price…” At a price, at
a disastrous price, at the price of tearing asunder this marriage of eyes that
drew them closer until they touched hands, and were lost. Chapter Three CADWALADR MIGHT HAVE HAD HIS FROLICS on
his way back to his castle at Aberystwyth with his booty and his prisoners, but
to the north of his passage Owain Gwynedd had kept a fist clamped down hard
upon disorder. Cadfael and his escort had had one or two brushes with trouble,
after leaving Oswestry on their right and plunging into Wales, but on the first
occasion the three masterless men who had put an arrow across their path
thought better of it when they saw what numbers they had challenged, and took
themselves off at speed into the brush; and on the second, an unruly patrol of
excitable Welsh warmed into affability at Cadfael’s unruffled Welsh greeting,
and ended giving them news of the prince’s movements. Cadfael’s numerous
kinsfolk, first and second cousins and shared forebears, were warranty enough
over much of Clwyd and part of Gwynedd. Owain, they said, had come east out of his
eyrie to keep a weather eye upon Ranulf of Chester, who might be so blown up
with his success as to mistake the mettle of the prince of Gwynedd. He was
patrolling the fringes of Chester territory, and had reached Corwen on the Dee.
So said the first informants. The second, encountered near Rhiwlas, were
positive that he had crossed the Berwyns and come down into Glyn Ceiriog, and
might at that moment be encamped near Llanarmon, or else with his ally and
friend, Tudur ap Rhys, at his maenol at Tregeiriog. Seeing it was winter,
however merciful at this moment, and seeing that Owain Gwynedd was considerably
saner than most Welshmen, Cadfael chose to make for Tregeiriog. Why camp, when
there was a close ally at hand, with a sound roof and a well-stocked larder, in
a comparatively snug valley among these bleak central hills? Tudur ap Rhys’s maenol lay in a cleft
where a mountain brook came down into the river Ceiriog, and his boundaries
were well but unobtrusively guarded in these shaken days, for a two-man patrol
came out on the path, one on either side, before Cadfael’s party were out of
the scrub forest above the valley. Shrewd eyes weighed up this sedate company,
and the mind behind the eyes decided that they were harmless even before
Cadfael got out his Welsh greeting. That and his habit were enough warranty.
The young man bade his companion run ahead and acquaint Tudur that he had
visitors, and himself conducted them at leisure the rest of the way. Beyond the
river, with its fringes of forest and the few stony fields and huddle of wooden
cots about the maenol, the hills rose again brown and bleak below, white and
bleak above, to a round snow, summit against a leaden sky. Tudur ap Rhys came out to welcome them and
exchange the civilities; a short, square man, very powerfully built, with a
thick thatch of brown hair barely touched with grey, and a loud, melodious
voice that ranged happily up and down the cadences of song rather than speech.
A Welsh Benedictine was a novelty to him; a Welsh Benedictine sent as
negotiator from England to a Welsh prince even more so, but he suppressed his
curiosity courteously, and had his guest conducted to a chamber in his own
house, where presently a girl came to him bearing the customary water for his
feet, by the acceptance or rejection of which he would signify whether or not
he intended to spend the night there. It had not occurred to Cadfael, until she
entered, that this same lord of Tregeiriog was the man of whom Elis had talked,
when he poured out the tale of his boyhood betrothal to a little, sharp, dark
creature who was handsome enough in her way, and who, if he must marry at all,
would do. Now there she stood, with the gently steaming bowl in her hands,
demure before her father’s guest, by her dress and her bearing manifestly
Tudur’s daughter. Little she certainly was, but trimly made and carried herself
proudly. Sharp? Her manner was brisk and confident, and though her approach was
deferent and proper, there was an assured spark in her eyes. Dark, assuredly.
Both eyes and hair fell just short of raven black by the faint, warm tint of red
in them. And handsome? Not remarkably so in repose, her face was irregular in
feature, tapering from wide, set eyes to pointed chin, but as soon as she spoke
or moved there was such flashing life in her that she needed no beauty. “I take your service very kindly,” said
Cadfael, “and thank you for it. And you, I think, must be Cristina, Tudur’s
daughter. And if you are, then I have word for you and for Owain Gwynedd that
should be heartily welcome to you both.” “I am Cristina,” she said, burning into
bright animation, “but how did a brother of Shrewsbury learn my name?” “From a young man by the name of Elis ap
Cynan, whom you may have been mourning for lost, but who is safe and well in
Shrewsbury castle this moment. What may you have heard of him, since the
prince’s brother brought his muster and his booty home again from Lincoln?” Her alert composure did not quiver, but
her eyes widened and glowed. They told my father he was left behind with some
that drowned near the border,” she said, “but none of them knew how he had
fared. Is it true? He is alive? And prisoner?” “You may be easy,” said Cadfael, “for so
he is, none the worse for the battle or the brook, and can be bought free very
simply, to come back to you and make you, I hope, a good husband.” You may cast
your bait, he told himself watching her face, which was at once eloquent and
unreadable, as though she even thought in a strange language, but you’ll catch
no fish here. This one has her own secrets, and her own way of taking events
into her hands. What she wills to keep to herself you’re never like to get out
of her. And she looked him full in the eyes and said: “Eliud will be glad. Did
he speak of him, too?” But she knew the answer. A certain Eliud was mentioned,” Cadfael
admitted cautiously, feeling shaky ground under them. A cousin, I gathered, but
brought up like brothers.” “Closer than brothers,” said the girl. Am
I permitted to tell him this news? Or should it wait until you have supped with
my father and told him your errand?” “Eliud is here?” “Not here at this moment, but with the
prince, somewhere north along the border. They’ll come with the evening. They
are lodged here, and Owain’s companies are encamped close by.” “Good, for my errand is to the prince, and
it concerns the exchange of Elis ap Cynan for one of comparable value to us,
taken, as we believe, by Prince Cadwaladr at Lincoln. If that is as good news
to Eliud as it is to you, it would be a Christian act to set his mind at rest
for his cousin as soon as may be.” She kept her face bright, mute and still
as she said: “I will tell him as soon as he alights. It would be great pity to
see such a comradely love blighted a moment longer than it need be.” But there
was acid in the sweet, and her eyes burned. She made her courteous obeisance,
and left him to his ablutions before the evening meal. He watched her go, and
her head was high and her step fierce but soundless, like a hunting cat. So that was how it went, here in this
corner of Wales! A girl betrothed, and with a girl’s sharp eye on her rights
and privileges, while the boy went about whistling and obtuse, child to her
woman, and had his arm about another youth’s neck, sworn pair from infancy,
oftener than he even paid a compliment to his affianced wife. And she resented
with all her considerable powers of mind and heart the love that made her only
a third, and barely half-welcome. Nothing here for her to mourn, if she
could but know it. A maid is a woman far before a boy is a man, leaving aside
the simple maturity of arms. All she need do was wait a little, and use her own
arts, and she would no longer be the neglected third. But she was proud and
fierce and not minded to wait. Cadfael made himself presentable, and went
to the lavish but simple table of Tudur ap Rhys. In the dusk torches flared at
the hall door and up the valley from the north, from the direction of
Llansantffraid, came a brisk bustle of horsemen back from their patrol. Within
the hall the tables were spread and the central fire burned bright, sending up
fragrant wood, smoke into the blackened roof, as Owain Gwynedd, lord of North
Wales and much country beside, came content and hungry to his place at the high
table. Cadfael had seen him once before, a few
years past, and he was not a man to be easily forgotten, for all he made very
little ado about state and ceremony, barring the obvious royalty he bore about
in his own person. He was barely thirty-seven years old, in his vigorous prime;
very tall for a Welshman, and fair, after his grandmother Ragnhild of the
Danish kingdom of Dublin, and his mother Angharad, known for her flaxen hair
among the dark women of the south. His young men, reflecting his solid self,
confidence, did it with a swagger of which their prince had no need. Cadfael
wondered which of all these boisterous boys was Eliud ap Griffith, and whether
Cristina had yet told him of his cousin’s survival, and in what terms, and with
what jealous bitterness at being still a barely regarded hanger-on in this
sworn union. “And here is Brother Cadfael of the
Shrewsbury Benedictines,” said Tudur heartily, placing Cadfael close at the
high table, “with an embassage to you, my lord, from that town and shire.”
Owain weighed and measured the stocky figure and weathered countenance with a
shrewd blue gaze, and stroked his close, trimmed golden beard. “Brother Cadfael
is welcome, and so is any motion of amity from that quarter, where I can do
with an assured peace.” “Some of your countrymen and mine,” said
Cadfael bluntly, “paid a visit recently to Shropshire’s borders with very
little amity in mind, and left our peace a good deal less assured, even, than
it could be said to be after Lincoln. You may have heard of it. Your princely
brother did not come raiding himself, it may even be that he never sanctioned
the frolic. But he left a few drowned men in one of our brooks in flood whom we
have buried decently. And one,” he said, “whom the good sisters took out of the
water living, and whom your lordship may wish to redeem, for by his own tale
he’s of your kinship.” “Do you tell me!” The blue eyes had
widened and brightened. “I have not been so busy about fencing out the earl of
Chester that I have failed to go into matters with my brother. There was more
than one such frolic on the way home from Lincoln, and every one a folly that
will cost me some pains to repair. Give your prisoner a name.” “His name,” said Cadfael, “is Elis ap
Cynan.” “Ah!” said Owain on a long, satisfied
breath, and set down his cup ringing on the board. “So the fool boy’s alive yet
to tell the tale, is he? I’m glad indeed to hear it, and thank God for the
deliverance and you, brother, for the news. There was not a man of my brother’s
company could swear to how he was lost or what befell him.” “They were running too fast to look over
their shoulders,” said Cadfael mildly. “From a man of our own blood,” said Owain
grinning, “I’ll take that as it’s meant. So Elis is live and prisoner! Has he
come to much harm?” “Barely a scratch. And he may have come by
a measure of sense into the bargain. Sound as a well-cast bell, I promise you,
and my mission is to offer an exchange with you, if by any chance your brother
has taken among his prisoners one as valuable to us as Elis is to you. I am
sent,” said Cadfael, “by Hugh Beringar of Maesbury, speaking for Shropshire, to
ask of you the return of his chief and sheriff, Gilbert Prestcote. With all
proper greetings and compliments to your lordship, and full assurance of our
intent to maintain the peace with you as hitherto.” “The time’s ripe for it,” acknowledged
Owain drily, “and it’s to the vantage of both of us, things being as they are.
Where is Elis now?” “In Shrewsbury castle, and has the run of
the wards on his parole.” “And you want him off your hands?” “No haste for that,” said Cadfael. “We
think well enough of him to keep him yet a while. But we do want the sheriff,
if he lives, and if you have him. For Hugh looked for him after the battle, and
found no trace, and it was your brother’s Welsh who overran the place where he
fought.” “Bide here a night or two,” said the prince,
“and I will send to Cadwaladr, and find out if he holds your man. And if so,
you shall have him.” There was harping after supper, and
singing, and drinking of good wine long after the prince’s messenger had ridden
out on the first stage of his long journey to Aberystwyth. There was also a
certain amount of good, natured wrestling and horse, play between Owain’s young
cockerels and the men of Cadfael’s escort, though Hugh had taken care to choose
some who had Welsh kin to recommend them, no very hard task in Shrewsbury at
any time. “Which of all these,” asked Cadfael,
surveying the hall, smoky now from the fire and the torches, and loud with
voices, “is Eliud ap Griffith?” “I see Elis has chattered to you as freely
as ever,” said Owain smiling, “prisoner or no. His cousin and foster-brother is
hovering this moment at the end of the near table, and eyeing you hard, waiting
his chance to have speech with you as soon as I withdraw. The long lad in the
blue coat.” No mistaking him, once noticed, though he could not have been more
different from his cousin: such a pair of eyes fixed upon Cadfael’s face in
implacable determination and eagerness and such a still, braced body waiting
for the least encouragement to fly to respond. Owain, humouring him, lifted a beckoning
finger, and he came like a lance launched, quivering. A long lad he was, and
thin and intense, with bright hazel eyes in a grave oval face, featured finely
enough for a woman, but with good lean bones in it, too. There was a quality of
devotional anxiety about him that must be for Elis ap Cynan at this moment, but
at another might be for Wales, for his prince, some day, no doubt, for a woman,
but whatever its object it would always be there. This one would never be quite
at rest. He bent the knee eagerly to Owain, and
Owain clouted him amiably on the shoulder and said: “Sit down here with Brother
Cadfael, and have out of him everything you want to know. Though the best you
know already, your other self is alive and can be bought back you at a price.”
And with that he left them together and went to confer with Tudur. Eliud sat down willingly and spread his
elbows on the board to lean ardently close. “Brother, it is true, what Cristina
told me? You have Elis safe in Shrewsbury? They came back without him… I sent
to know, but there was no one could tell me where he went astray or how. I have
been hunting and asking everywhere and so has the prince, for all he makes a
light thing of it. He is my father’s fostering—you’re Welsh yourself, so you
know. We grew up together from babes, and there are no more brothers, either
side…” “I do know,” agreed Cadfael, “and I say
again, as Cristina said to you, he is safe enough, man alive and as good as
new.” “You’ve seen him? Talked to him? You’re
sure it’s Elis and no other? A well, looking man of his company,” explained
Eliud apologetically, “if he found himself prisoner, might award himself a name
that would stead him better than his own…” Cadfael patiently described his man,
and told over the whole tale of the rescue from the flooded brook and Elis’s
obstinate withdrawal into the Welsh tongue until a Welshman challenged him.
Eliud listened, his lips parted and his eyes intent, and was visibly eased into
conviction. “And was he so uncivil to those ladies who
saved him? Oh, now I do know him for Elis, he’d be so shamed, to come back to
life in such hands—like a babe being thumped into breathing!” No mistake, the
solemn youth could laugh, and laughter lit up his grave face and made his eyes
sparkle. It was no blind love he had for his twin who was no twin, he knew him
through and through, scolded, criticised, fought with him, and loved him none
the less. The girl Cristina had a hard fight on her hands. “And so you got him
from the nuns. And had he no hurts at all, once he was wrung dry?” “Nothing worse than a gash in his hinder
end, got from a sharp rock in the brook, while he was drowning. And that’s
salved and healed. His worst trouble was that you would be mourning him for
dead, but my journey here eases him of that anxiety, as it does you of yours.
No need to fret about Elis ap Cynan. Even in an English castle he is soon and
easily at home.” “So he would be,” agreed Eliud in the
soft, musing voice of tolerant affection. “So he always was and always will be.
He has the gift. But so free with it, sometimes I fret for him indeed!” Always,
rather than sometimes, thought Cadfael, after the young man had left him, and
the hall was settling down for the night round the turfed and quiet fire. Even
now, assured of his friend’s safety and well-being, and past question or
measure glad of that, even now he goes with locked brows and inward-gazing
eyes. He had a troubled vision of those three young creatures bound together in
inescapable strife, the two boys linked together from childhood, locked even
more securely by the one’s gravity and the other’s innocent rashness, and the
girl betrothed in infancy to half of an inseparable pair. Of the three the
prisoner in Shrewsbury seemed to him the happiest by far, since he lived in the
day, warming in its sunlight, taking cover from its storms, in every case
finding by instinct the pleasant corner and the gratifying entertainment. The
other two burned like candles, eating their own substance and giving an angry
and vulnerable light. He said prayers for all three before he
slept, and awoke in the night to the uneasy reflection that somewhere, shadowy
as yet, there might be a fourth to be considered and prayed for. The next day was clear and bright, with
light frost that lost its powdery sparkle as soon as the sun came up; and it
was pleasure to have a whole day to spend in his own Welsh countryside with a
good conscience and in good company. Owain Gwynedd again rode out eastward upon
another patrol with a half-dozen of his young men, and again came back in the
evening well content. It seemed that Ranulf of Chester was lying low for the
moment, digesting his gains. As for Cadfael, since word could hardly be
expected to come back from Aberystwyth until the following day, he gladly
accepted the prince’s invitation to ride with them, and see for himself the
state of readiness of the border villages that kept watch on England. They
returned to the courtyard of Tudur’s maenol in the early dusk, and beyond the
flurry and bustle of activity among the grooms and the servants, the hall door
hung open, and sharp and dark against the glow of the fire and the torches
within stood the small, erect figure of Cristina, looking out for the guests
returning, in order to set all forward for the evening meal. She vanished
within for a few moments only, and then came forth to watch them dismount, her
father at her side. It was not the prince Cristina watched.
Cadfael passed close by her as he went within, and saw by the falling light of
the torches how her face was set, her lips taut and unsmiling, and her eyes
fixed insatiably upon Eliud as he alighted and handed over his mount to the
waiting groom. The glint of dark red that burned in the blackness of hair and
eyes seemed by this light to have brightened into a deep core of anger and
resentment. What was no less noticeable, when Cadfael
looked back in sheer human curiosity, was the manner in which Eliud,
approaching the doorway, passed by her with an unsmiling face and a brief word,
and went on his way with averted eyes. For was not she as sharp a thorn in his
side as he in hers? The sooner the marriage, the less the
mischief, and the better prospect of healing it again, thought Cadfael,
departing to his Vesper office; and instantly began to wonder whether he was
not making far too simple a matter of this turmoil between three people, of
whom only one was simple at all. The prince’s messenger came back late in
the afternoon of the following day, and made report to his master, who called
in Cadfael at once to hear the result of the quest. “My man reports that Gilbert Prestcote is
indeed in my brother’s hands, and can and shall be offered in exchange for
Elis. There may be a little delay, for it seems he was badly wounded in the
fighting at Lincoln, and is recovering only slowly. But if you will deal
directly with me, I will secure him as soon as he is fit to be moved, and have
him brought by easy stages to Shrewsbury. We’ll lodge him at Montford on the
last night, where Welsh princes and English earls used to meet for parley, send
Hugh Beringar word ahead, and bring him to the town. There your garrison may
hand over Elis in exchange.” “Content, indeed!” said Cadfael heartily,
“And so will Hugh Beringar be.” “I shall require safeguards,” said Owain,
“and am willing to give them.” “As for your good faith, nowhere in this
land of Wales or my foster-land of England is it in question. But my lord you
do not know, and he is content to leave with you a hostage, to be his guarantee
until you have Elis safe in your hands again. From you he requires none. Send
him Gilbert Prestcote, and you may have Elis ap Cynan, and send back the
guarantor at your pleasure.” “No,” said Owain firmly. “If I ask
warranty of a man, I also give it. Leave me your man here and now, if you will,
and if he has his orders and is ready and willing, and when my men bring
Gilbert Prestcote home I will send Eliud with him to remain with you as surety
for his cousin’s honour and mine until we again exchange hostages halfway, on
the border dyke by Oswestry, shall we say, if I am still in these parts?, and
conclude the bargain. There is virtue, sometimes, in observing the forms. And
besides, I should like to meet your Hugh Beringar, for he and I have a common
need to be on our guard against others you wot of.” “The same thought has been much in Hugh’s
mind,” agreed Cadfael fervently, “and trust me, he will take pleasure in coming
to meet you wherever may be most suited to the time. He shall bring you Eliud
again, and you shall restore him a young man who is his cousin on his mother’s
side, John Marchmain. You noted him this morning, the tallest among us. John
came with me ready and willing to remain if things went well.” “He shall be well entertained,” said
Owain. “Faith, he’s been looking forward to it,
though his knowledge of Welsh is small. And since we are agreed,” said Cadfael,
“I’ll see him instructed in his duty tonight, and make an early start back to
Shrewsbury in the morning with the rest of my company.” Before sleeping that night he went out
from the smoke and warmth of the hall to take a look at the weather. The air
was on the softer edge of frost, no wind stirring. The sky was clear and full
of stars, but they had not the blaze and bite of extreme cold. A beautiful
night, and even without his cloak he was tempted to go as far as the edge of
the maenol, where a copse of bushes and trees sheltered the gate. He drew in
deep, chill breaths, scented with timber, night and the mysterious sweetness of
turf and leaf sleeping but not dead, and blew the smokiness of withindoors out
of his nose. He was about to turn back and compose his
mind for the night prayers when the luminous darkness quickened around him, and
two people came up from the shadowy buildings of the stables towards the hall,
softly and swiftly, but with abrupt pauses that shook the air more than their
motion. They were talking as they came, just above the betraying sibilance of
whispers, and their conference had an edge and an urgency that made him freeze
where he stood, covered by the bulk and darkness of the trees. By the time he
was aware of them they were between him and his rest, and when they drew close
enough he could not choose but hear. But man being what he is, it cannot be
avowed that he would so have chosen, even if he could. “—mean me no harm!” breathed the one,
bitter and soft. “And do you not harm me, do you not rob me of what’s mine by
right, with every breath you draw? And now you will be off to him, as soon as
this English lord can be moved…” “Have I a choice,” protested the other,
“when the prince sends me? And he is my foster-brother, can you change that?
Why can you not let well alone?” “It is not well, it is very ill! Sent,
indeed!” hissed the girl’s voice viciously. “Ha! And you would murder any who
took the errand from you, and well you know it. And I to sit here! While you
will be together again, his arm around your neck, and never a thought for me!”
The two shadows glared in the muted gleam from the dying fire within, black in
the doorway. Eliud’s voice rose perilously. The taller shadow, head and
shoulders taller, wrenched itself away. “For God’s love, woman, will you not hush,
and let me be!” He was gone, casting her off roughly, and vanishing into the
populous murmur and hush of the hall. Cristina plucked her skirts about her
with angry hands, and followed slowly, withdrawing to her own retiring place. And so did Cadfael, as soon as he was sure
there was none to be discomposed by his going. There went two losers in this
submerged battle. If there was a winner, he slept with a child’s abandon, as
seemed to be his wont, in a stone cell that was no prison, in Shrewsbury
castle. One that would always fall on his feet. Two that probably made a
practice of falling over theirs, from too intense peering ahead, and too little
watching where they trod. Nevertheless, he did not pray for them
that night. He lay long in thought instead, pondering how so complex a knot
might be disentangled. In the early morning he and his remaining
force mounted and rode. It did not surprise him that the devoted cousin and
foster-brother should be there to see him go, and send by him all manner of
messages to his captive friend, to sustain him until his release. Most fitting
that the one who was older and wiser should stand proxy to rescue the younger
and more foolish. If folly can be measured so? “I was not clever,” owned Eliud ruefully,
holding Cadfael’s stirrup as he mounted, and leaning on his horse’s warm
shoulder when he was up. “I made too much of it that he should not go with
Cadwaladr. I doubt I drove him the more firmly into it. But I knew it was mad!” “You must grant him one grand folly,” said
Cadfael comfortably. “Now he’s lived through it, and knows it was folly as
surely as you do. He’ll not be so hot after action again. And then,” he said,
eyeing the grave oval countenance close, “I understand he’ll have other causes
for growing into wisdom when he comes home. He’s to be married, is he not?”
Eliud faced him a moment with great hazel eyes shining like lanterns. Then:
“Yes!” he said very shortly and forbiddingly, and turned his head away. Chapter Four THE NEWS WENT ROUND IN SHREWSBURY—abbey,
castle and town—almost before Cadfael had rendered account of his stewardship
to Abbot Radulfus, and reported his success to Hugh. The sheriff was alive, and
his return imminent, in exchange for the Welshman taken at Godric’s Ford. In
her high apartments in the castle, Lady Prestcote brightened and grew buoyant
with relief. Hugh rejoiced not only in having found and recovered his chief,
but also in the prospect of a closer alliance with Owain Gwynedd, whose help in
the north of the shire, if ever Ranulf of Chester did decide to attack, might
very well turn the tide. The provost and guildsmen of the town, in general,
were well pleased. Prestcote was a man who did not encourage close friendships,
but Shrewsbury had found him a just and well-intentioned officer of the crown,
if heavy-handed at times, and was well aware that it might have fared very much
worse. Not everyone, however, felt the same simple pleasure. Even just men make
enemies. Cadfael returned to his proper duties well
content, and having reviewed Brother Oswin’s stewardship in the herbarium and
found everything in good order, his next charge was to visit the infirmary and
replenish the medicine-cupboard there. “No new invalids since I left?” “None. And two have gone out, back to the
dortoir, Brother Adam and Brother Everard. Strong constitutions they have,
both, in spite of age, and it was no worse than a chest cold, and has cleared
up well. Come and see how they all progress. If only we could send out Brother
Maurice with the same satisfaction as those two,” said Edmund sadly. “He’s
eight years younger, strong and able, and barely sixty. If only he was as sound
in mind as in body! But I doubt we’ll never dare let him loose. It’s the bent
his madness has taken. Shame that after a blameless life of devotion he now
remembers only his grudges, and seems to have no love for any man. Great age is
no blessing, Cadfael, when the body’s strength outlives the mind.” “How do his neighbours bear with him?”
asked Cadfael with sympathy. “With Christian patience! And they need
it. He fancies now that every man is plotting some harm against him. And says
so, outright, besides any real and ancient wrongs he’s kept in mind all too
clearly.” They came into the big, bare room where the beds were laid, handy to
the private chapel where the infirm might repair for the offices. Those who
could rise to enjoy the brighter part of the day sat by a large log fire,
warming their ancient bones and talking by fits and starts, as they waited for
the next meal, the next office or the next diversion. Only Brother Rhys was
confined to his bed, though most of those within here were aged, and spent much
time there. A generation of brothers admitted in the splendid enthusiasm of an
abbey’s founding also comes to senility together, yielding place to the younger
postulants admitted by ones and twos after the engendering wave. Never again,
thought Cadfael, moving among them, would a whole chapter of the abbey’s
history remove thus into retirement and decay. From this time on they would
come one by one, and be afforded each a death-bed reverently attended, single
and in solitary dignity. Here were four or five who would depart almost
together, leaving even their attendant brothers very weary, and the world
indifferent. Brother Maurice sat installed by the fire,
a tall, gaunt, waxen, white old man of elongated patrician face and irascible
manner. He came of a noble house, an oblate since his youth, and had been
removed here some two years previously, when after a trivial dispute he had
suddenly called out Prior Robert in a duel to the death, and utterly refused to
be distracted or reconciled. In his more placid moments he was gracious,
accommodating and courteous, but touch him in his pride of family and honour
and he was an implacable enemy. Here in his old age he called up from the past,
vivid as when they happened, every affront to his line, every lawsuit waged
against them, back to his own birth and beyond, and brooded over every one that
had gone unrevenged. It was a mistake, perhaps, to ask him how
he did, but his enthroned hauteur seemed to demand it. He raised his narrow
hawk, nose, and tightened his bluish lips. “None the better for what I hear, if
it be true. They’re saying that Gilbert Prestcote is alive and will soon be
returning here. Is that truth?” “It is,” said Cadfael. “Owain Gwynedd is
sending him home in exchange for the Welshman captured in the Long Forest a
while since. And why should you be none the better for good news of a decent
Christian man?” “I had thought justice had been done,”
said Maurice loftily, “after all too long a time. But however long, divine
justice should not fail in the end. Yet once again it has glanced aside and
spared the malefactor.” The glitter of his eyes was grey as steel. “You’d best leave divine justice to its
own business,” said Cadfael mildly, “for it needs no help from us. And I asked
you how you did, my friend, so never put me off with others. How is it with
that chest of yours, this wintry weather? Shall I bring you a cordial to warm
you?” It was no great labour to distract him, for though he was no complainer
as to his health, he was open to the flattery of concerned attention and
enjoyed being cosseted. They left him soothed and complacent, and went out to
the porch very thoughtful. “I knew he had these hooks in him,” said
Cadfael when the door was closed between, “but not that he had such a barb from
the Prestcote family. What is it he holds against the sheriff?” Edmund shrugged, and drew resigned breath.
“It was in his father’s time, Maurice was scarcely born! There was a lawsuit
over a piece of land and long arguments either side, and it went Prestcote’s
way. For all I know, as sound a judgement as ever was made, and Maurice was in
his cradle, and Gilbert’s father, good God, was barely a man, but here the poor
ancient has dredged it up as a mortal wrong. And it is but one among a dozen he
keeps burnished in his memory, and wants blood for them all. Will you believe
it, he has never set eyes on the sheriff? Can you hate a man you’ve never seen
or spoken to, because his grandsire beat your father at a suit at law? Why
should old age lose everything but the all-present evil?” A hard question. And yet sometimes it went
the opposite way, kept the good, and let all the malice and spite be washed
away. And why one old man should be visited by such grace, and another by so
heavy a curse, Cadfael could not fathom. Surely a balance must be restored
elsewhere. “Not everyone, I know,” said Cadfael
ruefully, “loves Gilbert Prestcote. Good men can make as devoted enemies as bad
men. And his handling of law has not always been light or merciful, though it
never was corrupt or cruel.” “There’s one here has somewhat better cause
than Maurice to bear him a grudge,” said Edmund. “I am sure you know Anion’s
history as well as I do. He’s on crutches, as you’ll have seen before you left
us on this journey, and getting on well, and we like him to go forth when
there’s no frost and the ground’s firm and dry, but he’s still bedded with us,
within there. He says nothing, while Maurice says too much, but you’re Welsh,
and you know how a Welshman keeps his counsel. And one like Anion, half, Welsh,
half, English, how do you read such a one?” “As best you can,” agreed Cadfael,
“bearing in mind both are humankind.” He knew the man Anion, though he had
never been brought close to him, since Anion was a lay servant among the
livestock, and had been brought into the infirmary in late autumn from one of
the abbey granges, with a broken leg that was slow to knit. He was no novelty
in the district about Shrewsbury, offspring of a brief union between a Welsh
wool, trader and an English maid-servant. And like many another of his kind, he
had kept touch with his kin across the border, where his father had a proper
wife, and had given her a legitimate son no long time after Anion was
conceived. “I do remember now,” said Cadfael,
enlightened. “There were two young fellows came to sell their fleeces that
time, and drank too deep and got into a brawl, and one of the gate-keepers on
the bridge was killed. Prestcote hanged them for it. I did hear tell at the
time the one had a half, brother this side the border.” “Griffri ap Griffri, that was the young
man’s name. Anion had got to know him, the times he came into town, they were
on good terms. He was away among the sheep in the north
when it happened or he might well have got his brother to bed without mischief.
A good worker and honest, Anion, but a surly fellow and silent, and never
forgets a benefit nor an injury.” Cadfael sighed, having seen in his time a
long line of decent men wiped out in alternate savageries as the result of just
such a death. The blood-feud could be a sacred duty in Wales. “Ah, well, it’s to be hoped the English
half of him can temper his memories. That must be two years ago now. No man can
bear a grudge for ever.” In the narrow, stone-cold chapel of the
castle by the meagre light of the altar lamp, Elis waited in the gloom of the
early evening, huddled into his cloak in the darkest corner, biting frost
without and gnawing fire within. It was a safe place for two to meet who could
otherwise never be alone together. The sheriff’s chaplain was devout, but
within limits, and preferred the warmth of the hall and the comforts of the
table, once Vespers was disposed of, to this cold and draughty place. Melicent’s step on the threshold was
barely audible, but Elis caught it, and turned eagerly to draw her in by both
hands, and swing the heavy door closed to shut out the rest of the world. “You’ve heard?” she said, hasty and low.
“They’ve found him, they’re bringing him back. Owain Gwynedd has promised it…” “I know!” said Elis, and drew her close,
folding the cloak about them both, as much to assert their unity as to shield
her from the chill and the trespassing wind. For all that, he felt her slipping
away like a wraith of mist out of his hold. “I’m glad you’ll have your father
back safely.” But he could not sound glad, no matter how manfully he lied. “We
knew it must be so if he lived…” His voice baulked there, trying not to sound
as if he wished her father dead, one obstacle out of the way from between them,
and himself still a prisoner, unransomed. Her prisoner, for as long as might
be, long enough to work the needful miracle, break one tie and make another
possible, which looked all too far out of reach now. “When he comes back,” she said, her cold
brow against his cheek, “then you will have to go. How shall we bear it!” “Don’t I know it! I think of nothing else.
It will all be vain, and I shall never see you again. I won’t, I can’t accept
that. There must be a way…” “If you go,” she said, “I shall die.” “But I must go, we both know it. How else
can I even do this one thing for you, to buy your father back?” But neither
could he bear the pain of it. If he let her go now he was for ever lost, there
would be no other to take her place. The little dark creature in Wales, so
faded from his mind he could hardly recall her face, she was nothing, she had
no claim on him. Rather a hermit’s life, if he could not have Melicent. “Do you
not want him back?” “Yes!” she said vehemently, torn and
shivering, and at once took it back again: “No! Not if I must lose you! Oh,
God, do I know what I want? I want both you and him—but you most! I do love my
father, but as a father. I must love him, love is due between us, but… Oh,
Elis, I hardly know him, he never came near enough to be loved. Always duty and
affairs taking him away, and my mother and I lonely, and then my mother dead…
He was never unkind, always careful of me, but always a long way off. It is a
kind of love, but not like this… not as I love you! It’s no fair exchange…” She
did not say: “Now if he had died…” but it was there stark at the back of her mind,
horrifying her. If they had failed to find him, or found him dead, she would
have wept for him, yes, but her stepmother would not have cared too much where
she chose to marry. What would have mattered most to Sybilla was that her son
should inherit all, and her husband’s daughter be content with a modest dowry.
And so she would have been content, yes, with none. “But it must not be an end!” vowed Elis
fiercely. “Why should we submit to it? I won’t give you up, I can’t, I won’t
part from you.” “Oh, foolish!” she said, her tears gushing
against his cheek, “The escort that brings him home will take you away. There’s
a bargain struck, and no choice but to keep it. You must go, and I must stay,
and that will be the end. Oh, if he need never reach here…” Her own voice
uttering such things terrified her, she buried her lips in the hollow of his
shoulder to smother the unforgivable words. “No, but listen to me, my heart, my dear!
Why should I not go to him and offer for you? Why should he not give me fair
hearing? I’m born princely, I have lands, I’m his equal, why should he refuse
to let me have you? I can endow you well, and there’s no man could ever love
you more.” He had never told her, as he had so light, heartedly told Brother
Cadfael, of the girl in Wales, betrothed to him from childhood. But that
agreement had been made over their heads, by consent of others, and with
patience and goodwill it could be honourably dissolved by the consent of all.
Such a reversal might be a rarity in Gwynedd, but it was not unheard of. He had
done no wrong to Cristina, it was not too late to withdraw. “Sweet fool innocent!” she said, between
laughter and rage. “You do not know him! Every manor he holds is a border
manor, he has had to sweat and fight for them many a time. Can you not see that
after the empress, his enemy is Wales? And he as good a hater as ever was born!
He would as soon marry his daughter to a blind leper in St Giles as to a
Welshman, if he were the prince of Gwynedd himself. Never go near him, you will
but harden him, and he’ll rend you. Oh, trust me, there’s no hope there.” “Yet I will not let you go,” vowed Elis
into the cloud of her pale hair, that stirred and stroked against his face with
a life of its own, in nervous, feathery caresses. “Somehow, somehow, I swear
I’ll keep you, no matter what I must do to hold you, no matter how many I must
fight to clear the way to you. I’ll kill whoever comes between us, my love, my
dear…” “Oh, hush!” she said. “Don’t talk so.
That’s not for you. There must, there must be some way for us…” But she could
see none. They were caught in an inexorable process that would bring Gilbert
Prestcote home, and sweep Elis ap Cynan away. “We have still a little time,” she
whispered, taking heart as best she could. “They said he is not well, he had
wounds barely healed. They’ll be a week or two yet.” “And you’ll still come? You will come?
Every day? How should I bear it if I could no longer see you?” “I’ll come,” she said, “these moments are
my life, too. Who knows, something may yet happen to save us.” “Oh, God, if we could but stop time! If we
could hold back the days, make him take for ever on the journey, and never,
never reach Shrewsbury!” It was ten days before the next word came
from Owain Gwynedd. A runner came in on foot, armed with due authorisation from
Einon ab Ithel, who ranked second only to Owain’s own penteulu, the captain of
his personal guard. The messenger was brought to Hugh in the castle guardroom
early in the afternoon; a border man, with some business dealings into England,
and well acquainted with the language. “My lord, I bring greetings from Owain
Gwynedd through the mouth of his captain, Einon ab Ithel. I am to tell you that
the party lies tonight at Montford, and tomorrow we shall bring you our charge,
the lord Gilbert Prestcote. But there is more. The lord Gilbert is still very
weak from his wounds and hardships, and for most of the way we have carried him
in a litter. All went well enough until this morning, when we had hoped to
reach the town and discharge our task in one day. Because of that, the lord
Gilbert would ride the last miles, and not be carried like a sick man into his
own town.” The Welsh would understand and approve that, and not presume to
deter him. A man’s face is half his armour, and Prestcote would venture any
discomfort or danger to enter Shrewsbury erect in the saddle, a man master of
himself even in captivity. “It was like him and worthy of him,” said
Hugh, but scenting what must follow. “And he tried himself too far. What has
happened?” “Before we had gone a mile he swooned and
fell. Not a heavy fall, but a healed wound in his side has started open again,
and he lost some blood. It may be that there was some manner of fit or seizure,
more than the mere exertion, for when we took him up and tended him he was very
pale and cold. We wrapped him well—Einon ab Ithel swathed him further in his
own cloak—and laid him again in the litter, and have carried him back to
Montford.” “Has he his senses? Has he spoken?” asked
Hugh anxiously. As sound in his wits as any man, once he
opened his eyes, and speaks clearly, my lord. We would keep him at Montford
longer, if need be, but he is set to reach Shrewsbury now, being so near. He
may take more harm, being vexed, than if we carry him here as he wishes, tomorrow.”
So Hugh thought, too, and gnawed his
knuckles a while pondering what was best. “Do you think this setback may be
dangerous to him? Even mortal?” The man shook his head decidedly. “My
lord, though you’ll find him a sick man and much fallen and aged, I think he
needs only rest and time and good care to be his own man again. But it will not
be a quick or an easy return.” “Then it had better be here, where he
desires to be,” Hugh decided, “but hardly in these cold, harsh chambers. I
would take him to my own house, gladly, but the best nursing will surely be at
the abbey, and there you can just as well bear him, and he may be spared being
carried helpless through the town. I will bespeak a bed for him in the
infirmary there, and see his wife and children into the to-do to be near him.
Go back now to Einon ab Ithel with my greetings and thanks, and ask him to
bring his charge straight to the abbey. I will see Brother Edmund and Brother
Cadfael prepared to receive him, and all ready for his rest. At what hour may
we expect your arrival? Abbot Radulfus will wish to have your captains be his
guests before they leave again.” “Before noon,” said the messenger, “we
should reach the abbey.” “Good! Then there shall be places at table
for all, for the midday meal, before you set forth with Elis ap Cynan in
exchange for my sheriff.” Hugh carried the news to the tower
apartments, to Lady Prestcote, who received them with relief and joy, though
tempered with some uneasiness when she heard of her husband’s collapse. She made
haste to collect her son and her maid, and make ready to move to the greater
comfort of the abbey to-do, ready for her lord’s coming, and Hugh conducted
them there and went to confer with the abbot about the morrow’s visit. And if
he noted that one of the party went with them mute and pale, brilliant-eyed as
much with tears as with eagerness, he thought little of it then. The daughter
of the first wife, displaced by the son of the second, might well be the one
who missed her father most, and had worn her courage so threadbare with the
grief of waiting that she could not yet translate her exhaustion into joy. Meantime, there was hum and bustle about
the great court. Abbot Radulfus issued orders, and took measures to furnish his
own table for the entertainment of the representatives of the prince of
Gwynedd. Prior Robert took counsel with the cooks concerning properly lavish
provision for the remainder of the escort, and room enough in the stables to
rest and tend their horses. Brother Edmund made ready the quietest enclosed
chamber in the infirmary, and had warm, light covers brought, and a brazier to
temper the air, while Brother Cadfael reviewed the contents of his workshop
with the broken wound in mind, and the suggestion of something more than a swoon.
The abbey had sometimes entertained much larger parties, even royalty, but this
was the return of a man of their own, and the Welsh who had been courteous and
punctilious in providing him his release and his safe-conduct must be honoured
like princes, as they stood for a prince. In his cell in the castle Elis ap Cynan
lay face, down on his pallet, the heart in his breast as oppressive as a hot
and heavy stone. He had watched her go, but from hiding, unwilling to cause her
the same suffering and despair he felt. Better she should go without a last
reminder, able at least to try to turn all her thoughts towards her father, and
leave her lover out of mind. He had strained his eyes after her to the last,
until she vanished down the ramp from the gatehouse, the silver, gold of her
coiled hair the only brightness in a dull day. She was gone, and the stone that
had taken the place of his heart told him that the most he could hope for now
was a fleeting glimpse of her on the morrow, when they released him from the castle
wards and conducted him down to the abbey, to be handed over to Einon ab Ithel;
for after the morrow, unless a miracle happened, he might never see her again. Chapter Five BROTHER CADFAEL WAS READY WITH BROTHER
EDMUND in the porch of the infirmary to see them ride in, as they did in the
middle of the morning, just after High Mass was ended. Owain’s trusted captain
in the lead with Eliud ap Griffith, very solemn of face, close behind him as
body-squire and two older officers following, and then the litter, carefully
slung between two strong hill ponies, with attendants on foot walking alongside
to steady the ride. The long form in the litter was so cushioned and swathed
that it looked bulky, but the ponies moved smoothly and easily, as if the
weight was very light. Einon ab Ithel was a big, muscular man in
his forties, bearded, with long moustaches and a mane of brown hair. His
clothing and the harness of the fine horse under him spoke his wealth and
importance. Eliud leaped down to take his lord’s bridle, and walked the horse
aside as Hugh Beringar came to greet the arrivals and after him, with welcoming
dignity, Abbot Radulfus himself. There would be a leisurely and ceremonious
meal in the abbot’s lodging for Einon and the elder officers of his party,
together with Lady Prestcote and her daughter and Hugh himself, as was due when
two powers came together in civilised agreement. But the most urgent business
fell to Brother Edmund and his helpers. The litter was unharnessed, and carried at
once into the infirmary, to the room already prepared and warmed for the sick
man’s reception. Edmund closed the door even against Lady Prestcote, who was
blessedly delayed by the civilities, until they should have unwrapped,
unclothed and installed the invalid, and had some idea of his state. They unfastened from the high, close-drawn
collar of the clipped sheepskin cloak that was his outer wrapping, a long pin
with a large, chased gold head, secured by a thin gold chain. Everyone knew
there was gold worked in Gwynedd, probably this came from Einon’s own land, for
certainly this must be his cloak, added to pillow and protect his sacred
charge. Edmund laid it aside, folded, on a low chest beside the bed, the great
pin showing clearly, for fear someone should run his hand on to the point if it
were hidden. Between them they unwound Gilbert Prestcote from the layers in
which he was swathed, and as they handled him his eyes opened languidly, and
his long, gaunt body made some feeble moves to help them. He was much fallen in
flesh, and bore several scars, healed but angry, besides the moist wound in his
flank which had gaped again with his fall. Carefully Cadfael dressed and
covered the place. Even being handled exhausted the sick man. By the time they
had lifted him into the warmed bed and covered him his eyes were again closed.
As yet he had not tried to speak. A marvel how he had ever ridden even a
mile before foundering, thought Cadfael, looking down at the figure stretched
beneath the covers, and the lean, livid face, all sunken blue hollows and
staring, blanched bones. The dark hair of his head and beard was thickly sown
with grey, and lay lank and lifeless. Only his iron spirit, intolerant of any
weakness, most of all his own, had held him up in the saddle, and when even that
failed he was lost indeed. But he drew breath, he had moved to assert
his rights in his own body, however weakly, and again he opened the dulled and
sunken eyes and stared up into Cadfael’s face. His grey lips formed, just
audibly: “My son?” Not: “My wife?” Nor yet: “My daughter?” Cadfael thought with
rueful sympathy, and stooped to assure him: “Young Gilbert is here, safe and
well.” He glanced at Edmund, who signalled back agreement. “I’ll bring him to
you.” Small boys are very resilient, but for all that Cadfael said some words,
both of caution and reassurance, as much for the mother as the child, before he
brought them in and drew aside into a corner to leave them the freedom of the
bedside. Hugh came in with them. Prestcote’s first thought was naturally for
his son, the second, no less naturally, would be for his shire. And his shire,
considering all things, was in very good case to encourage him to live, mend
and mind it again. Sybilla wept, but quietly. The little boy
stared in some wonder at a father hardly recognised, but let himself be drawn
close by a gaunt, cold hand, and stared at hungrily by eyes like firelit
caverns. His mother leaned and whispered to him, and obediently he stooped his
rosy, round face and kissed a bony cheek. He was an accommodating child,
puzzled but willing, and not at all afraid. Prestcote’s eyes ranged beyond, and
found Hugh Beringar. “Rest content,” said Hugh, leaning close
and answering what need not be asked, “your borders are whole and guarded. The
only breach has provided you your ransom, and even there the victory was ours.
And Owain Gwynedd is our ally. What is yours to keep is in good order.” The
dulling glance faded beneath drooping lids, and never reached the girl standing
stark and still in the shadows near the door. Cadfael had observed her, from
his own retired place, and watched the light from brazier and lamp glitter in
the tears flowing freely and mutely down her cheeks. She made no sound at all,
she hardly drew breath. Her wide eyes were fixed on her father’s changed, aged
face, in the most grievous and desperate stare. The sheriff had understood and accepted
what Hugh said. Brow and chin moved slightly in a satisfied nod. His lips
stirred to utter almost clearly: “Good!” And to the boy, awed but curious, hanging
over him: “Good boy! Take care… of your mother…” He heaved a shallow sigh, and
his eyes drooped closed. They held still for some time, watching and listening
to the heave and fall of the covers over his sunken breast and the short, harsh
in and out of his breath, before Brother Edmund stepped softly forward and said
in a cautious whisper: “He’s sleeping. Leave him so, in quiet. There is nothing
better or more needed any man can do for him.” Hugh touched Sybilla’s arm, and
she rose obediently and drew her son up beside her. “You see him well cared
for,” said Hugh gently. “Come to dinner, and let him sleep.” The girl’s eyes
were quite dry, her cheeks pale but calm, when she followed them out to the
great court, and down the length of it to the abbot’s lodging, to be properly
gracious and grateful to the Welsh guests, before they left again for Montford
and Oswestry. Over their midday meal, which was served
before the brothers ate in the refectory, the inhabitants of the infirmary laid
their ageing but inquisitive heads together to make out what was causing the
unwonted stir about their retired domain. The discipline of silence need not be
rigorously observed among the old and sick, and just as well, since they tend
to be incorrigibly garrulous, from want of other active occupation. Brother Rhys, who was bedridden and very
old indeed, but sharp enough in mind and hearing even if his sight was filmed
over, had a bed next to the corridor, and across from the retired room where
some newcomer had been brought during the morning, with unusual to-do and
ceremony. He took pleasure in being the member who knew what was going on.
Among so few pleasures left to him, this was the chief, and not to be lightly
spent. He lay and listened. Those who sat at the table, as once in the
refectory, and could move around the infirmary and sometimes the great court if
the weather was right, nevertheless were often obliged to come to him for
knowledge. “Who should it be,” said Brother Rhys
loftily, “but the sheriff himself, brought back from being a prisoner in
Wales.” “Prestcote?” said Brother Maurice, rearing
his head on its stringy neck like a gander giving notice of battle. “Here? In
our infirmary? Why should they bring him here?” “Because he’s a sick man, what else? He
was wounded in the battle, and in no shape to shift for himself yet, or trouble
any other man. I heard their voices in there—Edmund, Cadfael and Hugh
Beringar—and the lady, too, and the child. It’s Gilbert Prestcote, take my
word.” “There is justice,” said Maurice with sage
satisfaction, and the gleam of vengeance in his eye, “though it be too long
delayed. So Prestcote is brought low, neighbour to the unfortunate. The wrong
done to my line finds a balance at last, I repent that ever I doubted.” They
humoured him, being long used to his obsessions. They murmured variously, most
saying reasonably enough that the shire had not fared badly in Prestcote’s
hands, though some had old grumbles to vent and reservations about sheriffs in
general, even if this one of theirs was not by any means the worst of his kind.
On the whole they wished him well. But Brother Maurice was not to be
reconciled. “There was a wrong done,” he said
implacably, “which even now is not fully set right. Let the false pleader pay
for his offence, I say, to the bitter end.” The stockman Anion, at the end of
the table, said never a word, but kept his eyes lowered to his trencher, his
hip pressed against the crutch he was almost ready to discard, as though he
needed a firm contact with the reality of his situation, and the reassurance of
a weapon to hand in the sudden presence of his enemy. Young Griffri had killed,
yes, but in drink, in hot blood, and in fair fight man against man. He had died
a worse death, turned off more casually than wringing a chicken’s neck. And the
man who had made away with him so lightly lay now barely twenty yards away, and
at the very sound of his name every drop of blood in Anion ran Welsh, and cried
out to him of the sacred duty of galanas, the blood-feud for his brother. Eliud led Einon’s horse and his own down
the great court into the to-do, and the men of the escort followed with their
own mounts, and the shaggy hill ponies that had carried the litter. An easy
journey those two would have on the way back to Montford. Einon ab Ithel, when
representing his prince on a ceremonial occasion, required a squire in
attendance, and Eliud undertook the grooming of the tall bay himself. Very soon
now he would be changing places with Elis, and left to chafe here while his
cousin rode back to his freedom in Wales. In silence he hoisted off the heavy
saddle, lifted aside the elaborate harness, and draped the saddle, cloth over
his arm. The bay tossed his head with pleasure in his freedom, and blew great
misty breaths. Eliud caressed him absently; his mind was not wholly on what he
was doing, and his companions had found him unusually silent and withdrawn all
that day. They eyed him cautiously and let him alone. It was no great surprise
when he suddenly turned and tramped away out of the to-do, back to the open
court. “Gone to see whether there’s any sign of
his cousin yet,” said his neighbour tolerantly, rubbing down one of the shaggy
ponies. “He’s been like a man maimed and out of balance ever since the other
one went off to Lincoln. He can hardly believe it yet that he’ll turn up here
without a scratch on him.” “He should know his Elis better than
that,” grunted the man beside him. “Never yet did that one fall anywhere but on
his feet.” Eliud was away perhaps ten minutes, long enough to have been all the
way to the gatehouse and peered anxiously along the Foregate towards the town,
but he came back in dour silence, laid aside the saddle, cloth he was still
carrying, and went to work without a word or a look aside. “Not come yet?” asked his neighbour with
careful sympathy. “No,” said Eliud shortly, and continued
working vigorously on the bright bay hide. “The castle’s the far side of the town,
they’ll have kept him there until they were sure of our man. They’ll bring him.
He’ll be at dinner with us.” Eliud said nothing. At this hour the monks
themselves were at their meal in the refectory, and the abbot’s guests with him
at his own table in his lodging. It was the quietest hour of the day; even the
comings and goings about the to-do were few at this time of year, though with
the spring the countryside would soon be on the move again. “Never show him so glum a face,” said the
Welshman, grinning, “even if you must be left here in his place. Ten days or
so, and Owain and this young sheriff will be clasping hands on the border, and
you on your way home to join him.” Ehud muttered a vague agreement, and turned
a forbidding shoulder on further talk. He had Einon’s horse stalled and glossy
and watered by the time Brother Denis the hospitaller came to bid them to the
refectory, newly laid and decked for them after the brothers had ended their
repast, and dispersed to enjoy their brief rest before the afternoon’s work
began. The resources of the house were at their disposal, warmed water brought
to the lavatorium for their hands, towels laid out and their table, when they
entered the refectory, graced with more dishes than the brothers had enjoyed.
And there waiting, somewhat in the manner of a nervous host, was Elis ap Cynan,
freshly brushed and spruced for the occasion, and on his most formal behaviour. The awe of the exchange, himself the
unwise cause of it and to some extent already under censure for his unwisdom,
or something else of like weight, had had its effect upon Elis, for he came
with stiff bearing and very sombre face, who was known rather for his hearty
cheerfulness in and out of season. Certainly his eyes shone at the sight of
Eliud entering, and he came with open arms to embrace him, but thereafter
shoved free again. The grip of his hand had some unaccountable tension about
it, and though he sat down to table beside his cousin, the talk over that meal
was general and restrained. It caused some mild wonder among their companions.
There were these two inseparables, together again after long and anxious
separation, and both as mute as blocks, and as pale and grave of face as men
arraigned for their lives. It was very different when the meal was
over, the grace said, and they were free to go forth into the court. Elis
caught his cousin by the arm and hauled him away into the cloister, where they
could take refuge in one of the carrels where no monk was working or studying,
and go to earth there like hunted foxes, shoulder warm for comfort against
shoulder, as when they were children and fled into sanctuary from some detected
misdeed. And now Eliud could recognise his foster-brother as he had always
been, as he always would be, and marvelled fondly what misdemeanour or
misfortune he could have to pour out here, where he had been so loftily on his
dignity. “Oh, Eliud!” blurted Elis, hugging him
afresh in arms which had certainly lost none of their heedless strength. “For
God’s sake, what am I to do? How shall I tell you! I can’t go back! If I do,
I’ve lost all. Oh, Eliud, I must have her! If I lose her I shall die! You
haven’t seen her? Prestcote’s daughter?” “His daughter?” whispered Eliud, utterly
dazed. “There was a lady, with a grown girl and a young boy… I hardly noticed.” “For God’s sake, man, how could you not
notice her? Ivory and roses, and her hair all pale, like spun silver… I love
her!” proclaimed Elis in high fever. “And she is just as fain, I swear it, and
we’ve pledged ourselves. Oh, Eliud, if I go now I shall never have her. If I
leave her now, I’m lost. And he’s an enemy, she warned me, he hates the Welsh.
Never go near him, she said…” Eliud, who had sat stunned and astray, roused
himself to take his friend by the shoulders and shake him furiously until he
fell silent for want of breath, staring astonished. “What are you telling me? You have a girl
here? You love her? You no longer want to make any claim on Cristina? Is that
what you’re saying?” “Were you not listening? Haven’t I told
you?” Elis, unsubdued and unchastened, heaved himself free and grappled in his
turn. “Listen, let me tell you how it fell. What pledge did I myself ever give
Cristina? Is it her fault or mine if we’re tied like tethered cattle? She cares
no more for me than I for her. I’d brother the girl and dance at her wedding,
and kiss her and wish her well heartily. But this… this is another matter! Oh,
Eliud, hush and hear me!” It poured forth like music, the whole story from his
first glimpse of her, the silver maiden at the door, blue-eyed, magical. Plenty
of bards had issued from the stock to which Elis belonged, he had both the gift
of words and the eloquent tune. Eliud sat stricken mute, gaping at him in
blanched astonishment and strange dismay, his hands gripped and wrung in Elis’s
persuading hands. “And I was frantic for you!” he said
softly and slowly, almost to himself. “If I had but known…” “But Eliud, he’s here!” Elis held him by
the arms, peering eagerly into his face. “He is here? You brought him, you must
know. She says, don’t go, but how can I lose this chance? I’m noble, I pledge
the girl my whole heart, all my goods and lands, where will he find a better
match? And she is not spoken for. I can, I must win him, he must listen to me…
why should he not?” He flashed one sweeping glance about the almost vacant
court. “They’re not yet ready, they haven’t called us. Eliud, you know where
he’s laid. I’m going to him! I must, I will! Show me the place!” “He’s in the infirmary.” Eliud was staring
at him with open mouth and wide, shocked eyes. “But you can’t, you mustn’t…
He’s sick and weary, you can’t trouble him now.” “I’ll be gentle, humble, I’ll kneel to
him, I’ll put my life in his hands. The infirmary—which is it? I never was
inside these walls until now. Which door?” He caught Eliud by the arm and
dragged him to the archway that looked out on the court. “Show me, quickly!” “No! Don’t go! Leave him be! For shame, to
rush in on his rest…” “Which door?” Elis shook him fiercely.
“You brought him, you saw!” “There! The building drawn back to the
precinct wall, to the right from the gatehouse. But don’t do it! Surely the girl
knows her father best. Wait, don’t harry him now—an old, sick man!” “You think I’d offer any hardihood to her
father! All I want is to tell him my heart, and that I have her favour. If he
curses me, I’ll bear it. But I must put it to the test. What chance shall I
ever have again?” He made to pull clear, and Eliud held him convulsively, then
as suddenly heaved a great sigh and loosed his hold. “Go, then, try your fortune! I can’t keep
you.” Elis was away, without the least caution or dissembling, out into the
court and straight as an arrow across it to the door of the infirmary. Eliud
stood in shadow to watch him vanish within, and leaned his forehead against the
stone and waited with eyed closed some while before he looked again. The abbot’s guests were just emerging from
the doorway of his lodging. The young man who was now virtually sheriff set off
with the lady and her daughter, to conduct them again to the porch of the
to-do. Einon ab Ithel lingered in talk with the abbot, his two companions,
having less English, waited civilly a pace aside. Very soon he would be
ordering the saddling of the horses, and the ceremonious leave, taking. From the doorway of the infirmary two
figures emerged, Elis first, stiffly erect, and after him one of the brothers.
At the head of the few stone steps the monk halted, and stood to watch Elis
stalk away across the great court, taut with offence, quenched in despair, like
our first forefather expelled from Eden. “He’s sleeping,” he said, coming in
crestfallen. “I couldn’t speak with him, the infirmarer turned me away.” Barely half an hour now, and they would be
on their way back to Montford, there to spend the first night of their journey
into Wales. In the stables Eliud led out Einon’s tall bay, and saddled and
bridled him, before turning his attention to the horse he himself had ridden,
which now Elis must ride in his place, while he lingered here. The brothers had roused themselves after
their customary rest, and were astir about the court again, on their way to
their allotted labours. Some days into March, there was already work to be done
in field and garden, besides the craftsmen who had their workshops in cloister
and scriptorium. Brother Cadfael, crossing at leisure towards the garden and
the herbarium, was accosted suddenly by an Eliud evidently looking about him
for a guide, and pleased to recognise a face he knew. “Brother, if I may trouble you—I’ve been
neglecting my duty, there’s something I had forgotten. My lord Einon left his
cloak wrapping the lord Gilbert in the litter, for an extra covering. Of
sheared sheepskins—you’ll have seen it? I must reclaim it, but I don’t want to
disturb the lord Gilbert. If you will show me the place, and hand it forth to
me…” “Very willingly,” said Cadfael, and led
the way briskly. He eyed the young man covertly as they walked together. That
passionate, intense face was closed and sealed, but trouble showed in his eyes.
He would always be carrying half the weight of that easy fosterbrother of his
who went so light through the world. And a fresh parting imminent, after so
brief a reunion; and that marriage waiting to make parting inevitable and
lifelong. “You’ll know the place,” said Cadfael, “though not the room. He was
deep asleep when we all left him. I hope he is still. Sleep in his own town,
with his family by and his charge in good heart, is all he needs.” “There was no mortal harm, then?” asked
Eliud, low, voiced. “None that time should not cure. And here
we are. Come in with me. I remember the cloak. I saw Brother Edmund fold it
aside on the chest.” The door of the narrow chamber had been left ajar, to
avoid the noise of the iron latch, but it creaked on being opened far enough to
admit entrance. Cadfael slipped through the opening sidewise, and paused to
look attentively at the long, still figure in the bed, but it remained
motionless and oblivious. The brazier made a small, smokeless eye of gold in
the dimness within. Reassured, Cadfael crossed to the chest on which the
clothes lay folded and gathered up the sheepskin cloak. Unquestionably it was
the one Eliud sought, and yet even at this moment Cadfael was oddly aware that
it did not answer exactly to his recollection of it, though he did not stop to
try and identify what was changed about it. He had turned back to the door, where
Eliud hovered half-in, half-out, peering anxiously, when the young man made a
step aside to let him go first into the passage, and knocked over the stool
that stood in the corner. It fell with a loud wooden clap and rolled. Eliud
bent to arrest its flight and snatch it up from the tiled floor and Cadfael,
waving a hand furiously at him for silence, whirled round to see if the noise
had startled the sleeper awake. Not a movement, not a sharp breath, not a
sigh. The long body, scarcely lifting the bedclothes, lay still as before. Too
still. Cadfael went close, and laid a hand to draw down the brychan that
covered the grizzled beard and hid the mouth. The bluish eyelids in their
sunken hollows stared up like carven eyes in a tomb sculpture. The lips were parted
and drawn a little back from clenched teeth, as if in some constant and
customary pain. The gaunt breast did not move at all. No noise could ever again
disturb Gilbert Prestcote’s sleep. “What is it?” whispered Eliud, creeping
close to gaze. Take this,” ordered Cadfael, thrusting the
folded cloak into the boy’s hands. “Come with me to your lord and Hugh
Beringar, and God grant the women are safe indoors.” He need not have been in
immediate anxiety for the women, he saw as he emerged into the open court with
Eliud mute and quivering at his heels. It was chilly out there, and this was
men’s business now the civilities were properly attended to, and Lady Prestcote
had made her farewells and withdrawn with Melicent into the to-do. The Welsh
party were waiting with Hugh in an easy group near the gatehouse, ready to
mount and ride, the horses saddled and tramping the cobbles with small, ringing
sounds. Elis stood docile and dutiful at Einon’s stirrup, though he did not
look overjoyed at being on his way home. His face was overcast like the sky. At
the sound of Cadfael’s rapid steps approaching, and the sight of his face,
every eye turned to fasten on him. “I bring black news,” said Cadfael
bluntly. “My lord, your labour has been wasted, and I doubt your departure must
wait yet a while. We are just come from the infirmary. Gilbert Prestcote is
dead.” Chapter Six THEY WENT WITH HIM, Hugh Beringar and
Einon ab Ithel, jointly responsible here for this exchange of prisoners which
had suddenly slithered away out of their control. They stood beside the bed in
the dim, quiet room, the little lamp a mild yellow eye on one side, the brazier
a clear red one on the other. They gazed and touched, and held a bright, smooth
blade to the mouth and nose, and got no trace of breath. The body was warm and
pliable, no long time dead; but dead indeed. “Wounded and weak, and exhausted with
travelling,” said Hugh wretchedly. “No blame to you, my lord, if he had sunk
too far to climb back again.” “Nevertheless, I had a mission,” said
Einon. “My charge was to bring you one man, and take another back from you in
exchange. This matter is void, and cannot be completed.” “So you did bring him, living, and living
you delivered him over. It is in our hands his death came. There is no bar but
you should take your man and go, according to the agreement. Your part was
done, and done well.” “Not well enough. The man is dead. My
prince does not countenance the exchange of a dead man for one living,” said
Einon haughtily. “I split no hairs, and will have none split in my favour. Nor
will Owain Gwynedd. We have brought you, however innocently, a dead man. I will
not take a live one for him. This exchange cannot go forward. It is null and
void.” Brother Cadfael, though with one ear pricked and aware of these
meticulous exchanges, which were no more than he had foreseen, had taken up the
small lamp, shielding it from draughts with his free hand, and held it close
over the dead face. No very arduous or harsh departure. The man had been deeply
asleep, and very much enfeebled, to slip over a threshold would be all too
easy. Not, however, unless the threshold were greased or had too shaky a
doorstone. This mute and motionless face, growing greyer as he gazed, was a
face familiar to him for some years, fallen and aged though it might be. He
searched it closely, moving the lamp to illumine every plane and every
cavernous hollow. The pitted places had their bluish shadows, but the full
lips, drawn back a little, should not have shown the same livid tint, nor the
pattern of the large, strong teeth within, and the staring nostrils should not
have gaped so wide and shown the same faint bruising. “You will do what seems to you right,”
said Hugh at his back, “but I, for my part, make plain that you are free to
depart in company as you came, and take both your young men with you. Send back
mine, and I consider the terms will have been faithfully observed. Or if Owain
Gwynedd still wants a meeting, so much the better, I will go to him on the
border, wherever he may appoint, and take my hostage from him there.” “Owain will speak his own mind,” said
Einon, “when I have told him what has happened. But without his word I must
leave Elis ap Cynan unredeemed, and take Eliud back with me. The price due for
Elis has not been paid, not to my satisfaction. He stays here.” “I am afraid,” said Cadfael, turning
abruptly from the bed, “Elis will not be the only one constrained to remain
here.” And as they fixed him with two blank and questioning stares: “There is
more here than you know. Hugh said well, there was no mortal harm to him, all
he needed was time, rest and peace of mind, and he would have come back to
himself. An older self before his time, perhaps, but he would have come. This
man did not simply drown in his own weakness and weariness. There was a hand
that held him under.” “You are saying,” said Hugh, after a bleak
silence of dismay and doubt, “that this was murder?” “I am saying so. There are the signs on
him clear.” “Show us,” said Hugh. He showed them, one intent face stooped on
either side to follow the tracing of his finger. “It would not take much
pressure, there would not be anything to be called a struggle. But see what
signs there are. These marks round nose and mouth, faint though they are, are
bruises he had not when we bedded him. His lips are plainly bruised, and if you
look closely you will see the shaping of his teeth in the marks on the upper
lip. A hand was clamped over his face to cut off breath. I doubt if he awoke,
in his deep sleep and low state it would not take long.” Einon looked at the
furnishings of the bed, and asked, low, voiced: “What was used to muffle nose
and mouth, then? These covers?” “There’s no knowing yet. I need better
light and time enough. But as sure as God sees us, the man was murdered.”
Neither of them raised a word to question further. Einon had experience of many
kinds of dying, and Hugh had implicit trust by now in Brother Cadfael’s
judgement. They looked wordlessly at each other for a long, thinking while. “The brother here is right,” said Einon
then. “I cannot take away any of my men who may by the very furthest cast have
any part in this killing. Not until truth is shown openly can they return
home.” “Of all your party,” said Hugh, “you, my
lord, and your two captains are absolutely clear of any slur. You never entered
the infirmary until now, they have not entered it at all, and all three have
been in my company and in the abbot’s company every minute of this visit,
besides the witness of the women. There is no one can keep you, and it is well
you should return to Owain Gwynedd, and let him know what has happened here. In
the hope that truth may out very soon, and set all the guiltless free.” “I will so return, and they with me. But
for the rest…” They were both considering that, recalling how the party had
separated to its several destinations, the abbot’s guests with him to his
lodging, the rest to the stables to tend their horses, and after that to wander
where they would and talk to whom they would until they were called to the refectory
for their dinner. And that half-hour before the meal saw the court almost
empty. “There is not one other among us,” said
Einon, “who could not have entered here. Six men of my own, and Eliud. Unless
some of them were in company with men of this household, or within sight of
such, throughout. That I doubt, but it can be examined.” “There are also all within here to be
considered. Of all of us, surely your Welshmen had the least cause to wish him
dead, having carried and cared for him all this way. It is madness to think it.
Here are the brothers, such wayfarers as they have within the precinct, the lay
servants, myself, though I have been with you the whole while, my men who
brought Elis from the castle… Elis himself…” “He was taken straight to the refectory,”
said Einon. “However, he above all stays here. We had best be about sifting out
any of mine who can be vouched for throughout, and if there are such I will
have them away with me, for the sooner Owain Gwynedd knows of this, the
better.” “And I,” said Hugh ruefully, “must go
break the news to his widow and daughter, and make report to the lord abbot,
and a sorry errand that will be. Murder in his own enclave!” Abbot Radulfus came, grimly composed,
looked long and grievously at the dead face, heard what Cadfael had to tell,
and covered the stark visage with a linen cloth. Prior Robert came, jolted out
of his aristocratic calm, shaking his silver head over the iniquity of the
world and the defilement of holy premises. There would have to be ceremonies of
reconsecration to make all pure again, and that could not be done until truth
was out and justice vindicated. Brother Edmund came, distressed beyond all
measure at such a happening in his province and under his devoted and careful
rule, as though the guilt of it fouled his own hands and set a great black
stain against his soul. It was hard to comfort him. Over and over he lamented
that he had not placed a constant watch by the sheriff’s bed, but how could any
man have known that there would be need? Twice he had looked in, and found all
quiet and still, and left it so. Quietness and stillness, time and rest, these
were what the sick man most required. The door had been left ajar, any brother
passing by could have heard if the sleeper had awakened and wanted for any
small service. “Hush you, now!” said Cadfael sighing.
“Take to yourself no more than your due, and that’s small enough. There’s no
man takes better care of his fellows, as well you know. Keep your balance, for
you and I will have to question all those within here, if they heard or saw
anything amiss.” Einon ab Ithel was gone by then, with only his two captains to
bear him company, his hill ponies on a leading rein, back to Montford for the
night, and then as fast as might be to wherever Owain Gwynedd now kept his
border watch in the north. There was not one of his men could fill up every
moment of his time within here, and bring witnesses to prove it. Here or in the
closer ward of the castle they must stay, until Prestcote’s murderer was found
and named. Hugh, wisely enough, had gone first to the
abbot, and only after speeding the departing Welsh did he go to perform the
worst errand of all. Edmund and Cadfael withdrew from the
bedside when the two women came in haste and tears from the to-do, Sybilla
stumbling blindly on Hugh’s arm. The little boy they had managed to leave in
happy ignorance with Sybilla’s maid. There would be a better time than this to
tell him he was fatherless. Behind him, as he drew the door quietly
to, Cadfael heard the widow break into hard and painful weeping, as quickly
muffled in the coverings of her husband’s bed. From the girl not a sound. She
had walked into the room stiffly, with blanched, icy face and eyes fallen empty
with shock. In the great court the little knot of
Welshmen hung uneasily together, with Hugh’s guards unobtrusive but watchful on
all sides, and in particular between them and the closed wicket in the gate.
Elis and Eliud, struck silent and helpless in this disaster, stood a little
apart, not touching, not looking at each other. Now for the first time Cadfael
could see a family resemblance in them, so tenuous that in normal times it
would never be noticed, while the one went solemn and thoughtful, and the other
as blithe and untroubled as a bird. Now they both wore the same shocked visage,
the one as lost as the other, and they could almost have been twin brothers. They were still standing there waiting to
be disposed of, and shifting miserably from foot to foot in silence, when Hugh
came back across the court with the two women. Sybilla had regained a bleak but
practical control over her tears, and showed more stiffening in her backbone
than Cadfael, for one, had expected. Most likely she had already turned a part
of her mind and energy to the consideration of her new situation, and what it
meant for her son, who was now the lord of six valuable manors, but all of them
in this vulnerable border region. He would need either a very able steward or a
strong and well, disposed step-father. Her lord was dead, his overlord the king
a prisoner; there was no one to force her into an unwelcome match. She was many
years younger than her lost husband, and had a dower of her own, and good
enough looks to make her a fair bargain. She would live, and do well enough. The girl was another matter. Within her
frosty calm a faint fire had begun to burn again, deep sparks lurked in the
quenched eyes. She turned one unreadable glance upon Elis, and then looked
straight before her. Hugh checked for a moment to commit the
Welshmen of the escort to his sergeants, and have them led away to the security
of the castle, with due civility, since all of them might be entirely innocent
of wrong, but into close and vigilant guard. He would have passed on, to see
the women into their apartments before attempting any further probing, but
Melicent suddenly laid a hand upon his arm. “My lord, since Brother Edmund is here,
may I ask him a question, before we leave this in your hands?” She was very
still, but the fire in her was beginning to burn through, and her pallor to
show sharp edges of steel. “Brother Edmund, you best know your own domain, and
I know you watch over it well. There is no blame falls upon you. But tell us,
who, if anyone, entered my father’s chamber after he was left there asleep?” “I was not constantly by,” said Edmund
unhappily. “God forgive me, I never dreamed there could be any need. Anyone
could have gone in to him.” “But you know of one who certainly did go
in?” Sybilla had plucked her step, daughter by the sleeve, distressed and
reproving, but Melicent shook her off without a glance. “And only one?” she
said sharply. “To my knowledge, yes,” agreed Edmund
uncomprehendingly, “but surely no harm. It was shortly before you all returned
from the abbot’s lodging. I had time then to make a round, and I saw the
sheriff’s door opened, and found a young man beside the bed, as though he meant
to disturb his sleep. I could not have that, so I took him by the shoulder and
turned him about, and pointed him out of the room. And he went obediently and
made no protest. There was no word spoken,” said Edmund simply, “and no harm
done. The patient had not awakened.” “No,” said Melicent, her voice shaken at
last out of its wintry calm, “nor never did again, nor never will. Name him,
this one! And Edmund did not even know the boy’s
name, so little had he had to do with him. He indicated Elis with a hesitant
hand. “It was our Welsh prisoner.” Melicent let out a strange, grievous sound
of anger, guilt and pain, and whirled upon Elis. Her marble whiteness had
become incandescent, and the blue of her eyes was like the blinding fire
sunlight strikes from ice. “Yes, you! None but you! None but you went in there.
Oh, God, what have you and I done between us! And I, fool, fool, I never
believed you could mean it, when you told me, many times over, you’d kill for
me, kill whoever stood between us. Oh, God, and I loved you! I may even have
invited you, urged you to the deed. I never understood. Anything, you said, to
keep us together a while longer, anything to prevent your being sent away, back
to Wales. Anything! You said you would kill, and now you have killed, and God
forgive me, I am guilty along with you.” Elis stood facing her, the poor lucky
lad suddenly most unlucky and defenceless as a babe. He stared with dropped jaw
and startled, puzzled, terrified face, struck clean out of words and wits, open
to any stab. He shook his head violently from side to side, as if he could
shake away a nightmare, after the fashion of those clever dreamers who use their
fingers to prise open eyelids beset by unbearable dreams. He could not get out
a word or a sound. “I take back every evidence of love,”
raged Melicent, her voice like a cry of pain. “I hate you, I loathe you… I hate
myself for ever loving you. You have so mistaken me, you have killed my
father.” He wrenched himself out of his stupor then, and made a wild move
towards her. “Melicent! For God’s sake, what are you saying?” She drew back
violently out of his reach. “No, don’t touch me, don’t come near me. Murderer!”
“This shall end,” said Hugh, and took her
by the shoulders and put her into Sybilla’s arms. “Madam, I had thought to
spare you any further distress today, but you see this will not wait. Bring
her! And sergeant, have these two into the gatehouse, where we may be private.
Edmund and Cadfael, go with us, we may well need you.” “Now,” said Hugh, when he had herded them
all, accused, accuser and witnesses, into the anteroom of the gatehouse out of
the cold and out of the public eye, “now let us get to the heart of this.
Brother Edmund, you say you found this man in the sheriff’s chamber, standing
beside his bed. How did you read it? Did you think, by appearances, he had been
long in there? Or that he had but newly come?” “I thought he had but just crept in,” said
Edmund. “He was close to the foot of the bed, a little stooped, looking down as
though he wondered whether he dared wake the sleeper.” “Yet he could have been there longer? He
could have been standing over a man he had smothered, to assure himself it was
thoroughly done?” “It might be interpretable so,” agreed
Edmund very dubiously, “but the thought did not enter my mind. If there had
been anything so sinister in him; would it not have shown? It’s true he started
when I touched him, and looked guilty, but I mean as a boy caught in mischief,
nothing that caused me an ill thought. And he went, when I ordered him, as
biddable as a child.” “Did you look again at the bed, after he
was gone? Can you say if the sheriff was still breathing then? And the coverings
of the bed, were they disarranged?” “All was smooth and quiet as when we left
him sleeping. But I did not look more closely,” said Edmund sadly. “I wish to
God I had.” “You knew of no cause, and his best cure
was to be let alone to sleep. One more thing—had Elis anything in his hands?” “No, nothing. Nor had he on the cloak he
has on his arm now.” It was of a dark red cloth, smooth, surfaced and
close-woven. “Very well. And you have no knowledge of
any other who may have made his way into the room?” “No knowledge, no. But at any time entry
was possible. There may well have been others.” Melicent said with deadly bitterness: “One
was enough! And that one we do know.” She shook Sybilla’s hand from her arm,
refusing any restraint but her own. “My lord Beringar, hear me speak. I say
again, he has killed my father. I will not go back from that.” “Have your say,” said Hugh shortly. “My lord, you must know that this Elis and
I learned to know each other in your castle where he was prisoner, but with the
run of the wards on his parole, and I was with my mother and brother in my
father’s apartments waiting for news of him. We came to see and touch—my bitter
regret that I am forced to say it, we loved. It was not our fault, it happened
to us, we had no choice. We came to extreme dread that when my father came home
we must be parted, for then Elis must leave in his place. And you, my lord, who
best knew my father, know that he would never countenance a match with a
Welshman. Many a time we talked of it, many a time we despaired. And he said—I
swear he said so, he dare not deny it!—he said he would kill for me if need be,
kill any man who stood between us. Anything, he said, to hold us together, even
murder. In love men say wild things. I never thought of harm, and yet I am to
blame, for I was as desperate for love as he. And now he has done what he
threatened, for he has surely killed my father.” Elis got his breath, coming out of his
stunned wretchedness with a heave that almost lifted him out of his boots. “I did
not! I swear to you I never laid hand on him, never spoke word to him. I would
not for any gain have hurt your father, even though he barred you from me. I
would have reached you somehow, there would have been a way… You do me terrible
wrong!” “But you did go to the room where he lay?”
Hugh reminded him equably. “Why?” “To make myself known to him, to plead my
cause with him, what else? It was the only present hope I had, I could not let
it slip through my fingers. I wanted to tell him that I love Melicent, that I
am a man of lands and honour, and desire nothing better than to serve her with
all my goods and gear. He might have listened! I knew, she had told me, that he
was sworn enemy to the Welsh, I knew it was a poor hope, but it was all the
hope I had. But I never got the chance to speak. He was deep asleep, and before
I ventured to disturb him the good brother came and banished me. This is the
truth, and I will swear to it on the altar.” “It is truth!” Eliud spoke up vehemently
for his friend. He stood close, since Elis had refused a seat, his shoulder
against Elis’s shoulder for comfort and assurance. He was as pale as if the
accusation had been made against him, and his voice was husky and low. “He was
with me in the cloister, he told me of his love, and said he would go to the
lord Gilbert and speak to him man to man. I thought it unwise, but he would go.
It was not many minutes before I saw him come forth, and Brother Infirmarer
making sure he departed. And there was no manner of stealth in his dealings,”
insisted Ehud stoutly, “for he crossed the court straight and fast, not caring
who might see him go in.” “That may well be true,” agreed Hugh
thoughtfully, “but for all that, even if he went in with no ill intent, and no
great hope, once he stood there by the bedside it might come into his mind how
easy, and how final, to remove the obstacle—a man sleeping and already very
low.” “He never would!” cried Eliud. “His is no
such mind.” “I did not,” said Elis, and looked
helplessly at Melicent, who stared back at him stonily and gave him no aid.
“For God’s sake, believe me! I think I could not have touched or roused him,
even if there had been no one to send me away. To see a fine, strong man
so—quite defenceless…” “Yet no one entered there but you,” she said
mercilessly. “That cannot be proved!” flashed Eliud.
“Brother Infirmarer has said that the way was open, anyone might have gone in.” “Nor can it be proved that anyone did,”
she said with aching bitterness. “But I think it can,” said Brother
Cadfael. He had all eyes on him in an instant. All
this time some morsel of his memory had been worrying at the flaw he could not
quite identify. He had picked up the folded sheepskin cloak from the chest,
where he had watched Edmund lay it, and there had been something different
about it, though he could not think what it could be. And then the encounter
with death had driven the matter to the back of his mind, but it had lodged
there ever since, like chaff in the throat after eating porridge. And suddenly
he had it. The cloak was gone now, gone with Einon ab Ithel back to Wales, but
Edmund was there to confirm what he had to say. And so was Eliud, who would
know his lord’s belongings. “When we disrobed and bedded Gilbert
Prestcote,” he said, “the cloak that wrapped him, which belonged to Einon ab
Ithel, was folded and laid by, Brother Edmund will remember it, in such case as
to leave plain to be seen in the collar a great gold pin that fastened it. When
Eliud, here, came to ask me to show him the room and hand out his lord’s cloak
to him and I did so, the cloak was folded as before, but the pin was gone.
Small wonder if we forgot the matter, seeing what else we found. But I knew
there was something I should have noted, and now I have recalled what it was.” “It is truth!” cried Eliud, his face
brightening eagerly. “I never thought! And I have let my lord go without it,
never a word said. I fastened the collar of the cloak with it myself, when we
laid him in the litter, for the wind blew cold. But with this upset, I never
thought to look for it again. Here is Elis and has never been out of men’s
sight since he came from the infirmary—ask all here! If he took it, he has it
on him still. And if he has it not, then someone else has been in there before
him and taken it. My foster-brother is no thief and no murderer—but if you
doubt, you have your remedy.” “What Cadfael says is truth,” said Edmund.
“The pin was there plain to be seen. If it is gone, then someone went in and
took it.” Elis had caught the fierce glow of hope, in spite of the unchanging
bitterness and grief of Melicent’s face. “Strip me!” he demanded, glittering.
“Search my body! I won’t endure to be thought thief and murderer both.” In justice to him, rather than having any
real doubts in the matter, Hugh took him at his word, but allowed only Cadfael
and Edmund to be witnesses with him in the borrowed cell where Elis, with
sweeping, arrogant, hurt gestures, tore off his clothes and let them fall about
him, until he stood naked with braced feet astride and arms outspread, and
dragged disdainful fingers painfully through his thick thatch of curls and
shook his head violently to show there was nothing made away there. Now that he
was safe from the broken, embittered stare of Melicent’s eyes the tears he had
defied came treacherously into his own, and he blinked and shook them proudly
away. Hugh let him cool gradually and in
considerate silence. “Are you content?” the boy demanded
stiffly, when he had his voice well in rein. “Are you?” said Hugh, and smiled. There was a brief, almost consoling
silence. Then Hugh said mildly: “Cover yourself, then. Take your time.” And
while Elis was dressing, with hands that shook now in reaction: “You do
understand that I must hold you in close guard, you and your foster-brother and
the others alike. As at this moment, you are no more in suspicion than many who
belong here within the pale, and will not be let out of it until I know to the
last moment where they spent this morn and noon. This is no more than a
beginning, and you but one of many.” “I do understand,” said Elis and wavered,
hesitant to ask a favour. “Need I be separated from Eliud?” “You shall have Eliud,” said Hugh. When they went out again to those who
still waited in the anteroom the two women were on their feet, and plainly
longing to withdraw. Sybilla had but half her mind here in support of her step,
daughter, the better half was with her son; and if she had been a faithful and
dutiful wife to her older husband and mourned him truly now after her fashion,
love was much too large a word for what she had felt for him and barely large
enough for what she felt for the boy he had given her. Sybilla’s thoughts were
with the future, not the past. “My lord,” she said, “you know where we
may be found for the days to come. Let me take my daughter away now, we have
things which must be done.” “At your pleasure, madam,” said Hugh. “You
shall not be troubled more than is needful.” And he added only: “But you should
know that the matter of this missing pin remains. There has been more than one
intruder into your husband’s privacy. Bear it in mind.” “Very gladly I leave it all in your
hands,” said Sybilla fervently. And forth she went, her hand imperative at
Melicent’s elbow. They passed close by Elis in the doorway, and his starving stare
fastened on the girl’s face. She passed him by without a glance, she even drew
aside her skirts for fear they should brush him in departing. He was too young,
too open, too simple to understand that more than half the hatred and revulsion
she felt for him belonged rather to herself, and her dread that she had gone
far towards desiring the death she now so desperately repented. Chapter Seven IN THE DEATH CHAMBER, with the door closed
fast, Hugh Beringar and Brother Cadfael stood beside Gilbert Prestcote’s body
and turned back the brychan and sheet to the sunken breast. They had brought in
lamps to set close where they would burn steadily and cast a strong light on
the dead face. Cadfael took the small saucer lamp in his hand and moved it
slowly across the bruised mouth and nostrils and the grizzled beard, to catch
every angle of vision and pick out every mote of dust or thread. “No matter how feeble, no matter how deep
asleep, a man will fight as best as he can for his breath, and whatever is
clamped over his face, unless so hard and smooth it lacks any surface pile, he
will inhale. And so did this one.” The dilated nostrils had fine hairs within,
a trap for tiny particles of thread. “Do you see colour there?” In an almost
imperceptible current of air a gossamer wisp quivered, taking the light.
“Blue,” said Hugh, peering close, and his breath caused the cobweb strand to
dance. “Blue is a difficult and expensive dye. And there’s no such tint in
these brychans.” “Let’s have it forth,” said Cadfael, and
advanced his small tweezers, used for extracting thorns and splinters from
unwary labouring fingers, to capture a filament almost too delicate to be seen.
There was more of it, however, when it emerged, two or three fine strands that
had the springy life of wool. “Hold your breath,” said Cadfael, “till I
have this safe under a lid from being blown away.” He had brought one of the
containers in which he stored his tablets and lozenges when he had moulded and
dried them, a little polished wooden box, almost black in colour, and against
the glossy dark surface the shred of wool shone brightly, a full, clear blue.
He shut the lid upon it carefully, and probed again with the tweezers. Hugh
shifted the lamp to cast its light at a new angle, and there was a brief gleam
of red, the soft, pale red of late summer roses past their prime. It winked and
vanished. Hugh moved the light to find it again. Barely two frail, curling
filaments of the many that must have made up this wool that had woven the
cloth, but wool carries colour bravely. “Blue and rose. Both precious colours, not
for the furnishings of a bed.” Cadfael captured the elusive thing after two or
three casts, and imprisoned it with the blue. The light, carefully deployed,
found no more such traces in the stretched nostrils. “Well, he also wore a
beard. Let us see!” There was a clear thread of the blue fluttering in the
greying beard. Cadfael extracted it, and carefully combed the grizzled strands
out into order to search for more. When he shook and stroked out the dust and
hairs from the comb into his box, two or three points of light glimmered and
vanished, like motes of dust lit by the sun. He tilted the box from side to
side to recover them, for they were invisible once dimmed, and one single gold
spark rewarded him. He found what he sought caught between the clenched teeth.
One strand had frayed from age or use, and the spasm of death had bitten and
held it. He drew it forth and held it to the light in his tweezers. A first
finger-joint long, brittle and bright, glinting in the lamplight, the gold
thread that had shed those invisible, scintillating particles. “Expensive indeed!” said Cadfael, shutting
it carefully into his box. “A princely death, to be smothered under cloth of
fine wool embroidered with thread of gold. Tapestry? Altar-cloth? A lady’s
brocaded gown? A piece from a worn vestment? Certainly nothing here within the
infirmary, Hugh. Whatever it may have been, some man brought it with him.” “So it would seem,” agreed Hugh, brooding. They found nothing more, but what they had
found was puzzling enough. “So where is the cloth that smothered
him?” wondered Cadfael, fretting. And where is the gold pin that fastened Einon
ab Ithel’s cloak?” “Search for the cloth,” said Hugh, “since
it has a richness that could well be found somewhere within the abbey walls.
And I will search for the pin. I have six Welshmen of the escort and Eliud yet
to question and strip, and if that fails, we’ll burrow our way through the
entire enclave as best we can. If they are here, we’ll find them.” They searched, Cadfael for a cloth, any
cloth which could show the rich colours and the gold thread he was seeking,
Hugh for the gold pin. With the abbot’s leave and the assistance of Prior
Robert, who had the most comprehensive knowledge of the riches of the house and
demonstrated its treasures with pride, Cadfael examined every hanging, tapestry
and altar-cloth the abbey possessed, but none of them matched the quivering
fragments he brought to the comparison. Shades of colour are exact and
consistent. This rose and this blue had no companions here. Hugh, for his part, thoroughly searched
the clothing and harness of all the Welshmen made prisoners by this death, and
Prior Robert, though with disapproval, sanctioned the extension of the search
into the cells of the brothers and novices, and even the possessions of the
boys, for children may be tempted by a bright thing, without realising the
gravity of what they do. But nowhere did they find any trace of the old and
massive pin that had held the collar of Einon’s cloak close to keep the cold
away from Gilbert Prestcote on his journey. The day was spent by then and the evening
coming on, but after Vespers and supper Cadfael returned to the quest. The
inhabitants of the infirmary were quite willing to talk; they had not often so
meaty a subject on which to debate. Yet neither Cadfael nor Edmund got much
information out of them. Whatever had happened had happened during the
half-hour or more when the brothers were at dinner in the refectory, and at
that time the infirmary, already fed, was habitually asleep. There was one,
however, who, being bedridden, slept a great deal at odd times, and was well
able to remain wakeful if something more interesting than usual was going on. “As for seeing,” said Brother Rhys
ruefully, “I’m as little profit to you, brother, as I am to myself. I know if
another inmate passes by me and I know which of them it is, and I know light
from dark, but little more. But my ears, I dare swear, have grown sharper as my
eyes have grown dimmer. I heard the door of the chamber opposite, where the
sheriff lay, open twice, now you ask me to cudgel my memory. You know it
creaks, opening. Closing, it’s silent.” “So someone entered there or at least
opened the door. What more did you hear? Did anyone speak?” “No, but I heard a stick tapping—very
lightly—and then the door creaked. I reckoned it must be Brother Wilfred, who
helps here when he’s needed, for he’s the only brother who walks with a stick,
being lame from a young man.” “Did he go in?” “That you may better ask him, for I can’t
tell you. All was quiet a while, and then I heard him tap away along the
passage to the outer door. He may only have pushed the door open to look and
listen if all was well in there.” “He must have drawn the door to again
after him,” said Cadfael, “or you would not have heard it creak again the
second time. When was it Brother Wilfred paid his visit?” But Rhys was vague
about time. He shook his head and pondered. “I did drowse for a while after my
dinner. How should I know for how long? But they must have been still in the
refectory some time after that, for it wasn’t until later that Brother Edmund
came back.” “And the second time?” “That must have been some while later, it
might be as much as a quarter, hour. The door creaked again. He had a light
step, whoever came, I just caught the fall of his foot on the threshold, and
then nothing. The door making no sound, drawn to, I don’t know how long he was
within there, but I fancy he did go in. Brother Wilfred might have a proper
call to peer inside to see all was well, but this other one had none.” “How long was he within there? How long
could he have been? Did you hear him leave?” “I was in a doze again,” admitted Rhys
regretfully. “I can’t tell you. And he did tread very soft, a young man’s
tread.” So the second could have been Elis, for there had been no word spoken
when Edmund followed him in and expelled him, and Edmund from long sojourning
among the sick trod as silently as a cat. Or it might have been someone else,
someone unknown, coming and going undisturbed and deadly, before ever Elis
intruded with his avowedly harmless errand. Meantime, he could at least find out if
Brother Wilfred had indeed been left here to keep watch, for Cadfael had not
numbered the brothers in the refectory at dinner, or noticed who was present
and who absent. He had another thought. “Did anyone from within here leave this
room during all that time? Brother Maurice, for one, seldom sleeps much during
the day, and when others are sleeping he may well be restless, wanting
company.” “None of them passed by me to the door
while I was waking,” said Rhys positively. “And I was not so deep asleep but I
think I should have awakened if they had.” Which might very well be true, yet
could not be taken for granted. But of what he had heard he was quite certain.
Twice the door had creaked open wide enough to let somebody in. Brother Maurice had spoken up for himself
without even being asked, as soon as the sheriff’s death was mentioned, as
daily it would be now until the truth was known and the sensation allowed to
fade away into oblivion. Brother Edmund reported it to Cadfael after Compline,
in the half-hour of repose before bed. “I had prayers said for his soul, and told
them tomorrow we should say a Mass for him—an honourable officer who died here
among us and had been a good patron of our house. Up stands Maurice and says
outright that he will faithfully put up prayers for the man’s salvation, for
now at last his debts are fully paid, and divine justice has been done. I asked
him by whose hand, seeing he knew so much,” said Edmund with uncharacteristic
bitterness, but even more resignation, “and he reproved me for doubting that
the hand was God’s. Sometimes I question whether his ailment of the mind is
misfortune or cunning. But try to pin him down and he’ll slip through your
fingers every time. He is certainly very content with this death. God forgive
us all our backslidings and namely those into which we fall unwitting.” “Amen!” said Cadfael fervently. “And he’s
a strong, able man, and always in the right, even if it came to murder. But
where would he lay hands on such a cloth as I have in mind?” He remembered to
ask: “Did you leave Brother Wilfred to keep a close eye on things here, when
you went to dinner in the refectory?” “I wish I had,” owned Edmund sadly. “There
might have been no such evil then. No, Wilfred was at dinner with us, did you
never see him? I wish I had set a watch, with all my heart. But that’s
hindsight. Who was ever to suppose that murder would walk in and let loose
chaos on us? There was nothing to give me warning.” “Nothing,” agreed Cadfael and brooded,
considering. “So Wilfred is out of the reckoning. Who else among us walks with
a stick? None that I know of.” “There’s Anion is still on a crutch,” said
Edmund, “though he’s about ready to discard it. He rather flies with it now
than hobbles, but for the moment it’s grown a habit with him, after so stubborn
a break. Why, are you looking for a man with a prop?” Now there, thought Cadfael, going wearily
to his bed at last, is a strange thing. Brother Rhys, hearing a stick tapping,
looks for the source of it only among the brothers; and I, making my way round
the infirmary, never give a thought to any but those who are brothers, and am
likely to be blind and deaf to what any other may be up to even in my presence.
For it had only now dawned on him that when he and Brother Edmund entered the
long room, already settling for the evening, one younger and more active soul
had risen from the corner where he sat and gone quietly out by the door to the
chapel, the leather, shod tip of his crutch so light upon the stones that it
seemed he hardly needed it, and could only have taken it away with him, as
Edmund said, out of habit or in order to remove it from notice. Well, Anion would have to wait until
tomorrow. It was too late to trouble the repose of the ageing sick tonight. In a cell of the castle, behind a locked
door, Elis and Eliud shared a bed no harder than many they had shared before
and slept like twin babes, without a care in the world. They had care enough
now. Elis lay on his face, sure that his life was ended, that he would never
love again, that nothing was left to him, even if he escaped this coil alive,
but to go on Crusade or take the tonsure or undergo some barefoot pilgrimage to
the Holy Land from which he would certainly never return. And Eliud lay patient
and agonising at his back, with an arm wreathed over the rigid, rejecting
shoulders, fetching up comfort from where he himself had none. This cousin,
brother of his was far too vehemently alive to die for love, or to succumb for
grief because he was accused of an infamy he had not committed. But his pain,
however curable, was extreme while it lasted. “She never loved me,” lamented Elis, tense
and quivering under the embracing arm. “If she had, she would have trusted me,
she would have known me better. If ever she’d loved me, how could she believe I
would do murder?” As indignantly as if he had never in his transports sworn
that he would! That or anything. “She’s shocked to the heart for her
father,” pleaded Eliud stoutly. “How can you ask her to be fair to you? Only
wait, give her time. If she loved you, then still she does. Poor girl, she
can’t choose. It’s for her you should be sorry. She takes this death to her own
account, have you not told me? You’ve done no wrong and so it will be proved.” “No, I’ve lost her, she’ll never let me
near her again, never believe a word I say.” “She will, for it will be proven you’re
blameless. I swear to you it will! Truth will come out, it must, it will.” “If I don’t win her back,” Elis vowed,
muffled in his cradling arms, “I shall die!” “You won’t die, you won’t fail to win her
back,” promised Eliud in desperation. “Hush, hush and sleep!” He reached out a
hand and snuffed out the failing flame of their tiny lamp. He knew the tensions
and releases of this body he had slept beside from childhood, and knew that
sleep was already a weight on Elis’s smarting eyelids. There are those who come
brand-new into the new day and have to rediscover their griefs. Eliud was no
such person. He nursed his griefs, unsleeping, into the small hours, with the
chief of them fathoms deep under his protecting arm. Chapter Eight ANION THE CATTLE MAN, for want of calf or
lamb to keep his hand in within the abbey enclave, had taken to spending much
of his time in the stables, where at least there was horseflesh to be tended
and enjoyed. Very soon now he would be fit to be sent back to the grange where
he served, but he could not go until Brother Edmund discharged him. He had a
gifted hand with animals, and the grooms were on familiar and friendly terms
with him. Brother Cadfael approached him somewhat
sidelong, unwilling to startle or dismay him too soon. It was not difficult.
Horses and mules had their sicknesses and injuries, as surely as men, and
called frequently for remedies from Cadfael’s store. One of the ponies the lay
servants used as pack, horses had fallen lame and was in need of Cadfael’s
rubbing oils to treat the strain, and he brought the flask himself to the
to-do, as good as certain he would find Anion there. It was easy enough to
entice the practised stockman into taking over the massage, and to linger to
watch and admire as he worked his thick but agile fingers into the painful
muscles. The pony stood like a statue for him, utterly trusting. That in itself
had something eloquent to say. “You spend less and less time in the
infirmary now,” said Cadfael, studying the dour, dark profile under the fall of
straight black hair. “Very soon we shall be losing you at this rate. You’re as
fast on a crutch as many of us are with two sturdy legs that never suffered a
break. I fancy you could throw the prop away anytime you pleased.” “I’m told to wait,” said Anion shortly.
“Here I do what I’m told. It’s some men’s fate in life, brother, to take
orders.” “Then you’ll be glad to be back with your
cattle again, where they do obedience to you for a change.” “I tend and care for them and mean them
well,” said Anion, “and they know it.” “So does Edmund to you, and you know it.”
Cadfael sat down on a saddle beside the stooping man, to come down to his level
and view him on equal terms. Anion made no demur, it might even have been the
faint shadow of a smile that touched his firmly-closed mouth. Not at all an
ill, looking man, and surely no more than twenty-seven or twenty-eight years
old. “You know the thing that happened there in the infirmary,” said Cadfael.
“You may well have been the most active man in there that dinner time. Though I
doubt if you stayed long after you’d eaten. You’re over-young to be shut in
there with the ailing old. I’ve asked them all, did they hear or see any man go
in there, by stealth or any other way, but they slept after they’d eaten.
That’s for the aged, not for you. You’d be up and about while they drowsed.” “I left them snoring,” said Anion, turning
the full stare of his deep, set eyes on Cadfael. He reached for a rag to wipe
his hands, and rose nimbly enough, the still troublesome leg drawn up after
him. “Before we were all out of the refectory?
And the Welsh lads led in to their repast?” “While it was all quiet. I reckon you
brothers were in the middle of your meal. Why?” demanded Anion pointblank. “Because you might be a good witness, what
else? Do you know of anyone who made his way into the infirmary about that time
that you left it? Did you see or hear aught to give you pause? Any man lurking
who should not have been there? The sheriff had his enemies,” said Cadfael
firmly, “like the rest of us mortals, and one of them deadly. Whatever he owed
is paid now, or shortly to pay. God send none of us may take with him a worse
account.” “Amen!” said Anion. “When I came forth
from the infirmary, brother, I met no man, I saw no man, friend or enemy, anywhere
near that door.” “Where were you bound? Down here to view
the Welsh horses? If so,” explained Cadfael easily, warding off the sharp
glance Anion gave him, “you’d be a witness if any of those lads went off and
left his fellows about that time.” Anion shrugged that off disdainfully. “I
never came near the stables, not then. I went through the garden and down to
the brook. With a west wind it smells of the hills down there,” said Anion. “I
grow sick of the shut-in smell of tired old men, and their talk that goes round
and round.” “Like mine!” said Cadfael tolerantly, and
rose from the saddle. His eye lingered upon the crutch that was laid carelessly
aside against the open door of a stall, a good fifty paces from where its owner
was working. “Yes, I see you’re about ready to throw it away. You were still
using it yesterday, though, unless Brother Rhys was mistaken. He heard you tap
your way out for your walk in the garden, or thought he did.” “He well might,” said Anion, and shook
back his shaggy black mane from his round brown forehead. “It’s habit with me,
after so long, even after the need’s gone. But when there’s a beast to see to,
I forget, and leave it behind me in corners.” He turned deliberately, laid an
arm over the pony’s neck, and led him slowly round on the cobbles, to mark his
gait. And that was the end of the colloquy. Brother Cadfael was fully occupied with
his proper duties all that day, but that did not prevent him from giving a
great deal of thought to the matter of Gilbert Prestcote’s death. The sheriff
had long ago requested space for his tomb in the abbey church of which he had
been a steady patron and benefactor, and the next day was to see him laid to
rest there. But the manner of his death would not allow any rest to those who
were left behind him. From his distracted family to the unlucky Welsh suspects
and prisoners in the castle, there was no one who did not find his own life
disrupted and changed by this death. The news was surely making its way about
the countryside by this time, from village to village and assart to manor round
the shire, and no doubt men and women in the streets of Shrewsbury were busily
allotting the blame to this one and that one, with Elis ap Cynan their
favourite villain. But they had not seen the minute, bright fragments Cadfael
nursed in his little box, or hunted in vain through the precinct for any cloth
that could show the identical tints and the twisted gold thread. They knew
nothing about the massive gold pin that had vanished from Gilbert’s death-chamber
and could not be found within the pale. Cadfael had caught glimpses of Lady
Prestcote about the court, moving between the to-do and the church, where her
husband lay in the mortuary chapel, swathed for his burial. But the girl had
not once shown her face. Gilbert the younger, a little bewildered but oblivious
of misfortune, played with the child oblates and the two young pupils, and was
tenderly shepherded by Brother Paul, the master of the children. At seven years
old he viewed with untroubled tolerance the eccentricities of grown-up people,
and could make himself at home wherever his mother unaccountably conveyed him.
As soon as his father was buried she would certainly take him away from here,
to her favourite among her husband’s manors, where his life would resume its
placid progress untroubled by bereavement. A few close acquaintances of the sheriff
had begun to arrive and take up residence ready for the morrow. Cadfael
lingered to watch them, and fit noble names to the sombre faces. He was thus
occupied, on his way to the herbarium, when he observed one unexpected but
welcome face entering. Sister Magdalen, on foot and alone, stepped briskly
through the wicket, and looked about her for the nearest known face. To judge
by her brightening eye and prompt advance, she was pleased that it should be
Cadfael’s. “Well, well!” said Cadfael, going to meet
her with equal pleasure. “We had no thought of seeing you again so soon. Is all
well in your forest? No more raiders?” “Not so far,” said Sister Magdalen cautiously,
“but I would not say they might not try again, if ever they see Hugh Beringar
looking the other way. It must have gone much against the grain with Madog ap
Meredith to be bested by a handful of foresters and cottars, he may well want
his revenge when he feels it safe to bid for it. But the forest men are keeping
a good watch. It’s not we who are in turmoil now, it seems. What’s this I’ve
been hearing in the town? Gilbert Prestcote dead, and that Welsh youngster I
sent you blamed for the deed?” “You’ve been in the town, then? And no
stout escort with you this time?” “Two,” she said, “but I’ve left them up in
the Wyle, where we shall lie overnight. If it’s true the sheriff is to be
buried tomorrow I must stay to do him honour among the rest. I’d no thought of
such a thing when we set out this morning. I came on quite different business.
There’s a reat-niece of Mother Mariana, daughter to a cloth-merchant here in
Shrewsbury, who’s coming to take the veil among us. A plain child, none too
bright, but willing, and knows she has small hopes of a pleasing marriage.
Better with us than sold off like an unpromising heifer to the first that makes
a grudging offer for her. I’ve left my men and horses in their yard, where I
heard tell of what had happened here. Better to get the tale straight, there
are any number of versions up there in the streets.” “If you have an hour to spare,” said
Cadfael heartily, “come and share a flask of wine of my own making in the
herb-garden, and I’ll tell you the whole truth of it, so far as any man knows
what’s truth. Who knows, you may find a pattern in it that I have failed to
find.” In the wood—scented dimness of the
workshop in the herbarium he told her, at leisure and in detail, everything he
knew or had gathered concerning the death of Gilbert Prestcote, everything he
had observed or thought concerning Elis ap Cynan. She listened, seated with
spread knees and erect back on the bench against the wall, with her cup nursed
in both hands to warm it, for the wine was red and full. She no longer exerted
herself to be graceful, if ever she had, but her composed heaviness had its own
impressive grace. “I would not say but that boy might kill,”
she said at the end of it. “They act before they think and regret only too
late. But I don’t think he would kill his girl’s father. Very easy, you say,
and I believe it, to ease the man out of the world, so that even one not given
to murder might do it before ever he realised. Yes, but those a man kills
easily are commonly strangers to him. Hardly people at all. But this one would
be armoured in identity—her father, no less, the man that begot her. And yet,”
she owned, shaking her head, “I may be wrong about him. He may be the one of
his kind who does what his kind does not do. There is always one.” “The girl believes absolutely that he is
guilty,” said Cadfael thoughtfully, “perhaps because she is all too well aware
of what she feels to be her own guilt. The sire returns and the lovers are to
be torn apart—no great step to dream of his failure to return, and only one
more leap to see death as the final and total cause of that failure. But dreams
they surely were, never truly even wished. The boy is on firmer ground when he
swears he went to try and win her father to look kindly on his suit. “For if ever I saw a lad sunlit and buoyed
up with hope by nature, Elis is the one.” “And this girl?” wondered Sister Magdalen,
twirling her wine, cup between nursing palms. “If they’re of an age, then she
must be the more mature by some years. So it goes! Is it anyway possible that
she…?” “No,” said Cadfael with certainty. “She
was with the lady, and Hugh, and the Welsh princelings, throughout. I know she
left her father living, and never came near him again until he was dead, and
then in Hugh’s company. No, she torments herself vainly. If you had her in your
hands,” said Cadfael with conviction, “you would soon find her out for the
simple, green child she is.” Sister Magdalen was in the act of saying
philosophically: “I’m hardly likely to get the chance,” when the tap on the
door came. So light and tentative a sound, and yet so staunchly repeated, they
fell silent and still to make sure of it. Cadfael rose to open it and peer out
through the narrowest possible chink, convinced there was no one there; and
there she stood, her hand raised to knock again, pallid, wretched and resolute,
half a head taller than he, the simple, green child of his description, with a
steely core of Norman nobility forcing her to transcend herself. Hastily he
flung the door wide. “Come within from the cold. How can I serve you?” “The porter told me,” said Melicent, “that
the sister from Godric’s Ford came a while ago, and might be here wanting
remedies from your store. I should like to speak with her.” “Sister Magdalen is here,” said Cadfael.
“Come, sit with her by the brazier, and I’ll leave you to talk with her in
private.” She came in half afraid, as though this small, unfamiliar place held
daunting secrets. She stepped with fastidious delicacy, almost inch by inch,
and yet with that determination in her that would not let her turn back. She
looked at Sister Magdalen eye to eye, fascinated, doubtless having heard her
history both ancient and recent, and found some difficulty in reconciling the
two. “Sister,” said Melicent, going arrow, straight
to the point, “when you go back to Godric’s Ford, will you take me with you?”
Cadfael, as good as his word, withdrew softly and with alacrity, drawing the
door to after him, but not so quickly that he did not hear Sister Magdalen
reply simply and practically: “Why?” She never did or said quite what was
expected of her, and it was a good question. It left Melicent in the delusion
that this formidable woman knew little or nothing about her, and necessitated
the entire retelling of the disastrous story, and in the retelling it might
fall into truer proportion, and allow the girl to reconsider her situation with
somewhat less desperate urgency. So, at any rate, Brother Cadfael hoped, as he
trotted away through the garden to go and spend a pleasant half-hour with
Brother Anselm, the precentor, in his carrel in the cloister, where he would
certainly be compiling the sequence of music for the burial of Gilbert
Prestcote. “I intend,” said Melicent, rather grandly
because of the jolt the blunt question had given her, “to take the veil, and I
would like it to be among the Benedictine sisters of Polesworth.” “Sit down here beside me,” said Sister
Magdalen comfortably, “and tell me what has turned you to this withdrawal, and
whether your family are in your confidence and approve your choice. You are
very young, and have the world before you…” “I am done with the world,” said Melicent. “Child, as long as you live and breathe
you will not have done with this world. We within the pale live in the same
world as all poor souls without. Come, you have your reasons for wishing to
enter the conventual life. Sit and tell me, let me hear them. You are young and
fair and nobly born, and you wish to abandon marriage, children, position,
honours, all… Why?” Melicent, yielding, sank beside her on the bench, hugged
her slenderness in the warmth of the brazier, and let fall the barriers of her
bitterness to loose the flood. What she had vouchsafed to the preoccupied ears
of Sybilla was no more than the thread on which this confession was strung. All
that heady dream of minstrels’ love-tales poured out of her. “Even if you are right in rejecting one
man,” said Magdalen mildly, “you may be most unjust in rejecting all. Let alone
the possibility that you mistake even this Elis ap Cynan. For until it is
proved he lies, you must bear in mind he may be telling truth.” “He said he would kill for me,” said
Melicent, relentless, “he went to where my father lay, and my father is dead.
There was no other known to have gone near. As for me, I have no doubts. I wish
I had never seen his face, and I pray I never may again.” “And you will not wait to make your peace
with one betrayal, and still show your countenance to others who do not
betray?” “At least I do know,” said Melicent
bitterly, “that God does not betray. And I am done with men.” “Child,” said Sister Magdalen, sighing,
“not until the day of your death will you have done with men. Bishops, abbots,
priests, confessors, all are men, blood-brothers to the commonest of sinful
mankind. While you live, there is no way of escape from your part in humanity.” “I have finished, then, with love,” said
Melicent, all the more vehemently because a morsel of her heart cried out to
her that she lied. “Oh, my dear soul, love is the one thing
with which you must never dispense. Without it, what use are you to us or to
any? Granted there are ways and ways of loving,” said the nun come late to her
celibacy, recalling what at the time she had hardly recognised as deserving the
title, but knew now for one aspect of love, “yet for all there is a warmth
needed, and if that fire goes out it cannot be rekindled. Well,” she said,
considering, “if your stepmother approve your going with me, then you may come,
and welcome. Come and be quiet with us for a while, and we shall see.” “Will you come with me to my mother, then,
and hear me ask her leave?” “I will,” said Sister Magdalen, and rose
and plucked her habit about her ready to set forth. She told Brother Cadfael the gist of it
when she stayed to attend Vespers before going back to the cloth-merchant’s
house in the town. “She’ll be better out of here, away from
the lad, but left with the image of him she already carries about with her.
Time and truth are what the pair of them most need, and I’ll see she takes no
vows until this whole matter is resolved. The boy is better left to you, if you
can keep an eye on him now and then.” “You don’t believe,” said Cadfael with
certainty, “that he ever did violence to her father.” “Do I know? Is there man or woman who
might not kill, given the driving need? A proper, upstanding, impudent, open,
hearted lad, though,” said Sister Magdalen, who had never repented anything she
did, “one that I might have fancied, when my fancying days were.” Cadfael went to supper in the refectory,
and then to Collations in the chapter-house, which he often missed if he had
vulnerable preparations brewing in his workshop. In thinking over such slight
gains as he had made in his quest for the truth, he had got nowhere, and it was
good to put all that aside and listen with good heart to the lives of saints
who had shrugged off the cares of the world to let in the promises of a world
beyond, and viewed earthly justice as no more than a futile shadow, play
obscuring the absolute justice of heaven, for which no man need wait longer
than the life-span of mortality. They were past St Gregory and approaching
St Edward the Confessor and St Benedict himself—he middle days of March, and
the blessed works of spring beginning, with everything hopeful and striving
ahead. A good time. Cadfael had spent the hours before Sister Magdalen came
digging and clearing the fresh half of his mint-bed, to give it space to
proliferate new and young and green, rid of the old and debilitated. He emerged
from the chapter-house feeling renewed, and it came at first as no more than a
mild surprise when Brother Edmund came seeking him before Compline, looking
almost episcopal as he brandished in one hand what at first sight might have
been a crozier, but when lowered to the ground reached no higher than his
armpit, and was manifestly a crutch. “I found it lying in a corner of the
to-do. Anion’s! Cadfael, he did not come for his supper tonight and he is
nowhere in the infirmary, neither in the common room, nor in his bed, nor in
the chapel. Have you seen him anywhere this day?” “Not since morning,” said Cadfael,
thinking back with something of an effort from the peace of the chapter-house.
“He came to dinner at midday?’. “So he did, but I find no man who has seen
him since. I’ve looked for him everywhere, asked every man, and found nothing
more of him than this, discarded. Anion is gone! Oh, Cadfael, I doubt he has
fled his mortal guilt. Why else should he run from us?” It was well past Compline when Hugh
Beringar entered his own hall, empty-handed and discontented from his enquiries
among the Welshmen, and found Brother Cadfael sitting by the fireside with
Aline, waiting for him with a clouded brow. “What brings you here so late?” wondered
Hugh. “Out without leave again?” It had been known to happen, and the
recollection of one such expedition, before the austere days of Abbot Radulfus,
was an old and private joke between them. “That I am not,” said Cadfael firmly.
“There’s a piece of unexpected news even Prior Robert thought had better come
to your ears as soon as possible. We had in our infirmary, with a broken leg
mending and all but ready to leave us, a fellow named Anion. I doubt if the
name means much to you, it was not you had to do with his brother. But do you
remember a brawl in the town, two years ago now, when a gatekeeper on the
bridge was knifed? Prestcote hanged the Welshman that did it—well, whether he
did it or not, and naturally he’d say he didn’t, but he was blind drunk at the
time and probably never knew the truth of it himself. However it was, he was
hanged for it. A young fellow who used to trade in fleeces to the town market
from somewhere in Mechain. Well, this Anion is his brother born the wrong side
of the brychan, when the father was doing the trading, and there was no bad
blood between the two. They got to know each other and there was a fondness.” “If ever I knew of this,” said Hugh,
drawing up to the fire with him, “I had forgot it.” “So had not Anion. He’s said little, but
it’s known he’s nursed his grudge, and there’s enough Welsh in him to make him
look upon revenge as a duty, if ever the chance came his way.” “And what of him now?” Hugh was studying
his friend’s face intently, foreseeing what was to come. “Are you telling me
this fellow was within the pale now, when the sheriff was brought there
helpless?” “He was, and only a door ajar between him
and his enemy—if so he held him, as rumour says he did. Not the only one with a
grudge, either, so that’s no proof of anything more than this, that the
opportunity was there. But tonight there’s another mark against him. The man’s
gone. He did not come for his supper, he’s not in his bed, and no man has seen
him since dinner. Edmund missed him at the meal and has been looking for him
ever since, but never a sign. And the crutch he was still using, though more
from habit than need, was lying in the to-do. Anion has taken to his heels. And
the blame, if blame there is,” said Cadfael honestly, “is mine. Edmund and I
have been asking every man in the infirmary if he saw or heard anything of note
about the sheriff’s chamber, any traffic in or out. It was but the same asking
with Anion, indeed I was more cautious with him than with any when I spoke with
him this morning in the stables. But for all that, no question, I’ve frightened
him away.” “Not necessarily a proof of guilt, to take
fright and run,” said Hugh reasonably. “Men without privilege are apt to
suppose they’ll be blamed for whatever’s done amiss. Is it certain he’s gone? A
man just healed of a broken leg? Has he taken horse or mule? Nothing stolen?” “Nothing. But there’s more to tell.
Brother Rhys, whose bed is by the door, across the passage from where the
sheriff lay, heard the door creak twice and the first time he says someone
entered, or at least pushed the door open, who walked with a stick. The second
time came later, and may have been the time the Welsh boy went in there. Rhys
is hazy about time, and slept before and after, but both visitors came while
the court was quiet—he says, while we of the house were in the refectory. With
that, and now he’s run—even Edmund is taking it for granted Anion is your
murderer. They’ll be crying his guilt in the town by morning.” “But you are not so sure,” said Hugh,
eyeing him steadily. “Something he had on his mind, surely,
something he saw as guilt, or knew others would call guilt, or he would not
have run. But murderer…? Hugh, I have in that pill, box of mine certain proof
of dyed wools and gold thread in whatever cloth was used to kill.
Certain—whereas flight is uncertain proof of anything worse than fear. You know
as I know that there was no such woven cloth anywhere in that room, or in the
infirmary, or in the entire pale so far as we can discover. Whoever used it
brought it with him. Where would Anion get hold of any such rich material? He
can never have handled anything better than drab homespun and unbleached flax
in his life. It casts great doubt on his guilt, though it does not utterly rule
it out. It’s why I did not press him too far—or thought I had not!” he added
ruefully. Hugh nodded guarded agreement, and put the
point away in his mind. “But for all that, tomorrow at dawn I must send out
search parties between here and Wales, for surely that’s the way he’ll go. A
border between him and his fear will be his first thought. If I can take him, I
must and will. Then we may get out of him whatever it is he does know. A lame
man cannot yet have got very far.” “But remember the cloth. For those threads
do not lie, though a mortal man may, guilty or innocent. The instrument of death
is what we have to find.” The hunt went forth at dawn, in small
parties filtering through the woods by all the paths that led most directly to
Wales; but they came back with the dark, empty-handed. Lame or no, Anion had
contrived to vanish within half a day. The tale had gone forth through the town
and the Foregate by then, every shop had it and every customer, the ale, houses
discussed it avidly, and the general agreement was that neither Hugh Beringar
nor any other man need look further for the sheriff’s murderer. The dour
cattle-man with a grudge had been heard going into and leaving the
death-chamber, and on being questioned had fled. Nothing could be simpler. And that was the day when they buried
Gilbert Prestcote, in the tomb he had had made for himself in a transept of the
abbey church. Half the nobility of the shire was there to do him honour, and
Hugh Beringar with an escort of his officers, and the provost of Shrewsbury,
Geoffrey Corviser, with his son Philip and his son’s wife Emma, and all the
solid merchants of the town guild. The sheriff’s widow came in deep mourning,
with her small son round-eyed and awed at the end of her arm. Music and
ceremony, and the immensity of the vault, and the candles and the torches, all
charmed and fascinated him; he was good as gold throughout the service. And whatever personal enemies Gilbert
Prestcote might have had, he had been a fair and trusted sheriff to this county
in general, and the merchant princes were well aware of the relative security
and justice they had enjoyed under him, where much of England suffered a far
worse fate. So in his passing Gilbert had his due, and
his people’s weighty and deserved intercession for him with his God. “No,” said Hugh, waiting for Cadfael as
the brothers came out from Vespers that evening, “nothing as yet. Crippled or
not, it seems young Anion has got clean away. I’ve set a watch along the
border, in case he’s lying in covert this side till the hunt is called off, but
I doubt he’s already over the dyke. And whether to be glad or sorry for it,
that’s more than I know. I have Welsh in my own manor, Cadfael, I know what
drives them, and the law that vindicates them where ours condemns. I’ve been a
frontiersman all my life, tugged two ways.” “You must pursue it,” said Cadfael with
sympathy. “You have no choice.” “No, none. Gilbert was my chief,” said
Hugh, “and had my loyalty. Very little we two had in common, I don’t know that
I even liked him overmuch. But respect—yes, that we had. His wife is taking her
son back to the castle tonight, with what little she brought here. I’m waiting
now to conduct her.” Her stepdaughter was already departed with Sister Magdalen
and the cloth-merchant’s daughter, to the solitude of Godric’s Ford. “He’ll
miss his sister,” said Hugh, diverted into sympathy for the little boy. “So will another,” said Cadfael, “when he
hears of her going. And the news of Anion’s flight could not change her mind?” “No, she’s marble, she’s damned him. Scold
if you will,” said Hugh, wryly smiling, “but I’ve let fall the word in his ear
already that she’s off to study the nun’s life. Let him stew for a while—he
owes us that, at least. And I’ve accepted his parole, his and the other lad’s,
Eliud. Either one of them has gone bail for himself and his cousin, not to stir
a foot beyond the barbican, not to attempt escape, if I let them have the run
of the wards. They’ve pledged their necks, each for the other. Not that I want
to wring either neck, they suit very well as they are, untwisted, but no harm
in accepting their pledges.” “And I make no doubt,” said Cadfael,
eyeing him closely, “that you have a very sharp watch posted on your gates, and
a very alert watchman on your walls, to see whether either of the two, or which
of the two, breaks and runs for it.” “I should be ashamed of my stewardship,”
said Hugh candidly, “if I had not.” “And do they know, by this time, that a
bastard Welsh cowman in the abbey’s service has cast his crutch and run for his
life?” “They know it. And what do they say? They
say with one voice, Cadfael, that such a humble soul and Welsh into the
bargain, without kin or privilege here in England, would run as soon as eyes
were cast on him, sure of being blamed unless he could show he was a mile from
the matter at the fatal time. And can you find fault with that? It’s what I
said myself when you brought me the same news.” “No fault,” said Cadfael thoughtfully.
“Yet matter for consideration, would you not say? From the threatened to the
threatened, that’s large grace.” Chapter Nine OWAIN GWYNEDD SENT BACK HIS RESPONSE to
the events at Shrewsbury on the day after Anion’s flight, by the mouth of young
John Marchmain, who had remained in Wales to stand surety for Gilbert Prestcote
in the exchange of prisoners. The half-dozen Welsh who had escorted him home came
only as far as the gates of the town, and there saluted and withdrew again to
their own country. John, son to Hugh’s mother’s younger
sister, a gangling youth of nineteen, rode into the castle stiff with the
dignity of the embassage with which he was entrusted, and reported himself
ceremoniously to Hugh. “Owain Gwynedd bids me say that in the
matter of a death so brought about, his own honour is at stake, and he orders
his men here to bear themselves in patience and give all possible aid until the
truth is known, the murderer uncovered, and they vindicated and free to return.
He sends me back as freed by fate. He says he has no other prisoner to exchange
for Elis ap Cynan, nor will he lift a finger to deliver him until both guilty
and innocent are known.” Hugh, who had known him from infancy, hoisted
impressed eyebrows into his dark hair, whistled and laughed. “You may stoop
now, you’re flying too high for me.” “I speak for a high, flying hawk,” said
John, blowing out a great breath and relaxing into a grin as he leaned back
against the guard-room wall. “Well, you’ve understood him. That’s the elevated
tenor of it. He says hold them and find your man. But there’s more. How recent
is the news you have from the south? I fancy Owain has his eyes and ears alert
up and down the borders, where your writ can hardly go. He says that the
empress is likely to win her way and be crowned queen, for Bishop Henry has let
her into Winchester cathedral, where the crown and the treasure are guarded,
and the archbishop of Canterbury is dilly, dallying, putting her off with—he
can’t well acknowledge her until he’s spoken with the king. And by God, so he
has, for he’s been to Bristol and taken a covey of bishops with him, and been
let in to speak with Stephen in his prison.” And what says King Stephen?”
wondered Hugh. “He told them, in that large way of his,
that they kept their own consciences, that they must do, of course, what seemed
to them best. And so they will, says Owain, what seems to them best for their
own skins! They’ll bend their necks and go with the victor. But here’s what
counts and what Owain has in mind. Ranulf of Chester is well aware of all this,
and knows by now that Gilbert Prestcote is dead and this shire, he thinks, is
in confusion, and the upshot is he’s probing south, towards Shropshire and over
into Wales, pouring men into his forward garrisons and feeling his way ahead by
easy stages.” And what does Owain ask of us?” questioned Hugh, with kindling
brightness. “He says, if you will come north with a
fair force, show your hand all along the Cheshire border, and reinforce
Oswestry and Whitchurch and every other fortress up there, you will be helping
both yourself and him, and he will do as much for you against the common enemy.
And he says he’ll come to the border at Rhyd-y-Croesau by Oswestry two days
from now, about sunset, if you’re minded to come and speak with him there.” “Very firmly so minded!” said Hugh
heartily, and rose to embrace his glowing cousin round the shoulders, and haul
him out about the business of meeting Owain’s challenge and invitation, with
the strongest force possible from a beleaguered shire. That Owain had given them only two and a
half days in which to muster, provide cover for the town and castle with a
depleted garrison, and get their host into the north of the shire in time for
the meeting on the border, was rather an earnest of the ease and speed with
which Owain could move about his own mountainous land than a measure of the
urgency of their mutual watch. Hugh spent the rest of that day making his
dispositions in Shrewsbury and sending out his call for men to those who owed
service. At dawn the next day his advance party would leave, and he himself
with the main body by noon. There was much to be done in a matter of hours. Lady Prestcote was also marshalling her
servants and possessions in her high, bleak apartments, ready to leave next
morning for the most easterly and peaceful of her manors. She had already sent
off one string of pack-ponies with three of her men-servants. But while she was
in town it was sensible to purchase such items as she knew to be in short
supply where she was bound, and among other commodities she had requested a
number of dried herbs from Cadfael’s store. Her lord might be dead and in his
tomb, but she had still an honour to administer, and for her son’s sake had
every intention of proving herself good at it. Men might die, but the meats
necessary to the living would still require preservatives, salts and spices to
keep them good and palatable. The boy was given, also, to a childish cough in
spring, and she wanted a jar of Cadfael’s herbal rub for his chest. Between
them, Gilbert Prestcote the younger and domestic cares would soon fill up the
gap, already closing, where Gilbert Prestcote the elder had been. There was no real need for Cadfael to
deliver the herbs and medicines in person, but he took advantage of the
opportunity as much to satisfy his curiosity as to enjoy the walk and the fresh
air on a fine, if blustery, March day. Along the Foregate, over the bridge
spanning a Severn muddied land turgid from the thaw in the mountains, in
through the town gate, up the long, steep curve of the Wyle, and gently
downhill from the High Cross to the castle gatehouse, he went with eyes and
ears alert, stopping many times to exchange greetings and pass the time of day.
And everywhere men were talking of Anion’s flight, and debating whether he
would get clean away or be hauled back before night in a halter… Hugh’s muster was not yet common gossip in
the town, though by nightfall it surely would be. But as soon as Cadfael
entered the castle wards it was plain, by the purposeful bustle everywhere,
that something of importance was in hand. The smith and the fletchers were hard
at work, so were the grooms, and store-wagons were being loaded to follow
stolidly after the faster horse, and foot-men. Cadfael delivered his herbs to
the maid who came down to receive them, and went looking for Hugh. He found him
directing the stalling of commandeered horses in the stables. “You’re moving, then? Northward?” said
Cadfael, watching without surprise. “And making quite a show, I see.” “With luck, it need be only a show,” said
Hugh, breaking his concentration to give his friend a warm sidelong smile. “Is it Chester feeling his oats?” Hugh
laughed and told him. “With Owain one side of the border and me the other, he
should think twice. He’s no more than trying his arm. He knows Gilbert is gone,
but me he does not know. Not yet!” “High time he should know Owain,” observed
Cadfael. “Men of sense have measured and valued him some while since, I fancy.
And Ranulf is no fool, though I wouldn’t say he’s not capable of folly, blown
up by success as he is. The wisest man in his cups may step too large and fall
on his face.” And he asked, alert to all the sounds about him, and all the
shadows that patterned the cobbles: “Do your Welsh pair know where you’re
bound, and why, and who sent you word?” He had lowered his voice to ask it, and
Hugh, without need of a reason, did the same. “Not from me. I’ve had no time to
spare for civilities. But they’re at large. Why?” He did not turn his head; he
had noted where Cadfael was looking. “Because they’re bearing down on us, the
pair in harness. And in anxiety.” Hugh made their approach easier, waving into
the groom’s hands the thickset grey he had been watching about the cobbles, and
turning naturally to withdraw from the stables as from a job finished for the
present. And there they were, Elis and Eliud, shoulders together as though they
had been born in one linked birth, moving in on him with drawn brows and
troubled eyes. “My lord Beringar…” It was Eliud who spoke
for them, the quiet, the solemn, the earnest one. “You’re moving to the border?
There’s threat of war? Is it with Wales?” To the border, yes,” said Hugh
easily, “there to meet with the prince of Gwynedd. The same that bade you and
all your company here bear your souls in patience and work with me for justice
concerning the matter you know of. No, never fret! Owain Gwynedd lets me know
that both he and I have a common interest in the north of this shire, and a
common enemy trying his luck there. Wales is in no danger from me and my shire,
I believe, in no danger from Wales. At least,” he added, reconsidering briskly,
“not from Gwynedd.” The cousins looked along wide, straight shoulders at each
other, measuring thoughts. Elis said abruptly: “My lord, but keep an eye to
Powys. They… we,” he corrected in a gasp of disgust, “we went to Lincoln under
the banner of Chester. If it’s Chester now, they’ll know in Caus as soon as you
move north. They may think it time… think it safe… The ladies there at Godric’s
Ford…” “A parcel of silly women,” said Cadfael
musingly into his cowl, but audibly, “and old and ugly into the bargain.” The
round, ingenuous face under the tangle of black curls flamed from neck to brow,
but did not lower its eyes or lose its fixed intensity. “I’m confessed and
shriven of all manner of follies,” said Elis sturdily, “that among them. Only
do keep a watch on them! I mean it! That failure will rankle, they may still
venture.” “I had thought of it,” said Hugh
patiently. “I have no mind to strip this border utterly of men.” The boy’s blush faded and flamed anew.
“Pardon!” he said. “It is your field. Only I do know… It will have gone deep,
that rebuff.” Eliud plucked at his cousin’s arm, drawing
him back. They withdrew some paces without withdrawing their twin, troubled
gaze. At the gate of the stables they turned, still with one last glance over
their shoulders, and went away still linked, as one disconsolate creature. “Christ!” said Hugh on a blown breath,
looking after them. And I with less men than I should like, if truth be told,
and that green child to warn me! As if I do not know I take chances now with
every breath I draw and every archer I move. Should I ask him how a man spreads
half a company across three times a company’s span?” “Ah, but he would have your whole force
drawn up between Godric’s Ford and his own countrymen,” said Cadfael
tolerantly. “The girl he fancies is there. I doubt if he cares so much what
happens to Oswestry or Whitchurch, provided the Long Forest is left
undisturbed. They’ve neither of them given you any trouble?” “Good as gold! Not a step even into the
shadow of the gate.” It was said with casual certainty. Cadfael drew his own
conclusions. Hugh had someone commissioned to watch every move the two
prisoners made, and knew all that they did, if not all that they said, from
dawn to dark, and if ever one of them did advance a foot over the threshold,
his toes would be promptly and efficiently trampled on. Unless, of course, it
was more important to follow, and find out with what intent he broke his
parole. But when Hugh was in the north, who was to say his deputy would
maintain the same unobtrusive watch? “Who is it you’re leaving in charge here?” “Young Alan Herbard. But Will Warden will
have a hand on his shoulder. Why, do you expect a bolt for it as soon as my
back’s turned?” By the tone of his voice Hugh was in no great anxiety on that
score. “There’s no absolute certainty in any man, when it comes to it, but
those two have been schooled under Owain, and measure themselves by him, and by
and large I’d take their word.” So thought Cadfael, too. Yet it’s truth
that to any man may come the one extreme moment when he turns his back on his
own nature and goes the contrary way. Cadfael caught one more glimpse of the
cousins as he turned for home and passed through the outer ward. They were up
on the guard, walk of the curtain wall, leaning together in one of the wide embrasures
between the merlons, and gazing clean across the busy wards of the castle into
the hazy distance beyond the town, on the road to Wales. Eliud’s arm was about
Elis’s shoulders, to settle them comfortably into the space, and the two faces
were close together and equally intent and reticent. Cadfael went back through
the town with that dual likeness before his mind’s eye, curiously memorable and
deeply disturbing. More than ever they looked to him like mirror images, where
left and right were interchangeable, the bright side and the dark side of the
same being. Sybilla Prestcote departed, her son on his
stout brown pony at her elbow, her train of servants and pack, horses stirring
the March mire which the recent east winds were drying into fine dust. Hugh’s
advance party had left at dawn, he and his main body of archers and men-at-arms
followed at noon, and the commissariat wagons creaked along the northern road
between the two groups, soon overhauled and left behind on the way to Oswestry.
In the castle a somewhat nervous Alan Herbard, son of a knight and eager for
office, mounted scrupulous guard and made every round of his responsibilities
twice, for fear he had missed something the first time. He was athletic, fairly
skilled in arms, but of small experience as yet, and well aware that any one of
the sergeants Hugh had left behind was better equipped for the task in hand
than he. They knew it, too, but spared him the too obvious demonstration of it. A curious quiet descended on town and
abbey with the departure of half the garrison, as though nothing could now
happen here. The Welsh prisoners were condemned to boredom in captivity, the
quest for Gilbert’s murderer was at a standstill, there was nothing to be done
but go on with the daily routine of work and leisure and worship, and wait. And think, since action was suspended.
Cadfael found himself thinking all the more steadily and deeply about the two
missing pieces that held the whole puzzle together, Einon ab Ithel’s gold pin,
which he remembered very clearly, and that mysterious cloth which he had never
seen, but which had stifled a man and urged him out of the world. But was it so certain that he had never
seen it? Never consciously, yet it had been here, here within the enclave,
within the infirmary, within that room. It had been here, and now was not. And
the search for it had been begun the same day, and the gates had been closed to
all men attempting departure from the moment the death was discovered. How long
an interval did that leave? Between the withdrawal of the brothers into the
refectory and the finding of Gilbert dead, any man might have walked out by the
gatehouse unquestioned. A matter of nearly two hours. That was one possibility. The second possibility, thought Cadfael
honestly, is that both cloth and pin are still here, somewhere within the
enclave, but so well hidden that all our searching has not uncovered them. And the third—he had been mulling it over
in his mind all day, and repeatedly discarding it as a pointless aberration,
but still it came back insistently, the one loophole. Yes, Hugh had put a guard
on the gate from the moment the crime was known, but three people had been let
out, all the same, the three who could not possibly have killed, since they had
been in the abbot’s company and Hugh’s throughout. Einon ab Ithel and his two
captains had ridden back to Owain Gwynedd. They had not taken any particle of
guilt with them, yet they might unwittingly have taken evidence. Three possibilities, and surely it might
be worth examining even the third and most tenuous. He had lived with the other
two for some days, and pursued them constantly, and all to no purpose. And for
those countrymen of his penned in the castle, and for abbot and prior and
brothers here, and for the dead man’s family, there would be no true peace of
mind until the truth was known. Before Compline Cadfael took his trouble,
as he had done many times before, to Abbot Radulfus. “Either the cloth is still here among us,
Father, but so well hidden that all our searching has failed to find it, or
else it has been taken out of our walls by someone who left in the short time
between the hour of dinner and the discovery of the sheriff’s death, or by
someone who left, openly and with sanction, after that discovery. From that
time Hugh Beringar has had a watch kept on all who left the enclave. For those
who may have passed through the gates before the death was known, I think they
must be few indeed, for the time was short, and the porter did name three, all
good folk of the Foregate on parish business, and all have been visited and are
clearly blameless. That there may be others I do concede, but he has called no
more to mind.” “We know,” said the abbot thoughtfully,
“of three who left that same afternoon, to return to Wales, being by absolute
proof clear of all blame. Also of one, the man Anion, who fled after being
questioned. It is known to you, as it is to me, that for most men Anion’s guilt
is proven by his flight. It is not so to you?” “No, Father, or at least not that mortal
guilt. Something he surely knows, and fears, and perhaps has cause to fear. But
not that. He has been in our infirmary for some weeks, his every possession is
known to all those within—he has little enough, the list is soon ended, and if
ever he had had in his hands such a cloth as I seek, it would have been noticed
and questioned.” Radulfus nodded agreement. “You have not mentioned, though
that also is missing, the gold pin from the lord Einon’s cloak.” That,” said
Cadfael, understanding the allusion, “is possible. It would account for his
flight. And he has been sought, and still is. But if he took the one thing, he
did not bring the other. Unless he had in his hands such a cloth as I have
shadowed for you, Father, then he is no murderer. And that little he had, many
men here have seen and known. Nor, so far as ever we can discover, had this
house ever such a weave within its store, to be pilfered and so misused.” “Yet if this cloth came and went in that
one day,” said Radulfus, “are you saying it went hence with the Welsh lords? We
know they did no wrong. If they had cause to think anything in their baggage,
on returning, had to do with this matter, would they not have sent word?” “They would have no such cause, Father,
they would not know it had any importance to us. Only after they were gone did
we recover those few frail threads I have shown you. How should they know we
were seeking such a thing? Nor have we had any word from them, nothing but the
message from Owain Gwynedd to Hugh Beringar. If Einon ab Ithel valued and has
missed his jewel, he has not stopped to think he may have lost it here.” “And you think, asked the abbot,
considering, “that it might be well to speak with Einon and his officers, and
examine these things?” “At your will only,” said Cadfael. “There
is no knowing if it will lead to more knowledge than we have. Only, it may! And
there are so many souls who need for their comfort to have this matter
resolved. Even the guilty.” “He most of all,” said Radulfus, and sat a
while in silence. There in the parlour the light was only now beginning to
fade. A cloudy day would have brought the dusk earlier. About this time,
perhaps a little before, Hugh would have been waiting on the great dyke at
Rhyd-y-Croesau by Oswestry for Owain Gwynedd. Unless, of course, Owain was like
him in coming early to any meeting. Those two would understand each other
without too many words. “Let us go to Compline,” said the abbot, stirring, “and
pray for enlightenment. Tomorrow after Prime we will speak again.” The Welsh of Powys had done very well out
of their Lincoln venture, undertaken rather for plunder than out of any desire
to support the earl of Chester, who was more often enemy than ally. Madog ap
Meredith was quite willing to act in conjunction with Chester again, provided
there was profit in it for Madog, and the news of Ranulf’s probes into the
borders of Gwynedd and Shropshire alerted him to pleasurable possibilities. It
was some years since the men of Powys had captured and partially burned the castle
of Caus, after the death of William Corbett and in the absence of his brother
and heir, and they had held on to this advanced outpost ever since, a
convenient base for further incursions. With Hugh Beringar gone north, and half
the Shrewsbury garrison with him, the time seemed ripe for action. The first thing that happened was a
lightning raid from Caus along the valley towards Minsterley, the burning of an
isolated farmstead and the driving off of a few cattle. The raiders drew off as
rapidly as they had advanced, when the men of Minsterley mustered against them,
and vanished into Caus and through the hills into Wales with their booty. But
it was indication enough that they might be expected back and in greater
strength, since this first assay had passed off so easily and without loss.
Alan Herbard sweated, spared a few men to reinforce Minsterley, and waited for
worse. News of this tentative probe reached the
abbey and the town next morning. The deceptive calm that followed was too good
to be true, but the men of the borders, accustomed to insecurity as the
commonplace of life, stolidly picked up the pieces and kept their billhooks and
pitchforks ready to hand. “It would seem, however,” said Abbot
Radulfus, pondering the situation without surprise or alarm, but with concern
for a shire threatened upon two fronts, “that this conference in the north
would be the better informed, on both parts, if they knew of this raid. There
is a mutual interest. However short, lived it may prove,” he added drily, and
smiled. A stranger to the Welsh, he had learned a great deal since his
appointment in Shrewsbury. “Gwynedd is close neighbour to Chester, as Powys is
not, and their interests are very different. Moreover, it seems the one is to
be trusted to be both honourable and sensible. The other—no, I would not say
either wise or stable by our measure. I do not want these western people of
ours harried and plundered, Cadfael. I have been thinking of what we said
yesterday. If you return once again to Wales, to find these lords who visited
us, you will also be close to where Hugh Beringar confers with the prince.” “Certainly,” said Cadfael, “for Einon ab
Ithel is next in line to Owain Gwynedd’s penteulu, the captain of his own
guard. They will be together.” “Then if I send you, as my envoy, to
Einon, it would be well if you should also go to the castle, and make known to
this young deputy there that you intend this journey, and can carry such
messages as he may wish to Hugh Beringar. You know, I think,” said Radulfus
with his dark smile, “how to make such a contact discreetly. The young man is
new to office.” “I must, in any case, pass through the
town,” said Cadfael mildly, “and clearly I ought to report my errand to the
authorities at the castle, and have their leave to pass. It is a good
opportunity, where men are few and needed.” “True,” said Radulfus, thinking how
acutely men might shortly be needed down the border. “Very well! Choose a horse
to your liking. You have leave to deal as you think best. I want this death
reconciled and purged, I want God’s peace on my infirmary and within my walls,
and the debt paid. Go, do what you can.” There was no difficulty at the castle.
Herbard needed only to be told that an envoy from the abbot was bound into
Oswestry and beyond, and he added an embassage of his own to his sheriff. Raw
and uneasy though he might be, he was braced and steeled to cope with whatever
might come, but it was an additional shell of armour to have informed his
chief. He was frightened but resolute; Cadfael thought he shaped well, and
might be a useful man to Hugh, once blooded. And that might be no long way off. “Let the lord Beringar know,” said
Herbard, “that I intend a close watch on the border by Caus. But I desire he
should know the men of Powys are on the move. And if there are further raids, I
will send word.” “He shall know,” said Cadfael, and
forthwith rode back a short spell through the town, down from the High Cross to
the Welsh bridge, and so north, west for Oswestry. It was two days later that the next thrust
came. Madog ap Meredith had been pleased with his first probe, and brought more
men into the field before he launched his attack in force. Down the Rea valley
to Minsterley they swarmed, burned and looted, wheeled both ways round
Minsterley, and flowed on towards Pontesbury. In Shrewsbury castle Welsh ears, as well
as English, stretched and quivered to the bustle and fever of rumours. “They are out!” said Elis, tense and
sleepless beside his cousin in the night. “Oh God, and Madog with this grudge
to pay off! And she is there! Melicent is there at Godric’s Ford. Oh, Eliud, if
he should take it into his head to take revenge!” “You’re fretting for nothing,” Eliud
insisted passionately. “They know what they’re doing here, they’re on the
watch, they’ll not let any harm come to the nuns. Besides, Madog is not aiming
there, but along the valley, where the pickings are best. And you saw yourself
what the forest men can do. Why should he try that a second time? It wasn’t his
own nose was put out of joint there, either, you told me who led that raid.
What plunder is there at Godric’s Ford for such as Madog, compared with the fat
farms in the Minsterley valley? No, surely she’s safe there.” “Safe! How can you say it? Where is there
any safety? They should never have let her go.” Elis ground angry fists in the
rustling straw of their palliasse, and heaved himself round in the bed. “Oh,
Eliud, if only I were out of here and free…” “But you’re not,” said Eliud, with the
exasperated sharpness of one racked by the same pain, “and neither am I. We’re
bound, and nothing we can do about it. For God’s sake, do some justice to these
English, they’re neither fools nor cravens, they’ll hold their city and their
ground, and they’ll take care of their women, without having to call on you or
me. What right have you to doubt them? And you to talk so, who went raiding
there yourself!” Elis subsided with a defeated sigh and a drear smile. “And got
my come, uppance for it! Why did I ever go with Cadwaladr? God knows how often
and how bitterly I’ve repented it since.” “You would not be told,” said Eliud sadly,
ashamed at having salted the wound. “But she will be safe, you’ll see, no harm
will come to her, no harm will come to the nuns. Trust these English to look
after their own. You must! There’s nothing else we can do.” “If I were free,” Elis agonised
helplessly, “I’d fetch her away from there, take her somewhere out of all
danger…” “She would not go with you,” Eliud
reminded him bleakly. “You, of all people! Oh, God, how did we ever get into
this quagmire, and how are we ever to get out of it?” “If I could reach her, I could persuade
her. In the end she would listen. She’ll have remembered me better by now,
she’ll know she wrongs me. She’d go with me. If only I could reach her…” “But you’re pledged, as I am,” said Eliud
flatly. “We’ve given our word, and it was freely accepted. Neither you nor I
can stir a foot out of the gates without being dishonoured.” “No,” agreed Elis miserably, and fell
silent and still, staring into the darkness of the shallow vault over them. Chapter Ten BROTHER CADFAEL ARRIVED IN OSWESTRY BY
EVENING, to find town and castle alert and busy, but Hugh Beringar already
departed. He had moved east after his meeting with Owain Gwynedd, they told
him, to Whittington and Ellesmere, to see his whole northern border stiffened
and call up fresh levies as far away as Whitchurch. While Owain had moved north
on the border to meet the constable of Chirk and see that corner of the
confederacy secure and well-manned. There had been some slight brushes with
probing parties from Cheshire, but so tentative that it was plain Ranulf was
feeling his way with caution, testing to see how well organised the opposition
might prove to be. So far he had drawn off at the first encounter. He had made
great gains at Lincoln and had no intention of endangering them now, but a very
human desire to add to them if he found his opponents unprepared. “Which he will not,” said the cheerful
sergeant who received Cadfael into the castle and saw his horse stabled and the
rider well entertained. “The earl is no madman to shove his fist into a
hornets’ nest. Leave him one weak place he can gnaw wider and he’d be in, but
we’re leaving him none. He thought he might do well, knowing Prestcote was
gone. He thought our lad would be green and easy. He’s learning different! And
if these Welsh of Powys have an ear pricked this way, they should also take the
omens. But who’s to reason what the Welsh will do? This Owain, now, he’s a man
on his own. Straw-gold like a Saxon, and big! What’s such a one doing in
Wales?” “He came here?” asked Cadfael, feeling his
Cambrian blood stir in welcome. “Last night, to sup with Beringar, and
rode for Chirk at dawn. Welsh and English will man that fortress instead of
fighting over it. There’s a marvel!” Cadfael pondered his errands and
considered time. “Where would Hugh Beringar be this night, do you suppose?” “At Ellesmere, most like. And tomorrow at
Whitchurch. The next day before we should look for him back here. He means to meet
again with Owain, and make his way down the border after, if all goes well
here.” “And if Owain lies at Chirk tonight, where
will he be bound tomorrow?” “He has his camp still at Tregeiriog, with
his friend Tudur ap Rhys. It’s there he’s called whatever new levies come in to
his border service.” So he must keep touch there always, in
order to deploy his forces wherever they might be needed. And if he returned
there the next night, so would Einon ab Ithel. “I’ll sleep the night here,” said Cadfael,
“and tomorrow I’ll also make for Tregeiriog. I know the maenol and its lord.
I’ll wait for Owain there. And do you let Hugh Beringar know that the Welsh of
Powys are in the field again, as I’ve told you. Small harm yet, and should
there be worse, Herbard will send word here. But if this border holds fast, and
bloodies Chester’s nose wherever he ventures it, Madog ap Meredith will also
learn sense.” This extreme border castle of Oswestry,
with its town, was the king’s, but the manor of Maesbury, of which it had
become the head, was Hugh’s own native place, and there was no man here who did
not hold with him and trust him. Cadfael felt the solid security of Hugh’s name
about him, and a garrison doubly loyal, to Stephen and to Hugh. It was a good
feeling, all the more now that Owain Gwynedd spread the benign shadow of his
hand over a border that belonged by location to Powys. Cadfael slept well after
hearing Compline in the castle chapel, rose early, took food and drink, and
crossed the great dyke into Wales. He had all but ten miles to go to
Tregeiriog, winding all the way through the enclosing hills, always with wooded
slopes one side or the other or both, and in open glimpses the bald grass
summits leaning to view, and a sky veiled and still and mild overhead. Not
mountain country, not the steel-blue rocks of the north-west, but hill-country
always, with limited vistas, leaning hangers of woodland, closed valleys that
opened only at the last moment to permit another curtained view. Before he drew
too close to Tregeiriog the expected pickets heaved out of the low brush, to
challenge, recognise and admit him. His Welsh tongue was the first
safe-conduct, and stood him in good stead. All the colours had changed since last he
rode down the steep hillside into Tregeiriog. Round the brown, timbered warmth
of maenol and village beside the river, the trees had begun to soften their
skeletal blackness with a delicate pale-green froth of buds, and on the lofty,
rounded summits beyond the snow was gone, and the bleached pallor of last
year’s grass showed the same elusive tint of new life. Through the browned and
rotting bracken the first fronds uncurled. Here it was already Spring. At the gate of Tudur’s maenol they knew
him, and came readily to lead him in and take charge of his horse. Not Tudur
himself, but his steward, came to welcome the guest and do the honours of the
house. Tudur was with the prince, doubtless at this hour on his way back from
Chirk. In the cleft of the tributary brook behind the maenol the turfed camp, fires
of his border levies gave off blue wisps of smoke on the still air. By evening
the hall would again be Owain’s court, and all his chief captains in this
border patrol mustered about his table. Cadfael was shown to a small chamber
within the house, and offered the ceremonial water to wash off the dust of
travel from his feet. This time it was a maid-servant who waited upon him, but
when he emerged into the court it was to see Cristina advancing upon him in a
flurry of blown skirts and flying hair from the kitchens. “Brother Cadfael… it is you! They told
me,” she said, halting before him breathless and intent, “there was a brother
come from Shrewsbury, I hoped it might be you. You know them, you can tell me
the truth… about Elis and Eliud…” “What have they already told you?” asked
Cadfael. “Come within, where we can be quiet, and what I can tell you, that I
will, for I know you must have been in bitter anxiety.” But for all that, he
thought ruefully, as she turned willingly and led the way into the hall, if he
made that good, and told all he knew, it would be little to her comfort. Her
betrothed, for whom she was contending so fiercely with so powerful a rival,
was not only separated from her until proven innocent of murder, but
disastrously in love with another girl as he had never been with her. What can
you say to such a misused lady? Yet it would be infamous to lie to Cristina,
just as surely as it would be cruel to bludgeon her with the blunt truth.
Somewhere between the two he must pick his way. She drew him with her into a corner of the
hall, remote and shadowed at this hour when most of the men were out about
their work, and there they sat down together against smoky tapestries, her
black hair brushing his shoulder as she poured out what she knew and begged for
what she needed to know. “The English lord died, that I know,
before ever Einon ab Ithel was ready to leave, and they are saying it was no
simple death from his wounds, and all those who are not proven blameless must
stay there as prisoners and suspect murderers, until the guilt is proven on
some one man—English or Welsh, lay or brother, who knows? And here we must wait
also. But what is being done to set them free? How are you to find the guilty
one? Is all this true? I know Einon came back and spoke with Owain Gwynedd, and
I know the prince will not receive his men back until they are cleared of all
blame. He says he sent back a dead man, and a dead man cannot buy back one
living. And moreover, that your dead man’s ransom must be a life—the life of
his murderer. Do you believe any man of ours owes that debt?” “I dare not say there is any man who might
not kill, given some monstrous, driving need,” said Cadfael honestly. “Or any woman, either,” she said with a
fierce, helpless sigh. “But you have not fixed on any one man for this deed? No
finger has been pointed? Not yet?” No, of course she did not know. Einon had
left before ever Melicent cried out both her love and her hatred, accusing
Elis. No further news had yet reached these parts. Even if Hugh had now spoken
of this matter with the prince, no such word had yet found its way back here to
Tregeiriog. But surely it would, when Owain returned. In the end she would hear
how her betrothed had fallen headlong in love with another woman, and been accused
by her of her father’s murder, murder for love that put an end to love. And
where did that leave Cristina? Forgotten, eclipsed, but still in tenuous
possession of a bridegroom who did not want her, and could not have the bride
he did want! Such a tangled coil enmeshing all these four hapless children! “Fingers have been pointed, more than one
way,” said Cadfael, “but there is no proof against one man more than another.
No one is yet in danger of his life, and all are in health and well enough
treated, even if they must be confined. There is no help for it but to wait and
believe in justice.” “Believing in justice is not always so
easy,” she said tartly. “You say they are well? And they are together, Elis and
Eliud?” “They are. They have that comfort. And
within the castle wards they have their liberty. They have given their word not
to try to escape, and it has been accepted. They are well enough, you may
believe that.” “But you can give me no hope, set me no
period, when he will come home?” She sat confronting Cadfael with great, steady
eyes, and in her lap her fingers were knotted so tightly that the knuckles
shone white as naked bone. “Even if he does come home, living and justified,”
she said. “That I can tell no more than you,”
Cadfael owned wryly. “But I will do what I can to shorten the time. This
waiting is hard upon you, I know it.” But how much harder would the return be,
if ever Elis came back vindicated, only to pursue his suit for Melicent
Prestcote, and worm his way out of his Welsh betrothal. It might even be better
if she had warning now, before the blow fell. Cadfael was pondering what he
could best do for her, and with only half an ear tuned to what she was saying. “At least I have purged my own soul,” she
said, as much to herself as to him. “I have always known how well he loves me,
if only he did not love his cousin as well or better. Fosterlings are like
that—you are Welsh, you know it. But if he could not bring himself to undo what
was done so ill, I have done it for him now. I tired of silence. Why should we
bleed without a cry? I have done what had to be done, I’ve spoken with my
father and with his. In the end I shall have my way.” She rose, giving him a
pale but resolute smile. “We shall be able to speak again, brother, before you
leave us. I must go and see how things fare in the kitchen, they’ll be home
with the evening.” He gave her an abstracted farewell, and watched her cross
the hall with her free, boy’s stride and straight, proud carriage. Not until
she had reached the door did he realise the meaning of what she had said.
“Cristina!” he called in startled enlightenment; but the door had closed and
she was gone. There was no error, he had heard aright.
She knew how well he loved her, if only he did not love his cousin as well or better,
in the way of fosterlings! Yes, all that he had known before, he had seen it
manifested in their warring exchanges, and misread it utterly. How a man can be
deceived, where every word, every aspect, confirms him in his blindness! Not a
single lie spoken or intended, yet the sum total a lie. She had spoken with her father—and with
his! Cadfael heard in his mind’s ear Elis ap
Cynan’s blithe voice accounting for himself when first he came to Shrewsbury.
Owain Gwynedd was his overlord, and had overseen him in the fosterage where he
had placed him when his father died… “… with my uncle Griffith ap Meilyr, where
I grew up with my cousin Eliud as brothers…” Two young men, close as twins, far
too close to make room for the bride destined for one of them. Yes, and she
fighting hard for what she claimed as her rights, and knowing there was love
deep enough and wild enough to match her love, if only… If only a mistaken bond
made in infancy could be honourably dissolved. If only those two could be
severed, that dual creature staring into a mirror, the left, handed image and
the right, handed, and which of them the reality? How is a stranger to tell? But now he knew. She had not used the word
loosely, of the kinsman who had reared them both. No, she meant just what she
had said. An uncle may also be a foster-father, but only a natural father is a
father. They came, as before, with the dusk.
Cadfael was still in a daze when he heard them come, and stirred himself to go
out and witness the torchlit bustle in the court, the glimmer on the coats of
the horses, the jingle of harness, bit and spur, the cheerful and purposeful
hum of entwining voices, the hissing and crooning of the grooms, the trampling
of hooves and the very faint mist of warm breath in the chilling but frostless
air. A grand, vigorous pattern of lights and shadows, and the open door of the
hall glowing warmly for welcome. Tudur ap Rhys was the first down from the
saddle, and himself strode to hold his prince’s stirrup. Owain Gwynedd’s fair
hair gleamed uncovered in the ruddy light of the torches as he sprang down, a
head taller than his host. Man after man they came, chieftain after chieftain,
the princelings of Gwynedd’s nearer commoes, the neighbours of England. Cadfael
stood to survey each one as he dismounted, and lingered until all were on foot,
and their followers dispersed into the camps beyond the maenol. But he did not
find among them Einon ab Ithel, whom he sought. “Einon?” said Tudur, questioned. “He’s
following, though he may come late to table. He had a visit to pay in
Llansantffraid, he has a daughter married there, and his first grandson is come
new into the world. Before the evening’s out he’ll be with us. You’re heartily
welcome to my roof again, brother, all the more if you bring news to please the
prince’s ear. It was an ill thing that happened there with you, he feels it as
a sad stain on a clean acquaintance.” “I’m rather seeking than bringing
enlightenment,” Cadfael confessed. “But I trust one man’s ill deed cannot mar
these meetings between your prince and our sheriff. Owain Gwynedd’s goodwill is
gold to us in Shropshire, all the more since Madog ap Meredith is showing his
teeth again.” “Do you tell me so? Owain will want to
hear of it, but after supper will be the fitting time. I’ll make you a place at
the high table.” Since he had in any case to wait for the arrival of Einon,
Cadfael sat back to study and enjoy the gathering in Tudur’s hall over supper,
the warmth of the central fire, the torches, the wine, and the harping. A man
of Tudur’s status was privileged to possess a harp and maintain his own harper,
in addition to his duty to be a generous patron to travelling minstrels. And
with the prince here to praise and be praised, they had a rivalry of singers
that lasted throughout the meal. There was still a deal of coming and going in
the courtyard, late-comers riding in, officers from the camps patrolling their
bounds and changing pickets, and the womenfolk fetching and carrying, and
loitering to talk to the archers and men-at-arms. For the time being this was
the court of Gwynedd, where petitioners, bringers of gifts, young men seeking
office and favour, all must come. The dishes had been removed, and the mead
and wine were circulating freely, when Tudur’s steward came into the hall and
made for the high table. “My lord, there’s one here asks leave to
present to you his natural son, whom he has acknowledged and admitted to his
kinship only two days ago. Griffri ap Llywarch, from close by Meifod. Will you
hear him?” “Willingly,” said Owain, pricking up his
fair head to stare down through the smoke and shadows of the hall with some
curiosity. “Let Griffri ap Llywarch come in and be welcome.” Cadfael had not
paid due attention to the name, and might not even have recognised it if he had,
nor was he likely to recognise a man he had never seen before. The newcomer
followed the steward into the hall, and up between the tables to the high
place. A lean, sinewy man, perhaps fifty years old, balding and bearded, with a
hillman’s gait, and the weathered face and wrinkled, far-seeing eyes of the
shepherd. His clothing was plain and brown, but good homespun. He came straight
to the dais, and made the Welshman’s brisk, unservile reverence to the prince. “My lord Owain, I have brought you my son,
that you may know and approve him. For the only son I had by my wife is two
years and more dead, and I was without children, until this my son by another
woman came to me declaring his birth and proving it. And I have acknowledged
him mine and brought him into my kinship, and as mine he is accepted. Now I ask
your countenance also.” He stood proudly, glad of what he had to say and of the
young man he had to present; and Cadfael would have had neither eyes nor ears
for any other man present, if it had not been for the courteous silence that
had followed him up the hall, and the one clear sound that carried in it.
Shadows and smoke veiled the figure that followed respectfully at some yards
distance, but the sound of its steps was plainly audible, and went haltingly,
lighter and faster upon one foot. Cadfael’s eyes were upon the son when he came
hesitantly into the torchlight from the high table. This one he knew, though
the black hair was trimmed and thrown proudly back from a face not now sullen
and closed, but open, hopeful and eager, and there was no longer a crutch under
the leaning armpit. Cadfael looked back from Anion ap Griffri
to Griffri ap Llywarch, to whose drear and childless middle age this
unlooked-for son had suddenly supplied a warm heart of hope and content. The
homespun cloak hanging loose upon Griffri’s shoulders bore in its folds a long
pin with a large, chased gold head secured with a thin gold chain. And that,
too, Cadfael had seen before, and knew only too well. So did another witness. Einon ab Ithel had
come in, as one familiar with the household and desirous of making no
inconvenient stir, by the high door from the private chamber, and emerged
behind the prince’s table unnoticed. The man who was holding all attention
naturally drew his. The red of torchlight flashed from the ornament worn openly
and proudly. Its owner had the best reason to know there could not be two such,
not of that exact and massive size and ornamentation. “God’s breath!” swore Einon ab Ithel in a
great bellow of astonishment and indignation. “What manner of thief have we
here, wearing my gold under my very eyes?” Silence fell as ominously as thunder, and
every head whirled from prince and petitioner to stare at this loud accuser.
Einon came round the high table in a few long strides, dropped from the dais so
close as to send Griffri lurching back in alarm, and stabbed a hard brown
finger at the pin that glowed in the drab cloak. “My lord, this—is mine! Gold out of my
earth, I had it mined, I had it made for me, there is not another exactly like
it in this or any land. When I came back from Shrewsbury, on that errand you
know of, it was not in my collar, nor have I seen it since that day. I thought
it fallen somewhere on the road, and made no ado about it. What is it to mourn
for, gold! Now I see it again and marvel. My lord, it is in your hands. Demand
of this man how he comes to be wearing what is mine.” Half the hall was on its
feet, and rumbling with menace, for theft, unmitigated by circumstances, was
the worst crime they acknowledged, and the thief caught red, handed could be
killed on sight by the wronged man. Griffri stood stricken dumb, staring in
bewilderment. Anion flung himself with stretched arms and braced body between
his father and Einon. “My lord, my lord, I gave it, I brought it
to my father. I did not steal… I took a price! Hold my father blameless, if
there is blame it is mine only…” He was sweating with terror, great sudden
gouts that ran on his forehead and were snared in his thick brows. And if he
knew a little Welsh, in this extremity it did not serve him, he had cried out
in English. That gave them all a moment of surprise. And Owain swept a hand
over the hall and brought silence. “Sit, and keep closed mouths. This is my
matter. I’ll have quiet and all here shall have justice.” They murmured, but
they obeyed. In the ensuing hush Brother Cadfael rose unobtrusively to his feet
and made his way round the table and down to the floor of the hall. His
movements, however discreet, drew the prince’s eye. “My lord,” said Cadfael deprecatingly, “I
am of Shrewsbury, I know and am known to this man Anion ap Griffri. He was
raised English, no fault of his. Should he need one to interpret, I can do that
service, so that he may be understood by all here.” “A fair offer,” said Owain, and eyed him
thoughtfully. “Are you also empowered, brother, to speak for Shrewsbury, since
it seems this accusation goes back to that town, and the business of which we
know? And if so, for shire and town or for abbey?” “Here and now,” said Cadfael boldly, “I
will venture for both. And if any find fault hereafter, let it fall on me.” “You are here, I fancy,” said Owain,
considering, “over this very matter.” “I am. In part to look for this same
jewel. For it vanished from Gilbert Prestcote’s chamber in our infirmary on the
day that he died. The cloak that had been added to the sick man’s wrappings in
the litter was handed back to Einon ab Ithel without it. Only after he had left
did we remember and look for the brooch. And only now do I see it again.” “From the room where a man died by
murder,” said Einon. “Brother, you have found more than the gold. You may send
our men home.” Anion stood fearful but steadfast between his father and the
accusing stare of a hall full of eyes. He was white as ice, translucent, as
though all the blood had left his veins. “I did not kill,” he said hoarsely,
and heaved hard to get breath enough to speak. “My lord, I never knew… I
thought the pin was his, Prestcote’s. I took it from the cloak, yes,—” “After you had killed him,” said Einon
harshly. “No! I swear it! I never touched the man.”
He turned in desperate appeal to Owain, who sat listening dispassionately at
the table, his fingers easy round the stem of his wine, cup, but his eyes very
bright and aware. “My lord, only hear me! And hold my father clear of all, for
all he knows is what I have told him, and the same I shall tell you, and as God
sees me, I do not lie.” “Hand up to me,” said Owain, “that pin you
wear.” And as Griffri hurried with trembling fingers to detach it, and reached
up to lay it in the prince’s hand: “So! I have known this too long and seen it
worn too often to be in any doubt whose it is. From you, brother, as from Einon
here, I know how it came to be flung open to hand by the sheriffs bed. Now you
may tell, Anion, how you came by it. English I can follow, you need not fear
being misunderstood. And Brother Cadfael will put what you say into Welsh, so
that all here may understand you.” Anion gulped air and found a creaky voice
that gathered body and passion as he used it. Shock and terror had contracted
his throat, but the flow of words washed constraint away. “My lord, until these
last days I never saw my father, nor he me, but I had a brother, as he has
said, and by chance I got to know him when he came into Shrewsbury with wool to
sell. There was a year between us, and I am the elder. He was my kin, and I
valued him. And once when he visited the town and I was not by, there was a
fight, a man was killed and my brother was blamed for it. Gilbert Prestcote
hanged him!” Owain glanced aside at Cadfael, and waited until this speech had
been translated for the Welshmen. Then he asked: “You know of this case? Was it
fairly done?” “Who knows which hand did the killing?”
said Cadfael. “It was a street brawl, the young men were drunk. Gilbert
Prestcote was hasty by nature, but just. But this is certain, here in Wales the
young man would not have hanged. A blood-price would have paid it.” “Go on,” said Owain. “I carried that grudge on my heart from
that day,” said Anion, gathering passion from old bitterness. “But when did I
ever come within reach of the sheriff? Never until your men brought him into
Shrewsbury wounded and housed him in the infirmary. And I was there with this
broken leg of mine all but healed, and that man only twenty paces from me, only
a wall between us, my enemy at my mercy. While it was all still and the
brothers at dinner, I went into the room where he was. He owed my house a
life—even if I was mongrel, I felt Welsh then, and I meant to take my due
revenge—I meant to kill! The only brother ever I had, and he was merry and good
to look upon, and then to hang for an unlucky blow when he was full of ale! I
went in there to kill. But I could not do it! When I saw my enemy brought down
so low, so old and weary, hardly blood or breath in him… I stood by him and
watched, and all I could feel was sadness. It seemed to me that there was no
call there for vengeance, for all was already avenged. So I thought on another
way. There was no court to set a blood-price or enforce payment, but there was
the gold pin in the cloak beside him. I thought it was his. How could I know?
So I took it as galanas, to clear the debt and the grudge. But by the end of
that day I knew, we all knew, that Prestcote was dead and dead by murder, and
when they began to question even me, I knew that if ever it came out what I had
done it would be said I had also killed him. So I ran. I meant, in any case, to
come and seek my father some day, and tell him my brother’s death was paid for,
but because I was afraid I had to run in haste.” “And come to me he did,” said Griffri
earnestly, his hand upon his son’s shoulder, “and showed me by way of warranty
the yellow mountain stone I gave his mother long ago. But by his face I knew
him, for he’s like the brother he lost. And he gave me that thing you hold, my
lord, and told me that young Griffri’s death was requited, and this was the
token price exacted, and the grudge buried, for our enemy was dead. I did not
well understand him then, for I told him if he had slain Griffri’s slayer, then
he had no right to take a price as well. But he swore to me by most solemn oath
that it was not he who had killed and I believe him. And judge if I am glad to
have a son restored me in my middle years, to be the prop of my old age. For
God’s sake, my lord, do not take him from me now!” In the dour, considering
hush that followed Cadfael completed his translation of what Anion had said,
and took his time about it to allow him to study the prince’s impassive face.
At the end of it the silence continued still for a long minute, since no one
would speak until Owain made it possible. He, too, was in no hurry. He looked
at father and son, pressed together there below the dais in apprehensive
solidarity, he looked at Einon, whose face was as unrevealing as his own, and
last at Cadfael. “Brother, you know more of what has gone
forward in Shrewsbury abbey than any of us here. You know this man. How do you
say? Do you believe his story?” “Yes,” said Cadfael, with grave and
heartfelt gratitude, “I do believe it. It fits with all I know. But I would ask
Anion one question.” “Ask it.” “You stood beside the bed, Anion, and
watched the sleeper. Are you sure that he was then alive?” “Yes, surely,” said Anion wondering. “He breathed,
he moaned in his sleep. I saw and heard. I know.” “My lord,” said Cadfael, watching Owain’s
enquiring eye, “there was another heard to enter and leave that room, some
little while later, someone who went not haltingly, as Anion did, but lightly. That
one did not take anything, unless it was a life. Moreover, I believe what Anion
has told us because there is yet another thing I have to find before I shall
have found Gilbert Prestcote’s murderer.” Owain nodded comprehension, and mused
for a while in silence. Then he picked up the gold pin with a brisk movement,
and held it out to Einon. “How say you? Was this theft?” “I am content,” said Einon and laughed,
releasing the tension in the hall. In the general stir and murmur of returning
ease, the prince turned to his host. “Make a place below there, Tudur, for
Griffri ap Llywarch, and his son Anion.” Chapter Eleven SO THERE WENT SHREWSBURY’S PRIME SUSPECT,
the man gossip had already hanged and buried, down the hall on his father’s
heels, stumbling a little and dazed like a man in a dream, but beginning to
shine as though a torch had been kindled within him; down to a place with his
father at one of the tables, equal among equals. From a serving-maid’s by-blow,
without property or privilege, he was suddenly become a free man, with a
rightful place of his own in a kindred, heir to a respected sire, accepted by
his prince. The threat that had forced him to take to his heels had turned into
the greatest blessing of his life and brought him to the one place that was his
by right in Welsh law, true son to a father who acknowledged him proudly. Here
Anion was no bastard. Cadfael watched the pair of them to their
places, and was glad that something good, at least, should have come out of the
evil. Where would that young man have found the courage to seek out his father,
distant, unknown, speaking another language, if fear had not forced his hand,
and made it easy to leap across a frontier? The ending was well worth the
terror that had gone before. He could forget Anion now. Anion’s hands were
clean. “At least you’ve sent me one man,”
observed Owain, watching thoughtfully as the pair reached their places, “in
return for my eight still in bond. Not a bad figure of a man, either. But no
training in arms, I doubt.” “An excellent cattle-man,” said Cadfael.
“He has an understanding with all animals. You may safely put your horses in
his care.” “And you lose, I gather, your chief
contender for a halter. You have no after-thoughts concerning him?” “None. I am sure he did as he says he did.
He dreamed of avenging himself on a strong and overbearing man, and found a
broken wreck he could not choose but pity.” “No bad ending,” said Owain. “And now I
think we might withdraw to some quieter place, and you shall tell us whatever you
have to tell, and ask whatever you need to ask.” In the prince’s chamber they sat about the
small, wire-guarded brazier, Owain, Tudur, Einan ab Ithel and Cadfael. Cadfael
had brought with him the little box in which he had preserved the wisps of wool
and gold thread. Those precise shades of deep blue and soft rose could not be
carried accurately in the mind, but must continually be referred to the eye,
and matched against whatever fabric came to light. He had the box in the scrip
at his girdle, and was wary of opening it where there might be even the
faintest draught, for fear the frail things within would be blown clean away. A
breath from a loophole could whisk his ominous treasures out of reach in an
instant. He had debated within himself how much he
should tell, but in the light of Cristina’s revelation, and since her father
was here in conference, he told all he knew, how Elis in his captivity had
fallen haplessly in love with Prestcote’s daughter, and how the pair of them
had seen no possible hope of gaining the sheriffs approval for such a match,
hence providing reason enough why Elis should attempt to disturb the invalid’s
rest—whether to remove by murder the obstacle to his love, as Melicent accused,
or to plead his forlorn cause, as Elis himself protested. “So that was the way of it,” said Owain,
and exchanged a straight, hard look with Tudur, unsurprised, and forbearing
from either sympathy or blame. Tudur was on close terms of personal friendship
with his prince, and had surely spoken with him of Cristina’s confidences. Here
was the other side of the coin. “And this was after Einon had left you?” “It was. It came out that the boy had
tried to speak with Gilbert, and been ordered out by Brother Edmund. When the
girl heard of it, she turned on him for a murderer.” “But you do not altogether accept that.
Nor, it seems, has Beringar accepted it.” “There is no more proof of it than that he
was there, beside the bed, when Edmund came and drove him out. It could as well
have been for the boy’s declared purpose as for anything worse. And then,
you’ll understand, there was the matter of the gold pin. We never realised it
was missing, my lord, until you had ridden for home. But very certainly Elis
neither had it on him, nor had had any opportunity to hide it elsewhere before
he was searched. Therefore someone else had been in that room and taken it
away.” “But now that we know what befell my pin,”
said Einon, “and are satisfied Anion did not murder, does not that leave that
boy again in danger of being branded for the killing of a sick and sleeping
man? Though it sorts very poorly,” he added, “with what I know of him.” “Which of us,” said Owain sombrely, “has
never been guilty of some unworthiness that sorts very ill with what our
friends know of us? Even with what we know, or think we know, of ourselves! I
would not rule out any man from being capable once in his life of a gross
infamy.” He looked up at Cadfael. “Brother, I recall you said, within there,
that there was yet one more thing you must find, belore you would have found
Prestcote’s murderer. What is that thing?” “It is the cloth that was used to smother
Gilbert. By its traces it will be known, once found. For it was pressed down
over his nose and mouth, and he breathed it into his nostrils and drew it into
his teeth, and a thread or two of it we found in his beard. No ordinary cloth.
Elis had neither that nor anything else in his hands when he came from the
infirmary. Once I had found and preserved the filaments from it, we searched
for it throughout the abbey precincts, for it could have been a hanging or an
altar-cloth, but we have found nothing to match these fragments. Until we know
what it was, and what became of it, we shall not know who killed Gilbert
Prestcote.” “This is certain?” asked Owain. “You drew
these threads from the dead man’s nostrils and mouth? You think you will know,
when you find it, the very cloth that was used to stifle him?” “I do think so, for the colours are clear,
and not common dyes. I have the box here. But open it with care. What’s within
is fine as cobweb.” Cadfael handed the little box across the brazier. “But not
here. The up-draught from the warmth could blow them away.” Owain took the box
aside, and held it low under one of the lamps, where the light would play into it.
The minute threads quivered faintly, and again were still. “Here’s gold thread,
that’s plain, a twisted strand. The rest—I see it’s wool, by the many hairs and
the live texture. A darker colour and a lighter.” He studied them narrowly, but
shook his head. “I could not say what tints are here, only that the cloth had a
good gold thread woven into it. And I fancy it would be thick, a heavy weave,
by the way the wool curls and crimps. Many more such fine hairs went to make up
this yarn.” “Let me see,” said Einon, and narrowed his
eyes over the box. “I see the gold, but the colours… No, it means nothing to
me.” Tudur peered, and shook his head. “We have not the light for this, my
lord. By day these would show very differently.” It was true, by the mellow light
of these oil, lamps the prince’s hair was deep harvest, gold, almost brown. By
daylight it was the yellow of primroses. “It might be better,” agreed Cadfael,
“to leave the matter until morning. Even had we better vision, what could be
done at this hour?” “This light foils the eye,” said Owain. He
closed the lid over the airy fragments. “Why did you think you might find what
you seek here?” “Because we have not found it within the
pale of the abbey, so we must look outside, wherever men have dispersed from
the abbey. The lord Einon and two captains beside had left us before ever we
recovered these threads, it was a possibility, however frail, that unknowingly
this cloth had gone with them. By daylight the colours will show for what they
truly are. You may yet recall seeing such a weave.” Cadfael took back the box.
It had been a fragile hope at best, but the morrow remained. There was a man’s
life, a man’s soul’s health, snared in those few quivering hairs, and he was
their custodian. “Tomorrow,” said the prince emphatically,
“we will try what God’s light can show us, since ours is too feeble.” In the deep small hours of that same night
Elis awoke in the dark cell in the outer ward of Shrewsbury castle, and lay
with stretched ears, struggling up from the dullness of sleep and wondering
what had shaken him out of so profound a slumber. He had grown used to all the
daytime sounds native to this place, and to the normal unbroken silence of the
night. This night was different, or he would not have been heaved so rudely out
of the only refuge he had from his daytime miseries. Something was not as it
should have been, someone was astir at a time when there was always silence and
stillness. The air quivered with soft movements and distant voices. They were not locked in, their word had
been accepted without question, bond enough to hold them. Elis raised himself
cautiously on an elbow, and leaned to listen to Eliud’s breathing in the bed
beside him. Deep asleep, if not altogether at peace. He twitched and turned without
awaking, and the measure of his breathing changed uneasily, shortening and
shallowing sometimes, then easing into a long rhythm that promised better rest.
Elis did not want to disturb him. It was all due to him, to his pig, headed
folly in joining Cadwaladr, that Eliud was here a prisoner beside him. He must
not be drawn still deeper into question and danger, whatever happened to Elis. There were certainly voices, at some small
distance but muffled and made to sound infinitely more distant by the thick stone
walls. And though at this remove there could not possibly be distinguishable
words, yet there was an indefinable agitation about the exchanges, a quiver of
panic on the air. Elis slid carefully from the bed, halted and held his breath
a moment to make sure that Eliud had not stirred, and felt for his coat,
thankful that he slept in shirt and hose, and need not fumble in the dark to
dress. With all the grief and anxiety he carried about with him night and day,
he must discover the reason of this added and unforeseen alarm. Every
divergence from custom was a threat. The door was heavy but well hung, and
swung without a sound. Outside the night was moonless but clear, very faint
starlight patterned the sky between the walls and towers that made a shell of
total darkness. He drew the door closed after him, and eased the heavy latch
into its socket gingerly. Now the murmur of voices had body and direction, it
came from the guard-room within the gatehouse. And that crisp, brief clatter
that struck a hidden spark on the ground was hooves on the cobbles. A rider at
this hour? He felt his way along the wall towards the
sound, at every angle flattening himself against the stones to listen afresh.
The horse shifted and blew. Shapes grew gradually out of the solid darkness,
the twin turrets of the barbican showed their teeth against a faintly lighter
sky, and the flat surface of the closed gate beneath had a tall, narrow slit of
pallor carved through it, tall as a man on horseback, and wide enough for a
horse to pass in haste. The rider’s wicket was open. Open because someone had
entered by it with urgent news only minutes since, and no one had yet thought
to close it. Elis crept nearer. The door of the
guard-room was ajar, a long sliver of light from torches within quivered across
the dark cobbles. The voices emerged by fits and starts, as they were raised
and again lowered, but he caught words clearly here and there. “… burned a farm west of Pontesbury,”
reported a messenger, still breathless from his haste, “and never withdrew…
They’re camped overnight… and another party skirting Minsterley to join them.”
Another voice, sharp and clear, most likely one of the experienced sergeants:
“What numbers?” “In all… if they foregather… I was told it
might be as many as a hundred and fifty…” “Archers? Lancers? Foot or horse?” That
was not the sergeant, that was a young voice, a shade higher than it should
have been with alarm and strain. They had got Alan Herbard out of bed. This was
a grave matter. “My lord, far the greater part on foot.
Lancers and archers both. They may try to encircle Pontesbury… they know Hugh
Beringar is in the north…” “Halfway to Shrewsbury!” said Herbard’s
voice, taut and jealous for his first command. “They’ll not dare that,” said the
sergeant. “Plunder’s the aim. Those valley farms… with new lambs…” “Madog ap Meredith has a grudge to
settle,” ventured the messenger, still short of breath, “for that raid in
February. They’re close… but the pickings are smaller, there in the forest… I
doubt…” Halfway to Shrewsbury was more than
halfway to the ford in the forest where that grudge had come to birth. And the
pickings… Elis turned his forehead into the chill of the stone against which he
leaned and swallowed terror. A parcel of women! He was more than paid for that
silly flaunt, who had a woman of his own there to sweat and bleed for, young,
beautiful, fair as flax, tall like a willow. The square dark men of Powys would
come to blows over her, kill one another for her, kill her when they were done. He had started out of his shelter under
the wall before he even knew what he intended. The patient, drooping horse
might have given him away, but there was no groom holding it, and it stood its
ground silently, unstartled, as he stole past, a hand raised to caress and beseech
acceptance. He did not dare take it, the first clatter of hooves would have
brought them out like hornets disturbed, but at least it let him pass
unbetrayed. The big body steamed gently, he felt its heat. The tired head
turned and nuzzled his hand. He drew his fingers away with stealthy gentleness,
and slid past towards the elongated wicket that offered a way out into the
night. He was through, he had the descent to the
castle Foregate on his right, and the way up into the town on his left. But he
was out of the castle, he who had given his word not to pass the threshold, he
who was forsworn from this moment, false to his word, outcast. Not even Eliud
would speak for him when he knew. The town gates would not open until dawn.
Elis turned left, into the town, and groped his way by unknown lanes and
passages to find some corner where he could hide until the morning. He was none
too sure of his best way out, and did not stop to wonder if he would ever
manage to pass unnoticed. All he knew was that he had to get to Godric’s Ford
before his countrymen reached it. He got his bearings by instinct, blundering
blindly round towards the eastward gates. In Saint Mary’s churchyard, though he
did not know it for that, he shrank into the shelter of a porch from the chill
of the wind. He had left his cloak behind in his dishonoured cell, he was
half-naked to shame and the night, but he was free and on his way to deliver
her. What was his honour, more than his life, compared with her safety? The town woke early. Tradesmen and
travellers rose and made their way down to the gates before full daylight, to
be out and about their proper business betimes. So did Elis ap Cynan, going
with them discreetly down the Wyle, cloakless, weaponless, desperate, heroic
and absurd, to the rescue of his Melicent. Eliud put out his hand, before he was
fully awake, to feel for his cousin, and sat up in abrupt shock to find Elis’s
side of the bed empty and cold. But the dark red cloak was still draped over
the foot of the bed, and Eliud’s sense of loss was utterly irrational. Why
should not Elis rise early and go out into the wards before his bedfellow was
awake? Without his cloak he could not be far away. But for all that, and
however brief the separation, it troubled Eliud like a physical pain. Here in
their imprisonment they had hardly been a moment out of each other’s company,
as if for each of them faith in a final happy delivery depended upon the
presence of the other. Eliud rose and dressed, and went out to
the trough by the well, to wash himself fully awake in the shock of the cold
water. There was an unusual stir about the stables and the armoury, but he saw
no sign of Elis anywhere in either place, nor was he brooding on the walls with
his face towards Wales. The want of him began to ache like an amputation. They took their meals in hall among their
English peers, but on this clear morning Elis did not come to break his fast.
And by this time others had remarked his absence. One of the sergeants of the garrison
stopped Eliud as he was leaving the hall. “Where is your cousin? Is he sick?” “I know no more than you,” said Eliud.
“I’ve been looking for him. He was out before I awoke, and I’ve seen nothing of
him since.” And he added in jealous haste, seeing the man frown and give him
the first hard stare of suspicion: “But he can’t be far. His cloak is still in
the cell. There’s so much stirring here, I thought he might have risen early to
find out what was all the to-do.” “He’s pledged not to set foot out of the
gates,” said the sergeant. “But do you tell me he’s given up eating? You must
know more than you pretend.” “No! But he’s here within, he must be. He
would not break his word, I promise you.” The man eyed him hard, and turned
abruptly on his heel to make for the gatehouse and question the guards. Eliud
caught him entreatingly by the sleeve. “What is it brewing here? Is there news?
Such activity in the armoury and the archers drawing arrows… What’s happened
overnight?” “What’s happened? Your countrymen are
swarming in force along the Minsterley valley, if you want to know, burning
farmsteads and moving in on Pontesbury. Three days ago it was a handful, it’s
past a hundred tribesmen now.” He swung back suddenly to demand: “Did you hear
aught in the night? Is that it? Has that cousin of yours run, broke out to join
his ragamuffin kin and help in the killing? The sheriff was not enough for
him?” “No!” cried Eliud. “He would not! It’s
impossible!” “It’s how we got him in the first place, a
murdering, looting raid the like of these. It suited him then, it comes very
timely for him now. His neck out of a noose and his friends close by to bring
him off safely.” “You cannot say so! You don’t yet know but
he’s here within, true to his word.” “No, but soon we shall,” said the sergeant
grimly, and took Eliud firmly by the arm. “Into your cell and wait. The lord
Herbard must know of this.” He flung away at speed and Eliud, in desolate
obedience, trudged back to his cell and sat there upon the bed with only Elis’s
cloak for company. By then he was certain what the result of any search must
be. Only an hour or two of daylight gone and there were endless places a man
could be, if he felt no appetite either for food or for the company of his
fellow, men, and yet the castle felt empty of Elis, as cold and alien as if he
had never been there. And a courier had come in the night, it seemed, with news
of stronger forces from Powys plundering closer to Shrewsbury, and closer still
to the forest grange of the abbey of Polesworth at Godric’s Ford. Where all
this heavy burden had begun and where, perhaps, it must end. If Elis had heard
that nocturnal arrival and gone out to discover the cause, yes, then he might
in desperation forget oath and honour and all. Eliud waited wretchedly until
Alan Herbard came, with two sergeants at his heels. A long wait it had been.
They would have scoured the castle by now. By their grim faces it was clear
they had not found Elis. Eliud rose to his feet to face them. He
would need all his powers and all his dignity now if he was to speak for Elis.
This Alan Herbard was surely no more than a year or two his senior, and being
as harshly tested as he. “If you know the manner of your cousin’s
flight,” said Herbard bluntly, “you would be wise to speak. You shared this
narrow space. If he rose in the night, surely you would know. For I tell you
plainly, he is gone. He has run. In the night the wicket was opened for a man
to enter. It’s no secret now that it let out a man—renegade, forsworn,
self-branded murderer. Why else should he so seize this chance?” “No!” said Eliud. “You wrong him and in
the end it will be shown you wrong him. He is no murderer. If he has run, that
is not the reason.” “There is no if. He is gone. You know
nothing of it? You slept through his flight?” “I missed him when I awoke,” said Eliud.
“I know nothing of how he went or when. But I know him. If he rose in the night
because he heard your man arriving and if he heard then—is it so?—that the
Welsh of Powys are coming too close and in dangerous numbers, then I swear to
you he has fled only out of dread for Gilbert Prestcote’s daughter. She is
there with the sisters at Godric’s Ford and Elis loves her. Whether she has
discarded him or no, he has not ceased to love her, and if she is in danger he
will venture life, yes and his honour with it, to bring her to safety. And when
that is done,” said Eliud passionately, “he will return here, to suffer
whatever fate may await him. He is no renegade! He has broken his oath only for
Melicent’s sake. He will come back and give himself up. I pledge my own honour
for him! My own life!” “I would remind you,” said Herbard grimly,
“you have already done so. Either one of you gave his word for both. At this
moment you stand attainted as his surety for his treachery. I could hang you,
and be fully justified.” “Do so!” said Eliud, blanched to the lips,
his eyes dilated into a blaze of green. “Here am I, still his warranty. I tell
you, this neck is yours to wring if Elis proves false. I give you leave freely.
You are mustering to ride, I’ve seen it. You go against these Welsh of Powys.
Take me with you! Give me a horse and a weapon, and I will fight for you, and
you may have an archer at my back to strike me dead if I make a false step, and
a halter about my neck ready for the nearest tree after the Powysmen are
hammered, if Elis does not prove to you the truth of every word I say.” He was
shaking with fervour, strung taut like a bowstring. Herbard opened his eyes
wide at such open passion, and studied him in wary surprise a long moment. “So
be it!” he said then abruptly, and turned to his men. “See to it! Give him a
horse and a sword, and a rope about his neck, and have your best shot follow
him close and be ready to spit him if he plays false. He says he is a man of
his word, that even this defaulting fellow of his is such. Very well, we’ll
take him at his word.” He looked back from the doorway. Eliud had taken up
Elis’s red cloak and was holding it in his arms. “If your cousin had been half
the man you are,” said Herbard, “your life would be safe enough.” Eliud
whirled, hugging the folded cloak to him as if applying balm to an unendurable
ache. “Have you not understood even yet? He is better than I, a thousand times
better!” Chapter Twelve IN TREGEIRIOG, TOO, THEY WERE UP WITH THE
FIRST BLUSH of light, barely two hours after Elis’s flight through the wicket
at Shrewsbury. For Hugh Beringar had ridden through half the night, and arrived
with the dove, grey hush of pre-dawn. Sleepy grooms rose, blear-yed, to take
the horses of their English guests, a company of twenty men. The rest Hugh had
left distributed across the north of the shire, well armed, well supplied, and
so far proof against the few and tentative tests to which they had been
subjected. Brother Cadfael, as sensitive to nocturnal
arrivals as Elis, had started out of sleep when he caught the quiver and murmur
on the air. There was much to be said for the custom of sleeping in the full
habit, apart from the scapular, a man could rise and go, barefoot or staying to
reclaim his sandals, as complete and armed as in the middle of the day. No
doubt the discipline had originated where monastic houses were located in
permanently perilous places, and time had given it the blessing of tradition.
Cadfael was out, and halfway to the stables, when he met Hugh coming thence in
the pearly twilight, and Tudur equally wide awake and alert beside his guest. “What brings you so early?” asked Cadfael.
“Is there fresh news?” “Fresh to me, but for all I know stale
already in Shrewsbury.” Hugh took him by the arm, and turned him back with them
towards the hall. “I must make my report to the prince, and then we’re off down
the border by the shortest way. Madog’s castellan from Caus is pouring more men
into the Minsterley valley. There was a messenger waiting for me when we rode
into Oswestry or I’d meant to stay the night there.” “Herbard sent the word from Shrewsbury?”
asked Cadfael, “It was no more than a handful of raiders when I left, two days
ago.” “It’s a war-party of a hundred or more
now. They hadn’t moved beyond Minsterley when Herbard got wind of the muster,
but if they’ve brought out such a force as that, they mean worse mischief. And
you know them better than I, they waste no time. They may be on the move this
very dawn.” “You’ll be needing fresh horses,” said
Tudur practically. “We got some remounts at Oswestry, they’ll
be fit for the rest of the way. But I’ll gladly borrow from you for the rest,
and thank you heartily. I’ve left all quiet and every garrison on the alert
across the north, and Ranulf seems to have pulled back his advance parties
towards Wrexham. He made a feint at Whitchurch and got a bloody nose, and it’s
my belief he’s drawn in his horns for this while. Whether or no, I must break
off to attend to Madog.” “You may make your mind easy about Chirk,”
Tudur assured him. “We’ll see to that. Have your men in for a meal, at least,
and give the horses a breather. I’ll get the womenfolk out of their beds to see
to the feeding of you, and have Einon rouse Owain, if he’s not already up.” “What do you intend?” Cadfael asked.
“Which way shall you head?” “For Llansilin and down the border. We’ll
pass to east of the Breiddens, and down by Westbury to Minsterley, and cut them
off, if we can, from getting back to their base in Caus. I tire of having men
of Powys in that castle,” said Hugh, setting his jaw. “We must have it back and
make it habitable, and keep a garrison there.” “You’ll be few for such a muster as you
report,” said Cadfael. “Why not aim at getting to Shrewsbury first for more
men, and westward to meet them from there?” “The time’s too short. And besides, I
credit Alan Herbard with sense and stomach enough to field a good force of his
own to mind the town. If we move fast enough we may take them between the two
prongs and crack them like a nut.” They had reached the hall. Word had gone
before, the sleepers within were rolling out of the rushes in haste, servants
were setting tables, and the maids ran with new loaves from the bakery, and
great pitchers of ale. “If I can finish my business here,” said
Cadfael tempted, “I’ll ride with you, if you’ll have me.” “I will so and heartily welcome.” “Then I’d best be seeing to what’s left
undone here, when Owain Gwynedd is free. While you’re closeted with him, I’ll
see my own horse readied for the journey.” He was so preoccupied with thoughts
of the coming clash, and of what might already be happening in Shrewsbury, that
he turned back towards the stables without at first noticing the light
footsteps that came flying after him from the direction of the kitchens, until
a hand clutched at his sleeve, and he turned to find Cristina confronting him
and peering intently up into his face with dilated dark eyes. “Brother Cadfael, is it true, what my
father says? He says I need fret no longer, for Elis has found some girl in
Shrewsbury, and wants nothing better now than to be rid of me. He says it can
be ended with goodwill on both sides. That I’m free, and Eliud is free! Is it
true?” She was grave, and yet she glowed. Elis’s desertion was hope and help to
her. The tangled knot could indeed be undone by consent, without grudges. “It is true,” said Cadfael. “But beware of
building too high on his prospects as yet, for it’s no way certain he’ll get
the lady he wants. Did Tudur also tell you it is she who accuses Elis of being
her father’s murderer? No very hopeful way to set up a marriage.” “But he’s in earnest? He loves the girl?
Then he’ll not turn back to me, whether he wins his way with her or no. He
never wanted me. Oh, I would have done well enough for him,” she said, hoisting
eloquent shoulders and curling a tolerant lip, “as any girl his match in age
and rank would have done, but all I ever was to him was a child he grew up
with, and was fond of after a fashion. Now,” she said feelingly, “he knows what
it is to want. God knows I wish him his happiness as I hope for mine.” “Walk with me down to the stables,” said
Cadfael, “and keep me company, these few minutes we have. For I’m away with
Hugh Beringar as soon as his men have broken their fast and rested their
horses, and I’ve had a word again with Owain Gwynedd and Einon ab Ithel. Come,
and tell me plainly how things stand between you and Eliud, for once before
when I saw you together I misread you utterly.” She went with him gladly, her
face clear and pure in the pearly light just flushing into rose. Her voice was
tranquil as she said: “I loved Eliud from before I knew what love was. All I
knew was how much it hurt, that I could not endure to be away from him, that I
followed and would be with him, and he would not see me, would not speak with
me, put me roughly from his side as often as I clung. I was already promised to
Elis, and Elis was more than half Eliud’s world, and not for anything would he
have touched or coveted anything that belonged to his foster-brother. I was too
young then to know that the measure of his rejection of me was the measure of
how much he wanted me. But when I came to understand what it was that tortured
me, then I knew that Eliud went daily in the selfsame pain.” “You are quite sure of him,” said Cadfael,
stating, not doubting. “I am sure. From the time I understood, I
have tried to make him acknowledge what I know and he knows to be truth. The
more I pursue and plead, the more he turns away and will not speak or listen.
But ever the more he wants me. I tell you truth, when Elis went away, and was
made prisoner, I began to believe I had almost won Eliud, almost brought him to
admit to love and join with me to break this threatened marriage, and speak for
me himself. Then he was sent to be surety for this unhappy exchange and all
went for nothing. And now it’s Elis who cuts the knot and frees us all.” “Too early yet to speak of being free,”
warned Cadfael seriously. “Neither of those two is yet out of the wood—none of
us is, until the matter of the sheriffs death is brought to a just end.” “I can wait,” said Cristina. Pointless, thought Cadfael, to attempt to
cast any doubt over this new radiance of hers. She had lived in shadow far too
long to be intimidated. What was a murder unsolved to her? He doubted if guilt
or innocence would make any difference. She had but one aim, nothing would
deflect her from it. No question but from childhood she had read her
playfellows rightly, known the one who owned the right to her but valued it
lightly, and the one who contained the gnawing grief of loving her and knowing
her to be pledged to the foster-brother he loved only a little less. Perhaps no
less at all, until he grew into the pain of manhood. Girl children are always
years older than their brothers at the same age in years, and see more
accurately and jealously. “Since you are going back,” said Cristina,
viewing the activity in the stables with a kindling eye, “you will see him
again. Tell him I am my own woman now, or soon shall be, and can give myself
where I will. And I will give myself to no one but him.” “I will tell him so,” said Cadfael. The yard was alive with men and horses,
harness and gear slung on every staple and trestle down the line of stalls. The
morning light rose clear and pale over the timber buildings, and the greens of
the valley forest were stippled with the pallor of new leaf-buds like delicate
green veils among the darkness of fir. There was a small wind, enough to
refresh without troubling. A good day for riding. “Which of these horses is yours?” she
asked. Cadfael led him forth to be seen, and
surrendered him to the groom who came at once to serve. “And that great raw-boned grey beast? I
never saw him before. He should go well, even under a man in armour.” “That is Hugh Beringar’s favourite,” said
Cadfael, recognising the dapple with pleasure. “And a very ill-conditioned
brute towards any other rider. Hugh must have left him resting in Oswestry, or
he would not be riding him now.” “I see they’re saddling up for Einon ab
Ithel, too,” she said. “I fancy he’ll be going back to Chirk, to keep an eye on
your Beringar’s northern border while he’s busy elsewhere.” A groom had come
out across their path with a draping of harness on one arm and a saddle, cloth
over the other, and tossed them over a rail while he went back to lead out the
horse that would wear them. A very handsome beast, a tall, bright bay that
Cadfael remembered seeing in the great court at Shrewsbury. He watched its
lively gait with pleasure as the groom hoisted the saddle, cloth and flung it
over the broad, glossy back, so taken with the horse that he barely noticed the
quality of its gear. Fringes to the soft leather bridle, and a tooled brow,
band with tiny studs of gold. There was gold on Einon’s land, he recalled. And
the saddle, cloth itself… He fixed and stared, motionless, for an
instant holding his breath. A thick, soft fabric of dyed woollens, woven from
heavy yarns in a pattern of twining, blossomy sprays, muted red roses, surely
faded to that gentle shade, and deep blue irises. Through the centre of the
flowers and round the border ran thick, crusted gold threads. It was not new,
it had seen considerable wear, the wool had rubbed into tight balls here and
there, some threads had frayed, leaving short, fine strands quivering. No need even to bring out for comparison
the little box in which he kept his captured threads. Now that he saw these
tints at last he knew them past any doubt. He was looking at the very thing he
had sought, too well known here, too often seen and too little regarded, to
stir any man’s memory. He knew, moreover, instantly and
infallibly, the meaning of what he saw. He said never a word to Cristina of what
he knew, as they walked back together. What could he say? Better by far keep
all to himself until he could see his way ahead, and knew what he must do. Not
one word to any, except to Owain Gwynedd, when he took his leave. “My lord,” he said then, “I have heard it
reported of you that you have said, concerning the death of Gilbert Prestcote,
that the only ransom for a murdered man is the life of the murderer. Is that
truly reported? Must there be another death? Welsh law allows for the paying of
a blood-price, to prevent the prolonged bloodshed of a feud. I do not believe
you have forsaken Welsh for Norman law.” “Gilbert Prestcote did not live by Welsh
law,” said Owain, eyeing him very keenly. “I cannot ask him to die by it. Of
what value is a payment in goods or cattle to his widow and children?” “Yet I think galanas can be paid in other
mintage,” said Cadfael. “In penitence, grief and shame, as high as the highest
price judge ever set. What then?” “I am not a priest,” said Owain, “nor any
man’s confessor. Penance and absolution are not within my writ. Justice is.” “And mercy also,” said Cadfael. “God forbid I should order any death
wantonly. Deaths atoned for, whether by goods or grief, pilgrimage or prison,
are better far than deaths prolonged and multiplied. I would keep alive all
such as have value to this world and to those who rub shoulders with them here
in this world. Beyond that it is God’s business.” The prince leaned forward,
and the morning light through the embrasure shone on his flaxen head.
“Brother,” he said gently, “had you not something we should have looked at
again this morning by a better light? Last night we spoke of it.” “That is of small importance now,” said
Brother Cadfael, “if you will consent to leave it in my hands some brief while.
There shall be account rendered.” “I will well!” said Owain Gwynedd, and
suddenly smiled, and the small chamber was filled with the charm of his
presence. “Only, for my sake—and others, doubtless?—carry it carefully.” Chapter Thirteen ELIS HAD MORE SENSE THAN TO GO RUSHING
straight to the enclosure of the Benedictine sisters, all blown and mired as he
was from his run, and with the dawn only just breaking. So few miles from
Shrewsbury here, and yet so lonely and exposed! Why, he had wondered furiously
as he ran, why had those women chosen to plant their little chapel and garden
in so perilous a place? It was provocation! The abbess at Polesworth should be
brought to realise her error and withdraw her threatened sisters. This present
danger could be endlessly repeated, so near so turbulent a border. He made rather for the mill on the brook,
upstream, where he had been held prisoner, under guard by a muscular giant
named John, during those few February days. He viewed the brook with dismay, it
was so fallen and tamed, for all its gnarled and stony bed, no longer the flood
he remembered. But if they came they would expect to wade across merrily where
the bed opened out into a smooth passage, and would scarcely wet them above the
knee. Those stretches, at least, could be pitted and sown with spikes or
caltrops. And the wooded banks at least still offered good cover for archers. John Miller, sharpening stakes in the
mill, yard, dropped his hatchet and reached for his pitch, fork when the hasty,
stumbling feet thudded on the boards. He whirled with astonishing speed and
readiness for a big man, and gaped to see his sometime prisoner advancing upon
him empty-handed and purposeful, and to be greeted in loud, demanding English
by one who had professed total ignorance of that language only a few weeks
previously. “The Welsh of Powys, a war-party not two
hours away! Do the women know of it? We could still get them away towards the
town—they’re surely mustering there, but late…” “Easy, easy!” said the miller, letting his
weapon fall, and scooping up his pile of murderous, pointed poles. “You’ve
found your tongue in a hurry, seemingly! And whose side may you be on this
time, and who let you loose? Here, carry these, if you’re come to make yourself
useful.” “The women must be got away,” persisted
Elis feverishly. “It’s not too late, if they go at once… Get me leave to speak
to them, surely they’ll listen. If they were safe, we could stand off even a
war-band, I came to warn them…” “Ah, but they know. We’ve kept good watch
since the last time. And the women won’t budge, so you may spare your breath to
make one man more, and welcome,” said the miller, “if you’re so minded. Mother
Mariana holds it would be want of faith to shift an ell, and Sister Magdalen
reckons she can be more use where she is, and most of the folks hereabouts
would say that’s no more than truth. Come on, let’s get these planted—the
ford’s pitted already.” Elis found himself running beside the big man, his arms
full. The smoothest stretch of the brook flanked the chapel wall of the grange,
and he realised as he fed out stakes at the miller’s command that there was a
certain amount of activity among the bushes and coppice, woods on both sides of
the water. The men of the forest were well aware of the threat, and had made
their own preparations, and by her previous showing, Sister Magdalen must also
be making ready for battle. To have Mother Mariana’s faith in divine protection
is good, but even better if backed by the practical assistance heaven has a
right to expect from sensible mortals. But a war-party of a hundred or more—and
with one ignominious rout to avenge! Did they understand what they were facing? “I need a weapon,” said Elis, standing
aloft on the bank with feet solidly spread and black head reared towards the
north, west, from which the menace must come. “I can use sword, lance, bow,
whatever’s to spare… That hatchet of yours, on a long haft…” He had another
chance weapon of his own, he had just realised it. If only he could get wind in
time, and be the first to face them when they came, he had a loud Welsh tongue
where they would be looking only for terrified English, he had the fluency of
bardic stock, all the barbs of surprise, vituperation and scarifying mockery,
to loose in a flood against the cowardly paladins who came preying on holy
women. A tongue like a whip, lash! Better still drunk, perhaps, to reach the
true heights of scalding invective, but even in this state of desperate
sobriety, it might still serve to unnerve and delay. Elis waded into the water, and selected a
place for one of his stakes, hidden among the water, weed with its point
sharply inclined to impale anyone crossing in unwary haste. By the careful way
John Miller was moving, the ford had been pitted well out in midstream. If the
attackers were horsed, a step astray into one of those holes might at once lame
the horse and toss the rider forward on to the pales. If they came afoot, at
least some might fall foul of the pits, and bring down their fellows with them,
in a tangle very vulnerable to archery. The miller, knee-deep in midstream, stood
to look on critically as Elis drove in his murderous stake, and bedded it
firmly through the tenacious mattress of weed into the soil under the bank.
“Good lad!” he said with mild approval. “We’ll find you a pikel, or the
foresters may have an axe to spare among them. You shan’t go weaponless if your
will’s good.” Sister Magdalen, like the rest of the
household, had been up since dawn, marshalling all the linens, scissors,
knives, lotions, ointments and stunning draughts that might be needed within a
matter of hours, and speculating how many beds could be made available with
decorum and where, if any of the men of her forest army should be too gravely
hurt to be moved. Magdalen had given serious thought to sending away the two
young postulants eastward to Beistan, but decided against it, convinced in the
end that they were safer where they were. The attack might never come. If it
did, at least here there was readiness, and enough stout, hearted forest folk
to put up a good defence. But if the raiders moved instead towards Shrewsbury,
and encountered a force they could not match, then they would double back and
scatter to make their way home, and two girls hurrying through the woods
eastward might fall foul of them at any moment on the way. No, better hold
together here. In any case, one look at Melicent’s roused and indignant face
had given her due warning that that one, at any rate, would not go even if she
was ordered. “I am not afraid,” said Melicent
disdainfully. “The more fool you,” said Sister Magdalen
simply. “Unless you’re lying, of course. Which of us doesn’t, once challenged
with being afraid! Yet it’s generations of being afraid, with good reason, that
have caused us to think out these defences.” She had already made all her
dispositions within. She climbed the wooden steps into the tiny bell, turret
and looked out over the exposed length of the brook and the rising bank beyond,
thickly lined with bushes, and climbing into a slope once coppiced but now run
to neglected growth. Countrymen who have to labour all the hours of daylight to
get their living cannot, in addition, keep up a day, and, night vigil for long.
Let them come today, if they’re coming at all, thought Sister Magdalen, now
that we’re at the peak of resolution and readiness, can do no more, and can
only grow stale if we must wait too long. From the opposite bank she drew in her
gaze to the brook itself, the deep, cut and rocky bed smoothing out under her
walls to the broad stretch of the ford. And there John Miller was just wading
warily ashore, the water turgid after his passage and someone else, a young
fellow with a thatch of black curls, was bending over the last stake, vigorous
arms and shoulders driving it home, low under the bank and screened by reeds.
When he straightened up and showed a flushed face, she knew him. She descended to the chapel very
thoughtfully. Melicent was busy putting away, in a coffer clamped to the wall
and strongly banded, the few valuable ornaments of the altar and the house. At
least it should be made as difficult as possible to pillage this modest church. “You have not looked out to see how the
men progress?” said Sister Magdalen mildly. “It seems we have one ally more
than we knew. There’s a young Welshman of your acquaintance and mine hard at
work out there with John Miller. A change of allegiance for him, but by the
look of him he relishes this cause more than when he came the last time.”
Melicent turned to stare, her eyes very wide and solemn. “He?” she said, in a
voice brittle and low. “He was prisoner in the castle. How can he be here?” “Plainly he has slipped his collar. And
been through a bog or two on his way here,” said Sister Magdalen placidly, “by
the state of his boots and hose, and I fancy fallen in at least one by his
dirty face.” “But why make this way? If he broke loose…
what is he doing here?” demanded Melicent feverishly. “By all the signs he’s making ready to do
battle with his own countrymen. And since I doubt if he remembers me warmly
enough to break out of prison in order to fight for me,” said Sister Magdalen
with a small, reminiscent smile, “I take it he’s concerned with your safety.
But you may ask him by leaning over the fence.” “No!” said Melicent in sharp recoil, and
closed down the lid of the coffer with a clash. “I have nothing to say to him.”
And she folded her arms and hugged herself tightly as if cold, as if some
traitor part of her might break away and scuttle furtively into the garden. “Then if you’ll give me leave,” said
Sister Magdalen serenely, “I think I have.” And out she went, between newly,
dug beds and first salad sowings in the enclosed garden, to mount the stone
block that made her tall enough to look over the fence. And suddenly there was
Elis ap Cynan almost nose to nose with her, stretching up to peer anxiously
within. Soiled and strung and desperately in earnest, he looked so young that
she, who had never borne children, felt herself grandmotherly rather than
merely maternal. The boy recoiled, startled, and blinked as he recognised her.
He flushed beneath the greenish smear the marsh had left across his cheek and
brow, and reached a pleading hand to the crest of the fence between them. “Sister, is she—is Melicent within there?” “She is, safe and well,” said Sister
Magdalen, “and with God’s help and yours, and the help of all the other stout
souls busy on our account like you, safe she’ll remain. How you got here I
won’t enquire, boy, but whether let out or broken out you’re very welcome.” “I wish to God,” said Elis fervently,
“that she was back in Shrewsbury this minute.” “So do I, but better here than astray in
between. And besides, she won’t go.” “Does she know,” he asked humbly, “that I
am here?” “She does, and what you’re about, too.” “Would she not—could you not persuade
her?—to speak to me?” “That she refuses to do. But she may think
the more,” said Sister Magdalen encouragingly. “If I were you, I’d let her
alone to think the while. She knows you’re here to fight for us, there’s matter
for thought there. Now you’d best go to ground soon and keep in cover. Go and
sharpen whatever blade they’ve found for you and keep yourself whole. These
flurries never take long,” she said, resigned and tolerant, “but what comes
after lasts a lifetime, yours and hers. You take care of Elis ap Cynan, and
I’ll take care of Melicent.” Hugh and his twenty men had skirted the
Breidden hills before the hour of Prime, and left those great, hunched outcrops
on the right as they drove on towards Westbury. A few remounts they got there,
not enough to relieve all the tired beasts. Hugh had held back to a bearable
pace for that very reason, and allowed a halt to give men and horses time to
breathe. It was the first opportunity there had been even to speak a word, and
now that it came no man had much to say. Not until the business on which they
rode was tackled and done would tongues move freely again. Even Hugh, lying
flat on his back for ease beside Cadfael under the budding trees, did not
question him concerning his business in Wales. “I’ll ride with you, if I can finish my
business here,” Cadfael had said. Hugh had asked him nothing then, and did not
ask him now. Perhaps because his mind was wholly engrossed in what had to be
done to drive the Welsh of Powys back into Caus and beyond. Perhaps because he
considered this other matter to be very much Cadfael’s business, and was
willing to wait for enlightenment until it was offered, as at the right time it
would be. Cadfael braced his aching back against the
bole of an oak just forming its tight leaf-buds, eased his chafed feet in his
boots, and felt his sixty-one years. He felt all the older because all these
troubled creatures pulled here and there through this tangle of love and guilt
and anguish were so young and vulnerable. All but the victim, Gilbert
Prestcote, dead in his helpless weakness—for whom Hugh would, because he must,
take vengeance. There could be no clemency, there was no room for it. Hugh’s
lord had been done to death, and Hugh would exact payment. In iron duty, he had
no choice. “Up!” said Hugh, standing over him,
smiling the abstracted but affectionate smile that flashed like a reflection
from the surface of his mind when his entire concern was elsewhere. “Get your
eyes open! We’re off again.” And he reached a hand to grip Cadfael’s wrist and
hoist him to his feet, so smoothly and carefully that Cadfael was minded to
take offence. He was not so old as all that, nor so stiff! But he forgot his
mild grievance when Hugh said: “A shepherd from Pontesbury brought word.
They’re up from their night camp and making ready to move.” Cadfael was wide awake instantly. “What
will you do?” “Hit the road between them and Shrewsbury
and turn them back. Alan will be up and alert, we may meet him along the way.” “Dare they attempt the town?” wondered
Cadfael, astonished. “Who knows? They’re blown up with success,
and I’m thought to be far off. And our man says they’ve avoided Minsterley but
brought men round it by night. It seems they may mean a foray into the suburbs,
at least, even if they draw off after. Town pickings would please them. But
we’ll be faster, we’ll make for Hanwood or thereabouts and be between.” Hugh
made a gentle joke of hoisting Cadfael into the saddle, but for all that,
Cadfael set the pace for the next mile, ruffled at being humoured and
considered like an old man. Sixty-one was not old, only perhaps a little past a
man’s prime. He had, after all, done a great deal of hard riding these last few
days, he had a right to be stiff and sore. They came over a hillock into view of the
Shrewsbury road, and beheld, thin and languid in the air above the distant
trees beyond, a faint column of smoke rising. “From their douted fires,” said
Hugh, reining in to gaze. “And I smell older burning than that. Somewhere near
the rim of the forest, someone’s barns have gone up in flames.” “More than a day old and the smoke gone,”
said Cadfael, sniffing the air. “Better make straight for them, while we know
where they are, for there’s no telling which way they’ll strike next.” Hugh led
his party down to the road and across it, where they could deploy in the
fringes of woodland, going fast but quietly in thick turf. For a while they
kept within view of the road, but saw no sign of the Welsh raiders. It began to
seem that their present thrust was not aimed at the town after all, or even the
suburbs, and Hugh led his force deeper into the woodland, striking straight at
the deserted night camp. Beyond that trampled spot there were traces enough for
eyes accustomed to reading the bushes and grass. A considerable number of men
had passed through here on foot, and not so long ago, with a few ponies among
them to leave droppings and brush off budding twigs from the tender branches.
The ashen, blackened ruin of a cottage and its clustering sheds showed where
their last victim had lost home, living and all, if not his life, and there was
blood dried into the soil where a pig had been slaughtered. They spurred fast
along the trail the Welsh had left, sure now where they were bound, for the way
led deeper into the northern uplands of the Long Forest, and it could not be
two miles now to the cell at Godric’s Ford. That ignominious rout at the hands of
Sister Magdalen and her rustic army had indeed rankled. The men of Caus were
not averse to driving off a few cattle and burning a farm or two by the way,
but what they wanted above all, what they had come out to get, was revenge. Hugh set spurs to his horse and began to
thread the open woodland at a gallop, and after him his company spurred in
haste. They had gone perhaps a mile more when they heard before them, distant
and elusive, a voice raised high and bellowing defiance. It was almost the hour of High Mass when
Alan Herbard got his muster moving out of the castle wards. He was hampered by
having no clear lead as to which way the raiders planned to move, and there was
small gain in careering aimlessly about the western border hunting for them.
For want of knowledge he had to stake on his reasoning. When the company rode
out of the town they aimed towards Pontesbury itself, prepared to swerve either
northward, to cut across between the raiders and Shrewsbury, or south-west
towards Godric’s Ford, according as they got word on the way from scouts sent
out before daylight. And this first mile they took at speed, until a breathless
countryman started out of the bushes to arrest their passage, when they were scarcely
past the hamlet of Beistan. “My lord, they’ve turned away from the
road. From Pontesbury they’re making eastward into the forest towards the high
commons. They’ve turned their backs on the town for other game. Bear south at
the fork.” “How many?” demanded Herbard, already
wheeling his horse in haste. “A hundred at least. They’re holding all
together, no rogue stragglers left loose behind. They expect a fight.” “They shall have one!” promised Herbard
and led his men south down the track, at a gallop wherever the going was fairly
open. Eliud rode among the foremost, and found
even that pace too slow. He had in full all the marks of suspicion and shame he
had invited, the rope to hang him coiled about his neck for all to see, the
archer to shoot him down if he attempted escape close at his back, but also he
had a borrowed sword at his hip, a horse under him and was on the move. He
fretted and burned, even in the chill of the March morning. Here Elis had at
least the advantage of having ridden these paths and penetrated these woodlands
once before. Eliud had never been south of Shrewsbury, and though the speed
they were making seemed to his anxious heart miserably inadequate, he could
gain nothing by breaking away, for he did not know exactly where Godric’s Ford
lay. The archer who followed him, however good a shot he might be, was no very
great horseman, it might be possible to put on speed, make a dash for it and
elude him, but what good would it do? Whatever time he saved he would
inevitably waste by losing himself in these woods. He had no choice but to let
them bring him there, or at least near enough to the place to judge his
direction by ear or eye. There would be signs. He strained for any betraying
sound as he rode, but there was nothing but the swaying and cracking of brushed
branches, and the thudding rumble of their hooves in the deep turf, and now and
again the call of a bird, undisturbed by this rough invasion, and startlingly
clear. The distance could not be far now. They
were threading rolling uplands of heath, to drop lower again into thick
woodland and moist glades. All this way Elis must have run afoot in the night
hours, splashing through these hollows of stagnant green and breasting the
sudden rises of heather and scrub and outcrop rock. Herbard checked abruptly in open heath,
waving them all to stillness. “Listen! Ahead on our right—men on the move.” They sat straining their ears and holding
their breath. Only the softest and most continuous whisper of sounds,
compounded of the swishing and brushing of twigs, the rustle of last autumn’s
leaves under many feet, the snap of a dead stick, the brief and soft exchange
of voices, a startled bird rising from underfoot in shrill alarm and
indignation. Signs enough of a large body of men moving through woods almost
stealthily, without noise or haste. “Across the brook and very near the ford,”
said Herbard sharply. And he shook his bridle, spurred and was away, his men
hard on his heels. Before them a narrow ride opened between well, grown trees,
a long vista with a glimpse of low timber buildings, weathered dark brown,
distant at the end of it, and a sudden lacework of daylight beyond, between the
trees, where the channel of the brook crossed. They were halfway down the ride when the
boiling murmur of excited men breaking out of cover eddied up from the
invisible waterside, and then, soaring loudly above, a single voice shouting
defiance, and even more strangely, an instant’s absolute hush after the sound. The challenge had meant nothing to
Herbard. It meant everything to Eliud. For the words were Welsh, and the voice
was the voice of Elis, high and imperious, honed sharp by desperation, bidding
his fellow, countrymen: “Stand and turn! For shame on your fathers, to come
whetting your teeth on holy women! Go back where you came from and find a fight
that does you some credit!” And higher and more peremptorily: “The first man
ashore I spit on this pikel, Welsh or no, he’s no kinsman of mine!” This to a
war-band roused and happy and geared for killing! “Elis!” cried Eliud in a great howl of
anger and dismay, and he lay forward over his horse’s neck and drove in his
heels, shaking the bridle wild. He heard the archer at his back shout an order
to halt, heard and felt the quivering thrum of the shaft as it skimmed his
right shoulder, tore away a shred of cloth, and buried itself vibrating in the
turf beyond. He paid no heed, but plunged madly ahead, down the steep green
ride and out on to the bank of the brook. They had come by way of the thicker cover
a little downstream, to come at the grange and the ford before they were
detected, and leave aimless and out of range any defenders who might be
stationed at the mill, where there was a better field for archery. The little
footbridge had not yet been repaired, but with a stream so fallen from its
winter spate there was no need of a bridge. From stone to stone the water could
be leaped in two or three places, but the attackers favoured the ford, because
so many could cross there shoulder to shoulder and bring a battering, ram of
lances in one sweep to drive along the near bank. The forest bowmen lay in
reeds and bushes, dispersed along the brink, but such a spearhead, with men and
weight enough behind it, could cleave through and past them and be into the
precinct within moments. They were deceived if they thought the
forest men had not detected their approach, but there was no sign of movement
as the attackers threaded their way quietly between the trees to mass and sweep
across the brook. Perhaps twenty cottars, woodsmen and hewers of laborious
assarts from the forests lay in cover against more than a hundred Welsh, and
every man of the twenty braced himself, and knew only too well how great a
threat he faced. They knew how to keep still until the proper moment to move.
But as the lurkers in the trees signalled along their half, seen ranks and
closed all together in a sudden surge into the open at the edge of the ford,
one man rose out of the bushes opposite and bestrode the grassy shelf of the
shore, brandishing a long, two, tined pikel lashed to a six, foot pole, and
sweeping the ford with it at breast, height. That was enough to give them an instant’s
pause out of sheer surprise. But what stopped them in mid, stride and set them
back on their heels was the indignant Welsh trumpet blaring: “Stand and turn!
For shame on your fathers, to come whetting your teeth on holy women!” He had
not done, there was more, rolling off the inspired tongue in dread of a pause,
or in such flight as to be unable to pause. “Cowards of Powys, afraid to come
north and meddle with men! They’ll sing you in Gwynedd for this noble venture,
how you jumped a brook and showed yourselves heroes against women older than
your mothers, and a world more honest. Even your drabs of dams will disown you
for this. You and your mongrel pedigrees shall be known for ever by the songs
we’ll make…” They had begun to stir out of their astonishment, to scowl and to
grin. And still the hidden bowmen in the bushes held their hands, willing to
wait the event, though their shafts were fitted and their bows partly drawn,
ready to brace and loose. If by some miracle this peril might
dissolve in withdrawal and conciliation, why lose arrows or blunt blades? “You, is it?” shouted a Welshman
scornfully. “Cynan’s pup, that we left spewing water and being pumped dry by
the nuns. He, to halt us! A lickspit of the English now!” “A match for you and better!” flashed
Elis, and swung the pikel towards the voice. “And with grace enough to let the
sisters here alone, and to be grateful to them, too, for a life they could as
well have let go down the stream, for all they owed me. What are you looking
for here? What plunder is there, here among the willing poor? And for God’s
sake and your Welsh fathers’ sake, what glory?” He had done all he could,
perhaps provided a few minutes of time, but he could do little more, and it was
not enough. He knew it. He even saw the archer in the fringe of the trees
opposite fit his shaft without haste, and draw very steadily and deliberately.
He saw it out of the corner of his eye, while he continued to confront the
lances levelled against him, but there was nothing he could do to deflect or
elude, he was forced to stand and hold them as long as he could, shifting
neither foot nor eye. Behind him there was a rush of hooves,
stamping deep into the turf, and someone flung himself sobbing out of the
saddle in one vaulting bound, and along the shelf of grass above the water,
just as the forest bowmen drew and loosed their first shafts, every man for
himself, and the archer on the opposite shore completed his easy draw, and
loosed full at Elis’s breast, Welsh of Powys striking coldly at Welsh of
Gwynedd. Eliud vented a scream of anger and defiance, and hurled himself
between, embracing Elis breast to breast and covering him with his own body,
sending them both reeling a pace backwards into the turf, to crash against a
corner of the sisters” garden fence. The pikel with its long handle was jerked
out of Elis’s hand, and slashed into the stream in a great fan of water. The
Welshman’s arrow jutted from under Eliud’s right shoulder, blade, transfixing
his body and piercing through the under-flesh of Elis’s upper arm, pinning the
two together inseparably. They slid down the fence and lay in the grass locked
in each other’s arms, and their blood mingled and made one, closer even than
fostering. And then the Welsh were over and ashore,
floundering in the pits of the ford, ripped on the stakes among the reeds,
trampling the two fallen bodies, and battle was joined along the banks of the
brook. Almost at the same moment, Alan Herbard
deployed his men along the eastern bank and waded into the fighting, and Hugh
Beringar swept through the trees on the western bank, and drove the Welsh
outposts into the churned and muddied ford. The clang of hammer on anvil, with
themselves cracked between, demoralised the Welsh of Powys, and the battle of
Godric’s Ford did not last long. The din and fury was out of proportion to the
damage done, when once they had leisure to assess it. The Welsh were ashore
when their enemies struck from both sides, and had to fight viciously and hard
to get out of the trap and melt away man by man into cover, like the small
forest predators whose kinship with the earth and close understanding of it
they shared. Beringar, once he had shattered the rear of the raiders, herded
them like sheep but held his hand from unnecessary killing as soon as they fled
into cover and made for home. Alan Herbard, younger and less experienced,
gritted his teeth and thrust in with all his weight, absolute to make a success
of his first command, and perhaps did more execution than was heedful out of
pure anxiety. However it was, within half an hour it was
over. What Brother Cadfael most keenly
remembered, out of all that clash, was the apparition of a tall girl surging
out of the fenced enclosure of the grange, her black habit kilted in both
hands, the wimple torn from her head and her fair hair streaming silvery in
sudden sunlight, a long, fighting scream of defiance trailing like a bannerole
from her drawn, back lips, as she evaded a greedy Welsh hand grasping at her.
and flung herself on her knees beside the trampled, bruised, bleeding bodies of
Elis and Eliud, still clamped in each other’s arms against the bloodied fence. Chapter Fourteen IT WAS DONE, THEY WERE GONE, VANISHING
VERY RAPIDLY and quietly, leaving only the rustling of bushes behind them on
the near side of the brook, to make for some distant place where they could
cross unseen and unpursued. On the further side, where the bulk of their
numbers fled, the din of their flight subsided gradually into the depths of the
neglected coppices, seeking thicker cover into which they could scatter and be
lost. Hugh was in no haste, he let them salvage their wounded and hustle them
away with them, several among them who might, indeed, be dead. There would be
cuts and grazes and wounds enough among the defenders, by all means let the
Welsh tend their own and bury their own. But he deployed his men, and a dozen
or so of Herbard’s party, like beaters after game, to herd the Welshmen back
methodically into their own country. He had no wish to start a determined
blood-feud with Madog ap Meredith, provided this lesson was duly learned. The defenders of the grange came out of
hiding, and the nuns out of their chapel, all a little dazed, as much by the
sudden hush as by the violence that had gone before. Those who had escaped hurt
dropped their bows and forks and axes, and turned to help those who were
wounded. And Brother Cadfael turned his back on the muddy ford and the bloodied
stakes, and knelt beside Melicent in the grass. “I was in the bell, turret,” she said in a
dry whisper. “I saw how splendid… He for us and his friend for him. They will
live, they must live, both… we can’t lose them. Tell me what I must do.” She
had done well already, no tears, no shaking, no outcry after that first scream
that had carried her through the ranks of the Welsh like the passage of a
lance. She had slid an arm carefully under Elis’s shoulders to raise him, and
prevent the weight of the two of them from falling on the head of the arrow
that had pinned them together. That spared them at least the worst agony and
aggravated damage of being impaled. And she had wrapped the linen of her wimple
round the shaft beneath Elis’s arm to stem the bleeding as best she could. “The iron is clean through,” she said. “I
can raise them more, if you can reach the shaft.” Sister Magdalen was at
Cadfael’s shoulder by then, as sturdy and practical as ever, but having taken a
shrewd look at Melicent’s intent and resolute face she left the girl the place
she had chosen, and went off placidly to salve others. Folly to disturb either
Melicent or the two young men she nursed on her arm and her braced knee, when
shifting them would only be worse pain. She went, instead, to fetch a small saw
and the keenest knife to be found, and linen enough to stem the first bursts of
bleeding when the shaft should be withdrawn. It was Melicent who cradled Elis
and Eliud as Cadfael felt his way about the head of the shaft, sawed deeply
into the wood, and then braced both hands to snap off the head with the least
movement. He brought it out, barely dinted from its passage through flesh and
bone, and dropped it aside in the grass. “Lay them down now—so! Let them lie a
moment.” The solid slope, cushioned by turf, received the weight gently as
Melicent lowered her burden. “That was well done,” said Cadfael. She had
bunched the blood, stained wimple and held it under the wound as she drew
aside, freeing a cramped and aching arm. “Now do you rest, too. The one of
these is shorn through the flesh of his arm, and has let blood enough, but his
body is sound, and his life safe. The other—no blinking it, his case is grave.” “I know it,” she said, staring down at the
tangled embrace that bound the pair of them fast. “He made his body a shield,”
she said softly, marvelling. “So much he loved him!” And so much she loved him,
Cadfael thought, that she had blazed forth out of shelter in much the same way,
shrieking defiance and rage. To the defence of her father’s murderer? Or had
she long since discarded that belief, no matter how heavily circumstances might
tell against him? Or had she simply forgotten everything else, when she heard
Elis yelling his solitary challenge? Everything but his invited peril and her
anguish for him? No need for her to have to see and hear
the worst moment of all. “Go fetch my scrip from the saddle yonder,” said
Cadfael, “and bring more cloth, padding and wrapping both, we shall need
plenty.” She was gone long enough for him to lay firm hold on the impaling
shaft, rid now of its head, and draw it fast and forcefully out from the wound,
with a steadying hand spread against Eliud’s back. Even so it fetched a sharp,
whining moan of agony, that subsided mercifully as the shaft came free. The
spurt of blood that followed soon slowed; the wound was neat, a mere slit, and
healthy flesh closes freely over narrow lesions, but there was no certainty
what damage had been done within. Cadfael lifted Eliud’s body carefully aside,
to let both breathe more freely, though the entwined arms relinquished their
hold very reluctantly. He enlarged the slit the arrow had made in the boy’s
clothing, wadded a clean cloth against the wound, and turned him gently on his
back. By that time Melicent was back with all that he had asked; a wild, soiled
figure with a blanched and resolute face. There was blood drying on her hands
and wrists, the skirts of her habit at the knee were stiffening into a hard,
dark crust, and her wimple lay on the grass, a stained ball of red. It hardly
mattered. She was never going to wear that or any other in earnest. “Now we’d best get these two indoors,
where I can strip and cleanse their injuries properly,” said Cadfael, when he
was assured the worst of the bleeding was checked. “Go and ask Sister Magdalen
where we may lay them, while I find some stout men to help me carry them in.” Sister Magdalen had made provision for
more than one cell to be emptied within the grange, and Mother Mariana and the
nuns of the house were ready to fetch and carry, heat water and bandage minor
injuries with very good will, relieved now of the fear of outrage. They carried
Elis and Eliud within and lodged them in neighbouring cells, for the space was
too small to allow free movement to Cadfael and those helping him, if both cots
were placed together. All the more since John Miller, who had escaped without a
scratch from the melee, was one of the party. The gentle giant could not only
heft sturdy young men as lightly as babies, he also had a deft and reassuring
hand with injuries. Between the two of them they stripped
Eliud, slitting the clothes from him to avoid racking him with worse pain,
washed and dressed the wounds in back and breast, and laid him in the cot with
his right arm padded and cradled to lie still. He had been trampled in the rush
of the Welshmen crossing to shore, bruises were blackening on him, but he had
no other wound, and it seemed the tramping feet had broken no bones. The
arrowhead had emerged well to the right, through his shoulder, to pierce the
flesh of Elis’s upper arm. Cadfael considered the line the shot had taken, and
shook his head doubtfully but not quite hopelessly over the chances of life and
death. With this one he would stay, sit with him the evening through, the night
if need be, wait the return of sense and wit. There were things they had to say
to each other, whether the boy was to live or die. Elis was another matter. He would live,
his arm would heal, his honour would be vindicated, his name cleared, and for
all Cadfael could see, there was no reason in the world why he should not get
his Melicent. No father to deny him, no overlord at liberty to assert his
rights in the girl’s marriage, and Lady Prestcote would be no bar at all. And
if Melicent had flown to his side before ever the shadow was lifted from him,
how much more joyfully would she accept him when he emerged sunlit from head to
foot. Happy innocent, with nothing left to trouble him but a painful arm, some
weakness from loss of blood, a wrenched knee that gave him pain at an
incautious movement, and a broken rib from being trampled. Troubles that might
keep him from riding for some time, but small grievances indeed, now he had
opened dazed dark eyes on the unexpected vision of a pale, bright face stooped
close to his, and heard a remembered voice, once hard and cold as ice, saying
very softly and tenderly: “Elis… Hush, lie still! I’m here, I won’t leave you.”
It was another hour and more before Eliud
opened his eyes, unfocussed and feverish, glittering greenly in the light of
the lamp beside his bed, for the cell was very dim. Even then he roused to such
distress that Cadfael eased him out of it again with a draught of poppy syrup,
and watched the drawn lines of pain gradually smooth out from the thin, intense
face, and the large eyelids close again over the distracted gleam. No point in
adding further trouble to one so troubled in body and soul. When he revived so
far as to draw the garment of his own dignity about him, then his time would
come. Others came in to look down at him for a
moment, and as quietly depart. Sister Magdalen came to bring Cadfael food and
ale, and stood a while in silence watching the shallow, painful heave and fall
of Eliud’s breast, and the pinched flutter of his nostrils on whistling breath.
All her volunteer army of defenders had dispersed about its own family
business, every hurt tended, the stakes uprooted from the ford, the pitted bed
raked smooth again, a day’s work very well done. If she was tired, she gave no
sign of it. Tomorrow there would be a number of the injured to visit again, but
there had been few serious hurts, and no deaths. Not yet! Not unless this boy
slipped through their fingers. Hugh came back towards evening, and sought
out Cadfael in the silent cell. “I’m off back to the town now,” he said in
Cadfael’s ear. “We’ve shepherded them more than halfway home, you’ll see no
more of them here. You’ll be staying?” Cadfael nodded towards the bed. “Yes—a great pity! I’ll leave you a couple
of men, send by them for whatever you need. And after this,” said Hugh grimly,
“we’ll have them out of Caus. They shall know whether there’s still a sheriff
in the shire.” He turned to the bedside and stood looking down sombrely at the
sleeper. “I saw what he did. Yes, a pity…” Eliud’s soiled and dismembered
clothing had been removed; he retained nothing but the body in which he had
been born into the world, and the means by which he had demanded to be ushered
out of it, if Elis proved false to his word. The rope was coiled and hung over
the bracket that held the lamp. “What is this?” asked Hugh, as his eye lit upon
it, and as quickly understood. “Ah! Alan told me. This I’ll take away, let him
read it for a sign. This will never be needed. When he wakes, tell him so.” “I pray God!” said Cadfael, so low that
not even Hugh heard. And Melicent came, from the cell where
Elis lay sore with trampling, but filled and overfilled with unexpected bliss.
She came at his wish, but most willingly, saw Cadfael to all appearances
drowsing on his stool against the wall, signed Eliud’s oblivious body solemnly
with the cross, and stooped suddenly to kiss his furrowed forehead and hollow
cheek, before stealing silently away to her own chosen vigil. Brother Cadfael opened one considerate eye
to watch her draw the door to softly after her, and could not take great
comfort. But with all his heart he hoped and prayed that God was watching with
him. In the pallid first light before dawn
Eliud stirred and quivered, and his eyelids began to flutter stressfully as
though he laboured hard to open them and confront the day, but had not yet the
strength. Cadfael drew his stool close, leaning to wipe the seamed brow and
working lips, and having an eye to the ewer he had ready to hand for when the
tormented body needed it. But that was not the unease that quickened Eliud now,
rousing out of his night’s respite. His eyes opened wide, staring into the
wooden roof of the cell and beyond, and shortened their range only when Cadfael
leaned down to him braced to speak, seeing desperate intelligence in the hazel
stare, and having something ripe within him that must inevitably be said. He never needed to say it. It was taken
out of his mouth. “I have got my death,” said the thread of
a voice that issued from Eliud’s dry lips, “get me a priest. I have sinned—I
must deliver all those others who suffer doubt…” Not his own deliverance, not
that first, only the deliverance of all who laboured under the same suspicion. Cadfael stooped closer. The gold, green
eyes were straining too far, they had not recognised him. They did so now and
lingered, wondering. “You are the brother who came to Tregeiriog. Welsh?”
Something like a sorrowful smile mellowed the desperation of his face. “I do
remember. It was you brought word of him… Brother, I have my death in my mouth,
whether he take me now of this grief or leave me for worse… A debt… I pledged
it…” He essayed, briefly, to raise his right hand, being strongly right,
handed, and gave up the attempt with a whining intake of breath at the pain it
cost him and shifted, pitiless, to the left, feeling at his neck where the
coiled rope should have been. Cadfael laid a hand to the lifted wrist, and
eased it back into the covers of the bed. “Hush, lie still! I am here to command,
there’s no haste. Rest, take thought, ask of me what you will, bid me whatever
you will. I’m here, I shan’t leave you.” He was believed. The slight body under
the brychans seemed to sink and slacken in one great sigh. There was a small
silence. The hazel eyes hung upon him with a great weight of trust and sorrow,
but without fear. Cadfael offered a drop of wine laced with honey, but the
braced head turned aside. “I want confession,” said Eliud faintly but clearly,
“of my mortal sin. Hear me!” “I am no priest,” said Cadfael. “Wait, he
shall be brought to you.” “I cannot wait. Do I know my time? If I
live,” he said simply, “I will tell it again and again—as long as there’s
need—I am done with all conceal.” They had neither of them observed the door of
the cell slowly opening, it was done so softly and shyly, by one troubled with
dawn voices, but as hesitant to disturb those who might wish to be private as
unwilling to neglect those who might be in need. In her own as yet unreasoned
and unquestioned happiness Melicent moved as one led by angelic inspiration,
exalted and humbled, requiring to serve. Her bloodied habit was shed, she had a
plain woollen gown on her. She hung in the half-open doorway, afraid to advance
or withdraw, frozen into stillness and silence because the voice from the bed
was so urgent and uncomforted. “I have killed,” said Eliud clearly. “God
knows I am sorry! I had ridden with him, cared for him, watched him founder and
urged his rest… And if ever he came home alive, then Elis was free… to go back
to Cristina, to marry…” A great shudder went through him head to foot, and
fetched a moan of pain out of him. “Cristina… I loved her always… from when we
were children, but I did not, I did not speak of it, never, never… She was
promised to him before ever I knew her, in her cradle. How could I touch, how
could I covet what was his?” “She also loved,” said Cadfael, nursing
him along the way. “She let you know of it…” “I would not hear, I dared not, I had no
right… And all the while she was so dear, I could not bear it. And when they
came back without Elis, and we thought him lost… Oh, God, can you conceive such
trouble as was mine, half, praying for his safe return, half wishing him dead,
for all I loved him, so that at last I might speak out without dishonour, and
ask for my love… And then—you know it, it was you brought word… and I was sent
here, my mouth stopped just when it was so full of words… And all that way I
thought, I could not stop thinking, the old man is so sick, so frail, if he dies
there’ll be none to exchange for Elis… If he dies I can return and Elis must
stay… Even a little time and I could still speak… All I needed was a little
time, now I was resolved. And that last day when he foundered… I did all I
could, I kept him man alive, and all the time, all the time it was clamouring
in me, let him die! I did not do it, we brought him still living…” He lay still
for a minute to draw breath, and Cadfael wiped the corners of the lips that
laboured against exhaustion to heave the worst burden from heart and
conscience. “Rest a little. You try yourself too hard.” “No, let me end it. Elis… I loved him, but
I loved Cristina more. And he would have wed her, and been content, but she… He
did not know the burning we knew. He knows it now. I never willed it… it was
not planned, what I did. All I did was to remember the lord Einon’s cloak and I
went, just as I was, to fetch it. I had his saddle, cloth on my arm, “ He
closed his eyes against what he remembered all too clearly, and tears welled out
from under the braised lids and ran down on either cheek. “He was so still,
hardly breathing at all—so like death. And in an hour Elis would have been on
his way home and I left behind in his place. So short a step to go! I did the
thing I wish to God I had cut off my hands rather than do, I held the saddle,
cloth over his face. There has not been a waking moment since when I have not
wished it undone,” whispered Eliud, “but to undo is not so easy as to do. As
soon as I understood my own evil I snatched my hands away, but he was gone. And
I was cowardly afraid and left the cloak lying, for if I’d taken it, it would
have been known I’d been there. And that was the quiet hour and no one saw me,
going or coming.” Again he waited, gathering strength with a terrible, earnest
patience to continue to the end. “And all for nothing—for nothing! I made
myself a murderer for nothing. For Elis came and told me how he loved the lord
Gilbert’s daughter and willed to be released from his bond with Cristina, as
bitterly as she willed it, and I also. And he would go to make himself known to
her father… I tried to stop him… I needed someone to go there and find my dead
man, and cry it aloud, but not Elis, oh, not Elis! But he would go. And even
then they still thought the lord Gilbert alive, only sleeping. So I had to
fetch the cloak, if no one else would cry him dead—but not alone… a witness, to
make the discovery. I still thought Elis would be held and I should go home. He
longed to stay and I to go… This knot some devil tied,” sighed Eliud, “and only
I have deserved it. All they three suffer because of me. And you, brother, I
did foully by you…” “In choosing me to be your witness?” said
Cadfael gently. “And you had to knock over the stool to make me look closely
enough, even then. Your devil still had you by the hand, for if you had chosen
another there might never have been the cry of murder that kept you both
prisoners.” “It was my angel, then, no devil. For I am
glad to be rid of all lies and known for what I am. I would never have let it
fall on Elis—nor on any other man. But I am human and fearful,” he said
inflexibly, “and I hoped to go free. Now that is solved. One way or another, I
shall give a life for a life. I would not have let Elis bear it… Tell her so!”
There was no need, she already knew. But the head of the cot was towards the
door, and Eliud had seen nothing but the rough vault of the cell, and Cadfael’s
stooping face. The lamp had not wavered, and did not waver now, as Melicent
withdrew from the threshold very softly and carefully, drawing the door to by
inches after her. “They have taken away my halter,” said
Eliud, his eyes wandering languidly over the bare little room. “They’ll have to
find me another one now.” When it was all told he lay drained, very
weak and utterly biddable, eased of hope and grateful for contrition. He let
himself be handled for healing, though with a drear smile that said Cadfael
wasted his pains on a dead man. He did his best to help the handling, and bore
pain without a murmur when his wounds were probed and cleansed and dressed
afresh. He tried to swallow the draughts that were held to his lips, and
offered thanks for even the smallest service. When he drifted into an uneasy
sleep, Cadfael went to find the two men Hugh had left to run his errands, and
sent one of them riding to Shrewsbury with the news that would bring Hugh back
again in haste. When he returned into the precinct, Melicent was waiting for
him in the doorway. She read in his face the mixture of dismay and resignation
he felt at having to tell over again what had been ordeal enough to listen to
in the first place, and offered instant and firm reassurance. “I know. I heard. I heard you talking, and
his voice… I thought you might need someone to fetch and carry for you, so I
came to ask. I heard what Eliud said. What is to be done now?” For all her
calm, she was bewildered and lost between father killed and lover saved, and
the knowledge of the fierce affection those two foster-brothers had for each
other, and every way was damage and every escape was barred. “I have told
Elis,” she said. “Better we should all know what we are about. God knows I am
so confused now, I doubt if I know right from wrong. Will you come to Elis?
He’s fretting for Eliud.” Cadfael went with her in perplexity as great as hers.
Murder is murder, but if a life can pay the debt for a life, there was Elis to
level the account. Was yet another life demanded? Another death justifiable? He
sat down with her beside the bed, confronted by an Elis wide awake and in full
possession of his senses, for all he hesitated on the near edge of fever. “Melicent has told me,” said Elis,
clutching agitatedly at Cadfael’s sleeve. “But is it true? You don’t know him
as I do! Are you sure he is not making up this story, because he fears I may
yet be charged? May he not even believe I did it? It would be like him to
shoulder all to cover me. So he has done in old times when we were children, so
he might even now. You saw, you saw what he has already done for me! Should I
be here alive now but for Eliud? I can’t believe so easily…” Cadfael went about
hushing him the most practical way, by examining the dressing on his arm and
finding it dry, unstained and causing him no pain, let well alone for the time
being. The tight binding round his damaged rib had caused him some discomfort
and shortness of breath, and might be slightly slackened to ease him. And
whatever dose was offered him he swallowed almost absently, his eyes never
shifting from Cadfael’s face, demanding answers to desperate questions. And
there would be small comfort for him in the naked truth. “Son,” said Cadfael, “there’s no virtue in
fending off truth. The tale Eliud has told fits in every particular and it is
truth. Sorry I am to say it, but true it is. Put all doubts out of your head.”
They received that with the same white calm and made no further protest. After a long silence Melicent said: “I
think you knew it before.” “I did know it, from the moment I set eyes
on Einon ab Ithel’s brocaded saddle, cloth. That, and nothing else, could have
killed Gilbert, and it was Eliud whose duty it was to care for Einon’s horse
and harness. Yes, I knew. But he made his confession willingly, eagerly, before
I could question or accuse him. That must count to him for virtue, and speak on
his side.” “God knows,” said Melicent, shutting her
pale face hard between her hands, as if to hold her wits together, “on what
side I dare speak, who am so torn. All I know is that Eliud cannot, does not
carry all the guilt. In this matter, which of us is innocent?” “You are!” said Elis fiercely. “How did
you fail? But if I had taken a little thought to see how things were with him
and with Cristina… I was too easy, too light, too much in love with myself to
take heed. I’d never dreamed of such a love, I didn’t know… I had all to
learn.” It had been no easy lesson for him, but he had it by heart now. “If only I had had more faith in myself
and my father,” said Melicent, “we could have sent word honestly into Wales, to
Owain Gwynedd and to my father, that we two loved and entreated leave to
marry…” “If only I had been as quick to see what
ailed Eliud as he always was to put trouble away from me…” “If none of us ever fell short, or put a
foot astray,” said Cadfael sadly, “everything would be good in this great
world, but we stumble and fall, every one. We must deal with what we have. He
did it, and all we must share the gall.” Out of a drear hush Elis asked: “What will
become of him? Will there be mercy? Surely he need not die?” “It rests with the law, and with the law I
have no weight.” “Melicent relented to me,” said Elis,
“before ever she knew I was clean of her father’s blood…” “Ah, but I did know!” she said quickly. “I
was sick in mind that ever I doubted.” “And I love her the more for it. And Eliud
has made confession when no man was accusing, and that must count for virtue to
him, as you said, and speak on his side.” “That and all else that speaks for him,”
promised Cadfael fervently, “shall be urged in his defence. I will see to
that.” “But you are not hopeful,” said Elis
bleakly, watching his face with eyes all too sharp. He would have liked to deny it, but to
what end, when Eliud himself had accepted and embraced, with resignation and
humility, the inevitable death? Cadfael made what comfort he could, short of
lying, and left them together. The last glimpse, as he closed the door, was of
two braced, wary faces following his going with a steady, veiled stare, their
minds shuttered and secret. Only the fierce alliance of hand clasping hand on
the brychan betrayed them. Hugh Beringar came next day in a hurry,
listened in dour silence as Eliud laboured with desolate patience through the
story yet again, as he had already done for the old priest who said Mass for
the sisters. As Eliud’s soul faced humbly toward withdrawal from the world,
Cadfael noted his misused body began to heal and find ease, very slowly, but
past any doubt. His mind consented to dying, his body resolved to live. The
wounds were clean, his excellent youth and health fought hard, whether for or
against him who could say? “Well, I am listening,” said Hugh somewhat
wearily, pacing the bank of the brook with Cadfael at his side. “Say what you
have to say.” But Cadfael had never seen his face grimmer. “He made full and free confession,” said
Cadfael, “before ever a finger was pointed at him, as soon as he felt he might
die. He was in desperate haste to do justice to all, not merely Elis, who might
lie under the shadow of suspicion because of him. You know me, I know you. I
have said honestly, I was about to tell him that I knew he had killed. I swear
to you he took that word clean out of my mouth. He wanted confession, penance,
absolution. Most of all he wanted to lift the threat from Elis and any other
who might be overcast.” “I take your word absolutely,” said Hugh,
“and it is something. But enough? This was no hot-blood squall blown up in a
moment before he could think, it was an old man, wounded and sick, sleeping in
his bed.” “It was not planned. He went to reclaim
his lord’s cloak. That I am sure is true. But if you think the blood was cold,
dear God, how wrong you are! The boy was half, mad with the long bleeding of
hopeless love, and had just come to the point of rebellion, and the thread of a
life—one he had been nursing in duty!—cut him off from the respite his sudden
courage needed. God forgive him, he had hoped Gilbert would die! He has said so
honestly. Chance showed him a thread so thin it could be severed by a breath,
and before ever he took thought, he blew! He says he has repented of it every
moment that has passed since that moment, and I believe it. Did you never,
Hugh, do one unworthy thing on impulse, that grieved and shamed you ever
after?” “Not to the length of killing an old man
in his bed,” said Hugh mercilessly. “No! Nor nothing to match it,” said
Cadfael with a deep sigh and briefer smile. “Pardon me, Hugh! I am Welsh and
you are English. We Welsh recognise degrees. Theft, theft absolute, without
excuse, is our most mortal offence, and therefore we hedge it about with
degrees, things which are not theft absolute—taking openly by force, taking in
ignorance, taking without leave, providing the offender owns to it, and taking
to stay alive, where a beggar has starved three days—no man hangs in Wales for
these. Even in dying, even in killing, we acknowledge degrees. We make a
distinction between homicide and murder, and even the worst may sometimes be
compounded for a lesser price than hanging.” “So might I make distinctions,” said Hugh,
brooding over the placid ford. “But this was my lord, into whose boots I step,
for want of my king to give orders. He was no close friend of mine, but he was
fair to me always, he had an ear to listen, if I was none too happy with some
of his more austere judgments. He was an honourable man and did his duty by
this shire of mine as he best knew, and his death fetters me.” Cadfael was
silent and respectful. It was a discipline removed now from his, but once there
had been such a tie, such a fealty, and he remembered it, and they were none so
far apart. “God forbid,” said Hugh, “that I should
hurl out of the world any but such as are too vile to be let live in it. And
this is no such monster. One mortal error, one single vileness, and a creature
barely—what’s his age? Twenty-one? And driven hard, but which of us is not? He
shall have his trial and I shall do what I must,” said Hugh hardly. “But I
would to God it was taken out of my hands!” Chapter Fifteen BEFORE HE LEFT THAT EVENING HE MADE HIS
WILL CLEAR for the others. “Owain may be pressed, if Chester moves again, he
wants his men. I have sent to say that all who are clear now shall leave here
the day after tomorrow. I have six good men-at-arms belonging to him in
Shrewsbury. They are free, and I shall equip them for their journey home. The
day after tomorrow as early as may be, around dawn, they will be here to take
Elis ap Cynan with them, back to Tregeiriog.” “Impossible,” said Cadfael flatly. “He
cannot yet ride. He has a twisted knee and a cracked rib, besides the arm
wound, though that progresses well. He will not ride in comfort for three or
four weeks. He will not ride hard or into combat for longer.” “He need not,” said Hugh shortly. “You
forget we have horses borrowed from Tudur ap Rhys, rested and ready for work
now, and Elis can as well ride in a litter as could Gilbert in far worse
condition. I want all the men of Gwynedd safely out of here before I move
against Powys, as I mean to. Let’s have one trouble finished and put by before
we face another.” So that was settled and no appeal. Cadfael had expected the
order to be received with consternation by Elis, both on Eliud’s account and
his own, but after a brief outcry of dismay, suddenly checked, there was a
longer pause for thought, while Elis put the matter of his own departure aside,
not without a hard, considering look, and turned only to confirm that there was
no chance of Eliud escaping trial for murder and very little of any sentence
but death being passed upon him. It was a hard thing to accept, but in the end
it seemed Elis had no choice but to accept it. A strange, embattled calm had
taken possession of the lovers, they had a way of looking at each other as
though they shared thoughts that needed no words to be communicated, but were
exchanged in a silent code no one else could read. Unless, perhaps, Sister
Magdalen understood the language. She herself went about in thoughtful silence
and with a shrewd eye upon them both. “So I am to be fetched away early, the day
after tomorrow,” said Elis. He cast one brief glance at Melicent and she at
him. “Well, I can and will send in proper form from Gwynedd, it’s as well the
thing should be done openly and honestly when I pay my suit to Melicent. And
there will be things to set right at Tregeiriog before I shall be free.” He did
not speak of Cristina, but the thought of her was there, desolate and
oppressive in the room with them. To win her battle, only to see the victory
turn to ash and drift through her fingers. “I’m a sound sleeper,” said Elis
with a sombre smile, “they may have to roll me in my blankets and carry me out
snoring, if they come too early.” And he ended with abrupt gravity: “Will you
ask Hugh Beringar if I may have my bed moved into the cell with Eliud these
last two nights? It is not a great thing to ask of him.” “I will,” said Cadfael, after a brief
pause to get the drift of that, for it made sense more ways than one. And he
went at once to proffer the request. Hugh was already preparing to mount and
ride back to the town, and Sister Magdalen was in the yard to see him go. No
doubt she had been deploying for him, in her own way, all the arguments for
mercy which Cadfael had already used, and perhaps others of which he had not
thought. Doubtful if there would be any harvest even from her well-planted
seed, but if you never sow you will certainly never reap. “Let them be together by all means,” said
Hugh, shrugging morosely, “if it can give them any comfort. As soon as the
other one is fit to be moved I’ll take him off your hands, but until then let
him rest. Who knows, that Welsh arrow may yet do the solving for us, if God’s
kind to him.” Sister Magdalen stood looking after him until the last of the
escort had vanished up the forested ride. “At least,” she said then, “it gives him
no pleasure. A pity to proceed where nobody’s the gainer and every man
suffers.” “A great pity! He said himself,” reported
Cadfael, equally thoughtfully, “he wished to God it could be taken out of his
hands.” And he looked along his shoulder at Sister Magdalen, and found her
looking just as guilelessly at him. He suffered a small, astonished illusion
that they were even beginning to resemble each other, and to exchange glances
in silence as eloquently as did Elis and Melicent. “Did he so?” said Sister Magdalen in
innocent sympathy. “That might be worth praying for. I’ll have a word said in
chapel at every office tomorrow. If you ask for nothing, you deserve nothing.”
They went in together, and so strong was this sense of an agreed understanding
between them, though one that had better not be acknowledged in words, that he
went so far as to ask her advice on a point which was troubling him. In the
turmoil of the fighting and the stress of tending the wounded he had had no
chance to deliver the message with which Cristina had entrusted him, and after Eliud’s
confession he was divided in mind as to whether it would be a kindness to do so
now, or the most cruel blow he could strike. “This girl of his in Tregeiriog—the one
for whom he was driving himself mad—she charged me with a message to him and I
promised her he should be told. But now, with this hanging over him… Is it well
to give him everything to live for, when there may be no life for him? Should
we make the world, if he’s to leave it, a thousand times more desirable? What
sort of kindness would that be?” He told her, word for word, what the message
was. She pondered, but not long. “Small choice if you promised the girl.
And truth should never be feared as harm. But besides, from all I see, he is
willing himself to die, though his body is determined on life, and without
every spur he may win the fight over his body, turn his face to the wall, and
slip away. As well, perhaps, if the only other way is the gallows. But if—I say
if!—the times relent and let him live, then pity not to give him every armour
and every weapon to survive to hear the good news.” She turned her head and
looked at him again with the deep, calculating glance he had observed before,
and then she smiled. “It is worth a wager,” she said. “I begin to think so, too,” said Cadfael
and went in to see the wager laid. They had not yet moved Elis and his cot
into the neighbouring cell; Eliud still lay alone. Sometimes, marking the path
the arrow had taken clean through his right shoulder, but a little low, Cadfael
doubted if he would ever draw bow again, even if at some future time he could
handle a sword. That was the least of his threatened harms now. Let him be
offered as counter, balance the greatest promised good. Cadfael sat down beside the bed, and told
how Elis had asked leave to join him and been granted what he asked. That
brought a strange, forlorn brightness to Eliud’s thin, vulnerable face. Cadfael
refrained from saying a word about Elis’s imminent departure, however, and
wondered briefly why he kept silent on that matter, only to realise hurriedly
that it was better not even to wonder, much less question. Innocence is an
infinitely fragile thing and thought can sometimes injure, even destroy it. “And there is also a word I promised to
bring you and have had no quiet occasion until now. From Cristina when I left
Tregeiriog.” Her name caused all the lines of Eliud’s face to contract into a
tight, wary pallor, and his eyes to dilate in sudden bright green like stormy
sunlight through June leaves. “Cristina sends to tell you, by me, that she has
spoken with her father and with yours and soon, by consent, she will be her own
woman to give herself where she will. And she will give herself to none but
you.” An abrupt and blinding flood drowned the green and sent the sunlight
sparkling in sudden fountains, and Eliud’s good left hand groped lamely after
anything human he might hold by for comfort, closed hungrily on the hand
Cadfael offered, and drew it down against his quivering face, and lower into
the bed, against his frantically beating heart. Cadfael let him alone thus for
some moments, until the storm passed. When the boy was still again, he withdrew
his hand gently. “But she does not know,” whispered Eliud
wretchedly, “what I am… what I have done…” “What she knows of you is all she needs to
know, that she loves you as you love her, and there is not nor ever could be
any other. I do not believe that guilt or innocence, good or evil can change
Cristina towards you. Child, by the common expectation of man you have some
thirty years at least of your life to live, which is room for marriage,
children, fame, atonement, sainthood. What is done matters, but what is yet to
do matters far more. Cristina has that truth in her. When she does know all,
she will be grieved, but she will not be changed.” “My expectation,” said Eliud faintly
through the covers that hid his ravaged face, “is in weeks, months at most, not
thirty years.” “It is God fixes the term,” said Cadfael,
“not men, not kings, not judges. A man must be prepared to face life, as well
as death, there’s no escape from either. Who knows the length of the penance,
or the magnitude of the reparation, that may be required of you?” He rose from
his place then, because John Miller and a couple of other neighbours, nursing
the small scars of the late battle, carried in Elis, cot and all, from the next
cell and set him down beside Eliud’s couch. It was a good time to break off,
the boy had the spark of the future already alive in him, however strongly
resignation prompted him to quench it, and now this reunion with the other half
of his being came very aptly. Cadfael stood by to see them settled and watch
John Miller strip down the covers from Eliud and lift and replace him bodily,
as lightly as an infant and as deftly as if handled by a mother. John had been
closeted with Elis and Melicent, and was grown fond of Elis as of a bold and
promising small boy from among his kin. A useful man, with his huge and
balanced strength, able to pick up a sick man from his sleep—provided he cared
enough for the man!—and carry him hence without disturbing his rest. And
devoted to Sister Magdalen, whose writ ran here firm as any king’s. Yes, a useful ally. Well… The next day passed in a kind of
deliberate hush, as if every man and every woman walked delicately, with bated
breath, and kept the ritual of the house with particular awe and reverence,
warding off all mischance. Never had the horarium of the order been more
scrupulously observed at Godric’s Ford. Mother Mariana, small, wizened and old,
presided over a sisterhood of such model devotion as to disarm fate. And her
enforced guests in their twin cots in one cell were quiet and private together,
and even Melicent, now a lay guest of the house and no postulant, went about
the business of the day with a pure, still face, and left the two young men to
their own measures. Brother Cadfael observed the offices, made
some fervent prayers of his own, and went out to help Sister Magdalen tend the
few injuries still in need of supervision among the neighbours. “You’re worn out,” said Sister Magdalen
solicitously, when they returned for a late bite of supper and Compline.
“Tomorrow you should sleep until Prime, you’ve had no real rest for three
nights now. Say your farewell to Elis tonight, for they’ll be here at first light
in the morning. And now I think of it,” she said, “I could do with another
flask of that syrup you brew from poppies, for I’ve emptied my bottle, and I
have one patient to see tomorrow who gets little sleep from pain. Will you
refill the flask if I bring it?” “Willingly,” said Cadfael, and went to
fetch the jar he had had sent from Brother Oswin in Shrewsbury after the
battle. She brought a large green glass flask, and he filled it to the brim
without comment. Nor did he rise early in the morning,
though he was awake in good time; he was as good at interpreting a nudge in the
ribs as the next man. He heard the horsemen when they came, and the voice of
the portress and other voices, Welsh and English both, and among them, surely,
the voice of John Miller. But he did not rise and go out to speed them on their
way. When he came forth for Prime, the
travellers, he reckoned, must be two hours gone on their way into Wales, armed
with Hugh’s safe-conduct to cover the near end of the journey, well mounted and
provided. The portress had conducted them to the cell where their charge, Elis
ap Cynan, would be found in the nearer bed, and John Miller had carried him out
in his arms, warmly swathed, and bestowed him in the litter sent to bear him
home. Mother Mariana herself had risen to witness and bless their going. After Prime Cadfael went to tend his
remaining patient. As well to continue just as in the previous days. Two clear
hours should be ample start, and someone had to be the first to go in—no, not
the first, for certainly Melicent was there before him, but the first of the
others, the potential enemy, the uninitiated. He opened the door of the cell, and halted
just within the threshold. In the dim light two roused, pale faces confronted
him, almost cheek to cheek. Melicent sat on the edge of the bed, supporting the
occupant in her arm, for he had raised himself to sit upright, with a cloak
draped round his naked shoulders, to meet this moment erect. The bandage
swathing his cracked rib heaved to a quickened and apprehensive heartbeat, and
the eyes that fixed steadily upon Cadfael were not greenish hazel, but almost
as dark as the tangle of black curls. “Will you let the lord Beringar know,”
said Elis ap Cynan, “that I have sent away my foster-brother out of his hands,
and am here to answer for all that may be held against him. He put his neck in
a noose for me, so do I now for him. Whatever the law wills can be done to me
in his place.” It was said. He drew a deep breath, and winced at the stab it
cost him, but the sharp expectancy of his face eased and warmed now the first
step was taken, and there was no more need of any concealment. “I am sorry I had to deceive Mother
Mariana,” he said. “Say I entreat her forgiveness, but there was no other way
in fairness to all here. I would not have any other blamed for what I have
done.” And he added with sudden impulsive simplicity: “I’m glad it was you who
came. Send to the town quickly, I shall be glad to have this over. And Eliud
will be safe now.” “I’ll do your errand,” said Cadfael
gravely, “both your errands. And ask no questions.” Not even whether Eliud had
been in the plot, for he already knew the answer. From all those who had found
it necessary to turn a blind eye and a deaf ear, Eliud stood apart in his
despairing innocence and lamentable guilt. Someone among those bearers of his
on the road to Wales might have a frantically distressed invalid on his hands
when the long, deep sleep drew to a close. But at the end of the enforced
flight, whatever measures Owam Gwynedd took in the matter, there was Cristina
waiting. “I have provided as well as I could,” said
Elis earnestly. “They’ll send word ahead, she’ll come to meet him. It will be a
hard enough furrow, but it will be life.” A deal of growing up seemed to have
been done since Elis ap Cynan first came raiding to Godric’s Ford. This was not
the boy who had avenged his nervous fears in captivity by tossing Welsh insults
at his captors with an innocent face, nor the girl who had cherished dreamy
notions of taking the veil before ever she knew what marriage or vocation
meant. “The affair seems to have been well
managed,” said Cadfael judicially. “Very well, I’ll go and make it known—here
and in Shrewsbury.” He had the door half, closed behind him
when Elis called: “And then will you come and help me do on my clothes? I would
like to meet Hugh Beringar decent and on my feet.” And that was what he did, when Hugh came
in the afternoon, grim, faced and black-browed, to probe the loss of his felon.
In Mother Mariana’s tiny parlour, dark-timbered and bare, Elis and Melicent
stood side by side to face him. Cadfael had got the boy into his hose and shirt
and coat, and Melicent had combed out the tangles from his hair, since he could
not do it himself without pain. Sister Magdalen, after one measuring glance as
he took his first unsteady steps, had provided him a staff to reinforce his
treacherous knee, which would not go fairly under him as yet, but threatened to
double all ways to let him fall. When he was ready he looked very young, neat
and solemn, and understandably afraid. He stood twisted a little sideways,
favouring the knitting rib that shortened his breath. Melicent kept a hand
ready, close to his arm, but held off from touching. “I have sent Eliud back to Wales in my
place,” said Elis, stiff as much with apprehension as with resolve, “since I
owe him a life. But here am I, at your will and disposal, to do with as you see
fit. Whatever you hold due to him, visit upon me.” “For God’s sake sit down,” said Hugh
shortly and disconcertingly. “I object to being made the target of your self,
inflicted suffering. If you’re offering me your neck, that’s enough, I have no
need of your present pains. Sit and take ease. I am not interested in heroes.”
Elis flushed, winced and sat obediently, but he did not take his eyes from
Hugh’s grim countenance. “Who helped you?” demanded Hugh with
chilling quietness. “No one. I alone made this plan. Owain’s
men did as they were ordered by me.” That could be said boldly, they were well
away in their own country. “We made the plan,” said Melicent firmly. Hugh ignored her, or seemed to. “Who
helped you?” he repeated forcibly. “No one. Melicent knew, but she took no
part. The sole blame is mine. Deal with me!” “So alone you moved your cousin into the
other bed. That was marvel enough, for a man crippled himself and unable to
walk, let alone lift another man’s weight. And as I hear, a certain miller of
these parts carried Eliud ap Griffith to the litter.” “It was dark within, and barely light
without,” said Elis steadily, “and I…” “We,” said Melicent. “… I had already wrapped Eliud well, there
was little of him to see. John did nothing but lend his strong arms in kindness
to me.” “Was Eliud party to this exchange?” “No!” they said together, loudly and
fiercely. “No!” repeated Elis, his voice shaking
with the fervour of his denial. “He knew nothing. I gave him in his last drink
a great draught of the poppy syrup that Brother Cadfael used on us to dull the
pain, that first day. It brings on deep sleep. Eliud slept through all. He
never knew! He never would have consented.” “And how did you, bed-held as you were,
come by that syrup?” I stole the flask from Sister Magdalen,” said Melicent.
“Ask her! She will tell you what a great dose has been taken from it.” So she
would, with all gravity and concern. Hugh never doubted it, nor did he mean to
put her to the necessity of answering. Nor Cadfael either. Both had
considerately absented themselves from this trial, judge and culprits held the
whole matter in their hands. There was a brief, heavy silence that
weighed distressfully on Elis, while Hugh eyed the pair of them from under
knitted brows, and fastened at last with frowning attention upon Melicent. “You of all people,” he said, “had the
greatest right to require payment from Eliud. Have you so soon forgiven him?
Then who else dare gainsay?” “I am not even sure,” said Melicent
slowly, “that I know what forgiveness is. Only it seems a sad waste that all a
man’s good should not be able to outweigh one evil, however great. That is the
world’s loss. And I wanted no more deaths. One was grief enough, the second
would not heal it.” Another silence, longer than the first. Elis burned and
shivered, wanting to hear his penalty, whatever it might be, and know the best
and the worst. He quaked when Hugh rose abruptly from his seat. “Elis ap Cynan, I have no charge to make
in law against you. I want no exaction from you. You had best rest here a while
yet. Your horse is still in the abbey stables. When you are fit to ride, you
may follow your foster-brother home.” And before they had breath to speak, he
was out of the room, and the door closing after him. Brother Cadfael walked a short way beside
his friend when Hugh rode back to Shrewsbury in the early evening. The last
days had been mild, and in the long green ride the branches of the trees wore
the first green veil of the spring budding. The singing of the birds, likewise,
had begun to throb with the yearly excitement and unrest before mating and
nesting and rearing the young. A time for all manner of births and beginnings,
and for putting death out of mind. “What else could I have done?” said Hugh.
“This one has done no murder, never owed me that very comely neck he insists on
offering me. And if I had hanged him I should have been hanging both, for God
alone knows how even so resolute a girl as Melicent—or the one you spoke of in
Tregeiriog for that matter—is ever going to part the two halves of that pair.
Two lives for one is no fair bargain.” He looked down from the saddle of the
raw-boned grey which was his favourite mount, and smiled at Cadfael, and it was
the first time for some days that he had been seen to smile utterly without
irony or reserve. “How much did you know?” “Nothing,” said Cadfael simply. “I guessed
at much, but I can fairly say I knew nothing and never lifted finger.” In
silence and deafness and blindness he had connived, but no need to say that,
Hugh would know it, Hugh, who could not have connived. Nor was there any need
for Hugh ever to say with what secret gratitude he relinquished the judgement
he would never have laid down of his own will. “What will become of them all?” Hugh
wondered. “Elis will go home as soon as he’s well enough, I suppose, and send
formally to ask for his girl. There’s no man of her kin to ask but her own
mother’s brother, and he’s far off with the queen in Kent and out of reach. I
fancy Sister Magdalen will advise the girl to go back to her step-mother for
the waiting time, and have all done in proper form, and she has sense enough to
listen to advice, and the patience to wait for what she wants, now she’s
assured of getting it in the end. But what of the other pair?” Eliud and his
companions would be well into Wales by this time and need not hurry, to tire
the invalid too much. The draught of forgetfulness they had given him might
dull his senses for a while even when he awoke, and his fellows would do their
best to ease his remorse and grief, and his fear for Elis. But that troubled
and passionate spirit would never be quite at rest. “What will Owain do with him?” “Neither destroy nor waste him,” said
Cadfael, “provided you cede your rights in him. He’ll live, he’ll marry his
Cristina—there’ll be no peace for prince or priest or parent until she gets her
way. As for his penance, he has it within him, he’ll carry it lifelong. There
is nothing but death itself you or any man could lay upon him that he will not
lay upon himself. But God willing, he will not have to carry it alone. There is
no crime and no failure can drive Cristina from him.” They parted at the head
of the ride. It was premature dusk under the trees, but still the birds sang
with the extreme and violent joy that seemed loud enough to shake such fragile
instruments into dust or burst the hearts in their breasts. There were windflowers
quivering in the grass. “I go lighter than I came,” said Hugh,
reining in for a moment before he took the homeward road. “As soon as I see that lad walking upright
and breathing deep, I shall follow. And glad to be going home.” Cadfael looked
back at the low timber roofs of Mother Mariana’s grange, where the silvery
light through gossamer branches reflected the ceaseless quivering of the brook.
“I hope we have made, between us all, the best of a great ill, and who could do
more? Once, I remember, Father Abbot said that our purpose is justice, and with
God lies the privilege of mercy. But even God, when he intends mercy, needs
tools to his hand.” About
the Author ELLIS PETERS is
the nom-de-crime of English novelist Edith Pargeter, author of scores of
books under her own name. She is the recipient of the Silver Dagger Award,
conferred by the Crime Writers Association in Britain, as well as the coveted
Edgar, awarded by the Mystery Writers of America. Miss Pargeter is also well
known as a translator of poetry and prose from the Czech and has been awarded
the Gold Medal and Ribbon of the Czechoslovak Society for Foreign Relations for
her services to Czech literature. She passed away in 1995, at the age of 82, at
home in her beloved Shropshire. |
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