"picoult, jodi, keeping faith" - читать интересную книгу автора (Picoult Jodi)--as he says every now and then--I'm the best thing
he can remember. When we go out to dinner occasionally with his colleagues--the ones who have collected trophy wives--I realize how fortunate I am to have someone like Colin. He puts his hand on the small of my back, which is not as tanned or slender as those on some of the younger models. He proudly introduces me. "This is my wife," he says, and I smile. It is all I've ever wanted to be. "Mommy." It has started to rain again; the road is swimming in front of me, and I've never been a very confident driver. "Ssh. I have to concentrate." "But, Mommy," she presses. "This is really, really important." "What is really, really important is getting to your ballet lesson without getting us killed." For one blessed moment it is quiet. Then Faith begins kicking the back of my seat. "But I don't have my leotard," she whines. to look at her. "You don't?" "No. I didn't know we were going there straight from Grandma's." I feel my neck redden. We are all of two miles from the dance studio. "For God's sake, Faith. Why didn't you say something before?" Her eyes fill with tears. "I didn't know we were on our way to ballet until now." I slam my hand against the steering wheel. I don't know if I am angry at Faith, at the weather, at my mother, or at the damned sprinklers in the grocery store, all of which have managed to screw up my day. "We go to ballet every single Tuesday after lunch!" I pull onto the road and make a U-turn, ignoring the prick of guilt that tells me I'm being too hard on her, that she's only seven. Faith begins to shriek through her tears. "I don't want to go home! I want to go to ballet!" "We're not going home," I say through clenched teeth. "We're just going to pick up your leotard, and then we'll go to ballet." We'll |
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