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CHAPTER ONE
Lioness from Tortall
On a March
afternoon a knight and a man-at-arms reached the gates of the
Marenite city of Berat. The guards hid their smiles as they looked
the noble over—in size the beardless youth could as well have
been a squire, with only a shield to reveal his higher rank. They
wondered aloud if the youngster could hold his lance, let
alone unseat an opponent with it. Hearing them, the knight favored
them with a broad grin. The guards, liking his reaction, fell silent.
The man-at-arms gave a tug on their packhorse's lead rein, and the
small party moved through the gates into the city.
Most nobles dressed
richly, but this knight wore well-traveled leather, covered with a
white burnoose like those worn by the Bazhir of the Tortallan desert.
With the burnoose's hood pushed back, everyone could see that the
knight's hair was copper, cut so it brushed his shoulders.
His eyes were an
odd, purple shade that drew stares; his face determined. Before him,
in a cup fixed to his mare's saddle, rode a black cat.
The man-at-arms was
dressed like the knight. There were no grins for him—he was a
burly, dark-haired commoner with no-nonsense eyes. It was he who
asked directions to the inn called the Wandering Bard while the
knight looked with interest at the streets around them. They set off
in the direction of the inn, picking their way through the crowds
with ease.
The cat swiveled
his head, looking up at the knight. They think you're a boy.
To most, his utterances sounded like those of any cat; to the few he
chose, he spoke as plainly as a human.
"Good,"
the knight replied. "That's less fuss over me."
Is that why you
left your shield covered?
"Be sensible,
Faithful," was the tart reply. "The shield's covered
because I don't want it to get all over dust. It takes forever to
clean it. This far south, who'd've heard of me?"
The man-at-arms,
who'd drawn level with them, grinned. "Ye'd be surprised. News
has a way of travelin'."
The common room of
the Wandering Bard was deserted except for the innkeeper, Windfeld,
who was resting after the noon rush. He'd just begun his own meal
when a stable-boy charged in.
"Y'want
t'hurry, master," the boy puffed, excited. "They's a knight
in th'yards—a Tortall knight!"
"What of
that?" Windfeld replied. "We've had knights at the Bard
afore."
"Not a knight
like this'un," the boy announced. "This'un be a girl!"
"Don't joke
with me, lad," Windfeld began. Then he remembered. "That's
right. Sir Myles wrote me of the lass he adopted a year past. Said
she went as a lad for years, as page and squire,'till she was
knighted. That was when our stables almost burned, and I didn't pay
his letter the attention I ought. What's her shield?"
"Shield's
a-covered," was the reply. "But her man wears a pin like
one. It's red, with a gold cat a-rearin' on it."
"That's her—Alanna of Trebond and Olau, Sir Myles's heir." Windfeld got up,
removing his apron to throw it on the table. "And with the Shang
Dragon here already! It's bound to be a good week. The stableyard,
you said?" divbreak
Alanna of Trebond
and Olau, sometimes called "the Lioness" for the cat on her
shield, was surprised to be greeted by the innkeeper. The host of
such a prosperous house did not meet his guests unless they were
wealthy or famous. Since she had lived in Tortall's Great Southern
Desert for over a year, Alanna did not realize she had become famous.
Afoot, her cat
cradled in her arms, she was short and stocky—sturdy rather
than muscular. She did not look as if she could have disguised her
sex for years to undergo a knight's harsh training. And she certainly
did not look as if she would excel at her training to the point where
some—men who were qualified to judge such matters—would call her "the finest squire in Tortall."
She also did not
look like the adopted heir of one of her realm's wealthiest noblemen.
"I don't know if Sir Myles told you," Windfeld explained,
"but I'm honored to serve his interests here in Berat. I bid you
and your man welcome to the Wanderin' Bard." He nodded to the
man-at-arms, who supervised the stabling of the horses. "Whatever
you wish, just let my folk know. Would the two of you like a cool
drink, to lay the dust?"
"I'll see to
the packs and the rooms," the man told them. "I know,"
he said quickly as his knight-mistress opened her mouth. "Ye're
wantin' a bath; hot water, soap, and soon." He grinned at
Windfeld. "She's that finicky, for a lass who's livin' on the
road."
Alanna shrugged.
"What can I say? I like to be clean. Thanks, Coram."
"He's been
with you long?" Windfeld asked, as he showed her into the common
room, indicated a seat, and sat down facing her.
"Forever,"
Alanna replied. "Coram changed my diapers, and he never lets me
forget it. He helped raise my twin brother and me." To a maid
who'd come to ask what she'd like, Alanna said, "Fruit juice
would be wonderful, if you have it."
The innkeeper
smiled as the servant girl left. "The Wanderin' Bard has
whatever may hit your fancy, Lady Alanna. How is your honored father,
if you don't mind my askin'?"
The maid returned
with a pitcher and a tankard on a tray, presenting them to Alanna.
Taking a swallow from her tankard, the knight sat back with a sigh.
"He was fine when last I heard from him two months ago. Coram
and I've been on the road for weeks. I've never been out of Tortall
before, so we took our time. Maren doesn't seem much different."
Windfeld grinned.
"Nor should it, Tortall and Tusaine and Maren bein' cut from the
same cloth. Things change, east of here."
Alanna saw a shadow
cross her host's face. "Trouble?"
"Just the
sickness that comes on a land now and then," was the reply.
"There's war in Sarair, the last eighteen months or so. Only a
Saren could tell you what started it, or what'll finish it. But
there," Windfeld added, seeing a chambermaid at the door. "Your
rooms be ready, along with your bath."
The knight picked
up her cat, who was playing with Windfeld's apron. "Come on,
Faithful," she groaned, settling him over her shoulder. "Let's
get clean."
A chill went
through the innkeeper as he watched them go. Only now had he seen
that the cat's eyes were not a proper shade of amber, green, or grey;
they were as purple as Alanna's. Instinctively he made the Sign
against evil.
The bath was
everything a worn and dirty knight could wish: large enough to fit
all of her and filled with hot water. She splashed contentedly,
rinsing a week's grit from her hair.
Tongue and paws
are all I need, Faithful commented.
"Is that why
you smell after a night in the woods?" demanded Alanna.
Faithful ignored
her, curling up on the bed. Alanna made a face at him and reached for
the copper pitcher filled with rinse water. Sunlight hit its side,
dazzling her. Her blinded vision held an image: A gem,
blue-violet, the size of a silver noble piece, set into a disc of
gold, its facets absorbing light, not reflecting it. Beyond it was
snow, a blizzard's worth.
The picture faded
when she blinked. She knew there was no sense in worrying about it.
Sooner or later she would find out what it meant—she'd had
the vision before. In the meantime, her bath was getting cold.
Coram knocked as
she combed her hair. "I've eaten," he called through the
door. "I'll find out where your scholar lives, then have a bit
of enjoyment. Do us both a favor and stay out of trouble."
"I can take
care of myself," she reminded him.
"That's what
worries me."
"Have fun,"
Alanna called as his footsteps retreated, thinking, Why is he
worried? She rarely sought trouble. Tonight she planned to avoid
it entirely.
Downstairs,
Faithful abandoned her for the kitchen. Alanna found a corner where
she would have a good view of the rest of the common room. While the
Wandering Bard seemed respectable, she'd been traveling long enough
to know she could never be too prepared. Adjusting her sword—so she'd have room to draw it if necessary—she settled back
to enjoy the meal.
Windfeld came over
after she finished. "If there's anything you want, anything at
all, you've only to ask," he assured her, taking a chair at her
invitation. "No service is too great for Myles of Olau's heir,
not in a house of mine. He pays us well as his agents—a
generous man, your father."
Alanna smiled.
"He's generous with everything." Remembering what Windfeld
had said earlier, she asked, "What's going on in Sarain?"
The innkeeper
looked away. "She rips herself apart. The K'miri tribes hunt
lowlanders through the mountains, sometimes on the Southern Plain
itself. The mountain-born come west in flocks, runnin' from the
fightin'. The lowlanders are so busy slayin' K'mir that they let all
else go, even the harvest. Only when their belts could be tightened
no more did the Warlord bring in paid soldiers and send the
lowlanders back to their farms. The refugees talk of little but
hunger and killin'. My wife's Saren—it breaks her heart, and
no end in sight." He forced a smile and added, "Enough of
such doom-talk. What brings you here, my lady—if I can be so
bold as to ask?"
"We're looking
for a scholar," Alanna explained. "Nahom Jendrai."
"Another
friend of your father's. He's well thought of, is Master Jendrai."
"I need him to
translate something." Alanna reached inside her tunic to draw
out a leather envelope. Carefully she opened it and unfolded its
contents: a map of the Eastern Lands and the Inland Sea, charred at
the left and top edges. Only natural landmarks—rivers and
mountain ranges—were shown. A tiny star marked a spot in the
Roof of the World, the great mountain range that cuts off the Eastern
Lands from the rest of their world. Silvery runes—the writing
that brought her to Maren for a translation—formed a column
on the right side. "This looks like the Old Ones' writing,"
she explained. "Myles says the best translator is Nahom Jendrai
of Berat."
Windfeld touched
the charred edges. "How did this happen, my lady? Do you know?"
Alanna ran her
fingers over the map. "You know Coram and I've been living with
the Bazhir?" Windfeld nodded. "Our headman, Halef Seif, was
worried about a friend of his, a shaman living near Lake Tirragen.
Coram and I went to see her." She drew a breath. "Her
village was having a bad winter, what with famine and cold. A
wandering priest had convinced the people that if they 'purified'
themselves—if they killed their sorceress—his god
would put food in their storehouses."
"I've seen
things like it. Folk aren't sensible when they're hungry."
"Coram and I
got there as they started to burn her. We stopped it and got her
away, but… She was hurt too badly for me to fix." In answer
to his questioning look, she explained, "I know some healing
magic. Anyway, she died. The map was all she had. She asked us to
take it back to Halef Seif."
"And he sent
it to Master Jendrai for readin'?" Winfeld asked.
Alanna shook her
head. "He didn't want it. He gave it to me—said it was
for me, not him." She smiled wryly. "Halef Seif can be
determined when he likes. He says he's happy with the Bloody Hawk—that's our tribe. Some of it didn't make sense, what he said, about
destiny and quests. So here I am."
Windfeld rose in
answer to a yell for service. "You've come a long way for
curiosity, my lady."
Alanna grinned at
him. "I didn't have anything more important to do."
There was another
yell; with a voice that shook the rafters, Windfeld bellowed, "Just
hold on, Joss, you'll be served afore you go home!" He bowed to
Alanna and went to help the barkeep.
A maid placed a
glass of wine in front of Alanna. "He sent it t'you, my
lady," the girl explained, pointing to a man by the hearth. "He
said I was t'tell you redheads must sit together for safety's sake,
and he wonders if you might join him when this glass is done."
Leaning down, she whispered, "Not meanin' any disrespect, but if
you don't want 'im, I do!"
Alanna looked at
the man; he was toasting her. His eyes were blue-green in a tan,
pockmarked face. His hair was as copper as hers, clipped short. His
nose had met several hard objects. A mustache framed his sensual
mouth; his jaw was heavy. He was in excellent fighting condition:
broad shoulders, powerful chest, hard waist, heavily muscled limbs.
He dressed as she did, in shirt and breeches. She also saw he carried
no weapons, not even a dagger. To a knight this was important: the
only men who went weaponless were sorcerers, priests, fools—or those who didn't need them. In a violent world, few did not
need to carry some kind of weapon.
He shouldn't be
attractive, not with a broken nose and his face all scarred. From
what, I wonder? Bad skin as a boy, perhaps. But he is attractive! she
thought nervously. Why is he interested in me? I'm not as pretty as
some of the other women here.
She raised her
glass and drank, her eyes not leaving his.
From her arrival at
court until she'd won her shield, few had known she was female.
Although Prince Jonathan had been her lover, he was also her friend
and her knight-master; they hadn't needed the courting rituals Jon
used with noble ladies. George Cooper, who also loved her, had
flirted with Alanna sometimes; when he did it to the point of
flustering her, she'd simply ordered him to stop. Of the other men
she knew, most couldn't forget her knighthood enough to indicate a
romantic interest in her. Since the revelation of her real identity
and sex, the young knight had lived among the Bazhir. To them she was
the Woman Who Rides Like a Man, and sexless.
So, though she
wanted to join this man, or to indicate she was interested, Alanna
didn't know how. How did a lady knight flirt with a total stranger?
Noblewomen showed interest with fluttered fan or dropped
handkerchief. Bazhir women used their eyes over their veils. She had
no fan or veil. Her handkerchief wouldn't be noticed if she dropped
it here. And she didn't have the courage to walk over to his table
and sit down.
She didn't know
pleading filled her eyes. He grinned—a slow, white-toothed
smile that made her insides turn over—and came to her.
"Liam,"
he introduced himself, holding out a massive hand. "And you're
Alanna the Lioness, from Tortall." She returned his firm grip;
Liam's palm was warm and callused, like her own. "May I join
you?" he asked, his eyes dancing. Alanna nodded, and Liam sat.
"In Berat long?" he wanted to know, as the maid brought
more wine and fruit.
Alanna shook her
head. "Not for longer than I can help." She filled his
glass."I'd forgotten how noisy cities are. I've been with the
Bazhir."
"So I heard.
It took some asking to find out what happened after you killed the
Conte Duke." He spoke with a peasant's broad vowels and nearly
skipped r's.
She frowned. "You
make it a habit to follow my doings?" She wasn't sure she liked
the idea.
He nodded. "People
like you change the world; a smart man keeps track of such folk. It
was a great thing, killing your King's nephew and proving him a
traitor. Duke Roger was a powerful man."
Alanna looked away,
feeling cold. "He deserved to die. He tried to murder the
Queen."
"It bothers
you still?"
Looking at him,
Alanna saw understanding. He knows, she thought. He knows
about things like betrayal, and being afraid, and the looks on
people's faces when they know you did something they thought
impossible. "Sometimes. Everyone admired him. It all
happened at once: me finding what he planned; him revealing that I'm
a girl in front of the court. I wanted to have time for people to get
used to who I really am!
"Then I killed
him. I don't even like killing. So I wonder, sometimes."
"Don't fret."
He took her hand and gave it a squeeze. "He was rotten clean
through—take my word for it."
"You knew
him?"
He nodded, his eyes
a distant green. "We met—a long time ago."
"How? Why did
you hate him? I mean, it seems as if you hated him. Everyone I knew
liked him, nearly everyone." She sat up eagerly. "It isn't
fair. You know everything about me."
He chuckled, his
eyes warming. "I'll tell you someday, kitten—if you're
very good." He smoothed his mustache.
She blushed. A
cautious thought warned, You'll be in trouble if you don't watch
out! You don't know anything about him, and he's got you half into
his arms! She drew back. "You're flirting with me," she
told him sternly.
"Fun, isn't
it?" he grinned.
"Who are
you? What do you do?" Alanna wanted to know. "Fair's fair!"
She stopped,
hearing a commotion at the door. A familiar voice caroled, "Such
sights the Princes never did see/ And they honor the Beggar to this
very day!" She winced.
"That's my
friend Coram," she told Liam, rising. "If I don't stop him,
he'll sing the verse with the merchants and the fishwives, and we'll
all be in for it."
Liam's grin
flashed. "I know the song." He kissed her hand. "You'll
see me again—my word on it."
With persuasion and
bullying she got her boisterous man-at-arms to his chamber, where he
collapsed on the bed. "Jendrai is back from his country house
today," he yawned. "He'll see us tomorrow evenin'."
Within seconds he was snoring.
Alanna let herself
out of his room, planning to go to bed rather than look for the
unsettling Liam again. She had unlocked her door when the innkeeper
came up the stairs, rubbing his hands delightedly. Seeing her, he
asked, "Be there anything else you need?"
"I'm fine,"
she reassured him. Nodding toward the noisy common room downstairs,
she added, "It sounds like you have more than enough to do."
Windfeld beamed.
"It's a good house tonight—a very good house. No
surprise, with you and the Shang Dragon here."
"The Shang
Dragon?" She'd never had a chance to talk with one of the fabled
Shang warriors. She'd always wanted to; now the gods had put her in
the same inn with the best of them. "He's here? Will you
introduce me?"
Windfeld looked at
her strangely. "I didn't think you needed introducin', not with
you and him talkin' like you were."
"Liam?"
"Liam Ironarm,
the Dragon of Shang. He didn't tell you?" Alanna shook her head.
"And you didn't know? He knows of you—he told me so this
mornin'."
"I don't know
anyone in the Order of Shang," she informed him. "They
don't associate much with nobles or with the Bazhir."
"Well, you
seem to be on good enough terms with the Dragon," the man said
slyly. Alanna blushed a beet red and went into her room with a hasty
"Good night."
To give Windfeld
and the Wandering Bard credit, it was not her bed or her room that
kept her awake. The bed was comfortable; the walls were thick enough
to muffle the common room's noise. At first it seemed as if little
things kept her awake. First it was her cat, scratching on the door
for admittance. Then it was the light of the full moon falling across
her eyes, until she got up and drew the curtain across her window.
Then she found the room stuffy. With a sigh she rose again to open
the window only a crack, because the weather was still raw.
She couldn't clear
her mind of thought. Partly it was the excitement of having a chance
at last to talk with a Shang warrior. What she knew of the legendary
order of warriors she'd learned piecemeal. Warriors named after
mythical beasts—unicorn, griffin, phoenix—were the
best of their order: the Dragon was the best of the best. Each Shang
warrior received an animal's name after passing an ordeal and then
living in the world a year. She knew that Shang accepted boy and girl
children, no older than seven years of age and as young as four, to
study their hard way of life. They were required to master many kinds
of weapons and, more interestingly, a number of barehand techniques
of fighting.
So Liam was the
Shang Dragon. That explained why he was bold enough—or
uncaring enough—to go weaponless. He had little to fear from
human predators. He has dragon's eyes, she thought,
remembering how they changed color. Pale green when he doesn't
want to share anything with you, and—she grinned—blue-green when he's flirting.
She finally gave up
on sleep and dressed, thinking maybe a ride would settle her. Within
moments she, Faithful, and her gold-colored horse Moonlight were
galloping out of Berat. They rode on and on while Alanna remained
deep in her thoughts, not noticing how much ground they covered. She
paid little attention to the road or the fog that closed in. She was
too preoccupied.
All her life she'd
planned to be a knight-errant, roving the world to do great deeds.
But now she was learning that such a life included periods of
boredom, riding through countryside that seldom changed. Not every
village had a cruel overlord; few crossroads were held by evil
knights.
At home, if the
King wished it, he could put her on border patrols like the other
knights she knew, hunting bandits and raiders. But she didn't think
the King would give her such work. Roald was most displeased
that she had lied about who she truly was. A quiet man who preferred
harmony at his court, the King said little, but he left Alanna no
doubt that he disapproved of her.
In any case, she
knew Tortall. She wanted to go places she didn't know. She
wanted to see places left off most Tortallan maps—the lands
south of Carthak; the Roof of the World and what lay beyond it.
Surely there would be things for her to do once she'd left the more
civilized areas behind.
Moonlight stopped,
tossing her head nervously, and Alanna had to take notice. By then
the fog was so thick she couldn't see the road beneath the mare's
feet. The knight dismounted, taking the reins to lead her mare, but
they had plodded only a few yards when Moonlight halted, ears flat
with alarm. No amount of urging would make her go forward, which
worried her mistress. Moonlight was careful, but not timid. If she
thought something was wrong, Alanna paid attention. She looked at
Faithful. The cat sat calmly in his saddle-cup, ears pricked forward.
Fog held them; it muffled even the clink of the harness.
Now Alanna felt
something odd. She sneezed. The emberlike stone she wore at her
throat burst into fiery light, growing warm against her skin. In
front of them the fog wove and braided itself to form a tall woman.
She was green eyed and black haired, shining in her own magic light.
The fog was her dress, glittering with drops of water.
Alanna had only
seen her once before, when the woman had given her the emberstone.
Now she released the reins and dropped to her knees, bowing her head.
"Goddess," she whispered.
"Where do you
ride, my Daughter?" The immortal's voice was beautiful and
terrible, carrying echoes of the wind and of hounds in a pack. "Is
it not late for a ride for pleasure?"
"I couldn't
sleep, my Mother."
A cool hand cupped
Alanna's chin, making her look up. She met the Great Goddess's eyes
without flinching, even though her body was quivering. "You have
achieved all you desired, have you not? A shield is yours, rightfully
won. You have slain your greatest enemy. What do you seek now,
Alanna?"
Alanna shrugged. "I
don't know. I feel there's something important I should be
doing, but I have no idea what it is. I'm just—drifting.
That's why I brought the map here to be translated. Maybe it'll point
me toward—Unless you need me for something?" she asked,
hopeful.
The Goddess smiled.
"I do not plan mortals' lives for them, Alanna. You must
do that for yourself. However, if you follow the map, you will find
its path interesting. But think, as you ride." She picked up
Faithful, who'd been waiting at her feet. "What will become of
you? Will you drift all your days?"
Faithful chirped to
the Goddess, his tail waving, and she smiled at him. Now that he had
the Mother's attention, he addressed her at length. Try though she
might, Alanna couldn't tell what he said.
Finally the Goddess
put him down. The edges of her form grew indistinct, blending with
the fog once again. "For a while longer, my friend," she
told the cat. "Do not disappoint me." Faithful returned to
Alanna, who held him close. The immortal was now a shadow, her voice
distant. "Who will you be, Alanna?" She was gone.
For the first time
since she'd saddled Moonlight, Alanna paid attention to her
surroundings. She was in a forest, and that was baffling. This was
the same road she and Coram had taken on their way to Berat. That
morning they'd left the woods just after dawn, entering farm country.
How could she have done a day's ride in a few hours?
The fog was still
too thick for safe riding. Finding a rock, the knight sat to await
the dawn, feeling cold, damp, and tired. She was beginning to nod off
when the breezes came to scatter the mist, unveiling the road.
Yawning, she mounted up and urged Moonlight into a trot. Faithful
went to sleep without a word. Alanna envied him. Her jaws cracked
every time she yawned, and her eyelids felt heavy. At last she dozed.
A jolt—then
a burst of pain as she struck the road—woke her. Like the
stablemen and troopers who'd taught her, she filled the air with
curses. There were words for people who fell asleep and dropped from
their saddles!
Moonlight stared at
her mistress, wondering why Alanna had chosen to dismount and sit in
the mud.
Swearing doesn't
help, Faithful remarked. Besides, you woke me up.
"Does your
worship want me to pull the curtains so the light won't hurt your
eyes?" Alanna yelled, beet red with embarrassment. "Shall I
call you for the noon meal, or will you sleep the day out?"
There's no
talking to you when you're like this, was the cat's smug reply.
He went back to sleep.
Moonlight nudged
her. With a groan, Alanna rose. "I can only blame myself,"
she growled. "I could've gone to a convent, never learned to
wrestle and be dumped on my head, never have broken any bones or
fallen in the dirt. I'd be clean and wear pretty dresses. By now I'd
be married to a buffle-brained nobleman with a small fief. I'd
probably even have clean, pretty, buffle-brained children."
Trying to wipe her hands before taking the reins, she found her
breeches were as muddy as her hands. "Don't remind me I picked
this life. I've no one to blame but myself." Moonlight shook her
head as if to say she wouldn't. "I always knew there was
insanity in my family."
Alanna heard
hoofbeats and froze. She didn't want a passerby to see her in this
fix! Determinedly, she looked away as the other horse came closer.
Her hands tightened on Moonlight's reins as her face went a darker
red. If a stranger sees me, that's bad, she told herself. The
worst that can happen is for this to be Liam Ironarm, and me falling
off my horse like an incompetent. She turned.
It was Liam.
He was not trying to hide his grin. "Nice morning for a ride,"
he greeted her. "A little wet, though."
Alanna swallowed,
fighting her temper. "I don't normally do this, you
know!"
"Not for a
moment did I think it."
"Why are you
here, anyway?" she demanded, too embarrassed to be polite. "It's
a long way for a morning ride!"
"I saw you go
out. When you didn't come back, I thought I'd check." Too
kindly, he added, "Oh, don't think I figured you'd run out on
Windfeld's bill. You left your man and your bags, so I knew it
wouldn't be that."
Alanna gasped with
fury. "How dare—"
"Don't like to
be teased, is that it?" Relenting, he said, "Hitch the mare
to a lead and ride double with me. I'll keep you a-horse."
"I'll be
fine!"
With a sigh the
redheaded man dismounted. "Didn't your mamma teach you to speak
polite to strangers on the road?" He put Moonlight on a lead
with his big-boned grey. "I could be a sorcerer and turn you
into a mouse."
"You're the
Shang Dragon. You won't turn me into anything."
"Don't worry
about it," he said cheerfully. "I pull on my breeches one
leg at a time, same as you." Unstrapping a blanket from his
saddle, he wrapped it around her. "There now. You're tired and
wet and grumpy—in no condition to ride. I fell asleep once,
Alanna the Lioness. A tree knocked me from the saddle into a ditch,
right in front of the men I was to command. Bless their hearts, they
didn't tease me about it—not much. Up with you." He
threw her into the saddle as easily as if she were a child, mounting
behind her and settling her in the circle of his arms.
"Go to sleep,
kitten," he murmured. His voice rumbled in his deep chest.
"You're all right now."
Coram awoke late,
with a head he would not wish on his worst enemy. For a long time he
waited for his knight-mistress to arrive with her hangover cure. When
she did not appear, he went in search of her. It hurt even to dress.
It would be worth her heartless quips to rid himself of the headache
and nausea.
After the pain of
dressing, he was in no humor to find a stranger letting himself out
of Alanna's room. Hadn't she been talking to this redheaded fellow in
the common room the night before? Coram couldn't remember.
He barred Liam's
path. "I suppose ye've excellent reasons for bein' in there, all
of which ye'll tell me without delay." Alanna had friends to
protect her name and person, as this man was about to learn!
The Dragon grinned,
recognizing the older man. "You must be Coram."
"I am. That
tells me nothin' about ye."
Liam eyed the burly
man-at-arms. "It seems to me the young lady takes care of
herself."
"I suppose ye
had that from her," snapped Coram. "She's wrong. Is there
someone in the city who'll speak for ye?" His hand shifted
warningly to his dagger hilt.
"The Shang
Dragon needs nobody to speak for him." Liam's eyes went a pale
green. "I understand your wanting to protect her, but I don't
like threats."
Coram frowned. "I'm
t'believe ye're Liam Ironarm?"
"Come
downstairs, before she hears you," Liam sighed. "Windfeld
knows me."
The host's
verification of the Dragon's identity told Coram it was time to
change tactics. So he invited Liam to share his morning meal, and the
food eased his hangover. He could concentrate better on quizzing the
redheaded man.
"Does she
know?" he asked. "Lady Alanna?"
A slow grin spread
across Liam's face. "She knows."
"No doubt
she's in a dither tryin' to decide what she wants to ask ye first."
Coram thought for a moment, then met the Dragon's now-grey eyes.
"What's the likes of ye want with Alanna of Trebond?"
The big man
shrugged. "She's a pretty thing—different, and full of
fight. I never heard that she avoids men."
Remembering Prince
Jonathan and the thief, George, Coram flushed. "She's still
not a woman without all virtue."
Liam chuckled.
"She's too good a warrior to have a bad reputation as a woman.
At least, no one will call her bad when she might hear."
"I'd think the
Shang Dragon had his pick of pretty ladies," growled Coram.
Liam rose. "Maybe.
But she's not just that, is she? She's as known in her way as I am in
mine." He put a massive hand on Coram's arm. "I'm not a
village lad wanting to boast of having the Lioness's pelt in my hut,
Master Smythesson. I like her. I'd probably like you, if you
stopped glumping about my being in her room."
He left a coin for
his food and strolled out as Coram sank his face into his hands.
"Life used to be simple," he told his palms.
Faithful jumped up
to sniff at Liam's plate. Probably more boring, too.
After running
errands until noon, Coram returned to find Alanna dressed and
cleaning her weapons. "Don't scowl," she told him. "I'm
not awake."
"The
chambermaid says yer clothes were all over mud. What kind of larks
were ye kickin' up last night without me to keep an eye on ye?"
"I wasn't
'kicking up any larks,' " she yawned. "I couldn't sleep, so
I went for a ride out of the city."
"Were ye
ridin' under the horse's belly, then?"
Alanna could feel a
blush creeping up her cheeks. "It's too embarrassing to talk
about."
Coram wasn't to be
so lightly dismissed. "Does this have any thin' to do with that
Liam bein' in your room this mornin'?"
"I got tired
and fell off my horse," Alanna said grumpily. "I met Liam
on the road. He just made sure I got back all right. He never touched
me."
"Maybe he
didn't," Coram rumbled, as red as she was. "And maybe he's
plannin' to."
Closing the door,
he heard Alanna murmur, "Nothing wrong with that."
They reached House
Jendrai as the sun touched the horizon, to be greeted by Nahom
Jendrai in person. Alanna had expected him to resemble Myles of Olau—quiet, unkempt, and absentminded. Instead, she and Coram
found a trim man in his early thirties, surrounded by children,
servants, pack animals, dogs, and baggage. He waved to Coram and
waded out of the mess.
"My wife would
greet you properly, Lady Alanna, Master Smythesson, but she has only
recently come from childbed, and she is resting. Our sixth," he
explained with a smile. "A girl." He accepted their
congratulations with a bow, adding, "Excuse the bustle—our bags didn't come until this afternoon."
He led them into
the house. "I'm happy to assist Myles's daughter. If it weren't
for him, I'd be just another nobleman, administering my estates,
worrying about how I stood with the King, and scheming to get into
power at court. My wife handles the fief—better than I ever
could—and the only kings I bother with are hundreds of years
gone. I owe that to Myles. He was the best teacher I had. What an
incredible mind!"
Alanna picked up
Faithful, who was trading sharp words with a dog in the hall. "You
were one of Myles's students?"
"For six
years." He showed them into a room that was lit only by the
dying sun. "I suppose it's too dark." He began a futile
search for flint and steel. "I tell the maids I keep demons in
here so they won't disturb anything. Unfortunately, I don't get my
candles lit."
Alanna laughed. Now
he reminded her of Myles. Pointing at the hearth logs, she sent her
Gift out in a burst of violet until they caught flame. With quick
gestures she shooed flames to the branches of candles.
Show-off,
Faithful grumbled.
Alanna looked at
him in surprise. "I am not. This is handier."
A year ago you
would have taken forever to do it the hard way, the cat pointed
out.
Alanna blushed. "A
year ago I was different."
"Do they
always chat like this?" Nahom Jendrai asked Coram.
"Often
enough." The older man gave him the map.
Jendrai stretched
the parchment out on a table, studying it for several minutes.
Finally Alanna said, "Should we go and come back when you've had
a chance to work on it?"
He glanced up,
startled—clearly he'd forgotten they were there. "No, of
course not. I can tell you what it says. Please, come closer."
Alanna and Coram gathered around the desk, Faithful perched on the
knight's shoulder.
Jendrai's finger
traveled over the map's surface. "Here are the Eastern Lands,
the Inland Sea, a bit of the Southern Lands. That's to locate the
reader—this map isn't for everyday geography. Much is left
out. There are cities, nations, roads—a hundred things not
shown. Only the points of interest are here, at the eastern end of
the Great Inland Sea.
"The mountains—these jagged lines—show the Roof of the World, east
of Sarain. This valley lies inside the Roof's western edge, north of
where Port Udayapur is now. At the valley's northern end are two
passes, Lumuhu and Chitral. This star marks Chitral Pass." He
tapped the silvery star embossed into the map. "Translated, the
writing says, 'In Chitral's hidden chamber, guarded by the being
whose essence is Time, the Dominion Jewel is kept for those with the
will to strive. Take it at your risk, for the saving of a troubled
land.'
"The Dominion
Jewel," Coram whispered.
Alanna shivered.
"Fairy stories," she scoffed.
"Ye were
impressed by those stories in yer day, Miss," retorted Coram
"Yer brother always wanted the tale of Giamo the Tyrant. Ye
liked t'hear about Norrin and Anj'la." He looked at Nahom. "The
Jewel is real?"
"Very real,"
the scholar replied. "In Maren we remember the changes made by
King Norrin and Queen Anj'la, two centuries ago. Our wealth and peace
are their legacy. We have had no wars or famines or plagues since
their day." He rapped the table to ward off the evils he'd
mentioned. "If you have a chance to visit the capital city, you
might examine the stonework on the Great Temple of Mithros and on the
ceremonial doors of the palace. The same motif is repeated over and
over: Norrin's symbol, a snow-capped mountain, Anj'la's, a willow
branch, and the Dominion Jewel between them. Marenites know what we
owe to them and the Jewel."
"But it's been
used for evil, too," Coram reminded Jendrai softly.
"Indeed."
The younger man's face darkened. "Giamo stole the Jewel to build
his Gallan Empire. With it he conquered parts of Tusaine, Tortall,
and Scanra." Alanna saw Tusaine armies camped along the Drell
River, as they had when she was a squire. She swallowed; her memories
of the Tusaine War were unpleasant. "Someone stole it from
Giamo's heir. His empire devoured itself, four hundred years ago.
"Fairy stories
are important," Jendrai told Alanna. "Legends teach us and
guide scholars in searching out the truth of history." He
smoothed the map before folding it. "It would be the adventure
of a lifetime to find the Dominion Jewel."
Faithful and Alanna
looked at each other. The cat's ears had pricked forward at
adventure. The knight thought it over. If I win it and
return home bringing the Dominion Jewel for the glory of Tortall, no
one can suggest that I got my shield with magic and trickery. Instead
of being his Majesty's most talked-of knight, I'll be the honored
vassal who brought a prize to honor his reign. Another voice in
her mind whispered, The Roof of the World! Did I ever meet anyone
who'd been that far in his lifetime? It's a place to go. Someplace
new. The Goddess said my path would be interesting.
Nahom sighed and
put the map away. "Seldom do I regret my family and my duty to
them. This is one of those times. I would love to go seeking such a
thing. What land wouldn't prosper with the Jewel in its ruler's
hands?" He gave the map to Alanna.
"How does it
work?" Alanna asked. She fingered the emberstone at her neck.
"Do you have to be a sorcerer to wield it?"
"Giamo was no
sorcerer," Coram pointed out. "Look at the damage he did."
"Norrin wasn't
Gifted, either, although Anj'la knew herb-lore and healing magic,"
added Jendrai, scanning a scroll rack. "Here." He pulled
out one, blew the dust from it (making Faithful sneeze), and unrolled
it on the table. "This is in High Gaulish—do you read
it?" Alanna and Coram shook their heads. "Here's the
section I want. A rough translation is 'Said Jewel worketh its power
in two fashions. In the hands of the un-Gifted, it exerteth natural
benefices, knitting its power with the Earth's own for as far as its
ruler's holdeth sway.' " Stopping, he explained, "The Jewel
only works for those who are rulers or conquerors by nature.
It also explains why the Jewel was often better used by a commoner
than by someone royal-born. Just because you're born to be a king
doesn't mean you have the will for it."
"Where was I.
. .? 'In the hand of one Gifted, one who understandeth the devices of
sorcery, the Jewel may be more directly used, in healing and war, for
fertility or death. A knowledgeable ruler, knowing fully the creation
of magical formulae, may create new land from ocean deeps, or return
the breath of a dead child. With its wielder's knowledge and the will
to rule, the Jewel maketh possible all things.'"
"That's
scary," Alanna whispered. "What could Roger have done with
the Dominion Jewel?"
Coram said, "Thank
the gods we'll never learn."
Outside the air was
raw, a reminder that winter was not done. Alanna shivered, walking
briskly to keep up with Coram. Faithful trotted in front, sniffing
the night wind. Alanna thought wistfully about the Bazhir lands—winter came to them as chilly rains, not snow and ice. She preferred
the desert winter; she was afraid of cold weather, in a way she
couldn't understand.
They weren't far
from the inn when Coram spoke. "What will ye do?" Realizing
she'd been thinking of something else, he explained, "The Jewel,
my lady."
"I think we
should find it."
"Knowin' how
ye like the cold, I didn't think ye'd fancy the Roof."
Alanna made a face.
"You're right. Still, if that's where the Jewel is—"
Faithful hissed, We
have company.
Coram glanced
around. "Rogues." His voice was loud enough for Alanna to
hear, no louder. "Wantin' to take our purses, doubtless."
Alanna glanced to
the corner ahead, where five men in dark clothing blocked their
escape. She drew Lightning: it shimmered faintly. "Why so many
of them for two of us?"
"Four more on
yer right," Coram hissed. "Because they've little else to
do?" Out came his broadsword.
Of the thieves, two
held swords, two more carried short axes, three had iron-shod staffs.
Alanna guessed that the others had knives. "Let us by," she
ordered. "You don't want the trouble it'll take to get our
money." She made the sign George taught her, the one to give her
safe passage among rogues.
One of them stepped
forward, his sword up. "Be ye Alanna of Trebond in Tortall? Her
as claims she's a true knight?"
Coram bristled.
"Ye'll find she's knight enough if ye step just a bit closer."
"Our business
ain't with ye, master," someone else barked. "Leave now,
else ye be hurt."
"I'll leave if
ye do the same—or when ye're dead. It's all the same to me."
Coram shifted his stance, planting himself firmly.
Alanna looked at
the one who'd spoken first. "I'm Alanna of Trebond and Olau."
"We bring ye
regards from him known as Claw, back in Tortall. He bids us tell ye
mourn for yer lover now, whilst ye have breath. George Cooper will be
dead afore summer, but we're to send ye t'the Black God
first!"
He threw himself at
Alanna, the swordsmen and staffmen following with a yell. Alanna
moved until she and Coram were back to back, meeting the speaker's
charge and knocking his weapon aside. He came at her again with a
backhand chop, and she knew he'd had a little training. It wasn't
enough compared to hers. She brought Lightning down across his chest,
cutting deeply. He fell, and she looked for her next foe.
There was little
room to maneuver, little chance to counter single opponents. The
thieves understood simultaneous attack. Alanna and Coram blocked
automatically, searching for anything that could be turned to their
advantage. Hesitation now would mean death.
One of the staffmen
swung and missed—she ran him through. Coram shouted fiercely,
and someone screamed. When a swordsman looked to see the screamer's
fate, Alanna slashed his leg. He dropped with a cry. A knife fighter
rushed to pick up the fallen sword.
A black lump
dropped from a roof, clinging to one man's scalp. Trying to dislodge
Faithful, the thief fell into an axe's downswing. He lost his life. A
second later the axeman was down, a victim of Alanna's rapid
side-cut. She could hear Coram gasping. Sweat dripped into her eyes.
Alanna's left arm
stung. She reversed Lightning in a crescent, killing the man who'd
wounded her. She was bleeding, but she didn't dare stop to bind the
cut.
Faithful launched
himself again, yowling fiercely. Coram shouted and was down, bleeding
from the thigh. Alanna swung to stand over him, her brain coldly
taking charge. Later she'd remember that sweat stung in her eyes,
that her arm hurt, that she was scared for Coram. Now she blocked and
cut like a machine, looking everywhere at once.
For a moment
Lightning was caught under an axe blade. Trying to free her sword,
Alanna was knocked down by a staff. Cursing, she rolled to her feet.
Before she had her balance, two thieves leaped on her, forcing her
down.
One gripped her
arms, yanking them behind her back. Alanna bit her lip to keep from
screaming. She'd always been afraid this would happen. Disarmed, in
the clutch of a stronger opponent, she was trapped. The second rogue
grinned at her, reaching for her tunic.
The street echoed
with an animal roar. Something shot into the man in front of Alanna:
he rammed into a nearby wall and was still. Liam hit the ground on
both feet, spun and kicked back into an attacker. The man seemed to
leap backward, sprawling yards away. The Dragon shifted, his leg
furling up and out, streaking toward Alanna. She froze, and Liam's
kick struck the man gripping her. She was free.
Liam grinned, then
whirled to face the last killers. They fought and died, the street
echoing with the Dragon's cry. Alanna's hands worked as she watched,
cutting up her tunic for a bandage. Kneeling by Coram, she examined
his bleeding thigh.
"It's not
bad," Coram assured her through clenched teeth. "I've had
worse. He's a sight, isn't he?"
Alanna nodded as
she tied the bandage over the wound, pressing to stop the bleeding.
The stories she'd heard about Shang came nowhere near the truth. The
Dragon went from blow to kick in a blur. When he struck a man, that
man went down and stayed down.
"Ye're
bleedin' " Coram rasped, holding her arm. "Ye must have it
seen to."
Alanna barely heard
him. Awed by Liam, she whispered, "I'll never be that good."
Coram snorted.
"I've news for your ladyship." He sat up, replacing her
hands on the bandage with one of his own. "Ye're just as quick,
with a sword in yer hand."
Silence returned.
Those of their attackers who were able had fled. The ones who
remained were either too badly hurt to run or were dead.
The Dragon came to
Alanna and Coram, examining a tear in his sleeve. "You're all
right?" He looked worriedly at Alanna, who was beginning to feel
dizzy and a little sick. Coram reached up, and Liam helped him to his
feet. "I was coming back from the home of a friend, and I heard
the noise. Don't you know enough to stay out of trouble?"
Faithful came out
of the shadows, his tail switching irritably. We do, the man and
I. She doesn't.
Liam glanced down
at the cat, frowning. "Did…? No." He caught Alanna as
she faltered and dropped in a faint.
"It didn't
look like a bad wound," Coram said, taking Alanna's left hand
and examining the cut running across her forearm. Then he swore,
seeing the wound reached up the back of her arm to the shoulder.
Alanna's shirtsleeve was thick with blood. "I'll tear a
bandage," he ordered Liam, pulling off his tunic. "We'd
best take her to the inn fast—Windfeld can fetch a healer."
Quickly he reduced the garment to strips and formed a bandage for the
knight's arm. Once it was in place, he set off down the street.
"Does she
often do this?" the Dragon asked, following with Alanna.
"She's worn
herself out other ways before this, silly lass. She's quick t'tell ye
when to stop, but she never thinks maybe she should listen to her own
advice."
When they reached
the Wandering Bard, Windfeld took over. In the space of a few minutes
a healer was seeing to Alanna while another stitched Coram's thigh.
Liam went to the kitchen and returned with a mug of tea for Coram.
The man-at-arms took one sniff and coughed.
"What've I
ever done to ye?" he demanded.
Liam grinned. "It
smells better than it tastes. Drink it—I've had to myself.
Shang taught us all manner of herb-lore, in case we get caught with
no healer near."
Coram shrugged and
obeyed, choking as the stuff went down. He felt better almost
immediately. "Whatever it is, it works. I don't want
t'know what it is," he said quickly when Liam opened his mouth.
"It's only
herbs. Your lady gets the same, when she wakes up. Now—who
were those men?"
"Messengers,
of a kind. From an enemy of—of a friend of hers." Coram
blushed. Liam raised an eyebrow, but the older man shook his head. He
was not going to tell an almost-stranger, not even this one, the
whole truth. "Someone who knew that if she was killed, it'd hurt
Cooper—her friend."
Liam yawned and
stretched. Coram was envious. The redheaded man looked as if he'd
been exercising hard, not fighting. "Well, this Cooper's unhurt,
and the two of you will heal."
Coram got up
stiffly and offered Liam his hand. "We owe ye our lives. We
won't forget."
Liam returned his
grip. "You'd've managed, I think. I just speeded things along."
CHAPTER TWO
The Road East
She supposed she
was sleeping. Her twin brother, the sorcerer Thom, stood before a
tomb with his hands upraised. His Gift, violet colored like her own,
glittered around him. Thom was pale, sick-looking. The door to the
tomb began to open.
Thom looked at
her. "I don't have enough power to shut it. I need your Gift.
And I need that." He reached for the emberstone at her throat.
She clung to it.
"No, Thom!
The Goddess gave it to me. I'll never take if off!"
"Calm down."
The voice was male, warm. "Keep your trinket."
She dreamed
again. George Cooper sat at Myles's desk, staring moodily at a
painting. With surprise she saw it was a miniature of her in
gold-washed chain mail, her lioness shield at her feet. Did he have
it painted from his description of her?
There were
silver threads in his dark hair. "But you aren't even thirty!"
she protested.
He didn't hear.
"Who will you be, my darlin'?" he asked the painting.
The door flew
open. Jonathan entered, looking as if he'd been in a fight. "I
hear the Earth cracking," he whispered.
Her eyes flew open.
"Coram!" she yelled, scared because she felt so weak. She
was in bed.
"He's
sleeping." Liam stood beside her, a steaming mug in his hands.
"He didn't lose as much blood as you, but he still tires fast."
Alanna sat up.
Outside rain fell; somewhere closer a fire crackled. If only her head
would stop spinning! "How'd you get to be assistant nurse?"
He winked at her.
"Coram trusts me. Don't you?"
In spite of
herself, Alanna smiled. "Not a bit."
Liam shook his
head. "So young, and so cynical. Drink this."
Coram would have
warned her about the brew, had he been there. As it was, she took a
good swallow before she even noticed the smell. It was nasty, bitter
stuff with herbs in it. Her stomach tried to heave. With an act of
will Alanna made it stay put. Closing her eyes, she went back to
sleep.
Liam was by the
fire when she woke again. Faithful curled beside him, purring—the big man plainly had the cat's approval. The scent of meat cooking
rose from downstairs, making Alanna's mouth water. She was hungry!
Liam smiled. "About
time." He gave her another mug of tea, one that smelled far
better than the last. "Sit up and try this. If it stays down,
you can eat."
Alanna obeyed,
still amazed that the Shang Dragon should have an interest in her.
His tea tasted of cinnamon and oranges.
His eyes held hers
until she blushed. Lifting her hand, he kissed it—his lips
were warm. This gets more interesting all the time! she
thought.
"Enough of
that." It was Coram, bearing a heavily laden tray. "If
ye're not embarrassin' each other, ye might think of my tender
feelin's."
Liam helped with
the tray. "Your tender feelings?" he joked. "You
haven't any."
Alanna watched as
they set out the food. Clearly they'd become friends, which was good
if Liam pursued her (as he clearly meant to). Coram was difficult if
he didn't approve of her romances. His feelings had made for an
uncomfortable week in George's Port Caynn house, until the two men
came to a truce (it helped that Coram had fallen in love with
George's cousin Rispah).
She watched the
Dragon, remembering what she'd seen of his fighting. What was he
like with sword or axe? If he was as fast with weapons as he was
unarmed, he'd be almost unstoppable. She was good with sword and axe
and bow, but take away her weapons and she was in trouble.
How can he want
me? she asked herself, puzzled. He could have any woman—why pick one who's not even very feminine? She took the tray he
gave her, blushing when their hands touched. Well, that's part of
it, she thought as she spooned up soup. Sheer physical
attraction.
Once the servants
cleared the dishes, the three settled back to talk. "Coram
showed me your map," Liam informed her. "He tells me you're
bound for the Roof of the World."
"Coram's been
very talkative," she said drily.
The older man
flushed. "Liam's been about these parts a bit, Miss. If he can
advise us on the road to take, so much the better!"
Alanna turned to
Liam. "Well?"
"You should
avoid Sarain."
"Is their
civil war so bad?"
Peeling an orange,
he nodded. "Do you know anything about the Saren?"
"Some,"
she replied, bristling at the hint she was ignorant. "I had an
excellent education."
He looked doubtful.
"Nobles rarely know as much as they think they do—not
about the real world. Who rules Sarain?"
Alanna scowled. She
had not thought Liam might have a side she didn't like, but this
older-and-wiser-head approach got under her skin. "The jin
Wilima—their title is warlord, not king. The current one is—uhm—Adigun, the third jin Wilima ruler. Two years ago
rebels tried to overthrow him and crown Dusan zhir Anduo in
his place. Zhir Anduo's descended from their former kings, the
zhirit Kaufain."
Coram gave the
Dragon an elbow in the ribs. "So there."
"You are
educated," chuckled Liam.
Alanna glared at
both men. "My adoptive father keeps up with things. He says zhir
Anduo's rebels won't unseat their Warlord."
"That was true
once." Liam poked the fire and added another log. "Jin
Wilima bought mercenaries last spring. They destroyed towns, crops—people." His eyes turned icy green. "The K'mir rebelled
against both sides."
"The K'mir are
tribesmen, like our Bazhir," explained Coram.
"Jin
Wilima married one—her name was Kalasin." Liam scratched
Faithful's upturned chin. "The most beautiful woman in the
world."
"What happened
to her?" Alanna sat up, hugging her knees, intrigued by this
glimpse of an alien society.
Liam shook his
head. It was Coram who answered quietly, "Killed herself last
summer. Her daughter Thayet's as lovely as she was, they say."
"But Thayet
isn't the heir," Liam said. "The throne's up for whoever
can take it, and the K'mir promise to fight the winner."
Alanna thought it
over. "Can we avoid passing through Sarain?"
"Get a boat
out of Fortress Jirokan at the border," Liam told her. "Take
it down the Shappa, then a coastal runner to Udayapur—"
Alanna blanched.
"No boats!" The handful of times she'd been in one, she had
been disgracefully sick.
Coram grinned. "I
told ye, lad."
The Dragon smoothed
his mustache. "Then take the Shappa Road to the Inland Sea, and
the Coast Road east. The war's in the mountains and highlands, not
down by their coast."
Alanna struggled
with a yawn. Liam rose. "Past your bedtime, little girl. I'll
ride with you as far as the Saren border, whichever way you choose."
Alanna consulted
Coram with a look; he nodded his approval. "We'll be glad to
have your company." She added, "I always wanted to learn
Shang fighting—the unarmed kind."
Liam shook his
head. "You're too old."
Alanna glared at
him. "First you call me 'little girl' and then you say I'm too
old. Make up your mind."
"And then
she'll go to a great deal of effort t'prove ye wrong," Coram
joked as he opened the door for Liam. Returning to his
knight-mistress, he drew his chair over to the bed. "I like him.
He won't let ye run him ragged."
Alanna fidgeted
with her blankets. "You don't look ragged to me."
"I put on a
brave front," he teased. More seriously, he went on, "Have
ye decided which road we'll take?"
"I like going
straight through Sarain. We can deal with bandits, one way or
another."
Startled, Coram
asked, "Ye'll use yer Gift?"
"What's wrong
with that?"
The man shrugged.
"I don't know. I had the thought ye didn't care to mix fightin'
and magic."
"I don't care
to get either of us killed, if it comes to that. We can avoid the
armies, if any of them are in the highlands this time of year. That
way, we come to the Roof just five days' ride from Chitral Pass. If
we take the Coast Road, we'll be two weeks riding north from
Udayapur. That's an extra nine days in those mountains in May or
June." Alanna shivered.
Coram thought it
over, then met her eyes. "Not t'mention ye think a ride through
the Saren highlands will be more interestin'."
Alanna grinned.
"There's that." She smothered a yawn. "Do me a favor,
Coram?"
"It depends."
Long experience with her had made him wary.
"Tell me a
story of the Dominion Jewel, please," she suggested. "I've
forgotten most of them."
He sat back. "A
tale, then? Ye haven't asked me for one of them in years. Which one?
Ah. Miache was a Carthaki waterfront thief, three hundred years ago.
The Gallans hired her t'steal the Jewel from their own king, that was
descended from Giamo—a great-great grandson, he was. Them
that hired Miache wanted t'rule in his place.
"Miache stole
the Jewel, right enough—and she kept it. She ran for the
River Drell, the same that's our border with Galla and Tusaine and
Maren. She might've borne it home to Carthak, too, but for Zefrem the
Bear. He was a mercenary, and a good one, headin' south on the river
when he pulled Miache out of it. Before long they were lovers. She
was a pretty thing, with hair like moonglow and a heart of pure ice.
Zefrem cracked that heart some, though.
"When they
came t'the city of Tyra, the Carthaki navy was attackin'. The local
folk were star-vin'. Their nobles had run; their rulin' duke was
crazy. The only thing keepin' Carthak out was the walls, and they
couldn't hold against Carthaki siege engines." Faithful jumped
up on the bed and curled up beside Alanna while Coram poured himself
a tankard of ale. He took a good swallow and continued.
"Zefrem, now,
was never a man for a losin' fight, let alone one already lost. And
Miache—she'd watch her own mother starve unless there was
somethin' in it for her. All who knew them said it had t'be the
Dominion Jewel that brought them t'stay in Tyra. They didn't
even know how to use it, but it seems the Jewel used them.
"Zefrem took
command, trainin' the men who were left and buildin' catapults to
throw fireballs at the ships. Miache and the city's swimmers, some of
them younglings, they'd swim out t'harry the Carthaki navy. They even
sank some of the barges full of men and catapults. Miracles started
happenin'—birds found nestin', when the city had none.
Schools of fish appearin' in canals under the city, where no fish'd
been before. Men and their families began to move into the city even
durin' the war, t'make their homes and t'fight for Tyra. They didn't
know why they came. It was the Jewel, callin' them.
"They saved
Tyra, Miache and Zefrem and the Dominion Jewel. The city was a
pirate's nest when they came, a sinkhole fit only for cutthroats and
thieves. They made it a lawful tradin' city where a man's word was a
bindin' contract. The man and woman vanished, and the Jewel came next
to Norrin, but Tyra still prospers. That was three hundred years
gone."
Alanna sighed when
Coram finished, moved by his tale and the matter-of-fact way he'd
told it.
He got up and
stretched. "Anything else?"
"Coram, thank
you. For everything—for bringing me up, and helping me…"
"There, now,"
he scolded gently. "Don't go all sentimental. Ye'll embarrass us
both." Surprisingly, he bent and kissed her forehead. "Good
night, yer ladyship."
Experience had
taught Alanna how long injuries took to heal and how far she could
push herself during the recovery process. She hated to stay in bed
any longer than necessary. Each hour there meant more work to return
to peak condition. The day after she awoke, she was outside, going
through sword exercises using Coram's broadsword. She was careful not
to overdo or to rush, but she was persistent.
To the boys who
loitered in the courtyard, she was a godsend. They jeered, at first.
But once they saw that the lady knew how to use a sword, they grabbed
sticks and imitated her. She paid them no attention. If she did, they
would turn shy and run, afraid other boys would laugh. Instead, she
pretended to be absorbed, and her imitators grew bolder. Their number
increased. By her third day's exercise, ten of them followed her
movements. So preoccupied were the boys that they didn't notice right
away when Alanna began to correct a stance or a grip.
Liam watched. So
did Coram. "She did the same for the Bazhir lads," he told
the Dragon with pride. "She even taught our tribe's shamans, and
her learnin' to be a shaman alongside them. Not bad for a noble, is
it?"
Liam smoothed his
mustache as he watched. "She's serious about learning Shang
fighting?"
Coram nodded.
"Perhaps I should've brought her to Shang when I saw how it was
with her. But she was Trebond. I never heard of a noble comin'
to ye without bein' thrown off by their families—and none of
them were lasses."
"You did
right," Liam said. "She's happy as the one lady knight in
the Eastern Lands, your Lioness."
Coram made a face.
"She not my Lioness. Cooper's, perhaps, or Prince
Jonathan's, but not mine."
"Yours,"
repeated Liam. "Yours, and Myles of Olau's, and her brother's.
Cooper's, too. The Prince's certainly." He grinned. "Maybe
even mine. Who knows?"
Five days after she
began working out, Alanna put down Coram's sword with a grin. The
boys couldn't understand why she was so glad to finish an exercise;
for them the glory of fencing lay in the defeat of an opponent.
Alanna knew she'd finished the hardest of her exercises with no
mistakes, using a heavier sword than Lightning. Her body had
complained only a few times, not very loudly. She was healed, and
they could be on the road again!
Someone put
Lightning's jewel-studded hilt into her hand. Puzzled, she looked up
to see Liam.
"Now you're
warmed up, let's see what you can do," he said.
It didn't sink in
right away. "What?"
"A match,"
he explained patiently. "Swords alone. No kicks or punches. No
tricks. I want to see how good you are."
Alanna shrugged.
Moving into the center of the yard, she took a sideways "guard"
stance. She fixed on the Dragon as he took a similar position. He's
bigger and faster, she calculated. He's more experienced, and
his blade's heavier. If the stories are true, he's trained to be as
good with either hand. Great Merciful Mother, what have I gotten
myself into!
She moved to the
side just a bit. Liam's blade arced up and down with blinding speed.
Alanna swung
Lightning up, blocked Liam's sword, then broke away. The Dragon came
in with a side cut; she parried and darted back, circling warily. He
spun and hacked: blocking his powerful swing made her shoulder ache.
Stepping back, she assumed the two-handed guard position. He cut down
and in; she responded, Lightning moving as rapidly as his blade.
By now they had an
audience. Word had spread through the inn; Alanna's boys were joined
by servants, guests, hostlers, and passersby. The boys had the best
seats; they watched their heroes intently. Faithful sat by Coram's
feet, his eyes slitted against the sun's glare. He'd fetched Alanna's
companion, knowing Coram would want to see this.
The exchange
stretched out in strikes, blocks, and parries, neither opponent
gaining an advantage. Since Liam had ruled out the unarmed tactics
that would give him the victory, Alanna could show him the full range
of her skill. Coram beamed in pride: with sword—or, he would
bet, with axe or longbow—Alanna matched the Shang Dragon. How
many knights could make that claim?
Both Liam and
Alanna were sweating heavily; her wound began to ache. Throughout the
exchange she had studied the Dragon's style as she knew he had
studied hers, searching for any flaw. Now she blocked swiftly,
parried his return cut, blocked him again—and came up into a
split-second opening, barring his sword arm with her shoulder as
Lightning snaked up to kiss his throat.
They froze in place
for a moment. Then Liam grinned. "You're good." He lowered
his blade as Alanna stepped back. "I haven't lost to a swordsman
in years."
The boys circled
them to offer water and towels. Alanna drank deeply from a waterskin,
pouring some onto her face. "Why didn't you hit me, or kick me?"
she panted. "You'd've won."
"That wasn't
the point." The Dragon dumped a waterskin over his head with a
grateful sigh. "Are you the best in Tortall?"
"I don't
know." She smiled gratefully at the boy who'd given her the
water. "There may be some commoners better than me—I
only fought knights." Alanna wiped her face with a sigh.
"Against Duke Gareth of Naxen—Gareth the Elder, not the
Younger—I can win one out of three bouts. He's the best. Alex—Alexander of Tirragen. He beat me once." That memory
hurt: Alex had nearly killed her. Her recent scar pulled as she dried
her arms, and she bit back a yelp. "Thank you—I think."
They left Berat the
next day, Alanna and Faithful on Moonlight, Coram on his bay Anvil,
their packhorse Bother, and Liam astride a big-boned grey he called
Drifter. The weather was sunny, and the breezes hinted that spring
was on its way. They spent the night in a sheltered hollow, out of
the wind. Settling into her bedroll, Alanna thought she could hear
the forest waking up after the winter rains. Spring was her favorite
time of year. She wondered when it came to the Roof of the World.
She rose an hour
before dawn to exercise. Liam was already awake, preparing to do the
same thing. They came to a silent agreement and found a clearing a
little distance away, where they wouldn't disturb Coram. Faithful
trotted after them, to perch on a rock where he could see everything.
She'd exercised for
so long that her body knew what was expected. Habit took over, so she
could keep an eye on Liam. The Dragon went through intricate
routines, slow the first time, fast the second. He punched and
blocked with his arms. He kicked from standing positions. Then while
leaping, he flipped back and forth with a tumbler's ease that looked
odd on his heavily muscled frame. By the time he finished, he'd
exercised every part of his body.
Once that was done,
he wiped his face on his arm and looked at Alanna. "Come here."
Warily she obeyed.
Taking Alanna's hand, Liam shaped it into a thumb-over-fingers fist.
"Always hit with the first two knuckles," he explained.
"It'll get easier if you practice on every flat surface you find—dirt, rock, a wall, whatever. That's how you build enough
callus to protect those two knuckles." He held up his hands,
showing her what he meant.
Liam then guided
Alanna through a different punch from the one she'd learned as a
page. Her fist started palm up at her waist, turning as she punched
until it hit the target palm down. She punched until her right arm
was sore, then switched hands.
The man circled,
watching. Often he adjusted her feet or repositioned her shoulders.
Once he rapped her stomach hard: "Keep those muscles tight!"
Alanna blushed: he'd caught her forgetting something she already
knew.
"Picture an
opponent right where your punch ends—aim for the bottom of
his rib cage," Liam explained. "On me that's the same as
where my ribs end, but you aim higher. Otherwise you'll hit most folk
on the knees." Alanna glared at him, then tried again. Later he
added high and low punches, then arm blocks. "Practice till it
hurts," he said when they were finished. "You know that
from fencing. You do it so much that by the time you need it, you
don't have to think. The punch or the block just happens."
Alanna nodded,
exhausted.
This was your
idea, Faithful reminded her as she trudged to the stream to wash.
As she rolled up her sleeves—nothing could make her take an
outdoor bath at this time of year!—the cat added, When
will you learn to leave well enough alone?
Alanna sighed.
"When I want to stop learning, I guess."
Coram was awake
when she returned. "It's your turn to fix breakfast," he
reminded Alanna, adding softly, "Gods help us." Picking up
his gear, he joined Liam at the stream.
Alanna ignored his
comment and started to work. Liam was the first to return from the
stream. He sat by the fire, watching her movements with suspicion.
"Do you put
yourself through this often?" Alanna filled Liam's bowl with
porridge and handed it to him.
The Dragon sorted
through his breakfast with a spoon. "Every morning, plus
whatever else I fit in later. You clean your armor and weapons
regularly, and you do your own exercises."
"I don't half
kill myself. It isn't burnt or anything," she snapped, meaning
the porridge. "I know how to cook!"
"Shang
discipline is stricter than a knight's." He tasted his food,
shuddered, and continued to eat.
"Is it worth
it?" she demanded. She was stung by his attitude toward her
cooking and by the idea that anyone might think themselves better
than a proven knight.
He looked at her.
"If something happens to my weapons, I can still protect myself
and anyone else who comes along."
Alanna shut up.
Her curiosity
didn't desert her for long. "How long have you been doing this?"
she asked when they'd been riding for several hours.
Liam had to think a
moment. "Thirty years, give or take a month."
"Thirty
years!"
He nodded. "I
was four when the Shang Bear came to our village and looked us young
ones over. Of us all, he said I 'might do.' I wouldn't let my dadda
alone until he sent me. Lucky I wasn't the oldest, or I'd be a farmer
now." He looked at her and smiled. "Then I wouldn't have
met you."
Alanna looked away.
When he turned all of his charm on her, she could feel her insides
melt.
Think about what
you're getting into, Faithful advised.
Alanna glared at
him. "I'm not 'getting into' anything, and I'll thank you to
keep your opinions to yourself!" she snapped. Seeing Liam's
stare, she turned red.
"Is that a
cute habit of yours, or did he really speak?" His face had an
odd, tight look; his eyes were pale crystal in color.
"He talks.
Sometimes other people understand him. Most of the time they don't.
Faithful is the one who decides."
"Magic."
Liam frowned. "That's right—you have it."
"You have
something against people with the Gift?" She suddenly felt
defensive.
Their eyes met and
held, until he grinned and pinched her nose. Crystal was replaced by
blue-green. "Since it's you, kitten, I'll make an
exception."
Alanna decided it
was time Moonlight had a gallop. Kicking the mare lightly, they
leaped ahead, leaving the Dragon behind—for a little while.
There's so much
we don't know about each other, she reflected as she watched Liam
cook their night's meal. I know he's the Dragon, which means he's
brave and adventurous and probably has a temper—dragons are
supposed to be fierce and protective. It means he's a hero if ever
there are real heroes.
She sighed. Will
he come to the Roof with us? I'd feel a lot easier if I knew I had a
Dragon at my back up there.
"Do you plan
to marry?" Liam asked suddenly.
"What?"
she cried, startled.
"You heard me.
Your plans for the future—do they include a husband?
Children?"
She fingered her
emberstone. "Give up my shield after working so hard? Spend my
time at court or on my husband's lands? I have no patience for that
kind of life. Besides—I don't know anything about children
younger than ten."
"Have you ever
tried to learn?"
"When did I
have a chance?" she wanted to know. "Child care is one of
the few duties a squire isn't expected to perform, Ironarm! The
Bazhir never asked me to, unless a child was sick. Then I was a
healer, not a nanny." Why was he asking such uncomfortable
questions?
"I just
wondered why you feel you have to be all warrior or all woman. Can't
you be both?"
Coram came back
from washing, sparing Alanna the need to answer Liam's question. It
was just as well—she had no answer.
How did Liam
unsettle her in so many different ways? Neither Jonathan nor George
had laid siege to her as he did. I wish he'd stop putting me off
balance, but he doesn't seem to want to do that, either. Liam
glanced up; their eyes met and held.
Coram broke the
silence, kicking the Dragon gently. "Kindly wait t'romance her
'til I'm not here," he advised. "I've a father's interest
in my lady still. And go easy on her. She's not used to the game
ye're playin'."
Liam grinned;
Alanna blushed. "I can speak for myself," she protested.
If you wanted
to, Faithful put in. Coram guffawed, and Alanna decided to go for
a walk rather than stay to be teased.
When she returned,
Coram looked up hopefully. She'd been too tired the preceding night
to show him Rispah in the fire. Now she crouched and held her palms
out to the flames, reaching for her Gift. Her fingers glowed with
purple fire: she sent it into the flames, until they matched the
color of her Gift. Rispah's image took shape, and Coram drew close,
his eyes riveted on her.
She walked away,
leaving Coram in private. Where was Liam? Why had he left—because he didn't want to intrude? Or did it have something to do
with her Gift? He'd sounded very odd when he mentioned it that
morning.
She checked the
horses and the spring, with no luck. At last she found him in a
clearing near the stream, lying under a willow.
"You use your
magic a lot," he said flatly as she drew near.
"I've had it
all my life. I'm used to it by now." She sat beside him, puzzled
by the odd tone of his voice. "You must have seen plenty of
sorcery, roaming the way you do."
His smoky voice was
quiet. "No one is Gifted in Shang."
Reaching to pluck a
stalk of wildgrass, she stopped. She couldn't have heard correctly.
"You keep us out on purpose? Why?"
He wouldn't look at
her. "The Gifted use magic for a crutch. They won't surrender to
Shang study, because they know the Gift can always win them an
escape."
"We cheat,
you mean." She bit back other angry words.
"You'd be
helpless, if your Gift was taken," he challenged.
"Of course
not!"
"How do you
know!"
That silenced her.
She didn't know. All her life she'd had magic, even when she'd
tried to ignore it. "I can't help being Gifted," she
replied at last. "I tried to fight it, when I was a page. Then
the Sweating Sickness came and a lot of people died. Prince Jonathan
would have died, too, if I hadn't used my Gift."
"I just told
you what we're taught."
She wished she
could see his face. "Tell me—where would your great
Shang masters be without healers and their magic? Where would you
be?" He didn't answer, so she went on. "My Gift brings
Coram pleasure—how else could he see Rispah?"
"Maybe the
lady doesn't want to be spied on." There was a dangerous rumble
in his voice.
"Nonsense! She
agreed to it. Would you like to see the letter?" Alanna demanded
sharply, her temper rising. "My tribe would've fallen to
hill-men, without my Gift and the Gifts of my students. I use my
magic to heal, to pay back for some of the lives I take. What do you
do to repay?"
"Whatever it
is I do, Lady Pry, I do it with my own two hands!" She started
to get up, and Liam held her back. "Alanna, wait! I didn't mean—I have a temper."
"So do I,"
she snapped. She let him pull her down beside him again.
"Shang allows
healers to work on us, it's true. The students are Giftless. Not so
much because the masters think people use it for a crutch as because
they know training a Gift takes the student's attention away from
other things. When you follow Shang, you follow only Shang—if you're to succeed." He stroked Alanna's hair. "Don't
scowl so, kitten. You've got me shaking in my boots."
"I can't
change what I am," she told him, cooling off. "I never
asked to be half witch and half warrior."
"I know."
The Dragon sighed. "Listen. I got heated up because I'm—because I'm afraid of magic."
Was he teasing?
She was in no mood for it! "You aren't afraid of anything."
"Everyone's
afraid of something.''' He had a point, and she knew it. "I
fear dying for nothing. I fear being sick—my grandda took a
wound and rotted to death." She patted his arm in sympathy but
didn't interrupt. "I hate being helpless. Then what's the good
of being Dragon?"
"Or a
Lioness," she whispered.
He nodded. "But
I'm also afraid of the Gift—I don't even let healers use
magic on me. Some folk are afraid of spiders—with me, it's
that."
Alanna shuddered;
she hated spiders with a passion! "I never heard of someone
fearing magic, not like that. Disliking it, yes."
"Well, I'm
afraid of it."
She fingered the
stone at her throat. "Liam?"
"What?"
"How…"
She felt herself blush and was grateful for the dark. "How can
we be—well, anything—if you fear my Gift?"
He put his arms
around her, gathering her close. "I want to try anyway. What
about you?"
"I don't know
you very well at all," she whispered, half complaining. "You
don't know me."
He was smiling.
"That's the fun of it, kitten." He kissed her gently, then
passionately, and Alanna surrendered. Any misgivings she had were put
away for thought at another, less interesting, time.
Liam was shaking
her gently. From the other side of their banked camp-fire she heard
Coram's snore. "Let's go," the Dragon whispered. "Go
where?" she yawned. "You won't learn Shang fighting in
bed." She started to protest, and thought the better of it. Even
at this hour she wanted his good opinion. Never mind that her arms
felt as if they weighed triple what they usually did. He'd probably
felt worse and still had gone about his morning routine. This
was my idea, she prodded herself. Stifling a moan—Coram
at least would have his sleep!—she obeyed.
Fortress Jirokan
was a well-fortified town, with a tent city outside its walls. Coram
pointed at the river where a barge filled with people made its way
downstream. "They're fleein' the Saren War," he explained
to Alanna as they rode toward the town gates. "Like as not their
farms were burned or looted. Now they hope Maren'll grant a place for
them to start again. The boats take them south. The King's too smart
to keep all these rootless folk in one spot." The Dragon nodded
in the direction of the tent city. Now that she was closer, Alanna
saw furniture piled in the mud and a wide variety of animals: cows,
dogs, goats, horses, pigs, and chickens. People dressed in tattered,
dirty clothes stared at the travelers on the road. "These camps
are trouble. They breed thieves and killers. South Maren has room to
feed them and land for new farms."
Alanna was silent
as they entered the city and made for the inn Liam recommended. There
was nothing she or Liam could do for the Saren refugees. Poverty was
an illness she couldn't cure; a civil war could not be stopped by
just one knight. That's something Liam and I have in common, she
told herself. I don't like feeling helpless, either.
The inn was the
Mongrel Cur; it lived up to Liam's recommendation. She spent the
afternoon bathing, washing her hair, mending her clothes—simply relaxing. She wrote to Myles, Halef Seif, and Thom, although
it would be weeks before she could hear from them. At last cooking
smells called her to the common room and her dinner.
Liam suggested that
they avoid notice in this restless town: he would not wear Shang
insignia, and she and Coram should leave in their rooms anything to
suggest that Alanna was a knight. That suited Alanna, who wanted to
spend her time in Jirokan quietly. She dressed in boy's clothes, but
to be safe, tucked a dagger at the small of her back. Whistling
cheerfully, she slung Faithful over a shoulder and went downstairs.
Liarn and Coram had
waited for her. As soon as she joined them, the waiters brought their
food. A charmed serving girl bore Faithful away "to see what we
might get a handsome fellow like you." The cat shamelessly
played up to his admirer.
Marenite Guardsmen
and their women arrived to begin a night of drinking as the travelers
finished their meal. Ignoring the soldiers, Coram and Liam played
chess; Alanna divided her attention between the game and the Guards.
Faithful rejoined them, his stomach full after his kitchen excursion.
The biggest of the
Guards was a sergeant who looked as ill-tempered as he behaved.
Clearly his men knew he was in a foul mood; they kept away from him.
His lady, however, was bored by his sulks and didn't care who knew
it. Alanna watched as the lady tried to tease her sergeant into a
better frame of mind. When this tactic failed, her eye began to rove
until she saw Liam. Until that point Alanna had no personal
involvement in the woman's behavior. Forgetting that she was dressed
like a boy—and that in the ill-lit room it would be hard to
see the feminine shape under her clothes—she glared a
warning. The lady didn't notice.
The sergeant wasn't
aware that his companion's attention had strayed. "Back in a
minute, darlin'," he belched. Getting up, he made for the privy.
The moment the huge
Guard was out of sight, his lady came to Alanna's table. It was
Liam's turn to move: his attention was locked onto the chessboard.
Coram saw the expression on his knight-mistress's face. He looked up
to see the reason for Alanna's scowl and grinned.
"So quiet ye
lads are," the woman purred as she put a hand on Liam's
shoulder. The Dragon glanced up, surprised. "Don't ye care for
female—companions?"
Alanna rose and
hissed, "Where I come from, it's considered polite to keep to
the man you're with."
Startled, the woman
glanced at her: she hadn't noticed anyone but the big fellow. Why did
this youth interfere? "What—the boy's in love wiv' ye,
then?" she asked Liam. Liam chuckled and looked the woman over.
Coram clapped a
hand over Alanna's mouth, pushing her into her seat. "She can't
see ye're a girl!" he whispered into her ear. "Liam can
take care of himself!"
Coram took his hand
away too soon. Alanna snapped, "What're you looking for, Liam,
fleas?" Her guardian sighed and corked his knight-mistress up
again.
The lady ran
scarlet nails through Liam's hair.
"Lads're no
fun, and this one don't look like he knows much. Now me, I appreciate
a man."
Liam grinned at her
as a muffled yell burst from Alanna. Coram put his lips close to the
struggling knight's ear. "D'ye want him t'think ye're jealous?
Ye're givin' a fair imitation of it."
His words nettled
Alanna. She didn't want Liam Ironarm thinking any such thing! She
quieted, and Coram loosened his grip. "I just don't like people
who're so obvious!" she whispered back, knowing she was
jealous.
A roar of fury
split the air—the sergeant had returned. Anyone who thought
he might be in the middle when battle lines were drawn moved,
quickly. The lady backed away from Liam.
Alanna saw the
Dragon's eyes turn a pale green before he turned to face the enraged
Guard. "This isn't what you think," he said quietly.
The sergeant wasn't
interested. "On your feet!" He grabbed the Dragon's tunic.
Liam grasped the
sergeant's wrist. "Forget this. I'm Liam Ironarm, the Shang
Dragon—you'll get hurt."
The other man
laughed. "Expect me t'think a Shang warrior'd sit with us
ordinary folk?" His muscles bulged as he tried to lever his
victim up.
Liam's hands
tightened. For a second nothing happened, then the bigger man howled
in pain. Liam stood, and the Guard was forced to back away, unable to
break his hold. Finally the Dragon released him. "The next time
you're told someone is Shang, pay attention." He faced Alanna
and Coram. "This place is too lively for me."
The sergeant threw
himself at Liam's back. Alanna started to her feet, reaching for her
knife; Coram tugged her down.
Liam dropped and
twisted, boosting the bigger man over his shoulder. The Guard crashed
into a table, to the fury of its occupants. He threw them aside with
a curse and charged Liam. The Dragon pivoted, driving his left foot
out into his attacker's belly, then his chin. The sergeant dropped
like a stone.
Two of the Guards
rushed to help their comrade. Liam kicked a sword out of one Guard's
hand and flipped the other onto a table, then waited for the next
attack—none came. He picked up the sergeant, asking,
"Anything broken?"
"Hunh?"
The Marenite was dazed.
Professionally, the
Dragon checked his victim, then let him slide back to the floor.
"You'll live." He glanced at the others, who seemed well
enough, then beckoned to Alanna and Coram. "Let's find someplace
quieter."
The crowd backed
away as they made for the door. Alanna peered back: the troublesome
lady knelt by her sergeant, cooing to him. Grinning, she followed her
friends.
Midnight found
Alanna and Liam seated on a wall overlooking the Shappa River. Coram
had left in search of a card or dice game; Faithful went to meet a
lady cat yowling in her master's garden. Alanna and Liam had visited
the tent city to question the refugees about conditions in Sarain.
Now they listened to the river and the distant howl of a wolf.
"I like how
you fought back there," Alanna said sleepily. "No mess, no
broken bones, no dead. Nice."
"I'm glad they
took the hint," yawned Liam.
"Traveling
with you is fun." She hesitated, then asked, "Did Coram
tell you why we're bound for the Roof of the World?"
"He said you
had a map for some treasure. It makes no sense, risking your lives
for gold that might or mightn't be there. But you have no better
plans—"
"It isn't
gold," she interrupted quietly. "It's the Dominion Jewel. I
want to find it and bring it home, for the glory of Tortall."
He smoothed his
mustache, as he often did when he was thinking. "Not to mention
that the deed would prove you're worthy of your shield." He
jumped down and held his hands up to her. She slid into his grasp,
and they kissed. "Gifted one, when it comes to a hero's deed,
you don't think small."
"Liam?"
She tried not to plead. "What're you doing next?"
"Riding with
you and Coram, I expect."
It was barely dawn.
Liam was dressed when he woke Alanna. "You want to learn Shang,
you keep Shang hours! Up!" He reached for the water pitcher. She
tumbled out of bed. "I'm up!"
"The
stableyard, five minutes," he commanded. He slammed the door
behind him. Alanna lurched to her feet.
You're ruining
my rest, Faithful grumbled. Alanna dashed cold water on her face.
"Good!" Dressing, she wailed, "Why did I pick a
man who's a grouch in the morning?"
The Marenite
Guardsmen said they were crazy to enter Sarain, but they let Alanna's
party through. The difference between the nations was soon clear:
healthy Marenite farms gave way to burned-out homesteads. Often they
found the leavings of refugees who'd camped on the Great Road before
crossing into Maren. The road was deserted.
Alanna worked at
her lessons. Liam grew less gruff at exercise time when he saw she
practiced longer than she had to and complained less than most
beginners. He taught her only a few hand blows, the arm blocks, and
two kicks. But in these he drilled her endlessly, watching for the
tiniest flaw. At night they shared a bedroll, with Coram's unspoken
approval.
The first evidence
of fighting lay by the road, four days' ride into Sarain, in a meadow
beside the road. Here the dead had been piled up and left, until only
skeletons remained.
Faithful came along
as Alanna went to the mound's edge. Whoever left the dead made no
attempt to separate the enemies: K'miri armor, lacquered bright red,
blue, or green, shone against rusted lowland metal. Bone hands still
clutched weapons. Kneeling, Alanna slid a lowland sword out of the
pile.
"Heavy
fighting," she murmured, showing her cat the nicked and scored
blade. "Some archery at first, but close quarters after. An
ambush?"
"A world of
difference between a good king and a bad one." The voice was
Liam's. He crouched beside them, taking the sword to inspect it. "In
five years Adigun jin Wilima has destroyed the work of
generations."
"It looks as
if he really tried," Alanna said. Was this what might happen in
Tortall if Jonathan died without an heir or someone tried to take the
throne? Would the Dominion Jewel prevent this kind of civil war?
"They deserved
better." Liam touched a K'miri arm guard decorated with a
sunburst pattern. His eyes were a stormy blue-grey. Turning abruptly,
he rejoined Coram and the horses.
Alanna stayed,
arranging twigs into a pyramid.
The Jewel
doesn't create great kings, but it helps those who are to prosper,
Faithful told her. Never forget, though, it won't stop a king who
wants to build an empire, starting with the conquest of his
neighbors. It'll help him, too.
"All good
weapons can be turned against you." Alanna drew a piece of cord
from a pocket, fashioning it into a knotted loop. Carefully she
lowered it until the loop encircled the pyramid. She stood, dusting
off her hands. "I suppose this will upset Liam. D'you think I
made a mistake, being his lover when he's afraid of the Gift?"
Faithful retreated,
knowing what she had in mind. It doesn't matter what I think.
You'll do what you want to—you always have.
Reaching toward the
cord-encircled sticks, she beckoned. Flames bit into the pile. Alanna
touched the ember to see her spell: now the dead were covered by a
purple haze sprouting flames. Her cord was a circle of power that
kept the fire from spreading. Releasing the ember, she saw the fire
of her Gift vanish. The flames were real; they mounted higher and
higher among the bones and trappings.
Liam said nothing
when she joined the men, but he was pale and sweating. He really
is afraid of magic, she realized. The knowledge depressed her: it
confirmed the end of their romance at its beginning. Someday she
would have to leave him—no love would last when he feared
part of her. They all rode on, watching the land, listening for any
out-of-place sound. The mound of bones had made them nervous.
"I'd druther
we was jumped. Get it over with," Coram grumbled softly. He and
Alanna unpacked after stopping for the night; Liam had gone to hunt
fresh food. Food was not a problem yet: knowing conditions ahead,
they'd gotten extra provisions at the Mongrel Cur.
"I know what
you mean," Alanna sighed. "Where are the armies?"
"Bedded down
for the night, I hope." It was Liam, returning with a string of
fish. "All the same, let's stand watches. I smell woodsmoke."
He gave the fish to Alanna, whose turn it was to cook.
Coram built a fire,
keeping it small and smokeless. They cooked and ate in silence,
listening. The meal over, Faithful went out to prowl; the humans
worked on personal tasks. Alanna was beginning to relax when the cat
scrambled into their circle.
People, he
hissed. Women and infants. On the other side of the ridge!
Putting their work
aside, they buckled on sword belts. Coram indicated silently that he
would guard the horses. Liam and Alanna made for the ridge, moving
noiselessly through brush and trees. When they reached the top, Liam
signaled Alanna to go to cover. She frowned: having grown away from a
squire's obedience, resuming it even a little came hard. She also
knew to bow to Liam's extra years on the road.
The people were
below, following the stream. Alanna tried for a better look,
wondering if she could get closer.
A voice growled,
"Tell the big one to drop his blade, or I put a bolt through
you."
CHAPTER THREE
The Warlord's
Daughter
Alanna didn't have
to repeat it—Liam heard. Rising from his crouch, he let his
weapon fall. Alanna put Lightning down. To have Liam caught because a
girl-child had the drop on her was humiliating. She was supposed to
be able to take care of herself!
"Amazing,"
Alanna's captor said. "We go hunting for game, and we find you
instead."
Alanna heard Coram
swear in the distance. "Coram, are you all right?" she
yelled.
"Some lass is
aimin' a crossbow at me," was the response. "Only my
dignity's hurt, so far." Alanna's guard called, "Thayet?"
"I'm all
right, Buri." The voice was female, deep, and clear.
Black eyes locked
on Alanna. "Start walking," Buri ordered.
"I won't leave
my sword in the dirt," Alanna snapped.
The stocky girl
stooped to grab Lightning, her crossbow sight never moving from
Alanna's chest. "Now go," she commanded. "Hands in the
air."
"Shame your
mother didn't drown you at birth," Alanna muttered, obeying.
"What makes
you think she didn't?"
Awaiting them were
refugees; their belongings overburdened a donkey. The group itself
was small: two teenaged girls, two boys aged ten or so, and a girl
nearly the same age. One of the teenagers carried a baby.
Coram approached,
leading their horses. Guarding him was a woman of Alanna's age,
dressed in a split skirt, boots, a cotton shirt, and a fleece-lined
vest. She bore her crossbow like one who knew its use. She was also
the most beautiful female Alanna had ever seen. Her face—particularly her nose—was strong boned; her hazel eyes were
deep set under even brows; her chin was determined. Her mouth was
naturally red, accented by ivory skin. She wore her jet-black hair
pulled into a knot.
Alanna sighed.
"Cute" was the best description she could hope for.
Liam bowed to the
young woman. "Your Royal Highness."
"Have we met,
sir?" Hers was the voice that had answered Buri.
"No,
Highness." Despite his peasant's accent, the Dragon was as
gallant as a noble. "But I'd have to be blind not to recognize a
daughter of the Wilima house."
Thayet jian
Wilima smiled. "Sadly, I do take after my father," the
Princess admitted. She fingered the curve of her nose.
Alanna stared at
Thayet. The Princess had once been considered as a wife for Jon, but
the Queen had said no—there was bad blood in the Wilima line.
But seeing her Alanna thought it was too bad Jon couldn't marry this
one. She didn't look as if she'd let him stand on his dignity for
long. The idea made her grin.
Buri poked her with
her bow. "Her Highness isn't someone to laugh at."
"Don't, Buri,"
Thayet said. "These people aren't enemies."
"We don't know
they're friends."
Liam glanced at
Alanna's guard. "Believe me, K'mir, if I wanted to turn the
tables on you, I would." He feinted to the side and lunged
forward. Before Alanna could see what he'd done, Buri sat in the
dirt, her crossbow in Liam's hands. He offered it back to her as she
rose. Buri took it, her eyes filled with respect. She put the arrow
in her quiver and bolstered the bow with a nod.
Her reaction made
Alanna like her. From what she knew of the K'mir tribes to Sarain's
north, Buri probably was reared a warrior. She took being disarmed
well.
Liam performed
introductions. When he gave Alanna's titles, Buri whispered, "A
full knight is a woman—a noblewoman?"
Coram bristled.
"She has the bluest blood in Tortall," he growled. "There
never was a zhir or jin anythin' fit t'polish a Trebond
boot."
"Coram,"
Alanna sighed.
"The family's
in The Book of Gold," added Coram. "No zhir or even
zhirit were writ down till The Book of Silver—•"
"I think it's
wonderful," Thayet interrupted. "It's time we nobles showed
we aren't delicate flowers, instead of leaving the glory to our Shang
and K'miri sisters." Changing the subject diplomatically, she
asked, "Where are you three bound?"
Coram told them
about their journey (but not its object) as Alanna appraised Thayet's
group. They were tired; the children's faces were grey with
exhaustion. How long had they been traveling, and how much longer
could they go?
Coram arrived at
the same conclusion. "If ye'll forgive my sayin' it, yer
Highness, ye need help. Where're ye and the young ones bound?"
"The Mother of
Waters in Rachia," Buri replied. "All of us but Thayet and
the baby and me were students in the convent Mother of Mountains. The
baby, Thayet—found."
"Soldiers
killed his family," volunteered the girl who carried the infant.
"Everyone but him, poor little man."
Alanna did some
calculations. "Rachia's four days' ride south," she said.
"Except you're afoot—those of you who can walk."
"We had no
choice," Thayet said. "Zhir An-duo's army was
coming."
"Doesn't the
Warlord have men to protect you?" Liam asked.
"They ran."
Buri was plainly contemptuous.
Thayet protested,
"Buri, that's not fair. They were afraid," she told Liam.
"They had no way of knowing if their families were safe."
Buri shrugged. "In
plain talk, it still means they ran." Thayet glared at her
companion.
Smoothing his
mustache, Liam said, "Coram's right, you need us. We'll get you
to the Mother of Waters."
Buri wasn't willing
to accept this. "We don't need them!" she told Thayet
hotly. "We don't even know if they're on our side…"
"Don't be
silly, Buri," Thayet replied. "I haven't heard Alanna's
name, but I know about Liam Ironarm. People like this don't prey on
people like us."
"There's a
first time for everything," the K'mir muttered.
Thayet's response
was in K'mir. Buri looked away, and Thayet turned to Alanna with a
smile. "Please understand. Buri's family has served my mother's
family for generations. That means I can't tell her to do anything.
She'll always say what's on her mind—no matter how much it
embarrasses me—and she behaves as she pleases."
Alanna looked at
Coram, who hid a grin. "I understand, Princess Thayet," the
knight said drily. "I too suffer from old family servants."
"If this is
settled, I want to set up camp," Liam interrupted. "The
little ones are asleep on their feet."
Alanna and Buri
exchanged looks for a moment—Alanna's measuring, Buri's
sullen. Finally Buri nodded. "If that's the way it has to be."
"It is,"
Thayet snapped.
They camped where
they were, the men settling the children after they'd been fed.
Alanna took the first watch, enjoying the quiet. She had a feeling
she wouldn't have too much quiet to enjoy for a week or so.
"Me and Thayet
were fine before you came." Buri spoke unexpectedly, and Alanna
jumped. Hadn't she learned once tonight, on the ridge, that this
K'mir made no noise when she moved? "Thayet's K'miri-taught, and
I'm K'miri-bred. We take care of ourselves."
Alanna felt a surge
of empathy. She understood this girl-warrior's hurt pride. "For
you and Thayet that might be enough, though I'm not sure. An entire
army's looking for her. But what if something happens to you? The
little ones will starve."
Buri sat on the
ground beside her. "I'm supposed to look after Thayet,"
she explained. "I help with the children, but I'm not good at it
the way she is. And I can't leave them to die. What've they done?"
"So the
Princess is your chief responsibility. If anything happens to her
while you're worrying about the children, you will blame yourself."
Buri nodded. "You
probably think that's foolish."
"Not at all."
Alanna felt as if she spoke to herself when she was Prince Jonathan's
squire. "Coram and Liam and I will help you make sure Thayet's
unharmed, all right?"
They sat together
for a while, saying nothing. At last the K'mir stood and offered
Alanna her hand. "I'm glad you joined us," she said as the
knight returned her grip. "I didn't like the idea of taking on
any armies by myself."
Alanna hid a grin.
"Thayet would've helped," she pointed out.
"Unh-unh,"
was the emphatic reply. "You think I'd let Kalasin's daughter
endanger herself? I'd put her somewhere safe, where she couldn't get
in trouble."
Yes,
Faithful said when Buri returned to her bed. She is very much like
you at that age.
"Surely I
didn't think I could beat an army single-handed!"
You still do.
"The trouble
with arguing with a cat is that cats don't hesitate to say anything
about you, no matter how crazy it is," she complained. "You
can't win an argument that way!"
Nor should you
try. With that, Faithful trotted off for a walk in the forest.
The next morning
Liam and Alanna did their dawn exercises. "I don't care how
strange yesterday was," he told Alanna when she grumbled. "You
don't get good unless you practice." The worst of it was that he
was right. Were he and Faithful in a plot to make her feel young and
ignorant?
Liam cooked
breakfast as Alanna roused their companions. Once they were fed, the
company was ready to set out. Buri and Coram erased signs of their
camp: bandits who would ignore three people would attack a large
party. Liam let the boys and the ten-year-old girl ride his placid
Drifter. He led the horse, keeping a sharp eye on their surroundings.
Thayet walked, the baby in a sling on her chest; Buri stayed with her
Princess. Coram's Anvil bore the teenaged girls. Then came the
packhorse Bother and the donkey (who kept well away from the
bad-tempered Bother). Riding at the rear of the column, keeping an
eye on their surroundings as Liam did, were Alanna, Faithful, and
Moonlight.
At their noon stop,
Alanna found the stream and splashed her face with cold water. Buri
came to her, bearing an armful of baby. "Here." She gave
him to Alanna, who froze—what if she dropped him? Sighing,
Buri fixed the knight's hands in a better holding position before she
turned away.
"Where are you
going?" Alanna demanded.
"You act like
you've never held a baby before!"
"I haven't."
Buri stared at
Alanna as if she couldn't believe her ears. "Never? There are
babies everywhere—"
"Perhaps so,
but their parents didn't ask me to hold them!" The infant
wriggled, and Alanna tried to give him back to Buri.
"You have to
learn sometime." The K'mir turned away. "Stay there and
don't clutch him, I'm going for a blanket. You'll be fine."
"I don't think
child care is a necessary part of my education," Alanna said to
herself. "It's not like I plan to stay anywhere long enough to
marry and have children."
The baby sneezed
and wrinkled his face, which made her grin. Gently she bounced him as
she had seen Coram do. To her dismay, the infant started to bawl. She
cooed and rocked him to no avail—he worked himself into a
tantrum. Buri returned with her blanket.
"What's
wrong?" Alanna cried. "I only joggled him a little—"
Buri opened the
blanket on the ground and put clean diapers on it. "Probably
wet," she said. "Change him." She left again.
Alanna looked at
the child in horror. "I never—" She was saying that
too much lately—surely a proven knight was equal to anything!
Trying to remember how Thayet had done it earlier, she put the child
down and unwrapped him. A stench rose from his diaper: the baby was
more than wet. When Alanna fumbled the knot open, she saw a damp
brown mass was responsible. This can't be worse than mucking out
stables, she told herself, fighting her unhappy stomach. I've
done that hundreds of times.
Coram knelt beside
her. "Take the diaper he fouled and wipe him with the edges,"
he explained, his eyes twinkling. When she looked at him pleadingly,
Coram shook his head. "It's not hard. Lift him by his ankles—he's used to it. That's the idea—get rid of as much as ye
can. Put the dirty one aside." He dampened a clean diaper in the
stream and gave it to her. "Swab the poor mite down. Think how
ye'd feel in that state. Easy, little lad," he crooned,
giving the baby a finger to hold. The infant grinned, showing a bit
of ivory. "Teeth, is it? Let me see." He ran his finger
around the baby's gums. "And two more comin' in—no
wonder ye're scratchy."
Alanna stared at
Coram as he gave her a fresh, dry diaper. "Where in the Mother's
Name did you learn all this?"
"Fold it like
a triangle. I was the oldest, and four more after me. When I governed
Trebond, I watched the little ones when their mothers were workin' in
the fields. I like them fine." He shook the finger the baby
clutched; the infant crowed and babbled happily. "A grip like
iron: this one'll be a blacksmith, mark my words. No, no—if
ye put it on him so loose, it'll fall off. And that's a fair knot."
Coram held the baby in the air and shook him gently, to be answered
with a gleeful cackle.
Alanna felt odd.
Coram could've had a family years ago, if he hadn't been working
for Trebond.
Coram looked at
her. "Don't start sayin' maybe ye should bring me home to
Rispah. We've somethin' to do before we head back." He touched
her shoulder. "I've been raisin' ye. I've no complaints
of my life."
Buri showed Alanna
how to feed the infant from a waterskin filled with goat's milk. When
that was done, Alanna picked up the child as she'd seen Liam do,
patting him on the back. Now she had the knack of handling a
baby! She was shocked by the infant's burp, unpleasantly surprised
when dampness spread over her back. Seeing her face, Buri laughed
until she cried. Liam gave Alanna a wet cloth, fighting to keep his
face straight. "Put down a clean rag first," he explained.
"They spit up when they're burped—and they fuss when
they aren't." Alanna went to change, red with embarrassment.
When she returned,
all the children slept on blankets in the shade. Even Buri dozed, one
arm over the baby. Liam, Thayet, and Coram waited by the stream, out
of earshot.
"They need
rest," Liam told her when she joined them. "They won't make
it to sundown, otherwise. We're used to the road—they
aren't."
"Thayet tells
me they've no supplies," said Coram. "Even the food we
brought won't last."
"We tried to
forage." The Princess cooled her feet in the stream. "The
farms in these valleys were rich, and there was game—but not
any more. The land's picked clean. We ran out of food last night, and
Buri and the older girls have been stinting themselves for days. They
can't keep that up."
I bet they
aren't the only ones who've gone short of food, Alanna thought,
watching Thayet's too-thin face. We have to do something, soon.
But how, if we can't live off the country?
"We have
t'find humans, then." Coram was matter-of-fact. "If the
land's picked over, let's find the pickers and clean them
out."
Alanna gave
Moonlight's reins to Thayet for the afternoon. Sliding a quiver over
her shoulder, she took her longbow and ranged up and down the road,
watching for game. She bagged two squirrels, which told her more than
Thayet's words how badly off Sarain was. At this time of year game
should have tumbled into her lap.
Buri came to join
her, with no better luck. After an hour's hunting, Alanna asked
something that had been on her mind. "Why is Thayet roaming the
mountains? Why isn't she with her father?"
"It's because
of Kalasin," Buri said after a moment's consideration. "Her
mother?"
Buri nodded. "The
most beautiful woman in the world. She was… amazing." Her
black eyes were sad. "Kalasin asked the Warlord to deal fairly
with the K'mir, because we're her people. Low-landers take us for
slaves; they steal our horses—" The dark girl stopped
until her anger was under control. "Jin Wilima hates us—he's a lowlander completely. So he signed laws forbidding us to meet
in groups of more than five people at a time. There's more than
thirty in the Hau Ma clan, and they're our smallest! How can we honor
the dead or a marriage or a birth if the clan is forbidden to meet?"
"Go on,"
urged the knight when Buri stopped.
"I'm sorry.
What Kalasin did was a great thing, but it hurts to remember. She and
Thayet tried to make the Warlord stop. They even pleaded—a K'mir never begs! But he signed the law.
"Kalasin knew
what she had to do then. She sent Thayet to the convent, far away. My
mother and my brother, who served Kalasin, kept the guards from
breaking into her tower room. Kalasin stood at her window and sang
her death chant, about her shame at jin Wilima's laws. A crowd
was there to witness: nobles, common-born, and slaves. My mother and
brother were killed, but they held the door until it was too late for
the Warlord's men to stop her from jumping. Mother and Pathom are
buried at Kalasin's right and left hands. The Warlord will lie in his
tomb alone."
"I'm sorry,"
Alanna said quietly.
Buri shook her
head. "They had the best deaths any K'mir could have. My people
did what was right, and so did Kalasin."
''But they're
gone," Alanna pointed out, disturbed. "Being dead doesn't
help anybody."
"That depends
on the kind of death." Liam had drawn even with them. "If
your death's wasted, that's one thing. By her example, Kalasin woke
up a lot of folk who thought it was all right to abuse the K'mir.
Buri's mother and her brother made it possible for Kalasin to tell
why she killed herself."
"Dead is
dead," Alanna snapped. "You can't do anything from a
grave, Liam!"
Dragon and K'mir
exchanged looks that clearly said Alanna didn't know what she was
talking about. Disturbed by their agreement, knowing she would rather
change things while she was alive, Alanna moved ahead.
When Coram found
signs that bandits had been in the area recently, Liam decreed it was
time to stop for the night. Faithful found abandoned caves above a
stream, where Thayet briskly set up camp. The children gathered
firewood as Buri and Coram went fishing; Liam cooked. Once again
Alanna got baby duty—diapering, feeding, and burping—this time with no mishaps.
Taking her bowl of
thin stew outside, Alanna took a seat on a large rock. Homesickness
had caught up with her that afternoon. She wanted to see familiar
faces and scenes: she missed George, in spite of sharing a bedroll
with Liam—or perhaps because of that. Since the night before,
Liam had been careful and deadly serious, concentrating on keeping
their company safe until they arrived in Rachia. She respected him
but felt shut out all the same.
She missed George
and his sense of humor. If he were here, she thought, he'd be in
the middle of things, burping babies, hauling the boys off to wash,
stealing Sarain blind for our supper. She blinked away unexpected
tears. On the road she had no George to make her laugh, no Jon to say
"Of course you can do it," no Myles to explain the history
of Sarain. She hoped the Dominion Jewel would be worth the trip.
Faithful, who'd
vanished when they found the caves, patted her foot. His coat was
thick with dust and burrs. Bandits, he panted, a large camp
of them, east of here.
Thayet, who
protested, stayed with the children. The two men, Alanna, and Buri
formed the attack party, moving quietly through the woods led by
Faithful. They marched for half an hour before they came to a canyon.
Down there, Faithful told Alanna. Fifty of them and their
women. The four crept to the canyon's lip, where they could see
the camp below. Alanna beckoned the others to draw back while they
talked.
"Faithful says
there's about fifty people down there," she whispered. "We
can't take on those odds."
"I'm not a
good enough thief to get in there and take what we need," Liam
told her. Buri and Coram nodded their agreement.
"I'll have to
use magic." Alanna met Liam's eyes. She couldn't tell their
color in the dark, but when she put her hand on his arm she found he
was rigid with tension. "I'm sorry. I know you don't like it.
Can you think of something better?"
"Magic's
dishonorable," Buri muttered. "It's—cheating."
Alanna and Coram
exchanged looks. "Do ye prefer ten to one odds?" Coram
asked. "I don't. We've got some brave younglings and yer
Princess who depend on us t'come back."
"I don't like
this," protested the K'mir. "It's too confusing. I suppose
you have a point. I can't exactly challenge all of them to single
combat."
"What do ye
have in mind?" Coram asked his knight-mistress.
Thinking, Alanna
said, "I don't know. A net, maybe, to tie them down while you
take what we need." Coram frowned, troubled. He knew she'd never
done anything so big and real. He said nothing, for which she was
grateful.
"Do your
magic, then." Liam's voice was hoarse. "If you feel like it
when you're done, maybe you can lend a hand with the real
work." He returned to the canyon's edge.
"That isn't
fair," Buri protested softly, but the Dragon was out of earshot.
"What he said isn't fair," she told Coram and Alanna.
"That's all
right—I understand," Alanna told her. "You two had
better get close to the camp. Don't worry about what I'm doing. It
won't affect you." She watched them slip over the canyon's edge.
You used to feel
like Liam, Faithful commented as he and Alanna went to the edge
of the canyon. Magic and fighting don't mix, and a fighter who
uses magic is cheating.
"I'm older
now," whispered Alanna.
She heard Liam's
feral battle cry, and the sounds of fighting. A sentry had seen the
Dragon. Alanna had no more time to think. Reaching for the first
image in her mind, Alanna saw the Dominion Jewel. Even a vision of it
was a catalyst: Alanna's Gift rushed into and through it, swirling
out over the bandit camp as a shimmering violet net. She maneuvered
it into place, making sure each tent and bedroll was covered. It was
hard to concentrate as elation filled her. Did Thom feel this
powerful when he performed one of his great magics? No wonder he'd
given up a normal life to become a sorcerer!
The net solidified.
Coram, Buri, and Liam were unable to see it; they could only sense
it. Alanna extended her magic until she could see what was happening
below. Buri and Liam looted the bandits' supply tent to fill packs
with food and goods. Coram met them, leading four horses. The others
he'd turned loose, making it impossible for the bandits to follow
them.
Now Alanna
strained, trying to free herself from the spell while leaving it in
place. She couldn't even banish the Jewel's image. It burned in her
mind like a beacon, keeping her inner eyes riveted to it. Already she
felt the peculiar sinking that meant she had gone too far.
Cut it loose!
Faithful yowled in her ear. Cut it loose, or you'll pour your life
into it! She couldn't hear him through the focus the Jewel-image
demanded.
Pain broke Alanna's
concentration as Faithful wrapped himself around her arm, his claws
and teeth ripping into her skin. Now she could free herself of the
Jewel's hold. Peeling the cat off, she lurched to her feet. The net
itself would hold another half hour or so, time for them to get away.
"Thanks," she told Faithful in a gasp.
When the others
came for her with one of the spare horses, they saw she was unable to
ride. Coram looked at Liam, but the Dragon's expression made it clear
he would rather not be near Alanna just then. Coram pulled her up
behind him onto the saddle.
Alanna took two
days to recover, sleeping to restore her strength. By the time she
was on her feet, Liam had gotten over his anger with her enough to
give a dawn lesson. That same day the small company took to the road
once again, the teenagers each riding a horse, with a smaller child
behind. Coram had the third ten-year-old, and Thayet rode with the
baby in his sling on her chest. Buri rode the shaggy pony Coram had
taken from the bandits.
Using the
less-traveled paths, they moved quickly through the desolate
highlands. They passed burned-out farms and cabins—all
abandoned, their owners dead or run away. Almost every building had
its own ugly reminder of the war in the shape of unburied bodies or
skeletons. They saw and heard no evidence of human life, although the
warriors all sensed watching eyes. Whoever spied on them stayed
within the shelter of the trees, too frightened or too wary to
approach.
These sights gave
Alanna nightmares, dreams in which the bodies were Tortallan and the
burned-out homes belonged to her friends. Liam soon found a way to
deal with dreams: he gave an extra lesson in hand-to-hand combat
after they stopped for the night. Between the new lessons, the
regular ones at daybreak, and her turn on watch, Alanna soon was far
too tired to dream.
Rachia was a
bustling trade city, her streets packed with things to see. Even the
many soldiers present couldn't put a damper on people's spirits. The
children wriggled in their saddles, trying to look at everything.
Buri stuck to Thayet, scowling at anyone who came too near. Alanna
found it difficult to breathe and was dismayed to think she was more
used to desert and woodlands than to crowded cities. How would she
feel when she returned to Corus?
They had crossed
the marketplace when some instinct warned her—she looked up
to see an archer on a nearby rooftop. Alanna yelled, "Thayet!"
Liam was afoot,
leading his Drifter. Hearing Alanna, he dragged Thayet and the baby
from their saddle as an arrow sliced past their heads. A second arrow
followed; Liam grabbed it from the air.
Buri dismounted,
dark with rage, and ran into the building where the archer stood.
Dismounting, Alanna saw that the building supported a sturdy flower
trellis reaching from ground to roof. She tested it and started to
climb, trying not to think about rotten wood or loose anchorings.
"Coram! Get them to the convent!" she yelled as twigs
showered onto her face. She didn't look, but she heard Liam and Coram
bellow orders.
She vaulted over
the roof's edge, keeping low. The assassin—swathed in
head-cloth and scarf—shot at her, then leaped to the next
building. Alanna dodged, unsheathed her sword, and pursued. Behind
her she heard a rooftop door crash open, and another pair of running
feet. Wary, she glanced back to find Buri catching up. The K'mir was
a faster runner than Alanna. She drew even within seconds, with her
dagger in her hand. "Don't kill him!" Alanna panted. "We
need to know who pays him!" Buri nodded.
They raced from
roof to roof, Buri and Alanna closing the gap. The assassin's breath
came harder; his steps faltered. The next roof was a story lower than
the ones they ran on—the assassin jumped and landed
awkwardly. Rising, he stumbled on.
Buri jumped and
fell, her left leg twisting under her, but she ran on, sweat pouring
down her face. Alanna jumped and rolled, as Liam and her wrestling
teachers had instructed her; she got to her feet without any hurt.
Buri shook her head when Alanna hesitated. "Don't wait for me,"
she hissed. "Get him!"
Alanna raced on.
Finally their quarry was forced to halt—he'd run out of
roofs.
Alanna stopped,
afraid to scare him. "Talk to me!" she called. "I just
want to know why—"
He jumped. When
Alanna came to the roofs edge, he lay in an alley below, sprawled and
broken. Cursing, she returned for Buri. Ignoring the stares of the
building's inhabitants, she and the hobbling K'mir went down to the
street and into the alley. No one else had noticed the assassin's
fall, Alanna was relieved to note. She didn't want a street urchin or
his older counterpart stealing the dead man's belongings before she
and Buri got the chance to examine them.
Buri knelt beside
the body, turning out his empty pockets. "He could be anybody."
She kept her voice low as she lifted the assassin's headcloth. The
face, sickeningly misshapen after the fall, was male and coarse, the
cheeks filled with a drunkard's broken veins. "Tavern scum,"
she said flatly. "You can buy a killer like this for a gold
piece. He probably drank his money already." She covered the
dead man once more. "Someone wants Thayet dead."
Alanna nodded. "She
has enemies."
"Her father
has enemies," Buri snapped, standing shakily.
"Does it
matter whose enemies they are? They want Thayet."
You can discuss
this at the convent, Faithful told them from the alley's mouth.
You're needed there, too. Now.
When she and Buri
entered the convent visitor's court, Alanna smelled trouble. Their
company should have been placed in a temple guest house immediately.
That was the Daughters' policy everywhere in the Eastern Lands. Yet
their party was here, outside the convent proper, watched by a
Daughter Doorwarden. No other priestesses—a temple this size
housed at least two hundred—were to be seen. Thayet was
puzzled; the children were nervous.
"What's going
on?" Alanna asked Liam quietly.
"I don't
know." His eyes were blue-grey, revealing nothing. "Some
Daughters came out, gabbled like geese, and vanished. The Doorwarden
says we wait. I want Thayet out of sight."
Buri scowled. "Is
this the honor given a Princess? I should teach these lowland hens
some manners."
"Save your
anger for Thayet's enemies," Liam advised. "You'll serve
her best if you're careful."
"Hens,"
Buri muttered rebelliously.
Like Buri and the
Dragon, Alanna wanted Thayet in a safe place, not this open
courtyard. She went to the Doorwarden. "Please bear a message to
the First Daughter of this House."
The Daughter
nodded. Coldly the knight said, "I am Sir Alanna of Trebond and
Olau, Knight of the Realm of Tortall, a shaman and rider of the
Bloody Hawk Tribe of the Bazhir. Why are we kept outside the curtain
wall? Why have we no explanation for this lack of courtesy? The
children are tired and hungry, we are tired and dirty, and Princess
Thayet is being shot at. The Daughters of the Mother of Waters owe a
duty to travelers as servants of She Who Rules Us All. Why have you
not performed that duty? I will be forced to report such a lapse to
the Goddess-on-Earth in the City of the Gods." Her violet eyes
dangerous, Alanna nodded. "Please deliver my message."
The Daughter bowed
and hurried away.
In minutes they
were shown to a guest house well inside the thick convent wall.
Servants came to look after the young members of their group as the
Doorwarden took the adults and Buri to a meeting with the leader of
the Mother of Waters. Passing through a long courtyard, they entered
a room where two Daughters sat at a long table. One was dressed in
the black habit of the Hag, the Goddess as Queen-of-the-Underworld;
the other wore the cloth-of-gold habit that marked her as First
Daughter of a wealthy convent.
"I am First
Daughter jian Cadao," she said when everyone was made
comfortable. She avoided looking at Thayet. "Princess—Lady Thayet, we were… unprepared for your arrival. We want to
extend every courtesy… " She stopped, looking flustered.
"There are
problems." The woman in black was young, but she spoke with
authority. "More than we could have foreseen." Buri
stirred, thinking the Daughter was being rude to Thayet. The
Hag-Daughter nodded to her. "Forgive my bluntness—I
never learned to soften my words. Princess, your father—the
Warlord—is dead. May the Black God ease his passing."
Thayet's ivory skin
went dead white. "How? And… when?" she rasped.
"Illness,"
the Hag-Daughter replied. "Sudden and painful. We suspect
poison, of course. But no one is anxious to prove it." After
hesitating, she added quietly, "Forgive me if I am too abrupt. I
was told you and your royal father were not on speaking terms."
"We weren't,
not after my—mother," Thayet whispered. She tried to
smile. "Still, he was all I had. Go on, please."
"Try to
understand our position. His end places a different meaning on your
presence in our Houses." Her eyes, unlike those of the First
Daughter's, had been fixed on Thayet. Now she examined Liam; the
Dragon shifted in his seat. "The rebel leader, zhir
Anduo, is frank about his need to talk to you."
"Kill her, ye
mean," Coram rumbled.
The Daughter's eyes
went to him. "Not under our roof," she said coldly. "No
priestess of ours will betray the Princess. Our House is a holy
sanctuary; we will not be profaned." She glanced at the First
Daughter, who looked away. "You say assassins already have made
an attempt. We are not proof against them or against traitors. Zhir
Anduo is not the only one to find the Warlord's child interesting."
She met Thayet's eyes again.
"I
understand," Thayet replied softly.
"The children
are welcome," added the First Daughter. "Except… except
for your personal guard…"
"Buriram,"
Thayet whispered.
Jian Cadao
avoided Buri's glare and continued, "She is K'mir and closely
linked to you. We cannot promise her safety. The children who were
students at the Mother of Mountains we shall return to their
families. We understand the infant is an orphan. He will be reared by
us. But we dare not shelter you. I can give clothing, horses,
whatever you need. You must go soon, before zhir Anduo knows
you are here." Now she looked at the princess. "I am truly
sorry, Thayet. I have no choice. Already I have disobeyed orders to
report your arrival. It won't be long before a spy sends word to the
rebels."
Dismissed by the
priestesses, they went back to the room Thayet was assigned. None of
them were surprised to find packed saddlebags at the door. "They
don't waste time, do they?" Buri sneered when she saw them.
Alanna combed mud
and stickers out of Faithful's coat, a process the cat loved (and
made difficult by wriggling in joy). "I liked the Hag-Daughter,"
she confessed, working on a clump. "She was honest."
"The First
Daughter left a bad taste in my mouth," Coram remarked.
"Don't be hard
on jian Cadao," Thayet said quietly. "She's a cousin
on my father's side. It wasn't easy for her."
"Your own
family throws you to the wolves?" Liam's eyes turned an
intense green—he was furious.
"We prefer
ambition to loyalty," Thayet replied. She fingered the arch of
her nose. "And she's in trouble herself. It'll be easier for all
my family if I'm gone. With my father dead…" She looked away
from them, swallowing. "Any power I had was through him. Now I'm
a pawn. Zhir Anduo can strengthen his claim to the throne by
marrying me. The ones who don't want him will use me to oppose him,
because I'm jian Wilima—although a jian Wilima
female." She started to pace, her hazel eyes stormy. "Where
can Buri and I go? Please—I need advice."
"They can come
along," Coram whispered to Alanna. "They're no hindrance—we saw that comin' here. The Roof can't be worse than what they face
now."
Alanna looked
Thayet over, fingering the emberstone. Thayet was dependable. She was
a good archer, a necessity when they hunted to feed themselves. If
she was nervous, Alanna had yet to see it. She never complained,
never cried, never fainted. She never shirked her watch. Thayet and
Buri would be an asset to an expedition like theirs.
Alanna looked at
Buri and surprised a pleading expression in the girl's eyes. She
replaced it with her usual scowl, but this time Alanna wasn't fooled.
Buri must be worried sick, she thought. And she knows
Thayet will be safe with us. Besides, I'd miss them.
"Thayet,"
she said aloud, "you know where we're going. We're on—a
quest, I suppose. When I find what I'm after, I'll return home. If
Liam and Buri don't object, why don't you ride with us?"
"Mind? Gods,
no! Thayet's a better cook than you are," said Liam.
"The Roof of
the World," Thayet whispered. Her face brightened.
"Leave
Sarain?" Buri grinned. "Just show me the way!"
A Daughter shook
her awake. Glancing at the window, Alanna saw it was just before dawn—time for Liam's teaching. She directed a questioning look at
the Dragon, but he only shrugged and tossed Alanna her clothes. They
dressed and followed the priestess out into the corridor.
The black-robed
Daughter awaited them with Buri, Thayet, and Coram. "No time to
waste," she told them quietly. "Zhir Rayong, who is
sworn to zhir Anduo, knows Thayet's here, and he's on his way.
My people can delay him for three hours, but you must go if you want
to escape."
Alanna looked at
her friends, thinking fast. "We can't go as we are. When it gets
out that we're gone, everyone will look for a group of nobles, or the
Dragon and his friends. I can ride as a boy." She grinned,
looking at the shirt and breeches she already wore. "Goddess
knows I've had practice."
"We'll pass as
mercenaries," Liarn added. Coram nodded. They all gazed at
Thayet, whose looks could not have been more distinctive if she had
tried.
"I can
disguise her Highness," the Hag-Daughter said. "My women
will make your packs seem less well cared for. What of the horses?"
They conferred by
glance, and Alanna shook her head. "We don't have time to dye
their coats. If it's necessary, I'll put an illusion on them and my
cat till danger's past." She looked apologetically toward Liam,
who shrugged.
"Let's start,"
the Dragon said. "The sooner we're gone, the safer everyone will
be."
Thayet and the
Daughter disappeared while the others changed into their most
disreputable clothes. Novices saddled the horses, rubbing dirt into
their coats, manes, and tack, then covering the saddlebags in patched
canvas. Alanna's lance and shield were put on Liam's Drifter, since
commoner youths did not carry them.
When Alanna herself
entered the courtyard, she barely recognized her own Moonlight in the
dun-colored mare that awaited her. Using rawhide strips, the knight
wrapped Lightning's gem-studded hilt until only the battered crystal
on the pommel showed. Buri, dressed as Alanna was in a boy's shirt,
breeches, and jacket, arrived next. She glared at Bother, who laid
back his ears at the sight of her, and went to make friends with the
pony she'd named Sure-Foot.
Thayet was
transformed into a sallow-skinned female. Her hair was dull, touched
with grey, and a purple birthmark spread over her nose and down her
left cheek. She was swathed in a shapeless brown dress. The whole
effect was so painfully ugly that no one would look at her for long.
"We
provisioned you," one of the novices said, looking at Thayet
with tears in her eyes. "The packhorse, and your bags. Princess,
the Goddess smile on you, wherever you go!"
Alanna gripped the
Hag-Daughter's arm. "If you come west—"
She smiled.
"Farewell, Lioness."
They galloped out
of the convent gates, riding hard. Distance, rather than conserving
themselves and the horses, was the important thing for this part of
their journey. For once Faithful kept silent about the joggling,
hooking his claws into his cup and holding on. Their route from the
convent led past the city wall rather than into the city. The road
was deserted by Rachia's early morning visitors, so no one would
witness their flight. Either the gods smiled or the Hag-Daughter had
weather-workers at her command: fog enveloped them, muffling the
noise they made and sheltering them from sight.
The ride to the
border took three days, with Liam setting a pace all of them could
handle. Alanna relinquished command of their expedition to him: not
only was he familiar with eastern Sarain and the Roof of the World,
but he wanted to lead.
The countryside was
deserted. The normal inhabitants—trappers, mountain men,
K'miri tribesmen, a few Doi tribesmen from the Roof—were not
sociable at the best of times, and now they had fled the occasional
patrols of southern armies. Alanna paid little attention to the
deserted land. She worried about Thayet. She worried about herself.
These days her old goals appeared silly—a child's dream, not
an adult's. But what was she going to do with her life—after
she found the Jewel—if she found it? What did acclaim matter
if you had nowhere to go, nothing to do?
Three days after
setting out from Rachia, they came to the M'kon River that formed the
Saren border. On its eastern bank was Fortress Wei, a Saren outpost—there was no single government east of the river. Beyond Wei the
ground formed hills and small valleys. Above those hills loomed a
huge, purple band that hung too steadily to be clouds. Alanna
squinted at it, curious.
Thayet brought her
mare up beside Moonlight, observing the direction of Alanna's stare.
"The Roof of the World," she said quietly.
CHAPTER FOUR
The Roof of
the World
Once they left the
border, the road began to climb. The nights were cold, although it
was May; Alanna was glad for Liam's warmth in their bedroll. Thayet
was the first to don a fur-lined cloak, but the others soon followed
suit.
Thayet and Buri
joined the Dragon's morning exercises, learning Shang hand-to-hand
combat. Alanna was surprised at how well she, herself, did. Evidently
the years of training for knighthood helped her now. She could feel
the difference in her body when they practiced, as her muscles took
her smoothly from kick to blow and back. Filled with the optimism
that comes from being physically fit, she mentally dared the Roof to
do its worst.
The farther Thayet
got from home, the more relaxed she was. She spoke about her
childhood so frankly that Alanna thanked Coram for his affectionate,
if gruff, raising of her and Thom. Thayet was the daughter of a ruler
who wanted a son; only Kalasin made her feel loved. It was Kalasin
who taught Thayet K'miri ways, Kalasin and Buri's family.
"I could never
be as good a Queen as my mother," Thayet said. She grinned. "Not
that it makes a difference now. I won't be a queen at all."
"Are you
sorry?" Alanna wanted to know. She had been terribly frightened
when Jon asked her to be his wife, knowing someday she would have to
be his Queen.
"A little,"
Thayet admitted. "I'd like to change things. In Sarain, for
instance, women have no rights—just those our husbands or
fathers grant us. Estates and fortunes are held by men. Women can't
inherit."
"That's
barbaric!" protested Alanna. "At home women inherit. Not
titles, but they have lands. I'm Myles's heir by law—it isn't
common, but it happens."
"Tortall
sounds wonderful," sighed Thayet.
"You'll find
out when you get there," the knight promised. To herself she
added, We'll all find out a thing or two when we get there,
especially Jon. She grinned in spite of herself.
As the winter snows
began to melt, traffic picked up. The roads were thick with miners,
trappers, and merchant caravans. Alanna's company passed herdsmen
driving flocks to the markets in the south. Farmers waved as they
went by, their wagons filled with cheeses, brightly woven cloth, and
chickens. Only the Doi tribesmen remained aloof. They were a people
like the K'mir, though less fierce than their western cousins. They
were expert at survival in the Roof; the most experienced guides were
Doi, and the best furs came from their hidden villages.
The travelers rode
deeper into the highest mountains in their world, where snow still
lay in scattered drifts and patches along the road. Alanna battled
rising impatience. For some reason, she felt that she ought to be on
the way home. It would be foolish to turn back when they were so
close, but she wanted to find the pass and do whatever it demanded,
then leave.
She tried to reach
Thom or Jonathan with her magic, but it was impossible. Too much
distance lay between them. She hadn't been able to show Coram his
Rispah since they'd left the convent. Perhaps Thom had the power to
reach across the continent—she didn't.
Several days after
they had crossed the border, she fell in beside Coram and signaled
him to drop back with her. When they were out of their friends'
hearing, she asked abruptly, "Have you been joining with the
Voice?" She referred to a Bazhir rite: each day at sunset all
who were Bazhir by adoption or birth entered into a magic communion
with the Voice of the Tribes. The Voice heard news through this link,
judged disputes, counseled his people. Since their adoption into the
Bloody Hawk, both Alanna and Coram were able to enter into the
joining, but Alanna had never done so. At first she refused out of a
reluctance to let anyone, even someone as bound by duty and
obligation as the Voice, into her mind. Later, after Prince Jonathan
had become the Voice, and they had quarreled and broken off their
romance, Alanna had decided she certainly didn't want Jon to know how
she thought and felt. At the same time, she knew Coram took part in
the rite and had done so ever since his adoption into the tribe.
Coram stared at
her, startled. "Ye told me when we left for Port Caynn last fall
that ye never wanted me to talk about it, or say what I knew…"
Alanna blushed.
"Things are different now. Have you?"
"Not since we
set out for Maren."
Alanna was startled
by his answer. "You joined almost every night we were there.
Why'd you stop?"
Coram shrugged.
"It's different when ye aren't among the tribe. It's lonesome.
I've been tryin', though, this last week. I knew ye're worried about
things at home."
"And?"
She couldn't keep some eagerness from her voice.
"I'm sorry—I must be too far away. I haven't felt a thing."
Alanna smiled with
an effort. "That's all right. I'm probably worried about
nothing." She caught up with Liam, pretending not to see Coram's
troubled look.
They entered Lumuhu
Valley the first week in May, and a day's ride brought them to the
twin passes at its northern edge. An inn built solidly of wood and
brick stood where the roads from the passes met. Snow lay in a
tattered sheet in the meadow behind the buildings and on the sides of
the northeastern pass. The northwest road was blocked with snow and
ice; the pass itself was clogged. Alanna swallowed as she looked at
this second pass. Why did she have a feeling this was Chitral?
The sky had been
bleak all that day. It darkened even more as they stabled the horses,
and sleet began to fall as they entered the inn.
"May blizzards
is no joke," the innkeeper said, bringing them mulled cider as
they waited for rooms to be prepared. "It's what we pay for
bein' so high up. You'd best settle in. This storm'll close Lumuhu a
week—maybe longer."
"What about
Chitral?" Liam asked.
The man laughed.
"Mother Chitral won't open till Beltane, and then only for the
strongest. The snow never leaves. Him that told you Chitral's a good
road was jestin'. I hope you never paid for the pleasure." He
walked away, still laughing.
"Now we know
why no one took this Jewel before," Buri sighed. Thayet stared
wistfully into the fire. Alanna huddled in her cloak, listening to
the growing shriek of the wind.
Liam stayed
downstairs while Alanna went to their room to wash and dress in
cleaner clothes. Unpacking her bags—since it appeared they
were going to stay for a while—she found the violet gown
she'd carried since leaving Corus. "How long's it been since I
wore a dress?" she asked Faithful.
The cat looked up
from his grooming. You wore that one when you stayed with George,
last fall.
"That's
right." She smiled at her reflection in the mirror. "This
is his favorite."
It wasn't so
wrinkled then, the cat remarked.
Alanna rang for the
chambermaid.
Thayet applauded
when Alanna entered the common room in the violet silk gown (the maid
had smoothed most of the wrinkles). Buri whistled; Coram grinned.
Liam surveyed her from head to toe, an odd look on his face.
"Well?"
Alanna finally demanded, blushing from the others' reactions. "Don't
you like it?"
"It's well
enough," he said at last. "Doesn't seem practical, though."
Would she ever
understand him? "It isn't supposed to be practical. It's a
dress. A dress that feels beautiful when you put it on."
"Feeling
beautiful won't win a fight." His eyes were the pale grey that
told her nothing about how he felt.
"I hardly
think I'll fight anyone here, unless it's you," she snapped.
"Why can't I wear impractical garments every now and then?"
"Suit
yourself," he shrugged. "I suppose you'll want earbobs
next, and bracelets, and other frippery. What comes then? A
noble-born husband and court intrigues?"
"I'm female."
Embarrassed, she realized Coram, Thayet, and Buri were trying to slip
away. "Why can't I wear a dress without you deciding I want to
give up everything I am?"
"Our road is
rough and cold and muddy. Maybe you realize now that a
knight-errant's life isn't as glorious as you expected." There
was enough truth in this to hurt. He waved toward her gown. "Maybe
this is the Lady Alanna you mean to show your Prince when you go
home."
She walked out,
knowing that if she spoke she would cry. Running into her room, she
slammed the door behind her. She did question her life as a
roving knight, but not for the reasons he had claimed.
Alanna tore off the
dress and threw it into the corner, following it with her shift and
stockings. Her breeches and shirt were half on when she did begin to
cry. Within seconds her handkerchief was soaked.
"I hate him!"
She punched the bed for emphasis. "I hate him! It isn't right
that one person can hurt someone else this much!"
"You scare
him." Thayet closed the door behind her. "Just when he
thinks he understands you, you do something new. He can't put you in
a neat little box the way he does the rest of us."
"I never asked
to be something new to him!" Alanna wiped her eyes on her sleeve
and finished buttoning her breeches. "I never asked to be
anything to him! It just—happened."
Thayet buttoned
Alanna's shirt. "I have a feeling it just happened' to Liam,
too, and that's what frightens him. Our Dragon is the kind of man who
likes to be in control of everything, particularly himself."
Alanna stared at
Thayet. Did this explain why Liam feared magic? "What's wrong
with falling in love with me? And what does wearing a dress have to
do with any of this, Thayet?"
The Princess
smiled. "Alanna, when you wore that dress, he saw the daughter
of a noble house—a woman whose family tree reaches back to
The Book of Gold. Liam is common-born."
"If I don't
care about that, why should he?"
"He's very
proud." Thayet dipped her handkerchief in Alanna's water basin
and wiped the knight's face. "Some women can cry and look
beautiful," she said drily. "You and I can't."
"I know,"
Alanna sniffed. "I get red and blotchy. When George told me he
was, well, interested, I cared about his being a commoner. I even
said 'like should marry like,' or something like that. George didn't
care. But Liam—What difference can rank make to the Shang
Dragon?"
There was a quiet
rap on the door, and Liam came in.
"I was just
leaving," Thayet said. She winked at Alanna and went out,
closing the door.
His face scarlet,
Liam watched the floor as he spoke. "You shouldn't've taken the
dress off. You look very pretty in it. I guess sometimes we get used
to seeing a person a certain way."
It was all the
apology she would ever get from him, she knew. Alanna patted the bed
beside her, and Liam sat. "I like dresses," she explained.
"If you come with us to Tortall, you'll see me wearing more of
them. Just because I'm a knight doesn't mean I don't like pretty
clothes." She grinned at him. "I've even worn face paint,
sometimes."
When he looked
startled, she explained, "You know, lip rouge, and so on. I'm
not ashamed of being female, Liam."
Tentatively, he
brushed Alanna's hair with his hands. "I didn't think you were.
I never forget you're a woman, Lioness." His first kiss was
gentle, the second passionate. Alanna let him pull her into his arms,
thinking, We should talk some more about why he was angry. I don't
think lovemaking will settle anything. The Dragon was so
determined, however, that once again she put her questions aside to
be dealt with later.
An hour later, as
they dressed for dinner, she asked, "Are there any Lionesses in
Shang?"
Liam stretched,
thinking. "Not for fifty years. The women prefer names they
don't think are 'flashy.' That means not many Lionesses or Dragons.
My master in kick fighting was the Wildcat. She always said if the
men wished to attract attention, that was their problem."
"But mythic
beasts are 'flashy' by nature, I should think," protested
Alanna. "Or don't you let women get to those ranks?"
"Try to stop
them!" he grinned. "Right now there's me, the Griffin—also a man—and Kylaia al Jmaa, the Unicorn. She's the most
beautiful thing on two feet, all silk and steel and lightning."
He tweaked her nose. "Satisfied?"
Their group had
dinner in the room Thayet and Buri shared, not bored enough to go
down to the common room yet. They were filled with a weird sense of
mingled excitement and apprehension, but no one cared to talk about
it. What could they do now? Wait until Chitral cleared?
Alanna didn't think
she could wait that long. Though she didn't know why, she had a
strong feeling that she had to get home.
They amused
themselves the next morning by catching up on chores that went
neglected while they were on the road. Alanna and Coram spent the
hours after breakfast mending tack in the stables. Liam worked on his
fighting gear as Thayet mended clothes and Buri cleaned the weapons.
By lunchtime all of them were ready for diversion. They went to the
common room to see who else was kept there by the storm.
Two companies of
merchants were present: one bore spices to the valley north of Lumuhu
and Chitral, the other furs and hand-woven goods south to Port
Udayapur. They were joined by four locals—two shepherds, a
blacksmith, and a guide—and a group of five Doi. The Doi were
as interested in Alanna and her friends as the knight was in them.
They exchanged looks with Alanna throughout the meal.
"Liam,"
Alanna whispered, trying not to seem obvious, "the Doi woman
with the onyx in the middle of her brow—who is she?"
Liam nodded gravely
to the Doi. They hid their eyes briefly, a sign the Dragon said meant
respect. "A fortune-teller," he answered. "The Doi
give them as much honor as you'd give a priest. Each fortune-teller
works differently. Some read tea leaves in a cup. Some tell your
future from the stars. I had my future done once. It's interesting."
She was surprised.
"You don't like magic."
Liam shook his
head. "This isn't the same. No sparkly fire, nothing flying at
you, or things changing. A Doi looks at something real."
One of the Doi men
came over, covering his eyes briefly to show his respect for Liam.
"Dragon-man, we are of the Rockmouse people."
"I know the
Rockmouse," replied Liam.
"Our
Lady-Who-Sees, Mi-chi, she knows time lies heavy, out of the wind. If
you wish, she will tell your hands, all of you."
"We will be
honored." Liam stood, telling the others softly, "It's an
insult to say no."
Thayet sat beside
Mi-chi when the fortuneteller beckoned to her. "I read hands,"
Mi-chi said. Her voice was deep, her eyes dark and mysterious. "It
is said the hand you use to draw a bow or to stir a pot will reveal
that part of you others can see. The less-used hand, that is your
inner self."
Thayet nodded. "I'm
right-handed."
Mi-chi took the
princess's left hand, holding it palm up. No one spoke as she ran her
fingers over the lines in Thayet's palm. Curious, Alanna probed with
her Gift. The fortune-teller's magic was like Bazhir magic; it was
drawn from the land rather than from a source inside the person who
wielded it.
"What do you
see?" Thayet wanted to know.
Mi-chi smiled at
her. "You have lost your chains only, great lady. Follow your
heart. It leads you to a mighty place. And forget your home. You will
never return there."
Thayet rose and
walked over to the hearth, keeping her face away from them. Buri
watched her royal mistress for a moment before taking her place
beside the Doi woman. "Whatever it is you have to say, whisper
it, all right?" she asked as she offered her right hand.
Mi-chi agreed, and
afterward Buri refused to say what she'd been told. Coram was next,
and he asked the same favor. When he stood, he was smiling—whatever his own future held, he seemed to like the prospect.
Mi-chi smiled up at
Liam. "You know your fate already, Dragon-man. Nothing I may say
will change it, or your knowledge of it." She looked at Alanna.
"You, please."
Alanna took the
seat beside Mi-chi, offering her left hand. Mi-chi took both,
studying the knight's callused palms intently. When she spoke, Alanna
could feel a power in her words that was nothing like the Doi magic
she'd sensed earlier. This was stronger and untamed.
"He waits, old
Chitral." Mi-chi's voice was harsh. "He knows you have come
for his prize. He will not surrender it if you are unworthy."
Alanna's friends
gathered close, listening. "Do you think it will matter if you
await this storm's end before you set out? He has others to throw at
you."
"I'm not
trying that pass in the middle of a blizzard!" Alanna protested.
"Then your
desire, or whatever it is that drives you, is not enough."
Mi-chi's eyes were mocking. "Make no mistake, hero from the
flat-lands. Chitral fights you with his snows and winds. All who
would face him must battle on his terms, or not at all."
Dropping Alanna's hands, the Doi looked at Liam. "Dragon-man, do
you bring your kitten to us for testing? You may not want the grown
cat."
"I don't bring
Alanna anywhere, wisewoman. She picks her own road."
Mi-chi stood,
shaking. One of her companions came to support her. "Do not
forget that, Dragon-man." Her voice rasped with exhaustion. "She
is a champion, like you, but different. Always different." The
Doi helped her to her rooms.
Alanna rubbed her
hands on her breeches—they still tingled with both Mi-chi's
Doi magic and the other magic that had spoken through the
fortune-teller. "It sounds… I don't know. I'm not a hero,
not yet."
Buri slung an arm
around Alanna's shoulders. "Glad to hear it. Come on out to the
stables and we'll practice some kick fighting."
The worst of it was
that Alanna believed Mi-chi, or she believed whatever had spoken
through the Doi woman. That surge of weird magic was impossible to
deny. Just what is sitting up in that pass, waiting for me to come
after the Jewel? she asked herself time after time as that day
ended and the next crept on. The blizzard continued to blow outside
without showing any signs of letting up.
She thought about
just going home, but at this point, something inside Alanna balked.
She knew there had to have been other times in her life when she'd
failed to complete something she'd set out to do. She couldn't
remember them, however, and she didn't want to. Furthermore, she did
not want her search for the Dominion Jewel to become the time she
would remember that she had started something and had given it
up. Almost in spite of herself, she began to remember what she'd
known as a child in Trebond about survival in the snow.
She was peering
through a crack in a shuttered window shortly before twilight of
their third day at the inn when she felt someone come up behind her.
She knew it was Liam and didn't turn. "I think the storm's
dropping," she said, trying to hope.
Liam turned her
around, gripping her shoulders tight. "Don't even think
of it," he warned.
"And don't
make your eyes wide and ask what I'm talking about. I'm not Coram,
and your tricks don't work with me."
That made her
angry. "Maybe Coram lets my'tricks' work with him, and I
don't know what you're talking about."
"Then why'd
the innkeeper tell me you were asking about snow gear?" He gave
her a little shake. "Do you think you're immortal? That's a
killer blizzard! Entire herds are out there frozen in their tracks!
Maybe that Gift of yours could shelter you from the little blows in
Tortall, but this is the Roof of the World, and you will die.
I'd never attempt it, and I forbid you to!"
Years of training
stopped her from hitting him, although she'd never wanted to as much
as right now. "You don't know what I can do, Ironarm." Her
voice was icy as she jerked out of his hold. "I resent your
acting as if I'd do something stupid if you weren't around."
"And wouldn't
you do something stupid?" he snapped. "Sometimes you act
like you have no more sense than the kitten I named you!"
That was unfair,
and they both knew it was unfair. Liam couldn't apologize; Alanna
couldn't forgive. They were coldly silent through dinner, and the
others retreated to their own rooms immediately after, rather than
witness this quarrel. Liam stayed to talk with the Doi, and Alanna
went upstairs with Faithful.
"We're not
going to work this out," she told the cat as she undressed and
got into bed. "We're too much alike, I guess." Then she
began to cry, because it hurt, in spite of her knowing why things
were going wrong. Faithful nestled beside her cheek, purring
comfortingly. Alanna was asleep by the time Liam came to bed. She
didn't feel him gently touch her tear-blotched cheek.
The dream was so
clear it scared her:
Jonathan stood
beside a coffin that held his mother, Queen Lianne.
"She was
not strong." Roger stood on the opposite side of the coffin, his
face emotionless. "Her time had come."
Jon's eyes were
tired. "She was healthy once, before you sent the Sweating
Sickness. Before you tried to kill her with your spells."
"That was
another lifetime for me," Roger said. Thom was a shadow at
Roger's side. "I have no more magic," Jonathan's cousin
went on. "I did not kill her."
Jonathan looked
at his mother's face. "I know you didn't."
Behind Jon, in
the shadows, stood George. His eyes were fixed on Roger.
Alanna's eyes flew
open. It was very late—Liam was asleep, and the hearth-fire
had burned down to embers.
That's it,
she thought grimly as she slid out of bed. I've wasted enough
time. I'm going to claim that Jewel and go home.
Are you sure?
Faithful asked as he settled on Alanna's pillow.
"This is
crazy," she whispered as she dressed. Liam slept peacefully, not
hearing her preparations. "That Doi fortune-teller was making
fun of me." Grabbing the bag that contained her next layer of
clothing, she pointed to the door.
No, replied
Faithful. Someone has to keep him asleep. He began to purr. A
white, shimmering glow rose to cover him and Liam.
In the hallway
Alanna shivered as she exchanged the clothes she'd put on so quickly
for garments made of silk: shirt, hose, and gloves. The next layer
was wool: leggings, stockings, another shirt. She'd begun to sweat,
but she knew outside things would be very different. Discarding the
bag and carrying soft-soled trapper's boots, she tiptoed out of the
inn and into the passage that joined house and stables.
Underground hot
springs made it possible for the inn to stay open. The stables were
warm—in her clothes too warm. Alanna cursed the heat until
she spotted the stableboy, asleep in a pile of hay. When he stirred,
she touched his forehead and told him to sleep, putting her Gift into
it.
Moonlight pranced
when she saw her mistress, but Alanna shook her head. "Not
tonight, girl."
Next to the stable
doors were the three large bins the innkeeper had described for her.
The one marked in red contained heavy winter gear in the largest
possible sizes; the yellow one held medium sizes, and the green was
for small. Opening the last, she pulled out the next layer of
clothing. Everything was Doi make: leather jacket and trousers lined
with fleece, a vest filled with goose down, a knitted facemask,
goggles.
She used a burnoose
for a head-cloth and her own fleece-lined mittens. From her belt hung
Lightning and a double-headed axe with a special blade for ice. Over
it all she wrapped a fur-lined cloak. Scanning the racks of snowshoes
hanging over the bins, she selected the smallest pair and fastened
them over the boots. "I hope I still remember how to use these
things!"
Standing, she took
inventory. Had she left out a single piece of clothing or a single
tool that might help?
If she had, she
couldn't remember it now. Gently she brought up her Gift, filling
every stitch she wore with it and binding the stable's warmth to
every layer of clothing. She fixed it there with a word of command,
just to be safe, and sealed it all with the ritual "So mote it
be!" Heat settled over her like a blanket. Drawing a deep
breath, she opened the stable door a crack and passed through. Before
she closed it, she sent a bit of magic back to the sleeping boy, so
he would wake in five minutes and bolt the door.
The stableyard held
drifts of only a foot or so, protected as it was by the inn's high
containing wall. She found the gate and opened it, bracing herself
for the first unrestricted blast of the storm. When it came, it
almost knocked her over. Slanting her body into the wind, Alanna
passed through the gate and pulled it closed.
The wind made her
gasp with its sharpness. Icy daggers bit into her chest as she
started to shiver. Cold, a part of her wailed, I hate the
cold!
Alanna forced a
foot out in front of her, trying not to think of ice or wind. She
stepped again, shoving her shoed foot down. Step two. She
could barely see in front of her. How would she know which way to go?
She raised a foot and brought it down, moving forward against the
wind. Third step takes all. Somehow she was moving. Given what
she already knew—that whatever ruled the pass was going to
make this as hard for her as possible—she walked directly
into the wind.
She hadn't used
snowshoes much in the years since she'd left Trebond. It took her a
few minutes to make her legs and feet remember just how they worked:
long steps, lift the shoes clear of the snow, then put them down.
Stop every six or seven steps to shake off the snow that piled on the
top of the broad, flat shoe. It was hard work for her leg muscles,
but she welcomed it. She welcomed anything that took her mind off the
cold. Even her Gift couldn't ward off all of it, and her magic was
burning up dangerously fast in the attempt.
Was she mistaken,
or had the ground begun to rise?
She wasn't
mistaken. With a thump she collided with a tall stone pillar, the one
that marked the point where the road left the valley floor and
climbed into the pass. Alanna sheltered herself in the lee of the
rock for a moment, panting with the effort it had taken to get this
far.
On a stormless
day this walk would've taken me five minutes. How long have I been
out here? An hour? She pushed away from her shelter and into the
wind again.
A sudden gust
shoved her to her knees. Clenching her teeth, Alanna got up and went
on to ram into a tree. She stumbled and fell on her back in the snow.
Afraid she'd get buried in snow if she stayed in one place too long,
she struggled up again, hissing words she'd forgotten she knew at the
clumsy snowshoes. Inspiration struck. She seized a tree branch and
hacked it off with her axe to form a staff. Miache didn't have to
put up with anything like this to get the Jewel, she thought
grumpily as she shook the snow from her shoes and set off once again.
She stole it from a nice, warm vault. Now she tested the
ground ahead with the wood, always heading face first into the wind.
She decided she'd rather face a dragon than this storm.
It helped to recite
poems as she walked. First she went through those the Mithrans had
taught her in the palace. When they ended, she started with those
taught her by foot soldiers, thieves, and hostlers. She was halfway
through "The Tireless Beggar"—the song that had
almost gotten Coram into trouble in Berat—when she ran out of
voice. Stopping to rest, she wondered how far she'd come.
Her internal clock
said dawn was still a few hours away and that she'd been at this
almost two hours. The innkeeper had said it was two hours' hard
walking from his door to the top of the pass, but under these
conditions, Alanna knew it might take her an entire day to cover the
same distance.
I wonder if I
can sense the Jewel? She reached for her Gift and stopped,
feeling afraid. While she'd concentrated on pushing ahead, her Gift
had poured itself into the effort of keeping her warm. It was
dangerously low and flickering, burning itself up against the killer
storm. She couldn't turn back—it would be gone before she
reached the tree, let alone the valley.
Alanna climbed on.
She thought wrily that she couldn't even blame Liam for forbidding
her this climb and making her determined to do it. She was a grown
woman, and the only person who had ultimate control of her behavior
was she, herself.
Serves me right
for losing my temper, she told herself. Carefully she began to
cut back the areas her warmth-spell covered until it was in force
only around her feet, hands, and face. Trying to ignore the increased
bite of cold on the rest of her, she plowed back into the wind.
It took five
minutes of uphill walking before she realized that the wind had
dropped. Halting, she looked up. Drifting snowflakes were all that
remained of the blizzard. She slipped up her goggles and turned to
look for her tracks. They lay behind her, following an eerily
straight line as far as she could see. A cold that wasn't
winter-brought raced up her spine. Her trail should have swung back
and forth in the snow. Instead it looked as if she could have drawn
it with a straight-edge.
"I don't know
if this is good," she murmured. "With the wind in my face,
at least I knew where I was headed." Looking again at her
tracks, Alanna shrugged and set off again. As her Gift burned lower
and lower, staying in motion became a vital concern. Every few feet
she'd look back to make sure she kept to her earlier course. Before
her opened the pass, white and smooth along the road. Overhead the
clouds broke up, revealing a sliver of new moon. The night was very
quiet, the only sounds those of shifting snow and cracking rock.
Suddenly she heard
in her mind a voice as terrible in its way as the Goddess's, filled
with tumbling boulders and rushing streams. She dropped to her knees
with her hands over her ears—it did no good.
So you have come
this far. You took your time about it.
Alanna couldn't
reply.
Look to your
left.
She obeyed. A line
of light stretched up the wall of the pass, over broken rock and
pools of snow and ice. The thing you came to take is at the end of
this road—as am I.
The voice—it had to be the voice of the being that Mi-chi had called "old
Chitral"—was gone. Alanna listened apprehensively for a
moment, then remembered the cold's danger and scrambled to her feet
again. Drawing a breath, she turned away from the smooth path, which
lay so invitingly before her. She strengthened the spell on her hands
and feet, drawing it away from her face and wondering how long her
Gift could hold out even now. She was sleepy. A nap would be—
She shook off the
cold's growing spell and made for the slope, stopping only to remove
the snowshoes and strap them to her back. Her temper came back with a
rush—not at Liam, this time, but at Chitral. "Am I
supposed to entertain you?" she yelled, climbing into the rocks.
"Where I come from it's considered honorable to kill a victim
outright—not play with her first!"
There was no reply,
but she didn't want one. All she really needed was the heat of her
anger.
She unhooked the
axe from her belt once again, using it to pull herself up.
Her foot broke
through a crust in the snow, and she went down, crying out as her leg
got stuck between two rocks. Carefully she pulled herself out onto
more trustworthy ground, using the ice blade on the axe. When she
tried the leg, it throbbed but held.
"Are you
enjoying this, Chitral?" No answer. On she climbed.
Within a few feet
her staff slid on a hidden bit of ice. She struck the ground with her
knees, biting into her lower lip. Alanna grabbed a handful of snow
and pressed it against the mask, over her bleeding mouth. Adding
another hurt to Chitral's account, she rose and went on. She knew she
got hurt so much now because weariness and agitated nerves interfered
with her judgment. The best solution was to stop and rest for half an
hour, but she didn't dare try that. Instead she started to sing "The
Tireless Beggar." She'd finished it and had sung halfway through
"The King's New Lady" when she stumbled into the cave.
Her Gift flickered
and died, leaving her with only a trace of its fire. She'd used it
up.
Going home will
be very interesting, she told herself as she looked around. There
was a larger cave behind what seemed to be a small antechamber, and
she went into it. Chitral's line of light ended here, in a large
chamber with walls that glowed a dim, eerie yellow. At the opposite
end was a tunnel.
"All right,
Chitral!" she yelled when she'd pulled down her mask. "I'm
here!"
Then prepare
yourself for combat, came the nerve-shaking reply. You asked
for something you can fight. I will oblige you.
The air in the cave
was cool, but not cold. She began to strip, preparing herself
mentally. She peeled everything down to her woolen layer, leaving the
clothing in a pile on the cave floor. Her mind took careful inventory
of her physical condition, and she was unhappy with what she found.
She'd never taken on a fight in worse shape.
Nothing to it,
she thought as she unsheathed Lightning and loosened her arms.
Next time I go afier something, I hope it's in a dusty corner
where no one sees or cares if I take it. I did ask for this.
Something padded
toward her in the tunnel. Moving into the center of the cave, Alanna
set herself.
When it came into
the light, she understood instantly that Chitral had assumed this
form—she couldn't say how she knew it, but she did. He'd come
as one of the great rock-apes that inhabited the Roof of the World.
Incredibly shy of people, they were seldom seen, and they never
carried short swords as this one did. The blade was black iron and
very primitive, but Alanna had no doubt it would do the job intended
for it. Oh, gods, she thought as the ape squared off against
her, its deep-set eyes bright with intelligence. I'm in for it
now.
He—it?—swung and chopped, forcing her back. She moved warily, her tired
muscles sluggish at first. He jabbed; Alanna countered and thrust,
making the ape skip away. Now wasn't the time for fanciness or art,
now was the time to just stay alive. At least the knowledge of a
fight sent adrenaline coursing through her body, putting a stop to
the tremors of exhaustion. The ape pursued her, hewing with the short
sword as if it were an axe.
The long hours with
Liam began to show as Alanna automatically dipped, swerved, and
twisted. Keeping out of the ape's reach—he could do as much
harm with a hand as he could with his blade—she made him wary
of Lightning. Her sword nipped and bit at him, leaving his fur dotted
with blood.
Her injured knee
buckled, and the ape's sword scored her from collar to navel, cutting
through wool and silk to leave a shallow, bleeding gash. She faltered
and lunged in, chopping at the ape's neck. He roared and smashed back
with his unarmed fist, catching her on the elbow. Alanna fell forward
and rolled out of the way. Her arm went numb; Lightning dropped from
her fingers. Getting up, she staggered back as the ape picked up her
sword. He peered at the grey lights shifting under the steel skin.
You did a work
of art when you made this. As much as she might want to, she
couldn't react to the pain of his voice in her head, not unless she
wanted him to kill her as she covered her ears. She wondered how he
even knew Lightning had once been two swords, and that she'd combined
them to make one unbroken blade. The ape tossed the sword behind him,
where it lay near the far wall of the cave. I suppose you did it
only because you wanted a whole sword you could command. Not because
the magic was beautiful for its own sake.
It wasn't true,
entirely. He gave her no chance to answer as he attacked.
Alanna couldn't
think, couldn't worry if her body might give out. She ducked and
dodged. When he gave her an opening, she executed one of the jump
kicks Liam had taught her, slamming into the ape's shoulder and
making him roar. When he swung to chop her down, she was away and
circling. She sought her chance and flew in again, hitting the same
shoulder. It was his blade arm that she focused on, kicking every
chance she had while keeping out of his range and grip. The fourth
time she hit that arm, she kicked lower, into the same muscle he'd
hit to make her drop Lightning. The iron sword fell to the cave
floor, and Alanna went for it. Her hands closed on the hilt.
Pain seared her
hands and arms, locking her muscles together. She screamed, her
throat tearing with the cry. It hurt worse than anything she could
remember. She held on—she couldn't let go—and rolled
to her back, pointing it at the advancing ape. Crying with the pain,
she yelled, "Don't! I don't want to kill you! Keep the Jewel!"
The ape stopped a
foot beyond the sword's point, looking her over curiously. If Alanna
didn't know better, she'd have sworn he smiled. Reaching forward, he
plucked the sword from her freely bleeding hands.
You are a funny
little thing. His voice hurt much less this time, which puzzled
her. He seemed to have changed his mind about killing her.
He didn't choose to
explain. Instead his thought-voice went on. I suppose you have no
idea why you are compelled to seek this Jewel.
Alanna cradled her
palms against her chest, too tired to rise. "It's for the glory
of Tortall." Her throat hurt from screaming. "There isn't a
nation existing that can't profit from the Dominion Jewel. And
bringing it home would be to the glory of the knight who brought it.
If it's yours, though, it's yours. Now that I think of it, I don't
know how the famous heroes of the past were able to take things from
the entities that guarded them—not if they were as noble as
the stories claim. When you look at it right, it is stealing."
The ape shook his
head, plainly amused. In a hand that was empty a moment ago, he
offered a many-faceted purple gem. When she stared at him without
moving, he placed it on her chest.
What use have I
for a jewel? His outline turned blurry.
"Are you one
of the gods?" she asked as he began to fade. Suddenly she had a
hundred things she wanted to know from him.
No. I come from
before. Your gods are children to my brethren and me.
Alanna could barely
see the ape, and the air was getting perceptibly cooler. She
scrambled to her feet. "Then who are you?"
I am this place,
and these mountains. I suppose you might call me an elemental.
Now his voice began to fade.
"How did you
come by the Jewel?" She struggled to put on her clothing, trying
to ignore the pain in her hands. The Jewel she stuffed into a pocket.
It finds its way
to me from time to time. Not often, but now and then. I made it, and
I keep it because I like to have company. I shall be entertained by
your visit for centuries of human time. You mortals are quite
interesting!
She could feel no
sense of him at all when she finished dressing, which may have been
just as well. She was not sure she liked the idea of being
"entertainment" for anyone, elemental or no.
She found her way
to the mouth of the cave and looked out, clinging to the rim of the
opening. Dawn was coming, and she had no way to return to the inn.
"No wonder he
gave me the Jewel," she muttered, sliding down to sit on the
rock floor. "I'm going to die here anyway." She knew the
idea should bother her, but it didn't. Her eyelids were getting
heavy, and she barely noticed the cold. Pulling her cloak over her
face, she went to sleep.
She was warm—all of her, not parts. She could smell clean linen and herbal salves.
Forcing her eyes open, Alanna wondered how long she'd been out.
"Never again."
Her voice was harsh in her ears. "I won't spend another winter
in the cold." Her eyes watered as she tried to look around.
"You could've
fooled me." The deep rumble was Liam's voice. "If a man
went by the way you act, he'd think you live to freeze!"
She sighed. "I'm
sorry," she whispered. He was slowly coming into focus, and she
wasn't surprised to see that his eyes were pure emerald in color.
"Sorry?"
His voice cracked on the word.
"I'm sorry I
had to go into a blizzard at all. I wasn't given a choice, remember?"
"You had your
gods-cursed cat witch me!"
Alanna tried to
push herself upright and winced: her hands were heavily bandaged and
throbbed under the weight she'd put on them. "Ironarm, stop it!
Aren't there times when you act alone?"
"This isn't
the same!"
"Horse dung it
isn't. People like us have to know when to break rules. This was one
of those times, and I was right to do it. I am sorry I hurt
you. Chitral didn't leave me much of a choice."
He walked out
without looking at her.
Thayet came in a
few minutes later with a pitcher of mulled cider. A maid followed
with a tray of food, and Alanna's stomach growled a welcome. Seeing
tearstains on Alanna's face, Thayet said, "The Dragon will be
all right." She poured a cup of cider and helped Alanna to drink
it. "He was worried sick about you. We all were."
"The Jewel?"
Alanna didn't want to talk about Liam. "Where is it?"
"Under your
pillow. Can you manage a spoon?"
Alanna looked at a
bowl of porridge dotted with dried fruit and cream. "I'll manage
if it kills me."
Unfortunately, she
couldn't handle a spoon. Thayet fed her, ignoring Alanna's protests.
"You've been asleep almost a week," the princess said. "The
storm was over when we woke up. You were out there when it stopped?"
Alanna nodded.
"There was a
tremor of some kind—a little earthquake—just after
dawn," Thayet continued. "When it was over, the pass was
clear. The innkeeper and some of the guests ran for a temple at that
point, I think. You remember the Doi who were staying here? They went
out and brought you down, slung over a pony. They said they found you
in front of a cave near the top of the pass. You were a mess."
"Can I talk to
them?" Alanna wanted to know. "Thank them?"
Thayet shook her
head. "They're gone. They left when you started to get better.
Buri says they don't like to be thanked."
"Did—the healers say how I am?"
Thayet put down the
spoon. "You'll have a scar from your neck to your abdomen, right
between your breasts. Your hands will mend. They said you'd do better
once you woke up and used your own Gift on them." Reminded by
this, Alanna felt for her magic and found it. Her rest had restored
it to full strength. Thayet began to tidy up, saying, "The Doi
healer said your hands will always know when it's going to storm."
"'Old
swordsmen and their scars know the coming rain,' " Alanna quoted—it was a common saying. "I suppose I had to pay for this
somehow."
"Was it worth
the price?"
"I don't
know." Alanna drew the Jewel from beneath her pillow and looked
at it. The gem fit neatly into the center of her palm. "Thayet,
do you want this? For Sarain? It seems as if you need it more than
Tortall does right now." She offered it to the Princess, who
stepped back with an odd look on her face. The Jewel began to shimmer
with an internal light, until Thayet pushed Alanna's hand away.
"No female can
hold the Saren throne." Her voice was soft. "The Book of
Glass forbids it. Children hear tales of other lands, less wise
than ours, who came to grief because they let a woman rule. The
chiefs of the Hau Ma, the Churi, and the Raadeh are women, but
they're K'mir, and everyone knows the K'mir are savages."
"Tortall isn't
like the K'mir, but it isn't that bad, either," Alanna said. The
bitterness in Thayet's voice hurt.
"All my life
I've been worthless, the one who should have been a male and an heir.
My father was kind, in his way—I take after him in looks."
Thayet rubbed the arch of her nose. "But he never forgot I
wasn't a boy. Every morning the Daughters of the Goddess and the
Mithran priests have orders to pray for a jin Wilima in their
daybreak services."
Alanna swallowed.
If he'd loved his daughter, how could the Warlord have humiliated her
like that? "Thayet, I'm sorry."
The Princess didn't
hear. "I'll tell you something else, Lady Knight. In Tortall you
lied about your sex and kept it secret for years, but when the truth
came out, you were allowed to keep your shield. We heard about you at
my father's court. The majority opinion was that you should be
burned, although one group held out for death by torture."
Thayet put the tray beside the door. "I thought Tortall sounded
like Paradise. It's certainly an improvement on my father's palace or
the convents, and it has to be better than what I'll get if I return
to Sarain now."
"You didn't
have to tell me any of this." Alanna slid the Jewel beneath her
pillow again. "A simple 'no' would've worked."
The Princess's face
had been hard and distant. Slowly she brightened. "A'simple
no'?" she repeated, amused. "Alanna, my very dear, you're
an incredibly high-minded person, have you noticed? You take duty and
responsibility seriously. If you believed I turned my back on
Sarain for a whim or a fit of temper, you'd lose any respect you have
for me." She put a hand on the knight's shoulder. "Before I
met you, I thought the women of our class were useless. Those who go
to Shang are commoners. Noble families chain their daughters in their
rooms rather than permit them that life. The K'mir have no one of
noble blood, only people who earn their honors. But you and I come
from overbred families, good as ornaments and nothing more. And you
are far from useless."
Alanna blushed.
"Thayet, you're flattering me. It was easier for me to rebel
than stay and make something of myself. Why didn't I go to convent
school and prove ladies are more than ornaments that way?"
Thayet's look was
skeptical. "What I'm trying to say is that I look forward to
creating my own life. In Tortall I can, because I'll be without rank
or title." She sat on the bed. "I'm going to start a school
for the children of commoners. Once I sell my jewels, I'll have
plenty of money to do so."
Alanna, who had
different plans for Thayet, said hastily, "I won't cast you
adrift when we're there! You'll be our guest—Thom's and
Myles's and mine. The school's a grand idea, but there are ways and
ways to start one."
Thayet shrugged.
"Look at me, rattling on when you just woke up." Firmly,
she tucked blankets around Alanna. "Try to sleep some more."
She left, carrying the tray.
Sleep was the last
thing Alanna wanted. She'd had a week of it. With an effort she threw
off her blankets and stood. Leaning against a bedpost for support,
she took inventory: twisted leg—stiff but painless; assorted
bruises—fine; gash on her chest and bitten lip—cleanly healed; eyes—teary but working; hands—she
didn't want to think about her hands. Not bad, considering.
She dressed in
garments that could be pulled on. Buttons and buckles were more than
she could handle. She tucked her feet into slippers and clumsily ran
a brush through her hair. Keeping a watch for well-meaning persons
who might shoo her back to her room, she escaped to the stables.
The stableboy ran
when he saw her, which was convenient. There are times in every
rider's life when it is necessary to apologize to a horse, but Alanna
preferred not to have witnesses. It was too embarrassing. Moonlight
tried to stay aloof as her knight-mistress entered her stall. Alanna
offered an apple stolen from the common room, stroking the mare and
whispering compliments. Soon Moonlight was nudging and nuzzling,
plainly checking Alanna's hooves, withers and flanks. The salve on
Alanna's bandages made the mare sneeze.
"I wish Liam
forgave this easily," sighed Alanna. She looked up to see
Faithful sitting on the gate. "Are you angry too?"
I know why you
went. Moonlight and the others were worried, the cat said. I've
been staying here since the Dragon woke and found you gone. Horses
are calmer people. They also don't throw things at cats. He
climbed onto her shoulder, draping himself around Alanna's neck.
"Poor
Faithful. He didn't really throw things, did he?"
Only when he saw
me.
Someone coughed.
Coram had been grooming Anvil. Now he leaned against the bay's stall,
watching.
"Are you going
to yell at me, too?" Alanna asked warily.
"I should, I
expect. I thought I raised ye to treat blizzards with more respect."
"I did. If you
hadn't taught me how to dress, how to survive, I wouldn't be here
now." Alanna wanted so much for him to say it was all right. She
couldn't bear it if she lost Coram and Liam both.
"Surely ye're
not tellin' me it was a simple matter of layerin' yer clothes and
usin' snowshoes." There was a mocking gleam in his eye.
"No. I used my
Gift. Coram, I didn't have a choice. If I'd walked out of here on a
sunny day, Chitral—the being that holds the pass—would've dumped another storm right on my head. If there was a safe
way to get the Jewel, I would've followed it gladly." To her
shame, Alanna felt tears dripping down her cheeks. "Please don't
be angry with me."
Coram walked over
and put his arms around her. "There, now, Lioness," he
whispered, holding Alanna tightly. "It's just hard to see ye all
grown up and doin' mighty things." He wiped Alanna's eyes with
his handkerchief. "Though I don't know why I'm surprised, since
ye always told me ye would." He put the handkerchief to her
nose. "Blow," he said firmly. She obeyed, just as she had
when she was five. "That's my girl."
Buri, Thayet, and
Coram came to share Alanna's dinner, setting their own meals up on
tables so they could eat together. Since the inn's healer had
examined and rebandaged her hands, Alanna could use her own knife and
fork. That alone lifted her spirits—being fed made her feel
helpless. Once the maids cleaned up, they roasted chestnuts in the
hearth and told stories until everyone was yawning. Thayet was
gathering up her beadwork when Alanna said, "If it's all right,
I'd like to go the day after tomorrow."
"Are you
crazy?" Buri demanded. "You just got up! You said yourself
you won't be able to grip anything but a fork or spoon for a week!"
Alanna shrugged.
"I'd just like to set out. I'll be all right." Meeting
Coram's eyes, she added, "Moonlight won't let me fall."
Shaking her head,
Thayet sighed. "We'll see how you feel tomorrow."
Buri stayed when
the other two went out. "I want you to know that it's an honor
to ride with you, wherever," the girl said shyly. "I just
hope someday you'll tell me what happened. It must've been awful,
the shape you're in." She grinned.
"The innkeeper
won't take payment, did Thayet tell you? The healer won't, either.
The grooms fight over who works on our horses, especially yours. The
maids cut up the napkin you used for lunch, so they can each have a
bit."
"Buri, that's
crazy!" Alanna protested.
"Ask them,"
Buri said impishly. "They say you parted the snows and walked up
there to do battle with the God of the Roof for his Jewel."
"All this will
happen to you someday, once you go out and start performing great
deeds," Alanna threatened as the girl opened the door. Buri
winked and left. "What nonsense!" Alanna said to Faithful.
The inn has
filled up over the last three days, was the cat's lazy reply.
The innkeeper raised his prices. He expects a very good year—several very good years, in fact. Word gets around fast. He
yawned and tucked his nose beneath his tail.
Muttering about
human folly, Alanna tossed the bedclothes aside and went downstairs.
Since her friends had been with her until late, only a few people
remained in the common room, most of them drinkers who were oblivious
to anything. The innkeeper and a maidservant were cleaning up. Liam
sat before the fire in a low chair, feet crossed before him,
frowning.
"I thought
Shang warriors were too dignified to sulk." Alanna hooked a
stool over so she could sit in front of him.
"Go away, Lady
Alanna," he sighed, reaching for a tankard and draining it. The
innkeeper came with another tankard and a pitcher, pouring mulled
cider for them both before making himself scarce.
Baffled and hurt,
Alanna pinched an earlobe to keep from crying. When she had herself
under control again, she rasped, "What's wrong with you? Are you
offended because I didn't take your manly advice? D'you think I did
something you couldn't have? Is your pride hurt?" She looked at
her bandaged hands; they were trembling.
A massive hand
gripped her chin, turning her face so he could stare into her eyes.
"Put yourself in my boots." His voice was soft, his face
tight. "I sat here wondering if you'd live while all around me
folk talked about those who died of the cold. Moonlight tried to
break down the stable door. The hostlers had to drug her. Coram—I never want to see a man that drunk again. Thayet and Buri were
fine. Why shouldn't they be fine? You witched them. Just like you
witched me."
That's it,
Alanna realized. She had known how he felt about magic and she had
let Faithful spell him anyway. Liam would never trust her again. "Are
we finished, then?" she whispered.
He let her go. She
continued to watch him, waiting. "I don't know, kitten."
At the use of her
nickname she felt her chin tremble and her eyes fill. "I am
sorry. I know it doesn't do any good, but I am. If you'd awakened,
you'd've stopped me."
Liam nodded. His
eyes faded from emerald to a blue-grey she'd never seen before.
"Seems there's nothing we can do, right? I can't help the way I
feel. Not about the Gift. And you can't help but use it, nor should
you. A tool is meant to be used." After a moment he swallowed
and added, "I'm sorry, too." His voice was cracking. "You
probably saw I had my things moved to another room."
"Can we be
friends, still?"
"I promise
it." He couldn't keep the relief from his voice, which hurt
Alanna more than anything he'd actually said. She made her excuses
and went upstairs to cry over Liam Ironarm one more time.
Two days later they
set out. Alanna couldn't shake the sense that she had to go home, and
her companions had caught the feeling from her. Most of the inn's
staff appeared sorry to say good-bye, although some—like the
stableboy—hid their eyes in the Doi gesture of fear and
respect when they passed. Alanna tossed a gold noble to the boy,
wanting to make up for the fright her sleep-spell had given him. He
dropped it with a yelp, refusing to touch it until a maidservant had
picked it up.
On the road, Alanna
stopped for a last glance at Chitral Pass. The snow was nearly gone
after the spate of spring temperatures that had followed her
adventure. Green showed on the rocky walls leading up into the
surrounding mountains. A party of trappers was headed up into Chitral
as another company descended from Lumuhu Pass. Alanna wondered if
Chitral watched her and waved a farewell in case he did.
That night they
stopped at an inn they'd used on the way north. Where before they had
been treated no differently from other wayfarers, now they were
honored guests. The news of Alanna's feat and her possession of the
Jewel had spread rapidly, and the inn's staff made it plain they
considered no service to be too small for them to give Alanna and her
friends. The landlord refused payment at first but learned that the
Shang Dragon could be very persistent. The company received the same
treatment from the staff of the next inn, where they spent their
second night on the southern road.
As their third
day's ride drew to a close, Alanna thought wistfully of a camp under
the stars. It would be chilly, like any other mountain night, but
they would have privacy. If the next inn was like the last two,
privacy would be in short supply. Burdened as she was with mending
hands, Alanna didn't want to mention it. The others would have to do
her work if they camped.
Buri halted when
they saw the lights of a town ahead. "I'll meet the rest of you
in the morning," she announced. "I'd rather freeze to
death." She looked guiltily at Alanna. "Sorry, Lioness. I
forgot you almost did freeze to—"
"Enough,
Buri," Alanna growled.
"I have to
stay with Buri so she can protect me," announced Thayet. "I'm
tired of sleeping indoors anyway."
The men looked
uncomfortable, and Faithful yowled his disgust with overly attentive
maids. Alanna sighed in relief. "Let's find a camping spot."
They camped during
the remainder of the ride to Port Udayapur, filling their bellies
with game, wild greens, and oatcakes. Alanna performed any magic—such as mending her tattered hands—out of Liam's sight.
By the time they
reached the seaport, Alanna had shed her bandages, and her friends
were comfortable around her again. She sometimes felt a pang of
sadness when she looked at the Dragon, but she also knew their
friendship would last far longer than their romance.
Once they were
settled at one of Port Udayapur's inns, the travelers met in Alanna's
room to discuss their next step. No one was surprised when Alanna
said, "I still can't shake the feeling Coram and I are needed at
home. Neither of us seems able to make contact with anyone. But I
have this sense of trouble there. I'm thinking of hiring a ship."
"I thought you
didn't like them." Liam sounded as if he didn't care one way or
another.
Alanna grimaced. "I
don't. Please, I'd like all of you to come with us. Actually, I'd
prefer it. But you may have other plans."
Buri and Thayet
exchanged looks. "We don't," Thayet said. "I still
want to go to Tortall." Buri nodded her agreement.
Alanna smiled.
"Good." She picked up Faithful, not wanting Liam to see how
anxious she was. Things were so bad between them…
"The innkeeper
says a Tortallan galley's in the harbor." The Dragon's voice was
quiet. "I don't know if we can book passage—she's a
diplomatic courier. But I can ask."
Alanna grinned.
He'd said "we."
"Would you?
Maybe if you use my name—Trebond and Olau—they'll
agree."
Liam nodded and
went out. The others followed, Coram to take their snow gear to the
market and sell it now that they no longer needed such things, Thayet
and Buri to see the sights. Alanna stayed in her room to nap.
She was roused from
her sleep by a knock on the door. When she opened it, one of the
maidservants dropped in a curtsey. "Excuse me, miss or lady,"
she began nervously. "The gentleman here insisted that he see
you." She indicated the very large man standing behind her.
The man stood with
his back to the hall's torches, which meant Alanna was unable to see
his face clearly. He had no trouble seeing her, however. A
familiar voice said, "Praise Mithros, it is you!" and
Alanna was seized up in an enthusiastic hug. Now she could see that
his hair and mustache were black, the same color as his wickedly
dancing eyes, and that his cheeks were tan and ruddy.
"Raoul?"
she whispered, not sure if she believed it. He grinned, and she
returned the hug with one every bit as fierce. "Goldenlake, you
sly fox!" She pounded his back in delight as he carried her into
her room and kicked the door shut. "Look at you! Look at
you!" He was as tall as ever. When he put her down, she had to
tilt her head to see him. "Sit, so I don't hurt myself looking
at you." He obeyed briefly, only to jump up to hug her again. It
was five minutes or more before either of them had calmed down enough
to make rational conversation. Faithful climbed into Raoul's lap to
deliver his own welcome while Alanna poured fruit juice for them
both.
Seeing him was
almost as good as coming home. During her palace days Alanna's
closest friends were all older than she was: Raoul, Gary, Jonathan,
and sometimes Alex—Alexander of Tirragen. The older boys were
squires to Alanna's page and knights to her squire. They'd taught her
palace ways and let her join them in adventures and scrapes. She had
introduced all but Alex to George, and they had advised her and
looked after her.
"What are you
doing here?" she finally remembered to ask. "Last I heard,
you were riding desert patrols." Seeing his dark tan and the
bur-noose draped over his shoulders, she added, "I see the
desert agreed with you. Did you like the Bazhir?"
He grinned. "They
adopted me. Not your people, the Bloody Hawk. The Sandrunners."
He'd named a tribe far to the south of Alanna's. "I like the
Bazhir a lot. All they ask a fellow is to ride and fight and do his
share of the work—no paying compliments to people you don't
like or anything like that."
Alanna grinned.
Both Squire Alan and Sir Raoul were notorious for their dislike of
social functions. "So what brings you here now?" she wanted
to know. "Is that courier vessel yours? Don't tell me you've
turned diplomat." She sat on the bed as Raoul's grin faded.
Raoul looked at the
cup in his hands. "I'm not ambassador yet. When Myles got your
letter from Jirokan, the one where you said you might come here after
the Roof, he told Jon, and Jon sent me to bring you home. He's got
messengers all along the Great Road, in case you'd changed your mind
and decided to return that way."
Faithful sat beside
Alanna, who was now uneasy. "I didn't know Jon had the authority
to do such things," she said nervously. "I thought only the
King could dispatch the diplomatic ships."
"That's right.
Jon—" He stopped, looking unhappy. "Look, Alan—No, that's not right. Alanna—"
"King Roald is
dead?" she whispered.
Raoul nodded. "Let
me tell it in the right order. I don't want to skip anything."
Alanna nodded, feeling stunned. "See, her Majesty died around
the March new moon. No one was surprised, not really. She wasn't very
strong, after the Sweating Sickness—you remember. Then Roger
tried to kill her, with that image of his. After you left, Thom
destroyed the image so she wouldn't be hurt by it, but the damage was
done. It was only a matter of time. Then, with the winter so bad, and
everything else…" He sighed. "Myles and Thom said you
were in Berat right about when she passed on."
"I wrote them
from there. Black God, give her rest," Alanna murmured. She'd
never thought of the court without Queen Lianne, even when she tried
to envision the hazy "someday" when Jon would be King.
Raoul gave Alanna
his handkerchief and continued. "The King never got over it; you
know how they were about each other." Alanna half smiled; the
royal couple's devotion was plain to anyone with eyes. "It was
three weeks later, something like that. Near the beginning of April.
He went hunting and got separated from the rest of the party. He was
dead when they found him, an accident. It looked like he tried to
jump—Remember that gorge, the narrow one about half a league
above Willow Falls?"
"Of course."
She'd jumped Moonlight over that gorge many times. It was very deep,
and the jump required skill and excellent reflexes. She whispered,
"So Jon's King."
"Not
officially. The coronation's set for the day of the July full moon.
He's been acting as King ever since her Majesty died, though. The
King just wasn't interested."
"Jon must be
heartbroken."
"He is, but
he's never had a chance to get away by himself to mourn. Not with
things the way they are." When Alanna looked baffled, Raoul
started to pale. "You don't know, do you?"
Alanna suddenly
felt that something—something more—was
seriously wrong. "Know what, Raoul?"
"You've had no
word from Tortall this year? Nothing?"
"The hill
roads were almost impassable when Coram and I rode for Berat."
What is wrong with him? she wondered. Raoul's hands were
clenched so tightly in his lap that the knuckles were white. "They
were still bad in the south because of the winter rains. No
messengers were corning through. And Berat's too far from the sea to
get the news from the ships."
"Your Gift,
though—?"
"I didn't want
to contact anyone with it. I was… busy," she admitted,
blushing as she thought of Liam. "What difference does my being
in touch or not make? By April we were in Sarain. No messengers
could've found us there."
"This was
before April." Raoul's voice was tight. "Remember All
Hallow? George told us you were with him in Port Caynn."
Alanna's blush deepened. "Thom was doing experiments—that's what he told everyone."
"He borrowed
my Gift." Her stomach sank. She sensed the worst was coming, and
she wasn't sure she wanted to hear it.
"We didn't
know," Raoul said disjointedly. "He kept it secret till
late in February. It probably finished her Majesty… You remember
Delia of Eldorne?"
"Raoul, please
spit it out," Alanna pleaded. He seemed not to hear.
"She'd been
after Thom since you left. Telling him that the really great
sorcerers could raise the dead, playing off his pride. Sorry, Alanna,
but you know how vain he is. Thom finally lost his temper. It was at
a court ball; we all heard him. He told her he could do anything
Denmarie the Earth-Shaker could do—"
Alanna felt dizzy.
"Roger. He brought Roger back."
CHAPTER FIVE
In the Capital
of Tortall
When Queen Lianne
died in March, Tortall mourned. Now, after the King's sudden death,
the nation's feeling was one of shocked disbelief. To lose both in
such a short time seemed like the work of an angry god.
"The Black God
is taking his revenge on us," people muttered. "He's not
pleased that the Lord of Trebond brought the Duke back from his
grave. You can't go interfering with the gods without them extracting
payment." The rumors spread, and gossips began to claim that
Jonathan's reign would be cursed.
"As if I don't
have enough problems," Jonathan told his acting prime minister,
Sir Gareth (the Younger) of Naxen.
Gary looked up from
the documents he studied, his chestnut eyes worried. His cousin
looked worn out. "Talking to yourself again?" He said it
like a joke.
"The rumors,"
Jonathan explained.
"They'll pass,
particularly since there's no proof. If the gods are angry, why would
they pick on their Majesties? Why haven't they struck Master Lord
Thom down? If they want, I'll volunteer for the duty. Thom irritates
me. A good striking-down might improve him."
"Does he look
sick to you?" Jon asked abruptly. "Thom?"
Gary put down his
papers. "I don't get close enough to notice how our bold
sorcerer looks, if I can help it. He never sheathes that tongue of
his anymore. Why?"
"George
mentioned it to me, the other day. Thom does seem thinner."
"He's probably
losing sleep while he looks up some old spell or the other. Jon, I
need your signature on these."
Jonathan obeyed,
writing his name over the royal seal on several documents. "I
still can't get used to signing as ruler of Tortall. I didn't think
I'd be King for—years." He swallowed a sudden lump in
his throat. Sympathetic, Gary said nothing. After a moment Jon went
on. "I feel helpless. I should have done something to
keep them alive."
"What could
anyone have done?" Gary asked sensibly. "Aunt Lianne never
got really well after Roger's spell was broken. And the King—" He stopped, not wanting to touch an unhealed wound.
"He killed
himself," Jon whispered. He always forced himself to see the
truth, and Gary was one of the few who knew the King had
deliberately killed himself. "How could he do that?"
"He loved
her." Gary's voice was soft.
Jonathan shook his
head. "Could I love anyone so much I'd forget that I have a duty
to my people? George says you can smell their fear down in the Lower
City. I can't blame them for thinking there's a curse—not
with the famine last winter, and then—this. And what can I
tell them that will give them confidence? They don't know me. They
didn't really know my father." He returned the documents to his
cousin. "Once things have settled down, I'm going to visit every
corner of Tortall. I won't be a King who stays in his palace and
waits for his people to come to him." His face was set and
stubborn. "I hope Alanna really can bring us the Dominion
Jewel."
"Do you think
the messengers will find her?" Gary asked.
"One of them
will. One of them has to."
As Jonathan and
Gary talked, George Cooper entered his mother's house. A message from
Corus had brought him home from Port Caynn at a gallop. Claw,
frustrated by months of trying to kill George, had done the
unthinkable and attacked a noncombatant, Eleni Cooper. Men and women
loyal to George had turned back
Claw's forces, and
now Mistress Cooper's home resembled an army camp, complete with wary
sentries.
When her son walked
into the kitchen, Eleni was sorting and boxing the herbs she used as
a healer. Pots holding some potions bubbled on the hearth, filling
the air with the scent of herbs.
"It could have
been worse," she told George. "None of your people were
killed, and I'm all right."
George scowled.
"This time, Mother. What of the next time, and the next?
He attacked a woman who's not sealed to the Rogue. Claw will respect
none of our laws if he breaks this one. He don't care who gets hurt.
He don't care if my Lord Provost descends on us with soldiers to rid
the city of us and our wars. He cares nothin' for them he bribes and
forces to follow him. They can end on Gallows Hill, and Claw will
make no move to save them. It isn't right. He wants to be Rogue, but
he won't look after those sealed to him as is his duty." He
accepted the cup of herbal tea she poured for him and sipped it
without noticing what he drank. "Our greatest advantage lay
always in never causin' enough trouble that my Lord Provost would be
interested in cleanin' the Lower City of us."
"You'll find a
way to deal with him," Eleni told him. She labeled a packet of
comfrey leaves. "I've never known you to admit defeat, George."
"Sometimes
I start believin' the rumors," George whispered, looking
tired. "Let's face it, Mother—a man killed once should
stay dead."
Eleni sat across
from him at the table. "Thank the Goddess his Gift didn't leave
the tomb with him."
"We've only
his word for that, and Thom's." George spooned honey into
his tea. "I think sometimes all our troubles since
October stem from those two. No, that's unfair. I let Alanna go
myself."
"She could
have waited for you in Port Caynn," Eleni reminded him.
George smiled
ruefully. "I try not to ask the impossible of her, Mother. She's
not a lass who waits at home for her man."
"She could
have returned here with you."
George shook his
head. "She didn't wish to face our nobles again. I think her
memories of Jonathan still hurt."
"Perhaps you
should go after her, then. You haven't been yourself since she
returned to the desert." Taking one of his hands, she added, "It
would please me to know you had stopped your courting of the
hangman's noose."
George squeezed her
hand. "I can't, Mother, not yet. I've a few things to finish up
here, first." His face was bleak. "Besides, didn't I tell
you? The news from Maren and Sarain is she's keepin' company with the
Shang Dragon. How can a commoner and a rogue rival the likes of the
King of Tortall and Liam Ironarm?"
Eleni frowned.
"It's not like you to feel sorry for yourself, or to give up
without a fight."
George patted his
mother's cheek. "I haven't. I'm just givin' Alanna her head
while I see to things here." He grinned, and Eleni grinned back.
Finishing his tea, he added, "Speakin' of that, we need to take
steps. Claw may be fool enough t'try this again."
"Be careful,
George," she teased. "You risk getting tangled in the
affairs of law-abiding people like me. Respectability might be
catching." Seeing he continued to frown, she said tartly, "What
would you do, surround me with the King's Own?"
He looked at her,
and a wide grin spread over his face. "You know, Mother, you may
have an idea there."
A few hours later
George took his mother to call on Myles of Olau in his town house.
Bazhir guards admitted them and escorted them to the knight's study.
The servants hurried to bring Myles and his guests refreshments.
George they knew for a frequent guest, but none of them had ever seen
the woman who accompanied him. Gossip buzzed in the kitchens as the
tribesmen who attended Myles looked on.
Alanna's father
looked from George to Eleni after hearing George's request, tugging
his shaggy beard. "I'd be delighted if Mistress Cooper wishes to
stay in my house. I didn't know things were so bad for you, though."
"Claw's not
givin' up easy," George said grimly. "And he knows he can
hurt me through Mother. Here, with all these Bazhir about, she'll be
safe. You have archers enough."
"It comes of
my daughter being the Woman Who Rides Like a Man," Myles told
Eleni, his eyes twinkling. "I adopted her, and they adopted me."
He took Eleni's hand. "Alanna's told me about you, and you are
the mother of my friend George. I welcome the chance to do you a
service, Mistress Cooper."
She looked him
over. "I hate to leave my home," she admitted. "But
while my son makes his life among rogues, I must be careful. Thank
you, Sir Myles. I accept sanctuary in your house."
"Then it must
be 'Myles.' " The knight kissed her hand.
"As I am
'Eleni.'"
Myles held Eleni's
hand a moment too long, making George think. This possibility hadn't
occurred to him before. A fine thing, to be gettin' a new Pa at my
age, he thought with a grin.
Thom dropped into
an armchair with a sigh. The bright colors of his silk robe
overwhelmed his pale face and dull copper hair, bleaching his eyes to
a light amethyst. He rubbed a hand over his chapped mouth, wincing as
a crack began to bleed.
Roger of Conte
walked in. "So you're back. I was just finishing my notes on
Palawynn the Windwaker."
"Thank you,"
Thom rasped, watching as Roger took a seat. In contrast, the Duke was
the picture of health: gleaming brown-black hair and beard, brilliant
sapphire eyes, glowing skin. He didn't look as if he'd spent ten
months in a tomb, to emerge as a magicless sorcerer.
So here's an
irony, Thom thought. I raise him from death, and seven months
later I look as if I just crawled out of the grave. "I just
had another cozy talk with his soon-to-be Majesty," he announced
bitterly. "This time he brought my Lord Provost. I don't
like that old man—I never did." Mimicking, he went on,
"Was I still sure you have no Gift? Would I report it if
you showed signs of getting it back? Have I noticed you conspiring
with anyone? Do I suspect you of involvement in the King's death? or
the Queen's? or my third cousin's, the one who was struck by
lightning!" His face turned an ugly red. "They asked me if
I trust you," he added sullenly.
Roger inspected his
fingernails. "Do you?" he inquired in his melodic voice.
"Of course I
don't. I don't trust anyone."
"Except your
sister," Roger pointed out. "What did they say?"
"Nothing, this
time," Thom replied, puzzled. "Usually I get a lecture
about my duty to spy on you and report my suspicions, but this time—nothing."
"I see. Is
there word of your twin?"
Thom glanced
sharply at him, a look Roger met with a bland expression. "Jonathan's
had word from some Udayan hedgewitch," he said reluctantly. "Sir
Raoul found Alanna there. It's possible they'll sail into Port Caynn
sometime next week."
"You must be
pleased," Roger murmured. "Didn't I hear somewhere she is
prone to seasickness?"
"Very."
Thom grinned. "To think I'd forgotten that."
"Does gossip
say if she found whatever it was that took her to the Roof of the
World?"
For the thousandth
time Thom wondered how Roger really felt about the woman who had
killed him. "If his Majesty knows, he's keeping quiet about it.
We'll find out for ourselves, soon enough. Are you looking forward to
her coming home?"
Picking up a
crystal, Roger shrugged. "I plan to stay out of her way. Shall I
start on the Dragon-breaker scrolls next?"
"Do as you
like," Thom snapped. "I'm not your jailer or your
keeper."
Roger smiled,
turning on his charm. "I owe you a great debt, dear boy. If not
for you, I'd be caught still between here and the Realms of the Dead.
If I can repay you, I will."
"They'll never
trust you," Thom said, red with shame. "They watch
everything you do for a sign you've regained your Gift."
Roger stood.
"Believe me, Thom—if my magic returns, you will be the
very first to know."
The Inn of the
Dancing Dove was quiet. It was an hour before sunset, and the city's
rogues still prowled the streets. George looked around the empty
common room, aware—not for the first time—that he no
longer enjoyed being master here.
In part it was his
war with Claw. It had begun when George had visited Port Caynn, to
put down a revolt and then to have a love affair with Alanna. Four
months ago Claw had moved to become King of the Thieves in George's
absence. He had used blackmail to force many to follow him, and then
he'd tried to poison George. George had come to the city to save his
throne, and Alanna had returned to her Bazhir. George had known then
that he'd probably lost her.
When George was
younger, things were different. A would-be king challenged the old
one to a fight before witnesses. The winner took the thronelike chair
at the Dancing Dove and a tenth of the profit on each major
transaction and theft. He gave the choicest jobs and judged quarrels.
He was king of the Tortallan underworld and received far more
obedience than his people would ever give the King in the palace.
Claw would not
fight. Claw swore loyalty to George while his men attacked George
nightly. Many rogues changed their allegiance on a day-today basis,
depending on who appeared to be the winner. Only George's oldest
friends kept faith with him.
The only interest
George now had in the Rogue was the effort to bring Claw down. And he
hoped finding out who Claw really was would help. Myles had put a man
to investigating Claw's secret past. The history the one-eyed rogue
had given George on his arrival in Corus was as false as his name. In
other thieves this hardly mattered, but Claw spoke and acted at times
like a noble.
"Majesty!"
A street boy George didn't know rushed in. "Majesty, come quick!
Claw's took by Provost-men!"
George followed the
boy through the rear entrance, still deep in thought. When he
emerged, a man struck him from behind, knocking him into the mud of
the kitchen yard. George cleared two knives from their sheaths at his
waist. This is how you pay, he thought grimly as he slashed
and struck. You forget to be watchful and the Black God taps your
shoulder…
He slashed again;
someone screamed. The man on his back fell off. George lunged to his
feet, his knives sweeping in a silver arc. Of the gang surrounding
him, he took one in the throat and the next low. A fourth jumped from
the kitchen roof onto his shoulders. George rammed backward into a
wall to stun his assailant.
A swordsman
attacked. A line of pain streaked from George's shoulder to his
thigh. Gritting his teeth, George threw one of his knives, hitting
the swordsman in the chest.
The kitchen yard
boiled with enemies. Where were his own people? He found another of
his many concealed knives and faced a man with a hand-axe. This one
bellowed and charged, but four arrows cut his voice off. He never
completed his attack. Black arrows rained as rearing Bazhir warhorses
cut off all chances for escape. Within a second the only sound in the
kitchen yard was that of the horses.
"You're lucky
I was coming to visit," Myles said as he rode up. Dismounting,
he caught George as the thief staggered. "You need a healer!"
George shook his
head, as much to clear it as to say "no."
"Solom,"
he muttered. Myles helped him into the Dancing Dove's kitchen. Just
inside the door they found old Solom and two serving girls, dead.
George was still
recuperating in Myles's house two days later when a servant
interrupted the knight at his lunch to say Dalil al Marganit awaited
him in the library. Myles put down his knife and scrubbed at his face
rapidly with a napkin. Al Marganit was the man he'd put to work
seeking Claw's true identity. He'd used the little Sirajit agent
before and could count on him to find out almost anything.
When Myles entered
the library, the agent rose and bowed. He gestured to the bowl of
fruit and the Tyran wine the servants had already brought him,
saying, "I am treated like a noble in this house."
Myles sat behind
his desk with a smile. "You deserve that treatment, Dalil. Sit
down, please. What have you learned for me?"
The little man took
a notebook from inside his tunic and leafed through blotted pages.
Nearsighted, he had to bring the pages so close to his eyes that they
tickled his nose. He sneezed. "Regarding the matter of the thief
Claw. Hm! Yes! Arrested by my Lord Provost's men two years ago.
Charge of suspected robbery, released for lack of evidence. Our
Provost is scrupulous in such matters, unlike many in his place, as
your lordship knows. Arrested five months ago in the Dock Riots,
escaped. He's now sought by Provost's men. They do not look as hard
as they might; one assumes he has paid large bribes.
"I traced the
subject Claw to Vedis in Galla, where he claims to originate. He is
unknown in the cities Vedis, Nenet, and Jyotis in Galla, all having
large communities of thieves. Going by my lord's guess that Claw's
accent is that of the Lake Region in Tortall and that Claw was born
of nobles either legitimately or illegitimately, I journeyed to the
Lake Region with a good drawing of the subject Claw. Here is an
accounting of my expenses." He gave Myles a sheet of notepaper,
which the knight barely glanced at.
Al Marganit closed
the notebook and looked at Myles. "Claw is Ralon of Malven…"
Myles turned white.
Another of Alanna's enemies! No one had seen or heard from him in
years. While he'd thought Claw might be illegitimate and trained by
his noble-born parent's teachers, he'd never considered the
possibility that Claw was a true-born son of a noble family, hiding
in the Court of the Rogue! He realized the agent was looking at him,
worried. Forcing a smile, he said, "It's all right. Go on."
The little man
shrugged and continued. Obviously Sir Myles wasn't going to tell him
why he looked as if he'd just stepped on a grave. "He is the
third son of Viljo, Count of Malven, and his lady Gaylyah. He was
disinherited after the attempted rape of the second daughter of the
bailiff, Anala, a village in Eldorne hold. Eldorne is the neighbor of
Malven." A connection between Claw and Delia? Myles wondered. He
scribbled a note to himself as Dalil continued. "The girl's maid
threw acid in his face, thereby leaving the purple scars of which you
spoke, and causing him to lose an eye. If I may refresh my lord's
memory, Ralon of Malven left court at the age of fourteen, after
months of feuding with the page Alan of Trebond. Or, if I may be so
bold, in the matter of Alanna of Trebond and Olau."
Myles gave an
absent smile. "Though blessed few of us knew it, then. Ralon of
Malven! How could I have forgotten?"
"He is well
disguised, my lord. He came, as bad men will, to make his name among
rogues. He battles the present King of Thieves for his throne, but he
will not call for an open fight as the custom decrees. Instead, he
fights with treachery. Unlike the legitimate Rogue, Ralon as Claw
will hire to do murder or to ruin a good name. He will betray those
who follow him." The little man shook his head. "A noble
gone bad, my lord. There's no stopping him, not at all. He will say
that he is owed something, and he has come to collect."
Myles sent al
Marganit home with well-earned praise and a fat purse. The agent had
never failed him, and this time he'd succeeded past Myles's greatest
dreams. The knight considered every aspect of what he'd learned for
an hour or so, then went to tell Eleni Cooper and her son.
Chance, and the
first sunny day in more than a week, brought large numbers of people
to the Corus marketplace that spring morning. Jonathan, after much
persuasion, agreed to go riding—his first such outing since
the King's funeral. He was a commanding figure in mourning black,
flanked by Roger and Sir Gary, both also in black. With them rode
other knights and ladies, including Delia of Eldorne, Alex of
Tirragen, and Princess Josiane of the Copper Isles.
The company was a
beautiful sight, even in their mourning colors of black, lavender,
and grey. A crowd soon gathered in the market to watch them pass. The
men of the King's Own—many of them uniformed Bazhir, these
days—exchanged wary looks and kept an eye on the people who
closed in on the riding party. They were disturbed by the crowd's
silence. No one called blessings on the King-to-be; many made the
Sign against evil when Roger passed them. There were no cheers. The
usual audible and sometimes satiric comments on the nobles' dress and
private lives were missing.
George Cooper
watched. He'd risked reopening his wounds and being spotted by Claw's
or the Provost's men to see how people received their new King. He
scanned faces in the crowd, trying to find any feelings other than
suspicion or wariness.
"That Conte
Duke looks like a king," someone muttered. "Against
him Prince Jonathan's a boy."
"I never heard
bad of the Prince," someone else hissed. "I've heard plenty
bad about his Grace! Ain't natural for a man t'live twice—"
"Th' Prince be
cursed," came a third voice, cracked with age. "Th'
Sweatin' Sickness when he was a lad, that took my Alish, and both his
parents dead, and him, the sorcerer, come back—"
"He drove the
evil from the Black City, away south," a fourth voice argued.
"He made peace with the Bazhir. The old King, his grandda,
couldn't even do that."
"He helped a
woman make herself a knight. If that ain't unnatural—"
"Hush! Crowds
is full of spies, and you've a loose tongue in your head!"
The people stirred
with interest as the Lord Provost rode up to change places with Gary.
George's long-time enemy was blue eyed and lean, his face leathery
from years in the sun and framed by heavy silver hair and a short
silver beard. The Tortall rogues called him "The Old Demon"
and were intensely proud of him; foreign rogues made the Sign when he
was mentioned.
The people in the
crowd, the honest ones, liked the fierce old man. Someone applauded,
then someone else. A woman raised a cheer and was joined by others.
Jonathan smiled.
Someone cried, "God bless you, Majesty!" This received a
cheer from many, and George smiled at the fickle nature of the crowd.
A woman in front of
the riding party held her child up to see, and shrieked when the
toddler wriggled out of her hands and ran into the cluster of riders.
Jon swung far to the right and down, seizing the child with one hand
and scooping it up out of danger from the horses' hooves. Darkness
reared and plunged at his rider's activity, but the King-to-be held
him as the child wailed. The Provost gripped Darkness's bridle,
forcing the stallion down.
Jonathan
dismounted, carrying the squalling toddler. The mother ran forward
under the glares of the King's Own, laughing and crying, to take her
little one back. She hugged Jon in one arm and the child in the
other, thanking the young man. Her words were inaudible against the
cheer that went up as word circulated about what Jon had done. Uneasy
for some reason, George left his niche and began to make his way
through the crowd, heading for the group of nobles.
His intuition was
good. A man near the party drew a knife from his belt and ran for
Jonathan while George was too far away to help. The attacker was
screaming something. Later the Provost told Myles it sounded like
"Death to the unlucky King!"
Jonathan was
tangled in woman and child. His companions were hampered by the crowd
and their own horses. It was Darkness who came to his master's
defense, rearing to strike the assassin with his hooves. The man went
down as other killers swathed in cloaks appeared out of the crowd.
George tackled one
and knifed another. The Provost had dismounted and was fighting with
knives, grinning fiercely as he caught one man on crossed blades and
kneed him. Horses reared, ladies screamed, and the Great Market Riot
had begun.
Of it all, George
remembered only the moment when he and the Provost—for the
first time in their long war—came face-to-face in the melee.
Given a choice, he would have relinquished the honor. Now he froze,
letting the assassin he'd targeted get away. The Provost looked at
him, turned, and disappeared back into the crowd. Had he winked?
Accompanied by his
most trusted people—the brothers Orem and Shem, the knife
masters Ercole and Marek—George reached Jonathan's party to
find the King-to-be nursing a wounded arm. The King's Own closed in,
forming a tight circle around Gary, Jonathan, and Josiane. Roger was
nowhere to be seen, the thief noted. The Provost was mounting his
horse, secure in the middle of a second ring of guards. George's
shoulder wound had opened and was bleeding again.
He ignored it. "I
know a way out!" he called to Jon. "If you'll trust me!"
The leader of the
King's Own glanced at the Prince, who nodded. George guided Jon's
party into a side street and out of the riot, keeping an eye out for
assassins. He and his people left the nobles on the Temple Way when
others of the riding party arrived and a second company of the King's
Own came riding down from the palace.
"It was Claw,"
George told Eleni and Myles at House Olau soon after. He winced as
his mother applied yet another poultice to his reopened shoulder.
"The assassins were his, every one, and they wanted Jon."
"What does
Claw gain if anything happens to Jonathan?" Myles wanted
to know. "He's not connected to anyone at the palace who would
benefit—not as far as I've heard. Although Delia—"
"I find it
interestin' that his Grace of Conte got out so easy," George
drawled, propping his feet on a hassock. "But you're right, it
still makes no sense. 'Twas too easy for the innocent to get hurt
along with the guilty this mornin'. If he planned it, he ran as great
a risk of bein' trampled as the rest of us."
Eleni shook her
head sadly. "I'm worried about those who got hurt in this
madness. I'd best go see what I may do." She stood, shaking out
her skirts. "But isn't that always the way when folk plot to
steal power? The innocent get hurt."
The final toll of
the Great Market Riot was fifteen dead, thirty-six hurt (including
the King-to-be), and untold damages to shops and stalls. The
atmosphere of suspicion and fear thickened. In spite of it, or
perhaps because of it, Jonathan began to ride once a week through the
capital and the surrounding countryside.
Jonathan watched
the stars appear from a castle balcony, relaxing as he prepared
himself for a night among his court. Again Josiane would try to win
him back, and again he'd keep her at a distance. Not for the first
time he regretted his involvement with the Princess from the Copper
Isles. He'd tired of her quickly, and she'd been reluctant to
understand that. Now that he knew her better, he also realized that,
in spite of his mother's plans for Josiane, the Princess would have
made a very bad Queen.
Still, he had to
smile. He'd just come from his time as the Voice of the Tribes. In
touch with Co-ram for the first time since January, he'd learned that
the wayfarers had reached Maren's western border and would anchor in
Tyra in the morning. Soon Alanna would be home, and he could put his
Lioness—and the Dominion Jewel—to work.
That's all of it,
Majesty." The humpbacked man known as Aled the Armorer fidgeted.
"I wish Claw'd never come t'me. I don't like this, nor the
consequences if words leaks out of what's afoot."
George sprawled in
his chair, rubbing his chin as he surveyed his informant. His hazel
eyes glittered through his lashes, making the armorer twist his cap
into a knot. "Mayhap Claw fed you a tale, Aled. It won't be the
first time a man tested loyalty by givin' out a lie."
"He paid gold
for his tale, then," Aled whined. "Asides, he don't know
I've been sellin' tTsham Killmaster and Kasi the Spy these five
years. Only Killmaster favors armor in the K'miri style but lacquered
black like they never do. And the Spy—"
"Enough. If
you say that's who's involved, I must trust you. I pay you enough."
"T'ain't just
the gold, Majesty," Aled protested. "My mam raised no
fools. They's one fate for them as kills a king." His gesture
illustrated the fate clearly. "I'm afeared of Claw, bein's he's
crazier'n a priest, but Provost's justice is fast. Our folk be
crooked, but loyal all the same. If they knew Claw was up t'this,
them that helps 'im wouldn't life t'face the Provost. I'm
between Goddess and Black God with no place to run."
George tossed a
silver noble to the Armorer, who caught it and bit it (to make sure
it wasn't fake). "Not a word to Claw, Aled."
The other man
winced. He knew what Claw would do to him if the news he'd talked to
George leaked out. "No, indeed, Majesty!" He left the
Dancing Dove, muttering.
George stared into
the distance. When Alanna had introduced him to Jonathan, he knew the
day might come when his duty to the Rogue would conflict with his
friendship with the Prince. That time had come. What was he to do? A
rescue in a riot, with everyone too excited to think clearly, was one
thing. Informing on a plot was another. The marketplace assassins
were dead and Claw in hiding, so no good would have come of his
saying who'd started the whole thing. But Aled's tale had concerned
corrupt servants, and a new plot that reached from the palace to
Claw.
George grew up in
the Lower City, learning the underworld's laws: obey the Rogue; pay
his tax; and—most importantly—never betray a
fellow Rogue to the King's Justice. The penalty was slow death. A
year ago George would have been the last to consider such a betrayal.
But that was before Claw changed things.
Jonathan was his
friend. They'd spent many good evenings together; they'd loved the
same woman; they both knew what kingship meant. In some ways Jon was
closer to him than Alanna—she couldn't conceive the burdens
of a king, and Jon had never known anything else.
Either I've
turned stupid, or life's turned hard, he thought with a sigh.
The first thing
Thom of Trebond noticed, returning late to his palace rooms, was that
the door to his study was not closed. "I'll turn the maids into
fish if they left the door ajar!" he roared, slamming the door
open.
The shadowy figure
sitting by his hearth was thrown into relief by the glow from Thom.
"I can see we'll not be needin' candles," George
drawled."Close the door. There's a good lad."
Thom stared at his
guest, then obeyed. As he slumped into a chair, he demanded, "What're
you doing here at this hour? Up to no good, I bet."
"Why must you
ask? Don't you see all that happens in your tea cup in the mornin'?"
George's voice was bitter. He'd just come from telling Jon about the
newest threat to his life—from betraying the Rogue,
part of his mind insisted.
Thom tried to read
George's face, but the glow he cast wasn't that strong. Not yet,
he thought bitterly. "You haven't done something—Rogue-ish, have you?"
George glared at
him. "Don't play me for an innocent, Thommy my lad. If I wanted
to tell you, I would. It chances that I don't."
Thom shrugged. "As
you wish." He threw fire at the candles beside George; it was
too much, consuming half of the fat wax sticks. He looked at the
thief to see what he made of it, but only a slight crinkling around
George's eyes gave away that he'd noticed anything unusual.
"Say
something." Thom's voice was tight. "Everyone else has! I
heard Baird tell Jonathan perhaps the Mithrans let me go too soon."
When George didn't reply, he yelled, "Say it, damn you!"
"You keep
things chilly in here," was the mild reply. "I know this
old pile's hard to warm, and it's near midsummer and all—"
Thom laughed and
could not stop. He buried his face in his hands, his thin body
shaking. George rose, a worried look in his eyes, and put a hand on
Thom's shoulder.
"Don't!"
the sorcerer cried, but it was too late. George pulled back his hand
after only a brief touch: Thom was far hotter than any mortal could
be and still live.
"Black God's
belly, Thom! How long've you been like this?"
The younger man
shook his head. "I have no idea." He saw George shiver. "Go
ahead—start a fire. It doesn't make a difference. I'd do it
myself, but—" He looked at the candles.
George knelt to use
flint and steel to start a blaze. Watching it burn, he said
cautiously, "I was struck by old Si-cham, when we visited you at
the City."
"No. No, I
tell you! Have him come, and gloat—"
"He didn't
look like the gloatin' kind to me, lad. He would've liked you, had
you given him a chance. He was a bright young sprout himself, once."
Bloodshot amethyst
eyes stared at him. "D'you think this is some trouble I stumbled
into, that my teaching-master can get me out of? A safety measure I
didn't take? Some bit of carelessness that can be mended by someone
older and more experienced?"
"No. That kind
of mistake's known right off, and it's often fatal. But Si-cham
may've seen what's wrong with you before—"
"I don't want
to hear it." Thom's voice was flat as he wiped his eyes on his
sleeve. "They were jealous of me in the City, all of those
masters. There's nothing they'd like better than to see me caught in
a mistake."
George considered
his next remark carefully, knowing he was on dangerous ground.
Finally he decided to speak anyway. "What of Duke Baird, him
that's chief of the palace healers? Mayhap he—"
Thom giggled in
earnest, his laugh hoarse with disuse. "Baird! What do I tell
him? That—that—" He caught his breath. "I
have a cold in my Gift?"
George smiled.
"Does your friend know?"
They both knew who
he meant. "If he does, he keeps it to himself. I can't—won't—ask him." Softly Thom added, "I'm afraid to."
He looked at George, his face white and pinched. "I believe he
knows exactly what it is." He jumped out of his chair. "Are
you happy? Will you tell Myles he was right all along? Why not
tell Jon, while you're at it? You have no proof he's whole again, no
proof!" Tears ran down his cheeks.
"Lad, calm
down," George said, keeping his alarm hidden. "You're
wearin' me out."
Thom laughed."I
don't have any proof, either," he went on tiredly. "But
what else can I think, except that somehow he can do this?
It's that or… I have to believe the gods turned away from me.
Because I thought and said it would be easy to make myself a god."
"If there's
anyone you can ask—"
"No one. I
made sure of that, didn't I? This will pass. I'll find a cure—something. I haven't looked in the right places."
George knew a
dismissal when he heard it. He gathered up his cloak.
"Thank you."
It was a whisper.
"I did nothin'
to be thanked for this night," George said harshly. "Not
for you, not for anyone."
"You listened,
even though I've tried my best to discourage you. And you didn't say
you've warned me. If he is doing something."
George nodded and
left. Thom watched the fire for a moment, then rasped three words. A
wave of sea water broke over the hearth, toppled the candles and
doused the fire before vanishing. He sat for the rest of the night,
smelling scorched wood, ocean, and wet carpeting.
The thief, who was
gone from Thom's thoughts when the door closed, went to his most
recent hideout. At dawn George's messenger rode north to the City of
the Gods with George's urgent letter to Si-cham, First Master of the
Order of Mithros.
Several nights
after George had passed on his information, Jonathan and the Lord
Provost laid their plans to catch the conspirators. They met in a
room near the servants' quarters. By Jonathan's command, Roger was
also present."You are in charge, my lord," Jon told the
Provost when his cousin arrived. "Give us your instructions."
The Provost opened
a hidden panel that led to the maze of secret passages and servants'
corridors in this section of the palace. "We'll be able to see
and hear everything. My boys were able to fix the room, thanks to all
this advance warnin'. But neither of you make a sound, or you'll blow
the game." The old man was common-born and it showed in his
speech. "If they say what it's claimed they will, I'll signal
the arrest."
"I cannot see
why my presence is necessary," Roger commented. He looked
bored.
Jonathan glanced at
him and snapped, "Call it my whim, Roger."
"Since when
does the King-to-be take part in spying, even on a whim?"
Roger's melodic voice was filled with sarcasm.
"We're spyin'
on would-be regicides," the Provost said drily. "King-killers."
"A plot
against my cousin? What folly!" Roger's voice sharpened. "You
suspect me, Jonathan?"
"You haven't
been implicated," was the cool reply.
"I thought I
was to be forgiven my—earlier errors," said Roger
bitterly.
"Do your
friends feel the same way?" Jon demanded. "Perhaps you
should ask them. If you don't know the answer already!"
"Enough!"
the Provost ordered. "Let's get movin'."
They threaded
through the corridors until they met one of the Provost's men.
Quietly the three of them were guided to spy holes in the corridor
wall. Shielded from notice inside the room, the holes nevertheless
allowed them to see and hear what took place inside. Three servants
stood, sat, or paced the room, according to their natures. With a
start Jonathan recognized his groom of chambers and the maid who
brought him food or drink late at night. The third man, a nailbiter,
wore the uniform of the Palace Guard, the rivals of the King's Own.
Jon sneaked a look
at Roger to see his cousin's reaction. Roger's mouth was set in a
grim line as he watched the scene before him. He didn't appear upset
or worried, reactions Jon had half expected.
"When're they
coming?" the Guard snapped. "If my sergeant inspects—"
"You said he
never inspects." The girl's voice was clear and cold.
"But if he
does, tonight—"
"Keep your
breeches on," the groom ordered scornfully. "If you
followed your orders, everything will proceed according to plan."
There were two raps
on the door—everyone inside stiffened. There were two more
raps, a pause, then two more. The maid undid the bolt and let four
men in. One was Jonathan's favorite palace scribe, who had apparently
guided those with him to the meeting place. Putting aside his
bitterness over the scribe's betrayal, Jon turned his attention to
the outsiders.
He recognized Claw—Ralon of Malven—from his description. The other two
he assumed to be the assassins, the Spy and the Killmaster—they had the look of paid killers.
The maid bolted the
door as Claw looked around. "You were careful on your way here?"
he demanded of the servants. Jon smiled grimly. Unlike Myles, he knew
Ralon's voice instantly. "No one followed?" Claw went on,
checking the corners of the room. He apparently was unable to keep
still. "Woe to any of you if you betray me."
"None of us
dare betray anyone," the groom answered. "We're all in too
deep." He tossed a packet of documents on the table in the
center of the room. "Here's my part of it. Diagrams of the
King's rooms and every way to get in or out."
The Guard put a
paper on the table. "Here's the nights I'm on duty at the
kitchen gate. But I don't want to hear details—"
Claw put his hand
on his dagger hilt, his single eye suddenly wild. "You hear
whatever I want you to hear! And when I want your opinions, I'll tell
you to give them!" The Guard shrank back, frightened. At the
edge of his vision Jon saw the Provost give a hand signal to one of
his men. The man nodded and trotted away silently.
"Memorize
their faces," Claw was telling the assassins when Jon focused on
the room again. "So you know who to kill if we're betrayed."
The assassins looked slowly at each of the servants until the others
were clearly frightened. Suddenly Claw leaned over the table and drew
his finger over the surface. He stared at his fingertip for a moment
before turning on the maid.
"You said no
one ever uses this room. But there's no dust on the table."
The maid steeled
herself. "I came in and dusted around. I didn't want to breathe
ten years' worth of dirt—"
Claw backhanded her
viciously. "Stupid female!" Walking straight back until he
was inches away from the Lord Provost's spy hole, he drew a finger
down the intricate molding of the screen that masked the wall and the
openings in it. He brought it away clean.
"And you
dusted back here, too?" he screamed at the maid. He ran for the
door and yanked it open as he drew his sword.
The Provost's men
outside were caught unaware and unready. Claw cut down one of them as
the assassins rushed to follow. The Provost had already left at a
run. Jonathan and Roger drew back from the wall.
"Tell me you
knew nothing of this—cousin," Jon snapped. "Tell
me this isn't yet another of your plots to gain the throne. I don't
care if you didn't bespell my mother one more time. It was because of
your past work that she lost the strength to live. What is there to
stop me from believing this is just another of your schemes? That you
want my throne as badly as you ever did?"
Roger gripped Jon's
arm. "I had no knowledge of a plot. I'll swear it by any of your
gods," the Duke hissed. "If those who planned this did so
for reasons they claim involve me, I shall hunt them down and—disabuse them of their mistake. In the name of the Goddess and the
Black God, I swear I do not want your throne. Does that satisfy you?"
He'd just invoked
two deities famous for their fierce punishments for oath-breakers.
Reluctantly, Jon nodded. "You say 'your gods.' Don't you
believe in them?"
Roger's smile was
bitter. "I believe in them. Only a fool does not. Since they
have made it very clear they do not like me, I refuse to worship
them." He stared into the distance, his eyes glittering. "But
they can be defeated, Jonathan. The right man can shake their
thrones."
A few minutes later
a slightly mussed Provost found Jonathan alone in the passage. "We
have all of them but Claw," he said wearily. "And two of my
lads are dead. The others might wish they was dead, once I get
through with them for lettin' Claw escape."
"He's
slippery," Jonathan said absently. "I have every faith that
you'll get another chance at him, though."
Eleni Cooper came
awake, feeling uneasy. In her own home that feeling meant someone
needed her as a healer. Deciding it couldn't be different here, she
pulled on a robe and ran downstairs. A bleary-eyed maidservant held
up a lamp as Bazhir guards helped three people in at the door. One
Bazhir gave orders to others outside: Eleni saw the glitter of drawn
swords as the door was closed and barred.
"Mistress
Cooper!" Relief was in the maid's sleepy face. "These
people say they're friends of Master George."
Eleni recognized
them. "Marek Swiftknife, can't you keep yourself in one piece?"
She ran forward, taking charge of a pale and bloody Rispah while
still lecturing Marek. "It's only six months since I patched you
up last!"
Marek tried to
smile. "Sorry, Mother Cooper."
"We need the
empty storeroom," Eleni told the maid. "And wake Myles—"
"Unnecessary."
The knight hurried downstairs, his hair and beard in disarray.
"Mistress Cooper needs her bag, Tereze. Wake the housekeeper. We
need clean linen and boiling water!" He opened the storeroom.
"You're
learning," Eleni said with a smile. She helped Rispah onto a
clean table in the unused room. "Who's the worst hurt?"
"Ercole, then
Marek," Rispah whispered. "I'm all right, Aunt."
Marek held a wadded
burnoose to a wound in his side; another in his thigh bled freely.
"They got Ercole five times," he told Myles as Eleni laid
the oldest of the three on his table.
The healer looked
at one of the Bazhir. "Someone must go for Mistress Kuri Tailor,
House Kuri on Weaver's Lane. She's a friend, a healer, and I need
help." The man bowed and was gone as she stripped Ercole down.
Myles's servants
brought Eleni everything she needed. As she cleaned Ercole's wounds,
Marek talked to Myles. "It was Claw—he found us, him and
his people. He said he had a job, a secret job, and he was betrayed."
"Betrayed?"
Myles frowned.
"Just as we
was betrayed." Marek looked away, wiping his eyes on his sleeve.
"They're dead, Myles—Scholar, Red Nell, Orem, Shem,
Lightfingers, The Peddler, and Zia the Hedge-witch; we was the only
ones t'escape."
Kuri arrived, her
red-bronze hair flowing down the back of her cloak. Throwing that
garment onto a chair, she came to Marek with her healer's bag. She
tied back her hair and rinsed her hands, appraising Marek's wounds
with level brown eyes. Eleni finished cleaning Ercole's wounds and
began to stitch them, her hand steady. Fortunately for healer and
patient, Ercole was unconscious.
"How did they
find you?" Myles's voice broke. Scholar had been a friend.
"And,"
Marek whispered, gritting his teeth as Kuri probed the wound in his
side. "She brought them in."
"Your lady?"
Myles asked, horrified.
Marek nodded. "Claw
told her one of us sold 'im to the Provost. She gave us over because
we broke Rogue's Law."
Kuri stitched
Marek's wounds quickly and went to Rispah. The redhead who'd promised
her heart to Coram bore a long gash on her left arm from shoulder to
wrist. Kuri went to work as Rispah fought to keep still.
"I hope
someone did turn that crazy bastard over," she snapped, her
voice tight with pain. "Since he tried for George last
Midwinter, more than a hundred of us've died. And it hasn't mattered
if the dead was for him or against him or innocent altogether. I
haven't forgotten the Market Day fight. Who could? With Claw loose,
we don't need my Lord Provost to weed us out!"
"What if
Claw's not wrong entirely?" George had come at last, hooded and
cloaked like the Bazhir to escape detection. "What if I made
sure he and his people were taken up before they killed Jonathan?
What then?"
The room was silent
as everyone but Eleni and Ercole stared at him. Then Myles whispered,
"Regicide." Kuri made the Sign.
"Remember the
tale of Oswan that murdered King Adar the Weak?" Rispah asked.
"The law said he wasn't to be let die till he was tortured three
days, dawn to dark. The gods turned their faces from him and he lived
six days."
"Royal
dynasties get their right from the gods. Only the gods can take it
back—not men," Kuri added softly.
"I don't know
if you did right, George." Marek lay back, his face white. "I
only wish you'd'a shivved Claw yourself afore lettin' him escape my
lord."
The room was a
parlor decorated in pale green and cream, perfect for the
emerald-eyed brunette on the sofa, less perfect for the striking
blonde beside her. A swarthy nobleman lounged in an armchair. It was
a room meant for chatter and flirtation. The fourth man, with his
battered clothes and ravaged face, was wrong here. He stood before
the cold hearth, hands jammed into pockets.
"We erred in
letting you join us, Ralon," Delia of Eldorne said coldly. "Last
fall you said you would be Rogue in a matter of weeks. You are
still
not master among the thieves. You tell us, leave the killing of a
certain Prince to you. Now the Provost has your people who were to
handle the matter, and Jonathan is alerted to his danger."
"I was
betrayed!" Ralon of Malven was rigid with fury. "No one
knew Cooper would—"
"
I'm not
finished!" Delia rapped out. "Explain this!" She
thrust a parchment at him.
The drawing was
clearly one of Ralon. Beneath it was written:
WANTED BY MY LORD
PROVOST
FOR TREASON
AGAINST THE CROWN
ONE CLAW, BORN
RALON OF MALVEN
REWARD: ONE
THOUSAND GOLD NOBLES
It described him in
detail. "How did they learn my name?" he whispered in
horror.
"That is
immaterial," Princess Josiane said coldly.
"You're
useless to us," Alex of Tirragen pointed out. "More than
useless—you are a danger."
"No!"
Claw yelled. "You need me—"
The door slammed
open. Alex stood, sword unsheathed; Claw's hands were filled with two
sharp knives. Roger of Conte swept in, followed by a frightened
guard. "My lady, I couldn't stop him, not him—"
the guard stammered.
"Return to
your post," ordered Delia, and he obeyed. Delia, who'd once been
Roger's mistress, rose to curtsey to the Duke. "Roger, this is a
pleasant surprise—"
"I wanted no
independent action on your parts." They stared at him, seeing he
was in a rage, and were suddenly afraid. "Do you think you
assisted me? Now the King-to-be watches me; my Lord Provost
suspects me. And I find I owe this happiness to you four."
Delia sank prettily
to her knees, skirts billowing. Reaching up, she touched his hand.
"Forgive our enthusiasm, dear lord," she murmured. "We
meant to bring you to your rightful throne—"
"Enough."
He dragged her to her feet. "You cherished dreams once of
becoming my consort. Unless you wish to be the consort of Carthaki
snake-breeders, you will await my orders." He threw her
into Alex's hold and turned to Josiane.
"Josiane of
the Copper Isles, I have known you only since my return from the
dead, but I understand you well. Jonathan courted you to spite Alanna
of Trebond. Still, you might have kept him, with some restraint on
your part. Now you want to punish him, and so you meddle with things
that do not concern you. I am not your pawn. Stay out of my
affairs. If you wish to be a part of this, you will await my commands—either here, or on the river bottom. Do not cross me again!"
He looked at the
thief. "Ralon of Malven. The present Rogue is worth twenty of
you. Your choice of tools is bad, Delia. He'll betray you when he's
done with the thieves."
Turning to Alex,
the fury in Roger's sapphire eyes faded to puzzlement. "I am
surprised at you, my former squire."
"I told them
to do nothing," Alex shrugged. "I said you'd have different
plans. They thought matters could be—hastened. Frankly, I
didn't think it was important enough to bother you for."
Roger smiled
grimly. "You might have been right. The trouble with ambitious
plots is that those who are not involved get wind of them—as
they did this time. That person, or those persons, took what they
heard to Jonathan, and he took their information to my Lord Provost.
But you—I know you are not a plotter, and I know you are not
ambitious. What do you want from this?"
Alex met his eyes
for a long moment; then, smiling slightly, he bowed. He knew Roger
would guess what he desired of any plan to take Jonathan from the
throne.
Roger tugged his
beard. "We shall see. Perhaps… You haven't changed. As for
you others," he said, looking at them, "no more plots. No
more assassins. Steal nothing for me, bribe no servants for me. My
plans are my own, and you will await my instructions. I warn
you this once."
He raised a hand.
Slowly blood-colored fire—the fire of magic—collected
in his palm. With a savage gesture he hurled it at a small table,
which exploded into chips of burning wood and molten pieces of brass
and porcelain.
In the silence that
followed, Roger whispered, "Don't think to disobey me."
Turning, he walked out.
Delia was ashen.
"But his Gift was bright orange…"
Alex picked up a
cooling bit of glass in his handkerchief. He looked it over and began
to smile.
CHAPTER SIX
Homecoming
The travelers set
out from Port Caynn immediately after landing, eager to reach their
destination. Riding slowly, to reaccustom themselves after several
weeks out of the saddle, they would be in Corus before nightfall.
They halted shortly after midday at an inn Alanna and Raoul
remembered, where the squires had often stopped on trips to Caynn.
The food was good, the place so quiet that a rest seemed in order.
Buri and Thayet napped; the men played chess. Alanna took Faithful to
sit under a courtyard tree, scratching his ears and enjoying the sun.
She was half drowsing when she heard an approaching rider.
Someone in a
hurry, the sleepy Faithful remarked. Alanna nodded, refusing to
open her eyes. The buzz of summer crickets was soothing after days of
waves and gulls. Never would she board a water vessel again!
Curious, she peeped
through her lashes; the rider entered the yard. With a yell she
leaped up, dumping Faithful to the ground. "George!"
The thief grinned
and grabbed her. His brawny arms closed tight; she was lifted, spun,
then well kissed. Alanna looked up into dancing hazel eyes. "How
did you know we were here?" she asked, wiping teary eyes on his
sleeve.
"Stop that,
lass," he whispered. "Messenger birds, remember? You're
thin. Haven't you been eatin', my hero?"
"I was
seasick." She grinned. "It was the only way to get home in
time. Are you all right? You look worn."
George kissed her
again, taking his time to convince her of his health. He released
her, a wicked twinkle in his eyes. "Now your Dragon can kill me—I'll die happy."
"You know
about Liam?"
He chuckled.
"Sweet, everyone knows the Lioness and the Dragon were prowlin'
Sarain. I heard two songs about you this week."
"Have you
counted her fingers yet, Cooper?" Liam walked toward them, his
eyes pale crystal.
George smiled. "I
never thought you wouldn't take care of her, Dragon." He held
out a hand, keeping a grip on Alanna. "I assume you're used to
bein' sung about."
Liam's eyes
darkened to blue-gray; he shook the offered hand with a smile.
"They'll have more to sing about, I guarantee."
George stared past
Liarn, eyes wide. "Bless me, Crooked God," he whispered.
Thayet and Buri
emerged from the inn, still yawning. Alanna knew what had caught
George's attention: the afternoon sun sank into Thayet's midnight
hair while it turned her skin a deep cream. Thayet would look good
anywhere, Alanna thought, with only a touch of envy. "Princess
Thayet jian Wilima, may I present George Cooper? George, this
is Princess Thayet of Sarain, and her guard Buriram Tourakom."
"Don't
bother," muttered Buri. George released Alanna to bow and kiss
Thayet's hand. "He won't remember anyway."
George straightened
and winked at the K'mir. "I'm awed, Buriram Tourakom, but I'm
rarely that awed."
Charmed in spite of
herself, Buri smiled. "Alanna told us about you," she said
gruffly. "We've been warned. It's Buri, anyway."
"I told you
I'd bring them back," Raoul said.
George looked at
Alanna and gave her a squeeze. "I'll never doubt you again,
lad."
"Ye would
be the first," Coram announced. He and Raoul had brought the
horses around.
George laughed.
"Were I you, I'd treat my wife-to-be's cousin and king better
than that." The two men gripped each other's arms in greeting.
George exchanged
his tired horse for a fresh' one, joining them for the ride to Corus.
His presence made the journey pass quickly. He refused to relay the
news, but had no trouble wheedling tales of their adventures from
Buri and Thayet. Alanna was not fooled. The past months had taken a
toll on George: he was thinner; small lines fanned out from his eyes
and framed his broad mouth. She wondered precisely what had been
going on. Where was his court—Scholar, Solem, Marek, Rispah,
and the others? If she asked now, she knew he would laugh and ask the
questions she didn't want to answer.
"Has he always
been this obstinate?" she asked Faithful.
The cat sniffed.
You're a fine one to talk.
She grinned. "If
I don't know obstinacy when I see it, who does?"
At the crest of the
hills between seaport and capital, Buri drew up her pony. "Mountain
gods," she whispered, her black eyes huge with awe. The others
stopped beside her.
Corus lay on the
southern bank of the Oloron River, towers glinting in the sun. The
homes of wealthy men lined the river to the north; tanners, smiths,
wainwrights, carpenters, and the poor clustered on the bank to the
south. The city was a richly colored tapestry: the Great Gate on
Kings-bridge, the maze of the Lower City, the marketplace, the tall
houses in the Merchants' and the Gentry's quarters, the gardens of
the Temple district, the palace. This last was the city's crown and
southern border. Beyond it, the royal forest stretched for leagues.
It was not as lovely as Berat nor as colorful as Udayapur, but it was
Alanna's place.
"Glad to be
home?" George asked.
"Yes."
He reached to wipe
a tear from her cheek. "It's been that long a journey, has it?"
he whispered.
Alanna met his
eyes. In their hazel depths she saw a degree of love that frightened
her as it warmed her.
Inside the City
Gate waited a small company of Bazhir, Hakim Fahrar at its head. They
bowed to Alanna from their saddles. She bowed in reply. Hakim fell in
with Coram; the others formed a loose circle around the travelers.
"Is this
necessary?" Alanna asked. "We wanted to be
inconspicuous." She and Thayet exchanged rueful glances.
"It is,"
George said. "You wouldn't've been able to do it, anyway—not with yon big, brawny lad amongst you." He nodded toward
Liam, who talked with a Bazhir rider. "Things've changed
somewhat, and all Corus knows you're Jonathan's knight. You'd do
worse than ride with a guard." The gate at House Olau was open.
The hostlers greeted Alanna cheerfully, showing no surprise at the
size of her party. It was Thayet who hesitated, a worried frown on
her face. "Buri and I should find an inn somewhere," she
pointed out. "If you can direct us—"
"I know one,"
Liam said. "We can stay together—"
"Don't be
ridiculous," Alanna interrupted. "Why should we split up?"
"He's
expectin' you," George told them.
"Oh?"
commented Thayet. "Where'd he learn about Buri and Liam and me?"
"The Voice?"
Alanna asked Coram.
The burly man
chuckled. "Ye have to admit, Lioness, the Voice is a useful
man." Turning to the others, he explained, "I've been in
contact with the Voice of the Tribes since we entered Marenite
waters. We're expected, all of us."
"You'll hurt
Myles's feelin's if you go elsewhere," George said. "He's
that hospitable. He puts up my mother and cousin also. The man
shouldn't be a bachelor, not with a fine, big house like this."
Thayet smiled
ruefully. "If you're certain…"
George bowed. "I
can't lie to a pretty lady."
Alanna dismounted,
giving her reins to an hostler. Faithful leaped down to vanish into
the shadows as Eleni Cooper and Rispah came out to the courtyard.
Alanna rushed to hug them, trying not to cry anymore. How could she
have forgotten what being home was like? She introduced Thayet, Buri,
and Liam. She didn't know what George's mother and cousin were doing
in Myles's home, but she was glad to see them.
Glancing to her
left, in the shadows she saw Coram taking Rispah in his arms.
Smiling, she looked away.
George nudged
Alanna, pointing to the wide-open front door. "Go say hello to
him. He's been up since dawn."
Alanna ran to Myles
and hugged him. Neither of them required words, which was just as
well, since both were unable to speak. Myles wept unashamedly,
soaking his beard as he beamed at her with delight. He too looked
older and worn, with bits of grey in his hair. He doesn't think
Roger isn't dangerous, Alanna realized. She had to find out what
was going on.
"Come in, come
in," Myles told the others. "Welcome, all of you!"
After dinner they
gathered in the library. The others talked, but for the most part
Alanna listened, happy to be there. Grim subjects and the Jewel were
left for the next day. Thayet, Buri, and Liam were never given a
chance to feel left out; once they were introduced to Myles, the
knight made them welcome. Thayet's offer to find somewhere else to
stay was brushed off by their host, as Alanna had known it would be.
Coram stayed close to Rispah, and Alanna realized with a twinge of
sadness that his days as her mentor-companion were done. It surprised
and delighted her to see Myles take Eleni's hand; George saw her
looking and winked. Later she accused him of matchmaking and he made
no attempt to deny it.
Finally Alanna
dozed off in her chair, waking slightly as Liam carried her to bed.
Kissing her forehead, he whispered, "Sleep well, Lioness."
"I don't like
being 'Lioness' to you." He didn't seem to hear. Gently Liam
closed the door, and she slept again.
She woke instantly
some time later. What had roused her? She listened, but the house was
silent. Looking around, she saw a blot of brownish light by the
window. Lightning hung nearby; she lunged and unsheathed it as the
blot gained size and substance.
"Put that
thing down," a familiar voice snapped. "I haven't hurt
you."
"Thom?"
Even before he
finished materializing, he glowed enough for her to see his features.
Crossing his arms on his chest, he lifted an eyebrow. "Don't you
have any nightshirts?" Liam had removed only her boots and
stockings.
Alanna jumped up
and grabbed her twin, holding him tightly. Thom's embrace was as hard
as her own. He buried his too-hot face in her shoulder.
"Thom, what's
wrong? D'you have a fever?" Her voice faltered. "You're. .
. glowing…"
He gripped her
shoulders. "Calm down! The heat's part of it, so just—calm down." He touched the crow's feet at the corners of her
eyes, traced the hard line of a cheekbone, smoothed over the thin
crease that edged her mouth. He too had lines that weren't his
before, and he was even thinner than she. He looked tired—mortally tired. On impulse she touched the emberstone at her throat.
With the talisman's
aid she saw that Thom shone with a rust-red fire, the color of old
blood. "How do I look?" he whispered, knowing the ember's
properties.
She tried to smile.
"You don't want to know." Swallowing, she added, "It's
as if you have another Gift, or your own is—"
"Corrupted,"
Thom finished. "Enough. We'll trade stories later. You look half
dead." He smoothed her hair with a shaking hand. "I just
wanted to look at you, and see if… if you forgive me."
"There's
nothing to forgive," she insisted. "You did me a favor. Now
I can talk with him. I can see for myself if I made a mistake when I—you know. If he could've redeemed himself, somehow."
"Nice try,"
he scoffed in his old way. "I think you could've lived with it
if he'd stayed in his tomb."
"But it's
true," she protested.
"Go back to
bed, all right?" He began to fade. "Get some rest." He
vanished.
She stared at the
spot where he'd been. Did anyone else know Thom was dying? Couldn't
they have warned her? But what was there to warn about—besides the fact that he glowed in the dark?
Her eyes blurred;
she sniffed. Was Myles still up? Slipping barefoot out of her room,
Alanna made for the library, Myles's favorite room. The library door
was open. She froze on the landing, not wanting to intrude on any
private reunions.
"I couldn't
get away sooner." The deep voice was Jonathan's. "We don't
have parties because we're in mourning, but these 'quiet
get-togethers' take hours, all the same."
"You should've
waited." Alanna recognized George's lilt. "She fell asleep
in her chair, poor thing. She's weary. They all are."
"And there's
little rest for my lady knight here," Jonathan sighed.
"Does he know
she's back?"
"He knows. I
just don't—what?"
George came out and
bowed to Alanna, indicating she should go into the library. Pushing
her inside, he closed the door, leaving her alone with Jon.
He stood before the
hearth, cradling Faithful. She'd forgotten he was a head taller than
she. His black clothes emphasized his sapphire eyes; his mustache and
hair were darker than his velvet tunic. She looked at his elegantly
carved mouth and straight nose, thinking, Jon's still the most
handsome man I've ever seen—and that includes Roger! He'd
changed since their angry parting; his face had stubborn lines, and
there was a seriousness about him she liked.
Deeply moved, she
knelt and bowed her head. "My liege. I am yours to command."
He put his hands on
her hair. "You're sure, Alanna?"
She met his eyes.
"Until death and after, Jonathan."
He swallowed. "I
accept your fealty, Sir Alanna. I accept, and I vow to return fealty
with fealty, honor with honor, until death and beyond it."
Lifting her to her feet, he kissed each cheek. The kingliness faded.
"You don't know what it means to have you home." His eyes
filled suddenly. "He killed himself, Alanna. He made it look
like a hunting accident, but it wasn't. Oh, gods! Why did I have to
lose both of them?" He covered his face with his hands and
cried. Alanna held him, shushing him and weeping herself.
When he was calm
again and she had dried her tears, Alanna said, "We may not have
another chance to be alone for a while. What do you want me to do
with the Jewel?"
Jonathan drew a
deep breath. "You really have it?"
"I'll get it,
if you like." She tried to pull away, and Jonathan tightened his
arms.
"Not yet, all
right? This is so comfortable. It's been almost a year since I held
you, remember?" He sighed and released her. "Keep it safe,
for now. I need to think of a way to present you—and it—suitably." He smiled briefly. "You don't know how much it
means, to be able to tell people we have the Dominion Jewel. Perhaps
it will even stop the rumors of a curse."
A short time later,
George rejoined them. "All's well, then?" Alanna and
Jonathan smiled at each other. "At last," George sighed. "I
never felt right when you two were on the outs with each other. We
were havin' tea," he told Alanna. "Will you join us?"
At her nod, he got a third cup and filled it from a kettle on the
hearth, refreshing Jonathan's cup and his own. "It's Copper Isle
Red Griffin," he explained to Alanna, who squinted at the
scarlet liquid. "The taste grows on you."
Jonathan raised his
in a toast. "To old friends, the best friends."
"So mote it
be," Alanna replied.
"Hear, hear,"
George added.
"Oh, I'm
sorry!" a low female voice exclaimed.
Jon turned to the
door and froze, eyes widening in awe "Great Merciful Mother!"
he breathed.
A tousled Thayet
stood there, clutching a dressing gown at her throat. "Faithful
woke me up, and then I couldn't sleep." The cat jumped into
Alanna's lap, startling her. She hadn't even seen him leave. Thayet,
flustered, avoided Jon's eyes as she tried to tuck her bare feet
under the hem of her robe. Alanna concealed a grin with her hand.
George drew the
Princess into the room. "We're havin' a bit of tea," he
told her, closing the door. "There's a seat by the fire—over next to Jon."
The King-to-be
stood and raised Thayet's hand to his lips. Their eyes met; Thayet's
puzzled, his searching. Quickly the Princess drew her hand away,
saying dryly, "We haven't been introduced."
Alanna couldn't
speak until she could master her amusement. Already Thayet had Jon
off balance, and already they seemed attracted to each other. I
knew it! she told herself triumphantly. I knew I was right to
bring her!
"Thayet jian
Wilima," George said, eyeing Alanna, "may I present
Jonathan of Conte? Are you officially 'King' now, Jon, or does that
wait till the coronation?"
Jonathan was not
listening. "Does the introduction meet your standards, your
Highness?" His voice matched Thayet's for dryness.
The Warlord's
daughter curtsied to just the degree proper for a princess to greet a
king—not an inch more. Instead of modestly looking down, she
kept her eyes on Jon's. "I am 'Highness' no longer, your
Majesty. My father is dead, and I am an exile. I hope to become your
Majesty's loyal, low-born subject." She inclined her head
graciously, her curtsey not wobbling an iota.
Alanna sighed
wistfully. She could never match Thayet's skill at courtly female
behavior. Thayet glanced at her, knowing the reason for the sigh, and
her gravity gave way. She began to giggle, then to laugh. A fourth
cup of tea was poured, for her, and she took the seat beside Jon.
The next morning
Alanna and Liam met for their dawn work-out. Buri and Thayet, half
awake, joined them shortly after they began. The four worked silently
and hard for an hour before splitting up for the day. Alanna bathed,
deciding to pass up a morning meal. Her nerves were wound too tightly
for sleep or food. Despite a short night and excitement the day
before, she was wide awake and ready for something she'd wanted to do
for weeks.
Duke Roger was on
the wall overlooking the City Gate as she rode into one of the many
palace courtyards. Alanna stared up at him for a long moment, then
glanced at the four Bazhir who had accompanied her this far. How far
would their un-asked-for protection extend?
Their leader bowed,
interpreting her look correctly. "We await you here, Woman Who
Rides Like a Man." Glancing up at Roger, he added, "As long
as we may see you plainly."
She nodded. Leaving
her mare to the hostlers and draping Faithful over a shoulder, she
climbed the stairs up the wall.
Roger leaned
against the battlement, waiting. Alanna was surprised to see his hair
was too long and there were foodstains on his robe—he used to
be vain of his appearance. Drawing a deep breath, she put her cat
down. "Behave yourself," she told him firmly. She
approached to within arm's reach and stopped; the cat, his tail
dancing with badly contained hatred, crouched at her feet.
"So,"
Roger said, his light voice poisonous, "you survived. What a
pity."
Alanna grinned with
relief. She didn't have to pretend everything was fine and she liked
this man. Open war was declared. "Hello, Roger. You look pale.
Not enough time in the sun?"
His eyes, lighter
than Jon's, narrowed. "You're cocky, aren't you? Killed anyone
recently?"
"No. It's so
depressing to come back and find one's work reversed." Her
nerves hummed as if she were in combat.
A cruel smile
curled his lips. "You know who to thank."
Alanna shrugged. "I
know. Tell me something, will you? You meant to kill her—the
Queen? And the King, and Jon?"
Roger tugged his
beard. "If you ask about the days before you killed me, yes, I
did. You doubted it? Or did you persuade yourself a court trial would
have absolved you from complicity in my death?" She flinched and
looked aside. "You aren't absolved. If not for you, I would have
been King. Those were my plans. Now, of course, it's different. I had
nothing to do with their deaths. I have promised to behave. Not that
I can misbehave, since my Gift stayed behind when I came back to the
living." He grinned wolfishly. "It keeps my tomb warm for
me, against my return." Alanna shuddered. "Don't you want
to assure yourself my fangs are drawn? Use your keepsake." He
pointed at the ember. "I know all about it from Thom."
Alanna did not like
it that Thom had seen fit to tell Roger that bit of news. Still, she
touched the ember and saw only him, not even a tinge of orange fire.
Disquieted, she released the ember. "You're still a dangerous
man, Roger. Your Gift just made things easier for you."
He reached out and
gripped her wrist, searching her eyes. "You've changed, Squire
Alan. You're very much the experienced knight, aren't you? And you
don't fear me anymore—not as you did once." He let her
go.
Alanna tucked her
hands into her pockets to warm them. Thinking about what he'd said,
she replied slowly, "You know something? There are sandstorms
that strip man and horse and bury them—I've seen them. I saw
bones piled higher than my head for the folly of a bad king and those
who wanted his throne. I lived through a blizzard that froze every
other living creature solid. Against those things, you're only a man.
I can deal with you."
Delight played
across his face and eyes. "I'm sure you can, my dear. But I
won't give you the chance—not a second time." He walked
away, climbing to a higher level.
Alanna watched him
go. At last, she sighed and picked up her enraged cat, warming her
nose against his fur. "Calm down," she whispered. "I'm
not fooled, if that's what you're worried about." She felt cold.
"He's up to something. I'll stake my reputation on it."
Raoul awaited her
at the foot of the stairs. Instead of the rough shirt and breeches
he'd worn aboard ship, he wore the royal blue and silver of the
King's Own, with the silver star of the Commander on his chest.
Alanna stopped to admire him.
"I know you
told me you were commanding the Own," she said as she joined
him, "but hearing it and seeing it are two different things."
They started walking deeper into the palace grounds. "Did they
run to seed while you were off fetching me?"
Raoul shook his
head, grinning. "Mahoud ibn Shaham, my Second—he kept
them on their toes. Still, I'm glad to be back. I worry when I'm not
able to look after things. I saw who you were talking to, by the
way."
"And?"
"What do you
make of him?"
"He's crazy,"
Alanna said flatly. "I don't know if it's because he's above
ground when he should be in his tomb, or if the spell that brought
him back rearranged his mind, but it doesn't matter which. He's
crazy, and he's dangerous."
Raoul nodded. "I
agree; Gary agrees; sometimes I think Jon agrees. But what
could we do? King Roald—gods rest his passing—you
remember how much he disliked a ruckus. He wanted to forgive and
forget, especially forget. He restored Roger's estates, his
titles—everything. So now we're stuck with a crazy royal Duke
and all those people who think we're cursed for keeping him. Can we
talk about something else? I'm getting depressed."
Alanna smiled. "All
right. Tell me how you like commanding the King's Own."
"It's all
right," admitted Raoul. They walked through a passage to emerge
in the training area for knights, squires, and pages. "It's not
like the border patrols. Commanding the Own means you have to sneak
and spy, what with people conspiring to kill Jonathan—
"What?"
she whispered.
Raoul turned red.
"Forget I said that. It's taken care of—ask Jon. Listen,
I don't want to talk about me. What've you been doing? What's
the Dragon like? And why in the name of Mithros did you go to the
Roof of the World?"
"It's a long
story." Alanna looked around at the open-air courts, the racks
of wooden swords and staffs, the practice dummies, the targets. At
this early hour only a few knights were out—Gary, Alex,
Geoffrey of Meron. They gathered around, clapping her on the back and
demanding to hear all of her adventures. Laughing, she refused,
telling them she'd have plenty of time to spin tales.
As they talked, she
examined each face. Alex's was as closed as ever, although he seemed
pleased about something. Gary stopped to think before he spoke, so he
wasn't as sarcastic as he used to be. Myles had said Gary had taken
up Duke Gareth's duties; Alanna thought the responsibility was good
for her friend. Even Geoffrey seemed sharper, more honed. He told
Alanna Scan-ran raiders kept him hopping all winter on the northern
borders.
"Come on, Alan—Alanna," he corrected himself as the others
laughed. "Let's see if you're still in shape." He tossed
her a wooden practice sword.
"Of course
she's in shape," Gary said tartly.
"I doubt she
did much fencing with the Shang Dragon," Alex commented. When
Alanna looked at him to see if he meant something nasty, he
explained, "I know Ironarm prefers hand-to-hand techniques over
weapons."
Alanna hefted the
practice sword, testing its weight. "That doesn't mean he avoids
weapons."
Gary, Raoul, and
Alex sat on the railings to watch. "Is it true Sarain's a
shambles?" Gary called as Alanna and Geoffrey squared off.
"Yes."
Alanna sidestepped Geoffrey's lunge and engaged his blade, twisting
down and up. He freed his sword and darted back, looking at her with
respect. Alanna concentrated, knowing she was being tested to see if
she'd changed. From what people had said the night before, she knew
Jonathan needed her as a knight, to point out to skeptics that his
vassals were loyal and strong. That she was female was a source of
trouble, but she could balance that by proving—here and now—her abilities were the same.
Geoffrey came in
with a series of chopping blows, trying to limit her to a defense.
She slid away and kept him turning. He faltered and she darted in,
her sword coming to rest at the base of his throat. Geoff lowered his
blade.
"I'd forgotten
how gods-cursed fast you are." He grinned.
Gary climbed down.
"My turn."
Alanna got into
position. Part of her was aware that servants and nobles were coming
into the yard to watch. With a grim smile she went to work, forcing
Gary to attack. She beat him with a disarm like the one she'd tried
on Geoff, hooking his sword out of his hands. Raoul didn't last as
long as Gary; he wasn't really trying, and she told him so.
"I'm used to
you beating me," he told her with a grin. "It's hard to
change an old habit. From the evidence, I needn't bother. You're
still best, except maybe for Alex." He nodded at the dark young
man, who was seated on the railing. "Come on, Alex. Give the
Lioness a try."
The hair on the
back of her neck stood up. It was weird to hear her warname on an old
friend's lips. It told her—more than anything else she'd seen
or heard—how much she'd grown away from her fellow knights.
Alex shook his
head. "I want to catch the lady knight when she's fresh."
His eyes met Alanna's with an expression she couldn't read. "Some
other time, I promise."
Others volunteered,
eager to try a pass or two. Alanna had another five practice bouts
before she bowed out—she was getting hot. The men and boys
protested her departure, but she noticed they began to fill the
courts as soon as she stepped out of hers. I should be flattered
they held off practicing to watch me, she thought, accepting a
towel.
Gary walked her to
the stables, an arm around her shoulders. "Were the last two
even Tortallan?" Alanna panted, wiping her face.
"No." The
big man was pleased. "One was Gallan, and the black was
Carthaki. They're here for the coronation."
"A little
early, aren't they?"
"Everyone
wants to know what Jonathan's like. They particularly want to know if
he'll be King for long. That's why it's good to have you at home.
Most of us younger knights aren't known outside Tortall. The Lioness
is known and respected. A king who commands your loyalty is worth
paying attention to." They'd reached the stable doors.
Beet red, Alanna
muttered, "Hogwash."
"To you it's
hogwash," Gary agreed. "To foreigners it's important.
They'll keep their fingers out of our business until they know more
about Jon." With a cheerful salute he left her to return to the
palace and his new duties.
Entering the
stables, Alanna found them deserted. Most of the hostlers were in the
courtyards or the paddocks, which suited her. Putting fingers to her
lips, she gave an ear-splitting whistle. A stocky man slipped down
from the haymow above, not bothering to pick dried grass from his
strawlike hair.
"So there you
are," Stefan commented, bowing and tugging a forelock. "It's
that good t'see you. Mayhap now his Majesty'll perk up. It's been
that gloomsome, Mistress Alanna."
The knight leaned
against a post. "Why don't you tell me what's going on to make
things so 'gloomsome.'"
Stefan looked
around, wary. "Come up," he invited, climbing a ladder to
the mow. "And keep your voice low."
On her return to
House Olau, Alanna found the premises occupied by seamstresses. "It
was Eleni's idea," Buri explained. "She says you and Thayet
need clothes. Good luck!" Faithful saw the welter of fabrics and
earnest-looking women and fled with Buri; the men had already
vanished.
"I know you'd
rather do other things today," Eleni explained as she hauled
Alanna into the fitting room. "But his Majesty wants you to
bring Thayet to court tonight. He left you this." She handed
over a sealed parchment.
Breaking the seal,
Alanna read Jon's note while George's mother divested her of sword
belt, tunic, and boots.
Lady Knight,
Tonight would be a good time to present you officially at court, and
to formally introduce Princess Thayet. The longer more conservative
souls have to get used to you, the more productive your presence will
be. This will also be an excellent opportunity—with so many
there to witness—for you to present me with the object we
spoke of.
She nodded in
approval of Jonathan's strategy as she threw the note onto the fire.
A formal introduction was a grand occasion; foreign diplomats and
Tortallan nobles alike would be present. By virtue of her rank Thayet
was due such a reception, even though the court was in mourning.
While Alanna preferred an informal welcome, she knew her life would
be easier if Jonathan gave her public approval. Also, giving him the
Jewel would help—both her and him. No one would wish to
unthrone a king who held the Jewel. And once presented, word would
get around. The sooner the better, after all the news she'd heard
that day!
With a sigh, she
removed her shirt and breeches as an assistant came to take her
measurements with a knotted cord. Grimly, she looked at the ceiling
while the cord snaked around her body.
The fitting,
however, was almost over before it began, when the chief seamstress
showed Alanna dress designs. "I won't wear a gown, not tonight,"
the knight said firmly. "They'll think I'm crawling back with my
tail between my legs."
"Ye can't show
your legs to the whole court and his Majesty that's to be," the
seamstress replied. "It's indecent and disrespectful, and all
the .nobles will talk about ye."
"They do that
already," Alanna retorted.
The woman shook her
head stubbornly. "The only ladies as wears hose are them that's
no better than they ought to be." Rispah turned a laugh into a
cough when the seamstress glared at her.
"I'm not a
lady—I'm a knight," Alanna growled. "And I'm
making my bow to the court as one. Dresses are fine sometimes, but
not tonight."
"Sir Alanna is
right, and you're right," Thayet put in diplomatically.
She held up a sketch she'd been working on. "Is this a suitable
compromise?"
"With a bit of
gold or silver stripe along the seam?" Eleni suggested gently as
the seamstress frowned.
Alanna peered at
it. It was a shirt and tunic, with soft, full breeches instead of
hose. The tunic was longer than usual, coming to the knee, yet splits
in the sides to the waist ensured the wearer's freedom of movement.
"All right?"
Thayet asked.
"I like it,"
replied Alanna.
"Hm," the
seamstress commented, still skeptical.
Rispah put a
friendly arm around the woman's shoulders. "The dark grey silk,
with—oh, of course, I can see where it might be too much
trouble, with Princess Thayet's and Mistress Cooper's ballgowns
besides. Perhaps Mistress Weaver, as has a shop over in—"
"It's no
trouble," snapped the seamstress, pulling out of Rispah's hold.
"No trouble at all, for a shop of the first cut, like mine.
Weaver! She sells inferior cloth and stitchin' that comes undone in
the first bow—" Rispah winked at Alanna; the skirmish
was settled with honor to both sides.
The gleam in
Eleni's eye made Alanna uncomfortable. George's mother was looking
her over, inch by inch, leaving no part of Alanna un-scrutinized. The
knight hurriedly began to dress.
"Earrings!"
the older woman exclaimed.
Alanna forgot her
trepidation and looked at Eleni, hardly believing her ears. "Could
I?" she whispered. All her life she'd envied the court beauties
their eardrops, to the point that she'd refused to get the single
earring a man could wear—it just wasn't the same.
In a twinkling
Eleni and Thayet had her in a chair while Rispah heated a needle.
"This shouldn't be any trouble at all," the redhead
grinned, "bein's how you're a blooded knight. Hold still!"
Alanna gritted her
teeth as the needle punched into a lobe; the bottom dropped out of
her stomach, and her ears roared. "I'll tell you what the
Daughters told me when I had mine done," Thayet said as Rispah
replaced the needle with a bit of silk. " 'Beauty is pain.'"
"Is that
supposed to be a consolation?" Alanna gasped. She closed her
eyes against the next punch of the needle. This time the bottom of
her stomach continued to drop, and the roar was deafening. She opened
her eyes onto more blackness.
Someone was waving
aromatic salts under her nose. Alanna sneezed and sneezed again.
"What happened?" she asked, struggling to keep her stomach
in place. Rispah stopped trying to fight laughter; Eleni wiped teary
eyes with a handkerchief. Even the seamstress showed signs of
amusement. Alanna fixed Thayet with a darkling look. "Thayet?"
"You fainted,"
the Princess gasped, and surrendered to whoops of mirth.
Rispah and Eleni
told the travelers what had been going on in the palace and city,
while the seamstresses worked nearby. The picture drawn for Alanna
was grim, grimmer than she had thought from the recital in the
stable. Jonathan's future subjects wondered if he was cursed. Duke
Gareth had taken the deaths of his sister and brother-in-law hard; he
was in retirement, and Gary was virtually Prime Minister. No one
questioned Gary's ability, but everyone had known and respected his
father, and few people outside the palace had ever met the younger
Naxen. Many of the older nobles, who normally could be relied upon to
support the King, had withheld support from Jon without giving
reasons. Their excuse was that they waited for the coronation, which
was the proper time and place; but Myles and Duke Gareth had told
Jonathan that the same lords had pledged to support Roald before his
coronation. Claw appeared to have vanished, but Alanna knew from
Stefan that his followers still made trouble for George. A wet spring
and cool summer this far meant sickly crops, a bad omen in a king's
first year on the throne.
"Everyone's
waitin' to see which way the cat will jump," Rispah said as
Alanna submitted to fittings. "With no reason at all. They're
hopin' for another claimant to the throne, but who's it to be? The
Conte Duke's givin' them no encouragement, for certain."
"With some,
all it took was the Bazhir coming here in great numbers," Eleni
explained. "Plenty of northerners hate them, and any King liked
by the desert men will find he has trouble."
"Some folks
say Duke Roger's older and more experienced than Jonathan,"
Rispah added. "They say what happened two Midwinters ago—" she nodded to Alanna, "was Jon's plot to get Roger out of
the way."
"Easy, child,"
Eleni cautioned, putting a hand on Alanna's arm. "It's just
talk. No one's doing anything, not even speaking out publicly. But
Jonathan could do with a miracle."
To her surprise,
Alanna smiled. "Then we'll give him one."
She found Myles in
his study late that afternoon, napping. Once he was awake, Alanna sat
down to discuss the events of the past year with him. He could fill
in the blank spots because he knew better than anyone else why nobles
behaved as they did, and his merchant friends were always honest with
him. "They don't think Jonathan can hold the throne," he
told Alanna bluntly. "Until they see proof that he can, they're
going to hold back. It isn't that many of them expect Roger to try
for the throne. Well, those who live at court don't expect it. But
Tortall's a big kingdom, and it's hard to keep it knit together in
the best of times. If Jonathan can't rule, the fiefs on the borders
will start to break away and form their own kingdoms. Tusaine, Galla,
and Scanra will nibble at the edges. That's what people fear. Roald
let them be, and twenty-odd years of that kind of benificent neglect
is bearing fruit now. Does that answer your question?" Alanna
nodded. "The Jewel will help. After that, it's up to Jonathan
and the use he makes of you bright young people."
Alanna laughed.
"Don't forget, he's got you on his side, too."
Myles chuckled. "By
the way, I have something for you. Eleni told me you'd had an ordeal
this afternoon. I bought these to make you feel better." He dug
in a pocket and handed Alanna a small box. "Don't open it in
here. Expressions of gratitude embarrass me." He leaned back in
his chair, putting up his feet. "Now, if you don't mind, I'd
like to finish my nap."
Outside his study,
Alanna opened the box. Inside was a pair of black pearl earbobs.
Every Tortallan
girl dreamed of descending the Great Stair in the Queen's ballroom
with all eyes fixed on her, the knight of her dreams singling her out
and bearing her away to a life of bliss. Minstrels made their living
off tales of common-born girls presented at court by mysterious—wealthy—guardians for just that fate. Now it was Alanna's
turn to descend; she felt a degree of panic she was unaccustomed to
as an old palace hand. She had seen hundreds descend the Great Stair
to cross the long room and kneel before the sovereigns. In the
ballroom she'd met girls who came to court to make good marriages,
foreign diplomats and their ladies, merchants, visiting warriors—the list was endless. If they had been as terrified as she was that
night, they didn't show it.
They stood in the
chambers outside the ballroom's great doors: Thayet, Buri, Eleni, and
Liam for official presentation; Myles to. bolster their confidence;
and Alanna to be—Reintroduced? That can't be right,
she told herself. The Jewel, snug in its box, seemed to have
caught her case of nerves; she could feel it humming through her
black kid gloves. "Jump up," she told Faithful, wriggling
her shoulder. "I need the reassurance."
No, the cat
replied, shaking his head. I'll muss your pretty clothes.
Startled, she pulled away. He'd actually sounded serious!
Eleni Cooper fussed
with the gold lace at her throat. "I wish I hadn't agreed to do
this, Myles." She was elegant in mahogany-colored silk, her
grey-streaked hair in a heavy knot at the back of her head. "I
am suitably entertained in the Lower City."
Hazel eyes met
hazel eyes, with a depth of love that made Alanna wistful as Myles
raised Eleni's hand to his lips. "This will be just as
entertaining, my dear. Perhaps more so."
Strong fingers
brushed Alanna's new ear-bobs. "Pretty," Liam approved. "A
nice touch."
Alanna's heart
skipped a beat. The Dragon did not have to wear dark colors or pale
greys or lavenders of mourning for Lianne and Roald. He was
magnificent in blue-violet satin over silvery shirt and hose. His
hair flamed in contrast.
"It isn't fair
of you to look so good!" she hissed.
"I could say
the same about you. You think I don't have regrets about us breaking
it off?" His eyes were the bright aqua he seemed to reserve just
for her. "When you're Queen of Tortall, you'll thank me."
She was opening her
mouth to say, "I'm not going to be Queen," when Gary
joined them. "Liam Ironarm? I'm Gareth—Gary—the
Younger of Naxen. My father's Prime Minister. Can you tell me about
Shang?" He put his arm through Liam's and walked him away,
calling, "I'll talk to you later, Alanna."
Timon, once Duke
Gareth's personal manservant, now chief of the palace footmen,
arrived looking harassed. Gary bade a swift farewell and went to
stand by the throne. Timon nodded to Myles, who took Eleni's arm.
"You're worth any of them, Mistress Cooper," Alanna heard
him whisper. The chief herald bowed and opened half of the great
door, admitting the couple.
"Am I all in
one piece?" Buri wanted to know. She wore a deerskin jacket
richly beaded in red and silver, tight deerskin breeches, and soft
boots. She bristled with silver and black daggers; both the short and
long sword were thrust in her sash. Her thick hair was tightly
braided and coiled; the pins securing it were silver. She slapped
black gauntlets nervously against her arm as Alanna looked her over.
The knight smiled.
"You look splendid. Your mother and brother will be proud."
"We are
proud," Liam added. The herald beckoned to him. He drew a
breath. "Shang Masters, I hate this kind of thing." Leaving
the two women staring in astonishment, he went through the open door.
Buri poked Alanna's
arm. Thayet had emerged from the robing room. Alanna's voice caught
in her throat as the Princess tried to smile. "Do I look all
right?"
Her hair was a mass
of ringlets cascading from crown to shoulders. Her hazel eyes were
big against her creamy skin, her lips crimson. Her flame-red gown
left shoulders and an expanse of bosom glowing against the muslin,
then blossomed into a wide skirt. Rubies set in lacy gold shimmered
in her hair and against her neck.
The chief herald
stared at Thayet too, stunned. "Don't ask me," Alanna
grinned. "He's seen all the beauties come and go. He told
me they didn't impress him anymore."
Thayet looked
curiously at the chief herald; he bowed to her, as deeply as he would
to a king. "Princess, may you always grace our halls," he
said with feeling.
Both doors at the
head of the stair swung open. The silence in the crowded ballroom was
abrupt: both doors were used only for visiting royalty. The herald
walked to the head of the stair; he struck his iron-shod staff three
times on the floor.
"Her most
Royal Highness, Princess Thayet jian Wilima of Sarain, Duchess
of Camau and Thanhyien." Alanna walked forward with Thayet on
her arm. "Sir Alanna of Trebond and Olau, Knight of the Realm of
Tortall. Buriram Toura-kom of the K'miri Hau Ma."
Jonathan rose,
watching them. The awe-stricken look on his face was all Alanna
needed to see. She gave herself a pat on the back for an idea well
conceived. Thayet descended the stair as if she were floating, her
face impassive. Only her tight, somewhat damp grip on Alanna's arm
revealed the state of her nerves. Jonathan walked down the scarlet
runner between door and throne, to meet them in the ballroom's
center.
Alanna gently
withdrew her arm from Thayet's clutch, letting the Princess walk the
few steps to Jon alone. The King-to-be embraced Thayet gently and
kissed her on both cheeks. "Cousin, welcome," he said,
using the form of address common to royalty. "We regret the sad
event that drove you from your home."
"Thank you,
your Majesty." Thayet's gaze was stern; plainly—to
Alanna—she was trying to remind Jon of her wish to become a
private subject.
Jonathan ignored
the hint. "Until such time as peace returns to Sarain, know that
Tortall is your home." Offering Thayet his arm, he led her to
the chair placed for her just below his own. She sat gracefully, her
skirts settling around her feet in a perfect fan. Buri took up her
station at her side. No one knew who began it, but a patter of
applause turned into a roar of enthusiasm. In Sarain she was the
female who should have been a male heir; the Tortallan courtiers
accepted Thayet for herself.
George also enjoyed
Thayet's entrance, but he was not blind to her companions. He nodded
his approval to Buri. And he was acutely aware of Alanna from the
moment she appeared. In her dark grey and black, she was elegant and
somber; her hair and eyes blazed. No one could miss the sword belted
at her waist. Beneath one arm she carried a box not much bigger than
her fist.
Remembering his
disguise as stern-faced Bazhir, George defeated the urge to beam like
a proud lover. She's done it, he thought. My darlin's made
them pay attention and dance to her tune. And I thought only
common-born knew how to do that.
Waiting for the
applause to quiet, Alanna looked around. Even in his disguise she
knew George. She bit back a grin—she should've known he'd
come!—and winked at him, enjoying the approval in his eyes.
Behave,
Faithful scolded. You have business to take care of!
The noise was
finally dying. Jonathan nodded. "Sir Alanna, come forward."
She continued down
the carpet, hand on sword hilt, Faithful beside her. Thayet smiled
encouragingly as Alanna knelt before Jonathan.
"Your
Majesty." She drew Lightning and laid it on the step at his
feet, in token of her allegiance. "This I swear: to serve you
and your heirs with all I possess, in the Mother's name." Taking
the box in both hands, she flipped it open. The Jewel lay on a black
velvet bed. She held it up to him. "I bring you the fruit of my
traveling, Majesty—the Dominion Jewel."
Jonathan reached
for it as total silence fell. The moment his fingers touched the
Jewel, it flared into life, blazing like a small sun in his hand.
Jonathan held it aloft, and first one courtier, then another, knelt,
until everyone but Jonathan and Thayet was kneeling.
"We thank you,
Sir Alanna." His voice was audible in every corner of the room.
"And we praise the gods for sending us this Jewel—and
our Lioness—in this time of need."
CHAPTER SEVEN
Period of
Mourning
The next morning
Jonathan called a meeting of his most trusted advisors: Myles, Gary,
the Provost, Duke Gareth, Duke Baird, Raoul, and Alanna. Feeling
uneasy, Alanna went. In the last year she'd grown more used to taking
action than to sitting in meetings. Also, she was unsure of her place
in such a gathering. She was a knight; all the others had great
responsibilities or wisdom, like Myles. She didn't even hold a large
fief.
Arriving early, she
found the King-to-be in his small council chamber. He rose and kissed
her cheek. "Thank you for coming," he said. "I hate to
plunge you into things just when you've come home, but we have a
great deal to do." As she took a seat a little way down the
table from him, he asked, "Have you given some thought to the
place you'll hold in my reign?"
Alanna was startled
by the question. "What place—? I never thought that I'd
hold any place, not really. Although it would be nice to have
something to do," she admitted. "I like roaming around, but
I like it far better when I have a purpose. Maybe Liam is happy
wandering from country to country like the wind. I feel as if I'm a
sort of weapon, but a weapon must have someone to wield it, or it
just lies around rusting." She grinned, suddenly embarrassed.
"Listen to me. Next thing you know I'll start sounding like our
old philosophy master."
Jonathan groaned.
"That old bore!"
Gary peered inside.
"Is this a private gathering, or can anyone come?" He took
a chair, plumping a stack of documents on the table in front of him.
Seeing Alanna's horrified look, he said kindly, "Don't worry,
the papers aren't for this. They're documents I refer to constantly,
so I carry them around. It saves waiting for a servant to fetch
them."
"Gary, how
awful!" she exclaimed.
"Nonsense,"
Duke Gareth's son retorted. "I had no idea before how
interesting a kingdom's business can be. To put diverse things like
rainfall, the number of people leaving their farms, and the price of
iron goods together and find out how they affect each other—"
"He'll go on
all day if you let him," Raoul interrupted as he took his seat.
The Lord Provost sat beside the big Commander and nodded a greeting;
Alanna nodded back. Raoul went on, "Me, I have no talent for
administration. Give me a good horse and a patrol any day!"
"You
underestimate yourself, Raoul," said Jon. "The Bazhir love
him," he explained to Alanna. "He's made a good impression
on the northerners and the foreign soldiers in the King's Own as
well."
Alanna beamed at
her large friend, who blushed. "I always knew you'd be a credit
to us," she teased him.
When she saw Duke
Gareth at the door, Alanna got up and went to greet her teacher,
hiding her shock as she knelt before him. The Duke, always lean, was
rail thin. Streaks of grey had turned his hair a muddy yellow-brown.
Gary's father
looked Alanna over as she rose. Finally he smiled. "You have
lived up to your promise," he said quietly. "We are all
very proud of our Lioness. Welcome home."
Coming from Duke
Gareth, who had always been sparing of praise, it was the highest
honor she could receive. "Thank you, sir," she whispered as
she blinked tears away. "You're very kind. I tried to be a
credit to my training—to you." She bowed herself back to
her chair as the Duke sat beside Gary. The others busied themselves
with papers, pretending not to notice.
Baird and Myles
arrived together while Alanna mastered herself. The Duke greeted her
cheerfully. At the reception the night before he'd complimented her
on her work as a healer among the Bazhir. Myles winked at her as he
settled into place.
Alanna fidgeted as
servants put out water, paper, ink, and fruit. How long will I be
stuck here before I can go riding? she wondered. I don't have
any place at councils like this!
Jonathan cleared
his throat, and the conversations stopped. "Thank you all for
corning. I know the sixty days until the coronation seems like a
great deal of time, but we have much to do." He glanced at Duke
Gareth. "I've given some thought to the appointment of a King's
Champion." Alanna's throat went dry. "Uncle Gareth was my
father's. It seems to have been an easy post for him—"
"Thank the
gods," the Duke said dryly. "None of the others were."
Jonathan joined the
company's chuckling before he went on. "Except for taking part
in the coronation of my father, he was never called on to represent—or defend—the throne. I think many have forgotten the post
exists. Uncle no longer wants it." Duke Gareth nodded. "We
feel someone young should be Champion. A proven warrior, of course.
One who is known to our people and our neighbors."
She saw all too
clearly the direction this was taking. "Raoul," Alanna
croaked, looking at the Knight Commander. Grinning, Raoul shook his
head. "Or Gary," she tried as Gary tugged at his mustache
to cover a smile. "Both fine, strong fellows, liked by—"
"No,"
Jonathan said firmly. The others in the room fought their amusement.
"I want them where they are—Raoul with the King's Own
and Gary as Prime Minister."
"Geoffrey of
Meron." She wiped sweat from her upper lip. "Noble, far
more respectable than me—"
"I've made up
my mind." The Provost was the last to grin as Jon spoke. All the
others had seen such confrontations between the Prince and his
obstinate squire.
"You'll make
enemies," Alanna said flatly. "There's never been a female
Champion, not even when women could be warriors! Not in
Tortall!"
"That's true,"
Myles said. "And it's understandable that you would be concerned
about your standing in the eyes of the people. There are some, still,
who feel a lady knight is unnatural. And at first there was a lot of
feeling against it. Even the King—" He stopped and
looked at Jon. "But a lot of that thinking has changed."
"Like it or
no, you're a legend, after the Bazhir and winnin' your shield,"
the Provost said in his blunt way. "Girls play at bein' Lioness.
I saw one chasin' her brother down the street, wavin' a stick and
callin' for the Conte Duke to submit to her sword."
The men laughed.
Alanna blushed and continued to shake her head.
"Should we
call a minstrel and have him sing all the Lioness songs in his
memory?" Duke Baird asked, his eyes kind. "The newest is
the one in which the Lioness and the Dragon defeat whole armies of
Saren mercenaries. I like it, although now that I see you again, I
remember you aren't ten feet tall."
"The Bazhir
are for you," Raoul added. "You're The Woman Who Rides Like
a Man. You also helped to bring down the Black City. The other one to
do that will be King. Your own tribe would be the first to say it's
your right to stand beside Jon."
Jonathan met her
eyes, his gaze friendly but determined. "And let's not forget
that you journeyed into the stuff of fables and brought back the
Dominion Jewel." He took it from his belt-purse and set it on
the table, where it shimmered. "This alone would cause you to be
given a high place, even without everything else you've done. So
say'thank you,' Alanna."
"Jonathan,"
she whispered, knowing it was useless.
"Say'thank
you,' Alanna," Myles told her gently.
She looked at the
others, but they weren't looking at her. They watched the Jewel,
speculating or wondering, as their natures dictated. She realized
then that even they had changed the way they thought about her. Only
Jon met her eyes, and he would give no quarter. She had earned
this honor. Did she really want to refuse?
"You said you
wanted to be useful," Jon pointed out.
Alanna had to grin—trapped by my own tongue, she thought. "Thank
you, Jonathan," she whispered.
He smiled. "You
won't regret it—or at least, I won't." He gathered in
everyone's attention. "Let us discuss the situation in Tortall.
I refer to the interesting rumor that my reign is cursed and that I
will be unseated from the throne."
"As it stands,
there is no'situation,' " growled the Provost. He ran
his fingers through his hair in vexation as he explained. "It's
all rumor and whispers. There are no plots afoot, none that I can
find. Except that Ralon of Malven is loose, and he's still got
followers. When I get my hands on him, he'll give me their names."
He closed his black-gloved hands with a predator's grin.
"And Duke
Roger?" asked Duke Baird.
"Innocent as a
bird," said Gary with disgust. "His every movement can be
accounted for. He either studies manuscripts and scrolls with Master
Lord Thom, or he's in plain view of the court."
"Does anyone
watch Alex of Tirragen?" Alanna wanted to know. "He was
Roger's squire."
The Provost, Raoul,
and Gary exchanged glances. "Alex we don't know about,"
Gary ad-rnitted. "He locks himself for hours in his palace rooms—"
"He's in one
of the old wings, where the floor plans've been lost," the
Provost explained. "It's possible there's passages in and out of
there we know little of. But we've no proof, of course. Unless his
Majesty gives us a King's Writ, we cannot search Sir Alexander's
rooms without evidence of wrongdoin'."
"I won't give
such a writ,"Jon said. "If I give one now, with only rumor
and imagination to support it, I'll issue the next one more easily.
If I wantonly break into any of Alex's homes, even the one he keeps
in my own palace, what is to stop me from breaking into yours? Of all
my subjects, I am the least able to break the law."
"Let's see
what the news of the Jewel does over the next few weeks," Myles
suggested. "Send out messengers, until even children know we
have it. Perhaps knowing it's in his Majesty's possession will give
people confidence in his reign."
"And we'll
stay vigilant," Gary promised. "I'd hate to learn, sixty
days from now, that there is fire under all this smoke."
They went on to
other topics. It was noon by the time the meeting drew to a close.
Jonathan signaled Alanna to remain behind while he showed the others
out. She obeyed, still considering all she'd heard since meeting
Raoul in Port Udayapur.
Jonathan closed the
door after Gary and came back to Alanna at the table. "Please
don't feel that being Champion traps you in some way," he said,
somewhat concerned. "We're far past the era when a Champion had
to defend the King's law with his sword. I imagine you'll have all
the time in the world to continue roaming."
Alanna smiled at
him. "That's good. It's not that I don't like being at home. I
just know there are places I haven't seen. I'll always be here when
you need me, though."
"That's a
comfort." An awkward silence descended until she asked,
abruptly, "Are you still courting that Princess I heard about—Josiane? The one I met last night?"
Jonathan blushed
and shook his head. "She likes being a Princess too much. And
she's cruel. She hides it well, but she is." He fiddled with the
papers in front of him. "Are you jealous?" he asked
sharply. "I noticed you didn't waste time finding somebody to
replace me. Two somebodies, if you count George and
Liam Ironarm."
It was Alanna's
turn to blush. "I'm not jealous," she said at last. "I
just thought you had better taste."
Jonathan stared at
the table. "My offer of marriage stands, if you want."
She looked at him.
Part of her wanted to say "yes," but it was a very small
part. "I don't know if you've noticed, Jon, but we're very
different people these days. I didn't realize how different
until this council meeting."
"It's funny,"
he replied, thinking. "I look at you and realize you've been to
places I'll never visit." He smiled regretfully. "You
turned into a hero when I wasn't watching."
"Don't say
that. I'm still me." Alanna walked over to sit on the table in
front of him. She took his hand, and feeling more at ease, she
tickled his palm. "Jon, if we were married we'd make a mess of
things. You know it as well as I do."
Now he did
look at her. "I don't want to go back on my word," he
explained. His eyes gave his other feelings away. "I asked for
your hand—"
His obvious relief
hurt, but it didn't keep her from knowing she did the right thing.
"And I said no. Thank you, but no. I love you, Jon. We've been
through a lot. But what we want from life—" She pointed
to his papers. "You like this king business. I like
action. I like to say what I think." She saw a rough sketch half
hidden by other documents and pulled it free.
"Don't, you—" Jon started to say, but he was too late.
Alanna waved the
drawing of Thayet in front of him, grinning wickedly. "You still
want to marry me, Sire? Or were you just checking to see if
the road is clear?"
Jonathan was beet
red with embarrassment. "Don't tease. You know I'd marry you if
you said yes."
"Then thank
the gods one of us has sense." She examined the drawing closely.
"Your art-work's improved. The one you did of Delia made her
look like a cow." Pursing her lips, she added thoughtfully,
"Though now that I think of it, maybe that was your subject
matter—"
Jon laughed so hard
tears gathered in the corners of his eyes. When he regained his
self-control, he said, "I need you home, if only because you
make me laugh."
"I'm not sure
that's a compliment," she said dryly as she gave him the sketch.
Jonathan caught her
hand, his eyes serious. "I love you, too, Alanna. You're a part
of me—my sword arm."
She kissed his
forehead. "Fine. I like that. But you need a Queen, too. Thayet
would be a good one."
"Are you
sure?" he wanted to know. "Are you positive we
couldn't make a good marriage?" She returned his look, equally
serious, and he sighed. "You're right. Still, it would have been
interesting."
Her head spinning
from the events of the last three days, Alanna went to earth. She was
all but invisible at palace social functions. Jonathan, knowing that
she needed time to think, left her alone. Instead he asked for Thayet
when he called at House Olau, taking her for rides or to the palace.
He invited Buri on these excursions, guessing—accurately—that the little K'mir would prefer several deaths to making polite
conversation with noblemen. Thayet could make no threat that would
cause Buri to act as a chaperone at such times. Instead the
Princess's companion joined Alanna as she refamiliarized herself with
Corus and the palace grounds.
Alanna introduced
her to the remnants of George's court and to her friends among the
palace hostlers and servants. They joined Liam in extended bouts of
exercise and sparring. George took them on picnics beside the river
and on explorations of the city's catacombs. Buri learned how to pick
pockets, and Alanna relaxed in the thief's company. The pair found
themselves drilling the city's urchins, boy and girl, in staff- and
sword-play, and running races with local youths. Alanna brought Buri
into the morning practice sessions in the palace, where the K'mir met
Raoul, Gary, and the other knights and squires. Many of these young
noblemen, particularly those who didn't know Alanna well, were unsure
of what to make of two females—one an unproven
stranger—joining their practice. Their attitudes soon changed
to respect for Buri and awe for Alanna.
Because the body
concerned was hers, Alanna didn't know how much she'd improved under
Liam's teaching. If she beat her old friends, which she often did,
she decided they had been riding chairs too much recently. Alex never
challenged her, George could still best her with knives, and Liam
always won.
"It keeps me
humble," she told Coram with chagrin after one session with
Liam. Coram laughed and ruffled her hair.
She watched Duke
Roger. He was often present when she visited Thom. These glimpses
were enough to confirm her feeling that she trusted him less than
ever. She relayed her suspicions to everyone who mattered; there
could never be too many eyes on the Duke. Still, he continued to act
conspicuously innocent. Instead of easing her fears, such behavior
only increased them.
The days slipped
away. She was fitted for dresses, which she wore during quiet
evenings with her family and on leisure excursions with George or her
friends at court. Summer began with the June festival of Beltane.
Since this was the time of year men approached their chosen ladies
(the excuse being the custom of leaping over fires hand-in-hand to
ensure a bountiful harvest), she looked for George to renew his
courtship. Certainly he'd had time to see that she no more belonged
to Liam than to the moon! George, however, remained simply friendly;
after his enthusiastic greeting on her return, he showed no other
signs of warmer feelings.
"I'm doomed to
be an old maid," she told Faithful mournfully, surveying her
image in a looking-glass the morning of the festival.
There was a time
when you wanted to be a spinster, he reminded her as he washed
his glossy fur. A warrior maiden, with no one to tie her down—
"Oh, shut up,"
she said crossly. "Must I have everything I said as a girl
thrown back in my face?"
You seemed
positive, the cat taunted her wickedly.
A serving girl
peered in. "Excuse me, your ladyship, but the King says, if
you're awake, will you come down? He's in his lordship's library."
Alanna tugged on
one of the new gowns, listening with enjoyment to the rustle of lilac
silk as she tugged a brush through her waving hair. She put on
slippers as she went downstairs, nearly killing herself by hopping
first on one foot, then the other. While she knew Jon rose quite
early, it was rare for him to leave the palace at this hour: he must
have an important errand.
"Hello,"
he greeted her as she rushed into the library. "That's a pretty
dress. Are you wearing it for anyone in particular?"
"Yes,"
she snapped. "Myself."
"Ouch. You
should be nicer to your King, my Champion."
"No I
shouldn't," retorted Alanna. "Duke Gareth says the Champion
must always be honest, even when others lack the courage."
Jon smiled
ruefully. "Lacking the courage to speak out has never been one
of your problems, I admit."
She looked him over
with some concern. "Are you taking proper care of yourself—eating right, getting your sleep? It won't do for you to fall ill for
your own coronation."
"I'll be fine.
I've been up late the last week or so, working with the Jewel."
"How is that
going?"
Jonathan smiled.
"Very well. Thom has been a great help, finding spells and
writing new ones for the Jewel. Its power can be limitless, if you
know how to use it." He sighed. "That's a temptation I'll
always have to fight. The minute I start relying on the Jewel to rule
is the minute I court disaster. There's no substitute for a human
touch."
"Do you always
think like this?" she wanted to know. "Or do you rest
sometimes and think about ordinary things with the rest of us?"
She couldn't tell him that she was in awe of him when he spoke of
such things. If ever a man was born to be King, it's Jon, she
thought.
"Of course I
do," he replied tartly. "There are plenty of ordinary
things for me to think about—the future, and love, and—" He stopped, turning red.
"How are
things with you and Thayet?" Alanna inquired, interested.
Jonathan scrubbed
his face with his hands. "Baffling." He sighed. "I
don't know if she goes riding with me to be polite, or because she
likes my company—"
"Good,"
his Champion said. "You're too sure of yourself with women. It
won't hurt for you to have to struggle a little."
Jon picked up
Faithful and smoothed the cat's fur. "Thank you, dearest Alanna.
I knew I could depend on you to salve my wounded pride."
"You always
take care of your own pride," she reminded him. "You've
never needed me for that. By the way, what do you need me for this
morning? Or are you here for the conversation?"
He shook his head.
"I'm here for a talk with George—who is late. I thought
your presence might smooth things."
"You aren't
angry with George, are you?" she asked, concerned.
"Quite the
opposite."
The subject of
their conversation strolled in, mussed and sweat-streaked. "Sorry
I'm late," he told Jonathan, collapsing into a big armchair. "I
had a bit of a scuffle with some hotheads. Nothing serious, but it
delayed me." Alanna poured George a cup of the fruit juice left
on Myles's desk by the servants. He accepted with a murmured word of
thanks, and drained it. She poured him another, checking him for
wounds from beneath lowered lashes.
He still knew what
she was doing. "I'm all in one piece, lass," he grinned.
"Never tell me you were worried."
Alanna scowled,
prodded by his mocking tone. "I wasn't," she retorted.
George winked at
her. "That's my girl!"
Jonathan opened a
manuscript case that lay on the desk before him and drew out two
scrolls, both adorned with heavy seals and tied up with royal blue
ribbons. "Enough squabbling, you two." He passed the first
to George. Alanna noted the flowing writing was a court scribe's and
not Jonathan's precise hand.
George read for
only a moment before he stood and tossed the parchment on the desk.
His mouth was tight with anger, his face white. "A royal pardon!
What d'you take me for, Majesty?" His big hands were clenched.
"You've had fun with the low-born, and now you'll throw me a
bauble as reward? I want no charity, Jonathan!"
Alanna forced
herself to sit, gritting her teeth. She could not interfere.
Jonathan refused to
be provoked. "I'm not charitable," he said coolly. "My
father was. Now the results of—certain of his charities
threaten this kingdom. I wish he had been more just and less kind."
He leaned back.
"You were the best teacher I had. Must I list what you made me
learn? The reaches of men's trickery. Making even those who mistrust
me follow where I lead. The extent of human greed. The things that
can't be bought. The need for ruthlessness. The ability to recognize—and trust—loyalty." Jon smiled grimly. "I've
often wondered—would I have survived the Ordeal of the Voice,
if you hadn't taken me under your wing?"
He tapped the
pardon. " 'The teacher earns his wage,' " he quoted. "But
it's more than that. This is to prevent the day when I have to sign a
writ for your execution."
George went to the
bookshelves, staring at them. "You needn't go so far. I've lost
my taste for the Rogue. I'll leave Tortall, settle elsewhere."
When Alanna would
have started forward, Jon gripped her arm, keeping her beside him.
"Must you desert me when I need you?" he asked the thief.
"Never again will I have any freedom. And our hero is easily
recognized, which limits her movements." He smiled at
Alanna and let her go. She stayed where she was, tense.
Jon continued, "I
need someone unusual to serve as my confidential agent. I'd trust
such an agent implicitly. He must be clever and unorthodox, someone
who could venture among all classes without trouble."
George looked at
Jon, his face unreadable. "What's t'other writ, then?"
"A grant of
nobility and the title of baron. The deeds to the lands and incomes
traditionally belonging to the lord of Pirate's Swoop, a day's ride
south of Port Caynn."
"I know where
the Swoop is," George snapped. "Why? Why must you go and
make me respectable?"
"A
confidential agent needs a home and income," was the simple
reply. "His comings and goings, particularly at court, cannot
be remarked upon, which means he must be a noble."
"I want to
travel, Jon. Before I'm old and know nothin' but the Rogue."
Jonathan smiled
dryly. "Is life here so dull that you two think of nothing but
roaming? Never mind. I need you to travel. I have to know what's
outside my borders, too." He let George think for a few moments
before adding softly, "I can't do this alone. Say you will."
Both Alanna and George heard the real pleading in his voice when he
added, "Please."
George picked up
the pardon, re-reading it. He tapped a large seal in silvery wax.
"How in Mithros's name did you get my Lord Provost to sign?"
"You'd be
surprised. He's an amazing fellow." Jonathan's tone was filled
with wry respect, making Alanna wonder just what the Provost had done
to put that feeling in his voice.
George sighed,
rolling the parchment up. "With so many good reasons for me to
accept, I'd be touched in my wits to refuse." With a lopsided
grin he told Alanna, "He's grown up with a vengeance. I wonder
if I shall be glad or sorry."
Alanna rode to the
palace that evening as the sun set against the Coastal Hills, paying
her daily visit to Thom. When she left him, as always, she was
troubled and uneasy. He looked no better than he had when she first
returned to Corus. If anything, he looked worse, and she was
frightened. She'd also noticed that Faithful stayed away from Thom,
and that Thom deliberately avoided the cat. To her there was no
better sign of something dangerously wrong; but when she questioned
Faithful, he refused to answer.
Instead of riding
home or seeking out her friends, she and Faithful wandered idly
through the maze of the palace, thinking about the coronation. It was
hard to believe only three weeks remained.
Their walk finally
brought knight and cat to the Hall of Crowns. This room had one use:
Tortallan sovereigns were consecrated to the realm there. At all
other times it was closed, its windows covered by heavy velvet
curtains.
They entered,
smelling beeswax, spices, and incense. The servants had worked hard,
cleaning the dust-covered draperies, polishing wood- and metalwork
until it shone, scrubbing the many-paned windows. Tiny votive candles
winked on the altar, where a Mithran priest and a Daughter of the
Goddess would bind Jonathan to the crown and the land.
Her steps echoed to
the ceiling as she walked around. Here were the wooden benches where
the nobility sat. She climbed the stone risers that would seat the
principal merchants, guild-masters, and their families until she
reached the top. Here were the City Doors, the height of five men and
the breadth of seven. These would be open during the coronation. All
who could fit in behind the wealthy and powerful commoners would do
so, relaying what happened inside to the less fortunate.
Once crowned,
Jonathan would mount Darkness at the City Doors to ride down to his
new capital. Alanna would stay a pace behind as he rode through the
packed streets.
Thank the
Goddess Moonlight isn't some skittish yearling and hard to control in
a crowd, she reflected. Still, I can think of things I'd
rather be doing that day.
She sat on a riser,
almost on top of Faithful. "Oh, stop it," she muttered when
he yowled.
"You aren't
hurt." Propping elbows on knees, she put her chin on her hands,
staring at the distant altar. "I'm getting old," she
whispered. "I should be excited about the coronation. I wish I
knew for certain he'd be safe."
You wanted to be
a hero, Faithful said. Heroes have responsibilities.
"I'm not sure
I want to be a hero anymore," Alanna sighed.
Then you are in
trouble. That's the one thing you'll never be able to change.
"I know. I
think about marrying, though, if I could do it and still see the
world. It wouldn't be such a bad thing. Not if it was someone I liked
and loved. Someone I could laugh with."
You want to be
warrior and woman. You want to travel and serve Jonathan. Can't you
make up your mind about what you want? complained the cat.
"Who says I
can't have a little bit of each?" she wanted to know. When she
realized what she'd said, she began to grin. "That's right—why can't I? And I've done pretty well, I think!"
I suppose so,
he replied grudgingly. For a person. Mind, be careful in your
choices—particularly if you want to marry. You need somebody
who isn't as noble-minded as you are. Otherwise you take yourself
much too seriously. I won't always be around to correct you.
"I am not
noble-minded!"
Yes you are. You
hide it well, but not everyone knows you like I do. And you think you
can solve all the world's ills. You need someone who will cheer you
up when you can't.
Abruptly Alanna
sneezed four times without stopping. She got to her feet, blinking
teary eyes. Something took form before the altar, something with
substance enough to obscure the votive candles. It was the Goddess,
her white skin and emerald eyes gleaming in the dark. Impossibly
tall, she smiled at Alanna. Of course she's here, Alanna
thought, awed. It's Beltane. Every couple tonight will ask her
blessing on the summer crops. Then why has she come here? I'm alone,
without a lover, and I'm more worried about the coronation than the
crops.
The gentle whisper
nonetheless drove Alanna to her knees. It took all her will power to
keep her hands from her ears: that voice still embodied huntress and
hounds and the storm. In the Hall of Crowns even the Goddess's
whisper rolled like thunder. "We meet again, my daughter. You
have traveled a long road since last we spoke. Surely you must be
pleased, now. Your labors of all these years, here and in the Roof of
the World, bear fruit. Your Jonathan is to be King. He will bear the
Dominion Jewel."
Alanna looked up
eagerly. "Then he will be King? Please—can you
give me a sign, some hint of what is to come? I sense trouble, but—and my brother. What's wrong with Thom?"
The Goddess shook
her head. "I may not answer these questions. The gods cannot
reveal all things, otherwise, where is men's right to choose their
fates? Where is your right to choose?"
"I think I
chose well," Alanna said, getting to her feet. "How can I
thank you for your favor?"
"Your life is
my thanks. I have guided you as best I can, but the time for guidance
is past. You are fully grown into all your powers, Alanna. The days
to come are what you make of them. The coronation is a crossroad in
Time. Bend it to your will—if you have the courage!"
Alanna's blood
thrilled to the challenge, but her common sense made her beg, "Just
a hint?"
The Goddess shook
her head, smiling with amusement. The air brightened. Alanna could
see other figures before the altar. The shining warrior could be only
Mithros, the divine protector. On the Goddess's other side, hooded
and cloaked, waited her brother the Black God. Alanna knew him and
bowed her greetings; the great head nodded in reply.
Behind them were
ranged others, only some of whom she knew: the Crooked God, his smile
as wicked as George's own; the Smith's God; the Sea Goddess. The
array of immortals stretched on and on, but somehow she saw each face
clearly. Awed and frightened, she covered her eyes like a Doi
tribesman.
Slowly the glory
faded. When she uncovered her eyes, she and Faithful were alone. She
stayed where she was for a while, remembering what she had seen. At
last she shook her head. "Ask a silly question."
It always comes
to this, Faithful remarked. A god can guide a mortal, nurture,
teach. And yet there comes a moment when the god must stand away from
the fosterling and let the inevitable happen.
"Why?"
she asked, curious.
That's how the
universe is fashioned, Faithful replied. There are moments
when only a human can affect the outcome of events.
She picked him up,
letting him perch under her left ear. "You mean they don't know
what's going to happen?"
People like you
are the fulcrums on which the future turns. He gave her ear a
nuzzle. Don't mess it up. I have a reputation to maintain.
Leaving the Hall of
Crowns, she was surprised to come face-to-face with Delia of Eldorne
and Princess Josiane. Both wore plain, dark gowns and veils over
their hair.
Plainly they were
as surprised as she was.
Delia recovered
quickly. "Well, if it isn't 'Sir' Alanna," she sneered, her
green eyes glinting. "The Woman Who Rides Like a Man!"
Taking her cue from
Delia's words, Alanna bowed as a man would. "Princess Josiane.
Lady Delia."
"I used to
have to dance with her when she posed as a he,"
Delia told the tall blonde. "I sensed something was not right."
"Funny,"
Alanna said thoughtfully, "as I recall, you chased me.
You made a point of flirting with me, because the men said I was a
woman-hater, and you wanted to make me fall in love with you."
"Liar!"
Delia hissed.
Alanna shrugged.
"As you like. I was taught not to question a lady's word."
"I'm told you
were Jonathan's lover once," Josiane said abruptly, veiling her
blue eyes with her lashes. "Is that why he made you Champion?"
Surprised by the
attack from this unknown source, Alanna took a step back. She
clenched her hands, her nails biting into newly formed scars, as she
controlled her temper. "I'm told you replaced me in his
affections—for a little while," she replied sweetly.
"Why didn't he make you Prime Minister?"
Josiane's beautiful
face changed into an ugly mask. "No one gets the better of me,"
she hissed.
"Did you plan
to be King's Champion?" Alanna wanted to know. "You don't
have the training."
Delia gripped
Josiane's arm; Alanna could see her blood-red nails digging into the
Princess's flesh. "I don't waste time in conversations with
sluts, Josiane," she snapped. "Neither should you."
She literally dragged the Princess away, quite a feat in so
delicate-looking a woman.
She could do harm,"
Alanna told Liam and Myles later that night as they sat over brandy.
Outside they could hear the sounds of the Beltane festival. "I'm
no expert, but that Josiane is crazy!"
"There's bad
blood in the Copper Isle kings," Liam drawled, his eyes sleepy.
"They birth a mad one every generation. Josiane's uncle is
locked in a tower somewhere. It comes from being an island kingdom—too much inbreeding."
"I think it
might be a good idea if the Provost's spies kept an eye on her,"
Alanna said frankly. "I don't trust her."
"He has her
watched," Myles said reassuringly. "Any foreign noble is
suspect at a time like this."
Alanna fidgeted in
her chair. "I wish the coronation was over. The waiting is
getting on my nerves."
"Once he's
sealed to the crown and the land, he'll be hard to dislodge."
Liam yawned. "And if the Jewel's all it's supposed to be, so
much the better."
"In the
meantime, we still can find no traces of a plot or plotters."
Myles sighed. "With people starting to arrive for the
ceremonies, it will be hard to spot fighters corning to take part in
an overthrow."
"George and I
ride through the city every day," Liam said unexpectedly. "The
Lord Provost and Duke Gareth, too. Between the four of us, any group
of warriors will be easy to spot. The Provost's men stand alert as
well." He noticed Alanna staring at him and grinned. "Did
you think you could leave me out of your worries? I'm still your
friend. I won't sit idling when there's a hint of a fight in the
offing."
Alanna smiled
gratefully at the Dragon. "It is a weight off my mind, knowing
you're keeping an eye on things, too."
George glanced into
the library. "Ah, here you all are. Myles, I've another visitor
to cast upon your tender mercies." He bowed gracefully, ushering
the guest into the room.
"Master
Si-cham!" Alanna cried, jumping up. The tiny old man in the
orange worn by Mithran adepts smiled and held out gnarled hands for
her to kiss.
"And
Liam Ironarm," he said, nodding cheerfully to the bowing Dragon.
"What a pair of warriors to grace your house, Myles!"
Alanna looked from
Si-cham to Liam to her father, baffled. "You know Liam?"
she asked. The redheaded man winked at her. "You know Myles?"
"I traveled
more when I was younger." Myles explained. "Si-cham, have a
seat. George, thank you for bringing him. Where was he?"
"Cornered near
the Water Gate by a set of young louts. The drunken fools wanted him
t'dance for the Goddess," George said, pouring tea for the
Mithran priest. "There's no respect for old men anymore."
"I've danced
for the Goddess in my day." Si-cham admitted with a grin. "Not
after such a journey, though." He drank his tea. "I'm sorry
to be so long in answering your summons, George Cooper. I had a
thousand loose ends to tie up in the City of the Gods once they
realized I was truly going. Also, I do not cover so much
ground as I did when I was young. I had to be carried in a litter—a sad comedown for me, when I rode so well."
"But why are
you here?" Alanna wanted to know.
Si-cham put down
his glass, his face tired. "George tells me your brother is ill—desperately so, perhaps. He asked me to come to Master Thom's
aid."
"Now all we
have to do is convince Thom he needs it," admitted George.
At first Thom
refused to consider talking to his former master. His rage on
learning why Si-cham was in the city scared Alanna, not so much
because she feared his temper, but because she heard despair and fear
in Thom's voice as he screamed at her. This made her determined that
Si-cham should meet with her twin. Thom resembled a skeleton now; his
skin was dry and cracked with the heat that ate at him from within.
A week before the
coronation Thom gave in. Even Roger was banned from their meeting, a
ban he accepted gracefully. When Thom and Si-cham instructed the
palace servants to bring their meals to Thom's rooms, Alanna gave up
waiting for word. They would send for her when they needed her.
She had a number of
mundane tasks that needed to be taken care of in the days remaining.
Visiting the palace scribes, she had a new will drawn up: the last
had been done prior to her Ordeal. They were disturbed to see such a
document when death should be the last thing on her mind, but she
could not shake uneasy feelings about the coronation. She wanted
nothing left to chance, just in case. She took her mail to be
polished and her sword to be sharpened. While neither her gold mail
nor Lightning required the extra attention, she felt better for
having it done. When the hairdresser came to style Eleni's hair for a
court party, Alanna asked him to cut her hair as well. Everyone but
George and Buri cried out when they saw her. The coppery locks that
had fallen past her shoulders were trimmed back to her ear lobes in
the short cut she'd worn as a page. She shrugged at the protests. "I
couldn't keep it out of my eyes," she explained.
Finally one of the
palace servants came to House Olau, four days after Thom and Si-cham
had cloistered themselves, to ask Alanna to visit her brother. She
did so, wondering what delightful surprise the sorcerers had ready
for her.
Thom was pacing
when she arrived. Alanna dropped into a chair with a grateful sigh.
"It's baking outside." About as much as you're baking
inside, she added to herself, noting that his skin was peeling
and his lips bled.
Thom looked at her
quizzically. "Tell me, Sister Mine, when is your Dragon going to
make an honest woman of you?"
She made a face at
him, thinking he had to feel a little better if he was nosing into
her affairs. "He isn't. We were done before I came home. He
doesn't like magic."
"Silly man.
What about Jonathan, then? Everyone knows you two used to be lovers,
even if he is a prig about other things. Maybe I should talk to him.
Having sullied your reputation, he can't be allowed to abandon you.
You have a good name—"
"I'm not
amused, Thom."
"I think you
should take the thief, if you must take someone. If you marry George,
I'll give you my blessing."
"If I marry
anyone, I'll let you know. Can you change the subject?" She
shifted in the big chair, hooking her legs over one arm. "I love
you dearly, Thom, but you're prying, and I don't appreciate it."
He grinned. "What
sort of twin would I be if I didn't pry?" That made her smile.
Sitting on the edge of his desk, he tugged his beard as he looked her
over. "It's changed you—the Jewel. Time was you'd've
lost your temper with me for calling him a 'prig' or teasing you
about the Dragon. You only save your anger now for big things, is
that it?"
"Thom, do you
mind?' she snapped. "I didn't come here to be analyzed by
my own twin, thank you very much!"
He looked away.
"Sorry," he murmured shyly. "I forgot how much I
dislike it. And you have changed. For the better, I think."
"Thank you,"
she whispered, touched by the rare compliment.
There was a rap on
the door; it opened to admit Si-cham. "There you are, Lady
Alanna. Now we may begin."
Alanna looked at
Thom, feeling the first pricklings of mistrust. "Begin what?"
she wanted to know.
"We've been
going over the books in Jonathan's sorcery library," Thom
explained. "And we found some possibilities. For now, I want to
drain off a little of the power that burdens me. Without it, I can
think clearly. Because you're my twin, you're the best person to
carry it."
"Wait a minute—" Alanna began, rising out of her chair. "What if
it poisons me like you've been poisoned? Even a beginning hedgewitch
knows you can carry your own Gift and no more!"
"That would be
true, if we spoke of weeks or months or years. This transfer is for a
week. Our spells will enclose it, keep it from leaking into your
Gift," Si-cham reassured her. "We are sure of it." He
met Alanna's eyes, smiling.
Alanna stared at
the sorcerers for a long moment. "A week?"
"No more,"
Thom said. "The most important of the infusions I need takes
that long to make."
Alanna bit her lip.
He was so thin! "It'll help? It won't interfere with my
participation in the coronation?"
"It will
help," Si-cham affirmed. "It will not interfere. You won't
even notice it after the first night, unless you try to use your
Gift, of course. I would not advise it."
She sat down with
an exhausted sigh. "What must I do?"
Alanna kept to
House Olau for the next few days while her head buzzed and her
stomach lurched. Grimly she continued her exercises with Liam in
spite of it, fearing to slack off for even a day. At last her body
adjusted to the new burden. But she refused to do so tiny a spell as
the one for lighting candles, fearful of what might happen. Visiting
Thom once more, she was glad she'd given in—he looked better
already. Together with Si-cham, he had embarked on the beginnings of
an intricate spell. It would be finished several days after the
coronation, and—if Thom was lucky—it would purify his
magic.
Three days before
the coronation, Jonathan summoned Alanna to the palace to discuss how
the Jewel would fit into the ceremonies. "It seems like a silly
thing to worry about," he admitted with a smile, "but the
Master of Protocol wouldn't let me alone until I agreed to do it his
way. You see, I can't take it up when I'm crowned, or when I get the
scepter and the Great Seal. Those are all Tortallan things, and the
Jewel isn't Tortallan."
Alanna had to
laugh. "Poor Jon! Maybe I should've given it to you for your
birthday, or something."
The King-to-be
grimaced. "Very funny. Here's how we will do it. When you
come to give me your oath as King's Champion, say this."
He gave her a
parchment on which her oath was written. It read very like the one
she'd taken as a knight. At the end, in scarlet ink, were lines,
which she read aloud. " 'Sire, as token of my fealty, I gift you
and your heirs with this most awesome artifact—' Jon, do I
really have to say 'awesome artifact'?" Jonathan nodded,
not bothering to hide his amusement. "Wonderful," Alanna
muttered as she read further. " 'For which I have gone in quest
to the most distant corner of our world. Through peril I have borne
it, for the glory of Tortall, and for the glory of King Jonathan.
Accept, I beg, this symbol of my devotion to realm and crown, the
Dominion Jewel.' Jon, this is some kind of a joke!"
Jon shook his head.
"Wait till you hear what I have to say in reply. I'd better go—the delegation from Tyra is waiting for me. Don't forget to memorize
your lines!" With an evil grin he left Alanna to scowl at her
revised oath.
She shoved it into
her pocket. "I guess I'm too old to put a frog in his bed,"
she muttered as she headed for the stables. " 'Awesome
artifact,' indeed!"
CHAPTER EIGHT
Crossroad in Time
The night before
the coronation, Alanna stayed with Jonathan as he kept vigil in the
Chapel of the Ordeal. While he meditated on the obligations of
Kingship, she worried. None of those who'd made his protection their
goal were satisfied that the single men pouring into the city in
recent weeks had come to enjoy themselves. They'd had no choice—Raoul, Gary, the Lord Provost—but to let the coronation take
place, so they had every fighting man in service to the palace on
duty and alert. Alanna attended their talks with Jon that afternoon
but had nothing to add. The back of her neck prickled constantly,
reflecting her uneasiness, but that wasn't solid evidence of trouble.
When she and Jonathan reached the chapel, she was pleased to see
Raoul had posted a double guard. The night inched by quietly; the
only movement she noticed occurred when she or Jonathan changed
position.
The iron door of
the Chamber shimmered in the candlelight, a vivid reminder of her
Ordeal of Knighthood. Here Jon would undergo the Ordeal of Kings. The
only advantage she could see to his entering that room a second time
was that the Kings' Ordeal was said to be short. For herself, she
knew that no inducement could get her to enter that place again.
Suddenly the light
shifted. The Dominion Jewel danced in the air in front of her, so
real looking she had to touch the pouch at her waist to make sure the
Jewel was in there. She stared, wondering if this was a glimpse of
the future, or something of the Jewel's making. The false Jewel
shimmered and grew, coming closer, until it overwhelmed her eyes.
Inside it she saw:
In the center of
the Chamber of the Ordeal Roger lay on a block of stone. He got up
and held out his arms. "Come, loved one," he whispered.
She had been
warned not to speak or scream. Her jaws knotted to keep from yelling
her fury. She couldn't move. Closer he came. She bit the inside of
her cheek to keep silent—coppery blood flooded her mouth.
She was in his
arms and they danced, his face lit with love and with rage, his
sapphire eyes insane. "We'll dance until the end of everything,
my darling, my pet," he crooned. "Promise me we'll dance
forever."
She shook her
head, struggling wildly against his grip. She opened her mouth, then
clamped it shut.
She was
forbidden to scream in the Chamber of the Ordeal!
She was in the
chapel once again, her hands tight over her mouth. Luckily Jonathan
was in some kind of trance, unable to notice her antics. Slowly she
lowered her hands, trembling. What did today have in store?
When the first rays
of sun slid through the high windows of the chapel, the priests came.
Jonathan rose to go with them, still in a trance. Gently they
conveyed him to Chamber and ushered him inside. Alanna the tugged at
her earbobs, trying to think of nothing at all.
When the door swung
open, fifteen minutes later, she was the first one there to catch
Jon, as he had once caught her. He smiled at her tiredly, murmuring,
"Not bad—if you like ordeals."
Alanna bit back a
laugh. Gary came up to take Jonathan's other arm; they helped him to
his rooms, where he could sleep for a few hours. With a sleepy wave,
Alanna parted from Gary and went to the nearby chamber that had been
prepared for her. The last thing she saw as she drifted off to sleep
was her gold-washed mail, glimmering at her from the rack in the
corner.
In his suite of
rooms, Alex of Tirragen sharpened his sword. He was dressed in black
and wearing breeches—he did not plan to attend the
coronation. Testing the edge of his blade, he smiled.
Delia of Eldorne
fussed with her hair at the mirror. Unlike Alex, she was in full
court regalia, her emerald silk with its stiffened skirts rustling as
she put last-minute touches on her appearance.
"Aren't you
the least bit nervous?" she asked, adjusting a hair ornament.
"Why should I
be?" was the cool reply. "He's thought of everything."
"What if
Josiane succeeds?"
Alex chuckled.
"Delia, have you no faith in our Champion? We have an
appointment today, though she doesn't know it." He held up the
sword, his eyes dreamy. "She won't let a madwoman like Josiane
prevent her from coming."
Squire Henrim
knocked and stepped into the room. "Lord Alexander, I let the
men-at-arms into the back corridors near the Hall of Crowns. They're
concealed in the storerooms. Captain Chesli says the Eldorne men have
taken their places inside the hall, among the crowd." He bowed
to Delia, who smiled.
Alex stood,
sheathing his sword. "You'll be with the men on the dungeon
level. Before you go there, remind both captains they are not to act
until the signal, which will come after the crown rests on Jonathan's
head. After the crowning, understand?"
The squire
hesitated. "But—surely—he will be bound to the
land. He will use Tortall's magic against the Duke—"
"Idiot!"
Delia snapped. "Do you think Duke Roger hasn't planned for that?
Don't question your betters!"
Henrim bowed,
shamefaced. "Forgive me, Lady Delia."
With a sniff Delia
turned back to her mirror.
"Follow your
orders exactly," said Alex. "If you fail, you will pay."
"I won't
fail!" the squire promised hotly.
"Take the
hidden stair, then. Dismissed."
The youth bowed.
"Good luck, my lord. And—long live King Roger!"
"Fool,"
Alex whispered when the door closed. Of them all, he alone knew
Roger's real plans. He alone knew that those like Delia who planned
to steal Jonathan's throne so they could have power were in
for a disappointment. He picked up his dagger and tested the edge.
"Now—to work."
From her position
along the wall near the altar, Alanna watched with pride as the
Mithran priest and the Priestess of the Goddess, acting as one,
blessed the silver crown and then Jonathan, who knelt before them.
She was grateful that her duties didn't call for her participation in
this part of the ceremony. After keeping vigil with Jonathan all
night, she was sleepy. Somehow repeated yawns did not seem right for
such a memorable occasion. Instead, until it was time to present
Jonathan formally with the Jewel, all she had to do was stay put and
look impassive. On her left, Gary and Raoul did the same.
Raoul winked as she
covered a yawn. Unlike the King's Champion, the Knight Commander
spent the night in bed, disturbed only by his nerves. She had to
admit he may have gotten as little sleep as she had: Jon's safety
today was the responsibility of the King's Own.
She let her eyes
drift over the crowd that packed the vast hall. Mourning was
officially over; nobles and commoners alike bloomed with color. She
could see Myles and his companions—Eleni, Thayet, Buri, and
Rispah—all wearing their finest. She picked out other
familiar faces: Dukes Baird and Gareth, Sirs Douglass, Geoffrey, and
Sacherell. Many wept openly, moved by the beauty of the day and the
moment.
A halt in the
chanting brought the knight's eyes back to the altar, just as the
crown was lowered onto Jonathan's head. Immediately it sparked and
glowed, the magic of the land reaching down to envelop the new King.
People gasped with awe as Jonathan flared with brilliance; they knew
the joining of Tortall and King was complete. Smiling, Alanna touched
the ember at her throat.
Jonathan was
brilliant with the crown's silver glow, his own magic showing through
as threads of sparkling blue. She looked down, and felt sick. The
floor of the chamber was awash in blood-colored fire.
"Jonathan!"
she yelled as the earth moaned and shook.
Sudden pain,
combined with the vibration beneath her, knocked Alanna to her knees.
For a moment she could only clutch her belly and scream with agony.
It receded, then flared again.
In the Hall, chaos
reigned. From the vaulted ceiling mortar dust and chips of stone
fell, an ominous hint of the destruction that could occur. People
screamed in fear as the ground rolled underfoot like a ship at sea.
Alanna was deaf and blind to it all.
The pain was
grinding: she felt as if every nerve in her body was being pulled out
through her skin. Thom, she realized, struggling to get up.
Something's happening to Thom, and I can feel it. I have to go to
him!
"Guard the
King!" she yelled to Raoul, lurching to her feet. Faithful was
at her side as she hurled herself out of a nearby door, running as
quickly as gold mail would allow for her brother's quarters. Pain
ripped into her again; she bit her lip to fight it and stumbled on,
determined to reach her twin.
Strong arms caught
Alanna from behind, helping her along. She looked up into George's
eyes and fought to smile. He was dressed as one of the King's Own.
"What is it,
darlin'?" he asked. They never hesitated in the long strides
that took them up the stairs to the second floor.
"Thom,"
she whispered. "He's being attacked. The earthquake is magic.
It's the color—of Thom's Gift, all blood-red—"
"Blood?
But his is purple, like—"
"Corrupted,"
she gasped as they flew down the hall that led to Thom's rooms.
"Turned blood-color."
"What color
would purple and orange make?" George asked as they came to a
halt. "Roger's Gift and the Trebond Gift?"
Alanna felt even
sicker.
Inside Thom's
parlor the air was heavy, almost liquid; the light was greenish
yellow. Alanna froze, wary.
"What is it,
lass?" George whispered. He was tense, feeling the menace as she
did.
She fumbled at her
waist, taking the pouch off her belt. "The Jewel!" She
pressed it into his hands. "You have to take it to Jon. What was
I thinking of, to carry it away from him? George, please!"
The pouch was lost
in the thief's large hands. "Alanna, I can't be leavin' you—"
"You have to!"
she cried. "I can't use it. Jon can. And I have a feeling he'll
need it!"
George hesitated; a
second shock made the ground shiver under their feet. It was over as
quickly as it began. Grimly, George stuffed the pouch into the front
of his tunic. "I'll get it to him, never fear." He kissed
Alanna swiftly and hard, then ran for the Hall of Crowns.
Myles saw Alanna
go, protecting his head as tiles broke free from the arches overhead,
shattering in the main aisle. Jonathan flared with white and blue
lights; he was invisible in the fires of his Gift and of the Crown.
The doors leading out of the hall were jammed with fleeing men and
women, as were the great City Doors. Eleni stood, her face deathly
pale. "Not the land," she whispered. "Not the earth
itself!"
A flutter of
movement in the rear of the Hall of Crowns caught Buri's
always-watchful eye: a man stripped away his cloak to reveal a
nobleman's purple-and-black livery and a short crossbow. He brought
the weapon up fast, aiming for Jonathan. Buri yanked a throwing star
from her belt and flung it, killing the bowman. "There's an
attack!" she yelled to Myles. "Warn the King!"
Myles's seat was on
the great aisle. He was halfway to the altar in a second, moving fast
for a plump man. At his warning shout, both Gareths and the Provost
joined Raoul to form a protective circle around the King. The King's
Own broke into squads, one forming an outer circle around the nobles,
the others moving into the crowd to attack the enemy. Both circles
parted to let Myles through to Jonathan's side.
"Myles!"
Jon gasped through the magics that obscured him. "What's going
on?"
"Men in
Eldorne and Tirragen colors are attacking anyone who can fight back,"
Myles said grimly. "And they're trying to kill you. Where are
the earthquakes coming from?"
Jonathan shook his
head. "I don't know. As soon as I get a chance, I'll try to find
out. Where's Alanna?"
"Gone,"
the older man replied. "Something called her away in a hurry.
George followed her, and Coram followed George."
"She has the
Jewel," the King whispered. "And where is Master Si-cham?"
Myles was wondering
the same thing.
In Thom's chambers,
Alanna was suddenly weak, as if something tugged at her Gift,
drawing it away from her. Steeling herself, she closed her mind to
whatever was trying to drain her. Forcing herself to move, she
searched for her twin.
He was in the
bedroom. Bad as the air in the parlor felt, this was worse: a weight
pressed on her lungs. She checked Thom's vital signs. His pulse was
shallow and fast. He was cool, alarmingly so after weeks of being too
hot. When she grabbed the emberstone, Alanna saw only a trace of his
Gift, streaming away from him much as her own had tried to do. She
reached past the barrier she'd set on her magic, determined to use it
to save him, no matter what the consequences.
Thom's eyes flew
open. He gripped her hands with the last of his strength. "Don't!
I'm—bound to him. He'll drain you through me—"
"Roger?"
she whispered. Thom nodded. She spotted her cat. "Faithful, go
for—"
"No time!"
Thom snapped. "Listen!" He didn't relax his bruising grip.
"His Gift—attached to sorcerer resurrecting him."
She put her ear close to his lips to hear. "It got—stronger—as he did." Thom smiled. "Never as
strong as mine."
She wiped away
tears, growling, "Who cares if your Gift's bigger!"
"He can only—drain—one at a time. You—you're bound to me. You have
some—my Gift—some of his, too. He needs—more,
to finish—what he began. Don't let him get it. Don't
use—Gift. Leeching-spells—" He gasped. "He'll
take—all. Leave nothing." Thom tried to laugh; the
result sounded like hoarse barking. "He didn't—get—all mine. You have part—" Sinking back, he pulled
her with him. His voice was barely audible, his hands cold. "Love
you. Always have. Always will."
"No," she
rasped, but he couldn't hear.
"Never—know how—he did it…"
He was gone.
Near the staircase
leading to the ground floor, George found Coram. "I saw her go,
and ye after her," Alanna's oldest friend gasped, catching his
wind. "I figured ye'd need help."
George showed him
the Jewel. "She forgot she had this. I'm to carry it to Jon."
"What of her?"
"With Thom."
Coram hesitated.
"I'd best reach her. Unless—"
"I'll keep the
Jewel safe," George reassured him. "It's not that far to
the Hall."
"It's far
enough." Claw and five of his men materialized from the gallery
behind George. "My friends said you'd come this way." He
stretched out a hand and beckoned. "Give me the swag now, before
I get your blood all over it." He glanced at Coram. "This
isn't your fight. Clear out."
Coram hefted his
broadsword, his face grim. "She'll never forgive me if I run out
on ye now," he told George.
George tucked the
Jewel into his belt-purse as he unsheathed his daggers. "Rispah,
or the lady knight?" he grinned. Claw's men fanned out, forming
a half circle with George and Coram at its center with the stairs at
their backs.
"Both,"
replied Coram. He leaped forward to engage a ruffian, crying, "For
the Lioness!"
Pandemonium ruled
in the Hall of Crowns. Other men-at-arms tore off cloaks to reveal
purple-and-black or green-and-white liveries. They were heavily armed
and had specific targets: the men of the King's Own, any nobleman
fighting back, Jonathan and his guards. Their opponents were
high-born and wealthy men with flimsy dress swords, unarmed
common-born men using anything that could serve as a weapon, even
some ladies and children. Many others tried to flee, adding to the
confusion.
Buri could see a
knot of noblewomen, including the imperious Duchess of Naxen,
imposing order in their vicinity. More men-at-arms poured in through
the drapery-hidden entry behind the altar, taking the men around Jon
by surprise. Raoul yelled a command and ran forward with the guards
in the outer circle to engage the new attackers. Buri couldn't see
Liam, Coram, or Alanna. Beside her, Rispah had palmed a large dagger
and was advancing on an unsuspecting enemy archer.
The K'miri girl was
torn. Her first duty was to protect Thayet, but she was also a
warrior, trained to act in situations like this.
Thayet solved her
problem. "Give me your sword. We have to do something."
Buri glanced at
Eleni as she obeyed Thayet. The older woman moved into a pillar's
shadow, unraveling the intricate embroidery on her sleeve. She broke
off a long thread and smiled at Buri and Thayet. "Don't worry
about me." Fixing her eyes on a group of archers near the altar,
she began to tie knots in the thread, her lips moving silently.
Buri wrestled a
long-bladed pike from a rack of weapons on the walls. Lowering it to
an attack position, she launched herself at a clump of men in Eldorne
colors. The first one she engaged backed away from her charge: he
stumbled. Buri lunged for the kill and lurched as the ground leaped
and rolled in a third quake.
Three men in
Tirragen colors raced up the stairs to aid Claw as George and Corarn
dispatched two enemies. Claw himself stayed back, screeching orders
and awaiting his chance. George lost a dagger in a throw, killing a
Tirragen guard; Coram killed a rogue and wounded another. The men
around them shifted, seeking better positions, and George took the
offered chance. He lunged at Claw.
The one-eyed man
swore and lashed out with his knives, panicked at dealing with George
himself. The thief rearmed his left hand with an extra blade, making
Claw sweat: he didn't have the eye or the nerve to fight two-handed.
Frantic, he slashed and cut wide-armed, leaving holes in his guard
that George deliberately ignored. The bigger man toyed with Claw,
spinning him around, raking his flailing arms, taunting. One of
Claw's lucky cuts caught George on a cheekbone, another on his chest.
A Tirragen guard
faltered. .Coram slew him with a murderous slash and fell back,
gasping for breath. For the moment he was safe: the two remaining
enemies—one Tirragen, one rogue—focused their
attention on the Rogue and his rival.
When he saw no one
else would interfere, George settled into a fighter's crouch.
Beckoning to Claw, he said grimly, "It's us now. The succession
must be settled. Fight, Ralon, or Claw—if you've the belly."
His single eye
rolling wildly, Claw looked for a way to escape: there was none. He'd
always known he couldn't beat the Rogue on his terms. He tried to for
several minutes, throwing his cunning into the battle. He kicked and
hit, trying to be unpredictable, but George had been weaned on such
tricks.
For a moment they
locked knives, pressed together body-to-body. Then Claw dropped,
George's blade hilt-deep in his chest.
Alanna didn't know
how long she sat, holding Thom's cold hand. She was certain somehow
this was all her fault. How was she supposed to live without her
other half? Faithful got her attention finally by latching onto her
leg with claws and teeth, kicking ferociously until the pain roused
her.
"What are you
doing!" she screeched. Wake up, King's Champion! was
the angry reply. You have no time for this—he's going to
rip the earth open!
Alanna knew she
couldn't escape her responsibilities, although they'd never meant
less to her. Gently the grieving knight kissed her twin. She walked
out of the bedroom, drying her face on her handkerchief as fresh
tears ran. "Where's Si-cham?"
As if in answer,
the old man staggered in, clutching a bloody right arm. Alanna
grabbed a towel and swiftly bandaged the priest before he lost more
blood, fighting brief nausea. Si-cham's right hand was gone. Without
the rough tourniquet he wore already, he would be dead.
"Don't use
your Gift—" he warned as she worked. "Brandy."
Alanna handed him a
bottle and watched as he gulped its contents. Rage was replacing her
grief. She wanted to act; nursing the old man was not the action she
craved.
Si-cham put the
bottle down. "I am a fool." His voice was stronger. "Never
challenged in all these years, thinking I could not be bested. It's
not enough I pay for my folly. You will, too." Gripping the
table with his left hand, he met Alanna's cold eyes. "Open your
mind."
She stepped back.
"Why?"
"There's no
time to explain. You waste what time we have! If you don't know all,
you risk disaster. Do you doubt me?" he whispered. "I made
a mistake. Because I didn't make two we are alive. You cannot make
even one."
She closed her eyes
and let him in. A hundred bits of knowledge struck her at once: Gate
of Idramm—a Gate for magic, to drain it into the Gate's
master… My hand! He uses it to steal my Gift…Jonathan
Gift-Bazhir/desert magic-Tortall/land crown Jewel! He alone can bind
the earth… Follow the secret way. (Image of a deserted stair to
the ruined temple in the catacombs.) Not all Roger's power stored in
Thom—some with Alanna… Stay out of Gate-trap (image of
white whirls and loops) leeching spells… Give King all he needs—send King Alanna/Thom-Roger's power to hold the land!
He didn't ask: she
never would have let him do it if he had. He sent Alanna's Gift to
Jonathan, using it as a bridge to link minds with the new King. For
an awful moment Alanna was three—herself, Si-cham, Jonathan.
The blood-colored fire of Roger's Gift beat down on the priest's
defenses, seeking a way to enter and take the magic forming around
Jon. Suddenly the last of Alanna's magic was gone, the link broken.
Si-cham broke the link so fast that Alanna was thrown into a faint as
the fourth earth shock began.
The nobles
encircling Jonathan fought off another large group of attackers that
had come through the door behind the altar. Myles was taking a
second's breather when he saw Jon lift his hands. Purple fire swirled
around the King's arms, clinging like a skin. The light of the crown
that bathed him darkened, drinking in the amethyst Gift. A third fire
flowed over Jon's head and back like a hooded cloak. Myles shuddered
at its brownish-red color—the color of dried blood.
He'd singled out
his next opponent when the ground yawed and bucked under "their
feet—the fourth quake. The shock lasted a full minute, ending
as abruptly as it began. Huge chunks of plaster and stone broke free
from the arches and roof, crushing several people on the floor. The
enemy soldiers were frightened but disciplined enough to hold their
places. Their ferocity increased—the quicker they slew the
King, the quicker they could escape this deathtrap.
Sweating, George
turned away from Claw's body. Five men wearing Eldorne
green-and-white had come up the stairs while Coram and the others
watched his fight. Now Coram retreated to the wall of the gallery;
George went to his side, grabbing a sword from a dead man as he did.
Five more soldiers in Tirragen purple-and-black ran up along the
gallery to block any chance of escape.
"Someone
must've—smuggled 'em into the palace," Coram gasped,
cutting down a Tirragen fighter. "And brought 'em—into
the city wearin'—civilian clothes."
George hurled a
dagger to kill a man in the rear, keeping two more at bay with his
sword. At least twelve others closed them in, and no help was in
sight. I promised my lass I'd get her Jewel to Jon, he told
himself grimly. Thief I may be, but I've never broken my sworn
word.
Coram swore and
faltered.
"Lad?"
"A scratch,"
the man-at-arms gasped, pressing his free hand to his side.
For a moment they
thought the earth was shaking, but it was only sound—a feral
roar—echoing down the gallery. Coram grinned. "Finally!"
he gasped, before attacking his present assailant with renewed
energy.
Liam Ironarm threw
himself into the battle with a ferocity that made even George
speechless. There was no following the Dragon's movements as he
lashed out with fists and feet, striking down any man who opposed
him. There was no question of any of the men attacking George and
Coram landing a blow on the Shang fighter: six enemies broke and ran.
Liam hurled himself
at the last of them, his foot catching the running man just above his
shoulders. He went down.
Ironarm returned to
George and Coram as the thief tied a rough bandage over the wound in
Coram's side. The man-at-arms grinned at Liam, dark eyes glittering
in his sweat-soaked face.
"Ye're late,
Dragon."
Liam smiled grimly.
"I was delayed. Where's Alanna?"
"Back there,"
George said tightly. By now he wondered where she had gone. "I
have to get to the Hall of Crowns." Reaching in his purse, he
brought up the Jewel.
For a moment Liam
stared in the direction George had indicated, clearly wanting to find
Alanna. Then he sighed. "The Jewel's the important thing. Let's
go."
Coram didn't even
speak. He had a feeling his knight-mistress was no longer in Thom's
rooms, and that he couldn't follow her down the path she walked now.
Together the three men set out at a trot for the Hall of Crowns,
George supporting Coram.
Alanna came around
slowly. Her skull pounded with the force of her rage when she
remembered Si-cham had stripped her of her Gift, loading it all into
Jonathan. She did not like the Mithran's high-handed way of ordering
her life, and she planned to tell him so. Rolling onto her stomach,
she pushed herself onto all fours. She felt sick and empty—far worse than when Thom "borrowed" her Gift to bring Roger
back to life. Faithful's yowl and Si-cham's scream alerted her to
danger: the old man struggled with someone at the door. Alanna
grabbed a chair, dragging herself to her feet.
A double-headed axe
chopped down, biting deep into Si-cham's collarbone. He dropped.
Josi-ane stood in the doorway, spattered with his blood, trying to
work her axe free.
"Why didn't
you blast me, old fool?" she panted.
Alanna knew the
answer, although she refused to tell the Princess: if Si-cham had
taken that chance, he'd have been open to Roger's leeching spell.
He'd broken the link to Alanna and Jon for the same reason; Roger
would have taken his Gift unless he concentrated on his own defense.
Now Si-cham was dead. He and his Gift were forever out of Roger's
grasp.
Josiane freed her
blade and stepped over the old man's body, smiling. "He told me
you'd be here," she explained. "He said he didn't think I
could take you, but I was welcome to try. You aren't doing well, are
you?" She inched forward, ready to pounce. Maneuvering for room,
Alanna tripped over a footstool. Josiane darted forward, her axe
high.
They'd forgotten
Faithful. Screeching, he flew into Josiane's face, clinging as she
howled and dropped the axe.
Stop Roger! the
cat ordered as Josiane gripped his small body. The Princess hurled
him down and stepped with all her might. With Faithful's agonized
cry, strength poured into his mistress. She crouched and lunged,
drawing Lightning as she moved. With a single, brutal slash she cut
Josiane down. Her new strength pounded in her ears as she shoved the
dying woman aside to pick up Faithful.
Time to go home,
he cried, and was gone. Gently she placed him on a table.
Her fingers shook
as she unbuckled her sword belt, letting it and the sheath drop. With
Lightning gripped in her hand, she walked out the door, heading for
her last conversation with Duke Roger of Conte.
Coram, George, and
Liam arrived in the Hall of Crowns as the fifth quake began. This
time the fighting halted as everyone waited to see if the roof would
come down. The stone floor of the chamber rolled and shuddered like
the deck of a seafaring ship, throwing more than one person to the
ground.
The crowds were
gone, most escaping through the City Doors: only the combatants
remained, each involved in his or her own separate battle for
survival. Duke Gareth, Gary, and Myles were all that was left of the
circle guarding Jonathan. Raoul and several of the King's Own fought
desperately to stem the flow of Tirragen and El-dorne men coming from
the chambers behind the Hall. The Provost and more royal men-at-arms
contained a rush of enemies from the main aisle. Liam quickly
appraised the situation and grabbed a pike, going to Raoul's aid,
where the danger of a breakthrough was worst. Coram joined the men
around Jon, steadying himself for a long morning. Buri, streaked with
dirt and sweat, saluted him with a grin before she and Thayet
attacked a cluster of archers. He saw Rispah guarding Eleni, just as
he saw several groups of enemies struggling against the invisible
ropes George's mother had bound them with. George thrust the Jewel
into Jonathan's hands and turned to become part of Jon's protective
circle.
The King closed his
eyes and reached out with his mind, gripping the Jewel tightly. He
called all his magics—his own Gift, the Bazhir desert
sorcery, the power of the kings and the land of Tortall that was
bound into the crown, the magic of the Dominion Jewel—and he
threw them over the length and breadth of Tortall, feeling the
Earth's pain as if his own body were being shattered. Like an ancient
tree sending out its myriad roots, he bound each crack and fault with
sorcery, gripped the whole to him—and held.
The crown,
dedicated to the realm for centuries, blazed. The Jewel shown even
brighter than the crown, and battles raged in the corridors of the
palace. Jonathan was part of all of it, his vision reaching
everywhere. Being the Voice of the Tribes had prepared him for such a
confusing moment, when someone else might have been driven mad by the
consciousness of each person, animal, tree, and stone in the realm.
Jonathan was able to encompass it, to set the greater part of it
aside, with a bit of his awareness to guard it. His chief vision
focused on a small, copper-and-gold figure traveling through the
bowels of the castle.
The ground floor,
the level below Thom's quarters, consisted of public rooms: the Hall
of Crowns, salons, libraries, ballrooms, the banquet room. Alanna
bypassed it on one of a hundred staircases without hesitation, her
mind and will fixed on the catacombs. Next was the level where
everyday business took place: healers, tailors, laundrywomen,
scribes, armorers, quartermasters, and mapmakers all worked here.
Today this level was empty; Alanna's feet made the only sound. Next
was stores: endless rooms filled with every imaginable supply. This
level, too, was silent.
The dungeons and
guardrooms were the third level below ground. She heard fighting, but
the way to Roger that Si-cham had shown her was a safe distance away
from it. Here, the shock that Jonathan had contained found her. She
waited after its halt, expecting another: it never came, but the
ground shivered continuously, shifting slightly from time to time.
Pieces of the ceiling hailed down; the staircase began to exhibit
tiny cracks and to lose small pieces.
Jon's stopped
the big quakes, the Mother-shakers, she thought, but how long
can the palace—or any building—take this constant
stress?
Down Alanna went,
her eyes blazing in her tight face. She halted once, to wipe sweaty
palms on her shirt. Then she gripped Lightning afresh and moved on.
The length of the
stairs increased as she descended; they were broken up by landings,
with a guardroom off each landing. Since the stair she followed was
little used, the guardrooms were shut. Now, approaching the catacombs
on the fourth level, she found one blazing with light. She halted a
few steps above it, considering her options.
Perhaps the
occupant knew she wanted no delays: Alex of Tirragen, silver mail
glittering, stepped out onto the landing. His unsheathed sword rested
in one black-gauntleted hand. "Just you? I'd've thought you'd
bring others."
"I'm in a
hurry." Her eyes sparkled dangerously. "Get out of my way,
before he tears the palace down around our ears."
Shapes moved on the
stair below the landing—two big men-at-arms in Tirragen
purple-and-black. "Yer lordship—" one rumbled
nervously.
"She's
panicking," Alex snapped, his eyes not leaving Alanna. "Hold
your positions!" He indicated the lit room with his blade. "Step
inside, lady knight. There's more space."
She hesitated,
looking from Alex to his men.
She wanted to
scream with rage, or blast them with her Gift…
She walked inside.
The furniture had been shoved into a second chamber; branches of
candles lit the main room. "Aren't you going to have your
friends watch?"
"The only
witness I need is right here." He touched his temple with a
gloved finger. "You can stretch first, if you like."
"And lose more
time? No."
Alex tried a few
lazy passes with his own sword, taunting her. "I've waited for
this chance."
Exasperated, she
snapped, "You're crazy, to want to play 'best squire' at a
moment like this."
Alex moved into
place. Both swung their weapons up to "guard."
"Think what
you like."
He attacked
savagely, his calm face a violent contrast to his rapidly spinning
and slashing blade. Alanna blocked repeatedly, hiding her dismay:
after the draining of her Gift, she was a touch slower than she
needed to be against an opponent with whom a touch of slowness made
all the difference. She fought with her brain, carefully maintaining
her defense, watching for Alex to make an error out of his need. She
circled, Lightning flowing to stop Alex's blade each time he thrust
or cut inward—high, low, either side. She caught his eyes
shifting away from her shoulders; like a novice he was plainly
searching for an opening. She smiled grimly.
"No one ever
wins fighting defensively," Alex snarled.
"I'm not
the one obsessed with winning," she gasped, her voice cracking.
Alex faltered.
Alanna whipped her blade into a reverse crescent; he blocked
jarringly, almost too late. She clenched her teeth and swung
immediately into a crescent: as Alex's sword rose to stop Lightning,
Alanna whipped down into a vertical butterfly too fast to watch,
scoring lightly across Alex's middle to bite into his shoulder. The
grate of sword on mail made her wince, and she swore for letting her
preoccupation with Roger make her forget her opponent's armor. She
lunged back to get away from his counter-cut. They were back to
circling as the fanatic gleam deepened in Alex's eyes.
Alanna scrubbed her
free hand dry, then gripped Lightning's jewel-studded hilt with both
hands. Now it was her turn to attack in a series of harsh,
downward-chopping blows meant to cleave Alex from crown to sole. He
blocked, retreating, until he lunged forward to lock swords
body-to-body. As she strained under his downward pressure, Alex
snarled and kicked her in the stomach. Alanna yelled and went down,
rolling to keep out of his way as he sliced at her. The gold mail
across her shoulders grated, and she clenched her teeth against the
bruising pain of the impact. Ignoring it, she flipped to an upright
stance: Alex lunged in and she countered blindly, Lightning
extracting another screech of metal from his armor.
He retreated. She
lunged. They exchanged a flurry of blows and blocks, neither gaining
an advantage. From the corner of her eye she saw his men-at-arms had
disobeyed his order to keep their positions to watch.
A breath too late
she saw the complex pass he'd begun. Lightning flew out of her grip
into a corner—behind Alex. He leveled his swordpoint at her
throat, smiling tightly. "Say farewell, Lioness."
She edged back. "An
honorable opponent would let me get my sword and continue."
He shook his head.
"I learned what I need to know. You were good, I admit
that. But I knew I was—"
She moved in a
burst of speed, the little she'd kept back. She leaned away from his
sword; her left foot curled up and in, then thrust out, slamming into
his belly. Alex crashed into the wall. He got up and threw himself at
her with a yell of fury.
Liam had taught her
only a few kicks and blows, making her practice incessantly. She
could not beat a Shang warrior of many years, but her own speed and
the endless repetitions caused what she knew to carry the weight of a
fully trained Shang. As Alex charged she swung out of the way and
kicked again, throwing him against the same spot on the wall. He
lunged once more, cross-cutting with a speed she could not dodge,
slashing across her cheek and her bare right hand. In the
split-second opening in the path of his sword she rammed forward,
crushing his windpipe with one fist as she struck his nose with the
other, thrusting bone splinters deep into his brain.
They were pressed
together so tightly she felt the life flee his body. She
backed away hastily, letting him drop. "Is this what it means to
be the best, Alex?"
He would never
answer.
She seized his
blade and spun, determined to finish the guards—but they had
fled.
Alanna retrieved
Lightning and set off down again. She hadn't gone far when her body
reacted to the killing: she vomited over the stair rail for long
moments, heaving drily. She shook with exhaustion. Her treacherous
knees threatened to give at every step; she was scared that the
stairs would give way under the constant earth tremors. In spite of
everything, she forged on, lightheaded, her jaw set. The remaining
distance only seemed endless.
She reached bottom
at the rear of the catacombs. Had she chosen to go the proper way,
she would have entered several hundred yards from her present spot,
at the foot of the gently sloping ramps leading from the palace
temples to the tombs. Roald and Lianne's burial place, newly
plastered and decorated, was somewhere near that entrance. Alanna had
emerged by tombs three and four hundred years old. Someone had
thoughtfully lit the torches. She followed the vision Si-cham gave
her, ignoring her growing terror.
The tombs ended,
opening onto a great stone floor. In its center, a large, circular
design—apparently of white sand—was drawn, its many
curls and loops and whirls dizzying to see. On its edge, near her,
was a splash of still-wet blood. Si-cham's, I bet, Alanna
thought as she gulped back a surge of bile. This was the variant on
the Gate of Idramm normally used to summon elementals, a spell to
drain off the Gift of anyone unfortunate enough to step onto it. This
was also the spot where Si-cham lost his hand.
Behind the Gate was
an abandoned structure. Legend said it was a temple. Roger lounged
there against a fallen pillar, arms crossed over his chest. The air
around him was filled with bloody fire that glittered evilly on his
black silk robe.
He smiled. "I
knew you wouldn't disappoint me. You took longer than I had
anticipated."
Alanna prodded one
curl of the Gate with her sword, to find the sand of the design was
melted into the rock. White heat flashed up Lightning's edge; she
yelped, pulling the blade away. He was scrutinizing her. Suddenly she
knew why. The knight spread her hands with her old, reckless grin.
"Didn't you know, Roger? I'm Giftless. There's nothing for your
Gate to take from me."
His eyes narrowed.
"How did that—ah. Si-cham. Now I understand."
"That's why
your earthquake spell hasn't succeeded," she taunted. "Jon's
stopping you. He's got the Jewel, the crown, my Gift—even
magic I bore for Thom. Which means he's stopping you with some of
your own Gift."
He shrugged. "So
that's why I didn't have enough to bring this comedy to an early
finish. It doesn't matter."
"It does
matter," she snapped. "There are no more chances for you,
Roger. You've bought an ugly death on Traitor's Hill. When it's over,
I personally will scatter your ashes on the wind!"
"You think I
left any of this to chance, dear one? I had a long time to plan. You
see, I wasn't quite dead when they buried me." She opened her
mouth to deny it, but he shook his head. "If we had time, I
would explain a powerful working called 'Sorcerer's Sleep.' For your
purposes, I was dead. For my own—" His face was bleak,
terrifying. Then he waved the mood away.
"I planned
carefully because you, sweet Lioness, too often escape me—you and my kingly cousin. He studied well, better than when I was his
teacher. Where he got power that smells of the desert, I suppose I
shall never know.
"You saved
yourself from my Gate, but you're tired. Come within my reach—" He smiled and picked up a blade lying beside him; it was
bloodstained. "I need only lop off a small part of you, as I did
Si-cham. That bit will give me a tie to your inner self, and thus a
clear road to Jonathan and the sorcery he wields." Alanna paled
and faltered back a step.
Roger put down the
knife to walk to the rim of the Gate. "You've grown so prudent,
it may be you won't allow me that easy a way. Tell me, then—how long can Jonathan last?"
"Forever!"
Alanna threw it at him like a challenge.
"Perhaps."
He stepped onto the Gate as the energy whipping through the design
tugged at his robe. Silver glittered against black; the Gate's design
was duplicated on his clothes. "If Jonathan musters no other
sorcery against me—and all those who might make a difference
are accounted for—I need only to wait." He came forward
until he stood at the Gate's center. "The Earth has her own
means of dealing with unbearable pressure. She sheds it,
redistributes it, expends it in small tremors. When she can do
nothing else, she convulses—and continues to do so, until the
pressure is gone. Even the gods cannot stop such an earthquake.
Jonathan holds the land, but the pressure of my spell remains. How
long, do you think, until that inescapable convulsion begins?"
Alanna felt cold
and alone. "You'll be just as dead," she croaked.
His smile was
frightening. "Indeed, I hope so."
She gripped her
sword, measuring her strength against his. "Why'd you tell me
any of this?"
"Because, lady
knight, you will share it with me. Did you think I would end it
without you?" He chuckled. "I'll tell you a secret. Years
ago, when I was your age, just finding the limits of my power, I took
up jewelry making. To each thing I made, I attached a bit of my Gift,
to mark it as mine. Necklaces, rings—sword hilts. I even
forged swords, to create a masterpiece of a weapon. Why you had to
corrupt my design is beyond me."
"It was
warped."
"You would
think so." He reached out, red fire eddying around his fingers.
Voice soft, he said, "With silver and stone I made thee; With
Gift and blood I bound thee; With my name I call thee!"
Lightning jumped,
straining toward Roger. If she had still carried his original sword,
instead of melding it with Lightning for a whole blade, she never
could have kept hold of it. As it was, enough of the crystal blade
and its hilt remained to wrench her arms as Alanna gripped it. Her
cold eyes met his.
"It will come
to me eventually," he said. "And you will follow."
All her muscles
knotted; the scars on her palms broke and bled. She dug in her heels
and held. What can I do? she thought, despairing. Can't I
make even one decision he hasn't anticipated? What does he think I'll
do?
The cold part of
herself that stood aloof from everything whispered, He expects you
to fight. So—stop fighting.
With a teeth-baring
effort, Alanna levered the sword back and let go. The effect was like
loosing a bolt from a crossbow. Released from her pull, the sword
shrieked as it flew, making her clap her hands over tortured ears.
Roger didn't break his calling spell. He didn't even seem to know
what she'd done until Lightning buried itself in his chest.
Roger grabbed the
hilt. Amazingly, he laughed. He laughed until his dying lungs ran out
of air. The silver design on his robes dripped and ran to the floor.
His eyes closed, and he fell. Flames sprouted from the Gate into the
stone, devouring the body of Roger of Conte.
Buri found her
there. With the help of the King's Own, she brought a fainting Alanna
to the surface on a stretcher. Revived by the warmer air at the
ground level, Alanna got Buri to help her walk to the Hall of Crowns.
She was sickened by the bodies in evidence everywhere: clearly the
assault had been heavier than anyone had expected. Men of the Palace
Guard admitted them to the Hall with deep bows, and Buri waited
silently as Alanna took in the scene before her.
Between quake and
uprising, the Hall was in ruins. The City Doors hung from their
hinges; the stone risers had buckled and collapsed in sections.
Pieces of roof and arches had fallen, dragging banners and garlands
down to litter the floor in a mockery of a holiday. Survivors hunted
in the rubble, freeing the trapped and pulling out the dead. These
were placed on the main aisle for burial. Only later would the bodies
in Tirragen or Eldorne colors be separated, to be burned on Traitor's
Hill.
The Provost limped
over, brushing heavy silver hair back from a sweat-streaked face.
"Not as bad as it looks," he said in his terse way. "More
of them dead than us. They weren't expectin' much opposition."
His ice-blue eyes caught Alanna's and held them. "You take care
of your end of things?"
She grinned
wolfishly. He grinned back. Buri was interested to note more than a
slight resemblance between them at that moment. "Indeed I did."
The Provost put a
gentle hand on her shoulder. "Good." Pausing, he added,
"Your—friend. Cooper. He did well today." Favoring
a wounded leg, he returned to help the searchers.
Eleni, looking worn
and old, bandaged her bruised and wounded son. Seeing Alanna, George
winked and blew her a kiss. When his mother scolded him for moving,
he silenced her with a hug. Thayet, seeing the direction of his look,
waved tiredly. She sat with her head on a noblewoman's shoulder, a
shattered sword on her lap. Her new friend was as exhausted and
battered as she.
Rispah fussed over
Coram nearby. She also kept a sharp eye on Delia, who was bound and
gagged with strips of what looked like someone's petticoat. Noting
Alanna's look, Rispah grinned. "My lady here thought she'd knife
his Majesty while the fightin' was thickest and the menfolk all
occupied," she explained. "She didn't know I figured her
game."
Gary, sporting
bandages of his own, kissed Alanna swiftly. "Father had a heart
attack," he said quietly. "He'll be all right, thanks to
Duke Baird. They're at the infirmary now—Baird and Father and
Myles. Myles fought two of them, single-handed." Gary smiled
tiredly. "They were huge. I don't know what possessed him. But
he killed one, and George finished the other."
"As a mercy to
the poor man," George explained as he joined them. "After
Myles hurt him so." He cupped Alanna's face, his grave hazel
eyes searching out her own. He nodded, liking what he saw, and kissed
her gently. "I'd watch out for Myles—he's that fierce
when he's angry. Didn't even want to go and get his wounds stitched.
Lucky Duke Baird insisted. We can't have Myles terrorizin' the
prisoners." Softly he added, "He's fine, lass."
"The ladies
saved us all," Gary went on. He indicated Thayet, Eleni, Buri,
and Rispah. "They kept the archers from killing his Majesty.
We're proud of them—of you." He glanced at Alanna and
looked away again, his eyes troubled. "Jon—the King—told us what you did, in the catacombs. He saw it all, somehow."
Alanna faced the
altar. Jonathan sat at its base, leaning against the stone. His face
was drawn. She was shocked to see white threads in his hair where
none had been that morning. The Jewel was in his lap. He stirred;
Geoffrey of Meron gave him a cup of water. The altar itself had been
cleared to make room for the body of Liam Ironarm.
Did I know? she
asked herself. Did I suspect? There was no way to tell. She
climbed the altar steps to look at the Dragon alone.
Eight arrows were
piled beside him; his knuckles and wounds were neatly bandaged. Her
eyes burned, but she was cried out. Helplessly she plucked at his
sleeve, wishing she could bring him back. Crying would have helped.
"He and George
saved my life—they saved us all." Jonathan dragged
himself up to lean on the altar. "You'd just gotten to Roger
when Tirragen soldiers attacked me in force. Myles was down by them,
Duke Baird, Raoul, Duke Gareth. They're all right. I guess Raoul will
have a limp to show for it. Coram and Gary were drawn away. I was—helpless." He grimaced.
"You did more
than enough." Her broken voice was hardly audible.
"But I
couldn't do anything else. George and Liam kept me from being—interrupted." Alanna shuddered, knowing the land would have
shaken itself to pieces if Jon's concentration had broken. "Two
archers got clear. Liam took the arrows meant for me. He didn't even
falter, until the last." Jonathan's eyes met hers. "It
isn't much consolation, I know, but—they'll sing about the
Dragon's last fight for centuries." After a moment he added,
"I'm sorry."
She tried to walk
away; her weakened knees faltered. George caught her instantly.
"It was the
death he wanted," the King said. "We'll honor him, always."
Alanna nodded
dumbly. Jon reached for her: there was a flash, and a tiny ball of
reddish-purple fire leaped from his fingers to her own bloody ones.
Gently he took her hand and kissed it. "We did it, King's
Champion. Tortall is safe."
EPILOGUE
Heralds went out to
explain to the people what had happened on Coronation Day. There
would be no weeks of celebration that year. Tor-tall needed time to
mourn, repair, and rebuild. Instead the new King planned a festival
to mark the first year of his reign, on the anniversary of Coronation
Day. Afterward he would travel through his kingdom, the first such
royal journey since his grandfather's day.
Those found guilty
by the Courts of Law of taking part in the rebellion lost their lands
and wealth; they and their families were sent into exile. For Delia,
the only living ringleader, the Courts decreed life imprisonment. The
sentences for all should have been death—the laws on treason
were strict—but Jonathan would not begin his rule with
executions. He granted more pardons in the first week of his official
reign than had King Roald in all of his.
A week after the
funerals, the King found his Champion in the catacombs, seated on a
bench and gazing at the blackened Gate of Idramm. Lightning stood
there, thrust into the center of the design. The blade was streaked
with soot, the jewels of its hilt cracked and blackened. Jonathan
gripped the sword, trying to free it without success.
"It's all
right," Alanna told him. "I don't want it. There are other
swords, and I like Lightning right where it is."
Jon released the
weapon and looked at his filthy hands. "Good."
"I'm just
thinking. Will you please get away from the Gate? You make me
nervous."
The King shrugged
and came to sit beside her. "What's on your mind?"
She hesitated a
moment before saying, "Would you—mind, if I went to the
Bloody Hawk for a while? I just need time to think, and I'd like a
rest." She smiled. "I've had a busy year."
"Take all the
time you want," Jon assured her. "I know where to find you
if there's need."
Alanna to George
Cooper, Baron of Pirate's Swoop, written in late July:
…So Jon has
put you to work finding the last of the coronation rebels. I'm not
surprised. It is very quiet here. Tell Myles I have enough sleep at
last. I miss you…
She entered into
the daily routine of the tribe, hunting lions with the young men and
hearing the legends of the Bazhir from the shamans. She took her turn
at sentry duty, enjoying the quiet and the clearness of the stars.
Shortly after her arrival Alanna saw a new constellation at the foot
of the cluster called "The Goddess." She never found out
who named it, but everywhere she traveled in later years she always
heard it called "The Cat."
Young people came
from all over to meet the Woman Who Rides Like a Man. Most were
youths, but an occasional girl visited as well. Many of the boys were
headed north, to join the King's Own. The girls planned to try their
own fortunes, most of them as fighters.
In the second week
of October, Thayet and Buri came to the Bloody Hawk escorted by a
squad of the King's Own. Alanna was glad to see them, now that the
edge had worn off her grief for Thom, Liam, and Faithful. It wasn't
long before Alanna began to wonder if Thayet had come to talk about a
particular subject. Whatever it was, she couldn't bring herself to
discuss it for days. Instead she talked about the school she'd begun
with the help of Myles, Eleni, Gary, and George; or the Midwinter
weddings for Myles and Coram; and Alanna's doings. She met Alanna's
friends in the tribe and tried her hand at weaving.
Buri joined the
girls who shocked the elders by studying warrior arts. When she
showed them K'miri trick riding, she drew the young men, uniting the
two groups in their eagerness to learn. "I'm glad we came,"
Thayet told Alanna a week after her arrival. They sat in front of
Alanna's tent after the evening meal. From the central fire they
could hear Buri teaching her friends a rude song about city dwellers.
"She misses the excitement of the road," the Princess
added. "She's a lot like you that way."
Alanna massaged her
palms with a wry smile. "If that's so, she'll find other things
to challenge her. She won't be able to help it." She paused,
then decided to see what was up. "You aren't here because you
wanted to give Buri a holiday, Thayet. And it's a long ride just to
say 'hello.'"
The Princess looked
away. "Jonathan—admires the Bazhir. He let me read their
history. He thinks the K'mir, the Doi, and the Bazhir may be
descended from one race. Though the Bazhir are more cousins than in
the direct line—"
"Thayet."
Alanna sighed.
The other woman
knotted her handkerchief. "He wanted me to know everything about
you, and about it being over. He said I should have the story
straight." Her voice was soft. "But I have to wonder,
because you and he are so close, still—"
Alanna took the
handkerchief away before her friend could damage it. "We always
were close, long before we were lovers. I imagine we'll always
be close, but not in the same way. We're friends. And I'm his
Champion."
"But everyone
seems to think—When you come back—"
"Everyone?"
Alanna wanted to know. "I think someone doesn't think that at
all, or he wouldn't spend so much time with you."
Thayet whispered,
"If I hadn't come to Tortall—"
Alanna drew a
design in the sand. "Nonsense. I wanted you to be safe; we all
did. And I knew you'd make a better Queen than I would."
"What?"
yelped the Princess.
"Jonathan
needs someone who will treat him like a person, not just a King,"
Alanna explained. "I can't. I'm his vassal, for all I'm his
friend. You were born and reared to be royalty. It doesn't frighten
you. You won't let him turn into a prig. You won't let him be smug."
She hesitated, then said, "I was hoping by now you'd like him."
"But you're my
friend!" Thayet wailed. "I can't take your man!"
Alanna hugged her.
"He isn't my man. He's yours, if you love him and he loves you.
I want you both to be happy. I'd prefer you were happy with each
other."
Thayet sniffed and
wiped her eyes. "I probably look like a hag."
Alanna grinned.
"Don't fish for compliments. It isn't becoming."
A watery chuckle
was her answer. "I was so happy at not having to go
through a marriage of state."
"Well, that
was before you met Jon, so that's all right."
Now that she didn't
have to worry about upsetting her friend, Thayet wanted to hear about
Jonathan when he was younger. When that subject was exhausted, she
told Alanna of the changes they hoped to make in Tortall. Buri
arrived. When Thayet stopped for breath, the K'mir said, "Glad
it's not me she's talking to, for a change. People in love are
boring." Thayet made a face at her companion.
Much later, as she
and Alanna lay in their bedrolls, Thayet whispered, "Alanna? Is
there someone for you?"
Alanna blinked,
suddenly watery eyed. "I don't know."
"He'd be very
unconventional, I know." Thayet sighed. "Most men—"
"Would panic
if they thought of marrying a lady knight," Alanna finished.
"Someone like that would bore me silly. I've been very lucky
with men." She fingered the ember at her throat, wondering where
George was.
"Then you'll
be lucky again."
The next morning
Alanna was performing her Shang exercises when she heard a sentry's
warning whistle. It was answered by two others, and then a whistle
sounded to mean "No danger." She picked up her sword,
wanting to check anyway, when a woman behind her said, "It's me
they're whistling about."
Alanna spun and
stepped back into a fighting stance. The wiry female, now in front of
her, raised her hands to show they were empty. Her tightly curled
hair was more grey than chestnut; her eyes were pale in a tan,
weathered face. On her gloves was the Shang globe surmounted by a
bristling cat. "The reflexes are all right," the Wildcat
said, her voice light and dry. "Do you expect an attack even
now?"
Alanna lowered her
sword. "I've had an interesting year."
"Hunh."
Liam's master examined her carefully. "So you were his last
pupil. He thought you could be one of us, for all that you're too
old." Alanna looked away, afraid she might cry. "Come up on
the ridge with me. I'm just passing through. You can see me off."
"You've come a
way to just pass through,' " Alanna said, her emotions under
control again. She followed the Wildcat up to a ridge that commanded
a view of the southern road. The older woman stopped to stare across
the desert, lines deepening at the corners of her eyes. "I want
to tell you I'm sorry—about Liam. I wish I could have
prevented it."
The Wildcat waved
her explanation away. "You have to understand Shang, Lady
Knight. We all know we risk early death. And he guessed, or
suspected. He wrote me from Corus, the day before he was killed. If
he got lucky, I was to forget it. If he didn't, I was to give you
this."
She put a folded
and sealed parchment into Alanna's hands. Alanna saw the older
woman's eyes brim with tears. The Wildcat gave her a tiny smile. "I
love him more'n my own sons. It's good to know he used his death
well."
Opening the
parchment with hands that shook, Alanna read:
Kitten, Knowing
you, you think it's your fault I got killed when I did. You're
thinking, if you hadn't dragged me along… Forget it. Remember the
Doi woman, Mi-chi, saying I knew my fate? Years ago a Doi told me I'd
know when it was the Black God's time for me. I think this is it. If
I'm wrong, and I live, the Wildcat will bum this letter anyway, so
you won't find out that I wrote this.
Don't blame
yourself. When could you ever tell me what to do? I chose my life. I
accepted Dragon rank, knowing no Dragon has lived to be forty. As it
is, I'm the oldest Dragon in almost a hundred years.
The truth is we
never saw death the same (like some other things), so I didn't talk
about it with you. All you think of death is ending. To me, it's how
a person goes. Dying for important things—that's better than
living safe.
I often visited
Tortall, though we never met there. The last two times—the
first before I found you, and the second when we sailed into Port
Caynn—I felt a change. Like the land when spring is coming.
Bazhir talking to northerners, not fighting them. Commoners and
nobles planning the future. Even you, my kitten, your great disguise—it's part of something new that centers around your Jonathan.
If I can protect this beginning, I will have died a Dragon. You
should grow old, and testy (testier), and raise lions and lionesses
with a man who loves all of you. Even your Gift, and your
independence, and your stubbornness.
Practice the
kicks off your left side—I don't care if they tire you out
more than the right-side kicks.
Remember to rub
that balm I gave you into the scars on your hands.
The Wildcat had
gone while she read. Glad to be alone, Alanna sat and wept, letting
the Dragon go at last.
Thayet and Buri
left a few days later. Alanna started to think about her own trip
north, before the roads turned bad with winter rain and snow. Since
she was trying to weave a blanket for George's Midwinter present, she
decided to set out when it was done. She was working alone in her
tent one afternoon when a shadow blocked the light on her work.
George Cooper, cloak and riding boots covered with dust, entered the
tent.
Alanna put down her
shuttle. She could feel her heart drumming, and it took an effort to
say lightly, "I was sort of hoping you'd come before this."
He sat beside her,
examining the cloth on the loom. "I'd hoped to come before this,
too," he admitted. "Truth to tell, givin' up the Rogue and
turnin' respectable—it takes gettin' used to. Some days I get
out of bed not knowin' who I am. Jonathan kept me busy, like I wrote
you. Too, the castle down at old Pirate's Swoop had to be fixed up
proper before I brought—" He stopped. "Jon's
announced he's to marry Thayet," he said abruptly. "The
Bazhir will have told you."
"It's one of
the advantages to having a King who's also the Voice." His face
would be easier to read if his back wasn't to the light!
"Thayet says
you gave your blessin'."
"I did."
She curled her hands around her elbows to hide their trembling.
"You're not
sorry for it? Had you wanted, you'd be Queen."
"I didn't want
it."
He reached out to
toy with the emberstone. "What do you want, Alanna?"
She caught his hand
and met his eyes, smiling. "I want to be yours. If you're still
interested."
His fingers
tightened on hers. "Why?"
Alanna looked down.
"I love you."
He made her look at
him. "Enough to wed with me? Enough to give up roamin' and
settle down and be lady of Pirate's Swoop?" She looked at him
quizzically, and he blushed. "Well, to roam with me along."
Alanna nodded. George took a breath. "Enough to bear my—our—little ones?"
She blushed. "I'd
like to have you to myself for a year or two. After that, we'll have
all the children we want." Her voice cracked as she added, "I'll
be proud to."
Rising, George
pulled Alanna into his arms. "So I finally tamed myself a
Lioness," he whispered when they broke their kiss.
Alanna laughed. "I
wouldn't call it tamed, laddy-me-love. The lady of Pirate's
Swoop shouldn't be tame."
George grinned.
"Particularly not when she's King's Champion, to boot. That's
all right, then." He picked her up for another kiss. When he
finally put her down, he took her hand and drew her out of the tent.
"Come on, Lioness. We can tell your tribe we're betrothed."