"Pike, Christopher - Whisper Of Death.(1991)TXT" - читать интересную книгу автора (Pike Christopher)"That's not what I mean, Rox," he said slowly. My voice faltered. "You don't want to keep the baby?" I asked. "Do you?" "I'd like to." "Why?" The question hit me like a slap. It took me a mo- ment to find my tongue. "Because it would be our baby." He had to think about that a bit, and the passing seconds were hard on me. It was an absurd place to be having such a discussion-the dirty back lot of a florist's. I reached up and touched the flower Pepper had placed in my hair, but I was clumsy and it fell to the ground. I knelt to pick it up. Pepper stopped me. "It's no good," he said. He gestured. "The flower. Leave it. I'll get you another one." But he didn't reach back into the van. I had given him too much to think about, and he couldn't worry about me right then. He continued to stare of into the distance. I had to break the silence. "It's not like it's fatal," I joked. "Do you really want to keep the baby?" I paused. "I thought you just asked me that." "Rox." "Do you want to keep it? If you don't, just tell me." "I don't," he said. I couldn't believe he'd said that. Oh, I knew, of course, he might want me to have an abortion. But for him not to consider having the child made me sad. He didn't even want to sleep on it. But I was no better. I was the child's mother, and all I cared about was |
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