"Peter W. Prellwitz - Book 02 - Shards" - читать интересную книгу автора (Prellwitz Peter W)

EXPECTED WOULD GET BETTER. I ONLY WISHED SHE WOULD PAY ATTENTION TO THEM! IT
WAS SO FRUSTRATING, LISTENING WITH BURNING INTEREST TO WHAT WAS GOING ON,
ONLY TO HEAR THEIR CONVERSATION TURN INTO BABBLE AS SHE LOST INTEREST.
UNFORTUNATELY, I WAS SUCH A PASSIVE PRESENCE THAT ANYTHING SHE TUNED OUT I
ALSO COULDN'T HEAR. FORTUNATELY, SHE DID HAVE SOME INTEREST IN RAUL AND DR.
BARRETT, THE ONLY TWO MALES ALLOWED TO SEE ME LIKE THIS. AND AFTER SUSIE LOST
CONTROL AND STRUCK ME-HER, RATHER-EVEN THOSE VISITS WERE RESTRICTED.

men. But there were two men that did talk to me a lot. One even looked at my body sometimes. At first I
thought I would like it, but he only wanted to see if I was healthy and not sick. I only got to undress for
him once, and my Susie was there, but we still didn't do anything. I don't think he wanted to anyway. So
after a while I didn't listen too much to him, too. But I did listen to the other man, because he kept telling
me how proud he was of me and how I could get all better. He wouldn't touch me. I said I wanted him to
and then my Susie got mad and hit me. Then he got mad at my Susie and then my Susie said she was
sorry, but I told her it felt nice and she got sadder and then I thought she would hit me again, only she
didn't. He never hit me, but he made me feel nice with his kind words. Deke would sometimes talk to me
after he had made love to me and beaten me. But this man talked nice without beating me, which was
too bad but anyway I liked him almost as much as I liked my Susie.

THE ONLY OTHER PERSON SHE LISTENED TO WAS SUSIE, WHOM SHE BELIEVED WAS HER
OWNER. I WAS TERRIFIED THE FIRST NIGHT AFTER WE GOT BACK. SHE WANTED TO SLEEP
WITH SUSIE, AND NOT JUST FOR COMFORT.

My Susie was a nice lady and she was my owner. I think. Only maybe she wasn't my owner like Deke. I
think she was my owner like Stays and Cut. Only maybe she was like Deke. I liked men, but she was my
owner, so I liked her now, too. She didn't want me and after the first night, put a thing I couldn't see
around my bed that hurt if I got out of bed. It hurt a lot and made me feel pretty and was almost as much
fun as going to my Susie. I kept trying to hold the field because it made my body all tingly and hot and
hurt. But then my Susie got scared and mad and turned it into a thing that didn't hurt anymore, but kept
me away. Maybe she wanted to punish me, which was what I wanted if she did.

FORTUNATELY, SUSIE KEPT HER AT ARM'S LENGTH THE FIRST NIGHT, THEN SET UP A MILD
SOUNDING FIELD AROUND MY BED SO THE GIRL-SHE HAD NO NAME-WOULD STAY PUT. I
FIGURED THAT WOULD BE THE END OF IT, BUT NO. I THEN HAD TO LIVE WITH HER
THOUGHTS OF PLEASURE OVER BEING PUNISHED. SHE KEPT PRESSING HER BODY


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AGAINST THE FIELD, GIVING HERSELF A CONSTANT SHOCK. WHEN SUSIE DISCOVERED IT,
SHE RESET THE FIELD TO NON-PUNITIVE AND THE GIRL LOST INTEREST. IT WAS HARD TO
BELIEVE THAT ANY CREATURE COULD BE SO CONSUMED BY PLEASURE. AND I HAD ONCE
BEEN THAT CREATURE. RATHER, I HAD ONCE BEEN COMPLETELY SUBMERGED WITHIN
HER.

The best part of the day was when they let me leave my room. My Susie or the nice man or sometimes
the man who looked at me to see if I was healthy would take me out. But we never saw anyone. They let
me play on the bars and mat, but told me I had to stay dressed, which I didn't want to. But then my Susie
said she liked it, so I wanted to, too.