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Foam
A DF Books NERDs Release Copyright ©1995 by Dave Smeds Coral swam slowly, with trepidation, into
the reception hall of her father, the Sea King. The lord of the ocean,
clad in the visage of a giant turtle, rested on the sands, quiet save
for the pensive shifting of a flipper. Gone were the dolphins who had swum and
sung across the vaulted chamber. Gone were the crabs who danced on the
tables of rock, leaving behind their gifts of shells and jade. Gone
were Coral's brothers and sisters, come to congratulate her on the
anniversary of her birth. There was only the Sea King, dimming the
sanctuary with cold green melancholy. “Father?” she asked, setting her fluke
timidly upon the sand beside his beak, wishing she could cure his mood. “Today you are fifteen years old,” he
said. “Today you venture into the world for the first time.” Her brows drew together. Hours earlier, he
had celebrated this same fact. “I feel her,” he said. “She is waiting for
you.” The current streaming off his shell
carried the sting of an Arctic floe. Coral shuddered in the chill. “The
Sea Witch?” she asked. “She has always thwarted me. I am Life.
She is Death. I tell the amoeba to divide, I make fertile the eggs of
the marlin, I anchor the roots of the kelp. She brings to them age,
rot, and dissipation. She and I may never share the same place and
moment, but I feel her presence. I know her desires.” The Sea King turned his turtle eyes toward
his offspring. Massive and opaque, the pupils dwarfed her, capturing
her reflection like an insect in amber. Her long red tresses flowed
rich and full around her human half, down to the dorsal fin on her
long, whalelike fluke. “She hates you most of all,” the king
said. “You are beautiful, you brim with young life, and because you are
made from my essence, you will not succumb to the decay she has loosed
upon the rest of my world. To kill you, she must actively break the
magic which formed you, with your consent.” Coral lay a hand gently on her sire's
beak. “Why would I give her my consent?” The turtle closed his eyes, as if in pain,
shutting out the reflected vision of her. “I cannot protect you, once
you leave these walls. You must dare Death alone, if you are to
overcome her. If you are my true child, and if you make the right
choices, you will prevail. If not...” One of his fins moved, spawning a surge of
water that sent Coral back, into the central portion of the grotto. The
quivering of his great eyelids betrayed that he would rather have
cupped her form beneath him, and guarded her forever. “Go, my daughter. Show the world your
beauty. Be all that you can.” The currents lifted her up, gently buoying
her through the long passageway to the open ocean. Her father's grief
followed her, as he wept for older children who had never returned to
his side. * * * Twilight silvered the ocean as Coral
emerged from the depths. Vestiges of the day blessed the clouds with
hues of rose and gold, and up in the pale pink sky the evening star
held court. A large three-masted ship idled in the calm sea, sails
hoisted as offerings to a fickle tradewind. Sailors hung like monkeys
from the rigging and from the yards. They sang, made music, and lit
hundreds of lanterns that, with their different colors, looked as if
the flags of all nations had been borrowed for display. Coral floated just beyond the range of the
lantern light, drawn by the jubilation frothing in the hearts of the
crew. They were near the end of a long voyage; the coast of their
country had come in sight as the sun had set. Holds full of trade
goods, they anticipated the wealth and welcome awaiting them in the
morning. All this the mermaid gleaned from their
minds, but the facts meant little to her compared to the feelings
associated with them. Such fire, such a cacophony of hope, schemes, and
relief. Her father had often told her of humanity,
of how the Earth Mother had sent him the ape, and how he had stripped
the creature's hair from its skin and aligned its pelvis with its spine
until, streamlined, it could swim and dive with ease. He had heightened
its sense of hearing, prompting its first use of vocal language. He
taught it to use tools, with which it battered open shellfish to eat. But the Earth Mother, seeing what he had
fashioned, called her gift back. The new species took its language,
tools, and erect posture back to the land, forsaking the Sea King. At last, Coral understood why her father
spoke of man with such wistfulness, and why he had shaped her upper
body like them. Never had she encountered so many consciousnesses,
gathered so closely together, burbling with such keenly felt desires.
Their passions tugged her like spawning beds drew the salmon. One human stood out. Dark-haired and tall,
he seemed quite young, and yet every other man on the ship deferred to
him. Was he a prince? Yes. A prince of merchants. Within his awareness
flashed images of lively negotiations, careful intimidation, and a
paternal concern for his crew. She saw why they looked to him with
loyalty and respect. Yet overriding his satisfaction at a job
well done, he brimmed with another urge. He gazed toward the
night-shrouded coast. A woman waited for him there. Body aching, he
dreamed of their reunion. Coral surged up, until she rose waist high
in a wreath of foam. Eyes closed, she drank in the prince's hunger. Her
skin, exposed to the air, rose with fine prickles. Her eyes came open. She had wandered into
the lantern light. At the gunwale, the prince stared. He lifted his
flagon, as if to accuse its contents of addling his senses, but he
never looked away from her. His dream woman transformed. Her plain
brown hair became Coral's luxuriant scarlet tresses. Her breasts rode
higher, her waist shrank, and the bones of her clavicle grew more
distinct. Like Coral. Her exclamation rode across the water. The
prince blinked. He called to his companions. Coral submerged. The other sailors
glimpsed her white skin so briefly that, moments later, they joked at
being so foolish as to mistake sea foam for a mermaid. The prince
scowled, laughing only to give them less to tease him about. Agitated,
he scanned the waves. Coral remained below. But not from fright.
She could not banish the image she had seen in the prince's mind, an
instant before her cry shattered it. It was she, reenvisioned by the
prince's fervor. Her face, her arms—and below that, her
legs. When Coral finally nudged above the
surface, she was far from the lantern light. She could still
distinguish the silhouettes of the men—and of the prince—but a gulf
yawned between her and the ship, as awesome as the deepest trench of
her father's domain. She floated listlessly, drifting away from
the ship. The scales of her lower extremity flashed in the moonlight,
and the glare hurt her eyes as it had never done before. The moonlight faded. Swells deepened and
the wind rose. Coral scarcely noticed. Storms were no threat to her.
But at some point she realized that the sounds of revelry had died out,
replaced by harsh, barked orders to furl the sails and secure the ship. Weather's fury arrived in a wall of
turbulence and hard rain. Waves loomed black and mountainous. The ship
dived like a swan into the troughs of the swells and rode up again on
their towering crests, masts creaking. The young mermaid might have
enjoyed the spectacle, but she was still attuned to the humans, and
felt their fear. The vessel groaned, the stout planks
yielding to the heavy pounding. A spur of reef suddenly appeared in the
trough ahead. As sailors screamed, the craft struck. The mainmast snapped. The ship gave a
lurch to one side. Water gushed through the ruptured hull. Coral plunged forward. Wreckage threatened
to slam into her at the whim of the gale. She sought and found the
familiar essence of the prince. He was underwater, caught in a morass
of rigging, losing consciousness. She dived, reaching the man as his lungs
gave out. The ropes and tackle clutched him like a lover. She yanked
and bit at the hemp. No good. Deprived of quicker choices, she worked a
knot free and fed the line through the pulley that held it. Success.
She rushed the prince to the surface. As her father had taught her, the mermaid
created an islet of calm within the tempest. Floating on her back, she
cradled the prince on her belly. She squeezed his midsection. Salt
water burbled from his mouth. He coughed, heaved, and collapsed against
her. His breath returned, ragged but continuous. The depths took three, five, then seven of
the prince's sailors. Coral resolved that he would not join them. She
kept the storm's violence at bay, ferrying him gently to the shore. She swam so carefully that, by the time
sand brushed against her back, the worst of the gale had passed. Though
awkward on land, she dragged herself and her charge high above the
reach of the breakers, into the lee of a grassy dune. He shivered. She removed and wrung out his
drenched garments, curled around him, and draped them both with the
fabric. He stopped shaking, though he still twisted restlessly. The sensation of his body against her
brought a puzzling weakness to her muscles. Pleased and curious, she
huddled closer. He moaned. She wiped beads of feverish
sudor from his forehead and the bridge of his nose. He rolled over,
facing her. His eyes opened. Even with thick clouds and rain shrouding
the moon, he recognized her. He caressed her cheek. Coral read his
confusion. He believed himself delirious. He trembled to find warm,
tangible flesh beneath his fingers. In answer to his unspoken question, Coral
leaned in and placed her mouth against his. He pressed up, into her
kiss. She played with the hairs on his chest.
His lips teased the lobes of her ears. She wallowed in the sensations
like a fish suddenly given the gift of breathing air. His hand found
one of her breasts, cupped it, treasured it. Coral writhed, tingles crawling over her
skin. Was it this way for humans all the time? No, it couldn't be. A
human woman could not look within the prince's mind and see how much he
cared that his touch give her pleasure. He gave himself to her, totally. Coral absorbed his love, and was claimed. His hand drifted lower, brushing past her
skin and onto the scales of her lower body. He jerked. He stared down with wide,
disbelieving eyes, willing the night's gloom to vanish and show him
that she was not half-fish after all. She reached for him. He retreated. She
cast back the passion he had sent into her, hoping that he could sense
it. He shook his head, as if in pain. But as
she stroked his shoulder, and massaged the firm muscles of his belly,
he sighed, tears welling, and sagged back on the sand. At last she could read through the tangle
of his thoughts. Her mermaid features were proof to him that he was
dreaming. He cried because he did not want her to be a dream. He draped his arms around her. “Stay with
me,” he murmured. She answered him as best she could. She
snuggled close and held him tightly. But he, believing himself asleep, gave
into the fever and exhaustion, and sank into true slumber. * * * She left him in the morning, lingering in
the shallows as search parties from the town arrived on the
debris-ridden beach. The prince babbled feverish sentences as they
placed him on the litter. Coral swam away with the listlessness of a
minnow who has met with the nettles of a jellyfish. She wished she possessed the human ability
to sleep. She wanted desperately to purge the stream of thought and
emotion from her consciousness. Below, life on the sea bottom continued
as ever—anemones captured their diminutive prey, a hermit crab hunted
for a new shell, a manta ray patrolled its territory—but not one aspect
of that drama mattered. She knew the cycle too well; none of it could
surprise her. What she had felt when the merchant prince
had touched her was new. It was outside the knowledge passed down to
her as a daughter of the Sea King. Suddenly this food she had never
tasted before had become the only thing she could eat. Coral wandered. For three days, she
fluttered through the currents. She was not aware of choosing a
direction, but in the end she arrived at the harbor of the port where
the young merchant lived. She could sense him. The connection
remained. She wriggled along the shallows of the coast until she
reached a small beach past the edge of the town. A cottage rose atop
the dunes. He was there. She glided back into deep water. The few
yards of sand that separated her from him might as well have been an
entire continent. As Coral drifted out to sea, the water
turned brown and murky. Dead fish hung before her eyes. Strange polyps
wriggled on the sea floor, feeding on the sewage carried from the port
by the river. Coral turned to avoid the zone of
putrescence, only to be stopped by a voice. Why are you sad? In front of Coral loomed a horrific
creature. A crab carapace supported a humanlike head. Its legs writhed
like those of an octopus, suckers withered and discolored, the
extremities tipped with pincers. Its hair was made of thin eels whose
jaws snapped incessantly. Who are you? asked the little
mermaid. I am the Sea Witch, said the
apparition. Coral darted backward. Be gone,
she demanded. You will not have me. I can give the prince to you. The water suddenly chilled her. No one
can do that, Coral responded. We belong to different worlds.
She stopped short of asking how the goddess knew of him. I can. Coral swam in a slow, tight circuit,
eyebrows drawn together. She knew she should leave, but she could not
keep from listening further. How? Coral demanded. I cannot bring him to the sea, but I
can send you to the land. I can give you legs. Coral touched her scaled hips, on the very
spot the prince had touched. Many of my brothers and sisters have
died at your hand. Why should I trust you? I am the embodiment of Death, said
the Sea Witch. I have no need to lie—I always win, given time. I
will help you because it will serve my ends. She raised a pincer
toward her heart, as if to say, here I am, my nature undisguised. Coral
knew that the witch could have worn the beauty of a siren had she
chosen it. How? I can create nothing. My tools are
death and decay. If I change you from an immortal mermaid into a mortal
human, I will have moved you in the direction of death. The act is its
own reward. Coral tensed her fluke, trying to imagine
what it would be like to have two limbs there instead of one. Vividly
she recalled the soft, tapered legs of the woman in the young
merchant's vision, and his pleasure at the consideration of them. It cannot be so simple, Coral
stated. There must be other prices to be paid. Tell me, and leave
nothing out. The Sea Witch laughed. Indeed there
are. And I am happy to tell you, for they please me. Her tentacles
stroked the sea floor, stirring up decayed polyps and fermenting
sediment. First, it will be painful, as if I had
cut your fluke down the middle with my claws. This suffering will fade
as the legs dry, but then, whenever you walk, your feet will feel as if
you are treading on knives or pricking gimlets. Given time, this too
will ease, but time is the thing you may not have. Why not? My powers have their limits. I can only
make you human for three days. In order to complete the spell, and
achieve a normal human lifespan, your prince must lie with you. Only
his love, given in passion, will finish the transformation. Only three days. The little mermaid knew
she should be frightened, but the prince's desire had been
unmistakable. Were she to don legs, and come to him in the light of
day, would it truly be so difficult to consummate their attraction? If you do not succeed, continued
the death goddess, you will wither to dust. And there is no turning
back. Should you enter the sea during the three days, you will dissolve
into foam. Only if your man proves his love will you have the years a
human normally has. You will also regain the ability to visit the
ocean, but you will swim only as people do. The water will tire you out
as it does them. You can never be a mermaid again. Even if I should
wish it, my power cannot restore a being to immortality. My prince will want me, Coral
asserted. I have seen his soul's longing. Yet you wear the smile of
one who owns the better side of a wager. What have you not told me? Why
would this man not help me, should I ask it of him? The Sea Witch laughed until her crustacean
belly disintegrated into a spongy, gelatinous mass. A foul, inky
substance extruded from her pores. How will you tell him? Unless you can
learn human speech in three days, you will be mute among them. But ’tis
true, you have your pretty form, your graceful movements, your desire.
Perhaps these will be enough. But I think you will fail, and that gives
me great joy. The little mermaid refused to let so foul
a creature taunt her. What she had seen in the prince's mind was a pure
and true emotion, and she knew her own heart. To reach the fulfillment
of that bond, she would risk anything. Very well, said Coral. If you
speak the truth, my fluke will split. If you lie, the magic of my blood
will know it, and preserve me. I speak the truth, stated the
witch. She raked the front of her bilious form, opening a gash. Black,
viscous blood spumed out and snaked languorously toward Coral like
strands of molten tar. Drink of my essence. One draught, no more.
Then flee to the shore, for soon your father's realm will spurn you. Coral grimaced, drawing her hands and body
away from the fluid. Arching her neck, she sucked in a mouthful. It
tasted as evil as it looked. She swallowed, if only to drive it away
from her teeth and tongue. It seared her throat and tore at her stomach
as if she had swallowed a harpoon. Coral surged up, broke into the air, and
raced along the surface, barely within the water. Even the laughter of
the Sea Witch could not keep up with her. The beach reached for her.
She struck it at a frightening velocity and skidded up the embankment
onto dry sand. The impact grated skin off her arms and
breasts, but she hardly noticed. That discomfort was lost within the
agony welling up from her lower body. Phantom pincers closed, snipping
her fluke down the center. She cried out. Salt tears streamed from
her eyes. She grasped handfuls of sand and tightened her fists until
the knuckles threatened to explode. Far too slowly, skin closed in
around the exposed tissue. Knees, ankles, and toes took vague shape. She endured until she could sense the
bones hardening and joints meshing, then mercifully, consciousness
failed her. * * * Coral felt eyes upon her as she woke. She lay on the sand beside a jumble of
driftwood. A gull perched there, gazing at her intently. Its dark eyes
sparkled with intelligence. It opened its pure white wings and hissed
softly, as if to tell her something. Groggy, Coral could only shake her
head. Abruptly the gull took flight. Coral
turned to see what had startled it. Two boys stood a few steps away. If she
had been a giant kraken, they could not have stared with more awe. She tried to move. Her body squirmed
strangely, and abruptly, she was gazing at herself with as much
astonishment as the children. Two shapely legs, as fine as the pair in
the prince's dream, extended from her equally human pelvis. She rolled over. The boys, startled,
pranced backward. Suddenly they burst into a run, straight toward the
cottage on the dune. She ignored them, mesmerized by the sensation of
knees bending and toes wriggling. When she looked up, the boys were leading
two men down from the cottage. One of the men carried a blanket. She
recognized him instantly as her merchant prince. Her eyes locked upon
his, and did not shift until he leaned over her. She reached up, not
quite believing it as her fingers brushed the firm, warm flesh of his
neck. He spoke to her. In his mind, she read the
meaning of his words, but when she tried to reply, only a meaningless
squeak emerged from her throat. “It's her, Tane,” he told the other adult.
“I told you there was a girl on the beach with me the night of the
gale.” “She's real enough,” Tane replied. “But if
you think a little thing like her could have pulled you from the waves,
your fever must have returned. She's nothing but a cast-off waif
herself. Cover her, Adan, before she withers away.” Adan wrapped her carefully, yet his hands
betrayed a certain reluctance to hide her beauty. “It's her, I tell
you. I couldn't forget a face like this.” Coral smiled. “Then where's she been the past three
days?” Tane argued. “Where was she when we salvaged the wreck and
scoured the coast for the dead? You've never seen this man before, have
you, girl?” As Tane spoke, doubt took root in Adan's
mind. He remembered the touch of fish scales against his hips. Coral shook her head, willing him to
believe his instincts, but to her dismay, both men took her gesture as
a reply to Tane's question. “There's your answer, Adan. Here, let's
help this poor lass inside and send the boys to fetch Lara. You know,
it's just as well your new ship will have that bridal cabin. You're too
young a trader to ply this strait without a wife aboard. It leaves your
imagination without an anchor.” Coral struggled to think of a way to
communicate. The more Adan analyzed his memories, the more he
attributed the night on the beach to delirium. Tane was his mother's
brother, his mentor and financier. Adan had obeyed the man's advice all
his life. While the men lifted her upright, Coral
started to gesture—anything to get their attention. But as weight
settled onto her feet, pain blotted out her attempt. She doubled over,
gasping. “She's ill, Adan, or hurt. Perhaps we'd
better take her to the healer.” Thinking quickly, Coral shook her head
again. She wouldn't let herself be shut up some place away from her
prince, now that she'd found him. She steadied herself, and stepped
forward. Her innate grace maintained her for the
first two paces. By then, she was reading in the minds of Adan, Tane,
and the boys how she should walk. She forced her legs to obey that
mental model, though each grain of sand beneath her soles seemed to
penetrate to the bone. The men shrugged and followed her,
dispatching the boys to a nearby cluster of houses. * * * “Lara will see to you,” Adan said as he
helped Coral into a chair. “Perhaps some of her younger sister's
clothing would fit you.” He hovered near her. Coral gazed at him
longingly, resentful of Tane's presence. “Don't you speak at all?” Adan asked. She touched her lips, and shook her head.
Then she pulled his hand within the blanket to the center of her chest,
and let her heart beat against it. She nodded. Once again, the connection was made. She
could tell he was reliving the vision that had first drawn her near his
ship. But to her frustration, the recollection only made him recall the
ridicule of his crew, and he retreated from it. Tane cleared his throat. Adan pulled his
hand back. “Mute as a fish,” Tane said. “She's obviously had a terrible
experience,” Adan replied. “Do not be so harsh.” Coral beamed at his defense of her. He
smiled back. Just then, the door opened. A young woman entered, with the boys. She
looked at Coral and smiled. The Sea King's daughter read concern and
empathy in the newcomer's mind, but she ignored it. What she saw in
Adan's mind consumed her full attention. Betrothed. This woman was his intended
mate. And he was devoted to her. This could not be, Coral insisted to
herself. Lara's prettiness was quiet, unimposing—and yet the affection
in the prince's heart could not be denied. Coral began to shake, caught
in a wave of betrayal mitigated only by her sudden fear for her
existence. A sudden, warm wetness drenched the
blanket beneath her. She glanced down, startled. The liquid spread
darkly across the cloth, heading for the floor. “Oh, you poor dear,” Lara said, hurrying
forward. “Out, all of you. She needs privacy.” Coral had only to glance in the mind of
anyone present to understand why she was suddenly being treated like an
invalid. In the sea, she'd never had to be concerned about when her
bladder emptied. She watched forlornly as her prince exited with the
others, leaving her with a nurse she could not have resented more. “Let me take this,” Lara murmured
soothingly as she tugged at the blanket. “Some broth will warm you up.
Do you have a fever, child?” Coral resisted the urge to fling Lara's
hand from her brow. She wanted to rise, to follow her prince. But as
she placed a foot on the floor, the knife-sharp twinges stunned her
back into place. By the time Lara had returned with a fresh
blanket and a washcloth, Coral's anger at the woman had faded. Her body
prickled with so many strange needs. Lara seemed to understand what she
required, though she herself did not. Broth, what was that? She looked
in Lara's mind, and all at once understood the meaning of the pangs in
her abdomen. Mer did not eat. They drank only salt
water. The Sea King had made his children so that they would not need
to take life in order to preserve their own. But Coral's new body had
no such magic. She had much to learn. Coral had already lost half the first day
lying unconscious on the beach. She would not waste the rest of it. As
Lara mothered her, the former mermaid gleaned the information necessary
to behave as a human being. Eating, walking, bodily functions, customs
of attire, roles of parent and child, male and female—all the mundane
aspects of living that any resident of the kingdom took for granted
were prey to Coral's thirst for knowledge. When at last Adan appeared
out of the darkness of early evening, she was well-prepared for him. She stood in front of him in a plain but
well-fitting singlet. She had chosen a sash that emphasized the sea
green of her eyes. “Our little piece of driftwood has become
a lady,” Lara said cordially. “You work miracles,” Adan said. Coral
would have resented the way he credited her transformation to Lara, had
she not been able to read behind the words. When his glance lingered on
her hair, it was its natural sheen that captured his approval, not how
well Lara had combed it. When he looked lower, the way she filled the
weave mattered far more to him than the choice of garment. He gave no sign to Lara, but Coral knew
Adan regretted that his betrothed was not equally lovely. Coral tried her best to keep his attention
that evening, using the wiles she had stolen from Lara. She held her
implements with dainty finesse, she smiled and made eye contact at
carefully selected moments, and most of all, she hid her jealousy of
Lara. The latter proved difficult, for she saw that Lara, as was often
the custom in this realm between promised mates, intended to stay the
night. As the moon, in its waning quarter,
slipped below the horizon, Lara set up a bed on a divan in the common
room for Coral. As Lara allowed her privacy to disrobe, and Adan was
busy outside splitting a few extra pieces of firewood, Coral sensed an
opportunity. She hurried beneath the covers and feigned immediate sleep. Lara soon checked on her and, believing
the ruse, tiptoed back into Adan's bedroom. Moments later, Adan passed
through on his way to join her. He paused to gaze in the direction of
the divan. Coral sat up, peeling the blankets off her
naked body. She rose with a sinuous motion. Ignoring the agony in her
feet, she crossed over to Adan and nudged against him before he could
gather his wits. Reluctantly, he pressed her back to arm's
length. “Lord of the sea, what I wouldn't have done to have met you a
year ago.” From the deep recesses of his being, she
read the scroll of confession that he kept sealed to all but his view.
He did not love Lara. Fondness, yes. Devotion, yes. But not love. Coral tugged his wrist urgently. He loosened her grip. “I cannot. My lady
awaits.” He turned away from her silent protests,
and vanished into the bedroom. Coral sank back on her pillow, stricken. He wanted her. His heart said it, no
matter that his spoken words declared. That promise alone gave her the
strength of will to remain where she was. She lay there, tossing, feeling death
swimming nearer. What was she to do? Oh, how smug the Sea Witch's laugh
seemed now. * * * Until the Sea Witch had split her legs,
Coral had never known unconsciousness. She understood that humans
slept, but she also knew that they often went without it for a night or
more. She remained awake until the pre-dawn, and was caught unaware
when her body asserted its needs. As a result, she then did not rouse
until the sun broke through the fog late in the morning. Crusts on her eyelashes, she stumbled to
the window, disbelieving her senses. She willed the sunshine away, back
to the previous night. Her three days were nearly half gone. Wooden clogs scuffed the floor. Coral
turned to see a matronly woman emerge from the pantry. Her memories of
Adan's mind told her this was Lara's mother, Netta. “Here, now, you can't run around the house
naked,” the woman scolded. “Didn't my daughter provide you with night
clothes?” Coral let herself be led back to the
divan, too distracted by the shooting pain in her feet to protest, and
too amazed that she had not felt the pain until then. Netta introduced
herself, adding, “Adan and my daughter went sailing in his ketch.
They'll be back at dusk. Are you hungry?” Coral blinked until tears came. There was
no way she dared follow Adan. The sea was death to her. And to her
annoyance, this human body of hers was hungry. At least that was one need she could
assuage. While she ate, Coral tried to think of a
plan—anything to keep the panic at bay. Netta was a resource, just as
Lara had been. Among other things, in her youth, Netta had been a
dancer. To use legs so fully—it was so human an
activity that Coral immediately claimed a section of porch, extracted
the choreography from Netta's mind, and attempted the movements.
Phantom slivers sprang up from the planks into her heels, but she did
not stop. The matron laughed with delight. Memories
bubbled into her consciousness, where Coral could read them all the
better, and use them to refine her cadence, posture, and tension. “You've got the gift, child,” Netta
declared. “Show it to Adan. He so loves dancing.” When Coral heard this, her practice could
not be stopped, especially when Netta's reminiscences shifted toward
her long-held disappointment that her daughter had proven so
uncoordinated in the art. The pain never left, but Coral endured it.
She would take advantage of any avenue she could find into the prince's
heart. Finally, legs wobbling, she rested. She
wanted to be steady when the time came to perform for Adan. As
afternoon waned, she sequestered herself on a dune and worked on the
greatest obstacle to her goal—her lack of human speech. She could not glean the knowledge of how
to speak from Netta or any other human. Use of their voices came so
naturally to them that they gave the process no conscious thought.
Trial and error was the only way Coral could teach her throat, tongue,
and lips what they had to know. Toward sunset, she could grunt and hum.
“Nnnnnn,” she said as she observed the prince's ketch approach its
dock. She could not even correctly transfer her excitement into the
utterance. She sighed. Given a few weeks, she might
manage a sentence. But left with only two nights and a day, she would
be fortunate to form a single word. She brushed the sand off her skirts and
hobbled toward the docks. * * * “You should see how she dances!” Netta
chirped as soon as her prospective son-in-law appeared. Adan glanced at Coral, intrigued. To her
delight, it was arranged that, as soon as the evening meal ended, the
Sea King's daughter would demonstrate what she had learned. Adan's eyes gleamed as he watched. His
mouth hung open, until Lara, annoyed, closed it for him. Coral could not have danced better had she
been born a human. She raised her arms above her head and spun on the
tips of her toes, she pranced, she swam through the air. She continued
until the throb in her feet overwhelmed her. Her audience applauded as
she swayed into a chair. “Our little foundling seems to have
completed her recovery,” Adan said. “Perhaps tomorrow we can arrange a
permanent home for her,” Lara suggested. Adan pursed his lips. “Perhaps we can,” he
said equably. His annoyance at Lara was matched only by
his approval of Coral. The former mermaid smiled into her cup. Dizzy
and exhausted from the dancing, Coral bided her time for the rest of
the evening, until at last, as Lara and her mother talked, she saw a
chance to act. Grasping Adan, she tugged him out to the porch. “What are you doing?” he whispered. Her lips came up to meet his. He kissed
her back fiercely. But he pulled away much too soon. “We must
go back. Lara must not find us here.” She pulled him toward the steps, toward
the beach. When he anchored himself, she brushed her thigh along his. “No,” he said. His interest in her coursed through him
like a rushing mountain stream, fueled by an unstoppable snow melt. But
as she watched, he placed a dam across it. “I'm promised, and that's all there is to
it,” he said. He turned toward the door. She clutched at him, dragging him back.
Just then, Lara called for Adan. Bitterly, he flung himself free.
Coral, poised awkwardly on her tender, exhausted legs, nearly tumbled
over. Adan disappeared without looking back. Coral blinked through tears. She couldn't
go back in. She didn't understand how any human could sequester his
feelings as Adan had. He wanted Coral, more than any woman he'd ever
seen, certainly more than the plain bride he'd settled for. But his
determination was undeniable. He had come to his harbor, and would not
weigh anchor. A flutter of wings startled her out of her
despair. A white gull perched on the porch rail beside her. She knew instinctively that it was the
same bird that had kept watch over her on the beach the previous day.
It opened its wings and held them wide. Its sentient eyes gazed at her. Impulsively she reached out to contact its
mind. Blue fog retreated from her probe. The gull dwelled in the realm
of the air, and its language rested just across the border of her
understanding. The bird flew off. Coral turned and stared
forlornly at the door. Head down, she left the porch and vanished into
the dunes. * * * The third day passed swiftly, as time does
when a person wants it to linger. Coral wandered the heath and the
dunes just outside of the town, avoiding passersby, sharing the
thoughts of the populace during those rare times when she could block
out the image of Adan. The richness of those thoughts told her she
would have liked living in that town, among its people, until she grew
old. As the lamplighters strolled down the
streets on their rounds, Coral inevitably turned in the direction of
the cottage. The Sea Witch's magic seemed to be
weakening already. Coral's bones creaked. Every joint in her new legs
and hips gave her pain. She was stumbling by the time she arrived at
Adan's dwelling. Dark windows confronted her. He was not
there. She sank to her knees on the porch. She
did not know why it should matter whether she saw him again or not.
Best merely to stay and die, on the very spot where she had first
acknowledged the Sea Witch's victory. But there was little enough to do with
what remained of her life. Finding Adan was a goal to stave off the
bleakness of her reveries. She probed randomly until she detected the
pattern of Adan's consciousness. It came from the direction of the
docks. She dragged herself toward the source. * * * Adan was on his ketch. Coral glimpsed him
through a porthole, just before a forgotten candle guttered out in its
holder. He and Lara were wrapped around each other, asleep in the bunk
of the tiny master cabin. Coral walked unsteadily out to the end of
the pier. Deadly as the water might be, it was no more threatening now
than the land. She had not been there long when shapes
appeared beneath her dangling legs. Her sisters. We have learned of your pact with the
Sea Witch, announced the eldest. We have made a new pact. Your
life may be saved. How? asked Coral. Our father has agreed that if you live
out your proper mortal span, he will not fashion a new mermaid for a
thousand years after your death. But the Sea Witch said her power could
only grant me three days and nights. Not if you give her a death. She can
give you a human lifetime if it is taken from another. The eldest
threw a coral spike onto the end of the pier. Kill your prince's
lover. Cast her body into the ocean. Her lifeless blood will fuel the
magic. Coral shrank away from the spike in
horror. I cannot do this! You must, or your own life is forfeit. Her sisters submerged, leaving Coral to
stare at the weapon they had left. * * * Entering the cabin proved surprisingly
easy. Coral's natural grace served the cause of stealth well. A few
long minutes after her sisters had departed, she held the spike over
Lara's heart. Coral dreamed that she was in the woman's
place, there beside her sleeping Adan. In her vision, he did not wake
during the murder. He and Coral met months later, when she had learned
human speech, and he had overcome his grief. Unimpeded by a rival,
Coral won his love. At their marriage ceremony, he reached for
her hand. He held it up and turned it over, ready to place a ring on
her finger. A pool of blood, lying in her palm, rolled
out of her hand and splattered her wedding gown. Coral lowered the weapon without striking. She could not kill. However close to human
she might be, however desperate, she was still the daughter of the Sea
King, and the Sea King acted only in the interests of life. She crept out as stealthily as she had
entered. She stood at the gunwale and frowned down at the spike. At once, a glamour lifted from her. She
understood how she had been duped. Her sisters had never come to the
pier. They had been an illusion. Greedy for one more death, the Sea
Witch had tried to trick her. Spilling another's blood would not save
her life; it would merely increase the witch's victory. All that remained was for dawn to come and
change her to dust. So be it. With a subtle whisper of wings, the white
gull landed on the deck beside her. Impulsively, she reached out. It nodded
three times. As her eyes widened in surprise, the bird launched off and
skimmed the waves beside the boat, webbed feet grazing a strangely
thick layer of sea foam. Suddenly sure of herself, Coral leaped
overboard, into the foam. Her body popped to the surface, boiling. She
began to dissolve. Yet, strangely, no sense of death overtook
her, no lapse of consciousness. She heard the raucous screeching of the
gull as it dived toward her. The bird caught a wisp of the froth that
had been her heart and ascended. And suddenly, Coral was high over the
ketch. Adan and Lara, awakened by the loud splash, rushed on deck. Coral looked beside her, and found herself
in the midst of hundreds of ethereal creatures, winged and garbed in
every shade of the rainbow, even in the starlight. The brightest and
most beautiful of all sailed forward, forsaking the gull's shape, and
smiled at her. Who are you? asked Coral. I am the Queen of the Air, said the
entity. I am to the sky what your father is to the sea and the
Earth Mother is to the land. Welcome. How did I come here? I thought I would
die. You are the child of a god, replied
the Queen of the Air. You cannot die, unless you betray your
nature. By remaining true, you have merely transformed yourself. Your
father dared not reveal this ability to you earlier, for fear the Sea
Witch would steal the knowledge from you. She does not realize the joke
we play on her. She thinks me powerless, because no life is born of me.
She does not realize her own magic is the catalyst that sends me
offspring. The goddess glided upward. Come,
daughter. Let us travel over the world and celebrate its life, and
provide solace to the mortals in our care. Coral nodded eagerly, but spared one last
glance below. In the ketch, her prince and his lady gazed out at the
foam on the water with solemn faces, as if comprehending her sacrifice,
and mourning her. Coral descended. With her breathy,
invisible form, she touched Lara on the cheek, and kissed Adan on the
lips. They looked up, startled, and confused smiles brightened their
faces. And the merchant prince, until the end of
his long life, was known as the captain who the wind treated with
unusual kindness. Always, his sails were filled. -----------------------------------
Foam
A DF Books NERDs Release Copyright ©1995 by Dave Smeds Coral swam slowly, with trepidation, into
the reception hall of her father, the Sea King. The lord of the ocean,
clad in the visage of a giant turtle, rested on the sands, quiet save
for the pensive shifting of a flipper. Gone were the dolphins who had swum and
sung across the vaulted chamber. Gone were the crabs who danced on the
tables of rock, leaving behind their gifts of shells and jade. Gone
were Coral's brothers and sisters, come to congratulate her on the
anniversary of her birth. There was only the Sea King, dimming the
sanctuary with cold green melancholy. “Father?” she asked, setting her fluke
timidly upon the sand beside his beak, wishing she could cure his mood. “Today you are fifteen years old,” he
said. “Today you venture into the world for the first time.” Her brows drew together. Hours earlier, he
had celebrated this same fact. “I feel her,” he said. “She is waiting for
you.” The current streaming off his shell
carried the sting of an Arctic floe. Coral shuddered in the chill. “The
Sea Witch?” she asked. “She has always thwarted me. I am Life.
She is Death. I tell the amoeba to divide, I make fertile the eggs of
the marlin, I anchor the roots of the kelp. She brings to them age,
rot, and dissipation. She and I may never share the same place and
moment, but I feel her presence. I know her desires.” The Sea King turned his turtle eyes toward
his offspring. Massive and opaque, the pupils dwarfed her, capturing
her reflection like an insect in amber. Her long red tresses flowed
rich and full around her human half, down to the dorsal fin on her
long, whalelike fluke. “She hates you most of all,” the king
said. “You are beautiful, you brim with young life, and because you are
made from my essence, you will not succumb to the decay she has loosed
upon the rest of my world. To kill you, she must actively break the
magic which formed you, with your consent.” Coral lay a hand gently on her sire's
beak. “Why would I give her my consent?” The turtle closed his eyes, as if in pain,
shutting out the reflected vision of her. “I cannot protect you, once
you leave these walls. You must dare Death alone, if you are to
overcome her. If you are my true child, and if you make the right
choices, you will prevail. If not...” One of his fins moved, spawning a surge of
water that sent Coral back, into the central portion of the grotto. The
quivering of his great eyelids betrayed that he would rather have
cupped her form beneath him, and guarded her forever. “Go, my daughter. Show the world your
beauty. Be all that you can.” The currents lifted her up, gently buoying
her through the long passageway to the open ocean. Her father's grief
followed her, as he wept for older children who had never returned to
his side. * * * Twilight silvered the ocean as Coral
emerged from the depths. Vestiges of the day blessed the clouds with
hues of rose and gold, and up in the pale pink sky the evening star
held court. A large three-masted ship idled in the calm sea, sails
hoisted as offerings to a fickle tradewind. Sailors hung like monkeys
from the rigging and from the yards. They sang, made music, and lit
hundreds of lanterns that, with their different colors, looked as if
the flags of all nations had been borrowed for display. Coral floated just beyond the range of the
lantern light, drawn by the jubilation frothing in the hearts of the
crew. They were near the end of a long voyage; the coast of their
country had come in sight as the sun had set. Holds full of trade
goods, they anticipated the wealth and welcome awaiting them in the
morning. All this the mermaid gleaned from their
minds, but the facts meant little to her compared to the feelings
associated with them. Such fire, such a cacophony of hope, schemes, and
relief. Her father had often told her of humanity,
of how the Earth Mother had sent him the ape, and how he had stripped
the creature's hair from its skin and aligned its pelvis with its spine
until, streamlined, it could swim and dive with ease. He had heightened
its sense of hearing, prompting its first use of vocal language. He
taught it to use tools, with which it battered open shellfish to eat. But the Earth Mother, seeing what he had
fashioned, called her gift back. The new species took its language,
tools, and erect posture back to the land, forsaking the Sea King. At last, Coral understood why her father
spoke of man with such wistfulness, and why he had shaped her upper
body like them. Never had she encountered so many consciousnesses,
gathered so closely together, burbling with such keenly felt desires.
Their passions tugged her like spawning beds drew the salmon. One human stood out. Dark-haired and tall,
he seemed quite young, and yet every other man on the ship deferred to
him. Was he a prince? Yes. A prince of merchants. Within his awareness
flashed images of lively negotiations, careful intimidation, and a
paternal concern for his crew. She saw why they looked to him with
loyalty and respect. Yet overriding his satisfaction at a job
well done, he brimmed with another urge. He gazed toward the
night-shrouded coast. A woman waited for him there. Body aching, he
dreamed of their reunion. Coral surged up, until she rose waist high
in a wreath of foam. Eyes closed, she drank in the prince's hunger. Her
skin, exposed to the air, rose with fine prickles. Her eyes came open. She had wandered into
the lantern light. At the gunwale, the prince stared. He lifted his
flagon, as if to accuse its contents of addling his senses, but he
never looked away from her. His dream woman transformed. Her plain
brown hair became Coral's luxuriant scarlet tresses. Her breasts rode
higher, her waist shrank, and the bones of her clavicle grew more
distinct. Like Coral. Her exclamation rode across the water. The
prince blinked. He called to his companions. Coral submerged. The other sailors
glimpsed her white skin so briefly that, moments later, they joked at
being so foolish as to mistake sea foam for a mermaid. The prince
scowled, laughing only to give them less to tease him about. Agitated,
he scanned the waves. Coral remained below. But not from fright.
She could not banish the image she had seen in the prince's mind, an
instant before her cry shattered it. It was she, reenvisioned by the
prince's fervor. Her face, her arms—and below that, her
legs. When Coral finally nudged above the
surface, she was far from the lantern light. She could still
distinguish the silhouettes of the men—and of the prince—but a gulf
yawned between her and the ship, as awesome as the deepest trench of
her father's domain. She floated listlessly, drifting away from
the ship. The scales of her lower extremity flashed in the moonlight,
and the glare hurt her eyes as it had never done before. The moonlight faded. Swells deepened and
the wind rose. Coral scarcely noticed. Storms were no threat to her.
But at some point she realized that the sounds of revelry had died out,
replaced by harsh, barked orders to furl the sails and secure the ship. Weather's fury arrived in a wall of
turbulence and hard rain. Waves loomed black and mountainous. The ship
dived like a swan into the troughs of the swells and rode up again on
their towering crests, masts creaking. The young mermaid might have
enjoyed the spectacle, but she was still attuned to the humans, and
felt their fear. The vessel groaned, the stout planks
yielding to the heavy pounding. A spur of reef suddenly appeared in the
trough ahead. As sailors screamed, the craft struck. The mainmast snapped. The ship gave a
lurch to one side. Water gushed through the ruptured hull. Coral plunged forward. Wreckage threatened
to slam into her at the whim of the gale. She sought and found the
familiar essence of the prince. He was underwater, caught in a morass
of rigging, losing consciousness. She dived, reaching the man as his lungs
gave out. The ropes and tackle clutched him like a lover. She yanked
and bit at the hemp. No good. Deprived of quicker choices, she worked a
knot free and fed the line through the pulley that held it. Success.
She rushed the prince to the surface. As her father had taught her, the mermaid
created an islet of calm within the tempest. Floating on her back, she
cradled the prince on her belly. She squeezed his midsection. Salt
water burbled from his mouth. He coughed, heaved, and collapsed against
her. His breath returned, ragged but continuous. The depths took three, five, then seven of
the prince's sailors. Coral resolved that he would not join them. She
kept the storm's violence at bay, ferrying him gently to the shore. She swam so carefully that, by the time
sand brushed against her back, the worst of the gale had passed. Though
awkward on land, she dragged herself and her charge high above the
reach of the breakers, into the lee of a grassy dune. He shivered. She removed and wrung out his
drenched garments, curled around him, and draped them both with the
fabric. He stopped shaking, though he still twisted restlessly. The sensation of his body against her
brought a puzzling weakness to her muscles. Pleased and curious, she
huddled closer. He moaned. She wiped beads of feverish
sudor from his forehead and the bridge of his nose. He rolled over,
facing her. His eyes opened. Even with thick clouds and rain shrouding
the moon, he recognized her. He caressed her cheek. Coral read his
confusion. He believed himself delirious. He trembled to find warm,
tangible flesh beneath his fingers. In answer to his unspoken question, Coral
leaned in and placed her mouth against his. He pressed up, into her
kiss. She played with the hairs on his chest.
His lips teased the lobes of her ears. She wallowed in the sensations
like a fish suddenly given the gift of breathing air. His hand found
one of her breasts, cupped it, treasured it. Coral writhed, tingles crawling over her
skin. Was it this way for humans all the time? No, it couldn't be. A
human woman could not look within the prince's mind and see how much he
cared that his touch give her pleasure. He gave himself to her, totally. Coral absorbed his love, and was claimed. His hand drifted lower, brushing past her
skin and onto the scales of her lower body. He jerked. He stared down with wide,
disbelieving eyes, willing the night's gloom to vanish and show him
that she was not half-fish after all. She reached for him. He retreated. She
cast back the passion he had sent into her, hoping that he could sense
it. He shook his head, as if in pain. But as
she stroked his shoulder, and massaged the firm muscles of his belly,
he sighed, tears welling, and sagged back on the sand. At last she could read through the tangle
of his thoughts. Her mermaid features were proof to him that he was
dreaming. He cried because he did not want her to be a dream. He draped his arms around her. “Stay with
me,” he murmured. She answered him as best she could. She
snuggled close and held him tightly. But he, believing himself asleep, gave
into the fever and exhaustion, and sank into true slumber. * * * She left him in the morning, lingering in
the shallows as search parties from the town arrived on the
debris-ridden beach. The prince babbled feverish sentences as they
placed him on the litter. Coral swam away with the listlessness of a
minnow who has met with the nettles of a jellyfish. She wished she possessed the human ability
to sleep. She wanted desperately to purge the stream of thought and
emotion from her consciousness. Below, life on the sea bottom continued
as ever—anemones captured their diminutive prey, a hermit crab hunted
for a new shell, a manta ray patrolled its territory—but not one aspect
of that drama mattered. She knew the cycle too well; none of it could
surprise her. What she had felt when the merchant prince
had touched her was new. It was outside the knowledge passed down to
her as a daughter of the Sea King. Suddenly this food she had never
tasted before had become the only thing she could eat. Coral wandered. For three days, she
fluttered through the currents. She was not aware of choosing a
direction, but in the end she arrived at the harbor of the port where
the young merchant lived. She could sense him. The connection
remained. She wriggled along the shallows of the coast until she
reached a small beach past the edge of the town. A cottage rose atop
the dunes. He was there. She glided back into deep water. The few
yards of sand that separated her from him might as well have been an
entire continent. As Coral drifted out to sea, the water
turned brown and murky. Dead fish hung before her eyes. Strange polyps
wriggled on the sea floor, feeding on the sewage carried from the port
by the river. Coral turned to avoid the zone of
putrescence, only to be stopped by a voice. Why are you sad? In front of Coral loomed a horrific
creature. A crab carapace supported a humanlike head. Its legs writhed
like those of an octopus, suckers withered and discolored, the
extremities tipped with pincers. Its hair was made of thin eels whose
jaws snapped incessantly. Who are you? asked the little
mermaid. I am the Sea Witch, said the
apparition. Coral darted backward. Be gone,
she demanded. You will not have me. I can give the prince to you. The water suddenly chilled her. No one
can do that, Coral responded. We belong to different worlds.
She stopped short of asking how the goddess knew of him. I can. Coral swam in a slow, tight circuit,
eyebrows drawn together. She knew she should leave, but she could not
keep from listening further. How? Coral demanded. I cannot bring him to the sea, but I
can send you to the land. I can give you legs. Coral touched her scaled hips, on the very
spot the prince had touched. Many of my brothers and sisters have
died at your hand. Why should I trust you? I am the embodiment of Death, said
the Sea Witch. I have no need to lie—I always win, given time. I
will help you because it will serve my ends. She raised a pincer
toward her heart, as if to say, here I am, my nature undisguised. Coral
knew that the witch could have worn the beauty of a siren had she
chosen it. How? I can create nothing. My tools are
death and decay. If I change you from an immortal mermaid into a mortal
human, I will have moved you in the direction of death. The act is its
own reward. Coral tensed her fluke, trying to imagine
what it would be like to have two limbs there instead of one. Vividly
she recalled the soft, tapered legs of the woman in the young
merchant's vision, and his pleasure at the consideration of them. It cannot be so simple, Coral
stated. There must be other prices to be paid. Tell me, and leave
nothing out. The Sea Witch laughed. Indeed there
are. And I am happy to tell you, for they please me. Her tentacles
stroked the sea floor, stirring up decayed polyps and fermenting
sediment. First, it will be painful, as if I had
cut your fluke down the middle with my claws. This suffering will fade
as the legs dry, but then, whenever you walk, your feet will feel as if
you are treading on knives or pricking gimlets. Given time, this too
will ease, but time is the thing you may not have. Why not? My powers have their limits. I can only
make you human for three days. In order to complete the spell, and
achieve a normal human lifespan, your prince must lie with you. Only
his love, given in passion, will finish the transformation. Only three days. The little mermaid knew
she should be frightened, but the prince's desire had been
unmistakable. Were she to don legs, and come to him in the light of
day, would it truly be so difficult to consummate their attraction? If you do not succeed, continued
the death goddess, you will wither to dust. And there is no turning
back. Should you enter the sea during the three days, you will dissolve
into foam. Only if your man proves his love will you have the years a
human normally has. You will also regain the ability to visit the
ocean, but you will swim only as people do. The water will tire you out
as it does them. You can never be a mermaid again. Even if I should
wish it, my power cannot restore a being to immortality. My prince will want me, Coral
asserted. I have seen his soul's longing. Yet you wear the smile of
one who owns the better side of a wager. What have you not told me? Why
would this man not help me, should I ask it of him? The Sea Witch laughed until her crustacean
belly disintegrated into a spongy, gelatinous mass. A foul, inky
substance extruded from her pores. How will you tell him? Unless you can
learn human speech in three days, you will be mute among them. But ’tis
true, you have your pretty form, your graceful movements, your desire.
Perhaps these will be enough. But I think you will fail, and that gives
me great joy. The little mermaid refused to let so foul
a creature taunt her. What she had seen in the prince's mind was a pure
and true emotion, and she knew her own heart. To reach the fulfillment
of that bond, she would risk anything. Very well, said Coral. If you
speak the truth, my fluke will split. If you lie, the magic of my blood
will know it, and preserve me. I speak the truth, stated the
witch. She raked the front of her bilious form, opening a gash. Black,
viscous blood spumed out and snaked languorously toward Coral like
strands of molten tar. Drink of my essence. One draught, no more.
Then flee to the shore, for soon your father's realm will spurn you. Coral grimaced, drawing her hands and body
away from the fluid. Arching her neck, she sucked in a mouthful. It
tasted as evil as it looked. She swallowed, if only to drive it away
from her teeth and tongue. It seared her throat and tore at her stomach
as if she had swallowed a harpoon. Coral surged up, broke into the air, and
raced along the surface, barely within the water. Even the laughter of
the Sea Witch could not keep up with her. The beach reached for her.
She struck it at a frightening velocity and skidded up the embankment
onto dry sand. The impact grated skin off her arms and
breasts, but she hardly noticed. That discomfort was lost within the
agony welling up from her lower body. Phantom pincers closed, snipping
her fluke down the center. She cried out. Salt tears streamed from
her eyes. She grasped handfuls of sand and tightened her fists until
the knuckles threatened to explode. Far too slowly, skin closed in
around the exposed tissue. Knees, ankles, and toes took vague shape. She endured until she could sense the
bones hardening and joints meshing, then mercifully, consciousness
failed her. * * * Coral felt eyes upon her as she woke. She lay on the sand beside a jumble of
driftwood. A gull perched there, gazing at her intently. Its dark eyes
sparkled with intelligence. It opened its pure white wings and hissed
softly, as if to tell her something. Groggy, Coral could only shake her
head. Abruptly the gull took flight. Coral
turned to see what had startled it. Two boys stood a few steps away. If she
had been a giant kraken, they could not have stared with more awe. She tried to move. Her body squirmed
strangely, and abruptly, she was gazing at herself with as much
astonishment as the children. Two shapely legs, as fine as the pair in
the prince's dream, extended from her equally human pelvis. She rolled over. The boys, startled,
pranced backward. Suddenly they burst into a run, straight toward the
cottage on the dune. She ignored them, mesmerized by the sensation of
knees bending and toes wriggling. When she looked up, the boys were leading
two men down from the cottage. One of the men carried a blanket. She
recognized him instantly as her merchant prince. Her eyes locked upon
his, and did not shift until he leaned over her. She reached up, not
quite believing it as her fingers brushed the firm, warm flesh of his
neck. He spoke to her. In his mind, she read the
meaning of his words, but when she tried to reply, only a meaningless
squeak emerged from her throat. “It's her, Tane,” he told the other adult.
“I told you there was a girl on the beach with me the night of the
gale.” “She's real enough,” Tane replied. “But if
you think a little thing like her could have pulled you from the waves,
your fever must have returned. She's nothing but a cast-off waif
herself. Cover her, Adan, before she withers away.” Adan wrapped her carefully, yet his hands
betrayed a certain reluctance to hide her beauty. “It's her, I tell
you. I couldn't forget a face like this.” Coral smiled. “Then where's she been the past three
days?” Tane argued. “Where was she when we salvaged the wreck and
scoured the coast for the dead? You've never seen this man before, have
you, girl?” As Tane spoke, doubt took root in Adan's
mind. He remembered the touch of fish scales against his hips. Coral shook her head, willing him to
believe his instincts, but to her dismay, both men took her gesture as
a reply to Tane's question. “There's your answer, Adan. Here, let's
help this poor lass inside and send the boys to fetch Lara. You know,
it's just as well your new ship will have that bridal cabin. You're too
young a trader to ply this strait without a wife aboard. It leaves your
imagination without an anchor.” Coral struggled to think of a way to
communicate. The more Adan analyzed his memories, the more he
attributed the night on the beach to delirium. Tane was his mother's
brother, his mentor and financier. Adan had obeyed the man's advice all
his life. While the men lifted her upright, Coral
started to gesture—anything to get their attention. But as weight
settled onto her feet, pain blotted out her attempt. She doubled over,
gasping. “She's ill, Adan, or hurt. Perhaps we'd
better take her to the healer.” Thinking quickly, Coral shook her head
again. She wouldn't let herself be shut up some place away from her
prince, now that she'd found him. She steadied herself, and stepped
forward. Her innate grace maintained her for the
first two paces. By then, she was reading in the minds of Adan, Tane,
and the boys how she should walk. She forced her legs to obey that
mental model, though each grain of sand beneath her soles seemed to
penetrate to the bone. The men shrugged and followed her,
dispatching the boys to a nearby cluster of houses. * * * “Lara will see to you,” Adan said as he
helped Coral into a chair. “Perhaps some of her younger sister's
clothing would fit you.” He hovered near her. Coral gazed at him
longingly, resentful of Tane's presence. “Don't you speak at all?” Adan asked. She touched her lips, and shook her head.
Then she pulled his hand within the blanket to the center of her chest,
and let her heart beat against it. She nodded. Once again, the connection was made. She
could tell he was reliving the vision that had first drawn her near his
ship. But to her frustration, the recollection only made him recall the
ridicule of his crew, and he retreated from it. Tane cleared his throat. Adan pulled his
hand back. “Mute as a fish,” Tane said. “She's obviously had a terrible
experience,” Adan replied. “Do not be so harsh.” Coral beamed at his defense of her. He
smiled back. Just then, the door opened. A young woman entered, with the boys. She
looked at Coral and smiled. The Sea King's daughter read concern and
empathy in the newcomer's mind, but she ignored it. What she saw in
Adan's mind consumed her full attention. Betrothed. This woman was his intended
mate. And he was devoted to her. This could not be, Coral insisted to
herself. Lara's prettiness was quiet, unimposing—and yet the affection
in the prince's heart could not be denied. Coral began to shake, caught
in a wave of betrayal mitigated only by her sudden fear for her
existence. A sudden, warm wetness drenched the
blanket beneath her. She glanced down, startled. The liquid spread
darkly across the cloth, heading for the floor. “Oh, you poor dear,” Lara said, hurrying
forward. “Out, all of you. She needs privacy.” Coral had only to glance in the mind of
anyone present to understand why she was suddenly being treated like an
invalid. In the sea, she'd never had to be concerned about when her
bladder emptied. She watched forlornly as her prince exited with the
others, leaving her with a nurse she could not have resented more. “Let me take this,” Lara murmured
soothingly as she tugged at the blanket. “Some broth will warm you up.
Do you have a fever, child?” Coral resisted the urge to fling Lara's
hand from her brow. She wanted to rise, to follow her prince. But as
she placed a foot on the floor, the knife-sharp twinges stunned her
back into place. By the time Lara had returned with a fresh
blanket and a washcloth, Coral's anger at the woman had faded. Her body
prickled with so many strange needs. Lara seemed to understand what she
required, though she herself did not. Broth, what was that? She looked
in Lara's mind, and all at once understood the meaning of the pangs in
her abdomen. Mer did not eat. They drank only salt
water. The Sea King had made his children so that they would not need
to take life in order to preserve their own. But Coral's new body had
no such magic. She had much to learn. Coral had already lost half the first day
lying unconscious on the beach. She would not waste the rest of it. As
Lara mothered her, the former mermaid gleaned the information necessary
to behave as a human being. Eating, walking, bodily functions, customs
of attire, roles of parent and child, male and female—all the mundane
aspects of living that any resident of the kingdom took for granted
were prey to Coral's thirst for knowledge. When at last Adan appeared
out of the darkness of early evening, she was well-prepared for him. She stood in front of him in a plain but
well-fitting singlet. She had chosen a sash that emphasized the sea
green of her eyes. “Our little piece of driftwood has become
a lady,” Lara said cordially. “You work miracles,” Adan said. Coral
would have resented the way he credited her transformation to Lara, had
she not been able to read behind the words. When his glance lingered on
her hair, it was its natural sheen that captured his approval, not how
well Lara had combed it. When he looked lower, the way she filled the
weave mattered far more to him than the choice of garment. He gave no sign to Lara, but Coral knew
Adan regretted that his betrothed was not equally lovely. Coral tried her best to keep his attention
that evening, using the wiles she had stolen from Lara. She held her
implements with dainty finesse, she smiled and made eye contact at
carefully selected moments, and most of all, she hid her jealousy of
Lara. The latter proved difficult, for she saw that Lara, as was often
the custom in this realm between promised mates, intended to stay the
night. As the moon, in its waning quarter,
slipped below the horizon, Lara set up a bed on a divan in the common
room for Coral. As Lara allowed her privacy to disrobe, and Adan was
busy outside splitting a few extra pieces of firewood, Coral sensed an
opportunity. She hurried beneath the covers and feigned immediate sleep. Lara soon checked on her and, believing
the ruse, tiptoed back into Adan's bedroom. Moments later, Adan passed
through on his way to join her. He paused to gaze in the direction of
the divan. Coral sat up, peeling the blankets off her
naked body. She rose with a sinuous motion. Ignoring the agony in her
feet, she crossed over to Adan and nudged against him before he could
gather his wits. Reluctantly, he pressed her back to arm's
length. “Lord of the sea, what I wouldn't have done to have met you a
year ago.” From the deep recesses of his being, she
read the scroll of confession that he kept sealed to all but his view.
He did not love Lara. Fondness, yes. Devotion, yes. But not love. Coral tugged his wrist urgently. He loosened her grip. “I cannot. My lady
awaits.” He turned away from her silent protests,
and vanished into the bedroom. Coral sank back on her pillow, stricken. He wanted her. His heart said it, no
matter that his spoken words declared. That promise alone gave her the
strength of will to remain where she was. She lay there, tossing, feeling death
swimming nearer. What was she to do? Oh, how smug the Sea Witch's laugh
seemed now. * * * Until the Sea Witch had split her legs,
Coral had never known unconsciousness. She understood that humans
slept, but she also knew that they often went without it for a night or
more. She remained awake until the pre-dawn, and was caught unaware
when her body asserted its needs. As a result, she then did not rouse
until the sun broke through the fog late in the morning. Crusts on her eyelashes, she stumbled to
the window, disbelieving her senses. She willed the sunshine away, back
to the previous night. Her three days were nearly half gone. Wooden clogs scuffed the floor. Coral
turned to see a matronly woman emerge from the pantry. Her memories of
Adan's mind told her this was Lara's mother, Netta. “Here, now, you can't run around the house
naked,” the woman scolded. “Didn't my daughter provide you with night
clothes?” Coral let herself be led back to the
divan, too distracted by the shooting pain in her feet to protest, and
too amazed that she had not felt the pain until then. Netta introduced
herself, adding, “Adan and my daughter went sailing in his ketch.
They'll be back at dusk. Are you hungry?” Coral blinked until tears came. There was
no way she dared follow Adan. The sea was death to her. And to her
annoyance, this human body of hers was hungry. At least that was one need she could
assuage. While she ate, Coral tried to think of a
plan—anything to keep the panic at bay. Netta was a resource, just as
Lara had been. Among other things, in her youth, Netta had been a
dancer. To use legs so fully—it was so human an
activity that Coral immediately claimed a section of porch, extracted
the choreography from Netta's mind, and attempted the movements.
Phantom slivers sprang up from the planks into her heels, but she did
not stop. The matron laughed with delight. Memories
bubbled into her consciousness, where Coral could read them all the
better, and use them to refine her cadence, posture, and tension. “You've got the gift, child,” Netta
declared. “Show it to Adan. He so loves dancing.” When Coral heard this, her practice could
not be stopped, especially when Netta's reminiscences shifted toward
her long-held disappointment that her daughter had proven so
uncoordinated in the art. The pain never left, but Coral endured it.
She would take advantage of any avenue she could find into the prince's
heart. Finally, legs wobbling, she rested. She
wanted to be steady when the time came to perform for Adan. As
afternoon waned, she sequestered herself on a dune and worked on the
greatest obstacle to her goal—her lack of human speech. She could not glean the knowledge of how
to speak from Netta or any other human. Use of their voices came so
naturally to them that they gave the process no conscious thought.
Trial and error was the only way Coral could teach her throat, tongue,
and lips what they had to know. Toward sunset, she could grunt and hum.
“Nnnnnn,” she said as she observed the prince's ketch approach its
dock. She could not even correctly transfer her excitement into the
utterance. She sighed. Given a few weeks, she might
manage a sentence. But left with only two nights and a day, she would
be fortunate to form a single word. She brushed the sand off her skirts and
hobbled toward the docks. * * * “You should see how she dances!” Netta
chirped as soon as her prospective son-in-law appeared. Adan glanced at Coral, intrigued. To her
delight, it was arranged that, as soon as the evening meal ended, the
Sea King's daughter would demonstrate what she had learned. Adan's eyes gleamed as he watched. His
mouth hung open, until Lara, annoyed, closed it for him. Coral could not have danced better had she
been born a human. She raised her arms above her head and spun on the
tips of her toes, she pranced, she swam through the air. She continued
until the throb in her feet overwhelmed her. Her audience applauded as
she swayed into a chair. “Our little foundling seems to have
completed her recovery,” Adan said. “Perhaps tomorrow we can arrange a
permanent home for her,” Lara suggested. Adan pursed his lips. “Perhaps we can,” he
said equably. His annoyance at Lara was matched only by
his approval of Coral. The former mermaid smiled into her cup. Dizzy
and exhausted from the dancing, Coral bided her time for the rest of
the evening, until at last, as Lara and her mother talked, she saw a
chance to act. Grasping Adan, she tugged him out to the porch. “What are you doing?” he whispered. Her lips came up to meet his. He kissed
her back fiercely. But he pulled away much too soon. “We must
go back. Lara must not find us here.” She pulled him toward the steps, toward
the beach. When he anchored himself, she brushed her thigh along his. “No,” he said. His interest in her coursed through him
like a rushing mountain stream, fueled by an unstoppable snow melt. But
as she watched, he placed a dam across it. “I'm promised, and that's all there is to
it,” he said. He turned toward the door. She clutched at him, dragging him back.
Just then, Lara called for Adan. Bitterly, he flung himself free.
Coral, poised awkwardly on her tender, exhausted legs, nearly tumbled
over. Adan disappeared without looking back. Coral blinked through tears. She couldn't
go back in. She didn't understand how any human could sequester his
feelings as Adan had. He wanted Coral, more than any woman he'd ever
seen, certainly more than the plain bride he'd settled for. But his
determination was undeniable. He had come to his harbor, and would not
weigh anchor. A flutter of wings startled her out of her
despair. A white gull perched on the porch rail beside her. She knew instinctively that it was the
same bird that had kept watch over her on the beach the previous day.
It opened its wings and held them wide. Its sentient eyes gazed at her. Impulsively she reached out to contact its
mind. Blue fog retreated from her probe. The gull dwelled in the realm
of the air, and its language rested just across the border of her
understanding. The bird flew off. Coral turned and stared
forlornly at the door. Head down, she left the porch and vanished into
the dunes. * * * The third day passed swiftly, as time does
when a person wants it to linger. Coral wandered the heath and the
dunes just outside of the town, avoiding passersby, sharing the
thoughts of the populace during those rare times when she could block
out the image of Adan. The richness of those thoughts told her she
would have liked living in that town, among its people, until she grew
old. As the lamplighters strolled down the
streets on their rounds, Coral inevitably turned in the direction of
the cottage. The Sea Witch's magic seemed to be
weakening already. Coral's bones creaked. Every joint in her new legs
and hips gave her pain. She was stumbling by the time she arrived at
Adan's dwelling. Dark windows confronted her. He was not
there. She sank to her knees on the porch. She
did not know why it should matter whether she saw him again or not.
Best merely to stay and die, on the very spot where she had first
acknowledged the Sea Witch's victory. But there was little enough to do with
what remained of her life. Finding Adan was a goal to stave off the
bleakness of her reveries. She probed randomly until she detected the
pattern of Adan's consciousness. It came from the direction of the
docks. She dragged herself toward the source. * * * Adan was on his ketch. Coral glimpsed him
through a porthole, just before a forgotten candle guttered out in its
holder. He and Lara were wrapped around each other, asleep in the bunk
of the tiny master cabin. Coral walked unsteadily out to the end of
the pier. Deadly as the water might be, it was no more threatening now
than the land. She had not been there long when shapes
appeared beneath her dangling legs. Her sisters. We have learned of your pact with the
Sea Witch, announced the eldest. We have made a new pact. Your
life may be saved. How? asked Coral. Our father has agreed that if you live
out your proper mortal span, he will not fashion a new mermaid for a
thousand years after your death. But the Sea Witch said her power could
only grant me three days and nights. Not if you give her a death. She can
give you a human lifetime if it is taken from another. The eldest
threw a coral spike onto the end of the pier. Kill your prince's
lover. Cast her body into the ocean. Her lifeless blood will fuel the
magic. Coral shrank away from the spike in
horror. I cannot do this! You must, or your own life is forfeit. Her sisters submerged, leaving Coral to
stare at the weapon they had left. * * * Entering the cabin proved surprisingly
easy. Coral's natural grace served the cause of stealth well. A few
long minutes after her sisters had departed, she held the spike over
Lara's heart. Coral dreamed that she was in the woman's
place, there beside her sleeping Adan. In her vision, he did not wake
during the murder. He and Coral met months later, when she had learned
human speech, and he had overcome his grief. Unimpeded by a rival,
Coral won his love. At their marriage ceremony, he reached for
her hand. He held it up and turned it over, ready to place a ring on
her finger. A pool of blood, lying in her palm, rolled
out of her hand and splattered her wedding gown. Coral lowered the weapon without striking. She could not kill. However close to human
she might be, however desperate, she was still the daughter of the Sea
King, and the Sea King acted only in the interests of life. She crept out as stealthily as she had
entered. She stood at the gunwale and frowned down at the spike. At once, a glamour lifted from her. She
understood how she had been duped. Her sisters had never come to the
pier. They had been an illusion. Greedy for one more death, the Sea
Witch had tried to trick her. Spilling another's blood would not save
her life; it would merely increase the witch's victory. All that remained was for dawn to come and
change her to dust. So be it. With a subtle whisper of wings, the white
gull landed on the deck beside her. Impulsively, she reached out. It nodded
three times. As her eyes widened in surprise, the bird launched off and
skimmed the waves beside the boat, webbed feet grazing a strangely
thick layer of sea foam. Suddenly sure of herself, Coral leaped
overboard, into the foam. Her body popped to the surface, boiling. She
began to dissolve. Yet, strangely, no sense of death overtook
her, no lapse of consciousness. She heard the raucous screeching of the
gull as it dived toward her. The bird caught a wisp of the froth that
had been her heart and ascended. And suddenly, Coral was high over the
ketch. Adan and Lara, awakened by the loud splash, rushed on deck. Coral looked beside her, and found herself
in the midst of hundreds of ethereal creatures, winged and garbed in
every shade of the rainbow, even in the starlight. The brightest and
most beautiful of all sailed forward, forsaking the gull's shape, and
smiled at her. Who are you? asked Coral. I am the Queen of the Air, said the
entity. I am to the sky what your father is to the sea and the
Earth Mother is to the land. Welcome. How did I come here? I thought I would
die. You are the child of a god, replied
the Queen of the Air. You cannot die, unless you betray your
nature. By remaining true, you have merely transformed yourself. Your
father dared not reveal this ability to you earlier, for fear the Sea
Witch would steal the knowledge from you. She does not realize the joke
we play on her. She thinks me powerless, because no life is born of me.
She does not realize her own magic is the catalyst that sends me
offspring. The goddess glided upward. Come,
daughter. Let us travel over the world and celebrate its life, and
provide solace to the mortals in our care. Coral nodded eagerly, but spared one last
glance below. In the ketch, her prince and his lady gazed out at the
foam on the water with solemn faces, as if comprehending her sacrifice,
and mourning her. Coral descended. With her breathy,
invisible form, she touched Lara on the cheek, and kissed Adan on the
lips. They looked up, startled, and confused smiles brightened their
faces. And the merchant prince, until the end of
his long life, was known as the captain who the wind treated with
unusual kindness. Always, his sails were filled. |
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