"Cordwainer Smith - Under Old Earth" - читать интересную книгу автора (Smith Cordwainer)

The Lord Sto Odin tried to speak, but the muscles of his mouth and throat would not respond. He wondered what force this was, which could stop all unusual effort but still leave his heart free to beat, his lungs to breathe, his brain (both natural and prosthetic) to think.
The boy danced on. He danced away a few steps, turned and danced back to Sto Odin.
"You wear the feathers of immunity. I am free to kill you. If I did
the Lady Mmona and the Lord Nuru-or and your other friends would never know what happened."
If Sto Odin could have moved his eyelids that much, he would have opened his eyes in astonishment at the discovery that a superstitious dancer, far underground, knew the secret business of the Instrumentality.
"You can't believe what you are looking at, even though you see it plainly," said Sun-boy more seriously. "You think that a lunatic has found a way to work wonders with a piece of the congohelium taken far underground. Foolish old man! No ordinary lunatic would have carried this metal down here without blowing up the fragment and himself with it. No man could have done what I have done. You are thinking, If the gambler who took the name Sun-boy is not a man, what is he? What brings the power and music of the Sun so far down underground? Who makes the wretched ones of the world dream in a crazy, happy sleep while their life spills and leaks into a thousand kinds of times, a thousand kinds of worlds? Who does it, if it is not mere me? You don't have to ask. I can tell perfectly well what you are thinking. I'll dance it for you. I am a very kind man, even though you do not like me."
The dancer's feet had been moving in the same place while he spoke.
Suddenly he whirled away, leaping and vaulting over the wretched human figures on the floor.
He passed the big drum and touched it: ritiplin, rataplan!
Left hand brushed the little drum: kid-nork, kid-nork!
Both hands seized the congohelium, as though the strong wrists were going to tear it apart.
The whole room blazed with music, gleamed with thunder as the human senses interpenetrated each other. The Lord Sto Odin felt the air pass his skin like cool, wet oil. Sun-boy the dancer became transparent and through him the Lord Sto Odin could see a landscape which was not earth and never would be.
"Fluminescent, luminescent, incandescent, fluorescent," sang the dancer. "Those are the worlds of the Douglas-Ouyang planets, seven planets in a close group, all travelling together around a single sun. Worlds of wild magnetism and perpetual dustfall, where the surfaces of the planets are changed by the forever-shifting magnetism of their erratic orbits! Strange worlds, where stars dance dances wilder than any dance ever conceived by man-planets which have a consciousness in
common, but perhaps not intelligence-planets which called across all space and all time for companionship until I, me the gambler, came down to this cavern and found them. Where you had left them, my Lord Sto Odin, when you said to a robot:
" 'I do not like the looks of those planets,' said you, Sto Odin, speaking to a robot a long time ago. 'People might get sick or crazy, just looking at them,' said you, Sto Odin, long, long ago. 'Hide the knowledge in some out of the way computer,' you commanded, Sto Odin, before I was born. But the computer was that one, that one in the corner behind you, which you cannot turn to see. I came down to this room, looking for a fun-suicide, something really unusual which would bang the noddies when they found I had gotten away. I danced here in the darkness, almost the way I am dancing now, and I had taken about twelve different kinds of drugs, so that I was wild and free and very very receptive. That computer spoke to me, Sto Odin. Your computer, not mine. It spoke to me, and you know what it said?
"You might as well know, Sto Odin, because you are dying. You set your vitality high in order to fight me. I have made you stand still. Could I do that if I were a mere man? Look. I will turn solid again."
With a rainbow-like scream of chords and sounds, Sun-boy twisted the congohelium again until both the inner chamber and the outer bloomed with lights of a thousand colors and the deep underground air became drenched with music which seemed psychotic, because no human mind had ever invented it. The Lord Sto Odin, imprisoned in his own body with his two legionary-robots frozen half a pace behind him, wondered if he really were dying in vain and tried to guess whether he would be blinded and deafened by this dancer before he died. The congohelium twisted and shone before him.
Sun-boy danced backward over the bodies on the floor, danced backward with an odd cadenced run which looked as though he were plunging forward in a wild, competitive foot-race when the music and his own footsteps carried him back, toward the center of the inner room. The figure jumped in an odd stance, face looking so far downward that Sun-boy might have been studying his own steps on the floor, the congohelium held above and behind his neck, legs lifting high in the cruel high-kneed prance.
The Lord Sto Odin thought he could hear the girl calling again, but he could not distinguish words.
The drums spoke again: ritiplin, ritiplin, rataplan! and then Tdd-nork, kidrnork, kid-norkl
The dancer spoke as the pandemonium subsided. He spoke, as his voice was high, strange, like a bad recording played on the wrong machine:
"The something is talking to you. You can talk."
The Lord Sto Odin found that his throat and lips moved. Quietly, secretly, like an old soldier, he tried his feet and fingers: these did not move. Only his voice could be used. He spoke, and he said the obvious:
"Who are you, something?"
Sun-boy looked across at Sto Odin. He stood erect and calm. Only his feet moved, and they did a wild, agile little jig which did not affect the rest of his body. Apparently some kind of dance was necessary to keep the connection going between the unexplained reach of the Douglas-Ouyang planets, the piece of the congohelium, the more than human dancer and the tortured blissful figures on the floor. The face, the face itself was quite composed and almost sad.
"I have been told," said Sun-boy, "to show you who I am."
He danced around the drums rataplan, rataplanl kid-nork-nork, kid-nork, kid-nork-norkl
He held the congohelium high and wrenched it so that a great moan came out. Sto Odin felt sure that a sound as wild and forlorn as that would be sure to reach the surface of the Earth many kilometers above, but his prudent judgment assured him that this was a fanciful thought gestated by his personal situation, and that any real sound strong enough to reach all the way to the surface would also be strong enough to bring the bruised and shattered rock of the ceiling pouring down upon their heads.
The congohelium ran down the colors of the spectrum until it stopped at a dark, wet liver-red, very close to black.
The Lord Sto Odin, in that momentary near silence, found that the entire story had been thrust into his mind without being strung out and articulated with words. The true history of this chamber had entered his memory sidewise, as it were. In one moment he knew nothing of it; in the next instance it was as if he had remembered the whole narrative for most of his life.
He also felt himself set free.
He stumbled backward three or four steps.
To his immense relief, his robots turned around, themselves free, and accompanied him. He let them put their hands in his armpits.
His face was suddenly covered with kisses.
His plastic cheek felt, thinly and dimly, the imprint, real and living, of female human lips. It was the odd girl-beautiful, bald, naked and golden-lipped-who had waited and shouted from the door.
Despite physical fatigue and the sudden shock of intruded knowledge, the Lord Sto Odin knew what he had to say.
"Girl, you shouted for me."
"Yes, my Lord."
"You have had the strength to watch the congohelium and not to give in to it?"
She nodded but said nothing.
"You have been strong-willed enough not to go into that room?"
"Not strong-willed, my Lord. I just love him, my man in there."
"You have waited, girl, for many months?"
"Not all the time. I go up the corridor when I have to eat or drink or sleep or do my personals. I even have mirrors and combs and tweezers and paint there, to make myself beautiful, the way that Sun-boy might want me."
The Lord Sto Odin looked over his shoulder. The music was low and keening with some emotions other than grief. The dancer was doing a long, slow dance, full of creeping and reaches, as he passed the congohelium from one hand to the other. "Do you hear me, dancer?" called the Lord Sto Odin, the Instrumentality once more coursing through his veins.
The dancer did not speak nor seem to change his course. But kid-nork, kid-nork said the little drum, quite unexpectedly.
"He, and the face behind him-they will let the girl leave if she really forgets him and this place in the act of leaving. Won't you?" said Sto Odin to the dancer.
Ritiplin, rataplan said the big drum, which had not sounded since Sto Odin was let free.
"But I don't want to go," said the girl.
"I know you don't want to go. You will go to please me. You can come back as soon as I have done my work." She stood mute so he continued,