Last Chance Cafй
by
Amanda Stevens
Chapter One
"Just what every ghost town needs,"
Leni Crowe said dryly as she wiped down the
counter in the rundown cafй she’d inherited from
her father, along with the general store next
door. "A real, live ghost."
But Rio Rancho, located off a lonely stretch
of I-10 in West Texas, wasn’t technically a
ghost town. Not all the locals had followed the
exodus to greener pastures when a five-year
drought had bankrupted area ranchers and closed
down most of the businesses. There were still
some old-timers who clung to their shriveled
land and a dying way of life — and a few
newcomers who were hiding out from their pasts
and maybe even from the law.
Then there were folks like Leni, who had left
Rio Rancho a long time ago only to slink back
years later, tails tucked between their legs,
when the outside world hadn’t treated them any
too kindly.
"So what do you think he’s up to, out there
on that old broken-down ranch all by his
lonesome?" Darlene persisted. "Think he’s a drug
smuggler? A criminal? A sex fiend?" she added
hopefully.
"Maybe he’s just looking for a little peace
and quiet." Leni wasn’t much in the mood for her
friend’s gossip. A sudden storm had forced a lot
of truckers off the road, not to mention some
agents from a special DPS unit who were in town
investigating the death of a local rancher, and
Leni was exhausted. She waited and bussed tables
while her cook, Luis, fried burgers over a
red-hot grill. He wasn’t complaining, but Leni
knew he was anxious to get away as well. He was
young, it was Saturday night, and the Mexican
border was only a few miles away.
As for Leni, all she wanted to do was get
home to a hot bath, but unfortunately, the storm
showed no sign of letting up, and neither did
Darlene.
"Now, Leni, you can’t tell me you’re not the
least bit curious about that stranger," she
needled. "You may live in Rio Rancho, but you
ain’t dead, girl."
Just the next thing to it, Leni thought.
"Curious about who?" Glen Riordan sauntered
over, hitching up the khaki trousers of his
deputy sheriff’s uniform before straddling the
barstool next to Darlene. "Y’all talkin’ ‘bout
that feller who bought the old Foster place?" he
drawled.
Leni cringed. It wasn’t that she didn’t like
Glen. What was not to like? He was a
nice-looking, soft-spoken,
salt-of-the-earth-type guy who would have made
some girl a great husband, but unfortunately,
he’d set his sights on Leni. He didn’t know that
her heart had been broken so badly she had no
intention of allowing him, or anyone else, to
pick up the pieces.
Everyone in Rio Rancho assumed her widowhood
was the reason she was so gun-shy about
relationships, but Leni’s pain went back farther
than the tragic death of her husband. It went
all the way back to the slow decline of her
marriage, the dissolution of all her dreams, and
it had culminated on the night she’d asked her
husband, Danny, for a divorce. The same night
he’d died in a fiery car crash that Leni still
had nightmares about.
Danny was the reason Leni wasn’t interested
in Glen Riordan, or any man. She never would be.
If her marriage to a man she’d loved with all
her heart and soul had failed, what hope could
there be with someone else?
She started to turn and check on her orders,
but the front door opened, and a gust of cold,
wet air swept through the cafй. A man stood
silhouetted in the doorway, a hat pulled low
over his eyes and a black rain poncho billowing
out behind him.
He hardly seemed more than a shadow at first,
but then he lifted his head and his gaze met
Leni’s. The hair on the back of her neck stood
on end, and an icy chill shot through her as the
stranger stepped inside the Last Chance Cafй.
Chapter Two
Or maybe it was the scars on his face, the
pain in his eyes that intrigued her even as
something about him almost frightened her.
He wasn’t handsome. In fact, on another man,
his features might have been considered homely,
but on the stranger, the battered face, the nose
that had obviously been broken and not all that
successfully repaired, the mouth that gave an
odd little twist at one of the corners, were
almost mesmerizing.
He was big, at least 6’2", with broad
shoulders and a toughness about him that was
formidable.
Leni found she’d been holding her breath. She
let it out slowly as the stranger removed the
rain poncho and hung it on a rack near the door.
He took off his hat and coat, too, but he left
on his gloves. Moving with a slight limp which,
oddly enough, did nothing to impair his grace,
he took a booth in a far corner, away from the
main flow of traffic in the cafй, and waited for
Leni.
"Oh, my
gawd," Darlene said beneath
her breath. She placed her hand over her heart
and sighed. "Now,
that is what I call a
real man. How do you suppose he got his face
messed up like that? Fighting over a woman, I
bet."
"What makes you think that?" Leni asked,
hardly able to tear her gaze from the stranger.
"Because a man like that always has a woman
in his past." Darlene picked up a menu and
shoved it toward Leni. "Hurry up. Go take his
order. Strike up a conversation. Find out what
you can about him and report back to me."
Leni snatched the menu from Darlene and gave
her an exasperated look. "Yes, ma’am!"
Glen caught Leni’s arm as she walked by him.
"Be careful, Leni. I don’t like the looks of
that guy. His kind usually spells trouble."
"His kind?"
Glen shrugged. "He’s been around. You can
tell that just by looking in his eyes. Almost
gives a body the willies," he murmured, then
caught himself, squaring his shoulders in a
manly gesture. "Just be careful, that’s all. Lot
of dope smugglers around here."
Glen meant well, he always did, but his
warning irritated Leni for some reason. It
wasn’t like he had a claim on her or anything,
and it sure wasn’t like she didn’t know how to
take care of herself. She’d been married to a
cop, hadn’t she? A narc, no less. She knew about
drug trafficking, and yes, it was always a
danger this close to the border. But it wasn’t
like every stranger in town was a smuggler.
Still, there had been a lot of activity in
the area lately, more than usual, and everyone
in Rio Rancho was a little on edge since Ned
Barnes, one of the old-timers, had been found
shot dead on his ranch a few days ago. That, of
course, was why agents from the Texas
Confidential,
a highly specialized division of the Department
of Public Safety, were hanging around, although
they’d never admit it. They were here
undercover. No one in town besides Leni knew
their true identities.
To the outside world, they worked as ranch
hands on a nearby spread, but Leni had been made
privy to the organization a year ago when they’d
needed her cafй as a cover for a drug sting. She
and
Brady Morgan, one of the agents, had gone to
the same college, and later, Brady and her
husband had been cops together in Dallas. When
Brady had asked for her help, Leni hadn’t
hesitated, and since then, she’d established a
close friendship with all the agents.
Their presence now, however, filled her with
foreboding. Poor old Ned had been shot because
he’d seen something he shouldn’t have. But what?
And now a stranger was in town. He’d bought
the Foster place, a rundown ranch in a remote
area of the county. Just what was he doing out
there all alone? Leni wondered.
Filling a glass with ice water, she headed
toward the booth in the back. The stranger
watched her approach. His eyes were cool, gray,
and very distant. His other features — the
crooked nose, the scars, the thick, dark hair —
Leni hardly noticed. But his eyes...
The water glass trembled in her hand. Her
breath left her in a painful rush. Oh, my God,
she thought in shock.
His eyes reminded her of Danny’s.
Chapter
Three
The scars caught people off guard. Repulsed
them. He understood. It had been a long time
after the accident before he’d been able to look
at himself in the mirror.
He understood, but he’d been hoping for more
from her.
Which was crazy. He hadn’t come to Rio Rancho
to strike up a relationship. He’d come to Rio
Rancho because after three years of drifting, it
had seemed like the only place on earth he could
find a measure of peace.
Despite his appearance, he was still human.
And the woman who stood staring down at him was
gorgeous. Tall, graceful, with fiery red hair
and provocative green eyes, she’d undoubtedly
fueled more than one trucker’s fantasies.
Not to mention the deputy sheriff who’d been
hanging all over her.
But in the few moments Cade had been inside
the cafй, it seemed to him that all the
customers, mostly male, treated her with the
utmost respect. She had the air of a woman who
would not put up with anything less, and that
made her even more appealing.
She set the glass on the table in front of
him, sloshing water over the rim. "Sorry," she
muttered, wiping almost frantically at the
spill.
"No problem." His voice was low and raspy,
still unfamiliar to him after all this time.
With an effort, he resisted touching the scar at
his throat.
She glanced down at him nervously. "What can
I get you? Cup of coffee to start?"
"Sounds good." Cade noticed that her hands
were trembling a little. Had she been that
affected by his face, or was she upset for some
other reason? Dare he hope she might even be a
little attracted to him?
Yeah, sure. If she was partial to horror
movies.
"It’s a cold night," he said.
"Not fit for man nor beast," she agreed, and
then her expression turned horrified. Her gaze
slipped over his face. "I mean, it’s cold and
rainy and...wet," she stammered.
He almost smiled at her embarrassment. She
wasn’t used to being rattled, he thought, and
her discomfort made her cling to the menu as if
it were a lifeline.
"Any recommendations?"
"Oh, sorry." She handed him the menu. "Luis
makes a great burger if you like them well done.
If not, I’d stick with the chili."
"Chili it is." He gave her back the menu
without opening it, then glanced around the
cafй. "Looks like you’ve had a busy night, Leni."
Her mouth dropped. "How did you know — "
His gaze fell on the name embroidered on her
uniform. "Unusual name," he murmured.
"It’s short for Lynnea."
Old-fashioned, but it suited her. "Cade
Walker," he said, but he didn’t extend his hand.
She nodded and started to turn away, then
glanced back down at him. "Not that it’s any of
my business, but what brings you to Rio Rancho?
I guess you’ve noticed we’re not exactly the
garden capital of world. Especially this time of
year."
He shrugged. "Seemed as good a place as any
to settle down."
"I guess that depends on your perspective,"
she said with a wry smile. "You have folks
here?"
He hesitated. "No. Not anymore."
She shook her head. "Hard to imagine anyone
picking this place for the climate. Or the view,
for that matter."
"If it’s so bad, why do you stay?"
She frowned down at him. "That should be
pretty obvious, even for a stranger. I’m here
for the same reason everyone else in this
godforsaken town is. I don’t have anywhere else
to go."
Chapter
Four
Cade Walker.
He’d finished his chili and a second cup of
coffee 30 minutes ago, but he seemed in no hurry
to leave. He didn’t smoke, so he wasn’t
lingering over a cigarette. He wasn’t drinking,
so he wasn’t waiting for last call.
Just what the heck was he doing? Waiting to
catch Leni alone?
Okay, she thought.
Now he’s giving
me the willies. And that wasn’t a feeling
she particularly liked. Normally, she wasn’t the
nervous type.
She walked over to the table of agents and
handed them their bill. "Why don’t you fellas
take this party on down the road."
"Trying to get rid of us, Leni?" Cody Gannon,
the youngest at the table, asked with a grin. He
was an ex-rodeo star who had one of the most
disarming smiles Leni had ever come across. Good
thing she was several years his senior and
immune to good-looking men to boot.
"Matter of fact, I am," she said bluntly.
"What do you say I get rid of these two
losers and stick around while you lock up?" Rafe
Alvarez had a smile, too, but it wasn’t
disarming like Cody’s. It was downright
dangerous, and he knew it.
"Tell you what," Leni said. "You close up for
me, Rafe, and I’ll go on home, slip into my best
flannel nightie and my sexy wool socks and I’ll
be waiting for you in front of the TV."
Rafe winced. "Flannel nightie? Wool socks?
Don’t take this the wrong way, Leni, but I think
I’ll pass."
"I thought you might."
They all tossed money on the table and stood,
gathering coats, gloves, and hats. As Cody and
Rafe left the cafй, the oldest of the group,
Jake Cantrell, stayed behind. He cast a wary
glance toward the booth in the back, where the
stranger sat waiting. But for what?
"I don’t like leaving you here alone while
that guy’s still hanging around," Jake said in a
low voice. "Do you know him?"
"No, but don’t worry. Luis is still here."
Although they both knew Luis would be no match
for the stranger. The cook had a reputation
across the border as a fiery, passionate lover —
or so he said — but he wasn’t much bigger than a
minute.
Trying to diffuse Jake’s concern, she said
brightly, "Hey, I saw
Brady the other day. He came in just after
dawn with some woman." It was a small world,
Leni sometimes thought, the way she and Brady
had both ended up in West Texas, what some
people considered the ends of the earth. "The
woman was a real looker," she said. "Sort of the
Shania Twain type."
Something flickered in Jake’s eyes before the
shutters came down, confirming Leni’s suspicion
that Brady’s involvement with the woman was more
than just personal. But before she had time to
question Jake further, she saw the stranger rise
from the booth and walk toward her.
Turning to face him, she felt Jake’s hand on
her back, as if to reassure her he was still
there. But the moment her gaze collided with
Cade Walker’s, Leni forgot all about Jake’s
presence, Cody Gannon’s smile, and Rafe
Alvarez’s charm. She forgot about Brady Morgan
and his female companion.
And for a moment, she even forgot about
Danny...
Chapter
Five
And the next.
Leni’s heart bounced like a ping pong ball
off the wall of her chest as she watched him
remove his hat and coat and head toward the back
booth. Like always, he’d left on his gloves. She
couldn’t help wondering why. Were his hands
scarred, too? Or was he worried about leaving
his fingerprints around?
Chiding herself for her wild imagination, she
picked up a menu. It was a Monday night. The
cafй wasn’t particularly busy, but there were a
couple of locals sitting at the bar chewing the
fat, and the Texas Confidential
agents, still in town investigating Ned Barnes’s
death, were gathered around a corner table. No
one would suspect they were anything more than
three friends, having a cup of coffee together
and shooting the breeze.
Leni still couldn’t shake a dark premonition
that something sinister was going on in Rio
Rancho. She could feel it, and she couldn’t help
wondering if her sense of foreboding was somehow
tied to Cade Walker.
Ignoring a sudden chill down her back, she
filled a water glass and headed for the back
booth. "Evening," she greeted him, annoyed that
her voice sounded so breathless.
He looked up at her with those eyes. Gray.
Piercing. Soulful.
So like Danny’s.
Stop it! Leni admonished herself. This man
was nothing like Danny. Danny was dead. He
wasn’t coming back. She had to stop seeing him
every time she looked into Cade Walker’s eyes.
Because if she didn’t...
If she didn’t, she might find it a little too
easy to forget that Cade Walker was a stranger.
"Another cold night, " he said softly.
Leni shivered at the sound of his voice. "I
guess spring’s still a long way off."
"Yeah, but it always comes. Sooner or later."
His words seemed prophetic to Leni. For a
long time now she’d been living in a perpetual
winter. But Cade Walker made her think of warmer
days. And even warmer nights.
She mentally shook herself and handed him the
menu. "Need a few minutes to decide what you
want?"
"No. I already know what I want."
As his gaze met hers, a thrill of excitement
shot through Leni, but she tried to keep her
voice even. "What’ll it be then?"
He hesitated only fractionally. "I think I’ll
try one of Luis’s burgers tonight."
She arched a brow. "You must like to live
dangerously."
"Don’t you?"
"No," she said frankly. "I don’t have an
adventurous bone in my body. I’m more the hearth
and home type."
"Then why aren’t you married?" His voice was
low and raspy. Intimate.
"Actually...I was married," Leni confessed.
"What happened?" If possible, his gaze grew
even darker.
"He died." Her tone was matter of fact, but
her insides trembled, as they always did, when
she thought about Danny.
"I’m sorry." Something flickered in Cade’s
eyes, a look of regret, as if he truly were
sorry for her loss. Somehow Leni thought that he
was.
"It was a long time ago," she said sadly.
"And the marriage was already over."
"I’m sorry," he said again. And then without
warning, he reached out and touched her hand.
He’d taken off his gloves, and Leni could see
that the back of his right hand was crisscrossed
with thin, jagged lines.
Something horrible had happened to him in the
past, she thought. Something had scarred him
terribly, but she had a feeling the wounds on
the outside were nothing compared to those on
the inside.
Her eyes stung with sudden tears, and for no
reason Leni could explain, she wanted to lift
his marred hand to her face, to trace each and
every scar with her lips, to soothe away his
pain — and maybe her own — even for a little
while.
Instead, she took a step back from Cade
Walker. He dropped his hand from hers, and the
moment was over.
"I’d better see to your order," she murmured,
then turned and fled toward the kitchen.
Chapter Six
He’d left the cafй a few minutes ago, heading
for his truck, but he knew he’d been followed
out. He turned and saw one of the three men who
had been sitting at the corner table start
across the street toward him. Cade didn’t see
the other two, but he knew they were around,
just as he knew all three of them were the law.
He’d known it the moment he first laid eyes on
them in the cafй on Saturday night.
They weren’t cops, though. At least not local
boys. Not like the deputy sheriff Cade had seen
sniffing around
Leni that first night. In another few years,
the deputy would have the same physique as the
Pillsbury Doughboy if he wasn’t careful. These
guys were in top shape, which told him they
trained. They were pros.
He waited beside his truck for the man to
catch up to him. When he drew even with Cade,
they eyed each other in the darkness. Finally
the man stuck out his hand. "Jake Cantrell."
"Cade Walker." They shook hands, sizing one
another up.
"I hear you bought the old Foster place,"
Cantrell remarked casually. But Cade wasn’t
fooled. There was nothing offhand about the
question. "What brings you to West Texas?"
Cade started to tell him it was none of his
damn business, but trouble with the law,
especially this man’s kind of law, he didn’t
need. "I like the peace and quiet."
"Plenty of quiet out here all right," Jake
said. "It’s not too peaceful, though. There was
a murder a few days ago, a rancher named Ned
Barnes."
"Is that right?" Cade said carefully.
"He was a harmless old man, shot dead with a
high-caliber rifle. As a matter of fact, his
ranch borders yours up near the foothills."
Cade became extremely wary. A murder. A
stranger in town. He didn’t like the way Jake
Cantrell appeared to be adding things up.
"We think he may have seen something he
shouldn’t have," Jake said. "Lot of drugs coming
across the border around here. They need places
to hide the stuff until the shipments can be
dispersed to points east and north."
"You sound like a cop," Cade said.
Jake laughed, a low sound, not menacing
exactly, but none too friendly. "I’m not a cop.
I work on a spread not too far from here. We
don’t like drugs coming across the border, and
when someone gets murdered, we’re all
concerned."
Yeah, Cade thought. There was concern, and
there was concern.
"Just thought I’d give you a friendly
warning," Jake said. "So you can be on the
lookout for anything out of the ordinary."
Cade had seen some strange things already,
but he wasn’t going to admit it. He’d come here
to start a new life, not to get dragged back
into his old one. "I haven’t been here long
enough to know if something is out of the
ordinary or not."
Jake nodded. "Fair enough. But if you do see
anything suspicious, we’d appreciate it if you’d
get in touch with the authorities."
Cade turned to leave, but Jake said quietly,
"One other thing, Walker."
"Yeah?"
"I can’t help noticing you’ve been hanging
around Leni’s place since you got to town."
Cade shrugged. "I’m not much of a cook. I
have to eat somewhere."
"Leni have anything to do with your choice?"
"Not particularly," Cade said, but a spark of
anger ignited inside him. What business was this
of Jake Cantrell’s? "Why? Do you have a claim on
her?"
"No claim," Jake said easily. "She’s a
friend, and she hasn’t had an easy time trying
to make a go of this place. We all look out for
her, that’s all."
Cade’s gaze went back to the window, where he
could see Leni silhouetted in the light. Even
going about the menial task of cleaning up the
cafй, she looked strong and capable. A woman in
charge. A woman who didn’t need a man to look
out for her.
But then again, it might depend on the man.
Chapter
Seven
But Leni lingered, not anxious to go home to
a cold, empty house. A lonely house. Sighing,
she moved to the tiny office in the back and
changed from her uniform into a pair of jeans, a
thick wool sweater, and boots. Even though it
only took her a few minutes to get to her house,
she’d freeze in this weather if she didn’t
bundle up.
Fighting off a growing melancholy, she walked
over and lowered the shade at the door and
turned the sign to read Closed. She was just
about to turn out the lights when a knock on the
door caused her to jump.
Normally, she wouldn’t have been so skittish,
but Ned Barnes’s murder had made everyone in
town a little edgy.
The knock sounded again, and cautiously Leni
drew back the shade on the door. The neon sign
was still on, and
Cade Walker’s battered features stood out
starkly in the garish, flickering light.
"Sorry to bother you, but I forgot my
gloves," he said through the glass.
Leni hesitated. It was never a good idea to
let a stranger into the cafй this time of night
when she was all alone, especially one who
seemed as mysterious as Cade Walker. But the
weather was brutal outside. He’d need his
gloves.
"Look," Cade said, as if sensing her
trepidation. "I don’t have to come in. I’ll go
stand next to the windows, where you can see me,
and you just slip the gloves outside."
Leni couldn’t find an objection with that.
She nodded.
Locating the gloves in the back booth where
he’d left them, she headed back toward the door.
She could see his towering silhouette outside
the front windows, and for a moment, she paused,
staring out at him. Her heart thudded against
her chest in spite of herself. She didn’t want
to be drawn to Cade Walker, but she was. She
didn’t want to find his beaten features
attractive, but she did. And she certainly knew
better than to let him come inside the cafй. But
she wanted to.
She opened the front door and stepped out
into the cold night.
"Cade?" When he didn’t answer, she took a few
steps away from the door. "Cade? I found your
gloves."
Too late, she realized he was no longer by
the windows. He’d come up behind her, blocking
her path to the door. She started to scream,
started to run, but she could do neither because
he grabbed her roughly, wrapping his arm around
her throat as he shoved a gun barrel against her
temple.
"Scream and you die," he said in her ear.
Chapter
Eight
Whatever the reason, Cade was pretty certain
they hadn’t counted on his instinct for
survival, honed even more sharply after three
years of looking over his shoulder.
They hadn’t counted on the fact that he’d
recognized one of them, either. Out of the
corner of his eye, before he’d gone down, Cade
had caught a glimpse of one of his attackers.
And though the heavy coat disguised the man’s
size, the white hair hanging down his back and
the paleness of his skin had been unmistakable.
Cade had seen him a few days ago, on the
northern edge of his property. The man had been
on foot, heavily bundled up against the weather,
except for his head which had been left bare.
The wind had whipped his white hair straight
back, exposing a face that seemed eerily devoid
of color. He’d been carrying a rifle. To the
casual observer, he might have been taken for a
hunter, but through his binoculars, Cade had
noted the way the man’s gaze darted about the
landscape, the stealthy but purposeful way he
made his way over the craggy terrain.
He’d been up to no good. Cade had realized
that immediately, but he’d kept out of sight
because he hadn’t wanted any trouble. He hadn’t
wanted to get involved in something that was no
longer his business.
He hadn’t known then that Ned Barnes had been
murdered. Or that the white-haired man might
pose a threat to
Leni.
Leni.
The thought of her spurred Cade to his feet.
Tentatively, he probed the knot at the back of
his head. He’d bled some, and the pain was
pretty intense. Cade knew he probably needed
stitches, but there was no time for that.
Besides, he’d learned a long time ago how to
handle pain. He gritted his teeth and staggered
toward the cafй.
The lights were off, but the front door was
open. Cade backtracked and got his gun out of
his truck before entering the darkened
restaurant. He waited several long minutes in
the doorway, listening to the dark, before he
moved inside and turned on the lights.
There was no sign of a struggle, no evidence
of foul play. It seemed as if Leni might have
just gone home for the evening, but Cade knew
that she hadn’t. She was a careful person. She
would never have left her front door unlocked.
He walked over to the cash register. It
hadn’t been touched, but there was a tissue
lying on the floor. It was dotted with blood.
Leni’s blood?
Chapter
Nine
She still had no idea why she’d been
kidnapped, but she knew her predicament was
dire. Before they’d left town, her two captors
had forced her to open up the general store next
to the cafй, and they’d loaded up with medical
supplies, food, and blankets. Leni prayed they’d
let her go once they had what they wanted, but
instead, she’d been taken hostage.
Her split lip ached where the white-haired
man had hit her. The pain made her angry, but
she was scared, too, and she knew she had to
control her temper. She was no match for two
armed men. All she could do for now was bide her
time.
The inside of the mine was dimly lit by a
lantern hanging from a wooden rafter. The light
stirred in a draft, and huge shadows danced
across the cavern. But even in the faulty light,
Leni had no trouble seeing a third man lying on
the floor. His face was blanched, and he was
shivering uncontrollably.
The white-haired man, who seemed to be the
leader, thrust the bag of medical supplies
toward her. "Here," he said. "See what you can
do for him."
Leni glanced at him in shock. "Me? I’m no
doctor!"
"Maybe not." His pale eyes were like red
flames in the lantern light. "But you’re the
closest thing we got."
He shoved her toward the man on the floor,
and Leni sank to her knees. Up close, the man
looked in even worse shape than she’d first
thought. Gingerly she pulled back the blanket
that was spread over him. The man’s clothing was
covered in blood. She recoiled in horror.
"He needs to be in a hospital!" she said on a
gasp. "There’s nothing I can do for him!"
The white-haired man walked over and placed
his gun against her temple, cocking the trigger.
"You got my brother sent to prison last year.
You and those agents you work for. Nothing I’d
like more than to put a bullet in you right now,
but I’m giving you a fighting chance. You save
this man’s life, I’ll let you go."
Leni looked up into those cold blues eyes and
shivered.
I’m a dead woman, she thought.
He’s never going to let me go.
***
Cade knew where they’d gone. Even if he
hadn’t recognized the white-haired man, he would
have had a pretty good idea, because in spite of
what he’d told Jake Cantrell, he
had been
seeing some unusual activity the last few days.
Strange vehicles using an obscure road on the
border of his property. Lights moving around in
the foothills of the mountains.
Cade had become suspicious, so he’d gone to
investigate. He’d traveled every square inch of
his property, the need to know his surroundings
inside and out a deeply ingrained compulsion.
When he’d come across the abandoned mine,
he’d known immediately that it was the perfect
hideout. The perfect place to stash drug
shipments coming across the border. It was
remote, well hidden, and extremely difficult to
get to.
He’d explored the tunnel just far enough so
that he knew another way in and another way out.
In his old life, learning where all the exits
were located could have meant life or death, and
although he’d left that persona behind him three
years ago, old habits died hard.
He’d been a fool, Cade realized now. He
thought he could shut his eyes to whatever was
going on in that mine. He thought he could leave
behind a way of life that had robbed him of
everything. But he’d been wrong. Ned Barnes had
been killed, and now Leni was missing. There was
no way he could ignore that.
He felt emotions stirring to life he’d long
ago tried to bury. This time, he didn’t try to
suppress them. Cade closed his eyes for a
moment, letting them rise to the surface.
Letting his instincts take over because he knew
that was the only way he could save Leni.
Chapter Ten
She’d done the best she could with the
medical supplies, but she knew the wounded man
was going to die if they didn’t get him to a
hospital. She also knew his friends had no
intention of doing that. They were drug runners,
associated with the group the Texas Confidential
agents had brought down last year. Because of
her participation in the sting, they thought she
was an agent, too. She hadn’t been kidnapped for
her nursing skills so much as for revenge.
She gazed down at the wounded man.
Apparently, he’d been shot by a rival drug
cartel while crossing the border. Leni had heard
the men talking. They couldn’t move their
hideout because a major shipment was due
anytime. Nor could they risk detection by taking
their comrade to a doctor. Bullet wounds had to
be reported to the authorities.
Thinking of the police made Leni think of
Glen. Maybe if he drove by the cafй, he’d
realize something was wrong. But why would he?
The lights were off. He’d think she was closed.
How long before anyone missed her? Not until
Luis got to work tomorrow morning. And even if
the Texas Confidential agents got involved, it
could take several hours to ascertain what had
happened and to form a search party. By then,
the trail would be cold. No one would know where
to look for her. She could be dead before anyone
figured out where she’d been taken.
And
Cade Walker? What had happened to him? She’d
known the moment she heard the white-haired man
speak that he wasn’t Cade, but why had Cade
disappeared so suddenly before her attack? Was
he in with these men? Had he left his gloves in
the cafй to purposefully draw her outside?
Leni still had the gloves. She pulled them
out of her pocket and slipped them on as she
leaned against the wall. They were warm inside,
as if he’d just withdrawn his hands from them.
She lifted them to her face, imagining for a
moment the way Cade might touch her. The way he
might kiss her...
She jerked herself out of the fantasy with a
cold dash of reality. It was stupid to fantasize
about a stranger, especially when she had more
pressing concerns to worry about. Like getting
the hell out of here.
The main cavern was fairly large, but the
tunnel narrowed as it ran back into the
mountain. There was no way of knowing how far
back it went. Leni debated on whether to take
her chances in the tunnel or to try and subdue
the guard. On the one hand, she was no match for
an armed killer, unless she could catch him by
surprise. On the other hand, for all she knew,
the tunnel only went back for a few yards before
it dead-ended, in which case she would be
trapped.
Then again, the mine could go on for miles.
She could end up getting hopelessly lost. She
could fall into a pit, break a leg or something.
She might even starve to death.
But she had to do something.
She gazed around for a weapon. If she could
knock the guard out or disarm him, she might be
able to get away before the white-haired man
returned.
Outside, she heard the guard stir. He
coughed, then all fell silent. She started to
inch toward the entrance, but something moved in
the far recesses of the tunnel. Leni whirled.
Someone — or something — had materialized
from the shadows. Leni started to scream, but he
was on her before she could utter a sound.
"Don’t move," he whispered against her ear.
"Don’t make a sound."
And this time the voice did belong to Cade
Walker....
Chapter
Eleven
"It’s okay. I’m going to get you out of
here," he whispered. "Understand?" When Leni
nodded, he lifted his hand from her mouth. "You
okay?"
She nodded again and swallowed, never so glad
to see anyone in her life — especially now that
she knew he wasn’t one of the bad guys. She’d
never really believed that, Leni realized, and
she had to fight the urge to throw her arms
around him. "How did you know where to find me?"
He put a gentle finger to her hurt lip, and
Leni winced. Cade’s eyes darkened in the lantern
light. "No time for that now. We’ve got to get
moving." He glanced around the mine, his gaze
falling on the wounded man. "Where are the
others?"
"One is just outside," Leni whispered. "The
other one...I’m not sure. But they’re both
armed."
Cade nodded grimly. "I figured that. Come
on." He pulled her toward the tunnel, but before
they’d taken more than a few steps, Leni heard a
sound behind her. She glanced back and froze.
The blast of the white-haired man’s rifle was
almost deafening in the mine.
The rock wall beside Leni exploded, and she
screamed.
Cade dove for the deepest shadows, dragging
her with him.
"Run!" he yelled, spinning to fire as Leni’s
captors opened up on them.
Leni ran.
Away from the lantern, the tunnel was pitch
black and narrow. The walls in places brushed
both of her shoulders, but she hurried as fast
as she could. She was getting farther and
farther into the mine, going deeper and deeper
with each step. A mountain of stone and dirt lay
over her, and she tried to fight off a
claustrophobic panic.
Cade caught up with her as another volley of
gunfire shattered rock nearby.
"Hurry!" he urged her.
The tunnel forked ahead of them, and Cade
guided her to the right. Leni could see the
night sky through a hole in the roof. A rope was
suspended from above, and she hurried toward it.
But suddenly everything started to tremble.
The floor beneath her shook, and she lost her
balance. She tumbled to the ground, not knowing
what was happening at first, but then in a
flash, she realized she was trapped in a miner’s
worst nightmare.
A cave-in!
Somehow Cade managed to reach her, and he
pulled her to her feet, dragging her back from
the rope. Rock and debris bombarded them from
above as the hole caved in, and a heavy dust
filled the air, making it impossible to breathe.
There was no way out, Leni thought in panic. She
and Cade would be buried alive.
He hugged her tightly to the wall. His arms
covered her head, and for what seemed an
eternity, the mine collapsed all around them.
Then the tremors stopped. The dust cleared.
Cade and Leni were both coughing, bruised and
battered, but they were alive. Yet for the
longest moment, he still held her. As if he
never wanted to let her go.
And Leni realized in the aftermath of near
death, she was in no hurry to move from the
protection of Cade Walker’s arms...
Chapter
Twelve
No way they could move all that rock, he
thought grimly. They’d starve to death first. Or
run out of air.
He moved the beam over Leni. She appeared to
be all right, although stunned. Scared. Panicky.
Who could blame her?
But when she spoke, her voice was
surprisingly calm. "Can we move the rock?"
Not in a million years, he thought, but he
shrugged. "Maybe. It would take awhile though. I
think our best bet is to keep going, see if we
can find another way out of the mine."
"Or we may find another cave-in," she said.
"That’s possible. Are you okay?"
She brushed off her clothing, but her face
and hair were coated with dust. "I’ll live, I
guess. How about you?"
"A few bruises, nothing serious. Let’s get
moving."
Using the light, they crept through the
shaft, mindful that any sudden move or noise
might bring down another onslaught of rock and
dirt.
"What caused the cave-in?" Leni asked
quietly. "The gunfire?"
Cade shrugged. "Who knows? This place has
probably been here for years. The braces are
rotting, so it didn’t take much to bring it
down. These old mines are all over the
mountains."
"You know this area?" she asked in surprise.
"I thought you were new in town."
"I am."
They were moving steadily deeper, and signs
of the cave-in grew sparser. At first, they were
constantly having to clear the tunnel of rubble,
but for the last several minutes, the way had
been clear, making it a little easier — and
safer — to carry on a conversation.
"Earlier when I asked if you had family here,
you said ‘no, not anymore’. Which suggests you
used to have family here," Leni said.
"I don’t have family anywhere."
"Then why come to Rio Rancho?"
"I told you. It seemed as good a place as any
to settle down."
She stopped behind him, forcing him to do the
same so he wouldn’t get too far ahead of her.
The flashlight beam was still strong, but Cade
knew it wouldn’t last forever. Once the
batteries were gone, they would be completely in
the dark, and moving through the tunnel would be
even more dangerous. He took her arm and tried
to urge her forward. "We need to keep moving
while we still have light."
Her gaze dropped to the flashlight, and he
saw a flicker of what might have been fear cross
her features. But still she lingered. "Before we
go any farther, I need to know something."
He braced himself. "What?"
"How did you know where to find me?"
He shrugged. "I stumbled across this mine a
few days ago while I was exploring the ranch. I
saw signs it was being used. I don’t know." He
shrugged again. "I had a hunch they’d brought
you here."
She gazed up at him for a very long time.
"That’s funny," she said slowly. "Because my
husband used to get hunches like that, too."
Chapter
Thirteen
He stared down at her, his battered face
enigmatic in the flashlight beam. "I’m not a
cop."
"Then what?"
"Does it matter?" He sounded impatient. "The
only thing we need to worry about is finding a
way out of here."
"I know, but — "
"What?"
Leni drew a breath. "Why did you come for me?
You don’t even know me."
If possible, his expression grew even
harsher. "You ask a lot of questions."
"And you don’t seem to have the answers," she
countered. "At least none you’re willing to
share with me."
"Maybe you wouldn’t like my answers." He
started walking along the tunnel in front of
her.
Leni followed the beam of light. "Maybe I
wouldn’t," she said. "Maybe the fact is, you
didn’t come for me at all. Maybe you came to get
what those men have been hiding in this mine."
When he didn’t respond, she moved up behind
him. "Is that it? Is that why you came? Were you
after the drugs?"
Without warning, he spun and grabbed her
arms, hauling her up against him. The flashlight
was angled downward, but the beam bounced off
the floor, casting a sinister shadow over his
features. Leni realized that she might have gone
too far. If he
had come looking for
drugs, it probably wasn’t a good idea to force
his hand. But that was exactly what she’d done.
Not too smart, Leni, girl, she could
almost hear her Pop admonishing her.
"I came to get
you." Cade said in a
low, dangerous voice. "Don’t you get it?"
And then, still holding her, he lowered his
mouth to hers.
***
He hadn’t wanted to kiss her. Hadn’t meant to
touch her at all, but there she was, gazing up
at him. Looking for all the world as if she
wanted to be kissed.
And even with a fine coating of dust still
lingering on her skin and in her hair, she was
the most beautiful woman he’d ever known.
Beautiful inside and out. Brave. Strong.
Capable.
Leni.
With a shock, he realized he’d groaned her
name out loud. He hadn’t meant to do that,
either, but he had no control all of a sudden.
Didn’t want to be in control. He wanted Leni to
fill his mind, take away the emptiness of the
last three years.
He knew that he should draw away, but Leni’s
mouth opened beneath his. She wound her arms
around his neck, pressing her body close to his,
and even though they both wore coats, Cade
imagined the warmth of her skin, the rhythm of
her heartbeat beneath the heavy layer of
clothing.
"Leni." He whispered her name again,
caressing the smoothness of her cheek with his
hand. She felt incredible, and it had been so
long. So very long...
He broke the kiss, resting his forehead
against hers. Neither of them said anything for
a long moment, but remained almost motionless in
one another’s arms.
Finally Leni took a step back. "I don’t know
what came over me."
He almost smiled at that. "That’s a clichй,
Leni. We both know what came over us."
He couldn’t see her expression clearly in the
dim light, but he thought she might be blushing.
Not something she would want him to see, he
thought. She pulled a hand through her tangled
hair. "Okay," she said with a sigh. "Then what’s
your take? Adrenaline rush? A reaction to
danger?"
Yes, he thought. All of the above and
something more. Something she didn’t want to
admit. Something she didn’t want to recognize.
Something that Cade had no intention of
telling her...
Chapter
Fourteen
"I don’t think we’re going to get out of
here," she said wearily.
"Sure we are. There’s bound to be another
opening somewhere. We just have to keep going."
But Cade wasn’t as certain as he sounded. The
flashlight beam was almost gone. If they didn’t
find an opening soon, it might be better to turn
around and go back, take their chances on
clearing the tunnel near the mine’s entrance.
"Look," Cade said. They’d rounded a corner in
the shaft, and a large cavern-like room opened
up before them. He played the light over the
walls, probing the corners. There was a bedroll
on the floor and candles scattered about.
"Someone’s been here," Leni whispered, as if
that same someone might still be lurking nearby.
"Sometimes the miners would spend days at a
time underground, especially if they’d struck a
rich vein, or thought they were getting close.
This stuff’s probably been here for years." Cade
walked over and kicked the bedroll. A cloud of
dust drifted upward.
With a match, he lit the wick of one of the
candles, and the light flickered to life.
Quickly he extinguished the flashlight,
preserving what little was left of the
batteries. Then he stuffed some of the other
candles in his pocket, in case they didn’t find
a way out any time soon.
"Let’s take a breather." He shook out the
bedroll, stirring up another dust storm. "Come
to think of it, the ground might be preferable,"
he said, coughing.
Leni walked over and sat down beside him. "Do
you really think we’re going to find a way out
of here?"
Cade shrugged. "I’ve been in tighter
situations than this."
"Such as?"
He hesitated. "Let’s just say, I’ve faced
death a few times and lived to tell about it."
"I don’t know if that makes me feel better or
not," Leni murmured. Her gaze was on his face,
on the scars. Without warning, she reached out
and touched the one at the corner of his mouth.
He caught her hand. "Sure you want to do
that?"
"Do what?" she asked softly.
His gaze was dark and mysterious as he stared
down at her. "Start something you might not want
to finish."
***
Leni wasn’t certain how long she’d been
sleeping, but she awakened suddenly with the
realization that she was lying on the ground and
her head was pillowed in Cade’s lap. He stroked
her hair gently, almost lovingly, and a shiver
coursed through her. She couldn’t remember the
last time a man’s touch had affected her so
deeply.
In candlelight, the tunnel was even spookier.
It should have been frightening, but it wasn’t.
It should have been cold, but it wasn’t. Leni
felt cozy, almost content, and she sighed,
reaching for Cade’s hand.
Like a blind woman, she explored his callused
palm, tested lightly the jagged ridge that ran
across the back. Another scar. She moved to his
fingers, brushing them with her own until she
came to the smooth metal band on the third
finger of his left hand.
And then she froze.
Chapter
Fifteen
"I was,"
Cade said carefully. "I lost my wife several
years ago."
Something flashed across her face. Not pity,
Cade thought, but compassion. Empathy. "I’m
sorry," she said. "I know what it’s like to lose
someone you love."
"But you said your marriage was over before
your husband died," he reminded her.
"That didn’t mean I didn’t love him." She
grew surprisingly defensive. "Even through the
worst of times, I never stopped loving him."
Cade’s heart gave a funny little twist. "Then
he was a very lucky man."
"I’m not sure he felt that way." She
hesitated for a moment, then said, "How did your
wife die?" Before he had time to answer, she
shook her head. "I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have
asked that. It’s none of my business. It’s
just..." She trailed off as her gazed moved over
the scars on his face.
"The accident came later," he said softly.
"A car accident?" When he nodded, she turned
to stare at the candle flame, hugging her knees
to her chest. "My husband died in a car crash."
Cade didn’t know what to say, so he remained
silent, wondering how much more of herself she
would reveal to him. Wondering if it was fair to
listen. And yet how could he not? He wanted to
know what her life had been like. He wanted to
know everything about her. He especially wanted
to know if there was a chance she was still in
love with her husband.
"He worked Narcotics," Leni said.
"Undercover. Sometimes deep cover. The
assignments were dangerous, and the least little
slip-up could have meant his life. He always
said the only way to pull off an undercover job
was to become the cover. To live it and breathe
it. And he did. He did it very well. He did it
so well that I don’t think he even knew who he
was anymore. I know I didn’t."
She drew a long breath, her gaze still
watching the flame. "Foul play was suspected in
his death. He’d penetrated a very powerful drug
ring, and his cover was blown. They put out a
hit on him, but it wasn’t so much for what he
knew as for revenge, the police said. And to use
him as an example. His car was forced off an
overpass one night. It exploded on impact, and
he was trapped inside."
Cade closed his eyes, her words conjuring
powerful images.
"Sometimes I still have nightmares about it,"
she said. "Sometimes I can see him in that car,
calling out to me for help. But I can’t get to
him. I can’t do anything but watch him die."
The anguish in her voice tore at Cade’s
resolve. "Leni, don’t. It wasn’t your fault."
She turned in surprise. "I’m...sorry. I
didn’t mean to sound so maudlin. It’s
just...I’ve never told anyone about this before.
I guess I needed to open up to someone, and it
may sound crazy, but I feel as if I know you.
Maybe because of the danger we’re in. Maybe
because we’re trapped in here together." She
shrugged. "I don’t know. I just feel as if I can
trust you."
"Maybe you shouldn’t," he said darkly. "Trust
me, I mean."
"Why not?" Her eyes deepened in the
candlelight, and it seemed to Cade that he could
lose himself in those eyes, if he wasn’t
careful.
The only way to pull off an undercover job is
to become the cover.
He glanced away from her probing gaze. "I’m
not the man you think I am, Leni."
Chapter
Sixteen
"Then who are you?" she demanded.
"That may not be something you really want to
know." Candlelight flickered over
Cade’s face, making him seem even more
mysterious. Even more dangerous. "I’m a wanted
man, Leni."
She caught her breath. "That’s why you came
to Rio Rancho. You’re hiding from the law."
"We’re all hiding from something," he said
grimly. "Even you."
She started to deny it, but couldn’t. It was
true. She was hiding out in Rio Rancho. Hiding
from her past, yes, but even worse, she was
hiding from a future.
"What did you do?" she asked hesitantly, not
certain she really wanted to know.
"It’s not what you think. I’m not a criminal.
But there are people who want me dead."
"Those men who kidnapped me...are they
looking for you?" Leni asked. Or was she their
only target?
"No. If they’d been looking for me, I’d be
dead right now." Cade gave her an enigmatic
glance. "You don’t seem frightened. After what I
just told you, you should be running scared."
Leni glanced around the tunnel. "In case you
hadn’t noticed, there’s nowhere to run to. We’re
stuck here together, and no, I’m not afraid. Not
of you."
He gave her a long, measured look. "You’re a
brave woman, Leni."
"Or stupid."
He smiled at that, and Leni’s gaze fell on
his mouth, remembering what it was like to have
those lips on hers. To have his hands moving
through her hair, against her skin. She wondered
what it would be like to lie with him in bed,
sated from his lovemaking and yet still hungry.
Still wanting more.
She lifted her gaze to his.
He knows what
I’m thinking. She could tell by the dark
glow in his eyes, and before she could stop him,
he reached out a hand to touch her face.
His knuckles skimmed along her jawline. His
thumb traced her mouth, moving gently over the
cut. "What happened to your lip?"
"It doesn’t matter."
"Oh, it matters," he said in a voice Leni
hardly recognized. "It matters very much."
And then he kissed her, softly at first,
pulling back to gaze down at her. "I don’t want
to hurt you."
"You won’t." She cupped his neck and pulled
him toward her.
He resisted for only a moment before his arms
came around her, and he drew her to him, kissing
her almost fiercely. Almost desperately. He
broke apart only long enough to whisper her
name, and then he was kissing her again. And
again. Until Leni grew dizzy with need.
She’d never wanted a man the way she wanted
Cade Walker.
No, a voice inside her insisted. She’d
wanted Danny this way. She’d loved Danny with
her heart and soul. She still loved him.
But Danny was dead. And Cade was...Cade...
It took her a moment to realize he was no
longer kissing her. His arms around her had
stiffened, and he was holding her as if he
wanted to push her aside.
Leni tried to draw back to see his face, but
his grasp on her tightened.
And then, through the lingering haze of
passion, she heard a sound that chilled her
blood. The unmistakable clatter of a rattlesnake
coiled to spring.
Chapter
Seventeen
He tightened his grip on her arms and
whispered in her ear, "When I give the word, I
want you to lunge away from me. As fast as you
can. Okay?"
She barely nodded. He saw her swallow hard as
she steadied her nerves.
"Now!"
As she sprang forward, Cade grabbed the
rotting bedroll and threw it over the rattler.
The snake struck at him, but not in time. Cade
wadded up the cover and tossed it to the far
corner of the cavern. The snake slithered out,
unharmed.
He grabbed Leni’s hand. "Come on. Let’s get
out of here."
Obviously, the rattler was using the mine to
hibernate for the winter, and Leni and Cade had
disturbed its rest. Where there was one, there
was apt to be others. Dozens. Maybe hundreds.
Cade suppressed a shudder. He hated snakes,
especially the kind with fangs. He’d been badly
bitten as a kid, and the venom had almost killed
him.
He reached for the candle and used it to
light their way along the tunnel.
"You think there’re more snakes in here?"
Leni asked, as if reading his mind. Her voice
was steady. She didn’t seem nearly as affected
by the incident as he was, but then, she hadn’t
seen the size of that rattler.
Cade shrugged. "Who knows? Maybe that one was
a loner. But I don’t want to stick around long
enough to find out."
Behind him Leni laughed suddenly.
He turned at the sound and held up the candle
to see her face. "What’s so funny?"
"I don’t know. This whole thing." She laughed
again, as if she couldn’t help herself. "You
were in a gun battle with drug smugglers. You’re
hiding out from someone who wants to kill you.
And yet the only thing that’s rattled you — no
pun intended — is a snake."
He arched a brow, irritated. "And your point
is?"
"I guess you’re human after all."
That took him aback. Stung him more than he
cared to admit. "My appearance to the contrary,"
he muttered.
He started to turn away, but Leni grabbed his
arm. Her expression was completely sober now. "I
didn’t mean it that way. I meant...you’re
vulnerable. I like that," she said softly. "I
like the way you look, too."
"Right."
"I’m serious. You’re a very attractive man,
Cade."
"I’ve seen a mirror, Leni. I know what I look
like."
"The scars don’t matter," she insisted.
"You’ve got something...powerful. I don’t know
how to explain it. It’s...magnetism, I guess."
She trailed off, gazing up at his face. A
curious expression came over her features. "My
husband was a very handsome man," she said
slowly. "But that wasn’t what first attracted me
to him. He had the same quality as you. The same
allure."
"I’m not sure I want to be compared to Danny
Crowe," he said grimly.
Leni stiffened as she gazed up at him. "How
did you know his name?"
Chapter
Eighteen
Cade shrugged, but his expression darkened.
"I don’t know. You must have mentioned it."
"No, I didn’t."
"Then someone else — "
"I don’t think so." Leni started backing away
from him. He put out a hand, but she slapped it
away. "Don’t touch me."
"Leni, come on. We’ve got to get out of
here — "
She shook her head. "I’m not going anywhere
until you tell me who you are. How you knew my
husband’s name. Why you have his eyes."
Cade glanced away, as if no longer able to
meet her gaze.
Leni put a shaking hand to her mouth. "You
get hunches just like Danny did. You’re afraid
of snakes just like he was. You reminded me of
him the first time I laid eyes on you. Oh, my
God."
"Leni — "
She shook her head, refusing to believe what
her instincts were telling her. "It can’t be. It
isn’t possible."
He said nothing, but this time, he didn’t
turn away from her. He stared down at her for
the longest moment as a thousand emotions
crashed over Leni.
"Who are you?" she asked in a desperate
whisper.
"You know who I am, Leni. You’ve always
known."
***
"Danny?" A look of joyous disbelief
transformed her features, and for one crazy
moment, Cade thought it was going to be okay.
She took a step toward him, and then she was in
his arms, and he was holding her close. So close
it was hard to breathe, but Cade didn’t care. He
never wanted to let her go. His eyes filled with
tears, and he squeezed them closed. He had never
thought to feel this way again. Had never
thought he would hold Leni like this again.
Wiping away her own tears, she drew back and
searched his face. "It is you," she whispered in
wonder. "I can’t believe it. I don’t understand.
How — "
"Shush." He knew she needed an explanation
and he would have to give her one, but not now.
Not yet. The truth would bring a whole new set
of problems, but for now, for one moment in
time, he had his wife back.
He pulled her into his arms, but something
had changed. Leni wasn’t quite as pliant, wasn’t
quite as joyful as she had been a moment ago.
She hung back, still studying his face. "Why?"
The word was softly spoken, but there was an
edge of anger in her voice.
"I can explain," he said, just as softly.
"Can you? You can explain why you let me
think you were dead all this time? Why you let
me grieve for you? Why you let me live with the
almost unbearable guilt of having asked you for
a divorce on the night I thought you were
killed?"
"You can explain why for three years, you
left me in a living hell while you...while
you..." She seemed overcome with fury all of
a sudden. She tore her hands through her hair.
"While you were doing
what?"
"Leni, please calm down — "
"
Calm down?" she all but screamed at
him. "Don’t you think I have a right to be
upset? Oh, God, when I think of all the nights —
"
Cade felt the tremors at the same moment she
did. He was watching her face and saw her eyes
widen as they both glanced at the roof of the
tunnel. Dirt sifted down over them.
Cade threw down the candle, and grabbed
Leni’s hand. "Come on!"
He managed to flip on the flashlight as they
raced through the narrow passage. An avalanche
of rock and dirt tumbled into the tunnel behind
them. The air grew thick with dust, but they
kept going, running as fast as they could away
from the collapse.
Finally, as the air began to clear, Cade
slowed their pace. But if he thought the new
crisis had bought him a reprieve, he was dead
wrong. When he turned back to Leni, the look on
her face told him everything. Told him just what
the last three years had cost her. Told him that
there was a very good chance he’d lost her
forever this time.
"Why?" was all she said before she slid down
the wall and began to cry.
Chapter
Nineteen
Danny was alive! A part of her had never felt
such intense elation, but even in that first
moment of wonder, the sense of betrayal had
already set in. He’d let her think he was dead,
and Leni didn’t think she could ever forgive him
for that.
Still, even in her anger, she found it
difficult to keep her distance from him. She
felt the need to touch him, to reassure herself
he was real and this wasn’t some kind of crazy
dream. But if she touched him...if she let
herself want him again...
Cade tried to put his arms around her, but
she pushed him away. "Don’t touch me!"
"I’m sorry." He rose and gazed around in
frustration, as if not having a clue what to do
or say. "I’d like to tell you what happened," he
finally said.
She sniffed, wiping her nose on a tissue she
found in her pocket. "I can’t wait to hear it."
He came back and sat down beside her.
"Everything the police told you was true. My
cover was blown, and a hit was put out on me. My
car did go over an overpass that night, but I
somehow managed to climb out of the wreckage
before the explosion. When I came to in the
hospital, I knew I was going to be a wanted man
for the rest of my life, and worse, your life
could be in danger as well. When the feds
offered me a deal, a new identity in exchange
for what I knew, I took it. I had no choice. I
was moved to a series of safe houses the first
year, and then I was let go, with a new
identity, but very little else. I settled in
Denver for a while, then L. A., then Montana.
For three years, I’ve been drifting, because the
one place I wanted to be was the only place I
couldn’t go."
"Why didn’t you tell me?" Leni cried, caught
up in the urgency of his story in spite of
herself. "Why make
me think you were
dead?"
"Because it was the only way to convince them
I was dead. These people are ruthless, Leni. If
they’d suspected I was still alive, they might
have come after you to get to me. I couldn’t
take that chance."
"Might have," she said slowly. "But you
didn’t know for sure they’d come after me. You
let me think you were dead because of what
might have happened."
"You wanted a divorce, remember?" he asked
grimly. "You didn’t want to be married to me
anymore. I thought it was the best way of
setting you free. Letting you get on with your
life. At least if I was dead, you’d have my
pension. The city had to give it to you, because
it would have looked suspicious if they hadn’t.
It was the only way I had of taking care of
you."
"You thought I’d want money that came from
your death?" she asked incredulously. "I haven’t
touched a cent of it."
"I guess I should have known it. That sounds
like you." His gaze was suddenly tender, but
Leni didn’t trust it.
She turned away. "You can’t imagine what my
life has been like for the last three years. The
hell I’ve been through."
"I have some idea, believe me." His voice
grew harsh again. "Besides, I thought that’s
what you wanted. I thought you wanted to be on
your own."
"What I wanted was my husband back. I didn’t
want to be married to a stranger, a man who was
hardly ever home, and when he was..." Leni
trailed off, the pain of remembering almost too
much to bear. "You changed so much."
"I know. I lost sight of who I was. What I
was. I got so caught up in living a lie, I
didn’t know what the truth was anymore."
"Why did you come to Rio Rancho?" she asked
him. "To finally tell me you were alive?"
He shook his head. "I didn’t think you’d
recognize me with all the surgeries I’ve had
since the accident. Even my voice has changed."
He touched his throat. "I didn’t plan to
interfere in your life. I just wanted to be near
you. Even if you were with someone else. I told
myself I could deal with that, but seeing you
that first night with that deputy. And then
Cantrell — "
"Jake Cantrell? He’s just a friend. So is
Glen Reardon."
"Are you saying there’s no one in your life?"
Leni’s gaze met his. "There’s no one," she
said. "And that’s the way I intend to keep it."
Chapter
Twenty
They’d moved on, and for the last several
moments,
Leni hadn’t spoken a word. Cade couldn’t
blame her. She was probably still in shock.
Probably still angry and hurt, and he wanted to
believe that she would come around in time. She
would understand why he’d done what he had. Why
he’d had no choice. But Leni was a proud woman,
and she could be stubborn as hell. Besides the
hurt, he’d abused her trust in him, and that
wasn’t something that could easily be repaired.
He stopped for a moment, and lit one of the
candles he’d stuffed in his coat pocket earlier.
The wick caught, the flame danced to life, then
went out. Cade struck another match. It went out
before he had time to light the candle.
He glanced around. The air in the tunnel was
colder. A draft was getting in from somewhere.
"I feel cold air," he said.
"So do I." Leni moved up beside him.
He wanted to take her hand and pull her
forward, but he knew she wouldn’t welcome the
contact. "Let’s keep moving. Maybe there’s
another hole somewhere ahead of us."
Thirty or 40 feet ahead, the air grew almost
frigid. The tunnel had collapsed again, and a
wall of rock blocked their way. But toward the
top of the boulders, the night sky glimmered
with stars.
"Look!" Leni started to hurry toward the
opening, but Cade held her back.
"We need to be careful," he warned. "We could
start another cave-in if we loosen the wrong
rock."
Leni nodded. "What should we do?"
"We’ll have to climb up. There’s no other
way. But we’ll do it one at a time. You go
first. You’re lighter than I am," he said when
she started to protest. "If my weight shifts the
rock, then we’ll both be trapped in here."
As carefully as she could, Leni began to
climb. The boulders at the bottom were stable,
but toward the top, the rocks were smaller, and
once or twice she unwittingly sent a shower of
dirt and gravel tumbling down on Cade.
With something of a shock, Leni realized that
she thought of him as Cade, not Danny. He was
the same man, and yet he wasn’t. The last three
years had been torture, and she wasn’t certain
she could ever forgive him for that. But at the
same time, she’d seen the evidence of his own
pain, and not just physically. He’d suffered,
too. He’d been lonely, too. It was possible he’d
been through an even darker hell than she had.
But she wouldn’t think about that now. She
had to concentrate on climbing toward that
opening. Pulling herself up and out of the
tunnel.
She was almost there!
The cold night wind blasted against her face
as she struggled through the opening. Leni lay
on the ground for a moment, unable to believe
she was finally out. She was finally free.
But Cade was still trapped inside.
She rolled over and peered down the hole.
"Cade?"
He’d left the candle on the floor of the
tunnel, and Leni could see him as he climbed
toward her. At the sound of his name, he glanced
up.
And the rock shifted beneath his feet.
Leni gasped as she saw him fall, and she
reached down to try and grab him. But he was too
far away. And before she could lean down any
farther, the pile of rocks came crashing down on
him.
***
Leni heard the telltale snap of a dead twig a
split second before a voice spoke from behind
her. She whirled as the white-haired man stepped
carefully out of the shadow of a boulder, his
rifle at his side. But it was the other man who
held his gun on Leni. He cocked the trigger as
he eased over the rocky terrain toward her. "You
didn’t think you could get away from us that
easily, did you, Red?"
"Where’s the other one?" the white-haired man
demanded.
It took all of Leni’s willpower not to glance
at the hole. "He’s dead. He was buried in the
cave-in."
He pointed to the opening with the barrel of
his rifle. "See if you can spot him down there,"
he said to his partner.
The other man knelt at the opening and shined
his flashlight inside. "He’s not moving. I think
he’s dead."
A fist of dread closed over Leni’s heart. No!
Not again! She couldn’t lose him again!
"Go down there and make sure," the
white-haired man ordered. "That fool rancher
almost got away, thanks to you. Don’t make the
same mistake with these two."
The second man took a coil of rope from his
shoulder, fastened one end to a boulder, then
dropped the other end into the hole. Within
seconds, he’d disappeared into the abyss.
"Cade, watch out!" Leni screamed. She tried
to run to the opening, but the white-haired man
grabbed her arm and threw her to the ground. In
the next instant, a gunshot sounded from below,
and for a second, Leni felt as if her own heart
had stopped beating.
Terror surged through her, and then a dark
rage came over her. "No!" She lunged toward the
white-haired man, but he stopped her with a
rifle butt against her shoulder. She fell hard
against the frozen ground, the breath knocked
out of her.
She was going to die. Leni knew there was no
way out of this, but she almost didn’t care.
Cade was dead. What did she have to live for?
Revenge, a little voice whispered inside her.
The white-haired man smiled down at her, as
if he’d read her mind. "You let my friend die
back there. Now it’s time to pay up." He lifted
the rifle. "I’m going to enjoy this."
Leni didn’t close her eyes, but gazed at him
steadily, almost defiantly. "You won’t get away
with this. There are men in town right now
looking for you."
"They won’t find me. They never do."
Leni watched, breathless, as the man’s finger
squeezed the trigger. She heard the sound as it
echoed down the mountain, and for a moment,
after he’d fired, she wondered why she felt no
pain.
And then, as if in slow motion, he tumbled
backward as a hand closed around his ankle and
jerked.
Using the rope, Cade pulled himself up out of
the hole. But before he could get to his feet,
the white-haired man had regained his balance.
He swung the rifle around as Cade sprang toward
him, and the two went crashing to the ground.
The rifle between them, they fought
viciously. To the death. Then suddenly, the
ground shifted beneath them as they rolled
toward the opening into the tunnel. The
white-haired man clung to Cade for a moment,
then screamed as he fell. Leni rushed toward
Cade. Dropping to her knees, she grabbed his
arms and helped him over the edge a split second
before dirt and rock collapsed inward, sealing
the opening — and the white-haired man’s fate.
Breathless, Leni and Cade found their way
into each other’s arms.
"Leni, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry," he muttered,
over and over. "I didn’t think I had a choice."
She closed her eyes. "I didn’t think I could
ever forgive you. I didn’t think I’d ever be
able to trust you, but when I thought you were
dead...again..." She trembled uncontrollably. "I
don’t want to lose you a second time. I couldn’t
stand it."
"I’ve changed," he warned her. "I’m not the
man who lost his way from you, but I’m not the
man you married, either. Danny Crowe is dead. He
has to be."
"I know. And a part of me will always miss
him. He was my first love, but — "
Cade lifted a brow. "But?"
"You’ll be my last."
And then, after a long moment, they rose to
their feet. Cade took Leni’s hand, and with
nothing but moonlight to guide them, they
started down the mountain together.
THE END
Last Chance Cafй
by
Amanda Stevens
Chapter One
"Just what every ghost town needs,"
Leni Crowe said dryly as she wiped down the
counter in the rundown cafй she’d inherited from
her father, along with the general store next
door. "A real, live ghost."
But Rio Rancho, located off a lonely stretch
of I-10 in West Texas, wasn’t technically a
ghost town. Not all the locals had followed the
exodus to greener pastures when a five-year
drought had bankrupted area ranchers and closed
down most of the businesses. There were still
some old-timers who clung to their shriveled
land and a dying way of life — and a few
newcomers who were hiding out from their pasts
and maybe even from the law.
Then there were folks like Leni, who had left
Rio Rancho a long time ago only to slink back
years later, tails tucked between their legs,
when the outside world hadn’t treated them any
too kindly.
"So what do you think he’s up to, out there
on that old broken-down ranch all by his
lonesome?" Darlene persisted. "Think he’s a drug
smuggler? A criminal? A sex fiend?" she added
hopefully.
"Maybe he’s just looking for a little peace
and quiet." Leni wasn’t much in the mood for her
friend’s gossip. A sudden storm had forced a lot
of truckers off the road, not to mention some
agents from a special DPS unit who were in town
investigating the death of a local rancher, and
Leni was exhausted. She waited and bussed tables
while her cook, Luis, fried burgers over a
red-hot grill. He wasn’t complaining, but Leni
knew he was anxious to get away as well. He was
young, it was Saturday night, and the Mexican
border was only a few miles away.
As for Leni, all she wanted to do was get
home to a hot bath, but unfortunately, the storm
showed no sign of letting up, and neither did
Darlene.
"Now, Leni, you can’t tell me you’re not the
least bit curious about that stranger," she
needled. "You may live in Rio Rancho, but you
ain’t dead, girl."
Just the next thing to it, Leni thought.
"Curious about who?" Glen Riordan sauntered
over, hitching up the khaki trousers of his
deputy sheriff’s uniform before straddling the
barstool next to Darlene. "Y’all talkin’ ‘bout
that feller who bought the old Foster place?" he
drawled.
Leni cringed. It wasn’t that she didn’t like
Glen. What was not to like? He was a
nice-looking, soft-spoken,
salt-of-the-earth-type guy who would have made
some girl a great husband, but unfortunately,
he’d set his sights on Leni. He didn’t know that
her heart had been broken so badly she had no
intention of allowing him, or anyone else, to
pick up the pieces.
Everyone in Rio Rancho assumed her widowhood
was the reason she was so gun-shy about
relationships, but Leni’s pain went back farther
than the tragic death of her husband. It went
all the way back to the slow decline of her
marriage, the dissolution of all her dreams, and
it had culminated on the night she’d asked her
husband, Danny, for a divorce. The same night
he’d died in a fiery car crash that Leni still
had nightmares about.
Danny was the reason Leni wasn’t interested
in Glen Riordan, or any man. She never would be.
If her marriage to a man she’d loved with all
her heart and soul had failed, what hope could
there be with someone else?
She started to turn and check on her orders,
but the front door opened, and a gust of cold,
wet air swept through the cafй. A man stood
silhouetted in the doorway, a hat pulled low
over his eyes and a black rain poncho billowing
out behind him.
He hardly seemed more than a shadow at first,
but then he lifted his head and his gaze met
Leni’s. The hair on the back of her neck stood
on end, and an icy chill shot through her as the
stranger stepped inside the Last Chance Cafй.
Chapter Two
Or maybe it was the scars on his face, the
pain in his eyes that intrigued her even as
something about him almost frightened her.
He wasn’t handsome. In fact, on another man,
his features might have been considered homely,
but on the stranger, the battered face, the nose
that had obviously been broken and not all that
successfully repaired, the mouth that gave an
odd little twist at one of the corners, were
almost mesmerizing.
He was big, at least 6’2", with broad
shoulders and a toughness about him that was
formidable.
Leni found she’d been holding her breath. She
let it out slowly as the stranger removed the
rain poncho and hung it on a rack near the door.
He took off his hat and coat, too, but he left
on his gloves. Moving with a slight limp which,
oddly enough, did nothing to impair his grace,
he took a booth in a far corner, away from the
main flow of traffic in the cafй, and waited for
Leni.
"Oh, my
gawd," Darlene said beneath
her breath. She placed her hand over her heart
and sighed. "Now,
that is what I call a
real man. How do you suppose he got his face
messed up like that? Fighting over a woman, I
bet."
"What makes you think that?" Leni asked,
hardly able to tear her gaze from the stranger.
"Because a man like that always has a woman
in his past." Darlene picked up a menu and
shoved it toward Leni. "Hurry up. Go take his
order. Strike up a conversation. Find out what
you can about him and report back to me."
Leni snatched the menu from Darlene and gave
her an exasperated look. "Yes, ma’am!"
Glen caught Leni’s arm as she walked by him.
"Be careful, Leni. I don’t like the looks of
that guy. His kind usually spells trouble."
"His kind?"
Glen shrugged. "He’s been around. You can
tell that just by looking in his eyes. Almost
gives a body the willies," he murmured, then
caught himself, squaring his shoulders in a
manly gesture. "Just be careful, that’s all. Lot
of dope smugglers around here."
Glen meant well, he always did, but his
warning irritated Leni for some reason. It
wasn’t like he had a claim on her or anything,
and it sure wasn’t like she didn’t know how to
take care of herself. She’d been married to a
cop, hadn’t she? A narc, no less. She knew about
drug trafficking, and yes, it was always a
danger this close to the border. But it wasn’t
like every stranger in town was a smuggler.
Still, there had been a lot of activity in
the area lately, more than usual, and everyone
in Rio Rancho was a little on edge since Ned
Barnes, one of the old-timers, had been found
shot dead on his ranch a few days ago. That, of
course, was why agents from the Texas
Confidential,
a highly specialized division of the Department
of Public Safety, were hanging around, although
they’d never admit it. They were here
undercover. No one in town besides Leni knew
their true identities.
To the outside world, they worked as ranch
hands on a nearby spread, but Leni had been made
privy to the organization a year ago when they’d
needed her cafй as a cover for a drug sting. She
and
Brady Morgan, one of the agents, had gone to
the same college, and later, Brady and her
husband had been cops together in Dallas. When
Brady had asked for her help, Leni hadn’t
hesitated, and since then, she’d established a
close friendship with all the agents.
Their presence now, however, filled her with
foreboding. Poor old Ned had been shot because
he’d seen something he shouldn’t have. But what?
And now a stranger was in town. He’d bought
the Foster place, a rundown ranch in a remote
area of the county. Just what was he doing out
there all alone? Leni wondered.
Filling a glass with ice water, she headed
toward the booth in the back. The stranger
watched her approach. His eyes were cool, gray,
and very distant. His other features — the
crooked nose, the scars, the thick, dark hair —
Leni hardly noticed. But his eyes...
The water glass trembled in her hand. Her
breath left her in a painful rush. Oh, my God,
she thought in shock.
His eyes reminded her of Danny’s.
Chapter
Three
The scars caught people off guard. Repulsed
them. He understood. It had been a long time
after the accident before he’d been able to look
at himself in the mirror.
He understood, but he’d been hoping for more
from her.
Which was crazy. He hadn’t come to Rio Rancho
to strike up a relationship. He’d come to Rio
Rancho because after three years of drifting, it
had seemed like the only place on earth he could
find a measure of peace.
Despite his appearance, he was still human.
And the woman who stood staring down at him was
gorgeous. Tall, graceful, with fiery red hair
and provocative green eyes, she’d undoubtedly
fueled more than one trucker’s fantasies.
Not to mention the deputy sheriff who’d been
hanging all over her.
But in the few moments Cade had been inside
the cafй, it seemed to him that all the
customers, mostly male, treated her with the
utmost respect. She had the air of a woman who
would not put up with anything less, and that
made her even more appealing.
She set the glass on the table in front of
him, sloshing water over the rim. "Sorry," she
muttered, wiping almost frantically at the
spill.
"No problem." His voice was low and raspy,
still unfamiliar to him after all this time.
With an effort, he resisted touching the scar at
his throat.
She glanced down at him nervously. "What can
I get you? Cup of coffee to start?"
"Sounds good." Cade noticed that her hands
were trembling a little. Had she been that
affected by his face, or was she upset for some
other reason? Dare he hope she might even be a
little attracted to him?
Yeah, sure. If she was partial to horror
movies.
"It’s a cold night," he said.
"Not fit for man nor beast," she agreed, and
then her expression turned horrified. Her gaze
slipped over his face. "I mean, it’s cold and
rainy and...wet," she stammered.
He almost smiled at her embarrassment. She
wasn’t used to being rattled, he thought, and
her discomfort made her cling to the menu as if
it were a lifeline.
"Any recommendations?"
"Oh, sorry." She handed him the menu. "Luis
makes a great burger if you like them well done.
If not, I’d stick with the chili."
"Chili it is." He gave her back the menu
without opening it, then glanced around the
cafй. "Looks like you’ve had a busy night, Leni."
Her mouth dropped. "How did you know — "
His gaze fell on the name embroidered on her
uniform. "Unusual name," he murmured.
"It’s short for Lynnea."
Old-fashioned, but it suited her. "Cade
Walker," he said, but he didn’t extend his hand.
She nodded and started to turn away, then
glanced back down at him. "Not that it’s any of
my business, but what brings you to Rio Rancho?
I guess you’ve noticed we’re not exactly the
garden capital of world. Especially this time of
year."
He shrugged. "Seemed as good a place as any
to settle down."
"I guess that depends on your perspective,"
she said with a wry smile. "You have folks
here?"
He hesitated. "No. Not anymore."
She shook her head. "Hard to imagine anyone
picking this place for the climate. Or the view,
for that matter."
"If it’s so bad, why do you stay?"
She frowned down at him. "That should be
pretty obvious, even for a stranger. I’m here
for the same reason everyone else in this
godforsaken town is. I don’t have anywhere else
to go."
Chapter
Four
Cade Walker.
He’d finished his chili and a second cup of
coffee 30 minutes ago, but he seemed in no hurry
to leave. He didn’t smoke, so he wasn’t
lingering over a cigarette. He wasn’t drinking,
so he wasn’t waiting for last call.
Just what the heck was he doing? Waiting to
catch Leni alone?
Okay, she thought.
Now he’s giving
me the willies. And that wasn’t a feeling
she particularly liked. Normally, she wasn’t the
nervous type.
She walked over to the table of agents and
handed them their bill. "Why don’t you fellas
take this party on down the road."
"Trying to get rid of us, Leni?" Cody Gannon,
the youngest at the table, asked with a grin. He
was an ex-rodeo star who had one of the most
disarming smiles Leni had ever come across. Good
thing she was several years his senior and
immune to good-looking men to boot.
"Matter of fact, I am," she said bluntly.
"What do you say I get rid of these two
losers and stick around while you lock up?" Rafe
Alvarez had a smile, too, but it wasn’t
disarming like Cody’s. It was downright
dangerous, and he knew it.
"Tell you what," Leni said. "You close up for
me, Rafe, and I’ll go on home, slip into my best
flannel nightie and my sexy wool socks and I’ll
be waiting for you in front of the TV."
Rafe winced. "Flannel nightie? Wool socks?
Don’t take this the wrong way, Leni, but I think
I’ll pass."
"I thought you might."
They all tossed money on the table and stood,
gathering coats, gloves, and hats. As Cody and
Rafe left the cafй, the oldest of the group,
Jake Cantrell, stayed behind. He cast a wary
glance toward the booth in the back, where the
stranger sat waiting. But for what?
"I don’t like leaving you here alone while
that guy’s still hanging around," Jake said in a
low voice. "Do you know him?"
"No, but don’t worry. Luis is still here."
Although they both knew Luis would be no match
for the stranger. The cook had a reputation
across the border as a fiery, passionate lover —
or so he said — but he wasn’t much bigger than a
minute.
Trying to diffuse Jake’s concern, she said
brightly, "Hey, I saw
Brady the other day. He came in just after
dawn with some woman." It was a small world,
Leni sometimes thought, the way she and Brady
had both ended up in West Texas, what some
people considered the ends of the earth. "The
woman was a real looker," she said. "Sort of the
Shania Twain type."
Something flickered in Jake’s eyes before the
shutters came down, confirming Leni’s suspicion
that Brady’s involvement with the woman was more
than just personal. But before she had time to
question Jake further, she saw the stranger rise
from the booth and walk toward her.
Turning to face him, she felt Jake’s hand on
her back, as if to reassure her he was still
there. But the moment her gaze collided with
Cade Walker’s, Leni forgot all about Jake’s
presence, Cody Gannon’s smile, and Rafe
Alvarez’s charm. She forgot about Brady Morgan
and his female companion.
And for a moment, she even forgot about
Danny...
Chapter
Five
And the next.
Leni’s heart bounced like a ping pong ball
off the wall of her chest as she watched him
remove his hat and coat and head toward the back
booth. Like always, he’d left on his gloves. She
couldn’t help wondering why. Were his hands
scarred, too? Or was he worried about leaving
his fingerprints around?
Chiding herself for her wild imagination, she
picked up a menu. It was a Monday night. The
cafй wasn’t particularly busy, but there were a
couple of locals sitting at the bar chewing the
fat, and the Texas Confidential
agents, still in town investigating Ned Barnes’s
death, were gathered around a corner table. No
one would suspect they were anything more than
three friends, having a cup of coffee together
and shooting the breeze.
Leni still couldn’t shake a dark premonition
that something sinister was going on in Rio
Rancho. She could feel it, and she couldn’t help
wondering if her sense of foreboding was somehow
tied to Cade Walker.
Ignoring a sudden chill down her back, she
filled a water glass and headed for the back
booth. "Evening," she greeted him, annoyed that
her voice sounded so breathless.
He looked up at her with those eyes. Gray.
Piercing. Soulful.
So like Danny’s.
Stop it! Leni admonished herself. This man
was nothing like Danny. Danny was dead. He
wasn’t coming back. She had to stop seeing him
every time she looked into Cade Walker’s eyes.
Because if she didn’t...
If she didn’t, she might find it a little too
easy to forget that Cade Walker was a stranger.
"Another cold night, " he said softly.
Leni shivered at the sound of his voice. "I
guess spring’s still a long way off."
"Yeah, but it always comes. Sooner or later."
His words seemed prophetic to Leni. For a
long time now she’d been living in a perpetual
winter. But Cade Walker made her think of warmer
days. And even warmer nights.
She mentally shook herself and handed him the
menu. "Need a few minutes to decide what you
want?"
"No. I already know what I want."
As his gaze met hers, a thrill of excitement
shot through Leni, but she tried to keep her
voice even. "What’ll it be then?"
He hesitated only fractionally. "I think I’ll
try one of Luis’s burgers tonight."
She arched a brow. "You must like to live
dangerously."
"Don’t you?"
"No," she said frankly. "I don’t have an
adventurous bone in my body. I’m more the hearth
and home type."
"Then why aren’t you married?" His voice was
low and raspy. Intimate.
"Actually...I was married," Leni confessed.
"What happened?" If possible, his gaze grew
even darker.
"He died." Her tone was matter of fact, but
her insides trembled, as they always did, when
she thought about Danny.
"I’m sorry." Something flickered in Cade’s
eyes, a look of regret, as if he truly were
sorry for her loss. Somehow Leni thought that he
was.
"It was a long time ago," she said sadly.
"And the marriage was already over."
"I’m sorry," he said again. And then without
warning, he reached out and touched her hand.
He’d taken off his gloves, and Leni could see
that the back of his right hand was crisscrossed
with thin, jagged lines.
Something horrible had happened to him in the
past, she thought. Something had scarred him
terribly, but she had a feeling the wounds on
the outside were nothing compared to those on
the inside.
Her eyes stung with sudden tears, and for no
reason Leni could explain, she wanted to lift
his marred hand to her face, to trace each and
every scar with her lips, to soothe away his
pain — and maybe her own — even for a little
while.
Instead, she took a step back from Cade
Walker. He dropped his hand from hers, and the
moment was over.
"I’d better see to your order," she murmured,
then turned and fled toward the kitchen.
Chapter Six
He’d left the cafй a few minutes ago, heading
for his truck, but he knew he’d been followed
out. He turned and saw one of the three men who
had been sitting at the corner table start
across the street toward him. Cade didn’t see
the other two, but he knew they were around,
just as he knew all three of them were the law.
He’d known it the moment he first laid eyes on
them in the cafй on Saturday night.
They weren’t cops, though. At least not local
boys. Not like the deputy sheriff Cade had seen
sniffing around
Leni that first night. In another few years,
the deputy would have the same physique as the
Pillsbury Doughboy if he wasn’t careful. These
guys were in top shape, which told him they
trained. They were pros.
He waited beside his truck for the man to
catch up to him. When he drew even with Cade,
they eyed each other in the darkness. Finally
the man stuck out his hand. "Jake Cantrell."
"Cade Walker." They shook hands, sizing one
another up.
"I hear you bought the old Foster place,"
Cantrell remarked casually. But Cade wasn’t
fooled. There was nothing offhand about the
question. "What brings you to West Texas?"
Cade started to tell him it was none of his
damn business, but trouble with the law,
especially this man’s kind of law, he didn’t
need. "I like the peace and quiet."
"Plenty of quiet out here all right," Jake
said. "It’s not too peaceful, though. There was
a murder a few days ago, a rancher named Ned
Barnes."
"Is that right?" Cade said carefully.
"He was a harmless old man, shot dead with a
high-caliber rifle. As a matter of fact, his
ranch borders yours up near the foothills."
Cade became extremely wary. A murder. A
stranger in town. He didn’t like the way Jake
Cantrell appeared to be adding things up.
"We think he may have seen something he
shouldn’t have," Jake said. "Lot of drugs coming
across the border around here. They need places
to hide the stuff until the shipments can be
dispersed to points east and north."
"You sound like a cop," Cade said.
Jake laughed, a low sound, not menacing
exactly, but none too friendly. "I’m not a cop.
I work on a spread not too far from here. We
don’t like drugs coming across the border, and
when someone gets murdered, we’re all
concerned."
Yeah, Cade thought. There was concern, and
there was concern.
"Just thought I’d give you a friendly
warning," Jake said. "So you can be on the
lookout for anything out of the ordinary."
Cade had seen some strange things already,
but he wasn’t going to admit it. He’d come here
to start a new life, not to get dragged back
into his old one. "I haven’t been here long
enough to know if something is out of the
ordinary or not."
Jake nodded. "Fair enough. But if you do see
anything suspicious, we’d appreciate it if you’d
get in touch with the authorities."
Cade turned to leave, but Jake said quietly,
"One other thing, Walker."
"Yeah?"
"I can’t help noticing you’ve been hanging
around Leni’s place since you got to town."
Cade shrugged. "I’m not much of a cook. I
have to eat somewhere."
"Leni have anything to do with your choice?"
"Not particularly," Cade said, but a spark of
anger ignited inside him. What business was this
of Jake Cantrell’s? "Why? Do you have a claim on
her?"
"No claim," Jake said easily. "She’s a
friend, and she hasn’t had an easy time trying
to make a go of this place. We all look out for
her, that’s all."
Cade’s gaze went back to the window, where he
could see Leni silhouetted in the light. Even
going about the menial task of cleaning up the
cafй, she looked strong and capable. A woman in
charge. A woman who didn’t need a man to look
out for her.
But then again, it might depend on the man.
Chapter
Seven
But Leni lingered, not anxious to go home to
a cold, empty house. A lonely house. Sighing,
she moved to the tiny office in the back and
changed from her uniform into a pair of jeans, a
thick wool sweater, and boots. Even though it
only took her a few minutes to get to her house,
she’d freeze in this weather if she didn’t
bundle up.
Fighting off a growing melancholy, she walked
over and lowered the shade at the door and
turned the sign to read Closed. She was just
about to turn out the lights when a knock on the
door caused her to jump.
Normally, she wouldn’t have been so skittish,
but Ned Barnes’s murder had made everyone in
town a little edgy.
The knock sounded again, and cautiously Leni
drew back the shade on the door. The neon sign
was still on, and
Cade Walker’s battered features stood out
starkly in the garish, flickering light.
"Sorry to bother you, but I forgot my
gloves," he said through the glass.
Leni hesitated. It was never a good idea to
let a stranger into the cafй this time of night
when she was all alone, especially one who
seemed as mysterious as Cade Walker. But the
weather was brutal outside. He’d need his
gloves.
"Look," Cade said, as if sensing her
trepidation. "I don’t have to come in. I’ll go
stand next to the windows, where you can see me,
and you just slip the gloves outside."
Leni couldn’t find an objection with that.
She nodded.
Locating the gloves in the back booth where
he’d left them, she headed back toward the door.
She could see his towering silhouette outside
the front windows, and for a moment, she paused,
staring out at him. Her heart thudded against
her chest in spite of herself. She didn’t want
to be drawn to Cade Walker, but she was. She
didn’t want to find his beaten features
attractive, but she did. And she certainly knew
better than to let him come inside the cafй. But
she wanted to.
She opened the front door and stepped out
into the cold night.
"Cade?" When he didn’t answer, she took a few
steps away from the door. "Cade? I found your
gloves."
Too late, she realized he was no longer by
the windows. He’d come up behind her, blocking
her path to the door. She started to scream,
started to run, but she could do neither because
he grabbed her roughly, wrapping his arm around
her throat as he shoved a gun barrel against her
temple.
"Scream and you die," he said in her ear.
Chapter
Eight
Whatever the reason, Cade was pretty certain
they hadn’t counted on his instinct for
survival, honed even more sharply after three
years of looking over his shoulder.
They hadn’t counted on the fact that he’d
recognized one of them, either. Out of the
corner of his eye, before he’d gone down, Cade
had caught a glimpse of one of his attackers.
And though the heavy coat disguised the man’s
size, the white hair hanging down his back and
the paleness of his skin had been unmistakable.
Cade had seen him a few days ago, on the
northern edge of his property. The man had been
on foot, heavily bundled up against the weather,
except for his head which had been left bare.
The wind had whipped his white hair straight
back, exposing a face that seemed eerily devoid
of color. He’d been carrying a rifle. To the
casual observer, he might have been taken for a
hunter, but through his binoculars, Cade had
noted the way the man’s gaze darted about the
landscape, the stealthy but purposeful way he
made his way over the craggy terrain.
He’d been up to no good. Cade had realized
that immediately, but he’d kept out of sight
because he hadn’t wanted any trouble. He hadn’t
wanted to get involved in something that was no
longer his business.
He hadn’t known then that Ned Barnes had been
murdered. Or that the white-haired man might
pose a threat to
Leni.
Leni.
The thought of her spurred Cade to his feet.
Tentatively, he probed the knot at the back of
his head. He’d bled some, and the pain was
pretty intense. Cade knew he probably needed
stitches, but there was no time for that.
Besides, he’d learned a long time ago how to
handle pain. He gritted his teeth and staggered
toward the cafй.
The lights were off, but the front door was
open. Cade backtracked and got his gun out of
his truck before entering the darkened
restaurant. He waited several long minutes in
the doorway, listening to the dark, before he
moved inside and turned on the lights.
There was no sign of a struggle, no evidence
of foul play. It seemed as if Leni might have
just gone home for the evening, but Cade knew
that she hadn’t. She was a careful person. She
would never have left her front door unlocked.
He walked over to the cash register. It
hadn’t been touched, but there was a tissue
lying on the floor. It was dotted with blood.
Leni’s blood?
Chapter
Nine
She still had no idea why she’d been
kidnapped, but she knew her predicament was
dire. Before they’d left town, her two captors
had forced her to open up the general store next
to the cafй, and they’d loaded up with medical
supplies, food, and blankets. Leni prayed they’d
let her go once they had what they wanted, but
instead, she’d been taken hostage.
Her split lip ached where the white-haired
man had hit her. The pain made her angry, but
she was scared, too, and she knew she had to
control her temper. She was no match for two
armed men. All she could do for now was bide her
time.
The inside of the mine was dimly lit by a
lantern hanging from a wooden rafter. The light
stirred in a draft, and huge shadows danced
across the cavern. But even in the faulty light,
Leni had no trouble seeing a third man lying on
the floor. His face was blanched, and he was
shivering uncontrollably.
The white-haired man, who seemed to be the
leader, thrust the bag of medical supplies
toward her. "Here," he said. "See what you can
do for him."
Leni glanced at him in shock. "Me? I’m no
doctor!"
"Maybe not." His pale eyes were like red
flames in the lantern light. "But you’re the
closest thing we got."
He shoved her toward the man on the floor,
and Leni sank to her knees. Up close, the man
looked in even worse shape than she’d first
thought. Gingerly she pulled back the blanket
that was spread over him. The man’s clothing was
covered in blood. She recoiled in horror.
"He needs to be in a hospital!" she said on a
gasp. "There’s nothing I can do for him!"
The white-haired man walked over and placed
his gun against her temple, cocking the trigger.
"You got my brother sent to prison last year.
You and those agents you work for. Nothing I’d
like more than to put a bullet in you right now,
but I’m giving you a fighting chance. You save
this man’s life, I’ll let you go."
Leni looked up into those cold blues eyes and
shivered.
I’m a dead woman, she thought.
He’s never going to let me go.
***
Cade knew where they’d gone. Even if he
hadn’t recognized the white-haired man, he would
have had a pretty good idea, because in spite of
what he’d told Jake Cantrell, he
had been
seeing some unusual activity the last few days.
Strange vehicles using an obscure road on the
border of his property. Lights moving around in
the foothills of the mountains.
Cade had become suspicious, so he’d gone to
investigate. He’d traveled every square inch of
his property, the need to know his surroundings
inside and out a deeply ingrained compulsion.
When he’d come across the abandoned mine,
he’d known immediately that it was the perfect
hideout. The perfect place to stash drug
shipments coming across the border. It was
remote, well hidden, and extremely difficult to
get to.
He’d explored the tunnel just far enough so
that he knew another way in and another way out.
In his old life, learning where all the exits
were located could have meant life or death, and
although he’d left that persona behind him three
years ago, old habits died hard.
He’d been a fool, Cade realized now. He
thought he could shut his eyes to whatever was
going on in that mine. He thought he could leave
behind a way of life that had robbed him of
everything. But he’d been wrong. Ned Barnes had
been killed, and now Leni was missing. There was
no way he could ignore that.
He felt emotions stirring to life he’d long
ago tried to bury. This time, he didn’t try to
suppress them. Cade closed his eyes for a
moment, letting them rise to the surface.
Letting his instincts take over because he knew
that was the only way he could save Leni.
Chapter Ten
She’d done the best she could with the
medical supplies, but she knew the wounded man
was going to die if they didn’t get him to a
hospital. She also knew his friends had no
intention of doing that. They were drug runners,
associated with the group the Texas Confidential
agents had brought down last year. Because of
her participation in the sting, they thought she
was an agent, too. She hadn’t been kidnapped for
her nursing skills so much as for revenge.
She gazed down at the wounded man.
Apparently, he’d been shot by a rival drug
cartel while crossing the border. Leni had heard
the men talking. They couldn’t move their
hideout because a major shipment was due
anytime. Nor could they risk detection by taking
their comrade to a doctor. Bullet wounds had to
be reported to the authorities.
Thinking of the police made Leni think of
Glen. Maybe if he drove by the cafй, he’d
realize something was wrong. But why would he?
The lights were off. He’d think she was closed.
How long before anyone missed her? Not until
Luis got to work tomorrow morning. And even if
the Texas Confidential agents got involved, it
could take several hours to ascertain what had
happened and to form a search party. By then,
the trail would be cold. No one would know where
to look for her. She could be dead before anyone
figured out where she’d been taken.
And
Cade Walker? What had happened to him? She’d
known the moment she heard the white-haired man
speak that he wasn’t Cade, but why had Cade
disappeared so suddenly before her attack? Was
he in with these men? Had he left his gloves in
the cafй to purposefully draw her outside?
Leni still had the gloves. She pulled them
out of her pocket and slipped them on as she
leaned against the wall. They were warm inside,
as if he’d just withdrawn his hands from them.
She lifted them to her face, imagining for a
moment the way Cade might touch her. The way he
might kiss her...
She jerked herself out of the fantasy with a
cold dash of reality. It was stupid to fantasize
about a stranger, especially when she had more
pressing concerns to worry about. Like getting
the hell out of here.
The main cavern was fairly large, but the
tunnel narrowed as it ran back into the
mountain. There was no way of knowing how far
back it went. Leni debated on whether to take
her chances in the tunnel or to try and subdue
the guard. On the one hand, she was no match for
an armed killer, unless she could catch him by
surprise. On the other hand, for all she knew,
the tunnel only went back for a few yards before
it dead-ended, in which case she would be
trapped.
Then again, the mine could go on for miles.
She could end up getting hopelessly lost. She
could fall into a pit, break a leg or something.
She might even starve to death.
But she had to do something.
She gazed around for a weapon. If she could
knock the guard out or disarm him, she might be
able to get away before the white-haired man
returned.
Outside, she heard the guard stir. He
coughed, then all fell silent. She started to
inch toward the entrance, but something moved in
the far recesses of the tunnel. Leni whirled.
Someone — or something — had materialized
from the shadows. Leni started to scream, but he
was on her before she could utter a sound.
"Don’t move," he whispered against her ear.
"Don’t make a sound."
And this time the voice did belong to Cade
Walker....
Chapter
Eleven
"It’s okay. I’m going to get you out of
here," he whispered. "Understand?" When Leni
nodded, he lifted his hand from her mouth. "You
okay?"
She nodded again and swallowed, never so glad
to see anyone in her life — especially now that
she knew he wasn’t one of the bad guys. She’d
never really believed that, Leni realized, and
she had to fight the urge to throw her arms
around him. "How did you know where to find me?"
He put a gentle finger to her hurt lip, and
Leni winced. Cade’s eyes darkened in the lantern
light. "No time for that now. We’ve got to get
moving." He glanced around the mine, his gaze
falling on the wounded man. "Where are the
others?"
"One is just outside," Leni whispered. "The
other one...I’m not sure. But they’re both
armed."
Cade nodded grimly. "I figured that. Come
on." He pulled her toward the tunnel, but before
they’d taken more than a few steps, Leni heard a
sound behind her. She glanced back and froze.
The blast of the white-haired man’s rifle was
almost deafening in the mine.
The rock wall beside Leni exploded, and she
screamed.
Cade dove for the deepest shadows, dragging
her with him.
"Run!" he yelled, spinning to fire as Leni’s
captors opened up on them.
Leni ran.
Away from the lantern, the tunnel was pitch
black and narrow. The walls in places brushed
both of her shoulders, but she hurried as fast
as she could. She was getting farther and
farther into the mine, going deeper and deeper
with each step. A mountain of stone and dirt lay
over her, and she tried to fight off a
claustrophobic panic.
Cade caught up with her as another volley of
gunfire shattered rock nearby.
"Hurry!" he urged her.
The tunnel forked ahead of them, and Cade
guided her to the right. Leni could see the
night sky through a hole in the roof. A rope was
suspended from above, and she hurried toward it.
But suddenly everything started to tremble.
The floor beneath her shook, and she lost her
balance. She tumbled to the ground, not knowing
what was happening at first, but then in a
flash, she realized she was trapped in a miner’s
worst nightmare.
A cave-in!
Somehow Cade managed to reach her, and he
pulled her to her feet, dragging her back from
the rope. Rock and debris bombarded them from
above as the hole caved in, and a heavy dust
filled the air, making it impossible to breathe.
There was no way out, Leni thought in panic. She
and Cade would be buried alive.
He hugged her tightly to the wall. His arms
covered her head, and for what seemed an
eternity, the mine collapsed all around them.
Then the tremors stopped. The dust cleared.
Cade and Leni were both coughing, bruised and
battered, but they were alive. Yet for the
longest moment, he still held her. As if he
never wanted to let her go.
And Leni realized in the aftermath of near
death, she was in no hurry to move from the
protection of Cade Walker’s arms...
Chapter
Twelve
No way they could move all that rock, he
thought grimly. They’d starve to death first. Or
run out of air.
He moved the beam over Leni. She appeared to
be all right, although stunned. Scared. Panicky.
Who could blame her?
But when she spoke, her voice was
surprisingly calm. "Can we move the rock?"
Not in a million years, he thought, but he
shrugged. "Maybe. It would take awhile though. I
think our best bet is to keep going, see if we
can find another way out of the mine."
"Or we may find another cave-in," she said.
"That’s possible. Are you okay?"
She brushed off her clothing, but her face
and hair were coated with dust. "I’ll live, I
guess. How about you?"
"A few bruises, nothing serious. Let’s get
moving."
Using the light, they crept through the
shaft, mindful that any sudden move or noise
might bring down another onslaught of rock and
dirt.
"What caused the cave-in?" Leni asked
quietly. "The gunfire?"
Cade shrugged. "Who knows? This place has
probably been here for years. The braces are
rotting, so it didn’t take much to bring it
down. These old mines are all over the
mountains."
"You know this area?" she asked in surprise.
"I thought you were new in town."
"I am."
They were moving steadily deeper, and signs
of the cave-in grew sparser. At first, they were
constantly having to clear the tunnel of rubble,
but for the last several minutes, the way had
been clear, making it a little easier — and
safer — to carry on a conversation.
"Earlier when I asked if you had family here,
you said ‘no, not anymore’. Which suggests you
used to have family here," Leni said.
"I don’t have family anywhere."
"Then why come to Rio Rancho?"
"I told you. It seemed as good a place as any
to settle down."
She stopped behind him, forcing him to do the
same so he wouldn’t get too far ahead of her.
The flashlight beam was still strong, but Cade
knew it wouldn’t last forever. Once the
batteries were gone, they would be completely in
the dark, and moving through the tunnel would be
even more dangerous. He took her arm and tried
to urge her forward. "We need to keep moving
while we still have light."
Her gaze dropped to the flashlight, and he
saw a flicker of what might have been fear cross
her features. But still she lingered. "Before we
go any farther, I need to know something."
He braced himself. "What?"
"How did you know where to find me?"
He shrugged. "I stumbled across this mine a
few days ago while I was exploring the ranch. I
saw signs it was being used. I don’t know." He
shrugged again. "I had a hunch they’d brought
you here."
She gazed up at him for a very long time.
"That’s funny," she said slowly. "Because my
husband used to get hunches like that, too."
Chapter
Thirteen
He stared down at her, his battered face
enigmatic in the flashlight beam. "I’m not a
cop."
"Then what?"
"Does it matter?" He sounded impatient. "The
only thing we need to worry about is finding a
way out of here."
"I know, but — "
"What?"
Leni drew a breath. "Why did you come for me?
You don’t even know me."
If possible, his expression grew even
harsher. "You ask a lot of questions."
"And you don’t seem to have the answers," she
countered. "At least none you’re willing to
share with me."
"Maybe you wouldn’t like my answers." He
started walking along the tunnel in front of
her.
Leni followed the beam of light. "Maybe I
wouldn’t," she said. "Maybe the fact is, you
didn’t come for me at all. Maybe you came to get
what those men have been hiding in this mine."
When he didn’t respond, she moved up behind
him. "Is that it? Is that why you came? Were you
after the drugs?"
Without warning, he spun and grabbed her
arms, hauling her up against him. The flashlight
was angled downward, but the beam bounced off
the floor, casting a sinister shadow over his
features. Leni realized that she might have gone
too far. If he
had come looking for
drugs, it probably wasn’t a good idea to force
his hand. But that was exactly what she’d done.
Not too smart, Leni, girl, she could
almost hear her Pop admonishing her.
"I came to get
you." Cade said in a
low, dangerous voice. "Don’t you get it?"
And then, still holding her, he lowered his
mouth to hers.
***
He hadn’t wanted to kiss her. Hadn’t meant to
touch her at all, but there she was, gazing up
at him. Looking for all the world as if she
wanted to be kissed.
And even with a fine coating of dust still
lingering on her skin and in her hair, she was
the most beautiful woman he’d ever known.
Beautiful inside and out. Brave. Strong.
Capable.
Leni.
With a shock, he realized he’d groaned her
name out loud. He hadn’t meant to do that,
either, but he had no control all of a sudden.
Didn’t want to be in control. He wanted Leni to
fill his mind, take away the emptiness of the
last three years.
He knew that he should draw away, but Leni’s
mouth opened beneath his. She wound her arms
around his neck, pressing her body close to his,
and even though they both wore coats, Cade
imagined the warmth of her skin, the rhythm of
her heartbeat beneath the heavy layer of
clothing.
"Leni." He whispered her name again,
caressing the smoothness of her cheek with his
hand. She felt incredible, and it had been so
long. So very long...
He broke the kiss, resting his forehead
against hers. Neither of them said anything for
a long moment, but remained almost motionless in
one another’s arms.
Finally Leni took a step back. "I don’t know
what came over me."
He almost smiled at that. "That’s a clichй,
Leni. We both know what came over us."
He couldn’t see her expression clearly in the
dim light, but he thought she might be blushing.
Not something she would want him to see, he
thought. She pulled a hand through her tangled
hair. "Okay," she said with a sigh. "Then what’s
your take? Adrenaline rush? A reaction to
danger?"
Yes, he thought. All of the above and
something more. Something she didn’t want to
admit. Something she didn’t want to recognize.
Something that Cade had no intention of
telling her...
Chapter
Fourteen
"I don’t think we’re going to get out of
here," she said wearily.
"Sure we are. There’s bound to be another
opening somewhere. We just have to keep going."
But Cade wasn’t as certain as he sounded. The
flashlight beam was almost gone. If they didn’t
find an opening soon, it might be better to turn
around and go back, take their chances on
clearing the tunnel near the mine’s entrance.
"Look," Cade said. They’d rounded a corner in
the shaft, and a large cavern-like room opened
up before them. He played the light over the
walls, probing the corners. There was a bedroll
on the floor and candles scattered about.
"Someone’s been here," Leni whispered, as if
that same someone might still be lurking nearby.
"Sometimes the miners would spend days at a
time underground, especially if they’d struck a
rich vein, or thought they were getting close.
This stuff’s probably been here for years." Cade
walked over and kicked the bedroll. A cloud of
dust drifted upward.
With a match, he lit the wick of one of the
candles, and the light flickered to life.
Quickly he extinguished the flashlight,
preserving what little was left of the
batteries. Then he stuffed some of the other
candles in his pocket, in case they didn’t find
a way out any time soon.
"Let’s take a breather." He shook out the
bedroll, stirring up another dust storm. "Come
to think of it, the ground might be preferable,"
he said, coughing.
Leni walked over and sat down beside him. "Do
you really think we’re going to find a way out
of here?"
Cade shrugged. "I’ve been in tighter
situations than this."
"Such as?"
He hesitated. "Let’s just say, I’ve faced
death a few times and lived to tell about it."
"I don’t know if that makes me feel better or
not," Leni murmured. Her gaze was on his face,
on the scars. Without warning, she reached out
and touched the one at the corner of his mouth.
He caught her hand. "Sure you want to do
that?"
"Do what?" she asked softly.
His gaze was dark and mysterious as he stared
down at her. "Start something you might not want
to finish."
***
Leni wasn’t certain how long she’d been
sleeping, but she awakened suddenly with the
realization that she was lying on the ground and
her head was pillowed in Cade’s lap. He stroked
her hair gently, almost lovingly, and a shiver
coursed through her. She couldn’t remember the
last time a man’s touch had affected her so
deeply.
In candlelight, the tunnel was even spookier.
It should have been frightening, but it wasn’t.
It should have been cold, but it wasn’t. Leni
felt cozy, almost content, and she sighed,
reaching for Cade’s hand.
Like a blind woman, she explored his callused
palm, tested lightly the jagged ridge that ran
across the back. Another scar. She moved to his
fingers, brushing them with her own until she
came to the smooth metal band on the third
finger of his left hand.
And then she froze.
Chapter
Fifteen
"I was,"
Cade said carefully. "I lost my wife several
years ago."
Something flashed across her face. Not pity,
Cade thought, but compassion. Empathy. "I’m
sorry," she said. "I know what it’s like to lose
someone you love."
"But you said your marriage was over before
your husband died," he reminded her.
"That didn’t mean I didn’t love him." She
grew surprisingly defensive. "Even through the
worst of times, I never stopped loving him."
Cade’s heart gave a funny little twist. "Then
he was a very lucky man."
"I’m not sure he felt that way." She
hesitated for a moment, then said, "How did your
wife die?" Before he had time to answer, she
shook her head. "I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have
asked that. It’s none of my business. It’s
just..." She trailed off as her gazed moved over
the scars on his face.
"The accident came later," he said softly.
"A car accident?" When he nodded, she turned
to stare at the candle flame, hugging her knees
to her chest. "My husband died in a car crash."
Cade didn’t know what to say, so he remained
silent, wondering how much more of herself she
would reveal to him. Wondering if it was fair to
listen. And yet how could he not? He wanted to
know what her life had been like. He wanted to
know everything about her. He especially wanted
to know if there was a chance she was still in
love with her husband.
"He worked Narcotics," Leni said.
"Undercover. Sometimes deep cover. The
assignments were dangerous, and the least little
slip-up could have meant his life. He always
said the only way to pull off an undercover job
was to become the cover. To live it and breathe
it. And he did. He did it very well. He did it
so well that I don’t think he even knew who he
was anymore. I know I didn’t."
She drew a long breath, her gaze still
watching the flame. "Foul play was suspected in
his death. He’d penetrated a very powerful drug
ring, and his cover was blown. They put out a
hit on him, but it wasn’t so much for what he
knew as for revenge, the police said. And to use
him as an example. His car was forced off an
overpass one night. It exploded on impact, and
he was trapped inside."
Cade closed his eyes, her words conjuring
powerful images.
"Sometimes I still have nightmares about it,"
she said. "Sometimes I can see him in that car,
calling out to me for help. But I can’t get to
him. I can’t do anything but watch him die."
The anguish in her voice tore at Cade’s
resolve. "Leni, don’t. It wasn’t your fault."
She turned in surprise. "I’m...sorry. I
didn’t mean to sound so maudlin. It’s
just...I’ve never told anyone about this before.
I guess I needed to open up to someone, and it
may sound crazy, but I feel as if I know you.
Maybe because of the danger we’re in. Maybe
because we’re trapped in here together." She
shrugged. "I don’t know. I just feel as if I can
trust you."
"Maybe you shouldn’t," he said darkly. "Trust
me, I mean."
"Why not?" Her eyes deepened in the
candlelight, and it seemed to Cade that he could
lose himself in those eyes, if he wasn’t
careful.
The only way to pull off an undercover job is
to become the cover.
He glanced away from her probing gaze. "I’m
not the man you think I am, Leni."
Chapter
Sixteen
"Then who are you?" she demanded.
"That may not be something you really want to
know." Candlelight flickered over
Cade’s face, making him seem even more
mysterious. Even more dangerous. "I’m a wanted
man, Leni."
She caught her breath. "That’s why you came
to Rio Rancho. You’re hiding from the law."
"We’re all hiding from something," he said
grimly. "Even you."
She started to deny it, but couldn’t. It was
true. She was hiding out in Rio Rancho. Hiding
from her past, yes, but even worse, she was
hiding from a future.
"What did you do?" she asked hesitantly, not
certain she really wanted to know.
"It’s not what you think. I’m not a criminal.
But there are people who want me dead."
"Those men who kidnapped me...are they
looking for you?" Leni asked. Or was she their
only target?
"No. If they’d been looking for me, I’d be
dead right now." Cade gave her an enigmatic
glance. "You don’t seem frightened. After what I
just told you, you should be running scared."
Leni glanced around the tunnel. "In case you
hadn’t noticed, there’s nowhere to run to. We’re
stuck here together, and no, I’m not afraid. Not
of you."
He gave her a long, measured look. "You’re a
brave woman, Leni."
"Or stupid."
He smiled at that, and Leni’s gaze fell on
his mouth, remembering what it was like to have
those lips on hers. To have his hands moving
through her hair, against her skin. She wondered
what it would be like to lie with him in bed,
sated from his lovemaking and yet still hungry.
Still wanting more.
She lifted her gaze to his.
He knows what
I’m thinking. She could tell by the dark
glow in his eyes, and before she could stop him,
he reached out a hand to touch her face.
His knuckles skimmed along her jawline. His
thumb traced her mouth, moving gently over the
cut. "What happened to your lip?"
"It doesn’t matter."
"Oh, it matters," he said in a voice Leni
hardly recognized. "It matters very much."
And then he kissed her, softly at first,
pulling back to gaze down at her. "I don’t want
to hurt you."
"You won’t." She cupped his neck and pulled
him toward her.
He resisted for only a moment before his arms
came around her, and he drew her to him, kissing
her almost fiercely. Almost desperately. He
broke apart only long enough to whisper her
name, and then he was kissing her again. And
again. Until Leni grew dizzy with need.
She’d never wanted a man the way she wanted
Cade Walker.
No, a voice inside her insisted. She’d
wanted Danny this way. She’d loved Danny with
her heart and soul. She still loved him.
But Danny was dead. And Cade was...Cade...
It took her a moment to realize he was no
longer kissing her. His arms around her had
stiffened, and he was holding her as if he
wanted to push her aside.
Leni tried to draw back to see his face, but
his grasp on her tightened.
And then, through the lingering haze of
passion, she heard a sound that chilled her
blood. The unmistakable clatter of a rattlesnake
coiled to spring.
Chapter
Seventeen
He tightened his grip on her arms and
whispered in her ear, "When I give the word, I
want you to lunge away from me. As fast as you
can. Okay?"
She barely nodded. He saw her swallow hard as
she steadied her nerves.
"Now!"
As she sprang forward, Cade grabbed the
rotting bedroll and threw it over the rattler.
The snake struck at him, but not in time. Cade
wadded up the cover and tossed it to the far
corner of the cavern. The snake slithered out,
unharmed.
He grabbed Leni’s hand. "Come on. Let’s get
out of here."
Obviously, the rattler was using the mine to
hibernate for the winter, and Leni and Cade had
disturbed its rest. Where there was one, there
was apt to be others. Dozens. Maybe hundreds.
Cade suppressed a shudder. He hated snakes,
especially the kind with fangs. He’d been badly
bitten as a kid, and the venom had almost killed
him.
He reached for the candle and used it to
light their way along the tunnel.
"You think there’re more snakes in here?"
Leni asked, as if reading his mind. Her voice
was steady. She didn’t seem nearly as affected
by the incident as he was, but then, she hadn’t
seen the size of that rattler.
Cade shrugged. "Who knows? Maybe that one was
a loner. But I don’t want to stick around long
enough to find out."
Behind him Leni laughed suddenly.
He turned at the sound and held up the candle
to see her face. "What’s so funny?"
"I don’t know. This whole thing." She laughed
again, as if she couldn’t help herself. "You
were in a gun battle with drug smugglers. You’re
hiding out from someone who wants to kill you.
And yet the only thing that’s rattled you — no
pun intended — is a snake."
He arched a brow, irritated. "And your point
is?"
"I guess you’re human after all."
That took him aback. Stung him more than he
cared to admit. "My appearance to the contrary,"
he muttered.
He started to turn away, but Leni grabbed his
arm. Her expression was completely sober now. "I
didn’t mean it that way. I meant...you’re
vulnerable. I like that," she said softly. "I
like the way you look, too."
"Right."
"I’m serious. You’re a very attractive man,
Cade."
"I’ve seen a mirror, Leni. I know what I look
like."
"The scars don’t matter," she insisted.
"You’ve got something...powerful. I don’t know
how to explain it. It’s...magnetism, I guess."
She trailed off, gazing up at his face. A
curious expression came over her features. "My
husband was a very handsome man," she said
slowly. "But that wasn’t what first attracted me
to him. He had the same quality as you. The same
allure."
"I’m not sure I want to be compared to Danny
Crowe," he said grimly.
Leni stiffened as she gazed up at him. "How
did you know his name?"
Chapter
Eighteen
Cade shrugged, but his expression darkened.
"I don’t know. You must have mentioned it."
"No, I didn’t."
"Then someone else — "
"I don’t think so." Leni started backing away
from him. He put out a hand, but she slapped it
away. "Don’t touch me."
"Leni, come on. We’ve got to get out of
here — "
She shook her head. "I’m not going anywhere
until you tell me who you are. How you knew my
husband’s name. Why you have his eyes."
Cade glanced away, as if no longer able to
meet her gaze.
Leni put a shaking hand to her mouth. "You
get hunches just like Danny did. You’re afraid
of snakes just like he was. You reminded me of
him the first time I laid eyes on you. Oh, my
God."
"Leni — "
She shook her head, refusing to believe what
her instincts were telling her. "It can’t be. It
isn’t possible."
He said nothing, but this time, he didn’t
turn away from her. He stared down at her for
the longest moment as a thousand emotions
crashed over Leni.
"Who are you?" she asked in a desperate
whisper.
"You know who I am, Leni. You’ve always
known."
***
"Danny?" A look of joyous disbelief
transformed her features, and for one crazy
moment, Cade thought it was going to be okay.
She took a step toward him, and then she was in
his arms, and he was holding her close. So close
it was hard to breathe, but Cade didn’t care. He
never wanted to let her go. His eyes filled with
tears, and he squeezed them closed. He had never
thought to feel this way again. Had never
thought he would hold Leni like this again.
Wiping away her own tears, she drew back and
searched his face. "It is you," she whispered in
wonder. "I can’t believe it. I don’t understand.
How — "
"Shush." He knew she needed an explanation
and he would have to give her one, but not now.
Not yet. The truth would bring a whole new set
of problems, but for now, for one moment in
time, he had his wife back.
He pulled her into his arms, but something
had changed. Leni wasn’t quite as pliant, wasn’t
quite as joyful as she had been a moment ago.
She hung back, still studying his face. "Why?"
The word was softly spoken, but there was an
edge of anger in her voice.
"I can explain," he said, just as softly.
"Can you? You can explain why you let me
think you were dead all this time? Why you let
me grieve for you? Why you let me live with the
almost unbearable guilt of having asked you for
a divorce on the night I thought you were
killed?"
"You can explain why for three years, you
left me in a living hell while you...while
you..." She seemed overcome with fury all of
a sudden. She tore her hands through her hair.
"While you were doing
what?"
"Leni, please calm down — "
"
Calm down?" she all but screamed at
him. "Don’t you think I have a right to be
upset? Oh, God, when I think of all the nights —
"
Cade felt the tremors at the same moment she
did. He was watching her face and saw her eyes
widen as they both glanced at the roof of the
tunnel. Dirt sifted down over them.
Cade threw down the candle, and grabbed
Leni’s hand. "Come on!"
He managed to flip on the flashlight as they
raced through the narrow passage. An avalanche
of rock and dirt tumbled into the tunnel behind
them. The air grew thick with dust, but they
kept going, running as fast as they could away
from the collapse.
Finally, as the air began to clear, Cade
slowed their pace. But if he thought the new
crisis had bought him a reprieve, he was dead
wrong. When he turned back to Leni, the look on
her face told him everything. Told him just what
the last three years had cost her. Told him that
there was a very good chance he’d lost her
forever this time.
"Why?" was all she said before she slid down
the wall and began to cry.
Chapter
Nineteen
Danny was alive! A part of her had never felt
such intense elation, but even in that first
moment of wonder, the sense of betrayal had
already set in. He’d let her think he was dead,
and Leni didn’t think she could ever forgive him
for that.
Still, even in her anger, she found it
difficult to keep her distance from him. She
felt the need to touch him, to reassure herself
he was real and this wasn’t some kind of crazy
dream. But if she touched him...if she let
herself want him again...
Cade tried to put his arms around her, but
she pushed him away. "Don’t touch me!"
"I’m sorry." He rose and gazed around in
frustration, as if not having a clue what to do
or say. "I’d like to tell you what happened," he
finally said.
She sniffed, wiping her nose on a tissue she
found in her pocket. "I can’t wait to hear it."
He came back and sat down beside her.
"Everything the police told you was true. My
cover was blown, and a hit was put out on me. My
car did go over an overpass that night, but I
somehow managed to climb out of the wreckage
before the explosion. When I came to in the
hospital, I knew I was going to be a wanted man
for the rest of my life, and worse, your life
could be in danger as well. When the feds
offered me a deal, a new identity in exchange
for what I knew, I took it. I had no choice. I
was moved to a series of safe houses the first
year, and then I was let go, with a new
identity, but very little else. I settled in
Denver for a while, then L. A., then Montana.
For three years, I’ve been drifting, because the
one place I wanted to be was the only place I
couldn’t go."
"Why didn’t you tell me?" Leni cried, caught
up in the urgency of his story in spite of
herself. "Why make
me think you were
dead?"
"Because it was the only way to convince them
I was dead. These people are ruthless, Leni. If
they’d suspected I was still alive, they might
have come after you to get to me. I couldn’t
take that chance."
"Might have," she said slowly. "But you
didn’t know for sure they’d come after me. You
let me think you were dead because of what
might have happened."
"You wanted a divorce, remember?" he asked
grimly. "You didn’t want to be married to me
anymore. I thought it was the best way of
setting you free. Letting you get on with your
life. At least if I was dead, you’d have my
pension. The city had to give it to you, because
it would have looked suspicious if they hadn’t.
It was the only way I had of taking care of
you."
"You thought I’d want money that came from
your death?" she asked incredulously. "I haven’t
touched a cent of it."
"I guess I should have known it. That sounds
like you." His gaze was suddenly tender, but
Leni didn’t trust it.
She turned away. "You can’t imagine what my
life has been like for the last three years. The
hell I’ve been through."
"I have some idea, believe me." His voice
grew harsh again. "Besides, I thought that’s
what you wanted. I thought you wanted to be on
your own."
"What I wanted was my husband back. I didn’t
want to be married to a stranger, a man who was
hardly ever home, and when he was..." Leni
trailed off, the pain of remembering almost too
much to bear. "You changed so much."
"I know. I lost sight of who I was. What I
was. I got so caught up in living a lie, I
didn’t know what the truth was anymore."
"Why did you come to Rio Rancho?" she asked
him. "To finally tell me you were alive?"
He shook his head. "I didn’t think you’d
recognize me with all the surgeries I’ve had
since the accident. Even my voice has changed."
He touched his throat. "I didn’t plan to
interfere in your life. I just wanted to be near
you. Even if you were with someone else. I told
myself I could deal with that, but seeing you
that first night with that deputy. And then
Cantrell — "
"Jake Cantrell? He’s just a friend. So is
Glen Reardon."
"Are you saying there’s no one in your life?"
Leni’s gaze met his. "There’s no one," she
said. "And that’s the way I intend to keep it."
Chapter
Twenty
They’d moved on, and for the last several
moments,
Leni hadn’t spoken a word. Cade couldn’t
blame her. She was probably still in shock.
Probably still angry and hurt, and he wanted to
believe that she would come around in time. She
would understand why he’d done what he had. Why
he’d had no choice. But Leni was a proud woman,
and she could be stubborn as hell. Besides the
hurt, he’d abused her trust in him, and that
wasn’t something that could easily be repaired.
He stopped for a moment, and lit one of the
candles he’d stuffed in his coat pocket earlier.
The wick caught, the flame danced to life, then
went out. Cade struck another match. It went out
before he had time to light the candle.
He glanced around. The air in the tunnel was
colder. A draft was getting in from somewhere.
"I feel cold air," he said.
"So do I." Leni moved up beside him.
He wanted to take her hand and pull her
forward, but he knew she wouldn’t welcome the
contact. "Let’s keep moving. Maybe there’s
another hole somewhere ahead of us."
Thirty or 40 feet ahead, the air grew almost
frigid. The tunnel had collapsed again, and a
wall of rock blocked their way. But toward the
top of the boulders, the night sky glimmered
with stars.
"Look!" Leni started to hurry toward the
opening, but Cade held her back.
"We need to be careful," he warned. "We could
start another cave-in if we loosen the wrong
rock."
Leni nodded. "What should we do?"
"We’ll have to climb up. There’s no other
way. But we’ll do it one at a time. You go
first. You’re lighter than I am," he said when
she started to protest. "If my weight shifts the
rock, then we’ll both be trapped in here."
As carefully as she could, Leni began to
climb. The boulders at the bottom were stable,
but toward the top, the rocks were smaller, and
once or twice she unwittingly sent a shower of
dirt and gravel tumbling down on Cade.
With something of a shock, Leni realized that
she thought of him as Cade, not Danny. He was
the same man, and yet he wasn’t. The last three
years had been torture, and she wasn’t certain
she could ever forgive him for that. But at the
same time, she’d seen the evidence of his own
pain, and not just physically. He’d suffered,
too. He’d been lonely, too. It was possible he’d
been through an even darker hell than she had.
But she wouldn’t think about that now. She
had to concentrate on climbing toward that
opening. Pulling herself up and out of the
tunnel.
She was almost there!
The cold night wind blasted against her face
as she struggled through the opening. Leni lay
on the ground for a moment, unable to believe
she was finally out. She was finally free.
But Cade was still trapped inside.
She rolled over and peered down the hole.
"Cade?"
He’d left the candle on the floor of the
tunnel, and Leni could see him as he climbed
toward her. At the sound of his name, he glanced
up.
And the rock shifted beneath his feet.
Leni gasped as she saw him fall, and she
reached down to try and grab him. But he was too
far away. And before she could lean down any
farther, the pile of rocks came crashing down on
him.
***
Leni heard the telltale snap of a dead twig a
split second before a voice spoke from behind
her. She whirled as the white-haired man stepped
carefully out of the shadow of a boulder, his
rifle at his side. But it was the other man who
held his gun on Leni. He cocked the trigger as
he eased over the rocky terrain toward her. "You
didn’t think you could get away from us that
easily, did you, Red?"
"Where’s the other one?" the white-haired man
demanded.
It took all of Leni’s willpower not to glance
at the hole. "He’s dead. He was buried in the
cave-in."
He pointed to the opening with the barrel of
his rifle. "See if you can spot him down there,"
he said to his partner.
The other man knelt at the opening and shined
his flashlight inside. "He’s not moving. I think
he’s dead."
A fist of dread closed over Leni’s heart. No!
Not again! She couldn’t lose him again!
"Go down there and make sure," the
white-haired man ordered. "That fool rancher
almost got away, thanks to you. Don’t make the
same mistake with these two."
The second man took a coil of rope from his
shoulder, fastened one end to a boulder, then
dropped the other end into the hole. Within
seconds, he’d disappeared into the abyss.
"Cade, watch out!" Leni screamed. She tried
to run to the opening, but the white-haired man
grabbed her arm and threw her to the ground. In
the next instant, a gunshot sounded from below,
and for a second, Leni felt as if her own heart
had stopped beating.
Terror surged through her, and then a dark
rage came over her. "No!" She lunged toward the
white-haired man, but he stopped her with a
rifle butt against her shoulder. She fell hard
against the frozen ground, the breath knocked
out of her.
She was going to die. Leni knew there was no
way out of this, but she almost didn’t care.
Cade was dead. What did she have to live for?
Revenge, a little voice whispered inside her.
The white-haired man smiled down at her, as
if he’d read her mind. "You let my friend die
back there. Now it’s time to pay up." He lifted
the rifle. "I’m going to enjoy this."
Leni didn’t close her eyes, but gazed at him
steadily, almost defiantly. "You won’t get away
with this. There are men in town right now
looking for you."
"They won’t find me. They never do."
Leni watched, breathless, as the man’s finger
squeezed the trigger. She heard the sound as it
echoed down the mountain, and for a moment,
after he’d fired, she wondered why she felt no
pain.
And then, as if in slow motion, he tumbled
backward as a hand closed around his ankle and
jerked.
Using the rope, Cade pulled himself up out of
the hole. But before he could get to his feet,
the white-haired man had regained his balance.
He swung the rifle around as Cade sprang toward
him, and the two went crashing to the ground.
The rifle between them, they fought
viciously. To the death. Then suddenly, the
ground shifted beneath them as they rolled
toward the opening into the tunnel. The
white-haired man clung to Cade for a moment,
then screamed as he fell. Leni rushed toward
Cade. Dropping to her knees, she grabbed his
arms and helped him over the edge a split second
before dirt and rock collapsed inward, sealing
the opening — and the white-haired man’s fate.
Breathless, Leni and Cade found their way
into each other’s arms.
"Leni, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry," he muttered,
over and over. "I didn’t think I had a choice."
She closed her eyes. "I didn’t think I could
ever forgive you. I didn’t think I’d ever be
able to trust you, but when I thought you were
dead...again..." She trembled uncontrollably. "I
don’t want to lose you a second time. I couldn’t
stand it."
"I’ve changed," he warned her. "I’m not the
man who lost his way from you, but I’m not the
man you married, either. Danny Crowe is dead. He
has to be."
"I know. And a part of me will always miss
him. He was my first love, but — "
Cade lifted a brow. "But?"
"You’ll be my last."
And then, after a long moment, they rose to
their feet. Cade took Leni’s hand, and with
nothing but moonlight to guide them, they
started down the mountain together.
THE END