"Merlin 04 - The Wicked Day" - читать интересную книгу автора (Stewart Mary)Contents
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...........................................................................................................................283 Prologue "Merlin is dead.'' It was no more than a whisper, and the man who
breathed it was barely at arm's length from the woman, his wife,
but the walls of the cottage's single room seemed to catch and
throw the sentence on like a whispering gallery. And on the woman
the effect was as startling as if he had shouted. Her hand, which
had been rocking the big cradle beside the turf fire, jerked
sharply, so that the child curled under the blankets woke, and
whimpered. For once she ignored him. Her blue eves,
incongruously pale and bright in a face as brown and withered as
dried seaweed, showed a shifting mixture of hope, doubt and fear.
There was no need to ask her man where he had got the news. Earlier
that day she had seen the sail of the trading ship standing in
towards the bay where, above the cluster of dwellings that formed
the only township on the island, the queen's new house stood,
commanding the main harbour. The fishermen at their nets bevond the
headland were wont to pull close in to an incomer's course and
shout for news. Her mouth opened as if a hundred questions trembled
there, but she asked onlv one. "Can it really he true?" "Aye, this time it is true. They swore it." One of the woman's hands went to her breast, making,
the sign against enchantment. But she still looked doubtful. "Well,
but they said the same last autumn, when-" she hesitated, then gave
the pronoun a weight that seemed to make a title of it" -when She
was still down in Dunpeldyr with the little prince, and expecting
the twin babies. I mind it well. You'd gone down to the harbour
when the trader put in from Lothian, and when vou brought the pay,
home you told me what the captain said. There'd been a feast made
at the palace there, even before the news came in of Merlin's
death. She must have 'seen' it with her magic, he said. But in the
end it wasn't true. It was only a vanishing, like he'd done before,
many a time." "Aye, that's true. He did vanish away, all through
the winter, no one knows where. And a bad winter it was, too, the
same as here, but his magic kept him alive, because they found him
in the end, in the Wild Forest, as crazy as a hare, and they took
him up to Galava to nurse him. Now they say he took sick and died
there, before ever the High King got back from the wars. It's true
enough this time, wife, and we've got it first, direct. The ship
picked it up when they put in for water at Glannaventa, with Merlin
lying dead in his bed not forty miles off. There was a lot else,
news about some more fighting down south of the Forest, and another
victory for the High King, but the wind was too strong to catch all
they said, and I couldn't get the boat in any nearer. I'll go up to
the town now and get the rest." He dropped his voice still further,
a thread of hoarse sound. "It isn't everyone in the kingdom will go
into mourning for this news, not even those that were tied in
blood. You mark my words, Sula, there'll be another feast at the
palace tonight." As he spoke he gave a half-glance over his
shoulder towards the cottage door, as if afraid that someone might
be listening there. He was a small, stocky man, with the blue eves and
weather-beaten face of a sailor. He was a fisherman, who all his
life had plied his trade from this lonely bay on the biggest island
of the Orkney group, the one they called Mainland. Though
roughseeming and slow-witted, he was an honest man, and good at his
trade. His name was Brude, and he was thirty-seven years old. His
wife, Sula, was four years younger, but so stiff with rheumatism
and so bent by heavy toil that she already looked an old woman. It
seemed impossible that the child in the cradle could have been
borne by her. And indeed, there was no resemblance. The child, a
boy some two vears old, was dark-eyed and dark-haired, with none of
the Nordic colouring that appeared so often among the folk of the
Orkney Islands. The hand that clutched the blankets of the cradle
was fine-boned and narrow, the dark hair thick and silky and there
was a slant to the brows and the long-lashed eyes that might even
indicate some strain of foreign blood. Nor was the child the only incongruous thing about
the place. The cottage itself was very small, little more than a
hovel. It was set on a flat patch of salty turf a little way back
from the shore, protected to either side by the rise of the land
towards the cliffs that enclosed the bay, and from the tides by the
rocky, ridge that bordered the shore and held back the piled
boulders of the storm beach. Inland lay the moors, from which a
tiny stream came trickling, to splash in a miniature waterfall down
past the cottage to the beach. Some way in from the tide-line it
had been dammed to form a makeshift reservoir. The cottage walls were built of stones gathered from
the storm beach. These were flat slabs of sandstone, broken from
the cliffs by wind and sea, and weathered naturally, making a
simple kind of dry-stone walling, easy to do, and reasonably close
against the weather. No mortar was used, but the cracks were
caulked with mud. Each storm that came washed some of the mud away,
and then more had to be added, so that from a distance the cottage
looked like nothing more than a crude box of smoothed mud, with a
thatch of rough heather-stems capping it. The thatch was held down
by old, patched fishing nets, the ends of which were weighted with
stones. There were no windows. The doorway was low and squat, so
that a man had to bend double to enter. It was covered only with a
curtain of deerskin, roughly tanned and as stiff as wood. The smoke
from the fire within came seeping in sullen wisps round the edges
of the skin. But inside, this poorest of poor dwellings showed
some glimpses of simple comfort. Though the child's cradle was of
old, warpedd wood, the blankets were soft and brightly dyed, and
the pillow was stuffed with feathers. On the stone shelf that
served the couple for a bed was a thick, almost luxurious coverlet
of sealskin, spotted and deep-piled, a quality of skin which would
normally go by right to the house of one of the warriors, or even
the queen herself. And on the table -a worm-ridden slab of
sea-wrack propped on stones, for wood was scarce in the
Orkneys-stood the remains of a good meal: not red meat, indeed, but
a couple of gnaved wings of chicken and a pot of goose-grease to go
with the black bread. The cottagers themselves were poorly enough dressed.
Brude had on a short, much-mended tunic, with over it the
sleeveless coat of sheepskin which, in summer and winter, protected
him from the weather at sea. His legs and feet were thickly wrapped
in rags. Sula's gown was a shapeless affair of moss-dyed homespun,
girdled with a length of rope such as she wove for her husband's
nets. Her feet, too, were bound up in rags. But outside the
cottage, beached above the tidemark of black weed and smashed
shells, lay a good boat, as good as any in the islands, and the
nets spread to dry over the boulders were far better than Brude
could have made. They were a foreign import, made of materials
unobtainable in the northern isles, and would normally be beyond
the means of such a houschold. Brude's own lines, hand-twisted from
reeds and dried wrack, stretched from the cottage's thatch to heavy
anchor-stones on the turf. On the lines hung the split carcasses of
drying fish, and a couple of big seabirds, gannets, Sula's
namesake. These, dried and stored, and eked out with shellfish and
seaweeds, would be winter food. The promise of better fare,
however, was there with the half-dozen hens foraging along the
tidemark, and the heavyuddered she-goat tethered on the salt
grass. It was a bright dav of early summer. May, in the
islands, can be as cruel as any other month, but this was a day of
sunshine and mild breezes. The stones of the beach looked grey and
turquoise and rosy-red, the sea creamed against them peacefully,
and the turf of the ridge behind was thick with sea-pink and
primrose and red campion. Every ledge of the cliffs that bounded
the bay, was crowded with seabirds claiming and disputing their
nesting territory, and nearer, on shingle or turf, the pied
ovstercatchers brooded their eggs or flew, screaming, to and fro
along the tide. The air was loud with their cries. Even had there
been a listener outside the cottage doorway, he could have heard
nothing for the noise of the sea and the birds, but inside the room
the furtive hush persisted. The woman said nothing, but
apprehension still showed in her face, and she put up a sleeve to
dab at her eves. Her husband spoke impatjently. "What is it, woman? You're never grieving for the
old enchanter? Whatever Merlin was to King Arthur and to the
mainland folks with his magic, he's been nought to us here. He was
old, besides, and even though men said he'd never die, it seems he
was mortal after all. What's there to weep for in that?" "I'm not weeping for him, why should I? But I'm
afeared, Brude, I'm afeared." "For what?" "Not for us. For him." She gave a half-glance
towards the cradle where the boy, avvake but still drowsy from his
afternoon's sleep, lay quietly, curled small under the
blankets. "For him?" asked her husband, surprised. "Why?
Surely all's well for us now, and for him, too. With Merlin gone,
that was enemy to our King Lot, and by all accounts to this boy of
his as well, who's to harm him now, or us for keeping him? Maybe we
can stop watching now in case other folks see him and start asking
questions. Maybe he can run out now and play like other children,
not hang on your skirts all day, and be babied like you've had him.
You'd not keep him in much longer, anyway. He's long since grown
beyond that cradle." "I know, I know. That's what I'm feared of, don't
you see? Losing him. When the time comes for Her to take him back
from us-" "Why should it? If she didn't take him away when the
news came of King Lot's death, why should she do it now? Look,
wife. When the king her husband went, you'd have thought that was
when she'd see to it that his bastard went, too, quietly-like. That
was when I was afeared, myself. When all's said, it's the little
prince, Gawain, that's king of the Orkneys now, by right, but with
this boy bastard or not, nearly what? - nearly a year older,
there's some might say " "Some might say too much." Sula spoke sharply, and
with such patent fear that Brude, startled, took a stride to the
doorway, jerked the curtain aside, and peered out. "What ails you? There's no one there. And if there
were, they'd hear nothing. The wind's getting up, and the tide's
well in. Listen." She shook her head. She was staring at the child.
Her tears had dried. When she spoke, it was barely above a whisper.
"Not outside. There's no folk could get near enough without we
heard the sea-pies screaming. It's here in the house we need to
watch. Look at him. He's not a baby now. He listens, and sometimes
you'd swear he understood every word." The man trod to the cradle's side and looked down.
His face softened. "Well, if he doesn't, he soon will. The gods
know he's forward enough. We've done what we've been paid for -and
more, seeing what a sickly wean he was when we took him first. Now
look at him. Any man might be proud of a son like him." He turned
away, reaching for the staff that stood propped beside the doorway.
"Look you, Sula, if any ill had been coming, it would have come
before this. If harm was meant to him, the payments would have
stopped, wouldn't they? So stop your fretting. You've no call now
to be fearful." She nodded, but without looking at him. "Yes. It was
simple of me. You're right, I dare say." "It's a few years yet before young Gawain will be
troubling his head about kingdoms, and king's bastards, and by that
time this one might well be forgotten. And if that means they stop
the payments, who cares for that? A man needs a son to help him, in
my trade." She looked up at him then, and smiled. "You're a
good man, Brude." "Well," he said gruffly, pushing aside the curtain,
"let's have an end to this. I'm going up to the town now, to hear
what other news the sailors brought." Left alone with the child, the woman sat for a while
without moving, the fear still in her face. Then the boy's hand
reached towards her, and she smiled suddenly, a smile that brought
youth back, bright and pretty, to her cheeks and eyes. She leaned
to lift him from the cradle, and set him on her knee. She picked up
a crust of the black bread from the table, sopped it in a beaker of
goat's milk, and held it to his lips. The boy took the bread and
began to eat it, his dark head cuddled into her shoulder. She laid
her cheek against his hair, and put a hand up to stroke it. "Men are fools, so they are," she said softly. "They
never see what's staring them in the eye. You'll be no fool,
though, my bonny, not with the blood that's in you, and the way
those eyes look and see right through to the back of things, and
you only a baby still. . . ." She gave a little laugh, her mouth
against the child's hair, and the boy smiled at the sound. "King Lot's bastard, is it? Well, so they say, and
better so. But if they saw what I see, and knew what I guessed at,
ah, these many months past . . ." She rocked the child closer, calming herself,
sending her mind back to those summer nights two years ago when
Brude, with a gift of gold ensuring his silence, had put out, not
to his accustomed fishing ground, but farther west, into deeper
water. For four nights he had waited there, grumbling at the loss
of his catch, but kept faithful and silent by the gift of gold and
the queen's promise. Then on the fifth night, a calm, twilit night
of the Orkney summer, the ship from Dunpeldyr had stolen into the
sound and dropped anchor, and a boat put out from her side with
three men, queen's soldiers, rowing it. Brude answered their soft
hail, and presently the thwarts of the two craft rubbed together. A
bundle passed. The larger boat dipped away and vanished. Brude
turned his own boat landward, and made all speed to the cottage
where Sula waited by the empty cradle, holding on her lap the shawl
that she had woven for her own dead child. A bastard, that was all they had been told. A royal
bastard. And as such a danger, somewhere, to someone. But some day,
perhaps, to be useful. So keep silent, and nurture him, and your
reward may one day be great. The reward had long since ceased to matter to Sula.
She lived with the only reward she needed, the child himself. But
she lived, too, with the constant fear that some day, when it
became expedient to one or the other remote and royal personage,
her boy would be taken from her. She had long ago formed her own Guesses as to the
identity of these personages, though she knew better than to speak
of them, even to her husband. Not King Lot; of that she was
certain. She had seen his other children by the queen; they had
Morgause's red-gold hair and their father's high colour and sturdy
build. No such signs identified her foster child. The dark hair and
eyes might, indeed, have been Lot's, but their setting, with the
line of brow and check-bone, was quite different. And something in
the mouth, the hands, the slender build and warm, clear skin, some
elusive way of moving and looking, marked him, to Sula's constantly
watching eyes, as the queen's child, but not the king's. And, this once granted, other things became clear:
the queen's men who had hurried the child out of Dunpeldyr before
King Lot arrived home there from the wars; the subsequent massacre
of all the town's infants in an attempt to catch and destroy that
one child, a massacre attributed by Lot and his queen to King
Arthur and his adviser Merlin, but instigated in fact (it was
whispered) by King Lot himself: and the regular payments, in cash
and hind, that came secretly from the palace, where, during the
child's lifetime, King Lot had rarely set foot. From the queen,
then. And even now that King Lot was dead, she paid still, and
still the child was safe. This, to Sula, was all the proof that was
needed. Queen Morgause, a lady not renowned for gentleness, would
hardly so have nurtured her husband's bastard; a bastard, moreover,
older than the eldest legitimate prince, and as such, arguably,
with a prior claim to the kingdom. Queen's bastard, then. By whom? To Sula's mind there
was no doubt there, either. She had never laid eyes on Queen
Morgause's half-brother, Arthur the High King of Britain, but like
everyone else she had heard manv tales of that wonderworking young
man. And the first of those tales was that of the great battle of
Luguvallium, where the boy Arthur, appearing suddenly at King
Uther's side, had led his troops to victory. Afterwards -so the
tale went, told with pride and indulgence He had gone, still ignorant of his true parentage,
to lie with Morgause, who was Uther's bastard daughter, and so
Arthur's own half-sister. The timing was right. The child's age, and looks,
and ways were right. And those rumours about the massacre at
Dunpeldyr, whether ordered by Lot or by Merlin, were accounted for,
and even -such were the ways of the great justified. Now Lot was dead, and Merlin, too. King Arthur had
other and greater matters on his mind, and besides - if all the
tales that reached the taverns were true - by this time he had
other bastards by the score, and had shut this shameful begetting
from his mind, or else forgotten it. As for Morgause, she would not
kill her own son. Never that. But with King Lot gone, and Merlin
gone, and the High King far awav, why should she leave him here any
longer? Why any more need to keep him secret in this lonely
place? She clutched the child closer, her fear cold and
heavy in her. "The Goddess keep you safe, make her forget you. Make
her forget you. Leave you here. My bonnv, my Mordred, mv boy from
the sea." The child, roused by the sudden movement, tightened his
arms round her and said something. It was inaudible, muffled
against her neck, but she caught her breath and fell silent,
rocking, staring over the child's head at the cottage wall. After a while the small, ordinary sounds of the
room, and the long hush of the sea outside, seemed to calm her. The
child drowsed in her arms. Softly, she began to sing him back to
sleep. From the sea you came, my prince, my Mordred. You escaped the fay with the long hair that tosses
on the waves. You came from her sister, the sea-queen Who eats drowned sailors, who draws the boats Down into deep waters. You came to the land, to be prince of the land, And you will grow, grow, grow.... Queen Morgause did not make a feast that night. When the fresh news was brought of the hated
enchanter's death she sat for a long time very still, then, taking
a lamp in her hand, she left the bright hall-where the tall: was
still going noisily round, and made her way to the sealed chambers
underground where she worked her dark magic, and waited for such
glimmers of Sight as came to her. In the first chamber, her stillroom, a half-empty
flask stood on the table. In it was the remains of the poison she
had mixed for Merlin. Smiling, she passed through another door, and
knelt by the pool of seeing. Nothing came clearly. A bedchamber, with a curved
wall; a tower room, then? The bed with a man in it, still as death.
And he looked like death: a very old man, gaunt as a skeleton, with
grey hair straggling on the pillow, and a matted grey beard. She
did not recognize him. He opened his eyes, and it was Merlin. The dark,
terrifying eyes, set in that grey skull, looked straight across the
miles, across the seas, into hers where she knelt by the secret
pool. Morgause, crouching there with her hands to her
belly, as if she would guard Lot's last, unborn child, knew then
that once more the reports were false. Merlin lived still, and,
prematurely aged as he was, with his health wrecked by the poison,
he still had power enough to bring her and her plans to
nothing. Kneeling there, she began a frantic, frightened
spell that, in the old man's weakened state, might serve to protect
herself and her brood of sons from Arthur's vengeance. Book One The Boy from the Sea Chapter 1 The boy was alone in the summer world with the
singing of the honey bees. He lay flat on his back in the heather at the head
of the cliff. Not far from him was the straight-cut line of dark
turf where he had been working. The squared peats, stacked like
slices of black bread along the ditched gash, were drying in the
hot sun. He had been working since daybreak, and the line was a
long one. Now the mattock lay idle against the peats while the boy
drowsed after his midday meal. One hand, outflung on the heather,
still held the remains of a barley bannock. His mother's two hives
- crude skeps of barley strawstood fifty paces in from the brink of
the cliff. The heather smelled sweet and heady, like the mead that
would be made from the honey. To and fro, sometimes within a
finger's breadth of his face, the bees hurtled like slingshot. The
only other sound in the drowsy afternoon was the crying, remote
below him, of the seabirds at their nests along the cliff.
Something changed in the note of that crying. The boy opened his eyes, and lay still, listening.
Underneath the new, disturbed screaming of kittiwakes and
razorbills, he heard the deeper, four-fold alarm note of the big
gulls. He himself had not moved for half an hour or more, and in
any case they were used to him. He turned his head, to see a flock
of wheeling wings rise like blown snow above the cliff's edge some
hundred paces away. There was a cove there, a deep inlet with no
beach below. Hundreds of seabirds nested there, guillemots, shags,
kittiwakes, and with them the big falcon. He could see her now,
flying with the gulls that screamed to and fro. The boy sat up. He
could see no boat in the bay, but then a boat would hardly have
caused such a disturbance among the high-nesting colonies on the
cliff. An eagle? He could see none. At the most, he thought, it
might be a predatory raven after the young ones, but any change in
the monotony of the day's work was to be welcomed. He scrambled to
his feet. Finding the remains of the bannock still in his hand, lie
made as if to eat it, then saw a beetle on it, and threw it away
with a look of disgust. He ran across the heather towards the cove
where the disturbance was. He reached the edge and peered down. The birds flung
themselves higher, screaming. Puffins hurtled from the rock below
him in clumsy glide, legs wide and wings held stiffly. The big
black-backed gulls vented their harsh cries. The whitened ledges
where the kittiwakes sat in rows on their nests were empty of adult
birds, which were weaving and screaming in the air. He lay down, inching forward to peer directly down
the cliff. The birds were diving in past a buttress of rock where
wild thyme and sea-pink made a thick carpet splashed with white.
Clumps of rose-root stirred in the wind of their wings. Then, among
all the commotion, he heard a new sound, a cry like the cry of a
gull, but somehow subtly different. A human cry. It came from
somewhere well down the cliff, out of sight beyond the rocky
buttress where the birds wheeled most thickly. He moved carefully back from the edge, and got
slowly to his feet. There was no beach at the foot of the cliff,
nowhere to leave a boat, nothing but the steadily beating, echoing
sea. The climber had gone down and there could only be one reason
for trying to climb down here. "The fool," he said with contempt. "Doesn't he know
that the eggs will all be hatched now?" Half reluctantly he picked
his way along the cliff top to a point from which he could see,
stranded on a ledge beyond the buttress, another boy. It was no one he knew. Out in this lonely corner of
the island there were few families, and with the sons of the other
fishermen Brude's son had never felt in tune. And oddly enough his
parents had never encouraged him to mix with them, even as a child.
Now, at ten years old, well grown and full of a wiry strength, he
had helped his father with the man's jobs already for several
years. It was a long time since, on his rare days off, he had
troubled with children's ploys. Not that, for such as he,
birds'-nesting was a child's game; still, each spring, he made his
way down these very cliffs to collect the freshly laid eggs for
food. And later he and his father, armed with nets, would come to
catch the young ones for Sula to skin and dry against the winter's
hardships. So he knew, the ways down the cliff well enough. He
also knew how dangerous they were, and the thought of being
burdened with someone clumsy enough to strand himself, and probably
by now thoroughly scared, was not pleasant. The boy had seen him. His face was upturned, and he
waved and called again. Mordred made a face, then cupped his hands to his
mouth. "What is it? Can't you get back"' A vivid pantomime from below. It seemed unlikely
that the climber could hear what was said, but the question was
obvious, and so, too, was his answer. He had hurt his leg,
otherwise -and somehow his gestures conveyed this clearly -he would
not have dreamed of calling for help. This bravado had little or no effect on the boy at
the head of the cliff. With a shrug that indicated more boredom
than anything else, the fisherman's son began the climb down. It was difficult, and in two or three places
dangerous, so Mordred went slowly, taking his time. At length he
landed on the ledge beside the climber. The boys studied one another. The fisherman's son
saw a boy of much his own age, with a shock of bright red-gold hair
and hazel-green eyes. His complexion was clear and ruddy, his teeth
good. And though his clothes were torn and stained with the dirt of
the cliff, they were well made of good cloth, and brightly dyed in
what looked like expensive colours. On one wrist he wore a copper
bracelet no brighter than his hair. He sat with one leg over the
other, gripping the hurt ankle tightly in both hands. He was
obviously in pain, but when Mordred, with the working man's
contempt for his idle betters, looked for signs of tears, he saw
none. "You've hurt your ankle?'' "Twisted it. I slipped." "Is it broken?" "I don't think so, just sprained. It hurts if I try
to stand on it. I must say I'm glad to see you! I seem to have been
here for ages. I didn't think anyone would be near enough to hear
me, specially through all that noise." "I didn't hear you. I saw the gulls." "Well, thank the gods for that. You're a pretty good
climber, aren't vou?" "I know these cliffs. I live near here. All right,
we'll have to try it. Get up and let's see how you manage. Can't
you put that foot down at all?" The red-haired boy hesitated, looking faintly
surprised, as if the other's tone was strange to him. But all he
said was: "I can try. I did try before, and it made me feel sick. I
don't think -some of those places were pretty bad, weren't they?
Hadn't you better go and get help? Tell them to bring a rope." "There's no one within miles." Mordred spoke
impatiently. "My father's away with the boat. There's only Mother,
and she'd be no use. I can get a rope, though. I've got one up at
the peats. We'll manage all right with that." "Fine." There was some attempt at a gay smile. "I'll
wait for you, don't fret! But don't be too long, will you? They'll
be worried at home." At Brude's cottage, thought Mordred, his absence
would never have been noticed. Boys such as he would have to break
a leg and be away for a working day before anyone would start to
trouble. No, that was not quite fair. Brude and Sula sometimes were
as anxious over him as fowls with a single chicken. He had never
seen why; he had ailed nothing in all his life. As he turned to go he caught sight of a small
lidded basket on the ledge beside the other boy. "I'll take that
basket up now. Save trouble later." "No, thanks. I'd sooner bring it up myself. It'll
be all right, it hooks on to my belt." So, maybe he had found some eggs, thought Mordred,
then forgot all about it as he turned himself back to the cliff
climb. Beside the peat cuttings was the crude sled of driftwood
that was used to drag the cut sods down to the stack beside the
cottage. Fastened to the sled was a length of reasonably good rope.
Mordred slipped this from its rings as quickly as he could, then
ran back to the cliff, and once again made the slow climb down. The injured boy looked composed and cheerful. He
caught the rope's end and, with Mordred's help, made it fast to his
belt. This was a good one, strongly made of polished leather, with
what looked like silver studs and buckle. The basket was already
clipped there. Then began the struggle to the top. This took a
very, long time, with frequent pauses for rest, or for working out
how best the injured boy might be helped up each section of the
climb. He was obviously in pain, but made no complaint, and obeyed
Mordred's sometimes peremptory instructions without hesitation or
any show of fear. Sometimes Mordred would climb ahead and make the
rope fast where he could, then descend to help the other boy with
the support of arm or shoulder. In places they crawled, or edged
along, belly to rock, while all the time the seabirds screamed and
wheeled, the wind of their wings stirring the grasses on the very
cliff, and their cries echoed and re-echoed to and fro over the
deeper thud and wash of the waves. At last it was over. The two boys reached the top
safely, and pulled themselves over the last few feet onto the
heather. They set there, panting and sweating, and eyeing one
another, this time with satisfaction and mutual respect. "You have my thanks." The red-haired boy spoke with
a kind of formality that gave the words a weight of genuine
seriousness. "And I'm sorry to have given you that trouble. Once
down that cliff would be enough for anyone, but you were up and
down it as spry as a goat." "I'm used to it. We take eggs in the spring, and
then the young birds later. But it's a bad bit of rock. It looks so
easy, with the stone weathered into slabs like that, but it's not
safe, not safe at all." "You don't need to tell me now. That was what
happened. It looked like a safe step, but it broke. I was lucky to
get off with just a sprained ankle. And lucky that vou were there,
too. I hadn't seen anyone all day. You said vou lived near
here?" "Yes. In a bay about half a mile over yonder.
Seals' Bay, it's called. My father's a fisherman." "What's your name?" "Mordred. What's yours?" That faint look of surprise again, as if Mordred
should have known. "Gawain." It obviously meant nothing to the fisherman's son.
He touched the basket which Gawain had set on the grass between
them. From it came curious hissing sounds. "What's in there? I
thought it couldn't be eggs." "A couple of young peregrines. Didn't you see the
falcon? I was half afraid she'd come and knock me off the ledge,
but she contented herself with screaming. I left two others,
anyway." He grinned. "Of course I got the best ones." Mordred was startled. "Peregrines? But that's not
allowed! Only for the palace people, that is. You'll he in real
trouble if anyone sees them. And how on earth did you get near the
nest? I know where it is, it's under that overhang with the yellow
flowers on, but that's another fifteen feet lower than the ledge
where you were." "It's easy enough, but a bit tricky. Look." Gawain
opened the basket a little way. In it Mordred could see the two
young birds, fully fledged but still obviously juveniles. They
hissed and bounced in their prison, floundering, with their claws
fast in a tangle of thread. "The falconer taught me." Gavvain shut the lid
again. "You lower a ball of wool to the nest, and they strike at
it. As often as not they'll tangle themselves, and once they're
fast in it, you can draw them up. You get the best ones that way,
too, the bravest. But you have to watch for the mother bird." "You got those from that ledge where vou fell? After
you were hurt, then?" "Well, there wasn't much else to do while I was
stuck there, and besides, that was what I'd gone for," said Gawain
simply. This was something Mordred could understand. Out of his new
respect for the other, he spoke impulsively. "But you really could
be in trouble, you know. Look, give me the basket. If we could get
them free of the wool, I'll take them down again and see if I can
get them back to the nest." Gawain laughed and shook his head. "You couldn't.
Don't worry. It's all right. I thought you didn't know me. I am
from the palace, as it happens. I'm the queen's son, the
eldest." "You're Prince Gawain?" Mordred's eyes took in the
boy's clothes again, the silver at his belt, the air of good
living, the self-confidence. Suddenly, at a word, his own was gone,
with the easy equality, even the superiority that the cliff climb
had given him. This was no longer a silly boy whom he had rescued
from danger. This was a prince; the prince, moreover, who was heir
to the throne of Orkney: who would be King of the Orkneys, if ever
Morgause saw fit -or could be forced - to step down. And he himself
was a peasant. For the first time in his life he felt suddenly very conscious of how he
looked. His single garment was a short tunic of coarse cloth, woven
by Sula from the waste wool gathered from bramble and whin where
the sheep had left it. His belt was a length of cord made from bere
stalks. His bare legs and feet were stained brown with peat, and
were now scratched and grimy from the cliff climb. He said, hesitating: "Well, but oughtn't you to be
attended? I thought - I didn't think princes ever got out
alone." "They don't. I gave them all the slip." "Won't the queen be angry?" asked Mordred
doubtfully. A flaw at last in that self-assurance. "Probably."
The word, brought out carelessly, and rather too loudly, sounded to
Mordred a distinct note of apprehension. But this, again, he
understood, could even share. It was well known among the islanders
that their queen was a witch and to be feared. They were proud of
the fact, as they would have been proud of, and resigned to, a
brutal but efficient warrior king. Anyone, even her own sons, might
without shame be afraid of Morgause. "But perhaps she won't have me beaten this time,"
said Orkney's young king, hopefully. "Not when she knows I've hurt
my foot. And I did get the peregrines." He hesitated. "Look, I
don't think I can get home without help. Will you be punished, for
leaving your work? I'd see that your father didn't lose by it.
Perhaps, if you want to go and tell them where you are-" "That doesn't matter." Mordred spoke with sudden,
renewed confidence. There were after all other differences between
him and this wealthy heir to the islands. The prince was afraid of
his mother, and would soon have to account for himself, and bribe
his way back to favour with his looted hawks. Whereas he,
Mordred- He said easily: "I'm my own master. I'll help you
back. Wait while I get the peat sled, and I'll pull you home. I
think the rope's strong enough." "Well, if you're sure-" Gawain took the offered
hand, and was hauled to his feet. "You're strong enough, anyway.
How old are vou, Mordred?" "Ten. Well, nearly eleven." If Gawain felt any satisfaction about the answer, he
concealed it. As they faced one another, eye to eye, Mordred was
seen to be the taller by at least two fingers' breadth. "Oh, a year
older than me. You probably won't have to take me far," added
Gawain. "They'll have missed me by now, and someone'll be sent to
look for me. In fact, there they are." It was true. From the head of the next inland rise,
where the heather lifted to meet the sky, came a shout. Three men
came hurrying. Two of them, royal guards by their dress, bore
spears and shields. The third led a horse. "Well, that's all right," said Mordred. "And you
won't need the sled." He picked up the rope. "I'll get back to the
heats, then." "Well, thanks again." Gawain hesitated. It was he,
now, who suddenly seemed to feel something awkward in the
situation. "Wait a minute, Mordred. Don't go yet. I said you
wouldn't lose by this, that's only fair. I've no coin on me, but
they'll send something. . . . You said you lived over that way.
What's your father's name?" "Brude the fisherman." "Mordred, Brude's son," said Gawain, nodding. "I'm
sure she'll send something. If she does send money, or a gift,
you'd take it, Wouldn't you?" From a prince to a fisherman's son, it was an odd
question, though neither boy seemed to find it so. Mordred smiled, a small, close-lipped smile that
Gawain found curiously familiar. "Of course. Why shouldn't I? Only
a fool refuses gifts, particularly when he deserves them. And I
don't think I'm a fool," added Mordred. Chapter 2 The message from the palace came next day. It was
brought by two men, queen's guards by their dress and weapons, and
it was not coin, or any sort of gift: it was a summons to the royal
presence. The queen, it seemed, wanted to thank her son's rescuer
in person. Mordred, straightening from the peat digging, stared
at them, tryinn to control, or at least conceal, the sudden spurt
of excitement within him. "Now? Go with you now, you mean?" "Those were the orders," said the elder of the
guards, cheerfully. "That's what she said, bring you back with us
now" The other man added, with rough kindliness: "No
need to be afraid, youngster. Yon did well, by all accounts, and
there should be something in it for you." "I'm not afraid." The boy spoke with the
disconcerting selfpossession that had surprised Gawain. "But I'm
too dirty. I can't go to the queen like this. I'll have to go home
first, and get myself decent." The men glanced at one another, then the elder
nodded. "Well, that's fair enough. How far is home from here?" "It's only over there, you can see where the path
runs along the cliff top, and then down. Only a few minutes." He
stopped as he spoke, to pick up the rope of the sled. This was
already half loaded. He threw the mattock on top of the load, and
set off, dragging the sled. The grass of the track, worn and dry,
was slippery, easy for the whalebone runners. He went quickly, the
two men following. At the head of the slope the men paused,
waiting, while the boy, with the ease bred by the daily task, swung
the sled round to run downhill in front of him, himself leaning
back against the rope to act as brake. He let the load run into the
stacked peat on the grass behind the cottage, then dropped the rope
and ran indoors. Sula was pounding grain in the quern. Two of the
hens had come indoors and were clucking round her feet. She looked
up, surprised. "You're early! What is it?" "Mother, get me my good tunic, will you? Quickly."
He snatched up the cloth that did duty as a towel, and made again
for the door. "Oh, and do you know, where my necklet is, the thong
with the purple shells?" "Necklet? Washing, in the middle of the day?"
Bewildered, Sula got up to do as he asked. "What's this, Mordred'
What has happened?" For some reason, probably one he did not know
himself, the boy had told her nothing about his encounter with
Gawain on the cliff. It is possible that his parents' intense
interest in everything he did set him instinctively to guard parts
of his life from them. In keeping his encounter with the prince a
secret, he had hugged to himself the thought of Sula's pleasure
when the queen, as he confidently expected, gave him some
reward. His pleased sense of importance, even glee, sounded
in his voice. "It's messengers from Queen Morgause, Mother. They've
come to bid me to the court. They're waiting for me out there. I
have to go straight away. The queen wants to see me herself." The effect of his announcement startled even him.
His mother, on her way to the bedplace, stopped as if struck, then
turned slowly, one hand out to the table's top, as if she would
have fallen without its support. The pestle fell from her fingers
and rolled to the floor, where the hens ran to it, clucking. She
seemed not to notice. In the smoky light of the room her face had
gone sallow. "Queen Morgause? Sent for you? Already?" Mordred stared. " `Already?' What do you mean,
Mother? Did somebody tell you what happened yesterday?" Sula, her voice shaking, tried to recover herself.
"No, no, l meant nothing. W'hat did happen yesterday?" "It was nothing much. I was out at the peats and I
heard a cry from the cliff over yonder, and it was the young
prince, Gawain. You know, the oldest of the queen's sons. He was
half down the cliff after young falcons. He'd hurt his leg, and I
had to take the rope down from the sled, and help him climb back.
That's all. I didn't know who he was till afterwards. He told me
his mother would reward me, but I didn't think it would happen like
this, not so quickly, anyway I didn't tell you yesterday, because I
wanted it to be a surprise. I thought you'd be pleased." "Pleased, of course I'm pleased!" She took a great
breath, steadying herself by the table. Her fists, clenched on the
wood, were trembling. She saw the boy staring, and tried to smile.
"It's great news, son. You father will be glad. She she'll give you
silver, I shouldn't wonder. She's a lovely lady Queen Morgause, and
generous where it pleases her." "You don't look pleased. You look frightened." He
came slowlv back into the room. "You look ill, Mother. Look, you've
dropped your stick. Here it is. Sit down now. Don't worry, I'll
find the tunic. The necklet's in the cupboard with it, isn't it?
I'll get it. Come, sit down." He took hold of her gently, and set her back on the
stool. Standing in front of her, he was taller than she. She seemed
to come to herself sharply. Her back straightened. She gripped his
arms above the elbows in her two hands and held him tightly. Her
eyes, red-rimmed with working near the smoke of the peat fire,
stared up at him with an intensity that made him want to fidget and
move away. She spoke in a low, urgent whisper: "Look, my son. This is a great day for you, a great
chance. Who knows what may come of it? A queen's favour is a fine
thing to come by.... But it can be a hard thing, forby. You're
young yet, what would you know of great folk and their ways' I
don't know much myself, but I know something about life, and
there's one thing I can tell vou, Mordred. Always keep your own
counsel. Never repeat what you hear." In spite of herself, her
hands tightened. "And never, never tell anyone anything that's said
here, in your home." "Well, of course not! When do I ever see anyone to
talk to, anyway? And why should the queen or anyone at the palace
be interested in what goes on here?" He shifted uncomfortably, and
her grip loosened. "Don't worry, Mother. There's nothing to be
afraid of. I've done the queen a favour, and if she's such a lovely
lady, then I don't see what else can come of this except good, do
you? Look, I must go now. Tell Father I'll finish the peats
tomorrow. And keep some supper for me, won't you? I'll be back as
soon as I can." *** TO THOSE WHO KNEW CAMELOT, THE HIGH KING'S COURT,
AND even to people who remembered the state Queen Morgause had kept
in her castle of Dunpeldyr, the "palace" of Orkney must have seemed
a primitive place indeed. But to the boy from the fisherman's hut
it appeared splendid beyond imagination. The palace stood behind and above the cluster of
small houses that made up the principal township of the islands.
Below the town lay the harbour, its twin piers protecting a good
deep anchorage where the biggest of ships could tie up in safety.
Piers, houses, palace, all were built of the same flat weathered
slabs of sandstone. The roofs, too, were of great flagstones hauled
somehow into place and then hidden by a thick thatching of turf or
heather-stems, with deep caves that helped to throw the winter's
rains away from walls and doors. Between the houses ran narrow
streets, steep guts also paved with the flagstones so lavishly
supplied by the local cliffs. The main building of the palace was the great
central hall. This was the "public" hall, where the court gathered,
where feasts were held, petitions were heard, and where many of the
courtiers-nobles, officers, royal functionaries slept at night. It
comprised a big oblong room, with other, smaller chambers opening
from it. Outside was a walled Courtyard where the queen's
soldiers and servants lived, sleeping in the outbuildings, and
eating round their cooking fires in the yard itself. The only
entrance was the main gateway, a massive affair flanked to either
side by a guardhouse. At a short distance from the main palace buildings,
and connected to them by a long covered passage, stood the
comparativelv new building that was known as "the queen's house."
This had been built by Morgause's orders when she first came to
settle in Orkney. It was a smaller yet no less grandly built
complex of buildings set very near the edge of the cliff that here
rimmed the shore. Its walls looked almost like an extension of the
layered cliffs below. Not many of the court - only the queen's own
women, her advisers, and her favourites -had seen the interior of
the house, but its modern splendours were spoken of with awe, and
the townspeople gazed up in wonder at the big windows - an
unheard-of innovation -which had been built even into the seaward
walls. Inland from palace and township stretched an open
piece of land, turf grazed close by sheep, and used by the soldiers
and young men for practice with horses and arms. Some of the
stabling, with the kennels, and the byres for cattle and goats, was
outside the palace walls, for in those islands there was little
need of more defense than that provided by the sea, and to the
south by the iron walls of Arthur's peace. But some way along the
coast, beyond the exercise ground, stood the remains of a primitive
round tower, built before men's memory by the Old People, and
splendidly adaptable as both watchtower and embattled refuge. This
Morgause, with the memory of Saxon incursions on the mainland
kingdom, had had repaired after a fashion, and there a watch and
ward was kept. This, with the guard kept constantly on the palace
gate, was part of the royal state that fitted the queen's idea of
her own dignity. If it did nothing else, said Morgause, it would
keep the men alert, and provide some sort of military duty for the
soldiers, as a change from exercises that all too readily became
sport, or from idling round the palace courtyard. When Mordred with his escort arrived at the gate
the courtyard was crowded. A chamberlain was waiting to escort him
to the queen. Feeling awkward and strange in his seldom-worn best
tunic, stiff as it had come from the cupboard, and smelling faintly
musty, Mordred followed his guide. He was taut with nerves, and
looked at nobody, keeping his head high and his eyes fixed on the
chamberlain's shoulder-blades, but he felt the stares, and heard
mutterings. He took them to be natural curiosity, probably mingled
with contempt; he cannot have known that the figure he cut was
curiously courtier-like, his stiffness very like the dignified
formality of the great hall. "A fisherman's brat?" the whispers went. "Oh, aye?
We've heard that one before. Just look at him. . . . So who's his
mother? Sula? I remember her. Pretty. She used to work at the
palace here. In King Lot's time, that was. How long ago now since
he visited the islands? Twelve vears? Eleven? How the time does go
by , to be sure.... And he must be just about that age, wouldn't
you say?" So the whispers went. They would have pleased
Morgause, had she heard them, and Mordred, whom thev would have
enraged, did not hear them. But he heard the muttering, and felt
the eyes. He stiffened his spine further, and wished the ordeal
safely over, and himself home again. Then they had reached the door of the hall, and as
the servants pushed it open, Mordred forgot the whispers, his own
strangeness, everything except the splendid scene in front of
him. When Morgause, suffering under Arthur's displeasure,
had finally left Dunpeldyr for her other kingdom of Orkney, some
stray glimmer in her magic glass must have warned her that her stay
in the north would be a long one. She had managed to bring many of
the treasures from Lot's Southern capital. The king who reigned
there now at Arthur's behest, Tydwal, must have found his
stronghold stripped of most of its comforts. He was a stark lord,
so cannot have cared overmuch. But Morgause, that lady of luxury,
would have thought herself ill used had she been denied any of the
appurtenances of royalty, and she had managed, with her spoils, to
make herself a bower of comfort and colour to cushion her exile and
enhance her once famous beauty. On all sides the stone walls of the
hall were hung with brilliantly dyed cloths. The smooth flagstones
of the floor were not, as might have been expected, strewn with
rushes and heather, but had been made luxurious with islands of
deerskin, brown and fawn and dappled. The heavy benches along the
side walls were made of stone, but the chairs and stools standing
on the platform at the hall's end were of fine wood carefully
carved and painted, and bright with coloured cushions, while the
doors were of strong oak, handsomely ornamented, and smelling of
oil and wax. The fisherman's boy had no eyes for any of this. His
gaze was fixed on the woman who sat in the great chair at the
center of the platform. Morgause of Lothian and Orkney was still a very
beautiful woman. Light from a slit window caught the glimmer of her
hair, darkened from its young rose-gold to a rich copper. Her eyes,
long-lidded, showed green as emerald, and her skin had the same
smooth, creamy pallor as of old. The lovely hair was dressed with
gold, and there were emeralds at her ears and at her throat. She
wore a copper-coloured gown, and in her lap her slender white hands
glinted with jewelled rings. Behind her her five women - the queen's ladies
-looked, for all their elegant clothing, plain and elderly. Those
who knew Morgause had no doubt that this was an appearance as
carefully contrived as her own. Some score of people stood below
the dais, about the hall. To the boy Mordred it seemed crowded, and
fuller of eyes even than the outer courtyard. He looked for Gawain,
or for the other princes, but could not see them. When he entered,
pausing rather nervously just inside the doorway, the queen was
sitting half turned away, talking with one of her counsellors, a
smallish, stout greybeard who bent humbly to listen as she
spoke. Then she saw Mordred. She straightened in her tall
chair, and the long lids came down to conceal the sudden flash of
interest in her eyes. Someone prodded the boy from behind,
whispering: "Go on. Go up and then kneel." Mordred obeyed. He approached the queen, but when he
would have knelt, a movement of one of her hands bade him stand
still. He waited, very straight, and apparently self-contained, but
making no attempt to conceal the wonder and admiration he felt at
this, his first sight of royalty enthroned. He simply stood and
stared. If the onlookers expected him to be abashed, or the queen
to rebuke him for impertinence, they were disappointed. The silence
that held the hall was one of avid interest, coupled with
amusement. Queen and fisherman's boy, islanded by that silence,
measured one another eye to eye. If Mordred had been half-a-dozen years older, men
might more readily have understood the indulgence, even the
apparent pleasure with which she regarded him. Morgause had made no
secret of her predilection for handsome youths, a fancy which had
been allowed a relatively free reign since the death of her
husband. And indeed Mordred was personable enough, with his
slender, straight body, fine bones, and the look of eager yet
contained intelligence in the eyes under their wing-tipped brows.
She studied him, stiff but- far from awkward in his "best" tunic,
the only one he had, apart from the rags of every day She
remembered the stuff she had sent for it, years ago, a length of
homespun patchily dyed, that not even the palace slaves would have
worn. Anything better, missed from the coffers, might have caused
curiosity. Round his neck hung a string of shells, unevenly
threaded, with some sort of wooden charm obviously carved by the
boy himself from a piece of sea-wrack. His feet, though dusty from
the moorland road, were finely shaped. Morgause saw all this with satisfaction, but she saw
more besides: the dark eyes, an inheritance from the Spanish blood
of the Ambrosii, were Arthur's; the fine bones, the folded subtle
mouth, came from Morgause herself. At length she spoke. "Your name is Mordred, they
tell me?" "Yes." The boy's voice was hoarse with nervousness.
He cleared his throat. "Yes, madam." "Mordred," she said, consideringly. Her accent, even
after her years in the north, was still that of the southern
mainland kingdoms, but she spoke clearly and slowly in her pretty
voice, and he understood her very well. She gave his name the
island pronunciation. "Medraut, the sea-boy. So you are a fisherman
like your father?" "Yes, madam." "Is that why they gave you your name?" He hesitated. He could not see where this was
leading. "I suppose so, madam." "You suppose so." She spoke lightly, her attention
apparently on smoothing a fold of her gown. Only her chief
counsellor, and Gabran her current lover, knowing her well, guessed
that the next question mattered. "You never asked them?" "No, madam. But I can do other things besides fish.
I dig the peats, and I can turf a roof, and build a wall, and mend
the boat, and-and milk the goat, even-" He paused uncertainty. A
faint ripple of amusement had gone round the hall, and the queen
herself was smiling. "And climb cliffs as if you were a goat yourself.
For which," she added, "we should all be grateful." "That was nothing," said Mordred. His confidence
returned. There was really no need to be afraid. The queen was a
lovely lady, as Sula had told him, not at all as he had imagined a
witch to be, and surprisingly easy to talk to. He smiled up at her.
"Is Gawain's ankle badly sprained?" He asked. A new rustle went round the hall. "Gawain," indeed!
And a fisher-boy did not hold conversation with the queen, standing
as straight as one of the young princes, and looking her in the
eye. But Morgause apparently noticed nothing unusual. She ignored
the murmurs. She had not ceased to watch the boy closcly. "Not very. Now that it has been bathed and bound up
he can walk well enough. He will be back at the exercise of arms
tomorrow. And for this he has you to thank, Mordred, and so have I.
I repeat, we are grateful." "The men would have found him very soon, and I could
have lent them the rope." "But they did not, and you climbed down twice
yourself. Gawain tells me that it is a dangerous place. He should
be whipped for climbing there, even though he did bring me two such
splendid birds. But you . . . " The pretty teeth nibbled at the red underlip as she
considered him. "You must have some proof of my gratitude. What
would vou like?" Really taken aback now, he stared, swallowed, and
began to stammer something about his parents, their poverty, the
coming winter and the nets that had been patched twice too often,
but she interrupted him. "No, no. That is for your parents, not for
you. I have already found gifts for them. Show him, Gabran." A young man, blond and handsome, who stood near her,
stooped and lifted a box from behind her chair. He opened it. In it
Mordred glimpsed coloured wools, woven cloth, a net purse glinting
with silver, a stoppered wine flask. He went scarlet, then pale.
Suddenly, the scene had become somehow unreal, like a dream. The
chance encounter at the cliff, Gawain's talk of reward, the summons
to the queen's house - all this had been exciting, with its promise
of some change in the monotonous drudgery of his life. He had come
here expecting at most a silver coin, a word from the queen, some
delicacy, perhaps, that could be begged from the palace kitchens
before he ran home. But this - Morgause's beauty and kindness, the
unaccustomed splendours of the hall, the magnificence of the gifts
for his parents, and the promise, apparently, of more for himself
... Dimly, through the heart-beating confusion, he felt that it was
all too much. There was something more here. Something in the looks
the courtiers were exchanging, in the speculative amusement in
Gabran's eyes. Something he did not understand, but that made him
uneasy. Gabran shut the lid of the box with a snap, but when
Mordred reached to lift it Morgause stopped him. "No, Mordred. Not now. We shall see that thev have
it before today's dusk. But you and I still have something to talk
about, have we not? What is fitting for the young man to whom the
future king of these islands owes a dear debt? Come with me now. We
will talk of this in private." She stood up. Gabran moved quickly to her side, his
arm ready for her hand, but ignoring him, she stepped down from the
dais and reached a hand towards the boy. He took it awkwardly, but
somehow she made a graceful gesture of it, her jewelled fingers
touching his wrist as if he were a courtier handing her from the
hall. When she stood beside him she was very little taller than he.
She smelled of honeysuckle, and the rich days of summer. Mordred's
head swam. "Come," she said again, softly. The courtiers stood back, bowing, to make a way for
them. Her slave drew back a curtain to show a door in the side
wall. Guards stood there to either side, their spears held stiffly.
Mordred was no longer conscious of the stares and the whispering.
His heart was thudding. What was to come now he could not guess,
but it could only, surely, be more wonders. Something was hanging in the clouds for him;
fortune was in the queen's smile and in her touch. Without knowing it, he tossed the dark hair back
from his brow in a gesture that was Arthur's own, and with head
high he escorted Morgause royally out of her hall. Chapter 3 The corridor between the palace and the queen's
house was a long one, without windows, but lit by torches hung on
the walls. There were two doors in its length, both on the left.
One must be the guardroom; the door stood ajar, and beyond it
Mordred could hear men's voices and the click of gamingstones. The
other gave on the courtyard; he remembered seeing guards there. It
was shut now, but at the end of the corridor a third door stood
open, held wide by a servant for the passage of the queen and her
attendants. Beyond was a square chamber, which acted apparently
as an anteroom to the queen's private apartments. It was
unfurnished. To the right a slit window showed a narrow strip of
sky, and let in the noise of the sea. Opposite, on the landward
side, was another door, at which Mordred looked with interest, and
then with awe. This doorway was curiously low and squat-the same
primitive shape as the door of his parents' cottage. It was set
deep under a massive stone lintel, and flanked by jambs almost as
thick. He had seen such entrance-ways before; they led down to the
ancient underground chambers that could be found here and there
through the islands. Some said they had been built, like the tall
brochs, by the Old People, who had housed their dead there in stone
chambers beneath the ground. But the simpler folk regarded them as
magical places, the sidhe or hollow hills that guarded the gates of
the Otherworld; and the skeletons that were found there, of men and
beasts, were the remains of unwary creatures who had ventured too
far within those dark precincts. When mist shrouded the islands
-which was rare in those windy seas -it was said that gods and
spirits could be seen riding out on their gold-decked horses, with
the sad ghosts of the dead drifting round them. Whatever the truth,
the islanders avoided the mounds that hid these underground
chambers, but it seemed that the queen's house had been built
beside one of them, perhaps only discovering it when the
foundations were dug. Now the entrance was sealed off by a heavy
door of oak, with big iron hasps, and a massive lock -to keep it
fast against whatever lurked behind it in the dark. Then Mordred forgot it, as the tall door ahead of
them opened between its two armed guards, and beyond was a blare of
sunlight, and the warmth and scent and colour of the queen's
house. The room they entered was a copy of Morgause's
chamber at Dunpeldyr; a smaller copy, but still, to Mordred's eyes,
magnificent. The sun streamed in through a big square window, under
which a bench made a window-seat, gay with blue cushions. Near it,
full in the sunlight, stood a gilded chair with its footstool and a
cross-legged table nearby. Morgause sat down, and pointed to the
window-seat. Mordred took his place obediently, and sat waiting in
silence, with thumping heart, while the women, at a word from the
queen, betook themselves with their stitchery to the far end of the
room, in the light from another window. A servant came hurrying to
the queen's side with wine in a silver goblet, and then, at her
command, brought a cup of the sweet honey drink for Mordred. He
took a sip of it, then set the cup down on the window sill. Though
his mouth and throat were dry, he could not drink. The queen finished her wine, then handed the goblet
to Gabran, who must already have had his orders. He took it
straight to the servant at the door, shut the door behind the man,
then went to join the women at the other end of the room. He lifted
a small knee harp from its shroud in the corner, and, settling
himself on a stool, began to play. Only then did the queen speak again, and she spoke
softly, so that only Mordred, close beside her, would be able to
hear. "Well, Mordred, so now let us talk. How old are you? No,
don't answer, let me see.... You will soon pass your eleventh
birthdav. Am I not right?" "Y-yes," stammered the boy, amazed. "How did-oh, of
course, Gawain told you." She smiled. "I would have known without being told.
I know more about your birth than you do yourself, Mordred. Can you
guess how?" "Why, no, madam. About my birth? That's before you
came to live here, isn't it?" "Yes. I and the king my husband still held Dunpeldyr
in Lothian. Have you never heard what happened in Dunpeldyr, the
year before Prince Gawain was born?" He shook his head. He could not have spoken. He
still had no inkling of why the queen had brought him here and was
speaking to him like this, secretly, in her private chamber, but
every instinct pricked him to the alert. It was coming now, surely,
the future he had dreaded, and yet longed for, with the strange,
restless and sometimes violent feelings of rebellion he had had
against the life to which he had been born, and to which he had
believed himself sentenced till death, like all his parents'
kin. Morgause, still watching him closely, smiled again.
"Then listen now. It is time you knew. You will soon see why. . .
." She settled a fold of her gown, and spoke lightly, as if talking
of some trifling matter far back in the past, some story to tell a
child at lamp-lighting. "You know that the High King Arthur is my
half-brother by the same father, King Uther Pendragon. Long ago
King Uther planned my marriage to King Lot, and though he died
before it could take place, and though my brother Arthur was never
Lot's friend, we were married. We hoped that through the marriage a
friendship, or at least an alliance, might be formed. But, whether
through jealousy of Lot's prowess as a soldier, or (as I am
persuaded) because of lies told to him by Merlin, the enchanter,
who hates all women, and who fancies himself wronged by me, King
Arthur has alwavs acted more as an enemy than as a brother and a
just lord." She paused. The boy's eyes were fixed, enormous, his
lips slightly parted. She smoothed her gown again, and her voice
took on a deeper, graver note. "Soon after King Arthur had assumed the throne of
Britain, he was told, bv the evil man Merlin, that a child had been
born somewhere in Dunpeldyr, a son of its king, who would prove to
be Arthur's bane. The High King never hesitated. He sent men north
to Dunpeldyr to seek out and kill the king's sons. Oh, no" -a smile
of great sweetness - "not mine. Mine were not yct born. But to make
sure that any bastard, perhaps unknown, of King Lot's should die,
he ordered that all the children in the town, under a certain age,
should die." Sorrow throbbed in her voice. "So, Mordred, on that
dreadful night some score of children were taken by the soldiers.
They were put out to sea in a small boat, which was driven by wind
and waves until at last it drove onto rock and foundered, and the
children were all drowned. All but one." He was as still as if held by a spell. "Me?" It was
a whisper, barely audible. "Yes, you. The boy from the sea. Now do you
understand why you were given that name? It was true." She seemed to be waiting for an answer. He said,
huskily: "I thought it was because of being a fisherman, like my
father. A lot of the boys that help with the nets are called
Mordred, or Medraut. I thought it was a sort of charm to keep me
safe from the sea-goddess. She used to sing a song about it. My
mother, I mean." The green-gilt eyes opened a little wider. "So? A
song? What sort of song?" Mordred, meeting that look, recollected himself. He
had forgotten Sula's warning. Now it came back to him, but there
was no harm, surely, in the truth? "A sleeping song. \Vhen I was
small. I don't really remember it, except the tune." Morgause, with a flick of her fingers, dismissed
the tune. "But you never heard this tale before? Did your parents
ever speak of Dunpeldyr?" "No, never. That is" -he spoke with patent honesty
-"only as all the folk speak of it. I knew-that it was part of your
kingdom once, and that vou had dwelt there with the kin... and that
the three oldest princes were born there. My -my father gets news
from the ships that come in, of all the kingdoms beyond the sea,
the wonderful lands. He has told me so much that I-" He bit his
lip, then burst out irresistibly with the question that burned him.
"Madam, how did my father and mother save me from that boat and
bring me here"' "They did not save you from the boat. You were saved
by the King of Lothian. When he knew what had happened to the
children he sent a ship to save them, but it came too late for all
but you. The captain saw some wreckage floating, the boat's ribs,
with what looked like a bundle of cloth still there. It was you. An
end of your shawl had caught on a splintered spar, and held vou
safe. The captain took you up. By the garment you wore, and the
shawl that saved your life, he knew which of the children you were.
So he sailed with you to Orkney, where vou might be reared in
safety." She paused. "Have you guessed why, Mordred?" She could see, from the boy's eyes, that he had
guessed why long since. But he lowered his lids and answered, as
meekly as a girl: "No, madam." The voice, the folded mouth, the maiden-like
demureness, was so much Morgause's own that she laughed aloud, and
Gabran, who had been her lover now for more than a vear, looked up
from his harp and allowed himself to smile with her. "Then I will
tell you. Two of the bastards of the King of Lothian were killed in
that massacre. But there were known to be three in the boat. The
third was saved by the mercy of the seagoddess, who kept him afloat
in the wreckage. You are a king's bastard, Mordred, my boy from the
sea." He had seen it coming, of course. She looked to see
some spark of joy, or pride, or even speculation. There was none.
He was biting his lip, fighting with some trouble that he wanted
to, but dared not, express. "Well?" she asked at length. "Madam?" Another pause. "Well?" A touch of impatience. Having laid a royal
gift in the boy's hand, albeit a false one, the lady looked for
worship, not for doubts which she could not understand. Never
having herself been moved by love, it did not occur to her that her
son's feelings for his foster parents needed to be weighed against
pleasure and ambition. He blurted it out then. "Madam, was my mother ever
in Dunpeldyr?" Morgause, who liked to play with people as if they
were creatures caged for her whims, smiled at him and told, for the
first time in the interview, the simple truth. "Of course. Where
else? You were born there. Did I not say so?" "But she said she had lived in Orkney all her life!"
Mordred's voice rose, so that the chatter at the room's other end
hushed for a moment before a glance from the queen sent the women
back, heads bent, to their work. The boy added, more softly,
looking wretched: "And my father. He can't know, surely, that she
-that I ...?" "Foolish boy, you have not understood me." Her voice
was indulgent. "Brude and Sula are your foster parents, who took
you at the king's behest, and kept the secret for him. Sula had
lost a son, and she took you to nurse. No doubt she has given you
the love and care she would have given her own child. As for your
real mother" -quickly, she forestalled the question that in fact he
was too dazed to ask - "I cannot tell you that. For very fear she
said nothing, nor made any claim, and for fear of the High King,
nothing has ever been said. She may have been only too thankful to
forget the matter herself. I asked no questions, though I knew one
of the boys had been saved from the boat. Then when King Lot died,
and I came to Orkney to bear my youngest son and care for the other
three in safety, I was content to let the matter rest. As you must,
Mordred." Not knowing what to say, he was silent. "For all I know your own mother may be dead. To
dream of some day seeking her out would be folly - and what would
be the profit? A girl of the town, the pleasure of a night?" She
studied his down-dropped lids, his expressionless face. "Now
Dunpeldyr is in the hands of a king who is Arthur's creature. There
would be no profit in such a search, Mordred, and there might well
be much danger. Do you understand me?" "Yes, madam." "What you do when you are a man grown is your
affair, but vou will do well to remember that King Arthur is your
enemy." "Then I am the one? I am to be -his bane?" "Who knows? That is with the gods. But he is a hard
man, and his adviser Merlin is both clever and cruel. Do you think
they would take any chances? But while you remain in these islands
-and while you keep silent -you are safe." Another pause. He asked, almost whispering it: "But
why have you told me, then? I will be secret, yes, I promise, but
why did you want me to know°?" "Because of the debt I owe you for Gawain. Had you
not helped him, he might have tried to climb himself, and fallen to
his death. I was curious to see you, so I sent for you on that
excuse. It might have been better to leave vou there all your life,
knowing nothing. Your foster parents would never have dared to
speak. But after what happened yesterday" A pretty,
half-deprecating gesture. "Not every woman wishes to nurture her
husband's bastards, but I and my family owe you something, and I
pay my debts. And now that I have seen you, and spoken with you, I
have decided how to make that payment." The boy said nothing. He seemed to have stopped
breathing. From the far end of the room came the murmur of music,
and the soft voices of the women. "You are ten years old," said Morgause. "You are
well grown and healthy, and I think that you could do me some
service. There are not so many in these islands with the blood and
the promise that might make a leader. In you I think I see that
promise. It is time you left your foster home, and took your place
here with the other princes. Well, what do you say?" "I - I will do as you wish, madam," stammered the
boy. It was all he could say, above the words that went on and on
in his brain, like the music of the harp. The other princes. It is
time you took your place here with the other princes.... Later,
perhaps, he would think of his foster parents with affection and
with regret, but now all he had room for was the vague but dazzling
vision of such a future as he had barely dared even to dream of.
And this woman, this lovely royal lady, would in her graciousness
offer him, her husband's bastard, a place beside her own true-born
sons. Mordred, moved by an impulse he had never felt before,
slipped from the window-seat and knelt at Morgause's feet. With a
gesture at once graceful and touchingly unpracticed, he lifted a
fold of the copper-coloured velvet and kissed it. He sent a look of
worship up at her and whispered: "I will serve you with my life,
madam. Only ask me. It is yours." His mother smiled down at him, well satisfied with
the conquest she had made. She touched his hair, a gesture that
brought the blood up under his skin, then sat back against the
cushions, a pretty, fragile queen looking for strong arms and ready
swords to protect her. "lt may be a hard service, Mordred. A lonely queen
needs all the love and protection that her fighting men can give
her. For that you will be trained alongside your brothers, and live
with them here in my palace. Now you will go down to Seals' Bay to
take leave of your parents, then bring your things back here." "Today? Now?" "Why not? When decisions are taken they should be
acted upon. Gabran will go with you, and a slave to carry your
goods. Go now." Mordred, still too awed and confused to point out
that he could carry all his worldly goods himself, and in one hand,
got to his feet, then stooped to kiss the hand she held out to him.
It was noticeable that this time the courtly move came almost
naturally. Then the queen turned away, dismissing him, and Gabran
was at his elbow, hurrying him from the room, along the corridor,
and out into the courtyard where the coloured sky of sunset was
already fading into dusk, and the air smelled of the smoke of fires
where suppers were being cooked. A man, a groom by his dress, came up with a horse
ready bridled. It was one of the sturdy island ponies,
cream-coloured and as shaggy as a sheep. "Come," said Gabran, "we'll be late for supper as it
is. You don't ride, I suppose? No? Well, get up behind me. The man
can follow." Mordred hung back. "There's no need, I've nothing
to carry, really. And you don't need to come either, sir. If you
stay and get your supper now, I can run home and-" "You'll soon learn that when the queen says I have
to go with you, then I have to go." Gabran did not trouble to
explain that his orders had been even more explicit. "He is not to
have speech alone with Sula," Morgause had said. "Whatever she has
guessed, she has told him nothing yet, it seems. But now that she
is going to lose him, who knows what she may come out with? The man
does not matter: He is too stupid to guess at the truth, but even
he may give the boy, the true tale of how he was brought, by
arrangement, from Dunpeldyr. So take him, and stay with them, and
bring him back quickly. I shall see to it that he does not go back
there again." So Gabran said, crisply "Come, your hand," and with
Mordred behind him on the cob, and clinging to him like a young
peregrine to its ball of fleece, he cantered off along the track
that led to Seals' Bay. Chapter 4 Sula had been sitting outside the cottage door in
the last of the daylight, gutting and splitting a catch of fish
ready for drying. When the horse appeared at the head of the cliff
path she had just carried the bucket of offal down to throw it onto
the shingle, where the hens wrannled with the seabirds for their
share of the stinking pile. The noise was deafening as the big
gulls swooped and fought and chased one another, and the smell rose
sickeningly on the wind. Mordred slipped off the cob's rump as Gabran drew
rein. "lf vou wait here, sir, I'll run down with this, and get my
things. I'll be back in just a moment. It it won't take long. I
think, mother was expecting this, or something, like it. I'll be as
quick as I can. Maybe I can come back tomorrow, if they want me to?
Just for a talk?" Gabran, without even troubling to reply, slid off
the horse's back and looped the rein over his wrist. When Mordred,
holding the box carefully, started down the slope, the man
followed. Sula, turning back towards the cottage, saw them.
She had been watching the cliff top for Mordred's return, and now,
seeing how he was accompanied, she stood for a few moments very
still, unconsciously clutching the slimy bucket close to her body.
Then, coming to herself, she threw the bucket down by the doorway,
and went quickly into the cottage. A dim yellow glow showed round
the curtain's edge as she lighted the lamp. The boy pushed the curtain aside and went in
eagerly, carrying the box. For once the room was free of smoke. On good summer
days Sula cooked their food in the clay oven outside, over a fire
built up of dried kelp and dung. But the stink of fish pervaded the
whole cove, and inside the cottage the smell of the fish-oil in the
lamp caught at the throat. Though he had been used to it all his
life, Mordred -with the scents and colours of the queen's room
bright in his memory -noticed it now, with a mixture of pity, shame
and what he was too young to recognize as self-dislike; shame
because Gabran so obviously intended to come in with him, and guilt
because he was ashamed for him to do so. To his immediate relief, Sula was alone. She was
wiping her hands on a rag. Blood from a grazed finger mingled on
the rag with the slime and scales from the fish. The flint knife
lying on the table showed a rim of blood, too. "Your hand, Mother, vou've cut it!" "It's nothing. They kept you a long time." "I know. The queen herself wanted to talk to me.
Wait till I tell you! The palace, it's a wonderful place, and I
went right into the queen's own house. . . . But look here first,
Mother! She gave me presents." He set the box on the table, and opened it. "Mother, look! The silver is for you and Father, and
the cloth, see, isn't it fine? Thick, too, good for winter. And a
flask of good wine, with a capon from the palace kitchen. All this
is for you..." His voice trailed away uneasily. Sula had not even
glanced at the treasures; she was still wiping her hands, over and
over again, on the greasy rag. Suddenly Mordred was impatient. He took the rag
from her and threw it down, shoving the box nearer. "Aren't you
even going to look at them? Don't you even want to know what the
queen said to me?" "I can see she was generous. We all know she can be
generous when it takes her. What was there for vou?" "Promises." Gabran spoke from the doorvvay as he
stooped to enter. When he straightened his head was only a finger's
breadth from the stones of the roof. He was dressed in a kneelength
robe of yellow, with a deep tagged border of green. Yellow stones
winked at his belt, and he wore a collar of worked copper. He was a
fair man, with a crisp mane as blond as barley straw falling to his
shoulders, and the blue eyes of the north. His presence filled the
room and made the cottage seem more poverty-stricken and dingy even
than before. If Mordred was conscious of this, Sula was not.
Unimpressed, she faced Gabran squarely, as she would have faced an
enemy. "What sort of promises?" Gabran smiled. "Only what every man should have, and
Mordred has proved himself a man now - or at least the queen thinks
so. A cup and a platter for his meat, and tools for his work. " She stared at him, her lips working. She did not ask
what he meant. Nor did she make any of the gestures of hospitality
that came naturally to the folk of the islands. She said harshly: "These he has." "But not such as he should have," said Gabran,
gently. "You know as well as I, woman, that there should be silver
on his cup, and that his tools are not mattocks and fish hooks, but
a sword and a spear." To expect and dread a thing for a lifetime does not
prepare one for the thing itself. It was as if he had set the very
spear to her breast. She threw up her hands, biding her face with
her apron, and sank onto the stool beside the table. "Mother, don't!" cried Mordred. "The queen -she told
me -you must know what she told me!" Then, to Gabran, distressed:
"I thought she knew. I thought she would understand." "She does understand. Do you not, Sula?" A nod. She had begun to rock herself, as if in
grief, but she made no sound. Mordred hesitated. Among the rough folk of the
islands, affectionate gestures were rarely made. He went to her,
but contented himself with a touch on the shoulder. "Mother, the
queen told me the whole story. How you and my father took me from
the sea-captain who had found me, and reared me for your own. She
told me who I am . . . at least, who my real father is. So now she
thinks I should go up to the palace with the other -King Lot's
other sons, and the nobles, and train as a fighting man." Still she said nothing. Gabran, watching by the
door, never moved. Mordred tried again. "Mother, you must have known I
would be told some day. And now that I know... you mustn't be
sorry. I can't be sorry, you must see that. It doesn't change
anvthing here, this is still my home, and you and Father are still
... " He swallowed. "You'll always be my folk, you will, believe
me! Some day-" "Aye, some day"' she interrupted him, harshly. The
apron came down. In the wavering light of the lamp her face was
sickly pale, smeared with dirt from the apron. She did not look at
Gabran, elegant in the doorway. Mordred watched her appealingly;
there was love in his face, and distress, but there was also
something she recognized, a high look of excitement, ambition, the
iron-hard will to go his way. She had never set eyes on Arthur,
High King of Britain, but looking at Mordred, she recognized his
son. She said, heavily: "Aye, some day. Some day you'll
come back, grown and grand, and carrying gold to give the poor folk
who nursed you. But now you try to tell me that nothing's changed.
For all you say it makes no difference who you are-" "I didn't say that! Of course it makes a difference!
Who wouldn't be glad to know he was a king's son? Who wouldn't he
glad to have the chance to bear arms, and maybe some day to travel abroad and see the mainland kingdoms,
where things are happening that matter to the world? When I said
nothing would change, I mean the way I feel -the way I feel about
you and my father. But I can't help wanting to go! Please try to
understand. I can't pretend, not all the way, that I'm sorry." At the distress in his face and voice she softened
suddenly. "Of course you can't, boy. You must forgive an old woman
who's dreaded this moment for so long. Yes, you must go. But do you
have to go now? Is yon fine gentleman waiting to take you back with
him?" "Yes. They said I had just to get my things and go
straight back." "Then get them. Your father won't be back till the
dawn tide. You can come and see him as soon as they let you." A
glimmer of something that was almost a smile. "Don't you worry,
boy, I'll tell him what's happened." "He knows all about it, too, doesn't he?" "Of course he does. And he'll see that it had to
come. He's made himself forget it, I think, though I've seen it
coming this past year or so. Yes, in you, Mordred. Blood tells.
Still, you've been a good son to us, for all there's been something
in you fretting after a different way... We took pay for you, you
know that.... Where did you think we got the money for the good
boat, and the foreign nets? I'd have nursed you for nothing, in
place of the one I lost, and then you were as good as our own, and
better. Aye, we'll miss you sorely. It's a hard trade for a man as
he gets older, and you've pulled your weight on the rope, that you
have." Something was working in the boy's face. He burst
out: "I won't go! I won't leave you, Mother! They can't make me!"
She looked sadly at him. "You will, lad. Now you've had a sight of
it, and a taste of it, you will. So get your things. Yon
gentleman's on the fidget to be gone." Mordred glanced from her to Gabran. The latter
nodded and said, not unkindly: "We should hurry. The gates will
soon be shut." The boy went across to his bedplace. This was a
stone shelf, with a bag stuffed full of dried bracken for a
mattress, and a blue blanket spread across. From a recess in the
wall below the shelf he took his possessions. A sling, some fish
hooks, a knife, his old working tunic. He had no shoes. He laid the
fish hooks back on the bed, and the working tunic with them. He
hesitated over the sling. He felt the smooth wood that fitted so
readily into his hand, and fingered the bag of pebbles, rounded and
glossy, gathered so carefully from the beach. Then these, too, he
laid aside. Sula watched him, saying nothing. Between them the
words hung, unspoken: the tools for his work; a sword and a spear
... He turned back. "I'm ready now." He was
empty-handed, but for his knife. If any of the three noticed the symbolism of the
moment, nothing was said. Gabran reached for the door curtain.
Before he could touch it it was pushed aside, as the goat
shouldered her way into the room. Sula got up from her stool, and
reached for the bowl to hold the milk. "You'd best go, then. Come
back when they let you, and tell us what it's like up there at the
palace." Gabran held the curtain wide. Mordred went slowly
towards the door. What was there to say? Thanks were not enough,
and yet were more than enough. He said awkwardly: "Good-bye then,
Mother," and went out. Gabran let the curtain fall behind them. Outside, the tide was on the turn, and the wind had
freshened, dispersing the smell of fish. The sweet air met him. It
was like plunging into a different stream. Gabran was untying the horse. In the growing
darkness the knots were awkward, and he fumbled over them. Mordred
hesitated, then ran back into the stink of the hut. Sula was
milking the goat. She did not look up. He could see a track of
moisture in the dirt on her cheek like the track of a snail. He
stopped in the doorway, clutching the curtain, and said hoarsely
and rapidly: "I'll come back whenever they let me, truly I will. I
-I'll see you're all right, you and he. Some day . . . some day I
promise I'll be somebody, and I'll look after you both." She made no sign. "Mother." She did not look up. Her hands never stopped. "I hope," said Mordred, "that I never do find out
who my real mother is." He turned and ran out again into the dusk. *** "WELL?" ASKED MORGAUSE. It was well past day. She and Gabran were alone
together in her bedchamber. In the outer room her women slept, and in the
chamber beyond that the five boys -Lot's four and her son by Arthur
-had been asleep long since. But the queen and her lover were not
abed. She sat beside a glowing bank of peat. She wore a long night
robe of creamy white, and furred slippers made from the winter skin
of the blue hare that runs on the High Island. Her hair was loose
over her shoulders, glimmering in the peat fire's glow. In that
soft light she looked little more than twenty vears old, and very
beautiful. Though, as ever, she stirred his senses, the young
man knew that this was not the moment to show it. Still fully
dressed, his damp cloak over his arm, he kept his distance and
answered her, subject to monarch: "All is very well, madam. It's done, just as you
wished it done." "No trace of violence?" "None. They were asleep -either that, or they had
drunk too much of the wine you sent them." A small smile, that innocence would have thought
innocent, hung on her pretty mouth. "If they only sipped it,
Gabran, it was enough." She lifted the lovely eyes to his, saw
nothing there but dazzled admiration, and added: "Did vou think I
would take chances? You should know better. So, it was easy?" "Very easy. All that will appear is that they drink
too deeply, and were careless, and that the lamp fell and the oil
spilled on the bedding, and -" A gesture finished it for him. She drew a breath of satisfaction, but something in
his voice gave her pause. Though Morgause valued, and was even fond
of, her handsome young lover, she would have got rid of him in a
moment if it had suited her to do so; but as vet she had need of
him, and must keep him faithful. She said gently: "Too easy, I
think vou mean, Gabran. I know, my dear. Men like you don't like an
easy killing, and killing these folk is like slaughterin, beasts
-no work for a fighting man. But it was necessary. You know
that." "I suppose so." "You told me that vou thought the woman knew
something." "Or guessed. It was hard to tell. These folk all
look like weathered kelp. I couldn't be certain. There was
something in the way she spoke to him, and the way she looked when
he said you had told him the whole story." He hesitated. "If so,
then she -both of them - have kept silence all these years." "So?" said the queen. She held a hand out to the
fire's warmth. "That is not to say they would have gone on keeping
it. With the boy gone, they might begin to feel their had a
grievance, and folk with a grievance are dangerous." "Would they have dared speak? And to whom?" "Why to the boy himself. You told me that Sula urged
him to go back there, and naturally -at first -he would have been
eager to go. One word, one hint, would have been enough. You know
whose soft he is; and you have seen him. Do you think it needs more
than a breath to kindle a blaze of ambition that could destroy all
my plans for the future? Take my word for it, it was necessary.
Gabran, dear boy, you may be the best lover a woman ever took to her bed, but you could never
rule any kingdom wider than that same bed." "Why should I ever want to?" She threw him a smile, part affection, part mockery.
Emboldened, he took half a step towards her, but she stopped him.
"Wait. Consider. This time I'll tell you why. And don't pretend
you've never made a guess at my plans concerning this bastard." She
turned her hand this way and that, apparently admiring the glitter
of her rings. Then she looked up, confidingly. "You may be right in
part. I may have flown my hawk too early and too fast, but the
chance came to take the boy from his foster home and bring him here
without too much questioning. Besides, he is ten years old, high
time he should be trained in the skills and manners of a prince.
And once I had taken that step, the other had to follow. Until the
right moment comes, my brother Arthur must hear no hint of his
whereabouts. Nor must that arch-mage Merlin, and in his heyday he
could have heard the very rushes whispering on the Holy Isle. Old
and foolish as he is, we can risk nothing. I have not kept my son
and Arthur's a secret all these years, to have him taken from me
now. He is my pass to the mainland. When he is ready to go there, I
shall go with him." He was hers again, she noted. Pleased, flattered by
her confidence, eager. "Back to Dunpeldyr, do you mean?" "Not Dunpeldyr, no. To Camelot itself." "To the High King?" "Why not? He has no legitimate son, and from all
accounts is unlikely to get one. Mordred is my pass to Arthur's
court.... And after that, we shall see." "You sound very sure," he said. "I am sure. I have seen it." At the look in his eyes
she smiled again. "Yes, my dear, in the pool. It was clear as
crystal -a witch's crystal. I and my sons, all of them, at Camelot,
dressed as for a feast, and bearing gifts." "Then surely -not that I'm questioning it, but -
couldn't that mean you would have been safe, even without what was
done tonight?" "Possibly." Her voice was indifferent. "We cannot
always read the signs aright, and it may be that the Goddess knew
already what would be done tonight. Now I am sure that I am safe.
All I have to do is wait for Merlin's death. Already, more than
once, we have heard rumours of his disappearance, or death, and
each time I have rejoiced, only to find that the rumour was false,
and the old fool lived still. But the day must soon come when the
report will be true. I have seen to that, Gabran. And when it is,
when he is no longer at Arthur's side, then I may go in safety, and
Mordred with me. I can deal with my brother.... If not as I dealt
with him before, then as a sister deals who has some power, and a
little beauty still." "Madam Morgause - " She laughed gently, and stretched a hand to him.
"Come, Gabran, no need for jealousy! And no need to fear me,
either. And the witchcraft I ever use against you, you know well
how to deal with. The rest of this night's work will be more to
your taste than what is past. Come to bed now. All is safe, thanks
to you. You have served me more than faithfully." And so did they. But Gabran did not voice the
thought aloud. And soon, stripped of his damp clothing, and lying
in the great bed beside Morgause, he forgot it, and forgot, too,
the two dead bodies he had left in the smoking shell of the cottage
on the shore. Chapter 5 Mordred woke early, at his usual time. The other boys still slept, but this was the hour
when his foster father had always roused him for work. For a few
moments he lay, unsure of his surroundings, then he remembered. He
was in the royal palace. He was king's son, and the king's other
sons were here, sleeping in the same room. The eldest of them,
Prince Gawain, lay beside him, in the same bed. In the other bed
slept the three younger princes, the twins, and the baby,
Gareth. He had had no speech with them yet. Last evening
after Gabran had brought him to the palace, he had been taken in
charge by an old woman who had been nurse to the royal boys: she
was still, she told him, nurse to Gareth, and looked after the
boys' clothes and to some extent their welfare. She led Mordred to
a room full of chests and boxes, where she fitted him out with new
clothing. No weapons yet; he would get those tomorrow, she told him
sourly soon enough, and then no doubt he would be about his killing
and murdering like the rest of them. Men! Boys were had enough, but
at least they could be controlled, and let him mark her words, she
might be an old woman, but she could still punish where punishment
was due... Mordred listened, and was silent, fingering the good new
clothes, and trying not to yavn as the old woman fussed about him.
From her chatter -and she was never silent -he carried that Queen
Morgause was, to say the least, an erratic parent. One day she
would take the boys riding, showing them mainland customs of
hunting with hawk and hound; they would ride all day, and she would
feast them late into the night, then the next day the boys would
find themselves apparently forgotten, and he forbidden even to go
to her rooms, only to he summoned again at night to hear a
minstrel, or to entertain a bored and restless queen with talk of
their own day. Nor were the boys treated alike. Possibly the only
Roman principle held to by Morgause was the one of "divide and
rule." Gawain, as the eldest and the heir, was given extra freedom
and some privileges forbidden to the others; Gareth, the posthumous
youngest, was the favourite. Which left the twins, and they,
Mordred gathered from old Ailsa's pinched lips and headshakings,
were difficult enough without the constant rubbings of jealousy and
frustrated energies. When at length, with his new clothes carefully
folded over his arm, Mordred followed her to the boys' bedchamber,
he was thankful to find that all four were there before him, and
already sound asleep. Ailsa lifted Gareth out of Gawain's bed, then
pushed the twins over and tucked the younger boy in beside them.
None of them so much as stirred. She pulled the coverlets up close
round them, and pointed Mordred silently to the place beside
Gawain. He stripped, and slipped into the warmth of the bed. The
old woman tut-tutted round the room for a few more minutes, picking
up discarded clothing and laying it on the chest between the beds,
then went out, shutting the door gently behind her. Mordred was
asleep before she even left the room. And now it was daylight, a new dav, and he was wide
awake. He stretched luxuriously, with excitement running through
his body. He could feel it in his very bones. The bed was soft and
warm, and smelled only slightly of the dressed furs that covered
it. The room was big, and to his eyes very well furnished, with the
two wide beds and the clothes-chest and a thick woven rug hanging
over the door to keep out the worst of the draughts. Floor and
walls alike were made with the flat, local stone slabs. At this
early hour, even in summer, the room was very cold, but it was
cleaner than Sula's hut could ever be, and something in the boy
recognized and welcomed this as desirable. Between the beds, above
the clothes-chest, was a narrow window through which the early
morning air poured, cool and clean and smelling of the salt
wind. He could lie still no longer. Gawain, beside him,
still slept, curled like a puppy in the welter of furs. In the
other bed little could be seen of the twins save the tops of their
heads; Gareth had been pushed to the bed's edge, and lay sprawling
half out of it, but still deeply asleep. Mordred slid out of bed. He padded to the
clothes-chest, and, kneeling upon it, looked out of the window.
This faced away from the sea; from it, by craning, he could see the
courtyard and the main outer gateway of the palace. The sound of
the sea came muted, a murmur under the incessant calling and mewing
of the gulls. He looked the other way, beyond the palace walls,
where a track ran green through the heather towards the summit of a
gentle hill. Beyond that curved horizon lay, his foster home. His
father would be breaking his fast now, and soon would be gone about
his work. If Mordred wanted to see him (to get it over with, said a
small voice, quickly stifled in the dark and barely heeded rearward
of his mind) he must go now. On the chest lay the good tunic that he had been
given last night, with a cloak, a brooch, and a leather belt with a
buckle of copper. But in the very moment of reaching for the prized
new clothing he changed his mind, and with something like a shrug
picked up his old garment from the corner where he had thrown it,
and slipped it on. Then, ducking past the door curtain, he let
himself out of the room, and padded barefooted along the chill
stone corridors to the hall. The hall was still full of sleepers, but guards were
changing duty for the morning shift, and servants were already
moving. No-one stopped him or spoke to him as he picked his way
across the cluttered floor and out into the courtyard. The outer
gate was open, and a cart of turfs was being dragged in by a couple
of peasants. The two guards stood watching, at ease, eating their
breakfast bannocks and taking turn and turn about to drink from a
horn of ale. As Mordred approached the gate one of the men saw
him, nudged the other, and said something inaudible. The boy
hesitated, half expecting to be stopped, or at any rate questioned,
but neither of the men made a move to do so. Instead, the nearest
one lifted a hand up in a half-salute, and then stood back to let
the boy go by. Perhaps no other moment of royal ceremony in Prince
Mordred's life was ever to equal that one. His heart gave a great
bound, right into his throat, and he felt the colour rush into his
cheeks. But he managed a calm enough "Good morning," then ran out
through the palace gate and up the green track into the moor. *** HE RAN ALONG THE TRACK, HIS HEART STILL BEATING
HIGH. THE sun came up, and long shadows streamed away ahead of him.
The night's dew shivered and steamed on the fine grasses, on the
rushes smoothed by the light wind, till the whole landscape
thrilled and shimmered with light, a softer repetition of the
endless, achingly bright shimmer of the sea. Overhead, the clouds
wisped back, and the air filled with singing as the larks launched
themselves from their nests in the heather. The air rippled with
song as the land with light. Soon he reached the summit of the
moor, and before him stretched the long, gentle slope towards the
cliffs, and beyond them again the endless, shining sea. From this point he could see, clear across the sea
in the early light, the hills of the High Island. Beyond them lay
the mainland - the real mainland, the great and wonderful land that
the islanders called, half in jest, half in ignorance, "the next
island." Many times, from his father's boat, he had seen its
northern cliffs, and had tried to imagine the rest; its vastness,
its forests, its roads and ports and cities. Today though hidden
from view, it had ceased to be a dream. It was the High Kingdom, to
which he would one day travel, and where he would one day matter.
If his new status was to mean anything, it would mean that. He
would see to it. He laughed aloud with joy, and ran on. He came to the turf cutting. He paused, deliberately
lingering bv the ditch he had dug only yesterday. How long ago,
already, it seemed. Brude would have to finish it now -alone, too,
though lately he had been complaining about pains in his back.
Perhaps, thought the boy, since they were apparently going to leave
him free to come and go from the palace, he could come down early
each day for an hour before the other boys were up, and finish the
digging. And if he were given real princely status, with servants,
he could maybe set them to the task, or to the collecting of the
lichens for his mother's dyestuffs. The basket was still standing
there by the diggings, where lie had left it yesterday, forgotten.
He snatched it up, and ran on down the track. The gulls were up, and screaming. The sound met him,
raw on the wind from the sea. Something else was on that wind, a
strange smell, and in the gulls' screaming a high shiver of panic
that touched him like the edge of a knife. Smoke? There was usuallv
smoke from the cottage, but this was a different smoke, a sour,
chilled and sullen emanation, carrying with it a smell that mocked
the good scent of roasting meat on the rare days when Sula had meat
in the pot. This was not a good smell; it was sickening, an ugly
mockery, making the morning foul. Mordred's breeding, perverse though it was, had made
him the child of one fighting king, and the grandson, twice over,
of another. This combined with his hard peasant upbringing to make
fear, for him, something to be faced immediately, and found out. He
flung the basket of lichens down and ran full tilt along the cliff
path, to where he could see down into the bay that had been his
home. Had been. The familiar cottage, with its clay oven,
its lines of pegged fish, the hanging festoons of drying nets -all
had vanished. Only the four walls of his home still stood,
blackened and smoking with the sluggish, stinking smoke that
befouled the sea-wind. Most of the outer roof slabs still lay in
place, held as they were by stone supports built into the walls,
but those in the center were thinner, and here and there had been
pegged into place by driftwood. The thatch of the roof, dry with
summer, had burned fiercely, and, with the pegs destroyed, the
slabs had sagged, tilted, and then cracked, sliding down with their
blazing load of thatch into the room below, making a pyre of what
had been his home. It must be, in very truth, a pyre. For now,
retchingly, he recognized the smell that had reminded him of Sula's
cooking pots. Sula herself, with Brude, must be inside - underneath
that pile of burned rubble. The roof had fallen directly over their
bedplace. To Mordred, groping, dazed, for the cause of disaster,
there was only one explanation. His parents must have been asleep
when some stray spark from the unwatched embers, blown by the
draught, had lodged in the wind-dried turfs of the roof, and
smouldered to a blaze. It was to be hoped that they had never
woken, had perhaps been rendered unconcious by the smoke, to be
killed by the falling roof before the fire even touched them. He stood there so long, staring, unbelieving, sick,
that only the sharp wind, piercing the shabby tunic to the skin,
made him shiver suddenly and move. He squeezed his eyes shut, as if
in some silly hope that when he opened them the place would be
whole again, the horror only a nightmare dream. But the horror
remained. His eyes, wide again, showed wild like a nervous pony's.
He started slowly down the path, then suddenly as if some invisible
rider had applied whip and spur, he began to run. *** SOME TWO HOURS LATER GAWAIN, SENT FROM THE PALACE,
FOUND him there. Mordred was sitting on a boulder at some distance
from the cottage, staring out to sea. Nearby lay Brude's upturned
boat, unharmed. Gawain, pale and shocked, called his name, but when
Mordred gave no sign of having heard him, he reluctantly approached
to touch the unheeding boy on the arm. "Mordred. They sent me to find you. What on earth's
happened?" No reply. "Are they -your folk -are they -in there -" "Yes." "What happened?" "How do I know? It was like that when I came
down." "Ought we to -is there anything -" Mordred moved at that. "Don't go near. You are not
to go. Let them." He spoke sharply, authoritatively. It was the tone
of an elder brother. Gawain, held by horrified curiosity, obeyed
without thinking. The men who had come with him were already at the
cottage, peering about them with subdued exclamations, whether of
horror or simple disgust it was hard to tell. The two boys watched, Gawain half sickened, half
fascinated, Mordred pale, and stiff in every muscle. "Did you go in?" asked Gawain. "Of course. I had to, hadn't I?" Gawain swallowed. "Well, I think you should come
back now, with me. The queen must be told." Then, when Mordred made no move: "I'm sorry,
Mordred. It's a dreadful thing to happen. I'm sorry. But there's
nothing you can do now, you must see that. Leave it to them. Let's
go now, shall we? You look ill." "I'm all right. I was sick, that's all." He slid
down off the boulder, stooped to a rock pool, and dashed a handful
of the salt water into his face. He straightened, rubbing his eyes
as if coming out of sleep. "I'll come now. Where have the men
gone?" Then, angrily: "Have they gone inside? What's it to
them?" "They have to," said Gawain quickly. "Don't you see,
the queen will have to know... It isn't as if they -your folk -as
if they had just been ordinary folk, is it?" Then, as Mordred
turned to stare at him, half blindly: "Don't forget who you are
now, and they were the king's servants, themselves, in a way. She
has to know what happened, Mordred." "It was an accident. What else?" "I know. But she has to have a report. And they'll
do whatever's decent. Come on, we don't have to stay There's
nothing we can do, nothing at all." "Yes, there is." Mordred pointed to the cottage
door, where the milch goat, bleating, pattered to and fro, to and
fro, frightened by the unaccustomed movement, the smells, the
chaos, but driven by the pain of her swollen udders. "We can milk
the goat. Have you ever milked a goat, Gawain?" "No, I haven't. Is it easy? Are you going to milk it
now? Here?" Mordred laughed, the brittle, light laugh of
tensions released. "No. We'll take her with us. And the hens, too.
If you get that net that's drying on the boat's keel, I'll see if I
can catch them." He dived for the nearest, secured it in an expert
grip, then swooped on another as it wrestled with some titbit in
the seaweed. The simple anticlimax to tragedy did its work as grief
and shock exploded thankfully into action. Gawain, prince and
king-designate of Orkney, stood irresolutely for a few moments,
then did as he was bidden, and ran to strip the net off the
upturned boat. When the men at length emerged from the cottage and
stood, in a close-talking huddle, near the doorway, they saw the
two boys toiling up the path. Gawain led the goat, and Mordred
carried, slung over his shoulder, an improvised bag of netting
filled with protesting hens. Neither boy looked back. *** THEY WERE MET AT THE PALACE GATE BY GABRAN, WHO
LISTENED in silence to the story Gawain poured out, and thereafter,
having spoken gently to Mordred, called up servants to rid the boys
of their livestock ("And she is to be milked straight away!"
insisted Mordred) and then hurried them straight into the
palace. "The queen must be told. I shall go to her now.
Mordred, go in and change and make yourself decent. She will want
to see you. Gawain, go with him." He hurried off. Gawain, looking after him with
narrowed eyes, as if seeing something far away and bright, said
under his breath: "And one day, my fine Gabran, you will not
command princes as if they were your dogs. We know whose dog you
are! Who are you to take news to my mother in my place?" He flashed
a sudden grin at Mordred. "All the same, I'd sooner he did today!
Come on, we'd better get clean." The twins were in the boys' room, ostensibly busy,
but obviously waiting with some impatience for their first sight of
their new half-brother. Agravain was sitting on the bed sharpening
his dagger on a whetstone, while Gaheris, on the floor, rubbed a
leather belt with grease to flex it. Gareth was not there. The twins were stocky, well-built boys, with the
ruddy hair and high colour that marked Morgause's sons by Lot, and,
at the moment, sullen expressions that were something less than
welcoming. But it had apparently been made clear to them that
Mordred must be welcomed, for they gave him a civil enough
greeting, and thereafter sat staring at him, much as cattle do at
something strange and perhaps dangerous that has straved into their
pasture. A servant hurried in with a bowl of water and a
napkin, which he set on the floor. Gawain ran to the clothes-chest
and threw Mordred's things off onto his bed. He burrowed inside the
chest for his own things, while Mordred began to strip. "What are
vou changing for?" asked Agravain. "Our mother wants us." said
Gawain, muffled. "Why?" asked Gaheris. Gawain shot a look at Mordred that meant, plainly,
Not a word. Not yet. Aloud, he said: "That's our business. You'll
hear later." "Him, too?" Agravain pointed at Mordred. "Yes.' Agravain was silent, watching as Mordred slipped
into one of the new tunics, and reached for the worked leather belt
with its sheath for a dagger, and the hanger for a drinking horn.
He fastened the buckle, and looked about him for the silvermounted
horn Ailsa had given him. "It's there, on the window, sill," said Gaheris. "Did she really give you that one? You're lucky.
It's a beauty. It's the one I asked for," said Agravain. The words
were not angry or sullen, in fact they contained no expression at
all, but Mordred's eyes flicked to him and then away again, as he
clipped the horn to his belt. "There was only one." Gawain spoke over his
shoulder. "And you and Gaheris always have to have the same." "Gareth's to get the golden one," said Gaheris. He
spoke in the same flat, unboylike tone. Again Mordred glanced, and
again the lids dropped over his eyes. Something had registered in
that cool brain, and was stored away for the future. Gawain wiped
his face and dried it, then threw the napkin to Mordred, who caught
it. "Be quick, then we've got to do our feet. She's fussy about the
rugs." He glanced round. "Where's Gareth, anyway?" "With her, of course," said Gaheris. "Did you expect a full council of welcome, then,
brother?" asked Agravain. Conversing with the twins, thought Mordred, drying
his feet, was like talking with a boy and his reflection. Gawain
said sharply: "It'll keep. I'll see you later. Come on, Mordred,
we'd better go." Mordred stood up, smoothing down the soft folds of
the new tunic, and followed Gawain to the doorway. The servant,
coming in at that moment for the bowl, held the door wide. Gawain
paused without thinking, the natural gesture of a host letting the
guest precede him through the doorway. Then, as if remembering
something, he went quickly through himself, leaving Mordred to
follow. The queen's door was guarded as before. The spears
came down as the boys approached. "Not you, Prince Gawain," said
one of the men. "Orders. Just the other one." Gawain stopped short, then stood to one side, his
face stony. When Mordred glanced at him, with a word of
half-anxious apology ready, he turned quickly away without
speaking, and strode off down the corridor. His voice rang out,
calling for a servant, peremptory, self-consciously royal. All three of them, thought Mordred to himself. Well,
Gawain's still generous because of the cliffside rescue, but the
other two are angry. I'll have to go carefully. The quick brain
behind the smooth brow added it all together, and found a total
that did not displease him. So they saw him as a threat, did they?
Why? Because he was, in fact, King Lot's eldest son? Somewhere deep
inside him that tiny spark of emulation, of longing, of desire for
high doing, kindled and glowed as something new: ambition.
Disjointed but clear, his thoughts spun. Bastard or not, I am the
king's eldest son, and they don't like it. Does this mean that I
really am a threat? I must find out. Perhaps he married her, my
mother, whoever she was ... ? Or perhaps a bastard can inherit ...
? Arthur himself was begotten out of wedlock, and so was Merlin,
that found the King's sword of Britain... Bastardy, what need it
matter after all? What a man is, is all that counts.... The spears lifted. The queen's door was open. He
pushed the confused and mounting thoughts aside, and came to the
core of the matter. I shall have to be careful, he thought. More
than careful. There is no reason at all why she should favour me,
but as she does, I must take care. Not just of them. Of her. Most
of all, of her. He went in. Chapter 6 Mordred, during the lonely vigil on the beach, and
then the long, silent trudge back to the palace and the bracing
exchange with the twins in the boys' room, had had ample time to
regain something like his normal -and formidably adult -
self-command. Morgause, scanning him closely as he approached her,
did not guess at it. The delayed effects of shock still showed, and
the disgust and horror of what he had seen had drained the blood
from his face and the life from his movements. The boy who walked
forward and stood in front of the queen was silent and white-faced
and kept his downcast eyes on the floor, while his hands, tucked
into the new leather belt, gripped themselves into fists which
apparently fought to control his emotion. So Morgause interpreted it. She sat in her chair by
the window where the sun poured in and made a pool of warmth.
Gabran had gone out again, taking Gareth with him, but the queen's
women were there, at the far end of the room, three of them at
their stitchery, a fourth sorting a basketful of newly spun wool.
The distaff, polished from much use, lay beside her on the floor.
Mordred was reminded, sharply, at a moment when he least wanted it,
of Sula's long days spent in the cottage doorway, spinning, a task
which of late had been increasingly painful to her knotted fingers.
He looked away, staring at the floor, and hoping, with violence,
that the queen's condolences and kindness would not overset his
control. He need have had no fear. Morgause set her chin on
her fist, regarding him. In the new clothes he looked princely, and
enough like Arthur to make her eyes narrow and her mouth tighten as
she said, in a light pretty voice as emotionless as a bird's:
"Gabran told me what has happened. I am sorry." She sounded completely indifferent. He glanced up,
then down again, and said nothing. Why, indeed, should she care?
For her it was a relief not to have to pay any more. But for
Mordred ... In spite of all the trappings of princedom, he saw his
position. With no other place to go to, he was completely at the
mercy of a queen who, apart from the trivial debt of the cliff
climb, had no cause to wish him well. He did not speak. Morgause proceeded to make the situation plain. "It
seems that, nonetheless, the Goddess watches over vou, Mordred. Had
you not been brought to our notice, what would have become of you
now, without a home, or any way to make a livelihood? Indeed, you
might well have perished with your foster parents in the flames.
Even had you escaped, you would have had nothing. You would have
become a servant to any peasant who needed a skilled hand with his
boat and net. A serfdom, Mordred, as hard to break out of as
slavery" He neither moved nor glanced up, but she saw the
faint tremor of bracing muscles, and smiled to herself. "Mordred. Look at me." The boy's eyes lifted, expressionless. She spoke crisply: "You have had a sad shock, but
you must fight to put it behind you. You know now that you are a
king's bastard, and that all you have owed to your foster home is
your food and lodging -and even that by the king's orders many
years ago. I also had my orders, and have obeyed them. I might
never have chosen to take you from your foster home, but chance and
fate now it otherwise. The very day before you met Prince Gawain on
the cliff, I saw something in the crystal that warned me." She paused on the lie. There had been a brief flash
in the boy's eyes. She interpreted it as the half-frightened,
half-fascinated interest that the poor folk accorded her
pretensions to magic power. She was satisfied. He would be her
creature, as were the other palace folk. Without magic, and the
terror she took care that it invoked, a woman could hardly have
held this stark and violent kingdom, so far from the protecting
swords of the kings whose task it was to keep Britain as one. She
went on: "Don't misunderstand me. I had no warning of last night's
disaster. If I had looked into the pool -well, perhaps. But the
Goddess works in strange ways, Mordred. She told me you would come
to me, and see, you have come. So now it is doubly right that you
should forget all that is past, and try your best to become a
fighting man who has a place here in the court." She eyed him, then
added, in a softer tone: "And indeed, you are welcome. We shall see
that you are made so. But, king's bastard or not, Mordred, you must
earn your place." "I will, madam." "Then go now, and begin." *** SO MORDRED WAS ABSORBED INTO THE LIFE OF THE PALACE,
A life in its own way as harsh and uncompromising as his previous
peasant existence, and rather less free. The Orkney stronghold boasted nothing that a
mainland king would have recognized as a military training-ground.
Outside the palace walls the moor sloped up gently to landward, and
this wild stretch, flat enough, and in good weather dry enough for
soldiers to maneuver on, served as parade ground, practice ground,
and playground, too, for the boys when they were allowed the
freedom of it. Which was almost daily, for the princes of Orkney
had to suffer no such formal lessons in the arts of war as
disciplined the sons of the greater, mainland chiefs. Had King Lot
still lived, and kept his state at Dunpeldyr in his mainland
kingdom of Lothian, he would no doubt have seen to it that his
elder sons, at least, went out daily with sword or spear or even
the bow, to learn the bounds of their home country, and to see
something of the lands that marched with theirs, from which threats
or help might come in time of war. But in the islands there was no
need for this kind of vigilance. All winter long -and winter lasted
from October until April, and sometimes May -the seas kept the
shores, and often even the neighbouring-isles were seen only as
clouds floating behind the other clouds that scudded, laden with
rain or snow, across the sea. In some ways the boys liked winter
best. Then Queen Morgause, snugged down in her palace against the
incessant winds, spent her days by the fireside, and they were free
even of her spasmodic interest. They were free to join the hunts
for deer or boar - no wolves were to be found on the island -and
enjoyed the breakneck rides when, armed with spears, they followed
the shaggy hounds over wild and difficult country. There were
sealhunts, too, bloody, exciting forays over the slippery rocks,
where a false step could mean a broken leg, or worse. Their bows
they were soon expert with; the island abounded in birds, which
could be hunted at any time. As for swordplay and the arts of war,
the queen's officers saw to the first, and the second could he
picked up any evening round the supper fires of the soldiers in the
courtyard. Of formal Iearning there was none. It is possible that,
in the whole of the kingdom, Queen Morgause herself was the only
one who knew how to read. She kept a box full of books in her room,
and sometimes, by the winter fire, she would unroll one of these,
while her women looked on, awed, and begged her to read to them.
This she did only rarely, because the books were for the most part
collections of the old lores that men called magic, and the queen
guarded her skills with jealousy. About these the boys knew
nothing, and would have cared Iess. Whatever the power -and it was
genuine enough - that had come down through some trick of the blood
to Morgause, and to Morgan her half-sister, it had quite passed by
every one of her five sons. Indeed, they would have despised it.
Magic, to them, was something for women; they were men; their power
would be that of men; and they pursued it eagerly. Mordred, perhaps, more eagerly than any. He had not
expected to be received easily and at once into the brotherhood of
the princes, and indeed, there were difficulties. The twins were
always together, and Gawain kept young Gareth close by him,
protecting him against the rough fists and feet of the twins, and
at the same time trying to stiffen him against the over-indulgence
of his mother. It was through this that, in the end, Mordred broke
into the charmed square of Morgause's legitimate children. One
night Gawain woke to hear Gareth sobbing on the floor. The twins
had thrown him out of bed onto the cold stone, and then laughingly
fought off the child's attempts to clamber back into the warmth.
Gawain, too sleepy to take drastic action, simply pulled Gareth
into his own bed, which meant that Mordred had to move out and bed
down with the twins. They, wide awake and spoiling for trouble, did
not move to make away for him, but, each to his edge of the wide
bed, set themselves to defend it. Mordred stood in the cold for a few minutes,
watching them, while Gawain, unaware of what was going on,
comforted the youngest boy; paying no heed to the stifled giggles
of the twins. Then, without attempting to get into bed, Mordred
reached suddenly forward, and, with a swift tug, dragged the thick
furred coverlet away from the boys' naked bodies, and prepared to
bed down with it himself, on the floor. Their yells of fury roused Gawain, but he merely
laughed, his arm round Gareth, and watched. Agravain and Gaheris,
goosefleshed with cold, hurled themselves, all fists and teeth, at
Mordred. But he was quicker, heavier, and completely ruthless. He
flung Agravain back across the bed with a blow in the belly that
left him retching for breath, then Gaheris's teeth met in his arm.
He whipped up his leather belt from the chest where it lay, and
lashed the other boy over back and buttocks till he let go and,
howling, ran to protect himself behind the bed. Mordred did not follow them. He threw the coverlet
back on the bed, dropped the belt on the chest, then climbed into
bed, covering himself against the brisk draught from the
window. "All right. Now that's settled. Come in. I won't
touch you again, unless you make me." Agravain, sulky and swallowing, waited only a minute
or two before obeying. Gaheris, hands to his buttocks, spat
furiously: "Bastard! Fisher-brat!" "Both," said Mordred equably. "The bastard makes me
older than you, and the fisher-brat stronger. So get in and shut
up." Gaheris looked at Gawain, got no help there, and, shivering,
obeyed. The twins turned their backs to Mordred, and apparentlywent
straight to sleep. From the other side of the chamber Gawain, smiling,
held up a hand in the gesture that meant "victory." Gareth, the
tears drying on his face, was grinning hugely. Mordred answered the gesture, then pulled the
coverlet closer and lay down. Soon, but not before he was certain
that the twins were genuinely asleep, he allowed himself to relax
into the warmth of the furs, and drifted off himself into a slumber
where, as ever, the dreams of desire and the nightmares were about
equally mingled. After that there was no real trouble. Agravain, in
fact, conceived some kind of reluctant admiration for Mordred, and
Gaheris, though in this he would not follow his twin, accorded him
a sullen neutrality. Gareth was never a problem. His sunny nature,
and the drastically swift revenge that Mordred had taken on his
tormentors, ensured that he was Mordred's friend. But the latter
took good care not to come between the little boy and the object of
his first worship. Gawain was the one who mattered most, and
Gawain, having in his nature something of the Pendragon that
superseded the dark blood of Lothian and the perverse powers of his
mother, would be quick to resent any usurper. As far as Gawain was
concerned, Mordred himself stayed neutral, and waited. Gawain must
make the pace. So autumn went by, and winter, and by the time
summer came round again, Seals' Bay was only a memory. Mordred, in
bearing, dress, and knowledge of the arts necessary to a prince of
Orkney, could not be distinguished from his half-brothers. The
eldest by almost a year, he was necessarily matched with Gawain
rather than with the younger ones, and though at first Gawain had
the advantage of training, in time there was little to choose
between them. Mordred had subtlety, call it cunning, and a cool
head; Gawain had the flashing brilliance that on his horse days
became rashness and sometimes savagery. On the whole they met equal
to equal with their weapons, and respected one another with liking,
though not with love. Gawain's love was still and always for
Gareth, and, in a strained and often unhappy way; for his mother.
The twins lived for each other. Mordred, though accepted and
seemingly at home in his new surroundings, stood always outside the
family, self-contained, and apparently content to be so. He saw
little of the queen, and was unaware of how closely she watched
him. One day, after autumn had come again, he went down
to Seals' Bay. He came to the head of the cliff path and stood as
he had so often stood, looking down into the green dip of the bay.
It was October, and the wind blew strongly. The heather was black
and dead-looking, and here and there in the damp places the
sphagnum moss grew golden green and deep. Most of the seabirds had
gone south, but still out over the grey water the white gannets
hovered and splashed like sea-spirits. Down in the bay the weather
had so worked on the ruined cottage that the walls, washed clear of
the mud that had bound their stones together, looked more like
piles of rock thrown there by the tide than like part of a human
dwelling. The burned and blackened debris had been long since
dispersed by wind and sea. Mordred walked down the slope and trod deliberately
over the rain-washed grass to the door of his foster home. Standing
on the sill, he looked about him. It had rained hard during the
past week, and pools of fresh water stood here and there. In one of
them, something white showed. He stooped to it, and his hand met
bone. For a shrinking second he paused, then with a sudden
movement grasped the thing, and lifted it. A fragment of bone, but
whether animal or human he could not tell. He stood with it in his
hand, trying deliberately to let it conjure up emotion or memory.
But time and weather had done their work; it was cleansed, sterile,
indifferent as the stones on the storm beach. Whatever those
people, that life, had been, it was over. He dropped the bone back
in the flooded crevice, and turned away. Before he climbed the path again he stood looking
out to sea. Free he was now, in one sense; but what his whole being
longed for was the freedom that lay beyond that harrier of water.
Still something in his spirit beat itself against the space of air
that lay between the Orkneys and the mainland kingdoms that were
the High Kingdom. "I'll go there," he said to the wind. "Why else did
it all happen as it did? I'll go there, and see what can be made of
a bastard prince from Orkney. She can't stop me. I'll take the next
ship." Then he turned his back on the cove, and went home
to the palace. Chapter 7 It was not with the next ship, or even in the next
year, that the chance came. In the event Mordred, true to his
nature, was content to watch and bide his time. He would go, but
not until something was assured for him. He well knew how little
chance there was in the vvorld beyond the islands for an untried
and untrained boy; such a one vvould end -king's bastard or no - in
penniless servitude or slavery. Life in Orkney was better than
that. Then, in his third summer in the palace, a certain ship from
the mainland put into harbour, and it became, suddenly,
interesting. The Meridaun was a small trader newly come from Caer
y n'a Von, as people now called the old Roman garrison town of
Segontium in Wales. She carried pottery goods and ores and smelted
iron and even weapons for an illegal market run by the small
smithies back of the barracks in the fortified port. She also carried passengers, and to the islanders
who crowded to the wharf to meet her, these were of more interest
even than the much-needed goods. Ships brought news, and the
Meridaun, with her mixed cargo of travellers, brought the biggest
news for many years. "Merlin is dead!" shouted the first man off the
gangplank, big with the news, but before the crowd, pressing
eagerly nearer, could ask him for details, the next asserted
loudly: "Not so, good folk, not so! Not when we left port,
that is, but it's true he's very sick, and not expected to see the
month out...." Gradually, in response to the crowd's clamour for
details, more news emerged. The old enchanter was certainly very
ill. There had been a recurrence of the falling sickness, and he
had been in a coma - "sleep like death itself" and had neither
moved nor spoken for many days. The sleep might even now have
passed into death. The boys, with the townsfolk, had gone down to the
wharf for news. The younger princes, eager and excited at the
commotion and the sight of the ship, pressed forward with the
crowd. But Mordred hung back. He heard the buzz of talk, the
shouted questions, the self-important answers; noise surrounded
him, but he might have been alone. He was back in a kind of dream.
Once before, dimly in shadows somewhere, he had heard the same
news, told in a frightened whisper. He had forgotten it till now.
All his life he had heard tales of Merlin, the King's enchanter,
along with tales of the High King himself and the court at Camelot:
why, then, somewhere deep in a dream, had he already heard the news
of Merlin's death? It had certainly not been true then. Perhaps it
was not true now... "Its not true." "What's that?" He came to himself with a start. He must, he
realized, have spoken aloud. Gawain, beside him, was staring. "What
do you mean, it's not true?" "Did I say that?" "You know you did. What were vou talking about 'This
news of old Merlin ' So how do you know? And what's it to us,
anyway. You look as if you were seeing ghosts." "Maybe I am. I -I don't know what I meant." He spoke lamely, and this was so unlike him that
Gawain stared still harder. Then both boys were shoved aside as a
man pushed roughly through the press. The boys reacted angrily,
then drew aside as they saw that the man was Gabran. The queen's
lover called peremptorily over the heads of the crowd: "You, there!
Yes, you, and you, too ... Come with me! Bring what tidings you
have straight to the palace. The queen must hear them first." The crowrd stood back a trifle sullenly, and let the
newsbringers through. They went willingly with Gabran, important
and obviously hopeful of reward. The people watched them out of
sight, then turned back to the wharf, fastening on the next people
to disembark. These were traders, apparently; the first, by the
look of the traps his man carried, was a goldsmith, then came a
worker in leather, and last of all a travelling physician, whose
slave followed him, laden with his impedimenta of boxes and bags
and vials. To him the folk crowded eagerly. There was no doctor in
these northern islands, and one went for ailments to the wisewomen
or -in extreme cases -to the holy man on Papa Westray, so this was
an opportunity not to be missed. The doctor, in fact, lost no time
in starting business. He stood on the sunny wharfside and started
his rattling spiel, while his slave began to unpack the cures for
every ill that might be expected to afflict the Orcadians. His
voice was loud and confident, and pitched to overbear any rival
attempt at business, but the goldsmith, who had preceded him off
the ship, made no attempt to set up his stall. He was an old man,
stooped and grey, whose own clothes boasted examples of a refined
and lovely work. He paused at the edge of the crowd, peering about
him, and addressed Mordred, who was standing near. "You, boy, can you tell me -ah, now. I beg your
pardon, young sir. You must forgive an old man whose sight is bad.
Now I can see that you're quality, and so I'll beg you again of
your kindness to tell me which is the wav to the queen's
house?" Mordred pointed. "Straight up that street, and turn
west at the black altar stone. The track will carry you right to
the palace. Its the big building you can see -but you said vour
sight was poor? Well, if vou follow the crowd, I think most people
will be going there now, to get more news." Gawain took a step forward. "Perhaps you know more
yourself? Those fellows with their news from court - where were
they from? Camelot? Where are you from yourself, goldsmith?" "I am from Lindum, young sir, in the south-east, but
I travel, I travel." "Then tell us the news yourself. You must have
heard, on the voyage, all that those men had to tell." "Why, as to that, I heard very little. I'm a poor
sailor, you see, so I spent my time below. But there's something
those fellows there didn't mention. I suppose they wanted to be
first with the news. There's a royal courier on board. He was as
sick as I, poor fellow, but even without that, I doubt if he'd have
shared his tidings with ordinary folk like us." "A king's courier? When did he come aboard?" "At Glannaventa." "That's in Rheged?" "That is so, young sir. He hasn't disembarked yet,
has he, Casso?" This to the tall slave who stood behind him carrying
his baggage. The man shook his head. "Well, he'll be going straight
up to the palace, too, you can be sure of that. If you want hot
news, young sirs, you'd best follow. As for me, I'm an old man, and
as long as I can follow my trade, the world can pass me by. Come,
Casso, you heard? Up that path yonder as far as the black altar
stone. Then turn east." "It's west," said Mordred, quickly, to the slave.
The man nodded, smiling, then took his master's arm and guided him
up the rough steps towards the road. The pair trudged off and were
lost to sight behind the hut where the harbour master lived. Gawain was laughing. "Well, the palace ram has made
a mistake this time! To escort a couple of tale-bearers up to the
queen and not even wait to hear that there was a king's courier on
board! I wonder-" He did not finish the sentence. Some shouts and a
fuss on deck indicated the approach of someone important. Presently
a man came up from below, well dressed and smoothly barbered, but
still pallid with sea-sickness. At his belt was a messenger's
pouch, with its lock and seal. He trod importantly down the
gangplank. Distracted from the physician, some of the crowd moved
towards him, the boys with them, but they were disappointed. The
courier, ignoring everyone, and refusing to answer any questions,
climbed the steps and headed at a fast pace for the palace. As he
cleared the last huts of the township he was met by Gabran,
hurrying, this time with a royal escort of men-at-arms. "Well, she knows now," said Gawain. "Come on,
hurry," and the boys trotted uphill in the messenger's wake. *** THE LETTER THAT THE COURIER BORE CAME FROM THE
QUEENS sister Morgan, Queen of Rheged. There was little love lost between the two ladies,
but a stronger bond than love united them: hatred of their brother
Arthur the King. Morgause hated him because she knew that Arthur
loathed and feared the memory of the sin she had led him to commit
with her; Morgan because, though married to a great and warlike
king, Urbgen, she wanted at the same time a younger man and a
greater kingdom. It is human to hate those whom, blameless, we hope
to destroy, and Morgan was prepared to betray both brother and
husband to achieve her desires. It was of the first of these desires that she wrote
to her sister. "You remember Accolon? I have him now. He would die
for me. And needs must, perchance, should Arthur or that devil
Merlin come to hear of my plans. But rest easy, sister; I have it
on authority that the enchanter is sick. You will know that he has
taken a pupil into his house, a girl, daughter of Dyonas of the
River Islands, who was one of the Ladies of the Lake convent at
Ynys Witrin. Now they say she is his mistress, and that in his
weakness she strives to learn his power from him, and is in a fair
way to steal it all, and suck him dry and leave him bound for ever.
I know that men say the enchanter cannot die, but if this tale be
true, then once Merlin is helpless, and only the girl Nimue stands
in his place, who is to say what power we true witches cannot grasp
for ourselves?" Morgause, reading by her window, made a mouth of
impatience and contempt. "We true witches." If Morgan thought that
she could even touch the edges of Morgause's art, she was an
over-ambitious fool. Morgause, who had guided her half-sister's
first steps in magic, could never be brought to admit, even to
herself, that Morgan's aptitude for sorcery had already led her to
surpass the witch of Orkney, with her sex potions and poisonous
spells, by almost as much as Merlin in his day had surpassed them
both. There was not much more to the letter. "For the
rest," Morgan had written, "the country is quiet, and this means, I
fear, that my lord King Urbgen will soon be home for the winter.
There is talk of Arthur's going to Brittany, in peace, to visit
with Hoel. For the present he stays at Camelot in wedded bliss,
though there is still no sign of an heir." This time Morgause, reading, smiled. So the Goddess
had heard her invocations, and savoured her sacrifices. The rumours
were true. Queen Guinevere was barren, and the High King, who would
not put her away, must remain without an heir of his body. She
glanced out of the window. There he was, the one who was supposed,
all those years ago, to have been drowned. He was standing with the
other boys on the flat turf outside the walls, where the
goldsmith's servant had set up his master's sleeping tent and
stove, and the old man chatted with the boys as he laid out his
implements. Morgause turned abruptly from the window, and at her
call a page came running. "Tat man outside the walls, he's a goldsmith? Just
come with the ship? I see. Then bid him bring some work to show me.
If he is skilled, then there will be work for him here, and he will
lodge within the palace. But the work must be good, fit for a
queen's court. Tell him that, or he need not trouble me." The boy ran. The queen, the letter lying in her
lap, looked out beyond the moorland, beyond the green horizon where
the sky reflected the endless shining of the sea, and smiled,
seeing again the vision she had had, shrined in the crystal, of
Camelot's high towers, and herself, with her sons beside her,
carrying to Arthur the rich gifts that would be her pass to power
and favour. And the richest gift of all stood there below her
window: Mordred, the High King's son. *** THOUGH AS YET ONLY THE QUEEN KNEW IT, IT WAS TO BE
THE boys' last summer together in the islands, and it was a lovely
one. The sun shone, the winds were warm and moderate, the fishing
and hunting good. The boys spent their days out in the air. For
some time now, under Mordred's tuition, they had even taken to the
sea, something that the islanders did not readily do for sport,
since the currents, at that meeting-place of two great seas, were
fickle and dangerous. To begin with, Gaheris was seasick, but was
ashamed to let the "fisher-brat" get the better of him, so
persisted, and in time became a passable sailor. The other three
took to sailing like gulls to the wavetops, and a new respect grew
up between the "real princes" and the elder boy, when they saw how
well and with what authority he handled a boat in those difficult
waters. His seamanship, it is true, was never tried in rough
weather; the queen's indulgence would have come to a speedy end if
there had been any evidence of real risk; so the five of them held
their tongues about the moments of excitement, and did their
exploring of the coastlines unrebuked. If Morgause's counsellors
knew better than she what risks were run even in summer weather,
they said nothing to Morgause; Gawain would be king one of these
days, and his favour was alreadv courted. Morgause, in fact, took
little interest in anything beyond her palace walls, and "witches
don't like sailing," said Gareth, in all innocence of what his
words implied. Indeed, the princes were proud, if anything, of
their mother's reputation as a witch. This showed itself in certain ways through that
summer. Beltane the goldsmith and his slave Casso were housed in
one of the palace outbuildings, and were seen daily workin at their
trade in the courtyard. This by the queen's commission; she gave
them silver, and some small store of precious stones salvaged years
ago from Dunpeldyr, and set them to fashioning torques and
arm-rings and other jewels "fit for a king." She told no one why,
but word got about that the queen had had a magical vision
concerning things of such beauty and price, and that the goldsmith
had come - by chance, magic, what you would -to make reality catch
up with the dream. Beautiful the things certainly were. The old man was
a superb craftsman, and more than that, an artist of rare taste,
who had been taught -as he never tired of telling - by the best of
masters. He could work - both in the Celtic mode, those lovely
patterns of strongly angled but fluid lines, and also in ways
learned, so he said, from the Saxons in the south, with enamel and
niello and metals finely worked as filigree. The finer work he did
himself; he was so shortsighted as to be, for normal purposes,
almost blind, but he could do close work with a marvellous
precision. The larger work, and all the routine, was done by the
man Casso,who was also permitted to take in repairs and other local
commissions from time to time. Casso was as silent as Beltane was
garrulous, and it was some time before the boys - who spent long
hours hanging around the atove when anything interesting was being
done - discovered that Casso was in fact dumb. So all their
questions were fired at Beltane, who talked and worked happily and
without ceasing; but Mordred, watching almost as silently as the
slave, saw that the latter missed very little, and gave, when those
downcast eyes lifted now end again, an impression of intelligence
far quicker than his master's. The impression was momentary, and
soon forgotten; a prince had little thought to spare for a dumb
slave, and Mordred, these days, was completely the prince, accepted
by his half-brothers and -still to his puzzlement -high in the
queen's favour. So the summer wore through, and at the end of it
the queen's magical prevision was justified. On a fine day of
September another ship docked. And the news came that changed life
for all of them. Chapter 8 It was a royal ship. The boys saw it first. They had
their boat out that day, and were fishing some way out in the
firth. The ship came scudding with a fair wind, her sails set full,
and the gilded mast flying a pennant that, though none of them had
seen it before, they recognized immediately, with excitement. A red
dragon on a background of yellow gold. "The High King's standard!" Mordred, at the
steering-oar, saw it first. Gaheris, never one to control himself, gave a yell
of exultation, as savage as a war-cry. "He's sent for us! We are to
go to Camelot! Our uncle the High King has remembered, and sent for
us!" Gawain said, slowly: "So she saw it truly. The
silver gifts are for King Arthur. But if she is his sister, why
should she need such gifts as those?" His brothers paid no heed. "Camelot!" said Gareth,
wide-eyed. "He won't want you." That was Agravain, sharply. "You're
far too young. She wouldn't let you go, anyway. But if our uncle
the High King sends for us, how can she stop us?" "You'd go?" That was Mordred, dryly. "What do you mean? I'd have to. If the High
King-" "Yes, I know. I meant, would you want to go?" Agravain stared. "Are vou mad? Not want to go? Why
on earth not?" "Because the High King was never a friend to our
father; that's what he means," put in Gaheris. He added, nastily:
"Well, we can see why Mordred might not dare go, but the High
King's our mother's brother, after all, and why should he be our
enemy, even if he was our father's?" He glanced at Gawain. "And
that's what you meant, too? That she's taking all that treasure to
buy herself back in?" Gawain, busy with a rope, did not reply. Gareth,
understanding only half of what was said, put in eagerly: "If she
goes, too, then she will take me, I know she will!" "Buy herself back in!" Agravain repeated it
explosively. "Why, that's folly! It's easy to see what's happened.
It was that wicked old man Merlin who poisoned the High King's mind
against us, and now he's dead at last, because you can bet anything
you like, that's the news the ship brings, and now we can go to
court at Camelot, and lead the High King's Companions!" "Better and better." Mordred spoke more dryly than
ever. "When I asked if you would want to go, I was remembering that
you didn't approve of his policies." "Oh, his policies," said Agravain, impatiently.
"This is different. This may be a chance to get away from here, and
into the middle of things. Just let me get there, to Camelot, I
mean, and get half a chance to see some life and some fighting, and
to hell with his policies!" "But what fighting will there be? That's the whole
point, isn't it? That's what you were so angry about. If he is
really set on making a lasting peace with Cerdic the Saxon, you
won't see any fighting." "He's right," said Gaheris, but Agravain
laughed. "We'll see. For one thing, I don't think even Arthur
will get a Saxon king to agree to terms and keep them, and for
another, once I get there, and within reach of any Saxon, treaty or
not, there'll be fighting!" "Fine talking," said Gaheris, with scorn. "But if there's a treaty-" began Gareth
indignantly. Gawain interrupted. His voice was tense and even,
overlying excitement. "I fold your tongues, the lot of you. Let's
get back home and find out. At the very least its news. Mordred,
may we put about now?" For Mordred, by consent, was always captain
of their sea-going expeditions, as Gawain was of their forays by
land. Mordred nodded, and gave the orders for trimming
the sail. That he allotted the hardest tasks to Agravain may not
have been coincidence, but the latter said nothing, hung on to the
bucking rope, and helped to bring the lively boat about and send it
skimming landwards, rocking in the spreading wake of the King's
ship. *** WHETHER OR NOT THE SHIP CARRIED ANY MESSAGE
CONCERNING the boys, a royal envoy had certainlv been on board, and
had gone ashore before the ship was barely trimmed to the quay.
Though he spoke to no one save for a brief acknowledgment of the
courtesy meeting accorded him by the queen's chief men, part of his
news was already known to the crew, and by the time the boys
beached their craft and scrambled ashore, the words were passing
from mouth to mouth with a knell of awe and dread, mingled with the
poor folks' furtive excitement at the thought of such a momentous
change in high places. The boys crowded in, listening where thev could,
questioning those of the crew who were on the wharfside. It was as they had guessed. The old magician was
dead at last. He had been entombed, with splendid mourning, in his
own cave of Bryn Myrddin, near Maridunum, where he had been born.
One of the soldiers accompanying the King's messenger had been
there on duty, and told vivid tales of the ceremony, the King's
grief, of fires the length and breadth of the land, and finally of
the court's return to Camelot and the dispatch of the royal ship to
the Orkneys. About its business there the sailors were vague, but
the rumour went, they told the boys, that Queen Morgause's family
were to be taken back forthwith to the mainland. "I told you so!" said Gaheris to his brothers, in
triumph. They began to run along the road that led to the palace.
Mordred, after a second's hesitation, followed. Suddenly, it
seemed, things had changed. He was on the outside again, and Lot's
four sons, united in the golden prospect opening before them,
seemed hardly to notice him. They were talking busily as they
ran. "And it was Merlin who advised the High King to make
the Saxon peace," panted Agravain. "So perhaps now we'll see our uncle taking the sword
again," said Gaheris happily. "And he'll want us-" "And break his own sworn oath?" asked Gawain,
sharply. "Perhaps it isn't only us he wants," said Gareth. "Perhaps
he's sent for our mother, too, now that Merlin's gone. He was a
wicked man, I've heard her say so, and he hated her because he was
jealous of her magic. She told me that. Perhaps, now he's dead, our
mother will work magic for the King instead." "The King's enchantress? He's got one already."
said Gawain, dryly. "Didn't you hear? The lady Nimue has Merlin's
power, and the King turns to her for everything. So they were
saying." They were near the gate now. They dropped to a walk.
Gareth turned to his half-brother. "Mordred, when we go to Camelot, you'll be the only
one left here. What will you do?" The only one left here... The firstborn of the King
of Orkney, left, alone of the princes, in Orkney? Mordred saw the
same thought strike Gawain at the same moment. He said, shortly: "I
haven't thought about it. Come on, let's get in and find out what
the man has to say." He ran in through the gate. Gawain hung on his heel
for a moment, then followed, and the rest with him. The palace was buzzing, but no one knew anything
except the larger rumours that the boys had already heard. The
envoy was still closeted with the queen. people crowded in the
corridors and in the hall, but made way for the princes when in a
short time, clean and changed, thev pushed their way through to the
doors that led to the queen's private chambers. Time went by. The light began to fade, and servants
went about kindling the torches. It was time to eat. Cooking smells
crept through the rooms, making the boys remember their hunger. In
their excitement they had not eaten the barley cakes they had had
in the boat. But still the queen's door did not open. Once they
heard her voice, raised sharply, but whether in anger or excitement
it was impossible to tell. The boys shifted uneasily, looking at
one another. "It must be true that we are to go," said Agravain.
"What other message would our uncle the High King send with one of
the royal ships"' "Even if it isn't," said Gawain, "we can surely send
a message back by the ship to our uncle the High King, at least to
remind him, that we exist." (And if any of them says "our uncle the High King"
again, thought Mordred, with savage irritation, I shall start
shouting about "my father the King of Lothian and Orkney," and see
what they say to that!) "Hush!" he said aloud. "He's coming out. Now shall
know." But they were to learn nothing yet. The queen's door
opened, and the envoy came out between the guards, his face set and
uninformative, as such men are trained to be. He walked forward
without a look to right or left, and the people made way for him.
No one spoke to him, the princes themselves moving aside without
asking any of the eager questions that burned on their lips. Even
here, in the islands at the back of the north wind, they knew that
one did not question a King's envoy any more than one questioned
the king. He brushed past them as if they did not exist - as if a
mere messenger of the High King were of more account than alI the
princes of the islands. A chamberlain came forward to take him in charge,
and he was escorted to the quarters set aside for him in the
palace. The queen's door stayed all the while firmly closed. "I
want my supper," said Gareth earnestly. "It looks as if we'll get it," said Agravain, "long
before she's decided to tell us what's going on." This proved to be the case. It was late that night,
verging indeed on the hour when normally the boys were sent to bed,
when the queen sent for them at last. "All five?" repeated Gawain, when the message
came. "All five," said Gabran. He could not help looking
curiously at Mordred, and the other four pairs of eyes followed
his. Mordred, tensing himself against the sudden upsurge of
excitement, hope and apprehension, looked, as was his habit,
detached and expressionless. "And hurry," said Gabran, holding the door. They
hurried. *** THEY FILED INTO MORGAUSE'S CHAMBER, SILENT,
EXPECTANT, AND nervously awed by what they saw there. The queen had
used the long interval since the messenger's dismissal to sup, talk
with her counsellors, and have a stormy but satisfactory little
interlude vvith Gabran, then she had had her women bathe and dress
her in a robe of state, and arrange, for the interview with her
sons, a royal setting. Her tall gilded chair had been carried in from the
hall, and she sat there beside a glowing fire of peats with her
feet on a crimson footstool. On a table at her elbow stood a golden
goblet, still holding wine, and beside this lay the scroll that the
King's messenger had given her, the royal seal of the Dragon
splashed across it like a bloodstain. Gabran, leading the boys into the room, crossed the
floor to stand behind the queen's chair. No one else was there; the
women had long since been dismissed. Beyond the window the midnight
moon, at the full, had cooled from marigold to silver, and a
sharp-edged blade of light cut across Morgause's hair, sparking on
gold and drowning in the folds of her gown. She had had herself
dressed in one of her finest robes, a sweeping shimmer of
bronze-coloured velvet. Her girdle was set with gold and emeralds,
her hair was braided with gold, and on it she had set one of her
royal coronets, a thin circlet of red Celtic gold that had been
King Lot's, and that the boys had seen before only when they had
been allowed to sit in on the formal royal councils. The torches had been put out, and no lamps were lit.
She sat between firelight and moonlight, looking queenly and very
beautiful. Mordred, possibly alone of the five, noticed how pale
she was beneath the unwonted flush in her cheeks. She has been
weeping, he thought, then, more accurately, and with that touch of
ice that was all Arthur's: She has been drinking. Gawain is right.
They are going away. Then what of me? Why send for me? Because they
are afraid to leave me here alone, King Lot's firstborn? Here
alone, and royal, what of me? His face gave no sign of his racing
thoughts: he held himself still, beside Gawain, and half a head
taller, and waited, to all apparances the least concerned person in
the room. Then he saw that, of them all, the queen was looking only
at him, Mordred, and his heart gave a jump, then settled to a fast,
hard beat. Morgause looked away from him at last, and surveyed
them all for a while in silence. Then she spoke. "You all know that the ship which lies in the
harbour comes from my brother the High King Arthur, and that it has
brought ambassador with messages for me." No reply. She expected none. She looked along the
row of boys, at the lifted faces, the eyes that were beginning to
sparkle with joyful expectation. "I see that you have been making
guesses, and I imagine they are the right ones. Yes, it has come at
last, the summons that I know you have longed for. I, too, though
it has come in a way I cannot welcome.... You are to go to Camelot,
to the court of the High King your uncle." She paused. Gawain, the privileged, said quickly:
"'Madam, Mother, if this distresses you I am truly sorry. But we've
always known this would happen, haven't we? Just as we know that
training and fortune, for those of our blood, must be found one day
on the mainland, and in the press of affairs, rather than here in
these islands?" "Certainly." One hand was tapping on the table where
the King's letter lay half unrolled. What, Mordred wondered, could
the terms of that letter have been, to send Morgause to the wine
flask, and to string her up until every, nerve was, visibly,
vibrating like an overtuned lute string? Gawain, encouraged by her brief answer, asked
impulsively: "Then why don't you welcome the summons? It isn't as
if you would be losing" "Not the summons itself. The way it has come. We all
knew it would happen one day, when - when my chief enemy was gone
from the King's side. I have foretold it, and I had my own plans. I
would have had you, Gawain, stay here; you are to be king, and your
place is here, in my presence or without it. But he has asked for
you, so you must go. And this man he has sent, this 'ambassador,'
as he styles himself" -her voice was full of scorn - "is to stay
here in your stead as `regent' .And who knows where that will lead?
I will tell you frankly what I fear. I fear that once you and vour
brothers are out of the Orkneys, Arthur will cause this creature of
his to take from you the only land that still remains yours, as he
took Lothian, and leave this man here in your stead." Gawain, flushed with excitement, was disposed to
argue. "But, Mother - madam - surely not? Whatever he did in
Dunpeldyr out of enmity to our father King Lot, you are his sister,
and we his close kin, all he has. Why should he want to shame and
dispossess us?" He added, ingenuously: "He would not do it!
Everyone I've talked to -sailors and travellers and the traders who
come here from all over the world -they all say that Arthur is a
great king, and deals only in justice.. You will see, madam Mother,
that there's nothing to fear!" "You talk like a green boy" said Morgause sharply.
"But this much is certain, there is nothing to be done here,
nothing to be gained by disobeying the King's summons. All we can
do is trust in the safe conduct he has sent, but once in Arthur's
presence we can take our voices to his council - to the Round Hall
if we have to -and see then if, in the face of me, his sister, and
you, his nephews, he can refuse us our rights in Dunpeldyr." Us? We? No one spoke the words, but the thought went
from boy to boy with the sourness of disappointment. None of them
had admitted to himself that this longed-for enlargement of their
world held also the promise of a release from a capricious maternal
rule. But each, now, felt a cast-down sense of loss. Morgause, mother and witch, read it perfectly her
lip curled. "Yes, I said 'we'. The orders are clear. I am to
present myself at the court of Camelot as soon as the High King
returns from Brittany. No reason is given. But I am to take with
me-" Her hand touched Arthur's letter again. She seemed to be
quoting. " 'All five of the princes.' " "He said 'all five'?" This time the question burst
from the twins, speaking as one. Gawain said nothing, but turned to
stare at Mordred. Mordred himself could not have spoken. A confused
sense gripped him of elation, of disappointment, of plans made and
abandoned, of pride and the anticipation of humiliation. And with
these, fear. He was to go to Camelot, by order of the High King
himself. He, the bastard of that king's erstwhile enemy. Could it
be that all five of Lot's sons were summoned to some doom only held
from them till now by the old enchanter's presence? He rejected
that immediately. No, the legitimate princes were also the sons of
the High King's sister; but what claim had he, Mordred, on any
favour from Arthur? None: a memory, only, of enmity, and a tale of
a past attempt to murder him by drowning. Perhaps Arthur's memory
was as long as this, and now he would finish the work botched in
that midnight massacre of long ago.... This was folly. With the hard control that he had
trained in himself, Mordred put speculation aside and concentrated
on what was certain. He was going; that at least. And if the King
had tried to murder him once, that had been when Merlin was alive,
so presumably with Merlin's advice. Now, with Merlin dead, Mordred
was at least as safe as his brothers. So he would take what the
world of the mainland offered; and at the very least, once out of
this island fastness, he could find out, ba stealth if need be, or
by mere precedent from the King's own advisers, what was due to the
eldest born of a king, even when others were born later to
supersede him.... He dragged his attention back to what the queen was
saying. They would take their own ship, it seemed, the Orc, which
through Morgause's magical prevision was ready new-rigged and
painted and furnished with the luxury she craved.... And the gifts
that they would take with them were all but ready. . . . Clothes
for the boys, robes and jewels for their mother . . . Gabran to go
with them, and men of the royal guard . . . A Council of four to be
left in charge of affairs under the High King's ambassador ... And
since the High King himself would not be back in Camelot before
October's end, their journey could be leisurely, and would give
them time to visit Queen Morgan in Rheged.. . . "Mordred!" He jumped. "Madam?" "Stay. The others go. Ailsa!" The old woman appeared at the bedchamber door.
"Attend the princes to their chamber, and wait on them there. See
that they do not linger to talk, but get straight to their beds.
Gabran, leave me! No, this way. Wait for me." Gabran turned on his heel and went into the
bedchamber. Gawain, scowling after him, met his mother's eye, wiped
the scowl from his face and led his brothers forward to kiss her
hand. Ailsa swept them out, beginning to fuss and cluck before the
door was well shut. Mordred, alone with the queen, felt his skin tighten
as he braced himself to hear what was to come. Chapter 9 As the door shut behind the other boys, Morgause
rose abruptly from her chair, and went to the window. The move took her out of the firelight and into the
waxing silver of the moon. The cold light, behind her shoulder,
threw her face and form into darkness, but lit the edges of hair
and robe so that she seemed a creature of shadow rimmed with light,
half visible and wholly unreal. Mordred felt again that pricking of
the skin, as a beast's flesh furs up at the approach of danger. She
was a witch, and like everyone else in those islands he feared her
powers, which to him were as real and as natural as the dark that
follows daylight. He was too inexperienced, and too much in awe of the
queen, to realize that she was at a loss, and was also, in spite of
herself, deeply uneasy The High King's envoy had been cool and
curt; the letter he bore had been no more than a brief royal
command, officially couched, demanding her presence and that of the
five boys; no reason given, no excuse allowed, and an escort of
soldiers on the ship to enforce it. Morgause's questions had got
nothing more from the ambassador, whose cold demeanour was in
itself a kind of threat. It was not certain, but seemed probable, from the
terms of the order, that Arthur had discovered where Mordred was;
he obviously suspected, if he did not know, that the fifth boy at
the Orkney court was his son. How he knew, she could not imagine.
It had been common gossip all those years ago, that she had lain
with her half-brother Arthur just before her marriage to Lot, and
had been in due time brought to bed of a son, but it was also
generally believed that the son, among the other babies of
Dunpeldyr, had been murdered. She was sure that no one here in
Orkney knew or suspected who Mordred was: the whispers at court
were all of "Lot's bastard," the likely boy that the queen
favoured. There were, of course, other, lewder whispers, but these
only amused the queen. But somehow Arthur knew. And this letter left no
doubt. The soldiers would escort her to Camelot, and all her sons
with her. Morgause, facing the son who was to be her passport
to Arthur's favour, to a renewal of power and position in the
center of affairs, was trying to decide whether to tell him here
and now whose son he was. Through the years he had been in the palace, living
and being taught with his half-brothers, she had never really
considered telling him the truth. The time would come, she had told
herself, the chance to reveal him and then to use him; either time,
or her magic, would show her the moment. The truth was that Morgause, like many women who
work chiefly through their influence on men, was subtle rather than
clever, and she was also by temperament lazy. So the years had gone
by, and Mordred remained in ignorance, his secret known only to his
mother and to Gabran. But now, somehow, to Arthur, who, hard on Merlin's
death, was sending for his son. And though Morgause had for years
vilified Merlin through hatred and fear, she knew that it was he
who had originally protected both Mordred and herself from Arthur's
impetuous fury. So what did Arthur want now? To kill Mordred? To
make sure at last? She could not guess. What would happen to
Mordred did not concern her except as it would affect herself, but
for herself she was apprehensive. Since the night she had lain with
her half-brother to engender the boy, she had never seen Arthur;
the tales of the powerful and fiercely brilliant king could not
altogether be squared with her own memory of the eager boy whom she
had entrapped deliberately to her bed. She stood with her back to the bright moon. Her face
was hidden from her son, and when she spoke, her voice sounded
coolly normal. "Have you, like Gawain, been talking to the sailors
and the traders who come ashore here?" "Why, yes, madam. We usually go down to the wharf,
along mith the folk, to hear the news." "Have any of them... I want you to think back
carefully. . . have any of them during the past weeks or months
singled you out to talk to, and have they questioned vou?" "I don't think -about what, please, madam?" "About yourself. Who you are, what you are doing
here with the princes in the palace." She made it sound reasonable.
"Most people here know by this time that you are a bastard of King
Lot's, who was farmed out to foster, and who came here on your
foster parents' death. What they do not know is that you were saved
from the Dunpeldyr massacre, and came here by sea. Have you spoken
of this to anyone?" "No, madam. You told me not to." Searching that
schooled face, those dark eyes, she was convinced. She was used to
the guileless stare of the liar - the twins lied frequently for the
sheer pleasure of doing it -and was sure this was the truth. Was
sure, too, that Mordred was still too much in awe of her to
disobey. She made certain. "That is as well for you." She saw
the flicker in the boy's eves, and was satisfied. "But has anyone
questioned you? Anyone at all? Think carefully. Has anyone seemed
to know, or to guess about it?" He shook his head. "I can't remember anything like
that. People do say things like 'You're from the palace, aren't
you? Five sons, then, the queen has? A fortunate lady!' And I tell
them that I am the king's son, but not the queen's. But usually" he
added, "they ask someone else about me. Not me." The words were ingenuous, the tone was not. It
meant: "They would not dare question me, me, but they are curious,
so they ask. I am not interested in what is said." He caught,
against the moonlight, the shadow of a smile. Her eyes were blank
and dark, gaps of nothingness. Even her jewels were quenched. She
seemed to grow taller. Her shadow, thrown by the moon, grew
monstrous, engulfing him. The air felt cold. In spite of himself,
he began to shiver. She watched him, still smiling, as she put out the
first dark feelers of her magic. She had made her decision. She
would tell him nothing; the long journey south should not be
clouded and made difficult by her own sons' reaction to the news of
Mordred's real status as son of the High King. Or by the knowledge
that must go with it, of their mother's incest with her
half-brother. It might be common talk on the mainland, but no one
in the islands would have dared repeat it. Her four sons had heard
nothing. Even to herself Morgause would not admit how the fact
might be received. For all her powers she had no idea why the King had
sent for them. It was possible that he had sent for Mordred only to
kill him. In which case, thought Morgause, coolly eyeing her eldest
son, there would be no need for him to know anything -or her other
sons either. If not, what was needed now was to shackle this boy to
her, to ensure his obedience, and for this she had a well-tried
pattern. Fear and then gratitude, complicity and then devotion;
with these she had proved and held her lovers, and would now hold
her son. She said: "You have been loyal. I am glad. I knew
it, but I wanted to hear it from you. I need not have asked you,
you realize that, don't you?" "Yes, madam." He was puzzled by the weight she
seemed to be putting on the question, but he answered simply.
"Everyone knows that you know everything, because you are - " he
had been going to say "a witch" but swallowed the word and said
instead, " -that you have powers of magic. That you can see what is
hidden from other men by distance and by time." Now it was certain that she was smiling. "A witch,
Mordred. Indeed, yes, I am a witch. I have powers. Go on, say it."
He repeated it obediently. "You are a witch, madam, and you have
powers." She inclined her head, and her shadow dipped and
grew again. The cold air eddied past him. "And you do well to be
afraid of them. Remember them always. And when men come to question
you, as they will do, in Camelot, remember the duty you owe to me,
as my subject and my-stepson." "I will. But what will they - why should they -?" He
stopped, confused. "What is going to happen when we reach Camelot? Is
that it? Well, Mordred, I will be frank with you; I have had
visions, but all is not clear. Something clouds the crystal. We can
guess what will come to my sons, his nephews, but to you? Are you
wondering what will come to such as vou?" He nodded merely, not trusting his voice. It would
have taken a stronger spirit than the island-bred boy's to outface
a witch by moonlight. She seemed to gather magic round her, like
the moonlight growing on the folds of velvet and in the streaming
silk of her hair. "Listen to me. If you do as I bid you, now and
always, you will come to no harm. There is power in the stars,
Mordred, and some of it is for you. That much I have seen. Ah, I
see that you like that?" "Madam?" Had she guessed, with her witch's powers,
at his dreams, at his ignorant plotting? He held himself in,
quivering. She saw his head go up and his fists clench again on the
belt at his waist. Watching out of her enveloping darkness, she
felt interest and a kind of perverted pride. He had courage. He was
her son, after all. . . . The thought brought another in its wake.
"Mordred." His eyes sought her in the shadows. She held them
for a few moments, letting the silence draw out. He was her son,
yes, and who knew what fragment of her power had gone down to him
while she held him in her body? None of Lot's sons, those sturdy
earthmen, had inherited so much as a flicker of it; but Mordred
could be heir not only to the powers she had drawn from her Breton
mother, but to some sidelong glimmer of the greater power of the
arch-mage, Merlin. The dark eyes raised to hers and held steady
there were Arthur's, but they were, too, like the enchanter's hated
eyes that had held her own and beaten them down not once but many
times before the last. She asked suddenly: "Have you never wondered who
your own mother was?" "Why, yes. Yes, of course. But -" "I ask only because there were, in Dunpeldyr, many
women who boasted of having the Sight. Was your dam, I wonder, one
of those? Do you have dreams, Mordred?" He was shivering. Through his brain went all the
dreams, dreams of power and nightmares of the past: the burned
cottage, the whispers in the gloom, fear, suspicion, ambition. He
tried to close his mind against her probing magic. "Madam, lady, I have never - that is -" "Never known the Sight? Never had a dream of
foreknowledge?" Her voice changed. "When the news came before of
Merlin's death, with the Meridaun, you knew it was not yet true.
You were heard to say so. And events proved you right. How did you
know?" "I - I didn't know, madam. I - that is -" He bit his
lip, thinking back confusedly to the wharfside crowd, the shouting,
the jostling. Had Gawain told her? No, Gabran must have overheard
him. He licked his lips and tried again, patently struggling for
the truth. "I didn't even know I had spoken aloud. It meant
nothing. It's not the Sight, or -or what you said. It might have
been a dream, but I think it was something I'd heard a long time
ago, and it turned out then that it wasn't true, either. It makes
me think of darkness, and someone whispering, and -" He
stopped. "And?" she demanded sharply. "Well? Answer me." "And a smell of fish," Mordred muttered, to the
floor. He was not looking at her, or he would have seen the flash
of relief, rather than mockery, in her face. She drew a long
breath. So, no prevision there; merely a cradle memory, a
half-dream from babyhood when those stupid peasants discussed the
news that came from Rheged. But it would be better to make
sure. "A strange dream, indeed," she said, smiling. "And
certainly this time the messengers are right. Well, let us make
sure. Come with me." Then, when he did not move, with a touch of
impatience: "Come when I bid you. We shall look into the crystal
together now, and maybe we shall find what the future holds for
you." She left the moonlit window and went by him with a
brush of velvet on his bare arm, and a faint breath of scent like
nightflowers. The boy drew an unsteady breath and followed her,
like someone drugged. Outside the doorway the guards stood
motionless. At the queen's gesture Mordred lifted a lamp down from
the wall, then followed her as she led the way through the silent
rooms and into the antechamber, where she paused before the sealed
doorwav. During his years at the palace the boy had heard
many tales about what lay beyond the ancient door. It was a
dungeon, a torture chamber, a place where spells were woven, the
shrine where the witch-queen spoke with the Goddess herself. No one
knew for sure. If anyone but the queen had ever passed through that
doorway, it was certain that only the queen had ever come out
again. He began to tremble again, and the flame shook in the
lamp. Morgause did not speak. She lifted a key that hung
on a chain from her girdle, and unlocked the door. It opened in
silence on its greased hinges. At a gesture from her, Mordred held
the lamp high. Before them a flight of stone steps led steeply
downwards into a passageway. The walls glimmered in the lamplight,
sweating with damp. Walls and steps alike were of rough rock,
unchiselled, the living rock into which the Old People had burrowed
for their burial chambers. The place smelled fresh and damp, and
salty from the sea. Morgause pulled the door shut behind them. The lamp
guttered in the draught and then burned strongly. She pointed, in
silence, then led the way down the steps and along a passageway,
straight and smoothly floored, but so low that they had to stoop to
avoid striking their heads on the roof. The air of the place was
dead, and one would have said still, but all the while there was a
sound that seemed to come from the rock itself: a murmur, a hum, a
throb, which Mordred suddenly recognized. It was the sound of the
sea, echoing through the passageway more like a memory of waters
that had once washed there, than like the sound of the living sea
without. The two of them seemed to be walking into the corridors of
a vast sea-shell whose swirling echo, straight from the depths, was
breathed now by the air. It was a sound he had heard many a time,
as a child, playing with shells on the beach of Seals' Bay.
Momentarily, the memory dispelled the darkness and the drug of
fear. Soon, surely, thought the boy, they would come out into a
cave on the open shore? The passage twisted to the left, and there, instead,
was another low door. This, too, was locked, but answered to the
same key. The queen led the way in, leaving the door open. Mordred
followed her. It was no cave, but a small room, its walls squared
and smoothed by masons, its floor made of the familiar polished
slabs. There was a lamp hanging from the rocky ceiling. Against one
wall stood a table, on which were boxes and bowls and sealed jars
with spoons and pestles and other instruments of ivory and bone, or
of bronze bright with use. Stone slabs had been set into the walls
to make shelves, and on them stood more boxes and jars, and bags of
leather tied with lead wire and stamped with some seal he did not
recognize, of circles and knotted snakes. A high stool stood by the
table, and against another wall was a small stove, with beside it a
skep of charcoal. A fissure in the roof apparently served to lead
the fumes away. The stove must be lit frequently, or had been very
recently. The room was dry. On a high shelf glimmered a row of what Mordred took
to be globes or jars made of a strange, pale pottery. Then he saw
what they were: human skulls. For a sickening moment he imagined
Morgause distilling her drugs, here in her secret stillroom, and
making her magic from human sacrifices, the dark Goddess herself
shut away in her subterranean kingdom. Then he saw that she had
merely tidied away the original owners of the place, when the
gravechamber had been converted to her use. It was bad enough. The lamp quivered in his hand
again, so that the sheen on the bronze knives trembled, and
Morgause said, half smiling: "Yes. You do well to be afraid. But they do not come
in here." "They?" "The ghosts. No, hold the lamp steady, Mordred. If
you are to see ghosts, then be sure to be as well armed against
them as I." "I don't understand." "No? Well, we shall see. Come, give me the
light." She took the lamp from him and walked towards the
corner beyond the stove. Now he saw that there, too, was a door.
This one, of rough driftwood planks, was narrow and high, shaped
irregularly like a wedge; it had been made to fit another natural
fissure in the rock walls. It came open with the creak of warped
wood, and the queen beckoned the boy through. This at last was the sea-cave, or rather, some inner
chamber of it. The sea itself drove and thundered somewhere near at
hand, but with the hollow boom and suck of a spent force whose
power has been broken elsewhere. This cavern must be above all but the highest tides;
the floor was flat, and dry, its slabs tilted only slightly towards
the pool that stood at the cavern's seaward side. The only outlet
must be deep under the water. No other was visible. Morgause set the lamp down at the very edge of the
water. Its light, still in the draughtless air, glowed steadily,
down and down into the inky depths of the water. It must be some
time since the pool had been disturbed by any stray pulse of the
tides. It lay still and black, and deep beyond imagination or
sight. No light could penetrate that black liquid; the lamplight
merely threw back, sharp and small, the reflection of the rock that
overhung the water. The queen sank to her knees at the pool's edge,
drawing Mordred down beside her. She felt him trembling. "Are you still afraid?" Mordred said, through shut teeth: "I am cold,
madam." Morgause, who knew that he was lying, smiled to herself.
"Soon you will forget that. Kneel there, pray to the Goddess, and
watch the water. Do not speak again until I bid you. Now, son of
the sea, let us learn what the pool has to tell us." She fell silent herself at that, and bent her gaze
on the inky depths of the pool. The boy staved as still as he
could, staring down at the water. His mind still swam in confusion;
he did not know whether he hoped more, or dreaded more, to see
anything in that dead crystal. But he need not have feared. For
him, the water was only water. Once he stole a glance sidewavs at the queen. He
could not see her face. She was bowed over the water, and her hair,
unbound, flowed down to make a tent of silk that reached and
touched the surface of the pool. She was so still, so tranced, that
even her breathing did not stir the surface - where her hair
trailed like seaweed. He shivered suddenly, then turned back and
stared fiercely down into the water. But if the ghosts of Brude and
Sula and of the score of murdered babies that lay to Morgause's
account were present in that cave, Mordred saw no hint of them,
felt no cold breath. He only knew that he hated the darkness, the
tomb-like stillness, the held breath of expectation and dread, the
slight but unmistakable emanations of magic that breathed from
Morgause's trance-held body. He was Arthur's son, and though the
woman, with all her magic, could not know it, this short hour when
he was made privy to her secrets was to sever him from her more
completely than banishment. Mordred himself was not aware of this;
he only knew that the distant stick and thunder of the sea spoke of
the open air, and wind, and light on the tide's foam, and drew him
irresistiblv away in spirit from the dead pool and its drowned
mysteries. The queen moved at last. She drew long, shuddering
breath, then pushed back her hair, and stood up. Mordred jumped
thankfully to his feet and hurried to the door, pulling it open for
her and following her through the wedge-shaped gap with a sense of
relief and escape. Even the stillroom, with its gruesome watchers,
seemed, after the silence of the cave, the tranced breathings of
the witch, as normal as the palace kitchens. Now he could catch the
smell of the oils that Morgause blended to make her heavy perfumes.
He latched the door thankfully, and turned to see her setting the
lamp down on the table. It seemed that she already knew the answer to her
question, because she spoke lightIy. "Well, Mordred, now you have looked into my crystal.
What did vou see?" He did not trust himself to speak. He shook his
head. "Nothing? Are vou telling me that you saw nothing?" He found his voice. It came hoarsely. "I saw a pool
of seawater. And I heard the sea." "Only that? With the pool so full of magic?" She
smiled, and he was surprised. Foolishly he had expected her to be
disappointed. "Only water and rock. Reflections of rock. I -I did
think once that I saw something move, but I thought it was an
eel." "The fisherman's son." She laughed, but this time
the epithet held no mockery. "Yes, there is an eel. He was washed
in last year. Well, Mordred, boy from the sea, you are no prophet.
Whatever power your true mother may have had, it has passed you
by." "Yes, madam." Mordred spoke veith-patent
thankfulness. He had forgotten what message she had bidden him look
for in the crystal. He was wishing violently that the interview was
over. The acrid smell of lamp oil mingling with the heavy scents of
the queen's unguents oppressed him. His head swan. Even the sound
of the sea seemed a whole world away. He was trapped in this
shutaway silence, this ancient and airless tomb, with this
sorceress of a queen who puzzled him with her questions, and
confused him with her strange and shifting moods. She was watching him now, a strange look that made
him shift his shoulders as if all at once he felt himself a
stranger to the body inside his clothes. He said, more to break the
silence than because he wanted to know: "Did you see anything in the pool, madam?" "Indeed, yes. It was still there, the vision that I
saw yesterday, and before that, before Arthur's messenger ever came
here." Her voice went deep and level, but found no echo in that
deadened air. "I saw a crystal cave, and in it my enemy, dead and
on his bier between the candles, and no doubt rotting away into the
forgetfulness l once cursed him with. And I saw the Dragon himself,
my dear brother, Arthur, sitting among his gilded towers, beside
his barren queen, waiting for his ship to come back to Ynys Witrin.
And then myself, with my sons, and with vou, Mordred, all of us
together, hearing gifts for the King and within the gates of
Camelot at last . . . at last. . . . And there the vision faded,
but not before i saw him coming, Mordred, the Dragon himself . . .
a dragon wingless now, and ready to listen to other voices, try
other magic, lie down with other counsellors." She laughed then, but the sound was as discomforting
as her took. "As he did once before. Come here, Mordred. No, leave
the lamp alone. We will go up in a minute. Come here. Nearer." He approached and stood in front of her. She had to
look up to meet his eyes. She put up her hands and took him by the
arms. "As he did once before," she repeated, smiling. "Madam"' said the boy hoarsely. Her hands tightened on his arms. Then suddenly she
drew him to her, and before he could guess at what she purposed she
reached up and kissed him, lingeringly upon the mouth. Bewildered, half-excited, aroused by her scent and
the unexpectedly sensual kiss, he stood in her grip, trembling, but
not this time with either cold or fear. She kissed him again, and
her voice was honey-sweet against his lips. "You have your father's
mouth, Mordred." Lot's mouth? Her husband's, who had betrayed her by
lying with his mother? And she kissed him? Wanted him, perhaps? Why
not? She was a lovely woman still, and he was young, and as
experienced sexually as any boy of his age. There was a certain
lady of the court who had taken pleasure in teaching him pleasure,
and there was also a girl, a shepherd's daughter who lived a few
miles from the palace, who watched for him when he rode that way
across the heather, with the evening wind blowing in from the
sea.... Mordred, brought up in islands as yet untouched either by
Roman civilization or Christian ethic, had no more sense of sin
than a young animal, or one of the ancient Celtic gods who haunted
the cairns and rode by like rainbows on sunny days. Why, then,
should his body recoil, rather than respond to hers? Why feel as
if, clingingly, something evil had brushed him by? She pushed him away suddenly, and reached for the
lamp. She lifted it, then paused, looking him over slowly with that
same discomforting look. "Trees can grow tall, it seems, Mordred,
and still be saplings. Too much, perhaps, yet not enough your
father's son. . . . Well, let us go. I to where my patient Gabran
waits for me, and you to your child's bed with the other children.
Do I need to remind you to say nothing about anything that has
befallen this night, or anything I have said?" She waited for a reply. He managed to say: "About
this, madam? No. No." "'This'? What is 'this'? About anything that you
have seen, or not seen. Maybe you have seen enough to know that I
am to be obeyed. Yes? Well then, do as I bid you, and you will come
to no harm." She led the way in silence, and he followed her up
the passageway and out into the antechamber. The key shot behind
them in the well-greased wards. She neither spoke again nor looked
at him. He turned and ran from her along the cold corridors and
through the dark palace to his bedchamber. Chapter 10 During the days that followed, Mordred tried, along
with the other boys, and half the Orcadians besides, to come near
enough to the King's envoy to have speech with him. In the case of
the islanders, and the younger princes, it was a matter of
curiosity. What was the mainland like? The fabled castle of
Camelot? The King himself, hero of a dozen stark battles, and his
lovely Queen? Bedwyr his friend, and others of the companion
knights? But all, princes and commoners alike, found it
impossible to come near the man. After that first night he slept on
board the royal ship, and disembarked daily to be escorted,
ostensibly for a word of courtesy with Queen Morgause, but really,
rumour had it, to make sure that her preparations went forward fast
enough to catch the good autumn weather. The queen was not to be hurried. Her ship, the Orc,
lay by the wharf, ready in all but the last touches. Workmen busied
themselves with the final gilding and painting, while their women
stitched at the great decorated sail. In the palace itself
Morgause's owm women busied themselves with the finishing, tending
and packing of the sumptuous clothes that the queen planned for her
reception at Camelot. Morgause herself spent many hours in her
secret room below the rock. She was not, as whispers went,
consulting her dark Goddess, but in fact concocting unguents and
lotions and perfumes, and certain subtle drugs that had the
reputation of restoring beauty and the energy of youth. In his corner of the courtyard, Beltane the
goldsmith still sat at his work. The gifts for Arthur were
finished, packed in wool in the box made to receive them; the old
man was busy now with jewels for Morgause herself. Casso, the dumb
slave who helped him, had been set to fashioning buckles and
brooches for the princes; though he was not an artist like his
master, he made a good job of the designs given him by Beltane, and
seemed to enjoy the time the boys spent watching him and talking
round the smelting-stove. Mordred, alone of them all, tried some
sort of communication with him, asking questions that needed no
more than a nod or a shake of the head for answer, but he got no
further than a few facts about Casso himself. He had been a slave
all his life. He had not always been dumb, but had had his tongue
cut out by a cruel master, and considered himself the most
fortunate of men to have been taken in by Beltane and taught a
trade. A dull life indeed, thought Mordred, and wondered though
only idly - at the air of contentment that the man visibly wore;
the air, if the boy had recognized it, of a man who has come to
terms with his limitations, and who has made a place for himself in
life, which he fills with integrity. Mordred, who had had small
reason during his life to think the best of any man, assumed merely
that the slave had some sort of satisfactory private life which he
managed independently of his master. Women, possibly? He could
certainly afford them. When (his master safely abed) the slave
joined in the soldiers' dice game, he always had coin in plenty,
and easily stood his share of the wine. Mordred knew where the
money came from. Not from Beltane, that was sure; who -apart from
the odd gift -ever paid his own slaves? But there had been a day a
month or so back when Mordred took a small boat out alone and went
fishing, coming back late in the half-light that was all the night
the islands knew in summer. There was a small trading ship lying
moored at the royal wharf; most of her men were on shore for the
night, but some officers were apparently still aboard; he heard a
man's voice, and then a chink that might have been the sound of
coins passing. As he tied his boat to the wharf in the shadow of
the trader he saw a man walk quickly down the gangplank and up
through the town towards the palace gate. He recognized Casso. So,
the man took commissions privately, did he? Legitimate trading
would hardly need to be done at midnight. Well, a man had to fend
for himself, thought Mordred, with a shrug, and forgot all about
it. *** THE DAY CAME AT LAST. ON A BRIGHT SUNNY MORNING OF
OCTOBER the queen with her women, followed by the five boys,
Gabran, and her chief chamberlain, headed the stately procession to
the wharf. Behind them a man carried the box of treasure destined
for Arthur, and another bore gifts for the King of Rheged and his
wife, Morgause's sister. A pageboy struggled with the leashes of
two tall island-bred hounds destined for King Urbgen, while another
boy, looking scared, carried at arm's length a stout wicker cage in
which spat and snarled a half-grown wildcat intended as a curious
addition to Queen Morgan's collection of strange birds and beasts
and reptiles. With them went an escort of Morgause's own
men-at-arms, and last of all - ostensibly to honour her but looking
suspiciously like a guard - marched a detachment of the King's
soldiers from the Sea Dragon. Even in the merciless light of morning the queen
looked lovely. Her hair, washed with sweet essences and dressed
with gold, sparkled and shone. Her eyes were bright under their
tinted lids. Normally she favoured rich colours, but today she wore
black, and the somber dress gave her figure, thickened with
child-bearing, almost the old lissome slenderness of her girlhood,
and set off the jewels and the creamy skin. Her head was high and
her look confident. To either side of the way the islanders
crowded, calling greetings and blessings. Their comfort-loving
queen had not granted them many such glimpses of her since her
banishment to these shores, but now she had given them a sight
indeed, a royal procession, queen and princes and their armed and
jewelled escort, with, to top all, a sight of King Arthur's own
ship with its dragon standard waiting to shepherd the Orc to the
mainland kingdom. The Orc took sail at last, curving out into the
strait between the royal island and its neighbour. Astern of her,
at the edge of her creaming wake, rode the Sea Dragon, a hound
herding the hind and her five young steadily southward into the net
spread for them by the High King Arthur. *** ONCE AWAY FROM THE ORKNEYS WITH THE QUEEN AND HER
FAMILY safely embarked, the captain of the Sea Dragon was not too
much concerned with speed; the High King was still in Brittany and
Morgause's presence would suffice when he was once more at Camelot.
But he had wisely allowed extra time for the voyage in case the
ships struck bad weather, and this, very soon, they did. During
their passage of the Muir Orc -that strait of the Orcadian Sea that
lies between the mainland and the outer isles -they met winds of
almost gale force, that drove the two ships apart, and sent even
the hardiest of the passengers below. At length, after some days of
stormy weather, the gales abated, and the Orcadian ship beat into
the sheltered waters of the Ituna Estuary end dropped anchor there.
The Sea Dragon struggled into the same wharf a few hours later, to
find the Orkney party still on board, but making preparations to go
ashore and travel to Luguvallium, the capital of Rheged, to visit
King Urbgen and Morgan his queen. The captain of the Sea Dragon, though perfectly
aware that he was a prisoners' escort rather than guard of honour,
saw no reason to prevent the journey. King Urbgen of Rheged, though
his queen had transgressed notably against her brother Arthur, had
always been a faithful servant of the High King; he would certainly
see to it that Morgause and her precious brood were kept safe and
close while the ships were repaired after the gale. Morgause, who saw no need to ask permission for the
journey, had already dispatched a letter to her sister, bidding her
expect them. Now a courier was sent ahead, and at length the party,
as carefully escorted as before, set out for King Urbgen's
castle. *** FOR MORDRED, THE RIDE WAS ALL TOO SHORT. ONCE THE
PARTY left the shore and struck inland through the hills he was
passing through very different country from any that he had seen or
even been able to imagine before. What impressed him first was the abundance of
trees. In Orkney the only trees were the few stunted alders and
birches and wind-bitten thorns that huddled along the meager
shelter of the glens. Here there were trees everywhere, huge
canopied growths, each with its island of shadow and its dependent
colony of bushes and ferns and trailing plants. Great forests of
oak clothed the lower hillsides, giving way on higher ground to
pines that grew right up to the foot of the tallest cliffs. Down
every gully in those cliffs crowded more trees, rowan and holly and
birch, the thickly wooded clefts seeming to hang from the silver
mountain-crests like the ropes that held down the thatch of his
parents' cottage. Willow and alder lined every small stream, and
along the roadways, on the slopes, bordering the moorland stretches
and sheltering every cottage and sheep-cote, were trees and more
trees, all in the russet and gold and rich red of autumn, backed
with the black glint of holly and the dark accent of the pines.
Along the track where they rode the hazel-nuts dropped ripe from
their fringed calyxes, and under the silver webs of autumn late
blackberries glinted like garnets. Gareth pointed excitedly to a
burnished slow-worm pouring itself away into the bracken, and
Mordred saw small deer watching them from the ferns at the edge of
the forest, as still and dappled as the forest floor where they
stood. Once, when their road led them over a high pass, and
between the crests of the hills the country opened on a blue
distance, Mordred checked his horse, staring. It was the first time
he had seen so far with no sea visible. For miles and miles the
only water was the small tarns that winked in the hanging valleys,
and the white of streams running down through the grey rock to feed
them. Hill after blue hill rose into the distance where a great
chain of mountains lifted to one square-topped and white. Mountain
or cloud? It was the same. This was the mainland, the kingdom of
the kingdoms, the stuff of dreams. One of the guard closed in then, with a smile and a
word, and Mordred moved back into the troop. Afterwards he was to have only the haziest
recollections of his first sojourn in Rheged. The castle was huge,
crowded, grand and troubled. The boys were handed straight to the
king's sons; in fact the sharp impression was of being bundled out
of the way while some crisis, never fully explained to them, was
sorted out. King Urbgen, perfectly courteous, was abstracted and
brief; Queen Morgan did not appear at all. It seemed that recently
she had been kept in a seclusion that almost amounted to
imprisonment. "Something about a sword," said Gawain, who had
managed to overhear a conversation in the guardroom. "The High
King's sword. She took it from Camelot while he was abroad, and put
a substitute in its place." "Not just the sword," said Gaheris. "She took a
lover, and gave the sword to him. But the High King killed him just
the same, and now King Urbgen wants to put her away." "Who told you that? Surely our uncle would never let
him use his sister so, whatever she had done." "Oh, yes. Because of the sword, which was treachery.
So the High King will let him put her away," said Gaheris eagerly.
"As for the lover-" But at this point Gabran came across the courtyard
to them, with a summons to the stables, and even Gaheris, not famed
for his tact, thought it better to postpone the discussion for the
time being. They found out a little more, but only a little,
from Urbgen's two sons. They were grown men, sons by the king's
first marriage, seasoned fighters who had at first taken pride in
their father's alliancewith Arthur's young sister, but now wished
her gone, and were ready to support Urbgen's petition to have the
marriage set aside. The truth, it appeared, was this. Morgan, tied by
marriage to a man many years her senior, had taken as lover one of
Arthur's Companions, a man called Accolon, brave, ambitious and
high-spirited. Him she had persuaded, while Arthur was abroad from
Camelot, to steal his great sword Caliburn, that men called the
sword of Britain, and carry it to Rheaed, leaving in its place a
substitute fashioned secretlv by some creature of Morgan's in the
north. What the queen intended was never satisfactorily
explained. She cannot have thought that young Accolon, even with
Urbgen out of the way the sword of Britain in his hand, and Morgan
married to him, could ever have been able to supplant Arthur as
High King. It was more probable that she had used her lover to
lurther her own ambition, and that the tale she eventually told to
Urbnen was truthful in the main. She had had dreams, she said,
which had led her to expect Arthur's sudden death abroad. So, to
forestall the chaos following on this, she had taken it upon
herself to secure the symbolic sword of Britain for King Urbgen,
that tried and brilliant veteran of a dozen battles, and husband of
Arthur's only legitimate sister. True, Arthur himself had declared
the Duke of Cornwall to be his heir, but Duke Cador was dead, and
his son Constantine still a child. . . . So went the tale. As for the substitution of a
worthless copy for the royal sword, that, she alleged, had only
been a device to help the theft. The sword hung habitually above
the King's chair in the Round Hall at Camelot, and nowadays was
taken down only for ceremony, or for battle. The copy had been hung
there only to deccive the eye. But from it might have come tragedy.
Arthur had returned unharmed from his travels, and Accolon, afraid for himself and Morgan should the
theft be discovered, challenged the King to fight, and with his own
good sword attacked Arthur armed only with the brittle copy of
Caliburn. The outcome of that fight was already part of the growing
legend of the King. In spite of his treacherous advantage Accolon
had been killed, and Morgan, afraid now of the vengeance of both
brother and husband, declared to all who would listen that the
fight was none of her making, but only Accolon's, and since he was
dead, no one could contradict her. If she mourned her dead lover,
she did so in secret. To those who would listen she deplored his
folly, and protested her devotion -mistaken, she admitted, but real
and deep - to her brother Arthur and to her own lord. Hence the turmoil in the castle. No decisions had
been made as yet. The lady Nimue, successor to Merlin as Arthur's
adviser, and (it was said) to Merlin's power, had come north to
recover the sword. Her message was uncompromising. Arthur was not
prepared to forgive his sister for what he saw as treachery; and
should Urbgen wish to avenge the betrayal of his bed, he had the
King's leave to use his faithless queen as he saw fit. As yet the King of Rheged had barely trusted himself
to talk with his wife, let alone judge her. The lady Nimue was
still housed in Luguvallium, though not in the castle itself;
somewhat to Urbgen's relief she had declined his offer of
hospitality, and was lodged in the town. Urbgen had had enough (as
he confided to his sons) of women and their dabblings in dreams and
sorcery. He would have liked to refuse Morgause's visit, but there
were no grounds on which he could do so, and besides, he was
curious to see "the witch of Orkney" and her sons. So the great
King Urbgen steered his way cautiously between Nimue and Morgause,
allowing the latter to visit and talk with her sister at will, and
praying that the former, now that her business in the north was
concluded, would leave Luguvallium without too embarrassing a
confrontation with her old enemy Morgause. Chapter 11 After supper on the third night of their visit,
Mordred, avoiding the other boys, walked back alone from the hall
to the rooms where the princes were housed. His way took him
through a strip of land which lay between the main block of the
castle buildings and the river. Here lay a garden, planted and tended for Queen
Morgan's pleasure; her windows looked out over beds of roses and
flowering shrubs, and lawns that edged the water. Now the stalks of
dead lilies stood up in a tangle of sweetbriar and leafless
honeysuckle, and fungus rings showed dark green on the grass. Marks
on the walls beside the queen's windows showed where the cages of
her singing birds had hung before being carried indoors for the
winter. Swans idled at the river's edge, no doubt waiting for the
food the queen had brought them in less troubled days, and a pair
of snow-white peacocks had flown to roost, like great ghosts, in a
tall pine tree. In summer no doubt the place was pretty and full of
scent and colour and the songs of birds, but now, in the chill damp
of an autumn evening, it looked deserted and sad, and smelled of
unswept leaves and river-mud. But Mordred lingered, fascinated by this new example
of mainland luxury he had never seen a garden before, never even
imagined that a piece of land could be carefully designed and
planted simply for beauty, and its owner's pleasure. Earlier he had
caught a glimpse, from a window, of a statue looking like a ghost
against a dark tangle of leaves. He set himself to explore. The statue was strange, too. A girl, airily draped,
stooped as if to pour water from a foreign-looking shell into a
stone basin below her. The only statues he had seen before were the
crude gods of the islands, stones with watching eyes. This girl was
lovely, and almost real. The dusk made gentle shadows of the grey
lichen that patched her arms and gown. The fountain was dry now,
the shell empty, but the stone bowl was still filled with water and
the remains of the Summer's water-lilies. Below the blackened
leaves he could just see, dimly, the sluggish movement of fish. He left the dead fountain, and trod softly across
the lawn towards the riverbank and the floating swans. There,
facing the river and hidden from the palace windows by a brick wall
thick with vines, was an arbour, a charming place, paved with
mosaic work and furnished with a curved stone bench whose ends were
richly carved with grapes and cupids. Something was lying on the bench. He went across to
look. It was an embroidery frame, holding its square of linen half
worked with a pretty design of strawberries twined in their leaves
and flowers. He picked it up curiously, to find that the linen was
sodden, and marked by the stone where it had lain. It must have
been there for some time, forgotten. He was not to know that Queen
Morgan herself had dropped it when, here in their usual
trysting-place, the news had been brought to her of her lover's
death. She had not been in the garden since that day. Mordred laid the spoiled linen back on the seat, and
recrossed the lawn to the path below the windows. As he did so a
light was kindled in one of them, and voices came clearly. One of
these, raised in distress or anger, was unfamiliar, but the other,
answering it, was the voice of Morgause. He caught the words "ship"
and "Camelot," and then "the princes," and at that, without even
pausing to think about it, he left the path and stepped up close to
the wall under the window, listening. The windows were unglazed,
but set high in the wall, a few spans above his head. He could hear
only in snatches, as the women raised their voices or moved nearer
the window. Morgan -for the first voice proved to be hers -seemed
to be pacing the chamber, restless, and half-distraught. She was speaking. "If he puts me away ... if he
dares! I, the High King's own sister! Whose only fault is that she
was led astray by care for her brother's kingdom and love of her
lord! Could I help it if Accolon was mad for love of me? Could I
help it if he attacked Arthur? All that I did -" "Yes, yes, you have told me that tale already."
Morgause was unsympathetic and impatient. "Spare me, I beg you! But
have you managed to make Urbgen believe it?" "He will not speak with me. If I could only come to
him - " Morgause interrupted again, amusement veiling contempt.
"Why wait? You are Queen of Rheged, and you keep telling whoever
will listen that you deserve nothing of your lord but gratitude and
a little forgiveness for folly. So why hide away here? If I were
you, sister, I would put on my finest gown, and the queen's crown
of Rheged, and go into the hall, attended, when he is at meat, or
in council. He will have to listen to you then. If he is still
undecided about it, he won't risk slighting Arthur's sister in open
court." "With Nimue there?" asked Morgan bitterly. "Nimue?" Morgause sounded considerably startled.
"Merlin's trollop? Is she still here?" "Yes, she's still here. And she's a queen now, too,
sister, so watch your tongue! She married Pelleas since the old
enchanter died, didn't you know? She sent the sword south, but she
stayed on, lodging somewhere in the town. I suppose he didn't tell
you that? Just holds his tongue and hopes you won't meet!" A
shrill, edged laugh as Morgan turned away again. "Men! By Hecate,
how I despise them! They have all the power, and none of the
courage. He's afraid of her . . . and of me . . . and of you, too,
I don't doubt! Like a big dog among spitting cats.... Oh, well,
perhaps you're right. Perhaps-" The rest was lost. Mordred waited, though the
subject held small interest for him. The outcome of the queen's
trespass and the king's anger concerned him not at all. But he a,
as intrigued by what he had heard of Morgan's reputation, and by
the easy mention of great names that until now had only been the
stuff of lamplight tales. In a minute or so, when he could distinguish words
again, he did hear something that made him prick up his ears.
Morgause was speaking. "When Arthur gets home will you go to see
him?" "Yes. I have no choice. He has sent for me, and they
tell me that Urbgen is making arrangements for iny escort. "Guard, do you mean?' "And if I do, you should you smile, Morgause? What
do you call your escort of king's soldiers that is taking sou south
at Arthur's orders?" There was spite in her voice. Morgause reacted to it
swiftly. "That is rather different. I never played my lord false
-" "Ha! Not after he married you, at any rate!"' " -nor proved traitor to Arthur." "No?" Morgan's laugh was wild. "Traitor, well, no!
Traitor isn't quite the word, is it? And he wasn't your king at the
time, I grant you that!" "I prefer not to understand you, sister. You can
hardly mean to accuse me " "Oh, come, Morgause! everyone knows about that now!
And here, in this very castle! Well, all right, it's a long time
yo. But you surely don't think he's sent for you now for old times'
sake? You can't be deluding yourself that he'll want vou near him.?
Even with Merlin gone, Arthur won't want you back at court. Depend
on it, all he wants is the children, and once he has them-" "He won't touch Lot's children." Morgause's voice
was raised for the first time, edged and sharp. "Even he would not
dare! And why should he? Whatever quarrel lay between him and Lot
in the past, Lot died fighting under the Dragon banner, and Arthur
will honour his sons in consequence. He must support Gawain's
claims, he can do no other. He will not dare let it be said that he
is finishing the murder of the children." Morgan was right beside the window. Her voice,
pitched low, and rather breathless, was nevertheless quite clear.
"Finishing? He never began it. Oh, don't look like that. Everyone
knows that, too. It was not Arthur who had the babies massacred.
No, nor Merlin, either. Don't pretend to me, Morgause." There was a slight pause, then Morgause spoke with
her old indifference. "Past history, like the other thing. And for
what you said just now, if all he wanted was the boys, he need not
have sent for me at all, only for them. But no, I am ordered to
bring them myself to him at Camelot. And call it what you like, the
escort is a royal one.... You will see, sister, that I shall take
my rightful place again, and my sons with me." "And the bastard? What do you imagine will happen
to him? Or should I say, what do you plan to do with him?" "Plan?" Morgan's voice rose in sudden triumph. "Ah, yes,
that's different, isn't it' That hit the center. There's danger
there, Morgause, and you know it. You may tell what tale you like,
but you only have to look at him to guess the truth. .". . So, the
murder's out, and what happens now? Merlin foretold what would come
of it if you let him live. The massacre may be past history, but
who's to say what Arthur will do, now that he's found him at
last?" The sentence broke off as somewhere a door opened
and shut. Footsteps sounded, and a servant's voice with some
message, then the two queens moved away from the window. Someone
else, the servant probably, came to the window and leaned out.
Mordred kept close by the vvall, in the deep shadow. He waited,
perfectly still, till the oblong cast by the lighted window showed
empty and bright on the lawn, then ran silently to the
sleeping-chamber he shared with the other boys. His pallet - he slept alone here -lay nearest the
door, separated from the others by a stone buttress. Beyond the
buttress Gawain lay with Gareth. Both were already asleep. From the
far side of the chamber Agravain said something in a whisper, and
Gaheris grunted and turned over. Mordred muttered a "Good night,"
then, without disrobing, drew a coverlet over himself and lay down
to wait. He lax, rigid in the darkness, trying to school his
racing thoughts and calm his breathing. He had been right, then.
The chance that had taken him through the garden had proved it. He
was not being taken south in honour, as a prince, but for some
purpose he could not guess at, but which would almost certainly be
dangerous. lmprisonment, perhaps, or even - the shrill malice of
Morgan's voice made this seem possible - death at the hands of the
High King. Morgause's patronage, for which until the night in the
stillroom he had been grateful, seemed likely to prove useless. She
would be powerless to protect him, and had in fact sounded
indifferent. He turned his head on the hard pillow, listening. No
sound from the others except the soft regular breathing of slumber.
Outside, the castle was still awake. The gates would still be open,
but would soon be shut and guarded for the night. Tomorrow would
see him back under escort with the Orkney party, bound for the
ship, and Camelot, and whatever awaited him there. The Orc might
not even dock again before putting in to Ynys Witrin, where
Arthur's ally King Melwas held the island for the King. If he was
to escape, it must be now. He was hardly aware of the moment when the decision
was made. It seemed to be there ready, inevitable, awaiting only
the moment. He sat up cautiously, pushing the coverlet back. He
found his hands were shaking, and was angry. He was used to running
alone, wasn't he? He had in a sense been alone all his life, and he
would shift alone for himself again. There were no ties to break.
The only tie of affection he had ever known had been swallowed by
the flames on that night so many years ago. Now he was the wolf
outside the pack; he was Mordred, and Mordred depended on Mordred,
and on no man else, nor -and it was a relief to be rid of a
half-suspicious gratitude at last -on any woman. He slid off the bed, and in a minute or two had
gathered his things together. A cloak of thick russet wool, his
belt and weapon, the precious drinking horn, the kidskin pouch with
the coins carefully saved over the years. He was in his best
clothes: the rest were still on hoard the Orc, but that could not
be helped. He piled the bedding so that, at a glance, it looked as
if a sleeper was there, then let himself softly out of the room,
and, heart beating high, found his way through the maze of empty
corridors to the courtyard. All unknowing he passed the very room
where the young Arthur had begotten him on his half-sister
Morgause. The courtyard, though well lighted at all times, was
usually fairly empty at this time of night, when supper was done
and men had gone to bed, or to the dice games round the fires. The
guards would be there, and a foraging hound or two, but Mordred
thought he could depend on slipping out through the shadows when
the men's attention was elsewhere. Tonight, though, late as the hour was, there was
still a good deal of activity. A few men in servants' livery were
standing around near the steps that led down from the main door of
the castle. Among them were two whom Mordred recognized as the
king's chief chamberlains. One of these, with a gesture, sent a
couple of servants running with torches to the main gateway. This
stood wide open, and the men ran through it to wait outside,
lighting the way to the bridge. A light in one of the stables, and
the sound of trampling hoofs and men's voices, indicated that
horses were being saddled there. Mordred drew back into the shadow of a deep doorway.
The first shock of dismay gave way to hope. If guests were leaving
the castle as late as this, he might be able, in the general coming
and going, to slip out unremarked among their servants. A stir and bustle at the head of the castle steps
heralded the king's appearance there. He came out with his two
sons, all three still dressed as they had been in the hall at
supper time. There was a lady with them. Mordred, who had not yet
seen Queen Morgan, wondered for a moment if this could be she, but
this lady was dressed for travel, and her manner was by no means
that of an erring wife who doubted her lord's forgiveness. She was
young, and apparently unescorted save for a couple of armed
servants, but she bore herself as if she was accustomed to
deference, and it seemed to the watching boy that King Urbgen, as
he spoke to her, inclined himself with a kind of respect. He was
protesting something, perhaps asking her to defer her departure
until a better time, but not (thought Mordred shrewdly) pressing it
too hard. She thanked him with charm and decision, gave her hand to
the two princes, then came swiftly down the steps as the horses
were brought from the stable. She passed quite close to Mordred's doorway, and he
caught a glimpse of her face. She was young, and beautiful, but
with a force and edge to her that, even in repose, was chilling.
The veil that covered her dark hair was held in place by a narrow
coronet of gold. A queen, yes. But more than that. Mordred knew
straight away who this must be: Nimue, lover and successor to
Merlin the King's enchanter; Nimue, the "other Merlin," the witch
whom, for all their angry spite, he guessed that both Arthur's
sisters feared. Urbgen himself put her up on her horse. The two
armed attendants mounted. She spoke again, smiling now, and
apparently reassuring him about something. She reached her hand
down to him, and he kissed it and stood back. She wheeled her horse
towards the gate, but even as it started forward she reined in. Her
head went up, and she looked around her. She did not see Mordred;
he had pressed himself well back out of sight; but she said
sharply, to the king: "King Urbgen, these two men leave with me, and no
one else. See the gates shut after me, and set guards on your
guest-chambers. Yes, I see you understand me. Keep an eye to the
hen harrier and her brood. I have had a dream that one of them was
fledged already, and flying. If you value Arthur's love, keep the
cage locked, and see that they come safely to his hand." She gave Urbgen no time to reply. Her heel moved,
and her horse sprang forward. The two servants followed her. The
king, staring after her, pulled himself out of some unpleasant
abstraction, and snapped an order. The torchbearers came running
in, and the gates creaked shut. Bars went down with a crash. The
guards, with their lord's eye on them, stayed watchfully at
attention. He spoke a few words with the captain on duty, then with
his sons went back into the castle. The chamberlains and servants
followed. Mordred waited no longer. He dodged back through the
shadows and made for the nearest door that would take him to the
boys' side of the castle. This was a door giving on a corridor
lined with workshops and storerooms. Here, at this hour, no one was
about. He slipped through, and then ran. His first thought was only to get back to his
bedchamber before the guard was set on it, but as he ran up the
corridor and saw the rows of doors, some locked, some latched only,
some standing wide, he realized that here might be another way of
escape. The windows. The rooms on his left looked straight out over
the river bank. The windows would be high, but not too high for an
active boy to jump from, and as for the river, it would not be a
pleasant crossing at this season, but it could be made. He might
even be lucky, and find the bridge unwatched. He checked, glancing in through the nearest open
door. Useless, the window was barred. The next door was padlocked.
The third was shut, but not locked. He pushed it open and went
cautiously inside. It was a storeroom of sorts, but with a strange
smell to it, and full of strange sounds, small uneasy stirrings and
twitterings and the occasional cheep and flutter. Of course. The
queen's birds. The cages were housed here. He gave them barely a
glance. The window was unbarred, but narrow. Too narrow? He ran to
it. One of the cages stood on the wedge-shaped sill. He seized it
in both hands to lift it to the floor. Something hissed like a viper, spat, and slashed.
The boy dropped the cage and jumped back, the back of his hand laid
open. He clapped it to his mouth and tasted the spurt of salt
blood. From the cage two blazing lamps glared green, and a low,
threatening snarl began to rise towards a shriek. The wildcat. It crouched at the very back of the
cage, terrifying, terrified. The small, flattened ears were laid
back, invisible in the bristling fur. Every fang showed. A paw was
still raised, armed and ready. Mordred, furious at the fright and the pain, reacted
as he had been trained. His knife whipped out. At the sight of the
blade the wildcat - instinct or recognition, it was the same
-sprang immediately, furiously, and the armed paw raked out through
the bars. Again and again it slashed, pressed against the cage
wall, staying at the attack. Its paws and breast were bloody, but
not with the boy's blood; someone had jammed a dead rat between the
bars; the cat had eaten none of it, but the blood had splashed and
congealed, and the cage stank. Mordred slowly lowered his knife. He knew -what
Orkney peasant did not? - a good deal about wildcats, and he knew
how this one had been caught, after the dam and the rest of the
brood were slaughtered. So here it was - it was little more than a
kitten -so small, so fierce, so brave, caged and stinking for a
queen's pleasure. And what pleasure? They could never tame it, he
knew. It would be teased and made to fight, matched maybe with dogs
that it would blind and then maul before they killed it. Or it
would simply refuse food, and die. The rat had not been
touched. The window was far too narrow to let him through.
For a moment he stood, sucking the blood from his hand, fighting
down the disappointment that threatened to turn too shamefully to
fear. Then with an effort he took command of himself. There would
be another chance. It was a long way to Camelot. Once outside the
castle, let them see if they could keep him prisoner. Let them try
to harm him. Like the cat, he was no tame beast to wait caged for
death to come to him. He could fight. The cat slashed again, but could not reach him.
Mordred looked around him, saw a forked pole, the sort the
harvesters used for catching vipers, and with that lifted the cage
and turned it with the door-hatch towards the window. The cage
filled almost the whole space. He pushed the pole into the loop,
and carefully raised the wicker hatch. The carcass of the rat rose
with it, and the cat struck again, spitting, at this new moving
danger. It found itself striking into air. For two long minutes it
stayed perfectly still, no movement but the ripple of fur and the
twitch of a tail, then slowly, stalking freedom as it would stalk
its prey it crept to the edge of the basket, to the edge of the
sill, and looked down. He did not see it go. One moment it was there, a
prisoner, the next gone into the free night. The other prisoner dragged the cage back from the
window that was too small for him, threw it to the floor, and put
the pole carefully back where he had found it. *** THERE WAS ALREADY A GUARD ON THE BEDCHAMBER DOOR. HE
moved his weapon to the ready, then, seeing who approached him,
shifted uncertainly and grounded the spear again. Mordred, expecting this, had slung the russet cloak
round him, and underneath it clutched his effects close to him,
hiding his injured hand. The guard could see nothing in his face
except cool surprise. "A guard? What's this, has something happened?" "King's orders, sir." The man was wooden. "Orders to keep me out? Or in?" "Oh, in -well, that is, I mean to say, to look
after you, like, sir." The man cleared his throat, ill at ease, and
tried again. "I thought you was all in there, asleep. You been with
your lady queen, then, maybe?" "Ah. King's orders to report on our movements, too?"
Mordred let a moment of silence hang, while the man fidgeted, then
he smiled. "No, I was not with Queen Morgause. Do you always ask
the king's guests where they spend their nights?" The man's mouth opened slowly Mordred read it all
easily: surprise, amusement, complicity. He slipped his free hand
into the pouch at his belt and took out a coin. They had been
speaking softly, but he lowered his voice still further. "You won't
tell anyone?" The man's face relaxed into something like a grin.
"Indeed, no, sir. Excuse me, I'm sure. Thank you, sir. Good night,
sir." Mordred slipped past him and let himself quietly into the
bedchamber. For all his caution, he found Gawain awake, up on an
elbow, and reaching for his dagger. "Who's that?" "Mordred. Keep your voice down. It's all right." "Where've you been' I thought vou were in bed and
asleep." Mordred did not reply. He had a habit of quenching
silences. He had discovered that if you failed to answer an awkward
question, people rarely asked it twice. He did not know that this
was a discovery normally only made in later life, and by some
weaker natures not at all. He crossed to his bedplace, and, once
hidden by the buttress, dropped his bundle on the bed, and his
cloak after it. Gawain was not to know that under the cloak he had
been fully dressed. "I thought I heard voices," whispered Gawain.
"They've set a guard on the door. I was talking to him." "Oh."
Gawain, as Mordred calculated, did not sound particularly
interested. He probably did not realize that it was the first time
in Rheged that such a guard had been set. He would be assuming,
too, that Mordred had merely been out to the privy. He lay back.
"That must have been what woke me. What's the time?" "Must be well after midnight." Mordred, winding a
kerchief round his injured hand, said softly: "And we have to make
an early start in the morning. Best get some sleep now. Good
night." After a while Mordred slept, too. Half a league
away, in the edge of the vast tract of woodland that was called the
Wild Forest, a young wildcat settled into the crotch of an enormous
pine tree and began washing its fur clean of the smell of
captivity. Chapter 12 In the morning it was apparent that Nimue's warning
had been extended to their escort. The soldiers saw to it that the
Orkney party stayed together, and, with the greatest possible tact,
made the close guardianship seem an honour. Morgause took it as
such, and so did the four younger princes, who rode at ease,
talking gaily with the guard and laughing, but Mordred, with a good
horse under him and the open stretches of mainland moor beckoning
from either side of the road, fretted and was silent. All too soon they reached the harbour. The first
thing to be noticed was that the Orc rode alone at the wharfside.
The Sea Dragon, explained the escort's captain, had suffered only
slight storm damage, so had held on her way south; he and the armed
escort were to sail with the party in the Orc. Morgause, annoyed,
but beginning to be apprehensive and so not daring to show it,
acquiesced perforce, and they boarded the ship. This was now a
little too crowded for comfort, but the winds had abated, and the
passage out of the Ituna Estuary and southward along the coast of
Rheged was smooth and even enjoyable. The boys spent their time on deck, watching the
hilly land slide past. Gulls slanted and cried behind the ship.
Once they threaded a fleet of fishing boats, and once saw, in a
small inlet of the hilly coast, some men on ponies herding cattle
("Probably stolen," said Agravain, sounding approving rather than
otherwise), but apart from that, no sign of life. Morgause did not
appear. The sailors taught the boys to tie knots, and Gareth tried
to play on a little flute one of them had made from reeds. They all
improvised fishing lines, and had some success, and in consequence
ate good meals of fresh-baked fish. The princes were in wild
spirits at the adventure, and at the dazzling prospect, as they saw
it, in store for them. Even Mordred managed at times to forget the
cloud of fear. The only fly in the ointment was the silence of the
escort. The boys questioned the soldiers - the princes with
innocent curiosity, Mordred with careful guile but the men and
their officers were as uncommunicative as the royal envoy had been.
About the High King's orders or plans for their future they learned
nothing. So for three days. Then, with the ship's master
cocking a worried eye aloft at the suddenly moody canvas, the Orc
put into Segontium, on the coast of Wales just across from Mona's
Isle. This was a much bigger place than the little Rheged
port. Caer y n'a Von, or Segontium, as it had been in Roman times,
was a big military garrison, recently rebuilt to at least half its
old strength. The fortress lay on the stony hillside above the
town, and beyond that again rose the foothills and then the
cloud-holding heights of Y Wyddfa, the Snow Hill. To seaward,
across a narrow channel as blue in the sunshine as sapphire, lay
the golden fields and magic stones of Mona, isle of druids. The boys lined the ship's rail, staring and eager.
At length Morgause came out of her cabin. She looked pale and ill,
even after such a smooth and easy voyage. ("Because she's a witch,
you see," said Gareth, proudly, to the escort's captain.) When the
ship's master told her that they must wait in harbour for a change
of wind, she said thankfully that she would not sleep on board, and
her chamberlain was sent across to engage rooms at the wharfside
inn. This was a prosperous, comfortable place, and good rooms were
forthcoming. The party went cheerfully on shore. They were there for four days. The queen kept to her
rooms with the women. The boys were allowed to explore the town,
or, still carefully watched, to go down to the shore to hunt for
crabs and shellfish. The second time they set out, Mordred, as if
on an impulse of boredom, turned back. Though he did not say so
within his brothers' hearing, he let the two guards see that
crab-hunting offered no amusement to a boy who had done it for a
living only a few years ago. He left them to it, and went alone
into the town, then, hiding his eagerness, sauntered at an easy
pace along the track that climbed away from the houses and led past
the fortress walls towards the distant heights of Y Wyddfa. The air was dazzlingly clear after the night's
frost. The stones were already warm. He sat down. To any watcher he
would appear to be enjoying the view and the sunshine. In fact he
was looking carefully about him at the prospect of escape. Above him, in the distance, a boy tended a flock of
sheep. Their tracks seamed the face of the hill. Higher, beyond the
slopes of stony pasture, lay a wood, the outskirts of the forest
that swept up to clothe the flanks of the Snow Hill. A gap in the
trees showed where a road led eastward. There lay the way. The road would surely join the
famous Sarn Elen, the causeway that led down to Deva and the inland
kingdoms. He could lose himself there, easily. He had all his money
on him, and, with last night's frost as an excuse, had brought his
cloak. A pebble rattled on the path. He looked round, to
see, barely a dozen paces away, the two guards standing, at ease,
ostensibly gazing idly into the distance towards the beach below
the town. But their pose was alert, and from time to time their
glances came his way. It was the same two men who had accompanied the
princes to the shore. Now, small in the distance, he could see his
brothers, easily recognizable among the other crab-catchers on the
beach. He looked for their escort, and saw none. The men had left the other boys to their pastime,
and had followed him quietly up the hillside. The conclusion was
inescapable. The guards were for him alone. An emotion that the caged wildcat would have
recognized swelled burstingly in Mordred's breast, and into his
throat. He wanted to shout, to lash out, to run. To run. He jumped to his feet. Instantly the men
were moving, casually, towards him. They were young and fit. He
could never outdistance them. He stood still. "Time to be going back, young sir," said one of them
pleasantly. "Nearly dinner time, I reckon." "Your brothers are going in," said the other,
pointing. "Look, sir, you can see them from here. Shall we go down
now?" Mordred's face was still as stone. His eyes betrayed nothing
of the emotion that filled him. Something that no wild animal - and
few men -would have understood kept him silent and apparently
indifferent. In two deep and steadying breaths he willed the fear
and with it the furious disappointment to spill from him. He could
almost feel it draining from his fingertips like blood. In its
place came the faintest tremor of released tension, and then, into
the emptiness, the calm of his habitual control. He nodded to the men, said something distant and
polite, and walked back to the inn between them. He tried again next day. The princes, tired of the shore and the town, were
avid to visit the great fortress on the hillside, but this their
mother would not consider. Indeed, the escort's captain said flatly
that even princes of Orkney would not be allowed within the gates.
The place was fortified and always held in readiness. "For what?" asked Gawain. The man nodded at the sea.
"Irish?" "Picts, Irish, Saxons. Anyone." "Is King Maelgon here himself?" "No." "Which is Wacsen's Tower?" The idle-sounding
question came from Mordred. "Whose tower?" demanded Agravain. "Macsen's. Someone spoke of it yesterday." The
someone had been one of his guards, who had remarked that the site
of the tower was well up on the hillside, not far below the
wood. The captain pointed. "It's up there. You can't see
it now, though, it's a ruin." "Who was Macsen?" asked Gareth. "Do they teach you nothing in Orkney?" The man was
indulgent. "He was Emperor of Britain, Magnus Maximus, a Spaniard
by birth - " "Of course we know that," interrupted Gawain. "We
are related to him. He was Emperor of Rome, and it was his sword
that Merlin raised for the High King: Caliburn, the King's sword of
Britain. Everyone knows that! Our mother is descended from him,
through King Uther." "Then should we not visit the tower?" asked
Mordred. "It's not inside the fortress, so surely anyone can go?
Even if it's ruined -" "Sorry." The captain shook his head. "Too far.
Against orders." "Orders?" Gawain was beginning to bristle, but
Agravain spoke across him, rudely, to Mordred. "Anyway, why should you want to go? You're not
Macsen's kin! We are! We are royal through our mother as well." "Then if I am bastard Lothian, you can count
yourselves bastard Macsen," snapped Mordred, fear and tension
breaking suddenly into fury, and careless for once of his
tongue. He was safe enough. The twins, loyal to their
boyhood rule of silence where their mother was concerned, would
never have thought of repeating the insult to Morgause. Their
methods were more direct. After a startled pause of sheer surprise,
they yelled with rage and fell on Mordred, and the pent-up energies
of seaboard suddenly exploded in a very pretty dog-fight all round
the inn yard. After they had been pulled apart and then beaten for
fighting, the queen was so angry at the disturbance that she
forbade any more excursions from the inn. So no one got to Macsen's
Tower, and the boys had to content themselves with knucklebones and
mock fights and storytelling; children's ploys, said Mordred, this
time with open contempt, still smarting, and stayed away. The next day, quite suddenly in the evening, the
wind changed, and blew strongly again from the north. Under the
watchful eye of the escort the party reembarked, and the Orc made
quickly south with a steady wind until she could turn in from the
open weather to the quiet waters of the Severn Sea. The water was
like glass. "Right to the Glass Isle," said the master, "I do
assure you." And the shallow-draughted Orc did indeed sail in on an
estuary mirror-smooth, with the oars out for the last stretch to
take the little ship clear up to the wharf of Ynys Witrin, the Isle
of Glass, almost in the shadow of the palace walls of Melwas, its
king. *** MELWAS'S PALACE WAS LITTLE MORE THAN A LARGE HOUSE
SET in the flat meadowland rimming the largest of the three sister
islands called Ynys Witrin. Two of the islands were hills, low and
green, that rose gently from the encircling water. The third was
the Tor, a high, cone-shaped hill symmetrical as an artefact, and
girdled at its base with apple orchards where wisps of smoke
proclaimed the cottages of the village that was Melwas's capital.
It towered above the surrounding water-logged flatland of the
Summer Country like a great beacon. This, in fact, was one of its
functions; a beacon turret stood at the very, top of the Tor, the
nearest signal point to Camelot itself. From that summit, the boys
were told, those walls and shining towers might be seen quite close
and clearly, across the glassy reaches of the Lake. King Melwas's own fortress lay just below the Tor's
summit. The approach to it was a winding road, steeply cut
from the gravel of the hill. In winter, men said, the mud made it
all but impossible to get to the top. But then in winter there was
no fighting. The king and his company stayed in the comfort of the
lakeside mansion, and their days were filled with hunting, which
was mostly, in that sodden Summer Country, wildfowling in the
marshes. These stretched away to southward, with their glinting
waters only occasionally broken by the willow islands and the
alder-set reedbeds where the marshdwellers had built their raised
hovels. King Melwas received the party kindly. He was a big,
brown-bearded man, with a high colour and a red, full-lipped mouth.
His attitude to Morgause was one of open admiration. He greeted her
with the ceremonial kiss of welcome, and if this was a shade too
prolonged, Morgause made no objection. When she presented her sons
the king was warm in his welcome of them, and rather warmer in his
praise of the woman who had borne so handsome a tribe. Mordred, as
always, was presented last. If, during the formal greetings, the
king's look came back rather too often to the tall boy standing
behind the other princes, no one but the boy himself seemed to
notice. Then Melwas, with another lingering look, turned back to
Morgause, with the news that a courier awaited her from the High
King. "A courier?" Morgause was sharp. "To me, the King's
sister' You must mean one of his knights? With an escort for us?"
But no; it seemed that the go-between was merely one of the royal
couriers, who, waiting duly on Morgause, gave Arthur's message
briefly and with little ceremony. Morgause and her party were to
remain on Ynys Witrin until the following day, when they were to
ride, with an escort sent by Arthur, to Camelot. There the King
would receive them in the Round Hall. The younger boys, excited and barely controllable,
noticed nothing amiss, but Gawain and Mordred could see how anger
fought with growing apprehension in her as she questioned the man
sharply. "He said nothing more, madam," repeated the
courier. "Only that he desired your presence tomorrow in the Round
Hall. Until then, you will stay here. The Lady Nimue, madam? No,
she has not yet returned from the north. That is all I know." He bowed and went. Gawain, puzzled and inclined to
be angry, started to speak, but his mother waved him to silence,
and stood for a while biting her lip and thinking. Then she turned
quickly to Gabran. "Have them call my women. They are to unpack our
clothes, and lay out the white robe for me, and the scarlet cloak.
Now, yes, now, man! Do you think I will stay here tamely overnight,
and go at his bidding to the Round Hall tomorrow? Do you not know
what that is? It's Arthur's council chamber, where judgments are
given. Oh, yes, I have heard of that hall, with its 'Perilous
Chair' for the wrong-doers and those with grievances against the
High King!" "But what peril can there be for you? You have done
him no wrong," said Gabran quickly. "Of course not!" snapped Morgause. "Which is why I
will not go like a suppliant or a wrong-doer, to he received in
front of the Council by my own brother! I will go now, tonight,
while he is in hall at supper with the Queen and all the court. Let
us see then if he intends to deny her state to the mother of - "
She stopped, and apparently changed what she had been going to say.
"To his sister and his sister's sons." "Madam, will they let you go?" "I am not a prisoner. How can they stop me, without
letting people see that I am ill used? Besides, the King's troop
has gone back to Camelot, has it not?" "Yes, madam, but King Melwas - " "After I am dressed, you may ask King Melwas to
come and see me." Gabran turned rather reluctantly to go. "Gabran." He stopped and turned. "Take the boys with
vou. Tell the women to get them ready. Their court clothes. I wvill
see to it that Melwas gives us horses and an escort." Her lips
thinned. "As long as we are guarded, Arthur cannot hold him
accountable. In any case, that is Melwas's danger, not ours. Now
go. You will not ride with us. You will follow with the rest
tomorrow." Gabran hesitated, then, catching her eye, bowed his
head and went from the room. It was not hard to guess what sort of persuasion she
used with Melwas. In the event, she got her way. Bv the brief
autumnal sunset the little party was riding across the causeway
that led eastwards across the Lake. Morgause rode a pretty grey
mare, richly harnessed with green and scarlet, and chiming with
bells. Mordred, to his great surprise, was given a handsome black
horse, well matched with the one Gawain rode. The armed escort sent
by Melwas clattered along, strung out alongside them on the narrow
causeway. At their backs the sun set in a furnace of molten brass
that died slowly to burnt green and purple. There was a chill to
the air, a touch of frost coming with the blue shadows of
twilight. The horses' hoofs scrunched up to a ridge of gravel,
and then the road lay ahead, a pale strip leading through the
watery wilderness of reeds and alders. Duck and wading birds fled
upwards with a clatter, the water rippling back from their wakes
like melted metal. Mordred's horse shook its head and the bridle
rang with silver. In spite of himself he felt his heart lift
suddenly with excitement. Then all at once someone exclaimed and
pointed. Ahead, at the summit of a thickly rising forest,
their bannered pinnacles catching the last of the sunset and
flaming up into the evening sky like torches, rose the towers of
Camelot. Chapter 13 It was a city set on a hill. Caer Camel was
flat-topped and very wide, but it stood up as conspicuously as the
Tor in the midst of that level or low-rolling countryside. Its
steep sides were ridged, horizontally, as if a gigantic plough had
been driven round the hill. These ridges were revetments and
ditches, designed to hinder attackers. At the crest of the ringed
hillside the fortress walls circled the summit like the crown on a
king's head. At two points, north-east and south-west, the massive
defense works were pierced by gates. Morgause's parry approached from the south-west,
towards the entrance called the King's Gate. They crossed a small
winding river, then followed the road as it curved steeply upwards
through thick trees. At the top, set in the corner of Camelot's
outer walls, stood the massive double gate, open still but guarded.
They halted while the escort's captain rode forward to exchange
words with the officer of the watch. Presently both men came back together to where
Morgause waited. "Madam." The officer made her a courteous
inclination. "You were not looked for until tomorrow. I have no
orders concerning your party. If you will wait here, I will send a
message up - " "The King is in hall?" "Madam, yes, he is at supper." "Then take me to him." "Madam, I cannot. If you -" "You know who I am?" The icy question was meant to
intimidate. "Of course, madam - " "I am the High King's sister, daughter of Uther
Pendragon. Am I to be kept here at the gate like a suppliant or a
courier?" A faint film of sweat showed on the man's forehead, but
he was not noticeably discomposed. "Of course not, madam, not here,
outside the gates. Please ride within. The men are coming now to
close them. But I'm afraid you must wait here while a message goes
up to the hall. I have my orders." "Very well. I won't make it hard for you. My
chamberlain will go to him." Morgause spoke firmly, flatly, as if
even now she had no doubt that her command would be obeyed. She
softened it with one of her prettiest smiles. Mordred saw that she
was nervous. Her mare, reading its rider's mood, fidgeted and
tossed its head till the golden tassels swung in a tangle. The officer, with apparent relief, agreed to this,
and after a word with his mistress the chamberlain went off between
two of the guards. Morgause's party rode up through the deep,
fortified archway of the King's Gate, and were halted just inside
it to wait. Behind them the great gates swung shut. The bars
clanged down into place. Overhead, along the battlemented walls,
went the tramp and stamp of sentries. Ironically enough these
sounds, which should have reminded Mordred forcibly that he was a
prisoner, still constrained to meet an unknown and doubtful fate,
hardly got through to him. He was too busy looking about him. This
was Camelot. Inside the gate a roadway led uphill towards the
walls of the palace. Poles were set at intervals along this road,
with torches hung in brackets to light the way. Midway up a
considerable slope the road forked, the left-hand way leading to a
gateway in the palace walls beyond which could be seen the tops of
trees, now bare. Another garden? Another prison made for a queen's
pleasure? The other branch of the road curled round under the palace walls to another, bigger gate
which must lead into the township. Above the wall could be
discerned the roofs and turrets of houses, shops and workshops
grouped around the market-place, with, beyond these again to the
north, the barracks and stables. The town gates were shut, and no
people were about except the sentries. "Mordred!" Mordred, startled out of his thoughts, looked up.
Morgause was beckoning. "Here, beside me." He urged his horse forward to her right. Gawain
started to move to her other side, but him she waved back. "Stay
with the others." Gawain, who, since the dog-fight in the inn yard,
had held aloof from Mordred, scowled as he reined back, but he said
nothing. None of the others spoke. Something of Morgause's tension
had communicated itself even to Gareth. She did not speak again,
but sat straight and still, staring at her horse's ears. Her hood
was back, her face expressionless and rather pale. Then it changed. Mordred, looking where she looked,
saw the chamberlain hurrying back with the two guards, and, some
way behind them, alone, a man coming down the road towards
them. From the sharp reaction of the gate guards he knew
who this must be, and that his coming was totally unexpected.
Against all precedent, Arthur the High King had come out alone, to
receive them at the outer gate of his fortress. The King stopped a few paces away and said shortly
to the guards: "Let them come." No ceremony of welcome. No offer of the kiss and
the handclasp and the smile. He stood by one of the torch-poles,
its light flickering on a face as cold and indifferent as that of a
judge. The chamberlain hurried to Morgause's side, but she
waved him back. "Mordred. Your hand, please." No more time for surprise. No more time for anything
except the one, overmastering apprehension. He slid from his horse,
threw the rein to a servant and helped the queen dismount. She held
his arm for a moment, tightly, looking up at him as if she would
have said something, then she let him go, but kept him close beside
her. Gawain, still scowling, pushed forward uninvited, and this
time was ignored. The other boys fell in behind, nervously.
Servants led the horses back. Arthur had still made no move.
Morgause, with a boy to either side of her, and the three younger
ones behind, went forward to meet the King. Mordred could never afterwards say what made the
first sight of the High King so impressive. No ceremony, no
attendants, none of the trappings of majesty and power; the man was
not even armed. He stood alone, cold, silent and formidable. The
boy stared. Here was a solitary man, dressed in a brown robe
trimmed with marten, dwarfed by the range of lighted buildings
behind him, by the trees that lined the roadway, by the spears of
the armed guards. But in fact, in all that ringing, frosty,
dusk-lit space, none of the party had eyes for anything but that
one man. Morgause went down on the frosty ground in front of
him, not in the deep reverence customary in the presence of the
High King, but kneeling. She lifted a hand, caught Mordred by the
arm, and pulled him down, too, to his knees. He felt a slight
tremor in her grip. Gawain, with the other boys, stayed standing.
Arthur had not even glanced at them. His attention was all for the
kneeling boy the bastard, his son, brought to his feet like a
suppliant, and staying there, head up and eyes darting every way,
like a wild thing wondering which way to run. Morgause was
speaking: "My lord Arthur, brother -you may imagine what a joy
it was to myself and my family when word came, after all these
years, that we might once more have sight of you, and visit your
court on the mainland. Who has not heard of the splendours of
Camelot, and marvelled at the tales of your victories, and of your
greatness as king of these lands? Greatness which, from that first
great fight at Luguvallium, l, and my lord King Lot, predicted for
you. . . . " She stole a look up at Arthur's unresponsive face.
She had deliberately moved straight onto dangerous ground. At
Luguvallium, Lot had tried first to betray Arthur, and then to
overthrow him, but it was then that he had lain with Morgause to
beget Mordred. Mordred, eyes cast down now and studying the frost
patterns on the ground in front of him, caught the moment of
uncertainty before she drew a quick breath and spoke again. "Perhaps between us - between you and Lot, and even
between you and myself, my brother, there have been things that
were better not recalled. But Lot was slain in your service, and
since then I have lived alone, quietly, in exile, but
uncomplaining, devoting myself to the care and rearing of my sons.
. . ." The faintest emphasis here, and another quick glance upward.
"Now, my lord Arthur, I have come at your command, and pray you for
your clemency towards us all." Still no reply from the King, nor any movement of
welcome. The light, pretty voice went on, the words like pebbles
striking against the silence. Mordred, his eyes still downcast,
felt something as strong as a touch, and looked up suddenly, to
find the King's eyes fixed on him. He met them for the first time,
eves which were at the same time curiously familiar, and yet
strange, charged with a look that sent a thrill through him, not of
fear, but as if something had struck him below the heart and left
him gasping. With the touch his fear was gone. Suddenly, and for
the first time since Morgause had veiled logic with threats and
sorcery, he saw clearly how foolish his fears had been. Why should
this man, this king, trouble to pursue the bastard of an enemy dead
these many years? It was beneath him. It was absurd. For Mordred
the air cleared at last, as if a foul mist, magic-crammed, had
blown aside. He was here in the fabled city, the center of the
mainland kingdoms. Long ago he had planned for this, dreamed of it,
schemed for it. He had tried, in the fear and distrust engendered
by Morgause, to escape from it, but here he had been brought, like
something destined for sacrifice to her Goddess of the black altar.
Now no thought of flight remained. All his old ambitions, his
boyhood dreams, flew back, lodged, crystallized. He wanted this, to
be part of this. Whatever it took to in a place in this king's
kingdoms, he would do it, be it.... Morgause was still speaking,
with an unaccustomed note of humility. Mordred, with the new cold
light illumining his brain, listened and thought: Every word she
says is a lie. No, not a lie, the facts are true enough, but
everything she is, everything she is trying to do ... all is false.
How does he bear it? Surely he cannot be deceived? Not this king.
Not Arthur. "...So I pray you do not hold me to blame, brother,
for coming now, instead of waiting for the morrow. How could I
wait, with the lights of Camelot so near across the Lake? I had to
come, and to make sure that in your heart you still bore me no
malice. And see, I have obeyed you. I am here with all the boys.
This on my left is Gawain, eldest of Orkney, my son and your
servant. His brothers, too. And this on my right ... this is
Mordred." She looked up. "Brother, he knows nothing. Nothing. He
will be - " Arthur moved at last. He stopped her with a gesture,
then stepped forward and held out a hand. Morgause, on a sudden
intake of breath, fell silent and laid hers in it. The King raised
her. Among the boys, and the servants watching from the gate, there
was a movement of relief. They had been received. All would be
well. Mordred, rising to his feet, felt something of the same
lightening of tension. Even Gawain was smiling, and Mordred found
himself responding. But instead of the ritual kiss of welcome, the
embrace and the words of greeting, the King said merely: "I have
something to say to you that cannot be said before these children."
He turned to the boys. "Be welcome here. Now go back to the
gatehouse, and wait." They obeyed. "The gifts," said the chamberlain, "the
gifts, quickly. All is not well yet, it seems." He seized the box
from a servant, and hurried forward to lay it at the King's feet,
then retreated hastily, disconcerted. Arthur did not even glance at
the treasure. He was speaking to Morgause, and, though the people
at the gate could neither hear what was said nor see her face, they
watched how her pose stiffened to defiance, then passed again to
supplication and even to fear, and how through it all the King
stood like stone, and with a face of stone. Only Mordred, with his
new clear sight, saw grief there, and weariness. There was an interruption. From beyond the gates
came a sound, growing rapidly louder. Hoofbeats, a horse
approaching at a stumbling gallop up the chariotway. A man's voice
called out hoarsely. One of the gate guards said, under his breath:
"The courier from Glevum! By the thunder, he's made good time! He
must bring hot news!" The challenge, another shout, the creak and crash
of the gates opening. A tired horse clattered through. They smelled
the reek of exhausted sweat. A breathless word from the courier,
and the horse held on its way without pausing, straight up to where
the King stood with Morgause. The rider half fell from the saddle, and went down
on one knee. The King looked angry at the interruption, but the
courier spoke urgently, and after a pause Arthur beckoned to the
guards. Two of them went forward, halting one on either side of
Morgause. Then the King turned, with a sign to the courier, and
walked back up the roadway with the man following him. At the foot
of the palace steps he stopped. For a few minutes the two, King and
courier, stood talking, but from the gatehouse the boys could see
and hear nothing. Then, suddenly, the King swung round, and
shouted. In a moment, it seemed, the frozen tensions of the
night were shattered; from uneasy peace the place sprang to
something very like battle orders. A huge grey war-stallion was
brought by two grooms, who clung to the bit as it plunged and
screamed. Servants came running with the King's cloak and sword.
The gates swung open. Arthur was in the saddle. The grey stallion
screamed again and climbed the torchlit air, then leaped forward
under the spur, and was past the boys and out of the gates with the
speed of a thrown spear. The grooms led the courier's exhausted
horse away, and the courier himself, walking like a lame man,
followed. In the gatehouse all was bustle and snapped orders.
Melwas's men-at-arms withdrew, and the boys, with the chamberlain
and the queen's servants, found themselves being hurried up the
road towards the palace, past the place where Morgause still stood
stiffly between her guards. Just as they reached the palace gate, a
troop of armed riders burst out of it and went streaming past at a
gallop to vanish downhill in the King's wake. The gallop died. The outer gates crashed shut once
more. The echoes faded into quiet. The place seemed to edge back,
quivering, towards a kind of peace. The boys, waiting at the palace
gates with the servants and guards, crowded together, wondering,
confused and beginning to be scared. Gareth was crying. The twins muttered together, with glances at Mordred
that were far from friendly. Avoiding them, and Gawain's puzzled
scowl, Mordred felt, more than ever before, isolated from them. His
thoughts darted like trapped birds. They all had time, now, to feel
the cold. At length someone -a big man with a red face and a
high manner - came to them. He spoke straight to Mordred. "I am Cei, the King's seneschal. You are to come
with me." "I?" "All of you." Gawain elbowed Mordred aside, stepped forward and
spoke. He was curt to the point of arrogance. "I am Gawain of
Orkney. Where are you taking us, and what has happened to my
mother?" "King's orders," said Cei, briefly, but hardly
reassuringly. "She's to wait till he gets back." He spoke more
gently, to Gareth. "Don't be afraid. No harm will come to you. You
heard him say you would be made welcome." "Where's he gone?" demanded Gawain. "Didn't you hear"' asked Cei. "It seems that
Merlin's still alive, after all. The courier saw him on the road.
The King's gone to meet him. Now, will you come with me?" Chapter 14 The boys had only a brief stay at Camelot before
orders came that the court would remove to Caerleon for Christmas.
Meanwhile they were lodged apart from the other boys and young men,
under the special care of Cei, who was Arthur's foster brother, and
privy to all his counsels. He saw to it that none of the rumours
that went flying about among the people of Camelot came to the
boys' ears. Until Arthur himself had spoken with Mordred, Mordred
was to learn nothing. Cei guessed, and rightly, that the King would
want to consult with Merlin before he decided what was to be done
with the boy, or with Morgause herself. The boys did not see
Morgause; she was lodged somewhere apart, not as a prisoner, they
were told, but allowed to communicate with no one, until the King
returned. In fact he did not return. The story of his wild
ride to greet his old friend was brought back to a city agog for
news. It was true that Merlin the enchanter was alive. An
attack of his old sickness, a trance-like state like death, had
been taken for death itself, but he had recovered, and at length
escaped from the sealed tomb where he had been left for dead. Now
he had ridden with the King for Caerleon, and Arthur's Companions -
the picked group of knights who were his friends -had gone with
them. The court would follow. So for the time remaining at Camelot before the
court's removal to Wales, the boys were kept busy with pursuits
that exhausted them, but that were much to their taste. They were taken in hand straight away by the
master-at-arms, and what training they had had in the islands was
commented on with a sarcasm that even Gawain did not care in this
place to resent, and augmented with a rigorous course of work.
There were long hours spent, too, on horseback, and here none of
them pretended that the Orkney training had been adequate. The High
King's horses were as far removed from the rough ponies of the
islands as Morgause's men-at-arms were from Arthur's chosen
Companions. It was not all work. Play, too, there was in plenty,
but consisting entirely of war games, hours spent over maps drawn
in sand, or modeled -this to the boys' wide-eyed wonder -in clay
relief. Hours, too, at mock fights or competing at archery. In this
last they excelled, and of all of them Mordred had the steadiest
draw and the best eye. And there was hunting. In winter the
wild-fowling in the marshes was varied and exciting, but there was
hunting to be had as well, deer and boar, in the rolling country to
the eastward, or among the wooded slopes that rose towards the
downlands in the south. The court removed itself to Caerleon in the first
week of December, and the Orkney boys with it. But not their
mother. Morgause was taken on Arthur's orders to Amesbury, where
she was lodged in the convent. It was a nominal imprisonment only,
and a gentle one, but imprisonment nonetheless. Her rooms were
guarded by King's troops, and the holy women replaced her own
waiting-women. Amesbury, birthplace of Ambrosius, belonged to the
High King, and would see his orders carried out to the letter. When
the spring weather came, and the roads opened, she would be taken
north to Caer Eidyn, where her half-sister Queen Morgan was already
immured. "But what has she done?" demanded Gaheris furiously.
"We know what Queen Morgan did, and she is rightly punished. But
our mother? Why, she came to Orkney soon after our father was
killed. The King must know that - it would be the spring after
Queen Morgan's wedding in Rheged. Years ago! She's never been out
of the islands since. Why should he imprison her now?" "Because at that same wedding she tried to murder
Merlin." The answer, uncompromising, came from Cei, who, alone
among the nobles, spent time with the boys during their hours of
leisure. They stared at him. "But that was years ago!" cried
Gawain. "I was there -I know, because she's told me - but I don't
remember it at all. I was only a baby. Why send for her now to
account for something that happened then?" "And what did happen?" This from Gaheris, red-faced
and with jaw outthrust. "He says she tried to murder Merlin," said
Agravain. "Well, she didn't succeed, did she? So why-?" "How?" asked Mordred quietly. "Woman's way. Witch's way, if you like." Cei was
unmoved by the younger boys' angry questions. "It happened at that
very wedding feast. Merlin was there, representing the King. She
drugged his wine, and saw to it that he would drink a deadlier
poison later, when she was not there to be blamed. And so it fell.
He did recover, but it left him with the sickness that recently
struck him down and caused him to be left for dead - and will kill
him in the end. When Arthur sent for her, and for you, Merlin was
believed dead, and in his tomb. So he sent for her to answer for
the murder." "It's not true!" shouted Gaheris. "And if it were," said Gawain, cold now, and with
that aggressive arrogance he had adopted since they came to
Camelot, "what of it? Where is the law that says a queen may not
destroy her enemy in her own way?" "That's so," said Agravain quickly. "She always
said he was her enemy. And what other way had she? Women cannot
fight." "He must have been too strong for her spells," said
Gareth. "They didn't work." The only emotion in his voice was
regret. Cei surveyed them. "There was a spell, certainly, and one
tried many times, but in the end it was cold poisoning. This is
known to be true." He added, kindly: "There's nothing to be gained
in talking further about this until you see the King. What can you
know of these matters? In your outland kingdom you were reared to
think of Merlin, and maybe even the King himself, as your
enemies." He paused, looking at them again. The boys were
silent. "Yes, I see that you were. Well, until he talks with
Merlin, and with Queen Morgause, we will leave the matter. She can
count herself fortunate that Merlin is not dead. And as for you,
vou must content yourselves with the King's assurance that he will
not harm you. There are things to settle, old scores to resolve
that you know nothing about. Believe me, the King is a just man,
and Merlin's counsels are wise, and harsh only when it is
needful." When he left them, the boys burst out into angry
talk and speculation. It seemed to Mordred, listening, that their
anger was more on their own account than on their mother's. It was
a matter of pride. None of them would have wanted to be, once
again, under Morgause's rule. This new freedom, this world of men
and men's actions, suited them all, and even Gareth, who in Orkney
had run the risk of effeminacy, was hardening up to become one of
them. He, like the rest, saw no reason for a prince to stop at
murder if it suited his plans. Mordred said nothing, and the others did not find
this strange. What claim after all had the bastard on the queen?
But Mordred did not even hear them. He was back in the darkness,
with the smoke and the smell of fish and the frightened whispering.
"Merlin is dead. They made a feast at the palace, and then" -and
then -"the news came." And the queen's words in the stillroom, with
the potions and the scent and the indefinable smell of evil, and
the feel of her mouth on his. He shook himself free of the memories. So Morgause
had poisoned the enchanter. She had gone north to the islands
knowing that she had already sown the seeds of death. And why not?
The old man had been her enemy: was his, Mordred's, enemy. And now
the enemy was alive, and would be at Caerleon for Christmas along
with the rest. *** CAERLEON, CITY OF LEGIONS, WAS VERY DIFFERENT FROM
Camelot. The Romans had built a strong fortress there, on the river
they called the lsca Silurum; this fortress, strategically placed
on the curve of the river near its confluence with a smaller
stream, had been restored first by Ambrosius, then later enlarged
to something like its original proportions by Arthur. A city had
grown up outside the walls, with market-place and church and palace
near the Roman bridge which -patched here and there, and with new
lamp-posts spanned the river. The King, with most of the court, lived in the
palace outside the fortress walls. Many of his knights had lodgings
within the fort, and so, to begin with, had the Orkney boys. They
were still lodged apart, with some of Arthur's servants doing duty
alongside the people brought from Orkney. Gabran, to his own
obvious discomfort, had had perforce to remain with the boys; there
had naturally been no question of his being allowed to follow
Morgause to Amesbury. Gawain, still smarting from the painful
mixture of shame on his mother's behalf and jealousy on his own,
lost no opportunity of letting the man see that now he had no
standing at all. Gaheris followed suit, but more openly, as was his
habit, adding insults where he could to contempt for his mother's
displaced lover. The other two, less conscious perhaps of
Morgause's sexual vagaries, scarcely noticed him. Mordred had other
things on his mind. But days passed, and nothing happened. If Merlin,
back from the dead, was indeed planning to spur Arthur to revenge
on Morgause and her family, he was in no hurry to do so. The old
man, weakened by the events of the summer and autumn, kept mainly
to the rooms allotted to him in the King's house. Arthur spent a
good deal of time with him, and it was known that Merlin had
attended one or two of the meetings of the privy council, but the
Orkney boys saw nothing of him. It was said that Merlin himself had advised against
a public homecoming. There was no announcement, no scene of public
rejoicing. As time went on, people came simply to accept his
presence among them again, as if the "death" of the King's cousin
and chief adviser, and the country-wide mourning, had been another
and more elaborate example of the enchanter's habit of vanishing
and reappearing at will. They had always known, men said wisely,
that the great enchanter could not die. If he had chosen to lie in
a death-like trance while his spirit visited the halls of the dead,
why, then, he had come back wiser and more powerful than ever. Soon
he would go back to his hollow hill again, the sacred Bryn Myrddin,
and there he would remain, invisible at times maybe, but
nevertheless present and powerful for those to call on who needed
him. Meantime, if Arthur had yet found time to discuss
the Orkney boys -that Mordred was by far the most important of
these none of them of course guessed -nothing was said. The truth
was that Arthur, for once unsure of his ground, was
procrastinating. Then his hand was forced, quite inadvertently, by
Mordred himself. It was on the evening before Christmas. All day a
snowstorm had prevented the boys from riding out, or exercising
with their weapons. With the feast days, both of Christmas and the
king's birthday so near, no one troubled to give them the usual
tuition, so the five of them spent an idle day kicking their heels
in the big room where they slept with some of the servants. They
ate too much, drank more than they were accustomed to of the strong
Welsh metheglin, quarrelled, fought, and eventually subsided to
watch a game of tables that had been going on for some time at the
other end of the room. The final bout was in progress, watched,
with advice and encouragement, by a crowd of onlookers. The players were Gabran and one of the local men,
whose name was Llyr. It was late, and the lamps burned low. The fire
filled the room with smoke. A cold draught from the windows sent a
gentle drift of snow to pile unheeded on the floor. The dice rattled and fell, the counters clicked. The
games went evenly enough, the piled coins being pushed from player
to player as the luck changed. Slowly the piles grew to handfuls.
There was silver in them, and even the glint of gold. Gradually the
watchers fell silent; no more jesting, no more advice where so much
was at stake. The boys crowded in, fascinated. Gawain, his
hostility forgotten, peered closely over Gabran's shoulder. His
brothers were as eager as he. The contest, in fact, showed signs of
becoming Orkney against the rest, and for once even Gaheris found
himself on Gabran's side. Mordred, no gambler himself, stood across
the board from them, by chance in the opposing camp, and watched
idly. Gabran threw. A one and a two. The moves were
negligible. Llyr, with a pair of fives, brought his last counter
off and said exultantly: "A game! A game! That equals your last two
hits! So, one more for the decider. And they are running for me,
friend, so spit on your hands and pray to your outland gods." Gabran was flushed with drinking, but still looked
sober enough, and elegant enough, to obey neither of these
exhortations. He pushed the stake across, saying doubtfully: "I
think I'm cleaned out. Sorry, but we'll have to call that the
decider. You've won, and I'm for bed." "Oh, come on." Llyr shook the dice temptingly in
his fist. "Your turn's coming. It's time the luck changed. Come on,
give it a try. You can owe me. Don't break it up now." "But I really am cleaned out." Cabran pulled his
pouch from its hangers and dug into the depths. "Nothing, see? And
where am I to get more if I lose again?" He thrust his fingers deep
into the pouch, then pulled it inside out and shook it over the
board. "There. Nothing." No coins fell, but something else dropped
with a rattle and lay winking in the lamplight. It was a charm, a circular amulet of wood bleached
to silver by the sea, and carved crudely with eyes and a mouth. In
the eye-holes were gummed a pair of blue river-pearls, and the
curve of the grinning mouth had been filled with red clay. A
goddess-charm of Orkney, crude and childishly made, but, to an
Orcadian, a potent symbol. Llyr poked at it with a finger. "Pearls, eh? Well,
what's wrong with that for a stake? If she brings you luck you'll
win her back and plenty else besides. Throw you for starters?" The dice shook, fell, rattled to either side of the
charm. Before they came to rest they were rudely disturbed.
Mordred, suddenly cold sober, leaned forward, shot out a hand and
grabbed the thing. "Where did you get this?" Cabran looked up, surprised. "I don't know. I've had
it for years. Can't remember where I picked it up. Perhaps the -"
He stopped. His mouth stayed half open. Still staring at Mordred,
he slowly went white. If he had announced it aloud, he could not
have confessed more openly that he remembered now where the charm
had come from. "What is it?" asked someone. No one answered him.
Mordred was as white as Gabran. "I made it myself." He spoke in a flat voice that
those who did not know him would have thought empty of any emotion
at all. "I made it for my mother. She wore it always. Always." His eyes locked on Gabran's. He said nothing more,
but the phrase finished itself in the silence. Till she died. And
now, completely, as if it had been confessed aloud, he knew how she
had died. Who had killed her, and who had ordered the killing. He did not know how the knife came into his hand.
Forgotten now were all the arguments about a queen's right to kill
where she chose. But a prince could, and would. He kicked the board
aside, and the pieces went flying. Gabran's own knife lay to hand.
He grabbed it and started up. The others, slowed with drink and not
yet seeing more than a sudden sharp wrangle over the game, reacted
too slowly. Llyr was protesting good-naturedly: "Well, all right.
So take it, if it's yours." Another man made a grab for the boy's
knife-hand, but Mordred, eluding him, jumped for Gabran, knife held
low and expertly, pointing upwards to the heart. Gabran, as sober
now as he, saw that the threat was real and deadly, and struck out.
The blades touched, but Mordred's blow went home. The knife went
deep, in below the ribs, and lodged there. Gabran's knife fell with a clatter. Both his hands
went to clasp the hilt that lodged under his ribs. He bent, folded
forward. Hands caught at him and lowered him. There was very little
blood. There was complete silence now in the room, broken
only by the short, exhausted breathing of the wounded man. Mordred,
standing over him, flung round the shocked company a look that
could have been Arthur's own. "He deserved it. He killed my parents. That charm
was my mother's. I made it for her and she wore it always. He must
have taken it when he killed them. He burned them." There was not a man present who had not killed or
seen killing done. But at that there were sick looks exchanged.
"Burned them?" repeated Llyr. "Burned them alive in their home. I saw it
afterwards." "Not alive." The whisper was Gabran's. He lay half on his side,
his body curled round the knife, his hands on the hilt, but
shrinkingly, as if he would have withdrawn it, but feared the pain.
The silver chasing quivered with his harsh, small breaths. "I saw it, too." Gawain came to Mordred's side,
looking down. "It was horrible. They were poor people, and old.
They had nothing. If this is true, Gabran . . . Did you burn
Mordred's home?" Gabran drew a deep breath as if his lungs were
running out of air. His face was pale as parchment and the gilt
curls were dark with sweat. "Yes." "Then you deserve to die," said Gawain, shoulder to
shoulder with Mordred. "But they were dead," whispered Gabran. "I swear it.
Burned ... afterwards. To hide it." "How did they die?" demanded Mordred. Gabran did not reply. Mordred knelt by him quickly,
and put a hand to the dagger's hilt. The man's hands twitched, but
fell away, strengthless. Mordred said, still with that deceptive
calm: "You will die anyway, Gabran. So tell me now. How did they
die?" "Poison." The word sent a shiver through the company. Men
repeated it to each other, so that the whisper ran through the air
like a hissing. Poison. The woman's weapon. The witch's weapon. Mordred, unmoving, felt Gawain stiffen beside him.
"You took them poison?" "Yes. Yes. With the gifts. A present of wine." None of the local people spoke. And none of those
from Orkney needed to. Mordred said softly, a statement, rather
than a question: "From the queen." Gabran said, on another long, gasping breath:
"Yes." "Why?" "In case the woman knew ... guessed ... something
about you." "What about me?" "I don't know." "You are dying, Gabran. What about me?" Gabran, queen's minion, queen's dupe, told his last
lie for the queen. "I do not know. I ... swear it." "Then die now," said Mordred, and pulled the knife
out. *** THEY TOOK HIM STRAIGHT AWAY TO THE HIGH KING. Chapter 15 Arthur was doing nothing more alarming than choosing
a hound puppy out of a litter of six. A boy from the kennels had
brought them in, with the bitch in anxious attendance, and the six
pups, white and brindled, rolled yapping and wrestling with one
another round the King's feet. The bitch, restless and uneasy,
darted in repeatedly to pick up a pup and restore it to the basket,
but before she had grabbed another, the first would clamber
straight out and rejoin the tumble on the floor. The King was laughing, but when his guards brought
Mordred in, the laughter went out of his face as if a light had
been quenched. He looked startled, then recovered himself. "What is
this? Arrian?" The man addressed said stolidly: "Murder, sir. A
stabbing. One of the Orkney men. This young man did it. I didn't
get the rights of it, sir. There's others outside that saw it. Do
you want them brought in as well, sir?" "Later, perhaps. I'll talk to the boy first. I'll
send when I want them. Let them go now." The man saluted and withdrew. The hound-boy began to
gather up the pups. One of them, a white one, eluded him, and,
squeaking like an angry mouse, charged back to the King's feet. It
seized a dangling lace in its teeth and, growling, worried it
furiously. Arthur glanced down as the hound-boy pulled the pup
away. "Yes. That's the one. To be named Cabal again. Thank you."
The boy scuttled out with the basket, the bitch at his heels. Mordred stayed where the men had left him, just
inside the door. He could hear the guard outside being mounted
again. The King left his chair by the leaping fire, and crossed to
where a big table stood, littered with papers and tablets. He
seated himself behind this, and pointed to the floor across the
table from him. Mordred advanced and stood. He was shaking, and it
took all his will-power to control this, the reaction from his
first hill, from the hideous memory of the burned cottage and the
feel of that weather-washed bone in his hand, and now the dreaded
confrontation with the man he had been taught was a ferocious
enemy. Gone, now, was the cool conviction that the High King would
not trouble with such as he; Mordred had himself provided a just
excuse. That he would be killed now, he had no doubt at all. He had
brawled in a king's house, and, though the man he had killed was
one of the Orkney household, and, was justly punished for a foul
murder, Mordred, even as a prince of Orkney, could hardly hope to
escape punishment himself. And though Gawain had supported him, he
would hardly go on doing so now that Gabran's confession had
branded Morgause, too, with the murder. None of this showed in the boy's face. He stood,
pale-faced and still, with his hands gripped together behind his
back where the King could not see their trembling. His eyes were
lowered, his mouth compressed. His face looked sullen and
obstinate, but Arthur knew men, and he saw the telltale quiver
under the eyes, and the quick rise and fall of the boy's
breathing. The King's first words were hardly alarming.
"Supposing you tell me what happened." Mordred's eyes came up to find the King watching him
steadily, but not with the look that had brought Morgause to her
knees in the roadway at Camelot. He had, indeed, a fleeting but
powerful impression that the King's main attention was on something
quite other than Mordred's recent crime. This gave him courage, and
soon he found himself talking, freely for him, without noticing how
Arthur's apparently half-absent questioning led him through all the
details, not just of the killing of Gabran, but of his own story
from the beginning. Too highly wrought to wonder why the King
should want to hear it, the boy told it all: the life with Brude
and Sula, the meeting with Gawain, the queen's summons and
subsequent kindness, the ride to Seals' Bay with Gabran, the final
hideous discovery of the burned-out cottage. It was the first time
since Sula's death, and the end of his own childhood, that he had
found himself talking -confiding, even - in someone with whom
communication was easy. Easy? With the High King? Mordred did not
even notice the absurdity. He went on. He was talking now about the
killing of Gabran. At some point in the tale he took a step forward
to the table's edge, and laid the wooden charm in front of the
King. Arthur picked it up and studied it, his face expressionless.
On his hand a great carved ruby glimmered, making the pathetic
thing the crude toy that it was. He laid it down again. Mordred came to an end at last. In the silence that
followed, the flames in the big fireplace flapped like flags in the
wind. Again the King's words were unexpected. He spoke as
if the question came straight from some long-held thought, that
seemed, to the matter in hand, quite irrelevant. "Why did she call
you Mordred?" With all the familiar talk behind him, the boy
hardly paused to think as he replied, with a directness that only
an hour ago would have been unthinkable: "It means the boy from the sea. That's where they
got me from, after I was saved from the boat that you had the
children put in to drown." "I?" "I heard since that it wasn't you, lord. I don't
know the truth of it, but that is what I was told first." "Of course. That is what she would tell you." "She?" "Your mother." "Oh, no!" said Mordred quickly. "Sula never told me
anything, not about the boat, or about the killings. It was Queen
Morgause who told me, much later. As for my name, half the boys in the islands are
called Mordred, Medraut.. . . The sea is everywhere." "So I understand. Which is why it has taken so long
for me to locate you, even knowing where your mother was. No, I am
not talking about Sula. I mean your real mother, the woman who bore
you." Mordred's voice came strangled. "You know that? You
were -you mean you were looking for me? You actually know who my
mother is - who I really am?" "I should." The words came heavily, as if loaded
with meaning, but Arthur seemed to change direction, and added
merely: "Your mother is my half-sister." "Queen Morgeause?" The boy gaped, thunderstruck.
"Herself." Arthur left it there for the moment. One thing at a
time. Mordred's eyes blinked rapidly, his brain taking in this
astounding new fact, thinking back, thinking ahead.... He looked up at last. Fear was forgotten now; the
past, even the recent past, forgotten also. There was a blaze
behind his eyes that told of an almost overmastering
excitement. "I see it now! She did tell me a little. Only hints
-hints that I couldn't understand, because the truth never occurred
to me. Her own son . . . Really her own son!" A deep breath. "Then
that is why she sought me out! Gawain was only the excuse. I did
think it strange that she should want to nurture one of her
husband's bastards by some girl from the town. And even to show me
favour! When all the time I was her own, and only a bastard because
I was born before time! Oh, yes, I know that now! They had been wed
barely eight months when I was born. And then King Lot came back
from Linnuis and - " A sudden complete stop. The excited comprehension
vanished as if a shutter had dropped across his eyes. More things
were coming together. He said, slowly: "It was King Lot who ordered
the massacre of the babies? Because his eldest son had a doubtful
birth? And my mother saved me, and sent me to Brude and Sula in the
Orkneys?" "It was King Lot who ordered the massacre. Yes." "To kill me?" "Yes. And to blame me for it." "Why that?" "For fear of the people. The other parents whose
children did die. Also because, even though in the end he fought
under my command, Lot was always my enemy. And for other
reasons." The last sentence came slowly. Arthur, still feeling
his way towards the moment when the most important truth might be
told, lent it a weight that might have been expected to set Mordred
asking the question that had been fed to him. But Mordred was not
to be steered. He was busy with his own long obsession. He took a
step forward, to lean with both hands flat on the table and say,
with intensity: "Yes, other reasons! I know them! I was his eldest
born, but because I was begotten out of wedlock he was afraid that
in days to come men might doubt my birth, and make trouble in the
kingdom! It was better to be rid of me, and get another prince in
wedlock, who might in due time take the kingdom without
question!" "Mordred, you are running too far ahead. You must
listen." It is doubtful if Mordred noticed that the High King was
speaking with less than his usual assurance. Was looking, indeed,
if one could use such a word of the great duke of battles,
embarrassed. But Mordred was past listening. The full implications
of what he had learned in the past few minutes swept over him in a
bewildering cloud, but brought with them a new confidence, a
lifting of caution, the driving satisfaction of at last being able
to say it all, and to say it to the man who could make it come
true. He swept on, stammering a little. "Am I not, then,
in sober fact, heir to Dunpeldyr? Or, if Tydwal is to hold that
stronghold for Gawain, then of the Orkneys? Sir, the two kingdoms,
so far apart, are hard for one man to hold, and this, surely,
could be the time to divide them? You have said you will not let
Queen Morgause go back. Let me go back instead!" "You have not understood me," said the King. "You
have no right to either one of Lot's kingdoms." "No right!" It could have been the young Arthur
himself who said it, springing upright like a bow when the arrow
flies. "When you yourself were begotten out of wedlock by Uther
Pendragon, on the lady who was still Duchess of Cornwall, and who
could not wed him before a month was out?" No sooner was it said than he would, if he could,
have swallowed the words back. The King said nothing, nor did his
look change, but recollection struck Mordred silent, and with it
his fear returned. Twice in one evening he had lost his temper, he,
Mordred, who for years now had fought his nature down to achieve,
as armour against the displacement, the insecurity of his life,
that sea-cold shell of control. Stumblingly, he tried to unsay it. "My lord, I'm
sorry I didn't mean to insult you or ... or your lady mother. I
only meant -I've thought about this for so long, thought every way
whether it could be legal for me to have a place, a place to
rule.... I know I could. One does.... And I thought about you, and
how you came to it. Of course I did. Everyone knows -that is - men
do say - " "That I am technically a bastard?" Amazingly, the King did not sound angry Mordred's
courage crept back. His fists pressed into the table, striving for
steadiness. He said carefully: "Yes, sir. I wondered about the law,
you see. The mainland law. I was going to find out, and then ask
you. My lord, if Gawain goes to Dunpeldyr, then, by the Goddess
herself, I promise you that I am fitter than Gaheris or Agravain to
rule the Orkneys! And who knows what trouble and moil there could
be if twins were named successors?" Arthur did not answer at once. Mordred, his plea
made, the words said, subsided into silence. The King came out of
his thoughts, and spoke. "I have listened to you because I was curious to
know what kind of man you had grown to be, with your strange
upbringing, so like my own." A slight smile. "As 'everyone knows,'
I, too, was begotten out of wedlock, then hidden for many years.
With me it was fourteen years, but I was in a household where from
the start I was taught the skills of knighthood. You have had less
than four years of such teaching, but they tell me you have made
much of them. You will come into your own, believe me, but not as
you have planned or imagined. Now you will listen to me. And sit
down, please." Wondering, the boy pulled up a stool and sat. The
King himself stood up, and paced the length of the room and back
before speaking. "First of all, whatever the law, whatever the
precedent, there is no question of your taking the kingdom of the
Orkneys. That will be for Gawain. My intention is to keep Gawain
and his brothers here among my fighting knights, and then, when the
time is right, and if he wishes it, let him take back his island
kingdom from my hand. And in the meantime, Tydwal will stay in
Dunpeldyr." He stopped his pacing, and sat down again. "This is not injustice, Mordred. You can have no
claim to either Lothian or the Orkneys. You are not Lot's son." He
gave it emphasis. "King Lot of Lothian was not your father." A pause. The flames roared in the chimney. Outside
in a corridor somewhere, someone called out and was answered. The
boy asked, in a flattened, neutral voice: "Do you know who is?" "I should," said the King, for the second time. Now comprehension was instant. The boy went upright
on the stool. It brought his eyes almost on a level with the
King's. "You?" "I," said Arthur, and waited. This time it took a moment or two, and then, not
the sick disgust he expected, but merely wonder and a slow
assessment of this new fact. "With Queen Morgause? But that - that -" "Is incest. Yes." He left it there. No excuse, no
protestation of his own ignorance of the relationship when Morgause
seduced her young half-brother to her bed. In the end the boy said
merely: "I see." It was Arthur's turn to be startled. Held so in his
own consciousness of sin, of disgust at the memory of that night
with Morgause, who had since become for him a symbol of all that
was evil and unclean, he had not taken into account the
peasant-reared boy's reaction to a sin far from uncommon in the
inbred islands of his homeland. In that homeland, indeed, it would
hardly be counted as a sin. Roman law had not stretched so far, and
it was not to be supposed that Mordred's Goddess -who was also
Morgause's -had implanted much sense of sin in her followers. Mordred, indeed, was already wholly occupied in
other considerations. "So that means I am-I am- " "Yes," said Arthur, and watched the wonder, and
through it the excitement, kindle in the eyes so like his own. No
affection -how could there be -but a shift of the powerful and
inborn ambition. And why not? thought the King. Guinevere will have
no child by me. This boy is twice Pendragon, and from all reports
as well-liking as any boy will ever be. Just now he is feeling as I
felt when Merlin told me the same thing, and put the sword of
Britain into my hand. Let him feel it. The rest, as the gods will
it, will come. Of the prophecy of Merlin, that the boy would cause
his downfall and death, he never thought at all. The moment was for
him one of joy, unspoiled. Unspoiled, too, miraculously, by Mordred's
indifference to the long-past sin. Because of this very lack of
reaction he found that he could speak of it himself. "It was after the battle at Luguvallium. My first
fight. Your mother, Morgause, came north to tend her father, King
Uther, who was sick, and though we did not know it, dying. I did
not know then that I, too, was a child of Uther Pendragon's. I
believed Merlin to be my father, and, indeed, loved him as such. I
had never seen Morgause before. You will be able to guess how
lovely she was, at twenty... I went to her bed that night. It was
not until afterwards that Merlin told me Uther Pendragon was my
father, and I myself heir to the High Kingdom." "But she knew?" Mordred, quick as ever, had fastened
on the thing unsaid. "So I believe. But even my ignorance cannot excuse
my share of the sin. I know that. In doing what I did, I wronged
you, Mordred. So the wrong persists." "Hovv? You looked for me, and brought me here. You
need not have done so. Why did you?" "When I ordered Morgause here," said Arthur, "I
thought her guilty of Merlin's death, that was - is -the best man
in all this realm, and the one dearest to me. She is still guilty.
Merlin is old before his time, and carries in him the germ of the
poison she fed to him. He knew that she had poisoned him, but for
the sake of her sons he never told me. He judged that she ought to
live, so long as she stayed harmless in exile, to rear them against
the day when they could serve me. I only learned of the poison when
he lay, as we thought, dying, and in his delirium spoke of it, and
of Morgause's repeated attempts to kill him by poison or by
sorcery. So after his entombment I sent for her to answer for her
crime, judging, too, that it was time her sons left her care and
came into my charge." "All five. That surprised everyone. You said you had
had reports, sir. Who told you about me?" Arthur smiled. "I had a spy in your palace. The
goldsmith's man, Casso. He wrote to me." "The slave? He could write? He gave no hint of it.
He's dumb, and we thought there was no way he could
communicate." The King nodded. "That's why he is valuable. People
talk freely in front of a slave, especially a dumb one. It was
Merlin who had him taught to write. Sometimes I think that even his
smallest acts were dictated by prevision. Well, Casso saw and heard
plenty while he was in Morgause's household. He wrote to me that
the 'Mordred' now in the palace must be the one." Mordred was thinking back. "I think I saw him send
the message. There was a trading ship tied up at the wharf; it had
been unloading wood. I saw him go on board, and someone gave him
money I thought he must be doing work on his own, that the
goldsmith didn't know about. That would be it"' "Very possibly." The memory brought back others: Morgause and her
private smiling when he spoke of his "mother." Her test to see if
she had passed on the Sight to her son. And Sula; Sula must have
known that one day he would be taken from her. She had been afraid.
Had she suspected, then, what might one day happen? He asked abruptly: "Did she really have Gabran kill
them?" "If he said so, knowing he was dying, you may be
sure of it," said the King. "She would think no more of it than of
flying her hawk at a hare. She had your first nurse, Macha,
murdered in Dunpeldyr, and herself goaded Lot into killing Macha's
child, who had taken your place in the royal cradle. And, though
Lot gave the order, it was Morgause who instigated the massacre of
the children. This we know for truth. There was a witness. There
have been many killings, Mordred, and none of them clean." "So many killings, and all for me. But why?" The
one clue he had been given, all those years ago, he had, like
Arthur, forgotten in the excitement and heady promise of this
meeting. "Why did she keep me alive? Why trouble to have me kept in
secret all those years"' "To use as a tool, a pawn, what you will." If the
King remembered the prophecy now, he did not burden the boy with
it. "Maybe as a hostage in case I found out she had murdered
Merlin. It was after she reckoned herself safe that she took you
out of hiding, and even then the disguise she chose for you -Lot's
bastard son - was sufficient to conceal you. But I can't guess
further than that about her motives. I have not got her kind of
subtlety." He added, in answer to some kind of appeal in the boy's
intense gaze: "It does not come from the blood we share with her,
Mordred. I have killed manv men in my time, but not in such ways,
or for such motives. Morgause's mother was a Breton girl, a
wise-woman, so I have heard. These things go from mother to
daughter. You must not fear these dark powers in yourself." "I don't fear them," said Mordred quickly "I have
nothing of the Sight, no magic, she told me so. She did once try to
find out about it. I think now that she was afraid I might 'see'
what had happened to my foster parents. So she took me down with
her to the underground chamber where there is a magic pool, and
told me to look there for visions." "And what visions did you see?" "Nothing. I saw an eel in the pool. But the queen
said there were visions. She saw them." Arthur smiled. "I told you that you were of my blood
rather than hers. To me, water is only water, though I have seen
the mage-fire that Merlin can call from the air, and other marvels,
but they were all marvels of the light. Did Morgause show you any
magic of her own?" "No, sir. She took me to the chamber where she made
her spells and mixed her magic potions -" "Go on. What's the matter?" "Nothing. It was nothing, really. Just something
that happened there." He looked away, towards the fire, reliving
the moments in the stillroom, the clasp, the kiss, the queen 's
words. He added, slowly, to himself, making the discovery: And all
the time she knew I was her own son." Arthur, watching him, made a guess that was a
certainty. The rush of anger that he felt shook him. Over it he
said, very gently: "You, too, Mordred?" "It was nothing," said the boy again, rapidly, as
if to brush it aside. "Nothing, really. But now I know why I felt
the way I did." A quick glance across the table. "Oh, it happens,
everyone knows it does. But not like that. Brother and sister,
that's one thing . . . but mother and son? Not that, ever. At
least, I never heard of it. And she knew, didn't she? She knew. I
wonder why she would want -" He let it die and was silent, looking down at the
hands held fast now between his knees. He was not asking for a
reply. He and the King already knevv the answer. There was no
emotion in his voice but puzzled distaste, such as one might accord
some perverted appetite. The flush had died from his checks, and he
looked pale and strained. The King was thinking, with growing relief and
thankfulness, that here there would be no tie to break. Violent
emotions create their own ties, but what remained between Morgause
and Mordred could surely be broken here and now,. He spoke at length in a carefully low key, equal to
equal, prince to prince. "I shall not put her to death. Merlin is alive, and
her other killings are not my concern to punish here and now.
Moreover, you will see that I cannot keep you near me -here in my
court where so many people know the story, and suspect that you are
my son - and forthwith put your mother to death. So Morgause lives.
But she will not be released." He paused, leaning back in the great chair, end
regarding the boy kindly. "Well, Mordred, we are here, at the start
of a new road. We cannot see where it will lead us. I promised to
do right by you, and I meant it. You will stay here in my court,
with the other Orkney princes, and you, like them, will have royal
status as my nephew. Where men guess at your parentage, you will
find that you have more respect, not less. But vou must see that,
because of what happened at Luguvallium, and because of the
presence of Queen Guinevere, I cannot openly call you son." Mordred looked down at his hands. "And when you have
others by the Queen"' "I shall not. She is barren. Mordred, leave this
now. The future will come. Take what life offers you here in my
household. All the princes of Orkney will have the honour due to
royal orphans, and you - I believe you will in the end have more."
He saw something leap again behind the boy's eyes. "I do not speak
of kingdoms, Mordred. But perhaps that, too, if you are
sufficiently my son." All at once the boy's composure shattered. He began
to shake. His hands went up to cover his face. He said, muffled:
"It's nothing. I thought I would be punished for Gabran. Killed,
even. And now all this. What will happen? What will happen,
sir?" "About Gabran, nothing," said the King. "He was to
be pitied, but his death, in its way, was just. And about you, for
the moment, very little, except that tonight you will not go to
your bedchamber with the other boys. You will need time alone, to
come to terms with all vou have just learned. No one will wonder at
this; they will think merely that you are being held apart because
of Gabran's death." "Gawain, the others? Are they to know?" "I shall talk to Gawain. The others need know
nothing more yet than that you are Morgause's son, and eldest of
the High King's nephews. That will be sufficient to explain your
standing here. But I shall tell Gawain the truth. He needs to know
that you are not a rival for Lothian or the Orkneys." He turned his
head. "Listen, there is the guard changing outside. Tomorrow is the
feast of Mithras, and the Christmas of the Christians, and for you,
I expect, some winter festival of your outland Orkney gods. For us
all, a new beginning. So be welcome here, Mordred. Go now, and try
to sleep." Book Two The Witch's Sons Chapter 1 Snow fell thickly soon after Christmas, and the ways
were blocked. It was almost a month before the regular service of
royal couriers could be resumed. Not that it mattered; there was
little of any moment to report. In the depths of winter men - even
the most dedicated warriors -stayed at home hugging the fire and
looking to their houses and the needs of their families. Saxons and
Celts alike kept close to their hearth-stones, and if they sat
whetting their weapons by the light of the winter fires, all knew
that there would be no need of them until the coming of spring. For the Orkney boys life at Caerleon, though
restricted by the weather, was still lively and full enough to
banish thoughts of their island home, which in any case had been,
in midwinter, a place of doubtful comfort. The exercise grounds by
the fortress were cleared, and work went on almost daily, in spite
of snow and ice. Already a difference could be seen. Lot's four
sons -the twins especially -were still wild to the point of
recklessness, but as their skills improved, so also did their sense
of discipline, which brought with it a certain pride. The quartet
still tended to divide naturally into two pairs, the twins on the
one hand and Gawain with young Gareth on the other, but there were
fewer quarrels. The main difference could be discerned in their
bearing towards Mordred. Arthur had duly spoken with Gawain, a long interview
which must have held, with the truth about Mordred's birth some
weighty kind of warning. Gawain's attitude to his half-brother had
perceptibly altered. It was a mixture of reserve and relief. There
was relief in the knowledge that his own status as Lot's eldest son
would never be challenged, and that his title to the Orkney kingdom
was to be upheld by the High King himself. Behind this there could
be seen something of his former reserve, perhaps a resentment that
Mordred's status as bastard of the High King put him higher than
Gawain; but with this went caution, bred of the knowledge of what
the future might hold. It was known that Queen Guinevere was
barren; hence there was, Gawain knew, every possibility that
Mordred might some day be presented as Arthur's heir. Arthur
himself had been begotten out of wedlock and acknowledged only when
grown; Mordred's turn might come. The High King was, indeed,
rumoured to have other bastards -two, at least, were spoken of -
but they were not at court, or seen to have his favour as Mordred
had. And Queen Guinevere herself liked the boy and kept him near
her. So Gawain, the only one of Lot's sons who knew the truth,
bided his time, and edged his way back towards the guarded
friendship that he and the older boy had originally shared. Mordred noticed the change, recognized and
understood its motives, and accepted the other boy's overtures
without surprise. What did surprise him, though, was the change in
the attitude of the twins. They knew nothing of Mordred's
parentage, believing only that Arthur had accepted him as King
Lot's bastard, and, so to speak, an outrider of the Orkney family.
But the killing of Gabran had impressed them both. Agravain because
a killing - any killing -was to his mind proof of what he called
"manhood." Gaheris because for him it was that, and more; it was a
fully justified act that avenged all of them. Though outwardly as
indifferent as his twin to his mother's rare moments of fondness,
Gaheris had nursed through his childhood a sore and jealous heart.
Now Mordred had killed his mother's lover, and for that he was
prepared to accord him homage as well as admiration. As for Gareth,
the act of violence had impressed even him with respect. During the
last months in Orkney Gabran had grown too self-assured, and with
it arrogant, so that even the gentle youngest son had bitterly
resented him. Mordred, in avenging the woman he had called mother,
had in a way acted for them all. So all five of the Orkney boys
settled down to work together, and in the comradeship of the
training fields and the knights' hall, some kind of seedling
loyalty to the High King began to grow. News got through from Camelot with the February
thaw. The boys were given tidings of their mother, who was still in
Amesbury. She was to be sent north to the convent at Caer Eidyn
soon after the court moved to Camelot, and her sons would be
allowed to see her before she went. They accepted this almost with
indifference. Perhaps Gaheris, ironically, was the only one of them
who still missed his mother; Gaheris, the one she had ignored. He
dreamed about her still, fantasies of rescue and return to Orkney's
throne, with her grateful, and himself triumphant. But with
daylight the dreams faded; even for her, he would not have
abandoned the new, exciting life of the High King's court, or the
hopes of preferment eventually into the ranks of the favoured
Companions. At the end of April, when the court had settled
itself again for the summer in Camelot, the King sent the boys to
make their farewells to their mother. This, it was rumoured,
against the advice of Nimue, who rode over from her home in
Applegarth to greet the King. Merlin was no longer with the court:
since his last illness he had lived in seclusion, and with the King
removed from Caerleon the old enchanter retired to his hilltop home
in Wales, leaving Nimue to take his place as Arthur's adviser. But
this time her advice was overruled, and the boys were duly sent up
to Amesbury with a sufficient escort led by Cei himself, with
Lamorak, one of the knights. They lodged on the way at Sarum, where the headman
gave them shelter, making much of the High King's nephews, and rode
next morning for Amesbury which lies at the edge of the Great
Plain. It was a bright morning, and Lot's sons were in high
spirits. They had good horses, were royally equipped, and looked
forward almost without reservation to seeing Morgause again and
showing off their new-found splendour before her. Any fears they
might have had for her had long since been laid to rest. They had
Arthur's word for it that she was not to be put to death, and
though she was a prisoner, the kind of confinement that a convent
would offer was not (so thought her sons in their youthful
ignorance) so very different from the life she had led at home,
where she had lived secluded for the most part among the women of
her own household. Great ladies, indeed, they assured each other,
often sought the life freely for themselves; it allowed no power of
decision or rule, of course, but to the eager arrogance of youth
this seemed hardly to be the woman's part. Morgause had acted as
queen for her dead husband and her young son and heir, but such
power could have been temporary only, and now (Gawain said it
openly) was no longer necessary. There could be no more lovers,
either; and this, to Gawain and Gaheris, the only ones who had
really noticed or cared, was much to the good. Long might the
convent keep her mewed up; in comfort, naturally, but prevented
from interfering in their new lives, or bringing shame on them
through lovers little older than themselves. So they rode gaily. Gawain was already years away
from her in spirit, and Gareth was concerned only with the
adventure of the moment. Agravain thought about little but the
horse he was riding, and the new tunic and weapons he sported
("really fit for a prince, at last!") and about all he would have
to tell Morgause of his prowess at arms. Gaheris looked forward
with a kind of guilty pleasure to the meeting; this time, surely,
after so long an absence, she must show her delight in her sons,
must give and receive caresses and loving words; and she would be
alone, with no wary lover beside her chair, watching them,
whispering against them. Mordred alone rode in silence, once again apart,
outside the pack. He noticed, with a stir of satisfaction, the
attention, which was almost deference, paid him by Lamorak, and the
careful eye that Cei kept on him. Rumour had run ahead of truth at
court, and neither King nor Queen had made any attempt to scotch
it. It was allowed to be seen that, of the five, Mordred was the
one who mattered most. He was also the only one of the boys who
felt some sort of dread of the coming interview. He did not know
how much Morgause had been told, but surely she must know about her
lover's death. And that death was on his hands. So they came towards Amesbury on a fine sunny
morning, with the dew splashing in glittering showers from their
horses' hoofs, and met Morgause and her escort out riding in the
woods. It was a ride for exercise, not for pleasure. This
much was immediately apparent. Though the queen was richly dressed,
in her favourite amber cloth with a short furred mantle against the
cool spring breezes, her mount was an indifferent-seeming mare, and
to either side of her rode men in the uniform of Arthur's troops.
From the hand of the man on her right a leading rein ran looping to
the ring of the mare's bridle. A woman, plainly cloaked and hooded,
rode a few paces in the rear, flanked in her turn by another pair
of troopers. It was Gareth who first recognized his mother in the
little group of distant riders. He called out, stretching high in
the saddle and waving. Then Gaheris spurred past him at a gallop,
and the others, like a charge of cavalry, went racing across the
space of wooded ground, with laughter and hunting calls and a
clamour of welcome. Morgause received the rush of young horsemen with
smiling pleasure. To Gaheris, who pressed first to the mare's side,
she gave a hand, and leaned a cheek to his eager kiss. Her other
hand she reached towards Cei, who dutifully raised it to his lips,
then, relinquishing it to Gawain, reined back to let the boys crowd
in. Morgause leaned forward, both arms reaching for her
sons, her face glowing. "See, they lead my horse, so I may ride without
hands! I was told I might hope to see you soon, but we did not look
for you vet! You must have longed for me, as I for you. . . .
Gawain, Agravain, Gareth, my darling, come, kiss your mother, vvho
has hungered all these long winter months for a sight of you. . . .
There, there, now, that's enough. . . . Let me go, Gaheris, let me
look at you all. Oh, my darling boys, it has been so long, so
long..." The turn towards pathos went unnoticed. Still too
excited, too full of their new importance, the young horsemen
caracoled around her. The scene took on the liveliness of a
pleasure party. "See, Mother, this is a stallion from the High
King's own stable.." "Look, lady, at this sword! And I've used it, too!
The master-at-arms says that I promise as well as any man of my
age." "You are well, lady queen? They treat you well?"
This was Gaheris. "I am to be one of the Companions," Gawain put in,
gruffly proud, "and if there is fighting in the coming summer, he
has promised I shall be there." "Will you be in Camelot for Pentecost," asked
Gareth. Mordred had not spurred forward with the rest. She did not
seem to notice. She had not even glanced his way, where he rode
between Cei and Lamorak as the party turned back towards Amesbury.
She laughed with her sons, and talked gaily, and let them shout and
boast, and asked questions about Camelot and Caerleon, listening to
their eager praises with flattering attention. From time to time
she threw a gentle look, or a charming word, to Lamorak, the knight
riding nearest, or even to the men of the escort. She was
concerned, one might have guessed, with the report that would
eventually go back to Arthur. Her looks were mild and sweet, her
words innocent of anything but a mother's interest in her sons'
progress, and a mother's gratitude for what the High King and his
deputies were doing for them. When she spoke of Arthur - this was
to Cei, across the heads of Gareth and Gaheris -it was with praise
of his generosity towards her children ("my orphaned boys, who
would otherwise be robbed of all protection") and for the King's
grace, as she called it, towards herself. It was to be noticed that
in a while she assumed a further, and complete, act of grace. She
turned her lovely eyes full on Cei and asked, with sweet
humility: "And did the King my brother send you to take me
back to court?" When Cei, flushing and looking away, told her no,
she said nothing, but bowed her head and let a hand steal to her
eyes. Mordred, who rode to that side of her and a little in the
rear, saw that she was tearless, but Gaheris pushed forward to her
other side and laid a hand on her arm. "Soon, though, lady! It will surely be soon! As soon
as we get back we will petition him! By Pentecost, surely!" She made no reply. She gave a little shiver, pulled
her cloak closer, and glanced up at the sky, then, with an effort
that was patent, straightened her shoulders. "Look, the day is
clouding over. Let us not loiter here. Let us get back." Her smile
was bright with bravery. "Today, at least, Amesbury will cease to
seem a prison." By the time the party neared the village of
Amesburv, Cei, at her left hand, was visibly unbending, Lamorak
stared with open admiration, and Lot's sons had forgotten that they
had ever wanted to be free of her. The spell was woven again. Nimue
had been right. The links so recently forged in Caerleon were
wearing thin already. The Orkney brothers would take a less than
perfect loyalty back to their uncle the High King. Chapter 2 The convent gate was open, and the porter watching
for them. He stared in surprise at the sight of the Camelot party,
and shouted to a sack-clad youth - a novice -who was grubbing among
lettuces in a weedy bed beside a wall. The novice went running, and
by the time the party rode into the yard the abbot himself,
slightly out of breath but with unimpaired dignity, appeared at the
doorway of his house and stood waiting at the head of the steps to
receive them. Even here, under the abbot's eye, Morgause's spell
held good. Cei, moving with stolid courtesy to help her dismount,
was beaten to it by Lamorak, with Gawain and Gaheris close behind.
Morgause, with a smile at her sons, slid gracefully into Lamorak's
arms, and then held to him a moment, letting it be seen that the
ride, and the excitement of the meeting, had taxed her frail
strength. She thanked the knight prettily, then turned to the boys
again. She would rest awhile in her own rooms, she told them, while
Abbot Luke made them welcome, then later, when they were fed and
changed and rested, she would receive them. So, to the abbot's barely concealed irritation,
Morgause, having turned her status as prisoner into that of a queen
granting audience, moved off towards the women's side of the
convent, supported on the arm of her waiting-woman, and followed,
as if by a royal escort, by her four guards. In the years since Arthur's crowning, and more
especially since Morgause had come as his prisoner, the High King
had sent gifts and money to the foundation at Amesbury so the place
was larger and better kept than when the young King had first
ridden south to see his father buried in the Giants' Dance. Where there had been fields behind the chapel, there
was now a walled garden, with its orchard and fishpond, and beyond
this a second courtyard had been built, so that the quarters of men
and women could be separate. The abbot's house had been enlarged,
and there was no longer any need for him to vacate his quarters for
roval guests; a well-built wing of guest rooms faced south onto the
garden. To this the travellers were escorted by the two young
novices appointed to see to their comfort. The boy's were shown
into the guests' dorter, a long, sunny room with half-a-dozen beds,
and with no convent-like austerity about it. The beds were new and
good, with painted headboards, the floor was of stone, scrubbed
white and covered with brightly woven rugs, and wax candles stood
ready in silver sconces. Mordred, glancing around him, and out of
the broad windows where the sun shone warmly on lawn and fishpond
and blossoming apple trees, reflected dryly that no doubt Morgause
could take all the privileges she wanted, and welcome: she must be,
in a quite literal sense, the most paying of guests. The meal was good, too. The boys were served in the
small refectory attached to the guest house, and afterwards made
free of the convent grounds and the town -it was little more than a
village -outside the walls. Their mother, they were told, would
receive them after evening chapel. Cei did not appear; he was
closeted with Abbot Luke; but Lamorak staved with the boys, and in
response to their pleading took them riding out on the Great Plain,
where, two miles or so from Amesbury, stood the great circle of
stones called the Giants' Dance. ' "Where our kinsman the great Amhrosius is buried,
and our grandfather Uther Pendragon beside him," said Agravain to
Mordred, with a touch of his old arrogance. Mordred said nothing,
but caught Gawain's quick look, and smiled to himself. From
Lamorak's sidelong glance it could be guessed that he, too, knew
the truth about Arthur's eldest "nephew." As befitted the convent's guests, they all went to
the evening service. A little to Mordred's surprise, Morgause
attended, too. As Lamorak and the boys approached the chapel door,
the nuns went by two by two, with slow steps and downcast eyes. At
the rear of the little procession walked Morgause, dressed simply
in black, her face veiled. Two women attended her; one was the
waiting-woman who had been riding with her, the other looked
younger, with the ageless face of extreme stupidity, and the heavy
pale look of ill-health. Last came the abbess, a slightly built,
sweet-faced woman, with an air of gentle innocence which was
perhaps not the best quality for the ruler of such a community. She
had been appointed head of the women's side of the convent by the
abbot, who was not the man to brook any rival in authority. Since
Morgause's coming Abbot Luke had had cause to regret his choice;
Mother Mary was not the woman to control her royal prisoner. On the
other hand, the convent, since that prisoner's coming, had
flourished exceedingly, so, as long as the Queen of Orkney was
safely held, Abbot Luke could see no need to interfere with the
too-gentle rule of the abbess. He himself was not entirely immune
to the flattering respect Morgause showed him, or to the fragile
charm she exhibited in his presence, and besides, there was always
the possibility that some day she would be reinstated, if not in
her own kingdom, then at court, where she was, after all, the High
King's half-sister.... The younger of Morgause's women brought the queen's
message soon after chapel. The four younger princes were to sup
with their mother. She would send for them later. She would see
prince Mordred now. Across the barrage of objections and questions that
this provoked Mordred met Gawain's eyes. Alone of the four, he
looked commiserating rather than resentful. "Well, good luck," he said, and Mordred thanked him,
smoothing his hair and settling his belt and the hanger at his hip,
while the woman stood waiting by the door, staring with pale eyes
out of that lard-like face and repeating, as if she could only
speak by rote: "The young princes are to take supper with Madam,
but now she will see Prince Mordred, alone." Mordred, as he followed her, heard Gawain say in a
low quick aside to Gaheris: "Don't be a fool, it's hardly a
privilege. She never even looked at him this morning, did she? And
you must know why. You can't surely have forgotten Gabran? Poor
Mordred, don't envy him this!" *** HE FOLLOWED THE WOMAN ACROSS THE LAWN. BLACKBIRDS
hopped about on the grass, pecking for worms, and a thrush sang
somewhere among the apple trees. The sun was still warm, and the
place full of the scent of apple blossom and primroses and the
yellow wallflowers beside the path. He was aware of none of it. All his being was turned
inward, centered on the coming interview, wishing now that he had
had the hardihood to disagree when the King had said to him: "I
have refused to see her, ever again, but you are her son, and I
think you owe her this, if only as a courtesy. You need never go
back. But this time, this one time, you must. I have taken her
kingdom from her, and her sons; let it not be said that I did so
with brutality." And in his head, over this voice of memory, two
other voices persisted, of the boy Mordred, the fisherman's son,
and of Mordred the prince, son of the High King Arthur, and a man
grown. Why should you fear her? She can do nothing. She is
a prisoner and helpless. That was the prince, tall and brave in his
silver-trimmed tunic and new green mantle. She is a witch, said the fisher-boy. She is a prisoner of the High King, and he is my
father. My father, said the prince. She is my mother, and a witch. She is no longer a queen. She has no power. She is a witch, and she murdered my mother. You are
afraid of her? The prince was contemptuous. Yes. Why? What can she do? She cannot even cast a spell.
Not here. You are not alone with her now in an underground tomb. I
know I don't know why. She is a woman alone, and a prisoner, and
without help, and I am afraid. A side door stood open under the arcade of the
nuns'courtyard. The woman beckoned, and he followed her in, along a
short passage which ended in another door. His heart was hammering now, his hands damp. He
clenched them at his sides, then loosed them deliberately, fighting
back towards calmness. I am Mordred. I am my own man, beholden neither to
her nor to the High King. I shall listen to her, and then go. I
need never see her again. Whatever she is, whatever she says, it
cannot matter. I am in my own man, and I do my own will. The woman opened the door without knocking, and
stood aside for him to enter. *** THE ROOM WAS LARGE, BUT CHILLY AND SPARSELY
FURNISHED. The walls were of daubed wattle, roughly plastered and
painted, the floor of stone, bare of any rugs or coverings. To one
side, looking out on the arcade, was a window, unglazed and open to
the evening breeze. Opposite this was another door. Against the
long wall of the room stood a heavy table and bench of carved and
polished wood. At one end of the table was the room's single chair,
high-backed and ornately carved, but without cushions. A couple of
wooden stools flanked it. The table was set as if for the evening
meal, with platters and cups of pewter and red clay and even wood.
One part of Mordred's brain - the part that stayed coolly observant
in spite of moist skin and rushing heart - noted with a twist of
amusement that his half-brothers looked to be in for a meal frugal
even by monkish standards. Then the far door opened, and Morgause
came into the room. Once before, when for the first time the ragged
fisher-boy had been brought, among the lights and colours of the
palace, face to face with the queen, he had had eyes for nothing
else; now in this bare and chilly room he forgot it all, and stared
at her. She was still dressed in her chapel-going black,
without colour or ornament except a silver cross (a cross?) which
hung on her breast. Her hair was plainly braided in two long
plaits. She was no longer veiled. She moved forward to stand beside
the chair, one hand on its tall back, the other holding a fold of
her gown. She waited there in unmoving silence while the
waiting-woman latched the door and went with her heavy, deliberate
tread across the room to leave by the inner door. As it opened and
shut behind her, Mordred caught a glimpse of stacked chairs and the
gleam of silver hidden by a pile of coloured stuffs. Someone spoke
quickly and was hushed. Then the door shut quietly and he was alone
with the queen. He stood still, waiting. She turned her head on its
poised neck and let the silence hang longer. Light from the window
moved in the heavy folds of her skirt, and the silver cross on her
breast quivered. Suddenly, like a diver coming up into air, he saw
two things clearly: the whitened knuckles of the fist that gripped
the black cloth at her side, and the movement of her breast with
her quickened breathing. She, too, faced this interview with
something less than equanimity. She was as tense as he. He saw more. The marks against the plaster where
hangings had been hastily removed; the lighter patches on the floor
where rugs had lain; scratches where chairs and lamps and tables
-all the furnishings light enough for the women to handle -had been
dragged out and stacked in the inner room, along with the cushions
and silver and all the luxuries without which Morgause would have
felt herself sadly ill-used. And this was the point. Once more, as
had been her habit, Morgause had set the scene. The plain black
clothes, the bare chilly chamber, the lack of attendants - the
Queen of Orkney was concerned still with the report that would go
back to Arthur, and with what her sons would find. They were to see
her as a lonely and oppressed prisoner, kept in sad
confinement. It was enough. Mordred's fear faded. He gave a
courtly bow and thereafter stood easily, waiting, apparently quite
unperturbed by the silence and the scrutiny of the queen. She let her hand fall from the chair-back, and
taking up a fold of the heavy skirt on the other side, swept to the
front of the chair, and sat. She smoothed the black cloth over her
knees, folded her hands, white against black, lifted her head, and
looked him slowly up and down from head to foot. He saw then that
she was wearing the royal circlet of Lothian and Orkney. Its pearls
and citrines, set in white gold, glimmered in the red gold of her
hair. When it was apparent that he was neither awed nor
disconcerted, she spoke. "Come nearer. Here, where I can see you. Hm. Yes,
very fine. 'Prince Mordred,' it is now, they tell me. One of the
ornaments of Camelot, and a hopeful sword at Arthur's service." He
bowed again, and said nothing. Her lips thinned. "So he told you, did he?" "Yes, madam." "The truth? Did he dare?" Her voice was sharp with
scorn. "It seems like the truth. No one would invent such a tale to
boast of it." "Ah, so the young serpent can hiss. I thought you
were my devoted servant, Mordred the fisher-boy?" "I was, madam. What I owe you, I owe you. But what
I owe him, I owe likewise." "A moment's lust." She spoke contemptuously. "A boy
after his first battle. An untried young pup that came running to
the first woman that whistled him." Silence. Her voice rose a fraction. "Did he tell you
that?" Mordred spoke steadily, in a voice almost devoid of
expression. "He told me that I am his son, begotten by him in
ignorance on his half-sister, after the battle at Luguvallium. That
immediately afterwards you contrived to marry King Lot, who should
have been your sister's lord, and with him went as his queen to
Dunpeldyr, where I was born. That King Lot, hearing of the birth
too soon after the marriage, and fearful of nurturing what he
suspected to be a bastard of the High King's, tried to have me
killed, and to that end drowned all the young children in
Dunpeldyr, putting the blame for this upon the King. That you,
madam, helped him in this, knowing that you had already sent me to
safety in the islands, where Brude and Sula had been paid to care
for me." She leaned forward. Her hands moved to the
chair-arms, gripping. "And did Arthur tell you that he, too, wanted
you dead? Did he tell you that, Mordred?" "He did not need to. I would have known it,
anyway." "What do you mean?" she asked sharply. Mordred shrugged. "It would have been reasonable.
The High King looked then to have other sons, by his queen. Why
should he wish to keep me, a bastard out of his enemy?" His look
challenged her. "You cannot deny that you are his enemy, nor that
Lot was. And that is why you kept me, isn't it? I used to wonder
why you paid Brude to keep me, Lot's son. And I was right to
wonder. You would never have kept Lot's son by another woman. There
was one called Macha, was there not? A woman whose baby son was put
in my cradle, to draw Lot's sword and let your son escape?" For a moment she made no answer. She had lost
colour. Then she said, ignoring his last statement: "So, I
kept you from Lot's vengeance. You know that. You admit it. What
did you say a moment ago, That what you owe me, you owe me. Your
life, then. Twice, Mordred, twice." She leaned forward. Her voice
throbbed. "Mordred, I am your mother. Don't forget that. I bore
you. For you I suffered -" His look stopped her. She had a moment to consider
that any of her four sons by Lot would have already been at her
knees. But not this one. Not Arthur's son. He was speaking, coldly. "You gave me life, yes, for
a moment's lust. You said that, not I. But it was true, was it not,
madam? A woman whistling up a boy to her bed. A boy she knew to be
her half-brother, but who she also knew would one day be a great
king. I owe you nothing for that." She flared suddenly, shrilly, into anger. "How dare
you, You, a bastard spawn, hatched in a hovel by a pair of filthy
peasants, to speak to me - " He moved. Suddenly he was as angry as she. His eyes
blazed. "They say, don't they, that the sun begets spawn on the
reptiles as they lie in the mud?" Silence. Then she drew in a hissing breath. She sat
back in her chair, and her hands clasped again in her lap. With his
momentary loss of control, she had regained hers. She said, softly:
"Do you remember going vvith me once into a cave?" Again silence. He moistened his lips, but said
nothing. She nodded. "I thought you had forgotten. Then let me
remind you. Let me remind you to fear me, my son Mordred. I am a
witch. I shall remind you of that, and of a curse I once laid on
Merlin, who also took it upon himself to berate me for that
unguarded night of love. He, like you, forgot that it takes two to
make a child." He stirred. "A night of love and a birthing does not
make a mother, madam. I owed Sula more, and Brude. I said I owed
you nothing. It's not true. I owe you their deaths. Their hideous
deaths. You killed them." "I? What folly is this?" "Would you deny it? I should have suspected it long
ago. But now I know. Gabran confessed before he died." That shook
her. To his surprise, he realized that she had not known. The
colour came to her cheeks and faded again. She was very pale.
"Gabran dead?" "Yes." "How?" Mordred said, with satisfaction: "I killed
him." "You? For that?" "Why else? If it grieves you -but I see that it does
not. If you had even asked for him, or looked for him, someone
would have told you, you would have known. Do you not even care
about his death?" "You talk like a green fool. What use was Gabran to
me here? Oh, he was a good lover, but Arthur would never have let
him come to me here. Is that all he told vou?" "That is all he was asked. Why , did he do other
murders for you? Was it he who served Merlin the poison?" "That was years ago. Tell me, has the old wizard
been talking to you? Is it he who has put you under his spell as
Arthur's man?" "I have not spoken with him," said Mordred. "I've
barely seen him. He has gone back into Wales." "Then did your father the High King" -the words spat
-"who has been so open with you, did he tell you what Merlin
promised? For you?" He answered, dry-mouthed: "You told me. I remember
it. But all that you told me then was lies. You said he was my
enemy. That was a lie. All of it, lies! Neither is Merlin my enemy!
All this talk of a promise -" "Is the truth. Ask him. Or ask the King. Better
still, ask yourself, Mordred, why I should have kept you alive.
Yes, I see that you understand it now. I kept you alive because by
so doing I shall in the end have my revenge on Merlin, and on
Arthur who despised me. Listen. Merlin foresaw that you would bring
doom on Arthur. From dread of it he drove me from court, and
poisoned Arthur's mind against me. So since that day, my son, I
have done my utmost to bring that doom nearer. Not only by bearing
you, and keeping you safe from Lot's murdering sword, but with a
curse renewed at the dark of every moon since the day I was
banished from my father's court, to spend my young life in the far,
cold corners of the realm; I, the daughter of Uther Pendragon,
reared in the wealth and gaiety - " He interrupted her. He had only heard the one thing.
"I, the doom of Arthur? How?" At the note in his voice she began to smile. "If I
knew, I would hardly tell you. But I don't know. Nor did
Merlin." "Why did he not have me destroved, if this is
true?" Her lip curled. "He had scruples. You were the son
of the High King. Merlin used to say that the gods do their own
work in their own way." Another silence, then Mordred said, slowly: "But in
this matter, it seems they will have to work through men's hands.
Mine. And I can tell you now, Queen Morgause, that I shall bring no
doom on the King!" "How can you avoid it when not you, nor l, nor even
Merlin, know how it will strike?" "Except that it will strike through me! You think I
shall wait passively for that? I shall find a way!" She was contemptuous. "Why pretend to be so loyal?
Are you telling me that you love him, all in a moment? You have
neither love nor loyalty in you. Look how you have turned against
me, and you were to serve me all your days." "One cannot build on rotten rock!" he said,
furiously. She was smiling now. "If I am rotten, you are my
blood, Mordred. My blood." "And his!" "A son is his mother's stamp," she said. "Not always! The others are yours, and their sire's,
vou have only to look at them. But I, no one would know me for your
son!" "But you are like me. They are not. They are bold,
hand-some fighters, with the minds of wild cattle. You are a
witch's son, Mordred, with a smooth and subtle tongue and a
serpent's tooth and a mind that works in silence. My tongue. My
bite. My mind." She smiled a slow, rich smile. "They may keep me
shut up till my life's end, but now my brother Arthur has taken to
himself another such: a son with his mother's mind." The cold had crept into his very bones. He said
huskily: "This is not true. You cannot come at him through me. I am
my own man. I will not harm him." She leaned forward. She spoke softly, still smiling.
"Mordred, listen to me. You are young, and you do not know the
world. I hated Merlin, but he was never wrong. If Merlin saw it
written in the stars that you would be Arthur's doom, then how can
you escape it? There will come a day, the wicked day of destiny,
when all will come to pass as he foretold. And I, too, have seen
something, not in the heavens, but in the pool below the
earth." "What?" he asked, hoarsely. She still spoke softly. There was colour in her face
now, and her eyes shone. She looked beautiful. "I have seen a queen
for you, Mordred, and a throne if you have the strength to take it.
A fair queen and a high throne. And I see a snake striking at the
kingdom's heel." The words seemed to echo round the room, deep in
note like a bell. Mordred spoke quickly, trying to kill the magic.
"If I turned on him, then indeed I would be a snake." "If you are," rejoined Morgause smoothly, "it is a
role you share with the brightest of the angels, and the one who
was closest to his lord." "What are you talking about?" "Oh, stories the nuns tell." He said, very angrily: "You are talking nonsense to
frighten me! I am not Lot or Gabran, a besotted tool to do your
murders for you. You said I was like you. Very well. Now that I am
warned, I shall know what to do. If I have to leave court and stay
away from him, I shall do it. No power on earth can make me lift a
hand to kill unless I wish it, and this death I swear to you I
shall never undertake. I swear it by the Goddess herself." No echo. The magic was gone. The shouted words fell
into dead air. He stood panting, a hand clenched on his sword hilt.
"Brave words," said Morgause, very lightly, and laughed aloud. He turned and ran from the room, slamming the door
to shut off the laughter which followed him like a curse. Chapter 3 Once back in Camelot the memory of Amesbury and its
imprisoned queen began to fade as the boys were plunged again into
the life and excitement of the capital. At first Gaheris complained loudly to whoever would
listen about the hardships his mother was obviously suffering.
Mordred, who might have enlightened him, said nothing. Nor did he
mention his own interview with the queen. The younger boys probed
now and then, but were met with silence, so soon stopped asking,
and lost interest. Gawain, who must have guessed what the tenor of
that interview might be, was perhaps unwilling to risk a snub, so
showed no curiosity, and was told nothing. Arthur did ask Mordred
how he had fared, then, accepting his son's "Well enough, sir, but
not well enough to crave another meeting," merely nodded and turned
the subject. It was observed that the King was angry, bored or
impatient if his sisters were spoken of, so mention of them was
avoided, and in time they were almost forgotten. Queen Morgause was not after all sent north to join
her sister Morgan. The latter, in fact, came south. When King Urbgen, after a grim and lengthy interview
with the High King, had finally put Queen Morgan aside, and given
her back into Arthur's jurisdiction, she was held for some time at
Caer Eidyn, but eventually won her brother's grudging permission to
travel south to her own castle - one that Arthur himself had
granted her in happier days -among the hills to the north of
Caerleon. Once settled there, with a guard of Arthur's soldiers and
such of her women as were willing to remain in captivity with her,
she settled down to a small approximation of a royal court, and
proceeded (so rumour said, and for once rumour was right) to hatch
little plots of hatred against her brother and her husband, as
busily and almost as cozily as a hen hatches her eggs. She also besieged the King from time to time,
through the royal couriers, for various favours. One repeated
request was for her "dear sister" to be allowed to join her at
Castell Aur. It was well known that the two royal ladies had little
fondness for one another, and Arthur, when he brought himself to
think about it at all, suspected that Morgan's desire to join
forces with Morgause was literally that: a wish to double the
baneful power of such magic as she had. Here rumour spoke again, in
whispers: It was being said that Queen Morgan far surpassed
Morgause in power, and that none of it was used for good. So
Morgan's requests were shrugged off, the High King tending, like
any lesser man beset by a nagging woman, to shut his ears and turn
the other way. He simply referred the matter to his chief adviser,
and had the sense to let a woman deal with the women. Nimue's advice was clear and simple: keep them
guarded, and keep them apart. So the two queens remained under
guard, one in Wales, the other still in Amesbury, but - again on
Nimue's advice -not too strictly prisoned. "Leave them their state and their titles, their fine
clothing and their lovers," she said, and when the King raised his
brows, "Men soon forget what has happened, and a fair woman under
duress is a center for plotting and disaffection. Don't make
martyrs. In a few years' time the younger men won't know or care
that Morgause poisoned Merlin, or did murder here and there. They
have already forgotten that she and Lot massacred the babies at
Dunpeldyr. Give any evildoer a year or two of punishment, and there
will be some fool willing to wave a banner and shout, 'Cruelty, let
them go.' Let them have the things that don't matter, but keep them
close, and watch them always," So Queen Morgan held her small court at Castell Aur,
and sent her frequent letters along the couriers' road to Camelot,
and Queen Morgause remained in the convent at Amesbury. She was
permitted to increase the state in which she lived, but even so her
captivitv was possibly not so easy as her sister's, involving as it
did a certain degree of lip-service to the monastic rule. But
Morgause had her methods. To the abbot she presented herself as one
who, long shut away from the true faith in the pagan darkness of
the Orkneys, vvas eager and willing to learn all she could about
the "new religion" of the Christians. The women who served her
attended the devotions of the good sisters, and spent many long
hours helping with the nuns' sewing and other, more menial tasks.
It might have been noted that the queen herself was content to
delegate this side of her devotions, but she was civility itself to
the abbess, and that elderly and innocent lady was easily deceived
by the attentions of one who was half-sister to the High King
himself, whatever the supposed crimes she had committed. "Supposed crimes." Nimue was right. As time went
by, the memory of Morgause's alleged crimes grew fainter, and the
impression, carefully fostered by the lady herself, of a sweet sad
captive, devoted to her royal brother, reft from her beloved sons,
and far from her own land, grew, spreading far beyond the convent
walls. And though it was common knowledge that the High King's
eldest "nephew" bore in fact a closer and somewhat scandalous
relationship to the throne-well, it had happened a long time ago,
in dark and troubled times, when Arthur and Morgause were very
young, and even now you could see how lovely she must have been ...
still was.... *** SO THE YEARS PASSED, AND THE BOYS BECAME YOUNG MEN,
AND took their places at court, and Morgause's dark deeds became a
legend rather than a true memory, and Morgause herself lived on
comfortably at Amesbury; rather more comfortably, in fact, than she
had lived either in her chilly fortress of Dunpeldyr or the windy
fastness of the Orkneys. What she lacked, and fretted for, was
power, something more than she exercised over her small and private
court. As time went by and it became obvious that she would never
leave Amesbury, was, in fact, almost forgotten, she turned back
secretly to her magic arts, convincing herself that here lay the
seeds of influence and real power. One skill certainly remained
with her; whether it was the plants carefully watched over in the
nunnery gardens, or the spells with which they were gathered and
prepared, Morgause's unguents and perfumes still worked their
strong magic. Her beauty stayed with her, and with it her power
over men. She had lovers. There was the young gardener who
tended the herbs and simples for her brewing, a handsome youth who
had once had hopes of joining the brotherhood. It might be said
that the queen did him a favour. Four months as her lover taught
him that the world outside the walls held delights that at sixteen
he could not bear to renounce; when she dismissed him eventually
with a gift of gold, he left the convent and went to Aquae Sulis,
where he met the daughter of a wealthy merchant, and thereafter
prospered exceedingly. After him came others, and it was easier
still when a garrison established itself on the Great Plain for
exercises, and the officers tended to ride into Amesbury after work
to sample what the local tavern had to offer in the way of wine and
entertainment. Simpler yet when Lamorak, who had brought the boys
on that long-ago visit to see their mother, was appointed garrison
commander, and took it upon himself to call at the convent to ask
after the health of the captive queen. She received him herself,
charmingly. He called again, with gifts. Within the month they were
lovers, Lamorak vowing that it had been love at first sight, and
lamenting that so many vasted years had passed since their first
meeting in the woodland ride. Twice, during these years, Arthur lodged nearby, the
first time with the garrison, the second time in Amesbury itself,
at the house of the headman. On the first occasion, despite Morgause's efforts,
he refused to see her, contenting himself with sending to the
abbess and asking formally after the prisoner's health and
well-being, and sending deputies -Bedwyr and, ironically, Lamorak -
to talk with the queen. The second time occurred some two years
later. He would have preferred to sleep again at garrison
headquarters, but this might have seemed slighting to the headman's
hospitality so he lodged in the town. He gave orders that while he
was in the township Morgause should not be permitted outside the
convent walls, and he was obeyed. But one evening when he and half
a dozen of his Companions sat at supper with the abbot and the head
citizens of the township, two of Morgause's women came to the door
with a tale of the captive queen's sickness, and pathetic pleas for
the King's presence at her bedside. She longed only, they said, for
the King's forgiveness before she died. Or if he was still set
against her, she begged - and it could be seen, from the
messengers' faces, with what pathos -that he should grant at least
one dying wish. This was that she should see her sons once
more. Lot's sons were not in Amesbury with the King.
Gaheris was with the garrison on the Plain; Gawain with the other
two brothers was still in Camelot. The only one of the five in
Amesbury was Mordred, who, as always now, was at his father's
side. To him Arthur, waving the women back out of
earshot, said softly: "Dying? Do you suppose this is true?" "She was out riding three days ago." "Oh? Who says so?" "The swineherd in the beech wood. I stopped and
spoke with him. She gave him a coin once, so he watches for her. He
calls her the pretty queen." Arthur frowned, tapping the table. "There's been a
cold wind all the week. I suppose she could have taken a chill.
Even so -" He paused. "Well, I'll send someone tomorrow. Then, if
this tale is true, I suppose I must go myself." "And by tomorrow everything will be suitably
arranged." The King looked at him sharply. "What do you mean by
that?" Mordred said dryly: "When she sent for me before,
she was alone in a cold room with no comforts. I saw them through
the door, hastily stacked in the next room." Arthur's frown deepened. "So you suspect trickery
here? Still? But how? What could she do?" Mordred shifted his shoulders as if he felt cold.
"Who knows? As she reminded me, more than once, she is a witch.
Keep away from her, sir. Or - let me go and see for myself if this
tale of mortal sickness is true." "You are not afraid of her witchcraft?" "She has asked to see her sons," said Mordred, "and
I am the only one here in Amesbury." He did not add that though his
spirit, fed with fear by Morgause herself, shrank from her, he knew
himself to be safe. He was to be -he could still hear the angry
spitting voice -his father's bane. To that end she would preserve
him, as she had done through those early years. He said: "If you send now, sir, to say you will see
her in the morning, that is when -if this is indeed a trick -she
will make her preparations. I myself will go now, tonight." After a little more discussion the King agreed,
and, returning gratefully to his guests, sent one of his Companions
to inform Queen Morgause that he would see her on the morrow. As
before, he sent Lamorak. *** THERE WAS A HORSE TIED UP OUTSIDE THE ORCHARD WALL.
HERE the coping was low, and a bough of an old apple tree had
forced the bricks outwards until they bulged, then broke and fell,
making a place that could, with agility and the help of a horse's
saddle, be climbed. The night was moonless, but the sky glistened with
stars as thick and numerous as daisies on a lawn. Mordred paused to
look at the horse. Something about its white blaze and the stocking
on its near fore was familiar. He looked closer, and saw on the
breastband the silver boar of Orkney, and recognized Gaheris's
roan. He ran a hand over its shoulder. It was damp and hot. He stood for a moment, thinking. If the news of
Morgause's illness had sped, as such news will, on the wings of
gossip, to garrison headquarters, Gaheris must have ridden out
immediately to visit the queen. Or he might, having been refused
permission to accompany Arthur with Mordred to Amesbury, have
ridden out secretly, determined to see his mother. In either case
the visit was surreptitious, or he would have gone to the gate. Mordred thought, with a touch of amusement, that in
any case Morgause had not expected the visit, so would probably not
yet, on this chilly night, have stripped herself of her comforts.
Gaheris, whatever his loyalties, would have to share witness to his
mother's health and circumstances when Mordred reported on them to
Arthur. He walked soft-footed round to the convent gate, was
inspected under the lamp by the guards, showed the King's pass, and
was admitted. Within the convent walls no guards were appointed,
and all was silent and deserted. Morgause now had one wing of the
convent -the buildings between the orchard and the women's arcade
-to herself and her attendants. Mordred walked quietly past the
chapel and let himself into the arcade. Here a nun nodded beside a
brazier in a little lodge. Again he showed the King's pass, was
recognized and allowed through. The arches of the arcade showed black and empty. The
grass in the center of the court was grey in the starlight, its own
starred daisies shut for the night, invisible. An owl flew silently
across the roof tops and into the orchard boughs. The only light
was the glow from the brazier in the lodge. Mordred paused, undecided. It was late, but not yet
midnight. Morgause, like most witches, was a nighttime creature;
surely one of her windows should be showing a light? And certainly,
if the deathbed story were true, her women would be wakeful,
watching by her bedside. Perhaps a lover? He had heard that she
took her pleasures still. But if Gaheris was here . . .
Gaheris? Mordred swore aloud, sickened at himself for the
thought, and then again for the knowledge that the suspicion was
justified. He tried the door under the arcade, found it
unlocked, then let himself into the building and went swiftly up
the well-remembered corridor. Here was the door to the queen's
apartments. After a moment's hesitation, he pushed it open and went
in without knocking. This room was not as he remembered it, but as he
would have seen it had Morgause not stripped it of its furnishings.
Starlight fell softly through the window to light the hangings, the
waxed surfaces of furniture, the gleam of gold and silver vessels.
Thick rugs muffled his tread. He crossed the room to the inner
door, which gave on the antechamber to the queen's bedroom. Here he
paused. Her women, or surely one of them, would be awahe? He bent
his head and knocked softly on the panel. There was a sound from inside the room, a hurried
movement followed by stillness, as if his knock had startled
someone who did not want to be found there. Mordred hesitated
again, then set his mouth and reached for the latch, but before lie
could lay hand on it the door was pulled open, and Gaheris stood
there, sword in hand. The antechamber was lit by a single candle. Even in
its faint, diffused light it could he seen that Gaheris was as
white as a ghost. When he saw Mordred he went, if possible, whiter
still. His mouth slowly opened to a black O, and lie said, on a
gasping, breath: "You?" "Whom did you expect?" Mordred spoke very softly,
his eye going beyond Gaheris to the door of the gueen's
bed-chamber. This was shut, and a heavy curtain was drawn across it
to keep out the chill draughts of night. Two women were there, on
couches to either side of the queen's door. One was Morgause's own
waiting-woman, the other a nun, presumably excused the night
offices, and set to share the watch on behalf of the convent. Both
slept soundly, the nun, indeed, snoring in a slumber that seemed
rather too heavy. On a table by the all stood two cups, and the
room smelled of spiced wine. Gaheris's sword moved, but indecisively, then he saw
that Mordred was not even looking at him, and lowered it again.
Mordred said, on a whisper that was the merest thread of sound:
"Put that up, you fool. I came on the King's orders, why do you
think?' "At this time of night?" "Not to harm her, or would I have knocked on her
door, or come naked as I am"' The word, between soldiers, meant "unarmed," and to
a knight was as good as a shield. He spread his empty hands wide.
Gaheris, slowly began to slide his blade back into its housing. "Then what -" he was beginning, when Mordred, with a
swift gesture commanding silence, stepped past him into the room,
and, crossing to the table, picked up one of the culps and sniffed
at it. "And the woman in the lodge could hardly keep awake long
enough to see me through." He met Gaheris's stare, and smiled, setting the cup
down again. "The King sent me because a message came that she was
ill, and failing. He would have come himself tomorrow. But now I think he need not." He lifted a hand
quickly. "No, have no fear. It cannot be true. These women have been drugged,
and it is easy to guess -" "Drugged?" Gaheris seemed to take it in slowly, then
his head moved, his eyes searching the dark corners of the room
like an animal scenting an enemy, and his hand flew back to his
hilt. He said, hoarsely: "Then it is danger!" "No. No." Mordred moved quickly, to take his
half-brother lightly by the arm, turning him away from the queen's
door. "The drug is one of the queen's potions. I know that smell.
So put your fears at rest, and come away. It's certain that she is
neither ill nor in any other kind of danger. The King need not come
in the morning, but no doubt you will be permitted to see her then.
He has sent for the others already, in case the story is true." "But how do you know -?" "And keep your voice down. Come, we'll go. I want to
show you some beautiful tapestries in the outer room." He smiled,
shaking the other's unresponsive arm. "Oh, for the gods' sake, man,
can't you see? She's got a lover with her, that's all! So neither
you nor I can visit her tonight!" Gaheris stood for a moment, rigid against Mordred's
hand, then with a wild gesture he shook himself free and leaped for
the bed-chamber door. He ripped the curtain aside and flung the
door back with a crash against the wall. Chapter 4 In the endless, stupefied moment before anvone
moved, they saw it all. Lamorak naked, mounted, light slipping over the
sweating muscles of his back. Morgause beneath him, hidden by
shadows, except for the restless, eager hands, and the long hair
spread across the pillows. Her night robe lay in a huddle on the
floor, beside Lamorak's discarded clothing. His sword belt, with
sword and dagger sheathed, was carefully laid across a stool at the
other side of the room. Gaheris made a sound hardly recognizable as human,
and jerked wildly at his sword. Mordred, two paces behind him, shouted a warning
"Lamorak!" and grabbed again at his half-brother's arm. Morgause screamed. Lamorak gasped, turned his head,
saw, hung himself off the woman's body and ran for his sword. The
move left her exposed to the merciless starlight: the sprawled
flesh, the marks of love, the gaping mouth, the hands still weaving
air over the space where her lover's body had been. The hands dropped. She recognized Gaheris in the
doorway, with Mordred struggling to hold him, and the scream
checked in a gasp as she hurriedly pushed herself up from the
pillows and grabbed for the tumbled coverlet. Gaheris, cursing, jerked the dagger from his belt
and cut down at Mordred's restraining hand. The blade bit, and
Mordred's grip loosened. Gaheris wrenched himself free. Lamorak had reached the stool and snatched up his
sword belt. Clumsily, still perhaps numb with shock, he wrenched at
the hilt in the half-darkness, but the loose belt wrapped itself
round his arm, and the hilt jammed. Wrenching at it, naked as he
was, he turned to face the other sword. Mordred, blood dripping from his cut hand, pushed
past Gaheris, getting himself between the two men, then thrust the
flat of both hands hard against his half-brother's chest. "Gaheris! Wait! You can't kill an unarmed man. And
not this, not here. Wait, you fool! He's a Companion: leave this to
the King." It is doubtful if Gaheris even heard him, or felt
his hands. He was crying, on hard, sobbing breaths, and looked more
than half mad. Nor did he make any attempt to push past Mordred to
attack Lamorak. He swung suddenly round, away from both men, and
raced for the queen's bed, his sword held high. Clutching the coverlet to her, blinded by her hair,
she tried to roll away and dodge him. She screamed again. Before
the other men had even realized his purpose Gaheris, at the
bedside, swung his sword up, and brought it down with all his
strength across his mother's neck. And again. And yet again. The only sound was the soft and dreadful backing of
metal into flesh and feathered bedding. Morgause died at the first
blow. The coverlet dragged from her clutching hands, and the naked
body fell back into the merciful shadows. Less mercifully the head,
half severed, lolled into starlight on its blood-drenched pillows.
Gaheris, himself drenched in the first dreadful fountain of blood,
lifted the red sword for another blow, then, with a howl like a
hurt dog, threw it aside with a clatter, and, flinging himself to
his knees in the pool of blood, put his head down beside his
mother's on the pillow and wept. Mordred found that he was holding Lamorak with a
grip that hurt them both. The killing had been so swift, so
unlooked-for, that neither man had made any conscious move at all.
Then Lamorak came to himself with a jerk and a gasping curse, and
tried to arm Mordred aside. But Morgause was dead and beyond help,
and her son knelt unheeding, uncaring, his unprotected back to them
both, his sword ten paces away on the floor. Lamorak's blade
wavered, and sank. Even here, even in this moment, the rigid
training held. There had been a dreadful slaying done in hot blood.
But now the blood was cold, the room was cold, and there was
nothing to be done. Lamorak stood still in Mordred's grasp, his
teeth beginning to chatter now with reaction, horror and the icy
chill of shock. Mordred let him go. He picked the knight's clothing
up, and bundled it into his arms. "Here, get these on, and go. There's nothing to be
gained by staying. Even if he was fit to fight you now, it cannot
be here, you know that." He stooped quickly for Gaheris's abandoned
sword, then, taking Lamorak by the arm, urged him towards the
bedroom door. "Into the other room now, before he comes to. The
thing's done, and all we can do is prevent that madman from making
it worse." In the antechamber the women still slept. As Mordred
shut and latched the door the nun stirred in her sleep and muttered
something that could have been "Madam?" then slept again. The two
men stood rigid, listening. No sound, no movement. Morgause's
screaming, brief as it had been, had not been heard through the
thick walls and closed doors. Lamorak had hold of himself now. He was still very
pale, and looked sick and haunted, but he made no attempt to argue
with Mordred, and set himself to dress quickly, with only a glance
or two at the shut door of the dreadful room. "I shall kill him, of course," he said thickly. "But not here." Mordred was cool. "So far you've
done nothing that any man would blame you for. The King will be
angry enough at the mess, without your adding to it. So take my
advice and go now, quickly. What you do later is up to you." Lamorak looked up from fastening his tunic. "What
are you going to do?" "Get you out of here, Gaheris away, and then report
to the King. I was sent to do that anyway. Not that it matters now,
but I suppose her tale of being ill, dying even, was pure
invention?" "Yes. She wanted to see the King and plead with him
herself for release." He added, very softlv: "I was going to marry
her. I loved her, and she me. I had promised to talk with him
myself tomorrow ... today. If she were my wife, surely Arthur would
have let her leave here, and live once more in freedom?" Mordred
did not reply. Another tool, he was thinking. I was once her pass
to power, and now this man, poor gullible fool, was to be her pass
to liberty. Well, she is gone, and the King will hardly be sorry,
but in death, as in life, she will wreck the peace of all those
near her. He said: "You knew that the King had sent for
Gawain and the other two already?" "Yes. What will they -what will happen there?" A
glance towards the door. "Gaheris? Who knows? As for you ... I said you were
to be blamed for nothing. But they will blame you, be sure of that.
It is even likely that, being the men they are, they will try to
kill Gaheris, too. They like to keep sex and murder right in the
family." This, dry as spice-dust, made Lamorak, even through
the grief and rage of the moment, look sharply at the younger man.
He said, slowly, as if making a totally newdiscovcry: "You -why,
you're one of them. Her own son. And you talk as if . . .as
if..." "I am different," said Mordred, shortly. "Here, your
cloak. No, that bloodstain's mine, you needn't mind it. Gaheris
stabbed my hand. Now, for the Goddess' sake, man, go, and leave him
to me." "What will you do?" "Lock the room so that the women don't screech the
place down when they wake, and get Gaheris out the way he came in.
You came in through the main gate, of course? Do the guards know
you're still here?" "No. I left in due course, and then ... I have a
way in. She used to leave a window open when she knew . . . " "Yes, of course. But then, why trouble -?" He was
going to ask, Why trouble to drug the women? but then he saw that
Morgause's sexual affairs would necessarily have to be hidden from
the abbess. The holy women could hardly be expected to connive at
them. "I'll have to leave court, of course," said Lamorak.
"You will tell the King ?" "I'll report exactly what happened. I don't imagine
the King will blame you. But you'd do well to get away until Gawain
and the others have been settled. Good luck and good speed." Lamorak, with one last look towards the silent
bedroom door, went from the room. Mordred glanced once again at the
sleeping women, propped Gaheris's blood-stained sword in a shadowed
corner where a faldstool hid it from view, then went back into the
queen's bedchamber and shut the door behind him. *** HE FOUND GAHERIS ON HIS FEET, SWAYING LIKE A DRUNKEN
MAN and looking vaguely round him as if for something he had
forgotten. Mordred took him by the shoulder and drew him,
unresisting, away from the bedside. Stooping, he twitched the
stained coverlet across to cover the dead body. Gaheris, rigid as a
sleepwalker, let himself be led from the room. Once in the antechamber, and with the door shut, he
spoke for the first time, thickly. "Mordred. It was right. It was
right to kill her. She was my mother, but she was a queen, and to
do thus ... to bring shame on us and on all our line ... No one can
gainsay my right, not even Gawain. And when I kill Lamorak - that
was Lamorak, wasn't it? Her -the man?" "I didn't see who it was. He snatched up his clothes
and went." "You didn't try to hold him? You should have killed
him." "For the love of Hecate," said Mordred, "save all
that for later. Listen, I thought I heard footsteps. It could be
time for the night office. Anyone could come by." This was not true, but it served to rouse Gaheris.
He gave a startled glance around, as if just waking to a perilous
situation, and said sharply: "My sword?" Mordred lifted it from the corner and showed it.
"When we are outside the walls. Come. I saw where you left your
horse. Quickly." They were crossing the orchard before Gaheris spoke
again. He was still on the treadmill of agonized guilt. "That man. Lamorak, I know it was, and you know,
too. You called his name. Don't try to shield him. Arthur's man,
one of the Companions. He should be killed, too, and I shall do it.
But she, she to lie with such a one ... It must have happened
before, you know. Those women were drugged. They must have been
lovers -" He choked on the word, then went on: "She spoke of him
once to me. Of Lamorak. She told me that he had killed our father
King Lot, and that she hated him. She lied. To me. To me." Mordred said, quietly: "Don't you see, Gaheris? She
lied to blind you, and she lied twice. Lamorak never killed Lot,
how could he? Lot died of the wounds he got at Caledon, and they
fought on the same side there. So unless Lamorak stabbed King Lot
in the back, and that was not his way, he could not be his killer.
Did you never think of that?" But Gaheris had no thoughts but the same trapped and
torturing ones. "She took him as her lover, and lied to me. We were
all deceived, even Gawain. Mordred, the others will say that what I
did was right, will they not?" "You know as well as I how likely Gawain is to
forgive you this. Or Gareth. Even your twin may not support you.
And though the King isn't likely to grieve for your mother, he'll
have to listen if the Orkney princes demand what they will call
justice." "They will ask it on Lamorak!" "For what?" said Mordred, coolly. "He would have
married her." That silenced Gaheris for a moment. They had
reached the orchard wall, and he paused under the apple tree and
turned. The moon was rising now behind a drift of cloud, and the
bloodstains on his breast showed black. "If they do not kill him, I shall," he said. "You can try" said Mordred dryly. "And he will kill
you, make no mistake. And then your brothers will try to kill him.
So you see what this night's work has done?" "And you? You seem to care nothing for what has
happened. You speak as if it hardly touched you." "Oh, it touches me," said Mordred briefly. "Now, we
are wasting time. What's done is done. You will have to leave
court, you know that. You will be well advised to get away before
your brothers get here. Get over the wall now, Gaheris; your horse
is there." Gaheris swung himself over, and Mordred, climbing
after him, stayed astride the wall while his brother untied the
horse and checked the girths. Then he handed Gaheris's sword down
into his hand. "Where will you go?" he asked him. "North. Not to the islands, and Dunpeldyr is held
for Arthur as well. What is not? But I shall find a place where I
can sell my sword." "Meantime take my purse. Here." "My thanks, brother." Gaheris caught it. He swung
himself to the saddle. It brought him almost to Mordred's level. He
hung on the rein for a moment while the roan horse danced, eager to
move. "When you see Gawain and the others - " "Tell them the truth and plead your cause for you?
I'll do what I can. Farewell." Gaheris pulled the horse's head round. Soon there
was no sign of him except the fast soft thud of retreating hoofs.
Mordred jumped down from the wall and walked back across the
orchard. Chapter 5 So died Morgause, witch-queen of Lothian and Orkney,
leaving by her death and its manner another hellbrew of trouble for
her hated brother. The trouble was far-reaching. Gaheris suffered
banishment, and Lamorak, riding white-faced and silent into
headquarters to surrender his sword, was relieved of his command
and bidden to absent himself until the dust should have time to
settle. This would not be soon. Gawain, savage with
outraged pride rather than grief, swore on all the wild gods of the
north to be avenged both on Lamorak and on his brother, and ignored
all that Arthur could say to him, pleas and threats alike. It was pointed out that Lamorak had offered marriage
to Morgause, and that her acceptance gave him the betrothed's claim
to her bed, and with it the right to avenge her murder himself.
This right Lamorak, one of Arthur's first and most loyal
Companions, had waived. Gaheris, he had sworn, was safe from him.
But none of this appeased Gawain, whose anger had in it a large
measure of sheer sexual jealousy. Just as violent was Gawain's railing against
Gaheris, but there he got no support from his brothers. Agravain,
who had always been the leader of the twins, seemed lost without
Gaheris; he tended to turn to Mordred, who, for reasons of his own,
suffered him willingly enough. Gareth said little throughout, but
withdrew into silence. In her death as in her life his mother had
wronged him deeply: bitter as was the story of her dreadful death
to her youngest son, the tales of her impurity, which were common
knowledge now, wounded him more. But all the shouts for vengeance
had to die. Lamorak had gone, no one knew where. Gaheris had
vanished northward into the mists, Morgause was buried in the
convent graveyard, and Arthur went with his followers back to
Camelot. Gradually, for sheer lack of fuel, the blaze kindled by
the murder died down. Arthur, fond of his nephews, and secretly
relieved at the news of Morgause's death, steered as carefully as
he could between the shoals, kept the princes as busy as he might,
gave Gawain as much authority as he dared, and waited with weary
apprehension for the storm to break again. About Gaheris he could
not bring himself to care overmuch, but Lamorak, who was innocent
of all but folly, was almost certainly doomed. Some day Arthur's
valued Companion would come against one of the Orkney princes, and
be killed, fair or foul. Nor would it stop there. Lamorak, too, had
a brother, at present serving in Dumnonia with one Drustan, a
knight whom Arthur hoped to attract into his service. It was
possible that he, or even Drustan himself - who was a close friend
to both brothers -would in turn swear and require vengeance. So Morgause, in her death, did what she had planned
to do with her life. She had planted a canker in the blossoming
chivalry of Arthur's court: not, ironically, the bastard she had
reared to be his bane, but her three legitimate oldest, her wild,
unpredictable and now almost ungovernable sons. Outside it all stood Mordred. He had shown himself
resourceful and cool, had prevented further bloodshed on that
murderous night, and had gained time for good counsel. That the
Orkney princes would not - some said could not respond to good
counsel was hardly his fault. It was noticeable that less and less
did the court count him as one of the "Orkney brood." Subtly, the
distance between him and his half-brothers increased. And with
Morgause dead, men hardly troubled any longer with the fiction of
"the High King's nephew." He was simply -Prince Mordred, -and known to be close to
the King and Queen in love and favour. Some time after Arthur's return to Camelot he called
a council in the Round Hall. It was the first such council that the two younger
Orkney brothers had been entitled, as Companions, to attend. Even
Mordred, who with Gawain had been given that status some years ago,
met with a change: instead of sitting at the King's left, as had
been his privilege over the past two years, he was led by the royal
usher to the chair on Arthur's right, where Bedwyr usually sat.
Bedvyr took the seat to the left. If he felt demoted he did not
show it; he gave Mordred a smile that seemed genuine, and a
ceremonious little bow that acknowledged his new status to the
younger man. Bedwyr, the King's friend of boyhood days, and
constant companion in the closest sense, was a quiet man with the
eyes of a poet, and, after the King's, the most deadly sword in the
kingdoms. He had fought at Arthur's side through all the great
campaigns, and with him shared the glory of wiping the Saxon Terror
from Britain's boundaries. Possibly alone of the warrior lords, he
showed no impatience with the long-drawn peace, and when Arthur had
had to travel abroad at the request of allies or kinsmen, and take
his fighting men with him, Bedwyr never seemed to resent the
necessity of staying behind as regent for his king. Rumour, as
Mordred well knew, gave reasons for this: Bedwyr had not married,
and in the close company as he was of both King and Queen, it was
whispered that he and Queen Guinevere were lovers. But Mordred,
also constantly with them, had never caught a look or gesture that
bore this out. Guinevere was as gay and kind to him as he had ever
seen her with Bedwyr, and, perhaps with a little of the inbred
jealousy taught by Morgause, he would have denied, even with his
sword, any overt hint of such a connection. So he returned Bedwyr's smile, and sat down in the
new place of honour. He saw Gawain, leaning close to his brother,
whisper something, and Agravain nodding, then the King spoke,
opening the Council, and they fell silent. The meeting droned on.
Mordred noticed with amusement how Agravain and Gareth, at first
rigid with importance and attentive to every word, soon grew bored
and impatient, and sat in their seats as if on thorns. Gawain, like
the greybeard beside him, was frankly dozing in a shaft of sunshine
from a window. The King, patient and painstaking as ever, seemed to
throw off preoccupations with an effort. The round table in the
middle of the hall was loaded heavily with papers and tablets, and
by it the secretaries scribbled without ceasing. As usual at the Round Hall councils, routine matters
were dealt with first. Petitions were heard, complaints tabled,
judgments given. King's messengers brought what information was
fitted for the public ear, and later, those of the King's
knightserrant who had returned home would report on their
adventures to the Council. These were the travelling knights who acted at once
as Arthur's eyes and as his deputies. Years ago, once the Saxon
wars were over and the county settled, Arthur had looked around for
means to occupy what Merlin had called "the idle swords and the
unfed spirits." He knew that the long and prosperous peace which
contented most men was not to the liking of some of his knights,
not the young men only, but the war veterans, men who knew no other
life but that of fighting. There was no longer any need for the
picked body of Companions, the knights who under Arthur had led the
force of cavalry which had been used as such a swift and deadly
weapon during the Saxon campaigns. The Companions remained his
personal friends, but their status as commanders was changed. They
were appointed personal representatives of the King himself, and,
as deputies armed with royal warrants, and each in command of his
own men, they travelled the kingdoms, answering the call of the
petty kings or leaders who needed help or guidance, and taking with
them the High King's justice and the High King's peace vvherever
they went. They also policed the roads. Robbers still lurked in the
wilder parts of the country, haunting fords and crossways where
traders or rich travellers might be ambushed. These they sought out
and killed, or brought them back for the King's justice. One other
and most important task was the protection of monasteries. Arthur,
though not himself a Christian, recognized the growing importance
of these foundations as centers of learning and as an influence for
peace. Their hospitality, moreover, was a vital part of the
peaceful commerce of the roads. Three of these knights presented themselves now. As
the first of them came forward there was a stir of interest in the
hall, and even the sleepers roused themselves to attention.
Sometimes the reports were of fighting; occasionally prisoners were
brought in, or tales told of strange happenings in remote and wild
parts of the country . This had given rise to the belief held by
the ignorant, that Arthur never sat down to supper until he had
heard some tale of marvels. But there were no marvels to be presented. One man
came from North Wales, one from Northumbria, the third -one of the
knights deputed to watch the Saxon boundaries - from the upper
Thames valley. This man reported some activity, though peaceful, in
Suthrige, that region south of the Thames occupied by Middle Saxon
settlers; some kind of official visit, he thought, from a party of
Cerdic's West Saxons. The man from North Wales told of a new
monastic foundation where the Christian grail, or cup of
ceremonial, would be raised on the next feast day. The man from
Northumbria had nothing to report. Mordred, watching from his place beside the King,
noticed with quickened interest that Agravain, waiting with obvious
impatience through the speeches of the first two knights, went
still and attentive while the last one spoke. When the man had
done, and been dismissed with the King's thanks, Agravain visibly
relaxed and went back to his yawning. Northumbria? thought Mordred, then filed the thought
away and turned his attention to the King. At last the hall was cleared of all but councillors
and Companions. Arthur sat back in the royal chair, and spoke. He came straight to the news that had caused him to
call the Council. A courier from the Continent had arrived on the
previous evening with grave tidings. Two of the three young sons of
Clodomir, the Frankish king, had been murdered, and their brother
had fled for sanctuary to a monastery, from which it was thought
that he would not dare emerge. The murderers, the boys' uncles,
would no doubt proceed to divide King Clodomir's kingdom between
them. The news carried grave implications. Clodomir (who
had been killed a year ago in battle with the Burgundians) had been
one of the four sons of Clovis, King of the Salian Franks, who had
led his people out of their northerly lands down into what had once
been the prosperous country of Roman Gaul, and had made it his own.
Savage and ruthless, like all of the Merwing dynasty, he had
nevertheless created a powerful and stable kingdom. At his death
that kingdom had been divided, as was the custom, among his four
sons. Clodomir and Childebert, the eldest legitimate sons, held the
central part of Gaul: Clodomir to the east, his lands bordering on
those of the hostile Burgundians; and Childebert to the west, in
that part of Gaul which bordered and contained the peninsula of
Brittany. And here lay the rub. Brittany, called Less Britain in the common tongue,
was in fact almost a province of the High Kingdom. Over a century
ago it had been populated by men from Greater Britain, and the tie
remained strong; communication was easy and trade brisk, and the
tongue, with slight regional variations, was the same. Brittany's
king, Hoel, was cousin to Arthur, and the two kings were bound to
one another, not only through kinship and treaties of alliance, but
because Brittany was still as much part of the federation of lands
known as the High Kingdom as was Cornwall, or the Summer Country
round Camelot itself. "The matter," said the King, "is not
desperate; indeed, it may turn out for the best, since infants
never make safe rulers. But you see the situation. Clodomir was
killed at Vezeronce last year by the Burgundians. They are still
hostile, and wait only for a chance to attack again. So we have the
vital central province of the Franks, with the Burgundians to the
east, and on the west the land ruled by King Childebert, which
contains our own Celtic province of Brittany. Now Clodomir's
kingdom will be divided yet again, in which case King Childebert
will extend his lands eastward, while his brothers move in from
north and south. Which means that, as long as we retain the
friendship of these kings, we have them as a barrier between
ourselves and the Germanic peoples to the east." He paused, then, looking around, repeated: "As long
as we have the friendship of these kings. I said the matter was not
yet desperate. But in time it may be. We must prepare for it. Not
yet, as some of you wish, by raising armies. That will come. But by
forming alliances, bonds of friendship, cemented by offers of help
and fair trading. If the kingdoms of Britain are to remain secure
against the destroyers from the east, then all the kingdoms within
our sea-girt coasts must join together in their defense. I repeat,
all." "The Saxons!" said someone. It was Cian, a young
Celt from Gwynedd. "Saxons or English," said Arthur, "they own, by
agreement, a good proportion of the eastern and south-eastern
coastal lands, those which were the territories of the old Saxon
Shore, with what other settlements were granted them by Ambrosius,
and by myself after Badon Hill. These Saxon Shore lands lie like a
wall along the Narrow Sea. They can be our bulwark, or they can
betray." He paused. There was no need to gather eyes. All were
fixed on him. "Now this is what I have to say to the Council. I
have called a meeting with the chief of their kings, Cerdic of the
West Saxons, to talk to him about defense. At our next Council I
shall be prepared to tell you the result of that meeting." He sat down then, and the ushers were on their feet,
preventing uproar and trying to sort into order the men who wanted
to speak. Under cover of the noise Arthur grinned at Bedwyr. "You
were right. A hornets' nest. But let them talk it out, and have
their say, and when I go it will be, nominally at least, with their
support." He was right. By supper time all who wanted to had
said their say. Next day a courier rode to the village which the
West Saxon king called his capital, and the meeting was
arranged. Mordred was to go with the King. He used the
interval before Cerdic's reply came to ride over to Applegarth to
see Nimue. Chapter 6 Since the day when Nimue had visited King Urbgen of
Rheged, and prevented Mordred's escape, he had never seen her. She
was married to Pelleas, king of the islands to the west of the
Summer Country, where the River Brue meets the Severn Sea. Nimue
herself had been born a princess of the River isles, and had known
her husband since childhood. Their castle stood almost within sight
of the Tor, and when Pelleas, who was one of Arthur's Companions,
was with the King, Nimue would take her place as Lady of the Lake
maidens in the convent on Ynys Witrin, or else retire alone to
Applegarth, the house that Merlin had built near Camelot, and which
he had left to her, along with his title, and - men whispered -how
much more. It was fabled that during the long illness that had
weakened the old enchanter towards his seeming death, he had made
over all his knowledge to his pupil Nimue, implanting in her brain
even his own childhood's memories. Mordred had heard the stories, and though with
manhood and security he had grown more skeptical, he remembered the
impression he had received in Luguvallium of the enchantress's
power, so he approached Applegarth with something that might even
have been called nervousness. It was a grey stone house, four-square round a small
courtyard. An old tower jutted at one corner. The house stood
cupped in rolling upland pastures, and was surrounded by orchards.
A stream ran downhill past the walls. Mordred turned his horse off the road and into the
track that led uphill beside the stream. He was halfway towards the
house when another horseman approached him. To his surprise he saw
that it was the King, riding alone on his grey mare. Arthur drew
rein beside him. "Were you looking for me?" "No, sir. I had no idea you were here." "Ah, so Nimue sent for you? She told me you were
coming, but she did not tell me when, or why." Mordred stared. "She said I was coming? How could
she? I hardly knew it myself. I - there was something I vvanted to
ask her, so I rode here, you might say on impulse." "Ah," said Arthur. He regarded Mordred with what
looked like amusement. "Why do you smile, sir?" Mordred was thinking, with
thankfulness: He cannot begin to guess what was in my mind. Surely
he cannot guess. But Nimue... "If you have never met Nimue, then gird your loins
and put up your shield," said Arthur, laughing. "There's no
mystery, at least not the kind ordinary mortals such as you and h
can understand. She would know you were coming because she knows
everything. As simple as that. She will even know vvhy." "That must save a world of words," said Mordred
dryly. "I used to say that. To Merlin." A shadow touched
the King's face, and was gone. The amusement came back. "Well, good
luck to vou, Mordred. It is time you met the ruler of your ruler."
And still laughing, he rode down the hill to the road. Mordred left his horse at the archway that led into
the courtyard, and went in. The place was full of flowers, and the
scent of herbs and lavender, and doves crooned on the wall. There
was an old man by the well, a gardener by his clothes, drawing
water. He glanced up, touched a hand to his brow, and pointed the
way to the tower door. Well, thought Mordred, she is expecting me, isn't
she? He mounted the stone steps and pushed open the door. The room
was small and square, with one large window opening to the south,
and beneath it a table. The only other furnishings were a cupboard,
a heavy chair, and a couple of stools. A box stood on the table
with books, neatly rolled, inside it. By the table, with her back
to it and facing the door, stood a woman. She neither spoke nor made any movement of greeting.
What met him, forcibly as a cold blast, was her inimical and
chilling gaze. He stopped dead in the doorway. A feeling of dread,
formless and heavy, settled on him, as if the vultures of fate
clung to his shoulders, their claws digging into his flesh. Then it cleared. He straightened. The weight was
gone. The tower room was full of light, and facing him was a tall,
arrow-straight woman in a grey robe, with dark hair bound back with
silver, and cool grey eyes. "Prince Mordred." He bowed. "Madam." "Forgive me for receiving you here. I was working.
The King comes often, and takes things as he finds them. Will you
sit?" He pulled a stool towards him and sat. He glanced at the
littered table. She was not, as he half expected, brewing some
concoction over the brazier. The "work" consisted, rather, of a
litter of tablets and papers. An instrument which he did not
recognize stood in the window embrasure, its end tilted towards the
sky. Nimue seated herself, turned to Mordred, and
waited. He said directly: "We have not met before, madam,
but I have seen you." She looked at him for a moment, then nodded. "The
castle at Luguvallium? I knew you were nearby. You were hiding in
the courtyard?" "Yes." He added, wryly: "You cost me my libertv. I
was trying to run away." "Yes. You were afraid. But now you know that there
was no reason for your fear." He hesitated. Her tone was cold still, her look
hostile. "Then why did you stop me? Did you hope then that
the King would have me put to death?" Her brows went up. "Why do you ask that?" "Because of the prophecy." "Who told you about it? Ah, yes, Morgause. No. I
warned Urbgen to keep you close and see that you got to Camelot,
because it is always better to keep a danger where one can see it,
than let it vanish, and then wonder from what direction it will
strike." "So vou agree that I am a danger. You believe in the
prophecy." "I must." "Then you have seen it, too? In the crystal, or the
pool, or -" He glanced towards the instrument by the window. " -The
stars?" For the first time there was something other than
hostility in her look. She was watching him with curiosity, and a
hint of puzzlement. She said slowly: "'Merlin saw, and he made the
prophecy, and I am Merlin." "Then you can tell me why, if Merlin believed his
own prophetic voices, he let the King keep me alive in the first
place? I know why Morgause did; she saved me because she thought I
would be his bane. She told me so, and then when I was grown she
tried to enlist me as his enemy. But why did Merlin even let her
bear me?" She was silent for a few moments. The grey eyes
searched him, as if they would draw the secrets from the back of
his brain. Then she spoke. "Because he would not see Arthur stained with the
wrong of murder, whatever the cause. Because he was wise enough to
see that we cannot turn the gods aside, but must follow as best we
can the paths they lay out for us. Because he knew that out of
seeming evil can come great good, and out of well-doing may come
bane and death. Because he saw also that in the moment of Arthur's
death his glory would have reached and passed its fullness, but
that by that death the glory would live on to be a light and a
trumpet-call and a breath of life for men to come." When she stopped speaking it seemed as if a faint
echo of her voice, like a harp string thrumming, wound on and on in
the air, to vibrate at last into silence. At length Mordred spoke. "But you must know that I
would not willingly bring evil to the King. I owe him much, and
none of it evil. He knew this prophecy from the start, and,
believing it, yet took me into his court and accepted me as his
son. How, then, can you suppose that I would willingly harm
him?" She said, more gently: "It does not have to be by
your will." "Are you trying to tell me that I can do nothing to
avert this fate that you speak of?" "What will be, will be," she said. "You cannot help me?" "To avoid what is in the stars? No." Mordred, with a movement of violent impatience, got
to his feet. She did not move, even when he took a stride forward
and towered over her, as if he would strike her. "This is absurd! The stars! You talk as if men are
sheep, and worse than sheep, to be driven by blind fate to do the
will of some ill-wishing god! What of my will? Am I, despite
anything I may wish or do, condemned to be the death or bane of a
man I respect, a king I follow? Am I to be a sinner-more, the worst
of sinners, a parricide? What gods are these?" She did not reply. She tilted her head back, still
watching him steadily. He said, angrily: "Very well. You have said, and
Merlin has said, and Queen Morgause, who like you was a witch" -
her eves flickered at that, perhaps with annoyance, and he felt a
savage pleasure at getting through to her -"that through me the
King will meet his doom. You say I cannot avoid this. So? How if I
took my dagger - thus -and killed myself here and now? Would that
not avert the fate that you say hangs in the stars?" She had not stirred at the dagger's flash, but now
she moved. She rose from her stool and crossed to the window. She
stood there with her back to him, looking out. Beyond the open
frame was a pear tree, where a blackbird sang. She spoke without turning. "Prince Mordred, I did not say that Arthur would
meet his doom by your hand or even by your action. Through your
existence is all. So kill yourself now if you will it, but through
your death his fate might come on him all the sooner." "But then -" he began desperately. She turned. "Listen to me. Had Arthur slain you in
infancy, it might have happened that men would have risen against
him for his cruelty, and that in the uprising he would have been
killed. If you kill yourself now, it might be that your brothers,
blaming him, would bring him to ruin. Or even that Arthur himself,
spurring here to Applegarth at the news, would take a fall from his
horse and die, or lie a cripple while his kingdom crumbled round
him." She lifted her hands. "Now do you understand? Fate has more
than one arrow. The gods wait behind cloud." "Then they are cruel!" "You know that already, do you not?" He remembered the sickening smell of the burned
cottage, the feel of the sea-washed bone in his hand, the lonely
cry of the gulls over the beach. He met the grey eyes, and saw compassion there. He
said quietly: "So what can a man do?" "All that we have," she said, "is to live what life
brings. Die what death comes." "That is black counsel." "Is it?" she said. "You cannot know that." "What do you mean?" "I mean that you cannot know what life will bring.
All I can tell you is this: that whatever years of life are left
for you and for your father, they will see ambition realized, and
will bring fulfilment and their meed of glory, both for him and for
you." He stood silent at that. It was more than he had
imagined or expected, that she would give him not only a qualified
hope, but the promise of a life fulfilled. He said: "So it won't serve for me to leave court,
and stay away from him?" "No." He smiled for the first time. "Because he wants me
where he can see me? Because the arrow by daylight is better to
face than the knife in the dark?' There was a glimmer of a smile in reply. "You are
like him," was all she said, but he felt the interview begin to
lighten. A sombre lady, this one. She was beautiful, yes, but he
would as soon, he thought, have touched a rousing falcon. "You can't tell me any more? Anything?" "I do not know more." "Would Merlin know? And would he tell me?" "What he knew, I know," she said again. "I told you,
I am Merlin." "You said this before. Is it some kind of riddling
way of telling me that his power is gone, or just that I may not
approach him?" He spoke with renewed impatience. "All my life I
seem to have been listening to rumours of magical deaths and
vanishings, and they are never true. Tell me straightly, if you
will: if I go to Bryn Myrddin, will I find him?" "If he wishes it, yes." "Then he is still there?" "He is where he always was, with all his fires and
travelling glories round him." As they talked the sun had moved round, and the
light from the window touched her face. He saw faint lines on the
smooth brow, the shadow of fatigue under the eyes, a dew of
transparency on her skin. He said abruptly: "I am sorry if I have wearied
you." She did not deny it. She said merely: "I am glad you
came," and followed him to the tower doorway. "Thank you for your patience," he said, and drew
breath for a formal farewell, but a shout from the courtyard below
startled him. He swung round and looked down. Nimue came swiftly to
his elbow. "You'd better go down, and hurry! Your horse has
slipped his tether, and I think he has eaten some of the new
seedlings." Her face lit with mischief, young and alive, like that
of a child who misbehaves in a shrine. "If Varro kills you with his
spade, as seems likely, we shall see how the fates will deal with
that!" He kissed her hand and ran down to retrieve his
horse. As he rode away she watched him with eyes that were once
again sad, but no longer hostile. Chapter 7 Mordred was half afraid that the King would ask him
what his business had been with Nimue, but he did not. He sent for
his son next day and spoke of the proposed visit to the Saxon king,
Cerdic. "I would have left you in charge at home, which
mould have been useful experience for you, but it will be even more
useful for you to meet Cerdic and attend the talks, so as ever I am
leaving Bedwyr. I might almost say as regent, since officially I am
leaving my own kingdom for a foreign one. Have you ever met a
Saxon, Mordred?" "Never. Are they really all giants, who drink the
blood of babies?" The King laughed. "You will see. They are certainly
most of them big men, and their customs are outlandish. But I am
told, by those who know them and can speak their tongue, that their
poets and artists are to be respected. Their fighting men certainly
are. You will find it interesting." "How many men will you take?" "Under truce, only a hundred. A regal train, no
more." "You can trust a Saxon to keep a truce?" "Cerdic, yes, though with most Saxons it's a case of
trust only from strength, and keep the memory of Badon still green.
But don't repeat that," said Arthur. Agravain was also in the chosen hundred, but neither
Gawain nor Gareth. These two had gone north together soon after the
council meeting. Gawain had spoken of travelling to Dunpeldyr and
perhaps thence to Orkney, and, though suspecting that his nephew's
real quest was far otherwise, Arthur could think of no good reason
for preventing him. Hoping that Lamorak might have ridden westward
to join his brother under Drustan's standard, he had to content
himself with sending a courier into Dumnonia with a warning. The King and his hundred set out on a fine and blowy
day of June. Their way took them over the high downs. Small blue
butterflies and dappled fritillaries fluttered in clouds over the
flowery turf. Larks sang. Sunlight fell in great gold swaths over
the ripening cropfields, and peasants, white with the blowing chalk
dust, looked up from their work and saluted the party with smiles.
The troop rode at case, talking and laughing together, and the mood
was light. Except, apparently for Agravain. He drew alongside
Mordred where he was riding a little apart, some way behind the
King, who was talking with Cei and Bors. "Our first sally with the High King, and look at it.
A carnival." He spoke with contempt. "All that talk of war, and
kingdoms changing hands, and raising armies to defend our shores
again, and this is all it comes to! He's getting old, that's what
it is. We should drive these Saxons back into the sea first, and
then it would be time enough to talk.... But no! What do we do?
Here we ride with the duke of battles, and on a peace mission. To
Saxons. Ally with Saxons? Pah!" He spat. "He should have let me go
with Gawain." "Did you ask to?" "Of course." "That was a peace mission, too," said Mordred,
woodenly, looking straight between his horse's ears. "There was no
trouble forecast in Dunpeldyr, only a little diplomatic talking
with Tydwal, and Gareth along to keep it muted." "Don't play the innocent with me!" said Agravain
angrily. "You know why he's gone." "I can guess. Anyone can guess. But if he does find
Lamorak, or news of him, let us hope that Gareth can persuade him
to show a little sense. Why else do you suppose Gareth asked to
go?" Mordred turned and looked straight at Agravain. "And if he
should come across Gaheris, you may hope the same thing yourself. I
suppose you know where Gaheris is? Well, if Gawain catches up with
either of them, you'd best know nothing about it. And I want to
know nothing." "You? You're so deep in the King's counsels that
I'm surprised you haven't warned him." "There was no need. He must know as well as you do
what Gawain hopes to do. But he can't mew him up for ever. What the
King cannot prevent, he will not waste time over. All he can do is
hope, probably in vain, that wise counsel will prevail." "And if Gawain does run across Lamorak, which might
happen, even by accident, what do you expect him to do then?" "Lamorak must protect himself. He's quite capable of
it." He added: "Live what life brings. Die what death comes."
Agravain stared. "What? What sort of talk is that?" "Something I heard recently. So what about Gaheris?
Are you content for Gawain to run across him, too?" "He'll not find Gaheris," said Agravain confidently.
"Oh, so you do know where he is?" "What do you think? He got word to me, of course.
And the King doesn't know that, you may be sure! He's not as
all-knowing as you think, brother." He slid a sideways look at
Mordred, and his lowered voice was sly. "There's quite a lot that
he doesn't see." Mordred did not answer, but Agravain went on without
prompting: "Else he'd hardly go off on an unnecessary jaunt
like this and leave Bedwyr in Camelot." "Someone has to stay." "With the Queen?" Mordred turned to look at him again. The tone, the
look, said what the bare words had not expressed. He spoke with
contemptuous anger: "I'm no fool, nor am I deaf. I hear what the
dirty tongues say. But you'd best keep yours clean, brother." "Are you threatening me?" "I don't need to. Let the King once hear -" "If it's true they're lovers, he ought to
hear." "It cannot be true! Bedwyr is close to the King and
Queen, yes, but -" "And they do say the husband is always the last to
guess." Mordred felt a wave of fury so strong that it startled him.
He began to speak, then, glancing towards the King's back and the
riders to either side, said merely, in a low, suppressed voice:
"Leave it. It's fool's talk anywhere, and here you might be
overheard. And keep your tongue off it with me. I want no part of
it." "You were ready enough to listen when your own
mother's virtue was questioned." Mordred said, exasperated: "Questioned! I was
there, my God! I saw her lying with him!" "And cared so little that you let the man
escape!" "Let it go, Agravain! If Gaheris had killed Lamorak
there, while the King was still negotiating with Drustan to leave
Dumnonia and join the Companions -" "You thought of that? Then? With her - them -that in
front of your eyes?" "Yes." Agravain stared with bolting eyes. The blood flushed
his cheeks and ran into his forehead. Then, with a sound of
contempt and helpless fury, he reined his horse back so sharply
that blood sprang on the bit. Mordred, relieved of his presence,
rode on alone, until Arthur, turning, saw him there and beckoned
him forward. "See! There is the border. And we are awaited. The
man in the center, the fair man in the blue mantle, that's Cerdic
himself." *** CERDIC WAS A BIG MAN, WITH SILVERY HAIR AND BEARD,
AND BLUE eves. He wore a long robe of grey, with over it a caped
blue mantle. He was unarmed save for his dagger, but a page behind
him bore his sword, the heavy Saxon broadsword, sheathed in leather
bound with worked gold. On his long, carcfully combed hair was a
tall crown also of gold, elaborately chased, and in his left hand
he held a staff which, from its golden finial and carved shaft,
appeared to be a staff of royal office. Beside him waited an
interpreter, an elderly man who, it transpired, had been son and
grandson of federates, and had spent all his life within the bounds
of the Saxon Shore. Behind Cerdic stood his thegns, or warrior lords,
dressed like their king save that where he wore a crown, they had
tall caps of brightly coloured leather. Their horses, small beasts
that showed almost like ponies beside Arthur's carefully bred
cavalry mounts, were held in the background by their grooms. Arthur and his party dismounted. The kings greeted
one another, two tall men, richly dressed and glittering with
jewels, dark and fair, eyeing one another over the unspoken truce
like big dogs held back on leash. Then, as if some spark of liking
had suddenly been kindled between them, they both smiled and, each
at the same moment, held out a hand. They grasped one another's
arms, and kissed. It was the signal. The ranks of tall blond warriors
broke, moving forward with shouts of welcome. The grooms came
running forward with the horses, and the party remounted. Mordred,
beckoned forward by the King, received Cerdic's ceremonial kiss,
then found himself riding between the Saxon king and a red-haired
thegn who was a cousin of Cerdic's queen. It was not far to the Saxon capital, perhaps an
hour's ride, and they took it slowly. The two kings seemed content
to let their mounts pace gently, side by side, while they talked,
with the interpreter craning to catch and relay what was said. Mordred, on Cerdic's other side, could hear little,
and after a while ceased trying to listen through the shouts and
laughter of the troop, as Saxon and Briton tried to make themselves
mutually understood. He and his neighbour, with gestures and grins,
managed to exchange names: the red-haired thegn was called Bruning.
A few of the Saxons - those who had spent all their lives in the
federated territories of the Shore - knew enough of the others'
language; these were mostly the older men; the younger men on both
sides had to depend on goodwill and laughter to establish some sort
of rapport. Agravain, scowling, rode apart with a small group of
the younger Britons, who talked among themselves in low tones, and
were ignored. Mordred, looking about him, found plenty to interest
him in the landscape that very soon began, even in the scant miles
traversed, to look foreign. Lacking an interpreter, he and Bruning
contented themselves with exchanging smiles from time to time, and
occasionally pointing to some feature that they passed. The fields
here were differently tilled; the instruments used by the working
peasants were strange, some crude, some ingenious. Such buildings
as they passed were very different from the stone-built structures
he knew; here little stone was used, but the huts and shippons of
the peasants showed great skill in the working of wood. The grazing
cattle and flocks looked fat and well cared for. A flock of geese, screaming, flapped across the
road, sending the foremost of the horses rearing and plunging. The
goosegirl, a flaxen child with round blue eyes and a lovely face
aflame with blushes, scampered after them, waving her stick.
Arthur, laughing, threw her a coin, and she called something in
response, caught it, and ran off after her geese. The Saxons, it
seemed, were not in awe of kings; indeed, the cavalcade that
Agravain had angrily called a carnival now really began to bear
that appearance. The younger men whistled and called after the
running girl, vvho had kilted her long skirts up and was running as
lightly as a boy, w ith a free display of long bare legs. Bruning,
pointing, leaned across towards Mordred. "Hweat! Faeger maegden!" Mordred nodded with a smile, then realized with
surprise what had been slowly coming through to him now for some
minutes. Through the shouting and laughter had come words here and
there, and sometimes phrases, which, without consciouslv
translating, he found himself understanding. "A fair maid! See!"
The half-musical, half-guttural sounds were linked in his brain to
images of his childhood: the smell of the sea, the tossing boats,
the voices of fishermen, the beauty of the sharp-prowed ships that
sometimes crossed the fishing grounds of the islanders; the big
blond sailors who put into the Orcadian harbours in rough weather
to shelter, or in fine weather to trade. He did not think they had
been Saxons, but there must be many words and inflections common to
Saxon and norseman alike. He set himself to listen, and found sense
coming back to him in snatches, as of poems learned in infancy. But, being Mordred, he said nothing, and gave no
sign. He rode on, listening. Then they crossed the brow of a grassy hill, and
the Saxon capital lay below them. Mordred's first thought, on sighting Cerdic's
capital, was that it was little more than a crudely built village.
His second was amusement at the distance he, the fisherman's son,
had travelled since the days when an even cruder village in the
islands had struck him dumb with excitement and admiration. The so-called capital of Cerdic was a large
scattered collection of wooden buildings enclosed by a palisade.
Within the palisade, centrally, stood the king's house, a big
oblong structure, barn-like in size and made entirely of wood, with
a steeply pitched roof of wattled thatch and a central vent for
smoke. There was a door at either end of the hull, and windows,
narrow and high, set at intervals along the walls. It was
symmetrically built, and one would have said handsome, until memory
recalled the gilded towers of Camelot and the great Roman-based
stone structures of Caerleon or Aquae Sulis. The other houses, also symmetrically built but much
smaller, clustered around the king's house, apparently at random.
Among them, beside them, even alongside their walls, stood the
sheds for the beasts. The open spaces between the buildings swarmed
with hens, pigs and geese, and children and dogs played in and out
of the wheels of ox-carts, or among the scattered trees where the
woodpiles stood. The air smelled of dung and freshly mown grass and
wood-smoke. The big gates stood wide open. The party rode
through, under a cross-beam from which blew Cerdic's pennant, a
slim, forked blue flag that cracked in the breeze like a whiplash.
At the door of the hall stood Cerdic's queen, ready to receive the
visitors into her house as her husband had received them into the
kingdom's boundaries. She was almost as tall as her husband,
crowned like him, and with her long flax-fair plaits bound with
gold. She greeted Arthur, and after him Mordred and Cei, with the
ceremonial kiss of welcome, and thereafter, to Mordred's surprise,
accompanied the royal party into the hall. The rest of the troop
stayed outside, where, in time, the distant shouting and the clash
of metal and the hammering of hoofs indicated that the younger
warriors, Saxons and British together, were competing in sport on
the field outside the palisade. The royal party, with the interpreter in attendance,
seated themselves beside the central hearth, where the fire,
freshly piled, was not yet lighted. Two girls, like fair copies of
Cerdic, came carrying jugs of mead and ale. The queen herself,
rising, took the jugs from her daughters' hands and poured for the
guests. Then the maidens went, but the queen remained, seating
herself again on her lord's left. The talk, necessarily slowed by the need for
translation, went on through the afternoon. For a beginning, the
discussion kept mainly to home matters, trade and markets, and a
possible revision, in the future, of the boundary between the
kingdoms. Only as a corollary to this, the talk turned eventually
on the possibiliy of mutual military aid. Cerdic was alreadv
conscious of the growing pressures being exerted against his
Countrymen in their ever-narrowing territory on the Continent. The
East Saxons, more vulnerable than Cerdic's people, were already
seeking alliances with the English betvveen the Thames and the
Humber. He himself had approached the Middle Saxons of Suthrige.
When Arthur asked if he, Cerdic, had also explored an alliance with
the South Saxons, whose kingdom, in the far southeast corner of
Britain, was the nearest landfall for any ships from across the
Narrow Sea, Cerdic was guarded. Since the death of the great leader
of the South Saxons, Aelle, there had been no ruler of note.
"Nithings" was the West Saxon king's expressive word. Arthur did
not pursue the question, but turned to the news from the Continent.
Cerdic had not heard of the death of Clodomir's children, and
looked grane as he considered the probable changes that would
ensue, and the increasingly hazardous position of Brittany, the
only buffer state between the Shore territories of Britain and the
threatened Frankish kingdoms. As the time wore on, it no longer
seemed so outlandish an idea that at some time in the near future,
Briton and Saxon might have to be at one in the defense of their
country's shores. At length the talk came to a close. In the doorway
of the hall the sunlight slanted low and mellow. From the field
outside, the sounds of sport had died down. Cattle were lowing as
they were driven in for milking, and the smell of wood fires
sharpened the air. The breeze had dropped. The qeen rose and left
the hall, and presently servants came running to set the boards up
for supper, and to thrust a torch into the kindling for the
fire. Somewhere, a horn sounded. The warriors, Cerdic's
and Arthur's together, came in still gay with their sport, and took
their places, apparently at random, at the long tables, where,
shouting as loudly as if still out on the open down, and hammering
on the board with the handles of their daggers, they called for
food and drink. The noise was tremendous. Arthur's Companions,
after a few moments of deafened confusion, cheerfully joined in the
tumult. Language ceased to matter. What was being said was more
than clear to everyone. Then a fresh shouting arose as ale and mead
were brought in, and after that the great trays of roasted meats,
still smoking and sizzling from the ovens; and the Saxon thegns,
who until then had been trying, with gestures and yells of
laughter, to communicate, ceased abruptly and turned all their
ferocious attention to eating and drinking. Someone handed Mordred
a horn -it was polished like ivory and most beautifully mounted
with gold - someone else filled it till it slopped over, then he in
his turn had to give his full attention to his platter, which soon
meant parrying his neighbours' efforts to pile his dish again and
again with the best of the food. The ale was strong and the mead stronger. Many of
the warriors were soon drunk, and slept where they sat. Some, too,
of Arthur's train succumbed to the overwhelming hospitality, and
began to doze. Mordred, still sober, but knowing that he was only
so by an effort, narrowed his eyes against the low sun from the
open door, and looked to see how the kings were faring. Cerdic was
flushed, and leaning back in his chair, but still talked; Arthur,
though his platter was empty, looked as cool as might be in that
heated hall. Mordred saw how he had done it: His big hound, Cabal,
lay by his chair, licking his chops under the table. The sun set, and presently torches were lit, filling
the hall with smoky light. In the still evening the fire burned
brightly, the smoke filtering up through the vent in the thatch, or
drifting among the diners to make them cough and wipe their eyes.
At length, when the platters were empty and the drinking horns held
out less frequently for filling, the entertainment began. First came a troop of gleemen, who danced to the
music of trumpets and horns, and with them a pair of jugglers who,
first with coloured balls, then with daggers or with anything those
lords still sober threw to them, made dazzling patterns in the
smoky air. The two kings threw money down, and the gleemen,
scooping it up, bowed and went, still jigging and dancing. Then the
harper took his place. He was a thin dark man, in an embroidered
robe that looked costly. He set his stool near the hearth, and bent
his head to tune the strings. Mordred saw Arthur turn his head
quickly at the sound, then sink back in his chair to listen, his
face in shadow. Gradually the noise in the hall sank to a silence
qualified only by some drunken snoring, and an occasional snarling
wrangle from the dogs fighting in the straw for scraps. The harper began to sing. His voice was true, and,
as such men are, he was learned in tongues. He sang first in the
guests' language, a love song, and then a lament. Then, in his own
tongue, he sang a song which, after the first half-dozen lines,
held every man there who could hear it, whether he understood the
words or not. Sad, sad the faithful man Who outlives his lord. He sees the world stand wuate As a wall blown on by the wind, As an empty castle, where the snow Sifts through the window frames, Drifts on the broken bed And the black hearthstone.... Bruning the redhead, who was opposite Mordred, was
sitting as still as a mouse, with the tears running down his face.
Mordred, moved at the touch of some long-forgotten grief, had to
exert all his self-command not to show his own emotion. Suddenly,
as if his name had been called, he turned to find his father
watching him. The two men's eyes, so like, locked and held. In
Arthur's was something of the look that he had seen in Nimue's: a
helpless sadness. In his own, he knew, were rebellion and a fierce
will. Arthur smiled at him and looked away as the applause began.
Mordred got swiftly to his feet and went out of the hall. Throughout the long feasting men had gone out from
time to time to relieve themselves, so no one queried his going, or
even glanced after him. The gates were shut, but within the palisade the
place was clear. Beasts, poultry and children had all been herded
in with sunset to supper and bed, and now the menfolk and their
women were mostly withindoors. He paced slowly along in the shadow
of the palisade, trying to think. Nimue and her stark message: Your will is nothing,
your existence is all. The King, who manv years back had had the same
message, and had left it to those cruel, clouded gods ... But there would be ambition fulfilled, and his due
of glory. Not, of course, that a practical man believed in such
soothsaying. Nor could he believe, by the same token, in the
prophecies of doom.... He pressed a palm to his forehead. The air felt cool
and sweet after the smoky reek of the hall. Gradually his brain
cleared. He knew how far he must be from realizing his ambitions,
those secret ambitions and desires. It would be many years, surely,
before he or the King need fear what the evil gods might have in
store. What Arthur had done for him all those years ago, he could
do for Arthur now. Forget "doom," and wait for the future to show
itself. A movement in the shadow of a tall woodpile caught
his eye. A man, one of Arthur's followers. Two men; no, three. One
of them moved across the glow of a distant cooking fire, and
Mordred recognized Agravain. Not out here simply to relieve
himself. He had seated himself on the shaft of a cart that stood
empty by the woodpile, and his two companions stood by him, bending
near and talking eagerly. One of them, Calum, he knew; the other he
thought he recognized. Both were young Celts, close friends of
Agravain and formerly of Gaheris. When Agravain had left Mordred's
side in anger during the ride, he had rejoined the group where
these two were riding, and snatches of their conversation had come
from time to time to Mordred's ears. Abruptly all thought of Nimue and her cloudy stars
went from his head. The Young Celts; the phrase had recently taken
on something of a political meaning, in the sense of a party of
young fighting men drawn mostly from the outland Celtic kingdoms,
who were impatient with "the High King's peace" and the
centralization of lowland government, and bored with the role of
peaceful law-enforcement created for his knightserrant. There had
been little open opposition; the young men tended to sneer at the
"old man's market-place" of the Round Hall; they talked among
themselves, and some of the talk, it was rumoured, verged on
sedition. Such as the whispering, which in recent weeks had
grown as if somehow carefully fostered, about Bedwyr and Queen
Guinevere. Mordred moved silently away until a barn interposed
its bulk between him and the little group of men. Pacing, head
bent, brain working coolly now, he thought back. It was true that in all his close dealings with
them, he had never seen the Queen favour Bedwyr by word or look
above other men, except as Arthur's chief friend, and in Arthur's
presence. Her bearing towards him was, if anything, almost too
ceremonious. Mordred had wondered, sometimes, at the air of
constraint that could occasionally be felt between two people who
had known one another for so long, and in such intimacy. No -he
checked himself not constraint. Rather, a distance carefully kept,
where no distance seemed to be necessary. Where in fact distance
seemed hardly to matter. Several times Mordred had noticed that
Bedwyr seemed to know what the Queen meant without her having to
put her thoughts into words. He shook the thought away This was poison, the
poison Agravain had tried to distil. He would not even think this
way. But there was one thing he could do. Like it or not, he was
linked with the Orkney brothers, and lately most closely with
Agravain. If Agravain approached him again, he would listen, and
find out if the Young Celts' dissatisfaction was anything more than
the natural rebellion of young men against the rule of their
elders. As for the whispering campaign concerning Bedwyr and the
Queen, that was surely only a matter of policy, too. A wedge driven
in between Arthur and his oldest friend, the trusted regent who
held his seal and acted as his other self, that would be the aim of
any party seeking to weaken the High King's position and undermine
his policies. There, too, he must listen; there, too, if he dared,
he must warn the King. Of the slanders only; there were no facts;
there was no truth in tales of Bedwyr and the Queen.... He pushed the thought aside with a violence that
was, he told himself, a tribute to his loyalty to his father, and
his gratitude to the lovely lady who had shown such kindness to the
lonely boy from the islands. On the ride home he stayed away from Agravain. Chapter 8 He could not avoid him, though, once they were back
in Camelot. Some time after their return from Cerdic's capital
the King sent again for Mordred, and asked him to stay close and
watch his half-brother. It transpired that word had come from Drustan, the
famous fighting captain whom Arthur had hoped to attract to his
standard, that, his term of service in Dumnonia being done, he
himself, his northern stronghold and his troop of trained fighting
men would soon be put at the High King's disposal. He was even now
on his way north to his castle of Caer Mord, to put it in
readiness, before coming on himself to Camelot. "So far, good," said Arthur. "I need Caer Mord, and
I had hoped for this. But Drustan, for some affair of honour in the
past, is sworn blood-brother to Lamorak, and has, moreover,
Lamorak's own brother, Drian, at present in his service. I believe
you know this. Well, he has already made it clear that he will
require me to invite Lamorak back to Camelot." "And will you?" "How can I avoid it? He did no wrong. Perhaps he
chose his time badly, and perhaps he was deceived, but he was
betrothed to her. And even if he had not been," said the King
wryly, "I am the last man living who would have the right to
condemn him for what he did." "And I the next." The King sent him a glance that was half a smile,
but his voice was sober. "You see what will happen. Lamorak will
come back, and then, unless the three older brothers can be brought
to see reason, we shall have a blood feud that will split the
Companions straight through." "So Lamorak is with Drustan?" "No. Not yet. I have not told you the rest. I know
now that he went to Brittany, and has been lodging there with
Bedwyr's cousin who keeps Benoic for him. I have had letters. They
tell me that Lamorak has left Benoic, and it is believed that he
has taken ship for Northumbria. It seems likely that he knows of
Drustan's plans, and hopes to join him at Caer Mord. What is
it?" "Northumbria," said Mordred. "My lord, I believe -I
know -that Agravain is in touch with Gaheris, and I also have
reason to suspect that Gaheris is somewhere in Northumbria." "Near Caer Mord?" asked Arthur sharply. "I don't know. I doubt it. Northumbria is a big
country, and Gaheris surely cannot know of Lamorak's
movements." "Unless he has news of Drustan's, and makes a
guess, or, Agravain has heard some rumour here at court, and got
word to him." said Arthur. "Very well. There is only one thing to
do: get your brothers back here to Camelot, where they may be
watched and to some extent controlled. I shall send to Gawain with
a strong warning, and summon him south again. Eventualli, if I have
to, and if Lamorak will agree, I shall let Gawain offer him combat,
here, and publicly. That should surely suffice to cool this bad
blood. How Gawain receives Gaheris is his own affair: there, I
cannot interfere." "You'd have Gaheris back?" "If he is in Northumbria, and Lamorak is making for
Caer Mord. I must." "On the principle that it is better to watch the
arrow flying, than Ieave it to strike unseen?" For a moment Mordred thought he had made a mistake.
The King, flashed a quick glance at him, as if about to ask a
question. Perhaps Nimue had used the same image to him, and about
Mordred himself. But Arthur passed it by. He said: "I shall leave
this to you, Mordred. You say that Agravain is in touch with his
twin. I shall let it be known that the sentence on Gaheris is
rescinded, and send Agravain to bring him back. I shall insist that
you go with him. It's the best I can do; I distrust them, but
beyond sending you I dare not show it. I can hardly send troops to
make sure they come back. Do you think he will accept this?" "I think so. I'll contrive it somehow." "You realize that I am asking you to be a spy? To
watch your own kinsmen? Is this something you can bring yourself to
do?" Mordred said, abruptly: "Have you ever watched a
cuckoo in the nest?" "No." "They are all over the moors at home. AImost as soon
as they are hatched, they throw their kin out of the nest, and
remain -" He had been going to add "to rule," but stopped himself
in time. He did not even know that he had thought the words. He
finished, lamely: "I only meant that I shall be breaking no natural
law, my lord." The King smiled. "Well, I am the first to assert
that my son would be better than any of Lot's. So watch Agravain
for me, Mordred, and bring them both back here. Then perhaps," he
finished a little wearily, "given time, the Orkney swords may go
back into the sheath." Soon after this, on a bright day at the beginning
of October, Agravain followed Mordred as he walked through the
marketplace in Camelot, and overtook him near the fountain. "I have the King's permission to ride north. But
not alone, he says. And you are the only one of the knights he can
spare. Will vou come with me?" Mordred stopped, and allowed a look of surprise to
show. "To the islands? I think not." "Not to the islands. D'you think I'd go there in
October? No." Agravain lowered his voice, though no one was near
except two children dabbling their hands in the fountain. "He tells
me that he will revoke the ban on Gaheris. He'll let him come back
to court. He asked me where he might send the courier, but I told
him I was pledged, and couldn't break a pledge. So he says now that
I may go myself to bring him back, if you go with me." A sneer,
thinly veiled. "It seems he trusts you." Mordred ignored the sneer. "This is good news. Very
well, I'll go with you, and willingly. When?" "As soon as may be." "And where?" Agravain laughed. "You'll find out when you get
there. I told you I was pledged." "You've been in touch all this time, then?" "Of course. Wouldn't you expect it?" "How. By letter?" "How could he send letters? He has no scribe to read
or write for him. No, from time to time I've had messages from
traders, fellows like that merchant over there who is setting up
his cloth stall. So get yourself ready, brother, and we'll go in
the morning." "A long journey' You'll have to tell me that, at
least." "Long enough." The children, back at their play, sent a ball
rolling past Mordred's feet. He reached a toe after it, flipped it
up, caught it, and sent it back to them. He dusted his hands
together, smiling. "Very well. I'd like to go with you. It will be good
to ride north again. You still won't tell me where we'll be bound
for?" "I'll show you w'hen we get there," repeated
Agravain. *** THEY CAME AT LENGTH, AT THE END OF A DULL AND MISTY
AFTERNOON, to a small half-ruined turret on the Northumbrian
moors. The place was wild and desolate. Even the empty
moors of mainland Orkney, with their lochs, and the light that
spoke of the ever-present sea, seemed lively in comparison with
this. On every hand stretched the rolling fells, the
heather dark purple in the misty light of evening. The sky was
piled with clouds, and no glimmer of sun spilled through. The air
was still, with no wind, no fresh breath from the sea. Here and
there streams or small rivers, their courses marked with alders and
pale rushes, divided the hills. The tower was set in a hollow near
one such stream. The land was boggy, and boulders had been set as
stepping-stones across a stretch of mire. The tower, thickly
covered with ivy, and surrounded with stumps of mossy fruit trees
and elderberries, seemed, once, to have been a pleasant dwelling;
could be still, on a sunny clay. But on this misty autumn evening
it was a gloomy place. At one window of the tower a dim light
showed. They tethered their horses to a thorn tree, and
rapped at the door. It was opened by Gaheris himself. He had only been away from court for a few months,
but already he looked as if he had never been in civilized company.
His beard, carrot red, was half grown, his hair unkempt and hanging
loose over his shoulders. The leather jerkin that he wore was
greased and dirty. But his face lit with pleasure at seeing the two
men, and the embrace he gave Mordred was the warmest that the
latter had yet received from him. "Welcome! Agravain, I'd hardly hoped that you'd get
away, and come here to see me! And Mordred, too. Does the King
know? But you'll have kept your word, I don't need to ask that. It
seems a long time. Ah, well, come in and rest yourselves. You'll
have plenty to tell me, that's for sure, so be welcome, and come
in." He led them to a smallish room in the curve of the
tower wall, where a peat fire burned, and a lamp was lit. A girl
sat by the hearth, stitching. She looked up, half shy, half scared
at the sight of company. She had a longish pale face, not uncomely,
and soft brown hair. She was poorly dressed in a gown of murrey
homespun, whose clumsy folds did nothing to disguise the signs of
pregnancv. "My brothers." said Gaheris. "Get them something to
eat and drink, then see to their horses." He made no attempt to present her to them. She got
to her feet, and, murmuring something, gave a quick, unpracticed
curtsey. Then, laving aside her sewing, she trod heavily to a
cupboard at the other side of the room, and took from it wine and
meat. Over the food, which the girl served to them, the
three men spoke of general things: the turmoil in the Frankish
kingdoms, Brittany's plight, the Saxon embassy, the comings and
goings of Arthur's knightserrant, and the gossip of the court,
though not as the latter touched the King and Queen. The way the
girl loitered wide-eved over her serving was warning enough against
talk of that kind. At last, at a brusque word from Gaheris about the
care of the visitors' horses, she left them. As the latch fell behind her, Agravain, who had been
straining like a hound in the slips, said abruptly: "It's good news, brother." Gaheris set his goblet down. Mordred saw, with
fastidious distaste, that his nails were rimmed with black. He
leaned forward. "Tell me, then. Gawain wants to see me? He knows
now that I had to do it? Or - " his eyes glinted in a quick
sidelong look, very brightly "he's found where Lamorak is, and
wants to join forces?" "No, nothing like that. Gawain's still in Dunpeldyr,
and there's been no word, nothing about Lamorak." Agravain, never
subtle, was patently telling the truth as he knew it. "But good
news, all the same. The King has sent me to take you back to court.
You're free of it, Gaheris, as far as he's concerned. You're to go
back to Camelot with Mordred and me." A pause, then Gaheris, flushing to the eyebrows, let
out a yell of glee, and tossed up his empty goblet and caught it
again. With his other hand he reached for the wine jug, and poured
again for all of them. "Who's the girl?" asked Mordred. "Brigit? Oh, her father was steward here. The place
was under a siege of a sort from a couple of outlaw fellwos, and I
killed them. So I got the freedom of the place." "Freedom indeed." Agravain grinned, drinking. "What
does the father say to it? Or did vou have to wed her?" "He said the father was steward." Mordred's dry tone
laid slight emphasis on the second verb. Agravain stared, then nodded briefly. "Ah. Yes. No
wedding, then?" "None." Gaheris set his goblet down with a rap. "So
forget that. No strings there. Come, let's have it all." And, the girl dismissed, the twins plunged into
tall: of the King's pardon, his possible intentions and those of
Gawain. Mordred, listening, sipping his wine, said very little. But
he noticed that, surprisingly enough, Lamorak's name was not
mentioned again. Presently the girl came back, took her seat again,
and picked up her sewing. It was a small, plain garment of some
kind, probably, thought Mordred, for the coming child. She said
nothing, but her eyes went from one twin to the other, watching and
listening lintently. There was anxiety in them now, even a trace of
fear. Neither of the twins made am attempt to conceal the elation
which both felt at Gaheris's recall to Camelot. At length, with the lamp guttering and smoking,
thev prepared to sleep. Gaheris and the girl had a bed not far from
the fire, and this, apparently, they were ready to share with
Agravain. Mordred, to his relief and slight surprise, was taken
outside into the cool fresh night and shown a flight of stone steps
curving round the outside of the tower. This led to a small upper
chamber, where the air, though chill, was fresh and clean, and a
pile of heather and rugs made a bed better than many he had slept
on. Tired from the ride, and the talk, he slipped off his clothes,
and was soon fast asleep. *** WHEN HE AWOKE IT WAS MORNING. COCKS CROWED OUTSIDE,
and a chill grey light filtered through the cobwebs of the slit
window. There was no sound from the room below. He threw back the covers and padded barefooted
across to look out of the windovv. From here he could see the
tumbledown shed that served as stable and henhouse combined. The
girl Brigit was standing there, a basket of eggs on the ground
beside her. She was scattering some remains of last night's food
for the hens, which pecked and scratched, clucking, round her
feet. The stable was an open structure, back and side
walls, a stone manger, and a sloping roof supported on pillars made
from heavy pine trunks. From the window he could see the whole of
the interior. And what he saw there sent him back to the bedplace,
to snatch up his clothes and begin to dress with feverish
haste. There was only one horse standing in the stable.
His own. The ropes that had tied his half-brothers' beasts trailed
in the straw among the strutting hens. He dressed quickly. No use cursing himself. Whatever
had led his brothers to deceive him and to ride off without him, he
could not have foreseen. He snatched up his sword belt, and, still
buckling it on, ran down the stone steps. The girl heard him, and
turned. "Where have they gone?" he demanded. "I don't know. Hunting, I think. They said not to
wake you, and they will come back soon for breakfast." But she
looked scared. "Don't fool with me, girl. This is urgent. You must
have some idea where they've gone. What do you know?" "I -no, sir. I don't know. Truly, sir. But they
will come back. Perhaps tomorrow. Perhaps two days. I will look
after you well - " He was towering over her. He saw that she had
begun to tremble. He took hold of himself, and spoke more gently.
"Listen - Brigit, isn't it? Don't be afraid of me. I shall not hurt
you. But this is important. It's King's business. Yes, as important
as that. To begin with, how long have they been gone?" "About four hours, lord. They went even before
dawn." He bit his lip. Then, still gently: "Good girl. Now,
there must be more that you can tell me. You must have heard them
talking. What did they say? They were riding out to meet someone,
is that it?" "Y-yes. A knight." "Did they mention a name? Was it Lamorak?" She was trembling now, and her hands twisted
together in front of her. "Was it? Go on. Speak. You must tell me." "Yes. Yes. That was the name. He was an evil knight
who had dishonoured my lord's mother. He told me of it before." "Where did they expect to meet this Lamorak?" "There's a castle on the shore, many miles from
here. When my lord went into the village yesterday, he heard - the
traders pass through, and he goes for news -he heard that this
knight Lamorak was expected there." The words were tumbling out
now. "He was expected by sea, from Brittany, I think, and there is
no harbour near the castle, no landing that is safe, with the
weather we've been having, so they expected he would land half a
day's ride to the south, and then, when he had found himself a
horse, he would ride up the coast road. My lord Gaheris wanted to
meet him there, before he got to the castle." "Waylay him, you mean, and murder him!" said Mordred
savagely. "That is, if Lamorak does not kill him first. And his
brother, too. It's very possible. He is a veteran, one of the
King's Companions, and a good fighter. He is also a man dear to the
King." She stared, her face vvhitening. Her hands crept,
shaking, to clasp one another below her breast, as if to
protect the child who lay there. "If vou value your lord's life," said Mordred
grimly, "you'll tell me everything. This castle. Is it Caer
Mord?" She nodded dumbly. "Where is it, and how far?" He put out a hand. "No,
wait. Get me some food, quickly, while I saddle my horse. Anything.
You can tell me the rest later, while I eat. If vou want to save
your lord's life, help me to get on my way. Hurry now." She caught up the basket of eggs, and ran. He
dashed water over face and hands at the trough, then threw saddle
and bridle on his horse, and, leaving it tethered, ran back into
the tower. The girl had set bread and meat on the table by the cold
ashes of the fire. She was crying as she poured wine for him. He drank quickly, and chewed bread, washing it down
with more of the wine. "Now, quickly. What happened? What more did you
hear?" The threat to Gaheris had loosened her tongue. She told him
readily: "After vou'd gone up last night, sir, they were talking. I
was in bed. I -went to sleep, then when my lord did not come to
bed, I woke, and I heard . . . " "Well?" "He was speaking of this Lamorak, who was coming to
Caer Mord. My lord was full of joy because he has sworn to kill
him, and now his brother had come, just at the right moment to go
with him. He said -my lord said - that it was the work of the
Goddess who had brought his brother to help him avenge his mother's
death. He had sworn on his mother's blood . . . " She faltered and
stopped. "Yes? Did he tell you who shed his mother's
blood?" "Why, the evil knight! Was it not so, lord?" "Go on." "So he was overjoyed, and they planned to ride
straight awav, together, without telling you. They did not come to
bed at all. They thought was asleep, and they went out very
quietly. I -I did not dare let them know I had heard what was said,
but I was afraid, so I lied to you. My lord talked as if - " she
gulped, " - as if he were mad." "So he is," said Mordred. "All right. This is what I
feared. Now tell me which way they have taken." Then, as she
hesitated again: "This is an innocent man, Brigit. If your lord
Gaheris kills him, he will have to answer to the High King Arthur.
Now, don't weep, girl. The ship may not be in yet, nor Lamorak on
the road. If you tell me the way, I may will catch them before the
harm is done. My horse is rested, where Agravain's is not." He
thought, with a thread of pity running through the desperate need
for haste, that whatever happened the girl had probably seen the
last of her lover, but there was nothing he could do about that.
She was just another innocent to add to the toil that Morgause had
taken through her life and death. He poured some of the wine for her, and pushed the
cup into her hand. "Come, drink. It will make you feel better.
Quickly now. The way to Caer Mord." Even this small act of kindness seemed to overset
her. She drank, and gulped back her tears. "I am not sure, lord.
But if you ride to the village -that way -and down to the river,
you will find a forge there, and the smith will tell you. He knows
all the ways." And then, sobbing afresh: "He will not come back,
will he? He will be killed, or else he will leave me, and go south
to the great court, and I have nothing, and how will I care for the
child?" Mordred laid three gold pieces on the table. "These
will keep you. And as for the child - " He stopped. He did not add:
"You will do well to drown it at birth." That went too close for
comfort. He merely said good-bye, and went out into the grey
dawning. *** BY THE TIME HE REACHED THE VILLAGE THE SKY WAS
WHITENING, and here and there folk were stirring to their work. The
tavern doors were shut, but a hundred paces on, where the roadway
forded a shallow stream, the forge fires were lit, and the smith
stretched himself, yawning, with a cup of ale in his hand. "The road to Caer Mord? Why, this road, master. A
matter of a day's ride. Go as far as the god-stone, then take the
eastward track for the sea." "Did you hear horsemen going this way in the
night?" "Nay, master. When I sleep, I sleep sound," said the
smith. "And the god-stone? How far?" The smith ran his expert's eve over Mordred's
horse. "Yon's a good beast you've got there, master, but
you've come a long ways, maybe' I thought so. Well, then, not
pressing him, say by sunset? And from there, a short half hour to
the sea. It is a good road. You'll be safe at Caer Mord, and no
mishaps, well before dark." "That I doubt," said Mordred, setting spurs to his
horse, and leaving the smith staring. Chapter 9 To Mordred the Orkney man the god-stone, standing
alone on the rolling moor, was a familiar sight. And yet not quite
familiar. It was a tall standing stone, set in the lonely center of
the moor. He had passed its mate many a time, single, or standing
with others in a wide ring, on the Orkney moors; but there the
stones were thinly slabbed and very high, toothed or jagged as they
had been broken from the living cliff. This stone was massive, of
some thick grey whinstone carefully shaped into a thick, tapering
pillar. There was a flat altar-like slab at its base, with a dark
mark on it that might be dried blood. He reached it at dusk, as the sun, low and red,
threw its long shadow across the black heather. He trotted the
tired horse up to it. At its base the track forked, and he turned
the beast's head to the southeast. From the pale wild look of the
sky ahead, and something more than familiar in the air that met
him, he knew that the sea could not be far away. Ahead, on the edge
of the heather moor, was a thick belt of woodland. Soon he was among the trees, and the horse's hoofs
fell silently on the thick felt of pinedrift and dead leaves.
Mordred allowed it to drop to a walk. He himself was weary, and the
horse, which had gone bravely through the day, was close to
exhaustion. But they had travelled fast, and there was a chance
that he might still be in time. Behind him the clouds, piling up, stifled the
colours of sunset. With the approach of evening, a wind got up. The
trees rustled and sighed. Sooner than he expected, the forest began
to thin, and lighter sky showed beyond the trunks. There was a gap
there; the gap, perhaps, where the road ran? He was answered almost immediately. There must have
been other sounds, of hoofs and clashing metal, but the wind had
carried them away from him, and the sighing of the trees had
drowned them. But now, from almost straight ahead, there came a
cry. Not of warning, or of fear, or anger, but a cry of joy,
followed bv a shout of triumph, and then a yell of laughter, so
wild as to sound half mad. The horse's ears pricked, then went flat
back to its skull, and its eyes rolled whitely. Mordred struck the
spurs in, and the tired beast lurched into a heavy canter. In the forest's darkness he missed the narrow track.
The horse was soon blundering through a thicket of undergrowth,
bramble and hazel twined with honeysuckle, and fly-ridden ferns
belly high. The canter slowed, became a trot, a walk, a thrusting
progress, then stopped as Mordred sharply drew rein. From here, hidden from sight in the deep shadow of
the trees, he could see the level heath that stretched between the
woodland and the sea, and, dividing it, the white line of the
roadway. On this lay Lamorak, dead. Not far off, his horse stood
with heaving sides and drooping head. Beside the body, their arms
flung round one another, laughing and pounding each other's
shoulders, were Agravain and Gaheris. Their horses grazed nearby
unheeded. At that moment, in a lull of the wind, came the
sound of horses. The brothers stiffened, loosed one another, ran
for their own beasts and mounted hastily. For a moment Mordred
thought they might ride for hastily into the wood where he stood
watching, but already it was too late. Four horsemen appeared, approaching at a gallop from
the north. The leader was a big man, armed, on a splendid horse.
Straining his eyes in the twilight, Mordred recognized the leader's
device: it was Drustan himself, come riding with a couple of
troopers to meet the expected guest. And beside him, of all men in the world, rode
Gareth, youngest of Lot's sons. Drustan had seen the body. With a ringing shout, he
whipped his sword out and rode clown upon the killers. The two brothers whirled to face him, dressing
themselves to fight, but Drustan, appearing suddenly to recognize
the two assassins, dragged his horse to a halt and put up his
sword. Mordred stayed still in shadow, waiting. The matter was out
of his hands. He had failed, and if he rode forward now nothing he
could say would persuade the newcomers that he had had no part in
Lamorak's murder, nor any knowledge of it. Arthur would know the
truth, but Arthur and his justice were a long way away. It seemed, though, that Arthur's justice ran even
here. Drustan, spurring forward with his troopers at his back, was
questioning the brothers. Gareth had jumped from his horse and was
kneeling in the dust beside Larnorak's body. Then he ran back to
the group of horsemen, and grabbed Gaheris's rein, gesticulating
wildly, trying to talk to him. The brothers were shouting. Words and phrases could
be heard above the intermittent rushing of the wind in the
branches. Gaheris had shaken Gareth off, and he and Agravain were
apparently challenging Drustan to fight. And Drustan was refusing.
His voice rang out in snatches, clear and hard and high. "I shall not fight you. You know the King's orders.
Now I shall take this hody to the castle yonder and give it burial.
. . . Be assured that the next royal courier will take this news to
Camelot... As for you.. " "Coward! Afraid to fight us!" The yells of rage came
back on the wind. "We are not afraid of the High King! He is our
kinsman!" "And shame it is that you come of such blood!" said
Drustan, roundly. "Young though you are, you are already murderers,
and destroyers of good men. This man that you have killed was a
better knight than you could ever be. If I had been here-" "Then you would have gone the same way!" shouted
Gaheris. "Even with your men here to protect you - " "Even without them, it would have taken more than
you two younglings," said Drustan with contempt. He sheathed his
sword and turned his back on the brothers. He signalled to the
men-at-arms, who took up Lamorak's body, and started back with it
the way they had come. Then, hanging on the rein, Drustan spoke to
Gareth, who, mounted once more, was hesitating, looking from
Drustan to his brothers and back again. Even at that distance it
could be seen that his body was rigid with distress. Drustan,
nodding to him, and without another glance at Gaheris and Agravain,
swung round to follow his men-atarms. Mordred turned his horse softly back into the wood.
It was over. Agravain, seemingly sober now, had caught at his
brother's arm and was holding him, apparently reasoning with him.
The shadows were lengthening across the roadway. The men-at-arms
were out of sight. Gareth was on Gaheris's other side, talking
across him to Agravain. Then, suddenly. Gaheris flung off his brother's
hand, and spurred his horse. He galloped up the road after
Drustan's retreating back. His over-ready sword gleamed in his
hand. Agravain, after a second's hesitation, spurred after him, his
sword, too, whipping from its sheath. Gareth snatched for Agravain's bridle, and missed.
He yelled a warning, high and clear: "My lord, watch! My lord Drustan, your back!" Before the words were done Drustan had wheeled his
horse. He met the two of them together. Agravain struck first. The
older knight smashed the blow to one side and cut him across the
head. The sword's edge sliced deep into metal and leather, and bit
into the neck between shoulder and throat. Agravain fell, blood
spurting. Gaheris yelled and drove his horse in, his sword hacking
down as Drustan stooped from the saddle to withdraw his blade. But
Drustan's horse reared back. Its armed hoofs caught Gaheris's mount
on the chest. It squealed and swerved, and the blow missed. Drustan
drove his own horse in, striking straight at Gaheris's shield, and
sent him, off balance as he was, crashing to the ground, where he
lay still. Gareth was there at the gallop. Drustan, swinging to
face him, saw that his sword was still in its sheath, and put his
own weapon up. Here the men-at-arms, having left their burden, came
hastening back. At their master's orders, they roughly bound
Agravain's wound, helped Gaheris, giddy but unharmed, to his feet,
then caught the brothers' horses for them. Drustan, coldly formal,
offered the hospitality of the castle "until your brother shall be
healed of his hurt," but Gaheris, as ungracious as he had been
treacherous, merely cursed and turned away. Drustan signed to the
troopers, who closed in. Gaheris, shouting again about "my kinsman
the High King," tried to resist, but was overpowered. The
invitation had become an arrest. At length the troopers rode off at
walking pace, with Gaheris between them, his brother's unconscious
body propped against him. Gareth watched them go, making no move to follow. He
had not stirred a hand to help Gaheris. "Gareth?" said Drustan. His sword was clean and
sheathed. "Gareth, what choice have I?" "None," said Gareth. He shook the reins and brought
his horse round alongside Drustan's. They rode together towards
Caer Mord. The roadway was empty in the growing dusk. A thin
moon rose over the sea. Mordred, emerging at last from the shadow,
rode south. *** THAT NIGHT HE SLEPT IN THE WOODS. IT WAS CHILL, BUT
WRAPPED in his cloak he was warm enough, and for supper there was
something left of the bread and meat the girl had given him. His
horse, tethered on a long rein, grazed in the glade. Next day,
early, he rode on, this time to the southwest. Arthur would be on
his way to Caerleon, and he would meet him there. There was no
haste. drustan vvould already have sent a courier with the news of
Lamorak's murder. Since Mordred had not appeared on the scene the
King would no doubt assume the truth, that the brothers by some
trick had managed to evade him. His assignment had not been
Lamorak's safety: that was Lamorak's own concern, and he had paid
for the risk he had taken; Mordred's task had been to find Gaheris
and take him south. Now, once the twins' hurts were healed, Drustan
would see to that. Mordred could still stay out of the affair, and
this he was sure the King would approve. Even if the brothers did
not survive the King's anger, the other troublemakers among the
Young Celts, assuming Mordred to be ambitious for whatever power he
could grasp for himself, might turn to him and invite him to join
their counsels. This, he suspected, the King would soon ask him to
do. And if you do, murmured that other, ice-cold voice in his
brain, and the campaign goes on that is to unseat Bedwyr and
destroy him, who better to take his place in the King's confidence,
and the Queen's love, than you, the King's own son? *** IT WAS A GOLDEN OCTOBER, WITH CHILL NIGHTS AND
BRIGHT, crisp days. The mornings glittered with a dusting of bright
frost, and in the evenings the sky was full of the sound of rooks
going home. He took his time, sparing his horse, and, where he
could, lodging in small, simple places and avoiding the towns. The
loneliness, the falling melancholy of autumn, suited his mood. He
went by smooth hills and grassy valleys, through golden woods and
by steep rocky passes where, on the heights, the trees were already
bare. His good bay horse was all the company he needed. Though the
nights were cold, and grew colder, he always found shelter of a
sort -a sheep-cote, a cave, even a wooded bank - and there was no
rain. He would tether the bay to graze, eat the rations he carried,
and roll himself in his cloak for the night, to wake in the grey,
frostglittering morning, wash in an icy stream, and ride on
again. Gradually the simplicity, the silence, the very
hardships of the ride soothed him; he was Medraut the fisher-boy
again, and life was simple and clean. So he came at last to the Welsh hills, and
Viroconium where the four roads meet. And there, at the crossways,
like another welcome from home, was a standing stone with its altar
at its foot. He slept that night in a thicket of hazel and holly
by the crossroads, in the lee of a fallen trunk. The night was
warmer, with stars out. He slept, and dreamed that he was in the
boat with Brude, netting mackerel for Sula to split and dry for
winter. The nets came in laden with leaping silver, and across the
hush of the waves he could hear Sula singing. *** HE WOKE TO THICK MIST. THE AIR WAS WARMER; THE
SUDDEN change in temperature overnight had brought the fog. He
shook the crowded droplets from his cloak, ate his breakfast, then
on a sudden impulse took the remains of the food and laid it on the
altar at the foot of the standing stone. Then, moved by another
impulse which he would not begin to recognize, he took a silver
piece from his wallet and laid it beside the food. Only then did he
realize that, as in his dream, someone was singing. It was a woman's voice, high and sweet, and the song
was one that Sula had sung. His flesh crept. He thought of magic,
and waking dreams. Then out of the mist, no more than twelve paces
away, came a man leading a mule with a girl mounted sideways on its
back. He took them at first for a peasant with his wife going out
to work, then saw that the man was dressed in a priest's robe, and
the girl as simply, sackcloth and wimple, and the pretty feet
dangling against the mule's ribs were bare. They were Christians,
it appeared; a wooden cross hung from the man's waist, and a
smaller one lay on the girl's bosom. There was a silver bell on the
mule's collar, which rang as it moved. The priest checked in his stride when he saw the
armed man with the big horse, then, as Mordred gave him a greeting,
smiled and came forward. "Maridunum?" he repeated, in response to Mordred's
query. He pointed to the road that led due west. "That way is best.
It is rough, but passable everywhere, and it is shorter than the
main road south by Caerleon. Have you come far, sir?" Mordred answered him civilly, giving him what news
he could. The man did not speak with a peasant's accent. He might
have been someone gently bred, a courtier, even. The girl, Mordred
saw now, was beautiful. Even the bare feet, dangling by the mule's
ribs, were clean and white, fine-boned and veined with blue. She
sat silently watching him, and listening, in no way discomposed by
his look. Mordred caught the priest's glance at the altar stone
where the silver coin gleamed beside the food. "Do you know whose
altar this is? Or whose stone at the crossways?" The man smiled. "Not mine, sir. That is all I know.
That is your offering?" "Yes." "Then God knows who will receive it," said the man,
gently, "but if you have need of blessing, sir, then my God can,
through me, give it to you. Unless," he added, on a troubled
afterthought, "there is blood on your hands?" "No," said Mordred. "But there is a curse that says
I shall have. How do I lift that?" "A curse? Who laid it?" "A witch," said mordred, shortly, "but she is
dead." "Then the curse may well have died with her." "But before her, a fate was spoken of, and by
Merlin." "What fate?" "That I cannot tell you." "'Then ask him." "Ah," said Mordred. "Then it is true he is still
there?" "They say so. He is there in his cave on the hill,
for those who have the need or the fortune to find him. Well then,
sir, I cannot help you, other than give you my Christian blessing,
and send you on your way" He raised a hand, and Mordred bowed his head, then
thanked him, hesitated over a coin, decided against it, and rode
on. He took the west road to Maridunum. Soon the mule's bell died
out in the distance, and he was alone again. *** HE CAME To THE HILL CALLED BRYN MYRDDIN AT DUSK, AND
slept again by a wood. When he woke there was mist again, with the
sun rising behind it. The haze was tinged with rose, and a faint
glimmer showed on the grey trunks of the beech trees. He waited patient; eating the hard biscuit and
raisins that were his breakfast ration. The world was silent, no
movement but the slow eddying of the mist between the trees, and
the steady cropping of the horse. There was no haste. He had ceased
to feel any curiosity about the old man whom he sought, the King's
enchanter of a thousand legends who had been his enemy (and since
Morgause had said so, he took it without question as a lie) since
the day of his conception. Nor was there any apprehension. If the
curse could be lifted, then no doubt Merlin would lift it. If not,
then no doubt he would explain it. Quite suddenly, the mist was gone. A slight breeze,
warm for the time of year, rustled through the wood, swept the
eddies aside and dispersed them down the hillside like smoke from a
bonfire. The sun, climbing the hilltop across the valley, blazed
scarlet and gold into his eyes. The landscape dazzled. He mounted, turning towards the sun. Now he saw
where he was. The travelling priest's directions had been accurate
and vivid enough to guide anyone even through this rolling and
featureless landscape. "By the time vou reach the wood, you will have gone
past the upper slopes of Bryn Myrddin. Go down to the stream, cross
it, and you will find a track. Turn uphill again and ride as far as
a grove of thorn trees. There is a little cliff, with a path
curling up beside it. At the head of the cliff is the holy well,
and by it the enchanter's cave." He came to the thicket of whitethorn. There, beside
the cliff, he dismounted and tied the horse. He trod quickly up the
path and came out on level ground and into mist again, thick and
still and stained red gold bv the sun, standing as still as lake
water over the turf. He could see nothing. He felt his way forward.
The turf was level and fine. At his feet, peering, he could just
discern small late daisies, frost-nipped, and shut against the
damp. Somewhere to his left was the trickle of water. The holy
well? He groped forward, but could not find it. He trod on a stone,
which rolled away, almost bringing him to his knees. The silence,
broken only by the trickle of the spring, was eerie. In spite of
himself, he felt the chill prickles of sweat creep down his
spine. He stopped. He stood squarely, and shouted aloud.
"Ho, there! Is anyone there?" An echo, ringing from the wall of mist, rebounded
again and again from the invisible depths of the valley, and died
into silence. "Is anyone there? This is Mordred, Prince of
Britain, to speak with Merlin his kinsman. I come in peace. I seek
peace." Again the echo. Again the silence. He moved
cautiously towards the sound of water, and his groping fingers
touched the stone rim of the well. He stooped towards the water.
Breaths of mist furred and fumed from the smooth glass of the
surface. He bent nearer. Below that glass the clear depths, darkly
shining, led the eye down, away from the mist. At the bottom of the
well was the gleam of silver, the offerings to the god. From now here came a memory: the pool below the
ancient tomb where Morgause had bidden him watch the depths for
visions. There he had seen nothing but what should rightly be
there. Here, on the holy hilltop, the same. He straightened. Mordred, the realist, did not know
that a burden had dropped from him. He would have said only that
Merlin's magic was no doubt as harmless as Morgause's. What he had
seen as a cursed fate, foreseen with grief by Merlin and twisted
into evil by Morgause, dwindled in this world of clear water and
lighted mist into its proper form. It was not even a curse. It was
a fact, something due to happen in the future, that had been seen
by an eve doomed to foresee, whatever the pain of that Seeing. It
would come, yes, but only as, soon or late, all deaths came. He,
Mordred, was not the instrument of a blind and brutal fate, but of
whatever, whoever, made the pattern to mhich the world moved. Live
that life brings; die what death comes. He did not see the comfort
even as cold. Nor did he, in fact, even know that he had been
comforted. He reached for the cup that stood above the water,
filled it and drank, and felt refreshed. He poured for the god, and
as he returned the cup to its place said, in the tongue of his
childhood, "Thank you," and turned to go. The mist was thicker than ever, the silence as
intense. The sun was right up now, but the light, instead of
sweeping the air clear, blazed like a fire in the middle of a great
cloud. The hillside was a swirl of flame and smoke, cool to the
skin, clean to the nostrils, but blinding to the eye and filling
the mind with confusion and wonder. The very air was crystal, was
rainbow, was flowing diamond. "He is where he always was, " Nimue
had said, "with all his fires and travelling glories round him."
And "If he wishes it, you may find him." He had found, and been answered. He began to feel
his way back towards the head of the cliff. Behind him, invisible,
the falling drops of the spring sounded for all the world like the
sweet, faint notes of a harp. Above him was the swirl of light
where the sun stood. Guided by these he felt his way forward until
his foot found the drop to the path. When he reached the base of the hill he turned cast
and rodc straight and fast for Caerleon and his father. Chapter 10 By the time Mordred reached Caerleon matters had
begun to settle themselves. The King had been very angry over
Lamorak's murder, and it was certainly to Agravain's advantage that
his wound would keep him, and Gaheris with him, in the north until
it was healed. Drustan duly sent an account of the incident to
Arthur, but its bearer was not a royal courier, it was Gareth; and
Gareth, though far from trying to excuse his brothers, pleaded
successfully with the King for their pardon. For Gaheris he pleaded
madness; Gaheris, who had loved Morgause and had killed her.
Gareth, out of his own grief, could make a guess at what had passed
in his brother's bruised mind as he knelt there in his mother's
blood. And Agravain, as ever, had acted as the shield and dagger
alongside his twin's sword. Now that Lamorak was dead, urged
Gareth, it was surely possible that Gaheris could put the bloody
past behind him, and take his place again as a loyal man. And
Drustan, though sorely provoked, had held his hand, so it might
well be that now the swinging pendulum of revenge could be
stilled. Unexpectedly enough, the main opposition to Gareth's
pleading came from Bedwyr. Bedwyr, deploring the blood tie that
linked Arthur to the Orkney brothers, disliked and distrusted them,
and lost no chance to set the King on guard against them. He was
known throughout the court to be using all his considerable
influence to prevent the twins from being recalled. And where,
Bedwyr insisted, with growing suspicion, was Mordred? Had he, too,
perhaps, assisted in the murder, and fled before Drustan and Gareth
came on the scene. Mordred himself arrived in Caerleon in time to
save confusion about his part in the affair, and eventually; in
spite of Bedwyr, Gareth was sent north again, to bring his brothers
back to court when they were both, in mind and body, whole once
more. Gawain came back, briefly, soon after the court
returned to Camelot, while Agravain and Gaheris were still in the
north. He had a long interview with Arthur, and after it another
with Mordred, who told him what he had seen of Lamorak's murder and
its aftermath, and finished by urging Gawain to listen to the
King's pleas and show the same restraint as Drustan, and to refrain
from adding another stone to the bloody cairn of revenge. "Lamorak leaves a young brother, Drian, who rides
with Drustan's men. By the kind of logic that you use, he has the
right now to kill either of your brothers, or you yourself. Even
Gareth," said Mordred, "though I doubt if that is likely. Drustan
will have seen to it that Drian knows what happened, and that the
Goddess be thanked! - Gareth kept his head and acted like a
sensible man. He could see - as indeed any man could who was there
-that Gaheris was crazed in his wits. If we make much of that
circumstance, it is possible that when he comes back healed, no one
will attempt to strike at him." He added, meaningly: "I believe
that neither of the twins will ever be trusted again by the King,
but if you can bring yourself to forgive Gaheris for our mother's
murder, or at any rate not to take action against him, then vou
may, with Gareth and myself, stay within the edges of the King's
favour. There may yet be a noble future for you and for me. Do you
ever want to rule your northern kingdom, Gawain?" Mordred knew his man. Gawain was anxious that
nothing should interfere with his title to the Orkneys, or
eventually to the kingdom of Lothian. Neither title would be worth
anything without Arthur's continued support. So the matter was
settled, but when the time came for the twins' return, the King saw
to it that their elder brother was away from Camelot. Queen Morgan,
at Castell Aur in Wales, provided him with just the excuse he
needed. Gawain was dispatched there, ostensibly to investigate
complaints from the peasants about abuses of authority by Morgan's
guardians, and carefully kept there out of the way until the dust
on the Lamorak murder should settle. It was apparent, though, to Mordred, that Bedwyr's
doubts about him were not quite resolved. In place of the guarded
friendliness that Arthur's chief marshal had lately shown, Mordred
was to observe a return to the wary watchfulness that Bedwyr also
accorded Agravain and certain other of the Young Celts. The phrase "Young Celts," used lightly enough at
first to denote the young outlanders who tended to stick together,
had by this time taken on the ring of a sobriquet, a title as
clearly defined as that of the High King's companion knights. And
here and there the two lines crossed; Agravain was in both, and
Gaheris, and so, eventually, was Mordred. Arthur, as Mordred had
anticipated, sent for him and asked him, once his half-brothers
were back at court, to keep watch on them, and on the others of the
Young Celts' party. A little to Mordred's surprise he found that,
though there was still discontent with some of Arthur's home
policies, there was no talk that could be called seditious. Loyalty
to Arthur's name and fame still held them: he was duke of battles
still, and enough of glory and authority hung, about him to keep
them loyal. His talk of wars to come, moreover, bound them to him.
But there was enmity for Bedwyr. The men from Orkney who had come
south to join Lot's - sons in Arthur's train, and others from
Lothian who hoped for Gawain's succession there (and who had some
small grievances, real or imagined, against the Northumhrian lord
of Benoic), knew that Bedwyr distrusted them, and that he had done
his best to block the return of Agravain and Gaheris to Court; had
advocated, rather, their banishment back to their island home. So
when, as was inevitable among the young men, the talk turned to the
gossip about Bedwyr and the Queen, Mordred soon realized that this
was prompted mainly by hatred of Bedwyr, and the desire to shut him
out of the King's favour. When Mordred, moving carefully, let it be
known that he might be persuaded to take their part, the Young
Celts assumed his motive to be the natural jealousy of a King's son
who might, if Bedwyr could be discredited, become his father's
deputy. As such, Mordred would be a notable acquisition to the
party. So he was accepted, and in time regarded as one of
the party's leaders, even by Agravain and Gaheris. *** MORDRED HAD HIS OWN ROOMS WITHIN THE ROYAL, PALACE
AT Camelot, but he had also, for the last year or so, owned a
pleasant little house in the town. A girl of the town kept house
for him, and made him welcome whenever he could spare the time for
her. Here, from time to time, came the Young Celts, ostensibly to
supper, or for a day's fowling in the marshes, but in reality to
talk, and for Mordred to listen. The purchase of the house had in fact been the
King's suggestion. If Mordred was to share the partys activities,
this was not likely to happen in his rooms within the royal palace.
In the easier atmosphere of his leman's house Mordred could more
readily keep in touch with the currents of thought that moved the
younger men. To his house one evening came Agravain, with Colles,
and Mador, and others of the Young Celts. After supper, when the
woman had placed the wine near them and then withdrawn, Agravain
brought the talk abruptly round to the subject that, of late, had
obsessed him. "Bedwyr! No man in the kingdom can get anywhere,
become anybody, without that man's approval! The King's besotted.
Boyhood friends, indeed! Boyhood lovers, more like! And still he
has to listen whenever my lord high and mighty Bedwyr chooses to
speak! What d'ye say, Colles? We know, eh? Eh?" Agravain, as was
usual these days, was three parts drunken, early as it was in the
night. This was plain speaking, even for him. Colles, usually a
hopeful sycophant, tried an uneasy withdrawal. "Well, but everyone
knows they fought together since years back. Brothers-in-arms, and
all that. It's only natura l -" "Too natural by half." Agravain gave a hiccup of
laughter. "Brothers-inarms, how right you are! In the Queen's arms,
too.... Haven't you heard the latest? Last time the King was from
court, there was my lord Bedwyr, snugged down right and tight in
the Queen's bed before Arthur's horse was well out of the King's
Gate." "Where did you get that?" This, sharply, from
Mador. And from Colles, beginning to look scared: "You told
me. But it's only talk, and it can't be true. For one thing the
King's not that kind of a fool, and if he trusts Bedwyr - and
trusts her, come to that -" "Not a fool? It's a fool's part to trust. Mordred
would agree. Wouldn't you, brother?" Mordred, with his back to the company, pouring wine,
was heard to assent, shortly "If it were true," began someone, longingly, but
Mador cut across him. "You're a fool yourself to talk like that without
proof. It can't be true. Even if they wanted to, how would they
dare? The Queen's ladies are always there with her, and even at
night - " Agravain gave a shout of laughter, and Gaheris,
lounging back beside him, said, grinning: "My poor innocent. You're
beginning to sound like my saintly brother Gareth. Don't you ever
listen to the dirt? Agravain's been laying one of Guinevere's maids
for nigh on a month now. If anyone hears the gossip, he
should." "And you mean that she says he's been in there at
night? Bedwyr?" Agravain nodded into his wine, and Gaheris gave a
crow of triumph. "Then we've got him!" But Colles insisted: "She saw him. Herself?" "No." Agravain looked round defiantly. "But we all
know the talk that's been going round for long enough, and we also
know, that there's no fire without smoke. Let us look past the
smoke, and put out the fire. If I do get proof, will you all act
with me?" "Act? How?" "Do the King a service, and get rid of Bedwyr, from
the King's bed and the King's counsels!" Calum said doubtfully: "You mean just tell the
King?" "How else? He'll be furious, who wouldn't, but
afterwards he's got to be grateful. Any, man would want to
know" "But the Queen?" This was a young man called Cian,
who came from the Queen's own country of North Wales. "He'll kill
her. Any man, finding out..." He flushed, and fell silent. It was
to be noticed that he avoided looking at Gaheris. Agravain was
confident and scornful. "He would never hurt the Queen. Have you
never heard what happened when Melwas of the Summer Country took
her and held her for a day and a night in his lodge on one of the
Lake islands? You can't tell me that that lecher never had his way
with her, but the King took her back without a word, and gave her
his promise that, for that or even for her barrenness, he would
never put her aside. No, he'd never harm her. Mordred, you know him
better than most, and you're with the Queen half your time as well.
What do you say"' "About the King's tenderness towards her, I agree."
Mordred set the wine jug down again, and leaned back against the
table's edge, surveying them. "But all this is moonshine, surely?
There is talk, I've heard it, but it seems to me that it comes
mostly from here, and without proof. Without any kind of proof.
Until proof is found, the talk must remain only talk, concocted
from wishes and ambitions, not from facts." "He's right, you know," said one Melion, who was
Cian's brother. "It is only talk, the sort that always happens when
a lady is as lovely as the Queen, and her man's away from her bed
as often and for as long as the King has to be." "It's bedroom door gossip," Cian put in. "Do you ask
us to kneel down in the dirt and peer through chamber keyholes,"
Since this was in fact exactly what Agravain had been doing, he
denied it with great indignation. He was not too drunk to ignore
the hardening of the meeting against any idea of harming the Queen.
He said virtuously: "You've got me wrong, gentlemen. Nothing would
persuade me to injure that lovely lady. But if we could contrive a
way to bring Bedwyr down without hurt to her -" "You mean swear that he forced his way in? Raped
her?" "Why not? It might be possible. My wench would say
anything we paid her for, and - " "What about Gareth's?" asked someone. It was known
that Gareth was courting Linet, one of the Queen's ladies, a gentle
girl and as incorruptible as Gareth himself. "All right, all right!" Agravain, a dark flush in
his face, swung round to Mordred. "There's plenty to be thought
about, but by the dark Goddess herself, we've made a start, and we
know who's with us and who isn't! Mordred, what about it? If we can
think of some way that doesn't implicate the Queen, then you're
with us? You, of all men, can hardly stand Bedwyr's friend." Mordred gave that cool little smile that was all
that remained in him of Morgause. "Friend to Bedwyr, chief marshal,
best of the knights, the King's right hand in battle and the
council chamber? Regent in Arthur's absence, with all Arthur's
power?" He paused. "Bring Bedwyr down? W'hat should I say,
gentlemen? That I reject the notion utterly?" There was laughter
and the drumming of cups on the table, and shouts of "Mordred for
regent!", "Well, why, not? Who else?", "Valerius? No, too old.",
"Well, Drustan then, or Gawain?" And then in a hind of ragged
unanimity: "Mordred for regent! Who else? One of us! Mordred!" Then the woman came in, and the shouting died, and
the talk veered away to the harmless subject of tomorrow's hunt.
When they had gone, and the girl was clearing away the debris of
scattered food and spilled wine, Mordred went out into the air. In spite of himself, the talk and the final accolade
had shaken him. Bedwyr gone? Himself the undisputed right hand of
the King, and, in the King's absence, unquestioned regent? Once he
were there, and once proved as fighter and administrator, what was
more likely than that Arthur would also make him his heir? He was
still not that: The King's heir was still Constantine of Cornwall,
son of that Duke Cador whom Arthur, in default of a legitimate
prince, had declared heir to the kingdoms. But that was before he
knew that a son of his body would be - was already -begotten.
Legitimate? What did that matter, when Arthur himself had been
begotten in adultery? Behind him the girl called him softly. He looked
round. She was leaning from the bedchamber window, the warm
lamplight falling on the long golden hair and on one bared shoulder
and breast. He smiled and said, "Presently," but he hardly saw her.
In his mind's eye, against the darkness, he saw only the Queen. Guinevere. The lady of the golden hair, still
lovely, of the great grey-blue eyes, of the pretty voice and the
ready smile, and with it all the gentle wit and gaiety that lighted
her presence-chamber with pleasure. Guinevere, who so patently
loved her lord, but who understood fear and loneliness and who, out
of that knowledge, had befriended an insecure and lonely boy, had
helped to lift him out of the murk of his childhood memories, and
shown him how to love with a light heart. Whose hands, touching his
in friendship, had blown to blaze a flame that Morgause's corrupt
mouth could not even kindle. He loved her. Not in the same way, in the same
breath even, as he had loved other women. There had been many in
his life, from the girl in the islands whom at fourteen he had
bedded in a hollow of the heather, to the woman who waited for him
now. But his thoughts of Guinevere were not even in this context.
He only knew that he loved her, and if the tale were true, then by
Hecate, he would like to see Bedwyr brought down! The King would
not harm her, he was sure of that, but he might, he just might, for
his honour's sake, put her aside.... He went no further. It is doubtful if he even knew
he had gone as far. Oddly for Mordred, the cool thinker, the
thoughts were hardly formulated. He was conscious only of anger at
the vile whispers, the stain on the Queen's name, and of his own
renewed distrust of the twins and their irresponsible friends. He
recognized, with misgiving, where his duty lay as King's watcher
(King's spy, he told himself sourly) among the Young Celts. He
would have to warn Arthur of the danger to Bedwyr and the Queen.
The King would soon get to the truth of the matter, and if action
had to be taken, he was the one who must take it. Duty lay that
way, and the King's trust. And Bedwyr, if it were proved that he had forfeited
that trust? Mordred thrust the thought aside, and on an impulse
that, even if he recognized it, he would not admit, he went back
into the house and took his pleasure with a violence that was as
foreign to him as his mental turmoil had been, and that was to cost
him a gold necklace in appeasement next day. Chapter 11 Later that night, when town and palace were quiet,
he went to see the King. Arthur, as was his wont these days, was working late
in his business room. His white hound Cabal lay at his feet. It was
the same puppy that he had chosen' on the day Mordred was first
brought to him. It was old now, and scarred with the mementoes of
some memorable hunts. It lifted its head as Mordred was shown in,
and its tail beat the floor. The servant withdrew, and the King nodded his
secretary out of the room. "How is it with you, Mordred? I am glad you came. I
was planning to send for you in the morning, but tonight is even
better. You know I have to go to Brittany soon?" "It has been rumoured. So it's true?" "Yes. It's time I had a meeting with my cousin King
Hoel. I'd also like to see for myself how things are shaping over
there." "When do you leave, sir?" "In a week's time. The weather should be fair
then." Mordred glanced at the window curtains, where a fitful wind
plucked at them. "Your prophets tell you so?" The King laughed. "I go to surer sources than the
altars, or even Nimue at Applegarth. I ask the shepherds on the
high downs. They are never wrong. But I forgot, my fisher-boy.
Perhaps I should have asked you, too?" Mordred shook his head, smiling. "I might have
ventured a prophecy in the islands, though even the old men there
were often out of reckoning; but here, no. It's a different world.
A different sky." "You don't hanker for the other now?" "No. I have all I want." He added: "I would like to
see Brittany." "Then I am sorry. What I wanted to tell you is that
I plan to leave you here in Camelot." In spite of himself his heart gave a jump. He
waited, not looking at Arthur in case the latter read his
thought. As if he had - which, with Arthur, was even
possible -the King went on: "Bedwyr will be here, of course. But
this time I want you to do more than observe how things go; you w
ill be Bedwyr's deputy, as he mine." There was a pause. Arthur saw with interest, but
without understanding, that Mordred, who had lost colour, was
hesitating, as if not knowing what to say. At length Mordred asked:
"And my -the other Orkney princes? Do they go with you, or stay
here?" Arthur, misunderstanding him, was surprised. He had
not thought that Mordred was jealous of his half-brothers. If his
mission had been a military one, he might have taken Agravain and
Gaheris with him, and so drawn off some of their energy and
discontent, but as it was he said, quickly and definitely: "No.
Gawain is in Wales, as you know, and likely to be there for some
time. Gareth would not thank me for abstracting him from Camelot,
with his wedding so near. The other two can hardly expect favour of
me. They stay here." Mordred was silent. The King began to talk about his
forthcoming journey and the discussions he would hold with King
Hoel, then about the role Mordred would assume at home as deputy to
the regent. The hound woke once, and scratched for fleas. The fire
dwindled, and Mordred, obedient to a nod from his father, fed it
with a log from the basket. At length the King had done. He looked
at the younger man. "You are very silent. Come, Mordred, there will be
another time. Or even a time when Bedwyr will be the one to go with
me, and you the one to remain as temporary king. Does the prospect
dismay you so much?" "No. No. It is - I am honoured." "Then what is it?" "If I ask that Bedwyr should go with you this time
and leave me here, you will think that I outrun even the ambition
of a prince. But I do ask it, my lord King." Arthur stared at him. "What is this?" "I came tonight to report to you what is being said
among the Young Celts. They met at my house this evening. Most of
the talk tonight was of Bedwyr. He has enemies, bitter enemies, who
will plot to bring him down." He hesitated. He had known this would
be hard, but he had not known how hard. "Sir, I beg you not to
leave Bedwyr here while you go abroad. This is not because I myself
covet the regency. It is because there is talk about him and?" He
stopped. He licked his lips. He said lamely: "He has enemies. There
is talk." Arthur's eyes were black ice. He stood. Mordred got
to his feet. To his fury he found that he was trembling. He was not
to know that everv man who hitherto had met that hard cold stare
was dead. The King said, in a flat voice that seemed to come
from a great distance: "There is always talk. There are those who talk, and
there are those who listen. Neither are men of mine. No, Mordred, I
understand you very well. I am not deaf; and neither am I blind.
There is nothing in this talk. There is nothing to be said."
Mordred swallowed. "I said nothing, my lord." "And I heard nothing. Go now." He nodded a dismissal curter than the one the
servant had had. Mordred bowed and went. He had a hand on the door when the King's voice
halted him. "Mordred." He turned. "My lord." "This changes nothing. You remain with the regent
as his deputy." "My lord." . The King said, in a different voice: "I should have
remembered that it as I who asked you to listen, and that I have no
right to blame you for doing so, or for reporting to me. As for
Bedwyr, he is aware of his enemies' ambitions." He looked down,
resting his finger-tips on the table in front of him. There was a
pause. Mordred waited. Without looking up, the King added:
"Mordred. There are some matters better not spoken of; better not
even known. Do you understand me?" "I think so," said Mordred. And indeed, misjudging
Arthur as the King had misjudged him, he thought so. It was
apparent that Arthur knew what was being said about Bedwyr and the
Queen. He knew, and chose to ignore it. Which meant simply one
thing: Whether there was any truth in it or not, Arthur wanted no
action taken. He wanted to avoid the kind of upheaval that must
result from an open accusation levelled at the King's deputy and
the Queen. So far, Mordred was right. But not in his final
conclusion, which was that of a man and not of a prince: that
Arthur was indifferent to the matter, and chose to ignore it out of
pride as well as policy. "I think so, sir," he said again. Arthur looked up and smiled. The bleak look was
gone, but he looked very weary. "Then stay watchful for me, my son,
and serve the Queen. And know Bedwyr for your friend, and my
faithful servant. And now, good night." *** SOON AFTER THIS THE KING LEFT CAMELOT. MORDRED
FOUND that his work as deputy regent meant a series of day-long
sessions in the Round Hall listening to petitions, alternating with
days watching troop exercises, and finishing each evening after the
public supper in hall (when further petitions were often brought to
the high table) with the stacked tablets and papers in the King's
business room, In public Bedwyr, as before, took the King's place
beside the Queen, but as for as Mordred, casually watchful, could
ascertain, he made no opportunities for private talk with her, and
neither he nor Guinevere ever attempted to dispense with Mordred's
company. When the regent spoke with the Queen, as he did each
morning, Mordred was there beside him; Mordred sat on her left at
supper time; Mordred walked on her left hand when she took the air
in her garden with Bedwyr for company and her ladies round her. He found Bedwyr surprisingly easy to work with. The
older man went out of his way to allow his deputy some scope. Soon
he was passing almost three out of five judgments across to
Mordred, only stipulating that the verdicts might be privately
agreed before they were given. There was very little disagreement,
and as the days went by Mordred found that more and more the
decisions were his. It was also noticeable that as the day of
Arthur's return drew near, the work waiting him was appreciably
less than it had been after previous absences. It was also to be noticed that, in spite of the
lightened burden on him, Bedwyr grew quieter and more nervy. There
were lines in his face and his eyes were shadowed. At supper,
leaning, to listen, a smile fixed on his lips, to the Queen's soft
voice beside him, he ate little, but drank deeply. Afterwards in
the business room he would sit silently for long periods staring at
the fire, until Mordred, or one of the secretaries, would with some
query bring him back to the matter in hand. All this Mordred noticed, watching. For him, the
nearness to Guinevere was at once a joy and a torment. If there had
been a look, a touch, a gesture of understanding between her and
Bedwyr, Mordred was sure he would have seen or even sensed it. But
there was none, only Bedwyr's silence and the sense of strain that
hung about him, and perhaps an extra gaiety in the Queen's chatter
and laughter when she and her ladies graced some function of the
court. In either case this could be attributed to the cares of
office, and the strain imposed by Arthur's absence. In the end
Mordred, mindful of the Kings last interview with him, put the
recollection of the Young Celts' gossip out of his mind. Then one evening, long after supper, when the King's
seal was used for the last time and the secretary returned it to
its box, bade the two men good night, and took himself away, there
was a tap at the door and the servant came in to announce a
caller. This was Bors, one of the older knights, a Companion
who had fought with Arthur and Bedwyr through the great campaign,
and had been with them at Badon Hill. He was a simple man, devoted
to the King, but was known to be fretting almost as fiercely as the
Young Celts for action. No courtier, he was impatient of ceremony,
and longed for the simplicities and movement of the field. He gave Bedwyr the salute of the camp, and said with
his usual abruptness: "You are to go to the Queen. There's a letter
she wants to show you." There was a short, blank silence. Then Bedwyr got
to his feet. "It's very late. Surely she has retired? It must be
urgent." "She said so. Or she'd not have sent me." Mordred had risen when Bedwyr did. "A letter? It
came with the courier?' "I suppose so. Well, you know how late he was. You
got the rest yourself not long ago." This was true. The man, who had been due at sundown,
had been delayed on the road by a flash flood, and had ridden in
not long before. Hence the late working-hours they had been
keeping. "He mentioned no letter for the Queen," said
Mordred. Bedwyr said sharply: "Why should he? If it is the Queen's
it is not our concern, except as she chooses to talk about it with
me. Very well, Bors. I'll go now." "I'll tell her you will come?" "No need. I'll send Ulfin. You get to bed, and
Mordred, too. Good night." As he spoke he began to buckle on the belt he had
cast aside when the men settled down to the evening's work. The
servant brought his cloak. From the side of his eye he saw Mordred
hesitating, and repeated, with some abruptness: "Good night." There was nothing for it. Mordred followed Bors out
of the room. Bors went off down the corridor with his long
outdoor stride. Mordred, hurrying to catch him up, did not hear
Bedwyr's quick words to the servant: "Go and tell the Queen I'll be with her shortly.
Tell her ... No doubt her ladies retired when she did. You will see
to it that she is attended when I come. No matter if her
waiting-women are asleep. Wake them. Do you understand?" Ulfin had been the King's chief chamberlain for
many years. He said briefly, "Yes, my lord," and went. Mordred and Bors, walking together across the outer
garden court, saw him hurrying towards the Queen's rooms. Bors said
abruptly: "I don't like it." "But there was a letter?" "I didn't see one. And I saw the man ride in. If
it's true he carried a letter for the Queen, why does she need to
talk with him now? It's near midnight. Surely it could wait till
morning? I tell you, I don't like it." Mordred shot him a glance. Was it possible that the
whispers had come even to the ears of this faithful veteran? Then
Bors added: "If anything has happened to the King, then surely the
tidings should have gone straight to Bedwyr as well. What can they
have to discuss that needs privacy and midnight?" "What indeed?" said Mordred. Bors gave him a sharp
glance, but all he said was, gruffly: "Well, well, we'd best get to bed, and mind our
business." When they reached the hall where most of the young
bachelors slept, they found some of them still awake. Gaheris was
sober, but only just, Agravain was drunk as usual, and talkative.
Gareth sat at tables with Colles, and a couple of others lounged
over dice by the dying fire. Bors said good night, and turned away, and Mordred,
who in the King's absence lived and slept within the palace,
started through the hall towards the stairway that led to his
rooms. Before he reached it one of the young knights, the man from
Wales called Cian, came swiftly in from the outer court, pushing
past Bors in the doorway. He stood there for a moment, blinking,
while his dark-dazzled eyes adjusted themselves to the light.
Gaheris, guessing where he had been, called out some pleasantry,
and Colles, with a coarse laugh, pointed out that his clothes were
still unbraced. He took no notice. He came with his swift stride
into the middle of the hall and said, urgently: "Bedwyr's gone to the Queen. I saw him. Straight in
through the private doorway, and there's a lamp lit in her chamber
window." Agravain was on his feet. "Has he, by God!" Gaheris, lurching, got himself upright. His hand was
on his sword. "So, it was true. We all knew it! Now let us see what
the King will say when he hears that his wife lies with a
lover!" "Why wait for that?" This was Mador. "Let us make
sure of them both now!" Mordred, from the foot of the stairs, raised his
voice urgently above the hubbub: "She sent for him. A letter came
by the courier. It could be from the King. There was something in
it she had to discuss with Bedwyr. Bors brought the message. Tell
them, Bors!" "It's true," said the old man, but worry still
sounded in his voice, and Mador said shrewdly: "You don't like it
either, do you? You've heard the stories, too? Well, if they are
having a council over the King's letter, let us join it! What
objection can there be to that?" Mordred shouted: "Stop, you fools! I tell you, I was
there! This is true! Are you all mad? Think of the King! Whatever
we find - " "Aye, whatever we find," said Agravain thickly. "If
it is a council, then we join it as loyal King's men-" "And if it's a tryst for lusty lovers," put in
Gaheris, "then we can serve the King in other ways." "You'd not dare touch her!" Mordred, sharp with
fear, pushed his way through the crowd and gripped Gaheris's
arm. "Her? Not this time." Gaheris, drunk, but perfectly
steady, laughed through ghost-haunted eves. "But Bedwyr, ah, if
Bedwyr's there I think he is, what will the King do but thank us
for this night's work?" Bors was shouting, and being shouted down. Mordred,
still holding Gaheris's arm, was talking swiftly, reasonably,
trying to contain the mood of the crowd. But they had drunk too
much, they were ripe for action, and they hated Bedwyr. There was
no stopping them now. Still clutching Gaheris's sleeve, Mordred
found himself being swept along with them -there were a dozen of
them now, Bors hustled along with them, and even Gareth,
white-faced, bringing up the rear-through the shadowed arcades that
edged the garden court, and in through the doorway that gave on the
Queen's private stair. The servant there, sleepy but alert enough,
came upright from the wall with his lips parting for a challenge.
Then he saw Mordred, and in the moment of hesitation that this gave
him, he was silenced with a blow from the butt of Colles's
dagger. The act of violence was like the twang that looses
the taut bowstring. With shouts the young men surged through the
door and up the stairway to the Queen's private chambers. Colles,
leading, hammered on the wood with his sword hilt, shouting: "Open!
Open! In the King's name!" Locked in the press on the stairway, struggling to
get through, Mordred heard from within the room a woman's cry of
alarm. Then other voices, shrill and urgent, drowned bv the renewed
shouting from the stairway. "Open this door! There's treachery! Treachery to
the King!" Then suddenly, so quickly that it was obvious it had not
been locked, the door opened wide. A girl was holding it. The room was lighted only by
the night-lamps. Three or four women were there, their voluminous
wraps indicating that they had been in their night robes and had
been roused hastily from their beds. One of them, an elderly lady
with grey hair loose about her face as if she had recently been
startled from sleep, ran to the door of the inner room where the
Queen slept, and turned to bar the way. "What is this? What has happened? Colles, this
unseemly -And you, Prince Agravain? If it's the lord Bedwyr that
you want to see -" "Stand aside, Mother," said someone breathlessly,
and the woman was thrust to one side as Colles and Agravain,
shouting, "Treachery, treachery to the King!" hurled themselves,
with swords out and ready, at the Queen's door. Through the tumult, the hammering, the women's now
frightened screaming, Mordred heard Gareth's breathless voice: "Linet? Don't be afraid. Bors has gone for the
guard. Stand over there, and keep back. Nothing will happen -" Then, between one hammer-blow and the next, the
Queen's door opened suddenly, and Bedwyr was standing there. The Queen's bedchamber was well lighted, by a
swinging silver lamp shaped like a dragon. To the attackers, taken
by surprise, everything in the room was visible in one swift
impression. The great bed stood against the far wall. The covers
were tumbled, but then the Queen had already been abed when the
letter - if there had been a letter had come. She, like her women,
was wrapped from throat to feet in a warm loose robe of white wool,
girdled with blue. Her slippers were of white ermine fur. The
golden hair was braided with blue, and hung forward over her
shoulders. She looked like a girl. She also looked very frightened.
She had half risen from the cross-stool where she had been sitting,
and was holding the hands of the scared waiting-woman who crouched
on a tuffet at her feet. Bedwyr, holding the door, was dressed as Mordred had
seen him a short time ago, but with neither sword nor dagger. Fully
dressed as he was, facing the swords at the chamber door, he was,
in the parlance of the fighting man, naked. And, with the lightning
action of a fighting man, he moved. As Colles, still in the van,
lunged towards him with his sword, Bedwyr, sweeping the blade aside
with a swirl of his heavy cloak, struck his attacker in the throat.
As the man staggered back, Bedwyr wrenched the sword out of his
grip, and ran him through. "Lecher! Murderer!" yelled Agravain. His voice was
still thick with drink, or passion, but his sword was steady.
Mordred, shouting something, caught at him, but Agravain struck the
hand aside and jumped, murderous blade shortened, straight for
Bedwyr. Colles's body blocked half the doorway, and for a moment
Agravain was alone, facing Bedwyr's sword. In that moment, Bedwyr,
veteran of a thousand combats, struck Agravain's flashing blade
almost idly aside and ran his attacker through the heart. Even this killing did not give the attacking mob
pause. Mador, hard on Agravain's heels, got half in under Bedwyr's
guard before he could withdraw his blade. Gareth, his young voice
cracking with distress, was shouting: "He was drunk! For God's sake
-" And then, shrilly, in agonized panic: "Gaheris, no!" For Gaheris, murderer of women, had leaped straight
over Agravain's fallen body, past the whirling swords where Bedwyr
fought, and was advancing, sword levelled, on the Queen. She had not moved. The whole melee had lasted only
seconds. She stood frozen, her terrified woman crouched at her
knees, her eyes on the deadly flash of metal round Bedwyr. If she
was aware of Gaheris and his threat she gave no sign. She did not
even raise a hand to ward off the blade. "Whore!" shouted Gaheris, and thrust at her. His blade was struck up. Mordred was hard behind
him. Gaheris turned, cursing. Mordred's sword ran up Gaheris's
blade and the hilts locked. Body to body the two men swayed,
fighting. Gaheris, pressed back, lurched against the Queen's stool,
and sent it flying. The waiting-woman screamed, and the Queen, with
a cry, moved at last, backing away towards the wall. Gaheris,
swearing, lashed out with his dagger. Mordred snatched out his with
his left hand and brought the hilt down as hard as he could on his
half-brother's temple. Gaheris dropped like a stone. Mordred
turned, gasping, to the Queen, and found himself facing Bedwyr's
blade, and Bedwyr's murderous eyes. Bedwyr, hotly engaged, had seen, through the haze of
blood dripping from a shallow cut on his forehead, the sudden
thrust towards the Queen, and the struggle near her chair. He
started to cut his way towards her with a fury and desperation that
gave him barely time for thought. Gareth, exposed by Agravain's
fall, and still reiterating wildly, "He was drunk!" was cut down
and died in his blood almost at the Queen's feet. Then the deadly
sword, red to the hilt, engaged Mordred's, and Mordred, with no
time for words or for retreat, was fighting for his life. Dimly he was aware of fresh hubbub. One of the
women, regardless of danger, had run into the room, and was on her
knees by Gareth's body, wailing his name over and over again. A
screaming was audible along the corridor where others had run for
help. Bedwyr, as he cut and thrust, shouted out some sort of
command, and Mordred knew then that the guard had been called, and
was there. Gaheris heaved on the floor, trying to rise. His hand slipped in Gareth's blood. Mador
had been seized by the guard and dragged away, shouting. The
others, some still resisting, were one by one overpowered, and
hustled away. The Queen was calling something, but through the
uproar she could not be heard. Mordred was conscious mainly of two things, Bedwyr's
eyes of cold fury, and the knowledge that, even through that fury,
the King's marshal was deliberately refraining from killing or
maiming the King's son. A chance came, was ignored; another came
and was turned; Bedwyr's sword ran in over Mordred's blade, and he
took the younger man neatly through the upper part of his sword
arm. As Mordred staggered back, Bedwyr, following him, struck him
with his dagger's hilt, a heavy blow on the temple. Mordred fell. He fell across Gareth's outstretched
arm, and the girl's tears, as she wept for her lover, fell on his
face. There was no pain yet, only dimness, and the sense of the
turmoil coming and going like the waves of the sea. The fighting
was over. His head was within a foot of Guinevere's hem. He was
dimly conscious of Bedwyr stepping over his body to take the
Queen's hands. He heard him speak, low and urgently: "They did not
come to you? Is all well?" And her shaken reply, in that soft voice
filled with distress and fear: "You're hurt? Oh, my dear - " And
his swift: "No. A cut only. It's over. I must leave you vvith your
ladies. Calm yourself, madam, it is over." Gaheris, back on his
feet, but bleeding from a deep cut on the arm, was being dragged
away, dazed and unresisting, by the guards. Bors was there, with a
face of tragedy, speaking urgently, but the words came and went,
like the surge of the sea waves, with the beat of Mordred's pulse.
The pain was beginning now. One of the guards said, "Lady -" and
tried to lift Linet from Gareth's body. Then the Queen was there,
near, kneeling beside Mordred. He could smell her scent, feel the
soft wool of the white robe. His blood smeared the wool, but she
took no notice. He tried to say, "Lady," but no sound came. In any case she was not concerned with him. Her arms
were round Linet, her voice speaking comfort shot with grief. At
length the girl let herself be raised and led aside, and the guards
took up Gareth's body to carry it away. Just before he lost
consciousness Mordred saw, beside him on the floor, a crumpled
paper that had fallen from the Queen's robe as she knelt beside
him. He saw the writing, elegant and regular, the hand of
an expert scribe. And at the foot of the message, a seal. He knew
that seal. It was Arthur's. The story of the letter had, after all, been the
truth. Chapter 12 Mordred, waking from the first deep swoon, swam up
into consciousness to find himself in his own house, with his
mistress beside the bed, and Gaheris bending over him. His head ached fiercely, and he was very weak. His
wound had been hurriedly cleaned and bandaged, but blood still
oozed, and the whole arm and side seemed to be one throb of pain.
He could remember nothing of how he had come here. He did not know
that, as he was carried from the Queen's bedchamber, Bedwyr had
shouted to the guards to see him safe and to tend his hurts.
Bedwyr, indeed, was thinking only of keeping the King's son safely
until the King himself should arrive, but the guards, who had not
seen the fight, assumed in the haste and chaos that Mordred had
been there to help the regent, so bore him straight to his own
house and the care of his mistress. Here Gaheris (having contrived,
by feigning to be worse hurt than he was, to elude the guards) had
fled under cover of that same chaos, with only one thought in his
mind, to get out of Camelot before Arthur's arrival, and to use
Mordred to that end. For Arthur was on his way home, far sooner than he
had been looked for. The fateful letter, hurriedly dispatched by a
king already on the road, was to warn Guinevere of his imminent
arrival, and to ask her to tell Bedwyr immediately. Word had gone
round already among the guards; Gaheris had heard them talking. The
courier's delay would mean that the King must be only a few short
hours behind him. So Gaheris leaned urgently over the man in the bed.
"Come, brother, before they remember you! The guards brought you
here in error. They will soon know that you were with us, and then
they will come back. Quickly now! We've got to go. Come with me,
and I'll see you safe." Mordred blinked up at him, vaguely. His face was
drained of blood, and his eyes looked unfocused. Gaheris seized a
flask of cordial and splashed some of it into a cup. "Drink this.
Hurry, man. My servant's here with me. We'll manage you between
us." The cordial stung Mordred's lips. Some of the
painful fog lifted, and memory came back.... It was good of Gaheris, he thought hazily. Good of
Gaheris. He had hit Gaheris, and Gaheris had fallen. Then Bedwyr
had tried to kill him, Mordred, and the Queen had said no word. Not
then, and apparently not since, if the guards were coming back to
take him as one of the traitors. . . . The Queen. She wanted him to
die, even though he had saved her life. And he knew why. The reason
came to him, through the swimming clouds, like clear and cold
logic. She knew of Merlin's prophecy, and so she wanted him
to die. Bedwyr, too. So they would lie, and no one would know that
he had tried to stop the traitors, had in fact saved her from
Gaheris, murderer of women. When the King came, he, Mordred,
Arthur's son, would be branded traitor in the sight of all
men.... "Hurry," said Gaheris, with urgency. No guards came. After all, it was easy. With his
half-brother's arm round him and his mistress at his other side he
walked, no, floated out into the dark street where, tense and
silent, Gaheris's servant waited with the horses. Somehow they got
Mordred to the saddle, somehow held him between them, then they
were out of the town and riding down the road to the King's
Gate. Here they were challenged. Gaheris, pulling back
slightly, with his face muffled against the cold, said nothing. The
servant, forward, with Mordred, spoke impatiently. "It's Prince Mordred. He's hurt, as you know. We've
to take him to Applegarth. Make haste." The guards knew the story, which had gone round with
the dawn wind. The gates were opened, the riders were through, and
free. Gaheris said exultantly: "We did it! We're out! Now let us
lose this burden as soon as we may!" Mordred remembered nothing of the ride. He had a
vague recollection of falling, of being caught and pulled across
onto the servant's horse, while the dreadful jolting ride went on.
He felt the warmth of blood breaking through the bandages, then
after what seemed an age the welcome stillness as the horses were
pulled up. Rain drove down on his face. It was cool and
refreshing. The rest of his body, closely wrapped as it was, was
clothed in hot water. He was floating again. Sounds came and went
in beats, like the pulse of the blood that was seeping from the
wound. Someone -it was Gaheris - was saying: "This will do. Don't be afraid, man. The brothers
will care for him. Yes, the horse, too. Tie it there. Now leave
him." He laid his cheek on wet stone. His whole body
burned and throbbed. It was strange how, when the horses had
stopped, the hoofbeats still thudded through his veins. The servant reached across him and tugged at a
rope. Somewhere in the distance a bell jangled. Before the sound
had died away the horses were gone. There was no sound in the world
but the rain driving steadily down on the stone step where they had
left him. *** ARTHUR, ARRIVING ALMOST ON THE HEELS OF THE COURIER,
RODE next morning into a city still buzzing like a stirred hive.
His regent was sent for before the King had even taken off the dirt
of the journey. When Bedwyr was announced, Arthur was sitting behind
the table in his business room, his man at his feet pulling off the
scuffed and muddy riding boots. The servant, without a glance at
either man, took the boots and withdrew. Ulfin had been Arthur's
man throughout his whole reign. He had heard rather more gossip
than the next man, and had said a good deal less about it than
anyone. But even he, the silent and the trusted, went out with
relief. Some things were better not said, or even known. The same thought was in both men's minds. In
Arthur's eyes might even be read the plea to his friend: Do not
force me into asking questions. Let us in some way, in any way, get
past this ambush and back into the open rides of trust. 'More than
friendship, more than love, depends on this silence. My kingdom
would even now seem to hang on it. It would doubtless have surprised the Orkney
princes, and some of their faction, if they could have heard his
first words. But both King and regent knew that, if the first and
greatest trouble could not be spoken of, the second would have to
be dealt with soon: Gawain of Orkney. The King shoved his feet into his furred slippers,
swung round in the great chair, and said with furious exasperation:
"By all the gods below, did you have to kill them?" Bedwyr's gesture had the quality of despair. "What was I to do? Colles I could not avoid killing.
I was naked, and he was on me with his sword. I had to take it. I
had neither time nor choice, if he was not to kill me. For Gareth I
am sincerely sorry. I am to blame. I cannot think that he was there
in treachery, but only because he was among the pack when the cry
went up, and he may have been anxious for Linet. I confess I hardly
saw him in the press. I did cross swords with Gaheris, but only for
a moment. i think he took a cut -no more than a scratch -from me,
but then he vanished. And after Agravain fell, all my thought was
for the Queen. Gaheris had been loudest of all throughout, and he
was still shouting insults at her. I remembered how he had dealt
with his own mother." He hesitated. "That part was nightmare-like.
The swords, the yelled insults, the pack near the Queen, and she,
poor lady, struck dumb and shocked all in the few seconds it had
taken from peace to bloody war. Have you seen her yet, Arthur? How
does she do?" "I am told she is well, but still shaken. She was
with Linet when I sent to inquire. I shall go to her as soon as
I've cleaned up. Now tell me the rest of it. What of Mordred? They
tell me he was hurt, and that he has gone - fled with Gaheris. This
is something that I fail to understand. He was only with the Young
Celts at my request - in fact, he came to me shortly before I left
Camelot, to give me some word of warning about what they might be
planning to do . . . You could not have known that. It was my
fault; perhaps I should have told you, but there were aspects of it
. . . " He left it at that, and Bedwyr merely nodded: this was the
debatable ground that each man could tread without a word spoken.
Arthur frowned down, then raised troubled eyes to the other man's.
"You cannot be blamed for turning your sword on him; how could you
guess? But the Queen? He is devoted to her -we used to call it
boy's love, and smile at it, and so did she - so why on earth
should he have tried to harm the Queen?" "It is not certain that he did. I'm not sure what
happened there. When I crossed swords with Mordred, the affair was
almost over. I had the Queen safe at my back, and by that time the
guards were there. I would have disarmed him and then spoken with
him, or else waited for your coming, but he is too good a fighter.
I had to wound him, to get the sword from his hand." "Well," said Arthur heavily, "he is gone. But why?
And especially, why with Gaheris, unless indeed Mordred is still
spying for me? You know where they will have gone, of course." "To Gawain?" "Exactly. And what," said Arthur, his voice warming
into a kind of desperation, "are we going to do about Gawain?"
Bedwyr said, grim-mouthed: "Let me take what comes." "And kill him. If you do not, he will kill you. You
must know that. And I will not have it either way. Troublesome
though he is, I need Gawain." "I am in your hands. You'll send me away, I suppose.
You can hardly send Gawain, I see that. So, when, and where"' "As for when, not immediately." Arthur hesitated,
then looked straight at the other man. "I must first of all give
some public evidence of trust in you." As if without thinking, his hand had strayed across
the surface of the table. This was of veined green marble, edged
with wrought gold. The King, on coming in, had flung his gloves
down there, and Ulfin, in his haste to be gone, had left them. Now
Arthur picked one of them up, and ran it through his fingers. It
was a glove of softest calf-skin, worked as supple as velvet, its
cuff embroidered with silken threads in rainbow colours, and with
small river-pearls. The Queen herself had done the work, not
letting her women set even one of the stitches. The pearls had come
from the rivers of her native land. Bedwyr met the King's eyes. His own, the dark
poet's eyes, were profoundly unhappy. The King's were as somber,
but held kindness. "As for where, will your cousin make you welcome in
your family's castle in Brittany? I should like you to be there. Go
first, if you will, to King Hoel at Kerrec. I think he will be glad
to know that you are so near. These are anxious times for him, and
he is old, and ailing a little lately. But we'll talk about this
before you go. Now I must see the Queen." From Guinevere, to his great relief, Arthur learned
the truth. Far from attacking her, Mordred had prevented Gaheris
from getting to her with his sword. He had, indeed, struck Gaheris
down, before himself being attacked by Bedwyr. His subsequent
flight, then, must have been through fear of being identified (as
Bedwyr had apparently identified him) with the disloyal faction of
Young Celts. This was puzzling enough, since Bors, as well as the
Queen, could obviously swear to his loyalty, but the greater puzzle
lay behind: why should he have fled with, of all men, Gaheris? To
this Mordred's mistress, on being questioned, provided the first
clue. Gaheris, himself bleeding and obviously distraught, had
managed to convince her of her lover's danger; how easy, then, it
had been for him to persuade the half-conscious and weakened prince
that his only hope lay in flight. She had added her own pleas to
Gaheris's urging, had helped them to the horses, and seen them
go. The gate guards finished the tale, and the truth was
plain. Gaheris had taken the wounded man as his own shield and pass
to freedom. Arthur, now seriously concerned for his son's health
and safety, sent the royal couriers out immediately to find Mordred
and bring him home. When it was reported that neither Mordred nor
Gaheris had been to Gawain, the King ordered a countrywide search
for his son. Gaheris they had orders to secure. He would be held
until the King had spoken vvith Gawain, who was already on his way
to Camelot. Gareth, alone of the dead, lay in the royal chapel.
After his burial Linet would take her grief back to her father's
house. The affair was over, but about Camelot hung still a murmur
of disaster, as if the bright gold of its towers, the vivid scarlet
and green and blue of its flags, was smeared over with the grey of
a coming sadness. The Queen wore mourning; it was for Gareth, and
for the other deaths and spilled blood of what was noised abroad as
a mistaken loyalty; but there were those who said that it was
mourning for the departure of her lover into Brittany. But they
whispered it more softly than before, and as often as not the
rumour was hotly denied. There had been smoke, and fire, but now
the fire was out, and the smoke was gone. It was to be seen that the Queen kissed the
departing marshal on both checks; then, after her, the King did the
same. And Bedwyr, apparently unmoved after the Queen's embrace, had
tears in his eyes as he turned from the King. The court saw him off, then turned with
anticipation to greet Gawain. *** THE DOORSTEP WHERE MORDRED HAD BEEN ABANDONED
BELONGED not to one of the King's protected foundations, but to a
small community living remote from any town or road, and vowed to
silence and poverty. The track that led through their little valley
was used only by shepherds, or strayed travellers looking for a
short cut, or, as in Gaheris's case, by fugitives. No messenger
came there, no news, even, of the recent stirring scenes enacted in
Arthur's capital. The good brothers nursed Mordred with dutifully
Christian care, and even with some skill, for one of their number
was a herbalist. They had no way of guessing who the stranger was
who had been left on their doorstep during the storm. He was well
dressed, but carried neither weapon nor money. Some traveller, no
doubt, who had been robbed, and who owed his life to the fear -
even perhaps the piety -of the thieves. So the brothers nursed the
stranger, fed him from their plain rations, and were thankful when,
the fever gone, he insisted on leaving their roof. His horse was
there, an undistinguished beast. They packed a saddlebag for him of
black bread, wine in a leather flask, and a handful of raisins, and
sent him on his way with a blessing and, it must be admitted, a
private Te Deum afterwards, There had been something about the grim
and silent man that had frightened them, and the brother who had
watched his sleep had told them with fear of words spoken in grief
and dread where the names of the High King and his Queen recurred.
Nothing more could be understood: Mordred, deep in fever, had raved
in the language of his childhood, where Sula and Guinevere and
Queen Morgause came and went in the hot shadows, and all looks were
alien, all words hurtful. *** THE WOUND WAS HEALED, BUT SOME RESIDUE OF WEAKNESS
remained. He rode barely eight miles on the first day, thankful for
the plodding steadiness of the beast he bestrode. By instinct he
went northward. That night he spent in a deserted woodcutter's hut
deep in the forest; he had no money for an inn, nor had the
brothers been able to spare him any. He would have to live, as they
did (he thought hazily, as he huddled for warmth in his cloak and
waited for sleep), on charity. Or else on work. The thought, strange for so many years, aroused him
to a sort of bitter amusement. Work? A knight's work was fighting.
A weaponless man on a poor horse would be taken on only by the
pettiest and poorest of rulers. And any ruler would ask questions.
So, what work? Out of the advancing clouds of sleep the answer
came, with amusement still gone awry, but with something about it
of an old longing. Sail. Fish. Dig peats. Grow a thin crop of grain
and harvest it. An owl sweeping low over the woodcutter's thatch
gave its high, tearing cry. Half asleep, and already in vision on
the edge of the northern sea, Mordred heard it as the cry of a
gull, and it seemed like part of a decision already made. He would
go home. He had been hidden there once before. He would hide there
again. And even if they came looking for him amongst the islands,
they would be hard put to it to find him. It did not occur to him
to do anything but hide, so fixed in his poisoned delirium had
Gaheris's lies and his own delusions become. He turned over and slept, with cold air on his face
and the cry of the gull still in his dream. Next day he turned
westward. Two successive nights he spent in the open, avoiding the
monastery houses where he might have heard of Arthur's search for
him. The third was passed in a peasant's hut, where he shared the
last of the brothers' hard bread and wine, and chopped firewood for
his lodging-fee. On the fourth day he reached the sea. He sold the
horse, and with the money paid his passage northward on a small and
barely seaworthy trader which was the last to leave port for the
islands before winter closed the way. *** MEANWHILE GAWAIN CAME BACK TO CAMELOT. ARTHUR SENT
BORS to meet him, to give him a full account of the tragedy; and
also to temper as far as he might Gawain's grief over Gareth and
Agravain and his anger with their killer. Bors did his best, but
all his talk, his assertion of the Queen's innocence, his tale of
Agravain's drunkenness and habitual (in these days) violence, of
Gaheris's murderous intentions, of the attack on the unarmed
Bedwyr, and the half-lit chaos of the fighting in the Queen's
bedchamber . . . say what he might, nothing moved Gawain. Gareth's
undeserved death was all he spoke of, and, Bors began to think, all
he slept, ate and dreamed with. "I'll meet him, and when I do, I shall kill him" was
all he would say "He's been sent away from court. The King has
banished him. Not for anything that stains the Queen, but -" "To keep him out of my reach. Yes. Well," said
Gawain stonily, "I can wait." "If you do kill Bedwyr," said Bors, desperately,
"be sure Arthur will kill you." The hot, blood-veined Orkney eyes turned to him.
"So?" Then the eyes turned away. Gawain's head went up. They were
just in sight of the golden towers, and the sound of a bell tolling
slowly came floating, echoing from the water that edged the
roadvvay. They would be there for Gareth's burial. Bors saw the tears on Gawain's cheeks, and, drawing
his horse back, said no more. *** WHAT PASSED BETWEEN GAWAIN AND HIS UNCLE THE HIGH
KING no one else ever knew. They were closeted together in the
King's private rooms for the best part of a day, from the moment
the funeral was over, right into the night and towards the next
morning. Afterwards, without a word to any man, Gawain went to his
rooms and slept for sixteen hours, then rose, armed himself, and
rode to the practice field. That evening he ate at a tavern in the
city, and stayed through the night with a girl there, reappearing
next day in the field. For eight days and nights he did this, talking with
no one except as business required. On the ninth day he left
Camelot, escorted, and rode the few miles to Ynys Witrin, where the
King's ship, the latest Sea Dragon, lay. She set her golden sail, raised her crimson dragon
to the autumn winds, and weighed anchor promptly for the north. It was Arthur's bid for two things: to get a
trouble-maker as far out of the way as possible, and into the
cooling winds of distance and time; and to give Gawain's hurt and
angry spirit some work to do. He had done the obvious thing, the one thing Mordred
had not even thought of. Gawain, King of the Orkneys, had gone back
to take up the rule of his islands. Book Three The Wicked Day Chapter 1 Winter passed, and March came in with its roaring
winds and spasmodic storms, then softened towards the sweetness of
an early spring. Sea-pinks covered the cliffs with rose, white
flowers danced along the arched bramble boughs, red campion and
wild hyacinth shone in the grass. Nesting birds called over the
lochs, and the moors echoed to the curlew's bubbling note. On every
skerry, and every grassy bank near the water, swans had built their
weedy castles, and on each one slept a great white bird, head under
wing, while the watchful mate cruised nearby, head up and wings set
like sails. The water's surface echoed with the screaming of the
oystercatchers and the gulls, and the upper sky quivered with
lark-song. A man and a boy were working on the stretch of
moorland heather that covers the rolling center of Orkney's main
island. At this time of year the heather was dark and dead-looking,
but along the edges of the trodden roadway, and by every bank,
crowded the pale, scented primroses. At the foot of the rolling
moorland lay a thin strip of grazing, golden with dandelions.
Beyond this a great loch stretched, and beyond that again, another,
lying almost parallel, the two great waters separated at their
southern extremities only by a narrow causeway and a strip of land
well trodden by hoofs and feet, for this was a holy place in the
islands. Here stood the great circles of stone, brooding,
enigmatic, huge, and to be feared even by those who knew nothing of
their purpose or their building. It was well known that no horse
could be made to cross the causeway between dusk and dawning, and
no deer had ever been seen to feed there. Only the goats, unchancy
creatures alwas, would graze between the stones, keeping the grass
smooth and short for the ceremonies still practiced there at the
right seasons. The two workers were busy on a level piece of
moorland not far above these lochs with their guarded causeway. The
man was tall, lean, hard, and though dressed as a peasant he did
not move like one; his were the swift economical movements of a
trained body. His face, young still, but engraved with bitter
lines, was restless, in spite of the country tasks and the tranquil
day. Beside him the boy, dark-eyed like his father, helped him peg
together a board for one of the hives that would be carried to the
moor when the heather bloomed, and set on the neat row of platforms
that awaited them. To them, with no warning but the soft pace of hoofs
in the heather, and a shadow falling across the man's
preoccupation, came Orkney's king, Gawain. The man looked up. Gawain, starting a casual
greeting, checked his horse sharply and stared. "Mordred!" Mordred let fall the mallet he had been using, and
got slowly to his feet as a group of riders, a dozen or so with
footmen and hounds, followed the king over the brow of the hill.
The boy stopped his task and straightened to stare,
open-mouthed. Mordred laid a reassuring hand on his son's
shoulder. "Why, Gawain! Greetings." "You?" said Gawain. "Here? Since when? And who is
this?" His look measured the boy. "No, I don't need to ask that!
He's more like Arthur -" He checked himself. Mordred said dryly: "Don't trouble. He speaks only
the island tonjue." "By the gods," said Gawain, diverted in spite of
himself, "if you got that one before you left here you must have
been up earlier than any of us!" The other riders had come up with them. Gawain, with
a gesture, sent them back to wait out of earshot. He slipped from
the saddle, and a groom ran forward to lead his horse aside. Gawain
seated himself on one of the wooden platforms. Mordred, after a
moment's hesitation, sat down on another. The boy, at a gesture
from his father, began to gather up the tools they had been using.
He did it slowly, stealing glances all the while at the king and
his followers. "Now," said Gawain, "tell me. How and why, all of
it. The tale went out that you were dead, or you'd have been
discovered long since, but I never believed that, somehow. What
happened?" "Do you need to ask? Gaheris must have told you. I
assumed he was riding to join you." "You didn't know? But I'm a fool, how could you?
Gaheris is dead." "Dead? How? Did the King catch up with him? I'd
hardly have thought, even so -" "Nothing to do with the King. Gaheris was wounded
that night, nothing much, but he neglected it, and it went bad. If
he had come to me - but he didn't. He must have known how little
welcome he would be. He went north to his leman, and by the time
they got to him there, there was no help for him. Another," said
Gawain bitterly, "to Bedwyr's account." Mordred was silent. He himself could mourn none of
them but Gareth, but to Gawain, the only survivor now of that busy
and close Orkney clan, the loss was heavy. He said as much, and for
a while they spoke of the past, memories made more vivid by the
familiar landscape stretching around them. Then Mordred, choosing
his words, began to feel his way. "You spoke of Bedwyr with bitterness. I understand
this, believe me, but Bedwyr was hardly to blame for Gaheris's own
folly. Or, in fact, for anything that happened that night. I don't
plan to hold him accountable even for this." He touched his
shoulder, briefly. "You must see that, Gawain, now that you have
had time to come to terms with your grief. Agravain was the leader
that night, and Gaheris with him. They were determined to destroy
Bedwvr, even if it meant destroying the Queen as well. Nothing
anyone could say - " "I know. I knew them. Agravain was a fool, and
Gaheris a mad fool, and still carrying the blood-guilt for a worse
crime than any done that night. But I was not thinking of them. I
was thinking of Gareth. He deserved better of life than to be
murdered by a man he trusted, a man whom he had served." "For the gods' sake, that was no murder!" Mordred
spoke explosively, and his son looked up quickly, alarmed. Mordred
spoke quietly in the local tongue. "Take the tools back to the
house. We'll do no more work here today. Tell your mother I'll come
down before long. Don't worry, all is well." The boy ran off. The two men watched, not speaking,
while the slight figure dwindled downhill in the distance. There
was a cottage set in a hollow near the loch-side, its thatch barely
visible against the heather. The boy vanished through the low
doorwav. Mordred turned back to Gawain. He spoke earnestly.
"Gawain, don't think I have not grieved for Gareth as much as any
man could. But believe me, his death was an accident, as far as a
killing in hot blood in a crazy melee can be an accident. And
Gareth was armed. Bedwyr was not when he was attacked. I doubt if
for the first minutes he even knew who was at the edge of his
blade." "Ah, yes." The bitterness was still in Gawain's
voice. "Everyone knows you were on his side." Mordred's head went up. He spoke incredulously. "You
know what?" "Well, even if you weren't for Bedwyr, at least it's
known you were against the attack. Which was sense, I suppose. Even
if they had been caught in bed together, twined naked, the King
would have punished the attackers even before he dealt with Bedwyr
and the Queen." "I don't understand you. And this is beside the
point. There never was any, question of adultery." Mordred spoke
with stiff anger, a royal rebuke that came incongruously from the
shabby workman-like peasant to the splendidly dressed king. "The
King had sent a letter to the Queen, which she wished to show
Bedwyr. I suppose it was to tell them he was on his way home. I saw
it there, in her chamber. And when we broke in they were both fully
clad - warmly wrapped, even -and her women were awake in the
anteroom. One of them was in the bedchamber with Bedwyr and the
Queen. Not an easy setting for adultery -" "Yes, yes." Gawain spoke impatiently. "I know all
this. I spoke with my uncle the High King." Some echo in the words,
in that place, brought memory back. His glance shifted. He said
quickly: "The King told me what had happened. It seems you tried to
stop the fool Agravain, and you did prevent Gaheris from harming
the Queen. If he had even touched her - " "Wait. This is what I don't understand. How do you
know this? Bedwyr could not have seen what happened, or he would
not have attacked me as he did. And I think Bors had already gone
for the guard. So how did the King hear the truth of the
matter?" "The Queen told him, of course." Mordred was silent. The air round him was filled
with the singing of the moorland birds, but what he heard was
silence, the haunted silence of those long dreaming nights. She had
seen. She knew. She had not hunted him away. He said slowly: "I begin to see. Gaheris told me the
guards were coming for me, and I must leave Camelot to save myself.
He would take me away to safety, he said, in spite of the risk to
himself. Even at the time, astray though I was in my wits, I
thought it strange. I had struck him down myself, to save the
Queen." "Gaheris, my dear Mordred, was saving no one's skin
but his own. Did it not occur to you to wonder why the guards let
him out of the gates, when they must have known of the affray?
Gaheris alone they would have stopped. But Prince Mordred, when
Bedwyr himself had given orders that he was to be cared for . . .
. "I barely remember anything about it. The ride is
like a bad dream. Part of a bad dream." "Then think of it now. That is what happened.
Gaheris got out, and away, and as soon as he could he left you, to
die or to recover, as God and the good brothers might
contrive." "You know of that, too," "Arthur found the monastery after a time, but you
had gone. He had riders out searching for you, the length and
breadth of the land. In the end they counted you lost, or dead." A
smile without mirth in it. "A grim jest of the gods, brother. It
was Gaheris who died, and you who were mourned. You would have been
flattered. When the next Council was held -" Mordred did not hear the rest. He got suddenly to
his feet, and took a few paces away. The sun was setting, and
westward the water of the great loch shimmered and shone. Beyond
it, between it and the blare of the sunset, loomed the hills of the
Iligh Island. He drew a long breath. It was like a slow coming
alive again. Once, long ago, a boy had stood like this, on the
shore not far from here, with his heart reaching out across the
hills and the water to the remote and coloured kingdoms. Now a man
stood gazing the same way, seeing the same visions, with the hard
bitterness breaking in his brain. He had not been hunted. He had
not been traduced. His name was still bright silver. His father
sought for him in peace. And the Queen ... Gawain said: "A courier will be here within the
sennight. You'll let me send a message?" "No need. I'll go myself." Gawain, regarding his lighted face, nodded. "And
those?" A gesture towards the distant cottage. "Will stay here. The boy will soon be able to take
my place and do the man's work." "Your wife, is she?" "So she calls herself. There was some local rite,
cakes and a fire. It pleased her." He turned the subject. "Tell me.
Gawain, how long will you he here?? "I don't know. The courier may bring news." "Do you expect to be summoned back again? I hardly
need to ask," said Mordred bluntly, "why you are here in tile
islands. If vou do go back, what then of Bedwyr?" Gawain's face hardened, setting in the familiar
obstinate cast. "Bedwyr will tread warily. And so, I suppose, will
I." His gaze went past Mordred. A woman had come out of the distant
cottage, and, with the boy beside her, stood gazing towards them.
The breeze moulded her gown against her, and her long hair blew
free in a flurry of gold. "Yes, well, I see," said Gawain. "What is the boy's
name?" "Medraut." "Grandson to the High King," said Gawain, musing.
"Does he know?" "No," said Moordred sharply. "Nor will he. He does
not even know he is mine. She was wedded after I left the islands,
and she bore three other children before her man was drowned. He
was a fisherman. I knew him when we were boys. Her parents live
still, and help her care for the children. They made me welcome,
and were glad to get us handfasted after so long, but I could see
they never expected me to stay for long, and she, certainly, has
said she will never leave the islands. I have promised to see them
all provided for. To the children to all four of them -I am their
stepfather. Some day Medraut may get to know that he is the bastard
of 'King Lot's bastard,' but that is all, until perhaps one day I
send for him. And saving your presence, brother, there are a few of
those around. What need to whet ambition further?" "What indeed?" Gawain grot to his feet. "Well, will
you stay with them, or come with me now to await the ship, The
palace will give you more comfort than your hiding-place." "Give me a day or so to make my peace, and I'll
come." Mordred laughed suddenly. "It will be interesting to see how
its luxury strikes me this time, after these months back at my old
tasks' I haven't lost the taste for fishing, but I confess I was
not looking forward to digging the peats!" *** TtIE KINGS RELIEF AND PLEASURE, AND THE QUEENS
OBVIOUS happiness at seeing him again, were, to Mordred, like the
breaking of summer after a long winter of near-starvation. Not much
was said about the events of that grim night; it was something that
neither Arthur nor the Queen wished to dwell on; instead they asked
for news of Mordred's months in exile, and soon, as he told of his
attempts to get back into the hardworking rhythms of his childhood,
they all three lost the memories of the "dreadful night" in
laughter. They spoke then of Gawain, and Mordred handed his
halfbrother's letter to the King. Arthur read it, then looked up.
"You know what's in this?" "The main of it, yes, sir. He said he would petition
you to let him come south -again." Arthur nodded. His next remark answered the question
Mordred had not asked. "Bedwyr is still in Brittany, at his castle
of Benoic, north of the great forest that they call Perilous.
Indeed, to our loss, he looks to be settled there. He married
during the winter." Mordred, back in the stronghold of courtiers,
betrayed no surprise except with a slight lift of the brows. Before
he could speak. Guinevere, rising, brought both men to their feet.
Her face was pale, and for the first time Mordred saw, in its
lively beauty, the signs of strain and sleeplessness. Her mouth had
lost some of its gentle fullness, as if it had been set over too
many silences. "I will go now, by your leave, my lords. You will
have much still to say to one another, after so long." Her hand
went out again to Mordred. "Come soon to talk with me again. I long
to hear more of your strange islands. Meanwhile be welcome here,
back in your home." Arthur waited until the door shut behind her. He was
silent for a space, and his look was heavy and brooding. Mordred
wondered if he was thinking back to the events of that night, but
all he said was: "I tried to warn you, Mordred. But how could you
have read my warning? Or reading it, what could you have done, more
than you did? Well, it's done with. Again I thank you, and now let
us speak no more of it.... But we must needs discuss the result.
When you spoke with Gawain, what did he say of Bedwyr?" "That he would contain himself as best he could. If
tolerance of Bedwyr is the price for coming back into service with
the Companions, then I think he will pay it." "He says as much in this letter. Do you think he
will keep to this?" Mordred moved his shoulders in a shrug. "As far as
he can, I suppose. He is loyal to you, sir, be sure of that. But
you know his temper, and whether he can control it . . ." He
shrugged again. "Will you recall him?" "He is not banished. He is free to come, and if he
does so of his own will, all should be well cnough. Bedwyr is
settled in Brittany, and he has written to me that his wife goes
with child. So for all our sakes, and for my cousin Hoel's, too, it
is best that he stay there. There is trouble coming in Brittany,
Mordred, and Bedwyr's sword mav be needed there, along with
mine." "Already? You spoke of this before." "No. Not the matter that we discussed before. There
is a totally new situation. While you were away in your islands
there has been news from abroad, which will bring great changes
both in the eastern and western empires." He went on to explain. News had come of the death of
Theodoric, king of Rome and ruler of the western empire. He had
reigned for thirty years, and his death would bring changes as
great as they were sudden. Though a Goth, and therefore by
definition a barbarian. Theodoric, like many of his race, had
admired and respected Rome even as he fought to conquer her and
make a place for his own people in the kindly climate of Italy. He
had embraced what he saw to be best in Roman culture, and had
attempted to restore, or shore up, the structures of Roman law and
the Roman peace. Under him Goths and Romans continued to be
separate nations, bound by their own laws and answerable to their
own tribunals. The king, from his capital in Ravenna, ruled with
justice and even with gentleness, welding together a loyal
legislature both in Ravenna and Rome, where the ancient titles of
procurator, consul, legate, were still conferred and upheld. Theodoric was succeeded by his daughter, acting as
regent for her ten-year-old son, Athalaric. But it was not thought
that the boy had any chance of the succession. In Byzantium, too,
there had been a change. The ageing emperor Justin had abdicated in
favour of his nephew Justinian, and had placed upon his head the
diadem of the East. The new emperor Justinian, wealthy ambitious, and
served by brilliant commanders, was reputed to be eager to restore
the lost glories of the Roman Empire. It was rumoured that he had
already cast his eyes towards the land of the Vandals, on the
southern fringe of the Mediterranean; but it seemed likely that he
would first seek to extend his empire westward. The Franks of
Childebert and his brothers kept a watch always for any movement
from the cast, but now to the perennial threat of the Burgundians
and the Alemans might be added the larger menace of Rome. Behind
the barrier of Frankish Gaul, and dependent on her goodwill, lay
the tiny land of Brittany. Bordered on three sides by the sea, on the fourth
Brittany was defended only by land nominally Frankish, but in fact
half deserted, a dense forest peopled by wary tribesmen or folk
displaced by war, who huddled together in makeshift villages, and
with their half-savage leaders led an existence owing allegiance to
no man. Recently, King Hoel had written, there had been
disquieting reports from some of these forest enclaves to the
northcast of his capital. Reports had filtered in of raids,
robbery, violent attacks on householders, and, the most recent, a
horrifying case of wholesale slaughter where a farmstead had been
deliberately fired, and its inmates -eight people with some
half-dozen children -burned to death, and their goods and animals
stolen. Fear had spread in the forest, and it was being murmured
that the raiders were Franks. There was no confirmation of this,
but anger was rising, and Hoel feared blind reprisals and a casus
belli, at the very moment when friendship with his Frankish
neighbours was most necessary. "Hoel's own men could doubtless deal with it," said
Arthur, "but he suggests that my presence, with some of the
Companions, and a show of strength, might be an advantage, not just
in this, but in the graver matter that he writes of. But see for
yourself." He handed Hoel's letter to Mordred. The latter,
alone of the Orkney brothers, had, under the tuition of the priest
who had taught them the mainland speech, taken the trouble to learn
to read. Now he frowned his way slowly through the beautifully
penned Latin of Hoel's scribe. It seemed that King Hoel had recently received a
message sent, not by the new emperor, but by an officer purporting
to represent him. This was one Lucius Quintilianus, called Hiberus,
"the Spaniard," one of the recently styled consuls. Writing with a
truly imperial arrogance, and quoting Rome as if she still bristled
with eagles and legions, he had sent to Hoel demanding gold and a
levy of troops -far more than he could ever raise -to "help Rome
protect Brittany from the Burgundians." He did not state what the
penalty would be for refusal; he did not need to. "But the Franks?-King Childebert?" asked
Mordred. "Like his brothers, a mere shadow of their father.
Hoel believes they must have had the same demand, so it looks as if
Rome must have strength enough to enforce it. I Mordred, I am
afraid of this emperor. The Celtic lands have not weathered Rome's
desertion, and the threat of barbarian domination, to accept once
again the collar and chain of Rome, whatever 'protection' she
brings with her." The situation, Mordred reflected, was not without
its ironies. Arthur, blamed at home by the Young Celts for his
adherence to Roman forms of law and centralized government, was
nevertheless prepared to resist a possible attempt to bring Celtic
territories back within Rome's fold. "Under her yoke, rather!" said Arthur, in reply to
his son's wry comment. "The times are long past when, in return for
tribute, a king and his people were protected. Britain was taken by
force, and thereafter forced to pay tribute to Rome. In return she
enjoyed, after the settlement, a period of peace. Then Rome,
self-seeking as always, lifted her shield, and left her weakened
dependencies open to the barbarians. We in these islands, and our
cousins in their near-isle of Brittany, alone kept our nationhood
and remained stable. We have achieved our own peace. Rome cannot
expect now to reimpose debts we do not owe. We have as much right
to demand tribute from her for Roman territories which are now
British again!" Mordred said, startled: "Are you saying that this
new emperor - Justinian? -has demanded tribute of its?" "No. Not yet. But if he has asked it of Brittany,
then sooner or later he will ask it of me." "When do you go, sir?" "Preparations are already well forward. We go as
soon as we may. Yes, I said 'we.' I want you with me." "But with Bedwyr away in Brittany -or will vou
leave Duke Constantine in charge here?" Arthur shook his head. "No need. It should not be a
long visit. The immediate business is this trouble in the Perilous
Forest, and that should not take us long to clear up." He smiled.
"If we do see action there, you can call it re-training after your
holiday in the Orkney isles! If the other matter becomes serious,
then I shall send you home as my regent. Meanwhile I shall leave
the Council in charge, with the Queen, and send a sop to Duke
Constantine in the form of a letter charging him with the
guardianship of the west." "A sop;" "A comfort and a drug, maybe, for a violent and
ambitious gentleman." Arthur nodded at Mordred's quick lift of the
brows. "Yes. Too violent, I have long thought, for the country's
need. His father, Cador, to whom I promised the kingdoms in default
of an heir of my body, was of different metal. This man is as good
a fighter as his father, but I mislike some of the tales I have
heard about him. So I give him a little favour, and when I return
from Brittany, I will send for him here and come to an
understanding." They were interrupted then by an urgent message
relayed from the harbour on Ynys Witrin where the Sea Dragon lay.
She was equipped, provisioned, and ready to sail. So the King said
no more, and he and Mordred parted to make ready for the journey
into Brittany. Chapter 2 As so often happens, one trouble breeds another.
While Arthur and his Companions were still on the Narrovv Sea,
tragedy, this time real and immediate, struck at Brittany's royal
house. King Hoel's niece Elen, sixteen years old and a
beauty, set out one day from her father's home towards Hoel's
castle at Kerrec. The party never arrived. Her guards and servants
were attacked and killed, and the girl and one of her women, her
old nurse, Clemency, were carried off. The other woman in the
party; though unhurt, was too shocked to give a coherent account of
what had happened. The attack had taken place at dusk, almost
within sight of the place where the party had proposed to lodge for
the night, and she had not noticed what badge the attackers wore,
or indeed anything about them, except that their leader, he who had
dragged Elen up before him on his horse and spurred off into the
forest, had been "a giant of a man, with eyes like a wolf and a
shock of hair like a bear's pelt, and an arm like an oak tree." Hoel, not unnaturally discounting most of this,
jumped to the conclusion that the outrage was the work of the
ruffians who had been terrorizing the Forest. Whether they were
Bretons or Franks, his hand was forced. The women must be rescued,
and the attackers punished. Even King Childebert would not blame
the Breton king for avenging such an outrage. Arthur and his party
sailed into Kerrec's harbour to find the place in a turmoil, and
themselves just in time to lead the hastily mounted punitive
expedition into the Forest. Hoel's chief captain, a trusted
veteran, with a troop of Breton cavalry, accompanied Arthur and his
Companions. The party rode fast, and more or less in silence.
According to what information could be gathered from the princess's
surviving waiting-woman, the attack had taken place on a lonely
stretch of road just where the way left the Forest and bordered a
brackish lake. This was one of the shore lagoons, not quite an
inlet of the sea, but moved by the tides, and in spring and autumn
washed through by the sea itself. They reached the lake shore soon after dusk, and
halted short of the site of the abduction, to wait for daylight,
and for Bedwyr to join them. There had been no rain for several
days, so Arthur was hopeful that there would still be traces of the
struggle, and tracks to show which way the marauders had gone.
Hoel's messenger had gone ahead already to Benoic, and now, just as
orders were given for the night's halt, Bedwyr arrived out of the
dark with a troop of men at his back. Arthur greeted his friend with joy, and over supper
they fell at once to talk and planning for the next move. No shadow
of the past seemed to touch them; the only reference, and that
oblique, to the events that had banished Bedwyr to Less Britain was
when he greeted Mordred. This was after supper, when the latter was on his
way to the pickets to see that his horse had been properly cared
for. Bedwyr fell in beside him, apparently bent on the same
errand. "They tell me that you, too, have been sojourning in
the outer dark, Mordred. I am glad to see vou back with the King.
You are fully recovered now, I trust?" "Small thanks to you, yes," said Mordred, but
smiling. He added: "On second thoughts, all thanks to you. You
could have killed me, and we both know it." "Not quite so easy. The decisions were not all
mine, and I think we both know that, too. You're a bonny fighter,
Mordred. Some day perhaps we may meet again . . . and in rather
less earnest?" "Why not? Meantime I am told I am to wish you happy.
I gather you are lately wedded? Who is she?" "Her father is Pelles, a king in Neustria whose land
borders mine. Her name is Elen, too." The name jolted them back to the urgencies of the
moment. As they inspected their horses Mordred said: "You must know
the ground hereabouts?' "I know it well. It's barely a day's ride from my
family's castle of Benoic. We used to hunt here, and fish the lake.
Many's the time my cousins and I - " He broke off, straightening. "Look yonder, Mordred! What's that?" That was a point of light, red, flickering with
shadows. Another wavered below it. "It's a fire. On the shore, or near it. You can see
the reflection." "Not on the shore," said Bedwyr. "The shore is
farther away. There's an island there, though. We used to land and
make fire to cook the fish. It must be there." "No one lives there?" "No. There's nothing there. That side of the lake is
wild land, and the island itself nothing but a pile of rock with
ferns and heather, and on the summit a grove of pine trees. If
someone is there now, it's worth our while to find out who it
is." "An island?" said Mordred. "It might well be. A good
choice, one would think, for a night or so of undisturbed
rape." "It has been known," said the other, very drvly. He
turned with the words, and the two men went swiftly back to Arthur.
The King had already seen the fire. He was giving orders, and men
were hurrying to saddle up again. He turned quickly to Bedwyr. "You saw? Well, it could be. It's worth looking at,
anyway. How do we best get there? And without alarming them?" "You can't surprise them with horses. It's an
island." Bedwyr repeated what he had told Mordred. "There's a spit
of land, rock and gravel, running out from the shore on the far
side of the lake. That's about three miles from here. You can get
half that distance by the shore road, then you must leave it and
enter the forest. There's no path there along the shore; you would
have to make a wide detour to skirt the thick trees. Bad going, and
quite impossible in the dark. And the forest goes all the way to
the sea." "Then it hardly seems likely that their horses are
round there. If that's our rapist still on the island, then he got
there by boat, and his horse will still be on the shore road.
Right. We'll take a look, then picket the road in case he tries to
make a break. Meanwhile we need a boat ourselves. Bedwyr?" "There should be one not far away. This is oyster
water. The beds are only a short way from here, and there may be a
boat there -unless, of course, that's the one he took." But the oyster-fisher's boat was there, lying
beached on the shingle near a pier of rough stones. The boat was a
crude, shallow-draught affair with an almost flat bottom. Normally
she would be poled out slowly over the oyster-beds, but there were
paddles, too, tied together and stuck up in the ground like
flagstaffs. Willing hands seized her and shoved her down the
shingle. The men moved quietly and quickly, without talking. Arthur, looking out towards the distant glimmer,
spoke softly. "I'll take the shore road. Bedmyr" - a smile sounded
in his voice -"you're the expert on expeditions of this kind. The
island's yours. Who do you want with you?" "These craft won't hold more than two, and they're
hard to handle if you're to go farther than pole depth. I'll take
the other expert. The fisherman's son, if he'll come." "Mordred?" "Willingly" He added, dryly: "Re-training after my
sojourn in the islands?" and heard Arthur laugh under his breath.
"Go, then, and God go with you. Let us pray the girl still
lives." The boat went smoothly down the bank, met the wter,
and rode rocking there. Bedwyr took his seat cautiously in the
stern, with the pole overside to act as rudder, and Mordred,
stepping lightly in after him, gripped the paddles, and settled
down to row. With a last shove from the men on shore, they were
afloat, and drifting into darkness. They could just hear, above the
lapping of the lake, the muffled sounds as the troop moved off,
their horses keeping to the soft edges of the roadway. Mordred rowed steadily, pushing the clumsy craft
through the water at a fair speed. Bedwyr, motionless in the stern,
watched for the guiding glimmer from the island. "The fire must be almost dead. I've lost the
light.... Ah, it's all right, l can see the island shore now. By
your left a little. That's it. Keep as you are." Soon the island was quite clear to their
night-sight. It was small, peaked, black against dark, floating
dimly on the faint luminescence of the lagoon. A slight breeze
ruffled the water, and concealed the sound of the paddles. Now that
the fitful and somehow baleful light of the fire had vanished, the
night seemed empty, and very peaceful. There were stars, and the
breeze smelled of the sea. They both heard it at the same moment. Over the
water, in a lull of the breeze, came a sound, soft and dreadful,
that dispelled the illusory peace of the night. A long, keening
ululation of grief and fear. On the island. A woman crying. Bedwyr cursed under his breath. Mordred drove the
paddles in hard, and the clumsy boat jumped and lurched, swinging
broadside onto the rock of the shore. He shipped the paddles and
grabbed at the rock in one spare, expert movement. Bedwyr jumped
past him, his sword ready in his hand. He paused for a moment, winding his cloak round his
left arm. "Beach her. Find his boat and sink it. If he dodges me,
stay here and kill him." Mordred was already out, and busy with the rope.
From the black wooded bank above them the sounds came again,
hopelessy terrified. The night was filled with weeping. Bedwyr,
treading from shingle to pine needles, vanished in silence. Mordred made the boat fast, drew his own weapon, and
moved quietly along the shingle, looking for the other boat. The
island was tiny. In a very few minutes he was back at his
starting-point. There was no boat. Whoever he was, whatever he had
done, he was gone. Mordred, his sword at the ready, climbed fast
after Bedwyr towards the noise of weeping. The fire was not quite
out. A pile of ashes still showed a residual glow. Beside it, in
its faint red light, the woman sat, hunched and wailing. Her hair,
straggling unbound over a torn robe of some dark colour, showed
pale. The fire had been kindled on the island's summit, where a
stand of pine trees, clinging to what seemed to be bare rock, had
laid down a carpet of needles, and where a cairn, built long ago
and fallen apart with time and weather, made some sort of crude
shelter. The grove appeared to be empty but for the crouched and
mourning figure of the woman. Mordred, many years younger than the other man, was
close behind him as he reached the grove. The two men paused
there. She heard them, and looked up. The starlight, and
the faint glimmer from the fire, showed that this was no girl, but
an old woman, grey-haired, her face a mask of fear and grief. The
wailing stopped as if she had been struck in the throat. Her body
stiffened. Her mouth gaped wider, as if for a scream. Bedwyr put out a hand and spoke quickly: "Madam -
Mother -don't be afraid. We are friends. Friends. We have come to
help." The scream was choked back on a strangled gasp.
They heard her breathing, short and ragged, as she strained
white-eyed to see them. They moved forward slowly. "Be calm, Mother," said
Bedwyr. "We are from the King -" "From which king? Who are you?" Her voice was breathless and shaking, but now with
the exhaustion of grief, not fear. Bedwyr had spoken in the local
tongue, and she answered in the same. Her accent was broader than
Bedwyr's, but the language of Less Britain was close enough to that
of the mother kingdom for Mordred to understand it casily. "I am Bedwyr of Benoic, and this is Mordred, son of
King Arthur. We are King's men, seeking for the lady Elen. She has
been here? You were with her?" Mordred, while Bedwyr was speaking, had stooped to
pick up a handful of pinedrift, and a broken spar of wood. He
scattered the stuff on the ashes, and a flame spurted, caught and
held. Light flickered up redly, and showed the woman more
clearly. She was well, though plainly, dressed, and was
perhaps sixty years old. Her clothing was dirtied and torn, as if
in some sort of struggle. Her face, grimed and distorted with
weeping, showed a big discoloured patch of bruising over one cheek,
and her lips were split and crusty with dried blood. "You come too late," she said. "Where has he gone? Where has he taken her?" "I mean too late for the Princess Elen." She pointed
towards the tumbled cairn of stones. They looked that way. Now in
the strengthening light of the fire they could see that something -
someone -had been scrabbling in the thickly heaped pine needles.
Some of the smaller stones from the cairn had been pulled down, and
pine cones and needles scattered over them. "It was all I could do," said the woman. She held
out her hands. They were shaking. The men looked at them, stirred
by horror and pity. The hands were torn and bruised and bloody. The two knights went across to the cairn where the
body lay. It was imperfectly hidden. Beneath the scattered stones
and pine needles the girl's face could be seen, streaked with dirt
and agonized with death. Her eyes had been closed, but the mouth
gaped still, and the neck, with the death marks on the throat, hung
crookedly. Bedwyr, still with the gentleness that Mordred would
never have suspected in him, said, half to himself: "She has a
lovely face. God give her rest." Then, turning: "Don't grieve,
Mother. She shall go home to her own people, and lie in royal
fashion, at peace with her gods. And this foul beast shall die, and
go to his, for his just reward." He took a flask from his belt and knelt beside her,
holding it to her lips. She drank, sighed, and in a while grew
calmer. Soon she was able to tell them what had happened. She did not know who the ravisher was. He was not,
she affirmed to their relief, a foreigner. He had spoken but
little, and that mostly curses, but he and his followers were
unmistakably Bretons. The reports of a "giant" were not so very far
wrong: He was a man huge in every way stature, girth, strength,
with a loud voice and a bellowing laugh. A bull of a man, who had
burst out of cover with three companions - roughly clad fellows,
like common thieves -and slain four of the princess's escort with
his own hands before they had well had time to recover from their
surprise. The remaining three fought valiantly but were all killed.
Herself and the princess were dragged away, Elen's other woman ("a
poor thing, who wailed and screamed so, if I had been one of those
beasts I would have killed her on the spot," said the nurse
trenchantly) had been left alone, but the attackers, riding off,
took the party's horses with them, so had little fear of
pursuit. "They brought us to this place, at the water's edge.
It was still dark, so it was hard to make out the way. One of them
stayed with the horses on shore, and the others rowed us across to
this rock. My lady was half fainting, and I tried to tend her. I
had no other thoughts. We could not have escaped. The big man -the
bull - carried her up the rocks to this place. The other fellows
would have dragged me after, but I dodged them and ran, and when
they saw that I had no intention of trying to leave my lady, they
let me be." She coughed, and licked her cut lips. Bedwyr held
out the flask again, but she shook her head and presently
continued: "The rest I cannot speak of, but you can guess at it.
The two fellows held me while he -the bull - raped her. She was
never strong. A pretty girl, but pale always, and often ill during
the cold winters." She stopped again, and bent her head. Her fingers
twisted together. After a while Bedwyr asked gently: "He killed
her?" "Yes. Or rather, what he did with her killed her.
She died. He cursed, and left her yonder by the stones, and then
came back to me. I had made no outcry they shut my mouth with their
stinking hands -but I was afraid that now they would kill me also.
For what they did then ... I had hardly thought ... I am past my
sixtieth year, and then one should be . . . Well, no more of that.
What is done is done, and now you are here, and will slay this
animal while he lies sleeping off his lust." "Lady," said Bedwyr forcefully, "he shall die this
night, if he is to be found. Where did they go?" "I do not know. They spoke of an island, and a
tower. That's all I can tell you. They had no thought of pursuit,
or they would have killed me, too. Or perhaps, being animals, they
did not think. They threw me down beside my lady, and left me.
After a while I heard horses going. I think they went towards the
coast. When I could move, I gave my lady what burial I could. I
found a place in the stones of the cairn where someone, fishermen
perhaps, had left flint and iron, and so made a fire. Had I not
been able to do that I should have died here. There is neither
fresh water nor food, and I cannot swim. If they had seen the fire
and come back themselves, then I should have died sooner, that is
all." She looked up. "But you -two young men like you against that
monster and his fellows ... No, no, you must not seek him
yourselves. Take me with you, I beg of you, but do not seek him
out. I would see no more deaths. Take my story back to King Hoel,
and he - " "Lady, we come from King Hoel. We were sent to find
you and your lady, and punish the ravishers. Do not fear for us: I
am Bedwyr of Benoic, and this is Mordred, son of Arthur of Britain
." She stared in the dimming light. It was apparent
that she had either not heard before, or had not understood. She
repeated, still only half believing: "Bedwyr of Benoic? Himself?
Arthur of Britain?" "Arthur is here, not far away, with a troop of
soldiers. King Hoel is sick, but he sent us to find you. Come now,
Lady. Our boat is small, and none too seaworthy, but if you will
come with us now to safety, we will return later and carry your
lady back for a seemly burial." So it was done. Two litters were improvised from
pine boughs, and on them the girl's body, decently shrouded in a
cloak, and the old nurse, collapsed into a feverish sleep, were
sent to Kerrec under guard. The remainder of Arthur's force, guided
by Bedwyr, rode for the sea shore. It was low tide. The sand stretched wide and flat
and grey, shining faintly under the darkness. They splashed across
the river mouth where the lake water and the tide mingled, and
then, away ahead of them to seaward in the breaking dawn, they saw
the steep cone of the sea-islet which, by Bedwyr's reckoning, must
be the "island tower" of which the ruffians had spoken. Since the old woman had been abandoned to die on the
lake island, the tide had flowed and ebbed again, so there were no
guiding marks on the sand, but inland on the flats where the river
wound its way through its delta of salt turf to the sea, the tracks
of horses were plain to be seen making straight for the shore and
the rough causeway that led across, at low tide, to the island. Its
high rocks, cloudy with trees, loomed out of a calm sea, the tide,
just on the turn, creaming along the island's base and between the
stones of the causeway. No light showed anywhere, but they could
just see, guided by Bedwyr's pointing finger, the outlines of a
tower at the summit. The King regarded this, sitting his horse at the
sea's edge, motionless but for the knuckle that tapped thoughtfully
at his lip. He might have been contemplating the making of a
rosebed in the Queen's garden at Camelot. He looked no more warlike
than he had done on that "peace mission" to Cerdic, when Agravain
had inveighed so bitterly against the apparent tameness of the
"duke of battles." But Mordred, at his side, watching with interest
and a rising excitement that he found hard to conceal, knew that he
was seeing for the first time, at last, the Arthur of the legends;
this was a professional, an expert at his trade, the man who alone
had saved Britain from the Saxon Terror, deciding how best to set
about a very minor matter. The King spoke at last. "The place looks half ruined. The fellow is a
brigand, holed up here like a badger. This is not a case for siege,
or even attack. By rights we should take hounds and bay him out
like a boar." There was a murmur from the others, like a growl.
They had all seen the girl Elen's body as it was carried ashore.
Bedwyr's horse reared suddenly, as if sharing its rider's tension.
Bedwyr's hand was already at his sword, and behind, among the
Companions, metal gleamed in the chill dawn light. "Put up your swords." Arthur neither glanced aside,
nor raised his voice. He sat relaxed and quiet, knuckle to lip. "I
was about to say that this was a matter for one man only. Myself.
Do not forget that the Princess Elen was kin to me, and I am here
for King Hoel, whose niece and subject she was. This beast's blood
is for me." He turned then, stilling the renewed murmur. "If he
kills me, then you, Mordred, will take him. After you, if it
becomes necessary, then Bedwyr and the others will do as they wish.
Understood?" There were assenting noises, some of them obviously
reluctant. Mordred saw Arthur smile as he went on: "Now, listen to me, before we scale the island.
There are apparently at least three other men with him. There may
be more. They are your meat; tackle them how you will. Now, they
may have seen our approach; they will surely suspect it. They may
come out to face us, or they may try to barricade themselves in the
tower. In that case it will be your task to bay or burn them out,
and bring their leader to face me." He shook the reins, and his
horse moved forward, fetlock deep in the sea. "We must cross now.
If we delay longer the tide will be over the causeway, and they
will comedown to take us at a loss as me swim our beasts
ashore." In this he proved wrong. The gang, secure in their
knowledge of the rising tide, and, with the stupidity of their
brutish natures, unheeding of pursuit, were all within the tower's
walls, and had set no watch. Round the remains of their supper fire
they slept, four of them, in a litter of gnawed bones and greasy
remnants of food. The leader was still awake, nearest the fire,
turning over in filthy hands a pair of golden bangles and the
jewelled charm that he had torn from Elen's pretty neck. Then some
sound must have caught his ear. He looked up, to see Arthur in the
moonlight beyond the tower doorway. The roar he gave was indeed like a bayed boar. And
he was as swift, a giant of a man, with thews like a smith, and
eyes blazing red as a wild beast's. The King would not have
scrupled to kill him unarmed -this was no fight, as he had said,
but the slaughter of mad brutes -but no sword could have been
wielded within the tower's walls, so Arthur perforce stayed where
he was, and let the man snatch up his weapon, a massive club which
outreached the shorter man's weapon by inches, and rush out on him.
His fellows, slower with sleep and surprise, tumbled out in his
wake, to be seized by the knights who waited to either side of the
tower door, and killed forthwith. Mordred, hand to hand with a
burly fellow who stank, and whose breath reeked like an open drain,
found himself forgetting all the knightly practice that the years
had taught him, and reverting to the tricks that had once served
the fisherman's son in the rough tussles of his boyhood. And it was
two to one in the end. As Mordred, tripping, went down under the
other man's weight, Bedwyr, joining him almost casually, spitted
the fellow like a fowl, then stooping, cleaned his sword on the
grass. The dead man's clothes were too dirty for the office. The gang were all dead within seconds of emerging
from the tower. Then the Companions stood back to watch the
execution of the leader. To their trained eyes it seemed obvious that he had
himself had some kind of training in the past. A brute he was, but
a brave brute. He rushed on Arthur, club against sword, and with
the first tremendous swipe of the club outreached the shorter man's
sword with a blow that sent the King reeling, and dinted the metal
of his shield. The heavy club, sliding across the metal, took the
giant for a moment with its impetus, and in that moment Arthur,
recovering his balance, cut past club and arm, straight for the
unprotected throat above the thick leather jerkin. The giant, for
all his size, was quick on his feet. He jumped back, the club
beating upward again and striking the sword out of line. But
Arthur's arm and body went with the thrust, taking the blow higher,
over the club and straight at the giant's face. The point just
scraped his forehead, a short cut but a deep one, right above the
eyes. The man yelled, and Arthur jumped back as the great club
flailed round again. Blood spurted and flowed down the giant's
face. It blinded him, but the very blindness almost proved Arthur's
undoing, for the man, maddened by the sting of the wound, hurled
himself straight at the King, ignoring the ready sword, and with
the surprise of his rashness getting past it so that he came breast
to breast with his opponent, and with his great weight and
wrestling grip began to bear Arthur backward to the ground. Perhaps Mordred was the only one there to appreciate
the swift, and very foul blow with which the King extricated
himself. He wrenched out of the monster's grip, dodged the club
again with apparent case, and cut the man across the back of the
knees. Yelling, the giant fell with a crash like a tree, thrashing
about him as he went. The King waited, poised like a dancer, till
the club's head thudded into the turf, then cut the wrist that held
it. The club lay where it had struck. Before the giant could even
feel the pain of the fresh wound the King stepped past through the
gush of blood and stabbed him cleanly through the throat. They recovered the princess's jewels from the tower,
threw the bodies into it, and set fire to it. Then the troop rode
back to catch up with their companions, and carry their heavy news
to King Hoel. Chapter 3 One positive good came out of the tragedy of the
Princess Elen. It was certain that Hoel's Frankish neighbours had
had nothing to do with the rape, and, when it was known that the
"giant" and his ruffianly companions were dead, the villagers and
the forest folk who had suffered from the robbers' depredations
dared speak out at last, making it quickly apparent that the recent
raids and harassments had all been the work of the same robber
band. Accordingly, as soon as the funeral was done with,
but before the time of mourning was past, Hoel and Arthur were able
to sit down and discuss the demand made by the consul Quintilianus
Hiberus. They decided to send an embassy to him, ostensiblv to
discuss the Roman emperor's proposals, but in reality to see for
themselves what his strength was. Hoel had already sent to King
Childebert and his brothers to find out if they had encountered the
same demands, and if so, what stand they were prepared to take. "It will take a little time," said Hoel, stretching
his feet nearer the fire, and rubbing a hand over an arthritic
knee, "but you'll stay, I trust, cousin?" "To deploy my troops with yours in full sight, while
your embassy goes to nose out Hiberus's intentions? Willingly,"
said Arthur. "I'd hoped that you might lend some weight to the
embassy, too," said Hoel. "I'm sending Guerin. He's as wily an old
fox as ever wasted a council's time. They'll never understand half
he says, let alone what his proposals mean. He'll make time for us,
and meanwhile we'll get an answer from the Franks. Well,
cousin?" "Of course. For me, then, Bors. He has no wiles at
all, but his honesty is patent, and therefore disarming. We can
instruct him to leave the politics to Guerin. I'd like Valerius to
command the escort." Hoel nodded approvingly. They were in his private
apartments in the palace at Kerrec. The old king was novv free of
his bedchamber, but spent the days sitting, wrapped in furs, over a
blazing fire. His muscular bulk had run, with age, to overweight,
and this had brought with it the usual attendant ills; his bones,
as he put it, creaked in the draughts of his oldfashioned and
relatively comfortless stronghold. Arthur, with Mordred, and two or three of Hoel's own
lords, had supped with the king, and now sat over a bowl of mulled
and spicy wine. Bedwyr was not with them. He had gone back at his
own request to his lands in the north of Brittany. The reason he
gave was his young bride's health. He had confided to Mordred, on
the ride south with the body of the murdered princess, that his own
Elen, being subject to the fears of her condition, had dreamed of
death, and could not rest until her husband returned to her in
safety. So, the funeral once over, Bedwyr had ridden north, leaving
those of the Young Celts' faction who were present with Arthur's
forces to whisper that he had gone sooner than come face to face
with Gawain. For Gawain was on his way to Brittany. Arthur had
judged it wise to invite his nephew, now back in the ranks of the
Companions, to follow him and share such action as might ensue. The
expected fighting had proved to be merely a punitive skirmish with
a robber gang, and for this Gawain had sailed too late. So now,
discussing with Hoel the composition of the joint embassy, Arthur
suggested that Gawain should be part of it. Since Hoel could not
go, and Arthur judged it better that he himself should not, some
representative of the royal house ought to be present to lend the
right dignity to the occasion. Hoel, humming and huffing in his beard, cast a look
at Mordred, misinterpreted the frown he saw there, and cleared his
throat to speak, but Arthur, catching, the exchange of glances,
said quickly: "Not Mordred, no. He is the obvious choice, but I
need him elsewhere. If I am to stay here till this is settled then
he must go back to Greater Britain in my place. The Queen and
Council make a stopgap government, but that is all it is, and there
are matters outstanding that must be dealt with, with more
authority than I have left with them." He turned to his son. "After all my talk, eh?
Re-training, indeed! Bowing a boat on a lagoon, and killing a
robber or two. I'm sorry, Mordred, but a dispatch I had today makes
it necessary. Will vou go?" "Whatever vou bid me, sir. Of course." "Then we'll talk later," said the King and turned
back to the discussion. Mordred, half disappointed and half elated, was
nevertheless wholly puzzled. What could be the urgent business that
was forcing the King to change his plans? Only yesterday he had
spoken of sending Mordred with the embassy. Now it as to he Gawain.
And Mordred doubted the wisdom of that choice. His half-brother
would be sailing over with the hope of some sort of action; he
would be disappointed, not to say angry, to find himself taking
part in a peaceable deputation. But Arthur seemed sure. Speaking
now in answer to some question of Hoel's, he was declaring that
recently, over the affair of Queen Morgan, and during the past
months in Orkney, and finally in the moderate tone he was now
taking over Gareth's killer, Bedwyr, Gawain had shown himself to
have acquired a certain steadiness, and would find the adventure on
foreign soil, though it might prove merely to be a diplomatic
mission, a rewarding expericnce. In which Arthur, as seemed his fate whenever he had
to deal with Morgause's brood and blood, was mistaken. Even as he
spoke, Gawain and his young cronies, while their ship neared the
Breton coast, were busily burnishing up their war weapons, and
talking eagerly of the fighting to come. *** LATER ARTHUR, HAVING BIDDEN HOEL GOOD NIGHT, BORE
MORDRED off with him to his own apartments for the promised talk.
It was a long talk, lasting well into the night. The King spoke
first of the message that had caused his change of plan. It was a
letter from the Queen. She gave no details, but confessed herself
far from happy in her increasinglv precarious role. She reported
that Duke Constantine, having renamed to Caerleon with his train of
knights, had announced his intention of proceeding to Camelot "as
more fitting for one ruling the High kingdom". The Queen had sent
begging him to hold to what Arthur had hidden, but his reply had
been "eager and intemperate." "I fear what may happen," she had written. "Already
I have had reports that in Caerleon, far from holding his force
there at the disposal of the Council, he acts and speaks like one
already ruling in his own right, or as sole and rightful deputy of
the High King. My lord Arthur, I look daily for your return. And I
live in fear of what may come if some ill should befall you or your
son. Reading the letter, Mordred was eager to go. He did
not pause, did not want, to analyze his feelings towards Duke
Constantine. Enough that the man still acted as if Arthur had no
son of his body let alone the blood-kin of his half-sister's son
Gawain. And as Arthur had said, the stories of some of
Constantine's doings augured ill for the kingdom. He was a stark
ruler and a cruel man, and the note of fear in Guinevere's letter
was easy to interpret. Any regret Mordred might have felt at leaving the
King's side vanished. This regency, brief though it might be, was
the time he had wanted, a trial period when he would rule alone
with full authority. He had no fear that Constantine, once he,
Mordred, was back in Camelot and at the head of the royal bodyguard
there, would persist in his arrogant pretensions. Mordred's return,
with the King's authority and the King's seal, should be enough.
"And you will find there," said the king, touching the pouch of
letters that bore his seal, "my mandate to raise whatever force you
may think needful, to keep the peace at home, and to make ready in
case of trouble here." So, in mutual trust, they talked, while the night
wore away, and the future seemed set as fair behind the clouded
present as the dawn that slowly gilded the sea's edge beyond the
windows. If Morgause's ghost had drifted across the chamber in the
hazy light and whispered to them of the doom foretold so many years
ago, thev would have laughed, and watched for the phantasm to blow
away on their laughter. But it was the last time that they would
ever meet, except as enemies. At length the King came back to the subject of the
coming embassy. Hoel had high hopes of its success, but Arthur,
though he had concealed it from his cousin, was less sanguine. "It may come to a fight yet," he said. "Quintilianus
is serving a new master, and is himself on trial, and though I know
little enough about those surrounding him, I have a suspicion that
he will be afraid to lose credit with that master by treating with
us. He, too, needs to make a show of strength." "A dangerous situation. Why do you not go yourself,
sir?" Arthur smiled. "You might say that that, too, is a question
of credit. If I go as an ambassador I cannot take my troops, and if
the embassy should fail, then I am seen to fail. I am here in
Brittany as a deterrent, not as a weapon . . . I dare not he seen
to lose, Mordred." "You cannot lose." "That is the belief that will subdue Quintilianus
and the hopefuls of the new Rome." Mordred hesitated, then said franky: "Forgive me,
but there's something else. Let me speak now as your deputy, if
not your son. Can you trust Gawain and the young men on
a mission of this kind? If they go with Valerius and Bors, I think
there may be fighting." "You may be right. But we shall lose little by it.
Sooner or later there must be fighting, and I would rather fight
here, against an enemy not yet fully prepared, than on my own
borders the other side of the Narrow Sea. If the Franks hold the
line with us, then we may well succeed in deterring this emperor.
If they do not, then for the present the worst that can happen is
that we lose Brittany. In that case we take our people, those who
are left, back to their homeland, and find ourselves once again
embattled behind our blessed seas." He looked away, staring into
the heart of the fire, and his eyes were grave. "But in the end it
will all come again, Mordred. Not in my time, nor, please God, in
yours, but before your sons are old men it will come. It will not
be an easy task, whoever attempts it. First the Narrow Sea, and
then the ramparts of the Saxon and English kingdoms, manned by men
fighting for their own lands. Why do you think I have been
determined to let the Saxons own their settled lands? Men fight for
what is theirs. And by the time our shores are seriously
threatened, l shall have Cerdic on my side." "I see. I wondered why you did not seem more
worried about the embassy." "We need the time it may buy for us. If it fails we
fight now. As simple as that. Now it grows late, so to finish our
business." He reached a hand towards the table where a letter lay,
sealed with the dragon seal. "Invincible or not, I have given
thought to the chance of my death. Here is a letter, which in that
event you are to use. In it i have informed the Council that you
are my heir. Duke Constantine knows well that my oath to his father
was only valid in default of a son of my body. Like it or not, he
must accept it. I have written to him, too, a letter that he cannot
gainsay. With it comes a grant of land; his dukedom will include
the lands that came to me with my first wife, Guenever of Cornwall.
I hope he will be content. lf he is not -" a glint in the King's
eyes as he glanced up at his son " -then that will be your affair,
not mine. Watch him, Mordred. If I live, then I myself will call
the Council as soon as I return to Camelot, and all this will be
settled publicly once and for all." It is never easy to receive a bequest from one still
living. Mordred, for once at a loss for words, began to speak,
haltingly, but the King waved him into silence, coming at last to
the subject that, to Mordred, would have been first. "The Queen," said Arthur, his gaze on the fire. "She
will be under your protection. You will love and care for her as
her own son, and you will see to it that for the rest of her days
she lives safely, with the honour and comfort due to her. I do not
ask you to swear this, Mordred, knowing that I need not." "I do swear it!" Mordred, on his knees by his
father's chair, spoke for once with uncontrolled emotion. "I swear
by all the gods there are, by the God of the kingdom's churches,
and the Goddess of the isles, and the spirits that live in the air,
that I will hold the kingdoms for the Queen, and love and care for
her and secure her honour as vou would do were vou still High
King." Arthur reached to take the younger man's hands
between his own, and raising him, kissed him. Then he smiled. "So now we will stop talking about my death, which
will not come yet while, I assure you! But when it does, I give my
kingdoms and my Queen into your hands with a quiet spirit, and with
mv blessing and God's." *** NEXT DAY MORDRED SAILED FOR HOME. A FEW DAYS AFTER
HE had gone, the embassy, gay with coloured pennants and tossing
plumes, set out for Quintilianus Hiberus's encampment. Gawain and his friends rode at case. Though the talk
was of the sort that Mordred would have recognized -the young men
looking to Gawain for reckless leadership and excitement -they did
contain themselves with decorum on the ride. But none of the
younger faction made any attempt to conceal their hope that the
peaceful overtures would fail, and that they would see action. "They say Quintilianus is a hot man, and a clever
soldier. Why should he listen to an old man giving another old
man's message?" Such was Mador's description of King Hoel's
embassy. Others chimed in: "If we don't get fighting, at least
they're sure to show us sport-games, hunting -and it will go hard
if we cannot show these foreigners what we can do!" Or again: "They
say the horses in Gaul are beauties. We might get some trading
done, if the worst comes to the worst." But it seemed they were doomed to disappointment on
all counts. Quintilianus's headquarters was a temporary camp built
on a bleak stretch of moorland. The party arrived towards evening
of a dull day with a chilly wind carrying rain. The dead springtime
heather stretched black and wet on every hand, the only colour in
the moorland being the livid green of the boggy stretches, or the
metallic gleam of water. The camp itself was laid out on the Roman
pattern. It was well built with turfs and stout timber, and was
impressive enough as a temporary stance, but the young Britons,
ignorant of warfare and accustomed to the great Roman-based
permanent structures of Caerleon and Segontium, looked about them
with disappointment and contempt. It was hard to say whether caution or care for his
guests' comfort had impelled Quintilianus Hiberus to house the
British outside the walls of the camp. Tents had been erected some
hundred paces outside the surrounding ditch, with their own horse
lines and a pavilion which would serve as a hall. There they were
invited to dismount, while their own grooms took their horses to
the lines. Then on foot they were led up the main way towards the
camp's center, where the commander's headquarters stood. There Quintilianus Hiberus and Marcellus, his second
in command, received the embassy with chilly courtesy. Speeches,
previously prepared and learned by rote, were exchanged. They were
long, and so over-careful as to be almost incomprehensible. No
mention was made either of the emperor's message or of Hoel's
intentions. Rather, a rambling account of the old king's health was
produced in answer to their host's indifferent query, with details,
delicately touched on, of his cousin Arthur's anxiety, which had
provoked that warrior to visit Brittany's king. That he had brought
a sizeable force with him was not stated, but the Roman consul knew
it, and they knew that he knew.... Only when the polite sharpening of blades had been
going on for some time did Guerin and Bors allow themselves to
approach a statement -still far from direct -of Hoel's position and
its backing by Arthur of Britain. The young men, waiting formally behind their
ambassadors, chafing after the decorous inaction of the ride, and
thinking of food and recreation, had time to grow bored, to eye
their surroundings curiously, and to exchange stares with the
warriors of the opposite faction who waited in equal boredom behind
their own leaders. These leaders, after a lengthy and dragging parley,
made more tedious than need be by the fact that Bors spoke little
or no Latin, and Marcellus spoke nothing else, came at length to a
stalemate pause. There would be, said Quintilianus, drawing his
mantle about him and rising, further parley tomorrow. Meamwhile the
visitors would no doubt care to rest and refresh themselves. They
would be shown now to the tents prepared for them. The ambassadors bowed gravely and withdrew. Their
hosts came forvard, and the party was escorted back through the
camp. "No doubt," said the youth escorting Gawain, with
rather threadbare politeness, "you are weary after your journey?
You will find the lodgings rough, I am afraid, but we ourselves
have become accustomed to living in the field - " He yawned as he spoke. This meant no more than that
he was as weary of the talks as the other young men, but Gawain,
bored, contemptuous, and beginning to see his hopes of glom fading,
chose to take it otherwise. "Why should you think we are not used to rough
quarters? Because we have come with a peaceful embassy, it doesn't
mean that we are not fighters, and as ready in the field as any
rabble on this side of the Narrow Sea!" . The youth, surprised, and then as quickly angry as
the other, flushed scarlet to his fair hair. "And what field of
battle have you ever been on, Sir Braggart? It's a long time since
Agned and Badon! Even the fabled Arthur, that your fellows were
boasting about in there, would be hard put to it to wage a war
nowadays, with men who are only good for talking!" Before Gawain could even draw breath, "And not even
too good at that," put in someone else, with a cruel imitation of
Bors's thick Latin. There was laughter, and through it a quick attempt
by cooler spirits to pass the exchange off with jesting, but
Gawain's brow was dark, and hot words still flew. The fair youth,
who seemed to be someone of consequence, bore through the talk with
a ringing shout of anger: "So? Didn't you come all this way to beg us not to
fight you? And now you boast and brag about what your leaders can
do! What do you expect us to think of such empty braggarts?" Here Gawain drew his sword and ran him through. The stunned minutes that followed, of unbelief, then
of horror and confusion, as the fallen man's companions ran to
raise him and find if life remained in him, gave the British just
enough time to escape. Gawain, shouting, "Get to the horses!" was
already halfway to the picket lines, follow red closely by his
friends who, from the moment the bitter words began to pass, had
seen the violent end coming. The ambassadors, dismayed, hesitated
only for a moment before following. If the assailant had been any
other than Arthur's nephew, they, might have given him over to the
punishment due to one who broke a truce, but as it was, the leaders
knew that the embassy, never hopeful, was now irretrievably
shattered, and all their party, as truce-breakers, were in great
danger. Valerius, an old soldier used to instant decisions, took
swift command, and had his whole party mounted and out of the lines
at the gallop before their hosts had well grasped what had
occurred. Gawain, wildly galloping with the rest, struggled
to pull his horse out of the troop and wheel back. "This is shameful! To run away, after what they
said? Shame on you, shame! They called us cowards before, what will
they call us now?" "Dead men, you fool!" Valerius, furiously angry, was
in no mood to mince words, prince or no prince. His hand came hard
down on Gawain's rein, and dragged the horse into the rapid gallop
alongside his own. "It's shame on you, prince! You knew what the
kings wanted from this embassy. If we come alive out of this, which
is doubtful, then we shall see what Arthur will have to say to
you!" Gawain, still rebellious and unrepentant, would
have replied, but at that moment the troop came to a river, and
they spread out to force their horses through it. They could have
forded it had there been time, but at that moment the pursuing
party came in sight, and there was nothing for it but to fight.
Valerius, furious and desperate, turned and gave orders for the
attack. The engagement, with tempers high on both sides, was
short, ferocious and very bloody. The fight was a running one, and
ended only when half the embassy, and rather more of the pursuing
force, were dead. Then the Romans, gathered for a few minutes'
respite at the edge of a little wood, seemed to be taking Counsel,
and presently two of their number turned and made off towards the
east. Valerius, unwounded, but exhausted and liberally
stained \vith other men's blood, watched them go. Then he said,
grimly: "Gone for reinforcements. Right. There's nothing we
can do here. We leave. Now. Bring the loose horses and pick up that
man yonder. He's alive. The rest we'll have to leave." This time there was no argument. The British turned
and rode off. The Romans made no attempt to stop them, nor were any
taunts exchanged. Gawain had had his way, and proved what had not
needed to be proved. And both sides knew what must happen now. Chapter 4 Mordred sat at the window of the King's business
room in Camelot. The scents from the garden below eddied on the
warm breeze in sudden gusts of sweetness. The apple blossom was
gone, but there were cherries still in bloom, standing deep among
hluehells and the grey spears of iris. The air was full of the
sound of bees, and birds singing, while down in the town hells rang
for some Christian service. The royal secretaries had gone, and he was alone. He
sat, still thinking over some of the work that had been done that
day, but gradually, in the scented warmth, his thoughts drifted
into dreaming. So little time ago, it seemed, he had been in the
islands, living as he had lived in boyhood, thinking in bitterness
that he had lost everything in that one night when the Orkney
brothers had risked all for themselves and their friends on that
mad, vicious attempt to finish Bedwyr. Thinking, too, of the
summer's tasks ahead of him: harvesting and drying fish, cutting
peats, rebuilding walls and repairing thatch against the dreadful
Orkney winter. And now? His hand, resting on the table, touched the royal
seal. He smiled. A movement outside the window caught his eye.
Guinevere the Queen was walking in the garden. She wore a gown of
soft dove-grey, that shimmered as she moved. Her two little dogs,
silver-white greyhounds, frisked round her. From time to time she
threw a gilded ball and they bounded after it, yelping and
wrangling as the winner carried it back to lay it at her feet. Two
of her women, both young and pretty girls, one in primrose yellow
and the other in blue, walked behind. Guinevere, still lovely, and
secure in her loveliness, was not one of those who seek to set her
beauty off by surrounding herself with plain women. The three
lovely creatures, with the dainty little dogs at their shirts,
moved with grace through the garden, and the flowers of that sweet
May were no fairer. Or so thought Mordred, who was rarely a poet. He
gazed after the Queen, while his hand once more, but quite
unconsciously, reached out and touched the dragon of the royal
seal. Again he drifted into dream, but this time it was not a dream
of the islands. He was brought sharply to himself by the sounds,
urgent and unmistakable, of a King's messenger being ushered
through the royal apartments. A chamberlain opened the door to
announce a courier, and even as he spoke the man hurried by him and
knelt at the regent's feet. One glance told Mordred that here was new s from
Brittany, and that it was not good. He sat back in the great chair
and said, coolly: "Take your time. But first -the King is well?" "Yes, my lord. God be thanked for it! But the news
is ill enough." The man reached into his pouch, and Mordred put out
a hand. "You have letters? Then while I read them, compose
yourself and take a cup of wine." The chamberlain, who missed nothing, came in
unbidden with the wine, and while the man drank gratefully, Mordred
broke the seal of the single letter he had brought, and read
it. It was bad, but, to one remembering that last
conversation with the King, not yet tragic news. Once again,
thought Mordred, the evil fates summoned by Morgause were at their
work. To put it more practically, the Orkney rashness had yet again
brought the promise of disaster close. But possibly something could
be saved from near-disaster; it was to be hoped that all Gawain had
done was to bring matters to a head too soon. The King's letter, hastily dictated, gave the facts
merely of the disastrous embassy and the running fight that had
followed. Under Mordred's questioning the courier supplied the
details. He told of the rash exchange between Gawain and the Roman
youth, of the murder, and of the flight of the embassy and the
subsequent skirmish by the river's bank. His story confirmed what
Arthur's letter indicated, that all hope even of'a temporary peace
had vanished. It was possible that Hoel might be able to take the
field, but if not, Arthur must command Hoel's army, together with
such force as he had brought with him. Bedwyr had been recalled
from Benoic. Arthur had already sent to Urbqen, to Maelgyon of
Gwynedd, to Tydwal and the King of Elmet. Mordred was to send what
force he could, under the command of Cei. He would then be well
advised to put forward his own meeting with Cerdic, when he could
apprise him of the situation. The letter closed briefly with
urgency: "See Cerdic. Warn him and his neighbours to watch
the coast. Raise what force you can meanwhile. And guard the
Queen's safety." Mordred dismissed the man at length to rest. He
knew that there was no need to enjoin discretion; the royal
couriers were well chosen and highly trained. But he knew -that the
man's coming would have been noted, and rumour would have run
through Camelot within minutes of the tired horse's coming up
through the king's Gate. He walked over to the window. The sun had slanted
some way towards the west, and shadows were lengthening. A late
thrush sang in a lime tree. The Queen was still in the garden. She had been
cutting lilac. The girl in the blue dress walked beside her,
carrying a flat willow basket filled with the white and Purple
blooms. The other girl, with the two little dogs leaping and
barking round her, was stooping, with her skirt lifted up in one
hand, over a border of ferns. She straightened with the gilded ball
in her hand and threw it, laughing, for the greyhounds. They raced
after it, both reaching it at the same moment, and fell into a
yelping, rolling tangle, while the ball flew free. Keep the Queen safe. How long could this serene and
flower-filled garden peace be kept? The battle might already have
started. Might be over. With enough bloodletting, thought Mordred,
to content even Gawain. His thoughts went further; were checked. Even now he
himself might be High King in fact, if not yet in name.... As if
his thought had been the shadow of a flying cloud that touched her,
he saw the Queen start, then lift her head as if listening to some
sound beyond the garden wails. The spray of lilac which she loosed
sprang back into its own scented bank of blossom. Without looking
she dropped the silver knife into the basket which the girl held
beside her. She stood still, except for her hands, which seemed to
rise of their own will to clasp themselves at her breast. Slowly,
after a moment, she turned to look up towards the window. Mordred
drew back. He spoke to the chamberlain. "Send down to the garden to ask if I may speak with
the Queen." *** THERE WAS AN ARBOUR, PRETTY AS A SILK PICTURE,
FACING SOUTH. It was embowered with early roses, showers of small
pale-pink blossoms, with coral-coloured buds among them, and
falling flowers fading to white. The Queen sat there, on a stone
bench warm from the sun, waiting to receive the regent. The girl in
yellow had taken the greyhounds away; the other remained, but she
had withdrawn to the far side of the garden, where she sat on a
bench below one of the palace windows. She had brought some sewing
out of the pouch at her girdle, and busied herself with it, but
Mordred knew how carefully he was watched, and how quickly the
rumours would spread through the palace: "He looked grave; the news
must be bad...... or, "He seemed cheerful enough; the courier
brought a letter and he showed it to the Queen..... Guinevere, too,
had some work by her. A half-embroidered napkin lay beside her on
the stone bench. Suddenly a sharp memory assailed him: Morgan's
garden in the north, the dying flowers and the ghosts of the
imprisoned birds, with the angry, voices of the two witches at the
window above. And the solitary, frightened boy who hid below,
believing that he, too, was trapped, and facing an ignominious
death. Like the wildcat in its narrow cage; the wildcat, dead
presumably these many years, but, because of him, dead in freedom
with its own wild home and its kittens sired at will. With the
lightning-flicker with which such thoughts come between breath and
breath, he thought of his "wife" in the islands, of his mistress
now gone from Camelot and comfortably settled in Strathclyde, of
his sons of those unions growing up in safety - for the children of
that solitary boy could now incur, how readily, the sting of envy
and hatred. He, like the wildcat, had found the window to freedom.
More, to power. Of those scheming witches, one was dead; the other,
for all her boasted magic, still shut away in her castle prison,
and subject, now, to his will as ruler of the High Kingdom. He knelt before the Queen and took her hand to
kiss. He felt its faint tremor. She withdrew it and let it fall to
her lap, where the other clasped and held it tightly. She said,
with a calmness forced over drawn breath: "They tell me a courier has come in. From
Brittany?" "Yes,madam." At her nod he rose, then hesitated. She
gestured to the seat, and he sat beside her. The sun was hot, and
the scent of the roses filled the air. Bees were loud in the
racemes of pink blossom. A little breeze moved the flowers, and the
shadows of the roses swayed and flickered over the Queen's grey,
gown and fair skin. Mordred swallowed, cleared his throat and
spoke. "You need have no fear, madam. There have been
grave doings, but the news is not altogether bad." "My lord is well, then?" "Indeed yes. The letter was from him." "And for me? Is there a message for me?" "No, madam, I'm sorry. He sent in great haste. You
shall see the letter, of course, but let me give you the gist of it
first. You know that an embassy was sent, jointly from King Hoel
and King Arthur, to talk with the consul Lucius Quintilianus." "Yes. A fact-finding mission only, he said, to gain
time for the kingdoms of the west to band together against the
possible new alliance of Byzantium and Rome with the Germans of
Alamannia and Burgundy." She sighed. "So, it went wrong? I guessed
it. How?" "By your leave, the good news first. There were
other fact-finding missions on their way at the same time.
Messengers were sent to sound out the Frankish kings. They met with
encouraging success. One and all, the Franks will resist any
attempt by Justinian's armies to reimpose Roman domination. They
are arming now." She looked away, past the boles of the lime trees
now lighted from behind by the low sun, and gilded with red gold.
The young leaves, wafers of beaten gold, shone with their own
light, and the tops of the trees, cloudy with shadow, hummed with
bees. Mordred's "good news" did not appear to have given
her any pleasure. He thought her eyes were filled with tears. Still regarding those glowing tree-trunks with
their mosaic of golden leaves, she said: "And our embassy? What
happened there?" "There had to be, for courtesy, a representative of
the royal house. It was Gawain." Her gaze came back to him sharply. Her eyes were
dry. "And he made trouble." It was not a question. "He did. There was some foolish talk and bragging
that led to insults and a quarrel, and the young men fell to
fighting." She moved her hands, almost as if she would throw
them up in a classic gesture of despair. But she sounded angry
rather than grieved. "Again!" "Madam?" "Gawain! The Orkney fools again! Always that cold
north wind, like a blighting frost that blasts everything that is
good and growing!" She checked herself, took in her breath, and
said, with a visible effort: "Your pardon, Mordred. You are so
different, I was forgetting. But Lot's sons, your half-brothers
-" "Madam, I know. I agree. Hot fools always, and this
time worse than fools. Gawain killed one of the Roman youths, and
it turned out that the man was a nephew of Lucius Quintilianus
himself. The embassy was forced to flee, and Quintilianus sent
Marcellus himself after them. They had to turn and fight, and there
were deaths." "Not Valerius? Not that good old man"' "No, no. They got back in good order -indeed, with a
kind of victory. But not before there had been several running
engagements. Marcellus was killed in the first of these, and later
Petreius Cotta, who took command after him, was taken prisoner and
brought back to Kerrec in chains. I said it was a victory of a
kind. But vou see what it means. Now the High King himself must
take the field." "Ah, I knew it! I knew it! And what force has
he?" "He leads Hoel's army, and with them the troops he
took with him, and Bedwyr is called down from Benoic with his men."
Coolly he noted the slightest reaction to the name: She had not
dared ask if Bedwyr, too, were safe; but now he had told her, and
watched her colour come back. He went on: "The King does not yet
know what numbers the Frankish kings will bring to the field, but
they will not be small. From Britain he has called on Rheged and
Gwynedd, with Elmet, and Tydwal from Dunpeldyr. Here I shall raise
what reinforcements I can in haste. They will sail under Cei's
command. All will be well, madam, you will see. You know the High
King." "And so do they," she said. "They will only meet
him if they outnumber him three to one, and that, surely, they can
do. Then even he will be in danger of defeat." "He will not give them time. I spoke of haste. This
whole thing has blown up like a summer storm, and Arthur intends to
attack in the wake of it, rather than wait for events. He is
already marching for Autun, to meet the Burgundians on their own
ground, before Justinian's troops are gathered. He expects the
Franks to join him before he reaches the border. But vou had better
read his letter for vourself. It will calm your fears. The High
King shows no doubts of the outcome, and why should he? He is
Arthur." She thanked him with a smile, but he saw how her
hand trembled as she held it out for the letter. He stood up and
stepped down from the arbour, leaving her alone to read. There was
a fluted stone column with a carefully contrived broken capital
overhung with the yellow tassels of laburnum. He leaned against
this and waited, vvatching her surreptitiously from time to time
under lowered lids. She read in silence. He saw when she reached the end
of the letter, then read it through again. She let it sink to her
lap and sat for a while with bent head. He thought she was reading
the thing for the third time, then he saw that her eyes were shut.
She was very pale. His shoulder came away from the pillar. Almost in
spite of himself he took a step towards her. "What is it? What do
you fear?" She gave a start, and her eves opened. It was as if
she had been miles away in thought, recalled abruptly. She shook
her head, with an attempt at a smile. "Nothing. Really, nothing. A
dream." "A dream? Of defeat for the High King?" "No. No." She gave a little laugh, which sounded
genuine enough. "Women's folly, Mordred. You would call it so, I am
sure! No, don't look so worried, I'll tell you, even if you laugh
at me. Men do not understand such things, but we women, we who have
nothing to do but wait and watch and hope, our minds are too
active. Let us but once think, what will come to me when my lord is
dead? and then all in a moment, in our imagination, he is laid in
sad pomp on his bier, and the grave is dug in the center of the
Hanging Stones, the mourning feast is over, the new king is come to
Camelot, his young wife is here in the garden with their maidens,
and the cast-off queen, still in the white of mourning, is questing
about the kingdoms to see where she may with honour and with safety
be taken in." "But, madam," said Mordred, the realist, "surely my
-the High King has already told you what dispositions have been
made against that day?" "I knew you would call it folly!" With an obvious
attempt at lightness, she turned the subject. "But believe me, it
is something that every wife does. What of your own, Mordred?" She looked confused. "Am I mistaken? I thought you
were married. I am sure someone spoke of a son of yours at
Gwarthegydd's court of Dumbarton." "I am not married." Mordred's reply was rather too
quick, and rather too emphatic. She looked surprised, and he threw
a hand out, adding: "But you heard correctly, madam. I have two
sons." A smile and a shrug. "Who am l, after all, to insist on
wedlock? The two boys are by different mothers. Melehan is the
younger, who is with Gwarthegydd. The other is still in the
islands." "And their mothers?" "Melehan's mother is dead." The lie came smoothly.
Since the Queen apparently had known nothing about his illicit
household in Camelot, he would not confess it to her now. "The
other is satisfied with the bond between herself and me. She is an
Orkney woman, and they have different customs in the islands." "Then married or not," said Guinevere, still with
that forced lightness, "she is still a woman, and she, like me,
must live through the same dreams of the wicked day when a
messenger comes with worse news than this you have brought to
me." Mordred smiled. If he thought that his woman had too
much to occupy her than to sit and dream about his death and
burial, he did not say so. Women's folly, indeed. But as he held
his hand for the letter, and she put the roll into it, he saw again
how her hand shook. It changed his thoughts about her. To him she
had been the Queen, the lovely consort of his King, the elusive
vision, too, of his desires, a creature of gaiety and wealth and
power and happiness. It was a shock to see her now, suddenly, as a
lonely woman who lived with fear. "We have nothing to do but wait
and watch and hope," she had said. It was something he had never thought about. He was
not an imaginative man, and in his dealings with women - Morgause
apart -he followed in the main his peasant upbringing. He would not
wittingly have hurt a woman, but it would not have occurred to him
to go out of his way to help or serve one. On the contrary, they
were there to help and serve him. With an effort of imagination that was foreign to
him he cast his mind forward, trying to think as a woman might, to
fear fate as it would affect the Queen. When Arthur did meet death,
what could she expect of the future? A year ago the answer would
have been simple: Bedwyr would have taken the widow to Benoic, or
to his lands in Northumbria. But now Bedwyr was married, and his
wife was with child. More than that: Bedwyr, in sober fact, was not
likely to survive any action in which Arthur was killed. Even now,
as Mordred and the Queen talked together in this scented garden,
the battle might already be joined that would bring to reality her
dream of the wicked day. He recalled her letter to Arthur, with its
unmistakable note of fear. Fear not only of Arthur's danger, but of
his own. "You or your son," she had written. Now, with a sudden
flash of truth as painful as a cut, he knew why. Duke Constantinc.
Duke Constantine, still officially neat in line for the throne and
already casting his eyes towards Camelot, whose title would be
greatly strengthened if, first, he could claim the Queen
-regent.... He became conscious of her strained and questioning
gaze. He answered it, forcefully. "Madam, for your dreams and fears, let me only say
this. I am certain that the King's own skill, and your prayers,
will keep him safe for many years to come, but if it should happen,
then have no fear for vourself. I know that Constantine of Cornwall
may try to dispute the king's latest disposition -" "Mordred?" "With your leave, madam. Let us speak directly. He
has ambitions for the High Kingdom, and you fear him. Let me say
this. You know my father's wish, and you know that it will be
carried out. When I succeed him as High King, then you need fear
nothinq. While I live you will be safe, and honoured." The red flew up into her cheeks, and her look
thanked him, but all she said was, trying still to smile: "No
cast-off queen?" "Never that," said Mordred, and took his leave. In the shadow of the garden gateway, out of sight of
the arbour, he stopped. His pulse was racing, his flesh burned. He
stood there motionless while the heat and the hammering slowly
subsided. Coldly he crushed back the lighted picture in his mind:
the roses, the grey-blue eves, the smile, the touch of the
tremulous hands. This was folly. Moreover, it was useless folly.
Arthur, Bedwyr . . . whatever Mordred was or might be, until both
Arthur and Bedwyr were dead, with that lovely lady he could come
only a poor and halting third. He had been too long without a woman. To tell the
truth, he had been too busy to think about them. Till now. He would
find time tonight, and quench these hot imaginings. But all the same, he knew that today his ambition
had taken a different turn. There were precedents, undisputed. He
had no wife. She was barren, but he had two sons. If Constantine
could think about it, then so could he. And by all the gods in
heaven and hell, Constantine should not have her. With the King's letter crumpled fiercely in his
hand, he strode back to the royal chamber, shouting for the
secretaries. Chapter 5 It was some time before Mordred saw the Queen again.
He was plunged immediately into the whirlwind business of equipping
and embarking the troops Arthur had asked for. In a commendably
short time the expeditionary force sailed, under the command of
Cei, the King's foster brother, with a reasonable hope of coming up
with Arthur's army before the clash came. The courier who returned
from this voyage brought news that was, on the whole, cheering:
Arthur, with Bedwyr and Gawain, had already set out on the march
eastward, and King Hoel, finding himself miraculously recovered at
the prospect of action, had gone with them. The Frankish kings,
with a considerable army, were also reported to be converging on
Autun, where Arthur would set up his camp. After this, news came only spasmodically. None of it
was bad, but, coming as it did long after the events reported, it
could not be satisfactory. Cei and the British kings had joined
Arthur; that much was known; and so had the Franks. The weather was
good, the men were in high heart, and no trouble had been met with
on the march. So far, that was all. What the Queen was feeling
Mordred did not know, nor did he have time to care. He was setting
about the second of Arthur's commissions, raising and training men
to bring the standing army up to strength after the departure of
the expeditionary force. He sent letters to all the petty kings and
leaders in the north and west, and himself followed where
persuasion was needed. The response was good: Mordred had laid
openly on the table the reasons for his demand, and the response
from the Celtic kingdoms was immediate and generous. The one leader
who made no reply at all was Duke Constantine. Mordred, keeping the
promised eye on the Cornish dukedom, said nothing, set spies, and
doubled the garrison at Caerleon. Then, once the tally of kings and
the arrangements for receiving and training the new army were
complete, he sent at last to Cerdic the Saxon king, to propose the
meeting Arthur had suggested. It was late July when Cerdic's answer came, and
that same day, on an afternoon of misty rain, a courier arrived
from the Burgundian battlefront, bearing with him a single brief
dispatch, with other tokens which, when the man spilled them on the
table in front of Mordred, told a dreadful tale. As was usual, most of his news would be given
verbally, learned by rote. He began to recite it now to the
still-faced regent. "My lord, the battle is over, and the day was ours.
The Romans and the Burgundians were put to flight, and the emperor
himself recalled what force was left. The Franks fought nobly
alongside us, and on all sides some marvellous deeds were done. But
- " The man hesitated, wetting his lips. It was apparent
that he had given the good news first, in the hope of cushioning
what was to follow. Mordred neither moved nor spoke. He was
conscious of a fast-beating heart, a constricted throat, and the
necessity for keeping steady the hand that lay beside the spilled
tokens on the table. They lay in a jumbled and glittering pile,
proof that a tragic story, was still to come. Seals, rings, badges
of office, campaign medals, all the mementoes that, stripped from
the dead, would be sent home to the widows. Cei's badge was there,
the royal seneschal's gilded brooch. And a medal from Kaerconan,
rubbed thin and bright; that could only be Valerius's. No royal
ring; no great ruby carved with the Dragon, but but the man, the veteran of a hundred reports, both
good and evil, was hesitating. Then, meeting Mordred's eye, he
swallowed and cleared his throat. It was a long time since the
bearers of bad news had had, as in some barbarous lands, to fear
ill-treatment and even death at the hands of their masters;
nevertheless his voice was hoarse with something like fear as he
spoke again. This time he was direct to the point of brutality. "My lord, the King is dead." Silence. Mordred could not trust himself with word
or movement. The scene took on the shifting and misted edges of
unreality. Thought was suspended, as random and weightless as a
drop of the fine rain that drifted past the windows. "It happened near the end of the day's fighting.
Many had fallen, Cei among them, and Gugein, Valerius, Mador and
many others. Prince Gawain fought nobly; he is safe, but Prince
Bedwyr fell wounded on the left. It is feared that he, too, will
die..." His voice went on, naming the dead and wounded, but
it was doubtful if Mordred heard a word of it. He moved at last,
interrupting the recital. His hand went out to the parchment lying
on the table. "It is all here?" "The news, my lord, but not the details. The
dispatch was sent by Prince Bedwyr himself. While he could still
speak he had them write it. The list of casualties will follow as
soon as they are known and checked, but this, my lord, could not be
delayed." "Yes. Wait, then." He took the letter across to a window, and with his
back to the man, spread the page out on the sill. The careful
script danced under his eyes. The drifting curtain of the rain
seemed to have come between him and the letter. He dashed the back
of his hand impatiently, across his face and bent nearer. In the end, and after three careful readings, the
sense of it went right into his brain and lodged there, thrumming
like the arrow that lodges deep in the flesh, spreading, not pain,
but a numbing poison. Arthur was dead. The news that folloved, of complete
and annihilating victory over the Romans and Burgundians, came as
an irrelevance. Arthur was dead. The dispatch, dictated hastily in
a field dressing station, gave few details. The High King's body
had not yet been recovered from the field. Parties were still
searching among the piled and pillaged dead. But if the King were
still living, said Bedwyr tersely, he would by this time have made
himself known. The regent must assume his death, and act
accordingly. The parchment slipped from Mordred's hand and
floated to the floor. He did not notice. Through the window beside
him, washed and sweet on the damp air, floated the scents of the
Queen's garden. He looked out at the rain-heavy roses, the
glittering leaves that quivered under the drifting drops, the
misted grass. No one was there today. Wherever she was, she would
know of the courier's coming, and she would be waiting for him. He
would have to go to her and tell her. Arthur. And Bedwyr. Arthur
and Bedwyr both. That was enough for her, and too much. But he must
hear the rest first. He turned back to the courier. "Go on." *** THE MAN TALKED EAGERLY NOW, HIS FEAR FORGOTTENN. THE
REGENT was alive again, not composed exactly, but in command, his
questions quick and direct. "Yes, my lord, I was there myself. I left the field
at full dark, as soon as the news was sure. The King was seen
fighting still towards sunset, though by that time the main
resistance was over, and Quintilianus himself had fallen.
Everywhere was chaos, and already men were robbing the bodies of
the dead and killing the dying for their weapons and their clothes.
Our men were not merciful, but the Franks . . . My lord,
these are barbarians. They fight like mad wolves, and thes can no
more be controlled than wolves. The enemy broke and fled in several
directions, and were pursued. Some of them threw down their arms
and held their hands out for chains, begging their lives. It was
-" "The King. What of the King?" "He was seen to fall. His standard had been cut
down, and in the growing dark it could not be observed just where
he was fighting, or what had happened. Bedwyr, wounded as he was,
struggled to that part of the field and searched for him, and
others with him, calling. But the King was not found. Many of the
bodies were stripped already, and if the King had been among them
-" "You are telling me that his body had still not been
recovered?" "Yes, my lord. At least, not when I left the field.
I was sent as soon as it became too dark to search further. It may
well be that by this time another dispatch is on its way. But it
was thought that the news should be brought to you before other
rumours reached the country." "So this is why no token, neither sword nor ring,
has been brought back to me?" "Yes, my lord." Mordred was silent for a while. Then he spoke with
difficulty. "Is there still thought to be hope for the High
King?" "My lord, if you had seen the field . . . But
yes, there is hope. Even in naked death, the High King's body would
surely have been known - " Under Mordred's gaze, he stopped. "My lord." After a few more questions Mordred sent him away,
and sat alone, thinking. There was still a chance that Arthur was not dead.
But his duty was plain. Before the news reached these shores -and
with the coming of the courier's ship the rumours must already be
spreading like heath fires - he must take control of the country.
His immediate moves were easily mapped: an emergency meeting of the
Council; a public reading of Arthur's declaration of succession,
with its ratification of his, Mordred's authority; a copy of this
to be made and sent to each of the kings; a speech made to the army
leaders. Meanwhile the Queen waited, and while she waited,
suffered. He would go to her, and take what comfort he could. And
what love he might. *** BEFORE HE HAD TAKEN THREE STEPS INTO THE BOOM SHE
WAS on her feet. Afterwards he realized that he had not known to
whom her first query, related. She said it, hands to throat. "He is dead?" "Alas, madam, yes. That is the message as it came to
me. He was seen to fall in the moment of victory; but, when the
messenger was sent to me, they had not yet found his body." She was so white that he thought she might fall. He
went close quickly, and put out his hands. Hers flew out and held
them tightly. He said urgently: "Madam, there is hope. And Bedwyr
is alive, though wounded. He was well enough to order the search
for the King's body before darkness fell." She shut her eyes. Her lips, thin and gaping round a
black O, drew air in as if she were drowning. Her lids fluttered.
Then as if some ghostly hand had slid under her chin and drawn her
up, she stiffened and grew taller, then her eyes opened and her
white face composed itself. She removed her hands quietly from
Mordred's grasp, but let him lead her to a chair. Her women would
have clustered near with hands and words of comfort, but she waved
them back. "Tell me all that you know." "I know very little, madam. The letter was brief.
But the messenger gave me a report." He recounted what the man had
told him. She listened without interruption; indeed, a casual
observer might have thought without attention; she seemed to be
watching the raindrops following one another down the drooping stem
of a rose that hung beyond the window--frame. Mordred stopped speaking at last. The raindrops ran,
gathered, swelled on a thorn, dropped splashing to the sill. The Queen said quietly in a calm, dead voice: "If there is indeed hope of the King's life, then
surely a second courier will he following hard on the first.
Meantime we must do as my lord commanded." "Assuming his death," said Mordred. "Assuming that." Then, with a sudden break of grief
and terror: "Mordred, what will become of Britain now? What will
come to us? So short a while ago we spoke of this, you and I - and
now - now' the day is upon us. . ." He made an involuntary move towards her, only a
slight one, but it sufficed. She was still again, controlled,
queenly. But her eyes betrayed her. She could not have spoken again
without weeping. And that must not happen until she was alone. He said, in as flat and matter-of-fact a tone as he
could manage: "Two things must be done immediately. I must see
Cerdic. A meeting has already been arranged. And I have convened
the Council. They meet tonight. Until tidings come that either
confirm or denv this news, it is vital that men should see there is
still a central power in Britain, with a ruler appointed by the
King's command, and carrying out his wishes." He added, gently: "For you, madam, I do not think
anyone will wonder at it if you are not present at the Council
meeting." "I shall be present." "If you so wish -" "I do wish it. Mordred, the High King's body has not
been found. You have his seal, which you and I, as coregents here
in Camelot, have been empowered to use. But his ring and his sword,
the true symbols of kingship, cannot be brought to you except from
his dead body." "That is so, madam." "So I shall attend the Council. With Arthur's Queen
at your side to support you, there will be no man in the kingdoms
who will not have to accept Arthur's son as his rightful
ruler." He found nothing to say. She put out a hand, and he
bent his head and kissed it. Then he left her. She would have time
for her mourning before she took her place in the Round Hall beside
the new King of Britain. *** IN A PINE WOOD AT THE FOOT OF THE HILLS EAST OF
AUTUN, Arthur stirred and woke. He lay wrapped in his war cloak, his sword to his
hand. His shoulder and side were stiff with bruising from the blow
that had felled him during the battle, and his head ached
abominably, but he was otherwise unhurt. His tethered horse grazed
near him. His companions, some forty men, were, like him, rousing
to the first misty light of the new day. Three of the men were busy
already relighting the blackened remains of the night fire. Others
brought water, carefully cradled in their leather helmets, from the
river that slid over its sparkling boulders some fifty paces awav.
They were cheerful, and laughed and jested, but under their breath,
for fear of rousing the sleeping King. Birds were singing in the alders by the river, and
from the steep valley side beyond came the bleating of sheep, where
some herdboy watched his flock. A harsher sound turned Arthur's
eyes to a place beyond the ridge of woodland where big black birds
swung and called in the misty morning. There lay the enemy they had
pursued from the misty morning. A few survivors, bound, lay nearby
under the trees, but thirty or so men lay still unburied, their
stiffened bodies exposed with the waxing day to the crows and
kites. It was well after noon before the burial party had
done its work, and the King headed back with the troop towards
Autun. A mile or so short of the battlefield, he came
across two bodies. The messenger he had sent back to Bedwyr and
Hoel to tell them that he was safe, and would return with the
daylight, had fallen in with two stragglers frorn Quintilianus's
army. One he had killed, the other, though wounded and now near
dead with exposure and loss of blood, had killed him. Arthur killed the man himself, and spurred his horse
into a gallop back to his headquarters. Chapter 6 "The treaty is void," said Cerdic. He and Mordred sat face to face. They had met on a
high shelf of the downs. It was a fine morning, and larks sang
wildly in the blue. To southward the smoke of a Saxon village could
be seen hanging in the still air. Here and there, in cleared spaces
between the thickets of ash and thorn, the golden green of ripening
barley showed among the white flints where some Saxon peasant had
scratched a living from the bony land. Mordred had come in kingly state. The Council,
apprised of Arthur's wishes before he left for Brittany, had raised
no slightest objection to Mordred's assumption of leadership; on
the contrary: those councillors who were left after the departure
of Arthur and his Companions into Brittany were most of them
greybeards, and in their grief and fear at the news from the
battlefield they acclaimed Mordred with outspoken relief. Mordred,
wise in the ways of councils, moved with care. He emphasized the
doubtful nature of the news, spoke of his still-held hope of his
father's life, disclaimed any title but that of regent, and renewed
his vowss of faith to the Council, and liege homage to his father's
Queen. After him Guinevere, speaking briefly and with obviously
fragile composure in her husband's name, affirmed her belief that
Mordred must now be invested vvith power to act as he saw fit, and,
herself resigning, proposed him as sole regent. The Council, moved
to a man, accepted her eithdrawal and decided then and there to
send a message to Constantine of Cornwall asking him to affirm his
loyalty to the High King's successor. Finally Mordred spoke again of urgency, and made
clear his intention of riding south next day to the interview with
Cerdic. He would take with him a detachment of the newly raised
troops; it was never wise to approach their good Saxon neighbours
without some show of strength. This, too, the Council voted him.
So, escorted like a king, he faced Cerdic on the downs. The Saxons, too, kept state. Cerdic's thegns crowded
behind his chair, and an awning of brightly coloured cloth woven
with gold and silver thread made a regal background to the thrones
set for him and the regent. Mordred regarded Cerdic with interest.
It was barely a year since he had last met the Saxon king, but in
that time the latter had aged perceptibly and appeared not to be in
robust health. Beside his chair stood his grandson Ceawlin, a young
copy of the old fighter, who was said to have already fathered a
brood of sturdy boys. "The treaty is void." The old king said it like a challenge. He was
watching Mordred closely. "Why else am I here?" Nothing could be gathered
from the regent's smooth tone. "If it is true that the High King is
dead, then the treaty -the same, or one revised as we may agree -
must be ratified between myself and you." "Until we know for certain, there is little point
in talking," said Cerdic bluntly. "On the contrary. When I last spoke with my father
he gave me a mandate to make a new agreement with you, though I
agree that there is little point in discussing that until another
matter is cleared up. I doubt if I need to tell you what that
is?" "It would be best to come to the point," said
Cerdic. "Very well. It has lately come to my ears that
Cynric, your son, and others of your thegns are even now back in
your old lands beyond the Narrow Sea, and that more men daily flock
to their standards. The bays fill with their long-ships. Now with
he treaty between our peoples made void by the High King's death
-supposing this to be true - what am I to think of this?" "Not that we prepare war again. Until proof comes of
Arthur's death this would not only be ignoble, but folly." There
was a gleam in the old king's eyes as he looked at the younger man.
"I should perhaps make eyes clear that in no case are we
contemplating war. Not with you, prince." "Then what?" "Only that with the advance of the Franks and the
westward spread of people who are not our friends, we in our turn
must move westward. Your King has halted this emperor's first
sally, but there will be another, and after that another. My people
want a safe frontier. They are gathering to embark for these
shores, but in peace. We shall receive them." "I see." Mordred was remembering what Arthur had
said to him in their last discussion at Kerrec. "First the Narrow
Sea, and then the ramparts of the Saxon and English kingdoms... Men
fight for what is theirs." So might Vortigern have reasoned when he
first called Hengist and Horsa to these shores. Arthur was no
Vortigern, and so far he had been right not to doubt Cerdic: Men
fight for what is theirs, and the more men manning the ramparts of
the Shore, the more safely could the Celtic kingdoms lie behind
them. The old king was watching him closely, as if
guessing what thoughts raced behind the smooth brow and
unexpressive eyes. Mordred met his look. "You are a man of honour, king, and also a man of
wisdom and experience. You know that neither Saxon nor Briton wants
another Badon Hill." Cerdic smiled. "Now you have flashed your weapon at
me, Prince Mordred, and I mine at you. Thatt is done. I said they
would come in peace. But they will come, and many of them. So, let
us talk." He sat back in his chair, shifting a fold of the blue
robe over his arm. "For the present I believe we must assume the
High King's death? " "I think so. If we make plans for that assumption
they can be revised if necessary." "Then I say this. I am willing, and Cynric with me,
who will reign here when I am too old to fight, to remake the
treaty with you that I made with your uncle." A sharp, twinkling
look from under the shaggy brows. "It was your uncle last time we
met. Now your father, it seems?" "Father, yes. And in return?" "More land." "That was easily guessed." Mordred smiled in his
turn. "More men need more land. But you are already too close for
some men's peace of mind. How can you move forward? Between your
lands and ours there lies this stretch of high downland. You see
it." He gestured to the thin patch of barley shoots. "No ploughs,
not even yours, King Cerdic, can make these stony uplands into rich
fields of grain. And I am told that your neighbours, the South
Saxons, no longer grant you free movement there." Cerdic made no immediate reply. He reached behind
him, and a guard put a spear into his hand. Behind Mordred a rustle
and a whisper of metal betrayed quick movement among his own
fighting men. He gestured with a hand, palm down, and the movement
stilled. Cerdic reversed the spear and, leaning forward in his
chair, began to draw in the chalky dust. "Here we are, the men of Wessex. Here, in the rich
corner lands, the South Saxons. And here stand you and I, now. The
lands I am thinking of would he no nearer to your capital than our
present borders. Here. And here." The spear moved gently northward, then, just as
Mordred would have protested, veered to the east and across the
downland towards the upper Thames valley. "This way. This part is
thick forest, and here is marshland, thinly peopled and poor. Both
can he made good." "Surely much of that is already Saxon land? Where
your spear is now, that is the southern region, as they call it, of
the fiddle Saxons?" "The Suthrige. Yes. I told you that we would take
nothing that need trouble you." "Would these settlers accept your people?" "It is agreed." The old king slanted a bright
glance up at the other man. "They are not a strong people, and it
is rumoured that the South Saxons are casting their eyes in that
direction. They will welcome us. And we will make the land good for
ourselves and for them." He went on to talk about his plans, and Mordred
questioned, and they talked for some time. Later Mordred said:
"Tell me, king. My information is not always correct." (This was
not true, and he knew that Cerdic knew it, but the gambit brought a
subject under discussion that neither had liked to broach openly.)
"Since Aelle died, has there been a leader of note among the South
Saxons? The land there is the best in the south, and it has long
seemed to me that the king who held Rutupiae and the lands behind
it held a key in his hand. The key to the mainland of the Continent
and its trade." There was a gleam of appreciation in the old king's
eyes. He did not say in so many words that Aelle's descendants had
no such grasp of the situation, but again, the two men understood
one another. He merely said, thoughtfully: "I am told -though of
course my information is not always correct - that the harbour at
Rutupiae is beginning to silt up, and no attempt is being made to
keep it clear." Mordred, who, too, had heard this, expressed
surprise, and the two men talked for a while longer to their mutual
satisfaction, with at the end a very clear idea that, should Cerdic
decide that the gateway to the Continent would be worth a foray bv
the West Saxons, Mordred with the British would at the very least
refrain from pushing in through the back door, and at the most
would throw his weight in beside the West Saxon king. "With eventual free access for British traders to
the port, of course," he said. "Of course," said Cerdic. So with a good deal of satisfaction on both sides,
the conference ended. The old king set off southward with the elder
thegns, while his younger warriors escorted Mordred and his troops
part of the way north, with a joyous accompaniment of shouting and
weapon-play. Mordred rode alone for most of the way, ahead of the
troops. He was dimly conscious of the noise behind him, where Saxon
and Briton alike seemed to be celebrating what was now an alliance,
rather than a mere treaty of non-aggression. He knew, as Cerdic had
known without saying it, that such an agreement could not so
readily have been reached with the victor of Badon and its
forerunning battles. A new start had been rnade. The day of the
young men had begun. Change was in the air. Plans, long stifled,
buzzed in his brain; and the blood he shared with Ambrosius and
Arthur and Merlin the vanished statesman ran free at last with the
power to do and to make. It is certain that if, on his return to Camelot, he
had found waiting him the royal courier with the news of Arthur's
safety and imminent return, there would have been a perceptible
weight of disappointment among the relief and joy. *** NO COURIER WAS THERE. FOR DAYS NOW THE WIND HAD
BLOWN steadily eastward across the Narrow' Sea, keeping the British
ships sealed in the Breton harbours. But it carried a ship from
Cornwall to Brittany with letters from Constantine the duke. Thev
were identical, addressed the one to King Hoel, and the other to
Bedwyr, and the latter was carried straight to Arthur, where he lay
still at Autun. Mordred has shown himself in his true colours. He
has given out through the kingdoms that King Arthur is slain, and
he has assumed the kingship. The Queen has resioned her regency,
and letters have come bidding me to resign my rights as Arthur's
heir, and accept Mordred as High King. He treats now with Cerdic,
who is to hold the ports of the Saxon Shore against all comers, and
whose son is in Saxony raising his thousands, all of whom swear
allegiance to Mordred. Meanwhile Mordred the King talks with the kings of
Dyfed and Guent, and men from Mona and Powys, and is riding even
now to meet the leaders from the north who have long spoken against
Arthur the High King, wanting freedom for every man to rule as he
wills, without reference to the Round Hall and the Council.
Mordred, perjurer that he is, promises them self-rule and a change
of the law. So he makes allies. Finally, with the High King gone, he plans to take
Queen Guinevere to wife. He has lodged her at Cacrleon, and
consorts with her there. Though the interpretation of Mordred's actions was
Constantine's, the main facts as set out in the letter were true.
As soon as he returned from his meeting with Cerdic, Mordred had
persuaded the Queen to go to Caerleon. Until the truth of Arthur's
death was known, and the country - at present in the inevitable
panic and turmoil following the sudden death of a powerful ruler -
was more settled, and the new chain of command set up and working
smoothly, he wanted, as he had promised, to ensure her safety.
Camelot was as strong a city as Caerleon, but it was too far east;
and any trouble that was coming, as Mordred judged, would come that
way. The west was safe. (Except, he reminded himself, from Duke
Constantine, that silently resentful ex-heir of Arthur's, who had
sent no answer to the courteous invitations of the Council to
discuss the matter at the round table. But Caerleon, armed and
defended, was as safe from him as from any other disaffected
man.) It was too near for Guinevere's liking to her own
homeland of Northgalis, where a cousin now ruled who had wanted
once to marry her, and who said so rather too often to the wife he
eventually had to take. But the alternatives were even less
comfortable. Guinevere would have preferred to take refuge in a
convent, but of the two best sanctuaries, the nearer -the Lake
convent on Ynvs Witrin - was in the Summer Country, and the Queen
would on no account put herself under the protection of its king,
Melwas. The other, at Amesbury, Arthur's own township, which would
have \velcomed her, had failed signally to protect the last queen
it had housed. Morgause's murder still haunted the place. So Mordred, making necessity a pleasure, chose
Caerleon, where he had already convened meetings with those kings
from the west and north with whom he had not already had the chance
to talk. He escorted the Queen there himself, embarking with her at
Ynys Witrin, and setting sail for the lsca's mouth on the shore of
the Severn Sea. The voyage was calm, the sea gentle, the breezes
light and fresh. It was a golden interval in the turmoil of that
violent summer. The Queen kept apart with her ladies, but in the
morning and evening of the two days voyage Mordred visited her and
they talked. On one of these occasions she told him, briefly and
without detail, why she had been so reluctant to take refuge with
King Melwas. It appeared that many years ago, in the hot spring of
youth, Melwas had abducted the Queen by force and stratagem, and
carried her off to a remote island in the water-logged fens of the
Summer Country. There, by his magic, Merlin had discovered her, and
had led Bedwyr to a timely rescue. Later, Arthur and Melmas had
fought, a notable combat, at the end of which the King, being the
victor, had spared Melwas's life. "After that?" said Mordred, shocked for once into
bluntness. "I would have dragged him to your feet and killed him
there, slowly." "And had every man and woman in the kingdoms sure of
his guilt and my shame?" She spoke calmly, but her cheeks had
reddened, whether at the memory of that shame or at the young man's
fervour it was impossible to guess. Mordred bit his lip. He recalled the story that
Agravain had once told at a meeting of the Young Celts,. and that
he, Mordred, had not believed. So it was true; and now the cryptic
references made by Bedwyr and Arthur at the site of the princess
Elen's rape became clear. He remembered further: the girl's
violated body lying under its scrambled covering of pine
needles. He said thickly: "Later, then. But policy or no
policy, I would not have let him live." He took his leave then. After he had gone the Queen
sat for a long while without moving, looking out across the
deck-rail at the shining water, and the distant shore sliding by ,
with its trees like clouds, and the clouds above them like
towers. Having installed Guinevere in comfort in the Queen's
palace at Caerleon, Mordred plunged into the round of meetings with
the leaders and petty kings assembled in the fortress to meet him.
What he had not expected, and what Constantine, that western duke,
knew well, was the dissatisfaction, even hostility, he found there
for some of Arthur's policies. In the remoter highlands, the
silver-age Romanization so dear to Ambrosius and Arthur had never
been acceptable. It was not only the young men who wanted change;
the older kings, too, were chafing against what they saw as the
restrictive policies of a remote and lowland center of government.
Arthur, in attempting to restore the territorial integrity of Roman
Britain, had remodelled his federation of kingdoms in a way that to
many of the rulers seemed outdated. To these men Mordred, outlander
and Young Celt, was the leader they hoped for. That Arthur had just
stood against actual Roman domination in defense of the Celtic
lands would do much to bring him nearer their hearts again, but
Arthur was presumed dead, and it became increasingly apparent that
in the Celtic Highlands his return would not be altogether
welcome. Mordred trod carefully, talked sparingly, counted
the allies sworn to his banner, and went even evening to see the
Queen. It was perhaps a little sad to see how Guinevere lighted up
at his visits, and how eagerly she plied him with questions. He
answered her readily, keeping her more fully informed than Arthur
had found time to do, of every move of state. She did not guess
that he was simply taking every chance of seeing her, and every
means of prolonging his meetings with her, letting her grow easier
with him, become used to him in his role of ruler and protector.
She thought merely that he was trying to bring her comfort and
distraction, and was grateful accordingly, and her gratitude, in
that time of uncertainty, grief and fear, brought her (as Mordred
had hoped) within touching distance of tenderness, and sighting
distance of love. At any rate, when he held her hand to kiss it,
or, greatly daring, laid his own over it by way of comfort, she no
longer hurried to withdraw from his touch. As for Mordred, with his new authority, the
uncertainty, the brilliant starting of long-held plans, the
closeness of the longdesired and lovely Guinevere, he was swept
forward from day to day on a full tide of sovereignty and power,
and it is doubtful if at this stage he could have gone back. In
love, as in other things, there comes a time when the will resigns
and franks the desire, and then not even Orpheus, turning back,
could cause his love to vanish. He had had that one glimpse of her,
the real Guinevere, a lonely woman afraid of life, a leaf to be
blown into a safe corner by any strong wind. He would be - was -her
safety. He was subtle enough to see that she recognized it, and
used her gently He could wait. So the days went by, and the wind still closed the
Narrow Sea, and each of them, constantly, watched the road and the
harbour for the messenger from Brittany. And each spent hours of
the night watching the dark and thinking, thinking, and when they
finally slept it was not of each other they dreamed, but of
Arthur. Of Duke Constantine, brooding in his Cornish castle,
they did not think at all. Chapter 7 Constantine's letter was brought to Arthur at his
camp near Autun. King Hoel, feeling his years and his ailments now
that the battle was over, had withdrawn towards home. But for
Gawain, who in these days was always at his elbow, Arthur was
alone. He was also very tired. He had returned from the
brief punitive foray into the mountains to find near-panic among
the troops who, though still searching among the heaped dead for
his body, believed themselves kingless. Even his return permitted
little rejoicing, for Bedwyr, worse hurt than he had admitted, or
that anyone had judged, was now seriously ill, and the surgeons
shook their heads over the pallet where he lay unconscious in an
annex of the royal pavilion. So Arthur was alone in more ways than one. Bedwyr
was dying. Cei, the elder foster-brother with whom he had been
brought up, was dead. Caius Valerius, too, the aqeing vvarrior,
veteran of Ambrosius's wars, and friend to Uther Pendragon and
Merlin . . . The list seemed endless, the names a roll culled from
the tale of Arthur's past glories, or even a simple tally of his
friends. Of those close to him Gawain alone was unwounded, and he,
flown with the joy of his first great fight and resounding victory,
had proved himself a stronn support. To him Arthur, feeling his age
for the first time (though he was by many years King Hoel's
junior), turned in gratitude and affection. He started to read the duke's letter. Through the
skins of the tent wall he could hear the groaning and muttering
where Bedwyr tossed on his sickbed. He would die before
morning, they said, if the fever did not break. The letter again. Mordred . . . making himself High
King, talking with Cerdic, gathering the kings of Wales and the
north... "Well," said Arthur, frowning; his head ached and
the torchlight made the words smim. "well, all this is to be
expected. If news of my supposed death was taken to Mordred, he
would take exactly these steps. We spoke of it before he left
Kerrec. He was to meet with Cerdic to ratify the treaty and talk
over a possible new settlement in the future. Now, if my death was
reported to him, he may well have thought it expedient to negotiate
new terms, since the old treaty would then be invalid." "New terms! An alliance that sounds like folly at
its best, and at its worst a deadly peril! This about
Cynric,raising fresh Saxon levies over here. Did you know,
uncle?" On the other side of the tent wall the sick man
cried out, then was silent. Someone spoke hurriedly, there was
muttering, quick footsteps, the swish of robes. The King was half
on his feet, the parchment falling to the floor, forgotten, when
the muttering began again. Not death yet, then; not quite yet.
Arthur sank back in his chair. "Did vou know about Cynric?" persisted Gawain. "Cynric? Oh, calling men to his standard in Saxony.
No, but if it is true--" "I'm pretty sure it's true," said Gawain. "I've
alreadv heard rumours going about the camp. Men massing by the
Neustrian shore. Longships lying in the harbours like arrows jammed
in a quiver. And for what? Cynric sails, and Cerdic moves towards
the southeast ports to meet him, then the South Saxons are caught
between the two, and the whole southeast will be Cerdic's, with
freedom to invite whomsoever he pleases to come over and swell his
army. The South Saxons have been the other wall that contained him,
and who is to contain him now?" His angry eves olared into the
King's, as if the latter's composure chafed him. If he heard the
sounds from beyond the wall, he gave no sign of it. He had not
attempted to lower his voice. "No doubt the next courier will bring me a report of
Cynric's doings." Arthur sounded weary but relativelv unworried.
"But for the rest of this letter, Gawain, remember who writes. Duke
Constantine did not take kindly to Mordred's nomination as regent:
He will have taken even less kindly to his appointment as my sole
heir. Everything he says there-" He gestured to the letter on the
floor, and Gawain stooped to pick it up. "Everything he says that
Mordred has done, Mordred and I agreed should be done. We only have
Constantine's word, which is hardly the word of a friend, for the
way it is being done." "But surely Mordred himself should have sent a
report? If Constantine's man could get through-" "If he believed the report of my death," said
Arthur, " to whom would he send it?" Gawain, with an impatient shrug, started to hand
the letter back to his uncle. Then he checked. "There's more here.
On the other side, see?" Arthur took it from him, saw the last sentences on
the back, and began to read them aloud. "'Finally, with the High King gone, he plans to
take Queen Guinevere to wife. He has lodged her at Caerleon, and -"
He did not finish it, but Gawain did, on a rising note where
genuine anger was shot with a kind of triumph. "And consorts with her there! " He swung away, then
back to the King. "Uncle, whether or not he believes you dead, this
is the act of a traitor! He has no proof as yet, no shadow of
reason for hauling the Queen off to Caerleon, and paying his court
to her! You say the rest of this letter could be true.... If it is,
in whatever fashion, then this must be true also!" "Gawain -" began the King, in a warning voice, but
Gawain, burning, swept on: "No, you must hear me! I'm your kin. You'll hear
truth from me. I can tell you this, uncle, Mordred wanted the
kingdom always. I know how ambitious he was, even at home in the
islands, even before he knew he was your son. Your son, yes! But
still a fisher-brat, a peasant with a peasant's guile and greed,
and a huckster's honour! He's taken the first chance to turn
traitor and get what he wants. With the Saxons and the Welsh at his
back, and the Queen at his side. . . 'consorts' indeed! He wasted
no time! I've seen the way he looked at her-" Something in Arthur's face stopped him there. It was
hard to say what it was for the King looked like a dead man carved
in grey stone. Something about him suggested a man who sees at his
feet a deadly pitfall lined with spears, and who with sheer
stubborn faith holds to the one frail sapling that may stop him
from falling. There was silence now from the next room. Arthur's voice was still steady, still reasonable,
but without life or tone. "Gawain. The last thing I enjoined on my
son was, in the event of my death, to care for and protect the
Queen. He stands to her also as a son. What has been said, we shall
forget." Gawain bowed his head and muttered something that
might have been an apology. Arthur handed him the letter. "Burn
this letter. Now. That's it," as Gawain held the parchment up to a
torch and watched it blacken and curl into crow's feathers. "Now I
must go to Bedwyr. In the morning -" He did not finish. He began to get to his feet,
moving slowly, putting weight on the arms of his chair like an old
man, or a sick one. Gawain, who was fond of him, was seized with
sudden compunction, and spoke more gently: "I'm sorry, uncle, believe me, I am. I know you
don't want to believe this of Mordred, so let us hope there is news
soon. Meamvhile, is there anything I can do for you?" "Yes. You can go and give the orders for our return
home. Whatever the truth of the matter, I shall have to go back.
Either I must deal with Mordred, or with Constantine. This is not
the time to pursue our victory further, or even to call for talks
with the emperor. Instead, I shall send him a message." "Yes?" queried Gawain, as the King paused. Arthur's look was cryptic. "A task that will please
you. See that Lucius Quintilianus's body is disinterred and sent to
the emperor, with this message: that this is the tribute that the
British pay to Rome. Now leave me. I must go to Bedwyr." *** BEDWYB DID NOT DIE. THE SILENCE THAT HAD FRIGHTENED
THE King was not death, or coma, but sleep, and the sick man woke
from it with his fever gone and his wounds cool. Arthur, in spite
of what might lie ahead of him, could set out for Britain with a
free mind and a lighter heart. *** THE KING SET SAIL AT LAST ON A CLOUDY DAY WITH WHITE
SPUME blowing back from the wave-tops and the far sky leaning low
over the heaving grey. The sea witch, it seemed, held sway over the
Channel waters. Though the wind had changed its quarter at last,
sea and sky alike still seemed to conspire against Arthur her old
enemy. Even the gulls, flakes ripped from the white waves, drove to
and fro in the wind with shrieks of uncanny laughter, like a
mockery. A gloomy, driving sea, without glitter, without light,
heaved northward in the sudden turn of the wind. A gust took the
Sea Dragon's standard and shredded it into streamers that whirled
downwind. "An omen," men whispered, but Arthur, looking up,
laughed, and said: "He has gone ahead of us. If we seize the weather,
we shall by as fast as he." And fly they did. What they could not know was that
Cynric's Saxons had seized the same chance of wind, and that the
longboats were also on their way across the Narrow Sea. Long and
low, in those heaving seas the British caught no sight of them
until, in the final gleams of a late and clouded afternoon, as they
scudded along with the line of the Saxon Shore like a white wall on
the horizon, the Sea Dragon's lookout saw what looked like Saxon
longships riding in nearer the coast. But when the King, with the heavy slowness that he
showed these days, clambered up to a viewpoint by the mast, the
longships -or their shadows were gone. "South Saxon ships, caught by the change of wind,"
said the master, at Arthur's elbow. "Shallow draught. They're
lucky. They'll be back at anchor now, and no trouble to us. If we
-" He did not finish. A shout from the masthead made
them all look round. Low over the sea, its rain tearing out like a
witch's hair, came a squall. Its shadow fled on before like a doom.
The master shouted. The seamen ran to their places. King, knights,
sailors gripped the nearest stay. The squall struck. In an instant all was screaming
wind and rain. The air was black. Water cascaded down, whipping
their faces so that they covered their eyes. The little ship shook
and shuddered, stopped as if struck on a rock, then heeled over,
reared and bucked like a frightened horse. Ropes strained and
snapped. The whole ship's structure groaned. Somewhere a crack of
timber gave warning. The squall blew for perhaps ten minutes. When, as
suddenly as it had come, it blew away, fleeing over the sea above
its shadow, the fleet, scattered and damaged, found itself driven
almost within hailing distance of the coast. But the coast \vas the
West Saxon shore, and there was no way that they could beat farther
westward against a capricioush, veering wind, to make the Dumnonian
harbours, or even the debated shelter of Potters' Bay. The King, with water licking the lower deck of the
Sea Dragon, and two of her sister ships wallowing badly alongside,
gave the order. And so the sea witch drove Arthur ashore in Saxon
territory where Cerdic's son Cynric, watching for the stragglers of
his own immigrant fleet, rested with a band of his men after their
stormy voyage. To him, from the ruins of the Roman lighthouse, came
the watchman, running. Ships - three ships, and others heading
shorewards behind them -were coming into the deep harbour to
westward. There was no standard, no device. But by their lines and
rig they were British ships, and they were setting inshore where
they surely had no right to be. He had had, in the rapidly
worsening light, no hint of their beaten condition. Cynric did not know that the proposed immigration
was known to and approved by the British: nor could he know that,
by Mordred's new treaty with Cerdic, the incoming British ships
were welcome to land. He drew his own conclusions. His landing had
been observed, and was now, perhaps, to be opposed. He sent a
messenger urgently inland to report his arrival and summon Cerdic's
help, then gathered his men together to oppose the British
landing. *** IF THE TWO FORCES COULD HAVE HELD APART LONG ENOUGH
FOR the leaders to recognize one another or dispatch and receive a
message, all might have been well. But they met in the growing dusk
of that murky day, each side bent on its own desperate course and
blind to all else. The Saxons were tired after a stormy voyage, and
most of them strange to the country and therefore alive to
apprehension. Thev also had with them their women and children.
Primed with legends about the wars fought for each hide of land
since Hengist's time, and seeing the incoming troops at a
disadvantage as their craft ran inshore, they seized their weapons
and raced down to the attack. Arthur was indeed at a sad disadvantage. His men
were highly trained and seasoned troops, but they had had little
rest, and were some of them still suffering badly from the effects
of the voyage. He did have one stroke of luck: the horse carriers,
seeking a flat beach, had ventured farther along the coast to land,
so those of the cavalry mounts which had survived the crossing
uninjured were safely got to shore some distance off. But they
-Arthur's best troops could be no help against Cynric's men. Arthur
and those of his knights who were with him, met by armed Saxons as
they struggled up the steep and streaming pebbles of the shore,
fought on foot and in no sort of order. The struggle was
disorganized, bloody and, on both sides, disastrous. Just before dark a panting messenger on a lathered
pony came to Cynric's side. The message passed. Cerdic was on his
may and Britain's new king with him. Cynric was to withdraw. Cynric, thankfully, withdrew as best he could his
men streaming off inland into the gathering darkness, guided by the
messenger towards the oncoming army of the West Saxons. Arthur, exhausted but unhurt, listened in silence to
the report of someone who had heard the Saxon's shouted message.
"It was Cynric himself, my lord, who led this attack. Now he has
sent to his father for help, and Cerdic is coming. With Britain's
new king, I heard them say so, marching against you to help Cynric
and these invaders." Arthur, weary to death and grieving over his losses,
which were even now being assessed, leaned heavily on his spear,
confused, and, what was strange to him, irresolute. That "Britain's
new king" must be Mordred was obvious. Even if Mordred believed
him, Arthur, dead, he would hardly march with Saxons to intercept
British troopships obviously bringing home Arthur's battle-weary
troops, unless Constantine had been right, and he coveted the
kingdom to the point of treachery. Someone was approaching, his feet sliding in the
grinding pebbles. As Arthur turned, half expecting the angry Orkney
voice at his elbow, triumphant over this evidence of treachery, a
man came up. "My lord, my lord! Prince Gawain is hurt. His boat
was wrecked as it drove ashore, and he was wounded even before he
could come to land. It is thought that he is dying." "Take me there," said the King. Gawain had been carried ashore on a stretcher of
smashed planking from the wrecked boat. The remains of this,
splintered and gaping, lay tilted on the shingle in the edge of the
tide. Bodies of the dead and wounded lay about on the beach,
looking like heaps of sodden clothing. Gawain was conscious, but it was plain that he had
received his dealth wound. His face was waxen, and his breathing
shallow and sparse. Arthur bent over him. "How is it with you,
nephew?" The pale lips gaped. In a while Gawain whispered:
"My evil luck. Just as the war starts." The war he had wanted, had almost worked for. The
King put the thought aside, and stooping lower, moistened the dying
man's lips from his wine flask. The lips moved again. "What's that' I didn't
hear." "Bedwyr," said Gawain. "Yes," said the King, wondering. "Bedwyr is well
enough. They say he is recovering fast." "Bedwyr. . ." "Gawain, I know that you have much to forgive
Bedwyr for, but if you are asking me to take any message other than
one of forgiveness and friendship, you ask in vain, dying or
no." "Not that. Bring Bedwyr back now. Needed. Help
you kill ... the traitor ... Mordred." Arthur made no reply to that. But in a few moments
he could see that none was needed. So, still counselling murder and strife, died the
fourth of Morgause's sons. Leaving only the one, Mordred, his own
son. Mordred, the traitor? Chapter 8 Mordred was back in Camelot when the news reached
him of fighting on the south coast. No details were given. Mindful
of his commitment to Cerdic, he gathered what troops were available
and hastened southward, falling in with tile West Saxon army just
as a second messenger came panting with a fuller but strange
-sounding version of what had happened. His story was this: King Arthur's troopships had
been sighted by the Saxon shore-dwellers, appearing soon after the
longships, unable to reach the harbour at the mouth of the ltchen,
had discharged their cargo of immigants in the shallow, sheltered
water behind Seal Island. Then a flying scud of cloud and mist had
blotted out the fleet. The Saxon incomers, nervous, and not knowing
what to expect from the approaching, ships, had hurried their women
and children inland away from the shore, and gathered in a
defensive crowd within reach of signals from the lighthouse. The
shore-folk who had come down to receive them gave them quick
reassurance. Thev were safe now. The High King's ships, whether or
no the King himself was on board, would not come into the shore
ports, which were by treaty ceded to the Saxons these many
years. But hard on the reassurance came the runner frorn
the lighthouse, gasping. The ships had turned under cover of the
squall, had come inshore, and were even now landing armed men on
the beaches only a short way to the west. It was apparent that,
having been warned of this fresh influx of Saxon immigrants, Arthur
had hoped to stop them by sea, but having failed, had sent his
troops ashore to kill them or take them prisoner. To those who
expressed doubt of this -these were the citizens of long standing,
and Cynric himself was among them - the newcomers would not listen.
The risk was too great. If the British meant business, and were
allowed time to get their horses ashore . . . Everyone knew the
reputation of Arthur's cavalry. . . . So the Saxons, unorganized and weary as they were,
had charged to the beaches and closed with Arthur's men. There they
had met slaughter and defeat, and now exhausted, were struggling
inland with the frightened inhabitants of the shore villages, with
Arthur and his cavalrty in pursuit. And, the messenger concluded
with a sidelong gIance of mistrust at Mordred, the Saxons - men,
women, and little children - cried to their king for help against
Arthur the breaker of treaties, the invader of their rightful
Kingdom, the slaver of lawful and peaceful incomers. The distressful tale came pelting out, in the rough
tongue of the Saxon peasant. It is doubtful if Mordred understood
more than one word in three. But he grasped the central fact, and,
rigid it Cerdic's side, felt the cold creep over him as if the
blood drained from his body down into the chalky carth. The man
stopped speaking, Cerdic began an a question, but across it
Mordred, for once needless of courtesy, demanded harshly: "Thc High King? Is that what he is saying? That
Arthur himself is there?" "Yes. It seems," said Cerdic, with fierce
self-control. "that we have moved too soon, prince Mordred!" "This is certain?" "Certain." "This changes everything." Mordred, with an effort,
made the understatement calmly, but his mind was whirling. What had
happened could lead - had already led - to complete disaster: for
himself, for the Queen, for the future of Britain. Cerdic, watching him closely under those fierce
brows, merely nodded. "Tell me exactly what has happened," said Mordred
quickly. "I hardly understood. If there could be any possibility of
error..." "As we go," said Cerdic. "Ride beside me. There is
no time to waste. It seems that Arthur is not content with taking
the shore villages, but he has driven their people inland, and is
gathering his cavalry for pursuit. We must go to defend them." He
spurred his pony, and as Mordred brought his own mount alongside,
the old king repeated the rest of the messenger's tale. Almost before he had done, Mordred, who had been
biting his lips with impatient fury, exploded. "This is absurd! Room for doubt, indeed! It is
simply not to be believed! The High King break his own treaty? Is
it not patent that his ships were driven ashore by the storm, and
made landfall where they could?For one thing only, if he had
intended to attack, he would have landed his cavalry first. It
sounds to me as if he had been forced to go ashore, and that
Cynric's people attacked on suspicion, without even an attempt at
parley." "That much is certainly true. But according to this
man they knew only that the ships were British; the royal ship flew
no standard. This in itself was suspicious -" Mordred felt a sudden leap of the heart: shame and
hope together; the chance that all, still, could be well. (Well? He
did not pause, in that shame and hope, to examine the thought.)
"Then it is possible that Arthur himself was not there? Was Arthur
seen? Recognized? If his standard was not flying -" "Once the British gained the beach, the Dragon was
raised. He was there. This man saw him himself. Gawain as well.
Gawain, incidentally, is dead." The horses' hoofs beat softly on the sodden ground.
Rain drove in their faces. After a long silence Mordred said, his
voice once more cool and steady: "Then if Arthur lives, his treaty with you still
stands. It cancels the new alliance, which was made on the
assumption of his death. What's more, it is certain that he would
not break that treaty. What could he stand to gain? He fought only
because he was attacked. King Cerdic, you cannot make this a cause
for war." "For whatever reason, the treaty has been broken,"
said Cerdic. "He has advanced, armed, into my country, and has
killed my people. And others have been driven from their homes.
They have called to me for help, and I have to answer their call. I
shall get the truth from Cynric when we meet. If you do not wish to
ride with us-" "I shall ride with you. If the King is indeed
bringing his troops ashore through Saxon territory, then it is of
necessity. He does not want war. This I know. There has been a
tragic error. I know Arthur, and so, king, should you. He favours
the council chamber, not the sword." Cerdic's smile was grim. "Lately, perhaps. After he
got his way." "Why not?" retorted Mordred. "Well, ride to join
Cynric if you must, but talk with Arthur, too, before any further
follies are committed. If you will not, then you must give me leave
to talk with him myself. We can come out of this storm yet, king,
into calm weather." "Very well," said the old king heavily, after a
pause. "You know what vou must do. But if it does come to fighting
-" "It must not." "If Arthur fights, then I shall fight him. But you
-what of you, Prince Mordred? You are no longer bound to me. And
will your men obey you? They were his." "And are now mine," said Mordred shortly. "But with
your leave, I shall not put their loyalty to the test on this
field. If parley fails, then we shall see." Cerdic nodded, and the two men rode on side by side
in silence. Mordred, as events were to prove, was right in his
judgment of his army. The main body of his troops were men who had
trained and served under him, and who had accepted him willingly as
king. If a new Saxon war was to be started, the people -the
townspeople, the merchants, the now thriving farmers in their lands
made safe by the old treaties -wanted none of it. Mordred's recent
announcement of his decision to ratify the treaty and, more, close
an alliance with the powerful West Saxon king had been welcomed
loudly in the halls and marketplaces. His officers and men followed
him loyaIly. Whether they would take arms against Arthur himself,
for whatever reason, was another matter. But of course it would not
come to that. . . . Arthur, leaving a picked force of men to ward the
beached ships wile the storm damage was repaired, led the remainder
of his army fast inland, hoping to avoid the Saxon stragglers and
reach the border without further trouble. But soon his scouts
returned with the news that Cerdic himself, marching to his son's
rescue, was between the British and home. And presently through a
gap of the high dovvnland, they could see the spears and tossing
horsehair of Gerdic's war-band, with in the rear, dimly glimpsed
through the rain, the glitter of cavalry massed and orderly under
what looked like the Dragon of Arthur's own standard. Less
mistakable was Mordred himself, riding beside Cerdic at the head of
the Saxons. The troops recognized him first. Mordred, the
traitor. The mutter went through the ranks. There were men there
who had heard Gawain's dying words, and now at the sight of Mordred
himself, approaching vvith the Saxon army, conspicuous on the
glossy black horse that had been Arthur's gift, a growl went round,
like a wind-borne echo of Gawain's final breath. "Mordred!
Traitor!" It was as if the cry had burst in Arthur's own
brain. The doubts, the accumulation of exhaustion and grief, the
accusations levelled by Gawain, whom in spite of his faults Arthur
had loved, weighed on the King and numbed his powers of thought.
Caught in his unguarded confusion, in the aftermath of so much
grief and loss, he recalled at last, as if the winds had blown
that, too, out of the past, the doom foretold by Merlin and echoed
by Nimue. Mordred, born to be his bane. Mordred, the death-dealer.
Mordred, here on this dark battlefield, riding against him at the
head of the Saxons, his ancient enemies ... The canker of suspicion, biting with sudden pain,
became certainty against all belief, against all hope of error, it
must be true. Mordred, the traitor. Cerdic's army was moving, massing. The Saxon king,
his arm thrown up in command, was speaking to Mordred. In the
throng behind the two leaders there was an ominous shouting and
clash of shields. Arthur was never one to wait for surprise. Before
Cerdic could form his war-band for battle, his cavalry charged.
Mordred, shouting, spurred forward, but Cerdic's hand came down on
his rein. "Too late. There'll be no talking today Get back to
your men. And keep them off my back. Do you hear me?" "Trust me," said Mordred, and, wheeling his horse,
lashed the reins down on its neck and sent it back through the
Saxon ranks at a gallop. His men, some wav to the rear of the Saxons, had not
yet seen what was happening. The regent's orders were curt and
urgent. "Flight" was not the word he used, but that was the essence
of the order. To his officers he was brief: "The High King is here, and joins battle with
Cerdic. We have no part in this. I will not lead you against
Arthur, but nor can I take Arthur's part against a man whose hand I
have taken in treaty. Let this day come to an end and we will sort
things out like reasonable men. Get the troops back towards
Camelot." So, with unbloodied swords and fresh horses, the
regent's army retreated fast towards its base, leaving the
field to the two ageing kings. Arthur's star still held steady. He was, as Merlin
had foretold, the victor in every field he took. The Saxons broke
and yielded the field, and the High King, pausing only to gather
the wounded and bury his dead, set off towards Camelot, in pursuit
of Mordred's apparently fleeing troops. Of the battle at Cerdices-leaga it can only be said
that no one celebrated a victory. Arthur won the fighting, but left
the lands open again to their Saxon owners. The Saxons, gathering
their dead and counting their losses, saw their old borders still
intact. But Cerdic, looking after the British force as, collected
now and orderlv, it left the field, made a vow. "There will be another day, even for you, Arthur.
Another day. " Chapter 9 The day came. It came with the hope of truce and
the time to achieve sense and moderation. Mordred was the first to show sense. He made no
attempt to enter Camelot, much less to hold it against its King. He
halted his troops short of the citadel, on the flat fields along
the little River Camel. These were their practice grounds, and an
encampment was there, furnished ready with supplies. This was as
well, for already the warnings of war had gone out. The villagers,
obedient it seemed to words carried on the wind, had withdrawn into
the citadel, their women, children and cattle housed in the common
land to the northeast within the walls. Mordred, going the rounds
that night, found his men puzzled, beginning to be angry, but
loyal. The main opinion seemed to be that the High King, in his
age, was failing in judgment. He had wronged the Saxon king; that
was one thing, and soon forgiven; but also he had wronged his son,
the regent Mordred, who had been a faithful guardian of the kingdom
and of the King's wife. So they said to Mordred; and they were
visibly cheered when Mordred assured them that the next move would
be a parley; there would soon, he said, be daylight on these dark
doings. "No sword will be drawn against the High King," he
told them, "except we be forced to defend ourselves from him
through calumny." *** HE ASKED FOR A PARLEY," SAID ARTHUR TO BORS. Between the two armies the Camel, a small stream,
flowed glittering among its reeds and kingcups. The stormy skies
had cleared, and the sun shone again in his summer splendour.
Beyond Mordred's tents and standards rose the great flat-topped
hill of Caer Camel, with the towers of Camelot gold-crowned against
the sky. "Yes. For three reasons. The first is that my men
are weary and need rest; they are within sight of the homes they
have not seen these many weeks, and will be all the more eager to
get there. The second is that I need time, and reinforcements." "And the third?" "Well, it may even he that
Mordred has something to say. Not only does he lie between my men
and their homes and wives, hut between me and mine. That needs more explaining than even a sword can do." The two armies settled watchfully down, and
messengers, duly honoured and escorted, passed between them. Three
other messengers raent secretly and swiftly from Arthur's camp: one
to Caerleon, with a letter to the Queen; one to Cormvall, bidding
Constantine to his side; and the third to Brittany, asking for
Bedwyr's help, and, when he could, his presence. Sooner than expected, the looked-for herald came.
Bedwyr, though still not fully recovered from his sickbed, was on
his way, and with his splendid cavalry would be at the King's side
within a few days. And none too soon. It had come to the King's ears
that certain of the petty kings from the north were marching with
the intention of joining Mordred. And the Saxons along the whole
length of the Shore were reported to be massing for a drive
inland. For neither of these things was Mordred
responsible, and indeed, he would have prevented them if at this
stage it had been possible; but Mordred, like Arthur, was, without
the wish for it, without the reason, being thrust closer hour by
hour to a brink from which neither man could take a backward
step. *** IN A CASTLE FAR TO THE NORTH, BESIDE A WINDOW WHERE
THE birds of morning sang in the birch trees, Nimue the enchantress
threw back the coverlets and rose from her bed. "I must go to
Applegarth." Pelleas, her husband, stretched a lazy hand out and
pulled her to him where he still lay in bed. "Within raven's stoop of the battlefield?" "Who said it would be a battlefield?" "You, my dear. In your sleep last night." She lifted herself from him, with her robe half
round her, staring down. Her eyes were wide, blurred still with
sleep, and tragic. He said gently: "Come, love, it's a hard gift to
have, but you have grown used to it now. You've spoken of this, and
looked for it, for a long time. There is nothing you can do." "Only warn, and warn again." "You have warned them both. And before you Merlin
gave the same vvarning. Mordred will be Arthur's bane. Now it is
coining, and though you say Mordred is no traitor in his heart, he
has been led to act in ways that must appear treacherous to all
men, and certainly to the King." "But I know the gods. I speak with them. I walk with
them. They do not mean us to cease to act, just because we believe
that action is dangerous. They have always hidden threats with
smiles, and grace lurks behind every cloud. We may hear their
words, but who is to interpret them beyond doubt?" "But Mordred -" "Merlin would have wished him dead at birth, and so
would the King. But from him already much good has come. If even
now they might be brought to talk together, the kingdom might be
saved. I will not sit idly by and assume the gods' doom. I will go
to Applegarth." "To do what?" "Tell Arthur that there is no treachery here, only
ambition and desire. Two things he himself showed in abundance in
youth. He will listen to me, and believe me. They must talk
together, or between them they will break our Britain in two, and
let her enemies into the breach that they have made. And who, this
time, will repair it?" *** IN THE QUEENS PALACE AT CAERLEON THE COURIER BROUGHT
the letter to Guinevere. She knew the man; he had gone many times
between herself and Mordred. She turned the letter over in her hand, saw the
seal, and went as white as chalk. "This is not the regent's seal. It is from the
King's ring, that was on his hand. They have found him, then? My
lord is trulv dead?" The man, who was still on his knee, caught the roll
as it fell from her hand, and rising, hacked a step, staring. "Why, no, madam. The King lives and is well. You
have had no news, then? There have been sore happenings, lady, and
all is far from well. But the King is safely back in Britain." "He lives? Arthur lives? Then the letter -give me
the letter! - it is frorn the King himself?" "Why, yes, madam." The man gave it again into her
hand. The colour was back in her cheeks, but the hand shook with
which she tried to break the seal. A confusion of feelings played
across her face like shadows driving over moving water. At the
other end of the room her ladies, in a whispering cluster, watched
anxiously, and the man, obedient to a gesture from the chief of
them, went softly from the room. The ladies, avid for his news,
went rustling after him. The Queen did not even notice their going. She had
begun to read. When the mistress of the ladies returned, she found
Guinevere alone and in visible distress. "What, my lady, weeping? When the High King is
alive?" All Guineverewould say was "I am lost. They are at war, and
whatever comes of it, I am lost." Later she rose. "I cannot stay here. I must go
back." "To Camelot, madam? The armies are there." "No, not to Camelot. I will go to Amesbury. None of
you need come with me unless you wish it. I shall need nothing
there. Tell them for me, please. And help me make ready. l shall go
now. Yes, now, tonight." Mordred's messenger, arriving as the morning
marketcarts rumbled over the Isca bridge, found the palace in
turmoil, and the Queen gone. Chapter 10 It was a bright day, the last of summer. Early in
the morning the heralds of the two hosts led the leaders to the
long-awaited parley. Mordred had not slept. All night long he had lain,
thinking. What to say. How to say it. What words to use that would
be straightforward enough to permit of no misinterpretation, but
not so blunt as to antagonize. How to explain to a man as tired, as
suspicious and full of grief as the ageing King, his, Mordred's,
own dichotomy: the joy in command that could be, and was,
unswervingly loyal, but that could never again be secondary.
(Co-rulers, perhaps? Kings of North and South? Would Arthur even
consider it?) At the truce table tomorrow he and his father would
be meeting for the first time as equal leaders, rather than as
before, King and deputy. But two very different leaders. Mordred
knew that when his time came he would be not a copy of his father,
but a different king. Arthur was of his own generation; by nature
his son had his thoughts and ambitions channelled otherwise. Even
without the difference in their upbringing this would have been so.
Mordred's hard necessity was not Arthur's, but each man's
commitment was the same: total. Whether the old King could ever be
brought to accept the new ways that Mordred could foresee, ways
that had been embodied (though in the end discreditably) in the
phrase "Young Celts," without seeing them as treachery; he could
not guess. And then there was the Queen. That was one thing he
could not say. "Even were you dead, with Bedwyr still living, what
chance had I?" He groaned and turned on the pillow, then bit his
lip in case the guards had heard him. Omens bred too fast when the
armies were out. He knew himself a leader. Even now, with the High
King's standard flying over his encampment by the Lake, Mordred's
men were loyal. And with them, encamped beyond the hill, were the
Saxons. Between himself and Cerdic, even now, there might be the
possibility of a fruitful alliance; a concourse of farmers, he had
called it, and the old Saxon had laughed. . . . But not between
Cerdic and Arthur; not now, not ever.... Dangerous ground;
dangerous words. Even to think such thoughts was folly now. Was he,
at this most hazardous of moments, seeing himself as a better king
than Arthur? Different, yes. Better, perhaps, for the times, at any
rate the times to come? But this was worse than folly. He turned
again, seeking a cool place on the pillow, trying to think himself
back into the mind of Arthur's son, dutiful, admiring, ready to
conform and to obey. Somewhere a cock crew,. From the scrambled edges of
sleep, he saw the hens come running down the salt grass to the
pebbled shore. Sula was scattering the food. Overhead the gulls
swept and screamed, some of them daring to swoop for it. Sula,
laughing, waved an arm to beat them aside. Shrill as a gull's scream, the trumpet sounded
for the day of parley. *** HALF A MILE AWAY, IN HIS TENT NEAR THE LAKE SHORE,
ARTHUR slept, but his sleep was an uneasy one, and in it came a
dream. He dreamed that he was riding by the Lake shore, and there,
standing in a boat, poling it through the shallow water, stood
Nimue; only it was not Nimue, it was a boy, with Merlin's eyes. The
boy looked at him gravely, and repeated, in Merlin's voice, what
Nimue had said to him yesterday when, arriving at the convent on
Ynys Witrin among her maidens, she had sent to beg speech with
him. "You and I, Emrys," she had said, giving him the
boyhood name Merlin had used for him, "have let ourselves be
blinded by prophecy. We have lived under the edge of doom, and feel
ourselves now facing the long-threatened fate. But hear this,
Emrys: fate is made by men, not gods. Our own follies, not the
gods, foredoom us. The gods are spirits; they work by men's hands,
and there are men who arc brave enough to stand up and say: "I am a
man, I will not." "Listen to me, Arthur. The gods have said that
Mordred will be your bane. If he is so, it will not be through his
own act. Do not force him to that act.... I will tell you now what
should have remained a secret between Mordred and myself. He came
to me some time ago, to Applegarth, to seek my help against the
fate predicted for him. He swore to kill himself sooner than harm
you. If I had not prevented him, he would have died then. So who is
guilty, he or I? And he came to me again, on Btyn Myrddin, seeking
what comfort I, Merlin, could give him. If he could seek to defy
the gods, then so, Arthur, can you. Lay, by your sword, and listen
to him. Take no other counsel, but talk with him, listen, and
learn. Yes, learn. For you grow old, Arthur-Emrys, and the time
will come, is coming, has come, when you and your son may hold
Britain safe between your clasped hands, like a jewel cradled in
wool. But loose your clasp, and you drop her, to shatter, perhaps
for ever." In his dream Arthur knew that he had accepted her
advice: he had called the parley, resolving to listen to anything
his son had to say; but still Nimue-Merlin had wept, standing in
the boat as it floated away on the glassy Lake and vanished into
the mist. And then, suddenly as he turned his horse to ride up
towards the meeting-place, the beast stumbled, sending him headlong
into deep water. Weighted by his armour -why was he full-armed for
a peaceful parley? he sank, deep and ever deeper, into a pit of
black water where fish swam around him, and watersnakes like weeds
and weeds like snakes wrapped his limbs so that he could not move
them.... He cried out and woke, drenched in sweat as if he
had indeed been drowning, but when his servants and guards came
running, he laughed and made light of it, and sent them away, and
presently fell again into an uneasy sleep. This time it was Gawain who came to him, a Gawain
bloody and dead, but imbued somehow with a grotesque energy, a
ghost of the old, fighting Gawain. He, too, came floating on the
Lake water, but he passed from its surface right into the King's
tent and, pausing beside the bed, drew a dagger from his
blood-encrusted side, and held it out to the King. "Bedwyr," he said, not in the hollow whisper in
which ghosts should speak, but in a high metallic squeaking like
the tent poles shifting in the breeze. "Wait for Bedwyr. Promise
anything to the traitor, land, lordship, the High Kingdom after
you. And with it, even, the Queen. Anything to hold him off until
Bedwyr comes with his host. And then, when you have the certainty
of victom, attack and kill him." "But this would be treachery." "Nothing is treachery if it destroys a traitor."
This time Gawain's ghost spoke, strangely, in Arthur's own voice.
"This way you will make certain." The blood-stained knife dropped
to the bed. "Crush him for ever, Arthur, make certain, make
certain, certain......" "Sir?" The servant at his bedside, touching the King's
shoulder to wake him, started back as the King, jerking upright in
the bed, glared round as if in anger, but all he said vvas,
abruptly: "Tell them to see to the fastenings of the tent. How am I
expected to sleep when the whole thing shifts about as if a storm
was blowing?" *** IT HAD BEEN AGREED, IN THE EXCHANGE BETWEEN THE
HERALDS, that fourteen officers from each side should meet at a
spot halfway between the hosts. There was a strip of dry moorland not far from the
Lake shore where a pair of small pavilions had been pitched, with
between them a wooden table, where the two leaders' swords were
laid. Should the parley fail, the formal declaration of battle
would be the raising, or drawing of a sword. Over one pavilion flew
the King's standard, the Dragon on gold. To this device, Mordred,
as regent, had also been entitled. He, his mind set on the
necessity of being received into grace, and not putting in the way,
of grace the smallest rub, had given orders that his royal device
should be folded away, and until the day was spent and he was
declared once more as Arthur's heir, a plain standard should be
carried for him. This flew now on the other pavilion. As the two men
took their places at the table, Mordred saw his father eyeing it.
What he cannot have known was that Arthur himself, as a young man,
had borne a plain white banner. "White is my colour," he had said,
"until I have written on it my own device. And write it, come in
the way what will, I shall." *** TO NIMUE IN HER CONVENT OF MAIDENS ON THE ISLAND IN
THE Lake came Arthur's sister Queen Morgan. This was a Morgan
subdued and anxious, knowing well what might be her fate if Arthur
should be defeated or die in battle. She had been her brother's
enemy, but without him she was, and would be, nothing. She could be
trusted now to use all her skill and vaunted magic on his
behalf. So Nimue accepted her. As Lady of the Lake convent,
Nimue stood in no awe of Morgan, either as sorceress or queen.
Among her maidens were other royal ladies; one of them a cousin of
Guinevere's from North Wales, another from Manau Guotodin. With
them she set Morgan to prepare medicines and to make ready the
barges that would be used to ferry the wounded across to the island
for healing. She had seen Arthur and delivered her warning, and
he had promised to call the parley and let the regent have his say.
But Nimue, for all her words to Pelleas, knew what the gods
withheld behind the thunder-clouds that even now were building up
beyond the shining Lake. Small from the island, the two pavilions
could be seen, with the small space between. For all the massed clouds on the far horizon, it
promised to be a beautiful day. *** THE DAY WORE ON. THOSE OFFICERS WHO HAD ACCOMPANIED
their leaders to the truce table showed ill at ease at first,
eyeing friends or former comrades on the other side with distrust,
but after a while, relaxing, they began to talk among themselves,
and fell into groups behind their respective leaders'
pavilions. Out of earshot of them, Arthur stood with Mordred.
Occasionally they moved, as if by consent, and paced a few steps
and back. Sometimes one spoke, sometimes the other. The watchers,
focused on them even while they spoke of other things, tried to
read what was happening. But they could not. The King, still
looking tired, and frowning heavily, did nevertheless listen with
calm courtesy to what the younger man was, with emphasis,
saying. Farther away, unable to see clearly or to hear
anything at all, the armies watched and waited. The sun climbed the
sky. The heat increased, brightness flashing back from the glassy
surface of the Lake. Horses stamped and blew and switched their
tails, impatient of heat and flies, and in the ranks the slight
fretting of suspense changed to restlessness. The officers,
themselves on the fidget, checked it where they could, and watched
the truce table and the sky with steadily growing tension.
Somewhere in the distance the first dull roll of thunder sounded.
The air weighed heavy, and men's skins tightened with the coming
storm. It was to be guessed that neither side wanted the fight,
but, by the irony that governs affairs of violence, the longer the
truce talks vvent on, the more the tension grew, till the slightest
spark would start such a fire as only death could quench. None of those watching was ever destined to know
what Arthur and Mordred spoke of. Some said later -those who lived
to speak -that in the end the King smiled. Certain it is that he
was seen to put out a hand to his son's arm, turning back with him
towards the table where the two swords lay side by side,
unsheathed, and beside them two goblets and a golden jug of wine.
Those nearest heard a few words: " . . . To be High King after my death," said
Arthur, "and meanwhile to take lands of your own." Mordred answered him, but in a voice too low to
overhear. The King, gesturing to his servant to pour the wine,
spoke again. "Cornwall," they could hear, and later, "Kent," and
then, "it may well prove that you are right." Here he stopped and glanced round as if some sound
had interrupted him. A sudden stray current of air, thunder-heavy,
had stirred the silk of his pavilion, so that the ropes creaked.
Arthur shifted his shoulders as if against a cold draught, and
looked sideways at his son, a strange look (it was the servant who,
afterwards, told this part of the story), a look which was mirrored
in a sudden flash of doubt in Mordred's face, as if, with the smile
and the smooth words and the proffered wine, there might still he
trickery there. Then in his turn the regent shrugged, smiled, and
took the goblet from his father's hand. A movement went through the waiting ranks, like a
ruffle of wind across a cornfield. The King raised his goblet, and the sun flashed in
the gold. An answering flash, from the group beside his pavilion,
caught his eyes. He whipped round, shouting. But too late. An
adder, a speckled snake no more than two handspans long, had crept
from its hiding to bask on the hot ground. One of Arthur's
officers, intent on the scene at the truce table, stepped back
unseeingly onto the creature's tail. Whipping round, the adder
struck. At the pain the man, whirling, saw the snake on the recoil.
His own reflex, that of a trained fighting man, was almost as fast.
He snatched his sword out and slashed down at the snake, killing
it. The sun struck the metal. The sword's flash, the
King's raised arm, his sudden movement and shout of command, came
to the watching hosts as the long-awaited signal. The inaction, the
nerve-stretching tension, made almost unbearable by the thundery
heat and the sweating uncertainty of that long vigil, suddenly snapped, in a wild shout from both
sides of the field. It was war. This was the day. This was the wicked
day of destiny. A dozen flashes answered as the officers on both
sides drew their swords. The trumpets screamed, drowning the shouts
of the knights who, trapped between the armies, seized their horses
from the grooms and turned furiously to hold back the converging
ranks. They could not be heard; their gestures, misinterpreted as
incitements to attack, were wasted. It was a matter only of
seconds, seconds of furious noise and confusion, before the front
ranks of the two armies met in a roaring clash. The King and his
son were swept apart, each to his proper station, Arthur under the
great Dragon, Mordred no longer regent and King's son, but for all
time branded traitor, under the blank standard that, now, would
never be written on. And then over the bar of the field, called by
the trumpets, like a sea of tossing manes, came the spears and
horsehair of the Saxons, and the black banners of the northern
fighters who, like the ravens, could hardly wait to take the
pickings from the dead. *** SOON, TOO LATE TO DULL THOSE FLASHING SIGNALS, THE
thunder-heads came slowly massing across the hot sky. The air
darkened, and in the distance came the first flicker of lightning,
the herald of the storm. *** THE KING AND HIS SON WERE TO MEET AGAIN. Towards the end of the day, with his friends and
long Companions dead or dying round him; and the hundreds of wasted
deaths reeking to the now dark and threatening sky, it is doubtful
if Arthur even remembered that Mordred was anything but a traitor
and an adulterer. The straight speaking, the truths laid down
during that talk by the truce table, the faith and trust so nearly
reaffirmed, all had vanished in the first stress and storm of the
attack. It was Arthur, duke of battles, who once more took the
field. Mordred was the enemy, the Saxon allies his savage helpers;
this battle had been fought before, and many times. This was Glein
and Agned, Caerleon and Linnuis, Cit Coit Caledon and Badon Hill.
On all these fields the young Arthur had triumphed; for all of them
his prophet and adviser, Merlin, had promised him the victory and
the glory. Here, too, on the Camel field, it was victory. At the end of the day, with the thunder overhead and
the lightning flaming white from the sky and the water of the Lake,
Arthur and Mordred came once again face to face. There were no words. What words could there have
been? For Mordred, as for his father, the other man was now the
enemy. The past was past, and there was no future to be seen beyond
the need to get to the end of this moment that would bring with it
the end of the day. It was said afterwards, no one knows by whom, that
at the moment of meeting, as the two men, on foot now, and white
with the sweat and dust of the battlefield, knew one another,
Mordred checked in his stride and stroke. Arthur, the veteran, did
not. His spear took his son straight and clean beneath the rib
cage. Blood gushed down the spear shaft in a hot stream
over Arthur's hand. He loosed the shaft, and reached for his sword.
Mordred lurched forward like a spitted boar. The butt of the shaft struck the ground. He leaned on it, and,
still carried forward by the weight of the half-checked stroke,
came within sword's length of his father. Arthur's hand, slippery
with blood, fumbled momentarily on Caliburn's grip, and in that
moment Mordred's sword swung, even as he fell dying, in a hard and
deadly blow to the side of the King's head. Mordred pitched down then into the pool of his own
blood. Arthur stood for a few seconds still, his sword dropping
from his bloodied hand, his other hand moving numbly as if in an
attempt to ward off some slight and trivial blow; then slowly his
body bent and buckled, and he, too, fell, and his blood joined with
Mordred's on the ground. The clouds broke, and like a waterfall the rain came
down. E P I L O G U E The cool stream on his face brought Mordred back for
a moment into the dark. It was quiet, too, all sounds hushed and
far, like distant water lapping on a pebbled shore. A cry somewhere nearby. "The King! The King." A bird calling. The hens were coming down the
shingle for food. A gull screaming, but in words now: "The King!
The King!" Then, and this made him sure it was a dream, the
voices of women. He could see nothing, feel nothing, but near him
was the rustle of a gown and a gust of women's scent. Voices eddied
across him, but no one touched him. A woman's voice said: "Lift him carefully. Here. Yes, yes, my lord, lie
still. All will be well." And the King's voice, too faint to hear, followed -
surely? -by Bedwyr's: "It is here I have it safely. The Lady will keep it
for you till you need it again." Again the voices of women, and the first voice,
strongly: "I shall take him to Applegarth, where we shall see to
the healing of his wounds." Then the rain, and the creak of rowlocks, and the
sound of women's weeping fading into the lapping of the lake water
and the hiss of the rain falling. His cheek was on a cushion of thyme. The rain had
washed the blood away, and the thyme smelled sweetly of summer. The waves lapped. The oars creaked. The seabirds
cried. A porpoise rolled, sleek in the sun. Away on the horizon he
could see the golden edge of the kingdom where, since he was a
small child, he had always longed to go. T H E L E G E N D I have used fragments from two sources, the
"history" written by Geoffrey of Monmouth in the twelfth century,
and the romance of Malory's Le Morte d'Arthur, written in the
fifteenth. GEOFFREY OF MONMOUTH'S In the time of the emperor Leo, Lucius Hiberius,
procurator of the Roman republic, sent a message to King Arthur
demanding that he pay tribute to Rome, and commanding him to appear
before the Senate to answer for his failure to do so. Refusal would
mean that the Romans would attack Britain, and restore her to the
Roman republic. Arthur's reply was to gather together an army and
sail to Brittany, where, with his cousin King Hoel, he sent word
around asking his allies to join him. Meanwhile he sent ambassadors
to Lucius Hiberius informing him that he would not pay the tribute,
but would fight. "Thereupon the ambassadors depart, the Kings
depart, the barons depart, nor are they slow to perform what they
had been bidden to do." Meanwhile ill news was brought to Arthur and Hoel.
Hoel's niece, the Princess Helena, had been seized by a monstrous
giant, who had fled with her to the top of St. Michael's Mount.
Arthur himself, with Kay and Bedivere, set out to deal with the
monster. They saw a fire of wood blazing on the Mount, and another
on a smaller island nearby. Bedivere, sent to spy things out, found
a small boat and rowed across to the islet, where, as he landed, he
heard the ullaloo of a woman wailing, and found, by the fire, an
old woman weeping beside a new gravemound. The giant had killed the
princess, and gone back to his lair on St. Michael's Mount.
Bedivere reported to Arthur, who thereupon tackled the monster in
his hilltop lair, and killed him in single combat. King Arthur then gathered his army and marched with
his allies to Autun in Burgundy to meet the army of the Romans. He
sent an embassy ahead to Lucius Hiberius to bid him withdraw, or
he, Arthur, would give battle as he had sworn. Gawain was with the
embassy and the younger knights, spoiling for a fight, egged Gawain
on to start a quarrel. Which he did, and after some high words
killed one Gaius Ouintilianus, nephew of Hiberius himself. So
battle was joined. Bedivere and Kay were killed, but Arthur was
victorious, and pressed on eastward, intending to go on to Rome and
make himself emperor. But at this point he heard that his nephew Mordred,
to whom he had committed the charge of his kingdom during his
absence, had set the crown on his ow n head, and taken Queen
Guinevere to wife, in spite of her former marriage. Mordred had also sent Cheldric, duke of the Saxons,
into Germany, to enlist others of his Countrymen and take them back
to Britain to swell Mordred's army. For this, more land was to be
granted to the Saxons. Mordred had also gathered together the
Scots, Picts and Irish and was preparing to resist Arthur's return
to Britain. Arthur, hastening back, landed at Richborough, and
there defeated Mordred's troops, but in the fighting Gawain was
killed. Mordred fled, but took his stand again at Winchester, where
he had lodged the Queen. She fled in fear to a convent near
Caerleon, and there took the veil. Arthur and Mordred fought again
near Winchester, and again Mordred broke and fled towards Cornwall,
where, in the final battle on the River Camel, both he and Arthur
fell. Arthur, who was carried to the island of Avilion
for the healing of his hurts, left his kingdom to Constantine of
Cornwall. One of Constantinc's first acts avas to seek out both of
Mordred's sons and murder them "by a cruel death" at the sanctuary
altar. SIR THOMAS MALORY's LE MORT D'ARTHUR 1 When Arthur heard of
Mordred's birth, he sent for all the children born in the same
month, in the hope of finding Mordred and destroying him. The ship
in which the children were placed foundered, but Mordred was cast
up, and taken in by a good man, who nourished him till he was
fourteen, then took him to the court. 2 When Queen Morgause's sons
knew that she had taken Sir Lamorak for her lover, Gawain and his
brothers sent for her to a castle near Camelot, intending there to
trap and kill Lamorak. One night, while Lamorak was with the queen,
Gaheris seized his chance, and, creeping fully armed to their
bedside, seized his mother by the hair and struck off her head.
Because Lamorak was unarmed Gaheris could not kill him. Lamorak had
no choice but to flee, but eventually the Orkney brothers, with
Mordred, tracked him down and killed him. 3. Some time later, Sir
Tristram, challenged by Agravain and Gaheris, refused to fight
them, recognizing them by their device as Arthur's nephews. "It is
shame," he said, "that Sir Gawain and ye be come of so great a
blood that ye four brethren be named
as ye be, for ye be called the greatest destroyers and murderers of
good knights that be now in this realm." The brothers shouted
insults at the Cornish knight, on which he turned to ride away.
Agravain and Gaheris promptly attacked him from behind. Tristram,
forced to fight, struck Agravain on the head, causing a grievous
wound, and also knocked Gaheris out of the saddle. Gareth, speaking
later with Tristram, declared himself at odds with his brothers: "I
meddle not of their matters, therefore there is none of them that
loveth me. And for I understand that they be murderers of good
knights I left their company." 3 Agravain and Mordred hated
Guinevere the Queen and Lancelot. Agravain insisted that the King
be told of what he swore (and Lancelot later denied on oath) was
their adultery. Agravain went to Arthur to tell him that Lancelot
and the Queen were betraying him, and must be brought to trial, as
the law demanded. He offered to bring proof to Arthur. The King,
wanting only to ignore the charge, and loving both Lancelot and the
Queen, was forced to accede. He agreed to go hunting and to tell
Guinevere that he would be away all night. Agravain and Mordred got
twelve knights together -all apparently their own countrymen from
Orkney -and hid near the Queen's bedchamber to await events. When
Lancelot told Sir Bors that he was bidden that night to speak with
the Queen, Sir Bors, uneasy but ignorant of what was afoot, tried
to stop him. Lancelot refused to listen to him, and went to see the
Queen. At a given moment the twelve knights rushed Guinevere's
door, shouting: "Now thou art taken!" and smashed the door open
with a bench. Lancelot, who was unarmed, wound his mantle round his
arm, let the first man in, then killed him. The Queen's ladies
helped him don the dead man's armour. In the subsequent melee
Agravain was killed, and Gareth, and Mordred was wounded, but
managed to flee. He rode straight to the King and told him of the
affray, and Arthur grieved bitterly, because he foresaw the end of
the fellowship of the Round Table, and also because, by law, he
must now put Guinevere to trial by fire. (Here follows the inevitable last-minute rescue of
Guinevere by Lancelot, and the flight of the lovers to Lancelot's
castle of Joyous Gard.) Arthur pursued him, and defeated him in
battle, whereupon Lancelot returned the Queen ceremoniously to her
husband, and fled overseas. Lancelot, "who ruled all France," went
to his castle in Burgundy, and gathered another army to withstand
King Arthur. Arthur, leaving Mordred as regent, or "ruler of all
England," went with Gawain, and a great host at his back, to attack
Lancelot in Burgundy. There was a great battle, with dreadful
losses on both sides. But then it was reported to Arthur that Mordred had
had letters forged, purporting to come from overseas with the news
of his, Arthur's, death. Mordred had called a parliament, which
pronounced him king, whereupon he declared his intention of taking
Guinevere to be his queen. But she, being unwilling, fled to the
Tower of London, and held it against him. While Mordred pleaded
with her he heard that King Arthur was returning at the head of an
army to reclaim his kingdom. Mordred thereupon sent around the
kingdom to seek support, w hich he got in good measure, because
"then was the common voice among them that with Arthur was none
other life but war and strife, and with Sir Mordred was great joy
and bliss. . . . And so fared the people at that time, that they
were better pleased with Sir Mordred than they were with
KingArthur." So Mordred led a great host to Dover to face his
father on landing. A terrible fight ensued. Gawain was found dying
in a halfbeached boat, and with his last breath he advised Arthur
to forgive Lancelot and invite him back to help crush Mordred. Then
Gawain died, and Arthur pursued Mordred and his fleeing host and
gave battle once more on the downs, where again Mordred was put to
flight. Eventually the two hosts took their stand "westward
towards Salisbury, and not far from the seaside." In Mordred's host
were the men "of Kent, Southsex, and Surrey, Estsex, and of
Southfolk, and of Northfolk." But during the night King Arthur
dreamed evil dreams, and into them came Gawain, warning the King
that if he should fight on the morrow he would be killed. Once more
Gawain advised him to send for Lancelot, and to hold Mordred off
with promises, in order to delay the battle till help should come,
and Mordred could be destroyed. So in the morning the King sent messengers to
Mordred to promise him "lands and goods as much as ye think best
... and at the last Sir Mordred was agreed for to have Cornwall and
Kent, by Arthur's days; after, all England, after the days Of King
Arthur." Next a meeting was arranged between Morclred and the
King. Each took with him fourteen knights, and they met at a place
between the two armies. Both leaders had warned their armies that,
should the talks fail, the signal for attack would be the drawing
of sword, "And so they met as their appointment was, and so they
were agreed and accorded thoroughly; and wine was fetched, and they
drank." But an adder crept out of a little heath bush, and stung a
knight on the foot. The man drew his sword to slay the adder, and
at that the watching hosts attacked one another. Towards the end of
the dav of carnage Arthur sought out Mordred, who alone of his host
still lived. Of Arthur's army only Sir Lucan, Sir Bedivere and the
King survived. Sir Lucan tried to dissuade Arthur from seeking
Mordred out, for "we have won the field, for here we be three on
live, and with Sir Mordred none is on live, and if ve leave off now
this wicked day of destiny is past." But Arthur, unheeding, attacked and killed Mordred,
and in so doing received his own death wound. Sir Bedivere carried
him to the shore, where a barge awaited him; in it were three
queens - his sister Queen Morgan, the Queen Of Northgalis, and the
Queen of the Waste Lands, with Nimue, the chief Lady of the Lake.
The barge took sail for the vale of Avilion, where the King might
be healed of his grievous wound. AUTHORS NOTE "The wicked day of destiny," as Malory calls it, is
the day when Arthur's final battle was fought at Camlann. In this
battle, we are told, "Arthur and Medraut fell." This reference, from the Annales Camnbriae, which
was compiled three or possibly four centuries after Camlann, is all
we know of Mordred. When he reappears some centuries later, in the
romances of Malory and the French poets, he has taken on the role
of villain necessary to the conventions of romance. Mordred the
traitor, perjurer and adulterer is as much an invention as the
lover and great knight Sir Lancelot, and the roles played by both
in the tales of "King Arthur and his Noble Knights" are filled with
the absurdities inevitable in a longdrawn series of stories. In the fragments of those stories that have been
used in this book, the absurdities speak for themselves. Throughout
the final debacle Arthur, that wise and experienced ruler, shows
neither sense nor moderation; worse, he is tainted with the same
treachery for which he condemns his son. If Arthur had had any
reason at all to distrust Mordred (for instance over the murder of
Lamorak or the exposure of Lancelot and the Queen) he would hardly
have left him as "ruler of all England" and guardian of the Queen,
while he himself went on an expedition from which it was possible
he might never return. Even granted that he did appoint Mordred his
regent, it is hard to see why Mordred, with every hope of becoming
his father's heir, should have forged a letter purporting to tell
of Arthur's death, and on the strength of that seized both kingdom
and Queen. Knowing that Arthur was still alive, and with a vast
army at his back, Mordred could be sure that the King would come
straight home to punish his son and repossess kingdom and Queen.
More, the final battle between King and "traitor" was brought about
by accident, in the very moment when the King was about to seal a
truce with the villainous Mordred, and grant him lands to rule. (it
is another, though minor, absurdity that the lands are Cornwall and
Kent, at opposite sides of the country, the one already held by the
Saxons, the other by Arthur's declared heir, Constantine.) For none of the "Mordred story," then, is there any
evidence at all. It is to be noticed that the Annales Cambriae does
not even state that he and Arthur fought on opposite sides. It
would have been possible -and very tempting - to have rewritten the
story completely, and set Arthur, with Mordred at his side, against
the Saxons, who (is recorded in the Anglo-Saxon Chronicle) fought a
battle against the Britons in A.D. 727, and presumably won it,
since the Chronicle does not emphasize Saxon deeats. The battle, at
the right date, might even have been the battle of Camlann, the
last stand of the British against the Saxons. But the temptation had to be resisted. Until I came
to study in detail the fragments that make up Mordred's story, I
had accepted him without question as the villain of the piece, an
evil man who brought about the tragedy of Arthur's final downfall.
Hence, in my earlier books, I had made Merlin foresee that doom,
and warn against it. So I could not rewrite the Camlann battle.
Instead I tried to iron out the absurdities in the old story, and
add some saving greys to the portrait of a black villain. I have
not made a hero out of Mordred, but in my tale he is at least a man
who is consistent in his faults and virtues, and has some kind of
reason for the actions with which legend has credited him. Perhaps the most exciting thing about the tale of
the final years of Arthur's reign is the way which the actual
historical events can be made to fit with the legend. Arthur most
certainly existed, and so may Mordred have done, but since the
traitor of romance was a figment of the story-teller's imagination,
then I would suggest that the Mordred of my story is just as valid,
since I, too, have perhaps earned a place among those of whom
Gibbon writes with such urbane contempt: The declamations of
Gildas, the fragments and fables of Nennius, the obscure hints of
the Saxon laws and chronicles, and the ecclesiastical tales of the
venerable Bede have been illustrated by the diligence, and
sometimes embellished by the fancy, of succeeding writers, whose
works I am not ambitious either to censure or transcribe. Contents
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...........................................................................................................................283 Prologue "Merlin is dead.'' It was no more than a whisper, and the man who
breathed it was barely at arm's length from the woman, his wife,
but the walls of the cottage's single room seemed to catch and
throw the sentence on like a whispering gallery. And on the woman
the effect was as startling as if he had shouted. Her hand, which
had been rocking the big cradle beside the turf fire, jerked
sharply, so that the child curled under the blankets woke, and
whimpered. For once she ignored him. Her blue eves,
incongruously pale and bright in a face as brown and withered as
dried seaweed, showed a shifting mixture of hope, doubt and fear.
There was no need to ask her man where he had got the news. Earlier
that day she had seen the sail of the trading ship standing in
towards the bay where, above the cluster of dwellings that formed
the only township on the island, the queen's new house stood,
commanding the main harbour. The fishermen at their nets bevond the
headland were wont to pull close in to an incomer's course and
shout for news. Her mouth opened as if a hundred questions trembled
there, but she asked onlv one. "Can it really he true?" "Aye, this time it is true. They swore it." One of the woman's hands went to her breast, making,
the sign against enchantment. But she still looked doubtful. "Well,
but they said the same last autumn, when-" she hesitated, then gave
the pronoun a weight that seemed to make a title of it" -when She
was still down in Dunpeldyr with the little prince, and expecting
the twin babies. I mind it well. You'd gone down to the harbour
when the trader put in from Lothian, and when vou brought the pay,
home you told me what the captain said. There'd been a feast made
at the palace there, even before the news came in of Merlin's
death. She must have 'seen' it with her magic, he said. But in the
end it wasn't true. It was only a vanishing, like he'd done before,
many a time." "Aye, that's true. He did vanish away, all through
the winter, no one knows where. And a bad winter it was, too, the
same as here, but his magic kept him alive, because they found him
in the end, in the Wild Forest, as crazy as a hare, and they took
him up to Galava to nurse him. Now they say he took sick and died
there, before ever the High King got back from the wars. It's true
enough this time, wife, and we've got it first, direct. The ship
picked it up when they put in for water at Glannaventa, with Merlin
lying dead in his bed not forty miles off. There was a lot else,
news about some more fighting down south of the Forest, and another
victory for the High King, but the wind was too strong to catch all
they said, and I couldn't get the boat in any nearer. I'll go up to
the town now and get the rest." He dropped his voice still further,
a thread of hoarse sound. "It isn't everyone in the kingdom will go
into mourning for this news, not even those that were tied in
blood. You mark my words, Sula, there'll be another feast at the
palace tonight." As he spoke he gave a half-glance over his
shoulder towards the cottage door, as if afraid that someone might
be listening there. He was a small, stocky man, with the blue eves and
weather-beaten face of a sailor. He was a fisherman, who all his
life had plied his trade from this lonely bay on the biggest island
of the Orkney group, the one they called Mainland. Though
roughseeming and slow-witted, he was an honest man, and good at his
trade. His name was Brude, and he was thirty-seven years old. His
wife, Sula, was four years younger, but so stiff with rheumatism
and so bent by heavy toil that she already looked an old woman. It
seemed impossible that the child in the cradle could have been
borne by her. And indeed, there was no resemblance. The child, a
boy some two vears old, was dark-eyed and dark-haired, with none of
the Nordic colouring that appeared so often among the folk of the
Orkney Islands. The hand that clutched the blankets of the cradle
was fine-boned and narrow, the dark hair thick and silky and there
was a slant to the brows and the long-lashed eyes that might even
indicate some strain of foreign blood. Nor was the child the only incongruous thing about
the place. The cottage itself was very small, little more than a
hovel. It was set on a flat patch of salty turf a little way back
from the shore, protected to either side by the rise of the land
towards the cliffs that enclosed the bay, and from the tides by the
rocky, ridge that bordered the shore and held back the piled
boulders of the storm beach. Inland lay the moors, from which a
tiny stream came trickling, to splash in a miniature waterfall down
past the cottage to the beach. Some way in from the tide-line it
had been dammed to form a makeshift reservoir. The cottage walls were built of stones gathered from
the storm beach. These were flat slabs of sandstone, broken from
the cliffs by wind and sea, and weathered naturally, making a
simple kind of dry-stone walling, easy to do, and reasonably close
against the weather. No mortar was used, but the cracks were
caulked with mud. Each storm that came washed some of the mud away,
and then more had to be added, so that from a distance the cottage
looked like nothing more than a crude box of smoothed mud, with a
thatch of rough heather-stems capping it. The thatch was held down
by old, patched fishing nets, the ends of which were weighted with
stones. There were no windows. The doorway was low and squat, so
that a man had to bend double to enter. It was covered only with a
curtain of deerskin, roughly tanned and as stiff as wood. The smoke
from the fire within came seeping in sullen wisps round the edges
of the skin. But inside, this poorest of poor dwellings showed
some glimpses of simple comfort. Though the child's cradle was of
old, warpedd wood, the blankets were soft and brightly dyed, and
the pillow was stuffed with feathers. On the stone shelf that
served the couple for a bed was a thick, almost luxurious coverlet
of sealskin, spotted and deep-piled, a quality of skin which would
normally go by right to the house of one of the warriors, or even
the queen herself. And on the table -a worm-ridden slab of
sea-wrack propped on stones, for wood was scarce in the
Orkneys-stood the remains of a good meal: not red meat, indeed, but
a couple of gnaved wings of chicken and a pot of goose-grease to go
with the black bread. The cottagers themselves were poorly enough dressed.
Brude had on a short, much-mended tunic, with over it the
sleeveless coat of sheepskin which, in summer and winter, protected
him from the weather at sea. His legs and feet were thickly wrapped
in rags. Sula's gown was a shapeless affair of moss-dyed homespun,
girdled with a length of rope such as she wove for her husband's
nets. Her feet, too, were bound up in rags. But outside the
cottage, beached above the tidemark of black weed and smashed
shells, lay a good boat, as good as any in the islands, and the
nets spread to dry over the boulders were far better than Brude
could have made. They were a foreign import, made of materials
unobtainable in the northern isles, and would normally be beyond
the means of such a houschold. Brude's own lines, hand-twisted from
reeds and dried wrack, stretched from the cottage's thatch to heavy
anchor-stones on the turf. On the lines hung the split carcasses of
drying fish, and a couple of big seabirds, gannets, Sula's
namesake. These, dried and stored, and eked out with shellfish and
seaweeds, would be winter food. The promise of better fare,
however, was there with the half-dozen hens foraging along the
tidemark, and the heavyuddered she-goat tethered on the salt
grass. It was a bright dav of early summer. May, in the
islands, can be as cruel as any other month, but this was a day of
sunshine and mild breezes. The stones of the beach looked grey and
turquoise and rosy-red, the sea creamed against them peacefully,
and the turf of the ridge behind was thick with sea-pink and
primrose and red campion. Every ledge of the cliffs that bounded
the bay, was crowded with seabirds claiming and disputing their
nesting territory, and nearer, on shingle or turf, the pied
ovstercatchers brooded their eggs or flew, screaming, to and fro
along the tide. The air was loud with their cries. Even had there
been a listener outside the cottage doorway, he could have heard
nothing for the noise of the sea and the birds, but inside the room
the furtive hush persisted. The woman said nothing, but
apprehension still showed in her face, and she put up a sleeve to
dab at her eves. Her husband spoke impatjently. "What is it, woman? You're never grieving for the
old enchanter? Whatever Merlin was to King Arthur and to the
mainland folks with his magic, he's been nought to us here. He was
old, besides, and even though men said he'd never die, it seems he
was mortal after all. What's there to weep for in that?" "I'm not weeping for him, why should I? But I'm
afeared, Brude, I'm afeared." "For what?" "Not for us. For him." She gave a half-glance
towards the cradle where the boy, avvake but still drowsy from his
afternoon's sleep, lay quietly, curled small under the
blankets. "For him?" asked her husband, surprised. "Why?
Surely all's well for us now, and for him, too. With Merlin gone,
that was enemy to our King Lot, and by all accounts to this boy of
his as well, who's to harm him now, or us for keeping him? Maybe we
can stop watching now in case other folks see him and start asking
questions. Maybe he can run out now and play like other children,
not hang on your skirts all day, and be babied like you've had him.
You'd not keep him in much longer, anyway. He's long since grown
beyond that cradle." "I know, I know. That's what I'm feared of, don't
you see? Losing him. When the time comes for Her to take him back
from us-" "Why should it? If she didn't take him away when the
news came of King Lot's death, why should she do it now? Look,
wife. When the king her husband went, you'd have thought that was
when she'd see to it that his bastard went, too, quietly-like. That
was when I was afeared, myself. When all's said, it's the little
prince, Gawain, that's king of the Orkneys now, by right, but with
this boy bastard or not, nearly what? - nearly a year older,
there's some might say " "Some might say too much." Sula spoke sharply, and
with such patent fear that Brude, startled, took a stride to the
doorway, jerked the curtain aside, and peered out. "What ails you? There's no one there. And if there
were, they'd hear nothing. The wind's getting up, and the tide's
well in. Listen." She shook her head. She was staring at the child.
Her tears had dried. When she spoke, it was barely above a whisper.
"Not outside. There's no folk could get near enough without we
heard the sea-pies screaming. It's here in the house we need to
watch. Look at him. He's not a baby now. He listens, and sometimes
you'd swear he understood every word." The man trod to the cradle's side and looked down.
His face softened. "Well, if he doesn't, he soon will. The gods
know he's forward enough. We've done what we've been paid for -and
more, seeing what a sickly wean he was when we took him first. Now
look at him. Any man might be proud of a son like him." He turned
away, reaching for the staff that stood propped beside the doorway.
"Look you, Sula, if any ill had been coming, it would have come
before this. If harm was meant to him, the payments would have
stopped, wouldn't they? So stop your fretting. You've no call now
to be fearful." She nodded, but without looking at him. "Yes. It was
simple of me. You're right, I dare say." "It's a few years yet before young Gawain will be
troubling his head about kingdoms, and king's bastards, and by that
time this one might well be forgotten. And if that means they stop
the payments, who cares for that? A man needs a son to help him, in
my trade." She looked up at him then, and smiled. "You're a
good man, Brude." "Well," he said gruffly, pushing aside the curtain,
"let's have an end to this. I'm going up to the town now, to hear
what other news the sailors brought." Left alone with the child, the woman sat for a while
without moving, the fear still in her face. Then the boy's hand
reached towards her, and she smiled suddenly, a smile that brought
youth back, bright and pretty, to her cheeks and eyes. She leaned
to lift him from the cradle, and set him on her knee. She picked up
a crust of the black bread from the table, sopped it in a beaker of
goat's milk, and held it to his lips. The boy took the bread and
began to eat it, his dark head cuddled into her shoulder. She laid
her cheek against his hair, and put a hand up to stroke it. "Men are fools, so they are," she said softly. "They
never see what's staring them in the eye. You'll be no fool,
though, my bonny, not with the blood that's in you, and the way
those eyes look and see right through to the back of things, and
you only a baby still. . . ." She gave a little laugh, her mouth
against the child's hair, and the boy smiled at the sound. "King Lot's bastard, is it? Well, so they say, and
better so. But if they saw what I see, and knew what I guessed at,
ah, these many months past . . ." She rocked the child closer, calming herself,
sending her mind back to those summer nights two years ago when
Brude, with a gift of gold ensuring his silence, had put out, not
to his accustomed fishing ground, but farther west, into deeper
water. For four nights he had waited there, grumbling at the loss
of his catch, but kept faithful and silent by the gift of gold and
the queen's promise. Then on the fifth night, a calm, twilit night
of the Orkney summer, the ship from Dunpeldyr had stolen into the
sound and dropped anchor, and a boat put out from her side with
three men, queen's soldiers, rowing it. Brude answered their soft
hail, and presently the thwarts of the two craft rubbed together. A
bundle passed. The larger boat dipped away and vanished. Brude
turned his own boat landward, and made all speed to the cottage
where Sula waited by the empty cradle, holding on her lap the shawl
that she had woven for her own dead child. A bastard, that was all they had been told. A royal
bastard. And as such a danger, somewhere, to someone. But some day,
perhaps, to be useful. So keep silent, and nurture him, and your
reward may one day be great. The reward had long since ceased to matter to Sula.
She lived with the only reward she needed, the child himself. But
she lived, too, with the constant fear that some day, when it
became expedient to one or the other remote and royal personage,
her boy would be taken from her. She had long ago formed her own Guesses as to the
identity of these personages, though she knew better than to speak
of them, even to her husband. Not King Lot; of that she was
certain. She had seen his other children by the queen; they had
Morgause's red-gold hair and their father's high colour and sturdy
build. No such signs identified her foster child. The dark hair and
eyes might, indeed, have been Lot's, but their setting, with the
line of brow and check-bone, was quite different. And something in
the mouth, the hands, the slender build and warm, clear skin, some
elusive way of moving and looking, marked him, to Sula's constantly
watching eyes, as the queen's child, but not the king's. And, this once granted, other things became clear:
the queen's men who had hurried the child out of Dunpeldyr before
King Lot arrived home there from the wars; the subsequent massacre
of all the town's infants in an attempt to catch and destroy that
one child, a massacre attributed by Lot and his queen to King
Arthur and his adviser Merlin, but instigated in fact (it was
whispered) by King Lot himself: and the regular payments, in cash
and hind, that came secretly from the palace, where, during the
child's lifetime, King Lot had rarely set foot. From the queen,
then. And even now that King Lot was dead, she paid still, and
still the child was safe. This, to Sula, was all the proof that was
needed. Queen Morgause, a lady not renowned for gentleness, would
hardly so have nurtured her husband's bastard; a bastard, moreover,
older than the eldest legitimate prince, and as such, arguably,
with a prior claim to the kingdom. Queen's bastard, then. By whom? To Sula's mind there
was no doubt there, either. She had never laid eyes on Queen
Morgause's half-brother, Arthur the High King of Britain, but like
everyone else she had heard manv tales of that wonderworking young
man. And the first of those tales was that of the great battle of
Luguvallium, where the boy Arthur, appearing suddenly at King
Uther's side, had led his troops to victory. Afterwards -so the
tale went, told with pride and indulgence He had gone, still ignorant of his true parentage,
to lie with Morgause, who was Uther's bastard daughter, and so
Arthur's own half-sister. The timing was right. The child's age, and looks,
and ways were right. And those rumours about the massacre at
Dunpeldyr, whether ordered by Lot or by Merlin, were accounted for,
and even -such were the ways of the great justified. Now Lot was dead, and Merlin, too. King Arthur had
other and greater matters on his mind, and besides - if all the
tales that reached the taverns were true - by this time he had
other bastards by the score, and had shut this shameful begetting
from his mind, or else forgotten it. As for Morgause, she would not
kill her own son. Never that. But with King Lot gone, and Merlin
gone, and the High King far awav, why should she leave him here any
longer? Why any more need to keep him secret in this lonely
place? She clutched the child closer, her fear cold and
heavy in her. "The Goddess keep you safe, make her forget you. Make
her forget you. Leave you here. My bonnv, my Mordred, mv boy from
the sea." The child, roused by the sudden movement, tightened his
arms round her and said something. It was inaudible, muffled
against her neck, but she caught her breath and fell silent,
rocking, staring over the child's head at the cottage wall. After a while the small, ordinary sounds of the
room, and the long hush of the sea outside, seemed to calm her. The
child drowsed in her arms. Softly, she began to sing him back to
sleep. From the sea you came, my prince, my Mordred. You escaped the fay with the long hair that tosses
on the waves. You came from her sister, the sea-queen Who eats drowned sailors, who draws the boats Down into deep waters. You came to the land, to be prince of the land, And you will grow, grow, grow.... Queen Morgause did not make a feast that night. When the fresh news was brought of the hated
enchanter's death she sat for a long time very still, then, taking
a lamp in her hand, she left the bright hall-where the tall: was
still going noisily round, and made her way to the sealed chambers
underground where she worked her dark magic, and waited for such
glimmers of Sight as came to her. In the first chamber, her stillroom, a half-empty
flask stood on the table. In it was the remains of the poison she
had mixed for Merlin. Smiling, she passed through another door, and
knelt by the pool of seeing. Nothing came clearly. A bedchamber, with a curved
wall; a tower room, then? The bed with a man in it, still as death.
And he looked like death: a very old man, gaunt as a skeleton, with
grey hair straggling on the pillow, and a matted grey beard. She
did not recognize him. He opened his eyes, and it was Merlin. The dark,
terrifying eyes, set in that grey skull, looked straight across the
miles, across the seas, into hers where she knelt by the secret
pool. Morgause, crouching there with her hands to her
belly, as if she would guard Lot's last, unborn child, knew then
that once more the reports were false. Merlin lived still, and,
prematurely aged as he was, with his health wrecked by the poison,
he still had power enough to bring her and her plans to
nothing. Kneeling there, she began a frantic, frightened
spell that, in the old man's weakened state, might serve to protect
herself and her brood of sons from Arthur's vengeance. Book One The Boy from the Sea Chapter 1 The boy was alone in the summer world with the
singing of the honey bees. He lay flat on his back in the heather at the head
of the cliff. Not far from him was the straight-cut line of dark
turf where he had been working. The squared peats, stacked like
slices of black bread along the ditched gash, were drying in the
hot sun. He had been working since daybreak, and the line was a
long one. Now the mattock lay idle against the peats while the boy
drowsed after his midday meal. One hand, outflung on the heather,
still held the remains of a barley bannock. His mother's two hives
- crude skeps of barley strawstood fifty paces in from the brink of
the cliff. The heather smelled sweet and heady, like the mead that
would be made from the honey. To and fro, sometimes within a
finger's breadth of his face, the bees hurtled like slingshot. The
only other sound in the drowsy afternoon was the crying, remote
below him, of the seabirds at their nests along the cliff.
Something changed in the note of that crying. The boy opened his eyes, and lay still, listening.
Underneath the new, disturbed screaming of kittiwakes and
razorbills, he heard the deeper, four-fold alarm note of the big
gulls. He himself had not moved for half an hour or more, and in
any case they were used to him. He turned his head, to see a flock
of wheeling wings rise like blown snow above the cliff's edge some
hundred paces away. There was a cove there, a deep inlet with no
beach below. Hundreds of seabirds nested there, guillemots, shags,
kittiwakes, and with them the big falcon. He could see her now,
flying with the gulls that screamed to and fro. The boy sat up. He
could see no boat in the bay, but then a boat would hardly have
caused such a disturbance among the high-nesting colonies on the
cliff. An eagle? He could see none. At the most, he thought, it
might be a predatory raven after the young ones, but any change in
the monotony of the day's work was to be welcomed. He scrambled to
his feet. Finding the remains of the bannock still in his hand, lie
made as if to eat it, then saw a beetle on it, and threw it away
with a look of disgust. He ran across the heather towards the cove
where the disturbance was. He reached the edge and peered down. The birds flung
themselves higher, screaming. Puffins hurtled from the rock below
him in clumsy glide, legs wide and wings held stiffly. The big
black-backed gulls vented their harsh cries. The whitened ledges
where the kittiwakes sat in rows on their nests were empty of adult
birds, which were weaving and screaming in the air. He lay down, inching forward to peer directly down
the cliff. The birds were diving in past a buttress of rock where
wild thyme and sea-pink made a thick carpet splashed with white.
Clumps of rose-root stirred in the wind of their wings. Then, among
all the commotion, he heard a new sound, a cry like the cry of a
gull, but somehow subtly different. A human cry. It came from
somewhere well down the cliff, out of sight beyond the rocky
buttress where the birds wheeled most thickly. He moved carefully back from the edge, and got
slowly to his feet. There was no beach at the foot of the cliff,
nowhere to leave a boat, nothing but the steadily beating, echoing
sea. The climber had gone down and there could only be one reason
for trying to climb down here. "The fool," he said with contempt. "Doesn't he know
that the eggs will all be hatched now?" Half reluctantly he picked
his way along the cliff top to a point from which he could see,
stranded on a ledge beyond the buttress, another boy. It was no one he knew. Out in this lonely corner of
the island there were few families, and with the sons of the other
fishermen Brude's son had never felt in tune. And oddly enough his
parents had never encouraged him to mix with them, even as a child.
Now, at ten years old, well grown and full of a wiry strength, he
had helped his father with the man's jobs already for several
years. It was a long time since, on his rare days off, he had
troubled with children's ploys. Not that, for such as he,
birds'-nesting was a child's game; still, each spring, he made his
way down these very cliffs to collect the freshly laid eggs for
food. And later he and his father, armed with nets, would come to
catch the young ones for Sula to skin and dry against the winter's
hardships. So he knew, the ways down the cliff well enough. He
also knew how dangerous they were, and the thought of being
burdened with someone clumsy enough to strand himself, and probably
by now thoroughly scared, was not pleasant. The boy had seen him. His face was upturned, and he
waved and called again. Mordred made a face, then cupped his hands to his
mouth. "What is it? Can't you get back"' A vivid pantomime from below. It seemed unlikely
that the climber could hear what was said, but the question was
obvious, and so, too, was his answer. He had hurt his leg,
otherwise -and somehow his gestures conveyed this clearly -he would
not have dreamed of calling for help. This bravado had little or no effect on the boy at
the head of the cliff. With a shrug that indicated more boredom
than anything else, the fisherman's son began the climb down. It was difficult, and in two or three places
dangerous, so Mordred went slowly, taking his time. At length he
landed on the ledge beside the climber. The boys studied one another. The fisherman's son
saw a boy of much his own age, with a shock of bright red-gold hair
and hazel-green eyes. His complexion was clear and ruddy, his teeth
good. And though his clothes were torn and stained with the dirt of
the cliff, they were well made of good cloth, and brightly dyed in
what looked like expensive colours. On one wrist he wore a copper
bracelet no brighter than his hair. He sat with one leg over the
other, gripping the hurt ankle tightly in both hands. He was
obviously in pain, but when Mordred, with the working man's
contempt for his idle betters, looked for signs of tears, he saw
none. "You've hurt your ankle?'' "Twisted it. I slipped." "Is it broken?" "I don't think so, just sprained. It hurts if I try
to stand on it. I must say I'm glad to see you! I seem to have been
here for ages. I didn't think anyone would be near enough to hear
me, specially through all that noise." "I didn't hear you. I saw the gulls." "Well, thank the gods for that. You're a pretty good
climber, aren't vou?" "I know these cliffs. I live near here. All right,
we'll have to try it. Get up and let's see how you manage. Can't
you put that foot down at all?" The red-haired boy hesitated, looking faintly
surprised, as if the other's tone was strange to him. But all he
said was: "I can try. I did try before, and it made me feel sick. I
don't think -some of those places were pretty bad, weren't they?
Hadn't you better go and get help? Tell them to bring a rope." "There's no one within miles." Mordred spoke
impatiently. "My father's away with the boat. There's only Mother,
and she'd be no use. I can get a rope, though. I've got one up at
the peats. We'll manage all right with that." "Fine." There was some attempt at a gay smile. "I'll
wait for you, don't fret! But don't be too long, will you? They'll
be worried at home." At Brude's cottage, thought Mordred, his absence
would never have been noticed. Boys such as he would have to break
a leg and be away for a working day before anyone would start to
trouble. No, that was not quite fair. Brude and Sula sometimes were
as anxious over him as fowls with a single chicken. He had never
seen why; he had ailed nothing in all his life. As he turned to go he caught sight of a small
lidded basket on the ledge beside the other boy. "I'll take that
basket up now. Save trouble later." "No, thanks. I'd sooner bring it up myself. It'll
be all right, it hooks on to my belt." So, maybe he had found some eggs, thought Mordred,
then forgot all about it as he turned himself back to the cliff
climb. Beside the peat cuttings was the crude sled of driftwood
that was used to drag the cut sods down to the stack beside the
cottage. Fastened to the sled was a length of reasonably good rope.
Mordred slipped this from its rings as quickly as he could, then
ran back to the cliff, and once again made the slow climb down. The injured boy looked composed and cheerful. He
caught the rope's end and, with Mordred's help, made it fast to his
belt. This was a good one, strongly made of polished leather, with
what looked like silver studs and buckle. The basket was already
clipped there. Then began the struggle to the top. This took a
very, long time, with frequent pauses for rest, or for working out
how best the injured boy might be helped up each section of the
climb. He was obviously in pain, but made no complaint, and obeyed
Mordred's sometimes peremptory instructions without hesitation or
any show of fear. Sometimes Mordred would climb ahead and make the
rope fast where he could, then descend to help the other boy with
the support of arm or shoulder. In places they crawled, or edged
along, belly to rock, while all the time the seabirds screamed and
wheeled, the wind of their wings stirring the grasses on the very
cliff, and their cries echoed and re-echoed to and fro over the
deeper thud and wash of the waves. At last it was over. The two boys reached the top
safely, and pulled themselves over the last few feet onto the
heather. They set there, panting and sweating, and eyeing one
another, this time with satisfaction and mutual respect. "You have my thanks." The red-haired boy spoke with
a kind of formality that gave the words a weight of genuine
seriousness. "And I'm sorry to have given you that trouble. Once
down that cliff would be enough for anyone, but you were up and
down it as spry as a goat." "I'm used to it. We take eggs in the spring, and
then the young birds later. But it's a bad bit of rock. It looks so
easy, with the stone weathered into slabs like that, but it's not
safe, not safe at all." "You don't need to tell me now. That was what
happened. It looked like a safe step, but it broke. I was lucky to
get off with just a sprained ankle. And lucky that vou were there,
too. I hadn't seen anyone all day. You said vou lived near
here?" "Yes. In a bay about half a mile over yonder.
Seals' Bay, it's called. My father's a fisherman." "What's your name?" "Mordred. What's yours?" That faint look of surprise again, as if Mordred
should have known. "Gawain." It obviously meant nothing to the fisherman's son.
He touched the basket which Gawain had set on the grass between
them. From it came curious hissing sounds. "What's in there? I
thought it couldn't be eggs." "A couple of young peregrines. Didn't you see the
falcon? I was half afraid she'd come and knock me off the ledge,
but she contented herself with screaming. I left two others,
anyway." He grinned. "Of course I got the best ones." Mordred was startled. "Peregrines? But that's not
allowed! Only for the palace people, that is. You'll he in real
trouble if anyone sees them. And how on earth did you get near the
nest? I know where it is, it's under that overhang with the yellow
flowers on, but that's another fifteen feet lower than the ledge
where you were." "It's easy enough, but a bit tricky. Look." Gawain
opened the basket a little way. In it Mordred could see the two
young birds, fully fledged but still obviously juveniles. They
hissed and bounced in their prison, floundering, with their claws
fast in a tangle of thread. "The falconer taught me." Gavvain shut the lid
again. "You lower a ball of wool to the nest, and they strike at
it. As often as not they'll tangle themselves, and once they're
fast in it, you can draw them up. You get the best ones that way,
too, the bravest. But you have to watch for the mother bird." "You got those from that ledge where vou fell? After
you were hurt, then?" "Well, there wasn't much else to do while I was
stuck there, and besides, that was what I'd gone for," said Gawain
simply. This was something Mordred could understand. Out of his new
respect for the other, he spoke impulsively. "But you really could
be in trouble, you know. Look, give me the basket. If we could get
them free of the wool, I'll take them down again and see if I can
get them back to the nest." Gawain laughed and shook his head. "You couldn't.
Don't worry. It's all right. I thought you didn't know me. I am
from the palace, as it happens. I'm the queen's son, the
eldest." "You're Prince Gawain?" Mordred's eyes took in the
boy's clothes again, the silver at his belt, the air of good
living, the self-confidence. Suddenly, at a word, his own was gone,
with the easy equality, even the superiority that the cliff climb
had given him. This was no longer a silly boy whom he had rescued
from danger. This was a prince; the prince, moreover, who was heir
to the throne of Orkney: who would be King of the Orkneys, if ever
Morgause saw fit -or could be forced - to step down. And he himself
was a peasant. For the first time in his life he felt suddenly very conscious of how he
looked. His single garment was a short tunic of coarse cloth, woven
by Sula from the waste wool gathered from bramble and whin where
the sheep had left it. His belt was a length of cord made from bere
stalks. His bare legs and feet were stained brown with peat, and
were now scratched and grimy from the cliff climb. He said, hesitating: "Well, but oughtn't you to be
attended? I thought - I didn't think princes ever got out
alone." "They don't. I gave them all the slip." "Won't the queen be angry?" asked Mordred
doubtfully. A flaw at last in that self-assurance. "Probably."
The word, brought out carelessly, and rather too loudly, sounded to
Mordred a distinct note of apprehension. But this, again, he
understood, could even share. It was well known among the islanders
that their queen was a witch and to be feared. They were proud of
the fact, as they would have been proud of, and resigned to, a
brutal but efficient warrior king. Anyone, even her own sons, might
without shame be afraid of Morgause. "But perhaps she won't have me beaten this time,"
said Orkney's young king, hopefully. "Not when she knows I've hurt
my foot. And I did get the peregrines." He hesitated. "Look, I
don't think I can get home without help. Will you be punished, for
leaving your work? I'd see that your father didn't lose by it.
Perhaps, if you want to go and tell them where you are-" "That doesn't matter." Mordred spoke with sudden,
renewed confidence. There were after all other differences between
him and this wealthy heir to the islands. The prince was afraid of
his mother, and would soon have to account for himself, and bribe
his way back to favour with his looted hawks. Whereas he,
Mordred- He said easily: "I'm my own master. I'll help you
back. Wait while I get the peat sled, and I'll pull you home. I
think the rope's strong enough." "Well, if you're sure-" Gawain took the offered
hand, and was hauled to his feet. "You're strong enough, anyway.
How old are vou, Mordred?" "Ten. Well, nearly eleven." If Gawain felt any satisfaction about the answer, he
concealed it. As they faced one another, eye to eye, Mordred was
seen to be the taller by at least two fingers' breadth. "Oh, a year
older than me. You probably won't have to take me far," added
Gawain. "They'll have missed me by now, and someone'll be sent to
look for me. In fact, there they are." It was true. From the head of the next inland rise,
where the heather lifted to meet the sky, came a shout. Three men
came hurrying. Two of them, royal guards by their dress, bore
spears and shields. The third led a horse. "Well, that's all right," said Mordred. "And you
won't need the sled." He picked up the rope. "I'll get back to the
heats, then." "Well, thanks again." Gawain hesitated. It was he,
now, who suddenly seemed to feel something awkward in the
situation. "Wait a minute, Mordred. Don't go yet. I said you
wouldn't lose by this, that's only fair. I've no coin on me, but
they'll send something. . . . You said you lived over that way.
What's your father's name?" "Brude the fisherman." "Mordred, Brude's son," said Gawain, nodding. "I'm
sure she'll send something. If she does send money, or a gift,
you'd take it, Wouldn't you?" From a prince to a fisherman's son, it was an odd
question, though neither boy seemed to find it so. Mordred smiled, a small, close-lipped smile that
Gawain found curiously familiar. "Of course. Why shouldn't I? Only
a fool refuses gifts, particularly when he deserves them. And I
don't think I'm a fool," added Mordred. Chapter 2 The message from the palace came next day. It was
brought by two men, queen's guards by their dress and weapons, and
it was not coin, or any sort of gift: it was a summons to the royal
presence. The queen, it seemed, wanted to thank her son's rescuer
in person. Mordred, straightening from the peat digging, stared
at them, tryinn to control, or at least conceal, the sudden spurt
of excitement within him. "Now? Go with you now, you mean?" "Those were the orders," said the elder of the
guards, cheerfully. "That's what she said, bring you back with us
now" The other man added, with rough kindliness: "No
need to be afraid, youngster. Yon did well, by all accounts, and
there should be something in it for you." "I'm not afraid." The boy spoke with the
disconcerting selfpossession that had surprised Gawain. "But I'm
too dirty. I can't go to the queen like this. I'll have to go home
first, and get myself decent." The men glanced at one another, then the elder
nodded. "Well, that's fair enough. How far is home from here?" "It's only over there, you can see where the path
runs along the cliff top, and then down. Only a few minutes." He
stopped as he spoke, to pick up the rope of the sled. This was
already half loaded. He threw the mattock on top of the load, and
set off, dragging the sled. The grass of the track, worn and dry,
was slippery, easy for the whalebone runners. He went quickly, the
two men following. At the head of the slope the men paused,
waiting, while the boy, with the ease bred by the daily task, swung
the sled round to run downhill in front of him, himself leaning
back against the rope to act as brake. He let the load run into the
stacked peat on the grass behind the cottage, then dropped the rope
and ran indoors. Sula was pounding grain in the quern. Two of the
hens had come indoors and were clucking round her feet. She looked
up, surprised. "You're early! What is it?" "Mother, get me my good tunic, will you? Quickly."
He snatched up the cloth that did duty as a towel, and made again
for the door. "Oh, and do you know, where my necklet is, the thong
with the purple shells?" "Necklet? Washing, in the middle of the day?"
Bewildered, Sula got up to do as he asked. "What's this, Mordred'
What has happened?" For some reason, probably one he did not know
himself, the boy had told her nothing about his encounter with
Gawain on the cliff. It is possible that his parents' intense
interest in everything he did set him instinctively to guard parts
of his life from them. In keeping his encounter with the prince a
secret, he had hugged to himself the thought of Sula's pleasure
when the queen, as he confidently expected, gave him some
reward. His pleased sense of importance, even glee, sounded
in his voice. "It's messengers from Queen Morgause, Mother. They've
come to bid me to the court. They're waiting for me out there. I
have to go straight away. The queen wants to see me herself." The effect of his announcement startled even him.
His mother, on her way to the bedplace, stopped as if struck, then
turned slowly, one hand out to the table's top, as if she would
have fallen without its support. The pestle fell from her fingers
and rolled to the floor, where the hens ran to it, clucking. She
seemed not to notice. In the smoky light of the room her face had
gone sallow. "Queen Morgause? Sent for you? Already?" Mordred stared. " `Already?' What do you mean,
Mother? Did somebody tell you what happened yesterday?" Sula, her voice shaking, tried to recover herself.
"No, no, l meant nothing. W'hat did happen yesterday?" "It was nothing much. I was out at the peats and I
heard a cry from the cliff over yonder, and it was the young
prince, Gawain. You know, the oldest of the queen's sons. He was
half down the cliff after young falcons. He'd hurt his leg, and I
had to take the rope down from the sled, and help him climb back.
That's all. I didn't know who he was till afterwards. He told me
his mother would reward me, but I didn't think it would happen like
this, not so quickly, anyway I didn't tell you yesterday, because I
wanted it to be a surprise. I thought you'd be pleased." "Pleased, of course I'm pleased!" She took a great
breath, steadying herself by the table. Her fists, clenched on the
wood, were trembling. She saw the boy staring, and tried to smile.
"It's great news, son. You father will be glad. She she'll give you
silver, I shouldn't wonder. She's a lovely lady Queen Morgause, and
generous where it pleases her." "You don't look pleased. You look frightened." He
came slowlv back into the room. "You look ill, Mother. Look, you've
dropped your stick. Here it is. Sit down now. Don't worry, I'll
find the tunic. The necklet's in the cupboard with it, isn't it?
I'll get it. Come, sit down." He took hold of her gently, and set her back on the
stool. Standing in front of her, he was taller than she. She seemed
to come to herself sharply. Her back straightened. She gripped his
arms above the elbows in her two hands and held him tightly. Her
eyes, red-rimmed with working near the smoke of the peat fire,
stared up at him with an intensity that made him want to fidget and
move away. She spoke in a low, urgent whisper: "Look, my son. This is a great day for you, a great
chance. Who knows what may come of it? A queen's favour is a fine
thing to come by.... But it can be a hard thing, forby. You're
young yet, what would you know of great folk and their ways' I
don't know much myself, but I know something about life, and
there's one thing I can tell vou, Mordred. Always keep your own
counsel. Never repeat what you hear." In spite of herself, her
hands tightened. "And never, never tell anyone anything that's said
here, in your home." "Well, of course not! When do I ever see anyone to
talk to, anyway? And why should the queen or anyone at the palace
be interested in what goes on here?" He shifted uncomfortably, and
her grip loosened. "Don't worry, Mother. There's nothing to be
afraid of. I've done the queen a favour, and if she's such a lovely
lady, then I don't see what else can come of this except good, do
you? Look, I must go now. Tell Father I'll finish the peats
tomorrow. And keep some supper for me, won't you? I'll be back as
soon as I can." *** TO THOSE WHO KNEW CAMELOT, THE HIGH KING'S COURT,
AND even to people who remembered the state Queen Morgause had kept
in her castle of Dunpeldyr, the "palace" of Orkney must have seemed
a primitive place indeed. But to the boy from the fisherman's hut
it appeared splendid beyond imagination. The palace stood behind and above the cluster of
small houses that made up the principal township of the islands.
Below the town lay the harbour, its twin piers protecting a good
deep anchorage where the biggest of ships could tie up in safety.
Piers, houses, palace, all were built of the same flat weathered
slabs of sandstone. The roofs, too, were of great flagstones hauled
somehow into place and then hidden by a thick thatching of turf or
heather-stems, with deep caves that helped to throw the winter's
rains away from walls and doors. Between the houses ran narrow
streets, steep guts also paved with the flagstones so lavishly
supplied by the local cliffs. The main building of the palace was the great
central hall. This was the "public" hall, where the court gathered,
where feasts were held, petitions were heard, and where many of the
courtiers-nobles, officers, royal functionaries slept at night. It
comprised a big oblong room, with other, smaller chambers opening
from it. Outside was a walled Courtyard where the queen's
soldiers and servants lived, sleeping in the outbuildings, and
eating round their cooking fires in the yard itself. The only
entrance was the main gateway, a massive affair flanked to either
side by a guardhouse. At a short distance from the main palace buildings,
and connected to them by a long covered passage, stood the
comparativelv new building that was known as "the queen's house."
This had been built by Morgause's orders when she first came to
settle in Orkney. It was a smaller yet no less grandly built
complex of buildings set very near the edge of the cliff that here
rimmed the shore. Its walls looked almost like an extension of the
layered cliffs below. Not many of the court - only the queen's own
women, her advisers, and her favourites -had seen the interior of
the house, but its modern splendours were spoken of with awe, and
the townspeople gazed up in wonder at the big windows - an
unheard-of innovation -which had been built even into the seaward
walls. Inland from palace and township stretched an open
piece of land, turf grazed close by sheep, and used by the soldiers
and young men for practice with horses and arms. Some of the
stabling, with the kennels, and the byres for cattle and goats, was
outside the palace walls, for in those islands there was little
need of more defense than that provided by the sea, and to the
south by the iron walls of Arthur's peace. But some way along the
coast, beyond the exercise ground, stood the remains of a primitive
round tower, built before men's memory by the Old People, and
splendidly adaptable as both watchtower and embattled refuge. This
Morgause, with the memory of Saxon incursions on the mainland
kingdom, had had repaired after a fashion, and there a watch and
ward was kept. This, with the guard kept constantly on the palace
gate, was part of the royal state that fitted the queen's idea of
her own dignity. If it did nothing else, said Morgause, it would
keep the men alert, and provide some sort of military duty for the
soldiers, as a change from exercises that all too readily became
sport, or from idling round the palace courtyard. When Mordred with his escort arrived at the gate
the courtyard was crowded. A chamberlain was waiting to escort him
to the queen. Feeling awkward and strange in his seldom-worn best
tunic, stiff as it had come from the cupboard, and smelling faintly
musty, Mordred followed his guide. He was taut with nerves, and
looked at nobody, keeping his head high and his eyes fixed on the
chamberlain's shoulder-blades, but he felt the stares, and heard
mutterings. He took them to be natural curiosity, probably mingled
with contempt; he cannot have known that the figure he cut was
curiously courtier-like, his stiffness very like the dignified
formality of the great hall. "A fisherman's brat?" the whispers went. "Oh, aye?
We've heard that one before. Just look at him. . . . So who's his
mother? Sula? I remember her. Pretty. She used to work at the
palace here. In King Lot's time, that was. How long ago now since
he visited the islands? Twelve vears? Eleven? How the time does go
by , to be sure.... And he must be just about that age, wouldn't
you say?" So the whispers went. They would have pleased
Morgause, had she heard them, and Mordred, whom thev would have
enraged, did not hear them. But he heard the muttering, and felt
the eyes. He stiffened his spine further, and wished the ordeal
safely over, and himself home again. Then they had reached the door of the hall, and as
the servants pushed it open, Mordred forgot the whispers, his own
strangeness, everything except the splendid scene in front of
him. When Morgause, suffering under Arthur's displeasure,
had finally left Dunpeldyr for her other kingdom of Orkney, some
stray glimmer in her magic glass must have warned her that her stay
in the north would be a long one. She had managed to bring many of
the treasures from Lot's Southern capital. The king who reigned
there now at Arthur's behest, Tydwal, must have found his
stronghold stripped of most of its comforts. He was a stark lord,
so cannot have cared overmuch. But Morgause, that lady of luxury,
would have thought herself ill used had she been denied any of the
appurtenances of royalty, and she had managed, with her spoils, to
make herself a bower of comfort and colour to cushion her exile and
enhance her once famous beauty. On all sides the stone walls of the
hall were hung with brilliantly dyed cloths. The smooth flagstones
of the floor were not, as might have been expected, strewn with
rushes and heather, but had been made luxurious with islands of
deerskin, brown and fawn and dappled. The heavy benches along the
side walls were made of stone, but the chairs and stools standing
on the platform at the hall's end were of fine wood carefully
carved and painted, and bright with coloured cushions, while the
doors were of strong oak, handsomely ornamented, and smelling of
oil and wax. The fisherman's boy had no eyes for any of this. His
gaze was fixed on the woman who sat in the great chair at the
center of the platform. Morgause of Lothian and Orkney was still a very
beautiful woman. Light from a slit window caught the glimmer of her
hair, darkened from its young rose-gold to a rich copper. Her eyes,
long-lidded, showed green as emerald, and her skin had the same
smooth, creamy pallor as of old. The lovely hair was dressed with
gold, and there were emeralds at her ears and at her throat. She
wore a copper-coloured gown, and in her lap her slender white hands
glinted with jewelled rings. Behind her her five women - the queen's ladies
-looked, for all their elegant clothing, plain and elderly. Those
who knew Morgause had no doubt that this was an appearance as
carefully contrived as her own. Some score of people stood below
the dais, about the hall. To the boy Mordred it seemed crowded, and
fuller of eyes even than the outer courtyard. He looked for Gawain,
or for the other princes, but could not see them. When he entered,
pausing rather nervously just inside the doorway, the queen was
sitting half turned away, talking with one of her counsellors, a
smallish, stout greybeard who bent humbly to listen as she
spoke. Then she saw Mordred. She straightened in her tall
chair, and the long lids came down to conceal the sudden flash of
interest in her eyes. Someone prodded the boy from behind,
whispering: "Go on. Go up and then kneel." Mordred obeyed. He approached the queen, but when he
would have knelt, a movement of one of her hands bade him stand
still. He waited, very straight, and apparently self-contained, but
making no attempt to conceal the wonder and admiration he felt at
this, his first sight of royalty enthroned. He simply stood and
stared. If the onlookers expected him to be abashed, or the queen
to rebuke him for impertinence, they were disappointed. The silence
that held the hall was one of avid interest, coupled with
amusement. Queen and fisherman's boy, islanded by that silence,
measured one another eye to eye. If Mordred had been half-a-dozen years older, men
might more readily have understood the indulgence, even the
apparent pleasure with which she regarded him. Morgause had made no
secret of her predilection for handsome youths, a fancy which had
been allowed a relatively free reign since the death of her
husband. And indeed Mordred was personable enough, with his
slender, straight body, fine bones, and the look of eager yet
contained intelligence in the eyes under their wing-tipped brows.
She studied him, stiff but- far from awkward in his "best" tunic,
the only one he had, apart from the rags of every day She
remembered the stuff she had sent for it, years ago, a length of
homespun patchily dyed, that not even the palace slaves would have
worn. Anything better, missed from the coffers, might have caused
curiosity. Round his neck hung a string of shells, unevenly
threaded, with some sort of wooden charm obviously carved by the
boy himself from a piece of sea-wrack. His feet, though dusty from
the moorland road, were finely shaped. Morgause saw all this with satisfaction, but she saw
more besides: the dark eyes, an inheritance from the Spanish blood
of the Ambrosii, were Arthur's; the fine bones, the folded subtle
mouth, came from Morgause herself. At length she spoke. "Your name is Mordred, they
tell me?" "Yes." The boy's voice was hoarse with nervousness.
He cleared his throat. "Yes, madam." "Mordred," she said, consideringly. Her accent, even
after her years in the north, was still that of the southern
mainland kingdoms, but she spoke clearly and slowly in her pretty
voice, and he understood her very well. She gave his name the
island pronunciation. "Medraut, the sea-boy. So you are a fisherman
like your father?" "Yes, madam." "Is that why they gave you your name?" He hesitated. He could not see where this was
leading. "I suppose so, madam." "You suppose so." She spoke lightly, her attention
apparently on smoothing a fold of her gown. Only her chief
counsellor, and Gabran her current lover, knowing her well, guessed
that the next question mattered. "You never asked them?" "No, madam. But I can do other things besides fish.
I dig the peats, and I can turf a roof, and build a wall, and mend
the boat, and-and milk the goat, even-" He paused uncertainty. A
faint ripple of amusement had gone round the hall, and the queen
herself was smiling. "And climb cliffs as if you were a goat yourself.
For which," she added, "we should all be grateful." "That was nothing," said Mordred. His confidence
returned. There was really no need to be afraid. The queen was a
lovely lady, as Sula had told him, not at all as he had imagined a
witch to be, and surprisingly easy to talk to. He smiled up at her.
"Is Gawain's ankle badly sprained?" He asked. A new rustle went round the hall. "Gawain," indeed!
And a fisher-boy did not hold conversation with the queen, standing
as straight as one of the young princes, and looking her in the
eye. But Morgause apparently noticed nothing unusual. She ignored
the murmurs. She had not ceased to watch the boy closcly. "Not very. Now that it has been bathed and bound up
he can walk well enough. He will be back at the exercise of arms
tomorrow. And for this he has you to thank, Mordred, and so have I.
I repeat, we are grateful." "The men would have found him very soon, and I could
have lent them the rope." "But they did not, and you climbed down twice
yourself. Gawain tells me that it is a dangerous place. He should
be whipped for climbing there, even though he did bring me two such
splendid birds. But you . . . " The pretty teeth nibbled at the red underlip as she
considered him. "You must have some proof of my gratitude. What
would vou like?" Really taken aback now, he stared, swallowed, and
began to stammer something about his parents, their poverty, the
coming winter and the nets that had been patched twice too often,
but she interrupted him. "No, no. That is for your parents, not for
you. I have already found gifts for them. Show him, Gabran." A young man, blond and handsome, who stood near her,
stooped and lifted a box from behind her chair. He opened it. In it
Mordred glimpsed coloured wools, woven cloth, a net purse glinting
with silver, a stoppered wine flask. He went scarlet, then pale.
Suddenly, the scene had become somehow unreal, like a dream. The
chance encounter at the cliff, Gawain's talk of reward, the summons
to the queen's house - all this had been exciting, with its promise
of some change in the monotonous drudgery of his life. He had come
here expecting at most a silver coin, a word from the queen, some
delicacy, perhaps, that could be begged from the palace kitchens
before he ran home. But this - Morgause's beauty and kindness, the
unaccustomed splendours of the hall, the magnificence of the gifts
for his parents, and the promise, apparently, of more for himself
... Dimly, through the heart-beating confusion, he felt that it was
all too much. There was something more here. Something in the looks
the courtiers were exchanging, in the speculative amusement in
Gabran's eyes. Something he did not understand, but that made him
uneasy. Gabran shut the lid of the box with a snap, but when
Mordred reached to lift it Morgause stopped him. "No, Mordred. Not now. We shall see that thev have
it before today's dusk. But you and I still have something to talk
about, have we not? What is fitting for the young man to whom the
future king of these islands owes a dear debt? Come with me now. We
will talk of this in private." She stood up. Gabran moved quickly to her side, his
arm ready for her hand, but ignoring him, she stepped down from the
dais and reached a hand towards the boy. He took it awkwardly, but
somehow she made a graceful gesture of it, her jewelled fingers
touching his wrist as if he were a courtier handing her from the
hall. When she stood beside him she was very little taller than he.
She smelled of honeysuckle, and the rich days of summer. Mordred's
head swam. "Come," she said again, softly. The courtiers stood back, bowing, to make a way for
them. Her slave drew back a curtain to show a door in the side
wall. Guards stood there to either side, their spears held stiffly.
Mordred was no longer conscious of the stares and the whispering.
His heart was thudding. What was to come now he could not guess,
but it could only, surely, be more wonders. Something was hanging in the clouds for him;
fortune was in the queen's smile and in her touch. Without knowing it, he tossed the dark hair back
from his brow in a gesture that was Arthur's own, and with head
high he escorted Morgause royally out of her hall. Chapter 3 The corridor between the palace and the queen's
house was a long one, without windows, but lit by torches hung on
the walls. There were two doors in its length, both on the left.
One must be the guardroom; the door stood ajar, and beyond it
Mordred could hear men's voices and the click of gamingstones. The
other gave on the courtyard; he remembered seeing guards there. It
was shut now, but at the end of the corridor a third door stood
open, held wide by a servant for the passage of the queen and her
attendants. Beyond was a square chamber, which acted apparently
as an anteroom to the queen's private apartments. It was
unfurnished. To the right a slit window showed a narrow strip of
sky, and let in the noise of the sea. Opposite, on the landward
side, was another door, at which Mordred looked with interest, and
then with awe. This doorway was curiously low and squat-the same
primitive shape as the door of his parents' cottage. It was set
deep under a massive stone lintel, and flanked by jambs almost as
thick. He had seen such entrance-ways before; they led down to the
ancient underground chambers that could be found here and there
through the islands. Some said they had been built, like the tall
brochs, by the Old People, who had housed their dead there in stone
chambers beneath the ground. But the simpler folk regarded them as
magical places, the sidhe or hollow hills that guarded the gates of
the Otherworld; and the skeletons that were found there, of men and
beasts, were the remains of unwary creatures who had ventured too
far within those dark precincts. When mist shrouded the islands
-which was rare in those windy seas -it was said that gods and
spirits could be seen riding out on their gold-decked horses, with
the sad ghosts of the dead drifting round them. Whatever the truth,
the islanders avoided the mounds that hid these underground
chambers, but it seemed that the queen's house had been built
beside one of them, perhaps only discovering it when the
foundations were dug. Now the entrance was sealed off by a heavy
door of oak, with big iron hasps, and a massive lock -to keep it
fast against whatever lurked behind it in the dark. Then Mordred forgot it, as the tall door ahead of
them opened between its two armed guards, and beyond was a blare of
sunlight, and the warmth and scent and colour of the queen's
house. The room they entered was a copy of Morgause's
chamber at Dunpeldyr; a smaller copy, but still, to Mordred's eyes,
magnificent. The sun streamed in through a big square window, under
which a bench made a window-seat, gay with blue cushions. Near it,
full in the sunlight, stood a gilded chair with its footstool and a
cross-legged table nearby. Morgause sat down, and pointed to the
window-seat. Mordred took his place obediently, and sat waiting in
silence, with thumping heart, while the women, at a word from the
queen, betook themselves with their stitchery to the far end of the
room, in the light from another window. A servant came hurrying to
the queen's side with wine in a silver goblet, and then, at her
command, brought a cup of the sweet honey drink for Mordred. He
took a sip of it, then set the cup down on the window sill. Though
his mouth and throat were dry, he could not drink. The queen finished her wine, then handed the goblet
to Gabran, who must already have had his orders. He took it
straight to the servant at the door, shut the door behind the man,
then went to join the women at the other end of the room. He lifted
a small knee harp from its shroud in the corner, and, settling
himself on a stool, began to play. Only then did the queen speak again, and she spoke
softly, so that only Mordred, close beside her, would be able to
hear. "Well, Mordred, so now let us talk. How old are you? No,
don't answer, let me see.... You will soon pass your eleventh
birthdav. Am I not right?" "Y-yes," stammered the boy, amazed. "How did-oh, of
course, Gawain told you." She smiled. "I would have known without being told.
I know more about your birth than you do yourself, Mordred. Can you
guess how?" "Why, no, madam. About my birth? That's before you
came to live here, isn't it?" "Yes. I and the king my husband still held Dunpeldyr
in Lothian. Have you never heard what happened in Dunpeldyr, the
year before Prince Gawain was born?" He shook his head. He could not have spoken. He
still had no inkling of why the queen had brought him here and was
speaking to him like this, secretly, in her private chamber, but
every instinct pricked him to the alert. It was coming now, surely,
the future he had dreaded, and yet longed for, with the strange,
restless and sometimes violent feelings of rebellion he had had
against the life to which he had been born, and to which he had
believed himself sentenced till death, like all his parents'
kin. Morgause, still watching him closely, smiled again.
"Then listen now. It is time you knew. You will soon see why. . .
." She settled a fold of her gown, and spoke lightly, as if talking
of some trifling matter far back in the past, some story to tell a
child at lamp-lighting. "You know that the High King Arthur is my
half-brother by the same father, King Uther Pendragon. Long ago
King Uther planned my marriage to King Lot, and though he died
before it could take place, and though my brother Arthur was never
Lot's friend, we were married. We hoped that through the marriage a
friendship, or at least an alliance, might be formed. But, whether
through jealousy of Lot's prowess as a soldier, or (as I am
persuaded) because of lies told to him by Merlin, the enchanter,
who hates all women, and who fancies himself wronged by me, King
Arthur has alwavs acted more as an enemy than as a brother and a
just lord." She paused. The boy's eyes were fixed, enormous, his
lips slightly parted. She smoothed her gown again, and her voice
took on a deeper, graver note. "Soon after King Arthur had assumed the throne of
Britain, he was told, bv the evil man Merlin, that a child had been
born somewhere in Dunpeldyr, a son of its king, who would prove to
be Arthur's bane. The High King never hesitated. He sent men north
to Dunpeldyr to seek out and kill the king's sons. Oh, no" -a smile
of great sweetness - "not mine. Mine were not yct born. But to make
sure that any bastard, perhaps unknown, of King Lot's should die,
he ordered that all the children in the town, under a certain age,
should die." Sorrow throbbed in her voice. "So, Mordred, on that
dreadful night some score of children were taken by the soldiers.
They were put out to sea in a small boat, which was driven by wind
and waves until at last it drove onto rock and foundered, and the
children were all drowned. All but one." He was as still as if held by a spell. "Me?" It was
a whisper, barely audible. "Yes, you. The boy from the sea. Now do you
understand why you were given that name? It was true." She seemed to be waiting for an answer. He said,
huskily: "I thought it was because of being a fisherman, like my
father. A lot of the boys that help with the nets are called
Mordred, or Medraut. I thought it was a sort of charm to keep me
safe from the sea-goddess. She used to sing a song about it. My
mother, I mean." The green-gilt eyes opened a little wider. "So? A
song? What sort of song?" Mordred, meeting that look, recollected himself. He
had forgotten Sula's warning. Now it came back to him, but there
was no harm, surely, in the truth? "A sleeping song. \Vhen I was
small. I don't really remember it, except the tune." Morgause, with a flick of her fingers, dismissed
the tune. "But you never heard this tale before? Did your parents
ever speak of Dunpeldyr?" "No, never. That is" -he spoke with patent honesty
-"only as all the folk speak of it. I knew-that it was part of your
kingdom once, and that vou had dwelt there with the kin... and that
the three oldest princes were born there. My -my father gets news
from the ships that come in, of all the kingdoms beyond the sea,
the wonderful lands. He has told me so much that I-" He bit his
lip, then burst out irresistibly with the question that burned him.
"Madam, how did my father and mother save me from that boat and
bring me here"' "They did not save you from the boat. You were saved
by the King of Lothian. When he knew what had happened to the
children he sent a ship to save them, but it came too late for all
but you. The captain saw some wreckage floating, the boat's ribs,
with what looked like a bundle of cloth still there. It was you. An
end of your shawl had caught on a splintered spar, and held vou
safe. The captain took you up. By the garment you wore, and the
shawl that saved your life, he knew which of the children you were.
So he sailed with you to Orkney, where vou might be reared in
safety." She paused. "Have you guessed why, Mordred?" She could see, from the boy's eyes, that he had
guessed why long since. But he lowered his lids and answered, as
meekly as a girl: "No, madam." The voice, the folded mouth, the maiden-like
demureness, was so much Morgause's own that she laughed aloud, and
Gabran, who had been her lover now for more than a vear, looked up
from his harp and allowed himself to smile with her. "Then I will
tell you. Two of the bastards of the King of Lothian were killed in
that massacre. But there were known to be three in the boat. The
third was saved by the mercy of the seagoddess, who kept him afloat
in the wreckage. You are a king's bastard, Mordred, my boy from the
sea." He had seen it coming, of course. She looked to see
some spark of joy, or pride, or even speculation. There was none.
He was biting his lip, fighting with some trouble that he wanted
to, but dared not, express. "Well?" she asked at length. "Madam?" Another pause. "Well?" A touch of impatience. Having laid a royal
gift in the boy's hand, albeit a false one, the lady looked for
worship, not for doubts which she could not understand. Never
having herself been moved by love, it did not occur to her that her
son's feelings for his foster parents needed to be weighed against
pleasure and ambition. He blurted it out then. "Madam, was my mother ever
in Dunpeldyr?" Morgause, who liked to play with people as if they
were creatures caged for her whims, smiled at him and told, for the
first time in the interview, the simple truth. "Of course. Where
else? You were born there. Did I not say so?" "But she said she had lived in Orkney all her life!"
Mordred's voice rose, so that the chatter at the room's other end
hushed for a moment before a glance from the queen sent the women
back, heads bent, to their work. The boy added, more softly,
looking wretched: "And my father. He can't know, surely, that she
-that I ...?" "Foolish boy, you have not understood me." Her voice
was indulgent. "Brude and Sula are your foster parents, who took
you at the king's behest, and kept the secret for him. Sula had
lost a son, and she took you to nurse. No doubt she has given you
the love and care she would have given her own child. As for your
real mother" -quickly, she forestalled the question that in fact he
was too dazed to ask - "I cannot tell you that. For very fear she
said nothing, nor made any claim, and for fear of the High King,
nothing has ever been said. She may have been only too thankful to
forget the matter herself. I asked no questions, though I knew one
of the boys had been saved from the boat. Then when King Lot died,
and I came to Orkney to bear my youngest son and care for the other
three in safety, I was content to let the matter rest. As you must,
Mordred." Not knowing what to say, he was silent. "For all I know your own mother may be dead. To
dream of some day seeking her out would be folly - and what would
be the profit? A girl of the town, the pleasure of a night?" She
studied his down-dropped lids, his expressionless face. "Now
Dunpeldyr is in the hands of a king who is Arthur's creature. There
would be no profit in such a search, Mordred, and there might well
be much danger. Do you understand me?" "Yes, madam." "What you do when you are a man grown is your
affair, but vou will do well to remember that King Arthur is your
enemy." "Then I am the one? I am to be -his bane?" "Who knows? That is with the gods. But he is a hard
man, and his adviser Merlin is both clever and cruel. Do you think
they would take any chances? But while you remain in these islands
-and while you keep silent -you are safe." Another pause. He asked, almost whispering it: "But
why have you told me, then? I will be secret, yes, I promise, but
why did you want me to know°?" "Because of the debt I owe you for Gawain. Had you
not helped him, he might have tried to climb himself, and fallen to
his death. I was curious to see you, so I sent for you on that
excuse. It might have been better to leave vou there all your life,
knowing nothing. Your foster parents would never have dared to
speak. But after what happened yesterday" A pretty,
half-deprecating gesture. "Not every woman wishes to nurture her
husband's bastards, but I and my family owe you something, and I
pay my debts. And now that I have seen you, and spoken with you, I
have decided how to make that payment." The boy said nothing. He seemed to have stopped
breathing. From the far end of the room came the murmur of music,
and the soft voices of the women. "You are ten years old," said Morgause. "You are
well grown and healthy, and I think that you could do me some
service. There are not so many in these islands with the blood and
the promise that might make a leader. In you I think I see that
promise. It is time you left your foster home, and took your place
here with the other princes. Well, what do you say?" "I - I will do as you wish, madam," stammered the
boy. It was all he could say, above the words that went on and on
in his brain, like the music of the harp. The other princes. It is
time you took your place here with the other princes.... Later,
perhaps, he would think of his foster parents with affection and
with regret, but now all he had room for was the vague but dazzling
vision of such a future as he had barely dared even to dream of.
And this woman, this lovely royal lady, would in her graciousness
offer him, her husband's bastard, a place beside her own true-born
sons. Mordred, moved by an impulse he had never felt before,
slipped from the window-seat and knelt at Morgause's feet. With a
gesture at once graceful and touchingly unpracticed, he lifted a
fold of the copper-coloured velvet and kissed it. He sent a look of
worship up at her and whispered: "I will serve you with my life,
madam. Only ask me. It is yours." His mother smiled down at him, well satisfied with
the conquest she had made. She touched his hair, a gesture that
brought the blood up under his skin, then sat back against the
cushions, a pretty, fragile queen looking for strong arms and ready
swords to protect her. "lt may be a hard service, Mordred. A lonely queen
needs all the love and protection that her fighting men can give
her. For that you will be trained alongside your brothers, and live
with them here in my palace. Now you will go down to Seals' Bay to
take leave of your parents, then bring your things back here." "Today? Now?" "Why not? When decisions are taken they should be
acted upon. Gabran will go with you, and a slave to carry your
goods. Go now." Mordred, still too awed and confused to point out
that he could carry all his worldly goods himself, and in one hand,
got to his feet, then stooped to kiss the hand she held out to him.
It was noticeable that this time the courtly move came almost
naturally. Then the queen turned away, dismissing him, and Gabran
was at his elbow, hurrying him from the room, along the corridor,
and out into the courtyard where the coloured sky of sunset was
already fading into dusk, and the air smelled of the smoke of fires
where suppers were being cooked. A man, a groom by his dress, came up with a horse
ready bridled. It was one of the sturdy island ponies,
cream-coloured and as shaggy as a sheep. "Come," said Gabran, "we'll be late for supper as it
is. You don't ride, I suppose? No? Well, get up behind me. The man
can follow." Mordred hung back. "There's no need, I've nothing
to carry, really. And you don't need to come either, sir. If you
stay and get your supper now, I can run home and-" "You'll soon learn that when the queen says I have
to go with you, then I have to go." Gabran did not trouble to
explain that his orders had been even more explicit. "He is not to
have speech alone with Sula," Morgause had said. "Whatever she has
guessed, she has told him nothing yet, it seems. But now that she
is going to lose him, who knows what she may come out with? The man
does not matter: He is too stupid to guess at the truth, but even
he may give the boy, the true tale of how he was brought, by
arrangement, from Dunpeldyr. So take him, and stay with them, and
bring him back quickly. I shall see to it that he does not go back
there again." So Gabran said, crisply "Come, your hand," and with
Mordred behind him on the cob, and clinging to him like a young
peregrine to its ball of fleece, he cantered off along the track
that led to Seals' Bay. Chapter 4 Sula had been sitting outside the cottage door in
the last of the daylight, gutting and splitting a catch of fish
ready for drying. When the horse appeared at the head of the cliff
path she had just carried the bucket of offal down to throw it onto
the shingle, where the hens wrannled with the seabirds for their
share of the stinking pile. The noise was deafening as the big
gulls swooped and fought and chased one another, and the smell rose
sickeningly on the wind. Mordred slipped off the cob's rump as Gabran drew
rein. "lf vou wait here, sir, I'll run down with this, and get my
things. I'll be back in just a moment. It it won't take long. I
think, mother was expecting this, or something, like it. I'll be as
quick as I can. Maybe I can come back tomorrow, if they want me to?
Just for a talk?" Gabran, without even troubling to reply, slid off
the horse's back and looped the rein over his wrist. When Mordred,
holding the box carefully, started down the slope, the man
followed. Sula, turning back towards the cottage, saw them.
She had been watching the cliff top for Mordred's return, and now,
seeing how he was accompanied, she stood for a few moments very
still, unconsciously clutching the slimy bucket close to her body.
Then, coming to herself, she threw the bucket down by the doorway,
and went quickly into the cottage. A dim yellow glow showed round
the curtain's edge as she lighted the lamp. The boy pushed the curtain aside and went in
eagerly, carrying the box. For once the room was free of smoke. On good summer
days Sula cooked their food in the clay oven outside, over a fire
built up of dried kelp and dung. But the stink of fish pervaded the
whole cove, and inside the cottage the smell of the fish-oil in the
lamp caught at the throat. Though he had been used to it all his
life, Mordred -with the scents and colours of the queen's room
bright in his memory -noticed it now, with a mixture of pity, shame
and what he was too young to recognize as self-dislike; shame
because Gabran so obviously intended to come in with him, and guilt
because he was ashamed for him to do so. To his immediate relief, Sula was alone. She was
wiping her hands on a rag. Blood from a grazed finger mingled on
the rag with the slime and scales from the fish. The flint knife
lying on the table showed a rim of blood, too. "Your hand, Mother, vou've cut it!" "It's nothing. They kept you a long time." "I know. The queen herself wanted to talk to me.
Wait till I tell you! The palace, it's a wonderful place, and I
went right into the queen's own house. . . . But look here first,
Mother! She gave me presents." He set the box on the table, and opened it. "Mother, look! The silver is for you and Father, and
the cloth, see, isn't it fine? Thick, too, good for winter. And a
flask of good wine, with a capon from the palace kitchen. All this
is for you..." His voice trailed away uneasily. Sula had not even
glanced at the treasures; she was still wiping her hands, over and
over again, on the greasy rag. Suddenly Mordred was impatient. He took the rag
from her and threw it down, shoving the box nearer. "Aren't you
even going to look at them? Don't you even want to know what the
queen said to me?" "I can see she was generous. We all know she can be
generous when it takes her. What was there for vou?" "Promises." Gabran spoke from the doorvvay as he
stooped to enter. When he straightened his head was only a finger's
breadth from the stones of the roof. He was dressed in a kneelength
robe of yellow, with a deep tagged border of green. Yellow stones
winked at his belt, and he wore a collar of worked copper. He was a
fair man, with a crisp mane as blond as barley straw falling to his
shoulders, and the blue eyes of the north. His presence filled the
room and made the cottage seem more poverty-stricken and dingy even
than before. If Mordred was conscious of this, Sula was not.
Unimpressed, she faced Gabran squarely, as she would have faced an
enemy. "What sort of promises?" Gabran smiled. "Only what every man should have, and
Mordred has proved himself a man now - or at least the queen thinks
so. A cup and a platter for his meat, and tools for his work. " She stared at him, her lips working. She did not ask
what he meant. Nor did she make any of the gestures of hospitality
that came naturally to the folk of the islands. She said harshly: "These he has." "But not such as he should have," said Gabran,
gently. "You know as well as I, woman, that there should be silver
on his cup, and that his tools are not mattocks and fish hooks, but
a sword and a spear." To expect and dread a thing for a lifetime does not
prepare one for the thing itself. It was as if he had set the very
spear to her breast. She threw up her hands, biding her face with
her apron, and sank onto the stool beside the table. "Mother, don't!" cried Mordred. "The queen -she told
me -you must know what she told me!" Then, to Gabran, distressed:
"I thought she knew. I thought she would understand." "She does understand. Do you not, Sula?" A nod. She had begun to rock herself, as if in
grief, but she made no sound. Mordred hesitated. Among the rough folk of the
islands, affectionate gestures were rarely made. He went to her,
but contented himself with a touch on the shoulder. "Mother, the
queen told me the whole story. How you and my father took me from
the sea-captain who had found me, and reared me for your own. She
told me who I am . . . at least, who my real father is. So now she
thinks I should go up to the palace with the other -King Lot's
other sons, and the nobles, and train as a fighting man." Still she said nothing. Gabran, watching by the
door, never moved. Mordred tried again. "Mother, you must have known I
would be told some day. And now that I know... you mustn't be
sorry. I can't be sorry, you must see that. It doesn't change
anvthing here, this is still my home, and you and Father are still
... " He swallowed. "You'll always be my folk, you will, believe
me! Some day-" "Aye, some day"' she interrupted him, harshly. The
apron came down. In the wavering light of the lamp her face was
sickly pale, smeared with dirt from the apron. She did not look at
Gabran, elegant in the doorway. Mordred watched her appealingly;
there was love in his face, and distress, but there was also
something she recognized, a high look of excitement, ambition, the
iron-hard will to go his way. She had never set eyes on Arthur,
High King of Britain, but looking at Mordred, she recognized his
son. She said, heavily: "Aye, some day. Some day you'll
come back, grown and grand, and carrying gold to give the poor folk
who nursed you. But now you try to tell me that nothing's changed.
For all you say it makes no difference who you are-" "I didn't say that! Of course it makes a difference!
Who wouldn't be glad to know he was a king's son? Who wouldn't he
glad to have the chance to bear arms, and maybe some day to travel abroad and see the mainland kingdoms,
where things are happening that matter to the world? When I said
nothing would change, I mean the way I feel -the way I feel about
you and my father. But I can't help wanting to go! Please try to
understand. I can't pretend, not all the way, that I'm sorry." At the distress in his face and voice she softened
suddenly. "Of course you can't, boy. You must forgive an old woman
who's dreaded this moment for so long. Yes, you must go. But do you
have to go now? Is yon fine gentleman waiting to take you back with
him?" "Yes. They said I had just to get my things and go
straight back." "Then get them. Your father won't be back till the
dawn tide. You can come and see him as soon as they let you." A
glimmer of something that was almost a smile. "Don't you worry,
boy, I'll tell him what's happened." "He knows all about it, too, doesn't he?" "Of course he does. And he'll see that it had to
come. He's made himself forget it, I think, though I've seen it
coming this past year or so. Yes, in you, Mordred. Blood tells.
Still, you've been a good son to us, for all there's been something
in you fretting after a different way... We took pay for you, you
know that.... Where did you think we got the money for the good
boat, and the foreign nets? I'd have nursed you for nothing, in
place of the one I lost, and then you were as good as our own, and
better. Aye, we'll miss you sorely. It's a hard trade for a man as
he gets older, and you've pulled your weight on the rope, that you
have." Something was working in the boy's face. He burst
out: "I won't go! I won't leave you, Mother! They can't make me!"
She looked sadly at him. "You will, lad. Now you've had a sight of
it, and a taste of it, you will. So get your things. Yon
gentleman's on the fidget to be gone." Mordred glanced from her to Gabran. The latter
nodded and said, not unkindly: "We should hurry. The gates will
soon be shut." The boy went across to his bedplace. This was a
stone shelf, with a bag stuffed full of dried bracken for a
mattress, and a blue blanket spread across. From a recess in the
wall below the shelf he took his possessions. A sling, some fish
hooks, a knife, his old working tunic. He had no shoes. He laid the
fish hooks back on the bed, and the working tunic with them. He
hesitated over the sling. He felt the smooth wood that fitted so
readily into his hand, and fingered the bag of pebbles, rounded and
glossy, gathered so carefully from the beach. Then these, too, he
laid aside. Sula watched him, saying nothing. Between them the
words hung, unspoken: the tools for his work; a sword and a spear
... He turned back. "I'm ready now." He was
empty-handed, but for his knife. If any of the three noticed the symbolism of the
moment, nothing was said. Gabran reached for the door curtain.
Before he could touch it it was pushed aside, as the goat
shouldered her way into the room. Sula got up from her stool, and
reached for the bowl to hold the milk. "You'd best go, then. Come
back when they let you, and tell us what it's like up there at the
palace." Gabran held the curtain wide. Mordred went slowly
towards the door. What was there to say? Thanks were not enough,
and yet were more than enough. He said awkwardly: "Good-bye then,
Mother," and went out. Gabran let the curtain fall behind them. Outside, the tide was on the turn, and the wind had
freshened, dispersing the smell of fish. The sweet air met him. It
was like plunging into a different stream. Gabran was untying the horse. In the growing
darkness the knots were awkward, and he fumbled over them. Mordred
hesitated, then ran back into the stink of the hut. Sula was
milking the goat. She did not look up. He could see a track of
moisture in the dirt on her cheek like the track of a snail. He
stopped in the doorway, clutching the curtain, and said hoarsely
and rapidly: "I'll come back whenever they let me, truly I will. I
-I'll see you're all right, you and he. Some day . . . some day I
promise I'll be somebody, and I'll look after you both." She made no sign. "Mother." She did not look up. Her hands never stopped. "I hope," said Mordred, "that I never do find out
who my real mother is." He turned and ran out again into the dusk. *** "WELL?" ASKED MORGAUSE. It was well past day. She and Gabran were alone
together in her bedchamber. In the outer room her women slept, and in the
chamber beyond that the five boys -Lot's four and her son by Arthur
-had been asleep long since. But the queen and her lover were not
abed. She sat beside a glowing bank of peat. She wore a long night
robe of creamy white, and furred slippers made from the winter skin
of the blue hare that runs on the High Island. Her hair was loose
over her shoulders, glimmering in the peat fire's glow. In that
soft light she looked little more than twenty vears old, and very
beautiful. Though, as ever, she stirred his senses, the young
man knew that this was not the moment to show it. Still fully
dressed, his damp cloak over his arm, he kept his distance and
answered her, subject to monarch: "All is very well, madam. It's done, just as you
wished it done." "No trace of violence?" "None. They were asleep -either that, or they had
drunk too much of the wine you sent them." A small smile, that innocence would have thought
innocent, hung on her pretty mouth. "If they only sipped it,
Gabran, it was enough." She lifted the lovely eyes to his, saw
nothing there but dazzled admiration, and added: "Did vou think I
would take chances? You should know better. So, it was easy?" "Very easy. All that will appear is that they drink
too deeply, and were careless, and that the lamp fell and the oil
spilled on the bedding, and -" A gesture finished it for him. She drew a breath of satisfaction, but something in
his voice gave her pause. Though Morgause valued, and was even fond
of, her handsome young lover, she would have got rid of him in a
moment if it had suited her to do so; but as vet she had need of
him, and must keep him faithful. She said gently: "Too easy, I
think vou mean, Gabran. I know, my dear. Men like you don't like an
easy killing, and killing these folk is like slaughterin, beasts
-no work for a fighting man. But it was necessary. You know
that." "I suppose so." "You told me that vou thought the woman knew
something." "Or guessed. It was hard to tell. These folk all
look like weathered kelp. I couldn't be certain. There was
something in the way she spoke to him, and the way she looked when
he said you had told him the whole story." He hesitated. "If so,
then she -both of them - have kept silence all these years." "So?" said the queen. She held a hand out to the
fire's warmth. "That is not to say they would have gone on keeping
it. With the boy gone, they might begin to feel their had a
grievance, and folk with a grievance are dangerous." "Would they have dared speak? And to whom?" "Why to the boy himself. You told me that Sula urged
him to go back there, and naturally -at first -he would have been
eager to go. One word, one hint, would have been enough. You know
whose soft he is; and you have seen him. Do you think it needs more
than a breath to kindle a blaze of ambition that could destroy all
my plans for the future? Take my word for it, it was necessary.
Gabran, dear boy, you may be the best lover a woman ever took to her bed, but you could never
rule any kingdom wider than that same bed." "Why should I ever want to?" She threw him a smile, part affection, part mockery.
Emboldened, he took half a step towards her, but she stopped him.
"Wait. Consider. This time I'll tell you why. And don't pretend
you've never made a guess at my plans concerning this bastard." She
turned her hand this way and that, apparently admiring the glitter
of her rings. Then she looked up, confidingly. "You may be right in
part. I may have flown my hawk too early and too fast, but the
chance came to take the boy from his foster home and bring him here
without too much questioning. Besides, he is ten years old, high
time he should be trained in the skills and manners of a prince.
And once I had taken that step, the other had to follow. Until the
right moment comes, my brother Arthur must hear no hint of his
whereabouts. Nor must that arch-mage Merlin, and in his heyday he
could have heard the very rushes whispering on the Holy Isle. Old
and foolish as he is, we can risk nothing. I have not kept my son
and Arthur's a secret all these years, to have him taken from me
now. He is my pass to the mainland. When he is ready to go there, I
shall go with him." He was hers again, she noted. Pleased, flattered by
her confidence, eager. "Back to Dunpeldyr, do you mean?" "Not Dunpeldyr, no. To Camelot itself." "To the High King?" "Why not? He has no legitimate son, and from all
accounts is unlikely to get one. Mordred is my pass to Arthur's
court.... And after that, we shall see." "You sound very sure," he said. "I am sure. I have seen it." At the look in his eyes
she smiled again. "Yes, my dear, in the pool. It was clear as
crystal -a witch's crystal. I and my sons, all of them, at Camelot,
dressed as for a feast, and bearing gifts." "Then surely -not that I'm questioning it, but -
couldn't that mean you would have been safe, even without what was
done tonight?" "Possibly." Her voice was indifferent. "We cannot
always read the signs aright, and it may be that the Goddess knew
already what would be done tonight. Now I am sure that I am safe.
All I have to do is wait for Merlin's death. Already, more than
once, we have heard rumours of his disappearance, or death, and
each time I have rejoiced, only to find that the rumour was false,
and the old fool lived still. But the day must soon come when the
report will be true. I have seen to that, Gabran. And when it is,
when he is no longer at Arthur's side, then I may go in safety, and
Mordred with me. I can deal with my brother.... If not as I dealt
with him before, then as a sister deals who has some power, and a
little beauty still." "Madam Morgause - " She laughed gently, and stretched a hand to him.
"Come, Gabran, no need for jealousy! And no need to fear me,
either. And the witchcraft I ever use against you, you know well
how to deal with. The rest of this night's work will be more to
your taste than what is past. Come to bed now. All is safe, thanks
to you. You have served me more than faithfully." And so did they. But Gabran did not voice the
thought aloud. And soon, stripped of his damp clothing, and lying
in the great bed beside Morgause, he forgot it, and forgot, too,
the two dead bodies he had left in the smoking shell of the cottage
on the shore. Chapter 5 Mordred woke early, at his usual time. The other boys still slept, but this was the hour
when his foster father had always roused him for work. For a few
moments he lay, unsure of his surroundings, then he remembered. He
was in the royal palace. He was king's son, and the king's other
sons were here, sleeping in the same room. The eldest of them,
Prince Gawain, lay beside him, in the same bed. In the other bed
slept the three younger princes, the twins, and the baby,
Gareth. He had had no speech with them yet. Last evening
after Gabran had brought him to the palace, he had been taken in
charge by an old woman who had been nurse to the royal boys: she
was still, she told him, nurse to Gareth, and looked after the
boys' clothes and to some extent their welfare. She led Mordred to
a room full of chests and boxes, where she fitted him out with new
clothing. No weapons yet; he would get those tomorrow, she told him
sourly soon enough, and then no doubt he would be about his killing
and murdering like the rest of them. Men! Boys were had enough, but
at least they could be controlled, and let him mark her words, she
might be an old woman, but she could still punish where punishment
was due... Mordred listened, and was silent, fingering the good new
clothes, and trying not to yavn as the old woman fussed about him.
From her chatter -and she was never silent -he carried that Queen
Morgause was, to say the least, an erratic parent. One day she
would take the boys riding, showing them mainland customs of
hunting with hawk and hound; they would ride all day, and she would
feast them late into the night, then the next day the boys would
find themselves apparently forgotten, and he forbidden even to go
to her rooms, only to he summoned again at night to hear a
minstrel, or to entertain a bored and restless queen with talk of
their own day. Nor were the boys treated alike. Possibly the only
Roman principle held to by Morgause was the one of "divide and
rule." Gawain, as the eldest and the heir, was given extra freedom
and some privileges forbidden to the others; Gareth, the posthumous
youngest, was the favourite. Which left the twins, and they,
Mordred gathered from old Ailsa's pinched lips and headshakings,
were difficult enough without the constant rubbings of jealousy and
frustrated energies. When at length, with his new clothes carefully
folded over his arm, Mordred followed her to the boys' bedchamber,
he was thankful to find that all four were there before him, and
already sound asleep. Ailsa lifted Gareth out of Gawain's bed, then
pushed the twins over and tucked the younger boy in beside them.
None of them so much as stirred. She pulled the coverlets up close
round them, and pointed Mordred silently to the place beside
Gawain. He stripped, and slipped into the warmth of the bed. The
old woman tut-tutted round the room for a few more minutes, picking
up discarded clothing and laying it on the chest between the beds,
then went out, shutting the door gently behind her. Mordred was
asleep before she even left the room. And now it was daylight, a new dav, and he was wide
awake. He stretched luxuriously, with excitement running through
his body. He could feel it in his very bones. The bed was soft and
warm, and smelled only slightly of the dressed furs that covered
it. The room was big, and to his eyes very well furnished, with the
two wide beds and the clothes-chest and a thick woven rug hanging
over the door to keep out the worst of the draughts. Floor and
walls alike were made with the flat, local stone slabs. At this
early hour, even in summer, the room was very cold, but it was
cleaner than Sula's hut could ever be, and something in the boy
recognized and welcomed this as desirable. Between the beds, above
the clothes-chest, was a narrow window through which the early
morning air poured, cool and clean and smelling of the salt
wind. He could lie still no longer. Gawain, beside him,
still slept, curled like a puppy in the welter of furs. In the
other bed little could be seen of the twins save the tops of their
heads; Gareth had been pushed to the bed's edge, and lay sprawling
half out of it, but still deeply asleep. Mordred slid out of bed. He padded to the
clothes-chest, and, kneeling upon it, looked out of the window.
This faced away from the sea; from it, by craning, he could see the
courtyard and the main outer gateway of the palace. The sound of
the sea came muted, a murmur under the incessant calling and mewing
of the gulls. He looked the other way, beyond the palace walls,
where a track ran green through the heather towards the summit of a
gentle hill. Beyond that curved horizon lay, his foster home. His
father would be breaking his fast now, and soon would be gone about
his work. If Mordred wanted to see him (to get it over with, said a
small voice, quickly stifled in the dark and barely heeded rearward
of his mind) he must go now. On the chest lay the good tunic that he had been
given last night, with a cloak, a brooch, and a leather belt with a
buckle of copper. But in the very moment of reaching for the prized
new clothing he changed his mind, and with something like a shrug
picked up his old garment from the corner where he had thrown it,
and slipped it on. Then, ducking past the door curtain, he let
himself out of the room, and padded barefooted along the chill
stone corridors to the hall. The hall was still full of sleepers, but guards were
changing duty for the morning shift, and servants were already
moving. No-one stopped him or spoke to him as he picked his way
across the cluttered floor and out into the courtyard. The outer
gate was open, and a cart of turfs was being dragged in by a couple
of peasants. The two guards stood watching, at ease, eating their
breakfast bannocks and taking turn and turn about to drink from a
horn of ale. As Mordred approached the gate one of the men saw
him, nudged the other, and said something inaudible. The boy
hesitated, half expecting to be stopped, or at any rate questioned,
but neither of the men made a move to do so. Instead, the nearest
one lifted a hand up in a half-salute, and then stood back to let
the boy go by. Perhaps no other moment of royal ceremony in Prince
Mordred's life was ever to equal that one. His heart gave a great
bound, right into his throat, and he felt the colour rush into his
cheeks. But he managed a calm enough "Good morning," then ran out
through the palace gate and up the green track into the moor. *** HE RAN ALONG THE TRACK, HIS HEART STILL BEATING
HIGH. THE sun came up, and long shadows streamed away ahead of him.
The night's dew shivered and steamed on the fine grasses, on the
rushes smoothed by the light wind, till the whole landscape
thrilled and shimmered with light, a softer repetition of the
endless, achingly bright shimmer of the sea. Overhead, the clouds
wisped back, and the air filled with singing as the larks launched
themselves from their nests in the heather. The air rippled with
song as the land with light. Soon he reached the summit of the
moor, and before him stretched the long, gentle slope towards the
cliffs, and beyond them again the endless, shining sea. From this point he could see, clear across the sea
in the early light, the hills of the High Island. Beyond them lay
the mainland - the real mainland, the great and wonderful land that
the islanders called, half in jest, half in ignorance, "the next
island." Many times, from his father's boat, he had seen its
northern cliffs, and had tried to imagine the rest; its vastness,
its forests, its roads and ports and cities. Today though hidden
from view, it had ceased to be a dream. It was the High Kingdom, to
which he would one day travel, and where he would one day matter.
If his new status was to mean anything, it would mean that. He
would see to it. He laughed aloud with joy, and ran on. He came to the turf cutting. He paused, deliberately
lingering bv the ditch he had dug only yesterday. How long ago,
already, it seemed. Brude would have to finish it now -alone, too,
though lately he had been complaining about pains in his back.
Perhaps, thought the boy, since they were apparently going to leave
him free to come and go from the palace, he could come down early
each day for an hour before the other boys were up, and finish the
digging. And if he were given real princely status, with servants,
he could maybe set them to the task, or to the collecting of the
lichens for his mother's dyestuffs. The basket was still standing
there by the diggings, where lie had left it yesterday, forgotten.
He snatched it up, and ran on down the track. The gulls were up, and screaming. The sound met him,
raw on the wind from the sea. Something else was on that wind, a
strange smell, and in the gulls' screaming a high shiver of panic
that touched him like the edge of a knife. Smoke? There was usuallv
smoke from the cottage, but this was a different smoke, a sour,
chilled and sullen emanation, carrying with it a smell that mocked
the good scent of roasting meat on the rare days when Sula had meat
in the pot. This was not a good smell; it was sickening, an ugly
mockery, making the morning foul. Mordred's breeding, perverse though it was, had made
him the child of one fighting king, and the grandson, twice over,
of another. This combined with his hard peasant upbringing to make
fear, for him, something to be faced immediately, and found out. He
flung the basket of lichens down and ran full tilt along the cliff
path, to where he could see down into the bay that had been his
home. Had been. The familiar cottage, with its clay oven,
its lines of pegged fish, the hanging festoons of drying nets -all
had vanished. Only the four walls of his home still stood,
blackened and smoking with the sluggish, stinking smoke that
befouled the sea-wind. Most of the outer roof slabs still lay in
place, held as they were by stone supports built into the walls,
but those in the center were thinner, and here and there had been
pegged into place by driftwood. The thatch of the roof, dry with
summer, had burned fiercely, and, with the pegs destroyed, the
slabs had sagged, tilted, and then cracked, sliding down with their
blazing load of thatch into the room below, making a pyre of what
had been his home. It must be, in very truth, a pyre. For now,
retchingly, he recognized the smell that had reminded him of Sula's
cooking pots. Sula herself, with Brude, must be inside - underneath
that pile of burned rubble. The roof had fallen directly over their
bedplace. To Mordred, groping, dazed, for the cause of disaster,
there was only one explanation. His parents must have been asleep
when some stray spark from the unwatched embers, blown by the
draught, had lodged in the wind-dried turfs of the roof, and
smouldered to a blaze. It was to be hoped that they had never
woken, had perhaps been rendered unconcious by the smoke, to be
killed by the falling roof before the fire even touched them. He stood there so long, staring, unbelieving, sick,
that only the sharp wind, piercing the shabby tunic to the skin,
made him shiver suddenly and move. He squeezed his eyes shut, as if
in some silly hope that when he opened them the place would be
whole again, the horror only a nightmare dream. But the horror
remained. His eyes, wide again, showed wild like a nervous pony's.
He started slowly down the path, then suddenly as if some invisible
rider had applied whip and spur, he began to run. *** SOME TWO HOURS LATER GAWAIN, SENT FROM THE PALACE,
FOUND him there. Mordred was sitting on a boulder at some distance
from the cottage, staring out to sea. Nearby lay Brude's upturned
boat, unharmed. Gawain, pale and shocked, called his name, but when
Mordred gave no sign of having heard him, he reluctantly approached
to touch the unheeding boy on the arm. "Mordred. They sent me to find you. What on earth's
happened?" No reply. "Are they -your folk -are they -in there -" "Yes." "What happened?" "How do I know? It was like that when I came
down." "Ought we to -is there anything -" Mordred moved at that. "Don't go near. You are not
to go. Let them." He spoke sharply, authoritatively. It was the tone
of an elder brother. Gawain, held by horrified curiosity, obeyed
without thinking. The men who had come with him were already at the
cottage, peering about them with subdued exclamations, whether of
horror or simple disgust it was hard to tell. The two boys watched, Gawain half sickened, half
fascinated, Mordred pale, and stiff in every muscle. "Did you go in?" asked Gawain. "Of course. I had to, hadn't I?" Gawain swallowed. "Well, I think you should come
back now, with me. The queen must be told." Then, when Mordred made no move: "I'm sorry,
Mordred. It's a dreadful thing to happen. I'm sorry. But there's
nothing you can do now, you must see that. Leave it to them. Let's
go now, shall we? You look ill." "I'm all right. I was sick, that's all." He slid
down off the boulder, stooped to a rock pool, and dashed a handful
of the salt water into his face. He straightened, rubbing his eyes
as if coming out of sleep. "I'll come now. Where have the men
gone?" Then, angrily: "Have they gone inside? What's it to
them?" "They have to," said Gawain quickly. "Don't you see,
the queen will have to know... It isn't as if they -your folk -as
if they had just been ordinary folk, is it?" Then, as Mordred
turned to stare at him, half blindly: "Don't forget who you are
now, and they were the king's servants, themselves, in a way. She
has to know what happened, Mordred." "It was an accident. What else?" "I know. But she has to have a report. And they'll
do whatever's decent. Come on, we don't have to stay There's
nothing we can do, nothing at all." "Yes, there is." Mordred pointed to the cottage
door, where the milch goat, bleating, pattered to and fro, to and
fro, frightened by the unaccustomed movement, the smells, the
chaos, but driven by the pain of her swollen udders. "We can milk
the goat. Have you ever milked a goat, Gawain?" "No, I haven't. Is it easy? Are you going to milk it
now? Here?" Mordred laughed, the brittle, light laugh of
tensions released. "No. We'll take her with us. And the hens, too.
If you get that net that's drying on the boat's keel, I'll see if I
can catch them." He dived for the nearest, secured it in an expert
grip, then swooped on another as it wrestled with some titbit in
the seaweed. The simple anticlimax to tragedy did its work as grief
and shock exploded thankfully into action. Gawain, prince and
king-designate of Orkney, stood irresolutely for a few moments,
then did as he was bidden, and ran to strip the net off the
upturned boat. When the men at length emerged from the cottage and
stood, in a close-talking huddle, near the doorway, they saw the
two boys toiling up the path. Gawain led the goat, and Mordred
carried, slung over his shoulder, an improvised bag of netting
filled with protesting hens. Neither boy looked back. *** THEY WERE MET AT THE PALACE GATE BY GABRAN, WHO
LISTENED in silence to the story Gawain poured out, and thereafter,
having spoken gently to Mordred, called up servants to rid the boys
of their livestock ("And she is to be milked straight away!"
insisted Mordred) and then hurried them straight into the
palace. "The queen must be told. I shall go to her now.
Mordred, go in and change and make yourself decent. She will want
to see you. Gawain, go with him." He hurried off. Gawain, looking after him with
narrowed eyes, as if seeing something far away and bright, said
under his breath: "And one day, my fine Gabran, you will not
command princes as if they were your dogs. We know whose dog you
are! Who are you to take news to my mother in my place?" He flashed
a sudden grin at Mordred. "All the same, I'd sooner he did today!
Come on, we'd better get clean." The twins were in the boys' room, ostensibly busy,
but obviously waiting with some impatience for their first sight of
their new half-brother. Agravain was sitting on the bed sharpening
his dagger on a whetstone, while Gaheris, on the floor, rubbed a
leather belt with grease to flex it. Gareth was not there. The twins were stocky, well-built boys, with the
ruddy hair and high colour that marked Morgause's sons by Lot, and,
at the moment, sullen expressions that were something less than
welcoming. But it had apparently been made clear to them that
Mordred must be welcomed, for they gave him a civil enough
greeting, and thereafter sat staring at him, much as cattle do at
something strange and perhaps dangerous that has straved into their
pasture. A servant hurried in with a bowl of water and a
napkin, which he set on the floor. Gawain ran to the clothes-chest
and threw Mordred's things off onto his bed. He burrowed inside the
chest for his own things, while Mordred began to strip. "What are
vou changing for?" asked Agravain. "Our mother wants us." said
Gawain, muffled. "Why?" asked Gaheris. Gawain shot a look at Mordred that meant, plainly,
Not a word. Not yet. Aloud, he said: "That's our business. You'll
hear later." "Him, too?" Agravain pointed at Mordred. "Yes.' Agravain was silent, watching as Mordred slipped
into one of the new tunics, and reached for the worked leather belt
with its sheath for a dagger, and the hanger for a drinking horn.
He fastened the buckle, and looked about him for the silvermounted
horn Ailsa had given him. "It's there, on the window, sill," said Gaheris. "Did she really give you that one? You're lucky.
It's a beauty. It's the one I asked for," said Agravain. The words
were not angry or sullen, in fact they contained no expression at
all, but Mordred's eyes flicked to him and then away again, as he
clipped the horn to his belt. "There was only one." Gawain spoke over his
shoulder. "And you and Gaheris always have to have the same." "Gareth's to get the golden one," said Gaheris. He
spoke in the same flat, unboylike tone. Again Mordred glanced, and
again the lids dropped over his eyes. Something had registered in
that cool brain, and was stored away for the future. Gawain wiped
his face and dried it, then threw the napkin to Mordred, who caught
it. "Be quick, then we've got to do our feet. She's fussy about the
rugs." He glanced round. "Where's Gareth, anyway?" "With her, of course," said Gaheris. "Did you expect a full council of welcome, then,
brother?" asked Agravain. Conversing with the twins, thought Mordred, drying
his feet, was like talking with a boy and his reflection. Gawain
said sharply: "It'll keep. I'll see you later. Come on, Mordred,
we'd better go." Mordred stood up, smoothing down the soft folds of
the new tunic, and followed Gawain to the doorway. The servant,
coming in at that moment for the bowl, held the door wide. Gawain
paused without thinking, the natural gesture of a host letting the
guest precede him through the doorway. Then, as if remembering
something, he went quickly through himself, leaving Mordred to
follow. The queen's door was guarded as before. The spears
came down as the boys approached. "Not you, Prince Gawain," said
one of the men. "Orders. Just the other one." Gawain stopped short, then stood to one side, his
face stony. When Mordred glanced at him, with a word of
half-anxious apology ready, he turned quickly away without
speaking, and strode off down the corridor. His voice rang out,
calling for a servant, peremptory, self-consciously royal. All three of them, thought Mordred to himself. Well,
Gawain's still generous because of the cliffside rescue, but the
other two are angry. I'll have to go carefully. The quick brain
behind the smooth brow added it all together, and found a total
that did not displease him. So they saw him as a threat, did they?
Why? Because he was, in fact, King Lot's eldest son? Somewhere deep
inside him that tiny spark of emulation, of longing, of desire for
high doing, kindled and glowed as something new: ambition.
Disjointed but clear, his thoughts spun. Bastard or not, I am the
king's eldest son, and they don't like it. Does this mean that I
really am a threat? I must find out. Perhaps he married her, my
mother, whoever she was ... ? Or perhaps a bastard can inherit ...
? Arthur himself was begotten out of wedlock, and so was Merlin,
that found the King's sword of Britain... Bastardy, what need it
matter after all? What a man is, is all that counts.... The spears lifted. The queen's door was open. He
pushed the confused and mounting thoughts aside, and came to the
core of the matter. I shall have to be careful, he thought. More
than careful. There is no reason at all why she should favour me,
but as she does, I must take care. Not just of them. Of her. Most
of all, of her. He went in. Chapter 6 Mordred, during the lonely vigil on the beach, and
then the long, silent trudge back to the palace and the bracing
exchange with the twins in the boys' room, had had ample time to
regain something like his normal -and formidably adult -
self-command. Morgause, scanning him closely as he approached her,
did not guess at it. The delayed effects of shock still showed, and
the disgust and horror of what he had seen had drained the blood
from his face and the life from his movements. The boy who walked
forward and stood in front of the queen was silent and white-faced
and kept his downcast eyes on the floor, while his hands, tucked
into the new leather belt, gripped themselves into fists which
apparently fought to control his emotion. So Morgause interpreted it. She sat in her chair by
the window where the sun poured in and made a pool of warmth.
Gabran had gone out again, taking Gareth with him, but the queen's
women were there, at the far end of the room, three of them at
their stitchery, a fourth sorting a basketful of newly spun wool.
The distaff, polished from much use, lay beside her on the floor.
Mordred was reminded, sharply, at a moment when he least wanted it,
of Sula's long days spent in the cottage doorway, spinning, a task
which of late had been increasingly painful to her knotted fingers.
He looked away, staring at the floor, and hoping, with violence,
that the queen's condolences and kindness would not overset his
control. He need have had no fear. Morgause set her chin on
her fist, regarding him. In the new clothes he looked princely, and
enough like Arthur to make her eyes narrow and her mouth tighten as
she said, in a light pretty voice as emotionless as a bird's:
"Gabran told me what has happened. I am sorry." She sounded completely indifferent. He glanced up,
then down again, and said nothing. Why, indeed, should she care?
For her it was a relief not to have to pay any more. But for
Mordred ... In spite of all the trappings of princedom, he saw his
position. With no other place to go to, he was completely at the
mercy of a queen who, apart from the trivial debt of the cliff
climb, had no cause to wish him well. He did not speak. Morgause proceeded to make the situation plain. "It
seems that, nonetheless, the Goddess watches over vou, Mordred. Had
you not been brought to our notice, what would have become of you
now, without a home, or any way to make a livelihood? Indeed, you
might well have perished with your foster parents in the flames.
Even had you escaped, you would have had nothing. You would have
become a servant to any peasant who needed a skilled hand with his
boat and net. A serfdom, Mordred, as hard to break out of as
slavery" He neither moved nor glanced up, but she saw the
faint tremor of bracing muscles, and smiled to herself. "Mordred. Look at me." The boy's eyes lifted, expressionless. She spoke crisply: "You have had a sad shock, but
you must fight to put it behind you. You know now that you are a
king's bastard, and that all you have owed to your foster home is
your food and lodging -and even that by the king's orders many
years ago. I also had my orders, and have obeyed them. I might
never have chosen to take you from your foster home, but chance and
fate now it otherwise. The very day before you met Prince Gawain on
the cliff, I saw something in the crystal that warned me." She paused on the lie. There had been a brief flash
in the boy's eyes. She interpreted it as the half-frightened,
half-fascinated interest that the poor folk accorded her
pretensions to magic power. She was satisfied. He would be her
creature, as were the other palace folk. Without magic, and the
terror she took care that it invoked, a woman could hardly have
held this stark and violent kingdom, so far from the protecting
swords of the kings whose task it was to keep Britain as one. She
went on: "Don't misunderstand me. I had no warning of last night's
disaster. If I had looked into the pool -well, perhaps. But the
Goddess works in strange ways, Mordred. She told me you would come
to me, and see, you have come. So now it is doubly right that you
should forget all that is past, and try your best to become a
fighting man who has a place here in the court." She eyed him, then
added, in a softer tone: "And indeed, you are welcome. We shall see
that you are made so. But, king's bastard or not, Mordred, you must
earn your place." "I will, madam." "Then go now, and begin." *** SO MORDRED WAS ABSORBED INTO THE LIFE OF THE PALACE,
A life in its own way as harsh and uncompromising as his previous
peasant existence, and rather less free. The Orkney stronghold boasted nothing that a
mainland king would have recognized as a military training-ground.
Outside the palace walls the moor sloped up gently to landward, and
this wild stretch, flat enough, and in good weather dry enough for
soldiers to maneuver on, served as parade ground, practice ground,
and playground, too, for the boys when they were allowed the
freedom of it. Which was almost daily, for the princes of Orkney
had to suffer no such formal lessons in the arts of war as
disciplined the sons of the greater, mainland chiefs. Had King Lot
still lived, and kept his state at Dunpeldyr in his mainland
kingdom of Lothian, he would no doubt have seen to it that his
elder sons, at least, went out daily with sword or spear or even
the bow, to learn the bounds of their home country, and to see
something of the lands that marched with theirs, from which threats
or help might come in time of war. But in the islands there was no
need for this kind of vigilance. All winter long -and winter lasted
from October until April, and sometimes May -the seas kept the
shores, and often even the neighbouring-isles were seen only as
clouds floating behind the other clouds that scudded, laden with
rain or snow, across the sea. In some ways the boys liked winter
best. Then Queen Morgause, snugged down in her palace against the
incessant winds, spent her days by the fireside, and they were free
even of her spasmodic interest. They were free to join the hunts
for deer or boar - no wolves were to be found on the island -and
enjoyed the breakneck rides when, armed with spears, they followed
the shaggy hounds over wild and difficult country. There were
sealhunts, too, bloody, exciting forays over the slippery rocks,
where a false step could mean a broken leg, or worse. Their bows
they were soon expert with; the island abounded in birds, which
could be hunted at any time. As for swordplay and the arts of war,
the queen's officers saw to the first, and the second could he
picked up any evening round the supper fires of the soldiers in the
courtyard. Of formal Iearning there was none. It is possible that,
in the whole of the kingdom, Queen Morgause herself was the only
one who knew how to read. She kept a box full of books in her room,
and sometimes, by the winter fire, she would unroll one of these,
while her women looked on, awed, and begged her to read to them.
This she did only rarely, because the books were for the most part
collections of the old lores that men called magic, and the queen
guarded her skills with jealousy. About these the boys knew
nothing, and would have cared Iess. Whatever the power -and it was
genuine enough - that had come down through some trick of the blood
to Morgause, and to Morgan her half-sister, it had quite passed by
every one of her five sons. Indeed, they would have despised it.
Magic, to them, was something for women; they were men; their power
would be that of men; and they pursued it eagerly. Mordred, perhaps, more eagerly than any. He had not
expected to be received easily and at once into the brotherhood of
the princes, and indeed, there were difficulties. The twins were
always together, and Gawain kept young Gareth close by him,
protecting him against the rough fists and feet of the twins, and
at the same time trying to stiffen him against the over-indulgence
of his mother. It was through this that, in the end, Mordred broke
into the charmed square of Morgause's legitimate children. One
night Gawain woke to hear Gareth sobbing on the floor. The twins
had thrown him out of bed onto the cold stone, and then laughingly
fought off the child's attempts to clamber back into the warmth.
Gawain, too sleepy to take drastic action, simply pulled Gareth
into his own bed, which meant that Mordred had to move out and bed
down with the twins. They, wide awake and spoiling for trouble, did
not move to make away for him, but, each to his edge of the wide
bed, set themselves to defend it. Mordred stood in the cold for a few minutes,
watching them, while Gawain, unaware of what was going on,
comforted the youngest boy; paying no heed to the stifled giggles
of the twins. Then, without attempting to get into bed, Mordred
reached suddenly forward, and, with a swift tug, dragged the thick
furred coverlet away from the boys' naked bodies, and prepared to
bed down with it himself, on the floor. Their yells of fury roused Gawain, but he merely
laughed, his arm round Gareth, and watched. Agravain and Gaheris,
goosefleshed with cold, hurled themselves, all fists and teeth, at
Mordred. But he was quicker, heavier, and completely ruthless. He
flung Agravain back across the bed with a blow in the belly that
left him retching for breath, then Gaheris's teeth met in his arm.
He whipped up his leather belt from the chest where it lay, and
lashed the other boy over back and buttocks till he let go and,
howling, ran to protect himself behind the bed. Mordred did not follow them. He threw the coverlet
back on the bed, dropped the belt on the chest, then climbed into
bed, covering himself against the brisk draught from the
window. "All right. Now that's settled. Come in. I won't
touch you again, unless you make me." Agravain, sulky and swallowing, waited only a minute
or two before obeying. Gaheris, hands to his buttocks, spat
furiously: "Bastard! Fisher-brat!" "Both," said Mordred equably. "The bastard makes me
older than you, and the fisher-brat stronger. So get in and shut
up." Gaheris looked at Gawain, got no help there, and, shivering,
obeyed. The twins turned their backs to Mordred, and apparentlywent
straight to sleep. From the other side of the chamber Gawain, smiling,
held up a hand in the gesture that meant "victory." Gareth, the
tears drying on his face, was grinning hugely. Mordred answered the gesture, then pulled the
coverlet closer and lay down. Soon, but not before he was certain
that the twins were genuinely asleep, he allowed himself to relax
into the warmth of the furs, and drifted off himself into a slumber
where, as ever, the dreams of desire and the nightmares were about
equally mingled. After that there was no real trouble. Agravain, in
fact, conceived some kind of reluctant admiration for Mordred, and
Gaheris, though in this he would not follow his twin, accorded him
a sullen neutrality. Gareth was never a problem. His sunny nature,
and the drastically swift revenge that Mordred had taken on his
tormentors, ensured that he was Mordred's friend. But the latter
took good care not to come between the little boy and the object of
his first worship. Gawain was the one who mattered most, and
Gawain, having in his nature something of the Pendragon that
superseded the dark blood of Lothian and the perverse powers of his
mother, would be quick to resent any usurper. As far as Gawain was
concerned, Mordred himself stayed neutral, and waited. Gawain must
make the pace. So autumn went by, and winter, and by the time
summer came round again, Seals' Bay was only a memory. Mordred, in
bearing, dress, and knowledge of the arts necessary to a prince of
Orkney, could not be distinguished from his half-brothers. The
eldest by almost a year, he was necessarily matched with Gawain
rather than with the younger ones, and though at first Gawain had
the advantage of training, in time there was little to choose
between them. Mordred had subtlety, call it cunning, and a cool
head; Gawain had the flashing brilliance that on his horse days
became rashness and sometimes savagery. On the whole they met equal
to equal with their weapons, and respected one another with liking,
though not with love. Gawain's love was still and always for
Gareth, and, in a strained and often unhappy way; for his mother.
The twins lived for each other. Mordred, though accepted and
seemingly at home in his new surroundings, stood always outside the
family, self-contained, and apparently content to be so. He saw
little of the queen, and was unaware of how closely she watched
him. One day, after autumn had come again, he went down
to Seals' Bay. He came to the head of the cliff path and stood as
he had so often stood, looking down into the green dip of the bay.
It was October, and the wind blew strongly. The heather was black
and dead-looking, and here and there in the damp places the
sphagnum moss grew golden green and deep. Most of the seabirds had
gone south, but still out over the grey water the white gannets
hovered and splashed like sea-spirits. Down in the bay the weather
had so worked on the ruined cottage that the walls, washed clear of
the mud that had bound their stones together, looked more like
piles of rock thrown there by the tide than like part of a human
dwelling. The burned and blackened debris had been long since
dispersed by wind and sea. Mordred walked down the slope and trod deliberately
over the rain-washed grass to the door of his foster home. Standing
on the sill, he looked about him. It had rained hard during the
past week, and pools of fresh water stood here and there. In one of
them, something white showed. He stooped to it, and his hand met
bone. For a shrinking second he paused, then with a sudden
movement grasped the thing, and lifted it. A fragment of bone, but
whether animal or human he could not tell. He stood with it in his
hand, trying deliberately to let it conjure up emotion or memory.
But time and weather had done their work; it was cleansed, sterile,
indifferent as the stones on the storm beach. Whatever those
people, that life, had been, it was over. He dropped the bone back
in the flooded crevice, and turned away. Before he climbed the path again he stood looking
out to sea. Free he was now, in one sense; but what his whole being
longed for was the freedom that lay beyond that harrier of water.
Still something in his spirit beat itself against the space of air
that lay between the Orkneys and the mainland kingdoms that were
the High Kingdom. "I'll go there," he said to the wind. "Why else did
it all happen as it did? I'll go there, and see what can be made of
a bastard prince from Orkney. She can't stop me. I'll take the next
ship." Then he turned his back on the cove, and went home
to the palace. Chapter 7 It was not with the next ship, or even in the next
year, that the chance came. In the event Mordred, true to his
nature, was content to watch and bide his time. He would go, but
not until something was assured for him. He well knew how little
chance there was in the vvorld beyond the islands for an untried
and untrained boy; such a one vvould end -king's bastard or no - in
penniless servitude or slavery. Life in Orkney was better than
that. Then, in his third summer in the palace, a certain ship from
the mainland put into harbour, and it became, suddenly,
interesting. The Meridaun was a small trader newly come from Caer
y n'a Von, as people now called the old Roman garrison town of
Segontium in Wales. She carried pottery goods and ores and smelted
iron and even weapons for an illegal market run by the small
smithies back of the barracks in the fortified port. She also carried passengers, and to the islanders
who crowded to the wharf to meet her, these were of more interest
even than the much-needed goods. Ships brought news, and the
Meridaun, with her mixed cargo of travellers, brought the biggest
news for many years. "Merlin is dead!" shouted the first man off the
gangplank, big with the news, but before the crowd, pressing
eagerly nearer, could ask him for details, the next asserted
loudly: "Not so, good folk, not so! Not when we left port,
that is, but it's true he's very sick, and not expected to see the
month out...." Gradually, in response to the crowd's clamour for
details, more news emerged. The old enchanter was certainly very
ill. There had been a recurrence of the falling sickness, and he
had been in a coma - "sleep like death itself" and had neither
moved nor spoken for many days. The sleep might even now have
passed into death. The boys, with the townsfolk, had gone down to the
wharf for news. The younger princes, eager and excited at the
commotion and the sight of the ship, pressed forward with the
crowd. But Mordred hung back. He heard the buzz of talk, the
shouted questions, the self-important answers; noise surrounded
him, but he might have been alone. He was back in a kind of dream.
Once before, dimly in shadows somewhere, he had heard the same
news, told in a frightened whisper. He had forgotten it till now.
All his life he had heard tales of Merlin, the King's enchanter,
along with tales of the High King himself and the court at Camelot:
why, then, somewhere deep in a dream, had he already heard the news
of Merlin's death? It had certainly not been true then. Perhaps it
was not true now... "Its not true." "What's that?" He came to himself with a start. He must, he
realized, have spoken aloud. Gawain, beside him, was staring. "What
do you mean, it's not true?" "Did I say that?" "You know you did. What were vou talking about 'This
news of old Merlin ' So how do you know? And what's it to us,
anyway. You look as if you were seeing ghosts." "Maybe I am. I -I don't know what I meant." He spoke lamely, and this was so unlike him that
Gawain stared still harder. Then both boys were shoved aside as a
man pushed roughly through the press. The boys reacted angrily,
then drew aside as they saw that the man was Gabran. The queen's
lover called peremptorily over the heads of the crowd: "You, there!
Yes, you, and you, too ... Come with me! Bring what tidings you
have straight to the palace. The queen must hear them first." The crowrd stood back a trifle sullenly, and let the
newsbringers through. They went willingly with Gabran, important
and obviously hopeful of reward. The people watched them out of
sight, then turned back to the wharf, fastening on the next people
to disembark. These were traders, apparently; the first, by the
look of the traps his man carried, was a goldsmith, then came a
worker in leather, and last of all a travelling physician, whose
slave followed him, laden with his impedimenta of boxes and bags
and vials. To him the folk crowded eagerly. There was no doctor in
these northern islands, and one went for ailments to the wisewomen
or -in extreme cases -to the holy man on Papa Westray, so this was
an opportunity not to be missed. The doctor, in fact, lost no time
in starting business. He stood on the sunny wharfside and started
his rattling spiel, while his slave began to unpack the cures for
every ill that might be expected to afflict the Orcadians. His
voice was loud and confident, and pitched to overbear any rival
attempt at business, but the goldsmith, who had preceded him off
the ship, made no attempt to set up his stall. He was an old man,
stooped and grey, whose own clothes boasted examples of a refined
and lovely work. He paused at the edge of the crowd, peering about
him, and addressed Mordred, who was standing near. "You, boy, can you tell me -ah, now. I beg your
pardon, young sir. You must forgive an old man whose sight is bad.
Now I can see that you're quality, and so I'll beg you again of
your kindness to tell me which is the wav to the queen's
house?" Mordred pointed. "Straight up that street, and turn
west at the black altar stone. The track will carry you right to
the palace. Its the big building you can see -but you said vour
sight was poor? Well, if vou follow the crowd, I think most people
will be going there now, to get more news." Gawain took a step forward. "Perhaps you know more
yourself? Those fellows with their news from court - where were
they from? Camelot? Where are you from yourself, goldsmith?" "I am from Lindum, young sir, in the south-east, but
I travel, I travel." "Then tell us the news yourself. You must have
heard, on the voyage, all that those men had to tell." "Why, as to that, I heard very little. I'm a poor
sailor, you see, so I spent my time below. But there's something
those fellows there didn't mention. I suppose they wanted to be
first with the news. There's a royal courier on board. He was as
sick as I, poor fellow, but even without that, I doubt if he'd have
shared his tidings with ordinary folk like us." "A king's courier? When did he come aboard?" "At Glannaventa." "That's in Rheged?" "That is so, young sir. He hasn't disembarked yet,
has he, Casso?" This to the tall slave who stood behind him carrying
his baggage. The man shook his head. "Well, he'll be going straight
up to the palace, too, you can be sure of that. If you want hot
news, young sirs, you'd best follow. As for me, I'm an old man, and
as long as I can follow my trade, the world can pass me by. Come,
Casso, you heard? Up that path yonder as far as the black altar
stone. Then turn east." "It's west," said Mordred, quickly, to the slave.
The man nodded, smiling, then took his master's arm and guided him
up the rough steps towards the road. The pair trudged off and were
lost to sight behind the hut where the harbour master lived. Gawain was laughing. "Well, the palace ram has made
a mistake this time! To escort a couple of tale-bearers up to the
queen and not even wait to hear that there was a king's courier on
board! I wonder-" He did not finish the sentence. Some shouts and a
fuss on deck indicated the approach of someone important. Presently
a man came up from below, well dressed and smoothly barbered, but
still pallid with sea-sickness. At his belt was a messenger's
pouch, with its lock and seal. He trod importantly down the
gangplank. Distracted from the physician, some of the crowd moved
towards him, the boys with them, but they were disappointed. The
courier, ignoring everyone, and refusing to answer any questions,
climbed the steps and headed at a fast pace for the palace. As he
cleared the last huts of the township he was met by Gabran,
hurrying, this time with a royal escort of men-at-arms. "Well, she knows now," said Gawain. "Come on,
hurry," and the boys trotted uphill in the messenger's wake. *** THE LETTER THAT THE COURIER BORE CAME FROM THE
QUEENS sister Morgan, Queen of Rheged. There was little love lost between the two ladies,
but a stronger bond than love united them: hatred of their brother
Arthur the King. Morgause hated him because she knew that Arthur
loathed and feared the memory of the sin she had led him to commit
with her; Morgan because, though married to a great and warlike
king, Urbgen, she wanted at the same time a younger man and a
greater kingdom. It is human to hate those whom, blameless, we hope
to destroy, and Morgan was prepared to betray both brother and
husband to achieve her desires. It was of the first of these desires that she wrote
to her sister. "You remember Accolon? I have him now. He would die
for me. And needs must, perchance, should Arthur or that devil
Merlin come to hear of my plans. But rest easy, sister; I have it
on authority that the enchanter is sick. You will know that he has
taken a pupil into his house, a girl, daughter of Dyonas of the
River Islands, who was one of the Ladies of the Lake convent at
Ynys Witrin. Now they say she is his mistress, and that in his
weakness she strives to learn his power from him, and is in a fair
way to steal it all, and suck him dry and leave him bound for ever.
I know that men say the enchanter cannot die, but if this tale be
true, then once Merlin is helpless, and only the girl Nimue stands
in his place, who is to say what power we true witches cannot grasp
for ourselves?" Morgause, reading by her window, made a mouth of
impatience and contempt. "We true witches." If Morgan thought that
she could even touch the edges of Morgause's art, she was an
over-ambitious fool. Morgause, who had guided her half-sister's
first steps in magic, could never be brought to admit, even to
herself, that Morgan's aptitude for sorcery had already led her to
surpass the witch of Orkney, with her sex potions and poisonous
spells, by almost as much as Merlin in his day had surpassed them
both. There was not much more to the letter. "For the
rest," Morgan had written, "the country is quiet, and this means, I
fear, that my lord King Urbgen will soon be home for the winter.
There is talk of Arthur's going to Brittany, in peace, to visit
with Hoel. For the present he stays at Camelot in wedded bliss,
though there is still no sign of an heir." This time Morgause, reading, smiled. So the Goddess
had heard her invocations, and savoured her sacrifices. The rumours
were true. Queen Guinevere was barren, and the High King, who would
not put her away, must remain without an heir of his body. She
glanced out of the window. There he was, the one who was supposed,
all those years ago, to have been drowned. He was standing with the
other boys on the flat turf outside the walls, where the
goldsmith's servant had set up his master's sleeping tent and
stove, and the old man chatted with the boys as he laid out his
implements. Morgause turned abruptly from the window, and at her
call a page came running. "Tat man outside the walls, he's a goldsmith? Just
come with the ship? I see. Then bid him bring some work to show me.
If he is skilled, then there will be work for him here, and he will
lodge within the palace. But the work must be good, fit for a
queen's court. Tell him that, or he need not trouble me." The boy ran. The queen, the letter lying in her
lap, looked out beyond the moorland, beyond the green horizon where
the sky reflected the endless shining of the sea, and smiled,
seeing again the vision she had had, shrined in the crystal, of
Camelot's high towers, and herself, with her sons beside her,
carrying to Arthur the rich gifts that would be her pass to power
and favour. And the richest gift of all stood there below her
window: Mordred, the High King's son. *** THOUGH AS YET ONLY THE QUEEN KNEW IT, IT WAS TO BE
THE boys' last summer together in the islands, and it was a lovely
one. The sun shone, the winds were warm and moderate, the fishing
and hunting good. The boys spent their days out in the air. For
some time now, under Mordred's tuition, they had even taken to the
sea, something that the islanders did not readily do for sport,
since the currents, at that meeting-place of two great seas, were
fickle and dangerous. To begin with, Gaheris was seasick, but was
ashamed to let the "fisher-brat" get the better of him, so
persisted, and in time became a passable sailor. The other three
took to sailing like gulls to the wavetops, and a new respect grew
up between the "real princes" and the elder boy, when they saw how
well and with what authority he handled a boat in those difficult
waters. His seamanship, it is true, was never tried in rough
weather; the queen's indulgence would have come to a speedy end if
there had been any evidence of real risk; so the five of them held
their tongues about the moments of excitement, and did their
exploring of the coastlines unrebuked. If Morgause's counsellors
knew better than she what risks were run even in summer weather,
they said nothing to Morgause; Gawain would be king one of these
days, and his favour was alreadv courted. Morgause, in fact, took
little interest in anything beyond her palace walls, and "witches
don't like sailing," said Gareth, in all innocence of what his
words implied. Indeed, the princes were proud, if anything, of
their mother's reputation as a witch. This showed itself in certain ways through that
summer. Beltane the goldsmith and his slave Casso were housed in
one of the palace outbuildings, and were seen daily workin at their
trade in the courtyard. This by the queen's commission; she gave
them silver, and some small store of precious stones salvaged years
ago from Dunpeldyr, and set them to fashioning torques and
arm-rings and other jewels "fit for a king." She told no one why,
but word got about that the queen had had a magical vision
concerning things of such beauty and price, and that the goldsmith
had come - by chance, magic, what you would -to make reality catch
up with the dream. Beautiful the things certainly were. The old man was
a superb craftsman, and more than that, an artist of rare taste,
who had been taught -as he never tired of telling - by the best of
masters. He could work - both in the Celtic mode, those lovely
patterns of strongly angled but fluid lines, and also in ways
learned, so he said, from the Saxons in the south, with enamel and
niello and metals finely worked as filigree. The finer work he did
himself; he was so shortsighted as to be, for normal purposes,
almost blind, but he could do close work with a marvellous
precision. The larger work, and all the routine, was done by the
man Casso,who was also permitted to take in repairs and other local
commissions from time to time. Casso was as silent as Beltane was
garrulous, and it was some time before the boys - who spent long
hours hanging around the atove when anything interesting was being
done - discovered that Casso was in fact dumb. So all their
questions were fired at Beltane, who talked and worked happily and
without ceasing; but Mordred, watching almost as silently as the
slave, saw that the latter missed very little, and gave, when those
downcast eyes lifted now end again, an impression of intelligence
far quicker than his master's. The impression was momentary, and
soon forgotten; a prince had little thought to spare for a dumb
slave, and Mordred, these days, was completely the prince, accepted
by his half-brothers and -still to his puzzlement -high in the
queen's favour. So the summer wore through, and at the end of it
the queen's magical prevision was justified. On a fine day of
September another ship docked. And the news came that changed life
for all of them. Chapter 8 It was a royal ship. The boys saw it first. They had
their boat out that day, and were fishing some way out in the
firth. The ship came scudding with a fair wind, her sails set full,
and the gilded mast flying a pennant that, though none of them had
seen it before, they recognized immediately, with excitement. A red
dragon on a background of yellow gold. "The High King's standard!" Mordred, at the
steering-oar, saw it first. Gaheris, never one to control himself, gave a yell
of exultation, as savage as a war-cry. "He's sent for us! We are to
go to Camelot! Our uncle the High King has remembered, and sent for
us!" Gawain said, slowly: "So she saw it truly. The
silver gifts are for King Arthur. But if she is his sister, why
should she need such gifts as those?" His brothers paid no heed. "Camelot!" said Gareth,
wide-eyed. "He won't want you." That was Agravain, sharply. "You're
far too young. She wouldn't let you go, anyway. But if our uncle
the High King sends for us, how can she stop us?" "You'd go?" That was Mordred, dryly. "What do you mean? I'd have to. If the High
King-" "Yes, I know. I meant, would you want to go?" Agravain stared. "Are vou mad? Not want to go? Why
on earth not?" "Because the High King was never a friend to our
father; that's what he means," put in Gaheris. He added, nastily:
"Well, we can see why Mordred might not dare go, but the High
King's our mother's brother, after all, and why should he be our
enemy, even if he was our father's?" He glanced at Gawain. "And
that's what you meant, too? That she's taking all that treasure to
buy herself back in?" Gawain, busy with a rope, did not reply. Gareth,
understanding only half of what was said, put in eagerly: "If she
goes, too, then she will take me, I know she will!" "Buy herself back in!" Agravain repeated it
explosively. "Why, that's folly! It's easy to see what's happened.
It was that wicked old man Merlin who poisoned the High King's mind
against us, and now he's dead at last, because you can bet anything
you like, that's the news the ship brings, and now we can go to
court at Camelot, and lead the High King's Companions!" "Better and better." Mordred spoke more dryly than
ever. "When I asked if you would want to go, I was remembering that
you didn't approve of his policies." "Oh, his policies," said Agravain, impatiently.
"This is different. This may be a chance to get away from here, and
into the middle of things. Just let me get there, to Camelot, I
mean, and get half a chance to see some life and some fighting, and
to hell with his policies!" "But what fighting will there be? That's the whole
point, isn't it? That's what you were so angry about. If he is
really set on making a lasting peace with Cerdic the Saxon, you
won't see any fighting." "He's right," said Gaheris, but Agravain
laughed. "We'll see. For one thing, I don't think even Arthur
will get a Saxon king to agree to terms and keep them, and for
another, once I get there, and within reach of any Saxon, treaty or
not, there'll be fighting!" "Fine talking," said Gaheris, with scorn. "But if there's a treaty-" began Gareth
indignantly. Gawain interrupted. His voice was tense and even,
overlying excitement. "I fold your tongues, the lot of you. Let's
get back home and find out. At the very least its news. Mordred,
may we put about now?" For Mordred, by consent, was always captain
of their sea-going expeditions, as Gawain was of their forays by
land. Mordred nodded, and gave the orders for trimming
the sail. That he allotted the hardest tasks to Agravain may not
have been coincidence, but the latter said nothing, hung on to the
bucking rope, and helped to bring the lively boat about and send it
skimming landwards, rocking in the spreading wake of the King's
ship. *** WHETHER OR NOT THE SHIP CARRIED ANY MESSAGE
CONCERNING the boys, a royal envoy had certainlv been on board, and
had gone ashore before the ship was barely trimmed to the quay.
Though he spoke to no one save for a brief acknowledgment of the
courtesy meeting accorded him by the queen's chief men, part of his
news was already known to the crew, and by the time the boys
beached their craft and scrambled ashore, the words were passing
from mouth to mouth with a knell of awe and dread, mingled with the
poor folks' furtive excitement at the thought of such a momentous
change in high places. The boys crowded in, listening where thev could,
questioning those of the crew who were on the wharfside. It was as they had guessed. The old magician was
dead at last. He had been entombed, with splendid mourning, in his
own cave of Bryn Myrddin, near Maridunum, where he had been born.
One of the soldiers accompanying the King's messenger had been
there on duty, and told vivid tales of the ceremony, the King's
grief, of fires the length and breadth of the land, and finally of
the court's return to Camelot and the dispatch of the royal ship to
the Orkneys. About its business there the sailors were vague, but
the rumour went, they told the boys, that Queen Morgause's family
were to be taken back forthwith to the mainland. "I told you so!" said Gaheris to his brothers, in
triumph. They began to run along the road that led to the palace.
Mordred, after a second's hesitation, followed. Suddenly, it
seemed, things had changed. He was on the outside again, and Lot's
four sons, united in the golden prospect opening before them,
seemed hardly to notice him. They were talking busily as they
ran. "And it was Merlin who advised the High King to make
the Saxon peace," panted Agravain. "So perhaps now we'll see our uncle taking the sword
again," said Gaheris happily. "And he'll want us-" "And break his own sworn oath?" asked Gawain,
sharply. "Perhaps it isn't only us he wants," said Gareth. "Perhaps
he's sent for our mother, too, now that Merlin's gone. He was a
wicked man, I've heard her say so, and he hated her because he was
jealous of her magic. She told me that. Perhaps, now he's dead, our
mother will work magic for the King instead." "The King's enchantress? He's got one already."
said Gawain, dryly. "Didn't you hear? The lady Nimue has Merlin's
power, and the King turns to her for everything. So they were
saying." They were near the gate now. They dropped to a walk.
Gareth turned to his half-brother. "Mordred, when we go to Camelot, you'll be the only
one left here. What will you do?" The only one left here... The firstborn of the King
of Orkney, left, alone of the princes, in Orkney? Mordred saw the
same thought strike Gawain at the same moment. He said, shortly: "I
haven't thought about it. Come on, let's get in and find out what
the man has to say." He ran in through the gate. Gawain hung on his heel
for a moment, then followed, and the rest with him. The palace was buzzing, but no one knew anything
except the larger rumours that the boys had already heard. The
envoy was still closeted with the queen. people crowded in the
corridors and in the hall, but made way for the princes when in a
short time, clean and changed, thev pushed their way through to the
doors that led to the queen's private chambers. Time went by. The light began to fade, and servants
went about kindling the torches. It was time to eat. Cooking smells
crept through the rooms, making the boys remember their hunger. In
their excitement they had not eaten the barley cakes they had had
in the boat. But still the queen's door did not open. Once they
heard her voice, raised sharply, but whether in anger or excitement
it was impossible to tell. The boys shifted uneasily, looking at
one another. "It must be true that we are to go," said Agravain.
"What other message would our uncle the High King send with one of
the royal ships"' "Even if it isn't," said Gawain, "we can surely send
a message back by the ship to our uncle the High King, at least to
remind him, that we exist." (And if any of them says "our uncle the High King"
again, thought Mordred, with savage irritation, I shall start
shouting about "my father the King of Lothian and Orkney," and see
what they say to that!) "Hush!" he said aloud. "He's coming out. Now shall
know." But they were to learn nothing yet. The queen's door
opened, and the envoy came out between the guards, his face set and
uninformative, as such men are trained to be. He walked forward
without a look to right or left, and the people made way for him.
No one spoke to him, the princes themselves moving aside without
asking any of the eager questions that burned on their lips. Even
here, in the islands at the back of the north wind, they knew that
one did not question a King's envoy any more than one questioned
the king. He brushed past them as if they did not exist - as if a
mere messenger of the High King were of more account than alI the
princes of the islands. A chamberlain came forward to take him in charge,
and he was escorted to the quarters set aside for him in the
palace. The queen's door stayed all the while firmly closed. "I
want my supper," said Gareth earnestly. "It looks as if we'll get it," said Agravain, "long
before she's decided to tell us what's going on." This proved to be the case. It was late that night,
verging indeed on the hour when normally the boys were sent to bed,
when the queen sent for them at last. "All five?" repeated Gawain, when the message
came. "All five," said Gabran. He could not help looking
curiously at Mordred, and the other four pairs of eyes followed
his. Mordred, tensing himself against the sudden upsurge of
excitement, hope and apprehension, looked, as was his habit,
detached and expressionless. "And hurry," said Gabran, holding the door. They
hurried. *** THEY FILED INTO MORGAUSE'S CHAMBER, SILENT,
EXPECTANT, AND nervously awed by what they saw there. The queen had
used the long interval since the messenger's dismissal to sup, talk
with her counsellors, and have a stormy but satisfactory little
interlude vvith Gabran, then she had had her women bathe and dress
her in a robe of state, and arrange, for the interview with her
sons, a royal setting. Her tall gilded chair had been carried in from the
hall, and she sat there beside a glowing fire of peats with her
feet on a crimson footstool. On a table at her elbow stood a golden
goblet, still holding wine, and beside this lay the scroll that the
King's messenger had given her, the royal seal of the Dragon
splashed across it like a bloodstain. Gabran, leading the boys into the room, crossed the
floor to stand behind the queen's chair. No one else was there; the
women had long since been dismissed. Beyond the window the midnight
moon, at the full, had cooled from marigold to silver, and a
sharp-edged blade of light cut across Morgause's hair, sparking on
gold and drowning in the folds of her gown. She had had herself
dressed in one of her finest robes, a sweeping shimmer of
bronze-coloured velvet. Her girdle was set with gold and emeralds,
her hair was braided with gold, and on it she had set one of her
royal coronets, a thin circlet of red Celtic gold that had been
King Lot's, and that the boys had seen before only when they had
been allowed to sit in on the formal royal councils. The torches had been put out, and no lamps were lit.
She sat between firelight and moonlight, looking queenly and very
beautiful. Mordred, possibly alone of the five, noticed how pale
she was beneath the unwonted flush in her cheeks. She has been
weeping, he thought, then, more accurately, and with that touch of
ice that was all Arthur's: She has been drinking. Gawain is right.
They are going away. Then what of me? Why send for me? Because they
are afraid to leave me here alone, King Lot's firstborn? Here
alone, and royal, what of me? His face gave no sign of his racing
thoughts: he held himself still, beside Gawain, and half a head
taller, and waited, to all apparances the least concerned person in
the room. Then he saw that, of them all, the queen was looking only
at him, Mordred, and his heart gave a jump, then settled to a fast,
hard beat. Morgause looked away from him at last, and surveyed
them all for a while in silence. Then she spoke. "You all know that the ship which lies in the
harbour comes from my brother the High King Arthur, and that it has
brought ambassador with messages for me." No reply. She expected none. She looked along the
row of boys, at the lifted faces, the eyes that were beginning to
sparkle with joyful expectation. "I see that you have been making
guesses, and I imagine they are the right ones. Yes, it has come at
last, the summons that I know you have longed for. I, too, though
it has come in a way I cannot welcome.... You are to go to Camelot,
to the court of the High King your uncle." She paused. Gawain, the privileged, said quickly:
"'Madam, Mother, if this distresses you I am truly sorry. But we've
always known this would happen, haven't we? Just as we know that
training and fortune, for those of our blood, must be found one day
on the mainland, and in the press of affairs, rather than here in
these islands?" "Certainly." One hand was tapping on the table where
the King's letter lay half unrolled. What, Mordred wondered, could
the terms of that letter have been, to send Morgause to the wine
flask, and to string her up until every, nerve was, visibly,
vibrating like an overtuned lute string? Gawain, encouraged by her brief answer, asked
impulsively: "Then why don't you welcome the summons? It isn't as
if you would be losing" "Not the summons itself. The way it has come. We all
knew it would happen one day, when - when my chief enemy was gone
from the King's side. I have foretold it, and I had my own plans. I
would have had you, Gawain, stay here; you are to be king, and your
place is here, in my presence or without it. But he has asked for
you, so you must go. And this man he has sent, this 'ambassador,'
as he styles himself" -her voice was full of scorn - "is to stay
here in your stead as `regent' .And who knows where that will lead?
I will tell you frankly what I fear. I fear that once you and vour
brothers are out of the Orkneys, Arthur will cause this creature of
his to take from you the only land that still remains yours, as he
took Lothian, and leave this man here in your stead." Gawain, flushed with excitement, was disposed to
argue. "But, Mother - madam - surely not? Whatever he did in
Dunpeldyr out of enmity to our father King Lot, you are his sister,
and we his close kin, all he has. Why should he want to shame and
dispossess us?" He added, ingenuously: "He would not do it!
Everyone I've talked to -sailors and travellers and the traders who
come here from all over the world -they all say that Arthur is a
great king, and deals only in justice.. You will see, madam Mother,
that there's nothing to fear!" "You talk like a green boy" said Morgause sharply.
"But this much is certain, there is nothing to be done here,
nothing to be gained by disobeying the King's summons. All we can
do is trust in the safe conduct he has sent, but once in Arthur's
presence we can take our voices to his council - to the Round Hall
if we have to -and see then if, in the face of me, his sister, and
you, his nephews, he can refuse us our rights in Dunpeldyr." Us? We? No one spoke the words, but the thought went
from boy to boy with the sourness of disappointment. None of them
had admitted to himself that this longed-for enlargement of their
world held also the promise of a release from a capricious maternal
rule. But each, now, felt a cast-down sense of loss. Morgause, mother and witch, read it perfectly her
lip curled. "Yes, I said 'we'. The orders are clear. I am to
present myself at the court of Camelot as soon as the High King
returns from Brittany. No reason is given. But I am to take with
me-" Her hand touched Arthur's letter again. She seemed to be
quoting. " 'All five of the princes.' " "He said 'all five'?" This time the question burst
from the twins, speaking as one. Gawain said nothing, but turned to
stare at Mordred. Mordred himself could not have spoken. A confused
sense gripped him of elation, of disappointment, of plans made and
abandoned, of pride and the anticipation of humiliation. And with
these, fear. He was to go to Camelot, by order of the High King
himself. He, the bastard of that king's erstwhile enemy. Could it
be that all five of Lot's sons were summoned to some doom only held
from them till now by the old enchanter's presence? He rejected
that immediately. No, the legitimate princes were also the sons of
the High King's sister; but what claim had he, Mordred, on any
favour from Arthur? None: a memory, only, of enmity, and a tale of
a past attempt to murder him by drowning. Perhaps Arthur's memory
was as long as this, and now he would finish the work botched in
that midnight massacre of long ago.... This was folly. With the hard control that he had
trained in himself, Mordred put speculation aside and concentrated
on what was certain. He was going; that at least. And if the King
had tried to murder him once, that had been when Merlin was alive,
so presumably with Merlin's advice. Now, with Merlin dead, Mordred
was at least as safe as his brothers. So he would take what the
world of the mainland offered; and at the very least, once out of
this island fastness, he could find out, ba stealth if need be, or
by mere precedent from the King's own advisers, what was due to the
eldest born of a king, even when others were born later to
supersede him.... He dragged his attention back to what the queen was
saying. They would take their own ship, it seemed, the Orc, which
through Morgause's magical prevision was ready new-rigged and
painted and furnished with the luxury she craved.... And the gifts
that they would take with them were all but ready. . . . Clothes
for the boys, robes and jewels for their mother . . . Gabran to go
with them, and men of the royal guard . . . A Council of four to be
left in charge of affairs under the High King's ambassador ... And
since the High King himself would not be back in Camelot before
October's end, their journey could be leisurely, and would give
them time to visit Queen Morgan in Rheged.. . . "Mordred!" He jumped. "Madam?" "Stay. The others go. Ailsa!" The old woman appeared at the bedchamber door.
"Attend the princes to their chamber, and wait on them there. See
that they do not linger to talk, but get straight to their beds.
Gabran, leave me! No, this way. Wait for me." Gabran turned on his heel and went into the
bedchamber. Gawain, scowling after him, met his mother's eye, wiped
the scowl from his face and led his brothers forward to kiss her
hand. Ailsa swept them out, beginning to fuss and cluck before the
door was well shut. Mordred, alone with the queen, felt his skin tighten
as he braced himself to hear what was to come. Chapter 9 As the door shut behind the other boys, Morgause
rose abruptly from her chair, and went to the window. The move took her out of the firelight and into the
waxing silver of the moon. The cold light, behind her shoulder,
threw her face and form into darkness, but lit the edges of hair
and robe so that she seemed a creature of shadow rimmed with light,
half visible and wholly unreal. Mordred felt again that pricking of
the skin, as a beast's flesh furs up at the approach of danger. She
was a witch, and like everyone else in those islands he feared her
powers, which to him were as real and as natural as the dark that
follows daylight. He was too inexperienced, and too much in awe of the
queen, to realize that she was at a loss, and was also, in spite of
herself, deeply uneasy The High King's envoy had been cool and
curt; the letter he bore had been no more than a brief royal
command, officially couched, demanding her presence and that of the
five boys; no reason given, no excuse allowed, and an escort of
soldiers on the ship to enforce it. Morgause's questions had got
nothing more from the ambassador, whose cold demeanour was in
itself a kind of threat. It was not certain, but seemed probable, from the
terms of the order, that Arthur had discovered where Mordred was;
he obviously suspected, if he did not know, that the fifth boy at
the Orkney court was his son. How he knew, she could not imagine.
It had been common gossip all those years ago, that she had lain
with her half-brother Arthur just before her marriage to Lot, and
had been in due time brought to bed of a son, but it was also
generally believed that the son, among the other babies of
Dunpeldyr, had been murdered. She was sure that no one here in
Orkney knew or suspected who Mordred was: the whispers at court
were all of "Lot's bastard," the likely boy that the queen
favoured. There were, of course, other, lewder whispers, but these
only amused the queen. But somehow Arthur knew. And this letter left no
doubt. The soldiers would escort her to Camelot, and all her sons
with her. Morgause, facing the son who was to be her passport
to Arthur's favour, to a renewal of power and position in the
center of affairs, was trying to decide whether to tell him here
and now whose son he was. Through the years he had been in the palace, living
and being taught with his half-brothers, she had never really
considered telling him the truth. The time would come, she had told
herself, the chance to reveal him and then to use him; either time,
or her magic, would show her the moment. The truth was that Morgause, like many women who
work chiefly through their influence on men, was subtle rather than
clever, and she was also by temperament lazy. So the years had gone
by, and Mordred remained in ignorance, his secret known only to his
mother and to Gabran. But now, somehow, to Arthur, who, hard on Merlin's
death, was sending for his son. And though Morgause had for years
vilified Merlin through hatred and fear, she knew that it was he
who had originally protected both Mordred and herself from Arthur's
impetuous fury. So what did Arthur want now? To kill Mordred? To
make sure at last? She could not guess. What would happen to
Mordred did not concern her except as it would affect herself, but
for herself she was apprehensive. Since the night she had lain with
her half-brother to engender the boy, she had never seen Arthur;
the tales of the powerful and fiercely brilliant king could not
altogether be squared with her own memory of the eager boy whom she
had entrapped deliberately to her bed. She stood with her back to the bright moon. Her face
was hidden from her son, and when she spoke, her voice sounded
coolly normal. "Have you, like Gawain, been talking to the sailors
and the traders who come ashore here?" "Why, yes, madam. We usually go down to the wharf,
along mith the folk, to hear the news." "Have any of them... I want you to think back
carefully. . . have any of them during the past weeks or months
singled you out to talk to, and have they questioned vou?" "I don't think -about what, please, madam?" "About yourself. Who you are, what you are doing
here with the princes in the palace." She made it sound reasonable.
"Most people here know by this time that you are a bastard of King
Lot's, who was farmed out to foster, and who came here on your
foster parents' death. What they do not know is that you were saved
from the Dunpeldyr massacre, and came here by sea. Have you spoken
of this to anyone?" "No, madam. You told me not to." Searching that
schooled face, those dark eyes, she was convinced. She was used to
the guileless stare of the liar - the twins lied frequently for the
sheer pleasure of doing it -and was sure this was the truth. Was
sure, too, that Mordred was still too much in awe of her to
disobey. She made certain. "That is as well for you." She saw
the flicker in the boy's eves, and was satisfied. "But has anyone
questioned you? Anyone at all? Think carefully. Has anyone seemed
to know, or to guess about it?" He shook his head. "I can't remember anything like
that. People do say things like 'You're from the palace, aren't
you? Five sons, then, the queen has? A fortunate lady!' And I tell
them that I am the king's son, but not the queen's. But usually" he
added, "they ask someone else about me. Not me." The words were ingenuous, the tone was not. It
meant: "They would not dare question me, me, but they are curious,
so they ask. I am not interested in what is said." He caught,
against the moonlight, the shadow of a smile. Her eyes were blank
and dark, gaps of nothingness. Even her jewels were quenched. She
seemed to grow taller. Her shadow, thrown by the moon, grew
monstrous, engulfing him. The air felt cold. In spite of himself,
he began to shiver. She watched him, still smiling, as she put out the
first dark feelers of her magic. She had made her decision. She
would tell him nothing; the long journey south should not be
clouded and made difficult by her own sons' reaction to the news of
Mordred's real status as son of the High King. Or by the knowledge
that must go with it, of their mother's incest with her
half-brother. It might be common talk on the mainland, but no one
in the islands would have dared repeat it. Her four sons had heard
nothing. Even to herself Morgause would not admit how the fact
might be received. For all her powers she had no idea why the King had
sent for them. It was possible that he had sent for Mordred only to
kill him. In which case, thought Morgause, coolly eyeing her eldest
son, there would be no need for him to know anything -or her other
sons either. If not, what was needed now was to shackle this boy to
her, to ensure his obedience, and for this she had a well-tried
pattern. Fear and then gratitude, complicity and then devotion;
with these she had proved and held her lovers, and would now hold
her son. She said: "You have been loyal. I am glad. I knew
it, but I wanted to hear it from you. I need not have asked you,
you realize that, don't you?" "Yes, madam." He was puzzled by the weight she
seemed to be putting on the question, but he answered simply.
"Everyone knows that you know everything, because you are - " he
had been going to say "a witch" but swallowed the word and said
instead, " -that you have powers of magic. That you can see what is
hidden from other men by distance and by time." Now it was certain that she was smiling. "A witch,
Mordred. Indeed, yes, I am a witch. I have powers. Go on, say it."
He repeated it obediently. "You are a witch, madam, and you have
powers." She inclined her head, and her shadow dipped and
grew again. The cold air eddied past him. "And you do well to be
afraid of them. Remember them always. And when men come to question
you, as they will do, in Camelot, remember the duty you owe to me,
as my subject and my-stepson." "I will. But what will they - why should they -?" He
stopped, confused. "What is going to happen when we reach Camelot? Is
that it? Well, Mordred, I will be frank with you; I have had
visions, but all is not clear. Something clouds the crystal. We can
guess what will come to my sons, his nephews, but to you? Are you
wondering what will come to such as vou?" He nodded merely, not trusting his voice. It would
have taken a stronger spirit than the island-bred boy's to outface
a witch by moonlight. She seemed to gather magic round her, like
the moonlight growing on the folds of velvet and in the streaming
silk of her hair. "Listen to me. If you do as I bid you, now and
always, you will come to no harm. There is power in the stars,
Mordred, and some of it is for you. That much I have seen. Ah, I
see that you like that?" "Madam?" Had she guessed, with her witch's powers,
at his dreams, at his ignorant plotting? He held himself in,
quivering. She saw his head go up and his fists clench again on the
belt at his waist. Watching out of her enveloping darkness, she
felt interest and a kind of perverted pride. He had courage. He was
her son, after all. . . . The thought brought another in its wake.
"Mordred." His eyes sought her in the shadows. She held them
for a few moments, letting the silence draw out. He was her son,
yes, and who knew what fragment of her power had gone down to him
while she held him in her body? None of Lot's sons, those sturdy
earthmen, had inherited so much as a flicker of it; but Mordred
could be heir not only to the powers she had drawn from her Breton
mother, but to some sidelong glimmer of the greater power of the
arch-mage, Merlin. The dark eyes raised to hers and held steady
there were Arthur's, but they were, too, like the enchanter's hated
eyes that had held her own and beaten them down not once but many
times before the last. She asked suddenly: "Have you never wondered who
your own mother was?" "Why, yes. Yes, of course. But -" "I ask only because there were, in Dunpeldyr, many
women who boasted of having the Sight. Was your dam, I wonder, one
of those? Do you have dreams, Mordred?" He was shivering. Through his brain went all the
dreams, dreams of power and nightmares of the past: the burned
cottage, the whispers in the gloom, fear, suspicion, ambition. He
tried to close his mind against her probing magic. "Madam, lady, I have never - that is -" "Never known the Sight? Never had a dream of
foreknowledge?" Her voice changed. "When the news came before of
Merlin's death, with the Meridaun, you knew it was not yet true.
You were heard to say so. And events proved you right. How did you
know?" "I - I didn't know, madam. I - that is -" He bit his
lip, thinking back confusedly to the wharfside crowd, the shouting,
the jostling. Had Gawain told her? No, Gabran must have overheard
him. He licked his lips and tried again, patently struggling for
the truth. "I didn't even know I had spoken aloud. It meant
nothing. It's not the Sight, or -or what you said. It might have
been a dream, but I think it was something I'd heard a long time
ago, and it turned out then that it wasn't true, either. It makes
me think of darkness, and someone whispering, and -" He
stopped. "And?" she demanded sharply. "Well? Answer me." "And a smell of fish," Mordred muttered, to the
floor. He was not looking at her, or he would have seen the flash
of relief, rather than mockery, in her face. She drew a long
breath. So, no prevision there; merely a cradle memory, a
half-dream from babyhood when those stupid peasants discussed the
news that came from Rheged. But it would be better to make
sure. "A strange dream, indeed," she said, smiling. "And
certainly this time the messengers are right. Well, let us make
sure. Come with me." Then, when he did not move, with a touch of
impatience: "Come when I bid you. We shall look into the crystal
together now, and maybe we shall find what the future holds for
you." She left the moonlit window and went by him with a
brush of velvet on his bare arm, and a faint breath of scent like
nightflowers. The boy drew an unsteady breath and followed her,
like someone drugged. Outside the doorway the guards stood
motionless. At the queen's gesture Mordred lifted a lamp down from
the wall, then followed her as she led the way through the silent
rooms and into the antechamber, where she paused before the sealed
doorwav. During his years at the palace the boy had heard
many tales about what lay beyond the ancient door. It was a
dungeon, a torture chamber, a place where spells were woven, the
shrine where the witch-queen spoke with the Goddess herself. No one
knew for sure. If anyone but the queen had ever passed through that
doorway, it was certain that only the queen had ever come out
again. He began to tremble again, and the flame shook in the
lamp. Morgause did not speak. She lifted a key that hung
on a chain from her girdle, and unlocked the door. It opened in
silence on its greased hinges. At a gesture from her, Mordred held
the lamp high. Before them a flight of stone steps led steeply
downwards into a passageway. The walls glimmered in the lamplight,
sweating with damp. Walls and steps alike were of rough rock,
unchiselled, the living rock into which the Old People had burrowed
for their burial chambers. The place smelled fresh and damp, and
salty from the sea. Morgause pulled the door shut behind them. The lamp
guttered in the draught and then burned strongly. She pointed, in
silence, then led the way down the steps and along a passageway,
straight and smoothly floored, but so low that they had to stoop to
avoid striking their heads on the roof. The air of the place was
dead, and one would have said still, but all the while there was a
sound that seemed to come from the rock itself: a murmur, a hum, a
throb, which Mordred suddenly recognized. It was the sound of the
sea, echoing through the passageway more like a memory of waters
that had once washed there, than like the sound of the living sea
without. The two of them seemed to be walking into the corridors of
a vast sea-shell whose swirling echo, straight from the depths, was
breathed now by the air. It was a sound he had heard many a time,
as a child, playing with shells on the beach of Seals' Bay.
Momentarily, the memory dispelled the darkness and the drug of
fear. Soon, surely, thought the boy, they would come out into a
cave on the open shore? The passage twisted to the left, and there, instead,
was another low door. This, too, was locked, but answered to the
same key. The queen led the way in, leaving the door open. Mordred
followed her. It was no cave, but a small room, its walls squared
and smoothed by masons, its floor made of the familiar polished
slabs. There was a lamp hanging from the rocky ceiling. Against one
wall stood a table, on which were boxes and bowls and sealed jars
with spoons and pestles and other instruments of ivory and bone, or
of bronze bright with use. Stone slabs had been set into the walls
to make shelves, and on them stood more boxes and jars, and bags of
leather tied with lead wire and stamped with some seal he did not
recognize, of circles and knotted snakes. A high stool stood by the
table, and against another wall was a small stove, with beside it a
skep of charcoal. A fissure in the roof apparently served to lead
the fumes away. The stove must be lit frequently, or had been very
recently. The room was dry. On a high shelf glimmered a row of what Mordred took
to be globes or jars made of a strange, pale pottery. Then he saw
what they were: human skulls. For a sickening moment he imagined
Morgause distilling her drugs, here in her secret stillroom, and
making her magic from human sacrifices, the dark Goddess herself
shut away in her subterranean kingdom. Then he saw that she had
merely tidied away the original owners of the place, when the
gravechamber had been converted to her use. It was bad enough. The lamp quivered in his hand
again, so that the sheen on the bronze knives trembled, and
Morgause said, half smiling: "Yes. You do well to be afraid. But they do not come
in here." "They?" "The ghosts. No, hold the lamp steady, Mordred. If
you are to see ghosts, then be sure to be as well armed against
them as I." "I don't understand." "No? Well, we shall see. Come, give me the
light." She took the lamp from him and walked towards the
corner beyond the stove. Now he saw that there, too, was a door.
This one, of rough driftwood planks, was narrow and high, shaped
irregularly like a wedge; it had been made to fit another natural
fissure in the rock walls. It came open with the creak of warped
wood, and the queen beckoned the boy through. This at last was the sea-cave, or rather, some inner
chamber of it. The sea itself drove and thundered somewhere near at
hand, but with the hollow boom and suck of a spent force whose
power has been broken elsewhere. This cavern must be above all but the highest tides;
the floor was flat, and dry, its slabs tilted only slightly towards
the pool that stood at the cavern's seaward side. The only outlet
must be deep under the water. No other was visible. Morgause set the lamp down at the very edge of the
water. Its light, still in the draughtless air, glowed steadily,
down and down into the inky depths of the water. It must be some
time since the pool had been disturbed by any stray pulse of the
tides. It lay still and black, and deep beyond imagination or
sight. No light could penetrate that black liquid; the lamplight
merely threw back, sharp and small, the reflection of the rock that
overhung the water. The queen sank to her knees at the pool's edge,
drawing Mordred down beside her. She felt him trembling. "Are you still afraid?" Mordred said, through shut teeth: "I am cold,
madam." Morgause, who knew that he was lying, smiled to herself.
"Soon you will forget that. Kneel there, pray to the Goddess, and
watch the water. Do not speak again until I bid you. Now, son of
the sea, let us learn what the pool has to tell us." She fell silent herself at that, and bent her gaze
on the inky depths of the pool. The boy staved as still as he
could, staring down at the water. His mind still swam in confusion;
he did not know whether he hoped more, or dreaded more, to see
anything in that dead crystal. But he need not have feared. For
him, the water was only water. Once he stole a glance sidewavs at the queen. He
could not see her face. She was bowed over the water, and her hair,
unbound, flowed down to make a tent of silk that reached and
touched the surface of the pool. She was so still, so tranced, that
even her breathing did not stir the surface - where her hair
trailed like seaweed. He shivered suddenly, then turned back and
stared fiercely down into the water. But if the ghosts of Brude and
Sula and of the score of murdered babies that lay to Morgause's
account were present in that cave, Mordred saw no hint of them,
felt no cold breath. He only knew that he hated the darkness, the
tomb-like stillness, the held breath of expectation and dread, the
slight but unmistakable emanations of magic that breathed from
Morgause's trance-held body. He was Arthur's son, and though the
woman, with all her magic, could not know it, this short hour when
he was made privy to her secrets was to sever him from her more
completely than banishment. Mordred himself was not aware of this;
he only knew that the distant stick and thunder of the sea spoke of
the open air, and wind, and light on the tide's foam, and drew him
irresistiblv away in spirit from the dead pool and its drowned
mysteries. The queen moved at last. She drew long, shuddering
breath, then pushed back her hair, and stood up. Mordred jumped
thankfully to his feet and hurried to the door, pulling it open for
her and following her through the wedge-shaped gap with a sense of
relief and escape. Even the stillroom, with its gruesome watchers,
seemed, after the silence of the cave, the tranced breathings of
the witch, as normal as the palace kitchens. Now he could catch the
smell of the oils that Morgause blended to make her heavy perfumes.
He latched the door thankfully, and turned to see her setting the
lamp down on the table. It seemed that she already knew the answer to her
question, because she spoke lightIy. "Well, Mordred, now you have looked into my crystal.
What did vou see?" He did not trust himself to speak. He shook his
head. "Nothing? Are vou telling me that you saw nothing?" He found his voice. It came hoarsely. "I saw a pool
of seawater. And I heard the sea." "Only that? With the pool so full of magic?" She
smiled, and he was surprised. Foolishly he had expected her to be
disappointed. "Only water and rock. Reflections of rock. I -I did
think once that I saw something move, but I thought it was an
eel." "The fisherman's son." She laughed, but this time
the epithet held no mockery. "Yes, there is an eel. He was washed
in last year. Well, Mordred, boy from the sea, you are no prophet.
Whatever power your true mother may have had, it has passed you
by." "Yes, madam." Mordred spoke veith-patent
thankfulness. He had forgotten what message she had bidden him look
for in the crystal. He was wishing violently that the interview was
over. The acrid smell of lamp oil mingling with the heavy scents of
the queen's unguents oppressed him. His head swan. Even the sound
of the sea seemed a whole world away. He was trapped in this
shutaway silence, this ancient and airless tomb, with this
sorceress of a queen who puzzled him with her questions, and
confused him with her strange and shifting moods. She was watching him now, a strange look that made
him shift his shoulders as if all at once he felt himself a
stranger to the body inside his clothes. He said, more to break the
silence than because he wanted to know: "Did you see anything in the pool, madam?" "Indeed, yes. It was still there, the vision that I
saw yesterday, and before that, before Arthur's messenger ever came
here." Her voice went deep and level, but found no echo in that
deadened air. "I saw a crystal cave, and in it my enemy, dead and
on his bier between the candles, and no doubt rotting away into the
forgetfulness l once cursed him with. And I saw the Dragon himself,
my dear brother, Arthur, sitting among his gilded towers, beside
his barren queen, waiting for his ship to come back to Ynys Witrin.
And then myself, with my sons, and with vou, Mordred, all of us
together, hearing gifts for the King and within the gates of
Camelot at last . . . at last. . . . And there the vision faded,
but not before i saw him coming, Mordred, the Dragon himself . . .
a dragon wingless now, and ready to listen to other voices, try
other magic, lie down with other counsellors." She laughed then, but the sound was as discomforting
as her took. "As he did once before. Come here, Mordred. No, leave
the lamp alone. We will go up in a minute. Come here. Nearer." He approached and stood in front of her. She had to
look up to meet his eyes. She put up her hands and took him by the
arms. "As he did once before," she repeated, smiling. "Madam"' said the boy hoarsely. Her hands tightened on his arms. Then suddenly she
drew him to her, and before he could guess at what she purposed she
reached up and kissed him, lingeringly upon the mouth. Bewildered, half-excited, aroused by her scent and
the unexpectedly sensual kiss, he stood in her grip, trembling, but
not this time with either cold or fear. She kissed him again, and
her voice was honey-sweet against his lips. "You have your father's
mouth, Mordred." Lot's mouth? Her husband's, who had betrayed her by
lying with his mother? And she kissed him? Wanted him, perhaps? Why
not? She was a lovely woman still, and he was young, and as
experienced sexually as any boy of his age. There was a certain
lady of the court who had taken pleasure in teaching him pleasure,
and there was also a girl, a shepherd's daughter who lived a few
miles from the palace, who watched for him when he rode that way
across the heather, with the evening wind blowing in from the
sea.... Mordred, brought up in islands as yet untouched either by
Roman civilization or Christian ethic, had no more sense of sin
than a young animal, or one of the ancient Celtic gods who haunted
the cairns and rode by like rainbows on sunny days. Why, then,
should his body recoil, rather than respond to hers? Why feel as
if, clingingly, something evil had brushed him by? She pushed him away suddenly, and reached for the
lamp. She lifted it, then paused, looking him over slowly with that
same discomforting look. "Trees can grow tall, it seems, Mordred,
and still be saplings. Too much, perhaps, yet not enough your
father's son. . . . Well, let us go. I to where my patient Gabran
waits for me, and you to your child's bed with the other children.
Do I need to remind you to say nothing about anything that has
befallen this night, or anything I have said?" She waited for a reply. He managed to say: "About
this, madam? No. No." "'This'? What is 'this'? About anything that you
have seen, or not seen. Maybe you have seen enough to know that I
am to be obeyed. Yes? Well then, do as I bid you, and you will come
to no harm." She led the way in silence, and he followed her up
the passageway and out into the antechamber. The key shot behind
them in the well-greased wards. She neither spoke again nor looked
at him. He turned and ran from her along the cold corridors and
through the dark palace to his bedchamber. Chapter 10 During the days that followed, Mordred tried, along
with the other boys, and half the Orcadians besides, to come near
enough to the King's envoy to have speech with him. In the case of
the islanders, and the younger princes, it was a matter of
curiosity. What was the mainland like? The fabled castle of
Camelot? The King himself, hero of a dozen stark battles, and his
lovely Queen? Bedwyr his friend, and others of the companion
knights? But all, princes and commoners alike, found it
impossible to come near the man. After that first night he slept on
board the royal ship, and disembarked daily to be escorted,
ostensibly for a word of courtesy with Queen Morgause, but really,
rumour had it, to make sure that her preparations went forward fast
enough to catch the good autumn weather. The queen was not to be hurried. Her ship, the Orc,
lay by the wharf, ready in all but the last touches. Workmen busied
themselves with the final gilding and painting, while their women
stitched at the great decorated sail. In the palace itself
Morgause's owm women busied themselves with the finishing, tending
and packing of the sumptuous clothes that the queen planned for her
reception at Camelot. Morgause herself spent many hours in her
secret room below the rock. She was not, as whispers went,
consulting her dark Goddess, but in fact concocting unguents and
lotions and perfumes, and certain subtle drugs that had the
reputation of restoring beauty and the energy of youth. In his corner of the courtyard, Beltane the
goldsmith still sat at his work. The gifts for Arthur were
finished, packed in wool in the box made to receive them; the old
man was busy now with jewels for Morgause herself. Casso, the dumb
slave who helped him, had been set to fashioning buckles and
brooches for the princes; though he was not an artist like his
master, he made a good job of the designs given him by Beltane, and
seemed to enjoy the time the boys spent watching him and talking
round the smelting-stove. Mordred, alone of them all, tried some
sort of communication with him, asking questions that needed no
more than a nod or a shake of the head for answer, but he got no
further than a few facts about Casso himself. He had been a slave
all his life. He had not always been dumb, but had had his tongue
cut out by a cruel master, and considered himself the most
fortunate of men to have been taken in by Beltane and taught a
trade. A dull life indeed, thought Mordred, and wondered though
only idly - at the air of contentment that the man visibly wore;
the air, if the boy had recognized it, of a man who has come to
terms with his limitations, and who has made a place for himself in
life, which he fills with integrity. Mordred, who had had small
reason during his life to think the best of any man, assumed merely
that the slave had some sort of satisfactory private life which he
managed independently of his master. Women, possibly? He could
certainly afford them. When (his master safely abed) the slave
joined in the soldiers' dice game, he always had coin in plenty,
and easily stood his share of the wine. Mordred knew where the
money came from. Not from Beltane, that was sure; who -apart from
the odd gift -ever paid his own slaves? But there had been a day a
month or so back when Mordred took a small boat out alone and went
fishing, coming back late in the half-light that was all the night
the islands knew in summer. There was a small trading ship lying
moored at the royal wharf; most of her men were on shore for the
night, but some officers were apparently still aboard; he heard a
man's voice, and then a chink that might have been the sound of
coins passing. As he tied his boat to the wharf in the shadow of
the trader he saw a man walk quickly down the gangplank and up
through the town towards the palace gate. He recognized Casso. So,
the man took commissions privately, did he? Legitimate trading
would hardly need to be done at midnight. Well, a man had to fend
for himself, thought Mordred, with a shrug, and forgot all about
it. *** THE DAY CAME AT LAST. ON A BRIGHT SUNNY MORNING OF
OCTOBER the queen with her women, followed by the five boys,
Gabran, and her chief chamberlain, headed the stately procession to
the wharf. Behind them a man carried the box of treasure destined
for Arthur, and another bore gifts for the King of Rheged and his
wife, Morgause's sister. A pageboy struggled with the leashes of
two tall island-bred hounds destined for King Urbgen, while another
boy, looking scared, carried at arm's length a stout wicker cage in
which spat and snarled a half-grown wildcat intended as a curious
addition to Queen Morgan's collection of strange birds and beasts
and reptiles. With them went an escort of Morgause's own
men-at-arms, and last of all - ostensibly to honour her but looking
suspiciously like a guard - marched a detachment of the King's
soldiers from the Sea Dragon. Even in the merciless light of morning the queen
looked lovely. Her hair, washed with sweet essences and dressed
with gold, sparkled and shone. Her eyes were bright under their
tinted lids. Normally she favoured rich colours, but today she wore
black, and the somber dress gave her figure, thickened with
child-bearing, almost the old lissome slenderness of her girlhood,
and set off the jewels and the creamy skin. Her head was high and
her look confident. To either side of the way the islanders
crowded, calling greetings and blessings. Their comfort-loving
queen had not granted them many such glimpses of her since her
banishment to these shores, but now she had given them a sight
indeed, a royal procession, queen and princes and their armed and
jewelled escort, with, to top all, a sight of King Arthur's own
ship with its dragon standard waiting to shepherd the Orc to the
mainland kingdom. The Orc took sail at last, curving out into the
strait between the royal island and its neighbour. Astern of her,
at the edge of her creaming wake, rode the Sea Dragon, a hound
herding the hind and her five young steadily southward into the net
spread for them by the High King Arthur. *** ONCE AWAY FROM THE ORKNEYS WITH THE QUEEN AND HER
FAMILY safely embarked, the captain of the Sea Dragon was not too
much concerned with speed; the High King was still in Brittany and
Morgause's presence would suffice when he was once more at Camelot.
But he had wisely allowed extra time for the voyage in case the
ships struck bad weather, and this, very soon, they did. During
their passage of the Muir Orc -that strait of the Orcadian Sea that
lies between the mainland and the outer isles -they met winds of
almost gale force, that drove the two ships apart, and sent even
the hardiest of the passengers below. At length, after some days of
stormy weather, the gales abated, and the Orcadian ship beat into
the sheltered waters of the Ituna Estuary end dropped anchor there.
The Sea Dragon struggled into the same wharf a few hours later, to
find the Orkney party still on board, but making preparations to go
ashore and travel to Luguvallium, the capital of Rheged, to visit
King Urbgen and Morgan his queen. The captain of the Sea Dragon, though perfectly
aware that he was a prisoners' escort rather than guard of honour,
saw no reason to prevent the journey. King Urbgen of Rheged, though
his queen had transgressed notably against her brother Arthur, had
always been a faithful servant of the High King; he would certainly
see to it that Morgause and her precious brood were kept safe and
close while the ships were repaired after the gale. Morgause, who saw no need to ask permission for the
journey, had already dispatched a letter to her sister, bidding her
expect them. Now a courier was sent ahead, and at length the party,
as carefully escorted as before, set out for King Urbgen's
castle. *** FOR MORDRED, THE RIDE WAS ALL TOO SHORT. ONCE THE
PARTY left the shore and struck inland through the hills he was
passing through very different country from any that he had seen or
even been able to imagine before. What impressed him first was the abundance of
trees. In Orkney the only trees were the few stunted alders and
birches and wind-bitten thorns that huddled along the meager
shelter of the glens. Here there were trees everywhere, huge
canopied growths, each with its island of shadow and its dependent
colony of bushes and ferns and trailing plants. Great forests of
oak clothed the lower hillsides, giving way on higher ground to
pines that grew right up to the foot of the tallest cliffs. Down
every gully in those cliffs crowded more trees, rowan and holly and
birch, the thickly wooded clefts seeming to hang from the silver
mountain-crests like the ropes that held down the thatch of his
parents' cottage. Willow and alder lined every small stream, and
along the roadways, on the slopes, bordering the moorland stretches
and sheltering every cottage and sheep-cote, were trees and more
trees, all in the russet and gold and rich red of autumn, backed
with the black glint of holly and the dark accent of the pines.
Along the track where they rode the hazel-nuts dropped ripe from
their fringed calyxes, and under the silver webs of autumn late
blackberries glinted like garnets. Gareth pointed excitedly to a
burnished slow-worm pouring itself away into the bracken, and
Mordred saw small deer watching them from the ferns at the edge of
the forest, as still and dappled as the forest floor where they
stood. Once, when their road led them over a high pass, and
between the crests of the hills the country opened on a blue
distance, Mordred checked his horse, staring. It was the first time
he had seen so far with no sea visible. For miles and miles the
only water was the small tarns that winked in the hanging valleys,
and the white of streams running down through the grey rock to feed
them. Hill after blue hill rose into the distance where a great
chain of mountains lifted to one square-topped and white. Mountain
or cloud? It was the same. This was the mainland, the kingdom of
the kingdoms, the stuff of dreams. One of the guard closed in then, with a smile and a
word, and Mordred moved back into the troop. Afterwards he was to have only the haziest
recollections of his first sojourn in Rheged. The castle was huge,
crowded, grand and troubled. The boys were handed straight to the
king's sons; in fact the sharp impression was of being bundled out
of the way while some crisis, never fully explained to them, was
sorted out. King Urbgen, perfectly courteous, was abstracted and
brief; Queen Morgan did not appear at all. It seemed that recently
she had been kept in a seclusion that almost amounted to
imprisonment. "Something about a sword," said Gawain, who had
managed to overhear a conversation in the guardroom. "The High
King's sword. She took it from Camelot while he was abroad, and put
a substitute in its place." "Not just the sword," said Gaheris. "She took a
lover, and gave the sword to him. But the High King killed him just
the same, and now King Urbgen wants to put her away." "Who told you that? Surely our uncle would never let
him use his sister so, whatever she had done." "Oh, yes. Because of the sword, which was treachery.
So the High King will let him put her away," said Gaheris eagerly.
"As for the lover-" But at this point Gabran came across the courtyard
to them, with a summons to the stables, and even Gaheris, not famed
for his tact, thought it better to postpone the discussion for the
time being. They found out a little more, but only a little,
from Urbgen's two sons. They were grown men, sons by the king's
first marriage, seasoned fighters who had at first taken pride in
their father's alliancewith Arthur's young sister, but now wished
her gone, and were ready to support Urbgen's petition to have the
marriage set aside. The truth, it appeared, was this. Morgan, tied by
marriage to a man many years her senior, had taken as lover one of
Arthur's Companions, a man called Accolon, brave, ambitious and
high-spirited. Him she had persuaded, while Arthur was abroad from
Camelot, to steal his great sword Caliburn, that men called the
sword of Britain, and carry it to Rheaed, leaving in its place a
substitute fashioned secretlv by some creature of Morgan's in the
north. What the queen intended was never satisfactorily
explained. She cannot have thought that young Accolon, even with
Urbgen out of the way the sword of Britain in his hand, and Morgan
married to him, could ever have been able to supplant Arthur as
High King. It was more probable that she had used her lover to
lurther her own ambition, and that the tale she eventually told to
Urbnen was truthful in the main. She had had dreams, she said,
which had led her to expect Arthur's sudden death abroad. So, to
forestall the chaos following on this, she had taken it upon
herself to secure the symbolic sword of Britain for King Urbgen,
that tried and brilliant veteran of a dozen battles, and husband of
Arthur's only legitimate sister. True, Arthur himself had declared
the Duke of Cornwall to be his heir, but Duke Cador was dead, and
his son Constantine still a child. . . . So went the tale. As for the substitution of a
worthless copy for the royal sword, that, she alleged, had only
been a device to help the theft. The sword hung habitually above
the King's chair in the Round Hall at Camelot, and nowadays was
taken down only for ceremony, or for battle. The copy had been hung
there only to deccive the eye. But from it might have come tragedy.
Arthur had returned unharmed from his travels, and Accolon, afraid for himself and Morgan should the
theft be discovered, challenged the King to fight, and with his own
good sword attacked Arthur armed only with the brittle copy of
Caliburn. The outcome of that fight was already part of the growing
legend of the King. In spite of his treacherous advantage Accolon
had been killed, and Morgan, afraid now of the vengeance of both
brother and husband, declared to all who would listen that the
fight was none of her making, but only Accolon's, and since he was
dead, no one could contradict her. If she mourned her dead lover,
she did so in secret. To those who would listen she deplored his
folly, and protested her devotion -mistaken, she admitted, but real
and deep - to her brother Arthur and to her own lord. Hence the turmoil in the castle. No decisions had
been made as yet. The lady Nimue, successor to Merlin as Arthur's
adviser, and (it was said) to Merlin's power, had come north to
recover the sword. Her message was uncompromising. Arthur was not
prepared to forgive his sister for what he saw as treachery; and
should Urbgen wish to avenge the betrayal of his bed, he had the
King's leave to use his faithless queen as he saw fit. As yet the King of Rheged had barely trusted himself
to talk with his wife, let alone judge her. The lady Nimue was
still housed in Luguvallium, though not in the castle itself;
somewhat to Urbgen's relief she had declined his offer of
hospitality, and was lodged in the town. Urbgen had had enough (as
he confided to his sons) of women and their dabblings in dreams and
sorcery. He would have liked to refuse Morgause's visit, but there
were no grounds on which he could do so, and besides, he was
curious to see "the witch of Orkney" and her sons. So the great
King Urbgen steered his way cautiously between Nimue and Morgause,
allowing the latter to visit and talk with her sister at will, and
praying that the former, now that her business in the north was
concluded, would leave Luguvallium without too embarrassing a
confrontation with her old enemy Morgause. Chapter 11 After supper on the third night of their visit,
Mordred, avoiding the other boys, walked back alone from the hall
to the rooms where the princes were housed. His way took him
through a strip of land which lay between the main block of the
castle buildings and the river. Here lay a garden, planted and tended for Queen
Morgan's pleasure; her windows looked out over beds of roses and
flowering shrubs, and lawns that edged the water. Now the stalks of
dead lilies stood up in a tangle of sweetbriar and leafless
honeysuckle, and fungus rings showed dark green on the grass. Marks
on the walls beside the queen's windows showed where the cages of
her singing birds had hung before being carried indoors for the
winter. Swans idled at the river's edge, no doubt waiting for the
food the queen had brought them in less troubled days, and a pair
of snow-white peacocks had flown to roost, like great ghosts, in a
tall pine tree. In summer no doubt the place was pretty and full of
scent and colour and the songs of birds, but now, in the chill damp
of an autumn evening, it looked deserted and sad, and smelled of
unswept leaves and river-mud. But Mordred lingered, fascinated by this new example
of mainland luxury he had never seen a garden before, never even
imagined that a piece of land could be carefully designed and
planted simply for beauty, and its owner's pleasure. Earlier he had
caught a glimpse, from a window, of a statue looking like a ghost
against a dark tangle of leaves. He set himself to explore. The statue was strange, too. A girl, airily draped,
stooped as if to pour water from a foreign-looking shell into a
stone basin below her. The only statues he had seen before were the
crude gods of the islands, stones with watching eyes. This girl was
lovely, and almost real. The dusk made gentle shadows of the grey
lichen that patched her arms and gown. The fountain was dry now,
the shell empty, but the stone bowl was still filled with water and
the remains of the Summer's water-lilies. Below the blackened
leaves he could just see, dimly, the sluggish movement of fish. He left the dead fountain, and trod softly across
the lawn towards the riverbank and the floating swans. There,
facing the river and hidden from the palace windows by a brick wall
thick with vines, was an arbour, a charming place, paved with
mosaic work and furnished with a curved stone bench whose ends were
richly carved with grapes and cupids. Something was lying on the bench. He went across to
look. It was an embroidery frame, holding its square of linen half
worked with a pretty design of strawberries twined in their leaves
and flowers. He picked it up curiously, to find that the linen was
sodden, and marked by the stone where it had lain. It must have
been there for some time, forgotten. He was not to know that Queen
Morgan herself had dropped it when, here in their usual
trysting-place, the news had been brought to her of her lover's
death. She had not been in the garden since that day. Mordred laid the spoiled linen back on the seat, and
recrossed the lawn to the path below the windows. As he did so a
light was kindled in one of them, and voices came clearly. One of
these, raised in distress or anger, was unfamiliar, but the other,
answering it, was the voice of Morgause. He caught the words "ship"
and "Camelot," and then "the princes," and at that, without even
pausing to think about it, he left the path and stepped up close to
the wall under the window, listening. The windows were unglazed,
but set high in the wall, a few spans above his head. He could hear
only in snatches, as the women raised their voices or moved nearer
the window. Morgan -for the first voice proved to be hers -seemed
to be pacing the chamber, restless, and half-distraught. She was speaking. "If he puts me away ... if he
dares! I, the High King's own sister! Whose only fault is that she
was led astray by care for her brother's kingdom and love of her
lord! Could I help it if Accolon was mad for love of me? Could I
help it if he attacked Arthur? All that I did -" "Yes, yes, you have told me that tale already."
Morgause was unsympathetic and impatient. "Spare me, I beg you! But
have you managed to make Urbgen believe it?" "He will not speak with me. If I could only come to
him - " Morgause interrupted again, amusement veiling contempt.
"Why wait? You are Queen of Rheged, and you keep telling whoever
will listen that you deserve nothing of your lord but gratitude and
a little forgiveness for folly. So why hide away here? If I were
you, sister, I would put on my finest gown, and the queen's crown
of Rheged, and go into the hall, attended, when he is at meat, or
in council. He will have to listen to you then. If he is still
undecided about it, he won't risk slighting Arthur's sister in open
court." "With Nimue there?" asked Morgan bitterly. "Nimue?" Morgause sounded considerably startled.
"Merlin's trollop? Is she still here?" "Yes, she's still here. And she's a queen now, too,
sister, so watch your tongue! She married Pelleas since the old
enchanter died, didn't you know? She sent the sword south, but she
stayed on, lodging somewhere in the town. I suppose he didn't tell
you that? Just holds his tongue and hopes you won't meet!" A
shrill, edged laugh as Morgan turned away again. "Men! By Hecate,
how I despise them! They have all the power, and none of the
courage. He's afraid of her . . . and of me . . . and of you, too,
I don't doubt! Like a big dog among spitting cats.... Oh, well,
perhaps you're right. Perhaps-" The rest was lost. Mordred waited, though the
subject held small interest for him. The outcome of the queen's
trespass and the king's anger concerned him not at all. But he a,
as intrigued by what he had heard of Morgan's reputation, and by
the easy mention of great names that until now had only been the
stuff of lamplight tales. In a minute or so, when he could distinguish words
again, he did hear something that made him prick up his ears.
Morgause was speaking. "When Arthur gets home will you go to see
him?" "Yes. I have no choice. He has sent for me, and they
tell me that Urbgen is making arrangements for iny escort. "Guard, do you mean?' "And if I do, you should you smile, Morgause? What
do you call your escort of king's soldiers that is taking sou south
at Arthur's orders?" There was spite in her voice. Morgause reacted to it
swiftly. "That is rather different. I never played my lord false
-" "Ha! Not after he married you, at any rate!"' " -nor proved traitor to Arthur." "No?" Morgan's laugh was wild. "Traitor, well, no!
Traitor isn't quite the word, is it? And he wasn't your king at the
time, I grant you that!" "I prefer not to understand you, sister. You can
hardly mean to accuse me " "Oh, come, Morgause! everyone knows about that now!
And here, in this very castle! Well, all right, it's a long time
yo. But you surely don't think he's sent for you now for old times'
sake? You can't be deluding yourself that he'll want vou near him.?
Even with Merlin gone, Arthur won't want you back at court. Depend
on it, all he wants is the children, and once he has them-" "He won't touch Lot's children." Morgause's voice
was raised for the first time, edged and sharp. "Even he would not
dare! And why should he? Whatever quarrel lay between him and Lot
in the past, Lot died fighting under the Dragon banner, and Arthur
will honour his sons in consequence. He must support Gawain's
claims, he can do no other. He will not dare let it be said that he
is finishing the murder of the children." Morgan was right beside the window. Her voice,
pitched low, and rather breathless, was nevertheless quite clear.
"Finishing? He never began it. Oh, don't look like that. Everyone
knows that, too. It was not Arthur who had the babies massacred.
No, nor Merlin, either. Don't pretend to me, Morgause." There was a slight pause, then Morgause spoke with
her old indifference. "Past history, like the other thing. And for
what you said just now, if all he wanted was the boys, he need not
have sent for me at all, only for them. But no, I am ordered to
bring them myself to him at Camelot. And call it what you like, the
escort is a royal one.... You will see, sister, that I shall take
my rightful place again, and my sons with me." "And the bastard? What do you imagine will happen
to him? Or should I say, what do you plan to do with him?" "Plan?" Morgan's voice rose in sudden triumph. "Ah, yes,
that's different, isn't it' That hit the center. There's danger
there, Morgause, and you know it. You may tell what tale you like,
but you only have to look at him to guess the truth. .". . So, the
murder's out, and what happens now? Merlin foretold what would come
of it if you let him live. The massacre may be past history, but
who's to say what Arthur will do, now that he's found him at
last?" The sentence broke off as somewhere a door opened
and shut. Footsteps sounded, and a servant's voice with some
message, then the two queens moved away from the window. Someone
else, the servant probably, came to the window and leaned out.
Mordred kept close by the vvall, in the deep shadow. He waited,
perfectly still, till the oblong cast by the lighted window showed
empty and bright on the lawn, then ran silently to the
sleeping-chamber he shared with the other boys. His pallet - he slept alone here -lay nearest the
door, separated from the others by a stone buttress. Beyond the
buttress Gawain lay with Gareth. Both were already asleep. From the
far side of the chamber Agravain said something in a whisper, and
Gaheris grunted and turned over. Mordred muttered a "Good night,"
then, without disrobing, drew a coverlet over himself and lay down
to wait. He lax, rigid in the darkness, trying to school his
racing thoughts and calm his breathing. He had been right, then.
The chance that had taken him through the garden had proved it. He
was not being taken south in honour, as a prince, but for some
purpose he could not guess at, but which would almost certainly be
dangerous. lmprisonment, perhaps, or even - the shrill malice of
Morgan's voice made this seem possible - death at the hands of the
High King. Morgause's patronage, for which until the night in the
stillroom he had been grateful, seemed likely to prove useless. She
would be powerless to protect him, and had in fact sounded
indifferent. He turned his head on the hard pillow, listening. No
sound from the others except the soft regular breathing of slumber.
Outside, the castle was still awake. The gates would still be open,
but would soon be shut and guarded for the night. Tomorrow would
see him back under escort with the Orkney party, bound for the
ship, and Camelot, and whatever awaited him there. The Orc might
not even dock again before putting in to Ynys Witrin, where
Arthur's ally King Melwas held the island for the King. If he was
to escape, it must be now. He was hardly aware of the moment when the decision
was made. It seemed to be there ready, inevitable, awaiting only
the moment. He sat up cautiously, pushing the coverlet back. He
found his hands were shaking, and was angry. He was used to running
alone, wasn't he? He had in a sense been alone all his life, and he
would shift alone for himself again. There were no ties to break.
The only tie of affection he had ever known had been swallowed by
the flames on that night so many years ago. Now he was the wolf
outside the pack; he was Mordred, and Mordred depended on Mordred,
and on no man else, nor -and it was a relief to be rid of a
half-suspicious gratitude at last -on any woman. He slid off the bed, and in a minute or two had
gathered his things together. A cloak of thick russet wool, his
belt and weapon, the precious drinking horn, the kidskin pouch with
the coins carefully saved over the years. He was in his best
clothes: the rest were still on hoard the Orc, but that could not
be helped. He piled the bedding so that, at a glance, it looked as
if a sleeper was there, then let himself softly out of the room,
and, heart beating high, found his way through the maze of empty
corridors to the courtyard. All unknowing he passed the very room
where the young Arthur had begotten him on his half-sister
Morgause. The courtyard, though well lighted at all times, was
usually fairly empty at this time of night, when supper was done
and men had gone to bed, or to the dice games round the fires. The
guards would be there, and a foraging hound or two, but Mordred
thought he could depend on slipping out through the shadows when
the men's attention was elsewhere. Tonight, though, late as the hour was, there was
still a good deal of activity. A few men in servants' livery were
standing around near the steps that led down from the main door of
the castle. Among them were two whom Mordred recognized as the
king's chief chamberlains. One of these, with a gesture, sent a
couple of servants running with torches to the main gateway. This
stood wide open, and the men ran through it to wait outside,
lighting the way to the bridge. A light in one of the stables, and
the sound of trampling hoofs and men's voices, indicated that
horses were being saddled there. Mordred drew back into the shadow of a deep doorway.
The first shock of dismay gave way to hope. If guests were leaving
the castle as late as this, he might be able, in the general coming
and going, to slip out unremarked among their servants. A stir and bustle at the head of the castle steps
heralded the king's appearance there. He came out with his two
sons, all three still dressed as they had been in the hall at
supper time. There was a lady with them. Mordred, who had not yet
seen Queen Morgan, wondered for a moment if this could be she, but
this lady was dressed for travel, and her manner was by no means
that of an erring wife who doubted her lord's forgiveness. She was
young, and apparently unescorted save for a couple of armed
servants, but she bore herself as if she was accustomed to
deference, and it seemed to the watching boy that King Urbgen, as
he spoke to her, inclined himself with a kind of respect. He was
protesting something, perhaps asking her to defer her departure
until a better time, but not (thought Mordred shrewdly) pressing it
too hard. She thanked him with charm and decision, gave her hand to
the two princes, then came swiftly down the steps as the horses
were brought from the stable. She passed quite close to Mordred's doorway, and he
caught a glimpse of her face. She was young, and beautiful, but
with a force and edge to her that, even in repose, was chilling.
The veil that covered her dark hair was held in place by a narrow
coronet of gold. A queen, yes. But more than that. Mordred knew
straight away who this must be: Nimue, lover and successor to
Merlin the King's enchanter; Nimue, the "other Merlin," the witch
whom, for all their angry spite, he guessed that both Arthur's
sisters feared. Urbgen himself put her up on her horse. The two
armed attendants mounted. She spoke again, smiling now, and
apparently reassuring him about something. She reached her hand
down to him, and he kissed it and stood back. She wheeled her horse
towards the gate, but even as it started forward she reined in. Her
head went up, and she looked around her. She did not see Mordred;
he had pressed himself well back out of sight; but she said
sharply, to the king: "King Urbgen, these two men leave with me, and no
one else. See the gates shut after me, and set guards on your
guest-chambers. Yes, I see you understand me. Keep an eye to the
hen harrier and her brood. I have had a dream that one of them was
fledged already, and flying. If you value Arthur's love, keep the
cage locked, and see that they come safely to his hand." She gave Urbgen no time to reply. Her heel moved,
and her horse sprang forward. The two servants followed her. The
king, staring after her, pulled himself out of some unpleasant
abstraction, and snapped an order. The torchbearers came running
in, and the gates creaked shut. Bars went down with a crash. The
guards, with their lord's eye on them, stayed watchfully at
attention. He spoke a few words with the captain on duty, then with
his sons went back into the castle. The chamberlains and servants
followed. Mordred waited no longer. He dodged back through the
shadows and made for the nearest door that would take him to the
boys' side of the castle. This was a door giving on a corridor
lined with workshops and storerooms. Here, at this hour, no one was
about. He slipped through, and then ran. His first thought was only to get back to his
bedchamber before the guard was set on it, but as he ran up the
corridor and saw the rows of doors, some locked, some latched only,
some standing wide, he realized that here might be another way of
escape. The windows. The rooms on his left looked straight out over
the river bank. The windows would be high, but not too high for an
active boy to jump from, and as for the river, it would not be a
pleasant crossing at this season, but it could be made. He might
even be lucky, and find the bridge unwatched. He checked, glancing in through the nearest open
door. Useless, the window was barred. The next door was padlocked.
The third was shut, but not locked. He pushed it open and went
cautiously inside. It was a storeroom of sorts, but with a strange
smell to it, and full of strange sounds, small uneasy stirrings and
twitterings and the occasional cheep and flutter. Of course. The
queen's birds. The cages were housed here. He gave them barely a
glance. The window was unbarred, but narrow. Too narrow? He ran to
it. One of the cages stood on the wedge-shaped sill. He seized it
in both hands to lift it to the floor. Something hissed like a viper, spat, and slashed.
The boy dropped the cage and jumped back, the back of his hand laid
open. He clapped it to his mouth and tasted the spurt of salt
blood. From the cage two blazing lamps glared green, and a low,
threatening snarl began to rise towards a shriek. The wildcat. It crouched at the very back of the
cage, terrifying, terrified. The small, flattened ears were laid
back, invisible in the bristling fur. Every fang showed. A paw was
still raised, armed and ready. Mordred, furious at the fright and the pain, reacted
as he had been trained. His knife whipped out. At the sight of the
blade the wildcat - instinct or recognition, it was the same
-sprang immediately, furiously, and the armed paw raked out through
the bars. Again and again it slashed, pressed against the cage
wall, staying at the attack. Its paws and breast were bloody, but
not with the boy's blood; someone had jammed a dead rat between the
bars; the cat had eaten none of it, but the blood had splashed and
congealed, and the cage stank. Mordred slowly lowered his knife. He knew -what
Orkney peasant did not? - a good deal about wildcats, and he knew
how this one had been caught, after the dam and the rest of the
brood were slaughtered. So here it was - it was little more than a
kitten -so small, so fierce, so brave, caged and stinking for a
queen's pleasure. And what pleasure? They could never tame it, he
knew. It would be teased and made to fight, matched maybe with dogs
that it would blind and then maul before they killed it. Or it
would simply refuse food, and die. The rat had not been
touched. The window was far too narrow to let him through.
For a moment he stood, sucking the blood from his hand, fighting
down the disappointment that threatened to turn too shamefully to
fear. Then with an effort he took command of himself. There would
be another chance. It was a long way to Camelot. Once outside the
castle, let them see if they could keep him prisoner. Let them try
to harm him. Like the cat, he was no tame beast to wait caged for
death to come to him. He could fight. The cat slashed again, but could not reach him.
Mordred looked around him, saw a forked pole, the sort the
harvesters used for catching vipers, and with that lifted the cage
and turned it with the door-hatch towards the window. The cage
filled almost the whole space. He pushed the pole into the loop,
and carefully raised the wicker hatch. The carcass of the rat rose
with it, and the cat struck again, spitting, at this new moving
danger. It found itself striking into air. For two long minutes it
stayed perfectly still, no movement but the ripple of fur and the
twitch of a tail, then slowly, stalking freedom as it would stalk
its prey it crept to the edge of the basket, to the edge of the
sill, and looked down. He did not see it go. One moment it was there, a
prisoner, the next gone into the free night. The other prisoner dragged the cage back from the
window that was too small for him, threw it to the floor, and put
the pole carefully back where he had found it. *** THERE WAS ALREADY A GUARD ON THE BEDCHAMBER DOOR. HE
moved his weapon to the ready, then, seeing who approached him,
shifted uncertainly and grounded the spear again. Mordred, expecting this, had slung the russet cloak
round him, and underneath it clutched his effects close to him,
hiding his injured hand. The guard could see nothing in his face
except cool surprise. "A guard? What's this, has something happened?" "King's orders, sir." The man was wooden. "Orders to keep me out? Or in?" "Oh, in -well, that is, I mean to say, to look
after you, like, sir." The man cleared his throat, ill at ease, and
tried again. "I thought you was all in there, asleep. You been with
your lady queen, then, maybe?" "Ah. King's orders to report on our movements, too?"
Mordred let a moment of silence hang, while the man fidgeted, then
he smiled. "No, I was not with Queen Morgause. Do you always ask
the king's guests where they spend their nights?" The man's mouth opened slowly Mordred read it all
easily: surprise, amusement, complicity. He slipped his free hand
into the pouch at his belt and took out a coin. They had been
speaking softly, but he lowered his voice still further. "You won't
tell anyone?" The man's face relaxed into something like a grin.
"Indeed, no, sir. Excuse me, I'm sure. Thank you, sir. Good night,
sir." Mordred slipped past him and let himself quietly into the
bedchamber. For all his caution, he found Gawain awake, up on an
elbow, and reaching for his dagger. "Who's that?" "Mordred. Keep your voice down. It's all right." "Where've you been' I thought vou were in bed and
asleep." Mordred did not reply. He had a habit of quenching
silences. He had discovered that if you failed to answer an awkward
question, people rarely asked it twice. He did not know that this
was a discovery normally only made in later life, and by some
weaker natures not at all. He crossed to his bedplace, and, once
hidden by the buttress, dropped his bundle on the bed, and his
cloak after it. Gawain was not to know that under the cloak he had
been fully dressed. "I thought I heard voices," whispered Gawain.
"They've set a guard on the door. I was talking to him." "Oh."
Gawain, as Mordred calculated, did not sound particularly
interested. He probably did not realize that it was the first time
in Rheged that such a guard had been set. He would be assuming,
too, that Mordred had merely been out to the privy. He lay back.
"That must have been what woke me. What's the time?" "Must be well after midnight." Mordred, winding a
kerchief round his injured hand, said softly: "And we have to make
an early start in the morning. Best get some sleep now. Good
night." After a while Mordred slept, too. Half a league
away, in the edge of the vast tract of woodland that was called the
Wild Forest, a young wildcat settled into the crotch of an enormous
pine tree and began washing its fur clean of the smell of
captivity. Chapter 12 In the morning it was apparent that Nimue's warning
had been extended to their escort. The soldiers saw to it that the
Orkney party stayed together, and, with the greatest possible tact,
made the close guardianship seem an honour. Morgause took it as
such, and so did the four younger princes, who rode at ease,
talking gaily with the guard and laughing, but Mordred, with a good
horse under him and the open stretches of mainland moor beckoning
from either side of the road, fretted and was silent. All too soon they reached the harbour. The first
thing to be noticed was that the Orc rode alone at the wharfside.
The Sea Dragon, explained the escort's captain, had suffered only
slight storm damage, so had held on her way south; he and the armed
escort were to sail with the party in the Orc. Morgause, annoyed,
but beginning to be apprehensive and so not daring to show it,
acquiesced perforce, and they boarded the ship. This was now a
little too crowded for comfort, but the winds had abated, and the
passage out of the Ituna Estuary and southward along the coast of
Rheged was smooth and even enjoyable. The boys spent their time on deck, watching the
hilly land slide past. Gulls slanted and cried behind the ship.
Once they threaded a fleet of fishing boats, and once saw, in a
small inlet of the hilly coast, some men on ponies herding cattle
("Probably stolen," said Agravain, sounding approving rather than
otherwise), but apart from that, no sign of life. Morgause did not
appear. The sailors taught the boys to tie knots, and Gareth tried
to play on a little flute one of them had made from reeds. They all
improvised fishing lines, and had some success, and in consequence
ate good meals of fresh-baked fish. The princes were in wild
spirits at the adventure, and at the dazzling prospect, as they saw
it, in store for them. Even Mordred managed at times to forget the
cloud of fear. The only fly in the ointment was the silence of the
escort. The boys questioned the soldiers - the princes with
innocent curiosity, Mordred with careful guile but the men and
their officers were as uncommunicative as the royal envoy had been.
About the High King's orders or plans for their future they learned
nothing. So for three days. Then, with the ship's master
cocking a worried eye aloft at the suddenly moody canvas, the Orc
put into Segontium, on the coast of Wales just across from Mona's
Isle. This was a much bigger place than the little Rheged
port. Caer y n'a Von, or Segontium, as it had been in Roman times,
was a big military garrison, recently rebuilt to at least half its
old strength. The fortress lay on the stony hillside above the
town, and beyond that again rose the foothills and then the
cloud-holding heights of Y Wyddfa, the Snow Hill. To seaward,
across a narrow channel as blue in the sunshine as sapphire, lay
the golden fields and magic stones of Mona, isle of druids. The boys lined the ship's rail, staring and eager.
At length Morgause came out of her cabin. She looked pale and ill,
even after such a smooth and easy voyage. ("Because she's a witch,
you see," said Gareth, proudly, to the escort's captain.) When the
ship's master told her that they must wait in harbour for a change
of wind, she said thankfully that she would not sleep on board, and
her chamberlain was sent across to engage rooms at the wharfside
inn. This was a prosperous, comfortable place, and good rooms were
forthcoming. The party went cheerfully on shore. They were there for four days. The queen kept to her
rooms with the women. The boys were allowed to explore the town,
or, still carefully watched, to go down to the shore to hunt for
crabs and shellfish. The second time they set out, Mordred, as if
on an impulse of boredom, turned back. Though he did not say so
within his brothers' hearing, he let the two guards see that
crab-hunting offered no amusement to a boy who had done it for a
living only a few years ago. He left them to it, and went alone
into the town, then, hiding his eagerness, sauntered at an easy
pace along the track that climbed away from the houses and led past
the fortress walls towards the distant heights of Y Wyddfa. The air was dazzlingly clear after the night's
frost. The stones were already warm. He sat down. To any watcher he
would appear to be enjoying the view and the sunshine. In fact he
was looking carefully about him at the prospect of escape. Above him, in the distance, a boy tended a flock of
sheep. Their tracks seamed the face of the hill. Higher, beyond the
slopes of stony pasture, lay a wood, the outskirts of the forest
that swept up to clothe the flanks of the Snow Hill. A gap in the
trees showed where a road led eastward. There lay the way. The road would surely join the
famous Sarn Elen, the causeway that led down to Deva and the inland
kingdoms. He could lose himself there, easily. He had all his money
on him, and, with last night's frost as an excuse, had brought his
cloak. A pebble rattled on the path. He looked round, to
see, barely a dozen paces away, the two guards standing, at ease,
ostensibly gazing idly into the distance towards the beach below
the town. But their pose was alert, and from time to time their
glances came his way. It was the same two men who had accompanied the
princes to the shore. Now, small in the distance, he could see his
brothers, easily recognizable among the other crab-catchers on the
beach. He looked for their escort, and saw none. The men had left the other boys to their pastime,
and had followed him quietly up the hillside. The conclusion was
inescapable. The guards were for him alone. An emotion that the caged wildcat would have
recognized swelled burstingly in Mordred's breast, and into his
throat. He wanted to shout, to lash out, to run. To run. He jumped to his feet. Instantly the men
were moving, casually, towards him. They were young and fit. He
could never outdistance them. He stood still. "Time to be going back, young sir," said one of them
pleasantly. "Nearly dinner time, I reckon." "Your brothers are going in," said the other,
pointing. "Look, sir, you can see them from here. Shall we go down
now?" Mordred's face was still as stone. His eyes betrayed nothing
of the emotion that filled him. Something that no wild animal - and
few men -would have understood kept him silent and apparently
indifferent. In two deep and steadying breaths he willed the fear
and with it the furious disappointment to spill from him. He could
almost feel it draining from his fingertips like blood. In its
place came the faintest tremor of released tension, and then, into
the emptiness, the calm of his habitual control. He nodded to the men, said something distant and
polite, and walked back to the inn between them. He tried again next day. The princes, tired of the shore and the town, were
avid to visit the great fortress on the hillside, but this their
mother would not consider. Indeed, the escort's captain said flatly
that even princes of Orkney would not be allowed within the gates.
The place was fortified and always held in readiness. "For what?" asked Gawain. The man nodded at the sea.
"Irish?" "Picts, Irish, Saxons. Anyone." "Is King Maelgon here himself?" "No." "Which is Wacsen's Tower?" The idle-sounding
question came from Mordred. "Whose tower?" demanded Agravain. "Macsen's. Someone spoke of it yesterday." The
someone had been one of his guards, who had remarked that the site
of the tower was well up on the hillside, not far below the
wood. The captain pointed. "It's up there. You can't see
it now, though, it's a ruin." "Who was Macsen?" asked Gareth. "Do they teach you nothing in Orkney?" The man was
indulgent. "He was Emperor of Britain, Magnus Maximus, a Spaniard
by birth - " "Of course we know that," interrupted Gawain. "We
are related to him. He was Emperor of Rome, and it was his sword
that Merlin raised for the High King: Caliburn, the King's sword of
Britain. Everyone knows that! Our mother is descended from him,
through King Uther." "Then should we not visit the tower?" asked
Mordred. "It's not inside the fortress, so surely anyone can go?
Even if it's ruined -" "Sorry." The captain shook his head. "Too far.
Against orders." "Orders?" Gawain was beginning to bristle, but
Agravain spoke across him, rudely, to Mordred. "Anyway, why should you want to go? You're not
Macsen's kin! We are! We are royal through our mother as well." "Then if I am bastard Lothian, you can count
yourselves bastard Macsen," snapped Mordred, fear and tension
breaking suddenly into fury, and careless for once of his
tongue. He was safe enough. The twins, loyal to their
boyhood rule of silence where their mother was concerned, would
never have thought of repeating the insult to Morgause. Their
methods were more direct. After a startled pause of sheer surprise,
they yelled with rage and fell on Mordred, and the pent-up energies
of seaboard suddenly exploded in a very pretty dog-fight all round
the inn yard. After they had been pulled apart and then beaten for
fighting, the queen was so angry at the disturbance that she
forbade any more excursions from the inn. So no one got to Macsen's
Tower, and the boys had to content themselves with knucklebones and
mock fights and storytelling; children's ploys, said Mordred, this
time with open contempt, still smarting, and stayed away. The next day, quite suddenly in the evening, the
wind changed, and blew strongly again from the north. Under the
watchful eye of the escort the party reembarked, and the Orc made
quickly south with a steady wind until she could turn in from the
open weather to the quiet waters of the Severn Sea. The water was
like glass. "Right to the Glass Isle," said the master, "I do
assure you." And the shallow-draughted Orc did indeed sail in on an
estuary mirror-smooth, with the oars out for the last stretch to
take the little ship clear up to the wharf of Ynys Witrin, the Isle
of Glass, almost in the shadow of the palace walls of Melwas, its
king. *** MELWAS'S PALACE WAS LITTLE MORE THAN A LARGE HOUSE
SET in the flat meadowland rimming the largest of the three sister
islands called Ynys Witrin. Two of the islands were hills, low and
green, that rose gently from the encircling water. The third was
the Tor, a high, cone-shaped hill symmetrical as an artefact, and
girdled at its base with apple orchards where wisps of smoke
proclaimed the cottages of the village that was Melwas's capital.
It towered above the surrounding water-logged flatland of the
Summer Country like a great beacon. This, in fact, was one of its
functions; a beacon turret stood at the very, top of the Tor, the
nearest signal point to Camelot itself. From that summit, the boys
were told, those walls and shining towers might be seen quite close
and clearly, across the glassy reaches of the Lake. King Melwas's own fortress lay just below the Tor's
summit. The approach to it was a winding road, steeply cut
from the gravel of the hill. In winter, men said, the mud made it
all but impossible to get to the top. But then in winter there was
no fighting. The king and his company stayed in the comfort of the
lakeside mansion, and their days were filled with hunting, which
was mostly, in that sodden Summer Country, wildfowling in the
marshes. These stretched away to southward, with their glinting
waters only occasionally broken by the willow islands and the
alder-set reedbeds where the marshdwellers had built their raised
hovels. King Melwas received the party kindly. He was a big,
brown-bearded man, with a high colour and a red, full-lipped mouth.
His attitude to Morgause was one of open admiration. He greeted her
with the ceremonial kiss of welcome, and if this was a shade too
prolonged, Morgause made no objection. When she presented her sons
the king was warm in his welcome of them, and rather warmer in his
praise of the woman who had borne so handsome a tribe. Mordred, as
always, was presented last. If, during the formal greetings, the
king's look came back rather too often to the tall boy standing
behind the other princes, no one but the boy himself seemed to
notice. Then Melwas, with another lingering look, turned back to
Morgause, with the news that a courier awaited her from the High
King. "A courier?" Morgause was sharp. "To me, the King's
sister' You must mean one of his knights? With an escort for us?"
But no; it seemed that the go-between was merely one of the royal
couriers, who, waiting duly on Morgause, gave Arthur's message
briefly and with little ceremony. Morgause and her party were to
remain on Ynys Witrin until the following day, when they were to
ride, with an escort sent by Arthur, to Camelot. There the King
would receive them in the Round Hall. The younger boys, excited and barely controllable,
noticed nothing amiss, but Gawain and Mordred could see how anger
fought with growing apprehension in her as she questioned the man
sharply. "He said nothing more, madam," repeated the
courier. "Only that he desired your presence tomorrow in the Round
Hall. Until then, you will stay here. The Lady Nimue, madam? No,
she has not yet returned from the north. That is all I know." He bowed and went. Gawain, puzzled and inclined to
be angry, started to speak, but his mother waved him to silence,
and stood for a while biting her lip and thinking. Then she turned
quickly to Gabran. "Have them call my women. They are to unpack our
clothes, and lay out the white robe for me, and the scarlet cloak.
Now, yes, now, man! Do you think I will stay here tamely overnight,
and go at his bidding to the Round Hall tomorrow? Do you not know
what that is? It's Arthur's council chamber, where judgments are
given. Oh, yes, I have heard of that hall, with its 'Perilous
Chair' for the wrong-doers and those with grievances against the
High King!" "But what peril can there be for you? You have done
him no wrong," said Gabran quickly. "Of course not!" snapped Morgause. "Which is why I
will not go like a suppliant or a wrong-doer, to he received in
front of the Council by my own brother! I will go now, tonight,
while he is in hall at supper with the Queen and all the court. Let
us see then if he intends to deny her state to the mother of - "
She stopped, and apparently changed what she had been going to say.
"To his sister and his sister's sons." "Madam, will they let you go?" "I am not a prisoner. How can they stop me, without
letting people see that I am ill used? Besides, the King's troop
has gone back to Camelot, has it not?" "Yes, madam, but King Melwas - " "After I am dressed, you may ask King Melwas to
come and see me." Gabran turned rather reluctantly to go. "Gabran." He stopped and turned. "Take the boys with
vou. Tell the women to get them ready. Their court clothes. I wvill
see to it that Melwas gives us horses and an escort." Her lips
thinned. "As long as we are guarded, Arthur cannot hold him
accountable. In any case, that is Melwas's danger, not ours. Now
go. You will not ride with us. You will follow with the rest
tomorrow." Gabran hesitated, then, catching her eye, bowed his
head and went from the room. It was not hard to guess what sort of persuasion she
used with Melwas. In the event, she got her way. Bv the brief
autumnal sunset the little party was riding across the causeway
that led eastwards across the Lake. Morgause rode a pretty grey
mare, richly harnessed with green and scarlet, and chiming with
bells. Mordred, to his great surprise, was given a handsome black
horse, well matched with the one Gawain rode. The armed escort sent
by Melwas clattered along, strung out alongside them on the narrow
causeway. At their backs the sun set in a furnace of molten brass
that died slowly to burnt green and purple. There was a chill to
the air, a touch of frost coming with the blue shadows of
twilight. The horses' hoofs scrunched up to a ridge of gravel,
and then the road lay ahead, a pale strip leading through the
watery wilderness of reeds and alders. Duck and wading birds fled
upwards with a clatter, the water rippling back from their wakes
like melted metal. Mordred's horse shook its head and the bridle
rang with silver. In spite of himself he felt his heart lift
suddenly with excitement. Then all at once someone exclaimed and
pointed. Ahead, at the summit of a thickly rising forest,
their bannered pinnacles catching the last of the sunset and
flaming up into the evening sky like torches, rose the towers of
Camelot. Chapter 13 It was a city set on a hill. Caer Camel was
flat-topped and very wide, but it stood up as conspicuously as the
Tor in the midst of that level or low-rolling countryside. Its
steep sides were ridged, horizontally, as if a gigantic plough had
been driven round the hill. These ridges were revetments and
ditches, designed to hinder attackers. At the crest of the ringed
hillside the fortress walls circled the summit like the crown on a
king's head. At two points, north-east and south-west, the massive
defense works were pierced by gates. Morgause's parry approached from the south-west,
towards the entrance called the King's Gate. They crossed a small
winding river, then followed the road as it curved steeply upwards
through thick trees. At the top, set in the corner of Camelot's
outer walls, stood the massive double gate, open still but guarded.
They halted while the escort's captain rode forward to exchange
words with the officer of the watch. Presently both men came back together to where
Morgause waited. "Madam." The officer made her a courteous
inclination. "You were not looked for until tomorrow. I have no
orders concerning your party. If you will wait here, I will send a
message up - " "The King is in hall?" "Madam, yes, he is at supper." "Then take me to him." "Madam, I cannot. If you -" "You know who I am?" The icy question was meant to
intimidate. "Of course, madam - " "I am the High King's sister, daughter of Uther
Pendragon. Am I to be kept here at the gate like a suppliant or a
courier?" A faint film of sweat showed on the man's forehead, but
he was not noticeably discomposed. "Of course not, madam, not here,
outside the gates. Please ride within. The men are coming now to
close them. But I'm afraid you must wait here while a message goes
up to the hall. I have my orders." "Very well. I won't make it hard for you. My
chamberlain will go to him." Morgause spoke firmly, flatly, as if
even now she had no doubt that her command would be obeyed. She
softened it with one of her prettiest smiles. Mordred saw that she
was nervous. Her mare, reading its rider's mood, fidgeted and
tossed its head till the golden tassels swung in a tangle. The officer, with apparent relief, agreed to this,
and after a word with his mistress the chamberlain went off between
two of the guards. Morgause's party rode up through the deep,
fortified archway of the King's Gate, and were halted just inside
it to wait. Behind them the great gates swung shut. The bars
clanged down into place. Overhead, along the battlemented walls,
went the tramp and stamp of sentries. Ironically enough these
sounds, which should have reminded Mordred forcibly that he was a
prisoner, still constrained to meet an unknown and doubtful fate,
hardly got through to him. He was too busy looking about him. This
was Camelot. Inside the gate a roadway led uphill towards the
walls of the palace. Poles were set at intervals along this road,
with torches hung in brackets to light the way. Midway up a
considerable slope the road forked, the left-hand way leading to a
gateway in the palace walls beyond which could be seen the tops of
trees, now bare. Another garden? Another prison made for a queen's
pleasure? The other branch of the road curled round under the palace walls to another, bigger gate
which must lead into the township. Above the wall could be
discerned the roofs and turrets of houses, shops and workshops
grouped around the market-place, with, beyond these again to the
north, the barracks and stables. The town gates were shut, and no
people were about except the sentries. "Mordred!" Mordred, startled out of his thoughts, looked up.
Morgause was beckoning. "Here, beside me." He urged his horse forward to her right. Gawain
started to move to her other side, but him she waved back. "Stay
with the others." Gawain, who, since the dog-fight in the inn yard,
had held aloof from Mordred, scowled as he reined back, but he said
nothing. None of the others spoke. Something of Morgause's tension
had communicated itself even to Gareth. She did not speak again,
but sat straight and still, staring at her horse's ears. Her hood
was back, her face expressionless and rather pale. Then it changed. Mordred, looking where she looked,
saw the chamberlain hurrying back with the two guards, and, some
way behind them, alone, a man coming down the road towards
them. From the sharp reaction of the gate guards he knew
who this must be, and that his coming was totally unexpected.
Against all precedent, Arthur the High King had come out alone, to
receive them at the outer gate of his fortress. The King stopped a few paces away and said shortly
to the guards: "Let them come." No ceremony of welcome. No offer of the kiss and
the handclasp and the smile. He stood by one of the torch-poles,
its light flickering on a face as cold and indifferent as that of a
judge. The chamberlain hurried to Morgause's side, but she
waved him back. "Mordred. Your hand, please." No more time for surprise. No more time for anything
except the one, overmastering apprehension. He slid from his horse,
threw the rein to a servant and helped the queen dismount. She held
his arm for a moment, tightly, looking up at him as if she would
have said something, then she let him go, but kept him close beside
her. Gawain, still scowling, pushed forward uninvited, and this
time was ignored. The other boys fell in behind, nervously.
Servants led the horses back. Arthur had still made no move.
Morgause, with a boy to either side of her, and the three younger
ones behind, went forward to meet the King. Mordred could never afterwards say what made the
first sight of the High King so impressive. No ceremony, no
attendants, none of the trappings of majesty and power; the man was
not even armed. He stood alone, cold, silent and formidable. The
boy stared. Here was a solitary man, dressed in a brown robe
trimmed with marten, dwarfed by the range of lighted buildings
behind him, by the trees that lined the roadway, by the spears of
the armed guards. But in fact, in all that ringing, frosty,
dusk-lit space, none of the party had eyes for anything but that
one man. Morgause went down on the frosty ground in front of
him, not in the deep reverence customary in the presence of the
High King, but kneeling. She lifted a hand, caught Mordred by the
arm, and pulled him down, too, to his knees. He felt a slight
tremor in her grip. Gawain, with the other boys, stayed standing.
Arthur had not even glanced at them. His attention was all for the
kneeling boy the bastard, his son, brought to his feet like a
suppliant, and staying there, head up and eyes darting every way,
like a wild thing wondering which way to run. Morgause was
speaking: "My lord Arthur, brother -you may imagine what a joy
it was to myself and my family when word came, after all these
years, that we might once more have sight of you, and visit your
court on the mainland. Who has not heard of the splendours of
Camelot, and marvelled at the tales of your victories, and of your
greatness as king of these lands? Greatness which, from that first
great fight at Luguvallium, l, and my lord King Lot, predicted for
you. . . . " She stole a look up at Arthur's unresponsive face.
She had deliberately moved straight onto dangerous ground. At
Luguvallium, Lot had tried first to betray Arthur, and then to
overthrow him, but it was then that he had lain with Morgause to
beget Mordred. Mordred, eyes cast down now and studying the frost
patterns on the ground in front of him, caught the moment of
uncertainty before she drew a quick breath and spoke again. "Perhaps between us - between you and Lot, and even
between you and myself, my brother, there have been things that
were better not recalled. But Lot was slain in your service, and
since then I have lived alone, quietly, in exile, but
uncomplaining, devoting myself to the care and rearing of my sons.
. . ." The faintest emphasis here, and another quick glance upward.
"Now, my lord Arthur, I have come at your command, and pray you for
your clemency towards us all." Still no reply from the King, nor any movement of
welcome. The light, pretty voice went on, the words like pebbles
striking against the silence. Mordred, his eyes still downcast,
felt something as strong as a touch, and looked up suddenly, to
find the King's eyes fixed on him. He met them for the first time,
eves which were at the same time curiously familiar, and yet
strange, charged with a look that sent a thrill through him, not of
fear, but as if something had struck him below the heart and left
him gasping. With the touch his fear was gone. Suddenly, and for
the first time since Morgause had veiled logic with threats and
sorcery, he saw clearly how foolish his fears had been. Why should
this man, this king, trouble to pursue the bastard of an enemy dead
these many years? It was beneath him. It was absurd. For Mordred
the air cleared at last, as if a foul mist, magic-crammed, had
blown aside. He was here in the fabled city, the center of the
mainland kingdoms. Long ago he had planned for this, dreamed of it,
schemed for it. He had tried, in the fear and distrust engendered
by Morgause, to escape from it, but here he had been brought, like
something destined for sacrifice to her Goddess of the black altar.
Now no thought of flight remained. All his old ambitions, his
boyhood dreams, flew back, lodged, crystallized. He wanted this, to
be part of this. Whatever it took to in a place in this king's
kingdoms, he would do it, be it.... Morgause was still speaking,
with an unaccustomed note of humility. Mordred, with the new cold
light illumining his brain, listened and thought: Every word she
says is a lie. No, not a lie, the facts are true enough, but
everything she is, everything she is trying to do ... all is false.
How does he bear it? Surely he cannot be deceived? Not this king.
Not Arthur. "...So I pray you do not hold me to blame, brother,
for coming now, instead of waiting for the morrow. How could I
wait, with the lights of Camelot so near across the Lake? I had to
come, and to make sure that in your heart you still bore me no
malice. And see, I have obeyed you. I am here with all the boys.
This on my left is Gawain, eldest of Orkney, my son and your
servant. His brothers, too. And this on my right ... this is
Mordred." She looked up. "Brother, he knows nothing. Nothing. He
will be - " Arthur moved at last. He stopped her with a gesture,
then stepped forward and held out a hand. Morgause, on a sudden
intake of breath, fell silent and laid hers in it. The King raised
her. Among the boys, and the servants watching from the gate, there
was a movement of relief. They had been received. All would be
well. Mordred, rising to his feet, felt something of the same
lightening of tension. Even Gawain was smiling, and Mordred found
himself responding. But instead of the ritual kiss of welcome, the
embrace and the words of greeting, the King said merely: "I have
something to say to you that cannot be said before these children."
He turned to the boys. "Be welcome here. Now go back to the
gatehouse, and wait." They obeyed. "The gifts," said the chamberlain, "the
gifts, quickly. All is not well yet, it seems." He seized the box
from a servant, and hurried forward to lay it at the King's feet,
then retreated hastily, disconcerted. Arthur did not even glance at
the treasure. He was speaking to Morgause, and, though the people
at the gate could neither hear what was said nor see her face, they
watched how her pose stiffened to defiance, then passed again to
supplication and even to fear, and how through it all the King
stood like stone, and with a face of stone. Only Mordred, with his
new clear sight, saw grief there, and weariness. There was an interruption. From beyond the gates
came a sound, growing rapidly louder. Hoofbeats, a horse
approaching at a stumbling gallop up the chariotway. A man's voice
called out hoarsely. One of the gate guards said, under his breath:
"The courier from Glevum! By the thunder, he's made good time! He
must bring hot news!" The challenge, another shout, the creak and crash
of the gates opening. A tired horse clattered through. They smelled
the reek of exhausted sweat. A breathless word from the courier,
and the horse held on its way without pausing, straight up to where
the King stood with Morgause. The rider half fell from the saddle, and went down
on one knee. The King looked angry at the interruption, but the
courier spoke urgently, and after a pause Arthur beckoned to the
guards. Two of them went forward, halting one on either side of
Morgause. Then the King turned, with a sign to the courier, and
walked back up the roadway with the man following him. At the foot
of the palace steps he stopped. For a few minutes the two, King and
courier, stood talking, but from the gatehouse the boys could see
and hear nothing. Then, suddenly, the King swung round, and
shouted. In a moment, it seemed, the frozen tensions of the
night were shattered; from uneasy peace the place sprang to
something very like battle orders. A huge grey war-stallion was
brought by two grooms, who clung to the bit as it plunged and
screamed. Servants came running with the King's cloak and sword.
The gates swung open. Arthur was in the saddle. The grey stallion
screamed again and climbed the torchlit air, then leaped forward
under the spur, and was past the boys and out of the gates with the
speed of a thrown spear. The grooms led the courier's exhausted
horse away, and the courier himself, walking like a lame man,
followed. In the gatehouse all was bustle and snapped orders.
Melwas's men-at-arms withdrew, and the boys, with the chamberlain
and the queen's servants, found themselves being hurried up the
road towards the palace, past the place where Morgause still stood
stiffly between her guards. Just as they reached the palace gate, a
troop of armed riders burst out of it and went streaming past at a
gallop to vanish downhill in the King's wake. The gallop died. The outer gates crashed shut once
more. The echoes faded into quiet. The place seemed to edge back,
quivering, towards a kind of peace. The boys, waiting at the palace
gates with the servants and guards, crowded together, wondering,
confused and beginning to be scared. Gareth was crying. The twins muttered together, with glances at Mordred
that were far from friendly. Avoiding them, and Gawain's puzzled
scowl, Mordred felt, more than ever before, isolated from them. His
thoughts darted like trapped birds. They all had time, now, to feel
the cold. At length someone -a big man with a red face and a
high manner - came to them. He spoke straight to Mordred. "I am Cei, the King's seneschal. You are to come
with me." "I?" "All of you." Gawain elbowed Mordred aside, stepped forward and
spoke. He was curt to the point of arrogance. "I am Gawain of
Orkney. Where are you taking us, and what has happened to my
mother?" "King's orders," said Cei, briefly, but hardly
reassuringly. "She's to wait till he gets back." He spoke more
gently, to Gareth. "Don't be afraid. No harm will come to you. You
heard him say you would be made welcome." "Where's he gone?" demanded Gawain. "Didn't you hear"' asked Cei. "It seems that
Merlin's still alive, after all. The courier saw him on the road.
The King's gone to meet him. Now, will you come with me?" Chapter 14 The boys had only a brief stay at Camelot before
orders came that the court would remove to Caerleon for Christmas.
Meanwhile they were lodged apart from the other boys and young men,
under the special care of Cei, who was Arthur's foster brother, and
privy to all his counsels. He saw to it that none of the rumours
that went flying about among the people of Camelot came to the
boys' ears. Until Arthur himself had spoken with Mordred, Mordred
was to learn nothing. Cei guessed, and rightly, that the King would
want to consult with Merlin before he decided what was to be done
with the boy, or with Morgause herself. The boys did not see
Morgause; she was lodged somewhere apart, not as a prisoner, they
were told, but allowed to communicate with no one, until the King
returned. In fact he did not return. The story of his wild
ride to greet his old friend was brought back to a city agog for
news. It was true that Merlin the enchanter was alive. An
attack of his old sickness, a trance-like state like death, had
been taken for death itself, but he had recovered, and at length
escaped from the sealed tomb where he had been left for dead. Now
he had ridden with the King for Caerleon, and Arthur's Companions -
the picked group of knights who were his friends -had gone with
them. The court would follow. So for the time remaining at Camelot before the
court's removal to Wales, the boys were kept busy with pursuits
that exhausted them, but that were much to their taste. They were taken in hand straight away by the
master-at-arms, and what training they had had in the islands was
commented on with a sarcasm that even Gawain did not care in this
place to resent, and augmented with a rigorous course of work.
There were long hours spent, too, on horseback, and here none of
them pretended that the Orkney training had been adequate. The High
King's horses were as far removed from the rough ponies of the
islands as Morgause's men-at-arms were from Arthur's chosen
Companions. It was not all work. Play, too, there was in plenty,
but consisting entirely of war games, hours spent over maps drawn
in sand, or modeled -this to the boys' wide-eyed wonder -in clay
relief. Hours, too, at mock fights or competing at archery. In this
last they excelled, and of all of them Mordred had the steadiest
draw and the best eye. And there was hunting. In winter the
wild-fowling in the marshes was varied and exciting, but there was
hunting to be had as well, deer and boar, in the rolling country to
the eastward, or among the wooded slopes that rose towards the
downlands in the south. The court removed itself to Caerleon in the first
week of December, and the Orkney boys with it. But not their
mother. Morgause was taken on Arthur's orders to Amesbury, where
she was lodged in the convent. It was a nominal imprisonment only,
and a gentle one, but imprisonment nonetheless. Her rooms were
guarded by King's troops, and the holy women replaced her own
waiting-women. Amesbury, birthplace of Ambrosius, belonged to the
High King, and would see his orders carried out to the letter. When
the spring weather came, and the roads opened, she would be taken
north to Caer Eidyn, where her half-sister Queen Morgan was already
immured. "But what has she done?" demanded Gaheris furiously.
"We know what Queen Morgan did, and she is rightly punished. But
our mother? Why, she came to Orkney soon after our father was
killed. The King must know that - it would be the spring after
Queen Morgan's wedding in Rheged. Years ago! She's never been out
of the islands since. Why should he imprison her now?" "Because at that same wedding she tried to murder
Merlin." The answer, uncompromising, came from Cei, who, alone
among the nobles, spent time with the boys during their hours of
leisure. They stared at him. "But that was years ago!" cried
Gawain. "I was there -I know, because she's told me - but I don't
remember it at all. I was only a baby. Why send for her now to
account for something that happened then?" "And what did happen?" This from Gaheris, red-faced
and with jaw outthrust. "He says she tried to murder Merlin," said
Agravain. "Well, she didn't succeed, did she? So why-?" "How?" asked Mordred quietly. "Woman's way. Witch's way, if you like." Cei was
unmoved by the younger boys' angry questions. "It happened at that
very wedding feast. Merlin was there, representing the King. She
drugged his wine, and saw to it that he would drink a deadlier
poison later, when she was not there to be blamed. And so it fell.
He did recover, but it left him with the sickness that recently
struck him down and caused him to be left for dead - and will kill
him in the end. When Arthur sent for her, and for you, Merlin was
believed dead, and in his tomb. So he sent for her to answer for
the murder." "It's not true!" shouted Gaheris. "And if it were," said Gawain, cold now, and with
that aggressive arrogance he had adopted since they came to
Camelot, "what of it? Where is the law that says a queen may not
destroy her enemy in her own way?" "That's so," said Agravain quickly. "She always
said he was her enemy. And what other way had she? Women cannot
fight." "He must have been too strong for her spells," said
Gareth. "They didn't work." The only emotion in his voice was
regret. Cei surveyed them. "There was a spell, certainly, and one
tried many times, but in the end it was cold poisoning. This is
known to be true." He added, kindly: "There's nothing to be gained
in talking further about this until you see the King. What can you
know of these matters? In your outland kingdom you were reared to
think of Merlin, and maybe even the King himself, as your
enemies." He paused, looking at them again. The boys were
silent. "Yes, I see that you were. Well, until he talks with
Merlin, and with Queen Morgause, we will leave the matter. She can
count herself fortunate that Merlin is not dead. And as for you,
vou must content yourselves with the King's assurance that he will
not harm you. There are things to settle, old scores to resolve
that you know nothing about. Believe me, the King is a just man,
and Merlin's counsels are wise, and harsh only when it is
needful." When he left them, the boys burst out into angry
talk and speculation. It seemed to Mordred, listening, that their
anger was more on their own account than on their mother's. It was
a matter of pride. None of them would have wanted to be, once
again, under Morgause's rule. This new freedom, this world of men
and men's actions, suited them all, and even Gareth, who in Orkney
had run the risk of effeminacy, was hardening up to become one of
them. He, like the rest, saw no reason for a prince to stop at
murder if it suited his plans. Mordred said nothing, and the others did not find
this strange. What claim after all had the bastard on the queen?
But Mordred did not even hear them. He was back in the darkness,
with the smoke and the smell of fish and the frightened whispering.
"Merlin is dead. They made a feast at the palace, and then" -and
then -"the news came." And the queen's words in the stillroom, with
the potions and the scent and the indefinable smell of evil, and
the feel of her mouth on his. He shook himself free of the memories. So Morgause
had poisoned the enchanter. She had gone north to the islands
knowing that she had already sown the seeds of death. And why not?
The old man had been her enemy: was his, Mordred's, enemy. And now
the enemy was alive, and would be at Caerleon for Christmas along
with the rest. *** CAERLEON, CITY OF LEGIONS, WAS VERY DIFFERENT FROM
Camelot. The Romans had built a strong fortress there, on the river
they called the lsca Silurum; this fortress, strategically placed
on the curve of the river near its confluence with a smaller
stream, had been restored first by Ambrosius, then later enlarged
to something like its original proportions by Arthur. A city had
grown up outside the walls, with market-place and church and palace
near the Roman bridge which -patched here and there, and with new
lamp-posts spanned the river. The King, with most of the court, lived in the
palace outside the fortress walls. Many of his knights had lodgings
within the fort, and so, to begin with, had the Orkney boys. They
were still lodged apart, with some of Arthur's servants doing duty
alongside the people brought from Orkney. Gabran, to his own
obvious discomfort, had had perforce to remain with the boys; there
had naturally been no question of his being allowed to follow
Morgause to Amesbury. Gawain, still smarting from the painful
mixture of shame on his mother's behalf and jealousy on his own,
lost no opportunity of letting the man see that now he had no
standing at all. Gaheris followed suit, but more openly, as was his
habit, adding insults where he could to contempt for his mother's
displaced lover. The other two, less conscious perhaps of
Morgause's sexual vagaries, scarcely noticed him. Mordred had other
things on his mind. But days passed, and nothing happened. If Merlin,
back from the dead, was indeed planning to spur Arthur to revenge
on Morgause and her family, he was in no hurry to do so. The old
man, weakened by the events of the summer and autumn, kept mainly
to the rooms allotted to him in the King's house. Arthur spent a
good deal of time with him, and it was known that Merlin had
attended one or two of the meetings of the privy council, but the
Orkney boys saw nothing of him. It was said that Merlin himself had advised against
a public homecoming. There was no announcement, no scene of public
rejoicing. As time went on, people came simply to accept his
presence among them again, as if the "death" of the King's cousin
and chief adviser, and the country-wide mourning, had been another
and more elaborate example of the enchanter's habit of vanishing
and reappearing at will. They had always known, men said wisely,
that the great enchanter could not die. If he had chosen to lie in
a death-like trance while his spirit visited the halls of the dead,
why, then, he had come back wiser and more powerful than ever. Soon
he would go back to his hollow hill again, the sacred Bryn Myrddin,
and there he would remain, invisible at times maybe, but
nevertheless present and powerful for those to call on who needed
him. Meantime, if Arthur had yet found time to discuss
the Orkney boys -that Mordred was by far the most important of
these none of them of course guessed -nothing was said. The truth
was that Arthur, for once unsure of his ground, was
procrastinating. Then his hand was forced, quite inadvertently, by
Mordred himself. It was on the evening before Christmas. All day a
snowstorm had prevented the boys from riding out, or exercising
with their weapons. With the feast days, both of Christmas and the
king's birthday so near, no one troubled to give them the usual
tuition, so the five of them spent an idle day kicking their heels
in the big room where they slept with some of the servants. They
ate too much, drank more than they were accustomed to of the strong
Welsh metheglin, quarrelled, fought, and eventually subsided to
watch a game of tables that had been going on for some time at the
other end of the room. The final bout was in progress, watched,
with advice and encouragement, by a crowd of onlookers. The players were Gabran and one of the local men,
whose name was Llyr. It was late, and the lamps burned low. The fire
filled the room with smoke. A cold draught from the windows sent a
gentle drift of snow to pile unheeded on the floor. The dice rattled and fell, the counters clicked. The
games went evenly enough, the piled coins being pushed from player
to player as the luck changed. Slowly the piles grew to handfuls.
There was silver in them, and even the glint of gold. Gradually the
watchers fell silent; no more jesting, no more advice where so much
was at stake. The boys crowded in, fascinated. Gawain, his
hostility forgotten, peered closely over Gabran's shoulder. His
brothers were as eager as he. The contest, in fact, showed signs of
becoming Orkney against the rest, and for once even Gaheris found
himself on Gabran's side. Mordred, no gambler himself, stood across
the board from them, by chance in the opposing camp, and watched
idly. Gabran threw. A one and a two. The moves were
negligible. Llyr, with a pair of fives, brought his last counter
off and said exultantly: "A game! A game! That equals your last two
hits! So, one more for the decider. And they are running for me,
friend, so spit on your hands and pray to your outland gods." Gabran was flushed with drinking, but still looked
sober enough, and elegant enough, to obey neither of these
exhortations. He pushed the stake across, saying doubtfully: "I
think I'm cleaned out. Sorry, but we'll have to call that the
decider. You've won, and I'm for bed." "Oh, come on." Llyr shook the dice temptingly in
his fist. "Your turn's coming. It's time the luck changed. Come on,
give it a try. You can owe me. Don't break it up now." "But I really am cleaned out." Cabran pulled his
pouch from its hangers and dug into the depths. "Nothing, see? And
where am I to get more if I lose again?" He thrust his fingers deep
into the pouch, then pulled it inside out and shook it over the
board. "There. Nothing." No coins fell, but something else dropped
with a rattle and lay winking in the lamplight. It was a charm, a circular amulet of wood bleached
to silver by the sea, and carved crudely with eyes and a mouth. In
the eye-holes were gummed a pair of blue river-pearls, and the
curve of the grinning mouth had been filled with red clay. A
goddess-charm of Orkney, crude and childishly made, but, to an
Orcadian, a potent symbol. Llyr poked at it with a finger. "Pearls, eh? Well,
what's wrong with that for a stake? If she brings you luck you'll
win her back and plenty else besides. Throw you for starters?" The dice shook, fell, rattled to either side of the
charm. Before they came to rest they were rudely disturbed.
Mordred, suddenly cold sober, leaned forward, shot out a hand and
grabbed the thing. "Where did you get this?" Cabran looked up, surprised. "I don't know. I've had
it for years. Can't remember where I picked it up. Perhaps the -"
He stopped. His mouth stayed half open. Still staring at Mordred,
he slowly went white. If he had announced it aloud, he could not
have confessed more openly that he remembered now where the charm
had come from. "What is it?" asked someone. No one answered him.
Mordred was as white as Gabran. "I made it myself." He spoke in a flat voice that
those who did not know him would have thought empty of any emotion
at all. "I made it for my mother. She wore it always. Always." His eyes locked on Gabran's. He said nothing more,
but the phrase finished itself in the silence. Till she died. And
now, completely, as if it had been confessed aloud, he knew how she
had died. Who had killed her, and who had ordered the killing. He did not know how the knife came into his hand.
Forgotten now were all the arguments about a queen's right to kill
where she chose. But a prince could, and would. He kicked the board
aside, and the pieces went flying. Gabran's own knife lay to hand.
He grabbed it and started up. The others, slowed with drink and not
yet seeing more than a sudden sharp wrangle over the game, reacted
too slowly. Llyr was protesting good-naturedly: "Well, all right.
So take it, if it's yours." Another man made a grab for the boy's
knife-hand, but Mordred, eluding him, jumped for Gabran, knife held
low and expertly, pointing upwards to the heart. Gabran, as sober
now as he, saw that the threat was real and deadly, and struck out.
The blades touched, but Mordred's blow went home. The knife went
deep, in below the ribs, and lodged there. Gabran's knife fell with a clatter. Both his hands
went to clasp the hilt that lodged under his ribs. He bent, folded
forward. Hands caught at him and lowered him. There was very little
blood. There was complete silence now in the room, broken
only by the short, exhausted breathing of the wounded man. Mordred,
standing over him, flung round the shocked company a look that
could have been Arthur's own. "He deserved it. He killed my parents. That charm
was my mother's. I made it for her and she wore it always. He must
have taken it when he killed them. He burned them." There was not a man present who had not killed or
seen killing done. But at that there were sick looks exchanged.
"Burned them?" repeated Llyr. "Burned them alive in their home. I saw it
afterwards." "Not alive." The whisper was Gabran's. He lay half on his side,
his body curled round the knife, his hands on the hilt, but
shrinkingly, as if he would have withdrawn it, but feared the pain.
The silver chasing quivered with his harsh, small breaths. "I saw it, too." Gawain came to Mordred's side,
looking down. "It was horrible. They were poor people, and old.
They had nothing. If this is true, Gabran . . . Did you burn
Mordred's home?" Gabran drew a deep breath as if his lungs were
running out of air. His face was pale as parchment and the gilt
curls were dark with sweat. "Yes." "Then you deserve to die," said Gawain, shoulder to
shoulder with Mordred. "But they were dead," whispered Gabran. "I swear it.
Burned ... afterwards. To hide it." "How did they die?" demanded Mordred. Gabran did not reply. Mordred knelt by him quickly,
and put a hand to the dagger's hilt. The man's hands twitched, but
fell away, strengthless. Mordred said, still with that deceptive
calm: "You will die anyway, Gabran. So tell me now. How did they
die?" "Poison." The word sent a shiver through the company. Men
repeated it to each other, so that the whisper ran through the air
like a hissing. Poison. The woman's weapon. The witch's weapon. Mordred, unmoving, felt Gawain stiffen beside him.
"You took them poison?" "Yes. Yes. With the gifts. A present of wine." None of the local people spoke. And none of those
from Orkney needed to. Mordred said softly, a statement, rather
than a question: "From the queen." Gabran said, on another long, gasping breath:
"Yes." "Why?" "In case the woman knew ... guessed ... something
about you." "What about me?" "I don't know." "You are dying, Gabran. What about me?" Gabran, queen's minion, queen's dupe, told his last
lie for the queen. "I do not know. I ... swear it." "Then die now," said Mordred, and pulled the knife
out. *** THEY TOOK HIM STRAIGHT AWAY TO THE HIGH KING. Chapter 15 Arthur was doing nothing more alarming than choosing
a hound puppy out of a litter of six. A boy from the kennels had
brought them in, with the bitch in anxious attendance, and the six
pups, white and brindled, rolled yapping and wrestling with one
another round the King's feet. The bitch, restless and uneasy,
darted in repeatedly to pick up a pup and restore it to the basket,
but before she had grabbed another, the first would clamber
straight out and rejoin the tumble on the floor. The King was laughing, but when his guards brought
Mordred in, the laughter went out of his face as if a light had
been quenched. He looked startled, then recovered himself. "What is
this? Arrian?" The man addressed said stolidly: "Murder, sir. A
stabbing. One of the Orkney men. This young man did it. I didn't
get the rights of it, sir. There's others outside that saw it. Do
you want them brought in as well, sir?" "Later, perhaps. I'll talk to the boy first. I'll
send when I want them. Let them go now." The man saluted and withdrew. The hound-boy began to
gather up the pups. One of them, a white one, eluded him, and,
squeaking like an angry mouse, charged back to the King's feet. It
seized a dangling lace in its teeth and, growling, worried it
furiously. Arthur glanced down as the hound-boy pulled the pup
away. "Yes. That's the one. To be named Cabal again. Thank you."
The boy scuttled out with the basket, the bitch at his heels. Mordred stayed where the men had left him, just
inside the door. He could hear the guard outside being mounted
again. The King left his chair by the leaping fire, and crossed to
where a big table stood, littered with papers and tablets. He
seated himself behind this, and pointed to the floor across the
table from him. Mordred advanced and stood. He was shaking, and it
took all his will-power to control this, the reaction from his
first hill, from the hideous memory of the burned cottage and the
feel of that weather-washed bone in his hand, and now the dreaded
confrontation with the man he had been taught was a ferocious
enemy. Gone, now, was the cool conviction that the High King would
not trouble with such as he; Mordred had himself provided a just
excuse. That he would be killed now, he had no doubt at all. He had
brawled in a king's house, and, though the man he had killed was
one of the Orkney household, and, was justly punished for a foul
murder, Mordred, even as a prince of Orkney, could hardly hope to
escape punishment himself. And though Gawain had supported him, he
would hardly go on doing so now that Gabran's confession had
branded Morgause, too, with the murder. None of this showed in the boy's face. He stood,
pale-faced and still, with his hands gripped together behind his
back where the King could not see their trembling. His eyes were
lowered, his mouth compressed. His face looked sullen and
obstinate, but Arthur knew men, and he saw the telltale quiver
under the eyes, and the quick rise and fall of the boy's
breathing. The King's first words were hardly alarming.
"Supposing you tell me what happened." Mordred's eyes came up to find the King watching him
steadily, but not with the look that had brought Morgause to her
knees in the roadway at Camelot. He had, indeed, a fleeting but
powerful impression that the King's main attention was on something
quite other than Mordred's recent crime. This gave him courage, and
soon he found himself talking, freely for him, without noticing how
Arthur's apparently half-absent questioning led him through all the
details, not just of the killing of Gabran, but of his own story
from the beginning. Too highly wrought to wonder why the King
should want to hear it, the boy told it all: the life with Brude
and Sula, the meeting with Gawain, the queen's summons and
subsequent kindness, the ride to Seals' Bay with Gabran, the final
hideous discovery of the burned-out cottage. It was the first time
since Sula's death, and the end of his own childhood, that he had
found himself talking -confiding, even - in someone with whom
communication was easy. Easy? With the High King? Mordred did not
even notice the absurdity. He went on. He was talking now about the
killing of Gabran. At some point in the tale he took a step forward
to the table's edge, and laid the wooden charm in front of the
King. Arthur picked it up and studied it, his face expressionless.
On his hand a great carved ruby glimmered, making the pathetic
thing the crude toy that it was. He laid it down again. Mordred came to an end at last. In the silence that
followed, the flames in the big fireplace flapped like flags in the
wind. Again the King's words were unexpected. He spoke as
if the question came straight from some long-held thought, that
seemed, to the matter in hand, quite irrelevant. "Why did she call
you Mordred?" With all the familiar talk behind him, the boy
hardly paused to think as he replied, with a directness that only
an hour ago would have been unthinkable: "It means the boy from the sea. That's where they
got me from, after I was saved from the boat that you had the
children put in to drown." "I?" "I heard since that it wasn't you, lord. I don't
know the truth of it, but that is what I was told first." "Of course. That is what she would tell you." "She?" "Your mother." "Oh, no!" said Mordred quickly. "Sula never told me
anything, not about the boat, or about the killings. It was Queen
Morgause who told me, much later. As for my name, half the boys in the islands are
called Mordred, Medraut.. . . The sea is everywhere." "So I understand. Which is why it has taken so long
for me to locate you, even knowing where your mother was. No, I am
not talking about Sula. I mean your real mother, the woman who bore
you." Mordred's voice came strangled. "You know that? You
were -you mean you were looking for me? You actually know who my
mother is - who I really am?" "I should." The words came heavily, as if loaded
with meaning, but Arthur seemed to change direction, and added
merely: "Your mother is my half-sister." "Queen Morgeause?" The boy gaped, thunderstruck.
"Herself." Arthur left it there for the moment. One thing at a
time. Mordred's eyes blinked rapidly, his brain taking in this
astounding new fact, thinking back, thinking ahead.... He looked up at last. Fear was forgotten now; the
past, even the recent past, forgotten also. There was a blaze
behind his eyes that told of an almost overmastering
excitement. "I see it now! She did tell me a little. Only hints
-hints that I couldn't understand, because the truth never occurred
to me. Her own son . . . Really her own son!" A deep breath. "Then
that is why she sought me out! Gawain was only the excuse. I did
think it strange that she should want to nurture one of her
husband's bastards by some girl from the town. And even to show me
favour! When all the time I was her own, and only a bastard because
I was born before time! Oh, yes, I know that now! They had been wed
barely eight months when I was born. And then King Lot came back
from Linnuis and - " A sudden complete stop. The excited comprehension
vanished as if a shutter had dropped across his eyes. More things
were coming together. He said, slowly: "It was King Lot who ordered
the massacre of the babies? Because his eldest son had a doubtful
birth? And my mother saved me, and sent me to Brude and Sula in the
Orkneys?" "It was King Lot who ordered the massacre. Yes." "To kill me?" "Yes. And to blame me for it." "Why that?" "For fear of the people. The other parents whose
children did die. Also because, even though in the end he fought
under my command, Lot was always my enemy. And for other
reasons." The last sentence came slowly. Arthur, still feeling
his way towards the moment when the most important truth might be
told, lent it a weight that might have been expected to set Mordred
asking the question that had been fed to him. But Mordred was not
to be steered. He was busy with his own long obsession. He took a
step forward, to lean with both hands flat on the table and say,
with intensity: "Yes, other reasons! I know them! I was his eldest
born, but because I was begotten out of wedlock he was afraid that
in days to come men might doubt my birth, and make trouble in the
kingdom! It was better to be rid of me, and get another prince in
wedlock, who might in due time take the kingdom without
question!" "Mordred, you are running too far ahead. You must
listen." It is doubtful if Mordred noticed that the High King was
speaking with less than his usual assurance. Was looking, indeed,
if one could use such a word of the great duke of battles,
embarrassed. But Mordred was past listening. The full implications
of what he had learned in the past few minutes swept over him in a
bewildering cloud, but brought with them a new confidence, a
lifting of caution, the driving satisfaction of at last being able
to say it all, and to say it to the man who could make it come
true. He swept on, stammering a little. "Am I not, then,
in sober fact, heir to Dunpeldyr? Or, if Tydwal is to hold that
stronghold for Gawain, then of the Orkneys? Sir, the two kingdoms,
so far apart, are hard for one man to hold, and this, surely,
could be the time to divide them? You have said you will not let
Queen Morgause go back. Let me go back instead!" "You have not understood me," said the King. "You
have no right to either one of Lot's kingdoms." "No right!" It could have been the young Arthur
himself who said it, springing upright like a bow when the arrow
flies. "When you yourself were begotten out of wedlock by Uther
Pendragon, on the lady who was still Duchess of Cornwall, and who
could not wed him before a month was out?" No sooner was it said than he would, if he could,
have swallowed the words back. The King said nothing, nor did his
look change, but recollection struck Mordred silent, and with it
his fear returned. Twice in one evening he had lost his temper, he,
Mordred, who for years now had fought his nature down to achieve,
as armour against the displacement, the insecurity of his life,
that sea-cold shell of control. Stumblingly, he tried to unsay it. "My lord, I'm
sorry I didn't mean to insult you or ... or your lady mother. I
only meant -I've thought about this for so long, thought every way
whether it could be legal for me to have a place, a place to
rule.... I know I could. One does.... And I thought about you, and
how you came to it. Of course I did. Everyone knows -that is - men
do say - " "That I am technically a bastard?" Amazingly, the King did not sound angry Mordred's
courage crept back. His fists pressed into the table, striving for
steadiness. He said carefully: "Yes, sir. I wondered about the law,
you see. The mainland law. I was going to find out, and then ask
you. My lord, if Gawain goes to Dunpeldyr, then, by the Goddess
herself, I promise you that I am fitter than Gaheris or Agravain to
rule the Orkneys! And who knows what trouble and moil there could
be if twins were named successors?" Arthur did not answer at once. Mordred, his plea
made, the words said, subsided into silence. The King came out of
his thoughts, and spoke. "I have listened to you because I was curious to
know what kind of man you had grown to be, with your strange
upbringing, so like my own." A slight smile. "As 'everyone knows,'
I, too, was begotten out of wedlock, then hidden for many years.
With me it was fourteen years, but I was in a household where from
the start I was taught the skills of knighthood. You have had less
than four years of such teaching, but they tell me you have made
much of them. You will come into your own, believe me, but not as
you have planned or imagined. Now you will listen to me. And sit
down, please." Wondering, the boy pulled up a stool and sat. The
King himself stood up, and paced the length of the room and back
before speaking. "First of all, whatever the law, whatever the
precedent, there is no question of your taking the kingdom of the
Orkneys. That will be for Gawain. My intention is to keep Gawain
and his brothers here among my fighting knights, and then, when the
time is right, and if he wishes it, let him take back his island
kingdom from my hand. And in the meantime, Tydwal will stay in
Dunpeldyr." He stopped his pacing, and sat down again. "This is not injustice, Mordred. You can have no
claim to either Lothian or the Orkneys. You are not Lot's son." He
gave it emphasis. "King Lot of Lothian was not your father." A pause. The flames roared in the chimney. Outside
in a corridor somewhere, someone called out and was answered. The
boy asked, in a flattened, neutral voice: "Do you know who is?" "I should," said the King, for the second time. Now comprehension was instant. The boy went upright
on the stool. It brought his eyes almost on a level with the
King's. "You?" "I," said Arthur, and waited. This time it took a moment or two, and then, not
the sick disgust he expected, but merely wonder and a slow
assessment of this new fact. "With Queen Morgause? But that - that -" "Is incest. Yes." He left it there. No excuse, no
protestation of his own ignorance of the relationship when Morgause
seduced her young half-brother to her bed. In the end the boy said
merely: "I see." It was Arthur's turn to be startled. Held so in his
own consciousness of sin, of disgust at the memory of that night
with Morgause, who had since become for him a symbol of all that
was evil and unclean, he had not taken into account the
peasant-reared boy's reaction to a sin far from uncommon in the
inbred islands of his homeland. In that homeland, indeed, it would
hardly be counted as a sin. Roman law had not stretched so far, and
it was not to be supposed that Mordred's Goddess -who was also
Morgause's -had implanted much sense of sin in her followers. Mordred, indeed, was already wholly occupied in
other considerations. "So that means I am-I am- " "Yes," said Arthur, and watched the wonder, and
through it the excitement, kindle in the eyes so like his own. No
affection -how could there be -but a shift of the powerful and
inborn ambition. And why not? thought the King. Guinevere will have
no child by me. This boy is twice Pendragon, and from all reports
as well-liking as any boy will ever be. Just now he is feeling as I
felt when Merlin told me the same thing, and put the sword of
Britain into my hand. Let him feel it. The rest, as the gods will
it, will come. Of the prophecy of Merlin, that the boy would cause
his downfall and death, he never thought at all. The moment was for
him one of joy, unspoiled. Unspoiled, too, miraculously, by Mordred's
indifference to the long-past sin. Because of this very lack of
reaction he found that he could speak of it himself. "It was after the battle at Luguvallium. My first
fight. Your mother, Morgause, came north to tend her father, King
Uther, who was sick, and though we did not know it, dying. I did
not know then that I, too, was a child of Uther Pendragon's. I
believed Merlin to be my father, and, indeed, loved him as such. I
had never seen Morgause before. You will be able to guess how
lovely she was, at twenty... I went to her bed that night. It was
not until afterwards that Merlin told me Uther Pendragon was my
father, and I myself heir to the High Kingdom." "But she knew?" Mordred, quick as ever, had fastened
on the thing unsaid. "So I believe. But even my ignorance cannot excuse
my share of the sin. I know that. In doing what I did, I wronged
you, Mordred. So the wrong persists." "Hovv? You looked for me, and brought me here. You
need not have done so. Why did you?" "When I ordered Morgause here," said Arthur, "I
thought her guilty of Merlin's death, that was - is -the best man
in all this realm, and the one dearest to me. She is still guilty.
Merlin is old before his time, and carries in him the germ of the
poison she fed to him. He knew that she had poisoned him, but for
the sake of her sons he never told me. He judged that she ought to
live, so long as she stayed harmless in exile, to rear them against
the day when they could serve me. I only learned of the poison when
he lay, as we thought, dying, and in his delirium spoke of it, and
of Morgause's repeated attempts to kill him by poison or by
sorcery. So after his entombment I sent for her to answer for her
crime, judging, too, that it was time her sons left her care and
came into my charge." "All five. That surprised everyone. You said you had
had reports, sir. Who told you about me?" Arthur smiled. "I had a spy in your palace. The
goldsmith's man, Casso. He wrote to me." "The slave? He could write? He gave no hint of it.
He's dumb, and we thought there was no way he could
communicate." The King nodded. "That's why he is valuable. People
talk freely in front of a slave, especially a dumb one. It was
Merlin who had him taught to write. Sometimes I think that even his
smallest acts were dictated by prevision. Well, Casso saw and heard
plenty while he was in Morgause's household. He wrote to me that
the 'Mordred' now in the palace must be the one." Mordred was thinking back. "I think I saw him send
the message. There was a trading ship tied up at the wharf; it had
been unloading wood. I saw him go on board, and someone gave him
money I thought he must be doing work on his own, that the
goldsmith didn't know about. That would be it"' "Very possibly." The memory brought back others: Morgause and her
private smiling when he spoke of his "mother." Her test to see if
she had passed on the Sight to her son. And Sula; Sula must have
known that one day he would be taken from her. She had been afraid.
Had she suspected, then, what might one day happen? He asked abruptly: "Did she really have Gabran kill
them?" "If he said so, knowing he was dying, you may be
sure of it," said the King. "She would think no more of it than of
flying her hawk at a hare. She had your first nurse, Macha,
murdered in Dunpeldyr, and herself goaded Lot into killing Macha's
child, who had taken your place in the royal cradle. And, though
Lot gave the order, it was Morgause who instigated the massacre of
the children. This we know for truth. There was a witness. There
have been many killings, Mordred, and none of them clean." "So many killings, and all for me. But why?" The
one clue he had been given, all those years ago, he had, like
Arthur, forgotten in the excitement and heady promise of this
meeting. "Why did she keep me alive? Why trouble to have me kept in
secret all those years"' "To use as a tool, a pawn, what you will." If the
King remembered the prophecy now, he did not burden the boy with
it. "Maybe as a hostage in case I found out she had murdered
Merlin. It was after she reckoned herself safe that she took you
out of hiding, and even then the disguise she chose for you -Lot's
bastard son - was sufficient to conceal you. But I can't guess
further than that about her motives. I have not got her kind of
subtlety." He added, in answer to some kind of appeal in the boy's
intense gaze: "It does not come from the blood we share with her,
Mordred. I have killed manv men in my time, but not in such ways,
or for such motives. Morgause's mother was a Breton girl, a
wise-woman, so I have heard. These things go from mother to
daughter. You must not fear these dark powers in yourself." "I don't fear them," said Mordred quickly "I have
nothing of the Sight, no magic, she told me so. She did once try to
find out about it. I think now that she was afraid I might 'see'
what had happened to my foster parents. So she took me down with
her to the underground chamber where there is a magic pool, and
told me to look there for visions." "And what visions did you see?" "Nothing. I saw an eel in the pool. But the queen
said there were visions. She saw them." Arthur smiled. "I told you that you were of my blood
rather than hers. To me, water is only water, though I have seen
the mage-fire that Merlin can call from the air, and other marvels,
but they were all marvels of the light. Did Morgause show you any
magic of her own?" "No, sir. She took me to the chamber where she made
her spells and mixed her magic potions -" "Go on. What's the matter?" "Nothing. It was nothing, really. Just something
that happened there." He looked away, towards the fire, reliving
the moments in the stillroom, the clasp, the kiss, the queen 's
words. He added, slowly, to himself, making the discovery: And all
the time she knew I was her own son." Arthur, watching him, made a guess that was a
certainty. The rush of anger that he felt shook him. Over it he
said, very gently: "You, too, Mordred?" "It was nothing," said the boy again, rapidly, as
if to brush it aside. "Nothing, really. But now I know why I felt
the way I did." A quick glance across the table. "Oh, it happens,
everyone knows it does. But not like that. Brother and sister,
that's one thing . . . but mother and son? Not that, ever. At
least, I never heard of it. And she knew, didn't she? She knew. I
wonder why she would want -" He let it die and was silent, looking down at the
hands held fast now between his knees. He was not asking for a
reply. He and the King already knevv the answer. There was no
emotion in his voice but puzzled distaste, such as one might accord
some perverted appetite. The flush had died from his checks, and he
looked pale and strained. The King was thinking, with growing relief and
thankfulness, that here there would be no tie to break. Violent
emotions create their own ties, but what remained between Morgause
and Mordred could surely be broken here and now,. He spoke at length in a carefully low key, equal to
equal, prince to prince. "I shall not put her to death. Merlin is alive, and
her other killings are not my concern to punish here and now.
Moreover, you will see that I cannot keep you near me -here in my
court where so many people know the story, and suspect that you are
my son - and forthwith put your mother to death. So Morgause lives.
But she will not be released." He paused, leaning back in the great chair, end
regarding the boy kindly. "Well, Mordred, we are here, at the start
of a new road. We cannot see where it will lead us. I promised to
do right by you, and I meant it. You will stay here in my court,
with the other Orkney princes, and you, like them, will have royal
status as my nephew. Where men guess at your parentage, you will
find that you have more respect, not less. But vou must see that,
because of what happened at Luguvallium, and because of the
presence of Queen Guinevere, I cannot openly call you son." Mordred looked down at his hands. "And when you have
others by the Queen"' "I shall not. She is barren. Mordred, leave this
now. The future will come. Take what life offers you here in my
household. All the princes of Orkney will have the honour due to
royal orphans, and you - I believe you will in the end have more."
He saw something leap again behind the boy's eyes. "I do not speak
of kingdoms, Mordred. But perhaps that, too, if you are
sufficiently my son." All at once the boy's composure shattered. He began
to shake. His hands went up to cover his face. He said, muffled:
"It's nothing. I thought I would be punished for Gabran. Killed,
even. And now all this. What will happen? What will happen,
sir?" "About Gabran, nothing," said the King. "He was to
be pitied, but his death, in its way, was just. And about you, for
the moment, very little, except that tonight you will not go to
your bedchamber with the other boys. You will need time alone, to
come to terms with all vou have just learned. No one will wonder at
this; they will think merely that you are being held apart because
of Gabran's death." "Gawain, the others? Are they to know?" "I shall talk to Gawain. The others need know
nothing more yet than that you are Morgause's son, and eldest of
the High King's nephews. That will be sufficient to explain your
standing here. But I shall tell Gawain the truth. He needs to know
that you are not a rival for Lothian or the Orkneys." He turned his
head. "Listen, there is the guard changing outside. Tomorrow is the
feast of Mithras, and the Christmas of the Christians, and for you,
I expect, some winter festival of your outland Orkney gods. For us
all, a new beginning. So be welcome here, Mordred. Go now, and try
to sleep." Book Two The Witch's Sons Chapter 1 Snow fell thickly soon after Christmas, and the ways
were blocked. It was almost a month before the regular service of
royal couriers could be resumed. Not that it mattered; there was
little of any moment to report. In the depths of winter men - even
the most dedicated warriors -stayed at home hugging the fire and
looking to their houses and the needs of their families. Saxons and
Celts alike kept close to their hearth-stones, and if they sat
whetting their weapons by the light of the winter fires, all knew
that there would be no need of them until the coming of spring. For the Orkney boys life at Caerleon, though
restricted by the weather, was still lively and full enough to
banish thoughts of their island home, which in any case had been,
in midwinter, a place of doubtful comfort. The exercise grounds by
the fortress were cleared, and work went on almost daily, in spite
of snow and ice. Already a difference could be seen. Lot's four
sons -the twins especially -were still wild to the point of
recklessness, but as their skills improved, so also did their sense
of discipline, which brought with it a certain pride. The quartet
still tended to divide naturally into two pairs, the twins on the
one hand and Gawain with young Gareth on the other, but there were
fewer quarrels. The main difference could be discerned in their
bearing towards Mordred. Arthur had duly spoken with Gawain, a long interview
which must have held, with the truth about Mordred's birth some
weighty kind of warning. Gawain's attitude to his half-brother had
perceptibly altered. It was a mixture of reserve and relief. There
was relief in the knowledge that his own status as Lot's eldest son
would never be challenged, and that his title to the Orkney kingdom
was to be upheld by the High King himself. Behind this there could
be seen something of his former reserve, perhaps a resentment that
Mordred's status as bastard of the High King put him higher than
Gawain; but with this went caution, bred of the knowledge of what
the future might hold. It was known that Queen Guinevere was
barren; hence there was, Gawain knew, every possibility that
Mordred might some day be presented as Arthur's heir. Arthur
himself had been begotten out of wedlock and acknowledged only when
grown; Mordred's turn might come. The High King was, indeed,
rumoured to have other bastards -two, at least, were spoken of -
but they were not at court, or seen to have his favour as Mordred
had. And Queen Guinevere herself liked the boy and kept him near
her. So Gawain, the only one of Lot's sons who knew the truth,
bided his time, and edged his way back towards the guarded
friendship that he and the older boy had originally shared. Mordred noticed the change, recognized and
understood its motives, and accepted the other boy's overtures
without surprise. What did surprise him, though, was the change in
the attitude of the twins. They knew nothing of Mordred's
parentage, believing only that Arthur had accepted him as King
Lot's bastard, and, so to speak, an outrider of the Orkney family.
But the killing of Gabran had impressed them both. Agravain because
a killing - any killing -was to his mind proof of what he called
"manhood." Gaheris because for him it was that, and more; it was a
fully justified act that avenged all of them. Though outwardly as
indifferent as his twin to his mother's rare moments of fondness,
Gaheris had nursed through his childhood a sore and jealous heart.
Now Mordred had killed his mother's lover, and for that he was
prepared to accord him homage as well as admiration. As for Gareth,
the act of violence had impressed even him with respect. During the
last months in Orkney Gabran had grown too self-assured, and with
it arrogant, so that even the gentle youngest son had bitterly
resented him. Mordred, in avenging the woman he had called mother,
had in a way acted for them all. So all five of the Orkney boys
settled down to work together, and in the comradeship of the
training fields and the knights' hall, some kind of seedling
loyalty to the High King began to grow. News got through from Camelot with the February
thaw. The boys were given tidings of their mother, who was still in
Amesbury. She was to be sent north to the convent at Caer Eidyn
soon after the court moved to Camelot, and her sons would be
allowed to see her before she went. They accepted this almost with
indifference. Perhaps Gaheris, ironically, was the only one of them
who still missed his mother; Gaheris, the one she had ignored. He
dreamed about her still, fantasies of rescue and return to Orkney's
throne, with her grateful, and himself triumphant. But with
daylight the dreams faded; even for her, he would not have
abandoned the new, exciting life of the High King's court, or the
hopes of preferment eventually into the ranks of the favoured
Companions. At the end of April, when the court had settled
itself again for the summer in Camelot, the King sent the boys to
make their farewells to their mother. This, it was rumoured,
against the advice of Nimue, who rode over from her home in
Applegarth to greet the King. Merlin was no longer with the court:
since his last illness he had lived in seclusion, and with the King
removed from Caerleon the old enchanter retired to his hilltop home
in Wales, leaving Nimue to take his place as Arthur's adviser. But
this time her advice was overruled, and the boys were duly sent up
to Amesbury with a sufficient escort led by Cei himself, with
Lamorak, one of the knights. They lodged on the way at Sarum, where the headman
gave them shelter, making much of the High King's nephews, and rode
next morning for Amesbury which lies at the edge of the Great
Plain. It was a bright morning, and Lot's sons were in high
spirits. They had good horses, were royally equipped, and looked
forward almost without reservation to seeing Morgause again and
showing off their new-found splendour before her. Any fears they
might have had for her had long since been laid to rest. They had
Arthur's word for it that she was not to be put to death, and
though she was a prisoner, the kind of confinement that a convent
would offer was not (so thought her sons in their youthful
ignorance) so very different from the life she had led at home,
where she had lived secluded for the most part among the women of
her own household. Great ladies, indeed, they assured each other,
often sought the life freely for themselves; it allowed no power of
decision or rule, of course, but to the eager arrogance of youth
this seemed hardly to be the woman's part. Morgause had acted as
queen for her dead husband and her young son and heir, but such
power could have been temporary only, and now (Gawain said it
openly) was no longer necessary. There could be no more lovers,
either; and this, to Gawain and Gaheris, the only ones who had
really noticed or cared, was much to the good. Long might the
convent keep her mewed up; in comfort, naturally, but prevented
from interfering in their new lives, or bringing shame on them
through lovers little older than themselves. So they rode gaily. Gawain was already years away
from her in spirit, and Gareth was concerned only with the
adventure of the moment. Agravain thought about little but the
horse he was riding, and the new tunic and weapons he sported
("really fit for a prince, at last!") and about all he would have
to tell Morgause of his prowess at arms. Gaheris looked forward
with a kind of guilty pleasure to the meeting; this time, surely,
after so long an absence, she must show her delight in her sons,
must give and receive caresses and loving words; and she would be
alone, with no wary lover beside her chair, watching them,
whispering against them. Mordred alone rode in silence, once again apart,
outside the pack. He noticed, with a stir of satisfaction, the
attention, which was almost deference, paid him by Lamorak, and the
careful eye that Cei kept on him. Rumour had run ahead of truth at
court, and neither King nor Queen had made any attempt to scotch
it. It was allowed to be seen that, of the five, Mordred was the
one who mattered most. He was also the only one of the boys who
felt some sort of dread of the coming interview. He did not know
how much Morgause had been told, but surely she must know about her
lover's death. And that death was on his hands. So they came towards Amesbury on a fine sunny
morning, with the dew splashing in glittering showers from their
horses' hoofs, and met Morgause and her escort out riding in the
woods. It was a ride for exercise, not for pleasure. This
much was immediately apparent. Though the queen was richly dressed,
in her favourite amber cloth with a short furred mantle against the
cool spring breezes, her mount was an indifferent-seeming mare, and
to either side of her rode men in the uniform of Arthur's troops.
From the hand of the man on her right a leading rein ran looping to
the ring of the mare's bridle. A woman, plainly cloaked and hooded,
rode a few paces in the rear, flanked in her turn by another pair
of troopers. It was Gareth who first recognized his mother in the
little group of distant riders. He called out, stretching high in
the saddle and waving. Then Gaheris spurred past him at a gallop,
and the others, like a charge of cavalry, went racing across the
space of wooded ground, with laughter and hunting calls and a
clamour of welcome. Morgause received the rush of young horsemen with
smiling pleasure. To Gaheris, who pressed first to the mare's side,
she gave a hand, and leaned a cheek to his eager kiss. Her other
hand she reached towards Cei, who dutifully raised it to his lips,
then, relinquishing it to Gawain, reined back to let the boys crowd
in. Morgause leaned forward, both arms reaching for her
sons, her face glowing. "See, they lead my horse, so I may ride without
hands! I was told I might hope to see you soon, but we did not look
for you vet! You must have longed for me, as I for you. . . .
Gawain, Agravain, Gareth, my darling, come, kiss your mother, vvho
has hungered all these long winter months for a sight of you. . . .
There, there, now, that's enough. . . . Let me go, Gaheris, let me
look at you all. Oh, my darling boys, it has been so long, so
long..." The turn towards pathos went unnoticed. Still too
excited, too full of their new importance, the young horsemen
caracoled around her. The scene took on the liveliness of a
pleasure party. "See, Mother, this is a stallion from the High
King's own stable.." "Look, lady, at this sword! And I've used it, too!
The master-at-arms says that I promise as well as any man of my
age." "You are well, lady queen? They treat you well?"
This was Gaheris. "I am to be one of the Companions," Gawain put in,
gruffly proud, "and if there is fighting in the coming summer, he
has promised I shall be there." "Will you be in Camelot for Pentecost," asked
Gareth. Mordred had not spurred forward with the rest. She did not
seem to notice. She had not even glanced his way, where he rode
between Cei and Lamorak as the party turned back towards Amesbury.
She laughed with her sons, and talked gaily, and let them shout and
boast, and asked questions about Camelot and Caerleon, listening to
their eager praises with flattering attention. From time to time
she threw a gentle look, or a charming word, to Lamorak, the knight
riding nearest, or even to the men of the escort. She was
concerned, one might have guessed, with the report that would
eventually go back to Arthur. Her looks were mild and sweet, her
words innocent of anything but a mother's interest in her sons'
progress, and a mother's gratitude for what the High King and his
deputies were doing for them. When she spoke of Arthur - this was
to Cei, across the heads of Gareth and Gaheris -it was with praise
of his generosity towards her children ("my orphaned boys, who
would otherwise be robbed of all protection") and for the King's
grace, as she called it, towards herself. It was to be noticed that
in a while she assumed a further, and complete, act of grace. She
turned her lovely eyes full on Cei and asked, with sweet
humility: "And did the King my brother send you to take me
back to court?" When Cei, flushing and looking away, told her no,
she said nothing, but bowed her head and let a hand steal to her
eyes. Mordred, who rode to that side of her and a little in the
rear, saw that she was tearless, but Gaheris pushed forward to her
other side and laid a hand on her arm. "Soon, though, lady! It will surely be soon! As soon
as we get back we will petition him! By Pentecost, surely!" She made no reply. She gave a little shiver, pulled
her cloak closer, and glanced up at the sky, then, with an effort
that was patent, straightened her shoulders. "Look, the day is
clouding over. Let us not loiter here. Let us get back." Her smile
was bright with bravery. "Today, at least, Amesbury will cease to
seem a prison." By the time the party neared the village of
Amesburv, Cei, at her left hand, was visibly unbending, Lamorak
stared with open admiration, and Lot's sons had forgotten that they
had ever wanted to be free of her. The spell was woven again. Nimue
had been right. The links so recently forged in Caerleon were
wearing thin already. The Orkney brothers would take a less than
perfect loyalty back to their uncle the High King. Chapter 2 The convent gate was open, and the porter watching
for them. He stared in surprise at the sight of the Camelot party,
and shouted to a sack-clad youth - a novice -who was grubbing among
lettuces in a weedy bed beside a wall. The novice went running, and
by the time the party rode into the yard the abbot himself,
slightly out of breath but with unimpaired dignity, appeared at the
doorway of his house and stood waiting at the head of the steps to
receive them. Even here, under the abbot's eye, Morgause's spell
held good. Cei, moving with stolid courtesy to help her dismount,
was beaten to it by Lamorak, with Gawain and Gaheris close behind.
Morgause, with a smile at her sons, slid gracefully into Lamorak's
arms, and then held to him a moment, letting it be seen that the
ride, and the excitement of the meeting, had taxed her frail
strength. She thanked the knight prettily, then turned to the boys
again. She would rest awhile in her own rooms, she told them, while
Abbot Luke made them welcome, then later, when they were fed and
changed and rested, she would receive them. So, to the abbot's barely concealed irritation,
Morgause, having turned her status as prisoner into that of a queen
granting audience, moved off towards the women's side of the
convent, supported on the arm of her waiting-woman, and followed,
as if by a royal escort, by her four guards. In the years since Arthur's crowning, and more
especially since Morgause had come as his prisoner, the High King
had sent gifts and money to the foundation at Amesbury so the place
was larger and better kept than when the young King had first
ridden south to see his father buried in the Giants' Dance. Where there had been fields behind the chapel, there
was now a walled garden, with its orchard and fishpond, and beyond
this a second courtyard had been built, so that the quarters of men
and women could be separate. The abbot's house had been enlarged,
and there was no longer any need for him to vacate his quarters for
roval guests; a well-built wing of guest rooms faced south onto the
garden. To this the travellers were escorted by the two young
novices appointed to see to their comfort. The boy's were shown
into the guests' dorter, a long, sunny room with half-a-dozen beds,
and with no convent-like austerity about it. The beds were new and
good, with painted headboards, the floor was of stone, scrubbed
white and covered with brightly woven rugs, and wax candles stood
ready in silver sconces. Mordred, glancing around him, and out of
the broad windows where the sun shone warmly on lawn and fishpond
and blossoming apple trees, reflected dryly that no doubt Morgause
could take all the privileges she wanted, and welcome: she must be,
in a quite literal sense, the most paying of guests. The meal was good, too. The boys were served in the
small refectory attached to the guest house, and afterwards made
free of the convent grounds and the town -it was little more than a
village -outside the walls. Their mother, they were told, would
receive them after evening chapel. Cei did not appear; he was
closeted with Abbot Luke; but Lamorak staved with the boys, and in
response to their pleading took them riding out on the Great Plain,
where, two miles or so from Amesbury, stood the great circle of
stones called the Giants' Dance. ' "Where our kinsman the great Amhrosius is buried,
and our grandfather Uther Pendragon beside him," said Agravain to
Mordred, with a touch of his old arrogance. Mordred said nothing,
but caught Gawain's quick look, and smiled to himself. From
Lamorak's sidelong glance it could be guessed that he, too, knew
the truth about Arthur's eldest "nephew." As befitted the convent's guests, they all went to
the evening service. A little to Mordred's surprise, Morgause
attended, too. As Lamorak and the boys approached the chapel door,
the nuns went by two by two, with slow steps and downcast eyes. At
the rear of the little procession walked Morgause, dressed simply
in black, her face veiled. Two women attended her; one was the
waiting-woman who had been riding with her, the other looked
younger, with the ageless face of extreme stupidity, and the heavy
pale look of ill-health. Last came the abbess, a slightly built,
sweet-faced woman, with an air of gentle innocence which was
perhaps not the best quality for the ruler of such a community. She
had been appointed head of the women's side of the convent by the
abbot, who was not the man to brook any rival in authority. Since
Morgause's coming Abbot Luke had had cause to regret his choice;
Mother Mary was not the woman to control her royal prisoner. On the
other hand, the convent, since that prisoner's coming, had
flourished exceedingly, so, as long as the Queen of Orkney was
safely held, Abbot Luke could see no need to interfere with the
too-gentle rule of the abbess. He himself was not entirely immune
to the flattering respect Morgause showed him, or to the fragile
charm she exhibited in his presence, and besides, there was always
the possibility that some day she would be reinstated, if not in
her own kingdom, then at court, where she was, after all, the High
King's half-sister.... The younger of Morgause's women brought the queen's
message soon after chapel. The four younger princes were to sup
with their mother. She would send for them later. She would see
prince Mordred now. Across the barrage of objections and questions that
this provoked Mordred met Gawain's eyes. Alone of the four, he
looked commiserating rather than resentful. "Well, good luck," he said, and Mordred thanked him,
smoothing his hair and settling his belt and the hanger at his hip,
while the woman stood waiting by the door, staring with pale eyes
out of that lard-like face and repeating, as if she could only
speak by rote: "The young princes are to take supper with Madam,
but now she will see Prince Mordred, alone." Mordred, as he followed her, heard Gawain say in a
low quick aside to Gaheris: "Don't be a fool, it's hardly a
privilege. She never even looked at him this morning, did she? And
you must know why. You can't surely have forgotten Gabran? Poor
Mordred, don't envy him this!" *** HE FOLLOWED THE WOMAN ACROSS THE LAWN. BLACKBIRDS
hopped about on the grass, pecking for worms, and a thrush sang
somewhere among the apple trees. The sun was still warm, and the
place full of the scent of apple blossom and primroses and the
yellow wallflowers beside the path. He was aware of none of it. All his being was turned
inward, centered on the coming interview, wishing now that he had
had the hardihood to disagree when the King had said to him: "I
have refused to see her, ever again, but you are her son, and I
think you owe her this, if only as a courtesy. You need never go
back. But this time, this one time, you must. I have taken her
kingdom from her, and her sons; let it not be said that I did so
with brutality." And in his head, over this voice of memory, two
other voices persisted, of the boy Mordred, the fisherman's son,
and of Mordred the prince, son of the High King Arthur, and a man
grown. Why should you fear her? She can do nothing. She is
a prisoner and helpless. That was the prince, tall and brave in his
silver-trimmed tunic and new green mantle. She is a witch, said the fisher-boy. She is a prisoner of the High King, and he is my
father. My father, said the prince. She is my mother, and a witch. She is no longer a queen. She has no power. She is a witch, and she murdered my mother. You are
afraid of her? The prince was contemptuous. Yes. Why? What can she do? She cannot even cast a spell.
Not here. You are not alone with her now in an underground tomb. I
know I don't know why. She is a woman alone, and a prisoner, and
without help, and I am afraid. A side door stood open under the arcade of the
nuns'courtyard. The woman beckoned, and he followed her in, along a
short passage which ended in another door. His heart was hammering now, his hands damp. He
clenched them at his sides, then loosed them deliberately, fighting
back towards calmness. I am Mordred. I am my own man, beholden neither to
her nor to the High King. I shall listen to her, and then go. I
need never see her again. Whatever she is, whatever she says, it
cannot matter. I am in my own man, and I do my own will. The woman opened the door without knocking, and
stood aside for him to enter. *** THE ROOM WAS LARGE, BUT CHILLY AND SPARSELY
FURNISHED. The walls were of daubed wattle, roughly plastered and
painted, the floor of stone, bare of any rugs or coverings. To one
side, looking out on the arcade, was a window, unglazed and open to
the evening breeze. Opposite this was another door. Against the
long wall of the room stood a heavy table and bench of carved and
polished wood. At one end of the table was the room's single chair,
high-backed and ornately carved, but without cushions. A couple of
wooden stools flanked it. The table was set as if for the evening
meal, with platters and cups of pewter and red clay and even wood.
One part of Mordred's brain - the part that stayed coolly observant
in spite of moist skin and rushing heart - noted with a twist of
amusement that his half-brothers looked to be in for a meal frugal
even by monkish standards. Then the far door opened, and Morgause
came into the room. Once before, when for the first time the ragged
fisher-boy had been brought, among the lights and colours of the
palace, face to face with the queen, he had had eyes for nothing
else; now in this bare and chilly room he forgot it all, and stared
at her. She was still dressed in her chapel-going black,
without colour or ornament except a silver cross (a cross?) which
hung on her breast. Her hair was plainly braided in two long
plaits. She was no longer veiled. She moved forward to stand beside
the chair, one hand on its tall back, the other holding a fold of
her gown. She waited there in unmoving silence while the
waiting-woman latched the door and went with her heavy, deliberate
tread across the room to leave by the inner door. As it opened and
shut behind her, Mordred caught a glimpse of stacked chairs and the
gleam of silver hidden by a pile of coloured stuffs. Someone spoke
quickly and was hushed. Then the door shut quietly and he was alone
with the queen. He stood still, waiting. She turned her head on its
poised neck and let the silence hang longer. Light from the window
moved in the heavy folds of her skirt, and the silver cross on her
breast quivered. Suddenly, like a diver coming up into air, he saw
two things clearly: the whitened knuckles of the fist that gripped
the black cloth at her side, and the movement of her breast with
her quickened breathing. She, too, faced this interview with
something less than equanimity. She was as tense as he. He saw more. The marks against the plaster where
hangings had been hastily removed; the lighter patches on the floor
where rugs had lain; scratches where chairs and lamps and tables
-all the furnishings light enough for the women to handle -had been
dragged out and stacked in the inner room, along with the cushions
and silver and all the luxuries without which Morgause would have
felt herself sadly ill-used. And this was the point. Once more, as
had been her habit, Morgause had set the scene. The plain black
clothes, the bare chilly chamber, the lack of attendants - the
Queen of Orkney was concerned still with the report that would go
back to Arthur, and with what her sons would find. They were to see
her as a lonely and oppressed prisoner, kept in sad
confinement. It was enough. Mordred's fear faded. He gave a
courtly bow and thereafter stood easily, waiting, apparently quite
unperturbed by the silence and the scrutiny of the queen. She let her hand fall from the chair-back, and
taking up a fold of the heavy skirt on the other side, swept to the
front of the chair, and sat. She smoothed the black cloth over her
knees, folded her hands, white against black, lifted her head, and
looked him slowly up and down from head to foot. He saw then that
she was wearing the royal circlet of Lothian and Orkney. Its pearls
and citrines, set in white gold, glimmered in the red gold of her
hair. When it was apparent that he was neither awed nor
disconcerted, she spoke. "Come nearer. Here, where I can see you. Hm. Yes,
very fine. 'Prince Mordred,' it is now, they tell me. One of the
ornaments of Camelot, and a hopeful sword at Arthur's service." He
bowed again, and said nothing. Her lips thinned. "So he told you, did he?" "Yes, madam." "The truth? Did he dare?" Her voice was sharp with
scorn. "It seems like the truth. No one would invent such a tale to
boast of it." "Ah, so the young serpent can hiss. I thought you
were my devoted servant, Mordred the fisher-boy?" "I was, madam. What I owe you, I owe you. But what
I owe him, I owe likewise." "A moment's lust." She spoke contemptuously. "A boy
after his first battle. An untried young pup that came running to
the first woman that whistled him." Silence. Her voice rose a fraction. "Did he tell you
that?" Mordred spoke steadily, in a voice almost devoid of
expression. "He told me that I am his son, begotten by him in
ignorance on his half-sister, after the battle at Luguvallium. That
immediately afterwards you contrived to marry King Lot, who should
have been your sister's lord, and with him went as his queen to
Dunpeldyr, where I was born. That King Lot, hearing of the birth
too soon after the marriage, and fearful of nurturing what he
suspected to be a bastard of the High King's, tried to have me
killed, and to that end drowned all the young children in
Dunpeldyr, putting the blame for this upon the King. That you,
madam, helped him in this, knowing that you had already sent me to
safety in the islands, where Brude and Sula had been paid to care
for me." She leaned forward. Her hands moved to the
chair-arms, gripping. "And did Arthur tell you that he, too, wanted
you dead? Did he tell you that, Mordred?" "He did not need to. I would have known it,
anyway." "What do you mean?" she asked sharply. Mordred shrugged. "It would have been reasonable.
The High King looked then to have other sons, by his queen. Why
should he wish to keep me, a bastard out of his enemy?" His look
challenged her. "You cannot deny that you are his enemy, nor that
Lot was. And that is why you kept me, isn't it? I used to wonder
why you paid Brude to keep me, Lot's son. And I was right to
wonder. You would never have kept Lot's son by another woman. There
was one called Macha, was there not? A woman whose baby son was put
in my cradle, to draw Lot's sword and let your son escape?" For a moment she made no answer. She had lost
colour. Then she said, ignoring his last statement: "So, I
kept you from Lot's vengeance. You know that. You admit it. What
did you say a moment ago, That what you owe me, you owe me. Your
life, then. Twice, Mordred, twice." She leaned forward. Her voice
throbbed. "Mordred, I am your mother. Don't forget that. I bore
you. For you I suffered -" His look stopped her. She had a moment to consider
that any of her four sons by Lot would have already been at her
knees. But not this one. Not Arthur's son. He was speaking, coldly. "You gave me life, yes, for
a moment's lust. You said that, not I. But it was true, was it not,
madam? A woman whistling up a boy to her bed. A boy she knew to be
her half-brother, but who she also knew would one day be a great
king. I owe you nothing for that." She flared suddenly, shrilly, into anger. "How dare
you, You, a bastard spawn, hatched in a hovel by a pair of filthy
peasants, to speak to me - " He moved. Suddenly he was as angry as she. His eyes
blazed. "They say, don't they, that the sun begets spawn on the
reptiles as they lie in the mud?" Silence. Then she drew in a hissing breath. She sat
back in her chair, and her hands clasped again in her lap. With his
momentary loss of control, she had regained hers. She said, softly:
"Do you remember going vvith me once into a cave?" Again silence. He moistened his lips, but said
nothing. She nodded. "I thought you had forgotten. Then let me
remind you. Let me remind you to fear me, my son Mordred. I am a
witch. I shall remind you of that, and of a curse I once laid on
Merlin, who also took it upon himself to berate me for that
unguarded night of love. He, like you, forgot that it takes two to
make a child." He stirred. "A night of love and a birthing does not
make a mother, madam. I owed Sula more, and Brude. I said I owed
you nothing. It's not true. I owe you their deaths. Their hideous
deaths. You killed them." "I? What folly is this?" "Would you deny it? I should have suspected it long
ago. But now I know. Gabran confessed before he died." That shook
her. To his surprise, he realized that she had not known. The
colour came to her cheeks and faded again. She was very pale.
"Gabran dead?" "Yes." "How?" Mordred said, with satisfaction: "I killed
him." "You? For that?" "Why else? If it grieves you -but I see that it does
not. If you had even asked for him, or looked for him, someone
would have told you, you would have known. Do you not even care
about his death?" "You talk like a green fool. What use was Gabran to
me here? Oh, he was a good lover, but Arthur would never have let
him come to me here. Is that all he told vou?" "That is all he was asked. Why , did he do other
murders for you? Was it he who served Merlin the poison?" "That was years ago. Tell me, has the old wizard
been talking to you? Is it he who has put you under his spell as
Arthur's man?" "I have not spoken with him," said Mordred. "I've
barely seen him. He has gone back into Wales." "Then did your father the High King" -the words spat
-"who has been so open with you, did he tell you what Merlin
promised? For you?" He answered, dry-mouthed: "You told me. I remember
it. But all that you told me then was lies. You said he was my
enemy. That was a lie. All of it, lies! Neither is Merlin my enemy!
All this talk of a promise -" "Is the truth. Ask him. Or ask the King. Better
still, ask yourself, Mordred, why I should have kept you alive.
Yes, I see that you understand it now. I kept you alive because by
so doing I shall in the end have my revenge on Merlin, and on
Arthur who despised me. Listen. Merlin foresaw that you would bring
doom on Arthur. From dread of it he drove me from court, and
poisoned Arthur's mind against me. So since that day, my son, I
have done my utmost to bring that doom nearer. Not only by bearing
you, and keeping you safe from Lot's murdering sword, but with a
curse renewed at the dark of every moon since the day I was
banished from my father's court, to spend my young life in the far,
cold corners of the realm; I, the daughter of Uther Pendragon,
reared in the wealth and gaiety - " He interrupted her. He had only heard the one thing.
"I, the doom of Arthur? How?" At the note in his voice she began to smile. "If I
knew, I would hardly tell you. But I don't know. Nor did
Merlin." "Why did he not have me destroved, if this is
true?" Her lip curled. "He had scruples. You were the son
of the High King. Merlin used to say that the gods do their own
work in their own way." Another silence, then Mordred said, slowly: "But in
this matter, it seems they will have to work through men's hands.
Mine. And I can tell you now, Queen Morgause, that I shall bring no
doom on the King!" "How can you avoid it when not you, nor l, nor even
Merlin, know how it will strike?" "Except that it will strike through me! You think I
shall wait passively for that? I shall find a way!" She was contemptuous. "Why pretend to be so loyal?
Are you telling me that you love him, all in a moment? You have
neither love nor loyalty in you. Look how you have turned against
me, and you were to serve me all your days." "One cannot build on rotten rock!" he said,
furiously. She was smiling now. "If I am rotten, you are my
blood, Mordred. My blood." "And his!" "A son is his mother's stamp," she said. "Not always! The others are yours, and their sire's,
vou have only to look at them. But I, no one would know me for your
son!" "But you are like me. They are not. They are bold,
hand-some fighters, with the minds of wild cattle. You are a
witch's son, Mordred, with a smooth and subtle tongue and a
serpent's tooth and a mind that works in silence. My tongue. My
bite. My mind." She smiled a slow, rich smile. "They may keep me
shut up till my life's end, but now my brother Arthur has taken to
himself another such: a son with his mother's mind." The cold had crept into his very bones. He said
huskily: "This is not true. You cannot come at him through me. I am
my own man. I will not harm him." She leaned forward. She spoke softly, still smiling.
"Mordred, listen to me. You are young, and you do not know the
world. I hated Merlin, but he was never wrong. If Merlin saw it
written in the stars that you would be Arthur's doom, then how can
you escape it? There will come a day, the wicked day of destiny,
when all will come to pass as he foretold. And I, too, have seen
something, not in the heavens, but in the pool below the
earth." "What?" he asked, hoarsely. She still spoke softly. There was colour in her face
now, and her eyes shone. She looked beautiful. "I have seen a queen
for you, Mordred, and a throne if you have the strength to take it.
A fair queen and a high throne. And I see a snake striking at the
kingdom's heel." The words seemed to echo round the room, deep in
note like a bell. Mordred spoke quickly, trying to kill the magic.
"If I turned on him, then indeed I would be a snake." "If you are," rejoined Morgause smoothly, "it is a
role you share with the brightest of the angels, and the one who
was closest to his lord." "What are you talking about?" "Oh, stories the nuns tell." He said, very angrily: "You are talking nonsense to
frighten me! I am not Lot or Gabran, a besotted tool to do your
murders for you. You said I was like you. Very well. Now that I am
warned, I shall know what to do. If I have to leave court and stay
away from him, I shall do it. No power on earth can make me lift a
hand to kill unless I wish it, and this death I swear to you I
shall never undertake. I swear it by the Goddess herself." No echo. The magic was gone. The shouted words fell
into dead air. He stood panting, a hand clenched on his sword hilt.
"Brave words," said Morgause, very lightly, and laughed aloud. He turned and ran from the room, slamming the door
to shut off the laughter which followed him like a curse. Chapter 3 Once back in Camelot the memory of Amesbury and its
imprisoned queen began to fade as the boys were plunged again into
the life and excitement of the capital. At first Gaheris complained loudly to whoever would
listen about the hardships his mother was obviously suffering.
Mordred, who might have enlightened him, said nothing. Nor did he
mention his own interview with the queen. The younger boys probed
now and then, but were met with silence, so soon stopped asking,
and lost interest. Gawain, who must have guessed what the tenor of
that interview might be, was perhaps unwilling to risk a snub, so
showed no curiosity, and was told nothing. Arthur did ask Mordred
how he had fared, then, accepting his son's "Well enough, sir, but
not well enough to crave another meeting," merely nodded and turned
the subject. It was observed that the King was angry, bored or
impatient if his sisters were spoken of, so mention of them was
avoided, and in time they were almost forgotten. Queen Morgause was not after all sent north to join
her sister Morgan. The latter, in fact, came south. When King Urbgen, after a grim and lengthy interview
with the High King, had finally put Queen Morgan aside, and given
her back into Arthur's jurisdiction, she was held for some time at
Caer Eidyn, but eventually won her brother's grudging permission to
travel south to her own castle - one that Arthur himself had
granted her in happier days -among the hills to the north of
Caerleon. Once settled there, with a guard of Arthur's soldiers and
such of her women as were willing to remain in captivity with her,
she settled down to a small approximation of a royal court, and
proceeded (so rumour said, and for once rumour was right) to hatch
little plots of hatred against her brother and her husband, as
busily and almost as cozily as a hen hatches her eggs. She also besieged the King from time to time,
through the royal couriers, for various favours. One repeated
request was for her "dear sister" to be allowed to join her at
Castell Aur. It was well known that the two royal ladies had little
fondness for one another, and Arthur, when he brought himself to
think about it at all, suspected that Morgan's desire to join
forces with Morgause was literally that: a wish to double the
baneful power of such magic as she had. Here rumour spoke again, in
whispers: It was being said that Queen Morgan far surpassed
Morgause in power, and that none of it was used for good. So
Morgan's requests were shrugged off, the High King tending, like
any lesser man beset by a nagging woman, to shut his ears and turn
the other way. He simply referred the matter to his chief adviser,
and had the sense to let a woman deal with the women. Nimue's advice was clear and simple: keep them
guarded, and keep them apart. So the two queens remained under
guard, one in Wales, the other still in Amesbury, but - again on
Nimue's advice -not too strictly prisoned. "Leave them their state and their titles, their fine
clothing and their lovers," she said, and when the King raised his
brows, "Men soon forget what has happened, and a fair woman under
duress is a center for plotting and disaffection. Don't make
martyrs. In a few years' time the younger men won't know or care
that Morgause poisoned Merlin, or did murder here and there. They
have already forgotten that she and Lot massacred the babies at
Dunpeldyr. Give any evildoer a year or two of punishment, and there
will be some fool willing to wave a banner and shout, 'Cruelty, let
them go.' Let them have the things that don't matter, but keep them
close, and watch them always," So Queen Morgan held her small court at Castell Aur,
and sent her frequent letters along the couriers' road to Camelot,
and Queen Morgause remained in the convent at Amesbury. She was
permitted to increase the state in which she lived, but even so her
captivitv was possibly not so easy as her sister's, involving as it
did a certain degree of lip-service to the monastic rule. But
Morgause had her methods. To the abbot she presented herself as one
who, long shut away from the true faith in the pagan darkness of
the Orkneys, vvas eager and willing to learn all she could about
the "new religion" of the Christians. The women who served her
attended the devotions of the good sisters, and spent many long
hours helping with the nuns' sewing and other, more menial tasks.
It might have been noted that the queen herself was content to
delegate this side of her devotions, but she was civility itself to
the abbess, and that elderly and innocent lady was easily deceived
by the attentions of one who was half-sister to the High King
himself, whatever the supposed crimes she had committed. "Supposed crimes." Nimue was right. As time went
by, the memory of Morgause's alleged crimes grew fainter, and the
impression, carefully fostered by the lady herself, of a sweet sad
captive, devoted to her royal brother, reft from her beloved sons,
and far from her own land, grew, spreading far beyond the convent
walls. And though it was common knowledge that the High King's
eldest "nephew" bore in fact a closer and somewhat scandalous
relationship to the throne-well, it had happened a long time ago,
in dark and troubled times, when Arthur and Morgause were very
young, and even now you could see how lovely she must have been ...
still was.... *** SO THE YEARS PASSED, AND THE BOYS BECAME YOUNG MEN,
AND took their places at court, and Morgause's dark deeds became a
legend rather than a true memory, and Morgause herself lived on
comfortably at Amesbury; rather more comfortably, in fact, than she
had lived either in her chilly fortress of Dunpeldyr or the windy
fastness of the Orkneys. What she lacked, and fretted for, was
power, something more than she exercised over her small and private
court. As time went by and it became obvious that she would never
leave Amesbury, was, in fact, almost forgotten, she turned back
secretly to her magic arts, convincing herself that here lay the
seeds of influence and real power. One skill certainly remained
with her; whether it was the plants carefully watched over in the
nunnery gardens, or the spells with which they were gathered and
prepared, Morgause's unguents and perfumes still worked their
strong magic. Her beauty stayed with her, and with it her power
over men. She had lovers. There was the young gardener who
tended the herbs and simples for her brewing, a handsome youth who
had once had hopes of joining the brotherhood. It might be said
that the queen did him a favour. Four months as her lover taught
him that the world outside the walls held delights that at sixteen
he could not bear to renounce; when she dismissed him eventually
with a gift of gold, he left the convent and went to Aquae Sulis,
where he met the daughter of a wealthy merchant, and thereafter
prospered exceedingly. After him came others, and it was easier
still when a garrison established itself on the Great Plain for
exercises, and the officers tended to ride into Amesbury after work
to sample what the local tavern had to offer in the way of wine and
entertainment. Simpler yet when Lamorak, who had brought the boys
on that long-ago visit to see their mother, was appointed garrison
commander, and took it upon himself to call at the convent to ask
after the health of the captive queen. She received him herself,
charmingly. He called again, with gifts. Within the month they were
lovers, Lamorak vowing that it had been love at first sight, and
lamenting that so many vasted years had passed since their first
meeting in the woodland ride. Twice, during these years, Arthur lodged nearby, the
first time with the garrison, the second time in Amesbury itself,
at the house of the headman. On the first occasion, despite Morgause's efforts,
he refused to see her, contenting himself with sending to the
abbess and asking formally after the prisoner's health and
well-being, and sending deputies -Bedwyr and, ironically, Lamorak -
to talk with the queen. The second time occurred some two years
later. He would have preferred to sleep again at garrison
headquarters, but this might have seemed slighting to the headman's
hospitality so he lodged in the town. He gave orders that while he
was in the township Morgause should not be permitted outside the
convent walls, and he was obeyed. But one evening when he and half
a dozen of his Companions sat at supper with the abbot and the head
citizens of the township, two of Morgause's women came to the door
with a tale of the captive queen's sickness, and pathetic pleas for
the King's presence at her bedside. She longed only, they said, for
the King's forgiveness before she died. Or if he was still set
against her, she begged - and it could be seen, from the
messengers' faces, with what pathos -that he should grant at least
one dying wish. This was that she should see her sons once
more. Lot's sons were not in Amesbury with the King.
Gaheris was with the garrison on the Plain; Gawain with the other
two brothers was still in Camelot. The only one of the five in
Amesbury was Mordred, who, as always now, was at his father's
side. To him Arthur, waving the women back out of
earshot, said softly: "Dying? Do you suppose this is true?" "She was out riding three days ago." "Oh? Who says so?" "The swineherd in the beech wood. I stopped and
spoke with him. She gave him a coin once, so he watches for her. He
calls her the pretty queen." Arthur frowned, tapping the table. "There's been a
cold wind all the week. I suppose she could have taken a chill.
Even so -" He paused. "Well, I'll send someone tomorrow. Then, if
this tale is true, I suppose I must go myself." "And by tomorrow everything will be suitably
arranged." The King looked at him sharply. "What do you mean by
that?" Mordred said dryly: "When she sent for me before,
she was alone in a cold room with no comforts. I saw them through
the door, hastily stacked in the next room." Arthur's frown deepened. "So you suspect trickery
here? Still? But how? What could she do?" Mordred shifted his shoulders as if he felt cold.
"Who knows? As she reminded me, more than once, she is a witch.
Keep away from her, sir. Or - let me go and see for myself if this
tale of mortal sickness is true." "You are not afraid of her witchcraft?" "She has asked to see her sons," said Mordred, "and
I am the only one here in Amesbury." He did not add that though his
spirit, fed with fear by Morgause herself, shrank from her, he knew
himself to be safe. He was to be -he could still hear the angry
spitting voice -his father's bane. To that end she would preserve
him, as she had done through those early years. He said: "If you send now, sir, to say you will see
her in the morning, that is when -if this is indeed a trick -she
will make her preparations. I myself will go now, tonight." After a little more discussion the King agreed,
and, returning gratefully to his guests, sent one of his Companions
to inform Queen Morgause that he would see her on the morrow. As
before, he sent Lamorak. *** THERE WAS A HORSE TIED UP OUTSIDE THE ORCHARD WALL.
HERE the coping was low, and a bough of an old apple tree had
forced the bricks outwards until they bulged, then broke and fell,
making a place that could, with agility and the help of a horse's
saddle, be climbed. The night was moonless, but the sky glistened with
stars as thick and numerous as daisies on a lawn. Mordred paused to
look at the horse. Something about its white blaze and the stocking
on its near fore was familiar. He looked closer, and saw on the
breastband the silver boar of Orkney, and recognized Gaheris's
roan. He ran a hand over its shoulder. It was damp and hot. He stood for a moment, thinking. If the news of
Morgause's illness had sped, as such news will, on the wings of
gossip, to garrison headquarters, Gaheris must have ridden out
immediately to visit the queen. Or he might, having been refused
permission to accompany Arthur with Mordred to Amesbury, have
ridden out secretly, determined to see his mother. In either case
the visit was surreptitious, or he would have gone to the gate. Mordred thought, with a touch of amusement, that in
any case Morgause had not expected the visit, so would probably not
yet, on this chilly night, have stripped herself of her comforts.
Gaheris, whatever his loyalties, would have to share witness to his
mother's health and circumstances when Mordred reported on them to
Arthur. He walked soft-footed round to the convent gate, was
inspected under the lamp by the guards, showed the King's pass, and
was admitted. Within the convent walls no guards were appointed,
and all was silent and deserted. Morgause now had one wing of the
convent -the buildings between the orchard and the women's arcade
-to herself and her attendants. Mordred walked quietly past the
chapel and let himself into the arcade. Here a nun nodded beside a
brazier in a little lodge. Again he showed the King's pass, was
recognized and allowed through. The arches of the arcade showed black and empty. The
grass in the center of the court was grey in the starlight, its own
starred daisies shut for the night, invisible. An owl flew silently
across the roof tops and into the orchard boughs. The only light
was the glow from the brazier in the lodge. Mordred paused, undecided. It was late, but not yet
midnight. Morgause, like most witches, was a nighttime creature;
surely one of her windows should be showing a light? And certainly,
if the deathbed story were true, her women would be wakeful,
watching by her bedside. Perhaps a lover? He had heard that she
took her pleasures still. But if Gaheris was here . . .
Gaheris? Mordred swore aloud, sickened at himself for the
thought, and then again for the knowledge that the suspicion was
justified. He tried the door under the arcade, found it
unlocked, then let himself into the building and went swiftly up
the well-remembered corridor. Here was the door to the queen's
apartments. After a moment's hesitation, he pushed it open and went
in without knocking. This room was not as he remembered it, but as he
would have seen it had Morgause not stripped it of its furnishings.
Starlight fell softly through the window to light the hangings, the
waxed surfaces of furniture, the gleam of gold and silver vessels.
Thick rugs muffled his tread. He crossed the room to the inner
door, which gave on the antechamber to the queen's bedroom. Here he
paused. Her women, or surely one of them, would be awahe? He bent
his head and knocked softly on the panel. There was a sound from inside the room, a hurried
movement followed by stillness, as if his knock had startled
someone who did not want to be found there. Mordred hesitated
again, then set his mouth and reached for the latch, but before lie
could lay hand on it the door was pulled open, and Gaheris stood
there, sword in hand. The antechamber was lit by a single candle. Even in
its faint, diffused light it could he seen that Gaheris was as
white as a ghost. When he saw Mordred he went, if possible, whiter
still. His mouth slowly opened to a black O, and lie said, on a
gasping, breath: "You?" "Whom did you expect?" Mordred spoke very softly,
his eye going beyond Gaheris to the door of the gueen's
bed-chamber. This was shut, and a heavy curtain was drawn across it
to keep out the chill draughts of night. Two women were there, on
couches to either side of the queen's door. One was Morgause's own
waiting-woman, the other a nun, presumably excused the night
offices, and set to share the watch on behalf of the convent. Both
slept soundly, the nun, indeed, snoring in a slumber that seemed
rather too heavy. On a table by the all stood two cups, and the
room smelled of spiced wine. Gaheris's sword moved, but indecisively, then he saw
that Mordred was not even looking at him, and lowered it again.
Mordred said, on a whisper that was the merest thread of sound:
"Put that up, you fool. I came on the King's orders, why do you
think?' "At this time of night?" "Not to harm her, or would I have knocked on her
door, or come naked as I am"' The word, between soldiers, meant "unarmed," and to
a knight was as good as a shield. He spread his empty hands wide.
Gaheris, slowly began to slide his blade back into its housing. "Then what -" he was beginning, when Mordred, with a
swift gesture commanding silence, stepped past him into the room,
and, crossing to the table, picked up one of the culps and sniffed
at it. "And the woman in the lodge could hardly keep awake long
enough to see me through." He met Gaheris's stare, and smiled, setting the cup
down again. "The King sent me because a message came that she was
ill, and failing. He would have come himself tomorrow. But now I think he need not." He lifted a hand
quickly. "No, have no fear. It cannot be true. These women have been drugged,
and it is easy to guess -" "Drugged?" Gaheris seemed to take it in slowly, then
his head moved, his eyes searching the dark corners of the room
like an animal scenting an enemy, and his hand flew back to his
hilt. He said, hoarsely: "Then it is danger!" "No. No." Mordred moved quickly, to take his
half-brother lightly by the arm, turning him away from the queen's
door. "The drug is one of the queen's potions. I know that smell.
So put your fears at rest, and come away. It's certain that she is
neither ill nor in any other kind of danger. The King need not come
in the morning, but no doubt you will be permitted to see her then.
He has sent for the others already, in case the story is true." "But how do you know -?" "And keep your voice down. Come, we'll go. I want to
show you some beautiful tapestries in the outer room." He smiled,
shaking the other's unresponsive arm. "Oh, for the gods' sake, man,
can't you see? She's got a lover with her, that's all! So neither
you nor I can visit her tonight!" Gaheris stood for a moment, rigid against Mordred's
hand, then with a wild gesture he shook himself free and leaped for
the bed-chamber door. He ripped the curtain aside and flung the
door back with a crash against the wall. Chapter 4 In the endless, stupefied moment before anvone
moved, they saw it all. Lamorak naked, mounted, light slipping over the
sweating muscles of his back. Morgause beneath him, hidden by
shadows, except for the restless, eager hands, and the long hair
spread across the pillows. Her night robe lay in a huddle on the
floor, beside Lamorak's discarded clothing. His sword belt, with
sword and dagger sheathed, was carefully laid across a stool at the
other side of the room. Gaheris made a sound hardly recognizable as human,
and jerked wildly at his sword. Mordred, two paces behind him, shouted a warning
"Lamorak!" and grabbed again at his half-brother's arm. Morgause screamed. Lamorak gasped, turned his head,
saw, hung himself off the woman's body and ran for his sword. The
move left her exposed to the merciless starlight: the sprawled
flesh, the marks of love, the gaping mouth, the hands still weaving
air over the space where her lover's body had been. The hands dropped. She recognized Gaheris in the
doorway, with Mordred struggling to hold him, and the scream
checked in a gasp as she hurriedly pushed herself up from the
pillows and grabbed for the tumbled coverlet. Gaheris, cursing, jerked the dagger from his belt
and cut down at Mordred's restraining hand. The blade bit, and
Mordred's grip loosened. Gaheris wrenched himself free. Lamorak had reached the stool and snatched up his
sword belt. Clumsily, still perhaps numb with shock, he wrenched at
the hilt in the half-darkness, but the loose belt wrapped itself
round his arm, and the hilt jammed. Wrenching at it, naked as he
was, he turned to face the other sword. Mordred, blood dripping from his cut hand, pushed
past Gaheris, getting himself between the two men, then thrust the
flat of both hands hard against his half-brother's chest. "Gaheris! Wait! You can't kill an unarmed man. And
not this, not here. Wait, you fool! He's a Companion: leave this to
the King." It is doubtful if Gaheris even heard him, or felt
his hands. He was crying, on hard, sobbing breaths, and looked more
than half mad. Nor did he make any attempt to push past Mordred to
attack Lamorak. He swung suddenly round, away from both men, and
raced for the queen's bed, his sword held high. Clutching the coverlet to her, blinded by her hair,
she tried to roll away and dodge him. She screamed again. Before
the other men had even realized his purpose Gaheris, at the
bedside, swung his sword up, and brought it down with all his
strength across his mother's neck. And again. And yet again. The only sound was the soft and dreadful backing of
metal into flesh and feathered bedding. Morgause died at the first
blow. The coverlet dragged from her clutching hands, and the naked
body fell back into the merciful shadows. Less mercifully the head,
half severed, lolled into starlight on its blood-drenched pillows.
Gaheris, himself drenched in the first dreadful fountain of blood,
lifted the red sword for another blow, then, with a howl like a
hurt dog, threw it aside with a clatter, and, flinging himself to
his knees in the pool of blood, put his head down beside his
mother's on the pillow and wept. Mordred found that he was holding Lamorak with a
grip that hurt them both. The killing had been so swift, so
unlooked-for, that neither man had made any conscious move at all.
Then Lamorak came to himself with a jerk and a gasping curse, and
tried to arm Mordred aside. But Morgause was dead and beyond help,
and her son knelt unheeding, uncaring, his unprotected back to them
both, his sword ten paces away on the floor. Lamorak's blade
wavered, and sank. Even here, even in this moment, the rigid
training held. There had been a dreadful slaying done in hot blood.
But now the blood was cold, the room was cold, and there was
nothing to be done. Lamorak stood still in Mordred's grasp, his
teeth beginning to chatter now with reaction, horror and the icy
chill of shock. Mordred let him go. He picked the knight's clothing
up, and bundled it into his arms. "Here, get these on, and go. There's nothing to be
gained by staying. Even if he was fit to fight you now, it cannot
be here, you know that." He stooped quickly for Gaheris's abandoned
sword, then, taking Lamorak by the arm, urged him towards the
bedroom door. "Into the other room now, before he comes to. The
thing's done, and all we can do is prevent that madman from making
it worse." In the antechamber the women still slept. As Mordred
shut and latched the door the nun stirred in her sleep and muttered
something that could have been "Madam?" then slept again. The two
men stood rigid, listening. No sound, no movement. Morgause's
screaming, brief as it had been, had not been heard through the
thick walls and closed doors. Lamorak had hold of himself now. He was still very
pale, and looked sick and haunted, but he made no attempt to argue
with Mordred, and set himself to dress quickly, with only a glance
or two at the shut door of the dreadful room. "I shall kill him, of course," he said thickly. "But not here." Mordred was cool. "So far you've
done nothing that any man would blame you for. The King will be
angry enough at the mess, without your adding to it. So take my
advice and go now, quickly. What you do later is up to you." Lamorak looked up from fastening his tunic. "What
are you going to do?" "Get you out of here, Gaheris away, and then report
to the King. I was sent to do that anyway. Not that it matters now,
but I suppose her tale of being ill, dying even, was pure
invention?" "Yes. She wanted to see the King and plead with him
herself for release." He added, very softlv: "I was going to marry
her. I loved her, and she me. I had promised to talk with him
myself tomorrow ... today. If she were my wife, surely Arthur would
have let her leave here, and live once more in freedom?" Mordred
did not reply. Another tool, he was thinking. I was once her pass
to power, and now this man, poor gullible fool, was to be her pass
to liberty. Well, she is gone, and the King will hardly be sorry,
but in death, as in life, she will wreck the peace of all those
near her. He said: "You knew that the King had sent for
Gawain and the other two already?" "Yes. What will they -what will happen there?" A
glance towards the door. "Gaheris? Who knows? As for you ... I said you were
to be blamed for nothing. But they will blame you, be sure of that.
It is even likely that, being the men they are, they will try to
kill Gaheris, too. They like to keep sex and murder right in the
family." This, dry as spice-dust, made Lamorak, even through
the grief and rage of the moment, look sharply at the younger man.
He said, slowly, as if making a totally newdiscovcry: "You -why,
you're one of them. Her own son. And you talk as if . . .as
if..." "I am different," said Mordred, shortly. "Here, your
cloak. No, that bloodstain's mine, you needn't mind it. Gaheris
stabbed my hand. Now, for the Goddess' sake, man, go, and leave him
to me." "What will you do?" "Lock the room so that the women don't screech the
place down when they wake, and get Gaheris out the way he came in.
You came in through the main gate, of course? Do the guards know
you're still here?" "No. I left in due course, and then ... I have a
way in. She used to leave a window open when she knew . . . " "Yes, of course. But then, why trouble -?" He was
going to ask, Why trouble to drug the women? but then he saw that
Morgause's sexual affairs would necessarily have to be hidden from
the abbess. The holy women could hardly be expected to connive at
them. "I'll have to leave court, of course," said Lamorak.
"You will tell the King ?" "I'll report exactly what happened. I don't imagine
the King will blame you. But you'd do well to get away until Gawain
and the others have been settled. Good luck and good speed." Lamorak, with one last look towards the silent
bedroom door, went from the room. Mordred glanced once again at the
sleeping women, propped Gaheris's blood-stained sword in a shadowed
corner where a faldstool hid it from view, then went back into the
queen's bedchamber and shut the door behind him. *** HE FOUND GAHERIS ON HIS FEET, SWAYING LIKE A DRUNKEN
MAN and looking vaguely round him as if for something he had
forgotten. Mordred took him by the shoulder and drew him,
unresisting, away from the bedside. Stooping, he twitched the
stained coverlet across to cover the dead body. Gaheris, rigid as a
sleepwalker, let himself be led from the room. Once in the antechamber, and with the door shut, he
spoke for the first time, thickly. "Mordred. It was right. It was
right to kill her. She was my mother, but she was a queen, and to
do thus ... to bring shame on us and on all our line ... No one can
gainsay my right, not even Gawain. And when I kill Lamorak - that
was Lamorak, wasn't it? Her -the man?" "I didn't see who it was. He snatched up his clothes
and went." "You didn't try to hold him? You should have killed
him." "For the love of Hecate," said Mordred, "save all
that for later. Listen, I thought I heard footsteps. It could be
time for the night office. Anyone could come by." This was not true, but it served to rouse Gaheris.
He gave a startled glance around, as if just waking to a perilous
situation, and said sharply: "My sword?" Mordred lifted it from the corner and showed it.
"When we are outside the walls. Come. I saw where you left your
horse. Quickly." They were crossing the orchard before Gaheris spoke
again. He was still on the treadmill of agonized guilt. "That man. Lamorak, I know it was, and you know,
too. You called his name. Don't try to shield him. Arthur's man,
one of the Companions. He should be killed, too, and I shall do it.
But she, she to lie with such a one ... It must have happened
before, you know. Those women were drugged. They must have been
lovers -" He choked on the word, then went on: "She spoke of him
once to me. Of Lamorak. She told me that he had killed our father
King Lot, and that she hated him. She lied. To me. To me." Mordred said, quietly: "Don't you see, Gaheris? She
lied to blind you, and she lied twice. Lamorak never killed Lot,
how could he? Lot died of the wounds he got at Caledon, and they
fought on the same side there. So unless Lamorak stabbed King Lot
in the back, and that was not his way, he could not be his killer.
Did you never think of that?" But Gaheris had no thoughts but the same trapped and
torturing ones. "She took him as her lover, and lied to me. We were
all deceived, even Gawain. Mordred, the others will say that what I
did was right, will they not?" "You know as well as I how likely Gawain is to
forgive you this. Or Gareth. Even your twin may not support you.
And though the King isn't likely to grieve for your mother, he'll
have to listen if the Orkney princes demand what they will call
justice." "They will ask it on Lamorak!" "For what?" said Mordred, coolly. "He would have
married her." That silenced Gaheris for a moment. They had
reached the orchard wall, and he paused under the apple tree and
turned. The moon was rising now behind a drift of cloud, and the
bloodstains on his breast showed black. "If they do not kill him, I shall," he said. "You can try" said Mordred dryly. "And he will kill
you, make no mistake. And then your brothers will try to kill him.
So you see what this night's work has done?" "And you? You seem to care nothing for what has
happened. You speak as if it hardly touched you." "Oh, it touches me," said Mordred briefly. "Now, we
are wasting time. What's done is done. You will have to leave
court, you know that. You will be well advised to get away before
your brothers get here. Get over the wall now, Gaheris; your horse
is there." Gaheris swung himself over, and Mordred, climbing
after him, stayed astride the wall while his brother untied the
horse and checked the girths. Then he handed Gaheris's sword down
into his hand. "Where will you go?" he asked him. "North. Not to the islands, and Dunpeldyr is held
for Arthur as well. What is not? But I shall find a place where I
can sell my sword." "Meantime take my purse. Here." "My thanks, brother." Gaheris caught it. He swung
himself to the saddle. It brought him almost to Mordred's level. He
hung on the rein for a moment while the roan horse danced, eager to
move. "When you see Gawain and the others - " "Tell them the truth and plead your cause for you?
I'll do what I can. Farewell." Gaheris pulled the horse's head round. Soon there
was no sign of him except the fast soft thud of retreating hoofs.
Mordred jumped down from the wall and walked back across the
orchard. Chapter 5 So died Morgause, witch-queen of Lothian and Orkney,
leaving by her death and its manner another hellbrew of trouble for
her hated brother. The trouble was far-reaching. Gaheris suffered
banishment, and Lamorak, riding white-faced and silent into
headquarters to surrender his sword, was relieved of his command
and bidden to absent himself until the dust should have time to
settle. This would not be soon. Gawain, savage with
outraged pride rather than grief, swore on all the wild gods of the
north to be avenged both on Lamorak and on his brother, and ignored
all that Arthur could say to him, pleas and threats alike. It was pointed out that Lamorak had offered marriage
to Morgause, and that her acceptance gave him the betrothed's claim
to her bed, and with it the right to avenge her murder himself.
This right Lamorak, one of Arthur's first and most loyal
Companions, had waived. Gaheris, he had sworn, was safe from him.
But none of this appeased Gawain, whose anger had in it a large
measure of sheer sexual jealousy. Just as violent was Gawain's railing against
Gaheris, but there he got no support from his brothers. Agravain,
who had always been the leader of the twins, seemed lost without
Gaheris; he tended to turn to Mordred, who, for reasons of his own,
suffered him willingly enough. Gareth said little throughout, but
withdrew into silence. In her death as in her life his mother had
wronged him deeply: bitter as was the story of her dreadful death
to her youngest son, the tales of her impurity, which were common
knowledge now, wounded him more. But all the shouts for vengeance
had to die. Lamorak had gone, no one knew where. Gaheris had
vanished northward into the mists, Morgause was buried in the
convent graveyard, and Arthur went with his followers back to
Camelot. Gradually, for sheer lack of fuel, the blaze kindled by
the murder died down. Arthur, fond of his nephews, and secretly
relieved at the news of Morgause's death, steered as carefully as
he could between the shoals, kept the princes as busy as he might,
gave Gawain as much authority as he dared, and waited with weary
apprehension for the storm to break again. About Gaheris he could
not bring himself to care overmuch, but Lamorak, who was innocent
of all but folly, was almost certainly doomed. Some day Arthur's
valued Companion would come against one of the Orkney princes, and
be killed, fair or foul. Nor would it stop there. Lamorak, too, had
a brother, at present serving in Dumnonia with one Drustan, a
knight whom Arthur hoped to attract into his service. It was
possible that he, or even Drustan himself - who was a close friend
to both brothers -would in turn swear and require vengeance. So Morgause, in her death, did what she had planned
to do with her life. She had planted a canker in the blossoming
chivalry of Arthur's court: not, ironically, the bastard she had
reared to be his bane, but her three legitimate oldest, her wild,
unpredictable and now almost ungovernable sons. Outside it all stood Mordred. He had shown himself
resourceful and cool, had prevented further bloodshed on that
murderous night, and had gained time for good counsel. That the
Orkney princes would not - some said could not respond to good
counsel was hardly his fault. It was noticeable that less and less
did the court count him as one of the "Orkney brood." Subtly, the
distance between him and his half-brothers increased. And with
Morgause dead, men hardly troubled any longer with the fiction of
"the High King's nephew." He was simply -Prince Mordred, -and known to be close to
the King and Queen in love and favour. Some time after Arthur's return to Camelot he called
a council in the Round Hall. It was the first such council that the two younger
Orkney brothers had been entitled, as Companions, to attend. Even
Mordred, who with Gawain had been given that status some years ago,
met with a change: instead of sitting at the King's left, as had
been his privilege over the past two years, he was led by the royal
usher to the chair on Arthur's right, where Bedwyr usually sat.
Bedvyr took the seat to the left. If he felt demoted he did not
show it; he gave Mordred a smile that seemed genuine, and a
ceremonious little bow that acknowledged his new status to the
younger man. Bedwyr, the King's friend of boyhood days, and
constant companion in the closest sense, was a quiet man with the
eyes of a poet, and, after the King's, the most deadly sword in the
kingdoms. He had fought at Arthur's side through all the great
campaigns, and with him shared the glory of wiping the Saxon Terror
from Britain's boundaries. Possibly alone of the warrior lords, he
showed no impatience with the long-drawn peace, and when Arthur had
had to travel abroad at the request of allies or kinsmen, and take
his fighting men with him, Bedwyr never seemed to resent the
necessity of staying behind as regent for his king. Rumour, as
Mordred well knew, gave reasons for this: Bedwyr had not married,
and in the close company as he was of both King and Queen, it was
whispered that he and Queen Guinevere were lovers. But Mordred,
also constantly with them, had never caught a look or gesture that
bore this out. Guinevere was as gay and kind to him as he had ever
seen her with Bedwyr, and, perhaps with a little of the inbred
jealousy taught by Morgause, he would have denied, even with his
sword, any overt hint of such a connection. So he returned Bedwyr's smile, and sat down in the
new place of honour. He saw Gawain, leaning close to his brother,
whisper something, and Agravain nodding, then the King spoke,
opening the Council, and they fell silent. The meeting droned on.
Mordred noticed with amusement how Agravain and Gareth, at first
rigid with importance and attentive to every word, soon grew bored
and impatient, and sat in their seats as if on thorns. Gawain, like
the greybeard beside him, was frankly dozing in a shaft of sunshine
from a window. The King, patient and painstaking as ever, seemed to
throw off preoccupations with an effort. The round table in the
middle of the hall was loaded heavily with papers and tablets, and
by it the secretaries scribbled without ceasing. As usual at the Round Hall councils, routine matters
were dealt with first. Petitions were heard, complaints tabled,
judgments given. King's messengers brought what information was
fitted for the public ear, and later, those of the King's
knightserrant who had returned home would report on their
adventures to the Council. These were the travelling knights who acted at once
as Arthur's eyes and as his deputies. Years ago, once the Saxon
wars were over and the county settled, Arthur had looked around for
means to occupy what Merlin had called "the idle swords and the
unfed spirits." He knew that the long and prosperous peace which
contented most men was not to the liking of some of his knights,
not the young men only, but the war veterans, men who knew no other
life but that of fighting. There was no longer any need for the
picked body of Companions, the knights who under Arthur had led the
force of cavalry which had been used as such a swift and deadly
weapon during the Saxon campaigns. The Companions remained his
personal friends, but their status as commanders was changed. They
were appointed personal representatives of the King himself, and,
as deputies armed with royal warrants, and each in command of his
own men, they travelled the kingdoms, answering the call of the
petty kings or leaders who needed help or guidance, and taking with
them the High King's justice and the High King's peace vvherever
they went. They also policed the roads. Robbers still lurked in the
wilder parts of the country, haunting fords and crossways where
traders or rich travellers might be ambushed. These they sought out
and killed, or brought them back for the King's justice. One other
and most important task was the protection of monasteries. Arthur,
though not himself a Christian, recognized the growing importance
of these foundations as centers of learning and as an influence for
peace. Their hospitality, moreover, was a vital part of the
peaceful commerce of the roads. Three of these knights presented themselves now. As
the first of them came forward there was a stir of interest in the
hall, and even the sleepers roused themselves to attention.
Sometimes the reports were of fighting; occasionally prisoners were
brought in, or tales told of strange happenings in remote and wild
parts of the country . This had given rise to the belief held by
the ignorant, that Arthur never sat down to supper until he had
heard some tale of marvels. But there were no marvels to be presented. One man
came from North Wales, one from Northumbria, the third -one of the
knights deputed to watch the Saxon boundaries - from the upper
Thames valley. This man reported some activity, though peaceful, in
Suthrige, that region south of the Thames occupied by Middle Saxon
settlers; some kind of official visit, he thought, from a party of
Cerdic's West Saxons. The man from North Wales told of a new
monastic foundation where the Christian grail, or cup of
ceremonial, would be raised on the next feast day. The man from
Northumbria had nothing to report. Mordred, watching from his place beside the King,
noticed with quickened interest that Agravain, waiting with obvious
impatience through the speeches of the first two knights, went
still and attentive while the last one spoke. When the man had
done, and been dismissed with the King's thanks, Agravain visibly
relaxed and went back to his yawning. Northumbria? thought Mordred, then filed the thought
away and turned his attention to the King. At last the hall was cleared of all but councillors
and Companions. Arthur sat back in the royal chair, and spoke. He came straight to the news that had caused him to
call the Council. A courier from the Continent had arrived on the
previous evening with grave tidings. Two of the three young sons of
Clodomir, the Frankish king, had been murdered, and their brother
had fled for sanctuary to a monastery, from which it was thought
that he would not dare emerge. The murderers, the boys' uncles,
would no doubt proceed to divide King Clodomir's kingdom between
them. The news carried grave implications. Clodomir (who
had been killed a year ago in battle with the Burgundians) had been
one of the four sons of Clovis, King of the Salian Franks, who had
led his people out of their northerly lands down into what had once
been the prosperous country of Roman Gaul, and had made it his own.
Savage and ruthless, like all of the Merwing dynasty, he had
nevertheless created a powerful and stable kingdom. At his death
that kingdom had been divided, as was the custom, among his four
sons. Clodomir and Childebert, the eldest legitimate sons, held the
central part of Gaul: Clodomir to the east, his lands bordering on
those of the hostile Burgundians; and Childebert to the west, in
that part of Gaul which bordered and contained the peninsula of
Brittany. And here lay the rub. Brittany, called Less Britain in the common tongue,
was in fact almost a province of the High Kingdom. Over a century
ago it had been populated by men from Greater Britain, and the tie
remained strong; communication was easy and trade brisk, and the
tongue, with slight regional variations, was the same. Brittany's
king, Hoel, was cousin to Arthur, and the two kings were bound to
one another, not only through kinship and treaties of alliance, but
because Brittany was still as much part of the federation of lands
known as the High Kingdom as was Cornwall, or the Summer Country
round Camelot itself. "The matter," said the King, "is not
desperate; indeed, it may turn out for the best, since infants
never make safe rulers. But you see the situation. Clodomir was
killed at Vezeronce last year by the Burgundians. They are still
hostile, and wait only for a chance to attack again. So we have the
vital central province of the Franks, with the Burgundians to the
east, and on the west the land ruled by King Childebert, which
contains our own Celtic province of Brittany. Now Clodomir's
kingdom will be divided yet again, in which case King Childebert
will extend his lands eastward, while his brothers move in from
north and south. Which means that, as long as we retain the
friendship of these kings, we have them as a barrier between
ourselves and the Germanic peoples to the east." He paused, then, looking around, repeated: "As long
as we have the friendship of these kings. I said the matter was not
yet desperate. But in time it may be. We must prepare for it. Not
yet, as some of you wish, by raising armies. That will come. But by
forming alliances, bonds of friendship, cemented by offers of help
and fair trading. If the kingdoms of Britain are to remain secure
against the destroyers from the east, then all the kingdoms within
our sea-girt coasts must join together in their defense. I repeat,
all." "The Saxons!" said someone. It was Cian, a young
Celt from Gwynedd. "Saxons or English," said Arthur, "they own, by
agreement, a good proportion of the eastern and south-eastern
coastal lands, those which were the territories of the old Saxon
Shore, with what other settlements were granted them by Ambrosius,
and by myself after Badon Hill. These Saxon Shore lands lie like a
wall along the Narrow Sea. They can be our bulwark, or they can
betray." He paused. There was no need to gather eyes. All were
fixed on him. "Now this is what I have to say to the Council. I
have called a meeting with the chief of their kings, Cerdic of the
West Saxons, to talk to him about defense. At our next Council I
shall be prepared to tell you the result of that meeting." He sat down then, and the ushers were on their feet,
preventing uproar and trying to sort into order the men who wanted
to speak. Under cover of the noise Arthur grinned at Bedwyr. "You
were right. A hornets' nest. But let them talk it out, and have
their say, and when I go it will be, nominally at least, with their
support." He was right. By supper time all who wanted to had
said their say. Next day a courier rode to the village which the
West Saxon king called his capital, and the meeting was
arranged. Mordred was to go with the King. He used the
interval before Cerdic's reply came to ride over to Applegarth to
see Nimue. Chapter 6 Since the day when Nimue had visited King Urbgen of
Rheged, and prevented Mordred's escape, he had never seen her. She
was married to Pelleas, king of the islands to the west of the
Summer Country, where the River Brue meets the Severn Sea. Nimue
herself had been born a princess of the River isles, and had known
her husband since childhood. Their castle stood almost within sight
of the Tor, and when Pelleas, who was one of Arthur's Companions,
was with the King, Nimue would take her place as Lady of the Lake
maidens in the convent on Ynys Witrin, or else retire alone to
Applegarth, the house that Merlin had built near Camelot, and which
he had left to her, along with his title, and - men whispered -how
much more. It was fabled that during the long illness that had
weakened the old enchanter towards his seeming death, he had made
over all his knowledge to his pupil Nimue, implanting in her brain
even his own childhood's memories. Mordred had heard the stories, and though with
manhood and security he had grown more skeptical, he remembered the
impression he had received in Luguvallium of the enchantress's
power, so he approached Applegarth with something that might even
have been called nervousness. It was a grey stone house, four-square round a small
courtyard. An old tower jutted at one corner. The house stood
cupped in rolling upland pastures, and was surrounded by orchards.
A stream ran downhill past the walls. Mordred turned his horse off the road and into the
track that led uphill beside the stream. He was halfway towards the
house when another horseman approached him. To his surprise he saw
that it was the King, riding alone on his grey mare. Arthur drew
rein beside him. "Were you looking for me?" "No, sir. I had no idea you were here." "Ah, so Nimue sent for you? She told me you were
coming, but she did not tell me when, or why." Mordred stared. "She said I was coming? How could
she? I hardly knew it myself. I - there was something I vvanted to
ask her, so I rode here, you might say on impulse." "Ah," said Arthur. He regarded Mordred with what
looked like amusement. "Why do you smile, sir?" Mordred was thinking, with
thankfulness: He cannot begin to guess what was in my mind. Surely
he cannot guess. But Nimue... "If you have never met Nimue, then gird your loins
and put up your shield," said Arthur, laughing. "There's no
mystery, at least not the kind ordinary mortals such as you and h
can understand. She would know you were coming because she knows
everything. As simple as that. She will even know vvhy." "That must save a world of words," said Mordred
dryly. "I used to say that. To Merlin." A shadow touched
the King's face, and was gone. The amusement came back. "Well, good
luck to vou, Mordred. It is time you met the ruler of your ruler."
And still laughing, he rode down the hill to the road. Mordred left his horse at the archway that led into
the courtyard, and went in. The place was full of flowers, and the
scent of herbs and lavender, and doves crooned on the wall. There
was an old man by the well, a gardener by his clothes, drawing
water. He glanced up, touched a hand to his brow, and pointed the
way to the tower door. Well, thought Mordred, she is expecting me, isn't
she? He mounted the stone steps and pushed open the door. The room
was small and square, with one large window opening to the south,
and beneath it a table. The only other furnishings were a cupboard,
a heavy chair, and a couple of stools. A box stood on the table
with books, neatly rolled, inside it. By the table, with her back
to it and facing the door, stood a woman. She neither spoke nor made any movement of greeting.
What met him, forcibly as a cold blast, was her inimical and
chilling gaze. He stopped dead in the doorway. A feeling of dread,
formless and heavy, settled on him, as if the vultures of fate
clung to his shoulders, their claws digging into his flesh. Then it cleared. He straightened. The weight was
gone. The tower room was full of light, and facing him was a tall,
arrow-straight woman in a grey robe, with dark hair bound back with
silver, and cool grey eyes. "Prince Mordred." He bowed. "Madam." "Forgive me for receiving you here. I was working.
The King comes often, and takes things as he finds them. Will you
sit?" He pulled a stool towards him and sat. He glanced at the
littered table. She was not, as he half expected, brewing some
concoction over the brazier. The "work" consisted, rather, of a
litter of tablets and papers. An instrument which he did not
recognize stood in the window embrasure, its end tilted towards the
sky. Nimue seated herself, turned to Mordred, and
waited. He said directly: "We have not met before, madam,
but I have seen you." She looked at him for a moment, then nodded. "The
castle at Luguvallium? I knew you were nearby. You were hiding in
the courtyard?" "Yes." He added, wryly: "You cost me my libertv. I
was trying to run away." "Yes. You were afraid. But now you know that there
was no reason for your fear." He hesitated. Her tone was cold still, her look
hostile. "Then why did you stop me? Did you hope then that
the King would have me put to death?" Her brows went up. "Why do you ask that?" "Because of the prophecy." "Who told you about it? Ah, yes, Morgause. No. I
warned Urbgen to keep you close and see that you got to Camelot,
because it is always better to keep a danger where one can see it,
than let it vanish, and then wonder from what direction it will
strike." "So vou agree that I am a danger. You believe in the
prophecy." "I must." "Then you have seen it, too? In the crystal, or the
pool, or -" He glanced towards the instrument by the window. " -The
stars?" For the first time there was something other than
hostility in her look. She was watching him with curiosity, and a
hint of puzzlement. She said slowly: "'Merlin saw, and he made the
prophecy, and I am Merlin." "Then you can tell me why, if Merlin believed his
own prophetic voices, he let the King keep me alive in the first
place? I know why Morgause did; she saved me because she thought I
would be his bane. She told me so, and then when I was grown she
tried to enlist me as his enemy. But why did Merlin even let her
bear me?" She was silent for a few moments. The grey eyes
searched him, as if they would draw the secrets from the back of
his brain. Then she spoke. "Because he would not see Arthur stained with the
wrong of murder, whatever the cause. Because he was wise enough to
see that we cannot turn the gods aside, but must follow as best we
can the paths they lay out for us. Because he knew that out of
seeming evil can come great good, and out of well-doing may come
bane and death. Because he saw also that in the moment of Arthur's
death his glory would have reached and passed its fullness, but
that by that death the glory would live on to be a light and a
trumpet-call and a breath of life for men to come." When she stopped speaking it seemed as if a faint
echo of her voice, like a harp string thrumming, wound on and on in
the air, to vibrate at last into silence. At length Mordred spoke. "But you must know that I
would not willingly bring evil to the King. I owe him much, and
none of it evil. He knew this prophecy from the start, and,
believing it, yet took me into his court and accepted me as his
son. How, then, can you suppose that I would willingly harm
him?" She said, more gently: "It does not have to be by
your will." "Are you trying to tell me that I can do nothing to
avert this fate that you speak of?" "What will be, will be," she said. "You cannot help me?" "To avoid what is in the stars? No." Mordred, with a movement of violent impatience, got
to his feet. She did not move, even when he took a stride forward
and towered over her, as if he would strike her. "This is absurd! The stars! You talk as if men are
sheep, and worse than sheep, to be driven by blind fate to do the
will of some ill-wishing god! What of my will? Am I, despite
anything I may wish or do, condemned to be the death or bane of a
man I respect, a king I follow? Am I to be a sinner-more, the worst
of sinners, a parricide? What gods are these?" She did not reply. She tilted her head back, still
watching him steadily. He said, angrily: "Very well. You have said, and
Merlin has said, and Queen Morgause, who like you was a witch" -
her eves flickered at that, perhaps with annoyance, and he felt a
savage pleasure at getting through to her -"that through me the
King will meet his doom. You say I cannot avoid this. So? How if I
took my dagger - thus -and killed myself here and now? Would that
not avert the fate that you say hangs in the stars?" She had not stirred at the dagger's flash, but now
she moved. She rose from her stool and crossed to the window. She
stood there with her back to him, looking out. Beyond the open
frame was a pear tree, where a blackbird sang. She spoke without turning. "Prince Mordred, I did not say that Arthur would
meet his doom by your hand or even by your action. Through your
existence is all. So kill yourself now if you will it, but through
your death his fate might come on him all the sooner." "But then -" he began desperately. She turned. "Listen to me. Had Arthur slain you in
infancy, it might have happened that men would have risen against
him for his cruelty, and that in the uprising he would have been
killed. If you kill yourself now, it might be that your brothers,
blaming him, would bring him to ruin. Or even that Arthur himself,
spurring here to Applegarth at the news, would take a fall from his
horse and die, or lie a cripple while his kingdom crumbled round
him." She lifted her hands. "Now do you understand? Fate has more
than one arrow. The gods wait behind cloud." "Then they are cruel!" "You know that already, do you not?" He remembered the sickening smell of the burned
cottage, the feel of the sea-washed bone in his hand, the lonely
cry of the gulls over the beach. He met the grey eyes, and saw compassion there. He
said quietly: "So what can a man do?" "All that we have," she said, "is to live what life
brings. Die what death comes." "That is black counsel." "Is it?" she said. "You cannot know that." "What do you mean?" "I mean that you cannot know what life will bring.
All I can tell you is this: that whatever years of life are left
for you and for your father, they will see ambition realized, and
will bring fulfilment and their meed of glory, both for him and for
you." He stood silent at that. It was more than he had
imagined or expected, that she would give him not only a qualified
hope, but the promise of a life fulfilled. He said: "So it won't serve for me to leave court,
and stay away from him?" "No." He smiled for the first time. "Because he wants me
where he can see me? Because the arrow by daylight is better to
face than the knife in the dark?' There was a glimmer of a smile in reply. "You are
like him," was all she said, but he felt the interview begin to
lighten. A sombre lady, this one. She was beautiful, yes, but he
would as soon, he thought, have touched a rousing falcon. "You can't tell me any more? Anything?" "I do not know more." "Would Merlin know? And would he tell me?" "What he knew, I know," she said again. "I told you,
I am Merlin." "You said this before. Is it some kind of riddling
way of telling me that his power is gone, or just that I may not
approach him?" He spoke with renewed impatience. "All my life I
seem to have been listening to rumours of magical deaths and
vanishings, and they are never true. Tell me straightly, if you
will: if I go to Bryn Myrddin, will I find him?" "If he wishes it, yes." "Then he is still there?" "He is where he always was, with all his fires and
travelling glories round him." As they talked the sun had moved round, and the
light from the window touched her face. He saw faint lines on the
smooth brow, the shadow of fatigue under the eyes, a dew of
transparency on her skin. He said abruptly: "I am sorry if I have wearied
you." She did not deny it. She said merely: "I am glad you
came," and followed him to the tower doorway. "Thank you for your patience," he said, and drew
breath for a formal farewell, but a shout from the courtyard below
startled him. He swung round and looked down. Nimue came swiftly to
his elbow. "You'd better go down, and hurry! Your horse has
slipped his tether, and I think he has eaten some of the new
seedlings." Her face lit with mischief, young and alive, like that
of a child who misbehaves in a shrine. "If Varro kills you with his
spade, as seems likely, we shall see how the fates will deal with
that!" He kissed her hand and ran down to retrieve his
horse. As he rode away she watched him with eyes that were once
again sad, but no longer hostile. Chapter 7 Mordred was half afraid that the King would ask him
what his business had been with Nimue, but he did not. He sent for
his son next day and spoke of the proposed visit to the Saxon king,
Cerdic. "I would have left you in charge at home, which
mould have been useful experience for you, but it will be even more
useful for you to meet Cerdic and attend the talks, so as ever I am
leaving Bedwyr. I might almost say as regent, since officially I am
leaving my own kingdom for a foreign one. Have you ever met a
Saxon, Mordred?" "Never. Are they really all giants, who drink the
blood of babies?" The King laughed. "You will see. They are certainly
most of them big men, and their customs are outlandish. But I am
told, by those who know them and can speak their tongue, that their
poets and artists are to be respected. Their fighting men certainly
are. You will find it interesting." "How many men will you take?" "Under truce, only a hundred. A regal train, no
more." "You can trust a Saxon to keep a truce?" "Cerdic, yes, though with most Saxons it's a case of
trust only from strength, and keep the memory of Badon still green.
But don't repeat that," said Arthur. Agravain was also in the chosen hundred, but neither
Gawain nor Gareth. These two had gone north together soon after the
council meeting. Gawain had spoken of travelling to Dunpeldyr and
perhaps thence to Orkney, and, though suspecting that his nephew's
real quest was far otherwise, Arthur could think of no good reason
for preventing him. Hoping that Lamorak might have ridden westward
to join his brother under Drustan's standard, he had to content
himself with sending a courier into Dumnonia with a warning. The King and his hundred set out on a fine and blowy
day of June. Their way took them over the high downs. Small blue
butterflies and dappled fritillaries fluttered in clouds over the
flowery turf. Larks sang. Sunlight fell in great gold swaths over
the ripening cropfields, and peasants, white with the blowing chalk
dust, looked up from their work and saluted the party with smiles.
The troop rode at case, talking and laughing together, and the mood
was light. Except, apparently for Agravain. He drew alongside
Mordred where he was riding a little apart, some way behind the
King, who was talking with Cei and Bors. "Our first sally with the High King, and look at it.
A carnival." He spoke with contempt. "All that talk of war, and
kingdoms changing hands, and raising armies to defend our shores
again, and this is all it comes to! He's getting old, that's what
it is. We should drive these Saxons back into the sea first, and
then it would be time enough to talk.... But no! What do we do?
Here we ride with the duke of battles, and on a peace mission. To
Saxons. Ally with Saxons? Pah!" He spat. "He should have let me go
with Gawain." "Did you ask to?" "Of course." "That was a peace mission, too," said Mordred,
woodenly, looking straight between his horse's ears. "There was no
trouble forecast in Dunpeldyr, only a little diplomatic talking
with Tydwal, and Gareth along to keep it muted." "Don't play the innocent with me!" said Agravain
angrily. "You know why he's gone." "I can guess. Anyone can guess. But if he does find
Lamorak, or news of him, let us hope that Gareth can persuade him
to show a little sense. Why else do you suppose Gareth asked to
go?" Mordred turned and looked straight at Agravain. "And if he
should come across Gaheris, you may hope the same thing yourself. I
suppose you know where Gaheris is? Well, if Gawain catches up with
either of them, you'd best know nothing about it. And I want to
know nothing." "You? You're so deep in the King's counsels that
I'm surprised you haven't warned him." "There was no need. He must know as well as you do
what Gawain hopes to do. But he can't mew him up for ever. What the
King cannot prevent, he will not waste time over. All he can do is
hope, probably in vain, that wise counsel will prevail." "And if Gawain does run across Lamorak, which might
happen, even by accident, what do you expect him to do then?" "Lamorak must protect himself. He's quite capable of
it." He added: "Live what life brings. Die what death comes."
Agravain stared. "What? What sort of talk is that?" "Something I heard recently. So what about Gaheris?
Are you content for Gawain to run across him, too?" "He'll not find Gaheris," said Agravain confidently.
"Oh, so you do know where he is?" "What do you think? He got word to me, of course.
And the King doesn't know that, you may be sure! He's not as
all-knowing as you think, brother." He slid a sideways look at
Mordred, and his lowered voice was sly. "There's quite a lot that
he doesn't see." Mordred did not answer, but Agravain went on without
prompting: "Else he'd hardly go off on an unnecessary jaunt
like this and leave Bedwyr in Camelot." "Someone has to stay." "With the Queen?" Mordred turned to look at him again. The tone, the
look, said what the bare words had not expressed. He spoke with
contemptuous anger: "I'm no fool, nor am I deaf. I hear what the
dirty tongues say. But you'd best keep yours clean, brother." "Are you threatening me?" "I don't need to. Let the King once hear -" "If it's true they're lovers, he ought to
hear." "It cannot be true! Bedwyr is close to the King and
Queen, yes, but -" "And they do say the husband is always the last to
guess." Mordred felt a wave of fury so strong that it startled him.
He began to speak, then, glancing towards the King's back and the
riders to either side, said merely, in a low, suppressed voice:
"Leave it. It's fool's talk anywhere, and here you might be
overheard. And keep your tongue off it with me. I want no part of
it." "You were ready enough to listen when your own
mother's virtue was questioned." Mordred said, exasperated: "Questioned! I was
there, my God! I saw her lying with him!" "And cared so little that you let the man
escape!" "Let it go, Agravain! If Gaheris had killed Lamorak
there, while the King was still negotiating with Drustan to leave
Dumnonia and join the Companions -" "You thought of that? Then? With her - them -that in
front of your eyes?" "Yes." Agravain stared with bolting eyes. The blood flushed
his cheeks and ran into his forehead. Then, with a sound of
contempt and helpless fury, he reined his horse back so sharply
that blood sprang on the bit. Mordred, relieved of his presence,
rode on alone, until Arthur, turning, saw him there and beckoned
him forward. "See! There is the border. And we are awaited. The
man in the center, the fair man in the blue mantle, that's Cerdic
himself." *** CERDIC WAS A BIG MAN, WITH SILVERY HAIR AND BEARD,
AND BLUE eves. He wore a long robe of grey, with over it a caped
blue mantle. He was unarmed save for his dagger, but a page behind
him bore his sword, the heavy Saxon broadsword, sheathed in leather
bound with worked gold. On his long, carcfully combed hair was a
tall crown also of gold, elaborately chased, and in his left hand
he held a staff which, from its golden finial and carved shaft,
appeared to be a staff of royal office. Beside him waited an
interpreter, an elderly man who, it transpired, had been son and
grandson of federates, and had spent all his life within the bounds
of the Saxon Shore. Behind Cerdic stood his thegns, or warrior lords,
dressed like their king save that where he wore a crown, they had
tall caps of brightly coloured leather. Their horses, small beasts
that showed almost like ponies beside Arthur's carefully bred
cavalry mounts, were held in the background by their grooms. Arthur and his party dismounted. The kings greeted
one another, two tall men, richly dressed and glittering with
jewels, dark and fair, eyeing one another over the unspoken truce
like big dogs held back on leash. Then, as if some spark of liking
had suddenly been kindled between them, they both smiled and, each
at the same moment, held out a hand. They grasped one another's
arms, and kissed. It was the signal. The ranks of tall blond warriors
broke, moving forward with shouts of welcome. The grooms came
running forward with the horses, and the party remounted. Mordred,
beckoned forward by the King, received Cerdic's ceremonial kiss,
then found himself riding between the Saxon king and a red-haired
thegn who was a cousin of Cerdic's queen. It was not far to the Saxon capital, perhaps an
hour's ride, and they took it slowly. The two kings seemed content
to let their mounts pace gently, side by side, while they talked,
with the interpreter craning to catch and relay what was said. Mordred, on Cerdic's other side, could hear little,
and after a while ceased trying to listen through the shouts and
laughter of the troop, as Saxon and Briton tried to make themselves
mutually understood. He and his neighbour, with gestures and grins,
managed to exchange names: the red-haired thegn was called Bruning.
A few of the Saxons - those who had spent all their lives in the
federated territories of the Shore - knew enough of the others'
language; these were mostly the older men; the younger men on both
sides had to depend on goodwill and laughter to establish some sort
of rapport. Agravain, scowling, rode apart with a small group of
the younger Britons, who talked among themselves in low tones, and
were ignored. Mordred, looking about him, found plenty to interest
him in the landscape that very soon began, even in the scant miles
traversed, to look foreign. Lacking an interpreter, he and Bruning
contented themselves with exchanging smiles from time to time, and
occasionally pointing to some feature that they passed. The fields
here were differently tilled; the instruments used by the working
peasants were strange, some crude, some ingenious. Such buildings
as they passed were very different from the stone-built structures
he knew; here little stone was used, but the huts and shippons of
the peasants showed great skill in the working of wood. The grazing
cattle and flocks looked fat and well cared for. A flock of geese, screaming, flapped across the
road, sending the foremost of the horses rearing and plunging. The
goosegirl, a flaxen child with round blue eyes and a lovely face
aflame with blushes, scampered after them, waving her stick.
Arthur, laughing, threw her a coin, and she called something in
response, caught it, and ran off after her geese. The Saxons, it
seemed, were not in awe of kings; indeed, the cavalcade that
Agravain had angrily called a carnival now really began to bear
that appearance. The younger men whistled and called after the
running girl, vvho had kilted her long skirts up and was running as
lightly as a boy, w ith a free display of long bare legs. Bruning,
pointing, leaned across towards Mordred. "Hweat! Faeger maegden!" Mordred nodded with a smile, then realized with
surprise what had been slowly coming through to him now for some
minutes. Through the shouting and laughter had come words here and
there, and sometimes phrases, which, without consciouslv
translating, he found himself understanding. "A fair maid! See!"
The half-musical, half-guttural sounds were linked in his brain to
images of his childhood: the smell of the sea, the tossing boats,
the voices of fishermen, the beauty of the sharp-prowed ships that
sometimes crossed the fishing grounds of the islanders; the big
blond sailors who put into the Orcadian harbours in rough weather
to shelter, or in fine weather to trade. He did not think they had
been Saxons, but there must be many words and inflections common to
Saxon and norseman alike. He set himself to listen, and found sense
coming back to him in snatches, as of poems learned in infancy. But, being Mordred, he said nothing, and gave no
sign. He rode on, listening. Then they crossed the brow of a grassy hill, and
the Saxon capital lay below them. Mordred's first thought, on sighting Cerdic's
capital, was that it was little more than a crudely built village.
His second was amusement at the distance he, the fisherman's son,
had travelled since the days when an even cruder village in the
islands had struck him dumb with excitement and admiration. The so-called capital of Cerdic was a large
scattered collection of wooden buildings enclosed by a palisade.
Within the palisade, centrally, stood the king's house, a big
oblong structure, barn-like in size and made entirely of wood, with
a steeply pitched roof of wattled thatch and a central vent for
smoke. There was a door at either end of the hull, and windows,
narrow and high, set at intervals along the walls. It was
symmetrically built, and one would have said handsome, until memory
recalled the gilded towers of Camelot and the great Roman-based
stone structures of Caerleon or Aquae Sulis. The other houses, also symmetrically built but much
smaller, clustered around the king's house, apparently at random.
Among them, beside them, even alongside their walls, stood the
sheds for the beasts. The open spaces between the buildings swarmed
with hens, pigs and geese, and children and dogs played in and out
of the wheels of ox-carts, or among the scattered trees where the
woodpiles stood. The air smelled of dung and freshly mown grass and
wood-smoke. The big gates stood wide open. The party rode
through, under a cross-beam from which blew Cerdic's pennant, a
slim, forked blue flag that cracked in the breeze like a whiplash.
At the door of the hall stood Cerdic's queen, ready to receive the
visitors into her house as her husband had received them into the
kingdom's boundaries. She was almost as tall as her husband,
crowned like him, and with her long flax-fair plaits bound with
gold. She greeted Arthur, and after him Mordred and Cei, with the
ceremonial kiss of welcome, and thereafter, to Mordred's surprise,
accompanied the royal party into the hall. The rest of the troop
stayed outside, where, in time, the distant shouting and the clash
of metal and the hammering of hoofs indicated that the younger
warriors, Saxons and British together, were competing in sport on
the field outside the palisade. The royal party, with the interpreter in attendance,
seated themselves beside the central hearth, where the fire,
freshly piled, was not yet lighted. Two girls, like fair copies of
Cerdic, came carrying jugs of mead and ale. The queen herself,
rising, took the jugs from her daughters' hands and poured for the
guests. Then the maidens went, but the queen remained, seating
herself again on her lord's left. The talk, necessarily slowed by the need for
translation, went on through the afternoon. For a beginning, the
discussion kept mainly to home matters, trade and markets, and a
possible revision, in the future, of the boundary between the
kingdoms. Only as a corollary to this, the talk turned eventually
on the possibiliy of mutual military aid. Cerdic was alreadv
conscious of the growing pressures being exerted against his
Countrymen in their ever-narrowing territory on the Continent. The
East Saxons, more vulnerable than Cerdic's people, were already
seeking alliances with the English betvveen the Thames and the
Humber. He himself had approached the Middle Saxons of Suthrige.
When Arthur asked if he, Cerdic, had also explored an alliance with
the South Saxons, whose kingdom, in the far southeast corner of
Britain, was the nearest landfall for any ships from across the
Narrow Sea, Cerdic was guarded. Since the death of the great leader
of the South Saxons, Aelle, there had been no ruler of note.
"Nithings" was the West Saxon king's expressive word. Arthur did
not pursue the question, but turned to the news from the Continent.
Cerdic had not heard of the death of Clodomir's children, and
looked grane as he considered the probable changes that would
ensue, and the increasingly hazardous position of Brittany, the
only buffer state between the Shore territories of Britain and the
threatened Frankish kingdoms. As the time wore on, it no longer
seemed so outlandish an idea that at some time in the near future,
Briton and Saxon might have to be at one in the defense of their
country's shores. At length the talk came to a close. In the doorway
of the hall the sunlight slanted low and mellow. From the field
outside, the sounds of sport had died down. Cattle were lowing as
they were driven in for milking, and the smell of wood fires
sharpened the air. The breeze had dropped. The qeen rose and left
the hall, and presently servants came running to set the boards up
for supper, and to thrust a torch into the kindling for the
fire. Somewhere, a horn sounded. The warriors, Cerdic's
and Arthur's together, came in still gay with their sport, and took
their places, apparently at random, at the long tables, where,
shouting as loudly as if still out on the open down, and hammering
on the board with the handles of their daggers, they called for
food and drink. The noise was tremendous. Arthur's Companions,
after a few moments of deafened confusion, cheerfully joined in the
tumult. Language ceased to matter. What was being said was more
than clear to everyone. Then a fresh shouting arose as ale and mead
were brought in, and after that the great trays of roasted meats,
still smoking and sizzling from the ovens; and the Saxon thegns,
who until then had been trying, with gestures and yells of
laughter, to communicate, ceased abruptly and turned all their
ferocious attention to eating and drinking. Someone handed Mordred
a horn -it was polished like ivory and most beautifully mounted
with gold - someone else filled it till it slopped over, then he in
his turn had to give his full attention to his platter, which soon
meant parrying his neighbours' efforts to pile his dish again and
again with the best of the food. The ale was strong and the mead stronger. Many of
the warriors were soon drunk, and slept where they sat. Some, too,
of Arthur's train succumbed to the overwhelming hospitality, and
began to doze. Mordred, still sober, but knowing that he was only
so by an effort, narrowed his eyes against the low sun from the
open door, and looked to see how the kings were faring. Cerdic was
flushed, and leaning back in his chair, but still talked; Arthur,
though his platter was empty, looked as cool as might be in that
heated hall. Mordred saw how he had done it: His big hound, Cabal,
lay by his chair, licking his chops under the table. The sun set, and presently torches were lit, filling
the hall with smoky light. In the still evening the fire burned
brightly, the smoke filtering up through the vent in the thatch, or
drifting among the diners to make them cough and wipe their eyes.
At length, when the platters were empty and the drinking horns held
out less frequently for filling, the entertainment began. First came a troop of gleemen, who danced to the
music of trumpets and horns, and with them a pair of jugglers who,
first with coloured balls, then with daggers or with anything those
lords still sober threw to them, made dazzling patterns in the
smoky air. The two kings threw money down, and the gleemen,
scooping it up, bowed and went, still jigging and dancing. Then the
harper took his place. He was a thin dark man, in an embroidered
robe that looked costly. He set his stool near the hearth, and bent
his head to tune the strings. Mordred saw Arthur turn his head
quickly at the sound, then sink back in his chair to listen, his
face in shadow. Gradually the noise in the hall sank to a silence
qualified only by some drunken snoring, and an occasional snarling
wrangle from the dogs fighting in the straw for scraps. The harper began to sing. His voice was true, and,
as such men are, he was learned in tongues. He sang first in the
guests' language, a love song, and then a lament. Then, in his own
tongue, he sang a song which, after the first half-dozen lines,
held every man there who could hear it, whether he understood the
words or not. Sad, sad the faithful man Who outlives his lord. He sees the world stand wuate As a wall blown on by the wind, As an empty castle, where the snow Sifts through the window frames, Drifts on the broken bed And the black hearthstone.... Bruning the redhead, who was opposite Mordred, was
sitting as still as a mouse, with the tears running down his face.
Mordred, moved at the touch of some long-forgotten grief, had to
exert all his self-command not to show his own emotion. Suddenly,
as if his name had been called, he turned to find his father
watching him. The two men's eyes, so like, locked and held. In
Arthur's was something of the look that he had seen in Nimue's: a
helpless sadness. In his own, he knew, were rebellion and a fierce
will. Arthur smiled at him and looked away as the applause began.
Mordred got swiftly to his feet and went out of the hall. Throughout the long feasting men had gone out from
time to time to relieve themselves, so no one queried his going, or
even glanced after him. The gates were shut, but within the palisade the
place was clear. Beasts, poultry and children had all been herded
in with sunset to supper and bed, and now the menfolk and their
women were mostly withindoors. He paced slowly along in the shadow
of the palisade, trying to think. Nimue and her stark message: Your will is nothing,
your existence is all. The King, who manv years back had had the same
message, and had left it to those cruel, clouded gods ... But there would be ambition fulfilled, and his due
of glory. Not, of course, that a practical man believed in such
soothsaying. Nor could he believe, by the same token, in the
prophecies of doom.... He pressed a palm to his forehead. The air felt cool
and sweet after the smoky reek of the hall. Gradually his brain
cleared. He knew how far he must be from realizing his ambitions,
those secret ambitions and desires. It would be many years, surely,
before he or the King need fear what the evil gods might have in
store. What Arthur had done for him all those years ago, he could
do for Arthur now. Forget "doom," and wait for the future to show
itself. A movement in the shadow of a tall woodpile caught
his eye. A man, one of Arthur's followers. Two men; no, three. One
of them moved across the glow of a distant cooking fire, and
Mordred recognized Agravain. Not out here simply to relieve
himself. He had seated himself on the shaft of a cart that stood
empty by the woodpile, and his two companions stood by him, bending
near and talking eagerly. One of them, Calum, he knew; the other he
thought he recognized. Both were young Celts, close friends of
Agravain and formerly of Gaheris. When Agravain had left Mordred's
side in anger during the ride, he had rejoined the group where
these two were riding, and snatches of their conversation had come
from time to time to Mordred's ears. Abruptly all thought of Nimue and her cloudy stars
went from his head. The Young Celts; the phrase had recently taken
on something of a political meaning, in the sense of a party of
young fighting men drawn mostly from the outland Celtic kingdoms,
who were impatient with "the High King's peace" and the
centralization of lowland government, and bored with the role of
peaceful law-enforcement created for his knightserrant. There had
been little open opposition; the young men tended to sneer at the
"old man's market-place" of the Round Hall; they talked among
themselves, and some of the talk, it was rumoured, verged on
sedition. Such as the whispering, which in recent weeks had
grown as if somehow carefully fostered, about Bedwyr and Queen
Guinevere. Mordred moved silently away until a barn interposed
its bulk between him and the little group of men. Pacing, head
bent, brain working coolly now, he thought back. It was true that in all his close dealings with
them, he had never seen the Queen favour Bedwyr by word or look
above other men, except as Arthur's chief friend, and in Arthur's
presence. Her bearing towards him was, if anything, almost too
ceremonious. Mordred had wondered, sometimes, at the air of
constraint that could occasionally be felt between two people who
had known one another for so long, and in such intimacy. No -he
checked himself not constraint. Rather, a distance carefully kept,
where no distance seemed to be necessary. Where in fact distance
seemed hardly to matter. Several times Mordred had noticed that
Bedwyr seemed to know what the Queen meant without her having to
put her thoughts into words. He shook the thought away This was poison, the
poison Agravain had tried to distil. He would not even think this
way. But there was one thing he could do. Like it or not, he was
linked with the Orkney brothers, and lately most closely with
Agravain. If Agravain approached him again, he would listen, and
find out if the Young Celts' dissatisfaction was anything more than
the natural rebellion of young men against the rule of their
elders. As for the whispering campaign concerning Bedwyr and the
Queen, that was surely only a matter of policy, too. A wedge driven
in between Arthur and his oldest friend, the trusted regent who
held his seal and acted as his other self, that would be the aim of
any party seeking to weaken the High King's position and undermine
his policies. There, too, he must listen; there, too, if he dared,
he must warn the King. Of the slanders only; there were no facts;
there was no truth in tales of Bedwyr and the Queen.... He pushed the thought aside with a violence that
was, he told himself, a tribute to his loyalty to his father, and
his gratitude to the lovely lady who had shown such kindness to the
lonely boy from the islands. On the ride home he stayed away from Agravain. Chapter 8 He could not avoid him, though, once they were back
in Camelot. Some time after their return from Cerdic's capital
the King sent again for Mordred, and asked him to stay close and
watch his half-brother. It transpired that word had come from Drustan, the
famous fighting captain whom Arthur had hoped to attract to his
standard, that, his term of service in Dumnonia being done, he
himself, his northern stronghold and his troop of trained fighting
men would soon be put at the High King's disposal. He was even now
on his way north to his castle of Caer Mord, to put it in
readiness, before coming on himself to Camelot. "So far, good," said Arthur. "I need Caer Mord, and
I had hoped for this. But Drustan, for some affair of honour in the
past, is sworn blood-brother to Lamorak, and has, moreover,
Lamorak's own brother, Drian, at present in his service. I believe
you know this. Well, he has already made it clear that he will
require me to invite Lamorak back to Camelot." "And will you?" "How can I avoid it? He did no wrong. Perhaps he
chose his time badly, and perhaps he was deceived, but he was
betrothed to her. And even if he had not been," said the King
wryly, "I am the last man living who would have the right to
condemn him for what he did." "And I the next." The King sent him a glance that was half a smile,
but his voice was sober. "You see what will happen. Lamorak will
come back, and then, unless the three older brothers can be brought
to see reason, we shall have a blood feud that will split the
Companions straight through." "So Lamorak is with Drustan?" "No. Not yet. I have not told you the rest. I know
now that he went to Brittany, and has been lodging there with
Bedwyr's cousin who keeps Benoic for him. I have had letters. They
tell me that Lamorak has left Benoic, and it is believed that he
has taken ship for Northumbria. It seems likely that he knows of
Drustan's plans, and hopes to join him at Caer Mord. What is
it?" "Northumbria," said Mordred. "My lord, I believe -I
know -that Agravain is in touch with Gaheris, and I also have
reason to suspect that Gaheris is somewhere in Northumbria." "Near Caer Mord?" asked Arthur sharply. "I don't know. I doubt it. Northumbria is a big
country, and Gaheris surely cannot know of Lamorak's
movements." "Unless he has news of Drustan's, and makes a
guess, or, Agravain has heard some rumour here at court, and got
word to him." said Arthur. "Very well. There is only one thing to
do: get your brothers back here to Camelot, where they may be
watched and to some extent controlled. I shall send to Gawain with
a strong warning, and summon him south again. Eventualli, if I have
to, and if Lamorak will agree, I shall let Gawain offer him combat,
here, and publicly. That should surely suffice to cool this bad
blood. How Gawain receives Gaheris is his own affair: there, I
cannot interfere." "You'd have Gaheris back?" "If he is in Northumbria, and Lamorak is making for
Caer Mord. I must." "On the principle that it is better to watch the
arrow flying, than Ieave it to strike unseen?" For a moment Mordred thought he had made a mistake.
The King, flashed a quick glance at him, as if about to ask a
question. Perhaps Nimue had used the same image to him, and about
Mordred himself. But Arthur passed it by. He said: "I shall leave
this to you, Mordred. You say that Agravain is in touch with his
twin. I shall let it be known that the sentence on Gaheris is
rescinded, and send Agravain to bring him back. I shall insist that
you go with him. It's the best I can do; I distrust them, but
beyond sending you I dare not show it. I can hardly send troops to
make sure they come back. Do you think he will accept this?" "I think so. I'll contrive it somehow." "You realize that I am asking you to be a spy? To
watch your own kinsmen? Is this something you can bring yourself to
do?" Mordred said, abruptly: "Have you ever watched a
cuckoo in the nest?" "No." "They are all over the moors at home. AImost as soon
as they are hatched, they throw their kin out of the nest, and
remain -" He had been going to add "to rule," but stopped himself
in time. He did not even know that he had thought the words. He
finished, lamely: "I only meant that I shall be breaking no natural
law, my lord." The King smiled. "Well, I am the first to assert
that my son would be better than any of Lot's. So watch Agravain
for me, Mordred, and bring them both back here. Then perhaps," he
finished a little wearily, "given time, the Orkney swords may go
back into the sheath." Soon after this, on a bright day at the beginning
of October, Agravain followed Mordred as he walked through the
marketplace in Camelot, and overtook him near the fountain. "I have the King's permission to ride north. But
not alone, he says. And you are the only one of the knights he can
spare. Will vou come with me?" Mordred stopped, and allowed a look of surprise to
show. "To the islands? I think not." "Not to the islands. D'you think I'd go there in
October? No." Agravain lowered his voice, though no one was near
except two children dabbling their hands in the fountain. "He tells
me that he will revoke the ban on Gaheris. He'll let him come back
to court. He asked me where he might send the courier, but I told
him I was pledged, and couldn't break a pledge. So he says now that
I may go myself to bring him back, if you go with me." A sneer,
thinly veiled. "It seems he trusts you." Mordred ignored the sneer. "This is good news. Very
well, I'll go with you, and willingly. When?" "As soon as may be." "And where?" Agravain laughed. "You'll find out when you get
there. I told you I was pledged." "You've been in touch all this time, then?" "Of course. Wouldn't you expect it?" "How. By letter?" "How could he send letters? He has no scribe to read
or write for him. No, from time to time I've had messages from
traders, fellows like that merchant over there who is setting up
his cloth stall. So get yourself ready, brother, and we'll go in
the morning." "A long journey' You'll have to tell me that, at
least." "Long enough." The children, back at their play, sent a ball
rolling past Mordred's feet. He reached a toe after it, flipped it
up, caught it, and sent it back to them. He dusted his hands
together, smiling. "Very well. I'd like to go with you. It will be good
to ride north again. You still won't tell me where we'll be bound
for?" "I'll show you w'hen we get there," repeated
Agravain. *** THEY CAME AT LENGTH, AT THE END OF A DULL AND MISTY
AFTERNOON, to a small half-ruined turret on the Northumbrian
moors. The place was wild and desolate. Even the empty
moors of mainland Orkney, with their lochs, and the light that
spoke of the ever-present sea, seemed lively in comparison with
this. On every hand stretched the rolling fells, the
heather dark purple in the misty light of evening. The sky was
piled with clouds, and no glimmer of sun spilled through. The air
was still, with no wind, no fresh breath from the sea. Here and
there streams or small rivers, their courses marked with alders and
pale rushes, divided the hills. The tower was set in a hollow near
one such stream. The land was boggy, and boulders had been set as
stepping-stones across a stretch of mire. The tower, thickly
covered with ivy, and surrounded with stumps of mossy fruit trees
and elderberries, seemed, once, to have been a pleasant dwelling;
could be still, on a sunny clay. But on this misty autumn evening
it was a gloomy place. At one window of the tower a dim light
showed. They tethered their horses to a thorn tree, and
rapped at the door. It was opened by Gaheris himself. He had only been away from court for a few months,
but already he looked as if he had never been in civilized company.
His beard, carrot red, was half grown, his hair unkempt and hanging
loose over his shoulders. The leather jerkin that he wore was
greased and dirty. But his face lit with pleasure at seeing the two
men, and the embrace he gave Mordred was the warmest that the
latter had yet received from him. "Welcome! Agravain, I'd hardly hoped that you'd get
away, and come here to see me! And Mordred, too. Does the King
know? But you'll have kept your word, I don't need to ask that. It
seems a long time. Ah, well, come in and rest yourselves. You'll
have plenty to tell me, that's for sure, so be welcome, and come
in." He led them to a smallish room in the curve of the
tower wall, where a peat fire burned, and a lamp was lit. A girl
sat by the hearth, stitching. She looked up, half shy, half scared
at the sight of company. She had a longish pale face, not uncomely,
and soft brown hair. She was poorly dressed in a gown of murrey
homespun, whose clumsy folds did nothing to disguise the signs of
pregnancv. "My brothers." said Gaheris. "Get them something to
eat and drink, then see to their horses." He made no attempt to present her to them. She got
to her feet, and, murmuring something, gave a quick, unpracticed
curtsey. Then, laving aside her sewing, she trod heavily to a
cupboard at the other side of the room, and took from it wine and
meat. Over the food, which the girl served to them, the
three men spoke of general things: the turmoil in the Frankish
kingdoms, Brittany's plight, the Saxon embassy, the comings and
goings of Arthur's knightserrant, and the gossip of the court,
though not as the latter touched the King and Queen. The way the
girl loitered wide-eved over her serving was warning enough against
talk of that kind. At last, at a brusque word from Gaheris about the
care of the visitors' horses, she left them. As the latch fell behind her, Agravain, who had been
straining like a hound in the slips, said abruptly: "It's good news, brother." Gaheris set his goblet down. Mordred saw, with
fastidious distaste, that his nails were rimmed with black. He
leaned forward. "Tell me, then. Gawain wants to see me? He knows
now that I had to do it? Or - " his eyes glinted in a quick
sidelong look, very brightly "he's found where Lamorak is, and
wants to join forces?" "No, nothing like that. Gawain's still in Dunpeldyr,
and there's been no word, nothing about Lamorak." Agravain, never
subtle, was patently telling the truth as he knew it. "But good
news, all the same. The King has sent me to take you back to court.
You're free of it, Gaheris, as far as he's concerned. You're to go
back to Camelot with Mordred and me." A pause, then Gaheris, flushing to the eyebrows, let
out a yell of glee, and tossed up his empty goblet and caught it
again. With his other hand he reached for the wine jug, and poured
again for all of them. "Who's the girl?" asked Mordred. "Brigit? Oh, her father was steward here. The place
was under a siege of a sort from a couple of outlaw fellwos, and I
killed them. So I got the freedom of the place." "Freedom indeed." Agravain grinned, drinking. "What
does the father say to it? Or did vou have to wed her?" "He said the father was steward." Mordred's dry tone
laid slight emphasis on the second verb. Agravain stared, then nodded briefly. "Ah. Yes. No
wedding, then?" "None." Gaheris set his goblet down with a rap. "So
forget that. No strings there. Come, let's have it all." And, the girl dismissed, the twins plunged into
tall: of the King's pardon, his possible intentions and those of
Gawain. Mordred, listening, sipping his wine, said very little. But
he noticed that, surprisingly enough, Lamorak's name was not
mentioned again. Presently the girl came back, took her seat again,
and picked up her sewing. It was a small, plain garment of some
kind, probably, thought Mordred, for the coming child. She said
nothing, but her eyes went from one twin to the other, watching and
listening lintently. There was anxiety in them now, even a trace of
fear. Neither of the twins made am attempt to conceal the elation
which both felt at Gaheris's recall to Camelot. At length, with the lamp guttering and smoking,
thev prepared to sleep. Gaheris and the girl had a bed not far from
the fire, and this, apparently, they were ready to share with
Agravain. Mordred, to his relief and slight surprise, was taken
outside into the cool fresh night and shown a flight of stone steps
curving round the outside of the tower. This led to a small upper
chamber, where the air, though chill, was fresh and clean, and a
pile of heather and rugs made a bed better than many he had slept
on. Tired from the ride, and the talk, he slipped off his clothes,
and was soon fast asleep. *** WHEN HE AWOKE IT WAS MORNING. COCKS CROWED OUTSIDE,
and a chill grey light filtered through the cobwebs of the slit
window. There was no sound from the room below. He threw back the covers and padded barefooted
across to look out of the windovv. From here he could see the
tumbledown shed that served as stable and henhouse combined. The
girl Brigit was standing there, a basket of eggs on the ground
beside her. She was scattering some remains of last night's food
for the hens, which pecked and scratched, clucking, round her
feet. The stable was an open structure, back and side
walls, a stone manger, and a sloping roof supported on pillars made
from heavy pine trunks. From the window he could see the whole of
the interior. And what he saw there sent him back to the bedplace,
to snatch up his clothes and begin to dress with feverish
haste. There was only one horse standing in the stable.
His own. The ropes that had tied his half-brothers' beasts trailed
in the straw among the strutting hens. He dressed quickly. No use cursing himself. Whatever
had led his brothers to deceive him and to ride off without him, he
could not have foreseen. He snatched up his sword belt, and, still
buckling it on, ran down the stone steps. The girl heard him, and
turned. "Where have they gone?" he demanded. "I don't know. Hunting, I think. They said not to
wake you, and they will come back soon for breakfast." But she
looked scared. "Don't fool with me, girl. This is urgent. You must
have some idea where they've gone. What do you know?" "I -no, sir. I don't know. Truly, sir. But they
will come back. Perhaps tomorrow. Perhaps two days. I will look
after you well - " He was towering over her. He saw that she had
begun to tremble. He took hold of himself, and spoke more gently.
"Listen - Brigit, isn't it? Don't be afraid of me. I shall not hurt
you. But this is important. It's King's business. Yes, as important
as that. To begin with, how long have they been gone?" "About four hours, lord. They went even before
dawn." He bit his lip. Then, still gently: "Good girl. Now,
there must be more that you can tell me. You must have heard them
talking. What did they say? They were riding out to meet someone,
is that it?" "Y-yes. A knight." "Did they mention a name? Was it Lamorak?" She was trembling now, and her hands twisted
together in front of her. "Was it? Go on. Speak. You must tell me." "Yes. Yes. That was the name. He was an evil knight
who had dishonoured my lord's mother. He told me of it before." "Where did they expect to meet this Lamorak?" "There's a castle on the shore, many miles from
here. When my lord went into the village yesterday, he heard - the
traders pass through, and he goes for news -he heard that this
knight Lamorak was expected there." The words were tumbling out
now. "He was expected by sea, from Brittany, I think, and there is
no harbour near the castle, no landing that is safe, with the
weather we've been having, so they expected he would land half a
day's ride to the south, and then, when he had found himself a
horse, he would ride up the coast road. My lord Gaheris wanted to
meet him there, before he got to the castle." "Waylay him, you mean, and murder him!" said Mordred
savagely. "That is, if Lamorak does not kill him first. And his
brother, too. It's very possible. He is a veteran, one of the
King's Companions, and a good fighter. He is also a man dear to the
King." She stared, her face vvhitening. Her hands crept,
shaking, to clasp one another below her breast, as if to
protect the child who lay there. "If vou value your lord's life," said Mordred
grimly, "you'll tell me everything. This castle. Is it Caer
Mord?" She nodded dumbly. "Where is it, and how far?" He put out a hand. "No,
wait. Get me some food, quickly, while I saddle my horse. Anything.
You can tell me the rest later, while I eat. If vou want to save
your lord's life, help me to get on my way. Hurry now." She caught up the basket of eggs, and ran. He
dashed water over face and hands at the trough, then threw saddle
and bridle on his horse, and, leaving it tethered, ran back into
the tower. The girl had set bread and meat on the table by the cold
ashes of the fire. She was crying as she poured wine for him. He drank quickly, and chewed bread, washing it down
with more of the wine. "Now, quickly. What happened? What more did you
hear?" The threat to Gaheris had loosened her tongue. She told him
readily: "After vou'd gone up last night, sir, they were talking. I
was in bed. I -went to sleep, then when my lord did not come to
bed, I woke, and I heard . . . " "Well?" "He was speaking of this Lamorak, who was coming to
Caer Mord. My lord was full of joy because he has sworn to kill
him, and now his brother had come, just at the right moment to go
with him. He said -my lord said - that it was the work of the
Goddess who had brought his brother to help him avenge his mother's
death. He had sworn on his mother's blood . . . " She faltered and
stopped. "Yes? Did he tell you who shed his mother's
blood?" "Why, the evil knight! Was it not so, lord?" "Go on." "So he was overjoyed, and they planned to ride
straight awav, together, without telling you. They did not come to
bed at all. They thought was asleep, and they went out very
quietly. I -I did not dare let them know I had heard what was said,
but I was afraid, so I lied to you. My lord talked as if - " she
gulped, " - as if he were mad." "So he is," said Mordred. "All right. This is what I
feared. Now tell me which way they have taken." Then, as she
hesitated again: "This is an innocent man, Brigit. If your lord
Gaheris kills him, he will have to answer to the High King Arthur.
Now, don't weep, girl. The ship may not be in yet, nor Lamorak on
the road. If you tell me the way, I may will catch them before the
harm is done. My horse is rested, where Agravain's is not." He
thought, with a thread of pity running through the desperate need
for haste, that whatever happened the girl had probably seen the
last of her lover, but there was nothing he could do about that.
She was just another innocent to add to the toil that Morgause had
taken through her life and death. He poured some of the wine for her, and pushed the
cup into her hand. "Come, drink. It will make you feel better.
Quickly now. The way to Caer Mord." Even this small act of kindness seemed to overset
her. She drank, and gulped back her tears. "I am not sure, lord.
But if you ride to the village -that way -and down to the river,
you will find a forge there, and the smith will tell you. He knows
all the ways." And then, sobbing afresh: "He will not come back,
will he? He will be killed, or else he will leave me, and go south
to the great court, and I have nothing, and how will I care for the
child?" Mordred laid three gold pieces on the table. "These
will keep you. And as for the child - " He stopped. He did not add:
"You will do well to drown it at birth." That went too close for
comfort. He merely said good-bye, and went out into the grey
dawning. *** BY THE TIME HE REACHED THE VILLAGE THE SKY WAS
WHITENING, and here and there folk were stirring to their work. The
tavern doors were shut, but a hundred paces on, where the roadway
forded a shallow stream, the forge fires were lit, and the smith
stretched himself, yawning, with a cup of ale in his hand. "The road to Caer Mord? Why, this road, master. A
matter of a day's ride. Go as far as the god-stone, then take the
eastward track for the sea." "Did you hear horsemen going this way in the
night?" "Nay, master. When I sleep, I sleep sound," said the
smith. "And the god-stone? How far?" The smith ran his expert's eve over Mordred's
horse. "Yon's a good beast you've got there, master, but
you've come a long ways, maybe' I thought so. Well, then, not
pressing him, say by sunset? And from there, a short half hour to
the sea. It is a good road. You'll be safe at Caer Mord, and no
mishaps, well before dark." "That I doubt," said Mordred, setting spurs to his
horse, and leaving the smith staring. Chapter 9 To Mordred the Orkney man the god-stone, standing
alone on the rolling moor, was a familiar sight. And yet not quite
familiar. It was a tall standing stone, set in the lonely center of
the moor. He had passed its mate many a time, single, or standing
with others in a wide ring, on the Orkney moors; but there the
stones were thinly slabbed and very high, toothed or jagged as they
had been broken from the living cliff. This stone was massive, of
some thick grey whinstone carefully shaped into a thick, tapering
pillar. There was a flat altar-like slab at its base, with a dark
mark on it that might be dried blood. He reached it at dusk, as the sun, low and red,
threw its long shadow across the black heather. He trotted the
tired horse up to it. At its base the track forked, and he turned
the beast's head to the southeast. From the pale wild look of the
sky ahead, and something more than familiar in the air that met
him, he knew that the sea could not be far away. Ahead, on the edge
of the heather moor, was a thick belt of woodland. Soon he was among the trees, and the horse's hoofs
fell silently on the thick felt of pinedrift and dead leaves.
Mordred allowed it to drop to a walk. He himself was weary, and the
horse, which had gone bravely through the day, was close to
exhaustion. But they had travelled fast, and there was a chance
that he might still be in time. Behind him the clouds, piling up, stifled the
colours of sunset. With the approach of evening, a wind got up. The
trees rustled and sighed. Sooner than he expected, the forest began
to thin, and lighter sky showed beyond the trunks. There was a gap
there; the gap, perhaps, where the road ran? He was answered almost immediately. There must have
been other sounds, of hoofs and clashing metal, but the wind had
carried them away from him, and the sighing of the trees had
drowned them. But now, from almost straight ahead, there came a
cry. Not of warning, or of fear, or anger, but a cry of joy,
followed bv a shout of triumph, and then a yell of laughter, so
wild as to sound half mad. The horse's ears pricked, then went flat
back to its skull, and its eyes rolled whitely. Mordred struck the
spurs in, and the tired beast lurched into a heavy canter. In the forest's darkness he missed the narrow track.
The horse was soon blundering through a thicket of undergrowth,
bramble and hazel twined with honeysuckle, and fly-ridden ferns
belly high. The canter slowed, became a trot, a walk, a thrusting
progress, then stopped as Mordred sharply drew rein. From here, hidden from sight in the deep shadow of
the trees, he could see the level heath that stretched between the
woodland and the sea, and, dividing it, the white line of the
roadway. On this lay Lamorak, dead. Not far off, his horse stood
with heaving sides and drooping head. Beside the body, their arms
flung round one another, laughing and pounding each other's
shoulders, were Agravain and Gaheris. Their horses grazed nearby
unheeded. At that moment, in a lull of the wind, came the
sound of horses. The brothers stiffened, loosed one another, ran
for their own beasts and mounted hastily. For a moment Mordred
thought they might ride for hastily into the wood where he stood
watching, but already it was too late. Four horsemen appeared, approaching at a gallop from
the north. The leader was a big man, armed, on a splendid horse.
Straining his eyes in the twilight, Mordred recognized the leader's
device: it was Drustan himself, come riding with a couple of
troopers to meet the expected guest. And beside him, of all men in the world, rode
Gareth, youngest of Lot's sons. Drustan had seen the body. With a ringing shout, he
whipped his sword out and rode clown upon the killers. The two brothers whirled to face him, dressing
themselves to fight, but Drustan, appearing suddenly to recognize
the two assassins, dragged his horse to a halt and put up his
sword. Mordred stayed still in shadow, waiting. The matter was out
of his hands. He had failed, and if he rode forward now nothing he
could say would persuade the newcomers that he had had no part in
Lamorak's murder, nor any knowledge of it. Arthur would know the
truth, but Arthur and his justice were a long way away. It seemed, though, that Arthur's justice ran even
here. Drustan, spurring forward with his troopers at his back, was
questioning the brothers. Gareth had jumped from his horse and was
kneeling in the dust beside Larnorak's body. Then he ran back to
the group of horsemen, and grabbed Gaheris's rein, gesticulating
wildly, trying to talk to him. The brothers were shouting. Words and phrases could
be heard above the intermittent rushing of the wind in the
branches. Gaheris had shaken Gareth off, and he and Agravain were
apparently challenging Drustan to fight. And Drustan was refusing.
His voice rang out in snatches, clear and hard and high. "I shall not fight you. You know the King's orders.
Now I shall take this hody to the castle yonder and give it burial.
. . . Be assured that the next royal courier will take this news to
Camelot... As for you.. " "Coward! Afraid to fight us!" The yells of rage came
back on the wind. "We are not afraid of the High King! He is our
kinsman!" "And shame it is that you come of such blood!" said
Drustan, roundly. "Young though you are, you are already murderers,
and destroyers of good men. This man that you have killed was a
better knight than you could ever be. If I had been here-" "Then you would have gone the same way!" shouted
Gaheris. "Even with your men here to protect you - " "Even without them, it would have taken more than
you two younglings," said Drustan with contempt. He sheathed his
sword and turned his back on the brothers. He signalled to the
men-at-arms, who took up Lamorak's body, and started back with it
the way they had come. Then, hanging on the rein, Drustan spoke to
Gareth, who, mounted once more, was hesitating, looking from
Drustan to his brothers and back again. Even at that distance it
could be seen that his body was rigid with distress. Drustan,
nodding to him, and without another glance at Gaheris and Agravain,
swung round to follow his men-atarms. Mordred turned his horse softly back into the wood.
It was over. Agravain, seemingly sober now, had caught at his
brother's arm and was holding him, apparently reasoning with him.
The shadows were lengthening across the roadway. The men-at-arms
were out of sight. Gareth was on Gaheris's other side, talking
across him to Agravain. Then, suddenly. Gaheris flung off his brother's
hand, and spurred his horse. He galloped up the road after
Drustan's retreating back. His over-ready sword gleamed in his
hand. Agravain, after a second's hesitation, spurred after him, his
sword, too, whipping from its sheath. Gareth snatched for Agravain's bridle, and missed.
He yelled a warning, high and clear: "My lord, watch! My lord Drustan, your back!" Before the words were done Drustan had wheeled his
horse. He met the two of them together. Agravain struck first. The
older knight smashed the blow to one side and cut him across the
head. The sword's edge sliced deep into metal and leather, and bit
into the neck between shoulder and throat. Agravain fell, blood
spurting. Gaheris yelled and drove his horse in, his sword hacking
down as Drustan stooped from the saddle to withdraw his blade. But
Drustan's horse reared back. Its armed hoofs caught Gaheris's mount
on the chest. It squealed and swerved, and the blow missed. Drustan
drove his own horse in, striking straight at Gaheris's shield, and
sent him, off balance as he was, crashing to the ground, where he
lay still. Gareth was there at the gallop. Drustan, swinging to
face him, saw that his sword was still in its sheath, and put his
own weapon up. Here the men-at-arms, having left their burden, came
hastening back. At their master's orders, they roughly bound
Agravain's wound, helped Gaheris, giddy but unharmed, to his feet,
then caught the brothers' horses for them. Drustan, coldly formal,
offered the hospitality of the castle "until your brother shall be
healed of his hurt," but Gaheris, as ungracious as he had been
treacherous, merely cursed and turned away. Drustan signed to the
troopers, who closed in. Gaheris, shouting again about "my kinsman
the High King," tried to resist, but was overpowered. The
invitation had become an arrest. At length the troopers rode off at
walking pace, with Gaheris between them, his brother's unconscious
body propped against him. Gareth watched them go, making no move to follow. He
had not stirred a hand to help Gaheris. "Gareth?" said Drustan. His sword was clean and
sheathed. "Gareth, what choice have I?" "None," said Gareth. He shook the reins and brought
his horse round alongside Drustan's. They rode together towards
Caer Mord. The roadway was empty in the growing dusk. A thin
moon rose over the sea. Mordred, emerging at last from the shadow,
rode south. *** THAT NIGHT HE SLEPT IN THE WOODS. IT WAS CHILL, BUT
WRAPPED in his cloak he was warm enough, and for supper there was
something left of the bread and meat the girl had given him. His
horse, tethered on a long rein, grazed in the glade. Next day,
early, he rode on, this time to the southwest. Arthur would be on
his way to Caerleon, and he would meet him there. There was no
haste. drustan vvould already have sent a courier with the news of
Lamorak's murder. Since Mordred had not appeared on the scene the
King would no doubt assume the truth, that the brothers by some
trick had managed to evade him. His assignment had not been
Lamorak's safety: that was Lamorak's own concern, and he had paid
for the risk he had taken; Mordred's task had been to find Gaheris
and take him south. Now, once the twins' hurts were healed, Drustan
would see to that. Mordred could still stay out of the affair, and
this he was sure the King would approve. Even if the brothers did
not survive the King's anger, the other troublemakers among the
Young Celts, assuming Mordred to be ambitious for whatever power he
could grasp for himself, might turn to him and invite him to join
their counsels. This, he suspected, the King would soon ask him to
do. And if you do, murmured that other, ice-cold voice in his
brain, and the campaign goes on that is to unseat Bedwyr and
destroy him, who better to take his place in the King's confidence,
and the Queen's love, than you, the King's own son? *** IT WAS A GOLDEN OCTOBER, WITH CHILL NIGHTS AND
BRIGHT, crisp days. The mornings glittered with a dusting of bright
frost, and in the evenings the sky was full of the sound of rooks
going home. He took his time, sparing his horse, and, where he
could, lodging in small, simple places and avoiding the towns. The
loneliness, the falling melancholy of autumn, suited his mood. He
went by smooth hills and grassy valleys, through golden woods and
by steep rocky passes where, on the heights, the trees were already
bare. His good bay horse was all the company he needed. Though the
nights were cold, and grew colder, he always found shelter of a
sort -a sheep-cote, a cave, even a wooded bank - and there was no
rain. He would tether the bay to graze, eat the rations he carried,
and roll himself in his cloak for the night, to wake in the grey,
frostglittering morning, wash in an icy stream, and ride on
again. Gradually the simplicity, the silence, the very
hardships of the ride soothed him; he was Medraut the fisher-boy
again, and life was simple and clean. So he came at last to the Welsh hills, and
Viroconium where the four roads meet. And there, at the crossways,
like another welcome from home, was a standing stone with its altar
at its foot. He slept that night in a thicket of hazel and holly
by the crossroads, in the lee of a fallen trunk. The night was
warmer, with stars out. He slept, and dreamed that he was in the
boat with Brude, netting mackerel for Sula to split and dry for
winter. The nets came in laden with leaping silver, and across the
hush of the waves he could hear Sula singing. *** HE WOKE TO THICK MIST. THE AIR WAS WARMER; THE
SUDDEN change in temperature overnight had brought the fog. He
shook the crowded droplets from his cloak, ate his breakfast, then
on a sudden impulse took the remains of the food and laid it on the
altar at the foot of the standing stone. Then, moved by another
impulse which he would not begin to recognize, he took a silver
piece from his wallet and laid it beside the food. Only then did he
realize that, as in his dream, someone was singing. It was a woman's voice, high and sweet, and the song
was one that Sula had sung. His flesh crept. He thought of magic,
and waking dreams. Then out of the mist, no more than twelve paces
away, came a man leading a mule with a girl mounted sideways on its
back. He took them at first for a peasant with his wife going out
to work, then saw that the man was dressed in a priest's robe, and
the girl as simply, sackcloth and wimple, and the pretty feet
dangling against the mule's ribs were bare. They were Christians,
it appeared; a wooden cross hung from the man's waist, and a
smaller one lay on the girl's bosom. There was a silver bell on the
mule's collar, which rang as it moved. The priest checked in his stride when he saw the
armed man with the big horse, then, as Mordred gave him a greeting,
smiled and came forward. "Maridunum?" he repeated, in response to Mordred's
query. He pointed to the road that led due west. "That way is best.
It is rough, but passable everywhere, and it is shorter than the
main road south by Caerleon. Have you come far, sir?" Mordred answered him civilly, giving him what news
he could. The man did not speak with a peasant's accent. He might
have been someone gently bred, a courtier, even. The girl, Mordred
saw now, was beautiful. Even the bare feet, dangling by the mule's
ribs, were clean and white, fine-boned and veined with blue. She
sat silently watching him, and listening, in no way discomposed by
his look. Mordred caught the priest's glance at the altar stone
where the silver coin gleamed beside the food. "Do you know whose
altar this is? Or whose stone at the crossways?" The man smiled. "Not mine, sir. That is all I know.
That is your offering?" "Yes." "Then God knows who will receive it," said the man,
gently, "but if you have need of blessing, sir, then my God can,
through me, give it to you. Unless," he added, on a troubled
afterthought, "there is blood on your hands?" "No," said Mordred. "But there is a curse that says
I shall have. How do I lift that?" "A curse? Who laid it?" "A witch," said mordred, shortly, "but she is
dead." "Then the curse may well have died with her." "But before her, a fate was spoken of, and by
Merlin." "What fate?" "That I cannot tell you." "'Then ask him." "Ah," said Mordred. "Then it is true he is still
there?" "They say so. He is there in his cave on the hill,
for those who have the need or the fortune to find him. Well then,
sir, I cannot help you, other than give you my Christian blessing,
and send you on your way" He raised a hand, and Mordred bowed his head, then
thanked him, hesitated over a coin, decided against it, and rode
on. He took the west road to Maridunum. Soon the mule's bell died
out in the distance, and he was alone again. *** HE CAME To THE HILL CALLED BRYN MYRDDIN AT DUSK, AND
slept again by a wood. When he woke there was mist again, with the
sun rising behind it. The haze was tinged with rose, and a faint
glimmer showed on the grey trunks of the beech trees. He waited patient; eating the hard biscuit and
raisins that were his breakfast ration. The world was silent, no
movement but the slow eddying of the mist between the trees, and
the steady cropping of the horse. There was no haste. He had ceased
to feel any curiosity about the old man whom he sought, the King's
enchanter of a thousand legends who had been his enemy (and since
Morgause had said so, he took it without question as a lie) since
the day of his conception. Nor was there any apprehension. If the
curse could be lifted, then no doubt Merlin would lift it. If not,
then no doubt he would explain it. Quite suddenly, the mist was gone. A slight breeze,
warm for the time of year, rustled through the wood, swept the
eddies aside and dispersed them down the hillside like smoke from a
bonfire. The sun, climbing the hilltop across the valley, blazed
scarlet and gold into his eyes. The landscape dazzled. He mounted, turning towards the sun. Now he saw
where he was. The travelling priest's directions had been accurate
and vivid enough to guide anyone even through this rolling and
featureless landscape. "By the time vou reach the wood, you will have gone
past the upper slopes of Bryn Myrddin. Go down to the stream, cross
it, and you will find a track. Turn uphill again and ride as far as
a grove of thorn trees. There is a little cliff, with a path
curling up beside it. At the head of the cliff is the holy well,
and by it the enchanter's cave." He came to the thicket of whitethorn. There, beside
the cliff, he dismounted and tied the horse. He trod quickly up the
path and came out on level ground and into mist again, thick and
still and stained red gold bv the sun, standing as still as lake
water over the turf. He could see nothing. He felt his way forward.
The turf was level and fine. At his feet, peering, he could just
discern small late daisies, frost-nipped, and shut against the
damp. Somewhere to his left was the trickle of water. The holy
well? He groped forward, but could not find it. He trod on a stone,
which rolled away, almost bringing him to his knees. The silence,
broken only by the trickle of the spring, was eerie. In spite of
himself, he felt the chill prickles of sweat creep down his
spine. He stopped. He stood squarely, and shouted aloud.
"Ho, there! Is anyone there?" An echo, ringing from the wall of mist, rebounded
again and again from the invisible depths of the valley, and died
into silence. "Is anyone there? This is Mordred, Prince of
Britain, to speak with Merlin his kinsman. I come in peace. I seek
peace." Again the echo. Again the silence. He moved
cautiously towards the sound of water, and his groping fingers
touched the stone rim of the well. He stooped towards the water.
Breaths of mist furred and fumed from the smooth glass of the
surface. He bent nearer. Below that glass the clear depths, darkly
shining, led the eye down, away from the mist. At the bottom of the
well was the gleam of silver, the offerings to the god. From now here came a memory: the pool below the
ancient tomb where Morgause had bidden him watch the depths for
visions. There he had seen nothing but what should rightly be
there. Here, on the holy hilltop, the same. He straightened. Mordred, the realist, did not know
that a burden had dropped from him. He would have said only that
Merlin's magic was no doubt as harmless as Morgause's. What he had
seen as a cursed fate, foreseen with grief by Merlin and twisted
into evil by Morgause, dwindled in this world of clear water and
lighted mist into its proper form. It was not even a curse. It was
a fact, something due to happen in the future, that had been seen
by an eve doomed to foresee, whatever the pain of that Seeing. It
would come, yes, but only as, soon or late, all deaths came. He,
Mordred, was not the instrument of a blind and brutal fate, but of
whatever, whoever, made the pattern to mhich the world moved. Live
that life brings; die what death comes. He did not see the comfort
even as cold. Nor did he, in fact, even know that he had been
comforted. He reached for the cup that stood above the water,
filled it and drank, and felt refreshed. He poured for the god, and
as he returned the cup to its place said, in the tongue of his
childhood, "Thank you," and turned to go. The mist was thicker than ever, the silence as
intense. The sun was right up now, but the light, instead of
sweeping the air clear, blazed like a fire in the middle of a great
cloud. The hillside was a swirl of flame and smoke, cool to the
skin, clean to the nostrils, but blinding to the eye and filling
the mind with confusion and wonder. The very air was crystal, was
rainbow, was flowing diamond. "He is where he always was, " Nimue
had said, "with all his fires and travelling glories round him."
And "If he wishes it, you may find him." He had found, and been answered. He began to feel
his way back towards the head of the cliff. Behind him, invisible,
the falling drops of the spring sounded for all the world like the
sweet, faint notes of a harp. Above him was the swirl of light
where the sun stood. Guided by these he felt his way forward until
his foot found the drop to the path. When he reached the base of the hill he turned cast
and rodc straight and fast for Caerleon and his father. Chapter 10 By the time Mordred reached Caerleon matters had
begun to settle themselves. The King had been very angry over
Lamorak's murder, and it was certainly to Agravain's advantage that
his wound would keep him, and Gaheris with him, in the north until
it was healed. Drustan duly sent an account of the incident to
Arthur, but its bearer was not a royal courier, it was Gareth; and
Gareth, though far from trying to excuse his brothers, pleaded
successfully with the King for their pardon. For Gaheris he pleaded
madness; Gaheris, who had loved Morgause and had killed her.
Gareth, out of his own grief, could make a guess at what had passed
in his brother's bruised mind as he knelt there in his mother's
blood. And Agravain, as ever, had acted as the shield and dagger
alongside his twin's sword. Now that Lamorak was dead, urged
Gareth, it was surely possible that Gaheris could put the bloody
past behind him, and take his place again as a loyal man. And
Drustan, though sorely provoked, had held his hand, so it might
well be that now the swinging pendulum of revenge could be
stilled. Unexpectedly enough, the main opposition to Gareth's
pleading came from Bedwyr. Bedwyr, deploring the blood tie that
linked Arthur to the Orkney brothers, disliked and distrusted them,
and lost no chance to set the King on guard against them. He was
known throughout the court to be using all his considerable
influence to prevent the twins from being recalled. And where,
Bedwyr insisted, with growing suspicion, was Mordred? Had he, too,
perhaps, assisted in the murder, and fled before Drustan and Gareth
came on the scene. Mordred himself arrived in Caerleon in time to
save confusion about his part in the affair, and eventually; in
spite of Bedwyr, Gareth was sent north again, to bring his brothers
back to court when they were both, in mind and body, whole once
more. Gawain came back, briefly, soon after the court
returned to Camelot, while Agravain and Gaheris were still in the
north. He had a long interview with Arthur, and after it another
with Mordred, who told him what he had seen of Lamorak's murder and
its aftermath, and finished by urging Gawain to listen to the
King's pleas and show the same restraint as Drustan, and to refrain
from adding another stone to the bloody cairn of revenge. "Lamorak leaves a young brother, Drian, who rides
with Drustan's men. By the kind of logic that you use, he has the
right now to kill either of your brothers, or you yourself. Even
Gareth," said Mordred, "though I doubt if that is likely. Drustan
will have seen to it that Drian knows what happened, and that the
Goddess be thanked! - Gareth kept his head and acted like a
sensible man. He could see - as indeed any man could who was there
-that Gaheris was crazed in his wits. If we make much of that
circumstance, it is possible that when he comes back healed, no one
will attempt to strike at him." He added, meaningly: "I believe
that neither of the twins will ever be trusted again by the King,
but if you can bring yourself to forgive Gaheris for our mother's
murder, or at any rate not to take action against him, then vou
may, with Gareth and myself, stay within the edges of the King's
favour. There may yet be a noble future for you and for me. Do you
ever want to rule your northern kingdom, Gawain?" Mordred knew his man. Gawain was anxious that
nothing should interfere with his title to the Orkneys, or
eventually to the kingdom of Lothian. Neither title would be worth
anything without Arthur's continued support. So the matter was
settled, but when the time came for the twins' return, the King saw
to it that their elder brother was away from Camelot. Queen Morgan,
at Castell Aur in Wales, provided him with just the excuse he
needed. Gawain was dispatched there, ostensibly to investigate
complaints from the peasants about abuses of authority by Morgan's
guardians, and carefully kept there out of the way until the dust
on the Lamorak murder should settle. It was apparent, though, to Mordred, that Bedwyr's
doubts about him were not quite resolved. In place of the guarded
friendliness that Arthur's chief marshal had lately shown, Mordred
was to observe a return to the wary watchfulness that Bedwyr also
accorded Agravain and certain other of the Young Celts. The phrase "Young Celts," used lightly enough at
first to denote the young outlanders who tended to stick together,
had by this time taken on the ring of a sobriquet, a title as
clearly defined as that of the High King's companion knights. And
here and there the two lines crossed; Agravain was in both, and
Gaheris, and so, eventually, was Mordred. Arthur, as Mordred had
anticipated, sent for him and asked him, once his half-brothers
were back at court, to keep watch on them, and on the others of the
Young Celts' party. A little to Mordred's surprise he found that,
though there was still discontent with some of Arthur's home
policies, there was no talk that could be called seditious. Loyalty
to Arthur's name and fame still held them: he was duke of battles
still, and enough of glory and authority hung, about him to keep
them loyal. His talk of wars to come, moreover, bound them to him.
But there was enmity for Bedwyr. The men from Orkney who had come
south to join Lot's - sons in Arthur's train, and others from
Lothian who hoped for Gawain's succession there (and who had some
small grievances, real or imagined, against the Northumhrian lord
of Benoic), knew that Bedwyr distrusted them, and that he had done
his best to block the return of Agravain and Gaheris to Court; had
advocated, rather, their banishment back to their island home. So
when, as was inevitable among the young men, the talk turned to the
gossip about Bedwyr and the Queen, Mordred soon realized that this
was prompted mainly by hatred of Bedwyr, and the desire to shut him
out of the King's favour. When Mordred, moving carefully, let it be
known that he might be persuaded to take their part, the Young
Celts assumed his motive to be the natural jealousy of a King's son
who might, if Bedwyr could be discredited, become his father's
deputy. As such, Mordred would be a notable acquisition to the
party. So he was accepted, and in time regarded as one of
the party's leaders, even by Agravain and Gaheris. *** MORDRED HAD HIS OWN ROOMS WITHIN THE ROYAL, PALACE
AT Camelot, but he had also, for the last year or so, owned a
pleasant little house in the town. A girl of the town kept house
for him, and made him welcome whenever he could spare the time for
her. Here, from time to time, came the Young Celts, ostensibly to
supper, or for a day's fowling in the marshes, but in reality to
talk, and for Mordred to listen. The purchase of the house had in fact been the
King's suggestion. If Mordred was to share the partys activities,
this was not likely to happen in his rooms within the royal palace.
In the easier atmosphere of his leman's house Mordred could more
readily keep in touch with the currents of thought that moved the
younger men. To his house one evening came Agravain, with Colles,
and Mador, and others of the Young Celts. After supper, when the
woman had placed the wine near them and then withdrawn, Agravain
brought the talk abruptly round to the subject that, of late, had
obsessed him. "Bedwyr! No man in the kingdom can get anywhere,
become anybody, without that man's approval! The King's besotted.
Boyhood friends, indeed! Boyhood lovers, more like! And still he
has to listen whenever my lord high and mighty Bedwyr chooses to
speak! What d'ye say, Colles? We know, eh? Eh?" Agravain, as was
usual these days, was three parts drunken, early as it was in the
night. This was plain speaking, even for him. Colles, usually a
hopeful sycophant, tried an uneasy withdrawal. "Well, but everyone
knows they fought together since years back. Brothers-in-arms, and
all that. It's only natura l -" "Too natural by half." Agravain gave a hiccup of
laughter. "Brothers-inarms, how right you are! In the Queen's arms,
too.... Haven't you heard the latest? Last time the King was from
court, there was my lord Bedwyr, snugged down right and tight in
the Queen's bed before Arthur's horse was well out of the King's
Gate." "Where did you get that?" This, sharply, from
Mador. And from Colles, beginning to look scared: "You told
me. But it's only talk, and it can't be true. For one thing the
King's not that kind of a fool, and if he trusts Bedwyr - and
trusts her, come to that -" "Not a fool? It's a fool's part to trust. Mordred
would agree. Wouldn't you, brother?" Mordred, with his back to the company, pouring wine,
was heard to assent, shortly "If it were true," began someone, longingly, but
Mador cut across him. "You're a fool yourself to talk like that without
proof. It can't be true. Even if they wanted to, how would they
dare? The Queen's ladies are always there with her, and even at
night - " Agravain gave a shout of laughter, and Gaheris,
lounging back beside him, said, grinning: "My poor innocent. You're
beginning to sound like my saintly brother Gareth. Don't you ever
listen to the dirt? Agravain's been laying one of Guinevere's maids
for nigh on a month now. If anyone hears the gossip, he
should." "And you mean that she says he's been in there at
night? Bedwyr?" Agravain nodded into his wine, and Gaheris gave a
crow of triumph. "Then we've got him!" But Colles insisted: "She saw him. Herself?" "No." Agravain looked round defiantly. "But we all
know the talk that's been going round for long enough, and we also
know, that there's no fire without smoke. Let us look past the
smoke, and put out the fire. If I do get proof, will you all act
with me?" "Act? How?" "Do the King a service, and get rid of Bedwyr, from
the King's bed and the King's counsels!" Calum said doubtfully: "You mean just tell the
King?" "How else? He'll be furious, who wouldn't, but
afterwards he's got to be grateful. Any, man would want to
know" "But the Queen?" This was a young man called Cian,
who came from the Queen's own country of North Wales. "He'll kill
her. Any man, finding out..." He flushed, and fell silent. It was
to be noticed that he avoided looking at Gaheris. Agravain was
confident and scornful. "He would never hurt the Queen. Have you
never heard what happened when Melwas of the Summer Country took
her and held her for a day and a night in his lodge on one of the
Lake islands? You can't tell me that that lecher never had his way
with her, but the King took her back without a word, and gave her
his promise that, for that or even for her barrenness, he would
never put her aside. No, he'd never harm her. Mordred, you know him
better than most, and you're with the Queen half your time as well.
What do you say"' "About the King's tenderness towards her, I agree."
Mordred set the wine jug down again, and leaned back against the
table's edge, surveying them. "But all this is moonshine, surely?
There is talk, I've heard it, but it seems to me that it comes
mostly from here, and without proof. Without any kind of proof.
Until proof is found, the talk must remain only talk, concocted
from wishes and ambitions, not from facts." "He's right, you know," said one Melion, who was
Cian's brother. "It is only talk, the sort that always happens when
a lady is as lovely as the Queen, and her man's away from her bed
as often and for as long as the King has to be." "It's bedroom door gossip," Cian put in. "Do you ask
us to kneel down in the dirt and peer through chamber keyholes,"
Since this was in fact exactly what Agravain had been doing, he
denied it with great indignation. He was not too drunk to ignore
the hardening of the meeting against any idea of harming the Queen.
He said virtuously: "You've got me wrong, gentlemen. Nothing would
persuade me to injure that lovely lady. But if we could contrive a
way to bring Bedwyr down without hurt to her -" "You mean swear that he forced his way in? Raped
her?" "Why not? It might be possible. My wench would say
anything we paid her for, and - " "What about Gareth's?" asked someone. It was known
that Gareth was courting Linet, one of the Queen's ladies, a gentle
girl and as incorruptible as Gareth himself. "All right, all right!" Agravain, a dark flush in
his face, swung round to Mordred. "There's plenty to be thought
about, but by the dark Goddess herself, we've made a start, and we
know who's with us and who isn't! Mordred, what about it? If we can
think of some way that doesn't implicate the Queen, then you're
with us? You, of all men, can hardly stand Bedwyr's friend." Mordred gave that cool little smile that was all
that remained in him of Morgause. "Friend to Bedwyr, chief marshal,
best of the knights, the King's right hand in battle and the
council chamber? Regent in Arthur's absence, with all Arthur's
power?" He paused. "Bring Bedwyr down? W'hat should I say,
gentlemen? That I reject the notion utterly?" There was laughter
and the drumming of cups on the table, and shouts of "Mordred for
regent!", "Well, why, not? Who else?", "Valerius? No, too old.",
"Well, Drustan then, or Gawain?" And then in a hind of ragged
unanimity: "Mordred for regent! Who else? One of us! Mordred!" Then the woman came in, and the shouting died, and
the talk veered away to the harmless subject of tomorrow's hunt.
When they had gone, and the girl was clearing away the debris of
scattered food and spilled wine, Mordred went out into the air. In spite of himself, the talk and the final accolade
had shaken him. Bedwyr gone? Himself the undisputed right hand of
the King, and, in the King's absence, unquestioned regent? Once he
were there, and once proved as fighter and administrator, what was
more likely than that Arthur would also make him his heir? He was
still not that: The King's heir was still Constantine of Cornwall,
son of that Duke Cador whom Arthur, in default of a legitimate
prince, had declared heir to the kingdoms. But that was before he
knew that a son of his body would be - was already -begotten.
Legitimate? What did that matter, when Arthur himself had been
begotten in adultery? Behind him the girl called him softly. He looked
round. She was leaning from the bedchamber window, the warm
lamplight falling on the long golden hair and on one bared shoulder
and breast. He smiled and said, "Presently," but he hardly saw her.
In his mind's eye, against the darkness, he saw only the Queen. Guinevere. The lady of the golden hair, still
lovely, of the great grey-blue eyes, of the pretty voice and the
ready smile, and with it all the gentle wit and gaiety that lighted
her presence-chamber with pleasure. Guinevere, who so patently
loved her lord, but who understood fear and loneliness and who, out
of that knowledge, had befriended an insecure and lonely boy, had
helped to lift him out of the murk of his childhood memories, and
shown him how to love with a light heart. Whose hands, touching his
in friendship, had blown to blaze a flame that Morgause's corrupt
mouth could not even kindle. He loved her. Not in the same way, in the same
breath even, as he had loved other women. There had been many in
his life, from the girl in the islands whom at fourteen he had
bedded in a hollow of the heather, to the woman who waited for him
now. But his thoughts of Guinevere were not even in this context.
He only knew that he loved her, and if the tale were true, then by
Hecate, he would like to see Bedwyr brought down! The King would
not harm her, he was sure of that, but he might, he just might, for
his honour's sake, put her aside.... He went no further. It is doubtful if he even knew
he had gone as far. Oddly for Mordred, the cool thinker, the
thoughts were hardly formulated. He was conscious only of anger at
the vile whispers, the stain on the Queen's name, and of his own
renewed distrust of the twins and their irresponsible friends. He
recognized, with misgiving, where his duty lay as King's watcher
(King's spy, he told himself sourly) among the Young Celts. He
would have to warn Arthur of the danger to Bedwyr and the Queen.
The King would soon get to the truth of the matter, and if action
had to be taken, he was the one who must take it. Duty lay that
way, and the King's trust. And Bedwyr, if it were proved that he had forfeited
that trust? Mordred thrust the thought aside, and on an impulse
that, even if he recognized it, he would not admit, he went back
into the house and took his pleasure with a violence that was as
foreign to him as his mental turmoil had been, and that was to cost
him a gold necklace in appeasement next day. Chapter 11 Later that night, when town and palace were quiet,
he went to see the King. Arthur, as was his wont these days, was working late
in his business room. His white hound Cabal lay at his feet. It was
the same puppy that he had chosen' on the day Mordred was first
brought to him. It was old now, and scarred with the mementoes of
some memorable hunts. It lifted its head as Mordred was shown in,
and its tail beat the floor. The servant withdrew, and the King nodded his
secretary out of the room. "How is it with you, Mordred? I am glad you came. I
was planning to send for you in the morning, but tonight is even
better. You know I have to go to Brittany soon?" "It has been rumoured. So it's true?" "Yes. It's time I had a meeting with my cousin King
Hoel. I'd also like to see for myself how things are shaping over
there." "When do you leave, sir?" "In a week's time. The weather should be fair
then." Mordred glanced at the window curtains, where a fitful wind
plucked at them. "Your prophets tell you so?" The King laughed. "I go to surer sources than the
altars, or even Nimue at Applegarth. I ask the shepherds on the
high downs. They are never wrong. But I forgot, my fisher-boy.
Perhaps I should have asked you, too?" Mordred shook his head, smiling. "I might have
ventured a prophecy in the islands, though even the old men there
were often out of reckoning; but here, no. It's a different world.
A different sky." "You don't hanker for the other now?" "No. I have all I want." He added: "I would like to
see Brittany." "Then I am sorry. What I wanted to tell you is that
I plan to leave you here in Camelot." In spite of himself his heart gave a jump. He
waited, not looking at Arthur in case the latter read his
thought. As if he had - which, with Arthur, was even
possible -the King went on: "Bedwyr will be here, of course. But
this time I want you to do more than observe how things go; you w
ill be Bedwyr's deputy, as he mine." There was a pause. Arthur saw with interest, but
without understanding, that Mordred, who had lost colour, was
hesitating, as if not knowing what to say. At length Mordred asked:
"And my -the other Orkney princes? Do they go with you, or stay
here?" Arthur, misunderstanding him, was surprised. He had
not thought that Mordred was jealous of his half-brothers. If his
mission had been a military one, he might have taken Agravain and
Gaheris with him, and so drawn off some of their energy and
discontent, but as it was he said, quickly and definitely: "No.
Gawain is in Wales, as you know, and likely to be there for some
time. Gareth would not thank me for abstracting him from Camelot,
with his wedding so near. The other two can hardly expect favour of
me. They stay here." Mordred was silent. The King began to talk about his
forthcoming journey and the discussions he would hold with King
Hoel, then about the role Mordred would assume at home as deputy to
the regent. The hound woke once, and scratched for fleas. The fire
dwindled, and Mordred, obedient to a nod from his father, fed it
with a log from the basket. At length the King had done. He looked
at the younger man. "You are very silent. Come, Mordred, there will be
another time. Or even a time when Bedwyr will be the one to go with
me, and you the one to remain as temporary king. Does the prospect
dismay you so much?" "No. No. It is - I am honoured." "Then what is it?" "If I ask that Bedwyr should go with you this time
and leave me here, you will think that I outrun even the ambition
of a prince. But I do ask it, my lord King." Arthur stared at him. "What is this?" "I came tonight to report to you what is being said
among the Young Celts. They met at my house this evening. Most of
the talk tonight was of Bedwyr. He has enemies, bitter enemies, who
will plot to bring him down." He hesitated. He had known this would
be hard, but he had not known how hard. "Sir, I beg you not to
leave Bedwyr here while you go abroad. This is not because I myself
covet the regency. It is because there is talk about him and?" He
stopped. He licked his lips. He said lamely: "He has enemies. There
is talk." Arthur's eyes were black ice. He stood. Mordred got
to his feet. To his fury he found that he was trembling. He was not
to know that everv man who hitherto had met that hard cold stare
was dead. The King said, in a flat voice that seemed to come
from a great distance: "There is always talk. There are those who talk, and
there are those who listen. Neither are men of mine. No, Mordred, I
understand you very well. I am not deaf; and neither am I blind.
There is nothing in this talk. There is nothing to be said."
Mordred swallowed. "I said nothing, my lord." "And I heard nothing. Go now." He nodded a dismissal curter than the one the
servant had had. Mordred bowed and went. He had a hand on the door when the King's voice
halted him. "Mordred." He turned. "My lord." "This changes nothing. You remain with the regent
as his deputy." "My lord." . The King said, in a different voice: "I should have
remembered that it as I who asked you to listen, and that I have no
right to blame you for doing so, or for reporting to me. As for
Bedwyr, he is aware of his enemies' ambitions." He looked down,
resting his finger-tips on the table in front of him. There was a
pause. Mordred waited. Without looking up, the King added:
"Mordred. There are some matters better not spoken of; better not
even known. Do you understand me?" "I think so," said Mordred. And indeed, misjudging
Arthur as the King had misjudged him, he thought so. It was
apparent that Arthur knew what was being said about Bedwyr and the
Queen. He knew, and chose to ignore it. Which meant simply one
thing: Whether there was any truth in it or not, Arthur wanted no
action taken. He wanted to avoid the kind of upheaval that must
result from an open accusation levelled at the King's deputy and
the Queen. So far, Mordred was right. But not in his final
conclusion, which was that of a man and not of a prince: that
Arthur was indifferent to the matter, and chose to ignore it out of
pride as well as policy. "I think so, sir," he said again. Arthur looked up and smiled. The bleak look was
gone, but he looked very weary. "Then stay watchful for me, my son,
and serve the Queen. And know Bedwyr for your friend, and my
faithful servant. And now, good night." *** SOON AFTER THIS THE KING LEFT CAMELOT. MORDRED
FOUND that his work as deputy regent meant a series of day-long
sessions in the Round Hall listening to petitions, alternating with
days watching troop exercises, and finishing each evening after the
public supper in hall (when further petitions were often brought to
the high table) with the stacked tablets and papers in the King's
business room, In public Bedwyr, as before, took the King's place
beside the Queen, but as for as Mordred, casually watchful, could
ascertain, he made no opportunities for private talk with her, and
neither he nor Guinevere ever attempted to dispense with Mordred's
company. When the regent spoke with the Queen, as he did each
morning, Mordred was there beside him; Mordred sat on her left at
supper time; Mordred walked on her left hand when she took the air
in her garden with Bedwyr for company and her ladies round her. He found Bedwyr surprisingly easy to work with. The
older man went out of his way to allow his deputy some scope. Soon
he was passing almost three out of five judgments across to
Mordred, only stipulating that the verdicts might be privately
agreed before they were given. There was very little disagreement,
and as the days went by Mordred found that more and more the
decisions were his. It was also noticeable that as the day of
Arthur's return drew near, the work waiting him was appreciably
less than it had been after previous absences. It was also to be noticed that, in spite of the
lightened burden on him, Bedwyr grew quieter and more nervy. There
were lines in his face and his eyes were shadowed. At supper,
leaning, to listen, a smile fixed on his lips, to the Queen's soft
voice beside him, he ate little, but drank deeply. Afterwards in
the business room he would sit silently for long periods staring at
the fire, until Mordred, or one of the secretaries, would with some
query bring him back to the matter in hand. All this Mordred noticed, watching. For him, the
nearness to Guinevere was at once a joy and a torment. If there had
been a look, a touch, a gesture of understanding between her and
Bedwyr, Mordred was sure he would have seen or even sensed it. But
there was none, only Bedwyr's silence and the sense of strain that
hung about him, and perhaps an extra gaiety in the Queen's chatter
and laughter when she and her ladies graced some function of the
court. In either case this could be attributed to the cares of
office, and the strain imposed by Arthur's absence. In the end
Mordred, mindful of the Kings last interview with him, put the
recollection of the Young Celts' gossip out of his mind. Then one evening, long after supper, when the King's
seal was used for the last time and the secretary returned it to
its box, bade the two men good night, and took himself away, there
was a tap at the door and the servant came in to announce a
caller. This was Bors, one of the older knights, a Companion
who had fought with Arthur and Bedwyr through the great campaign,
and had been with them at Badon Hill. He was a simple man, devoted
to the King, but was known to be fretting almost as fiercely as the
Young Celts for action. No courtier, he was impatient of ceremony,
and longed for the simplicities and movement of the field. He gave Bedwyr the salute of the camp, and said with
his usual abruptness: "You are to go to the Queen. There's a letter
she wants to show you." There was a short, blank silence. Then Bedwyr got
to his feet. "It's very late. Surely she has retired? It must be
urgent." "She said so. Or she'd not have sent me." Mordred had risen when Bedwyr did. "A letter? It
came with the courier?' "I suppose so. Well, you know how late he was. You
got the rest yourself not long ago." This was true. The man, who had been due at sundown,
had been delayed on the road by a flash flood, and had ridden in
not long before. Hence the late working-hours they had been
keeping. "He mentioned no letter for the Queen," said
Mordred. Bedwyr said sharply: "Why should he? If it is the Queen's
it is not our concern, except as she chooses to talk about it with
me. Very well, Bors. I'll go now." "I'll tell her you will come?" "No need. I'll send Ulfin. You get to bed, and
Mordred, too. Good night." As he spoke he began to buckle on the belt he had
cast aside when the men settled down to the evening's work. The
servant brought his cloak. From the side of his eye he saw Mordred
hesitating, and repeated, with some abruptness: "Good night." There was nothing for it. Mordred followed Bors out
of the room. Bors went off down the corridor with his long
outdoor stride. Mordred, hurrying to catch him up, did not hear
Bedwyr's quick words to the servant: "Go and tell the Queen I'll be with her shortly.
Tell her ... No doubt her ladies retired when she did. You will see
to it that she is attended when I come. No matter if her
waiting-women are asleep. Wake them. Do you understand?" Ulfin had been the King's chief chamberlain for
many years. He said briefly, "Yes, my lord," and went. Mordred and Bors, walking together across the outer
garden court, saw him hurrying towards the Queen's rooms. Bors said
abruptly: "I don't like it." "But there was a letter?" "I didn't see one. And I saw the man ride in. If
it's true he carried a letter for the Queen, why does she need to
talk with him now? It's near midnight. Surely it could wait till
morning? I tell you, I don't like it." Mordred shot him a glance. Was it possible that the
whispers had come even to the ears of this faithful veteran? Then
Bors added: "If anything has happened to the King, then surely the
tidings should have gone straight to Bedwyr as well. What can they
have to discuss that needs privacy and midnight?" "What indeed?" said Mordred. Bors gave him a sharp
glance, but all he said was, gruffly: "Well, well, we'd best get to bed, and mind our
business." When they reached the hall where most of the young
bachelors slept, they found some of them still awake. Gaheris was
sober, but only just, Agravain was drunk as usual, and talkative.
Gareth sat at tables with Colles, and a couple of others lounged
over dice by the dying fire. Bors said good night, and turned away, and Mordred,
who in the King's absence lived and slept within the palace,
started through the hall towards the stairway that led to his
rooms. Before he reached it one of the young knights, the man from
Wales called Cian, came swiftly in from the outer court, pushing
past Bors in the doorway. He stood there for a moment, blinking,
while his dark-dazzled eyes adjusted themselves to the light.
Gaheris, guessing where he had been, called out some pleasantry,
and Colles, with a coarse laugh, pointed out that his clothes were
still unbraced. He took no notice. He came with his swift stride
into the middle of the hall and said, urgently: "Bedwyr's gone to the Queen. I saw him. Straight in
through the private doorway, and there's a lamp lit in her chamber
window." Agravain was on his feet. "Has he, by God!" Gaheris, lurching, got himself upright. His hand was
on his sword. "So, it was true. We all knew it! Now let us see what
the King will say when he hears that his wife lies with a
lover!" "Why wait for that?" This was Mador. "Let us make
sure of them both now!" Mordred, from the foot of the stairs, raised his
voice urgently above the hubbub: "She sent for him. A letter came
by the courier. It could be from the King. There was something in
it she had to discuss with Bedwyr. Bors brought the message. Tell
them, Bors!" "It's true," said the old man, but worry still
sounded in his voice, and Mador said shrewdly: "You don't like it
either, do you? You've heard the stories, too? Well, if they are
having a council over the King's letter, let us join it! What
objection can there be to that?" Mordred shouted: "Stop, you fools! I tell you, I was
there! This is true! Are you all mad? Think of the King! Whatever
we find - " "Aye, whatever we find," said Agravain thickly. "If
it is a council, then we join it as loyal King's men-" "And if it's a tryst for lusty lovers," put in
Gaheris, "then we can serve the King in other ways." "You'd not dare touch her!" Mordred, sharp with
fear, pushed his way through the crowd and gripped Gaheris's
arm. "Her? Not this time." Gaheris, drunk, but perfectly
steady, laughed through ghost-haunted eves. "But Bedwyr, ah, if
Bedwyr's there I think he is, what will the King do but thank us
for this night's work?" Bors was shouting, and being shouted down. Mordred,
still holding Gaheris's arm, was talking swiftly, reasonably,
trying to contain the mood of the crowd. But they had drunk too
much, they were ripe for action, and they hated Bedwyr. There was
no stopping them now. Still clutching Gaheris's sleeve, Mordred
found himself being swept along with them -there were a dozen of
them now, Bors hustled along with them, and even Gareth,
white-faced, bringing up the rear-through the shadowed arcades that
edged the garden court, and in through the doorway that gave on the
Queen's private stair. The servant there, sleepy but alert enough,
came upright from the wall with his lips parting for a challenge.
Then he saw Mordred, and in the moment of hesitation that this gave
him, he was silenced with a blow from the butt of Colles's
dagger. The act of violence was like the twang that looses
the taut bowstring. With shouts the young men surged through the
door and up the stairway to the Queen's private chambers. Colles,
leading, hammered on the wood with his sword hilt, shouting: "Open!
Open! In the King's name!" Locked in the press on the stairway, struggling to
get through, Mordred heard from within the room a woman's cry of
alarm. Then other voices, shrill and urgent, drowned bv the renewed
shouting from the stairway. "Open this door! There's treachery! Treachery to
the King!" Then suddenly, so quickly that it was obvious it had not
been locked, the door opened wide. A girl was holding it. The room was lighted only by
the night-lamps. Three or four women were there, their voluminous
wraps indicating that they had been in their night robes and had
been roused hastily from their beds. One of them, an elderly lady
with grey hair loose about her face as if she had recently been
startled from sleep, ran to the door of the inner room where the
Queen slept, and turned to bar the way. "What is this? What has happened? Colles, this
unseemly -And you, Prince Agravain? If it's the lord Bedwyr that
you want to see -" "Stand aside, Mother," said someone breathlessly,
and the woman was thrust to one side as Colles and Agravain,
shouting, "Treachery, treachery to the King!" hurled themselves,
with swords out and ready, at the Queen's door. Through the tumult, the hammering, the women's now
frightened screaming, Mordred heard Gareth's breathless voice: "Linet? Don't be afraid. Bors has gone for the
guard. Stand over there, and keep back. Nothing will happen -" Then, between one hammer-blow and the next, the
Queen's door opened suddenly, and Bedwyr was standing there. The Queen's bedchamber was well lighted, by a
swinging silver lamp shaped like a dragon. To the attackers, taken
by surprise, everything in the room was visible in one swift
impression. The great bed stood against the far wall. The covers
were tumbled, but then the Queen had already been abed when the
letter - if there had been a letter had come. She, like her women,
was wrapped from throat to feet in a warm loose robe of white wool,
girdled with blue. Her slippers were of white ermine fur. The
golden hair was braided with blue, and hung forward over her
shoulders. She looked like a girl. She also looked very frightened.
She had half risen from the cross-stool where she had been sitting,
and was holding the hands of the scared waiting-woman who crouched
on a tuffet at her feet. Bedwyr, holding the door, was dressed as Mordred had
seen him a short time ago, but with neither sword nor dagger. Fully
dressed as he was, facing the swords at the chamber door, he was,
in the parlance of the fighting man, naked. And, with the lightning
action of a fighting man, he moved. As Colles, still in the van,
lunged towards him with his sword, Bedwyr, sweeping the blade aside
with a swirl of his heavy cloak, struck his attacker in the throat.
As the man staggered back, Bedwyr wrenched the sword out of his
grip, and ran him through. "Lecher! Murderer!" yelled Agravain. His voice was
still thick with drink, or passion, but his sword was steady.
Mordred, shouting something, caught at him, but Agravain struck the
hand aside and jumped, murderous blade shortened, straight for
Bedwyr. Colles's body blocked half the doorway, and for a moment
Agravain was alone, facing Bedwyr's sword. In that moment, Bedwyr,
veteran of a thousand combats, struck Agravain's flashing blade
almost idly aside and ran his attacker through the heart. Even this killing did not give the attacking mob
pause. Mador, hard on Agravain's heels, got half in under Bedwyr's
guard before he could withdraw his blade. Gareth, his young voice
cracking with distress, was shouting: "He was drunk! For God's sake
-" And then, shrilly, in agonized panic: "Gaheris, no!" For Gaheris, murderer of women, had leaped straight
over Agravain's fallen body, past the whirling swords where Bedwyr
fought, and was advancing, sword levelled, on the Queen. She had not moved. The whole melee had lasted only
seconds. She stood frozen, her terrified woman crouched at her
knees, her eyes on the deadly flash of metal round Bedwyr. If she
was aware of Gaheris and his threat she gave no sign. She did not
even raise a hand to ward off the blade. "Whore!" shouted Gaheris, and thrust at her. His blade was struck up. Mordred was hard behind
him. Gaheris turned, cursing. Mordred's sword ran up Gaheris's
blade and the hilts locked. Body to body the two men swayed,
fighting. Gaheris, pressed back, lurched against the Queen's stool,
and sent it flying. The waiting-woman screamed, and the Queen, with
a cry, moved at last, backing away towards the wall. Gaheris,
swearing, lashed out with his dagger. Mordred snatched out his with
his left hand and brought the hilt down as hard as he could on his
half-brother's temple. Gaheris dropped like a stone. Mordred
turned, gasping, to the Queen, and found himself facing Bedwyr's
blade, and Bedwyr's murderous eyes. Bedwyr, hotly engaged, had seen, through the haze of
blood dripping from a shallow cut on his forehead, the sudden
thrust towards the Queen, and the struggle near her chair. He
started to cut his way towards her with a fury and desperation that
gave him barely time for thought. Gareth, exposed by Agravain's
fall, and still reiterating wildly, "He was drunk!" was cut down
and died in his blood almost at the Queen's feet. Then the deadly
sword, red to the hilt, engaged Mordred's, and Mordred, with no
time for words or for retreat, was fighting for his life. Dimly he was aware of fresh hubbub. One of the
women, regardless of danger, had run into the room, and was on her
knees by Gareth's body, wailing his name over and over again. A
screaming was audible along the corridor where others had run for
help. Bedwyr, as he cut and thrust, shouted out some sort of
command, and Mordred knew then that the guard had been called, and
was there. Gaheris heaved on the floor, trying to rise. His hand slipped in Gareth's blood. Mador
had been seized by the guard and dragged away, shouting. The
others, some still resisting, were one by one overpowered, and
hustled away. The Queen was calling something, but through the
uproar she could not be heard. Mordred was conscious mainly of two things, Bedwyr's
eyes of cold fury, and the knowledge that, even through that fury,
the King's marshal was deliberately refraining from killing or
maiming the King's son. A chance came, was ignored; another came
and was turned; Bedwyr's sword ran in over Mordred's blade, and he
took the younger man neatly through the upper part of his sword
arm. As Mordred staggered back, Bedwyr, following him, struck him
with his dagger's hilt, a heavy blow on the temple. Mordred fell. He fell across Gareth's outstretched
arm, and the girl's tears, as she wept for her lover, fell on his
face. There was no pain yet, only dimness, and the sense of the
turmoil coming and going like the waves of the sea. The fighting
was over. His head was within a foot of Guinevere's hem. He was
dimly conscious of Bedwyr stepping over his body to take the
Queen's hands. He heard him speak, low and urgently: "They did not
come to you? Is all well?" And her shaken reply, in that soft voice
filled with distress and fear: "You're hurt? Oh, my dear - " And
his swift: "No. A cut only. It's over. I must leave you vvith your
ladies. Calm yourself, madam, it is over." Gaheris, back on his
feet, but bleeding from a deep cut on the arm, was being dragged
away, dazed and unresisting, by the guards. Bors was there, with a
face of tragedy, speaking urgently, but the words came and went,
like the surge of the sea waves, with the beat of Mordred's pulse.
The pain was beginning now. One of the guards said, "Lady -" and
tried to lift Linet from Gareth's body. Then the Queen was there,
near, kneeling beside Mordred. He could smell her scent, feel the
soft wool of the white robe. His blood smeared the wool, but she
took no notice. He tried to say, "Lady," but no sound came. In any case she was not concerned with him. Her arms
were round Linet, her voice speaking comfort shot with grief. At
length the girl let herself be raised and led aside, and the guards
took up Gareth's body to carry it away. Just before he lost
consciousness Mordred saw, beside him on the floor, a crumpled
paper that had fallen from the Queen's robe as she knelt beside
him. He saw the writing, elegant and regular, the hand of
an expert scribe. And at the foot of the message, a seal. He knew
that seal. It was Arthur's. The story of the letter had, after all, been the
truth. Chapter 12 Mordred, waking from the first deep swoon, swam up
into consciousness to find himself in his own house, with his
mistress beside the bed, and Gaheris bending over him. His head ached fiercely, and he was very weak. His
wound had been hurriedly cleaned and bandaged, but blood still
oozed, and the whole arm and side seemed to be one throb of pain.
He could remember nothing of how he had come here. He did not know
that, as he was carried from the Queen's bedchamber, Bedwyr had
shouted to the guards to see him safe and to tend his hurts.
Bedwyr, indeed, was thinking only of keeping the King's son safely
until the King himself should arrive, but the guards, who had not
seen the fight, assumed in the haste and chaos that Mordred had
been there to help the regent, so bore him straight to his own
house and the care of his mistress. Here Gaheris (having contrived,
by feigning to be worse hurt than he was, to elude the guards) had
fled under cover of that same chaos, with only one thought in his
mind, to get out of Camelot before Arthur's arrival, and to use
Mordred to that end. For Arthur was on his way home, far sooner than he
had been looked for. The fateful letter, hurriedly dispatched by a
king already on the road, was to warn Guinevere of his imminent
arrival, and to ask her to tell Bedwyr immediately. Word had gone
round already among the guards; Gaheris had heard them talking. The
courier's delay would mean that the King must be only a few short
hours behind him. So Gaheris leaned urgently over the man in the bed.
"Come, brother, before they remember you! The guards brought you
here in error. They will soon know that you were with us, and then
they will come back. Quickly now! We've got to go. Come with me,
and I'll see you safe." Mordred blinked up at him, vaguely. His face was
drained of blood, and his eyes looked unfocused. Gaheris seized a
flask of cordial and splashed some of it into a cup. "Drink this.
Hurry, man. My servant's here with me. We'll manage you between
us." The cordial stung Mordred's lips. Some of the
painful fog lifted, and memory came back.... It was good of Gaheris, he thought hazily. Good of
Gaheris. He had hit Gaheris, and Gaheris had fallen. Then Bedwyr
had tried to kill him, Mordred, and the Queen had said no word. Not
then, and apparently not since, if the guards were coming back to
take him as one of the traitors. . . . The Queen. She wanted him to
die, even though he had saved her life. And he knew why. The reason
came to him, through the swimming clouds, like clear and cold
logic. She knew of Merlin's prophecy, and so she wanted him
to die. Bedwyr, too. So they would lie, and no one would know that
he had tried to stop the traitors, had in fact saved her from
Gaheris, murderer of women. When the King came, he, Mordred,
Arthur's son, would be branded traitor in the sight of all
men.... "Hurry," said Gaheris, with urgency. No guards came. After all, it was easy. With his
half-brother's arm round him and his mistress at his other side he
walked, no, floated out into the dark street where, tense and
silent, Gaheris's servant waited with the horses. Somehow they got
Mordred to the saddle, somehow held him between them, then they
were out of the town and riding down the road to the King's
Gate. Here they were challenged. Gaheris, pulling back
slightly, with his face muffled against the cold, said nothing. The
servant, forward, with Mordred, spoke impatiently. "It's Prince Mordred. He's hurt, as you know. We've
to take him to Applegarth. Make haste." The guards knew the story, which had gone round with
the dawn wind. The gates were opened, the riders were through, and
free. Gaheris said exultantly: "We did it! We're out! Now let us
lose this burden as soon as we may!" Mordred remembered nothing of the ride. He had a
vague recollection of falling, of being caught and pulled across
onto the servant's horse, while the dreadful jolting ride went on.
He felt the warmth of blood breaking through the bandages, then
after what seemed an age the welcome stillness as the horses were
pulled up. Rain drove down on his face. It was cool and
refreshing. The rest of his body, closely wrapped as it was, was
clothed in hot water. He was floating again. Sounds came and went
in beats, like the pulse of the blood that was seeping from the
wound. Someone -it was Gaheris - was saying: "This will do. Don't be afraid, man. The brothers
will care for him. Yes, the horse, too. Tie it there. Now leave
him." He laid his cheek on wet stone. His whole body
burned and throbbed. It was strange how, when the horses had
stopped, the hoofbeats still thudded through his veins. The servant reached across him and tugged at a
rope. Somewhere in the distance a bell jangled. Before the sound
had died away the horses were gone. There was no sound in the world
but the rain driving steadily down on the stone step where they had
left him. *** ARTHUR, ARRIVING ALMOST ON THE HEELS OF THE COURIER,
RODE next morning into a city still buzzing like a stirred hive.
His regent was sent for before the King had even taken off the dirt
of the journey. When Bedwyr was announced, Arthur was sitting behind
the table in his business room, his man at his feet pulling off the
scuffed and muddy riding boots. The servant, without a glance at
either man, took the boots and withdrew. Ulfin had been Arthur's
man throughout his whole reign. He had heard rather more gossip
than the next man, and had said a good deal less about it than
anyone. But even he, the silent and the trusted, went out with
relief. Some things were better not said, or even known. The same thought was in both men's minds. In
Arthur's eyes might even be read the plea to his friend: Do not
force me into asking questions. Let us in some way, in any way, get
past this ambush and back into the open rides of trust. 'More than
friendship, more than love, depends on this silence. My kingdom
would even now seem to hang on it. It would doubtless have surprised the Orkney
princes, and some of their faction, if they could have heard his
first words. But both King and regent knew that, if the first and
greatest trouble could not be spoken of, the second would have to
be dealt with soon: Gawain of Orkney. The King shoved his feet into his furred slippers,
swung round in the great chair, and said with furious exasperation:
"By all the gods below, did you have to kill them?" Bedwyr's gesture had the quality of despair. "What was I to do? Colles I could not avoid killing.
I was naked, and he was on me with his sword. I had to take it. I
had neither time nor choice, if he was not to kill me. For Gareth I
am sincerely sorry. I am to blame. I cannot think that he was there
in treachery, but only because he was among the pack when the cry
went up, and he may have been anxious for Linet. I confess I hardly
saw him in the press. I did cross swords with Gaheris, but only for
a moment. i think he took a cut -no more than a scratch -from me,
but then he vanished. And after Agravain fell, all my thought was
for the Queen. Gaheris had been loudest of all throughout, and he
was still shouting insults at her. I remembered how he had dealt
with his own mother." He hesitated. "That part was nightmare-like.
The swords, the yelled insults, the pack near the Queen, and she,
poor lady, struck dumb and shocked all in the few seconds it had
taken from peace to bloody war. Have you seen her yet, Arthur? How
does she do?" "I am told she is well, but still shaken. She was
with Linet when I sent to inquire. I shall go to her as soon as
I've cleaned up. Now tell me the rest of it. What of Mordred? They
tell me he was hurt, and that he has gone - fled with Gaheris. This
is something that I fail to understand. He was only with the Young
Celts at my request - in fact, he came to me shortly before I left
Camelot, to give me some word of warning about what they might be
planning to do . . . You could not have known that. It was my
fault; perhaps I should have told you, but there were aspects of it
. . . " He left it at that, and Bedwyr merely nodded: this was the
debatable ground that each man could tread without a word spoken.
Arthur frowned down, then raised troubled eyes to the other man's.
"You cannot be blamed for turning your sword on him; how could you
guess? But the Queen? He is devoted to her -we used to call it
boy's love, and smile at it, and so did she - so why on earth
should he have tried to harm the Queen?" "It is not certain that he did. I'm not sure what
happened there. When I crossed swords with Mordred, the affair was
almost over. I had the Queen safe at my back, and by that time the
guards were there. I would have disarmed him and then spoken with
him, or else waited for your coming, but he is too good a fighter.
I had to wound him, to get the sword from his hand." "Well," said Arthur heavily, "he is gone. But why?
And especially, why with Gaheris, unless indeed Mordred is still
spying for me? You know where they will have gone, of course." "To Gawain?" "Exactly. And what," said Arthur, his voice warming
into a kind of desperation, "are we going to do about Gawain?"
Bedwyr said, grim-mouthed: "Let me take what comes." "And kill him. If you do not, he will kill you. You
must know that. And I will not have it either way. Troublesome
though he is, I need Gawain." "I am in your hands. You'll send me away, I suppose.
You can hardly send Gawain, I see that. So, when, and where"' "As for when, not immediately." Arthur hesitated,
then looked straight at the other man. "I must first of all give
some public evidence of trust in you." As if without thinking, his hand had strayed across
the surface of the table. This was of veined green marble, edged
with wrought gold. The King, on coming in, had flung his gloves
down there, and Ulfin, in his haste to be gone, had left them. Now
Arthur picked one of them up, and ran it through his fingers. It
was a glove of softest calf-skin, worked as supple as velvet, its
cuff embroidered with silken threads in rainbow colours, and with
small river-pearls. The Queen herself had done the work, not
letting her women set even one of the stitches. The pearls had come
from the rivers of her native land. Bedwyr met the King's eyes. His own, the dark
poet's eyes, were profoundly unhappy. The King's were as somber,
but held kindness. "As for where, will your cousin make you welcome in
your family's castle in Brittany? I should like you to be there. Go
first, if you will, to King Hoel at Kerrec. I think he will be glad
to know that you are so near. These are anxious times for him, and
he is old, and ailing a little lately. But we'll talk about this
before you go. Now I must see the Queen." From Guinevere, to his great relief, Arthur learned
the truth. Far from attacking her, Mordred had prevented Gaheris
from getting to her with his sword. He had, indeed, struck Gaheris
down, before himself being attacked by Bedwyr. His subsequent
flight, then, must have been through fear of being identified (as
Bedwyr had apparently identified him) with the disloyal faction of
Young Celts. This was puzzling enough, since Bors, as well as the
Queen, could obviously swear to his loyalty, but the greater puzzle
lay behind: why should he have fled with, of all men, Gaheris? To
this Mordred's mistress, on being questioned, provided the first
clue. Gaheris, himself bleeding and obviously distraught, had
managed to convince her of her lover's danger; how easy, then, it
had been for him to persuade the half-conscious and weakened prince
that his only hope lay in flight. She had added her own pleas to
Gaheris's urging, had helped them to the horses, and seen them
go. The gate guards finished the tale, and the truth was
plain. Gaheris had taken the wounded man as his own shield and pass
to freedom. Arthur, now seriously concerned for his son's health
and safety, sent the royal couriers out immediately to find Mordred
and bring him home. When it was reported that neither Mordred nor
Gaheris had been to Gawain, the King ordered a countrywide search
for his son. Gaheris they had orders to secure. He would be held
until the King had spoken vvith Gawain, who was already on his way
to Camelot. Gareth, alone of the dead, lay in the royal chapel.
After his burial Linet would take her grief back to her father's
house. The affair was over, but about Camelot hung still a murmur
of disaster, as if the bright gold of its towers, the vivid scarlet
and green and blue of its flags, was smeared over with the grey of
a coming sadness. The Queen wore mourning; it was for Gareth, and
for the other deaths and spilled blood of what was noised abroad as
a mistaken loyalty; but there were those who said that it was
mourning for the departure of her lover into Brittany. But they
whispered it more softly than before, and as often as not the
rumour was hotly denied. There had been smoke, and fire, but now
the fire was out, and the smoke was gone. It was to be seen that the Queen kissed the
departing marshal on both checks; then, after her, the King did the
same. And Bedwyr, apparently unmoved after the Queen's embrace, had
tears in his eyes as he turned from the King. The court saw him off, then turned with
anticipation to greet Gawain. *** THE DOORSTEP WHERE MORDRED HAD BEEN ABANDONED
BELONGED not to one of the King's protected foundations, but to a
small community living remote from any town or road, and vowed to
silence and poverty. The track that led through their little valley
was used only by shepherds, or strayed travellers looking for a
short cut, or, as in Gaheris's case, by fugitives. No messenger
came there, no news, even, of the recent stirring scenes enacted in
Arthur's capital. The good brothers nursed Mordred with dutifully
Christian care, and even with some skill, for one of their number
was a herbalist. They had no way of guessing who the stranger was
who had been left on their doorstep during the storm. He was well
dressed, but carried neither weapon nor money. Some traveller, no
doubt, who had been robbed, and who owed his life to the fear -
even perhaps the piety -of the thieves. So the brothers nursed the
stranger, fed him from their plain rations, and were thankful when,
the fever gone, he insisted on leaving their roof. His horse was
there, an undistinguished beast. They packed a saddlebag for him of
black bread, wine in a leather flask, and a handful of raisins, and
sent him on his way with a blessing and, it must be admitted, a
private Te Deum afterwards, There had been something about the grim
and silent man that had frightened them, and the brother who had
watched his sleep had told them with fear of words spoken in grief
and dread where the names of the High King and his Queen recurred.
Nothing more could be understood: Mordred, deep in fever, had raved
in the language of his childhood, where Sula and Guinevere and
Queen Morgause came and went in the hot shadows, and all looks were
alien, all words hurtful. *** THE WOUND WAS HEALED, BUT SOME RESIDUE OF WEAKNESS
remained. He rode barely eight miles on the first day, thankful for
the plodding steadiness of the beast he bestrode. By instinct he
went northward. That night he spent in a deserted woodcutter's hut
deep in the forest; he had no money for an inn, nor had the
brothers been able to spare him any. He would have to live, as they
did (he thought hazily, as he huddled for warmth in his cloak and
waited for sleep), on charity. Or else on work. The thought, strange for so many years, aroused him
to a sort of bitter amusement. Work? A knight's work was fighting.
A weaponless man on a poor horse would be taken on only by the
pettiest and poorest of rulers. And any ruler would ask questions.
So, what work? Out of the advancing clouds of sleep the answer
came, with amusement still gone awry, but with something about it
of an old longing. Sail. Fish. Dig peats. Grow a thin crop of grain
and harvest it. An owl sweeping low over the woodcutter's thatch
gave its high, tearing cry. Half asleep, and already in vision on
the edge of the northern sea, Mordred heard it as the cry of a
gull, and it seemed like part of a decision already made. He would
go home. He had been hidden there once before. He would hide there
again. And even if they came looking for him amongst the islands,
they would be hard put to it to find him. It did not occur to him
to do anything but hide, so fixed in his poisoned delirium had
Gaheris's lies and his own delusions become. He turned over and slept, with cold air on his face
and the cry of the gull still in his dream. Next day he turned
westward. Two successive nights he spent in the open, avoiding the
monastery houses where he might have heard of Arthur's search for
him. The third was passed in a peasant's hut, where he shared the
last of the brothers' hard bread and wine, and chopped firewood for
his lodging-fee. On the fourth day he reached the sea. He sold the
horse, and with the money paid his passage northward on a small and
barely seaworthy trader which was the last to leave port for the
islands before winter closed the way. *** MEANWHILE GAWAIN CAME BACK TO CAMELOT. ARTHUR SENT
BORS to meet him, to give him a full account of the tragedy; and
also to temper as far as he might Gawain's grief over Gareth and
Agravain and his anger with their killer. Bors did his best, but
all his talk, his assertion of the Queen's innocence, his tale of
Agravain's drunkenness and habitual (in these days) violence, of
Gaheris's murderous intentions, of the attack on the unarmed
Bedwyr, and the half-lit chaos of the fighting in the Queen's
bedchamber . . . say what he might, nothing moved Gawain. Gareth's
undeserved death was all he spoke of, and, Bors began to think, all
he slept, ate and dreamed with. "I'll meet him, and when I do, I shall kill him" was
all he would say "He's been sent away from court. The King has
banished him. Not for anything that stains the Queen, but -" "To keep him out of my reach. Yes. Well," said
Gawain stonily, "I can wait." "If you do kill Bedwyr," said Bors, desperately,
"be sure Arthur will kill you." The hot, blood-veined Orkney eyes turned to him.
"So?" Then the eyes turned away. Gawain's head went up. They were
just in sight of the golden towers, and the sound of a bell tolling
slowly came floating, echoing from the water that edged the
roadvvay. They would be there for Gareth's burial. Bors saw the tears on Gawain's cheeks, and, drawing
his horse back, said no more. *** WHAT PASSED BETWEEN GAWAIN AND HIS UNCLE THE HIGH
KING no one else ever knew. They were closeted together in the
King's private rooms for the best part of a day, from the moment
the funeral was over, right into the night and towards the next
morning. Afterwards, without a word to any man, Gawain went to his
rooms and slept for sixteen hours, then rose, armed himself, and
rode to the practice field. That evening he ate at a tavern in the
city, and stayed through the night with a girl there, reappearing
next day in the field. For eight days and nights he did this, talking with
no one except as business required. On the ninth day he left
Camelot, escorted, and rode the few miles to Ynys Witrin, where the
King's ship, the latest Sea Dragon, lay. She set her golden sail, raised her crimson dragon
to the autumn winds, and weighed anchor promptly for the north. It was Arthur's bid for two things: to get a
trouble-maker as far out of the way as possible, and into the
cooling winds of distance and time; and to give Gawain's hurt and
angry spirit some work to do. He had done the obvious thing, the one thing Mordred
had not even thought of. Gawain, King of the Orkneys, had gone back
to take up the rule of his islands. Book Three The Wicked Day Chapter 1 Winter passed, and March came in with its roaring
winds and spasmodic storms, then softened towards the sweetness of
an early spring. Sea-pinks covered the cliffs with rose, white
flowers danced along the arched bramble boughs, red campion and
wild hyacinth shone in the grass. Nesting birds called over the
lochs, and the moors echoed to the curlew's bubbling note. On every
skerry, and every grassy bank near the water, swans had built their
weedy castles, and on each one slept a great white bird, head under
wing, while the watchful mate cruised nearby, head up and wings set
like sails. The water's surface echoed with the screaming of the
oystercatchers and the gulls, and the upper sky quivered with
lark-song. A man and a boy were working on the stretch of
moorland heather that covers the rolling center of Orkney's main
island. At this time of year the heather was dark and dead-looking,
but along the edges of the trodden roadway, and by every bank,
crowded the pale, scented primroses. At the foot of the rolling
moorland lay a thin strip of grazing, golden with dandelions.
Beyond this a great loch stretched, and beyond that again, another,
lying almost parallel, the two great waters separated at their
southern extremities only by a narrow causeway and a strip of land
well trodden by hoofs and feet, for this was a holy place in the
islands. Here stood the great circles of stone, brooding,
enigmatic, huge, and to be feared even by those who knew nothing of
their purpose or their building. It was well known that no horse
could be made to cross the causeway between dusk and dawning, and
no deer had ever been seen to feed there. Only the goats, unchancy
creatures alwas, would graze between the stones, keeping the grass
smooth and short for the ceremonies still practiced there at the
right seasons. The two workers were busy on a level piece of
moorland not far above these lochs with their guarded causeway. The
man was tall, lean, hard, and though dressed as a peasant he did
not move like one; his were the swift economical movements of a
trained body. His face, young still, but engraved with bitter
lines, was restless, in spite of the country tasks and the tranquil
day. Beside him the boy, dark-eyed like his father, helped him peg
together a board for one of the hives that would be carried to the
moor when the heather bloomed, and set on the neat row of platforms
that awaited them. To them, with no warning but the soft pace of hoofs
in the heather, and a shadow falling across the man's
preoccupation, came Orkney's king, Gawain. The man looked up. Gawain, starting a casual
greeting, checked his horse sharply and stared. "Mordred!" Mordred let fall the mallet he had been using, and
got slowly to his feet as a group of riders, a dozen or so with
footmen and hounds, followed the king over the brow of the hill.
The boy stopped his task and straightened to stare,
open-mouthed. Mordred laid a reassuring hand on his son's
shoulder. "Why, Gawain! Greetings." "You?" said Gawain. "Here? Since when? And who is
this?" His look measured the boy. "No, I don't need to ask that!
He's more like Arthur -" He checked himself. Mordred said dryly: "Don't trouble. He speaks only
the island tonjue." "By the gods," said Gawain, diverted in spite of
himself, "if you got that one before you left here you must have
been up earlier than any of us!" The other riders had come up with them. Gawain, with
a gesture, sent them back to wait out of earshot. He slipped from
the saddle, and a groom ran forward to lead his horse aside. Gawain
seated himself on one of the wooden platforms. Mordred, after a
moment's hesitation, sat down on another. The boy, at a gesture
from his father, began to gather up the tools they had been using.
He did it slowly, stealing glances all the while at the king and
his followers. "Now," said Gawain, "tell me. How and why, all of
it. The tale went out that you were dead, or you'd have been
discovered long since, but I never believed that, somehow. What
happened?" "Do you need to ask? Gaheris must have told you. I
assumed he was riding to join you." "You didn't know? But I'm a fool, how could you?
Gaheris is dead." "Dead? How? Did the King catch up with him? I'd
hardly have thought, even so -" "Nothing to do with the King. Gaheris was wounded
that night, nothing much, but he neglected it, and it went bad. If
he had come to me - but he didn't. He must have known how little
welcome he would be. He went north to his leman, and by the time
they got to him there, there was no help for him. Another," said
Gawain bitterly, "to Bedwyr's account." Mordred was silent. He himself could mourn none of
them but Gareth, but to Gawain, the only survivor now of that busy
and close Orkney clan, the loss was heavy. He said as much, and for
a while they spoke of the past, memories made more vivid by the
familiar landscape stretching around them. Then Mordred, choosing
his words, began to feel his way. "You spoke of Bedwyr with bitterness. I understand
this, believe me, but Bedwyr was hardly to blame for Gaheris's own
folly. Or, in fact, for anything that happened that night. I don't
plan to hold him accountable even for this." He touched his
shoulder, briefly. "You must see that, Gawain, now that you have
had time to come to terms with your grief. Agravain was the leader
that night, and Gaheris with him. They were determined to destroy
Bedwvr, even if it meant destroying the Queen as well. Nothing
anyone could say - " "I know. I knew them. Agravain was a fool, and
Gaheris a mad fool, and still carrying the blood-guilt for a worse
crime than any done that night. But I was not thinking of them. I
was thinking of Gareth. He deserved better of life than to be
murdered by a man he trusted, a man whom he had served." "For the gods' sake, that was no murder!" Mordred
spoke explosively, and his son looked up quickly, alarmed. Mordred
spoke quietly in the local tongue. "Take the tools back to the
house. We'll do no more work here today. Tell your mother I'll come
down before long. Don't worry, all is well." The boy ran off. The two men watched, not speaking,
while the slight figure dwindled downhill in the distance. There
was a cottage set in a hollow near the loch-side, its thatch barely
visible against the heather. The boy vanished through the low
doorwav. Mordred turned back to Gawain. He spoke earnestly.
"Gawain, don't think I have not grieved for Gareth as much as any
man could. But believe me, his death was an accident, as far as a
killing in hot blood in a crazy melee can be an accident. And
Gareth was armed. Bedwyr was not when he was attacked. I doubt if
for the first minutes he even knew who was at the edge of his
blade." "Ah, yes." The bitterness was still in Gawain's
voice. "Everyone knows you were on his side." Mordred's head went up. He spoke incredulously. "You
know what?" "Well, even if you weren't for Bedwyr, at least it's
known you were against the attack. Which was sense, I suppose. Even
if they had been caught in bed together, twined naked, the King
would have punished the attackers even before he dealt with Bedwyr
and the Queen." "I don't understand you. And this is beside the
point. There never was any, question of adultery." Mordred spoke
with stiff anger, a royal rebuke that came incongruously from the
shabby workman-like peasant to the splendidly dressed king. "The
King had sent a letter to the Queen, which she wished to show
Bedwyr. I suppose it was to tell them he was on his way home. I saw
it there, in her chamber. And when we broke in they were both fully
clad - warmly wrapped, even -and her women were awake in the
anteroom. One of them was in the bedchamber with Bedwyr and the
Queen. Not an easy setting for adultery -" "Yes, yes." Gawain spoke impatiently. "I know all
this. I spoke with my uncle the High King." Some echo in the words,
in that place, brought memory back. His glance shifted. He said
quickly: "The King told me what had happened. It seems you tried to
stop the fool Agravain, and you did prevent Gaheris from harming
the Queen. If he had even touched her - " "Wait. This is what I don't understand. How do you
know this? Bedwyr could not have seen what happened, or he would
not have attacked me as he did. And I think Bors had already gone
for the guard. So how did the King hear the truth of the
matter?" "The Queen told him, of course." Mordred was silent. The air round him was filled
with the singing of the moorland birds, but what he heard was
silence, the haunted silence of those long dreaming nights. She had
seen. She knew. She had not hunted him away. He said slowly: "I begin to see. Gaheris told me the
guards were coming for me, and I must leave Camelot to save myself.
He would take me away to safety, he said, in spite of the risk to
himself. Even at the time, astray though I was in my wits, I
thought it strange. I had struck him down myself, to save the
Queen." "Gaheris, my dear Mordred, was saving no one's skin
but his own. Did it not occur to you to wonder why the guards let
him out of the gates, when they must have known of the affray?
Gaheris alone they would have stopped. But Prince Mordred, when
Bedwyr himself had given orders that he was to be cared for . . .
. "I barely remember anything about it. The ride is
like a bad dream. Part of a bad dream." "Then think of it now. That is what happened.
Gaheris got out, and away, and as soon as he could he left you, to
die or to recover, as God and the good brothers might
contrive." "You know of that, too," "Arthur found the monastery after a time, but you
had gone. He had riders out searching for you, the length and
breadth of the land. In the end they counted you lost, or dead." A
smile without mirth in it. "A grim jest of the gods, brother. It
was Gaheris who died, and you who were mourned. You would have been
flattered. When the next Council was held -" Mordred did not hear the rest. He got suddenly to
his feet, and took a few paces away. The sun was setting, and
westward the water of the great loch shimmered and shone. Beyond
it, between it and the blare of the sunset, loomed the hills of the
Iligh Island. He drew a long breath. It was like a slow coming
alive again. Once, long ago, a boy had stood like this, on the
shore not far from here, with his heart reaching out across the
hills and the water to the remote and coloured kingdoms. Now a man
stood gazing the same way, seeing the same visions, with the hard
bitterness breaking in his brain. He had not been hunted. He had
not been traduced. His name was still bright silver. His father
sought for him in peace. And the Queen ... Gawain said: "A courier will be here within the
sennight. You'll let me send a message?" "No need. I'll go myself." Gawain, regarding his lighted face, nodded. "And
those?" A gesture towards the distant cottage. "Will stay here. The boy will soon be able to take
my place and do the man's work." "Your wife, is she?" "So she calls herself. There was some local rite,
cakes and a fire. It pleased her." He turned the subject. "Tell me.
Gawain, how long will you he here?? "I don't know. The courier may bring news." "Do you expect to be summoned back again? I hardly
need to ask," said Mordred bluntly, "why you are here in tile
islands. If vou do go back, what then of Bedwyr?" Gawain's face hardened, setting in the familiar
obstinate cast. "Bedwyr will tread warily. And so, I suppose, will
I." His gaze went past Mordred. A woman had come out of the distant
cottage, and, with the boy beside her, stood gazing towards them.
The breeze moulded her gown against her, and her long hair blew
free in a flurry of gold. "Yes, well, I see," said Gawain. "What is the boy's
name?" "Medraut." "Grandson to the High King," said Gawain, musing.
"Does he know?" "No," said Moordred sharply. "Nor will he. He does
not even know he is mine. She was wedded after I left the islands,
and she bore three other children before her man was drowned. He
was a fisherman. I knew him when we were boys. Her parents live
still, and help her care for the children. They made me welcome,
and were glad to get us handfasted after so long, but I could see
they never expected me to stay for long, and she, certainly, has
said she will never leave the islands. I have promised to see them
all provided for. To the children to all four of them -I am their
stepfather. Some day Medraut may get to know that he is the bastard
of 'King Lot's bastard,' but that is all, until perhaps one day I
send for him. And saving your presence, brother, there are a few of
those around. What need to whet ambition further?" "What indeed?" Gawain grot to his feet. "Well, will
you stay with them, or come with me now to await the ship, The
palace will give you more comfort than your hiding-place." "Give me a day or so to make my peace, and I'll
come." Mordred laughed suddenly. "It will be interesting to see how
its luxury strikes me this time, after these months back at my old
tasks' I haven't lost the taste for fishing, but I confess I was
not looking forward to digging the peats!" *** TtIE KINGS RELIEF AND PLEASURE, AND THE QUEENS
OBVIOUS happiness at seeing him again, were, to Mordred, like the
breaking of summer after a long winter of near-starvation. Not much
was said about the events of that grim night; it was something that
neither Arthur nor the Queen wished to dwell on; instead they asked
for news of Mordred's months in exile, and soon, as he told of his
attempts to get back into the hardworking rhythms of his childhood,
they all three lost the memories of the "dreadful night" in
laughter. They spoke then of Gawain, and Mordred handed his
halfbrother's letter to the King. Arthur read it, then looked up.
"You know what's in this?" "The main of it, yes, sir. He said he would petition
you to let him come south -again." Arthur nodded. His next remark answered the question
Mordred had not asked. "Bedwyr is still in Brittany, at his castle
of Benoic, north of the great forest that they call Perilous.
Indeed, to our loss, he looks to be settled there. He married
during the winter." Mordred, back in the stronghold of courtiers,
betrayed no surprise except with a slight lift of the brows. Before
he could speak. Guinevere, rising, brought both men to their feet.
Her face was pale, and for the first time Mordred saw, in its
lively beauty, the signs of strain and sleeplessness. Her mouth had
lost some of its gentle fullness, as if it had been set over too
many silences. "I will go now, by your leave, my lords. You will
have much still to say to one another, after so long." Her hand
went out again to Mordred. "Come soon to talk with me again. I long
to hear more of your strange islands. Meanwhile be welcome here,
back in your home." Arthur waited until the door shut behind her. He was
silent for a space, and his look was heavy and brooding. Mordred
wondered if he was thinking back to the events of that night, but
all he said was: "I tried to warn you, Mordred. But how could you
have read my warning? Or reading it, what could you have done, more
than you did? Well, it's done with. Again I thank you, and now let
us speak no more of it.... But we must needs discuss the result.
When you spoke with Gawain, what did he say of Bedwyr?" "That he would contain himself as best he could. If
tolerance of Bedwyr is the price for coming back into service with
the Companions, then I think he will pay it." "He says as much in this letter. Do you think he
will keep to this?" Mordred moved his shoulders in a shrug. "As far as
he can, I suppose. He is loyal to you, sir, be sure of that. But
you know his temper, and whether he can control it . . ." He
shrugged again. "Will you recall him?" "He is not banished. He is free to come, and if he
does so of his own will, all should be well cnough. Bedwyr is
settled in Brittany, and he has written to me that his wife goes
with child. So for all our sakes, and for my cousin Hoel's, too, it
is best that he stay there. There is trouble coming in Brittany,
Mordred, and Bedwyr's sword mav be needed there, along with
mine." "Already? You spoke of this before." "No. Not the matter that we discussed before. There
is a totally new situation. While you were away in your islands
there has been news from abroad, which will bring great changes
both in the eastern and western empires." He went on to explain. News had come of the death of
Theodoric, king of Rome and ruler of the western empire. He had
reigned for thirty years, and his death would bring changes as
great as they were sudden. Though a Goth, and therefore by
definition a barbarian. Theodoric, like many of his race, had
admired and respected Rome even as he fought to conquer her and
make a place for his own people in the kindly climate of Italy. He
had embraced what he saw to be best in Roman culture, and had
attempted to restore, or shore up, the structures of Roman law and
the Roman peace. Under him Goths and Romans continued to be
separate nations, bound by their own laws and answerable to their
own tribunals. The king, from his capital in Ravenna, ruled with
justice and even with gentleness, welding together a loyal
legislature both in Ravenna and Rome, where the ancient titles of
procurator, consul, legate, were still conferred and upheld. Theodoric was succeeded by his daughter, acting as
regent for her ten-year-old son, Athalaric. But it was not thought
that the boy had any chance of the succession. In Byzantium, too,
there had been a change. The ageing emperor Justin had abdicated in
favour of his nephew Justinian, and had placed upon his head the
diadem of the East. The new emperor Justinian, wealthy ambitious, and
served by brilliant commanders, was reputed to be eager to restore
the lost glories of the Roman Empire. It was rumoured that he had
already cast his eyes towards the land of the Vandals, on the
southern fringe of the Mediterranean; but it seemed likely that he
would first seek to extend his empire westward. The Franks of
Childebert and his brothers kept a watch always for any movement
from the cast, but now to the perennial threat of the Burgundians
and the Alemans might be added the larger menace of Rome. Behind
the barrier of Frankish Gaul, and dependent on her goodwill, lay
the tiny land of Brittany. Bordered on three sides by the sea, on the fourth
Brittany was defended only by land nominally Frankish, but in fact
half deserted, a dense forest peopled by wary tribesmen or folk
displaced by war, who huddled together in makeshift villages, and
with their half-savage leaders led an existence owing allegiance to
no man. Recently, King Hoel had written, there had been
disquieting reports from some of these forest enclaves to the
northcast of his capital. Reports had filtered in of raids,
robbery, violent attacks on householders, and, the most recent, a
horrifying case of wholesale slaughter where a farmstead had been
deliberately fired, and its inmates -eight people with some
half-dozen children -burned to death, and their goods and animals
stolen. Fear had spread in the forest, and it was being murmured
that the raiders were Franks. There was no confirmation of this,
but anger was rising, and Hoel feared blind reprisals and a casus
belli, at the very moment when friendship with his Frankish
neighbours was most necessary. "Hoel's own men could doubtless deal with it," said
Arthur, "but he suggests that my presence, with some of the
Companions, and a show of strength, might be an advantage, not just
in this, but in the graver matter that he writes of. But see for
yourself." He handed Hoel's letter to Mordred. The latter,
alone of the Orkney brothers, had, under the tuition of the priest
who had taught them the mainland speech, taken the trouble to learn
to read. Now he frowned his way slowly through the beautifully
penned Latin of Hoel's scribe. It seemed that King Hoel had recently received a
message sent, not by the new emperor, but by an officer purporting
to represent him. This was one Lucius Quintilianus, called Hiberus,
"the Spaniard," one of the recently styled consuls. Writing with a
truly imperial arrogance, and quoting Rome as if she still bristled
with eagles and legions, he had sent to Hoel demanding gold and a
levy of troops -far more than he could ever raise -to "help Rome
protect Brittany from the Burgundians." He did not state what the
penalty would be for refusal; he did not need to. "But the Franks?-King Childebert?" asked
Mordred. "Like his brothers, a mere shadow of their father.
Hoel believes they must have had the same demand, so it looks as if
Rome must have strength enough to enforce it. I Mordred, I am
afraid of this emperor. The Celtic lands have not weathered Rome's
desertion, and the threat of barbarian domination, to accept once
again the collar and chain of Rome, whatever 'protection' she
brings with her." The situation, Mordred reflected, was not without
its ironies. Arthur, blamed at home by the Young Celts for his
adherence to Roman forms of law and centralized government, was
nevertheless prepared to resist a possible attempt to bring Celtic
territories back within Rome's fold. "Under her yoke, rather!" said Arthur, in reply to
his son's wry comment. "The times are long past when, in return for
tribute, a king and his people were protected. Britain was taken by
force, and thereafter forced to pay tribute to Rome. In return she
enjoyed, after the settlement, a period of peace. Then Rome,
self-seeking as always, lifted her shield, and left her weakened
dependencies open to the barbarians. We in these islands, and our
cousins in their near-isle of Brittany, alone kept our nationhood
and remained stable. We have achieved our own peace. Rome cannot
expect now to reimpose debts we do not owe. We have as much right
to demand tribute from her for Roman territories which are now
British again!" Mordred said, startled: "Are you saying that this
new emperor - Justinian? -has demanded tribute of its?" "No. Not yet. But if he has asked it of Brittany,
then sooner or later he will ask it of me." "When do you go, sir?" "Preparations are already well forward. We go as
soon as we may. Yes, I said 'we.' I want you with me." "But with Bedwyr away in Brittany -or will vou
leave Duke Constantine in charge here?" Arthur shook his head. "No need. It should not be a
long visit. The immediate business is this trouble in the Perilous
Forest, and that should not take us long to clear up." He smiled.
"If we do see action there, you can call it re-training after your
holiday in the Orkney isles! If the other matter becomes serious,
then I shall send you home as my regent. Meanwhile I shall leave
the Council in charge, with the Queen, and send a sop to Duke
Constantine in the form of a letter charging him with the
guardianship of the west." "A sop;" "A comfort and a drug, maybe, for a violent and
ambitious gentleman." Arthur nodded at Mordred's quick lift of the
brows. "Yes. Too violent, I have long thought, for the country's
need. His father, Cador, to whom I promised the kingdoms in default
of an heir of my body, was of different metal. This man is as good
a fighter as his father, but I mislike some of the tales I have
heard about him. So I give him a little favour, and when I return
from Brittany, I will send for him here and come to an
understanding." They were interrupted then by an urgent message
relayed from the harbour on Ynys Witrin where the Sea Dragon lay.
She was equipped, provisioned, and ready to sail. So the King said
no more, and he and Mordred parted to make ready for the journey
into Brittany. Chapter 2 As so often happens, one trouble breeds another.
While Arthur and his Companions were still on the Narrovv Sea,
tragedy, this time real and immediate, struck at Brittany's royal
house. King Hoel's niece Elen, sixteen years old and a
beauty, set out one day from her father's home towards Hoel's
castle at Kerrec. The party never arrived. Her guards and servants
were attacked and killed, and the girl and one of her women, her
old nurse, Clemency, were carried off. The other woman in the
party; though unhurt, was too shocked to give a coherent account of
what had happened. The attack had taken place at dusk, almost
within sight of the place where the party had proposed to lodge for
the night, and she had not noticed what badge the attackers wore,
or indeed anything about them, except that their leader, he who had
dragged Elen up before him on his horse and spurred off into the
forest, had been "a giant of a man, with eyes like a wolf and a
shock of hair like a bear's pelt, and an arm like an oak tree." Hoel, not unnaturally discounting most of this,
jumped to the conclusion that the outrage was the work of the
ruffians who had been terrorizing the Forest. Whether they were
Bretons or Franks, his hand was forced. The women must be rescued,
and the attackers punished. Even King Childebert would not blame
the Breton king for avenging such an outrage. Arthur and his party
sailed into Kerrec's harbour to find the place in a turmoil, and
themselves just in time to lead the hastily mounted punitive
expedition into the Forest. Hoel's chief captain, a trusted
veteran, with a troop of Breton cavalry, accompanied Arthur and his
Companions. The party rode fast, and more or less in silence.
According to what information could be gathered from the princess's
surviving waiting-woman, the attack had taken place on a lonely
stretch of road just where the way left the Forest and bordered a
brackish lake. This was one of the shore lagoons, not quite an
inlet of the sea, but moved by the tides, and in spring and autumn
washed through by the sea itself. They reached the lake shore soon after dusk, and
halted short of the site of the abduction, to wait for daylight,
and for Bedwyr to join them. There had been no rain for several
days, so Arthur was hopeful that there would still be traces of the
struggle, and tracks to show which way the marauders had gone.
Hoel's messenger had gone ahead already to Benoic, and now, just as
orders were given for the night's halt, Bedwyr arrived out of the
dark with a troop of men at his back. Arthur greeted his friend with joy, and over supper
they fell at once to talk and planning for the next move. No shadow
of the past seemed to touch them; the only reference, and that
oblique, to the events that had banished Bedwyr to Less Britain was
when he greeted Mordred. This was after supper, when the latter was on his
way to the pickets to see that his horse had been properly cared
for. Bedwyr fell in beside him, apparently bent on the same
errand. "They tell me that you, too, have been sojourning in
the outer dark, Mordred. I am glad to see vou back with the King.
You are fully recovered now, I trust?" "Small thanks to you, yes," said Mordred, but
smiling. He added: "On second thoughts, all thanks to you. You
could have killed me, and we both know it." "Not quite so easy. The decisions were not all
mine, and I think we both know that, too. You're a bonny fighter,
Mordred. Some day perhaps we may meet again . . . and in rather
less earnest?" "Why not? Meantime I am told I am to wish you happy.
I gather you are lately wedded? Who is she?" "Her father is Pelles, a king in Neustria whose land
borders mine. Her name is Elen, too." The name jolted them back to the urgencies of the
moment. As they inspected their horses Mordred said: "You must know
the ground hereabouts?' "I know it well. It's barely a day's ride from my
family's castle of Benoic. We used to hunt here, and fish the lake.
Many's the time my cousins and I - " He broke off, straightening. "Look yonder, Mordred! What's that?" That was a point of light, red, flickering with
shadows. Another wavered below it. "It's a fire. On the shore, or near it. You can see
the reflection." "Not on the shore," said Bedwyr. "The shore is
farther away. There's an island there, though. We used to land and
make fire to cook the fish. It must be there." "No one lives there?" "No. There's nothing there. That side of the lake is
wild land, and the island itself nothing but a pile of rock with
ferns and heather, and on the summit a grove of pine trees. If
someone is there now, it's worth our while to find out who it
is." "An island?" said Mordred. "It might well be. A good
choice, one would think, for a night or so of undisturbed
rape." "It has been known," said the other, very drvly. He
turned with the words, and the two men went swiftly back to Arthur.
The King had already seen the fire. He was giving orders, and men
were hurrying to saddle up again. He turned quickly to Bedwyr. "You saw? Well, it could be. It's worth looking at,
anyway. How do we best get there? And without alarming them?" "You can't surprise them with horses. It's an
island." Bedwyr repeated what he had told Mordred. "There's a spit
of land, rock and gravel, running out from the shore on the far
side of the lake. That's about three miles from here. You can get
half that distance by the shore road, then you must leave it and
enter the forest. There's no path there along the shore; you would
have to make a wide detour to skirt the thick trees. Bad going, and
quite impossible in the dark. And the forest goes all the way to
the sea." "Then it hardly seems likely that their horses are
round there. If that's our rapist still on the island, then he got
there by boat, and his horse will still be on the shore road.
Right. We'll take a look, then picket the road in case he tries to
make a break. Meanwhile we need a boat ourselves. Bedwyr?" "There should be one not far away. This is oyster
water. The beds are only a short way from here, and there may be a
boat there -unless, of course, that's the one he took." But the oyster-fisher's boat was there, lying
beached on the shingle near a pier of rough stones. The boat was a
crude, shallow-draught affair with an almost flat bottom. Normally
she would be poled out slowly over the oyster-beds, but there were
paddles, too, tied together and stuck up in the ground like
flagstaffs. Willing hands seized her and shoved her down the
shingle. The men moved quietly and quickly, without talking. Arthur, looking out towards the distant glimmer,
spoke softly. "I'll take the shore road. Bedmyr" - a smile sounded
in his voice -"you're the expert on expeditions of this kind. The
island's yours. Who do you want with you?" "These craft won't hold more than two, and they're
hard to handle if you're to go farther than pole depth. I'll take
the other expert. The fisherman's son, if he'll come." "Mordred?" "Willingly" He added, dryly: "Re-training after my
sojourn in the islands?" and heard Arthur laugh under his breath.
"Go, then, and God go with you. Let us pray the girl still
lives." The boat went smoothly down the bank, met the wter,
and rode rocking there. Bedwyr took his seat cautiously in the
stern, with the pole overside to act as rudder, and Mordred,
stepping lightly in after him, gripped the paddles, and settled
down to row. With a last shove from the men on shore, they were
afloat, and drifting into darkness. They could just hear, above the
lapping of the lake, the muffled sounds as the troop moved off,
their horses keeping to the soft edges of the roadway. Mordred rowed steadily, pushing the clumsy craft
through the water at a fair speed. Bedwyr, motionless in the stern,
watched for the guiding glimmer from the island. "The fire must be almost dead. I've lost the
light.... Ah, it's all right, l can see the island shore now. By
your left a little. That's it. Keep as you are." Soon the island was quite clear to their
night-sight. It was small, peaked, black against dark, floating
dimly on the faint luminescence of the lagoon. A slight breeze
ruffled the water, and concealed the sound of the paddles. Now that
the fitful and somehow baleful light of the fire had vanished, the
night seemed empty, and very peaceful. There were stars, and the
breeze smelled of the sea. They both heard it at the same moment. Over the
water, in a lull of the breeze, came a sound, soft and dreadful,
that dispelled the illusory peace of the night. A long, keening
ululation of grief and fear. On the island. A woman crying. Bedwyr cursed under his breath. Mordred drove the
paddles in hard, and the clumsy boat jumped and lurched, swinging
broadside onto the rock of the shore. He shipped the paddles and
grabbed at the rock in one spare, expert movement. Bedwyr jumped
past him, his sword ready in his hand. He paused for a moment, winding his cloak round his
left arm. "Beach her. Find his boat and sink it. If he dodges me,
stay here and kill him." Mordred was already out, and busy with the rope.
From the black wooded bank above them the sounds came again,
hopelessy terrified. The night was filled with weeping. Bedwyr,
treading from shingle to pine needles, vanished in silence. Mordred made the boat fast, drew his own weapon, and
moved quietly along the shingle, looking for the other boat. The
island was tiny. In a very few minutes he was back at his
starting-point. There was no boat. Whoever he was, whatever he had
done, he was gone. Mordred, his sword at the ready, climbed fast
after Bedwyr towards the noise of weeping. The fire was not quite
out. A pile of ashes still showed a residual glow. Beside it, in
its faint red light, the woman sat, hunched and wailing. Her hair,
straggling unbound over a torn robe of some dark colour, showed
pale. The fire had been kindled on the island's summit, where a
stand of pine trees, clinging to what seemed to be bare rock, had
laid down a carpet of needles, and where a cairn, built long ago
and fallen apart with time and weather, made some sort of crude
shelter. The grove appeared to be empty but for the crouched and
mourning figure of the woman. Mordred, many years younger than the other man, was
close behind him as he reached the grove. The two men paused
there. She heard them, and looked up. The starlight, and
the faint glimmer from the fire, showed that this was no girl, but
an old woman, grey-haired, her face a mask of fear and grief. The
wailing stopped as if she had been struck in the throat. Her body
stiffened. Her mouth gaped wider, as if for a scream. Bedwyr put out a hand and spoke quickly: "Madam -
Mother -don't be afraid. We are friends. Friends. We have come to
help." The scream was choked back on a strangled gasp.
They heard her breathing, short and ragged, as she strained
white-eyed to see them. They moved forward slowly. "Be calm, Mother," said
Bedwyr. "We are from the King -" "From which king? Who are you?" Her voice was breathless and shaking, but now with
the exhaustion of grief, not fear. Bedwyr had spoken in the local
tongue, and she answered in the same. Her accent was broader than
Bedwyr's, but the language of Less Britain was close enough to that
of the mother kingdom for Mordred to understand it casily. "I am Bedwyr of Benoic, and this is Mordred, son of
King Arthur. We are King's men, seeking for the lady Elen. She has
been here? You were with her?" Mordred, while Bedwyr was speaking, had stooped to
pick up a handful of pinedrift, and a broken spar of wood. He
scattered the stuff on the ashes, and a flame spurted, caught and
held. Light flickered up redly, and showed the woman more
clearly. She was well, though plainly, dressed, and was
perhaps sixty years old. Her clothing was dirtied and torn, as if
in some sort of struggle. Her face, grimed and distorted with
weeping, showed a big discoloured patch of bruising over one cheek,
and her lips were split and crusty with dried blood. "You come too late," she said. "Where has he gone? Where has he taken her?" "I mean too late for the Princess Elen." She pointed
towards the tumbled cairn of stones. They looked that way. Now in
the strengthening light of the fire they could see that something -
someone -had been scrabbling in the thickly heaped pine needles.
Some of the smaller stones from the cairn had been pulled down, and
pine cones and needles scattered over them. "It was all I could do," said the woman. She held
out her hands. They were shaking. The men looked at them, stirred
by horror and pity. The hands were torn and bruised and bloody. The two knights went across to the cairn where the
body lay. It was imperfectly hidden. Beneath the scattered stones
and pine needles the girl's face could be seen, streaked with dirt
and agonized with death. Her eyes had been closed, but the mouth
gaped still, and the neck, with the death marks on the throat, hung
crookedly. Bedwyr, still with the gentleness that Mordred would
never have suspected in him, said, half to himself: "She has a
lovely face. God give her rest." Then, turning: "Don't grieve,
Mother. She shall go home to her own people, and lie in royal
fashion, at peace with her gods. And this foul beast shall die, and
go to his, for his just reward." He took a flask from his belt and knelt beside her,
holding it to her lips. She drank, sighed, and in a while grew
calmer. Soon she was able to tell them what had happened. She did not know who the ravisher was. He was not,
she affirmed to their relief, a foreigner. He had spoken but
little, and that mostly curses, but he and his followers were
unmistakably Bretons. The reports of a "giant" were not so very far
wrong: He was a man huge in every way stature, girth, strength,
with a loud voice and a bellowing laugh. A bull of a man, who had
burst out of cover with three companions - roughly clad fellows,
like common thieves -and slain four of the princess's escort with
his own hands before they had well had time to recover from their
surprise. The remaining three fought valiantly but were all killed.
Herself and the princess were dragged away, Elen's other woman ("a
poor thing, who wailed and screamed so, if I had been one of those
beasts I would have killed her on the spot," said the nurse
trenchantly) had been left alone, but the attackers, riding off,
took the party's horses with them, so had little fear of
pursuit. "They brought us to this place, at the water's edge.
It was still dark, so it was hard to make out the way. One of them
stayed with the horses on shore, and the others rowed us across to
this rock. My lady was half fainting, and I tried to tend her. I
had no other thoughts. We could not have escaped. The big man -the
bull - carried her up the rocks to this place. The other fellows
would have dragged me after, but I dodged them and ran, and when
they saw that I had no intention of trying to leave my lady, they
let me be." She coughed, and licked her cut lips. Bedwyr held
out the flask again, but she shook her head and presently
continued: "The rest I cannot speak of, but you can guess at it.
The two fellows held me while he -the bull - raped her. She was
never strong. A pretty girl, but pale always, and often ill during
the cold winters." She stopped again, and bent her head. Her fingers
twisted together. After a while Bedwyr asked gently: "He killed
her?" "Yes. Or rather, what he did with her killed her.
She died. He cursed, and left her yonder by the stones, and then
came back to me. I had made no outcry they shut my mouth with their
stinking hands -but I was afraid that now they would kill me also.
For what they did then ... I had hardly thought ... I am past my
sixtieth year, and then one should be . . . Well, no more of that.
What is done is done, and now you are here, and will slay this
animal while he lies sleeping off his lust." "Lady," said Bedwyr forcefully, "he shall die this
night, if he is to be found. Where did they go?" "I do not know. They spoke of an island, and a
tower. That's all I can tell you. They had no thought of pursuit,
or they would have killed me, too. Or perhaps, being animals, they
did not think. They threw me down beside my lady, and left me.
After a while I heard horses going. I think they went towards the
coast. When I could move, I gave my lady what burial I could. I
found a place in the stones of the cairn where someone, fishermen
perhaps, had left flint and iron, and so made a fire. Had I not
been able to do that I should have died here. There is neither
fresh water nor food, and I cannot swim. If they had seen the fire
and come back themselves, then I should have died sooner, that is
all." She looked up. "But you -two young men like you against that
monster and his fellows ... No, no, you must not seek him
yourselves. Take me with you, I beg of you, but do not seek him
out. I would see no more deaths. Take my story back to King Hoel,
and he - " "Lady, we come from King Hoel. We were sent to find
you and your lady, and punish the ravishers. Do not fear for us: I
am Bedwyr of Benoic, and this is Mordred, son of Arthur of Britain
." She stared in the dimming light. It was apparent
that she had either not heard before, or had not understood. She
repeated, still only half believing: "Bedwyr of Benoic? Himself?
Arthur of Britain?" "Arthur is here, not far away, with a troop of
soldiers. King Hoel is sick, but he sent us to find you. Come now,
Lady. Our boat is small, and none too seaworthy, but if you will
come with us now to safety, we will return later and carry your
lady back for a seemly burial." So it was done. Two litters were improvised from
pine boughs, and on them the girl's body, decently shrouded in a
cloak, and the old nurse, collapsed into a feverish sleep, were
sent to Kerrec under guard. The remainder of Arthur's force, guided
by Bedwyr, rode for the sea shore. It was low tide. The sand stretched wide and flat
and grey, shining faintly under the darkness. They splashed across
the river mouth where the lake water and the tide mingled, and
then, away ahead of them to seaward in the breaking dawn, they saw
the steep cone of the sea-islet which, by Bedwyr's reckoning, must
be the "island tower" of which the ruffians had spoken. Since the old woman had been abandoned to die on the
lake island, the tide had flowed and ebbed again, so there were no
guiding marks on the sand, but inland on the flats where the river
wound its way through its delta of salt turf to the sea, the tracks
of horses were plain to be seen making straight for the shore and
the rough causeway that led across, at low tide, to the island. Its
high rocks, cloudy with trees, loomed out of a calm sea, the tide,
just on the turn, creaming along the island's base and between the
stones of the causeway. No light showed anywhere, but they could
just see, guided by Bedwyr's pointing finger, the outlines of a
tower at the summit. The King regarded this, sitting his horse at the
sea's edge, motionless but for the knuckle that tapped thoughtfully
at his lip. He might have been contemplating the making of a
rosebed in the Queen's garden at Camelot. He looked no more warlike
than he had done on that "peace mission" to Cerdic, when Agravain
had inveighed so bitterly against the apparent tameness of the
"duke of battles." But Mordred, at his side, watching with interest
and a rising excitement that he found hard to conceal, knew that he
was seeing for the first time, at last, the Arthur of the legends;
this was a professional, an expert at his trade, the man who alone
had saved Britain from the Saxon Terror, deciding how best to set
about a very minor matter. The King spoke at last. "The place looks half ruined. The fellow is a
brigand, holed up here like a badger. This is not a case for siege,
or even attack. By rights we should take hounds and bay him out
like a boar." There was a murmur from the others, like a growl.
They had all seen the girl Elen's body as it was carried ashore.
Bedwyr's horse reared suddenly, as if sharing its rider's tension.
Bedwyr's hand was already at his sword, and behind, among the
Companions, metal gleamed in the chill dawn light. "Put up your swords." Arthur neither glanced aside,
nor raised his voice. He sat relaxed and quiet, knuckle to lip. "I
was about to say that this was a matter for one man only. Myself.
Do not forget that the Princess Elen was kin to me, and I am here
for King Hoel, whose niece and subject she was. This beast's blood
is for me." He turned then, stilling the renewed murmur. "If he
kills me, then you, Mordred, will take him. After you, if it
becomes necessary, then Bedwyr and the others will do as they wish.
Understood?" There were assenting noises, some of them obviously
reluctant. Mordred saw Arthur smile as he went on: "Now, listen to me, before we scale the island.
There are apparently at least three other men with him. There may
be more. They are your meat; tackle them how you will. Now, they
may have seen our approach; they will surely suspect it. They may
come out to face us, or they may try to barricade themselves in the
tower. In that case it will be your task to bay or burn them out,
and bring their leader to face me." He shook the reins, and his
horse moved forward, fetlock deep in the sea. "We must cross now.
If we delay longer the tide will be over the causeway, and they
will comedown to take us at a loss as me swim our beasts
ashore." In this he proved wrong. The gang, secure in their
knowledge of the rising tide, and, with the stupidity of their
brutish natures, unheeding of pursuit, were all within the tower's
walls, and had set no watch. Round the remains of their supper fire
they slept, four of them, in a litter of gnawed bones and greasy
remnants of food. The leader was still awake, nearest the fire,
turning over in filthy hands a pair of golden bangles and the
jewelled charm that he had torn from Elen's pretty neck. Then some
sound must have caught his ear. He looked up, to see Arthur in the
moonlight beyond the tower doorway. The roar he gave was indeed like a bayed boar. And
he was as swift, a giant of a man, with thews like a smith, and
eyes blazing red as a wild beast's. The King would not have
scrupled to kill him unarmed -this was no fight, as he had said,
but the slaughter of mad brutes -but no sword could have been
wielded within the tower's walls, so Arthur perforce stayed where
he was, and let the man snatch up his weapon, a massive club which
outreached the shorter man's weapon by inches, and rush out on him.
His fellows, slower with sleep and surprise, tumbled out in his
wake, to be seized by the knights who waited to either side of the
tower door, and killed forthwith. Mordred, hand to hand with a
burly fellow who stank, and whose breath reeked like an open drain,
found himself forgetting all the knightly practice that the years
had taught him, and reverting to the tricks that had once served
the fisherman's son in the rough tussles of his boyhood. And it was
two to one in the end. As Mordred, tripping, went down under the
other man's weight, Bedwyr, joining him almost casually, spitted
the fellow like a fowl, then stooping, cleaned his sword on the
grass. The dead man's clothes were too dirty for the office. The gang were all dead within seconds of emerging
from the tower. Then the Companions stood back to watch the
execution of the leader. To their trained eyes it seemed obvious that he had
himself had some kind of training in the past. A brute he was, but
a brave brute. He rushed on Arthur, club against sword, and with
the first tremendous swipe of the club outreached the shorter man's
sword with a blow that sent the King reeling, and dinted the metal
of his shield. The heavy club, sliding across the metal, took the
giant for a moment with its impetus, and in that moment Arthur,
recovering his balance, cut past club and arm, straight for the
unprotected throat above the thick leather jerkin. The giant, for
all his size, was quick on his feet. He jumped back, the club
beating upward again and striking the sword out of line. But
Arthur's arm and body went with the thrust, taking the blow higher,
over the club and straight at the giant's face. The point just
scraped his forehead, a short cut but a deep one, right above the
eyes. The man yelled, and Arthur jumped back as the great club
flailed round again. Blood spurted and flowed down the giant's
face. It blinded him, but the very blindness almost proved Arthur's
undoing, for the man, maddened by the sting of the wound, hurled
himself straight at the King, ignoring the ready sword, and with
the surprise of his rashness getting past it so that he came breast
to breast with his opponent, and with his great weight and
wrestling grip began to bear Arthur backward to the ground. Perhaps Mordred was the only one there to appreciate
the swift, and very foul blow with which the King extricated
himself. He wrenched out of the monster's grip, dodged the club
again with apparent case, and cut the man across the back of the
knees. Yelling, the giant fell with a crash like a tree, thrashing
about him as he went. The King waited, poised like a dancer, till
the club's head thudded into the turf, then cut the wrist that held
it. The club lay where it had struck. Before the giant could even
feel the pain of the fresh wound the King stepped past through the
gush of blood and stabbed him cleanly through the throat. They recovered the princess's jewels from the tower,
threw the bodies into it, and set fire to it. Then the troop rode
back to catch up with their companions, and carry their heavy news
to King Hoel. Chapter 3 One positive good came out of the tragedy of the
Princess Elen. It was certain that Hoel's Frankish neighbours had
had nothing to do with the rape, and, when it was known that the
"giant" and his ruffianly companions were dead, the villagers and
the forest folk who had suffered from the robbers' depredations
dared speak out at last, making it quickly apparent that the recent
raids and harassments had all been the work of the same robber
band. Accordingly, as soon as the funeral was done with,
but before the time of mourning was past, Hoel and Arthur were able
to sit down and discuss the demand made by the consul Quintilianus
Hiberus. They decided to send an embassy to him, ostensiblv to
discuss the Roman emperor's proposals, but in reality to see for
themselves what his strength was. Hoel had already sent to King
Childebert and his brothers to find out if they had encountered the
same demands, and if so, what stand they were prepared to take. "It will take a little time," said Hoel, stretching
his feet nearer the fire, and rubbing a hand over an arthritic
knee, "but you'll stay, I trust, cousin?" "To deploy my troops with yours in full sight, while
your embassy goes to nose out Hiberus's intentions? Willingly,"
said Arthur. "I'd hoped that you might lend some weight to the
embassy, too," said Hoel. "I'm sending Guerin. He's as wily an old
fox as ever wasted a council's time. They'll never understand half
he says, let alone what his proposals mean. He'll make time for us,
and meanwhile we'll get an answer from the Franks. Well,
cousin?" "Of course. For me, then, Bors. He has no wiles at
all, but his honesty is patent, and therefore disarming. We can
instruct him to leave the politics to Guerin. I'd like Valerius to
command the escort." Hoel nodded approvingly. They were in his private
apartments in the palace at Kerrec. The old king was novv free of
his bedchamber, but spent the days sitting, wrapped in furs, over a
blazing fire. His muscular bulk had run, with age, to overweight,
and this had brought with it the usual attendant ills; his bones,
as he put it, creaked in the draughts of his oldfashioned and
relatively comfortless stronghold. Arthur, with Mordred, and two or three of Hoel's own
lords, had supped with the king, and now sat over a bowl of mulled
and spicy wine. Bedwyr was not with them. He had gone back at his
own request to his lands in the north of Brittany. The reason he
gave was his young bride's health. He had confided to Mordred, on
the ride south with the body of the murdered princess, that his own
Elen, being subject to the fears of her condition, had dreamed of
death, and could not rest until her husband returned to her in
safety. So, the funeral once over, Bedwyr had ridden north, leaving
those of the Young Celts' faction who were present with Arthur's
forces to whisper that he had gone sooner than come face to face
with Gawain. For Gawain was on his way to Brittany. Arthur had
judged it wise to invite his nephew, now back in the ranks of the
Companions, to follow him and share such action as might ensue. The
expected fighting had proved to be merely a punitive skirmish with
a robber gang, and for this Gawain had sailed too late. So now,
discussing with Hoel the composition of the joint embassy, Arthur
suggested that Gawain should be part of it. Since Hoel could not
go, and Arthur judged it better that he himself should not, some
representative of the royal house ought to be present to lend the
right dignity to the occasion. Hoel, humming and huffing in his beard, cast a look
at Mordred, misinterpreted the frown he saw there, and cleared his
throat to speak, but Arthur, catching, the exchange of glances,
said quickly: "Not Mordred, no. He is the obvious choice, but I
need him elsewhere. If I am to stay here till this is settled then
he must go back to Greater Britain in my place. The Queen and
Council make a stopgap government, but that is all it is, and there
are matters outstanding that must be dealt with, with more
authority than I have left with them." He turned to his son. "After all my talk, eh?
Re-training, indeed! Bowing a boat on a lagoon, and killing a
robber or two. I'm sorry, Mordred, but a dispatch I had today makes
it necessary. Will vou go?" "Whatever vou bid me, sir. Of course." "Then we'll talk later," said the King and turned
back to the discussion. Mordred, half disappointed and half elated, was
nevertheless wholly puzzled. What could be the urgent business that
was forcing the King to change his plans? Only yesterday he had
spoken of sending Mordred with the embassy. Now it as to he Gawain.
And Mordred doubted the wisdom of that choice. His half-brother
would be sailing over with the hope of some sort of action; he
would be disappointed, not to say angry, to find himself taking
part in a peaceable deputation. But Arthur seemed sure. Speaking
now in answer to some question of Hoel's, he was declaring that
recently, over the affair of Queen Morgan, and during the past
months in Orkney, and finally in the moderate tone he was now
taking over Gareth's killer, Bedwyr, Gawain had shown himself to
have acquired a certain steadiness, and would find the adventure on
foreign soil, though it might prove merely to be a diplomatic
mission, a rewarding expericnce. In which Arthur, as seemed his fate whenever he had
to deal with Morgause's brood and blood, was mistaken. Even as he
spoke, Gawain and his young cronies, while their ship neared the
Breton coast, were busily burnishing up their war weapons, and
talking eagerly of the fighting to come. *** LATER ARTHUR, HAVING BIDDEN HOEL GOOD NIGHT, BORE
MORDRED off with him to his own apartments for the promised talk.
It was a long talk, lasting well into the night. The King spoke
first of the message that had caused his change of plan. It was a
letter from the Queen. She gave no details, but confessed herself
far from happy in her increasinglv precarious role. She reported
that Duke Constantine, having renamed to Caerleon with his train of
knights, had announced his intention of proceeding to Camelot "as
more fitting for one ruling the High kingdom". The Queen had sent
begging him to hold to what Arthur had hidden, but his reply had
been "eager and intemperate." "I fear what may happen," she had written. "Already
I have had reports that in Caerleon, far from holding his force
there at the disposal of the Council, he acts and speaks like one
already ruling in his own right, or as sole and rightful deputy of
the High King. My lord Arthur, I look daily for your return. And I
live in fear of what may come if some ill should befall you or your
son. Reading the letter, Mordred was eager to go. He did
not pause, did not want, to analyze his feelings towards Duke
Constantine. Enough that the man still acted as if Arthur had no
son of his body let alone the blood-kin of his half-sister's son
Gawain. And as Arthur had said, the stories of some of
Constantine's doings augured ill for the kingdom. He was a stark
ruler and a cruel man, and the note of fear in Guinevere's letter
was easy to interpret. Any regret Mordred might have felt at leaving the
King's side vanished. This regency, brief though it might be, was
the time he had wanted, a trial period when he would rule alone
with full authority. He had no fear that Constantine, once he,
Mordred, was back in Camelot and at the head of the royal bodyguard
there, would persist in his arrogant pretensions. Mordred's return,
with the King's authority and the King's seal, should be enough.
"And you will find there," said the king, touching the pouch of
letters that bore his seal, "my mandate to raise whatever force you
may think needful, to keep the peace at home, and to make ready in
case of trouble here." So, in mutual trust, they talked, while the night
wore away, and the future seemed set as fair behind the clouded
present as the dawn that slowly gilded the sea's edge beyond the
windows. If Morgause's ghost had drifted across the chamber in the
hazy light and whispered to them of the doom foretold so many years
ago, thev would have laughed, and watched for the phantasm to blow
away on their laughter. But it was the last time that they would
ever meet, except as enemies. At length the King came back to the subject of the
coming embassy. Hoel had high hopes of its success, but Arthur,
though he had concealed it from his cousin, was less sanguine. "It may come to a fight yet," he said. "Quintilianus
is serving a new master, and is himself on trial, and though I know
little enough about those surrounding him, I have a suspicion that
he will be afraid to lose credit with that master by treating with
us. He, too, needs to make a show of strength." "A dangerous situation. Why do you not go yourself,
sir?" Arthur smiled. "You might say that that, too, is a question
of credit. If I go as an ambassador I cannot take my troops, and if
the embassy should fail, then I am seen to fail. I am here in
Brittany as a deterrent, not as a weapon . . . I dare not he seen
to lose, Mordred." "You cannot lose." "That is the belief that will subdue Quintilianus
and the hopefuls of the new Rome." Mordred hesitated, then said franky: "Forgive me,
but there's something else. Let me speak now as your deputy, if
not your son. Can you trust Gawain and the young men on
a mission of this kind? If they go with Valerius and Bors, I think
there may be fighting." "You may be right. But we shall lose little by it.
Sooner or later there must be fighting, and I would rather fight
here, against an enemy not yet fully prepared, than on my own
borders the other side of the Narrow Sea. If the Franks hold the
line with us, then we may well succeed in deterring this emperor.
If they do not, then for the present the worst that can happen is
that we lose Brittany. In that case we take our people, those who
are left, back to their homeland, and find ourselves once again
embattled behind our blessed seas." He looked away, staring into
the heart of the fire, and his eyes were grave. "But in the end it
will all come again, Mordred. Not in my time, nor, please God, in
yours, but before your sons are old men it will come. It will not
be an easy task, whoever attempts it. First the Narrow Sea, and
then the ramparts of the Saxon and English kingdoms, manned by men
fighting for their own lands. Why do you think I have been
determined to let the Saxons own their settled lands? Men fight for
what is theirs. And by the time our shores are seriously
threatened, l shall have Cerdic on my side." "I see. I wondered why you did not seem more
worried about the embassy." "We need the time it may buy for us. If it fails we
fight now. As simple as that. Now it grows late, so to finish our
business." He reached a hand towards the table where a letter lay,
sealed with the dragon seal. "Invincible or not, I have given
thought to the chance of my death. Here is a letter, which in that
event you are to use. In it i have informed the Council that you
are my heir. Duke Constantine knows well that my oath to his father
was only valid in default of a son of my body. Like it or not, he
must accept it. I have written to him, too, a letter that he cannot
gainsay. With it comes a grant of land; his dukedom will include
the lands that came to me with my first wife, Guenever of Cornwall.
I hope he will be content. lf he is not -" a glint in the King's
eyes as he glanced up at his son " -then that will be your affair,
not mine. Watch him, Mordred. If I live, then I myself will call
the Council as soon as I return to Camelot, and all this will be
settled publicly once and for all." It is never easy to receive a bequest from one still
living. Mordred, for once at a loss for words, began to speak,
haltingly, but the King waved him into silence, coming at last to
the subject that, to Mordred, would have been first. "The Queen," said Arthur, his gaze on the fire. "She
will be under your protection. You will love and care for her as
her own son, and you will see to it that for the rest of her days
she lives safely, with the honour and comfort due to her. I do not
ask you to swear this, Mordred, knowing that I need not." "I do swear it!" Mordred, on his knees by his
father's chair, spoke for once with uncontrolled emotion. "I swear
by all the gods there are, by the God of the kingdom's churches,
and the Goddess of the isles, and the spirits that live in the air,
that I will hold the kingdoms for the Queen, and love and care for
her and secure her honour as vou would do were vou still High
King." Arthur reached to take the younger man's hands
between his own, and raising him, kissed him. Then he smiled. "So now we will stop talking about my death, which
will not come yet while, I assure you! But when it does, I give my
kingdoms and my Queen into your hands with a quiet spirit, and with
mv blessing and God's." *** NEXT DAY MORDRED SAILED FOR HOME. A FEW DAYS AFTER
HE had gone, the embassy, gay with coloured pennants and tossing
plumes, set out for Quintilianus Hiberus's encampment. Gawain and his friends rode at case. Though the talk
was of the sort that Mordred would have recognized -the young men
looking to Gawain for reckless leadership and excitement -they did
contain themselves with decorum on the ride. But none of the
younger faction made any attempt to conceal their hope that the
peaceful overtures would fail, and that they would see action. "They say Quintilianus is a hot man, and a clever
soldier. Why should he listen to an old man giving another old
man's message?" Such was Mador's description of King Hoel's
embassy. Others chimed in: "If we don't get fighting, at least
they're sure to show us sport-games, hunting -and it will go hard
if we cannot show these foreigners what we can do!" Or again: "They
say the horses in Gaul are beauties. We might get some trading
done, if the worst comes to the worst." But it seemed they were doomed to disappointment on
all counts. Quintilianus's headquarters was a temporary camp built
on a bleak stretch of moorland. The party arrived towards evening
of a dull day with a chilly wind carrying rain. The dead springtime
heather stretched black and wet on every hand, the only colour in
the moorland being the livid green of the boggy stretches, or the
metallic gleam of water. The camp itself was laid out on the Roman
pattern. It was well built with turfs and stout timber, and was
impressive enough as a temporary stance, but the young Britons,
ignorant of warfare and accustomed to the great Roman-based
permanent structures of Caerleon and Segontium, looked about them
with disappointment and contempt. It was hard to say whether caution or care for his
guests' comfort had impelled Quintilianus Hiberus to house the
British outside the walls of the camp. Tents had been erected some
hundred paces outside the surrounding ditch, with their own horse
lines and a pavilion which would serve as a hall. There they were
invited to dismount, while their own grooms took their horses to
the lines. Then on foot they were led up the main way towards the
camp's center, where the commander's headquarters stood. There Quintilianus Hiberus and Marcellus, his second
in command, received the embassy with chilly courtesy. Speeches,
previously prepared and learned by rote, were exchanged. They were
long, and so over-careful as to be almost incomprehensible. No
mention was made either of the emperor's message or of Hoel's
intentions. Rather, a rambling account of the old king's health was
produced in answer to their host's indifferent query, with details,
delicately touched on, of his cousin Arthur's anxiety, which had
provoked that warrior to visit Brittany's king. That he had brought
a sizeable force with him was not stated, but the Roman consul knew
it, and they knew that he knew.... Only when the polite sharpening of blades had been
going on for some time did Guerin and Bors allow themselves to
approach a statement -still far from direct -of Hoel's position and
its backing by Arthur of Britain. The young men, waiting formally behind their
ambassadors, chafing after the decorous inaction of the ride, and
thinking of food and recreation, had time to grow bored, to eye
their surroundings curiously, and to exchange stares with the
warriors of the opposite faction who waited in equal boredom behind
their own leaders. These leaders, after a lengthy and dragging parley,
made more tedious than need be by the fact that Bors spoke little
or no Latin, and Marcellus spoke nothing else, came at length to a
stalemate pause. There would be, said Quintilianus, drawing his
mantle about him and rising, further parley tomorrow. Meamwhile the
visitors would no doubt care to rest and refresh themselves. They
would be shown now to the tents prepared for them. The ambassadors bowed gravely and withdrew. Their
hosts came forvard, and the party was escorted back through the
camp. "No doubt," said the youth escorting Gawain, with
rather threadbare politeness, "you are weary after your journey?
You will find the lodgings rough, I am afraid, but we ourselves
have become accustomed to living in the field - " He yawned as he spoke. This meant no more than that
he was as weary of the talks as the other young men, but Gawain,
bored, contemptuous, and beginning to see his hopes of glom fading,
chose to take it otherwise. "Why should you think we are not used to rough
quarters? Because we have come with a peaceful embassy, it doesn't
mean that we are not fighters, and as ready in the field as any
rabble on this side of the Narrow Sea!" . The youth, surprised, and then as quickly angry as
the other, flushed scarlet to his fair hair. "And what field of
battle have you ever been on, Sir Braggart? It's a long time since
Agned and Badon! Even the fabled Arthur, that your fellows were
boasting about in there, would be hard put to it to wage a war
nowadays, with men who are only good for talking!" Before Gawain could even draw breath, "And not even
too good at that," put in someone else, with a cruel imitation of
Bors's thick Latin. There was laughter, and through it a quick attempt
by cooler spirits to pass the exchange off with jesting, but
Gawain's brow was dark, and hot words still flew. The fair youth,
who seemed to be someone of consequence, bore through the talk with
a ringing shout of anger: "So? Didn't you come all this way to beg us not to
fight you? And now you boast and brag about what your leaders can
do! What do you expect us to think of such empty braggarts?" Here Gawain drew his sword and ran him through. The stunned minutes that followed, of unbelief, then
of horror and confusion, as the fallen man's companions ran to
raise him and find if life remained in him, gave the British just
enough time to escape. Gawain, shouting, "Get to the horses!" was
already halfway to the picket lines, follow red closely by his
friends who, from the moment the bitter words began to pass, had
seen the violent end coming. The ambassadors, dismayed, hesitated
only for a moment before following. If the assailant had been any
other than Arthur's nephew, they, might have given him over to the
punishment due to one who broke a truce, but as it was, the leaders
knew that the embassy, never hopeful, was now irretrievably
shattered, and all their party, as truce-breakers, were in great
danger. Valerius, an old soldier used to instant decisions, took
swift command, and had his whole party mounted and out of the lines
at the gallop before their hosts had well grasped what had
occurred. Gawain, wildly galloping with the rest, struggled
to pull his horse out of the troop and wheel back. "This is shameful! To run away, after what they
said? Shame on you, shame! They called us cowards before, what will
they call us now?" "Dead men, you fool!" Valerius, furiously angry, was
in no mood to mince words, prince or no prince. His hand came hard
down on Gawain's rein, and dragged the horse into the rapid gallop
alongside his own. "It's shame on you, prince! You knew what the
kings wanted from this embassy. If we come alive out of this, which
is doubtful, then we shall see what Arthur will have to say to
you!" Gawain, still rebellious and unrepentant, would
have replied, but at that moment the troop came to a river, and
they spread out to force their horses through it. They could have
forded it had there been time, but at that moment the pursuing
party came in sight, and there was nothing for it but to fight.
Valerius, furious and desperate, turned and gave orders for the
attack. The engagement, with tempers high on both sides, was
short, ferocious and very bloody. The fight was a running one, and
ended only when half the embassy, and rather more of the pursuing
force, were dead. Then the Romans, gathered for a few minutes'
respite at the edge of a little wood, seemed to be taking Counsel,
and presently two of their number turned and made off towards the
east. Valerius, unwounded, but exhausted and liberally
stained \vith other men's blood, watched them go. Then he said,
grimly: "Gone for reinforcements. Right. There's nothing we
can do here. We leave. Now. Bring the loose horses and pick up that
man yonder. He's alive. The rest we'll have to leave." This time there was no argument. The British turned
and rode off. The Romans made no attempt to stop them, nor were any
taunts exchanged. Gawain had had his way, and proved what had not
needed to be proved. And both sides knew what must happen now. Chapter 4 Mordred sat at the window of the King's business
room in Camelot. The scents from the garden below eddied on the
warm breeze in sudden gusts of sweetness. The apple blossom was
gone, but there were cherries still in bloom, standing deep among
hluehells and the grey spears of iris. The air was full of the
sound of bees, and birds singing, while down in the town hells rang
for some Christian service. The royal secretaries had gone, and he was alone. He
sat, still thinking over some of the work that had been done that
day, but gradually, in the scented warmth, his thoughts drifted
into dreaming. So little time ago, it seemed, he had been in the
islands, living as he had lived in boyhood, thinking in bitterness
that he had lost everything in that one night when the Orkney
brothers had risked all for themselves and their friends on that
mad, vicious attempt to finish Bedwyr. Thinking, too, of the
summer's tasks ahead of him: harvesting and drying fish, cutting
peats, rebuilding walls and repairing thatch against the dreadful
Orkney winter. And now? His hand, resting on the table, touched the royal
seal. He smiled. A movement outside the window caught his eye.
Guinevere the Queen was walking in the garden. She wore a gown of
soft dove-grey, that shimmered as she moved. Her two little dogs,
silver-white greyhounds, frisked round her. From time to time she
threw a gilded ball and they bounded after it, yelping and
wrangling as the winner carried it back to lay it at her feet. Two
of her women, both young and pretty girls, one in primrose yellow
and the other in blue, walked behind. Guinevere, still lovely, and
secure in her loveliness, was not one of those who seek to set her
beauty off by surrounding herself with plain women. The three
lovely creatures, with the dainty little dogs at their shirts,
moved with grace through the garden, and the flowers of that sweet
May were no fairer. Or so thought Mordred, who was rarely a poet. He
gazed after the Queen, while his hand once more, but quite
unconsciously, reached out and touched the dragon of the royal
seal. Again he drifted into dream, but this time it was not a dream
of the islands. He was brought sharply to himself by the sounds,
urgent and unmistakable, of a King's messenger being ushered
through the royal apartments. A chamberlain opened the door to
announce a courier, and even as he spoke the man hurried by him and
knelt at the regent's feet. One glance told Mordred that here was new s from
Brittany, and that it was not good. He sat back in the great chair
and said, coolly: "Take your time. But first -the King is well?" "Yes, my lord. God be thanked for it! But the news
is ill enough." The man reached into his pouch, and Mordred put out
a hand. "You have letters? Then while I read them, compose
yourself and take a cup of wine." The chamberlain, who missed nothing, came in
unbidden with the wine, and while the man drank gratefully, Mordred
broke the seal of the single letter he had brought, and read
it. It was bad, but, to one remembering that last
conversation with the King, not yet tragic news. Once again,
thought Mordred, the evil fates summoned by Morgause were at their
work. To put it more practically, the Orkney rashness had yet again
brought the promise of disaster close. But possibly something could
be saved from near-disaster; it was to be hoped that all Gawain had
done was to bring matters to a head too soon. The King's letter, hastily dictated, gave the facts
merely of the disastrous embassy and the running fight that had
followed. Under Mordred's questioning the courier supplied the
details. He told of the rash exchange between Gawain and the Roman
youth, of the murder, and of the flight of the embassy and the
subsequent skirmish by the river's bank. His story confirmed what
Arthur's letter indicated, that all hope even of'a temporary peace
had vanished. It was possible that Hoel might be able to take the
field, but if not, Arthur must command Hoel's army, together with
such force as he had brought with him. Bedwyr had been recalled
from Benoic. Arthur had already sent to Urbqen, to Maelgyon of
Gwynedd, to Tydwal and the King of Elmet. Mordred was to send what
force he could, under the command of Cei. He would then be well
advised to put forward his own meeting with Cerdic, when he could
apprise him of the situation. The letter closed briefly with
urgency: "See Cerdic. Warn him and his neighbours to watch
the coast. Raise what force you can meanwhile. And guard the
Queen's safety." Mordred dismissed the man at length to rest. He
knew that there was no need to enjoin discretion; the royal
couriers were well chosen and highly trained. But he knew -that the
man's coming would have been noted, and rumour would have run
through Camelot within minutes of the tired horse's coming up
through the king's Gate. He walked over to the window. The sun had slanted
some way towards the west, and shadows were lengthening. A late
thrush sang in a lime tree. The Queen was still in the garden. She had been
cutting lilac. The girl in the blue dress walked beside her,
carrying a flat willow basket filled with the white and Purple
blooms. The other girl, with the two little dogs leaping and
barking round her, was stooping, with her skirt lifted up in one
hand, over a border of ferns. She straightened with the gilded ball
in her hand and threw it, laughing, for the greyhounds. They raced
after it, both reaching it at the same moment, and fell into a
yelping, rolling tangle, while the ball flew free. Keep the Queen safe. How long could this serene and
flower-filled garden peace be kept? The battle might already have
started. Might be over. With enough bloodletting, thought Mordred,
to content even Gawain. His thoughts went further; were checked. Even now he
himself might be High King in fact, if not yet in name.... As if
his thought had been the shadow of a flying cloud that touched her,
he saw the Queen start, then lift her head as if listening to some
sound beyond the garden wails. The spray of lilac which she loosed
sprang back into its own scented bank of blossom. Without looking
she dropped the silver knife into the basket which the girl held
beside her. She stood still, except for her hands, which seemed to
rise of their own will to clasp themselves at her breast. Slowly,
after a moment, she turned to look up towards the window. Mordred
drew back. He spoke to the chamberlain. "Send down to the garden to ask if I may speak with
the Queen." *** THERE WAS AN ARBOUR, PRETTY AS A SILK PICTURE,
FACING SOUTH. It was embowered with early roses, showers of small
pale-pink blossoms, with coral-coloured buds among them, and
falling flowers fading to white. The Queen sat there, on a stone
bench warm from the sun, waiting to receive the regent. The girl in
yellow had taken the greyhounds away; the other remained, but she
had withdrawn to the far side of the garden, where she sat on a
bench below one of the palace windows. She had brought some sewing
out of the pouch at her girdle, and busied herself with it, but
Mordred knew how carefully he was watched, and how quickly the
rumours would spread through the palace: "He looked grave; the news
must be bad...... or, "He seemed cheerful enough; the courier
brought a letter and he showed it to the Queen..... Guinevere, too,
had some work by her. A half-embroidered napkin lay beside her on
the stone bench. Suddenly a sharp memory assailed him: Morgan's
garden in the north, the dying flowers and the ghosts of the
imprisoned birds, with the angry, voices of the two witches at the
window above. And the solitary, frightened boy who hid below,
believing that he, too, was trapped, and facing an ignominious
death. Like the wildcat in its narrow cage; the wildcat, dead
presumably these many years, but, because of him, dead in freedom
with its own wild home and its kittens sired at will. With the
lightning-flicker with which such thoughts come between breath and
breath, he thought of his "wife" in the islands, of his mistress
now gone from Camelot and comfortably settled in Strathclyde, of
his sons of those unions growing up in safety - for the children of
that solitary boy could now incur, how readily, the sting of envy
and hatred. He, like the wildcat, had found the window to freedom.
More, to power. Of those scheming witches, one was dead; the other,
for all her boasted magic, still shut away in her castle prison,
and subject, now, to his will as ruler of the High Kingdom. He knelt before the Queen and took her hand to
kiss. He felt its faint tremor. She withdrew it and let it fall to
her lap, where the other clasped and held it tightly. She said,
with a calmness forced over drawn breath: "They tell me a courier has come in. From
Brittany?" "Yes,madam." At her nod he rose, then hesitated. She
gestured to the seat, and he sat beside her. The sun was hot, and
the scent of the roses filled the air. Bees were loud in the
racemes of pink blossom. A little breeze moved the flowers, and the
shadows of the roses swayed and flickered over the Queen's grey,
gown and fair skin. Mordred swallowed, cleared his throat and
spoke. "You need have no fear, madam. There have been
grave doings, but the news is not altogether bad." "My lord is well, then?" "Indeed yes. The letter was from him." "And for me? Is there a message for me?" "No, madam, I'm sorry. He sent in great haste. You
shall see the letter, of course, but let me give you the gist of it
first. You know that an embassy was sent, jointly from King Hoel
and King Arthur, to talk with the consul Lucius Quintilianus." "Yes. A fact-finding mission only, he said, to gain
time for the kingdoms of the west to band together against the
possible new alliance of Byzantium and Rome with the Germans of
Alamannia and Burgundy." She sighed. "So, it went wrong? I guessed
it. How?" "By your leave, the good news first. There were
other fact-finding missions on their way at the same time.
Messengers were sent to sound out the Frankish kings. They met with
encouraging success. One and all, the Franks will resist any
attempt by Justinian's armies to reimpose Roman domination. They
are arming now." She looked away, past the boles of the lime trees
now lighted from behind by the low sun, and gilded with red gold.
The young leaves, wafers of beaten gold, shone with their own
light, and the tops of the trees, cloudy with shadow, hummed with
bees. Mordred's "good news" did not appear to have given
her any pleasure. He thought her eyes were filled with tears. Still regarding those glowing tree-trunks with
their mosaic of golden leaves, she said: "And our embassy? What
happened there?" "There had to be, for courtesy, a representative of
the royal house. It was Gawain." Her gaze came back to him sharply. Her eyes were
dry. "And he made trouble." It was not a question. "He did. There was some foolish talk and bragging
that led to insults and a quarrel, and the young men fell to
fighting." She moved her hands, almost as if she would throw
them up in a classic gesture of despair. But she sounded angry
rather than grieved. "Again!" "Madam?" "Gawain! The Orkney fools again! Always that cold
north wind, like a blighting frost that blasts everything that is
good and growing!" She checked herself, took in her breath, and
said, with a visible effort: "Your pardon, Mordred. You are so
different, I was forgetting. But Lot's sons, your half-brothers
-" "Madam, I know. I agree. Hot fools always, and this
time worse than fools. Gawain killed one of the Roman youths, and
it turned out that the man was a nephew of Lucius Quintilianus
himself. The embassy was forced to flee, and Quintilianus sent
Marcellus himself after them. They had to turn and fight, and there
were deaths." "Not Valerius? Not that good old man"' "No, no. They got back in good order -indeed, with a
kind of victory. But not before there had been several running
engagements. Marcellus was killed in the first of these, and later
Petreius Cotta, who took command after him, was taken prisoner and
brought back to Kerrec in chains. I said it was a victory of a
kind. But vou see what it means. Now the High King himself must
take the field." "Ah, I knew it! I knew it! And what force has
he?" "He leads Hoel's army, and with them the troops he
took with him, and Bedwyr is called down from Benoic with his men."
Coolly he noted the slightest reaction to the name: She had not
dared ask if Bedwyr, too, were safe; but now he had told her, and
watched her colour come back. He went on: "The King does not yet
know what numbers the Frankish kings will bring to the field, but
they will not be small. From Britain he has called on Rheged and
Gwynedd, with Elmet, and Tydwal from Dunpeldyr. Here I shall raise
what reinforcements I can in haste. They will sail under Cei's
command. All will be well, madam, you will see. You know the High
King." "And so do they," she said. "They will only meet
him if they outnumber him three to one, and that, surely, they can
do. Then even he will be in danger of defeat." "He will not give them time. I spoke of haste. This
whole thing has blown up like a summer storm, and Arthur intends to
attack in the wake of it, rather than wait for events. He is
already marching for Autun, to meet the Burgundians on their own
ground, before Justinian's troops are gathered. He expects the
Franks to join him before he reaches the border. But vou had better
read his letter for vourself. It will calm your fears. The High
King shows no doubts of the outcome, and why should he? He is
Arthur." She thanked him with a smile, but he saw how her
hand trembled as she held it out for the letter. He stood up and
stepped down from the arbour, leaving her alone to read. There was
a fluted stone column with a carefully contrived broken capital
overhung with the yellow tassels of laburnum. He leaned against
this and waited, vvatching her surreptitiously from time to time
under lowered lids. She read in silence. He saw when she reached the end
of the letter, then read it through again. She let it sink to her
lap and sat for a while with bent head. He thought she was reading
the thing for the third time, then he saw that her eyes were shut.
She was very pale. His shoulder came away from the pillar. Almost in
spite of himself he took a step towards her. "What is it? What do
you fear?" She gave a start, and her eves opened. It was as if
she had been miles away in thought, recalled abruptly. She shook
her head, with an attempt at a smile. "Nothing. Really, nothing. A
dream." "A dream? Of defeat for the High King?" "No. No." She gave a little laugh, which sounded
genuine enough. "Women's folly, Mordred. You would call it so, I am
sure! No, don't look so worried, I'll tell you, even if you laugh
at me. Men do not understand such things, but we women, we who have
nothing to do but wait and watch and hope, our minds are too
active. Let us but once think, what will come to me when my lord is
dead? and then all in a moment, in our imagination, he is laid in
sad pomp on his bier, and the grave is dug in the center of the
Hanging Stones, the mourning feast is over, the new king is come to
Camelot, his young wife is here in the garden with their maidens,
and the cast-off queen, still in the white of mourning, is questing
about the kingdoms to see where she may with honour and with safety
be taken in." "But, madam," said Mordred, the realist, "surely my
-the High King has already told you what dispositions have been
made against that day?" "I knew you would call it folly!" With an obvious
attempt at lightness, she turned the subject. "But believe me, it
is something that every wife does. What of your own, Mordred?" She looked confused. "Am I mistaken? I thought you
were married. I am sure someone spoke of a son of yours at
Gwarthegydd's court of Dumbarton." "I am not married." Mordred's reply was rather too
quick, and rather too emphatic. She looked surprised, and he threw
a hand out, adding: "But you heard correctly, madam. I have two
sons." A smile and a shrug. "Who am l, after all, to insist on
wedlock? The two boys are by different mothers. Melehan is the
younger, who is with Gwarthegydd. The other is still in the
islands." "And their mothers?" "Melehan's mother is dead." The lie came smoothly.
Since the Queen apparently had known nothing about his illicit
household in Camelot, he would not confess it to her now. "The
other is satisfied with the bond between herself and me. She is an
Orkney woman, and they have different customs in the islands." "Then married or not," said Guinevere, still with
that forced lightness, "she is still a woman, and she, like me,
must live through the same dreams of the wicked day when a
messenger comes with worse news than this you have brought to
me." Mordred smiled. If he thought that his woman had too
much to occupy her than to sit and dream about his death and
burial, he did not say so. Women's folly, indeed. But as he held
his hand for the letter, and she put the roll into it, he saw again
how her hand shook. It changed his thoughts about her. To him she
had been the Queen, the lovely consort of his King, the elusive
vision, too, of his desires, a creature of gaiety and wealth and
power and happiness. It was a shock to see her now, suddenly, as a
lonely woman who lived with fear. "We have nothing to do but wait
and watch and hope," she had said. It was something he had never thought about. He was
not an imaginative man, and in his dealings with women - Morgause
apart -he followed in the main his peasant upbringing. He would not
wittingly have hurt a woman, but it would not have occurred to him
to go out of his way to help or serve one. On the contrary, they
were there to help and serve him. With an effort of imagination that was foreign to
him he cast his mind forward, trying to think as a woman might, to
fear fate as it would affect the Queen. When Arthur did meet death,
what could she expect of the future? A year ago the answer would
have been simple: Bedwyr would have taken the widow to Benoic, or
to his lands in Northumbria. But now Bedwyr was married, and his
wife was with child. More than that: Bedwyr, in sober fact, was not
likely to survive any action in which Arthur was killed. Even now,
as Mordred and the Queen talked together in this scented garden,
the battle might already be joined that would bring to reality her
dream of the wicked day. He recalled her letter to Arthur, with its
unmistakable note of fear. Fear not only of Arthur's danger, but of
his own. "You or your son," she had written. Now, with a sudden
flash of truth as painful as a cut, he knew why. Duke Constantinc.
Duke Constantine, still officially neat in line for the throne and
already casting his eyes towards Camelot, whose title would be
greatly strengthened if, first, he could claim the Queen
-regent.... He became conscious of her strained and questioning
gaze. He answered it, forcefully. "Madam, for your dreams and fears, let me only say
this. I am certain that the King's own skill, and your prayers,
will keep him safe for many years to come, but if it should happen,
then have no fear for vourself. I know that Constantine of Cornwall
may try to dispute the king's latest disposition -" "Mordred?" "With your leave, madam. Let us speak directly. He
has ambitions for the High Kingdom, and you fear him. Let me say
this. You know my father's wish, and you know that it will be
carried out. When I succeed him as High King, then you need fear
nothinq. While I live you will be safe, and honoured." The red flew up into her cheeks, and her look
thanked him, but all she said was, trying still to smile: "No
cast-off queen?" "Never that," said Mordred, and took his leave. In the shadow of the garden gateway, out of sight of
the arbour, he stopped. His pulse was racing, his flesh burned. He
stood there motionless while the heat and the hammering slowly
subsided. Coldly he crushed back the lighted picture in his mind:
the roses, the grey-blue eves, the smile, the touch of the
tremulous hands. This was folly. Moreover, it was useless folly.
Arthur, Bedwyr . . . whatever Mordred was or might be, until both
Arthur and Bedwyr were dead, with that lovely lady he could come
only a poor and halting third. He had been too long without a woman. To tell the
truth, he had been too busy to think about them. Till now. He would
find time tonight, and quench these hot imaginings. But all the same, he knew that today his ambition
had taken a different turn. There were precedents, undisputed. He
had no wife. She was barren, but he had two sons. If Constantine
could think about it, then so could he. And by all the gods in
heaven and hell, Constantine should not have her. With the King's letter crumpled fiercely in his
hand, he strode back to the royal chamber, shouting for the
secretaries. Chapter 5 It was some time before Mordred saw the Queen again.
He was plunged immediately into the whirlwind business of equipping
and embarking the troops Arthur had asked for. In a commendably
short time the expeditionary force sailed, under the command of
Cei, the King's foster brother, with a reasonable hope of coming up
with Arthur's army before the clash came. The courier who returned
from this voyage brought news that was, on the whole, cheering:
Arthur, with Bedwyr and Gawain, had already set out on the march
eastward, and King Hoel, finding himself miraculously recovered at
the prospect of action, had gone with them. The Frankish kings,
with a considerable army, were also reported to be converging on
Autun, where Arthur would set up his camp. After this, news came only spasmodically. None of it
was bad, but, coming as it did long after the events reported, it
could not be satisfactory. Cei and the British kings had joined
Arthur; that much was known; and so had the Franks. The weather was
good, the men were in high heart, and no trouble had been met with
on the march. So far, that was all. What the Queen was feeling
Mordred did not know, nor did he have time to care. He was setting
about the second of Arthur's commissions, raising and training men
to bring the standing army up to strength after the departure of
the expeditionary force. He sent letters to all the petty kings and
leaders in the north and west, and himself followed where
persuasion was needed. The response was good: Mordred had laid
openly on the table the reasons for his demand, and the response
from the Celtic kingdoms was immediate and generous. The one leader
who made no reply at all was Duke Constantine. Mordred, keeping the
promised eye on the Cornish dukedom, said nothing, set spies, and
doubled the garrison at Caerleon. Then, once the tally of kings and
the arrangements for receiving and training the new army were
complete, he sent at last to Cerdic the Saxon king, to propose the
meeting Arthur had suggested. It was late July when Cerdic's answer came, and
that same day, on an afternoon of misty rain, a courier arrived
from the Burgundian battlefront, bearing with him a single brief
dispatch, with other tokens which, when the man spilled them on the
table in front of Mordred, told a dreadful tale. As was usual, most of his news would be given
verbally, learned by rote. He began to recite it now to the
still-faced regent. "My lord, the battle is over, and the day was ours.
The Romans and the Burgundians were put to flight, and the emperor
himself recalled what force was left. The Franks fought nobly
alongside us, and on all sides some marvellous deeds were done. But
- " The man hesitated, wetting his lips. It was apparent
that he had given the good news first, in the hope of cushioning
what was to follow. Mordred neither moved nor spoke. He was
conscious of a fast-beating heart, a constricted throat, and the
necessity for keeping steady the hand that lay beside the spilled
tokens on the table. They lay in a jumbled and glittering pile,
proof that a tragic story, was still to come. Seals, rings, badges
of office, campaign medals, all the mementoes that, stripped from
the dead, would be sent home to the widows. Cei's badge was there,
the royal seneschal's gilded brooch. And a medal from Kaerconan,
rubbed thin and bright; that could only be Valerius's. No royal
ring; no great ruby carved with the Dragon, but but the man, the veteran of a hundred reports, both
good and evil, was hesitating. Then, meeting Mordred's eye, he
swallowed and cleared his throat. It was a long time since the
bearers of bad news had had, as in some barbarous lands, to fear
ill-treatment and even death at the hands of their masters;
nevertheless his voice was hoarse with something like fear as he
spoke again. This time he was direct to the point of brutality. "My lord, the King is dead." Silence. Mordred could not trust himself with word
or movement. The scene took on the shifting and misted edges of
unreality. Thought was suspended, as random and weightless as a
drop of the fine rain that drifted past the windows. "It happened near the end of the day's fighting.
Many had fallen, Cei among them, and Gugein, Valerius, Mador and
many others. Prince Gawain fought nobly; he is safe, but Prince
Bedwyr fell wounded on the left. It is feared that he, too, will
die..." His voice went on, naming the dead and wounded, but
it was doubtful if Mordred heard a word of it. He moved at last,
interrupting the recital. His hand went out to the parchment lying
on the table. "It is all here?" "The news, my lord, but not the details. The
dispatch was sent by Prince Bedwyr himself. While he could still
speak he had them write it. The list of casualties will follow as
soon as they are known and checked, but this, my lord, could not be
delayed." "Yes. Wait, then." He took the letter across to a window, and with his
back to the man, spread the page out on the sill. The careful
script danced under his eyes. The drifting curtain of the rain
seemed to have come between him and the letter. He dashed the back
of his hand impatiently, across his face and bent nearer. In the end, and after three careful readings, the
sense of it went right into his brain and lodged there, thrumming
like the arrow that lodges deep in the flesh, spreading, not pain,
but a numbing poison. Arthur was dead. The news that folloved, of complete
and annihilating victory over the Romans and Burgundians, came as
an irrelevance. Arthur was dead. The dispatch, dictated hastily in
a field dressing station, gave few details. The High King's body
had not yet been recovered from the field. Parties were still
searching among the piled and pillaged dead. But if the King were
still living, said Bedwyr tersely, he would by this time have made
himself known. The regent must assume his death, and act
accordingly. The parchment slipped from Mordred's hand and
floated to the floor. He did not notice. Through the window beside
him, washed and sweet on the damp air, floated the scents of the
Queen's garden. He looked out at the rain-heavy roses, the
glittering leaves that quivered under the drifting drops, the
misted grass. No one was there today. Wherever she was, she would
know of the courier's coming, and she would be waiting for him. He
would have to go to her and tell her. Arthur. And Bedwyr. Arthur
and Bedwyr both. That was enough for her, and too much. But he must
hear the rest first. He turned back to the courier. "Go on." *** THE MAN TALKED EAGERLY NOW, HIS FEAR FORGOTTENN. THE
REGENT was alive again, not composed exactly, but in command, his
questions quick and direct. "Yes, my lord, I was there myself. I left the field
at full dark, as soon as the news was sure. The King was seen
fighting still towards sunset, though by that time the main
resistance was over, and Quintilianus himself had fallen.
Everywhere was chaos, and already men were robbing the bodies of
the dead and killing the dying for their weapons and their clothes.
Our men were not merciful, but the Franks . . . My lord,
these are barbarians. They fight like mad wolves, and thes can no
more be controlled than wolves. The enemy broke and fled in several
directions, and were pursued. Some of them threw down their arms
and held their hands out for chains, begging their lives. It was
-" "The King. What of the King?" "He was seen to fall. His standard had been cut
down, and in the growing dark it could not be observed just where
he was fighting, or what had happened. Bedwyr, wounded as he was,
struggled to that part of the field and searched for him, and
others with him, calling. But the King was not found. Many of the
bodies were stripped already, and if the King had been among them
-" "You are telling me that his body had still not been
recovered?" "Yes, my lord. At least, not when I left the field.
I was sent as soon as it became too dark to search further. It may
well be that by this time another dispatch is on its way. But it
was thought that the news should be brought to you before other
rumours reached the country." "So this is why no token, neither sword nor ring,
has been brought back to me?" "Yes, my lord." Mordred was silent for a while. Then he spoke with
difficulty. "Is there still thought to be hope for the High
King?" "My lord, if you had seen the field . . . But
yes, there is hope. Even in naked death, the High King's body would
surely have been known - " Under Mordred's gaze, he stopped. "My lord." After a few more questions Mordred sent him away,
and sat alone, thinking. There was still a chance that Arthur was not dead.
But his duty was plain. Before the news reached these shores -and
with the coming of the courier's ship the rumours must already be
spreading like heath fires - he must take control of the country.
His immediate moves were easily mapped: an emergency meeting of the
Council; a public reading of Arthur's declaration of succession,
with its ratification of his, Mordred's authority; a copy of this
to be made and sent to each of the kings; a speech made to the army
leaders. Meanwhile the Queen waited, and while she waited,
suffered. He would go to her, and take what comfort he could. And
what love he might. *** BEFORE HE HAD TAKEN THREE STEPS INTO THE BOOM SHE
WAS on her feet. Afterwards he realized that he had not known to
whom her first query, related. She said it, hands to throat. "He is dead?" "Alas, madam, yes. That is the message as it came to
me. He was seen to fall in the moment of victory; but, when the
messenger was sent to me, they had not yet found his body." She was so white that he thought she might fall. He
went close quickly, and put out his hands. Hers flew out and held
them tightly. He said urgently: "Madam, there is hope. And Bedwyr
is alive, though wounded. He was well enough to order the search
for the King's body before darkness fell." She shut her eyes. Her lips, thin and gaping round a
black O, drew air in as if she were drowning. Her lids fluttered.
Then as if some ghostly hand had slid under her chin and drawn her
up, she stiffened and grew taller, then her eyes opened and her
white face composed itself. She removed her hands quietly from
Mordred's grasp, but let him lead her to a chair. Her women would
have clustered near with hands and words of comfort, but she waved
them back. "Tell me all that you know." "I know very little, madam. The letter was brief.
But the messenger gave me a report." He recounted what the man had
told him. She listened without interruption; indeed, a casual
observer might have thought without attention; she seemed to be
watching the raindrops following one another down the drooping stem
of a rose that hung beyond the window--frame. Mordred stopped speaking at last. The raindrops ran,
gathered, swelled on a thorn, dropped splashing to the sill. The Queen said quietly in a calm, dead voice: "If there is indeed hope of the King's life, then
surely a second courier will he following hard on the first.
Meantime we must do as my lord commanded." "Assuming his death," said Mordred. "Assuming that." Then, with a sudden break of grief
and terror: "Mordred, what will become of Britain now? What will
come to us? So short a while ago we spoke of this, you and I - and
now - now' the day is upon us. . ." He made an involuntary move towards her, only a
slight one, but it sufficed. She was still again, controlled,
queenly. But her eyes betrayed her. She could not have spoken again
without weeping. And that must not happen until she was alone. He said, in as flat and matter-of-fact a tone as he
could manage: "Two things must be done immediately. I must see
Cerdic. A meeting has already been arranged. And I have convened
the Council. They meet tonight. Until tidings come that either
confirm or denv this news, it is vital that men should see there is
still a central power in Britain, with a ruler appointed by the
King's command, and carrying out his wishes." He added, gently: "For you, madam, I do not think
anyone will wonder at it if you are not present at the Council
meeting." "I shall be present." "If you so wish -" "I do wish it. Mordred, the High King's body has not
been found. You have his seal, which you and I, as coregents here
in Camelot, have been empowered to use. But his ring and his sword,
the true symbols of kingship, cannot be brought to you except from
his dead body." "That is so, madam." "So I shall attend the Council. With Arthur's Queen
at your side to support you, there will be no man in the kingdoms
who will not have to accept Arthur's son as his rightful
ruler." He found nothing to say. She put out a hand, and he
bent his head and kissed it. Then he left her. She would have time
for her mourning before she took her place in the Round Hall beside
the new King of Britain. *** IN A PINE WOOD AT THE FOOT OF THE HILLS EAST OF
AUTUN, Arthur stirred and woke. He lay wrapped in his war cloak, his sword to his
hand. His shoulder and side were stiff with bruising from the blow
that had felled him during the battle, and his head ached
abominably, but he was otherwise unhurt. His tethered horse grazed
near him. His companions, some forty men, were, like him, rousing
to the first misty light of the new day. Three of the men were busy
already relighting the blackened remains of the night fire. Others
brought water, carefully cradled in their leather helmets, from the
river that slid over its sparkling boulders some fifty paces awav.
They were cheerful, and laughed and jested, but under their breath,
for fear of rousing the sleeping King. Birds were singing in the alders by the river, and
from the steep valley side beyond came the bleating of sheep, where
some herdboy watched his flock. A harsher sound turned Arthur's
eyes to a place beyond the ridge of woodland where big black birds
swung and called in the misty morning. There lay the enemy they had
pursued from the misty morning. A few survivors, bound, lay nearby
under the trees, but thirty or so men lay still unburied, their
stiffened bodies exposed with the waxing day to the crows and
kites. It was well after noon before the burial party had
done its work, and the King headed back with the troop towards
Autun. A mile or so short of the battlefield, he came
across two bodies. The messenger he had sent back to Bedwyr and
Hoel to tell them that he was safe, and would return with the
daylight, had fallen in with two stragglers frorn Quintilianus's
army. One he had killed, the other, though wounded and now near
dead with exposure and loss of blood, had killed him. Arthur killed the man himself, and spurred his horse
into a gallop back to his headquarters. Chapter 6 "The treaty is void," said Cerdic. He and Mordred sat face to face. They had met on a
high shelf of the downs. It was a fine morning, and larks sang
wildly in the blue. To southward the smoke of a Saxon village could
be seen hanging in the still air. Here and there, in cleared spaces
between the thickets of ash and thorn, the golden green of ripening
barley showed among the white flints where some Saxon peasant had
scratched a living from the bony land. Mordred had come in kingly state. The Council,
apprised of Arthur's wishes before he left for Brittany, had raised
no slightest objection to Mordred's assumption of leadership; on
the contrary: those councillors who were left after the departure
of Arthur and his Companions into Brittany were most of them
greybeards, and in their grief and fear at the news from the
battlefield they acclaimed Mordred with outspoken relief. Mordred,
wise in the ways of councils, moved with care. He emphasized the
doubtful nature of the news, spoke of his still-held hope of his
father's life, disclaimed any title but that of regent, and renewed
his vowss of faith to the Council, and liege homage to his father's
Queen. After him Guinevere, speaking briefly and with obviously
fragile composure in her husband's name, affirmed her belief that
Mordred must now be invested vvith power to act as he saw fit, and,
herself resigning, proposed him as sole regent. The Council, moved
to a man, accepted her eithdrawal and decided then and there to
send a message to Constantine of Cornwall asking him to affirm his
loyalty to the High King's successor. Finally Mordred spoke again of urgency, and made
clear his intention of riding south next day to the interview with
Cerdic. He would take with him a detachment of the newly raised
troops; it was never wise to approach their good Saxon neighbours
without some show of strength. This, too, the Council voted him.
So, escorted like a king, he faced Cerdic on the downs. The Saxons, too, kept state. Cerdic's thegns crowded
behind his chair, and an awning of brightly coloured cloth woven
with gold and silver thread made a regal background to the thrones
set for him and the regent. Mordred regarded Cerdic with interest.
It was barely a year since he had last met the Saxon king, but in
that time the latter had aged perceptibly and appeared not to be in
robust health. Beside his chair stood his grandson Ceawlin, a young
copy of the old fighter, who was said to have already fathered a
brood of sturdy boys. "The treaty is void." The old king said it like a challenge. He was
watching Mordred closely. "Why else am I here?" Nothing could be gathered
from the regent's smooth tone. "If it is true that the High King is
dead, then the treaty -the same, or one revised as we may agree -
must be ratified between myself and you." "Until we know for certain, there is little point
in talking," said Cerdic bluntly. "On the contrary. When I last spoke with my father
he gave me a mandate to make a new agreement with you, though I
agree that there is little point in discussing that until another
matter is cleared up. I doubt if I need to tell you what that
is?" "It would be best to come to the point," said
Cerdic. "Very well. It has lately come to my ears that
Cynric, your son, and others of your thegns are even now back in
your old lands beyond the Narrow Sea, and that more men daily flock
to their standards. The bays fill with their long-ships. Now with
he treaty between our peoples made void by the High King's death
-supposing this to be true - what am I to think of this?" "Not that we prepare war again. Until proof comes of
Arthur's death this would not only be ignoble, but folly." There
was a gleam in the old king's eyes as he looked at the younger man.
"I should perhaps make eyes clear that in no case are we
contemplating war. Not with you, prince." "Then what?" "Only that with the advance of the Franks and the
westward spread of people who are not our friends, we in our turn
must move westward. Your King has halted this emperor's first
sally, but there will be another, and after that another. My people
want a safe frontier. They are gathering to embark for these
shores, but in peace. We shall receive them." "I see." Mordred was remembering what Arthur had
said to him in their last discussion at Kerrec. "First the Narrow
Sea, and then the ramparts of the Saxon and English kingdoms... Men
fight for what is theirs." So might Vortigern have reasoned when he
first called Hengist and Horsa to these shores. Arthur was no
Vortigern, and so far he had been right not to doubt Cerdic: Men
fight for what is theirs, and the more men manning the ramparts of
the Shore, the more safely could the Celtic kingdoms lie behind
them. The old king was watching him closely, as if
guessing what thoughts raced behind the smooth brow and
unexpressive eyes. Mordred met his look. "You are a man of honour, king, and also a man of
wisdom and experience. You know that neither Saxon nor Briton wants
another Badon Hill." Cerdic smiled. "Now you have flashed your weapon at
me, Prince Mordred, and I mine at you. Thatt is done. I said they
would come in peace. But they will come, and many of them. So, let
us talk." He sat back in his chair, shifting a fold of the blue
robe over his arm. "For the present I believe we must assume the
High King's death? " "I think so. If we make plans for that assumption
they can be revised if necessary." "Then I say this. I am willing, and Cynric with me,
who will reign here when I am too old to fight, to remake the
treaty with you that I made with your uncle." A sharp, twinkling
look from under the shaggy brows. "It was your uncle last time we
met. Now your father, it seems?" "Father, yes. And in return?" "More land." "That was easily guessed." Mordred smiled in his
turn. "More men need more land. But you are already too close for
some men's peace of mind. How can you move forward? Between your
lands and ours there lies this stretch of high downland. You see
it." He gestured to the thin patch of barley shoots. "No ploughs,
not even yours, King Cerdic, can make these stony uplands into rich
fields of grain. And I am told that your neighbours, the South
Saxons, no longer grant you free movement there." Cerdic made no immediate reply. He reached behind
him, and a guard put a spear into his hand. Behind Mordred a rustle
and a whisper of metal betrayed quick movement among his own
fighting men. He gestured with a hand, palm down, and the movement
stilled. Cerdic reversed the spear and, leaning forward in his
chair, began to draw in the chalky dust. "Here we are, the men of Wessex. Here, in the rich
corner lands, the South Saxons. And here stand you and I, now. The
lands I am thinking of would he no nearer to your capital than our
present borders. Here. And here." The spear moved gently northward, then, just as
Mordred would have protested, veered to the east and across the
downland towards the upper Thames valley. "This way. This part is
thick forest, and here is marshland, thinly peopled and poor. Both
can he made good." "Surely much of that is already Saxon land? Where
your spear is now, that is the southern region, as they call it, of
the fiddle Saxons?" "The Suthrige. Yes. I told you that we would take
nothing that need trouble you." "Would these settlers accept your people?" "It is agreed." The old king slanted a bright
glance up at the other man. "They are not a strong people, and it
is rumoured that the South Saxons are casting their eyes in that
direction. They will welcome us. And we will make the land good for
ourselves and for them." He went on to talk about his plans, and Mordred
questioned, and they talked for some time. Later Mordred said:
"Tell me, king. My information is not always correct." (This was
not true, and he knew that Cerdic knew it, but the gambit brought a
subject under discussion that neither had liked to broach openly.)
"Since Aelle died, has there been a leader of note among the South
Saxons? The land there is the best in the south, and it has long
seemed to me that the king who held Rutupiae and the lands behind
it held a key in his hand. The key to the mainland of the Continent
and its trade." There was a gleam of appreciation in the old king's
eyes. He did not say in so many words that Aelle's descendants had
no such grasp of the situation, but again, the two men understood
one another. He merely said, thoughtfully: "I am told -though of
course my information is not always correct - that the harbour at
Rutupiae is beginning to silt up, and no attempt is being made to
keep it clear." Mordred, who, too, had heard this, expressed
surprise, and the two men talked for a while longer to their mutual
satisfaction, with at the end a very clear idea that, should Cerdic
decide that the gateway to the Continent would be worth a foray bv
the West Saxons, Mordred with the British would at the very least
refrain from pushing in through the back door, and at the most
would throw his weight in beside the West Saxon king. "With eventual free access for British traders to
the port, of course," he said. "Of course," said Cerdic. So with a good deal of satisfaction on both sides,
the conference ended. The old king set off southward with the elder
thegns, while his younger warriors escorted Mordred and his troops
part of the way north, with a joyous accompaniment of shouting and
weapon-play. Mordred rode alone for most of the way, ahead of the
troops. He was dimly conscious of the noise behind him, where Saxon
and Briton alike seemed to be celebrating what was now an alliance,
rather than a mere treaty of non-aggression. He knew, as Cerdic had
known without saying it, that such an agreement could not so
readily have been reached with the victor of Badon and its
forerunning battles. A new start had been rnade. The day of the
young men had begun. Change was in the air. Plans, long stifled,
buzzed in his brain; and the blood he shared with Ambrosius and
Arthur and Merlin the vanished statesman ran free at last with the
power to do and to make. It is certain that if, on his return to Camelot, he
had found waiting him the royal courier with the news of Arthur's
safety and imminent return, there would have been a perceptible
weight of disappointment among the relief and joy. *** NO COURIER WAS THERE. FOR DAYS NOW THE WIND HAD
BLOWN steadily eastward across the Narrow' Sea, keeping the British
ships sealed in the Breton harbours. But it carried a ship from
Cornwall to Brittany with letters from Constantine the duke. Thev
were identical, addressed the one to King Hoel, and the other to
Bedwyr, and the latter was carried straight to Arthur, where he lay
still at Autun. Mordred has shown himself in his true colours. He
has given out through the kingdoms that King Arthur is slain, and
he has assumed the kingship. The Queen has resioned her regency,
and letters have come bidding me to resign my rights as Arthur's
heir, and accept Mordred as High King. He treats now with Cerdic,
who is to hold the ports of the Saxon Shore against all comers, and
whose son is in Saxony raising his thousands, all of whom swear
allegiance to Mordred. Meanwhile Mordred the King talks with the kings of
Dyfed and Guent, and men from Mona and Powys, and is riding even
now to meet the leaders from the north who have long spoken against
Arthur the High King, wanting freedom for every man to rule as he
wills, without reference to the Round Hall and the Council.
Mordred, perjurer that he is, promises them self-rule and a change
of the law. So he makes allies. Finally, with the High King gone, he plans to take
Queen Guinevere to wife. He has lodged her at Cacrleon, and
consorts with her there. Though the interpretation of Mordred's actions was
Constantine's, the main facts as set out in the letter were true.
As soon as he returned from his meeting with Cerdic, Mordred had
persuaded the Queen to go to Caerleon. Until the truth of Arthur's
death was known, and the country - at present in the inevitable
panic and turmoil following the sudden death of a powerful ruler -
was more settled, and the new chain of command set up and working
smoothly, he wanted, as he had promised, to ensure her safety.
Camelot was as strong a city as Caerleon, but it was too far east;
and any trouble that was coming, as Mordred judged, would come that
way. The west was safe. (Except, he reminded himself, from Duke
Constantine, that silently resentful ex-heir of Arthur's, who had
sent no answer to the courteous invitations of the Council to
discuss the matter at the round table. But Caerleon, armed and
defended, was as safe from him as from any other disaffected
man.) It was too near for Guinevere's liking to her own
homeland of Northgalis, where a cousin now ruled who had wanted
once to marry her, and who said so rather too often to the wife he
eventually had to take. But the alternatives were even less
comfortable. Guinevere would have preferred to take refuge in a
convent, but of the two best sanctuaries, the nearer -the Lake
convent on Ynvs Witrin - was in the Summer Country, and the Queen
would on no account put herself under the protection of its king,
Melwas. The other, at Amesbury, Arthur's own township, which would
have \velcomed her, had failed signally to protect the last queen
it had housed. Morgause's murder still haunted the place. So Mordred, making necessity a pleasure, chose
Caerleon, where he had already convened meetings with those kings
from the west and north with whom he had not already had the chance
to talk. He escorted the Queen there himself, embarking with her at
Ynys Witrin, and setting sail for the lsca's mouth on the shore of
the Severn Sea. The voyage was calm, the sea gentle, the breezes
light and fresh. It was a golden interval in the turmoil of that
violent summer. The Queen kept apart with her ladies, but in the
morning and evening of the two days voyage Mordred visited her and
they talked. On one of these occasions she told him, briefly and
without detail, why she had been so reluctant to take refuge with
King Melwas. It appeared that many years ago, in the hot spring of
youth, Melwas had abducted the Queen by force and stratagem, and
carried her off to a remote island in the water-logged fens of the
Summer Country. There, by his magic, Merlin had discovered her, and
had led Bedwyr to a timely rescue. Later, Arthur and Melmas had
fought, a notable combat, at the end of which the King, being the
victor, had spared Melwas's life. "After that?" said Mordred, shocked for once into
bluntness. "I would have dragged him to your feet and killed him
there, slowly." "And had every man and woman in the kingdoms sure of
his guilt and my shame?" She spoke calmly, but her cheeks had
reddened, whether at the memory of that shame or at the young man's
fervour it was impossible to guess. Mordred bit his lip. He recalled the story that
Agravain had once told at a meeting of the Young Celts,. and that
he, Mordred, had not believed. So it was true; and now the cryptic
references made by Bedwyr and Arthur at the site of the princess
Elen's rape became clear. He remembered further: the girl's
violated body lying under its scrambled covering of pine
needles. He said thickly: "Later, then. But policy or no
policy, I would not have let him live." He took his leave then. After he had gone the Queen
sat for a long while without moving, looking out across the
deck-rail at the shining water, and the distant shore sliding by ,
with its trees like clouds, and the clouds above them like
towers. Having installed Guinevere in comfort in the Queen's
palace at Caerleon, Mordred plunged into the round of meetings with
the leaders and petty kings assembled in the fortress to meet him.
What he had not expected, and what Constantine, that western duke,
knew well, was the dissatisfaction, even hostility, he found there
for some of Arthur's policies. In the remoter highlands, the
silver-age Romanization so dear to Ambrosius and Arthur had never
been acceptable. It was not only the young men who wanted change;
the older kings, too, were chafing against what they saw as the
restrictive policies of a remote and lowland center of government.
Arthur, in attempting to restore the territorial integrity of Roman
Britain, had remodelled his federation of kingdoms in a way that to
many of the rulers seemed outdated. To these men Mordred, outlander
and Young Celt, was the leader they hoped for. That Arthur had just
stood against actual Roman domination in defense of the Celtic
lands would do much to bring him nearer their hearts again, but
Arthur was presumed dead, and it became increasingly apparent that
in the Celtic Highlands his return would not be altogether
welcome. Mordred trod carefully, talked sparingly, counted
the allies sworn to his banner, and went even evening to see the
Queen. It was perhaps a little sad to see how Guinevere lighted up
at his visits, and how eagerly she plied him with questions. He
answered her readily, keeping her more fully informed than Arthur
had found time to do, of every move of state. She did not guess
that he was simply taking every chance of seeing her, and every
means of prolonging his meetings with her, letting her grow easier
with him, become used to him in his role of ruler and protector.
She thought merely that he was trying to bring her comfort and
distraction, and was grateful accordingly, and her gratitude, in
that time of uncertainty, grief and fear, brought her (as Mordred
had hoped) within touching distance of tenderness, and sighting
distance of love. At any rate, when he held her hand to kiss it,
or, greatly daring, laid his own over it by way of comfort, she no
longer hurried to withdraw from his touch. As for Mordred, with his new authority, the
uncertainty, the brilliant starting of long-held plans, the
closeness of the longdesired and lovely Guinevere, he was swept
forward from day to day on a full tide of sovereignty and power,
and it is doubtful if at this stage he could have gone back. In
love, as in other things, there comes a time when the will resigns
and franks the desire, and then not even Orpheus, turning back,
could cause his love to vanish. He had had that one glimpse of her,
the real Guinevere, a lonely woman afraid of life, a leaf to be
blown into a safe corner by any strong wind. He would be - was -her
safety. He was subtle enough to see that she recognized it, and
used her gently He could wait. So the days went by, and the wind still closed the
Narrow Sea, and each of them, constantly, watched the road and the
harbour for the messenger from Brittany. And each spent hours of
the night watching the dark and thinking, thinking, and when they
finally slept it was not of each other they dreamed, but of
Arthur. Of Duke Constantine, brooding in his Cornish castle,
they did not think at all. Chapter 7 Constantine's letter was brought to Arthur at his
camp near Autun. King Hoel, feeling his years and his ailments now
that the battle was over, had withdrawn towards home. But for
Gawain, who in these days was always at his elbow, Arthur was
alone. He was also very tired. He had returned from the
brief punitive foray into the mountains to find near-panic among
the troops who, though still searching among the heaped dead for
his body, believed themselves kingless. Even his return permitted
little rejoicing, for Bedwyr, worse hurt than he had admitted, or
that anyone had judged, was now seriously ill, and the surgeons
shook their heads over the pallet where he lay unconscious in an
annex of the royal pavilion. So Arthur was alone in more ways than one. Bedwyr
was dying. Cei, the elder foster-brother with whom he had been
brought up, was dead. Caius Valerius, too, the aqeing vvarrior,
veteran of Ambrosius's wars, and friend to Uther Pendragon and
Merlin . . . The list seemed endless, the names a roll culled from
the tale of Arthur's past glories, or even a simple tally of his
friends. Of those close to him Gawain alone was unwounded, and he,
flown with the joy of his first great fight and resounding victory,
had proved himself a stronn support. To him Arthur, feeling his age
for the first time (though he was by many years King Hoel's
junior), turned in gratitude and affection. He started to read the duke's letter. Through the
skins of the tent wall he could hear the groaning and muttering
where Bedwyr tossed on his sickbed. He would die before
morning, they said, if the fever did not break. The letter again. Mordred . . . making himself High
King, talking with Cerdic, gathering the kings of Wales and the
north... "Well," said Arthur, frowning; his head ached and
the torchlight made the words smim. "well, all this is to be
expected. If news of my supposed death was taken to Mordred, he
would take exactly these steps. We spoke of it before he left
Kerrec. He was to meet with Cerdic to ratify the treaty and talk
over a possible new settlement in the future. Now, if my death was
reported to him, he may well have thought it expedient to negotiate
new terms, since the old treaty would then be invalid." "New terms! An alliance that sounds like folly at
its best, and at its worst a deadly peril! This about
Cynric,raising fresh Saxon levies over here. Did you know,
uncle?" On the other side of the tent wall the sick man
cried out, then was silent. Someone spoke hurriedly, there was
muttering, quick footsteps, the swish of robes. The King was half
on his feet, the parchment falling to the floor, forgotten, when
the muttering began again. Not death yet, then; not quite yet.
Arthur sank back in his chair. "Did vou know about Cynric?" persisted Gawain. "Cynric? Oh, calling men to his standard in Saxony.
No, but if it is true--" "I'm pretty sure it's true," said Gawain. "I've
alreadv heard rumours going about the camp. Men massing by the
Neustrian shore. Longships lying in the harbours like arrows jammed
in a quiver. And for what? Cynric sails, and Cerdic moves towards
the southeast ports to meet him, then the South Saxons are caught
between the two, and the whole southeast will be Cerdic's, with
freedom to invite whomsoever he pleases to come over and swell his
army. The South Saxons have been the other wall that contained him,
and who is to contain him now?" His angry eves olared into the
King's, as if the latter's composure chafed him. If he heard the
sounds from beyond the wall, he gave no sign of it. He had not
attempted to lower his voice. "No doubt the next courier will bring me a report of
Cynric's doings." Arthur sounded weary but relativelv unworried.
"But for the rest of this letter, Gawain, remember who writes. Duke
Constantine did not take kindly to Mordred's nomination as regent:
He will have taken even less kindly to his appointment as my sole
heir. Everything he says there-" He gestured to the letter on the
floor, and Gawain stooped to pick it up. "Everything he says that
Mordred has done, Mordred and I agreed should be done. We only have
Constantine's word, which is hardly the word of a friend, for the
way it is being done." "But surely Mordred himself should have sent a
report? If Constantine's man could get through-" "If he believed the report of my death," said
Arthur, " to whom would he send it?" Gawain, with an impatient shrug, started to hand
the letter back to his uncle. Then he checked. "There's more here.
On the other side, see?" Arthur took it from him, saw the last sentences on
the back, and began to read them aloud. "'Finally, with the High King gone, he plans to
take Queen Guinevere to wife. He has lodged her at Caerleon, and -"
He did not finish it, but Gawain did, on a rising note where
genuine anger was shot with a kind of triumph. "And consorts with her there! " He swung away, then
back to the King. "Uncle, whether or not he believes you dead, this
is the act of a traitor! He has no proof as yet, no shadow of
reason for hauling the Queen off to Caerleon, and paying his court
to her! You say the rest of this letter could be true.... If it is,
in whatever fashion, then this must be true also!" "Gawain -" began the King, in a warning voice, but
Gawain, burning, swept on: "No, you must hear me! I'm your kin. You'll hear
truth from me. I can tell you this, uncle, Mordred wanted the
kingdom always. I know how ambitious he was, even at home in the
islands, even before he knew he was your son. Your son, yes! But
still a fisher-brat, a peasant with a peasant's guile and greed,
and a huckster's honour! He's taken the first chance to turn
traitor and get what he wants. With the Saxons and the Welsh at his
back, and the Queen at his side. . . 'consorts' indeed! He wasted
no time! I've seen the way he looked at her-" Something in Arthur's face stopped him there. It was
hard to say what it was for the King looked like a dead man carved
in grey stone. Something about him suggested a man who sees at his
feet a deadly pitfall lined with spears, and who with sheer
stubborn faith holds to the one frail sapling that may stop him
from falling. There was silence now from the next room. Arthur's voice was still steady, still reasonable,
but without life or tone. "Gawain. The last thing I enjoined on my
son was, in the event of my death, to care for and protect the
Queen. He stands to her also as a son. What has been said, we shall
forget." Gawain bowed his head and muttered something that
might have been an apology. Arthur handed him the letter. "Burn
this letter. Now. That's it," as Gawain held the parchment up to a
torch and watched it blacken and curl into crow's feathers. "Now I
must go to Bedwyr. In the morning -" He did not finish. He began to get to his feet,
moving slowly, putting weight on the arms of his chair like an old
man, or a sick one. Gawain, who was fond of him, was seized with
sudden compunction, and spoke more gently: "I'm sorry, uncle, believe me, I am. I know you
don't want to believe this of Mordred, so let us hope there is news
soon. Meamvhile, is there anything I can do for you?" "Yes. You can go and give the orders for our return
home. Whatever the truth of the matter, I shall have to go back.
Either I must deal with Mordred, or with Constantine. This is not
the time to pursue our victory further, or even to call for talks
with the emperor. Instead, I shall send him a message." "Yes?" queried Gawain, as the King paused. Arthur's look was cryptic. "A task that will please
you. See that Lucius Quintilianus's body is disinterred and sent to
the emperor, with this message: that this is the tribute that the
British pay to Rome. Now leave me. I must go to Bedwyr." *** BEDWYB DID NOT DIE. THE SILENCE THAT HAD FRIGHTENED
THE King was not death, or coma, but sleep, and the sick man woke
from it with his fever gone and his wounds cool. Arthur, in spite
of what might lie ahead of him, could set out for Britain with a
free mind and a lighter heart. *** THE KING SET SAIL AT LAST ON A CLOUDY DAY WITH WHITE
SPUME blowing back from the wave-tops and the far sky leaning low
over the heaving grey. The sea witch, it seemed, held sway over the
Channel waters. Though the wind had changed its quarter at last,
sea and sky alike still seemed to conspire against Arthur her old
enemy. Even the gulls, flakes ripped from the white waves, drove to
and fro in the wind with shrieks of uncanny laughter, like a
mockery. A gloomy, driving sea, without glitter, without light,
heaved northward in the sudden turn of the wind. A gust took the
Sea Dragon's standard and shredded it into streamers that whirled
downwind. "An omen," men whispered, but Arthur, looking up,
laughed, and said: "He has gone ahead of us. If we seize the weather,
we shall by as fast as he." And fly they did. What they could not know was that
Cynric's Saxons had seized the same chance of wind, and that the
longboats were also on their way across the Narrow Sea. Long and
low, in those heaving seas the British caught no sight of them
until, in the final gleams of a late and clouded afternoon, as they
scudded along with the line of the Saxon Shore like a white wall on
the horizon, the Sea Dragon's lookout saw what looked like Saxon
longships riding in nearer the coast. But when the King, with the heavy slowness that he
showed these days, clambered up to a viewpoint by the mast, the
longships -or their shadows were gone. "South Saxon ships, caught by the change of wind,"
said the master, at Arthur's elbow. "Shallow draught. They're
lucky. They'll be back at anchor now, and no trouble to us. If we
-" He did not finish. A shout from the masthead made
them all look round. Low over the sea, its rain tearing out like a
witch's hair, came a squall. Its shadow fled on before like a doom.
The master shouted. The seamen ran to their places. King, knights,
sailors gripped the nearest stay. The squall struck. In an instant all was screaming
wind and rain. The air was black. Water cascaded down, whipping
their faces so that they covered their eyes. The little ship shook
and shuddered, stopped as if struck on a rock, then heeled over,
reared and bucked like a frightened horse. Ropes strained and
snapped. The whole ship's structure groaned. Somewhere a crack of
timber gave warning. The squall blew for perhaps ten minutes. When, as
suddenly as it had come, it blew away, fleeing over the sea above
its shadow, the fleet, scattered and damaged, found itself driven
almost within hailing distance of the coast. But the coast \vas the
West Saxon shore, and there was no way that they could beat farther
westward against a capricioush, veering wind, to make the Dumnonian
harbours, or even the debated shelter of Potters' Bay. The King, with water licking the lower deck of the
Sea Dragon, and two of her sister ships wallowing badly alongside,
gave the order. And so the sea witch drove Arthur ashore in Saxon
territory where Cerdic's son Cynric, watching for the stragglers of
his own immigrant fleet, rested with a band of his men after their
stormy voyage. To him, from the ruins of the Roman lighthouse, came
the watchman, running. Ships - three ships, and others heading
shorewards behind them -were coming into the deep harbour to
westward. There was no standard, no device. But by their lines and
rig they were British ships, and they were setting inshore where
they surely had no right to be. He had had, in the rapidly
worsening light, no hint of their beaten condition. Cynric did not know that the proposed immigration
was known to and approved by the British: nor could he know that,
by Mordred's new treaty with Cerdic, the incoming British ships
were welcome to land. He drew his own conclusions. His landing had
been observed, and was now, perhaps, to be opposed. He sent a
messenger urgently inland to report his arrival and summon Cerdic's
help, then gathered his men together to oppose the British
landing. *** IF THE TWO FORCES COULD HAVE HELD APART LONG ENOUGH
FOR the leaders to recognize one another or dispatch and receive a
message, all might have been well. But they met in the growing dusk
of that murky day, each side bent on its own desperate course and
blind to all else. The Saxons were tired after a stormy voyage, and
most of them strange to the country and therefore alive to
apprehension. Thev also had with them their women and children.
Primed with legends about the wars fought for each hide of land
since Hengist's time, and seeing the incoming troops at a
disadvantage as their craft ran inshore, they seized their weapons
and raced down to the attack. Arthur was indeed at a sad disadvantage. His men
were highly trained and seasoned troops, but they had had little
rest, and were some of them still suffering badly from the effects
of the voyage. He did have one stroke of luck: the horse carriers,
seeking a flat beach, had ventured farther along the coast to land,
so those of the cavalry mounts which had survived the crossing
uninjured were safely got to shore some distance off. But they
-Arthur's best troops could be no help against Cynric's men. Arthur
and those of his knights who were with him, met by armed Saxons as
they struggled up the steep and streaming pebbles of the shore,
fought on foot and in no sort of order. The struggle was
disorganized, bloody and, on both sides, disastrous. Just before dark a panting messenger on a lathered
pony came to Cynric's side. The message passed. Cerdic was on his
may and Britain's new king with him. Cynric was to withdraw. Cynric, thankfully, withdrew as best he could his
men streaming off inland into the gathering darkness, guided by the
messenger towards the oncoming army of the West Saxons. Arthur, exhausted but unhurt, listened in silence to
the report of someone who had heard the Saxon's shouted message.
"It was Cynric himself, my lord, who led this attack. Now he has
sent to his father for help, and Cerdic is coming. With Britain's
new king, I heard them say so, marching against you to help Cynric
and these invaders." Arthur, weary to death and grieving over his losses,
which were even now being assessed, leaned heavily on his spear,
confused, and, what was strange to him, irresolute. That "Britain's
new king" must be Mordred was obvious. Even if Mordred believed
him, Arthur, dead, he would hardly march with Saxons to intercept
British troopships obviously bringing home Arthur's battle-weary
troops, unless Constantine had been right, and he coveted the
kingdom to the point of treachery. Someone was approaching, his feet sliding in the
grinding pebbles. As Arthur turned, half expecting the angry Orkney
voice at his elbow, triumphant over this evidence of treachery, a
man came up. "My lord, my lord! Prince Gawain is hurt. His boat
was wrecked as it drove ashore, and he was wounded even before he
could come to land. It is thought that he is dying." "Take me there," said the King. Gawain had been carried ashore on a stretcher of
smashed planking from the wrecked boat. The remains of this,
splintered and gaping, lay tilted on the shingle in the edge of the
tide. Bodies of the dead and wounded lay about on the beach,
looking like heaps of sodden clothing. Gawain was conscious, but it was plain that he had
received his dealth wound. His face was waxen, and his breathing
shallow and sparse. Arthur bent over him. "How is it with you,
nephew?" The pale lips gaped. In a while Gawain whispered:
"My evil luck. Just as the war starts." The war he had wanted, had almost worked for. The
King put the thought aside, and stooping lower, moistened the dying
man's lips from his wine flask. The lips moved again. "What's that' I didn't
hear." "Bedwyr," said Gawain. "Yes," said the King, wondering. "Bedwyr is well
enough. They say he is recovering fast." "Bedwyr. . ." "Gawain, I know that you have much to forgive
Bedwyr for, but if you are asking me to take any message other than
one of forgiveness and friendship, you ask in vain, dying or
no." "Not that. Bring Bedwyr back now. Needed. Help
you kill ... the traitor ... Mordred." Arthur made no reply to that. But in a few moments
he could see that none was needed. So, still counselling murder and strife, died the
fourth of Morgause's sons. Leaving only the one, Mordred, his own
son. Mordred, the traitor? Chapter 8 Mordred was back in Camelot when the news reached
him of fighting on the south coast. No details were given. Mindful
of his commitment to Cerdic, he gathered what troops were available
and hastened southward, falling in with tile West Saxon army just
as a second messenger came panting with a fuller but strange
-sounding version of what had happened. His story was this: King Arthur's troopships had
been sighted by the Saxon shore-dwellers, appearing soon after the
longships, unable to reach the harbour at the mouth of the ltchen,
had discharged their cargo of immigants in the shallow, sheltered
water behind Seal Island. Then a flying scud of cloud and mist had
blotted out the fleet. The Saxon incomers, nervous, and not knowing
what to expect from the approaching, ships, had hurried their women
and children inland away from the shore, and gathered in a
defensive crowd within reach of signals from the lighthouse. The
shore-folk who had come down to receive them gave them quick
reassurance. Thev were safe now. The High King's ships, whether or
no the King himself was on board, would not come into the shore
ports, which were by treaty ceded to the Saxons these many
years. But hard on the reassurance came the runner frorn
the lighthouse, gasping. The ships had turned under cover of the
squall, had come inshore, and were even now landing armed men on
the beaches only a short way to the west. It was apparent that,
having been warned of this fresh influx of Saxon immigrants, Arthur
had hoped to stop them by sea, but having failed, had sent his
troops ashore to kill them or take them prisoner. To those who
expressed doubt of this -these were the citizens of long standing,
and Cynric himself was among them - the newcomers would not listen.
The risk was too great. If the British meant business, and were
allowed time to get their horses ashore . . . Everyone knew the
reputation of Arthur's cavalry. . . . So the Saxons, unorganized and weary as they were,
had charged to the beaches and closed with Arthur's men. There they
had met slaughter and defeat, and now exhausted, were struggling
inland with the frightened inhabitants of the shore villages, with
Arthur and his cavalrty in pursuit. And, the messenger concluded
with a sidelong gIance of mistrust at Mordred, the Saxons - men,
women, and little children - cried to their king for help against
Arthur the breaker of treaties, the invader of their rightful
Kingdom, the slaver of lawful and peaceful incomers. The distressful tale came pelting out, in the rough
tongue of the Saxon peasant. It is doubtful if Mordred understood
more than one word in three. But he grasped the central fact, and,
rigid it Cerdic's side, felt the cold creep over him as if the
blood drained from his body down into the chalky carth. The man
stopped speaking, Cerdic began an a question, but across it
Mordred, for once needless of courtesy, demanded harshly: "Thc High King? Is that what he is saying? That
Arthur himself is there?" "Yes. It seems," said Cerdic, with fierce
self-control. "that we have moved too soon, prince Mordred!" "This is certain?" "Certain." "This changes everything." Mordred, with an effort,
made the understatement calmly, but his mind was whirling. What had
happened could lead - had already led - to complete disaster: for
himself, for the Queen, for the future of Britain. Cerdic, watching him closely under those fierce
brows, merely nodded. "Tell me exactly what has happened," said Mordred
quickly. "I hardly understood. If there could be any possibility of
error..." "As we go," said Cerdic. "Ride beside me. There is
no time to waste. It seems that Arthur is not content with taking
the shore villages, but he has driven their people inland, and is
gathering his cavalry for pursuit. We must go to defend them." He
spurred his pony, and as Mordred brought his own mount alongside,
the old king repeated the rest of the messenger's tale. Almost before he had done, Mordred, who had been
biting his lips with impatient fury, exploded. "This is absurd! Room for doubt, indeed! It is
simply not to be believed! The High King break his own treaty? Is
it not patent that his ships were driven ashore by the storm, and
made landfall where they could?For one thing only, if he had
intended to attack, he would have landed his cavalry first. It
sounds to me as if he had been forced to go ashore, and that
Cynric's people attacked on suspicion, without even an attempt at
parley." "That much is certainly true. But according to this
man they knew only that the ships were British; the royal ship flew
no standard. This in itself was suspicious -" Mordred felt a sudden leap of the heart: shame and
hope together; the chance that all, still, could be well. (Well? He
did not pause, in that shame and hope, to examine the thought.)
"Then it is possible that Arthur himself was not there? Was Arthur
seen? Recognized? If his standard was not flying -" "Once the British gained the beach, the Dragon was
raised. He was there. This man saw him himself. Gawain as well.
Gawain, incidentally, is dead." The horses' hoofs beat softly on the sodden ground.
Rain drove in their faces. After a long silence Mordred said, his
voice once more cool and steady: "Then if Arthur lives, his treaty with you still
stands. It cancels the new alliance, which was made on the
assumption of his death. What's more, it is certain that he would
not break that treaty. What could he stand to gain? He fought only
because he was attacked. King Cerdic, you cannot make this a cause
for war." "For whatever reason, the treaty has been broken,"
said Cerdic. "He has advanced, armed, into my country, and has
killed my people. And others have been driven from their homes.
They have called to me for help, and I have to answer their call. I
shall get the truth from Cynric when we meet. If you do not wish to
ride with us-" "I shall ride with you. If the King is indeed
bringing his troops ashore through Saxon territory, then it is of
necessity. He does not want war. This I know. There has been a
tragic error. I know Arthur, and so, king, should you. He favours
the council chamber, not the sword." Cerdic's smile was grim. "Lately, perhaps. After he
got his way." "Why not?" retorted Mordred. "Well, ride to join
Cynric if you must, but talk with Arthur, too, before any further
follies are committed. If you will not, then you must give me leave
to talk with him myself. We can come out of this storm yet, king,
into calm weather." "Very well," said the old king heavily, after a
pause. "You know what vou must do. But if it does come to fighting
-" "It must not." "If Arthur fights, then I shall fight him. But you
-what of you, Prince Mordred? You are no longer bound to me. And
will your men obey you? They were his." "And are now mine," said Mordred shortly. "But with
your leave, I shall not put their loyalty to the test on this
field. If parley fails, then we shall see." Cerdic nodded, and the two men rode on side by side
in silence. Mordred, as events were to prove, was right in his
judgment of his army. The main body of his troops were men who had
trained and served under him, and who had accepted him willingly as
king. If a new Saxon war was to be started, the people -the
townspeople, the merchants, the now thriving farmers in their lands
made safe by the old treaties -wanted none of it. Mordred's recent
announcement of his decision to ratify the treaty and, more, close
an alliance with the powerful West Saxon king had been welcomed
loudly in the halls and marketplaces. His officers and men followed
him loyaIly. Whether they would take arms against Arthur himself,
for whatever reason, was another matter. But of course it would not
come to that. . . . Arthur, leaving a picked force of men to ward the
beached ships wile the storm damage was repaired, led the remainder
of his army fast inland, hoping to avoid the Saxon stragglers and
reach the border without further trouble. But soon his scouts
returned with the news that Cerdic himself, marching to his son's
rescue, was between the British and home. And presently through a
gap of the high dovvnland, they could see the spears and tossing
horsehair of Gerdic's war-band, with in the rear, dimly glimpsed
through the rain, the glitter of cavalry massed and orderly under
what looked like the Dragon of Arthur's own standard. Less
mistakable was Mordred himself, riding beside Cerdic at the head of
the Saxons. The troops recognized him first. Mordred, the
traitor. The mutter went through the ranks. There were men there
who had heard Gawain's dying words, and now at the sight of Mordred
himself, approaching vvith the Saxon army, conspicuous on the
glossy black horse that had been Arthur's gift, a growl went round,
like a wind-borne echo of Gawain's final breath. "Mordred!
Traitor!" It was as if the cry had burst in Arthur's own
brain. The doubts, the accumulation of exhaustion and grief, the
accusations levelled by Gawain, whom in spite of his faults Arthur
had loved, weighed on the King and numbed his powers of thought.
Caught in his unguarded confusion, in the aftermath of so much
grief and loss, he recalled at last, as if the winds had blown
that, too, out of the past, the doom foretold by Merlin and echoed
by Nimue. Mordred, born to be his bane. Mordred, the death-dealer.
Mordred, here on this dark battlefield, riding against him at the
head of the Saxons, his ancient enemies ... The canker of suspicion, biting with sudden pain,
became certainty against all belief, against all hope of error, it
must be true. Mordred, the traitor. Cerdic's army was moving, massing. The Saxon king,
his arm thrown up in command, was speaking to Mordred. In the
throng behind the two leaders there was an ominous shouting and
clash of shields. Arthur was never one to wait for surprise. Before
Cerdic could form his war-band for battle, his cavalry charged.
Mordred, shouting, spurred forward, but Cerdic's hand came down on
his rein. "Too late. There'll be no talking today Get back to
your men. And keep them off my back. Do you hear me?" "Trust me," said Mordred, and, wheeling his horse,
lashed the reins down on its neck and sent it back through the
Saxon ranks at a gallop. His men, some wav to the rear of the Saxons, had not
yet seen what was happening. The regent's orders were curt and
urgent. "Flight" was not the word he used, but that was the essence
of the order. To his officers he was brief: "The High King is here, and joins battle with
Cerdic. We have no part in this. I will not lead you against
Arthur, but nor can I take Arthur's part against a man whose hand I
have taken in treaty. Let this day come to an end and we will sort
things out like reasonable men. Get the troops back towards
Camelot." So, with unbloodied swords and fresh horses, the
regent's army retreated fast towards its base, leaving the
field to the two ageing kings. Arthur's star still held steady. He was, as Merlin
had foretold, the victor in every field he took. The Saxons broke
and yielded the field, and the High King, pausing only to gather
the wounded and bury his dead, set off towards Camelot, in pursuit
of Mordred's apparently fleeing troops. Of the battle at Cerdices-leaga it can only be said
that no one celebrated a victory. Arthur won the fighting, but left
the lands open again to their Saxon owners. The Saxons, gathering
their dead and counting their losses, saw their old borders still
intact. But Cerdic, looking after the British force as, collected
now and orderlv, it left the field, made a vow. "There will be another day, even for you, Arthur.
Another day. " Chapter 9 The day came. It came with the hope of truce and
the time to achieve sense and moderation. Mordred was the first to show sense. He made no
attempt to enter Camelot, much less to hold it against its King. He
halted his troops short of the citadel, on the flat fields along
the little River Camel. These were their practice grounds, and an
encampment was there, furnished ready with supplies. This was as
well, for already the warnings of war had gone out. The villagers,
obedient it seemed to words carried on the wind, had withdrawn into
the citadel, their women, children and cattle housed in the common
land to the northeast within the walls. Mordred, going the rounds
that night, found his men puzzled, beginning to be angry, but
loyal. The main opinion seemed to be that the High King, in his
age, was failing in judgment. He had wronged the Saxon king; that
was one thing, and soon forgiven; but also he had wronged his son,
the regent Mordred, who had been a faithful guardian of the kingdom
and of the King's wife. So they said to Mordred; and they were
visibly cheered when Mordred assured them that the next move would
be a parley; there would soon, he said, be daylight on these dark
doings. "No sword will be drawn against the High King," he
told them, "except we be forced to defend ourselves from him
through calumny." *** HE ASKED FOR A PARLEY," SAID ARTHUR TO BORS. Between the two armies the Camel, a small stream,
flowed glittering among its reeds and kingcups. The stormy skies
had cleared, and the sun shone again in his summer splendour.
Beyond Mordred's tents and standards rose the great flat-topped
hill of Caer Camel, with the towers of Camelot gold-crowned against
the sky. "Yes. For three reasons. The first is that my men
are weary and need rest; they are within sight of the homes they
have not seen these many weeks, and will be all the more eager to
get there. The second is that I need time, and reinforcements." "And the third?" "Well, it may even he that
Mordred has something to say. Not only does he lie between my men
and their homes and wives, hut between me and mine. That needs more explaining than even a sword can do." The two armies settled watchfully down, and
messengers, duly honoured and escorted, passed between them. Three
other messengers raent secretly and swiftly from Arthur's camp: one
to Caerleon, with a letter to the Queen; one to Cormvall, bidding
Constantine to his side; and the third to Brittany, asking for
Bedwyr's help, and, when he could, his presence. Sooner than expected, the looked-for herald came.
Bedwyr, though still not fully recovered from his sickbed, was on
his way, and with his splendid cavalry would be at the King's side
within a few days. And none too soon. It had come to the King's ears
that certain of the petty kings from the north were marching with
the intention of joining Mordred. And the Saxons along the whole
length of the Shore were reported to be massing for a drive
inland. For neither of these things was Mordred
responsible, and indeed, he would have prevented them if at this
stage it had been possible; but Mordred, like Arthur, was, without
the wish for it, without the reason, being thrust closer hour by
hour to a brink from which neither man could take a backward
step. *** IN A CASTLE FAR TO THE NORTH, BESIDE A WINDOW WHERE
THE birds of morning sang in the birch trees, Nimue the enchantress
threw back the coverlets and rose from her bed. "I must go to
Applegarth." Pelleas, her husband, stretched a lazy hand out and
pulled her to him where he still lay in bed. "Within raven's stoop of the battlefield?" "Who said it would be a battlefield?" "You, my dear. In your sleep last night." She lifted herself from him, with her robe half
round her, staring down. Her eyes were wide, blurred still with
sleep, and tragic. He said gently: "Come, love, it's a hard gift to
have, but you have grown used to it now. You've spoken of this, and
looked for it, for a long time. There is nothing you can do." "Only warn, and warn again." "You have warned them both. And before you Merlin
gave the same vvarning. Mordred will be Arthur's bane. Now it is
coining, and though you say Mordred is no traitor in his heart, he
has been led to act in ways that must appear treacherous to all
men, and certainly to the King." "But I know the gods. I speak with them. I walk with
them. They do not mean us to cease to act, just because we believe
that action is dangerous. They have always hidden threats with
smiles, and grace lurks behind every cloud. We may hear their
words, but who is to interpret them beyond doubt?" "But Mordred -" "Merlin would have wished him dead at birth, and so
would the King. But from him already much good has come. If even
now they might be brought to talk together, the kingdom might be
saved. I will not sit idly by and assume the gods' doom. I will go
to Applegarth." "To do what?" "Tell Arthur that there is no treachery here, only
ambition and desire. Two things he himself showed in abundance in
youth. He will listen to me, and believe me. They must talk
together, or between them they will break our Britain in two, and
let her enemies into the breach that they have made. And who, this
time, will repair it?" *** IN THE QUEENS PALACE AT CAERLEON THE COURIER BROUGHT
the letter to Guinevere. She knew the man; he had gone many times
between herself and Mordred. She turned the letter over in her hand, saw the
seal, and went as white as chalk. "This is not the regent's seal. It is from the
King's ring, that was on his hand. They have found him, then? My
lord is trulv dead?" The man, who was still on his knee, caught the roll
as it fell from her hand, and rising, hacked a step, staring. "Why, no, madam. The King lives and is well. You
have had no news, then? There have been sore happenings, lady, and
all is far from well. But the King is safely back in Britain." "He lives? Arthur lives? Then the letter -give me
the letter! - it is frorn the King himself?" "Why, yes, madam." The man gave it again into her
hand. The colour was back in her cheeks, but the hand shook with
which she tried to break the seal. A confusion of feelings played
across her face like shadows driving over moving water. At the
other end of the room her ladies, in a whispering cluster, watched
anxiously, and the man, obedient to a gesture from the chief of
them, went softly from the room. The ladies, avid for his news,
went rustling after him. The Queen did not even notice their going. She had
begun to read. When the mistress of the ladies returned, she found
Guinevere alone and in visible distress. "What, my lady, weeping? When the High King is
alive?" All Guineverewould say was "I am lost. They are at war, and
whatever comes of it, I am lost." Later she rose. "I cannot stay here. I must go
back." "To Camelot, madam? The armies are there." "No, not to Camelot. I will go to Amesbury. None of
you need come with me unless you wish it. I shall need nothing
there. Tell them for me, please. And help me make ready. l shall go
now. Yes, now, tonight." Mordred's messenger, arriving as the morning
marketcarts rumbled over the Isca bridge, found the palace in
turmoil, and the Queen gone. Chapter 10 It was a bright day, the last of summer. Early in
the morning the heralds of the two hosts led the leaders to the
long-awaited parley. Mordred had not slept. All night long he had lain,
thinking. What to say. How to say it. What words to use that would
be straightforward enough to permit of no misinterpretation, but
not so blunt as to antagonize. How to explain to a man as tired, as
suspicious and full of grief as the ageing King, his, Mordred's,
own dichotomy: the joy in command that could be, and was,
unswervingly loyal, but that could never again be secondary.
(Co-rulers, perhaps? Kings of North and South? Would Arthur even
consider it?) At the truce table tomorrow he and his father would
be meeting for the first time as equal leaders, rather than as
before, King and deputy. But two very different leaders. Mordred
knew that when his time came he would be not a copy of his father,
but a different king. Arthur was of his own generation; by nature
his son had his thoughts and ambitions channelled otherwise. Even
without the difference in their upbringing this would have been so.
Mordred's hard necessity was not Arthur's, but each man's
commitment was the same: total. Whether the old King could ever be
brought to accept the new ways that Mordred could foresee, ways
that had been embodied (though in the end discreditably) in the
phrase "Young Celts," without seeing them as treachery; he could
not guess. And then there was the Queen. That was one thing he
could not say. "Even were you dead, with Bedwyr still living, what
chance had I?" He groaned and turned on the pillow, then bit his
lip in case the guards had heard him. Omens bred too fast when the
armies were out. He knew himself a leader. Even now, with the High
King's standard flying over his encampment by the Lake, Mordred's
men were loyal. And with them, encamped beyond the hill, were the
Saxons. Between himself and Cerdic, even now, there might be the
possibility of a fruitful alliance; a concourse of farmers, he had
called it, and the old Saxon had laughed. . . . But not between
Cerdic and Arthur; not now, not ever.... Dangerous ground;
dangerous words. Even to think such thoughts was folly now. Was he,
at this most hazardous of moments, seeing himself as a better king
than Arthur? Different, yes. Better, perhaps, for the times, at any
rate the times to come? But this was worse than folly. He turned
again, seeking a cool place on the pillow, trying to think himself
back into the mind of Arthur's son, dutiful, admiring, ready to
conform and to obey. Somewhere a cock crew,. From the scrambled edges of
sleep, he saw the hens come running down the salt grass to the
pebbled shore. Sula was scattering the food. Overhead the gulls
swept and screamed, some of them daring to swoop for it. Sula,
laughing, waved an arm to beat them aside. Shrill as a gull's scream, the trumpet sounded
for the day of parley. *** HALF A MILE AWAY, IN HIS TENT NEAR THE LAKE SHORE,
ARTHUR slept, but his sleep was an uneasy one, and in it came a
dream. He dreamed that he was riding by the Lake shore, and there,
standing in a boat, poling it through the shallow water, stood
Nimue; only it was not Nimue, it was a boy, with Merlin's eyes. The
boy looked at him gravely, and repeated, in Merlin's voice, what
Nimue had said to him yesterday when, arriving at the convent on
Ynys Witrin among her maidens, she had sent to beg speech with
him. "You and I, Emrys," she had said, giving him the
boyhood name Merlin had used for him, "have let ourselves be
blinded by prophecy. We have lived under the edge of doom, and feel
ourselves now facing the long-threatened fate. But hear this,
Emrys: fate is made by men, not gods. Our own follies, not the
gods, foredoom us. The gods are spirits; they work by men's hands,
and there are men who arc brave enough to stand up and say: "I am a
man, I will not." "Listen to me, Arthur. The gods have said that
Mordred will be your bane. If he is so, it will not be through his
own act. Do not force him to that act.... I will tell you now what
should have remained a secret between Mordred and myself. He came
to me some time ago, to Applegarth, to seek my help against the
fate predicted for him. He swore to kill himself sooner than harm
you. If I had not prevented him, he would have died then. So who is
guilty, he or I? And he came to me again, on Btyn Myrddin, seeking
what comfort I, Merlin, could give him. If he could seek to defy
the gods, then so, Arthur, can you. Lay, by your sword, and listen
to him. Take no other counsel, but talk with him, listen, and
learn. Yes, learn. For you grow old, Arthur-Emrys, and the time
will come, is coming, has come, when you and your son may hold
Britain safe between your clasped hands, like a jewel cradled in
wool. But loose your clasp, and you drop her, to shatter, perhaps
for ever." In his dream Arthur knew that he had accepted her
advice: he had called the parley, resolving to listen to anything
his son had to say; but still Nimue-Merlin had wept, standing in
the boat as it floated away on the glassy Lake and vanished into
the mist. And then, suddenly as he turned his horse to ride up
towards the meeting-place, the beast stumbled, sending him headlong
into deep water. Weighted by his armour -why was he full-armed for
a peaceful parley? he sank, deep and ever deeper, into a pit of
black water where fish swam around him, and watersnakes like weeds
and weeds like snakes wrapped his limbs so that he could not move
them.... He cried out and woke, drenched in sweat as if he
had indeed been drowning, but when his servants and guards came
running, he laughed and made light of it, and sent them away, and
presently fell again into an uneasy sleep. This time it was Gawain who came to him, a Gawain
bloody and dead, but imbued somehow with a grotesque energy, a
ghost of the old, fighting Gawain. He, too, came floating on the
Lake water, but he passed from its surface right into the King's
tent and, pausing beside the bed, drew a dagger from his
blood-encrusted side, and held it out to the King. "Bedwyr," he said, not in the hollow whisper in
which ghosts should speak, but in a high metallic squeaking like
the tent poles shifting in the breeze. "Wait for Bedwyr. Promise
anything to the traitor, land, lordship, the High Kingdom after
you. And with it, even, the Queen. Anything to hold him off until
Bedwyr comes with his host. And then, when you have the certainty
of victom, attack and kill him." "But this would be treachery." "Nothing is treachery if it destroys a traitor."
This time Gawain's ghost spoke, strangely, in Arthur's own voice.
"This way you will make certain." The blood-stained knife dropped
to the bed. "Crush him for ever, Arthur, make certain, make
certain, certain......" "Sir?" The servant at his bedside, touching the King's
shoulder to wake him, started back as the King, jerking upright in
the bed, glared round as if in anger, but all he said vvas,
abruptly: "Tell them to see to the fastenings of the tent. How am I
expected to sleep when the whole thing shifts about as if a storm
was blowing?" *** IT HAD BEEN AGREED, IN THE EXCHANGE BETWEEN THE
HERALDS, that fourteen officers from each side should meet at a
spot halfway between the hosts. There was a strip of dry moorland not far from the
Lake shore where a pair of small pavilions had been pitched, with
between them a wooden table, where the two leaders' swords were
laid. Should the parley fail, the formal declaration of battle
would be the raising, or drawing of a sword. Over one pavilion flew
the King's standard, the Dragon on gold. To this device, Mordred,
as regent, had also been entitled. He, his mind set on the
necessity of being received into grace, and not putting in the way,
of grace the smallest rub, had given orders that his royal device
should be folded away, and until the day was spent and he was
declared once more as Arthur's heir, a plain standard should be
carried for him. This flew now on the other pavilion. As the two men
took their places at the table, Mordred saw his father eyeing it.
What he cannot have known was that Arthur himself, as a young man,
had borne a plain white banner. "White is my colour," he had said,
"until I have written on it my own device. And write it, come in
the way what will, I shall." *** TO NIMUE IN HER CONVENT OF MAIDENS ON THE ISLAND IN
THE Lake came Arthur's sister Queen Morgan. This was a Morgan
subdued and anxious, knowing well what might be her fate if Arthur
should be defeated or die in battle. She had been her brother's
enemy, but without him she was, and would be, nothing. She could be
trusted now to use all her skill and vaunted magic on his
behalf. So Nimue accepted her. As Lady of the Lake convent,
Nimue stood in no awe of Morgan, either as sorceress or queen.
Among her maidens were other royal ladies; one of them a cousin of
Guinevere's from North Wales, another from Manau Guotodin. With
them she set Morgan to prepare medicines and to make ready the
barges that would be used to ferry the wounded across to the island
for healing. She had seen Arthur and delivered her warning, and
he had promised to call the parley and let the regent have his say.
But Nimue, for all her words to Pelleas, knew what the gods
withheld behind the thunder-clouds that even now were building up
beyond the shining Lake. Small from the island, the two pavilions
could be seen, with the small space between. For all the massed clouds on the far horizon, it
promised to be a beautiful day. *** THE DAY WORE ON. THOSE OFFICERS WHO HAD ACCOMPANIED
their leaders to the truce table showed ill at ease at first,
eyeing friends or former comrades on the other side with distrust,
but after a while, relaxing, they began to talk among themselves,
and fell into groups behind their respective leaders'
pavilions. Out of earshot of them, Arthur stood with Mordred.
Occasionally they moved, as if by consent, and paced a few steps
and back. Sometimes one spoke, sometimes the other. The watchers,
focused on them even while they spoke of other things, tried to
read what was happening. But they could not. The King, still
looking tired, and frowning heavily, did nevertheless listen with
calm courtesy to what the younger man was, with emphasis,
saying. Farther away, unable to see clearly or to hear
anything at all, the armies watched and waited. The sun climbed the
sky. The heat increased, brightness flashing back from the glassy
surface of the Lake. Horses stamped and blew and switched their
tails, impatient of heat and flies, and in the ranks the slight
fretting of suspense changed to restlessness. The officers,
themselves on the fidget, checked it where they could, and watched
the truce table and the sky with steadily growing tension.
Somewhere in the distance the first dull roll of thunder sounded.
The air weighed heavy, and men's skins tightened with the coming
storm. It was to be guessed that neither side wanted the fight,
but, by the irony that governs affairs of violence, the longer the
truce talks vvent on, the more the tension grew, till the slightest
spark would start such a fire as only death could quench. None of those watching was ever destined to know
what Arthur and Mordred spoke of. Some said later -those who lived
to speak -that in the end the King smiled. Certain it is that he
was seen to put out a hand to his son's arm, turning back with him
towards the table where the two swords lay side by side,
unsheathed, and beside them two goblets and a golden jug of wine.
Those nearest heard a few words: " . . . To be High King after my death," said
Arthur, "and meanwhile to take lands of your own." Mordred answered him, but in a voice too low to
overhear. The King, gesturing to his servant to pour the wine,
spoke again. "Cornwall," they could hear, and later, "Kent," and
then, "it may well prove that you are right." Here he stopped and glanced round as if some sound
had interrupted him. A sudden stray current of air, thunder-heavy,
had stirred the silk of his pavilion, so that the ropes creaked.
Arthur shifted his shoulders as if against a cold draught, and
looked sideways at his son, a strange look (it was the servant who,
afterwards, told this part of the story), a look which was mirrored
in a sudden flash of doubt in Mordred's face, as if, with the smile
and the smooth words and the proffered wine, there might still he
trickery there. Then in his turn the regent shrugged, smiled, and
took the goblet from his father's hand. A movement went through the waiting ranks, like a
ruffle of wind across a cornfield. The King raised his goblet, and the sun flashed in
the gold. An answering flash, from the group beside his pavilion,
caught his eyes. He whipped round, shouting. But too late. An
adder, a speckled snake no more than two handspans long, had crept
from its hiding to bask on the hot ground. One of Arthur's
officers, intent on the scene at the truce table, stepped back
unseeingly onto the creature's tail. Whipping round, the adder
struck. At the pain the man, whirling, saw the snake on the recoil.
His own reflex, that of a trained fighting man, was almost as fast.
He snatched his sword out and slashed down at the snake, killing
it. The sun struck the metal. The sword's flash, the
King's raised arm, his sudden movement and shout of command, came
to the watching hosts as the long-awaited signal. The inaction, the
nerve-stretching tension, made almost unbearable by the thundery
heat and the sweating uncertainty of that long vigil, suddenly snapped, in a wild shout from both
sides of the field. It was war. This was the day. This was the wicked
day of destiny. A dozen flashes answered as the officers on both
sides drew their swords. The trumpets screamed, drowning the shouts
of the knights who, trapped between the armies, seized their horses
from the grooms and turned furiously to hold back the converging
ranks. They could not be heard; their gestures, misinterpreted as
incitements to attack, were wasted. It was a matter only of
seconds, seconds of furious noise and confusion, before the front
ranks of the two armies met in a roaring clash. The King and his
son were swept apart, each to his proper station, Arthur under the
great Dragon, Mordred no longer regent and King's son, but for all
time branded traitor, under the blank standard that, now, would
never be written on. And then over the bar of the field, called by
the trumpets, like a sea of tossing manes, came the spears and
horsehair of the Saxons, and the black banners of the northern
fighters who, like the ravens, could hardly wait to take the
pickings from the dead. *** SOON, TOO LATE TO DULL THOSE FLASHING SIGNALS, THE
thunder-heads came slowly massing across the hot sky. The air
darkened, and in the distance came the first flicker of lightning,
the herald of the storm. *** THE KING AND HIS SON WERE TO MEET AGAIN. Towards the end of the day, with his friends and
long Companions dead or dying round him; and the hundreds of wasted
deaths reeking to the now dark and threatening sky, it is doubtful
if Arthur even remembered that Mordred was anything but a traitor
and an adulterer. The straight speaking, the truths laid down
during that talk by the truce table, the faith and trust so nearly
reaffirmed, all had vanished in the first stress and storm of the
attack. It was Arthur, duke of battles, who once more took the
field. Mordred was the enemy, the Saxon allies his savage helpers;
this battle had been fought before, and many times. This was Glein
and Agned, Caerleon and Linnuis, Cit Coit Caledon and Badon Hill.
On all these fields the young Arthur had triumphed; for all of them
his prophet and adviser, Merlin, had promised him the victory and
the glory. Here, too, on the Camel field, it was victory. At the end of the day, with the thunder overhead and
the lightning flaming white from the sky and the water of the Lake,
Arthur and Mordred came once again face to face. There were no words. What words could there have
been? For Mordred, as for his father, the other man was now the
enemy. The past was past, and there was no future to be seen beyond
the need to get to the end of this moment that would bring with it
the end of the day. It was said afterwards, no one knows by whom, that
at the moment of meeting, as the two men, on foot now, and white
with the sweat and dust of the battlefield, knew one another,
Mordred checked in his stride and stroke. Arthur, the veteran, did
not. His spear took his son straight and clean beneath the rib
cage. Blood gushed down the spear shaft in a hot stream
over Arthur's hand. He loosed the shaft, and reached for his sword.
Mordred lurched forward like a spitted boar. The butt of the shaft struck the ground. He leaned on it, and,
still carried forward by the weight of the half-checked stroke,
came within sword's length of his father. Arthur's hand, slippery
with blood, fumbled momentarily on Caliburn's grip, and in that
moment Mordred's sword swung, even as he fell dying, in a hard and
deadly blow to the side of the King's head. Mordred pitched down then into the pool of his own
blood. Arthur stood for a few seconds still, his sword dropping
from his bloodied hand, his other hand moving numbly as if in an
attempt to ward off some slight and trivial blow; then slowly his
body bent and buckled, and he, too, fell, and his blood joined with
Mordred's on the ground. The clouds broke, and like a waterfall the rain came
down. E P I L O G U E The cool stream on his face brought Mordred back for
a moment into the dark. It was quiet, too, all sounds hushed and
far, like distant water lapping on a pebbled shore. A cry somewhere nearby. "The King! The King." A bird calling. The hens were coming down the
shingle for food. A gull screaming, but in words now: "The King!
The King!" Then, and this made him sure it was a dream, the
voices of women. He could see nothing, feel nothing, but near him
was the rustle of a gown and a gust of women's scent. Voices eddied
across him, but no one touched him. A woman's voice said: "Lift him carefully. Here. Yes, yes, my lord, lie
still. All will be well." And the King's voice, too faint to hear, followed -
surely? -by Bedwyr's: "It is here I have it safely. The Lady will keep it
for you till you need it again." Again the voices of women, and the first voice,
strongly: "I shall take him to Applegarth, where we shall see to
the healing of his wounds." Then the rain, and the creak of rowlocks, and the
sound of women's weeping fading into the lapping of the lake water
and the hiss of the rain falling. His cheek was on a cushion of thyme. The rain had
washed the blood away, and the thyme smelled sweetly of summer. The waves lapped. The oars creaked. The seabirds
cried. A porpoise rolled, sleek in the sun. Away on the horizon he
could see the golden edge of the kingdom where, since he was a
small child, he had always longed to go. T H E L E G E N D I have used fragments from two sources, the
"history" written by Geoffrey of Monmouth in the twelfth century,
and the romance of Malory's Le Morte d'Arthur, written in the
fifteenth. GEOFFREY OF MONMOUTH'S In the time of the emperor Leo, Lucius Hiberius,
procurator of the Roman republic, sent a message to King Arthur
demanding that he pay tribute to Rome, and commanding him to appear
before the Senate to answer for his failure to do so. Refusal would
mean that the Romans would attack Britain, and restore her to the
Roman republic. Arthur's reply was to gather together an army and
sail to Brittany, where, with his cousin King Hoel, he sent word
around asking his allies to join him. Meanwhile he sent ambassadors
to Lucius Hiberius informing him that he would not pay the tribute,
but would fight. "Thereupon the ambassadors depart, the Kings
depart, the barons depart, nor are they slow to perform what they
had been bidden to do." Meanwhile ill news was brought to Arthur and Hoel.
Hoel's niece, the Princess Helena, had been seized by a monstrous
giant, who had fled with her to the top of St. Michael's Mount.
Arthur himself, with Kay and Bedivere, set out to deal with the
monster. They saw a fire of wood blazing on the Mount, and another
on a smaller island nearby. Bedivere, sent to spy things out, found
a small boat and rowed across to the islet, where, as he landed, he
heard the ullaloo of a woman wailing, and found, by the fire, an
old woman weeping beside a new gravemound. The giant had killed the
princess, and gone back to his lair on St. Michael's Mount.
Bedivere reported to Arthur, who thereupon tackled the monster in
his hilltop lair, and killed him in single combat. King Arthur then gathered his army and marched with
his allies to Autun in Burgundy to meet the army of the Romans. He
sent an embassy ahead to Lucius Hiberius to bid him withdraw, or
he, Arthur, would give battle as he had sworn. Gawain was with the
embassy and the younger knights, spoiling for a fight, egged Gawain
on to start a quarrel. Which he did, and after some high words
killed one Gaius Ouintilianus, nephew of Hiberius himself. So
battle was joined. Bedivere and Kay were killed, but Arthur was
victorious, and pressed on eastward, intending to go on to Rome and
make himself emperor. But at this point he heard that his nephew Mordred,
to whom he had committed the charge of his kingdom during his
absence, had set the crown on his ow n head, and taken Queen
Guinevere to wife, in spite of her former marriage. Mordred had also sent Cheldric, duke of the Saxons,
into Germany, to enlist others of his Countrymen and take them back
to Britain to swell Mordred's army. For this, more land was to be
granted to the Saxons. Mordred had also gathered together the
Scots, Picts and Irish and was preparing to resist Arthur's return
to Britain. Arthur, hastening back, landed at Richborough, and
there defeated Mordred's troops, but in the fighting Gawain was
killed. Mordred fled, but took his stand again at Winchester, where
he had lodged the Queen. She fled in fear to a convent near
Caerleon, and there took the veil. Arthur and Mordred fought again
near Winchester, and again Mordred broke and fled towards Cornwall,
where, in the final battle on the River Camel, both he and Arthur
fell. Arthur, who was carried to the island of Avilion
for the healing of his hurts, left his kingdom to Constantine of
Cornwall. One of Constantinc's first acts avas to seek out both of
Mordred's sons and murder them "by a cruel death" at the sanctuary
altar. SIR THOMAS MALORY's LE MORT D'ARTHUR 1 When Arthur heard of
Mordred's birth, he sent for all the children born in the same
month, in the hope of finding Mordred and destroying him. The ship
in which the children were placed foundered, but Mordred was cast
up, and taken in by a good man, who nourished him till he was
fourteen, then took him to the court. 2 When Queen Morgause's sons
knew that she had taken Sir Lamorak for her lover, Gawain and his
brothers sent for her to a castle near Camelot, intending there to
trap and kill Lamorak. One night, while Lamorak was with the queen,
Gaheris seized his chance, and, creeping fully armed to their
bedside, seized his mother by the hair and struck off her head.
Because Lamorak was unarmed Gaheris could not kill him. Lamorak had
no choice but to flee, but eventually the Orkney brothers, with
Mordred, tracked him down and killed him. 3. Some time later, Sir
Tristram, challenged by Agravain and Gaheris, refused to fight
them, recognizing them by their device as Arthur's nephews. "It is
shame," he said, "that Sir Gawain and ye be come of so great a
blood that ye four brethren be named
as ye be, for ye be called the greatest destroyers and murderers of
good knights that be now in this realm." The brothers shouted
insults at the Cornish knight, on which he turned to ride away.
Agravain and Gaheris promptly attacked him from behind. Tristram,
forced to fight, struck Agravain on the head, causing a grievous
wound, and also knocked Gaheris out of the saddle. Gareth, speaking
later with Tristram, declared himself at odds with his brothers: "I
meddle not of their matters, therefore there is none of them that
loveth me. And for I understand that they be murderers of good
knights I left their company." 3 Agravain and Mordred hated
Guinevere the Queen and Lancelot. Agravain insisted that the King
be told of what he swore (and Lancelot later denied on oath) was
their adultery. Agravain went to Arthur to tell him that Lancelot
and the Queen were betraying him, and must be brought to trial, as
the law demanded. He offered to bring proof to Arthur. The King,
wanting only to ignore the charge, and loving both Lancelot and the
Queen, was forced to accede. He agreed to go hunting and to tell
Guinevere that he would be away all night. Agravain and Mordred got
twelve knights together -all apparently their own countrymen from
Orkney -and hid near the Queen's bedchamber to await events. When
Lancelot told Sir Bors that he was bidden that night to speak with
the Queen, Sir Bors, uneasy but ignorant of what was afoot, tried
to stop him. Lancelot refused to listen to him, and went to see the
Queen. At a given moment the twelve knights rushed Guinevere's
door, shouting: "Now thou art taken!" and smashed the door open
with a bench. Lancelot, who was unarmed, wound his mantle round his
arm, let the first man in, then killed him. The Queen's ladies
helped him don the dead man's armour. In the subsequent melee
Agravain was killed, and Gareth, and Mordred was wounded, but
managed to flee. He rode straight to the King and told him of the
affray, and Arthur grieved bitterly, because he foresaw the end of
the fellowship of the Round Table, and also because, by law, he
must now put Guinevere to trial by fire. (Here follows the inevitable last-minute rescue of
Guinevere by Lancelot, and the flight of the lovers to Lancelot's
castle of Joyous Gard.) Arthur pursued him, and defeated him in
battle, whereupon Lancelot returned the Queen ceremoniously to her
husband, and fled overseas. Lancelot, "who ruled all France," went
to his castle in Burgundy, and gathered another army to withstand
King Arthur. Arthur, leaving Mordred as regent, or "ruler of all
England," went with Gawain, and a great host at his back, to attack
Lancelot in Burgundy. There was a great battle, with dreadful
losses on both sides. But then it was reported to Arthur that Mordred had
had letters forged, purporting to come from overseas with the news
of his, Arthur's, death. Mordred had called a parliament, which
pronounced him king, whereupon he declared his intention of taking
Guinevere to be his queen. But she, being unwilling, fled to the
Tower of London, and held it against him. While Mordred pleaded
with her he heard that King Arthur was returning at the head of an
army to reclaim his kingdom. Mordred thereupon sent around the
kingdom to seek support, w hich he got in good measure, because
"then was the common voice among them that with Arthur was none
other life but war and strife, and with Sir Mordred was great joy
and bliss. . . . And so fared the people at that time, that they
were better pleased with Sir Mordred than they were with
KingArthur." So Mordred led a great host to Dover to face his
father on landing. A terrible fight ensued. Gawain was found dying
in a halfbeached boat, and with his last breath he advised Arthur
to forgive Lancelot and invite him back to help crush Mordred. Then
Gawain died, and Arthur pursued Mordred and his fleeing host and
gave battle once more on the downs, where again Mordred was put to
flight. Eventually the two hosts took their stand "westward
towards Salisbury, and not far from the seaside." In Mordred's host
were the men "of Kent, Southsex, and Surrey, Estsex, and of
Southfolk, and of Northfolk." But during the night King Arthur
dreamed evil dreams, and into them came Gawain, warning the King
that if he should fight on the morrow he would be killed. Once more
Gawain advised him to send for Lancelot, and to hold Mordred off
with promises, in order to delay the battle till help should come,
and Mordred could be destroyed. So in the morning the King sent messengers to
Mordred to promise him "lands and goods as much as ye think best
... and at the last Sir Mordred was agreed for to have Cornwall and
Kent, by Arthur's days; after, all England, after the days Of King
Arthur." Next a meeting was arranged between Morclred and the
King. Each took with him fourteen knights, and they met at a place
between the two armies. Both leaders had warned their armies that,
should the talks fail, the signal for attack would be the drawing
of sword, "And so they met as their appointment was, and so they
were agreed and accorded thoroughly; and wine was fetched, and they
drank." But an adder crept out of a little heath bush, and stung a
knight on the foot. The man drew his sword to slay the adder, and
at that the watching hosts attacked one another. Towards the end of
the dav of carnage Arthur sought out Mordred, who alone of his host
still lived. Of Arthur's army only Sir Lucan, Sir Bedivere and the
King survived. Sir Lucan tried to dissuade Arthur from seeking
Mordred out, for "we have won the field, for here we be three on
live, and with Sir Mordred none is on live, and if ve leave off now
this wicked day of destiny is past." But Arthur, unheeding, attacked and killed Mordred,
and in so doing received his own death wound. Sir Bedivere carried
him to the shore, where a barge awaited him; in it were three
queens - his sister Queen Morgan, the Queen Of Northgalis, and the
Queen of the Waste Lands, with Nimue, the chief Lady of the Lake.
The barge took sail for the vale of Avilion, where the King might
be healed of his grievous wound. AUTHORS NOTE "The wicked day of destiny," as Malory calls it, is
the day when Arthur's final battle was fought at Camlann. In this
battle, we are told, "Arthur and Medraut fell." This reference, from the Annales Camnbriae, which
was compiled three or possibly four centuries after Camlann, is all
we know of Mordred. When he reappears some centuries later, in the
romances of Malory and the French poets, he has taken on the role
of villain necessary to the conventions of romance. Mordred the
traitor, perjurer and adulterer is as much an invention as the
lover and great knight Sir Lancelot, and the roles played by both
in the tales of "King Arthur and his Noble Knights" are filled with
the absurdities inevitable in a longdrawn series of stories. In the fragments of those stories that have been
used in this book, the absurdities speak for themselves. Throughout
the final debacle Arthur, that wise and experienced ruler, shows
neither sense nor moderation; worse, he is tainted with the same
treachery for which he condemns his son. If Arthur had had any
reason at all to distrust Mordred (for instance over the murder of
Lamorak or the exposure of Lancelot and the Queen) he would hardly
have left him as "ruler of all England" and guardian of the Queen,
while he himself went on an expedition from which it was possible
he might never return. Even granted that he did appoint Mordred his
regent, it is hard to see why Mordred, with every hope of becoming
his father's heir, should have forged a letter purporting to tell
of Arthur's death, and on the strength of that seized both kingdom
and Queen. Knowing that Arthur was still alive, and with a vast
army at his back, Mordred could be sure that the King would come
straight home to punish his son and repossess kingdom and Queen.
More, the final battle between King and "traitor" was brought about
by accident, in the very moment when the King was about to seal a
truce with the villainous Mordred, and grant him lands to rule. (it
is another, though minor, absurdity that the lands are Cornwall and
Kent, at opposite sides of the country, the one already held by the
Saxons, the other by Arthur's declared heir, Constantine.) For none of the "Mordred story," then, is there any
evidence at all. It is to be noticed that the Annales Cambriae does
not even state that he and Arthur fought on opposite sides. It
would have been possible -and very tempting - to have rewritten the
story completely, and set Arthur, with Mordred at his side, against
the Saxons, who (is recorded in the Anglo-Saxon Chronicle) fought a
battle against the Britons in A.D. 727, and presumably won it,
since the Chronicle does not emphasize Saxon deeats. The battle, at
the right date, might even have been the battle of Camlann, the
last stand of the British against the Saxons. But the temptation had to be resisted. Until I came
to study in detail the fragments that make up Mordred's story, I
had accepted him without question as the villain of the piece, an
evil man who brought about the tragedy of Arthur's final downfall.
Hence, in my earlier books, I had made Merlin foresee that doom,
and warn against it. So I could not rewrite the Camlann battle.
Instead I tried to iron out the absurdities in the old story, and
add some saving greys to the portrait of a black villain. I have
not made a hero out of Mordred, but in my tale he is at least a man
who is consistent in his faults and virtues, and has some kind of
reason for the actions with which legend has credited him. Perhaps the most exciting thing about the tale of
the final years of Arthur's reign is the way which the actual
historical events can be made to fit with the legend. Arthur most
certainly existed, and so may Mordred have done, but since the
traitor of romance was a figment of the story-teller's imagination,
then I would suggest that the Mordred of my story is just as valid,
since I, too, have perhaps earned a place among those of whom
Gibbon writes with such urbane contempt: The declamations of
Gildas, the fragments and fables of Nennius, the obscure hints of
the Saxon laws and chronicles, and the ecclesiastical tales of the
venerable Bede have been illustrated by the diligence, and
sometimes embellished by the fancy, of succeeding writers, whose
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