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TheSunriseLands
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copyright reserved above, no part of this pub lication may be
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transmitted, in any form, or by any means (electronic, mechanical,
photocopying, recording, or otherwise), without the prior written
permission of both the copyright owner and the above publisher of this
book.
http://us.penguingroup.com
To Melinda Snodgrass, Daniel Abraham,
Sage Walker, Emily Mah, Terry England, George R. R. Martin, Wal ter Jon
Williams, Yvonne Coats, Sally Gwylan, Laura Mixon-Gould and Ian
Tregellis of Critical Mass, for constant help and advice as the book
was under construction, which enabled me to avoid some howlers. And
heck, they were already friends.
Special thanks to Kate West, for her kind words and permission to use her chants.
Special thanks . . . am I overusing the word? . . .
to Wil liam Pint and Felicia Dale, for permission to use their music,
which can be found at
members.aol.com/pintndale/ and should be, for anyone with an ear and salt water in their veins.
And to Three Weird Sisters—Gwen Knighton, Mary
Crowell, Brenda Sutton and Teresa Powell—whose al ternately funny
and beautiful music can be found at
www.threeweirdsisters.com/ .
They’ve not only allowed me to use their
music, but to modify it, as for example Gwen’s lovely “New
Forest,” the original lyrics of which can be found at
www.gwenknighton.com/lyrics.html .
All mistakes, infelicities (including missed howlers) and errors are, of course, my own.
“No, not a cardinal, lady.”
Mabor drew another breath, delighted. “I am to herald the right
honorable the Count of Azay, ambassador of His Britannic Majesty,
William V, called the Great, Defender of the Faith, King of Eng land,
Scotland, Wales, Northern Ireland, King of France and Spain and his
dominions beyond the seas, Ham mer of the Moors, Rex Britanniae Maioris et Imperator Occidentalis !”
Nigel began to laugh, quietly at first,
then wholeheartedly. Mopping at an eye with his napkin, he replied,
“I’m truly sorry to disappoint King William, and you, Tony,
but my life is here now. Not to mention my wife, and my daughters; and
my son, and his children—a grand son and two
granddaughters, so far. This is where we’ll leave our bones. Give
His Majesty my regrets and my best wishes for a long and prosperous
reign. I thought the lad would turn out well.”
Another woman, much younger than the one
he’d seen, but with a look to her as if she were close kin.
Around thirty, he thought, but paler and longer-faced, her abundant
braided hair a light brown, with a stocky-strong build but not much
spare flesh. She was dressed in a kilt and indigo-blue shirt, knee
socks and low buckled shoes, with a stethoscope around her neck; there
was the same matter of-fact competence in the way she helped him drink,
listened to his chest, gave him some sharp tasting medicine in a spoon,
then took his temperature with a glass thermometer and compared it to
notes on a clipboard at the foot of the bed.
Inside the walls didn’t look as tall,
since the bottom twelve feet were built into what had been the sides of
the plateau, leaving the inner surface level. The ramparts were lined
with small log houses, carved and painted with themes from myth or
simple fancy, and in the central area were the buildings that served
the dwellers here and the Clan at large: bathhouse, smithy, stables,
workshops where every craft from glassblowing to hand printing was
practiced and taught, granary, infirmary, bad-weather Covenstead,
library and schools and more, divided by graveled lanes.
“What we went after was really
valuable things—gold and silver, jewels, artwork that was famous
before the Change, watches, machine tools that can be rerigged to run
off water power, telescopes and binoculars . . . the sort of thing
that’s been worked out of places near to areas that still have
people. Well, out east where I come from, that means going farther
east, if you want to get somewhere unclaimed. East and south, down into
the dead lands, past Chicago. I hear there are villages and farms up in
parts of the Appalachians, but in the low lands from the old Illinois
line to the Atlantic it’s . . . it’s still real bad.”
Ingolf had been right; the land around the
low spot was mostly forest where it wasn’t reed-rustling salt
marsh. The trees weren’t very tall, forty or fifty feet at most,
but the trunks were thick and gnarled, with a dense un derstory of
bushes. He recognized white and black oaks, chestnut, beech, maple,
pine and hickory; the broadleaf trees predominated, lush in their
summer foliage, and there were a lot of dead elms. The smell reached
him, strong even compared to the sea salt and the marshes, earthy and
wild, familiar from the wooded hills of home and yet a little strange.
“No, she’s bright enough. What she lacks is self knowledge. I, for example, am fully aware
of the fact that I’m an evil, murderous, spiteful bitch. And that
I like it that way. Mary Liu just thinks she’s hard done-by and
never given her due and has to stand up for her rights in a hostile,
unfeeling world. And her habit of self-delusion leads her to do things
that are quite unwise. Attempt ing to deceive me about helping this
Prophet fellow, for example. If I said, ‘Mary, darling, as one
evil bitch to another—don’t . . .’ Why, she’d
be quite insulted.”
In contrast to Lady Sandra’s headdress
and long skirted cotte-hardi of pale silk and dazzling white linen, she
wore male garb; in her case, black silk and velvet, with arms of sable,
a delta or over a V argent in the he raldic shield on her chest. Her
face was calm, as it usually was: strong-boned, with pale gray eyes and
hair so fair it would take a long while for the first gray strands to
show, worn in what another age would have called a pageboy bob. She was
tall for a woman, just under five ten, built with compact long-limbed
grace. Some people called the Regent the Spider . They called her hench-woman Lady Death, in a pun on her title.
“Yes, for what that’s worth, they would
support you; they know what a cabal headed by someone like Count Piotr
Stavarov would be like, and they want a strong protector to keep the
barons in line. But remember, this isn’t the Clan Mackenzie or
Corvallis or even the Bear killers. What counts here in the end is the
great tenants in chief, and their vassals and men at-arms and their
strong walls, and if you do anything that unites all of them or nearly
all of them against you, they’ll destroy you. Your father knew
that—it’s a balancing act. They have to be afraid of you,
but not too afraid, or for the wrong reasons. You’ll be
stronger than any one or two or three of them, but not all of them.
They’ve tolerated me because I leave them alone beyond enforcing
their dues and keeping them from killing one another too often. And
because we got hurt badly in the war and the uprisings, which left a
lot of widows ruling for underage sons—you won’t have that
advantage.”
Silence fell, except for the sound of the
wind hooting through the rock, and the horses stamping and moving
restlessly. Ingolf limped back to his shete—where had that small
cut on his left thigh just below the mail shirt come from?—and
sheathed it. That gave him a chance to examine his opponents for the
first time. They were young men, younger than he was, of middling
height but with the broad shoulders of bowmen and dressed alike in
coarse blue woolen pants and tunics and high horseman’s boots.
They’d all been armed with dagger, shete, bow and lance, and all
wore the same equipment, not just the helmets; back-and-breasts of
overlapping leather plates, chaps of the same protecting their legs,
mail sleeves. In fact . . .
The trainees were young, their faces smooth
and hairless, scalps shaved, a mixture of levies from the newly
conquered regions and the sons of ambitious families closer to the core
territories. The Sword of the Prophet were like the priesthood, a
pathway to office and power. The older classes were sparring, stripped
to the waist, using wooden swords or staffs or hand-to hand. There was
a constant clatter of wood on wood, an occasional thump and grunt as a
blow went home. Sweat ran down their shaven scalps and muscular tor
sos, giving the air a musky pungency under the scents of wood and soap
and stone; the instructors here were in the armor of Guardians, often
nearing middle age, always scarred. Some lacked a hand or foot or were
otherwise crippled.
Saint Dismas, patron of the repentant, I
am not sure that what I plan to do is right, and I am torn between my
duties. I know I should obey my mother, but God has called me to guard
the folk. I can see no other way than this to best fulfill my oaths and
help my friend in this task, and so do what is best for both our
peoples. If I do wrong, misled by my rebellious heart, help me to
repent. May God bless this quest and my companions on this road. Saint
Dismas, teach me the words to say to Our Lord to gain pardon and the
grace of perseverance; and you who are so close to Him now in heaven,
as you were during His last moments on earth, pray to Him for me that I
shall never again desert Him, but that at the close of my life I may
hear from Him the words He addressed to you: “This day thou shalt
be with Me in Paradise.”
“It’s not our money, sis. Hmmm .
. . shovels, picks, axes, hauling chains, grease bucket and keg of
good-quality axle grease, heavy jack, caltrops, lariats, hemp twine and
rope, canvas, extra shoes and boots, sweaters, hats, knit socks,
underwear, needles and thread, soap, blankets, oilskins and tarpaulins,
three tents, saddler’s tools and leather, horse shoe blanks for
cold-shoeing, small hollow anvil, farrier’s tools, nails,
lanterns, alcohol for lanterns, flints and wicks for lighters, water
barrels and a keg of water purification powder, medicine chest, horse medicine chest . . .”
“I think Rudi’s going to be
taking us through out-of the-way places where foraging takes real time.
With a twenty footer we can afford a little weight, and Denks will help
us with stowing the loads. Let’s see . . . barreled salt pork,
smoked hams, bacon, jerky, hardtack in sealed boxes, dried beans, dried
peas, dried fruit, shelled nuts, cornmeal, whole-meal wheat flour,
yeast in sealed packets, milled oats with molasses for fodder, sea salt
. . .”
He leaned against the saddle for a moment,
closed his eyes, and murmured under his breath, “Dread Lord,
Father of Victories, Storm rider, Wild Huntsman, aid us now. Dark
Goddess, Morrigú of the Crows, Red Hag of Battles, to You I
dedicate the harvest of the unplowed field of war, and the blood to be
spilled this day on Your earth. Be You both with Your children; and if
this is my hour, then know I go most willingly to You.”
He made himself eat, concentrating on the physical sensations, the smoky taste of the food, the chink
of the spoon against the tin plate, the cool slightly metallic tang of
the well water in his cup, even the bruises and stiffness and the pain
in his right calf, refusing to let his thoughts chase their own tails.
The others looked fairly glum too, apart from Ignatius, who had his
usual steady calm, and Odard, who was in quiet good spirits apart from
the occasional twinge in his swollen, bandaged knee.
Another pause, and she went on:
“It’s a bit different now. I mean, we’ve been like
brother and sister all these years, and this . . . sort of changes
things. I don’t know why it’s just now. I’ve been,
ummm, noticing boys for quite a while! And Rudi’s, well,
he’s a witch; you know how they are. I guess it’s
because Mom and I talked about us maybe marrying. I’m not sure if
I love him, love him that way, but I sure think I could if I let myself. It may be just because
we know each other so well. And . . . well, he’s so damn pretty.
And I keep imagining us together, you know, not just . . . well, I keep
thinking about children and a life together and stuff.”
“Father, thinking about the
perfection of God scares me silly. How can I be perfect, just being . .
. me? It’s not just being on the throne someday, though that
scares me too. I know that’ll always be like a fight in the dark,
no matter how hard I try, and I’m afraid of it twisting me and
making me someone who can’t trust or love any one or anything.
But being with Rudi all this time, the things I want, a home, babies,
they just don’t seem in the same . . . the same league as, well, perfection.”
At his raised brow, the young man went on:
“When I was six, he gave me a stave cut to my size. I’d
hold it out until my arm ached . . . and if I let it droop then
he’d wal lop my backside. I learned to hold it as long as he
liked . . . so then he gave me a thicker stave. When I got a real bow,
I practiced an hour a day and longer on weekends, and that’s not
counting archery classes at school; I learned to care for my string, my
bow, my arrows, to cut my own feathers and fletch my own shafts. I
practiced shooting in calm, breeze, and strong wind, at still marks,
moving marks, targets on the flat and in the air, and dropping fire on
hidden ones, and all of them while I was standing . . .or kneeling . .
. or running . . . or jumping.”
The young men all laughed, a bit uneasily.
The food came out—starting with corn on the cob, a rare treat in
the Clan’s territories, where maize grew reluctantly. Spareribs
in hot sauce followed it, and grilled pork chops with sage and onion
stuffing, mounds of fried potatoes, steamed cabbage and carrots, brown
bread and butter; plain food and plenty of it, and more beer along with
it. Everyone said their varieties of grace—including one that
simply went, “Good God, good meat: Good God, let’s
eat!”—and then all of them dug in with thoughtless voracity.
The sound went through him, thud, as
if the massive impact had been in his own belly, snapping his teeth
together in reflex. A crash, but the crash went on and on. Lances with
a ton of galloping horse behind them struck through thick shields and
steel-hoop armor, or broke and went pinwheeling up into the sky in a
blur ring flicker. Men were bowled over by sheer impact, fall ing and
sprawling stunned or curling under their shields against the stamping
hooves; the whole front line vanished. Wedges of horsemen drilled in
threes thrust into the gaps the lances and arrows had left; men stepped
up from the second and third ranks, smashing with their shields,
stooping for the hocking strike against the hamstring of a horse,
stabbing, stabbing.
_end Ver 1.0 Winterborn
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copyright reserved above, no part of this pub lication may be
reproduced, stored in or introduced into a retrieval system, or
transmitted, in any form, or by any means (electronic, mechanical,
photocopying, recording, or otherwise), without the prior written
permission of both the copyright owner and the above publisher of this
book.
http://us.penguingroup.com
To Melinda Snodgrass, Daniel Abraham,
Sage Walker, Emily Mah, Terry England, George R. R. Martin, Wal ter Jon
Williams, Yvonne Coats, Sally Gwylan, Laura Mixon-Gould and Ian
Tregellis of Critical Mass, for constant help and advice as the book
was under construction, which enabled me to avoid some howlers. And
heck, they were already friends.
Special thanks to Kate West, for her kind words and permission to use her chants.
Special thanks . . . am I overusing the word? . . .
to Wil liam Pint and Felicia Dale, for permission to use their music,
which can be found at
members.aol.com/pintndale/ and should be, for anyone with an ear and salt water in their veins.
And to Three Weird Sisters—Gwen Knighton, Mary
Crowell, Brenda Sutton and Teresa Powell—whose al ternately funny
and beautiful music can be found at
www.threeweirdsisters.com/ .
They’ve not only allowed me to use their
music, but to modify it, as for example Gwen’s lovely “New
Forest,” the original lyrics of which can be found at
www.gwenknighton.com/lyrics.html .
All mistakes, infelicities (including missed howlers) and errors are, of course, my own.
“No, not a cardinal, lady.”
Mabor drew another breath, delighted. “I am to herald the right
honorable the Count of Azay, ambassador of His Britannic Majesty,
William V, called the Great, Defender of the Faith, King of Eng land,
Scotland, Wales, Northern Ireland, King of France and Spain and his
dominions beyond the seas, Ham mer of the Moors, Rex Britanniae Maioris et Imperator Occidentalis !”
Nigel began to laugh, quietly at first,
then wholeheartedly. Mopping at an eye with his napkin, he replied,
“I’m truly sorry to disappoint King William, and you, Tony,
but my life is here now. Not to mention my wife, and my daughters; and
my son, and his children—a grand son and two
granddaughters, so far. This is where we’ll leave our bones. Give
His Majesty my regrets and my best wishes for a long and prosperous
reign. I thought the lad would turn out well.”
Another woman, much younger than the one
he’d seen, but with a look to her as if she were close kin.
Around thirty, he thought, but paler and longer-faced, her abundant
braided hair a light brown, with a stocky-strong build but not much
spare flesh. She was dressed in a kilt and indigo-blue shirt, knee
socks and low buckled shoes, with a stethoscope around her neck; there
was the same matter of-fact competence in the way she helped him drink,
listened to his chest, gave him some sharp tasting medicine in a spoon,
then took his temperature with a glass thermometer and compared it to
notes on a clipboard at the foot of the bed.
Inside the walls didn’t look as tall,
since the bottom twelve feet were built into what had been the sides of
the plateau, leaving the inner surface level. The ramparts were lined
with small log houses, carved and painted with themes from myth or
simple fancy, and in the central area were the buildings that served
the dwellers here and the Clan at large: bathhouse, smithy, stables,
workshops where every craft from glassblowing to hand printing was
practiced and taught, granary, infirmary, bad-weather Covenstead,
library and schools and more, divided by graveled lanes.
“What we went after was really
valuable things—gold and silver, jewels, artwork that was famous
before the Change, watches, machine tools that can be rerigged to run
off water power, telescopes and binoculars . . . the sort of thing
that’s been worked out of places near to areas that still have
people. Well, out east where I come from, that means going farther
east, if you want to get somewhere unclaimed. East and south, down into
the dead lands, past Chicago. I hear there are villages and farms up in
parts of the Appalachians, but in the low lands from the old Illinois
line to the Atlantic it’s . . . it’s still real bad.”
Ingolf had been right; the land around the
low spot was mostly forest where it wasn’t reed-rustling salt
marsh. The trees weren’t very tall, forty or fifty feet at most,
but the trunks were thick and gnarled, with a dense un derstory of
bushes. He recognized white and black oaks, chestnut, beech, maple,
pine and hickory; the broadleaf trees predominated, lush in their
summer foliage, and there were a lot of dead elms. The smell reached
him, strong even compared to the sea salt and the marshes, earthy and
wild, familiar from the wooded hills of home and yet a little strange.
“No, she’s bright enough. What she lacks is self knowledge. I, for example, am fully aware
of the fact that I’m an evil, murderous, spiteful bitch. And that
I like it that way. Mary Liu just thinks she’s hard done-by and
never given her due and has to stand up for her rights in a hostile,
unfeeling world. And her habit of self-delusion leads her to do things
that are quite unwise. Attempt ing to deceive me about helping this
Prophet fellow, for example. If I said, ‘Mary, darling, as one
evil bitch to another—don’t . . .’ Why, she’d
be quite insulted.”
In contrast to Lady Sandra’s headdress
and long skirted cotte-hardi of pale silk and dazzling white linen, she
wore male garb; in her case, black silk and velvet, with arms of sable,
a delta or over a V argent in the he raldic shield on her chest. Her
face was calm, as it usually was: strong-boned, with pale gray eyes and
hair so fair it would take a long while for the first gray strands to
show, worn in what another age would have called a pageboy bob. She was
tall for a woman, just under five ten, built with compact long-limbed
grace. Some people called the Regent the Spider . They called her hench-woman Lady Death, in a pun on her title.
“Yes, for what that’s worth, they would
support you; they know what a cabal headed by someone like Count Piotr
Stavarov would be like, and they want a strong protector to keep the
barons in line. But remember, this isn’t the Clan Mackenzie or
Corvallis or even the Bear killers. What counts here in the end is the
great tenants in chief, and their vassals and men at-arms and their
strong walls, and if you do anything that unites all of them or nearly
all of them against you, they’ll destroy you. Your father knew
that—it’s a balancing act. They have to be afraid of you,
but not too afraid, or for the wrong reasons. You’ll be
stronger than any one or two or three of them, but not all of them.
They’ve tolerated me because I leave them alone beyond enforcing
their dues and keeping them from killing one another too often. And
because we got hurt badly in the war and the uprisings, which left a
lot of widows ruling for underage sons—you won’t have that
advantage.”
Silence fell, except for the sound of the
wind hooting through the rock, and the horses stamping and moving
restlessly. Ingolf limped back to his shete—where had that small
cut on his left thigh just below the mail shirt come from?—and
sheathed it. That gave him a chance to examine his opponents for the
first time. They were young men, younger than he was, of middling
height but with the broad shoulders of bowmen and dressed alike in
coarse blue woolen pants and tunics and high horseman’s boots.
They’d all been armed with dagger, shete, bow and lance, and all
wore the same equipment, not just the helmets; back-and-breasts of
overlapping leather plates, chaps of the same protecting their legs,
mail sleeves. In fact . . .
The trainees were young, their faces smooth
and hairless, scalps shaved, a mixture of levies from the newly
conquered regions and the sons of ambitious families closer to the core
territories. The Sword of the Prophet were like the priesthood, a
pathway to office and power. The older classes were sparring, stripped
to the waist, using wooden swords or staffs or hand-to hand. There was
a constant clatter of wood on wood, an occasional thump and grunt as a
blow went home. Sweat ran down their shaven scalps and muscular tor
sos, giving the air a musky pungency under the scents of wood and soap
and stone; the instructors here were in the armor of Guardians, often
nearing middle age, always scarred. Some lacked a hand or foot or were
otherwise crippled.
Saint Dismas, patron of the repentant, I
am not sure that what I plan to do is right, and I am torn between my
duties. I know I should obey my mother, but God has called me to guard
the folk. I can see no other way than this to best fulfill my oaths and
help my friend in this task, and so do what is best for both our
peoples. If I do wrong, misled by my rebellious heart, help me to
repent. May God bless this quest and my companions on this road. Saint
Dismas, teach me the words to say to Our Lord to gain pardon and the
grace of perseverance; and you who are so close to Him now in heaven,
as you were during His last moments on earth, pray to Him for me that I
shall never again desert Him, but that at the close of my life I may
hear from Him the words He addressed to you: “This day thou shalt
be with Me in Paradise.”
“It’s not our money, sis. Hmmm .
. . shovels, picks, axes, hauling chains, grease bucket and keg of
good-quality axle grease, heavy jack, caltrops, lariats, hemp twine and
rope, canvas, extra shoes and boots, sweaters, hats, knit socks,
underwear, needles and thread, soap, blankets, oilskins and tarpaulins,
three tents, saddler’s tools and leather, horse shoe blanks for
cold-shoeing, small hollow anvil, farrier’s tools, nails,
lanterns, alcohol for lanterns, flints and wicks for lighters, water
barrels and a keg of water purification powder, medicine chest, horse medicine chest . . .”
“I think Rudi’s going to be
taking us through out-of the-way places where foraging takes real time.
With a twenty footer we can afford a little weight, and Denks will help
us with stowing the loads. Let’s see . . . barreled salt pork,
smoked hams, bacon, jerky, hardtack in sealed boxes, dried beans, dried
peas, dried fruit, shelled nuts, cornmeal, whole-meal wheat flour,
yeast in sealed packets, milled oats with molasses for fodder, sea salt
. . .”
He leaned against the saddle for a moment,
closed his eyes, and murmured under his breath, “Dread Lord,
Father of Victories, Storm rider, Wild Huntsman, aid us now. Dark
Goddess, Morrigú of the Crows, Red Hag of Battles, to You I
dedicate the harvest of the unplowed field of war, and the blood to be
spilled this day on Your earth. Be You both with Your children; and if
this is my hour, then know I go most willingly to You.”
He made himself eat, concentrating on the physical sensations, the smoky taste of the food, the chink
of the spoon against the tin plate, the cool slightly metallic tang of
the well water in his cup, even the bruises and stiffness and the pain
in his right calf, refusing to let his thoughts chase their own tails.
The others looked fairly glum too, apart from Ignatius, who had his
usual steady calm, and Odard, who was in quiet good spirits apart from
the occasional twinge in his swollen, bandaged knee.
Another pause, and she went on:
“It’s a bit different now. I mean, we’ve been like
brother and sister all these years, and this . . . sort of changes
things. I don’t know why it’s just now. I’ve been,
ummm, noticing boys for quite a while! And Rudi’s, well,
he’s a witch; you know how they are. I guess it’s
because Mom and I talked about us maybe marrying. I’m not sure if
I love him, love him that way, but I sure think I could if I let myself. It may be just because
we know each other so well. And . . . well, he’s so damn pretty.
And I keep imagining us together, you know, not just . . . well, I keep
thinking about children and a life together and stuff.”
“Father, thinking about the
perfection of God scares me silly. How can I be perfect, just being . .
. me? It’s not just being on the throne someday, though that
scares me too. I know that’ll always be like a fight in the dark,
no matter how hard I try, and I’m afraid of it twisting me and
making me someone who can’t trust or love any one or anything.
But being with Rudi all this time, the things I want, a home, babies,
they just don’t seem in the same . . . the same league as, well, perfection.”
At his raised brow, the young man went on:
“When I was six, he gave me a stave cut to my size. I’d
hold it out until my arm ached . . . and if I let it droop then
he’d wal lop my backside. I learned to hold it as long as he
liked . . . so then he gave me a thicker stave. When I got a real bow,
I practiced an hour a day and longer on weekends, and that’s not
counting archery classes at school; I learned to care for my string, my
bow, my arrows, to cut my own feathers and fletch my own shafts. I
practiced shooting in calm, breeze, and strong wind, at still marks,
moving marks, targets on the flat and in the air, and dropping fire on
hidden ones, and all of them while I was standing . . .or kneeling . .
. or running . . . or jumping.”
The young men all laughed, a bit uneasily.
The food came out—starting with corn on the cob, a rare treat in
the Clan’s territories, where maize grew reluctantly. Spareribs
in hot sauce followed it, and grilled pork chops with sage and onion
stuffing, mounds of fried potatoes, steamed cabbage and carrots, brown
bread and butter; plain food and plenty of it, and more beer along with
it. Everyone said their varieties of grace—including one that
simply went, “Good God, good meat: Good God, let’s
eat!”—and then all of them dug in with thoughtless voracity.
The sound went through him, thud, as
if the massive impact had been in his own belly, snapping his teeth
together in reflex. A crash, but the crash went on and on. Lances with
a ton of galloping horse behind them struck through thick shields and
steel-hoop armor, or broke and went pinwheeling up into the sky in a
blur ring flicker. Men were bowled over by sheer impact, fall ing and
sprawling stunned or curling under their shields against the stamping
hooves; the whole front line vanished. Wedges of horsemen drilled in
threes thrust into the gaps the lances and arrows had left; men stepped
up from the second and third ranks, smashing with their shields,
stooping for the hocking strike against the hamstring of a horse,
stabbing, stabbing.
_end Ver 1.0 Winterborn
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