"Scott Thomas - Marcy Waters" - читать интересную книгу автора (Thomas Scott) years had forgotten so much. Her lips were bitter from the wild
strawberries -- like half-formed hearts -- that we found coiling and trembling along the ruined boards of old Whitney's fallen barn. We were fifteen summers out of the womb, gangly and white in the darkness, our bodies shivering and brittle-seeming without clothes. I felt the bones through her back and the press of her budding chest against my own hard ribs. She laughed and lied and I believed her and told her that we were over dead Indians' graves, and that they had killed old Whitney with his own ax and she pretended to believe. Then we lay down like birch branches on the grass. They all knew the baby was mine -- but didn't it look like an owl, feathery-haired, and round-eyed and with strange arms that should have been wings. Marcy never spoke to me after that and they say her father sent her off to live with an aunt in Connecticut, but I saw her sometimes when rain made the river high and the dark waters shaped her face briefly and broke it up again. Maybe her father drowned her there where she used to dream and where she lost the box to the eastward current and cried as the crying birds gurgled. They were the souls of Indians, she said, and they cried for their land and their graves where we raised our corn. I blame myself now and picture Marcy Waters with her freckles and the quick green of her eyes. In spring I imagine her laughter and in autumn I imagine her grief. I found the box three miles down the river, the wood dark and soft and the latch a blur of rust. I could tell by its weight that it still contained the bones that old Whitney had dug up out of his sound of birds, but there was only the sound of a river squirming past the muddy banks and the half-remembered screams of old John Whitney that day that I smeared my face with owl blood, like war-paint, and killed him with his ax. й Scott Thomas 2001. This story also appears in Scott's collection, Cobwebs And Whispers (Delirium Books, 2001). Delirium Books can be contacted at PO Box 338 North Webster, IN 46555, USA. Elsewhere in infinity plus: non-fiction - Scott Thomas interviewed by Forrest Aguirre. Elsewhere on the web: Cobwebs And Whispers is available for US$36 + shipping from Project Pulp or through the publishers Delirium Books. Let us know what you think of infinity plus - e-mail us at: [email protected] support this site - buy books through these links: A+ Books: an insider's view of sf, fantasy and horror |
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