"Van Lustbader, Eric - Pearl 01 - The Ring of Five Dragons 1.0" - читать интересную книгу автора (Van Lustbader Eric)This is a work of fiction. All the characters and events portrayed in this novel are either fictitious or are used fictitiously. THE RING OF FIVE DRAGONS Copyright © 2001 by Eric Van Lustbader All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce this book, or portions thereof, in any form. This book is printed on acid-free paper. Design by Jane Adele Regina Map by Ellisa Mitchell A Tor Book Published by Tom Doherty Associates, LLC Fifth Avenue New York, NY www.tor.com Tor® is a registered trademark of Tom Doherty Associates, LLC. Library of Congress Cataoging-in-Publicaton Data Lustbader, Eric. The ring of five dragons / Eric Van Lustbader.—1st ed. p. cm.—(The pearl saga ; bk. 1) "A Tom Doherty Associates book." ISBN 0-312-87235-6 (acid-free paper) I. Title. PS3562.U752 R56 2001 813'.54—dc First Edition: May Printed in the United States of America For Victoria, always and forever
THE RING of FIVE
DRAGONS PROLOG: When they were fifteen years old, Giyan and Bartta
found a lorg. It was hiding, as lorgs are wont to do, beneath a large
flat rock of a golden hue lying like a wart on the belly of a
bone-dry gully. Konara Mossa, their Ramahan guardian and teacher, had
told them to keep a sharp eye out for lorgs, for lorgs preferred
the thin, kuelLo-fir-scented air that drifted along the shoulders of
the Djenn Marre. Beware the lorg, she warned them with a
frightening sweep of a gnarled forefinger, for lorgs are evil
creatures, ensnaring the souls of dying infants, hoarding them like
grains of milled oat grass. Superstitious nonsense, Giyan
thought privately. The lorgs might be ugly to look at, but they
seemed harmless enough; in fact, they were beneficial inasmuch
as they ate stydil larvae, and everyone knew how destructive
those insects could be to the oat grass and glennan crops. It was Lonon, the Fifth Season—that eerie time
between High Summer and Autumn when the gimnopedes swarmed;
when, on clear nights, all five moons, pale green as a dove's belly,
could be seen in the vast black bowl of the sky; when The Pearl had
been misused; when the V'ornn had come to Kundala. Giyan and Bartta, both Ramahan novices, had had the
enormous misfortune of being born twins, an evil omen among the
mountain Kundalan, a certain sign of bad luck that their mother tried
to rectify by winding their own umbilicals around their soft pink
necks. Their father, entering the birthing chamber, had cut the cords
with his own hunting knife. While they squalled their first breath of
new life, he had had to slit the throat of the scheming midwife, who
had whispered goading superstitions in their mother's ear, egging her
on to commit infanticide. They had learned all this years later from their
father, just before he left home for good. Their father and mother
never should have married, that was the truth of it. Their father was
a no-nonsense trader who saw the world in a straightforward manner,
while their mother was entangled in the dark skein of magic,
superstition, anxiety. They had no basis to form a connection, let
alone to fall in love or even to discover a comfortable tolerance. Cheated out of her attempt to mend her ill fortune,
their mother brought the twins to the Abbey of Floating White as soon
as they were old enough. In a most unseemly manner, she begged Konara
Mossa to train the twins to be Ramahan, praying that their wholesale
devotion to the Great Goddess would spare them the usual fate of
twins. And so they were made fluent in the Old Tongue, they
were taught from the scraps of Utmost Source, The Five Sacred
Books of Müna, memorized and set down over the decades
by successive konara after it was lost. They were taught the creation
myths, the legends of The Pearl, the seventy-seven festivals of Müna,
the importance of Lonon, the Fifth Season, Müna's time, the
season of change. They learned the ways of phytochemistry, of healing
with herbs and mushrooms, of divining portents, of seeking with
opals, and, most importantly, they were taught the Prophesy of the
coming of the Dar Sala-at, the Chosen One of Müna, who would
find The Pearl and use it to free the Kundalan from their bondage to
the V'ornn. It was curious how two sisters—twins at
that—could absorb the same lessons and arrive at different
conclusions. One saw the vessel half-full, the other saw it
half-empty. For Giyan, life at the abbey had brought alive the rich
history of her people, where sorcerous beings like Dragons and
narbuck and Rappa and perwillon mingled freely with the Kundalan,
males and females sharing equally in every facet of life, where those
with the Gift were trained to use Osoru sorcery well and wisely,
where each festival was an excuse for music, dancing, singing, the
fervent excitement of being alive. Now, it was said, only the fearful
perwillon remained, slumbering deep in their caves. For Bartta, the
history lessons told another story—of what had been taken from
them by the V'ornn, of the diminishing of Ramahan power and
influence, of the rise of the new Goddess-less religion, Kara, of the
violence of the male Ramahan and the betrayal of the Rappa, of a need
to break with the old sorcerous ways—known only to those born
with the Gift—that had come back to haunt the Ramahan, of the
Kundalan being abandoned by their Great Goddess, who had quailed
at the coming of the V'ornn, had been rendered irrelevant by the
aliens' superior techno-mancy. Of the failure of the past, of Osoru,
of those with the Gift, of Müna's teachings as they had been
originally set forth to protect Kun-dala against invasion. The twins were hiking north of their home in Stone
Border, on the steep and narrow path that led to the Ice Caves. On
either side, the brittle sepia-colored land fell away from them,
pitching downward to the green-and-blue fields that carpeted the
broad, fertile valley far below. Brown kuello-fir needles
crunched beneath their cor-hide sandals. Forever after, this soft,
dry, intimate sound, so like the rustling of wicked blackcrows'
wings, would send a tiny thrill through them, for it was forbidden
for anyone but Ramahan priestesses, like themselves, who dwelled in
the nearby Abbey of Floating White, to tread this dangerous
path. Giyan paused on the path to stare upward at the
immense, jagged, ice-crusted pinnacles of the Djenn Marre. And as she
paused, so did Bartta. Giyan was the twin blessed with height,
beauty, a slender figure. Even worse, from Bartta's point of view,
she had the Gift and could be trained in Osoru sorcery. What did
Bartta have save her fierce desire to lead the Ramahan? "To think," Giyan said, "that no one
knows what lies beyond those mountains." "Just like you," Bartta said sourly, "to
be thinking of questions that cannot be answered. Your foolish
diversions are why I will be promoted to shima, to priestess, next
year while you will no doubt stay a leyna, a novice." "I am Müna's servant just as you are,"
Giyan said softly. "We each serve the Great Goddess in our own
way." Bartta grunted. "Well, I'll tell you something.
It has become embarrassing to be your sister. Your…
perverse views are the talk of the abbey." "Perverse, sister?" Giyan's
whistleflower-blue eyes reflected the sting of the rebuke. Bartta nodded emphatically, happy to have scored a
point. "Our world is a simple one. We are good, the V'ornn are
evil. How you can distort such an obvious black-and-white truth is
beyond me." "You misunderstand me," Giyan said. "I
do not question the evil of the V'ornn's deeds; I merely question
this so-called truth of Good and Evil. Nothing in this life is so
black-and-white. When it comes to the V'ornn we know them not at all.
I sense there is a mystery there we cannot yet fathom." "Oh, yes. You sense. Your accursed
Gift has spoken to you, I suppose." Giyan turned away, her gaze lost in the snowcapped
mountain peaks. She was remembering the hideous vision she had had
three years ago. It had coincided with the onset of puberty, on a
brilliant summer afternoon in a courtyard of the abbey. One
moment, she had been plant- ing herbs and the next the world, around
her had disappeared. At first, she thought she had gone blind. She
found herself enclosed in darkness—not the darkness of
night or even a cave, but utter blackness. Voices rustled like the
wings of birds, but she could not make out what they were saying. She
was terrified; even more so as the vision took shape. With
breathtaking clarity, she saw herself from above. She was dressed
oddly, in the pure white of mourning. She was standing on the
wishbone of a narbuck, the two prongs in front of her. At the end of
the right prong stood a Ramahan in the persimmon-colored robes of a
member of the Dea Cretan. At the end of the left prong was a
fierce-looking V'ornn in battle armor. She saw herself walking to the
base of the prongs, knew there was a dreadful choice to be made, a
fork in the path of her life. The V'ornn raised his arms and in them
she saw a shining star, which she knew was the Dar Sala-at, the
prophesied savior of her people. In her vision, she watched herself
walk to the left, toward the Dar Sala-at, toward the V'ornn…
What did it mean? She could not know, and yet she could not forget
the power, the sheer force of the vision. She had never dared share
it with anyone, not even Bartta. But it had haunted her ever since,
and was surely at the core of her unique, conflicted feelings about
the aliens she knew she should loathe. "The V'ornn have enslaved us, maimed us,
tortured us," Bartta was saying now. "They kill us at their
whim in games of sport. Though the resistance exists and continues to
fight back, it is no match for the V'ornn. The aliens have driven us
from our cities, forced us to find shelter in the hillsides and
mountains until we have become strangers in our own land. They have
slaughtered thousands of Ramahan. Our own abbey is the only one left
intact. You know this as well as I do." Giyan turned back from the peaks of the Djenn Marre,
from the latent image of her vision. Her thick copper-colored hair
flew in the wind. She put her hand tenderly on her sister's shoulder.
"I hear the pain and fear in your voice. We have prayed to Müna
for eighty-five long, terrible years without hearing a response." Bartta shook herself away. "I feel no pain or
fear." "But you do," Giyan said even more softly.
"It is your deep and abiding fear that in Her wrath Müna
has left us in the hands of the V'ornn forever. You told me so
yourself." "A moment of weakness, of illness, of
disorientation," Bartta said curtly. "I am surprised you
even remember." "Why wouldn't I remember, sister? I love you
deeply." Bartta, trembling a little, whispered. "If only
it were so." Giyan took her in her arms. "Have you any real
doubts?" Bartta allowed her head to briefly rest on her
sister's shoulder. She sighed. "This is what I do not
understand," she said. "Even the konara, our elders, have
no answer for Müna's strange silence." Giyan took Bartta's head in her hands, looked her in
the eye. "The answer is clear, sister. It lies in our recent
history. The Goddess is silent because we ignored Her warnings and
misused The Pearl." "Then it's true. Müna has abandoned us,"
Bartta whispered. There were sudden, stinging tears in her eyes. "No, sister, She is merely waiting." Bartta wiped her eyes, deeply ashamed that she had
showed such weakness. "Waiting for what?" "For the Dar Sala-at. The One who will find The
Pearl and end our bondage to the V'ornn." Bartta's expression changed, hardening slightly "Is
this true faith, or is it your Gift talking?" "I have been taught by Konara Mossa to turn
away from the Gift, just as we have been taught to shun the Rappa
because they were responsible for Mother's death the day The Pearl
was lost, the day we were invaded by the V'ornn." "The Rappa had the Gift, and it led to our
downfall." Having spotted a chink in her sister's armor,
Bartta's eyes were alight. Spite, the twin of her envy, overrode her
inner terror. "And yet, you defy Konara Mossa, you use
the Gift." "Sometimes I cannot help it," Giyan said
softly, sadly, "the Gift is too strong." "Sometimes you deliberately use it,"
Bartta hissed. "You are being trained in secret, aren't you?" "What if I am?" Giyan looked down at her
feet. "Sometimes I question whether this thing inside
me—this Gift—is evil." Her voice dropped to a
whisper borne by the wind. "Sometimes, late at night, when I lie
awake, I feel the breadth and scope of the Cosmos breathing all
around me, and I know—I know, sister, in my heart, in
my very soul—that what we see and hear and smell and taste—the
world we touch is but a fraction of the Whole that exists elsewhere.
A beauty beyond comprehension. And with every fiber of my being I
long to reach out and know that vast place. And it is then
that I think, How could such a feeling be evil?" Bartta was looking at her sister with profound
jealousy What you know, what you long for,
she thought. As if I do not long for the same thing, and know it
will never be mine. She was about to say something clever and
cutting, but the sight of the tail stayed her tongue. The lorg's ing
herbs and the next the world around her had disappeared. At first,
she thought she had gone blind. She found herself enclosed in
darkness—not the darkness of night or even a cave, but
utter blackness-Voices rustled like the wings of birds, but she could
not make out what they were saying. She was terrified; even more so
as the vision took shape. With breathtaking clarity, she saw herself
from above. She was dressed oddly, in the pure white of mourning. She
was standing on the wishbone of a narbuck, the two prongs in front of
her. At the end of the right prong stood a Ramahan in the
persimmon-colored robes of a member of the Dea Cretan. At the end of
the left prong was a fierce-looking V'ornn in battle armor. She saw
herself walking to the base of the prongs, knew there was a dreadful
choice to be made, a fork in the path of her life, The V'ornn raised
his arms and in them she saw a shining star, which she knew was the
Dar Sala-at, the prophesied savior of her people. In her vision, she
watched herself walk to the left, toward the Dar Sala-at, toward the
V'ornn… What did it mean? She could not know, and yet she
could not forget the power, the sheer force of the vision. She had
never dared share it with anyone, not even Bartta. But it had haunted
her ever since, and was surely at the core of her unique, conflicted
feelings about the aliens she knew she should loathe. "The V'ornn have enslaved us, maimed us,
tortured us," Bartta was saying now. "They kill us at their
whim in games of sport. Though the resistance exists and continues to
fight back, it is no match for the V'ornn. The aliens have driven us
from our cities, forced us to find shelter in the hillsides and
mountains until we have become strangers in our own land. They have
slaughtered thousands of Ramahan. Our own abbey is the only one left
intact. You know this as well as I do." Giyan turned back from the peaks of the Djenn Marre,
from the latent image of her vision. Her thick copper-colored hair
flew in the wind. She put her hand tenderly on her sister's shoulder.
"I hear the pain and fear in your voice. We have prayed to Müna
for eighty-five long, terrible years without hearing a response." Bartta shook herself away. "I feel no pain or
fear." "But you do," Giyan said even more softly.
"It is your deep and abiding fear that in Her wrath Müna
has left us in the hands of the V'ornn forever. You told me so
yourself." "A moment of weakness, of illness, of
disorientation," Bartta said curtly. "I am surprised you
even remember." "Why wouldn't I remember, sister? I love you
deeply." Bartta, trembling a little, whispered. "If only
it were so." Giyan took her in her arms. "Have you any real
doubts?" Bartta allowed her head to briefly rest on her
sister's shoulder. She sighed. "This is what I do not
understand," she said. "Even the konara, our elders, have
no answer for Müna's strange silence." Giyan took Bartta's head in her hands, looked her in
the eye. "The answer is clear, sister. It lies in our recent
history. The Goddess is silent because we ignored Her warnings and
misused The Pearl." "Then it's true. Müna has abandoned us,"
Bartta whispered. There were sudden, stinging tears in her eyes. "No, sister, She is merely waiting." Bartta wiped her eyes, deeply ashamed that she had
showed such weakness. "Waiting for what?" "For the Dar Sala-at. The One who will find The
Pearl and end our bondage to the V'ornn." Bartta's expression changed, hardening slightly. "Is
this true faith, or is it your Gift talking?" "I have been taught by Konara Mossa to turn
away from the Gift, just as we have been taught to shun the Rappa
because they were responsible for Mother's death the day The Pearl
was lost, the day we were invaded by the V'ornn." "The Rappa had the Gift, and it led to our
downfall." Having spotted a chink in her sister's armor,
Bartta's eyes were alight. Spite, the twin of her envy, overrode her
inner terror. "And yet, you defy Konara Mossa, you use
the Gift." "Sometimes I cannot help it," Giyan said
softly, sadly, "the Gift is too strong." "Sometimes you deliberately use it,"
Bartta hissed. "You are being trained in secret, aren't you?" "What if I am?" Giyan looked down at her
feet. "Sometimes I question whether this thing inside
me—this Gift—is evil." Her voice dropped to a
whisper borne by the wind. "Sometimes, late at night, when I lie
awake, I feel the breadth and scope of the Cosmos breathing all
around me, and I know—I know, sister, in my heart, in
my very soul—that what we see and hear and smell and taste—the
world we touch is but a fraction of the Whole that exists elsewhere.
A beauty beyond comprehension. And with every fiber of my being I
long to reach out and know that vast place. And it is then
that I think, How could such a feeling be evil?" Bartta was looking at her sister with profound
jealousy. What you know, what you long for,
she thought. As if I do not long for the same thing, and know it
will never be mine. She was about to say something clever and
cutting, but the sight of the tail stayed her tongue. The lorg's tail
flicked once then, illusory as the whiff of water in the Great Voorg,
disappeared beneath a long, flat rock of a golden hue. "Look there!" she said as she clambered
down into the shallow gully. Beyond, a steep and treacherous falloff
mined with loose shale and broken twigs. "Oh, sister, look!"
And planting her sturdy legs wide, she bent and flipped over the
rock. "A lorg!" Giyan cried. "Yes. A lorg!" Bartta backed away,
fascinated and appalled, as her twin clambered down to stand beside
her. The lorg was indeed a hideous beast. Its hide was thick and
warty, its watery grey eyes bulging, turning this way and that as if
able to see in all directions at once. It appeared all belly; its
head and legs were puny and insignificant. It seemed boneless, like
the double stomach of a gutted lemur, and this somehow made it all
the more hideous. Bartta hefted a stone in her hand. "And now we
must kill it." "Kill it? But why?" "You know why," Bartta said icily. "Lorgs
are evil." "Leave it. You do not need to take its life." With an expert swing, Bartta skimmed the stone
through the air. It made a peculiar humming sound, like an angry
blackcrow. She had that, at least over her twin, her outsize physical
strength. The stone, loosed from that powerful slingshot, struck the
lorg with a sickening thunk!. The lorg's disgusting pop eyes
swiveled in their direction, perhaps sadly, but it did not move. This
seeming indifference enraged Bartta all the more. She grabbed another
stone, a larger one this time, cocking her arm to throw it. But Giyan
caught her upraised wrist in her hand. "Why, Bartta? Why do you really want
to kill it?" The wind rattled the kuello-firs, whistled through
devious clefts in the rocks. A hawk floated on the thermals high
overhead, vivid with intent. Bartta's gaze did not stray from Giyan's
face. The twin who was tall, beautiful, clever of tongue and hand. An
inchoate rage curdled the contents of Bartta's stomach, gripped her
throat like a giant's hand. With a violent twist, she jerked herself
free, and before Giyan could utter another word, she hurled the stone
with tremendous force. It struck the lorg's head, causing a gout of
blood so pale and thin it might have been water. Grunting like an
animal, Bartta gathered a handful of stones and, as she advanced upon
the lorg, peppered it until it sank into the ground, split open like
a side of meat. “There. There." Bartta, standing
over it, light-headed, trembled slightly. Crouching beside the dead creature, Giyan passed a
hand over it. "Great Goddess, tell me if you can," she
whispered, "where is the evil here?" Looking down at her, Bartta said, "That's
right, sister. Shed a tear for so ugly a beast that would not move
even to save itself. If its death hurts you so, use your infernal
Gift. Return it to life." "The Gift does not work in that way,"
Giyan said without looking up. "It cannot bring life from
death." "Try, sorceress." Giyan took the ragged lorg in her hands and buried
it in the shale. Dust and blood coated her hands, remaining darkened
in the creases even after she wiped them down. At last, she looked up
at Bartta, beads of perspiration standing out on her forehead. "What
have you really accomplished?" "We will be late for afternoon devotions,"
Bartta said. As she set off for the high, glistening walls of the
Abbey of Floating White she saw the owl circling the treetops, as if
watching her. Book One: SPIRIT GATE "Inside us are fifteen Spirit Gates. They
are meant to be open. If even one is not, a blockage occurs; a
sickness of spirit that, left untreated, can and will rot the soul
from within." —Utmost Source, The Five Sacred Books of Müna Owl Sixteen years—a lifetime—later, Bartta,
now a small, dark, hunched figure not unlike a lorg, found herself on
the same path. The sky was cloudless, of a blue so achingly rich it
bore the appearance of fresh lacquer. The sun was in its waning
hours, magnified by the atmosphere, so that its curious purple spot
seemed like the pupil of an eye. Müna's Eye, the
Ramahan believed, that saw and recorded everything. Borne upon the air was the scent of the kuello-firs,
and when Bartta's sandals crunched the brown needles she felt again
that tiny shiver of recognition of things apart. In an instant the
afternoon she had killed the lorg came rushing back to her. She
paused, looking for the dry gully and the large flat rock of a golden
hue under which, years ago, she had found the lorg. Bartta wore the long, persimmon-colored robes of raw
silk reserved for the konara, senior priestesses of the Dea Cretan,
the Ramahan High Council. In the old days, before the coming of the
V'ornn, the Ramahan were ruled by one woman: Mother. That was her
title, which she inherited as a child, when her name was taken from
her forever. At that time, the Ramahan had been made up of equal
numbers of women and men—if such a thing could be imagined! The
men had been purged after their innate greed led to the loss of The
Pearl, the sorcerous Rappa had been destroyed, and the Dea Cretan was
formed to ensure that the violence that had engulfed the Order would
never again occur, that the sorcery that had been inextricably bound
into Ramahan society was carefully weeded out, strand by strand. As Bartta moved along the path she was immersed in a
halo of myrrh, oils of clove, and clary-sage, the incense she burned
when she prayed. These spices gave her strength of conviction and
clarity of thought. She tapped her forefinger against her thin,
unpainted lips. Where was that rock? She was close to it, she knew
that much. The passage of time and the vagaries of her memory
caused her to walk past it twice. Each time, however, her Ramahan
training compelled her to turn around, and at last she recognized the
rock, whose golden color flashed only here and there beneath a dull
layer of shale dust and kuello-fir needles. Lifting the hem of her
robes, she half slid down the slope into the gully, picked her way
carefully across the loose shale and the odd tufts of yellow wrygrass
that had sprung up. Over the years, a geological eruption had warped
and scarred the depression. The rock now lay like a kind of bridge
across what appeared to be a fissure in the gully bed. She bent to touch the cool, rough, golden skin of
that rock, stirring even after all this time with images of the lorg.
She cursed heartily. That lorg had certainly been an evil omen. Three
days after its death Giyan had been captured in a raid, taken to Axis
Tyr to be the slave of the V'ornn. That was sixteen years ago, and
never a word from her since. She had heard stories, many times, about
the regent's Kundalan mistress. Giyan was sharing her bed with a
V'ornn! How could she? It was unimaginable! Thinking of the dreaded
V'ornn, Bartta shuddered. That is when she heard the sound—tiny,
indistinct, echoey. She turned back, looked around the perimeter of
the gully. Nothing stirred save the shivering tops of the graceful
kuello-firs. The sound came again, trickling down her spine like
a rivulet of ice water. On her knees, she peered into the fissure.
Darkness greeted her beyond the sliver of opening between rock and
shale bed. "Hello?" she called in a voice as quavery
as if it were underwater. "Hello?" A sound, neither human nor animal but somewhere in
between, came to her. It made her jerk erect, her scalp prickling
eerily. She backed up, stumbling a little, righted herself, then
turned to flee across the gully. Failing to lift the hem of her robe,
she tripped and fell, ripping the robe and skinning a knee. She gave
a little cry, regained her footing, and ran on. As she reached the
slope at the edge of the gully, she paused to catch her breath,
squinting upward into the luminous ultramarine sky. Her pulse
hammered, and her mouth was dry. The soft, eerie moaning of the wind made the
boulders and gullies seem alive even as it concealed that other
hideous sound. She turned her gaze toward the stands of kuello-firs
and breathed deeply to rid herself of the last splinter of fear. She
started as the great horned owl emerged from shadowed, needled
branches, swooped low on enormous, soundless wings. She called Müna's
name, for the owl was the sacred messenger of the Goddess. It seemed
to be heading straight for her. She pressed herself against the
slope. Too late to run. She was murmuring a prayer when it passed
close enough for her to feel the backwash of its mighty grey-blue
wings. Then it swooped even lower, and she whirled to follow its
flight. The owl passed over the long, flat rock, then again, and a
third time, before lifting on powerful pinions, and wheeling away
into the dark kuello-fir forest. A peculiar terror gripped her. The owl was an omen,
of course. An extraordinary omen, because an owl in daylight
signified imminent death. Her sense of dread escalated, but she knew
that she could not ignore an omen from Müna. But that could not
be; Müna had passed beyond the rim, or so she had convinced
herself. Then what was Müna's messenger doing here? She had to
find out. Reluctantly, she retraced her steps. She fell to her
knees beside the stone, grimacing with pain. The sun sat atop the
collar of the forest; the shadows in the gully were long, blue,
dense. Bartta grunted. The rock moved with the reluctance
of an invalid, its protest in the form of a miniavalanche of shale.
The chilling sound came again, and on her belly she stuck her head
into the fissure. In the last of the light she could just make out a
small figure curled in a corner. It was Kundalan, not animal—and
small, certainly not an adult. Once again, she almost turned away. She had no
desire to descend into that dangerous darkness. But her training held
her. Müna had spoken; now she must act. How long had it been
since Müna had given the Ramahan a sign? Bartta did not know. A
long time, anyway. A very long time. "Hold on!" she called, clambering down.
"I'm coming for you!" Nearly choking in a cloud of dust, she descended,
cursing mightily, using her thick, work-hardened hands to grasp small
outcroppings to keep her from pitching headlong into the fissure. She
needed to be especially careful because the friable shale was all too
apt to shear off or crumble beneath her weight. The preponderance of
sedimentary rock in this area, she knew, was due to the Chuun River,
which flowed from here all the way down to Axis Tyr, the Kundalan
city the V'ornn had chosen as their capital. Bartta had heard many
stories of Axis Tyr as it had been before the V'ornn invasion, a
beautiful city of blue-and-rose stone sitting astride the Chuun
River. Now, from all she could glean, the only Kundalan inside the
city were miserable prisoners or slaves. Like Giyan. Bartta's hard heart was wrung out with the terrible
sacrifices she had made. It had become a poor shrunken organ no more
useful than a stone. Yet she could still hate. Her blood ran cold
when she thought of the V'ornn. Such monsters! So nasty to look at;
hairless as a rotten clemett and twice as smelly. You could never be
certain what the hairless beasts were thinking, though members of the
Kundalan resistance had come to know how they would react in certain
situations. But the resistance was largely impotent. Of what use was
their deaths? One hundred and one years after the occupation and
nothing had changed. There was no help for it. One had to learn how
to live with the yoke around one's neck. Müna be praised that Giyan had been taken by
the V'ornn and not her. Bartta knew that she would surely have hung
herself rather than be made to serve them or touch their rancid
flesh. Anyway, she thought sourly, her twin had shown a perverse
curiosity about the V'ornn. Now she had her wish. Bartta had begun to sweat. It was unnaturally hot
inside the fissure, and she made her stumbling way around the
perimeter to avoid the worst of the heat, which seemed to be rising
in sickening waves from the jagged rock floor. A copse of pink
calcite stalagmites rose from the periphery of the fissure floor like
grasping fingers. The heated air shimmered and burned her lungs so
that she hastened to the spot where the figure lay. A girl of perhaps
fifteen years, Bartta saw, who was shaking as if with the ague. A
cloyingly sweet-smelling sweat rimed her forehead, matted her long,
tangled, blond hair. Her beautiful features were clouded, darkened,
ravaged. When Bartta scooped her up in her arms, the girl felt as if
she were on fire. The girl cried out as Bartta carried her back to the
opening she had made by moving the rock above. "Stop your sniveling," she snapped. "I
will have you out of here in a moment. You're safe now." But
judging by the girl's flushed and dry skin, Bartta did not believe
that. The Ramahan were great healers as well as mystics. Bartta could
well read the signs of duur fever, and she liked not the advanced
stage the virus was in. This fever, which came in five-year cycles,
had ravaged the Kundalan for a century now. The Ramahan believed that
the V'ornn had brought the virus to Kundala; the resistance was
certain that the Gyrgon, the mysterious V'ornn caste of technomages,
had manufactured it as another weapon in their overwhelming arsenal
to bring the Kundalan race to its knees. In any case, the Ramahan had
had only limited success in saving the victims of duur fever. If it
was caught within forty-eight hours of the onset of symptoms, a
poultice of a mixture of the rendered seeds of black loosestrife and
the thistle heart of coltsfoot digitalis had proved effective.
Otherwise, once the virus reached the lungs it replicated so rapidly
that within days the victim drowned as if lost at sea. With the girl in her arms, Bartta stopped and looked
up at the wedge of darkening sky. It looked a long way off, farther
by far than the floor of the fissure had looked before she had
scrambled down here. The girl was dying, no doubt about it. Of what
possible use was she then? Perhaps, if she, Bartta, was able to get
her out of here and back to the village she could prolong her life a
week, two at the outside. But to what purpose? Already the girl's
face was distorted by pain, and her suffering would only grow. Better
to leave her here; a quick death would be merciful, a blessing even. But as Bartta was setting her down, a small earth
tremor sent shale scaling down on them. Bartta braced herself against
the trembling side of the fissure as the girl cried out. Her eyes
focused and she moaned pitifully, clinging to Bartta. Waiting for the
tremor to abate, Bartta had cause to recall Müna's sacred owl.
Now that the Goddess had at last spoken, She had chosen Bartta! The
owl had passed three times over this fissure. Why? Certainly not so
that Bartta should leave this girl here to expire. But what then the
meaning of Müna's messages? Perhaps the Goddess meant for this
girl to become her property. But, again, why? Was she in some way
special? Bartta peered down at the face so ethereally
beautiful, so ashen she could plainly see the play of blue veins
beneath skin unnaturally taut and shiny with fever. Brushing lank
hair back from the girl's forehead, she said: "What is your
name?" "Riane." Her heart was beating as fast as
an ice-hare's. "Hmm. I do not recognize that name. Where are
you from?" The girl's face wrinkled up. "I do not…
I can't remember. Except …" "Except what, my dear?" "I remember skelling." "Skelling?" Bartta frowned. "I do not
believe I know that word. What does it mean?" "Skelling. You know, climbing up and down sheer
rock faces." "Don't be foolish," Bartta scoffed. "No
one I know does that." "I do," Riane said boldly. "I mean, I
did. I distinctly remember coming down Four Whites." "But that is impossible," Bartta said.
Four Whites was the name of a sheer mountain cliff that rose a
kilometer above the abbey. It was too steep, rugged, and ice-strewn
even for the surefooted mountain goats. "Not really. I've done it many times." Bartta's frown deepened. "All right, let's say
you did this skelling thing. What happened next?" "A handhold I had been using sheared off. Maybe
the rock had fractured when the earth tremored. Anyway, I fell."
outright pain. Still, she continued her climb, willing herself not to
hurry, to test each makeshift rung lest it crumble beneath her,
sending her and the girl back to the fissure floor. But always in the
back of her mind lurked the spectre of another tremor, which would
surely dislodge her. She felt more vulnerable than she had since
entering the Ramahan sinecure of Floating White but, most curiously,
she also felt a kind of exhilaration as she connected with her body
again, using it as she had when she was a little girl. It felt fine
to have dirt beneath her nails again, to feel the flex and draw of
muscle and sinew as they worked. She was aware of Riane whimpering
behind her, and she prayed that in her weakened state she would be
able to hold on. Two-thirds of the way up, Bartta ran out of
handholds. Three separate possibilities crumbled under her grip, the
third breaking apart only as she put all their combined weight on it.
She fell back to her former perch with a jolt that caused a painful
percussion up her spine. Riane passed out. Just as well,
Bartta thought. The girl is terrified enough for the both of us. Despite instinct urging her nerve endings to move,
Bartta took time to breathe deeply. For the moment, the earth had
grown still, but cocking an ear she heard not a single birdsong, and
this she interpreted as warning that there was more seismic activity
to come. Living all her life in the embrace of the Djenn Marre, she
was no stranger to quakes. They were lightest in the lower foothills,
increasing in intensity the farther one penetrated the high crags.
Once, when she was on her way to deliver the monthly ration of
supplies to the Ice Caves, she had been unlucky enough to be caught
in a quake that had sheared off a section of cliff face not seven
meters from where she had crouched in terror. The Ice Caves were
infrequently visited and only by Ramahan acolytes. They were carved
out of the granite Djenn Marre like the eyrie of a fantastic mythic
raptor five kilometers from the abbey and a kilometer above the
waterfalls of Heavenly Rushing, at the headwaters of the Chuun. How
the Tchakira lived up there was anyone's guess. But what more did
they deserve, these dregs and outcasts—criminals, misfits,
madmen who had been expunged from society? Still, they were
Kun-dalan. The Ramahan felt it the sacred duty of Müna to ensure
that these poor wretches would not perish in the wind- and ice-swept
peaks of the Djenn Marre. Not that any civilized Kundalan had ever
seen a Tchakira. But they existed, all right, for when the Ramahan
acolyte arrived at the Ice Caves, as Bartta had, the previous month's
rations were gone. She, like all the acolytes before her, had paused
only long enough to lay down the small, dense packages of food and
herb concentrates, consume a gulp or two of cloudy rakkis, and
head back down the ice-encrusted, nearly vertical trail. Now another nearly vertical trail loomed above her.
Despite her elevation, the evening sky seemed farther away than ever,
a mocking shell, blackened like a burnt offering. A star emerged from
the enveloping darkness, crackling blue-white fire, and just to its
right one moon, then another poured their reflected light into the
fissure. Bartta felt it first in the soles of her feet, and she
braced herself, praying furiously for Müna to extend Her
protective hand. A clap like thunder broke the low rumbling, echoed
painfully in her ears. As the earth lurched, she slipped, desperately
hanging on. The fissure all around her seemed to be breaking apart,
and she was certain that she was about to breathe her last. Stillness so absolute it was unnerving enveloped
everything. Looking up, she saw that the wall itself had split so
that the upper tier now stepped back in a kind of ragged
staircase. Instinct drove her upward. In an instant, she had reached
the natural steps and, scrambling as quickly as she was able under
the circumstances, made her way out of the fissure. Gaining the floor of the gully, she did not pause
even to catch her breath, but half ran with the insensate girl still
over her shoulder. Not until she found herself safely on the path
that wound through the kuello-firs down to Stone Border did she even
dare look back over her shoulder. What she expected to see she could
not say, but in the wan moonslight spilling down like milk from a
she-goat's udders she saw nothing out of the ordinary. With a grunt,
she shifted her burden to a less painful position, then hurried down
the path toward home. The Vine A heartbeat after Annon loosed his arrow and Kurgan
fired his bolt, the gimnopede dropped from its descending flight path
over the thorny crown of the sysal tree. The bolt pierced its plump
blue-and-yellow breast; the arrow had missed it by a hairbreadth. Annon pumped a triumphant fist over his head. But
Kurgan, hurling a rude gesture in his friend's direction, lunged
forward, running headlong through the copse of sysal trees they had
made their early-morning lair, for it was well-known among the V'ornn
that the luscious gimnopedes made their nests in the highest branches
of the great, gnarled, ancient trees. "Ah, yes, the kill is mine!" Kurgan
breathed. He plucked the bloody, encoded metal-alloy bolt from the
dead bird's breast, pressed it back into the tertium link on the
outside of his left forearm. "You see the superiority of V'ornn
technology?" He shook the ash longbow Annon carried. "Why
you insist on fooling around with these pathetic, backward Kundalan
weapons is a mystery." "It was an experiment," Annon said. "A failed experiment, I warrant. You've only to
use your eyes to see it." Kurgan skewered the dead gimnopede with the slender
triangular blade of the knife he always kept with him. It was his
most treasured possession, the one weapon of his he allowed no one to
touch, not even Annon. Not that Annon cared overmuch; he had no great
love for V'ornn weaponry. Kurgan grunted. "But the Ashera are known for
their love of the Kundalan, eh?" "Why do you keep bringing that up?" Annon
said stiffly. "You are being raised by a Kundalan. It is not
natural. Whatever she teaches you is as defective as that bow she
gave you. At the very least, it will come back to bite you on your
tender parts." Annon chose not to keep this topic alive, touched
his own link, instead. "You rely too much on the okummmon." "And why should I not? It sighted for me,
calculated the vector of the bird's flight, the wind speed, the time
of flight to a nanosecond. It loosed the bolt at just the right
moment. What did this Kundalan joke do for you? The okummmon gave the
kill to me, not to you." "Without effort. The very same way it teaches
us when we are Summoned to plug in." "Just so, empty-head." Kurgan grinned as
he rubbed the bolt's stubby shaft. The okummmon had already
"metabolized" the gimnopede's blood, breaking it down into
nutrients easily absorbed by his bloodstream. He clapped his friend
on the back. "The okummmon is a privilege not to be
underestimated. We Bashkir are the only Great Caste to be linked. Be
proud of it, and pity the Genomatekks, a Great Caste in name only.
Pity the Khagggun, the warriors; the Mesagggun, the engineers; the
Tuskugggun, the females—the Lesser Castes. They are all
soto—those who cannot be Summoned. It is proof that we are
superior." "To me the Summoning feels like a tether." Kurgan nodded. "To bind us most closely to the
Gyrgon." "I want to be bound to no one." "You are Ashera—the dynasty ordained and
anointed by the Gyrgon—Those That Summon. Your father is the
second of the Ashera Dynasty and you will succeed him and your son
will succeed you and on and on." Annon thought of the three sisters he hadn't seen
since their births They lived in a different hingatta of their
mother's affiliation—hi: mother, too, whom he had not seen
since just before her death seven years ago. At that time, she had
been unable to speak. In her final delirium, she had not recognized
him. "I don't want that." Kurgan laughed. "Then give it to me!" "If I could, I would." Kurgan's expression changed to that of someone who
is deeply con cerned. "You have such strange notions, Annon
Ashera. I warrant the come from that Kundalan sorceress who takes
care of you. Why, she' even taught you to speak and read Kundalan." "That's a secret between you and me, Kurgan." Kurgan snorted. "If your father knew what
nonsense she was feeding you, he would throw her out on her tenderest
part." "My father seems content with the manner in
which she is raisin me." He grinned. "But she has
shown me some of the secret Kundala passageways that honeycomb the
palace and has told me of her village of Stone Border high up in the
Djenn Marre." "Ah, yes, the Kundalan. Keeping secrets seems
to be among their most annoying traits. But who cares if they have
secrets, I say? What have we to learn from inferior cultures?"
He put his hand on his friend's shoulder. "I know it's hard for
you. A slave rearing you! What is the regent thinking? He is besotted
with her, say the people who wag their lips and cluck their tongues.
Behind your back, of course." Annon's face grew dark with blood. "I have
dealt with those skcett-tas." "And made a potful of enemies along the way.
Just like your father." "My father is afraid of no enemy." "True enough. But the way he flies in the face
of tradition… That Kundalan female of his is but one example." "If my mother hadn't Broken Faith—" "If your mother hadn't Broken Faith you would
never have come to hingatta lüina do mori. You would have been
raised by her, like your sisters, in hingatta falla do mori."
Hingatta were communes of eight V'ornn females of childbearing age.
These communes were where children of the Great Castes were born and
raised until one year after the Channeling, when they were
permanently joined to the Modality via their okummmon. "We would
never have met, never have become friends. And I never would have had
the opportunity to beat your oh so tender parts at hunting!" "My father disapproves of our friendship." "It drives mine mad!" "He thinks your father put you up to trying to
find out the secret to salamuuun." "Our fathers hate one another, and that drug is
the root of it, that is true enough," Kurgan said. "But to
think that I would ever take orders from him!" He laughed.
"Wennn Stogggul can rot in N'Luuura for all I care of him!" He strung up the gimnopede by its neck, hoisting the
bird where it joined the others. "Regard, my friend!" His
grin was wide and mocking. "Four gimnopedes and not a single,
solitary, stinking one for you!" Annon indicated two small quadrupeds hanging from a
branch. "A brace of ice-hares is good enough for me." "Ice-hares, hah! Precious little flesh on those
long bones, and what there is of it tastes like a mouth full of
silicon." "And you would know well the bitter taste of
silicon, wouldn't you, my friend?" "I? Let us wager on who has tasted more
silicon!" "We've only to set the stakes." Annon
laughed. "Three rounds of fire-grade numaaadis." "Make it cloudy rakkis." "That Kundalan swill? It smells like rotten
clemetts." "Too strong for the likes of you, eh?" "Never!" Doubtless, the banter would have continued in this
vein had not something odd appeared in Annon's peripheral vision. "Kurgan!" he whispered as he crouched.
"Kurgan, look! Over there!" Kurgan sighted along the line indicated by his
friend's extended arm. A brilliant triangle of sunlight oozed through
a gap in the trees. Within that triangle, a flicker of movement.
Kurgan, shifting to get a better angle, snapped a dried twig beneath
his boot sole. Immediately, Annon clapped a hand over his mouth to
stifle his foul exclamation. The two boys froze. V'ornn were hairless with long, smooth-skinned
tapering skulls and a pale yellow cast to their flesh. Annon's
virtually colorless eyes and solemn mouth instantly set him apart
from Kurgan, whose thin, angular face was made all the more so by
contrast to his night-black eyes. Both of them could see the
continued flicker of movement within the triangle of white light. By
an unspoken agreement born of being raised together in lüina do
mori, the two friends made their cautious, silent way to the far side
of the sysal copse. At the very edge of the triangle of light their
mouths grew dry. "I don't believe it!" Kurgan whispered. "What a find!" Annon responded in the same
low tone. "Magnificent!" "Just what I was thinking!" "But I said it first, so it's mine!" "Over my tender parts!" As they peered out into the dazzling sunshine, the
cool sound of the creek—one of the many offshoots of the mighty
Chuun, which fed the Great Phosphorus Marsh twenty leagues to the
west—rippled into the copse. With it came the soft tinkle of
delighted laughter, for the object of their attention was no
bright-feathered gimnopede, no six-legged marsh lizard. Not even the
sight of a narbuck with its precious spiral horn—gone from
Kundala with the coming of the V'ornn—could have moved these
teenage boys the way the sight of the young Kundalan female did. With the hem of her robe piled high on her creamy
white thighs, she had ventured into the shallows of the creek. She
wriggled her toes, stirring up sediment and tadpoles. It was the
sight of these tadpoles scattering, the boys surmised, that had set
off her tinkling laughter. Not that they paid much mind to the sounds
she was making. No, no, they were staring with rapt attention at her
hair. It was thick and brown as leeesta fried in a pan. It
was piled on top of her head, set with a pair of long filigreed shell
pins typical of the race. As they watched, she ventured another step
into the creek. Now her feet were covered. Abruptly, she raised her
head and took a look around her. Both boys froze, holding their
breath lest she discover them spying on her and run away. They were
not afraid of her, of course. They were V'ornn; they were unafraid of
any Kundalan. Rather, they found themselves drawn to her, each in his
own way. And then there was the matter of her hair. Doubtless, because the V'ornn were an utterly
hairless race, their reaction to Kundalan hair ran the gamut from
revulsion to erotic preoccupation. It was rumored, in fact, that the
Gyrgon were frequent visitors to the Kundalan kashiggen, where they
paid for the services of the mysterious Imari, who wore their hair so
long it was said an attendant was required to hold it as they walked.
Since the Gyrgon were fond of planting rumors and myths concerning
themselves, on this matter no one could properly separate truth from
fiction. The boys watched, stupefied, as the young Kundalan
female reached up and pulled the filigreed pins. Her hair cascaded
like Heavenly Rushing, tumbling between her shoulder blades. Then she
began to undress. First, the vest, then the blouse, then the long,
layered skirt. With an uninhibited cry of delight, she plunged naked
into the water. As the water purled around her thighs, they saw all
her hair. Kurgan had dropped his double brace of gimnopedes.
They lay at his feet, broken-necked prey, forgotten now, in the heat
of the newest hunt. "There's a choice clemett ripe for the
picking," he said thickly. "I must have her." Without another word, he broke cover. Annon,
dropping his longbow, was right beside him as they both raced toward
her. Annon was the fleeter of the two. Kurgan, seeing he would lose
this race, stuck out his leg. Annon tripped and went sprawling head
over tender parts onto the greensward. Kurgan, making the most of his sudden advantage,
reached the edge of the bank in no time and leapt into the water just
as the young Kundalan female became aware of him. She gave a shriek,
trying to get away from him as he took hold of her. She struggled as
he forced her down, plunging her head beneath the water repeatedly
until she was sufficiently winded that he could drag her without
further resistance into the shallows. There he fell heavily upon her,
covering her mouth with his own. Annon, lying amid sprays of wrygrass and
whistleflowers, witnessed this assault with a divided nature. He,
too, felt the quick heaviness in his loins at the sight of the girl;
he, too, felt the urge to fall on her and sate his lust.
Intrinsically, there was nothing wrong with this. The Kundalan were
inferior—one more slave race the V'ornn had conquered. And yet…
And yet something—some dimly heard voice—restrained him,
whispering in his ear: This is wrong. He trembled. Of
course, it was Giyan's voice inside his head. Giyan being Kundalan
was a matter of no small import to Annon, since she was the one who
had raised him. Of course, if she had not been the regent's mistress
she would never have been given such an important job, would never
have been allowed to join hingatta lüina do mori nor any other
hingatta, for that matter. But Eleusis had been chosen as
regent by the Gyrgon, and while they might not allow him to make laws
on his own, his word among all the castes was Law. His word was Law
because it rang with the weight of the Gyrgon. Others might gripe and
grouse about the regent, as Stogggul did, but that was all it
amounted to: whispers of dissatisfaction like the chafing of skin
under ill-fitting clothes. Of course, Giyan raised him. She was his father's
mistress; she did his bidding. Like a good slave. A slave whose
whisper somehow had the power to penetrate his skull even when she
was not present. Perhaps Kurgan was right about her; perhaps she was
a sorceress. In any event, he could no longer bear to listen to
that voice. He ran into the brilliant glare of sunshine, shot down
the steep bank like an arrow, and fell upon the struggling pair. He
could see Kurgan's bare buttocks, the intent, almost half-mad look of
bloodlust in his friend's eyes. Curiously, these observations served
only to spur his determination. To do what? To scratch his itch, to
lighten the curious heaviness in his loins, to fight for his own fill
of this nubile young Kundalan female. To negate that maddening
whisper filling the corridors of his brain. He dug his fingers into the bunched muscles of
Kurgan's shoulders. Kurgan reared up, swung his upper body toward
Annon, and swatted him with the back of his hand. Annon, unprepared
for the blow, staggered a little. He came on again, right into a
short, powerful jab. He knelt in the water, seeing stars. But as his
vision cleared, he saw the look on the girl's face and his blood ran
cold. She was no longer resisting. Instead, her eyes had a glazed
look, as if she were peering into the very far distance, to a place
where no V'ornn could venture. It was a look he had seen many times
on the faces of the Kundalan slaves in Axis Tyr. It was a look that
enraged him, made him feel his mother's abandonment of him as if it
were a knife wound in his belly. And somehow that feeling of rage led
his mind back to when he was a child, crying in the night. He had
wanted his mother but what had he gotten instead? A Kundalan slave!
He would call his mother's name in fear, but also to vex Giyan, to
punish her for being where his mother ought to be. If it was a night when she was not pleasuring his
father, Giyan would answer his call. Without his asking, she would
rock him even though he could barely abide her touch—the touch
of a Kundalan his father inexplicably adored! She would recite
strange, disquieting legends of the Goddess Müna and the Five
Sacred Dragons that had created Kun-dala or sing him to sleep with
lyrics borne on eerie melodies that wormed their way into his brain.
She possessed a beautiful voice, he had to give her that. But there was something about her, a profound
sadness perhaps that informed many of her expressions, that bled the
pleasure from her smiles. Once, he awoke in her arms to find her
weeping in her sleep. Tears rolled down her cheeks in unending
streams as she dreamed her terrible dream, and even though it caused
a catch of revulsion in his throat, he slipped his hand into hers and
held her alien fingers tightly. He was half-blinded by the sunlight reflected in
dazzling scimitars across the creek. His rage overpowered his
inertia. Growling like a caged beast, he punched Kurgan in the jaw,
struck him a ragged but powerful blow on the point of his chin, and
was thus able to pry him loose from his prey. The girl lay,
half-dazed, until Annon reached down. She flinched as he hauled her
up by her arm. She shrank away from him when he released her. For a moment, they formed a peculiar tableau—the
male conqueror and the female slave, their alien eyes locked, their
alien hearts beating with unknown intent. This was the moment to take
her, Annon knew, the moment to strike back at the Kundalan sorceress
who had suckled him as a babe and at his father, who needed her more
than Annon did. The moment to claim, as a V'ornn, what was rightfully
his. But he did nothing. Behind him, Kurgan groaned, a sound not
unlike the breaking of a bottle's seal. "Get out of here!" Annon growled into the
Kundalan's bewildered face. Then, more forcefully: "Do as I say,
female, and do it quickly before I change my mind!" Kurgan, on his knees, groaned again and coughed up
pale blue phlegm. As the Kundalan waded hastily toward shore, he
lunged after her. She screamed. Annon dragged him back into the
creek. Kurgan kicked him in the shin. "I want what I want, my friend," he panted
as they grappled. "Stay out of my way, I warn you." "I have given her safe passage," Annon
said. This made Kurgan laugh. "Are you mad? Who are
you to grant her such a thing?" "I am the regent's son." Why was he doing
this? Annon asked himself. What was this alien female to him? His
mind's eye was filled with the sight of Giyan writhing in bed with
his father while he called his mother's name. The night, he had come
to learn, is the time to give voice to one's own pain. "Oh, yes. Eleusis the Great, Eleusis the
Powerful," Kurgan sneered. He was angry and frustrated. "The
man whose father was anointed by the Gyrgon, held on close leash by
the Gyrgon, a regent like all others, without power. Power which
resides solely with the Gyrgon." "And yet, your own father lusted after the
regent's crown and moved heaven and earth to claim the Gyrgon vote,"
Annon countered. "My father is a fool, obsessed with his enmity
against your family. Had I been him, I would have found a way to
become regent." "And then what? The regent serves at the
pleasure of the Gyrgon. The power resides with them. This is the way
it has always been." "But not the way it must be forever!" Then they were at it again with tooth and nail,
muscle and sinew, brute strength and guile—drawing on every
asset available to their powerful, youthful minds and bodies. Eleana, the Kundalan girl, watched with a certain
fascinated terror as these two alien beasts fought in the shallows
just below her. She gathered her clothes, not with the due haste
Annon had ordered, but with a languor born of this battle. Now to
have two V'ornn fighting over her, it was, well, overwhelming. True,
they were beasts, cruel and hairless and stinking and unknowable. And
yet, the one with the colorless eyes had come to her defense not, as
she had assumed, to take her himself, but to save her. She felt a
curious linkage, a warmth for him, small as a stydil larva, yes, but
one that could not be gainsaid. And so, counter to all logic, she lingered,
listening to the drumbeat of her heart. It was she who saw the sacred
gyreagle first—The Goddess Müna's right hand—plummeting
down from a sky white and flat with noontime sunlight. She lifted one
arm to shield her eyes against the glare and saw the enormous bird
heading for the two V'ornn. It was golden, with a pure white crest
and a terrible reddish beak used for rending its prey's flesh from
bone. By this time, it seemed as if the V'ornn with the colorless
eyes had the upper hand. Now she could hear the rapid beat of the
gyreagle's wings, see the spread of its curved yellow talons. The gyreagle struck the V'ornn with the colorless
eyes, scoring bloody lines along the right side of his rib cage. He
screamed. In what special way had he angered the Goddess? Eleana
asked herself. A question without an answer. Both boys scrambled
away, their own pitched battle forgotten. The wounded V'ornn writhed
in the shallows, while the other—his friend?—scrambled to
his knees, raised his left arm straight as a javelin and, as the
gyreagle was gaining the sky, shot it through the heart with one of
those hateful metal bolts. Eleana cried out. The majestic bird
spiraled to the ground, panting out its last breaths. Another mortal
sin among many perpetrated by the V'ornn against Müna. In five huge strides the V'ornn had caught up with
her. She was paralyzed by the attacks and by the sudden death of the
bird. He threw her to the rocky ground and, before she knew what was
happening, took her with the deep grunts and loud groans befitting a
victorious V'ornn. I don't want you telling anyone about this,"
Kurgan warned. "You're thinking of my father's recent
prohibition against raping Kundalan females." Annon was bathing
the four diagonal gouges the gyreagle's talons had made in his flesh. Kurgan nursed his swollen side. "Stupid though
it is, it's still the law." The shallows of the creek where they squatted were
filled with the shadows of grey rock, the brief swirl of turquoise
V'ornn blood in the eddies. Of the tadpoles and the young Kundalan
female there was no sign. "I mean, the Khagggun do whatever they wish in
the countryside far from the regent's prying eyes. Or so I have heard
it softly spoken." Annon had heard this as well, but he said nothing.
Both boys inspected Annon's wound with growing curiosity. "I like it not. This is terribly swollen."
Kurgan pressed the reddened skin between the gouges. "By Enlil,
I think he's left a bit of his claw inside you." "I guess we had better try to get it out." Kurgan nodded, removed a thin-bladed skinning knife
from his belt, held it tip up. "Ready?" Annon nodded, gritting his teeth. He averted his
head as the tip slipped into the wound. He cried out, and again until
Kurgan gave him a length of rawhide he used for stringing up his
catch. Annon gratefully put it in his mouth and clamped down hard.
Three minutes later, he had passed out. Kurgan splashing water on his face brought him
around. "It's no use," his friend said. "I
can gut a gimnopede, but I am no surgeon. The damned thing kept going
deeper the more I pried. I cannot go on." Annon felt wrapped in pain. "Thank Enlil, God
of War!" "I doubt there will be an infection,"
Kurgan observed. "We've cleaned the wounds thoroughly." He
tore the sleeve from his blouse. "Oww!" Annon cried. "Careful how
tight you tie that!" "Has to be tight. We don't want you bleeding as
soon as we start to walk, do we?" Annon took a couple of tentative breaths. "How does it feel?" "I won't die." Kurgan chuckled. "Spoken like a true V'ornn." Annon nodded, accepting the compliment. "We had
better get going if we want to make it back home before supper." "I was serious about what I said before."
Kurgan put his hand on his friend's shoulder. "Before we leave
let's make a pact. Let's swear the seigggon: we will never speak of
this afternoon to anyone. Agreed?" "Agreed," Annon said. They gripped each
other's wrist in the seigggon, then allowed their okummmon to touch.
A spark arced briefly between them. Kurgan rose and helped Annon to his feet. "What do you make of that bird?" Annon
winced as they waded to shore. "I've never heard of one
attacking a person." Kurgan jerked his head in the direction of the avian
corpse. "Well, one thing's for certain: it won't be attacking
anything else." Annon picked his way along the shoreline until he
was standing over the gyreagle. With some difficulty he squatted
down. "You're right," he said. "Look here, it's lost
one of its talons. And there's fresh blood at the stump." "To the victor go the spoils," Kurgan
said. "Part of that damned bird is inside you now." Annon stood. He was silent a long time. "To
N'Luuura with it." he growled. Then he turned and retraced his
steps back to where his friend waited for him. "That's right" Kurgan threw his head back
and laughed. "To N'Luuura with it!" Together, they went slowly up the creek bank. The
sun looked compressed in the thicker atmosphere closer to the
horizon. After the cool water, the afternoon seemed hot and sticky
and still. Gimnopedes twittered and flitted as they neared the first
stand of sysal, but both boys had had their fill of the hunt for one
day. "So you think my father's law against raping
Kundalan females is stupid, eh?" Annon said. "Of course it's stupid. They're nothing more
than soulless animals, right? Why shouldn't we take our pleasure from
them when and where we please?" "As stupid as his plans to build Za Hara-at, I
suppose." Kurgan turned his head and spat. "I have heard
many V'ornn say that the idea is an abomination." He possessed
the watchful eyes of a snow-lynx. Annon knew that he could be every
inch the bully that his father was, but he also had the ingenuity of
a chü-fox, the small mammal that haunted the middle reaches of
the Djenn Marre. "Imagine V'ornn and Kundalan working side by
side! Idiotic! It would give the Kundalan the false impression that
they are our equals." "And yet, against all odds, the building is
scheduled to begin within weeks." This wasn't the first time
Annon had been required to defend the regent's policies, and he knew
it would not be the last. But this was Kurgan, his hingatta-mate, his
best friend. "You know what I think? I think my father is right.
There is more to the Kundalan than we suspect." "That will be the season!" Kurgan
guffawed. They had reached the trees now, and Annon was
obliged to pause. He could not seem to catch a breath without pain
flaming through him. "Shall we take a break?" Kurgan asked. They sat in silence for a time. Annon was thinking
about the Kundalan female. He felt sick at heart. Her beautiful face,
that haunted look in her eyes, the expression that had fleetingly
passed between them all unspooled in his mind's eye, replaying over
and over. He wondered where she had come from, where she was now. He
hoped she had not run into a Khagggun pack. He looked over at Kurgan, who was sharpening one of
his bolt points. "You know, if I was Gyrgon, I probably wouldn't
need this bandage. I'd already have found a way to heal the wound." "The Gyrgon are technomages," Kurgan said,
"not sorcerers." "But aren't they always trying to beat death? I
mean, there's that saying of theirs: 'The mystery of death can only
be solved by the mastery of life.'" "And you think you know what that means?" "The Gyrgon are Great Caste just like us, only
they have been genetically altered before birth, their genes
realigned, their flesh and blood and bone embedded with tertium and
germanium circuits. They're all hooked into one gigantic biomatrix,
that's why they call themselves the Comradeship." Kurgan laughed. "Stories, lies, half-truths.
Don't kid yourself, my friend, no one knows a thing about
the Gyrgon. Not that I wouldn't give a couple of fingers to find out
what they're up to. They're far too secretive. I bet they're a
complete mystery even to your father, and he's the only one I know of
who actually has any direct contact with them. All they do is
experiment in their laboratories all day. And what if you're right?"
He shuddered. "Do you really want to share your thoughts with
every other member of your caste? Ugh!" Together, they rose and headed off. As they reached
the first straggle of sysal trees, Kurgan picked up the pace. "What
are they working on, that's what I want to know? Some grand plan, but
it's all a big mystery. If I were regent, I'd find some way to make
the Gyrgon tell me their secrets." "You know," Annon said, "if there
were no castes, the Gyrgon wouldn't have the power, and we could all
share their secrets." Kurgan grunted. "More Kundalan subversion from
your nanny." He picked up his two-brace of gimnopedes, waited
while Annon retrieved his longbow and yanked his string of ice-hares
off a tree branch. "Castes are synonymous with civilization.
They create order out of chaos. Just imagine if the Khagggun could
become Bashkir. What would military men know of the fine art of being
a merchant-banker? Or if the Mesagggun wanted to become Khagggun.
What do engineers know of waging war? Or if Genomatekks, our
physicians, wanted to be Bashkir? It's ridiculous! And, to take the
most extreme example of all, what if the Tuskugggun wanted to become
Gyrgon? I mean, women making the laws for all V'ornn? It's
unthinkable! What do women know of laws, governing—or of
business, for that matter? They bear children, they rear them, help
educate them. This is what they were made for." "They also compose our music, create our
artwork, our books. They make the clothes—even forge the armor
the Khagggun wear." "I'll grant you all that, Annon. But so what?
When was the last time you listened to music or looked at a piece of
art?" Two nights ago, Annon thought, when Giyan
took me to her workroom when I could not fall asleep. I saw the
sculptures she creates when she is not tending to me or to my father.
"Can you picture a woman wearing the armor she made?"
Kurgan continued. "I, myself, would laugh myself into a stupor
at such a ridiculous sight!" "But see, here's the thing," he continued,
as they made their way through the thick copse of sysal trees.
"You're looking at the problem from the wrong end of the
telescope. Being realistic, the only way to find out their
secrets is to gain control of the Gyrgon themselves." "Oh, really? And how would you go about doing
that?" "I have no idea. But there's got to be a way." When Annon laughed his rib cage ached, but that
scarcely stopped him. "That so? Send me a message in about three
hundred years when you've figured it out." Laughing together, the two friends disappeared into
the dense western quadrant of the forest, heading back to Axis Tyr. The city, white-pepper residences, cinnamon palaces,
cinnabar warehouses, shops and ateliers of brilliantly colored
floating cloth canopies, was laid out in both a logical and an
artistic fashion fanning northward from the Sea of Blood. Gripped now
in a mighty mailed fist crackling with ion energy. Music stilled,
theaters dark and empty, festivals banned—a culture snuffed out
like a flame. Walled, densely populated, churning, chained, and
bound. The erosion from Kundalan to V'ornn wearing down Axis Tyr like
a magnificent edifice half-buried in a hail of sand. "Annon, your father wants you to spend the
evening with him at the palace," Giyan said, as soon as the boys
came through the door. It was as if she had been waiting anxiously
for his return. Not that he noticed. "Regard!" He held up his game. "I
killed two ice-hares." "With my longbow?" Giyan said as she took
the weapon from him. "You never accessed your okummmon? Not
once?" Kurgan snorted as he dangled his two-brace of
gimnopedes in their faces. "If he had, he would not have had to
rely on luck." "Luck has nothing to do with using the
longbow," Giyan said. "It's a matter of skill." Kurgan laughed scornfully. "As if I should
listen to you!" "It would not harm you to do so," Giyan
said calmly. Kurgan cocked his head. His face wore a smug grin.
"Following that logic, I should listen also to the nattering of
the three-fingered sloth as it swings from the trees." "The three-fingered sloth holds secrets in her
head you could not imagine." "Oh, yes!" Kurgan was laughing outright.
It was clear that he could not help himself. "Like how sore her
tender parts are from defecating!" Annon searched her face as Kurgan turned and went
toward the scullery, there to throw his catch upon the thick wooden
chopping block. Perhaps he was fearful of recognizing the same
expression that he had seen on the girl's face in the creek. But Giyan held her ground with the courage of a
V'ornn. She wore the floor-length garment of deepest maroon—the
regent's color—that all the women of the hingatta lüina da
mori were required to wear. Color marked the uniform of the
Tuskugggun. Around her hips wound a sash of night-black woven silk,
another swath of the same silk held her thick copper-colored hair
back from her face, binding it so that it hung in a heavy oval, the
tip of which brushed her between her shoulder blades. She kept her
head uncovered, unlike V'ornn women, who were required to wear the
traditional sifeyn, a kind of heavy cowl. This was widely seen as an
uncivilized act of defiance on her part. Decent Tuskugggun simply did
not parade around in public with their heads bared. That kind of
erotic provocation was best left for the bedroom—or for the
Looorm—Tuskugggun whose business was bartering their bodies to
V'ornn males of all castes. Just as shocking, the sleeveless dress
also exposed the fine down on her arms. In short, to say that even
after all these years she remained the object of intense curiosity
was perhaps something of an understatement. Even here in hingatta
lüina do mori, the Tuskugggun watched her covertly with a
curious mixture of contempt and envy. "Would you continue to laugh were I to best you
with the longbow?" she said to Kurgan's back. At this, the Tuskugggun looked up from their
painting, designing, composing, forging, or the chores they were
performing for their children. As with all Kundalan-built structures
in Axis Tyr, the V'ornn had transformed the beautiful asymmetrical
space with its central atrium open to the elements into utilitarian
cubicles—in this case, to allow the eight women who made up the
hingatta to work and live with their children. Where gardens had once
grown more cubicles had been built, the myriad altars to Müna
had been ripped out, and the maddening labyrinthine layout had been
replaced by a mathematically precise pattern. As in every aspect of
V'ornn society the sizes of the cubicles were dictated by a strict
hierarchical pattern relating to a complex formula that measured
skill, seniority, and kinship. Giyan, being the caretaker of the regent's only son,
was in possession of the largest suite of cubicles. This would have
rankled the Tuskugggun even if she had not been Kundalan. The irony
of this state of affairs was that Giyan had no great desire for the
larger space, would have gladly exchanged it for another had such a
thing been allowed in V'ornn society. Now the Tuskugggun rose as one and entered the
central atrium where she stood with the two boys. If Giyan was aware
of their scrutiny, she did not reveal as much. Instead, she kept her
gaze fixed upon the open doorway to the scullery. Soon enough, Kurgan sauntered back with a
nonchalance that only Annon identified as false. It was Kurgan who
took especial note of the complete attention that had come to him
like a high-profit deal. The power waxed inside of him like the sun
at midday. "And how would you offer such implausible proof to
V'ornn satisfaction?" "I would propose a contest of arrows." "A contest, eh?" There was that cunning
glint of the snow-lynx in Kurgan's night-black eyes. "I thirst
for contests." "That is unsurprising," Giyan said
neutrally. "No V'ornn can resist one." "You being the expert." He went to where
she had set the longbow against the limestone wall and hefted it. He
grinned, sure of himself now. "On behalf of the V'ornn, I
accept." He walked over to where Annon stood and held out the
Kundalan longbow. "I will use my okum-mmon and your master-child
will use this inferior—" The words died in his throat as Giyan plucked the
longbow out of his grasp. "Your contest is with me." "With you? You cannot be serious." "I am perfectly serious. You will use your
aberrant V'ornn link and I will use this" She lifted
the longbow over her head. "You mock me, slave! I reject this farce!" "But no, you cannot." Giyan made a
sweeping gesture. "In front of the entire hingatta you
accepted." "But I—" "She is right, Kurgan," Annon said. "You
accepted." Kurgan felt betrayed. Why had Annon taken the
Kundalan slave's side? Could he actually feel something for this
inferior creature simply because she had suckled him, nursed him,
tended to his needs? That is what Tuskugggun did with their lives.
One did not take the side of the help. Perhaps Annon spoke so as a
bit of mischief to humiliate him. In any event, Kurgan could see that
he wasn't going to get any.help from Annon. He looked around from
face to face. It was clear to him that none of the Tuskugggun would
raise a voice in protest, not even his mother. Well, what could you
expect from females, he thought bitterly. They would not
contradict Giyan directly; but behind her back they were oh so adept
at tearing her to ribbons. And then another thought came to him: what
if they were as afraid of the Kundalan sorceress as he was? This
caused a sharp stab of anger to impale him. Afraid? Of a Kundalan? It
was shamefull. He was eldest son of Wennn Stogggul, Prime Factor of
the Bashkir! He would take on any alien sorcery and crush it beneath
his boot soles. He had the okummmon; he was linked with the Gyrgon. "I accepted, it is truth," Kurgan said,
glaring at Giyan. "The contest is sealed." "Sealed, then," murmured the Tuskugggun
and their offspring as one. "For good or for ill." Idiots! Kurgan thought as he grabbed a
handful of bolts. "Outside," he said, hoping it sounded
like a command. "Wherever you prefer," Giyan told him. She
was about to strap a square quiver full of arrows across her back,
when Kurgan stayed her hand. "A moment," he said. He pulled the arrows
out and inspected them, an offense that would have spawned a
decades-long blood feud had she been a V'ornn. Though she was the
regent's mistress and had been granted certain rights above other
Kundalan, she was what she was, doubtless too backward to have the
V'ornn's keenly civilized sense of honor and disgrace. Did an animal
care where it shat? Of course not. And no civilized person expected
it to. Outside, the architectural order of the city was
striking. Beneath a cloudless cerulean sky neat rows of two-story
buildings of rose-and-blue limestone with kiln-fired green-glazed
tile roofs lined cobbled streets that radiated from a central plaza
like the spokes of a wheel or the rays of the sun. At the heart of
this open space stood the regent's palace, a structure of
bronze-and-gold spires, red-enameled minarets, carved
cinnamon-colored walls whose overall appearance was altogether too
ethereal for V'ornn tastes. A wide avenue, neatly bisecting the
octag- onal plaza, ran due south to Harborside with its
kilometers-long Promenade where the Chuun River, which skirted the
city to the west, spilled its seed into the Sea of Blood. Merchants
and traders of every description filled Harborside, a
rough-and-tumble neighborhood where could be found the only enclave
of Sarakkon on the northern continent. The Sarakkon were a wild,
piratical race inhabiting Kundala's southern continent. The V'ornn
had long ago judged them insignificant, their land so devoid of
decent natural resources it was not worth occupying. Besides, it
contained pockets of radiation, making it unfit for even the hardiest
of Khagggun. The V'ornn appeared to tolerate Sarakkonian presence,
even occasionally trading with them, for the Gyrgon were possessed of
an interest in materials of their manufacture. One hundred and one years ago, when the V'ornn had
come, no walls encircled Axis Tyr, there were no ramparts from which
sentries might espy an oncoming enemy. You could see, depending on
which section of the city you were in, the sysal forest to the east,
the Great Phosphorus Marsh to the west, to the north the Chuun River
flowing down from the foothills of the Djenn Marre, and to the south
the Sea of Blood. "So open!" the V'ornn shuddered when they
first occupied the city. "So vulnerable to attack." It was
unthinkable for them to inhabit a place thus unfortified. In
consequence, thousands of Kundalan had labored for a full year to
construct a V'ornn wall around the city. The wall was hewn from
massive blocks of the same black basalt the Kundalan has used to
build the Promenade. The V'ornn, obsessed with their safety and
security, drove the workers to their tolerance level and beyond.
Hundreds of Kundalan perished, an unseemly and grisly foundation, but
one which the V'ornn found to be another appropriate deterrent to
insurrection. The V'ornn wall was fully thirteen meters thick at
its base, tapering to just over eight meters at its apex. It rose
twenty meters above street level, making of the city a prison. The
whereabouts of Kundalan, including their passage in and out of the
three gates at the western, northern and eastern boundaries of the
wall, was monitored through the use of an okuuut, a subcutaneous
identity implant embedded in the flesh of the left palm. Each okuuut
was synchronized to the individual beat-rate and harmonics of the
Kundalan who wore it, making identification virtually instantaneous. Now, all the members of hingatta lüina do mori
were in the courtyard that fronted a wide avenue that ran straight to
the regent's palace, a thousand meters to the north. Kurgan and Giyan
stood facing one another while the others spread out in a semicircle
around them. Almost immediately, as if to preempt her opponent, Giyan
strode off fifty paces. With the point of one of her arrows she
scored a thin vertical line in the rough bark of a sysal tree.
"There," she said, loud enough for everyone to hear. "The
target." As she watched Kurgan fitting a bolt to his okummmon
she could see that her voice had drawn the attention of those nearby.
By the time she returned to stand beside the V'ornn a sizable crowd
had formed. And why not? It wasn't any day that a Kun-dalan—and
the regent's mistress, at that!—challenged a V'ornn. Giyan lifted an arm in Kurgan's direction. "You
have the honor." With an almost contemptuous sneer on his face,
Kurgan lifted his arm to the horizontal. It was a casual motion, no
more, surely, than if he were giving directions to a traveler who had
lost his way. He barely seemed to look at the tree and the bolt was
loosed in a whir and a blur. In an instant, it had sunk home right in
the center of the line Giyan had scored in the bark. "Perfect!" he cried in a tone of voice
that brought instant applause from every V'ornn watching. Now he
turned to Giyan and, in a coarse parody of a courtly manner, said:
"The honor is now yours." As Giyan took up her bow, he said: "It would
give me pleasure to sight for you." "I am certain it would," she answered amid
a chorus of V'ornn laughter, a rough, raucous, beastly noise that
grated on sensitive Kundalan ears. "But I do not intend to
lose." This last brought a low, melodious soughing from the
sprinkling of Kundalan in the crowd. Giyan took a moment to regard
them out of the corner of her eye. She did not mistake their positive
reaction for love of her. She was the regent's mistress. Perhaps they
despised her an iota less than their V'ornn masters. But it was also
entirely possible that they hated her even more, for surely they had
marked her as a collaborator. These were her people, and yet, when she looked at
them, bedraggled and forlorn, she felt nothing—or next to
nothing. Perhaps they were right about her, for the truth was that
she seemed at home with the V'ornn—or at least with Eleusis and
Annon. She did not long for her village of Stone Border, the chaotic
furor of the packed-dirt streets, the constant tension from V'ornn
raids, the terror of their random and capricious murders and beatings
of innocent Kundalan. Truth to tell, Giyan's Gift had made her feel like
an outsider at the Abbey of Floating White where she and Bartta had
been trained as Ramahan priestesses. Kundalan life had begun to break
down, and the sporadic raids perpetrated by Khagggun packs terrorized
the countryside into a state of semiparalysis. Here in Axis Tyr there
was, at least, order and an overarching sense of purpose. Of course,
it was V'ornn order and V'ornn purpose. But the regent, Eleusis
Ashera, was unlike the majority of V'ornn, on that fact she would
stake her life. He did not view Kundalan as inferior, as slaves
disposable as food, animals without souls (this was the V'ornn view
of the universe, not the Kundalan, who knew that every animal
possessed unique knowledge as well as a unique soul). This was why he
had treated her as his love, not as his property as the other V'ornn
supposed. In the utter privacy of the palace, he allowed her to
worship Müna, to mix the potions and poultices that healed and
mended him and Annon, to practice the element-magic that was her
birthright. Above all, he did not question her Kundalan heart, but
rather sought to understand it. These were, among others, their
secrets, each one of which, should it fall on an unfriendly or
jealous ear, would doom him even—he felt—with the Gyrgon
who held him in such great esteem. And this was why he had been intent on creating the
great experiment of Za Hara-at—had risked the enmity of Wennn
Stogggul along with many other V'ornn of both Great and Lesser
Castes—so that he could fashion the first city in which V'ornn
and Kundalan traded freely, exchanged information, learned from one
another. Giyan's reverie was abruptly terminated as she
became aware that every eye in the crowd was focused on her. And what
a throng it had become! She drew an arrow from her quiver, stroked
her fingertips along its smooth, straight length, notched it to her
bow. "I don't know why you bother," Kurgan
said. "You will have to split my bolt to win. Your arrow cannot
scratch V'ornn alloy. Concede defeat now and avoid unnecessary
humiliation." Giyan smiled sweetly, aimed at the tree and pulled
back the bowstring to its very limit. A hush fell over the crowd.
Then she raised the bow until the arrow was pointing just shy of
vertical and let fly. "Are you insane?" Kurgan said as the arrow
arced into the sky. He turned to the expectant crowd. "She is
insane, my friends. You can see with your own eyes. Utterly and
completely insane." The arrow, having reached the apogee of its arc, now
headed back downward. It struck her as odd—almost comical—the
V'ornn's long, shining, hairless skulls moving in concert as they
monitored its descent. With a soft, musical thwang! the
arrow buried itself at the foot of the tree bole. "Aha! Not much more could be expected from a
feeble Kundalan attempt," Kurgan cried, already beginning his
victory march to the sysal tree. He was brought up short by Giyan's
voice. "Do not touch the arrow," she warned. But Kurgan,
emboldened by the crowd and his triumph, ignored her. Reaching the
foot of the tree, he grabbed the arrow to pull it from the ground,
but immediately let out with such a cry that the spectators expelled
a collective gasp. "Yowl It's hot!" Kurgan waved his reddened
hand aloft. "The thing is burning up!" Indeed, there appeared to be movement at the arrow's
feathered end. A haze had appeared—the kind that made the air
dense and crazed with heat ripples. Were the feathers melting away?
No, as they craned their necks the spellbound spectators saw that the
feathers had been transformed into a vine of a green so deep it
bordered on black. This vine very rapidly grew runners that sought
out the bole of the sysal tree and wrapped around it. As they
climbed, they grew notched leaves of a shape no one—neither
Kundalan nor V'ornn—had ever seen before. In no time at all,
the runners reached the cut Giyan had made in the bark. As if with a
mind of their own, they twined around the V'ornn bolt. In a trice, it
was completely engulfed. "What is this?" Kurgan stood with hands on
hips. "What is going on here?" Giyan, enwreathed in a small smile, pulled at the
runners. Even as they wrapped themselves around her slender wrist
they began to crumble to a silvery powder until, quite as rapidly as
they had appeared, they had vanished. The stunned throng crept
forward, the murmuring among them rising to an incredulous babble.
For there was no sign of the bolt Kurgan had shot into the tree. Giyan plucked the arrow from the ground, but before
she could replace it in her quiver Kurgan had snatched it from her.
His fingers traced the arc of the feathers, the long, straight wooden
shaft, the metal point which, now that he looked at it closely, had
the exact shape of the vine leaves. "What manner of magic is this?" he
muttered. "Sorcery, yes." Giyan took possession of
the arrow. "Kundalan sorcery." Her piercing blue eyes were
firmly fixed on Kurgan. "Dark sorcery… Powerful sorcery.
The contest is over. I have won." "Won? Won?" Kurgan howled. "How could
you win? My bolt struck the tree at its heart. Your arrow never—" "Here is my arrow." Giyan raised it over
her head for all to see. "Where is your bolt, Kurgan?" "You know where my bolt is!" He
leapt to the tree. "If you require proof, I will show you! Here
is where the bolt I shot—" He was brought up short as he
ran his hands down the bark in an increasing frenzy. "Where is
it?" he cried. "Where is the cut?" "What cut?" Giyan asked in a silky voice,
for there was no sign of the bite the bolt had made in the tree. Save
for the vertical line Giyan had scored in the bark, the tree appeared
exactly as it had before the contest was called. I ortents Secrets, ana Lies Enter, Morcha," the regent Eleusis Ashera said
effusively. "Today we have much to celebrate!" "Regent?" Kinnnus Morcha was a huge,
hulking V'ornn with a deep scarred crease along the left side of his
shining skull. The four gold suns on his purple silicon polymer
uniform marked him as the commandant of the Haaar-kyut, Khagggun
handpicked by Eleusis and trained by Morcha himself, loyal and
answerable only to the regent. The day's business at an end, the two V'ornn found
themselves alone in the Great Listening Hall of the regent's palace.
It was an asymmetrical space—roughly oval in shape—that
the V'ornn found unsettling. A gallery ran around the perimeter one
story up. This gallery was capped by a plaster ceiling held aloft by
alabaster columns set on black-granite plinths. However, the entire
center of the hall was open to the elements. Now, late-afternoon
lights bathed the three highly polished heartwood posts set in a
perfect equilateral triangle that spanned three meters on a side. Eleusis roamed within the precincts of this
imaginary triangle as his Haaar-kyut commander watched silently. He
often did this, in a vain attempt to fathom its meaning. Was it
religious, spiritual, practical? Even the Ramahan he had consulted,
even the ones who had been interrogated by Kinnnus Morcha in the
bowels of the palace, had no explanation. How old were these posts?
Could they have predated even the palace? "Line-General, do you have any idea what the
Kundalan used these posts for?" Kinnnus Morcha shrugged. "My suspicion is that
they were part of a weapon." "Spoken like a true Khagggun." Eleusis
pursed his lips. "If so, then why was it never used against us?"
He shook his head. "No, the Gyrgon assure me that the posts were
never used as a weapon. What, then? Are they decoration? Part of a
temple to Müna? We have been on Kundala one hundred and one years and we still do
not know." He cocked his head to one side. "Does that not
strike you as odd?" "To be honest, regent, I give the Kundalan
thought only when I have to kill one." Eleusis nodded, as if he fully expected that answer.
"Still, it makes its point." The Line-General waited several moments before he
said: "What point, regent?" "That no matter how much we know, there is
always more to learn." Eleusis strode swiftly out of the
triangle, raising an arm for Morcha to follow him. They passed
through an open doorway into the regent's private anteroom. Eleusis could no longer keep the smile of
satisfaction off his face. "Today's case in point. I have just
received a communique from the site of Za Hara-at. They have signed
the last contract!" "Contracts," Kinnnus Morcha scoffed. "You
should have let me take my wing of Khagggun and dealt with the
Korrush tribes the way we have dealt with the local Kundalan."
The Korrush was the local name of the Great Northern Plains, 250
kilometers northeast of Axis Tyr. To its north was the Great Rift in
the Djenn Marre, to its east was the beginning of the Great Voorg,
the vast, trackless desert. "And have the added expense of stationing a
permanent pack of Khagggun at the site to ensure against vandalism
and random attacks?" The regent shook his head. "Dealing
with them this way makes far more sense, Line-General. Now they will
join our work crews. At Za Hara-at goodwill is everything." "Pardon my bluntness, regent, but what is
goodwill to a Khagggun?" Eleusis laughed good-naturedly as he slapped the
Line-General on his broad back. "Imagine it. V'ornn and Kundalan
working side by side to create what is sure to become the greatest
trading city on the planet. So much for Prime Factor Stogggul and his
reactionary cabal." He was grinning from ear to ear. "It
seems as if allowing Kundalan businesses to flourish in the same
garden as V'ornn trading houses will be a most lucrative endeavor." Eleusis, tall and slender as a milkweed, filled two
shanstone goblets made at lüina do mori, thrust one at the
Line-General. "Join me, Kinnnus!" He laughed. "What
makes you so glum?" "I am not—pardon me for saying this,
regent. But I am unused to hearing myself called by my given name
alone. It is not the V'ornn way." "No. It is a Kundalan custom, Kinnnus, and a
fine one at that. It tends to engender a feeling of trust." "Trust never comes easily to a Khagggun,
regent." "Neither does change, Kinnnus." The two men were standing in the center of the alien
octagonal room, an antechamber off the Great Listening Hall of the
regent's palace—what the Kundalan had called Middle Palace. The
floor was pure white marble over which smooth rugs of V'ornn
manufacture had been set in a precise mathematical pattern that
complemented the geometric pattern in the rugs themselves. Light came
not from the traditional Kundalan filigreed lanterns, but from
eye-shaped fusion lamps manufactured in V'ornn power plants
established decades ago. This cold, revealing light illuminated the
vaulted ceiling in a manner inconceivable to the Kundalan. It was
dark blue, decorated with gold stars and streaking comets. At its
zenith, intricately carved, were the five moons of Kundala, each with
the face of a beautiful woman—all aspects of the Goddess Müna.
Trios of white-marble pilasters, delicately veined with vitreous
obsidian, rose up each wall like vines in a garden, their apexes
carved into the shape of stylized fronds. The tall triple-arched
Kundalan windows had been something of a problem. The commandant had
suggested mortaring them up for security reasons, but Eleusis had
come up with a more elegant solution. He had had tapestries woven by
the finest Tuskugggun artisans hung over the windows, thereby
placating Kinnnus Morcha and pleasing himself, for it was told and
retold by the Khagggun of the Haaar-kyut that the regent could be
seen from time to time peeling back the tapestries to peer out the
windows. What he was observing was a source of constant comment. In any event, these remarkable tapestries depicted,
in one manner or another, the endless saga of V'ornn wandering. For
the V'ornn were a nomadic people, their homeworld an uninhabitable
blackened cinder ever since the binary star that had been their sun,
their light, their warmth had gone nova. That was many eons past. Now
they wandered the stars to conquer, to live for as long a time as the
Gyrgon required to ask their mysterious questions of whatever alien
place they were in, and then they were gone, never to return. For the
V'ornn there was no possibility of going back; they pressed forward
into uncharted space. When a group of them found a world rich in
natural resources like Kundala, members of the leading Bashkir
Consortia were dispatched from the main fleet moving in eternal
convoy on the ion currents of deep space to stake their claim, to
reap the rewards of costly space travel. Such was the artistry of these tapestries that all
the pathos and yearning and mystery inherent in V'ornn culture were
interwoven into the scenes as carefully as were the jewel-tone
fabrics. Utilitarian V'ornn furnishings made of metal
alloys—lightweight but strong—had replaced the ornate,
curlicued wooden pieces of the Kundalan. As Kinnnus Morcha had said
when he had first seen the lounges and chairs, they looked as if they
would splinter the moment a V'ornn sat in them. But then Kinnnus
Morcha, like most V'ornn, found nothing esthetically pleasing in the
alien architecture. Why, even here in the central palace of the city,
none of the rooms seemed large enough for a V'ornn's sensibility. And
there was so much wasted space! Colonnaded terraces, sweeping agate
staircases, filigreed cornices, plinths and friezes, ornate statues
and strange carvings, lush gardens that mirrored the mazelike
interior—and everywhere shrines and symbols to the accursed
Goddess, Müna. Unusually, the thick heartwood doors to the regent's
private quarters stood slightly ajar. Kinnnus Morcha took a discreet
look at an area of the palace that even he, as commandant of the
Haaar-kyut, had never seen. Some privileges were forever beyond
almost all of the Lesser Castes. Eleusis turned and shut the doors firmly. The regent
was dressed formally in white and gold: low boots, tight trousers,
metallic-mesh blouse beneath his waist-length, braided, high-collared
jacket, the sleeves cut short enough to expose his okummmon. He
glanced at Kinnnus Morcha's goblet. "Come, come. You haven't
touched your drink. We must remedy that." He lifted his goblet
high. "To Za Hara-at! My noble experiment!" "To our enemies!" Kinnnus Morcha said in
the traditional Khagggun salute as his free hand cupped the pommel of
the double-bladed shock-sword that hung through a titanium clip at
his left hip. Though the Khagggun used many highly sophisticated
instruments of attack, the shock-sword remained their weapon of
choice when it came to hand-to-hand combat. "May destruction
possess their houses!" His wide face, the color of curdled
cream, contracted as he quaffed his drink. "Ah! A Kundalan
cloudy rakkis! No V'ornn fire-grade numaaadis for the regent!" Eleusis laughed. "You know me too well, I'm
afraid." "Ah, no chance of that, regent. What Khagggun
knows the mind of a member of the Great Castes?" Eleusis nodded as he refilled their goblets. "I
grant you there is a cultural gulf between us, but I value you
nonetheless for your keen insight." Kinnnus Morcha fairly bowed. "The regent is
generous with his praise." The regent, eyeing him judiciously, returned the
goblet to him. "You have served me well, Kinnnus. I know that
your personal feelings for the Za Hara-at experiment are mixed." "I am Khagggun, regent. I have no use for
inferior life-forms." "Nevertheless you carried out my orders to be
even-handed with the Kundalan, to keep the Khagggun raids to a
minimum, and ban altogether the hunting parties that killed Kundalan
for the sheer sport of it." "I live to serve my regent." There was a small pause while the regent led Kinnnus
Morcha to the far side of the antechamber, where they arranged
themselves before the Kundalan shrine to the Goddess Müna. It
was composed of a plinth ornately carved out of a block of solid
carnelian heavily striated with gold ore. Above it, on the wall were
high-relief carvings of the Five Sacred Dragons of Müna.
Nowadays, the plinth served as base for a selection of Eleusis'
favorite objects: a copy of The Book of Mnemonics bound
between incised copper covers; a thorn-gem he had secured from the
perilous underworlds of Corpius Segundus; the preserved birth-caul of
his son; the skeleton of his original okummmon, which had been
replaced by the singular purple germanium one, which was his right as
regent; a white rose, caught at the peak moment of its life and kept
in that state of perfection by the enigmas of Gyrgon science. This
last was a gift from the technomages on the day of his Ascension. In being brought before the plinth, Kinnnus Morcha
knew he was being given a signal. This was the place where the regent
conducted his most private interviews. Eleusis cleared his throat. "Kinnnus, let me be
frank. I know what a difficult assignment I gave you. Prime Factor
Stogggul is a most difficult personage to deal with in the best of
circumstances. Keeping an eye on him could not have been fun." "I will match the regent's frankness,"
Kinnnus Morcha replied. "Being a spy comes naturally to me. The
helm of battle, the mask of a spy, they are interchangeable to me. It
is well you had me keep an eye on Wennn Stogggul. He still chafes
under your kindness toward the conquered." "But you do not." "As I say, the regent chose wisely." "I am gratified." Eleusis sighed. "I
don't mind telling you that Wennn Stogggul concerns me." Kinnnus Morcha sat forward. "In what way,
regent?" "Ah, ever the loyal hunting dog!" Eleusis
laughed at the Line-General's dark expression and shrugged. "Well,
one hears things. One employs people to watch and to listen and to
report." The regent paused for a moment, staring into the
darkness of the smoke-blackened fireplace. "So, then, it has
come to me that Stogggul is gathering support to petition the Gyrgon
for my ouster." Kinnnus Morcha frowned. "I have heard nothing
of this, regent, and I believe I would have. Are you certain of
this?" "My source is." The Line-General shook his head. "But that is
monstrous, regent! It is unprecedented! He must be stopped before—" "Which is why we are having this conversation." "We must never forget that it was Wennn
Stogggul who was your competitor for the regent's mantle. By all he
says and does it seems clear that he will never forget nor forgive
the sting of his defeat. His animosity—" "Is of a somewhat more personal nature
than that." "Well, yes, of course, regent. Who does not
know of the intense rivalry between your Consortium and his? On
Nieobus Three, the planet we conquered before we arrived here, our
fathers were always at each other's throats, always seeking ways in
which to take business out of the other's pockets. The Prime Factor's
father finally prevailed, driving your father's Consortium to the
brink of bankruptcy. Until you stepped in, regent, and made the deal
for sole mining and export rights to salamuuun, the so-called plant
of the tomb." "Tell me, Kinnnus, have you ever tried
salamuuun?" "Once." Despite himself, the Line-General
shuddered. "I felt as if this life I was living was but an
illusion, and the Truth was…" "Was what, my friend?" There was an odd
intensity in Eleusis' eyes that the Line-General did not catch. "I don't know." Kinnnus Morcha's huge head
swiveled, he looked away for a moment as he struggled with disturbing
thoughts. "It made me think that the Truth was something I could
not fathom." "Or did not want to see?" Kinnnus Morcha nodded. "Perhaps." "Something terrible, then." The Line-General shook his head. "Something
different." His huge shoulders shrugged. "In any
event, it was an experience I have no wish to repeat." "It is fortunate for my Consortium that you are
in the minority, Kinn- nus." Kinnnus Morcha looked up. "Ah, yes. The Ashera
fortune lies in salamuuun." "And, ultimately, its power." The regent's
eyes swept around the room. "That is what Wennn Stogggul truly
desires: the secret to salamuuun—where it is mined, who I
forged my deal with, how he can wrest it from my Consortium." He
paused. "But there is something more." Portents,
Secrets, and Lies Kinnnus Morcha sat ramrod-straight. In the light
falling from the fusion lamps the scars on his skull appeared deeper,
more grievous. Despite being all ears now he had the good sense not
to prompt the regent. The Line-General was a patient V'ornfi—a
patience born and bred in the intense cauldron of interplanetary
warfare. He was a V'ornn who could sense victory when those around
him were stumbling in starless night. "We were friends, once, Prime Factor Stogggul
and I. Did you know that?" "I did not, regent." "Well, it's true." The regent rose and
stood before the mantle. He picked up The Book of Mnemonics,
turned it over and back again. "He gave me this, a long time
ago, when we were still striplings on Kraelia. Had it made for me.
For the day of my Channeling." He was speaking of the rite
whereby every V'ornn male becomes an adult. "Yes, we were good
friends—until we locked skulls over salamuuun." He put the
book back. "Then a bitter rivalry that had lain unacknowledged
between us rose up and raged out of control. His father died
attempting to find the source of salamuuun." "His spacecraft was sabotaged, so the story
goes." "Well, that is the Prime Factor's version,
anyway." The regent's gaze locked on to the Line-General's.
"Another is that the elder Stogggul's greed made him imprudent.
His craft got caught in a gravity well and imploded." "Do you know the truth, regent?" "It is my experience that people define their
own truths. Which, I surmise, is behind the overwhelming popularity
of salamuuun. However, I will tell you this: there was no need to
sabotage the craft because the old man was on a fool's errand." Though he longed to ask the regent what he meant,
Kinnnus Morcha held his tongue, knowing that Eleusis would answer no
questions on that subject. As a high-ranking Khagggun, he well knew
the power of knowledge. In battle against any enemy, knowledge was
everything. Eleusis turned his back to the plinth, broke into
the other's thoughts. "I have told you this history for a
reason. I want you to understand that while Wennn Stogggul and I are
business rivals, I am certain that his bitter and unrelenting vocal
opposition to my policies is personal in nature." "I understand completely, regent." "I doubt that you do." Eleusis smiled
wanly, reached up, and touched one of the sculpted Five Dragons on
the wall. "You see the niche here in this dragon's mouth? When
Annon was young I would find him here, teetering on the top rung of a
ladder with his hand in the dragon's mouth. What did he find so
fascinating, I asked myself. What did he expect to find?" The
regent looked at Kinnnus Morcha for a long time; then he looked past
him. "I have ordered Giyan to bring my son here tonight." "Do you fear for him?" The regent's gaze locked with the Khagggun's. "I
fear nothing, Kinnnus. Our fate is our fate; it is already written.
If you had tried salamuuun again, you would know that. No, I am
merely being prudent. For the time being, at least, I want my entire
family under the protection of the Haaar-kyut." "Absolutely, regent." "You will see to my family personally. My wife,
though she shamed herself, is dead, but I still care about the
children." "It will be done." Eleusis nodded. "I know it will." He
downed the last of his drink. He guided the commandant through a
discreetly narrow-arched doorway. They emerged onto a wide veranda
banded in gold marble, which overlooked the regent's star-rose
garden. The cerulean sky had taken on a golden hue down near the
horizon and just a hint of fair-weather cloud rode overhead. For some
time, Eleusis stood against the fret-worked balustrade, gazing
downward, breathing deeply. His hands were clasped loosely behind his
back, but he stood ramrod-straight as if he were more Khagggun than
Bashkir. His cool, appraising eyes swept over every corner of his
garden: the varieties of climbing star-rose with their luscious
blooms, glossy leaves, and woody, thornless vines. "How peaceful it is here, Kinnnus. How deeply
satisfying that peace-fulness is." Kinnnus Morcha, standing beside him, had nothing
useful to say, so he said nothing. The regent went on: "It used to be that our
only danger came from other races, unknown encounters. Now I see that
unless we are very careful, our own history may very well take a
chunk out of our tender parts. Times are changing. I feel it in my
bones. There are stirrings and portents—" "Portents!" Kinnnus Morcha fairly spat.
"That is Kundalan talk. I do not believe in portents. I
believe in war, in statistics. Since you have succeeded your father,
resistance activity within Axis Tyr has dropped eighty percent." Eleusis Ashera smiled. "Like the threat of your
strong arm, Kinnnus, portents do exist. Giyan has shown me this. And
these portents speak of great changes." Kinnnus Morcha grunted. The regent seemed to the
Line-General to be almost eerily calm. He felt, unexpectedly, a
welling up of affection. "You will forgive an old Khagggun his
grumblings, regent. I meant no offense." "I took no offense, my friend. But I fear that
unless we are extremely vigilant, we are doomed to repeat our most
grievous mistakes." There was a small, uncomfortable silence. "I mention the portents because I want you to
be on your guard to—" Eleusis broke off, his body suddenly tense. His
okummmon had begun to hum with a sound beyond description—a
song/no-song that lapped at the very edge of audibility like the
ocean at the foundation of a seawall. The atmosphere grew
preternaturally still and preternat-urally hot. A bead of sweat
bloomed like a nocturnal flower on Kinnnus Morcha's skull, ran down
the deep crease. Eleusis turned abruptly. "Kinnnus, you will
have to excuse me."
"N'Luuura, it is the Summoning." Kinnnus
Morcha gulped the last of the cloudy rakkis and with a clink!
that rang through the garden set his goblet atop the balustrade. "I
will escort you myself to the Temple of Mnemonics, regent." Eleusis gave a curt, almost absentminded nod. The
two men returned silently through the doorway to the antechamber,
past guards of the Haaar-kyut, past handmaidens and servants, past
members of the regent's staff. All inclined their heads to the left
in deference to him. Their footfalls echoed on the marble; their
shadows chased themselves along the corridors, into chambers large
and small, through pools of mellowing sunlight, patches of shade made
pale by veinless white marble, at length out through the high,
magnificent sea-green-shanstone and gold-jade gates. Kinnnus Morcha was relieved to be out of that alien
place that so profoundly disturbed him. Not that he would admit this
to anyone, but he felt the silence there—what the regent spoke
of as peacefulness—like a weight upon his shoulders, like sets
of alien eyes watching him, judging his moves, weighing his fate in
some unseen court of alien law he could not begin to fathom. A
late-afternoon breeze broke like surf against his hairless skull.
They mounted single-seat hoverpods, punched in their destination, and
sped across the city at a height of twenty-three meters. When the V'ornn had first taken Axis Tyr, the Gyrgon
had installed themselves in a complex of buildings that had housed
the Abbey of Listening Bone, the Ramahan's main religious sanctuary.
Its occupation was a stunning and dispiriting blow to the
Kundalan—one that, in Eleusis' opinion, at least, had been
calculated down to the last decimal point. But then the Gyrgon were
masters at inflicting humiliation and pain both physical and
psychological. "I do not know how you do it," Kinnnus
Morcha said when they had set down in front of the Temple. "Were
it I—were I Summoned before the Gyrgon—my tender parts
would be shrunken like an old V'ornn's." The regent had to smile. "This from the
valorous Khagggun who fought in the First Wave at Argggedus 3, who
slew nineteen Krael at the battle of Yesssus, who defended for
twenty-four sidereal cycles the Gyrgon enclave on Phareseius Prime,
who has, it is rumored, come face-to-face with the Centophennni?" "It is instinctive, regent. Every time the
Gyrgon speak my blood freezes." "I always said you had good instincts,
Kinnnus." With that, the regent Eleusis swept through the arched
portals of the former Abbey of Listening Bone. The V'ornn Temple of Mnemonics sat atop the only
hill within the precincts of the city. It was in the Western Quarter.
Up until the coming of the V'ornn it had been an area housing the
most influential Kundalan families. Strangely, however, the V'ornn
found these houses no larger than those in other parts of the city.
This perfect symmetry went against V'ornn notions of hierarchy and
status. After the Kundalan were killed or displaced, the most wealthy
of the Bashkir moved in, enlarging and renovating the houses as befit
their status in V'ornn society. This essential change in the fascinating, alien
structure of the city did not please Eleusis, for he had come to see
the Kundalan in an altogether different light than did his fellow
V'ornn. But then in so many ways he seemed not to fit into the rather
monolithic V'ornn mold. It was a constant source of wonder to him
that the Gyrgon had chosen him to be regent. Stogggul would have been
the obvious, the expected choice. But then, he reminded himself, the
Gyrgon rarely did the expected. Not that he, Eleusis Ashera, was ill
suited to be regent. Quite the opposite, in fact. But that the Gyrgon
tolerated—even at times condoned—his unconventional ideas
was a mystery he doubted he would ever solve. As soon as he stepped through the gates, he was
inside the Portal. A misty greyness, luminous as the shell of a
sea-snail, engulfed him. He had been here often enough that he knew
what to do. Even so, a part of his mind still quailed, wanted to run
screaming back out into the last of the sunshine, where Kinnnus
Morcha was patiently waiting. Eleusis forced his legs to move,
walking forward, looking neither to the left nor to the right. A
great moaning arose, as of a violent tempest, gaining in volume.
Still, he moved forward, not only because it was his duty as regent
but also because he knew it was a test. The Portal never looked or
felt the same as it had on previous visits. Each time he was
Summoned, there was a different sort of fright awaiting him. The
Gyrgon enjoy observing you, he told himself. The Gyrgon
distill my fears, brew them up like vintage numaaadis. It is some
form of twisted game they enjoy playing, perhaps to engrave their
superiority upon me, so that I will never forget my place, never
overstep the boundaries they have set up. Darkness, and an intense sense of vertigo. Eleusis
was deathly afraid of falling. As a child of four, he had fallen from
a window ledge while his mother had been painting. His father had
been so furious that he had banished her from every hingatta on the
planet. Eleusis had never seen her again; he had been raised by his
father's lover, a Tuskugggun who had kept him on a short tether and
never let him climb upon a windowsill. Wind howled and when he made the mistake of looking
down, he saw the floor far below him. At once, he broke out into a
cold sweat. It is only a dream, he told himself sternly.
Only a vision from your own nightmare. But he could not stop
sweating. His hearts hammered in his chest, he felt the urge to spit,
and his pulse rate was erratic. He paused on his path, took three
deep breaths. The urge to turn and run was a terrible weight upon
him. I am that I am, he said silently. I am
on Kundala, in the Western District of Axis Tyr, in the Portal of the
Temple of Mnemonics. The Gyrgon may have control of my senses but
they do not have control of my mind. He wiped his wet palms down his trousers and moved
on. His mind screamed in protest, certain that he was going to fall
to the floor below. He walked stiffly, carefully, deviating neither
to the left nor to the right. And with each step, his fears lessened.
He did not fall. Thank Enlil, he did not fall! Stars came out, and a cold blue moon the size of
Kundala's spotted sun appeared high in the sky. Eleusis, traversing
quartz-flecked sand dunes, recognized that moon. It was the moon
hanging in the night sky of Corpius Segundus. Ahead of him loomed the
gargantuan sloping gates to the underworlds. Enter, a voice commanded in his skull. At
least, it seemed to be in his skull even though he knew that it
actually emanated from his okum-mmon. The time of Summoning is at
hand. If this were, indeed, Corpius Segundus he knew what
would be waiting for him. There was a scar on his left shoulder—a
deep, livid indentation scooped out of his flesh. The underworlds
were habited by thirteen species of raptor—at least, that was
the number the V'ornn had cataloged—each more deadly than the
previous one. It had been no mean feat to bring back a thorn-gem, and
he had paid the price. The eight-legged razor-raptor had taken its
pound of flesh even through his battle armor. The sloping Portal blotted out the stars, then the
moon. A remembered stink assaulted his nostrils, making his stomachs
grind and heave. It was an evil place, the underworlds. "Why did the V'ornn come here, regent?" He stopped, peered through the dim light, ruddy with
the fine, choking dust of the caverns. "What was your purpose?" An ill-defined shape loomed before him. "You could not defeat the denizens of these
underworlds; the thorn-gems herein were of no practical use to you." An evil-smelling razor-raptor lounged against an
outcropping of rock. It leered at him with a smile bristling with
triangular teeth made expressly for ripping and tearing flesh from
bone. "And yet you came. Why was that, Ashera
Eleusis?" This was no Corpius Segundus razor-raptor, Eleusis
knew. Indeed, it was no raptor of any kind. Only the Gyrgon used the
ancient form of address that put the family name first. "Because
it was there," he said. The creature before him repeated his answer, drawing
out each word as if to savor its meaning. "Yes. Very good. I
believe you are correct." And immediately thereafter, the
razor-raptor dissolved like smoke. In its place stood a Gyrgon. "Summoned, I am come to you, to hear and to
serve," Eleusis said in the ritual greeting. Instead of completing the ritual, the Gyrgon
detached himself from the cavern wall. "Do you know me, regent?" Eleusis peered through the artificially manufactured
haze. "I believe you are Nith Sahor. I was before you at the
previous Summoning." "That is correct." "I have never been Summoned by the same Gyrgon
twice." "Do you know that for a fact, regent? We can
change our shapes, you know." Eleusis licked his lips. "I had heard something
to that effect." Nith Sahor stood unnervingly still. He was
perhaps a full meter taller than Eleusis. He was clad all in black,
wrapped in a tasseled greatcoat. His eyes had pupils like star
sapphires; they seemed to follow you without him having to turn his
head. And what a head he had! His skull was the color of pale amber.
From the edge of the occipital ridge to the base of his massive neck
a visible latticework of tertium and germanium circuits was embedded
in the skin. No one knew whether the Gyrgon were born this way or
whether they came by it in some horrific postnatal operation. "Tell me something, regent, do you serve the
Gyrgon?" "Yes, Nith Sahor. In everything, I serve their
wants and needs." "Indeed." "Do you disbelieve me?" "Yes, regent, I do. You have taken a Kundalan
female to your bed. You allow her to worship this Goddess of theirs,
to make her potions and her poultices, to whisper in your ear when
darkness is absolute and the formal business of state is at an end."
Nith Sahor's expression was entirely unreadable. "In addition,
you conspire secretly with the Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar to keep
the Kundalan resistance warned of our hunting parties." He
crossed his massive arms across his equally massive chest. "Do
you deny any of this, regent?" "Who speaks against me? Prime Factor Stogggul?"
"You will answer my question, regent!" Nith Sahor did not raise his voice, did not move a
muscle. Nevertheless, Eleusis jumped as the bite of hyperexcited
electrons was transmitted through his okummmon into the nerves in his
arm. "I deny nothing," he said calmly. This was
yet another test; it must be. "What you say is truth." "And in these matters do you discern the will
of the Gyrgon?" "You have not stopped me from being with Giyan.
Or from my friendships with Rekkk Hacilar and Hadinnn SaTrryn." "Again, I suggest that you answer my question." Eleusis made a point of not looking at his okummmon.
He felt a certain tension in the backs of his legs and willed his
body to relax. "It pleases me to be with her. It pleases her to
do these things, and thus I am doubly pleased." "And as for the Pack-Commander?" "Does the entire Comradeship know?" "You would not be here; you would not be regent
if it did." Eleusis let go a breath he had been holding. "Rekkk
Hacilar, Hadinnn SaTrryn, and I are of a like mind when it comes to
the Kundalan." "So, then, when you claim that in all things
you serve our wants and needs you are a liar." "I am so only if you believe it, Nith Sahor." There was a long silence. The artificial wind howled
through the caverns, the artificial stirrings of the artificial
raptors echoed off the artificial stone walls. Nith Sahor raised his
arms and the underworlds of Corpius Segundus vanished. "I do not believe it, regent. That is
why you are Summoned before me." Eleusis found that they were in a chamber of the
Temple of Mnemonics. It was circular, high up. Through the delicately
triple-arched window he could see dusk approaching, smell the
familiar scents of Kundala. The walls indicated that this room had
been a sanctuary, for each section of wall held a carving of one of
the Five Sacred Dragons of Kundalan culture. Significantly, Nith
Sahor had not covered them with V'ornn artwork. Just as
significantly, the Gyrgon had kept all the original Kundalan
furniture. The single V'ornn feature was a white oval cage within
which sat a beautiful multicolored teyj, preening its fours wings one
by one. As he moved, the bird paused in its fluffing to fix Eleusis
in its golden eye. "It is good to be back on Kundala,"
Eleusis said. "Curious," Nith Sahor said. "I
entertained the selfsame thought." The Gyrgon raised a hand clad
in an odd metallic mesh about which many terrible myths had formed.
Eleusis tried not to look at the finely worked chain mail. "Be
at ease, regent. You are my guest." Eleusis did not know whether he was more surprised
to see Kundalan furniture here or by what Nith Sahor said. "Forgive
me, I am at a bit of a loss. I have never been a guest of the Gyrgon
before." "Perhaps it is simply that we never told you
before." Eleusis looked up. "Is that a joke?" "Do Gyrgon make jokes?" "I have no idea," Eleusis admitted. As Eleusis observed the Gyrgon, he had the distinct
impression that this Summoning was going to be unique. Before, they
had consisted of giving a report on current affairs, being peppered
with blunt, difficult questions, being given orders to carry out, and
being summarily dismissed. Bantering with a Gyrgon was distinctly new
to him. As if to give added credence to this train of
thought, Nith Sahor said: "Regent, I want you to tell me about
desire." "Desire?" "Precisely that." Eleusis was struggling hard to keep up with the
strange twists and turns of this Summoning. "I am hardly
qualified to tell a Gyrgon—" "Oh, but you are, regent. Eminently
qualified." Nith Sahor fingered the wide cuff on his right
wrist. "But perhaps you suspect me of being disingenuous."
He raised a mailed hand to forestall Eleusis' response. "Did you
know, regent, that the Gyrgon are neither male nor female?" "Neither …" Eleusis felt as if his
mouth was full of silicon. "We are both." "I … I did not know, Nith Sahor." "Of course you didn't. It is a secret we Gyrgon
keep to ourselves. As such, desire is… alien to all of us—at
least, to almost all of us. Occasionally—very
rarely—there is an unexpected and unexplained genetic
mutation." Nith Sahor sat and waited for his quid pro quo. He
had created a simple barter—something a Bashkir could sink his
teeth into. Eleusis was desperately trying to figure out whether
the Gyrgon was telling the truth or simply prevaricating in order to
get the regent to lower his guard. He realized, however, that there
were many paths Nith Sahor could have taken to elicit the information
he desired. The one he chose was doubtless the most astonishing. Why
would a Gyrgon confess to anything so intimate? Why would a Gyrgon
willingly let go of a secret? Secrets were in large part what gave
the Gyrgon their mystique, their power over the other castes, great
and lesser alike. Did Nith Sahor trust him that much? How was he to
know? "I assume by desire you mean my desire for
Giyan." "In a way. I meant for the Kundalan, yes." Eleusis' keen mind realized that the Gyrgon had left
out the word female. At last, a clue. He chose a beautifully
fluted Kundalan ammon-wood chair and sat down. "Are you comfortable?" Nith Sahor sat in
the matching chair. "Quite comfortable." "As am I." And there you had it, Eleusis realized. The reason
for this Summoning. For whatever reason, the Gyrgon wished to talk
candidly about the Kundalan. "Sometimes," he said, "I
wish I wasn't locked up tight in Axis Tyr." "Why is that?" Eleusis gazed into the terrifying, enigmatic face
and said to himself. To N'Luuura with it. "Too many
V'ornn. Quite honestly, part of me longs to be in the Djenn Marre, to
walk among the Kundalan, to learn their ways." "Their secrets," Nith Sahor said. "We
Gyrgon trade in secrets." "Isn't that why we wander the reaches of
interstellar space instead of finding a new homeworld, why we hunt
down other races—so that you can absorb their secrets, in the
hope that the secret to life may one day be revealed to you?" "Your bitterness is showing like a mesh singlet
on a Looorm, regent." Nith Sahor sat forward, elbows on knees,
laced his fingers. "Life and death—the eternal twins. We
are bound to them. You know that, don't you?" Eleusis was forced to look away from those
terrifying star-sapphire eyes. "Yes." He nearly choked on
the word. "Then you know just how important our search
for freedom is, to find our way out of the labyrinth that is the
universe as we know it. You see, regent, we Gyrgon can feel
that the universe is not all there is. It is not enough for us. We
yearn to travel beyond… well, we do not yet know beyond what.
But the barriers that keep us here in the known Cosmos must
fall. Do you understand our pain of confinement?" Eleusis was in control of himself again, and he
swung his gaze back. "I think I do, Nith Sahor." "Then tell me that which I need to know." "I am not… I'm not certain that I have
answers for you. At least, none that will make sense." "Please leave that determination to me. Speak
of what is in your hearts." "All right." Eleusis sat up straight. He
had the feeling that he was on the edge of a precipice, and he fought
off the knife edge of panic. "I have come to have a special
feeling for the Kundalan. Undoubtedly, it stems in part from my
relationship with Giyan, but as you yourself noted, that is not the
end of it. Sixteen years ago, I brought her back as a trophy from a
Khagggun hunting party I accompanied in the foothills of the Djenn
Marre. She was nothing to me then, but quite quickly that changed." "How did it change?" "I… I don't know." "Yes, you do, regent. Think." "Well, I… I think what happened was that
being in such close proximity to her I stopped thinking of her as the
defeated enemy." "And how exactly did that come about?" Eleusis thought a moment. "I remember. It was
almost a sidereal year after I had brought Giyan back to Axis Tyr. I
started awake in the middle of the night and went to slake my thirst.
Down the hallway I saw her. She was standing by an open window. She
was staring out at the Djenn Marre. I remember it was the night of
full moons; the snow and ice on the mountains peaks shone as blue as
Corpius Segundo's moon. She was weeping, the tears sliding down her
cheeks, and I thought, She misses her home, just as we miss our
home. And from that moment, defeated alien or no, there was no
difference between us." "But there is a difference." "Yes, Nith Sahor." "In fact, many differences." "This is truth." Light glinted off the metallic mesh as the Gyrgon
rearranged his hands. "It may be anathema to say this, but that
is no bad thing. I believe that it would benefit us greatly to
acquaint ourselves with their differences." Eleusis stiffened. "She trusts me, Nith Sahor." "I trust you, Eleusis. That is why you
were made regent." "You were responsible for making me
regent?" "Your father. Others wanted Wennn Stogggul's
father to assume the role." Eleusis thought about this for a moment. "I
will not betray her." "We are your masters, regent. Do you think it
wise to speak to a Gyrgon in this manner?" "I am speaking to you, Nith Sahor." "I am Gyrgon." "I am speaking to you," Eleusis
repeated. The Gyrgon nodded and light played off the
latticework in his skull. "Your perception is noted with
especial interest." "I believe, Nith Sahor, that there is a great
deal we do not yet know about the Kundalan—that we never will
know under the present situation. The establishment of Za Hara-at is
the first step in a transformation I foresee." "Do not be presumptuous, regent. It is not for
you to foresee transformation." "You do not understand, Nith Sahor. The
creation of the city came to me in a dream—an astonishingly
vivid dream that showed me precisely where Za Hara-at should rise, in
the center of the Korrush. Subsequently, I traveled across the
Korrush in the company of Hadinnn SaTrryn, who does business with the
Korrush tribes, and much to my surprise we found a small,
unprepossessing village in its center. The site is an ancient one,
according to Kundalan lore, and when we began to dig we discovered
foundations the tribesmen dated from many centuries ago." "Za Hara-at is a word from the Kundalan Old
Tongue. It means Earth Five Meetings." "That's right. I believe this is the original
site of Za Hara-at. I believe it to be a sacred place." "Our near-defunct religion speaks of a City of
One Million Jewels. Perhaps your mother was a secret worshiper of
Enlil, the dead god. Perhaps she told you stories of this city when
you were young; perhaps this is where your dream came from. In any
event, the Gyrgon decree the V'ornn way, regent. Never forget that." "Or perhaps Za Hara-at and the City of One
Million Jewels are somehow linked." "That would take a leap of faith precious few
V'ornn could make." Green fire sparked at the tip of Nith
Sahor's forefinger. "But you would be such a one, wouldn't you,
regent?" "Yes. I would be that one." Eleusis'
hearts beat heavily in his chest. Was there still a trace of anger in
the Gyrgon's eyes? So difficult to tell, Eleusis thought. On
the verge of a headache, he thumbed his eye sockets. So much tension,
so much at stake here. "We have remained on Kundala longer than
on any other planet in recent memory. Why is that?" "This is Gyrgon business." "But it is my business as well, Nith Sahor. The
accretion of Kundalan pain has become an unbearable anguish. It is a
potent goad to action." "Ah, you should know that such goads are
dangerous, regent. And impatience tends to upset the delicate
Balance." He gazed directly into those star-sapphire eyes.
"But that is my point, Nith Sahor. That very delicate Balance
must be upset. For the good of V'ornn and Kundalan alike." "You fool, the Balance is all!" Nith Sahor
thundered. He rose to a transfiguring height. "Without the
Balance nothing works: ions flare, neutrons die, electrons go
berserk, the very fabric of the universe is threatened!" The bright-plumaged teyj screamed. Nith Sahor's
mailed right hand clamped into a fist, a corona of orange fire irised
outward. An instant later, something cold, something invisible struck
Eleusis in the chest. He was hurled violently backward, head over
tender parts, until he fetched up painfully against the far wall. The
bird fluttered around the top of its cage, clearly agitated. " "Oh, is this foolish work I attempt here?"
The Gyrgon shook his mailed fist. "Are the others quite correct?
Are you as dangerous as they say? Will my own hubris be my downfall?" Eleusis stared at him, terrified. Bright ribbons of
pain throbbed through him. He slowly picked himself up, massaging his
chest with the heel of his hand as he righted the chair Nith Sahor
had overturned. Screwing up his courage, he said: "It would be a
mistake to annihilate the Kundalan as we have done to so many other
races—or to leave them here, drained of all natural resources."
Those eerie star-sapphire eyes pounced on him, heavy as a storm-swept
sky, then slid away as if he were of no import. "It is time for
the paradigm that we have erected between ourselves and the so-called
slave races to end here and now. The building of Za Hara-at will be
proof of a new, better paradigm." "Do not speak to me of Za Hara-at," Nith
Sahor boomed. "There is no consensus among the Comradeship on
this experiment of yours. And believe me when I tell you that debate
is vociferous." "The Comradeship do not yet understand about
the Kundalan. If they could see how V'ornn and Kundalan architects
worked together to design the city—" "That is just the point. The repugnance they
feel is in dealing with an inferior race as if they were our equals." "But, Nith Sahor, the Kundalan—" The Gyrgon's raised hand brought silence. "You
are correct about one thing, regent. Za Hara-at has already become a
symbol to the Kundalan, and therein lies our dilemma." Nith Sahor went to the window, where he stood
looking outside for a very long time. The silence built like a
structure spun out of the supercharged atmosphere. Eleusis was now
very frightened of Nith Sahor, but he found to his surprise that he
was even more frightened of the immediate future. If the Gyrgon
withdrew their support for Za Hara-at, Prime Factor Stogggul and his
cabal would get their wish: whatever progress he was engineering
between the races would die. No matter what, Eleusis knew that he
could not allow that to happen. He could feel in his bones what he
was doing here on Kundala was right. Swallowing his intense fear, Eleusis said, "Nith
Sahor, hear me. I understand how deeply ingrained is our xenophobia—" "You are correct, regent. Even Gyrgon are
subject to hubris," Nith Sahor said. "Hubris blinds us to
the truth, isn't that so?" "I believe it is, especially in this instance,
because beyond anything there is one, single compelling reason why we
must allow Za Hara-at its existence." He waited, staring at the Gyrgon's back, but only
silence ensued. Was that tacit approval for him to continue? Eleusis
took a deep breath, all too aware that the fate of Za Hara-at and
everyone involved in its planning and construction hung in the
balance. He went to the section of wall decorated with the sea-green
Dragon riding a stylized wave. "This is Seelin, the Sacred
Dragon of Transformation. The Kundalan have a fundamental belief that
social history does not evolve slowly, but rather leaps ahead during
short, violent periods of transformation." "Chaos," Nith Sahor breathed. Eleusis' hearts leapt. "Chaos, yes, save for
the fact that the Kundalan have no word in their language for Chaos."
He could scarcely breathe. "Is this belief of theirs not,
essentially, K'yonnno?" "Would you now presume to vomit back to me the
basic Gyrgon Theory of Chaos and Order?" "I am simply pointing out that there may be
more to the Kundalan than we believe or are currently willing to
accept. I believe that this blindness may be our hubris as a
race." Silence, for a long time. Even though every muscle
in his body ached, Eleusis dared not move. He tried to read the
Gyrgon's response by how he held himself, but it was a fool's
mission, and he began to weep silent tears for Za Hara-at, whose fate
had now apparently slipped through his fingers. Did I make a
mistake? he asked himself. What else could I have done?
Wearying of enigmas he would never solve, he turned and stared at the
Five Sacred Dragons of Müna, whose power and stern visages
curiously never failed to calm him. At length, Nith Sahor stirred. "You are correct
in another matter, regent. We have been in occupation here for one
hundred and one years, and still the Gyrgon have not solved the
mystery of the planet or the Kundalan." Hope surged through Eleusis. Some crisis point had
been reached and turned so that he came out of his paralysis and
risked taking a position just behind Nith Sahor. It was a good view
out over the city, north to the ragged high peaks of the Djenn Marre. "All we have are more mysteries/' Nith Sahor
continued. "This planet is a complete enigma to us. What power
principles underlie Kundalan sorcery? What exists beyond the
treacherous Djenn Marre? It is a question even Gyrgon cannot answer.
All our superior science, our sophisticated telemetry mean nothing
here. The perpetual snow and ice storms make an area three hundred
thousand square kilometers impenetrable. Over the years we have sent
a dozen experienced Khagggun teams into the Unknown Territories. As
you know, none ever returned. What happened to them? Were they killed
by the extreme weather, by beasts unknown, the resistance? We have no
idea. "As for the Kundalan, who are they? Where did
they come from? Where are they going? Even the nature of the barbaric
Sarakkon is an enigma to us. These are the basic questions of
life—the ones we Gyrgon seek out wherever we go in the
universe. Without those answers, we are diminished." The level of Nith Sahor's frustration was clearly
communicated to Eleusis. Perhaps that was what led him to strike out
as he had. Unconsciously, Eleusis massaged his chest again. "I am convinced that the answer to all our
questions about Kundala and its people resides in The Pearl." "The Pearl—if it ever existed—was
lost forever on the day we invaded Kundala," Eleusis said
carefully. Nith Sahor's face arranged itself into an enigmatic
smile. "Oh, it exists, regent. I think you know that as well as
I do. And if it was lost, it can be found. We are always looking for
a new avenue for our search." Abruptly, the Gyrgon turned, and
the regent felt the full weight of his unsettling gaze. Eleusis began
to get a bad feeling in the pit of his stomachs. "To find The Pearl, we must first open the
Storehouse Door in the caverns under the regent's palace. Tell me,
Eleusis, have you heard of the Ring of Five Dragons?" "I have not." "Perhaps, then, I should have a talk with
Giyan." Eleusis went cold with dread. "She knows nothing." "She is Ramahan. She is a sorceress. She is
steeped in the lore of their Goddess Müna. She will know of the
Ring." "So presumably did the ten thousand other
Ramahan you rounded up over the last century." "They told us nothing. They knew nothing." "By all means, bring her in," Eleusis
said. The taste of fear was in his mouth. "Torture the
information out of her." "Ah, ah, ah, I was under the impression that
you and I were beyond such rebukes." Eleusis passed his hand over his eyes. "Sometimes
I feel like a very old V'ornn. I have seen too much bloodsport, Nith
Sahor. I have participated in more than my share. These days I see
only conspiracies, hidden agendas, bargaining chips placed upon the
table and withdrawn. I fear that I am part of a plan with which I no
longer care to be involved." The Gyrgon made an unexpected gesture. "Regent,
give me your hand." Eleusis stood deathly still. "It is said that
the Gyrgon's touch kills." Nith Sahor held out his mailed fist. "And do
you believe it, regent?" "I … I don't know," Eleusis
admitted. "I promulgated that bit of legend," Nith
Sahor said. "It's an amusing one, I admit." Eleusis gazed deep into Nith Sahor's eyes. "It
is also said that the Gyrgon possess the power to hypnotize. Another
legend you promulgated?" "No. That one is true enough." Eleusis felt another shiver of fear run down his
spine. "You see, what we have here, regent, is a
test—a test of your ability—or perhaps your desire—to
trust. I want the Ring of Five Dragons, and you must trust that I
will use it wisely." Eleusis licked his lips. His mouth felt as dry as
the Great Voorg yet he was drenched in sweat. "We V'ornn are not
given to trust, are we?" Nith Sahor's extraordinary eyes continued to draw
him in. "But in so many ways, regent, you do not conform to the
Modality." "Perhaps this is a test for both of us." Nith Sahor laughed, a nasty sound. "Gyrgon are
beyond tests, regent." "In this you are wrong, Nith Sahor. You have
attacked me in anger. That, in time, I could forgive. But you have
threatened the person I love most in life. When you ask for my trust,
you ask for the impossible." "I would not harm Giyan. I meant to frighten
you. It is possible that I miscalculated." An apology from a Gyrgon? Now Eleusis had heard
everything. What would make Nith Sahor act in this extraordinary way,
he wondered, but fear? Some terrible imperative he could not yet see
but could feel all around him like a dank prison cell. Curiosity
overcame resentment. After a further moment's hesitation, he placed
his hand on Nith Sahor's fist. No ball of fire smote him; no surge of
hyperexcited ions attacked his neurons; he did not turn to stone.
Everything was as it had been before. No, not quite. Slowly, the
fearsome fist opened like a flower to sunlight and the Gyrgon's palm
pressed against the regent's. The grip solidified and Eleusis felt
himself being drawn toward the Gyrgon. "Regent, there is a task I require of you,"
Nith Sahor said very softly. "Something of the utmost
importance." Eleusis' throat closed up. Now the hammer comes
down, he thought. "Only The Pearl has the potential to give us
the answers the Gyrgon need. And to possess The Pearl I must first
have the Ring of Five Dragons. You must find it for me." Eleusis shook his head. "The Pearl is the most
sacred artifact of the Kundalan—a gift from the Great Goddess
Müna. If it exists, if it were to be found, it belongs to them." "I must have the Ring and The Pearl. I strongly
urge you to rethink your response." Eleusis felt chilled to his marrow. "I will not
betray the Kundalan." "You are V'ornn, regent," Nith Sahor said
with ire. "I should not have to remind you of that." "I will not betray Giyan." "That is your final answer?" "It is my only answer." He choked as the fearsome Gyrgon drew him so close
that they were against one another. Nith Sahor smelled of clove oil
and burnt musk. He put his mouth beside Eleusis' ear and whispered
fiercely, "You have shown me what is most precious to you. You
have made your decision. Honorable or foolhardy, which is it?" Eleusis found that he was trembling. He stood mutely
before the Gyrgon, as if on trial. In the next beat of his hearts, he
found himself back outside the front gate to the Temple of Mnemonics.
Nith Sahor's words continued to reverberate inside him. He looked up
at the swirling turrets and giddy parapets of the Temple. Was
anything the Gyrgon said the truth? Or were they clever lies to trap
a suspect regent? Why would a Gyrgon entrust secrets to someone
outside his caste? He wouldn't. Perhaps he had been hypnotized after
all. What we have here, regent, is a test—a test of your
ability—or perhaps your desire—to trust. What was
the game and how was it being played? How was he to know? "Regent?" He looked over, saw Kinnnus Morcha's concerned
expression. "Regent, is anything amiss? How went the
Summoning?" You have shown me what is most precious to you. "Routine, Kinnnus," he said, mounting his
hoverpod. "I can't imagine why I was Summoned." Kinnnus Morcha grunted. "Typical." He
started up his vehicle. "What's that saying about Gyrgon logic?
It takes three lifetimes to discover there isn't any!" Oculus Why did you do it?" Annon asked. "This
display of your sorcery could get you into trouble with my father's
enemies." "I care not for myself. I did it to protect
Eleusis," she said. "So his enemies would think twice about
moving against him." "Can you see what they are up to?" he said
eagerly. "Not unless they use Kundalan sorcery against
him." She laughed. "Don't you want to know how I
did it?" "Oh, I think I can guess that part." Giyan seemed pleased. "Can you now?" It was just past dusk. They were walking through
streets packed with V'ornn and Kundalan on their way from hingatta
lüina do mori to the regent's palace. It was a short walk, but
the scrutiny they were given by passersby made it seem longer than it
was. Tuskugggun shopkeepers suspended their haggling, customers
ceased their bargain-hunting. Burly Mesagggun, their sweat-streaked,
muscled arms still smeared with grease and lubricating oil, coming
off shift from tending the huge, complex V'ornn generators, poked
each other and leered. Bashkir hurrying to or from business
appointments, slowed and stared. Kundalan drovers, leading small
herds of cthauros, the handsome, six-legged animals the
V'ornn—especially the Khagggun—loved to ride, rose in
their saddles, pausing long enough to comment to each other on the
regent's mistress and son. "You see?" Annon said under his breath.
"Word has already spread about how you bested Kurgan in the
contest." "Word could not have spread about how
I won," she said with the faint smile he had come to know better
even than his father's perpetually furrowed brow. She threw a slim
arm across his shoulders. "Only you and I know that secret, eh?" Annon, imagining all those tiny, pale cilia brushing
his hairless skin, shuddered beneath the slight weight. He looked
away, to keep his mind occupied. Of course, there were those who paid
them no mind: lines of Kundalan slaves, grimy, backs bent from their
long stint working the mines in the foothills of the Djenn Marre.
Periodically, the V'ornn paraded them through the streets of the city
both to reinforce their superiority and to further demoralize the
Kundalan. It was a dirty job extracting minerals from rock, so he had
heard. These rail-thin Kundalan were aware of nothing save their own
exhaustion. They deserved their fate: most of them had been in the
Kundalan resistance, had been captured attempting acts of murder,
arson, sabotage. And yet, oddly, when he saw them, saw the expression
of pain on Giyan's face, he understood, and felt something, too, stir
inside him. The same sense of shame he had experienced when Kurgan
had grabbed the Kundalan girl. "But why did you challenge Kurgan to
the contest?" he said suddenly, wanting to tear his mind away
from such thoughts. "And outside, as well, where so many people
could see?" "Was that wrong? Will your father punish me?" "Of course it was wrong! Of course he will
punish youl" Annon hissed. "Isn't it bad enough that you
won't wear the sifeyn? Now you insist on displaying Kundalan sorcery
in public! You could have caused a riot! You could have been hurt!" "I'm touched by your concern," she said,
as they continued along the street. "Perhaps I allowed my
emotions to get the better of me." "Kurgan won't forget it, that I can tell you.
He ran out of the hingatta as if he had a N'Luuura-hound nipping at
his tender parts." They were about to turn a corner when Giyan put an
arm out, held Annon back. A caravan of crimson-and-black Genomatekk
hoverpods. The were heading south, flying very low to the ground.
Khagggun hoverpods bracketed the caravan in front and behind. "What's going on?" Annon asked her. He saw
that her face had gone pale. She had pulled him back into the shadows of a silk
merchant's doorway. Lengths of finely spun colored cloth fluttered
like flags in the skylit interior. Pedestrians, V'ornn and Kundalan
alike, had moved to the side to make way for the caravan. "The babies have been rounded up again." A
terrible sadness tinged Giyan's voice. "What babies?" Annon watched the sleek
vehicles moving away, the surf of the crowd closing in around its
wake, going about its business. Giyan signed to him, and they continued on their way
toward the regent's palace. "The babies of violence," she said when he
prompted her again. "The consequence of the Kundalan females who
have been raped by Kha-gggun." They went past a Kundalan female,
spinning wrygrass into baskets. They smelled sweet and fermented.
There were only a few coins in her pay cup. "Some get pregnant.
Each Khagggun pack keeps track of their conquests; it seems to be a
matter of no little pride. But there is another reason for the strict
accounting. Periodically, they return, make note of the females on
their lists who are pregnant. They return again at the proper time to
take their babies. The Khagggun ship them back here, where they are
held in the Gyrgon Temple of Mnemonics until they are six months old.
Then the Genomatekks are summoned and the children are taken to
Receiving Spirit, the hospice near Har-borside." "What happens to them there?" "No one knows," she said softly,
sorrowfully. "Not even the resistance." "Why do you care about them? They are freaks." "I care about all life, Annon." But he could tell that she had not told him what was
in her heart. He was about to order her to tell him when his
attention was abruptly diverted. "There is a shadow about you, young sir,"
a thin, reedy voice cried. An old Kundalan seer had set himself up on the next
corner. Across the top of his makeshift stall was a colorful banner
that read: THE THIRD EYE SEES ALL. These self-proclaimed seers lately
flourished inside the city's walls. Their so-called abilities came
from their affinity with the potent and mysterious psychotropic drug,
salamuuun. Though he was with a customer, the seer's head turned at
the couple's approach. His night-black eyes had homed in on Annon. He called out the same phrase again, and Giyan
answered back sharply, "Keep your tongue in your head if you
know what is good for you, old one. This is the regent's firstborn." "I have seen you," the seer said. It
appeared as if he had slipped into a trance. "You have been
marked by the Ancient One. The scar runs right through you." "I told you to keep still!" Giyan's
fingers gripped Annon's shoulders, propelling him around the seer,
toward the slender towers of the palace, their tops caught in the
lingering rays of the dying sun. "I see death, death and more death!" the
seer cried after them. "Only the equilateral of truth can save
you!" "Ignore him," Giyan said. "But what did he mean?" Annon asked. "It is nonsense." Giyan picked up the pace
in order to put as much space as possible between them and the old
Kundalan. "Only fools concern themselves with nonsense." They reached the regent's palace, at last. Just
within the cyclopean jasper-and-bronze outer gates, they were halted
by the outer ring of Haaar-kyut. They wore purple uniforms made of a
nonreflective silicon polymer, a typical V'ornn material that was as
practical as it was es-thetically dead. Platinum markings of rank
were affixed to sleeve and collar. In a society where caste was
worshiped, the prominent display of rank among the Khagggun was
everything, a sure sign that Order was being maintained. Security was so tight Giyan had to submit her
okuuut, even though she was in and out of the palace several times a
day and was with the regent's son and heir. An oblong screen glowed
pale blue as a Haaar-kyut named Frawn pressed the palm of Giyan's
left hand to a tertium-copper alloy plate. She could feel a slight
tingling. A row of red characters—a mathematical formula unique
to her and unduplicatable, she had learned—appeared on the
screen, running in a spiral inside out. Another Gyrgon attempt at
reducing life into an understandable, and therefore easily
manipulated, pattern. "Cleared," Frawn said, freeing her. "Tell me something," Giyan said. "What
do you expect to see when I am screened?" "I am trained not to expect anything, to
anticipate everything." "How horrid!" she cried. Annon grinned behind the back of his hand. "Do you not know me by now?" she pressed. "You are Kundalan," he said in all
seriousness. "How could I be expected to know you?" His
gaze slid away from her, and he nodded formally to Annon. "You
may continue." "Thank Müna!" Giyan said
sardonically, though only she saw Frawn wink at her. They went down a hallway the V'ornn had deliberately
narrowed and made dim so that anyone passing through was observed
from unseen windows clad in V'ornn crystal recessed into the stone
walls. Light was such that you could only see what was directly in
front of you. "Kurgan needed a lesson in humility,"
Giyan said as if there had been no pause in their conversation. "He
thinks altogether too much of himself." "He's very smart." "Of that I have no doubt." They came to a thick-paneled door girdled by riveted
metal strips. It was guarded by Haaar-kyut of the inner ring. Again,
Giyan was obliged to be officially identified by her okuuut. Annon
wondered how much she minded being tagged like an animal in a
long-term experiment. While he waited, he studied with fascination
the Kundalan designs and sigils carved into the face of the door.
Once, he had asked Giyan why none of the Kundalan artwork was signed.
She had told him that artists and artisans both worked in the service
of the Great Goddess Müna and for their own satisfaction. "Tell me how I destroyed his bolt," she
said, switching to Kundalan. They had entered a small three-walled
antechamber that gave out onto an octagonal courtyard. This
exceptionally peaceful and pleasant space was surrounded by a loggia,
its sea-green tile roof supported by carved shanstone pillars, five
to a side. Above the courtyard, the indigo sky seemed to underscore
Müna's -diminished presence. A soft breeze stirred the fragrant
olive and rosemary trees that dotted the courtyard, lending
punctuation to the vivid colors of the rows of star-roses that were
Eleusis' passion. He had planted them himself on the day of his
coronation. Annon was grinning. "You didn't
destroy it." "I didn't. But everyone saw—" "Everyone saw what you wanted them to see."
Quick as an ice-hare he hooked a finger inside her sash, found the
knot, and undid it. As he whirled it off her Kurgan's bolt clattered
to the cold stone floor. "I knew it!" He picked it up, let
out a long whistling breath, twirled it around like a prize. "You
palmed it while everyone's attention was on the illusion of the
vine." "Well done!" Giyan was cloaked in her
smile. "But what about the tree? What happened to the wound the
bolt made in it?" When Annon frowned he looked very like his father.
"Well, to be honest, that part has me stumped." She laughed and ran her fingers over his long,
tapering, yellowish skull. "I am gratified I can still hold some
secrets from you." He handed her the bolt. "Would you teach me how
to heal wounds?" "It is Osoru, Kundalan sorcery, Annon,"
she said in her most serious tone. "For a V'ornn, dangerous
knowledge." "But I'd be careful! I swear I would!" "And what would you do with this knowledge, I
wonder?" Giyan asked, as they strode along the loggia. Upon the inner walls were wondrously delicate
Kundalan frescoes depicting the origins of Kundala. Here was Müna,
floating alone in the Cosmos; here was the Great Goddess, gathering
the cosmic material from which She birthed the Five Sacred Dragons;
there they formed the endless Mandela, tip of fiery crescent tongue
to tip of scaly tail, caught up in the Dance of Creation, the planet
Kundala forming to Müna's specifications; and there, when they
were finished with the world, they obeyed her final command and,
exhaling all at once, fabricated the most holy and sacred object in
the Kundalan universe: The Pearl. The sole oddity was a panel in the
lower right-hand corner. Either it had been damaged or defaced during
the first days of V'ornn occupation. In any event, the images on it
were unrecognizable. He traced faint lines on the wall, added his
own, drawing out of his imagination great beasts that seemed so
ferocious but were tame to his touch and voice. Annon pointed to the panel. "Do you have any
idea what was meant to be shown here?" he asked. Giyan barely glanced it. "We are late,"
she said curtly. "But surely you must know." "We have no time for idle speculation. Your
father will be cross with me if I do not bring you directly to him,
Annon." "When I was younger I was sure it showed beasts
that frightened everyone but protected me." She looked at him curiously for a moment. "There
used to be a depiction of the Rappa, sorcerous creatures, always at
Müna's right hand." "Why weren't they restored like the rest of the
fresco? Did the artists forget to put them back in?" Giyan sighed. "Legend has it that the Rappa
were responsible for Mother's death here in this very palace, on the
day the V'ornn arrived. Among the Ramahan, they are despised now,
expunged from our lore and our teachings. But, then, from what I
gather there have been many changes in the Sacred Scripture since
Mother's death." He cocked his head, suddenly attuned to her voice
and expression. "You do not believe the Rappa are evil?" "No, I don't. But, then, I have many strange
notions, Annon." She smiled. "No doubt because I have lived
so long among you V'ornn." He put his hand on the blank space as if he were
able to feel something no one else could. "I don't think they're
evil, either." Once again, she gave him that familiar look of
curiosity. He never knew quite what to make of it, or how to respond.
It was as if she were looking at another person altogether. "Would
you like to see what a Rappa looks like?" "Would I?" he said excitedly. Giyan took his hand from the blank space and
replaced it with hers. When she took it away, the fresco had been
completed. There were two small furry creatures with six legs, long
bushy tails, intelligent eyes, and tapering snouts. "How did you do that?" he asked. Giyan laughed softly. They turned a corner, continued to circumnavigate
the garden. This was something Giyan always did with him when she
brought him to the palace. Mostly, they spoke not a word during this
walk; sometimes he was bored, impatient to see his father. Always, it
appeared to him as if Giyan was deep in alien meditation or prayer,
which engendered in him a dizzying sense of dislocation, as if for a
moment he was somewhere else. It heightened his awareness, as if he
could sense a rustling of unseen things, whispers of ancient days,
perhaps, the ghosts of Kun-dalan past. Being here was, for him, like
being lost in a dream—the strange and familiar blending into
something new. Abruptly, she turned to him. "You have not
answered me. What would you do with your sorcerous knowledge?" "I would become invincible," he said.
"Why, there would be no fight I couldn't win." "An excellent reason to withhold such knowledge
from you! Have you no—" She paused and, gripping his arm,
turned him to face her. "What is it?" she asked. "Nothing," he lied. That damned wound he
had received from the gyreagle was like a live flame beneath his
skin. When he had bent down to pick up Kurgan's bolt he had felt a
surge of pain, and now it would not let up. "Do not lie to me, Annon," she said
sternly. "You are hurt."
"I am not hurt," he cried. He had switched
to V'ornn, which he always did when he was cross at her. He could not
allow her to discover what had happened down by the creek. He and
Kurgan had sworn the seigggon— She pulled aside his jacket, saw the turquoise blood
seeping through his silk blouse. "Ah, Müna! How long were
you planning to hide this from me?" "Till N'Luuura is consumed in flames." he
blurted, disgusted to be caught in the lie. She slapped him across the face. "Don't you
know how precious you are to your father? To me? If something should
happen to you—" "What?" he cried. "What would happen?
Would my father grieve? Would you cry? Oh, yes. Because it would be the end
of the Ashera Dynasty. As long as a son is born to a sitting regent,
the power is passed from father to son. But if I were to die, who
would succeed my father? The Gyrgon would choose another house,
another dynasty to rule for them. So, yes, my father would grieve for
the end of his dynasty, and you would cry because my father would
turn his wrath on you. He would kill you in a flash for failing him,
for letting me die!" Something strange and, perhaps, forbidden flickered
behind Giyan's whistleflower-blue eyes, and she pulled him close.
"Oh, my dear, how very wrong you are in what you say. You must
understand that—" She stopped at the quick tramp of boot soles against
the quartzite floor and Annon could feel the infinitesimal tremor run
through her as if he were inside her. "Little regent, your father sent me to fetch
you as soon as you arrived." The rich resounding basso of
Line-General Kinnnus Morcha echoed along the loggia like thunder down
a gorge. As he came up, his wide intelligent eyes drank Annon in,
analyzed his position and posited a theory. "Is anything amiss?
Has the regent's heir taken ill?" "No, Line-General," Giyan said in her
meekest voice. "But he is tired. He and his friend, Kurgan, were
out all day hunting." "Aha, hunting!" Kinnnus Morcha boomed, not
once looking at her or addressing her. "Were I so fortunate as
you, Annon. But, alas, I am stuck here inside this miserable
fairyland of a building with so much light and air and open space I
find that I must work harder to deliver the level of security
required." Out of the corner of his eye, he watched for telltale
signs in Giyan that his ill-disguised barbs had hit home. Annon knew
that she would not give him the satisfaction, and he felt a curious
pride in her. "I long for the hunt!" Kinnnus Morcha
boomed. "You can understand that, eh?" He clapped Annon on
the back, making him wince against Giyan's breast. Kinnnus Morcha was
a monstrously large man, even by V'ornn standards. Giyan was not a
short woman, and yet the top of her head barely came up to Kinnnus
Morcha's breastbone. Not that you could see his breastbone. It and
everything surrounding it was sheathed in an alloy armor finely
worked with aspects of the forbidding countenance of Enlil. "One
day I myself will take you hunting, high up in the Djenn Marre, and
if luck is with us we will bring back a per-willon!" "Thank you, Line-General." "Ah-ha, think nothing of it, little regent!"
He clapped his huge hand around Annon's shoulder with such force that
the boy bit his lip in order not to cry out. "And now I think
you two had better be off. The regent awaits you in his chambers." "Would you really go with the Line-General on
his hunt?" Giyan asked, as they ascended the Great Staircase up
to the second story. Annon winced a little and tried to hide it from her.
"To hunt per-willon? Of course" "Perwillon are nasty, unpredictable creatures."
Giyan shook her head. "I do not think your father would permit
you to hunt such a dangerous animal." "I have had my Channeling," he said
shortly. "I am not a child, you know." She smiled and, with her warm hand on his back,
whisked him down the balcony, through a secret aperture in the wall
that led to the living quarters without having to go through the
Great Listening Hall. They emerged onto another balcony, -fiarrower
but no less filled with light. Huge skylights opened the area to the
heavens, washing the walls in vivid late-afternoon light. It was only
after they had passed the door to his father's quarters that he asked
her where they were going. "Did you imagine that I would bring you to
Eleusis with blood all over you?" "Don't exaggerate. I told you it was nothing." "And did you really expect me to believe you?"
But she seemed gratified that he had switched back to Kundalan. She took him through a door half-hidden in the
shadows near the far end of the balcony and into the suite of rooms
Eleusis had given her. Here, all was as it had been before the V'ornn
occupation. He could smell the faint olfactory aftershocks of her
incense: orangesweet and mugwort. She lit some now, then she
carefully peeled off his jacket and blouse, parts of which were stuck
to his rent skin. She grew these odoriferous herbs and strange, ugly
mushrooms, he knew, in the secret garden she had somehow cajoled his
father into setting aside for her. He grew angry with her over this
intimate privilege no Kundalan should ever have been allowed, in part
to inure himself from the fright in her eyes as she took in the mass
of dried indigo blood surrounding the wounds, the slow turquoise ooze
of fresh blood from the center. "This is what you call nothing?" Without another word, she guided him onto an oddly
designed bent-wood chair that put him in a reclining position. He was
about to protest when he yelped in pain. Giyan's face blanched as she gently spun off the
blood-soaked tour- niquet Kurgan had fashioned from his blouse.
"Goddess in Heaven, what have you done to yourself?" Her
delicate fingertips gently explored the wounds. Annon bit his lip.
"Were you in a fight?" Giyan asked. "Was Kurgan hurt
as well?" Annon turned his head away and made no comment. She moved closer. "There is something stuck in
the wound, deep down. Your side is purple and puffy. I believe it is
infected." "Fix it, then, with your sorcery," he
ordered, angry at her for finding out about his wound. She stood for a moment, hands on hips, regarding
him. Then she went to a huge heartwood armoire worked with complex
Kundalan patterns. She rummaged around inside until she found what
she wanted. Pulling out a leather bag, she plopped it onto the floor
beside him. "Goddess knows what would have happened had I
not suspected something was amiss." "Oh, yes," he said, staring at the
filigreed ceiling, "you are all-knowing and all-wise." She knew better than to argue with him when he got
into one of his moods. She took out mortar and pestle, bags of roots
and vines, dried flowers and fruit unfamiliar to him. Despite his
resentment he found himself captivated by the sure and deft manner in
which she broke, shredded, poured, sifted, measured ingredients into
the mortar. He wanted to ask her what each ingredient was and why she
was using it, but a sheet of anger had formed like ice over his
hearts. It was so familiar and comforting that he would not break it
even to make himself feel better. She began to grind the contents of the mortar with
the pestle, then stopped. "I need fresh datura inoxia for
Annon's wound," she muttered to herself, and rose. "I must
run down to the garden. I will not be long." She summoned a
spell of healing. "Stay still, breathe deeply and slowly until I
return." Alone, he continued to stare at the ceiling,
wondering why he should be angry at her. Perhaps she was
overprotective of him, but that was clearly the mission his father
had given her. And as for his wound, well, it did pain him more than
slightly. He would be glad to have it healed. Resolving to be kinder
to her when she returned, he moved stiffly and expelled a tiny groan. All at once, he stiffened and his eyes refocused on
the room. That smell. . . what was it? He sniffed—bitterroot,
that was itl Pungent bit- terrootl Where was it coming from? Was
Giyan brewing up yet another concoction in the other room? No, it was
coming from out on the balcony. Slowly, stiffly, painfully he got out of the
bentwood chair. Bare-chested, he padded silently across the room and
out the door. On the narrow balcony, he looked this way and that. It
was deserted. On the other hand, the odor of bitterroot was stronger. He looked around. The setting sun caused shafts of
light the color of pomegranates to penetrate the lower quarter of the
skylights. They hung in the air like tapestries, burnishing the
fluted ammonwood handrails, staining the swath of carpet that ran the
length of the balcony, firing a thin sliver of the wall. Curious, Annon padded down to the very end of the
balcony. Sunlight dazzled a small strip of metal he had never noticed
before. Here, the wall was not flat; the reflective metal jutted out
perhaps a millimeter or two. He grasped it and pulled, almost ripping
a nail clean off as his fingers slid off the slick surface. He got a
better hold of the metal strip, applied a steady pressure, and felt
it move. A wedge of the wall swiveled silently out. A'hidden doorway
opened up, like the one Giyan and he had used to get to the living
wing of the palace. Except this one was unknown to him. Sucking on
his torn nail, he poked his head into the aperture. Velvet darkness
engulfed the interior, but the odor of bitterroot was almost
nauseating in its intensity. He took a deep breath of the fresher air
on the balcony and stepped through into the darkness. He stretched out his arms and encountered solid
objects: walls. From this evidence, he deduced that he was in a
narrow corridor. He moved forward cautiously, but still he tripped
down the first three steps and only a desperate grasp at the thin,
cold metal handrail saved him from plunging headfirst into the abyss.
The staircase spiraled down like the inside of a muodd shell. The
pitch-black air was chill, acrid as silicon, laced as it was by the
bitterroot smell. He continued his descent until he came to a
minuscule triangular landing. From here, the staircase branched off
in three directions. He squatted down, felt around. The treads were
of equal width; there was nothing to distinguish one from the other.
Lacking a definitive clue as to which way to head, he chose the right
branch. He could scent the bitterroot and was congratulating himself
on his luck when something made him stop dead in his tracks. He felt something, though he could not say what. The
skin of his tender parts prickled in warning. A strange pulse had been set off inside him.
Somewhere, not far below him, something waited, something dark, vast,
rippling. Terrifying. He stood very still, his hearts hammering in
his chest. He could not say why, but he knew he could not
continue. The sense of danger was overwhelming. He began to back up,
almost cried out as the back of his ankle struck the tread just
above. He bit his lip. That strange pulse returned, stronger than
ever. It was localized now beneath his ribs—from the very spot
where the gyreagle had embedded its talon in his flesh. It felt as if
the talon were on fire, pulsing to a rhythm far faster than his own
double pulse. He moved back up the stairs, careful to lift his
feet high enough to reach the succession of ascending treads. All the
while, his eyes frantically tried to part the heavy curtain of
darkness. Then he had regained the small landing. He was
panting, sweat poured off him, but oddly his wound—or, more
accurately, the embedded gyreagle talon—had ceased its frantic
pulsing. Without thought, he plunged down the central staircase as
fast as his legs would pump. A faint patch of dark grey seemed to
wash the outer wall of the staircase, one moment real, the next
seeming illusory. Perhaps it was his haste that caused him to miss the
last tread. He went over the edge, his hands grasped for the handrail
that was not there, and he found himself hurtling down a spiral
chute. He tried to scream, but the sound stuck in his throat like a
milk-nettle. The grey patch of light grew in volume and intensity
until it filled the chute with a blinding glare. Then, all at once,
Annon was spat from the chute. He fell through the air for a space of
perhaps three meters, only to land on a dank and musty stone floor. As he rubbed his aches and bruises, he sat up and
took a look around. He was in what appeared to be one of several
interlinked caverns hewn out of the bedrock below the palace. At
regular intervals around the rough rock walls, he saw beautifully
fluted metal holders for pitch torches. A few held the remnants of
such torches, but none was lit. Nevertheless, light fell upon him
from high above. He craned his neck and saw an enormous oculus—a
thick-paned window of an odd crystal in the shape of an eye which,
Giyan had told him, had been made eons ago in a sorcerous fashion. He scrambled up. Dead ahead of him was a cyclopean
door, but one unlike any he had ever seen before. For one thing, it
appeared to be made of solid rock. For another, it was perfectly
round. In its center was a circular medallion with a wave motif into
which was carved the mysterious figure of a dragon, just like the one
upstairs he used to play with. He remembered putting his hand into
its carven mouth. This one was curled into a circle, its head facing
outward, its jaws hinged open. He stared at this terrifying and
beautiful creature, powerfully drawn to it in some way he could not
understand. He put his hands out, feeling its surfaces, tracing the
intricate patterns of runes that covered it. He wished Giyan was
there to translate for him. But perhaps she wouldn't. These looked
like sorcerous symbols, similar to the ones in her cor-hide book, the
one he had glanced through from time to time. Not that it had done
him any good, he had no idea of the meaning of even a single rune
since they were not Kundalan. And yet he kept coming back to the
book, sneaking peeks at it whenever he was certain that he would not
get caught. His fingers kept following the engraved lines like a
blind person learning to read. All at once, the round door rolled back into a
previously hidden niche. It happened so swiftly, so silently he had
no time to react. The light the oculus let in did not extend beyond
the door. It was as if the darkness beyond was aqueous, the air
swirling with thick eddies that smelled of the sea. A stirring from
within, something huge, grotesque, monstrous. He felt a pulsing
beneath his ribs at the point where the talon was lodged, but it was
of a wholly different nature than when he had felt it on the stairs
above. The moment the pulsing began, the angle of the light
penetrating the oculus seemed to shift, sending a shaft of pearly
light through the doorway. Annon felt it strike the back of his head
with a kind of heat. Then it had shot beyond him, illuminating the
thing that stood just inside the open door. Annon had a quick glimpse of a floor littered with
bones, skulls, tatters of Kundalan clothing. Then his gaze was
riveted on the creature. It was so alien, his brain could scarcely
take it in: it appeared to be six-legged, with a long, tapering,
reptilian skull, horns that whirled like waterspouts, huge, sinuous
sea-green body, long coral talons, gleaming teeth of pearl that
protruded out beyond the silhouette of its head. Its powerful
uppermost appendages were attached along their upper surfaces to a
thin-veined membrane, triangular as a sail, moving like spindrift,
gleaming prismatically. A long tail whipped back and forth like surf
against a rocky shore. These were brief but vivid impressions, taken in
during the instant before one of the uppermost appendages reached
out, grabbed him around the waist, and drew him quickly over the
threshold into the inner cavern. In the wink of an eye, the door
rolled shut, they were engulfed in the darkness, and Annon lost
consciousness. Starlight,
Starbright The only good Kundalan is a dead Kundalan."
Having thus delivered this precis defining his core philosophy, Prime
Factor Sto-gggul beckoned the Khagggun into his office suite. Though
it was housed in a building of Kundalan manufacture, the interior
space was wholly V'ornn. There were few windows, and those that did
exist were fitted with a dark brown composite of silicon crystal with
fiber-optic cables running through the panes. The space was lighted at regular intervals by the
cool bluish glow of teardrop fusion-lamps that illuminated not only
the contents of the rooms but also a side to the Prime Factor's
personality. Every geometric chair, desk, carpet, silicon case was
arranged at right angles to one another. There was a severe and
uncompromising symmetry: two of everything so that one-half of each
room was the mirror image of the opposite half. The spines of each
silicon wafer that contained books, charts, account ledgers, as well
as plays, historical and philosophical texts were aligned just so.
And there was another revelation illuminated: none of the rooms
contained a knickknack, curio, memento, holoimage, or the like,
nothing insofar as any visitor could see of his private life. It was
as if his rank was on display as the sum and substance of Wennn
Stogggul. The Khagggun stood still as a sentry in a pool of
shadow between fusion lamps. Stogggul looked up from the holomap of Kundala that
hung in the air above his massive copper-and-chronosteel desk. Blue,
green, amber, black geometric shapes delineated continents, oceans,
mountains, rivers, forests, swamps, deserts, cities. "Lead-Major"—he
snapped his fingers in an irritated fashion—"what is your
name again?" "Frawn, Prime Factor," said the Haaar-kyut
who had screened Giyan just hours ago. "Ah, yes, Frawn," Stogggul said in a tone
of voice that conferred his distaste for the name. "Have you a
fear of being close to me?" "No, Prime Factor." "Then approach." Stogggul curled a
forefinger. "Despite rumors to the contrary, I won't bite.
Much." He laughed. Frawn licked his lips and entered the room. As he
did so, Stogggul passed a hand across the holomap, simultaneously
dissolving it and building another. "Do you know what this is, Frawn?" "Yes, Prime Factor. It is an architectural
schemata of the regent's palace." The sleeve of Stogggul's ceremonial black and
crimson-trimmed robes rode back, revealing his platinum okummmon.
"Very good." He was a heavyset V'ornn, with a massive
frontal ridge to his skull that gave him a brooding, forbidding air
even when he was laughing, which, admittedly, was not often. His son
had inherited his dark eyes and almost obsessive intensity, but
Stogggul radiated power as fearfully as a Khagggun Star-Admiral. He
had»ia way of fixing you with his gaze, as if you were under
surveillance. In this way, he intuited those he could intimidate and
those with whom he needed to curry favor. Lead-Major Frawn was most
definitely in the former category. Stogggul looked from the hologram to the Lead-Major.
"Tell me, Frawn, is there anything about the palace defenses you
have failed to pass on to me?" Frawn walked slowly around the schemata so that he
could view it from all sides, but he seemed preoccupied. Finally, he
ventured: "I do not believe I can add anything further—" Stogggul held up a square-cut hand. "Take your
time, Lead-Major. There is no penalty for forgetfulness, only for
willful disobedience." Frawn swallowed hard. "Well, there is one
thing, though it would not be visible in this schemata. I heard a
story, told to me moments before I left the palace. It concerns the
regent's mistress." "The Kundalan skcettta." The Prime
Factor's hand cut through the air as if it were a shock-sword. "I
am uninterested in animal behavior." Frawn was silent for a moment. "From what I
heard, this is most extraordinary." He hesitated, and Stogggul
nodded. "I suppose on this night of all nights I should
hear everything. Proceed." "The mistress was in a contest with your son." "Which one?" "Kurgan, Prime Factor." Frawn licked his
lips again. "Kurgan shot a bolt from his okummmon which hit a
qwawd's-eye. The mistress then used a Kundalan bow to fire an arrow
up into the air." Stogggul could not help grunting in derision. "The arrow embedded itself in the ground in
front of the tree," Frawn continued. "It magically grew a
vine, which climbed the tree and ate the V'ornn bolt completely." The Prime Factor's face grew blue with blood.
"Lead-Major, why are you wasting my time with this nonsense?" "Perhaps the Kundalan protects the regent with
this selfsame sorcery," he said. "At least that is what I
have heard." Stogggul gave a dismissive gesture.
"Tuskugggun-speak! In a very short time, the Kundalan skcettta
and her putative sorcery will be of no import." He ran his hands
lovingly over the holoimage. "Because we move tonight." Prawn's eyes flicked up. "Tonight, Prime
Factor?" "Now. As we speak. My pack of Khagggun is on
its way." "But I am unprepared." Stogggul frowned. "One should never be
unprepared, Frawn." "I had no warning." "Warning? Should I warn you every time I wipe
my tender parts?" Stogggul tossed his head. "Go with all
due haste to the main barracks and requisition an ion cannon, then
return to the palace and see to your final preparations." Frawn came to attention. "Yes, Prime Factor! At
once!" He hurried out beneath the gargoylelike glare of the
powerful Bashkir. Stogggul peered at the schemata, cleared his throat.
In a moment, another figure emerged through an open doorway to a room
in which all the fusion lamps had been shut down. "Nervous as a Looorm with her first customer."
Stogggul did not take his eyes off the hologram. "Do you still
trust him?" Line-General Kinnnus Morcha strode across the room.
"That 'warning' concerning the Kundalan skcettta." He gave
a curt nod. "He is the regent's eyes, all right." He headed
for the door through which Frawn had come and gone. His hand closed
into a fist. "I will take care of him myself before he leaves
your residence." "I would prefer that you didn't." The Line-General paused and turned back. "I beg
your pardon?" "Blood in my house?" Stogggul shook his
head. "No, that will not do." He came around, viewed the
schemata from the opposite side. "Besides, I believe there is a
better way to handle the Lead-Major, a way that will be more to our
benefit." "In my caste we execute traitors." "This is the cusp of a new age."
Stogggul's eyes rose slowly to take in the Khagggun. "I told you
when we first agreed to join forces that nothing short of
annihilating the entire Ashera family would do. Once we commence, we
are committed. If we fail, if we are caught, we are the ones who will
surely be executed. It is all or nothing with us, yes? Here is the
nexus of our alliance: I become regent, establish my dynasty, and you
and all Khagggun are elevated to Great Caste status." "What about the Gyrgon? You never explained how
you will ensure that they will choose you." "Line-General, you of all Khagggun should
appreciate the value of knowing only as much as you need to know." "The Bashkir have a saying, do they not?
'Knowledge is power.' Between us, it is a matter of… well, I
would say faith, but that word has not been in fashion for
many sidereal cycles. So I suppose I must substitute the word trust." The Prime Factor nodded. "We are in accord. If
we cannot trust each other, then, sadly, we are nothing.'" "Trust does not come easy to a Khagggun,"
Kinnnus Morcha said, thinking suddenly of his last conversation with
Eleusis Ashera. "To a Bashkir, either. Remember now, Eleusis
Ashera must not be killed, not right away. I must get control of the
salamuuun trade. That secret is locked away inside his head. By dawn
you will unearth it for me, even if he is driven mad in the process." Kinnnus Morcha showed long, yellowed teeth. "As
the sysal boweth before the snow, so the old order boweth before the
new." He gave a peremptory jerk of his head. "I had better
return to the palace before my absence is noticed." "Starlight, starbright…" Stogggul
said. The Line-General cocked his head. "Prime
Factor?" "Oh, it is the beginning of a song my mother
sang to me when I was a child. It is not known to you?" "It is not." "Ah, perhaps it was only for the Great Castes,
then." Stogggul was silent a long time. When he spoke again, it
was in an odd, lilting tenor wholly unlike his normal voice:
"Starlight, starbright, in your light I sleep tonight/Guide our
way, build our might/Between the gulfs of airless night." Stogggul made a scooping gesture with his hand and
the schemata of the regent's palace disappeared into his fist. He
strode to where Kinnnus Morcha stood and grasped his wrist as an
equal. "About the Lead-Major…" He leaned in, put his
lips against the other's ear, whispered to him. Then he pulled back
and in his deep voice, he said: "May the starlight fall on both
of us this night, Line-General, as we take our great leap into a new
and glorious future!" It was not until he was safely back inside the
regent's palace that Lead-Major Frawn suspected that he was being
followed. Of all the Haaar-kyut, he had been chosen by the Kundalan
mistress to be the regent's eyes and ears among the traitors who had
gathered around Prime Factor Stogggul's black-and-crimson skirts.
Giyan had chosen well, for she had seen in Frawn that which his
superiors had not: a V'ornn with keen intellect and fierce hearts,
who nonetheless was born to the wrong caste. To protect himself, he
had formed this decidedly dull exterior so that none of his superior
officers would ever ask too much of him. He had invoked the
reputation of being straightforward and utterly reliable. He was also
as nondescript as a V'ornn could get, which is why Prime Factor
Stogggul had singled him out to turn traitor. He was, however,
ignorant of Kinnnus Morcha's treachery, and this lack would, finally,
be his undoing. This suspicion of being followed was the first
inkling he had that things were amiss. Now he wondered whether he had
been followed from the time he left the Prime Factor's residence. He
had been so anxious to deliver his news to the Kundalan mistress who
was his contact that he had not been as careful as he should have
been. Cursing himself, he strode down the hallway toward the great
staircase to the second story. Instead of mounting the staircase, as he had
planned, he went around it. He held the ion cannon close to his side,
comforted by its weight. Night had gripped Kundala in its winged
embrace. Moonrise had yet to commence, but the spray of stars seen
through the openings delivered an icy, glittering light that mingled
uneasily with that thrown off by the fusion lamps. Giving the
impression that he was making his way to the Haaar-kyut auxiliary
barracks, he turned abruptly down a shadow-filled passageway, went up
two short flights of stairs to the gallery that overlooked the
regent's Great Listening Hall. He went swiftly and silently along the
rear of the gallery, keeping to the shadows as best he could. He
stopped often to listen for the muffled footfalls he was certain he
heard behind him. Midway along the gallery, he paused long enough to
thumb a hidden latch the Kundalan mistress had described to him. A
slender section of the wall swiveled inward. The moment he stepped
through, he put his back against the door and shut it. Safe, he thought. He paused a moment to
collect his thoughts. He needed to make his rendezvous with the
Kundalan mistress, and he did not have much time. As she had
directed, he went three paces forward and two to the right. Putting
his hand out, he found the latch set flush in the wall and pushed
with his thumb. He stepped out into a hallway on the second story "You must tell me how you achieved that trick,"
Line-General Kinn-nus Morcha said. Frawn sucked in air as his hearts trip-hammered in
his chest. "Oh, you startled me, commandant." "What are you doing in the residence ring,
Lead-Major? And armed with an ion cannon, no less. Are you planning
to mount a coup?" "Of course not, sir!" Frawn flushed. "The
Kundalan mistress sent me to fetch—" "To fetch what?" Kinnnus Moreha stepped
closer. "Information?" Frawn was wide-eyed with terror. "Information,
commandant? I don't understand—Eh." The Line-General had slapped the ion cannon out of
his hands and was dragging him back into the hidden room. "Now
you listen to me, you slimy patch of filth, I'm onto what you have
been doing—shuttling back and forth between the palace and
Stogggul's residence. Do not insult me with denials. I myself have
seen you." He shook Frawn until his tender parts rattled
painfully. "What traitorous activities have you been brewing
with the Prime Factor?" "I … I have only been pretending to go
along with him. He plans a coup. This very night his men will steal
into the palace, kill the regent and his entire family. I am to man
the west-ring guard station so that I can let his cadre in. But I was
on my way to tell—" "The regent?" Kinnnus Morcha's grip
tightened. "The regent's mistress." "The Kundalan Looorm?" "Yes. She is my contact. I am late for our
rendezvous." "Ah. Then by all means let us go to her with
all due haste." The Line-General released his grip. "I
myself will escort you to her so that no traitor may interfere."
He grinned as they emerged back onto the residence-ring balcony. "Who
knows how many Wennn Stogggul has enlisted from the Haaar-kyut." Flooded with relief, Frawn nodded and led the way
down the corridor. He passed the door to the regent's quarters.
Behind him, Kinnnus Morcha's strong right arm twitched. They soon
came to shadowed doorways. At the second one, Frawn stopped. His
knuckles rapped out a soft set of taps. After an unaccountably long
time, the door opened a crack. With a roar, Kinnnus Morcha drew his double-bladed
shock-sword and ran it though Prawn's back. With a sharp crack like a
bolt of thunder, the ion-charged blades shattered his spinal column.
Morcha used his bulk like a battering ram, staving in the door as he
strode into the chamber. Instead of the Kundalan skcettta, he found
himself face-to-face with the regent. "Kinnnus—" he began, just as the
Line-General thrust his sword points into his neck. Blood gouted over
the carpet. "A quick death is my gift, regent. For all we
meant to each other. You were misguided, but you were fair in your
dealings with me and my Khagggun." Kinnnus Morcha stood over
Eleusis' body. "Your heirs will thank me. Wennn Stogggul would
have you tortured until you vomited up all your secrets. I have
spared you that indignity, at least, and hopefully kept a rein on his
power." Giyan, returning to her chambers after fetching the
datura inoxia, heard the commotion. Being in the garden at the time
of the attack had saved her. She screamed as Kinnnus Morcha swiped
sideways with his sword, severing Eleusis' head from the twitching
shoulders. The Line-General ran after her, stalking through the
rooms, his sword above his head, ready to deliver the death blow, but
she had vanished. With Eleusis' dripping head held before him like a
gruesome lantern, he went swiftly through each room of the apartment
without discovering where she had gone. "N'Luuura take her!" he cried in rage and
frustration. He stared into the regent's bloody face. Was it his
imagination or did it hold an expression of surprise and sadness?
N'Luuura take him, why had he fallen under the spell of that
bloody sorceress? Just then, he heard the sounds of armed combat, knew
that Wennn Stogggul's pack had made its way through the west-ring
door, whose guards he had killed upon returning to the palace. He ran back through the rooms and out onto the
balcony. It was imperative that he show himself, show those still
loyal to the regent that they were fighting for a ghost. It was over,
he knew—or would be as soon as they hoisted Annon's head
alongside that of his father. Nothing less would satisfy Prime Factor
Stogggul, for as long as Annon lived the Ashera Dynasty would remain
alive, and Stogggul's dream of ascending to the regent's chair would
be just that: a dream. As for his overweening desire for the
salamuuun trade, that would have to wait for another day. He rushed
down the balcony, joined members of Stogggul's Khagggun pack as they were battering down
the door to the regent's suite. "The regent is dead" he cried, holding
high the bloody head of Eleusis. "Now for the son. Fetch him so
that I may slay him with the same sword that felled his father." Spook! When he awoke, Annon had a headache the approximate
size and weight of a bull hindemuth. He lay in the underground
cavern, staring straight up at the oculus. For a moment, his mind was
blank, in self-defense perhaps, the way the body will go numb to
protect itself from the onset of pain. Then it all came flooding back
to him: the smell of bitterroot, the flight down the spiral
staircase, the near encounter with the unknown terror, then the chute
to the subterranean caverns, the round door opening and his
confrontation with—well, Enlil only knew what that thing was. And that was the last he remembered until awakening
here, drenched in the cool blue-green light from the fusion lamps in
the palace above, flowing through the oculus. All at once, he became
aware of a change in the light and, shielding his eyes, he rose up on
one elbow and stared upward. Through the translucent lens of the
oculus, he could make out the shadows of people, running this way and
that. As he watched, one of them fell, spread-eagled across one
section of the oculus. What was going on in the palace above? He rolled over, groaned as his pounding head
threatened to blind him. He closed his eyes for a moment, but the
vertigo made him gag. He opened his eyes, drew his legs beneath him,
and tried to stand. He keeled over, put the heel of his hand down to
cushion his fall, discovered a book lying on the stone floor. It was
small, bound in stained leather that looked very old. Surely, it had
not been there before. He picked it up and opened it. It was filled
with Kundalan writing—runes and symbols, lines of complex text
he could not read. He stashed the book in the waistband of his
trousers and slowly got to his feet, reeling a little. Gasping, he put his back against the round
Storehouse Door. The Kundalan runes seemed to sear his flesh. At
length, it dawned on him that he was outside the door and that it was
closed. Meters of solid rock now lay between him and the thing
that had grabbed him. What had it done .to him? What had it wanted?
Why was he here now on the other side of the door? All these
questions merely exacerbated his headache. He bent over, holding his
forehead in his hands while his entire body throbbed. Through the pain he heard his name being called. His
head snapped up, and he groaned in agony. Giyan's voice, shrill with
a hearts-wrenching edge of panic, came from what seemed a long way
off. The instant he answered her, he found her inside his head. She
began to guide him to her. He asked her what was wrong, but she only
urged him to hurry, hurry or it would be too late. Too late for
what? he asked her silently. Please, please, please hurry
The words swam in his head like frenzied fish, goading him on. He had expected her to direct him to a stairway up
to the main floor of the palace, but instead she directed him deeper
into the caverns. The farther he got from the oculus, the less light
there was. In darkness, he was obliged to rely entirehvon her
directions. He did not hesitate. It was a matter of faith—a
word she had taught him, one which he never had cause to test until
tonight. It was an odd thing, he thought as he stumbled onward, to
have such blind faith in someone—especially when that someone
was a Kundalan! For some reason, he remembered the Kundalan female he
and Kurgan had stumbled upon this afternoon down by the stream. His
mind's eye opened like a whistleflower to the sun, and it was as if
he were staring into her face again. He tried to discover what it was
that had passed between them, felt it, grabbed at it, found it just
out of reach. Then, as abruptly as it had appeared, the image
vanished, and he was engulfed in darkness again. Reach out your hand, Giyan's voice said in
his head. He did as she directed, felt her hand grasp his.
Then she had pulled him into a fierce embrace. "Thank Müna you are safe!" she
whispered. "Safe from what?" he asked. She admonished him to lower his voice as she led the
way. "Not what—who. Prime Factor Stogggul. He has moved
against your father." Annon's hearts contracted and he pulled up short.
"Then I must go to him. He will need my help." "That is impossible—" "No!" he jerked away from her, turned in
the blackness and started back the way they had come. "I will
not listen to you! What do you know, anyway? You are Kundalan!" "Annon!" she cried, her voice full of
terrible anguish. "Your father is beyond your help. He is dead—" "That's a lie!" Annon cried. "Kinnnus
Morcha would never allow—" "It was Morcha who slew him—Morcha the
traitor, seduced by a deal with Wennn Stogggul." "No, it can't be!" But he paused, thinking
of the commotion he had seen through the lens of the oculus, someone
falling, spread-eagled, possibly—no, probably—dead. "Ah,
N'Luuura take the enemies of the Ashera!" "Yes," she said with surprising venom.
"N'Luuura take them all!" He dug his knuckles into the ridges of his hairless
skull. "My father is… dead?" She came to him then and laid his head against her
breast, but he jerked away. "No! I'm not a little boy anymore. I am the
eldest Ashera. By the Law of Succession I am the regent now. I must
go back and command—" "You will not go back," Giyan said firmly.
"Stogggul's pack of Kha-gggun has joined with those Haaar-kyut
who follow Morcha. They control the palace now. Everyone loyal to
your father lies in a pool of blood—except you and me." "But I have a duty—" "Listen to me, Annon, at this very moment they
are scouring the palace for us. The Prime Factor is desperate to
destroy you because you are the only person standing in his way." "My sisters?" "Dead. As well as their children. All dead."
Her eyes leveled on him, and he could feel that intensity she brought
to his lessons. "Your duty now is to stay alive." "All of them dead?" He turned this way and
that. Tears stood quivering in the corners of his eyes, and he was
shamed. He turned to her. "Remember the seer?" He saw her
look. "The old V'ornn on the street corner. He said I that I
should beware. That I was marked by the Ancient One." "Nonsense. I told you." "Maybe he saw all this." His eyes were
open wide in shock and fear. "What am I to do? This is all
happening too fast." "Shock tactics. A key part of Stogggul's plan,"
Giyan whispered. "What about the Gyrgon?" Annon said. "They
must be my allies. By law I replace my father as regent when he
dies." Giyan put her hand over his okummmon. "Do not
be so certain. Have you been Summoned? Have the Gyrgon contacted you
as they should have?" His silence goaded her on. "The only
way to defeat Stogggul is to escape the palace and the city. To gain
time to consider your options, to discover who may still be loyal to
the Ashera, to discover from which quarters help may come. You cannot
do this yourself. Please, Annon, you must believe me." Believe a Kundalan, he thought. Everyone
is mad, including me. "All right," he said at last. "Lead
the way." Sudden light flared and Annon shaded his eyes,
squinting, his hearts racing. Had they been discovered so soon? But
no, he saw as his eyes adjusted, Giyan had lighted the remnant of an
old pitch torch with a firestick. The thing coughed and sputtered and
threatened to extinguish itself, but Giyan cupped her hands,
shielding it from a draft and it regained life. She stood before him,
dressed oddly for her in Tusku-gggun robes complete with the
traditional sifeyn, the cowl that covered her head. He looked around, saw how V'ornn technology had
carved out a series of saclike cells in this section of the bedrock.
He peered inside, already knowing what he would find. "How long did Kundalan prisoners last in
there?" Giyan stared at the strange and eerie scalpels, clamps,
wires, spadelike blades and pincers that protruded from the curved
walls and ceiling like pustules on someone dying of duur fever.
"Typically." Annon poked his head into the second cell. It
smelled very bad. "It depended on how willing the prisoner was
to speak." "What you really mean is that it depended on
the form of torture the interrogators used." Annon turned to her, but ignored her accusation.
"Why are we lingering here?" He stamped first one foot,
then another. "You said yourself—" Giyan shoved her left palm toward him. "We will
not get far no matter where we go or how cleverly we hide, when I
have this." "The okuuut!" She nodded. "My identity implant. With this,
they can track me anywhere we go." Her eyes were large, catching
the bright yellow spark of the pitch torch. "We must be rid of
it." "But how?" She produced Kurgan's bolt, held it out to him haft
first. "No," he said, his stomachs lurching. "You
cannot mean—!" "Annon, it must be done." When she saw him
backing away, she said: "Listen to me, it is your duty—your
first duty as the new regent. You must protect
yourself. At all costs." "But it will hurt so much!" She smiled. "Not so much as you fear. I will
guide you every step of the…" Her words trailed off. Annon saw her staring at him.
"What is it?" "Annon, in Müna's name!" She pointed
at his bare torso. He looked down at his chest, his ribs—his
ribs! There were no wounds, just a small discoloration. He pressed
his fingers to his rib cage. No pain, so soreness, not even the hint
of an ache. And the peculiar throbbing of the gyreagle talon was
gone. He looked back at her in wonder and started to tell
her what had happened, but stopped as she thrust the haft of the bolt
into his hand. "There's no time," she whispered. "Tell
me as you work. It will serve to distract me." The best place for her to sit was inside one of the
cells. He chose the least foul-smelling one and, taking the lighted
torch, squatted beside her. But when he examined the four-tined point
of the bolt he shook his head. "What's the matter?" she asked. "This will never work." "But you've got to—" He held up a hand as he rose. He went over to the
wall full of interrogation implements, chose the sickle-bladed
scalpel, and returned with it. He thrust the blade into the flame,
cleansing it. Giyan watched the thing as if it were a poison-adder. He held the glowing edge of the curved scalpel over
the okuuut, waiting only for it to cool sufficiently. "This is ironic, don't you think?" She
looked straight into his eyes, would not look at the V'ornn-made
horrors of their surroundings. "I don't know where to begin," Annon said. "Begin at the moment you left my chambers." He knew that she had deliberately misunderstood him,
and he was curiously grateful for that. He spoke at the same moment
the scalpel penetrated her skin. She sucked in her breath, the blood
commenced to flow. "Deeper," she said, gritting her teeth.
"You must get underneath it." She put her back against the wall, spread her legs
and braced herself, but as Annon held her left hand in his, as he
continued to carve into her while he told her everything that had
occurred since he had left her, he felt a kind of lassitude flow
through her like a current of syrup, slowing her pulse, her
heartbeat, even, if he could believe his senses, the very flow of her
blood. When he came to the part about the feeling that had
come over him on the spiral stairwell, her glassy-eyed stare fixed on
him, and she said in a strangely deep voice: "How are you
doing?" "Okay, I think." "Are you underneath the okuuut?" "Yes." Her blood dripped slowly between
her spread fingers, ran down the side of his hand, dripped off his
wrist. "You will feel three threads, like wires,"
she said after a moment. "You must find the thinnest
one and sever it. You must sever it first."
Her voice seemed weird, slurred, but he dared not look up, break his
concentration. He felt divided. He wanted to work as fast as he could
to spare her more pain but he was afraid he would make a mistake, cut
a nerve or artery, damage her permanently. For an instant, he was as
aware as she was of every clever instrument of torture that
surrounded them. Then, he set his fear aside and concentrated on
recounting his story. "The gyreagle talon pulsed inside you?"
she said. "Yes. It was as if it was drawing me down here
to the caverns." "And then the Door to the Storehouse opened?" "Yes. And I saw the creature." "Tell me. What did it look like?" When he told her, she began to shake. "Do you
remember its color?" "It was the purest sea-green." "The Dragon Seelin." Her voice was a
hushed whisper. "No one living has seen a Sacred Dragon—" "I did see it." "I might have thought you were hallucinating,"
she breathed, "but only a Sacred Dragon could have removed the
gyreagle talon and healed you like that." "And when I woke up I found a book beside me." "What kind of book?" "An old book with worn leather covers. It is
Kundalan, I think. I will show you when I am finished." He could feel the three snakelike threads. It was
difficult with all the blood and her own ganglia nearby to tell one
from the other. The thinnest, she had said. Sever the thinnest first.
Suddenly chilled, he hesitated. "Go on," she said softly. "You can do
it, Annon. I know it." He licked his lips, looking very much like his
father. "Giyan, tell me about the Dragons." Giyan closed her eyes, whether out of pain or
concentration he could not say. "The Five Sacred Dragons created
Kundala and all the heavens around it. The Ramahan claim they are
Müna's children, just like the Hagoshrin, guardians of The
Pearl. What is the reality of it? I simply do not know. I doubt that
even the konara, the senior priestesses who make up the Dea Cretan,
the Ramahan High Council, could tell us." One-two-three. He thought he had found the right
thread. At least, it seemed the thinnest. "I have found it." "What are you waiting for, then? Cut it." He moved the blade a millimeter. Her breathing slowed. "Don't… Try not to
damage the okuuut," she said. "With luck, it will continue
to transmit for a time after you have severed it and we can mislead
Stogggul's cadre as to our whereabouts." He nodded and began. With her free hand, she wiped
away the sweat running down his face. He could feel the hardness of
the Gyrgon-made thread against the edge of the blade and he summoned
his courage and strength, all at once shoving it forward, severing
it. Giyan gave a little gasp. Her head came down onto
her chest, her sifeyn hiding her expression. "Thank you,"
she whispered. He worked quickly now, moving the tip in a
semicircle, lifting the thing out of her. While she dug out her
herbs, he peered at the okuuut. It was filmed in blood, and he used
his thumb to clean it off. He turned it over, saw the raw roots of
the severed wires. "It's dead," he said. "The moment I
cut the ganglia it shut down." "Bad luck," she said as she packed the
wound with the herbs, wrapped it in part of the bandage she was going
to use to bind his wounds. "There are times when misdirection
has its merits." "How are you?" he asked. She looked at him. Her eyes were losing their glassy
appearance. "I will be fine, Annon." He stood, handed her the bolt, wiped the scalpel on
his trouser leg. He almost let go of it, then thought better of it. "Now, show me the book," she said. Was it his imagination, or was she looking at him
with an odd expression? He pulled out the small book from inside the
waistband of his trousers and handed it to her. Her hands were
shaking as she opened it. "It is Kundalan, isn't it?" he said. "But
the writing—You taught me to read Kundalan, but I can't read
this." "It is written in the Old Tongue." She was
flushed and breathless. She held it out, but he shook his head. "It is Kundalan. You should have it." Her eyes were shining as she pressed the book into
his hands. "It was given to you for a reason, Annon. Hide it,
keep it safe, and under no circumstances are you to tell anyone about
it. Understand?" He nodded, wondering what had just happened. She was
looking at him as if she had never seen him before. He cleared his throat. "We had better be on our
way," he said. Kurgan Stogggul stood on the inner balcony of the
regent's suite. The doors had been thrown open, and the curtains blew
and billowed like clouds in the still night air. One of Kundala's
moons had recently risen. Half its pocked face was visible, like the
bones of a very old woman. It hung above the regent's chamber like a
lamp about to be extinguished, striking with its cool reflected light
the familiar features of Eleusis Ashera. His eyes, already filmed
over, were wide and staring as if to make an eternal comment on his
untimely death. Kurgan watched sourly as his father held aloft the
trophy Kinnnus Morcha had secured for him. The two of them had been fighting like children.
From what he could gather, his father had instructed the Line-General
to keep Eleusis Ash-era alive long enough to torture him for the
secret to the salamuuun trade, but events had gotten out of hand,
according to Morcha, and he had had no choice but to kill the regent.
Well, at least his father had a trophy for his bedside, Kurgan
thought. In any case, it was his opinion that Eleusis Ashera would
never have revealed his secrets in the limited amount of time the
Line-General had to work on him. In order for the coup to succeed,
his father had to announce by morning that all the Ashera were dead.
Not that anyone was interested in his opinion, Kurgan knew. To
N'Luuura with them all!! "The palace is secure. Victory is ours."
Kinnnus Morcha proclaimed. "How long have I waited for this
moment." The Prime Factor's voice was hoarse from shouting.
"Ever since the Gyrgon unjustly ruled against my father, ever
since they installed the Ashera as regents? Oh no, longer than that.
All my life, it seems I stood in Eleusis Ashera's shadow, all my
accomplishments hollow next to the accursed Ashera." He held
high the prize of Eleusis Ashera's severed head. "And now at the
brink of my finest moment, I must content myself with this." He
tapped the temple of his nemesis. "Everything that was in
there—all the precious secrets—gone with one thrust of an
ion sword." "Be jubilant" Kinnnus Morcha cried. "Do
not allow anything to deny you this moment for, at last, your time is
finally come" "You are right, my friend" Wennn Stogggul
spat into Eleusis Ashera's face. "This night I have almost
everything I desire." "And I have no doubt that soon you will have it
all." The two of them toasted each other with fire-grade
numaaadis from the regent's cellar. "No more of that vile cloudy rakkis!"
Kinnnus Morcha shouted, wiping his lips, only to down another glass
of the strong V'ornn liquor. Victory, yes, Kurgan thought. For them.
But what about me? "Line-General," the giddy Stogggul said,
"when will your Khagggun bring me the head of Annon Ashera?"
He lifted his bloody trophy high. "If heads are to be my prizes
this night, I would have a matched set" "That depends," Kinnnus Morcha said. "If
you contact the Gyrgon, they can track him instantly by his
okummmon." "You are my tracker, Line-General."
Stogggul bit down hard on his contempt. The Lesser Castes knew so
little about the Gyrgon. If he contacted them now, they would find
Annon Ashera, all right. And doubtless place him on the regent's
throne by right of succession. This was an outcome to be avoided at
all costs. No, no. He had planned it well. He would go to the Gyrgon
in a position of strength, not as a petitioner on his knees. "And find him I will, make no mistake,"
Kinnnus Morcha said. "He is still within the palace walls. I
myself saw him enter with the Kundalan skcettta. Trust me, he will
not escape us. There is no one to give him aid; by night's end we
will have executed them all" The two men laughed like chü-foxes
at the rising of the moons. Annon came in with Ciyan, Kurgan thought,
observing them, cloaked by night and shadows. If he
escapes, it will be with her connivance. She knows every secret nook
and cranny of this accursed place. He looked over the side of the balcony, grabbed hold
of a sturdy vine from one of the oldest of the star-rose plants,
shinnied down into the garden. He went swiftly along the loggia to
where one of his father's Khagggun was manning the west-ring guard
post. He planted himself in front of the Khagggun, and in
his most authoritative voice said: "My father needs a Tracker.
Now." The Khagggun looked at him, nodded distractedly, and
handed over a metallic oval. "Mind it's returned to me. Those
things are expensive." He raised his voice as Kurgan took off at
a trot. "It will be my salary docked if you lose it!" Kurgan thumbed on the Tracker as he went, dialed up
the directory. This showed him the names of all Kundalan with
okuuut registered within the palace's purview. It took him but a
moment to scroll through the list. He highlighted Giyan's name,
pressed a red button. The Tracker beeped three times as the screen
cleared. He saw the word: TRACKING and then: FOUND. He watched, while
the letters and symbols scrolled in a spiral over the screen. They're in the subterranean caverns, he
said to himself. Very close to the northern perimeter. What can
they be up to? What does the Kundalan female know that I don't? In
this case, plenty, he told himself. Neither his father nor the Line-General would
consider that the Kundalan skcettta might harbor maternal instincts
toward her charge. An animal feeling protective toward a V'ornn?
Unthinkable. Adults, he thought. Slow as a hindemuth and
twice as stupid. He raced through the labyrinthine corridors and
chambers. He was almost at the north end of the ring when the signal
blipped off. He paused, as much to catch his breath as to see what
had happened. The diagnostic tab showed him the Tracker was working
perfectly. Something had terminated the signal. That could only
happen if Giyan was dead. He could only deduce that Annon was alone
and doubtless frightened out of his wits. Kurgan imagined what he
would feel like if his father was dead, if he saw his bloody head
being held aloft. He saw the north-ring guard post up ahead and slowed
down before he was spotted by the Haaar-kyut manning it. He took deep
breaths to get his wind back and passed by the idiot Khagggun in his
father's pay. They weren't any brighter than Morcha's unit. He was
smarter than all of them put together. Laughing to himself, he sauntered out of the north
gates. He paused to look around. More Khagggun were arrayed around
the palace as if awaiting a major revolt—by what, he snickered,
a herd of maddened cthauros? He threaded his way through the
Khagggun. All of them knew Kurgan Stogggul, the Prime Factor's son.
Prime Factor, soon to be regent. Beyond the military perimeter, Axis Tyr lay in
unnatural, enforced darkness. There was an air about the place of a
military campaign, the acrid edge of brawny muscle, leveled weapons,
and ominous threat. Here and there, tucked into far-distant corners
of the city, fusion lamps still burned. But here, shadows bundled in
the street, piled themselves in doorways, stretched forth their
elastic fingers to embrace walls, windows, shopfronts, cthauros pens,
and those few passersby drawn by the Khagggun's inevitable clamor. Kurgan stopped to visually reconnoiter. This was a
trick the Old V'ornn had taught him when he had taken him hunting.
Don't look and walk, he had said. Stand still and let
your eyes pick out the likely spots for game. Now Kurgan looked from sector to sector in an arc
radiating out from the looming north face of the regent's palace.
Where would I put an exit, he asked himself, if I had
built that subterranean cavern? Running from right to left, he saw a row of
artisan's ateliers—Bashkir-run businesses where Tuskugggun past
childbearing age plied their trades. He took them in quickly and
superficially and went on. He recognized one of the city's four
cthauros pens, from which V'ornn could ride into the countryside; a
marble fountain, one of hundreds throughout Axis Tyr; more
shopfronts—the northern edge of the market district, to be
exact. Nothing out of the ordinary, little that seemed suitable,
unless… His eyes swung back to the row of ateliers. Many of
the Tuskugggun needed kilns, deep pools of running water and the
like, so they had appropriated these buildings from displaced
Kundalan artisans because in most instances what they needed was
already in place Their equipment required basements, foundations,
water pipes, filtration systems—in short, extensive
subterranean work spaces that might easily have been joined up in the
past to secret passageways and hidden doors. Having made his decision, Kurgan trotted off toward
the ateliers. Every so often, he checked the Tracker, but it showed
nothing. On Grey Weave Street, he clung to the shadows of the
buildings, trying each door in turn. All were locked. Turning the
corner onto Blank Lane, he discovered a narrow alleyway the
Tuskugggun used to lay in supplies and set out huge barrels of
castoffs and remnants. The alley was deserted and ill lighted. Kurgan
walked its length, now and again peering in back windows, seeing
little but his own ghostly reflection. When he reached the south end
of the alley, he chose a spot behind a barrel reeking of dye-lot
salts and hunkered down. As it happened, he did not have long to wait. He
heard a noise first, and peered around the side of the barrel. He saw
Annon emerging from an underground cistern. Kurgan was about to call
out to him when he saw him turn, bend, and extend his arm. He hauled
upward, and out of the cistern popped a Tuskugggun. Kurgan held his
breath. What was this? He wondered. Then the Tuskugggun turned so
that her face was briefly toward him. He sucked in his breath. The
Kundalan skcettta! Kurgan was stunned. With her okuuut inoperative,
she should have been dead. Then he saw why Annon had been helping
her: a bandage was wound tightly around her left palm. She had
surgically removed the okuuut! Kurgan had never heard of such a thing
happening; up until that moment he had not known it was possible. But
he was someone who rejoiced in the new and unexpected, and now he
held his position; stilled his voice. He watched and waited. When Giyan pointed north, he followed them to the
cthauros pens. He watched, wide-eyed, as the Kundalan skcettta went
over the fence and walked into a knot of the animals. He himself put
no faith in the consistency of behavior of any Kindalini animal and
now he was astonished to see how these sestapeds stamped the ground,
bent their long necks so that she could scratch their heads. She
beckoned to Annon, who nimbly vaulted over the fence. When she had
put him on a cthauros she had chosen, she grabbed another by its
thick neck hair and swung herself astride its broad back. It lifted
its head and rose on its four hind legs. Then she slapped Annon's
mount, dug her heels into her own, and the two cthauros charged the
north fence of the pen, soared over the highest rail, landed on the
street, and, with sparks flying, took off in the direction of the
North Gate. When Kurgan returned to the regent's suite in the
palace he found his father sitting in a chair with his booted feet
propped up on _. desk. Eleusis Ashera's personal silicon wafers were
strewn across the floor, caught in the edges of carpets, flapping
like the wings of wounded birds from the louvers in the fusion lamps.
Wennn Stogggul held an empty bottle of fire-grade numaaadis in one
hand and Annon's birth-caul in the other. They swung in time to his
singing, and what he was singing was something about starlight. He
was singing this idiotic little ditty to a ragged line of disembodied
heads which sat atop the desk, while periodically flinging wet kisses
at them. Kurgan recognized them all: the heads of the former regent,
his three daughters, their two small sons and one daughter. "Ah, there you are," Wennn Stogggul said,
barely missing a refrain. "Hiding in the shadows, eh?" "No, I—" "Well, who can blame you?" Wennn
Stogggul's face grew violet with the gathering of blood. "I
should murder you along with all your friends in the Ashera Dynasty." "That is an unfair accusat—" "Who said life is fair? Has it been fair to me?
The difference is, I don't whine about it." Stogggul's eyes were
half-glazed, and there was a nasty expression on his face. "I
don't suck up to the Ashera the way you have with Annon just to be in
his reflected glory. Disgusting be- havior. Now see where it has
gotten you." He laughed drunkenly. "Fool that you are, you
chose the wrong side!" His laughter rose to an ear-splitting
level. "Perhaps I should punish you! Yes, that is what I shall
do!" "You are always punishing me." "And why should I not? My father did the same
to me. Punishment is the quickest way to learn." Kurgan bit his lip until he tasted a fine thread of
blood. Wennn Stogggul rubbed his nose. "Speaking of
your grandfather, do you know what Kinnnus Morcha told me? Eleusis
claimed the Ashera did not sabotage his spacecraft. Outlandish,
what?" He threw Annon's birth-caul at the regent's head,
toppling it off its perch. "And to compound his calumny he said
that your grandfather was on a fool's errand! Can you imagine? Your
grandfather a fool?" Rage welled up in Kurgan, and he could no longer
keep silent. "Eleusis was right. Grandfather was a fool
to think he could directly challenge the Ashera claim on salamuuun." Wennn Stogggul's face turned purple. "Don't say
a word!" he shouted. "Not one more word against your
grandfather! He was a great V'ornn! A successful V'ornn,
which is more than I can say for you! You aren't worth a grain-weight
against him." Something shut down inside Kurgan. He felt like an
island in the middle of a raging sea. He knew he must do whatever it
took to keep himself from being inundated by the rising water. "You
are drunk on your victory, father. But it will be short-lived
unless—" "There you go whining again." Wennn
Stogggul spat at his son's feet. "Unless what?" he roared.
"Will you look into your magic crystal ball and show me the
future?" He laughed harshly, contemptuously. "On to
something of real importance! I am in need of more of this
fine numaaadis." "I think you have had enough." "Who asked you to think? Fetch me another
bottle, you little swine!" the Prime Factor shrieked, hurling
the bottle at the boy. Easily ducking the makeshift ordnance, Kurgan
retreated to the hallway, where he ran into Line-General Kinnnus
Morcha. The huge Khagggun's booming laugh echoed down the
otherwise eerily quiet halls. "Running your father's errands
again?" "I guess we have that in common," Kurgan
said. Kinnnus Morcha frowned. Unlike Wennn Stogggul, he
was not too drunk to know what was being said. "You have an
uncommonly acid tongue for one so young." "I am not as young as all that. How about a
drink?" "A drink?" The Line-General's laughter
boomed out again. "I warrant you are one of a kind.
Why, the fire-grade numaaadis your father and I have been drinking would shrivel the markings on
your tender parts. That is, if your tender parts had any
markingsV He roared again as his jest. "One drink," Kurgan pressed. "That is
all I ask. It is a special night, after all." Kinnnus Morcha regarded him with a remarkably sober
expression. "Aye, there is no disputing that." "Well, then. Where is the harm?" He
grinned. "I won't tell my father if you won't." The Line-General nodded. "All right. As you
say, where is the harm?" He led Kurgan into a midsize chamber that had been
converted from a sanctuary into a library. Where images of the
Goddess Müna had hung, now stood cases filled with silicon
wafers and data-gems that held the entire cultural libraries of the
races the V'ornn had conquered. Of their own past, however, there was
precious little. Kurgan waited until the other poured the liquor into
Kundalan-made goblets and handed one to him. "To our enemies!" Kinnnus Morcha cried.
"May destruction possess their houses!" They downed their numaaadis, and Kurgan had to
control his throat from closing up. As the intolerable fire spread
into the first of his three stomachs, he said: "Speaking of
enemies, how goes the search for the new regent?" Kinnnus Morcha's head swiveled like a predator's.
"Foolish child! If you have even half a brain, you will not call
Annon Ashera that in front of your father." "But that's what Annon is, right? The new
regent. Heir to the Ashera Dynasty." "Only until we catch him and carry his head on
a pike through the streets of Axis Tyr." Kurgan went and refilled his goblet, spread himself
comfortably into a gigantic V'ornn chair. "One drink and no more," the Line-General
stated. "I have to see to the search." "The search, the search." Kurgan put his
feet up, crossed one black boot over another. "The search,
Line-General, is not going well." Kinnnus Morcha slammed the goblet down with such
force it shattered. "That is none of your affair." "Possibly not," Kurgan said, taking a sip
of the numaaadis. "But it ought to be." "Arrogant pup!" "Arrogance? Is it arrogance that I can tell you
how to find the new regent?" Kinnnus Morcha snorted. "I was a fool to let
you have even a sip of numaaadis. It has gone straight to your head."
He strode to the doorway. "I have no more time to waste with—" "But I do know where he is." The Khagggun looked down at him derisively. "Why
should I believe you?" Kurgan shrugged. "Because I have seen him." "You what!" "And he is not alone." Kurgan grinned
again. "Contrary to your boast to my father, not all of Annon's
friends are lying in a pool of blood." "If this is truth, I demand that you—!" "Line-General, you will pardon me for saying
this, but you are in no position to demand anything of me." He
got up, poured numaaadis into another goblet, handed it to Kinnnus
Morcha. He gestured languidly. "Have a seat, and we will talk." The Line-General looked as if both his hearts were
going to explode at once. "Are you insane?" "You should consider being more polite,
Line-General." Kurgan sat down opposite the other, "As you
Khagggun would say, I've just risen in the ranks." "What is this—extortion?" "Nothing of the kind, Line-General. I have
something you need, and you have something I want." Kurgan
shrugged. "It's a deal, pure and simple." Kinnnus Morcha eyed him suspiciously. "Has your
father put you up to this? Is this some sort of test?" "My father is blissfully, drunkenly ignorant of
this meeting. And I intend to keep it that way." All at once,
Kurgan leaned forward. "You see, he may think of you as his
errand boy, but I see your true worth." "You do? You are only—what—fifteen
sidereal cycles old." "My chronological age is irrelevant. I have
gone through the Channeling. I know things. I can sense them when
others beat about the bushes in the darkness." His eyes sparked.
"What I am proposing, Line-General, is an alliance. I want to be
your adjutant." Kinnnus Morcha's mouth nearly dropped open. "Quite
apart from the absurdity of the notion, I already have an adjutant." "I know. His name is—what?" Kurgan
snapped his fingers. "Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar." Kurgan nodded. "Ah yes, the renowned hero Rekkk
Hacilar—intelligent, resourceful, ruthless, and—" "And what?" Kinnnus Morcha's eyes
narrowed. "Well…" Kurgan looked down at his
curled fingers. "There is a rumor … a disturbing rumor
that Rekkk Hacilar was in league with Eleusis Ashera: that, like
regent, the Pack-Commander has a soft spot in his heart for the
Kundalan." Kinnnus Morcha's canny eyes locked on Kurgan.
"Information of this nature is rarely available to one so young.
How come you by it?" "I am like a Khagggun in this, Line-General. I
do not reveal my sources." Kinnnus Morcha sat back and steepled his fingers.
"What to make of you, Kurgan Stogggul? Are you clever or simply
arrogant?" Kurgan remained silent. He knew when to keep his
mouth shut. "The truth is…" Kinnnus Morcha
paused, threw his arms wide. "The truth that will not leave this
room is that I have had Pack-Commander Hacilar under surveillance for
some time. Transferring First-Captain Olnnn Rydddlin to the pack was
on my command, though I took pains that it should not appear so.
Olnnn Rydddlin is my Khagggun, hearts and soul. His assignment is to
observe—" "To spy, you mean." Kinnnus Morcha shrugged. "To a Khagggun, the
two words are interchangeable. I have also kept Rekkk Hacilar's pack
raiding in the west, where we have a less complete picture of the
resistance cells, where he might feel more free to express his
alleged predilections concerning the Kundalan." "Has he betrayed himself?" "Not yet. Olnnn Rydddlin says that he is
exceedingly careful." Kinnnus Morcha turned his hands over as if
emptying them of sand. "Perhaps, after all, the rumor is false.
We all have enemies. Advancement breeds jealousy in those passed
over." Kurgan held the Line-General's gaze as carefully as
he would hold a female's hand. "I say get rid of him before he
does something traitorous." Kinnnus Morcha's head shot forward, and his yellow
teeth glistened in the fusion-lamp light. "You are a trollish
little thing, aren't you?" Kurgan let his breath out slowly in order to keep
himself from choking on his fear of Morcha. "Do not make the
mistake of underestimating me, Line-General. I may be young, but I
know who I am." Kinnnus Morcha, still on point, surveyed the other.
"I know what you are—you are Bashkir. You could not be my
adjutant even if I desired it." "Please understand, Line-General, I also know
what I want." Those teeth glistened. "Tell me why I should
care." "You yourself have made a deal with my father
to bring Great Caste status to the Khagggun. It is my belief that in
the coming years the Khagggun will play a larger role in V'ornn
governance. That is what I want." "No, I think what you want is what you
want." Kurgan smiled a secret smile. "As do we all,
Line-General. However, what I just said is not a lie." At last, Kinnnus Morcha sat back. He looked into his
goblet and downed its contents in one swallow. His head came up, and
he pointed a murderous stare at Kurgan. The boy drained his portion
of numaaadis in one swallow and with a fierce will held his stomachs
still when they threatened to rebel. "You swear you have seen Annon Ashera?" "Yes." "On which floor is he hiding?" "He has already escaped the palace grounds." The Line-General slammed his fist onto the tabletop.
"This is bad news, indeed." "Only if you do not know where he is headed." Kinnnus Morcha cocked his head. "And you do, I
gather." "I can make an educated guess. And that,
Line-General, is far more than anyone else can do." Kinnnus Morcha's eyes were slits as a plan took
shape in his mind. "I could send Rekkk Hacilar on this mission,"
he mused. "It would be a test, yes. If he has been allied, as I
have heard, with Eleusis Ashera, he will show his traitorous colors
in going after the son. And, after all, I have Olnnn Rydddlin to
ensure nothing goes wrong." All at once, he sat forward on the
chair so that their knees were almost touching. He extended his arm,
and Kurgan took it. Kurgan felt a thrill shoot through him. The Line-General held Kurgan's arm in a painful
grip. "Kurgan Stogggul, if you are correct, if we find Annon
Ashera, then you have my word. Everything you desire shall be yours." Eleana Came the deluge. Annon, who had been keeping an eye
on the thick strata of cloud that had obscured the moon, felt the
sudden sharp bite of the west wind, saw the brushy tops of the
blesson firs whip this way and that, then bow before the downpour.
The bleak sky opened up, and rain cascaded down with uncommon fury. Within seconds they were soaked. Fifteen kilometers
north of Axis Tyr, bent low over the sweat-slick backs of their
galloping cthauros, they felt the rain as if it were a weight upon
them. The world closed in until they could see no farther than
several meters in any given direction. By this time, they had joined with the river, which
at this point ran almost due north into the heart of the Djenn Marre.
But they could no more see the mountain range ahead of them than they
could the silhouette of Axis Tyr behind them. They had come through
the low plains, which, to the west below the point where the Chuun
River turned, became marshland, dangerous and difficult to traverse
not only for its uncertain footing but also for the creatures
inhabiting it. Though they had intended to put as much distance
between them and the city, wherever possible they had tried to keep
clear of the small clots of the outlying villages that had sprung up
like satellites to Axis Tyr's sun. The fewer people who saw them, the
better. Even if it was mainly Kundalan who lived here, you never knew
who might be in the pay of the V'ornn, for it was a well-known fact
among the underground that the V'ornn were experts in co-opting
Kundalan, preying upon their dissatisfaction, their petty rivalries,
jealousies, and their level of poverty. It was said that the V'ornn
paid well for their prying eyes and ears. The banks along the Chuun now began to rise as they
made their way out of the lowlands upon which Axis Tyr had been
built. On either side of the river, what had once been oat grass and
ammonwood fields had been supplanted by vast orchards of genetically
engineered laaaddis trees, from whose fruit the potent V'ornn drink
numaaadis was made. Hordes of Kundalan farmers had had their lands
usurped by the mammoth V'ornn earthmovers, their crops plowed under
to make room for the Gyrgon-created mutations. These same farmers
were then indoctrinated in the care of the laaaddis orchards, reduced
to serfs under the yoke of the invaders. Once, fifty years ago, the
underground had set fire to some of these orchards. The V'ornn
response had been swift and murderous. Kundalan children had been
killed in front of their parents, then husbands killed before the
horrified eyes of their wives. Only the women were left with the
backbreaking burden of replanting the vat-grown young laaaddis,
restoring the orchards to their former growth levels. To this day, no
Kundalan could pass by these lands without an anguished heart. For an hour or more, they plodded past these neatly
turned rows of alien trees. The serrated leaves rustled like armor in
the night wind, the corkscrewlike limbs growing heavy with the
blackish fruit whose musty odor was so offensive to the Kundalan. At long last, they reached the northern edge of the
orchards. All at once, scruffy stands of evergreens—feathery
blesson firs, grey-blue Marre pines, along with scrub-wood and
curly-bark river lingots—overtook the almost obsessively
geometrical patterns of the laaaddis, and gradually the small
villages were reduced to a scattering of farmhouses. The
well-trammeled earthen path they followed wound in and out of these
forests, taking them first away from the churning Chuun, then back
again. In the pounding rain, no creature stirred or hunted. In any
event, the drumming sound of the rain mingling with their cthauros'
hoofbeats drowned out everything but the rapid firing of their
hearts. Annon's mind was still abuzz with the horror of
recent events. He wished that he had been able to see his father one
last time, but perhaps it was better that he hadn't. From what he had
managed to pry out of Giyan, his family's deaths had been horrific.
Still, his mind's eye opened like an iris, his imagination providing
the images his eyes had not seen. He wept to think of his father so
ignominiously beheaded—and by the commandant of the Haaar-kyut,
the very Khagggun sworn to protect him with his life! His fists
tightened in the cthauros' thick mane, his teeth ground together. If
it was the last thing he did, he swore to himself, he would avenge
his father's death and the deaths of all the Ashera. Rage boiled up
in him, almost unseating him in its intensity. He threw his head back
and wailed into the howling of the storm. His mouth filled with
rainwater and he spat it out, imagining that it struck Kinnnus
Morcha's and Wennn Stogggul's decapitated heads. He would live to see
that sight, he vowed. If it took the rest of his life, he would make
it happen. He missed Kurgan, missed his hard practicality, the
razor-sharp clarity of his thoughts. Kurgan might be impulsive, but
he was a genius at long-range planning. Annon could use those
abilities now. Kurgan despised his father, but Annon had little idea
of his loyalty to his family. Annon resolved to contact his best
friend when the time was right. But not now. In the meantime, though,
what was he to do? Even if they successfully fled to the mountains,
then what? To whom could he turn? Who would help him? More questions continued to plague him. He had no
idea how they had gotten past the Khagggun manning the North Gate to
the city. Astonishingly, they had had no trouble at all. It was as if
all the guards had seen was a V'ornn Tuskugggun with her son. They
had pulled up in front of the guard post and the markings on his
tender parts had begun to itch as the Khagggun had emerged to
confront them. Then something he still could not explain had
happened. Giyan began to speak but in a language he had never heard
before. Instantly, his eyelids had become heavy and he had observed
the rapt faces of the Khagggun through the slitted lids of someone so
exhausted he was asleep on his feet. Nevertheless, he was certain
that the Khagggun had listened to Giyan's alien words as if they
understood her perfectly. Then they had nodded, opened the gates, and
waved them through. There had been no time to ask her what had
happened, no time since then, either, since they had mercilessly
spurred their mounts on without surcease from that moment on. Now the land began to rise in earnest. It became
rockier and rougher. Quite soon, the lowland forests gave way to
stands of ammonwood, heartwood, and stone-oak—hardwoods that
thrived in a climate farther away from the sea, in land where the
water table was higher. Great swaths had been cut in these beautiful
forests, as the V'ornn's ravenous thirst for raw materials increased
the logging industry out of all proportion. Annon knew that
there were many V'ornn-mandated strip mines in the foothills of the
Djenn Marre, extracting from Kundala every carbon-based and
silicon-based ore they could find, plus some substances pulled from
deep within the magma of the planet unknown even to the Kundalan. It
was hinted that the Gyrgon studied them in their secret laboratories. Annon felt more comfortable in these hardwood
forests not only because it meant that they were farther from Axis
Tyr and therefore farther from detection, but also because the huge,
majestic trees served as the best natural screening for their
headlong flight. Sorcery. Of course Giyan had used her Kundalan
sorcery to somehow convince the Khagggun guards that she was Annon's
mother. In her Tuskugggun robes and sifeyn she had only to conjure a
V'ornn face for them to become convinced. But if that was what
happened, why hadn't he been affected? True, he had felt a deep
lassitude come over him, but for him her appearance had never
altered. He saw her face during the exchange and it was the one he
had always known. He shook his head. Even when one mystery was
solved, it spawned another, more vexing than the first. Annon judged it to be three sidereal hours before
dawn when Giyan slowed their pace to a trot, then a walk, and finally
halted beneath the thick canopy of a heartwood. By this time, the
river was some few kilometers to the east, as the path there had
widened to a road along which there was sure to be traffic, even at
this late hour. The V'ornn had dictated that their rape of the planet
continue night and day without letup. Logging wagons used that road;
it would be far too risky to be spotted as lone travelers heading
north. The forest trail Giyan had found slowed them, but afforded far
more security. The sweet smell of damp decay mingled with the
storm's ozone-edged frenzy as they dismounted. "What is it?" he asked, coming around as
she knelt at the side of her cthauros. Giyan touched the beast so that he raised one of the
hind legs. She inspected the sole of the hoof. "He picked up a
stone," she said, using the head of Kurgan's bolt to pry it out.
"He is so valiant that he didn't let me know until it pained him
overmuch. Only then did I feel the change in his gait." She dug
in her bag, massaged something into the cthauros' hoof. "It is
quite sore and will take some hours to heal." She looked up at
him as she dropped the hoof. "If I continue to run him, he will
surely pull up lame and be of no further use to us." Annon nodded. "I could use some rest." He
put his hands on his own cthauros. He thought of what Giyan said
about her mount, that he was valiant. Curious. He had seen these
beasts many times, had even on occasion been near them. And yet he
had never thought of them as being valiant creatures. Until now.
Giyan was right. He stroked the heaving, steaming flanks, wiping down
the sweat as he had seen the Kundalan drovers do. The cthauros turned
its head, nuzzled the crook of his arm. "My father used to ride cthauros, remember?"
He turned to her, saw that she was weeping. "Oh, Müna, they slaughtered him as if he
were a beast, as if his life meant nothing, as if he were not
beloved." He moved nearer but did not touch her. The world
outside the heart-wood canopy was grey, shapeless, steaming with
rain. He stood over her while she buried her face in her hands, while
her shoulders shook and she sobbed. What am I to do? he wondered. He felt the
loss of his family but, curiously, it was at a remove. It was as if
he and the memory of them were separated by a sheet of V'ornn
crystal. Truth to tell, it was Giyan with whom he had grown up—Giyan,
Kurgan, and all the others from hingatta lüina do mori. It was
not that he hadn't loved his father—of course he had! It was
more thafhe had had precious little experience with that love. He
could count on the fingers of his hands the times he had seen his
father in the last six months. And as far as his sisters were
concerned, he had seen them only on occasions of state when custom
demanded all the children be present at the palace. Meanwhile, his
life had gone on; so had Eleusis', but they had been in separate
orbits, coming in contact infrequently and for short periods of time.
In consequence, Annon found that though there was a hole inside him,
he did not know who it was that he was missing. At last, he bent and took Giyan by the arm. "Let's move out of the rain." She rose, allowed him to guide her deep into the
dense tangle of the heartwood branches. Owing to its thick root
system, the ground beneath the massive tree was raised, making it
drier than the ground around it. "There," he said, sitting down beside her.
"There." And she looked at him, wiped her eyes, and said:
"I'm sorry." "For what?" "For not being strong enough." "I don't understand." "To protect your father." She looked at
him with sorrowful eyes. "You were right to question my motives
for publicly challenging Kurgan." She gave him a wan smile.
"Sometimes, I used to think that you were too smart for your own
good, but now I'm glad of it." The smile, what there was of it,
faded. "The contest was a public warning to those who wished
your father ill, to show that my sorcery would protect him." She
shook her head, dark, shadowed inside the sifeyn. "I failed. I
swear T will not let that happen with you." He stared out at the rain. He heard it drumming
against the ground, watched it form rivulets and run off to low spots
it began to fill. It pattered down upon the leaves of the heartwood,
dripping here and there where there were gaps in the structure. It
began to grow colder, and he shivered a little, despite the Khagggun
cloak Giyan had procured for him from one of the stupefied guards at
North Gate. "You must be hungry," she said, and rose
to her feet. "I will fetch us something." "There was no time to bring anything with us.
Where will you find—" "I can always find food," she said. She turned to go, but he reached up, held her wrist
so that she turned back, stared down at him. "Don't go," he said softly. "Why?" She gave him a gently mocking
smile. "This far from Axis Tyr and V'ornn control do you think I
will flee?" "Don't go," he said again. Her expression changed, softened. Something familiar
lit her eyes. She took his fingers from her, but not immediately. "It
will only be for a little while. I promise." With that, she left the sanctuary of the tree,
pulling her Tuskugggun robes more tightly around her. It seemed to
him as if she passed through a veil of tears, from their small, safe
world to a larger universe where everything now seemed fraught with
peril. He turned his head away, not wanting to see her
vanish altogether. The cthauros stamped and snorted, as if they
longed to be with her, but they did not move, save to crop another
patch of wrygrass. Annon wriggled to get more comfortable, putting
the small of his back against the bole of the heartwood. Something
pressed against him, and he reached around, pulled the small
leather-bound book he had found in the caverns from his waistband. He opened it but in the dense gloom it was
impossible to see anything useful. He rubbed the palm of his hand
over the supple worn leather. Judging by its cover, it had been read
many times. How old is it? he wondered. Maybe he was the
first V'ornn ever to see it. He looked at the text. Though he knew
how to read Kundalan, these runes appeared to have no relation to the
modern-day language. What root language had spawned them and why was
it completely different? He stared at the runes, as if willing them
to speak to him. He liked their curved and filigreed shapes. They
looked like rain pouring off the mar-ginless pages. Closing it at
last, he pressed the book into the small of his back, pushing it down
into his waistband so that he would not lose it. He drew his knees
up, wrapped his arms around his shins, and stared out the curtain of
rain. How far would Giyan have to go to get food? Would it put her at
risk if she was seen? His head ached from questions that could not be
answered. He had every intention of remaining vigilant, but
the long day had taken its inevitable toll. Soon his eyes grew weary,
his lids closed, and his head lowered onto his knees. He dreamed that
he was a disembodied head roving the countryside, searching for his
body. He knew he had left it someplace, if only he could remember
where. He had just glanced down to see blood dripping from the raw
and ragged stump of his neck when he awoke with a start. His head shot up. The doleful dripping of the rain
had synchronized itself to the rhythm of his dripping blood. But that
had been a dream, right? He was laughing grimly to' himself at his
foolishness when he saw Giyan approaching through the veil of rain.
She burst into the heartwood canopy, ran full tilt at him. She was
only a meter or so from him when he saw the upraised knife blade and
he rolled away from the tree bole, tangling his legs with hers and
bringing her down. He clawed his way over her thrashing form, just
missed a vicious knife thrust, and grabbed her wrist. He jammed his
forearm against her throat, bent over her. Peering into her face, he saw that though she was a
Kundalan, she was not Giyan. For one thing, she was much younger, for
another—wait a minute! He recognized this female! She was the
girl he and Kurgan had encountered at the creek. Recognition flooded her face at almost the same
instant, "Great Goddess Mima!" she whispered. "I
almost slit your throat." "As if I would have let you!" Again, there was a moment when their silence, their
very inaction spoke volumes. "Animal!" he snarled. "V'ornn monster!" she shot back. He took the Kundalan knife from her, sat back on his
haunches. Freed, she gathered her legs beneath her. He remembered
with piercing clarity how shapely they were. While they were
wrestling, her hair had come undone from its pins, and now cascaded
over her shoulders and down her back. "What are you looking at, monster?"
she said. Her deep, beautiful eyes glinted defiantly. "Nothing." He got up and went around to
the other side of the tree. The sight of her was doing strange things to him,
things he didn't like. He felt as if his hearts were in his throat,
as if his trilobed lung could scarcely take in enough air. He heard
her soft approach but did not turn. She reached out to touch him where the Khagggun
cloak had come undone from their tussle, then thought better of it.
"Your wounds—I saw the gyreagle attack you, but now
there's no trace." "I am a quick healer," he snapped, drawing
the cloak back over his chest. She seemed to ignore his implausible answer. "I
never got a chance to thank you," she said. "For what?" "You know for what," she said sharply.
"Will you force me say it?" Something in her voice made him look at her at last,
and he felt weak, drawn in by the sight of her, as if his insides had
liquefied. Her eyes spoke to him as if she had somehow slipped inside
his brain, lodged there like an exquisitely painful splinter. "Forget
it! Don't say . . . anything." He felt a delicious, painful
drawing in his tender parts. "Here!" She jumped back, her eyes wide. He had thrust the
knife at her blade first. He turned it so that he held it by the
blade, then offered it to her again. She hesitated but a moment, then
snatched it from him as if expecting him to change his mind. A
certain tension returned between them, centered on the knife.
Understanding this, she quickly put it away. "My name is Eleana." He said nothing, concentrating on his breathing as
if it were a complex operation he hadn't quite mastered. "Won't you tell me your name?" she asked. "It's … It's not important." She seemed to think about this for some time. At
length, she said: "Is it true what they say about male V'ornn?"
She stroked her hair, made of it long, shining swaths. It billowed
through her fingers as she spread them wider and wider. His jaw
clenched. "You needn't say anything." She was
smiling. "I can see the answer in your face. Your V'ornn face."
Was she mocking him ever so gently? She dropped her hands to her
sides. "I like what I see in that face." "Why is that?" He spoke despite his vow
not to engage with her. It felt somehow dangerous, but not in any
normal way. "Because I see gentleness and compassion and
honor, three things I never believed I would see in a V'ornn face." "Perhaps I am tricking you." "Then I will ask you outright. Are you tricking
me?" "Yes." She laughed. It was a soft, gentle laugh that
transformed her face. "I do not believe you." He wanted to get angry—N'Luuura, he should
have gotten angry! But to his surprise and consternation, he didn't.
/ am enchanted, he thought. It is more Kundalan sorcery.
But he wasn't altogether certain he believed that. Surely not all
Kundalan females were sorcerers. "You have no evil in your face—Please,
won't you tell me your name? It is hard enough speaking this way to a
V'ornn without knowing his name." "What way?" he breathed. "Saying …" She turned abruptly
away. "I cannot. Few Kundalan would have the courage to do for
me what you did yesterday." He felt himself take a quick intake of breath. He
was unaccountably afraid to let it go. "I will tell you…"
He had to begin all over again. "My mother had a name for me.
Only she used it." She turned back to him and his breath left him in a
sigh. "When you were little?" "She is dead now." Involuntarily, he
sucked in his breath. They were all dead now, his family. In the heat
of the moment, he had forgotten, but now the horror came flooding
back anew. She saw the pain in is eyes. "What is it? Are
you ill?" He shook his head, angry at appearing weak before
her. "No… But I am lying. It wasn't my mother who called
me this name. I never knew my mother. It's… I was brought up
by a Kundalan female." She lowered her eyes. "I am sorry about your
mother." He searched her face, as if memorizing each feature.
"This Kundalan, when I was very young she called me Teyjattt." "Teyjattt." She tasted the alien word,
getting the last syllable wrong. When he corrected her, she said it
again. "What an odd sound it has." "It is a nestling, a baby teyj—a
beautiful four-winged bird from our home planet." "What is the name of your planet?" she
asked. "I don't know," he said truthfully. "No
V'ornn knows for certain. It burned to a cinder eons ago." "But surely you have histories." "We do not," he said. "I do not understand. How can you know the name
of this four-winged bird and not the name of your homeworld?" "We brought teyj with us eons ago. All of us
have grown up with them. On Kundala, the Gyrgon keep them, train
them. They are exceedingly intelligent." "It is odd that a Kundalan would call you by
the name of a V'ornn creature." "She is an… unusual female." "Are you in love with her?" "What? No!" He burst out laughing. "Are
you crazy?" His laughter vanished like smoke, he stood very near
her. Her eyes watched him carefully as his forefinger lightly traced
the fine down of hair on her arm. She saw a tiny tremor run through
him and wondered whether he was attracted to her or repulsed. His
hairlessness fascinated her. So many questions swirled through her
mind. This moment felt more intimate than any she had experienced
before. "I would like to see a Teyjattt one of these
days," she whispered. His image filled her eyes. He smiled—his first smile since early
yesterday afternoon. "So would I." It was growing lighter, and the steady, drumming
rain had diminished to little more than a heavy mist. In the
nacre-grey of the early morning, the nearby trees were beginning to
appear like ghostly Khagggun. With the storm's passing, the wind had
died to fitful gusts, and the gentle racket of the morning birds had
begun. She indicated the two cthauros. "I see that you
are not alone." "I am traveling with someone—a female."
He went to Giyan's cthauros, stroked its back, as if by touching it
he could feel close to her. "She went off to find us some food,
but that was some time ago. We've got to find her." "My cottage is only a league from here,"
Eleana said, pointing off to the northwest. "I saw her go in
that general direction." "Do you know how to ride?" he asked her. "My parents used to raise cthauros," she
said and he pointed to his mount, which was closest to her. "Take
that one," he said. He swung atop Giyan's cthauros, saw Eleana
deftly follow suit. He grabbed the mount's mane and dug his heels
into its flanks. "Let's be off then, and all good speed. She has
been gone long enough for me to worry." They cantered through the woods, Eleana leading the
way through dense underbrush and thickets of mountain-nettle that
sprouted up like tufts of whiskers from the thickly needled bed of
the forest floor. As they went, Annon automatically listened for
birdcalls, trying to identify them, as any hunter would, in order to
single out those he might wish to bring down. He had identified half
a dozen when the forest fell deathly still. Not a bird sang, not an
insect hummed, whirred, buzzed, or droned. For a moment, not even a
breeze stirred the highest branches. Then he heard a disturbingly
familiar sound. He stopped his cthauros, and Eleana did the same.
The sound came clearer now, threading a certain dread through his
bones. "What is it?" she asked. "Khagggun hoverpods. They use them off-world in
search-and-annihilate missions. Here on Kundala they usually prefer
to ride cthauros." He swallowed, his stomachs in turmoil. "They
are equipped with instrumentation that can pinpoint body heat or the
sound of a pulse, but they have to be in a direct line to detect us." Eleana seemed breathless. "How close are they?" He cocked an ear. "By the sound, I would
estimate that they will be here within minutes." They galloped the rest of the "way. The air
behind them began to sizzle and a sharp smell of burning pricked
their nostrils, as the ion-induction thrusters of the hoverpods
literally gobbled up the air around them, metabolizing it, digesting
what was needed, spewing out the rest. Leaves and twigs whipped by them, scoring welts on
their cheeks and arms. The cthauros' thundering hooves threw up clods
of damp black earth, fallen pine needles, and emerald-green moss in
their wake. They jumped over fallen logs, crawling with powdery white
insects; through puddles of rainwater, dark and reflectionless as an
abyss. As if sensing the danger behind them, the animals lowered
their heads, pumping their powerful legs all the faster, and it
seemed to Annon as if they fairly flew over the narrow, twisting path
that his companion could see but he could not. As they broke out of a particularly dense section of
the wood, he abruptly stopped his mount, waved Eleana back. They
retreated into the forest just as two hoverpods, filled with
Khagggun, bristling with weaponry, came into view. He groaned
inwardly. Too late. They would never find Giyan now. "They always hunt in pairs," he said to
Eleana. "The Khagggun are methodical and merciless in their
work." Then his blood ran cold, for he saw the insignia on the
side of the leading hoverpod: three crossed fists looking like a
horrid mailed flower. "N'Luuura take it!" he breathed. "What is it?" she asked, guiding her
cthauros close beside him. "Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar." Annon did
not take his eyes off the hoverpods as they slowly approached. They
were coming in over the tops of the trees, their view hampered by the
foliage. "He is one of the bravest Khagggun. Also, one of the
most ruthless. He has killed many hundreds of enemies. I have heard
that his battle helm is carved out of a Krael skull." "Is that one of your animals?" He laughed without humor. "Oh, no. The Krael
are one of the many races we conquered." He looked into her eyes for a moment. But only for a
moment. The hoverpods were close enough so that they could make out
the heavily armored uniforms of the men—articulated purple-blue
titanium slabs topped by high helms sporting Hacilar's crest. These
helmets, Annon knew, were filled with sophisticated systems that
enhanced the Kha-gggun's senses and also linked them into a single
pack entity so that the individual soldier was lost within the matrix
of the hunting whole. This was a palpable example of the V'ornn
Modality: one multiheaded creature bent on his destruction. As they watched, mesmerized in terror, a thin spear
of blue energy sliced down from the lead hoverpod, incinerating a
swath of trees. There was an odd, clicking sound. The Khagggun were
laughing. "I have never heard of him," she said.
"His pack does not hunt anywhere near here. Why is he here now?" "There is only one reason I can think of."
Annon pulled her back from the edge of the woods. "How in
N'Luuura did they find me?" She gave him a sharp, startled look. "Are you a
criminal?" "That depends on whom you ask." She briefly squeezed his hand. "I've never met
a V'ornn criminal before." He smiled grimly. "To be honest, neither have
I." "What are we going to do?" she asked. "The only thing I know how to do," he told
her. "Keep out of their direct line of sight. Otherwise, they'll
find us and use that ion cannon on us." Feeling helpless, he watched the cold blue light
dance blindingly as it lanced downward into another section of the
forest. Pines and am-monwood exploded, hissing like snakes as they
hit the waterlogged ground. He could sense Eleana flinch beside him. "Hunters, you said. They're trying to flush us
out." She dug her heels into her mount's flanks. "Come on!
I have an idea!" He took off after her. For the first few hundred
meters they more or less paralleled the hoverpods, until Eleana
abruptly turned them away. An enormous felled tree lay in their path.
They bent low over the cthauros' backs and urged them upward.
Eleana's cthauros leapt over the trunk, coming down within
millimeters of its blackened, peeling bark. But Annon was riding
Giyan's mount, and its lame hoof was enough to prevent it from
getting the lift it needed. It came down with its hindquarters
squarely across the tree. It screamed as its hind legs fractured. The
stub of a broken branch pierced its belly. It thrashed and screamed
again, turning on its side to free itself, pinning Annon beneath as
he tried to scramble away. His eyes bulged in pain, and he arched
back as Eleana wheeled her cthauros around and galloped back. "I can't get freer' he panted. The cthauros
continued to scream, but more weakly. He could see that if the beast rolled any farther,
it would crush his chest. He was terribly afraid. "Hold on!" She dismounted, ran toward him.
She pulled out her knife, slit the dying cthauros' throat, jumped
back in time to avoid the huge gout of blood. The beast looked at her
for an instant as if in relief, then its eyes rolled up and filmed
over. She tried to pull Annon free, and he almost passed
out with the pain. "It's no use," he said. "You can't
free me that way." "I won't leave you," she said. He pulled out the curved scalpel he had kept with
him from the interrogation room in the caverns beneath the regent's
palace and held it out to her. "Use this. It has a longer
blade." "What do you want me to do with that?" "My only chance is if you cut me out," he
said. She looked dubious. "I don't know." "Eleana," he whispered, wide-eyed. "I
cannot feel my legs." She took the scalpel from him. "Do you know what to do?" he asked. She was concentrating on the animal. "Keep very
still." She could see that one leg was pinned between the
side of the cthauros and the fallen tree. Thank Müna he had
missed the broken branch. Using the curved blade, she cut into the
soft belly of the beast, gave a stifled cry at the stench of released
gases, the quick ooze of intestines that came slithering forth. She
rubbed under her nose, continued her incision all the way up the
side, praying she could free him before she encountered the first of
the beast's thirty-seven ribs. If the densely boned rib cage was on
the V'ornn, she would never be able to free him. Blood was everywhere, but Eleana did not cry out or
weep. She kept her eyes firmly on her task while he concentrated on
breathing deeply. At last, she threw aside the scalpel, grabbed his
shoulders. He used the heels of his hands against the rough tree bark
to help her as best he could, and slowly she slid him out from under
the dead cthauros. She held him awkwardly up. They were both covered in
blood and pale green, ribboned tissue. "Can you stand?" she
asked him. She shrieked as a focused beam of dazzling blue
light sliced through leaves, branches, tree trunks to slit open the
forest floor not three meters from where they stood. Half of the
cthauros corpse was incinerated before they had a chance to react. "The pack!" Annon hissed. "It's
tracked our body heat!" "Müna protect us!" she whispered, as
she backed them away, his leg dragging uselessly through the muck of
the forest floor. "Your Great Goddess can't help us now," he
said with a groan of pain. "Not against their weaponry." As if to underscore his words, the forest exploded
again in light and agitated energy. The fallen tree disintegrated,
along with the rest of the dead cthauros. Annon reached up, dragging
his cthauros back by its mane. It stamped and snorted, but as if
aware of the danger, was otherwise silent. "We've got to get out of here before they home
in on us." Eleana swung up onto the cthauros. Annon looked up at her with pain-racked eyes. He
held himself on his good leg only by grabbing handfuls of the beast's
mane. "I'll never make it." "Sure you will," she said, bending down.
Ignoring the bit of bone she saw protruding from his torn pant leg,
she gathered him around his waist and launched him up behind her. All
the breath went out of him as pain exploded, and for an instant he
swung dizzily, about to pass out. Then she brought his arms around
her slender waist, locked his fingers together over her sternum.
"Here we go," she whispered back at him. "Hold on
tight." She felt the press of his chest against her back,
the weight of his head on her shoulder as she urged the cthauros away
from the next burst of ion-cannon fire. "Where can we go?" he said to her. His
voice was slurry, and she prayed to Müna that he would not lose
consciousness. "There is a place I know, a hidden place. But
you must tell no one about it." She did not wait for his reply, but galloped down
the incline and into the long gully hidden by a dense stand of
ancient, towering Marre pines. Above them, the cathedral of the
forest hid the gathering morn- ing sunlight, immersing them in deep
emerald light. Behind them, another explosion detonated as Eleana
guided the cthauros on down the gully. Standing water from last
night's storm hampered them, as the cthauros had to pick its way
blindly down the spine of the gully. The ground began to rise, the ammonwood and feathery
white mountain pines giving way entirely to the huge Marre pines. The
air smelled sweetly of pine and pitch until another blast of the ion
cannon sent acrid fumes whirling at them. A Marre pine fell on the
spot they had been in a moment before. Annon felt the brush of one
long branch across his back. "It is no use," he whispered. "They
have our scent; we cannot outrun them." "Have faith," she replied, as she
navigated the cthauros through the deeper water. "Faith," he whispered. "What is
faith?" The water here was dark, tea-colored, without
reflection. Snakes wriggled out of their way, but she kept an eye out
for the large predators she knew to inhabit the depths of the Marre
pine forest. Huge boulders added to the gloom, but for once she felt
comforted by the hulking presence. "How are you?" she whispered. She had
become afraid of speaking in a normal tone. "Fine," he replied, but she felt the
convulsive shiver run through him. She wondered how badly his leg was mangled. The
image of his protruding bone haunted her. His leg was fractured or
worse, if the bone had been irreparably crushed. With an effort, she
turned her mind away from those gruesome possibilities and continued
giving gentle but firm guidance to the cthauros. They had entered the upper reaches of the Marre pine
forest, the part she knew best. The cthauros was laboring a bit as it
struggled up the increasingly steep incline. Stones and bits of shale
flew from beneath its pounding hooves. She was worried about one
short stretch they needed to cover to get to her hiding place. It was
a ridge of blue-green rock where even the hardy Marre pines could not
put down roots. They would be exposed for at least a couple of
minutes. Desperately, she thought of alternative routes, but there
were none. They had to cross the ridge. She pulled the cthauros up just at the edge of the
trees. Before her loomed the ridge. The open space between where they
were and the straggling line of Marre pines on the upper side of the
ridge could not have been more than three or four hundred meters, but
to her it looked like a couple of kilometers. Annon's clasped hands were white, rigid, and cold.
She whispered to him. When he did not respond, she put her warm hand
over his and squeezed. "Hold on, Teyjattt," she whispered.
"Just a little longer. We're almost there." With her free hand, she stroked the cthauros' neck.
Its sides rose and fell like a bellows pulling air, and its nostrils
flared. She steadied it, calmed it, kept it quiet while her ears
pricked up for the slightest aural sign of the hovercraft. She heard
no hum, but there were no bird sounds, either. Sweat stood out on her
forehead as she concentrated. Should she go or stay? She did not know
what to do. Neither seemed the right decision. She remembered all the
times she had sneaked away here on foot, delighting in the beauty and
the solitude. Now this secret place might be the only thing standing
between them and incineration. They could not remain here at the
verge of the forest, she knew, but she panicked at the thought of
crossing the bald expanse of rock. As if to make up her mind, a swath of Marre pines
disintegrated into cinders, riding a column of blue flame that
scythed through the wood. She bit her lip to keep from screaming, dug
her heels into the cthauros' flanks, almost stood up in her effort to
urge the beast forward. They burst out of the sanctuary of the Marre
pine forest, and the glare of brilliant sunlight made Eleana's eyes
water. She dared not look to her left, where the ridge abruptly fell
off into an almost sheer drop of five hundred meters or more. Cooler
air swirled up from the chasm, eddying like the dangerous currents of
a whirlpool. The cthauros' hooves sparked and clattered over the
blue-green stone. She winced with every sound they made. She could
feel herself panting with each labored breath of her mount. Up ahead, she could see the line of Marre pines
where the densest part of the forest began. Beyond them was a series
of caves impossible to detect unless you were specifically looking
for them. She herself had passed them by many times when she had come
this way, until late one afternoon she had slid on a dry patch of
loose shale, lost her balance, and slid into them. But right now they
seemed like an eternity away. The ridge continued to rise to the crest. She was
bent low, her cheek against the whipping mane of her mount. She kept
squeezing Annon's clasped hands, hoping to keep him conscious. Then
the air just above her right shoulder sizzled, and something exploded
so near them she gave a little yelp. The cthauros ducked its head and
whinnied. Eleana dug her heels into its flanks to keep it going, but
another blast struck it dead on and it went down beneath them. Eleana deftly rolled them out of the way of the
cthauros' still-twitching legs. There was an awful stench coming from
the smoking hole in its side. She turned to look behind them, saw an
armored Kha-gggun scrambling methodically over the rocks toward them.
He held a portable ion cannon. Fear seized her in its mailed fist.
She thought about running, but remembered that Annon was crippled.
Besides, the V'ornn was too close. The ion cannon was at the ready;
he would not miss if they turned to flee. Eleana pulled her knife, but it was a useless
gesture—foolish, even. The Khagggun would never give her an
opportunity to use it. And even, if by some chance, she got close
enough to him, she knew her blade would shatter against the armor. "Teyjattt," she whispered.
"I am here," Annon answered. "I'm
sorry I brought you into this." She squeezed his hand by way of reply. His head felt light, his body weighed down with
waves of pain and numbness. Even so, seeing the Khagggun come on, he
could not believe that it would end like this, all his dreams of
avenging his family's slaughter dying so quickly, so finally.
Stogggul had won, and the worst of it was he hadn't even put up a
fight. The Khagggun strode quickly to within two paces of
them. The ion cannon was pointed directly at them. This was it, he
thought, awaiting death. But, inexplicably, the Khagggun's gaze swept past
them without recognition. "What is—" The Khagggun's head swiveled in the direction of
Eleana's voice and Annon clamped a hand over her mouth, shook his
head when she looked at him, letting her know that she shouldn't make
a sound. The Khagggun stood as still as a statue. It appeared
as if he were scarcely breathing. Annon looked around, and there she
was: Giyan. Still cloaked in her Tuskugggun robes, her sifeyn
concealing the upper part of her face, she came from behind the
immobile Khagggun, moving across the rocky ridge as if it were the
palace floor. She placed a forefinger across her grimly set lips.
She turned her gaze toward the fallen cthauros. For a moment, nothing
happened. Then Annon felt a wave of energy brush by him and the
corpse slid toward the edge of the ridge. It dangled at the precipice
for an instant, then vanished over the side. While Annon's and Eleana's mouths were still agape,
Giyan went to where they lay, stooped, grabbing Annon under his arms.
He could see that Eleana was stunned. Nevertheless, she rose, took up
position on his other side, and put her arm around him. They began to make their painstaking way across the
rocky scree. Once, Eleana turned her head, worried that the Khagggun
had come out of his eerie trance. "Don't look back!" Giyan said softly but
sharply. "Keep going!" Eleana turned back, swallowed hard, and nodded. "I
know where we can hide," she whispered, looking furtively at the
robed woman. Her eyes opened wide when she saw that Giyan was
Kundalan. Giyan nodded, and they moved on. The simple act of
walking exhausted Annon. Once or twice, his mangled leg dragged on
the ground, and it was all he could do not to cry out. The pain was
almost overwhelming; all he wanted to do was lie down and rest, but
the two women on either side of him would not allow that. They
crossed the remaining expanse of the ridge. Just as they passed
within the deep shadows of the Marre pines on the north side, the air
began to hum, crackling and sparking behind them. Hidden, they
turned, watched a brace of hoverpods appearing over the tops of the
Marre pines south of the ridge. They were startlingly, frighteningly
close. So close, in fact, that they could see the imposing figure of
Pack-Commander Hacilar, his head covered by the pale grey ridged
skull of a male Krael. A slender man with the insignia of
First-Captain on his armor stood at Hacilar's shoulder, relaying his
commands to the pack. "That is Olnnn Rydddlin," Annon whispered.
"He is Hacilar's second-in-command." Rekkk Hacilar was directing Olnnn Rydddlin's gaze to
the sentrylike figure of the lone Khagggun Giyan had immobilized. He
barked an order. "We've got to get to the caves," Eleana
whispered urgently. "In a moment." Giyan was staring fixedly
at the Khagggun. "Hacilar is trying to access his Khagggun's
telemetry." She was vibrating as if she were a tuning fork.
Annon became aware of a kind of resistance, as if he were in the
ocean, swimming against the tide. It was as if concentric circles of
energy pulsed out from her. They did not hurt him, but they made him
even more tired than he had been. Colors sparked and twinkled all
around him, the blues and greens and browns of the world seeming more
vivid than he had ever remembered them. Then something went through
him, like an eel through deep water, and he shivered. As the hoverpods came abreast of him, the Khagggun
who had killed their cthauros lurched into movement. They could see
Rekkk Hacilar shouting orders that the Khagggun apparently could not
hear. Instead, he walked, stiff-legged to the edge of the precipice.
He stood there for a moment before losing his balance and tumbling
over the edge. Giyan turned back to them. "That will keep them
occupied." She turned her most charming smile on Eleana. "Now.
How do we get to these caves of yours?" you have drawn blood
against your own." "You have violated the Law of the Summoning." "You have acted without supervision. You must
be punished." Three Gyrgon circled Wennn Stogggul as he stood in
the rain-slicked center of the regent's garden. Behind him, Mesagggun
were busy ripping out Eleusis' star-roses by the roots. It was one of
the first orders he had given on gaining complete control of the
palace. Even Wennn Stogggul had to admit that the Gyrgon
were an awesome sight. Clad in their shimmering alloy armor, they
looked like gigantic insects, wings folded, thoraxes puffed, their
faces shielded by high helms-crowned ion spiral horns. In any event,
it was an extraordinary sight to see them outside the Temple of
Mnemonics, their terrible carapaces glistening and glinting as they
moved in concert in the pale predawn light. But then these were
extraordinary times. "Would you punish me," Stogggul said, "for
carrying out your wishes?" "We did not—" "How dare you intimate—" "What would you know of our wishes?" For an instant, Wennn Stogggul's anger got the
better of him. "You think of me as some Bashkir half-wit whose
petition to be regent you dismissed out of hand." The three Gyrgon were still. There was something
eerie, disconcerting about their perfectly synchronized movements, as
if they were not really V'ornn at all, but something else, something
truly unknown and unknowable. Be it truth or illusion, Stogggul knew,
it was effective. "Are you gainsaying our decision?" the
first Gyrgon demanded. Wennn Stogggul licked his lips as his tender
parts began to shrivel. Then he berated himself; to show fear to
Gyrgon was tantamount to fueling their derision. "What I am
saying is that was then. This is now." The three continued their
circling. "Amplify," the second Gyrgon said. Wennn Stogggul smiled to himself. They had given him
his opening. "We have been on this planet too long. Eleusis
Ashera was stalling, fighting the inevitable moment we all know will
come, when we leave this world a spinning ash heap. The evidence of
overstaying is all around us." He lowered his voice so it would
not carry back to the workers. "The Mesagggun grow restive, the
Khagggun grow soft in their enforced idleness. By building an
alliance between the Bashkir and the Khagggun, I have begun a new era
in V'ornn history. I am revitalizing it." Behind him, the Mesagggun made ragged piles of the
star-roses. He had his own plans for the space, and they did not
include flowers. Though the inscrutable silence threatened to devour
him, he screwed up his courage, forging ahead. "As long as
Eleusis Ashera remained as regent the Kundalan culture continued. Am
I wrong in this?" "There are many paths to an end," the
first Gyrgon said sharply. What are they not telling me? Wennn
Stogggul asked himself. He knew that he had taken an enormous risk in
moving unilaterally against the Ashera. He knew there would be the
inevitable fallout among the Gyrgon. In fact, he never would have
made his move if the Ring of Five Dragons hadn't come into his
possession. What a coup that had been! He had been all set to name
Bronnn Pallln, a long-time ally, as his new Prime Factor, when he had
been asked to dinner by Sornnn SaTrryn. He had almost said no. After all, Sornnn SaTrryn was
only a year or two older than Kurgan. On the other hand, the SaTrryn
were a Bashkir Consortium of the first rank, though Stogggul had
known the patriarch, Hadinnn SaTrryn, only in passing, and then only
when he dealt in the spice trade that was the SaTrryn's prime
territory. When Hadinnn SaTrryn had died suddenly and unexpectedly
last month, Sornnn SaTrryn, as the eldest son, had taken over. As a
consequence, Stogggul had automatically dismissed the Consortium. Over a very fine dinner, Sornnn SaTrryn had
impressed Stogggul with his clever mind and sharp business acumen, no
more so than when, over dessert and drinks, he had offered him the
Ring of Five Dragons. At first, Stogggul was disbelieving. After all,
the Ring of Five Dragons was the stuff of legends. No V'ornn had ever
seen it; it had been lost on the same day 101 years ago when the The
Pearl had vanished, when the V'ornn had landed on Kundala. "And, lo and behold, here you are, presenting
it to me." Stogggul had shaken his head, but his hand was
shaking when he held the Ring, for his trained Bashkir eye knew it
was made neither by V'ornn nor by present-day Kundalan. Then Sornnn SaTrryn had told him the story of how he
had come by this miraculous artifact. He was but a day returned from
one of his regular trips into the Korrush where, like his father
before him, he spent time with the local tribal leaders who supplied
his Consortium with its spices. The day before he was scheduled to
depart, his business being finished, he was presented with a gift of
enormous prestige. He was taken to an archaeological dig many
kilometers north of Okkam-chire, one of the spice centers of the
area. It was a barren, utterly deserted section of the unbearably
stark Korrush. Crude wooden ladders led down into the dig, which was
already some nine or ten meters belowground. Through cramped and
airless tunnels Sornnn SaTrryn was led until he found himself longing
for the harsh tang of the gusty Korrush wind. The thick, hot air was
gritty, lifeless. Up ahead he saw torchlight. A moment later, he and
his guide emerged into a chamber. The walls were covered with colored
glass tiles depicting beasts with gleaming eyes and sharp fangs.
There, Sornnn SaTrryn was introduced to the head of the dig, a large
male with curling black hair and beard, pale ice-blue eyes. They sat
cross-legged, ate a meal of flat bread, dried fruits, and cold
gimnopede pie. During the meal, they spoke only of inconsequential
matters. This was the Korrush way. When they were done, the
archaeologist took Sornnn SaTrryn on a tour of the chamber, pointing
out the beasts of legend that ringed the chamber. On the way out, a member of the dig surreptitiously
approached Sornnn SaTrryn's guide. They spoke in low tones for a
moment before the guide beckoned Sornnn SaTrryn over. And there,
lying in the digger's leathery outstretched palm, dusty and
age-encrusted, was the Ring of Five Dragons. It had been found at the
dig just that morning. It was supposed to have been tagged and
cataloged by the digger, but he had not done that, intuiting perhaps
its value. Whether he knew what it was, Sornnn SaTrryn neither knew
nor cared. The digger knew who Sornnn SaTrryn was, and he wanted an
enormous sum of coins for his find. After the requisite rounds of
bargaining, Sornnn SaTrryn bought it. He would have paid any amount
for it. Now, at dinner with Stogggul, he exacted his price.
He wanted to be named Prime Factor. Stogggul, ever the pragmatist,
had readily agreed. The Ring had given Stogggul the power he needed to
stand his ground with the Gyrgon. Or so he believed. In actuality,
when it came to the Gyrgon one never knew what ground one was
standing on. He had been required to trust his instincts. And now
here he was, at the crowning moment of his life. He knew better than
most V'ornn that now that he was in their presence the Gyrgon could
kill him on a whim—they merely had to send a charge of
hyperexcited ions through his okummmon and his hearts would be fried.
Or they could spend many sidereal cycles causing him such
excruciating pain that he would beg for the release of death long
before they would grant it to him. Still, he pressed on,
concentrating on what he must do now to garner their support. "Well?" the third Gyrgon barked. "You
will speak now, or you will regret your actions." "I have no doubt." Wennn Stogggul held up
his hands. He saw that they were unmoved. "Hear me, Gyrgon. In
moving against the Ashera I have saved your caste much time and
vexatious effort. Time and effort better spent in your laboratories.
Am I wrong in this?" Belatedly heeding their warning, he hurried
on. "I know full well that unlocking the secrets of the Kundalan
has been a long and exceedingly frustrating process. We have killed
them in great numbers, tortured them individually. We have subjected
them to a decades-long campaign of terror both with sporadic Khagggun
packs and with methods of infiltration and misinformation. To date,
nothing has worked. In fact, I have in my possession reliable reports
that over the past sidereal decade the strength of their underground
has increased fivefold. Short of finding some technology that will
dissect the Kundalan mind and thus reveal all its secrets, continuing
in this vein will prove fruitless. I think we are in agreement about
this assessment." He looked at all three Gyrgon in turn, hoping to be
able to glean something of their thinking by reading their
expressions. Instead, he felt like an illiterate. Their faces were as
blank as a Nieobian wall. He strangled his frustration and plowed on.
"Therefore, I propose an alternative—a way to break the
Kundalan once and for all, destroy their will and their
underground all in one stroke." The Gyrgon were silent, but they kept circling like
predatory birds that had scented fresh blood. They are trying to
unnerve me, he thought. They are taking the measure of my
mettle. If I displease them, they will roast my tender parts over an
ion spit, oh yes they will But I won't make that mistake. He
took their silence as tacit approval. "Here is what we will do:
we will use their own secrets against them." The Gyrgon ceased their movement. "Impossible!" "The jabber of idiots!" "You spew meaningless riddles!" "No! I speak the truth!" It was an effort
keeping his enormous need out of his voice. "Would you cast out
my petition to be regent a second time?" The Gyrgon stood quite still. "It is possible—" "We would consider—" "The truth is where we live." The Gyrgon exposed their mailed hands, an implied
threat. The preliminaries were over. "Make your stand, Stogggul Wennn," the
third Gyrgon demanded. "Tell us the truth." At the back wall of the garden, the Mesagggun had
lighted a fire under the star-roses. Wennn Stogggul sucked the
strong, bitter scent deep into his tri-lobed lung. He had never
noticed it before but burning star-roses smelled of victory. He held
up the Kundalan artifact. "Here is my truth," he said. "Let
it spealc eloquently to you." As one, the Gyrgon peered at what he held between
his fingers. "It is the Ring!" the first Gyrgon said. "The Ring of Five Dragons!" the second
Gyrgon said. "The Kundalan artifact said to open the
Storehouse where The Pearl lies in wait!" the third Gyrgon said. Triumph surged in Stogggul's chest as he absorbed
their excitement. "How many years have you been trying to get
through the Door to the Storehouse?" "One hundred and one," said the second
Gyrgon. Stogggul went down on one knee, his hearts hammering
in his chest. "I offer this Ring to the Gyrgon, to break the
Kundalan once and for all, to gain all the secrets it has been the
Gyrgon desire to obtain. And all I ask in return is that you grant me
the regent's mantle and break the Ashera Consortium's stranglehold on
the salamuuun trade." In one terrifying stride, the third Gyrgon closed
the space between them. He plucked the Ring from between Stogggul's
fingers. "The Gyrgon accept your offering." The Prime Factor rose, his pulse pounding. He was on
the brink of his heart's desire. "Then you will name me new
regent?" "No," the first Gyrgon said. "What?" Wennn Stogggul fairly howled. His
fingers curled into fists, his eyes turned bloody and murderous. "We
had a deal! How can you—" "Deal? What deal? We accepted a gift from you,
nothing more," the third Gyrgon said. "Ashera Annon lives.
So long as this is fact, the Ashera Dynasty continues." "This is Law," the first Gyrgon said. "It
cannot be otherwise." "Ashera Annon is the new regent," the
second Gyrgon said. "Until the moment of his death." "Then, N'Luuura take it, kill him!" the
Prime Factor cried. "Fry the skcettta!" "We reject your sentence," the third
Gyrgon said. "Gyrgon do not murder regents," the first
Gyrgon said. "It is for you to succeed or fail," the
third Gyrgon said. "Bring us the head of Ashera Annon, and we
will proclaim you regent of Kundala." "And what of the salamuuun trade? It should be
mine." Silence. "It should be mine!" “This is Eleana," Annon whispered,
introducing the girl to Giyan. "Gi-yan is the female who raised
me." He made no mention of his first encounter with Eleana. "Thank you for helping Annon," Giyan said.
"I owe you a debt I can never repay." "You owe me nothing," Eleana said. "I thought you were lost," Annon
whispered. "I am never lost," Giyan told him, and
smiled. "I found food and shelter. I was coming back for you
when I heard them." "How did they find us so quickly?" "I do not know." Her whistleflower-blue
eyes held his for a moment. "But it is troubling." She
peeled back his bloody pant leg. "How did this happen?" "The hoverpods came, and we went looking for
you. I was riding your cthauros—the one with the lame hoof." "I remember." "It didn't make it over a tree trunk." Inside the caves, she had shed her Tuskugggun robes
to form a makeshift pallet for him. Her thick copper-colored hair was
unbound, and she looked every inch a Kundalan female. She also looked
pale and drained, but she nevertheless examined his leg with the care
of a physician. He licked his lips. "How bad is it?" "Do not fret, Teyjattt. It can be healed." The multicolored walls arched over their head,
extending far back into absolute darkness. Here and there, red and
orange lichen sprouted in furry patches, clinging at impossible
angles. Heavily filtered light from the Marre pine forest bathed the
mouth of the cave, extending to where the trio had made temporary
camp. Annon's head tossed back and forth on the pallet,
and he groaned. "What is it?" Giyan asked as she stroked
his head. "Nothing. Just a bout of dizziness. It will
pass." But his voice was so weak he could barely hear himself.
"I am thirsty." "There is a small spring farther inside the
cave," Eleana said. Giyan handed over her sifeyn and the girl went off
to fill it. She watched until Eleana was out of sight, then she put a
hand on Annon's forehead. Immediately, he felt a warmth suffusing
him, relaxing him. In a moment, he was deep in sleep. Giyan unwound the filthy bandage from around her
left hand. The wound was entirely healed. She smiled to herself,
placed one hand on each side of Annon's broken leg. She began to
chant in the Old Tongue of the Ramahan as she unwound the bandage.
She could feel the air around her stir, come alive. Ripples purled
the atmosphere, which grew thick as water. At the same time, a
certain light emerged from the palms of her hand, bathing the places
she held. Still chanting, she pulled on the leg below the knee. At
once, the bones popped back into place. Her fingers now worked the
torn and ragged flesh, and where she touched them they mended. Giyan watched his face. In repose, he most resembled
the small child she had held to her breast, had sung to, who dwelled
in her heart. She felt that she had never been closer to him. It was
odd what surprises adversity could bring. It was time to wake him. Again, her hand passed
across his forehead. He stirred and opened his eyes. "Did I fall asleep?" he asked in a furry
voice. "I feel so much better." She knelt over him, took his hand in hers. "Your
leg is going to be fine, Annon." "You know that?" "Yes." Her smile deepened. "I do." "It feels better." "Tomorrow you will be able to walk on it, but
only for a little while." She could see the emotions playing across his face,
and her heart broke as it had so many times since she had first held
him; he did not yet know who he was, and she could not help him. She
struggled once again to escape the trapped feeling. So many secrets
bound her, kept so much of her inside. How many times had she cried
herself to sleep in the crook of Eleusis' strong arm? No more. Even
that small measure of solace was gone. "Why are you crying?" Annon asked. She was spared lying to him by Eleana's scream. She
jumped up, peering into the darkness of the cave. With an effort,
Annon maneuvered himself around until he was facing the heart of the
cave. They could see dim movement now, and then the girl
appeared, running directly toward them. A look of blind terror was on
her face. Instantly, they saw that something was pursuing her. It was
still a smudge in the darkness, but it was large, and it was moving
fast. "Get out!" Eleana screamed. "I cannot
believe it, but I stumbled upon a perwillon!" "Müna protect us!" Giyan breathed.
"We have no weapons, and the perwillon is impervious to
sorcerous spells." "Give me the bolt!" Annon shouted at her. "What?" Eleana was spun around by a massive paw, the outline
of the perwillon just behind her came clear. "Kurgan's bolt! Quickly!" They saw a thick, furred body twelve meters in
length, four powerful forepaws, a long, black-muzzled face with
triple rows of teeth. The girl grunted, desperately tried to spin
away. Giyan handed him the bolt and he fitted it into his
okummmon. Eleana stumbled backward, jerking free of the beast.
She slammed into the wall of the cave, righted herself, raced toward
them. Having gotten their scent, the perwillon reacted predictably to
three strangers encroaching on its territory. Its massive jaws opened
wide, its crimson teeth dripping a thick nasty-looking liquid. It
rose up on its hind legs and, its long, curved orange claws raking
the air, charged the interlopers. It struck Annon a blow across his
chest that knocked all the air out of him. Eleana screamed as he fetched up against the rock
wall. The perwillon, scenting blood, charged again. Annon's arm came up. He did not think or aim; the
okummmon scanned its target even as it locked on. The bolt launched,
passing through the oncoming perwillon's left eye, embedding itself
in the beast's heart. It roared and clawed the air, mortally struck.
Still, its forward momentum carried it toward the trio. Eleana
stepped in front of Annon and Giyan stepped in front of the two of
them. The perwillon stumbled, went to its knees, then
collapsed over onto its side not a meter from where Giyan stood
guard. The stench of the beast filled the cave. Eleana ran to where Annon lay, stanching the fresh
blood with strips of her own clothes. "That was close." She
turned to Giyan, ducked her head. "I believe we have need of
your healing powers." Giyan knelt beside Annon and looked closely at the
new wounds. She reached into her pouch. "We will have to use
ground herbs and roots," she said with a worried look. "My
sorcery will not heal a wound from a perwillon. It is a creature from
another age, impervious to sorcery of any kind." Eleana stared at Giyan for a long time. "I had
heard tales of sorcery such as yours, but I did not imagine that it
actually existed." "The young have stopped believing," Giyan
said. "That is a sadness almost too great to bear." "I believe now, and I will tell others." "Not yet." Giyan was packing the bloody
wound with the dried mash. "When the time is right." Eleana rose and approached the perwillon. She
unsheathed her knife and hacked expertly through the thick fur. "At
least it died for a good cause. We will have fresh meat to eat." Annon, Eleana, and Giyan ate their fill of the
perwillon's liver and heart, the most nutritious parts of its
innards. As for its brain, it was a small thing, located just under
its thick shoulder muscles, not worth the digging. They ate these
Kundalan delicacies raw, for they dared not risk building a fire,
lest its smoke be observed by their enemies. Then Giyan left the
cave. Afterward, Giyan left them for some hours as she
searched the hills and glens for herbs to help heal Annon's wounds.
When she returned, she immediately set about her preparations. Annon
and Eleana broke off their quiet conversation to watch her. "Judging from the single roots, you were not
able to find much," Eleana said. Giyan nodded. "But what I did find is very
potent, indeed." She held up the twisted, dark red root. "This
is mesembrythem. It is one of the most powerful herbs in the pantheon
of sorcerous remedies." She continued her work, shredding the
root with her nails. "In all but the most practiced hands, it is
very dangerous and highly addictive. Its regenerative powers can
instantly morph into the deadliest poison, either through overdose or
the introduction of oil of heart-wood." She took the shreds into a corner of the cavern, put
them in a pile on the ground, and squatted over them. Annon and
Eleana turned away, heard her urinating on the root shreds. "They
need a weak acidic so- lution to activate properly," she said,
rearranging her robes. "This will have to do." Within fifteen minutes they had swelled up, the dark
red color fading into the faintest of pinks. Giyan gathered them up.
She looked down at Annon and smiled. "The mesembrythem will,
first of all, stanch the blood. Then it will give you strength." Annon nodded. She placed the shreds in a complex
pattern over his wounds. Her concentration was so absolute that
neither of the others said a word. When she was done, she expelled a small sigh, and
said to Eleana. "I fear I must rely once again on your
goodwill." Annon closed his eyes, growing drowsy with exhaustion
and the effects of the herbal remedy. "We must continue our
flight." "Is it wise to move him? He has lost a great
deal of blood." "I fear we have no other choice. Our enemies
are too close on our heels. Besides, the mesembrythem will heal him
in a few days, I hope." "You have a safe harbor?" "I believe so, yes." "I have friends along the way who will be able
to help." "My thanks, Eleana, but you saw what happened
here. I do not want to put anyone else in danger. We will purchase
two of your best cthau- ros. "Your coins are no good here," Eleana
said. "The cthauros are yours." "Thank you for your generosity." "It is the least I can do." Her eyes
flicked toward Annon, then returned to meet Giyan's level gaze. They regarded once another silently for some time
before Giyan rose. "I will reconnoiter to make certain the
hoverpods have moved on." "You are as generous as you are courageous,
Giyan." Though she was very grateful for this time alone with
Teyjattt, no matter how short, Eleana did not dare meet the other
woman's eyes. When Giyan had disappeared out of the mouth of the
cave. Eleana bent over Annon. "You will be leaving soon. It is time to say
good-bye." "Good-bye?" His voice was thick. He had
eaten little, having had no appetite for the strange, gamey organ
meat. Now he felt both nauseated and light-headed. "No, no. You
must come with us." "Alas, it is impossible. I have obligations
here. I know you understand about obligations." "Yes. I do." She stroked his forehead, smiled down at him.
"Teyjattt. Would Giyan be jealous if she heard me call you
that?" "I do not think so, no. She likes you." "And you?" He lifted a hand and she took it in hers, squeezed
it tight. She bent even lower over him. "Ah, that face,"
she whispered. "I will know it anywhere." "I wish you were coming with us." "As do I." His hearts constricted. "Eleana…" Tears came to her eyes. "I am pleased Giyan
likes me." He looked at her, searching for answers, found only
her enigmatic smile. For the time being at least, it was enough. A
shadow from the cave entrance came toward them and automatically
their hands unwound. "It is time," Giyan said. "I must go," Eleana whispered/ "to
fetch the cthauros." She reached down, unwrapped something from
her waist. "I leave this token with you, Teyjattt." She
laid her knife in its polished ammonwood scabbard on his chest.
"Until we meet again." Vessel
Half-Empty It is an evil omen, you bringing the boy here,"
Bartta said ungraciously. "I am happy to see you, too, sister." "You live with the ruler of our conquerors. I
do not see you for sixteen years, and now here you are on my
doorstep, asking for succor for a V'ornn, no less!" "Try to see him as a boy under threat of death
from his father's enemies," Giyan said. "His father was my enemy also." "So are the V'ornn who seek him." Bartta stood back, allowing Giyan to half carry the
still-weak Annon inside. But she did not lift a hand while her twin
transported him to the room where Giyan herself had slept when she
was a child. The cottage, on the next to highest of the village's
thirty-seven tiers, had three bedrooms. Bartta now slept in the room
that had belonged to their parents. She had put Riane, the girl she
had found beneath the flat stone, in her old bedroom. "How did you know to look for me here,"
Bartta said, "and not at the abbey?" "I remember everything, sister," Giyan
said. "Including your penchant for retreats here, to try to
fathom the pattern of the powerful bourns—those mystical power
paths that crisscross Kundala Müna laid down at the world's
creation." Giyan cocked her head. "We Ramahan have been
trying to make sense of the pattern for close to a century. Are you
any closer to solving the mystery?" Bartta made a sour face. "You mock me now." "Not at all. On the contrary, I admire your
persistence." Bartta followed Giyan, watched with avid eyes as her
sister set Annon down. "Have you used your Gift on him?" "He was mauled by a perwillon." "Müna protect us! Those beasts are
daemon-spawn! What ill luck that you happened upon one." Giyan busied herself making Annon comfortable. Bartta came cautiously into the room. "He is
not unpleasant-looking, for a V'ornn." She moved closer, bending
over Annon. Her forefinger jabbed out. "What made this
discoloration?" "He was attacked by a gyreagle. It left its
talon in him." "He's lucky it did not pierce his lung. V'ornn
have only one, I am told." She sucked at her lower lip. "It
happened when he was a small child, yes? The wound is long healed." "No," Giyan said, standing up. "It
was a recent attack. Less than a week." Bartta's eyes opened wide. "Sorcerous work." Giyan turned to her. She took her twin by the arm,
led her back into the great room. Osoru—the Five Moon sorcery—has been
banished from the abbey ever since Mother's death," Bartta
hissed. "Do not admonish me, sister. The sorcery worked
on Annon is not of my doing." Bartta frowned, sat down beside her exhausted twin.
"Whose, then?" "I haven't eaten in a day and a night." Bartta nodded, put a big iron stewpot on the fire.
Giyan looked around. The whitewashed walls were, here and there,
streaked with soot, but otherwise the cottage seemed much the same as
it had when they were growing up. A fire winked and crackled in the
old stone hearth, the black, potbellied kettle stood on a wooden
shelf with all the other cooking paraphernalia, the same dark-hued
hangings sagged on their pins, the ammonwood furniture was worn to a
glossy sheen. There and there, were oddities that made Giyan
understand that this was no longer her home. Like the ornately carved
heartwood chest in the great room and their mother's lovely perennial
garden. Once, it had been filled with swirls of delicate pink
thistlewort, yellow mountain laurel, white snow-lily, and aromatic
rosemary. Bartta had transformed it into a botanical laboratory of
sorts. There was shanin, Pandanus, la-tua, datura inoxia, plus at
least a dozen varieties of exotic mushrooms, all of which and more
Eleusis had allowed her to grow in the secret garden inside the
palace. They were mostly subtropical plants, but her sister had
apparently found a method to adapt them to the harsh mountain
climate. This high in the mountains of the Djenn Marre, mornings and
late afternoons were almost always chilly, even in High Summer.
Nights were either cold or frigid, depending upon the season. It had taken them four days and four nights of
almost constant riding to get here. Along the way, Giyan had twice
spotted Khagggun hov-erpods at a far remove. They were still
sectoring the Marre pine forest; because they were awkward to
maneuver over the foothills' steep gradients, they no longer appeared
to be a threat. She had allowed them to stop only to relieve
themselves, which was still an awkward and time-consuming procedure
for Annon. They ate the foodstuff Eleana had given them while riding.
They had ascended through the land of sudden lakes, through
increasingly rocky scree and acutely pitched ridges, along winding
paths of well-trammeled Marre pine needles, past swiftly flowing
streams and small waterfalls. Above them rose the majestic,
snowcapped peaks of the Djenn Marre, becoming ever more awesome the
closer they came. Giyan pushed the cthau-ros to their limit. By the
second day, Annon had slept off and on while she guided both animals
on the path she had chosen into the upcountry where her home village
of Stone Border lay nestled. Once, sliding into an exhausted sleep,
she had dreamed her terrifying dream of bloody hands, and a fire
crackling, consuming her. She had awoken sobbing at the cold,
glittering stars. A soft wind stirred the treetops. The moons were
gone, as if unable to bear any longer her inner torment. "They did not harm you, the V'ornn?"
Bartta, stirring the stewpot, broke the awkward silence. "No harm came to me, sister," Giyan said
wearily. "Quite the opposite." "That is difficult to believe." Bartta was
piling dried fruit and crusty bread onto a plate. "I had given
up hope." "In Axis Tyr I fell in love." Giyan was
staring at her hands. "I do not expect you to understand." Bartta ladled stew into a bowl, brought it and the
plate to the table. She poured Giyan some sweet, dark mead. Giyan was famished, but she hardly tasted the food.
Her thoughts were with Annon. Her heart ached for him. She tried to
banish the fear that had grown in her ever since they had left
Eleana. She had important things to tell Bartta, but she was suddenly
afraid. "Tell me about life here," she said. "It has been hard," Bartta said. "Harder
by far than when you were here, because now we are losing our folk to
the V'ornn and to Kara." She gestured. "Once these
Kundalan were followers of Müna. But Müna has forsaken
them, they claim, and so they give themselves over to this soulless,
Goddess-less religion that threatens the very fabric of our
spirituality." "For once we agree on something." Giyan
put food into her mouth, chewed slowly, tasting nothing but the
mounting fear inside her. "Kara brings no good to either its
followers or to us. It is a dead end." "It is worse. Each Kundalan who converts to
Kara is another wound inflicted on the Ramahan corpus. As the Ramahan
go, so goes the Kundalan, eh, sister? Though its practitioners claim
Kara gives them hope, at the heart of Kara is a certain nihilism that
seeks to obliterate our history, our lore, the very essence of who we
are. No, truly we have no need of such a latter-day religion." "And yet each month it grows stronger." "Yes, fed by the anger of Müna forsaking
her children." "And every day the Holy Scripture slips farther
away from us, isn't that so?" Bartta's voice was fueled by equal parts envy and
contempt. "I am surprised you remember Scripture. You have the
Gift." "Like water, we always return to the source,"
Giyan said softly. "Does it seem strange to return, sister, after
all your time among the conquerors?" Giyan pushed aside her plate. "To be honest, I
feel somewhat… displaced." "I will take you to our mother's grave,"
Bartta said shortly as she cleared the table. "If you stay long
enough, that is." "And what of Father?" "Kara took him. He could not resist the new
religion's practical message of the here and now." And there lay their personal history, trammeled in
the dust. Giyan felt oddly defeated. Not for them the cries of
delight, the tears, the deep love that twins so long separated should
feel. From the first, a wary cynicism had established itself, as if
they were two enemies meeting to hammer out a truce after a long,
drawn-out war. "You are a very different person than the one
who went with the V'ornn sixteen years ago," Bartta said. There
was a certain bitterness in her voice that scored Giyan's heart like
the talons of an all-too-familiar creature. She had returned to the
doorway to what had once been her bedroom. Inside, Annon lay
sleeping. "But what can one expect?" Bartta
continued. "By the look of you, dressed in alien finery, you are
now more V'ornn than KundalanV.” Giyan turned to face her sister. She pushed back the
sifeyn. "You know better than that." Bartta turned her closed face away. "Forgive
me. I am distracted this morning. I have been for a week. I found a
girl, the same age as your V'ornn charge. She is in the acute stage
of duur fever. Despite all my efforts on her behalf, she will die
within the hour." She looked to her twin. "Unless with your
Gift—" "I cannot bring life to the dying. You know
that better than anyone." "You must try. I beg of you. Perhaps your
coming here is another omen." "Another omen?" Giyan stiffened.
"Speak plainly, sister, for I, too, must tell of omens." Bartta folded her arms across her birdlike chest,
gave her sister a curious look. "Seven days ago, I saw an owl
before sunset." She scowled. "The night messenger of Müna
never shows itself during daylight hours unless it brings unexpected
death in its talons." "The owl is a harbinger of change," Giyan
replied. "There is always fear in change." "Not for the Ramahan," Bartta declared. "I think, these days, especially for
the Ramahan." Bartta shook off her sister's words. "The
owl—Müna's messenger—led me to this girl, Riane. It
came out of the forest and circled the spot three times. I was meant
to find her, don't you see? Why? She is dying, and I cannot save her.
It makes no sense. And yet there can be no doubt of Müna's hand
in this." "Have you notified her family?" "There is no family—at least none that
she can remember. She has no memory." "Poor thing." The sounds of people screaming stilled Bartta's
response. The sisters rushed to the window. Beyond the herb garden,
past the unpainted cedar gates, steeply stepped streets descended to
the village plaza. It was filled to bursting now with townsfolk,
Khagggun, mostly on foot, a few riding cthauros. "Müna protect us!" Bartta cried.
"Another cursed Khagggun raiding party!" She ran to the
door. "We thought our cliffs would stop them, but it only
stopped their hoverpods. They steal cthauros from the villages below
and march on." As she opened the door, Giyan held her back. "Don't go out there, sister." She peered
down to the square, could see the dreaded insignia on the Khagggun's
helms. "This raiding party has more on its mind than random
terror." Bartta's eyes became slits. "What do you mean?" "Someone betrayed us, saw us steal out of the
palace. But I cannot imagine who." Bartta tore away from her sister's grasp. "Stay
here," she ordered. "If you are right, the Khagggun will
doubtless begin a house-to-house search. I must find a away to keep
them away from here." "What can you do?" Bartta went out the door without another word. Giyan turned away from the window. Anrron was still
asleep. To distract herself, she went into Bartta's bedroom, saw the
girl Riane lying deathly pale. Despite her lack of color, her lank,
greasy hair, her emaciated body she was a strikingly beautiful girl.
Giyan stood over her for a moment, said a prayer to Müna. She
put a hand on the girl's cheek. She was burning up with fever. Giyan
let out a long breath, allowed her mind to clear of all thought, all
imagery, all emotion. Riane was so near death it took some time and
effort to gather in enough of her faint aura. She summoned Osoru. She tried to direct the spell toward the girl, but
something was blocking it. She was of no more use to Riane than
Bartta had been. She tried again. Nothing. She did not understand.
The power always came when she summoned it; it always obeyed her
wishes. Why had it failed her now? She turned as she heard the front door burst open,
and rushed out to see Bartta. Her face was pinched and drawn. "You were right. The Khagggun are looking for
the boy." She ran a hand through her hair. "But, in true
V'ornn fashion, they have decided not to waste their time searching
the village themselves. The First-Captain has ordered the Khagggun to
begin interrogating the townsfolk." "The First-Captain? What about the commander?" "I know him not. He sits upon a cthauros,
hidden inside the skull of a Krael, silent as a grave marker." "Odd that the Pack-Commander should let his
First-Captain do his work." "Work? Is that what you call this…
abomination?" Bartta said. "Living among the aliens has
addled your brain. The interrogations are but prelude. The Khagggun
promise to slaughter us one by one until the boy is delivered to
them." "But the villagers know nothing." "They know that you are my twin sister,"
Bartta said. "Where else would you be hiding but at my cottage?"
She waved a hand. "Not to worry. No one has said a word, and no
one will. We would rather die than give up a secret to those
monsters. But I cannot allow my people to be senselessly murdered."
She bulled past Giyan. "We will give the Khagggun what they
want." "What?" Giyan clawed her sister back. "Are
you insane? We cannot—" "No, sister, you are insane if you
think I will harbor a V'ornn while my own people are being tortured
and killed." "You don't understand." "Oh, I understand well enough." Bartta's
entire body was shaking with rage. "You have brought this evil
down on us." "Sister, the Khagggun will kill Annon. They
will have his head on a pike, just as they did with his father." Shrieks coming from the square rose up through the
streets. "It has begun," Bartta said ominously.
"The Khagggun are slaughtering our innocents." "Annon is innocent, too!" Giyan cried. "But he is a V'ornnV Bartta screamed.
"Müna damn you, why are you protecting him?" "Because he is my son." "What?" Giyan was weeping. Her heart was breaking. She had
sworn to tell no one. "I fell in love with Eleusis Ashera. I
mated with him." Bartta made the sign of the Great Goddess. "Müna
save us all!" she breathed. "What have you done to us?" "I have done only what was in my heart!" "Then I curse your heart!" "Think what my life has been like since I bore
him. No one save Eleusis could know he was my child. You know that
the V'ornn systematically collect the children of mixed race." "And why not? Most don't want them, anyway." "Ripped from their mother's milky bosom to what
cruel fate?" Giyan shuddered. "What the Genomatekks do with
them inside Receiving Spirit is anyone's guess." "What they do with them is the V'ornn's foul
business." Bartta trembled as more cries came to them through
the open door. "Ah, Müna, his fate will be no better than
theirs!" "Sister, listen to me," Giyan said with
matching passion. "We cannot sacrifice him. Annon has seen
Seelin." "One of the Five Sacred Dragons of Müna?"
Bartta took a step toward her. Her upper lip curled, spittle flew
from her mouth. "Do you even know what you are saying? He is
V'ornn!" "Of course I know. I am Ramahan." Bartta shook her head. "After all these years
with a V'ornn in your bed you are apostate." "I keep the Goddess faith as you do, sister,"
Giyan bridled. "I revere Müna every moment of my life."
She took Bartta's hand in hers. "Sister, listen closely to me.
Müna's gyreagle marked him, left its talon inside him. You know
the Prophesy as well as I do. The talon serves as a kind of
lodestone; it guided him to the caverns beneath the palace, to the
Storehouse. The Storehouse Door opened for him; he saw Seelin. The
Dragon touched him, took back the talon, healed his wound." Bartta snatched her hand away. "Heresy!"
she hissed. "You are speaking heresy!" "Am I? Think of the Prophesy. It is written
that the Dar Sala-at can summon the Dragons and command them." "Yes, but—" "It is written that the Dar Sala-at will be
born at both ends of the Cosmos." Giyan's whistleflower-blue
eyes searched her sister's face. "You see it, don't you? The
omens, the Prophesy—they are all coming true, just as Müna
said they would. Think, sister! Half-Kundalan, half-V'ornn—the
two ends of the Cosmos. The Prophesy finally makes sense!" Abruptly, Bartta switched tactics. Her face
smoothed, her voice dropped to an even, honeyed cadence. "Ah,
Giyan. I understand now. He is your son. You will do anything,
believe anything in order to save him. I do not blame you; I would do
the same. But while we stand here arguing, innocent people are going
to their deaths. Let his death have some meaning, at least. He will
be saving hundreds of Kundalan lives. A noble fate for a V'ornn, eh?
More by far than any V'ornn deserves." Giyan shook off her sister's words. "I myself
saw the wound the gyreagle had inflicted. Its talon was embedded in
his flesh. Not an hour later, the wound was as you see it now. Only a
Dragon's touch could have healed him." "I do not believe it." "There is no other explanation, you know it as
well as I do. Annon is the Dar Sala-at, the One destined to free us
from our servitude. We must protect him by whatever means
necessary. Müna has shown Her face to us, sister. She has
shown us the path we must take. We must bow to Her wisdom and Her
will." "But even if what you say—even if this
fantastic story is true—how are we to save him and our
townsfolk?" Giyan's eyes were lambent. "Together we will
conjure the Nanthera." "The Abyss of Spirits?" Bartta was aghast.
"You cannot be serious." "We must! It is the only way out of this
terrible dilemma!" Bartta shook her head. "Listen to yourself,
sister. Since the time we transgressed against the Goddess, since the
time The Pearl was lost, we have been enjoined from conjuring the
Nanthera. Without Mima's intervention, it is too dangerous, too
difficult to control the Portal to the Great Abyss. When it is opened
there is the danger that all those abominations Müna has
banished to that Goddess-forsaken pit will escape." "Müna will protect us. She is here with
us. Because of who Annon is. Because of your Riane." "What do you mean?" "I went to her while you were gone," Giyan
said. "I tried to use my power. I could not. As you said, she
will die within the hour. Could that be Müna's will? You
yourself said that it is not. Müna means for her to live. You
begged me to save her from death. This is how." "It is said of the Nanthera that the two
essences must battle for supremacy in the one mind. Do we dare place
the Dar Sala-at—if, indeed, Annon is the Dar Sala-at—in
such peril?" "It is true that we know nothing about the
aftereffects of the Nanthera, but what choice do we have?" Giyan
said. "Besides, Annon is strong and Riane is weak. You said
yourself that her loss of memory had placed a veil over her life." They both started as Annon called out in an agonized
voice. Giyan rushed to his side, her twin following behind. Annon was
awake. Giyan knelt beside him. "What is it? Why have you cried
out so? Is your pain worse?" "No." He looked up at her. "I have
heard the sounds from outside. I know Khagggun have come to take me
back to Wennn Stogggul." "Hush, now," she said, cradling his head.
"Go back to sleep." "No!" He struggled to lever himself into a
sitting position. "I know the cruelty Khagggun are capable of.
Even though they are Kundalan, I don't want these people to be
slaughtered because of me." Giyan would not let him go. "I made your father
a promise. I will keep you safe as long as there is a breath of life
left in me." "It is my life. One life against many. I will
not live with their blood on my hands." As he struggled to rise, compensating for his
weakened leg, Giyan turned her beseeching face to her sister. "You
see his heart now, sister. I beg of you, heed Müna's message. It
is no coincidence that the owl came to you, that we were driven here
in our hour of utmost need. Annon needs to be trained in the ways of the
Ramahan. He needs to be taught the Holy Scriptures. Who better than
you to do this holy work? The Great Goddess commands us. We can do
ought but serve Her." For a long moment, Bartta said nothing. She looked
at Annon, valiantly trying to march out to his fate, to save the
Kundalan of Stone Border from certain death. She recalled the great
owl swooping down at her, circling three times the spot where Riane
lay, deathly ill. What does this mean? she has asked herself
over and over during this long and arduous lunar week. Why would
Müna have me save her only to see her the days later? It
was a conundrum that had consumed her, robbed her of sleep. It had
not made sense. But what if Giyan was right? What if this half-V'ornn
had been touched by one of Müna's Sacred Dragons? Improbable as
it might seem, what if he was the Dar Sala-at? Then her fate
was clear: she was the one destined to train him, to control him, to
bathe in his power and be exalted by it. "Forgive me for doubting you. Your logic is
faultless, sister," Bartta said, kissing Giyan on both cheeks.
"Let us make all haste to carry out the Great Goddess's
commands." She smiled into Giyan's face, found the place inside
herself where her love for her twin dwelled, chained in perpetual
darkness. "Carry him into the great room, and I will bring
Riane. If we are to succeed, we have very little time." She
fought to keep her apprehension in check. The Nanthera had not been
conjured in more than a lunar century. The implications of what they
were about to do made her skin prickle and her stomach contract
painfully. Giyan was crouched beside her son when Bartta
returned to the great room. She carefully laid Riane down next to
Annon, then went to the carved heartwood cabinet. Unlocking it, she
swung wide the door, revealing row upon row of stoppered glass jars,
vials, bottles filled with all manner of powders and liquids. She
took down several of these as Giyan began the chanting in the Old
Tongue. As Bartta mixed her powders, she joined in the liturgy and
the Singing of the Bourns began in earnest. In a circle around Riane and Annon, Bartta placed
nine hawk feathers. In the spaces between them she daubed animal
blood onto the floor. Onto these she sprinkled an earthy powder she
had ground from uva camarona, tupa, To-shka, and Goddess's-Flesh
mushroom. The blood daubs spontaneously ignited into deep blue
heatless flames. Giyan gripped her son's hand tightly as the bourns
were set in motion. Annon twitched in Giyan's embrace. "I feel an
itching all down my skin." He was clearly frightened. "What
is going on?" Giyan forced herself to smile reassuringly. "Your
protection arrives on brave wings, Annon." "It is time," Bartta intoned. "Time for what?" He looked up at Giyan
with an expression that made her heart constrict. Kneeling beside him, Giyan bared one breast. She
cradled the back of his skull in one hand, lifted her breast with the
other. "What. . . what are you doing?" "Look at me/' she said softly, gently. "Only
at me, Teyjattt." He gazed deep into her eyes and his lids grew heavy.
His mouth closed over her nipple and he began to suckle as he had
when we was a babe. Almost immediately, his eyes closed, his
breathing became deep and regular. "That's right," Giyan
crooned, rocking him. "Sleep now." She lovingly stroked the
back of his skull. "Sleep now, beloved, in the safety of my
arms." "He does not know that he is your son, does
he?" Bartta said. Giyan shook her head, too full of emotion to speak. "That must have been painful for you." She
said this with a curious glint in her eye. "He felt the power of
the bourns forming. I should have said that was impossible." "Not for the Dar Sala-at." Giyan caressed
his face. "From the moment of his conception there was nothing
usual about him. He spoke to me while I carried him in my womb. We
had conversations. I sang to him, wove him the tales of Müna, of
the Five Dragons, of Utmost Source." "What would you know of the Five Sacred
Books of Müna? It was lost in the time before either of us
was born." Giyan, keeping her thoughts to herself, said, "I
know no more than you, only what we were taught at the Abbey of
Floating White." "We have no more time." Bartta held out
her hand. "Come! she commanded. "Hurry now, sister! The
Nanthera has been conjured. The bourns have found their tempo. They
cannot be stopped." Giyan did not move. She looked with horrified eyes
at Annon. "Sister, you must step out nowl" The
circle of flames grew in intensity. The feathers fluttered even
though no breeze wafted through the cottage. "Riane is dying. If
she does so before the Nanthera is completed, Annon will be doomed to
wander the nonworld forever." Giyan seemed paralyzed. "Look at him, Bartta.
So helpless, so innocent. It is hard, so very hard to say good-bye to
my son." "Forget him now, sister. Soon he will be Annon
no more. He will have been to a place no Kundalan was ever meant to
walk. He will have seen things no Kundalan was ever meant to see. If
he is the Dar Sala-at, he will walk alone. So it is written, so it
will be." Giyan sprang up. "I don't want to lose him!"
She came to the edge of the circle of eerie, heatless fire. "Sister, come to me now! Step out of the circle
before you are caught up in—" They both heard it at the same instant: a
bone-chilling howling. At first, it seemed as if it was coming from a
long way off. Nevertheless, the howling echoed in their skulls,
setting their teeth on edge, making their hearts hammer in their
breasts. "What is that?" Giyan whispered. "The cries of the abominated. They sense the
Portal opening. They clamor to be released." Giyan was wide-eyed with terror as the howling grew
nearer. "Müna preserve us!" "Riane is slipping away," Bartta told her
urgently. "I can feel her leaving us. There is no time. Come
here. Please. The Nanthera was conjured for Annon. Only for him.
Sister, you must be outside the circle when the Portal opens
completely or risk being infected by the filth that abides in the
dark pit." "Müna will protect him," Bartta said
as she drew her twin out of the circle, holding her tight. "Have
faith." The entire aspect of the room has altered. Nothing
can be clearly seen. The two women do not draw breath, their hearts
have ceased their steady beating, the pulses in their wrists are as
silent as a gravesite. It is as if they have been transported beyond
the structural limitations of time and space. Before them, within the
circle of heatless fire, the Abyss of Spirits is open. Even healers
such as they must shiver with the portent of this dark sorcery, for
they find themselves suspended Outside, peering down into what
appears to be an unending spiral. They grow cold as something rises
from the unimaginable depths. "What is that—thing?" Giyan
says hoarsely. "I know not," her twin says. "Müna, what have we done?" "We are saving them both." "For what? So this abomination can
have them?" Whatever it is, it comes for Annon, and it is a
fearsome thing—indefinable, unknowable, utterly dreadful. The
entire room cants over at an angle, darkness is made visible,
manifest, light reduced to shadow. The thing is about to engulf Annon—her son.
Giyan feels as if her heart is being torn from her breast. A deep
rumble like thunder rattles the room in its fist. Giyan takes a step
toward the sorcerous circle. Bartta moans. "Oh, Giyan, come away! You invite
disaster by interfering with the circle of the Nanthera." "Leave me be! He is my son. I am afraid for
him." Giyan stretches her arms out, breaking the circle. She
cries out as darkness, thick and sinewy as a liana, lances up her
arms, twining itself about her. Instantly, her hands go numb and she
feels a pain unlike anything she has ever felt before, as if her
bones are disintegrating from the marrow outward. She cries out again, her anguish palpable. Her voice
sounds odd, distorted, turned in on itself. She is paralyzed by the
pain in her hands where they have entered the Nanthera. She wants to
thrust herself whole into the circle, but she cannot. She wants to
reach her son, but she is fighting a fierce and evil whirlwind of
unknown origin. Her bloodstained robes swirl and flutter out behind
her. "It is too late! He belongs to the Nanthera
now. You cannot have him back." Bartta turns her head. "Ah,
Müna, Riane slips away. We have left it too late." "Don't take him from me! I want him back!"
Giyan's voice seems to be falling away from her, falling into the
darkness of the Abyss. Just as Bartta grabs hold of Giyan around the waist,
she sees Giyan's hands caught in the penumbra of the hideous thing
that has come for her son. Bartta shudders, clamps down on the urge
to vomit, as a triangle of the V'ornn robe flutters into her hands.
Sobbing, she hauls with all her might. Giyan stumbles backward. The
vortex tries to suck her into itself, the hideous thing crouches,
preparing to spring at her. It seems to be grinning, licking its
lips. Bartta wraps the fabric around her forearm and jerks mightily,
pulling Giyan back through the border. As Giyan comes free of the
circle, the thing turns away. It crouches over Annon. His form begins
to shimmer and lose substance, becoming like a lacewing butterfly,
nothing more than transparent gossamer. "Too late for fear." Bartta clutches her
twin to her. Annon loses definition. "Too late for remorse." Bartta feels her
twin shuddering and shaking. His human outline is transmuting. "Too late even for love." Bartta places
her hand over her twin's eyes, averting her own gaze from that which
no Kundalan was meant to witness. An unnatural darkness engulfs them as the two
sisters rock together. It is so palpable it beats against their eyelids,
scours their skin like a sandstorm in the Great Voorg. Giyan is
sobbing with no thought for her own pain. "My son," she
wails. "My son!" "We tried to protect them," Bartta says,
"but we may have killed them instead." As the abomination inside the sorcerous circle
completes its fearful task, the darkness emanating from it seems to
want to eat them alive. It overlaps the circle, the heatless flames
flicker and start to gutter, and now they see long, slithery things
emerging from the vortex of the Abyss. In horror, the sisters glimpse
the first wave of a frightful host. Impatient, the thing advances to
the edge of the circle. "Müna protect us Sister, your
rash intervention has broken the circle. It comes." Bartta makes
the sign of the Great Goddess, commences another chant in the Old
Tongue. "No, I will not allow it!" Giyarf'throws
her arms heavenward as she slips to her knees. "Hear me, Great
Goddess. I have never asked you for anything, but now I beseech you!
Help us! I will do anything you require of me, make any sacrifice you
ask! My life, my very soul are yours! Just give me back my son!" With a deafening silence peculiar to sorcery, the
preternatural darkness begins to lighten. There comes a howling as
the slithery things are hurled backward into the Abyss. The thing,
knowing that it is next, struggles, but to no avail, In a moment, it,
too, vanishes downward whence it sprang. The last notes of the power
bourns sing their song, and then it is over. The Abyss of Spirits is
sealed once more. The Nanthera is done. Giyan, her gaze fixed on the body of Annon, remained
on her knees. The flames were gone, the hawk feathers bits of ash.
Bartta cautiously knelt beside Annon, put her ear to his chest.
"Sister, he does not draw breath. Your son is dead." A wailing came from deep inside Giyan's body, rose
up through her as if she were some great instrument of the Goddess,
filling the cottage with heartache and lamentation. Bartta moved to
where Riane lay pale and inert, repeated the procedure. "Dead, too," she whispered to herself.
"Poor orphaned thing. Not knowing where she came from, not
understanding her end. What short life did she have? Less than most.
Far less." And at last the peculiar kinship she felt for this
girl overwhelmed her, and she laid her, head on the girl's breast.
While Giyan's wails swirled around her, she allowed herself a small
allotment of tears. But, then, something happened. The rib cage
beneath her stirred, rose as it filled with air and then subsided
again. This wavelike motion occurred three more times before her
stunned brain made sense of it. She lifted her head, felt the girl's warm breath on
her cheek. "Müna save us, she breathes!" She put her
hand across Riane's forehead. It was damp with sweat, but it no
longer burned. "Sister, sister, come see! Riane is alive! She
has survived the Nanthera! And her fever has broken!" Giyan joined her sister, saw that she was right.
Already the color was returning to Riane's cheeks. Her breathing was
deep and even. "Annon, my most beloved son, what kind of life
will you have now?" Giyan whispered. "You must call her Riane now." Bartta put
a hand on Giyan's shoulder. "Let her sleep now. The Nanthera was
interrupted. No one can say what the outcome will be, and it is
unwise even to consider the question." Giyan nodded, but could not stop herself from
caressing Riane's cheek. Outside, in the streets, the shrieking
resumed. "Come." Bartta urged. "It is time for
the final act." Standing beside the corpse of her son, Giyan wept
silently. Though she continued to grieve, the wailing had left her
spent. "Good-bye, my beloved." "Quickly, sister." Bartta pushed her
forward. "Every minute you delay another Kundalan dies." As if she had been transmuted into a sleepwalker,
Giyan bent down and picked up the body of her son. She turned toward
the open door and heard her sister's indrawn gasp. "Müna, look at you!" Distractedly, she glanced down at her hands. They
were black, hard as crystal, numb as lead weights from her fingertips
to just above her wrists. "What does this mean?" Bartta was clearly
horrified. "It is my penance, I suppose. My sacrifice to
Müna for my transgression." She looked at Riane sleeping
peacefully. "Small price to pay… for life." "How can you say that?" Bartta hissed.
"You have no idea of what the darkness of the abyss has done to
you." "It does not matter now. My son is safe from
the enemies of the Ashera." Tears streaming down her face, she
kissed her sister on both cheeks. "Teach him well, Bartta. Teach
him what he needs to know to rule us wisely." "You will be back, sister." "No, I do not think so," Giyan said with a
wan smile. "I was Eleusis Ashera's mistress. Doubtless, Wennn
Stogggul will find a suitably vile way to punish me." She walked out the door, down the stone pathway
through the garden, out into the street. She passed gaping townsfolk,
who took one look at her, started jabbering and ran before her down
the steps to spread the news. The taverns were empty, storefronts
closed and locked, windows shuttered. The air buzzed with the martial
beat of the Khagggun's ion-powered weapons. Below, in the central
plaza, the shrieking had come to a halt. Blood filled the gutters and
corpses lay at First-Captain Olnnn Rydddlin's feet. A thousand or
more Kundalan stood stiff and silent. Rekkk Hacilar sat some distance
away, looking not at the bodies, his helm faced the Abbey of Floating
White which, mercifully, had been spared the despoiler's shock-sword.
But he turned back as the Kundalan female with the blackened hands
approached the plaza with her offering. Without being ordered to do
so, the Khagggun parted for her. Their eyes were wide and staring. A
hush stilled even the wailing prayers for the dead. Giyan said nothing. There was no need. Rekkk Hacilar
knew her on sight, knew Annon as well. She stopped only when she
stood before him. His cthauros stamped and snorted uneasily at the
scent of fresh blood. First-Captain Olnnn Rydddlin urged his own
mount slowly toward them. As if he were the V'ornn god Enlil himself, she
offered up the corpse of her son to him. For what seemed an eternity
of agony, he did nothing. First-Captain Olnnn Rydddlin smirked. "At
last, the son of privilege returns," he said in his silky voice. Rekkk Hacilar ignored him. Slowly, he removed his
helm. His long, handsome face was stoic as he stared silently into
Giyan's eyes. He seemed attuned to her anguish. Inclining his head
slightly, he spoke softly, almost sorrowfully. "Please lay him
on the ground." Steeling herself for the expected outrage to come,
she complied, lowering him at the Pack-Commander's feet. What choice
did she have? Besides, she was committed to this path now, no matter
the cost to her. Annon's face was covered in dust and blood. Rekkk
Hacilar's dark eyes did not leave hers. "First-Cap tain, have the body bound across the
back of a spare cthauros. Olnnn Rydddlin frowned, sidled his mount closer to
Rekkk Hacilar's. "Pack-Commander, are you forgetting protocol?
Annon Ashera must be dragged around the plaza seven times. His skin
must be flayed from his body to set an example." "We have what we came for," Rekkk Hacilar
said curtly. "Our work here is done." "Pack-Commander, I must lodge a protest—" "Do whatever you have to do, but do it at
another time." "You cannot do this, Pack-Commander,"
Olnnn Rydddlin hissed. "It will set a bad example." Rekkk Hacilar's voice was steel-edged as he wheeled
in his saddle. "I gave you a direct order, First-Cap tain."
His gauntleted hand closed around the hilt of his shock-sword. "If
you fail to carry it out immediately, I will cut you down where you
sit." Olnnn Rydddlin said nothing. His fury abruptly
vanished. In its place, a small smile played across his lips. "I
have done my duty, Pack-Commander." He nodded curtly. "It
will be as you wish." Rekkk Hacilar was paying scant attention. His gaze
was fixed on Giyan, who stood with her back straight, her eyes
focused on the horizon. As Khagggun roughly took up Annon's corpse
and wrapped it in sheets of plain muslin, tears rolled down her
cheeks, dripped onto the muddy ground. "Treat the body with care," Rekkk Hacilar
ordered. "Our esteemed new regent requires his proof of his
death. No mark must mar the face or head." Through her tears, Giyan felt a wave of gratitude.
If her years among the V'ornn, her time with Eleusis had taught her
anything, it was that these aliens were far from the monolithic evil
menace most supposed them to be. Beneath their fierce warrior
exterior beat hearts that were capable of compassion and love, souls
that could feel remorse and, perhaps, even shame at what they had
wrought on Kundala. She turned her head, watched the Pack-Commander with
intense curiosity as he dug his heels into the cthauros's flanks,
urging it gently forward. "I am prepared to die now," she told him
with her head held high. He bent toward her, scooped a powerful arm around
her waist, drew her up, and swung her onto the cthauros' back behind
him. Extending a mailed fist over his head, a sign for his pack to
begin their bloodcurdling ululation, he cried in a voice that carried
over the increasing din: "To the victor the spoils!" As Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar and his Khagggun
pack withdrew from Stone Border, Bartta hurried back to her cottage.
She had seen enough—more than enough, if truth be told. It
seemed to her now as if her twin was fated to live her life in the
arms of the enemy. First Eleusis Ashera and now this murderous
Pack-Commander. She shook her head. She had seen how he had looked at
Giyan. He had been ready to take her the moment she dropped Annon's
corpse at his feet. Bartta thought it a wonder he hadn't. That would
have been the V'ornn way, to heap humiliation upon humiliation. But
perhaps he had thought it sufficiently soul-destroying for her to
watch Annon's corpse being trussed like a cor for the slaughter. She
had to remind herself that only three people knew that Giyan was the
boy's mother—and one of those, Eleusis, was dead. What had the
Pack-Commander been thinking while his eyes were on ner? she
wondered. She shuddered. What matter? Now that the V'ornn had taken
her again, Giyan was doomed. Bartta shrugged her shoulders in resignation. We
all have our fates, she told herself. But she did not envy Giyan
hers: forced to endure the humiliation of returning to Axis Tyr with
her dead son in tow, there to receive whatever punishment the regent
could devise, while she, Bartta, was left alone here to raise the Dar
Sala-at as she saw fit. There was a certain irony in the twist fate
had brought the two sisters. The golden girl—beautiful,
Gifted—with her face in the offal of the V'ornn's making;
she—homely, bent-backed—rearing the Kundalan savior. She
must tell no one about the Dar Sala-at until it was time, until
everything was in readiness and she could ensure that all the power
would flow to her. Behind her, the townsfolk were wailing, preparing
to bury their dead. Bartta closed her ears to the sound. She had
already been witness to enough grief in her lifetime. The aurora of darkness that gripped Stone Border,
the bitter smells of wet limestone and fear, sickly sweet stench of
blood and death, put her in mind of the first—and only—time
the V'ornn had entered the walls of the abbey. Five years ago, the
night after Konara Mossa had been buried, Konara Mossa, who had led
the Dea Cretan, who had taken Bartta under her wing. The entire abbey
had been in mourning, the Ramahan in their cells, praying. A dreaded
Gyrgon in its hideous insectoid biosuit, attended by two heavily
armed Khagggun of high rank, stalked the stone corridors. The Gyrgon
had singled her out, speaking to her alone, in private. A small
chamber, nondescript, almost devoid of furniture. The grace of Müna
only shining inside the bronze oil lamp. She remembered the repeating
song of a mockingbird coming from a tree outside the open window. She
remembered the exact color of the moonslight illuminating the mosaic
tile floor. She recalled with absolute clarity the cloying scent of
clove oil and burnt musk as it wafted from the alien. She could even
recall the tonality of the Gyr-gon's voice. But nothing of what was
said. Her conscious mind cringed from the details, having long ago
buried them away in some dark, deserted corner of her mind. All she
knew was from that moment on she had the Gyrgon's assurance that the
abbey would remain inviolate, the Ramahan inside free and safe, if
she continued to do what Konara Mossa had done since Giyan had been
taken by the V'ornn sixteen years ago. Giyan was the last of the
Ramahan from the Abbey of Floating White to be seized, setting in
motion Konara Mossa's desperate scheme. Thereafter, twice a month—sometimes more
often, depending on the circumstances—Bartta made a half hour
pilgrimage down the winding, rocky path to a small, abandoned
hunter's hut, and there secreted the information she had scribbled by
hand, information concerning resistance plans, movements, personnel
she had gleaned from Konara Mossa's contacts in the village. All to
keep her Ramahan safe from harm. The V'ornn had not invaded the Abbey
of Floating White as they had the other abbeys, had not taken her
Ramahan to be interrogated, tortured, and killed. No, she had spared
all Kundala the horror of seeing the Ramahan wiped out. It served no
useful purpose to consider the price she had had to pay. No price was
too high for the survival of spirituality. She trudged up the stepped streets, the grief of her
village falling upon her like her mother's casket, which she had
borne into the ground on her own. Her father was dead to her, caught
up in Kara, that horrid new Goddess-less religion, Giyan had been
taken by the V'ornn. She alone had had to say the ritual prayers over
her mother's corpse. She alone had had to burn her mother's clothes.
She alone had had to bury her. Because no one cared. But she was
dutiful, always, because duty denned her life. Without it, she was
lost in all the sickening moments of her childhood that began with
strangulation and ended at the moment her mother took her last, sour
breath. And so could she really be faulted for rewriting
Scripture of a Goddess who obviously no longer cared about her people
or, worse, no longer existed? From the time she had been made konara,
she had made a strategic decision. Following a dead Goddess would
only lead the Ramahan down the path to irrelevance. The horrifyingly
rapid growth of Kara and all it implied for the future of the Ramahan
was a clear enough rationale for what was required of her. She had
told herself that she was doing Müna's work so many times she
now firmly believed it. She looked up at her cottage, which she could
barely make out through the gloom, where Riane lay. And now, after so
many years toiling in Müna's fields, the Great Goddess had seen
fit to reward her by giving her the Dar Sala-at to raise and to
mentor. And how right was her decision to keep the abbey safe and
secure. Now the Dar Sala-at would have the home she needed. Inside the cottage, she closed the door firmly, went
immediately to the hearth, where she put on a thick stew to simmer.
Riane was still sleeping. She took her up and went into the bedroom
Annon had been in, figuring that when she woke it would be to more
familiar surroundings. Setting her down and covering her with a
quilt, she said a prayer to Müna. When she was through, she
dragged a chair over to Riane's side, sat down wearily and fell
"Instantly into a deep but restless sleep, where she dreamed she
was running, running, running in a great circle. It was dark where
she ran, and cool, so it must have been a woods, though she saw no
trees, smelled no forest scents. At some point, she became aware that
she was being pursued. She glanced over her shoulder, saw an enormous
owl swooping down for her. She tried to cry out but discovered that
the owl had already yanked out her vocal cords. They dangled like
vitals from the predator-bird's beak. Its beaconlike eyes raked hers
as if trying to tell her something. She awoke with a start, put a hand to her neck,
cleared her throat as if to reassure herself that her vocal cords
were still intact. It was past moonrise. She rubbed her eyes, padded
out to the hearth, tended the fire, and stirred the stew, which was
thickening nicely. She started, certain she heard stirring from the
other room, but when she went to look, Riane was still deeply asleep.
Looking at her pale flesh in the flickering lamplight, Bartta felt a
tiny shiver run through her, as of an eel slithering into a crevice
between coral-encrusted rocks. All her life, the envy she had felt at
her twin's Gift had eaten away at her like acid. Now she would have
her revenge, for the Dar Sala-at was Gifted in special ways. If she
could manipulate the Dar Sala-at, then she could control her Gift.
What a glorious moment that would be! Unaccountably, guilt pricked her. She grabbed her
traveling cloak from the peg on the wall, wrapped herself in it. What
was it Giyan had said? The owl is the harbinger of change. She went out into the blustery night. The funereal
wailing wafted up from the central square. The bodies of the dead had
been laid out, cleaned of blood, dressed in their best clothes. They
lay in a line upon a bed of dried oat-grass chaff. All around them
ranged the villagers of Stone Border. So she was not too late. Hurriedly, she joined her sister Ramahan. They stood
before the bodies in a shallow semicircle. The chanting began, the
syllables of the Old Tongue swelling until it swallowed the wailing
whole, enclosing it in the love of Müna. A designated member of
each family that had suffered a loss this day made a fire. When all
were lighted, Bartta blessed them one by one. She was handed a torch,
which she blessed with her hands and with a prayer. She held it above
each fire in turn until, like a living thing, the flame leapt to the
torch. The crowd gasped as one as the torch sprang to life. The prayers of the Ramahan filled the plaza until it
and everything in its seemed to vibrate in a harmonic to the tones of
the Old Tongue. At the climactic moment, Bartta dropped the torch
onto the bed of chaff, and fire sprang up, spreading quickly,
rapaciously, until the entire bed and those that lay upon it in their
final repose were engulfed, eaten, consumed along with everything but
the village's grief. Nothing felt right. Annon, sitting up in bed, was
staring down at his delicate hands. He turned them this way and that.
Not his hands; someone else's hands. Icy fear clutched at him. These
hands, so small… And there was hair on his arms. And,
speaking of his arms, his muscles seemed to have dissolved.
Frantically, he pushed the quilt off his body. "N'Luuura take me!" His breath was an
indrawn gasp. "Where are my tender parts?" At once, he put his hand to his throat. What had
happened to his voice? It was more than an octave too high. He scrambled off the bed and almost fell to the
floor. Nothing worked right. His arms and legs were too short, colors
seemed strange. He remembered this cottage from before he went to
sleep—Bartta's cottage, Giyan's twin sister. But everything
looked slightly different, as if he was seeing it in a mirror. A mirror! That's what he needed. He crawled along the floor, pulled himself to his
feet by leaning against an old and ornately carved chest of drawers.
He steadied himself as a wave of dizziness overtook him. He swallowed
hard, hoping he would not throw up. When he began to feel better he
went frantically through the drawers, pushing aside clothes and
personal items until he located a small, oval hand mirror. Whipping
it out, he held it up in front of his face. "N'Luuura take it!" He was a she! There was thick golden hair sprouting
all over the top and back of his head! He was a Kundalan! This was a nightmare. It could not be happening. He
slammed the mirror into his face again and again, but the reflection
did not change. Where was his own body? Where was he? "Giyan!" he screamed in the high female
voice as he stumbled through the cottage. "Giyan, where are you?
What has happened to me?" He dropped the mirror. He heard it shatter only
dimly; he was retching too hard. Gasping and groaning, he dragged his
lithe alien body back to the bed, pushed aside the bedcovers that had
fallen to the floor. Digging with alien nails, scrabbling with alien
hands, he pried up the floorboards he had discovered were loose just
after Giyan had brought him in here. The old leather-bound book Giyan
had cautioned him to keep safe was still there, as was the knife
Eleana had given him. He pulled them out, ran his hands over them.
They were real. He wasn't insane. His past was his past. Safe. It was
his present that was uncertain and unknown. He would have to keep his thoughts to himself until
he could find Giyan and— He stiffened at the noise. Someone was coming into
the cottage. Quickly, he stuffed his precious possessions back into
the hole, placed the floorboards over them. Then he scrambled back
into bed and closed his eyes, not a moment too soon. Returning to her cottage, Bartta went directly into
Riane's room. See-IVing that the girl was still asleep, she returned
to the great room, hung up her cloak, and took up the long wooden
spoon on the stones by the hearth. She hefted a thick, shallow bowl
of green ceramic and ladled some stew into it. She had meant to eat
it, but she found that she had no appetite, so she took it into the
girl's bedroom. Riane was sitting up, staring at her. Bartta froze as if there was a spice-adder curled up
on her bedsheets. She could feel her heart hammering in her breast,
and for a long moment it felt as though she had forgotten how to
breathe. Now there is no help for it, she thought, the
future staring her in the face. "How do you feel?" Bartta said when she at
last found her voice. Riane said nothing, and Bartta smiled, stepping over
the shards of mirror, cautiously offering the bowl. "You must be
hungry. You haven't eaten in days." Riane grabbed it from her, ate with ravenous speed
while keeping a wary eye on her like a creature from the wilderness.
Bartta was required to fill the bowl twice more before the girl was
sated. Bartta sat beside her. "Can you talk to me,
Riane?" "Where is Giyan? I need to talk to her." "It's all right." "Now!" Riane screamed, throwing the empty
bowl against the wall. Bartta slapped him, hard then, as he began to fight
back, pressed him back into the bed. "You are safe now," she said, her face
close to his. "But you must come to terms with the changes."
She glanced again at the broken mirror. "You are no longer
Annon. You are Riane, a Kundalan female. For your own good and the
good of those around you, you put aside your male V'ornn
personality." Annon, inside the body of Riane, struggled against
her, unused to this body's lack of bulk and strength in comparison
with his own. "Annon's enemies are everywhere. If you do not
adjust, if you allow Annon to leak out, they will surely get wind of
it, and they will destroy you. I am Ramahan. I have few ways to fight
back against the V'omn." She shook Riane violently. "Are
you listening to me?" she roared. The girl stared up into her face, an expression of
rigid denial on her beautiful face. "What was done," Bartta said more calmly,
"had to be done to save you." The girl continued to watch her, but at least she
was for the moment quiescent. "I know you saw yourself in the mirror before
you broke it," Bartta continued. "You are beautiful." "Let me up," Riane said. "Have you calmed down?" Silence. Bartta let go, backed off the bed. • "Riane—" The girl scrambled off the bed and backed up until
she was crouched in the far corner of the room. "Don't call me
that!" "What else shall I call you?" "You will call me by my real name." "Riane is who you are now. Please try to
understand. Your—that is, Giyan and I transferred your essence
into the body of Riane. It was the only way to protect you. Your
enemies believe you are dead." "If that is true, then let Giyan tell me
herself. I will believe her." Bartta sighed. "Giyan is gone. She took…"
She wet her lips. "In order to prove to your enemies that Annon
was dead, she took the body down to them. So the Khagggun would stop
killing the townsfolk. You remember that, don't you?" Riane stared at her. "You remember that you were going to sacrifice
yourself to save them. Well, in a very real sense you did. They have
your body, and they have Giyan, as well. She was taken by the
Pack-Commander." "Rekkk Hacilar." "Yes, well, I doubt she's coming back, so you
will just have to—" "I will go find her," Riane said, rushing
past her. Bartta grabbed her around the arm, swung her around,
hit her again, harder this time, so that the girl fell back against
the bed. Giyan, Giyan, it was always Giyan. "That is Annon talking," she said. "I
told you we'll have none of that." Seeing the girl ball her hand
into fists, she said hurriedly: "And what a foolish notion it
would be to go after her. You are alone, in an alien body. You are
one of the conquered now, and a female to boot. You would not last a
week on your own." "Then take me yourself." "It was Giyan's express wish that you remain
here with me, that you become an acolyte of the Ramahan at the Abbey
of Floating White, where she and I learned Scripture." "I do not believe you." Bartta hit her again. "Then learn to
believe me, Riane. The quicker you do, the better it will be for you.
You already have quite enough to get used to without my having to hit
you. I don't want to hit you, I get no pleasure from it, but you have
to learn. You have your whole life ahead of you." Riane uttered an incomprehensible V'ornn curse. "I
am V'ornn! I live now only to revenge myself against Wennn Stogggul
and Kinnnus Morcha!" She uncoiled herself, snatched up a shard
of broken mirror, and lunged forward. Bartta jumped back but not
before the razor-sharp edge ripped her robe and scored her skin.
Blood flowed from her shoulder. Rage spurted through her, and she
smacked Riane so hard, the bloody shard of mirror went flying across
the room. Bartta hit her again and again. "Forget
revenge, forget Giyan, forget your life of leisure and privilege in
Axis Tyr. It no longer exists. Annon Ashera no longer
exists." Panting and grunting, she continued with the thrashing
until Riane lay unconscious. "There," she said, panting still. "There."
For some reason, she was put in mind of the lorg she had killed so
many years ago. That cursed memory! Was she fated to carry it around
with her forever? Why? It was just an animal, and an evil one at
that, Giyan's protestations notwithstanding. Spent, Bartta sat on the blood-spattered bed, slid
her robes off her shoulder in order to tend her wound. "Müna
protect us," she whispered as she stanched the blood. "I
own you now. I will never let you go. The Great Goddess Herself has
seen fit to grant you life. But it is a life no one would envy! You
will experience firsthand the murderous, hateful, hopeless life under
V'ornn rule. You will see for yourself how they have systematically
stripped us of everything that was once ours. Perhaps, given time,
you will even mourn for us, for there is scarcely a Kundalan alive
who remembers what Kundala was like before the V'ornn invasion. A
time when narbucks roamed the plateaus, when Osoru had not yet been
corrupted by the Ramahan males and by the accursed Rappa, when
lightning rimmed the sky, presaging the appearance of Mima's glorious
Sacred Dragons. Where are hey now, eh? Where?" Bartta's hands
were squeezed into white fists that pounded against her thighs. "Ah,
that time is long gone; I fear it will never be again! And now we are
left without our Goddess, without the magical narbucks, without even
the lightning to bring us sorcerous energy. We are left with our dead
and our pain and the terrible compromises we have had to make. "But, for better or worse, it would seem you
are the Dar Sala-at." She put her hand out, stroked Riane's hair
back from her forehead. The girl's face was just beginning to darken
and swell. "Riane, Chosen of Müna and of Seelin. My holy
secret. So life you shall have, just as Müna has decreed. But
you are in my hands now. Whatever mysteries you hold will one day be
mine. Of that you can be assured!" Book Two: GATE OF LIFE "The Kundalan spirit is composed of five
elements: earth, air, fire, water, wood. The interaction of these elements—whether
harmonious or acrimonious, sweet or bitter, curved or straight,
flowing or rigid, determines the personality—and
therefore the Path—of each individual With suck a
volatile mix, it would be dangerous to believe that Equilibrium can
be achieved. Indeed, it may not even be advisable." —Utmost Source, The Five Sacred Books of Müna Vessel
Half-Full The Abbey of Floating White was aptly named. Built
on a rocky bluff overlooking Stone Border, it was a long, rambling
structure of bone-white stone that sparkled in sunlight, shone
silvery in rain. On moonless nights it glowed with an ethereal light
marked by everyone in Stone Border. Nine slender minarets rose from
sacred shrines within its high walls. These were crowned by domes
pulled upward like taffy, coated with silver leaf. They were so tall
they became lost when the ridge was shrouded in fog or low clouds. No Ramahan now living could remember a time when the
abbey did not exist. Indeed, legend had it that the structure was
conceived and constructed by the Goddess Müna Herself. There
were hints and clues to the veracity of this notion, the most
compelling of which was the makeup of the stone itself. It bore no
resemblance to that of the Djenn Marre mountain chain. It was dense
and so hard the huge blocks showed no wear. Indeed, save for the
former Abbey of Listening Bone in Axis Tyr (now the V'ornn Temple of
Mnemonics) it was unique in all of known Kundala. Riane could see the abbey quite clearly at the
southern edge of the kuello-fir forest as she worked daily in
Bartta's sorcerous garden. Below, along the steep, stepped streets,
she saw townsfolk moving in short, quick bursts, a stillness in
between, a lassitude born of the absence of happiness of any kind.
Wrapped in their dark cloaks, they hurried about their business,
stood solitary, deep in contemplation in their shadowed doorsteps or
at half-shuttered windows. Waiting, their shoulders perpetually
hunched against an unseen storm. Where was the bustle and clamor of
voices raised in argument, in haggling over prices, in minor
disagreements? Where were the shouts of recognition from across
crowded markets, the squeals of children at play? Where, most of all,
were the numerous Kundalan celebrations to commemorate the change of
seasons, the harvests, special days on the calendar Giyan had so
lovingly described to him? The quiet unnerved Riane. Annon and Kurgan
had often spent time in the countryside surrounding Axis Tyr when
they had gone hunting, but always they had returned to the heat and
frenetic beat of the city. Surrounded by strange scents that made her
light-headed and slightly nauseous, Riane toiled away under Bartta's
keen eye. Her face, neck, and shoulders were still bruised and
swollen from the beating she had received. At night, the pain kept
her awake. She did not swallow the sleeping draught Bartta concocted
for her, spewing it out the window the moment Bartta left her alone. She thought she was being clever but, as it turned
out, she wasn't so clever after all. One night, three days after her
thrashing, she tried to sneak out of the house. She waited until the
reading lamp went out in Bartta's bedroom, until the entire cottage
was dark. She rose from her bed and stood at the open windows,
staring out at the night. Low clouds scudded across the sky,
obscuring the mountaintops and the minarets of the abbey, and the air
felt dank and chill. Pulling on a cloak, she climbed through the
window and came face-to-face with Bartta. Bartta hit her, sending her to her knees. Then
Bartta gripped the hair at the back of her head so hard it made her
eyes water, but she was determined not to cry out. Her teeth ground
together in fury. Bartta opened her palm, a ball of light in a
miniature lantern hovered there, illuminating their surroundings. "Lookl" Bartta commanded, jerking hard on
Riane's hair. Riane had no choice but to look at the flower bed
just outside her bedroom where, for the last three nights, she had
been spitting out the sleeping draught. The flowers were wilted, the
petals shriveled. Bartta bent down. "Stupid, stupid Annon,"
she hissed. "Did you think I wouldn't be able to fathom your
tricks?" She took her fist from Riane's hair, pulled her up. Her
voice changed, softening. "Riane would never think about
leaving, why should she? Somewhere in these mountains is her home,
she is among her own kind, she is about to be inducted into the elite
society of her people, to learn all the secrets Müna has to
offer." She stood her up, brushed her down, caressed her
cheek. She took Riane to another part of the garden, and said kindly,
"Here, see this plant with the trumpet-shaped flowers and the
teardrop-shaped nuts?" She knelt, and Riane knelt beside her.
"This is Brugmansia san-guinea, the blood brush." She
plucked off a nut, peeled back the green skin to reveal a reddish
nut, which she placed in Riane's palm. "I will teach you how to
make a paste with this that, when ingested in just the right amount,
will keep you warm even in subfreezing weather." She looked at
Riane. "This is a secret no acolyte knows, Ri- ane. It is not
widely known even among the novices." She put a hand gently
against the nape of Riane's neck. "But I will teach it to you.
Would you like that?" Riane, bewildered by this abrupt change in attitude,
nodded, though she could not see how she could make use of the
knowledge. Two days later, Riane was awakened by the vibration
of the power bourns. Bartta had told her that they crisscrossed all
of Kundala. It happened that this cottage was built upon a bournline,
but then so was the Abbey of Floating White—in fact, according
to Bartta, all the Ra-mahan abbeys were sited on major bournlines.
This otherworldly power grid was of no little interest to Bartta; she
asked Riane all the time if she felt them. Riane always said no, but
she also said that she would try because she wanted to keep Bartta
talking about them. Riane gathered that among many other things lost
to the Ramahan over time was a detailed map of the bourngrid. Without
it, it was impossible to make sense of the lines; without knowing
where they linked up, it was impossible to understand the nature of
the grid and what it had once been used for. Apparently, nowadays
very few Ramahan could even feel the bourns, let alone attempt
remapping them. Riane arose, feeling the humming in her bones, as if
her body had been turned into an instrument whose strings were being
plucked by an unseen virtuoso. The sensation was not unpleasant, but
it was certainly eerie. It was just past daybreak, but with the low sky full
of black-and-blue clouds, the morning promised to be only slightly
less dark than the night. She stood in the center of her bedroom and
closed her eyes. Silence enveloped her. Birds twittered fitfully
outside; rain pattered gently against the windowsill, fell silkily
onto the sorcerous garden. There was no wind at all. The wretched primitiveness of the place had begun to
prey on her. There were no fusion lamps, no ion accelerators, no
tertium matrices, no equation-building fields, no neural-net
generators. Heat from fires, light from oil lamps, and nothing to
give you a sense of what was happening in the outside world. The
village was, in effect, deaf, dumb, and blind. No wonder the Kundalan
had been so easy to conquer. A sudden creak, as of someone moving across the
floorboards, caused her to freeze. Now she could hear Bartta moving
about, and then she heard Riane's name being called. She drew on the
Kundalan robes Bartta had given her and went into the great room. Bartta was sitting at the wooden table. There were
two bowls filled with vile Kundalan grain. Riane had no taste for it.
She wondered if Bartta would mention the singing of the bourns, and
was somewhat surprised when Bartta said instead, "Come and eat
your breakfast. There is much work to do today." Riane sat without a word, but she did not pick up
her wooden spoon. What she wouldn't have given for some roast corribs
right now. She tried to concentrate on the eerie singing. "The salve I made for you is working. Your face
is looking much better," Bartta said, just as if the swelling
had come from an accident. "Very soon now I will be able to take
you to the abbey to live." Riane stared sullenly at her unappetizing breakfast.
Her stomach rumbled emptily. She had not had much dinner. The root
stew Bartta had served her had smelled and tasted bitter as dirt.
What little she had eaten had erupted back out of her mouth an hour
or so after she had gone to bed. " "Eat," Bartta said, more sternly. "As
a Kundalan—" "Giyan wouldn't eat this." Bartta paused with her spoon halfway to her mouth.
"Giyan was taken by the V'ornn, made to live with V'ornn, forced
into a V'ornn bed. She was required to adapt in order to survive,
just as you must adapt." Riane thought about this for a moment. Bartta knew
how to get to Annon; she simply used Giyan as a goad. Riane grabbed
the spoon. Pretending it was roasted cor meat, she shoveled the
cooked grain into her mouth, swallowing as fast as she could. In the blink of an eye, Bartta was up. She swiped
the spoon out of Riane's hand, took her by the shoulders, shook her
madly. "You eat like an animal!" she screamed in Riane's
face. "Is that what you are, an animal? Kundalan do not eat like
animals! Kundalan are civilized!" With a shove that rocked the
chair, she released Riane. "Go on, pick up your spoon. Now wash
it off and come back here so I can teach you how to eat properly." When Riane was again seated, Bartta standing right
over her, Bartta said, "Now take a spoonful of the glennan and
put it into your mouth. While you are chewing it put your spoon down
so that you can savor the taste. Swallow. Now pick up the spoon
again…" And so it went. Halfway through her breakfast, Riane
realized with an unpleasant lurch that Bartta was right. It would be
far better for her if she simply did as Bartta asked. If she was
stuck in this accursed body, the least she would have to do was adapt
to it. And learning Kundalan customs wasn't all bad. Take this
breakfast, for instance. It might not taste great, but at least her
stomach wasn't rebelling as it had last night from gobbling down her
food. No sooner had she thought this, however, than the
V'ornn warrior rebelled again. I am not Riane, she
shouted doggedly in her mind, her heart pounding. But she was.
Looking into Bartta's face she knew what would happen to her every
time Annon reasserted himself. N'Luuura, she wished Giyan was here.
But she wasn't; she was with Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar.
He—she—Annon—Riane—might very well never see
her again. Something caught in her throat, and she almost choked. She
swallowed the last of the glennan and took a deep breath. Rage and
despair were vying for control inside her. Resignation had never been
a dominant male V'ornn trait; it was difficult even to comprehend.
She set her mind on a goal: survival. To survive, she told
herself, I have to adapt. Obediently, she ate every last spoonful of glennan,
then took her bowl and spoon to the sink for washing. Beneath her,
the bourns hummed a song only she could hear. A week later, Bartta told her to pack her things.
They were moving to the Abbey of Floating White. On the way, Riane got her first comprehensive look
at the village. Stone Border was built like a bowl scooped out of the
mountainside just below the abbey. In all ways, it was reminiscent of
an amphitheater, the steeply inclined streets leading dizzily
downward toward the "stage," the central plaza. As she walked beside Bartta, she observed the way in
which the townsfolk bowed to her, murmuring prayers to Müna for
her blessing and her continued good health. They cut through a lovely
park, ringed with tall pines, meticulously groomed, but they were
alone in it. Young men, their faces grimy with sweat, clustered in
taverns for the noonday meal, eating standing up, while they drank
out of tankards and talked softly among themselves. She could feel
their haunted eyes following her down the near-deserted street like a
hand gripping the back of her neck. She heard no music, just the wail
of an infant and the whisper of the wind through the pines in the
park behind them. And, then, another sound arose. They were obliged
to take a detour when the street Bartta wanted was clogged with
mourners walking behind a white coffin. Riane caught a glimpse of
tear-streaked faces, of veils and long cloaks. The sound of massed
weeping was like rain in the gutters. Sadness dripped out of every
doorway, lay along the shadowed streets like panting, half-dead
animals. The power bourns were graveyard silent. At last, they turned onto the narrow, cobbled path
that wound steeply upward for some six hundred meters to the towering
entrance to the Abbey of Floating White. As was emblematic of Classic Kundalan architecture
the interior of the abbey was a veritable labyrinth of rooms,
shrines, corridors, gardens, loggias, balconies, sweeping stairways,
courtyards, and atria. The young acolytes and many of the leyna, the
novices, were forever getting lost, and even the shima, the full
priestesses, occasionally found themselves in sections of the abbey
unknown to them. Only the konara, the senior priestesses of the
ruling Dea Cretan, always seemed sure of their whereabouts. Nine times during each lunar cycle—that is a
day and a night—crystal chimes sounded a pentagon of tones that
magically built one upon the other, creating the wholeness of the
Great Chord—symbolic of Müna's love and presence. At those
times, all activities in the abbey ceased and for as long as the
Chord resounded, 'the daily devotions were chanted in lovely call and
response. Because the gardens of the abbey were filled with
orangesweet trees, the delicate scent was inextricably bound up with
the Sacred Songs, giving them a dimension beyond mere words, a sign,
as the Ramahan said, that the Holy Word of Müna was borne aloft
to the four corners of the world. That first morning at the abbey, Riane came up
against another kind of trial. Bathrooms were communal affairs within
the levels of Ramahan society. That is to say, the acolytes all
shared facilities, as did the leyna and the shima. The konara all had
their own private bathrooms. As she entered the showers, Riane was paralyzed with
panic, seeing all the naked Kundalan girls. She had to remind herself
all over again that she herself was a Kundalan female. And where had
she developed this sudden aversion to crowds? She heard the acolytes
talking about their bodies—who was too fat, too thin, whose
legs were too short, too thick, not shapely enough. He heard them
gossiping about their faces—whose nose was too long, too pug,
whose eyes were too close together, too small, were crossed, who had
pimples, who was just plain ugly. He heard false laughter, brittle as
silicon, saw groups of girls ganging up on others, cruel jests
perpetrated on the weak, on the shy, on anyone who was "different,"
heard whispered conversations about who was the worst teacher, the
nastiest teacher, the strictest teacher, the ugliest teacher, about
lessons missed, tests copied, about touching oneself, about nighttime
escapes, about assignations with boys waiting in the nighttime
shadows just outside the abbey's walls, parties where drugs made in
secret from the produce of the herb and mushroom gardens were
ingested, where laaga, smuggled in from outside, was smoked. Annon
knew something about laaga. It was made from the dried, ground leaf
of a tropical plant which, when smoked or chewed, produced a
pronounced narcotic effect that was highly addictive. It was a crude
and dangerous drug, especially when compared to salamuuun, which,
unlike laaga, was not addictive. The Ashera Consortium kept tight
control on salamuuun, allowing it to be sold only in licensed
ka-shiggen. Riane continued to listen to the hushed, excited
burble of conversations. There was no talk whatsoever of Müna,
of sacred texts, of devotions, of the mission of the Ramahan that
Giyan had spoken of so often, to return the Kundalan to the state of
grace they had enjoyed centuries ago. While Riane was trying to absorb all this, a couple
of acolytes spotted her and, taunting her, dragged her into the
shower while she was still in her robes. Her robes clung to her body,
making them laugh all the harder. They stripped her, pushed her under
the hot sprays in the long, soapstone shower chamber, made fun of her
modesty, called her names. Meanwhile, Riane was, of course, having a
decidedly odd reaction to being in such close proximity to naked
females. Every time Annon felt the tidal pull of sexual arousal, a
wave of revulsion would sweep over Riane, bringing up feelings of
shame and confusion. Confusion was not a safe emotion for Riane. It
caused the Annon personality to emerge. Riane lost the fragile facade
of femaleness, of where she was, of who she was. She
reverted and, in reverting, lashed out at the girls. Not
surprisingly, her sudden aggression stunned and frightened them. They
began to scream, to run from the shower like so many raindrops flung
this way and that by storm winds. The screaming attracted the attention of the novice
on duty, Leyna Astar. She was a handsome woman, not too old, not too
young. Her hair was a lustrous chestnut color, save for a streak of
silver that ran through it. She wore the pale yellow robes of raw
silk and muslin of a novice. "What is going on here?" she asked, in a
melodious voice. "There's something queer about the new girl,"
one acolyte said. "Yes. She's weird," said another. "She tried to hurt us," chimed in a third. "We don't want her around at all,"
said a fourth. "Now, now, girls." Leyna Astar was smiling
a smile that somehow short-circuited the acolytes' fear and
animosity. "Riane is new to our abbey—and, she
has lost her memory." Her smile deepened as she looked around at
the acolytes, one by one enfolding them in her gaze. "You all
remember how difficult it was in the beginning. Think how much harder
it is for her. Riane has much to learn. We must help her adjust as we
ourselves want to be helped—as we were helped. That is our way,
isn't it?" As they nodded, she bade them run along and dress, as
they were already late for morning devotions. Alone with Riane in the shower chamber, Leyna Astar
turned to her. "Are you all right?" she said softly. For a long time Riane said nothing. "How do you
know about me?" she said at last. "I was briefed," Leyna Astar said simply.
She held out a towel. "Would you like to come out now?" Riane took the towel from her, wrapped it around and
around the body she could not get used to. She peered into Leyna
Astar's face, which was open, friendly, and blessedly without guile. "Why did you hit them, Riane?" Leyna Astar
asked this in a thoroughly nonthreatening way. She seemed genuinely
curious. "I feel things," Riane said hesitantly.
"In my body, I mean. I don't know what they are." She could
not tell Leyna Astar that what she felt was the rage of revenge
against the murderers of Annon Ashera's family. "You are a healthy teenage female," Leyna
Astar was saying. "Those are hormones doing their work, building
muscle and bone so you can grow. The feelings are nothing to worry
about; they're perfectly normal." "Not for me," Riane muttered. Leyna Astar was still smiling at her, as if she had
not heard. "Why don't I escort you back to your quarters/'
she said. "I don't think Konara Bartta would like that.
I'd be missing devotions." "There is always time for devotions."
Leyna Astar said breezily. "At the moment, getting oriented to
your new surroundings is far more important, don't you think?" Riane was so grateful she merely nodded. Riane's day ran like this: she rose before dawn for
the first devotion, then ate a spare meal in the refectory with the
other acolytes before heading for lessons with a series of Ramahan
teachers, broken only by another devotion. The midday meal was the
largest of the day, followed by another devotion, then work details
most of the afternoon until the evening devotion, after which, she
returned to her quarters to receive private tutoring from Bartta
herself. She would have preferred to spend evenings with Leyna Astar,
but that was out of the question. Bartta was jealous of her time
alone with Riane, and made no bones about it. In the showers, the acolytes no longer taunted her,
they did something far worse: they ignored her. She listened to their
conversations over the hissing of the water, feeling like the alien
she was, still uncomfortable and awkward in her skin, the eternal
outsider. There were times when it became too much, when she laid her
head against the wall and cried bitterly for the life Annon had once
had, the life of wealth and privilege, now swept away as if it had
never existed. Annon never had to throw out garbage, scrub
vegetables, dig tubers out of the ground with his bare hands. He had
never had to work twenty sidereal hours a day, sleep four. He had
been free to eat when he wanted, play when he wanted, hunt when he
wanted, go where he wanted. None of those things was available to
Riane. She was, in actuality if not in name, a prisoner. You had better get used to your present life,
Bartta never tired of telling her. It is the only one you have. It was all so unfair! The water sluicing down blessedly hid her tears, but
what did it matter? The acolytes brushed rudely by her, or turned
their backs to her as they clustered at their daily gossip, oblivious
to her pain and suffering. Every detail of her life was a struggle—from
the conversion of the V'ornn measurement of time in sidereal hours to
the Kundalan equivalent in lunar hours, from the food she was forced
to eat to the cot she slept in. Each time she exercised, showered,
dressed, or eliminated, she was overwhelmed by the alienness of her
new body. What could she make of her breasts or the place where once
Annon's tender parts had dangled? And as for what she did have
between her legs, it was completely devoid of spots, making her feel
as if she had regressed back to childhood. She tried to avoid
mirrors, for the face she saw reflected back at her so unnerved her
that she would begin to shake uncontrollably. There was an essential
disconnect between the person she saw in the mirror and who she was
inside. She could not seem to bridge the gap, and it was impossible
to say whether she even tried because she could not bear to lose who
she had been. She was terrorized by the thought that if she accepted
who she had become, all that was left of Annon would, in fact, die. She had good reason to fear this. Every quotidian
aspect of life as Annon had known it was being systematically
obliterated. There were times when this knowledge was almost too
monumental to bear. It was like watching yourself die, slowly,
inexorably, precious pieces torn from you like pages from a book.
There were times when she was certain that she would lose her mind,
because what is sanity but a rational sense of self? If there is no
self—or if that self is rapidly deliquescing—how can
sanity exist? In what can it make a home—to use a psychological
metaphor—if there is no home? Terrified, she would pry up the tile beneath her cot
that she had painstakingly loosened, and extract the two worldly
possessions she had smuggled into the abbey: the knife Eleana had
given her and the ancient Kundalan book she had found in the caverns
beneath the palace in Axis Tyr. Riane could not help but weep each time she ran her
hands over the knife. It brought up so many emotions inside her that
she did not know how to handle. When she thought of Eleana, an ache
filled her breast to bursting. In retrospect, she could see that she
had begun to fall in love with Eleana, although the V'ornn she once
had been never would have admitted such a thing. But what to do with
that love now, that beat in her breast as firmly as the spotted sun
beat in the cloudless Kundala sky? She was female. The reality was so
strange she could not get her mind around it. Perhaps it was within
Annon to accept being in a Kundalan body—but a female
Kundalan, that was simply too much. If only I had not fled the palace,
she thought. If only I had followed my first instinct to return
upstairs and slit Wennn Stogggul's throat. If only I had not come
here with Giyan. If only I had stayed with Eleana. But who was
this "I," anyway? You had better get used to your
present life. It is the only one you have. Occasionally, despite the harsh punishments that
ensued, her black despair made her lash out—as Annon the V'ornn
would have—bloodying the nose of a bully here, blackening the
eye of a tormentor there. She found that this body, despite its
relative weakness, was possessed of extraordinary reflexes, great
stamina, and a dogged heart. Oddly, these heroics did nothing to
endear her to the bullies' other victims, who perversely cleaved
closer to the cliques they longed to be a part of. And so, she
remained friendless, an outcast even among those whose cause she
tried to champion. And there were other times, more frightening and
bewildering by far, when, in her anguished longing for her old life,
she remembered frozen steppes, ice-encrusted scarps, snow-bejeweled
cliffs with such vivid detail she knew she must have lived there. And
yet Annon had never seen holos of these places, let alone been to
them. She moaned softly, holding her head as if otherwise her brain
would fly apart, great drifts of snow obscuring the corridors of
power within the regent's palace in Axis Tyr, all of Annon's life
which, in those moments, she struggled desperately to bring into
focus. Without question, these bouts were the worst. They
invariably left her sweating and shaken. But she told no one of them,
not even Bartta, who had known Annon, if ever so briefly. And that
was another thing. Annon had always had Kurgan to confide in; Riane
had no one. She dared trust no one—not even Leyna Astar—with
the truth. Even so, Leyna Astar managed to bring a measure of solace
to Riane. Astar regularly sent her to the Library, the vast two-story
repository of all Ra-mahan knowledge, where for hours on end she read
swiftly, almost needfully, losing herself in volume after volume of
reading that she absorbed wholesale. Often, Leyna Astar met her in
the Library, and they read side by side in a kind of silent
companionship. She did not tell Bartta about her new friend, even
though Leyna Astar began to tutor her in how to act, what to say and,
perhaps most importantly, what not to say. Even Bartta began to
notice the change. Astar made of her lessons a clever and
increasingly challenging game, piquing Riane's innate desire to win,
while at the same time channeling the aggression raging inside her.
In this way, Riane came to think of Leyna Astar as a kind of guardian
angel, a shining oasis in the hideous place into which she had been
thrust. And yet, even though she was slowly and painfully learning
what it meant to be Kundalan, to be female, to be Ramahan, she
remained isolated even from Astar by the terrible secret she carried
inside her. Riane gradually learned to do what Bartta told her
to do, no matter how menial or unpleasant the task—or how many
of those tasks were loaded onto her shoulders each day, more by far
than any other acolyte was given, more by far than she could ever
accomplish. Thus, no matter how hard she toiled she was doomed to
failure, to displease the very person whom she needed to please. One day, six weeks after she had been installed at
the abbey, Bartta came to her during Third Chime and bade her follow.
Silently, they wended their way through the labyrinthine corridors,
atria, and gardens until they came to a square chamber filled with
three acolytes kneeling in a precise row. Garbed in the same blue raw
muslin robes she wore, they all faced one way, watching expectantly
as a konara in persimmon-colored robes of raw silk stood with her
hands clasped in front of her. Riane recognized two of them as girls
who were regularly tormented in the shower. Sunlight streamed in through the intricate patterns
of incised wooden shutters, throwing arabesques of brilliant light
and deep shadow across the tiled floor. Upon the whitewashed walls
were hung rectangles of cor parchment covered with the same strange
form of Kundalan writing she had seen in her leather-bound book. "Konara Laudenum, this is Riane," Bartta
said in her cleur, strong voice. "She is an acolyte of only six
weeks in need of your . . . special instruction." The priestess smiled and spread her hands, but Riane
did not like her face. It was shut tight as a prison door. "It
will be my pleasure to instruct her, Konara Bartta." Doubtless sensing the girl's reluctance, Bartta put
her hands on Ri-ane's shoulders. In response, Riane dug in her heels. Bartta bent down. "Do what you are told,"
she hissed in Riane ear. "If you embarrass me, it will go ill
with you this evening." Riane balled her hands into fists, the rage burning
in her. She tried to think of what Leyna Astar would counsel in this
situation. She tried to think like a Kundalan, like a female, like a
Ramahan. Instantly, she knew she could; the trouble was, she did not
want to. "I do not care," she said loudly enough
for everyone to hear. "There is something evil here." "Evil?" Konara Laudenum laughed. "Nothing
evil can enter the abbey. Müna would not allow it." "There, you see," Bartta said. "Nothing
to worry about." She whispered again so only Riane could hear.
"All part of the training I promised Giyan you would have." Riane noticed that the other three acolytes stared
straight ahead as if they had not heard a thing. In fact, they seemed
to be in some kind of trance. She could feel the power bourns; they
had been distorted somehow, interrupted. The intermittent pulse gave
her the willies. "Riane, I know how intimidating new situations
can seem at first. But I assure you that feeling will pass."
Shima Laudenum was smiling. "Why don't you come and sit beside
me?" And then Riane felt Bartta's powerful fingers
digging painfully into the muscles of her shoulders. "Do as she says, Riane." With a vigorous
shove, Bartta propelled her forward. Riane walked on stiff legs to the spot the priestess
indicated, and sat cross-legged on the floor rather than kneel as the
other acolytes were doing. When she looked back, Bartta had vanished. "Now, then," Konara Laudenum said with
that awful fake smile plastered on her face, "we can get right
down to business." She spoke di- rectly to Riane, as if the
other students did not exist. Riane felt an eerie shiver run through
her. The chamber fell into darkness, and Riane looked
around to see who had pulled the shutters. She discovered that she
was alone in the darkened chamber with Konara Laudenum. "Where are the others?" she asked. "What others, Riane?" Konara Laudenum's
hands wove a complex pattern in front of her. There appeared between
them a translucent cube. As the priestess set it down on the floor,
black flames flickered up from inside it. Riane held her hand out,
but felt no heat emanating from the fire. "That's right, Riane." Konara Laudenum's
eyes were gleaming oddly as she observed with an avid gaze. "Put
your hand into the fire." Because she could feel no heat, Riane moved her hand
forward. The moment her fingers touched the flames, their blackness
disappeared. A fire like any other she had seen flickered and
sparked. She snatched her hand away from the sudden, blistering heat. "How did you do that, Riane?" Konara
Laudenum asked. "I. … I don't know." The priestess pointed. "This is the Cube of
Tutelage. It exists, but only in a way." "The way the other acolytes existed?" Konara Laudenum's smile was back in place,
impregnable as the abbey's walls. "Yes, Riane. Just that way."
She lifted her left hand, and the fire disappeared from the cube. "This is sorcery/' Riane said. "Bartta
says that Osoru has been banned from the abbey." "It has, and quite rightly so." Konara
Laudenum did something to make the Cube of Tutelage spin. "But
this is sorcery of another kind altogether." As Riane watched, the cube, which had been spinning
slowly in a counterclockwise direction, began to pick up speed. As it
did, it grew in size. From something that was no more than two
handspans in each direction, it blossomed out so rapidly that Riane
had to scramble back. When it had reached three meters on a side it
slowed, and came to a stop. "Get in," Konara Laudenum commanded. "What?" Riane jumped up. "You can't
be serious." "Get in," the priestess repeated. Her
smile had become a rictus. "Do it now." "And if I refuse?" Konara Laudenum raised her arm, her forefinger
beckoning, and Ri-ane felt all the warmth drain out of her. A dread
chill flooded her, making her shiver, her teeth chatter
uncontrollably. She wrapped her arms around herself without effect. "Stop it," she whispered hoarsely. "Only you can stop it, Riane." Throwing Konara Laudenum a murderous look, Riane
stepped into the cube. "You see, Riane," Konara Laudenum said
from just outside the cube, "the Ramahan cannot exist without
sorcery. But with Osoru only those with the Gift were able to
practice. This created an artificial caste system that we discovered
was intolerable. It led to the most flagrant misuse of power; it led
to the loss of The Pearl, to Mother's death. Nowadays, Kyofu has
replaced Osoru. Everyone can learn Kyofu, given the right frame of
mind." She raised a finger. "But the right frame of mind is
essential." That repugnant smile was back. "The
Cube of Tutelage is conjured for just this purpose." Riane put her palms against the slick sorcerous
surface. "Can't you just teach me Kyofu?" "I'm afraid not." Konara Laudenum did not
look the least bit apologetic. She watched with a kind of maddeningly
detached interest as Riane tried to find a way out of the cube. "I
could tell you that resistance is quite useless, I suppose," she
said. "But from what I have been told, you need to find this out
for yourself." The harder Riane beat against the translucent walls
of the cube, the weaker she became. She broke off suddenly, stood
panting, staring at Konara Laudenum's malevolent smile. What am I
to do? she thought. "By the look of things," Konara Laudenum
said, "I do believe we are ready to begin." The atmosphere inside the cube began to grow thin.
Blood pounded in Riane's temples, a headache commenced behind her
eyes, and she stumbled, growing dizzy. "Excellent." Konara Laudenum had taken a
step closer to the cube. "Now we are getting somewhere." A curious image popped into Riane's whirling mind.
She saw herself hiking along an icy ridge. Plumes of permafrost
whirled up into the deep blue bowl of the sky. She reached the base
of an enormous icefall, and began to climb. The thin air tumbled out
of her nose and mouth and, instinctively, it seemed, she breathed in,
all the way to the bottom of her lungs, and held the air there. She
continued upward, breathing in this odd fashion, and, even as the air
grew thinner, she was never out of breath. Without even thinking about it, Riane inhaled to the
bottom of her lungs. She did not exhale. Watching Konara Laudenum,
she made herself stumble again, this time falling onto her backside.
She lolled her head, she closed her eyes to slits as if she were on
the verge of uncon- sciousness. She saw Konara Laudenum extend her hand through the
barrier of the cube, pull it apart. The cube disappeared, and Riane
made herself flop over on her side. Her heart beat fast as she saw
the priestess draw three concentric black circles in the air. The
circles moved until they were stacked directly above her head. Then
they began to descend. Riane exhaled slowly and, with great care, inhaled
again, and held the air in her lungs. She felt the dread cold of the
black circles as they approached her, then settled around her like a
web. Her last thought was of Giyan before she was hurled into
unconsciousness. What had been done to her? Riane had no way of
knowing. She sat on her narrow bed in her cell, her knees drawn up to
her chest. She knew that Bartta was a sorceress just like Konara
Laudenum, and she was terrified that Bartta would conjure up some way
to crawl inside her head. Her stomach threatened to regurgitate its
contents at the thought of Bartta being privy to all her most
intimate thoughts, that she might find out about the knife and the
book and take away her last physical links to Annon's life. She felt a sudden compulsion, running through her
like wildfire, to open the book. It was crazy, she couldn't read a
word of it. She shivered, drew her legs up, jammed her back against
the whitewashed wall, unadorned save for the image of Müna's
sacred butterfly. "It's finally happened," she whispered to
herself. "I've gone mad." Silence. The beating of her heart, the rush of blood
through her veins. But the quietude of the abbey failed to alleviate
her terror. On the contrary, it multiplied her isolation, the panicky
feeling that madness had at last claimed her. Something was crawling around in her skull, she
could feel it, like blood slowly seeping between her fingers. Again,
alien thoughts rose, unbidden—images of mountain peaks, ice
storms, cold clear nights bundled against the bitter wind, memories
of running through thigh-deep snow, dropping by rope down sheer cliff
faces, of burying two adults—Mother? Father?—while tears
froze in her lashes, on her cheeks. In her mind, she screamed,
searching for one—just one—memory from Axis Tyr, but they
seemed remote, alien, as if she had read about them in a book, as if
they had been lived by someone else. This must somehow be part of the Kyofu conditioning,
part of what the three black circles had done to her. She would not
allow it. She gasped and slammed her head against the wall
until blood was seeping from it, matting down her hair, dripping into
her eyes, pooling in her ear. Still she kept banging herself against
the wall until Bartta, made suspicious by the noise, ran in and
stopped her. She cried out, not really knowing who was restraining
her or why. With a frantic twist, she broke free, flinging herself
across the tiny cell, stumbling over a three-legged stool, passing
out as she hit the blood-spattered stone-tile floor. That's all right, Shima Argolas, Twill take over
now." The tall, thin Ramahan priestess clasped her hands in
front of her and bowed deeply to Bartta. "Yes, Konara. Please do
not tire her; she has been through a difficult time." "How are you feeling, dear? Better, I trust,"
Bartta said, smiling benignly down at Riane. But as soon as Shima
Argolas left the infirmary, she sat down at Riane's bedside. Her
smile died. Her cold eyes stared hard at Riane. "What on Kundala
do you think you are doing, damaging yourself like that?" she
said, crossly. "Do you want to be put in restraints at night,
because I can accomplish that with a snap of my fingers." Riane said nothing. She was wondering if the
violence she had done to herself had managed to get those three black
rings out of her head. Bartta sighed. "And how are we getting on with
Konara Laudenum? She is a bit much, don't you think? She has the most
unpleasant socialistic air about her, longs for all konara to be
created equal, don't you know. Well, that is only because she hasn't
been elected to the Dea Cretan. Doubtless this eats at her, just as
it eats at her that I have gained control of the Dea Cretan. 'Why
does Konara Bartta have all the power?'"she whined in a passable
imitation of Konara Laudenum's voice. "Foolish Ramahan!"
She snickered behind her hand. "Knowledge is Power and Power is
All!" she sang softly to herself. It was a melody that had
become familiar to Riane in the last several days as she had drifted
in and out of consciousness. But, until that moment, she had never
heard the words. Bartta leaned over her, sucked in her lower lip, her
teeth shining yellowly. "What am I to do with you?" she
whispered. "How am I to train you properly when you continue to
act so rebelliously?" She gently stroked the girl's bruised forehead. "Any
more of this violence, and you will disfigure yourself permanently.
We can't have that." She smiled that same benign smile she had
offered up to Shima Argolas. "A modicum of trust, Riane. That's
what I thought we had. Well, you surely made a muodd out of me."
She rearranged the girl's hair. "You won't get a second chance,
this certainly is true." Bartta dug in a cor-hide bag which hung at her waist
and withdrew a tiny copper sphere. This she placed in the center of
Riane's forehead. "The Third Eye sees, and with that, Sight
comes Knowledge." Her forefinger circled the sphere seven times,
touched it once, and it sprang open, making a star-shaped indentation
in Riane's forehead. "But if your Third Eye is blinded."
With the pad of her forefinger, she pressed down until Riane's eyes
crossed, and she groaned in pain. "The Sphere of Binding." The infirmary seemed to have lost the sharpness of
its dimensions. The walls began to bleed, the ceiling melting away,
until the square space had become a sphere that pulsed and glimmered
with a dark energy. It held them in its slowly beating heart. A
murmuring arose, no more than the rustle of a breeze through tall
grass. Nevertheless, it caused the hair at the nape of Riane's neck
to stir. If only she had Annon's bow and arrow—or a Khagggun's
shock-sword. But she was weaponless. Worse, she was gripped by an odd
and disquieting lassitude. The sphere around them flashed colors and
patterns that were making her dizzy. She tried to look away but they
were everywhere. The lassitude stole through her, robbing her of
energy, mental stamina, determination. "The Sphere of Binding, yes," Bartta said.
"A most potent spell, one not often used. That idiot Konara
Laudenum tells me your mind has shown remarkable resistance to the
Rings of Concordance, so now I am forced to take drastic safety
measures." Humming happily to herself, Bartta took up the open
sphere. Touching it again caused it to retract, and she put it away.
In the center of Riane's forehead, a red star-shaped mark was slowly
fading, but the spell had reopened Riane's wound. "The Sphere
binds you to another until the death of one. And death will
come, make no mistake. It always does with this particular spell As
the mark fades, so will your memory of this," she said to Riane.
"I was never here. You never woke up." She recited a short
incantation in the Old Tongue. "The spell I used cannot be seen,
smelled, heard, tasted, or felt, even by another sorceress." She
was busy wiping off the fresh blood when Shima Argolas reappeared. "Dear Müna, what happened?" she cried
as she ran to Riane's side. "Alas, she became violent again." Bartta
shook her head as if she were pained to her very soul. "I could
do nothing to calm her save give her a sleeping draught." She
sighed. "Whatever shall I do with her?" "Müna knows." Shima Argolas nodded in
sympathy. Bartta rose. "My time is not my own,
unfortunately. I must attend to the sacred affairs of the Great
Goddess. I will leave the girl in your capable hands for the time
being." Sometime later, when Shima Argolas sat dozing on
cushions she had set up beside Riane's bed, Leyna Astar entered. She
stood in the doorway some time, listening for something only she
could hear. Perhaps she was making certain that Shima Argolas was
indeed asleep before venturing inside. She made not a sound as she
glided across the cool stone floor. She knelt on the other side of
Riane. Her slightly cupped palm moved in the air just above Riane's
form. Wherever the hand went a kind of glow appeared for fust an
instant. Depending on where the hand was over Riane's head or body
the color of the glow changed, now blue, now green, now purple, now
orange or red. Leyna Astar's hand paused over several places, most
notably the spots where Riane had been injured. When she removed her
hand, all traces of blood had vanished; only a few small and
insignificant scars remained. She spent a moment, head bowed as if in
prayer, her body so still that had an observer been present she would
not have seen Leyna Astar breathe. Then she rose and quickly retraced
her steps, vanishing into the labyrinth of the abbey. Rings Dalma, look what I bought you." The Tuskugggun
in the gimnopede's-blood robes and woven-gold sifeyn smiled. "A
ring." "Not just a ring," Wennn Stogggul said,
grinning. "It is the Ring you have coveted for— "It is the Ring" Dalma cried. "The
one I have wanted for months!" She plucked the ring from his
fingers, and he swung her around. "But how did you get it,
Wennn? It was already sold—to a very wealthy Bashkir. The maker
told me herself that she would not make another, and that even if she
did, I could not afford it. But now it's mine!" She was
laughing. "How, how, how?" "I am that I am!" Stogggul's voice roared
through the regent's palace, making guards come to attention,
assistants cock their ears, attendants cringe. He ran his hands down
to her wasp waist, over the flare of her hips. His tender parts began
to swell at the look in her eyes. "Power breeds more power. I am
regent now; I get what I want, when I want it. I can do anything. I
have rewarded Kinnnus Morcha by promoting him to Star-Admiral. I have
brought what they wanted most, the Ring of Five Dragons, to the
Gyrgon. I have given them the head of Annon Ashera. What more do they
want of me?" Dalma licked the back of his neck, in just the spot
he loved. "Patience, my love. The Gyrgon are tricksters. They
will not be prone to give you what you want when you want it." "This alliance between Bashkir and Khagggun is
a new paradigm for our people. It will bring renewed stability.
Surely the Gyrgon see this. Surely they will take the salamuuun trade
away from the Ashera Consortium and give it to me. I asked them, but
they have not answered." "Give them time to appreciate your gifts,
darling. In the meantime, I advise you to turn your attention
elsewhere. I have heard that the new Star-Admiral has petitioned you
to make your firstborn his new adjutant. You must be very proud." "Proud." Wennn Stogggul shook his head.
"That weasel should be applying himself at the bottom rung of my
Consortium, preparing himself to one day take over from me. I will
turn down the petition." Dalma, who knew more than a thing or two about
V'ornn males, continued with her ministrations. "Of course
you're right, Wennn. It is what everyone would expect you to do since
the Star-Admiral seeks to pluck a stone from the ranks of another
caste." - Stogggul frowned. "But I mean to move the
Khagggun up to Great Caste status." "But how?" Dalma asked. "By turning
down the Star-Admiral's petition you are setting precedent for the
status quo." "Yes, of course. It will be most difficult to
change course later on," Stogggul mused. "Kurgan is young yet. This detour could work
out for the best." "Really?" Stogggul said skeptically. "Pray
enlighten me." "Kurgan is not born Khagggun, fcut now he must
serve within their ranks. It is a hard life, from what I have
gleaned. You have called him irresponsible and wild. Serving under
the Star-Admiral, he will learn the meaning of discipline, his
wildness will be tamed." Stogggul considered her words, as he always did.
There was something different about her, something he had marked the
moment he had first seen her at a party given by Bach Ourrros, one of
his Bashkir rivals. It had pleased him, of course, to appropriate his
rival's possession, especially since Ourrros was one of those
revisionist Bashkir living in Za Hara-at and one of the city's chief
proponents. Astute V'ornn that Stogggul was, however, he had quite
quickly come to appreciate her for all her many assets, and he
congratulated himself all the more that he had stolen her away from
Bach Ourrros. Dalma slipped the ring over her finger. "A
perfect fit!" She kissed him. "Now all that remains is for
me to move in." She picked up on Stogggul's hesitation and gave
him a smile. "I will show you a secret if you say yes." He made a show of deliberating, but in truth he had
already made up his mind. Eleusis had had a Mistress here—a
Kundalan female, at that. Why should he not have his Looorm with him
now that he was regent? Jeufffry would be angry, to be sure. But who
was she save the mother of his children? Kurgan had grown beyond her
control, but there were three others: the boy Terrettt, the females
Oratttony and Marethyn. All required Jeuffrry's guidance. Besides,
she had her own artistic life in hingatta lüina do mori. She
made hideous pottery that she nevertheless managed to sell. "What kind of secret?" Stogggul betrayed
none of his curiosity. It was a game between them, one they both
savored. Dalma stroked the back of his skull. "The kind
you like best." "Done!" he cried. "But only if I deem
the secret fit!" "Come, then." She took his hand, led him
down shadowed corridors, through sun-strewn atria, past the
torn-apart regent's garden, along loggias striped in sunlight and
shadow. Once, he caught a whiff of a peculiar smell. "What is that?" he asked. Dalma tossed her head. "Bitterroot, perhaps?" "Smells like decay," Stogggul rumbled. "I
shall have it eradicated." At last, they came to a set of private rooms
Stogggul had not been in before. Dalma touched a spot on a plaster
panel, and it swiveled inward. She took them through a short, musty
passageway. "Where are we?" he asked. Dalma giggled. "Don't be so impatient. You'll
see." He took her wrist in the darkness, swung her around,
pressed himself against her. She went slack in his arms and uttered
the delicious sigh that caused his tender parts to swell. "Would you take me here," she breathed,
"against the wall?" He could hear a rustling, knew that she was parting
her robes. He could feel her heat and her dampness, and he could no
longer control himself. Her slender fingers expertly unfastened his
clothes, and with a grunt he slammed into her. When he was finished she clung to him, climbing upon
his sweaty body. "You have a plan, Wennn. I know it." "What do you mean?" "You gave the Gyrgon the Ring of Five Dragons.
Is it not the key to finding The Pearl?" "The Pearl!" he scoffed. "What need
of I for an object revered by animals? And yet, unless I miss my
guess, the Gyrgon have a keen interest in it." His tender parts
swelled again. "My interest is in how to gain control
of the flow of salamuuun. If I can help them find The Pearl—and
it seems that the Ring of Five Dragons is the first step—they
must give me what I desire most, what justice demands." His hand
closed into a fist. "I will accomplish what my father could not.
The Ashera killed him to keep the secret of salamuuun. It is not
enough that I have killed them in kind. I mean to take more than half
my revenge. I swear before long I will have every Ashera secret for
my own!" "Oh, yes! I was right about you…"
Her words trailed off into a groan as he pierced her to her core. Sometime later, they emerged into a tiny atrium, in
the center of which was a garden planted with flora unfamiliar to
him. Blank walls rose on all sides. This was a blind spot in the
palace. "What is this place?" he asked. "It is Giyan's garden," she said.
"Doubtless the source of the Kundalan sorceress's potions." He began trampling the plants underfoot. Pungent
smells arose, tickling his nostrils. He sneezed mightily. Dalma took
the opportunity to gently draw him out of the damp earth. "Why
destroy this?" she asked. "Because it belonged to the Kundalan skcettta
and, by extension, to Eleusis." "But these plants can be of use to us." "How? They are Kundalan." He wrinkled his
nose and sneezed again. "They smell like death." She took his arm and led him to the secret doorway
through which they had come. "I have a friend—a Kundalan
female I have spent considerable time and effort cultivating. It was
she who told me about this garden. With her help I believe I can
unlock the secrets buried here." Stogggul waved a hand dismissively. "I despise
all things Kundalan. They are abominations." She squeezed him tighter, licked his ear with the
very tip of her tongue. "You are always saying that power begets
more power, Wennn. Imagine the power you would have if in addition to
the enormous authority you now wield you could command Kundalan
sorcery." “The Ring of Five Dragons represents the heart
of Kundalan lore," the first Gyrgon said. "It holds a secret we have been unable to
obtain on our own," the second Gyrgon said. "At last we will discover the truth," the
third Gyrgon said. The Gyrgon, in their insectoid alloy suits, stood in
a precisely aligned semicircle facing the huge round Kundalan-made
Door in the subterranean caverns below the regent's palace. Fusion
lamps brought pools of shimmering light into a sea of twilit shadows.
Echoes rose and fell on the tide of this sea. Three Gyrgon, the one in the center holding the
red-jade Ring. This Gyrgon turned suddenly and addressed a fourth,
who stood, hooded by shadows, apart from them, observing. "Perhaps, because this is a Kundalan artifact,
and because of the months of arduous testing and authentication, our
resident expert on all things Kundalan should have the honor of using
it to open the Door to the Storehouse." "I think not," Nith Sahor said. "This
Door has resisted all our efforts. Science—not even our
magelike version—can affect it. Therefore, I have concluded
that it is not Kundalan in origin. Rather, it was created by their
Goddess, Müna." "What nonsense is this?" the second Gyrgon
said. "Müna does not exist," the third
Gyrgon snapped. "Hold," the first Gyrgon said. "Perhaps
our comrade is correct. That would explain our one hundred and one
years of frustration." He held up the Ring of Five Dragons. "If
so, then here we have the answer. According to legend, this Ring was
also created by Müna." He cocked his head so that his helm
flashed in the cold, fractured light of the fusion lamps. "Is
this not so?" Nith Sahor inclined his head. "It is." "Then whether the Storehouse Door was made by
Kundalan or their Goddess is immaterial. We are now in possession of
the key to open it." Silence thundered in the wake of the first Gyrgon's
echoing voice. The first Gyrgon moved to within a bandwidth of the
circular Door before turning back to Nith Sahor. "Of all of us,
you alone, comrade, did not partake in the cranium of Ashera Annon.
Have you qualms?" "Qualms, misgivings, forebodings," Nith
Sahor said. Almost before he was finished, the first Gyrgon had
turned away. He laughed, seeming to give a silent message to the two
Gyrgon who flanked him. Facing the Door, he pushed the Ring of Five
Dragons onto his gloved forefinger. "This is a great moment in the history of the
V'ornn," the first Gyrgon intoned. His finger curled, he
presented the Ring to the circular medallion in the center. As he
hesitated, Nith Sahor said, "Legend has it that the Ring fits
into the Sacred Dragon's mouth." "Legends!" the first Gyrgon snorted. "Are
we scientists or dirt-eating savages?" "That has yet to be determined," Nith
Sahor said so softly no one heard him. But even if they had, they
would not have understood, since he had spoken in the Old Tongue of
the Ramahan. The first Gyrgon placed the head of the Ring against
the strange sculpted creature. Like the last piece of a puzzle
sliding home, it fitted perfectly into the open mouth. For a moment,
nothing happened. A click sounded and the medallion began to turn
clockwise. "Ah, yes," the first Gyrgon said. "It is opening," the second Gyrgon said. "At long last we will have what we want,"
the third Gyrgon said. The medallion continued to turn clockwise, and the
first Gyrgon moved to disengage the Ring from the carved Dragon's
mouth. As this proved impossible, the first Gyrgon tried to remove
the Ring from his finger. He failed. His hand twisted in concert with
the medallion's turning. He attempted to compensate, but he had
reached his limit of flexibility. Had he more time, he might have
conjured a flow of ions of sufficient force to counteract the trap he
was in. Then again, perhaps not. In any event, he had no time. His
finger cracked, then his wrist fractured, his elbow joint broke, his
shoulder tried to dislocate, shattered instead. The first Gyrgon
collapsed to his knees, his good hand clutching his ruined one. The second Gyrgon hurried toward him, stopped a pace
away as the first Gyrgon threw his head back. Something was
happening, a soft humming filled the cavern, echoing off the stone
walls. "This unacceptable attack on the V'ornn
Modality must cease," the third Gyrgon said, raising his arm.
Green fire rippled from his fingertips, interlacing with the alloy
mesh of his glove. Gaining strength, it spat a tongue of cold flame
on a direct line to the center of the medallion. It reached its
target with the sound of thunder booming, but it was all echo. The
third Gyrgon went rigid, a gurgling cry caught in his throat as he
was impaled upon the recoil of his own ion spike. The first Gyrgon was shaking now, as if in the grip
of an enormous invisible beast. "Come, comrade," the second Gyrgon said,
"we must help Nith Kijllln." Nith Sahor did not move. He watched as the second
Gyrgon was caught full blast when Nith Kijllln's helm exploded. He
did not flinch when fiery shards of alloy and bone clattered against
his finely tooled exoskeleton or the fusion lamps nearest him blew
out. Three of his comrades were dead, but he did nothing.
Nothing but wait. In time, the great circular basalt Door rolled open
halfway. Inside, was, he knew, everything he had ever dreamed of—his
heart's desire and his mind's desire all wrapped in one. And yet, an
instinct more ancient even than he made him hold his ground. In fact,
he barely breathed, for soon enough he sensed the presence that stood
just inside the shadowed doorway. He could feel its power in ways his
comrade Gyrgon could not. That was to be expected, considering the
nature of his studies. Still, he found himself unprepared. He thought
he saw eyes staring balefully at him, dissecting him, feeding
greedily on his thoughts, laughing at his impotency. Eyes in the
dark, jade-green slitted pupils, preternaturally intelligent. Sensory
organs that could be called eyes only because Nith Sahor lacked the
experiential vocabulary to name them properly. Nith Sahor felt a peculiar and thoroughly unpleasant
tingling up and down his spine. The tingling made him jumpy,
interfered with his thought processes. Nith Sahor had never before
felt fear, but he had heard it described in a hundred languages, seen
it defined in a thousand texts. Intellectually if not instinctually
he knew that this was what he was now experiencing. As he watched, something whipped out from behind the
Door. In the eerie twilight, he could not tell what it was but he
could see it making its way to the central medallion and thence to
the carved mouth of the Hagoshrin. The end of it curled around the
base of Nith Kijllin's broken forefinger. With a hollow snap, the
finger was detached from the hand, then extracted from the Ring of
Five Dragons. It landed on the stone floor beside Nith Kijllin's
smoking corpse. Then the thing—whatever it was—whipped
back into the shadows of the Storehouse, the Door rolled shut,
slamming to with a bone-jarring sound. Deep in the bowels of the
bedrock below the palace an ominous rumbling could be heard. At long last, Nith Sahor stepped out of the shadows.
He stared intently at—but did not approach—the medallion.
There was the curled Dragon—Seelin, the Sacred Dragon of
Transformation—its mouth now filled with the Sacred red-jade
Ring of the Kundalan Goddess Müna. So the legends are true, Nith Sahor
thought. The Hagoshrin guard the Storehouse of The Pearl. The
Ring of Five Dragons opens the Door, but only if it is worn by the
Dar Sala-at, the anointed of Müna. All others—Kundalan
and V'ornn alike—die a terrible death. The rumbling came again, a deep and frightening
sound like the tolling of a funeral bell. He shuddered, despite himself. Which means it's
all true, he thought. Everything I unearthed in my research
into Kundalan myth. The same research that has been ridiculed by my
colleagues, three of whom now lie dead. Those who would seek to violate the Sacred
Storehouse have tried to use the Ring of Five Dragons. They have
failed. A fail-safe mechanism has been activated. The Ring has become
a kind of detonator in a seismic bomb. The Ides of Lonon is less than
four months away. If the Dar Sala-at does not take possession of it
by then the crust of the planet will crack asunder, the seas will
inundate the land, all life will be swept away, annihilated so that
Kundala can begin again. So it is written, so it will be. Ya-Unn Imagine yourself dropped down a dry well at night.
Now imagine what it must be like in that first moment when your
rescuer shines her searchlight down the well's shaft. For Riane, who had been dreaming of an endless
night, the dawn came. She found herself on a plain—in all
directions desolate, barren, bereft of color or signature. Another
stood before her, a stranger who was nevertheless familiar. She
stared into the eyes of this stranger and was afraid. She was afraid
because she felt herself falling, falling into darkness without end.
There was nothing to cling to, nothing to catch her fall, nothing to
save her. So she fell, and in falling felt another with her—the
stranger. And then the shift came; light flooded the darkness, and
Riane saw that she was falling toward the familiar stranger. She
tried to cry out, for in another instant they would collide. Then the
light shifted again and she saw why the stranger was so familiar, saw
that she was falling into a mirror… Crash! Riane, alone in her own cell, opened her eyes. A
wind was rising, an inner wind that resolved itself into the alien
images she had seen before of snow- and ice-bejeweled landscapes high
up in the Djenn Marre. "What the N'Luuura are you?" she
whispered. The images were now accompanied by a song—a
Kundalan song that Giyan had sung to Annon when he had been very
young. Riane felt a sudden rage sweep through her. Once again, she was assaulted by images: of herself
dying. She had been meant to die, but at the last instant something
happened. Two forces pulling at her, pain that could not even be
imagined. And in that terrible moment, she had glimpsed the Abyss…
And every creature within it, saw them fleeting as a dream. Riane, terrified to her core, shook her head
violently. "Get out of my head, whatever you are!" Instead, she saw the thing with five faces. In the
Abyss. Pyphoros. Giyan had told Annon about Pyphoros, the daemon of
daemons, who was cast down— "Stop it!" Riane cried. "Stop it!"
She was trembling violently, thinking of the five-headed creature
that had grinned at her in her dreams. But it was too late. She had seen everything. It was
too much. Riane squeezed her eyes shut. She saw Pyphoros. No
one was meant to see him but Müna; no one but the dead he
claimed. But she had seen him. Worse, he had seen her, and now he
rode herd on her dreams. Riane, her head pounding, found herself listening to
the echoes of despair. She was drowning in this world and in the
alienness of herself. There was no escape. No— Open the book. She froze, her heart hammering in her breast. Open the book. She worked the flat of her hand across the raw,
undyed muslin of the bed sheet, as if to reassure herself of what was
real and what imagined because the borders she had known and had
taken for granted had begun to blur. But even this purely physical
act was not enough now; she had begun to doubt everything. With a
whimper, she reached beneath the floor tile and extracted the book.
She opened it to the first page, staring at the incomprehensible
Kundalan runes. She blinked. Panic flooded her again, squirting through her veins
like fire. What am I doing? she wondered. I can't
read this form of Kundalan. But somehow the strange,
incomprehensible runes had the power to calm her wildly beating
heart. She stared at the incomprehensible pages, thinking
of Giyan. Her lips moved, as if in prayer. But they could not have
been a V'ornn prayer because Annon did not know the decaying prayers
of Enlil. All at once, Riane gasped. The runes were resolving
themselves into letters, letters into words, words into phrases: "UTMOST SOURCE," she read in
wonder. "THE FIVE SACRED BOOKS OF MÜNA." Suddenly breathless, she turned the page. "BOOK ONE; SPIRIT GATE Inside us are Fifteen Spirit Gates. They are
meant to be open. If even one is not, a blockage occurs. …" And the thought came to her unbidden: A blockage
has occurred. Riane had gradually come to hate her female body
less. The mysteries of her femaleness—sexual attraction, how
this new body functioned, the sudden shifts of her raging
hormones—still baffled her, but now that the body had fully
recovered from the siege of duur fever she found cause to appreciate
even more its stamina and strength. She had taken to rising an hour
earlier than the other Ramahan so she could work her body so
strenuously her arms and legs trembled and sweat poured off her in
salty rivulets. She began to study her new self in the mirror,
concentrating on observing how her shape was changing, her shoulders
widening, her arm muscles becoming more defined, her legs even more
powerful, and that pleased her insofar as she was able at the moment
to feel pleasure. One morning, promptly at the fourth hour, which was
her appointed time. Riane presented herself in the doorway to Shima
Laudenum's classroom. The day had begun. The rich, amber sunlight of High
Summer filtered through the arabesques of the wooden shutters, most
of which were open. This gave the chamber an air of mystery, the
ribbons, curlicues, and serifs of light seeming to create their own
runic language, far more ancient than either Kundalan or V'ornn. "Good morning, Riane," said Leyna Astar's
soft, melodious voice. "It is safe for you to come in." "Where is Shima Laudenum?" Riane asked. Leyna Astar smiled. "She has offended Konara
Bartta once too often. She has been reassigned." Riane's heart leapt. "Does that mean you will
be teaching me now?" Leyna Astar's laugh was infectious. "It is good
to see you in a lighter mood," Leyna Astar said as she led the
girl to a low table by the wooden shutters. Arabesques of light
seemed to float across the shiny lacquer surface as if in a dream.
They sat cross-legged, across from each other on thin cushions.
"Konara Bartta has assigned me to your formal instruction." Riane cocked her head. "But you are a novice." "I should have been made shima three years ago,
but…" Astar leaned forward and said in a stage whisper,
"I will tell you a secret: I am a bit of a rebel." "So am I," Riane blurted out before she
could stop herself. "Well, I won't tell if you won't." "It's a deal," Riane said, relaxing a bit. "So." Leyna Astar put her hands together.
"What has Konara Laudenum been teaching you?" Riane told her about Kyofu, the Cube of Tutelage,
and the three concentric black rings. "First, let me explain the essentials of the
Ramahan sorcery, something I am certain Konara Laudenum failed to
tell you," Leyna Astar said. "There are two schools of
sorcery—Osoru or Five Moons, and Kyofu or Black Dreaming. Only
those born with the Gift can learn Osoru. Once, the two were a whole,
but at some point those who had mastered both disciplines found that
while the principles of both could coexist in one mind, the
philosophies could not. Perhaps because it can be learned by
anyone with intelligence and determination, Kyofu was prone to
corruption. It seemed to weaken White Bone Gate, the place inside
ourselves most susceptible to the influence of evil. So, at some
point, the two disciplines were separated, and each had its own
faction within the Ramahan. Gradually, the Kyofu faction won out.
Nowadays, primarily because of Konara Bartta's incessant lobbying,
Osoru is no longer taught at the abbey. Doubtless because Konara
Bartta was born without the Gift, those with it are shunned. As a
consequence, only Kyofu is taught, but not as a regular part of the
curriculum." Leyna Astar looked deep into Riane's eyes. "Despite
what Konara Laudenum might have led you to believe, few leyna are
chosen for Kyofu training. Konara Bartta is far too covetous of her
power. And as for acolytes, well, you are the first, Riane." "What is so special about me?" "For one thing you were able to return Kyofu's
sorcerous black fire to its natural state." Leyna Astar reached
out, plucked out of the air above Riane's head the three black rings.
"For another…" She stacked them in the air. "You
see, you did not absorb them. No one I know can resist the Rings of
Concordance, but you did, Riane." She made a circular motion,
and the rings dissolved with a small pop! "I do not see how," Riane said. "I
did nothing consciously." "Let's find out." Leyna Astar put her
delicate hands upon the table, the arabesques of light giving them an
otherworldly dimension. "Shall we begin?" "I did not bring my tablet or stylus,"
Riane said. Kundalan did not use data-storage devices as the V'ornn
did. "You do not require them," Astar said.
"You need only your mind." Her hands rested on the
tabletop, palms up. "As you know we have five seasons. Can you
tell me which one the Ramahan honor above all others?" Into Riane's head popped a legend of the queen of
the gimnopedes. Where had it come from? It was not one Giyan had told
Annon. "Lonon, the Fifth Season, is when the
gimnopedes swarm," she said. "They mate during Lonon and
give birth before Low Winter arrives, when they head south across the
Sea of Blood to alight Müna knows where. Lonon is their time. It
is Müna's time, as well." "Excellent, Riane. Müna is the Goddess of,
among other things, the harvest. The harvest time has many meanings
for us here at the abbey. As it is for all Kundalan, it is a time of
gathering food for the long winter, but for us it is also a time for
cleansing our spirits. In the same manner in which the leaves fall in
Lonon, clogging the gutters of houses and the storm drains in the
streets, so too do our spirits become clogged during the long year.
And so, in Lonon we hold special ceremonies to empty ourselves of the
unneeded and unwanted, to scrub our insides clean of whatever impure
or improper thoughts have accumulated. For us, then, Lonon is a
sacred time, the Goddess's time, when spirituality reigns supreme." The expressive hands wove gestures. "It is also
the time of the Spirit House. Müna speaks of this aspect of
Lonon in the fragments of Utmost Source that have survived.
The Spirit House, where our ancestors temporarily reside, exists
alongside our world." She curled both hands into fists, moved
them in circles over the light-flecked tabletop. "These two
worlds have their own orbits." She demonstrated with her fists.
"In Low Winter they are the farthest from each other, during
Lonon they actually touch. Then it is possible to call upon the
Spirit House for strength and support." She stood up, pointed to three places on her
body—two above each breast, one at her lower belly. "Here
are the places where we need to be restored—the spirit
storehouses. We learn to gain our strength from the collected wisdom
of the Spirit House." "Can I ask a question?" "Of course, Riane." Leyna Astar sat back
down. "Here, with me, you have permission to ask anything." "You said that the Spirit House is where our
ancestors live, but you also said they stay there temporarily. Where
do the spirits go when they leave the Spirit House?" A warm smile spread across Leyna Astar's face. From
inside her robes she took out a small beautifully embroidered velvet
bag. She opened it, searching inside. "To answer your insightful
question, the Spirit House is not a place—like Kundala is a
place, a planet spinning in orbit around a sun. Think of it as a kind
of way station, a nexus point that holds the insubstantial from
wandering off into uncharted reaches. From this way station spirits
wait for their time to return to the mortal sphere to be born again,
to continue their own personal quest for enlightenment, the truth
about themselves." "Like luewondren,” Riane said too quickly
and, she worried, unwisely. "I have heard of that alien word. It is the
Gyrgon concept of reincarnation. Perhaps there are some theoretical
.similarities, but there is no proof that, for the V'ornn at least,
reincarnation actually exists." Riane wondered again how a novice came by such
knowledge. An-non had believed, as all V'ornn did, in luewondren. Leyna Astar's smile returned. "Now give me your
hands." She placed Riane's hands palms up on the tabletop. "You
must promise to keep still and try to relax. There will be no pain
involved." "What are you going to do?" "Don't worry. We are merely going to replenish
your spirit storehouse."
"But how? It is still High Summer. Lonon
is,weeks away." "Yes, I know. But when the need is great
enough, there are alternative paths. This is an important lesson to
learn, Riane. No matter how things may appear, there are always
alternative paths. You simply have to find them." "But how? I wouldn't know—" "Just relax now." Astar had taken a
slender enameled case out of her bag. The case was covered with
incised runes. From it, she slid out a pair of needles. They were
odd, giving off no glitter where the arabesques of sunlight struck
them. Rather, the light seemed to move through them as if they only
faintly existed. Smiling still, Astar held one needle by an end. "I
am going to pass this through the center of your palm." Riane snatched her hands away. "I told you it would not hurt. Do you think I
am lying?" Riane said nothing. "All right. This cannot be done against your
will." Astar began to put the needles away. "Waitr Riane swallowed. "What… What
will happen to me when you put the needle in?" "I do not know. It is different for each of
us," Astar said. "What I can say for a certainty is that
you will be filled with a feeling of well-being." Slowly, without taking her eyes from the novice's,
Riane returned her hands to the tabletop. Astar waited a moment, perhaps to be certain that
the girl had made up her mind. Then she took one needle by its end
and, placing it perpendicular to the tabletop, inserted it into the
exact center of Riane's left palm. Riane felt a momentary flicker,
something akin to a buzz of electricity, then nothing save a slow
pulsing of warmth in her lower belly. Shima Astar had not lied, there
was no pain. The novice repeated the procedure with the second
needle, inserting it into Riane's right palm. The momentary flicker
was different, heavier, deeper, ricocheting inside her, making her
fingers spasm. The pulsing took shape, passing from one hand to
another as if across an invisible wire. From there it moved to her
lower belly, up to her chest and back down again, as if completing an
energy loop. "I feel like I'm hooked up to some kind of
machine," Riane said. "An excellent analogy." Astar seemed
impressed again. "The machine, Riane, is your own body. The
needles—the qi as the konara call them—have opened up the
chord of your inner energy; they have become the Channel through
which your spirit storehouse is being replenished." She waited a
moment. "One is forbidden to know this, but it is said that in
the old days Mother was able to replenish her spirit storehouse at
will without the aid of the qi." "I know very little about Mother." "Ah, Mother." Astar closed her eyes for a
moment. "In the time before the V'ornn, when The Pearl lay
safely in the Storehouse below Middle Palace, the Ramahan were led,
not by the Dea Cretan, but by a hereditary leader whose spirituality
was all-encompassing." "She was murdered on the day w—On the day
the V'ornn invaded Kundala, wasn't she?" "It is said that she was murdered by the Rappa
while a cabal of male priests staged a coup. In those days, here as
in every aspect of Kundalan life, female and male had shared roles.
That ended when certain male priests took The Pearl out of the
Storehouse and misused it. Because they tried to use The Pearl for
their own ends, it told them only what they wanted to hear." "It lied to them?" "Yes, Riane, The Pearl lied to them, as it was
meant to do. Only the pure in heart and spirit may gaze into The
Pearl and see the Truth." Astar turned each qi a quarter turn to
the right. The effect was like stirring a pot of bubbling stew: new
sensations came to the surface. "In Her wrath," she went
on, "the Great Goddess cast down the Kundalan, ensured that they
would be enslaved by the V'ornn until the time of Ambat, when the Dar
Sala-at is born." "Who is the Dar Sala-at?" "The Dar Sala-at is the One who is pure in
spirit and heart—the One who will find The Pearl, who will use
it as it was meant to be used, who will free the Kundalan from the
yoke of V'omn enslavement. It is also Prophesied that the Dar Sala-at
will be the one to reclaim both schools of sorcery, heal what was
mistakenly rent asunder, and bind them into the whole that was
originally meant to be." Riane, who was feeling better than she had ever felt
before, thought about this for a long time. She saw that Astar's eyes
were upon her with a grave intensity. "I want you to do something for me, Riane." She waited, barely breathing. An ethereal glow
filled her with warmth and light. "I am going to ask you a question," Astar
went on. "Just one. And when I ask it of you I want you to
answer quick as you can, without thinking about it." "Is this some kind of a test?" Leyna Astar gave her a shrewd look. "Yes,"
she said. "One that has never been administered before." "Why?" "The test is called the Ya-unn—the
Meeting of Ways." "Is it important?" "Most important." "But I am unprepared." "In that you are mistaken." Leyna Astar
twirled the qi a quarter turn to the left. "You already passed
one test: you reverted the black fire." Leyna Astar made a final
adjustment to the qi. "Tell me the first word that comes to your
mind at this precise moment." "Djenn." Astar sat absolutely still. Her beautiful lips were
slightly parted; her cheeks were blushed with pink. "Yes,"
she whispered, and smiled. "You see, Riane, you did not fail." "I didn't?" "You have proved what has already been
suspected. You are special. Very special. We believe that is
why Konara Bartta took you to be trained in Kyofu. For a certainty,
it is why you were able to resist the Rings." "We? Is there someone else involved?" "There is, but—it is a secret."
Leyna Astar lowered her voice. "I do not have to tell you that
evil lurks around, do I?" "No, but this is a bit confusing," Riane
said thoughtfully. "Konara Laudanum claimed no evil was allowed
inside the abbey." "That was true enough, in the old days. But
since The Pearl was lost, since Mother was deposed, since the Ramahan
have lost their way many things have changed. For over a century,
Müna has turned Her face away from us." Leyna Astar's eyes
were shining. "Now you have come; the hand of the Great Goddess
has reappeared." Riane shook her head. "I do not understand." "It is too dangerous now for you to know more,"
Leyna Astar said. "But, believe me when I tell you that at the
proper time you will understand everything." She cocked her
head. "Curious. You haven't asked the meaning of Djenn." "But I already know," Riane said. "In
the Old Tongue it means Dragon." This seemed to give Leyna Astar pause. "How did
you know that, Riane? You have only just begun to study the Old
Tongue." "I don't know," Riane said truthfully. She
was about to tell Leyna Astar how she had opened Utmost Source
one night and just like that had begun to read it, but she remembered
Giyan's warning to tell no one of it. "I… I just do,
that's all." She thought a moment. "I wondered whether it
could have been from the Rings of Concordance." "As I said, you are immune to the Rings'
effects. In any event, they cannot impart that kind of knowledge
wholesale." "Another thing puzzles me. When you spoke of
these qi, you said that the konara named them. The konara use them,
then?" "Only konara may use the qi." "But you are a novice." "Just so." Astar hummed a little as she
removed the qi from Riane's palms, wiping them down with alcohol,
replacing them in their runic case. "That is quite a conundrum,
isn't it?" Damage In the privacy of his residence in Axis Tyr,
Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar put his head in his hands and wept for
his friend and his regent, Eleusis Ashera. Eleusis had been
more—mentor and father figure. He had helped Rekkk escape the
stigma his own father had left. Rekkk's father had been one of the most notorious
Rhynnnon in recent memory. Rhynnnon were rogue Khagggun, who rebelled
against their command and their caste. Rekkk's father, like other
Rhynnnon before him, had died in a bloody battle where the odds were
overwhelmingly against him. Rhynnnon held a unique place in Khagggun
lore because they were both despised and admired. Khagggun simply did
not renounce their command. On the rare occasions when they did, they
lived a life apart from the V'ornn Modality. They might make their
living hiring themselves out to individuals with difficult and
dangerous grudges to settle. But just as likely, they had an agenda
of their own that involved a simple but compelling moral
imperative—an injustice, some might say, that required action
on their part that could not be taken as a Khagggun. That is what
made for the dichotomy in how they were viewed by their former
compatriots. In Rekkk's father's case, he had rebelled against the
excessively cruel tyranny of the Star-Admiral whom Kinnnus Morcha had
replaced. In fact, he had fulfilled his avowed purpose for becoming
Rhynnnon; he had slain the Star-Admiral before being killed on the
field of battle. It had been Eleusis Ashera who had allowed Rekkk to
overcome the strictures of his training and, for the first time, see
his father for who he really was—a hero. There was other news, unhappy as well. He had just
received word that the new regent had approved Kinnnus Morcha's
insane petition to have Kurgan Stogggul named his new adjutant.
N'Luuura take it, the V'ornn was hardly more than a child—and a
Bashkir to boot! On the other hand, perhaps it was not so insane once
you considered it a form of "business marriage." The
transfer linked the two V'ornn—Wennn Stogggul and Kinnnus
Morcha—in a tangible way, signaling that their alliance ran
deeper than anyone had suspected. It seemed an odd pairing—Great
Caste with Lesser Caste. The pragmatic part of Rekkk was hardly
surprised. When he had flagrantly broken protocol in Stone Border, he
had not only borne Olnnn Rydddlin's wrath, but had risked
everything—his status as adjutant, his rank as Pack-Commander.
Everything. And for what? He heard her moving around in another part of his
residence. Giyan. He had loved her the moment he had first seen her
in Eleusis Ashera's private quarters. It had been but a glimpse,
really. More than enough to set his hearts afire with passion and
guilt. And each time he had seen her (to his knowledge, she had never
seen him) his desire for her had grown. To covet the lover of his
friend was shameful—and a Kun-dalan at that! And yet,
inexplicably, it was partly because she was Kun-dalan that he felt so
powerfully drawn to her. He had carefully and painfully locked away
that part of him. Until news of the coup had reached him. It had not escaped his notice that Kinnnus Morcha
had excluded him from the planning. Just as it had become painfully
clear that Olnnn Rydddlin had been assigned to him as a shadow,
rather than as a simple First-Captain. He had been careful not to
give Rydddlin any cause for suspicion. Until the moment in Stone
Border when he had refused to allow Annon Ashera's corpse to be
dragged through the plaza. Looking into Giyan's brave eyes, he had
felt his hearts melt. He could no more have submitted her to such
humiliation and anguish than he could cease breathing. He had not
stopped to think it out; he had acted. Now the ramifications had begun. He was no longer
adjutant to Kinnnus Morcha, and the newly appointed Star-Admiral had
not summoned him. Bad sign. Very bad sign. On the other hand, he should have seen this coming
long ago. What had Kinnnus Morcha ever done to elicit his trust?
Nothing. On the contrary, he had affixed Olnnn Rydddlin as his
shadow. The future looked like this: Eleusis Ashera was no longer in
power, and his former commanding officer, the single most powerful
Khagggun on Kundala, had written him off. All that he might have been
able to live with. If Giyan loved him. But the reality was quite the
opposite. Despite the fact that he had told her that he and Eleusis
had been friends, that she had nothing to fear from him, she had done
nothing but treat him with cold disdain. What should he expect? Her
lover had been slain most foully, betrayed by the very Khagggun who
should have safeguarded his life. His son, the boy she had raised
from infancy, was also dead. Besides, to look at her, he doubted
whether she believed a word he had said. Why should she, when he had
been chosen to hunt Annon down, when Annon's head had been delivered
to Kinnnus Morcha like a hunting trophy? He might as well turn his shock-sword on himself. It
would be the honorable thing to do. He strode through his residence to his weapons room
and drew one of his shock-swords off the wall. He activated it, felt
the small jolt as the hyperexcited ions arced between the surfaces of
the double blades. He trembled a little as he contemplated his own
death. He had killed many people, had seen the faraway look come into
their eyes just before they glazed over, but never before had he
asked himself what it is they saw at the moment of their passing. Why
should he have? The blood-lust was running wildly through him,
focusing all his resources on what must be done in battle. Now the
memories surfaced like strange fish from the ocean's depths. Life to
death. One small step. But he knew that it would take all his
energies to plunge the shock-sword into his belly. Brushing aside
these morbid thoughts, he prepared himself. "Planning to kill yourself?" her harsh,
mocking tone made him wince. He turned at the sound of her voice, saw her clear,
whistleflower-blue eyes open wide. "Here," he said,
thrusting the hilt of the shock-sword toward her. "You have been
wanting to kill me ever since I brought you back here. Now is your
chance." Giyan held up her bandaged hands. "Ah," he said, defeated, "I forgot.
How do they feel?" "As if all the skin had been flayed off them." They regarded each other silently. At last he said, "I have told you this before,
I think, but I know just what Eleusis Ashera saw in you." "You are self-deluded." "It gives you some form of solace to believe
that, doesn't it?" "I do not know," she said. "I am
incapable of feeling solace." "You treat me with contempt. Have I raped you,
spoken to you harshly, touched you in any inappropriate manner?" Her silence mocked him. "Have I not treated you fairly?" he cried. She laughed in his face. "You hunted down
my—you hunted down Annon and trussed him like an animal in the
streets of my village!" "He was already dead." "What you did turned my heart to ash." He could not bear that cold, biting stare. "Peculiar
in the extreme for a female to have a deep attachment for the one she
has raised." "Idiot! I am not V'ornn!" "Of course, but you harbor this attachment for
a V'ornn." "How little you know of us." Her voice was
withering. "There isn't an instant that goes by when I don't
miss him, when I don't wish I could hold him in my arms again, to
protect him, to rock him to sleep, to tell him that everything will
be all right." Her voice caught like a fishhook in her throat.
"But it isn't all right, and it never will be. I failed Eleusis,
and I failed him; don't you understand? When he died a part of me
went with him." Rekkk took a moment to collect himself. "I
cannot tell you how sorry—" Her eyes blazed. "Save your hollow words for
others. I do not believe you." He shook his head. "No matter what you may
think of me, Giyan, I mean what I say. I have not had you fitted for
the okuuut as I was ordered." "Please don't bother." She raised her
black hands. "How would it be implanted?" He stood stiffly, uncomfortably. The shock-sword
still in his hand. "You do not need to commit suicide," she
spat. "You're already dead. You just don't know it yet." She was right, and Rekkk knew it. How he burned to
touch her, to hold her in his arms, to soothe away her pain and
anguish. How odd to feel this for an alien! And yet, because of his
friendship with Eleusis, not odd at all. From Eleusis, he had learned
to accept his affinity for the Kundalan, the magnetic force that drew
him inexorably toward them, away from his own kind. If he was no
closer to understanding the nature of this force, Eleusis had taught
him, at least, to accept it. But he and Giyan were separated by a
gulf far wider. Her enmity flared out, coldly pushing him away. Her
contempt was quickly crushing his hearts. She turned partially away from him. "I would
gladly give my own life to have Annon back. As for taking your life,
I am afraid you must summon the courage for that yourself." His voice lowered to a hoarse whisper. "Giyan,
what happened to Annon… Had I found him alive, I would not
have killed him. His father was my friend, my mentor. I would have
died to protect his son." "Words." "Not just words. I would not allow him to be
dragged through Stone Border." "For that, I am grateful." She turned on
him, her beautiful eyes blaz- ing. "But ever since that moment I
have asked myself why. Why would you do that? You yourself provided
the answer." She crossed her arms over her breasts. "I see
how you look at me. I recognize the naked lust in your eyes." "No, you're wrong." But, of course, his
voice lacked conviction. "Eleusis is newly dead, and you have
already scooped up the spoils. You claim to have been his friend?
What an ugly and despicable jest! You are no better than his
murderers, Stogggul and MorchaV His hearts withered some more. All the lights in the
world seemed to go out at once. "The trouble with life is that
everyone believes what they want to believe. It is so much easier and
less complicated than the truth." "More words." With a shrug of resignation, he closed off the
encoded ion stream, put the shock-sword back on the wall. "Coward!" He tried to seal himself off from her. The pain it
caused him was exquisite. "It's time to change your bandages."
He led her out of the weapons room and down a skylit corridor. In the
bathroom, he sat her down, slit the knot he had made, and began to
unwind the muslin strips on her right hand. He was aware of her gaze,
as if it had as much weight as his shock-sword. Supporting her hand from underneath, he continued to
unwind the strips. Her fingers were red, raw, and shiny, having been
smeared with a potent V'ornn antiburn unguent. He carefully wiped them off with fresh squares of
unbleached muslin while Giyan moaned softly in agony. The wounds
looked as angry and swollen as they had when he had first begun
treating her. This was the fourth treatment he had used, a
combination of V'ornn and Kundalan medicines. Why wouldn't any of
them work? His face did not betray his mounting alarm. "The burns are extremely severe," he told
her as he applied more unguent. "They need more time to heal."
He looked up. "I've seen you using your sorcery on them. Hasn't
that helped?" "You spy on my privacy?" As far as she was concerned, nothing he said or did
would be right, he thought in despair. "I simply wanted to know,
that's all." She turned her head away, walling him off again. He
paused in the application of the medication. "If you could tell
me what happened to you, I would have a better idea of how to treat
this." "I told you I don't know. It happened when
Annon was killed by the perwillon. There was some kind of glowing
lichen in the cave—a species I had never seen before. Annon
landed in a bed of it. When I dragged him out, it was torn up, and
the liquid got all over my hands." She was staring at the thing that covered her hands
and so missed the anguished look he gave her. Missed, too, his
attempt to say something he bit back into his throat. Love curdled in his hearts, turning to rage. At his
core he was still Khagggun, quicksilver emotions rising like storms
through him. And so he did exactly the wrong thing. His hand curled
into a fist. "You will never leave here, you understand that,
don't you?" She said nothing, and her silence provoked him
further. "You are mine now, whether or not it suits you. You may
as well forget your memories of Eleusis Ashera or anyone else in your
past. Your life is in the here and now—at my side." She was silent, and this galled him all the more.
"You will answer when you are spoken to." "Ah, yes, the master race threatens." She
lapsed into a short silence. "If that is your wish, I shall obey
it," she said quietly. "You are V'ornn and I am Kundalan.
Of course, I will act as you order." Her head came up and her
eyes flashed. "But don't think for a moment that you can change
me. I will not—" She cried out as he backhanded her across her face.
She tumbled onto the floor, and he was upon her, pushing aside her
robes, baring her lovely body. He reared above her. "Go on. This is what V'omn do best." She
was like a starfish, splayed out on the stone floor. Her utter
contempt was like a mirror, holding up to him his abominable
behavior. He would have died to feel even one moment of her love. Tears stood like diamonds in the corners of her
eyes. She would not look at him. She lay as she had been, her body
revealed to him, but otherwise utterly closed off. "I am sorry," he whispered, pulling her
robe around her. "So sorry…" "You see how it is." Her beautiful eyes
stared at nothing. "Your power is a pitiful thing." He thrust himself away from her, ran from the room,
but her mocking words pursued him: "You think you can have what
Eleusis had." Her voice was a cold, dead thing. "But you
can't. You never will. Never." Filled with rage and humiliation, he slammed out of
his residence, hurled himself mindlessly into the seething heart of
the city as if in that way he could become as invisible to himself as
he was to her. If he had not been so profoundly distraught, he
would have noticed that he was being followed. Not that he would have
cared overmuch. In his current state, he would surely have welcomed
the quick stab of an assassin's blade. In due course, he found himself in the far northern
end of the city, Mesagggun territory, a rough quarter even by
Khagggun standards. The packed streets stank of low-grade numaaadis,
lubricating fluid, and garbage. Since it was just past shift change,
several fights had broken out among the half-drunk denizens. The
combatants were being heartily egged on by those on the innermost
fringes of the shifting crowds, all save the ineffectual priests, the
last remnants of those who kept what was left of V'ornn religion
alive! The war god, Enlil, had long since served his purpose. When
the Gyrgon had risen to power millennia ago, they tore through the
ranks of Enlil's Children, breaking the hold the Church had had on
the Lesser Castes. Only a faction of the Mesagggun still worshiped at
the shabby, makeshift temples in the Northern Quarter. These
Traditionalists were persecuted mercilessly by the Forwards, the
Mesagggun who believed the Gyrgon view of life was the only path to
bettering themselves. The Mesagggun who managed the Modality's machinery
were an unhappy and unlucky lot. They lived in squalor with no hope
of advancement, no respite from their lives of constant drudgery.
Though they were the grease that kept the Modality running smoothly,
they received no thanks, no hope, save the pathetic pap doled out by
the priests. The other castes, Khagggun included, walked upon their
strong, bowed backs without a second thought. In fact, when they
weren't fighting among themselves, the Mesagggun got into brief but
violent turf wars with the Khagggun. Like Khagggun, the Mesagggun
possessed an exaggerated sense of honor, perhaps because they had
nothing else to call their own. Blood feuds were numerous and
vicious. Rekkk knew chances were good that he would not be welcome
here. Doubtless that was why he had come. Sure enough, he was spotted, and a couple of brawny
lubricant-smeared Mesagggun broke off their wagering on the nearest
fight to give him a closer look. The sight of his uniform was like a
goad to them, and the fact that he was without a shock-sword warmed
their calcified hearts. One of them swung a brindle-stick—a
thick base-metal lever used in maintenance. Rekkk wasted no time in
determining that this Mesagggun was the leader. He needed no taunts
to further enrage him, but immediately waded in, slamming his fist
into the armed Mes-agggun's gut. The Mesagggun doubled over and Rekkk
snatched his brindle-stick, beat him twice over the head with it
before slicing it behind him, catching the second Mesagggun flush on
the ear. The thick haft of the brindle-stick made blood spurt, and
the big Mesagggun went down. By that time, the third Mesagggun was
inside the perimeter of Rekkk's defenses. He got off a trio of
punishing jabs that half dazed Rekkk and made him grit his teeth
against the pain. But somehow the pain felt good and he dropped the
brindle-stick. More Mesagggun joined the fray, punching, kicking,
head-butting, and he was plowed under by their enmity. He laughed
when his skin swelled and burst open, which made them redouble their
efforts to beat him senseless. For a time, he gave as good as he got,
but eventually their sheer number overwhelmed even his heightened
state of fury. He took his beating like a V'omn, never protesting,
never crying out, his mind filled with what he had done to Giyan. Wennn, you have disappointed me—again."
The regent Stogggul, having been Summoned by the Gyrgon, found
himself in the dark, crowded house of his childhood. He faced his
father, even though his father was dead, even though he knew he was,
in actuality, somewhere deep inside the Temple of Mnemonics. The
power of what he was seeing was inescapable. Quite against his
wishes, he found himself feeling the old, familiar dread creep over
him. "When will you learn?" his father said
sternly. "You will never be like me, you will never measure up
no matter how hard you try." His father's head moved from side
to side in his disapproving manner. "You are inadequate, a sore
disappointment. I wish you had never been born." The regent Stogggul found to his horror that he was
trembling just as he had always trembled when he had faced his
father. Even after all this time, even though the gulf of death
separated them, nothing had changed because the truth of those
admonitions had been ingrained in him, until his father's acute
disappointment had become his own. He clenched his fists, trying to
fight the feelings. "You are a pathetic creature, Wennn, playing at
power games far beyond your feeble grasp. I could always see clear
through you, and I still can. You think I am dead, but I live on. I
will be here every time you return. You are still my child; you
always will be." The regent bit his lip, vowing to say nothing. But
something deep inside him had started to wail. "Look at you." His father approached him,
the ion whip he always carried snapping against his thigh. "Trembling
like a leaf in a storm." He circled the regent, the sound of the
ion whip a well-remembered jolt, a sensation like the taste of rancid
meat, or poison on the tongue. "I did the best I could, but look
at the raw material I had to work with." Swapp! The ion
whip struck the regent's shoulders and Stogggul gave a little cry, of
recognition as well as of pain. "You disgust me, Wennn."
Swapp! "I am ashamed to call you my son." Swappl
"Get down on your knees, like the worm that you are." "Stop it, stop it, stop it!" The regent
Stogggul's voice rose from a husky whisper to a desperate shout. He
closed his eyes against a brief wave of vertigo. When he opened them,
he found that his father had morphed into a Gyrgon peering down at
him with ruby-red pupils. "Stogggul Wennn, we will see you dead." The regent could see that he Was kneeling on the
floor of a tiered, open-air amphitheater that completely encircled
him. All the seats, save one, were filled with Gyrgon. There must
be a thousand of them, he thought. All were staring fixedly at
him. He could feel their animus grinding him into the ground. His
hearts pounded painfully in his chest. Gyrgon did not make idle
threats, nor did they bluff. "The sight of you offends us," said the
Gyrgon with ruby-red pupils as he took his seat. "We do not know
whether we feel more pity or contempt for you." Numb with shock, weakened by evil memories, all he
could manage to mumble was, "Tell me how I have offended you
that I may make atonement." The Gyrgon stood, his neural nets ablaze with his
rage. "Your atonement, regent, will take this form: you will
embrace our wrath and make it your own. You will galvanize the
Khagggun. You and Star-Admiral Morcha Kinnnus will launch a campaign
to root out and destroy all enemies, all traitorous elements. The
gutters of Axis Tyr will overflow with blood, the valleys beyond will
be filled with it. We wish to hear the wails of the mourners; we wish
to see them turning in greater numbers to Kara, the religion that
embraces V'ornn and Kundalan alike." "And when I have accomplished what you ask,
what then?" the regent ventured. "Will you give me the
salamuuun trade? The Ashera murdered my father for it It is
only just that you—" "You are not here to ask questions, regent, or
to make demands!" the Gyrgon thundered. "You are here to
listen and to obey!" With a wave of his gloved hand, he caused the regent
Stogggul to vanish, sending him back to his quarters across the city. Rekkk Hacilar awoke in a filthy back alley, where
someone had dragged him. His head lolled against a pile of trash
bins. Rats startled away as he began to stiffly move. He ached all
over; it was only what he deserved. For a moment his mind was
blessedly blank. Then, like a poisonous blossom, he saw again the
image of Giyan crumpled on the floor, heard her words traveling
through space and time to cause him misery once more. He did not know where he was, nor did he care. The
alley was narrow, blank-walled, featureless. In the distance he could
hear the myriad sounds of the city. Bones crunched and someone
groaned; somewhere close by another fight was under way. He staggered
to his knees, vomited freely. He held his head as if that would stop
the dizziness. Gradually, he was able to drag himself to his feet. He
leaned against a stained and rotting wall, gaining strength with
every wheezing breath. He used garbage to wipe the vomit off his
boots. When he felt able, he took a quick inventory of all
his bones. None appeared broken, which was something of a miracle,
but he could not take even a shallow breath without intense waves of
pain shooting through him. It began to rain, the drops feeling like tears on
his cheeks. He gritted his teeth and staggered down the alley. He had
not gone more than a score of paces when he came upon a doorway he
had not noticed before. Immediately to the right of the doorway was a
small, discreet alloy plaque that read: NIMBUS and just below, the
phrase REFERRALS ONLY. What was a luxe kashiggen doing in this
working-class district of the city? Kashiggen were once peaceful inns
devoted to entertaining the Ramahan. The V'ornn, knowing a good thing
when they saw it, turned the Kundalan kashiggen into salamuuun
palaces. Ignoring the warning, he stumbled into an interior
plush with velvets and satin, hazy with the unmistakable sweet, spicy
scent of salamuuun. Rekkk licked his dry, cracked lips as he tried to
focus. He saw an octagon-shaped room filled with Kundalan-style
furniture. The walls were padded with richly brocaded fabrics; across
the vaulted ceiling was a spray of enameled stars. In one corner, sat
an old V'ornn seer, her features sunken into her skull. She watched
him like an owl with greedy eyes. Two exquisite imari did their best
to ignore him. "A mistake, surely." The dzuoko, a
beautiful Tuskugggun in a pale lavender robe, confronted him.
Clearly, the mistress of this kashiggen, her cloth-of-silver sifeyn
was pushed back on her skull. She was eyeing him up and down with a
distasteful expression. "None of my imari would come within an
arm's length of you." By her side was a burly Mesagggun. His
arms, thick as tree trunks, were crossed over his massive chest. Say
this about him, he was clean and sober. He glowered at Rekkk from
beneath formidable brows, pointedly ignoring his bloodied insignia.
"Not that it matters. No one I know could possibly have referred
you." She snapped her fingers, and the oversize
Mesagggun took a menacing step toward Rekkk. "On the contrary, Mittelwin." Rekkk looked to his left. A young, striking
Tuskugggun stood eyeing him. She wore a midnight-blue robe and sifeyn
shot with glittering gold thread. She was very tall and slender, and
she moved with an astonishing grace. Another of NIMBUS' imari?
Impossible. No imari would dare speak to her dzuoko in such a direct
and crude fashion. From what he knew, the imari tradition was an
ancient one, even for the Kundalan. Decades of training were
required, and relatively few made it all the way through. "This is the Khagggun I have been expecting,"
this vision said sweetly. "A little worse for wear, I admit." "A little!" Mittelwin guffawed.
"Look at the poor thing; I'd say some of our fine locals have
had their way with him!" The Mesagggun stifled a giggle. "What are you laughing at?" Mittelwin
said. "Clean him up, feed him some leeesta—from the warm
pan, not the three-day-old stuff. Then take him to chamber seven for
Mastress Kannna's pleasure." For Rekkk, the shower was both pleasure and pain.
The needles of water stung him in every bruised and swollen spot on
his body, but the heat sank into him, easing the deeper pain. He had
four soaps to choose from, all with distinctive masculine scents. He
stayed under the spray a very long time. Khagggun did not often have
the luxury of bathing in this manner. Afterward, he was given a robe the color of cor
blood. It filled him perfectly. When he asked the Mesagggun about his
uniform the V'ornn told him that it was being cleaned and pressed. As
he ate the delicious warm leeesta, he wondered whether the Mesagggun
was his servant or his jailor. The Mesagggun gave him water when he
said that he was thirsty. No numaaadis or spirits of any kind were
offered. Nor were any of his questions answered. Who was this
Mastress Kannna, and how could she possibly have been waiting for him
when he himself had had no inkling he would stumble into the
kashiggen until the moment he had spied the door? Patience,
he told himself. When he had eaten and drunk his fill, the Mesagggun
led him down a corridor dimly lighted by old-fashioned Kundalan oil
lamps. The flickering flames held behind crystal stacks had a
soothing effect on the psyche. Even the mountainous Mesagggun was
polite as he opened the door to chamber seven. Rekkk watched him
retreat down the corridor before he went in. Mastress Kannna was waiting for him in a small
circular room with a conical ceiling. She sat in a deep chair. Beside
her was a Kundalan-style sofa, looking as inviting as it was
comfortable. In his current state, Rekkk was grateful for the
comfort. V'ornn furniture was strictly utilitarian; the esthetics of
comfort and style had been edited out. "You look tired, Pack-Commander," Mastress
Kannna said. "Won't you sit down?" From somewhere in the room came the scents of clove
oil and burnt musk. "I am afraid you have me at a disadvantage.
You apparently know me, but I am sure that we have not met." "Not directly, no." She lifted a hand.
"Are you perhaps incapable of sitting?" He grinned despite himself, sat gingerly on the edge
of the sofa. "Please. Relax, Pack-Commander, rest assured I
will not attack you." He did not return her smile. "It is my
training. If there is a certain lack of trust on my part, it is
simply because—" "Tell me, Pack-Commander, do you indulge?"
She held before him a slim crystal canister containing a
cinnamon-colored powder. "I have been known to blow a few meters of
salamuuun." "Excellent." She popped the top of the
canister. "This is prime-grade. The only kind Mittelwin
purveys." "I don't think so," he said. "Not
this time." "Ah, I understand." Mastress Kannna
nodded. "It is a matter of trust again." She stared deep
into his eyes. "Tell me something, Pack-Commander." "Only if you answer a question first." He
took her silence as acceptance. "I heard Mittelwin address you
as Mastress. Why? I have never heard that term used before." "That is because it is rarely used." She
crossed one leg over the other and, with a sibilant shiver, her robe
parted slightly. "I am Great Caste. I am attached to a very
special V'ornn. Hence my title." "What kind of V'ornn is your mate?" "One question, Pack-Commander." She smiled
sweetly. "Now please tell me what you are doing in the Northern
Quarter of Axis Tyr." "I came to get what I deserved." She eyed him curiously. "And did you?" "I don't know. I am still alive." Her smile widened as she downed half of the
canister's contents, offered him what remained. "Well, then, it
is safe to say that you do not know if your journey is yet at an
end." He hesitated for but a moment. It had crossed his
mind that this might be a setup engineered by either Olnnn Rydddlin
or Kinnnus Morcha to inject the last bolt in his coffin. Then the
image of Giyan rose up like a daemon in the night, and he grabbed the
salamuuun and inhaled it wholesale. Mastress Kannna's eyes glittered. "Lie back,
Pack-Commander, Let the salamuuun take you where it may." He liked the sound of her voice. It was comforting,
like his mother's had been. He hadn't thought of rfls mother in many
years. He realized that he did not know where she was or even if she
was alive. He closed his eyes and saw her standing before him. She
smiled and spoke to him, and at once he felt how much he had missed
her. I wanted to find you, but I never had the time. I know. Don't blame yourself, Rekkk. But I do. You had your life to live. That was more
important. It shouldn't have been. It's the way of life. He cried as she enfolded him within her arms. Do not grieve for yourself, Rekkk. Live your
life as you always have. I cannot. I love a Kundalan, but she will never
return that love. How can you be so sure? I have injured her grievously, permanently. Nothing is permanent, Rekkk. Not even death… He floated for a long time on the sea of his own
tears. This sea rocked him, cradled him, spoke to him in the soft
susurrus peculiar to oceans. Deep below him, in those unfathomable
depths, he felt life moving, creatures larger, more alien than he
could imagine, though already in his lifetime he had seen his share
of alien life. He did not fear them. Listening to their distant
songs, understanding their meanings without knowing their words, he
drifted on currents unknown … When, at length, he opened his eyes, he saw that
Mastress Kannna was gone. In her place sat someone wonderfully,
heartbreakingly familiar. "Giyan," he breathed. "How did you
find me?" "On the contrary," she said. "You
found me." "I love you," he told her. She smiled. "I know." "And yet you are so sad, so very sad." "In my life I have lost things, Rekkk, precious
beyond your imaginings. My heart is ash. I cannot fathom why it
continues to beat." "You will never lose me. I swear this to you,
Giyan." "And now," Nith Sahor said, as he morphed
once again out of one body and into another, "we come to the
finale of our little drama." Rekkk felt the psychogenic effects of the salamuuun
dissipating like fine strands of silk, draining from every synapse in
his brain, leaving him to feel as if he was nothing but a long,
lonely shadow. "Where is Giyan?" he asked thickly. "She has gone the way of Mastress Kannna." His eyes cleared. "You mean she never existed." "Not in the way you had imagined. But both of
them exist just the same. For now I am Nith Sahor." The Gyrgon arranged his hands atop his crossed
knees. Rekkk watched those hands, cloaked in alloy mesh, as if they
were the jaws of a razor-raptor. To his horror, he found that he was
trembling uncontrollably. He had been trained almost from birth to be
fearless, but to be this close to a Gyrgon was something entirely out
of his ken. With an enormous effort, he pulled himself together. "Well, Rekkk," the Gyrgon said, "are
we feeling any better after our salamuuun flight?" "I have heard of the Gyrgon affinity for cruel
jests," he said. "But I never thought I would be made the
butt of one." Nith Sahor leaned forward. "You misunderstand
me. Nothing here was done in jest. It was all in the service of
discovering the—how shall I put it?—the inner nature of
things." Rekkk regarded the Gyrgon with alarm. "Ask
yourself this, then: now that you have taken a peek at the map of
your own universe do you know more about yourself than you did when
you were getting the N'Luuura beaten out of you?" Rekkk was wary. "Not that I could tell." "No?" Nith Sahor cocked his long, elegant
head. "Perhaps, then, I should tell you about my flight. In it,
I was on a ship, and that ship was sailing across a sea of turquoise
blood. Like most V'ornn, I hate the ocean. In any event, Eleusis
Ashera is on the ship with me. He is headless. His bloody body is
fountaining the blood that has made the sea we are sailing on. And
then I realize what I have done, the mistake I made with Eleusis.
Gyrgon, you see, have limited experience in dealing with the outside
world. It is why we delegate all the mundane jobs to others. "I loved Eleusis Ashera—as I know you
did, Rekkk. He had a special affinity for the unseen forces all
around us. He-was drawn to the Kun-dalan as I am. Without knowing
why. This feeling frightened me. I tried to get him to explain it to
me. He could not, of course. Who can explain love, desire? They are
inexplicable. But I did not yet understand, so I grew wrathful. I
treated him shamefully. I did not protect him when, perhaps, I could
have. Now he is dead, and that weight lies heavily upon me." Stunned by this unprecedented confession, Rekkk
Hacilar said nothing. "It's true, I am afraid, the vaunfed Gyrgon are
fallible." Nith Sahor's eyes sparked in the oil-fired lamplight
as he briefly put a forefinger across his lips. "You see, Rekkk,
your circumstances are not entirely unknown to me. In that light, I
have a proposal to make you." A moment ago, Rekkk would have laughed at the
absurdity of the comment. Now he could only make a small sound in his
throat. His entire world had been turned upside down, and he was
still trying to make some kind of sense of it. "I have trusted you with many secrets, Rekkk.
Do you think you can trust me now?" Rekkk Hacilar stared at the Gyrgon, his hearts
beating heavily in his chest. "If you are aware of my
circumstances, you know I no longer have a reason to live." "Is that what your salamuuun flight revealed?" Rekkk's voice was so clotted with emotion for a
moment he could not answer. "No," he said at length. "But you still feel suicidal? You wish to die?" He stared down at the floor and thought of Giyan's
anguished face. "Yes." "What if I could change that?" Rekkk put his forearms on his thighs, licked his
lips. His mind seemed on fire. He wanted to scream out his rage and
frustration at the circumstance that led him to love an alien female
who despised him. "What do you say, Rekkk?" "How could you possibly bring back my desire
for life?" "On, I can't do that, Rekkk. No one but you can
do that." Just as his mother had told him in the salamuuun
flight. "But I can deliver what you want most." The air shimmered and, for a tantalizing moment,
Giyan lay before him. Then, the Gyrgon returned. "You will not coerce her in any way." "Absolutely not." "She will love me of her own free will." "Yes, but beware of what it is you desire most,
Rekkk. This is my best advice to you." Rekkk took a deep breath. He was filled with
thoughts of Giyan; his hearts were pounding fiercely in his chest. In
for a blood-weight, in for a body-weight, he thought. "Apart
from your promise, there must be another payment for services
rendered." Nith Sahor nodded. "Anything I want." "If I can provide it, it will be yours." "You must need me very much." "Better by far not to know the answer to that
question, Rekkk." Rekkk remembered to let his breath out. This was
Gyrgon he was dealing with, after all. He put his hands together. A
distant memory surfaced. As a small child, he could remember his
mother putting her hands together in prayer to the war god Enlil. In
those days, religion was still embraced by some members of the
Khagggun Caste. "Agreed," he said. Nith Sahor sat back, his eyes hooded, his expression
a mask. "Are you aware that the Kundalan Ring of Five Dragons
has been found?" "No." Rekkk Hacilar frowned. "Who has
it?" "Wennn Stogggul had it. He gave it as a gift to
the Comradeship." "Surely not as a gift. What did he want in
return?" Nith Sahor smiled. "He wanted to be named
regent; he wanted the salamuuun trade stripped from the Ashera
Consortium and given to him." "Did the Comradeship agree?" "He is regent, that much they have granted. But
as for the salamuuun trade… Well, let us just say that I was
able to table that decision for the moment." "What would you have me do? Find The Pearl?" Nith Sahor raised a gloved hand. "Why do you
say that, Rekkk?" The Gyrgon seemed pleased by the intelligence
of the question. "You Gyrgon have been trying to find The Pearl
for some time, else why all the interrogation of the Ramahan?" "Ah, the interviews." Nith Sahor steepled
his fingers. "It seems the majority of the Comradeship is
obsessed with finding out what lies in the Unknown Territories on the
other side of the Djenn Marre. As you do doubt know, the perpetual
ice storms render the area unmappable. None of our systems can
penetrate the theta radiation flux in the dense cloud layer. I,
alone, have been pursuing my studies of Kundala lore and myth- In
this interest, I have met with ferocious resistance from others of my
kind who did not believe in the existence of The Pearl, who felt I
was wasting both time and resources that were better put to use in a
more… acceptable manner. So I needed to continue in secrecy,
in my spare time." It seemed to Rekkk that every moment he was in Nith
Sahor's presence required him to reevaluate the Gyrgon. "In any
event, now you must take another path, is that it?" Nith Sahor's eyes glittered. "The Balance has
changed. It is an evil, dangerous change—but one that,
regrettably, is necessary." "You are speaking now of Morcha and Stogggul,"
Rekkk said bitterly. "They are, of course, part of the equation." "Would you mind being a tad more specific?" "I have discovered an alarming and thoroughly
disturbing secret: Kundala appears to be a nexus point in our
history." "Future or past?" "I do not know. Perhaps both." Nith Sahor
appeared deathly serious. "A clock is ticking, Rekkk, and
believe me when I tell you this ticking is most ominous." After a hearts-pounding moment, Rekkk nodded. "I
suppose you leave me no choice." "Oh, there is always choice, Rekkk."
Gyrgon sat forward again. "What else is life but a dance of
choices?" "What is it you want me to do, exactly?"
He shifted uneasily. "You know I was joking when I mentioned The
Pearl." "It is no joke, Rekkk. The Pearl must be found
if all of us are to survive. The Ring has been used by my colleagues
in a most injudicious manner. Against all my protests, they tried to
use it to open the Door to the Storehouse." "I do not see the problem. That is what it is
meant for, isn't it?" "Among other things, yes. But according to
Kundalan legend, the Door can be opened only by the hereditary leader
of the Ramahan, or the Anointed One." "The Dar Sala-at?" "Yes." Nith Sahor's star-sapphire eyes
were glittering. "But the Dar Sala-at is part of a folktale. He
doesn't really exist." "He exists, Rekkk. Of that I have no doubt. The
Ring of Five Dragons has already killed three Gyrgon. It remains
affixed to the Storehouse Door, a kind of time bomb whose mechanism
we cannot even guess. Only the Dar Sala-at can stop the process the
Gyrgon foolishly set in motion. You must find him and bring him
safely back to the Storehouse by the ides of Lonon—less than
four weeks from now. Otherwise, everyone on Kundala will be destroyed
in a series of cataclysmic seismic quakes." Rekkk felt a shiver of terror go through him. "You
could leave the planet, return to your explorations of the universe." "I could, but I will not." "Every V'ornn on Kundala could be evacuated." "But not the Kundalan." Rekkk stared at the Gyrgon. "I would expect the
Comradeship, at least, to be clamoring to leave." "True enough." Nith Sahor inclined his
head. "If any of my colleagues knew, I am certain they would
take the first transport off-world." "They do not know?" "There were four Gyrgon outside the Storehouse
Door the morning they tried to use the Ring. I am the only one left
alive. The Comradeship knows only the Ring is lethal to us, nothing
more." Rekkk let out a long-held breath. "You are
playing a deadly game." "Both of us, Rekkk." Nith Sahor spread his
hands. "We have been given no choice. It is, it seems, our
fate." "You are giving me an impossible task."
Rekkk was shaking his head. "In the matter of finding the Dar
Sala-at, I wouldn't even know where to start." Nith Sahor appeared prepared for that question. "As
it happens, in that regard you have the best resource close at hand." "I do not understand." "Ah, but you will, Rekkk. This I guarantee." "I hate it when you talk in riddles." "I know." Nith Sahor smiled. "Now say
whatever it is you need to say." "All right. If I am going to do this I want my
payment now." "That is highly irregular." "It's a deal-breaker, believe me. Take it or
leave it." "I will take it. Name your price." Rekkk stood. "I want Giyan to be able to see
Annon again." "Impossible. He is dead." "Yes, but his birth-caul still exists. Wennn
Stogggul has it." Nith Sahor leapt up. Green ion-driven fire leapt
from his gloves, arced about the chamber. "What you ask is…
impertinent." "But it is possible, isn't it?"
He had heard rumors of Gyrgon raising the dead for short periods to
commune with them. "It is, but it has never been attempted with
any other than Gyrgon." "Nevertheless, this is my price." The cold fire abruptly died in Nith Sahor's hands.
"All right," the Gyrgon said. Rekkk was listening very carefully. Was it his
imagination, or had Nith Sahor given in too quickly. Rekkk could not
shake the uneasy sensation that the Gyrgon had somehow expected this
very price. "Rekkk," Nith Sahor was saying now, "know
this is not a matter to be undertaken lightly. There is great risk
involved—to you and to the Kundalan female, as well as to
myself. To do what you ask I must conjure antienergy. It does not
belong in our universe and is, therefore, a deadly menace. It must be
closely confined. Come too near, even for a split instant, and you
will be obliterated. Do I make myself clear?" "Perfectly." "All right, then. There are preparations to be
made. In three days' time, at the hour of midnight, return here with
Giyan. The Visitation will be enacted." Rekkk nodded, turned to leave. "Rekkk—" He turned back, waiting. "No illusions, please. Annon will not be
reborn; he will not live or even be alive as we understand the term.
The Visitation will last a very short time. Giyan must be fully
cognizant of this." "I understand, Nith Sahor." The Gyrgon shimmered, morphed back into Mastress
Kannna. Despite his training, Rekkk shivered. Being witness to the
manipulation of the stuff of life was profoundly unsettling. Mastress Kannna regarded him levelly. "You must
consider the consequences of our pact one last time. Once we leave
this chamber it is irrevocable." Rekkk felt his stomachs plummet. "I
understand." Mastress Kanna smiled her strange smile. "I
chose well, Rekkk. You ask for payment—anything that is within
my power—and what do you choose? Reinstatement for yourself?
Death for those who have wronged you? Wealth beyond measure? No. Your
wish it to ease the anguish of a Kundalan female." "My life is an open data-sheet to you, isn't
it?" "Not quite," Mastress Kannna said. "I
am not God." "It is common knowledge that Gyrgon do not
believe in a god." Mastress Kannna smiled more broadly, more
enigmatically as she ushered him out into the hushed corridor, where
the new world awaited. Heavenly
Rushing As every acolyte at the abbey knew, the most onerous
duty was to take the monthly rations upland to the Ice Caves. These
rations were for a good purpose: to help feed the Kundalan castoffs,
undesirables, and petty criminals excised from society. These
unfortunates lived high in the Djenn Marre, under the crushing
physical conditions of constant cold, Wfrid, snow, frost, and thinned
oxygen. The trek up from the abbey was a difficult one under the best
of conditions. But when the sudden and unpredictable weather kicked
up ice storms or cyclone-force winds it was nothing short of
perilous. Nevertheless, acolytes made the monthly trips without fail.
Not that any of them had ever seen the misfits—nor did they
want to. They simply emptied their full packs inside the Ice Caves
and retreated as quickly as was practicable. That was not as easy as
it sounded, for the descent was invariably made during the darkening
of the late afternoon, the acolytes were tired from the trip up and
from taking in less oxygen. Almost invariably, the weather worsened
as the day wore on. Certainly the biting winds picked up. All of these factors were on Riane's mind as she
shifted her heavy pack, making her way through the dense kuello-fir
forest, up the steep, rocky path that led toward the Ice Caves. The
path was quite narrow, twisting this way and that through the
boulders and kuello-firs that marched up the mountainside toward the
tree line. She moved carefully; there was little margin for error,
for the mountain face dropped away on each side with dizzying
suddenness. The air was thin; the sun, blazing whitely out of a
cloudless sky, burned her skin. Despite being up so high, it was
brutally hot. From time to time, she stopped, breathing deeply.
She used those moments to drink water, bite off a chunk of food
concentrate, and wonder why she didn't go through with her plan to
make her way back to Axis Tyr so that she could kill Kinnnus Morcha
and Wennn Stogggul for the murderous crimes they had committed. But
when she thought about the reality of her revenge, she was plunged
into complete despair. She was without status, coins, or allies. She had
thought briefly of trying to get in touch with Kurgan, but Kurgan
would never believe that Riane was Annon. N'Luuura, half the time
Riane did not believe it herself! She had had a good plan, she knew that much. She had
stayed up three nights straight reading Utmost Source. In
that time, she had read and memorized the entire Five Sacred
Books of Müna. How she was able to do this she had not the
slightest idea. Annon had been bright and quick, but it had taken him
months to master modern-day Kundalan. This abrupt disconnect and all
the others she had been experiencing kept her off-balance, oddly
unsure of who she was. There were times when Annon's masculine
warrior personality felt as if he were drowning in a sea of confused
alien emotions he found repellent. However, this same part of Riane
had to admit these female feelings often came in handy when dealing
with those around her. In any event, as a consequence of her all-night
vigils, she had missed morning devotions. Bartta was quick to punish
her, as Riane knew she would be. The worst detail Bartta could give
her was the Ice Cave run. Just what Riane had wanted. But now, freed
from the walls of the abbey, she decided not to run for her freedom.
Freedom? That was a laugh. Kundalan—especially the females who Annon knew
only too well were often prey to V'ornn males—had no freedom.
And, of course, Bartta knew that, which was why she obviously had had
no compunction about allowing Riane to walk out the abbey gate. No,
when Riane thought about it rationally, the only recourse was to stay
the course, gain power—learning Kyofu would surely help!—and
wait for the proper time to take her revenge. Revenge. She started; it sounded like an echo in her mind.
She quickly swallowed the mix of dried nuts, cured herbs, and honey,
put her water bottle away, began again to climb. Out here, in the
mountains, she felt extraordinarily good, as if she were coming home.
She thought again of her alien memories of rough escarpments,
glittering ice fields, sheer cliffs, of her sudden knowledge of
breathing in thinned air, of her memorization skills, of being able
to read Old Tongue Kundalan. And, that night, the voice that seemed
to emanate from deep inside her. Open the book, it had said
as if it already knew that the book was Utmost Source. Had she encountered Riane—the real Riane,
Annon had pushed aside while her body had been on the cusp of death?
Had Riane, in truth, not died? Was part of her still present,
emerging and receding like a tide? That would explain everything: her
new abilities, the alien memories of places Annon had never been to,
the mercurial changes of temperament and emotions. "Riane?" Riane whispered to herself. "Are
you there? Are you hiding from me? I won't hurt you, you know." A bird cawed, startling her, and she looked around,
laughing at the way she was talking to herself as if she were a mad
V'ornn. What did the Kundalan call their insane? Tchakira. Riane froze. It was the same voice that had echoed
in her just before. Once, she had asked Bartta to tell her about
Riane. Bartta had said testily: Forget her. She had no memory of
home, parents, who she was. She was Riane, but her given name was the
beginning and the end of it. She was a meaningless rune.
Maybe Bartta was wrong. "Are you there?" she whispered to herself,
but there was no reply. She supposed she could hardly blame Riane for
hiding. When you stopped to consider, this present Riane was a living
metaphor. Annon, the V'ornn, had invaded her body, and now here a
V'ornn sat, lording it over a Kundalan yet again. "I'm not lording it over anyone," she
said. Inside her, silence. But she sensed something
listening, waiting. With that in mind, Riane redoubled her pace. Already, the path had steepened considerably, but
she kept up her pace, testing her body's endurance. The wind howled
around the craggy rock cornices. Gradually, the kuello-firs had given
way to stunted, weather-twisted briar firs and scrub-wood. At this
altitude, the sun burned in a sky that was green around the horizon,
an eerie purple overhead. After her time inside the abbey, her skin
felt as if it was on fire. The heat was a palpable presence. Clouds
appeared as they might to a bird, revealing more of their tops,
scudding by at a quicker pace, shredded by winds and the bony fingers
of dark basalt and glittering schist. There were no gimnopedes or
other small birds up this high. This was the exclusive territory of
the large predator birds—stone-falcons, muer-hawks, and the
like. They used the altitude to drift on the thermal currents,
scanning the countryside below, diving down quickly, silently, surely
to snatch an ice-hare or baby snow-fox in talon or beak and swoop
back up to their eyries. Bartta had given her a map—a crude thing of
tanned cor hide—much scarred and stained. In fact, she harbored
the suspicion that sev- eral of the stains were dried blood. She had
still made no friends among the acolytes, and what attention accrued
her came in the form of derision. This was never more apparent than
when she had been setting out for the Ice Caves. Her punishment had
spread through the abbey like wildfire. Acolytes jeered, and not a
few of them gleefully reminded her of the handful of doomed acolytes
who had never returned from the journey on which she was about to
embark. Annon had never been jeered at or been made fun of,
but Giyan had, many times. Annon had seen how Kundalan shopkeepers
spat on the ground when she walked away from their establishments; he
had seen the smirks on male V'ornn faces as she passed them, heard
the muttered invectives, "the regent's skcettta." Now Riane
found herself wondering whether Giyan had been aware of those slurs.
If she had, Annon was certain she had never let them affect her. If
Giyan could be that strong of spirit, so could Riane. There was an ache inside Riane when she thought of
Giyan. It astonished her how much she missed Giyan. She thought of
how often Annon had taken Giyan for granted, the times he had been
angry at her, had taunted her, been cold to her. She thought of how
often Giyan had tended Annon when he had been ill or frightened or
had been disappointed when Eleusis had canceled a visit. How she had
joked with him, made him laugh, told him incredible tales of Kundala,
of Müna, of Seelin, Eshir, Gom, Paow, and Yig—the Five
Sacred Dragons. Riane knew them all: their colors, their
personalities, their traits. From an early age they had fascinated
Annon. She remembered how Annon used to play with the carvings on the
wall of his father's antechamber, even though at first he had had to
stand on a chair to touch them. Seelin, green Dragon of water, of
Transformation; Eshir, blue Dragon of the air, of Forgiveness; Gom,
yellow Dragon of the earth, of Renewal; Paow, black Dragon of wood,
of Vision; Yig, red Dragon of fire, of Power. Seelin was mercurial,
Eshir was swift and sure, Gom was slow and steady, Paow was the
mediator, Yig was hot-tempered and impatient. Giyan had told him
elaborate tales of the Dragon courtships: Eshir and Gom had fallen in
love in a shower of racing meteors, Paow and Yig had joined in the
gigantic crater of Shallmha, the largest volcano of a chain on the
southern continent, their lovemaking causing the largest eruption in
Kundala's history. Annon had found these stories—touching,
funny, scary—endlessly fascinating, and now Riane recalled them
with a certain pleasure. Silently, she thanked Giyan for this legacy,
even while her heart ached in its loneliness. When she thought about
it, she had a great deal to thank Giyan for. She came around a switchback turn in the path.
Jagged, blue-grey boulders rose up on each side, creating a
difficult, narrow defile. Threading her way through, she heard
something scream. Lifting her head, she saw a gigantic gyreagle. She
watched with eyes shaded by her hand as it glided through the
sunlight, its shadow splashing across the rough rock faces. The
gyreagle was almost directly overhead. It circled the defile three
times before dropping below the tops of the boulders. In a way, Riane
thought, Annon's strange journey began with a gyreagle. If the
gyreagle hadn't attacked him, leaving its talon buried in his side,
he never would have felt the throbbing, never would have left Giyan's
chambers. He would have been caught up in the coup, murdered like his
father. Instead, he had found the hidden passageway down to the
Kundalan Storehouse, and there had encountered the Dragon, Seelin,
who had healed him. In a way, Riane thought now, it was the gyreagle
talon that had led him to the Dragon. As if it had all been meant to
be. Riane felt a little tremor run through her as she
kept moving cautiously through the defile. To do so she was obliged
to swing her pack off her back, hold it at her side so she could slip
through the narrowest places. The V'ornn inside her was instinctively
uneasy as this was a perfect spot for an attack. Of course she told
herself over and over there was no one to attack her. Nevertheless,
she did not take a full breath until she had passed through the
defile. The path on the north side was a bit wider, though
steeper still, and more difficult to climb since moss and lichen were
embedded in the moist ground. She was about to check her map, but
found that she did not need to. Just as she knew the moss and lichen
underfoot came from constant runoff, she knew what she would see
within the next half kilometer. Again, she felt a wave of
uncertainty, a loss of a sense of self. But, now, mingled with that
was a glimmer of light, and of hope. "Riane, unless I am completely mistaken, this
is your territory," she whispered. "I am going to rely on
you to guide me." Hurrying on, she cocked an ear, heard the dim roar
of falling water. Heavenly Rushing, she heard in her mind. The path pitched downward a little, and she began to
run, her heart pounding fast with elation. Water ran off to either
side, dribbling in small rivulets that darkened the rocks. Now the
ground rose, winding through a graveyard of boulders that looked to
be the result of an ancient rockslide. Scrambling over them, she
heard the roaring increase. Then she was over the summit, looking
down at a sight that took her breath away. Heavenly Rushing, Müna's sacred waterfall, rose
up for hundreds of meters, towering into the purple sky. Curtains of
water cascaded down, lifting veils of mist into the air, creating
sparks of light and minirainbows that flashed in and out of existence
as she ran, laughing, toward its base. It was an odd feeling, this
shock of first sight underlain by a sense of familiarity. Just as
odd, it seemed, was that she was getting used to the duality, even to
enjoy it. Annon had heard Giyan speak of Heavenly Rushing many
times, for it held a particular place in the myths of the Kundalan.
It was there that Müna directed the Five Sacred Dragons to dip
their tails, for it was said that the pool of water at the bottom of
Heavenly Rushing went down to the center of Kundala. Other myths told
of Kundalan Queens—when there were Queens in the time before
the Long Becoming—doing battle there, vying for territorial
control of Kundala in defiance of the basic precepts of the Great
Goddess. Deaf to Her voice, they continued decimating each other's
armies until Müna caused the cascading waters of Heavenly
Rushing to become blood, sweeping away the warring Queens and their
minions. "Bloodthirsty you are," She had cried in
Her wrath. "Blood you shall drink until you drown and are no
more. Thus were born the modern-day Kundalan, from the
headwaters that fed Heavenly Rushing. Above those headwaters lay
Riane's destination, the Ice Caves. It was the hour before noon, Riane having made
excellent time. She was hot and sticky with the sweat and grime of
hard travel. At the spume-hidden edge of the pool, she threw down her
pack and bathed in the spray of the sacred waters. She threw her head
back, stared up at the huge sheets of water, so brilliantly white
they might have been cascades of fine, granulated sugar. Taking in
the grandeur of the falls, she felt almost happy, in that special way
one feels on coming home. She unlaced her boots, tied up her
acolyte's robes around her hips, and dangled her bare feet in the icy
water. So close to the falls, she was completely immersed in the
mist. The roaring was a physical sensation, vibrating through her
like the heart of a machine. The icy sensation crawled up her legs,
numbing their ache. She bowed her head and, without conscious
thought, began to recite the devotions. Up until now, they had seemed a meaningless jumble
of phrases and stupid pieties. But here at the fountainhead of the
Great Goddess she began to discern a thread. She slipped into the
pool, walking out until she was waist deep. Again, that peculiar
sensation of newness and familiarity. She was certain that Riane had
bathed here many times. Her robes pooled around her like the wings of
Müna's butterfly, fluttering in the wavelets. As she continued
her devotions she seemed able to stand apart, to hear the words and
make sense of them as if she were observing herself. Odd for a V'ornn
to have this thought, but she was certain this place was holy.
Inexplicably, she began to cry, tears rolling freely down her cheeks.
She felt filled up with the enchanted beauty of this spot, that
seemed to have appeared from out of a dream. She launched herself into the deep water. She turned
over, floated on her back. The lowering mist was the most beautiful
translucent white. Within its constantly changing heart colors were
born and died like tiny flames. As the sunlight struck them, the
billowing clouds of mist took on shapes, as if she were dreaming with
her eyes open. She saw tantalizing snippets of Riane's life before
she had contracted duur fever: faces she did not recognize, hulking
shapes like monsters, vast icescapes, blood flying and a
thirfscreaming as death came. The water grew even colder as she floated out toward
the center of the pool. There, the water was almost black, and she
could well believe that it was virtually bottomless. A small breeze
stirred the mist, sending long tendrils down to scud across the
turbulent water. She was still a good distance from the base of
Heavenly Rushing, but she could feel its immense power. For some
reason, it had a special meaning for her. She strained to bring into
focus emotions, thoughts, experiences that remained hazy and
unreadable in an alien memory that had lost its focus. "Why
blood, who was screaming?" she cried, enraged again at the
deaths of Annon's family, of the injustice of it all. High above her head, above the mist, on the cliff
face where the falls spilled down, a snow-lynx that had come to drink
from the headwaters skittered away as two large shapes loomed out of
the forest of Marre pines. As they stood in the deep shadows at the
lip of the cliff staring down, the huge gyreagle descended from the
bowl of the sky. It alighted on the shoulder of one of the shapes,
began fastidiously cleaning itself of the droplets of ice-hare blood. Can she see us? thought the first creature. Not through the mist, the other replied.
But if I do this … An appendage moved out past the
rim. It will seem as if a breeze has stirred the water vapor. Many tangled threads come together here. She is the fulcrum and the lever. Will she find it? one thought. She must, the other replied. If not… What if she is not the One? If she is not the
One, she will fail and we are lost. She is the One. Müna has told us in so many
ways—Her messengers, the gyreagle and the owl, marked
them; they were both injured before they were brought together in the
annealing fire and storm of the Nanthera. That is what frightens me. The holy circle of
the Nanthera was violated, if only for a moment. Even we do not know
the ultimate consequences of that. AH the more reason to believe in the Prophesy.
It is this very imperfection, which binds two incomplete souls, that
has forged the One. The first creature peered down through the veils of
billowing mist. Already she has powerful enemies. The imperfection that created her also binds her
to her enemies. There is no other possible path. If they find her before she is ready, they will
crush her like a marc-beetle. She must choose her allies carefully. Indeed. One will love her, one will betray her,
one will try to destroy her. The gyreagle's feathers rustled as she lifted her
great wings, disturbed perhaps by the grave nature of the
conversation. The first creature resumed, I am filled
with foreboding. It was prophesied that the Dar Sala-at's coming
would coincide with the possibility of Müna's death. Müna.
may die, and we cannot save her. That is true enough. Only the Dar Sala-at holds
that chance. The only chance. The first creature shuddered. If the
Great Goddess dies, we die, even us Immortals. The second creature nodded. Yes. Kundalan,
V'ornn, Us. It mil be Anamordor, the End of All Things. Our enemies have begun recruiting allies—many
against the few of us who are left. We have the Dar Sala-at. Perhaps we should provide… No, no. We are forbidden to interfere. Simply by being here we have interfered. Surely
we can take one step further. The first creature extended both
upper appendages, and it was as if a shadow passed across the sun.
The gyreagle spread its wings, launching itself into the air. There.
Thigpen will know about the Dar Sala-at as we now know. The second creature followed the huge bird's flight.
Ah, no. If Thigpen is forewarned, who else will be alerted? With the stirring of the mist came strange voices in
Riane's head. Not Riane's voice, and not Annon's, either. It was as
if she sat at one end of a shell-like theater, listening to a
conversation being held on the other side. The strange acoustics
picked up the sounds—an eerie susurrus as of wind echoing
through an old, abandoned house. These voices stirred up odd ideas
and emotions inside her, so that she grew by turns elated and
terrified, as if she were a baby who could not yet understand the
language of her parents. She stopped her floating and, treading
water, strained to make comprehensible what was not. In a moment, the
mist darkened as if with the fall of night. When the brightness
returned, the conversation had ceased. Riane looked around as if ghosts or spirits or even
daemons might be observing her, but past a few meters the billowing
mist hid everything from view. Weighed down by her sopping robes, she
climbed back onto shore. Her pack and boots were where she had left
them; nothing had been disturbed. She walked away from the spray,
into a patch of intense sunlight, stripped off her clothes. She had a
small but nutritious lunch while her robes dried. As she ate, she
strolled around the base of the immense waterfall. She drank in the
beauty as before, but now she had another agenda. What language had
the unknown being been speaking? It seemed vaguely familiar, but… Old Tongue, the voice in her head said. "How is it you know the Kundalan Old Tongue?
Were you Ramahan from some other abbey?" Riane asked, but there
was no reply. By the time she returned to her robes, they were dry
enough for her to put on. She tugged on her boots, shouldered her
pack and set off toward the east side of the falls, where a kind of
crude staircase had been hewn into the cliff face, presumably by the
Ramahan, or perhaps it was Riane's tribe, whoever they might be. As she renewed her assault on the cliff face, she
recalled the story Astar had told her of how The Pearl came to be
lost. How, she wondered, could Ramahan turn on one another, murder
their own, use the Kundalan's most sacred object for their own ends?
What kind of creatures were the Ramahan instructors turning out, what
kind of society existed within the abbeys that could breed such evil? Once upon a time, Astar had said, the abbeys of the
Ramahan were impervious to evil. How had that changed, and why? At
the center of all these questions stood Bartta, like a spider in her
web. Everyone inside the abbey was afraid of her, even the other
konara. Utmost Source taught that Ramahan did not amass
power, they distributed it evenly among the Kundalan. And yet, it
seemed clear that Bartta was doing just the opposite. Riane clutched her head. These days when she thought
about Bartta's evil her head began to throb with intense pain. Relax and breathe. Closing her eyes for a moment, she rested her
sweat-streaked forehead against the naked rock. This high up, she
could feel the changes the altitude wrought in the weather. Though
the sun still burned in the purple sky, the temperature had dropped
considerably, and the biting wind had picked up. She shivered. It was
High Summer. What would this trek be like in winter? Instantly, a
memory surfaced of howling winds, white-out blizzards, temperatures
that sucked the warmth out of flesh and bone. She licked her lips, thirsty. But she did not have
the leverage to reach behind her for her water bottle. She knew she
had to distract herself so she could keep going, mechanically
climbing until she reached the top. She resisted the urge to look
down. Annon, like his father, had a kind of vertigo. But when she did
look down she felt no vertigo at all. Instead, she had the
unmistakable sensation that she belonged on this cliff face, that
high altitudes were something exhilarating and energizing. She continued her ascent with renewed confidence,
grateful for Riane's innate abilities. It was odd how things had
changed so rapidly. She no longer felt invaded when Riane's memories
or abilities bubbled up. Her emotions were a bit more difficult to
deal with, however. As she went, she turned her mind to the section
of Utmost Source on the Spirit House. Accessing the Spirit House is not to be
undertaken lightly, for the risks when the two planes of existence
intersect are legion. First and foremost, the planes are essentially
incompatible. The corporeal and the noncorporeal may stand side by
side; they may, in a few highly specific instances which will be
enumerated later, exist one within the other. But under no
circumstances are they interchangeable. If the noncorporeal should be
allowed to cross into the corporeal without the proper safeguards and
supervision, the resultant derangement would be terrible to witness,
unimaginable to experience. Riane had read in the first chapter of the book that
there were three hundred ninety-seven known planes of existence; an
infinite number lay unknown and unexplored. According to Scripture,
these realms of reality overlay one another like an unimaginably
immense multitiered sphere. Each one had what Astar had described as
an orbit (though the Utmost Source text referred to it as an
energy harmonic) so that at any given time they were nearer or
farther from one another. Riane had tried to imagine an infinite
number of layers- all moving in different rhythms peculiar to their
own harmonics, but failed. In the time when Utmost Source
was written the Ramahan's chief purpose was apparently discovering
and exploring new planes of existence, though now, it seemed, the
priestesses were caught up in far more mundane matters. This ability
to move between planes was called Thripping. The second risk to Thripping involves energy
flow—or behavior. Everything in the known and unknown
universe conforms to principles of energy. These energy behaviors
are not always known to us. They are surely not the same for the many
different planes of existence, but they are unwaveringly consistent
within their own set of principles. Therefore, it is essential for
High Ramahan to be conversant with as many sets of principles of
energy behavior as is practicable. The book went on to enumerate the ways in which the
energy behavior of the Spirit House differed from those of the
Kundalan corporeal universe. This was the key to understanding how to
access the energy from that ethereal place. No mention was made of
qi. It dawned on Riane, as she chewed over the densely worded
paragraphs, that the book was discussing Thripping without the use of
the sacred needles—just as Astar had told her Mother used to do
in the time before she was murdered by her own shima. "There are always alternative paths,"
Astar had said. Riane wondered now whether the Nanthera was one of
those alternatives. Surely during the rite Annon had walked upon
ground that was not firm. He had peered into the heart of the Abyss,
had seen the five-headed daemon grinning at him… Enough! Riane shivered. She was frightening herself.
And yet her thoughts kept returning to the poisoned well for that
horrible moment, when Annon spanned two worlds, two planes of
existence, was affected by two separate energy flows. What had really
happened to him there? What had happened to Riane—the Riane who
had died from duur fever? It does not matter. Go on. What else could she do? She commenced once more to climb, her fierce V'ornn
determination meshing with the Kundalan expert knowledge of this
cliff face, and this time she did not stop until she reached the top.
Hauling herself over the lip of the cliff, she emerged onto the upper
plateau not very far from where the creatures had hours before
discussed her fate. Almost all the slopes above her were crusted in
snow, which the wind whipped downward, lacing the thin air with
showers of sparkles. She sat in the shade of a Marre pine while she
drank and ate a little. At this elevation the air was noticeably
thinner, her lungs had to work harder to get the same amount of
oxygen into her system, and yet, as had happened when Konara Laudenum
had made her enter the Cube of Tutelage, she found that she had no
trouble breathing. Nor did the growing cold disturb her. She was
beginning to feel a power long hidden, a sense of self-reliance
returning that Annon had once had, that Riane, too, had had, before
the terrible events that had overtaken them both. For it seemed clear
to Riane that the girl she had once been had tragically lost her
parents, just as Annon had lost his. Soul mates. She smiled to herself as she spread out her map on
the soft bed of Marre pine needles and took a look at where she was.
I'm almost to the Ice Caves, she thought even before she was
fully oriented. She knew that she had only to negotiate the icefall
at the northern end of the narrow plateau, and she would have reached
her goal. As it was growing late, she gathered her belongings
and began the short trek to the base of the icefall. Within several
hundred meters the stands of Marre pines disappeared, to be replaced
for a time by low, twisted brush that by its pale grayish color
looked more dead than alive. Finally, those too petered out, and all
that remained was bleak tundra—bare rock and permanently frozen
subsoil that supported grey-green lichen and not much more. By a mountaineer's standards the icefall wasn't
large, but from its base it looked intimidating enough. Annon had
never encountered this kind of terrain. No matter. Without a moment's
hesitation, Riane unhooked the narrow-bladed ice ax from her pack and
began her ascent. The part of her that was still Annon was astonished
at the ease and facility with which this body transported itself over
the jumbled, glossy surfaces. For once, the female's lighter weight
and less dense bones were a distinct advantage. Riane had no
difficulty leaping over seemingly bottomless chasms, hauling herself
up virtually vertical expanses via the hand-and boot-holds she hacked
into the ice with the ax. Moreover, she instinctively knew the best
and fastest path up. It felt good to be stretching her muscles, to be
doing instead of thinking. Inside of two hours, she had reached the Ice Caves.
They were gargantuan holes in the upper face of the mountain. At the
mouth she felt as dwarfed as if she were on a raft in the middle of
the Sea of Blood. She walked inside. Her legs ached, but in a good
way. She slid off her pack, stacked the contents just inside the
mouth. The floor was almost unnaturally smooth and, owing to the
immense size of the caves, even the tiniest sounds were magnified and
iterated. While it felt good to put down her burden she found
that she was restless. There was something about the caves, something
familiar—the light, perhaps or a smell—that reminded her
of home. She was at once gripped by an intense desire to find out
what it was. She could see numerous signs of habitation, not the
least of which were several fire pits. Stacked along one wall were
cords of well-seasoned firewood. She brought several pieces of
firewood to the nearest pit and, with emergency material from her
pack, got a fire going. She picked out a thinnish length of wood and
shoved one end into the flames. In a moment, she had a kind of
makeshift torch. Taking her water bottle with her, she began to
explore the caves. Unlike the other acolytes, she felt no fear of the
outcasts who lived up here, despite the many stories she had heard of
their fierce, bloodthirsty existence, their unwavering enmity toward
the Kundalan who enforced their exile. On the other hand, she was
constantly on the lookout for perwillon scat. Having come upon one
once, she had no desire to repeat the encounter. She fancied she could feel the lure of the Unknown
Territories, which lay beyond the impenetrable barrier of ferocious
ice storms that constantly scoured the land beyond the immense jagged
pinnacles of the Djenn Marre. In Axis Tyr, Annon had often stared out
at the misty mountain range, wondering what lay on the other side,
although everyone knew perfectly well: a dread wilderness rendered
uninhabitable by a climate so harsh even the Khagggun in their
off-world armor couldn't survive. So why give a clemett about it?
Riane did not know. Each day of her new life it seemed more questions
arose than she could possibly answer. When she had mentioned this gush of unanswerable
questions to Astar, the leyna was not perplexed. On the contrary, she
had laughed, and said: My dear Riane, how wonderful? In a trice
you have identified the very nature of life. Now she had a sense of what Astar meant. She felt
drawn forward as she followed a thread of questions. Every time she
came upon an answer, that answer opened up another question along the
thread. She paused for a moment, listening. With every step
she took the floor made an eerie crackling sound. She swept the torch
in an arc in front of her, saw that the cavern floor was strewn with
thin, shalelike shards of rock. She picked one up and crushed it
easily in her hand. Odd, she thought. This rock ought to
be igneous, not sedimentary. All at once, she was swept by a
feeling of danger. The next moment, her boot crunched through the
floor of the cavern. She tried desperately to right herself, but in
so doing her other boot went through. Her weight opened up a hole in
the floor, and she plummeted down perhaps four or five meters. She
landed hard, grunting as the air went out of her. Her torch went
rolling, and she scrambled after it. Her robe was wet, and she moved
the torch over. Her water bottle had broken. She looked above her
head, saw that she had fallen between what appeared to be two beams
or bars of solid rock. They were seamed and cracked, weakened by a
series of seismic shocks. She did not see any way she could climb
back up. Don't panic. She didn't. Instead, she decided to have a careful
look around. This lower cave seemed to be a roughly circular chamber
not more than fifteen meters in diameter. There was no exit that she
could see. The chamber was sealed save for the hole she had made when
she had fallen through. The floor was a thick bed of the brittle
slatelike shards, the walls smooth as V'ornn viewing crystal, except
where a huge rockfall had piled the slate shards all the way up to
the ceiling. Riane paused, holding her torch higher. The walls were
covered with paintings—ancient by the look of them. They
reminded her of the murals in the garden at the regent's palace in
Axis Tyr, except there were more. Some walls depicted strange,
menacing beasts, golden with black spots, great snapping jaws filled
with razor-sharp teeth, and even stranger Kundalan with towering
bodies and five faces— Her finger traced the lines of the ferocious spotted
beasts. Something about these beasts struck a chord deep inside her;
they should have terrified her, but somehow they didn't. What were
they? She wished with all her heart that she could ask Giyan. Abruptly, she took a sudden step back, her breath
coming in quick, hot gasps. Her gaze, roving still over the
paintings, had come upon the vivid depictions of the creation myths
of the Kundalan race. Arrayed before her in all their splendor were
the major participants: the five Sacred Dragons, the great Goddess Müna, and
Pyphoros, the personification of evil. The sight of him caressing the
back of one of the spotted beasts made her flesh crawl; it brought
back in a rush Annon's moment in the Abyss, where the terrifying
presence had turned its five faces in his direction and grinned. He knows who I am, Riane thought now, and
where I am. Sweat poured off her and her pulse pounded. Why
does he care about me? Who am I to be of interest to Pyphoros? She continued to circle the cavern, studying the
paintings, as if they might provide an answer. She saw unfolding the
panoply of Kundalan lore, and with each step she took she began
almost unconsciously to match up the scenes with sections of Utmost
Source. The light flickered and she saw that the torch had
burned down faster than she had anticipated or perhaps she had been
absorbed by the mystical paintings longer than she had imagined. A
quick stab of panic pierced her as darkness lapped at the periphery
of the chamber. All too soon she would be plunged into an endless
night. How was she ever going to find her way out? Thripping When Rekkk Hacilar returned to his residence, he
told Giyan that he was taking her out. Then he stripped, showered,
and put on his finest clothes. She was ready, waiting wordlessly for
him as he emerged from his quarters. "Where are we going?" she said at last. Her neutral words were a small triumph compared to
her stony silence. "To dinner," he said. He, himself, rarely had the time or the inclination
to dine out, but these were strange days; they called for different
actions. Water Spring was a Kundalan-run cafe on the eastern edge of
the market district. Few V'ornn went there, which was one of the
reasons he chose it. The other was that he hoped Giyan would like it,
or at least feel comfortable there. For the hundredth time, he touched the small leather
box in his pocket. Inside was the present he had bought for her at
the shop Nith Sahor had recommended. As the green-robed female
ushered them to a table in back, he decided that he had never been
this nervous, not even before his first kill. Water Spring was built in the shape of a triangle,
an ancient and sacred Kundalan shape. It had lacquered-bamboo walls
and a beautifully scrolled bleached ammonwood bar along one side. A
skylight let in the deep cerulean of the evening sky, bathing the
candlelit diners. He had deliberately not worn his uniform, but there
was no mistaking that he was a V'ornn, and their entrance caused
something of a stir. A sinuous melody began, played by a trio of
reed-thin Kundalan musicians; eventually everyone went back to their
food. "Have you eaten here?" Rekkk asked. Giyan glared at him. Her hands were carefully folded
in her lap. Rekkk ordered them cloudy rakkis. When they were
alone, he produced the small square leather box, placed it on the
table, and pushed it toward her. "What is that?" Giyan was eyeing it with such suspicion that he
almost swept it back into his pocket. Ever the good warrior, he bit
his lip and pressed on. "It is a gift." "You wasted your coins. I do not want it." "Take a look at it, at least." When she made no move, he opened the box. Despite
herself, her eyes were drawn to the contents. He heard her tiny gasp
of breath. "Nephilia seeds!" She took the box in her
hand. "Where did you find them?" "I called upon an apothecary friend. He does a
trade in esoteric Kun-dalan herbs." "But Nephilia. I have never seen them before." "They are sorcerous in origin, I understand.
Among other things, they are said to heal a broken heart." "It is true," she said quietly. There was a pause while their drinks were set upon
the table. Rekkk waved the waiter away. Carefully, almost reverently, Giyan closed the box.
"I cannot accept the Nephilia." His hearts sank. "Why not?" She looked up at him, her gaze piercing right
through him. "Because it comes from you." And that seemed to be that. But Rekkk was not used
to being defeated, and he also had Nith Sahor's word that she would
love him, of her own free will. He poured the cloudy rakkis, but she
refused to drink. When he asked her what she would like to eat, she
replied, "Nothing." He leaned forward. "Giyan, I struck you. I
promised I wouldn't touch you, but I did. I am sorry. But you must
see, you drove me—" "Now this is my fault?" Her face
was full of fury. "No, of course not. I did not mean—" "It's what you said." "Words," he said, and smiled at her
through all his pain. It was one of the most difficult things he had
ever done. He leaned even closer. "Giyan, I swear to you this is
true. The way you are acting now is killing me just as surely as if
you did run me through with my own shock-sword." "Pack-Commander—" "Call me Rekkk, I beg you." "Calling you Rekkk would presuppose a certain…
intimacy that does not exist." "I know your heart cannot be this hard." "Once it wasn't," she said. "Your
kind have made it so." "That is your truth," he said. "What
about mine?" She shrugged. "What about it? You are V'ornn.
Why should I care?" "You cared about Eleusis Ashera's truth." "Do not speak his name to me," she hissed. He held up his hands. "I meant no disrespect.
Just the opposite, in fact." "If you were a friend of Eleusis's, prove it.
What did he love most?" "Besides you? He loved the Djenn Marre. He told
me many times that he longed to hike along the snow-packed ridges of
their spine, to learn all the mysteries they hold." "That was Eleusis." She sat back,
contemplating him. The quiet din of the cafe enfolded them,
protecting them from the outside world. "So what is the truth?"
she said softly. "The real truth." "The truth is that Kinnnus Morcha never trusted
me." "Do you really expect me to believe that?" "I am the son of a Rhynnnon. I have been
suspect ever since my Channeling into manhood. I was forced to prove
myself every step of the way." "Yet Morcha made you his adjutant." "That is finished. After Olnnn Rydddlin
reported the incident in Stone Border I am in limbo, awaiting my
punishment." She frowned. "Why should you be punished?
Morcha loves you." "Then why did I know nothing of the coup
against Eleusis Ashera?" She appeared stunned and, for the first time,
flustered. "You… were not part of the conspiracy? I
assumed—" "Because I followed you and Annon." Rekkk
nodded. "Another part of the hidden truth: I think the
Star-Admiral was testing my loyalty. What better way to see if I was
allied with the former regent than to assign me to bring back his son
and heir." "What if you failed in your duty?" "He had Olnnn Rydddlin to take care of me—and
of Annon." "Your First-Cap tain?" "You see, when Kinnnus Morcha commands an
off-world cadre his first order of business is setting up a series of
observation posts, even if that entails extreme danger to those
manning the posts. To be sure, Khagggun die carrying out this order,
but their deaths serve a larger purpose. He subscribes to the
philosophy of keeping his enemies close to him, the better to monitor
their activities." She tapped a finger against her full lips. "Are
you speaking of a spy?" He nodded. "First-Cap tain Olnnn Rydddlin." She seemed lost in thought for some time. At length,
she said, "Why didn't Eleusis ever mention you to me?" "I am quite certain that was deliberate,"
he said. "He was protecting you." "He was good at that," she said. "We
had—" Her eyes brimmed with tears. "At least if I had
Annon. If I could see him one more time." She broke down,
sobbing, and buried her face in her hands. Rekkk's hearts broke to see her in such agony. "Ah,
Giyan, if only you would let me help you." She lifted her head. Her cheeks were tear-streaked.
"Pack-Commander, believe me when I tell you that you are the
last person who could possibly help me." "Here's a bit of hard-won advice," he said
gently. "The last person you want to help you is sometimes the
only one who can." As night cloaked the city Rekkk led Giyan to the
entrance to Nimbus. "Are you ready?" he asked. She looked at him with her whistleflower-blue eyes,
and his knees went weak. "Why are you doing this?" "Is it important?" "To me it is," she said, and he was
grateful for the victory no matter how small. He waited. "This
confuses me," she said at last. The night was dark—moonless, starless—filled
with forbidding clouds, restless on a warm, rising wind. Often, this
was a sign of the morena—short, often brutal southern-latitude
storms that drove across the Sea of Blood in High Summer, hammering
Axis Tyr with their wrath. "Confuses you how?" She drew her sifeyn more tightly over her head as it
was tugged by a gust of wind. She wore a thick robe with sleeves so
long no one could see the thick bandages on her hands and forearms. "I heard all the tales of your ruthlessness and
brutality. You have found countless ways to murder my kind." "I was a Khagggun," he said softly. "I
followed orders." "Yes, of course, but that is no defense,"
she said quickly. "Then I will tell you that the moment I met
Eleusis Ashera I began to question not only my orders, but who I
was." "You have killed." He nodded. "Many times. As Eleusis Ashera did.
You know what good lay within him, but on the day he captured you in
Stone Border you knew only that he was V'ornn. He was the victor and
you the vanquished." "How that changed, in time." They walked slowly to the door of Nimbus. The
kashiggen appeared closed. He stood soberly in front of her. He found that he
had no measure for the pain in her eyes. "I know what you have
lost, Giyan. Those things can never return. But I can give you back
yourself." "How so?" She cocked her head. "Did
you not tell me that I was yours, whether or not it suited me? That
my life is at your side?" "I… misspoke. After tonight, you are
free to go where you will, to do whatever you want without
interference from me." "Surely you cannot mean that." "But I do. I would scale the obsidian fortress
of N'Luuura if you asked me to." "I would never ask that of you." The
mocking tone had left her voice, another small victory. He hesitated a moment. "Where would you choose
to go?" "I… do not know. I am cut adrift.
Eleusis is gone and with him my life here. But I find that my time
among the V'ornn has changed me. I fear I am no longer suited to my
previous life." "Then something new, something different awaits
you." Her beautiful face held a curious expression. "It has
been some time since someone said that to me." He knew she meant Eleusis Ashera. His hearts felt
suddenly lighter, "Come," he said as he pulled the door
open. "It is time for the Visitation." inside, darkness
flushed ruddy by candles. She stood just inside the I door,
hesitating. "What is it?" "I find that I am afraid." "Shall I cancel the Visitation? There is still
time." "No, I… I ache to see Annon again. But
I… I must confess that the strange technomancy of the Gyrgon
terrifies me. The Gyrgon are, after all, the holy engine that imbues
the V'ornn with their power. The Gyrgon identified Kundala and
directed the Khagggun to occupy the planet to strip it of its natural
resources." "This particular Gyrgon is different, Giyan.
Trust me when I tell you this." "The Gyrgon are notorious for their lies and
rases." "Yes, but this one has an agenda he is keeping
secret from everyone, including the rest of the Comradeship." Giyan's eyes opened wide. "If this is true, he
is playing a dangerous game." Rekkk nodded. "One in which I have agreed to
become a player." "Do you think that wise?" "Someone else will have to make that
determination. I am no longer Khagggun. Like my father before me, I
am Rhynnnon. I have become the Gyrgon's disciple." He ushered her into the hushed interior. Unlike the
last time he had been there, the place was deserted. No one greeted
them at the door; only a lone oil lamp flickered on the old seer's
table. Giyan went to it, picked up several small animal bones, and
roiled them onto the table-top. She gasped, backing away. "What is it, Giyan?" Her face was white and she was trembling. "I
saw our deaths," she moaned. "Dear Müna, we must
leave—now!" "Good evening." Giyan started, and they turned to face the Gyrgon
emerging from the shadows. "You have brought her, ahhh!" Much to
Rekkk's astonishment, the Gyrgon bowed a little to Giyan. "Lady,
I am Nith Sahor." Giyan stiffened. Rekkk saw fear in her eyes. "Why
do you call me Lady?" "Surely you know why." "V'ornn know nothing of Kundalan affairs. You
could not know." There was a small sparkle in Nith Sahor's
star-sapphire eyes. "And yet it seems I do." Rekkk looked from one to the other without
understanding what had passed between them. He was about to ask when
the Gyrgon continued. "I have waited long to meet you, Lady." "I wonder why," Giyan said. "I was
under your nose for fifteen years. You had but to instruct Eleusis to bring me to a
Summoning." Rekkk saw that she had regained a semblance of her
composure. "The reasons were legion, Lady," Nith
Sahor said. "The time was not yet ripe. Your presence at the
Temple of Mnemonics would have alerted and alarmed my brethren.
Besides, Ashera Eleusis would have resisted such a request." "I was not aware that Eleusis resisted you in
any way." "Ah; Lady, he often found the ways to do so,"
Nith Sahor said. "It is this annoying and admirable quality I
believe I will miss most." "I miss everything about him," she said. Nith Sahor lifted an arm, indicating an open doorway
they had not noticed before. "The time for the Visitation grows
nigh. We must prepare ourselves." Giyan did not move. Rekkk stayed by her side. "Have you changed your mind, Lady?" Nith
Sahor inquired. "I have rolled the seer's bones, Nith Sahor. I
have seen my death and the death of the Pack-Commander." The Gyrgon directed his gaze toward the tabletop.
"It is true, Lady. Death stalks every chamber of this
establishment tonight. For the Visitation to occur, it cannot be
otherwise. My technomancy draws two worlds nigh—two worlds
inimical to each other. The bones could do ought but echo this
anomaly. They have lost their usual reliability." She said nothing; she had begun trembling again.
"You will find him with your technomancy?" "Yes." "Will you be able to tell where he is?" "That is a question not to be asked," Nith
Sahor said. "Ashera Annon will appear; whence he comes even I
cannot know. It would violate too many laws of the known universe." Giyan nodded. "Müna help me, I want to see
him again." "Let it be so," Nith Sahor said as he
ushered them down the long corridor that ended in the small conical
chamber Rekkk had been in before. "Giyan," Rekkk said, "how is it that
a Gyrgon calls you Lady? It is not an honorific I have ever heard any
Kundalan use." "No Kundalan does," Giyan said. Nith Sahor had that strange smile firmly affixed to
his face as they entered the chamber. What is so N'Luuura amusing?
Rekkk wanted to ask him, but did not. In almost all ways the chamber looked different. It
had been lac- quered black. The comfortable furniture had been
replaced by three concentric circles of braided germanium-alloy wire
in the center of the floor within which rose a narrow three-sided
scaffolding of dull grey tantalum incised with scientific runes.
Affixed to this scaffolding was a series of faceted crystals embedded
with networks of biochips. On the floor within the scaffolding was
Annon Ashera's birth-caul. When Gi-yan saw it, she gave a little cry.
Tears stood out at the corners of her eyes. "Do you wish to continue, Lady?" Nith
Sahor asked. She nodded, averting her eyes from the caul. Nith Sahor directed Rekkk to stand against the
curving wall, then led Giyan to a spot just inside the innermost
germanium circle. When he was satisfied, he took up his place
directly across the circle from her. "You need do nothing more than listen—and
watch," he told her. "Heed my words, however. Undef no
circumstances should you try to touch Ashera Annon when he appears,
or move at all. To do so will bring disaster upon us all. Is this
clear?" "Yes," Giyan said. "One more thing," he said. "As I
invoke the antienergy from the other world you will find it difficult
to breathe. Do not struggle against this feeling. I will protect
you." Giyan inclined her head. "I understand." "So," Nith Sahor intoned, "we begin."
The Gyrgon raised his hands. Blue fire leapt from his mesh gloves,
arcing to the talantum scaffolding. Instantly, it glowed with a
golden hue. Even from this distance, Rekkk could feel the heat
emanating from the center of the chamber. It felt as if they were
inside a kiln. Already his lung was gasping for oxygen. The chamber
drained of light, color, substance. Everything seemed transformed
into translucent crystal. All at once, his lung stopped functioning.
Antienergy ringed the room, throbbing with a lambent brilliance that
made his eyes ache. Tears came to his eyes, seemed to freeze up on
the surface of his lenses. The air—what remained of
it—shimmered. "He comes," Nith Sahor intoned. "Beware
now. We are immersed in a poisoned singularity. One imprudent motion
and we perish." As his words died out, an image began to appear in
the space between the network of crystals. It gained definition as it
turned three-dimensional. Giyan breathed Annon's name. Annon. Lost in the blackness of the cave, Riane's head came
up. She heard Giyan calling as if from a vast distance. Like sand
from an hourglass, she felt something being drained out of Riane's
body. This was followed by an agonizing sensation, as if the fabric
of Riane's essence was being torn asunder. She had the eerie,
breathless sensation of being in two places at once. He was Annon again. His surroundings shimmered and
morphed. He saw Giyan standing in front of him, and he called to her
to help him. Then he became aware of the others: Pack-Commander Rekkk
Hacilar and a Gyrgon. What was going on? He tried to ask her, but as
in a dream he could not speak. He was rooted to the spot, able only
to observe. He wondered at Giyan's tears, wanted to reach out for
her, but he couldn't. Like a ripple on a pond at night he became aware of
something alien, malign. He looked beyond the three figures, saw a
cyclopean shadow. It was striding across the vast, black ether that
surrounded them all. The shadow emerged into the light. Annon wanted
to scream. The five faces of Pyphoros turned in his direction and the
daemon of daemons grinned. "I have marked you," Pyphoros
said. "You have become mine." "No!" Annon screamed. "You were foretold. It is my due." Annon squirmed, trying with all his might to move.
But he was caught as securely as a marc-beetle in amber. The daemon's
jaws hinged open. He had to do something. Think, Riane's voice said in his mind, of
what is written. Desperately, he tried to think of passages in Utmost
Source but nothing came to him. The more he tried, the further
the sacred text seemed to slip from the grasp of his memory. It was
as if he had never memorized it. Pyphoros' jaws opened to an impossible angle. His
five faces merged into one and grew so large it seemed to be the size
of Kundala. At this rate, his mouth would engulf everything. I
am doomed, Annon thought. Look, Riane's voice said, at what he
carries. Annon saw something in Pyphoros' hand. It was a
birth-caul—Annon's birth-caul. How had he gotten it? But such
questions did not matter now. This was how Pyphoros had tracked him
down, even here in this unknown and terrifying place. For the first time in his life, Annon felt at a
disadvantage by being V'ornn. Somehow he knew that Pyphoros, powerful as
he was, had no inkling of the Riane personality. The daemon of
daemons was fixated only on Annon Ashera. For an instant, Annon
glimpsed something—a concept so vast, so unthinkable that he
could not get his mind fully around it. Compared to Pyphoros, the
V'ornn seemed weak, inconsequential, and Annon was shaken to his very
core. The space around them was beginning to roil with
evil emanations. There was no more time to think. Only to act. Annon let himself go—rushing backward into the
shell of Riane. The moment he returned inside her, the agony he had
felt lifted. The entire Five Sacred Books of Müna was
hers again, and she knew what to do. “Something is wrong," Nith Sahor said. The lambent antienergy was increasing in intensity
instead of holding steady. It had stripped the waffs bare, it was
encircling them with a rapaciousness that was almost sentient. Three
crystals exploded as their circuits overloaded. Nith Sahor redirected
the ion flow from his cortical net to compensate. The blue emanations
from his glove-grids pulsed at a higher rate, but it seemed to do no
good. Something unknown and immensely powerful had thrown off the
Master Equation. He recalculated on the fly, but the components were
changing too rapidly for him to keep up. The barrier he had erected
to protect them was beginning to collapse and there was nothing he
could do about it. In the midst of this chilling thought, he saw Ashera
Annon move. This was impossible, and yet his eyes were showing him
another truth, one so profound it shook him to his core. The image
began to spin. Faster and faster it went until it was merely a blur. Six more crystals blew, and the containment field
collapsed. The lambent antienergy dived into the center of the
chamber. If it touched any of them… As if having a will of its own, it coalesced into a
single ball, so bright even Nith Sahor was forced to turn aside his
gaze. It dived toward the spot where Giyan stood. There was no time
to save her or even to warn her. A flash erupted so intense it
blotted out everything and everyone in the chamber. The solution was at once supremely simple and
immensely complex. On top of that, it was impossible. And yet it
appeared to Riane as That Which Must Be. That Which Must Be was written about often in Utmost
Source. It was the least likely solution, the one that could not
possibly be accom- plished, the path to success that required of the
one who would take it every ounce of faith she had. You thought
it would work and it did work. It was the Way of instinct,
of illogic, the Way rejected by everyone else. Riane conjured the required passages and did That
Which Must Be. She sent herself Thripping. She knew that she should not have been able to
accomplish this feat. It was Mother's ability, lost to the Ramahan
for over a hundred years. Members of the current Dea Cretan,
including Bartta, had tried to Thrip and failed. The ability, it
seemed, had been lost along with Utmost Source and The
Pearl. And yet, Riane sent herself Thripping. Inhaling the instructions from the book she began to
spin, and in spinning loosed herself from the amber in which she had
been trapped. The cavern in which she sat, the chamber in which
Annon's image whirled, now fell away, flat as scenery in a stage set.
Beyond beckoned the true reality—an infinity of realms beyond
Time or Space, beyond even Order and Chaos, Life and Death. Here
everything simply was. Planets did not spin; they did not
revolve around suns. There was no gravity, no laws of astrophysics.
Nothing aged, was born or died. Riane watched the energy fluxes with confusion. She
was instantly disoriented. The fluxes were neither lines nor circles
nor any other geometrical analog. Instead, like everything else in
this reality, they simply existed. Where was she? Where was she going
and how was she going to get there? She couldn't walk, run, sprint,
swim, crawl, or use any other imaginable means of locomotion. And then, looming on what her mind could only
conceive of as the far horizon (though it was farther or nearer than
anything else around her) she saw Pyphoros. His faces swiveled this
way and that, searching. She wanted desperately to hide but,
disoriented, she did not know how to move, and in any event where in
this infinite, open expanse was there a place to hide? The chamber inside Nimbus smelled of incinerated
material and burnt flesh. Nith Sahor's scaffolding had been reduced to a lump
of metal, the germanium-alloy wires had been crisped, their remains
black smoking lines branded into the floor. All the crystals had been
fused, down to the shattered shards. Giyan stood within the circle. Her robe and sifeyn
had been burned off her. Rekkk leapt to her side, wrapping her in his long,
dark cloak. "What the N'Luuura happened?" "Are you well, Lady?" Nith Sahor asked. "I do not know," she said, and lifted her
arms for them to see. Her unhealed wounds had been transformed. Now the
skin from the tips of her fingers to her elbows was black as pitch. "Nith Sahor, what has happened?" she asked
with a catch in her voice. "I do not know, Lady." He came across the
circle and tentatively touched her fingertips. "Hard as stone."
Blue energy patterns gathered and ebbed as he manipulated ions. He
gave her a quick glance. "Can you still move your fingers?" She nodded. "Yes." "Then do so." "I am."
"Now?" "Yes." Her fingers were still as death. "What is it?" Rekkk demanded. "Tell
us, Nith Sahor." "It looks organic, like a shell of some sort."
The Gyrgon was probing gently all over from fingertips to wrists.
"Chrysalides of some sort." "Müna protect me," Giyan whispered.
The Nanthera was interrupted, Bartta had said. Giyan closed
her eyes. She had put her hands into the sorcerous circle to try to
save Annon. No one can say what the outcome will be. "Is there any pain?" Rektk asked. "Not now, no." She licked her lips. "My
fingers have very limited movement. I can feel the inside of the
chrysalides." "I'm going to get them off you." "That would be exceedingly unwise, Rekkk." Rekkk paused. "What do you mean?" "Nith Sahor is right." Giyan took a
breath. "I can feel a forest of fibers growing." Her eyes
flicked from his to those of the Gyrgon. "I… I think they
are attaching themselves to me." Rekkk grew angry. "Nith Sahor, I demand an
explanation." "At the moment I have none, save to say that I
warned you about the dangerous properties of the antienergy.
Something went wrong during the course of the Visitation. I cannot
say what. Somehow, the antienergy broke free of the containment
field." "But there must be some way to free her,"
Rekkk cried. "She will be freed when the chrysalides have
completed their task." "But we don't know what that is!" "Transformation is the task of every
chrysalis." "You are a technomage!" Rekkk thundered.
"Make this go away." "Preliminary findings show that if I try to pry
the chrysalides off, I will put Lady Giyan's life in grave jeopardy." "I don't believe you!" Nith Sahor inclined his head a little. "Forgive
me, Lady." So saying, he fabricated out of blue ion fire a
wicked-looking surgical instrument. Applying the wire-thin blade to
the chrysalis on her right hand, he began to make an incision. Immediately, Giyan cried out in agony. Her eyes
rolled up on her head, and she collapsed into Rekkk's arms. Nith Sahor caused the implement to disintegrate into
its subatomic component parts. "You see Rekkk," the Gyrgon
said sadly, "I do not lie to you." Rekkk saw Giyan's eyes fluttering open. "Are
you all right?" he asked. She nodded and, with his help, regained her feet. "Lady, again I apologize." Nith Sahor
handed her a silver chalice. "Please drink this. It will speed
your recovery." While Giyan did as he asked, Rekkk turned on the
Gyrgon. "Don't tell me there is nothing you can do." "I fear there are still some things outside the
control of the Gyrgon." "That would come as a surprise to many Kundalan
as well as V'ornn," Giyan said, handing him the empty cup. Nith Sahor went and found a robe and sifeyn for her
to put on. "Lady, I would very much desire the opportunity to
research these chrysalides." "No," she said immediately. "I do not
wish to seem ungrateful, Nith Sahor. Thank you for letting me see
Annon one more time. However, I will be no one's laboratory subject." Again, Rekkk was astonished to see the Gyrgon bow. "As you wish, Lady. I will not intrude on your
privacy." "It grows late, and we are both weary,"
Rekkk said curtly. "Rekkk," Nith Sahor said as he escorted
them back down the corridor, "in your anger you have blamed me.
I cannot deny that you have every right to be angry, but these
circumstances could not have been foreseen even by the most gifted
Kundalan seer." "I will not allow anything to happen to her,"
Rekkk growled. He did not see Giyan's glance, but Nith Sahor marked
the expression in her eyes. "Lady, it seems you have quite the
formidable champion by your side." Giyan said nothing as she went out, Rekkk just
behind her. When they were gone, Nith Sahor returned to the
conical chamber. He scoured every square centimeter searching for the
origin of the energy intrusion. Of course he had given no hint of it
to the others, but the surge had unsettled him. He had never
experienced the level of energy flow he had witnessed tonight.
Whatever—or whoever—had caused it was clearly a threat to
him and to the Gyrgon Modality. It disturbed him profoundly to think
that it might be the Centophennni. If that were the case all was
lost. No residue of the intrusive force remained—at
least none that his extensive battery of tests revealed. Ashera
Annon's birth-caul was gone as well, incinerated, he guessed, when
the energy fused the dynamic bionetwork. That loss was a great
tragedy. He turned his mind in another direction. This
Visitation was unique in more ways than one. Something Ijuite
remarkable had occurred even before he detected the anomalous energy
intrusion. The image of Ash-era Annon appeared to him differently
than it had to Lady Giyan and the Pack-Commander. To Nith Sahor it
was composed of an incredibly complex equation. There was about all
the Visitation equations a common component. This was logical because
the subjects were all dead, and this state of being was represented
by an embedded energy signature. Except in this instance there was no
signature, though Nith Sahor had spent precious seconds searching for
it. Then the image of Ashera Annon had begun to spin. This, too, was
absolutely remarkable. Unheard of, in fact. Nith Sahor had been so
taken aback that the energy intrusion had been able to gain hold very
quickly. Nith Sahor stood in the center of the burnt chamber
and contemplated the curious and unexpected twists and turns life
took. The Visitation image was able to move of its own accord.
Further, it did not contain the Death Signature. The logical
conclusion was that despite all the hard evidence to the contrary
Ashera Annon was, in fact, alive. That revelation changed everything. Thigpen Rlane's dilemma was this: having Thripped into Müna
only knew where, she was ignorant of the principles of energy at work
here. She could see the strands of energy pulsing like a web in every
direction, but they did not lead anywhere. It wasn't as if she could
climb upon a strand and Thrip herself away from here. As far as she
could tell there was no away from here. She watched in terror as Pyphoros morphed from place
to place, looking for her. She thought if she observed him long
enough, she might be able to fathom his means of locomotion, but no
matter how carefully she scrutinized him, she could not even imagine
by what method he disappeared from one place, only to appear in
another. Though he had not yet seen her he was coming ever
closer. It was just a matter of time—though Time as the V'ornn
and Kundalan measured it did not seem to exist here—before he
saw her. What was she to do? A silvery flicker, like that of a reflection on a
lake, caused her to turn her head. She saw to her astonishment the
gyreagle that had circled over her head on her climb up to the Ice
Caves. It winked in and out of existence, coming head-on, its wings
spread wide, its talons raised, his beak open. It was not flying, not
even moving. It was simply there, then gone. It reappeared and
stayed, still as if it were a statue of carved tiger eye. And as
Riane watched, stupefied, the gyreagle morphed into a magnificent
green Dragon, its great sealed wings arched, its golden eyes holding
her gaze. "Seelin," Riane breathed, though sound
could not travel in this realm. The Dragon was not moving, but either it was larger
than the gyreagle or it was closer to Riane. It vanished, reappeared,
vanished again. When it reappeared, it was so close to Riane she
would have backed away if she had been able. Come now, Seelin said in Riane's mind. It
is unsafe to remain here. Was this an illusion? An hallucination? Was she
dreaming? Seelin's image winked out. Riane continued to stare
at the place where the Dragon had been. In a moment, Seelin reappeared. Come now.
Pyphoros has sensed me and is coming. Tell me how. How? The same way you came here. But I do not know the laws here. Use the energy webs you see all around you. But how? Like this. The Dragon dissolved herself
into the web and immediately reappeared. She smiled. We travel by
transforming from one energy state to another. Everything is
transient here. Your thoughts are still static, moving within the
artificial constraints of Time and Space. Banish your old way of
thinking. Move Outside and you will see. Riane reached out. Her fingers grsbbed at a strand
of the web, passed right through it. She glanced over her shoulder.
Pyphoros was almost upon her. Seelin had vanished. She grabbed again
for the energy web, and it vanished. She thought of what the Dragon had said. This time
she kept her hand inside the strand. A sense of melting tugged at
her. She began to resist, when she heard the singing of the power
bourns. The melody coursed through her, and now she could hear all
the nuances, harmonies, grace notes because she was entering the
song itself. The energy web was composed of the power bourns she
had felt at Bartta's house and in the abbey. Deliquescing, she slipped all the way into the bourn
just as Pyphoros appeared in her quadrant. Inside the web,
transforming from one energy state to another, she felt the presence
of the Dragon. It was as if just ahead of her she could feel the
personification of Change. Seelin tugged at her, drawing her on. One
with the energy web, she saw constant movement all around her as
ions, electrons, photons, and other subatomic particles she could not
identify streamed around her, over her, under her, through her,
changing from positive to negative and back again in the never-ending
dance of life. Thripping deliriously, she returned to her
underground prison. Now she felt the constraints of Time and Space as
others would feel an excess of gravity. Boundlessness gave way to the
finite world into which she had been born. The color spectrum seemed
painfully truncated without the infrared, ultraviolet, radiation
bands spiraling outward to infinity. Riane doubled over and began to retch. She dropped
to her knees as waves of vertigo hit her. She grabbed for the wall;
she felt as if she were falling down a well with no bottom. She lay on the rubble-strewn floor of the circular
cavern, panting, her eyes tearing up. Her breathing was labored, and
she was covered in clammy sweat. She felt as if she had been
poisoned. She closed her eyes, but that just made everything worse.
Through the gathering gloom, she stared up at the hole through which
she had fallen. She knew her makeshift torch was almost guttered,
knew that she needed to find another piece of wood, but she felt
death moving through her like a cork-worm. She tried to vomit, but nothing would come up.
Groaning, she turned on her side, curling her legs up, and came
face-to-face with something staring at her. She went into an offensive crouch, her hands balled
into fists. "Stay back!" she warned. Her hand scrabbled for
the fallen torch, picked it up, and waved it in front of her. The
creature sat still, waiting, unperturbed. It was about twice as large as an ice-hare, with six
legs, a long, expressive tail, and a thick coat of striped fur. It
had a tapering black muzzle, green eyes, and flat, triangular ears. "What the N'Luuura are you?" Riane said. "I am Thigpen," the creature said, cocking
its head. "What is a N'Luuura?" The wind howled through the streets of Axis Tyr.
Here, in the northern part of the city, the spacious Kundalan
boulevards were in short supply. When the Mesagggun had been assigned
to this quadrant, they had found the housing inadequate to their
number. As a consequence, they had halved the width of the streets in
order to make room for more residences, which now tumbled upon one
another like a Utter of unruly kittens at their mother's teats. It depressed Giyan to be here, to see how
nonchalantly these aliens could transform beauty into ugliness. It
was one thing having one's cities occupied, quite another to have
them turned into squalid garbage heaps. "Giyan, I know—" "When it comes to me, you know nothing,"
she snapped. Confounded once again by this infuriating, inflaming
female Kundalan, Rekkk kept his own counsel as they made their way
toward his residence in the heart of the city. Mesagggun hurried past
them without giving them a second glance. Rekkk was not wearing his
Khagggun uniform, would never again put it on. As he had told Giyan,
he was Nith Sahor's disciple now, a warrior who had turned his back
on his command. Ironic. He had become his father. In truth, he had only a vague idea what it meant to
be Rhynnnon. For better or for worse, this was what he was now, and,
as he was about to discover, he would have to bear the consequences
his changed status had not only on himself but on those in his
company. From somewhere up ahead he heard shouting and the
unmistakable sizzle of ion weapons' fire. They turned a corner, saw
that the southernmost edge of the Mesagggun section of the city was
awash in flames. The fires were so hot that the rain and howling wind
did little to gutter them. "What is going on?" Giyan asked. Rekkk took in the well-disciplined pack of Khagggun
methodically gutting residence blocks. "It loolk like a raid of
some sort." "But why?" Abruptly tense, he ignored her question. He took her
arm, and they began to back away. "I think we'd better find
another way—" But it was already too late. A heavily armored
Khagggun stepped out of the shadows. "Halt and state your business," he said in
clipped tones. "As of midnight this has been designated a
restricted area." "Do you not recognize me?" Rekkk said.
"Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar." "Yes? You are not in uniform. This is strange." "I am off duty, escorting this female—" "A KundalanV the Khagggun spat. "And now
that I see her more closely, the former regent's Looorm. What are you
doing with this skcettta?" "What I am doing here, who I am with, are none
of your business, First-Major." He took Giyan firmly by her
elbow, began to walk past the Khagggun. "Just a moment, Pack-Commander." The
First-Major leveled a short-barreled ion cannon at him. "I have
standing orders to bring all non-authorized personnel to my commander
for questioning." Rekkk felt anger rising in him. "This is
ridiculous. As soon as your commander sees who it is you've detained,
it will go hard with you." "Believe me, I will suffer far more if I
disobey him. I have personally seen the unpleasant fruits of his
discipline. I have no desire to have my tender parts tested that
way." Using the ion cannon, the Khagggun began to herd
them toward the periphery of the firefight. Changing tactics, Rekkk
decided to ask him about the raid. "Oh, that," the First-Major said,
laughing. "Well, our new regent has gotten it into his head that
the last traces of religion need to be eradicated from the
Mesagggun. He says worship of the war god, Enlil—the worship of
any deity, for that matter—runs counter to Gyrgon edicts, so we
are rooting out all the temples and their priests, shabby though
these remnants are." "You mean the Gyrgon have given the new regent
this mandate?" The First-Major shrugged. "That would be my
guess. As far as I know, the order originated with regent Wennn
Stogggul and was relayed to Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha. Frankly,
that suits me. Lately, I haven't seen nearly enough action. I've
grown restless and lazy. Nothing better to cure that malaise than
spilling the enemies' blood, eh, Pack-Commander?" Rekkk shot Giyan a glance, but she was staring
straight ahead, acting as if neither of them existed. The First-Major
led them past a block of smoking, half-razed Mesagggun buildings. An
image of Enlil lay broken in the gutter running with the turquoise
blood of fallen priests and their Traditionalist followers. Taking in the carnage, Rekkk was reminded of
something Nith Sahor had said to him at their first meeting: The
Balance is subtly changing. It is an evil, dangerous change—but
one that, regrettably, is necessary. As they entered the periphery of the
fighting, he could see the commander, whose back was turned to them.
He was dressed in an officer's full battle armor—articulated
plates of chronosteel brazed dark by the intense heat of their
manufacture. His helm was pushed back as he barked orders. Various
members of his pack ran off to carry out his wishes. "Sir! First-Major Tud Jusssar reporting from
north perimeter with two nonauthorized persons," their escort
shouted. "One of them is Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar." "Is that so?" The commander issued a final
order to bring out alive the last of Enlil's priests, and turned to
face them. Rekkk tensed as he recognized Olnnn Rydddlin. Sensing his
alarm, Giyan pulled her sifeyn partially over her face. Olnnn Rydddlin grinned. "Well, well, Rekkk
Hacilar, the hero of a thousand wars. I haven't seen you since…
well, since I've been made Pack-Commander. We have been looking for
you." Rekkk could not believe that he was staring at his
former second-in-command. "Let me see." Rydddlin tapped a forefinger
against his lips. "You entered your first off-world campaign
when you were fifteen—lied about your age, didn't you? Yes, and
by the time that campaign had ended, you had killed half a dozen—let
me see, it was so long ago I had yet to come of age." He snapped
his fingers several times. "Who was the enemy then?" "The Krael," Rekkk said. He did not like
where this conversation was headed. "Ah, yes. Mysterious creatures the Krael, but
dull, weren't they? We slaughtered them like cor. Thousands, hundreds
of thousands, millions, all the same to us. We laid waste to their
world, but not before we plundered it of everything of value." Rydddlin, in his darkly gleamingfarmOT, took a step
toward them and plucked the sifeyn off Giyan's face. "Ah, the dead regent's mistress, I thought I
recognized you. Can't keep away from V'ornn males, can you,
skcettta?" He clucked his tongue. "Too bad for you you
don't pick the right ones." He turned to Rekkk. "Stand away
from her. She aided the escape of Annon Ashera and is an enemy of the
V'ornn Modality. She will be detained to await public execution." "We are of equal rank. You cannot order me,"
Rekkk protested. "She is under my—" "Oh dear, it seems that you are woefully out of
touch. By the order of Kinnnus Morcha, you have been relieved of your
command." "What? Impossible!" "And yet, it is reality. As of seven this
evening." Rydddlin thrust a data-decagon into the port on his
portable holoscreen, held it out for Rekkk to view. "Here it is.
It bears the Star-Admiral's signature and seal." As Rekkk read the order in disbelief, two Khagggun
dragged a priest of Enlil down the flaming street, dropping him at
Rydddlin's feet. The priest was quivering and moaning, clasping his
hands in front of him. His robes smelled of burnt fabric and flesh. "Pray all you want," Rydddlin said, "for
all the good it will do you." He unsnapped the armor plate from
his left forearm, revealing an odd-looking okummmon. His dark eyes
sparkled as he observed the look on his former commanding officer's
face. "I am among the very first Khagggun to be implanted. This
is one of the more tangible benefits of the alliance forged between
Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha and the regent Stogggul. The Gyrgon specially designed these
okummmon. We cannot be Summoned, but we can do other things more
pertinent to our interests." He drew out a small, odd-looking item no longer than
a Kundalan stylus and fitted it into his okummmon. Six tiny
spiderlike legs clicked open and arched up. "Why don't we see
how well your god, Enlil, will protect you from this."
He put his hand on the crown of the priest's head. Thin tongues of
cold blue flame spurted from the ends of each of the legs. When they
met at a nexus point, the fire flashed through the priest's body. He
jerked and spasmed and fell over before he could utter a sound. "I needn't have killed him right away,"
Rydddlin said in a conversational tone of voice. He whirled and
placed his hand on Giyan's shoulder. Once again, the blue fire
spurted, and Giyan cried out in agony. Rekkk lunged toward him, but the two armored
Khagggun intercepted him, pinning his arms to his side. Ignoring Rekkk for the moment, Rydddlin whispered to
her, "I have a message for you from Kurgan Stogggul. He hasn't
forgotten how you humiliated him with your accursed sorcery." He
watched with avid eyes as her shoulders slumped and tears came to her
eyes. Addressing Rekkk, he said with the brisk voice of a commander
outlining a campaign, "As you see, I can turn up the volume to a
roar or turn it down to a whimper. Quite a formidable weapon, this
spider-mite, is it not? And I have hardly begun to explore its uses."
He grinned. "You see? You are nothing now, hero of a thousand
wars." He kicked the corpse at his feet. "Nothing more, at
any rate, than this insignificant priest." Rekkk dropped the holoscreen and with the heel of
his boot ground it into the bloody street. "Magic tricks are for
children," he said. "Real warriors do not wear the
okummmon." "That's right. We are soto, those who cannot be
Summoned. But you, you are to be pitied because now you are not even
that." Rydddlin removed the implement from his okummmon,
replaced it with a wicked-looking bolt. "But as for who is the
real warrior and who is not…" His hand was a blur as he aimed and loosed the bolt
in virtually the same instant. Rekkk grunted as the bolt embedded
itself in the flesh of his left thigh. ". . . well, we will just have to see about
that." Rekkk's legs began to buckle, and, at Rydddlin's
silent command, his guards let go his arms so he knelt on the ground
between them. "I don't know about you, Giyan," Rydddlin
said, laughing, "but I rather like our former Pack-Commander on
his knees." Closing his mind against the pain, Rekkk pulled the
bolt free of his flesh and jammed it into the interstice between two
panels of armor worn by the guard on his left. As the Khagggun howled
in pain, he took a jagged shard of the broken holoscreen and, rising
to his feet, neatly slit the cables at the rear of the helm worn by
the guard on his right. When the Khagggun put his hands up to try to
wrench off his helm, Rekkk snatched his ion cannon. As the wounded
guard turned, leveling his own weapon, Rekkk discharged his. The
Khagggun was thrown three meters back, into the flaming wall of a
building. First-Major Jusssar, engaging his ion cannon, was sent
flying by Rekkk's next discharge. Rekkk turned, searching for Olnnn Rydddlin, but the
coward had vanished into the gutted interior of a nearby building.
Rekkk was about to go after him, when Giyan's ciy brought him up
short. He whirled, heard what she had heard: the tramp of booted
feet. More Khagggun, reinforcements contacted, no doubt, by Olnnn
Rydddlin. He nodded at Giyan, and they melted into the
shadows, hurrying south, away from the conflagration. The first thing you'll be wanting is some more
light." Riane watched Thigpen as she—it was quite clear
that the creature was female—scurried around the chamber
gathering small chips of black, triable rock. "Just what kind of creature are you?" she
asked. "Hurry hurry hurry," Thigpen said, taking
a quick glance at the guttering torch. When she had enough rock chips
she began to crush them in her paws. Riane could see that these paws
were more like fingers. And they had opposable thumbs. "I could
have asked you the same thing, couldn't I? But I haven't, have I? Do
you know why, little dumpling? Because, unlike you, I was brought up
to have proper manners." "I… I'm sorry," Riane stammered. "I
didn't mean—Hey, wait a moment, you're a Rappa, aren't you?"
Riane cocked her head. "I thought the Rappa had been wiped out
after you killed Mother." "Heard that in the abbey, didn't you?"
Thigpen did not look up from her work. Crush, crush, crush, like a
furry ion-charged machine. "As you can plainly see, the reports
of our demise are highly exaggerated. And, for your information, we
didn't kill Mother. Didn't harm a hair on her head. Know who did,
though, yes indeed." Riane took a step forward. She remembered Giyan
telling Annon that she did not believe the Rappa were evil. "What
do you mean?" "Mean what you mean and say what you say." "Don't you mean 'Say what you mean and mean
what you say'?" Thigpen looked up sharply. "Did you mean that,
what you just said?" Riane was suddenly dizzy all over again. "I'm
sure I did." "All right, then my job is half-done."
Finished with her crushing, Thigpen beckoned Riane over. "Put
the end of the torch just there, in the center of the pile of powder
I've made." Shaking her head, Riane did as the strange creature
asked. Immediately, the powder flared up, providing instant
illumination, not to mention heat. It had grown cold, exacerbating
the inherent underground dampness. Riane warmed herself by the fire
as she took a good, long look at Thigpen. The creature sat beside
her, methodically grooming her shining pelt. "Can I ask a question?" "You can ask," Thigpen said. "After
that, no guarantees." This response made Riane laugh, despite the straits
in which she found herself. "About that question. If Rappa
weren't responsible for killing Mother, why do the Ramahan believe
it?" "Because we make convenient scapegoats, don't
we? Aren't around to refute the lie." "So who did kill Mother? The male Ramahan, I
bet, who tried to read The Pearl." "Now we're getting into dangerous territory." "You are a curious little thing." Thigpen ceased her grooming. "Not half as
curious as you, little dumpling. You're in quite a fix, aren't you?" "As you ask, yes. I crashed through the floor
of the tunnel above us and landed here, and there's no way out." "No, no, not that," Thigpen said
with no little impatience. "I mean the Thripping." "What?" Riane was quite rightly taken
aback. "What do you know about Thripping?" "Now you really insult me. What do you
have to feel superior about when I have six legs and you only have
two?" "But you're an animal," Riane
said reasonably. "It's a well-established fact that animals are
inferior to V'ornn. Or Kundalan, for that matter." "Am I an animal simply because you say so, Htde
dumpling?" "I have eyes," Riane said as she turned
her back to the fire. "I know what you are." "Mmm, just as you knew the boundaries of the
Cosmos before you went Thripping." This comment made Riane stop and reconsider. She
found that she was beginning to feel foolish. "Well, you
certainly look like an animal." "Safe to say you won't make a successful
xenobiologist," Thigpen sniffed. "Well, we can't have
everything we wish for, now can we? Hal At least, not right away." Riane decided to crouch so that her head was on the
same level as the creature's. "Will you tell me what you know
about Thripping? I know next to nothing." Thigpen snorted. "That first Thrip just about
did you in, didn't it? Or were you simply coughing up a lung for
sport?" "Is that why I felt so bad? From the
Thripping?" Thigpen edged closer. Apparently, she liked Riane's
reduced height. "Well, not from the Thripping exactly. The rapid
redeployment of differentiated energies one picks up as one Thrips
can be toxic. These energies are potent, and quite oft£n,
little dumpling, they do not like one another. In other words,
Thripping can be poisonous to one's health." Riane was about to remark on how oddly Thigpen
talked, then thought better of it. Taking a metaphorical step back,
perhaps she, Riane, was the one who talked oddly. "Is there
something I can do so I don't feel like this?" she said. "Oh, yes," Thigpen replied. "The
first is: don't Thrip." "Well, that's obvious. But what if I want to
Thrip—or need to?" "Then you require a filter, something that
gobbles up the energies before they interact and poison you." "Do you have something like that?" "I do." Thigpen looked her up and down.
"But by the looks of you you won't like it. No, you won't like
it one little bit." "Try me," Riane said. "I might
surprise you." Thigpen's long striped whiskers lay back against the
black fur of her face. "Well, now, little dumpling, as I
positively live for surprises, I imagine it's worth a shot."
One paw came up. "A word of warning, however. There will be no
second chance. The filter is irreplaceable. You must accept it or it
will die." "You mean the filter is alive?" "Indubitably. Large or small, we're all
creatures in the Cosmos." Thigpen opened her mouth wide, stuck a
paw inside. In a moment, her forefinger and thumb extracted a long,
wriggling thing. She held it up. "The Thripping creature catches
the mononculus, as the saying goes." She grinned, showing three
sets of wicked-looking pale blue triangular teeth. "Now open
wide, little dumpling." Riane drew back her head. "You mean you want me
to eat that thing?" "Eat a mononculus? My goodness, no! It's too
precious to eat. No, you will open wide, in it will go. It will
become part of you. It will protect you, consuming in a trice all the
foul energies as you Thrip." Riane could not take her eyes off the long,
wriggling mononculus. It was red and shiny with a million tiny cilia
all over it. "No, I can't." "See, I knew it. But you promised me a
surprise; now I must have it." Thigpen brought the mononculus
closer. "Quickly quickly quickly. It will die without a new
host." "Put it back inside you," Riane said,
disgusted. "I cannot. Did I not tell you? There is only
this one chance. Once the mononculus vacates its host it must find
another. It cannot go back." "But what about you? How will you protect
yourself when you Thrip?" "Ah-ha, don't you worry about me, little
dumpling. I'm loaded with tricks you couldn't even imagine."
Thigpen dangled the mononculus over Riane's head. "Now come on.
Is this any way to treat such a lovely protector?" Riane quite literally had her back to the wall;
there was nowhere else to go. Her mind and her instincts pulled her
in two opposite directions. What to do? Open wide and say ahhhh. Listening to the Riane part of her, she shut down
the primal yab-bering in her head and, arching her neck back, opened
her mouth wide and squeezed her eyes shut. She almost gagged when the head of the mononculus
grazed the inside of her mouth. She tried to relax, to think of a
place far away, Middle Palace in Axis Tyr, the stream where Annon and
Kurgan had stumbled upon Eleana. When she felt something in her
throat, sliding downward, she almost jumped out of her skin. Her eyes
popped open, and she saw Thigpen sitting calmly in her lap. "Look at me," the creature said. Riane struggled to breathe, fought the gag reflex
that would make her vomit the thing up and, according to Thigpen,
doom it. "Little dumpling, please look at me."
Thigpen was smiling, and what a smile it was! No V'ornn or Kundalan
could smile like that. It arced from one side of her furry face to
the other. The sight made Riane laugh and, laughing, she relaxed. The
mononculus slid the rest of the way down. "There will be a little pain now," Thigpen
said. "Not much, nothing more than a pinch. Yes, little
dumpling, just like that. Now that wasn't so bad, was it?" Riane shook her head. Her eyes were watering. "Tell me, what color do you see?" "What?" "Everything is haloed in a color, isn't it?"
• Riane nodded. She saw haloes everywhere she looked.
"Green," she said. "All the auras are green." "Ah, the mononculus has taken up residence
around your heart shaa-tra." "What does that mean?" "It is a good omen." Thigpen smiled. "Do
you feel any pain now?" "No." "There. It's done." Thigpen extended her
neck and, with a rough blue tongue, licked away Riane's tears. "How
interesting!" she cried. "They're salty. Mine are sweet." Riane laughed again and, without thinking, reached
out to stroke Thigpen's fur. The creature stiffened. "What are you doing?" Thigpen asked
suspiciously. "I was going to pet you," Riane said. "Why would you do that?" "It's a form of affection, like you licking off
my tears." "Oh, I see." Thigpen relaxed. "Well,
go ahead then, if you must." Riane stroked her fur, which was extraordinarily
soft, thick, and silken. Thigpen began to purr, her eyes closed, and
she put her head down. "Now that's what I call pleasure,"
she whispered. "Where did you learn your technique?" Riane was laughing again. "Just doing what
comes naturally, I guess." "Well, don't stop, little dumpling, this
'petting' is making me one happy—" She broke off as her
head came up. "What is it?" Riane asked. "Hush!" the creature hissed. "Whatever
happens next, don't move. Got it?" "Yes, but—" "Keep still, would you!"
Thigpen's whiskers were twitching like mad. Riane did as she was told. She could feel the
slightest vibration and wondered whether an earth tremor was forming.
A moment later, a shower of rock burst toward them, revealing a
connection to another chamber that had been concealed by the
rockfall. "Uh-oh." Thigpen leapt off Riane's lap as
something very big and foul-smelling charged through. It was a
perwillon—one far larger than the beast Annon had encountered
when he was with Eleana and Giyan. It towered over Thigpen; she
wouldn't have a chance against it. Despite Thigpen's warning, Riane
scrambled to her feet. Drawing out her ice ax, she ran at the beast
and, when she was within a meter of it, slung it into the perwillon's
face. It struck the huge snout head-on, sending the perwillon into
such a rage it swatted out blindly with one forepaw, knocking the
breath from Riane as she was spun away. She hit the cavern floor hard, spraying rock this
way and that She turned, saw Thigpen launch her furry body at the
perwillon. Her jaws locked on to the perwillon's throat and blood
fountained outward in such a rush the perwillon's attack faltered.
Thigpen bit again, deeper this time, her mouth with its triple set of
teeth coming away with flesh, fur and cartilage. The perwillon bellowed in terror of its imminent
death even as it collapsed onto its side. There was no strength left
in the huge beast. The ferocity of Thigpen's attack astonished Riane,
who could do nothing but watch the last of the perwillon's death
throes. At last, Thigpen was finished. Dwarfed by the
black-furred carcass of the perwillon, she crouched by its side and
feasted. With her long, clicking claws and pointed muzzle, she
presented an oddly elegant sight as she ripped thin strips of bloody
flesh from the brute. When she was done she rolled in the beast's
fur, wiping the blood off herself. Then she trotted back to where
Riane sat in a kind of stupefied daze. "I told you to stay put. Didn't I tell you
that? Are you injured?" Riane shook her head. "I was afraid for you. I
wasn't going to let the perwillon eat you." "Fat chance of that!" "You're telling me!" Riane exclaimed. "But
how was I to know?" "There you have a point." Thigpen licked
the last drop of blood from her whiskers, smoothed them back. "I
imagine you think it admirable that you had no thought for your own
safety, only mine." "Well, I—" "You could have been killed by the perwillon,
and for what? Remember, little dumpling, you must gather adequate
knowledge of a situation before you act. That way no one can accuse
you of being either smug or stupid." She glanced back over her
shoulder at the fallen beast. "You must be hungry. Shall I tear
you off some meat?" "I'm not… I don't think I can get
anything down right now." Thigpen frowned. "The perwillon is a sacred
beast, a relic of the old days. It can resist Osoru spells, though
its heart may be pierced with a simple weapon like any other beast's.
However that may be, eating its flesh gives you strength." "I have already tasted perwillon flesh, thank
you very much, and it was none too palatable." "Now that is interesting," Thigpen said.
"You must tell me of this sometime. However, now I suggest you
eat your fill. Without a full belly you won't have enough strength
for the trek back home." Riane's eyes opened wide. "You mean you know a
way out of here?" "I know ten thousand ways," Thigpen said
with a certain amount of pride. "The only decision comes in
which one to take." Does the wound pain you?" Giyan asked through
the downpour. "Not at all,”' Rekkk replied, just as his
punctured leg gave out, and he fell into a gutter overflowing with
rainwater. Giyan knelt next to him and examined the wound. "You
have lost a lot of blood." "I hadn't noticed." "Yes, Khagggun that you are." She tore off
her sifeyn, wrapped it around his thigh above the wound. "Khagggun no longer," he said. "I am
Rhynnnon." "You are still V'ornn," she said now as
she put his arm across her shoulders. "Come on. We dare not stay
here long." "I will not lean on you." "Do you think me too weak?" "You are a female." "A Kundalan female," she said as
she wrapped her arm around him. "I have the determination of ten
of your V'ornn Tuskugggun." She hauled him to his feet. Together, they stumbled through the rain- and
windswept night until, at length, they came to Rekkk's front
door. Inside, everything was as they had left it. "It is not safe for us to stay here long,"
Rekkk said as he limped to his weapons room. "Olnnn Rydddlin is
sure to send Khagggun for us, and the first place they will look is
here." While he leaned against her, he took down an ion cannon
and his shock-sword before they returned to the living room where she
dumped him into a hard, chronosteel chair. He groaned, wishing for
the comfort of Kundalan furniture. Giyan went and dried herself off, then got a bowl of
hot water and cloths. "I have no herbs," she said as he
tore open the bloody fabric of his trousers leg. "And no access
to any." He used the cloth she handed him, drying himself as
best he could. He found himself quite dizzy. She was right; he had
lost a lot of blood. He should have tied a tourniquet right away, but
pride had forced him to walk away from Rydddlin and his pack without
a sign that he had been injured. Now he was paying the price. He winced but did not cry out as she began to clean
the wound. The pain was like a brush scouring away the last vestiges
of his old life. If he had harbored any doubts about the path he was
on, Rydddlin's order had put them to rest. In the eyes of those he
had once called comrades he was already dead. But the death they
thought they saw was in fact his new life as Rhynnnon, free of V'ornn
stifling strictures, one they could neither live nor understand. A sudden warmth suffused him so that he relaxed
totally. Drifting on the shoals of sleep, he saw his mother again.
She was standing knee deep in the Sea of Blood, calling to him,
beckoning. And when he spoke her name, she smiled, and he felt at
peace… He awoke with a start. His leg felt stiff and sore,
but all the pain had washed out of him. Looking down, he saw a livid
scar where the wound had been. "What?" he said. "What?" Just then, Giyan emerged with a platter of hot food
and drink. "Eat," she told him as she set the platter down
on a table in front of him. "You need to build up your
strength." He looked from his healed leg to the food she had
prepared. "I cannot eat alone. It is an old habit, one I could
not shake even in the field." He glanced up at her. "You
have made more than enough for two people." She handed him some meat. He tore off half and
offered it to her. She hesitated a moment, then took it from him. She
watched him as he ate, nibbling tiny bites herself. "My wound is healed. Did you use your sorcery
on me?" "Yes." "Can you tell me something about it? Do all
Kundalan have this power?" She hesitated a moment before answering. "It is
called Osoru. Nowadays, very few Kundalan possess the Gift. In
fact, with each generation there are fewer who possess it." "Then you are born with it?" "The Gift itself is inherited. But controlling
it is another matter. A hundred years ago, Osoru's guiding principles
were taught as part of the religious curriculum at the abbeys. Now
that teaching has been banned." A thought occurred to him. "Is that why Nith
Sahor calls you Lady?" She hesitated again. "I imagine so." "But how would he know?" "Yes, how would he know? I have been
asking myself that same question." She put down the piece of
meat he had given her. "It chills me to think Gyrgon could
target the few of us who remain." "I told you Nith Sahor was different, and this
should prove it to you," Rekkk said. "If he were like all
the other Gyrgon, don't you think he would have rounded all you up
and interrogated you? Instead, he did nothing, and you were right
under his tender parts." Giyan frowned. "Your thesis has merit." "Of course it does." Rekkk rubbed his
hands together. Each moment he was feeling better and better. "Giyan—" Her head came up, and thost whistleflower-blue eyes
connected with him. "I am not very good at this, but thank you for
healing me. I know it can't have been easy to—" "Healing you was easy," she said in her
straightforward manner. "Deciding whether or not to do it was
the difficult part." "I am heartened by your decision," he said
almost formally. She looked up at him. "Tell me something. How
did you coerce Nith Sahor into performing the Visitation?" "One does not coerce Gyrgon," he said.
"But you already knew that." He hesitated a moment,
thinking of lying to her. But he was certain she would see through
it. "Nith Sahor wants something from me. I made the Visitation a
condition of my acceptance." "Why?" "Because …" He felt defeated by
emotion. "Just because." At that moment, there came an almost explosive
pounding on the door. Giyan leapt to her feet. "Rydddlin!" she
cried. "He's found us." Rekkk had the ion cannon in one hand, his
shock-sword in the other. "Let Olnnn Rydddlin bring his command.
I am ready!" With a deafening crack, the thick chronosteel door
blew inward. Technomancy Ready?" Riane looked dubiously at the expanse
they had to leap. "So you do live down here." "A troglodyte, me?" Thigpen cried. "I
don't think sol" Having seen her step daintily over the
perwillon's great outstretched paw it was difficult to imagine her as
the ferocious engine of destruction that had brought the huge beast
down. "No I live . . . elsewhere." "Why won't you tell me where you're from?"
Riane asked. "Because, little dumpling, you're not ready." "But how can you say that?" she protested.
"You don't even know me. "Did I say that?" Thigpen turned. "Did
you hear me say that?" Riane stifled the urge to blurt out the
forbidden knowledge of who she was. No one must know that inside this
Kundalan female lived the soul of Annon Ashera, especially not a
creature she had just met and knew nothing about. They had been walking for nearly three hours, as
best as she could determine, and she still had no clear idea of where
they were or whether they were even any closer to emerging from the
bowels of the Djenn Marre. About a half hour ago they had come upon a
cavern so gigantic Riane had not been able to see the far side.
Light, sufficient but eerie, radiated from a series of phosphorescent
striations that ran like veins through the rock. As far as Riane
could tell, the only way across the cavern was by traversing a narrow
ledge, which was more or less a natural outcropping of the wall. As
such, it was often difficult to negotiate, as when it narrowed down
to almost nothing or when a bulge in the cavern wall caused it to
disappear entirely. Still, Thigpen never paused or seemed uncertain;
her six legs—not to mention her tail—gave her an
unparalleled security when climbing even virtually sheer rock faces.
Now they had halted at a gap in the ledge of nearly three meters.
Thigpen had calmly told her they needed to jump. Examining the width
of the gap, Riane wasn't so sure. "So you know something about the Kundalan,"
she said in hopes of drawing information out of Thigpen, not to
mention trying to prolong the decision she had to make. "I know everything about the
Kundalan," Thigpen said. "Well nearly everything,
anyway." "Like what? Tell me something." Thigpen's eyes glittered. "I know, for
instance, that you can make this jump. Now stop procrastinating."
So saying, she set her four hind legs and sprang forward. Her small
furry body arced through the air, and she landed gracefully on the
other side. She turned, waiting expectantly. "I can't," Riane said. Unaccountably,
Annon's old innate fear of heights had resurfaced. She felf pinned to
the rock wall, unable to move either forward or back. Thigpen sat down and began to groom herself. She
paid no attention at all to Riane. "What are you doing?" Riane shouted. "Give
me some help!" "Why should I?" Thigpen did not look up.
"Clearly, you are not up to the challenge." This got Riane angry. So angry, in fact, that she
squashed Annon's old fear like a bug and without another thought took
a three-pace running start, leaping off the edge of the ledge. As if
knowing what to do on its own, her upper body leaned forward, her
legs windmilled, her arms stretched straight out in front of her. "Incoming!" Thigpen called, and got out of
the way just as Riane hit the far side of the ledge with her boot
soles. Tumbling head over heels, Riane tucked herself into
a ball, rolling on the hard rock-strewn face of the ledge. She got up
and dusted herself off. "How do you feel?" Thigpen asked
innocently. Looking back at the gap she had just traversed,
Riane said. "To be honest, my breath is coming fast, my heart is
thumping in my chest, my pulses are pounding in my ears." Thigpen was grinning from ear to ear. "Most
exhilarating, isn't itl" And it was. The only thing stopping Riane from doing
it again was that she was suddenly exhausted. "Could we rest
here for a while? I haven't slept in over a day." "Sleep! Ah, that's right. You creatures have a
daily restoration cycle. But of course! How thoughtless of me!" Riane sat gratefully down with her back against the
wall. The ledge was a bit wider there, allowing her to stretch out
her legs without her feet dangling over the side. She closed her
eyes, heard Thigpen pad quietly toward her, felt her curl up in her
lap. "There now, that's ever so nice, isn't it?" "Umm-hmm," Riane murmured. "Tell me
about the Ramahan." If Thigpen found this an odd request, it was
impossible to tell. "Since the V'ornn's arrival, many beliefs
have been inverted. Did you know that the Ramahan used to believe
that the perwillon was Müna's steed? It was so sacred an animal,
in fact, that no paintings or writings of it were allowed outside the
abbeys. And then there are the Ja-Gaar, great spotted beasties they
were, ferocious-looking but ever so intelligent." Riane thought
immediately of the eerie creatures she had seen painted on the cave
wall. "Telepathic, some said. And, of course, the unihorned
narbuck, who faded away when the lightning ceased to play in
Kun-dala's skies." Her whiskers twitched. "Nowadays,
everything's different, of course. The narbuck, like many other of
Müna's animals, have retreated into the dimness of the past,
waiting patiently for the time of their return." "You mean they all still exist?" "Well, you've seen a perwillon yourself,
haven't you?" Thigpen snorted. "Of course they still
exist." Riane, already on the colorless cusp of sleep,
conjured in her mind a mailed warrior-goddess riding a ferocious
beast, sheathed in speckled, glowing armor. Where this vision came
from she could not say. "Tell me what happened on your first Thrip,"
Thigpen urged. "Where did you go?" "I haven't the faintest idea. But I saw
Pyphoros." "Oh dear." Thigpen stirred. "That's
not good." "And Seelin, the Sacred Dragon of
Transformation." Thigpen's eyes opened wide. "Well, now. This is
a narbuck of quite a different hue, isn't it?" "It is?" "Well, of course it is, little dumpling."
Thigpen padded around and around on Riane's lap. "I mean to say,
Seelin does not show herself to just any Thripper." "What does this mean?" Riane asked. "It means, litde dumpling, that my information
was right on target. You are Müna's Chosen One," Thigpen
purred. "We have been waiting for you." "What do you mean?" "Your existence has been writ in Prophecy."
Thigpen seemed to be examining every square centimeter of Riane's
face. "The realms have been waiting a long time for you to be
born." Riane shook her head. "Why has Pyphoros marked
me if I am Müna's Chosen One?" "He has marked you because you are the
One. You are a threat to him." "How can I be a threat to anyone? I'm nothing
more than a prisoner."
"It will become clearer now you're here, and
make no mistake." Thigpen rubbed herself against Riane's chest
in a most delicious and hypnotic way. "Sleep now. Go on, close
your eyes. You've earned your rest." Rest, thought
Riane, and fell promptly into a deep and dreamless slumber. The strong scent of clove oil an$ musk was all that
lay between Rekkk Hacilar standing his ground and emptying'his ion
cannon into the figure who stood in the doorway. "I understand there has been an incident,"
Mastress Kannna said as she came into the residence. She was
surrounded by a sparkling blue-green aura. "N'Luuura, I could have killed you," Rekkk
breathed, lowering his weapons. "Not likely. My ion exomatrix was engaged." "This is no ordinary-issue ion cannon."
Rekkk hefted the weapon. "I modified it myself. Instead of
splitting the ions, it rips them to shreds." Mastress Kannna regarded him with lustrous, sultry
eyes. "You are in possession of illicit intellectual property,
Rekkk. Inventing science is Gyrgon domain. Very naughty of you."
She smiled her strange, compelling smile. "Or perhaps it is simply that you chose
wisely." Mastress Kannna inclined her head. "Perhaps.
You do not look the worse for your violent encounter." "That's entirely Giyan's doing. She used her—" "Who is this female?" Giyan demanded. "Mastress Kannna," he said. "She—" But the female form was already morphing into that
of Nith Sahor, clad in a purple alloy exosuit that looked very much
like armor. "We must leave at once," the Gyrgon said.
"There is an elite pack of Kha-gggun on its way, answerable only
to Kinnnus Morcha." Nith Sahor ushered them outside. "Now face one
another. No, closer." The Gyrgon stood between them and at once
everything in the immediate vicinity was drained of color. Rekkk felt
an odd, sinking sensation in the pit of his lowermost stomach, then
the giddiness he associated with drinking too much fire-grade
numaaadis. The world faded and vanished altogether. "We have arrived," Nith Sahor announced in
a voice oddly muffled. Rekkk shook his head. His ears popped, and sound
levels returned to normal. They were in a turretlike eyrie high above
the city, in the uppermost reaches of the Temple of Mnemonics. This
impression was fortified by a golden-eyed teyj—a large and
rather formidable specimen of the four-winged birds the Gyrgon
kept—which sat on its perch, staring at them with preternatural
inquisitiveness. Nith Sahor's ion exomatrix had vanished. He was
covered from shoulders to ankles with a tasseled greatcoat, black
with crimson trim. His pale amber head was bare, his star-sapphire
eyes calm as still water. It was virtually unheard of to see a Gyrgon
with his head uncovered. To Giyan, the filigreed latticework of
tertium and germanium circuits implanted in his skull lent him the
wild and barbaric aspect of a member of the Sarakkon, the tattooed
race she had heard of who lived on the southern continent, across the
Sea of Blood. The circular walls, which dropped below them thirty
dizzying meters, contained a helter-skelter warren of niches within
which were jammed a bewildering array of scientific equipment, some
engaged in ongoing experiments, others awaiting their turn. A series
of metal walkways encircled the eyrie like a giant spiderweb, but
since they were not linked in any visible way, it was difficult to
understand how one reached them. Until, that is, the floor on which
they stood began to descend. When they reached the third level from the top the
floor glided to a stop; they followed Nith Sahor's lead and stepped
off onto the metallic ring. The Gyrgon directed Rekkk to sit in an
odd-looking and faintly menacing chair. "Events are accelerating at an alarming rate,"
he said as he busied himself with opening shining black canisters,
tantalum-freezer drawers, and masses of linked biocircuits. "Now
that you have become Rhynn-non, I want you armed." "I am armed," Rekkk pointed out,
as he hefted his ion cannon and shock-sword. "Insufficient. Your encounter with
Pack-Commander Rydddlin proved that." Nith Sahor turned back to
him. "Expose your left arm, please." Rekkk, with a glance at Giyan, did as the Gyrgon
asked. "This will not be a pleasant experience,"
Nith Sahor said as he bent over Rekkk. "But it will not last
long." He strapped Rekkk's arm to the chair. As he did so, Giyan
came and stood behind Rekkk, put her hands on his shoulders. The
Gyrgon towered over the two of them like some terrifying basalt idol
they had come upon amid the sand dunes of the Great Voorg. "Let's get on with it," Rekkk said. "As you wish." Nith Sahor's right glove
glowed and sparked. The ion-energy stream circled Rekkk's forearm,
split off, weaving threads until the arm was completely enclosed.
Rekkk felt his arm go numb as the anesthetic took hold. Four gleaming
implements appeared in the Gyrgon's other hand. Without hesitation,
he made a long vertical incision down the center of Rekkk's forearm.
Turquoise blood overran the skin. Quickly, Nith Sahor, made short
horizontal cuts at each end of the first incision, used the second
implement to peel back the seven layers of dermis, all the while
using the third implement to syphon off the welling blood. He laid
the biomatrix into -the incision, positioning the thing with the
fourth implement. "The anesthetic will wear off momentarily. The
nerves need to be free of outside chemicals for the okummmon to align
itself with them." He stood up and went out of the laboratory,
for the moment finished. The numbness vanished all at once, and Rekkk gasped.
His arm felt as if it had been dipped in fire. The nerve endings on
that side of his body vibrated with agony, and he had to fight to
continue breathing normally. If this was a Gyrgon's idea of an
unpleasant experience, he had no wish to sample their idea of real
pain. Gradually his eyelids closed, and he passed into
that state of dreamless sleep where even such agony as he endured
could not reach. Nith Sahor reappeared in time to syphon off the
excess blood, although now there was far less, as if the okummmon
itself was absorbing the bulk of it. "I can feel it sinking into me, attaching
itself." "That is normal," the Gyrgon assured him. As the filaments of the biomatrix attached
themselves, knowledge flowed through him. He became aware that this
was a living thing, a neural network of biochips that grew and
adjusted to the host around it. He also saw Nith Sahor's gloves—the
black greatcoat he wore—for what they were: a network of
thousands of minute, incredibly complex biomachines that made up
another kind of living thing, a neural matrix. The biomatrix was overrunning the incision, and Nith
Sahor released the skin, which was immediately annealed by the
okummmon. "Almost complete." He applied his blue ion fire
to the okummmon. "I am now Summoning it into semisentience, so
it will be forever a part of you." The muscles in Rekkk's arm
jumped and spasmed with each application of the energy. He was
drenched in sweat, his contracted pupils the only other outward
manifestation of what was being done to him. To keep his mind
occupied, he looked around the Gyrgon's laboratory. With eyes somehow
enhanced by the semiorganic okummmon, he could see that the arrays of
paraphernalia, which had previously seemed chaotic, had, in fact, a
highly sophisticated pattern—that of a series of helices.
Fascinated as he was, his racking pain receded into the background. Nith Sahor switched from working on the okummmon's
center to its edges. "Now you will have a veritable arsenal at
your disposal." "Like Olunn Rydddlin," Rekkk said. "Oh, no. It will be much more, Rekkk. You will
be able to fashion weapons from your okummmon out of the five
elements you find around you. Earth, air, fire, water, wood will do
your bidding." The Gyrgon pointed. "Place it here, in this
slot, slide it in so. Then fix an image in your mind of what you
need. Keep the image clear and bright, Rekkk, see it, feel it, own
it, and it will be made manifest." Nith Sahor raised a finger.
"But remember, whatever element you use cannot be converted
twice in a row." Rekkk was awed. "Only Gyrgon are able to
transmute the elements," he whispered. "Correct," Nith Sahor said, finished, at
last. "You are Transcended. The first of your kind who is truly
beyond caste." Nith Sahor stood back, regarding his handiwork.
"I have waited decades for this moment. I have remade you,
Rekkk. You are more now than even the Bashkir. You are part Gyrgon." How did you decide on which route to take?"
Riane asked, as they moved downward through a snaking tunnel. "You
said you knew thousands." "Ten thousand, actually," Thigpen said. "I
am just following my nose." Her tail was arched up over her
back, the end of it curled around a small glowing sphere. Before they
left the cyclopean cavern, she had dug out this gemlike object and,
holding it in her forepaws, had licked it all over until its glow lit
up the space around them. Riane felt a painful lurch in her chest. "Even
if I am this Dar Sala-at, what of it? I haven't a clue what to do
next." "Have a little faith." "Faith is just another in a long list of things
I don't have." Riane put her fists on her hips, thinking, V'ornn
put no store in faith of any kind. "Anyway, that's no
answer." Turning, Thigpen gave her that huge ear-to-ear grin.
"Contrary to the impression I give, I don't know everything."
Riane found it impossible to stay annoyed with her. "Wouldn't
want to, really. What would be the point?" "The point of what?" "Of life, little dumpling. Why, if
there were no more questions to be answered, what in the world would
we do with ourselves? Nothing pretty, I can tell you. You only have
to observe Pyphoros or one of the lesser daemons to know that." Riane paused. "What do you mean?" "Well, the thing about daemoes—the truly
horrible, terrifying thing about them—is that they
have lost the ability to find answers. Instead, they simply ask the
same questions over and over." "You mean they're stupid?" "Now that depends upon your definition of
stupid, little dumpling." Thigpen continued them on their
downward trek. "On one level, yes, they are exceedingly
stupid—as evil always is. But on another level, well, goodness
there are scarcely any creatures more clever than they. They want
what they want, you see, and they spend all their time
scheming to get it." "What do they want, Thigpen?" The creature snorted. "I would have thought you
had had enough experience with Pyphoros to know. They want
everything—dominion over our world and all the other
realms through which we Thrip. They scheme and they keep on scheming
until either they get what they want or are destroyed." "But they'll never succeed." "Don't be smug, little dumpling. The daemons
were powerful before Müna threw Pyphoros down into the Abyss
with them. But now—well, he has a grudge to settle and all
eternity to settle it in." Riane thought about this for some time. "But if
Pyphoros increased the daemons' power, why did Müna send him
there?" "What else was She to do? He was far too
dangerous to leave bound in this realm." "If he is so dangerous, She should have killed
him." "Perhaps she tried." Thigpen shook her
head. "Anyway, it is not our place to question the decisions of
the Great Goddess. We have neither Her knowledge nor Her wisdom." At length, the tunnel straightened out, then
gradually leveled off. Riane guessed that they were deep in the heart
of the Djenn Marre. How she was ever going to see sunlight again she
could not guess, but for better or for worse she had put herself in
the paws of this strange, remarkable creature. The tunnel forked, and Thigpen led them to the left.
A short way on, the fork debouched upon an enormous, low-ceilinged
cavern. Grey-green stalactites and stalagmites grew like the teeth of
a huge unseen beast, contriving to make the space unpleasantly
claustrophobic. In fact, there was something about the cavern that
sent a shiver of apprehension through Riane. As she pulled back into
the mouth of the tunnel, Thigpen said, "What is it, little
dumpling?" "I don't know," Riane whispered. Some
sixth sense caused her to keep her voice down. "I don't like
this place. I'd rather not go in." "Nonsense." Thigpen took her hand. "I
was born and raised near here. I assure you there is no cause for
alarm. This is a peaceful place, where a body can think undisturbed." Reluctantly, Riane allowed the creature to lead her
back into the cavern. As Thigpen wended them through the eerie
forest, Riane tried to ignore her rising anxiety. Instead, she
directed her attention to the floor of the cavern, which was growing
damp. Soon puddles sloshed as they made their way forward. Gradually, the stalagmites grew more stunted, then
petered out altogether. Riane could see why. Thigpen had led them to
a vast underground lake. The waters, utterly still, were black as
pitch, so unlike water kissed by sunlight and moonslight as to be
unrecognizable as the same substance. "What is this place, Thigpen?" she
whispered. "Most sacred ground, little dumpling. It is
called First Cenote." "Why have you brought me here?" "Because you are the Dar Sala-at." Riane glanced at the creature. "What am I
supposed to do here?" Thigpen met her gaze. "Tell me what it is." "Me? You must be joking!" "I assure you I am not. I know that First
Cenote has existed here since the beginning of Time. I know that it
is the origin of Heavenly Rushing. I know that it is supposed to be
depthless, though myself I rather doubt this last." "You also said that it was sacred." Thigpen nodded. "So this is Müna's lake." Thigpen blinked. "I have every confidence that
you will tell me if that is so." Riane laughed at the absurdity of the notion. "Your
confidence is misplaced. How would I possibly know such a thing?" "There is a Prophesy among my race. It is said
that the Dar Sala-at will gaze into First Cenote and see the power of
the Cosmos made manifest. That is why for centuries my ancestors have
lived in its shadow." She nodded. "Now the moment has come.
The prophesy is upon us." "You can't actually expect me to—" "Please, little dumpling. It is your destiny." Riane sighed. She did not f«r an instant
believe the creature's mumbo jumbo. On the other hand, she did not
have the heart to disappoint Thigpen. So she nodded and, as solemnly
as she knew how, she walked to the very edge of the lake. It was
eerie, seeing so much water still as death. Not a breeze stirred, not
a ripple appeared. Staring into the water was like looking into a
black mirror. In the dim light, she saw the ghostly image of her
own face, but, curiously, after a few minutes that slowly evaporated.
In its place, nothing. The enigmatic blackness of an utterly starless
night. She was no longer aware of her body. Instead, she seemed to be
floating above the still, black lake. Then, she was entering it,
being pulled down into its depthless center. And there she saw the grinning face of Pyphoros
rising up toward her like a bubble of noxious air seeking the
surface. A terror she could not control gripped her and, in a panic,
she retreated, rushing backward, upward, until she was returned
inside her body, staring at the surface of the still, black water,
now not nearly so enigmatic, but altogether hateful. All at once, she was aware that she was gasping for
air. Thigpen was holding her shaking body. "What is it, little dumpling?" the
creature asked. "What did you see?" For a long time, Riane was silent. Then she
whispered, "I saw Pyphoros." "Are you certain?" Thigpen frowned as she
backed up. Riane nodded. "This is an unexpected outcome," Thigpen
said. "There is something evil at work here." They retraced their steps. Back in the tunnel, they
took the right-hand fork, continuing on in silence for a while. Now
and again, Riane could hear soft echoes ricocheting off the walls of
the tunnel, and the doleful dripping of lime-hard water was a
constant companion. She tried to determine where the echoes were
coming from, but they seemed all around. At last, she said, "Are we ever going back to
the surface?"
"How impatient you are!" The long tail
swished back and forth, and the light with it. "Well, we are
almost at our destination." "You mean we'll soon be out of this underground
labyrinth?" "Not quite yet. There is one last thing you
must see." A short time afterward, the tunnel grew narrower so
that they were obliged to walk single file. "Mind me, little dumpling," Thigpen
warned. "And don't wander away." Riane wondered what she was talking about, but very
soon afterward, she saw the first of what would be many branchings on
either side of the tunnel. They were so small she would have had to
crawl with her head tucked down in order to enter them; others were
smaller still. Looking closely at one, she determined that they were
not natural. Someone or something had made this warren. She sniffed
the dank air, using, she supposed, Annon's old hunting instincts, but
there was no telltale animal spoor, such as one would find near a
mammal's den. "Now," Thigpen said, stopping and holding
the light high over them, "be a good little dumpling and don't
move." Riane watched as Thigpen gave a low whistle. Small
rustlings started up, as of a wind through the willows, and small
heads began to show themselves at the openings. They were flat, ugly
heads. The black beady eyes stared out at her without discernible
expression. "LorgsV Riane cried. "This is a lorg hatchery!"
The heads snapped back into the darkness of the warren holes. "Come,"
Thigpen said. "I want to show you something." Just past the
warren, the tunnel opened out into a medium-sized cavern. Thigpen's
tail swept along the ground, and the gemlike light source rolled into
a corner. It was no longer needed because this cavern was illuminated
by daylight. Riane craned her neck and looked at the chimney cut
vertically into the ceiling. Though the chimney seemed a long way
off, the sight set off an almost painful longing in her heart for
sunshine, clouds, and a distant horizon. Riane heard rustlings and redirected her attention
to the grid of stripped saplings that stretched from one side of the
cavern to another. She saw lorgs there. Some were sleeping, curled into
balls. Others were partially covered by a webbing of fine, white
filaments, while others were completely encased. A shiver raced through her. "Is this where
lorgs go to die?" "In a sense." Thigpen pointed. "Look!" On another section of the grid, almost directly over
their heads, one of the white filament casings was cracking open. A
lorg is about to be born, Riane thought. But then she gasped, for
what emerged from the casing was not a lorg at all, but a tiny
version of Thigpen. "I don't understand," she said. "Of course you do." Thigpen stood very
close beside her. "Lift up your arm." As soon as Riane complied, the baby creature crawled
onto her hand and down her arm. Curling up in the hollow at the side
of her neck, it went to sleep.
"Lorgs are the larvae," Riane said, "and
you ,are the adult being." "Our secret, little dumpling, kept even from
the Ramahan. And a good thing, too. It was the reason we weren't
wiped out when they turned on us." Thigpen nodded as she
gestured. "Look, Riane, and remember. The true meaning of Change
is right here in front of you. You—the Dar Sala-at—are
the agent of Change. You are the only one to know the secret of how
we Rappa have survived." Flute The night is at an end," Rekkk said to Giyan.
"You are free to go wherever you choose." She looked at him
with her whistleflower-blue eyes, and said, "I have not yet made
up my mind. I will stay with you a while longer." He was so overwhelmed he simply stood, mute, in the
center of Nith Sahor's tower laboratory. They were back on the upper
tier, and he could look north out the window to the jagged ice- and
snow-laden peaks of the great Djenn Marre. In a few days time, he
would get his wish—he would be quits with this occupied city;
he would be in the heart of the mountains, beginning his quest for
the Gyrgon. But now he knew that it was a quest just as much for
himself. His future, he knew, lay waiting for him there on those
forbidding slopes. He could sense it, breathing, waiting, living…
What might come, he could not say. But he knew that he was
going—going with the female he loved beyond all others—and
his hearts were light with joy. "Are you quite recovered, Rekkk?" Nith
Sahor asked. He had been on the other side of the eyrie, consulting
one data-decagon after another. Now, apparently, he was finished. "I feel like a newly born V'ornn," Hacilar
said truthfully. Nith Sahor uttered his peculiar and unsettling
laugh, which set the teyj to trilling a complex melody in its
gorgeous flutelike tones. "Quite rightly so. I could not have
said it better myself." He rose. "That being the case, you
should be off. Our enemies must not get wind of your whereabouts, or
those of the Lady." "Wait a minute," Rekkk said. "I am
still no closer to knowing how to find the Dar Sala-at." Beside him, Giyan stiffened. "What is this?"
she said in low voice. "What are you talking about?" "Nith Sahor has charged me with—"
Rekkk stopped at Nith Sahor's signal. The Gyrgon looked at Giyan, and said politely, "You
wish to know our hearts, Lady?" Giyan stared from one V'ornn to the other. "Yes,"
she said in a strangled voice. "Are you one of us, Lady? Shall we confide in
you all our darkest secrets?" "For the love of Müna, tell mel" she
fairly shouted. With a low trill, the startled teyj spread its wings
and rose into the air. It was astonishing to see the pale fluff of
its underwings compared to the sleek night-blue sheen of its powerful
upper pair. It settled a moment later upon Nith Sahor's shoulder.
With a gentle rustling, it folded its primary wings, keeping the
others spread for balance. Above the curved green beak, its golden
eyes observed, it seemed, everything at once. "I understand your agitation, Lady Giyan,"
Nith Sahor said softly. "You have a keen interest in the Dar
Sala-at, isn't that so?" "All Kundalan have a keen interest in the Dar
Sala-at," she said. "He is our savior. The One destined to
free us fromvyour tyranny." "Yes, but, Lady, your interest in him
is special, is it not?" Rekkk turned to Giyan. "What does he mean?" Giyan kept her gaze on Nith Sahor. "How much
longer do you plan to terrify me?" Her voice contained the
slightest tremor. "Dear Lady, do not think so ill of me."
The Gyrgon moved slightly, his tertium circuits flashing. "Terror
may be used in many ways. In this case, I needed you to understand
the crucial nature of the nexus point at which you now find
yourself." "What do you mean?" Nith Sahor continued. "One thing you should
keep in the forefront of your mind, Rekkk. On this planet, legend and
fact are often one and the same. Is that not so, Lady?" Giyan started again, "I… I wouldn't
know." "Oh, but of course you would. I believe it is
time for you to tell Rekkk the true meaning of your honorific." "But she told me—" Rekkk looked over
at her. "Did you lie to me?" "No, I…" She met the Gyrgon's gaze head-on, without
intimidation or fear, and Rekkk found that he loved her all the more
for her bravery. "I withheld an element of the truth," she
said. "In truth, I am stunned that you know, Nith Sahor."
Her eyes clouded over. "Or do you?" "I assure you, Lady, that I—-" "Then you tell him," she said
simply. "Testing the tester?" Another sort of
smile spread over the Gyrgon's face. He nodded. "Very well.
Rekkk, she is called 'Lady' because it is written in Prophesy. It is
she who is destined to guide the Dar Sala-at. This, too, is fact as
well as legend." "Are you saying the Prophesy has been
fulfilled? That the Dar Sala-at exists?" "That is precisely what I mean," Nith
Sahor said. "Lady Giyan is the living proof of the Dar Sala-at's
existence. The two go together; they are linked by a bond that
transcends Time and Space. So it is written in Prophesy, is that not
correct, Lady?" "It is," Giyan said in a very small voice.
"But how do you know of the Prophesy?" "It and the Dar Sala-at have been my field of
study for many years, Lady." He now switched to a language with
which Rekkk was entirely unfamiliar. On the other hand, Giyan blanched. After a moment of
stunned silence, she replied in the same incomprehensible language. "What are you two speaking?" Rekkk said
shortly. "The Gyrgon is fluent in the Old Tongue,"
Giyan said somewhat breathlessly. "It is shocking to me." Nith Sahor switched back to V'ornn. "Lady,
believe me, there are others—enemies of the Dar Sala-at,
enemies of ours—who also know of his existence." Giyan's heart constricted. She regarded him for some
time. Nith Sahor said 'he' which meant he did not know who the Dar
Sala-at actually was. Which meant the enemies to which he had
referred also did not know. That, at least, was a relief. "Are
you ready to tell me all of it?" Nith Sahor lifted one hand. "Listen well. The
unimaginable wrath of the Comradeship had been aroused." He
lifted the other hand. "They are like water following the path
of least resistance, which means that they have allowed the regent
Stogggul to give vent to his cruelty and hatred for all things
Kundalan. The evenhandedness of Ashera Eleusis is at an end. The pain
and suffering your people have endured for a century is nothing
compared to what is about to be unleashed on them. They will sorely
need a leader—the Dar Sala-at." Giyan turned to Rekkk. "Is that what this is
all about? You want me to help you find the Dar Sala-at? So you can
do what—destroy him? You must be insane, both of you. You must
know that I would die before I—" "Please, Lady." Nith Sahor's expression
was pained. "If you do not allow me to finish, I fear we will
all die." She folded her arms across her chest, her expression
a set mask. "Here is the origin of the Comradeship's wrath:
Three Gyrgon tried to use the Ring of Five Dragons to open the
Storehouse Door. Three Gyrgon are dead." Giyan looked deathly pale. "The Ring is in the
Storehouse Door?" "Squarely in the mouth of the carving of
Seelin." "I do not believe you. The Ring of Five Dragons
has been lost for more than a century." Nith Sahor held forth the palm of his hand. A swarm
of excited ions rose, swirling, coalescing into an image of the
caverns below the regent's palace. There was the Storehouse Door and,
as the image grew larger, the Ring of Five Dragons could be seen
clamped between the carved dragon's jaws. Shock had rooted Giyan to the spot. "TymnosV
She barely breathed the word. "The Ring has activated a
mechanism of destruction. It is older than Time itself. It is said
thtit it was created by the Great Goddess to ensure the contents of
the Storehouse -would never fall into profane hands. In the days when
Mother ruled the Ramahan there was a Keeper, trained by Mother, who,
like Mother herself, possessed the ability to enter the Storehouse.
The last of the Keepers is long dead, murdered during the Ramahan
uprising. Now only the Dar Sala-at can open the Door." She nodded numbly. "I understand. We have until
the ides of Lonon to find the Dar Sala-at. The Dar Sala-at is the
only one who can take the Ring from Seelin's mouth, the only one who
can stop the mechanism from cleansing the planet." "Why was this mechanism put into place?"
Rekkk asked. "It was assumed," Giyan said, "that
if Müna's Sacred Ring fell into evil hands, and if the Dar
Sala-at was dead and therefore unable to wrest the Ring from the
Dragon's mouth, then all was lost. A cataclysm of such dimension that
we cannot even imagine it will shake Kundala, destroying us all,
paving the way for a new beginning so Müna can start all over
again shaping Life as She sees fit." Nith Sahor clasped his hands together. "Lady,
it is my fervent wish to keep Kundala safe because, as Ashera Eleusis
never failed to remind me, there is something about you Kundalan that
is special, an ineffable quality that speaks to the V'ornn psyche in
a way that frightens most Gyrgon. And also because my studies show it
to be a crucial nexus point in both our histories. Your people and
mine share a prophesy about the City of One Million Jewels." "Za Hara-at," she whispered. "Eleusis'
dream." Nith Sahor nodded. "Lady, Rekkk cannot find the
Dar Sala-at on his own. Will you help him in his quest?" Giyan stood white and shaking. "So it is true."
Her voice was a reedy whisper. A new path was opening up before her,
and like all new paths it had a fork. She remembered with astonishing
clarity her vision of standing on the wishbone, seeing the Ramahan
konara at the end of one fork, and at the end of the other fork, the
armor-clad V'ornn holding her child, shining like a star, in the
neural net of his gloved hands. Like all her visions, this one was
coming true. With every fiber of her being she knew that the next
step she took would be down one fork or the other. "I foresaw
this moment, in a moment of madness, I thought. Ever afterward I have
been trying to deny its validity." "And yet the moment has come, Lady." "The moment to trust a Gyrgon and a former
Pack-Commander with the fate of the savior of my people." Tears
streamed down her face. She knew which fork she would take, which
fork she was destined to take. There was no turning back. Of
course. The path had been there all along. Waiting. She would be
reunited with her child far sooner than she had anticipated. She felt
exhilarated and terrified at the same time. What changes had been
wrought in the Nanthera, and afterward? "Nith Sahor," she said in a thin voice,
"how came the Ring into the possession of the Gyrgon?" "It was a gift given none too freely by the new
regent." "Wennn Stogggull But how—?" "That I do not know, Lady." Nith Sahor
spread his hands. "And I am not now in a position to Summon
him." Nith Sahor's head turned, the tertium circuits in his
skull flashing in the light. "The moment I watched the Ring of
Five Dragons kill my brethren, I broke with the will of the
Comradeship. I suspect my movements are being monitored. I have taken
the necessary precautions here in my laboratory, but to Summon the
regent now would be unwise. These recent decisions have been…
difficult. But I find that I have no choice." "Neither do I," Giyan whispered. "My
people must be saved, no matter the cost." Nith Sahor nodded. "It is settled then."
He turned to Rekkk. "Despite your heightened powers, I must urge
you to exercise extreme caution. Our enemies are legion. Worse, they
are often masters of disguise. Try to trust no one, but if you must,
offer your trust wisely." "I understand." "I know you do." Nith Sahor put his
ion-gloved hand on Rekkk's shoulder. "You are my eyes and ears.
My disciple. I have shown you how to use your advanced okummmon, both
as a weapon and as a communicator, but because it is still a work in
progress, you will have need to improvise as you go. Though I assure
you it is as flexible as it is powerful, there will be limitations,
ones that, inevitably, I have not foreseen." He returned his gaze to Giyan. "Lady, you
better than any other know the dire consequences should you fail in
your quest." "We will not fail," she said. "May whatever gods or goddesses you believe in
go with you and protect you." Climbing up the rock chimney proved quite a bit less
daunting than it had looked, due in part to a good, hot dinner, some
more sleep, and, most of all, Thigpen's guidance. Riane was relieved
to find that they emerged much farther down the mountainside than
where the Ice Caves were—on a heavily wooded promontory more or
less level with the middle of Heavenly Rushing. "This is as far as I go, little dumpling,"
Thigpen said. Riane knelt down. "Why don't you come with me?" "Too much to do, too much too much too much."
Thigpen began to lick herself. "You go on now." "I can help you." "No, you cannot. Something odd happened at
First Cenote; something that should not have happened. I smell a
scheme of Pyphoros' making. Trust me. You are not prepared for him
yet." Thinking of Pyphoros, Riane shivered. "If, as
you say, things are worse, all the more reason for me to stay here
with you." Thigpen looked at her as if she were the stupidest
female on Kun-dala. "You know you must go back." "I am tired of being told what I must and must
not do." Riane looked south where, in the far distance, Axis Tyr
lay and, within its walls, Kinnnus Morcha and Wennn Stogggul. "If
I am the Dar Sala-at, then I have power; if I have power I can exact
my revenge—" "Now you sound just like a daemon." "My parents were murdered by two V'ornnr Riane
cried. Thigpen was looking at her with sad eyes. "You
remember what happens when you forsake searching for answers. Evil
comes. You are not evil, Riane, but I daresay you are being tempted
by evil." "They must pay for what they did!" "And they will. But it is not the Dar Sala-at's
destiny to have her hands covered with their blood." "What is my destiny, then?" Riane
said bleakly. "Your destiny right now is to return to the
abbey. And it is your obligation to fulfill it." "All right," Riane said. "I will do
what you ask." "It is not what I ask, little dumpling. It is
what is written; it is what must be." Riane looked at her a long time. "What if I say
'No'? What if I simply walk away?" "You won't." Thigpen's intelligent eyes
held hers fixedly. "Will I see you again?" Thigpen smiled. "Müna willing." Riane looked down at the path that led back to the
Abbey of Floating White. She knew that she had gotten all the answers
she could from the creature. "I'll be off then." She had turned to go when Thigpen said, "Wait."
Thigpen trotted over to her and stood on her four hind legs. "You
may pet me, if you wish." Riane bent over, stroked Thigpen's lush silky fur.
The long tail swished back and forth in pleasure. Thigpen rubbed her head against Riane's hip. "Müna's
blessings be with you, little dumpling." Rjane held everything in, and it was only when she
was out of sight of the creature that she allowed herself to feel the
sadness of their parting. She missed Thigpen already, but on the
other hand she cheered herself with the knowledge that she would be
seeing Leyna Astar soon. What luck that Konara Laudenum and Bartta
had had a falling-out. The only saving grace of life inside the abbey
was her growing friendship with Astar. Five hours later, she arrived at the rear entrance
to the abbey. Apparently, she had been spotted coming down the path
to the Ice Caves because the huge iron-banded doors were swinging
open. A large group of acolytes—many of whom had so derisively
seen her off—as well as a goodly number of novices crowded the
courtyard, staring. She craned her neck, searching for Astar. "Riane, we thought you were dead!" called
one. "Where have you been?" called another. "Are you injured?" asked a third. "I am fine," she said, slightly bewildered
as they crowded around her. "I was delayed by a mountain squall." This
was the story she had decided to use to explain her absence. "Rianel" a commanding voice cried. All of
them—acolytes and novices alike—fell silent and bowed as
they parted to make way for Konara Urdma. Her persimmon-colored robes
roiled around her, mirroring her vexation. She was a slight female
with an elongated face that made her look like an ice-hare. "You
are long overdue. Do you have any idea the fretting your absence has
caused?" "I am sorry, but I had to wait out the squall,"
Riane said, her stomach clenching in anger. After her days of
freedom, coming back here seemed like a terrible prison sentence. She
had to steel herself not to run back up the path into the mountains. "If there ever was a squall; which I very much
doubt," Konara Urdma snapped. "Let me tell you, Riane, that
insolent tone of voice will be your downfall." She took Riane
-by the ear and twisted. This caused a titter to run through the
assembled throng, and very soon that titter had gathered force,
becoming first a ripple of giggles, and then a tidal wave of
laughter. Riane gritted her teeth. She was obliged to run to
keep up with Konara Urdma's long strides, but at least it got her
away from the jeering crowd. "I have heard overly much of your rebellious
spirit." Konara Urdma kept up the pressure on Riane's ear even
though there no longer seemed to be a need. She exuded an unpleasant
smell, as if she had been rooting around in damp earth. "You
were given a specific assignment and were expected to carry it out to
the letter. The Calling is sacred. The rules must be obeyed." Riane opened her mouth to protest, but shut it again
without making a sound. She knew there was nothing she could possibly
say that would change Konara Urdma's mind. She hurried them along until they arrived at the
chamber where Bartta sat hunched over a thick manuscript. As they
came closer, Riane could see that she was translating the thick
cor-hide sheets from the Old Tongue into modern-day Kundalan. Bartta looked up when Konara Urdma half flung Riane
into the side of the old wooden desk at which she sat. "Konara, this acolyte of yours—"
Urdma began, but stopped abruptly at a curt signal from Bartta. "Riane, are you injured?" Bartta asked as
she rose. "No, Konara," Riane said. "Or ill?" "No, Konara." "She is willful and disobedient," Konara
Urdma said with some distaste. "Do you not recall your own difficult
beginnings, Konara Urdma?" Bartta put her arm around Riane's
shoulders. "Do not judge others so harshly lest you forget your
own prior sins." "Yes, Konara," Konara Urdma said,
genuflecting. Bartta smiled. "You have my gratitude for
bringing Riane safely back to me. You are dismissed." "Yes, Konara," Urdma whispered. "Thank
you, Konara." She bowed her way out. When they were alone, Bartta turned Riane to face
her. "Now let me have a look at you. None the worse for wear, I
warrant." She sighed. "But when you did not return last
night, you gave me quite a turn. In another few hours, I was going to
organize a search party." "I am sorry for frightening you, Bartta,"
Riane said. Bartta nodded. "Well said, my dear." She
guided Riane out of the chamber. "No one knows better than I how
difficult the Order can sometimes be. But, trust me, it is simply a
matter of adapting to our insular way of life. All that is required
is patience and obedience to Müna. Soon you will be the most
accomplished of acolytes. I myself will see to it." They were
walking down corridors, moving deeper into the heart of the abbey As
they progressed, however, the corridors become darker, less
ornamented, and gradually colorless. "As part of your homecoming, I have a surprise
for you," Bartta said. They had arrived at a small, dark, cramped,
passageway in a section of the abbey wholly unfamiliar to Riane.
There was something about this area that reeked of extreme age, of
power long forgotten, and lost magics most ancient. Bartta stopped in front of an old scarred heartwood
door. When she unlocked it using a key on a long chain attached to
her robes it creaked on massive unoiled iron hinges. Riane's heart was beating fast. She liked nothing
about this, but now, upon walking down this clingy passageway, upon
seeing this door, a wave of foreboding swept through her. Don't go in there! "Why are you hesitating, dear?" So saying,
Bartta shoved her roughly through the doorway, then turned and locked
the door behind them. Flames from old-fashioned reed torches
illuminated the high-ceilinged, windowless chamber in a fitful orange
glow. Riane gasped. The chamber was pyramidal in shape, without ornament
or furni- ture, save for a large glennan chair, exquisitely carved
and turned. The same peculiar quality about both chamber and chair
was intimidating in its primitive power. The beautiful chair sat on a
raised plinth in the center of the room. Old runes were carved into
the plinth, and these same runes, Riane noticed, were also incised
into the four legs of the chair. Astar sat in the chair. Metal mesh straps held her
tightly at wrists, ankles, and forehead. Her head was tilted far back
so that her mouth was pointed at the ceiling. She looked as if she
were about to swallow a long, slender crystal rod which hung rigid
and unmoving from a device at the back of the chair. "What. . ." Riane had to swallow before
she could go on. "What are you doing to her?" "Now what do you suppose I am doing?" Riane saw Astar's terrified eyesfand ran toward her. "I thought as much," Bartta muttered, and
swinging her arms wide, spoke three words. Immediately, Riane was
frozen in place. Though she struggled, mightily, she was paralyzed
completely. She could see and hear, but the more she struggled the
tighter the grip on her until it became laborious for her even to
breathe. "Try to relax, Riane," Bartta said. "There
is nothing you can do." Bartta went across the chamber until she was
standing directly behind Astar. Lovingly, she stroked the crystal
length above Astar's head. "From time immemorial it has been
known as the had-atta. Do you know that word, Astar? In the
Old Tongue, it means 'flute.' It is an ancient method at divining
true intent." Bartta stroked the crystal tube again. "You
see, my dear, I have had my eye on you. Having come by rumors of your
disrespectful tongue, I have for some time suspected this beautiful
exterior harbored a rebellious, even a deceitful spirit. Therefore, I
assigned you to be Riane's instructor." She whirled on Riane. "You formed a bond with
her. In your company, I knew she would relax her guard. If the rumors
about her were true, I needed to know. And if not, well, no
harm would be done." She turned back to Astar. "I spied on
you, I saw what you did to her, how you used the qi, the sacred
needles on her." She leaned in. "How, Astar? How did you, a
mere leyna, a novice, gain knowledge available to just a few konara?" Astar squirmed, her eyes open unnaturally wide. Her
beautiful lips were grotesquely distorted in order to accommodate the
flute. "And the ideas you put in her head about Kyoful
What would a novice know about Kyofu, Astar, hmmm?" Bartta began to lower the crystal tube down Astar's
throat. The flesh bulged out, Astar began to gag. Riane tried to
shout "No!" but only the tiniest whimper emerged. Tears of
anguish and frustration rimmed her eyes, held in place by whatever
sorcerous stasis she was in. Bartta lowered the flute again, and Astar began to
scream. But it was not like any scream Riane had ever heard. The
sorcerous flute absorbed the vibrations of the vocal cords,
channeling them through its matrix, amplifying them, spewing them out
as an eerie keening. Bartta held the had-atta steady. "Of
course, there is the chance that even the guilty may be redeemed." She turned to Riane, and said matter-of-factly, "I
imagine you would like to know what will happen. Unless she relents,
I will lower the flute into Leyna Astar's esophagus. The deeper the
flute goes, the louder she will scream, the more the flute will
amplify those screams. If the flute shatters, it will be proof that
she is unrepentant. If it does not, then she can be rehabilitated." Astar's beautiful face was ashen. Sweat stained her
robes, ran off her skin in rivulets. Tiny tremors commenced to inform
her body with a life all its own until she looked like a marionette
dancing at the ends of invisible strings. Her nostrils flared as she
frantically sucked air into her lungs, and she wept openly. Bartta smiled at Riane. "Oh, do not cry. Custom
dictates that she who has been wronged has the right to administer
the sentence." Riane saw the flute tremble slightly; she was
terrified Bartta would let it go all the way down. "Say the word
now, Riane, so Astar will be punished to the full extent of the law." Riane opened her mouth and, to her astonishment, her
vocal cords at least were freed from the spell. "I will not,"
she croaked. "Nothing Leyna Astar has done merits punishment." "Is that so?" Bartta cocked her head.
"Then you vote for life." "Yes," Riane whispered through dry lips.
"Grant her life, I beg you." "Yes, beg me." "Please, Bartta, let her live," Riane said
again. "'Please, Bartta, let her live,"Bartta
mimicked, her face distorted. "Well, yes, I suppose that can be
arranged. But it is entirely up to you, Riane. Astar's one chance at
life is for you to do as I say, now and forever. To become obedient
as a lamb. Will you do that?" "Yes," she said in a parched voice. "If
you will save her, I will do whatever—" A scream emanated from Astar. Riane, sickened and horrified, sensed what was to
come. She strug- gled with all her might against the paralyzing
spell. "No, don't, please," she cried. "I can save
you. I will do—" The scream came again, louder, harsher this time,
ringing around the walls. "No, you don't! You'll give me all your
secrets! I swear!" Bartta lunged for the flute's thong, but it
was too late. Astar had already begun her death scream. It billowed up from the very core of her, passed
through every cell in her body, gaining strength as it went, and when
she released it, the flute shattered into ten thousand jagged
fragments that embedded themselves in her. "No, no, you cannot die!" Bartta
unstrapped Astar even as she was drowning in the powerful surf of her
own blood. "You must tell me what you know!" Astar vomited blood all over Bartta's magnificent
persimmon-colored robes. Book Three WHITE BONE GATE "The
ascendancy of evil is as inevitable as tfce rising of the
sun or the shifting of the tides. The face of evil may alter, but its
underlying nature remains constant. Evil enters us through a rupture
in White Bone Gate. The precise site is often difficult to locate and
even more difficult to repair. Given the nature of this Gate,
restoration of the individual is exceedingly dangerous, and often
impossible. …" —Utmost Source, the Five Sacred Books of Müna Malistra Long shadows enrobed the regent's palace. Here and
there, red highlights—the last traces of the setting
sun—sparked and died on V'ornn heavy cut-crystal glassware,
plates and cutlery arrayed on the long, ornate state dining table.
Kundalan servants, overseen by members of the Haaar-kyut, the
regent's personal guard, saw to the last-minute preparations for the
banquet that was about to begin. The regent Wennn Stogggul, dressed
in wine-red robes, a ceremonial dagger sheathed at his left hip,
surveyed this area of his domain with a highly critical eye. This was
his first formal banquet since he had assumed the regency and he was
determined that it would be a memorable one. He went around the
table, checking the holoIDs, memorizing where each invited
dignitary would sit. This was especially critical, since for the
first time in V'ornn memory members of the Lesser Caste Khagggun had
been invited to sit alongside Great Caste Bashkir and Genomatekks.
Assuring himself that all was in order, he passed through the high
window-doors, strolling along the terrace. Twilight had overtaken
Axis Tyr. Beneath the deepening blue of the sky he could hear the
sounds of the city—the singsong calls of the street-sellers,
the clip-clop of cthauros' hooves, the laughter of children, the
orations of oracles—and he was reminded all over again that he
was on a backward world. Not that his Gyrgon masters would ever let him
forget it. Nightmares had followed him to bed after his last
Summoning. The Gyrgon with the ruby-red pupils still filled him with
dread, and the depths of the dread that racked him made him sick to
his stomachs. They knew him, these Gyrgon. They knew his darkest
fears; they knew what kind of leash to put him on, what kind of
punishment he would respond to. He ran a trembling hand across his
forehead, wiping away the dampness. He would have to tread carefully
with them. Very carefully. The less contact he had with them
the better. And yet, there was an aspect of the Summoning that
most mystified him: the rage, and their anger toward him. What had he
done, except provide them with what they had wanted, the Ring of Five
Dragons? But, ah, what if it had gone badly? What if they could not
break the Ring's secret, or it had turned out to be useless—as
he had suspected all along? Glancing down, he saw Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha
appear in the courtyard, on his way to the banquet. Stogggul made a
face. He had thought long and hard before seeking to enlist Morcha's
assistance. An alliance with the Khagggun was a perilous endeavor; it
had the potential to be disastrous. Who knew how these Lesser Castes
would act when given nominal Great Caste status? The accursed Ashera
Consortium—N'Luuura take them all.—had forced
his hand. He knew better than anyone the extreme danger in moving
against the Ashera. And although his plan had met with success on
Kundala, he was painfully aware that his victory would not be
complete until he had brought down the Ashera Consortium. Unlike
his peremptory strike here, the next phase of his plan would take
some time, it would have to'be finessed. No V'ornn family—especially
one such as the Ashera, which enjoyed enormous prestige, wealth, and
goodwill—could be laid low quickly. Three Bashkir handlers were
in charge of the Ashera Consortium. Normally, Eleu-sis' brothers
would have run it, but he had had no brothers. Instead, he had
handpicked a trio of V'ornn, swearing them in seigggon—blood
oath—to his family. Wennn Stogggul knew he would have to either
co-opt them or kill them, one by one. But not until he discovered the
great Ashera secret: the origin of salamuuun, the drug whose sale was
the central pillar of their wealth. Gaining control of salamuuun, the
regent knew, was the key to breaking the Ashera Consortium
completely, absolutely, and irrevocably. He clenched his hands into
fists. He would not rest until he had achieved the utter destruction
of the Ashera, body and soul. Through the gathering gloom of evening he saw that
the Star-Admiral was no longer alone in the courtyard. Dalma was
talking to him. She was dressed in a robe that clung most
provocatively to her, and it did not escape him that the
Star-Admiral's gaze never left her curvaceous form. As he watched,
she threw her head back and laughed. Then the Star-Admiral escorted
her across the courtyard. As they approached the doorway to the first
floor, Dalma glided ahead. Stogggul saw the Star-Admiral drink in her
supple body before he, too, disappeared from sight. The regent stood thoughtfully for a moment. A small
smile informed his face as he turned and went back inside. He circled
the banquet table once more. Finding Dalma's holoID he switched it
with another at the opposite end of the table. A half hour later, the fusion lamps had been powered
on, spherical hoods directing the illumination at the holoimage of
Kundala, spinning slowly on its axis. The holoimage, hanging above
the center of the table, reflected and refracted the excited-ion
light, bathing the vast room in a multicolored glow. It was an
impressive display, one that was not lost on the guests. Equally
impressive was the list of Bashkir and Khagggun luminaries sitting
around the table drinking the regent's finest fire-grade numaaadis. Looking down the table, Stogggul was gratified to
see that the Star-Admiral, cheeks flushed purple, was talking
animatedly with Dalma, who sat at his right hand. She was the only
female in the room and as such was inevitably the topic of many
conversations buzzing around the table. Whenever there was a natural
break in the conversation flow, he caught her glancing at him with a
look of intense curiosity. Of course she was used to sitting at his
right hand; she must be wondering if she had angered him in some way.
He smiled at her and quickly shifted his eyes to the Star-Admiral,
who was at that moment answering a question from Kurgan. Dalma,
attuned to the hidden intimations of command, understood his glance
and returned his smile. She put a hand on the Star-Admiral's
shoulder, causing him to turn back to her. Satisfied for the moment, the regent, without
appearing to, listened in on a conversation Kefffir Gutttin, a
leading Bashkir, was having with Bach Ourrros. The contrast between
the two V'ornn was striking. Bach Ourrros was tall, thin as a
cadaver, with a long, tapering skull and a gaudy string of tertium
rings through his left ear. Kefffir Gutttin, on the other hand, was
as brawny and muscular as any Khagggun. Rumor had it that, as a lad,
he had fought in the Kalllistotos, the game ring, officially
outlawed, but unofficially sanctioned. It was the one place where all
castes—save the Gyrgon, of course—came together and, for
the moments of the ferocious no-holds-barred Kalllistotos, were one.
Whether or not Keiffir Gutttin had, in fact, fought in the
Kalllistotos, he was a brute of a man, and one not to be trifled
with. The two Bashkir were talking of a business deal—three
thousand metric tons of raw tertium ore and how much it would fetch
after it was shipped from the refinery. To their immediate left, Sornnn SaTrryn, the new
Prime Factor, weighed in with his opinion. Tall, lean, with a vaguely
dangerous air Stogggul rather liked, he had been making his
charismatic presence felt from the moment he had arrived. It was
interesting to see these two older Bashkir deferring to him. Of
course, his father, the recently deceased Hadinnn SaTrryn, had
been an old friend of Eleusis Ashera, and it was the SaTrryn
Consortium that had first aligned itself with the Ashera in planning
to build Za Hara-at in the wastes of the Korrush, before either Bach
Ourrros or Kefmr Gutttin had come on board. Now that Eleusis was
dead, the construction of Za Hara-at had come to a screeching halt. Stogggul had given Sornnn SaTrryn the Prime Factor's
position purely as repayment for the Ring of Five Dragons. But in the
short time he had been in the position, Stogggul had been made aware
that he had made the most of the position. He had realigned the
territories of squabbling Consortia, and had successfully presided
over a tricky dispute concerning the discovery of a highly lucrative
deposit of raw ter-tium in the hills outside Silk Bamboo Spring to
the west of the Borobodur forest. All this time, Stogggul had been furtively watching
Kurgan out of the corner of his eye. He could not get used to seeing
a Bashkir in a Khagggun uniform, much less his own son! But then
Kurgan had always been a strange child. At age eight he had begun to
hunt with a precision and a passion that bordered on obsession.
Stogggul's sons were his burden. Terrettt, Kurgan's younger brother,
had been born mentally impaired, and was housed in a section of
Receiving Spirit, the vast hospice complex the Kundalan had built at
Harborside, overlooking the docks and the Sea of Blood. Stogggul
never went to see him, but rather relied on periodic reports from
Marethyn, the younger of his two daughters, who visited Terrettt
often. Not that these reports were needed, really; there was never
any improvement. Marethyn took the female trait of empathy to
extremes. It was she who cared for her brother when no one else could
be bothered. This was something of an annoyance to Stogggul, who
believed that she was possessed of a great artistic talent that was
lying dormant while she went on her foolish missions of mercy. Kurgan was a problem—but then he had always
been a problem. First, periodically disappearing from his hingatta,
then befriending An-non Ashera, and now worming his way into the
Star-Admiral's good graces. Morcha might be too thickheaded to see
it, but Stogggul knew his son well enough to know that he had some
dangerous and illicit angle in mind. There was something wrong with
that boy. From the earliest age, he had ignored rules and
regulations. As a result Stogggul was always disciplining him. Not
that it seemed to matter overmuch. Kurgan had no sense of history or tradition. It had
gotten so bad he had even heard that Bach Ourrros had been making
jokes about it. Well, now Kurgan was the Star-Admiral's problem, and
as far as Stogggul was concerned the Star-Admiral was welcome to him. And speaking of Bach Ourrros, Stogggul had invited
him specifically to pour silicon into the wound. It had nearly killed
Bach Ourrros when Stogggul had stolen Dalma away from him. From that
incident, a bitter and protracted mercantile war had started between
the two Consortia. No matter. Everyone would interpret his inviting
Bach Ourrros and Kefrnr Gutttin to this first banquet as a sign of
his benevolence and magnanimity. Stogggul, laughing inside, smiled deeply as he rose
from the head of the table. As he did so, the participants fell
silent. "I trust you all have been enjoying
yourselves," he said. "I would like to formally introduce a
V'ornn many of you already know, our new Prime Factor, Sornnn
SaTrryn." He raised his hand, and the young V'ornn stood up,
bowed to the applause, then sat. "In between business trips to
the Korrush our new Prime Factor has been very busy reforming our
caste, ensuring higher profits for every Bashkir Consortium."
His gaze moved from the Star-Admiral to Olnnn Rydddlin to Kurgan, and
thence to everyone in between, finally settling on the long, pale
faces of Bach Ourrros and Kefffir Gutttin. Two praen in a podlet,
he thought. One thinks the treasonous thought, the other carries
it out. But then Kefffir Gutttin, with his hair-trigger temper and
frightening physical prowess, is well suited to be Bach Ourrros'
huntsman. Well, we shall see how long that lasts. "My next announcement concerns the proposed
construction of Za Hara-at. I am afraid my office has discovered a
number of irregularities in the permits and covenants that have been
filed with the regent's office." "What? What is the meaning of this,"
Kefffir Gutttin blustered right on cue. "We were assured by the
regent Eleusis Ashera himself—" "I am the regent now!" The hackles rose at
the back of Stogggul's neck. He bared his teeth. "Perhaps these
irregularities would not have arisen had the former regent not also
been involved in this … business arrangement. A conflict of
interest, don't you know." Bach Ourrros stirred. "And when, pray tell,
will these irregularities be dealt with?" Stogggul turned his bared teeth on the other
Bashkir. "My dear Bach Ourrros, believe me when I tell you there
were far more urgent matters requiring this office's attention." "What is your opinion on this delay?" Bach
Ourrros said to Sornnn SaTnyn. The young Prime Factor shrugged. "It is as
Wennn Stogggul says. It is a matter for the regent's office to
unravel. That is the law." "Oh, yes, I know what urgent matter takes up
the regent these dark days," KeffBr Gutttin cut in, growling.
"Decimating the Mesagggun population." "Only the priests of Enlil and their most
virulent supporters were rounded up," Stogggul said evenly. "Rounded up, tortured, and killed." KefHir
Gutttin was getting himself worked up. "You would do us a
kindness not to edit your report." "Report? Since when does the regent report
on his affairs?" "Eleusis Ashera did. He solicited our input in
each step of the design and construction plans for Za Hara-at. There
are those of us who have a stake in its completion. Such an important
cross-cultural experiment—" "'Cross-cultural experiment!'"Stogggul's
contempt was obvious to all. "How dare you use a euphemism to
describe a city of alien-lovers." "That was Eleusis Ashera's phrase." Ourrros could have curbed his huntsman with a single
word or gesture. Instead, his stony silence, giving tacit sanction to
this outrage, goaded Stogggul on. "Do not speak to me of the former regent. For
years loyal V'ornn have stood on the sidelines watching while he
sanctioned this misguided mingling of races. It disgusts us, and well
it should. We are V'ornn! We are the masters of the universe! We do
not wallow in the muck of the gutters. Za Hara-at was the former
regent's folly. As far as I am concerned, it died with him." "Eleusis Ashera!" Gutttin thundered. "The
former regent had a name. An illustrious name. You dishonor him and
all of us when you do not use it." "I am the regent now," Stogggul repeated
with every iota of menace at his disposal. He was sick to death of
Eleusis Ashera. Even death could not kill his memory. "And you
are in the regent's palace at my invitation. You dishonor yourself
and those who stand with you when you speak to your regent in this
treasonous manner." "Since when is it treason to speak one's mind?
Are you so afraid of opinions contrary to yours? You are not my
regent; you are not the regent of anyone sitting here listening to
your farcical lies. If you are regent at all, it is of and for the
Stogggul Consortium and only the Stogggul Consortium." Stogggul wondered how long the Star-Admiral would
allow this blowhard to spew his heretical invective. "I knew you
were a fool, Kefffir Gutttin. But this evening you have proved
yourself to be a dangerous fool." Kefffir Gutttin leapt up. "Is that a threat,
regent? Will you murder me in my private chambers in the
same cowardly manner you murdered Eleusis Ashera? Will you murder
each and every one of us who does not conform to your way of
thinking?" "There you have it, my friends and colleagues!"
Stogggul cried. "He is condemned by his own words!" "Regent, you have no idea of the consequences
of your actions. Mark my words. As surely as I stand here—"
Gutttin's face abruptly changed expression. A harsh gurgle escaped
his lips, along with a thin trickle of turquoise blood. Then he fell
over, a bolt buried in his back. Behind him, Kurgan was standing, his left arm
outstretched, pointed directly at where Gutttin had stood. It was he
who had shot the bolt. "Be warned," Kurgan said. "This is
how the Khagggun deal with traitors." Stogggul stared at Gutttin's corpse. This had been a
complete surprise. And not a pleasant one. It was the Star-Admiral's
duty to spring into action. That he had allowed Kurgan to do his wet
work bore further study. On the other hand, Kurgan had performed the
task most efficiently. Perhaps the decision to allow him to become
the Star-Admiral's adjutant had indeed been a good one. Once again,
Dalma had given him sound advice. As Kinnnus Morcha gave the order for Gutttin's
corpse to be taken away, Stogggul said, "My friends and
colleagues, no one regrets this unfortunate incident more than I."
His gaze swept over the assembled V'ornn, trying to read their
expressions. He wondered how many of the Bashkir here secretly
sympathized with Ourrros and Gutttin. This was something he meant to
discover, though he knew it would prove to be a lengthy and painful
process. At last, his eyes fixed upon his sworn enemy. "My dear
Bach Ourrros," he said in a light, sweet voice, "do you
wish to finish what Kefffir Gutttin began?" "Kefffir Gutttin's opinions were his own,"
Ourrros said stiffly. "He is dead. Allow him to rest in peace." Stogggul bowed his head. He could see Bach Ourrros
struggling with the death of his friend and fellow collaborator. He
reveled in Bach Ourrros shock and grief. Sornnn SaTrryn, on the other
hand, was evincing no such trauma. He sat placidly, watching Stogggul
from beneath hooded eyes. Was there the ghost of a smile on his face? Stogggul called for more fire-grade numaaadis, and,
shortly after the wine was poured, platters of steaming food began
appearing and the banquet was begun in earnest. In true V'ornn
fashion, the sudden death the participants had just witnessed was
forgotten, and when the empty chair and place setting had been
removed from the room, the last vestige of Kefffrr Gutttin vanished
with them. It was during dessert that a member of the
Haaar-kyut approached the Star-Admiral and whispered in his ear. At
once, Kinnnus Morcha's eyes found Stogggul's and he gave an
imperceptible nod. He rose from the table, followed the Khagggun out
of the room. A moment later, Stogggul also rose, told the guests to
continue enjoying themselves, and excused himself. Sornnn SaTrryn's
eyes caught his on his way out. Wennn Stogggul found the Star-Admiral and a heavily
armed Haaar-kyut escort waiting for him. "There has been an
incident," the Star-Admiral said. "A crude bomb has gone
off in the main Haaar-kyut barracks." The regent Stogggul shook and angry fist. "I
told you Eleusis Ashera was too lenient with the Kundalan. Well, what
have you done about this incident?" "Two resistance members have been executed.
Unfortunately. They did not give us an opportunity to interrogate
them. A third is still at large." "How bad was the damage?" "Bad enough. Fifteen dead, a score more
wounded." "Find the third resistance member and make an
example of him." "Yes, regent." Together, they went down the central staircase,
descending past the ground floor, into the subterranean caverns upon
which the palace had been built. "On a matter closer to home," the
Star-Admiral said, "Kefffir Gutttin is not alone in his
opinions." The regent grunted. "Have the traitor's head
spitted on a pike and display it outside the main entrance to the
palace until it turns black. That should make those sympathetic to
his cause retreat to their dens." The Star-Admiral called for one of his Khagggun to
carry out the order. Stogggul whispered to him. "I want the
beheading done in plain sight of the populace. Make a ceremony of
it." He waved his hand. "You Khagggun know more about
ceremonies and rituals than we Bashkir do." He did not notice
the expression that flickered across Kinnnus Morcha's face. "I want those who witness it to
remember, and everyone else to hear about it from those who saw." "As you wish, regent," the Star-Admiral
said in a clipped tone. They had arrived at the caverns. As they hurried
past the cyclopean Storehouse Door, Stogggul gestured. "There it
is, Star-Admiral, the Gyrgon apparently think this is greatest prize
and the greatest mystery on Kundala." "Let them have it, then." "But it is odd that there are none of them
around. I gave them the key to this Door, the Ring of Five Dragons. I
see it there in the center medallion, yet the Door remains locked.
Odd, don't you think?" Kinnnus Morcha shrugged. He had no more use for
Kundalan legends than the regent did. Quickly, he led the way down
the passageway to the series of cells. All had been empty when Annon
and Giyan had passed through here on their flight from the palace,
Now, the farthest one was guarded by a pair of burly Haaar-kyut, who
came to attention at the arrival of the group. "This is the priest, Pa'an," the
Star-Admiral said. "He is the last of his kind." Stogggul, peering into the gloom of the cell, saw an
emaciated male V'ornn, naked save for a few pathetic tatters of
clothes. The smell of fresh blood and waste matter made a miasma that
was almost palpable. "As you can see, regent, we have been doing our
best to keep the priest entertained." "And has he returned your favor in kind?" "Oh, yes, indeed, regent. Shall I demonstrate?" Stogggul lifted an arm. "By all means." The Star-Admiral deactivated the security grid, and
the two V'ornn entered the stinking cell. The priest, hanging from a
ring in the ceiling, looked at them from bloodshot eyes that barely
focused. He blinked and moaned as the fusion lamps came on. Kinnnus Morcha stood in front of the unfortunate
with his feet firmly planted and wide apart. "Where is your god
now, priest, eh?" he said, prodding him in the ribs. "Where
is Enlil, whom you have sworn to follow, whose gospel you preach to
the ignorant and the gullible?" "Enlil is here," the priest rasped through
lips swollen and black with dried blood. "He is all around, in
the very air we breathe." "Really?" The Star-Admiral's voice was
mocking. "Then he must be as sick to his stomachs as we are."
He grunted. "You really have made a mess of yourself, haven't
you?" "'Enlil is my sword, my guide, my righteous
wrath—'" The priest's recitation was abruptly terminated as
the Star-Admiral struck him a wicked blow just above a kidney. He
moaned and sagged; fresh blood drooled from his mouth. "Do not jabber in the regent's face, priest." "That is enough, Star-Admiral." Stogggul
grabbed hold of the priest to take the pressure off him and unhooked
him from the chains binding him. "Regent, what are you doing?" Ignoring him, Stogggul laid the priest down on the
bench set into the stone wall. "Listen to me, Brother Pa'an,"
he whispered. "I want to know everything you know. You are the
spiritual keeper of the Mesa-gggun. Though vast in numbers, this
caste is utterly unknown to me, as it was to the previous regent. He
was content to leave them alone with their vestigial religion that
preaches heresy against the Gyrgon will. That changes now. But before
I bring them to heel, I must first know their fervent hopes, their
dearest dreams… and their darkest fears. All this you will
reveal to me." "I will die first," the priest said.
"Enlil will take me in his arms and keep my spirit safe." "Is that what you think, Brother Pa'an?"
Stogggul took his own cloak and laid it over the priest. "That I
will torture you until you die? That you will heroically hold out
because of your piety to a god long forgotten? Enlil is dead, my
friend, if, indeed, he ever existed. The only living gods in the
universe are the Gyrgon." "You mistake me for someone else," the
priest croaked. "I am not your friend; I am your enemy." "Who would have guessed? A priest with a sense
of humor." The Star-Admiral grunted. "Now what will you do,
regent? The only thing these vermin understand is pain and more
pain." "Brother Pa'an has suffered enough."
Stogggul looked down at the haggard face. "Haven't you, my
friend?" He gently fed him some water, then keyed in a code on
his okummmon. A tertium wire snaked out, inserting itself in the left
side of the priest's neck in the center of a small pale scar. "Now,"
he whispered to the priest, "if memory serves you were bonded to
your god with a piece of his war shield, isn't that right?" The
priest's eyes stared up at him blankly. "This fragment of Enid's
shield is what allows you to be his emissary in this world. It allows
you to bond with him, it allows him to hear your prayers and to
answer them. Without it, you are cut off from your god. Have I got it
right so far?" Understanding bloomed on the priest's face as he
felt a short, sharp stab of pain. "What are you going to do?"
he whispered through his cracked, bloated lips. A thin trickle of
blood began to pool in the sunken hollow of his shoulder. "Why, I have already done it," Stogggul
said, showing him the small fragment the tertium wire had extracted
from his neck. The priest closed his eyes and moaned. Tears leaked
from his eyes. "Now you are nothing, Pa'an. You are bereft of
Enlil. If I choose to kill you—which I very well may—he
will not be there to receive you. Instead, your soul will sink into
the Abyss, there to share all eternity with the unbelievers, the
blasphemers, the defilers. That is what is in store for you. Unless…" The priest's eyes flew open. "Unless what?" "Unless you tell me what I want to know about
your flock." For a long time there was silence in the cell. Then,
slowly, haltingly, the priest began to speak. "Give me back that
which is ordained for me." Stogggul placed the fragment on the tip of the wire
and again it snaked into the side of the priest's neck. "There,
Brother. Your link to the god Enlil has been restored." Tears flowed again down the priest's cheeks. "There
is great unrest among the Mesagggun. Their enmity toward the Khagggun
is at a boiling point. So much so that the Traditionalists and the
Forwards have forged a pact of unity." "Now there's as useless a piece of
disinformation as I have ever heard," the Star-Admiral said.
"The skcettta is making fools of us." Waving him to silence, Wennn Stogggul whispered, "If
what you say is true, it would be unprecedented. The enmity between
the Traditionalists and the Forwards goes back many generations. How
did this alleged pact come about?" "It was brokered," the priest said. "By whom?" "I do not know." "Oh, kill this lying piece of excrement nowl"
Kinnnus Morcha thundered. Stogggul pressed on. "Brother Pa'an, I warn
you. If you lie, if you withhold information, I will remove your
ordination piece, and no amount of supplication on your part will
make me give it back. "It is not a lie," the priest said firmly.
"I only know they are not V'ornn." "So this priest would have us believe that
aliens have not only made contact with the Mesagggun but are
conspiring with them against us?" lnü—v r'ti "On the face of it, it sounds absurd," the
regent agreed. "And yet I cannot afford to ignore him,
Star-Admiral. If there is any truth to what he says, we must know
about it, do I make myself clear?" "Yes, regent." Stogggul turned back to the priest. "One last
question, my friend, and then you may rest. What is it your caste
wants so badly that they have put aside generations of hate and
mistrust?" "The building of Za Hara-at. The City of One
Million Jewels is important to us. We are uniting to continue its
construction." "This is all very amusing, but hardly
alarming." Stogggul leaned over the priest. "We have ways
of dealing with your kind." "You will not be able to split the Mesagggun,"
the priest said dully. Stogggul paused, looking at the priest who had
averted his face. "What is it, Brother Pa'an? What, are You not
telling me?" The priest's eyes were finally dry. "Trust me,
regent, you do not want to hear this." Stogggul put a hand tenderly on the priest's brow
and brought his head around. "Be that as it may, I will
hear it." "As you desire, regent." The priest licked
his lips. "At the core, it is fear that binds the Mesagggun
factions." "Fear? What could they fear save the regent's
retribution?" "They fear the Centophennni." The Star-Admiral's face went white. He looked
stricken. With a curt gesture, he sent the Haaar-kyut outside of
hearing range. "What about the Centophennni?" Stogggul
asked in a voice a shade less commanding than before. "It involves the most ancient of prophesies.
You who have cut yourself off from the god Enlil are ignorant of it,"
the priest said."'In the center of a million jewels/At the nexus
of the universe/When worlds collide/When the Usurper arises/The
Centophennni slaughter in his wake.'" "This is nonsense!" the Star-Admiral
cried. "Why would the Forwards care about a prophesy from a dead
god in whom they do not believe?" Stogggul held up his hand. "That is the wrong
question to ask. Brother Pa'an, what now has given this ancient
prophesy its urgency?" "We have heard that it parallels a Kundalan
prophesy." "He is lying," the Star-Admiral growled.
"In all their debriefings I have never heard this spoken of by
any Ramahan." "That is because it is not a Ramahan prophesy,"
the priest replied. "It is Druuge." "Druuge?" Wennn Stogggul said. "What
care I for these desert nomads?" "The City of One Million Jewels appears in
their cosmology. It is known as Earth Five Meetings. Earth Five
Meetings is the nexus of the universe, a holy city built upon the
ruins of an ancient fortress, the place where the Kundalan will make
their last stand against Eternal Night. The Druuge believe Za Hara-at
is that city." "What care I for primitives who stupidly choose
to live their lives in the middle of three thousand square kilometers
of nothing?" "Perhaps you should, regent. You see, their
prophecies also tell of the Usurper. The coming of the Usurper
heralds the beginning of An-amordor, the End of All Things." Stogggul sat back on his heels. "And who is
this Usurper who is to bring the Centophennni down upon us, who is to
cause the end of the universe?" "Why, regent, I would think by now it would be
clear," the priest said. "The Usurper is you." "Me?" Wennn Stogggul leapt up. "Now
you go too far!" "On the contrary," the priest said. "I
have not gone far enough." So saying, he snatched at the dagger
at the regent's left hip, slashed the curving blade across his own
throat. "No!" Stogggul cried, whipping the dagger
out of his spasming hand. But it was too late, the priest lay dead in
a pool of his own blood. "N'Luuura take him!" "Or Enlil," the Star-Admiral said. "It
matters not." The regent turned. "Let us swiftly away from
this noxious place. Make arrangements for the priest to be burned as
befits his beliefs, but do it quickly." "Yes, regent." The two V'ornn walked hurriedly back to the Door to
the Storehouse. For the moment, they were alone. The Star-Admiral
stood engrossed by the new okummmon embedded in his forearm with a
mixture of elation and distrust. "Will I ever get used to this
thing?" "It is what you have desired, isn't
it?" the regent Stogggul said. He was staring fixedly at the
pale, blood-streaked corpse of the priest as members of the
Haaar-kyut carried it out of the cell. "Oh, of course." Kinnnus Morcha prodded
the flesh surrounding the new implant to see if it was still sore. As
a Khagggun he had been trained to trust only those who had fought
beside him in battle, those who had proved their mettle in the
terrifying cauldron of interspecies conflagration. "One merely
needs to change one's thinking." Though this was the crowning
moment of his life, a moment he had dreamed of ever since he was
young, he frowned. "Thinking which has sidereal centuries of
tradition behind it." "It is precisely this tradition from which you
have been longing to break free. Or so you claimed when we made
seigggon." "Regent, the seigggon is a sacred blood oath.
Those who renege on it are butchered like cattle." Stogggul nodded. "Then neither of us have
anything to fear." Morcha bristled, his back ramrod-straight. "The
Khagggun fear nothing." Now the regent looked at him. "You fear the
Gyrgon, Star-Admiral." "And the Gyrgon fear the Centophennni." "As do we all," the regent replied.
"Listen to me, Star-Admiral, what transpired back there is for
our ears and our ears alone, do I make myself perfectly clear?" Kinnnus Morcha nodded. "No one knows this
better than I, regent. I was at Hellespennn, remember? I have fought
the Centophennni. The prophesy of Enlil we have just heard cannot
possibly be true. It is too terrible to contemplate." "A prophesy of a dead god? I think we need not
worry. But there is something in what the priest said that disturbs
me. He would have us believe by inference that it was this Druuge
tribe who brokered the alliance between Mesagggun factions. No, it is
more likely a ruse the clever priest used to distract us from
discovering the true identity of the alliance brokers. Tell me,
Star-Admiral, who has the most to gain by a Mesagggun uprising?" "The Kundalan resistance, regent." "Exactly! The Ashera regime taught them to be
bold. They attack the Haaar-kyut barracks, they are meddling in
V'ornn affairs. I like it not. The resistance needs to be taught a
final lesson." "I will have Olnnn Rydddlin see to it
immediately." "No, Star-Admiral." Stogggul lifted a
finger. "I have something else in mind for Olnnn Rydddlin. Have
you another who can fit the bill?" An oblique admonition, but one that rankled all the
same. "Most assuredly, regent," Kinnnus Morcha said
crisply. "It shall be done." Stogggul nodded. "Gird your packs for immediate
battle," he said. "We have the full backing of the
Comradeship." "Speaking of Gyrgon, regent. My new okummmon
has begun to pain me overmuch." "The implant takes time—" "No. It just started. Here. When we came
abreast of the Kundalan Storehouse Door." The Star-Admiral
looked around, then went down on one knee. "What have we here?" "What?" Wennn Stogggul said. "What
have you found?" The Star-Admiral had unhooked a Tracker from the
belt he wore beneath his robe. He ran the device across the floor
directly in front of the Door. He grunted, then looked up at the
regent. "It is blood, spilled quite recently." He stood.
"The truly odd thing is that it is Gyrgon blood." "Are you certain?" "The genomics analyzer on the Tracker is
faultless. More than one Gyrgon died here, regent. Of that you can be
certain. What do you think it means?" "I have no idea," Stogggul lied. Because
now he understood everything: why the Door remained locked, why no
Gyrgon was there though the Ring remained, and why they were so full
of rage at the last Summoning. This infernal Kundalan Door has
kilted a Gyrgon, he thought, and I gave them the key! Imagine if I
had kept the Ring of Five Dragons and tried to unlock the Door
myself. He stared at the Ring, embedded in the stone Dragon's
mouth. What sorcerous power did it hold, a power beyond even Gyrgon
ken? Blood pulsed in his skull. This was power beyond V'ornn
imagining. Had he been wrong to discount everything Kundalan? There
was a secret here worth exploring. But how to go about it? That would
require considerable thought. Everything has changed," the Old V'ornn said,
taking the sixth position, "since last I saw you, Stogggul
Kurgan." For as long as Kurgan could remember, the Old V'ornn
had always called him by the formal appellation. He liked that. It
showed respect. "The House of Ashera has been destroyed."
Kurgan assumed the mounted-star defense. "My father is the new
regent of Kundala. I am adjutant to Star-Admiral Morcha." During the next fifty minutes, he and the Old V'ornn
fought hand to hand in the Ka Form, a fluid and complex method of
fighting that had long ago been forgotten by others. They were in the
Old V'ornn's vaulted gymnasium. Padded walls held three tiers of
increasingly narrow ledges on which lessons were taught. When they were finished, Kurgan watched the Old
V'ornn with an emotion bordering on affection. The dark, gleaming
skull, the wrinkled face, the strong, capable hands, these were all
as familiar to him as the scent of his own body. The Old V'ornn had
taught him everything of importance. But he also listened to what
Kurgan had to say. And he was patient. Patient as a stone, patient as
the ocean lapping at that stone. "I made proper use of your lessons this
evening," Kurgan said with no little pride. "Kefffir
Gutttin died like the traitorous marsh-lizard he was. "You shot him in the back, did you not?" Kurgan stood very still, watching and waiting with
apprehension. He had known the Old V'ornn since he had been seven
years of age—a lifetime, it seemed. They had met quite by
chance at a street stall where Kurgan liked to go to look at the
long-bladed knives for sale. While his mother was buying leeesta from
a baker across the street, the Old V'ornn had approached him and
asked him which knife was his favorite. Kurgan had immediately
pointed to one with a long, thin, triangular blade. The Old V'ornn
had bought it on the sp'ot and had told Kurgan that he would teach
him to use it to hunt, that when he became sufficiently proficient
with it, it would become his to keep. A week later, Kurgan slipped
away from hingatta lüina do mori for the first of what would be
many difficult and exhilarating lessons at the Old V'ornn's
gymnasium. Now, he watched warily as the Old V'ornn walked
away. "Tell me, Stogggul Kurgan, why do you puff out your chest
like a rainbow-cock when your best friend has died?" Kurgan was so taken aback that he could not find his
tongue. The Old V'ornn paused and turned to face him.
"Ashera Annon was brought back here to Axis Tyr and his head was
delivered to the Gyr-gon. Is this not correct?" Kurgan nodded mutely. "And in the glare of your recent triumphs are
you to tell me that you have not spent even a moment contemplating
his demise?" "I was the agent of his death. I gave Morcha
what he wanted, and in return…" He spread his hands wide.
"He gave me what I wanted." The Old V'ornn pursed his lips. "I trust when
you speak of me, Stogggul Kurgan, you do so with the proper
respect." "I never speak of you." The Old V'ornn smiled a secretive smile. "Ah,
yes, part of our rules, isn't it?" The skin on his skull was
almost copper-colored, and so thin Kurgan could see the network of
purple veins pulsing with the rush of blood. Eyes pale from extreme
age met his and held them. "But to return to our topic, you
should not underestimate the price you will pay for your newfound
stature." "Price? What price?" The Old V'ornn walked to the far end of the
gymnasium. A wall panel swiveled open at his touch. He looked out
upon a courtyard he had built himself. It was filled with rocks,
stones, boulders of every conceivable size and shape. Somewhere
within water gurgled but, Kurgan knew, unless one stood in the exact
center of the courtyard one could not see the small pool. That, too,
was a lesson he had learned from the Old V'ornn when the two of them
had built the pool around the small spring on the property: to stand
at the center is to see everything. "You had a friend, once. Now he is ash. Because
of you, Stogggul Kurgan. Because of you." Something had caught the Old V'ornn's attention.
Kurgan followed him out into the courtyard. The Old V'ornn carefully
picked his way toward the center. In the many times Kurgan had seen
him do this he had never once taken the same path. "That was three months ago," Kurgan said.
"Ancient history. If I shed a tear I would be a hypocrite." "Of course. Remorse is but an aspect of
conscience, and you have none." There was a look of contentment
on the Old V'ornn's face, as if he was at last seeing the color and
shape of a long-awaited horizon. "Nevertheless, be aware that
there is a price to pay. Now or later, it matters not. This
is the Way of the Universe. The Law of Balance." "You have taught me that the path to power is
never straight. I am not frightened, if that is your concern." The Old V'ornn's smile was like the wrinkles in
ancient leather. "In your case, my concern is that you are never
frightened." "Again, you taught me that." At last, they had reached the center. The small but
deep pool bubbled up from its hidden source. The water was black as
pitch, even in the brightest sunlight. Kurgan still remembered how
cold it felt when his hands and forearms were immersed in it. At the
edge, stood a small chased-silver chalice, more delicate than
anything a V'ornn Tuskugggun could fashion. He imagined the Old
V'ornn coming out here, dipping it into the icy water, slaking his
thirst. "If that is your belief, then you have learned
improperly. I have taught you not to be frightened. But there are
times when fear is the only thing that will save your life. A healthy
fear hones the senses, attunes the mind. In this way, opportunities
appear. To be ruled by fear is weakness; to be utterly fearless
breeds arrogance." He looked into the heart of the pond. "Your
arrogance gives me pause." "Why? You have taught me that arrogance is
strength." "The sun is your emblem—your talisman as
well as your symbolic goal; it fairly pulses with limitless power.
But if you stare at it too long, you will go blind." "Not if every so often you focus on the dark
spot." The Old V'ornn thought of Kundala's sun with its
mysterious purple spot and laughed delightedly. "Ah, me, one is
never too old to learn; that makes life good again." He put his
arm around Kurgan, and the boy could immediately feel again the
strength that lay hidden inside the ancient, bony frame. That was the
way of him: Kurgan was convinced that he was composed entirely of
secrets. "Nevertheless, arrogance misused becomes a
weakness," the Old V'ornn continued. "You have crawled out
from under the shadow of your father. This is no mean
accomplishment." Kurgan felt warmed as if by the noonday sun. "Thank
you." The Old V'ornn's long, spidery forefinger waggled.
"Do not forget, however, that it is but a momentary
triumph." "I will not underestimate him." "Oh, but in your arrogance I believe you
already have." He tapped his thin, almost black lips with his
long, translucent fingernail. "You hold your father in the
greatest contempt." "He earned that contempt." The Old V'ornn's face darkened. "Listen to
yourself. Emotion has gained the upper hand. This contempt you feel
for your father rules you. He has seen it, felt it, and acts
accordingly. Therefore, it has the potential to be your ruin."
He smiled his enigmatic smile. "If Wennn Stogggul is
contemptible, that is one thing. It is a fact—certainly a
useful one, in the right context. But it is nothing more than a fact.
It is your emotion that is dangerous because it will blind
you to his power and his cunning. In this state, you will
underestimate him." For a long time, Kurgan said nothing. Processing the
Old V'ornn's words was never easy; sometimes it seemed impossible.
"You are right, of course," he said at length. "Who is
Wennn Stogggul? From this moment on, he ceases to be my father.
He is simply another player in the game." "If you mean that—if you can truly feel
it, Stogggul Kurgan—then we are finished for tonight." The regent Stogggul was in the now empty banquet
hall, staring intently at the holoimage of Kundala when Dalma came
through the open doorway. "My love." He turned to her and scowled. "I observed you
this afternoon. How many times have I warned you about showing
yourself around the public rooms? They are reserved for state
business." "Growling at me so quickly?" She
approached him in a swirl of brocaded silk. Lately, she had taken to
purchasing lushly embroidered Kun-dalan fabrics and having them made
into robes. "Why, I cannot recall you ever warning me
about anything." She insinuated her leg between his. He ignored her ministrations. It would not do to let
her see how much he had come to depend on her avaricious mind and her
contacts. As a Looorm with many clients, she had intimate access to
levels of society—both V'ornn and Kundalan—he could never
penetrate no matter how great his power grew. Pillow talk was a
powerful tool given the proper direction. "I have told you that
you may have the run of my private quarters. Evidently that is not
enough for you." She smiled ever so sweetly while she pressed against
him with the heat of a sun going nova. "You know you should be grateful that I let you
live inside the palace walls," he continued. "What other
Looorm could make that claim?" "That is because I am like no other Looorm, my
love." When she licked the side of his neck, he grabbed hold of
her wrist and jerked her away. She made a little cry of pain, which
pleased him. Now she was pouting. "I came here to present
you with a wonderful surprise, and now you have hurt me." He pulled her to him in gentler fashion. "I am
lately put in a foul mood. Forgive me." "Always, my love. But what base work transpired
in the caverns below to cause you such anguish?" He turned away, collapsing the holoimage. "No matter. I guarantee your mood will lift
when you see my surprise." So saying, she led him out of the
room, down the hallway, past the grand staircase, along passageways
that became increasingly disorienting to him. There was no doubt that
she had a far better grip on the palace's labyrinthine structure than
he did. At last, they came out on the balcony he knew
overlooked Giyan's herb garden. He had had all the plants ripped out
and was going to have the ground cobbled over until Dalma begged him
not to. He liked it when she begged, and so he had acquiesced. Now
she led him to the filigreed balustrade, and said, "There. What
do you think?" Looking down, he saw in the moonslight a young
Kundalan female with thick platinum-colored hair kneeling in the
midst of what looked like neatly planted rows of weeds. A freshening
wind swirled in the interior garden, bringing to his nose a
succession of pungent odors that made him sneeze. "What is this?" he shouted. "Not only
are these weeds ugly, but they stink to low N'Luuural" At the sound of his voice, the young female stood
and turned her face up to him. She was very tall, willowy,
fine-featured. Her thick hair was pulled back off her face, plaited
into a wide plait that hung like a shock-sword to the gentle flair of
her buttocks. At that precise moment, Wennn Stogggul was certain that
his hearts had ceased to beat. He grabbed the top of the balustrade
Cvith whitened knuckles to keep his knees from buckling. To say that
he had never been susceptible to the charms of the Kundalan female
would be something of an understatement. In fact, truth be known, he
found their aspect as abhorrent as the fire-beetles of Phareseius
Prime, and he considered them to be just as low on the food chain.
But as her large, exceedingly pale eyes studied him gravely some
sensation previously unknown to him pierced his flesh, spread a
curious fever throughout his system that left him weak. It was as if her robes had melted away. He imagined
he could see her body, the cool curves, the secret dells, and every
alien place on her became a source of intense curiosity and profound
eroticism. He could feel the heat rising from her even from this
distance; he could smell her curious scent. Every aroma in the garden
smelled delicious every plant dripped moisture he longed to hold on
the tip of his tongue. "It is difficult, I know, to believe that
such'stinking weeds' could have a salubrious effect on V'ornn and
Kundalan alike." The female Kundalan's smile played over him like
delicate fingers, and he felt a shiver run through him. He tried to
respond, swallowed his jumbled thoughts instead. Intuiting, perhaps, doubt from his silence, she
continued, "I assure you, Lord, I speak the truth." She
offered up a black-basalt mortar and a white-agate pestle. "I
can give concrete example to my words, if the Lord will permit me." Stogggul gathered himself sufficiently to say, "Tell
me your name, female." "Malistra, Lord." He liked that she called him Lord. He nodded and
beckoned to her. "Come up here, Malistra, and I shall divine the
truth of your words for myself." As soon as Malistra had disappeared, Dalma said,
"This is the Kundalan sorceress I told you about. I have had her
plant her herbs here so that she can tend them and harvest them just
for your use." The regent frowned. "The accursed Ashera
skcettta Giyan has used her sorcery to put herself under the
protection of Rekkk Hacüar. Doubtless, it was her sorcery that
got them past Pack-Commander Ry-dddlin and his Khagggun four nights
ago. Since then, we have been unable to trace them." "You see what Kundalan sorcery can accomplish?"
she said. "Now you will have your own sorceress to fight Giyan
on her own terms." He looked deep into her eyes while a slow smile
crept across her face, and allowed a sigh to escape his lips.
"Perhaps you are right." She laughed deep in her throat. "You know I
am." "Do you think she can find the fugitives for
me?" "You must ask her that yourself, my love."
Her hands kept moving beneath his robes. "Now tell me why you
have me playing up to that smelly bannntor?" He made a disgusted sound. "The Star-Admiral is
living down to my initial assessment of him—of all Khagggun."
He shook his craggy head. "There is good reason why they are
Lesser Caste. His elevation to power will make him dangerous unless
he is put on a leash." At that moment, Malistra appeared on the balcony.
Standing there, silent and respectful, holding the mortar full of
ground herbs, she exuded the gravely erotic aspect of a priestess.
Seeing her now, his mind clicked into gear and his plan—his
delightfully malicious plan—moved to its next phase. Two teyj
with one call, wasn't that the Gyrgon saying? To possess Malistra, to
get her to use her sorcery to unlock the Storehouse Door would prove
a double coup. He would assuage the fire inside him and get the
Gyrgon to wrest control of salamuuun trade from the Ashera Consortium
and give it to him. Finally. Just revenge. But first this Malistra
had to prove herself to him. He had to move with caution. More than
one Gyrgon dead. The Ring of Five Dragons had already proved itself
far too dangerous for any further precipitous action. He turned Dalma around. "While I try out this
Kundalan nonsense, you are to go to the Star-Admiral." "Toward what end?" "A liaison." Dalma's eyes opened wide. "Are you mad?" "Mad as a Kraelian sundog." He was so
delighted with himself that he decided not to punish her for her
disrespect. Besides, her abhorrence at leaving him sent a pleasurable
jolt through his tender parts. "I want you to give Morcha the
opening he hungers for." "Opening?" He led her to the far end of the balcony, where
there was no chance of them being overheard. "All Khagggun are
trained to find their opponent's weakness. Why have him search too
hard to find mine? Morcha secretly lusts after you. I know it. Make
him believe that you have grown tired of me and my corish ways."
He chuckled. "Of a certain, that will appeal to him. I want him
to think that through you he has a direct source to what I am
thinking and planning. That way, he will relax his guard. I will have
him right where I want him." He chuckled. "In the palm of
your hand." Dalma, who liked intrigue bettter than the next
Looorm, laughed mightily as she kissed him. "How utterly
delicious, my lovel It will be a pleasure to deliver him to you just
as you ask." She pouted. "My only regret is that I will be
spending less time with you." "We all need to make sacrifices, don't we?"
Stogggul looked past her to where Malistra stood at the other end of
the balcony, the moonslight caught in her platinum hair. Dalma kissed
him hard on the lips. She squeezed Malistra's shoulder briefly as she
passed by her. When he was alone with the Kundalan female, Wennn
Stogggul gestured for her to approach. Close-up, her appearance was
even more striking. The platinum hair, flat to her skull, and her
strange, pale eyes contrived to make her not only alien but exotic as
well. She wore a simple dark cloak meant for traveling. Her
well-formed arms were bare. A bronze band, cleverly worked into the
aspect of a fierce serpent, wound around her right arm from just
above her elbow to just below her shoulder. The flat, wedge-shaped
head seemed to stare at him without emotion of any kind. "I understand you have a facility with this,"
he said, gesturing at the herbal mixture. "It is a gift, Lord, though modest." "Sorcery." He shook his head. "It is
nothing but corwash." She let him see the ghost of a smile. "Is your
Gyrgon's technomancy so different, Lord? Both seek to make
explainable what is beyond our ken." The regent grunted. "You can be sure Gyrgon are
not interested in ground herbs and roots." "But you appear to be, Lord." He scowled menacingly. "You are an impudent
thing. Shall I punish you?" "I meant no disrespect—none at all, Lord.
On the contrary. You are benevolent and progressive for a V'ornn. For
allowing me to plant and harvest my crops inside your palace grounds
I am grateful." Wennn Stogggul kept his scowl firmly in place. That
way she would never detect how fast his hearts were beating. "How
grateful, I wonder?" Malistra slipped to her knees. Setting down the
mortar and pestle, she scooped a handful of freshly ground powder and
spat into it until she had made a thick paste. Deftly, she snaked her
hand through the parting of his robes, probed deeper, smeared the
paste onto his tender parts. Her magnificently strange face raised to him like a
flower to sunlight. "Shall I show you, Lord, the length and
breadth of my gratitude?" She was gripping him, or perhaps the paste she had
concocted was starting to work. Be that as it might, he had no choice
but to nod dumbly as her face followed her hand between the thick
folds of his magisterial regent's robes. Afterward, he lay staring up at the glittering
stars, their light hard as crystal. Malistra rose up on her elbow
beside him and said, "Have I pleased you, Lord?" "You have." "Though I am an alien?" The regent Stogggul reached for the thick plait of
her hair. Malistra smiled, drew his hand away, placed hers on his
hairless chest, and he felt his tender parts stir again. The bronze
serpent gleamed and glistened, its incised scales seeming to undulate
with her movements. "You are Kundalan. What we have done is
transient." He lifted a hand, let it fall. "You see? It is
already gone." "But I wish for something more permanent,
Lord." "You are Kundalan," he repeated. To him,
this said it all. She rose up to a sitting position and folded her
legs beneath her. He could not take his eyes off the thick plait of
hair that draped over her shoulder and hung between her breasts. "As
a token of my sincerity, will you allow me to show you another use
for my powder?" "I liked greatly the first use." He
nodded. "By all means." Quickly, she mixed a pinch of the herb mixture in a
dram of clear liquid and told him to drink it down. "What effect will this have?" "It is best for you to experience it for
yourself, Lord." Since it had had only the most salubrious effect on
his tender parts, he did not hesitate, swallowing it down in one
gulp. Almost immediately, he felt sick to his stomachs. Sweat broke
out all over him and he grew so dizzy that when he tried to swipe at
her he managed only to crack his head on the finely fluted uprights
of the balustrade. Hanging his head miserably over the side, he
vomited into the garden below. He rolled over, groaning. He felt as
weak as a starving blood-flea. "You …" he stammered. "You…" She held his head up with one hand and proffered a
small cor-hide flask. "Here, Lord, drink this." The warm liquid dribbled down his throat. He had
barely enough energy to swallow. But once he did, he began to feel
his strength flow back into him like a stream cresting in springtime. "What. . . what did you do to me?" "I could have killed you, Lord, ""she
said with a curious tenderness. "And it would have been so easy.
All it would have taken was to double the dose. Your Haaar-kyut are
nowhere around, no one knows I am here, and an autopsy would have
revealed nothing. The herb mixture breaks down into its biochemical
parts within minutes of ingestion." He stared at her, wide-eyed. "I will have you
beheaded." "Certainly, Lord, if that is your wish."
She pushed over the mortar full of ground herbs. "But first,
accept this gift, to use against your enemies, if you wish. Having
ingested the half dose, you yourself are now immune." He was silent for some time. She could tell he was
weighing matters in his mind. At last, he came to a decision. "Dalma
informs me that this garden was once used by the former regent's
skcettta, Giyan." "Ah, yes." "You know her?" He was at once suspicious. "Only by reputation, Lord." "By all reports, she is a clever one." The
regent rose. He leaned his elbows on the balustrade and, for a long
time, stared down into the garden filled now with sorcerous herbs,
roots, and mushrooms. "Tell me, who harvested these druggish
herbs for the skcettta?" Malistra laughed, a soft tinkling sound like water
falling against crystal. "It surely wasn't me, Lord. A
sorceress cannot receive her herbs from another; the oils of that
individual would contaminate them, rendering them inert or
worse—reversing their effect. They cannot be harvested by
machine because they are too delicate, and even if you used gloves,
your aura would infect them. Like all sorceresses, Giyan grew or
picked the herbs herself, just as I am doing." At length, Malistra came and stood beside him, her
arm loosely around his waist. "What are you pondering so deeply,
Lord?" she asked in a gentle voice. "If I can help, you
have only to ask." Stogggul's mind was on fire. His desire for her had,
if anything, multiplied beyond his comprehension. He looked down
at the herbal mixture. What other fruits of her sorcerous powers
could she provide? He wanted her so badly he could feel his tender
parts throb. "There are fugitives I seek," he said thickly.
"One of them is the skcettta, Giyan. She has used her sorcery to
disappear. You will find her for me. Your sorcery can do that, yes?" "Most assuredly, Lord." "If you can find her and her companion, then I
will know the truth to your words and you can have your more
permanent relationship with me." But not before you use your
Kundalan sorcery to get me the Ring of Five Dragons, he thought. Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha was stretched out naked
on the veranda of his pavilion, bathing in pale moonslight. He lay in
an openwork cradle-chair; another identical cradle-chair was next to
him. Neat rows of sheared, densely limbed ammonwood trees ringed the
circumference of the veranda, shielding it from curious eyes. The
flooring was constructed of a synthetic stone material, white as
snow, which reflected and magnified the moonslight. He heard soft
footfalls and knew who it was approaching because he had given orders
that only his young adjutant be allowed into the pavilion. He
said, "Do you know, Kurgan, that the night is a time for
intrigue." "I do now, sir." "Where have you been?" the Star-Admiral
snapped in an altogether different tone of voice. "Your absence
since the end of the banquet has been noted." "There is a female, sir." Kurgan stood
stiffly at attention. "A female? At your age?" "She is a Looorm, sir." The lie came
easily, almost gleefully to his lips. "She is teaching me." "It is good to have such teachers in life,
adjutant. We are taught to feel only contempt for Tuskugggun,
especially Looorm. But there comes a time in life when one creeps
under your skin, when you find yourself feeling something for her you
did not think it was possible to feel. Then, and only then, do you
know what you are missing by being Khagggun." "I hope to find such a Tuskugggun one day."
Kurgan, who held no such hope, wondered who this Looorm of the
Star-Admiral's might be. "If you do, I promise you will wonder whether
she is a blessing or a curse." Kinnnus Morcha lifted a thick,
powerful arm. "But enough of sentiment. Come, then,
adjutant. Shed your uniform again and join me." Sensing the
boy's hesitation, he rose up on one elbow. "This is part of my
nightly regimen. In my travels I have been exposed to any manner of
atmospheric radiation, and I say unequivocally that Kundala's is
by far the sweetest. I had these stone blocks made for me; they
amplify the radiation, the sense of well-being." He winked.
"Between you and me, I have found that it rejuvenates the
tenderest of tender parts." As Kurgan began to shed his uniform, the
Star-Admiral lay back down with a long sigh. In a moment, he heard
his young adjutant settle into the cradle-chair beside him. "And
it is a certainty that we both need a little rejuvenation after that
nasty banquet your father served up." "I thought it all went rather well,"
Kurgan said. "Did you now? I suppose yoti marked the
surprise on your father's face when you loosed your bolt into Kefffir
Gutttin's back." "I did not." "That diatribe of his was fully planned. He
meant to call out one of them—Bach Ourrros or Kefffir Gutttin.
Bach Ourrros is too clever to allow himself to be drawn into a public
shouting match with the regent. Kefffir Gutttin, however, was not so
circumspect." "I know that my father wants Bach Ourrros
dead." "They want each other dead," Kinnnus
Morcha grunted. "But the regent also had something else in mind.
He devised a clever test for me—a test to prove my loyalty." "Haven't you already proved your loyalty to
him?" "Your father is, I think, testing the practical
feasibility, shall we say, of the new intercaste society he and I are
creating. It is an entirely new world; I don't blame him." He
held up his left arm. "I have barely begun to understand the
workings of my new okummmon; how can he possibly understand me?"
He rolled over heavily. "What he did not expect was for you to
kill his enemy." "He said nothing to me." "Would you expect him to?" "I would expect him to acknowledge my first
kill." The Star-Admiral sighed. "Then, adjutant, you
are doomed to disappointment. I can tell you how proud you made
me because you knew what was required even before I could signal you.
I was impressed. But your father? No, never. He is not that sort of
V'ornn." Even as a wave of satisfaction coursed through him,
Kurgan knew that Kinnnus Morcha was right. Without realizing it, he
had reverted back to his old way of thinking of the regent as his
father. The Old V'ornn would be displeased at how poorly he had
learned his latest lesson. He must concentrate harder than he had
before; he must make certain that he never again mistook Wennn
Stogggul for his father. "I am grateful that I have pleased you,
Star-Admiral. I was wondering if I could join one of the packs in the
attacks against the Kundalan resistance." "Ah, but you are a bloodthirsty young thing,
aren't you?" The Star-Admiral smiled up at the open sky. "That
campaign is going well enough without my needing to risk you there.
Imagine your father's wrath, adjutant, if I let anything happen to
you." "What purpose do I serve if I cannot
participate in campaigns?" Kurgan said. "Does the
Star-Admiral doubt my prowess?" "I do not, adjutant. On that score, you have
proved your worth. But I have many superior Khagggun at my disposal
to do my wet work. There are other campaigns, on other fronts for
which you are far better suited," The Star-Admiral moved his
palm, and a holographic image of Kundala slowly spun. "Tell me,
adjutant, why have we no presence here, on the southern continent?" Kurgan shrugged as he stared at the holoimage. "An
early foray determined there wasn't enough profit to merit
occupation. The climate is inhospitable, a breeding ground for a
number of opportunistic viruses. The people native to the continent,
the Sarakkon, are a xenophobic, primitive lot." Kinnnus Morcha grunted. "Yet we trade with
them, do we not?" "As do the Kundalan, Star-Admiral. The Sarakkon
are clever and devious. They mine a number of highly radioactive
substances the Gyr-gon are studying as a stable power source." "Tell me, do you know what happened to that
first Khagggun expedition? No? Fully a third of the personnel
died of acute radiation poisoning before the rest could retreat. It
penetrated right through their off-world biosuits. Those that did
return were held in quarantine for months while the Gyrgon worked on
detoxifying them. Their biosuits and personal effects were vaporized;
their shuttle was deemed unfit for V'ornn life and sent to the bottom
of the Sea of Blood." "A dangerous lot, Star-Admiral." "That is the avowed consensus among my
colleagues." Kurgan thought he caught the hint of a smirk on
Kinnnus Morcha's face. "The Sarakkon colony is in Harborside, is
it not?" "It is, Star-Admiral." "And you are at least somewhat familiar with
that area, are you not?" "Sir?" "Well, I mean to say your brother is, um,
living in that section of the city." Kinnnus Morcha pursed his
lips. "And, if memory serves, it plays host to the
Kalllistotos." Kurgan held his breath and tried to gather his
thoughts. He wondered how much the Star-Admiral knew. He
admonished himself not to underestimate either Morcha's guile or his
network of informants. He would do well to find out whether Morcha
had unearthed elements of his private life or whether he was trolling
for information. "It is true that I have been known to visit the
Kalllistotos now and again." "And from time to time participate in it." "I require diversion from the ordinary,”
Kurgan said carefully. "Diversions is more like it," the
Star-Admiral said dryly. So he knew it all. Kurgan bit his lip. He shouldn't
be so surprised. Well, he could not do anything (fbout it now, but he
certainly could ensure the flow of information would cease. Kinnnus Morcha closed his eyes and breathed deeply.
"I want you to go to Harborside and insinuate yourself into the
Sarakkon enclave." "That will not be easy, sir. As you know, they
are somewhat hostile to outsiders. They do not even fully trust the
Kundalan." "Adjutant to the Khagggun Star-Admiral, and one
that participates in the Kalllistotos, at that. Xenophobia or no
xenophobia, it seems to me that from their point of view you would
make a formidable friend." Kurgan turned onto his side. "And should I find
them amenable. Star-Admiral, what are your orders?" "Gather information. Anything and everything. I
want to get their perspective on the Kundalan." "The resistance, sir?" "Naturally." The Star-Admiral stretched.
"Also, see what they can tell you about the Druuge." "The Druuge, sir?" "A minor curiosity, that is all." Kurgan's lips curled into a smile of admiration. "I
am overwhelmed by your trust in me, Star-Admiral." Kinnnus Morcha heaved his bulk again so that he was
looking out at the distant peaks of the Djenn Marre. "My father
passed on to me one valuable piece of advice, adjutant, and it is
this: 'Trust is only as long as the blade of a shock-sword.'" "I will remember that, sir." The Star-Admiral closed his eyes again. "Many
have tried; few have succeeded." Avatar “Why?" "I have already told you why," Rekkk
Hacilar said. "You know, but you do not yet believe me." Giyan and Rekkk, riding cthauros the Gyrgon Nith
Sahor had provided for them, were making their way through the
high-elevation forest where Rekkk, as Pack-Commander, had once
pursued her and Annon as they had fled toward Stone Border. "You have forsaken everything—your caste,
your status, your power—everything that makes you V'ornn,"
Giyan said. "For what? Please do not tell me it is to be with
me." Rekkk ducked his head out of the way of a trailing
branch. "How can I talk to you when you still distrust and hate
me so?" "You are a V'ornn. You are used to difficult
situations. Try," she said, dryly. He nodded. "Like Eleusis, like Nith Sahor, I
feel as if I am in service to a higher calling. To be honest, my life
never made much sense to me. Like my mother, I was pulled in a
direction I could never understand, I only knew it was away from
other V'ornn. In the closest-knit caste in V'ornn society, I felt
like an outsider. And now… now I have a chance to help my
people and yours." He spurred his cthauros up beside her. "I
see the expression on your face. No matter what you may think, I hate
Wennn Stogggul and Kinnnus Morcha more than you do." "Impossible." "Ah, yes, let us now argue degrees of hatred.
We are such experts." She turned to him after a moment, nodded. "I
take your point." "Let us agree on this, at least. Let us leave
the arguments concerning hate to the regent and the Star-Admiral,
shall we?" She spurred her cthauros forward, and he went
silently after her. The day was warm and still. Insects swarmed and,
overhead, birds flitted from branch to branch. Swaddled in green
shade, they made their way northward, always ascending the outriding
slopes of the mountain range. "I trust you know what you are doing," he
said. "This girl Eleana. Tell me how she will help us find the
Dar Sala-at." "I already know where the Dar Sala-at is,"
Giyan said shortly. "Eleana knows the terrain from here to the
higher elevations better than I do. Plus, she has many friends who
can help us along the way, feed us, shelter us from prying eyes." "In other words, she is resistance." When Giyan did not reply, he said, "Are you
worried I will run her through with my shock-sword?" "No," she said. "I am worried she
will run you through." He leaned over his saddle toward her. "I should
be offended, but as you can plainly see, I'm not. In fact, I am
pleased you are concerned for my well-being." "I promise I won't make a habit of it." "Don't make promises you canit keep." She gave him a sharp look, then reined in her
cthauros and dismounted. "Stay here," she cautioned
him. 'It will be more trouble than we need if Eleana sees you before
I have a chance to explain your presence." "What can you possibly say to her that would
stop her from wanting to spit me on the spot?" "I am still working on that." "Why don't you use your sorcery on her?" "Osoru cannot work like that on someone who is
not your enemy," Giyan said shortly. "You would need Kyofu,
the Dark Sorcery, for that. I have little knowledge of Kyofu, and
even less desire to use it." He swung off his mount. "In that event, I think
I'd better go with you." "I told you to stay here." For a moment, they stood deadlocked, not more than a
meter apart. At length, he nodded. "Forgive me. I am unused
to taking orders from a female." "It was not an order. I…" A sudden
gust of wind rose against Giyan's face. She brushed hair out of her
eyes. "I thought… I think my making contact with Eleana
alone makes the most sense." "Go on, then." She blinked. Her eyes searched the rough contours of
his face, seeing for the first time softer edges. "I will be
back with her as quickly as I can. In the meantime…" "I know how to occupy myself," he said. "It wasn't an order. Really." "I believe you," he said pointedly. Giyan nodded, lifted a hand halfway, a kind of
awkward farewell, then she turned and vanished into the forest. Eleana crouched behind a huge heartwood tree,
watching the slow play of sunlight as it filtered through the forest.
The birds sang, the insects droned just as they had ten minutes ago.
But now there was a difference. Something had entered the forest that
had no business being here. She could feel it, like a ripple of cool
air on a hot summer's day. The fine hairs at the back of her neck
stirred, causing a premonitory shiver to run through her. Ever since
the V'ornn had abruptly stepped up their attacks on the resistance,
she and everyone in her cell had been on edge as they heard that one
cell after another was being systematically rooted out and
annihilated. She had stopped counting the number of friends who had
died in just the past week. She drew the V'ornn shock-sword that hung at her
left hip. She had spent weeks training herself to manipulate the
heavy weapon. Though she was far from deciphering its idiosyncrasies,
she felt proficient enough to draw it with an eye to using it. She
moved a little into deeper shade, both to protect herself further and
to gain a wider view into the forest glade just to her south. Her
scalp began to tingle. Something was coming. She gripped the
shock-sword with both hands, her muscles knotted with tension. No doubt Dammi would laugh to see her now, as he had
laughed watching her try to swing the unwieldy V'ornn weapon. Of
course, with his size and bulk it was far easier for him to train on
the shock-sword. These days it seemed she and Dammi constantly butted
heads. Poor Dammi, he loved her so. The frustration he felt
at her lack of response often bubbled over into their professional
relationship. Perhaps, after all, he would be happier giving her
orders, though he denied it vociferously every time she brought it
up. And so the pointless squabbles continued. Pointless,
because in reality they were not arguing about power so much as
unrequited love. Pointless, too, for her to explain his sub rosa
hostility because the one time she tried he stalked out and would not
speak to her for a week. Maybe this had something to do with their
youth. Who would have expected Kundalan of their age to be leading
their own cell of the resistance? Sometimes, she found herself
wondering if she and Dammi were up to the responsibility. But who
else was there? In this area, the V'ornn had long ago killed most of
the adult males, murdering them in their periodic hunts. Of course,
she harbored another theory concerning their escalating disputes, or
perhaps it had to do with Kara. He could not understand her refusal
to reject Müna and join him in Kara's wholesale embrace of the
"here and now." No more wondering why Müna had turned
her back on them. No more waiting for a sign of the Great Goddess's
return. No more bitter and divisive arguing over the Prophesies of
the Dar Sala-at, The Pearl, and Anamordor. No more wondering where
they had come from and where they were destined to go. Simply the
promise of a better life today. On the other hand, she wondered how much his current
reaction had to do with the appearance of Annon Ashera, The day Annon
and Kurgan had come upon her swimming she had been inside Axis Tyr,
stowing away in the bottom of a Kundalan dray carrying fertilizer to
spread over V'ornn gardens. There, she had reconnoitered, looking for
weak spots in V'ornn defenses and, with the help of resistance
members in the city, had located a back passage into the Haaar-kyut
main barracks. Weeks later, Dammi had returned to plant the bomb
he had made from cor manure bolstered by a stick of tertium-gelignite
he had bartered for. The resulting blast had been devastating for the
V'ornn. But two of her contacts in the city had been killed; only her
skill and daring had prevented Dammi himself from being captured. She stiffened as a shadow stole through the thick
foliage of the heart-wood trees on the south side of the glade.
Coming, yes. Something was coming. Her heart constricted at the
thought of another Khagggun hunting pack. Annon. His appearance had, as the saying goes, upset
her carefully stacked muodd cart. Her opinion of the V'ornn had been
set in stone. They had killed her parents, her aunts and uncles, her
friends and compatriots. But that was before Annon had saved
her, before she had fallen madly in love with him. It was that mad
love that had so enraged Dammi, that had shattered their
relationship, her own insular world. Hatred of the V'ornn was what
had dominated so much of her life. Her love for Annon—so
unexpected, so startling, so thrilling—made her bones ache with
longing, made her blood sing, made colors electric. Returned to her
were the sweetness of birdsong, the beauty of a sunrise, the fastness
of the mountains. He had made her live again. At a soft whinnying, she looked to her left without
moving her head. Through a mass of leaves, she saw someone cautiously
leading a cthau-ros into the dappled sunlight of the glade. Her heart
leapt. What if it was Annon? The figure emerged from the leafy forest. Eleana,
her shock-sword at the ready, drew in a quick breath. "Giyan!" "Eleana, it gives me great pleasure to see you
again," Giyan said as she walked toward the girl. "I did not know whether I would ever see you
again. How is Annon?" Before Giyan had a chance to reply, Rekkk stepped
out into the leafy glade. As soon as Eleana saw his face she cursed under her
breath and drew her shock-sword, thumbing on its ion flow. "Behind me, quickly!" she cried. "It
is a trap!" "Eleana, no!" Giyan whirled on Rekkk.
"What do you think you're doing?" But Eleana was already rushing headlong toward him,
brandishing the weapon. Rekkk did not touch the shock-sword hanging
at his waist. Neither did his hands move toward any of the other
weapons he carried. She was already halfway across the glade
when she felt another bout of the odd dizziness that had come over
her during the last few weeks. She recovered, came on toward him,
but, oddly, he had not armed himself. Abruptly, she came up short, her heart in her
throat. "What is your game, Khagggun?" she spat. "Are
your pack members all around me? Is this the nature of your trap?" "Only the two of us are here," Giyan said
desperately. "This is no trap, Eleana." "I am no longer Khagggun," Rekkk said,
careful to keep his hands away from his weapons. "I have
declared myself Rhynnnon." Giyan had walked between them. With a brief basilisk
glare at Rekkk, she turned to Eleana, her palms upraised. "Please
believe me when I tell you that neither Rekkk Hacilar nor I mean you
harm." She smiled as she put a black, stiff-fingered hand on the
girl's arm. Eleana looked from Rekkk Hacilar to Giyan. "He
is still V'ornn." "Oh yes." Giyan's whistleflower-blue eyes
held Eleana's. "But he is with me, and we are on a mission of
such vital importance that we must very soon be on our way. Put down
your weapon, Eleana, I beg you. We need your help." Eleana did no such thing. "Are you now reduced
to being a defender of the V'ornn?" "I am no defender of the V'ornn," Giyan
said softly. "Just this V'ornn." There followed a
tense silence in the glade. Giyan, coming up against another Kundalan's fierce
and determined antagonism, realized that a profound shift had
occurred deep inside herself. Like a leaf taken downstream by a
swiftly flowing river, she had unexpectedly arrived at an unfamiliar
part of herself. When had she ceased to think of Rekkk Hacilar as the
enemy? When he had arranged the Visitation with Annon for her? When
he had become Rhynnnon? When he had tried to protect her against
Olnnn Rydddlin? When he had dealt with Nith Sahor in such courageous
fashion? Again, a new path was opening up before her, and she was at
its fork. There was another decision to make, just as there had been
back at Nith Sahor's laboratory. Her new path was waiting for her to
take the first step. She could use her rage and despair over Annon
like a weapon to keep punishing them both, or she could see
Rekkk Hacilar for who he really was. "What mission could you be on that would
involved a V'ornn?" Eleana's eyes narrowed. "You aren't
under duress, are you?" She reached out suddenly, took hold of
one of Giyan's blackened arms. "Did the V'ornn do this to you?"
Giyan shook her head. "There was an accident
while I was trying to save Annon. I am now able to move my fingers
inside these chrysalides, but I do not know whether that is good or
bad. The chrysalides put out thousands of fibers that have seemingly
completed their connection to my hands, and now I fear they are a
part of me, but as to what is happening I do not know." "I am so sorry. Truly." Giyan nodded her head. "As I said, we need your
help. We are on a mission—a mission to find the Dar Sala-at." "What say you? In front of the V'ornn?" "The V'ornn has a name, Eleana, just like you
and me. And, yes, Rekkk Hacilar knows about the Dar Sala-at." The girl looked at them wide-eyed. "The two of
you must be mad." "Is there somewhere nearby where we can go and
talk? Please. Time is of the essence." Eleana shook her head numbly. "I know it appears strange that I am in the
company of a V'ornn Rhynnnon who is searching for the Dar Sala-at.
But perhaps not any more strange than my rearing a V'ornn child." "You were the V'ornn regent's slave,"
Eleana pointed out. "In that you had no choice." "But I had a choice whether or not to love
Annon, didn't I?" She gave Eleana a meaningful look. "And
you would know something about loving a V'ornn, wouldn't you, my
dear?" Eleana averted her gaze for a moment while her
cheeks grew hot. "I did not think my feelings were so
transparent." "Nothing about you is transparent, save your
earnestness and honesty." Giyan put an encrusted hand over
Eleana's and smiled into her beautiful face. "I knew the moment
Annon looked at you that he loved you as much as you love him. So,
V'ornn are not all beasts, are they?" "But Khagggun are bred for battle." "I cannot help but notice," Rekkk said to
Eleana, "that you are armed with a shock-sword. For a Kundalan
even to touch a V'ornn weapon is an offense punishable by death. You
know this, do you not?" "Very well," Eleana said through gritted
teeth. She tensed, watching him closely. Rekkk raised his hands. "I applaud your
ingenuity, but your technique is sadly lacking. I could teach
you—" He started. "Giyan, what is it?" Giyan's face was drawn and pale. She had begun to
shake as with a terrible ague. "Giyanl" Rekkk gathered her into his arms,
while Eleana watched them, dumbfounded. "Is it the chrysalides?" "No." Her trembling voice was a reedy
whisper. "There is sorcery being used against me. Kyofu. There
is a beacon. It is trying to find us." Her eyes closed, and her
brows knit together. He could see that she was fighting some kind of
monumental battle inside herself. Frightened for her, he held her all
the tighter, but it was no use. He could feel her slipping away from
him. He called out her name, but he was certain that she did not hear
him. All color leached away, leaving in its wake the
starkness of shadow and light. She was aware of the concentric
circles of her own energy pattern—her aura—as they
impacted her immediate environment, an environment where the concepts
of up, down, left, right, front, behind did not exist. It had been many years since Giyan had entered into
the Osoru deep trance-state known as Ayame. She had always found the
release of her corporeal being disconcerting and somewhat painful. In
fact, the pain at the moment of jihe—of disconnect—was
akin to that of a limb being severed. Of course, the sheer elation of
Ayame almost always blotted out the pain—except now. The Beasts
of Kyofu had been unleashed; she could see them rushing toward her
across the expanse of shadow and light. Of course, they were not
flesh-and-blood creatures, but dynamic Kyofu Avatar spells,
cunningly cast, powerfully loosed. The Beasts were cast in the aspect of the
Ja-Gaar—the ferocious, mythical creatures with dark, gleaming
coats, huge, snapping jaws, long tails, and golden spots flung across
their muscular backs. Their green eyes, lambent with sorcerous
spells, cast about them for her presence. Giyan began to whir! and, as she did so, cast this
way and that one concentric circle after another. But the Avatars
were only briefly distracted by her hasty ploy. Soon enough,
they were back on her scent. These sorcerous Ja-Gaar were
exceptionally powerful. She recognized their Caa—their energy
auras. The sorceress was so powerful, so arrogant that she had
made no attempt to conceal her Caa in her Avatar spells. It was Malistra, no doubt of it. Malistra was trying
to locate her. The Ja-Gaar Avatars were gaining ground, and she
knew that she must act. Distractions had not worked, so she tried
retreating, backing up into inky pools of shadow she cast out around
her, willing herself into shadow-substance so that she could melt in.
Still, the Avatars advanced on her, and now the cfuestion that
had plagued her since she had become aware of her Gift arose again,
more urgently. She had been taught that Osoru was the sacred sorcery
of Müna, but her Gift had shown her another side. She had
glimpsed the Darkness that was Kyofu, and she had wondered at its
origins. If Osoru was Müna's sorcery, what, then, was
Kyofu? The Avatars entered her world of inky shadows, and
Giyan, breathing in through one nostril, out through the other,
morphed into her own Avatar—Ras Shamra, a bird of enormous
wingspan, of great scaled talons, and a long, wickedly curved beak.
As Malistra's Avatars came at her, she spread her powerful wings,
launching herself at them talons first. They wheeled as she bowled them over. Ignoring their
swipes at her, she went straight for their eyes—the repository
of the cast spell—blinding one on her initial attack. The
other Ja-Gaar leapt on her back, raking its claws down first one
wing, then another. She dropped out of the air and as it pounced upon
her, she punctured one eye with a curved talon. Spell to spell they
attacked and counterattacked, until Giyan was thrown onto her back.
At once, the one-eyed Ja-Gaar was at her throat. Its power grew
exponentially. In that instant, she looked into its good eye and saw
all that lay in wait for her. Her essence blew apart, opening to the very depths
of her spirit, to the prison in which she had kept her Osoru chained
and bound. Rage gave wings to her Gift, unleashing it fully. Part of
her watched with a kind of transfixed awe as her counterspell
dismantled Malistra's Ja-Gaar, strand by strand, unweaving the spell
that had been so cleverly and painstakingly cast. Giyan had but a moment to celebrate. A livid scar,
like the opening of a Cyclopean iris, was already forming,
transmuting the shadow and light. The forming Eye possessed an
ultraviolet hue, violating the lack of color of Otherwhere. The power
of it wrinkled and strained the very fabric of the Osoru Otherwhere.
Giyan had just enough time to cast White Well, a gathering spell,
claiming the information she needed, before she broke away. Already
she felt the fearsome tidal pull of the great Eye. It took all her
desperate strength to evade the spell. At once terrified and horrified, she fled. Giyan's whistleflower-blue eyes flew open, and she
gave Hacilar a stricken look. "They are coming for us!" "Who? Who is coming for us?" "I recognized her. They are using a powerful
Black Dreaming sorceress to guide their hounds of war." All
at once, she gasped, and spasmed in his arms. "Olnnn
Rydddlin. He is leading your old pack against us!" Kells A star's severed head rolled along the
blood-streaked floor, coming to an uneasy rest between Riane's
legs. It grinned ghoul-ishly, smacked its blackened lips, and said,
"There is a shadow about you, young sir. Beware. You have
been marked by the Ancient One. The scar runs right through you. I
see death and more death? Only the equilateral of truth can save
you." Then, it mouthed a name she could not hear no matter
how much she tried. . . . Riane awoke, drenched in sweat, her heart pounding
painfully beneath her budding breasts. The words of the old
Kundalan seer in Axis Tyr haunted her. What had he meant? What was
the equilateral of truth? She rubbed her bleary eyes with the heels
of her hands. Ever since Bartta had forced her to witness the
execution of Leyna Astar, the rage she had first felt upon finding
herself in Riane's body had begun to reassert itself. She felt
helpless and terribly guilty. The very sight of Bartta sickened her.
That a Kundalan—especially a Ra-mahan konaral—could
destroy an innocent life, destroy it in the sadistic way Bartta had,
only proved Astar's theory that a terrible evil had invaded the
abbey. She could sense the evil, poison under Bartta's skin, making
her darting eyes sink into the hollows of her skull, turning her skin
coarse and ashen, making her hair lank and lifeless. Bartta rarely
slept, drank instead her dreadful potions in the dead of night when
she was certain Riane was asleep. She exuded a smell not unlike that
of the grave. And Riane was bound to her, dependent on her to remain
safe. Safe in the arms of a fiendJ The irony of her situation was not
lost on her. She put on a neutral face, knowing the importance of
being able to keep her true feelings from Bartta, but she could feel
her aggression rising to the surface, bubbling and frothing.
Unless she was able to tame it, she knew it was going to land her in
very serious trouble. As a consequence, she threw herself into her studies
with a renewed vigor. All her teachers, from Oracular History to
Comparative Phyto- chemistry, noticed and commented to Bartta, who
was thus gulled. From dawn until dark, she was busy at her morning
lessons, her evening devotions. In between, during the long, hot
summer afternoons, she worked on a detail that was enlarging the
subterranean refectory where the acolytes took their abstemious
meals. It was in the most ancient section of the Abbey of Floating
White and was, therefore, in serious need of renovation. Who knew how
many centuries ago it had been built? She did not complain when Bartta informed her that
she would be working in what the acolytes only half-jokingly called
"the Underworld." When Riane informed her of the
acolytes' chatter, Bartta had laughed. "These acolytes are spoiled. Unlike you, Riane,
they have no idea what it means to work, or that physical labor can
be an act of purification in its own right. I must say that I am
pleased with your progress. I don't mind admitting that I had my
doubts when you returned from the Ice Caves. You appeared to have no
conception of what is and is not permissible here." A week after the recurring dream of Astar had first
awoken her, Bartta was standing behind her, brushing her long,
lustrous hair with a vigor and a pleasure Riane rarely saw in her
during the day. This had become a nightly ritual, as sacred as any of
the daily devotions. "Perhaps that was partly my doing. I let you
fall under the influence of Leyna Astar. If only I had been a better
judge of character. Never mind . . ." She fanned the air with
her fingers, as if cleansing it of noxious words. "Here in
Floating White we are at the very center of our spiritual and moral
universe. Without rigorous discipline, spirituality and morality
would fly right out the window. Sloppy habits lead to disorderly
thinking." She put her hand on Riane's shoulder and squeezed.
"It is gratifying to see you apply yourself to our discipline.
You will soon see how these rigors bear fruit in your deepening
connection to Müna and everything holy." Bartta recommenced the brushing, which often lasted
a very long time. Riane should have been repelled, but she wasn't.
Afterward, she would wonder why, but the question always faded from
her mind. There was something soothing about the rhythmic stroking,
as well as the sound of Bartta's voice, which was also different than
the tone she used during her long hours of duty. "Because you are my disciple, sooner than you
might imagine you will be rising up through the ranks from acolyte to
leyna and eventually to shima." She put her hand against Riane's
cheek. "Continue applying yourself with the same devotion, and I
will see to it. No other konara can make that claim, you know." Riane turned her head. "We are taught that all
Ramahan within their level are equal. But that's not true, is it?" "Of course not!" Bartta gently turned her
head back and continued her brushing. "Official doctrine reads
well on parchment, but reality dictates that within each level there
is an unspoken order." "Based on what?" Riane said thoughtfully.
"It ought to be seniority, but it's not." Bartta laughed. "No, it isn't. In fact, I am
the youngest konara at Floating White." She was always
in a good mood when talking about herself. "Let me tell you
something. Leaders are made, not born. This is a touchstone of my
life, one you would do well to adopt." She lowered her
voice. "How do we become leaders, Riane? By being ever so much
more clever than those arotind us. And how do we promote
this cleverness? There are methods of dealing with our fellow
Ramahan—secrets I will teach you over time—that when
properly applied make a far more dramatic difference in the order
than mere seniority. This is why I am supreme among all the konara;
it is why they defer to me on matters of both secular policy and
sacred dogmata. I have made myself indispensable. They rely
on me, depend on my will." She put aside the cor-hair brush, admiring her
handiwork as if it were calligraphy. "And now because you have
pleased me, I will tell you your first secret. The more you make
others depend on your will, the less they think for themselves. Soon,
your opinions are adopted unopposed. They are embraced as
the new dogmata." "But I do not yet know enough—" "Of course you don't, not yet, anyway. That is
where I come in," Bartta said in Riane's ear. "I will
prepare you, guide you down the path you need to take. Do not worry;
I will be at your side every step of the way." The work project to which Riane had been assigned
was headed by Vedda, a rosy-cheeked, rotund shima, whose specialty
was archaeology. Riane liked her far more than the shima who ran the
first detail Bartta had put her into, which did the daily washing for
the abbey. Shima Wirdd had fallen suddenly ill, and the work detail
had been reorganized, something that had needed to be done,
according to the ubiquitous acolyte grapevine. One morning, Shima Vedda had appeared in the drear,
windowless, subterranean laundry, choosing three acolytes, Riane
among them. Riane was overjoyed to escape from the boring wash
detail. Shima Vedda was very strict about discipline and procedure;
but she was cheerful and, more importantly, a veritable font of
history, especially concerning this section of the Djenn Marre. She
absorbed every word Shima Vedda taught her about the history of the
region. It was as if her fascination knew no bounds, as if something
unknown at the very core of her was at last being fed. Often, she stayed later than the other acolytes on
the detail, helping Shima Vedda, who seemed as reluctant as she was
to leave her beloved work. By flickering lantern and torchlight they
did their careful renovation, referring constantly to the
architectural plans Shima Vedda had resurrected from the Ramahan
vaults, and then had painstakingly restored over a period of
months. Each day before their work began, they donned
special robes cinched by wide cor-hide belts from which hung the
implements of archaeological exploration—small knives, pry
bars, files, whisks, hammers, and the like. Always, Shima Vedda
addressed them solemnly while they changed. "It is imperative
that the new refectory look exactly like the old one," she
reiterated over and over, "so that when the konara see it they
will not know where the old walls end and the new ones begin." Save for Riane, the detail of twelve acolytes needed
this quotidian reminder, since they exhibited little interest in the
archaeological aspects of their work that so fascinated Riane
and Shima Vedda, and actively disliked the physical labor, which they
considered both beneath them and a kind of punishment. They were
bitter, these acolytes, Riane soon discovered. They resented being
trapped down here and were constantly dreaming up schemes for, as
they put it, their "reinstatement to life." It happened one still, oppressive evening when Riane
and Shima Vedda were working late. Alone at the far end of the
excavations, they were engulfed by the stern silence of the speckled
granite which their pickaxes were slowly consuming. Coated in fine
dust, white as glennan flour, acolyte and shima continued their work.
On hands and knees, they used their curved implements to carefully
pry up the cracked mosaic tiles, trying to preserve them as best
they could. They felt the seismic tremor and kept still, their eyes
locked together. Riane could hear the thunder of her heart, the sound
of Shima Vedda breathing. When the tremor had passed, they resumed
their work. It was then that Riane noticed the anomaly in the ancient
underfloor. She called Shima Vedda's name as she pointed to what
looked like a low spot that had cause two stone tiles to cant inward.
Together, they pulled up the tiles and discovered that the underfloor
was rent with seams and tiny veinlike fissures. Shima Vedda used her
hammer to tap lightly on the stone. Immediately, it collapsed in a
shower of friable shards. The miniquake had opened a fault-seam in
the bedrock. "Stand back," she told Riane as she used
the hammer to widen the hole. After another shower of rock shards
fell inward, she said, "I think perhaps we have been excavating
on a fault line." "I don't think the abbey would have been built
on a fault line."
"True enough," Shima Vedda said. "But
the recent seismic activity all through the Djenn Marre has created
thousands of these fault lines. Some, like the one we see here, are
so small they cannot be detected. I suspect our excavations enlarged
this one." Without being asked, Riane went and got a couple of
torches, handed one to Shima Vedda as she peered into the hole.
Excitement caught in the shima's throat. "Riane, there is
something down there!" Riane brought a rope ladder to the edge of the hole
and deployed it. She anchored the top rung and looked at Shima Vedda. The shima's eyes were alight. "Why stop now,
eh, Riane? Let's both have a look." Riane hesitated. "Really?" "Of course! You are the one who discovered the
fault. It is your duty as a student archaeologist to follow through
on your find." So saying, she lifted the torch high over her
head and stepped down onto a rung of the rope ladder. Riane watched her slowly descend. "Come on!" Shima Vedda called. "You
are not going to believe this!" Reluctantly, Riane descended into the flickering
gloom. Jumping from the last rung of the ladder, she found herself in
a chamber wholly unlike the refectory above. For one thing, it was
triangular, the walls pitched at an angle so that they reached a
point—or they had before the cave-in. "Where are we?" she asked. "I am not altogether certain." Shima
Vedda, her voice trembling with elation, was slowly walking around
the room, lighting the walls and corners with her torch. "But if
I were to make a guess, I would say that we have stumbled upon the
Kells." ""What are they, tombs?" "A splendid guess!" Shima Vedda's eyes
were alight. "Kell is a word from the Old Tongue. It
means'sanctuary.' It also means'tomb' or 'concealed place.'"She
continued her exploration of the chamber. "Legend has it that
when Müna created the abbey, She placed within the bedrock at
its very heart the Kells—a series of three sanctum ob-
servatories from which She could monitor unseen the holy work of Her
disciples." "If you are right," Riane said, "then
Müna has not been here in many centuries." Shima Vedda nodded distractedly. She was running a
hand along a stone bench carved out of a shell-like niche. There was
one of these niches in each of the three walls, scalloped and
sparkling as if with polished jewels. "Each Kell was said to be
in a different geometric shape sacred to Müna: a cube, a sphere,
and a triangle." "Why are those shapes sacred to Müna?" "I am surprised your lessons have not covered
this. The cube is the symbol for the female; the sphere is the symbol
for the male. And the triangle—Müna's most sacred
symbol—represents the three medial points." She touched
Riane's heart. "The Seat of Dreams." The top of her head.
"The Seat of Truth." And a spot in the center of her
forehead. "The Seat of Deepest Knowledge." Directly above each niche was a medallion carved
from black basalt not unlike the one set into the center of the
circular Storehouse Door in the caverns below the regent's palace.
Each contained a carved figure. Shima Vedda lifted the torch even
higher. "Look here! More evidence that this was the Great
Goddess's sanctum observatory. Here is Her sacred butterfly."
She stopped beneath the medallion on the second wall. "And here
is Her sacred double-blacted hoeing ax." At the foot of the
third wall, however, her brow furrowed. "Now this is odd. See,
this medallion holds an intricately worked carving of a citrine
serpent." She stood upon the bench so that she could run her
hand over the stone. "Unlike the other images which are carved
into their medallions, this serpent stands out as if it was alive.
But, well…" She beckoned. "Come have a look for
yourself." She made room for Riane to stand beside her. "Observe
this serpent, Riane, and tell me what you see." Riane spent rapt minutes staring at the exquisite
image. For her, there was a vivid sense about it of the living, a
quality of breath, of a peculiar light, unseen, but nevertheless
felt, that emerged to grip her. This light—this force—she
imagined, was what gave the archaeologist sleepless nights. The
voices of ancestors seemed to speak in her mind, a chorus of ancients
chanting in the Old Tongue, giving up secrets in the slow, methodical
cadence of the pickax exposing the crumbling layers of history.
Reaching up on tiptoes, she traced with her fingertips the line
between the citrine and the basalt medallion. "I think the
serpent is a full carving set into the basalt," she said. "That was my conclusion as well!" Shima
Vedda's excitement con- tinued unabated. She climbed down from her
perch, and Riane followed suit. "Tell me, Riane, have you
ever seen the citrine serpent—a serpent of any kind—associated
with Müna?" "No. We are taught that the serpent is a symbol
of evil—of lies, deception, and the Underworld. It is the
Avatar of Pyphoros, is it not?" "Yes." Shima Vedda raised a finger long
ago discolored by stone dust. "At least, that is the Scripture
currently being taught. But I have for some time been aware that the
dogmata we learn are at times at odds with the past I unearth. Take,
for example, this citrine serpent. We have never encountered its like
in any temple, abbey, or shrine. And yet we know that the mineral
citrine is sacred to Müna. Now we encounter a serpent
carved out of that very stone. Here it lies in a place of honor in
the Kells, Mima's own sanctum." "What makes you say it has a place of honor?"
Riane asked. "You yourself told me."
"Me?" "Yes. Did you not say that you believed that
the serpent was carved whole and set into the basalt?" "I did." "Were the butterfly and the double-bladed
ax—the other images sacred to Müna—the subject
of such loving attention?" Riane looked around the triangular chamber. "No.
Their images are merely etched into their medallions." "Precisely!" Shima Vedda smiled. "And
what is the first law of archaeology?" "The more time put into a structure, an
artifact, a carving, the more important it was to our ancestors." "And that would make this citrine serpent
important, indeed, would it not?" Riane cocked an eye in its direction. "Very
important," she said. "I agree. There is an anomaly here.
The archaeology is directly contradicting what both you and I
have been taught. That the serpent is so prominently displayed
indicates that it was once not only one of Müna's Avatars, but
also one of Her most important ones." "How could such a monumental mistake in
doctrine be made?" "If it is a mistake at all." Shima Vedda
walked all around the room. The ancient stone gave off its own powerful scent.
"Here is another question for you, Riane. How does one get in
and out of this chamber?" Riane thought for a moment. There was no door in any
of the three walls. "If this chamber was meant for Müna, no
door would be needed." Shima Vedda smiled. "True enough. But let us
imagine for a moment that every once in a while a konara was required
to perform sacred tasks for the Great Goddess—preparing the
space, for instance. How would she get in and out?" She waited a
moment. "I want you to pay particular attention to the second
rule of archaeology. Do you remember it?" Riane nodded."The more intricate an artifact,
the greater its purpose." "Quite right." Shima Vedda spread her arms
to take in the whole of the Kell. Riane turned slowly, trying to absorb everything.
What struck her was the organic nature of the space, as if she were
inside the belly of a beast whose shape defied mortal understanding.
She looked but could find no obvious evidence that the Kell had been
built as structures inevitably are. Rather, her
impression was that it had been formed much as her own body had been
formed, by a primal act, by a natural but mysterious manipulation of
elements, by growth. After a moment, she climbed back onto the bench.
Stretching herself to her limit, she pressed the flat of her hand
against the convex surface of the citrine serpent. She started a
little when it gave, Pushing it in farther, she heard a gnashing of
stone against stone, and turned in time to see a two-square-meter
section in the center of the floor begin to descend slowly. Shima
Vedda was already standing on the square. She held out one arm toward
Riane. "Hurry, now? Hurry!" Jumping down, Riane ran to where Shima Vedda's
strong arm whisked her aboard. "You knew the true meaning of the serpent,
didn't you?" Riane said breathlessly. Shima Vedda smiled. "We shall say that
assiduous study has its rewards and leave it at that." Down they went, deeper into the bedrock upon which
Müna had constructed the Abbey of Floating White. When the odd
lift ground to a halt, they found themselves in another chamber,
perhaps three times the size of the Kell above. This one was enameled
a glistening black; it was a perfect cube. The mechanism for the lift
itself was ingenious, appearing to be a corkscrew fashioned out of
heartwood. Because heart-wood exuded oil constantly, the corkscrew
mechanism worked as well now as it had when it had first been built
many centuries ago. Again, that sense of breath, of aliveness
informed the air Riane inhaled, so intense this time she felt a
sadness welling in her breast. A sense of loss, this sadness, for
what had passed, for what had been leaching away for centuries. The
coming of the V'ornn had merely hastened the decay. "Müna protect us, look at this."
Shima Vedda was kneeling beside the wall. From its flat surface
projected three high-relief carvings of huge and terrifying animals,
golden and glossy as the wall itself save for the black spots on
their backs. They had sleek, catlike heads and powerful-looking jaws
bristling with sharp teeth. Long, slender tails curved over their
backs. Their mouths gaped open, deep slots carved into the wall, as
if these beasts were alive and could devour their prey. As Riane stared at the beasts peculiar pricklings
ran up the back of her neck, making her scalp contract. They were the
same beasts she had seen painted onto the cave walls above Heavenly
Rushing. She tried to look away, but could not. She felt like a fly
caught in a spider's sticky web. "Shima, what are these beasts
called?" Shima Vedda's voice was filled with awe. "They
are Ja-Gaar." "Tell me about them." Shima Vedda shook her head. "I fear I have told
you too much already. Konara Bartta has removed Ja-Gaar from the
teaching in the abbey." "This is an important archaeological find. You
must tell me," Riane said. "Besides, no one will hear us." Shima Vedda hesitated for a moment before replying.
"The Ja-Gaar are the night slayers, the white-bone daemons, the
guardians of the Abyss, the beasts of Pyphoros." Riane had been to the Abyss. Annon had seen no
Ja-Gaar there, but of course she could not tell Shima Vedda that. "I wish Leyna Astar were here to see this,"
Riane said. "Ah, yes. She was your teacher for a time."
Shima Vedda made a concerned face. "I did not know her at all.
Still, one must deplore her bad luck. That fatal fall down the
cistern shaft was an accident of tragic proportions." Startled, Riane said, "Where did you hear about
Leyna Astar's death?" "Why, I was there when Konara Bartta and Konara
Urdma were pulling her corpse out of the shaft." She
shuddered. "It was an ugly sight—her body so bruised and
broken. That was quite a falll" Riane made no reply. She knew that Leyna Astar had
not died from falling down the cistern, but, again, this was
something she dared not tell Shima Vedda, who, doubtless, would run
to Bartta with the story and possibly end up as Astar had. Turning
her mind in another direction, she followed the play of
torchlight over the black floor, which was set in a pattern of large
basalt squares and small obsidian circles. She crawled on hands and
knees across the gleaming black floor. At the very center, she
stopped. "Shima, what is this thing?" Shima Vedda knelt, bringing the torch closer. "It
appears to be a circular plate of some sort." Her fingers traced
around the raised circumference. She estimated that the plate
had a diameter of three meters. "Another medallion?" "I don't think so." She put her torch into
an iron wall bracket so that she could use both her hands. "I
believe it is a cover." "To what?" She looked at Riane. "Perhaps, after all, your
first assessment was correct." Riane stared down at the cover. "A tomb?" "We'll soon find out." Shima Vedda
unhooked a short iron pry bar from her belt, wedged the curved end
into the narrow groove between the thick floor tiles and the basalt
cover. "Now, if you are up to it, give me a hand, child." The two pushed down on the opposite end of the pry
bar, leaning all their weight on it. Slowly, the cover began to lift.
They worked the pry bar into the widening gap to get greater purchase
and leaned down again. The cover moved. By turning the pry bar, they
managed to lever it all the way off. Together, they stared into a pitch-black well. As
Shima Vedda retrieved the torch and played it over the well,
they saw their reflections. "How could a tomb be filled with water?"
Riane asked. Perhaps Shima Vedda answered her, but if so, she did not
hear her. Her own reflection grew until it filled her entire field of
vision, and as it grew it began to spin. Or perhaps it was she who
was spinning. As she spun, the walls of the cubic Kell dimmed, became
translucent, transparent, vanished altogether. In their place, she
saw the molecules, atoms, protons, neutrons, electrons, and
gravitons that, massed together, made up the known universe.
Everything was in motion at once. Chaos ruled. And yet, nothing was
random. She could sense an order, an immensely complex pattern
emerging from every direction at once. It was enthralling,
disconcerting, utterly overwhelming… Riane, bound in pure energy, was gripped by the
sensation of falling—falling through the subatomic realm.
"I am Thripping," she said to herself in wonder and awe. The pure energy that she had become burned like a
red-hot coal, and then, all at once, she was herself again—corporeal,
flesh and blood—standing in a solid world. Staggering with
vertigo, she looked around her. She found herself in a small, dimly
lighted, spherical chamber that smelled as musty as a
long-disused cupboard. Leather-bound books lined the curved filigreed
silver shelves of this curious chamber from floor to ceiling, and
more were piled in unruly stacks upon the stone floor. The sole piece
of furniture was an enormous, intricately scrollworked heartwood
chair on which sat an equally enormous female clad in billowing
turquoise robes edged with gold tassels. "Welcome, Riane," she said in a
deceptively light, musical voice. "I have been waiting centuries
to meet you." Eye I care not who these outsiders are," Dammi said
in his most belligerent tone. "They cannot stay." He was a
strong, agile male of sixteen years who, like Eleana and all Kundalan
since the V'ornn occupation, had been forced to grow up too quickly.
Both orphaned when their parents were killed in the V'ornn hunts, it
was perhaps preordained that they become freedom fighters. What else
in the world had they but each other and their hatred of the V'ornn?
They had grown up together, and it had been Dammi's dream that they
share the rest of their lives together. He had always assumed that
they would. She was sure that her growth into a thinking,
independent-minded huntress had dumbfounded—and, in an odd way,
saddened—him. Which was why he fought so hard against her
periodic forays into Axis Tyr to meet with the contact who provided
them with intelligence, coins, and weapons. She had been one of the
two things he could count on, and now he had lost her to the world.
She supposed that her understanding of this dynamic had come the
moment she had made her emotional break with him. She knew she had
undone his notion of their little hermetically sealed world, but it
disturbed her that he could not see that she was suffocating inside
it. Annon's coming had been tangible proof that she no longer had any
future staying here. Now she had fallen madly, deeply, irrevocably in
love with Annon. Now too much damage had been done. There was no
going back, even if she had wished it. She knew it, and so did Dammi.
Still, she had to try to get along with him. "How can I make you see?" she asked. They were in the underground center of the
resistance cell, below a structure adjacent to the one to which she
had led Giyan and Hacilar. It was even more heavily camouflaged than
the nearby house. The building above them was nothing more than an
old barn, well used and filled with stalls holding cor on one side
and cthauros on the other. A hidden trapdoor beneath the dried
wrygrass strewn over the packed-earth floor led, via a rustic
heartwood ladder, to the nerve center of their operations. The rooms
which were stark, covered with topo maps, denned what they were
without revealing a trace of who they were. "It is you who does not see. If you had
embraced Kara as I and the other members of the cell have, we would
not be having this stupid argument. This new religion makes us
stronger, bonds us to no Goddess, no ancient ritual. If you came to
even one service, you would understand. These outsiders threaten
us—all of us." "Now you are being melodramatic," she
said. "I am thinking of the cell, Eleana. Who are you
thinking of? Yourself? You call these outsiders friends, but one
of them is V'ornn—a Khagggun, to boot! And as if that were not
in itself an inexcusable breach of security, he is also the
Pack-Commander who led the last attack on us not more than three
months ago." "I explained all that, Dammi." "Yes, you did, and to be honest I think you
have gone mad! Harboring a Kundalan sorceress and a V'ornn
Khagggun, both of whom are wanted by the new regent of Axis Tyr!"
He shook his head. "Had I not seen them with my own eyes, I
would not have believed it!" "Their enemies are our enemies, surely that
must count for something. From a tactical point of view, they
could be so help—" "No, Eleana, this decision is nonnegotiable." She wanted to stamp her feet with anger. "You
are so thickheaded! Don't you see that you're cutting off your nose
to spite your face?" He folded his burly arms over his chest. "With
these intensified attacks, the V'omn have made their intentions
crystal clear; they mean to annihilate us. The majority of the cell
has spoken." "I do not believe they have turned against me." "They believe that circumstance has turned
against you, that you are under the sorceress's spell." "Do you believe that, Dammi?" "I know you are not the female I used to know.
I have told them as much. It would been remiss on my part not to." "So you have turned against me. You think I
have changed, but it is you who are different. Kara has made you hard
and rigid." "It has opened my eyes to new threats." "I am under no spell, but maybe you are. The
threats I see come from within the resistance as well as from the
V'ornn. Remember how it was five years ago when we were being
trained? Where is the communication, the co-ordination between
cells? Nowadays, cells disagree in methods, principles, goals. The
cell leaders have turned away from the teachings of the Great
Goddess, they have embraced this new synthetic religion. They
have become tyrants." "I was right. You have become a
liability—worse, a threat to morale." She laughed in his face. "Morale? There is no
morale. Morale can't exist without idealism. And where is our
idealism? It's been ground out of us by attrition, the deaths of our
families, our elders for whom idealism burned like the sun. We
have become no better than the V'ornn we fight. Our shared belief had
been replaced by an ugly, mean thing, a different thing
altogether—the mindless spasm of blood-letting." "Enough!" It was clear that he had ceased
to listen to her. "The outsiders must be out of our
territory by nightfall, and that is the end of it." He turned to leave the room, but paused when she
called his name. "You are making a mistake, Dammi." "It is you who called me a tyrant." He
came back, stood face-to-face with her. "It is you who almost
brought wholesale disaster on us the last time you gave succor to
this sorceress and her accursed V'ornn charge. How you could have
spent time in the same room with him, let alone have helped him is
beyond me. But I do know that it was foolish and wrongheaded." Her heart was beating fast as her determination
drove her to the brink—a brink she realized now she had been
heading toward almost all her life. "They need my help. You cannot stop me from
doing what I want." Dammi's eyes blazed with righteous anger. She felt
sick to see the look of loathing on his face. "Careful what you
wish for, Eleana." What I cannot understand," Rekkk said, "is
how a Kundalan sorceress is in the employ of Wennn Stogggul." "I do not know Malistra well enough to say for
certain," Giyan replied. "But what I can tell
you is that unless we stop her, it will go evil with us." "Pardon me for saying so," Eleana broke
in, "but it seems to me that the first order of business must be
to stop Olnnn Rydddlin." They were sitting around a rickety wooden table in
the cottage where Eleana and Dammi lived. Eleana had no little
trepidation about bringing the V'ornn here, but the sorcerous
incident had frightened her sufficiently to make her at least
listen to their proposal. Upon entering, she saw them look around
and, as often happens, saw it herself through their eyes. The small
cottage was furnished poorly, with what she and Dammi had salvaged of their parents' lives—old,
beat-up furniture, souvenirs that suddenly seemed meaningless,
nothing more than junk. It suddenly occurred to her that there was
nothing of their own—unless you counted the maps, charts, and
topos of the area that covered most of the walls. But that was
resistance property. The entirety of their lives encompassed fighting
the V'ornn, which they had been doing since they were ten, when their
parents had been hunted down and killed by Khagggun. Giyan had turned to Eleana. "Does that mean you
will help us?" "I don't know." Eleana was eyeing Rekkk
nervously as he continued to take in the place. "I haven't yet
decided." Rekkk's head swung about, his wide intelligent eyes
catching her staring at him. "Topo maps, shock-swords, detailed
intelligence on Khagggun movement. You are an exceptionally well
provisioned cell." His smile caused her to shiver. "In any
event, I agree completely with your assessment. Olnnn Rydddlin is the
immediate threat. Knowing him as I do, it will not take him long to
get here." Giyan was frowning. "Of course, both of you are
right. But Malistra's part in this troubles me deeply. If she is now
doing the regent's bidding, there will be dire consequences far
beyond Olnnn Rydddlin and his Khagggun pack." Eleana stood up abruptly. "He makes me uneasy,"
she said to Giyan. "That was not my intent," Rekkk said. "Then why make that crack about how well
provisioned we are? Are you looking for me to reveal my supplier? I
would die first." "I believe you absolutely." He spread his
hands. "I suppose I was intrigued. It was a simple observation,
nothing more." Giyan gestured. "Please sit down, Eleana. I
know how easy it is to read into innocent comments. We can only be
undone by fear." Eleana took a breath, calming herself. Then she sat
across from Giyan so she could look into her eyes. "Tell me what
you want me to do," she said. "The Dar Sala-at is in the Abbey of Floating
White in Stone Border," Giyan said. "We want you to help us
get there undetected." "You said your mission was urgent." "It is," Giyan said, and she proceeded to
tell Eleana about how the Gyrgon had tried to use the Ring of Five
Dragons to open the Storehouse Door beneath the regent's palace
in Axis Tyr, how the Ring killed three of them, how it was now lodged
in the Door, turned into the detonator of a doomsday device that
would cause a series of immense seismic shocks. "All life on
Kundala will be destroyed," she concluded, "unless we can get the Dar Sala-at to the Door
by the ides of Lonon, when the shocks will begin." "This is truth, Giyan?" "I am very much afraid it is, my dear." Eleana said nothing for a moment, but a line of
sweat had popped out at her hairline. She rose, poured mead into
three tankards, came back to where the two sat. "I know a good path north," she said,
handing them the tankards and ripping a map from the wall. She spread
it open on the table. "Here, I can show you." She pointed
with a forefinger. "It is a ridge crossing, dangerous, but the
higher the elevation, the better chance you have of losing the pack." Giyan nodded. "This is good, Rekkk." "It's not good enough," Rekkk said
shortly. "As you said, we need Eleana's contacts to keep us in
hiding all the way to Stone Border." Giyan looked at the girl. "What do you say?"
She put her hand over Eleana's. "We need you with us." "If Eleana agrees, she will take you north
along this ridge path," Rekkk said before Eleana had a chance to
reply. "I am going south." "What?" Giyan said. "Listen, I know Olnnn Rydddlin. He will not
stop until he has found me. Either I face him now or later. If I do
it now, it will be at the time and place of my choosing." "You must be crazy. This is hardly the ideal—" "In battle, Giyan, nothing is ideal. You must
fashion your victories out of courage and ingenuity. In the end,
there is nothing else." Eleana, who had been looking from one to the other,
suddenly said, "Spoken like a true V'ornn, and just like a
stupid Khagggun." Rekkk sat very still, watching her from beneath
hooded eyes. Giyan felt the tension in him like a coiled spring.
"This is a difficult situation for everyone," she said. "I
am sure Eleana didn't mean—" "I mean every word of it." Eleana stood
over them, fists on her hips. "I know this region better than
you—better than Olnnn Rydddlin and his pack of murderers."
She glared at Rekkk. "You do it this way, and the pack will eat
you alive." He gave her a tight smile. "What alternative do
you propose?" he said, slowly and carefully. "You are right about one thing. Turning tail is
not the answer," Eleana said. "We head toward the enemy
because that is precisely the opposite of what he expects us to do.
All three of us will go south. All three of us will prepare to fight
Olnnn Rydddlin and his pack." "Out of the mouth of babes—" "I am not a baby!" Eleana shouted. "I
have been fighting your kind since I was ten." She leaned on her
arms, bending over the table. "Do you have any idea what that
means, V'ornn?" Rekkk looked up at her calmly. "As a Khagggun,
I began training when I was six months old. I killed my first enemy
when I was eight." He picked up his tankard, drained it, wiped
his lips with the back of his hand. "I had nightmares about that
kill for a year afterward. I could hear his voice begging me for
mercy. But Khagggun do not dispense mercy, do they?" An awkward silence ensued, after which, Eleana said,
"I need to tell Dammi, to collect some things." She looked
pointedly at Rekkk. "But I want to make two things perfectly
clear. I do not trust you, V'ornn." "I can accept that," Rekkk said. "We
V'ornn have a saying: Trust does not come in a lifetime.'"He
stood up. "However, I myself find that notion completely alien." "What is the other thing?" Giyan asked
tensely. Eleana was still looking at Rekkk. "If you have
lied to us, if your purpose is false, if you try to betray us,
V'ornn, I will kill you." "Your commendable zeal is duly noted,"
Rekkk said without animus. Giyan stood as well. "It is true. The world is
suddenly a different place for all of us. We must learn to settle
into our new roles in our own time." Rekkk Hacilar nodded solemnly. "So be it,
then." "May Fate treat us mercifully," Giyan
whispered. "Death to our enemies!" Eleana cried, in a
very Khagggun-like man- ner. The underbrush was dense, its bright green turning
to indigo as the sun sank into the west. Gimnopedes, still in
sunlight, flitted about the higher tree branches, and golden-eyed
lemurs stared down at the trio as they made their stealthy way south.
Eleana was in the lead, with Rekkk next and Giyan bringing up the
rear. The day had grown hotter and more humid. Somewhere
in the distance, there was the rumble of thunder. Biting
insects, massing in the still, heavy air, were becoming more than a
nuisance. The sky was white with heat, opaque as a sheet of silver.
They had spoken not a word since they had set out from Eleana's
cottage. Rekkk glanced back at Giyan. "Let's take a
breather. We've been at it for five hours straight." They settled in a glade carpeted with high wrygrass,
Rekkk and Gi- yan together, Eleana a small distance away.
Whistleflowers bloomed where during the day patches of sunlight broke
through the forest canopy, and woody vines with tiny orange
flowers fearlessly climbed the trunks of the heartwood trees. Now all
was carpeted in the white heat-haze. Eleana broke out water and dried fruit. They sat
with their backs against the tree boles, eating slowly and
methodically. "Giyan," he said at last, "thank you
for believing me." She said nothing, stared straight ahead at a copse
of trees. "I know you hold me responsible for Annon's
death." "No, I don't," she said abruptly, and
rose, walking a little way into the trees on the other side of the
clearing. Rekkk, stunned, saw Eleana looking at him. She bared
her teeth. He bared his own back at her, then got up and made to
follow Giyan. "I would not do that if I were you,"
Eleana said softly. "Then thank N'Luuura I am a V'ornn," he
said as he walked away from her. Giyan heard him approach, but she did not move away. "Have you felt any more stirring of Osoru?"
Rekkk asked. She shook her head. "I think Malistra will in
future be more circumspect in her attacks." "You are expecting more?" "Do not look so concerned. I will fight
Malistra." It was a shame she did not feel half as confident as
she sounded. The Kyofu attack had shaken her badly, especially what
she had felt at the end. It was clear that Malistra possessed a power
unheard of in sorcery for many centuries. During her own
studies, Giyan had come across only one mention of the Eye of
Ajbal, the Eye of Darkness. It had been in an ancient tome, The
Book of Recantation, one of many she had been sent to clean in a
remote and infrequently used section of the vast Library in the Abbey
of Floating White. The words had filled her with such dread that she
had snapped the book closed, returned it to its shelf without
finishing the section. For weeks afterward she was pursued in her
dreams by this spectral horror. Now she knew that it existed she wished that she had
read the entire book. If she had, she would have had a better chance
of knowing how to combat it—or even what, in fact, it was. She closed her eyes, put her head back against a
nearby tree trunk, and willed her racing pulse to slow. Panic would
only make things worse, she knew. Panic stopped reason dead in its
tracks. She would simply have to be on her guard until she found some
explanation for the dark sorcery being used against her. She knew of
Malistra only dimly, and then only because as Eleusis Ashera's
mistress she had had her ear to the ground. She had heard that
Malistra was an orphan. No one knew where she had come by her
training. One day, so the story went, she had simply appeared in Axis
Tyr and had begun her work, using Osoru in matters of love and
revenge in exchange for money, food, clothes, shelter. In due course,
she gathered a reputation, but never an okuuut, the V'ornn implant
worn by all the other Kundalan who resided or did business inside the
city's walls. How she managed to escape the V'ornn security net was,
doubtless, another casting of Osoru, but a fiendishly subtle one,
since even Giyan had had to be fitted with one. Which meant that
Malistra had had to keep to the shadows, had had to keep moving to
different quarters of the city. This, too, was in keeping with her
reputation. But now she had come out into the light. For some reason,
at this particular time, she had made herself known to Wennn
Stogggul. Curious. Distnrbing. Terrifying. To think that the new
regent could command the Eye of Ajbal—if Malistra had told him
of it. "We should be going." Giyan opened her eyes to see Eleana standing,
flexing her legs. "I will reconnoiter first," Rekkk said,
heading south into the forest. Giyan returned her attention to Eleana. It was
difficult to believe that this proud, accomplished female was but
sixteen. Giyan thought back to how she had been at that age. How she
had been taken by a pack of V'ornn Khagggun. It had been her fortune
that they had been hunting with Eleusis Ashera; otherwise, she would
have been raped and killed like so many others. She remembered
vividly those first moments among the alien V'ornn. Her terror
oddly mixed with a curious kind of fascination. Eleusis had spoken
Kundalan to her, had not been laughed at by the Khagggun because he
was the regent. But they were filled with rage, those Khagggun, at
being denied their fun. Their eyes smoldered with they looked at her,
and their smiles were as brittle as a dead leaf. But they did not
touch her; they did not murmur angrily among themselves. This was her
first glimpse of the strict caste culture of the V'ornn. All that
vast power kept in check by their rigid societal structure. What
would happen, she found herself wondering, if that power broke free
of its constraints? Living all her short life at the Abbey, being in
Axis Tyr was bewildering. And so terribly sad. The wall, the
other V'ornn modifications, the desecration of Middle Palace, the
regent's residence, and the Abbey of Listening Bone, now home of the
Gyrgon. For months on end, she had been inconsolable; and then one
night as she had been staring out at her beloved Djenn Marre, Eleusis
had come to her, and she had seen beneath the fierce, stern V'ornn
exterior into his yearning hearts. "Giyan." Eleana had paused in her
stretching. "Are you all right?" Giyan wiped away a tear "Just an old memory,
nothing more." "If I can help you in any way. I would gladly
do so." Giyan could see the goodness in her, as well as the
desire to be appreciated. "Just being here is help enough. I
know you must have made quite a sacrifice to leave your family." "I have no family, save for Dammi and the rest
of my cell. But it seems they have all turned their backs on me." "What you did took extraordinary courage,"
Giyan said from the bottom of her heart. Eleana flushed. "Thank you. I… well, it
may sound foolish, but I feel closer to Annon when I am with you." Giyan put her arm around Eleana, her heart hammering
in her chest. "You do not sound foolish at all… But I—"
At the last moment, her determination faltered. Eleana was looking at her expectantly. Giyan steeled herself to lie in order to protect her
son. "It is about Annon." Eieana's face was suddenly white. "What about
him?" "He is dead, Eleana. He did not survive the
perwillon attack." Eieana's heart seemed to collapse inside her.
"But that cannot be! There must be some mistake!" Giyan squeezed her hand, shook her head. Eleana let
out such a heartfelt sob that Giyan was moved to take her in her arms
and rock her gently. "I am so sorry to be the bearer of such
terrible news." "Oh, do not tell me this!" Eleana was
sobbing openly. "I can bear anything but this." "I wish I could say otherwise, my dear."
And she did, with all her heart. She wished she could tell Eleana the
truth—that Annon was only dead in one sense, in the sense that
his body had died. But she could not risk telling anyone, not even
this girl who obviously loved him so. And, even if she violated her
own ironclad law, what would be the point? Annon was Riane now, a
Kundalan female, unrecognizable to this girl. Next to this half lie,
the truth would be unendurable. "He cannot be gone," Eleana moaned. "Not
after he and I ate the flesh of the perwillon." Giyan smoothed back Eieana's hair. "Your
meaning eludes me." "It is an ancient custom here in the
highlands," she said. "The raw flesh of the perwillon, when
eaten by two lovers, is said to bind them together for all time." "Ah, my dear." Giyan stroked her as she
had Annon when as a child he had been frightened by a nightmare. "I
am so sorry to have caused you this pain." Eleana turned to gaze deep into Giyan's
whistleflower-blue eyes. "I stitt love him. I can feel
it here, in my heart." Her expression was so intense she stopped
Giyan's reply. "I told you, we are bonded, he and I, bonded for
all eternity." Giyan felt a ripple run through her as, again, she
felt the urge to tell this girl the truth. But she could put no
one—especially not Rekkk or Eleana in that kind of
jeopardy. The Ashera had too many powerful enemies. Riane's secret
must stay with her and her alone. "The heart is a powerful beac«n,"
she said. "I know. I have lost one love. But another will come.
For you, as well, Eleana. Be patient. Give your wound time to heal." Eleana wept as she had not allowed herself to do
while she was with those who knew her best. Sobbing, she clung to
Giyan like the lost girl that she was beneath the impressive facade
of her bravado. Rekkk returned then. Giyan saw the look on his face
and was instantly alerted. Eleana heard him, as well, and
quickly dried her eyes, regaining her composure. "There is a ridge several hundred meters to the
south," he said as he came up. "It is well forested. From
it, you can see many kilometers. We need to get there as quickly as
we can. The sooner we spot the pack, the better prepared we'll be to
stop them." Without another word passing between them, they
headed out of the glade, into even denser heartwood forests. The
underbrush, however, had changed. It was now filled with green
ferns and blue lichen, indicating that they were near either a stream
or an underground water source. When Rekkk asked her, Eleana
confirmed that a shallow river snaked its way several hundred meters
to the east. Rekkk, now in the lead, took them southeast, in a
diagonal line that would intersect with the river. They heard it
before they saw it, which was the point. The burbling of the water
would safely mask their sounds so that the Kha-gggun's sophisticated
equipment would not be able to pick them up. They followed the river as it broke out onto the
plateau, keeping to its west bank until they reached the edge of a
clearing. Twilight was fast fading. Already the eastern sky was dark
enough for the first- magnitude stars to stud the velvet backdrop.
Rekkk hunkered down onto his haunches, and the females followed suit.
They scanned the terrain to the south, where the forest petered out
at the northerly end of a series of terraced orchards, searching for
movement. "I know Olnnn Rydddlin," Rekkk said. "He
will not use any of my own strategies. He is too much the egotist.
For him, a victory over me using my own strategies would be no
victory at all." "Have you any idea what he will do?"
Eleana asked. "A few. When I see the pack scouts I will have
my first clues." Giyan looked at him. "I am worried. Try as I
might, I do not see a way that the three of us can defeat an entire
Khagggun pack." "Olnnn Rydddlin won't, either." He smiled.
"And therein lies our edge." The water whirled and eddied against smooth, shiny
rocks as it made its way to the end of the plateau, spilling over the
side in a sudden cascade. Iridescent-winged saw-needles scooted low
over the river's surface. A green-and-red speckle-backed
wer-frog raised its head out of the water, took one look at them and
vanished. Tiny grey-shelled freshwater muodds lined the bank at
the purling waterline. Rekkk became aware that Eleana was staring at his
okummmon; he contrived to ignore her scrutiny. "How steep is the southerly approach to this
plateau?" he asked her. "Steep enough for us to have to rappel down."
She shrugged. "But then we don't have hovercraft." "What about to the east?" "We usually return that way. Though it's
longer, the terrain is less forbidding, steep enough for a strenuous
hike, but not so sheer that we have to use ropes and pitons."
She made a movement with her head. "Are you going to tell me how
you came by that? It is not like any okumrnmon I have ever seen." For a moment, he considered ignoring her question.
But then he got to thinking. Despite her comparative youth, she was
an exceedingly clever female. Evasion would not sit very much better
with her than prevarication. In any event, neither would engender her
trust, and without her trust he might never complete his
mission. "It's not an okummmon,” he said. "At
least, not by the standard definition." "But it was implanted by the Gyrgon." "I am an experiment," he said. "I
cannot be Summoned. How could I? I am Lesser Caste. Why would the
Gyrgon care about my opinions? But this okummmon can do what the ones
the Bashkir have cannot, It can transform the five elements—earth,
air, fire, water, wood—into whatever I want them to be."
He extruded a thin, articulated wire from the okummmon. Eleana watched it with a kind of fascinated horror.
"But you can't… I mean, that is the technomancy of the
Gyrgon." "It is as I told you," he said, digging
idly in the damp earth with the wire. "I am an experiment. I am
part Gyrgon now." "As far as I'm concerned," she said, "this
makes you even less trustworthy." He nodded. "You are right to be suspicious.
Believe it or not, I, too, had my suspicions about the Gyrgon—their
obscure motives, their apparent disregard for other life-forms.
These are part of V'ornn culture from time immemorial. But of late, I
have come to see the Gyrgon in an altogether different light. For one
thing, they are not the united caste they appear to be. Basic
philosophical differences have fractured the fabled Comradeship.
Then, too, there is something about Kundala." "Something about Kundala?" Eleana frowned.
"What do you mean?" "Nith Sahor—this particular Gyrgon—is
not like the rest," Rekkk said. "He is a champion of
change, whereas the rest of the Comradeship stands steadfastly as
they always have, for uniformity, the status quo. The truth he has
seen, that I am beginning to understand, is that we V'ornn have
stagnated. The eternal search of the Gyrgon for knowledge has been
for nought. We are at a dead end. Now, of all the planets in all the
galaxies, we end up here, at this time. The Gyrgon wants to save
Kundala, as did Eleusis Ashera, as do I." Eleana scooped one of the shiny purple-black beetles
out of the air. "This marc-beetle is utterly harmless." She
watched as it scuttled back and forth between the bars she had made
of her fingers. "But its first cousin, horned, slightly smaller,
contains a deadly poison." She looked up at Rekkk. "It is
difficult to tell them apart, often impossible in the shadows or at
night." She opened her hand and the marc-beetle flew off to help
repair its nest. "At those times it's a matter of sheer instinct
whether or not you will survive." "And what does your instinct tell you?"
Giyan asked. Eleana looked at Giyan. "After one hundred and
one years of ruinous V'ornn occupation, give me one concrete reason
why I should believe anything he says." She brushed dirt off her
hands. "We should camp here for the night. That way, at first
light we will be able to see them coming. But no fire. We cannot
afford to give away our position." Rekkk and Giyan set about making themselves
comfortable. By the light of four moons they ate a cold dinner. None
of them had much appetite, and the conversation was as spare as their
meal. Rekkk seemed lost in thought. Giyan stared with a curious sense
of foreboding at the chrysalides. She did this periodically, when she
was alone or when Rekkk wasn't looking. She did not want him so see
how terrified she was. She had lied to him about the true origins of
the chrysalides; he had no inkling that they were sorcerous in
nature. What laws had she violated when she had invaded the sorcerous
circle of the Nanthera? She did not know and, therefore, had no clear
idea of the consequences. What were the chrysalides doing to her
hands? Already she could feel a peculiar strength flowing through
them, making them feel like spring-loaded iron bars flexing back and
forth. Often, she felt odd pulses of heat running through her
fingers, as if the rootlike connections the chrysalides had made
with her flesh were pumping an elixir into her veins. Other times,
her hands felt cold as ice, almost deadweights at the ends of her
wrists, and she would grow frantic, trying to move her fingers,
terrified that they had become paralyzed. As for Eleana, she sat with her arms wrapped around
her drawn-up legs. She could not yet think about Annon, and she was
trying not to think about Giyan and Rekkk. She had spent many years
convincing herself that she was better off without parents, that they
were nothing but an annoyance and an encumbrance. So successful had
she been at this that she and Dammi had spent many nights making fun
of the teenagers who did have parents to boss them around and control
their lives. It was only now, in hindsight, that she could taste the
bitterness of that derisive laughter, recognize the envy that had
given rise to it. She thought of their home, the walls covered in
maps and charts, the precise annotation of their surroundings giving
them the illusion they knew where they were headed. It occurred to
her now that those maps had transformed the old house into a
temporary dwelling, a war camp fashioned quickly and cheaply, which
could be dismantled in the blink of an eye. They had not only
forgotten who their parents were, but had turned their backs on their
parents' way of life. In their fervor to destroy the V'ornn they lost
not only themselves but their connection to their culture. Tears rolled silently down, burning her eyes and
cheeks. She averted her face; these thoughts were making her crazy.
Standing up, pretending to stretch, she announced that she would
take the first watch. Rekkk watched her vanish into the darkness as he sat
beside Giyan. "It would be best if you got some sleep." "I'm not very tired." She was acutely,
almost painfully, aware of him next to her. After a long time, she
worked up the courage to identify the agony of longing inside her. "That was an inspiring speech you made to
Eleana," she whispered. "I wonder how much of it is true." "If I lied to her, then I am lying to you." "I am thinking about Nith Sahor. Does anyone
ever know what is in a Gyrgon's mind?" His eyes glittered as he turned his head toward her.
"I know that he is sincere in his desire to save us from
destruction." "Oh, I don't doubt that. He told us about the
activation of the Tym-nos device, didn't he, and in so doing admitted
that the Comradeship is fallible—and vulnerable. No, I do not
question his sincerity in helping us find the Dar Sala-at. But I
strongly suspect there is more. What does the Gyrgon really want?"
• "I do not know," Rekkk admitted. "Perhaps
he does have a longer-range plan in mind." "He knows the Old Tongue, he knew who I was. He
mentioned the City of One Million Jewels, a holy place we call Earth
Five Meetings. The city existed once in the Time before the
Imagining, but it was obliterated in a terrible conflagration. Legend
has it that he who finds Earth Five Meetings and drinks of its
Heavenly Well will become immortal." "The Gyrgon holiest of holies!" "Yes, Eleusis told me this. But, you see,
Heavenly Well cannot be opened without The Pearl and The Pearl cannot
be found without the Dar Sala-at. You see why I do not trust him?" Rekkk nodded. "And Eleana does not trust me. A
fine bunch we are!" She looked at his silhouette in the darkness. "Right
now we have no other choice, do we?" "Of course, we do," Rekkk said
sardonically. "The alternative will be crossing those orchards
at first light." A brief wind stirred the tops of the heartwood
trees. An owl hooted. The wisp of a cloud passed before one of the
moons, making the light seem like gossamer strands. Gradually, the
sky darkened further and they felt the pressure of lowering clouds.
The rumble of thunder crossing the plateau sounded like a charging
hindemuth. The patter of rain came to them briefly, and the leaves
all around them dipped and danced. "I arrived on Kundala during the first wave,"
he said softly. "Why is it that in all that time I have never
seen lightning?" Giyan did not answer at once. "I will answer
your question if you first answer one of mine." He nodded his assent. "There has been much speculation about this
among my people, much debate. How long-lived are you V'ornn?" Rekkk smiled. "I am almost two hundred years
old, Giyan. I daresay Nith Sahor could be six hundred. And yet a life
span of close to a thousand years is not enough for the Gyrgon. Their
search for immortality has taken us across uncounted galaxies,
cost other races millions of lives." He turned to her. "Now,
what about the lightning?" She moistened her lips. "For more than a
century there has been no lightning," she whispered. "And
for all that time no one has known why. Perhaps it is because
lightning is sacred to Müna, or perhaps it is just another of
those ancient things that have passed beyond the pale in this new
time." "The time of the occupation, you mean." "But now that Nith Sahor has spoken to me, I
believe I understand these disappearances. It is the time before
Kundala's death." "Do not think such dark thoughts," he
said. "If we are successful, Kundala will abide; it will live to
see the dawn of a new era." "But, honestly, what odds do you give us? Now
that Wennn Stogggul is using Malistra, I think they cannot be good at
all!" "Rhynnnon are used to overwhelming odds, Giyan.
Any odds, no matter how slim, are enough to keep hope burning." She sighed heavily. "Why is life such a
struggle? It is so full of sorrows, disappointment, and fear." He stirred beside her. "What would it take, I
wonder, to return the lightning to Kundala?" She knew what he was asking. He had loved her
through her hatred, her contempt, her fear. Nothing she had said or
done had made a whiff of difference. His love for her was like a
rock, like the sea, like the stars that shone down on them even
through the lowering clouds. The clouds would pass; the stars
remained. She turned to him and, at last, said his name, just
his name, "Rekkk," and nothing more. He did not move; he scarcely seemed to breathe
beside her. "Giyan," he said quietly, "this is a
moment I have been dreaming of for a long time. In Stone Border—" "Rekkk, no. You don't have to." "But I want to." He took a shuddering
breath. "Giyan, I have loved you from the moment I first saw
you, moving through the regent's quarters. And then when you walked
into the plaza my very soul melted. I wished at the moment that I
could have taken away all your pain and suffering, but I could do
nothing." "Not nothing,” she whispered. "I did what I could," he said, "but
the tragedy was there at my feet. Poor Annon, caught up in a bloody
power struggle." "Yes, poor Annon." Tears slid silently down Giyan's cheeks. She could hear the comforting rhythm of the rain as
it pattered against the wide leaves of the heartwood tree against
which they sat, just as she could feel the primeval drumbeat of the
forest so like the thrum of her own pulse. Moment by moment she could
feel her new life forming around her. She said his name once more, and he sighed, put his
head back against the rough bark and closed his eyes. Eleana crouched alone in the forest. That was all
right with her. She was used to being alone and, besides, ever since
she could remember the forest had been her friend. The rich, loamy
scents, the small, stealthy sounds of the nocturnal predators, the
darkness leavened with the gentle patter of the rain never failed to
make her feel safe and comforted. There was not a creature that lived
in these forests, even the largest predators, that she did not love.
She respected them rather than feared them, and that was an important
distinction for survival out here. Most city folk had no business
being in the wilds. Like as not, they ended up with bruises, a broken
bone or two from a fall, or wounds from being mauled by a snow-lynx
or any number of other predators they stumbled over. She moved on, soundlessly making her way along the
perimeter of the camp. Without moonslight it was treacherous work.
Often, it was impossible to tell where the slippery, weather-eroded
edge of the plateau lay. One false step could send her hurtling
down the three-hundred-meter drop. Inside the tree line, she paused,
listened to a far-off qwawd, then she went down to the river, drank
water from her cupped hand, felt the rain on her shoulders and hair. She was thinking of Annon. She could not believe he
was dead. It just didn't seem possible. She had set her mind toward
the day when they would meet again, when she would tell him how she
felt, when they would fall into each other's arms and be one. Gone now, leaving a hole in her heart. Tears ran down her face as she wiped her lips with
the back of her hand. The heavy blow on the back of her head came
without warning, pitclüng her, insensate, into the cold water. Mother The huge female stirred her voluminous turquoise
robes around her like a sorceress tending a pot of fulminating herbs.
The folds of her skin hung off the shrunken flesh like a second robe.
Her skin was white as cor milk. Her hair, bound by black muodd-shell
pins, was platinum. She had a high, wide forehead, the powerful,
commanding, Goddess-like face thai? primitive races would trace
in pigments on the walls of their caves, carve into Stone
monuments, bow down to in awe and wonder. Compassion and strength
swirled around her in equal strength. Riane shook her head. "You say I know you, but
really I don't." Grey-green eyes, enigmatic, guileless, regarded her
intently. "Astar told you about me." "Astar is dead," Riane whispered, "I know." The turquoise robes shimmered like quicksilver, the
folds rolling into darkness and out again like combers along a beach.
There was a fleeting sense that the robes were not made of cloth at
all. "Bartta held me in a spell. She made me watch
while she put the had-atta down Astar's throat." Tears
slid down Riane's cheek. "I could not help her." Mother took her hand, squeezing it in sympathy.
"Neither could anyone else." The Kell was mainly dark. Light came from an
unexpected source: sorcerous flowers with bright cores, the
surrounding petals reflecting and magnifying the light. The walls
appeared metallic, curved panels joined together by huge rivets. They
amplified the smallest sounds, so that the two females spoke in
hushed tones that rushed back at them in murmurous response. A
ghostly chorus. "You are the someone else involved, the secret
she could not tell me because of all the evil—" "I am a prisoner, Riane. Just like you." "Who are you?" Riane was wide-eyed. Her
heart hammered in her chest. "Thigpen told you about me." She offered a
smile. "But you know who I am, don't you, Riane?" "Mother?" Riane wiped her eyes. The enormous female nodded, moved slightly so that
the ornate gold tassels stitched to the hem of her robes swayed like
handbells. "We are taught that Mother was killed by the
Rappa more than a century ago." "You were also told that the Rappa were
destroyed. Is that the truth?" Riane shook her head. "No." "Having met Thigpen, do you think her kind
could have murdered me?" "No, of course not. It's an absurd notion." "So is my death, Riane. As you can plainly see,
I was not murdered." The intonation of her voice abruptly
changed. Riane knew she was about to hear a long-held, closely
guarded secret. "One hundred and one years ago. It was the
dawning of the seventh day of the High Harvest Festival, which
began on the ides of Lonon, the Fifth Season. For six days and six
nights the Kundalan had been celebrating the bountiful harvest. They
had sung and danced; they had given thanks to the Great Goddess Müna
and had mated like gimnopedes; they had eaten and drunk their fill,
only to dance and sing again, give thanks again, and mate again. It
was the day the V'ornn landed, the day The Pearl was misused, and
vanished. The day I was taken prisoner by Nedhu, the leader of the
dissident male Ramahan. "I knew that the V'ornn were coming. It had
been prophesied; it was why The Pearl had been created. I ordered the
Keeper to open the Storehouse Door. Seizing this opportunity, Nedhu
waited until the Keeper had opened the Door, then he had her
murdered. He forced me to go with him into the Storehouse. We went
across a bridge so narrow that two people could not walk
side-by-side. There were no handrails, nothing whatsoever to guard
against a false step that would send an unwary or clumsy traveler
over the edge. It was an unimaginably long way down. "On the far side, Nedhu confronted the young
girl I had sent to fetch me The Pearl. There came a rustling, not
from her, but from the deep gloom immediately behind her. The sudden
pungent odor of bitterroot, so familiar to me, made Nedhu gag.
Something huge was emerging out of the darkness at the far end of the
cavern. The Hagoshrin, the guardian of the Storehouse. "Nedhu did not wait to get a closer look, but
darted forward. As He jerked the girl toward him, slapping her hard
across the face, I uttered an cry in the Old Tongue. The Hagoshrin
answered my call. It advanced on Nedhu. "Bellowing with rage and fear, Nedhu tore the
decahedron from the girl's desperate grasp and shoved her with all
his might. She toppled head over heels over the side of the span,
vanishing into the blackness without even giving him the satisfaction
of a scream. Nedhu turned, moaning, and ran. As he passed me, he
flung me backward into the Hagoshrin's embrace." Mother appeared abruptly exhausted, not by talking
but by the terrible memories stirred up like embers that still
contained enough heat to burn. "For my stupidity and my sin the
Hagoshrin should have killed me as Nedhu imagined, as he informed
everyone at Middle Palace. But it did not. Because it was Müna's
will, the Hagoshrin took me, cared for me, sustained me until I was
ready to return to the abbey." "You are a great sorceress. How could you allow
Nedhu to take The Pearl?" Mother sighed. "That day one hundred and one
years ago, without my knowing it, I was severely… damaged." "By Nedhu?" "No." Mother shook her head sadly. "By
The Pearl." "But The Pearl is the most holy object. It was
made by Müna Herself. How could it possibly cause you harm?" "I was foolish. I trusted Nedhu. He preyed upon
that trust. I was the guardian of The Pearl, and I failed in my duty.
I allowed those who should not see it, those who should not touch it
to do so." Mother's hands lifted, only to fall back into her
ample lap. "I was punished, Riane. The Pearl made me weak when I
most needed to be strong. Much of my sorcerous power was stripped
from me. Afterward, I was delirious with a sorcerous fever for five
years. When I returned from my convalescence in the caverns, I found
that Middle Palace had been desecrated by the V'ornn. Müna's
holy temple was no longer Ramahan; Kundala was no longer ours. "Eventually, I discovered that the Dea Cretan
had been formed here at the Abbey of Floating White. But when I
arrived, I posed a threat to those konara who had wrested control
from the male cabal. They had reformed the Ramahan entirely. Male
priests had been banished; the Rappa had been slaughtered; the very
teachings of Müna had begun to be altered. When I argued that
these changes were unholy, sacrilegious, the konara turned on
me. That was when I found out that they were using Kyofu only, that
those with the Gift were being culled out." She lifted a finger,
a hand, an arm. The robes shimmered, the tassels jostled one another.
Her eyes had grown dark with memory. "Fifty years went by, and
then… Feeble though my powers were, I was finally able to make
contact with a shima with the Gift. Wisely, she had kept her Gift a
secret and had not been culled with the others. I told her to find
those novices with the Gift and to instruct them to keep their talent
hidden. To instruct them secretly, if she was able. This was how
Giyan learned Osoru. But these incidents were few and far between
with precious-little gain seen, just a holding action, you see. We
were waiting, Riane. For you." Her hands, small and delicate for such a huge
female, were eloquent as a dancer's. They were very pale, veined like
marble, translucent as alabaster, the ringers flowing like silk in
the wind. The nails were long, curved like the runes of the Old
Tongue. "Kyofu has bound me here in sorcerous chains through the
regimes of three powerful konara. Each one was worse than the one
before, until now we have Bartta, the worst of all-She paused a
moment, listening to the chorus of echoes, grown unused to the
sound of voices, of even her own voice. "I can cast a minor spell here or there,
nothing much, but more than Bartta suspects. Astar did my bidding,
but it was a difficult and extremely dangerous business. When
Bartta guessed that Giyan was being taught in the ways of Osoru, she
went straight to Konara Mossa, who immediately began a clandestine
investigation. I was forced to retreat, to keep silent, motionless as
a lorg, patient as a kris-spider in its web. I learned to do
nothing—nothing but think. Years passed. The investigation
tapered off, and I began again. It took time and stealth. I trained
Astar myself. But the effort drained me, and I have no more
reservoirs of power. Still, I persevered. Astar was my eyes and my
ears. To the abbey at large she was a simple leyna, but she was more
knowledgeable than half the konara here." "Bartta used me to set a trap for her. Astar is
dead because of me."
"Not so." Mother's nails clicked together,
the quick beat of gimno-pede wings. "She is dead because Bartta
murdered her. I set Astar on her path. She begged me to do so because
if you were the Dar Sala-at, she wanted a hand in your training. She
died because that was her fate." Mother's eyes held Riane's.
"You must believe this because it is the truth, and the truth is
your path." "I understand." Riane nodded, struggling
with her emotions. "The evil inside the abbey has spread,
Mother. It has gained much power." "More than you know." Here, in this holy place that had become a prison,
the shadows had significance. There was the sense of the hours, days,
nights never having left the Kell at all, but rather accumulating in
the recesses, documents, diaries, maps, sketches, paintings
recounting the frustration, patience, failure, sorrow of Mother's
incarceration. There existed a grave weight, as if every moment
Mother had spent here remained, tumbled as the books all around her,
squeezing the air out of the chamber. "Mother, what did Bartta do to you?" Mother smiled sadly, drew another memory out of the
shadows. "She set the Sphere of Binding upon me. It is an
extraordinarily potent spell. How she learned it I have no idea. It
was never taught here at the abbey. Once, I would have beatert it
back, but now I have no remedy for it, and no memory of one." Riane stared at her. Both halves of her seemed to be
aligned for a moment, fused by the injustice of Mother's plight. Each
day, it seemed Riane was more astonished at the pain and misery the
Kundalan had inflicted on themselves. Was the suffering the V'ornn
had inflicted on them any worse? If she was, indeed, the Dar Sala-at,
how could she possibly end this cycle of misery? Which brought up
another question. "How did you know I am the Dar Sala-at?"
she asked. "The result of the Ya-unn, the test Astar
administered to you with the qi, proved your true identity beyond a
shadow of a doubt. You spoke the word." "Djenn." "Djenn, who lights the way for the Dar
Sala-at," Mother said. The Kell was suddenly filled with her
words, their echoes, the syllables of power. "You are the Dar
Sala-at, the sign from the Great Goddess Müna, the One we have
all been waiting for, the One who will lead all of Kundala back to
goodness and glory." Mother's hands opened, the white palms unlined by
time. "Once Astar brought me the confirmation, I contrived for
you to find me. Using the small spells at my disposal, I caused Shima
Wirdd to fall ill, then caused Shima Vedda to choose you for her
archaeological work detail. I knew she was excavating near the Kells.
A third spell widened a fault running through the bedrock. But that
was all I could manage." "I understand," Riane said at once. "You
want me to be your eyes and ears like Astar was." "No, not at all." Mother inclined her
head. "Come here, please, Riane. Now give me your hands."
She gazed into Riane's eyes, and immediately Riane felt that
same sensation of being hooked up to an engine that had overcome her
when Astar had put the qi in her. "Müna tells us that the Dar Sala-at will
be born at 'both ends of the Cosmos,'"Mother said softly. "For
centuries this phrase has sparked remarkably vitriolic debates among
Ramahan. There have been nearly as many interpretations of the phrase
at there have been konara in all the abbeys on Kundala." She
spread her fingers over the backs of Riane's hands as if they were
the petals of a flower. "Now Müna has given us Her answer
through you, the living manifestation of Her Prophesy." Riane felt a sudden clutch in the pit of her
stomach. "What do you …" she stammered. "I
don't understand." "Of course you do," Mother said. "I
know your secret, Riane. I know you are half V'ornn." "No, I…" Riane was forced to look
away from those piercing eyes. "I was sworn not to tell anyone"
she whispered. "And you haven't—Look at me, Riane. And
you haven't broken that oath, have you?" Riane shook her head. "I haven't. I wouldn't." "But you will," Mother said. An odd
faraway look in her eyes. "Once and once only. It will bring
great joy and great pain." Her eyes came back into focus. "But
that is for another day." Riane was silent for a long time, and Mother was
clever and patient enough not to disturb her thoughts. "It is a terrible struggle," Riane said at
length. Mother said nothing, her serenity creating an
atmosphere in which Riane would be able to continue this difficult
topic. "No longer V'ornn, yet not fully Kundalan
either, I felt trapped in an alien body, lost in a primitive
wilderness, unable to trust or rely on anyone, knowing that there was
no one like me, that there never would be." "This is the fate of the Dar Sala-at, Riane. To
be at once one with the Cosmos and yet apart from all who inhabit it.
But perhaps what I say next will help you somewhat. In all glory
there is a sadness. One must not allow that sadness to gain the upper
hand, to become all that you feel, for it will all too soon turn to
desolation and despair. In that weakened state, the forces of evil
find their opportunity for incursion, stealing the light, running
amok, perverting everything." "How can I prevent that from happening?" "Learn, my dearest one. Expand your mind.
Absorb everything. Müna, in Her infinite wisdom, has
given you many Gifts. It is up to you to find them and use them." "You will help me, Mother?" Mother nodded. "Rest assured I will do
everything in my power to do so." She settled herself a little.
The tassels at the hem of her robes shivered. "It is not only
space that is alive with mysteries beyond our ken," she said.
"But Time, as well. This we learn when first we go Thripping."
She smiled as she stroked Riane's cheek. "No one else is brave
or truthful enough to tell you this, but the true danger in
Thripping is in discovering just how little knowledge we have.
The very Cosmos throbs with life unknowable! How small and
insignificant that makes us! And yet, for we who Thripp, for we who
can move at will through this magical macroverse, this glimmering
Cosmos, comes a grave responsibility. For it is thrcfugh this power
that we possess the ability to become more. More than
Kundalan, more than Ramahan. More than we could ever imagine!" Somewhere in the recesses of the Kell water dripped.
There was a brief whiff of something that was not precisely dampness;
memories, perhaps, buried so deeply they were no longer accessible. "This is the risk Müna took when she
bestowed upon us the Gift of Thripping. Knowing this, we took every
precaution we could think of to ensure that the power at the disposal
of the Ramahan would not be abused. But Kundalan being Kundalan, we
could not plug every loophole." She lifted a forefinger.
"Power pollutes, Riane. And absolute power pollutes absolutely.
You must remember this, for it is a truism in every realm of the
Cosmos. Inside every conscious soul is a dark place waiting for its
chance to eclipse the sunlight. Perhaps this is the price we pay for
self-awareness." "'Evil enters us through a rupture in White
Bone Gate," Riane said instantly. Mother paused, regarding her. "White Bone Gate,
yes. Tell me, Riane, how do you know these sacred words?" "I do not know… I just do." Mother gave her a little smile. "Do you imagine
that I do not know the words? They are from Utmost Source,
Müna's Holiest of Holies, lost now since the Uprising over a
century ago. Where would you have learned them, I wonder? This
knowledge has long ago slipped beyond the ken of even the eldest of
the abbey's konara." "From the book," Riane said. She had the
strongest sense that Mother was the one person in whom she could
confide without fear of anger or retribution. "The book?" Mother had begun to tremble.
"What book?" "Utmost Source," Riane said. "Praise Müna, the Sacred Text has been
found." Mother's eyes closed for a moment. "I memorized it. The whole thing from first
word to last." Riane recounted how Annon had found it lying
beside him after the encounter with Seelin, the Dragon lurking
behind the Storehouse Door. "Yes, Giyan was right, of course, you were
meant to have it. Seelin gave it to you. But, tell me, Riane, how
were you able to read the book?" "The Kundalan part of me knew it, Mother. Giyan
told me the book was written in the Old Tongue. The female who was
Riane must have been taught the Old Tongue." "This is a significant discovery."
Mother's eyes were alight. "Giyan was mistaken. It is
understandable. She has never seen Utmost Source; it was
lost before her time. But she has seen the companion volume, The
Book of Recantation, which is written in the Old Tongue. It
would be natural for her to assume that Utmost Source was
written in the same language." Mother shook her head. "Utmost
Source is far more ancient, however. It belongs to another time.
It is written in Venca, the Root language. Venca has seven hundred
and seventy-seven letters in its alphabet, ten times the number
of letters in the Old Tongue. It is a language of pure sorcery.
Nowadays, it is used only by the Druuge, the nomads of the Great
Voorg." "Then Riane is a Druuge?" Riane shook her
head. "How can that be? She is adept at mountain climbing. She
is used to thin air and brutally cold weather. When fragments of
memories come up, they are always of icescapes and high tors." Mother sat back. "Well, this is something of a
mystery, isn't it?" "I would very much like to know who she was,"
Riane said. "I understand perfectly," Mother nodded.
"Isn't that what we all want, to know ourselves completely?" "For me, it seems an impossible task,"
Riane said. "It seems I know next to nothing about myself." "Ah, enlightenment." Mother smiled. "How
far you have come from the impatient, imperious V'ornn! By
identifying the problem, you have already taken your first step. In
the end, understanding ourselves is all that stands between us and
the Dark." "By the Dark do you mean Kyofu? Astar told me
about the Black Dreaming sorcery." "That is one meaning of the Dark," Mother
said. "Those who embrace only Kyofu are destined to be
consumed by it." "Like Bartta." Mother inclined her head. "But they are to be
greatly feared because their fervor for the Dark Dreaming sorcery is
a power in its own right. It is what makes the Sphere of Binding such
a potent and dangerous spell, one that no Osoru sorceress would dare
cast." "And you are an Osoru sorceress, aren't you,
Mother?" "Not exactly." Mother squeezed Riane's
hands. "I am the first and last of my generation to use Eye
Window. It is an amalgam of Osoru and Kyofu." "Leyna Astar explained that tp me." "Indeed. Riane, you are also destined to be an
Eye Window sorcer- ess. Riane was shocked. "But I do not even know
Osoru yet." "It is true that you have much to learn, and
the lure of Kyofu is very powerful," Mother said. "But you
can Thrip. And Astar told me that you were able to resist the Rings
of Concordance. There will be spells that are more dangerous, ones
you will not be able to repel without proper training, but for now I
think we have a chance." "A chance for what?" "To free me." She turned Riane's hands
over so that they were palms up. "Tell me, can you feel the
power bourns?" "Yes, Mother." "Good, for I cannot. You Thripped in here; you
can Thrip out." "But I will not leave you." Mother shook her head. "Tell me, you know where
the Library is, don't you?" "Of course. I have spent much time there, some
of it with Astar."
"As you were meant to do." Mother lifted a
forefinger. "Far back in the deepest recesses of the Library
there is a small, cramped, virtually lightless chamber. On one of its
shelves is The Book of Recantation. It is rarely, if ever,
read. Most Ramahan have no idea it exists, and the ones who do think
it is of little import. They believe it to be an irrelevant relic
from an outmoded era. But we know they are wrong. "The Book of Recantation is the primer
for Kyofu. I have studied parts of it, but not all. Some sections are
protected by a very powerful spell. Somehow, Bartta learned of The
Book of Recantation and studied it as- siduously—all of
it. I do not know how she broke the protection spell, but of a
certainty she could not have done it on her own." "The evil inside the abbey," Riane
whispered. "The evil, yes. You see, Bartta doesn't have
the Gift, unlike Giyan, who is an exceedingly accomplished
sorceress—far more accomplished, I should say, than even she
knows. And Bartta was always bitterly envious of Giyan. That
made her particularly susceptible to the Dark, creeping in on silent
feet. "In any event, The Book of Recantation
holds the remedy to the spell holding me prisoner. Astar would never
have been able to break the protection spell, but I feel certain that
you, Riane, with your extraordinary Gift, will be able to do it. "But first things first. You will Thrip out of
here. When you do, my spirit will be free to come with you, but only
for the space of one hour. In that time, you must enter the Library,
steal The Book of Recantation, and return here to me, where
you will attempt to break the protection spell, and I will seek the
remedy." "What happens at the end of the hour?" "If you are not able to return to here, my
spirit will not be able to rejoin my corpus and I will die." Riane felt a shiver run through her. "Never mind that now," Mother continued.
"I want you to concentrate on what lies ahead. You must do
everything I have outlined without being found out. If Bartta
discovers what you are doing, she will cast another spell—one
neither of us is prepared to repel. That is why we need the book. It
will protect us from her Black Dreaming sorcery." Riane shook her head. "I know how well attended
the Library is. I do not think it is possible to do what you ask in
an hour." Mother smiled. "Oh, but I know you can
accomplish it, Riane. I will help you." She held Riane's gaze
with hers. "Remember, when you arrive in the Library I will be
with you." Her expression grew so grave Riane felt her knees
begin to knock together. "Now listen to me carefully, Riane.
This is why you must be extra specially careful not to be seen. If
Bartta discovers you, she will reinvoke the Sphere of Binding, and I
will be trapped inside you. She will have me—and you—for
all time, and there will be nothing either of us can do about it. Do
you understand me?" "Yes, Mother." Riane's insides had turned
to ice, but still she rose to the challenge. "I am ready for
whatever must be done. Time is already running out. We should start
at once." Mother nodded. "We must keep the Thripping to a
minimum. The slight disturbance in the realms can be monitored. Too
much of it within the precincts of the abbey will bring unwanted
attention to you. Now I want you to close your eyes. Touch the spot
in the center of your forehead. No, with your rnind. There is a well
there, the Seat of Deepest Knowledge. It will take you to Ayame." Already, Riane heard Mother's words as if through
the tissue of another realm. Then, with a tendril of her mind,
she touched the Seat of Deepest Knowledge. There was an instant of
pain and of profound cold, and then as if a veil had been torn she
found herself falling, falling perhaps down the well that Mother had
described, falling into the absolute darkness of Ayame. Squall Line Icy water filling up Eleana's nostrils activated her
autonomic nervous system, and revived her. She awoke in a panic,
underwater, and tried to scream. Water that had invaded her sinuses
rushed into her mouth, threatening to choke her. She tried to get out
of the river, but there was a heavy pressure at the back of her head.
She fought it to no avail. Thrashing, she had the presence of mind to
blow the water out of her mouth rather than swallow it. Someone was doing his best to drown her. She pushed
back. But the harder she tried to lift her head, the more oppressive
the pressure became. She felt panic rising in her and fought to
dispel it, trying to think. She felt a fire in her lungs, a certain
lassitude creeping through her at the lack of air. All her thrashing
was doing was using up her precious supply of oxygen. Instead of fighting futilely, she willed herself to
relax, though that was the last thing her body wanted to do. She felt
the current against her left side, orienting her. She drew her
shock-sword, thumbed on the ion flow, but it got jammed into the
silty riverbed. She tried to pull it out, but it struck a rock.
Instantly, the energy blew backward like a ricochet. She screamed
silently as it drove up her arms and threatened to dislocate her
shoulders. She hung on for dear life, and was rewarded when her whole
body blasted upward with such force she rose, gasping, out of the
water. She freed the shock-sword and whirled it around her.
She felt the edge slice into something hard, the energy flow shifting
subtly as the weapon pierced armor plating, then flesh. She exulted
in the feel of it as she turned to see a Khagggun stagger backward, a
gout of blood pumping from rent shoulder plates in his armor. Recklessly, she went after him, misjudging both the
severity of his wound and his stamina. He parried her awkward
follow-up with one mailed fist, struck her square in the chest with
the other. Stunned, she sat back down in the muddy bank, still
gasping for breath. He regained his feet, drew his own shock-sword. She scrambled to her feet, holding her weapon in a
two-handed grip. He lashed out, giving her barely enough time to
parry. As the two ion-charged blades struck, she felt a painful jolt
numbing her hands. The Khagggun advanced, swinging his shock-sword back
and forth in short, vicious arcs. Eleana retreated, blocking one,
then another thrust. Each time, her hands were numbed all over again.
He was playing with her, wearing her down without even launching
a serious attack. It was clear that there was a great deal to learn
about the V'ornn weapon. Her arms were shaking, and she could no
longer feel her fingers. The Khagggun feinted right, made a swift, powerful
lunge to the left, and, with a clear ring of alloy against alloy,
sent her weapon spinning out of her hand. Quickly, She drew her
knife, but he tromped down on her wrist, pinning it to the muck. He stood over her for a moment, faceless and
terrifying in his battle helm, and it struck her that she would never
know the identity of her killer. He raised his shock-sword, preparing
to drive it through her heart, but in the instant it began its
descent, he arched back, his body vibrating horribly, tearing itself
to pieces in front of her eyes. Behind him, Rekkk stood with his shock-sword, as if
the weapon were drinking its enemy's blood, eating the ribboned
flesh. He reached down a large hand, hauled her upward. "Retrieve your shock-sword," he said. "As
I said before, if you are going to rely on it, I had better teach you
how to use it properly." Eleana scooped it out of the water, thumbed off the
ion flow. "Thank you for saving my life," she said. He grunted. "You are surprised." "Hugely," she admitted. "Wasn't this
Khagggun one of your pack?" "I have no pack," he said without emotion.
"I told you. I am Rhynn-non. I am without caste. I am sworn to
my mission." She eyed him. "You V'ornn—" "Did he come from the south or from the east?"
he broke in. "I require your expertise as a practical
tactician." "Wait a minute. Was that a compliment?" "Just answer the question," he growled. Eleana licked her lips. "I heard no hovercraft
activity. Besides, I had just finished reconnoitering the south
perimeter. I would not have missed him." "He was trained—" "So am I." He had to admire her grit. "Still…" He took her on another quick check of the terrain at
the very southern lip of the plateau. They found no evidence of
ropes, pitons, or other climbing gear. "From the east, then." Rekkk rubbed his
chin. "Intriguing. Olnnn Rydddlin has decided to take the long
way around. It is the conservative, careful approach." "Your Olnnn Rydddlin does not strike me as a
conservative, careful Pack-Commander." "Yes, I agree. What's wrong with this picture?" "If that was a scout, then there are bound to
be more coming from the same direction. I think that is where we
ought to go." Without another word, they followed the shallow
river north, heading back to camp. When they passed through the
scene of the attack, Eleana swept the Khagggun's gore-spattered
shock-sword into her free hand. "Sixth rule of engagement. Never let anything
on the battlefield go to waste." "I was not aware that the resistance was so
well trained." "Ah, there may be much about the resistance
that is beyond your ken." He paused, turning to her. "If I teach you how
to use your shock-sword, will you teach me your rules of engagement?" "What? You cannot mean now?" "Most assuredly I do. I want to know that I can
rely on you in the battle to come." She cocked her head. Then she threw him the dead
Khagggun's weapon. "The first rule of engagement is bring your
enemy to your field of battle." He lunged at her. "The first lesson of
shock-sword combat is to keep hold of it." The instant his blade
crossed hers, the jolt numbed her entire right side, and her weapon
fell to the ground. Eleana, looking very angry indeed, rubbed her right
hand. She eyed Rekkk warily. He gestured. "Well, go on. Pick it up. You want
to learn how to use it, don't you?" "You could kill me now," she said. "I
could not get to it in time." "Now why would I want to do that?" She stared at him a moment more, before stooping to
pick up the shock-sword. "That Khagggun disarmed me the same
way." Rekkk nodded. "The trick is in using the ion
flow. It should be used for defense as well as offense." He
beckoned to her. "Come on. Attack me." She did. He parried her blow without any apparent
ill effect. She came at him again and again, varying her strategies.
He handled them all with ease, turning his blade this way and that,
until she gave up with a disgusted snort. "The trouble is you are treating this weapon as
if it was a simple sword," he said. "It's not. When you
induce the ion flow, it creates an energy arc between the two blades.
They begin to vibrate as such a high level it is invisible to the
naked eye. If you parry the blow so your blades are at a
ninety-degree angle to your attacker's you'll nullify his charge."
He lifted his sword. "Got it?" He charged her again. She felt her nerves tingle as
she twisted her shock-sword just off the mark. However, she parried
his second blow perfectly and felt nothing. She was still grinning
when he locked his twin blades with hers. She cried out as she was
blasted back off her feet. "This time you lost your weapon and
your balance," he said, laughing. "I am forced to admit that fighting the V'ornn
way is more complicated than it looks." Wiping mud off her
hands, Eleana grimly took up her shock-sword again and began to
circle him. "The second rule of engagement is always take the
high ground and keep it." Rekkk nodded as he turned with her. "I created
an ion-charged feedback loop that took my energy and combined it
with yours. It is not an easy maneuver. It is imperative that you
engage your opponent's weapon at the tips. If you get it wrong—lower
down the blade or near the guard—the feedback loop will shatter
your sword, possibly all the bones in your hand as well." "I will try to remember that," Eleana said
as she lunged at him. He twisted away, but on her second attempt, she
engaged the tips of his blades with hers. She could almost feel the
charge as he grimaced. But he did not drop his weapon as she had
expected. Instead, he thumbed off his own ion-charge, disengaged,
thumbed it on again, and deftly disarmed her. "Eleana, you must try to keep hold of your
shock-sword." "Believe me, I am trying." Once more, she
picked up the weapon, wiping mud off it. "Try harder." "I am trying as hard as I can!" she
shouted, just as he lunged at her. She parried, danced away, struck back, engaged the
tips of his shock-sword for just an instant and, as she saw him
react, whipped her weapon in toward his neck, where the twin blades
hung, just centimeters from his skin. "Third rule of engagement," she said
without a trace of smugness. "Make your enemy see your strength
as your weakness, and your weakness as your strength." He smiled, and she relaxed. "You are a quicker
study than I had imagined." "For a female, you mean?" He laughed. "I am learning that Kundalan
females can be formidable in their own right." The compliment took her by surprise, as it was meant
to do. In the time it took her to blink, he had moved inside her
defensive perimeter, jammed the heel of his hand under her chin, and
grabbed the guard of her shock-sword. This time, however, though he
had taken her somewhat by surprise, she did not let go of her
weapon. Instead, she twisted it in his grip and, using his own
strength against him, pushed instead of pulled. The hilt of the
shock-sword smashed into his chest, knocking him back a pace. They faced each other, back on equal footing, within
the circle of combat. "That was well done," he whispered. "But
don't you think we should concern ourselves with the possibility that
more Khagggun scouts might have infiltrated—" "The fourth rule," she said, never taking
her eyes off his, "is to learn your opponent's tactics while
never repeating yours." "I mean it," he whispered. "There are
two more Khagggun behind you. They are watching us right now." "I don't believe—" But he had already recommenced his circling,
deliberately bringing her around so that she could see what he had
seen. When he saw the tremor of recognition go through her, he said,
"Right now they do not have a clue what is going on. That is the
only thing that has saved us." She looked into his eyes. "The fifth rule of
engagement: when outnumbered by your enemy, divide him." He grinned. "Strike me down." "What?" "Do what I tell you!" he hissed furiously.
"N'Luuura take it, strike me dead!" Fire in her eyes, she lunged at him, saw him try and
fail to parry her thrust. Her ion-charged blades ripped open his
clothes on the left side. She saw turquoise blood spatter, and he
went down as if poleaxed. But now she understood his intent. From
where the Khagggun crouched, it would look as if she had delivered a
mortal blow. Playing the part to the hilt, she straddled his prone
form. "Die, V'ornn scumV she cried, and drove her
shock-sword into the ground not a centimeter from his neck. These two
near misses must have hurt Rekkk, she knew. She was stunned by his
iron-willed courage. From their point of view, the Khagggun scouts chose
their moment well. Together, they leapt from their hiding places the
moment she buried her weapon in the ground. She heard them, tried to
turn, but she could not pull her shock-sword free. "Turn off the ion flowV Rekkk shouted as he
slid out from under her and jammed his weapon into the lower belly of
one of the oncoming Khagggun. The force of his momeritum carried
Rekkk down and onto his back, while the spitted scout, blood
streaming from his wound, kicked and flailed frantically. The other Khagggun had one mailed hand on Eleana by
the time she had extracted her shock-sword. He spun her around,
driving to lock the tips of his shock-sword with hers. Eleana kept
her ion flow off as his weapon touched hers. Then she deftly turned
her blades ninety degrees, switched on her ion flow. The resulting
jolt sent the Khagggun to his knees, and she stepped inside his
defense. He was bent over so she was taken unawares when he
jammed the short-hafted studded globe into her rib cage. She screamed
with pain, but did not drop her shock-sword. Her breath whistled
through gritted teeth, her knees trembled and her legs turned to
jelly. She thought of the pain Rekkk had taken. Could she do any
less? Vision blurred as her eyes leaked tears. Dimly, she was aware
of the Khagggun grinding the globe into her. She felt as if her body
was being ripped apart, the agony exploding every nerve ending in her
body. She narrowed her concentration on the weight of her
shock-sword as she swung it in a horizontal arc. It seemed to move in
slow motion. She was aware of a screaming coming as if from far away.
The blades swept ever closer. The screaming threatened to derail her
concentration. She was weeping as she sliced the blades through the
Khagggun's armor plating. They stuck at the juncture of his shoulder
and neck while his blood spurted through the rent. The pain overcame her and she slid to her knees, her
forehead resting on the bloody V'ornn armor. She could feel him
spasming and shaking, and now she left her blades to do their work on
his neck while she grabbed his fists, jerked them upward. The studded
globe smashed into the underside of his helm and he toppled backward. She lay athwart him, half-insensate, grateful that
the screaming had stopped but curious as to what kind of creature had
made it. Her throat was raw. Which was when she realized she was the
one who had been screaming. At length, she felt someone pulling her up and,
thinking it was another scout, ripped the studded globe out of
the Khagggun's grip. Snarling, she brandished it. "Easy. That ion mace is a nasty weapon,"
Rekkk whispered in her ear. "Its ion excitation jumps from spike
to spike in an energy web that is tuned not to cut and slice but to
overstimulate nerve endings." As she reared back, he opened his
arms wide. "Do you want to kill me, too?" She began to sob, then, clinging to him as he
carried her and her weapons back to where Giyan was waiting,
white-faced with worry. "Müna protect us" she cried
when she saw the blood all over them. "Is she hurt?" "We're good," Rekkk said, unconsciously
slipping into Khagggun battlefield terminology. She pointed to his side. "You're bleeding." "It's nothing. Look, just a flesh wound." She directed him to set Eleana down on the
riverbank. She stroked the girl's hair as she began to wash her hands
and face. "Scouts from Olnnn Rydddlin's pack," he
said as he hunkered down beside them to wash away the Khagggun's
blood and viscera. "Eleana's convinced they came from the
easterly passage, and I agree." She gave him a quick look. "All dead." He nodded in Eleana's
direction, "She was very resourceful, very brave." He
put his hand on the girl's shoulder and turned her toward him. "We
who have faced death salute your first kill." He set the ion
mace in her lap. "Sixth rule of engagement." He saw her
smile and put the back of his hand against her cheek. "Or as we
V'ornn say: to the victor belong the spoils." Dew glittered at the ends of spear-shaped leaves.
The tips of ladylace ferns unfurled like dark sails. A qwawd lowed,
deep in the underbrush. The sky, dense with cloud all night, was
clearing and, with it, the scent of bitterroot rose from the damp,
springy earth. "They're coming," Giyan said. It was still
dark. They could see nothing beyond the treetops at the edge of the
plateau. The sky was a lambent black, fading now in the east. Rekkk knew she was using Osoru to "see"
their movement in the darkness. Osoru was good for many things, but
as Giyan described it, it was Müna's Gift, never meant for
battle. There were no means in Osoru to subdue a score of fierce
Khagggun. He believed her. Otherwise, the V'ornn would never
have been able to subjugate the Kun-dalan. "What approach are they taking?" he asked
her. "The east," she said. "The south." "Which is it?" Eleana asked. Giyan looked at them. "Both." It was first light. Crawling to the edge of the
plateau, they saw signs of movement far off in the shadowy orchards.
Clouds crowded the western sky, but in the east it was cTear, and
when the sun broke above the horizon its pellucid, piercing light
threw every object into stark relief. "I count a score," Eleana said. "Another score is coming from the east,"
Giyan told them. "What is going on?" Eleana whispered. "Olnnn Rydddlin has once again moved up in the
world," Rekkk said. "He is commanding two packs.
He has chosen to attack us in Squall Line formation." "That cannot be good," Giyan said. "No." Rekkk stared out at the mass of
Khagggun swarming past the orchards on their way to scaling the
plateau. Eleana came and stood beside him. "The sixth
rule of engagement you already know,” she said softly. "The
seventh, and last, rule is: always have an exit strategy." She
looked at him. "Rekkk, do we have an exit strategy?" Ghosts Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha was
preparing for sleep when a discreet knock sounded
on his bedroom door. For a moment, he stood still, contemplating the
anomalous sound in the night. The door was hidden, as were the walls
of the bedroom, by the protein-net battle tent he had had erected
inside it. Truth to tell, he had spent so many nights on the fields
of battle, he felt most at home this way. Inside a battle tent, he
always knew where he was and how to act. "Come," he said, not bothering to cover
his near nakedness. "There is a visitor, sir." Julll, his
deputy protocol officer, stood just inside the tent flap. Kinnnus Morcha studied Julll's face without success.
One of the protocol officer's assets was that he never betrayed
his emotion. "A Looorm, sir," Julll said. "It is late, First-Captain. I ordered no such
entertainment." "This Looorm is the regent's own, sir." If the Star-Admiral had had eyebrows, they would
have been raised. "At this hour? Tell her to come back in the
morning." "Perhaps that would not be the wisest choice,
sir." Over the years, Kinnnus Morcha had learned to listen
to his protocol officers. They never opened their mouths unless they
had something cogent to say. "Continue." "It has been my experience that Looorm are
repositories, sir." "Of precisely what, besides social diseases?" To his credit, Julll would not be goaded. "Because
they are invisible, sir, they are often witness to bits of
intelligence unavailable elsewhere." The Star-Admiral grunted. "As you can see,
First-Captain, I am unprepared for visitors." "She is a Looorm, sir. No protocol is
required." Kinnnus Morcha sighed and nodded. Julll vanished,
reappearing a moment later with Dalma. She stood demurely, hands
clasped loosely against the folds of her deep red robes. The regent's
color. Kinnnus Morcha was momentarily reminded of the former
regent's Kundalan Looorm, whom he hated beyond all reason. Unlike
Wennn Stogggul, the Star-Admiral had once admired Eleusis Ashera,
believing him to be a good regent who had allowed himself to be
compromised by the Kundalan sorceress. He could not in all good
conscience stand idly by and allow the regent to be corrupted. "Thank you for seeing me, Star-Admiral." "It is very late," he said irritably.
"Please state the nature of your business." When she hesitated, Kinnnus Morcha signed to Julll,
who promptly left the room. Silence enveloped them. Dalma put on her sexiest
pout. "Won't you even offer me a drink?" Kinnnus Morcha grunted. "You are the regent's
Looorm. How could I refuse you anything?" « She smiled. "Must you look so cross about it? He went to a folding camp table and poured two
glasses of fire-grade numaaadis. Handing her one, he lifted his glass
in toast. "To the regent," he said. She touched the rim of her glass to his, the
resulting sound like hail upon a metal shell. "It is about the
regent that I have come," she said. There was a brief pause
while they sipped the strong liquor. "Would you mind if I sat
down?" "As you wish," he said, perching himself
on the end of the bed. "I enjoyed our little conversation at dinner
this evening." When she sat in the simple folding chair, her
robes parted slightly. It appeared to Kinnnus Morcha that she was
naked underneath. Her oiled skin shone in the fusion-lamp light. "I cannot imagine that the mind of a Khagggun
would be of interest to you." She rose abruptly, tossing off her drink. "I
will tell you what is of no interest to me. That cor of a V'ornn!" Kinnnus Morcha watched her with enigmatic eyes. Dalma smiled sweetly at him and went to pour herself
another drink. As she bent, he received like an unexpected gift a
full view of her unbound breasts. "Do you know how badly he
treats me? I am a virtual prisoner in the regent's palace. He
castigates me if I even leave the private quarters. He treats me like
dirt. He has… strange habits in the bedroom." She took a
sip of the numaaadis. "I have come to despise him." The Star-Admiral, watching her carefully, shrugged.
"Why tell me, my dear? It is the regent you need to communicate
with." She tossed off the second glass of liquor. Then she
came and sat on his lap. As she straddled him, her robes fell open,
revealing creamy thighs. "He's hurt me." Her hands lay flat
on his bare chest. "I want to get back at him." They began
to move in slow, deliberate circles. "I want to hurt him as much
as he has hurt me." She leaned in, her tongue running around his
lower Up. "That is why I have come. Advise me how to do that." His arms, browned, scarred, muscled, drew her to
him. His tender parts rose to meet hers. Their hips locked as their
tongues met. For a long time, they rocked together, intermittently
shuddering like ice moving in spring. The night air, scented by
the ammonwood, gentled them in a caress. The small sounds of their
lovemaking filled the tent, quickening, signaling the end was
near. It came for her, but he held back, letting her pleasure build
again, spill out again until she was like a spring, now taut with
quick tension, now released, over and over until at last her wet
gasping sent him hurtling over the edge. Spent, they crawled over each other into the bed and
the night closed around them. Sounds of the insects entered the open
window, mingling with the soughing of their breath. Her body
glimmered with oils and sweat, reminding him like a ghost of stealthy
and treacherous campaigns past. None, however, was as treacherous as
this one. "I thought I ordered you never to come here,"
he said at length. "I had no choice, darling. It was the regent's
idea." He stirred. "You're joking." "It's true." She made a sound, muffled by
her hand, and he knew she was giggling. "He wants me to gather
up all your dirty little secrets and deliver them back to him." The Star-Admiral sat up. Then, abruptly, he threw
back his head and began to laugh. He laughed until his chest hurt and
his eyes watered. He laughed, and Dalma joined him. "Oh, this is
rich," he finally managed to gasp. "This is too much." "The Kundalan sorceress works quickly. Already
she is leading Stogggul around by his tender parts. She is daily
making him weaker and more predictable." Dalma looked up at
Kinnnus Morcha, her dark eyes shining. "Please remind me,
darling, which one of you I am spying for." The Star-Admiral reared over her, rampant again,
"How is this for a reminder?" "Oh, yes," she moaned, clutching at him.
"Oh, yes." Malistra began to pour the hot wax. Beneath her,
Wennn Stogggul shuddered but made no sound. Very quickly she had
learned that he needed to endure pain. It was like an addiction to
laaga, something you knew was unhealthy yet could not do without.
Enduring pain made him feel worthy, better than his father, better
than everyone else. Without the secret knowledge of his victory
over it he could not face the daylight world and win. All this and
more she had gleaned with the first sweep of her fingers over his
hairless skin, simply by touching the three medial points—the
Seat of Dreams over his hearts, the Seat of Truth at the crown of his
head, the Seat of Deepest Knowledge at the center of his forehead. There was an ecstatic pleasure in this for her, a
kind of intimacy denied her in the joining of the flesh. There was a
level of cruelty to it she could never find in mundane activities.
The stealing of another's secret self had been taught to her many
years age, by direct example, in an act so profound its mark
disfigured her soul as a war wound deforms a warrior's face,
transforming it into something other, something both unknown and
unknowable. What bleak landscape now occupied the core of her
only one being could say, and he never delivered up secrets, only
gathered more like a miser hoards his wealth. Malistra's mother never married. She liked to tell
stories of Malistra's father's midnight visit—was he a thief, a
would-be murderer?—when he appeared as if out of thin air. Of
course he must have been a thief of sorts; he had successfully picked
the lock of their back door or else had gained entrance by defeating
a locked window. Whether Malistra's mother had been afraid of the
outside world or been in love with locks was irrelevant. Whatever the
truth of it, the house was sealed day and night like a tomb or an
armory. In fact, the house achieved similarities to both.
Dark, still, unvisited even on holy days, it yet held secreted within
its most closely guarded keep several kinds of weapons Malistra's
mother obsessively sharpened, oiled, but never used. Nine years after Malistra was born she still had no
name. Her mother referred to her as "You," or sometimes
"Girl." But in her ninth year, all that changed. The house
was again invaded. At the twelfth hour of a sleepless, moonless,
starless night he came again, this nameless thief, this would-be
murderer, but instead of stealing into her mother's room he crept
into hers. She saw him first as a shadow, one among many that
moved when the wind lifted the bare tree branches, when the coming
winter's chill stirred the snow-lynxes to emerge from their warm,
subterranean dens to call to each other in plaintive, melancholy
concert. Then, so slowly that at first she was unsure whether she was
awake or dreaming, his shadow detached itself from all the others,
moving contra, against the capricious lift and fall of the night
gusts. Once, when she was six or so, crouched naked over a rushing,
rain-swollen stream, she had watched a golden-scaled fish winnowing
its way against the flow, shadows and light coursing over its
spine, making ripples like a strong wind. She grew dizzy with the
illusion of it and toppled into the water. Watching the shadow move
in her bedroom, she had this sensation once more of being in the
water, of watching the fish circling her, of light dancing
hypnotically off its luminous scales. "Malistra," he whispered, crouched by the
side of her bed. She watched him, unmoving, too fascinated to feel
fear. "That is what I call you," he whispered.
"That is how you will be known." Her lips parted. "Who are you?" He rose to stand over her. "I am your father,
Malistra," he whispered. Her eyes opened wide. "Where have you been?" "Far away." He bent over her, one spiky
knee on the edge of the bed. He had no scent, none at all. "I
have returned to give you your education." And then he had
placed the center of his dark palm upon her heart, upon the crown of
her head, upon the center of her forehead, taking from her everything
that she was. For this violation, she received knowledge. He brought
her the gifts of Kyofu, the Black Dreaming sorcery, and its central
jewel, the Eye of Ajbal. All night he lay with her, touching her with
his mind as well as with his hands, his feet, lips, eyelids, his
sexual organ. She was like a cup of steaming water infused with a
mixture of exotic spices, herbal tonics, psychoactive roots. She grew
and, in growing, became potent. As she suckled at this shadowy font
of knowledge she was dimly aware that the room had come alive. No,
not the room precisely, but the window that now lay unlocked and open
against her mother's strictest warnings. Her eyes were closed, her
mind dreaming. Nevertheless, it seemed to her that she "saw"
the open window crowded with the curious faces, luminous eyes of
strange nocturnal animals, who sighed and growled low in their
throats and showed gleaming ivory teeth, who placidly swished long
tails and carried the stars on their backs. This shadow, her father, stayed with her one night.
Before dawn he was gone; so too the strange audience. Her window had
now mysteriously returned to its usual closed and locked state.
Examining it in the cool, watery light of late autumn, she wondered
whether it had ever been open. She looked beyond the greenish pane of
glass, beyond her tomb to see many-colored leaves skittering along
the ground, fleeing. She waited three long years. Three more years of
being dead. Then, on the coldest day of the year, she broke the glass
in her window with a fist bound in black muslin and, bundled in a
thick traveling cloak, stepped out into winter. Snow swiftly erased
her fugitive footprints. She never looked back, one never does when
one escapes the place where one has been buried. In the unsteady lanternlight the wax was clear and
hot. She poured it from high above him, a stream thin as a single
strand of a spider's web. It turned the purest white as it hardened
against Wennn Stogggul's alien skin. White as the snow of that
long-ago bitter-cold winter morning. She had moved down from his
chest, down to his tender parts. The wax, cooling, must hurt him very
much. For his sake, she hoped so. To her, this form of pain meant
nothing. Less than the dimly remembered dreams of her childhood. "I have not cried out," Wennn Stogggul
whispered. "I have not uttered a sound." "No, Lord, you have not." She leaned down
so that her bare breasts scraped against his hairless chest. "Truly
you are brave, Lord. Braver than all the rest." She licked the
hollow of his throat, the slightly bitter taste of the hardened wax
on her tongue. These are our conquerors. She thought this
without a trace of bitterness or rancor, merely curiosity. What
does this say about us? That first winter should have been difficult for
her, but it was not. Along the route she took south to Axis Tyr she
invariably found shelter, food, a roaring fire, and company, if she
wished it. She was never left to forage at night in the bare-limbed
forests or the fallow snow-slicked fields. Most curious of all, not
one of her benefactors ever asked what a twelve-year-old girl was
doing alone in the dead of winter. It was as if someone or something
watched over her, spreading its dark wings in protection. In this
manner, she passed through the countryside like a shadow herself,
causing barely a ripple in the quotidian lives of those who took her
in. Even more curious, they forgot all about her the moment she left
their company. In the afternoons, she roamed through the dense,
hardwood forests, searching for mandragora and, beneath wispy firs
and larches, Amanita soma. When she reached the more cultivated
lowlands closer to the city itself, she contented herself with
plucking the seeds of morning glories, drying them by moonslight as
her father had taught her to do. She ate these dried seeds slowly and
with a great deal of pleasure as she removed the orange caps of the
Amanita from their spongy, cream-colored stems, while the mandragora
she had slivered was brewing. Inhaling the rising steam, she sailed
far away. When spring came, she worked in the orchards,
plowing and planting, her body growing hard-muscled and
sun-kissed. When she grew bored with pure physical labor, she
performed small tasks for the orchard owner, providing potent
herbal fertilizer, advising him on coming droughts, and how to guard
against ravaging stydil infestations and withering blight. She was
always right, and the orchard owner was sorry to lose her. With the
onset of summer and the passing of her thirteenth birthday, she had
grown restless. Imagining the city was no longer enough. She had to
see it for herself. I have received a message from Olnnn Rydddlin,"
Wennn Stogggul whispered during a brief period of respite. His body
was bound in sweat, racked by pain. She knew he would not give in.
"Your sorcery has found them for me." "I am here to serve you, Lord." "About the Portals…" "The Portals, yes." She was preparing more
wax, clear, bitter, pure. "I want to know more." His skin was a
hieroglyph of angry welts. "I want you to take me there." "I am gratified you trust me, Lord." She
watched the wax drool down, the smell of him burning coming to her
strongly. "I pray that you are the Chosen One," she said
truthfully. "For you are strong, and, come what may, you will
survive." He stirred. "What do you mean 'come what may?" "Significant journeys, Lord, always contain
elements of peril." Using the Eye of Ajbal, she passed through the North
Gate without the V'ornn guards being aware of her. Using money that
had been lavished upon her by the orchard owner, she settled into a
small house in the bustling, overcrowded northern district. Her first
clients were, naturally enough, Mesagggun looking to settle
long-standing grudges. The first few happy patrons quickly passed the
word of her prowess, and she was in business. What was her business? That depended on your point
of view. It might be termed foretelling the future, or rebalancing
the scales or, again, killing people who needed to be killed. In
truth, it did not matter to her how her calling was denned. She
merely did what she had been taught to do. In those early days, she
neither liked nor disliked how she made her living. And so, through a
kind of reverse alchemy, the most recondite sorcery was reduced in
her mind to nothing more than a common job. That perverse state of affairs did not, however,
last long. One evening eighteen months after she had arrived in Axis
Tyr, a Mesagggun appeared at her home. It was well after the
hours of business, but she let him in anyway. He was very handsome,
his face rugged and wind-burned, free of the smear and smell of
lubricants that infested most Mesagggun. He smiled with his mouth as
he wormed his way inside, but his eyes told her everything she needed
to know. Within moments of allowing him entry, she found herself at
the wrong end of a wicked-looking brindle-stick he had modified.
While the razor-sharp point pricked her throat he looked deep into
her eyes and, in a voice tight and cold with fury, informed her of
His intent. • It happened that this Mesagggun, the brother of one
of her victims, had just returned home from a long trip to discover
that his sister had expired from a rapacious illness no Genomatekk
had been able to diagnose, let alone cure. The sister had been
cheating on Malistra's most recent client. This client wanted her
dead, and, for a fee, Malistra had obliged. In a sense, the mistake
was not hers, but the customer's, who bragged of what had happened to
the Mesagggun who had cuckolded him before he beat him senseless.
Hearing rumors of his sister's affair, the brother went to see his
sister's lover and so heard through jaws wired half-open what
Malistra had done. "Your sister died of illness," Malistra
said. "How you murdered her, sorceress, does not
matter." A thread of blood traversed her collarbone. The wet
point of the brindle-stick was a millimeter from the pulse at the
side of her neck. "How long it takes you to die is the
only thing of interest to me." This was the moment when she understood that
reputation was a two-edged sword. Cursing herself for her hubris, she
opened the Eye of Ajbal and stepped away from herself. The Mesagggun
suspected nothing, assumed the almost imperceptible flicker of light
was a function of the Kundalan lantern in the living room. The
truth was, he held nothing now, nothing but an illusion. The truth
was, Malistra stood behind him, that she had him in her power. What to do with him? This was not an easy question
to answer. She had no wish to kill him—she had no wish to kill
anyone, ever. Events simply worked out that way. Death is part of
life and life is part of death. This was one of Kyofu's main tenets,
and she believed it with all her heart and soul. It was Truth; the
Universe confirmed it every day in so many ways, large and small. If
she harbored no wish to kill him, still she clearly could not simply
let him go. He would come after her again, and she could understand
why. Anguish had fermented into hate, guilt into a need to make
amends. If only I had been there, he must have told himself a
thousand times since he had returned home. If only I had been there I
could have saved her. In reality, that was a false assumption. All
the same, it was true, it was true enough for him. Kyofu had taught her the way out of this seemingly
impossible situation. She lifted her arms, opened her mind, and
transformed him. All at once, in the swiftly gathered darkness, the
brindle-stick clattered to the floor. There was no longer a hand to
hold it. Instead, a copper-and-black serpent writhed upon the floor.
Its cool, glossy scales reflected the lamplight which had scattered
the sorcerous darkness back into the corners of her house. Smiling, she had picked up the serpent. She stroked
its flat, wedge-shaped head, allowed its forked red tongue to find
her and familiarize itself with her contours and her scent. She felt
its weight, shifting like the sands of the Great Voorg, restless,
always in the act of moving from one place to the next, the ultimate
nomad. When she had the serpent's full attention, she spoke
to it, and it spoke back in the voice of the white-bone daemon before
coiling around her right arm, shrinking, morphing into a sinuous band
of bronze with incised scales, always admired by her clients but
never understood. Why the
Ja-Gaar Eat Their Young Inside the darkness and the light, Riane found the
living Cosmos, and confronted the frightening illusion that was the
world she—and An-non—had known. She could feel the fear
creeping through her with the acceptance of this knowledge. And this
profound fear threw into darker relief White Bone Gate. She could see
it there, waiting patient as stone, the stoutest bastion of her
soul's defense and also its weakest link. It was through White Bone
Gate that Mother cautioned she could lose herself. Now she understood
that fear, despair, greed, envy—all the emotions of Chaos—could
under the right circumstances open White Bone Gate, that if even one
was allowed too near it was drawn as if magnetized to the very gate
that would, in other instances, repel it. In a moment of profound
weakness, the Chaos emotion would act like a key, opening the gate's
lock and gaining entry to the soul. That's right, Riane, Mother whispered from
nowhere and everywhere at once. You have learned in thirty
seconds what would take an exceptionally gifted konara years to
understand. Now you are a pan of me, Riane said. I
feel you in every cell of my body. Can you help me protect White
Bone Gate? Only by telling you this: never leave it
unattended, and it will remain your first, best line of defense. Riane imagined herself atop the gate, and all the
fear evaporated like mist in sunlight. Time, she said, to
Thrip. She began to spin, and the Otherwhere of Ayame spun
with her. Light became dark and light again. She felt her essence
melting, deliquescing into its component parts, slipping through
the realms of Otherwhere, the swirls and eddies of Space and
Time coalescing in an endless living tapestry more complex than could
be comprehended. In an instant, she felt herself coalescing through
the living tapestry, her component parts rebuilding themselves into
the physical realm inhabited by Kundala. She found herself
standing in a lofty, shadowy corner of the main room of the Library.
She stood very still, only her eyes moving as she took in every
square centimeter of the cavernous chamber. Wide shafts of sunlight
slanting through the towering, arched, east-facing windows
illuminated flotillas of golden dust motes. Riane was astonished to
discover that she had been down in the Kell with Mother all night. Though it was early in the morning, the Library was
far from deserted. The triple-tiered polished ammonwood catwalks
that ran completely around the book-lined chamber were alive
with acolytes, leyna and shima hard at research or course study. Far
below her, the highly polished surface of the agate floor glimmered
with light and shadow. Behind a long, scrolled heartwood counter set
on a raised plinth sat a row of stern shima, the librarians. They
were constantly reading. Nevertheless, their trained eyes
flicked upward at intervals, following everyone, attentive for
any movement or sound out of place. They were living reminders of the
strict importance of time here, seconds crucial as minutes in
completing assignments. Arrayed before them, Ramahan of all ranks
crisscrossed the floor on one errand or another. They walked
purposefully, looking neither to the left nor the right. Or they sat
at communal lamplit desks, heads buried in open books, styluses
poised or writing furiously in tablets. They looked grim, absorbed by
their tasks, chained to the unnatural silence. I trust you are not prone to vertigo,
Mother said. She was on the third and highest catwalk. No one had
noticed her sudden appearance in the cool, remote shadows. Annon was, Riane whispered in her mind. It
was an Ashera family trait. But Riane is not afraid of heights. She was about to move, but immediately froze. Down
below, Konara Urdma had entered the Library, sweeping in with her
rather imperious air. Something unseen brought her up short and, for
long, agonizing moments, she gazed around the main floor. Still your thoughts, Mother cautioned. She
has caught a whiff of your agitation. I don't know how. Riane stared down in
terror as Konara Urdma continued her psychic scrutiny of those using
the Library. And it will just be a matter of time before she sees
me, even here in the shadows. Your thoughts are scattered, angry, impatient,
therefore detectable. Calm yourself, Mother said. If you do
your pan, I will ensure that she does not see you by casting a spell
of blindness about you. Riane tried to slow her breathing, tried to find a
core of serenity. The trouble was, Annon's personality contained very
little of it. She was prepared for full battle mode; standing still
without a thought in her head seemed next to impossible. Then, into her head, popped this question, Utmost
Source makes reference to the Ja-Gaar. The sacred text says they
are the holy of Müna. But there had been no reference to the
Ja-Gaar in any of my studies here. The name Ja-Gaar has become anathema among
modern-day Rama-han, Mother told her. But the truth is the
Ja-Gaar are serving Müna's unit They are the guardians of the
Abyss. Riane remembered her conversation with Shima Vedda.
Which accounts for why the Ja-Gaar are nowadays never seen
in temples or shrines. Or why we are taught that the translation of
Hagoshrin is "that which cannot be named." In the original root language of the Old Tongue
Hagoshrin means "beloved of the Goddess." Which is why I saw them depicted in Müna's
sacred Kells. Well, that's one mystery solved. She held herself
completely rigid. But if the Ja-Gaar are sacred to Müna, why
did they become anathema to the Ramahan? Because there was a time when the Ja-Gaar ate
their young, Mother said. I think now is the perfect moment
to tell you how that came to be. In the Time Beyond Imagining, when
Kundala was being formed through the Cosmic Dance of the Five Sacred
Dragons, when this realm was still alive with the Goddess-like
confluence of Time and Space, the Ja-Gaar were already present. They
were creatures of Otherwhere, of Eternal Night, creatures of a
terrible and fearsome beauty. In this Time Beyond Imagining, all was
composed of Goddess-stuff, everything was Immortal, including the
Ja-Gaar. But, with the completion of Kundala, everything
in this realm changed. The physical form became manifest, dominant,
immutable, and very quickly the Goddess-stuff vanished into the other
realms of the Cosmos. The Ja-Gaar, too, were affected, at least that
generation of them. They found a solution. By eating their children,
they returned them to Eternal Night whence they had all sprung.
There, in the center of living Time and Space, the children of the
Ja-Gaar found Enlightenment and were reborn, immortal as their
forebears had been. Reborn how? Riane asked. If they
were dead… They were returned to this realm through the
Portals, gateways from this realm to the realm of Eternal Night. Do the Portals still exist? Yes. But their location is a closely guarded
secret. And well it should be. The Portals have been locked to keep
the daemons from emerging from the Abyss. Throughout this dialogue, Riane had watched Konara
Urdma's face as her eyes scanned upward, taking in the catwalk tiers,
one by one. She almost flinched when the konara's gaze passed
across the shadowed corner in which she stood. But there came no
flicker of recognition or concern. And, at last, done with her
psychic sweep, she shook her head and proceeded to the stacks
diagonally across from Riane's position to begin her work. When she was engrossed in the book she had pulled
down from the shelves, Mother said, All right. The chamber we
require is on the ground floor. Let us proceed. Riane immediately walked to the ladder to her right,
went swiftly down it, and across the middle catwalk to another patch
of dense shadow. This put her in close proximity with a shima she did
not know. This Ramahan had her back to Riane as she paged through a
large tome, methodically taking notes on a slate tablet. The problem
was that she was between Riane and the closest ladder to the catwalk
below. This meant that in order to reach the ladder on the opposite
side she would have to walk through three patches of sunlight. If
Konara Urdma happened to glance up at the wrong moment… The spell of blindness will protect you as long
as you are standing still, Mother said. You must be very
quick, very clever now, because Konara Urdma is a sorceress of the
first rank. Riane turned, making her way down the catwalk to her
left. She walked quickly and silently, with a controlled urgency she
could tell Mother appreciated. She passed through the first patch of
sunlight without incident. No one looked up; no one noticed her. But
just as she was entering the second patch, Konara Urdma snapped shut
the book she had been referencing and looked about her. Riane
throttled the instinct to run and immediately stopped. A shima glided
up to the konara and engaged her in conversation. Riane took
advantage of the distraction to traverse the second patch of
sunlight. She kept on going. Below her, the shima thanked Konara
Urdma for her help and departed for another section of the Library.
Riane was passing from dimness into the third and last patch of
sunlight when Konara Urdma chanced to look up. Riane froze. Was it a blur Konara Urdma saw from the corner of
her eye? A ghostly vision, perhaps? What did it matter? Riane felt
the first tentative probing of Kyofu, like the translucent tendrils
of a cuttlefish waving through water. At once, she shut down her
mind, thinking of nothing but undisturbed darkness, utter blackness,
the emptiness of nullity. Konara Urdma's concentration did not pass over her
as it had before—at least, not exactly. She could feel
those translucent tendrils sensing the space around her ever so
carefully. For a time, nothing further transpired. Riane became aware
that a silent war of subtle sor-cerous spells was being enacted
between Mother and the high priestess. She wished that she could
help, but she did not know how. Patience, Mother said in her mind.
Patience. Riane felt her heart skip a beat. Konara Urdma had
returned her book to the shelf and was crossing the sun-splashed
agate floor directly toward the ladder beneath Riane. The instant she
was out of sight, Riane leapt ahead, passing beyond the opening in
the catwalk into which the top of the ladder was set. She stopped
dead in her tracks the instant before Konara Urdma's head popped up
onto her level. The high priestess turned the other way, her gaze
centered on the sunlit spot where Riane had been standing. She
emerged onto the catwalk and immediately walked away from where Riane
now stood. In the disc of sunlight, she turned in a full circle, her
arms halfway raised, her palms upturned and slightly cuppted. She is casting a spell of gathering, Mother
said. She is trying to find what it was she saw. Will she find me? Mother was silent. Konara Urdma was now looking down
the catwalk in Riane's direction. "You! What are you doing there?" the high
priestess said sharply. An uncomfortable prickling broke out on Riane's
skin, but she forced herself to think of nothing. Just a vast
emptiness devoid of Kundalan life. "Finishing our morning studies," a soft
voice came from behind Riane. A pair of acolytes had emerged
from the stacks, walking together toward the ladder. "No, you weren't," Konara Urdma said
crossly. "You were talking in a most unseemly manner. Perhaps
even gossiping." The acolytes, having been caught out, said nothing. "Where were you a moment ago?" Konara
Urdma snapped. "And do not even think about lying to
me." "No, Konara," said one in a tremulous
voice. "We were studying in the stacks," the
other one said. "Back there." "You weren't here, where I am standing now?" "No, Konara," they said in unison. "Did you see anyone here?" "We were in the stacks, Konara, as we said." The high priestess flicked a hand in their
direction. "Be gone then! You are of no use to me!" The two shot past Riane as if she did not exist and
scuttled down the ladder as fast as their legs could carry them. "Nitwits'!" Konara Urdma said under her
breath. "If they are our future, whatever will become of the
Order?" She put her fists on her hips, took one last look
around, and shook her head before striding off down the catwalk.
Moments later, breathing a long sigh of relief, Riane gained the
ladder and scrambled down to the agate floor. Keeping to the deep
shadows of the catwalk overhang, she made her way around the
circumference of the Library to the far side, where she slipped into
a passageway that led to a warren of smaller chambers where books and
charts on various specialty subjects were kept. She passed the open
doorways, peering into each. Most were unoccupied, save for one,
where a pair of shima were bent over a long table lit by small
floodlights. She sidestepped the lozenge of light slanting out
into the corridor, kept going until she reached the end. A lantern had guttered here. In the gloom, Riane
found her way to the narrow doorway. Lifting the ancient iron latch,
she let herself in. The small chamber was dark and musty, smelling of
age and water seepage. Mold grew in the corners, making her nose
itch. Mother guided her to a shelf filled like all the
others with books. You will find it in the extreme upper left-hand
corner, Mother said, guiding Riane at every step now. Riane brought over a kick stool and stood on it in
order to reach the uppermost shelf. In the cool, clammy dimness, she
read the spines of each book on the shelf. It's not here, she whispered, and began a
search of the shelf just below. She kept on going until she had read
the spine of every book in the entire chamber. It's not here,
she repeated. Bartta has taken it, Mother said. Oh, no. It could be anywhere in her quarters. It is strictly forbidden to take books out of
the Library. I do not think she would have taken such a chance. Look
at the shelves. There are many more spaces here than I remember,
especially on the lower shelves. A whole group of books has been
moved out of here in order to protect them from the dampness and
mold. The Book of Recantation must be among them, Riane remembered the room she had passed. She saw
again the shima bent over the brightly lit table. What had they been
working on? I recognize that equipment, Mother
said. Book restoration. Riane went back down the corridor. Standing just
outside the light spilling onto the stone floor, she took a quick
glance inside. Only one of the shima was at work now, thumbing slowly
through the pages of a thick tome; the other shima was making notes
on a tablet across the room. Riane ducked back into the corridor. How Witt I get inside without being seen? Think of a rat, Mother replied. Think
of a rat being inside that room, at the hem of the shima's robes. Riane, thinking the exercise silly, imagined a
large, plump rat sitting up on its hind legs, cleaning its whiskers.
For good measure—and because it amused her—she
imagined this rat leering up at the shima. A moment later, she heard a muffled shriek, but no
one ran out of the chamber. She had no time to ask Mother what had happened. She
raced into the chamber. Sure enough, stacks of moldering books lay
open on the table beneath drying lamps that filled the space with
heat. The sorcer-ous rat she had summoned was nowhere in sight,
however. Instead, the shima who had been taking notes lay prostrate
on the floor. The other shima's hands were clamped tightly around her
throat. Her tongue protruded between bloodless lips. Riane
pulled the shima apart. The one still alive, snarled at her through a
mouth full of foam, then backed up into a corner. Her eyes were wild
and staring. Mother, what has happened here? Riane
asked. do not know. But there is no time to
investigate. You must find The Book of Recantation. It has a
red cor-hide cover with a symbol of a raven stamped in gold leaf on
the front. Quickly and methodically, Riane went through the
volumes, praying to Müna that Mother was right, that she would
find The Book of Recantation. The volume, bound in cor hide that had once been
stained red, lay open under the drying lamps. Now it was virtually
colorless, centuries of grime, oils, and animal matter giving it an
unhealthy-looking patina. It had been the one the shima crouched in
the corner had been restoring. Riane grabbed it. Just then, she heard a commotion at the far end of
the corridor and beat a hasty retreat back into the chamber. Ramahan
were coming in response to the shima's cries. Time to Thrip, Riane said, feeling much
like the illusion of the rat she had created. She had already started
to spin, when a silent warning from Mother stopped her. You dare not Thrip now, Riane, Mother said.
Bartta is in the Library. She will feel the disturbance between
realms and follow it back to the Kelt. How much time is left until you are trapped? Less than three minutes. Riane's heart felt like a trip-hammer in her breast.
There is no other way out. What am I to do, Mother? The sounds of cor-hide sandals slapping against
stone, the swishing of robes as Ramahan ran down the corridor toward
the chamber where Riane stood, transfixed. Mother? A clamor of voices, approaching very quickly. And
then the sound of Bartta's commanding voice saying not to worry, that
she would deal with whatever emergency had arisen. MOTHER…? Bug They swarmed up the cliff face like bugs, like a
pack of particularly nasty, armored insects carrying a host of deadly
poisons. "This is not good," Eleana said. "Not good at
all." She watched, dumbfounded, as Rekkk scooped up a couple of
golden Marre pine-cones, fitted them into his okummmon. He knelt at
the edge of the plateau and aimed his left arm straight down. "Don't!" she cried, running toward him.
"Are you crazy?" Ignoring her, he fired. The missile slammed into the
helm of one of the leading Khagggun, twisting him around so that he
lost his footing. He fell a meter or two before his guide rope caught
him up. There he hung, head down, dripping blood onto his ascending
compatriots. Rekkk ducked back as they fired handheld ion cannons at
him. "What are you doing?" Eleana said. "You've
given them our exact position." "Precisely." Rekkk grabbed her by the
elbow, hustling her back to where Giyan waited in a grove of trees.
"Now would be a good time," he told her. Giyan closed her eyes. Her arms rose from her sides
and her hands, palms upward, were cupped slightly. Eleana gave a
stifled gasp as the air around them began to stir—rippling as
with excessive heat, as if it had momentarily become too heavy to
support itself. A moment later, she saw three figures crouched near
the edge of the plateau. One of them was her. The other two were
Rekkk and Giyan. She looked from Giyan to Rekkk with an incredulous
expression. Rekkk grinned as he herded them quickly northeast,
back toward the river. "You were quite right. I have shown them
where we are, and there is where they will find us." "Impressive,” Eleana said. "But this
sorcerous illusion will delay them only so long." "Long enough," he said. They were again in sight of the river when Eleana
faltered. Indeed, she would have fallen had Giyan not grabbed her and
held her upright. "What is it?" Rekkk asked. "Are you
faint or ill?" "Neither." Eleana fought the waves of
blackness lapping at the corners of her vision. "Just a
little dizzy, that's all." Giyan regarded her with a concerned expression. "Has
it happened before?" "No," Eleana lied. They were counting on
her, and she did not want them to worry. "But I have neither
eaten well nor slept enough this past week." She grinned at
them. "I plan to do a lot of both this night. Do not be alarmed;
I will be fine in the morning." She stood up straighten "In
fact, I'm fine right now." She spun around. "See?" Rekkk grunted his consent, but she could see that
Giyan remained unconvinced. Well, there was nothing more she could do
about it now. And, in any event, they all had far more pressing
matters to attend to, such as how they were going to survive the day. "Are you certain about the number of Khagggun
coming from the east?" Rekkk was asking Giyan. "I was using a quick surface probe, just as
quick in and out. It was an impression." She frowned. "Why?" "I'm not sure." He shrugged. "Just a
hunch, that's all." They had reached the riverbank and were
walking northeast along it, their boots making imprints in the marsh
soil, disturbing more of the marc-beetle nests. "Is there any
way to make certain?" "They couldn't possibly—" She
stopped abruptly, put her hand to her mouth. "Oh, Müna
protect us! Malistra!" "Yes. Malistra. Could she use Dark sorcery to
fool you into thinking there were Khagggun coming from the east?" "No," Giyan said. "But it would be
theoretically possible to magnify the number." He took her farther upriver. "Giyan, I need to
know exactly how many Khagggun Olnnn Rydddlin is using to try to
flank us." She nodded. "Give me a moment alone, will you?" He took her hand briefly, then returned to where
Eleana was standing ankle deep in the river. "Do you or do
you not have a plan?" "That depends," he said. "On what?" "On whether Olnnn Rydddlin is really leading a
double pack in the Squall Line formation or if that is merely what he
wants me to believe." "In either case," she said, "we have
to deal with the pack to the south." "Indeed we do." He knelt down, dug in the
spongy soil for a marc-beetle nest. Taking an insect up in his hand,
he deposited it into the slot of his okummmon. "I have seen this
poisonous marc-beetle you spoke of." The okummmon emitted a slight hum and spat out the
insect. Eleana could see that it was different, horned and slightly
smaller. "How did you do that?" she gasped. "I wish I knew," Rekkk said, grabbing
another marc-beetle. "But for right now what matters is that
very soon we will have the army we need to defeat the pack." "What?" "It's bug power, Eleanal" By the time he had transmogrified his sixth
marc-beetle, Giyan reappeared. She looked white and drawn, but
there was a definite expression of relief on her face. "Three
Khagggun are coming from the east," she said. "That is
all." All of a sudden, Rekkk began to laugh. "Oh,
this is rich," he said. "This is very, very rich!" Giyan knelt beside him. "What is it, Rekkk?" "It's Olnnn Rydddlin. He's trying to finesse
me." He curled his hand into a fist. Opening it, another
poisonous marc-beetle flew out. "Well, we shall see who is
finessing whom." He continued capturing the marc-beetles, inserting
them into his okummmon, transmogrifying them. "I am going into the forest," Eleana said.
"We need an update on the progress of the Khagggun trying to
outflank us." Rekkk looked up at her, was about to caution her,
then thought better of it. He nodded. "Try to keep in earshot,
all right?" Eleana grinned, trotting through the river and up
onto the far bank. In a moment, the thick stands of lingots and briar
firs had swallowed her up. "What has happened to them?" Giyan said,
pointing toward the poisonous marc-beetles. "They are not
acting like normal insects." "They aren't," he said. "From what I
have been able to gather, this okummmon Nith Sahor implanted in me
vibrates at a specific frequency. That is how he alone can
contact me. But this frequency changes the molecular structure of
anything fed into it, like the leaves and Marre pinecones I made into
missiles." He released another insect from his okummmon,
inserted another. "Take these marc-beetles, for instance. They
have been slaved to the okummmon. They will follow my directions as
accurately as if they were extensions of my hands. They will crawl
between the armor plates of the Khagggun and kill them. I suppose you
could say they are alive, but in an entirely new way." She put a hand on his arm. "Like you." He smiled and kissed her. "Yes. Like me." Giyan sighed. "She is lying, you know." "Eleana?" Another marc-beetle out, another
in. "About what?" "Those dizzy spells. She has had them a number
of times over the past week. I can tell." "I'm sure you can," he said. "But
what do you make of—?" He broke off as Eleana reappeared. She was slightly
out of breath. "They're right behind me," she gasped. "We
have run out of time." "Rekkk, do you have enough marc-beetles?" "I certainly hope so." As he rose, the
swarm of poisonous insects took to the air. They hovered in a
purple-black cloud, absorbing his silent instructions. Then, as one,
they flew south, directly toward the oncoming pack. "Let's go," Rekkk said, fording the river.
"This is our forest. Let's keep it that way." Giyan followed, holding up the hem of her robe to
keep it from getting wet. "Stay behind us," he told her. "Do you think I cannot defend myself?" She
was clearly annoyed. "That is just what I think," he said.
"This is war. Do not argue. Follow orders like a good soldier." The forest stretched away from them, a mysterious
green cathedral of many pillars. Between dead twigs, overhanging
branches, the detritus-covered ground, it took a great deal of care
and concentration to keep their presence silent. Eleana, leading
them, had reverted to hand signals. She pointed in three different
spots. Rekkk understood immediately. The Khagggun were in wing
formation—the three of them fanned out more or less
horizontally, each one twelve paces behind the other. In this
way, they could cover the maximum amount of territory while
minimizing the danger of an ambush. He was about to give Eleana an
order, when she pointed upward with her forefinger. They chose their spot with care—a particularly
dense area of the forest filled with ladylace ferns. He nodded,
watching her choose a tree and clamber up. It was astonishing how
quickly and completely she vanished into the foliage. He signed for Giyan to retreat back into the shadows
between a pair of huge heartwood trees. When she complied, he
redirected his atten- tion ahead of him. He knew how these Khagggun
hunted, how they thought. After all, he had taught them tactics and
strategy. He projected himself into their methodically advancing
wing formation. They would be looking for traps, so he decided to
give them one. Quickly, he scaled a heartwood tree, tied two vines
together, then another two, making a rough X-shape. When he returned
to the ground, they hung perhaps five meters above his head. Just
below, he gathered the dead material of the forest floor, respreading
it so that on close inspection you could see subtle differences when
you compared it to the ground around it. Then he crouched behind a
nearby heart-wood and waited. The small, quotidian sounds of the diurnal life rose
and fell around him in a rhythm all its own. Insects droned, birds
sang, twittered, and fluttered, small mammals foraged stealthily. A
line of migrating butterflies dipped in and out of patches of
sunlight, dazzling bits of floating color, zigzagging their way
north. An iridescent-blue dragonfly alit on a leaf near his cheek. He
wondered what its huge, faceted eyes saw that his did not. Then he heard them. Not in any definable way, but
threaded into the normal hum of the forest. They were very good; he
had made them so. As if picking up on the battle vibes, the dragonfly
took off. The butterflies were gone; the foraging mammals had moved
to another part of the forest. He saw the first one, a flash of his armor as he
passed through a patch of early-morning sunlight, then the edge of
his helm. The Khagggun he held his new position as he took a
look around. Then he came on. Rekkk could imagine him updating his
two fellow Khagggun over their closed communication line. That would
have to end, but not quite yet. For the moment, everything had to
appear normal. In preparation, Rekkk bent over, blew across his
okummmon. The air he forced into it began to solidify. Because
Khagggun often had to communicate in the vacuum of space, pack
transmissions used a null-wave method devised by the Gyrgon. Nith
Sahor had briefly described the technology to him. The Gyrgon had
chosen the spread-spectrum photonic system because it was the
least susceptible to space-particle clutter and varying off-world
atmospheres. It did have a weak spot, however. The only way to
temporarily disrupt the transmission was to use a simple mirror,
which reflected the photon stream back at its sender. The mirror was ready. He slipped it out of the
okummmon slot still warm, pulling it like taffy so that it opened up
into a square. The lead Khagggun, having taken his inventory of the
immediate environment, was advancing farther toward Rekkk. He froze
in mid-step. He looked up to the vines Rekkk had tied together, then
scanned the forest floor directly beneath. Rekkk could see the faint
blue glow appear in the area he had made to look like a camouflaged
pit as the Khagggun scanned it through his helm. Not understanding
the readings his ion beam was giving him, he began a slow
circumnavigation of the area. Rekkk waited until his back was to him before
drawing his shock-sword. He crossed the space between them in a quick
sprint. The Khagggun heard him at the last instant and began to
turn. But Rekkk was already upon him. The edge of the shock-sword
opened a seam in the battle armor, stove in six ribs on its way to
the Khagggun's hearts. He went down hard, and Rekkk sheathed his
shock-sword. Kneeling, he removed the Khagggun's helm long enough to
insert the mirror between the photonic membranes in the upper
left-hand quadrant. He did not mean to look at the Khagggun's face,
but it registered anyway. Durrr, Third-Marshal. Rekkk remember when
he had joined the pack. He remembered teaching Durrr hand-to-hand
strategy. That was long ago and far away. Solemnly, he replaced the
helm on the corpse's head and headed back to his hiding place. It was not long before the second Khagggun showed
himself. Rekkk admired how hard you had to look to find him. He
watched Durrr's fallen body for a long time. Rekkk knew he was trying
communicate with his comrade without success. He was not able to
reach the third member of the pack, either. That would both confuse
and alarm him. It would also bring the third Khagggun, which was the
point. Rekkk moved slightly, and the Khagggun's helm
swiveled toward him. Thinking of the butterflies, he zigzagged back
toward the heart-wood where Eleana lay in wait. The Khagggun did not
immediately follow, and Rekkk knew why. He was waiting for his
communication link to reestablish itself. Khagggun did not like to
act independently; the pack almost always moved in concert. This is
what interested, him most about the strategy Olnnn Rydddlin had
chosen; it was thoroughly unorthodox. He would do well, he told
himself, to keep this tendency in mind. What was it? Ah yes. The
fourth rule of engagement: learn your opponent's tactics while never
repeating yours. He saw the two of them now, conferring with the
faceplates of their helms slid up. One of their number had been
killed. He had to give them a reason to discard their newfound
caution. He stuffed a handful of heartwood bark into his okummmon.
With his shock-sword drawn, he emerged in full sight of them, holding
it point down. "I have two females with me," he shouted
to them, "I will surrender to you if you promise not to harm
them." They emerged from the underbrush, their weapons at
the ready. One aimed an ion cannon at Rekkk. His finger was curled
tautly around the trigger. "This is a dispute not of our making,
Pack-Commander," he said. "We have been told that you are
Rhynnnon," the other said. "Is this true, Pack-Commander?" "It does not matter," Rekkk said. "My
concern is for the females." "We will not harm them, Pack-Commander,"
the second one said as he advanced a few paces under the cover of the
other Khagggun's ion cannon. "You have our word." Rekkk nodded, dropped his shSck-sword. "We require more of a commitment from you,
Pack-Commander," the first Khagggun said. "I understand." Rekkk unbuckled his
weapons' belt and let it drop to the forest floor. "I am
unarmed." They came on, as carefully and warily as he would
have done. At that moment, he could not stop his pride in them. "Ah, Marnnn and Grwaed. How goes it with Olnnn
Rydddlin?" he asked, as they approached. "He is not you, Pack-Commander," Grwaed
said. "He lives to torture and kill." "Once I was like that," Rekkk mused. "Not this way," Marnnn, the Khagggun with
the ion cannon, said. "Not with his single-minded devotion." "He will see you dead, Pack-Commander,"
Grwaed said. "We hear that he begged for this mission." "Disgusting for one of us to beg," Marnnn
said. They were passing beneath the heartwood where Eleana had
secreted herself. She let Grwaed pass, timing her leap so that
she knocked the ion cannon from Marnnn's grasp. It went off,
scorching a tract of the forest floor. As she crashed down on him,
Rekkk raised his left arm, releasing the transmogrified bark from his
okummmon. The missile could not penetrate the battle armor, but it
knocked Grwaed to his knees. Enough time for Rekkk to retrieve his
shock-sword. "Pack-Commander!" Grwaed shouted, and
fired off his own ion cannon, but too high. Rekkk dived beneath the blast, heading straight for
the Khagggun. He tucked himself into a ball, landed on the spot
between his shoulder blades, rolled and swung his shock-sword all in
one movement. The edges of the blades were knocked aside by a
downward blast of the ion cannon. Rekkk drove both his powerful legs
upward, trapping the weapon between his boots. Grwaed spent precious
moments trying to wrest control of it as Rekkk stabbed the tips of
his shock-sword into the Khagggun's midsection. Blood spurted as Grwaed doubled over. But he was far
from done. Unhooking his ion mace, he smashed it into Rekkk's face.
Blood spurted from Rekkk's nose as pain exploded inside his head.
Rekkk felt his grip on consciousness become tenuous. Grwaed ground
the ion-ignited spikes into his cheek, and blackness rolled in a
tidal wave over him. He gritted his teeth and with all the force left in
him slammed the shock-sword home. The vibrating tips sliced clean
through Grwaed's spinal column, and his nerves went dead. The ion
mace slid from his ice-cold hands. His body convulsed, as if trying
to shake itself apart. Rekkk tried to suck in as much oxygen as his lung
would take. The aftershocks of pain throbbed through him, and he
fought against passing out. He rolled away from Grwaed's corpse,
kicked at it as if it were a rabid animal. He lay on his back,
gasping in a pool of blood, for the moment his mind blank as he
struggled to master the agony shooting through his head. He thought
he heard screaming, but it seemed to come from an awfully long way
off. Not two meters from him, Eleana was struggling with
Marnnn. He had recovered from the shock of her ambush far more
quickly than she had anticipated. As a result, she had dropped her
shock-sword, useless in close quarters, using her ion mace. But he
had countered with his own ion mace and, without real knowledge of
how to wield it, she was at an immediate disadvantage. She found
herself occupied with fending off his attacks. You could not exactly
call it parrying, since it appeared as if the spiked globe was used
in directly forward thrusts. Alloy rang against alloy as he thrust at her over
and over without surcease. She was tiring quickly, not so much from
the physical exertion of wielding the weapon but from the sheer
effort of concentration required to defend herself. At the next
attack, she miscalculated a fraction. As a consequence, her ion
mace slipped off his and one of the spikes slid along her arm,
bringing up a weal of fire that went all the way up into her
shoulder. Marnnn grinned hungrily at her grimace, and pressed
his attack, bringing his ion mace within centimeters of her forehead.
Instinctively, Eleana cringed backward, and he struck her a powerful
blow on her thigh. She screamed as blood spurted, and she collapsed. As she fell, Marnnn struck the ion mace from her
hand. On her belly, she went squirming after it, received for her
efforts a blow to the small of her back. Tears came freely as she
writhed in a sea of agony. She tried to get away, but he only ground
the ion mace more deeply into her. She could not breathe, could not
think. But she saw the ion cannon lying where Marnnn had dropped it.
She writhed in pain and, in her writhing, contrived to crawl closer
to it. Marnnn, seeing her intent, took his ion mace from
the small of her back, jammed it against her outstretched hand.
Flames of agony shot up her arm, and she snatched her hand away,
holding it close against her chest. She curled up into a ball, her
back against the bole of a heartwood tree. Marnnn, grinning, swinging
the ion mace around and around his head. Eleana could do nothing but
prepare herself to die. It was then that she saw Giyan running toward her.
But what could she do? She had no weapons, and those on the ground
were too far away. Eleana, meeting her end, began to cry. It was like
a nightmare—a nightmare in which she died. But unlike a
nightmare, there was no escape, no hope… And though there was no hope, Giyan came on. Eleana
saw her raise her arms straight out in front of her. Her blackened,
crusty palms were facing Marnnn's back. Here came the fatal blow from
the ion mace. Eleana, weeping still, anticipated the shredding of
skin, the ripping of flesh, the crunching of bone. And the pain, the
terrible, lacerating pain… Instead, she saw the eerie glow of an orange light.
She blinked away her tears, not believing what her eyes were seeing.
The center of each of Giyan's palms had turned a lambent orange and,
just as Marnnn began his downward swing, a spear of that lambent
light struck him flush in the back. His eyes opened wide as he arched so far backward
his vertebrae snapped. He let out a soundless scream, his eyes bulged
out, and blood gouted from his mouth and nose. The air was abruptly,
sickeningly filled with the stench of roasted meat as Marnnn's flesh
turned black and shiny as if it had been coated with lacquer. "What—V Eleana could see that Rekkk had
also seen what happened. He was getting to his feet when a figure emerged
from the shadows. With one gloved hand, he seized Giyan by the neck,
with the other he jammed the muzzle of an ion cannon against her
temple. "This accursed Kundalan sorcery," Olnnn
Rydddlin said. "My entire pack is dead, and I have no idea why."
His battle armor had been painted to camouflage him in the forest. He
had either lost his helm or discarded it. Rekkk could see his newly
implanted okummmon gleaming evilly in the sunlight. "But I will
have my victory, Rhynnnon, that much is clear." He plucked from his okummmon an implement in the
shape of a stylus. Rekkk stiffened. He had seen Olnnn Rydddlin deploy
the spider-mite before, on a priest of Enlil, just before he and
Giyan had fled Axis Tyr. "I urge you not to do this, Pack-Commander,"
Rekkk said. "Your quarrel is with me, not with the Kundalan
female." "On the contrary, Rhynnnon, my orders are to
secure the two of you in any manner I see fit. You are a criminal and
a fugitive from the Khagggun tribunal. You and those with you have
forfeited all rights." Olnnn Rydddlin placed the stylus-shaped
weapon on the crown of Giyan's head and six spiderlike legs
splayed out. This was how he had killed the priest. Olnnn Rydddlin smiled. "You know what happens
next, Rhynnnon, don't you? The blue fire comes, fusing every nerve
ending in her body. Admittedly, it is a thoroughly unpleasant way to
die. Ignominious, as well, I should imagine. But, in this case, a
fitting end for the Ashera skcetta." Rekkk was monitoring the expression on Giyan's face.
She appeared calm, almost resigned to her fate. He knew he could not
let her die. "I am begging you, Pack-Commander, spare her life." "Begging?" Olnnn Rydddlin
sneered. "How the mighty are brought low." He spat at
Rekkk's feet. "You deserve your contemptible status, Rhynnnon.
You are no more Khagggun than a Kundalan dray-master." Tongues of blue fire began to emanate from the ends
of the spider-mite's six legs. Rekkk knew when they met in the center
Giyan would be dead. He stared deep into Giyan's eyes, but they were
blank. It seemed as if she had already said good-bye. Equation I am going to Thrip, Riane said. 'No.' You
cannot. Mother cried silently. If you do, Bartta will know
jou have the Gift. She will imprison you once again, and this time
she will make certain you can never escape. If I do not Thrip, you will die. I cannot allow
that. I am nothing, Mother said. You are the
Dar Sala-at. Your survival must be ensured at all costs. For the sake
of every Kundalan living and dead. But the group of Ramahan were just outside the
doorway, and Riane had already begun to spin. I have made
up my mind, Mother. I will not allow you to die. Riane, listen to me. You are still forming, and
your enemies are legion. Right now, your best weapon against them is
anonymity. You do not understand the danger you will face if— It was too late; they were Thripping. The walls and
floor turned transparent as they dissolved into their component
parts. They slipped into Otherwhere as Bartta led the Ramahan into
the chamber. If you return to my Kell prison, you will
lead Bartta directly there, Mother said. Time. My corpus will expire in less than sixty
seconds. You are my spiritual mother. Do you really
believe I would allow you to die? There must be another way. An idea came to her. She directed herself to Thrip
obliquely, so that she would pass through the Kell where Mother's
body lay dying without remaining there. In fact, she did not
know whether it could be done, and there was no time to ask Mother's
advice. There was just enough time to act. And pray to Müna it
would work. The interior of Mother's Kell rose up before her in
ghostly geometry. She slowed her spinning as she approached the
transparent walls, as she slipped through, but she did not stop.
Inside her, Mother understood instantly. Riane felt the psychic
pain of the separation, an instant's gaping hole inside her spirit
before her own soul rushed back in like surf to cover it over. She
saw Mother's corpus stirring. She was about to release her hold on
The Book of Recantation when Mother's voice stopped her. "I cannot keep it here. Bartta checks on me
regularly," Mother warned her. "You must hide it from her." "I will come for you, Mother," Riane said,
and she passed out of the Kell. "This I promise." She
Thripped back to the spherical Kell where, the night before, she had
been exploring with Shima Vedda. Of course, the Kell was deserted.
Shima Vedda was long gone, returned to the upper reaches of the abbey
to doubtless receive her punishment for not taking care of Konara
Bartta's disciple. Materializing fully, Riane lighted one of the
torches they had brought down with them and took a quick look around.
She went immediately to the carved Ja-Gaar. The middle one was
slightly larger than the two that flanked it. She put her hand inside
its mouth, then quickly slid The Book of Recantation in to
see if it would fit. It did. She took out the book, wondering how
long she had before Bartta found her. Bartta did not have the Gift;
therefore, she could not Thrip. That meant that she would have to
find her way down here on foot. A half hour, perhaps a few minutes
more. That was all the time she had left. She thought about Mother, imprisoned for nearly a
century in that Kell, and shuddered. How could one Kundalan do that
to another? And a Ramahan, at that! Mother was right. A profound and
insidious evil had penetrated the Abbey of Floating White. Having
taken root more than a hundred years go, it had flourished. And it
was slowly and methodically rewriting the history, the very
Scripture of Müna. It had made scapegoats of the Rappa, had
daemonized the Ja-Gaar, and had left Mother for dead. Everything that
had been sacred and holy in the abbey had by now been tainted by this
evil. No wonder the Great Goddess had turned her back on her chosen
ones. The Ramahan were spiritually ill. Touching the Ja-Gaar as
reverently as if they were goddesses, she thought again of the
vibrancy of the past, compared it with sorrow to the twilight of the
present. Who better than I, she thought, pan V'ornn,
part Kundalan, yet apart from both races to bear witness, to
understand the dusk of Kundalan civilization. Is this, then, the task
of the Dar Sala-at, to become the great archaeologist, to begin the
process of resurrection, to remember the past with such flaming
intensity that it rekindles the here and now, gives form and
substance to the future? How could any one person alone, even the Dar
Sala-at, hope to effect such a Transformation? With tears in her eyes, she put her back against the
wall and slid down until she was sitting on the cold, black floor.
She opened the Book of Recantation and stared at the runes.
As Mother had told her, this was not written in Venca but in the Old
Tongue. She saw similarities, but could make no immediate
connections. "Riane," she whispered. "Help me read
this." Venca is made up of a series of
mathematical equations. So is the Old Tongue, Riane said in her
mind. You can build the necessary equations from the letters you
see. Once she saw that, the entire language fell into
place. With a speed almost beyond imagining, Riane began to construct
the Old Tongue word, phrases, sentences, paragraphs using Venca
equations. Part of her—the Annon part—sat back and
watched astonished at what this brain of hers could accomplish. In no
time at all she commenced to read. Page after page floated before her vision. She
wanted to read even faster, but feared that her comprehension would
falter. Still, she read more swiftly than could be imagined. This,
too, was part of her unique Gift. She came to an entire section of
blank pages. But she knew they were not blank. They were being
protected by a sorcerous spell. Mother said that she was the only one
who might break the spell. But how? It did not matter now because she had run out of
time. She heard Bartta's approach in her mind like the
tolling of a far-off bell. She had set up a perimeter of psychic
sentries without even knowing it. Quickly, she withdrew them,
drew a veil in her mind across her Gift. She rose and slid the book
into the mouth of the middle Ja-Gaar. She patted the top of its head,
which somehow did not seem nearly as fearsome as it had before. She
felt unaccountably protected here, as if she had come home. A last lingering touch, then she crossed to the well
in the center of the floor. Luckily, Shima Vedda had left the lid to
the well ajar. She had lacked the strength to close it on her own.
Her only hope now was to give Bartta the impression that she had
fallen down the well when Shima Vedda had not been looking. Knowing
Bartta, this ruse might not work, but she could not think of another
alternative. She had to present Bartta with a semblance of doubt
about who stole. The Book of Recantation, about who left the
Thrip trail. Taking one last look around this Kell, which she had
inexplicably come to love, she blew out the torch. Engulfed in
absolute darkness, she lowered herself into the well. She almost
cried out as the frigid water closed around her, but she forced
herself to continue her descent until she was all the way in. The
cold sucked the breath from her. She had to force herself to breathe
and to remain calm, to inure herself from the thought of the deadly
chill. It was darker than night, darker than death in here. How deep
did the well go? Where did it end? She had no idea, but something
inside her felt that the depth was endless. In those first few
moments, she struggled a little, beating back her panic, waiting for
exhaustion to set in. The sides of the well were smooth and slippery.
There were no hand- or footholds. She simply trod water and allowed
her mind to wander. She was back in her previous life, hunting
gimnopedes and ice-hares among stands of sysal trees… Side by
side with Kurgan as he pulled one of his clever pranks… Hearts
beating with Eleana in dappled sunlight, under the heartwood
canopy, staring at the mystery of Annon's face… . . . Perhaps she was hallucinating. Then it no
longer mattered. The water had risen over her head. It was clear she
was drowning. Bartta was led to the termination of the Thripped
emanations like a reader to the period at the end of a sentence. She
appeared in the black spherical chamber, and found it deserted.
Unlike earlier that morning, she herself had not been here in many
years, had supposed that it would never be seen again by Ramahan
eyes. Accordingly, when Shima Vedda had reported back to her, she was
more disturbed than irate. Not that she let the Shima see that, no,
that would not do at all. Let the punishment fit the crime, that was
one of her mottos known from one end of the abbey to the other. Bad enough that this stupid priestess had broken
into an area of the abbey she should never have known about, but she
had also managed to lose Riane. Her description of how the girl
simply disappeared before her eyes had led Bartta to assume that she
was either lying or insane. That was until Bartta had felt the
peculiar emanations still ambient in the restoration room of the
Library. Impossible as it appeared, someone had Thripped. Opening the Eye of Ajbal, she had followed the
increasingly faint emanations down through the bowels of the abbey
until she had arrived here. By the light of her lantern, she now saw
what in her haste she must have missed before, that the unholy cenote
was open. Müna protect me, she thought. Her
first instinct was to push the lid back into place. Then she had the
thought to look inside. To do so, she had to pass the three carved
Ja-Gaar. She shuddered as she did so, averting her gaze as best she
could. Ever since she had learned Kyofu, they had given her a
profound sense of dread. Setting the lantern down beside the blankets she had
brought in case she found Riane, she got down on her hands and knees,
peering into the pitch-black water of the cenote. It took all her
formidable willpower to do so, and she shuddered profoundly at
the thought of what was waiting greedily at the bottom. She lifted
her lantern over her head and immediately saw a body floating in the
water. Reaching in, she got a grip under an armpit and
hauled upward. Müna, but the water was frigid! Whoever had
fallen in would have little chance of being alive. The head emerged
from the water. Riane! Bartta dropped the lantern and grabbed her with both
hands. Müna, the water made her heavy! Bartta spread her legs to
get better traction, pulling upward with the muscles of her thighs,
shoulders, and back as well as her arms. Slowly, agonizingly, she
prised Riane from the watery grave.
Gasping, she lay for a moment on the cold storte
floor before rousing herself to pump the water out of Riane's lungs.
She jammed the heels of her hands against the girl's diaphragm
several times, then slapped her across the face. Riane coughed and began to choke. Bartta returned to
her ministrations and, tense moments later, Riane vomited up all
the water she had swallowed. Bartta scrambled over the wet floor and,
using every form of power at her disposal, caused the lid to slide
with a heavy grating sound back into place, sealing the cenote. She knelt with the girl's head cradled in her lap,
wrapping her stone-cold body in blankets, listening to her breathe
while her heart hammered in her chest. She rocked the girl back
and forth, murmuring prayers of healing. What would happen to her if
the Dar Sala-at died? She shuddered, and wrapped Riane more tightly
in the blankets. How quiet it is here, she thought,
how utterly still Save for the disquieting gaze of the three
Ja-Gaar she would not mind it at all, even though she was so far
below ground, even though she was within spitting distance of a
cenote. If only she could sleep, as Riane slept now.
Instead, she peered into opals she had bought from itinerant traders,
looking for her lost youth. But all she ever discovered was the lorg
she stoned to death, lying mute and bloody, accusing her of the
deaths she had bartered for. Bartta shook her head. The Book of Recantation
should never have been marked for restoration. She had not authorized
it, and yet the precise annotation on the restorer's tablet indicated
that the shima had begun working on it. Whatever had possessed them?
Now it was too late, for both of them. She turned her mind away from
what had already occurred. What concerned her at present was
that the Sacred Book was missing. She herself had only found out
about it through sheer happenstance, when years ago Giyan had told
her how she had stumbled upon it. Was it possible that Riane had learned how to Thrip,
that she had discovered what The Book of Recantation meant
and had stolen it? How was it possible, who would have told her?
Bartta was quite certain that Astar did not know the real meaning of
the book. Neither did she have the facility to teach Riane how to
Thrip. An idea struck her. She pressed her lips to the
center of Riane's forehead, feeling the circle of cold, the Sphere of
Binding. She opened the Eye of Ajbal and peered into the depths of
the spell she had cast on Riane. The Sphere of Binding linked one
person to another. It linked Bartta with Mother. It also linked Riane
with Mother. If Mother had somehow managed to make direct contact
with Riane, the Sphere of Binding would show it. Bartta peered into the heart of the spell and cursed
softly to herself. The Dar Sala-at had found Mother! At least Mother
had not been able to detect the Sphere of Binding Bartta had cast on
Riane. Night Blindness, the second Kyofu spell she had woven in,
had done its work. That certainly gave her a measure of grim
satisfaction. Bartta stared down at Riane, her thoughts racing.
The revelation of Mother's clandestine activities only led to more
urgent questions that demanded immediate answers. She could not
delay. Unmasking Astar had confirmed her long-held suspicion that a
conspiracy against her had arisen inside the abbey. If the
conspirators should get wind of who Riane really as, of how much
power lay dormant inside her, they could use the girl against her.
And Sphere of Binding or no, Mother would recognize Riane as the Dar
Sala-at, of that Bartta had no doubt. This was something she could
not allow. Riane was hers, and must remain hers, lifting her on the
rising tide of power. Concentrating, she shifted the focus of the Eye of
Ajbal. It took great mental effort. She held Riane's fingers, peering
at the pads through the lens of the sorcerous Eye. Her heart turned
over. There was the unmistakable residue of the sticky spell she
had cast on the margins of the book's pages, a sorcerous alarm to
warn her if anyone had been reading it. Which was why she would never
have authorized the restoration. Here was her proof that Riane
had stolen the book, that she had Thripped here. How? Mother! How
many other conspirators had she recruited? Casting a remedy, she
removed the residue of the sticky spell, so Riane would not go mad
like the restorer had who had also touched the book's pages. Riane moaned in pain, and Bartta cast a Cloud of
Slumber to gentle her. Riane quieted. Bartta closed down the Eye. She rubbed her temples to stop the terrible
throbbing. Every time she used the Eye pain threaded through her
sinews like venom. In the universe—any universe—one
principle at least was a constant: for every action there is a
reaction. So the use of the Black Dreaming sorcery left behind a
noxious residue, a sludge distilled from the fibrous rootstock of
envy-hate-lust. This substance clung to her with the tenacity of tar.
Only drugs gave her a measured amount of surcease. She massaged her
temples, moaning a little. The sorcery had entwined itself through
the very fibers of her being as dexterously, as insidiously as any
jungle creeper. Now she could not survive without it. It was no
different than the food she ate, the water she draflk, the air she
breathed. She was it and it was she. There could be no turning back.
It had changed her as surely, as irrevocably as if it had replaced
her lungs with gills. She steeled herself for what she was about to do. It
was so dangerous, but she dared not turn back. Her entire life
depended on keeping the power, just as Konara Mossa had before her.
The Dar Sala-at was already too powerful, and it had happened
right under Bartta's nose. It was now clear to her that Riane was
uncontrollable. What would happen if she allowed Riane to
continue to gain power? It would be the end for her. She would be
cast out, disgraced and humiliated. All she had ever wanted was to
lead the Ramahan. She had dedicated herself to that goal, had
sacrificed everything for it, and now that she had it in her grasp,
no one, nothing was going to make her give it up. What was the Dar
Sala-at but a myth? Mother had come back from the dead, but did she
have the sorcerous powers she was supposed to have? No. Had The Pearl
protected Kundala from the V'ornn? No. Did Müna have the power
to save her chosen people? No. So who was to say that this girl was
what she said she was? Who was to say that she could save the
Kundalan? Müna? On all these matters, Müna was silent, as
she had been silent for more than a hundred years. No, if Bartta had learned anything on her way up to
leading the Dea Cretan, it was that power was of the moment. She had
no choice but to act and act now. Taking a series of ritual deep breaths, she wove a
Skein of Serenity about herself. Her surroundings faded slightly, and
with that their effect upon her. She made the most of this respite,
carrying Riane out of the monstrous Kells, back to the familiar and
comforting abbey—her abbey, where the late morning
announced itself in thick golden shafts of sunlight within which
dust motes danced in silent, twisting counterpoint. She encountered no one as she strode down the
hallway. Iron hinges squealed in protest as the scarred heartwood
door opened. Light streamed into the darkness, illuminating the way
as she set Riane down in the ammonwood chair covered with runes that
sat on the incised plinth in the middle of the room. Months ago, she
had scrubbed the last dried patches of Astar's blood off the stone
floor. Having strapped Riane into the chair, she went
briskly about the circumference of the chamber firing the reed
torches until all was suffused in their hot orange glow. Then
she went to the door and closed it quietly, almost reverently, her
forehead damp against the ancient wood. Slowly and deliberately, she set up the had-atta,
the scaffolding of the ancient implement rising in shadow along the
opposite wall like a mythical narbuck. At length, she slid the
flutelike crystal column between Riane's slackly opened lips.
She used the Eye of Ajbal to keep her from thinking about what she
was doing. One of the many benefits of the Black Dreaming sorcery was
that it was an insulation against questionable or distasteful acts.
She never regretted what had to be done, or second-guessed herself. All was in readiness. Lovingly stroking the had-atta, she woke
Riane. Nemesis Giyan, discovering that a simple spell of paralysis
had no effect on Olnnn Rydddlin, had sunk deep into Ayame.
There, she discovered the Avatar circling, guarding his essence, a
gigantic brown-black insect with an armored thorax, veined wings,
serrated mandibles, and faceted eyes. This was not like casting a
spell that embedded itself in the recipient. Malistra had somehow
projected this emissary of her power over many -idlometers to
keep Olnnn Rydddlin safe. Giyan knew of no other sorceress, including
herself, who could accomplish this massive feat. The implications
terrified her to the core. She did not dare attack the Avatar
because she did not recognize it. Without recognition, she had no way
of knowing either the nature or the extent of its power. She had read
in the section of The Book of Recantation of Avatars of
the Black Dreaming sorcery that could drain your power, others
that could actually take your power if you used it against them. She
could not take the chance that this was one of those. She could feel in the physical realm a pain starting
in her head and knew that the spider-mite was beginning to kill her.
She was forming a plan, but it was very risky. She did not see a
choice. Still in Ayame, she located first Rekkk, then Eleana. The
pain was becoming intrusive; time was running out, a matter of
seconds at most. She began. Eleana, watching Olnnn Rydddlin slowly killing
Giyan, was suddenly filled with a toxic rage. With a cry of
fury, she rose up, twirling the ion mace. She ignored Rekkk's shout
of warning, cocked her arm back to throw the weapon directly at Olnnn
Rydddlin's unprotected face. It was their only chance; she knew
it as surely as she knew her own name. She saw Olnnn Rydddlin's right arm directed at her.
A heartbeat later, she was knocked off her feet by the ion-cannon
blast. Pain filled her to overflowing. She tried to cry out, but
failed. She tried to move, but failed at that, too. She lay on her
back, the light slowly leaking out of the world. Then, a starless
night engulfed her, taking her far, far away. “You've killed her,” Rekkk said through
gritted teeth. "First the girl, then the skcettta. One by one
they fall." There was a sly smile on Olnnn Rydddlin's face. "Why
should you care? They are Kundalan. A true Khagggun would rejoice at
their demise." He cocked his head. "But you are no longer
Khagggun. Now I wonder whether you ever were." Giyan uttered a little cry, falling to her knees.
Blood drooled from the epicenter of the weapon. Rekkk was shaking
with rage. "Come on, Rhynnnon. Attack me." The muzzle
of the ion cannon found him. "I would like nothing better than
to kill you the same way I killed that Kundalan girl. She was armed
with Khagggun weapons. How did that happen, Rhynnnon? I am sure the
Star-Admiral will be pleased to ask you that question himself." Giyan toppled over, her body in the fetal position.
Her eyes were wide-open, staring into a dimension neither of them
could see. "It is almost over, Rhynnnon." Olnnn
Rydddlin could not keep the edge of gloating off his voice. "She
is dying. Don't you want to help her?" The muzzle of the ion
cannon lowered; a short blast caught Rekkk in the meat of his right
thigh. Rekkk grunted. He felt nothing for a moment. Then the pain hit
him full bore, and he collapsed to his knees. "There, that's better, isn't it?" Olnnn
Rydddlin placed one boot on Rekkk's hip. "On second thought,
you're not close enough." He kicked Rekkk on the point of his
hip. "Not down far enough yet, Rhynnnon." He kicked again
and again until Rekkk lay prone at his feet. He bent over, his face a
mask of rage and disgust. "What are you now? Nothing more than
the skcettta you're lying next to. She corrupted you, just like she
corrupted the regent Ashera. But no more. This is all at an end,
Rhynnnon. The Star-Admiral charged me with bringing you back, and
that I will do. But not before you have watched your 'friends' die.
Not before you have received your first portion of pain." He raised his leg, brought the heel of his boot hard
onto Rekkk's wounded thigh, ground it deeper into the pulpy flesh.
Then, using all his strength, he tamped down hard. "What was
that sound I just heard, Rhynnnon? That snap? Was it your bone
breaking? Oh yes, it must have been. There's the end of it poking
through your skin." He crouched beside Rekkk, staring into his
red-rimmed eyes. "I must say I am impressed. You haven't made a
single sound." He smiled as he put a hand on Rekkk, "Well,
we will soon remedy that." Eleana was aware of someone screaming. Like a thread
of air bubbles, she followed it to the surface of consciousness. For
a moment, she lay staring up at the patterns on the leaves. Sunlight
played through the latticework curtains of the treetops. She saw a
pair of gimnopedes flitting through the branches as if playing
hide-and-seek. She heard the steady drone of insects, the gurgling of
the unseen river. Then the blood-chilling scream came again, and she
started out of her pain-induced daydream. Everything flooded back to
her at once. She did not question why she was not dead, paid no
attention to the residual pain. She saw Olnnn Rydddlin crouched over
Rekkk and Gi-yan. Were they dead or alive? The killing rage still
dwelled within her. Without further thought, she took up her ion mace
and, swinging it over her head, let it fly. It struck Olnnn Rydddlin Squarely on his left
temple, throwing, him backward. She drew her shock-sword and, on
leadlike feet, stumbled toward him. He rose in time to parry her
first blow with his own shock-sword, but on his back he had a weak
defense, and her next strike swept the weapon out of his hand. She
prepared herself for the killing blow, but Giyan's voice stopped her.
"Eleana, no! Do not touch him!" The shock-sword was bare millimeters from the side
of his neck where his pulse throbbed. He smiled wickedly up at her.
"Do it! You know you want to kill me!" Eleana's muscles bunched; the end of the shock-sword
quivered. "Eleana, listen to me! He is protected by sorcery."
Eleana, her chest heaving with rage, exertion, and fear, turned and
gasped. "Are you—" Giyan was on her feet. "I will be fine."
Blood matted her hair, coursed down the side of her face, lacquered
her neck. It took all of her concentration not to run to where
Rekkk lay, bloodied and insensate. She sent a tendril of healing to
him as she steeled herself. "You have saved us, Eleana. Now you
must help Rekkk." "Don't listen to the skcettta," Olnnn
Rydddlin hissed. "All she knows is lies. Kill me! Kill me now
while you have the chancel" Eleana turned back to him, expecting the killing
rage to galvanize her. But it had vanished as quickly and
mysteriously as it had come. "No." She licked her lips and
backed up until she was standing over Rekkk, but did not take her
eyes off of the Pack-Commander. Then she knelt. "Put the palms of your hands on his thigh,"
Giyan instructed her, "just above the wound. Feel for the major
pulse. When you find it keep your hands there." Giyan approached Olnnn Rydddlin. She ignored the
bleeding from the wound in her scalp. "Look what I have, Olnnn,"
she said in a soft, buttery voice. As his defiant gaze dropped to her
outstretched hand, she opened it like a flower. Inside, sat the
spiderlike weapon he had affixed to her. She stood over him, spread-legged. Eleana was in
awe. Somehow, bloodied and hurt, Giyan seemed even more majestic,
even more powerful than she had before. "Once this thing failed to come off as the
other one had, I knew that it had been modified." She spun the
weapon in the cup of her palm. "Modified by sorcery. Isn't that
right, Olnnn?" "How is this possible?" Olnnn Rydddlin
rasped. "She said no one but me would be able to touch it." "Malistra was wrong," Giyan said. "I
used a spell of my own to break its hold on me." She would not
tell him how many spells she had tried, or that she had had to modify
on the fly the one that had worked. "It was a mistake to align
yourself with a Dark sorceress, Olnnn." "Do not address me in the barbaric Kundalan
manner," he spat. Without another word, she slammed the sorcerous
weapon onto his thigh in the same spot he had so grievously wounded
Rekkk. Olnnn Rydddlin threw his head back, screaming in
agony. Writhing, he attempted to crawl away. Giyan went to where
Rekkk lay in a pool of blood. Eleana made room for her. Giyan passed her hands over his wound. "I am
sorry. It was the only way." She looked up at the girl. "I
used him to distract Olnnn Rydddlin while I protected you from the
ion-cannon blast." "But—" "Do you remember the rage, Eleana?" "Yes, of course—" "I put it there, inside your head. So that you
would act." "Then you saved us. You saved us all." Giyan cradled Rekkk's head. She had to bite her lip
to keep from weeping. I have to keep myself in check, she told
herself sternly. If she had any hope of keeping him alive she knew
she needed to have her faculties unclouded by emotion. Eleana's head turned at the scraping noise Olnnn
Rydddlin was making as he continued to crawl away. "What
will that thing do to him?" "It employs a sorcery I know only dimly,"
Giyan said. "It has already crippled him. It is possible if I
leave it in him, it will kill him." "Good," Eleana said. She watched,
stupefied as Giyan rose, strode after Olnnn Rydddlin. "Just like a worm," Giyan said. Without
warning, she stooped, plucking the sorcerous weapon from him. Eleana cried out: "What are you doing? This
daemonic Khagggun must die!" He gasped out loud, and so did Eleana when she saw
the devastation the thing had caused. It left no blood, but something
far worse. The flesh of his leg was being eaten away by an
unnaturally accelerated necrosis. Olnnn Rydddlin was moaning,
grasping his dying leg with both hands. His eyes were open wide, and
sweat had broken out all over him. He began to shake, his eyes
rolling up in their sockets as he went into shock. "Take his ion cannon." Giyan turned away
from him, watched Eleana as she did what she was told. "This-
sorcery is more dangerous than you can imagine, more dangerous to us
than one lone Khagggun. It is vital we have the weapon to study."
She gave one last glance in Olnnn Ry-dddlin's direction. "In any
event, he may die anyway—or wish he had." Then, filled with terror and anxiety, she rushed
back to Rekkk, wondering whether in the next few minutes she
would heal him or bury him. Handmaiden Riane arose from that odd, disorienting coma that is
the handmaiden of death into the realization that her ruse had
failed. "This is all very simple," she heard Bartta say. She tried to move and couldn't. She opened her eyes
and knew immediately where she was and what was about to happen to
her. Bartta stepped into her field of vision. "As I
say, very simple indeed. You have been witness to this procedure
before." The leather thong was wrapped around her hand. "You
know the outcomes, both good and bad." Riane made a sound. Bartta came closer. "You are the Dar Sala-at. I
have no wish to hurt you, but at the same time I know you harbor
secrets. I cannot allow that, Riane. These secrets are too important,
too dangerous for you to keep to yourself." "What secrets?" Riane just managed to
gasp, though her words were distorted by the crystal flute between
her lips. Bartta's eyes grew hard and dark as basalt. "One:
besides Mother, who is helping you? Two: who taught you how to Thrip?
Three: why did you steal The Book of Recantation? "I don't know what you are talking about." "Do not lie to me. I will not hesitate to kill
you." Riane stared at her, unblinking. "Answer my questions." "Why should I? You murdered Leyna Astar, you
treat me like a slave. You keep me locked up like a house pet." "There are two sides to every story."
Bartta's tone turned wheedling. "Giyan would want you to tell—" "That's a lie" Riane shouted.
"She would not have wanted this for me! She does not know you as
I do!" Bartta took a step toward her, and the flute rose so
that it hung just above Riane's mouth. Her eyes narrowed, and her
tone grew cold. "You stole The Book of Recantation.
Why? Who did you give it to?" "No one. I told you, I fell down the well." "Why do you continue to lie? I myself checked
that Kell after Shima Vedda reported you missing." "But you didn't look into the well, did you?"
Riane said. Bartta said nothing. "Why are you doing this to me?" "You conspire against me. I am doing only what
has to be done." "Like you did with Leyna Astar?" "Yes. She was a traitor. She deserved—" "You are as crazy as a Kraelian sundog" "You dare use a V'ornn phrase?" Bartta
slapped her hard. "Answer my questions." Riane ignored the stinging in her jaw. "I have
no answers." Bartta looked at her for a long time. Riane could
see the war going on behind her eyes. Then, abruptly, she grasped
either side of Riane's jaws, forced them open. She positioned the
flute in her mouth, then stepped back off the incised plinth. "Now it is too late. Too late for omens, too
late for miracles, too late for faith." Her expression was rigid
as she unwound the leather thong the space of one loop. Riane gagged as the flute touched the back of her
throat. "You will tell me, Riane. Everything I
want to know." The leather thong was loosed again, and the flute
continued its slide down Riane's throat, this time the length of two
loops. Despite her best efforts to control herself, Riane
began to scream. Book Four ASCENDANCE GATE "Ascendance Gate is the most difficult Gate
to quantify. It is the mysterious bridge over the dark and turbulent
sea of a troubled spirit. It is the great lev-eler, the equalizer.
Ascendance Gate is the most powerful portal to the soul, opening the
potential for either great joy or unending misery …" —Utmost Source, The Five Sacred Books of Müna Of V'ornn and
Sarakon “You aren't actually leaving us now, are you?"
Wennn Stogggul bellowed. "You just got here." "My apologies." Kurgan stood up from the
table. "I have an appointment." "At this late hour?" The regent made a
face. "Where? With whom?" "The Star-Admiral's business." Wennn Stogggul watched his son for some time. They
were in the regent's private quarters, the low chronosteel table
between them still covered with the repast the three of them had been
served several hours ago. Larded with the rarest of delicacies, it
was the kind of meal available only to regents bent on flexing
their extraordinary power. "Do you hear that, Malistra? The Star-Admiral's
business! If I did not know my son so well, I would believe that he
had actually found his calling." He grunted. "But perhaps
he has. Doing Kinnnus Morcha's bidding has its advantages, I would
imagine. Perquisites a mere Bashkir could only dream of. Am
I right, Kurgan?" "As you say, Father. You know better than I." "What's the matter?" Wennn Stogggul leaned
forward, pushing aside a tureen of snow-lynx stew. "All evening
you have been acting the dutiful son." "Nothing's the matter." The regent sat back. "Really? Then I must
conclude that you are either ill or deranged." Kurgan turned to Malistra and smiled. "Do you
find your accommodations at the palace satisfactory, Mastress?" "What the N'Luuura do you care?" Wennn
Stogggul snapped. Malistra smiled in return. "Quite satisfactory,
Kurgan Stogggul, thank you for asking." "There is no point in being polite to him,"
the regent said sourly. "He seems eerily compliant now, but
there is no telling when he will turn on you." "That is all in the past, Father." Kurgan
stood at the door, perfectly calm. "I was immature. Wild,
uncontrollable. I admit that. But I beg you do not continue to punish
me for old sins already repented." "Words." Wennn Stogggul said with a wave
of his hand. "They are cheaply bought. Deeds are what matter in
this life, my son. If you could only remember that I could turn you
into a decent V'ornn yet." To get the foul stench of his father's power
flaunting out of his nostrils, he decided to go to the
Kalllistotos. On his way there, he smoked twenty milligrams of laaga.
Laaga was illegal. Not that Kurgan cared a clemett. Laaga was far
cheaper than salamuuun and, more importantly, readily available
in the city's back alleys. Cultivated on the southern continent,
laaga was smuggled in by the Sarakkon, along with their legitimate
imports. He smoked rather introspectively as he walked the
ink-dark streets of Axis Tyr. He was wondering Which of his
acquaintances at Harbor-side had given him up to Kinnnus Morcha. When
he thought about it, the list covered just about everyone. He would
have to give it some thought, keeping it in the forefront of his mind
tonight. Still, he wondered if it should trouble him that Morcha
knew he smoked laaga. Inhaling a lungful of the thick, sweet smoke, he
gave a coarse laugh. To N'Luuura with it. Another secret he
had withheld from Annon. He was quite sure Annon would have been
horrified if Kurgan had told him that he smoked. Just as he would
have balked at venturing into the rough-and-tumble of nighttime
Harborside. More differences appearing like fissures between the
former best friends. Differences his father was all too quick to
throw in his face. Taking the Old V'ornn's warning to hearts, he had
accepted his father's invitation to dinner in order to mend some
of the fences he had broken. Not that his father had made it easy.
Belittling him was one of Wennn Stogggul's favorite pastimes; it had
been for years. Bitter old V'ornn. His hatred of the Ashera was
eating him alive. It informed every decision he made, every risk he
took, every aspect of his life. Kurgan was rather proud of his responses: the warm
smiles, the civilized compliments. He had acted like the
charming and admiring son, all without expending a milliliter of
genuine feeling. Once upon a time such playacting would have been
beyond him. That was before he had buried his father, mentally and
emotionally cutting himself free of the House of Stogggul and
everything it stood for. And, tonight, he had received the added
benefit of putting his father off-balance. He knew the meaning behind the Old V'ornn's words,
just as he had known the meaning behind the Star-Admiral's request.
To stay in the shadow cast by his father was to be strangled by a
tradition that had never held meaning for him. Wennn Stogggul had
become just another adversary he was obliged to manipulate or
sidestep in order to get what he wanted. And right now he was in a
sweet spot: out from under his father's thumb, in a position of
potential power if he played his hand cleverly and underestimated
neither Star-Admiral Morcha nor Wennn Stogggul. His way was abruptly blocked by a Kundalan dray,
piled high with Borobodur forest heartwood boards from the mills in
Exchange Pledges to the west. He shouted at the Kundalan drovers, but
the team of water buttren were being balky, and the dray remained
squarely in front of him. Idiots! he thought as he hauled
one Kundalan drover down and began to pummel him into
unconsciousness. "Get down here and drag this sack of excrement
away!" he screamed at the top of his lung. The second Kundalan crept cautiously down, keeping
hold of the reins to the stamping water buttren. As he crept past,
Kurgan tripped him, struck him a vicious blow on the back of his
neck, and proceeded to kick him repeatedly as he lay on the ground.
At length, he stopped, panting, and looked around for someone else to
maul. Blood was everywhere. He spotted a young Kundalan at the
edge of the crowd that had gathered to gawk and started to go after
him. Just then, three Khagggun shouldered their way through the
throng. Kurgan handed them the reins to the dray and curtly told them
to clean up the mess. Then he continued on his way. He produced his second laaga stick and, lighting it,
took the smoke deep into his lung, holding it there for as long as he
could. Yes, indeed, he had no difficulty whatsoever being the model
son for his father. As he headed farther into the southern district, the
avenues widened even more. Elaborately decorated residences and shops
gave way to enormous triangular warehouses with thickly mortared
cornices and sculpted friezes depicting mythical beasts of burden.
Crowds that had thinned considerably as he had bisected the
industrial heart of the city swelled as he approached the northern
fringe of Harborside, home of the Kalllistotos. Kundalan were queued
up at the line of Khagggun security checkpoints, through which they
had to pass when returning to the city from the Harborside district.
He lifted a hand in greeting to the Khagggun he knew as he went
through. He supposed the Khagggun had set the game ring in
Harborside primarily because the Sarakkon loved it so much. The
Sarakkon were inveterate gamblers, wagering enormous sums of money on
the out- come of the ten nightly contests. The Kalllistotos appeared
to be the only aspect of V'ornn culture that interested them. They
were widely known as freewheeling and somewhat wild. Woe betide the
Kundalan or V'ornn foolish enough to cross them in a trade, for the
entire colony would mass like points of light come together in a
blinding flash of enmity. Perhaps they possessed some low-grade form
of telepathy. In any event, they were difficult to approach, almost
impossible to get close to. Trust was evidently not a concept they
applied to alien races. How they viewed the occupation of the northern
continent was any V'ornn's guess. There existed between them and the
V'ornn an uneasy and unspoken arrangement. The V'ornn had seen no
reason to squander Khagggun and resources in colonizing the
inhospitable southern continent. Besides, the Gyrgon wanted
access to the radioactive compounds the Sarakkon manufactured.
So the Sarakkon were left on their own, unmonitored and free as tttng
as they agreed to continue trading with the V'ornn. How that affected
their relationship with the Kundalan was also a mystery. Difficult and time-consuming as it had been, he had
managed an entry point with a Sarakkon captain named Courion, though
admittedly it was a tentative one. If it was a truism that you never
knew where you stood with the Sarakkon, then he meant to nullify it. He passed Receiving Spirit, the monolithic
white-stone hospice where the family had stashed his moron brother,
Terrettt. At least, he assumed he was still there. Ten years and he
hadn't gone once. Why should he? The less he thought about that
embarrassment, the better. Only his sister, Marethyn, visited
Terrettt. That was about right. That idiot was the only one apt to
listen to her stupid ideas about the expanded role of Tuskugggun
in V'ornn society. Chuckling to himself, wrapped in a fragrant cloud of
laaga smoke, he came upon the seaport. Beyond, the Sea of Blood
reflected the lights of the city like a defective mirror, a vast
expanse only the Sarakkon had mastered. He had heard stories of
Sarakkon seamen spending years on their ships without ever coming in
sight of land. It was beyond him why anyone would want to take to the
sea. Doubtless, he would be bored to tears within days. Nearing the Kalllistotos, he began to see clots of
Sarakkon. They were tall, slender folk, with elongated heads, dark
glistening skin the color of pomegranates, teeth like ivory tiles.
All had facial hair—thick, curling beards in which sea-diadems
were threaded, long mustaches, twisted and oiled into points, sharp,
triangular goatees from which hung tinkling lines of tiny
shells—spotted, striped, incandescent—and semiprecious
stones. Their shaven skulls as well as most of their bodies were
covered with tattoos of unfathomable runes. They were all male, these
fierce and curious sailors. Where their females were was anyone's
guess. Though they wore clothing made from the
lightest-weight Kundalan fabrics for which they traded, the style was
decidedly different. Because they lived in a warm, tropical climate,
they did not wear robes, but rather favored a kilted skirt that ran
from waist to knee. A kind of wide belt, woven of cured sea grape,
circled the waist and hung down the front of the skirts in stupefying
patterns of knots, each one signifying something, perhaps status or
rank of some kind. Their feet were clad in high boots of glittering
pebbled rayskin, tanned aboard their ships in vats of sea salt and
mercury. Their oiled torsos were covered only by sleeveless sharkskin
vests, tough as armor plate, painful to brush up against. They wore
at their hips wicked-looking dirks of dark steel and huge gleaming
scimitars with engraved blades made from petrified sawfish
snout, hilts of carved coral or sea-cor bone. It was not long before Kurgan spotted Courion.
Courion was captain of his own ship, though the Sarakkon had never
invited Kurgan on board. He judged Courion to be no more than ten
years his elder. He was a smart, aggressive, confident trader. Kurgan
had failed to find his weak spot, and so had yet to get the better of
him in a deal. Much to his surprise, he found that he admired the
Sarakkon. He might be a primitive in many respects, but he knew more
about trading than just about anyone Kurgan knew, including Wennn
Stogggul. There was much to learn from someone with his skills. As dictated by Sarakkonian custom, he did not
approach Courion directly, but rather insinuated himself into the
sweaty crowd ringing the Kalllistotos, positioning himself where
Courion was certain to see him. Courion was talking to two massive
Sarakkon seamen—presumably members of his crew. Palms were
slapped as bets were made on the current contestants, then raised and
redoubled. Through the swirling mob, Kurgan caught a glimpse of
the contestants inside the ring. A burly Mesagggun with a beetling
brow and, it appeared, nothing more on his praen-sized brain than
cracking some bones and laying on the hurt was being pitted against a
young Bashkir with wide, powerful shoulders, a narrow waist, and
muscular legs. Whoever he was, he was new to the Kalllistotos. Kurgan
had never seen him before. "Have you sniffed them out? Do you have a
preference?" Kurgan did not turn. He knew by the sound of the
voice who was talking to him, and was pleased that Courion had
approached him in the Sarakkonian manner, without mentioning his name
or greeting him in any way. "I just got here." He knew he did not have
much time to answer. He was determined to look as confident as any
Sarakkon. "But I do not have to think twice. I favor the
Mesagggun." "In that event, we would have presented a
wager," Courion said coolly. He had a sleek, compelling face,
with dark eyes and a slight curve to his lips that made him appear as
if he were constantly amused. In his beard were carved runes made of
lapis lazuli and jade, on his fingers were huge rings of star
sapphire and ruby and lynx-eye. His rayskin boots were dyed a dusky
orange. "But a pip-squeak like you surely lacks sufficient funds
to make it worthwhile." "If I was not prepared to wager, I would not
have opened my mouth." It was true. In Sarakkonian circles,
wagering was almost a sacred rite. If you had an opinion aboift
anything—anything at all—you had best be prepared to make
a wager on it just as the Sarakkon did. Otherwise, you would lose
what little respect they had for you. "I will bet twenty." "We will put up fifty-" Kurgan knew the Sarakkon was studying him.
Sometimes, he had the unsettling impression that Courion tolerated
his presence simply because the Sarakkon found him amusing in some
secret manner. "Fifty would suit me as well," he said,
determined to play this game as a Sarakkon would. You never ended up
wagering what you had first offered. That would have been an insult
of the first magnitude. Courion appeared unimpressed. "It is the ninth
match." The penultimate fight of the evening. "Is that
all you can muster, the bare minimum? All right, then. Fifty it
is." When the wager had been sealed, he laughed. "You have
not been at Kalllistotos for some time, Stogggul. It will be a
pleasure to take your coins. This Bashkir has been the champion
for two weeks now. The Mesagggun is overmatched." Kurgan, feeling trapped in a scheme of Courion's
making, was now desperate to keep up his appearance of confidence. He
realized that this was Courion's purpose. A test to see if he was
worthy of being in the company of these high-spirited aliens. "If
that is your opinion, then we should go to one hundred seventy-five." "Oh-ho!" Courion cried. "Indeed,
then! We match you with added pleasure!" A reckless wager, surely. Kurgan did not have one
hundred seventy-five. But it would not matter if he won. He tried to
keep the alternative out of his mind. The two of them, followed by the pair of Sarakkon
with whom Cou- rion had first been wagering, made their way toward
the boundary of the Kalllistotos. The jostling crowd parted magically
for Courion and closed back around the group as soon as they had
passed. Soon enough they were in the front row. And just in time. The
match was about to commence. The Kalllistotos was a five-sided ring with
precisely three meters between opposing angles. It was a simple
affair—three strands of ion-charged wires strung between alloy
uprights—as befitted its humble origins as an off-world
entertainment among the Khagggun. The idea, too, was simple: force
your opponent onto the wires, where the ion charge would knock him
senseless. The ion charge affected contestants differently, of
course, and it was rumored that there were ways in which one could
build up a certain tolerance for the muscle-spasming pain. Kurgan had
seen one contestant last twelve seconds before succumbing. In terms
of the Kalllistotos, that was a long time. The two combatants had begun to pummel one another
with the kind of gut-grunting, no-holds-barred style dictated by the
event. Blood spurted as first the Mesagggun, then the Bashkir landed
solid blows. They broke, regrouping, circled around, and both
attacked at once. The Kalllistotos was so brutal, so violent, most
matches lasted no more than a few minutes. The Mesagggun landed two bone-crunching blows,
arching the Bashkir's sweat-streaked back, backing him up.
Taking advantage, he came on with pile-driver force. The Bashkir's
knees seemed to buckle beneath the terrible onslaught until he was
perilously close to the wires. Wedged in beside Kurgan, Courion grinned and struck
two coins together. Both his arms were tattooed with likenesses of
the chief sea goddess, part Sarakkon, part sea serpent. The skin of
his head was one dizzying pattern overlain on another. The whole gave
him the aspect of a walking work of art. The harried champion fell to his knees beneath the
Mesagggun's furious attack. There was no letup, no surcease. "I am greatly looking forward to taking your
coins," Kurgan said with a smirk. Courion said nothing. The Mesagggun had his failing
opponent at his mercy. He picked him off his knees and sent him
hurtling backward into the wires. The Bashkir arched back as the full
brunt of the ion charge blasted through him. Not wanting to leave
anything to chance, the Mesagggun pressed his opponent more firmly
against the wires. Three, four, five. Kurgan was counting how many
seconds the Bashkir had been against the wires. Then he saw
something that sent a shock wave through him. The Bashkir took the
Mesagggun's head between his hands and slammed it full force into the
top wire. The ion charge flayed the skin off his nose and cheeks and,
as the Bashkir continued to apply pressure, burned off his eyelids,
blinding him. With the bellow of a hindemuth in heat, the
Mesagggun went down with a resounding crack and lay insensate at the
feet of the champion. The Bashkir came off the wires slowly as the
roar of the crowd swelled and ululated. He lifted his arms over his
head. He was bleeding profusely from his nose, mouth, and back,
and one shoulder had been dislocated. Without a word, Courion held his hand out. "Our
winnings, if you please," he said over the roar of the throng. Kurgan licked his dry lips. "I don't have it." Courion's face darkened. He was about to reply when
one of his crew made his way through the sweating throng and
whispered in his ear. "Is that so?" Courion said. Laughing, he
turned to Kurgan. His expression sent a shiver of trepidation
through Kurgan. "Listen, pipsqueak. We will forgo the coins
you owe us." "You will?" "On one condition." The amused smile had
returned. "The final challenger has taken suddenly ill and
cannot fight. You will take his place." Kurgan said nothing, though he wanted to shout his
fear at the top of his lung. "Surely there must be another way—" "You have fought before in the Kalllistotos,
yes? You have told us as much, yes? Have you lied to us?" "No, of course not. But I have never—that
is, I have only fought in the preliminary rounds. This is—I am
unprepared for—" The huge Sarakkon took him by the front of his robe.
"We fear you do not fully appreciate the situation you find
yourself in, pip-squeak. We do not tolerate bettors who cannot pay.
There is no negotiation. None at all." He swept his arm in the
direction of the bloody ring. "We offer you this chance to repay
us in recognition of our relationship." He put his face close to
Kurgan's. "But that relationship can be terminated at any
moment. Do we make ourselves clear?" Kurgan nodded. He pulled himself together. It would
do no good to panic. What would the Old V'ornn think of such
weakness? "I accept your terms." "Splendid," Courion smiled. "We will
escort you into the Kalllistotos. Your name has already been entered
into the bettors' sheets." He clapped Kurgan on the back. "Tell
us, pip-squeak, who should we put our coins on, you or the Bashkir?"
He threw his head back and laughed long and hard as he pushed Kurgan
through the milling throng, past the security guards, up the ramp to
the perimeter of the ring. "Kalllistotos!" he shouted, boosting
Kurgan over the highest wire. "Tenth match!" To Kurgan, everything outside the Kalllistotos ring
seemed a blur. He thought he caught a glimpse of Courion's grinning
face, but he could not be certain. The Kalllistotos smelled of blood,
sweat, the mingled musks of victory and defeat. Close-up, the Bashkir was even more frightening than
he had appeared from the safety of the crowd. Through slitted
eyes he watched Kurgan with the naked greed of a gyreagle observing
its prey. He came up to Kurgan. "This is a joke, isn't it?" With a
sickening crack of his hand, he reset his dislocated shoulder. "You
are a joke!" Kurgan stepped back in the star defense and,
laughing, the champion came after him. Using the huge V'ornn's
momentum as a lever, Kurgan took hold of his leading arm, jerking him
quickly forward. As the Bashkir's heels came up, Kurgan kicked
him square on the right shin. He lost his balance, slamming onto the
hard microcanvas surface of the Kalllistotos with a sound like the
roll of thunder. He rolled, scissoring his legs, catching Kurgan's
ankle between them. He smashed his balled fist into Kurgan's solar
plexus the moment Kurgan was down, following that up with
powerful blows to Kurgan's skull. Kurgan, on the verge of passing out, somehow
arranged his pain-filled body into seventh position. As the Bashkir
lunged for him, he whirled, then tramped his knee into the thick,
corded neck. Bellowing in rage, the Bashkir swung him into the wires. Searing pain spasmed the muscles in his back.
Sensing quick victory, the champion pinned him against the wires…
one, two, three… This was how the Bashkir had won his previous match,
using the wires to beat the fight out of the big Mesagggun. The
Bashkir butted him, filling his nose and mouth with blood. Kurgan's
eyes fluttered; black spots danced in his field of vision. The crowd
was roaring, a sound like the bellowing of a storm. Consciousness was
drifting away on a tide of agony and growing lethargy. Then he thought of the Old V'ornn. He thought of the
hard, painful lessons that had been ingrained into his body. He
forced himself back from the brink. He spat a mouthful of blood into
the Bashkir's mocking, triumphant face. As the champion put his hand
up to clear his vision, Kurgan ducked down, crawling between his legs.
Emerging behind him, he struck him a two-fisted blow on the recently
dislocated shoulder joint. The bone popped out. As the Bashkir went
to his knees, Kurgan vaulted over his shoulders, balancing on the
uppermost wire. He kicked hard. The toe of his boot connected with a
bone-jarring crunch, sinking into the Bashkir's eye socket. The champion howled, clutching at his face, and
Kurgan kicked again, striking his adversary's exposed throat. He went
down, choking and gagging. Kurgan jumped off the high wire, right
into a double-fisted smash to his belly. He went down in a heap,
gasping. He felt himself being dragged toward the wires. He tried to
fight back and, for his effort, got a balled fist in his face. Then
the full brunt of the ion charge struck him and his eyes fluttered
up. There was a buzzing in his ears. Then, as if from a
very great distance, he heard Courion's voice. "Enough," the Sarakkon said, presumably to
the champion. "It is over. It is over between you and Kurgan Stogggul."
Wennn Stogggul, lying naked in bed, looked over at his companion. "Is
that supposed to mean something to me?" "It should." Malistra stretched. How magnificent her body looked, he thought. She had
made him replace the fusion lamps in his bedroom with her own
copper-and-bronze filigreed Kundalan lanterns, from which she burned
incense-infused candles she had made herself. It was no secret that
he had no love for Kundalan design, but in this case he had made an
exception. In fact, she had been right. The low-flickering perfumed
light kept his sexual appetite well honed. These days, he was
possessed of a stamina unknown even in his youth. He had only to
catch sight of her hair in the lanternlight! He could never have
conceived that he could find patches of hair erotic. He yawned. "Why should it?" "Because it concerns your son." "If you are referring to Kurgan's bizarre
behavior this evening, I would not let it trouble you. The boy is
unfathomable." "All to the good. I sensed great strength in
him, great purpose." "If only it could be harnessed." "He seemed sincere enough." The regent was possessed of a harsh and grating
laugh. "You may be a sorceress but, after all, you are only a
Kundalan. You do not know Kurgan as I do. He is mercurial—charming
and cunning all at once." "He may mean what he says this time." "Indeed he might. But, as I said to him, I need
proof of the change in him. Tangible proof." He shrugged. "Until
then he is Kinnnus Mor-cha's responsibility." "Listen to me—" He struck her without warning, snapping her head
back. "Enough! You presume too much. You have an annoying habit
of forgetting who and where you are. I will not warn you again. You
serve at my pleasure. If you think otherwise, you are sorely
mistaken." "I am most apologetic." Malistra's lowered
face was hidden by shadow and the sheaf of her platinum hair. "I
assure you, Lord, it is only my zeal to assist you in all ways that
makes me—" "And therein lies the problem. Pray enlighten
me as to how a Kundalan female is equipped to, as you so naively
say, 'assist me in all ways'?" "Perhaps I used the wrong—" "First Kurgan, then Dalma, and now you."
He sat up, his face suddenly flushed with blood. "N'Luuura,
will no one give me the respect I deserve? Must I always live in the
shadow of the accursed Eleusis Ashera? Even from the grave he haunts
me!" "Ten thousand pardons, Lord," she
whispered. "I did not mean to offend." His continued wrath was stayed at the last moment by
a pounding on the door. "What is it!" he shouted. "Who dares
disturb the regent's rest?" "Sir! The Star-Admiral is here! And he is not
alone!" Stogggul recognized the voice of Wing-General Nefff,
one of the two commandants of his Haaar-kyut. One or the other was
always nearby. Wrapping himself in a black-and-brown robe, he said,
"Enter." Wing-General Nefff strode into the room. As usual,
his gyreagle eyes instantly took in everything before focusing on his
regent. "The Star-Admiral apologizes for the lateness of the
hour, but he felt his news was most urgent." "Indeed." Stogggul's blood was up, and he
was in no mood for intrusions. "You said he is not alone.
Who is with him?" "Pack-Commander Olnnn Rydddlin, sir." At Rydddlin's name, Malistra's head turned like an
animal scenting her young. "Already?" The regent rubbed his hands
together. "Then they bring news of our enemies' demise!" "I am afraid not, sir." "What do you mean?" Wing-Commander Nefff's expression was pained. "I
think you should see for yourself, sir." Despite Stogggul's orders, Malistra rose. She
appeared unconcerned by her nudity. "Olnnn Rydddlin is
protected," she said. "No evil can befall him." Wing-General NefrT's gaze remained squarely on his
regent. For him, she did not exist. "They are in the regent's
salon, sir." Stogggul sighed and nodded. "Tell the
Star-Admiral I will be with him in a moment." "Very good, sir." There was absolutely no
inflection in Wing-General Nefff's voice. When he had withdrawn, Stogggul said curtly to her,
"Put on something appropriate." She had sense enough to keep two paces behind him as
they went down the darkened hallway and into the regent's private
salon. It was here that he had brandished the severed heads of all
the Ashera, here that he had drunk himself into oblivion on the night
of his coup, his greatest triumph. Now the room was dominated by the
portable litter borne by four of the Star-Admiral's own Khagggun
wing. On it lay Olnnn Rydddlin—or, more accurately, what used
to be Olnnn Rydddlin. "Where are the members of his pack?"
Stogggul barked. "They are duty-bound to carry their commander." "None are left," Kinnnus Morcha said. "What?" The regent blinked. "What did
you say?" "Dead. To a Khagggun. And, as you can see,
Olnnn Ryddlin is in a coma." Kinnnus Morcha looked from the
regent to Malistra. "You swore this would work, but it has ended
in complete disaster. Twenty of my elite pack gone, their lives
winked out as if they had never existed." "Calm yourself, Star-Admiral. Casualties are
bound to occur when one engages the enemy." Kinnnus Morcha was livid. Imagine a Bashkir telling
a Khagggun about the consequences of war! With an effort, he
controlled his rage. "Unlike you, regent, I take the deaths of
my own seriously. I knew them all personally. One hundred percent
casualty rate is utterly unacceptable." "Olnnn Rydddlin still lives," Stogggul
observed. "Is that a joke? It is not a life you or I
could tolerate." Kinnnus Morcha watched the Kundalan sorceress
stalk the litter as if she were some rough predator. "This is impossible," she murmured.
"Impossible!" For the first time, Stogggul took a close look at
the damage that had been inflicted on Olnnn Rydddlin. "I warned you," the Star-Admiral said.
"This is what comes of putting your faith in alien sorcery." Since he had no immediate rebuttal, Stogggul ignored
him. "N'Luuura, what has happened to his leg? There is nothing
but bone. No skin, no flesh, muscle, tendon, vein, or artery." "I do not know," Malistra said. She was
standing over Rydddlin, making peculiar motions with her hands. "By the looks of him he ought to be dead,"
Stogggul said. Kinnnus Morcha glared at him. "He lives, though
by what strange grace I cannot say. Even our Genomatekks are
mystified." "Rekkk Hacilar did this," the regent
growled, "No." Malistra was bending over the body.
"This is sorcerous work." Kinnnus Morcha stirred. "Sorcery breeds
sorcery! I tell you no good can come of this, regent." Oh, shut up, you old fool, Stogggul
thought. "Can you undo it?" he asked Malistra. "You misunderstand sorcery, Lord. It can undo
nothing." She was sniffing the air around Rydddlin. "But I
believe I can heal him." She turned to look at Stogggul. "After
a fashion." He waved a hand. "By all means." "What do you mean, 'after a fashion'?"
Kinnnus Morcha said uneasily. By way of a warning, Malistra produced a frosty
smile. The witch actually seemed to be savoring this, he thought. He
despised himself for fearing her. "The sorcerous necrosis is self-limiting. That
is why he still lives. But it is irreversible. I can heal the rest of
his body which has undergone first-degree trauma and shock. But I
cannot return flesh and blood to the area." The Star-Admiral felt his flesh crawling. "Meaning?" "I can ensure he does not die, though I very
much doubt he will be grateful. He will walk again, if you give me
permission to do what may be done." "The outcome!" Kinnnus Morcha shouted,
thoroughly agitated. "Though I can strengthen and protect it,
his leg will look precisely as it does now." "You're not serious." Kinnnus Morcha
stared at her. "This leg will be… entirely skeletal?" "It will be as you see it now." "Absolutely not! I forbid it!" "On the contrary," Stogggul said. "I
order you to proceed." "What?" "You heard me, Star-Admiral." "Regent, lest you forget, Pack-Commander
Rydddlin is one of my Khagggun. He is my responsibility." Wennn Stogggul smiled sweetly. "This situation
comes under the heading of V'omn security. He may possess vital
information about our enemies." The Star-Admiral's face darkened in fury. "Clearly,
it was a mistake to allow him to be tainted by Kundalan sorcery. If
you think I will let him become some kind of freak—" "If, as you say, he is a loyal Khagggun, then
he will do his duty. I say he will be restored, and he will be."
Stogggul nodded to Malistra. "Proceed." ryoceed,
almost-champion!" Courion cried. I There were twelve large beakers of mead lined up
on the scarred wooden table at which they sat. "You must drink all within five minutes, or I
will lose even more coins on you than I already have." Their table was in a corner in the smoke-and
alcohol-laden confines of Blood Tide, a raucous and roguish tavern on
the Harborside Promenade favored by the Sarakkon. The
low-ceilinged tavern was filled to overflowing with the spectators
and participants of the Kalllistotos. Many of them had already
approached, clapping Kurgan on the back, offering their
congratulations even though he had lost. A fifteen-year-old boy
taking on the champion! It did not seem to matter to them that he had
lost. Kurgan was dizzy with confusion and pain, but he would not give
up playing Courion's curious game. He only wished the Old V'ornn had
been here tonight to see him in the finals of the Kalllistotos. His aching, swollen hand curled around the first
beaker, brought it to his lips. He began to drink, downing the
contents of each beaker in one long swallow. It was not until he had
drained the seventh that he vomited. The thick, sweet mead exploded
out of his mouth, then out of his stomachs. As if anticipating this
display, Courion had inched backward. Now he laughed uproariously as
Kurgan doubled over, puking his guts up. "Seven!" he cried with the same enthusiasm
with which he had heralded Kurgan's entrance into the
Kalllistotos. The patrons of Blood Tide burst into a round of
applause. "N'Luuura!" Kurgan wiped his lips.
"N'Luuura take it!" Courion was laughing so hard he shook all over. The
applause continued. "What is happening?" Kurgan asked. "You made us back all the coins we had lost,
and more! You did well, Stogggul! Very well! The current record is
nine! Most did not believe you would manage even four!" Courion clapped him on the back, then hauled him to
his feet. "Time for some fresh air, eh?" He laughed again,
presenting Kurgan for another round of applause and obscene catcalls
as he collected his winnings. The night was thick with salt and phosphorous. The
restless sea, all but invisible in the starless darkness, broke and
sucked at the pilings. Courion arched his back and breathed deeply. "You are a good fighter, Stogggul, brave and
clever. You are also a good sport." Kurgan held his throbbing head as he leaned against
the Promenade's railing. He felt like vomiting all over again, but he
hurt too much. The endorphins that had protected him were fading
along with the adrenaline, leaving him feeling spent as a
rotting piece of flotsam. "Here," Courion said, handing him a
lighted laaga stick. "This one is on us." Nodding his thanks, Kurgan drew the smoke deep into
his lung, absorbing it all. The throbbing in his head receded, and
the pains in his body became vaguely tolerable. A fist of youths
passed, talking animatedly of the blood and violence of the
Kalllistotos. A couple, not much older, followed arm in arm, laughing
at something so intimate no one else would understand. The vendors
were packing up for the night. Not an elderly soul around. "We thought you were going to cost us a great
deal of coinage tonight, Stogggul." "Sorry about that. I should not have bet what I
couldn't afford to lose. I must have been crazy." "But you have courage to spare, eh?"
Courion, standing beside him, was staring out over the Sea of Blood.
Pelagic birds with soot-black wings and yellow beaks dipped and
swooped, sweeping low across the waves, then rising, looping around
as they called into the darkness. "To us it is not surprising,
this madness. Cities makes us a little crazy. We feel hemmed in by
streets, buildings, crowds. We prefer desolate wastes, clean air, hot
sun, and a following wind. We have always equated the trappings of
civilization with weakness, illness, decay." Kurgan was high on leeesta and the knowledge that
Courion was speaking to him as an equal. "I am curious. What is it you love about the
Sea of Blood?" "Oh, it is not just the Sea of Blood, Stogggul.
It is all oceans. And not only oceans. The deserts, as well." "These are dangerous places, so I have heard." Courion chuckled. "As is the Kalllistotos!" "At least the Kalllistotos isn't boring." "Is that your opinion? That the oceans and the
deserts of this world are boring?"
"It is." Courion frowned. "But you have never been to
either. From what knowledge have you formed this opinion?" Kurgan bit his lip. How was it this primitive could
make him feel the fool? "Of course you are correct. I have been
relying on the opinions of others." "No, Stogggul. Not opinion. Bias. This is an
important distinction. Your race sees no intrinsic value in deep
water or shifting dunes, so they disdain both." Courion put his
hands together, lacing the tattooed fingers as he leaned easily
against the railing. The swell beat against the pilings in hypnotic
fashion, as if directed to do so by a great ocean beast. "It is
V'ornn hubris. A serious flaw in your makeup that happily works to
our advantage." Kurgan shrugged- "If the Sarakkon want the Sea
of Blood and the Great Voorg, I could not care less." Courion gave him an enormous leer. "What?" Kurgan said, immediately alert.
"What am I missing?" What am I missing?" Dalma watched Kinnnus
Morcha as he paced back and forth inside the tented bedroom, not
liking what she saw. She willed herself to be patient, knowing that
he would tell her everything in his own time and in his own way. "This accursed Kundalan sorcery has been wedded
to the V'ornn power nexus." He was still in the full battle
armor he had donned for his late-night meeting with the regent.
"Wennn Stogggul is clearly under the spell of this sorceress. He
is relying more and more on her evil spells." His face was white
and strained. "N'Luuura, you should have seen Olnnn Rydddlin.
You would not believe that anyone could live with…" He
shook his head. "His leg is bone—bare bone! N'Luuura take
it, how does one live with such a horror?" He licked his lips.
"Malistra did something to those bones. They can flex but cannot
be shattered. They glisten, oiled by her sorcery. They bow and bend
as Olnnn Rydddlin walks." "What of Olnnn Rydddlin?" she asked
softly. "I do not know." She recognized the sorrow in his expression and felt
compassion for him. Of all the lovers she had had, all the masters
she had served, only he had wormed his way into her hearts. Some
years ago, she had awakened early one morning with his powerful
arm draped across her and, unaccountably, had started to shed silent
tears. It had taken her some time to discover what his close presence
evoked in her. She had felt both safe and content. Without waking
him, she had put her hand on his forearm, had twisted her torso
enough to kiss him on each eyelid. Then she had closed her eyes,
falling almost immediately into a deep sleep. Her love for him she hoarded, keeping it deep within
her core. She knew better than to allow anyone—especially
him—access to this potential power over her. Better by far
for him to be drawn to the musk of her tender parts, and leave it at
that. Wasn't it enough that he owned her with coins? The rest of her
needed to remain free of entanglements. "I do not know," he repeated. Seeing the sorrow on his face was like looking in a
mirror. "But when I looked into his eyes, Dalma, I saw
nothing. Nothing at all." "You mean he did not know you?" "Not at all. He knew me; he knew the regent. He
was perfectly cogent as he recounted the unutterable tragedy of what
had befallen him and his pack. Perhaps too cogent. I cannot help but
think that some essential part of him was consumed along with the
flesh and sinew of his leg." "But he, at least, has survived. He must be
thankful for that." I should be thankful I am alive, but I am
not. Olnnn Rydddlin sat in the inky darkness of his quarters. Nothing looked the same; nothing felt the same. Food
sickened him; water bloated him. A fierce fire had burned inside him,
bright as a nova. Now, all the quarks had been drained from him,
leaving nothing but dense black matter. The Genomatekks had prescribed medicines which he
had thrown away, knowing they would be useless. They had counseled
him to sleep, but he was no longer able to rest. So he sat in the
darkness, alone with his thoughts. On Corpius Tertius, he had heard a legend of the
living dead, explorers unlucky enough to have been caught in the
periodic radiation storms that raged across the planet. The radiation
did not kill you, so the legend went. Rather, it transformed you into
another form of creature—devoid of feeling or emotion. It
was as if the radiation destroyed everything that had been of
importance inside you, leaving a hulk powered by a
radiation-hyped central nervous system. This eerie army of the living
dead could not be killed, though Olnnn Rydddlin had often
hypothesized that they must wanfto be. He had slept only fitfully the night he had "been
told the legend. Corpius Tertius was infamous for its nights, fifty
hours long, colder than N'Luuura. What the V'ornn had been doing
there in the first place had never been properly explained to them.
They only knew that the Gyr-gon were searching for someone or
something, and the Khagggun were the grunts doing the heavy
spadework. Afterward, a trio of Gyrgon spent less than an hour at the
site they had been for months excavating before departing as
mysteriously as they had arrived. Soon afterward, the off-world pack
was told to gather its gear and strike camp. He had not once seen a
member of the living dead, but he had witnessed any number of the
radiation storms, spinning through the jagged mountains on the far
horizon. He could not help wondering what would have happened if he
had been caught in one. Ever since leaving Corpius Tertius, he had an
unreasoning dread of those creatures. Now he had become one. He forced himself to keep his hands away from the
bare bones of his leg. When he had first caught sight of them he had
gagged. A terror such as he had never known before had imprisoned him
in its icy grip. Now he had become one. The living dead. He ought to catch an off-world
gravship back to Corpius Tertius so that he could be with his own
kind. He started to laugh, but it quickly dissolved into a sob. Many times that night he considered ending his
life—what was left of it. Once, he came very close, the muzzle
of the ion cannon a sour taste in his mouth. He had failed the
Khagggun under his command—his first and now surely his only
pack command. They had trusted him, followed his orders to the
letter, and now they were dead. All of them. He could hear them
clamoring, the chorus of their voices raised across the gulf between
them. Trapped in N'Luuura, they were calling to him to free them. The
revenge they craved, the revenge they deserved was in his hands. He
knew as long as Rekkk Hacilar and his Kundalan skcettta remained
alive he could not take his own life. Making his decision to go
on living, he vowed the remainder of his life would have one focus,
one purpose: tracking down his mortal enemies and making them pay for
what they had done to him. Cusp A fearful beauty had invaded Rekkk Hacilar. It
danced through him like thunder out of bruised cloud, like the thin
air at the top of the world, like a snowslide in the dead of winter,
like blood tide overrunning Harborside's Promenade, like a school of
fish fluttering through skeletal coral. He felt opened up, sawed in half, his softly pulsing
insides exposed to the cosmos. Blood flowed all around him—his'blood
and her blood. He was as aware of Giyan as he was of the triple beats
of his own hearts. It was as if she had entered him on a cellular
level. He felt like a mummified artifact, having been held lightless,
airless for centuries, suddenly invaded by an army of busy insects
pouring over his ruined, pain-racked frame. Part of him would have given up, preferring the
lightless, airless vacuum that sucked even his pain away. But for
her. Even at the brink of eternity his love for her survived,
swinging through the lightless expanse like the beacon from a
lighthouse, illuminating her ministrations, the joyous recognition of
a language he could not read yet understood perfectly. The pall of
death had been upon him, the chill gossamer membrane that stands
between life and death already touching his face, acquainting itself
with him, like an old friend, blind now, yet terrifying in its
prescience. Not that Rekkk was frightened of death. Far from it. But
in the instant he hung, suspended, part of both worlds, part of
neither, when the possibility of death was made manifest,
she had come, illuminated in his mind, and the scent of her would not
allow him to cross that membrane. Cell by cell, he was restored to life, to the world
he had known. To the only thing that mattered to him. To her… Rekkk." He opened his eyes into a soft dappling
of sunlight and shadow. An orange-and-black butterfly flickered
across his field of vision. He saw Giyan leaning over him. "Giyan … What happened…? The rest
of the pack?" "Eleana found them on her reconnoiter. They are
all dead from multiple stings. Your genetically engineered
marc-beetle crawled between the crevices of their battle armor just
as you instructed." "Good." He gave a sigh. "But time is
short. It is almost the ides. We must find the Dar Sala-at." But
when he tried to move his head he found that he could not. "You are trussed like a qwawd for the spit."
She looked down at him, trying to stifle the awful fear that had
blossomed at the moment Nith Sahor had told her that the Tymnos
device had been activated. She forced a smile to her face. "You
must rest now, or you will be of no use to me or to the Dar Sala-at."
He began to protest, but she bent down, putting her moist lips over
his. He felt her mouth open, her tongue pushing a soft, wet ball into
his mouth. He screwed up his face at the intensely sour taste. "I
know, but you must chew it slowly and swallow every bit. It is a
combination of Pandanus and mandragora." When he made another
face, she laughed. "I spent hours scouring the forest. Now you
must do your part to heal yourself." He tried to answer her, but he lacked the strength.
Instead, he slowly began to chew. Soon enough, he drifted off into
the sleep Giyan had prescribed for him. The mandragora wasn't only for Rekkk. Both Giyan and
Eleana sipped tea made from boiling the cut-up root. They sat around
a fire Eleana had made while gimnopedes, usually diurnal creatures,
chased each other through the treetops. Rekkk lay to one side,
insensate. Though the night was mild, he was covered with several
layers of Khagggun uniforms stripped from the corpses of their
enemies. It seemed ironic that a Khagggun helm was serving both as
the pot that had brewed the potent medicinal tea and as the vessel
from which they drank it. In other circumstances it might even have
amused them, but not now, not tonight. It was almost Lonon, the Fifth
Season. The Season of Change. When Müna's Five Sacred Dragons
returned again through the Cosmos, when the V'ornn had first come. Neither of them spoke of the dread danger hanging
over them like the five gibbous moons; neither of them could. The end
of the world was not an easy topic to discuss. Even thinking about it
raised their flesh, gave them thrashing nightmares, sent shivers of
terror down their spines. And when their eyes met, as they inevitably
did, they could see their own fear mirrored in the face of the other. The fire cracked and sparked, smelling strongly of
Marre pine resin. Giyan sat with her blackened arms wrapped tightly
around her drawn-up legs, her cheek on her knees. She was staring at
Rekkk. An owl hooted in the distance; the river frogs gave voice to
their nightly chorus. Eleana, looking at Rekkk's sleeping form, said, "He
loves you very much." Giyan stirred. "Yes. I know." "You are right to trust him; he is not like
other V'ornn." "You never knew Eleusis Ashera." "Perhaps in a way I did. I knew Annon." Giyan turned her head. "In time, you will
forget him." Tears sprang into the girl's eyes. "In this I
know you are wrong." Giyan picked her head up, suddenly angry. "For
your sake, for everyone's, you must forget him." Giyan got up and, walking to the periphery of the
firelight, stared out into the night. Eleana watched her for some
time before she followed her. The two females stood side by
side. .At length, Eleana put her arm around Giyan's waist. They
stayed like that for a very long time, listening to the forest
breathe around them. "What happened to your parents?" Giyan
said. "The V'ornn hunted down my mother when I was
nine. My father went after them and never returned." Giyan's arm fell lightly upon her shoulders. "It
must have been a terrible loss—your family, your home." "In truth, I find that I cannot recall their
faces. That is the worst part, I think. I dream of them sometimes.
Always, they are standing in the distance, at the top of a rise. They
wave to me. I strain to see them, but the sun is in my eyes." Rekkk stirred, moaning a little in his sleep, and
both females ran to him. Eleana watched as Giyan passed her hands
over his head and chest. She could feel the heat emanating as if from
a white-hot coal. Moments later, he drifted off again. They both gazed up at the night sky as, doubtless,
they had done when they were children, filled with awe at the mystery
of those stars. Now that mystery had descended from the heavens, had
made its home on Kundala, had changed the world, so that tonight,
looking up at those same stars, they felt only the drawing near of
death, the dreadful chain-rattle of death's appallingly swift
approach. But this was another kind of death than the death that
comes in the last exhausted exhalation at the end of days or fiercely
on the field of battle. It was senseless, this death. The mass
obliteration that comes when, unthinkably, an entire world perishes.
The idea was too terrible to focus on for long. "Giyan, would you tell me something about
yourself?" Giyan was relieved to think of other, less
consequential matters. For the moment, at least, she had had enough
of mystery, the acute peril of walking the world with a pocketful of
secrets. "To begin with, my sister and I are twins." "I have heard that among your people twins are
banished or killed." Giyan's eyes were made dark by some trick of the
firelight. "The story goes that my mother tried to strangle my
sister and me with our own umbilical cords. We were saved by my
father's intervention." She circled her hands over Rekkk's
wounds. "However, this version was told to us by my father, who
by that time had every reason to despise my mother. He left us for
Kara, for the new religion. It seemed inconceivable to me, but
perhaps he had other reasons to want to get away. Shortly after he
left, I heard another version. In it, he was having an affair with
the midwife. She made the mistake of threatening him with exposure,
and he killed her before she had a chance to tell my mother." "How awful!" Eleana cried. "But which
version is the truth?" "I have no idea." "Couldn't you use your sorcery to find out?" "No," Giyan said abruptly, turning away. "My apologies. I did not mean to cause you
pain." She looked across the fire at the girl. "Stirring
ashes can be a dangerous business. You know that, don't you?" "Yes. We are taught that at a very early age." "Why is it dangerous, Eleana?" "Often, a live coal is hidden at the bottom of
the heap. If it is disturbed, it can roll into Marre pine straw
or a dried-out log and start a forest fire." "I have seen the results of forest fires.
Devastation," Giyan said. "So, too, with the past." Later, as they lay down for the night, Eleana said
softly, "I am no sorceress, but I know what I know. It matters
not what anyone says. Annon will not leave my heart alone." Giyan turned on her side, away from the girl, and
wept for the child she had lost, for the son she knew she would never
see again. Riane, held rigid by the hod-ana, would not
recant the lies she had told Bartta, and for that the had-atta
would punish her. Instinctively, she tried to Thrip, but nothing
happened. The sorcery of the ancient flute must somehow be blocking
the power bourns; she could not sense them at all even though she
knew they must be there. She raced through Utmost Source,
desperately searching for a remedy, counter-spell, anything that
would free her. There was no mention of the had-atta in the
Sacred Scripture, and now, as the pain hit new peaks, she thought she
knew why. The flute was Kyofu, Dark sorcery, about which she did not
know enough. She had run out of options. Bartta lowered the hod-ana all the way. She
had fought to keep silent, but now the agony was too much, and she
screamed and kept on screaming. Bartta stood in front of her, tears
streaming down her face. "Please, Riane, tell me the truth," she
pleaded. "That is all it will take to end this. The had-atta
will be removed, and I will love you again. You will have everything
I can give you, everything you desire. I promise." She moved closer. "Confession is good for the
soul. Once you start, you will see. And I will prove it toryou. I
will begin the confession. I will tell you something no one else
knows. It would cause the most widespread panic if it became common
knowledge." She whispered into Riane's ear. "Müna is
gone, Riane. She has passed from our realm to some other, distant
place for which we have no name. Her time has come and gone. We
disappointed Her once too often, and She is no more." Bartta was
shaking with rage and despair. "How could She do that? What kind
of deity abandons Her children? She is no Goddess; She is a monster,
unfeeling, uncaring." She stood up, her face shiny with tears.
"How was I to carry on in the face of that certain knowledge?
How was I to govern the Ramahan, the spiritual leaders of our
race? Where were we to go? What were we to do? We had to survive the
occupation. No matter the price, we have survived!"you have
survived the Kalllistotos," Courion said, as they walked down
the Promenade in Harborside. "Now we will take a boat ride." "Now? At night?" Courion ducked under the sea rail. "We are on
the cusp of dawn, Stogggul. The time when all fishers set sail." The Promenade was at last virtually deserted. Here
and there, the lights of an all-night tavern like Blood Tide could be
seen like an oasis in the desert. The youths were smoking laaga
behind a tavern, the lovers had retired to their beds. The drunken
Sarakkon slept in stupor. On the sea side of the rail, Courion turned back to
Kurgan. "The time is now, Stogggul. It will not come again." "I have no love for the sea." "You V'ornn are deaf, dumb, and blind. What we
love about the oceans—why we are drawn to it, feel at home on
it—is that sailing we are not allowed to make a single
mistake—not one. A mistake, even a small one like misjudging
the wind or the tide, could cause a boat to capsize and all aboard to
drown. On the oceans there is no place to hide from others or
oneself. We have no other choice but to come face-to-face with
ourselves. It is the confrontation, you see, Stogggul, more difficult
by far than being a cog in a phalanx, doing battle with an alien
race. In cities, among teeming millions, it is all too easy to lose
one's self, to hide one's true nature in cacophony. So we love the
starkness of the seas—and the deserts—which offer us
limitless possibilities. But not you, Stogggul. In this you are sadly
like the rest of your kind." Kurgan, stung to action, ducked down, joining the
Sarakkon just as he stepped out into the darkness. Kurgan watched him
disappear, heard the thud of him landing on what he surmised was the
deck of a boat. In this you are like all V'ornn. He took the
leap himself. His knees flexed as his boot soles struck the wooden
deck. It was a longer drop than he had imagined. He felt the shock
all the way up his spine. The deck swayed back and forth, creating an
unsettling rhythm inside him. He stumbled a little as the boat
pitched, and Courion steadied him with an iron grip. "You will come upon your sea legs soon enough,”
Courion said as he cast off lines. The boat began to move, by what
means of locomotion Kurgan could not determine. At midships, he held
the top rail in a deathlike grip. As the swells struck the boat's
hull, he felt his stomachs lurch. He looked back longingly at the
Promenade, whose sturdy bulk moved farther away with each triple beat
of his hearts. He turned to the loud crack and ripple of
monofilament canvas; the triangular persimmon-colored sail had been
deployed, and a second one was on its way. The canvas filled, and the
boat shot ahead. They were on the Sea of Blood. He saw Courion laughing at him as the Sarakkon took
the wheel. Gritting his teeth, he made his laborious way toward him,
hand over hand like a rock climber negotiating a sheer cliff. "Courion, why do you mock me?" "Better to mock you than to ignore you, eh,
pip-squeak?" Courion clapped him on the back, a gesture that sent
splinters of pain through him. "You mock me because your knowledge is superior
to mine." "I have had more years amassing that knowledge.
How far have you ever traveled from Axis Tyr, eh? I have been to many
places on Kun-dala, made many friends." "Resistance friends?" "Eh? What interest would I have in the Kundalan
resistance?" "It seems to me that they would pay top coin
for some of your black-market goods." "Now you impugn my good name. I do not deal in
black-market goods." Courion offered a sly smile. "But were
I of such a black heart, I would have more than enough business
without getting involved with the resistance. In any case, their
cause is futile, isn't it? Your kind is seeing to that. My clients
stay around to pay for their orders. They do not wind up spitted by a
shock-sword." "And what of the Druuge?" Courion cocked his head. "Are you pumping us
for information, Sto-gggul? What is your angle?" "I gather information wherever I can. That is
my stock-in-trade. My coinage." "I understand." "And the Druuge?" The Sarakkon stared at him for some time. "We
could make inquiries if the price was right." "I will keep your offer in mind." There
was something the Sarakkon was not telling him, he could feel it. For
the moment, though, he sensed it would be unwise to press him. A swell washed over the port bow, flooding the deck.
Kurgan tried to move out of the way. "There is no escaping it," Courion said.
"Do not waste your time trying." Kurgan stood his ground, his eyes locked with the
big Sarakkon's, as the seawater inundated his boots. They were, by
this time, quite a distance from shore. It had become a clear night.
Far off to starboard, he could see the light that marked the
southerly edge of the promontory known to the Kundalan as
Suspended Skull. Beyond, was the Illuminated Sea. The stars
shone down through the ether with a diamondlike ferocity, bathing
them in cool blue light. Looking forward, he could see movement in the open
hatchway midships. Someone else was on board. Courion, cocking
an ear to a familiar sound, smiled. "Our people have an ancient
saying, Stogggul. 'When your fate approaches, walk swiftly toward
it.'"He nodded as the figure emerged from belowdecks into the
starlight. It was the Bashkir, the champion of the Kalllistotos
who had beaten Kurgan senseless, except he had no bruises on his
face, no swelling or cuts—no marks at all. "What is this,
Courion?" Kurgan said, suddenly tense and wary. "Do you
imagine I will take part in a private match for your amusement?" Courion watched him carefully out of enigmatic eyes.
"He fears you," he said to the huge Bashkir who now stood
beside him. "Excellent," the Bashkir said. "He
should fear me." He was right. Kurgan watched in utter disbelief as
the Bashkir began to morph, and morphing, grew even taller. The
exoskeleton of his black-alloy suit refracted the starlight like a
prism. His pale amber skull and neck were studded with tertium and
germanium circuitry. In this light, they could have passed for some
of Courion's tattoos. His black eyes had pupils the color of rubies.
At the point of each cheekbone was implanted a tertium neural-net
stud. "What the N'Luuura is this?" Kurgan,
alarmed, backed up a pace. "I am Nith Batoxxx," the Gyrgon said. "You
gave me a good fight, a nasty fight, an insightful fight. In return,
I gave you an invaluable lesson, did I not?" "I don't…" Kurgan tried to swallow
but his mouth seemed to have gone dry. "He is slow?" Nith Batoxxx said. "You
neglected to report this." "Not slow," Courion said, coming to
Kurgan's defense, and possibly his own. "Simply stunned by your
appearance." "Ah, yes." Nith Batoxxx nodded. "I
was wise to have elicited your expertise. I find the outside
world"—his head turned from side to side—"psychically
toxic." His far-reaching gaze returned to Kurgan. Those
ruby-colored pupils were unsettling, to say the least. Kurgan decided
his best course of action was to ignore them; he was determined that
intimidation was one weapon the Gyrgon would find useless on him. "What is it you want from me?" he shouted
into the gusting wind. "Your fealty," Nith Batoxxx said without
preamble. Kurgan glanced over at Courion. "Is this some
kind of Sarakkonian joke?" "Your fealty." The Gyrgon took a step
toward him. He seemed entirely oblivious to the rolling deck. "No one owns me," Kurgan declared. "Not
you; not anyone." The Gyrgon stopped in his tracks. "What does
one make of such ignorance?" "Arrogance, Nith Batoxxx." Courion
shrugged. "We told you." "Yes, you did." Oddly, the Gyrgon appeared
pleased. He addressed Kurgan. "Sooner or later, everyone is
owned. By someone or something, it matters not. You are no
exception. You are owned by your ambition." Kurgan said nothing. He ground his teeth and glared
at Courion, hating him for entrapping him. "You are Gyrgon,"
he said. "What need have you for me?" "That is none of your concern." "On the contrary," Kurgan said. "If
you mean to take away my freedom, I would know the reason why." "You who have been Summoned do not dictate the
terms of the Summoning." Nith Batoxxx's arms unfolded like
sails. The ion grids in his gloves began to spark and snap. "If
you do not swear fealty to me, I will kill you here, now, without a
moment's hesitation, and Courion will find me another more compliant
than you." Kurgan knew enough about Gyfgon to believe him. "Courion will provide support," Nith
Batoxxx continued. "Should you have need of other requirements,
you will contact me. I will set your okummmon to a frequency only I
can hear." The Gyrgon loomed before him. "Now choose." Imprisonment or death, Kurgan thought.
There must be another way. One of the first lessons the Old
V'ornn had taught him was to think your way out of— "Enough Your time is at an end!" The
Gyrgon raised his ion-bound fist. Kurgan bowed his head. "I swear fealty to you,
Nith Batoxxx." "Let me see your eyes." The Gyrgon looked
down at him with an incomprehensible expression. "You will
repeat this oath, Stogggul Kurgan: 'In blood, I swear my life to
you.'"He waited while Kurgan repeated the first part of the
oath."'In blood, I swear your goals are my goals.'"Kurgan
repeated it."'In blood, I swear to carry out that which you may
command of me.'"Kurgan repeated it."'In blood, I swear that
if I fail this oath, my life will be your property to do with as you
will.'""""Kurgan hesitated only an instant before
repeating the end of the oath. While Nith Batoxxx used a surgically precise ion
beam to slice through the skin of his palm, Courion broke out a
syrupy liquor Kurgan had never seen before. It smelled of clove oil
and burnt musk. Taking his hand, the Gyrgon let his blood run into
the crystal cups. Then they drank. It was as black as coal tar and
nearly as unpalatable. It had a fiery kick, though. They raised their
empty cups and threw them into the deep water, sealing their pact. Nith Batoxxx began the alteration on Kurgan's
okommmon. "Will you tell me now why you have recruited
me?" Nith Batoxxx shrugged. "I have an enemy—Nith
Sahor. I have suspected for some time that he is a renegade, a
dangerous dissident following his own mysterious agenda. He has
lately gathered to his bosom a small group of followers. You know
Rekkk Hacilar?" There was some pain in his arm, deep, swift, dark.
"Of course. He is allied with this other Gyrgon?" Nith Batoxxx inclined his head. "Along with two
Kundalan females, one of whom is purportedly a sorceress." Giyan, Kurgan thought. "As I say, I am unused to life outside of the
Temple of Mnemonics. I require the eyes and ears and hands of a
clever V'ornn, an ambitious V'ornn, an unscrupulous V'ornn." "Courion told you I am all these things?" "Never mind what Courion told me," Nith
Batoxxx said shortly. "All you need to know is that you will
benefit greatly from this alliance." If it got him closer to the Gyrgon, he would
willingly do Nith Batoxxx's bidding, Kurgan thought. But only so
long as it also served his own purposes. Right now he was determined
to get his first kilo of flesh from the new alliance. "There is
someone in Star-Admiral Morcha's employ who has informed on me,"
he said. "I would know the identity of this skcettta." "You need to consult a seer." "I am asking you. It is a simple request." "I care not for your tone—or the
implications of your words." "I assure you I had no hidden meaning in mind.
We have just consummated an alliance, after all." He
touched the still-painful okummmon on his arm. "I think I
have shown my good faith. As a gesture on your part, I would have
thought—" Nith Batoxxx stood up, his task completed. "Ask
the owner of Blood Tide. I believe she can provide the answer you
seek." "Thank you, Nith Batoxxx." Kurgan nodded,
flexing the stiff muscles of his forearm as the Gyrgon disappeared
below. Courion was leaning against the aft rail, smoking laaga, that
enigmatic smile pasted on his face. His tattooed fingers turned the
wheel. The sea had quieted. The boat was swiftly tacking to
take advantage of the change in the wind. Kurgan, drawing a deep
breath, saw in the slender pink arm thrown across the eastern horizon
the cusp of dawn. The flute was about to come apart. Riane could sense
the fractures beginning to form inside the had-atta, could
actually see them in some part of her mind she never knew existed. It
was like looking into a storeroom full of mirrors all reflecting back
the same image from different angles. Another part of her mind held
the terrifying memory of Astar's insides blown apart as the had-atta
shattered into ten thousand shards. She ceased to scream. She shut off the terrors that
scattered her thoughts. The V'ornn in her redoubled its will, finding
a calm center in the swirl of horror forming all around her. Think,
Riane. Think. Mother trusted that we would know how to remove
the spell of protection from The Book of Recantation. We
have the knowledge. Think, Riane. Think. The had-atta was not mentioned in Utmost
Source. Where had it come from, then?
The Book of Recantation. It had not been mentioned in the sections of the
book she had managed to memorize before Bartta approached. It
must be in one of the protected sections! Riane formed a mental
picture of those blank pages. The first crack appeared, spearing outward from the
flute's core, weakening its glassy surface. Her heart beating fast, Riane concentrated on the
image of those blank pages. She considered the Old Tongue passages
visible before and after the blank pages. Nothing there. A wave of
despair gripped her. She was going in circles. Another crack formed, this time on the opposite
side. Not much time left before the had-atta split asunder. But the V'ornn inside of her would not let her give
up. And all at once a thought popped into her head. Mother had told
her that Utmost Source was far older than this book, that
Venca was the Root language of the Old Tongue. It is a language
of pure sorcery, Mother had said. Pure sorcery. It was becoming increasingly difficult to wall her
mind off from the terrible pain the flute was inflicting on her. The
first shard dug into her throat, making her gag. She tasted her own
blood. She made herself look at the images of those blank
pages as she recited the Venca alphabet, and she saw it forming very
faintly—the word-web of the protective spell. There were spaces
in between the web of words. Intuitively, she chose the letters,
formed the words that would fit into those spaces, chanted the words
in her mind, saw the spaces filled in, the whole appear, moving off
the pages, forming a star-shaped sphere that rotated and pulsed with
sorcerous energy. The Star of Evermore. It was an Eye Window spell, she knew it as certainly
as she knew anything. It was the spell that could free Mother. She took the Star of Evermore and sent it into
Ayame, into Otherwhere, toward Mother. Would it work? There were
only seconds left for her to find out. And then time ran out. With a terrible roar, the had-atta
shattered inside her. She felt ten thousand shards begin to rip her to
shreds. And then nothing. Nothing at all. She could not move, could
not even blink. Her heart had ceased to beat, her blood lay stagnant
in her veins. The shards of the flute, pulling apart from the whole,
were stopped. Her mind, at least, remained working. She saw Bartta
frozen in the act of reaching for her, her face a mask of anguish.
Who knew what had been going through her mind at the moment Time
ceased to flow?Did she feel pain, remorse, loss? Was she capable of
feeling love or even compassion? How could she be if she had
been willing to subject Riane to the had-atta? As these thoughts ran through her head, Mother
materialized in the chamber. She had Thripped out of her prison. She
was free! She smiled at Riane, put a forefinger across her
lips as if Riane could make a sound. She passed Bartta like a
moon-shadow stealing across a forest glade. Mounting the plinth, she
whispered in Riane's ear, "I bow to the Dar Sala-at. Only she
could have broken the spell that had bound me for more than a
century. I told you you were an Eye Window sorceress. Thank
you." As she grasped the fracturing flute, her expression
changed. "Courage, now. You must relax your inner muscles."
She placed her hand lightly on Riane's shoulder. "I know you
think you cannot move, but I assure you that you can. I have made it
so. So relax now, my warrior. Relax." Slowly, she began to pull the had-atta out
of Riane's esophagus. Because it was now barbed with the shards
in the process of exploding outward, it was as if Riane had swallowed
a porcupine. Pain exploded from the inside out. Her diaphragm
contracted, and she made a mewling sound. Her eyes grew big, and
sweat broke out all over her face and body. Mother stopped, repeating
her direction for Riane to relax. She resumed withdrawing the
had-atta. Riane felt the excoriating scraping, the quick, hot
flow of blood inside her, tasting its sweetish tang. Thinking of
it, she began to tremble, and Mother stopped once more, waiting.
Riane steeled herself, willing her muscles to relax. She closed her
eyes, but tears leaked out anyway. The pain just built and built
until she let it all go with a sigh. The partially exploded had-atta,
glistening with her blood, emerged still in its sorcerous stasis. Mother had unstrapped her. Now she caught her as she
toppled out of the chair, gathering her into her massive arms. As she
crossed the cubicle, she lifted one torch out of its holder and threw
it onto the ancient device. In a moment, flames began to lick upward,
beginning to devour the chair and its plinth. The flute itself hung
suspended, dripping blood onto Bartta's frozen feet. Even through her
pain, Riane could feel the stasis of Time, as if she and Mother were
wading through a viscous fluid that pulled and sucked at their limbs
like quicksand. Every time she breathed in it felt as if she had
inhaled a fistful of ice. Everything moved in such slow motion she
could no longer be certain of where she was or what was happening. It
was like living in dream-time, where nothing followed the logical
laws of the known universe. Gradually, she became aware that the walls, floor,
ceiling of the room were expanding, breaking up into their subatomic
parts. Just before everything deliquesced into the Great River of
Space-Time, she twisted her head, looking back at her prison. She saw
Time resuming its flow, the shards of the had-atta
exploding. She saw Bartta with her arms crossed over her face. She
saw tongues of flames bright-hot and sinuous, voraciously consuming
the device of torture. And then they were gone. Eleana woke up screaming. Instantly, Giyan was
crouched at her side, holding her. "What is it?" She drew Eleana's
sweat-slick hair back from her damp face. "A nightmare?" "I dreamed of death. Bloody death." Annihilation dreams, Giyan thought. We
can no longer escape our terror of the death that rides herd on
us. She put her hand against the girl's cheek. "Get
some rest." She sniffed the cool mountain air, settled her thick
robes more closely around herself. "By tomorrow Rekkk will be
able to travel. We will find the Dar Sala-at. You must believe that." Eleana nodded. Giyan smiled down at her and rose. She was halfway
back to her pallet next to Rekkk's when she heard the girl's voice
and turned back. "Giyan, I am frightened." Kneeling again beside her, Giyan took her hand. "We
are all frightened, my dear. But it was just a nightmare,
nothing more." "You don't understand." "Ah, my dear, you have so much courage—" "Not for this." Eleana's eyes flicked away
and then returned to Gi-yan's beautiful face. "I fear that I am
with child." "Those sudden dizzy spells. I knew something
was amiss." Giyan moved closer. "Who is the father?" "I am thinking it must have happened that day
when I was bathing in the river, when I first met Annon." She
waited for a moment, searching Giyan's eyes. "He did not
tell you." Giyan shook her head. "He was hunting with his friend—the one
with the colorless eyes and the cruel mouth." "Kurgan." Eleana repeated the name as if it was food she had
never tasted before. "I was foolish, bathing in the river so
close to V'ornn habitation. But my mission was complete; I had made
sure there were no Khagggun packs about. I let down my guard, but
only for a moment. Hidden in the copse of sysal trees, they must have
been watching me. Annon's friend leaped on me. Annon tried to stop
him, and he would have, but then the oddest thing happened. The
largest gyreagle I have ever seen appeared from nowhere and attacked
Annon. "While he lay unconscious his friend…
raped me." She stared up at Giyan. "Several weeks ago I
started getting the dizzy spells. At first, I thought nothing of it,
a slight inner ear infection—I have had them before. But when
they started to come more frequently I began to consider other
causes. Still, it was confusing. I had shared Dammi's bed a number of
times. But if I was pregnant with his child, I would already be
showing a bulge. But, look. My belly is as flat as ever. I know I am
not ill. I can feel the baby stirring like a thought or the memory of
a dream." Giyan put her hand on Eleana's belly. "Your
intuition is correct." She fought back her dismay. "A fetus
that is half-V'ornn will not show for many more weeks, but when it
does you will be near to giving birth." Eleana was wide-eyed. "How do you know this?" "Many of the females in my village were raped
by Khagggun. Some were impregnated. As you know, Ramahan are healers.
The young ones were enlisted to help with the pregnancies." This
was the truth as far as it went. It was not, of course, the whole
truth. No one must ever know that she herself had been pregnant with
a V'ornn's child just as Eleana was now. The poignancy of the
situation did not escape her. "It will come out before a Kundalan baby
would," she continued, "but its growth in the first days,
weeks, months, the first year is astronomical by our standards."
She covered the girl's nakedness. "My dear, why didn't you tell
us before?" "You and Rekkk were counting on me. I did not
want to give you any cause for concern. I did not want you looking
out for me while we were fighting for our lives." "Admirable, but foolish." "Also"—she looked away for a
moment—"I did not know whether I could trust Rekkk with
this information. I have seen the V'ornn with their collection bins,
combing the countryside for what they mockingly call the'spoilage of
war.'" "The V'ornn will never take your baby,"
Giyan said fiercely. "This I promise you." "Your offer of protection moves me greatly,
but…" Eleana put her head in her hands, raking her
fingers through her hair. "I have been thinking. This
nightmare—I had tonight… I am afraid I know its
meaning." She looked up suddenly. "The V'ornn—Kurgan—who
raped me was hateful. It will be his offspring. I do not want this
baby." "But it is also yours." She put her hands
on Eleana's shoulders. "Eleana, I beg you not to punish this
unborn child for the sin his father committed. This is an innocent we
speak of. It has no advocate to protect it but you. Its life is in
your hands." Eleana's eyes were beseeching. "I am afraid
that every time I look at it I will see the father. I want my revenge
for what he did to me." "Your anger is understandable, but let me ask
you a question. What if, when it is born, you see yourself. Don't you
have faith that will happen? Don't you have confidence that you will
teach this child to be better than his father is? Isn't that
the best revenge you could take against Kurgan?" Eleana was shivering, and Giyan held her to her
breast and rocked her. "I am afraid. I am so very afraid. This is not
what I want, not what I had dreamed about. It was Annon's child I
wanted." "Fate often takes us down strange paths,
Eleana. Our task is to be prepared, so that we may better understand
who we are and where we are going." Eleana began to weep. "Ah, my dear." "Giyan," Eleana whispered, "am I
foolish to fret over my own life when the fate of all of Kundala lies
in the balance?" "With each breath we take," Giyan said
softly, "life goes on. It is our nature, a survival instinct. It
cannot be otherwise." Eleana considered this for a moment. "What if I
am headed down the wrong path?" "Ah, my dear, who among us is wise enough to
make that determination? It seems that just when we near the end
of our journey another path appears and takes us in a different and
unexpected direction. At the beginning of each journey there is a
fork in the path. Which fork to take? Often, your heart says one
thing and your mind says another." She was thinking of her own
life, now, as well as of Eleana's. Were they so very different? She
thought not. In this teenage girl, she saw stirring echoes of
herself. "Tell me, Eleana, at this moment, what does your heart
tell you?" Eleana turned her head away and made no sound. Giyan
released her into the night, and she rose, walking a little away from
the crack and spark of the firelight. She stood for some time,
looking out at the blesson firs. Four moons rode in the sky, the
thinnest sliver of the fifth just visible above the ice-clad peaks of
the Djenn Marre. Midnight had marked the beginning of Lonon, the
Season of Change. "Giyan?" The girl's voice seemed lonely as
an owl's call. She gathered her legs under her and went to where
Eleana stood. She said nothing. She felt the other trembling slightly
and fought the urge to put her arm around her. She had spoken her
piece; she knew better than to force the issue. "If I decide to abort the baby, will you try to
stop me?" Giyan cursed the evil circumstances that forced
children to become adults before their time. Her heart went out to
Eleana. She had been robbed of something so precious and unique it
could never be ransomed or retrieved. But, on the other hand, she saw
the possibilities that Eleana could not. Having given birth to a son
who was half-Kundalan and half-V'ornn, she already had a sense of the
future. In her mind, Annon had exhibited the best traits of both
races. He had been growing into a warrior who questioned everything,
who looked at the Djenn Marre with longing, who could put an arrow
through an ice-hare at twenty meters, but could feel the pain of the
Kundalan. She bit her tongue. She could say nothing of this. But, on
the other hand, her Gift revealed to her all the words, emotions,
thoughts in the night air, a depth, perhaps, that other might call
the future—or, at the very least, a future that
carried with it what resided in the sanctuary of her heart: love,
trust, hope. Important ideals, profound ones, she knew she had passed
on to her son. Would Eleana do less? She did not think so. "If you decide to abort the baby," she
said, choosing each word carefully, "my energies will go
toward keeping you safe." Eleana said nothing. She remained as she had been,
trembling a little, staring at the fork in the path that lay before
her. "You are a warrior, Eleana." "Come to that, so are we both." She turned
to Giyan. "This battle has delayed us long enough. We must make
all haste to Stone Border." She pointed off to the northwest.
rJust over the next ridge is the village of Joining The Valleys. We
can purchase cthauros there from a blacksmith I know." Giyan recognized the longing and the sorrow in her
eyes, and kissed her gently on each cheek. Four and
Twenty Gimnopedes Have you come to arrest me?" Bach Ourrros said
when Wing-General Nefff appeared on his doorstep. He was wearing a
blue-and-yellow swirl-patterned robe Wing-General Nefff found more
than a trifle effete. "Not a bit of it," Wing-General Nefff said
politely. "May I come in?" It was twilight. Lights were coming on all over Axis
Tyr. The city was astir as the end of one tour of duty overlapped
with another. Bach Ourrros, looking over the Wing-General's broad
shoulder, saw plenty of Khagggun marching in twos and threes, but
none of them appeared in the least bit interested in him. "You are alone, Wing-General?" Nefff raised his arms and let them drop. "Entirely." Taking one last visual reconnoiter of the wide,
well-traveled street, Bach Ourrros nodded and stepped aside. They
entered a large room that looked out over an interior courtyard
recently planted with am-monwood saplings, fairylace ferns, and
flowers. A clemett tree, its fruit just beginning to ripen, had been
given center stage. All the window-doors had been thrown open, and
the room was redolent with the smell of the thickly clustered fruit. "You will forgive my distrust," Bach
Ourrros said, "but when one sees the head of one's best friend
on a pike in front of the regent's palace day after day, it is
natural to have qualms about any Khagggun." "Perfectly understandable." Nefff nodded
his thanks as Ourrros handed him a drink, and took the opportunity to
look around. The Ourrros Consortium was in the first rank of the
wealthy Bashkir, and the residence reflected it. Expensive furniture
on fine V'ornn rugs was interspersed with even more expensive
artwork, some of it off-world and imported at great expense. Antique
vases appeared to be Ourrros' passion. A squad of them resided in a
large scrollworked ammonwood cabinet fitted with V'ornn crystal
doors. In all, it was a peaceful space; one perhaps more suited to an
artist than a high-powered Bashkir bent on landing the next deal.
"Quite a residence you have here." Bach Ourrros said nothing. He was watching Nefff
with hooded eyes. Having made his circumnavigation of the living room
the Wing-General turned back to Ourrros and smiled. "I imagine
you are anxious to know what brings me here." "That would be an understatement," Ourrros
said dryly. "Quite." Nefff radiated a regulation
smile, which merely tugged at the corners of his mouth. "This is
rather awkward." Ourrros made no comment. Nefff cleared his
throat. "To be frank, the regent sent me. He felt if he came
himself—or if he summoned you—you might naturally
jump to the wrong conclusion." "Naturally." The tight smile tightened further. "The regent
regrets the… incident over dinner." "Is that what he calls it? My friend was shot
to death by his son." "That was regrettable. Kurgan Stogggul is
hotheaded, unpredictable, which is why he was transferred to the
Star-Admiral's command in the first place." "Forgive my bluntness, Wing-General, but it
appears that Kinnnus Morcha has his work cut out for him." That brought a more natural smile to Nefff's face.
"It does seem as if he has his hands full." He set his
empty glass down on a side table. "In any event, considering
Kefffir Gutttin's hotheaded nature, the regent feels that in the
long run you might be better off severed from the relationship." "Severed? Is that some form of sick jest?" For the first time, Nefff seemed on the defensive.
"Forgive me, my choice of words was unfortunate. I assure you
that it is the regent's wish to make up for the unpleasantness." "If the regent is truly sincere, he can prove
it by allowing the construction of Za Hara-at to continue." "As it happens, that is just the topic he
wishes to talk to you about. Shall we say at the twentieth hour? You
will be escorted to the regent's private quarters." Bach Ourrros nodded. "Considering the tenor of
the times, I trust the regent will not take it amiss if my bodyguard
accompanies me." "This is a full-scale truce," Nefff said.
"However, if you feel the need to exercise a measured amount of
caution, by all means feel free to do so." Just after the twentieth hour, Bach Ourrros and a
forbidding-looking bodyguard presented themselves at the front gates
of the regent's palace. Ourrros noted with curiosity and interest
that his friend's black and withered head was gone and with it the
Khagggun pike upon which it had been displayed. Wing-General Nefff
himself appeared shortly after he had given his name to the
Haaar-kyut on duty. "I am gratified you have come," he said
conversationally as he guided them through the labyrinthine depths of
the palace's first floor. "Being aware of the long-standing
enmity between your Consortium and the regent's made my visit earlier
somewhat awkward. Nevertheless, when a time for change comes one must
be ready, eh?" He led the two V'ornn past three more sets of
Haaar-kyut guards, then up the massive and ornate Central Staircase
to the second floor and down the corridor. At a set of carved
heartwood doors, he stopped and rapped with his knuckles, then
opened the doors inward and stepped aside. "I wish you good
fortune," he said, and disappeared around a corner. For a moment, Bach Ourrros stood still in front of
the open doorway. All at once, as if a cold wind had passed over him,
he felt exposed and vulnerable. "I do not expect trouble," he muttered
over his shoulder to his bodyguard, "but you must be
prepared for anything." The regent Stogggul was in a jovial mood when Bach
Ourrros and his bodyguard entered the residential suite. In truth,
this was the first time Ourrros had ever seen the regent's private
quarters, and he could not fail to be impressed. The lavish artwork,
which Stogggul for the most part ignored, was what interested him
most. "Ah, Bach Ourrros," Stogggul cried,
leaping to his feet, "I thoughtyou would appreciate viewing the
treasure trove here in the residence ring!" He ignored the
bodyguard, who shadowed Ourrros two paces behind. "I deem it a great honor, regent." As
Ourrros made his rounds, pausing to admire statuary here, a
magnificent textile there, he became aware that Dalma was nowhere in
evidence. Neither was any member of the regent's personal guard,
though their shadows could be seen now and again as they patrolled
the corridor. Only a young servant boy stood stiffly by a low carved
heartwood table, laden with platters of fragrant foodstuffs, carafes
of wine and fire-grade numaaadis. Ourrros found Dalma's absence
mystifying. Ever since Wennn Stogggul had seduced her away from him,
the regent had used her constant presence as silicon to rub into the
wound he had inflicted on Ourrros' pride. Stogggul stood in the center of the room, waiting
patiently for Ourrros to complete his examination. A gentle wind
entered the suite through the open window-doors, where the stones of
the balcony glowed in the dusky, flickering light of filigreed
Kundalan lanterns. The room was filled with the sweet tremolo of the
gimnopedes' mating song. "A marvelous collection withal!" Ourrros
declared. "I commend you, regent. Your rooms are a veritable
museum of priceless artwork." Stogggul spread wide his arms. "Is there a
piece that moves you above the others?" "Well. . ." "Come, come. You must have a favorite." "Well, as a matter of fact I do." Bach
Ourrros pointed to an alabaster vase so thin it seemed spun out of
membrane. "That VII Dynasty Nieo-bian prayer vase is utterly
magnificent." Stogggul cocked his head to one side. "Do you
really think so?" "Oh, yes. Quite remarkable. I would give
anything to own such a specimen of—" "Take it, then. It is yours." "What?" Stogggul snapped his fingers, and the servant boy
sprang to life. Taking the precious vase off its lighted stand,
he held it out to the stunned Bashkir. "Oh, no, regent. I couldn't." "Why not? You want it; I want to give it to
you. What could be simpler?" Still Ourrros made no move. Stogggul signed to the
boy, who set the vase down on the floor at one corner of the table. "Please sit," Stogggul said. "The
vase will be at your left hand during supper. You must get used to
having it close to you." The three V'ornn sat on the oversized jewel-tone
cushions piled around the low table, Ourrros beside the Nieobian
vase, his bodyguard at his right hand, the regent opposite. "I have taken the liberty of setting the meal
as the northern Kundalan tribes of the Korrush would eat," the
regent said, as the boy poured wine and liquor into matching crystal
goblets. "My kitchen staff has prepared an authentic meal. I
hope you like slingbok stew." Bach Ourrros looked over the field of unfamiliar
dishes. "I must admit I have never had it." "Neither have I," the regent confided as
he gestured at the platters. "But were we camped outside of the
Za Hara-at construction site, I am assured by reliable sources that
we would be eating slingbok stew and gimnopede pie." At the mention of Za Hara-at, Bach Ourrros
stiffened. He held the goblet of fire-grade numaaadis the boy had put
into his hand, but made no attempt to drink. "Come, come," the regent said again, "we
must endeavor to put the unpleasantness of the past behind us."
He hoisted his own goblet. "This is a new day, Bach Ourrros. A
new era. Let us toast Za Hara-at." Ourrros was still far from comfortable with the
regent's newfound bonhomie. "I notice Dalma is not at your side
tonight." "Nor will she be tomorrow or the night after."
Stogggul bent forward, lowering his voice in a conspiratorial
whisper. "I will tell you a secret. She is with Star-Admiral
Kinnnus Morcha. The rogue has seduced her away." Bach Ourrros' mouth twitched. "I would offer my
condolences, regent, but I cannot bring myself to it." "No. I suppose not." Stogggul sat back.
"Well, we are in the same hoverpod now, aren't we, whether we
like it or not." Ourrros grunted, mollified to some degree that the
regent had gotten what he deserved, at least as far as Dalma was
concerned. "So tell me, why should we be toasting Za Hara-at?
The last I heard, you had forbidden the construction to go
forward." "That is all in the past." The regent
lifted his goblet again. "As I said, this is a new day, a new
era. My wish is for Za Hara-at to be completed." Bach Ourrros grunted. His expression made it clear
he did not believe what he was hearing. "You see, I have been thinking long and hard on
the merits of such a city, and it occurs to me that there is a
fortune waiting to be made there." "So you see the value in such a trading city,"
Bach Ourrros said tentatively. "That was why Kefffir Gutttin,
Hadinnn SaTrryn, and I asked Eleusis Ashera if we could help finance
it in the first place. Even using Kundalan slave labor, we knew the
city was too expensive for one Consortium—even the Ashera—to
fund on its own. As first partners, we stand to reap the highest
percentage of reward in negotiating fees, rents, services, and so
on." "Now, regrettably, Kefffir Gutttin is no longer
with us." "His Consortium survives, regent." "Not for long. His disgrace has destroyed his
business." "Then I will offer aid." "Do you really think that is wise?" Ourrros looked from the regent's face to the
magnificent Nieobian vase at his left elbow. "He was my friend, regent. What else can I do?" "Move on." Stogggul put his elbows on the
table. "Use your resources to help build Za Hara-at. With me as
your new partner." "You?" "Together, as partners, our Consortia make a
formidable trading bloc. Formidable enough so that the Ashera
Consortium will not fight our involvement in Za Hara-at no matter how
distasteful my presence may be to them." The regent clinked the
rim of his goblet against Ourrros'. "So. Let us start afresh.
What do you say?" "I cannot forget what you did to Kefffir
Gutttin." "Another lifetime. But still. What can I do to
prove my intent? Shall I punish the perpetrator?" "Kurgan Stogggul is your son." "Sons can be punished, just like all the rest
of us." He pursed his lips. "Tell me, Bach Ourrros, is that
your wish? If so, it shall be carried out at once." "I am not like the Gyrgon. I do not mete out
revenge by proxy." "Then let us this night forget jill about
revenge. Let us eat our sling-bok stew and our gimnopede pie while we
imagine ourselves on the Korrush. Let us talk of the future and of Za
fiara-at." Grudgingly, Bach Ourrros brought the goblet to his
lips, but he did not drink until the regent had swallowed his first
sip. "Excellent numaaa-dis," he said, his eyes watering
with the trail of fire down his throat. The regent nodded, gestured to the boy, who had been
standing silently by, to begin serving. The boy spooned out the spicy
slingbok stew into copper bowls, cut the huge gimnopede pie into
thick wedges, serving them first to Ourrros, then Stogggul. When he
brought food to the bodyguard, however, he refused. "Do not take offense, regent," Ourrros
said. "He does not eat or drink on the job." "It is his loss,” Stogggul said, glancing
at the servant. The boy took away the food, setting it down on a side
table behind the bodyguard. He remained there, motionless, silent as
the statues that ringed the room. "How do you like the Korrush food?" the
regent asked as he spooned up some stew, then ate a large triangle of
the pie. "Both dishes are delicious," Ourrros said.
"I do not think I have ever tasted anything like them. The
gimnopede pie is especially savory." "I imagine we would do well to get used to this
food. What do you say?" Bach Ourrros knew what Stogggul really
meant. He considered a moment before speaking. He could, of course,
say nothing or turn the conversation to another topic, but his desire
to see the regent's reaction was overpowering. "Even though you have shut down construction as
I ordered." Wennn Stogggul said, "there is the huge
Mesagggun work detail to consider, along with the materials that have
already been bought on credit. The Gutttin Consortium currently
stands in default of their payments." He wiped his lips. "As
I understand it, under the terms of the agreement, they must now bow
out of the project. The SaTrryn Consortium has the leverage to come
up with the additional capital, but you, I fear, do not." He
smiled. "Sornnn SaTrryn has informed me that he is unwilling to
commit more capital at this time. That is where the Stogggul
Consortium comes in. We are ready, willing, and able to provide
the sum needed in exchange for first-partner status." "I, too, have been informed of Sornnn SaTrryn's
unfortunate decision," Bach Ourrros said. "I have made
arrangements with my bank for a loan that will cover the required
sum." He smiled. "I am sorry to disappoint you, regent.
It's only business." "I see you have finished your gimnopede pie."
Stogggul signed to the boy. "Will you take another slice?" "As a matter of fact, I think I wi—" Bach Ourrros' face was suddenly drained of blood. He
tried to retch, but could not. As his bodyguard lunged toward him,
the boy, who was just behind him, slashed down with a carving knife.
The point went clear through the back of the bodyguard's hand,
pinning it to the table. The boy left him to struggle with removing
the blade, gripped his head on either side, and, with a quick,
efficient movement, broke his neck. He stepped back, then, and the
bodyguard toppled over. Meanwhile, Bach Ourrros, clawing at his
throat, was dying of the poison Stogggul himself had sprinkled onto
the gimnopede pie after it had been baked. This was the sorcerous
herb mixture Malistra had tricked him into sampling on their
first meeting, making him immune. As Stogggul watched Bach Ourrros' death throes with
curiosity and pleasure, he said, "Your problem was that you
always considered yourself more clever than I." Bach Ourrros, his eyes almost popped out of his
head, was making gasping sounds like a dying lorg when Wing-General
Nefff entered from the corridor. "Everything in order, regent?" he said as
he surveyed the room. "Quite," Stogggul said. "It
seems as if Bach Ourrros is having something of an allergic
reaction." Nefff came over to the table. "V'ornn with
allergies should be more careful of what they eat." He stepped
back as Ourrros' mouth opened wide and blood spilled all over the
gimnopede pie. "We will just have to incinerate that now, won't
we?" He signed to the boy, one of his handpicked Haaar-kyut
assassins, who quickly took up the platter of gimnopede pie and
disappeared with it. "Now comes the fun part," Nefff said,
hoisting Bach Ourrros over his shoulder. "Pity," Stogggul said as he dabbed grease
off his chin. "In other circumstances he might have made an
excellent partner. He was an honest Bashkir, to that I can attest.
Hardworking, as well. But as I hurt him deeply, I knew him all the
better; he would have murdered me at the first opportunity." The next day, when the regent Stogggul had returned
from his meeting with Sornnn SaTrryn cementing Stogggul's
control of the Za Hara-at construction project, the magnificent
Neiobian prayer vase had been returned to its lighted stand. This
time, however, there was a ten-centimeter layer of fine pale grey ash
in the bottom, giving it, in the regent Stogggul's estimation, at
least, an added beauty all its own. Now, nightly, Kurgan and Courion made wagers on the
Kalllistotos and, afterward, haunted Blood Tide. The tavern was rife
with Sar-akkon to whom he was introduced. Even being on the fringes
of Sar-akkonian affairs was a thrilling accomplishment. Truly,
he thought, I have done something no other V'ornn has been
able to do. He got drunk with the raucous alien sailors, heard
their tales of the sea, learned their ribald songs, and was heartily
applauded for trying his best to sing along with them in their own
tongue. They liked best that he had had the courage to step into the
KalUistotos for the tenth match with the reigning champion. They
seemed to like even more that he had been beaten to a pulp. One night
he asked Courion about this oddity. "It is simple," the Sarakkon said. "My
race admires courage in the face of great adversity. None of our
mythic heroes survived their ordeals. It does not matter. They
were pure. Their idealism remained untainted by temptation or
corruption. What makes them dear in our hearts is the way their
unwavering courage illuminates the way for us. We follow the path
they have set for us because we can do no less." Kurgan, for whom emerging triumphant was everything,
was astonished that he was considered by the Sarakkon a hero
simply because he had defied the very great odds in surviving the
KalUistotos. Whether he had won or lost was irrelevant. He might have
been quick to dismiss this philosophy had he not felt that in his own
way the Old V'ornn had been trying to make him understand the very
same thing. So he drank and sang and listened with an increasing
amount of enjoyment. He also smoked laaga, which was freely given
among his new Sarakkon friends. And all the while he watched the
owner of Blood Tide, a slim, buxom Tuskugggun with a no-nonsense air
about her. He noted with interest that even the rowdiest Sarakkon
never gave her trouble, that she seemed to know personally every
V'ornn who frequented her establishment. As far as that went,
there was another anomaly here. Blood Tide was a casteless tavern,
unusual among V'ornn businesses. It would have been easy to attribute
that to the proximity to the KalUistotos or to the presence of the
Sarakkon, who were, in any case, contemptuous of caste societies. But
by the end of the week, Kurgan was fairly certain that the open
atmosphere of Blood Tide stemmed from the owner herself. Her name,
Courion had informed him, was Rada. Inside her establishment, believe
it or not she was regent. Though she was a Tuskugggun, and a
young one to boot, she stood up to everyone and prevailed. No wonder
the caste system had broken down here. He found her heretical
behavior both curious and perverse. He told himself that he had not
approached her right away because of his concern that Nith Batoxxx
had played him for a fool when he had told Kurgan that this
Tuskugggun would know who had betrayed his vices to the Star-Admiral.
But the truth was he found himself fascinated by her despite his
instinctive revulsion. By the end of the week, he knew he could
procrastinate no longer. He had been drinking and singing with the
Sarakkon for hours. He had smoked three laaga sticks. Lurching up
from the table, he wended his way through the shouting, swaying mob
to where she stood at the far end of the bar, surveying her domain.
She was dressed in a night-blue robe with blood-turquoise trim. In
defiance of custom, she wore her sifeyn around her shoulders. Her
long, tapering skull gleamed with spiced oil and an artful diadem of
tertium-bronze alloy. "Rada," he said without preamble- "I
am Kurgan Stogggul." She replied first with a cool, appraising gaze. "You
are not unknown to me." "I shall take that as a good sign." "You may take it any way you wish." Her hardness amused him. "I was told you had
some information I might find useful." "I have all kinds of information." She looked past him for a moment, signaling the
bartender to bring up more kegs of mead from behind the bar. Kurgan
saw Courion get up from the table, cross the packed room, and
disappear down the rear corridor, where the toilets were. "Nith Batoxxx said you could tell me who has
betrayed me to the Khagggun." "You are Khagggun, dear. Or at least
you are now. What is your problem?" "My problem is that I do not like V'ornn going
behind my back. I would very much like to put an end to that
situation." "I could tell you, but then I suspect you would
kill the informer." "Yes, I would." She smiled indulgently. "You have a lot to
learn, dear. You are drunk or stoned, probably both. Go off and play
with your Sarakkon buddies." "I am as sober as you are." She half turned away from him. He had tried to intimidate her and failed. He rubbed
the side of his head, as if he could apply a balm to his fearsome
anger. It would serve no good purpose, he knew, to attack her. Not
everyone deserved his rage. "Why did you say that?" "What?" She turned back to him, but seemed
barely to be listening. "What would you do—in regard to
the informer." She folded her arms across her breasts, studying
him. In that brief moment she seemed to inhale him like smoke deep
into her lung. "The Sarakkon have a saying: 'The enemy you know
is better than the unknown.'"She shrugged. "Why kill
an informer when you can feed her information that will benefit you?" "Her? Are you telling me that the informant is
a Tuskugggun?" "Her name is Dalma." Kurgan laughed out loud. "But she is the
regent's Looorm." "She is a spy." "Even if I believe that, which I do not, pray
tell me how the Star-Admiral would come by her information?" "That is simple. She is Kinnnus Morcha's spy."
She smiled. "Surprised, adjutant? I thought so. Excuse me,
won't you? I am needed elsewhere." She hurried off to hurl
herself between two drunken Sarakkon about to damage one
another. After a moment, Kurgan realized that he was still
massaging the side of his skull. He struggled to digest the
information she had given him. Dalma was Kinnnus Morcha's spy? Now
that was a kick. He smiled, knowing that he had found
Morcha's weakness. Dalma was the Looorm Kinnnus Morcha longed for and
loved. Such information, he was quite certain, was going to prove
extremely valuable. He looked around. Courion had not yet returned from
the toilets. That was odd. He hoped the Sarakkon had not been taken
ill. His own bladder being in need of relief, he beat his way toward
the back of the tavern. Thankfully, the unholy din was somewhat
muffled here. He could use a little quiet right about now to figure
out his next step. As he emerged from the noisome toilet, he heard
Courion in conversation. The other voice he found maddeningly
familiar. Continuing down the narrow corridor, he turned to
his left, found himself in a small hallway that led to the kitchens.
The layers of grease stains were like archaeological strata, marking
the age of the place. Midway down on the right was an open doorway.
It was from there the voices emanated. Pressing himself against the
wall, he inched closer until he had a clear view of a wedge of the
interior. He saw a small room, most likely Rada's office. He
could see Courion but not the other individual. "It has been a week," the voice said. "Why
has it taken so long?" "I do not know," Courion replied, "but
I have been loath to prompt him." "Why is that?" "He is more clever than you think." "Ah, so you know him that well." "Well enough to understand that he is a man in
a boy's body." "I had no idea Sarakkon were themselves so
insightful." The voice held a sarcastic edge that stifled
Courion's reply. Courion backed up, and Nith Batoxxx came into view. "Do not concern yourself," Courion said a
bit breathlessly. "He is talking to Rada now." Nith Batoxxx's gloved fingers curled into a fist.
"He had better be. It is imperative that he have the
information. Once he knows the Looorm is Kinnnus Morcha's spy he will
know what to do." "How can you be so certain?" Kurgan, watching in astonishment, felt his stomachs
cave in on themselves as Nith Batoxxx's form wavered, dissolved, only
to reestablish itself as that of the Old V'ornn. As if it were a
crystal ball, Kurgan felt his perception of reality shaken up, turned
upside down. Had he, in truth, no allies? "I have very little time left," the Old
V'ornn was saying. "I have been priming him, shaping him for
this moment ever since he was a small child. But now everything is in
its proper place. The trap has been set. It is time that he,
my unwitting hunter, be sent on his fated path to bind the enemy in
chains of ions." Lorgs Don't
Cry Mist rose from the apex of Heavenly Rushing, thick
as the outer walls of the abbey. Within it, only the turbulent spill
of the waterfall existed. Until two shapes appeared, shifting their
centers with the ebb and flow of the mist. These were the same
creatures who, weeks ago, had watched Riane bathing in the pool at
the foot of the waterfall. " The inflection point has arrived, the first
creature thought. Now the Transformation prophesied with the
coming of the V'ornn has begun in earnest. The Prophesy is unckar as to the outcome,
thought the other. Good and Evil hold equal chances for victory. We could sway the Balance, the first one
thought. We could help the Dar Sala-at. Impossible! Müna's life would be forfeit.
This we know for a certainty. Though the Dar Sala-at wields mighty power, she
is untrained. She is the first since Mother to be able to combine the
two sorceries—Five Moon and Black Dreaming—to
create out of the sundered halves the ancient sorcery, Eye Window, as
it was first created, as it was meant to be. The danger she is in— No? We will hear no more. The danger she is in if she be discovered by her
enemies before she is fully trained, before she can adequately defend
herself, is horrifying. What they could do to her— Would you have us sacrifice the Great Goddess at
the altar of your fears? The Dar Sala-at's enemies have already bound one
of our kin. Shall we allow them free reign? The Dar Sala-at will defeat them. Or she will be
defeated by them. It is her Battle. This is foretold. I grow weary of our roles as observers. It has
been eons… Our Sister has acted. This is all that is
allowed. And yet, I long for revenge. The taste of blood
is in my mouth! You know the way that can happen. We must wait
for the call to be unleashed. It is the only way. Be patient. Fire has no patience! It is my nature. Of course it is. Which is why we are
mated. I am the calm one, the voice of reason and control. It is the
Way of Balance. The first creature shook its head in extreme
vexation. The lack of lightning makes an old, useless one of me.
When will it return? Come now, Dear One. Let us withdraw to the
promontory so that we may observe without ourselves being observed. I Will comply. But I will also weep for our kin,
who has been so unjustly imprisoned. Müna would not have
allowed— Unutterable sadness. I cannot act; I am enjoined from speaking my
heart, so I will weep. Would that You were a lorg, then. Lorgs don't
cry. We are what we are. In the Old Days I would have
plucked the eyeballs from our kin's tormentors and licked my lips
while chewing them up. The Old Days are gone. Not for me. I must do something. Have a care, Dear One! One small thing, so tiny it will not be noticed
except by us. I will choose the time and the place when I will act. Let us pray now for the Dar Sala-at's success. I do not know how to pray. Then I witt teach you, Dear One… The smokelike smudges of their existence soon
departed, leaving the mist to continue its serpentine coiling. Birds
cawed, slicing their way through the thick, moisture-laden air. The
thunder of the falls echoed down the sheer basalt-and-schist
mountainside. Butterflies danced and six-winged saw-needles hovered,
feasting on tiny, milling things. Sunlight cast thousands of
miniature rainbows, twinkling like stars in the mist's constant ebb
and flow. Animals came and went in the safety of the mist. They
ventured close to the water to drink their fill, their triangular
ears swiveled back, alert for anomalous noises. They stared at one
another, their muzzles dripping, their nostrils flared as they
scented, so still they might have been carved statues. Then, in the
blink of an eye, they had darted away to forage and hunt in the
fastness of their domain. Into this tranquil scene Thripped Mother. She was
holding Riane in her arms. Riane, in turn, was holding tight to the
two volumes, Utmost Source and The Book of Recantation.
It had been centuries since the Sacred Books had been together. Even
Mother could not remember that time. "I feel like I am on fire,” Riane said,
as Mother set her down. Her mouth was still full of blood. Mother laid the back of her hand along Riane's
cheek. "You have been severely traumatized. You need time to
heal." Riane lay back. "I am so tired." She
closed her eyes. "You are in need of sustenance and rest."
Mother's hands moved over Riane's throat and chest. "I can only
do so much with sorcery. You have lost a lot of blood, but with your
insides torn up, you will not be able to eat. Rest here while I
forage for the herbs and mushrooms I need to make a healing tea." Riane would have replied, but she was already
somewhere between consciousness and dreaming. She was aware of the
grass on which she lay, the spray of water on her skin, the somnolent
drone of insects, the twittering songs of birds. All of this was
filtered through the pain scouring her insides, an inelastic
shroud in which she was wrapped, so that the grass felt like nails,
the water like icicles, the sounds like screaming in her ears. She
shivered and trembled and moaned a little. For a time, she drifted on
this unhappy raft of semiconsciousness, shouldered this way and that
by dim and gauzy sensations. She wished only to be plunged once more
into the cenote's depthless darkness, the icy water numbing her
against all pain and travail. Dimly, she became aware of Mother returning, of the
smell of a fire, and then another, more complex odor. Mother's hand
behind her neck, lifting her head. She was being asked to drink. Her
lips parted, and she drank down all the healing tea. Her eyes closed
as Mother set her back down on the ground, whispered that she was
going to get more mushrooms. Riane was too tired to respond. She had sunk into
the memory of recent events, revived in the vivid detail of a fever
dream. She saw again through the omnipresent lens of the dreamer how
the Abbey of Floating White had been thrown into a panic by the
explosion in the pyramidal chamber that had housed the had-atta.
She had directed Mother to Thrip them into the cubicle Kell, where
she had with trembling bloody hands withdrawn The Book of
Recantation from the shadowed Ja-Gaar's mouth. The tolling
of bells reverberated like small seismic shocks into the foundation.
Smelling smoke and alarms along the ancient stone corridors, they had
Thripped back to her cell, where she had recovered Utmost Source
and the knife Eleana had given Annon. Young Ramahan, wide-eyed and panting, raced down
fire-filled corridors, carrying buckets of water, while the
canny konara of the Dea Cretan met to speak of lobbying,
vote-gathering, the politics of religion. Alliances formed like
eddies in a tide pool, only to break apart, sundered by
distrust. It was difficult for her to imagine Bartta dead. Was Konara
Urdma on the ascendancy? She could not even guess as to how the new
hierarchy of konara would establish itself. Had it really happened, or was it just another
unsettling part of this strange dream from which Annon would at dawn
awake, safe in his bed in Axis Tyr, calling for Giyan and Kurgan? All at once, a thought struck her like the boom of
thunder, and her eyes flew open. The Sacred Books. She rolled over
onto her side, groaning with the pain it caused her, and got up
on her hands and knees. Her head hung down as waves of dizziness
assaulted her. When she was able, she looked around. The books were
not where she had left them. She got up slowly and went looking for
them. Beetles crawled over the ground, digging, industrious, and
colonies of midges hovered, waiting to be sucked up by darting
saw-needles. Hart-bees droned from flower cup to flower cup, their
legs swollen with bright orange pollen. But no books. She searched
the near flank of the river, thinking perhaps that they had tumbled
down the embankment. On hands and knees, she hunted through forests
of fern and deltas of mud, through rough, brushy swales and rocky,
wind-scrubbed ridges, microclimates in which she discovered a wealth
of flora and fauna, but no books. On the edge of the Marre pine forest she stopped.
What could have happened to them—unless Mother had taken them?
But why would she do that? Riane held her head and tried to think.
She was feeling distinctly unwell. She put two fingers in her mouth,
removed them to find fresh blood. All at once, an odd thought struck her. What if
Mother wasn't Mother, after all? What if she was really Bartta? What
if the had-atta had broken her? She could have told Bartta
everything—bringing Utmost Source into the abbey;
learning to Thrip; finding Mother; dismantling the Sphere of
Binding; stealing The Book of Recantation. Dear Müna,
what if Mother was still in her prison, dead? What if this had all
been a sorcerous ruse to get her to lead Bartta to both the Sacred
Books? The more she thought about it, the more it made
terrifying sense. Stirring herself to action, she reconnoitered along
the edge of the conifer forest until she discovered recent
footprints. They headed north, directly into the forest. She followed
them. Though they were soon lost amid the cushiony Marre
pine needles, to her trained eyes the thick underbrush provided
signposts of recent passage. Each moment made her more confident of
her reasoning. Her mind seemed clearer than it had ever been since
this nightmare had begun. In fact, she wondered now why it had taken
her so long to stumble upon the reality of the situation. No matter.
She had it figured out now. The route she was following took her more than half
a kilometer into the dense forest. The circuitous nature of it only
confirmed her suspicions. If this were really Mother she was
following, there would be no reason for her to try to cover her
tracks. She saw someone up ahead, and crouched, watching.
Her heart hammered in her chest. Her teeth had begun to chatter
in terror. There were the two books by the figure's side. Whoever she
had come upon was wearing the robes of the Ramanan, all right, but
they were Bartta's persimmon-colored robes, not Mother's turquoise
ones. So she had been right! Her fingers curled into fists. She could
not allow Bartta to possess the Sacred Books. Mother had warned her
against that. Pulling a low-hanging branch back out of the way,
she made her way toward Bartta. She had crossed perhaps a-third of
the distance between them when she heard a snap! She froze, glancing
down. Müna! She had stepped on a dry twig. The figure whirled—it
was not Bartta at all!—and a roaring like an avalanche echoed
through the forest. She felt a wave of fetid air wafting toward her,
like cor meat stinking in High Summer. The creature's black
twelve-legged body was segmented like a gigantic insect's, its
ballooning thorax protected by a hard carapace. Its long flat head,
brown-black, shiny as obsidian, was guarded by wicked-looking
mandibles. It swiveled and she saw twelve ruby flashes, a terrifying
impression of faceted insect eyes. With another roar, the hideous
beast stood up on two sets of appendages. Riane reacted on pure instinct. Snatching up a Marre
pine branch that lay on the ground, she rushed the thing, smashed the
branch into its horrifying face. The branch broke in two, the soft
wood splintering. By that time, she had drawn the knife Eleana had
given Annon, slashed once, twice as the thing tried to grab her
wrist. Maddening. Why didn't it attack? Instead, it kept retreating.
And roaring. What was it trying to do? Then she understood. It was
trying to lure her deeper into the forest. Perhaps it had
reinforcements there. Perhaps these things wanted her alive. The
thought of being imprisoned once more—and by these hideous
beasts—was too much for her. She ducked under a clicking
mandible and buried the blade to the hilt in the thing's thorax. Cloudy yellow ichor gouted out, cool on her clenched
fist. In a frenzy she struck again and again, while the creature
bellowed and moaned. She was panting and weeping, ignoring for the
moment how easily the blade entered soft flesh where it should have
met resistance from hard carapace. She stood over it, bloody and victorious. She went
to where the books lay and gathered them up. As she bent down, she
experienced a wave of dizziness. She sat down heavily, her head in
her hands. When her vision cleared, she saw the blade lying across
her thigh like a wound. But it was covered in blood, not ichor. Her
blood? The world snapped back into focus. She felt as if
she had just awakened from a serious illness in which her fever
had been abnormally high. She turned, then, looking back at the
creature, which was no creature. She saw voluminous turquoise robes,
running now with Mother's blood. With a sobbing moan, she pushed
herself up, staggering over to where Mother lay. Where was the
hideous creature she had been fighting? It had attacked Mother. Then,
with a wail of horror, she saw the stab wounds in Mother's belly. She
fell to her knees, weeping. "Ah, Mother, how has this happened?" she
cried. "What have I done?" Mother's eyes opened. There was no fear in them, no
hatred. Riane felt her heart bursting. "You have done nothing,
Riane, but fulfill the Prophesy of the Dar Sala-at. I knew the moment
Astar told me that you were the Dar Sala-at that you would be my
savior and my end. It was foretold that you would be the cause of my
death." "No, Mother. No!" "It is the wheel of life turning. Riane. In my
youth, I would never have allowed someone like Bartta to get the
better of me. But my power has wasted away. I am old, Riane. Ancient,
even. It is time to die." Riane began to conjure healing spells as she
gathered Mother into her arms as best she could. "Quiet now,"
she said through her sobbing. "I will use Osoru and Kyofu to
heal you." "I am beyond healing." "No, no, don't say that!" Part of Riane's
attention was directed at summoning Osoru and the limited knowledge
she had of Kyofu, as she desperately tried one spell after another,
failing to find one that would counteract the damage she had done. "Listen to me now," Mother said, ignoring
her. "You must not go on blaming yourself. Bartta used the same
fearsome spell, the Sphere of Binding, on you that she used on me.
But she must have added Kyofu spells that hid its presence from me.
Do not blame yourself, Riane. I did not know. You could not know."
Her mouth worked silently for a moment. "The Sphere of
Binding—You did not attack me, did you, Riane?"
She was making soft wheezing sounds. "It was not me you saw, was
it?" "No. I was sure you were Bartta. Then you were
this huge insect with twelve eyes." "The Tzelos is a daemon from the Abyss. Müna
forever exiled it from this realm. You see how impossible that is?" "But I tell you I fought one just now." "The Sphere of Binding caused you to imagine
the things you are most afraid of. This is what the Sphere of Binding
does. It unlocks that part of your mind where your worst fears lurk
and drags them into the light. What I cannot understand is how you
saw a daemon from the Abyss. Did you see a Tzelos during the
Nanthera?" "No, but something happened while Riane and I
were in the Abyss. At the last moment, Giyan tried to pull me back.
She put her hands into the sorcerous circle." "Ah, it is far worse than I feared,"
Mother said. She was clearly struggling to stay conscious. "The
Portal has been breached. There is a danger that it has been
weakened, that the daemons may find a way into this realm. And as for
Giyan, Müna protect her from the forces she momentarily
interrupted." "What do you mean?" Riane whispered. "Will
something happen to her?" "There will be consequences, yes."
Mother's head was nodding. "But since no one has ever dared try
to break the Nanthera circle, it is impossible to know the
result or even to speculate." Riane felt an icy flash of fear pierce her. She had
gone through every spell she knew without it having the slightest
effect on Mother's mortal wounds. Why wouldn't they heal? How could
she fail at this? She was the Dar Sala-at. If she could not even save
Mother, how was she expected to save all of Kundala? Mother's eyes began to roll up in her head. With a
supreme effort, she refocused. "I took the Sacred Books, Riane.
They would have been ruined by the spray from Heavenly Rushing if I
had left them where you dropped them. Like me, they are delicate with
age. They cannot be subjected to sunlight or to dampness. You are
their guardian now. You must care for them. They are like living
things. Memorize what you do not already know, then keep them
protected in a safe place." Blood was leaking from the corner of
Mother's mouth. When Riane wiped it away, more welled up. Like a
storm on the horizon, it seemed to be gathering momentum. Riane held her closer. "Mother, I've done
everything I know how. There must be something I can dol" "You have already saved me once, little
dumpling, at considerable risk to yourself. It is not for you—or
anyone—to save me again." The rattling made her shudder
and shake. "I have become weak. I am vulnerable to Dark
sorceresses like Bartta. It is time." Her head lolled. "Mother?" Mother blinked several time. "Riane, you must
find the Ring of Five Dragons. The Dar Sala-at's first duty is to
open the Storehouse Door, to unlock the secrets inside, the secrets
that have been waiting for you. The Ring is the key. Only the Dar
Sala-at may use the Ring. All others who try will die." "What is in the Storehouse, Mother?" "Even I do not know. The Pearl was always kept
there before it was lost. To find The Pearl you must first enter the
Storehouse. Only The Pearl can stop the daemons of the Abyss if they
are set free, and only the Dar Sala-at may look into The Pearl. This
is your path, your fate. It is a dangerous one, for there are always
those avaricious, scheming, greedy souls who covet The Pearl for
their own. You must safeguard it against them at all costs. In this I
was unsuccessful, and disaster has befallen us." "But Mother. I know nothing about this Ring or
where I can find it." "Müna has hidden the Sacred Ring. To find
it, you must cast a spell. The Spell of Forever. It will tell you
where it is." Mother licked her lips. "Now listen carefully
to me. Half of the spell is in Utmost Source, the other half
in The Book of Recantation. Separately, the spells are minor
things; they were designed that way so that no one would know their
true nature. I will tell you where in the Sacred Books to find them." "But I am a novice at casting spells,"
Riane said. "I will bring you the Sacred Books and—" "I cannot cast the Spell of Forever,"
Mother said. "No one can, save for the Dar Sala-at. It is an Eye
Window spell that is beyond even me." She lay panting like an
animal in acute distress. Then she coughed thickly, turned her head
so that she would not choke on the blood. "Mother, don't die. Don't…" "Thigpen will know what to do. Summon her. She
will help you." "I want you, Mother." "Find the Ring, Riane. The Ring…" Something was coming, just over the near ridge. So
close Riane could feel its chill aura. She whirled, at the ready to
defend Mother, even now. Too late. Like sand in the Great Voorg, that
life had already slipped through her fingers, was passing into the
ghostly mist, guided by Riane knew not what. A certain darkness lay upon the noonday landscape.
Riane threw her head back, screamed at the cruel world into which she
had been born. She wished only to die, to follow in Mother's ghostly
footsteps through the darkling mist, to a land unknown, unsought,
unfurrowed, there to atone in any way she could for the murder she
had committed. Love. What was that to her? She had loved Giyan and
Eleana, both lost to her. She had loved Mother and had killed her.
Most monstrous fate that had tainted her, turned her poisonous as an
adder. She broke, at last. Her throat raw and aching from
her screaming and her recent wounds, she doubted over, trying to
smother herself in Mother's cool bulk. She gritted her teeth, grabbed
handfuls of Mother's turquoise robes, beat herself about the head. At last, spent, a curious calmness stole over her.
Her mind, taken outside her grieving self by the last effervescence
of Mother's aura, became a pellucid lake without even the breath of
emotion to ruffle its skin. Onto this clear surface rose the image of
beloved Thigpen. Weeping as if she would never stop, Riane
summoned the creature to her side. Ciyan watched the rain gather in the distance behind
Rekkk's back. His broken bones had knit, but he was not yet
altogether healed. He walked in a different manner than he had before
his encounter with Olnnn Rydddlin. His stride was shorter, and
because it was more difficult to heal muscles and tendons with
sorcery than it was to knit bones, his right shoulder dipped slightly
every time he used his right leg. Giyan found it extraordinary how
these little things seemed to change him. He seemed to her more
overtly dangerous now, like an animal with one limb caught in a trap. There were other changes, not so easy to quantify.
He seemed not only quieter but also more reticent to show emotion, as
if he had beat a hasty retreat into the guarded core of himself,
leaving the prickly shell of his Khagggun training to protect him.
For him the world had become a darker place, laughter fleeing to
another, unseen realm. He trembled with the effort of concentration.
His dark expressive eyes were fixed on the horizon, as if by his will
alone he could extract Olnnn Rydddlin from wherever he lay, bring him
hence like flame from two fiercely rubbed sticks. Nights were the worst. He grew feverish from his
wounds and began to dehydrate from an excess of sweat. He drank
greedily the water Eleana fetched from the river, but almost
immediately vomited it back up. Nor could he tolerate the herbal
remedies Giyan prepared for him. She held him, telling him stories of
Kundala in its infancy, of Müna and the Five Sacred Dragons, of
Pyphoros, the daemon of daemons, and the white-bone daemon. These
stories continued even after he had fallen into an exhausted, fitful
sleep, because once begun they would not be stopped. When she herself
dropped off during a story, it continued in her dreams, and she would
awake at pearly dawn more fatigued than before. Having purchased three sturdy cthauros from Eleana's
friend, the blacksmith at Joining The Valleys, they were making good
time as they headed northeast through ascending tiers of heavily
forested valleys toward the Abbey of Floating White. But near
the end of the second day, foul weather moved in, forcing them to
find shelter. Having passed a series of caves less than a
kilometer back, they retraced their route back down the ridge
path they had been following just past the edge of the blesson-fir
forest. Giyan and Eleana lighted a fire well inside the mouth just as
the rain swept down upon them. Giyan called to Rekkk, who stood,
unmoving, close by the blesson firs, but not among them, inundated by
the downpour. "What is the matter with him?" Eleana
asked. "I don't know." The girl sat with her back against the rock wall.
She wrapped her arms around herself and glanced into the cave's
lightless interior. Giyan knew that she was thinking about Annon and
the perwillon. She sighed inwardly. It had hurt her to see the
continuing pain her quasi lie had caused the girl. But she knew that
she must keep her child's secret from everyone, even those who had
once loved him. There would be too much risk to Riane and to Eleana
to allow personal feelings to take precedence over guarding the Dar
Sala-at's safety. They were on the last of the basalt plateaus that
led to the higher reaches of the Djenn Marre, where the abbey waited
for them. Even in Lonon, the nights at this elevation were cold
enough. The windswept rain simply made it worse. She went out of the cave and stood close beside
Rekkk. Within seconds, she was soaked clear through her robes.
It was raining so hard it hurt. "Rekkk, come with me," she said. "You
will find no answer out here." He said nothing, did not move. She heard a deep roll of thunder traversing the
ridges below like an itinerant warrior. It filled the valley between
like food waters. The earth beneath their feet briefly shuddered. The
blesson firs bowed down before the wind, black with rain,
blurred as smoke. He took a breath, let it slowly out. "Though I
may have forsaken the Khagggun Caste, I am still a warrior. That was
what I was bred for, that is what I will always be. It is in my
blood." He walked into the closest line of blesson firs, stood
under the dripping arbor until Giyan joined him. Then he pointed down
toward the spines of the ridges below, to the armies of blesson firs
marching over them. "You see how fierce this storm is? It
matters not to the firs. They bend, but they do not break. Olnnn
Rydddlin broke me, Giyan. That is a humiliation I cannot bear."
Giyan pointed to the same ridges he had picked out. "Do you see
those bare spots, Rekkk? They were made in the depths of winter, when
the severe slopes of the ridges could no longer hold the snow and
ice. They began to slide, and in sliding they took the trees with
them." The downpour filled her cupped palm until she turned it
over. "Every living thing has its breaking point, Rekkk. Even
the bravest, the truest, the most flexible. Even those blesson firs." "Trees cannot be humiliated," he said
shortly. "We Kundalan believe that there resides in
every living thing the spark of the spirit. The blesson fir is no
less noble for having been broken. If anything, its nobility has been
validated." "I feel like a hollowed-out log." He
stared out into the hazy distance, and at last he said what was on
his mind. "The death of this world, this magnificent place…
Giyan, if it happens it will be because of us, because of the
V'omn. I am being driven mad by the thought." "If you concentrate on the possibility of
death, it might come, Rekkk." He turned to look at her. "Concentrate on the inevitability of life, on
your role in saving Kun-dala." She slipped her fingers through
his, tugging gently at him. But instead of returning to the cave, she
led him into the tree line. Her shoulder brushed against his with an
electric kind of thrill. The rain seemed farther away now, part of another
universe. Here, beneath the giant blesson firs, dewdrops glittered
like stars. The air was rich with resin, the mossy ground was soft
and springy beneath their feet. All was still; even the nocturnal
creatures had retired to their deep burrows and hidden boughs to wait
out the weather. She turned her face up to his, and they kissed.
Passion rose like steam between them. Her mouth opened under his, and
she shivered, feeling his desire mingle with hers. They dropped to the moss. Their intense desire
transformed the forest into a bower of new and trembling life.
Her excitement grew as he undid her robe. Unaccountably, she felt as
shy as a young girl. She released a tiny moan as his hands moved over
her. She closed her eyes, firmly put aside her memories of her life
with Eleusis, the aftermath of Annon's death. Her life was here, now,
and she would do what was required to keep her ghosts at bay. "Rekkk …" She bit into his shoulder as he pulled her atop him.
His impossibly smooth, muscular body was sheened with the rain that
filtered through the branches and leaves. It was so beautiful. She
was determined to grasp the moment, hold it tight, and never let it
go. "Rekkk… Ohhhr...” Night had fallen by the time Rekkk and Giyan
returned to the cave. To her credit, Eleana did not ask where they
had been. Anyway, Giyan was sure she knew. The rain had abated. Giyan
sent them out to hunt down dinner. They might have made do with the
smoked meat and dried tubers they carried with them, but she needed
the skull of a small mammal. Besides, it was good for them to be in
each other's company. Giyan was aware, even if they were not, of the
synergy between them, a kind of energy field that arced and fed
upon itself like the V'ornn ion-based power source. It was a magic
all its own, more powerful than any sorcery, for it possessed the
ability to open the heart. When had they become a unit? she wondered. But she
knew. She knew very well. Not that she could tell Rekkk, but Olnnn
Rydddlin had done the three of them a great service, after all. While she mulled over these thoughts, she laid out
the dried herbs and powders she had gathered during their trek from
Joining The Valleys. First, she drew a circle in the dirt floor
of the cave. Next, she drew a line through the circumference at the
four cardinal points. Into each of the indentations, she poured an
herb or powder. She had just finished the fourth line when she
sensed a shift in the darkness at the interior of the cave. She
raised her head. She was squatting on her haunches, bare elbows on
her thighs. The fire cracked and sparked, warming her back. There was
no sound, no movement at all, save for the stark shadows cast by the
flames. Knowing it would be useless to peer into the lightless space,
she relaxed, allowing her eyes to go out of focus. She breathed
easily and deeply, drawing into her belly all the minuscule scents of
the cave and the stormy night. Slowly, she damped her heartbeat, the
noise of the blood pulsing in her veins. Now there was nothing but
the flickering in the darkness. With patience, she discovered
its rhythmic nature, darkness being inhaled and exhaled like
breath, and something inside her quailed in recognition. Tzelos! She could see the six pairs of eyes, could sense the
coldness emanating from it. She had never actually seen a Tzelos
before, nor any daemon for that matter. How could she? Müna had
imprisoned them all in the Abyss eons ago. Nothing could unseal the
sorcerous Portal the Great Goddess had Herself locked. How could…? The Nanthera! The Nanthera momentarily opened the Portal to the
Abyss. It was the only way to transfer a living spirit into a dying
body. But she knew that the Nanthera rite was designed with
safeguards to ensure that nothing on the other side could use it to
return to this realm. And yet, a Tzelos watched her from the darkness
of the cave's interior. She would have staked her very life on it. And then it hit her. She was the one who had let the
daemon out of the Abyss when she violated the circle of the anthera
in a last desperate attempt to save her son. No one knew the
consequences of that violation, but she had suspected from the very
first that the chrysalides on her hands and arms were a direct
result. So was the Tzelos. It was the only explanation. A more agitated disturbance in the darkness broke
into her thoughts. The shadows seemed to have taken on an added
dimension, as if they had turned aqueous. The disturbance rippled and
purled, bulging outward, then ebbing back. All at once, it drew
itself inward, and the stench of rotting flesh almost made her gag. It appeared, drawing the darkness to it like water
rushing toward a drain. Twelve red eyes regarded her. Its hideous
insectoid face was unreadable. Its curved mandibles opened like the
gates of the Abyss itself. A ferocious clicking emanated from its mouth. "I
have come for you" "Stay away. I want no part of you." "You have no choice. You have been marked"
It advanced farther. "I will take you." Without taking her eyes off it, Giyan stooped, took
a sliver of burning wood from the fire. "Do you imagine fire will deter me because
I am a creature of Darkness?" The way it clicked it almost seemed to be chuckling.
"I will devour your fire." Giyan placed her bare right foot inside the circle
she had drawn in the dirt. "What are you doing?" "You know," she whispered. "If you
truly are Tzelos, you know." "Malistra informed me of your sorcerous
ways." "Malistra!” "She sent me. She is much vexed with you.
What you did to her plaything, to Olnnn Rydddlin. Oh, yes, much
vexed." Giyan lit the west line of herbs. West, the
direction the dying walk in the last moments before their breath
gives out. The pungent mixture slowly smoldered and burned. The Tzelos paused, its mandibles clicking away.
"Desist. You cannot change what is." It unfolded
one of its upper appendages. Coarse, hair-like filaments hung from
the bony arm. Giyan's eyes fluttered as she recited incantations
in the Old Tongue. Nothing seemed to make a difference. All at once,
she remembered the spider-mite she had confiscated from Olnnn
Rydddlin, the one that had been impregnated with Malistra's Kyofu
spell. She drew it out. Though nightly she had been examining it,
experimenting with extreme caution, she had yet l;p fathom how
it worked. She held it out in her cupped palm, and the Tzelos began
to chuckle—at least its clicking sounded like a chuckle. "She promised you would have it. She
promised you would," it hissed. She thumbed it on. The spiderlike legs opened, and
she threw it at the Tzelos. It began to deliquesce. "Now or later"
it clicked just before it vanished, "it matters not to
me." With trembling hands she knelt to gather up the
hateful spider-mite. "Giyan, what are you doing?" Rekkk said
from the mouth of the cave. "I thought we had agreed to work on
that thing together." He and Eleana had returned from their
hunting foray. Two good-sized ice-hares hung from a cord in his left
hand. "The Tzelos—" "Tzelos?" he said. "What is a
Tzelos." "A daemon from the Abyss. It was here." "I don't see anything." Giyan, feeling abruptly faint, put a hand across her
eyes. Rekkk dropped the dead animals, water flying off him
as he ran to her. "Giyan, what is it?" He put an arm around
her waist. "I don't know. I—" She took a deep
breath, trying to regain her equilibrium. There was a ringing in her
ears, and colors seemed abruptly sharper. That was when she knew what
had happened. "Rekkk, I've had a vision," she said. "A
most terrible premonition." "This Tzelos you saw," he said. "It
wasn't real?" "No. The Tzelos—the daemon—is not
of this realm. Müna consigned it and all other daemons to the
Abyss—a kind of sorcerous prison—ages ago. They cannot
get out." She shuddered, thinking of it saying, I have
come for you. She would not tell them this. He drew her to the fire, where the three of them
sat. While Eleana skinned and dressed the ice-hares, she told them
what she had seen. "The Tzelos are what you might call the
scouts in the army of daemons. They are the seekers of soft spots,
weaknesses, the terrorists that worm through defenses, the harbingers
of what is to follow." "But why did you see it now?"-;Cleana held
the knife just above the head of one of the ice-hares. "I don't know." She shook her head, trying
to clear it. "I know this much: my visions are warnings—a
sign that my subconscious has identified a danger that my conscious
mind has missed. They always come true." "Your mind is giving you clues, like symbols in
a dream." Eleana neatly severed the head and began to strip it
of skin and flesh. She had not forgotten that Giyan had need of the
skull. "Perhaps. In the vision, the Tzelos said that
Malistra had told it where to find me. But that is impossible. I have
set spells to keep us hidden." "What about this Eye of Ajbal you said Malistra
commands?" asked Rekkk, ever the practical warrior. "The
Eye found us once before." Giyan accepted the yellow-white skull from Eleana
with a nod of thanks. "The Eye of Ajbal is frightfully powerful,
it is true," she said. "But I have found a remedy, albeit
temporary, for that particular spell." She smiled. "I have
spent years turning away from my Gift, minimizing it. Now that this
path is no longer feasible or even wise, I have to admit that I am
surprised at the power I am discovering inside myself." Eleana was up on her haunches, her body tense. "What
do you propose we do?" Giyan had laid the skull in the center of the circle
she had drawn in the dirt of the cave floor. She hinged the jaws
open, then refilled the four lines with her herbs and powders. Before
she put fire to them, she produced a small, perfect opal. It gleamed
fire-red, yellow-green with astonishing brilliance. Placing it in the
ice-hare's jaws, she began to chant in the Old Tongue. She lit the
lines. "I must contact the Dar Sala-at with all due
haste," she said, as pungent smoke rose from the circle. "I
will find her in the depths of this opal." Ah, little dumpling, the world has changed mightily
since we last saw one another." Thigpen crouched at the mound of earth beneath which
she and Riane had buried Mother. Thunder rumbled and rolled through
the mountains below, but the rain had yet to gather overhead. Light
from the five moons drenched them in monochrome. Wind soughed
fitfully through the treetops. Branches swayed as if in a sadness. Riane felt all cried out. And yet, the world did not
seem big enough to contain her grief. "Thigpen, I will do
whatever you say. I must atone for what I have done." Thigpen's huge eyes regarded her with immense
compassion. "It is no sin to be held sway by another's sorcerous
spell, else Mother herself would be as guilty as you believe yourself
to be." She held Riane's eyes with her own. "Do you hear
me? Do you understand what I am saying?" "Yes, Thigpen." "Do not speak to me as if I am about to mete
out punishment to you. Now you are making me cross!" "But I—" "You are the Dar-Sala-at! It is past time you
started acting like the One." "But that's the trouble!" Riane was
suddenly angry. "I am a male V'ornn trapped inside a female
Kundalan body. I have powers I have scarcely explored. My mind is a
tumult of conflicting emotions. The fact is, I don't know how to act,
and now there is no one but you to tell me." "It is not my job to tell another being how to
live. "Then I am lost!" Riane shouted, running
to the edge of the ridge. Twitching her whiskers in consternation, Thigpen
padded over to where Riane stood, looking down into the valley full
of dark rumbling clouds, "Look here, Mother is dead. Nothing
either you or I can do about that. It was her fate; it was written in
Prophesy." "I know. She told me." Thigpen regarded her solemnly. "You say you
know, but I see that you do not believe." Riane felt her heart welling. "I think she was
just trying to make me feel better." "No, little dumpling," Thigpen said. "Only
you can do that." "So it's true." Riane knelt down to be at
Thigpen's level. "It was prophesied that I would kill Mother." "Yes. The Prophesies have enormous force, a
life of their own. As you know, Müna bade the Five Sacred
Dragons to create Kundala. As powerful as they are, they could never
have done so without The Pearl. The Prophesies emanated from The
Pearl. They are the residue, the lees of the Creation. It is said
that the Prophesies are burned into a series of ascending rock ledges
inside the Storehouse. The Pearl is said to be buried in the topmost
ledge. I myself have never seen the Prophesies, but I know they
are there. I feel it. And so will you, given time and training."
The creature blinked. "If we cannot bring Mother back from the
dead, then let her deatrfhave meaning. Let it reveal to you this
truth: having killed once, tragically, you will need a compelling
reason for doing so again." "But Mother—" "Mother would not have told you how to act any
more than I will. She would not have known the answer to your
question, and neither do I. How could we? You are the Dar
Sala-at. Only you know the answer." She put her head next to
Riane's. "No one can live your life for you, nor tell you the
right path to take." "Will you teach me the construction of the
spells as Mother would have?" "I do not have that Gift." "Thigpen, I don't have the strength for this—or
the courage." "Oh, but you do." "How do you know?" "You are the Dar Sala-at." "That is no answer!" "It is the only answer. But if you require
another, then I will offer this: you have already demonstrated your
courage a dozen times over." Riane wiped away the last of her tears. "Mother
said I have to get to the Ring of Five Dragons. She told me to cast
the Spell of Forever so I can find out where the Ring is." Riane
closed her eyes, imagined reading Utmost Source. Mentally
thumbing through the pages, she came upon the spell Mother had
described. Then she went through The Book of Recantation
until she found the second spell. At once, she understood how to
combine them. It was like seeing two halves of a mathematical
equation and understanding instantly that they belonged together. She began to chant in the Old Tongue, the words, as
always, seeming hauntingly, tantalizingly familiar and comforting. A
field of dancing lights appeared before her, revolving, resolving
themselves into the shape of a small sphere. Slowly, the center of
the sphere changed, the color deepening until it was deepest purple.
All at once, into this darkness a scene appeared. Riane
recognized the Door to the Storehouse in the caverns below the
regent's palace—Middle Palace, using the Kun-dalan name. The
Ring of Five Dragons was in the medallion in the center of the Door,
in the Sacred Dragon's mouth, where it belonged if the Door was to be
opened. The Door, however, was locked as tight as it had ever been
save for that one hallucinatory moment when An-non had seen…
What? A Sacred Dragon? Impossible. All at once, she saw something
that made her gasp. The deepest purple returned to the center of the
spangle of lights. "What is it, little dumpling?" "You've been right next to me. Didn't you see?" "None can peer into the Spell of Forever save
the one who cast it." "The Ring of Five Dragons is in the Storehouse
Door. It killed three Gyrgon who tried to use it to raid the
Storehouse." Thigpen frowned. "Now this is bad. Very bad." "What do you mean?" "The Ring is now Transformed by Seelin, one of
the Sacred Dragons of Müna. It has become the detonator,
activating the Tymnos device that will shatter the entire planet. Our
only hope is to get you to it before the ides of Lonon. Only you have
the power to take the Ring from Seelin's mouth and stop the device." "But it is already Lonon." "Yes, we have only three days left."
Thigpen considered for a moment. "A vexing and most
disturbing question has occurred to me: How did the V'ornn gain
possession of the Ring?" "I have no idea." "The Spell of Forever will tell you. You have
only to ask." Returning her attention to the sparkling sphere, she
peered into its depths, asking for the Ring's most recent chain of
custody. The lights revolved, the center cleared, revealing the
answer. She blinked, then lifted her hand. The Spell of Forever
vanished with the tiny pop of a burst bubble. She sat for a long
time, sunk deep in thought. "Well," Thigpen said, "are you ever
going to tell me?" She turned to the creature. "The last person to
have it before the Gyrgon was the V'ornn regent Wennn Stogggul. He
received it from Sornnn SaTrryn, the new Prime Factor, who got it
from a tribal digger in an archaeological site north of Okkamchire in
the Korrush." "The Ring was buried centuries ago in the
Korrush. Well, there's a huge mystery solved." Thigpen's
whiskers twitched. "What is it? What is troubling you?" "The Spell of Forever has revealed something
interesting about the SaTrryn." Riane's fingers began to fidget
in her lap. "Sornnn SaTrryn's father, Hadinnn, was a secret
Kundalan sympathizer. Like Eleusis Ash-era, he felt guilty at the way
the Kundalan were being treated. Through a Kundalan intermediary, he
established a pipeline with a female from the highlands. He provided
her with support—intelligence, ordnance—for her
resistance cell, all without her having the slightest idea it was
coming from a V'ornn. This fem'ale—I know her. She would not
recognize me now, of course." "She knew you as Annon." Riane nodded. "Her name is Eleana." "My best advice, little dumpling, is to forget
all about her." "I can't," Riane said miserably. "I
love her." "Oh, Müna preserve us!" Thigpen
rolled her eyes. "Well, you can just forget about that. You are
not Annon anymore. You are the Dar Sala-at. Your fate is to remain
apart from all mortal concerns." "Says who?" "So it is written; so it will be." "You mean I cannot love?" "Your love is for all the races of Kundala,
little dumpling, not for one solitary individual." "To be solitary. That is the Dar Sala-at's
fate?" Thigpen made a disapproving sound low in her throat. "Thigpen, please tell me, how does a female
love another female?" "Why am I always asked impossible questions? I
am a Rappa. What do you want from me?" she said with
uncharacteristic asperity. "Let us please return to the Ring.
How long ago, pray tell, was it buried, and by whom?" With difficulty, Riane turned her mind away from her
confused thoughts of Eleana. "A female planted it there." Thigpen's whiskers were twitching more than ever.
"What do you mean, 'planted.'" "Just that. A Kundalan sorceress was at the dig
not more than a day before Sornnn SaTrryn was taken there. I can
still feel the slight emanations of Kyofu trailing from her." "Oh dear, that cannot be good," Thigpen
said. "How came the Dark sorceress by the Ring?" "The Spell of Forever did not reveal that—after
the sorceress the images dissolved into a kind of milky fog." "Even worse," Thigpen said fretfully
"Someone has blocked the spell. Someone very powerful, indeed." "The sorceress?" "No, else you would not have been able to
detect her." "Who, then?" "I do not engage in speculation. In any event,
the sole possibility that springs to mind is unthinkable, not to
mention impossible." She shook herself. "Never mind. Let us
return to our most pressing problem. You must reach the Ring within
the next three days." "But it's simple now," Riane said. "We
will Thrip into the caverns below Middle Palace and—" "It is anything but simple," Thigpen said.
"You cannot Thrip into Middle Palace. Like the device that the
V'ornn stupidly activated, sor-cerous safeguards were established
long ago to make sure no one could Thrip into the Storehouse or
anywhere in Middle Palace." "Then we will Thrip into Axis Tyr and from
there go by foot to—" "Try to Thrip, little dumpling. Go on. Try." With a dark foreboding, Riane settled herself and
tried to spin. Nothing. She tried again, and again failed. She
licked her lips nervously. "What is happening?" "The Tymnos device is at its last stage. It has
closed the Portals to all realms." "But without being able to Thrip, how will I be
able to get to Axis Tyr in time?" "You have friends," Thigpen said, "and
along the way we shall encounter others." "Friends? What friends do I have besides you?" "The Druuge, for one, the nomads of the Great
Voorg." "Mother told me of them. I can speak Venca,
their language." "Well, now, that is interesting."
Thigpen's whiskers twitched. "Did you know that their technology
is language? They manipulate words the way the V'ornn manipulate ions
and gravitons." Riane nodded. "Like mathematics." "Just like mathematics." Thigpen
appeared very pleased. "The Gyrgon manipulate charged ions in
ten million different ways, right? The Druuge do the same with the
seven hundred and seventy-seven letters of their alphabet. They
like to explain it this way: One letter, alone, is as meaningless
as a single grain of sand. It is in combining the letters
that the technology manifests itself, becoming like the living
ecosystem of the desert, a system that is ever-changing, always
in flux." Riane nodded. "All right. But, still, why would
the Druuge even be aware of me?" "Because, little dumpling, you are the Dar
Sala-at. You are in Prophesy. They have been waiting for your
coming for a thousand years." Riane stopped abruptly. Her nostrils flared as with
a significant change of the wind. "What is it?" Thigpen whispered. "What
have you sensed?" "An opal. A sorcerous opal." "Yes." Thigpen kissed Riane oifthe cheeks.
"Come, little dumpling. She is ready to find you, at last." "Who?" "The Lady. The one who is destined to stand
forever by your side." Desire Dalma sat alone in a park in
central Axis Tyr. Double rows of sheared ammonwood trees
surrounded her in a graceful oval. Crushed marble pathways, neatly
raked, radiated out from the center where two opposing crescents of
fluted heartwood benches were set. The serenity of the formal
geometry appealed to her. It provided a measure of order and balance
in her otherwise tumultuous life. The rainstorm that now rumbled in the north had
swept through the city hours ago, leaving the streets freshly washed
and glittering in the Lonon moonslight. She had a particular fondness
for this park. It was here she had first plied her trade, partnered
in sweaty assignations beneath the dense nighttime shadows of the
ammonwood. Ever since she could remember, she had had a taste for the
daring. Stripping naked for bouts of strenuous sex with a necklace of
powerful clients gave her pleasure over and above the act itself. No
beds for her! Splinters in her buttocks were proof of the audacity of
her intimate encounters. It was in this very park that she had first met Bach
Ourrros, recognizing in his reckless desire for her an
opportunity to ascend from simple street Looorm to something
better. If she had a keen taste for sex, it was matched by her own
desire for power. Not that she had any illusions about her role in
society. She was Tuskugggun, and a Looorm at that! She would never be
accepted in a visible position of power; but if she was clever and
lucky enough, she knew that she could remain near those who did hold
power, whispering from time to time in their ear, snatching the
crumbs from their tables. Thus she had risen from Bach Ourrros' side
to the regent Stogggul's palace. Not that it had been a pleasant
climb. She regretted hurting Bach Ourrros, of whom she had grown
fond, and being with Stogggul was unsatisfying in almost every way.
She contented herself with each secret betrayal of him to Kinnnus
Morcha. She had met Morcha at almost the same time that she
and Bach Ourrros had been introduced. Kinnnus Morcha was clearly
superior in both intelligence and sexual prowess. The problem was
that though he was a high-ranking Khagggun with plenty of influence,
he was Lesser Caste. He simply would not do as a rung in her private
power ladder. But she knew he could be a useful liaison, and so she
used him as assiduously as he used her. The fact is, she liked spying
for him. When, at his connivance, she had allowed Wennn Stogggul to
seduce her away from Bach Ourrros, she liked it even more. She rose now, slowly wending her way through the
ammonwood grove until she found the very tree against which she and
Bach Ourrros had first made love. She knew each tree in this grove
individually. All of them had stories to tell her, lessons to teach
her, memory as history of the V'omn Empire on Kundala. She was
blessed with the kind of memory that never forgot a single client.
She could see them now, ghostly forms, the residue of their power
still inhabiting the grove. This was as close as she would ever come
to wielding real power. If it had been her misfortune to be born a
Tuskugggun, then she had done everything she could to control
her own destiny. Bu't now, at this moment, wandering through the
safety of her trees, she wondered whether it was all an illusion.
After all, she was still alone. She would always be that way. She was
denied the friendship of other Tuskugggun, which she might have had
if she had chosen another profession, if she had entered the communal
world of hingatta, where Tuskugggun raised children and practiced
their arts. There was no- room for her in such quarters. Neither did
she have the protection of a V'ornn mate. Kinn-nus Morcha would never
marry her, and as for Wennn Stogggul… "Dalma." Ah, she heard his unlovely growl now. Slipping from
the shadows of the ammonwood grove, she walked over the crushed white
marble to where he stood in the center of the garden. It was late.
There was no one else about, which was why they had agreed upon this
assignation point. She felt his coolness as she threw herself into his
arms. Now they were both playing roles, which was fine with her. If
she never again had to fondle his tender parts, she would count
herself lucky. "What news do you bring me?" he asked,
pushing off, maintaining a discreet distance. She told him what Kinnnus Morcha had instructed her
to say. "The Star-Admiral is besotted with me, but it is taking
time for him to trust me. He is somewhat paranoid." "Tell me something I don't know," Stogggul
muttered. "I thought he was going to take Malistra's head off
when he saw Olnnn Rydddlin. Does he harbor any ill will toward me?" "I think he did in the beginning. But since he
has debriefed Rydddlin his demeanor has changed. He is grateful
Malistra was able to save Rydddlin's life." This was, of course,
an outright lie. The fact was, Kinnnus Morcha seethed with rage
at what he considered the mutilation—both physical and
emotional—of one of his top officers. Privately, he told her
that he was quite concerned about Olnnn Rydddlin's frame of mind. He
was growing convinced that Rydddlin was quite mad. "Excellent," the regent said. He passed
her a small box, which she opened with a little gasp. "The bracelet to match the ring you gave me!" "And you will get the necklace that completes
the set if you keep up your good work. Remember, Dalma. You are in
the Star-Admiral's bed for one reason: to alert me should he
contemplate moving against me." And that was the lesson the assignations within the
ammonwood had long ago taught her. Power bred paranoia. The
loneliness of her life was nothing as compared to the isolation of
these males. Poor Morcha! He was like all the rest, made
half-dead by the fierce struggle for power. She felt a brief moment
of self-pity and bit her lip in order not to cry. Instead, she smiled into the regent's face, and he
kissed her briefly, coldly, his thoughts already elsewhere even
before he turned and left the park. Alone again, she took herself to
a bench, where she sat, breathing in the perfume of her trees. Their
leaves rustled, speaking to her in tongues, and she sighed, closing
her eyes. Kurgan drew his knife, the knife given to him as a
prize by the Old V'ornn, Nith Batoxxx. I will kill her now, he
thought as he watched Dalma on the bench. His father had just
departed, having received the disinformation Kinnnus Morcha had
doubtless concocted to stir his ear and his ego. Kurgan laughed
silently. In a way, it would be a pity to end her life, for it would
surely shorten his father's eventual agony when he discovered how his
ally had led him astray. But just as the Star-Admiral had plans for
the regent Stogggul, Kurgan had plans for the two of them. Because of
Kinnnus Morcha's fondness for Dalma, her death would serve as a flash
point for his simmering wrath. He wondered now how he should do the deed. Should it
be a quick slice across her throat, a neat and bloody death? Or
should it be slow, rilled with terror as a stream is stocked with
fish? Should she know the identity of her killer, the reason for her
death? Did he want to hear her plead for her life, in the middle of
that plea, end it? So many choices, so little time! He fantasized about killing her quickly, with one
gout of blood, her eyes rolling up as he cupped her chin, offering up
her neck to his knife blade. Perhaps the act of recognizing him would
be her last. But the thought of raping her, here, in this serene,
secluded spot where she was most vulnerable, where his father had so
recently been with her, was so appealing that, like a lover in the
act, he felt impelled toward its delicious promise. As he moved through the shadows in which he had been
hiding, he became aware that he and Dalma were not alone in the park.
Another watched and waited. Despite his growing sexual excitement, his curiosity
was piqued. He wondered whether the watcher might be a security guard
the Star-Admiral had attached to his precious skcettta of a spy. That
possibility presented an inconvenience but nothing more. He switched
direction, moving silently within the perimeter of the grove of
ammonwood, one eye on Dalma while the other searched ahead for the
watcher. The ammonwood trees rustled all around him. He felt
like an actor upon the stage, an understudy perhaps who had been
unexpectedly thrust into the piercing light of prominence. There was
about this place, on this night, at this lonely hour the unmistakable
tang of history in the making. Kurgan loved nothing so much as
subversion. He was interested in the machinations of power
simply because he was out to undermine them. Someone who knew him
incompletely might mistake him for a nihilist, for he possessed the
nihilist's obsession with tearing down authority in any form. The
crucial difference was that, even at the age of fifteen, he had a
clear idea of the new order with which he would replace the old. He
was, at core, a student of K'yonnno, the Gyrgon Theory of Chaos and
Order. Kurgan saw himself as a Lord of Chaos. His thoughts were abruptly cut short by the sight of
the watcher breaking from his cover. Sure enough, he was a Khagggun,
but Kurgan noticed that he moved with a curious gait, an awkward
lope. A little shiver ran up his spine as he saw that one leg was
nothing more than fleshless bone. Moonslight flashed on the
Khagggun's face, and Kurgan recognized him as Olnnn Rydddlin. Hadn't
he and his pack been dispatched to bring back the Ashera
skcettta and the traitorous Rhynnnon, Rekkk Hacilar? What the
N'Luuura happened to him? Dalma had seen Rydddlin. She jumped up, backing away
from the bench, pushing away from him. Clearly, he was not her
bodyguard. Then why was he here? What did he want from her? A shock-sword flashed in Olnnn Rydddlin's hand, and
Dalma turned and fled, right into Kurgan's arms. "Kurgan Stogggul," she cried, startled.
"Please help me. I am being attacked by—" "Step away from her." Olnnn Rydddlin
waggled the point of his shock-sword at Kurgan. "Step away, I
say, or you risk being killed along with her." "No!" Dalma cried. "What do you want
from me?" "You are the Star-Admiral's spy," Rydddlin
said. "You have mistaken me for someone else. I am a
simple Looorm." Dalma was squirming in Kurgan's grip, frightened
not only for her own life but that he would reveal the depths of her
treachery. "I know what you are. Through you I will get to
him. If I cannot kill him outright, then I will diminish his power, I
will make him suffer." Now she was truly terrified. "You are mistaken,
I tell you." Clearly, Olnnn Rydddlin wasn't listening. "He
is about to take my life away from me. He has ordered me to report to
Receiving Spirit tomorrow morning to undergo psychological tests. He
says this is the only way I will regain my command. But I know
better. Having gotten what he wants from me, he will throw me away. I
will check into the hospice, but I won't check out. I will be held
there against my will. No one wants to see me like this, let alone
the Star-Admiral." Her voice turned liquid, pleading. "I will go
to the regent, now, this moment. He is your ally; he fought to have
Mah'stra heal you over the Star-Admiral's objections." She
turned her head. "Kurgan Stogggul, quickly, take me to your
father." "If you try to take her anywhere," Olnnn
Rydddlin warned, "I swear to N'Luuura I will run you through
along with her." "Relax, Pack-Commander." Kurgan swung
Dalma around to face him. "I have no intention of letting her
leave this park alive." The blood drained from Dalma's face. "Kurgan
Stogggul, what are you saying?" He hit her then, a powerful blow to the face that
felled her. As she lay prone and stunned, he kicked aside her robe.
"But first youth must have its pleasures, eh, Looorm?" He fell upon her, already rampant."'Informers
must be rooted out and interdicted in the harshest manner possible as
a visible means of deterrence,'''" he quoted as he slapped
down her feeble attempts at defense. "The Khagggun counterinsurgency manual,"
Olnnn Rydddlin said. He appeared impressed. "She spied on me—reported back to the
Star-Admiral on my personal life." "No one can be trusted," Olnnn Rydddlin
said with a peculiar kind of sadness. "Least of all the Looorm
of powerful V'ornn." Dalma was weeping. She pleaded with him to no avail.
Finally, she said, "I have something you will find of value. If
I tell you, will you let me go?" Kurgan paused. "That depends," he said,
"on how valuable I find the information." "There is much I know about your father—" He laughed in her face. "What could you
possibly tell me? I know all there is to know about Wennn Stogggul." "You know he's controlled by Malistra?" "I have heard that, yes." Dalma licked her lips. "I have information that
concerns Malistra." He nodded. "That might fit the bill." She shook her head. "How do I know I can trust
you?" He seized her by the throat and squeezed until her
face was blue with blood. "Tell me now." Dalma, gasping and choking, nodded. He let go. She
took several jagged breaths. "Malistra lives on mesembrythem." "What the N'Luuura is that?" "It's some kind of sorcerous root." "So she's got a strange diet. She's a
sorceress, isn't she?" His fingers curled around her throat
again. "Wait! Wait! You don't understand. She needs
this root. Without it she cannot live." "Thank you," Kurgan said, and parted his
robes. "What are you doing? We had a deal!" "I never agreed to anything," he said.
"And if I did, I don't care. You're a Tuskugggun, a Looorm, a
spy." With a moan of despair, Dalma raked her nails down
his chest, drawing blood. He hit her hard enough to stun her,
but not hard enough to knock her out. He wanted her to be very much
aware of what he was doing to her. He used his rampant member like a
shock-sword, and she cried out. He wiped the smear of blood that had
appeared under her nose and tasted it. He grunted heavily. His
grunting became rhythmic, picking up speed and intensity. When he was finished, he stood up. She was weeping.
She tried to close her legs, but he kicked the insides of her thighs
until she relented. He backed away, his heaving chest sweat- and
blood-streaked. "Your turn," he said. The two V'ornn looked at one another for a moment.
There occurred an unexpected electric contact that encompassed, if
not trust precisely, then the acknowledgment of shared intent.
Rydddlin jammed the point of his shock-sword into the crushed marble.
He knelt awkwardly. Clearly, he was not yet used to the working of
his bare bones. Perhaps he never would be. He loosened his robes and
fell upon Dalma as if he had come upon an oasis in the Great Voorg.
The sound of animal grunting arose from the odd beast squirming
and thrusting upon the sharp white moonslit gravel. Then, with the abruptness of a furious storm
passing, it was over. Olnnn Rydddlin lay panting atop her, dizzy with
the aftermath of lust, his mind for the moment blank and uncaring. He
sensed a stirring beside him, like the motion of a bee or a
butterfly and he twisted his head to see Kurgan holding the
shock-sword he had thrust into the ground. With the Khagggun's quick
practiced motion, his dagger was out and at the ready, an undeniable
fury in his eyes. "You are the Star-Admiral's adjutant. He wants
to put me away. Where do you stand?" Grinning, Kurgan crouched, presenting the
shock-sword to him hilt first. Olnnn Rydddlin stifled his surprise as
he saw Kurgan's hand grasping the twin blades. He knew just how
much pain that caused him. Again that electric moment arced between
them. Something unspoken yet as alive as their breath. Sheathing his
dagger, Olnnn Rydddlin quickly took his shock-sword and buried it
between Dalma's breasts. Her eyes opened wide, she gave a tiny yelp,
and her torso arched up as it had when she was trying to throw him
off her. She began to thrash, disturbing the studied harmony of the
garden. Kurgan, reaching over, placed his hands over Olnnn Rydddlin's
on the shock-sword hilt, keeping it in place. Slowly, her
thrashing subsided. Her mouth opened, and a sound like the ticking of
a clock issued forth. Blood welled up around the wound, overrunning
her robe, staining the crushed marble black in the Lonon night.
Clumps of gravel filled her knotted fists. Momentarily sated, the two V'ornn lounged on a bench
in the center of the park. The night was once more serene. The leaves
of the ammonwood rustled, but they no longer spoke in tongues to
Dalma, whose corpse lay in front of them like an offering to some
dark god. Her body seemed in repose, belying the violence of her
death. Except for the blood, she might have been sleeping. The
bruises on her thighs continued to darken. "She was beautiful, wasn't she?"
Olnnn Rydddlin said. "And clever." Kurgan sat forward, his elbows on his knees. "Not
clever enough, it would seem." "Well, she was only a Tuskugggun, after all.
What are Tuskugggun, anyway, of what use are they, beyond the
temporary? No high-ranking Khagggun to my knowledge has ever married
one, except to procreate, to give him a son, an heir, to carry on the
line. They never see them, the wives, but the mistresses come and go
as they please through front door and back." "You envy them, your superiors." "Once, perhaps." Olnnn Rydddlin wiped
blood off the toe of his boot. "I hate them all now." "The heart of the beast rages inside you." Olnnn Rydddlin stared hard at Dalma, at nothing. "I suppose it isn't difficult to recognize in
others what is also inside yourself." Olnnn Rydddlin grunted. "I will say this for
you, you are not like any Bashkir I have ever encountered." "I am not Bashkir, though I was born into that
caste." Olnnn Rydddlin smirked. "You think yourself
Khagggun simply because your father forced the Star-Admiral to
make you his adjutant. It is an illusion, nothing more. You were born
Bashkir, and that is what you will always be." "The Sarakkon would take issue with that." Olnnn Rydddlin laughed. "You are something.
Sixteen years old, and you are telling me about the Sarakkon." "Are you familiar with them?" "Why would I be? No V'ornn is." "I need a drink," Kurgan said abruptly.
"What do you say?" He felt the need to assert himself. He
was tired of being dismissed because of his age. Olnnn Rydddlin's hands were clenching and
unclenching. "I have not been in a tavern in some time. I have
not been in society since—" He flexed his skeletal leg. "Neither have I. At least, not in the way you
mean." Kurgan stood. "All the more reason to prove to
ourselves that we can still fit in." Olnnn Rydddlin's head swiveled like an owl's. He was
young, though not nearly so young as Kurgan. "Do we want to fit
in?" Kurgan was pleased. Now they were on his home
ground. "Not exactly. But we want to give that impression
so that we can move within society without suspicion." Olnnn Rydddlin nodded, and on his bony leg rose.
"This I understand." Outside the ovoid ring of ammonwood trees, the city
glowed, still but for infrequent Khagggun patrols, the odd hoverpod
crossing just above the low rooftops. An inconsequential conversation
came to them from far away, borne by the wind and the emptiness of
the hour. The sharp angles of buildings lay in the streets, offering
up the secrets of the day, but the city itself seemed blinded by the
night. Behind them, the park continued to pulse with the act they had
committed, as if the taking of that life had caused an awful weight
to form, a black hole, a gravity well so that Kurgan had the
momentarily disorienting feeling that the wide boulevard on which
they set out was tilting backward toward the corpse which lay in its
own blood, a question mark, a promise, all the future ever was
or could be. He laughed, then, the sound ringing down the
boulevard, preceding them onto the Promenade. He had not meant to
walk so far—he had no idea of Olnnn Rydddlin's capacity for
exercise—but when at length they turned into the bright doorway
of Blood Tide, part of him understood that he needed to be on
his own turf in a tangible way. The Old V'ornn had taught him that
much: he would not cede control again. Not for anyone, not for any
reason. Not ever. The two V'ornn sat amid the detritus of the long
night—snoring Sarakkon, drunken Khagggun telling the same jokes
for the fifth time that evening, big Mesagggun nursing angry bruises
from the Kalllistotos. Of Rada there was no sign. No surprise there;
it was late enough for her to have retired to her bed. They drank fire-grade numaaadis from a bottle Kurgan
bade the bartender leave on the table. The tavern smelled of
blood and sweat and sweet fermented mead. Olnnn Rydddlin examined Kurgan with a critical eye.
"You are the Star-Admiral's adjutant yet you take a hand in the
murder of his premier spy." He grinned. "I understand
you now. You are an agent yourself. You violated her on orders
from your father." "You are wrong about that just like you were
wrong before. Becoming adjutant was my own idea; knowing my
father, he was probably against it. On the night of the coup, I went
to Kinnnus Morcha and made him a deal." "What kind of deal could you have made the
Star-Admiral?" Olnnn Rydddlin scoffed. "I gave him Annon Ashera." "Is that right?" "I had spied on Annon and his skcettta, Giyan.
I watched them escape the palace. I saw them steal a pair of
cthauros. I knew where they were going." As Olnnn Rydddlin looked at him with curiosity,
Kurgan got up from the table. He suddenly realized how hungry he was.
He went down the rear corridor to the kitchens, where he discovered
Courion taking a predawn meal. Nith Batoxxx was not around. "Eat with us," Courion said without
preamble. "This chowder is memorable. The cook uses only
deep-water snapper. Do you have any idea how difficult it is to net
those big fish? They fight like daemons." "I am with a new friend." Kurgan pulled up
a stool beside the Sar-akkon. "A special Khagggun." Courion grunted. "What an oxymoron! All
Khagggun are good for is to die on command." "You should come meet him." "As you can see, we are eating. Go back to your
drone-ish friend." "I am reluctant to leave you," Kurgan
said. "Anyway, there's a question I've been meaning to ask.
The other day, someone offered me some mesembrythem. Have you heard
of it?" "Of course. I sell laaga, why wouldn't I sell
mesembrythem?" "It's a drug?" Courion shrugged. "It's weird stuff. More like
a root with psychotro-pic properties." "Really? Perhaps I ought to try some." "Only if you have a death wish. It's very
strong, very potent. If you're not careful, it can rearrange your
brain for you. You won't like the results, trust me. You will grow to
enjoy inflicting pain." Kurgan held up his hands. "Consider me warned."
He rose, but when he was at the doorway Courion said, "Just out
of curiosity, what makes this drone-ish friend of yours so special?" "Sorcery," Kurgan said with a grin. "We will wager twenty you are blowing hot air." "Forty would be the least I would consider
taking from you." Courion put down his spoon and wiped his lips. "Do
you have seventy-five, or will we have to take it out of your hide?" Kurgan went back, put the requisite amount beside
the Sarakkon's bowl. Courion scooped up the coins, nodded, and rose. "Now
that our stomach is full we will see this'sorcerous' figment of
yours." Returning to the table with the Sarakkon, Kurgan saw
that in the short time he had been absent the level of numaaadis had
decreased considerably. As they approached, Olnnn Rydddlin looked up.
He seemed startled when Kurgan introduced them, even more so when
Courion sat down at their table. "Stogggul tells us that you are a sorcerous
thing," Courion said in his blunt Sarakkonian manner. Olnnn Rydddlin glared at him. Courion laughed. "Ready to run us through with
your shock-sword, Pack-Commander?" "I will, if you give me any more cause." Courion put his forearms on the table, lacing his
fingers. "We have heard that you Khagggun are a hot-blooded
lot." Olnnn Rydddlin tossed his head. "Ask Kurgan
here. He fancies himself Khagggun." "Stogggul has proved his mettle in the
Kalllistotos. Can you say the same?" Taking a quick sidelong
glance at Olnnn Rydddlin's skeletal leg, Courion put a pile of coins
in Kurgan's waiting palm. "Meeting your friend has proved
instructive," he said to Kurgan before walking out of the
tavern. "Did you make a bet with him?" Olnnn
Rydddlin asked. "It is useless to have a conversation with a
Sarakkon without wagering. It is the only way to gain their
respect." "A Sarakkon friendly with a V'ornn. If I had
not seen it myself, I would not have believed it." Kurgan placed some coins on the table. "What is that?" "Your half of the winnings. After all, it was
your leg we were betting on." Olnnn Rydddlin poured himself more numaaadis. "Give
it to the bartender," he said after he knocked off the liquor.
When Kurgan had returned with another bottle, he said, "So. Your
father did not order you to follow Dalma and do away with her
duplicitous self?" "That would have been awfully clever of him."
Kurgan seated himself close to Olnnn Rydddlin so they could speak in
hushed voices that would not carry. "Except for two things. He
never suspected her, and he and I do not have that kind of
relationship." Olnnn Rydddlin frowned. "Too bad. You could
have asked him to intercede on my behalf. I will not obey the
Star-Admiral's order that would have me incarcerated in Receiving
Spirit. I swear I will kill him first." Kurgan seized this opening in his predatory jaws.
"Why attempt such a risky endeavor when someone else can do it
for you?" Olnnn Rydddlin, who had just poured them both more
fire-grade numaaadis, lowered his glass. His dark, haunted eyes
seemed to dart this way and that as if of their own volition. Kurgan
wondered whether Kinnnus Morcha's assessment of him might be correct.
Maybe he was mad. Did it matter? Sooner or later, he believed,
everyone was driven mad by the chaos of life. Olnnn Rydddlin pursed his wet lips. "I assume
you have something to say, so say it." "What do you think the Sta"r-Admiral would
do if he was convinced the regent, discovering that Dalma was a spy,
had killed her?" Olnnn Rydddlin paused before answering. It was clear
he was taking this discussion more seriously than he would have an
hour ago. "Kinnnus Morcha is Khagggun. He would retaliate
in kind. But he would have to have evidence." "Then we will give him evidence." Kurgan
produced a blood-spattered box from beneath his robes. In it was a
piece of V'ornn jewelry. "Is this supposed to mean something to me?"
Olnnn Rydddlin said when he saw it, "Dalma was in the park to meet with the
regent." "I know. I saw them together." "Did you see him give this to her?" "No." "Well, he did." Kurgan put his hand over
the bracelet. "Did you see him murder her?" Olnnn Rydddlin gave him a querulous look. "Well, he did. At least, that is what I will
tell the Star-Admiral. And this bit of jewelry will be all the proof
he needs." Olnnn Rydddlin shook his head. "The bracelet is
nothing. They are allies." "It is everything to a Khagggun who hates,
mistrusts and, most importantly, fears his ally. It is
everything to a Khagggun who is so paranoid that he will want to
believe the first shred of evidence." "You are not Khagggun. You underestimate the
Star-Admiral's intelligence." "Intelligence does not enter into this
equation. Kinnnus Morcha loved Dalma; he told me as much himself. He
will be quick to condemn my father because it will confirm his own
suspicions about him. It is true I am not Khagggun. Nevertheless, I
have come to know a great deal about them. Khagggun fancy themselves
strategists. They love nothing better than to be proved right, isn't
that so?" "Yes," Olnnn Rydddlin said after a very
great time. "So, you see, the quality of the
evidence, or even the quantity is of no consequence.
Providing the perception of guilt is all that is required of
us. The Star-Admiral will believe what he wants to believe—that
the regent is his enemy." Olnnn Rydddlin drank his numaaadis in a kind of
brooding silence. It was impossible to read his expression. "You
are serious." "Deadly serious. You want the Star-Admiral
dead, and I want the same for my father. I shall pit them, one
against the other. Let those who lust after power most deeply fall
upon their prey like carrion-creatures and rend each other limb from
limb. The beauty of the plan moves me. With my father dead I assume
the regency. Then I appoint you to the rank of Star-Admiral. You see?
It's simple. I take my father's place, and you take Kinnnus
Morcha's." Olnnn Rydddlin sat back as if stung. His eyes
narrowed. "You're mad. We would never succeed." "Who will stop us?" "The Gyrgon, for one. They make the rules we
live by." "First, the rules say that I must succeed my
father upon his death." "The Gyrgon would surely balk—" "The Comradeship is fracturing from within." Olnnn Rydddlin's eyes widened. "How can you
know such a thing?" "Listen." Kurgan leaned forward, lowering
his voice even more. "I am allied with a Gyrgon by the name of
Nith Batoxxx. He needs me because he has an enemy within the
Comradeship who has also allied himself with others." "This is astounding, unprecedented." "My point precisely," Kurgan said. "Now
is the time. We use the Gyrgon power struggle to our own advantage.
If we do it now, do it right, we will be installed before anyone
knows it. And once there, we move to squelch any form of resistance.
What do you say?" Olnnn Rydddlin stirred, reaching down to rub his
skeletal leg. There was a sound that came from this, like locusts
screaming. "When I was little," he said in a strange tone
of voice, "I wanted to be my father. He was a great V'ornn. He
achieved great status; he was a venerated Wing- General in his day. I became instead a
Pack-Commander. I settled, and now I am nothing." Kurgan was not a V'ornn to tell truths. But he
recognized this night, this moment, this Khagggun as singular, and he
made an exception. "What I want more than anything," he
said, "is to bring down the Gyr-gon." Now that he had
discovered the Old V'ornn's real identity, he had been seething with
rage. The Old V'ornn had been his mentor, his spiritual guide, the
one V'ornn he had come to trust and rely on. And it had all been a
lie. Nith Batoxxx had targeted him as a child, had seduced him, using
him for his own mysterious purposes. Now Kurgan had nothing but
hatred in his heart for Gyrgon. Nith Batoxxx had done to him what
Gyrgon did to all V'ornn: controlled him as if he were a marionette,
pulling strings whenever it suited him, using him to do his
incomprehensible bidding. "That's all?" Olnnn Rydddlin laughed. "And
how do you propose to do that?" "First, as I already told you, the Comradeship
is splintering. For the first time in V'ornn memory, the Gyrgon are
vulnerable. How to attack them? The Gyrgon use fear to impose their
will on us. What could be more effective than turning their own
technique against them? As I see it, my task is straightforward
enough, though not, I admit, without considerable risk: first,
discover what the Gyrgon fear; second, gain control of it;
third, use it against them." "You will die in the attempt." Despite his words, Kurgan could see that the
Khagggun was impressed. "It cannot happen overnight. Like all
subversion, it takes clever undermining. Nothing will show on
the surface for a long time, and then, of a sudden, the undermining
will deliver the desired results—a landslide, taking all
with it!" Olnnn Rydddlin laughed again. "Well, they can
only kill us once, eh?" "You're with me, then?" "You will have to save me from getting thrown
into Receiving Spirit." "Done!" Kurgan cried. "How will you do it?" Olnnn Rydddlin
asked. A sly smile broke across Kurgan's face. "You
leave that to me. Now we shall swear seigggon to seal our pact!" When the blood oath had been sworn, Olnnn Rydddlin
inverted the empty bottle and called for another. When it was set
down on the table, he quickly filled their glasses. "Better to
be dead than to be marginalized, I always say." They raised
their glasses, clinking rims. "Death to everything," Olnnn Rydddlin
said. "Everything except power," Kurgan said. They drank to that, deep and long, and then to
further slake their thirst, put their heads together and talked of
many things. Outside, the sky lightened, birds skimmed across the
water, fishing boats ran from their slips into a following wind,
sails full out, nets stretched across their decks, prows directed
toward clouds of seabirds circling above unsuspecting schools offish.
Through the hours of daybreak, they spoke in hushed tones, knocking
off another bottle of numaaadis, eating their meal in fitful bursts
like machines of destruction fueling themselves before the call to
battle. Perfume “I like you in this guise,” Malistra
said. "You have the appearance of an old, worn boot, something
no one would look at twice." The Old V'ornn produced the special
smile reserved only for her. "When you reach my age you develop
a reverence for ancient surfaces. They remind you of the
impetuousness, the fallibility of youth." "I am hardly old." she cried in mock
alarm. The Old V'ornn laughed and, taking her by the arm,
led her out into his garden, where they could be enchanted by the
purling of the pool, the songs of the birds, smell the perfume of the
flowers. Light fell from the white sky, glaring off the walkways. But
once they passed beneath the trees overhanging the pool, the dark
water predominated. "Not all youth is flatulent with ego, my
dear." His weathered arm snaked around her slender waist. She
kissed him with great tenderness on his leathery cheek. They sat side
by side on a bench with thick basalt legs and a carved onyx seat. The
black water of the pool was at their feet. In the deep shade beneath
the trees, Malistra's face seemed suddenly pale and timeworn. Spry as
a youngster, the Old V'ornn stooped, picking up the
chased-silver chalice that sat by the edge of the pool, filled it
with water. He offered it to her. Her hand shook a little as she
brought it to her mouth. The Old V'ornn frowned. "You are waiting too
long." He watched her greedily gulping the water. "I have
warned you against that." "There is too much to do." She wiped her
lips with the back of her hand. "There has been unexpectedly
vigorous opposition." "From Giyan, yes." His black lips curled
into a smile. "That will be seen to." "In the meantime she has sufficient power and
skill to make a great deal of mischief. She has blocked all my prying
spells. Luckily, I did not underestimate her. I am tracking her
through another means."
"Excellent." "Still, I cannot'see' who the Dar Sala-at is or
where he is." He waved a hand through the perfumed air. "It
is of no lasting import. We know where the Dar Sala-at will
be." "The Ring of Five Dragons." "Yes. The Dar Sala-at is drawn to it like a
compass to true north." Malistra was watching her hand tremble. "I need
more." "You cannot have more. An overdose will kill
you. As I have explained often, there is a thin line between
maintenance and disintegration." "But it is no longer maintaining me!" she
cried. "Look!" She held her trembling hand in front of his
face. The Old V'ornn took her hand between his, stroking,
soothing her. "You are overusing the Kyofu I taught you, that's
all." "I don't know, I don't know." She laid her
head against his shoulder. "Calm yourself, my dear. I am distressed to see
you so agitated." "I will be better in a moment." She
produced a drawstring bag spun of finest gold thread. From it, she
pulled a white root veined as the inside of her arm or his temple.
She put it into her mouth and bit down, grimacing at the bitter
taste. "How much of the mesembrythem are you taking
now?" he asked quietly. She shook her head, shuddering a little. "My dear, you must be ever so careful.
Mesembrythem has the potential to permanently disrupt the
synaptic activity of your brain." She swallowed, pulling into herself, gathering her
energies so that the root could restore her. "I am well aware of
what it can do. I have seen the effects with my own eyes, remember?" The Old V'ornn did remember, though he did not care
to. "That will not happen to you, my dear. I promise to keep you
safe." "You have watched over me. You have provided
for me. I have done everything you have asked of me." "Everything and more," the Old V'ornn
said. "You have made me proud." "Our most difficult work is still ahead of us."
She was regaining a good measure of her enormous inner strength. "The
events set in motion when you gave me the Ring of Five Dragons
is about to reach its climactic moment." "Yes," the Old V'ornn said. "We have
used it as bait to lure the Dar Sala-at out of hiding. The Ring will
draw the Dar Sala-at to it, and when his identity is revealed to us,
the trap Will be sprung. We will have him; we will lock him away in
the sorcerous prison of the Abyss." He rubbed his veiny hands together. "With the
Dar Sala-at out of the way we can proceed unimpeded with the rest of
our plan." A silence ensued in which the birds and insects
interjected the geometry of their daily lives. It was difficult
to believe that beyond the high garden walls, draped with flowering
vines, sprawled the cacophony of the city, gigantic engine of a
million parts, humming and wheezing, shouting and gesticulating,
singing, laughing, bargaining, cajoling, imploring, ordering—the
dominant and the submissive, the polyglot marketplace. Here,
there was the space of ancient life, a demarcation, clear as a line
of latitude on a map, between this garden and the outer world.
Malistra rearranged her robe. "There is Wennn Stogggul to
consider." The Old V'ornn yawned deeply. "What about him?" "He is counting on my sorcery to retrieve the
Ring of Five Dragons."
"Well, of course it cannot." "That is just the problem. If I "fail, I
will lose power in his eyes." The Old V'ornn smiled. The
trickster in him was tickled. "Then we shall give him a ring to
fit precisely his ambition." He held out his palm, cupping it.
The long-nailed fingers waved in the air like sea anemones, closing
together until they touched. As they did so, the air just above their
tips shimmered, grew dense and dark. A ring of carved red jade
appeared. It looked just like the Ring of Five Dragons, except for
the tiny thorn protruding from the inside circumference. "He will try to use it," Malistra said as
she plucked it from its perch. "Of course he will." The Old
V'ornn's smile deepened. It was an awesome thing, this smile, like
the growl of a perwillon. It would have frightened even Kurgan. "He
will want to use it against his enemies. We will be prepared for him
to do precisely that. This ring is hollow. When he puts it on, the
thorn will prick him and his blood will fill the ring. Then he will
have sorcery enough." He began to chuckle. "He is a cor-headed V'ornn. The potions you
mixed into the candles burning in his suite must have a potent
perfume." "Perfume is what he responds to," she
said. "I knew it from the moment he first met me. He
scented the musk I gave off, and he was mine. "It must be interesting to have such sexual
imperatives." "It makes you weak," she observed with
some contempt. The Old V'ornn seemed lost in thought. He rose without
a word and stood, staring down into the utter lightlessness of the
pool. Midges danced just above its glassy surface. She had become
used to his strange mood shifts, deep silences, sudden
pronouncements. All at once, he passed a hand across the water. The
rippling ceased for an instant, then started up again. He inclined
his copper-colored head. "Remember, Malistra: we are all actors
upon a stage. The trick is in knowing when to enter and when to
exit." Who is this female who is looking for me with an
opal?" Riane asked. "All in good time," Thigpen said. "First,
I must tell you about the opals." They rode swift cthauros Riane had procured for them
in the mountain hamlet of Outer Market. The Rappa were still in
hiding, so Riane had to go into Outer Market alone. Walking the
packed-dirt streets, she had felt self-conscious and terribly guilty.
Thigpen had fashioned for her an exquisite robe out of the turquoise
material of Mother's clothes. At first, she had refused to put it on,
but at Thigpen's insistence, had finally relented. "The Dar
Sala-at must wear Mother's mantle," Thigpen said in that
tone of voice that brooked no argument. Through dense Marre pine forests and towering
ammonwood copses, across the ripening fields of Lonon, along rocky
wind-scoured ridges, down grassy dells they sped. Riane had taken the
lead. Guided by the emanations of the opal, they were
heading almost due south, more or less on a direct line to Axis Tyr.
The opal directed Riane to come to Middle Seat, a small backwater of
a village fifty-five kilometers northwest of the city. "Firstly, opals are exceedingly rare,"
Thigpen said, settling into her expository mode. "They are older
than Time. Some believe that they are actually small shards of The
Pearl, the lees, if you will, left over from the moment of The
Pearl's creation." "Do you believe that?" Riane asked. "As proof, they point out that all opals
contain inclusions, imperfections that caused them to be
discarded at the moment of the Creation." "Yes, but what do you believe?" Thigpen frowned. She was an odd sight, anyway, her
small furry rotund body lying athwart the cthauros muscular back. The
cthauros did not appear to mind. In fact, with Thigpen's face
alongside his, he seemed to listen to her as intently as Riane did.
"I believe in the possibility of all things," Thigpen
said in a definitive tone. "I also believe that you—Kundalan,
V'ornn, whatever—have a fundamental need to have the Cosmos
explained." "Don't you?" "I am curious about other, smaller matters—how
fragile trust is, forming like a pearl in a muodd shell; how enmity
brews over time, strengthening like tea steeping; how love overtakes
you, dissolving the callus from a guarded heart. I am content to let
the Cosmos confound other minds." "What are the opals used for?" "In the right hands, they find things.
Important things. Like you, for instance." "But why would I need an opal? I can use the
Spell of Forever." "That particular spell allows you to'see' not
to find. The two are separate and distinct." "So if I had an opal, I could look into it and
find things." "Lost things, yes." "Like Giyan. Or Eleana." The cthauros began another steep descent down a
shale-strewn switchback. They were still within the heart of the
Djenn Marre, but the highest peaks shouldered asicfe the sky along
the northern horizon at their backs. The sun was very strong, but a
cboling wind wicked the sweat off them, and in the shade there was a
distinct chill, pockets of air, denser than the rest, left over from
the night. High overhead, a brace of brown-and-white stone-falcons
circled lazily, using the ther-mals as springboards to begin swooping
dives. Bees hummed merrily in the hottest patches of sunlight,
dancing from flower to flower. Gim-nopedes flickered through shadow
and sunlight, darting behind trees as if pursued by predators. "It would not be such a good thing, I think,
for you to find Eleana." "It does not matter what you or anyone else
says, I will never stop loving her." "She loved Annon," Thigpen pointed out.
"You are Riane now. You are the Dar Sala-at." "What I am," Riane said, "survives."
She shook her head. "Annon is still inside me, as is Riane. We
both exist, one inside the other, like a set of nesting boxes. It is
often exceedingly confusing, I admit. Sometimes I still do not
know whether I am Kundalan or V'omn, whether I am male or female." "You are both; you are neither," Thigpen
said. "You are Other, something new that is still
evolving." The switchback ended abruptly. At its terminus, they
splashed through a shallow stream, the cthauros' hooves shattering
the flaked shale of the bed. On the other side, a cleared, flattish
expanse, dense and hot with glittering sunlight. Boulders throbbed
with radiant heat. Within an hour, they came to the end of the
flatlands, entering another fallaway, this one even steeper than
the last. Riane sat back on the cthauros as they descended single
file. Beside them was a small cascade, tinkling and twinkling over
moss-covered rocks, sending bursts of fine spray onto ladylace fern. "I have been thinking about what you said
regarding love," Riane called back to Thigpen. "Time cannot
change love, neither can a different body. I am who I am,
Thigpen. In this life or any other. What robe I am forced to wear is
irrelevant." "And what of Eleana? She knew you as a V'ornn
male. Assuming you see her again, what do you imagine her reaction
will be when she sees a Kundalan female? Do you think she will
recognize you? Do you think she will even believe you when you tell
her the truth?" "Eleana is someone who recognizes the truth
when she hears it," Riane said. "I cannot say what she will
think when we meet again—as I am sure we will! But I can tell
you this. What we are comes from inside us. If she had somehow been
changed into a V'ornn, I would recognize her. I would still see what
I first saw in her. I would still love her." "But are we not inextricably bound up in what
we look like? Did you not mistake me for an animal because of my paws
and tail?" "I made a snap judgment without thinking. It
was a knee-jerk response." "A typically V'ornn response." "I will never make that mistake again." "So you admit it. You are not the same male
V'ornn who—" "Now you put words in my mouth, Thigpen! I have
changed. All thinking self-aware creatures change, it seems to me. It
is part of our genetic makeup, what sets us apart from the beasts. A
cor is born a cor and dies a cor. That is their nature. It
is not ours." "I can see that philosophy is one of your
strong suits," Thigpen called back happily. "All the better
for me. It has been centuries since I have been treated to such a
debate!" Gradually, their shadows lengthened as the afternoon
burned itself out. Colors that had flared midday now descended into
deeper, more subdued hues as the heated glaze of the afternoon gave
way to the cooler tones of twilight. Above their heads, clouds were
still incandescent, but toward the horizon the day was already
muffled in the hem of night's cloak. The cthauros needed their rest, their food and
water, so the pair looked for a protected glade at which to make
camp. They found one within the hour, at the northern fringes of an
Atlas cedar forest. The stream fed by the cascade that had been their
afternoon companion meandered nearby through the woods. While the
mounts lowered their heads, drinking and cropping wrygrass, Thigpen
and Riane brushed them down, then foraged for wood and edible roots,
mushrooms, and ferns. Though Thigpen cooked a delicious stew, Riane had no
appetite. Her heart ached for Mother. She wished only to turn back
time, to have another chance, to change the path fate had dictated
for her. As if sensing her distress, Thigpen put aside the food and
crept closer to her. "Black thoughts unspoken have a nasty habit of
multiplying," she said softly. "I don't want to talk about it." "All right." Riane turned on her, flaring. "How can you be
so calm?" "Little dumpling—" "What's the matter with you?" Don't you
ever get angry?" "What would be the point?" "The point?" Riane shouted. "How can
I even talk to you when you say something so stupid!" Thigpen put her paw on Riane's shoulder. "Listen
to me, you must find a way to forgive yourself." Riane stood, walking a little bit away, staring into
her V'ornn heart, seeing a bloody vengeance she could not have. Later, in the stillness of early evening, they sat
around the fire. Riane had been silent a long time. Thigpen tended
the fire with a long stick, giving Riane the occasional sidelong
glance. "It's odd," Riane said at length, "but
in this the Kundalan part of me agrees with the V'ornn. I want my
kilo of flesh." Thigpen put the stick down, came and sat by her
side. "I absolutely understand the pain you feel now, but know
that it has its good side, too." "How can you say that?" "Because I have a little more experience than
you do, little dumpling." She put her paw up to her mouth.
"I suppose that, warrior that you are, I should not call you
that anymore." Riane smiled a little. "Tell me how anything I
am feeling now can be good." "This pain will make you steadfast,"
Thigpen said. "You will know the difference between Good and
Evil even when those around you may be fooled, because Good and Evil
come in many guises, and at the beginning are often difficult to tell
apart." Riane's hands curled into fists. "I want my
revenge for what was done to her—and to me." "That is the V'ornn side of you speaking." Riane stared thoughtfully into the flickering
firelight. Thigpen settled herself more comfortably. "As a
Kundalan, consider what the V'ornn have done to your people. It is
simple. Vastly cruel, in fact, in its simplicity. They have replaced
your faith with hardship, knowing full well that with hardship comes
a narrower focus. The world is reduced to the need to survive. And
what is undermined then is your belief in Müna, the faith that
nourished and sustained you and all who came before you. This the
V'ornn have taken from you, it is gone, and you are changed,
diminished, sundered, directionless. "But the V'ornn have stripped you of something
even more vital. In the old days, before the coming of the V'ornn,
when you spilled blood it was to make sacrifice to Müna. It was
a clean death, a purposeful death, a necessary death that you
invoked, and therefore innocent. "Why do you think the Old Tongue was abandoned
by the Kundalan at large? Even the Ramahan use it only sparingly, in
ritual and in prayer, never for idle conversation. It is too
powerful. When everything is in equilibrium the language is, by
default, direct. Those who would seek to alter the past in order to
control the future must do so in another tongue, one that is
ambiguous, malleable, open to interpretation. Deceit is ever so
difficult when using the Old Tongue." Riane looked away for some time, watching night
steal over the mountains, smother the valleys, make mysterious the
fragrant forest. At last, she nodded. "I will try to forgive
myself, Thigpen. I will try my best." The creature squeezed her knee briefly. Riane's gaze returned to the encampment. There was a
nest of gim-nopedes high up in the cedars. The birds' soft cooing
made of the place a tiny village in the wilderness. The fire snapped
and sparked, the ce-darwood logs releasing their rich perfume. The
horizon lay quietly sleeping against the stars. "Will you tell
me who we are going to meet at Middle Seat?" "It is the female sorceress who will protect
you, who will steadfastly stand by your side. This is her calling. It
is bred in the bone."
"Can she help me get to the Ring of Five
Dragons in time?"
"Like me, she will get you there or die
trying." "Will she help me find The Pearl?" "This, too, is her calling." "Tell me about The Pearl, Thigpen. Why is it so
important?" The creature was curled into a ball, eyes reflecting
the flames. "There are many reasons, depending on whom you ask.
The origin of the Kun-dalan is lost in the mists of Time. I do not
think this is a good thing. I have found that if you do not know
where you came from, you cannot determine where you are going." "Are you saying The Pearl contains the origins
of the Kundalan?" "I do not know. But I surmise this is so. As I
told you, the Kundalan are a lost race—they have been lost for
a long time." Riane thought of Bartta and the other Ramahan. The
torture and murder of Leyna Astar; her own torture. She thought of
the arrogant konara, the spoiled acolytes, how poorly they were being
taught. She thought of the rewriting of Sacred Scripture, the
distortions of Müna's holy words, the outright lies being
promulgated in Her name, not the least of which was Bartta's
contention that the Great Goddess had passed beyond to another realm,
abandoning her children without hope. She knew everything Thigpen
said was true. She stared into the fire, her gaze going out of
focus. "This is the Dar Sala-at's true purpose, isn't it? To
return to the Kundalan their spiritual birthright." "Your true purpose." They met at K., an old Kundalan cafe on the
Boulevard of Crooked Dreams. It had painted plaster walls and a
marble floor and small round porphyry tables protected from sun,
rain, and wind by a bright crimson awning. The polished heartwood
chairs were dark with oil, the scars down their legs proof of long
and dedicated service. White-robed waiters wended their way through
the thick field of patrons, trademark oval copper trays held high
over their heads. In the market directly across the boulevard were
arrayed bins of red, orange, yellow, and black spices. The air was
perfumed with their sharp scents and the hard bargaining between
patrons and clerks. Kurgan found Olnnn Rydddlin already ensconced at a
sidewalk table, sipping thick, honeyed tea. He did not smile when he
spotted Kurgan or when he sat down opposite him. "It is early in the day for you to be so fully
armed," Kurgan observed. "I imagine the Star-Admiral's Khagggun will be
out looking for me any moment now." "So. You do not trust me. We swore the
seigggon." Olnnn Rydddlin pursed his lips. The early-morning
light, flaming through the woven crimson fabric overhead, struck his
face at an oblique angle, making it appear as if he was wearing a
battle helm. "I have yet to find the full measure of you." Kurgan smiled as he ordered breakfast from a passing
waiter. "You are still alive and free, aren't you?" "For the time being. I like the way you talk. I
have yet to see you act." "Spoken like a true paranoid Khagggun" The street sweepers had hosed down the wide
boulevard, choked now with traffic of every manner and description.
An itinerant musician unwound an ancient Kundalan melody from the
brass bell of his horn, counterpoint to the clip-clop of the black
water buttren harnessed in tandem to passing drays. Spice dust hung
in the air like early-morning mist. A brief argument erupted from the
depths of the spice market. Kurgan's breakfast came—braided wrybread,
golden cor cheese, and fragrant hot chocolate. He busied himself with
the food. Olnnn Rydddlin was fidgeting. "This waiting is
killing me." "Relax. This wrybread is particularly
delicious, don't you think?" "Who knows? These days I have no appetite." Out of the corner of his eye he saw a knot of
Khagggun—members of the Star-Admiral's own wing judging by the
crimson-and-gold braid on their uniforms—roughly shoulder their
way through the milling throng in the market. He smiled at Olnnn
Rydddlin and put a piece of cheese between his teeth. "On the
other hand, perhaps you were right to be anxious." Olnnn Rydddlin sprang up as the Star-Admiral's
Khagggun spotted him. His chair fell over with a bang, he drew his
shock-sword. "You were supposed to help me," he
growled. "N'Luuura take it, that's what I get for putting my
trust in a Bashkir—a fifteen-year-old at that." The Khagggun were at the edge of the spice market,
trying to make their way across the packed boulevard. Olnnn Rydddlin
thumbed on his shock-sword. He glanced at Kurgan, who continued to
calmly eat his breakfast. "I ought to kill you first, before I
wade into them." He turned at a sudden commotion. The boulevard was
being quickly and efficiently cleared, but it wasn't by the
Star-Admiral's Khagggun. Olnnn Rydddlin's jaw dropped open.
Wing-General Nefff, leading an entire pack of the regent's
Haaar-kyut, strode down the deserted center of the boulevard. He was
dressed in full battle armor, as was the pack he commanded. Four of
his Haaar-kyut took up station on either side of the cafe where Olnnn
Rydddlin stood, while others formed a line in front of it. "We have orders from Star-Admiral Kinnnus
Morcha himself to detain Olnnn Rydddlin and bring him to the hospice
Receiving Spirit," the First-Captain of the Star-Admiral's
Khagggun barked. "What is the meaning of this unauthorized
interference?" "Olnnn Rydddlin is under the personal
protection of Regent Wennn Stogggul," Wing-General Nefff said
formally. "I have heard of no such occurrence." "You have now." Nefff presented the
First-Captain with a data-decagon within which floated the hologram
of the official seal of the regent of Kundala. "I will have to have this authenticated,”
the First-Captain said in a waspish voice. "You do that," Nefff said. "In the
meantime, kindly clear out of here." Watching the Star-Admiral's Khagggun depart, Olnnn
Rydddlin threw his head back and laughed, clapping Kurgan on the
back. "It is good to know who youf friends are."
His eyes were bright and febrile. "Almost as good as having the
power bf command, eh?" "That was a quick turnaround," Kurgan said
calmly. Olnnn Rydddlin did not seem to be paying attention.
"I should go after that First-Cap tain, stick my shock-sword
between his ribs, and twist until the blood flies!" Wing-General Nefff entered the cafe. He addressed
Olnnn Rydddlin briefly "You are safe now, Pack-Commander. Rest
easy." Then he turned to Kurgan. "Your father sends his
compliments, young sir. As you predicted, he is enjoying
immensely exerting his power over the Star-Admiral. You have the
regent's thanks for the timely information that made his pleasure
possible. Mine as well." He hesitated for a moment, regarding
Olnnn Rydddlin again. "I just want you to know, Pack-Commander,
that all of us in the regent's wing appreciate the sacrifice you've
made." He saluted. Stunned and gratified to his very soul, Olnnn
Rydddlin returned the gesture. As Nefff did a smart military
about-face, he sheathed his shock-sword and sat back down at the
table. "I swear I will never doubt you again, Kurgan." He
shook his head, stretched expansively, and grinned. "You know,
all of a sudden, I'm famished." The traffic on the Boulevard of Dreams had
recommenced in full force. The voices of the spice-masters rose and
fell, the itinerant musician's melody spiraled outward from his
horn. V'ornn children, laughing, ran in and out of the crowds,
hiding behind robes and carts, playing with toy swords. Once I Was The Lady Giyan waited for her child—the Dar
Sala-at—in Middle Seat. It was a brutally hot day, not a cloud
in the whitish sky, Kundala's five moons a pale and ghostly presence
across the firmament. They were, in this time approaching the
ides, in various phases from crescent to full, reminding all who
glanced at them of the ages of life, from birth to death. This was
the message of Lonon, the lesson of humility, lost now, as so many
other holy messages had been lost in the skirmishes for power,
control, the ultimate destiny of the Kundalan. For once, Giyan's traveling cloak was a nuisance,
thick as it was to keep out the dust and wind and chill of long
journeys. She was sweating inside it, but whether from the heat of
the day or from raw nerves she could not tell. Middle Seat was a small village, dry dusty and dull,
sitting atop a flat-topped knoll, commanding stellar views into the
valleys on either side. To the west was the verdant geometry of
clemett orchards, the pink fruit just beginning to ripen. To the east
ran the gorge through which the Chuun River flowed south past Axis
Tyr, spilling eventually into the Sea of Blood. In the old days,
before the coming of the V'ornn, before even the eldest of the
present generation of Kundalan had been born, the village had been
larger, and important. It was here that a secular government had been
formed, if only briefly. It ruled the northern continent for
close to fifty years before the Ramahan, reinvigorated by Müna,
asserted itself, regaining control of the hearts and minds of the
populace. How times had changed, Giyan thought as she strolled
the narrow cobbled streets around the central plaza. From the days of
its brief blaze of glory, Middle Seat had fallen into gloom and
disrepair, forgotten by all but a nominal outpost of Khagggun who,
bored by their lowly tour of duty, had similarly fallen into state of
manic-depression. In between erratic bouts of terrorizing the
citizenry they passed into drunken stupors. At neither end of
the pendulum swing did they appear in the least interested in anyone
or anything. That, of course, made them far more dangerous than their
more disciplined and predictable brethren elsewhere. Giyan, made aware of these Kliagggun even before she
and her party had set foot in the village, took great pains to avoid
them when she saw them. She had left Rekkk and Eleana at a ramshackle
travelers roadhouse on the outskirts of the village, whose
loose-tongued proprietor had been only too happy to provide her
with bits of local gossip. She told them that her initial contact
with the Dar Sala-at needed to be private, which was true as far as
it went. She had no intention of telling them of her personal reasons
for wanting to meet with Riane alone. Their trek had been dispiriting and terrifying. They
had come upon a dozen open mass graves in which Eleana had recognized
many of her resistance comrades, brutally slaughtered. What they
could not voice to one another they nevertheless all wondered: Was
anyone left to defy the V'ornn? Giyan shook off these dire thoughts. Osoru told her
that her child was close. She had deployed psychic markers, much as
Riane had done by pure instinct in the spherical Kell while she had
quickly read as much of The Book of Recantation as she could
before Bartta tracked her down. Giyan's markers were, of course, more
complex and subtle. She could tell, for instance, precisely how far
Riane was from where she watched and waited in the shadows of a dusty
sysal tree. Not a breath of air stirred the leaf-laden branches
overhead. The green onyx fountain in the center of the plaza
glittered, wavering like a mirage in the heat haze. Water leaked from
a crack down one side. Her gaze took in everything at once—the
sun-baked facade surrounding the plaza, the sleepy-eyed vendors
indifferently hawking day-old prepared food, the children playing
where the water dribbled out of the crack in the fountain, the old
and infirm seer on his plinth, intoning his singsong come-on in a
rheumy voice, Druuge from the Great Voorg, their striped beaded robes
swaying hypnotically, the bottom halves of their faces covered
in script-drenched white muslin, crossing diagonally in their slow
methodical rhythmic pace. It was a highly unusual occurrence to see
these nomads. Even in the Great Voorg they were rarely seen,
preferring to keep to themselves, trading sporadically with the
Sarakkon who made the long pilgrimage from Harborside in Axis Tyr to
the enormous desert in the far eastern quadrant of the
continent. Stories made the rounds of a sighting in this small hamlet
or that, but as to the veracity of these tales no one could attest. Certainly, their presence had never been recorded in
Axis Tyr or any other large city. Giyan had heard of them in her
later studies at the abbey, where a heretical but persistent theory
venerated them as a long-lost faction of Ramahan. At any other time, this sighting would have excited
Giyan; now she paid them no mind. She was busy wondering how she
should prepare herself, then quickly decided that there was simply no
way to prepare herself to see her child in the form he was now in. It
was not seeing Annon in a Kundalan body that concerned her—after
all, he had already been half-Kundalan, though of course no one
knew that save Eleusis and herself. The question that haunted and
terrified her was how would he react? Would he understand what she
had done to save him from Wennn Stogggul? What if he felt that she
had abandoned him? She knew she was getting herself worked up,
frightening herself as a kind of protection against the worst-case
scenario. But in truth she did not know what she dreaded most from
Riane—being forgotten or being hated. Her child—the Dar Sala-at—was close now,
just streets away. All at once, her knees grew weak and sweat rolled
into her eyes. She felt a sudden burst of panic, like a gimnopede
fluttering in her heart. Tears clouded her eyes, stung her cheeks.
Müna protect him always, she thought. And then, emerging from the shadows across the
sun-drenched plaza, she saw Riane. The girl was dressed in dusty
turquoise robes—the color only Mother or the Dar Sala-at could
wear. She held the reins to a pair of cthauros in one hand. In the
crook of the other arm she cradled something small and furry. Giyan
recognized her instantly, although as the girl began to make her
way into the plaza, she observed many differences. For one thing,
Riane had grown. For another, her skin was sun- and wind-burned, rich
color replacing the waxen pallor that had gripped her back at
Bartta's house in Stone Border. She had been gravely ill, then, just
before the Nanthera. Now as she strode through the sunlight, Giyan
could see how strong and muscular her legs had become. And that
gait—yes, it definitely had Annon's confident swagger. On
the other hand, she seemed thin, almost painfully so, and there were
bruises about her, not so much the kind you could see with your eyes,
but the kind Giyan could feel with her Gift, deep places, skinned
raw, bleeding pain and guilt and remorse. Too much for someone so
youngJ Whispering a silent prayer to Müna, Giyan went
to meet her, but just then she saw three of the local Khagggun burst
into the plaza from a side street. They took one look at Riane—young
female Kundalan, a beautiful stranger—and made an immediate
beeline toward her. Giyan froze. The children, catching sight of the advancing
Khagggun, ceased their playing and ran, as it happened, right into
the nomads. The Khagggun surrounded Riane. The nomads continued
bisecting the plaza at their glacial pace, their ropey sun-baked
hands turning the children like wet clay on a wheel, deflecting them
in another direction. Giyan, like a tortoise, pulled her head deeper
into the hood of her cloak and moved toward the group, walking at a
natural gait so as not to catch their attention. They were drunk, these stupid sloe-eyed Khagggun.
Horny and drunk and deadly. They wanted what they wanted and, being
V'ornn, they were going to get it. They touched Riane, laughing as
they poked at the creature curled in the crook of her arm. They began
to make lewd gestures. They grabbed at the edge of her traveling
cloak, drawing it back, baring her long powerful sun-browned legs. Giyan, walking toward them, prepared to cast a
spell. It was not something she cared to do, not here in such a
public place, not at the moment the Dar Sala-at was in plain view.
What choice did she have? She would do whatever she could to protect
Riane. But as she summoned Osoru, her hands commenced to burn.
This had happened twice before, most recently last night when she had
been dragged out of sleep. The pain had been so severe that she had
had to bite her lip in order to keep from screaming. She had lain
awake until dawn, terrified that the unbearable pain would
return. Then, as now, her hands throbbed, felt swollen to three times
their size, as if they had been turned inside out, as if every nerve
was raw, exposed. But now the agony flared up her forearms into her
shoulders. When it converged in her chest, she sank to her knees, her
legs no longer able to support her. Her head lolled, her face was
sweat-streaked. She gasped for air, sobbing and rocking, praying
for a cessation of the agony that racked her entire body. She felt as
though every molecule was being ripped apart, put back together in an
alien configuration. The shiny black chrysalides on her hands and
forearms seemed to have grown thicker, rougher, scaly. They pulsed as
if with nascent veins. Müna protect me, she thought.
What is happening? Through this scrim of pain, she became aware that
the three nomads had stopped. She looked up, glad for the
distraction. Pitch-black hair, light eyes, skin beaten to bronze by
the desert sun. They were no more than a stone's throw from where
Riane was being accosted by the Khagggun. She felt the slightest
ripple at the edge of her vision. Without a word passing between
them, the nomads fanned out until they had formed the points of an
equilateral triangle. Giyan, crouched and in pain, nevertheless felt a
prickling run along her spine, as if she had just stepped in a nest
of spiders. She had seen this configuration before: the mammoth
equilateral triangle of heart-wood posts set mysteriously into the
center of the Great Listening Hall in the regent's palace. Was it a
coincidence that the nomads had assumed the same configuration?
Sunlight spun off the building facades, giving the scene a glaze of
unreality. Thigpen had made Riane aware of the Khagggun the
moment they entered the plaza. "Be careful," she whispered,
"you are back among V'ornn now." "I know what males think of females,"
Riane said. "I used to be one." "But you are a Kundalan female now,"
Thigpen warned. "This will be more difficult than you imagine." "What pretty young skcettta have we here?"
the first Khagggun, said as the three of them surrounded her. "New blood, new meat," laughed the second
as he ran a callused hand down Riane's cheek. The third one belched loudly, releasing a sour waft
of cheap nu-maaadis. "We will have our way with you,
slave-thing." He poked Thigpen. "And then we will skin
this disgusting creature you coddle and have it for
afternoon teal" The three of them bellowed in drunken laughter. "The Druuge are here," Thigpen whispered
to Riane. "Just as they promised." "What?" the third Khagggun said. "Did that creature speak?" the first
Khagggun asked. "Back away," Riane said to them, but they
either did not hear her or were ignoring her. "You're drunk," the second Khagggun said
as he pulled back the flap of Riane's traveling cloak. "Mmm,
imagine those legs wrapped around you!" "Why imagine," the third Khagggun cackled,
"when we can have it?" Riane could see that the three Druuge had arranged
themselves in the shape of the Sacred Triangle. She had seen it
pictured in The Book of Recantation. She had spent the last
two days committing the book to memory as she had done with Utmost
Source. One day until the ides began; one day until the
destruction of all life on Kundala. The Druuge were forming a power
conduit, a Channel from this realm into a whole succession of others. "I can't wait any longer," the second
Khagggun was saying. "Let's drag her into the alley." "This is your last warning," Riane said.
"Back away." They heard her now, and laughed, reaching for her. Riane opened her Third Eye, felt herself becoming
the focal point of the Druuge's attention. She was the lens through
which the energies of the Channel would be magnified. Their heads
tilted forward and all at once Riane felt the Channel open. Beneath
her, the power bourns began to sing. Chanting like a rainstorm, like
silk floating on the wind, thunder hidden in dark hills, owls' wild
cries across verdant treetops, snow spiraling off the frigid tops of
the Djenn Marre, sails like cities on the edge of the horizon, the
beaten brass of sunset laid like a bridge across the ocean, the
molten heat of midday, (he muodd-shell pink of sunrise, mist in the
arms of maidens, the fall of night. With their strange and wondrous
words they constructed an entire world. And the world of their
creation fountained outward. A sudden percussion, soundless,
deafening, profound, filled the plaza. Water from the fountain
sprayed in every direction. The vendors' carts rocked on their
wheels, the closest one to the center of the triangle crashed over
onto its side. Food rolled across the cobbles. Giyan, still in pain, gathered her legs under her
and rose. Panting and dizzy, she made her way to where Riane stood.
Of the nomads or the Khagggun nothing remained. They had vanished
into the thickening heat-haze as if blending into a sand dune.
The cthauros stood oblivious, tails flicking flies from their
gleaming flanks. The vendor righted his cart, kicked his spoiled
food. The old seer was silent as the grave, head cupped in his hands.
He appeared to be weeping. All the others had fled in terror. Riane's head turned as Giyan approached. She could
not see the older woman's face. "Your opal spoke to me," she said in a
voice so rich and melodious it took Giyan's breath away, for she
heard in it hints of her son's tenor. "You bade me come to
Middle Seat and here I am. My name is Riane, and this is Thigpen."
She stroked the creature's fur. "Good afternoon, Lady," Thigpen said. So close to her child, Giyan's nerves were stretched
to their limits. But to see a Rappa, alive and well, and in the arms
of her child! She was so shocked that, for a moment, she could not
find her tongue. No time for second thoughts, for the terror that
Riane might hate her or not know her at all. "I imagine you are surprised to see one of my
kind, Lady." "That would be an understatement, Thigpen."
Giyan was grateful for this colloquy as she found herself quite
unable to deal with this reunion. "But I am very happy to see
you. I have never believed the lies perpetrated against the
Rappa." "Thank you, Lady." "If I might ask, who were the nomads who so
fortuitously interceded with the Khagggun?" "The Druuge. That is their tribal designation,
anyway." "I know them not, Thigpen." "Like you, they are Ramahan. At least, their
ancestors once were." "So the rumors are true. The Druuge are a rogue
offshoot of my people." "That is one theory. On the other hand, they
could be the direct descendants of the Great Goddess, the true
lineage of the Ramahan." Giyan cocked her head. "You are a wondrous
little thing, aren't you?" Thigpen laughed. "The Dar Sala-at said
something similar when we first met." Riane, smiling, said, "How shall we call you?" Giyan looked deep into Riane's eyes. At that moment,
her Gift provided her with a brief and awful glimpse into
Riane's life since she had been forced to leave her with Bartta in
Stone Border. She saw exactly what her twin had become, as twisted on
the inside as she was on the outside. She saw the gaping hole Müna's
long absence had caused in the sorcerous defenses of the abbey, felt
with a rush of terror the Dark evil that had infiltrated the remnants
of the Ramahan. A shiver ran down her spine. Merciful Goddess,
she thought, how much pain has my child endured? I could not be
there to protect her from the evils of the world. Bitterness was
in her mouth like ashes. She longed to take her child in her arms,
hold her close, croon to her. But she could not. Not here, perhaps
not ever. Riane was no longer her child—she was the Dar
Sala-at. Giyan pushed back the deep hood of her cloak until
it had settled around her shoulders. The girl's eyes opened wide.
Eyes wise beyond her years, Giyan could see, eyes that had witnessed
much since she had gone through the Nanthera. "Giyan … ah!" Eyes that were suddenly full of tears. "Ah, my Teyjattt," Giyan whispered. "I
feared that I would never see you again. To be taken from you at the
moment you needed me most." For a long excruciating moment, Riane could not
speak. She was, to put it bluntly, an orphan twice over. To see Giyan
now, the female who had raised Annon, cared for him, taught him,
loved him, to hear again the nickname she had given him as a child
filled Riane with an inexpressible joy. She was astonished at
the depths of her feelings. All the terrible events Riane had
suffered since awakening to her new life in Stone Border and the
abbey fell away like so much dead skin. Having Giyan here beside her
was like regaining the most important part of Annon's former life. "You are well," Riane said. "I am
happy for that." The formal response was painful but
necessary if she was to maintain her composure. She was acutely aware
of being in a public place, one in which more Khagggun could show up
at any moment. "By what clever means did you escape the V'ornn?" Giyan smiled at him. "I was no more prisoner of
Rekkk Hacilar's than I was of your father's." Riane cocked her head. "You must tell me more." "I will tell you everything, dear one. But in a
place that is more private and secure." Unlike most abbeys, this one was built into a sheer
limestone defile. It had about it more of the air of a fortress than
a place of religious worship and learning. It was constructed, not
from the usual milk-white granite, but from mammoth chunks quarried
from the surrounding limestone out of which it seemed to spring in an
organic pattern, an anomaly created, perhaps, by the ferocious
shifting of tectonic plates far beneath the surface. Like most abbeys, it had served Middle Seat well in
its day. But, by the looks of it, that day had long since passed. It
was abandoned now, the thick stone walls gone green with lichen,
guarding a windblown emptiness, a sighing of sagging trees in the
courtyards, tufted growth of yellow weeds pushing aside the stones of
the symmetrical walkways, soft cooing of doves and gimmopedes nesting
in the right angles of broken-down eaves. Smell of sun-baked stone,
and in the shadows decay, dust, mildew, the ammoniac scent of
bird droppings. Drone of insects. The scurrying of small mammals. It was to this lonely and desolate place, once known
as Warm Current, that Giyan brought the Dar Sala-at. In the
absence of priests and acolytes, the architecture was now the focus.
There was a fierce beauty in the purity of angles, arches, and
curves, a design emerging from its rough cocoon, so elemental, so
powerful it was like the last cry of Müna Herself. And so, along
with a stark majesty, there was a certain sadness, the lees of a
vibrant dye that had once, long ago, saturated this place with
purpose. Shadows, thick as midnight, fell exhausted upon walls,
gates, doorways, moved reluctantly and painfully, ghosts of arthritic
Ramahan goaded by the sun making its slow arc across the sky. Mother and child stood facing each other in the
center of a sun-bleached garden gone to seed. They were only a meter
apart, but in every other respect there lay between them a gulf of
unknown depth. So much had happened since they had last seen one
another. They were both changed—in some ways radically so—and
yet were they not still at core the same as they had been in Axis
Tyr? Over everything loomed the terrible danger they were facing. While Thigpen stood guard just outside the front
gates, Giyan tried to speak. There was an awkwardness, a halting
quality brought about by Riane's formal replies that pulled at her
heartstrings, that set up a keening inside her, a kind of mourning,
for she knew now that she had missed out on a crucial part of her
child's development. They were all at once strangers to each other,
and something inside her shriveled, quailed from this knowledge, when
her child said, "The V'ornn have activated the Tymnos device. If
I do not get to the Storehouse Door in the regent's palace before
dawn, Kundala will be destroyed." Whose eyes were those that gazed upon her, whose
voice? The taste of ashes in her mouth, a silent scream at a fate
that would rob her of her only offspring. She nodded, numb with
despair and the agony of longing for what could now never be. She
gathered herself, struggling to be the Lady she was meant to be.
"This is why I have been sent to find you." "We are still a full day's ride from Axis Tyr.
How will we ever make it?" "We are in contact with a Gyrgon. He will get
us there in time." "A Gyrgon? What madness is this?" "It is Lonon, the mad time, Riane. It is also
the time of change. This particular Gyrgon brought us together once
through his technomancy."
"I remember,” Riane said, shivering a
little, despite the heat. "He feels about the Kundalan the way
your father did—the way Rekkk Hacilar does." Riane listened intently. As a V'ornn, Annon, too,
had felt the ineluctable pull toward the Kundalan. Annon had
assumed it had something to do with being raised by Giyan. Then,
as Riane, she felt certain it had something to do with her being the
Dar Sala-at. Now, knowing that other V'ornn—Eleusis, Rekkk, the
Gyrgon—also felt it, she suspected they were all part of
some greater plan. "Can you trust them, Giyan? Trust them with
our lives?" "Do you remember how your father loved me?"
Giyan said softly. Riane nodded. "That is how Rekkk loves me." She told
Riane how Rekkk made a deal with Nith Sahor to allow her to see Annon
once again, how courageous he had been in defending her, in
killing the Khagggun of his own pack sent to stop them. "And as
for the Gyrgon," she continued, "he has risked his standing
within the Comradeship to help us find you. He wishes the holy city
of Za Hara-at to be born; he wants your father's dream to come true.
He is the one who told us that the Tymnos device had been activated.
I fear he is hunted by his enemies within the Comradeship as
Rekkk and I are hunted by Wennn Stogggul and his Dark sorceress,
Malistra." "After Bartta, I have had my fill of Dark
sorceresses," Riane said bitterly. Tears came to Giyan's eyes. Her brief glimpse inside
Riane made her fully aware of the undercurrents of pain and guilt and
remorse in her child. How she had been tortured, humiliated, tested
on Müna's holy anvil. "Ah, Riane, what have I done to you?
My heart aches. If only I had been there, if only I had been able to
stay…" Her words seemed faded by the sun, dying in the
heat. What was she to say? How could she ever explain what she had
done? To leave her with the monster her twin had become…
Merciful Müna, what had she done? "To stay or leave," Riane said, "it
was not your choice, but my fate." Giyan's heart constricted. She swallowed, nodded. As
a mother she had already failed. As a sister too, it appeared. She
should have found some way to help Bartta; but they had been riven by
tragedy, twins who became strangers to one another. Disaster. She
wished she were dead. And then, into the morass of self-loathing into
which she had sunk, came a lifeline, tossed by her cherished one. Riane took a deep breath. "I have thought about
you so much and so often," she said. "You have ever been at the forefront of my
thoughts." Giyan, her heartbeat fluttering like a gimnopede's
wings, took a hesitant step toward her. More than anything, she
wanted to put her arms around her child and hold her, feel her
warmth, give her hope that she could accomplish her monumental
task. Terrified, she did not move. She opened her mouth to speak,
knowing she had been given the oppor- tunity to atone for abandoning
her child. "I am so sorry for what I did to you. I have no
excuse, only circumstance to offer as explanation: I needed to
convince Wennn Stogggul and Kinnnus Morcha that Annon was dead. It
was the only way to save you." "And save me you did. I am grateful for that,"
Riane said. "What happened to my body?" She tried to read Riane's expression, to figure out
where she stood in her child's eyes. She had already withstood so
much pain, why bring her more? "Perhaps it would be better if
you didn't know." "Yes. I understand your concern. Nevertheless,
I have to know." Giyan's heart broke all over again. The intensity of
Riane's gaze startled her, impelled her to speak when her
intention was otherwise. "I took Annon out to where the V'ornn
were killing the citizens of Stone Border." Abruptly, she turned
away. Her mouth felt full of blood—Annon's blood. "You must tell me all of it," Riane said. Giyan nodded, but she bit her lip all the same. "I
laid the body at Rekkk's feet. He ordered his Khagggun to stand down.
The killing stopped." "Thank Müna." Hearing that phrase uttered by her child startled
Giyan. Not her child, she reminded herself again, the Dar Sala-at.
"As is the Khagggun custom, First-Captain Olnnn Rydddlin wanted
your body dragged around the town plaza behind his horse until all
the skin was flayed off, but Rekkk would not let him. When they
returned to Axis Tyr, Rydddlin reported him. This simple act of
kindness brought him disgrace among his own caste." Her
gaze faltered for a moment. "The body was brought back to Wennn
Stogggul. The head was severed. The new regime's fear was put to
rest. As I had hoped, it is assured of its legitimacy, it has
forgotten all about Annon Ashera." "How strange is hearing the fate of your own
body," Riane said slowly. She looked into Giyan's eyes. "It
must have hurt you terribly seeing what they did." "Yes, but all the while I was thinking, He's
alive! He's alive!" "Yes, I am alive," Riane said. "Changed,
altered, seeing events through Kundalan eyes, remembering fragments
of Riane's past. I can read Venca, you know." Giyan stared at her, and Riane smiled. "Yes, so
many things to tell you—good and bad." Giyan reached out, smoothed a lock of hair back from
Riane's face. "Once I taught you. Now perhaps you will teach
me." Riane took Giyan's hand in her own. "Sometimes
I dream I am back in Axis Tyr, back in Annon's body. I have returned
to my old life, everything is as it was." "Oh, but my dear one, it can never be!" "Yes, I know. And now I would not wish it so."
Riane smiled. "And do you know I have your Gyrgon to thank for
that—at least partially. You see, when his technomancy brought
Annon back I was pulled out of this body, I was Annon again. But that
was not what I wanted. I learned that you cannot go back, and you
mustn't wish it. The path is ahead, Giyan, isn't it, always ahead." "Yes," Giyan whispered. Her eyes were
flooded with tears. What a difficult, painful lesson, she thought,
for one so young to learn. "But my memories of that previous life…"
Riane hesitated for just an instant. "Giyan, there were times
when I treated you—" "No, please—" "Let me finish." Riane moved closer. They
were but several hand-spans apart. "I must say it because it
eats at me, because I feel shame and remorse for the times I treated
you like a slave, like an animal. I ignored your love for me." "How could you have acted otherwise? You were
of the master race." "Don't say that. Don't even think it." Giyan smiled through her tears. Her heart was
beating fast with her love for her child. "Yes, there was always
another part of you, wasn't there? The part that reacted to and
remembered my love, the part that could not stand idly by while
Kurgan Stogggul raped Eleana." "Eleana! You have seen her?" "There is much to tell you, so many changes.
She is waiting for us not six kilometers away." "She is well?" "Quite well. She—" "I want to see her." "And you will, Teyjattt. But, no, I must not
call you that. Your identity must remain an absolute secret
between the two of us. It is far too dangerous for anyone else to
know." "Surely you cannot mean Eleana." "But I do." Anger flared. "I don't care. Don't you
understand? I love her. I have to tell her who I really am. I do not
think I could see her again without telling her. It would be sheer
agony." "You are not thinking clearly. You are not
Annon, any more than you are Riane. You are the Dar Sala-at." "I know who I am inside! You cannot order me to
do something I don't want to do." "True enough," Giyan said softly. "But
hear me well before you decide. It is written in Prophesy that
of the Dar Sala-at's allies one will love her, one will betray her,
one will try to destroy her." "There, you see! Eleana loves me, I know she
does." "So do I." Riane shook her head. "I don't give a clemett
for prophesy!"
"Stubborn as ever." Giyan could not help a
small smile. "Now you sound just like Annon." "Let us not quarrel." Riane reached out to
take Giyan's hand, her eyes opening wide when she saw the
chrysalides. "What is this? What has happened to you?" "They are organic. They seem to have a life of
their own." Riane held both of Giyan's hands in her own. "Do
they cause you pain?" "From time to time. More frequently now. Soon,
I think, they will break open." "This happened when you broke the circle of the
Nanthera, didn't it?" Giyan bit her lip. "I had promised myself not
to tell you. I did not want you to feel in any way responsible." "They are sorcerous," Riane said.
"Together we shall work on returning your hands to normal." "I would like that," Giyan whispered, her
voice at the point of breaking. Their eyes locked, and between them
passed a current stronger than any other in the Cosmos. "It always struck me as so strange," Riane
said at length, "that I felt closer to you than I did to my own
mother. I used to fight off sleep wondering how that could be. I
was V'ornn and you were Kundalan, and yet there was something between
us, an umbilicus that was almost like a shared purpose. I guess I
absorbed more from you than your stories, myths, and songs of
Kundala. I came to care for its people, began, oddly, to feel that I
was almost one of them." She cocked her head. "Can you make
sense of that?" "Yes," Giyan said as she fought back
tears. "I can." "That afternoon when Kurgan and I went hunting,
when we came upon Eleana, everything I had learned from you was
crystallized by the violence of the moment. I could have killed
Kurgan—would have, I think, had it not been for the gyreagle
that appeared out of nowhere and wounded me." "Müna's messenger." "More prophesy. Yes, the talon that pulsed in
my chest, that guided me to the Storehouse Door, to Seelin the
Dragon." While they had been talking, the bloody sun had
slipped westward, impaling itself on the icy horns of the Djenn
Marre. Swiftly now, as time began to run out, twilight stole over
them. "We had better go," Giyan said. "Rekkk,
Nith Sahor, Eleana are waiting for us. Friends who will help you
get to the Ring of Five Dragons." As they turned to make for the gate, Giyan
hesitated. "Riane, please, you must understand. I am the only
one who knows your secret, who knows that inside Riane Annon Ashera
still lives. No one else must know this. The regent's spies are
everywhere. The Gyrgon himself told us to trust no one. And now that
Stogggul has somehow acquired the talents of a Dark sorceress we must
be doubly vigilant. She found me once, perhaps she can again."
She took her child by the shoulders, her heart breaking. "When
we leave here, when we meet our friends—even our friends,
Riane—you are the Dar Sala-at and I am Lady Giyan.
Understood?" There was a terrible pain in Riane's eyes. "But
here," she whispered, "in our private sanctuary, where we
love and are loved, you will still call me Teyjattt, won't you?" Giyan was weeping as she pulled her child into a
fierce embrace that shattered all her emotions and, in a magical
instant, healed her heart. The Daemon Is
in the Details Of course I recognize it." Star-Admiral Kinnnus
Morcha gripped the bracelet in one fist. "Do you not think I
know the regent's handiwork when I see it?" "Perhaps I should not have pried it out of her
fingers." Kurgan's head was bent, his expression downcast.
"Perhaps I should have left it for you—" "No." The Star-Admiral's hand made a
cutting gesture. "You did the right thing, adjutant. I would not
see her now—this last time—clutching Stogggul's
bribe." It was not lost on Kurgan that the Star-Admiral did
not use the regent's full name, that he spoke of him now with
contempt as well as hatred. Kinnnus Morcha willed Dalma to look at him, but her
sightless eyes remained staring fixedly at the sky. Overhead, the
clouds moved, but she did not. His boots crunched over white-marble
gravel dark with her blood. It appeared as if her body was already
sinking into the ground, becoming part of the neat path the violence
of her last moments of life had disturbed. The entire park was
surrounded by members of his personal wing. To a Khagggun, they
faced outward, ion cannons at the ready, their backs to the tragedy.
"What evil fate has overtaken me that I should have cared for
such a one?" He took a deep, ragged breath. "I blame
Stogggul for this. Not simply for her death, but for her corruption
as well." "I am your right arm. I could do nothing while
the regent's troops defied your order to put Olnnn Rydddlin away. I
am humiliated by my inaction. What would you have me do,
Star-Admiral?" "Do?" Kinnnus Morcha looked at Kurgan out
of reddened eyes. He was dressed in full battle armor, as were all of
his Khagggun. "You will do nothing. You will make no sound, take
no action whatsoever. It seems the regent's stupidity has surfaced
sooner rather than later. He rapes and murders Dalma. He countermands
my orders to have Olnnn Rydddlin locked away. Rydddlin is mad, of
that you can be certain. But he is exceedingly clever, as mad V'ornn
often are, to have persuaded Stogggul to give him succor. I see now
that I have underestimated him." His eyes sparked with rage.
"Either that, or the cursed sorceress who stands ever by the
regent's side has taken him under her foul wing." His fingers
curled into a fist. "I would not put such a poisonous deed past
that accursed skcettta! Poison seems to be her stock-in-trade. She
has poisoned Wennn Stogggul's mind, sure enough." Kinnnus Morcha knelt, cupped the bloody crown of
Dalma's skull. "You never knew how much I cared for you. I never
told you; I never showed you. How could I? I am Khagggun. But I did
care for you. You touched a part of me and made it live. Now it is as
cold and dead as your poor self." His fingertips moved over her
brow, down her cheek. "Sleep now, and do not trouble yourself.
Your pain is ended, but I swear to you on my own life that your
murderer's is just beginning." He rose then and turned away"from her.
Signaling for First-Captain Julll to approach, he gave orders for
Dalma's interment. First-Captain Julll nodded, turned, and marched
quickly away. It was a quiet time, a time of reflection. Kurgan
observed everything with the detachment he had learned at the Old
V'ornn's knee. He felt nothing for these two allies turned
antagonists—not compassion, not loyalty, not even the sweet
taste of irony at his own role in the escalation of their enmity. If
you were not detached you could not be objective, the Old V'ornn had
said. And if you could not be objective, you could not see the big
picture. If you were as ambitious as Kurgan was, seeing the big
picture was everything. When, at length, the Star-Admiral looked at Kurgan,
he seemed his old self again. "No, we will let the regent and
the traitorous Wing-General NeffT make their rash and ill-considered
public moves, while in the privacy of our caste we will consolidate
our power, prepare for battle. If it is a war the regent wants, then
by putrid N'Luuura it is a war he shall get!" Forgive me, Father," Nith Sahor said, "for
I have sinned." "It is no sin to follow your convictions,"
the brilliantly plumaged teyj answered. "It is the way I taught
you to live your life." "For good or ill." Nith Sahor smiled and
held out his wrist. The bird flew from its perch, its agile talons
gripping the thick glove-grids. Immediately, its translucent
yellow talons extruded, forging the link, making contact. "This cortical net you made for me is
extraordinary," the teyj said, preening its feathers. "I
revel in all these colors!" Nith Sahor smiled. "You were quite an artist in
your day, Father. You always had an extraordinary sense of color." "And I gave birth to a scientist! Who would
have thought!" "Once there were many artists among the
Comradeship, but no more. You were the last of your kind, Father. Now
we Gyrgon are of a piece, technomages all." "No, my son, you are not like the rest." "Too much like them, I sometimes fear. I wish I
were more like you." "Well, perhaps it's better that you haven't
followed in my footsteps. Children should have their own lives, not
be saddled with living their father's all over again." "Assuming there will be any life left to live,"
Nith Sahor said. The teyj looked around. "We are not in your
tower." "Not in the Temple of Mnemonics at all. I had
to put you to sleep for a time." "I hate when you do that," the teyj said. "Couldn't be helped. My laboratory came under
siege." "Nith Batoxxx?" Nith Sahor nodded. "He is incensed that I have
left the Comradeship. Others are falling in line." The teyj lifted its four wings and settled back.
"How bad?" "Bad enough,” Nith Sahor admitted. "The
Comradeship is in disarray. Thanks to Nith Batoxxx their focus has
shifted from pure science to political maneuvering. Nith Batoxxx has
been the most vociferous voice raised in fury against the three who
were killed by the Kundalan sorcery." "The Ring of Five Dragons! I wish I could write
about it! What tales I could compose!" "If you feel the urge to write, expose Nith
Batoxxx and his poisonous tongue." "I told you he was a bad seed several hundred
years ago." "I'm afraid I was too busy with my experiments
to listen to you, Father. My fault entirely." Nith Sahor made
his way over the bare floor to a dusty window. "But my real
mistake may be in breaking with the Comradeship." "Not if it is half as corrupt as you say."
The teyj swiveled its head, its golden eyes quick and darting.
"Colorless, drab sort of place you've picked. Not a stick of
furniture to be seen in this wasteland." "This warehouse is not pretty, but it suits my
purposes. Look!" Nith Sahor activated his glove-net. Blue fire
sparked around the bare room so that it shimmered, wavered. When it
restabilized every nook and cranny was crammed with arrays of
equipment neatly arranged on shelves. "It's a duplicate of your tower laboratory"
the teyj exclaimed. "One of several." "You keep altogether too many secrets from me,
my son!" "I need to find ways to keep you amused,
Father." He stroked the teyj's feathers. "Creating this bio
cortical net to house your electromagnetic force was difficult
enough—I could not give you the means to express your artistic
side." "Do not fret, my son. Think of what you have
accomplished. I am alive again, and for that alone I am grateful. You
have become a great scientist—a technomage for the ages!"
The teyj peered out the window. "I see troops, many Khagggun in
battle armor." "The regent and the Star-Admiral are having a
bit of a disagreement. I believe they mean to kill eadh other." "I am not surprised," the teyj said with
asperity. "I have always held the firm belief that you cannot
mix Great and Lesser Castes. There is an innate distrust among
unequals. Why shouldn't there be? Distrust is bred in their bones." "This goes deeper than a simple blood feud."
Nith Sahor took the teyj away from the window. "I feel certain
that another force, powerful, subtle, something we have never before
encountered is at work here. It has something to do with Kundala
itself." "I know you have believed from the moment we
made planetfall that this planet was special." "I persuaded none, I angered many. Now I am
convinced I was right, Father. Kundala will either be our crowning
glory or our doom." "Doom? Why do you say doom?" Nith Sahor sat on a stool before one of his
mysterious consoles. Banks of holographic runes—red, blue,
yellow—spilled across the cortical interface like rain,
disappearing and reappearing in a pattern so complex it gave the teyj
a headache. "Sometimes our mission seems endless, Father.
We search for the Single Great Equation, the Unifying Theory that
will explain the Cosmos. But the Cosmos is in eternal flux. It
is Chaos. How can you make sense of Chaos?" "That is what art attempts to do, my son. That
is the purity of its purpose. It was the founding principle of the
Comradeship. Now look what has happened. They have descended into the
cauldron of politics. Now all they can do is make chaos out of
order." "You are one of the few, Father. You are an
artist. You understand uncertainty. But the Comradeship, as a whole,
abhors uncertainty. It terrifies them. That is why they are so uneasy
here in Kundala, why they have destabilized. There are too many
mysteries they cannot solve. The harder they try, it seems, the
further away the answers seem."
"Perhaps, in this case, there are no answers." "That is the romantic in you speaking,"
Nith Sahor said. "No, for every enigma posed by Kundala there is
an answer, I know it."
"What if the answer is not to your liking?" "Still, we will have a better idea of our place
in the Cosmos, won't we?" "You have my disposition as well as my blood,
my son. You do not fear uncertainty." "On the contrary, I am drawn to it." "Then your break with the Comradeship was
inevitable." "They will try to destroy me."
"You will not let them." "Nith Batoxxx is clever, and gaining power
inside the Comradeship. They have never had need of leaders. It seems
he is a born leader." "So are you, my son. But you have yet to
recognize that quality in yourself." The teyj sighed, much as
Nith Sahor's father had sighed when he was alive. "Once we were
all One. That was the nature of the Comradeship, after all. The
reason it was formed."
"What we have come to is a tragedy." "I know when it began," the teyj said.
"The moment we first engaged the Centophennni. From that point
onward, nothing inside the Comradeship has been the same. That
one act tainted us, what the doctrine of Enlil spoke of as the
Original Sin. This, too, we have rejected as apocryphal." "You may be right." Nith Sahor was staring
at the hailstorm of runes on trie interface. "But at the moment,
we have a more immediate problem. Nith Batoxxx and his cabal
have found me." He leapt up, his floor-length greatcoat swirling
around him. One wall of the warehouse was beginning to balloon
outward. "I don't like the look of this," the teyj said. Nith Sahor passed a hand over its head and the teyj
collapsed into a stream of iconic positrons that flowed, merging into
the holographic hailstorm of runes on the console interface. "Sleep well, Father," Nith Sahor said as
he turned, engaging his ion exomatrix. The walls of the warehouse paled, grew translucent,
then transparent as the technomancy wielded by Nith's Sahor enemies
was brought to bear on the safeguards he had erected. Green ion fire
leapt out from his fingers, shoring up the walls, but he knew it was
a holding action at best. He could feel them, feel their enmity,
their power, grown exponentially. There were too many of them
for him to fight at this time, in this place. He would have to— Something screamed in his mind as a ruby-red
ion-particle beam lanced through the wall and struck him on the side
of the skull. He staggered, gritting his teeth. He struck back, but
it was no use, more and more of the ruby-red beams were slicing
through the last of his defenses. He prepared himself, was almost
done when he saw Nith Batoxxx, floating in the air just outside the
warehouse. Nith Batoxxx bared his yellow teeth, his arm swept out,
and another ion-particle beam sliced through the wall. The wall,
stretched beyond its tolerance, shattered, and the beam caught Nith
Sahor full on. He went to his knees, half-stunned, and Nith Baffoxxx
came swooping in for the kill. There's something wrong." Rekkk grabbed at the
okummmon Nith Sahor had implanted in his left forearm. "What is it?" Eleana asked. "It's throbbing." He gritted his teeth.
"The pain!" He fell to his knees in the second-floor room
they had rented in the shabby roadhouse just outside Middle Seat.
Eleana held him as he groaned, brushed the sweat off his face with
her sleeve. The ceiling was low, smoke-stained. The windows were
small as eyes. The furniture was barely usable. Outside, dusk was
crawling toward them like a beggar on his knees. The litter-strewn
courtyard was deserted except for a wagon pulled by two sorry-looking
cthauros. A traveling knife-sharpener had set up shop during the late
afternoon and was now plying his trade. Cicadas screamed in the
ammonwood trees. "My arm," Rekkk whispered. "It feels
like my arm's on fire." "Just hold on," she said. "Hold on,
Rekkk." Noises arose like smoke from the public rooms
downstairs. A single lamp was lit against the darkness, all the mean
room had by way of illumination. Its flame flittered and danced,
sending hunchbacked shadows up the wall. His fingers were twitching, curling and spasming as
if they had a will of their own. "Something's…
something's happened to Nith Sahor." Eleana bent over him. "What do you mean?"
She wished Giyan were here. What was taking her so long? She should
have found the Dar Sala-at long before now. What if she had run into
trouble—the crazy Khagggun in Middle Seat the roadhouse
proprietor had warned them about. She bit her lip, in a knot of
worry. She regretted now not insisting that she and Rekkk
accompany her. But she had been adamant on going alone. Even Rekkk
knew there were times you could not argue with her. "He is under attack!" Rekkk managed to get
out before another wave of fiery pain hit him. "Ah, N'Luuura
take it!" She could feel him trembling all over. He had gone
cold as ice. "He's injured," Rekkk panted. "Badly
injured." He was almost doubled over in pain. All at once, the
okummmon emitted an ear-piercing sound. Eleana's teeth began to
chatter. Rekkk was on the verge of passing out. The okummmon bulged
outward. There was a flash of brilliant blue light, followed
immediately by what sounded like a clap of thunder. Out of the slot in the okummmon appeared a
brilliantly plumaged bird. "N'Luuura, a teyj," Rekkk said hoarsely,
as the four-winged bird swooped back and forth near the ceiling. The colors of the teyj's plumage began to run,
dripped through the air, separating, coming apart, disassociating.
And just as quickly reformed into another figure entirely. "Nith Sahorl" Rekkk pulled himself
together, shaking off the pain like an animal shakes off rain. The Gyrgon, having morphed into his true shape, fell
to one knee. As Eleana ran toward him, he held up a gloved hand.
Sparks fountained through the air, and the acrid smell of burning
components filled the room. His ion exomatrix appeared cracked in
several places. Some of his tertium and germanium circuits glowed
eerily, while others seemed blackened, fused. Eleana turned back to Rekkk. "He's bleeding!"
she said. Staggering to his feet, Rekkk approached the figure. "I am sorry I caused you so much pain, Rekkk,"
Nith Sahor said. His voice sounded odd, muffled, as if emanating from
another dimension. "At such short notice, however, it could not
be helped." "Do not concern yourself," Rekkk said,
kneeling in front of the Gyrgon. "What has happened?" Nith Sahor's head lifted, and he looked Rekkk in the
eye. The amber-colored skin of his head was unhealthily mottled. His
hollow cheeks were speckled with blood. "I was required to
defend myself against enemies most zealous." A small rueful
smile played across his lips. "It has been some time since I
needed to do that. I fear I was a trifle rusty. I was obliged to beat
a strategic retreat." "How badly are you injured?" "Whole inside and out, I assure you." But some dark undertow in his tone, a certain pallor
in his startling star-sapphire eyes told Rekkk he was lying. The Gyrgon turned his attention to Eleana, his body
unfolding like that of a golden mantis until he was standing. "So
this is the young Kundalan resistance leader." "You know about me?" the girl said
uncertainly. "Assuredly. Rekkk has been sending me periodic
reports of your progress." "Then you'll know I abandoned the resistance to
join Giyan and Rekkk in the quest to find the Dar Sala-at. Your
Khagggun have done too good a job at decimating our ranks and killing
our idealism." "A necessary though regrettable turn of the
wheel. You have my sympathies." '" "What shall I do with them?" "Pardon me." The Gyrgon blinked. "Is
that a joke?" "I don't know," she said. "I suppose
in a macabre way it is. This is my first encounter with a Gyrgon,
though I have lost count of the times I have dreamed of this moment.
I have dreamed many times of killing such as you, with my bare hands
if necessary. Your kind have killed so many of my people, so cruelly,
wantonly, with a detached pleasure." Tears trembled in the
corners of her eyes. "So many gone, like a river of flesh and
bones emptying out into the Sea of Blood, earning it its name all
over again." "What fire!" Nith Sahor said approvingly.
"I can appreciate your passion. Believe me, it will prove
invaluable in the days and months to come." Eleana clutched her rage in tightly balled fists. "I
would kill you now if I could, if Rekkk would let me." "I understand. There is nothing I can say that
could make up for the blood that has been spilled, the pain and
suffering we have caused. A single thought to carry with you through
the dark time ahead. One day, it is my hope and expectation that you
will see me for what I truly am." Eleana turned her back, would not respond even to
Rekkk's gentle touch. Nith Sahor looked around the room. "Speaking of
Lady Giyan, where is she?" "She went to fetch the Dar Sala-at," Rekkk
said. Nith Sahor's face darkened momentarily. "On her
own? Rekkk, I thought I made myself clear." "You did. It's just that Giyan has a will of
her own." "She also has a way of making that will
manifest." Nith Sahor nodded grudgingly. "I understand."
He went slowly and, Rekkk suspected, painfully, to the window
overlooking part of the courtyard and the road leading to Middle
Seat. "How long has that knife-sharpener been here?" Rekkk shrugged. "I do not know exactly. He came
sometime in the afternoon." "He may be a knife-sharpener," Nith Sahor
observed, "but if so he is honing his own shock-sword." "What?" Rekkk leapt to the window to have
a look himself. "He is Khagggun?" "Yes, Rekkk." Nith Sahor passed a gloved
hand across the window. Blue ions arced briefly, and the Gyrgon's
eyes closed, moving rapidly back and forth beneath the lids as if he
were dreaming. "He is from Axis Tyr. He bears the mark of the
regent's Haaar-kyut. He has been keeping tabs on you. It would be an
excellent wager to assume he is waiting for reinforcements." "How did he know we were here?" "A good question, Rekkk. It goes without saying
that he lacks the intelligence to have found out on his own. He must
have been directed here." Rekkk snapped his fingers. "Malistral She found
us once through a sorcerous beacon. But Giyan swore to me she had
blocked it." "I would not bet against Lady Giyan's sorcery."
Nith Sahor turned back into the room. "Therefore, Malistra must
have found an alternative means to track you." He began to
search their meager belongings. "Tell me, Rekkk, is there
anything in your possession she could have tainted? Anything that was
lost and now found, something out of your sight for even a few
moments?" "No, I can't think of anything." "I can." Eleana turned around. In her palm
lay the V'ornn weapon. "A spider-mite," Nith Sahor said. "Malistra cast a spell on it to protect Olnnn
Rydddlin from Giyan's sorcery." "Put it down," Nith Sahor said. "At
once." Eleana did as he bade, then stepped back, moving to
Rekkk's side. Rekkk put a protective arm around her. "Now we are faced with a fascinating
conundrum." Hands clasped at the small of his back, Nith Sahor
walked slowly and meditatively around the weapon. From time to time,
he paused and, again, Rekkk found himself wondering how badly the
Gyrgon had been injured. "What did Malistra do to it?" "Giyan has been trying to determine that,"
Rekkk said. Nith Sahor paused. "She handled it?" "A number of times." "It is simplicity itself. One sorceress casts a
spell to absorb the aura of another sorceress." Nith Sahor
nodded. "All right. We have identified our tracker." He
squatted down, hands steepled in front of his face. "Now what
shall we do with it? Shall we destroy it and be done with it?"
He cocked his head up, looked at Eleana. "What do you say,
Resistance?" Eleana thought a moment. "If it were up to me,
I would leave it alone. When we leave here;rthe knife-sharpener won't
come with us. He'll stay right here where the tracker is." "Better yet, we could send the tracker
somewhere else." Nith Sahor rose in a shower of blue sparks.
Hyperexcited ions surrounded the tracker, whisked it away at the
movement of his hand. "I believe we can now work unobserved."
But the smile that tinged his face was already turning into a
grimace of pain. Blood-Letting The Ring of Five Dragons!" With avid fingers
Wennn Stogggul plucked the ring from Malistra's open palm. "Allow
me, Lord." She smiled as she slid it onto his index finger. He grimaced. "Tight fit." "It was meant for Kundalan fingers, Lord."
Watching him from beneath hooded lids. The tip of her tongue
flicked out as she saw the single bead of blood leaking from the spot
where the thorn had pricked him. She grasped his hand, wiping it away
before he could see it. "Now what do I do?" he asked her. "How
do I summon the sorcery of the Kundalan?" "In time, Lord," she said, wrapping her
arms around him. They were walking in her herb-and-mushroom garden in
the regent's palace. The sky was a canopy of cerulean blue.
Butterflies danced beside Haaar-kyut in full battle armor patrolling
the shanstone ramparts. A blood-fig tree she had lately planted
bloomed in sorcerous abandon, releasing a scent that appealed to
Stogggul particularly. She made certain to bring him here at least
once a day so that his system would be infused with the perfume that
made him adore her above all others. "The ring needs to become
accustomed to its new master. Even as we speak it is attuning itself
to you and you alone. Within twenty-four hours the sorcery will be
yours to command." "That long?" He frowned. "I wanted to
use it now against Kinnnus Morcha." He lifted his ringed fist
over his head. "I want to stamp him out like a dung beetle" "And you will, Lord." Malistra licked his
ear. "If you grow impatient, why not lay the plans now for his
demise?" "And how would you advise I do that?" "Enlist your son and Olnnn Rydddlin. Kurgan has
the Star-Admiral's ear, yet he has lately proved by deed the
sincerity of his pledge to you. He has helped you humiliate Morcha.
And Olnnn Rydddlin owes you an enormous debt of gratitude." Stogggul's eyes gleamed darkly. "Your idea has
merit." He inhaled deeply the perfume of the sorcerous blood-fig
tree. "I could use Kurgan to lure Morcha into a trap. That will
certainly please me. But as for Olnnn Rydddlin, of what use is he to
me?" "He despises Morcha now. He will be only too
eager to do what you ask of him." "And what would that be?" "He is a masterful warrior. He would be honored
to act as your assassin." "What are you talking about? He is a cripple." "It only appears that way," Malistra
whispered so there was no chance of being overheard. "And
therein lies his advantage. He gives the appearance of a
grievously wounded veteran, sadly and prematurely retired. But I
have made his skeletal leg stronger than it was before. Believe me
when I tell you he will be even more formidable as the regent's
assassin than ever he was as a Pack-Co'mmander." As usual, she was telling him as much of the truth
as served her purpose. In fact, she had imbued Olnnn Rydddlin with
something of herself. No one—not the least Olnnn Rydddlin
himself—could possibly guess what she had done to him; it
was too soon for such gifts to come to light. First, he had to
struggle. He had to overcome his own revulsion of the unknowable, of
the chaos that was life. He had, in essence, to transcend his
limitations as a V'ornn if he was ever to come into full possession
of the gifts she had given him. She had made this decision while she
was healing him. He had been unconscious, hanging between life and
death. She made a perilous deal with fate. If his will to live was
strong enough, this would be her price, and a steep one it was. They had come to the end of their stroll around the
garden. Stogggul turned to her, bruised her lips with his. "Tell
me, Malistra," he whispered, "what need is there for
me to be regent when you are doing such a neat job of it?" "I only suggest, Lord. It is you who schemes
and makes decisions." "Foolish female, that was a joke." He
laughed, parted her robes, exposed her firm, glowing flesh. He
shivered with anticipation as she knelt in front of him. "A very
funny joke, oh yes!" When Riane thought of seeing Eleana she simply could
not imagine it. As she approached the roadhouse outside Middle Seat
she found herself becoming more and more apprehensive. The simple
fact was, she was confused. Deep inside her core, the personality of
Annon quailed, his "maleness" already anticipating the
sexual charge Eleana gave "him." But Annon was no longer
Annon. Riane had no idea how her body would respond. Why should she?
She had limited experience being female. Since becoming Riane, the
symptoms of the hormonal changes raging through her system had been
suppressed by her terror, isolation, and despair. It was anyone's
guess what would happen when she was standing next to Eleana. She was
terrified of a cataclysm. Giyan, seeing the tremors run through her, stopped
them in the courtyard. Save for the group's cthauros, it was
deserted, unkempt, thoroughly unpleasant. Putting a hand on Riane's
arm, she said: "Try to relax." "Easy for you to say." Giyan smiled. "As a matter of fact, it's not. I
am every bit as apprehensive as you are." She did not have
to give voice to her apprehension: Eleana posed the biggest potential
threat to them, because she would prove the greatest temptation to
Riane to reveal who she really was. Thigpen, lying across Riane's
shoulders, placidly observed this exchange between them. Riane was
grateful that she had never asked what the two of them had talked
about inside the Abbey of Warm Current. The creature seemed to accept
with preternatural equanimity these brief enigmatic conversations
that pointedly excluded her. "We all harbor secrets, Riane,"
was all she had said. "This is how the Cosmos continues to
manufacture Chaos." Rekkk was waiting anxiously for them in the
courtyard of the road-house. "So this is the Dar Sala-at," he said. Riane stared at him. Tall and rangy, with a handsome
lined face, he seemed not at all the fierce Pack-Commander Annon had
seen that day in the forest. His eyes were alive and curious, with
none of the cruel remoteness typical of Khagggun. What would he think
if he knew Annon Ashera still lived, existing inside this female
Kundalan body? "Rekkk Hacilar," Giyan said, firmly
putting a hand on each of Riane's shoulders, "this is Riane." Rekkk smiled. "We have spent many days trying
to find you." On the other hand, the irony of the situation—being
allied with the former Pack-Commander who had chased Annon and Giyan
from Axis Tyr to Stone Border—was not lost on her. It was
decidedly eerie to have this knowledge—to have known Rekkk
without him being aware of it. She remembered Thigpen telling her
that it was the Dar Sala-at's fate to be apart from all others. This,
her first taste of the enormity of the isolation, made her feel empty
inside, a hollow bowl waiting to be filled by rainwater in a place of
eternal drought. "I have never met a Rhynnnon before," she
said, "though I have heard much about them." "You have?" Rekkk frowned. "How would
a Kundalan girl—?"
"Rekkk, what has happened?" Giyan said
hastily as she gave Riane a warning look. "Why have you risked
showing yourself instead of waiting for us upstairs?" "Nith Sahor is here," he said quickly. "He
denies it, but I am certain he has been in a major battle of some
sort, doubtless involving Gyrgon technomancy. He is wounded, Giyan,
grievously, I believe. Can you help him?" "I do not know,” she said, leading them
across the roadhouse's scarred and battered front door. "But I
will try." "Lady," Nith Sahor said the moment they
entered the room, "I am gratified that you and Rekkk have
fulfilled the commission I asked of you. This, I take it, is the Dar
Sala-at. It is an honor to meet a legend in the flesh." His
star-sapphire eyes swung from Riane back to Giyan. "I can feel
what you are doing, but you waste your time," he told her
flatly. "What has been done to me cannot be undone by your
sorcery." His gloved forefinger pointed at his skull. "The
circuits are damaged. Since they are a part of me…"
He shrugged. "But we must not talk about this. There are far
more pressing matters to attend to."
"But—" "The Gyrgon is right," Riane said. "The
ides of Lonon begin tomorrow. We must direct all our energies
and resources on the survival of Kundala." She turned to Nith
Sahor. "Giyan tells me you can transport us to Axis Tyr." "In the blink of an eye,” Nith Sahor
said. "The rest will be up to you. Once you are in the city I
can no longer help you. I am anathema there. Hunted just as you will
be if your identity is discovered."
"And once there, how will we enter the regent's
palace?"
"Eleana and I have taken care of that matter,"
Rekkk said. And now, at last, the moment that Riane had been
anticipating and dreading had come. Eleana had been hanging back in
the corner of the room, but now she stepped forward. "I never
imagined I would ever see the Dar Sala-at, let alone meet her." Riane wanted to say something, anything. Out of the
corner of her eye, she saw Giyan watching her intently. Eleana had
not changed much from the image Annon had kept with him from their
first meeting. It was curious. Riane still saw her through
"male" eyes. She took in the curve of her breast, the
narrowness of her waist, the length and strength of her legs. And her
face—well, her face seemed, if possible, even more beautiful
than it had been in Annon's memory, as if suffused with an inner
glow. She exuded a warrior's aplomb, a female's sensuality. It
was a potent mix. The attraction had not ebbed one iota. Riane's
knees felt weak, and she could not quite catch her breath. She was
overrun with an emotion that had nowhere to go. In truth, Riane did not know what she would have
done next had Nith Sahor not begun to change color. An odd unhealthy
pallor had commenced to drain him of his normal amber color. For a
moment, he staggered and, out of control, hyperexcited ions rimmed
the room in an eerie greenish glow. His eyes had gone all weird. They
had lost much of their glitter. As if responding to an unspoken request, Thigpen
leapt up into the Gyrgon's arms. Nith Sahor turned and went to the
door. "Finalize your plans," he said. "I
would speak with the Rappa alone." you were right to suspect the
Sarakkon," Kurgan said. "They know something about the
Druuge." Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha, in his battle pavilion
within Axis Tyr, looked up from his camp table. Before him, plans of
war: formations, strategies, alliances among Khagggun clans, lists
drawn up for him by First-Captain Julll of his most trusted
Wing-Generals. Lists of those who would die for him, lists of those
would might at the last moment falter, lists of those staunchly loyal
and those vulnerable to bribe. "Strengths and weaknesses, adjutant," he
said wearily. "Victory in battle comes from assessing and
reassessing these polar opposites." "The Sarakkon are clever deal-makers,”
Kurgan went on in an even tone. The Star-Admiral's lips pursed. "Are you
proposing an alliance?" "Actually, it was the Sarakkon's idea. I think
they want more freedom of movement on the northern continent." "What for?" said Kinnnus Morcha, ever
suspicious. "For reasons I find incomprehensible, they find
the oceans fascinating. Also, deserts. They want an overland
route to the Great Voorg." "That's it? They want access to three thousand
square kilometers of sand?" "Yes, sir. I believe it is." The Star-Admiral's interest quickened. "Do you
think they will fight for me?" "If you give them what they want, yes, sir, I
do. I have found them strange but honorable. Their word is law, that
much I know." Kinnnus Morcha nodded. "Then by all means, set
it up at once." "This is something I cannot do alone, sir."
Kurgan watched the Star-Admiral's face as he proceeded over this
exceedingly treacherous minefield. "They insist on meeting
you face-to-face." "Impossible. Especially at this moment in
time." Kurgan pitched his voice lower. "I know them,
sir. You are the leader. If you do not consummate the deal yourself,
they will feel we have something to hide. They will not trust us no
matter what I say." Kinnnus Morcha stood with his hands on his hips,
ruminating. Kurgan imagined that he and Morcha were balanced on
the razor's edge of a shock-sword blade. Everything depended on what
Morcha said next. "Why should I trust them? They may have made a
deal with the regent." Kurgan, breathing a sigh or relief, said, "I
know my father. He is barely aware of their presence. But, even so,
it pays to be vigilant. At my insistence, the Sarakkffn
captain—Courion—has agreed to come alone and unarmed. I
have cordoned off'the area with our own men." The Star-Admiral's head snapped up, "Area? What
area?" "Harborside. We will meet on Courion's ship." Kinnnus Morcha's eyes narrowed. "Whose idea was
that?" "Mine, sir. I have been on the ship before. It
is safe. Besides, Harborside is known to me; it is totally
unknown to the regent and his people." Kinnnus Morcha smiled at last. "I see I have
taught you well, adjutant. You serve me with admirable devotion.
When this campaign is over you will be promoted in rank." Kurgan bowed his head. "Thank you, sir. If I
may say, you have been like a second father to me." This way," Rekkk whispered, as he and Riane
turned down the jam-packed Boulevard of Crooked Dreams. It was night,
but fusion lamps burned brightly along the street, the warrens of the
spice market as busy as they were at noon. As far as Riane knew, the
market never closed. "Eleana said the entrance to the tunnel was
at the back." Wrapped in the preternatural darkness of Nith
Sahor's voluminous greatcoat, they had been transported to a copse of
sysal trees less than a kilometer from the Northern Gate. This
prodigious feat appeared to have taken almost all of the Gyrgon's
remaining strength. Eleana had volunteered to stay with him while the
others made their way into the city. Before she left them Giyan had
conjured a trine of sorcerous markers, glowing green like
fireflies. "If anyone approaches with hostile in- tent,
sorcerous or otherwise," she had told Eleana out of Nith Sahor's
hearing, "the green will turn to red. You must prepare
yourself." "I am already prepared," she had said as
she fingered the V'ornn weapons at her waist. "No one knows we are here, no one will come."
Giyan had kissed her on the forehead. "But just in case." The rest of them—Riane and Thigpen, Giyan,
Rekkk—had set off for Axis Tyr. As she had before, Giyan used
Flowering Wand, Osoru's spell of cloaking, to make them appear as
V'ornn Khagggun to the guards at the gate checkpoint. It was a
short-term spell that could not be cast again for some time. Inside the gates, they had melded into the bustle of
the city. They had not stayed together for long. Thigpen had jumped
from her place around Riane's neck. When Riane had asked where she
was going, she had said, "The Gyrgon spoke to me. He is gravely
wounded and requires my help." "But I am going to need your help," Riane
had protested. "It is forbidden," the creature had said.
"Now is the time of First Testing. The Dar Sala-at must succeed
or fail on her own." "Hold on!" Rekkk said now, as he pushed
Riane back into the shadows of a crowded pavilion reeking of
cinnamon and clove. "Haaar-kyut!" Squeezed into a small space with Rekkk, a fat
V'ornn, and three sad-eyed Kundalan servant females, Riane watched a
half dozen of the regent's handpicked guard marching through the
market. They wore purple battle armor, their faces were set in grim
resolve. She wondered where Giyan was. She had left them in the swirl
of the city in order to prepare in private her sorcerous defenses
against Malistra. Riane and Rekkk waited in the throng, shoulder to
shoulder. At length, the Haaar-kyut were out of sight. Rekkk signed
to Riane and they made their way to the rear of the market. Eleana
had given them detailed directions. She had discovered a back passage
into the main Haaar-kyut barracks on a reconnaissance mission before
the recent explosion. When they moved aside sacks of coriander seed piled
behind a stall, it was there just as she said it would. "Maybe I should go with you," Riane said,
as they crouched just outside the tunnel entrance. "Who knows
what you might find there?" "Absolutely not," Rekkk said. "We all
have our orders, our parts to play. For the moment, yours is to stand
lookout." His voice softened as he put a hand on Riane's
shoulder. "Forgive an ex-Khagggun's gruff manner. We cannot
chance exposing you to more danger than is necessary. All
right?" Riane nodded and, without another word, Rekkk
disappeared. Riane moved a couple of the pungent sacks back into
place, sat with her back against the space between them. She could
feel a cool draft of air issuing from the tunnel. Giyan had
thought it too dangerous to get into the palace the same way she and
Annon had escaped it. "Someone recognized us the night of the
coup," she had told Riane privately before they had left
the roadhouse. "Whoever it was may have seen us come out the
underground exit." A grey-faced shopkeeper with spice-stained hands
haggled with an irate customer over a bag of twigged myrtle. A line
of drays laden with spices, one kind to a dray, were backed up at the
side of the market, muscular Kundalan off-loading Sacks and barrels,
overseen by a covey of lock-faced Bashkir, all with one beady eye on
their competitors' wares. Tuskugggun, their daily work done, their
children put to bed, sat at K., the cafe across the boulevard, or
strolled through the market, chatting and making purchases. Movement
everywhere, in shadows and light, in the heavily trafficked street,
in front of the most popular of the stalls, selling bright yellow
turmeric, gunmetal poppy seeds, crimson chilies, blue
gardenia-root, purple saar, in the choked alleyways, the bustling
aisles. Scents drifting like flakes of pepper, like the dust off the
top of granth bins, like the dark and mysteriously veined husks of
wer-mace. Hooves thudded against cobbles, voices raised in shouts,
arguments, laughter bursting forth and just as quickly stifled
by the heightened air of tension, short tempers spreading like water
overflowing a riverbank. The heavy press of civilization like a
vise around her temples. After so much time in the Djenn Marre,
returning to Axis Tyr, even without the changes she had undergone,
was disorienting. She saw, in the short time she sat vigil, another
cluster of Khagggun, from Star-Admiral Morcha's wing judging by their
shimmering blue-green armor and the double mailed-fist insignia on
their shoulders. She held her breath as she watched them make their
way through the throng, felt the sadness welling in her breast to see
the Kundalan quail, fall back from the tramp of marching feet, avert
their gaze, as if even making eye contact was a punishable offense. While they were still in sight, she felt a pressure
at her back, and whispered, "Stay where you are. Khagggun are
about." A moment after the Khagggun had gone, she turned and
pushed the sacks of coriander seed aside. Rekkk emerged, dressed in
full Haaar-kyut armor he had purloined from the barracks. He pushed
up his visor, winked at her. Again, she had a moment of disconcerting
disorientation, knowing the world as she saw it was different than
the world of those around her. They scrambled to their feet. Rekkk
nodded and Riane put her hands behind her back. The eerie feeling of
dislocation intensified as Rekkk snapped wrist-guards on her. "You are now officially my prisoner," he
said, and slapped her hard on the back of her head as he propelled
her, stumbling, into the market. Slap of water against seaweed-wrapped pilings, ships
dark and low, rocking on the tide, spindrift making tiny
phosphorescent whorls like shooting stars. All these elements were
known to Kurgan, but utterly alien to Kinnnus Morcha. He was, like
all V'ornn, uncomfortable near vast areas of emptiness, where nothing
could be built, excavated, or plundered. Especially the kind of
emptiness that shifted constantly, that could not be quantified,
would not remain stable. He was heartened, however, by the certain
knowledge that Harborside would be as inimical to Wennn
Stogggul. Still, he stared down at the ocean as if it were the open
jaws of a Corpius Segundian razor-raptor. Above them, as they lowered themselves via a rope
ladder onto the aft deck of Courion's ship, Olnnn Rydddlin crouched
on the Promenade in deepest shadow. His eyes fairly glowed with
the mad light of revenge. His fingers fidgeted at the hilt of his
shock-sword. So fixated was he on the figure of his rage that he
failed to hear the movement just behind him. The edge of a dagger was at his throat. "We
have been looking for you, former Pack-Commander." Olnnn
Rydddlin knew the voice of First-Captain Julll when he heard it. He did not move. He willed his muscles to relax.
"Aren't you a little out of your area, First-Captain? It seems
to me you retired from slitting throats when you became the
Star-Admiral's deputy protocol officer." "That is a matter of perception, Olnnn
Rydddlin." The blade bit into his skin, drawing forth a
turquoise bead of blood. "Protocol is such an ambiguous word. At
least, as used by the Star-Admiral. I put administrative matters
in the hands of my staff." The bead collapsed, slid down the
length of the blade. "As for me, I have my plate full being
Kinnnus Morcha's bodyguard." "Does he not trust Kurgan Stogggul?" "Only as far as the length of a shock-sword
blade." Even as First-Captain Julll was answering, Olnnn
Rydddlin's arms whipped up behind his head, slammed Julll's nose into
the back of his own skull. He ignored the bite of the dagger edge,
his own blood running hot from his throat, kept his hold on
Julll's skull and twisted so violently he heard the stomach-churning
triple crack of the First-Captain's neck vertebrae shattering. The dagger fell to the Promenade, its blade dark
with blood. Olnnn Rydddlin threw aside the corpse, ripped a piece of
Julll's robes, wrapped it around his neck to stanch the bleeding.
Then he ran full tilt across the width of the Promenade. As he did
so, he drew his shock-sword, thumbed on the ion flow. At the edge of
the Promenade, he leapt off into the night, landed on the pitching
deck. The Star-Admiral was asking Kurgan in a none-too-friendly voice
where the N'Luuura the Sarakkon captain was. Paranoid that he was, he
was already smelling a trap. Cursing, he withdrew Hn ion dagger
he had secreted beneath the tunic of his uniform. "Where the N'Luuura have you been!" Kurgan
shouted. As Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha whirled around,
weapon in hand, Olnnn Rydddlin drove the singing blades through his
chest, piercing both his hearts in one expert strike. Swinging in an uncontrolled arc, Kinnnus Morcha saw
both his executioners at once. His last thoughts ran through his
head like faded ribbons. To have it end so ignominiously, brought to
ruin by a mad-V'ornn and a teenage boy instead of honorably on the
field of battle. What have we come to, we V'ornn, to rend ourselves
so? he asked of no one and everyone. The faded ribbons broke apart, taken by a swift
chill wind, scattered into the dark, glimmering infinity of the
Cosmos. They did not care for the fact that he had no
orders, these Haaar-kyut. They are well trained, give them that,
Rekkk thought. But, on the other hand, he was one of them. He stood with his prisoner at the gates of the
regent's palace, waiting for them to make up their minds. With every
second that passed, he liked their chances less and less. V'ornn
disliked uncertainty, Khagggun more than other castes, Haaar-kyut
least of all. He should have foreseen that. Well, at the spur of the
moment, with the end of the world staring you in the face, you
couldn't think of everything. But you had to. Even one mistake could
be fatal. "N'Luuura take it, contact the regent himself
if you want to," he said through his lowered visor. "I have
his verbal orders to bring this resis- tance leader to the cells. She
may have information about the Ring of Five Dragons." "That sounds like old news,"
Second-Marshal Tynnn said sullenly. "The regent has been given
the Kundalan Ring by Malistra." Rekkk, his mind working feverishly to keep up with
the constantly changing scenario, said, "I know that, dolt! Why
do you think I was sent to fetch this one? Now that the regent has
the Ring, he needs to learn how to use it." Second-Marshal Tynnn's brow furrowed. "I didn't
think of that." Rekkk shrugged. "Can't think of everything. Not
to worry. Resistance here will soon prove her worth to the regent." Second-Marshal Tynnn nodded. As they passed through
the gates, he put a huge hand on Rekkk's arm. Rekkk stiffened, his
fingers closing around the hilt of his shock-sword. He stared hard
into the Haaar-kyut's face. "Let's have a piece of her now."
Second-Marshal Tynnn licked his thick lips. "Just a quick one,
who's to know, lift her filthy robes over her head, get a look at how
much hair is under there, what d'you say?" "Sure," Rekkk said, "as long as you
answer to the regent about the delay. Or would you want me to do it,
tell him his education was held up to make way for your pleasure?" Second-Marshal Tynnn scowled. "Go on then, I
know what the regent's like when his ire's up. But, afterward,
when you get to the stage when she's all soft and bloody-like, give
me a buzz. I want in on the end." "With pleasure," Rekkk said with
well-manufactured zeal. He frog-marched Riane down the corridor, cuffed her
about the head for the amused guards' benefit. When they had turned a
corner, he said, "Sorry about that." Riane was startled to hear a former Khagggun, and a
Pack-Commander at that, apologize to a Kundalan girl. "No need,"
she said. "You did what had to be done." "How much time?" "I don't know," she said, but she could
feel vibrations deep in the core of her, could sense the shifting of
the layers of realms. Just how much damage was this Kundalan device
going to do if she failed to stop it? What if it sliced a hole right
through into other realms? "Less than an hour, maybe," she
added. "But that's simply a rough guess." "You had better contact Giyan, then." She nodded, and opened her Third Eye. Like a stone
dropped into a still lake, concentric circles of light spiraled
outward into the vastness of Otherwhere, until they encountered the
first sorcerous beacon Giyan had activated, which guided her to the
next, and then the next. To the light that was Giyan. We are inside the palace, she said in her
mind. On the ground level. She gave a detailed description
of their position. Very well, Giyan answered. This is what
you must do… Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha, crumpled on the
salt-slick deck of a ship hateful to him, stared into the nothingness
of death with a rueful expression on his face. The night was still
and starless. From a place far away, deep rumblings could be heard,
but no storm seemed imminent. The sea had grown agitated by the
sound. "Your father is pleased with what you have
accomplished here." Mal-istra, in green and cloth of gold, stood
with her legs spread, as a seasoned Sarakkon would, to minfmize
the pitching of the deck. "Extremely pleased." "He knows already?" Kurgan said. "Of course." She regarded the corpse with
a kind of detached interest, as if it were an expected entry in
a ledger. "I informed him as it was occurring." Her eyebrow
arched. "Surprised?" "I try never to be surprised." She laughed, but unkindly, like a mistress
confronting a willful and potentially disobedient pupil. Like Wennn Stogggul, she feasted on making her power
manifest, on collecting fear like coins coughed out of the mouths of
her victims. Kurgan made this mental observation with an assessor's
keen eye. Just because he had engineered Kinnnus Morcha's death did
not mean he hadn't learned from him. He was an exceptionally quick
study, this dangerous lad, a sponge that soaked up experience every
waking moment. And in his sleep schemes of power hatching like
gimnopedes at Lonon's end. "Your father requests the pleasure of your
company in the regent's palace." Kurgan gestured. "Olnnn Rydddlin—" "Olnnn Rydddlin will stay here, to protect the
body until the regent can spare Haaar-kyut to prepare it for public
viewing." The toe of her boot pressed against Kinnnus Morcha's
hollow temple. "Look at those features. For a certain, his head
will have impact atop the regent's pike!" Kurgan, who had failed to find her appealing at
their first encounter, was even less enamored with her now. She
possessed an utter con- temptuousness for life he found distasteful,
doubtless because it mirrored his own. "The regent should know Olnnn Rydddlin's part
in the Star-Admiral's demise." Malistra turned, her voice cold, cruel, vibrant with
power. "Don't trouble yourself, dear. The regent knows
everything." She tossed her head. "Now, quickly! Come with
me. Your father awaits." She smiled then, an odd, narrow-lipped smile that
made his tender parts contract. Do not underestimate her, he
thought. She is a sorceress, and she has Wennn Stogggul's ear.
He smiled back, followed her meek as a cor. But in his mind she had
crossed the line of no return. A dark nimbus now occluded his image
of her as he consigned her to the same noisome pit into which he had
dropped his father. Up on the Promenade, as they hurried through
darkness thick as a forest, Kurgan could see the lights of the city,
but they seemed oddly dim, smeared as if they were paint on
chrono-canvas. "Where did you get that platinum hair?" he
asked her. Malistra kept walking, an amused smile on her face.
She had quicksilver features, one moment stern and unforgiving,
the next moment soft and fragrant as a clemett. "It was a gift," she said. "When I
came of age." "Came of age for what?" She turned" now, her left hand describing
patterns in the air. In its wake, a kind of pale orange fire bloomed
and died as symbols overlay each other. All at once, Kurgan felt a
weight on his chest, a pain so searing he could not catch his breath.
Then, as quickly, it was gone, leaving behind a hollow-bone ache,
like an echo of an ion-cannon blast. "For that," she said brightly, and
continued striding along the Promenade. "This is what you do for my father?" She smirked, stopped again. "There's a
message." She pointed to his okummmon. "It's for you." Even as she spoke he felt the vibrations running up
and down his arm. The okummmon glowed bone-white and from it emanated
a wisp of mist. Quite soon, this mist coalesced, forming itself into
the holographic image of Nith Batoxxx. "Time to work, young Stogggul," the image
said. The voice sounded thin, far away, as if it was being compressed
in some way. "Make this quick," he said. "My
father wants to see me." "Not really," Malistra said. "I told
you that because I did not want Olnnn Rydddlin to know about your
connection with Nith Batoxxx." "Your expertise is required in the regent's
palace," the image of Nith Batoxxx said. "A Kundalan will
be corning there, perhaps is there already. No one knows of the
Kundalan but the three of us." "Then how could he get through security?" "The Kundalan is clever, and I believe he has
help." "What does he want?" "To get to the Storehouse Door in the caverns
below the palace." "Alert the regent. He'll send his Haaar-kyut—" "Shut your mouth when I am talking," Nith
Batoxxx snapped. "And stop jumping to conclusions." The
Gyrgon rearranged his arms. "The Haaar-kyut are useless in this
circumstance. The Kundalan will elude all of them. Still, I want you
to take a handful of them with you." "And you want me to stop him, is that it?" "No." Nith Batoxxx was the patient
schoolmaster now. "I want you to use the Haaar-kyut to separate"
the Kundalan from whoever may be with him. Then, station yourself in
sight of the Storehouse Door. When the Kundalan appears—as he
inevitably will—you will contact Malistra via the okummmon." Kurgan, his mind racing furiously, wondered why he
was needed at all. Why couldn't Nith Batoxxx do this himself? As a
Gyrgon he had access to every nook and cranny in Axis Tyr. Also, if
he was so powerful, why did he need someone else to tell him when the
Kundalan showed up at the appointed spot? And, speaking of which, the
appointed spot for what? Kurgan touched his okummmon. "I thought you
engineered this so that only you and I could communicate." "This is correct." "But you just said I should contact Malistra." "Isn't it obvious?" Malistra said. "Nith
Batoxxx and I are linked." "Silence!" the Gyrgon thundered. "There
is no time for idle banter. Make all haste to the palace, and there
do as I have ordered!" They hurried on, swinging off the Promenade, passing
the dark and deserted Kalllistotos ring, the clear white-stone facade
of Receiving Spirit, shining like a beacon in the night. "He's not telling me everything," Kurgan
said. "You know what you need to know," she
said. And just like that, with the slam of an imaginary
door, Kurgan was put in his place, kept out of the affairs of the
important players in this game. The problem was, it was not a place
in which he cared to be, nor was prepared to stay for long. He
watched the liquid movement of Malistra's hips, the stride of her
legs, the unnatural spark in her eyes, Nith Batoxxx and I are linked. A Kundalan
sorceress linked with a Gyrgon? Everything was wrong with this
picture. He knew the answer was right in front of him, he simply
couldn't see it. Then they had arrived at the palace, and he began to
think of what Nith Batoxxx wanted of him. Giyan had guided them to the back stairs—the
selfsame back stairs down which Annon had climbed on his first foray
into the caverns, the night of Wennn Stogggul's palace coup. A hidden
panel on a wall in one of the pantries off the kitchens revealed, as
Giyan said it would, the access to the stairs. Riane, who was leading the way, paused in the
darkness. Rekkk had taken off the cuffs the moment they were out of
sight of the last set of guards. She found herself on the triangular
landing from which three branches of the staircase descended. From
the right, she could feel a pulsing, more distinctly than Annon ever
had. In her mind, she heard a liquid sound, as if someone were
stirring an enormous pot. Blackness, deeper than midnight, denser
than the deepest sleep rose to twine around her core, to bring up
memories like perfume of First Cenote, deep in the caverns of the
Djenn Marre where Thigpen and her kind were born, waiting, like so
many others, for the coming of the Dar Sala-at. There arose like a whirlwind a force now—an
awful force that impelled her to the right, even though her skin
puckered, her flesh crawled. She could see the reflection in the
black water of First Cenote of the five-headed daemon Pyphoros, who
had claimed her for his own, who had pursued Annon through the realm
of Otherwhere. Riane. Giyan's voice in her head. Step
back. A wave of dizziness washed over her. She felt
herself beginning to tumble down the stairs. Then Rekkk had her in
his powerful arms. Go to your left, Riane. Stay to your left. "Left," she said thickly to Rekkk, and he
dragged her back from the edge of the emptiness that rose up like a
tomb, a great belching pit, stinking of bitterroot. Then they had
stumbled into the spiral chute, were plunging down into the bowels of
the Kundalan caverns beneath the palace. The moment they tumbled out, Rekkk held his hand
over Riane's mouth. Riane looked up, expecting to find the oculus, to
have to tell Rekkk to move away from it lest they be seen from above,
but she saw only rock. She looked around. Directly across from them
was solid rock. It should have been the Storehouse Door. When Annon
had tumbled down the chute, he had ended up beneath the oculus. Was
there more than one chute? Had they taken the wrong one? Where were
they? A rumbling began under their feet, rolling on and
on, echoing through the caverns. A sudden crash made them jump, as a
huge chunk of rock was dislodged. The tremor ceased, but the air felt
charged with peril and death. She looked at Rekkk. Haaar-kyut, he mouthed
silently, and she nodded, hearing their soft stealthy footfalls.
He dropped a fistful of rock dust into his okummmon, drew out of it a
boulllas—a double strand of wire, the ends of which were
attached to alloy grips into which he slipped his fingers. He thumbed
a button to turn on the ion flow. He motioned Riane to move back into
the shadows with him, and suddenly she knew exactly where they
were—in the interrogation cell where Annon had removed Giyan's
okuuut. So long ago. Just yesterday. Remembered in the minutest
detail. Four Haaar-kyut in purple battle armor appeared from
around a corner, marching right by them. As the last one came
abreast of the cell, Rekkk stepped forward, dropped the wires across
his throat, lashed it tight. The ion-charged wires cut through flesh
and bone. The Haaar-kyut's thrashing was over almost before it began. "Stay here," Rekkk said in Riane's ear.
"I'm going to take care of the other three." Before she could stop him, he was gone, slipping
silent as a wraith into the cavern. She clung to the shadows, aware
of how much each member of the group Giyan had assembled was doing
for her, acutely aware that she herself had done nothing to warrant
their heroism. The smell of death was overpowering, magnified by the
closeness of the space. She stepped over the Haaar-kyut's decapitated
body, clung to the shadows at the edge of the cell. Where was Rekkk?
Had he killed the three remaining Haaar-kyut or had he himself been
killed? Were they at this moment dragging him back here to be
interrogated? Another tremor shuddered through the cavern, chunks
of rock flew through the air. The Tymnos device was about to be
activated. She could stay inactive no longer. She had to get to
the Ring of Five Dragons. But just as she was about to step out into
the cavern, she heard a familiar voice say, "I would not do that
if I were you. Too many Haaar-kyut about." She stood stock-still, scarcely daring to breath.
Then she saw him emerge from the shadows across the cavern. Kurgan!
The shock that went through her fairly rooted her to the spot. He was smiling at her, just the way he had smiled at
Eleana that afternoon by the pool, an animal's smile, so full of
guile and cunning there was no room for anything else. "How did
you manage to worm your way into the palace?" He took her chin
in his strong hand, turned her face this way and that. "Was it
by good looks alone, I wonder?" With a fierce shove, he pushed her back into the
darkness of the cell. Immediately, he fell upon her. They lay beside
the bloody Kha-gggun corpse. "Why are you struggling?" His
head whipped back and forth, avoiding her blows. "I am the
master, you are the slave. Understand?" He jammed an elbow
against her windpipe. "Victor, vanquished," he
chanted. His knee spread her thighs, but he was unprepared for the
blow he received to his tender parts. All the breath went out of him. Panting, Riane
pushed him roughly aside. On the floor, he caught her leg between his
ankles, twisted, bringing her down against him again. But this
time Riane had her knife out, the point at his throat. His eyes opened wide, eyes Annon had known well,
eyes of a V'ornn she had loved as brothers love one another. "Why do you hesitate?" Kurgan rasped. "I
am V'ornn. You are Kun-dalan. We are enemies." The heat boiled up inside her, the V'ornn-born heat
of vengeance. Kurgan's father had murdered the entire Ashera family.
He had asked for and had gotten Annon's head on a spike. Why
shouldn't Annon take his revenge? It was right; it was just. She
thought of Mother, and remembered what Thigpen had said. Let
Mother's death have meaning. Having killed once, tragically, you will
need a compelling reason for doing so again. She stood up
abruptly. "I have no time for you," she said. Kurgan sneered. "It matters not what you do
now. There is a Dark sorceress after your skin." "I will handle her, come what may." "Think so? This one is a mesembrythem addict.
Do you know what that means? She lives to inflict pain! You will take
a long time dying, she will see to that!" Rekkk had dispatched two of the three Haaar-kyut he
had been shadowing, and was grappling with the last of them,
when she appeared as if out of nowhere. He had heard enough about her
from Giyan to recognize her instantly. Malistra. She watched him, gimlet-eyed, while he slit the
Haaar-kyut's neck. "If you were a true warrior, as warriors were
meant to be," she said, "you would daub his blood across your forehead
and cheeks, down the bridge of your nose. You would anoint your lips
with it while you held his still-beating hearts in the palm of your
hand." Her lips curved into the smile of a graven image. "But
times have changed. The warrior soul grows soft with civilization." "Get out of my way," he said. "I have
a job to do." "Ah, yes." She inhaled deeply, her breasts
rising as if on the crest of a tide. "Protector of Lady Giyan." Rekkk, in a semicrouch, waited for an opening. "You love the wrong sorceress, would-be
warrior. I am a sorceress worthy of a killing machine. I will teach
you the six thousand, six hundred and sixty-six ways to kill. I will
show you how to increase your power every time you slay an enemy, how
to take energy from the dead and make it your own. I will turn you
into the warrior of warriors!" Rekkk, about to lash out at her, checked himself. A
scent was coming from her, a curious perfume that made him weak in
the knees, that turned her words into soft raindrops that fell upon
his skin like dew. She was so beautiful! Why hadn't he realized that
before? "Warrior of warriors," she whispered, each
word now something he strained forward to catch and to hold close to
him. "Sit," she said, and he did. Her outstretched hand
moved in a slow arc. "Sleep," she said, and he did. At last, the Storehouse Door was in sight. There, in
its center, was the circular medallion with a wave motif into which
was carved the powerful figure of Seelin, Sacred Dragon of
Transformation. The red-jade Ring was held fast in the Dragon's open
mouth. As Riane approached the Door, she happened to glance
up. The oculus was shrouded, milky, opaque as a blind eye. Beneath
her feet, the earth trembled, more violently this time. Far off,
chunks of rock crashed to the cavern floor. The acrid stench of
sulphur was in the air. Where was Rekkk? Where was Giyan? There was
no time to lose. She ran for the Door, but before she reached it a
subtle change in the light made her turn. Above her head, the milky
light of the oculus was congealing, crawling toward the center,
running ruddy as it did. It became aqueous, dripping down in a
crimson stalactite, leaving in its wake only blackness. The oculus
had been sealed over. The crimson column came to rest on the floor of the
cavern, rippling with life, reassembling itself into a striking
Kundalan female. She was clad in cured-leather armor of red and
black. Her long platinum hair was pulled back tightly from her white
face. Plaited like a noose, it lay against her spine like the bronze
serpent that curled around her right arm from elbow to shoulder. "Malistra," Riane breathed. "A female; how surprising." Malistra
smiled. "Well, go ahead, what are you waiting for? Time enough
to save the world." "You will not try to stop me?" "I? I have no dominion over the Dar Sala-at.
Not yet, anyway." Riane reached out, touched the incised medallion on
the Storehouse Door. It had been such a long, strange journey since
the first time An-non had touched it. Her fingertips slid across the
head of the Sacred Dragon. A millimeter from the red-jade Ring. Malistra moved, and in moving set off a dry rustling
like that of a snake shedding its skin. When she spoke again, it was
in a deeper, echoing voice that sent chills straight through to
Riane's bones. "Remember the five-headed daemon, Dar Sala-at?
The five-headed daemon who pursued you through the gulfs of
Otherwhere. That daemon lost Annon Ashera, lost him in the
interstices between realms. That daemon has pursued him ever since.
To no avail. But now the trap has been laid, set, tripped. We know
who you are, Dar Sala-at. We have lured you out of hiding with the
Ring of Five Dragons we bartered to the SaTrryn spice-master, knowing
that Sornnn SaTrryn, having spent much time with the tribes of the
Korrush, would recognize it and, with his overweening ambition,
know what to do with it. So it is written, so it was done, the Ring
placed in Wennn Stogggul's greedy hands in exchange for the SaTrryn
becoming Prime Factor. Wennn Stogggul, hubris-riddled dupe, delivered
it as we knew he would to the Comradeship, who would try in their
curiosity and their ignorance to use it, so they would trigger the
Tymnos device, so that you would be brought to us, drawn by your
destiny." Though she still smiled, Malistra's eyes emptied
like water draining from a well. "A long and complex path, you
might think, but logical enough, yes. And, here you are, on the cusp
of your decision. As we said, we have no dominion over you, not until
you grasp the Ring. Then you are ours." A ferocious tremor struck the cavern. Nearby rocks
cracked open with a thunderous roar. "Decide now!" Malistra cried in the eerie
voice that seemed to emanate from her empty eyes. "The
world is about to end!" Riane slipped her middle finger through the Ring.
She twisted, pulled, and the Ring came free. The tremors stopped. The
device had been deactivated. But the Door to the Storehouse remained
steadfastly locked. How could that be? She was the Dar Sala-at. She
had proved that by taking control of the Ring of Five Dragons, the
key to the Storehouse. And yet, it had not worked. She inserted the
Ring back between Seelin's open jaws. But still the Door would not
open. "Nothing ever ends the way we expect it to,
does it?" Malistra, growing in size, began to laugh. "Now
you have made your decision, Dar Sala-at. You belong to us now." A ring of sysal trees to hide them, to keep them
safe from prying eyes. Wind rustling through the branches set the
gimnopedes to singing. Nith Sahor lay on the ground, his breathing
labored. His head turned to look at Eleana where she knelt
beside him. "Tm'g-pen has not yet returned?" She shook her head. "Then let us speak of other matters." The
tlyrgon moved a gloved hand in the air. Bright blue sparks cracked
and sparked in its wake, but with not nearly the vigor they had an
hour ago. Night was waning, and with it, Nith Sahor's life. "You
are with child, Eleana." "Yes." "But this does not bring you joy." "It is not a child I wished for," she said
in a voice barely above a whisper. "All children are wished for. It is simply a
matter of identifying that wish." "You don't understand. I was raped. If I allow
this baby to come to term, it will be the product of that violation." "Nevertheless, Eleana, you wished for this
baby." "How can you say that"!" She turned
her head away. "What do you know, anyway, you're a Gyrgon. You
know nothing of life." "Being male and female," Nith Sahor said,
"I know more than most." Slowly, her head swung back. "Still, you have
no right to say that I wanted to be raped." "That is not what I said." He took her
hand in his, felt her fright of him, and was infinitely saddened.
"For a long time, you were unhappy with your life. Perhaps you
did not know it, not consciously, anyway. But your heart longed for
more than bloodletting, didn't it?" Eleana bit her lip. "Yes." "You had seen more than your share of death.
You had dealt death, had seen it come for you, watched while it
annihilated those you loved most until there was nothing left,
nothing but an empty pit inside you. And now you have given yourself the means to fill
that empty pit. With life, Eleana. With this new precious life!" She was weeping now, but all at once her head
whipped around and her face grew pale. "What is it?" he asked, being unable to
move. "The markers!" she cried. "The
sorcerous markers that Giyan left as warning! They have turned red!
Someone or something has found us!" Riane, recalling the catalog of spells from both
Sacred Books, tried one after another, projecting them toward
Malistra. None worked. Though she had the raw knowledge, she lacked
the expertise. Casting spells was akin to cooking: even the best raw
ingredients remained just that unless you knew how to peel them, dice
them, blanch them, combine them, and serve them. Malistra was laughing as Riane grew frantic. She
felt like a chü-fox chasing its own tail. And, then, in the
catalog her extraordinary memory had compiled in her head, she came
across the Kyofu spell, Fly's-Eye, and knew that the cacophony of
jumbled thoughts in her head was the mental chaos invoked by the
spell. As she watched, dumbfounded, Malistra extended her arm. The
bronze serpent uncoiled itself, slithered in a blur along the floor,
began to wind itself around Riane's right ankle. In her mind, she called out to Giyan, but there was
no response. She ran down the cavern, away from Malistra, away the
Storehouse, away from the sealed Door, away from Seelin, Sacred
Dragon, its jaws open wide, waiting. She tried to reach down, to tear the serpent off
her, but she could not grab it and run at the same time. Behind her,
the chilling breeze of Malistra's pursuit. Her skin began to crawl.
Jumping over a newly fallen pile of rubble, she made for the opening
of the spiral chute, ducked down, crawled inside. Using elbows and knees, she began a breathless
climb. And all the while, the serpent was coiling itself around her
leg. She could feel Malistra's presence below her, and she
redoubled her effort, climbing faster, though the pitch of the chute
had become more extreme, almost vertical. She grew dizzy with
the climb, with terror, with the chaos the Fly's-Eye spell was
inducing. As fast as she went, Malistra was faster. She felt clumsy,
stupid, unable to put two thoughts together. Though part of her was
aware that this, too, was an effect of the spell, this knowledge
seemed to feed the terror building inside her. She could not stop it,
just as she could not stop Malistra from gaining on her. With a gasp, she gained the triangular landing.
Above her lay the regent's private quarters, rooms that had once
belonged to Annon's father, and to Giyan. She was about to go on,
when something made her pause. A whisper in her ear, in her mind,
nothing more than pure instinct, or then again perhaps a timely
intervention. In any event, she turned and, without giving it
another thought, backed down the right-hand staircase. Immediately,
she was engulfed in the eerie darkness that seemed to pulse with
unknown life. She could hear echoes, as of voices thrown across a
large body of water, could feel the darkness in the air. Oddly, the
sharp tang of bitterroot seemed to calm her thoughts, as if it were a
mild antidote to the Fly's-Eye spell. She braced arms and legs against the side of the
stairwell, against the siren call of whatever waited below. She hung
there, the serpent frozen on her leg. Her breathing slowed until it
was barely perceptible, the blood slowed in her arteries and veins,
time seemed to stand still. She waited, sweat dripping off her, elich
drop plunging into the vast emptiness below her, the silence of
the fall ended by a tiny ping, as of water hitting water. Hanging there, suspended, breathing in the
bitterroot, she felt Mal-istra approaching. Up the spiral chute she
rushed, on the landing, and then upward. Riane heard the voices
singing from below, but in her head, silence. She moved cautiously
upward, back onto the triangular landing. She had one leg into the
chute to take her back down to the cavern, when a fist like iron
gripped her arm, pulling her upward. She turned to see Malistra, grinning like a
death's-head. Then the Fly's-Eye came back full force, and she was
dragged upward. The bronze serpent's forked tongue flicked out,
tasting with pleasure the skin of her thigh. Nith Sahor was dying. Eleana never saw whatever
sorcerous thing had turned the markers red, but Nith Sahor had.
Green ion charges had circled the copse of trees, echoing like
thunder, burning the blackened, starless sky. The air itself
commenced to burn, shimmering and cracking. Eleana wanted to help the
Gyrgon, but he waved her away when she tried to approach him, and
when a percussion wave threw her off her feet, she took cover behind
the thick bole of a tree. In the stinging white-noise silence of the
aftermath, she had rushed to where he lay, battered, blasted. One
bloodshot star-sapphire eye watched her bend over him. The other was
gone. Thigpen returned moments afterward. The sorcerous
beacons glowed green again. The danger was gone. Nith Sahor had
driven it away. "Am I too late?" Thigpen whispered to the
Gyrgon. Nith Sahor made no sound and yet the little creature
appeared to understand. She carried in one of her six paws a small
black rectangular object. "What is that?" Eleana whispered. "Something from one of his laboratories in Axis
Tyr," Thigpen replied. Whatever it was was something very special, because
when Thigpen dropped it into Nith Sahor's hand, he turned to Eleana
and bade her go to the edge of the circle of trees. She was loath to
leave him, but the look on his face convinced her to do as he asked. From her position at the edge of the trees, she saw
Nith Sahor nod to Thigpen, saw Thigpen's paw touch the center of the
small black rectangle, saw it give like a membrane, then expand
outward until it filled the center of the glade in which Nith Sahor
lay, hiding him and Thigpen from her. No more than a moment later, the membrane vanished.
Slowly, Eleana went back to where Thigpen sat. There was no light
left in Nith Sahor's remaining eye. "Gone," the creature said. They buried him in the middle of the copse. They
wrapped his neural-nets tightly around him like a shroud. His face
had about it the unmistakable color of death. Eleana wept. Thigpen
sat beneath a sysal tree full of brightly plumaged birds, cleaning
her claws. Gimnopedes sang a sad chorus in a dark nimbus above the
treetops, serenading the lone four-winged bird among the flock. Giyan, deep in Ayame, the Osoru Otherwhere, had
taken the form of her Avatar, Ras Shamra, the giant bird of prey. She
had been fighting Malistra for some time now, and was steadily losing
ground. She could not understand it. Each time she felt she had
gotten the best of her, Malistra gained in power. It was as if she
were an engine of endless power, wearing Giyan down. As Giyan cast
spell after spell, Malistra cast counterspell after counterspell.
Each time the Ras Shamra ripped a Ja-Gaar to shreds another two took
its place. How Malistra could renew her Avatars at will was a mystery
to Giyan. From time to time, she heard Riane calling to her,
but only rarely could she respond. It took too much energy, energy
she needed to fight Malistra. And yet, she knew she was losing. She
could find no solution to the sorcerous conundrum. She knew that
unless she could find the source of Malistra's boundless energy, they
were doomed. And now, on the colorless horizon of Otherwhere, she
saw a shadow forming out of smoke and darkness. At first, she thought
it was yet another Avatar, but then as it leaped toward her, she
recognized it for what it was: Tzelos! The daemon from her vision had
arrived. Malistra, gripping Riane by the scruff of her neck,
hauled her through the regent's private quarters, past astonished
guards, openmouthed servants, stunned advisors, until she came upon
the regent himself. Wennn Stogggul, dressed in bright new Khagggun
battle armor he had had constructed to his own specifications,
turned. "And what have we here?" he asked, as
Malistra threw Riane at his feet. 'r "Here is the Dar-Sala-at, Lord," she said
witü a laugh. "Behold! The savior of the Kundalan!" Wennn Stogggul, looking down at the Kundalan girl in
her filthy robe, put his shiny boot on the small of her back. "What
a pathetic sight!" "I agree, Lord. Pathetic." He leaned over. "It appears she is in extreme
pain." His eyes flicked up toward Malistra. "I should be
merciful. I should put her out of her misery." He took a
second-century Phareseian ceremonial dagger from its jeweled scabbard
on the wall. He eyed the three-edged blade, preparing to plunge
it into Riane's side. "Would it not be better, Lord," Malistra
said in honeyed tones, "would it not be more fitting if you used
a sacred Kundalan artifact to kill their savior?" Wennn Stogggul looked at the ring—the ring he
believed to be the Ring of Five Dragons—on his index finger.
"The twenty-four hours are up?" "Yes, Lord." Malistra's obsequious tones
wound like a skein through his very soul. "The moment has come
to use it." Wennn StogguTs eyes were alight with power lust.
"What do I do?" "Hold out your hand," she said. "Point
the ring at the Dar Sala-at." He did as she said. "And then?" He was
fairly trembling with anticipation. "Think death and it will come." The false ring, filled with his blood and the Old
V'ornn's sorcery, flared, turned into a ring of fire. The regent
opened his mouth to scream but no sound issued forth. He fell to his
knees, his hands palsied, his face ashen. "There, Lord," Malistra said softly,
almost gently. "At last you have reaped the harvest of your
desire." Seeing the Tzelos, Giyan understood what was
happening. Malistra was not alone. There was a power behind her,
feeding her, keeping her going. Malistra was a shell, a hollow
warrior. That was the meaning of the Tzelos—the hint of the
true power behind her, within her. Giyan knew now that she had been wrong. She had been
making inroads, sapping Malistra's power. But every time she did so,
the being whose Avatar she saw now—the daemon Tzelos—stoked
in more energy. Now the Tzelos itself had appeared. Why? She had been lured into a sorcerous battle she could
not win. Why? Riane! They were after Riane all the time. This battle was
a ruse, a diversion to keep her occupied while they… Girding herself, she ignored the Tzelos, turned the
beacon of her power through Otherwhere, through Time and Space, until
she found her child, curled on the floor of the regent's private
quarters, in terrible pain. Rage such as she had never known coursed through her
body. So great was it that it burst asunder the energy strands of her
own Avatar. The Ras Shamra exploded in a rainbow shower. In its
stead, she stood, her legs spread, her arms upraised, fisted hands
drawing down the lightning from the core of her being… Run, Riane! Run! Giyan's voice in her head freed her for an instant,
sent her flying from the room. "It's no good running away," Malistra said
from behind her. "You cannot hide from me. Not while my serpent
guides me to you." Riane reached down, tried to rip the bronze serpent
off her. It tried to bite her, copper fangs gleaming, and she grabbed
it behind the head, snapping its jaws shut. Hobbled as she was, she
slammed into a servant boy, sent him sprawling. With her balled fist,
she knocked aside a startled Haaar-kyut, burst out of the
private wing, into the short corridor that led to the Great Listening
Hall. There were no other doors in the corridor, she couldn't turn
back. Forward, then, into the hall. The asymmetrical space loomed before her. It was in
a state of flux. The gallery that ran around the perimeter a level up
had been redone. The beautiful Kundalan-painted plaster ceiling had
been replaced by V'ornn chronosteel from which hung four winking
holographic images of Kundala. The alabaster columns set on
black-granite plinths were in the process of being replaced by
translucent Gyrgon cortical nets. The three heartwood posts set in a
perfect equilateral triangle in the open-air center of the hall
remained untouched, however. Riane took all this in in the split second before
Malistra appeared behind her. "You cannot fight me, Dar Sala-at. You know
that now." Malistra extended her arm toward Riane. Her fist
unfolded like a flower, and from the tips of her fingers leapt a bolt
of sorcerous red flame that struck Riane in the small of her back,
threw her forward, into the center of the hall. Riane picked herself
up, ran. "Why do you continue in the foolish flight? Why
try to resist the inevitable?" Another bolt of red flame struck Riane in the
shoulder, spinning her around, pitching her to her knees. Malistra
came toward her, as Riane staggered to her feet. "It is over, Dar Sala-at. What is written
cannot be undone." A third bolt caught her full in the chest, slammed
her back against one of the huge heartwood posts with such force that
the wood splintered. Malistra, not more than a handbreadth away, made a
sign, and the bronze serpent unwound itself from Riane's leg. Riane
let go of it and it slithered back to its master, coiling itself
around her right arm. "You are bleeding." Malistra gripped
Riane's head in her hand. "Let me stop the pain now, Dar
Sala-at. It is time." Riane stared into Malistra's face and saw nothing, a
mask only, a device of complex evil, a skein that needed unraveling.
How? She had tried everything and failed. No, she thought.
Not everything. She invoked the Star of Evermore, the
potent spell she had cast to break Mother free of her sorcerous
prison. In the single beat of a heart, the Fly's-Eye was gone. Malistra sniffed the air, frowned. "What are
you doing?" Her grip on Riane's jaw tightened. Riane steeped her mind in the resulting lake of
calmness. What did she know about the sorceress? Only what Giyan had
told her. And then into her mind floated the brief conversation she
had had with Kurgan. She cast her mind back further, into another
lifetime. "Tell me!" Malistra cried. "What are
you doing?" She ramped up power, began to reassert her control. Riane could feel the sorcerous jaws of Kyofu
descending on her again, but her hand was already behind her,
scrabbling at the shattered heartwood post. With strength born of
desperation, she ripped off a jagged shard of heartwood. She felt the
oil coat her hand. Gripping the makeshift stake in her fist, she
plunged it into Malistra's chest. Malistra gasped and drew back. Blood gouted out of
her, inundating Riane. "What?" she stammered. "What…?" She is a mesembrythem addict, Kurgan had
said. Mesembrythem is one of the most powerful herbs
in the pantheon of sorcerous remedies, Giyan had told Annon when
she was healing his leg wound. Its regenerative powers can
instantly morph into the deadliest poison, either through
overdose or the introduction of oil of heartwood. Malistra's eyes opened wide. Clawed hands swiped at
the air. "I'm dying! Dying!" she screamed. She fell to the
floor, arms and legs flailing, body spasming as blood continued to
pour out of her, more blood than any one body could possibly contain,
streams of blood, rivers of blood, until all that was left of her was
a pool of blood. Her empty armor steeping in it. What was it the old Kundalan seer had shouted to
Annon? I see death, death and more death! Only the
equilateral of truth can save you! Riane, her heart pounding, stared up at the great
equilateral triangle made by the heartwood posts. Then, growing
dizzy, she hung her head in exhaustion. Bent over, forearms on her
thighs, head aching fiercely, she failed to notice the bronze
serpent, its skin shiny with blood, slither away into the shadows. Dawn Wake up! Wake up, Rekkk!" Rekkk opened his
eyes, shook his head. "You are covered in blood." Riane pulled him to his feet. "No time now,"
she said urgently. "The palace is crawling with Haaar-kyut.
We've got to get out of here!" It was true. On her way out 6f the Great Listening
Hall and back down to the caverns, she had had to bypass "at
least a dozen of the regent's guard. Wennn Stogggul was dead. Deep
inside her, she exulted at the revenge unexpectedly exacted on the
V'ornn who had slaughtered Annon's entire family. "Quickly, now," Riane said. "I know a
way out of here! Giyan and Annon used it to escape from here the
night of the coup." On their way, she recounted as best she
could what had happened. How she had found her way to the Storehouse
Door, how she had been overpowered by Malistra, brought before the
gloating Wennn Stogggul, how the regent had been unexpectedly
poisoned when he had tried to use a red-jade ring he wore that was
the twin of the Ring of Five Dragons, how she had managed to kill
Malistra by using a shard of heartwood. "The heartwood resin is
instantly lethal to a mesembrythem addict," she concluded. "But how did you know that the sorceress used
mesembrythem?" Rekkk asked. "That is the curious part." And she told
him about her brief and violent encounter with Kurgan. "You should have killed him when you had the
chance," Rekkk said. "That boy is pure evil." Riane did not, of course, see it that way. Annon and
Kurgan had been best friends. How does one kill a best friend? "Never mind," Rekkk said. "Kundala is
safe. That is what's most important." She nodded. "But that is more than I can say
for us." Up ahead, a pack of Haaar-kyut in full battle armor
were being deployed by Wing-General Nefff "Leave this to me," Rekkk said, slamming
down his visor. He pushed Riane into an interrogation cell, jogged to
where Wing-General Nefff was giving the last of his orders. His
Khagggun had fanned out, moving smartly in double time. "Two resistance intruders," Rekkk shouted
at Nefff in a breathless voice. "Pursued them from the regent's
private quarters down here. One is in custody, in this interrogation
cell, the other is still at large." Wing-General Nefff barked out orders, and his
Khagggun disappeared. "Now let's take a look at the
would-be assassin," he said. Rekkk led him into the darkened cell. "Why
haven't you activated the security grid?" Nefff turned abruptly.
"Who the N'Luuura are you, Third-Marshal?" "Rekkk Hacilar," Rekkk said as he buried
his shock-sword in Nefff's midsection. The surprised expression froze
on the Wing-General's face. Rekkk was already stripping off his armor
before he hit the ground. Moments later, wearing the insignia of
rank, he let Riane lead him out of the caverns and up into a vertical
tunnel. Metal rungs had been hammered into the smooth sides. They emerged from the cistern head in the narrow
alley off Blank Lane behind the row of Tuskugggun ateliers. Riane
kept Rekkk hidden for some time, mindful of Giyan's warning that
whoever had betrayed them might know of this exit from the palace.
Dawn was breaking. The monochrome blue of night was fast draining
away. The sky was streaked with pink and mauve. Birds called, longing
for food. A Tuskugggun opened the back door to her atelier, took
out the trash. A wholesaler drew up with deliveries. Voices were
raised. A brief argument. A hoverpod passed over. The slow
clip-clop of water-buttren hooves echoed on the cobbles, overridden
by the thrum of building traffic. The torrent of the city's activity
was just beginning. When Riane was certain no one was watching them,
she nodded to Rekkk. They rose and Rekkk began to walk south. "Where are you going?" Riane said,
grabbing hold of him. "We need the North Gate." "No, we don't," Rekkk said, landing a
perfectly timed punch to the point of Riane's cheek. He caught her as she collapsed and, lofting her over
his shoulder, headed toward the center of the city, where an unknown
presence stood waiting, drawing him onward. Dawn came late inside the ring of sysal trees just
north of Axis Tyr. They had been spared, Eleana knew, and so, it
appeared, had Kun-dala. Relief and despair warred inside her. The
ominous seismic tremors had ceased. The Dar Sala-at must have been
successful. She watched Thigpen crouched beside Nith Sahor's
grave and prayed to Müna. She closed her eyes. Birds chirping,
small mammals foraging, insects humming, the wind skittering through
the branches that curved over her head like a mantle. The first
fragile shaft of sunlight brushed her cheek. The world was being born
around her. At some point she became aware that she was praying for
herself, for the life of her unborn baby. Her hands, fingers laced
like a cradle, touched her belly, which was just beginning to swell.
She threw her head back at the pellucid sky and, in the pure silence
of her open heart, cried, My baby! My Baby! Riane awoke with a pain in her jaw pushing aside
even her massive headache. "Rekkk! Rekkk, put me down! What are you
doing?" No reply. Riane traveled inward, opening her Third
Eye, piercing the veil between realms, entering Otherwhere. Saw the
Cosmos as it really was, with all her senses, not just the five of
her corporeal body. She saw Rekkk, a husk, hollow as Malistra had
been. She saw the Tzelos crouched upon his shoulders, directing him
like a marionette. The spell was woven around him in a complex pattern,
runes of fire and blood intermingling, creating waves of energy that
kept him in thrall. Riane knew that no simple Osoru spell could free
him; this web was different, chimerical, dark, and light. Something
more potent was required. She cast the Spell of Forever, searching
for him beneath the potent layers of fire and blood. She found him
with the Spell of Forever, at the bottom of a lightless well. Now how
to free him? Becoming aware of a light at the extreme edge of
Otherwhere, she turned her full concentration on it. It was a beacon
made of priceless jade, intricately carved with the images of five
dragons—Müna's Five Sacred Dragons. The Ring! She turned it on her finger, saw the Dragons come
alive. Pulsing in the sorcerous center of each one a color: blue,
yellow, red, green, black. Their faces turned to her, they spoke
their names: Eshir, the Dragon of air and Forgiveness; Com, the
Dragon of earth and Renewal; Yig, the Dragon of fire and Power;
Seelin, the Dragon of water and Transformation; Paow, the Dragon
of wood and Vision. Instantly, she under- stood the differences
between them, knew which was needed. She turned the Ring so that Gom
was facing up. Then she pressed the carving of the Dragon of Renewal
into the back of Rekkk's neck. A shock wave went through Otherwhere. The Tzelos
reared back, the strings by which it held Rekkk snapping like
ion-cannon shots. Its essence sizzled and began to come apart. It
turned its twelve-faceted eyes on her as it vanished, leaving for a
heart-stopping instant only an eerie disembodied grimace. As quickly as she could, Riane Thripped them all to
the abbey, which had become their de facto sanctuary. The regent had
been killed in his own chambers. The Haaar-kyut were out for blood;
the Khagggun had been mobilized. Already hoverpods bristling with the
latest weaponry crisscrossed the terrain, and ion-cannon fire
was a sporadic background booming. There was little time to
mourn the death of Nith Sahor, though Rekkk and Giyan had lingered at
the gravesite, holding hands, speaking softly to one another. Later, while preparations for making the abbey
habitable again were in progress, Riane and Eleana found themselves
standing together in a corner of the plaza. Riane felt as if she had
been run through by a shock-sword. She felt tongue-tied, inept. Eleana sighed, turned to Riane, and Riane's insides
melted. "I hope you don't mind me saying this," Eleana
began hesitantly, "but ever since I can remember I have thought
of you—of the Dar Sala-at, I mean—as a male. Does that
sound foolish?" "Not at all." Riane was aware of the
exquisite irony of this exchange. By the light of Lonon's five moons
Eleana looked more beautiful than ever. Eleana cleared her throat. "I have to admit, I
don't know what to say. I'm a little bit in awe of the Dar Sala-at." "Don't be," Riane said. Her tongue seemed
stuck to the roof of her mouth. Male or female, it did not matter.
She loved this girl with every fiber of her being. Eleana, smiling, touched Riane's swollen cheek.
"Does it pain you overmuch?" "Only when I think about it." Merciful
Goddess, this is too much for me, Riane thought. I think I shall go
stark raving mad if I'm around her much longer. The longing was a
taste in her mouth. She was filled up with it, mad with it, her soul
shredded by it. Eleana came closer, lowered her voice. "Can I
confide in you, Dar-Sala-at?" Riane swallowed hard. "Of course." She touched her lower belly. "I am with child." "You're … what?" Riane thought she
was going to pass out. "How can you be—?" She bit off
words that would betray her. "How did it happen?" "By accident. I was caught at a swimming hole
by two V'ornn, young, our age. One attacked me. The other—well,
believe it or not he tried to save me. He—it seems so odd—he
was attacked by a gy-reagle, can you believe it?" Riane said nothing. "The one named Kurgan raped me. This is his
child." Riane's mouth was full of cotton, her mind was
afire. Eleana was carrying Kurgan's baby? She wanted to scream. Every
time she cursed the cruel fate that bound her, something worse
happened. But now this was it. She had hit rock bottom. 'Nothing
worse could possibly happen. "I was going to abort it," Eleana was
saying "But I just told Giyan I am going to keep it. She and
Nith Sahor convinced me that was the right thing to do, to love it,
to teach it right from wrong, to ensure that it will be better than
its father ever was or could be." She looked at him. "That's
a kind of revenge, don't you think, for what he did to me?" Riane was mute. It seemed that where Eleana was
concerned she could never have the right words. In sleep, Eshir, Dragon of air, came to Riane. Its
color was purest lapis lazuli, its wings ethereal and ever-changing
as clouds. Eshir, the Dragon of Forgiveness, summoned by an
unconscious mind determined to heal the conscious part. Eshir, who
wrapped her cloudüke wings around Riane's sleeping form, bore
her aloft into the singing firmament, there to look down upon her
deeds from the distance of objectivity. Eshir, of the sorrowful
countenance, with horns of rainstorms, hooves of blizzards, scales of
thermal currents, and an infinite capacity to love. Wennn Stogggul
was dead, and so was Kinnnus Morcha. Eleusis Ash-era had been
avenged. The Ring of Five Dragons had been returned to the Dar
Sala-at. Somewhere, in the center of the Korrush, at the edge of
Forever, Za Hara-at, was about to be born. There was hope now, for
Kundalan and V'ornn both. It was the dawn of a new day. APPENDIX I Major Characters KUNDALAN Giyan—Bartta's twin sister; Ramahan mistress
of Eleusis Ashera Bartta—Giyan's twin sister; Ramahan konara,
head of the Dea Cretan Riane—female orphan Eleana—female
from upcountry Ramahan at the Abbey of Floating White: Leyna
Astar—Riane's friend and teacher Konara Laudenum—another
of Riane's teachers Konara Urdma—member of the Dea Cretan Shima
Vedda—archaeologist priestess Malistra—Kyofu sorceress Dammi—coleader
of resistance cell Thigpen—one of Müna's sorcerous
creatures Mother—high priestess of Müna Courion—Sarakkon
captain V'ORNN Annon Ashera—eldest son of Eleusis Ashera Kurgan Stogggul—eldest son of Wennn Stogggul Eleusis Ashera—regent of Kundala Kinnnus Morcha—Line-General, commander of the
Haaar-kyut Nith Sahor—a Gyrgon Rekkk Hacilar—Pack-Commander Olnnn Rydddlin—Rekkk Hacilar's First-Captain Dalma—Wennn Stogggul's Looorm Wennn Stogggul—Prime Factor of Axis Tyr;
father of Kurgan The Old V'ornn—Kurgan's mentor and teacher Mittelwin—dzuoko of Nimbus, a salamuuun
kashiggen Bach Ourrros—Bashkir rival of Wennn Stogggul Kefffir Gutttin—Bashkir ally of Bach Ourrros
First-Captain Julll—Kinnnus Morcha's deputy protocol officer
Wing-General Nefff—a Haaar-kyut commandant Rada—Tuskugggun
owner of Blood Tide tavern APPENDIX II Pronunciation Guide In the V'ornn language, triple consonants have a
distinct sound. With the exceptions noted below, the first two
letters are always pronounced as a w, thus: Khagggun—Kow-gun Tuskugggun—Tus-kew-gun Mesagggun—Mes-ow-gun Rekkk—Rawk Wennn Stogggul—Woon Stow-gul Kinnnus—Kew-nus okummmon—ah-kow-mon
okuuut—ah-kowt Kiyonnno—Ka-yo-no salamuuun—sala-moown Olnnn—Owl-lin S ornnn—Sore-win Hadinnn—Had-ewn Bronnn Pallln—Brown Pawln Teyj attt—Tay-j a wt seigggon—sew-gon
skcettta—shew-tah Looorm—Loo-orrn b annntor—bown-tor Kannna—Kaw-na Kefffir Gutttin—Kew-fear Gew-tin Ourrros—Ow-roos Jusssar—Jew-sar Julll—Jew-el Nefff—Newf B atoxxx—Bat-owx Boulllas—Bow-las (as in, to tie a bow) Hellespennn—Helle-spawn Argggedus—Ar-weeg-us PRONUNCIATION GUIDE When a y directly precedes the triple
consonant, it is pronounced ew, as in shrewd, thus: Rydddlin—Rewd-lin Rhynnnon—Rew-non Tynnn—Tewn but: K' yonnno—Ka-yow-no Because the following word is not of the V'ornn
language, the triple consonant does not follow the above rules, thus:
Centophennni—Chento-fenny Triple vowels are pronounced twice, creating another
syllable, thus: Haaar-kyut—Ha-ar-key-ut leeesta—lay-aysta
mumaaadis—mu-ma-ah-dis lüina—lee-eena
N'Luuura—Nu-Loo-oora Normally in V'ornn, the y is pronounced ea,
as in tear, thus: Gyrgon—Gear-gon Sa is pronounced Say, thus: Sa
Trryn—Say-Trean Kha is pronounced Ko, while Ka,
is pronounced Ka, thus: Khagggun—Kow-gun Kannna—Kaw-na Ch is always hard, thus: Morcha—More-ka
Bach—Bahk Skc is always soft, thus: skcettta—shew-tah
This is a work of fiction. All the characters and events portrayed in this novel are either fictitious or are used fictitiously. THE RING OF FIVE DRAGONS Copyright © 2001 by Eric Van Lustbader All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce this book, or portions thereof, in any form. This book is printed on acid-free paper. Design by Jane Adele Regina Map by Ellisa Mitchell A Tor Book Published by Tom Doherty Associates, LLC Fifth Avenue New York, NY www.tor.com Tor® is a registered trademark of Tom Doherty Associates, LLC. Library of Congress Cataoging-in-Publicaton Data Lustbader, Eric. The ring of five dragons / Eric Van Lustbader.—1st ed. p. cm.—(The pearl saga ; bk. 1) "A Tom Doherty Associates book." ISBN 0-312-87235-6 (acid-free paper) I. Title. PS3562.U752 R56 2001 813'.54—dc First Edition: May Printed in the United States of America For Victoria, always and forever
THE RING of FIVE
DRAGONS PROLOG: When they were fifteen years old, Giyan and Bartta
found a lorg. It was hiding, as lorgs are wont to do, beneath a large
flat rock of a golden hue lying like a wart on the belly of a
bone-dry gully. Konara Mossa, their Ramahan guardian and teacher, had
told them to keep a sharp eye out for lorgs, for lorgs preferred
the thin, kuelLo-fir-scented air that drifted along the shoulders of
the Djenn Marre. Beware the lorg, she warned them with a
frightening sweep of a gnarled forefinger, for lorgs are evil
creatures, ensnaring the souls of dying infants, hoarding them like
grains of milled oat grass. Superstitious nonsense, Giyan
thought privately. The lorgs might be ugly to look at, but they
seemed harmless enough; in fact, they were beneficial inasmuch
as they ate stydil larvae, and everyone knew how destructive
those insects could be to the oat grass and glennan crops. It was Lonon, the Fifth Season—that eerie time
between High Summer and Autumn when the gimnopedes swarmed;
when, on clear nights, all five moons, pale green as a dove's belly,
could be seen in the vast black bowl of the sky; when The Pearl had
been misused; when the V'ornn had come to Kundala. Giyan and Bartta, both Ramahan novices, had had the
enormous misfortune of being born twins, an evil omen among the
mountain Kundalan, a certain sign of bad luck that their mother tried
to rectify by winding their own umbilicals around their soft pink
necks. Their father, entering the birthing chamber, had cut the cords
with his own hunting knife. While they squalled their first breath of
new life, he had had to slit the throat of the scheming midwife, who
had whispered goading superstitions in their mother's ear, egging her
on to commit infanticide. They had learned all this years later from their
father, just before he left home for good. Their father and mother
never should have married, that was the truth of it. Their father was
a no-nonsense trader who saw the world in a straightforward manner,
while their mother was entangled in the dark skein of magic,
superstition, anxiety. They had no basis to form a connection, let
alone to fall in love or even to discover a comfortable tolerance. Cheated out of her attempt to mend her ill fortune,
their mother brought the twins to the Abbey of Floating White as soon
as they were old enough. In a most unseemly manner, she begged Konara
Mossa to train the twins to be Ramahan, praying that their wholesale
devotion to the Great Goddess would spare them the usual fate of
twins. And so they were made fluent in the Old Tongue, they
were taught from the scraps of Utmost Source, The Five Sacred
Books of Müna, memorized and set down over the decades
by successive konara after it was lost. They were taught the creation
myths, the legends of The Pearl, the seventy-seven festivals of Müna,
the importance of Lonon, the Fifth Season, Müna's time, the
season of change. They learned the ways of phytochemistry, of healing
with herbs and mushrooms, of divining portents, of seeking with
opals, and, most importantly, they were taught the Prophesy of the
coming of the Dar Sala-at, the Chosen One of Müna, who would
find The Pearl and use it to free the Kundalan from their bondage to
the V'ornn. It was curious how two sisters—twins at
that—could absorb the same lessons and arrive at different
conclusions. One saw the vessel half-full, the other saw it
half-empty. For Giyan, life at the abbey had brought alive the rich
history of her people, where sorcerous beings like Dragons and
narbuck and Rappa and perwillon mingled freely with the Kundalan,
males and females sharing equally in every facet of life, where those
with the Gift were trained to use Osoru sorcery well and wisely,
where each festival was an excuse for music, dancing, singing, the
fervent excitement of being alive. Now, it was said, only the fearful
perwillon remained, slumbering deep in their caves. For Bartta, the
history lessons told another story—of what had been taken from
them by the V'ornn, of the diminishing of Ramahan power and
influence, of the rise of the new Goddess-less religion, Kara, of the
violence of the male Ramahan and the betrayal of the Rappa, of a need
to break with the old sorcerous ways—known only to those born
with the Gift—that had come back to haunt the Ramahan, of the
Kundalan being abandoned by their Great Goddess, who had quailed
at the coming of the V'ornn, had been rendered irrelevant by the
aliens' superior techno-mancy. Of the failure of the past, of Osoru,
of those with the Gift, of Müna's teachings as they had been
originally set forth to protect Kun-dala against invasion. The twins were hiking north of their home in Stone
Border, on the steep and narrow path that led to the Ice Caves. On
either side, the brittle sepia-colored land fell away from them,
pitching downward to the green-and-blue fields that carpeted the
broad, fertile valley far below. Brown kuello-fir needles
crunched beneath their cor-hide sandals. Forever after, this soft,
dry, intimate sound, so like the rustling of wicked blackcrows'
wings, would send a tiny thrill through them, for it was forbidden
for anyone but Ramahan priestesses, like themselves, who dwelled in
the nearby Abbey of Floating White, to tread this dangerous
path. Giyan paused on the path to stare upward at the
immense, jagged, ice-crusted pinnacles of the Djenn Marre. And as she
paused, so did Bartta. Giyan was the twin blessed with height,
beauty, a slender figure. Even worse, from Bartta's point of view,
she had the Gift and could be trained in Osoru sorcery. What did
Bartta have save her fierce desire to lead the Ramahan? "To think," Giyan said, "that no one
knows what lies beyond those mountains." "Just like you," Bartta said sourly, "to
be thinking of questions that cannot be answered. Your foolish
diversions are why I will be promoted to shima, to priestess, next
year while you will no doubt stay a leyna, a novice." "I am Müna's servant just as you are,"
Giyan said softly. "We each serve the Great Goddess in our own
way." Bartta grunted. "Well, I'll tell you something.
It has become embarrassing to be your sister. Your…
perverse views are the talk of the abbey." "Perverse, sister?" Giyan's
whistleflower-blue eyes reflected the sting of the rebuke. Bartta nodded emphatically, happy to have scored a
point. "Our world is a simple one. We are good, the V'ornn are
evil. How you can distort such an obvious black-and-white truth is
beyond me." "You misunderstand me," Giyan said. "I
do not question the evil of the V'ornn's deeds; I merely question
this so-called truth of Good and Evil. Nothing in this life is so
black-and-white. When it comes to the V'ornn we know them not at all.
I sense there is a mystery there we cannot yet fathom." "Oh, yes. You sense. Your accursed
Gift has spoken to you, I suppose." Giyan turned away, her gaze lost in the snowcapped
mountain peaks. She was remembering the hideous vision she had had
three years ago. It had coincided with the onset of puberty, on a
brilliant summer afternoon in a courtyard of the abbey. One
moment, she had been plant- ing herbs and the next the world, around
her had disappeared. At first, she thought she had gone blind. She
found herself enclosed in darkness—not the darkness of
night or even a cave, but utter blackness. Voices rustled like the
wings of birds, but she could not make out what they were saying. She
was terrified; even more so as the vision took shape. With
breathtaking clarity, she saw herself from above. She was dressed
oddly, in the pure white of mourning. She was standing on the
wishbone of a narbuck, the two prongs in front of her. At the end of
the right prong stood a Ramahan in the persimmon-colored robes of a
member of the Dea Cretan. At the end of the left prong was a
fierce-looking V'ornn in battle armor. She saw herself walking to the
base of the prongs, knew there was a dreadful choice to be made, a
fork in the path of her life. The V'ornn raised his arms and in them
she saw a shining star, which she knew was the Dar Sala-at, the
prophesied savior of her people. In her vision, she watched herself
walk to the left, toward the Dar Sala-at, toward the V'ornn…
What did it mean? She could not know, and yet she could not forget
the power, the sheer force of the vision. She had never dared share
it with anyone, not even Bartta. But it had haunted her ever since,
and was surely at the core of her unique, conflicted feelings about
the aliens she knew she should loathe. "The V'ornn have enslaved us, maimed us,
tortured us," Bartta was saying now. "They kill us at their
whim in games of sport. Though the resistance exists and continues to
fight back, it is no match for the V'ornn. The aliens have driven us
from our cities, forced us to find shelter in the hillsides and
mountains until we have become strangers in our own land. They have
slaughtered thousands of Ramahan. Our own abbey is the only one left
intact. You know this as well as I do." Giyan turned back from the peaks of the Djenn Marre,
from the latent image of her vision. Her thick copper-colored hair
flew in the wind. She put her hand tenderly on her sister's shoulder.
"I hear the pain and fear in your voice. We have prayed to Müna
for eighty-five long, terrible years without hearing a response." Bartta shook herself away. "I feel no pain or
fear." "But you do," Giyan said even more softly.
"It is your deep and abiding fear that in Her wrath Müna
has left us in the hands of the V'ornn forever. You told me so
yourself." "A moment of weakness, of illness, of
disorientation," Bartta said curtly. "I am surprised you
even remember." "Why wouldn't I remember, sister? I love you
deeply." Bartta, trembling a little, whispered. "If only
it were so." Giyan took her in her arms. "Have you any real
doubts?" Bartta allowed her head to briefly rest on her
sister's shoulder. She sighed. "This is what I do not
understand," she said. "Even the konara, our elders, have
no answer for Müna's strange silence." Giyan took Bartta's head in her hands, looked her in
the eye. "The answer is clear, sister. It lies in our recent
history. The Goddess is silent because we ignored Her warnings and
misused The Pearl." "Then it's true. Müna has abandoned us,"
Bartta whispered. There were sudden, stinging tears in her eyes. "No, sister, She is merely waiting." Bartta wiped her eyes, deeply ashamed that she had
showed such weakness. "Waiting for what?" "For the Dar Sala-at. The One who will find The
Pearl and end our bondage to the V'ornn." Bartta's expression changed, hardening slightly "Is
this true faith, or is it your Gift talking?" "I have been taught by Konara Mossa to turn
away from the Gift, just as we have been taught to shun the Rappa
because they were responsible for Mother's death the day The Pearl
was lost, the day we were invaded by the V'ornn." "The Rappa had the Gift, and it led to our
downfall." Having spotted a chink in her sister's armor,
Bartta's eyes were alight. Spite, the twin of her envy, overrode her
inner terror. "And yet, you defy Konara Mossa, you use
the Gift." "Sometimes I cannot help it," Giyan said
softly, sadly, "the Gift is too strong." "Sometimes you deliberately use it,"
Bartta hissed. "You are being trained in secret, aren't you?" "What if I am?" Giyan looked down at her
feet. "Sometimes I question whether this thing inside
me—this Gift—is evil." Her voice dropped to a
whisper borne by the wind. "Sometimes, late at night, when I lie
awake, I feel the breadth and scope of the Cosmos breathing all
around me, and I know—I know, sister, in my heart, in
my very soul—that what we see and hear and smell and taste—the
world we touch is but a fraction of the Whole that exists elsewhere.
A beauty beyond comprehension. And with every fiber of my being I
long to reach out and know that vast place. And it is then
that I think, How could such a feeling be evil?" Bartta was looking at her sister with profound
jealousy What you know, what you long for,
she thought. As if I do not long for the same thing, and know it
will never be mine. She was about to say something clever and
cutting, but the sight of the tail stayed her tongue. The lorg's ing
herbs and the next the world around her had disappeared. At first,
she thought she had gone blind. She found herself enclosed in
darkness—not the darkness of night or even a cave, but
utter blackness-Voices rustled like the wings of birds, but she could
not make out what they were saying. She was terrified; even more so
as the vision took shape. With breathtaking clarity, she saw herself
from above. She was dressed oddly, in the pure white of mourning. She
was standing on the wishbone of a narbuck, the two prongs in front of
her. At the end of the right prong stood a Ramahan in the
persimmon-colored robes of a member of the Dea Cretan. At the end of
the left prong was a fierce-looking V'ornn in battle armor. She saw
herself walking to the base of the prongs, knew there was a dreadful
choice to be made, a fork in the path of her life, The V'ornn raised
his arms and in them she saw a shining star, which she knew was the
Dar Sala-at, the prophesied savior of her people. In her vision, she
watched herself walk to the left, toward the Dar Sala-at, toward the
V'ornn… What did it mean? She could not know, and yet she
could not forget the power, the sheer force of the vision. She had
never dared share it with anyone, not even Bartta. But it had haunted
her ever since, and was surely at the core of her unique, conflicted
feelings about the aliens she knew she should loathe. "The V'ornn have enslaved us, maimed us,
tortured us," Bartta was saying now. "They kill us at their
whim in games of sport. Though the resistance exists and continues to
fight back, it is no match for the V'ornn. The aliens have driven us
from our cities, forced us to find shelter in the hillsides and
mountains until we have become strangers in our own land. They have
slaughtered thousands of Ramahan. Our own abbey is the only one left
intact. You know this as well as I do." Giyan turned back from the peaks of the Djenn Marre,
from the latent image of her vision. Her thick copper-colored hair
flew in the wind. She put her hand tenderly on her sister's shoulder.
"I hear the pain and fear in your voice. We have prayed to Müna
for eighty-five long, terrible years without hearing a response." Bartta shook herself away. "I feel no pain or
fear." "But you do," Giyan said even more softly.
"It is your deep and abiding fear that in Her wrath Müna
has left us in the hands of the V'ornn forever. You told me so
yourself." "A moment of weakness, of illness, of
disorientation," Bartta said curtly. "I am surprised you
even remember." "Why wouldn't I remember, sister? I love you
deeply." Bartta, trembling a little, whispered. "If only
it were so." Giyan took her in her arms. "Have you any real
doubts?" Bartta allowed her head to briefly rest on her
sister's shoulder. She sighed. "This is what I do not
understand," she said. "Even the konara, our elders, have
no answer for Müna's strange silence." Giyan took Bartta's head in her hands, looked her in
the eye. "The answer is clear, sister. It lies in our recent
history. The Goddess is silent because we ignored Her warnings and
misused The Pearl." "Then it's true. Müna has abandoned us,"
Bartta whispered. There were sudden, stinging tears in her eyes. "No, sister, She is merely waiting." Bartta wiped her eyes, deeply ashamed that she had
showed such weakness. "Waiting for what?" "For the Dar Sala-at. The One who will find The
Pearl and end our bondage to the V'ornn." Bartta's expression changed, hardening slightly. "Is
this true faith, or is it your Gift talking?" "I have been taught by Konara Mossa to turn
away from the Gift, just as we have been taught to shun the Rappa
because they were responsible for Mother's death the day The Pearl
was lost, the day we were invaded by the V'ornn." "The Rappa had the Gift, and it led to our
downfall." Having spotted a chink in her sister's armor,
Bartta's eyes were alight. Spite, the twin of her envy, overrode her
inner terror. "And yet, you defy Konara Mossa, you use
the Gift." "Sometimes I cannot help it," Giyan said
softly, sadly, "the Gift is too strong." "Sometimes you deliberately use it,"
Bartta hissed. "You are being trained in secret, aren't you?" "What if I am?" Giyan looked down at her
feet. "Sometimes I question whether this thing inside
me—this Gift—is evil." Her voice dropped to a
whisper borne by the wind. "Sometimes, late at night, when I lie
awake, I feel the breadth and scope of the Cosmos breathing all
around me, and I know—I know, sister, in my heart, in
my very soul—that what we see and hear and smell and taste—the
world we touch is but a fraction of the Whole that exists elsewhere.
A beauty beyond comprehension. And with every fiber of my being I
long to reach out and know that vast place. And it is then
that I think, How could such a feeling be evil?" Bartta was looking at her sister with profound
jealousy. What you know, what you long for,
she thought. As if I do not long for the same thing, and know it
will never be mine. She was about to say something clever and
cutting, but the sight of the tail stayed her tongue. The lorg's tail
flicked once then, illusory as the whiff of water in the Great Voorg,
disappeared beneath a long, flat rock of a golden hue. "Look there!" she said as she clambered
down into the shallow gully. Beyond, a steep and treacherous falloff
mined with loose shale and broken twigs. "Oh, sister, look!"
And planting her sturdy legs wide, she bent and flipped over the
rock. "A lorg!" Giyan cried. "Yes. A lorg!" Bartta backed away,
fascinated and appalled, as her twin clambered down to stand beside
her. The lorg was indeed a hideous beast. Its hide was thick and
warty, its watery grey eyes bulging, turning this way and that as if
able to see in all directions at once. It appeared all belly; its
head and legs were puny and insignificant. It seemed boneless, like
the double stomach of a gutted lemur, and this somehow made it all
the more hideous. Bartta hefted a stone in her hand. "And now we
must kill it." "Kill it? But why?" "You know why," Bartta said icily. "Lorgs
are evil." "Leave it. You do not need to take its life." With an expert swing, Bartta skimmed the stone
through the air. It made a peculiar humming sound, like an angry
blackcrow. She had that, at least over her twin, her outsize physical
strength. The stone, loosed from that powerful slingshot, struck the
lorg with a sickening thunk!. The lorg's disgusting pop eyes
swiveled in their direction, perhaps sadly, but it did not move. This
seeming indifference enraged Bartta all the more. She grabbed another
stone, a larger one this time, cocking her arm to throw it. But Giyan
caught her upraised wrist in her hand. "Why, Bartta? Why do you really want
to kill it?" The wind rattled the kuello-firs, whistled through
devious clefts in the rocks. A hawk floated on the thermals high
overhead, vivid with intent. Bartta's gaze did not stray from Giyan's
face. The twin who was tall, beautiful, clever of tongue and hand. An
inchoate rage curdled the contents of Bartta's stomach, gripped her
throat like a giant's hand. With a violent twist, she jerked herself
free, and before Giyan could utter another word, she hurled the stone
with tremendous force. It struck the lorg's head, causing a gout of
blood so pale and thin it might have been water. Grunting like an
animal, Bartta gathered a handful of stones and, as she advanced upon
the lorg, peppered it until it sank into the ground, split open like
a side of meat. “There. There." Bartta, standing
over it, light-headed, trembled slightly. Crouching beside the dead creature, Giyan passed a
hand over it. "Great Goddess, tell me if you can," she
whispered, "where is the evil here?" Looking down at her, Bartta said, "That's
right, sister. Shed a tear for so ugly a beast that would not move
even to save itself. If its death hurts you so, use your infernal
Gift. Return it to life." "The Gift does not work in that way,"
Giyan said without looking up. "It cannot bring life from
death." "Try, sorceress." Giyan took the ragged lorg in her hands and buried
it in the shale. Dust and blood coated her hands, remaining darkened
in the creases even after she wiped them down. At last, she looked up
at Bartta, beads of perspiration standing out on her forehead. "What
have you really accomplished?" "We will be late for afternoon devotions,"
Bartta said. As she set off for the high, glistening walls of the
Abbey of Floating White she saw the owl circling the treetops, as if
watching her. Book One: SPIRIT GATE "Inside us are fifteen Spirit Gates. They
are meant to be open. If even one is not, a blockage occurs; a
sickness of spirit that, left untreated, can and will rot the soul
from within." —Utmost Source, The Five Sacred Books of Müna Owl Sixteen years—a lifetime—later, Bartta,
now a small, dark, hunched figure not unlike a lorg, found herself on
the same path. The sky was cloudless, of a blue so achingly rich it
bore the appearance of fresh lacquer. The sun was in its waning
hours, magnified by the atmosphere, so that its curious purple spot
seemed like the pupil of an eye. Müna's Eye, the
Ramahan believed, that saw and recorded everything. Borne upon the air was the scent of the kuello-firs,
and when Bartta's sandals crunched the brown needles she felt again
that tiny shiver of recognition of things apart. In an instant the
afternoon she had killed the lorg came rushing back to her. She
paused, looking for the dry gully and the large flat rock of a golden
hue under which, years ago, she had found the lorg. Bartta wore the long, persimmon-colored robes of raw
silk reserved for the konara, senior priestesses of the Dea Cretan,
the Ramahan High Council. In the old days, before the coming of the
V'ornn, the Ramahan were ruled by one woman: Mother. That was her
title, which she inherited as a child, when her name was taken from
her forever. At that time, the Ramahan had been made up of equal
numbers of women and men—if such a thing could be imagined! The
men had been purged after their innate greed led to the loss of The
Pearl, the sorcerous Rappa had been destroyed, and the Dea Cretan was
formed to ensure that the violence that had engulfed the Order would
never again occur, that the sorcery that had been inextricably bound
into Ramahan society was carefully weeded out, strand by strand. As Bartta moved along the path she was immersed in a
halo of myrrh, oils of clove, and clary-sage, the incense she burned
when she prayed. These spices gave her strength of conviction and
clarity of thought. She tapped her forefinger against her thin,
unpainted lips. Where was that rock? She was close to it, she knew
that much. The passage of time and the vagaries of her memory
caused her to walk past it twice. Each time, however, her Ramahan
training compelled her to turn around, and at last she recognized the
rock, whose golden color flashed only here and there beneath a dull
layer of shale dust and kuello-fir needles. Lifting the hem of her
robes, she half slid down the slope into the gully, picked her way
carefully across the loose shale and the odd tufts of yellow wrygrass
that had sprung up. Over the years, a geological eruption had warped
and scarred the depression. The rock now lay like a kind of bridge
across what appeared to be a fissure in the gully bed. She bent to touch the cool, rough, golden skin of
that rock, stirring even after all this time with images of the lorg.
She cursed heartily. That lorg had certainly been an evil omen. Three
days after its death Giyan had been captured in a raid, taken to Axis
Tyr to be the slave of the V'ornn. That was sixteen years ago, and
never a word from her since. She had heard stories, many times, about
the regent's Kundalan mistress. Giyan was sharing her bed with a
V'ornn! How could she? It was unimaginable! Thinking of the dreaded
V'ornn, Bartta shuddered. That is when she heard the sound—tiny,
indistinct, echoey. She turned back, looked around the perimeter of
the gully. Nothing stirred save the shivering tops of the graceful
kuello-firs. The sound came again, trickling down her spine like
a rivulet of ice water. On her knees, she peered into the fissure.
Darkness greeted her beyond the sliver of opening between rock and
shale bed. "Hello?" she called in a voice as quavery
as if it were underwater. "Hello?" A sound, neither human nor animal but somewhere in
between, came to her. It made her jerk erect, her scalp prickling
eerily. She backed up, stumbling a little, righted herself, then
turned to flee across the gully. Failing to lift the hem of her robe,
she tripped and fell, ripping the robe and skinning a knee. She gave
a little cry, regained her footing, and ran on. As she reached the
slope at the edge of the gully, she paused to catch her breath,
squinting upward into the luminous ultramarine sky. Her pulse
hammered, and her mouth was dry. The soft, eerie moaning of the wind made the
boulders and gullies seem alive even as it concealed that other
hideous sound. She turned her gaze toward the stands of kuello-firs
and breathed deeply to rid herself of the last splinter of fear. She
started as the great horned owl emerged from shadowed, needled
branches, swooped low on enormous, soundless wings. She called Müna's
name, for the owl was the sacred messenger of the Goddess. It seemed
to be heading straight for her. She pressed herself against the
slope. Too late to run. She was murmuring a prayer when it passed
close enough for her to feel the backwash of its mighty grey-blue
wings. Then it swooped even lower, and she whirled to follow its
flight. The owl passed over the long, flat rock, then again, and a
third time, before lifting on powerful pinions, and wheeling away
into the dark kuello-fir forest. A peculiar terror gripped her. The owl was an omen,
of course. An extraordinary omen, because an owl in daylight
signified imminent death. Her sense of dread escalated, but she knew
that she could not ignore an omen from Müna. But that could not
be; Müna had passed beyond the rim, or so she had convinced
herself. Then what was Müna's messenger doing here? She had to
find out. Reluctantly, she retraced her steps. She fell to her
knees beside the stone, grimacing with pain. The sun sat atop the
collar of the forest; the shadows in the gully were long, blue,
dense. Bartta grunted. The rock moved with the reluctance
of an invalid, its protest in the form of a miniavalanche of shale.
The chilling sound came again, and on her belly she stuck her head
into the fissure. In the last of the light she could just make out a
small figure curled in a corner. It was Kundalan, not animal—and
small, certainly not an adult. Once again, she almost turned away. She had no
desire to descend into that dangerous darkness. But her training held
her. Müna had spoken; now she must act. How long had it been
since Müna had given the Ramahan a sign? Bartta did not know. A
long time, anyway. A very long time. "Hold on!" she called, clambering down.
"I'm coming for you!" Nearly choking in a cloud of dust, she descended,
cursing mightily, using her thick, work-hardened hands to grasp small
outcroppings to keep her from pitching headlong into the fissure. She
needed to be especially careful because the friable shale was all too
apt to shear off or crumble beneath her weight. The preponderance of
sedimentary rock in this area, she knew, was due to the Chuun River,
which flowed from here all the way down to Axis Tyr, the Kundalan
city the V'ornn had chosen as their capital. Bartta had heard many
stories of Axis Tyr as it had been before the V'ornn invasion, a
beautiful city of blue-and-rose stone sitting astride the Chuun
River. Now, from all she could glean, the only Kundalan inside the
city were miserable prisoners or slaves. Like Giyan. Bartta's hard heart was wrung out with the terrible
sacrifices she had made. It had become a poor shrunken organ no more
useful than a stone. Yet she could still hate. Her blood ran cold
when she thought of the V'ornn. Such monsters! So nasty to look at;
hairless as a rotten clemett and twice as smelly. You could never be
certain what the hairless beasts were thinking, though members of the
Kundalan resistance had come to know how they would react in certain
situations. But the resistance was largely impotent. Of what use was
their deaths? One hundred and one years after the occupation and
nothing had changed. There was no help for it. One had to learn how
to live with the yoke around one's neck. Müna be praised that Giyan had been taken by
the V'ornn and not her. Bartta knew that she would surely have hung
herself rather than be made to serve them or touch their rancid
flesh. Anyway, she thought sourly, her twin had shown a perverse
curiosity about the V'ornn. Now she had her wish. Bartta had begun to sweat. It was unnaturally hot
inside the fissure, and she made her stumbling way around the
perimeter to avoid the worst of the heat, which seemed to be rising
in sickening waves from the jagged rock floor. A copse of pink
calcite stalagmites rose from the periphery of the fissure floor like
grasping fingers. The heated air shimmered and burned her lungs so
that she hastened to the spot where the figure lay. A girl of perhaps
fifteen years, Bartta saw, who was shaking as if with the ague. A
cloyingly sweet-smelling sweat rimed her forehead, matted her long,
tangled, blond hair. Her beautiful features were clouded, darkened,
ravaged. When Bartta scooped her up in her arms, the girl felt as if
she were on fire. The girl cried out as Bartta carried her back to the
opening she had made by moving the rock above. "Stop your sniveling," she snapped. "I
will have you out of here in a moment. You're safe now." But
judging by the girl's flushed and dry skin, Bartta did not believe
that. The Ramahan were great healers as well as mystics. Bartta could
well read the signs of duur fever, and she liked not the advanced
stage the virus was in. This fever, which came in five-year cycles,
had ravaged the Kundalan for a century now. The Ramahan believed that
the V'ornn had brought the virus to Kundala; the resistance was
certain that the Gyrgon, the mysterious V'ornn caste of technomages,
had manufactured it as another weapon in their overwhelming arsenal
to bring the Kundalan race to its knees. In any case, the Ramahan had
had only limited success in saving the victims of duur fever. If it
was caught within forty-eight hours of the onset of symptoms, a
poultice of a mixture of the rendered seeds of black loosestrife and
the thistle heart of coltsfoot digitalis had proved effective.
Otherwise, once the virus reached the lungs it replicated so rapidly
that within days the victim drowned as if lost at sea. With the girl in her arms, Bartta stopped and looked
up at the wedge of darkening sky. It looked a long way off, farther
by far than the floor of the fissure had looked before she had
scrambled down here. The girl was dying, no doubt about it. Of what
possible use was she then? Perhaps, if she, Bartta, was able to get
her out of here and back to the village she could prolong her life a
week, two at the outside. But to what purpose? Already the girl's
face was distorted by pain, and her suffering would only grow. Better
to leave her here; a quick death would be merciful, a blessing even. But as Bartta was setting her down, a small earth
tremor sent shale scaling down on them. Bartta braced herself against
the trembling side of the fissure as the girl cried out. Her eyes
focused and she moaned pitifully, clinging to Bartta. Waiting for the
tremor to abate, Bartta had cause to recall Müna's sacred owl.
Now that the Goddess had at last spoken, She had chosen Bartta! The
owl had passed three times over this fissure. Why? Certainly not so
that Bartta should leave this girl here to expire. But what then the
meaning of Müna's messages? Perhaps the Goddess meant for this
girl to become her property. But, again, why? Was she in some way
special? Bartta peered down at the face so ethereally
beautiful, so ashen she could plainly see the play of blue veins
beneath skin unnaturally taut and shiny with fever. Brushing lank
hair back from the girl's forehead, she said: "What is your
name?" "Riane." Her heart was beating as fast as
an ice-hare's. "Hmm. I do not recognize that name. Where are
you from?" The girl's face wrinkled up. "I do not…
I can't remember. Except …" "Except what, my dear?" "I remember skelling." "Skelling?" Bartta frowned. "I do not
believe I know that word. What does it mean?" "Skelling. You know, climbing up and down sheer
rock faces." "Don't be foolish," Bartta scoffed. "No
one I know does that." "I do," Riane said boldly. "I mean, I
did. I distinctly remember coming down Four Whites." "But that is impossible," Bartta said.
Four Whites was the name of a sheer mountain cliff that rose a
kilometer above the abbey. It was too steep, rugged, and ice-strewn
even for the surefooted mountain goats. "Not really. I've done it many times." Bartta's frown deepened. "All right, let's say
you did this skelling thing. What happened next?" "A handhold I had been using sheared off. Maybe
the rock had fractured when the earth tremored. Anyway, I fell."
outright pain. Still, she continued her climb, willing herself not to
hurry, to test each makeshift rung lest it crumble beneath her,
sending her and the girl back to the fissure floor. But always in the
back of her mind lurked the spectre of another tremor, which would
surely dislodge her. She felt more vulnerable than she had since
entering the Ramahan sinecure of Floating White but, most curiously,
she also felt a kind of exhilaration as she connected with her body
again, using it as she had when she was a little girl. It felt fine
to have dirt beneath her nails again, to feel the flex and draw of
muscle and sinew as they worked. She was aware of Riane whimpering
behind her, and she prayed that in her weakened state she would be
able to hold on. Two-thirds of the way up, Bartta ran out of
handholds. Three separate possibilities crumbled under her grip, the
third breaking apart only as she put all their combined weight on it.
She fell back to her former perch with a jolt that caused a painful
percussion up her spine. Riane passed out. Just as well,
Bartta thought. The girl is terrified enough for the both of us. Despite instinct urging her nerve endings to move,
Bartta took time to breathe deeply. For the moment, the earth had
grown still, but cocking an ear she heard not a single birdsong, and
this she interpreted as warning that there was more seismic activity
to come. Living all her life in the embrace of the Djenn Marre, she
was no stranger to quakes. They were lightest in the lower foothills,
increasing in intensity the farther one penetrated the high crags.
Once, when she was on her way to deliver the monthly ration of
supplies to the Ice Caves, she had been unlucky enough to be caught
in a quake that had sheared off a section of cliff face not seven
meters from where she had crouched in terror. The Ice Caves were
infrequently visited and only by Ramahan acolytes. They were carved
out of the granite Djenn Marre like the eyrie of a fantastic mythic
raptor five kilometers from the abbey and a kilometer above the
waterfalls of Heavenly Rushing, at the headwaters of the Chuun. How
the Tchakira lived up there was anyone's guess. But what more did
they deserve, these dregs and outcasts—criminals, misfits,
madmen who had been expunged from society? Still, they were
Kun-dalan. The Ramahan felt it the sacred duty of Müna to ensure
that these poor wretches would not perish in the wind- and ice-swept
peaks of the Djenn Marre. Not that any civilized Kundalan had ever
seen a Tchakira. But they existed, all right, for when the Ramahan
acolyte arrived at the Ice Caves, as Bartta had, the previous month's
rations were gone. She, like all the acolytes before her, had paused
only long enough to lay down the small, dense packages of food and
herb concentrates, consume a gulp or two of cloudy rakkis, and
head back down the ice-encrusted, nearly vertical trail. Now another nearly vertical trail loomed above her.
Despite her elevation, the evening sky seemed farther away than ever,
a mocking shell, blackened like a burnt offering. A star emerged from
the enveloping darkness, crackling blue-white fire, and just to its
right one moon, then another poured their reflected light into the
fissure. Bartta felt it first in the soles of her feet, and she
braced herself, praying furiously for Müna to extend Her
protective hand. A clap like thunder broke the low rumbling, echoed
painfully in her ears. As the earth lurched, she slipped, desperately
hanging on. The fissure all around her seemed to be breaking apart,
and she was certain that she was about to breathe her last. Stillness so absolute it was unnerving enveloped
everything. Looking up, she saw that the wall itself had split so
that the upper tier now stepped back in a kind of ragged
staircase. Instinct drove her upward. In an instant, she had reached
the natural steps and, scrambling as quickly as she was able under
the circumstances, made her way out of the fissure. Gaining the floor of the gully, she did not pause
even to catch her breath, but half ran with the insensate girl still
over her shoulder. Not until she found herself safely on the path
that wound through the kuello-firs down to Stone Border did she even
dare look back over her shoulder. What she expected to see she could
not say, but in the wan moonslight spilling down like milk from a
she-goat's udders she saw nothing out of the ordinary. With a grunt,
she shifted her burden to a less painful position, then hurried down
the path toward home. The Vine A heartbeat after Annon loosed his arrow and Kurgan
fired his bolt, the gimnopede dropped from its descending flight path
over the thorny crown of the sysal tree. The bolt pierced its plump
blue-and-yellow breast; the arrow had missed it by a hairbreadth. Annon pumped a triumphant fist over his head. But
Kurgan, hurling a rude gesture in his friend's direction, lunged
forward, running headlong through the copse of sysal trees they had
made their early-morning lair, for it was well-known among the V'ornn
that the luscious gimnopedes made their nests in the highest branches
of the great, gnarled, ancient trees. "Ah, yes, the kill is mine!" Kurgan
breathed. He plucked the bloody, encoded metal-alloy bolt from the
dead bird's breast, pressed it back into the tertium link on the
outside of his left forearm. "You see the superiority of V'ornn
technology?" He shook the ash longbow Annon carried. "Why
you insist on fooling around with these pathetic, backward Kundalan
weapons is a mystery." "It was an experiment," Annon said. "A failed experiment, I warrant. You've only to
use your eyes to see it." Kurgan skewered the dead gimnopede with the slender
triangular blade of the knife he always kept with him. It was his
most treasured possession, the one weapon of his he allowed no one to
touch, not even Annon. Not that Annon cared overmuch; he had no great
love for V'ornn weaponry. Kurgan grunted. "But the Ashera are known for
their love of the Kundalan, eh?" "Why do you keep bringing that up?" Annon
said stiffly. "You are being raised by a Kundalan. It is not
natural. Whatever she teaches you is as defective as that bow she
gave you. At the very least, it will come back to bite you on your
tender parts." Annon chose not to keep this topic alive, touched
his own link, instead. "You rely too much on the okummmon." "And why should I not? It sighted for me,
calculated the vector of the bird's flight, the wind speed, the time
of flight to a nanosecond. It loosed the bolt at just the right
moment. What did this Kundalan joke do for you? The okummmon gave the
kill to me, not to you." "Without effort. The very same way it teaches
us when we are Summoned to plug in." "Just so, empty-head." Kurgan grinned as
he rubbed the bolt's stubby shaft. The okummmon had already
"metabolized" the gimnopede's blood, breaking it down into
nutrients easily absorbed by his bloodstream. He clapped his friend
on the back. "The okummmon is a privilege not to be
underestimated. We Bashkir are the only Great Caste to be linked. Be
proud of it, and pity the Genomatekks, a Great Caste in name only.
Pity the Khagggun, the warriors; the Mesagggun, the engineers; the
Tuskugggun, the females—the Lesser Castes. They are all
soto—those who cannot be Summoned. It is proof that we are
superior." "To me the Summoning feels like a tether." Kurgan nodded. "To bind us most closely to the
Gyrgon." "I want to be bound to no one." "You are Ashera—the dynasty ordained and
anointed by the Gyrgon—Those That Summon. Your father is the
second of the Ashera Dynasty and you will succeed him and your son
will succeed you and on and on." Annon thought of the three sisters he hadn't seen
since their births They lived in a different hingatta of their
mother's affiliation—hi: mother, too, whom he had not seen
since just before her death seven years ago. At that time, she had
been unable to speak. In her final delirium, she had not recognized
him. "I don't want that." Kurgan laughed. "Then give it to me!" "If I could, I would." Kurgan's expression changed to that of someone who
is deeply con cerned. "You have such strange notions, Annon
Ashera. I warrant the come from that Kundalan sorceress who takes
care of you. Why, she' even taught you to speak and read Kundalan." "That's a secret between you and me, Kurgan." Kurgan snorted. "If your father knew what
nonsense she was feeding you, he would throw her out on her tenderest
part." "My father seems content with the manner in
which she is raisin me." He grinned. "But she has
shown me some of the secret Kundala passageways that honeycomb the
palace and has told me of her village of Stone Border high up in the
Djenn Marre." "Ah, yes, the Kundalan. Keeping secrets seems
to be among their most annoying traits. But who cares if they have
secrets, I say? What have we to learn from inferior cultures?"
He put his hand on his friend's shoulder. "I know it's hard for
you. A slave rearing you! What is the regent thinking? He is besotted
with her, say the people who wag their lips and cluck their tongues.
Behind your back, of course." Annon's face grew dark with blood. "I have
dealt with those skcett-tas." "And made a potful of enemies along the way.
Just like your father." "My father is afraid of no enemy." "True enough. But the way he flies in the face
of tradition… That Kundalan female of his is but one example." "If my mother hadn't Broken Faith—" "If your mother hadn't Broken Faith you would
never have come to hingatta lüina do mori. You would have been
raised by her, like your sisters, in hingatta falla do mori."
Hingatta were communes of eight V'ornn females of childbearing age.
These communes were where children of the Great Castes were born and
raised until one year after the Channeling, when they were
permanently joined to the Modality via their okummmon. "We would
never have met, never have become friends. And I never would have had
the opportunity to beat your oh so tender parts at hunting!" "My father disapproves of our friendship." "It drives mine mad!" "He thinks your father put you up to trying to
find out the secret to salamuuun." "Our fathers hate one another, and that drug is
the root of it, that is true enough," Kurgan said. "But to
think that I would ever take orders from him!" He laughed.
"Wennn Stogggul can rot in N'Luuura for all I care of him!" He strung up the gimnopede by its neck, hoisting the
bird where it joined the others. "Regard, my friend!" His
grin was wide and mocking. "Four gimnopedes and not a single,
solitary, stinking one for you!" Annon indicated two small quadrupeds hanging from a
branch. "A brace of ice-hares is good enough for me." "Ice-hares, hah! Precious little flesh on those
long bones, and what there is of it tastes like a mouth full of
silicon." "And you would know well the bitter taste of
silicon, wouldn't you, my friend?" "I? Let us wager on who has tasted more
silicon!" "We've only to set the stakes." Annon
laughed. "Three rounds of fire-grade numaaadis." "Make it cloudy rakkis." "That Kundalan swill? It smells like rotten
clemetts." "Too strong for the likes of you, eh?" "Never!" Doubtless, the banter would have continued in this
vein had not something odd appeared in Annon's peripheral vision. "Kurgan!" he whispered as he crouched.
"Kurgan, look! Over there!" Kurgan sighted along the line indicated by his
friend's extended arm. A brilliant triangle of sunlight oozed through
a gap in the trees. Within that triangle, a flicker of movement.
Kurgan, shifting to get a better angle, snapped a dried twig beneath
his boot sole. Immediately, Annon clapped a hand over his mouth to
stifle his foul exclamation. The two boys froze. V'ornn were hairless with long, smooth-skinned
tapering skulls and a pale yellow cast to their flesh. Annon's
virtually colorless eyes and solemn mouth instantly set him apart
from Kurgan, whose thin, angular face was made all the more so by
contrast to his night-black eyes. Both of them could see the
continued flicker of movement within the triangle of white light. By
an unspoken agreement born of being raised together in lüina do
mori, the two friends made their cautious, silent way to the far side
of the sysal copse. At the very edge of the triangle of light their
mouths grew dry. "I don't believe it!" Kurgan whispered. "What a find!" Annon responded in the same
low tone. "Magnificent!" "Just what I was thinking!" "But I said it first, so it's mine!" "Over my tender parts!" As they peered out into the dazzling sunshine, the
cool sound of the creek—one of the many offshoots of the mighty
Chuun, which fed the Great Phosphorus Marsh twenty leagues to the
west—rippled into the copse. With it came the soft tinkle of
delighted laughter, for the object of their attention was no
bright-feathered gimnopede, no six-legged marsh lizard. Not even the
sight of a narbuck with its precious spiral horn—gone from
Kundala with the coming of the V'ornn—could have moved these
teenage boys the way the sight of the young Kundalan female did. With the hem of her robe piled high on her creamy
white thighs, she had ventured into the shallows of the creek. She
wriggled her toes, stirring up sediment and tadpoles. It was the
sight of these tadpoles scattering, the boys surmised, that had set
off her tinkling laughter. Not that they paid much mind to the sounds
she was making. No, no, they were staring with rapt attention at her
hair. It was thick and brown as leeesta fried in a pan. It
was piled on top of her head, set with a pair of long filigreed shell
pins typical of the race. As they watched, she ventured another step
into the creek. Now her feet were covered. Abruptly, she raised her
head and took a look around her. Both boys froze, holding their
breath lest she discover them spying on her and run away. They were
not afraid of her, of course. They were V'ornn; they were unafraid of
any Kundalan. Rather, they found themselves drawn to her, each in his
own way. And then there was the matter of her hair. Doubtless, because the V'ornn were an utterly
hairless race, their reaction to Kundalan hair ran the gamut from
revulsion to erotic preoccupation. It was rumored, in fact, that the
Gyrgon were frequent visitors to the Kundalan kashiggen, where they
paid for the services of the mysterious Imari, who wore their hair so
long it was said an attendant was required to hold it as they walked.
Since the Gyrgon were fond of planting rumors and myths concerning
themselves, on this matter no one could properly separate truth from
fiction. The boys watched, stupefied, as the young Kundalan
female reached up and pulled the filigreed pins. Her hair cascaded
like Heavenly Rushing, tumbling between her shoulder blades. Then she
began to undress. First, the vest, then the blouse, then the long,
layered skirt. With an uninhibited cry of delight, she plunged naked
into the water. As the water purled around her thighs, they saw all
her hair. Kurgan had dropped his double brace of gimnopedes.
They lay at his feet, broken-necked prey, forgotten now, in the heat
of the newest hunt. "There's a choice clemett ripe for the
picking," he said thickly. "I must have her." Without another word, he broke cover. Annon,
dropping his longbow, was right beside him as they both raced toward
her. Annon was the fleeter of the two. Kurgan, seeing he would lose
this race, stuck out his leg. Annon tripped and went sprawling head
over tender parts onto the greensward. Kurgan, making the most of his sudden advantage,
reached the edge of the bank in no time and leapt into the water just
as the young Kundalan female became aware of him. She gave a shriek,
trying to get away from him as he took hold of her. She struggled as
he forced her down, plunging her head beneath the water repeatedly
until she was sufficiently winded that he could drag her without
further resistance into the shallows. There he fell heavily upon her,
covering her mouth with his own. Annon, lying amid sprays of wrygrass and
whistleflowers, witnessed this assault with a divided nature. He,
too, felt the quick heaviness in his loins at the sight of the girl;
he, too, felt the urge to fall on her and sate his lust.
Intrinsically, there was nothing wrong with this. The Kundalan were
inferior—one more slave race the V'ornn had conquered. And yet…
And yet something—some dimly heard voice—restrained him,
whispering in his ear: This is wrong. He trembled. Of
course, it was Giyan's voice inside his head. Giyan being Kundalan
was a matter of no small import to Annon, since she was the one who
had raised him. Of course, if she had not been the regent's mistress
she would never have been given such an important job, would never
have been allowed to join hingatta lüina do mori nor any other
hingatta, for that matter. But Eleusis had been chosen as
regent by the Gyrgon, and while they might not allow him to make laws
on his own, his word among all the castes was Law. His word was Law
because it rang with the weight of the Gyrgon. Others might gripe and
grouse about the regent, as Stogggul did, but that was all it
amounted to: whispers of dissatisfaction like the chafing of skin
under ill-fitting clothes. Of course, Giyan raised him. She was his father's
mistress; she did his bidding. Like a good slave. A slave whose
whisper somehow had the power to penetrate his skull even when she
was not present. Perhaps Kurgan was right about her; perhaps she was
a sorceress. In any event, he could no longer bear to listen to
that voice. He ran into the brilliant glare of sunshine, shot down
the steep bank like an arrow, and fell upon the struggling pair. He
could see Kurgan's bare buttocks, the intent, almost half-mad look of
bloodlust in his friend's eyes. Curiously, these observations served
only to spur his determination. To do what? To scratch his itch, to
lighten the curious heaviness in his loins, to fight for his own fill
of this nubile young Kundalan female. To negate that maddening
whisper filling the corridors of his brain. He dug his fingers into the bunched muscles of
Kurgan's shoulders. Kurgan reared up, swung his upper body toward
Annon, and swatted him with the back of his hand. Annon, unprepared
for the blow, staggered a little. He came on again, right into a
short, powerful jab. He knelt in the water, seeing stars. But as his
vision cleared, he saw the look on the girl's face and his blood ran
cold. She was no longer resisting. Instead, her eyes had a glazed
look, as if she were peering into the very far distance, to a place
where no V'ornn could venture. It was a look he had seen many times
on the faces of the Kundalan slaves in Axis Tyr. It was a look that
enraged him, made him feel his mother's abandonment of him as if it
were a knife wound in his belly. And somehow that feeling of rage led
his mind back to when he was a child, crying in the night. He had
wanted his mother but what had he gotten instead? A Kundalan slave!
He would call his mother's name in fear, but also to vex Giyan, to
punish her for being where his mother ought to be. If it was a night when she was not pleasuring his
father, Giyan would answer his call. Without his asking, she would
rock him even though he could barely abide her touch—the touch
of a Kundalan his father inexplicably adored! She would recite
strange, disquieting legends of the Goddess Müna and the Five
Sacred Dragons that had created Kun-dala or sing him to sleep with
lyrics borne on eerie melodies that wormed their way into his brain.
She possessed a beautiful voice, he had to give her that. But there was something about her, a profound
sadness perhaps that informed many of her expressions, that bled the
pleasure from her smiles. Once, he awoke in her arms to find her
weeping in her sleep. Tears rolled down her cheeks in unending
streams as she dreamed her terrible dream, and even though it caused
a catch of revulsion in his throat, he slipped his hand into hers and
held her alien fingers tightly. He was half-blinded by the sunlight reflected in
dazzling scimitars across the creek. His rage overpowered his
inertia. Growling like a caged beast, he punched Kurgan in the jaw,
struck him a ragged but powerful blow on the point of his chin, and
was thus able to pry him loose from his prey. The girl lay,
half-dazed, until Annon reached down. She flinched as he hauled her
up by her arm. She shrank away from him when he released her. For a moment, they formed a peculiar tableau—the
male conqueror and the female slave, their alien eyes locked, their
alien hearts beating with unknown intent. This was the moment to take
her, Annon knew, the moment to strike back at the Kundalan sorceress
who had suckled him as a babe and at his father, who needed her more
than Annon did. The moment to claim, as a V'ornn, what was rightfully
his. But he did nothing. Behind him, Kurgan groaned, a sound not
unlike the breaking of a bottle's seal. "Get out of here!" Annon growled into the
Kundalan's bewildered face. Then, more forcefully: "Do as I say,
female, and do it quickly before I change my mind!" Kurgan, on his knees, groaned again and coughed up
pale blue phlegm. As the Kundalan waded hastily toward shore, he
lunged after her. She screamed. Annon dragged him back into the
creek. Kurgan kicked him in the shin. "I want what I want, my friend," he panted
as they grappled. "Stay out of my way, I warn you." "I have given her safe passage," Annon
said. This made Kurgan laugh. "Are you mad? Who are
you to grant her such a thing?" "I am the regent's son." Why was he doing
this? Annon asked himself. What was this alien female to him? His
mind's eye was filled with the sight of Giyan writhing in bed with
his father while he called his mother's name. The night, he had come
to learn, is the time to give voice to one's own pain. "Oh, yes. Eleusis the Great, Eleusis the
Powerful," Kurgan sneered. He was angry and frustrated. "The
man whose father was anointed by the Gyrgon, held on close leash by
the Gyrgon, a regent like all others, without power. Power which
resides solely with the Gyrgon." "And yet, your own father lusted after the
regent's crown and moved heaven and earth to claim the Gyrgon vote,"
Annon countered. "My father is a fool, obsessed with his enmity
against your family. Had I been him, I would have found a way to
become regent." "And then what? The regent serves at the
pleasure of the Gyrgon. The power resides with them. This is the way
it has always been." "But not the way it must be forever!" Then they were at it again with tooth and nail,
muscle and sinew, brute strength and guile—drawing on every
asset available to their powerful, youthful minds and bodies. Eleana, the Kundalan girl, watched with a certain
fascinated terror as these two alien beasts fought in the shallows
just below her. She gathered her clothes, not with the due haste
Annon had ordered, but with a languor born of this battle. Now to
have two V'ornn fighting over her, it was, well, overwhelming. True,
they were beasts, cruel and hairless and stinking and unknowable. And
yet, the one with the colorless eyes had come to her defense not, as
she had assumed, to take her himself, but to save her. She felt a
curious linkage, a warmth for him, small as a stydil larva, yes, but
one that could not be gainsaid. And so, counter to all logic, she lingered,
listening to the drumbeat of her heart. It was she who saw the sacred
gyreagle first—The Goddess Müna's right hand—plummeting
down from a sky white and flat with noontime sunlight. She lifted one
arm to shield her eyes against the glare and saw the enormous bird
heading for the two V'ornn. It was golden, with a pure white crest
and a terrible reddish beak used for rending its prey's flesh from
bone. By this time, it seemed as if the V'ornn with the colorless
eyes had the upper hand. Now she could hear the rapid beat of the
gyreagle's wings, see the spread of its curved yellow talons. The gyreagle struck the V'ornn with the colorless
eyes, scoring bloody lines along the right side of his rib cage. He
screamed. In what special way had he angered the Goddess? Eleana
asked herself. A question without an answer. Both boys scrambled
away, their own pitched battle forgotten. The wounded V'ornn writhed
in the shallows, while the other—his friend?—scrambled to
his knees, raised his left arm straight as a javelin and, as the
gyreagle was gaining the sky, shot it through the heart with one of
those hateful metal bolts. Eleana cried out. The majestic bird
spiraled to the ground, panting out its last breaths. Another mortal
sin among many perpetrated by the V'ornn against Müna. In five huge strides the V'ornn had caught up with
her. She was paralyzed by the attacks and by the sudden death of the
bird. He threw her to the rocky ground and, before she knew what was
happening, took her with the deep grunts and loud groans befitting a
victorious V'ornn. I don't want you telling anyone about this,"
Kurgan warned. "You're thinking of my father's recent
prohibition against raping Kundalan females." Annon was bathing
the four diagonal gouges the gyreagle's talons had made in his flesh. Kurgan nursed his swollen side. "Stupid though
it is, it's still the law." The shallows of the creek where they squatted were
filled with the shadows of grey rock, the brief swirl of turquoise
V'ornn blood in the eddies. Of the tadpoles and the young Kundalan
female there was no sign. "I mean, the Khagggun do whatever they wish in
the countryside far from the regent's prying eyes. Or so I have heard
it softly spoken." Annon had heard this as well, but he said nothing.
Both boys inspected Annon's wound with growing curiosity. "I like it not. This is terribly swollen."
Kurgan pressed the reddened skin between the gouges. "By Enlil,
I think he's left a bit of his claw inside you." "I guess we had better try to get it out." Kurgan nodded, removed a thin-bladed skinning knife
from his belt, held it tip up. "Ready?" Annon nodded, gritting his teeth. He averted his
head as the tip slipped into the wound. He cried out, and again until
Kurgan gave him a length of rawhide he used for stringing up his
catch. Annon gratefully put it in his mouth and clamped down hard.
Three minutes later, he had passed out. Kurgan splashing water on his face brought him
around. "It's no use," his friend said. "I
can gut a gimnopede, but I am no surgeon. The damned thing kept going
deeper the more I pried. I cannot go on." Annon felt wrapped in pain. "Thank Enlil, God
of War!" "I doubt there will be an infection,"
Kurgan observed. "We've cleaned the wounds thoroughly." He
tore the sleeve from his blouse. "Oww!" Annon cried. "Careful how
tight you tie that!" "Has to be tight. We don't want you bleeding as
soon as we start to walk, do we?" Annon took a couple of tentative breaths. "How does it feel?" "I won't die." Kurgan chuckled. "Spoken like a true V'ornn." Annon nodded, accepting the compliment. "We had
better get going if we want to make it back home before supper." "I was serious about what I said before."
Kurgan put his hand on his friend's shoulder. "Before we leave
let's make a pact. Let's swear the seigggon: we will never speak of
this afternoon to anyone. Agreed?" "Agreed," Annon said. They gripped each
other's wrist in the seigggon, then allowed their okummmon to touch.
A spark arced briefly between them. Kurgan rose and helped Annon to his feet. "What do you make of that bird?" Annon
winced as they waded to shore. "I've never heard of one
attacking a person." Kurgan jerked his head in the direction of the avian
corpse. "Well, one thing's for certain: it won't be attacking
anything else." Annon picked his way along the shoreline until he
was standing over the gyreagle. With some difficulty he squatted
down. "You're right," he said. "Look here, it's lost
one of its talons. And there's fresh blood at the stump." "To the victor go the spoils," Kurgan
said. "Part of that damned bird is inside you now." Annon stood. He was silent a long time. "To
N'Luuura with it." he growled. Then he turned and retraced his
steps back to where his friend waited for him. "That's right" Kurgan threw his head back
and laughed. "To N'Luuura with it!" Together, they went slowly up the creek bank. The
sun looked compressed in the thicker atmosphere closer to the
horizon. After the cool water, the afternoon seemed hot and sticky
and still. Gimnopedes twittered and flitted as they neared the first
stand of sysal, but both boys had had their fill of the hunt for one
day. "So you think my father's law against raping
Kundalan females is stupid, eh?" Annon said. "Of course it's stupid. They're nothing more
than soulless animals, right? Why shouldn't we take our pleasure from
them when and where we please?" "As stupid as his plans to build Za Hara-at, I
suppose." Kurgan turned his head and spat. "I have heard
many V'ornn say that the idea is an abomination." He possessed
the watchful eyes of a snow-lynx. Annon knew that he could be every
inch the bully that his father was, but he also had the ingenuity of
a chü-fox, the small mammal that haunted the middle reaches of
the Djenn Marre. "Imagine V'ornn and Kundalan working side by
side! Idiotic! It would give the Kundalan the false impression that
they are our equals." "And yet, against all odds, the building is
scheduled to begin within weeks." This wasn't the first time
Annon had been required to defend the regent's policies, and he knew
it would not be the last. But this was Kurgan, his hingatta-mate, his
best friend. "You know what I think? I think my father is right.
There is more to the Kundalan than we suspect." "That will be the season!" Kurgan
guffawed. They had reached the trees now, and Annon was
obliged to pause. He could not seem to catch a breath without pain
flaming through him. "Shall we take a break?" Kurgan asked. They sat in silence for a time. Annon was thinking
about the Kundalan female. He felt sick at heart. Her beautiful face,
that haunted look in her eyes, the expression that had fleetingly
passed between them all unspooled in his mind's eye, replaying over
and over. He wondered where she had come from, where she was now. He
hoped she had not run into a Khagggun pack. He looked over at Kurgan, who was sharpening one of
his bolt points. "You know, if I was Gyrgon, I probably wouldn't
need this bandage. I'd already have found a way to heal the wound." "The Gyrgon are technomages," Kurgan said,
"not sorcerers." "But aren't they always trying to beat death? I
mean, there's that saying of theirs: 'The mystery of death can only
be solved by the mastery of life.'" "And you think you know what that means?" "The Gyrgon are Great Caste just like us, only
they have been genetically altered before birth, their genes
realigned, their flesh and blood and bone embedded with tertium and
germanium circuits. They're all hooked into one gigantic biomatrix,
that's why they call themselves the Comradeship." Kurgan laughed. "Stories, lies, half-truths.
Don't kid yourself, my friend, no one knows a thing about
the Gyrgon. Not that I wouldn't give a couple of fingers to find out
what they're up to. They're far too secretive. I bet they're a
complete mystery even to your father, and he's the only one I know of
who actually has any direct contact with them. All they do is
experiment in their laboratories all day. And what if you're right?"
He shuddered. "Do you really want to share your thoughts with
every other member of your caste? Ugh!" Together, they rose and headed off. As they reached
the first straggle of sysal trees, Kurgan picked up the pace. "What
are they working on, that's what I want to know? Some grand plan, but
it's all a big mystery. If I were regent, I'd find some way to make
the Gyrgon tell me their secrets." "You know," Annon said, "if there
were no castes, the Gyrgon wouldn't have the power, and we could all
share their secrets." Kurgan grunted. "More Kundalan subversion from
your nanny." He picked up his two-brace of gimnopedes, waited
while Annon retrieved his longbow and yanked his string of ice-hares
off a tree branch. "Castes are synonymous with civilization.
They create order out of chaos. Just imagine if the Khagggun could
become Bashkir. What would military men know of the fine art of being
a merchant-banker? Or if the Mesagggun wanted to become Khagggun.
What do engineers know of waging war? Or if Genomatekks, our
physicians, wanted to be Bashkir? It's ridiculous! And, to take the
most extreme example of all, what if the Tuskugggun wanted to become
Gyrgon? I mean, women making the laws for all V'ornn? It's
unthinkable! What do women know of laws, governing—or of
business, for that matter? They bear children, they rear them, help
educate them. This is what they were made for." "They also compose our music, create our
artwork, our books. They make the clothes—even forge the armor
the Khagggun wear." "I'll grant you all that, Annon. But so what?
When was the last time you listened to music or looked at a piece of
art?" Two nights ago, Annon thought, when Giyan
took me to her workroom when I could not fall asleep. I saw the
sculptures she creates when she is not tending to me or to my father.
"Can you picture a woman wearing the armor she made?"
Kurgan continued. "I, myself, would laugh myself into a stupor
at such a ridiculous sight!" "But see, here's the thing," he continued,
as they made their way through the thick copse of sysal trees.
"You're looking at the problem from the wrong end of the
telescope. Being realistic, the only way to find out their
secrets is to gain control of the Gyrgon themselves." "Oh, really? And how would you go about doing
that?" "I have no idea. But there's got to be a way." When Annon laughed his rib cage ached, but that
scarcely stopped him. "That so? Send me a message in about three
hundred years when you've figured it out." Laughing together, the two friends disappeared into
the dense western quadrant of the forest, heading back to Axis Tyr. The city, white-pepper residences, cinnamon palaces,
cinnabar warehouses, shops and ateliers of brilliantly colored
floating cloth canopies, was laid out in both a logical and an
artistic fashion fanning northward from the Sea of Blood. Gripped now
in a mighty mailed fist crackling with ion energy. Music stilled,
theaters dark and empty, festivals banned—a culture snuffed out
like a flame. Walled, densely populated, churning, chained, and
bound. The erosion from Kundalan to V'ornn wearing down Axis Tyr like
a magnificent edifice half-buried in a hail of sand. "Annon, your father wants you to spend the
evening with him at the palace," Giyan said, as soon as the boys
came through the door. It was as if she had been waiting anxiously
for his return. Not that he noticed. "Regard!" He held up his game. "I
killed two ice-hares." "With my longbow?" Giyan said as she took
the weapon from him. "You never accessed your okummmon? Not
once?" Kurgan snorted as he dangled his two-brace of
gimnopedes in their faces. "If he had, he would not have had to
rely on luck." "Luck has nothing to do with using the
longbow," Giyan said. "It's a matter of skill." Kurgan laughed scornfully. "As if I should
listen to you!" "It would not harm you to do so," Giyan
said calmly. Kurgan cocked his head. His face wore a smug grin.
"Following that logic, I should listen also to the nattering of
the three-fingered sloth as it swings from the trees." "The three-fingered sloth holds secrets in her
head you could not imagine." "Oh, yes!" Kurgan was laughing outright.
It was clear that he could not help himself. "Like how sore her
tender parts are from defecating!" Annon searched her face as Kurgan turned and went
toward the scullery, there to throw his catch upon the thick wooden
chopping block. Perhaps he was fearful of recognizing the same
expression that he had seen on the girl's face in the creek. But Giyan held her ground with the courage of a
V'ornn. She wore the floor-length garment of deepest maroon—the
regent's color—that all the women of the hingatta lüina da
mori were required to wear. Color marked the uniform of the
Tuskugggun. Around her hips wound a sash of night-black woven silk,
another swath of the same silk held her thick copper-colored hair
back from her face, binding it so that it hung in a heavy oval, the
tip of which brushed her between her shoulder blades. She kept her
head uncovered, unlike V'ornn women, who were required to wear the
traditional sifeyn, a kind of heavy cowl. This was widely seen as an
uncivilized act of defiance on her part. Decent Tuskugggun simply did
not parade around in public with their heads bared. That kind of
erotic provocation was best left for the bedroom—or for the
Looorm—Tuskugggun whose business was bartering their bodies to
V'ornn males of all castes. Just as shocking, the sleeveless dress
also exposed the fine down on her arms. In short, to say that even
after all these years she remained the object of intense curiosity
was perhaps something of an understatement. Even here in hingatta
lüina do mori, the Tuskugggun watched her covertly with a
curious mixture of contempt and envy. "Would you continue to laugh were I to best you
with the longbow?" she said to Kurgan's back. At this, the Tuskugggun looked up from their
painting, designing, composing, forging, or the chores they were
performing for their children. As with all Kundalan-built structures
in Axis Tyr, the V'ornn had transformed the beautiful asymmetrical
space with its central atrium open to the elements into utilitarian
cubicles—in this case, to allow the eight women who made up the
hingatta to work and live with their children. Where gardens had once
grown more cubicles had been built, the myriad altars to Müna
had been ripped out, and the maddening labyrinthine layout had been
replaced by a mathematically precise pattern. As in every aspect of
V'ornn society the sizes of the cubicles were dictated by a strict
hierarchical pattern relating to a complex formula that measured
skill, seniority, and kinship. Giyan, being the caretaker of the regent's only son,
was in possession of the largest suite of cubicles. This would have
rankled the Tuskugggun even if she had not been Kundalan. The irony
of this state of affairs was that Giyan had no great desire for the
larger space, would have gladly exchanged it for another had such a
thing been allowed in V'ornn society. Now the Tuskugggun rose as one and entered the
central atrium where she stood with the two boys. If Giyan was aware
of their scrutiny, she did not reveal as much. Instead, she kept her
gaze fixed upon the open doorway to the scullery. Soon enough, Kurgan sauntered back with a
nonchalance that only Annon identified as false. It was Kurgan who
took especial note of the complete attention that had come to him
like a high-profit deal. The power waxed inside of him like the sun
at midday. "And how would you offer such implausible proof to
V'ornn satisfaction?" "I would propose a contest of arrows." "A contest, eh?" There was that cunning
glint of the snow-lynx in Kurgan's night-black eyes. "I thirst
for contests." "That is unsurprising," Giyan said
neutrally. "No V'ornn can resist one." "You being the expert." He went to where
she had set the longbow against the limestone wall and hefted it. He
grinned, sure of himself now. "On behalf of the V'ornn, I
accept." He walked over to where Annon stood and held out the
Kundalan longbow. "I will use my okum-mmon and your master-child
will use this inferior—" The words died in his throat as Giyan plucked the
longbow out of his grasp. "Your contest is with me." "With you? You cannot be serious." "I am perfectly serious. You will use your
aberrant V'ornn link and I will use this" She lifted
the longbow over her head. "You mock me, slave! I reject this farce!" "But no, you cannot." Giyan made a
sweeping gesture. "In front of the entire hingatta you
accepted." "But I—" "She is right, Kurgan," Annon said. "You
accepted." Kurgan felt betrayed. Why had Annon taken the
Kundalan slave's side? Could he actually feel something for this
inferior creature simply because she had suckled him, nursed him,
tended to his needs? That is what Tuskugggun did with their lives.
One did not take the side of the help. Perhaps Annon spoke so as a
bit of mischief to humiliate him. In any event, Kurgan could see that
he wasn't going to get any.help from Annon. He looked around from
face to face. It was clear to him that none of the Tuskugggun would
raise a voice in protest, not even his mother. Well, what could you
expect from females, he thought bitterly. They would not
contradict Giyan directly; but behind her back they were oh so adept
at tearing her to ribbons. And then another thought came to him: what
if they were as afraid of the Kundalan sorceress as he was? This
caused a sharp stab of anger to impale him. Afraid? Of a Kundalan? It
was shamefull. He was eldest son of Wennn Stogggul, Prime Factor of
the Bashkir! He would take on any alien sorcery and crush it beneath
his boot soles. He had the okummmon; he was linked with the Gyrgon. "I accepted, it is truth," Kurgan said,
glaring at Giyan. "The contest is sealed." "Sealed, then," murmured the Tuskugggun
and their offspring as one. "For good or for ill." Idiots! Kurgan thought as he grabbed a
handful of bolts. "Outside," he said, hoping it sounded
like a command. "Wherever you prefer," Giyan told him. She
was about to strap a square quiver full of arrows across her back,
when Kurgan stayed her hand. "A moment," he said. He pulled the arrows
out and inspected them, an offense that would have spawned a
decades-long blood feud had she been a V'ornn. Though she was the
regent's mistress and had been granted certain rights above other
Kundalan, she was what she was, doubtless too backward to have the
V'ornn's keenly civilized sense of honor and disgrace. Did an animal
care where it shat? Of course not. And no civilized person expected
it to. Outside, the architectural order of the city was
striking. Beneath a cloudless cerulean sky neat rows of two-story
buildings of rose-and-blue limestone with kiln-fired green-glazed
tile roofs lined cobbled streets that radiated from a central plaza
like the spokes of a wheel or the rays of the sun. At the heart of
this open space stood the regent's palace, a structure of
bronze-and-gold spires, red-enameled minarets, carved
cinnamon-colored walls whose overall appearance was altogether too
ethereal for V'ornn tastes. A wide avenue, neatly bisecting the
octag- onal plaza, ran due south to Harborside with its
kilometers-long Promenade where the Chuun River, which skirted the
city to the west, spilled its seed into the Sea of Blood. Merchants
and traders of every description filled Harborside, a
rough-and-tumble neighborhood where could be found the only enclave
of Sarakkon on the northern continent. The Sarakkon were a wild,
piratical race inhabiting Kundala's southern continent. The V'ornn
had long ago judged them insignificant, their land so devoid of
decent natural resources it was not worth occupying. Besides, it
contained pockets of radiation, making it unfit for even the hardiest
of Khagggun. The V'ornn appeared to tolerate Sarakkonian presence,
even occasionally trading with them, for the Gyrgon were possessed of
an interest in materials of their manufacture. One hundred and one years ago, when the V'ornn had
come, no walls encircled Axis Tyr, there were no ramparts from which
sentries might espy an oncoming enemy. You could see, depending on
which section of the city you were in, the sysal forest to the east,
the Great Phosphorus Marsh to the west, to the north the Chuun River
flowing down from the foothills of the Djenn Marre, and to the south
the Sea of Blood. "So open!" the V'ornn shuddered when they
first occupied the city. "So vulnerable to attack." It was
unthinkable for them to inhabit a place thus unfortified. In
consequence, thousands of Kundalan had labored for a full year to
construct a V'ornn wall around the city. The wall was hewn from
massive blocks of the same black basalt the Kundalan has used to
build the Promenade. The V'ornn, obsessed with their safety and
security, drove the workers to their tolerance level and beyond.
Hundreds of Kundalan perished, an unseemly and grisly foundation, but
one which the V'ornn found to be another appropriate deterrent to
insurrection. The V'ornn wall was fully thirteen meters thick at
its base, tapering to just over eight meters at its apex. It rose
twenty meters above street level, making of the city a prison. The
whereabouts of Kundalan, including their passage in and out of the
three gates at the western, northern and eastern boundaries of the
wall, was monitored through the use of an okuuut, a subcutaneous
identity implant embedded in the flesh of the left palm. Each okuuut
was synchronized to the individual beat-rate and harmonics of the
Kundalan who wore it, making identification virtually instantaneous. Now, all the members of hingatta lüina do mori
were in the courtyard that fronted a wide avenue that ran straight to
the regent's palace, a thousand meters to the north. Kurgan and Giyan
stood facing one another while the others spread out in a semicircle
around them. Almost immediately, as if to preempt her opponent, Giyan
strode off fifty paces. With the point of one of her arrows she
scored a thin vertical line in the rough bark of a sysal tree.
"There," she said, loud enough for everyone to hear. "The
target." As she watched Kurgan fitting a bolt to his okummmon
she could see that her voice had drawn the attention of those nearby.
By the time she returned to stand beside the V'ornn a sizable crowd
had formed. And why not? It wasn't any day that a Kun-dalan—and
the regent's mistress, at that!—challenged a V'ornn. Giyan lifted an arm in Kurgan's direction. "You
have the honor." With an almost contemptuous sneer on his face,
Kurgan lifted his arm to the horizontal. It was a casual motion, no
more, surely, than if he were giving directions to a traveler who had
lost his way. He barely seemed to look at the tree and the bolt was
loosed in a whir and a blur. In an instant, it had sunk home right in
the center of the line Giyan had scored in the bark. "Perfect!" he cried in a tone of voice
that brought instant applause from every V'ornn watching. Now he
turned to Giyan and, in a coarse parody of a courtly manner, said:
"The honor is now yours." As Giyan took up her bow, he said: "It would
give me pleasure to sight for you." "I am certain it would," she answered amid
a chorus of V'ornn laughter, a rough, raucous, beastly noise that
grated on sensitive Kundalan ears. "But I do not intend to
lose." This last brought a low, melodious soughing from the
sprinkling of Kundalan in the crowd. Giyan took a moment to regard
them out of the corner of her eye. She did not mistake their positive
reaction for love of her. She was the regent's mistress. Perhaps they
despised her an iota less than their V'ornn masters. But it was also
entirely possible that they hated her even more, for surely they had
marked her as a collaborator. These were her people, and yet, when she looked at
them, bedraggled and forlorn, she felt nothing—or next to
nothing. Perhaps they were right about her, for the truth was that
she seemed at home with the V'ornn—or at least with Eleusis and
Annon. She did not long for her village of Stone Border, the chaotic
furor of the packed-dirt streets, the constant tension from V'ornn
raids, the terror of their random and capricious murders and beatings
of innocent Kundalan. Truth to tell, Giyan's Gift had made her feel like
an outsider at the Abbey of Floating White where she and Bartta had
been trained as Ramahan priestesses. Kundalan life had begun to break
down, and the sporadic raids perpetrated by Khagggun packs terrorized
the countryside into a state of semiparalysis. Here in Axis Tyr there
was, at least, order and an overarching sense of purpose. Of course,
it was V'ornn order and V'ornn purpose. But the regent, Eleusis
Ashera, was unlike the majority of V'ornn, on that fact she would
stake her life. He did not view Kundalan as inferior, as slaves
disposable as food, animals without souls (this was the V'ornn view
of the universe, not the Kundalan, who knew that every animal
possessed unique knowledge as well as a unique soul). This was why he
had treated her as his love, not as his property as the other V'ornn
supposed. In the utter privacy of the palace, he allowed her to
worship Müna, to mix the potions and poultices that healed and
mended him and Annon, to practice the element-magic that was her
birthright. Above all, he did not question her Kundalan heart, but
rather sought to understand it. These were, among others, their
secrets, each one of which, should it fall on an unfriendly or
jealous ear, would doom him even—he felt—with the Gyrgon
who held him in such great esteem. And this was why he had been intent on creating the
great experiment of Za Hara-at—had risked the enmity of Wennn
Stogggul along with many other V'ornn of both Great and Lesser
Castes—so that he could fashion the first city in which V'ornn
and Kundalan traded freely, exchanged information, learned from one
another. Giyan's reverie was abruptly terminated as she
became aware that every eye in the crowd was focused on her. And what
a throng it had become! She drew an arrow from her quiver, stroked
her fingertips along its smooth, straight length, notched it to her
bow. "I don't know why you bother," Kurgan
said. "You will have to split my bolt to win. Your arrow cannot
scratch V'ornn alloy. Concede defeat now and avoid unnecessary
humiliation." Giyan smiled sweetly, aimed at the tree and pulled
back the bowstring to its very limit. A hush fell over the crowd.
Then she raised the bow until the arrow was pointing just shy of
vertical and let fly. "Are you insane?" Kurgan said as the arrow
arced into the sky. He turned to the expectant crowd. "She is
insane, my friends. You can see with your own eyes. Utterly and
completely insane." The arrow, having reached the apogee of its arc, now
headed back downward. It struck her as odd—almost comical—the
V'ornn's long, shining, hairless skulls moving in concert as they
monitored its descent. With a soft, musical thwang! the
arrow buried itself at the foot of the tree bole. "Aha! Not much more could be expected from a
feeble Kundalan attempt," Kurgan cried, already beginning his
victory march to the sysal tree. He was brought up short by Giyan's
voice. "Do not touch the arrow," she warned. But Kurgan,
emboldened by the crowd and his triumph, ignored her. Reaching the
foot of the tree, he grabbed the arrow to pull it from the ground,
but immediately let out with such a cry that the spectators expelled
a collective gasp. "Yowl It's hot!" Kurgan waved his reddened
hand aloft. "The thing is burning up!" Indeed, there appeared to be movement at the arrow's
feathered end. A haze had appeared—the kind that made the air
dense and crazed with heat ripples. Were the feathers melting away?
No, as they craned their necks the spellbound spectators saw that the
feathers had been transformed into a vine of a green so deep it
bordered on black. This vine very rapidly grew runners that sought
out the bole of the sysal tree and wrapped around it. As they
climbed, they grew notched leaves of a shape no one—neither
Kundalan nor V'ornn—had ever seen before. In no time at all,
the runners reached the cut Giyan had made in the bark. As if with a
mind of their own, they twined around the V'ornn bolt. In a trice, it
was completely engulfed. "What is this?" Kurgan stood with hands on
hips. "What is going on here?" Giyan, enwreathed in a small smile, pulled at the
runners. Even as they wrapped themselves around her slender wrist
they began to crumble to a silvery powder until, quite as rapidly as
they had appeared, they had vanished. The stunned throng crept
forward, the murmuring among them rising to an incredulous babble.
For there was no sign of the bolt Kurgan had shot into the tree. Giyan plucked the arrow from the ground, but before
she could replace it in her quiver Kurgan had snatched it from her.
His fingers traced the arc of the feathers, the long, straight wooden
shaft, the metal point which, now that he looked at it closely, had
the exact shape of the vine leaves. "What manner of magic is this?" he
muttered. "Sorcery, yes." Giyan took possession of
the arrow. "Kundalan sorcery." Her piercing blue eyes were
firmly fixed on Kurgan. "Dark sorcery… Powerful sorcery.
The contest is over. I have won." "Won? Won?" Kurgan howled. "How could
you win? My bolt struck the tree at its heart. Your arrow never—" "Here is my arrow." Giyan raised it over
her head for all to see. "Where is your bolt, Kurgan?" "You know where my bolt is!" He
leapt to the tree. "If you require proof, I will show you! Here
is where the bolt I shot—" He was brought up short as he
ran his hands down the bark in an increasing frenzy. "Where is
it?" he cried. "Where is the cut?" "What cut?" Giyan asked in a silky voice,
for there was no sign of the bite the bolt had made in the tree. Save
for the vertical line Giyan had scored in the bark, the tree appeared
exactly as it had before the contest was called. I ortents Secrets, ana Lies Enter, Morcha," the regent Eleusis Ashera said
effusively. "Today we have much to celebrate!" "Regent?" Kinnnus Morcha was a huge,
hulking V'ornn with a deep scarred crease along the left side of his
shining skull. The four gold suns on his purple silicon polymer
uniform marked him as the commandant of the Haaar-kyut, Khagggun
handpicked by Eleusis and trained by Morcha himself, loyal and
answerable only to the regent. The day's business at an end, the two V'ornn found
themselves alone in the Great Listening Hall of the regent's palace.
It was an asymmetrical space—roughly oval in shape—that
the V'ornn found unsettling. A gallery ran around the perimeter one
story up. This gallery was capped by a plaster ceiling held aloft by
alabaster columns set on black-granite plinths. However, the entire
center of the hall was open to the elements. Now, late-afternoon
lights bathed the three highly polished heartwood posts set in a
perfect equilateral triangle that spanned three meters on a side. Eleusis roamed within the precincts of this
imaginary triangle as his Haaar-kyut commander watched silently. He
often did this, in a vain attempt to fathom its meaning. Was it
religious, spiritual, practical? Even the Ramahan he had consulted,
even the ones who had been interrogated by Kinnnus Morcha in the
bowels of the palace, had no explanation. How old were these posts?
Could they have predated even the palace? "Line-General, do you have any idea what the
Kundalan used these posts for?" Kinnnus Morcha shrugged. "My suspicion is that
they were part of a weapon." "Spoken like a true Khagggun." Eleusis
pursed his lips. "If so, then why was it never used against us?"
He shook his head. "No, the Gyrgon assure me that the posts were
never used as a weapon. What, then? Are they decoration? Part of a
temple to Müna? We have been on Kundala one hundred and one years and we still do
not know." He cocked his head to one side. "Does that not
strike you as odd?" "To be honest, regent, I give the Kundalan
thought only when I have to kill one." Eleusis nodded, as if he fully expected that answer.
"Still, it makes its point." The Line-General waited several moments before he
said: "What point, regent?" "That no matter how much we know, there is
always more to learn." Eleusis strode swiftly out of the
triangle, raising an arm for Morcha to follow him. They passed
through an open doorway into the regent's private anteroom. Eleusis could no longer keep the smile of
satisfaction off his face. "Today's case in point. I have just
received a communique from the site of Za Hara-at. They have signed
the last contract!" "Contracts," Kinnnus Morcha scoffed. "You
should have let me take my wing of Khagggun and dealt with the
Korrush tribes the way we have dealt with the local Kundalan."
The Korrush was the local name of the Great Northern Plains, 250
kilometers northeast of Axis Tyr. To its north was the Great Rift in
the Djenn Marre, to its east was the beginning of the Great Voorg,
the vast, trackless desert. "And have the added expense of stationing a
permanent pack of Khagggun at the site to ensure against vandalism
and random attacks?" The regent shook his head. "Dealing
with them this way makes far more sense, Line-General. Now they will
join our work crews. At Za Hara-at goodwill is everything." "Pardon my bluntness, regent, but what is
goodwill to a Khagggun?" Eleusis laughed good-naturedly as he slapped the
Line-General on his broad back. "Imagine it. V'ornn and Kundalan
working side by side to create what is sure to become the greatest
trading city on the planet. So much for Prime Factor Stogggul and his
reactionary cabal." He was grinning from ear to ear. "It
seems as if allowing Kundalan businesses to flourish in the same
garden as V'ornn trading houses will be a most lucrative endeavor." Eleusis, tall and slender as a milkweed, filled two
shanstone goblets made at lüina do mori, thrust one at the
Line-General. "Join me, Kinnnus!" He laughed. "What
makes you so glum?" "I am not—pardon me for saying this,
regent. But I am unused to hearing myself called by my given name
alone. It is not the V'ornn way." "No. It is a Kundalan custom, Kinnnus, and a
fine one at that. It tends to engender a feeling of trust." "Trust never comes easily to a Khagggun,
regent." "Neither does change, Kinnnus." The two men were standing in the center of the alien
octagonal room, an antechamber off the Great Listening Hall of the
regent's palace—what the Kundalan had called Middle Palace. The
floor was pure white marble over which smooth rugs of V'ornn
manufacture had been set in a precise mathematical pattern that
complemented the geometric pattern in the rugs themselves. Light came
not from the traditional Kundalan filigreed lanterns, but from
eye-shaped fusion lamps manufactured in V'ornn power plants
established decades ago. This cold, revealing light illuminated the
vaulted ceiling in a manner inconceivable to the Kundalan. It was
dark blue, decorated with gold stars and streaking comets. At its
zenith, intricately carved, were the five moons of Kundala, each with
the face of a beautiful woman—all aspects of the Goddess Müna.
Trios of white-marble pilasters, delicately veined with vitreous
obsidian, rose up each wall like vines in a garden, their apexes
carved into the shape of stylized fronds. The tall triple-arched
Kundalan windows had been something of a problem. The commandant had
suggested mortaring them up for security reasons, but Eleusis had
come up with a more elegant solution. He had had tapestries woven by
the finest Tuskugggun artisans hung over the windows, thereby
placating Kinnnus Morcha and pleasing himself, for it was told and
retold by the Khagggun of the Haaar-kyut that the regent could be
seen from time to time peeling back the tapestries to peer out the
windows. What he was observing was a source of constant comment. In any event, these remarkable tapestries depicted,
in one manner or another, the endless saga of V'ornn wandering. For
the V'ornn were a nomadic people, their homeworld an uninhabitable
blackened cinder ever since the binary star that had been their sun,
their light, their warmth had gone nova. That was many eons past. Now
they wandered the stars to conquer, to live for as long a time as the
Gyrgon required to ask their mysterious questions of whatever alien
place they were in, and then they were gone, never to return. For the
V'ornn there was no possibility of going back; they pressed forward
into uncharted space. When a group of them found a world rich in
natural resources like Kundala, members of the leading Bashkir
Consortia were dispatched from the main fleet moving in eternal
convoy on the ion currents of deep space to stake their claim, to
reap the rewards of costly space travel. Such was the artistry of these tapestries that all
the pathos and yearning and mystery inherent in V'ornn culture were
interwoven into the scenes as carefully as were the jewel-tone
fabrics. Utilitarian V'ornn furnishings made of metal
alloys—lightweight but strong—had replaced the ornate,
curlicued wooden pieces of the Kundalan. As Kinnnus Morcha had said
when he had first seen the lounges and chairs, they looked as if they
would splinter the moment a V'ornn sat in them. But then Kinnnus
Morcha, like most V'ornn, found nothing esthetically pleasing in the
alien architecture. Why, even here in the central palace of the city,
none of the rooms seemed large enough for a V'ornn's sensibility. And
there was so much wasted space! Colonnaded terraces, sweeping agate
staircases, filigreed cornices, plinths and friezes, ornate statues
and strange carvings, lush gardens that mirrored the mazelike
interior—and everywhere shrines and symbols to the accursed
Goddess, Müna. Unusually, the thick heartwood doors to the regent's
private quarters stood slightly ajar. Kinnnus Morcha took a discreet
look at an area of the palace that even he, as commandant of the
Haaar-kyut, had never seen. Some privileges were forever beyond
almost all of the Lesser Castes. Eleusis turned and shut the doors firmly. The regent
was dressed formally in white and gold: low boots, tight trousers,
metallic-mesh blouse beneath his waist-length, braided, high-collared
jacket, the sleeves cut short enough to expose his okummmon. He
glanced at Kinnnus Morcha's goblet. "Come, come. You haven't
touched your drink. We must remedy that." He lifted his goblet
high. "To Za Hara-at! My noble experiment!" "To our enemies!" Kinnnus Morcha said in
the traditional Khagggun salute as his free hand cupped the pommel of
the double-bladed shock-sword that hung through a titanium clip at
his left hip. Though the Khagggun used many highly sophisticated
instruments of attack, the shock-sword remained their weapon of
choice when it came to hand-to-hand combat. "May destruction
possess their houses!" His wide face, the color of curdled
cream, contracted as he quaffed his drink. "Ah! A Kundalan
cloudy rakkis! No V'ornn fire-grade numaaadis for the regent!" Eleusis laughed. "You know me too well, I'm
afraid." "Ah, no chance of that, regent. What Khagggun
knows the mind of a member of the Great Castes?" Eleusis nodded as he refilled their goblets. "I
grant you there is a cultural gulf between us, but I value you
nonetheless for your keen insight." Kinnnus Morcha fairly bowed. "The regent is
generous with his praise." The regent, eyeing him judiciously, returned the
goblet to him. "You have served me well, Kinnnus. I know that
your personal feelings for the Za Hara-at experiment are mixed." "I am Khagggun, regent. I have no use for
inferior life-forms." "Nevertheless you carried out my orders to be
even-handed with the Kundalan, to keep the Khagggun raids to a
minimum, and ban altogether the hunting parties that killed Kundalan
for the sheer sport of it." "I live to serve my regent." There was a small pause while the regent led Kinnnus
Morcha to the far side of the antechamber, where they arranged
themselves before the Kundalan shrine to the Goddess Müna. It
was composed of a plinth ornately carved out of a block of solid
carnelian heavily striated with gold ore. Above it, on the wall were
high-relief carvings of the Five Sacred Dragons of Müna.
Nowadays, the plinth served as base for a selection of Eleusis'
favorite objects: a copy of The Book of Mnemonics bound
between incised copper covers; a thorn-gem he had secured from the
perilous underworlds of Corpius Segundus; the preserved birth-caul of
his son; the skeleton of his original okummmon, which had been
replaced by the singular purple germanium one, which was his right as
regent; a white rose, caught at the peak moment of its life and kept
in that state of perfection by the enigmas of Gyrgon science. This
last was a gift from the technomages on the day of his Ascension. In being brought before the plinth, Kinnnus Morcha
knew he was being given a signal. This was the place where the regent
conducted his most private interviews. Eleusis cleared his throat. "Kinnnus, let me be
frank. I know what a difficult assignment I gave you. Prime Factor
Stogggul is a most difficult personage to deal with in the best of
circumstances. Keeping an eye on him could not have been fun." "I will match the regent's frankness,"
Kinnnus Morcha replied. "Being a spy comes naturally to me. The
helm of battle, the mask of a spy, they are interchangeable to me. It
is well you had me keep an eye on Wennn Stogggul. He still chafes
under your kindness toward the conquered." "But you do not." "As I say, the regent chose wisely." "I am gratified." Eleusis sighed. "I
don't mind telling you that Wennn Stogggul concerns me." Kinnnus Morcha sat forward. "In what way,
regent?" "Ah, ever the loyal hunting dog!" Eleusis
laughed at the Line-General's dark expression and shrugged. "Well,
one hears things. One employs people to watch and to listen and to
report." The regent paused for a moment, staring into the
darkness of the smoke-blackened fireplace. "So, then, it has
come to me that Stogggul is gathering support to petition the Gyrgon
for my ouster." Kinnnus Morcha frowned. "I have heard nothing
of this, regent, and I believe I would have. Are you certain of
this?" "My source is." The Line-General shook his head. "But that is
monstrous, regent! It is unprecedented! He must be stopped before—" "Which is why we are having this conversation." "We must never forget that it was Wennn
Stogggul who was your competitor for the regent's mantle. By all he
says and does it seems clear that he will never forget nor forgive
the sting of his defeat. His animosity—" "Is of a somewhat more personal nature
than that." "Well, yes, of course, regent. Who does not
know of the intense rivalry between your Consortium and his? On
Nieobus Three, the planet we conquered before we arrived here, our
fathers were always at each other's throats, always seeking ways in
which to take business out of the other's pockets. The Prime Factor's
father finally prevailed, driving your father's Consortium to the
brink of bankruptcy. Until you stepped in, regent, and made the deal
for sole mining and export rights to salamuuun, the so-called plant
of the tomb." "Tell me, Kinnnus, have you ever tried
salamuuun?" "Once." Despite himself, the Line-General
shuddered. "I felt as if this life I was living was but an
illusion, and the Truth was…" "Was what, my friend?" There was an odd
intensity in Eleusis' eyes that the Line-General did not catch. "I don't know." Kinnnus Morcha's huge head
swiveled, he looked away for a moment as he struggled with disturbing
thoughts. "It made me think that the Truth was something I could
not fathom." "Or did not want to see?" Kinnnus Morcha nodded. "Perhaps." "Something terrible, then." The Line-General shook his head. "Something
different." His huge shoulders shrugged. "In any
event, it was an experience I have no wish to repeat." "It is fortunate for my Consortium that you are
in the minority, Kinn- nus." Kinnnus Morcha looked up. "Ah, yes. The Ashera
fortune lies in salamuuun." "And, ultimately, its power." The regent's
eyes swept around the room. "That is what Wennn Stogggul truly
desires: the secret to salamuuun—where it is mined, who I
forged my deal with, how he can wrest it from my Consortium." He
paused. "But there is something more." Portents,
Secrets, and Lies Kinnnus Morcha sat ramrod-straight. In the light
falling from the fusion lamps the scars on his skull appeared deeper,
more grievous. Despite being all ears now he had the good sense not
to prompt the regent. The Line-General was a patient V'ornfi—a
patience born and bred in the intense cauldron of interplanetary
warfare. He was a V'ornn who could sense victory when those around
him were stumbling in starless night. "We were friends, once, Prime Factor Stogggul
and I. Did you know that?" "I did not, regent." "Well, it's true." The regent rose and
stood before the mantle. He picked up The Book of Mnemonics,
turned it over and back again. "He gave me this, a long time
ago, when we were still striplings on Kraelia. Had it made for me.
For the day of my Channeling." He was speaking of the rite
whereby every V'ornn male becomes an adult. "Yes, we were good
friends—until we locked skulls over salamuuun." He put the
book back. "Then a bitter rivalry that had lain unacknowledged
between us rose up and raged out of control. His father died
attempting to find the source of salamuuun." "His spacecraft was sabotaged, so the story
goes." "Well, that is the Prime Factor's version,
anyway." The regent's gaze locked on to the Line-General's.
"Another is that the elder Stogggul's greed made him imprudent.
His craft got caught in a gravity well and imploded." "Do you know the truth, regent?" "It is my experience that people define their
own truths. Which, I surmise, is behind the overwhelming popularity
of salamuuun. However, I will tell you this: there was no need to
sabotage the craft because the old man was on a fool's errand." Though he longed to ask the regent what he meant,
Kinnnus Morcha held his tongue, knowing that Eleusis would answer no
questions on that subject. As a high-ranking Khagggun, he well knew
the power of knowledge. In battle against any enemy, knowledge was
everything. Eleusis turned his back to the plinth, broke into
the other's thoughts. "I have told you this history for a
reason. I want you to understand that while Wennn Stogggul and I are
business rivals, I am certain that his bitter and unrelenting vocal
opposition to my policies is personal in nature." "I understand completely, regent." "I doubt that you do." Eleusis smiled
wanly, reached up, and touched one of the sculpted Five Dragons on
the wall. "You see the niche here in this dragon's mouth? When
Annon was young I would find him here, teetering on the top rung of a
ladder with his hand in the dragon's mouth. What did he find so
fascinating, I asked myself. What did he expect to find?" The
regent looked at Kinnnus Morcha for a long time; then he looked past
him. "I have ordered Giyan to bring my son here tonight." "Do you fear for him?" The regent's gaze locked with the Khagggun's. "I
fear nothing, Kinnnus. Our fate is our fate; it is already written.
If you had tried salamuuun again, you would know that. No, I am
merely being prudent. For the time being, at least, I want my entire
family under the protection of the Haaar-kyut." "Absolutely, regent." "You will see to my family personally. My wife,
though she shamed herself, is dead, but I still care about the
children." "It will be done." Eleusis nodded. "I know it will." He
downed the last of his drink. He guided the commandant through a
discreetly narrow-arched doorway. They emerged onto a wide veranda
banded in gold marble, which overlooked the regent's star-rose
garden. The cerulean sky had taken on a golden hue down near the
horizon and just a hint of fair-weather cloud rode overhead. For some
time, Eleusis stood against the fret-worked balustrade, gazing
downward, breathing deeply. His hands were clasped loosely behind his
back, but he stood ramrod-straight as if he were more Khagggun than
Bashkir. His cool, appraising eyes swept over every corner of his
garden: the varieties of climbing star-rose with their luscious
blooms, glossy leaves, and woody, thornless vines. "How peaceful it is here, Kinnnus. How deeply
satisfying that peace-fulness is." Kinnnus Morcha, standing beside him, had nothing
useful to say, so he said nothing. The regent went on: "It used to be that our
only danger came from other races, unknown encounters. Now I see that
unless we are very careful, our own history may very well take a
chunk out of our tender parts. Times are changing. I feel it in my
bones. There are stirrings and portents—" "Portents!" Kinnnus Morcha fairly spat.
"That is Kundalan talk. I do not believe in portents. I
believe in war, in statistics. Since you have succeeded your father,
resistance activity within Axis Tyr has dropped eighty percent." Eleusis Ashera smiled. "Like the threat of your
strong arm, Kinnnus, portents do exist. Giyan has shown me this. And
these portents speak of great changes." Kinnnus Morcha grunted. The regent seemed to the
Line-General to be almost eerily calm. He felt, unexpectedly, a
welling up of affection. "You will forgive an old Khagggun his
grumblings, regent. I meant no offense." "I took no offense, my friend. But I fear that
unless we are extremely vigilant, we are doomed to repeat our most
grievous mistakes." There was a small, uncomfortable silence. "I mention the portents because I want you to
be on your guard to—" Eleusis broke off, his body suddenly tense. His
okummmon had begun to hum with a sound beyond description—a
song/no-song that lapped at the very edge of audibility like the
ocean at the foundation of a seawall. The atmosphere grew
preternaturally still and preternat-urally hot. A bead of sweat
bloomed like a nocturnal flower on Kinnnus Morcha's skull, ran down
the deep crease. Eleusis turned abruptly. "Kinnnus, you will
have to excuse me."
"N'Luuura, it is the Summoning." Kinnnus
Morcha gulped the last of the cloudy rakkis and with a clink!
that rang through the garden set his goblet atop the balustrade. "I
will escort you myself to the Temple of Mnemonics, regent." Eleusis gave a curt, almost absentminded nod. The
two men returned silently through the doorway to the antechamber,
past guards of the Haaar-kyut, past handmaidens and servants, past
members of the regent's staff. All inclined their heads to the left
in deference to him. Their footfalls echoed on the marble; their
shadows chased themselves along the corridors, into chambers large
and small, through pools of mellowing sunlight, patches of shade made
pale by veinless white marble, at length out through the high,
magnificent sea-green-shanstone and gold-jade gates. Kinnnus Morcha was relieved to be out of that alien
place that so profoundly disturbed him. Not that he would admit this
to anyone, but he felt the silence there—what the regent spoke
of as peacefulness—like a weight upon his shoulders, like sets
of alien eyes watching him, judging his moves, weighing his fate in
some unseen court of alien law he could not begin to fathom. A
late-afternoon breeze broke like surf against his hairless skull.
They mounted single-seat hoverpods, punched in their destination, and
sped across the city at a height of twenty-three meters. When the V'ornn had first taken Axis Tyr, the Gyrgon
had installed themselves in a complex of buildings that had housed
the Abbey of Listening Bone, the Ramahan's main religious sanctuary.
Its occupation was a stunning and dispiriting blow to the
Kundalan—one that, in Eleusis' opinion, at least, had been
calculated down to the last decimal point. But then the Gyrgon were
masters at inflicting humiliation and pain both physical and
psychological. "I do not know how you do it," Kinnnus
Morcha said when they had set down in front of the Temple. "Were
it I—were I Summoned before the Gyrgon—my tender parts
would be shrunken like an old V'ornn's." The regent had to smile. "This from the
valorous Khagggun who fought in the First Wave at Argggedus 3, who
slew nineteen Krael at the battle of Yesssus, who defended for
twenty-four sidereal cycles the Gyrgon enclave on Phareseius Prime,
who has, it is rumored, come face-to-face with the Centophennni?" "It is instinctive, regent. Every time the
Gyrgon speak my blood freezes." "I always said you had good instincts,
Kinnnus." With that, the regent Eleusis swept through the arched
portals of the former Abbey of Listening Bone. The V'ornn Temple of Mnemonics sat atop the only
hill within the precincts of the city. It was in the Western Quarter.
Up until the coming of the V'ornn it had been an area housing the
most influential Kundalan families. Strangely, however, the V'ornn
found these houses no larger than those in other parts of the city.
This perfect symmetry went against V'ornn notions of hierarchy and
status. After the Kundalan were killed or displaced, the most wealthy
of the Bashkir moved in, enlarging and renovating the houses as befit
their status in V'ornn society. This essential change in the fascinating, alien
structure of the city did not please Eleusis, for he had come to see
the Kundalan in an altogether different light than did his fellow
V'ornn. But then in so many ways he seemed not to fit into the rather
monolithic V'ornn mold. It was a constant source of wonder to him
that the Gyrgon had chosen him to be regent. Stogggul would have been
the obvious, the expected choice. But then, he reminded himself, the
Gyrgon rarely did the expected. Not that he, Eleusis Ashera, was ill
suited to be regent. Quite the opposite, in fact. But that the Gyrgon
tolerated—even at times condoned—his unconventional ideas
was a mystery he doubted he would ever solve. As soon as he stepped through the gates, he was
inside the Portal. A misty greyness, luminous as the shell of a
sea-snail, engulfed him. He had been here often enough that he knew
what to do. Even so, a part of his mind still quailed, wanted to run
screaming back out into the last of the sunshine, where Kinnnus
Morcha was patiently waiting. Eleusis forced his legs to move,
walking forward, looking neither to the left nor to the right. A
great moaning arose, as of a violent tempest, gaining in volume.
Still, he moved forward, not only because it was his duty as regent
but also because he knew it was a test. The Portal never looked or
felt the same as it had on previous visits. Each time he was
Summoned, there was a different sort of fright awaiting him. The
Gyrgon enjoy observing you, he told himself. The Gyrgon
distill my fears, brew them up like vintage numaaadis. It is some
form of twisted game they enjoy playing, perhaps to engrave their
superiority upon me, so that I will never forget my place, never
overstep the boundaries they have set up. Darkness, and an intense sense of vertigo. Eleusis
was deathly afraid of falling. As a child of four, he had fallen from
a window ledge while his mother had been painting. His father had
been so furious that he had banished her from every hingatta on the
planet. Eleusis had never seen her again; he had been raised by his
father's lover, a Tuskugggun who had kept him on a short tether and
never let him climb upon a windowsill. Wind howled and when he made the mistake of looking
down, he saw the floor far below him. At once, he broke out into a
cold sweat. It is only a dream, he told himself sternly.
Only a vision from your own nightmare. But he could not stop
sweating. His hearts hammered in his chest, he felt the urge to spit,
and his pulse rate was erratic. He paused on his path, took three
deep breaths. The urge to turn and run was a terrible weight upon
him. I am that I am, he said silently. I am
on Kundala, in the Western District of Axis Tyr, in the Portal of the
Temple of Mnemonics. The Gyrgon may have control of my senses but
they do not have control of my mind. He wiped his wet palms down his trousers and moved
on. His mind screamed in protest, certain that he was going to fall
to the floor below. He walked stiffly, carefully, deviating neither
to the left nor to the right. And with each step, his fears lessened.
He did not fall. Thank Enlil, he did not fall! Stars came out, and a cold blue moon the size of
Kundala's spotted sun appeared high in the sky. Eleusis, traversing
quartz-flecked sand dunes, recognized that moon. It was the moon
hanging in the night sky of Corpius Segundus. Ahead of him loomed the
gargantuan sloping gates to the underworlds. Enter, a voice commanded in his skull. At
least, it seemed to be in his skull even though he knew that it
actually emanated from his okum-mmon. The time of Summoning is at
hand. If this were, indeed, Corpius Segundus he knew what
would be waiting for him. There was a scar on his left shoulder—a
deep, livid indentation scooped out of his flesh. The underworlds
were habited by thirteen species of raptor—at least, that was
the number the V'ornn had cataloged—each more deadly than the
previous one. It had been no mean feat to bring back a thorn-gem, and
he had paid the price. The eight-legged razor-raptor had taken its
pound of flesh even through his battle armor. The sloping Portal blotted out the stars, then the
moon. A remembered stink assaulted his nostrils, making his stomachs
grind and heave. It was an evil place, the underworlds. "Why did the V'ornn come here, regent?" He stopped, peered through the dim light, ruddy with
the fine, choking dust of the caverns. "What was your purpose?" An ill-defined shape loomed before him. "You could not defeat the denizens of these
underworlds; the thorn-gems herein were of no practical use to you." An evil-smelling razor-raptor lounged against an
outcropping of rock. It leered at him with a smile bristling with
triangular teeth made expressly for ripping and tearing flesh from
bone. "And yet you came. Why was that, Ashera
Eleusis?" This was no Corpius Segundus razor-raptor, Eleusis
knew. Indeed, it was no raptor of any kind. Only the Gyrgon used the
ancient form of address that put the family name first. "Because
it was there," he said. The creature before him repeated his answer, drawing
out each word as if to savor its meaning. "Yes. Very good. I
believe you are correct." And immediately thereafter, the
razor-raptor dissolved like smoke. In its place stood a Gyrgon. "Summoned, I am come to you, to hear and to
serve," Eleusis said in the ritual greeting. Instead of completing the ritual, the Gyrgon
detached himself from the cavern wall. "Do you know me, regent?" Eleusis peered through the artificially manufactured
haze. "I believe you are Nith Sahor. I was before you at the
previous Summoning." "That is correct." "I have never been Summoned by the same Gyrgon
twice." "Do you know that for a fact, regent? We can
change our shapes, you know." Eleusis licked his lips. "I had heard something
to that effect." Nith Sahor stood unnervingly still. He was
perhaps a full meter taller than Eleusis. He was clad all in black,
wrapped in a tasseled greatcoat. His eyes had pupils like star
sapphires; they seemed to follow you without him having to turn his
head. And what a head he had! His skull was the color of pale amber.
From the edge of the occipital ridge to the base of his massive neck
a visible latticework of tertium and germanium circuits was embedded
in the skin. No one knew whether the Gyrgon were born this way or
whether they came by it in some horrific postnatal operation. "Tell me something, regent, do you serve the
Gyrgon?" "Yes, Nith Sahor. In everything, I serve their
wants and needs." "Indeed." "Do you disbelieve me?" "Yes, regent, I do. You have taken a Kundalan
female to your bed. You allow her to worship this Goddess of theirs,
to make her potions and her poultices, to whisper in your ear when
darkness is absolute and the formal business of state is at an end."
Nith Sahor's expression was entirely unreadable. "In addition,
you conspire secretly with the Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar to keep
the Kundalan resistance warned of our hunting parties." He
crossed his massive arms across his equally massive chest. "Do
you deny any of this, regent?" "Who speaks against me? Prime Factor Stogggul?"
"You will answer my question, regent!" Nith Sahor did not raise his voice, did not move a
muscle. Nevertheless, Eleusis jumped as the bite of hyperexcited
electrons was transmitted through his okummmon into the nerves in his
arm. "I deny nothing," he said calmly. This was
yet another test; it must be. "What you say is truth." "And in these matters do you discern the will
of the Gyrgon?" "You have not stopped me from being with Giyan.
Or from my friendships with Rekkk Hacilar and Hadinnn SaTrryn." "Again, I suggest that you answer my question." Eleusis made a point of not looking at his okummmon.
He felt a certain tension in the backs of his legs and willed his
body to relax. "It pleases me to be with her. It pleases her to
do these things, and thus I am doubly pleased." "And as for the Pack-Commander?" "Does the entire Comradeship know?" "You would not be here; you would not be regent
if it did." Eleusis let go a breath he had been holding. "Rekkk
Hacilar, Hadinnn SaTrryn, and I are of a like mind when it comes to
the Kundalan." "So, then, when you claim that in all things
you serve our wants and needs you are a liar." "I am so only if you believe it, Nith Sahor." There was a long silence. The artificial wind howled
through the caverns, the artificial stirrings of the artificial
raptors echoed off the artificial stone walls. Nith Sahor raised his
arms and the underworlds of Corpius Segundus vanished. "I do not believe it, regent. That is
why you are Summoned before me." Eleusis found that they were in a chamber of the
Temple of Mnemonics. It was circular, high up. Through the delicately
triple-arched window he could see dusk approaching, smell the
familiar scents of Kundala. The walls indicated that this room had
been a sanctuary, for each section of wall held a carving of one of
the Five Sacred Dragons of Kundalan culture. Significantly, Nith
Sahor had not covered them with V'ornn artwork. Just as
significantly, the Gyrgon had kept all the original Kundalan
furniture. The single V'ornn feature was a white oval cage within
which sat a beautiful multicolored teyj, preening its fours wings one
by one. As he moved, the bird paused in its fluffing to fix Eleusis
in its golden eye. "It is good to be back on Kundala,"
Eleusis said. "Curious," Nith Sahor said. "I
entertained the selfsame thought." The Gyrgon raised a hand clad
in an odd metallic mesh about which many terrible myths had formed.
Eleusis tried not to look at the finely worked chain mail. "Be
at ease, regent. You are my guest." Eleusis did not know whether he was more surprised
to see Kundalan furniture here or by what Nith Sahor said. "Forgive
me, I am at a bit of a loss. I have never been a guest of the Gyrgon
before." "Perhaps it is simply that we never told you
before." Eleusis looked up. "Is that a joke?" "Do Gyrgon make jokes?" "I have no idea," Eleusis admitted. As Eleusis observed the Gyrgon, he had the distinct
impression that this Summoning was going to be unique. Before, they
had consisted of giving a report on current affairs, being peppered
with blunt, difficult questions, being given orders to carry out, and
being summarily dismissed. Bantering with a Gyrgon was distinctly new
to him. As if to give added credence to this train of
thought, Nith Sahor said: "Regent, I want you to tell me about
desire." "Desire?" "Precisely that." Eleusis was struggling hard to keep up with the
strange twists and turns of this Summoning. "I am hardly
qualified to tell a Gyrgon—" "Oh, but you are, regent. Eminently
qualified." Nith Sahor fingered the wide cuff on his right
wrist. "But perhaps you suspect me of being disingenuous."
He raised a mailed hand to forestall Eleusis' response. "Did you
know, regent, that the Gyrgon are neither male nor female?" "Neither …" Eleusis felt as if his
mouth was full of silicon. "We are both." "I … I did not know, Nith Sahor." "Of course you didn't. It is a secret we Gyrgon
keep to ourselves. As such, desire is… alien to all of us—at
least, to almost all of us. Occasionally—very
rarely—there is an unexpected and unexplained genetic
mutation." Nith Sahor sat and waited for his quid pro quo. He
had created a simple barter—something a Bashkir could sink his
teeth into. Eleusis was desperately trying to figure out whether
the Gyrgon was telling the truth or simply prevaricating in order to
get the regent to lower his guard. He realized, however, that there
were many paths Nith Sahor could have taken to elicit the information
he desired. The one he chose was doubtless the most astonishing. Why
would a Gyrgon confess to anything so intimate? Why would a Gyrgon
willingly let go of a secret? Secrets were in large part what gave
the Gyrgon their mystique, their power over the other castes, great
and lesser alike. Did Nith Sahor trust him that much? How was he to
know? "I assume by desire you mean my desire for
Giyan." "In a way. I meant for the Kundalan, yes." Eleusis' keen mind realized that the Gyrgon had left
out the word female. At last, a clue. He chose a beautifully
fluted Kundalan ammon-wood chair and sat down. "Are you comfortable?" Nith Sahor sat in
the matching chair. "Quite comfortable." "As am I." And there you had it, Eleusis realized. The reason
for this Summoning. For whatever reason, the Gyrgon wished to talk
candidly about the Kundalan. "Sometimes," he said, "I
wish I wasn't locked up tight in Axis Tyr." "Why is that?" Eleusis gazed into the terrifying, enigmatic face
and said to himself. To N'Luuura with it. "Too many
V'ornn. Quite honestly, part of me longs to be in the Djenn Marre, to
walk among the Kundalan, to learn their ways." "Their secrets," Nith Sahor said. "We
Gyrgon trade in secrets." "Isn't that why we wander the reaches of
interstellar space instead of finding a new homeworld, why we hunt
down other races—so that you can absorb their secrets, in the
hope that the secret to life may one day be revealed to you?" "Your bitterness is showing like a mesh singlet
on a Looorm, regent." Nith Sahor sat forward, elbows on knees,
laced his fingers. "Life and death—the eternal twins. We
are bound to them. You know that, don't you?" Eleusis was forced to look away from those
terrifying star-sapphire eyes. "Yes." He nearly choked on
the word. "Then you know just how important our search
for freedom is, to find our way out of the labyrinth that is the
universe as we know it. You see, regent, we Gyrgon can feel
that the universe is not all there is. It is not enough for us. We
yearn to travel beyond… well, we do not yet know beyond what.
But the barriers that keep us here in the known Cosmos must
fall. Do you understand our pain of confinement?" Eleusis was in control of himself again, and he
swung his gaze back. "I think I do, Nith Sahor." "Then tell me that which I need to know." "I am not… I'm not certain that I have
answers for you. At least, none that will make sense." "Please leave that determination to me. Speak
of what is in your hearts." "All right." Eleusis sat up straight. He
had the feeling that he was on the edge of a precipice, and he fought
off the knife edge of panic. "I have come to have a special
feeling for the Kundalan. Undoubtedly, it stems in part from my
relationship with Giyan, but as you yourself noted, that is not the
end of it. Sixteen years ago, I brought her back as a trophy from a
Khagggun hunting party I accompanied in the foothills of the Djenn
Marre. She was nothing to me then, but quite quickly that changed." "How did it change?" "I… I don't know." "Yes, you do, regent. Think." "Well, I… I think what happened was that
being in such close proximity to her I stopped thinking of her as the
defeated enemy." "And how exactly did that come about?" Eleusis thought a moment. "I remember. It was
almost a sidereal year after I had brought Giyan back to Axis Tyr. I
started awake in the middle of the night and went to slake my thirst.
Down the hallway I saw her. She was standing by an open window. She
was staring out at the Djenn Marre. I remember it was the night of
full moons; the snow and ice on the mountains peaks shone as blue as
Corpius Segundo's moon. She was weeping, the tears sliding down her
cheeks, and I thought, She misses her home, just as we miss our
home. And from that moment, defeated alien or no, there was no
difference between us." "But there is a difference." "Yes, Nith Sahor." "In fact, many differences." "This is truth." Light glinted off the metallic mesh as the Gyrgon
rearranged his hands. "It may be anathema to say this, but that
is no bad thing. I believe that it would benefit us greatly to
acquaint ourselves with their differences." Eleusis stiffened. "She trusts me, Nith Sahor." "I trust you, Eleusis. That is why you
were made regent." "You were responsible for making me
regent?" "Your father. Others wanted Wennn Stogggul's
father to assume the role." Eleusis thought about this for a moment. "I
will not betray her." "We are your masters, regent. Do you think it
wise to speak to a Gyrgon in this manner?" "I am speaking to you, Nith Sahor." "I am Gyrgon." "I am speaking to you," Eleusis
repeated. The Gyrgon nodded and light played off the
latticework in his skull. "Your perception is noted with
especial interest." "I believe, Nith Sahor, that there is a great
deal we do not yet know about the Kundalan—that we never will
know under the present situation. The establishment of Za Hara-at is
the first step in a transformation I foresee." "Do not be presumptuous, regent. It is not for
you to foresee transformation." "You do not understand, Nith Sahor. The
creation of the city came to me in a dream—an astonishingly
vivid dream that showed me precisely where Za Hara-at should rise, in
the center of the Korrush. Subsequently, I traveled across the
Korrush in the company of Hadinnn SaTrryn, who does business with the
Korrush tribes, and much to my surprise we found a small,
unprepossessing village in its center. The site is an ancient one,
according to Kundalan lore, and when we began to dig we discovered
foundations the tribesmen dated from many centuries ago." "Za Hara-at is a word from the Kundalan Old
Tongue. It means Earth Five Meetings." "That's right. I believe this is the original
site of Za Hara-at. I believe it to be a sacred place." "Our near-defunct religion speaks of a City of
One Million Jewels. Perhaps your mother was a secret worshiper of
Enlil, the dead god. Perhaps she told you stories of this city when
you were young; perhaps this is where your dream came from. In any
event, the Gyrgon decree the V'ornn way, regent. Never forget that." "Or perhaps Za Hara-at and the City of One
Million Jewels are somehow linked." "That would take a leap of faith precious few
V'ornn could make." Green fire sparked at the tip of Nith
Sahor's forefinger. "But you would be such a one, wouldn't you,
regent?" "Yes. I would be that one." Eleusis'
hearts beat heavily in his chest. Was there still a trace of anger in
the Gyrgon's eyes? So difficult to tell, Eleusis thought. On
the verge of a headache, he thumbed his eye sockets. So much tension,
so much at stake here. "We have remained on Kundala longer than
on any other planet in recent memory. Why is that?" "This is Gyrgon business." "But it is my business as well, Nith Sahor. The
accretion of Kundalan pain has become an unbearable anguish. It is a
potent goad to action." "Ah, you should know that such goads are
dangerous, regent. And impatience tends to upset the delicate
Balance." He gazed directly into those star-sapphire eyes.
"But that is my point, Nith Sahor. That very delicate Balance
must be upset. For the good of V'ornn and Kundalan alike." "You fool, the Balance is all!" Nith Sahor
thundered. He rose to a transfiguring height. "Without the
Balance nothing works: ions flare, neutrons die, electrons go
berserk, the very fabric of the universe is threatened!" The bright-plumaged teyj screamed. Nith Sahor's
mailed right hand clamped into a fist, a corona of orange fire irised
outward. An instant later, something cold, something invisible struck
Eleusis in the chest. He was hurled violently backward, head over
tender parts, until he fetched up painfully against the far wall. The
bird fluttered around the top of its cage, clearly agitated. " "Oh, is this foolish work I attempt here?"
The Gyrgon shook his mailed fist. "Are the others quite correct?
Are you as dangerous as they say? Will my own hubris be my downfall?" Eleusis stared at him, terrified. Bright ribbons of
pain throbbed through him. He slowly picked himself up, massaging his
chest with the heel of his hand as he righted the chair Nith Sahor
had overturned. Screwing up his courage, he said: "It would be a
mistake to annihilate the Kundalan as we have done to so many other
races—or to leave them here, drained of all natural resources."
Those eerie star-sapphire eyes pounced on him, heavy as a storm-swept
sky, then slid away as if he were of no import. "It is time for
the paradigm that we have erected between ourselves and the so-called
slave races to end here and now. The building of Za Hara-at will be
proof of a new, better paradigm." "Do not speak to me of Za Hara-at," Nith
Sahor boomed. "There is no consensus among the Comradeship on
this experiment of yours. And believe me when I tell you that debate
is vociferous." "The Comradeship do not yet understand about
the Kundalan. If they could see how V'ornn and Kundalan architects
worked together to design the city—" "That is just the point. The repugnance they
feel is in dealing with an inferior race as if they were our equals." "But, Nith Sahor, the Kundalan—" The Gyrgon's raised hand brought silence. "You
are correct about one thing, regent. Za Hara-at has already become a
symbol to the Kundalan, and therein lies our dilemma." Nith Sahor went to the window, where he stood
looking outside for a very long time. The silence built like a
structure spun out of the supercharged atmosphere. Eleusis was now
very frightened of Nith Sahor, but he found to his surprise that he
was even more frightened of the immediate future. If the Gyrgon
withdrew their support for Za Hara-at, Prime Factor Stogggul and his
cabal would get their wish: whatever progress he was engineering
between the races would die. No matter what, Eleusis knew that he
could not allow that to happen. He could feel in his bones what he
was doing here on Kundala was right. Swallowing his intense fear, Eleusis said, "Nith
Sahor, hear me. I understand how deeply ingrained is our xenophobia—" "You are correct, regent. Even Gyrgon are
subject to hubris," Nith Sahor said. "Hubris blinds us to
the truth, isn't that so?" "I believe it is, especially in this instance,
because beyond anything there is one, single compelling reason why we
must allow Za Hara-at its existence." He waited, staring at the Gyrgon's back, but only
silence ensued. Was that tacit approval for him to continue? Eleusis
took a deep breath, all too aware that the fate of Za Hara-at and
everyone involved in its planning and construction hung in the
balance. He went to the section of wall decorated with the sea-green
Dragon riding a stylized wave. "This is Seelin, the Sacred
Dragon of Transformation. The Kundalan have a fundamental belief that
social history does not evolve slowly, but rather leaps ahead during
short, violent periods of transformation." "Chaos," Nith Sahor breathed. Eleusis' hearts leapt. "Chaos, yes, save for
the fact that the Kundalan have no word in their language for Chaos."
He could scarcely breathe. "Is this belief of theirs not,
essentially, K'yonnno?" "Would you now presume to vomit back to me the
basic Gyrgon Theory of Chaos and Order?" "I am simply pointing out that there may be
more to the Kundalan than we believe or are currently willing to
accept. I believe that this blindness may be our hubris as a
race." Silence, for a long time. Even though every muscle
in his body ached, Eleusis dared not move. He tried to read the
Gyrgon's response by how he held himself, but it was a fool's
mission, and he began to weep silent tears for Za Hara-at, whose fate
had now apparently slipped through his fingers. Did I make a
mistake? he asked himself. What else could I have done?
Wearying of enigmas he would never solve, he turned and stared at the
Five Sacred Dragons of Müna, whose power and stern visages
curiously never failed to calm him. At length, Nith Sahor stirred. "You are correct
in another matter, regent. We have been in occupation here for one
hundred and one years, and still the Gyrgon have not solved the
mystery of the planet or the Kundalan." Hope surged through Eleusis. Some crisis point had
been reached and turned so that he came out of his paralysis and
risked taking a position just behind Nith Sahor. It was a good view
out over the city, north to the ragged high peaks of the Djenn Marre. "All we have are more mysteries/' Nith Sahor
continued. "This planet is a complete enigma to us. What power
principles underlie Kundalan sorcery? What exists beyond the
treacherous Djenn Marre? It is a question even Gyrgon cannot answer.
All our superior science, our sophisticated telemetry mean nothing
here. The perpetual snow and ice storms make an area three hundred
thousand square kilometers impenetrable. Over the years we have sent
a dozen experienced Khagggun teams into the Unknown Territories. As
you know, none ever returned. What happened to them? Were they killed
by the extreme weather, by beasts unknown, the resistance? We have no
idea. "As for the Kundalan, who are they? Where did
they come from? Where are they going? Even the nature of the barbaric
Sarakkon is an enigma to us. These are the basic questions of
life—the ones we Gyrgon seek out wherever we go in the
universe. Without those answers, we are diminished." The level of Nith Sahor's frustration was clearly
communicated to Eleusis. Perhaps that was what led him to strike out
as he had. Unconsciously, Eleusis massaged his chest again. "I am convinced that the answer to all our
questions about Kundala and its people resides in The Pearl." "The Pearl—if it ever existed—was
lost forever on the day we invaded Kundala," Eleusis said
carefully. Nith Sahor's face arranged itself into an enigmatic
smile. "Oh, it exists, regent. I think you know that as well as
I do. And if it was lost, it can be found. We are always looking for
a new avenue for our search." Abruptly, the Gyrgon turned, and
the regent felt the full weight of his unsettling gaze. Eleusis began
to get a bad feeling in the pit of his stomachs. "To find The Pearl, we must first open the
Storehouse Door in the caverns under the regent's palace. Tell me,
Eleusis, have you heard of the Ring of Five Dragons?" "I have not." "Perhaps, then, I should have a talk with
Giyan." Eleusis went cold with dread. "She knows nothing." "She is Ramahan. She is a sorceress. She is
steeped in the lore of their Goddess Müna. She will know of the
Ring." "So presumably did the ten thousand other
Ramahan you rounded up over the last century." "They told us nothing. They knew nothing." "By all means, bring her in," Eleusis
said. The taste of fear was in his mouth. "Torture the
information out of her." "Ah, ah, ah, I was under the impression that
you and I were beyond such rebukes." Eleusis passed his hand over his eyes. "Sometimes
I feel like a very old V'ornn. I have seen too much bloodsport, Nith
Sahor. I have participated in more than my share. These days I see
only conspiracies, hidden agendas, bargaining chips placed upon the
table and withdrawn. I fear that I am part of a plan with which I no
longer care to be involved." The Gyrgon made an unexpected gesture. "Regent,
give me your hand." Eleusis stood deathly still. "It is said that
the Gyrgon's touch kills." Nith Sahor held out his mailed fist. "And do
you believe it, regent?" "I … I don't know," Eleusis
admitted. "I promulgated that bit of legend," Nith
Sahor said. "It's an amusing one, I admit." Eleusis gazed deep into Nith Sahor's eyes. "It
is also said that the Gyrgon possess the power to hypnotize. Another
legend you promulgated?" "No. That one is true enough." Eleusis felt another shiver of fear run down his
spine. "You see, what we have here, regent, is a
test—a test of your ability—or perhaps your desire—to
trust. I want the Ring of Five Dragons, and you must trust that I
will use it wisely." Eleusis licked his lips. His mouth felt as dry as
the Great Voorg yet he was drenched in sweat. "We V'ornn are not
given to trust, are we?" Nith Sahor's extraordinary eyes continued to draw
him in. "But in so many ways, regent, you do not conform to the
Modality." "Perhaps this is a test for both of us." Nith Sahor laughed, a nasty sound. "Gyrgon are
beyond tests, regent." "In this you are wrong, Nith Sahor. You have
attacked me in anger. That, in time, I could forgive. But you have
threatened the person I love most in life. When you ask for my trust,
you ask for the impossible." "I would not harm Giyan. I meant to frighten
you. It is possible that I miscalculated." An apology from a Gyrgon? Now Eleusis had heard
everything. What would make Nith Sahor act in this extraordinary way,
he wondered, but fear? Some terrible imperative he could not yet see
but could feel all around him like a dank prison cell. Curiosity
overcame resentment. After a further moment's hesitation, he placed
his hand on Nith Sahor's fist. No ball of fire smote him; no surge of
hyperexcited ions attacked his neurons; he did not turn to stone.
Everything was as it had been before. No, not quite. Slowly, the
fearsome fist opened like a flower to sunlight and the Gyrgon's palm
pressed against the regent's. The grip solidified and Eleusis felt
himself being drawn toward the Gyrgon. "Regent, there is a task I require of you,"
Nith Sahor said very softly. "Something of the utmost
importance." Eleusis' throat closed up. Now the hammer comes
down, he thought. "Only The Pearl has the potential to give us
the answers the Gyrgon need. And to possess The Pearl I must first
have the Ring of Five Dragons. You must find it for me." Eleusis shook his head. "The Pearl is the most
sacred artifact of the Kundalan—a gift from the Great Goddess
Müna. If it exists, if it were to be found, it belongs to them." "I must have the Ring and The Pearl. I strongly
urge you to rethink your response." Eleusis felt chilled to his marrow. "I will not
betray the Kundalan." "You are V'ornn, regent," Nith Sahor said
with ire. "I should not have to remind you of that." "I will not betray Giyan." "That is your final answer?" "It is my only answer." He choked as the fearsome Gyrgon drew him so close
that they were against one another. Nith Sahor smelled of clove oil
and burnt musk. He put his mouth beside Eleusis' ear and whispered
fiercely, "You have shown me what is most precious to you. You
have made your decision. Honorable or foolhardy, which is it?" Eleusis found that he was trembling. He stood mutely
before the Gyrgon, as if on trial. In the next beat of his hearts, he
found himself back outside the front gate to the Temple of Mnemonics.
Nith Sahor's words continued to reverberate inside him. He looked up
at the swirling turrets and giddy parapets of the Temple. Was
anything the Gyrgon said the truth? Or were they clever lies to trap
a suspect regent? Why would a Gyrgon entrust secrets to someone
outside his caste? He wouldn't. Perhaps he had been hypnotized after
all. What we have here, regent, is a test—a test of your
ability—or perhaps your desire—to trust. What was
the game and how was it being played? How was he to know? "Regent?" He looked over, saw Kinnnus Morcha's concerned
expression. "Regent, is anything amiss? How went the
Summoning?" You have shown me what is most precious to you. "Routine, Kinnnus," he said, mounting his
hoverpod. "I can't imagine why I was Summoned." Kinnnus Morcha grunted. "Typical." He
started up his vehicle. "What's that saying about Gyrgon logic?
It takes three lifetimes to discover there isn't any!" Oculus Why did you do it?" Annon asked. "This
display of your sorcery could get you into trouble with my father's
enemies." "I care not for myself. I did it to protect
Eleusis," she said. "So his enemies would think twice about
moving against him." "Can you see what they are up to?" he said
eagerly. "Not unless they use Kundalan sorcery against
him." She laughed. "Don't you want to know how I
did it?" "Oh, I think I can guess that part." Giyan seemed pleased. "Can you now?" It was just past dusk. They were walking through
streets packed with V'ornn and Kundalan on their way from hingatta
lüina do mori to the regent's palace. It was a short walk, but
the scrutiny they were given by passersby made it seem longer than it
was. Tuskugggun shopkeepers suspended their haggling, customers
ceased their bargain-hunting. Burly Mesagggun, their sweat-streaked,
muscled arms still smeared with grease and lubricating oil, coming
off shift from tending the huge, complex V'ornn generators, poked
each other and leered. Bashkir hurrying to or from business
appointments, slowed and stared. Kundalan drovers, leading small
herds of cthauros, the handsome, six-legged animals the
V'ornn—especially the Khagggun—loved to ride, rose in
their saddles, pausing long enough to comment to each other on the
regent's mistress and son. "You see?" Annon said under his breath.
"Word has already spread about how you bested Kurgan in the
contest." "Word could not have spread about how
I won," she said with the faint smile he had come to know better
even than his father's perpetually furrowed brow. She threw a slim
arm across his shoulders. "Only you and I know that secret, eh?" Annon, imagining all those tiny, pale cilia brushing
his hairless skin, shuddered beneath the slight weight. He looked
away, to keep his mind occupied. Of course, there were those who paid
them no mind: lines of Kundalan slaves, grimy, backs bent from their
long stint working the mines in the foothills of the Djenn Marre.
Periodically, the V'ornn paraded them through the streets of the city
both to reinforce their superiority and to further demoralize the
Kundalan. It was a dirty job extracting minerals from rock, so he had
heard. These rail-thin Kundalan were aware of nothing save their own
exhaustion. They deserved their fate: most of them had been in the
Kundalan resistance, had been captured attempting acts of murder,
arson, sabotage. And yet, oddly, when he saw them, saw the expression
of pain on Giyan's face, he understood, and felt something, too, stir
inside him. The same sense of shame he had experienced when Kurgan
had grabbed the Kundalan girl. "But why did you challenge Kurgan to
the contest?" he said suddenly, wanting to tear his mind away
from such thoughts. "And outside, as well, where so many people
could see?" "Was that wrong? Will your father punish me?" "Of course it was wrong! Of course he will
punish youl" Annon hissed. "Isn't it bad enough that you
won't wear the sifeyn? Now you insist on displaying Kundalan sorcery
in public! You could have caused a riot! You could have been hurt!" "I'm touched by your concern," she said,
as they continued along the street. "Perhaps I allowed my
emotions to get the better of me." "Kurgan won't forget it, that I can tell you.
He ran out of the hingatta as if he had a N'Luuura-hound nipping at
his tender parts." They were about to turn a corner when Giyan put an
arm out, held Annon back. A caravan of crimson-and-black Genomatekk
hoverpods. The were heading south, flying very low to the ground.
Khagggun hoverpods bracketed the caravan in front and behind. "What's going on?" Annon asked her. He saw
that her face had gone pale. She had pulled him back into the shadows of a silk
merchant's doorway. Lengths of finely spun colored cloth fluttered
like flags in the skylit interior. Pedestrians, V'ornn and Kundalan
alike, had moved to the side to make way for the caravan. "The babies have been rounded up again." A
terrible sadness tinged Giyan's voice. "What babies?" Annon watched the sleek
vehicles moving away, the surf of the crowd closing in around its
wake, going about its business. Giyan signed to him, and they continued on their way
toward the regent's palace. "The babies of violence," she said when he
prompted her again. "The consequence of the Kundalan females who
have been raped by Kha-gggun." They went past a Kundalan female,
spinning wrygrass into baskets. They smelled sweet and fermented.
There were only a few coins in her pay cup. "Some get pregnant.
Each Khagggun pack keeps track of their conquests; it seems to be a
matter of no little pride. But there is another reason for the strict
accounting. Periodically, they return, make note of the females on
their lists who are pregnant. They return again at the proper time to
take their babies. The Khagggun ship them back here, where they are
held in the Gyrgon Temple of Mnemonics until they are six months old.
Then the Genomatekks are summoned and the children are taken to
Receiving Spirit, the hospice near Har-borside." "What happens to them there?" "No one knows," she said softly,
sorrowfully. "Not even the resistance." "Why do you care about them? They are freaks." "I care about all life, Annon." But he could tell that she had not told him what was
in her heart. He was about to order her to tell him when his
attention was abruptly diverted. "There is a shadow about you, young sir,"
a thin, reedy voice cried. An old Kundalan seer had set himself up on the next
corner. Across the top of his makeshift stall was a colorful banner
that read: THE THIRD EYE SEES ALL. These self-proclaimed seers lately
flourished inside the city's walls. Their so-called abilities came
from their affinity with the potent and mysterious psychotropic drug,
salamuuun. Though he was with a customer, the seer's head turned at
the couple's approach. His night-black eyes had homed in on Annon. He called out the same phrase again, and Giyan
answered back sharply, "Keep your tongue in your head if you
know what is good for you, old one. This is the regent's firstborn." "I have seen you," the seer said. It
appeared as if he had slipped into a trance. "You have been
marked by the Ancient One. The scar runs right through you." "I told you to keep still!" Giyan's
fingers gripped Annon's shoulders, propelling him around the seer,
toward the slender towers of the palace, their tops caught in the
lingering rays of the dying sun. "I see death, death and more death!" the
seer cried after them. "Only the equilateral of truth can save
you!" "Ignore him," Giyan said. "But what did he mean?" Annon asked. "It is nonsense." Giyan picked up the pace
in order to put as much space as possible between them and the old
Kundalan. "Only fools concern themselves with nonsense." They reached the regent's palace, at last. Just
within the cyclopean jasper-and-bronze outer gates, they were halted
by the outer ring of Haaar-kyut. They wore purple uniforms made of a
nonreflective silicon polymer, a typical V'ornn material that was as
practical as it was es-thetically dead. Platinum markings of rank
were affixed to sleeve and collar. In a society where caste was
worshiped, the prominent display of rank among the Khagggun was
everything, a sure sign that Order was being maintained. Security was so tight Giyan had to submit her
okuuut, even though she was in and out of the palace several times a
day and was with the regent's son and heir. An oblong screen glowed
pale blue as a Haaar-kyut named Frawn pressed the palm of Giyan's
left hand to a tertium-copper alloy plate. She could feel a slight
tingling. A row of red characters—a mathematical formula unique
to her and unduplicatable, she had learned—appeared on the
screen, running in a spiral inside out. Another Gyrgon attempt at
reducing life into an understandable, and therefore easily
manipulated, pattern. "Cleared," Frawn said, freeing her. "Tell me something," Giyan said. "What
do you expect to see when I am screened?" "I am trained not to expect anything, to
anticipate everything." "How horrid!" she cried. Annon grinned behind the back of his hand. "Do you not know me by now?" she pressed. "You are Kundalan," he said in all
seriousness. "How could I be expected to know you?" His
gaze slid away from her, and he nodded formally to Annon. "You
may continue." "Thank Müna!" Giyan said
sardonically, though only she saw Frawn wink at her. They went down a hallway the V'ornn had deliberately
narrowed and made dim so that anyone passing through was observed
from unseen windows clad in V'ornn crystal recessed into the stone
walls. Light was such that you could only see what was directly in
front of you. "Kurgan needed a lesson in humility,"
Giyan said as if there had been no pause in their conversation. "He
thinks altogether too much of himself." "He's very smart." "Of that I have no doubt." They came to a thick-paneled door girdled by riveted
metal strips. It was guarded by Haaar-kyut of the inner ring. Again,
Giyan was obliged to be officially identified by her okuuut. Annon
wondered how much she minded being tagged like an animal in a
long-term experiment. While he waited, he studied with fascination
the Kundalan designs and sigils carved into the face of the door.
Once, he had asked Giyan why none of the Kundalan artwork was signed.
She had told him that artists and artisans both worked in the service
of the Great Goddess Müna and for their own satisfaction. "Tell me how I destroyed his bolt," she
said, switching to Kundalan. They had entered a small three-walled
antechamber that gave out onto an octagonal courtyard. This
exceptionally peaceful and pleasant space was surrounded by a loggia,
its sea-green tile roof supported by carved shanstone pillars, five
to a side. Above the courtyard, the indigo sky seemed to underscore
Müna's -diminished presence. A soft breeze stirred the fragrant
olive and rosemary trees that dotted the courtyard, lending
punctuation to the vivid colors of the rows of star-roses that were
Eleusis' passion. He had planted them himself on the day of his
coronation. Annon was grinning. "You didn't
destroy it." "I didn't. But everyone saw—" "Everyone saw what you wanted them to see."
Quick as an ice-hare he hooked a finger inside her sash, found the
knot, and undid it. As he whirled it off her Kurgan's bolt clattered
to the cold stone floor. "I knew it!" He picked it up, let
out a long whistling breath, twirled it around like a prize. "You
palmed it while everyone's attention was on the illusion of the
vine." "Well done!" Giyan was cloaked in her
smile. "But what about the tree? What happened to the wound the
bolt made in it?" When Annon frowned he looked very like his father.
"Well, to be honest, that part has me stumped." She laughed and ran her fingers over his long,
tapering, yellowish skull. "I am gratified I can still hold some
secrets from you." He handed her the bolt. "Would you teach me how
to heal wounds?" "It is Osoru, Kundalan sorcery, Annon,"
she said in her most serious tone. "For a V'ornn, dangerous
knowledge." "But I'd be careful! I swear I would!" "And what would you do with this knowledge, I
wonder?" Giyan asked, as they strode along the loggia. Upon the inner walls were wondrously delicate
Kundalan frescoes depicting the origins of Kundala. Here was Müna,
floating alone in the Cosmos; here was the Great Goddess, gathering
the cosmic material from which She birthed the Five Sacred Dragons;
there they formed the endless Mandela, tip of fiery crescent tongue
to tip of scaly tail, caught up in the Dance of Creation, the planet
Kundala forming to Müna's specifications; and there, when they
were finished with the world, they obeyed her final command and,
exhaling all at once, fabricated the most holy and sacred object in
the Kundalan universe: The Pearl. The sole oddity was a panel in the
lower right-hand corner. Either it had been damaged or defaced during
the first days of V'ornn occupation. In any event, the images on it
were unrecognizable. He traced faint lines on the wall, added his
own, drawing out of his imagination great beasts that seemed so
ferocious but were tame to his touch and voice. Annon pointed to the panel. "Do you have any
idea what was meant to be shown here?" he asked. Giyan barely glanced it. "We are late,"
she said curtly. "But surely you must know." "We have no time for idle speculation. Your
father will be cross with me if I do not bring you directly to him,
Annon." "When I was younger I was sure it showed beasts
that frightened everyone but protected me." She looked at him curiously for a moment. "There
used to be a depiction of the Rappa, sorcerous creatures, always at
Müna's right hand." "Why weren't they restored like the rest of the
fresco? Did the artists forget to put them back in?" Giyan sighed. "Legend has it that the Rappa
were responsible for Mother's death here in this very palace, on the
day the V'ornn arrived. Among the Ramahan, they are despised now,
expunged from our lore and our teachings. But, then, from what I
gather there have been many changes in the Sacred Scripture since
Mother's death." He cocked his head, suddenly attuned to her voice
and expression. "You do not believe the Rappa are evil?" "No, I don't. But, then, I have many strange
notions, Annon." She smiled. "No doubt because I have lived
so long among you V'ornn." He put his hand on the blank space as if he were
able to feel something no one else could. "I don't think they're
evil, either." Once again, she gave him that familiar look of
curiosity. He never knew quite what to make of it, or how to respond.
It was as if she were looking at another person altogether. "Would
you like to see what a Rappa looks like?" "Would I?" he said excitedly. Giyan took his hand from the blank space and
replaced it with hers. When she took it away, the fresco had been
completed. There were two small furry creatures with six legs, long
bushy tails, intelligent eyes, and tapering snouts. "How did you do that?" he asked. Giyan laughed softly. They turned a corner, continued to circumnavigate
the garden. This was something Giyan always did with him when she
brought him to the palace. Mostly, they spoke not a word during this
walk; sometimes he was bored, impatient to see his father. Always, it
appeared to him as if Giyan was deep in alien meditation or prayer,
which engendered in him a dizzying sense of dislocation, as if for a
moment he was somewhere else. It heightened his awareness, as if he
could sense a rustling of unseen things, whispers of ancient days,
perhaps, the ghosts of Kun-dalan past. Being here was, for him, like
being lost in a dream—the strange and familiar blending into
something new. Abruptly, she turned to him. "You have not
answered me. What would you do with your sorcerous knowledge?" "I would become invincible," he said.
"Why, there would be no fight I couldn't win." "An excellent reason to withhold such knowledge
from you! Have you no—" She paused and, gripping his arm,
turned him to face her. "What is it?" she asked. "Nothing," he lied. That damned wound he
had received from the gyreagle was like a live flame beneath his
skin. When he had bent down to pick up Kurgan's bolt he had felt a
surge of pain, and now it would not let up. "Do not lie to me, Annon," she said
sternly. "You are hurt."
"I am not hurt," he cried. He had switched
to V'ornn, which he always did when he was cross at her. He could not
allow her to discover what had happened down by the creek. He and
Kurgan had sworn the seigggon— She pulled aside his jacket, saw the turquoise blood
seeping through his silk blouse. "Ah, Müna! How long were
you planning to hide this from me?" "Till N'Luuura is consumed in flames." he
blurted, disgusted to be caught in the lie. She slapped him across the face. "Don't you
know how precious you are to your father? To me? If something should
happen to you—" "What?" he cried. "What would happen?
Would my father grieve? Would you cry? Oh, yes. Because it would be the end
of the Ashera Dynasty. As long as a son is born to a sitting regent,
the power is passed from father to son. But if I were to die, who
would succeed my father? The Gyrgon would choose another house,
another dynasty to rule for them. So, yes, my father would grieve for
the end of his dynasty, and you would cry because my father would
turn his wrath on you. He would kill you in a flash for failing him,
for letting me die!" Something strange and, perhaps, forbidden flickered
behind Giyan's whistleflower-blue eyes, and she pulled him close.
"Oh, my dear, how very wrong you are in what you say. You must
understand that—" She stopped at the quick tramp of boot soles against
the quartzite floor and Annon could feel the infinitesimal tremor run
through her as if he were inside her. "Little regent, your father sent me to fetch
you as soon as you arrived." The rich resounding basso of
Line-General Kinnnus Morcha echoed along the loggia like thunder down
a gorge. As he came up, his wide intelligent eyes drank Annon in,
analyzed his position and posited a theory. "Is anything amiss?
Has the regent's heir taken ill?" "No, Line-General," Giyan said in her
meekest voice. "But he is tired. He and his friend, Kurgan, were
out all day hunting." "Aha, hunting!" Kinnnus Morcha boomed, not
once looking at her or addressing her. "Were I so fortunate as
you, Annon. But, alas, I am stuck here inside this miserable
fairyland of a building with so much light and air and open space I
find that I must work harder to deliver the level of security
required." Out of the corner of his eye, he watched for telltale
signs in Giyan that his ill-disguised barbs had hit home. Annon knew
that she would not give him the satisfaction, and he felt a curious
pride in her. "I long for the hunt!" Kinnnus Morcha
boomed. "You can understand that, eh?" He clapped Annon on
the back, making him wince against Giyan's breast. Kinnnus Morcha was
a monstrously large man, even by V'ornn standards. Giyan was not a
short woman, and yet the top of her head barely came up to Kinnnus
Morcha's breastbone. Not that you could see his breastbone. It and
everything surrounding it was sheathed in an alloy armor finely
worked with aspects of the forbidding countenance of Enlil. "One
day I myself will take you hunting, high up in the Djenn Marre, and
if luck is with us we will bring back a per-willon!" "Thank you, Line-General." "Ah-ha, think nothing of it, little regent!"
He clapped his huge hand around Annon's shoulder with such force that
the boy bit his lip in order not to cry out. "And now I think
you two had better be off. The regent awaits you in his chambers." "Would you really go with the Line-General on
his hunt?" Giyan asked, as they ascended the Great Staircase up
to the second story. Annon winced a little and tried to hide it from her.
"To hunt per-willon? Of course" "Perwillon are nasty, unpredictable creatures."
Giyan shook her head. "I do not think your father would permit
you to hunt such a dangerous animal." "I have had my Channeling," he said
shortly. "I am not a child, you know." She smiled and, with her warm hand on his back,
whisked him down the balcony, through a secret aperture in the wall
that led to the living quarters without having to go through the
Great Listening Hall. They emerged onto another balcony, -fiarrower
but no less filled with light. Huge skylights opened the area to the
heavens, washing the walls in vivid late-afternoon light. It was only
after they had passed the door to his father's quarters that he asked
her where they were going. "Did you imagine that I would bring you to
Eleusis with blood all over you?" "Don't exaggerate. I told you it was nothing." "And did you really expect me to believe you?"
But she seemed gratified that he had switched back to Kundalan. She took him through a door half-hidden in the
shadows near the far end of the balcony and into the suite of rooms
Eleusis had given her. Here, all was as it had been before the V'ornn
occupation. He could smell the faint olfactory aftershocks of her
incense: orangesweet and mugwort. She lit some now, then she
carefully peeled off his jacket and blouse, parts of which were stuck
to his rent skin. She grew these odoriferous herbs and strange, ugly
mushrooms, he knew, in the secret garden she had somehow cajoled his
father into setting aside for her. He grew angry with her over this
intimate privilege no Kundalan should ever have been allowed, in part
to inure himself from the fright in her eyes as she took in the mass
of dried indigo blood surrounding the wounds, the slow turquoise ooze
of fresh blood from the center. "This is what you call nothing?" Without another word, she guided him onto an oddly
designed bent-wood chair that put him in a reclining position. He was
about to protest when he yelped in pain. Giyan's face blanched as she gently spun off the
blood-soaked tour- niquet Kurgan had fashioned from his blouse.
"Goddess in Heaven, what have you done to yourself?" Her
delicate fingertips gently explored the wounds. Annon bit his lip.
"Were you in a fight?" Giyan asked. "Was Kurgan hurt
as well?" Annon turned his head away and made no comment. She moved closer. "There is something stuck in
the wound, deep down. Your side is purple and puffy. I believe it is
infected." "Fix it, then, with your sorcery," he
ordered, angry at her for finding out about his wound. She stood for a moment, hands on hips, regarding
him. Then she went to a huge heartwood armoire worked with complex
Kundalan patterns. She rummaged around inside until she found what
she wanted. Pulling out a leather bag, she plopped it onto the floor
beside him. "Goddess knows what would have happened had I
not suspected something was amiss." "Oh, yes," he said, staring at the
filigreed ceiling, "you are all-knowing and all-wise." She knew better than to argue with him when he got
into one of his moods. She took out mortar and pestle, bags of roots
and vines, dried flowers and fruit unfamiliar to him. Despite his
resentment he found himself captivated by the sure and deft manner in
which she broke, shredded, poured, sifted, measured ingredients into
the mortar. He wanted to ask her what each ingredient was and why she
was using it, but a sheet of anger had formed like ice over his
hearts. It was so familiar and comforting that he would not break it
even to make himself feel better. She began to grind the contents of the mortar with
the pestle, then stopped. "I need fresh datura inoxia for
Annon's wound," she muttered to herself, and rose. "I must
run down to the garden. I will not be long." She summoned a
spell of healing. "Stay still, breathe deeply and slowly until I
return." Alone, he continued to stare at the ceiling,
wondering why he should be angry at her. Perhaps she was
overprotective of him, but that was clearly the mission his father
had given her. And as for his wound, well, it did pain him more than
slightly. He would be glad to have it healed. Resolving to be kinder
to her when she returned, he moved stiffly and expelled a tiny groan. All at once, he stiffened and his eyes refocused on
the room. That smell. . . what was it? He sniffed—bitterroot,
that was itl Pungent bit- terrootl Where was it coming from? Was
Giyan brewing up yet another concoction in the other room? No, it was
coming from out on the balcony. Slowly, stiffly, painfully he got out of the
bentwood chair. Bare-chested, he padded silently across the room and
out the door. On the narrow balcony, he looked this way and that. It
was deserted. On the other hand, the odor of bitterroot was stronger. He looked around. The setting sun caused shafts of
light the color of pomegranates to penetrate the lower quarter of the
skylights. They hung in the air like tapestries, burnishing the
fluted ammonwood handrails, staining the swath of carpet that ran the
length of the balcony, firing a thin sliver of the wall. Curious, Annon padded down to the very end of the
balcony. Sunlight dazzled a small strip of metal he had never noticed
before. Here, the wall was not flat; the reflective metal jutted out
perhaps a millimeter or two. He grasped it and pulled, almost ripping
a nail clean off as his fingers slid off the slick surface. He got a
better hold of the metal strip, applied a steady pressure, and felt
it move. A wedge of the wall swiveled silently out. A'hidden doorway
opened up, like the one Giyan and he had used to get to the living
wing of the palace. Except this one was unknown to him. Sucking on
his torn nail, he poked his head into the aperture. Velvet darkness
engulfed the interior, but the odor of bitterroot was almost
nauseating in its intensity. He took a deep breath of the fresher air
on the balcony and stepped through into the darkness. He stretched out his arms and encountered solid
objects: walls. From this evidence, he deduced that he was in a
narrow corridor. He moved forward cautiously, but still he tripped
down the first three steps and only a desperate grasp at the thin,
cold metal handrail saved him from plunging headfirst into the abyss.
The staircase spiraled down like the inside of a muodd shell. The
pitch-black air was chill, acrid as silicon, laced as it was by the
bitterroot smell. He continued his descent until he came to a
minuscule triangular landing. From here, the staircase branched off
in three directions. He squatted down, felt around. The treads were
of equal width; there was nothing to distinguish one from the other.
Lacking a definitive clue as to which way to head, he chose the right
branch. He could scent the bitterroot and was congratulating himself
on his luck when something made him stop dead in his tracks. He felt something, though he could not say what. The
skin of his tender parts prickled in warning. A strange pulse had been set off inside him.
Somewhere, not far below him, something waited, something dark, vast,
rippling. Terrifying. He stood very still, his hearts hammering in
his chest. He could not say why, but he knew he could not
continue. The sense of danger was overwhelming. He began to back up,
almost cried out as the back of his ankle struck the tread just
above. He bit his lip. That strange pulse returned, stronger than
ever. It was localized now beneath his ribs—from the very spot
where the gyreagle had embedded its talon in his flesh. It felt as if
the talon were on fire, pulsing to a rhythm far faster than his own
double pulse. He moved back up the stairs, careful to lift his
feet high enough to reach the succession of ascending treads. All the
while, his eyes frantically tried to part the heavy curtain of
darkness. Then he had regained the small landing. He was
panting, sweat poured off him, but oddly his wound—or, more
accurately, the embedded gyreagle talon—had ceased its frantic
pulsing. Without thought, he plunged down the central staircase as
fast as his legs would pump. A faint patch of dark grey seemed to
wash the outer wall of the staircase, one moment real, the next
seeming illusory. Perhaps it was his haste that caused him to miss the
last tread. He went over the edge, his hands grasped for the handrail
that was not there, and he found himself hurtling down a spiral
chute. He tried to scream, but the sound stuck in his throat like a
milk-nettle. The grey patch of light grew in volume and intensity
until it filled the chute with a blinding glare. Then, all at once,
Annon was spat from the chute. He fell through the air for a space of
perhaps three meters, only to land on a dank and musty stone floor. As he rubbed his aches and bruises, he sat up and
took a look around. He was in what appeared to be one of several
interlinked caverns hewn out of the bedrock below the palace. At
regular intervals around the rough rock walls, he saw beautifully
fluted metal holders for pitch torches. A few held the remnants of
such torches, but none was lit. Nevertheless, light fell upon him
from high above. He craned his neck and saw an enormous oculus—a
thick-paned window of an odd crystal in the shape of an eye which,
Giyan had told him, had been made eons ago in a sorcerous fashion. He scrambled up. Dead ahead of him was a cyclopean
door, but one unlike any he had ever seen before. For one thing, it
appeared to be made of solid rock. For another, it was perfectly
round. In its center was a circular medallion with a wave motif into
which was carved the mysterious figure of a dragon, just like the one
upstairs he used to play with. He remembered putting his hand into
its carven mouth. This one was curled into a circle, its head facing
outward, its jaws hinged open. He stared at this terrifying and
beautiful creature, powerfully drawn to it in some way he could not
understand. He put his hands out, feeling its surfaces, tracing the
intricate patterns of runes that covered it. He wished Giyan was
there to translate for him. But perhaps she wouldn't. These looked
like sorcerous symbols, similar to the ones in her cor-hide book, the
one he had glanced through from time to time. Not that it had done
him any good, he had no idea of the meaning of even a single rune
since they were not Kundalan. And yet he kept coming back to the
book, sneaking peeks at it whenever he was certain that he would not
get caught. His fingers kept following the engraved lines like a
blind person learning to read. All at once, the round door rolled back into a
previously hidden niche. It happened so swiftly, so silently he had
no time to react. The light the oculus let in did not extend beyond
the door. It was as if the darkness beyond was aqueous, the air
swirling with thick eddies that smelled of the sea. A stirring from
within, something huge, grotesque, monstrous. He felt a pulsing
beneath his ribs at the point where the talon was lodged, but it was
of a wholly different nature than when he had felt it on the stairs
above. The moment the pulsing began, the angle of the light
penetrating the oculus seemed to shift, sending a shaft of pearly
light through the doorway. Annon felt it strike the back of his head
with a kind of heat. Then it had shot beyond him, illuminating the
thing that stood just inside the open door. Annon had a quick glimpse of a floor littered with
bones, skulls, tatters of Kundalan clothing. Then his gaze was
riveted on the creature. It was so alien, his brain could scarcely
take it in: it appeared to be six-legged, with a long, tapering,
reptilian skull, horns that whirled like waterspouts, huge, sinuous
sea-green body, long coral talons, gleaming teeth of pearl that
protruded out beyond the silhouette of its head. Its powerful
uppermost appendages were attached along their upper surfaces to a
thin-veined membrane, triangular as a sail, moving like spindrift,
gleaming prismatically. A long tail whipped back and forth like surf
against a rocky shore. These were brief but vivid impressions, taken in
during the instant before one of the uppermost appendages reached
out, grabbed him around the waist, and drew him quickly over the
threshold into the inner cavern. In the wink of an eye, the door
rolled shut, they were engulfed in the darkness, and Annon lost
consciousness. Starlight,
Starbright The only good Kundalan is a dead Kundalan."
Having thus delivered this precis defining his core philosophy, Prime
Factor Sto-gggul beckoned the Khagggun into his office suite. Though
it was housed in a building of Kundalan manufacture, the interior
space was wholly V'ornn. There were few windows, and those that did
exist were fitted with a dark brown composite of silicon crystal with
fiber-optic cables running through the panes. The space was lighted at regular intervals by the
cool bluish glow of teardrop fusion-lamps that illuminated not only
the contents of the rooms but also a side to the Prime Factor's
personality. Every geometric chair, desk, carpet, silicon case was
arranged at right angles to one another. There was a severe and
uncompromising symmetry: two of everything so that one-half of each
room was the mirror image of the opposite half. The spines of each
silicon wafer that contained books, charts, account ledgers, as well
as plays, historical and philosophical texts were aligned just so.
And there was another revelation illuminated: none of the rooms
contained a knickknack, curio, memento, holoimage, or the like,
nothing insofar as any visitor could see of his private life. It was
as if his rank was on display as the sum and substance of Wennn
Stogggul. The Khagggun stood still as a sentry in a pool of
shadow between fusion lamps. Stogggul looked up from the holomap of Kundala that
hung in the air above his massive copper-and-chronosteel desk. Blue,
green, amber, black geometric shapes delineated continents, oceans,
mountains, rivers, forests, swamps, deserts, cities. "Lead-Major"—he
snapped his fingers in an irritated fashion—"what is your
name again?" "Frawn, Prime Factor," said the Haaar-kyut
who had screened Giyan just hours ago. "Ah, yes, Frawn," Stogggul said in a tone
of voice that conferred his distaste for the name. "Have you a
fear of being close to me?" "No, Prime Factor." "Then approach." Stogggul curled a
forefinger. "Despite rumors to the contrary, I won't bite.
Much." He laughed. Frawn licked his lips and entered the room. As he
did so, Stogggul passed a hand across the holomap, simultaneously
dissolving it and building another. "Do you know what this is, Frawn?" "Yes, Prime Factor. It is an architectural
schemata of the regent's palace." The sleeve of Stogggul's ceremonial black and
crimson-trimmed robes rode back, revealing his platinum okummmon.
"Very good." He was a heavyset V'ornn, with a massive
frontal ridge to his skull that gave him a brooding, forbidding air
even when he was laughing, which, admittedly, was not often. His son
had inherited his dark eyes and almost obsessive intensity, but
Stogggul radiated power as fearfully as a Khagggun Star-Admiral. He
had»ia way of fixing you with his gaze, as if you were under
surveillance. In this way, he intuited those he could intimidate and
those with whom he needed to curry favor. Lead-Major Frawn was most
definitely in the former category. Stogggul looked from the hologram to the Lead-Major.
"Tell me, Frawn, is there anything about the palace defenses you
have failed to pass on to me?" Frawn walked slowly around the schemata so that he
could view it from all sides, but he seemed preoccupied. Finally, he
ventured: "I do not believe I can add anything further—" Stogggul held up a square-cut hand. "Take your
time, Lead-Major. There is no penalty for forgetfulness, only for
willful disobedience." Frawn swallowed hard. "Well, there is one
thing, though it would not be visible in this schemata. I heard a
story, told to me moments before I left the palace. It concerns the
regent's mistress." "The Kundalan skcettta." The Prime
Factor's hand cut through the air as if it were a shock-sword. "I
am uninterested in animal behavior." Frawn was silent for a moment. "From what I
heard, this is most extraordinary." He hesitated, and Stogggul
nodded. "I suppose on this night of all nights I should
hear everything. Proceed." "The mistress was in a contest with your son." "Which one?" "Kurgan, Prime Factor." Frawn licked his
lips again. "Kurgan shot a bolt from his okummmon which hit a
qwawd's-eye. The mistress then used a Kundalan bow to fire an arrow
up into the air." Stogggul could not help grunting in derision. "The arrow embedded itself in the ground in
front of the tree," Frawn continued. "It magically grew a
vine, which climbed the tree and ate the V'ornn bolt completely." The Prime Factor's face grew blue with blood.
"Lead-Major, why are you wasting my time with this nonsense?" "Perhaps the Kundalan protects the regent with
this selfsame sorcery," he said. "At least that is what I
have heard." Stogggul gave a dismissive gesture.
"Tuskugggun-speak! In a very short time, the Kundalan skcettta
and her putative sorcery will be of no import." He ran his hands
lovingly over the holoimage. "Because we move tonight." Prawn's eyes flicked up. "Tonight, Prime
Factor?" "Now. As we speak. My pack of Khagggun is on
its way." "But I am unprepared." Stogggul frowned. "One should never be
unprepared, Frawn." "I had no warning." "Warning? Should I warn you every time I wipe
my tender parts?" Stogggul tossed his head. "Go with all
due haste to the main barracks and requisition an ion cannon, then
return to the palace and see to your final preparations." Frawn came to attention. "Yes, Prime Factor! At
once!" He hurried out beneath the gargoylelike glare of the
powerful Bashkir. Stogggul peered at the schemata, cleared his throat.
In a moment, another figure emerged through an open doorway to a room
in which all the fusion lamps had been shut down. "Nervous as a Looorm with her first customer."
Stogggul did not take his eyes off the hologram. "Do you still
trust him?" Line-General Kinnnus Morcha strode across the room.
"That 'warning' concerning the Kundalan skcettta." He gave
a curt nod. "He is the regent's eyes, all right." He headed
for the door through which Frawn had come and gone. His hand closed
into a fist. "I will take care of him myself before he leaves
your residence." "I would prefer that you didn't." The Line-General paused and turned back. "I beg
your pardon?" "Blood in my house?" Stogggul shook his
head. "No, that will not do." He came around, viewed the
schemata from the opposite side. "Besides, I believe there is a
better way to handle the Lead-Major, a way that will be more to our
benefit." "In my caste we execute traitors." "This is the cusp of a new age."
Stogggul's eyes rose slowly to take in the Khagggun. "I told you
when we first agreed to join forces that nothing short of
annihilating the entire Ashera family would do. Once we commence, we
are committed. If we fail, if we are caught, we are the ones who will
surely be executed. It is all or nothing with us, yes? Here is the
nexus of our alliance: I become regent, establish my dynasty, and you
and all Khagggun are elevated to Great Caste status." "What about the Gyrgon? You never explained how
you will ensure that they will choose you." "Line-General, you of all Khagggun should
appreciate the value of knowing only as much as you need to know." "The Bashkir have a saying, do they not?
'Knowledge is power.' Between us, it is a matter of… well, I
would say faith, but that word has not been in fashion for
many sidereal cycles. So I suppose I must substitute the word trust." The Prime Factor nodded. "We are in accord. If
we cannot trust each other, then, sadly, we are nothing.'" "Trust does not come easy to a Khagggun,"
Kinnnus Morcha said, thinking suddenly of his last conversation with
Eleusis Ashera. "To a Bashkir, either. Remember now, Eleusis
Ashera must not be killed, not right away. I must get control of the
salamuuun trade. That secret is locked away inside his head. By dawn
you will unearth it for me, even if he is driven mad in the process." Kinnnus Morcha showed long, yellowed teeth. "As
the sysal boweth before the snow, so the old order boweth before the
new." He gave a peremptory jerk of his head. "I had better
return to the palace before my absence is noticed." "Starlight, starbright…" Stogggul
said. The Line-General cocked his head. "Prime
Factor?" "Oh, it is the beginning of a song my mother
sang to me when I was a child. It is not known to you?" "It is not." "Ah, perhaps it was only for the Great Castes,
then." Stogggul was silent a long time. When he spoke again, it
was in an odd, lilting tenor wholly unlike his normal voice:
"Starlight, starbright, in your light I sleep tonight/Guide our
way, build our might/Between the gulfs of airless night." Stogggul made a scooping gesture with his hand and
the schemata of the regent's palace disappeared into his fist. He
strode to where Kinnnus Morcha stood and grasped his wrist as an
equal. "About the Lead-Major…" He leaned in, put his
lips against the other's ear, whispered to him. Then he pulled back
and in his deep voice, he said: "May the starlight fall on both
of us this night, Line-General, as we take our great leap into a new
and glorious future!" It was not until he was safely back inside the
regent's palace that Lead-Major Frawn suspected that he was being
followed. Of all the Haaar-kyut, he had been chosen by the Kundalan
mistress to be the regent's eyes and ears among the traitors who had
gathered around Prime Factor Stogggul's black-and-crimson skirts.
Giyan had chosen well, for she had seen in Frawn that which his
superiors had not: a V'ornn with keen intellect and fierce hearts,
who nonetheless was born to the wrong caste. To protect himself, he
had formed this decidedly dull exterior so that none of his superior
officers would ever ask too much of him. He had invoked the
reputation of being straightforward and utterly reliable. He was also
as nondescript as a V'ornn could get, which is why Prime Factor
Stogggul had singled him out to turn traitor. He was, however,
ignorant of Kinnnus Morcha's treachery, and this lack would, finally,
be his undoing. This suspicion of being followed was the first
inkling he had that things were amiss. Now he wondered whether he had
been followed from the time he left the Prime Factor's residence. He
had been so anxious to deliver his news to the Kundalan mistress who
was his contact that he had not been as careful as he should have
been. Cursing himself, he strode down the hallway toward the great
staircase to the second story. Instead of mounting the staircase, as he had
planned, he went around it. He held the ion cannon close to his side,
comforted by its weight. Night had gripped Kundala in its winged
embrace. Moonrise had yet to commence, but the spray of stars seen
through the openings delivered an icy, glittering light that mingled
uneasily with that thrown off by the fusion lamps. Giving the
impression that he was making his way to the Haaar-kyut auxiliary
barracks, he turned abruptly down a shadow-filled passageway, went up
two short flights of stairs to the gallery that overlooked the
regent's Great Listening Hall. He went swiftly and silently along the
rear of the gallery, keeping to the shadows as best he could. He
stopped often to listen for the muffled footfalls he was certain he
heard behind him. Midway along the gallery, he paused long enough to
thumb a hidden latch the Kundalan mistress had described to him. A
slender section of the wall swiveled inward. The moment he stepped
through, he put his back against the door and shut it. Safe, he thought. He paused a moment to
collect his thoughts. He needed to make his rendezvous with the
Kundalan mistress, and he did not have much time. As she had
directed, he went three paces forward and two to the right. Putting
his hand out, he found the latch set flush in the wall and pushed
with his thumb. He stepped out into a hallway on the second story "You must tell me how you achieved that trick,"
Line-General Kinn-nus Morcha said. Frawn sucked in air as his hearts trip-hammered in
his chest. "Oh, you startled me, commandant." "What are you doing in the residence ring,
Lead-Major? And armed with an ion cannon, no less. Are you planning
to mount a coup?" "Of course not, sir!" Frawn flushed. "The
Kundalan mistress sent me to fetch—" "To fetch what?" Kinnnus Moreha stepped
closer. "Information?" Frawn was wide-eyed with terror. "Information,
commandant? I don't understand—Eh." The Line-General had slapped the ion cannon out of
his hands and was dragging him back into the hidden room. "Now
you listen to me, you slimy patch of filth, I'm onto what you have
been doing—shuttling back and forth between the palace and
Stogggul's residence. Do not insult me with denials. I myself have
seen you." He shook Frawn until his tender parts rattled
painfully. "What traitorous activities have you been brewing
with the Prime Factor?" "I … I have only been pretending to go
along with him. He plans a coup. This very night his men will steal
into the palace, kill the regent and his entire family. I am to man
the west-ring guard station so that I can let his cadre in. But I was
on my way to tell—" "The regent?" Kinnnus Morcha's grip
tightened. "The regent's mistress." "The Kundalan Looorm?" "Yes. She is my contact. I am late for our
rendezvous." "Ah. Then by all means let us go to her with
all due haste." The Line-General released his grip. "I
myself will escort you to her so that no traitor may interfere."
He grinned as they emerged back onto the residence-ring balcony. "Who
knows how many Wennn Stogggul has enlisted from the Haaar-kyut." Flooded with relief, Frawn nodded and led the way
down the corridor. He passed the door to the regent's quarters.
Behind him, Kinnnus Morcha's strong right arm twitched. They soon
came to shadowed doorways. At the second one, Frawn stopped. His
knuckles rapped out a soft set of taps. After an unaccountably long
time, the door opened a crack. With a roar, Kinnnus Morcha drew his double-bladed
shock-sword and ran it though Prawn's back. With a sharp crack like a
bolt of thunder, the ion-charged blades shattered his spinal column.
Morcha used his bulk like a battering ram, staving in the door as he
strode into the chamber. Instead of the Kundalan skcettta, he found
himself face-to-face with the regent. "Kinnnus—" he began, just as the
Line-General thrust his sword points into his neck. Blood gouted over
the carpet. "A quick death is my gift, regent. For all we
meant to each other. You were misguided, but you were fair in your
dealings with me and my Khagggun." Kinnnus Morcha stood over
Eleusis' body. "Your heirs will thank me. Wennn Stogggul would
have you tortured until you vomited up all your secrets. I have
spared you that indignity, at least, and hopefully kept a rein on his
power." Giyan, returning to her chambers after fetching the
datura inoxia, heard the commotion. Being in the garden at the time
of the attack had saved her. She screamed as Kinnnus Morcha swiped
sideways with his sword, severing Eleusis' head from the twitching
shoulders. The Line-General ran after her, stalking through the
rooms, his sword above his head, ready to deliver the death blow, but
she had vanished. With Eleusis' dripping head held before him like a
gruesome lantern, he went swiftly through each room of the apartment
without discovering where she had gone. "N'Luuura take her!" he cried in rage and
frustration. He stared into the regent's bloody face. Was it his
imagination or did it hold an expression of surprise and sadness?
N'Luuura take him, why had he fallen under the spell of that
bloody sorceress? Just then, he heard the sounds of armed combat, knew
that Wennn Stogggul's pack had made its way through the west-ring
door, whose guards he had killed upon returning to the palace. He ran back through the rooms and out onto the
balcony. It was imperative that he show himself, show those still
loyal to the regent that they were fighting for a ghost. It was over,
he knew—or would be as soon as they hoisted Annon's head
alongside that of his father. Nothing less would satisfy Prime Factor
Stogggul, for as long as Annon lived the Ashera Dynasty would remain
alive, and Stogggul's dream of ascending to the regent's chair would
be just that: a dream. As for his overweening desire for the
salamuuun trade, that would have to wait for another day. He rushed
down the balcony, joined members of Stogggul's Khagggun pack as they were battering down
the door to the regent's suite. "The regent is dead" he cried, holding
high the bloody head of Eleusis. "Now for the son. Fetch him so
that I may slay him with the same sword that felled his father." Spook! When he awoke, Annon had a headache the approximate
size and weight of a bull hindemuth. He lay in the underground
cavern, staring straight up at the oculus. For a moment, his mind was
blank, in self-defense perhaps, the way the body will go numb to
protect itself from the onset of pain. Then it all came flooding back
to him: the smell of bitterroot, the flight down the spiral
staircase, the near encounter with the unknown terror, then the chute
to the subterranean caverns, the round door opening and his
confrontation with—well, Enlil only knew what that thing was. And that was the last he remembered until awakening
here, drenched in the cool blue-green light from the fusion lamps in
the palace above, flowing through the oculus. All at once, he became
aware of a change in the light and, shielding his eyes, he rose up on
one elbow and stared upward. Through the translucent lens of the
oculus, he could make out the shadows of people, running this way and
that. As he watched, one of them fell, spread-eagled across one
section of the oculus. What was going on in the palace above? He rolled over, groaned as his pounding head
threatened to blind him. He closed his eyes for a moment, but the
vertigo made him gag. He opened his eyes, drew his legs beneath him,
and tried to stand. He keeled over, put the heel of his hand down to
cushion his fall, discovered a book lying on the stone floor. It was
small, bound in stained leather that looked very old. Surely, it had
not been there before. He picked it up and opened it. It was filled
with Kundalan writing—runes and symbols, lines of complex text
he could not read. He stashed the book in the waistband of his
trousers and slowly got to his feet, reeling a little. Gasping, he put his back against the round
Storehouse Door. The Kundalan runes seemed to sear his flesh. At
length, it dawned on him that he was outside the door and that it was
closed. Meters of solid rock now lay between him and the thing
that had grabbed him. What had it done .to him? What had it wanted?
Why was he here now on the other side of the door? All these
questions merely exacerbated his headache. He bent over, holding his
forehead in his hands while his entire body throbbed. Through the pain he heard his name being called. His
head snapped up, and he groaned in agony. Giyan's voice, shrill with
a hearts-wrenching edge of panic, came from what seemed a long way
off. The instant he answered her, he found her inside his head. She
began to guide him to her. He asked her what was wrong, but she only
urged him to hurry, hurry or it would be too late. Too late for
what? he asked her silently. Please, please, please hurry
The words swam in his head like frenzied fish, goading him on. He had expected her to direct him to a stairway up
to the main floor of the palace, but instead she directed him deeper
into the caverns. The farther he got from the oculus, the less light
there was. In darkness, he was obliged to rely entirehvon her
directions. He did not hesitate. It was a matter of faith—a
word she had taught him, one which he never had cause to test until
tonight. It was an odd thing, he thought as he stumbled onward, to
have such blind faith in someone—especially when that someone
was a Kundalan! For some reason, he remembered the Kundalan female he
and Kurgan had stumbled upon this afternoon down by the stream. His
mind's eye opened like a whistleflower to the sun, and it was as if
he were staring into her face again. He tried to discover what it was
that had passed between them, felt it, grabbed at it, found it just
out of reach. Then, as abruptly as it had appeared, the image
vanished, and he was engulfed in darkness again. Reach out your hand, Giyan's voice said in
his head. He did as she directed, felt her hand grasp his.
Then she had pulled him into a fierce embrace. "Thank Müna you are safe!" she
whispered. "Safe from what?" he asked. She admonished him to lower his voice as she led the
way. "Not what—who. Prime Factor Stogggul. He has moved
against your father." Annon's hearts contracted and he pulled up short.
"Then I must go to him. He will need my help." "That is impossible—" "No!" he jerked away from her, turned in
the blackness and started back the way they had come. "I will
not listen to you! What do you know, anyway? You are Kundalan!" "Annon!" she cried, her voice full of
terrible anguish. "Your father is beyond your help. He is dead—" "That's a lie!" Annon cried. "Kinnnus
Morcha would never allow—" "It was Morcha who slew him—Morcha the
traitor, seduced by a deal with Wennn Stogggul." "No, it can't be!" But he paused, thinking
of the commotion he had seen through the lens of the oculus, someone
falling, spread-eagled, possibly—no, probably—dead. "Ah,
N'Luuura take the enemies of the Ashera!" "Yes," she said with surprising venom.
"N'Luuura take them all!" He dug his knuckles into the ridges of his hairless
skull. "My father is… dead?" She came to him then and laid his head against her
breast, but he jerked away. "No! I'm not a little boy anymore. I am the
eldest Ashera. By the Law of Succession I am the regent now. I must
go back and command—" "You will not go back," Giyan said firmly.
"Stogggul's pack of Kha-gggun has joined with those Haaar-kyut
who follow Morcha. They control the palace now. Everyone loyal to
your father lies in a pool of blood—except you and me." "But I have a duty—" "Listen to me, Annon, at this very moment they
are scouring the palace for us. The Prime Factor is desperate to
destroy you because you are the only person standing in his way." "My sisters?" "Dead. As well as their children. All dead."
Her eyes leveled on him, and he could feel that intensity she brought
to his lessons. "Your duty now is to stay alive." "All of them dead?" He turned this way and
that. Tears stood quivering in the corners of his eyes, and he was
shamed. He turned to her. "Remember the seer?" He saw her
look. "The old V'ornn on the street corner. He said I that I
should beware. That I was marked by the Ancient One." "Nonsense. I told you." "Maybe he saw all this." His eyes were
open wide in shock and fear. "What am I to do? This is all
happening too fast." "Shock tactics. A key part of Stogggul's plan,"
Giyan whispered. "What about the Gyrgon?" Annon said. "They
must be my allies. By law I replace my father as regent when he
dies." Giyan put her hand over his okummmon. "Do not
be so certain. Have you been Summoned? Have the Gyrgon contacted you
as they should have?" His silence goaded her on. "The only
way to defeat Stogggul is to escape the palace and the city. To gain
time to consider your options, to discover who may still be loyal to
the Ashera, to discover from which quarters help may come. You cannot
do this yourself. Please, Annon, you must believe me." Believe a Kundalan, he thought. Everyone
is mad, including me. "All right," he said at last. "Lead
the way." Sudden light flared and Annon shaded his eyes,
squinting, his hearts racing. Had they been discovered so soon? But
no, he saw as his eyes adjusted, Giyan had lighted the remnant of an
old pitch torch with a firestick. The thing coughed and sputtered and
threatened to extinguish itself, but Giyan cupped her hands,
shielding it from a draft and it regained life. She stood before him,
dressed oddly for her in Tusku-gggun robes complete with the
traditional sifeyn, the cowl that covered her head. He looked around, saw how V'ornn technology had
carved out a series of saclike cells in this section of the bedrock.
He peered inside, already knowing what he would find. "How long did Kundalan prisoners last in
there?" Giyan stared at the strange and eerie scalpels, clamps,
wires, spadelike blades and pincers that protruded from the curved
walls and ceiling like pustules on someone dying of duur fever.
"Typically." Annon poked his head into the second cell. It
smelled very bad. "It depended on how willing the prisoner was
to speak." "What you really mean is that it depended on
the form of torture the interrogators used." Annon turned to her, but ignored her accusation.
"Why are we lingering here?" He stamped first one foot,
then another. "You said yourself—" Giyan shoved her left palm toward him. "We will
not get far no matter where we go or how cleverly we hide, when I
have this." "The okuuut!" She nodded. "My identity implant. With this,
they can track me anywhere we go." Her eyes were large, catching
the bright yellow spark of the pitch torch. "We must be rid of
it." "But how?" She produced Kurgan's bolt, held it out to him haft
first. "No," he said, his stomachs lurching. "You
cannot mean—!" "Annon, it must be done." When she saw him
backing away, she said: "Listen to me, it is your duty—your
first duty as the new regent. You must protect
yourself. At all costs." "But it will hurt so much!" She smiled. "Not so much as you fear. I will
guide you every step of the…" Her words trailed off. Annon saw her staring at him.
"What is it?" "Annon, in Müna's name!" She pointed
at his bare torso. He looked down at his chest, his ribs—his
ribs! There were no wounds, just a small discoloration. He pressed
his fingers to his rib cage. No pain, so soreness, not even the hint
of an ache. And the peculiar throbbing of the gyreagle talon was
gone. He looked back at her in wonder and started to tell
her what had happened, but stopped as she thrust the haft of the bolt
into his hand. "There's no time," she whispered. "Tell
me as you work. It will serve to distract me." The best place for her to sit was inside one of the
cells. He chose the least foul-smelling one and, taking the lighted
torch, squatted beside her. But when he examined the four-tined point
of the bolt he shook his head. "What's the matter?" she asked. "This will never work." "But you've got to—" He held up a hand as he rose. He went over to the
wall full of interrogation implements, chose the sickle-bladed
scalpel, and returned with it. He thrust the blade into the flame,
cleansing it. Giyan watched the thing as if it were a poison-adder. He held the glowing edge of the curved scalpel over
the okuuut, waiting only for it to cool sufficiently. "This is ironic, don't you think?" She
looked straight into his eyes, would not look at the V'ornn-made
horrors of their surroundings. "I don't know where to begin," Annon said. "Begin at the moment you left my chambers." He knew that she had deliberately misunderstood him,
and he was curiously grateful for that. He spoke at the same moment
the scalpel penetrated her skin. She sucked in her breath, the blood
commenced to flow. "Deeper," she said, gritting her teeth.
"You must get underneath it." She put her back against the wall, spread her legs
and braced herself, but as Annon held her left hand in his, as he
continued to carve into her while he told her everything that had
occurred since he had left her, he felt a kind of lassitude flow
through her like a current of syrup, slowing her pulse, her
heartbeat, even, if he could believe his senses, the very flow of her
blood. When he came to the part about the feeling that had
come over him on the spiral stairwell, her glassy-eyed stare fixed on
him, and she said in a strangely deep voice: "How are you
doing?" "Okay, I think." "Are you underneath the okuuut?" "Yes." Her blood dripped slowly between
her spread fingers, ran down the side of his hand, dripped off his
wrist. "You will feel three threads, like wires,"
she said after a moment. "You must find the thinnest
one and sever it. You must sever it first."
Her voice seemed weird, slurred, but he dared not look up, break his
concentration. He felt divided. He wanted to work as fast as he could
to spare her more pain but he was afraid he would make a mistake, cut
a nerve or artery, damage her permanently. For an instant, he was as
aware as she was of every clever instrument of torture that
surrounded them. Then, he set his fear aside and concentrated on
recounting his story. "The gyreagle talon pulsed inside you?"
she said. "Yes. It was as if it was drawing me down here
to the caverns." "And then the Door to the Storehouse opened?" "Yes. And I saw the creature." "Tell me. What did it look like?" When he told her, she began to shake. "Do you
remember its color?" "It was the purest sea-green." "The Dragon Seelin." Her voice was a
hushed whisper. "No one living has seen a Sacred Dragon—" "I did see it." "I might have thought you were hallucinating,"
she breathed, "but only a Sacred Dragon could have removed the
gyreagle talon and healed you like that." "And when I woke up I found a book beside me." "What kind of book?" "An old book with worn leather covers. It is
Kundalan, I think. I will show you when I am finished." He could feel the three snakelike threads. It was
difficult with all the blood and her own ganglia nearby to tell one
from the other. The thinnest, she had said. Sever the thinnest first.
Suddenly chilled, he hesitated. "Go on," she said softly. "You can do
it, Annon. I know it." He licked his lips, looking very much like his
father. "Giyan, tell me about the Dragons." Giyan closed her eyes, whether out of pain or
concentration he could not say. "The Five Sacred Dragons created
Kundala and all the heavens around it. The Ramahan claim they are
Müna's children, just like the Hagoshrin, guardians of The
Pearl. What is the reality of it? I simply do not know. I doubt that
even the konara, the senior priestesses who make up the Dea Cretan,
the Ramahan High Council, could tell us." One-two-three. He thought he had found the right
thread. At least, it seemed the thinnest. "I have found it." "What are you waiting for, then? Cut it." He moved the blade a millimeter. Her breathing slowed. "Don't… Try not to
damage the okuuut," she said. "With luck, it will continue
to transmit for a time after you have severed it and we can mislead
Stogggul's cadre as to our whereabouts." He nodded and began. With her free hand, she wiped
away the sweat running down his face. He could feel the hardness of
the Gyrgon-made thread against the edge of the blade and he summoned
his courage and strength, all at once shoving it forward, severing
it. Giyan gave a little gasp. Her head came down onto
her chest, her sifeyn hiding her expression. "Thank you,"
she whispered. He worked quickly now, moving the tip in a
semicircle, lifting the thing out of her. While she dug out her
herbs, he peered at the okuuut. It was filmed in blood, and he used
his thumb to clean it off. He turned it over, saw the raw roots of
the severed wires. "It's dead," he said. "The moment I
cut the ganglia it shut down." "Bad luck," she said as she packed the
wound with the herbs, wrapped it in part of the bandage she was going
to use to bind his wounds. "There are times when misdirection
has its merits." "How are you?" he asked. She looked at him. Her eyes were losing their glassy
appearance. "I will be fine, Annon." He stood, handed her the bolt, wiped the scalpel on
his trouser leg. He almost let go of it, then thought better of it. "Now, show me the book," she said. Was it his imagination, or was she looking at him
with an odd expression? He pulled out the small book from inside the
waistband of his trousers and handed it to her. Her hands were
shaking as she opened it. "It is Kundalan, isn't it?" he said. "But
the writing—You taught me to read Kundalan, but I can't read
this." "It is written in the Old Tongue." She was
flushed and breathless. She held it out, but he shook his head. "It is Kundalan. You should have it." Her eyes were shining as she pressed the book into
his hands. "It was given to you for a reason, Annon. Hide it,
keep it safe, and under no circumstances are you to tell anyone about
it. Understand?" He nodded, wondering what had just happened. She was
looking at him as if she had never seen him before. He cleared his throat. "We had better be on our
way," he said. Kurgan Stogggul stood on the inner balcony of the
regent's suite. The doors had been thrown open, and the curtains blew
and billowed like clouds in the still night air. One of Kundala's
moons had recently risen. Half its pocked face was visible, like the
bones of a very old woman. It hung above the regent's chamber like a
lamp about to be extinguished, striking with its cool reflected light
the familiar features of Eleusis Ashera. His eyes, already filmed
over, were wide and staring as if to make an eternal comment on his
untimely death. Kurgan watched sourly as his father held aloft the
trophy Kinnnus Morcha had secured for him. The two of them had been fighting like children.
From what he could gather, his father had instructed the Line-General
to keep Eleusis Ash-era alive long enough to torture him for the
secret to the salamuuun trade, but events had gotten out of hand,
according to Morcha, and he had had no choice but to kill the regent.
Well, at least his father had a trophy for his bedside, Kurgan
thought. In any case, it was his opinion that Eleusis Ashera would
never have revealed his secrets in the limited amount of time the
Line-General had to work on him. In order for the coup to succeed,
his father had to announce by morning that all the Ashera were dead.
Not that anyone was interested in his opinion, Kurgan knew. To
N'Luuura with them all!! "The palace is secure. Victory is ours."
Kinnnus Morcha proclaimed. "How long have I waited for this
moment." The Prime Factor's voice was hoarse from shouting.
"Ever since the Gyrgon unjustly ruled against my father, ever
since they installed the Ashera as regents? Oh no, longer than that.
All my life, it seems I stood in Eleusis Ashera's shadow, all my
accomplishments hollow next to the accursed Ashera." He held
high the prize of Eleusis Ashera's severed head. "And now at the
brink of my finest moment, I must content myself with this." He
tapped the temple of his nemesis. "Everything that was in
there—all the precious secrets—gone with one thrust of an
ion sword." "Be jubilant" Kinnnus Morcha cried. "Do
not allow anything to deny you this moment for, at last, your time is
finally come" "You are right, my friend" Wennn Stogggul
spat into Eleusis Ashera's face. "This night I have almost
everything I desire." "And I have no doubt that soon you will have it
all." The two of them toasted each other with fire-grade
numaaadis from the regent's cellar. "No more of that vile cloudy rakkis!"
Kinnnus Morcha shouted, wiping his lips, only to down another glass
of the strong V'ornn liquor. Victory, yes, Kurgan thought. For them.
But what about me? "Line-General," the giddy Stogggul said,
"when will your Khagggun bring me the head of Annon Ashera?"
He lifted his bloody trophy high. "If heads are to be my prizes
this night, I would have a matched set" "That depends," Kinnnus Morcha said. "If
you contact the Gyrgon, they can track him instantly by his
okummmon." "You are my tracker, Line-General."
Stogggul bit down hard on his contempt. The Lesser Castes knew so
little about the Gyrgon. If he contacted them now, they would find
Annon Ashera, all right. And doubtless place him on the regent's
throne by right of succession. This was an outcome to be avoided at
all costs. No, no. He had planned it well. He would go to the Gyrgon
in a position of strength, not as a petitioner on his knees. "And find him I will, make no mistake,"
Kinnnus Morcha said. "He is still within the palace walls. I
myself saw him enter with the Kundalan skcettta. Trust me, he will
not escape us. There is no one to give him aid; by night's end we
will have executed them all" The two men laughed like chü-foxes
at the rising of the moons. Annon came in with Ciyan, Kurgan thought,
observing them, cloaked by night and shadows. If he
escapes, it will be with her connivance. She knows every secret nook
and cranny of this accursed place. He looked over the side of the balcony, grabbed hold
of a sturdy vine from one of the oldest of the star-rose plants,
shinnied down into the garden. He went swiftly along the loggia to
where one of his father's Khagggun was manning the west-ring guard
post. He planted himself in front of the Khagggun, and in
his most authoritative voice said: "My father needs a Tracker.
Now." The Khagggun looked at him, nodded distractedly, and
handed over a metallic oval. "Mind it's returned to me. Those
things are expensive." He raised his voice as Kurgan took off at
a trot. "It will be my salary docked if you lose it!" Kurgan thumbed on the Tracker as he went, dialed up
the directory. This showed him the names of all Kundalan with
okuuut registered within the palace's purview. It took him but a
moment to scroll through the list. He highlighted Giyan's name,
pressed a red button. The Tracker beeped three times as the screen
cleared. He saw the word: TRACKING and then: FOUND. He watched, while
the letters and symbols scrolled in a spiral over the screen. They're in the subterranean caverns, he
said to himself. Very close to the northern perimeter. What can
they be up to? What does the Kundalan female know that I don't? In
this case, plenty, he told himself. Neither his father nor the Line-General would
consider that the Kundalan skcettta might harbor maternal instincts
toward her charge. An animal feeling protective toward a V'ornn?
Unthinkable. Adults, he thought. Slow as a hindemuth and
twice as stupid. He raced through the labyrinthine corridors and
chambers. He was almost at the north end of the ring when the signal
blipped off. He paused, as much to catch his breath as to see what
had happened. The diagnostic tab showed him the Tracker was working
perfectly. Something had terminated the signal. That could only
happen if Giyan was dead. He could only deduce that Annon was alone
and doubtless frightened out of his wits. Kurgan imagined what he
would feel like if his father was dead, if he saw his bloody head
being held aloft. He saw the north-ring guard post up ahead and slowed
down before he was spotted by the Haaar-kyut manning it. He took deep
breaths to get his wind back and passed by the idiot Khagggun in his
father's pay. They weren't any brighter than Morcha's unit. He was
smarter than all of them put together. Laughing to himself, he sauntered out of the north
gates. He paused to look around. More Khagggun were arrayed around
the palace as if awaiting a major revolt—by what, he snickered,
a herd of maddened cthauros? He threaded his way through the
Khagggun. All of them knew Kurgan Stogggul, the Prime Factor's son.
Prime Factor, soon to be regent. Beyond the military perimeter, Axis Tyr lay in
unnatural, enforced darkness. There was an air about the place of a
military campaign, the acrid edge of brawny muscle, leveled weapons,
and ominous threat. Here and there, tucked into far-distant corners
of the city, fusion lamps still burned. But here, shadows bundled in
the street, piled themselves in doorways, stretched forth their
elastic fingers to embrace walls, windows, shopfronts, cthauros pens,
and those few passersby drawn by the Khagggun's inevitable clamor. Kurgan stopped to visually reconnoiter. This was a
trick the Old V'ornn had taught him when he had taken him hunting.
Don't look and walk, he had said. Stand still and let
your eyes pick out the likely spots for game. Now Kurgan looked from sector to sector in an arc
radiating out from the looming north face of the regent's palace.
Where would I put an exit, he asked himself, if I had
built that subterranean cavern? Running from right to left, he saw a row of
artisan's ateliers—Bashkir-run businesses where Tuskugggun past
childbearing age plied their trades. He took them in quickly and
superficially and went on. He recognized one of the city's four
cthauros pens, from which V'ornn could ride into the countryside; a
marble fountain, one of hundreds throughout Axis Tyr; more
shopfronts—the northern edge of the market district, to be
exact. Nothing out of the ordinary, little that seemed suitable,
unless… His eyes swung back to the row of ateliers. Many of
the Tuskugggun needed kilns, deep pools of running water and the
like, so they had appropriated these buildings from displaced
Kundalan artisans because in most instances what they needed was
already in place Their equipment required basements, foundations,
water pipes, filtration systems—in short, extensive
subterranean work spaces that might easily have been joined up in the
past to secret passageways and hidden doors. Having made his decision, Kurgan trotted off toward
the ateliers. Every so often, he checked the Tracker, but it showed
nothing. On Grey Weave Street, he clung to the shadows of the
buildings, trying each door in turn. All were locked. Turning the
corner onto Blank Lane, he discovered a narrow alleyway the
Tuskugggun used to lay in supplies and set out huge barrels of
castoffs and remnants. The alley was deserted and ill lighted. Kurgan
walked its length, now and again peering in back windows, seeing
little but his own ghostly reflection. When he reached the south end
of the alley, he chose a spot behind a barrel reeking of dye-lot
salts and hunkered down. As it happened, he did not have long to wait. He
heard a noise first, and peered around the side of the barrel. He saw
Annon emerging from an underground cistern. Kurgan was about to call
out to him when he saw him turn, bend, and extend his arm. He hauled
upward, and out of the cistern popped a Tuskugggun. Kurgan held his
breath. What was this? He wondered. Then the Tuskugggun turned so
that her face was briefly toward him. He sucked in his breath. The
Kundalan skcettta! Kurgan was stunned. With her okuuut inoperative,
she should have been dead. Then he saw why Annon had been helping
her: a bandage was wound tightly around her left palm. She had
surgically removed the okuuut! Kurgan had never heard of such a thing
happening; up until that moment he had not known it was possible. But
he was someone who rejoiced in the new and unexpected, and now he
held his position; stilled his voice. He watched and waited. When Giyan pointed north, he followed them to the
cthauros pens. He watched, wide-eyed, as the Kundalan skcettta went
over the fence and walked into a knot of the animals. He himself put
no faith in the consistency of behavior of any Kindalini animal and
now he was astonished to see how these sestapeds stamped the ground,
bent their long necks so that she could scratch their heads. She
beckoned to Annon, who nimbly vaulted over the fence. When she had
put him on a cthauros she had chosen, she grabbed another by its
thick neck hair and swung herself astride its broad back. It lifted
its head and rose on its four hind legs. Then she slapped Annon's
mount, dug her heels into her own, and the two cthauros charged the
north fence of the pen, soared over the highest rail, landed on the
street, and, with sparks flying, took off in the direction of the
North Gate. When Kurgan returned to the regent's suite in the
palace he found his father sitting in a chair with his booted feet
propped up on _. desk. Eleusis Ashera's personal silicon wafers were
strewn across the floor, caught in the edges of carpets, flapping
like the wings of wounded birds from the louvers in the fusion lamps.
Wennn Stogggul held an empty bottle of fire-grade numaaadis in one
hand and Annon's birth-caul in the other. They swung in time to his
singing, and what he was singing was something about starlight. He
was singing this idiotic little ditty to a ragged line of disembodied
heads which sat atop the desk, while periodically flinging wet kisses
at them. Kurgan recognized them all: the heads of the former regent,
his three daughters, their two small sons and one daughter. "Ah, there you are," Wennn Stogggul said,
barely missing a refrain. "Hiding in the shadows, eh?" "No, I—" "Well, who can blame you?" Wennn
Stogggul's face grew violet with the gathering of blood. "I
should murder you along with all your friends in the Ashera Dynasty." "That is an unfair accusat—" "Who said life is fair? Has it been fair to me?
The difference is, I don't whine about it." Stogggul's eyes were
half-glazed, and there was a nasty expression on his face. "I
don't suck up to the Ashera the way you have with Annon just to be in
his reflected glory. Disgusting be- havior. Now see where it has
gotten you." He laughed drunkenly. "Fool that you are, you
chose the wrong side!" His laughter rose to an ear-splitting
level. "Perhaps I should punish you! Yes, that is what I shall
do!" "You are always punishing me." "And why should I not? My father did the same
to me. Punishment is the quickest way to learn." Kurgan bit his lip until he tasted a fine thread of
blood. Wennn Stogggul rubbed his nose. "Speaking of
your grandfather, do you know what Kinnnus Morcha told me? Eleusis
claimed the Ashera did not sabotage his spacecraft. Outlandish,
what?" He threw Annon's birth-caul at the regent's head,
toppling it off its perch. "And to compound his calumny he said
that your grandfather was on a fool's errand! Can you imagine? Your
grandfather a fool?" Rage welled up in Kurgan, and he could no longer
keep silent. "Eleusis was right. Grandfather was a fool
to think he could directly challenge the Ashera claim on salamuuun." Wennn Stogggul's face turned purple. "Don't say
a word!" he shouted. "Not one more word against your
grandfather! He was a great V'ornn! A successful V'ornn,
which is more than I can say for you! You aren't worth a grain-weight
against him." Something shut down inside Kurgan. He felt like an
island in the middle of a raging sea. He knew he must do whatever it
took to keep himself from being inundated by the rising water. "You
are drunk on your victory, father. But it will be short-lived
unless—" "There you go whining again." Wennn
Stogggul spat at his son's feet. "Unless what?" he roared.
"Will you look into your magic crystal ball and show me the
future?" He laughed harshly, contemptuously. "On to
something of real importance! I am in need of more of this
fine numaaadis." "I think you have had enough." "Who asked you to think? Fetch me another
bottle, you little swine!" the Prime Factor shrieked, hurling
the bottle at the boy. Easily ducking the makeshift ordnance, Kurgan
retreated to the hallway, where he ran into Line-General Kinnnus
Morcha. The huge Khagggun's booming laugh echoed down the
otherwise eerily quiet halls. "Running your father's errands
again?" "I guess we have that in common," Kurgan
said. Kinnnus Morcha frowned. Unlike Wennn Stogggul, he
was not too drunk to know what was being said. "You have an
uncommonly acid tongue for one so young." "I am not as young as all that. How about a
drink?" "A drink?" The Line-General's laughter
boomed out again. "I warrant you are one of a kind.
Why, the fire-grade numaaadis your father and I have been drinking would shrivel the markings on
your tender parts. That is, if your tender parts had any
markingsV He roared again as his jest. "One drink," Kurgan pressed. "That is
all I ask. It is a special night, after all." Kinnnus Morcha regarded him with a remarkably sober
expression. "Aye, there is no disputing that." "Well, then. Where is the harm?" He
grinned. "I won't tell my father if you won't." The Line-General nodded. "All right. As you
say, where is the harm?" He led Kurgan into a midsize chamber that had been
converted from a sanctuary into a library. Where images of the
Goddess Müna had hung, now stood cases filled with silicon
wafers and data-gems that held the entire cultural libraries of the
races the V'ornn had conquered. Of their own past, however, there was
precious little. Kurgan waited until the other poured the liquor into
Kundalan-made goblets and handed one to him. "To our enemies!" Kinnnus Morcha cried.
"May destruction possess their houses!" They downed their numaaadis, and Kurgan had to
control his throat from closing up. As the intolerable fire spread
into the first of his three stomachs, he said: "Speaking of
enemies, how goes the search for the new regent?" Kinnnus Morcha's head swiveled like a predator's.
"Foolish child! If you have even half a brain, you will not call
Annon Ashera that in front of your father." "But that's what Annon is, right? The new
regent. Heir to the Ashera Dynasty." "Only until we catch him and carry his head on
a pike through the streets of Axis Tyr." Kurgan went and refilled his goblet, spread himself
comfortably into a gigantic V'ornn chair. "One drink and no more," the Line-General
stated. "I have to see to the search." "The search, the search." Kurgan put his
feet up, crossed one black boot over another. "The search,
Line-General, is not going well." Kinnnus Morcha slammed the goblet down with such
force it shattered. "That is none of your affair." "Possibly not," Kurgan said, taking a sip
of the numaaadis. "But it ought to be." "Arrogant pup!" "Arrogance? Is it arrogance that I can tell you
how to find the new regent?" Kinnnus Morcha snorted. "I was a fool to let
you have even a sip of numaaadis. It has gone straight to your head."
He strode to the doorway. "I have no more time to waste with—" "But I do know where he is." The Khagggun looked down at him derisively. "Why
should I believe you?" Kurgan shrugged. "Because I have seen him." "You what!" "And he is not alone." Kurgan grinned
again. "Contrary to your boast to my father, not all of Annon's
friends are lying in a pool of blood." "If this is truth, I demand that you—!" "Line-General, you will pardon me for saying
this, but you are in no position to demand anything of me." He
got up, poured numaaadis into another goblet, handed it to Kinnnus
Morcha. He gestured languidly. "Have a seat, and we will talk." The Line-General looked as if both his hearts were
going to explode at once. "Are you insane?" "You should consider being more polite,
Line-General." Kurgan sat down opposite the other, "As you
Khagggun would say, I've just risen in the ranks." "What is this—extortion?" "Nothing of the kind, Line-General. I have
something you need, and you have something I want." Kurgan
shrugged. "It's a deal, pure and simple." Kinnnus Morcha eyed him suspiciously. "Has your
father put you up to this? Is this some sort of test?" "My father is blissfully, drunkenly ignorant of
this meeting. And I intend to keep it that way." All at once,
Kurgan leaned forward. "You see, he may think of you as his
errand boy, but I see your true worth." "You do? You are only—what—fifteen
sidereal cycles old." "My chronological age is irrelevant. I have
gone through the Channeling. I know things. I can sense them when
others beat about the bushes in the darkness." His eyes sparked.
"What I am proposing, Line-General, is an alliance. I want to be
your adjutant." Kinnnus Morcha's mouth nearly dropped open. "Quite
apart from the absurdity of the notion, I already have an adjutant." "I know. His name is—what?" Kurgan
snapped his fingers. "Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar." Kurgan nodded. "Ah yes, the renowned hero Rekkk
Hacilar—intelligent, resourceful, ruthless, and—" "And what?" Kinnnus Morcha's eyes
narrowed. "Well…" Kurgan looked down at his
curled fingers. "There is a rumor … a disturbing rumor
that Rekkk Hacilar was in league with Eleusis Ashera: that, like
regent, the Pack-Commander has a soft spot in his heart for the
Kundalan." Kinnnus Morcha's canny eyes locked on Kurgan.
"Information of this nature is rarely available to one so young.
How come you by it?" "I am like a Khagggun in this, Line-General. I
do not reveal my sources." Kinnnus Morcha sat back and steepled his fingers.
"What to make of you, Kurgan Stogggul? Are you clever or simply
arrogant?" Kurgan remained silent. He knew when to keep his
mouth shut. "The truth is…" Kinnnus Morcha
paused, threw his arms wide. "The truth that will not leave this
room is that I have had Pack-Commander Hacilar under surveillance for
some time. Transferring First-Captain Olnnn Rydddlin to the pack was
on my command, though I took pains that it should not appear so.
Olnnn Rydddlin is my Khagggun, hearts and soul. His assignment is to
observe—" "To spy, you mean." Kinnnus Morcha shrugged. "To a Khagggun, the
two words are interchangeable. I have also kept Rekkk Hacilar's pack
raiding in the west, where we have a less complete picture of the
resistance cells, where he might feel more free to express his
alleged predilections concerning the Kundalan." "Has he betrayed himself?" "Not yet. Olnnn Rydddlin says that he is
exceedingly careful." Kinnnus Morcha turned his hands over as if
emptying them of sand. "Perhaps, after all, the rumor is false.
We all have enemies. Advancement breeds jealousy in those passed
over." Kurgan held the Line-General's gaze as carefully as
he would hold a female's hand. "I say get rid of him before he
does something traitorous." Kinnnus Morcha's head shot forward, and his yellow
teeth glistened in the fusion-lamp light. "You are a trollish
little thing, aren't you?" Kurgan let his breath out slowly in order to keep
himself from choking on his fear of Morcha. "Do not make the
mistake of underestimating me, Line-General. I may be young, but I
know who I am." Kinnnus Morcha, still on point, surveyed the other.
"I know what you are—you are Bashkir. You could not be my
adjutant even if I desired it." "Please understand, Line-General, I also know
what I want." Those teeth glistened. "Tell me why I should
care." "You yourself have made a deal with my father
to bring Great Caste status to the Khagggun. It is my belief that in
the coming years the Khagggun will play a larger role in V'ornn
governance. That is what I want." "No, I think what you want is what you
want." Kurgan smiled a secret smile. "As do we all,
Line-General. However, what I just said is not a lie." At last, Kinnnus Morcha sat back. He looked into his
goblet and downed its contents in one swallow. His head came up, and
he pointed a murderous stare at Kurgan. The boy drained his portion
of numaaadis in one swallow and with a fierce will held his stomachs
still when they threatened to rebel. "You swear you have seen Annon Ashera?" "Yes." "On which floor is he hiding?" "He has already escaped the palace grounds." The Line-General slammed his fist onto the tabletop.
"This is bad news, indeed." "Only if you do not know where he is headed." Kinnnus Morcha cocked his head. "And you do, I
gather." "I can make an educated guess. And that,
Line-General, is far more than anyone else can do." Kinnnus Morcha's eyes were slits as a plan took
shape in his mind. "I could send Rekkk Hacilar on this mission,"
he mused. "It would be a test, yes. If he has been allied, as I
have heard, with Eleusis Ashera, he will show his traitorous colors
in going after the son. And, after all, I have Olnnn Rydddlin to
ensure nothing goes wrong." All at once, he sat forward on the
chair so that their knees were almost touching. He extended his arm,
and Kurgan took it. Kurgan felt a thrill shoot through him. The Line-General held Kurgan's arm in a painful
grip. "Kurgan Stogggul, if you are correct, if we find Annon
Ashera, then you have my word. Everything you desire shall be yours." Eleana Came the deluge. Annon, who had been keeping an eye
on the thick strata of cloud that had obscured the moon, felt the
sudden sharp bite of the west wind, saw the brushy tops of the
blesson firs whip this way and that, then bow before the downpour.
The bleak sky opened up, and rain cascaded down with uncommon fury. Within seconds they were soaked. Fifteen kilometers
north of Axis Tyr, bent low over the sweat-slick backs of their
galloping cthauros, they felt the rain as if it were a weight upon
them. The world closed in until they could see no farther than
several meters in any given direction. By this time, they had joined with the river, which
at this point ran almost due north into the heart of the Djenn Marre.
But they could no more see the mountain range ahead of them than they
could the silhouette of Axis Tyr behind them. They had come through
the low plains, which, to the west below the point where the Chuun
River turned, became marshland, dangerous and difficult to traverse
not only for its uncertain footing but also for the creatures
inhabiting it. Though they had intended to put as much distance
between them and the city, wherever possible they had tried to keep
clear of the small clots of the outlying villages that had sprung up
like satellites to Axis Tyr's sun. The fewer people who saw them, the
better. Even if it was mainly Kundalan who lived here, you never knew
who might be in the pay of the V'ornn, for it was a well-known fact
among the underground that the V'ornn were experts in co-opting
Kundalan, preying upon their dissatisfaction, their petty rivalries,
jealousies, and their level of poverty. It was said that the V'ornn
paid well for their prying eyes and ears. The banks along the Chuun now began to rise as they
made their way out of the lowlands upon which Axis Tyr had been
built. On either side of the river, what had once been oat grass and
ammonwood fields had been supplanted by vast orchards of genetically
engineered laaaddis trees, from whose fruit the potent V'ornn drink
numaaadis was made. Hordes of Kundalan farmers had had their lands
usurped by the mammoth V'ornn earthmovers, their crops plowed under
to make room for the Gyrgon-created mutations. These same farmers
were then indoctrinated in the care of the laaaddis orchards, reduced
to serfs under the yoke of the invaders. Once, fifty years ago, the
underground had set fire to some of these orchards. The V'ornn
response had been swift and murderous. Kundalan children had been
killed in front of their parents, then husbands killed before the
horrified eyes of their wives. Only the women were left with the
backbreaking burden of replanting the vat-grown young laaaddis,
restoring the orchards to their former growth levels. To this day, no
Kundalan could pass by these lands without an anguished heart. For an hour or more, they plodded past these neatly
turned rows of alien trees. The serrated leaves rustled like armor in
the night wind, the corkscrewlike limbs growing heavy with the
blackish fruit whose musty odor was so offensive to the Kundalan. At long last, they reached the northern edge of the
orchards. All at once, scruffy stands of evergreens—feathery
blesson firs, grey-blue Marre pines, along with scrub-wood and
curly-bark river lingots—overtook the almost obsessively
geometrical patterns of the laaaddis, and gradually the small
villages were reduced to a scattering of farmhouses. The
well-trammeled earthen path they followed wound in and out of these
forests, taking them first away from the churning Chuun, then back
again. In the pounding rain, no creature stirred or hunted. In any
event, the drumming sound of the rain mingling with their cthauros'
hoofbeats drowned out everything but the rapid firing of their
hearts. Annon's mind was still abuzz with the horror of
recent events. He wished that he had been able to see his father one
last time, but perhaps it was better that he hadn't. From what he had
managed to pry out of Giyan, his family's deaths had been horrific.
Still, his mind's eye opened like an iris, his imagination providing
the images his eyes had not seen. He wept to think of his father so
ignominiously beheaded—and by the commandant of the Haaar-kyut,
the very Khagggun sworn to protect him with his life! His fists
tightened in the cthauros' thick mane, his teeth ground together. If
it was the last thing he did, he swore to himself, he would avenge
his father's death and the deaths of all the Ashera. Rage boiled up
in him, almost unseating him in its intensity. He threw his head back
and wailed into the howling of the storm. His mouth filled with
rainwater and he spat it out, imagining that it struck Kinnnus
Morcha's and Wennn Stogggul's decapitated heads. He would live to see
that sight, he vowed. If it took the rest of his life, he would make
it happen. He missed Kurgan, missed his hard practicality, the
razor-sharp clarity of his thoughts. Kurgan might be impulsive, but
he was a genius at long-range planning. Annon could use those
abilities now. Kurgan despised his father, but Annon had little idea
of his loyalty to his family. Annon resolved to contact his best
friend when the time was right. But not now. In the meantime, though,
what was he to do? Even if they successfully fled to the mountains,
then what? To whom could he turn? Who would help him? More questions continued to plague him. He had no
idea how they had gotten past the Khagggun manning the North Gate to
the city. Astonishingly, they had had no trouble at all. It was as if
all the guards had seen was a V'ornn Tuskugggun with her son. They
had pulled up in front of the guard post and the markings on his
tender parts had begun to itch as the Khagggun had emerged to
confront them. Then something he still could not explain had
happened. Giyan began to speak but in a language he had never heard
before. Instantly, his eyelids had become heavy and he had observed
the rapt faces of the Khagggun through the slitted lids of someone so
exhausted he was asleep on his feet. Nevertheless, he was certain
that the Khagggun had listened to Giyan's alien words as if they
understood her perfectly. Then they had nodded, opened the gates, and
waved them through. There had been no time to ask her what had
happened, no time since then, either, since they had mercilessly
spurred their mounts on without surcease from that moment on. Now the land began to rise in earnest. It became
rockier and rougher. Quite soon, the lowland forests gave way to
stands of ammonwood, heartwood, and stone-oak—hardwoods that
thrived in a climate farther away from the sea, in land where the
water table was higher. Great swaths had been cut in these beautiful
forests, as the V'ornn's ravenous thirst for raw materials increased
the logging industry out of all proportion. Annon knew that
there were many V'ornn-mandated strip mines in the foothills of the
Djenn Marre, extracting from Kundala every carbon-based and
silicon-based ore they could find, plus some substances pulled from
deep within the magma of the planet unknown even to the Kundalan. It
was hinted that the Gyrgon studied them in their secret laboratories. Annon felt more comfortable in these hardwood
forests not only because it meant that they were farther from Axis
Tyr and therefore farther from detection, but also because the huge,
majestic trees served as the best natural screening for their
headlong flight. Sorcery. Of course Giyan had used her Kundalan
sorcery to somehow convince the Khagggun guards that she was Annon's
mother. In her Tuskugggun robes and sifeyn she had only to conjure a
V'ornn face for them to become convinced. But if that was what
happened, why hadn't he been affected? True, he had felt a deep
lassitude come over him, but for him her appearance had never
altered. He saw her face during the exchange and it was the one he
had always known. He shook his head. Even when one mystery was
solved, it spawned another, more vexing than the first. Annon judged it to be three sidereal hours before
dawn when Giyan slowed their pace to a trot, then a walk, and finally
halted beneath the thick canopy of a heartwood. By this time, the
river was some few kilometers to the east, as the path there had
widened to a road along which there was sure to be traffic, even at
this late hour. The V'ornn had dictated that their rape of the planet
continue night and day without letup. Logging wagons used that road;
it would be far too risky to be spotted as lone travelers heading
north. The forest trail Giyan had found slowed them, but afforded far
more security. The sweet smell of damp decay mingled with the
storm's ozone-edged frenzy as they dismounted. "What is it?" he asked, coming around as
she knelt at the side of her cthauros. Giyan touched the beast so that he raised one of the
hind legs. She inspected the sole of the hoof. "He picked up a
stone," she said, using the head of Kurgan's bolt to pry it out.
"He is so valiant that he didn't let me know until it pained him
overmuch. Only then did I feel the change in his gait." She dug
in her bag, massaged something into the cthauros' hoof. "It is
quite sore and will take some hours to heal." She looked up at
him as she dropped the hoof. "If I continue to run him, he will
surely pull up lame and be of no further use to us." Annon nodded. "I could use some rest." He
put his hands on his own cthauros. He thought of what Giyan said
about her mount, that he was valiant. Curious. He had seen these
beasts many times, had even on occasion been near them. And yet he
had never thought of them as being valiant creatures. Until now.
Giyan was right. He stroked the heaving, steaming flanks, wiping down
the sweat as he had seen the Kundalan drovers do. The cthauros turned
its head, nuzzled the crook of his arm. "My father used to ride cthauros, remember?"
He turned to her, saw that she was weeping. "Oh, Müna, they slaughtered him as if he
were a beast, as if his life meant nothing, as if he were not
beloved." He moved nearer but did not touch her. The world
outside the heart-wood canopy was grey, shapeless, steaming with
rain. He stood over her while she buried her face in her hands, while
her shoulders shook and she sobbed. What am I to do? he wondered. He felt the
loss of his family but, curiously, it was at a remove. It was as if
he and the memory of them were separated by a sheet of V'ornn
crystal. Truth to tell, it was Giyan with whom he had grown up—Giyan,
Kurgan, and all the others from hingatta lüina do mori. It was
not that he hadn't loved his father—of course he had! It was
more thafhe had had precious little experience with that love. He
could count on the fingers of his hands the times he had seen his
father in the last six months. And as far as his sisters were
concerned, he had seen them only on occasions of state when custom
demanded all the children be present at the palace. Meanwhile, his
life had gone on; so had Eleusis', but they had been in separate
orbits, coming in contact infrequently and for short periods of time.
In consequence, Annon found that though there was a hole inside him,
he did not know who it was that he was missing. At last, he bent and took Giyan by the arm. "Let's move out of the rain." She rose, allowed him to guide her deep into the
dense tangle of the heartwood branches. Owing to its thick root
system, the ground beneath the massive tree was raised, making it
drier than the ground around it. "There," he said, sitting down beside her.
"There." And she looked at him, wiped her eyes, and said:
"I'm sorry." "For what?" "For not being strong enough." "I don't understand." "To protect your father." She looked at
him with sorrowful eyes. "You were right to question my motives
for publicly challenging Kurgan." She gave him a wan smile.
"Sometimes, I used to think that you were too smart for your own
good, but now I'm glad of it." The smile, what there was of it,
faded. "The contest was a public warning to those who wished
your father ill, to show that my sorcery would protect him." She
shook her head, dark, shadowed inside the sifeyn. "I failed. I
swear T will not let that happen with you." He stared out at the rain. He heard it drumming
against the ground, watched it form rivulets and run off to low spots
it began to fill. It pattered down upon the leaves of the heartwood,
dripping here and there where there were gaps in the structure. It
began to grow colder, and he shivered a little, despite the Khagggun
cloak Giyan had procured for him from one of the stupefied guards at
North Gate. "You must be hungry," she said, and rose
to her feet. "I will fetch us something." "There was no time to bring anything with us.
Where will you find—" "I can always find food," she said. She turned to go, but he reached up, held her wrist
so that she turned back, stared down at him. "Don't go," he said softly. "Why?" She gave him a gently mocking
smile. "This far from Axis Tyr and V'ornn control do you think I
will flee?" "Don't go," he said again. Her expression changed, softened. Something familiar
lit her eyes. She took his fingers from her, but not immediately. "It
will only be for a little while. I promise." With that, she left the sanctuary of the tree,
pulling her Tuskugggun robes more tightly around her. It seemed to
him as if she passed through a veil of tears, from their small, safe
world to a larger universe where everything now seemed fraught with
peril. He turned his head away, not wanting to see her
vanish altogether. The cthauros stamped and snorted, as if they
longed to be with her, but they did not move, save to crop another
patch of wrygrass. Annon wriggled to get more comfortable, putting
the small of his back against the bole of the heartwood. Something
pressed against him, and he reached around, pulled the small
leather-bound book he had found in the caverns from his waistband. He opened it but in the dense gloom it was
impossible to see anything useful. He rubbed the palm of his hand
over the supple worn leather. Judging by its cover, it had been read
many times. How old is it? he wondered. Maybe he was the
first V'ornn ever to see it. He looked at the text. Though he knew
how to read Kundalan, these runes appeared to have no relation to the
modern-day language. What root language had spawned them and why was
it completely different? He stared at the runes, as if willing them
to speak to him. He liked their curved and filigreed shapes. They
looked like rain pouring off the mar-ginless pages. Closing it at
last, he pressed the book into the small of his back, pushing it down
into his waistband so that he would not lose it. He drew his knees
up, wrapped his arms around his shins, and stared out the curtain of
rain. How far would Giyan have to go to get food? Would it put her at
risk if she was seen? His head ached from questions that could not be
answered. He had every intention of remaining vigilant, but
the long day had taken its inevitable toll. Soon his eyes grew weary,
his lids closed, and his head lowered onto his knees. He dreamed that
he was a disembodied head roving the countryside, searching for his
body. He knew he had left it someplace, if only he could remember
where. He had just glanced down to see blood dripping from the raw
and ragged stump of his neck when he awoke with a start. His head shot up. The doleful dripping of the rain
had synchronized itself to the rhythm of his dripping blood. But that
had been a dream, right? He was laughing grimly to' himself at his
foolishness when he saw Giyan approaching through the veil of rain.
She burst into the heartwood canopy, ran full tilt at him. She was
only a meter or so from him when he saw the upraised knife blade and
he rolled away from the tree bole, tangling his legs with hers and
bringing her down. He clawed his way over her thrashing form, just
missed a vicious knife thrust, and grabbed her wrist. He jammed his
forearm against her throat, bent over her. Peering into her face, he saw that though she was a
Kundalan, she was not Giyan. For one thing, she was much younger, for
another—wait a minute! He recognized this female! She was the
girl he and Kurgan had encountered at the creek. Recognition flooded her face at almost the same
instant, "Great Goddess Mima!" she whispered. "I
almost slit your throat." "As if I would have let you!" Again, there was a moment when their silence, their
very inaction spoke volumes. "Animal!" he snarled. "V'ornn monster!" she shot back. He took the Kundalan knife from her, sat back on his
haunches. Freed, she gathered her legs beneath her. He remembered
with piercing clarity how shapely they were. While they were
wrestling, her hair had come undone from its pins, and now cascaded
over her shoulders and down her back. "What are you looking at, monster?"
she said. Her deep, beautiful eyes glinted defiantly. "Nothing." He got up and went around to
the other side of the tree. The sight of her was doing strange things to him,
things he didn't like. He felt as if his hearts were in his throat,
as if his trilobed lung could scarcely take in enough air. He heard
her soft approach but did not turn. She reached out to touch him where the Khagggun
cloak had come undone from their tussle, then thought better of it.
"Your wounds—I saw the gyreagle attack you, but now
there's no trace." "I am a quick healer," he snapped, drawing
the cloak back over his chest. She seemed to ignore his implausible answer. "I
never got a chance to thank you," she said. "For what?" "You know for what," she said sharply.
"Will you force me say it?" Something in her voice made him look at her at last,
and he felt weak, drawn in by the sight of her, as if his insides had
liquefied. Her eyes spoke to him as if she had somehow slipped inside
his brain, lodged there like an exquisitely painful splinter. "Forget
it! Don't say . . . anything." He felt a delicious, painful
drawing in his tender parts. "Here!" She jumped back, her eyes wide. He had thrust the
knife at her blade first. He turned it so that he held it by the
blade, then offered it to her again. She hesitated but a moment, then
snatched it from him as if expecting him to change his mind. A
certain tension returned between them, centered on the knife.
Understanding this, she quickly put it away. "My name is Eleana." He said nothing, concentrating on his breathing as
if it were a complex operation he hadn't quite mastered. "Won't you tell me your name?" she asked. "It's … It's not important." She seemed to think about this for some time. At
length, she said: "Is it true what they say about male V'ornn?"
She stroked her hair, made of it long, shining swaths. It billowed
through her fingers as she spread them wider and wider. His jaw
clenched. "You needn't say anything." She was
smiling. "I can see the answer in your face. Your V'ornn face."
Was she mocking him ever so gently? She dropped her hands to her
sides. "I like what I see in that face." "Why is that?" He spoke despite his vow
not to engage with her. It felt somehow dangerous, but not in any
normal way. "Because I see gentleness and compassion and
honor, three things I never believed I would see in a V'ornn face." "Perhaps I am tricking you." "Then I will ask you outright. Are you tricking
me?" "Yes." She laughed. It was a soft, gentle laugh that
transformed her face. "I do not believe you." He wanted to get angry—N'Luuura, he should
have gotten angry! But to his surprise and consternation, he didn't.
/ am enchanted, he thought. It is more Kundalan sorcery.
But he wasn't altogether certain he believed that. Surely not all
Kundalan females were sorcerers. "You have no evil in your face—Please,
won't you tell me your name? It is hard enough speaking this way to a
V'ornn without knowing his name." "What way?" he breathed. "Saying …" She turned abruptly
away. "I cannot. Few Kundalan would have the courage to do for
me what you did yesterday." He felt himself take a quick intake of breath. He
was unaccountably afraid to let it go. "I will tell you…"
He had to begin all over again. "My mother had a name for me.
Only she used it." She turned back to him and his breath left him in a
sigh. "When you were little?" "She is dead now." Involuntarily, he
sucked in his breath. They were all dead now, his family. In the heat
of the moment, he had forgotten, but now the horror came flooding
back anew. She saw the pain in is eyes. "What is it? Are
you ill?" He shook his head, angry at appearing weak before
her. "No… But I am lying. It wasn't my mother who called
me this name. I never knew my mother. It's… I was brought up
by a Kundalan female." She lowered her eyes. "I am sorry about your
mother." He searched her face, as if memorizing each feature.
"This Kundalan, when I was very young she called me Teyjattt." "Teyjattt." She tasted the alien word,
getting the last syllable wrong. When he corrected her, she said it
again. "What an odd sound it has." "It is a nestling, a baby teyj—a
beautiful four-winged bird from our home planet." "What is the name of your planet?" she
asked. "I don't know," he said truthfully. "No
V'ornn knows for certain. It burned to a cinder eons ago." "But surely you have histories." "We do not," he said. "I do not understand. How can you know the name
of this four-winged bird and not the name of your homeworld?" "We brought teyj with us eons ago. All of us
have grown up with them. On Kundala, the Gyrgon keep them, train
them. They are exceedingly intelligent." "It is odd that a Kundalan would call you by
the name of a V'ornn creature." "She is an… unusual female." "Are you in love with her?" "What? No!" He burst out laughing. "Are
you crazy?" His laughter vanished like smoke, he stood very near
her. Her eyes watched him carefully as his forefinger lightly traced
the fine down of hair on her arm. She saw a tiny tremor run through
him and wondered whether he was attracted to her or repulsed. His
hairlessness fascinated her. So many questions swirled through her
mind. This moment felt more intimate than any she had experienced
before. "I would like to see a Teyjattt one of these
days," she whispered. His image filled her eyes. He smiled—his first smile since early
yesterday afternoon. "So would I." It was growing lighter, and the steady, drumming
rain had diminished to little more than a heavy mist. In the
nacre-grey of the early morning, the nearby trees were beginning to
appear like ghostly Khagggun. With the storm's passing, the wind had
died to fitful gusts, and the gentle racket of the morning birds had
begun. She indicated the two cthauros. "I see that you
are not alone." "I am traveling with someone—a female."
He went to Giyan's cthauros, stroked its back, as if by touching it
he could feel close to her. "She went off to find us some food,
but that was some time ago. We've got to find her." "My cottage is only a league from here,"
Eleana said, pointing off to the northwest. "I saw her go in
that general direction." "Do you know how to ride?" he asked her. "My parents used to raise cthauros," she
said and he pointed to his mount, which was closest to her. "Take
that one," he said. He swung atop Giyan's cthauros, saw Eleana
deftly follow suit. He grabbed the mount's mane and dug his heels
into its flanks. "Let's be off then, and all good speed. She has
been gone long enough for me to worry." They cantered through the woods, Eleana leading the
way through dense underbrush and thickets of mountain-nettle that
sprouted up like tufts of whiskers from the thickly needled bed of
the forest floor. As they went, Annon automatically listened for
birdcalls, trying to identify them, as any hunter would, in order to
single out those he might wish to bring down. He had identified half
a dozen when the forest fell deathly still. Not a bird sang, not an
insect hummed, whirred, buzzed, or droned. For a moment, not even a
breeze stirred the highest branches. Then he heard a disturbingly
familiar sound. He stopped his cthauros, and Eleana did the same.
The sound came clearer now, threading a certain dread through his
bones. "What is it?" she asked. "Khagggun hoverpods. They use them off-world in
search-and-annihilate missions. Here on Kundala they usually prefer
to ride cthauros." He swallowed, his stomachs in turmoil. "They
are equipped with instrumentation that can pinpoint body heat or the
sound of a pulse, but they have to be in a direct line to detect us." Eleana seemed breathless. "How close are they?" He cocked an ear. "By the sound, I would
estimate that they will be here within minutes." They galloped the rest of the "way. The air
behind them began to sizzle and a sharp smell of burning pricked
their nostrils, as the ion-induction thrusters of the hoverpods
literally gobbled up the air around them, metabolizing it, digesting
what was needed, spewing out the rest. Leaves and twigs whipped by them, scoring welts on
their cheeks and arms. The cthauros' thundering hooves threw up clods
of damp black earth, fallen pine needles, and emerald-green moss in
their wake. They jumped over fallen logs, crawling with powdery white
insects; through puddles of rainwater, dark and reflectionless as an
abyss. As if sensing the danger behind them, the animals lowered
their heads, pumping their powerful legs all the faster, and it
seemed to Annon as if they fairly flew over the narrow, twisting path
that his companion could see but he could not. As they broke out of a particularly dense section of
the wood, he abruptly stopped his mount, waved Eleana back. They
retreated into the forest just as two hoverpods, filled with
Khagggun, bristling with weaponry, came into view. He groaned
inwardly. Too late. They would never find Giyan now. "They always hunt in pairs," he said to
Eleana. "The Khagggun are methodical and merciless in their
work." Then his blood ran cold, for he saw the insignia on the
side of the leading hoverpod: three crossed fists looking like a
horrid mailed flower. "N'Luuura take it!" he breathed. "What is it?" she asked, guiding her
cthauros close beside him. "Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar." Annon did
not take his eyes off the hoverpods as they slowly approached. They
were coming in over the tops of the trees, their view hampered by the
foliage. "He is one of the bravest Khagggun. Also, one of the
most ruthless. He has killed many hundreds of enemies. I have heard
that his battle helm is carved out of a Krael skull." "Is that one of your animals?" He laughed without humor. "Oh, no. The Krael
are one of the many races we conquered." He looked into her eyes for a moment. But only for a
moment. The hoverpods were close enough so that they could make out
the heavily armored uniforms of the men—articulated purple-blue
titanium slabs topped by high helms sporting Hacilar's crest. These
helmets, Annon knew, were filled with sophisticated systems that
enhanced the Kha-gggun's senses and also linked them into a single
pack entity so that the individual soldier was lost within the matrix
of the hunting whole. This was a palpable example of the V'ornn
Modality: one multiheaded creature bent on his destruction. As they watched, mesmerized in terror, a thin spear
of blue energy sliced down from the lead hoverpod, incinerating a
swath of trees. There was an odd, clicking sound. The Khagggun were
laughing. "I have never heard of him," she said.
"His pack does not hunt anywhere near here. Why is he here now?" "There is only one reason I can think of."
Annon pulled her back from the edge of the woods. "How in
N'Luuura did they find me?" She gave him a sharp, startled look. "Are you a
criminal?" "That depends on whom you ask." She briefly squeezed his hand. "I've never met
a V'ornn criminal before." He smiled grimly. "To be honest, neither have
I." "What are we going to do?" she asked. "The only thing I know how to do," he told
her. "Keep out of their direct line of sight. Otherwise, they'll
find us and use that ion cannon on us." Feeling helpless, he watched the cold blue light
dance blindingly as it lanced downward into another section of the
forest. Pines and am-monwood exploded, hissing like snakes as they
hit the waterlogged ground. He could sense Eleana flinch beside him. "Hunters, you said. They're trying to flush us
out." She dug her heels into her mount's flanks. "Come on!
I have an idea!" He took off after her. For the first few hundred
meters they more or less paralleled the hoverpods, until Eleana
abruptly turned them away. An enormous felled tree lay in their path.
They bent low over the cthauros' backs and urged them upward.
Eleana's cthauros leapt over the trunk, coming down within
millimeters of its blackened, peeling bark. But Annon was riding
Giyan's mount, and its lame hoof was enough to prevent it from
getting the lift it needed. It came down with its hindquarters
squarely across the tree. It screamed as its hind legs fractured. The
stub of a broken branch pierced its belly. It thrashed and screamed
again, turning on its side to free itself, pinning Annon beneath as
he tried to scramble away. His eyes bulged in pain, and he arched
back as Eleana wheeled her cthauros around and galloped back. "I can't get freer' he panted. The cthauros
continued to scream, but more weakly. He could see that if the beast rolled any farther,
it would crush his chest. He was terribly afraid. "Hold on!" She dismounted, ran toward him.
She pulled out her knife, slit the dying cthauros' throat, jumped
back in time to avoid the huge gout of blood. The beast looked at her
for an instant as if in relief, then its eyes rolled up and filmed
over. She tried to pull Annon free, and he almost passed
out with the pain. "It's no use," he said. "You can't
free me that way." "I won't leave you," she said. He pulled out the curved scalpel he had kept with
him from the interrogation room in the caverns beneath the regent's
palace and held it out to her. "Use this. It has a longer
blade." "What do you want me to do with that?" "My only chance is if you cut me out," he
said. She looked dubious. "I don't know." "Eleana," he whispered, wide-eyed. "I
cannot feel my legs." She took the scalpel from him. "Do you know what to do?" he asked. She was concentrating on the animal. "Keep very
still." She could see that one leg was pinned between the
side of the cthauros and the fallen tree. Thank Müna he had
missed the broken branch. Using the curved blade, she cut into the
soft belly of the beast, gave a stifled cry at the stench of released
gases, the quick ooze of intestines that came slithering forth. She
rubbed under her nose, continued her incision all the way up the
side, praying she could free him before she encountered the first of
the beast's thirty-seven ribs. If the densely boned rib cage was on
the V'ornn, she would never be able to free him. Blood was everywhere, but Eleana did not cry out or
weep. She kept her eyes firmly on her task while he concentrated on
breathing deeply. At last, she threw aside the scalpel, grabbed his
shoulders. He used the heels of his hands against the rough tree bark
to help her as best he could, and slowly she slid him out from under
the dead cthauros. She held him awkwardly up. They were both covered in
blood and pale green, ribboned tissue. "Can you stand?" she
asked him. She shrieked as a focused beam of dazzling blue
light sliced through leaves, branches, tree trunks to slit open the
forest floor not three meters from where they stood. Half of the
cthauros corpse was incinerated before they had a chance to react. "The pack!" Annon hissed. "It's
tracked our body heat!" "Müna protect us!" she whispered, as
she backed them away, his leg dragging uselessly through the muck of
the forest floor. "Your Great Goddess can't help us now," he
said with a groan of pain. "Not against their weaponry." As if to underscore his words, the forest exploded
again in light and agitated energy. The fallen tree disintegrated,
along with the rest of the dead cthauros. Annon reached up, dragging
his cthauros back by its mane. It stamped and snorted, but as if
aware of the danger, was otherwise silent. "We've got to get out of here before they home
in on us." Eleana swung up onto the cthauros. Annon looked up at her with pain-racked eyes. He
held himself on his good leg only by grabbing handfuls of the beast's
mane. "I'll never make it." "Sure you will," she said, bending down.
Ignoring the bit of bone she saw protruding from his torn pant leg,
she gathered him around his waist and launched him up behind her. All
the breath went out of him as pain exploded, and for an instant he
swung dizzily, about to pass out. Then she brought his arms around
her slender waist, locked his fingers together over her sternum.
"Here we go," she whispered back at him. "Hold on
tight." She felt the press of his chest against her back,
the weight of his head on her shoulder as she urged the cthauros away
from the next burst of ion-cannon fire. "Where can we go?" he said to her. His
voice was slurry, and she prayed to Müna that he would not lose
consciousness. "There is a place I know, a hidden place. But
you must tell no one about it." She did not wait for his reply, but galloped down
the incline and into the long gully hidden by a dense stand of
ancient, towering Marre pines. Above them, the cathedral of the
forest hid the gathering morn- ing sunlight, immersing them in deep
emerald light. Behind them, another explosion detonated as Eleana
guided the cthauros on down the gully. Standing water from last
night's storm hampered them, as the cthauros had to pick its way
blindly down the spine of the gully. The ground began to rise, the ammonwood and feathery
white mountain pines giving way entirely to the huge Marre pines. The
air smelled sweetly of pine and pitch until another blast of the ion
cannon sent acrid fumes whirling at them. A Marre pine fell on the
spot they had been in a moment before. Annon felt the brush of one
long branch across his back. "It is no use," he whispered. "They
have our scent; we cannot outrun them." "Have faith," she replied, as she
navigated the cthauros through the deeper water. "Faith," he whispered. "What is
faith?" The water here was dark, tea-colored, without
reflection. Snakes wriggled out of their way, but she kept an eye out
for the large predators she knew to inhabit the depths of the Marre
pine forest. Huge boulders added to the gloom, but for once she felt
comforted by the hulking presence. "How are you?" she whispered. She had
become afraid of speaking in a normal tone. "Fine," he replied, but she felt the
convulsive shiver run through him. She wondered how badly his leg was mangled. The
image of his protruding bone haunted her. His leg was fractured or
worse, if the bone had been irreparably crushed. With an effort, she
turned her mind away from those gruesome possibilities and continued
giving gentle but firm guidance to the cthauros. They had entered the upper reaches of the Marre pine
forest, the part she knew best. The cthauros was laboring a bit as it
struggled up the increasingly steep incline. Stones and bits of shale
flew from beneath its pounding hooves. She was worried about one
short stretch they needed to cover to get to her hiding place. It was
a ridge of blue-green rock where even the hardy Marre pines could not
put down roots. They would be exposed for at least a couple of
minutes. Desperately, she thought of alternative routes, but there
were none. They had to cross the ridge. She pulled the cthauros up just at the edge of the
trees. Before her loomed the ridge. The open space between where they
were and the straggling line of Marre pines on the upper side of the
ridge could not have been more than three or four hundred meters, but
to her it looked like a couple of kilometers. Annon's clasped hands were white, rigid, and cold.
She whispered to him. When he did not respond, she put her warm hand
over his and squeezed. "Hold on, Teyjattt," she whispered.
"Just a little longer. We're almost there." With her free hand, she stroked the cthauros' neck.
Its sides rose and fell like a bellows pulling air, and its nostrils
flared. She steadied it, calmed it, kept it quiet while her ears
pricked up for the slightest aural sign of the hovercraft. She heard
no hum, but there were no bird sounds, either. Sweat stood out on her
forehead as she concentrated. Should she go or stay? She did not know
what to do. Neither seemed the right decision. She remembered all the
times she had sneaked away here on foot, delighting in the beauty and
the solitude. Now this secret place might be the only thing standing
between them and incineration. They could not remain here at the
verge of the forest, she knew, but she panicked at the thought of
crossing the bald expanse of rock. As if to make up her mind, a swath of Marre pines
disintegrated into cinders, riding a column of blue flame that
scythed through the wood. She bit her lip to keep from screaming, dug
her heels into the cthauros' flanks, almost stood up in her effort to
urge the beast forward. They burst out of the sanctuary of the Marre
pine forest, and the glare of brilliant sunlight made Eleana's eyes
water. She dared not look to her left, where the ridge abruptly fell
off into an almost sheer drop of five hundred meters or more. Cooler
air swirled up from the chasm, eddying like the dangerous currents of
a whirlpool. The cthauros' hooves sparked and clattered over the
blue-green stone. She winced with every sound they made. She could
feel herself panting with each labored breath of her mount. Up ahead, she could see the line of Marre pines
where the densest part of the forest began. Beyond them was a series
of caves impossible to detect unless you were specifically looking
for them. She herself had passed them by many times when she had come
this way, until late one afternoon she had slid on a dry patch of
loose shale, lost her balance, and slid into them. But right now they
seemed like an eternity away. The ridge continued to rise to the crest. She was
bent low, her cheek against the whipping mane of her mount. She kept
squeezing Annon's clasped hands, hoping to keep him conscious. Then
the air just above her right shoulder sizzled, and something exploded
so near them she gave a little yelp. The cthauros ducked its head and
whinnied. Eleana dug her heels into its flanks to keep it going, but
another blast struck it dead on and it went down beneath them. Eleana deftly rolled them out of the way of the
cthauros' still-twitching legs. There was an awful stench coming from
the smoking hole in its side. She turned to look behind them, saw an
armored Kha-gggun scrambling methodically over the rocks toward them.
He held a portable ion cannon. Fear seized her in its mailed fist.
She thought about running, but remembered that Annon was crippled.
Besides, the V'ornn was too close. The ion cannon was at the ready;
he would not miss if they turned to flee. Eleana pulled her knife, but it was a useless
gesture—foolish, even. The Khagggun would never give her an
opportunity to use it. And even, if by some chance, she got close
enough to him, she knew her blade would shatter against the armor. "Teyjattt," she whispered.
"I am here," Annon answered. "I'm
sorry I brought you into this." She squeezed his hand by way of reply. His head felt light, his body weighed down with
waves of pain and numbness. Even so, seeing the Khagggun come on, he
could not believe that it would end like this, all his dreams of
avenging his family's slaughter dying so quickly, so finally.
Stogggul had won, and the worst of it was he hadn't even put up a
fight. The Khagggun strode quickly to within two paces of
them. The ion cannon was pointed directly at them. This was it, he
thought, awaiting death. But, inexplicably, the Khagggun's gaze swept past
them without recognition. "What is—" The Khagggun's head swiveled in the direction of
Eleana's voice and Annon clamped a hand over her mouth, shook his
head when she looked at him, letting her know that she shouldn't make
a sound. The Khagggun stood as still as a statue. It appeared
as if he were scarcely breathing. Annon looked around, and there she
was: Giyan. Still cloaked in her Tuskugggun robes, her sifeyn
concealing the upper part of her face, she came from behind the
immobile Khagggun, moving across the rocky ridge as if it were the
palace floor. She placed a forefinger across her grimly set lips.
She turned her gaze toward the fallen cthauros. For a moment, nothing
happened. Then Annon felt a wave of energy brush by him and the
corpse slid toward the edge of the ridge. It dangled at the precipice
for an instant, then vanished over the side. While Annon's and Eleana's mouths were still agape,
Giyan went to where they lay, stooped, grabbing Annon under his arms.
He could see that Eleana was stunned. Nevertheless, she rose, took up
position on his other side, and put her arm around him. They began to make their painstaking way across the
rocky scree. Once, Eleana turned her head, worried that the Khagggun
had come out of his eerie trance. "Don't look back!" Giyan said softly but
sharply. "Keep going!" Eleana turned back, swallowed hard, and nodded. "I
know where we can hide," she whispered, looking furtively at the
robed woman. Her eyes opened wide when she saw that Giyan was
Kundalan. Giyan nodded, and they moved on. The simple act of
walking exhausted Annon. Once or twice, his mangled leg dragged on
the ground, and it was all he could do not to cry out. The pain was
almost overwhelming; all he wanted to do was lie down and rest, but
the two women on either side of him would not allow that. They
crossed the remaining expanse of the ridge. Just as they passed
within the deep shadows of the Marre pines on the north side, the air
began to hum, crackling and sparking behind them. Hidden, they
turned, watched a brace of hoverpods appearing over the tops of the
Marre pines south of the ridge. They were startlingly, frighteningly
close. So close, in fact, that they could see the imposing figure of
Pack-Commander Hacilar, his head covered by the pale grey ridged
skull of a male Krael. A slender man with the insignia of
First-Captain on his armor stood at Hacilar's shoulder, relaying his
commands to the pack. "That is Olnnn Rydddlin," Annon whispered.
"He is Hacilar's second-in-command." Rekkk Hacilar was directing Olnnn Rydddlin's gaze to
the sentrylike figure of the lone Khagggun Giyan had immobilized. He
barked an order. "We've got to get to the caves," Eleana
whispered urgently. "In a moment." Giyan was staring fixedly
at the Khagggun. "Hacilar is trying to access his Khagggun's
telemetry." She was vibrating as if she were a tuning fork.
Annon became aware of a kind of resistance, as if he were in the
ocean, swimming against the tide. It was as if concentric circles of
energy pulsed out from her. They did not hurt him, but they made him
even more tired than he had been. Colors sparked and twinkled all
around him, the blues and greens and browns of the world seeming more
vivid than he had ever remembered them. Then something went through
him, like an eel through deep water, and he shivered. As the hoverpods came abreast of him, the Khagggun
who had killed their cthauros lurched into movement. They could see
Rekkk Hacilar shouting orders that the Khagggun apparently could not
hear. Instead, he walked, stiff-legged to the edge of the precipice.
He stood there for a moment before losing his balance and tumbling
over the edge. Giyan turned back to them. "That will keep them
occupied." She turned her most charming smile on Eleana. "Now.
How do we get to these caves of yours?" you have drawn blood
against your own." "You have violated the Law of the Summoning." "You have acted without supervision. You must
be punished." Three Gyrgon circled Wennn Stogggul as he stood in
the rain-slicked center of the regent's garden. Behind him, Mesagggun
were busy ripping out Eleusis' star-roses by the roots. It was one of
the first orders he had given on gaining complete control of the
palace. Even Wennn Stogggul had to admit that the Gyrgon
were an awesome sight. Clad in their shimmering alloy armor, they
looked like gigantic insects, wings folded, thoraxes puffed, their
faces shielded by high helms-crowned ion spiral horns. In any event,
it was an extraordinary sight to see them outside the Temple of
Mnemonics, their terrible carapaces glistening and glinting as they
moved in concert in the pale predawn light. But then these were
extraordinary times. "Would you punish me," Stogggul said, "for
carrying out your wishes?" "We did not—" "How dare you intimate—" "What would you know of our wishes?" For an instant, Wennn Stogggul's anger got the
better of him. "You think of me as some Bashkir half-wit whose
petition to be regent you dismissed out of hand." The three Gyrgon were still. There was something
eerie, disconcerting about their perfectly synchronized movements, as
if they were not really V'ornn at all, but something else, something
truly unknown and unknowable. Be it truth or illusion, Stogggul knew,
it was effective. "Are you gainsaying our decision?" the
first Gyrgon demanded. Wennn Stogggul licked his lips as his tender
parts began to shrivel. Then he berated himself; to show fear to
Gyrgon was tantamount to fueling their derision. "What I am
saying is that was then. This is now." The three continued their
circling. "Amplify," the second Gyrgon said. Wennn Stogggul smiled to himself. They had given him
his opening. "We have been on this planet too long. Eleusis
Ashera was stalling, fighting the inevitable moment we all know will
come, when we leave this world a spinning ash heap. The evidence of
overstaying is all around us." He lowered his voice so it would
not carry back to the workers. "The Mesagggun grow restive, the
Khagggun grow soft in their enforced idleness. By building an
alliance between the Bashkir and the Khagggun, I have begun a new era
in V'ornn history. I am revitalizing it." Behind him, the Mesagggun made ragged piles of the
star-roses. He had his own plans for the space, and they did not
include flowers. Though the inscrutable silence threatened to devour
him, he screwed up his courage, forging ahead. "As long as
Eleusis Ashera remained as regent the Kundalan culture continued. Am
I wrong in this?" "There are many paths to an end," the
first Gyrgon said sharply. What are they not telling me? Wennn
Stogggul asked himself. He knew that he had taken an enormous risk in
moving unilaterally against the Ashera. He knew there would be the
inevitable fallout among the Gyrgon. In fact, he never would have
made his move if the Ring of Five Dragons hadn't come into his
possession. What a coup that had been! He had been all set to name
Bronnn Pallln, a long-time ally, as his new Prime Factor, when he had
been asked to dinner by Sornnn SaTrryn. He had almost said no. After all, Sornnn SaTrryn was
only a year or two older than Kurgan. On the other hand, the SaTrryn
were a Bashkir Consortium of the first rank, though Stogggul had
known the patriarch, Hadinnn SaTrryn, only in passing, and then only
when he dealt in the spice trade that was the SaTrryn's prime
territory. When Hadinnn SaTrryn had died suddenly and unexpectedly
last month, Sornnn SaTrryn, as the eldest son, had taken over. As a
consequence, Stogggul had automatically dismissed the Consortium. Over a very fine dinner, Sornnn SaTrryn had
impressed Stogggul with his clever mind and sharp business acumen, no
more so than when, over dessert and drinks, he had offered him the
Ring of Five Dragons. At first, Stogggul was disbelieving. After all,
the Ring of Five Dragons was the stuff of legends. No V'ornn had ever
seen it; it had been lost on the same day 101 years ago when the The
Pearl had vanished, when the V'ornn had landed on Kundala. "And, lo and behold, here you are, presenting
it to me." Stogggul had shaken his head, but his hand was
shaking when he held the Ring, for his trained Bashkir eye knew it
was made neither by V'ornn nor by present-day Kundalan. Then Sornnn SaTrryn had told him the story of how he
had come by this miraculous artifact. He was but a day returned from
one of his regular trips into the Korrush where, like his father
before him, he spent time with the local tribal leaders who supplied
his Consortium with its spices. The day before he was scheduled to
depart, his business being finished, he was presented with a gift of
enormous prestige. He was taken to an archaeological dig many
kilometers north of Okkam-chire, one of the spice centers of the
area. It was a barren, utterly deserted section of the unbearably
stark Korrush. Crude wooden ladders led down into the dig, which was
already some nine or ten meters belowground. Through cramped and
airless tunnels Sornnn SaTrryn was led until he found himself longing
for the harsh tang of the gusty Korrush wind. The thick, hot air was
gritty, lifeless. Up ahead he saw torchlight. A moment later, he and
his guide emerged into a chamber. The walls were covered with colored
glass tiles depicting beasts with gleaming eyes and sharp fangs.
There, Sornnn SaTrryn was introduced to the head of the dig, a large
male with curling black hair and beard, pale ice-blue eyes. They sat
cross-legged, ate a meal of flat bread, dried fruits, and cold
gimnopede pie. During the meal, they spoke only of inconsequential
matters. This was the Korrush way. When they were done, the
archaeologist took Sornnn SaTrryn on a tour of the chamber, pointing
out the beasts of legend that ringed the chamber. On the way out, a member of the dig surreptitiously
approached Sornnn SaTrryn's guide. They spoke in low tones for a
moment before the guide beckoned Sornnn SaTrryn over. And there,
lying in the digger's leathery outstretched palm, dusty and
age-encrusted, was the Ring of Five Dragons. It had been found at the
dig just that morning. It was supposed to have been tagged and
cataloged by the digger, but he had not done that, intuiting perhaps
its value. Whether he knew what it was, Sornnn SaTrryn neither knew
nor cared. The digger knew who Sornnn SaTrryn was, and he wanted an
enormous sum of coins for his find. After the requisite rounds of
bargaining, Sornnn SaTrryn bought it. He would have paid any amount
for it. Now, at dinner with Stogggul, he exacted his price.
He wanted to be named Prime Factor. Stogggul, ever the pragmatist,
had readily agreed. The Ring had given Stogggul the power he needed to
stand his ground with the Gyrgon. Or so he believed. In actuality,
when it came to the Gyrgon one never knew what ground one was
standing on. He had been required to trust his instincts. And now
here he was, at the crowning moment of his life. He knew better than
most V'ornn that now that he was in their presence the Gyrgon could
kill him on a whim—they merely had to send a charge of
hyperexcited ions through his okummmon and his hearts would be fried.
Or they could spend many sidereal cycles causing him such
excruciating pain that he would beg for the release of death long
before they would grant it to him. Still, he pressed on,
concentrating on what he must do now to garner their support. "Well?" the third Gyrgon barked. "You
will speak now, or you will regret your actions." "I have no doubt." Wennn Stogggul held up
his hands. He saw that they were unmoved. "Hear me, Gyrgon. In
moving against the Ashera I have saved your caste much time and
vexatious effort. Time and effort better spent in your laboratories.
Am I wrong in this?" Belatedly heeding their warning, he hurried
on. "I know full well that unlocking the secrets of the Kundalan
has been a long and exceedingly frustrating process. We have killed
them in great numbers, tortured them individually. We have subjected
them to a decades-long campaign of terror both with sporadic Khagggun
packs and with methods of infiltration and misinformation. To date,
nothing has worked. In fact, I have in my possession reliable reports
that over the past sidereal decade the strength of their underground
has increased fivefold. Short of finding some technology that will
dissect the Kundalan mind and thus reveal all its secrets, continuing
in this vein will prove fruitless. I think we are in agreement about
this assessment." He looked at all three Gyrgon in turn, hoping to be
able to glean something of their thinking by reading their
expressions. Instead, he felt like an illiterate. Their faces were as
blank as a Nieobian wall. He strangled his frustration and plowed on.
"Therefore, I propose an alternative—a way to break the
Kundalan once and for all, destroy their will and their
underground all in one stroke." The Gyrgon were silent, but they kept circling like
predatory birds that had scented fresh blood. They are trying to
unnerve me, he thought. They are taking the measure of my
mettle. If I displease them, they will roast my tender parts over an
ion spit, oh yes they will But I won't make that mistake. He
took their silence as tacit approval. "Here is what we will do:
we will use their own secrets against them." The Gyrgon ceased their movement. "Impossible!" "The jabber of idiots!" "You spew meaningless riddles!" "No! I speak the truth!" It was an effort
keeping his enormous need out of his voice. "Would you cast out
my petition to be regent a second time?" The Gyrgon stood quite still. "It is possible—" "We would consider—" "The truth is where we live." The Gyrgon exposed their mailed hands, an implied
threat. The preliminaries were over. "Make your stand, Stogggul Wennn," the
third Gyrgon demanded. "Tell us the truth." At the back wall of the garden, the Mesagggun had
lighted a fire under the star-roses. Wennn Stogggul sucked the
strong, bitter scent deep into his tri-lobed lung. He had never
noticed it before but burning star-roses smelled of victory. He held
up the Kundalan artifact. "Here is my truth," he said. "Let
it spealc eloquently to you." As one, the Gyrgon peered at what he held between
his fingers. "It is the Ring!" the first Gyrgon said. "The Ring of Five Dragons!" the second
Gyrgon said. "The Kundalan artifact said to open the
Storehouse where The Pearl lies in wait!" the third Gyrgon said. Triumph surged in Stogggul's chest as he absorbed
their excitement. "How many years have you been trying to get
through the Door to the Storehouse?" "One hundred and one," said the second
Gyrgon. Stogggul went down on one knee, his hearts hammering
in his chest. "I offer this Ring to the Gyrgon, to break the
Kundalan once and for all, to gain all the secrets it has been the
Gyrgon desire to obtain. And all I ask in return is that you grant me
the regent's mantle and break the Ashera Consortium's stranglehold on
the salamuuun trade." In one terrifying stride, the third Gyrgon closed
the space between them. He plucked the Ring from between Stogggul's
fingers. "The Gyrgon accept your offering." The Prime Factor rose, his pulse pounding. He was on
the brink of his heart's desire. "Then you will name me new
regent?" "No," the first Gyrgon said. "What?" Wennn Stogggul fairly howled. His
fingers curled into fists, his eyes turned bloody and murderous. "We
had a deal! How can you—" "Deal? What deal? We accepted a gift from you,
nothing more," the third Gyrgon said. "Ashera Annon lives.
So long as this is fact, the Ashera Dynasty continues." "This is Law," the first Gyrgon said. "It
cannot be otherwise." "Ashera Annon is the new regent," the
second Gyrgon said. "Until the moment of his death." "Then, N'Luuura take it, kill him!" the
Prime Factor cried. "Fry the skcettta!" "We reject your sentence," the third
Gyrgon said. "Gyrgon do not murder regents," the first
Gyrgon said. "It is for you to succeed or fail," the
third Gyrgon said. "Bring us the head of Ashera Annon, and we
will proclaim you regent of Kundala." "And what of the salamuuun trade? It should be
mine." Silence. "It should be mine!" “This is Eleana," Annon whispered,
introducing the girl to Giyan. "Gi-yan is the female who raised
me." He made no mention of his first encounter with Eleana. "Thank you for helping Annon," Giyan said.
"I owe you a debt I can never repay." "You owe me nothing," Eleana said. "I thought you were lost," Annon
whispered. "I am never lost," Giyan told him, and
smiled. "I found food and shelter. I was coming back for you
when I heard them." "How did they find us so quickly?" "I do not know." Her whistleflower-blue
eyes held his for a moment. "But it is troubling." She
peeled back his bloody pant leg. "How did this happen?" "The hoverpods came, and we went looking for
you. I was riding your cthauros—the one with the lame hoof." "I remember." "It didn't make it over a tree trunk." Inside the caves, she had shed her Tuskugggun robes
to form a makeshift pallet for him. Her thick copper-colored hair was
unbound, and she looked every inch a Kundalan female. She also looked
pale and drained, but she nevertheless examined his leg with the care
of a physician. He licked his lips. "How bad is it?" "Do not fret, Teyjattt. It can be healed." The multicolored walls arched over their head,
extending far back into absolute darkness. Here and there, red and
orange lichen sprouted in furry patches, clinging at impossible
angles. Heavily filtered light from the Marre pine forest bathed the
mouth of the cave, extending to where the trio had made temporary
camp. Annon's head tossed back and forth on the pallet,
and he groaned. "What is it?" Giyan asked as she stroked
his head. "Nothing. Just a bout of dizziness. It will
pass." But his voice was so weak he could barely hear himself.
"I am thirsty." "There is a small spring farther inside the
cave," Eleana said. Giyan handed over her sifeyn and the girl went off
to fill it. She watched until Eleana was out of sight, then she put a
hand on Annon's forehead. Immediately, he felt a warmth suffusing
him, relaxing him. In a moment, he was deep in sleep. Giyan unwound the filthy bandage from around her
left hand. The wound was entirely healed. She smiled to herself,
placed one hand on each side of Annon's broken leg. She began to
chant in the Old Tongue of the Ramahan as she unwound the bandage.
She could feel the air around her stir, come alive. Ripples purled
the atmosphere, which grew thick as water. At the same time, a
certain light emerged from the palms of her hand, bathing the places
she held. Still chanting, she pulled on the leg below the knee. At
once, the bones popped back into place. Her fingers now worked the
torn and ragged flesh, and where she touched them they mended. Giyan watched his face. In repose, he most resembled
the small child she had held to her breast, had sung to, who dwelled
in her heart. She felt that she had never been closer to him. It was
odd what surprises adversity could bring. It was time to wake him. Again, her hand passed
across his forehead. He stirred and opened his eyes. "Did I fall asleep?" he asked in a furry
voice. "I feel so much better." She knelt over him, took his hand in hers. "Your
leg is going to be fine, Annon." "You know that?" "Yes." Her smile deepened. "I do." "It feels better." "Tomorrow you will be able to walk on it, but
only for a little while." She could see the emotions playing across his face,
and her heart broke as it had so many times since she had first held
him; he did not yet know who he was, and she could not help him. She
struggled once again to escape the trapped feeling. So many secrets
bound her, kept so much of her inside. How many times had she cried
herself to sleep in the crook of Eleusis' strong arm? No more. Even
that small measure of solace was gone. "Why are you crying?" Annon asked. She was spared lying to him by Eleana's scream. She
jumped up, peering into the darkness of the cave. With an effort,
Annon maneuvered himself around until he was facing the heart of the
cave. They could see dim movement now, and then the girl
appeared, running directly toward them. A look of blind terror was on
her face. Instantly, they saw that something was pursuing her. It was
still a smudge in the darkness, but it was large, and it was moving
fast. "Get out!" Eleana screamed. "I cannot
believe it, but I stumbled upon a perwillon!" "Müna protect us!" Giyan breathed.
"We have no weapons, and the perwillon is impervious to
sorcerous spells." "Give me the bolt!" Annon shouted at her. "What?" Eleana was spun around by a massive paw, the outline
of the perwillon just behind her came clear. "Kurgan's bolt! Quickly!" They saw a thick, furred body twelve meters in
length, four powerful forepaws, a long, black-muzzled face with
triple rows of teeth. The girl grunted, desperately tried to spin
away. Giyan handed him the bolt and he fitted it into his
okummmon. Eleana stumbled backward, jerking free of the beast.
She slammed into the wall of the cave, righted herself, raced toward
them. Having gotten their scent, the perwillon reacted predictably to
three strangers encroaching on its territory. Its massive jaws opened
wide, its crimson teeth dripping a thick nasty-looking liquid. It
rose up on its hind legs and, its long, curved orange claws raking
the air, charged the interlopers. It struck Annon a blow across his
chest that knocked all the air out of him. Eleana screamed as he fetched up against the rock
wall. The perwillon, scenting blood, charged again. Annon's arm came up. He did not think or aim; the
okummmon scanned its target even as it locked on. The bolt launched,
passing through the oncoming perwillon's left eye, embedding itself
in the beast's heart. It roared and clawed the air, mortally struck.
Still, its forward momentum carried it toward the trio. Eleana
stepped in front of Annon and Giyan stepped in front of the two of
them. The perwillon stumbled, went to its knees, then
collapsed over onto its side not a meter from where Giyan stood
guard. The stench of the beast filled the cave. Eleana ran to where Annon lay, stanching the fresh
blood with strips of her own clothes. "That was close." She
turned to Giyan, ducked her head. "I believe we have need of
your healing powers." Giyan knelt beside Annon and looked closely at the
new wounds. She reached into her pouch. "We will have to use
ground herbs and roots," she said with a worried look. "My
sorcery will not heal a wound from a perwillon. It is a creature from
another age, impervious to sorcery of any kind." Eleana stared at Giyan for a long time. "I had
heard tales of sorcery such as yours, but I did not imagine that it
actually existed." "The young have stopped believing," Giyan
said. "That is a sadness almost too great to bear." "I believe now, and I will tell others." "Not yet." Giyan was packing the bloody
wound with the dried mash. "When the time is right." Eleana rose and approached the perwillon. She
unsheathed her knife and hacked expertly through the thick fur. "At
least it died for a good cause. We will have fresh meat to eat." Annon, Eleana, and Giyan ate their fill of the
perwillon's liver and heart, the most nutritious parts of its
innards. As for its brain, it was a small thing, located just under
its thick shoulder muscles, not worth the digging. They ate these
Kundalan delicacies raw, for they dared not risk building a fire,
lest its smoke be observed by their enemies. Then Giyan left the
cave. Afterward, Giyan left them for some hours as she
searched the hills and glens for herbs to help heal Annon's wounds.
When she returned, she immediately set about her preparations. Annon
and Eleana broke off their quiet conversation to watch her. "Judging from the single roots, you were not
able to find much," Eleana said. Giyan nodded. "But what I did find is very
potent, indeed." She held up the twisted, dark red root. "This
is mesembrythem. It is one of the most powerful herbs in the pantheon
of sorcerous remedies." She continued her work, shredding the
root with her nails. "In all but the most practiced hands, it is
very dangerous and highly addictive. Its regenerative powers can
instantly morph into the deadliest poison, either through overdose or
the introduction of oil of heart-wood." She took the shreds into a corner of the cavern, put
them in a pile on the ground, and squatted over them. Annon and
Eleana turned away, heard her urinating on the root shreds. "They
need a weak acidic so- lution to activate properly," she said,
rearranging her robes. "This will have to do." Within fifteen minutes they had swelled up, the dark
red color fading into the faintest of pinks. Giyan gathered them up.
She looked down at Annon and smiled. "The mesembrythem will,
first of all, stanch the blood. Then it will give you strength." Annon nodded. She placed the shreds in a complex
pattern over his wounds. Her concentration was so absolute that
neither of the others said a word. When she was done, she expelled a small sigh, and
said to Eleana. "I fear I must rely once again on your
goodwill." Annon closed his eyes, growing drowsy with exhaustion
and the effects of the herbal remedy. "We must continue our
flight." "Is it wise to move him? He has lost a great
deal of blood." "I fear we have no other choice. Our enemies
are too close on our heels. Besides, the mesembrythem will heal him
in a few days, I hope." "You have a safe harbor?" "I believe so, yes." "I have friends along the way who will be able
to help." "My thanks, Eleana, but you saw what happened
here. I do not want to put anyone else in danger. We will purchase
two of your best cthau- ros. "Your coins are no good here," Eleana
said. "The cthauros are yours." "Thank you for your generosity." "It is the least I can do." Her eyes
flicked toward Annon, then returned to meet Giyan's level gaze. They regarded once another silently for some time
before Giyan rose. "I will reconnoiter to make certain the
hoverpods have moved on." "You are as generous as you are courageous,
Giyan." Though she was very grateful for this time alone with
Teyjattt, no matter how short, Eleana did not dare meet the other
woman's eyes. When Giyan had disappeared out of the mouth of the
cave. Eleana bent over Annon. "You will be leaving soon. It is time to say
good-bye." "Good-bye?" His voice was thick. He had
eaten little, having had no appetite for the strange, gamey organ
meat. Now he felt both nauseated and light-headed. "No, no. You
must come with us." "Alas, it is impossible. I have obligations
here. I know you understand about obligations." "Yes. I do." She stroked his forehead, smiled down at him.
"Teyjattt. Would Giyan be jealous if she heard me call you
that?" "I do not think so, no. She likes you." "And you?" He lifted a hand and she took it in hers, squeezed
it tight. She bent even lower over him. "Ah, that face,"
she whispered. "I will know it anywhere." "I wish you were coming with us." "As do I." His hearts constricted. "Eleana…" Tears came to her eyes. "I am pleased Giyan
likes me." He looked at her, searching for answers, found only
her enigmatic smile. For the time being at least, it was enough. A
shadow from the cave entrance came toward them and automatically
their hands unwound. "It is time," Giyan said. "I must go," Eleana whispered/ "to
fetch the cthauros." She reached down, unwrapped something from
her waist. "I leave this token with you, Teyjattt." She
laid her knife in its polished ammonwood scabbard on his chest.
"Until we meet again." Vessel
Half-Empty It is an evil omen, you bringing the boy here,"
Bartta said ungraciously. "I am happy to see you, too, sister." "You live with the ruler of our conquerors. I
do not see you for sixteen years, and now here you are on my
doorstep, asking for succor for a V'ornn, no less!" "Try to see him as a boy under threat of death
from his father's enemies," Giyan said. "His father was my enemy also." "So are the V'ornn who seek him." Bartta stood back, allowing Giyan to half carry the
still-weak Annon inside. But she did not lift a hand while her twin
transported him to the room where Giyan herself had slept when she
was a child. The cottage, on the next to highest of the village's
thirty-seven tiers, had three bedrooms. Bartta now slept in the room
that had belonged to their parents. She had put Riane, the girl she
had found beneath the flat stone, in her old bedroom. "How did you know to look for me here,"
Bartta said, "and not at the abbey?" "I remember everything, sister," Giyan
said. "Including your penchant for retreats here, to try to
fathom the pattern of the powerful bourns—those mystical power
paths that crisscross Kundala Müna laid down at the world's
creation." Giyan cocked her head. "We Ramahan have been
trying to make sense of the pattern for close to a century. Are you
any closer to solving the mystery?" Bartta made a sour face. "You mock me now." "Not at all. On the contrary, I admire your
persistence." Bartta followed Giyan, watched with avid eyes as her
sister set Annon down. "Have you used your Gift on him?" "He was mauled by a perwillon." "Müna protect us! Those beasts are
daemon-spawn! What ill luck that you happened upon one." Giyan busied herself making Annon comfortable. Bartta came cautiously into the room. "He is
not unpleasant-looking, for a V'ornn." She moved closer, bending
over Annon. Her forefinger jabbed out. "What made this
discoloration?" "He was attacked by a gyreagle. It left its
talon in him." "He's lucky it did not pierce his lung. V'ornn
have only one, I am told." She sucked at her lower lip. "It
happened when he was a small child, yes? The wound is long healed." "No," Giyan said, standing up. "It
was a recent attack. Less than a week." Bartta's eyes opened wide. "Sorcerous work." Giyan turned to her. She took her twin by the arm,
led her back into the great room. Osoru—the Five Moon sorcery—has been
banished from the abbey ever since Mother's death," Bartta
hissed. "Do not admonish me, sister. The sorcery worked
on Annon is not of my doing." Bartta frowned, sat down beside her exhausted twin.
"Whose, then?" "I haven't eaten in a day and a night." Bartta nodded, put a big iron stewpot on the fire.
Giyan looked around. The whitewashed walls were, here and there,
streaked with soot, but otherwise the cottage seemed much the same as
it had when they were growing up. A fire winked and crackled in the
old stone hearth, the black, potbellied kettle stood on a wooden
shelf with all the other cooking paraphernalia, the same dark-hued
hangings sagged on their pins, the ammonwood furniture was worn to a
glossy sheen. There and there, were oddities that made Giyan
understand that this was no longer her home. Like the ornately carved
heartwood chest in the great room and their mother's lovely perennial
garden. Once, it had been filled with swirls of delicate pink
thistlewort, yellow mountain laurel, white snow-lily, and aromatic
rosemary. Bartta had transformed it into a botanical laboratory of
sorts. There was shanin, Pandanus, la-tua, datura inoxia, plus at
least a dozen varieties of exotic mushrooms, all of which and more
Eleusis had allowed her to grow in the secret garden inside the
palace. They were mostly subtropical plants, but her sister had
apparently found a method to adapt them to the harsh mountain
climate. This high in the mountains of the Djenn Marre, mornings and
late afternoons were almost always chilly, even in High Summer.
Nights were either cold or frigid, depending upon the season. It had taken them four days and four nights of
almost constant riding to get here. Along the way, Giyan had twice
spotted Khagggun hov-erpods at a far remove. They were still
sectoring the Marre pine forest; because they were awkward to
maneuver over the foothills' steep gradients, they no longer appeared
to be a threat. She had allowed them to stop only to relieve
themselves, which was still an awkward and time-consuming procedure
for Annon. They ate the foodstuff Eleana had given them while riding.
They had ascended through the land of sudden lakes, through
increasingly rocky scree and acutely pitched ridges, along winding
paths of well-trammeled Marre pine needles, past swiftly flowing
streams and small waterfalls. Above them rose the majestic,
snowcapped peaks of the Djenn Marre, becoming ever more awesome the
closer they came. Giyan pushed the cthau-ros to their limit. By the
second day, Annon had slept off and on while she guided both animals
on the path she had chosen into the upcountry where her home village
of Stone Border lay nestled. Once, sliding into an exhausted sleep,
she had dreamed her terrifying dream of bloody hands, and a fire
crackling, consuming her. She had awoken sobbing at the cold,
glittering stars. A soft wind stirred the treetops. The moons were
gone, as if unable to bear any longer her inner torment. "They did not harm you, the V'ornn?"
Bartta, stirring the stewpot, broke the awkward silence. "No harm came to me, sister," Giyan said
wearily. "Quite the opposite." "That is difficult to believe." Bartta was
piling dried fruit and crusty bread onto a plate. "I had given
up hope." "In Axis Tyr I fell in love." Giyan was
staring at her hands. "I do not expect you to understand." Bartta ladled stew into a bowl, brought it and the
plate to the table. She poured Giyan some sweet, dark mead. Giyan was famished, but she hardly tasted the food.
Her thoughts were with Annon. Her heart ached for him. She tried to
banish the fear that had grown in her ever since they had left
Eleana. She had important things to tell Bartta, but she was suddenly
afraid. "Tell me about life here," she said. "It has been hard," Bartta said. "Harder
by far than when you were here, because now we are losing our folk to
the V'ornn and to Kara." She gestured. "Once these
Kundalan were followers of Müna. But Müna has forsaken
them, they claim, and so they give themselves over to this soulless,
Goddess-less religion that threatens the very fabric of our
spirituality." "For once we agree on something." Giyan
put food into her mouth, chewed slowly, tasting nothing but the
mounting fear inside her. "Kara brings no good to either its
followers or to us. It is a dead end." "It is worse. Each Kundalan who converts to
Kara is another wound inflicted on the Ramahan corpus. As the Ramahan
go, so goes the Kundalan, eh, sister? Though its practitioners claim
Kara gives them hope, at the heart of Kara is a certain nihilism that
seeks to obliterate our history, our lore, the very essence of who we
are. No, truly we have no need of such a latter-day religion." "And yet each month it grows stronger." "Yes, fed by the anger of Müna forsaking
her children." "And every day the Holy Scripture slips farther
away from us, isn't that so?" Bartta's voice was fueled by equal parts envy and
contempt. "I am surprised you remember Scripture. You have the
Gift." "Like water, we always return to the source,"
Giyan said softly. "Does it seem strange to return, sister, after
all your time among the conquerors?" Giyan pushed aside her plate. "To be honest, I
feel somewhat… displaced." "I will take you to our mother's grave,"
Bartta said shortly as she cleared the table. "If you stay long
enough, that is." "And what of Father?" "Kara took him. He could not resist the new
religion's practical message of the here and now." And there lay their personal history, trammeled in
the dust. Giyan felt oddly defeated. Not for them the cries of
delight, the tears, the deep love that twins so long separated should
feel. From the first, a wary cynicism had established itself, as if
they were two enemies meeting to hammer out a truce after a long,
drawn-out war. "You are a very different person than the one
who went with the V'ornn sixteen years ago," Bartta said. There
was a certain bitterness in her voice that scored Giyan's heart like
the talons of an all-too-familiar creature. She had returned to the
doorway to what had once been her bedroom. Inside, Annon lay
sleeping. "But what can one expect?" Bartta
continued. "By the look of you, dressed in alien finery, you are
now more V'ornn than KundalanV.” Giyan turned to face her sister. She pushed back the
sifeyn. "You know better than that." Bartta turned her closed face away. "Forgive
me. I am distracted this morning. I have been for a week. I found a
girl, the same age as your V'ornn charge. She is in the acute stage
of duur fever. Despite all my efforts on her behalf, she will die
within the hour." She looked to her twin. "Unless with your
Gift—" "I cannot bring life to the dying. You know
that better than anyone." "You must try. I beg of you. Perhaps your
coming here is another omen." "Another omen?" Giyan stiffened.
"Speak plainly, sister, for I, too, must tell of omens." Bartta folded her arms across her birdlike chest,
gave her sister a curious look. "Seven days ago, I saw an owl
before sunset." She scowled. "The night messenger of Müna
never shows itself during daylight hours unless it brings unexpected
death in its talons." "The owl is a harbinger of change," Giyan
replied. "There is always fear in change." "Not for the Ramahan," Bartta declared. "I think, these days, especially for
the Ramahan." Bartta shook off her sister's words. "The
owl—Müna's messenger—led me to this girl, Riane. It
came out of the forest and circled the spot three times. I was meant
to find her, don't you see? Why? She is dying, and I cannot save her.
It makes no sense. And yet there can be no doubt of Müna's hand
in this." "Have you notified her family?" "There is no family—at least none that
she can remember. She has no memory." "Poor thing." The sounds of people screaming stilled Bartta's
response. The sisters rushed to the window. Beyond the herb garden,
past the unpainted cedar gates, steeply stepped streets descended to
the village plaza. It was filled to bursting now with townsfolk,
Khagggun, mostly on foot, a few riding cthauros. "Müna protect us!" Bartta cried.
"Another cursed Khagggun raiding party!" She ran to the
door. "We thought our cliffs would stop them, but it only
stopped their hoverpods. They steal cthauros from the villages below
and march on." As she opened the door, Giyan held her back. "Don't go out there, sister." She peered
down to the square, could see the dreaded insignia on the Khagggun's
helms. "This raiding party has more on its mind than random
terror." Bartta's eyes became slits. "What do you mean?" "Someone betrayed us, saw us steal out of the
palace. But I cannot imagine who." Bartta tore away from her sister's grasp. "Stay
here," she ordered. "If you are right, the Khagggun will
doubtless begin a house-to-house search. I must find a away to keep
them away from here." "What can you do?" Bartta went out the door without another word. Giyan turned away from the window. Anrron was still
asleep. To distract herself, she went into Bartta's bedroom, saw the
girl Riane lying deathly pale. Despite her lack of color, her lank,
greasy hair, her emaciated body she was a strikingly beautiful girl.
Giyan stood over her for a moment, said a prayer to Müna. She
put a hand on the girl's cheek. She was burning up with fever. Giyan
let out a long breath, allowed her mind to clear of all thought, all
imagery, all emotion. Riane was so near death it took some time and
effort to gather in enough of her faint aura. She summoned Osoru. She tried to direct the spell toward the girl, but
something was blocking it. She was of no more use to Riane than
Bartta had been. She tried again. Nothing. She did not understand.
The power always came when she summoned it; it always obeyed her
wishes. Why had it failed her now? She turned as she heard the front door burst open,
and rushed out to see Bartta. Her face was pinched and drawn. "You were right. The Khagggun are looking for
the boy." She ran a hand through her hair. "But, in true
V'ornn fashion, they have decided not to waste their time searching
the village themselves. The First-Captain has ordered the Khagggun to
begin interrogating the townsfolk." "The First-Captain? What about the commander?" "I know him not. He sits upon a cthauros,
hidden inside the skull of a Krael, silent as a grave marker." "Odd that the Pack-Commander should let his
First-Captain do his work." "Work? Is that what you call this…
abomination?" Bartta said. "Living among the aliens has
addled your brain. The interrogations are but prelude. The Khagggun
promise to slaughter us one by one until the boy is delivered to
them." "But the villagers know nothing." "They know that you are my twin sister,"
Bartta said. "Where else would you be hiding but at my cottage?"
She waved a hand. "Not to worry. No one has said a word, and no
one will. We would rather die than give up a secret to those
monsters. But I cannot allow my people to be senselessly murdered."
She bulled past Giyan. "We will give the Khagggun what they
want." "What?" Giyan clawed her sister back. "Are
you insane? We cannot—" "No, sister, you are insane if you
think I will harbor a V'ornn while my own people are being tortured
and killed." "You don't understand." "Oh, I understand well enough." Bartta's
entire body was shaking with rage. "You have brought this evil
down on us." "Sister, the Khagggun will kill Annon. They
will have his head on a pike, just as they did with his father." Shrieks coming from the square rose up through the
streets. "It has begun," Bartta said ominously.
"The Khagggun are slaughtering our innocents." "Annon is innocent, too!" Giyan cried. "But he is a V'ornnV Bartta screamed.
"Müna damn you, why are you protecting him?" "Because he is my son." "What?" Giyan was weeping. Her heart was breaking. She had
sworn to tell no one. "I fell in love with Eleusis Ashera. I
mated with him." Bartta made the sign of the Great Goddess. "Müna
save us all!" she breathed. "What have you done to us?" "I have done only what was in my heart!" "Then I curse your heart!" "Think what my life has been like since I bore
him. No one save Eleusis could know he was my child. You know that
the V'ornn systematically collect the children of mixed race." "And why not? Most don't want them, anyway." "Ripped from their mother's milky bosom to what
cruel fate?" Giyan shuddered. "What the Genomatekks do with
them inside Receiving Spirit is anyone's guess." "What they do with them is the V'ornn's foul
business." Bartta trembled as more cries came to them through
the open door. "Ah, Müna, his fate will be no better than
theirs!" "Sister, listen to me," Giyan said with
matching passion. "We cannot sacrifice him. Annon has seen
Seelin." "One of the Five Sacred Dragons of Müna?"
Bartta took a step toward her. Her upper lip curled, spittle flew
from her mouth. "Do you even know what you are saying? He is
V'ornn!" "Of course I know. I am Ramahan." Bartta shook her head. "After all these years
with a V'ornn in your bed you are apostate." "I keep the Goddess faith as you do, sister,"
Giyan bridled. "I revere Müna every moment of my life."
She took Bartta's hand in hers. "Sister, listen closely to me.
Müna's gyreagle marked him, left its talon inside him. You know
the Prophesy as well as I do. The talon serves as a kind of
lodestone; it guided him to the caverns beneath the palace, to the
Storehouse. The Storehouse Door opened for him; he saw Seelin. The
Dragon touched him, took back the talon, healed his wound." Bartta snatched her hand away. "Heresy!"
she hissed. "You are speaking heresy!" "Am I? Think of the Prophesy. It is written
that the Dar Sala-at can summon the Dragons and command them." "Yes, but—" "It is written that the Dar Sala-at will be
born at both ends of the Cosmos." Giyan's whistleflower-blue
eyes searched her sister's face. "You see it, don't you? The
omens, the Prophesy—they are all coming true, just as Müna
said they would. Think, sister! Half-Kundalan, half-V'ornn—the
two ends of the Cosmos. The Prophesy finally makes sense!" Abruptly, Bartta switched tactics. Her face
smoothed, her voice dropped to an even, honeyed cadence. "Ah,
Giyan. I understand now. He is your son. You will do anything,
believe anything in order to save him. I do not blame you; I would do
the same. But while we stand here arguing, innocent people are going
to their deaths. Let his death have some meaning, at least. He will
be saving hundreds of Kundalan lives. A noble fate for a V'ornn, eh?
More by far than any V'ornn deserves." Giyan shook off her sister's words. "I myself
saw the wound the gyreagle had inflicted. Its talon was embedded in
his flesh. Not an hour later, the wound was as you see it now. Only a
Dragon's touch could have healed him." "I do not believe it." "There is no other explanation, you know it as
well as I do. Annon is the Dar Sala-at, the One destined to free us
from our servitude. We must protect him by whatever means
necessary. Müna has shown Her face to us, sister. She has
shown us the path we must take. We must bow to Her wisdom and Her
will." "But even if what you say—even if this
fantastic story is true—how are we to save him and our
townsfolk?" Giyan's eyes were lambent. "Together we will
conjure the Nanthera." "The Abyss of Spirits?" Bartta was aghast.
"You cannot be serious." "We must! It is the only way out of this
terrible dilemma!" Bartta shook her head. "Listen to yourself,
sister. Since the time we transgressed against the Goddess, since the
time The Pearl was lost, we have been enjoined from conjuring the
Nanthera. Without Mima's intervention, it is too dangerous, too
difficult to control the Portal to the Great Abyss. When it is opened
there is the danger that all those abominations Müna has
banished to that Goddess-forsaken pit will escape." "Müna will protect us. She is here with
us. Because of who Annon is. Because of your Riane." "What do you mean?" "I went to her while you were gone," Giyan
said. "I tried to use my power. I could not. As you said, she
will die within the hour. Could that be Müna's will? You
yourself said that it is not. Müna means for her to live. You
begged me to save her from death. This is how." "It is said of the Nanthera that the two
essences must battle for supremacy in the one mind. Do we dare place
the Dar Sala-at—if, indeed, Annon is the Dar Sala-at—in
such peril?" "It is true that we know nothing about the
aftereffects of the Nanthera, but what choice do we have?" Giyan
said. "Besides, Annon is strong and Riane is weak. You said
yourself that her loss of memory had placed a veil over her life." They both started as Annon called out in an agonized
voice. Giyan rushed to his side, her twin following behind. Annon was
awake. Giyan knelt beside him. "What is it? Why have you cried
out so? Is your pain worse?" "No." He looked up at her. "I have
heard the sounds from outside. I know Khagggun have come to take me
back to Wennn Stogggul." "Hush, now," she said, cradling his head.
"Go back to sleep." "No!" He struggled to lever himself into a
sitting position. "I know the cruelty Khagggun are capable of.
Even though they are Kundalan, I don't want these people to be
slaughtered because of me." Giyan would not let him go. "I made your father
a promise. I will keep you safe as long as there is a breath of life
left in me." "It is my life. One life against many. I will
not live with their blood on my hands." As he struggled to rise, compensating for his
weakened leg, Giyan turned her beseeching face to her sister. "You
see his heart now, sister. I beg of you, heed Müna's message. It
is no coincidence that the owl came to you, that we were driven here
in our hour of utmost need. Annon needs to be trained in the ways of the
Ramahan. He needs to be taught the Holy Scriptures. Who better than
you to do this holy work? The Great Goddess commands us. We can do
ought but serve Her." For a long moment, Bartta said nothing. She looked
at Annon, valiantly trying to march out to his fate, to save the
Kundalan of Stone Border from certain death. She recalled the great
owl swooping down at her, circling three times the spot where Riane
lay, deathly ill. What does this mean? she has asked herself
over and over during this long and arduous lunar week. Why would
Müna have me save her only to see her the days later? It
was a conundrum that had consumed her, robbed her of sleep. It had
not made sense. But what if Giyan was right? What if this half-V'ornn
had been touched by one of Müna's Sacred Dragons? Improbable as
it might seem, what if he was the Dar Sala-at? Then her fate
was clear: she was the one destined to train him, to control him, to
bathe in his power and be exalted by it. "Forgive me for doubting you. Your logic is
faultless, sister," Bartta said, kissing Giyan on both cheeks.
"Let us make all haste to carry out the Great Goddess's
commands." She smiled into Giyan's face, found the place inside
herself where her love for her twin dwelled, chained in perpetual
darkness. "Carry him into the great room, and I will bring
Riane. If we are to succeed, we have very little time." She
fought to keep her apprehension in check. The Nanthera had not been
conjured in more than a lunar century. The implications of what they
were about to do made her skin prickle and her stomach contract
painfully. Giyan was crouched beside her son when Bartta
returned to the great room. She carefully laid Riane down next to
Annon, then went to the carved heartwood cabinet. Unlocking it, she
swung wide the door, revealing row upon row of stoppered glass jars,
vials, bottles filled with all manner of powders and liquids. She
took down several of these as Giyan began the chanting in the Old
Tongue. As Bartta mixed her powders, she joined in the liturgy and
the Singing of the Bourns began in earnest. In a circle around Riane and Annon, Bartta placed
nine hawk feathers. In the spaces between them she daubed animal
blood onto the floor. Onto these she sprinkled an earthy powder she
had ground from uva camarona, tupa, To-shka, and Goddess's-Flesh
mushroom. The blood daubs spontaneously ignited into deep blue
heatless flames. Giyan gripped her son's hand tightly as the bourns
were set in motion. Annon twitched in Giyan's embrace. "I feel an
itching all down my skin." He was clearly frightened. "What
is going on?" Giyan forced herself to smile reassuringly. "Your
protection arrives on brave wings, Annon." "It is time," Bartta intoned. "Time for what?" He looked up at Giyan
with an expression that made her heart constrict. Kneeling beside him, Giyan bared one breast. She
cradled the back of his skull in one hand, lifted her breast with the
other. "What. . . what are you doing?" "Look at me/' she said softly, gently. "Only
at me, Teyjattt." He gazed deep into her eyes and his lids grew heavy.
His mouth closed over her nipple and he began to suckle as he had
when we was a babe. Almost immediately, his eyes closed, his
breathing became deep and regular. "That's right," Giyan
crooned, rocking him. "Sleep now." She lovingly stroked the
back of his skull. "Sleep now, beloved, in the safety of my
arms." "He does not know that he is your son, does
he?" Bartta said. Giyan shook her head, too full of emotion to speak. "That must have been painful for you." She
said this with a curious glint in her eye. "He felt the power of
the bourns forming. I should have said that was impossible." "Not for the Dar Sala-at." Giyan caressed
his face. "From the moment of his conception there was nothing
usual about him. He spoke to me while I carried him in my womb. We
had conversations. I sang to him, wove him the tales of Müna, of
the Five Dragons, of Utmost Source." "What would you know of the Five Sacred
Books of Müna? It was lost in the time before either of us
was born." Giyan, keeping her thoughts to herself, said, "I
know no more than you, only what we were taught at the Abbey of
Floating White." "We have no more time." Bartta held out
her hand. "Come! she commanded. "Hurry now, sister! The
Nanthera has been conjured. The bourns have found their tempo. They
cannot be stopped." Giyan did not move. She looked with horrified eyes
at Annon. "Sister, you must step out nowl" The
circle of flames grew in intensity. The feathers fluttered even
though no breeze wafted through the cottage. "Riane is dying. If
she does so before the Nanthera is completed, Annon will be doomed to
wander the nonworld forever." Giyan seemed paralyzed. "Look at him, Bartta.
So helpless, so innocent. It is hard, so very hard to say good-bye to
my son." "Forget him now, sister. Soon he will be Annon
no more. He will have been to a place no Kundalan was ever meant to
walk. He will have seen things no Kundalan was ever meant to see. If
he is the Dar Sala-at, he will walk alone. So it is written, so it
will be." Giyan sprang up. "I don't want to lose him!"
She came to the edge of the circle of eerie, heatless fire. "Sister, come to me now! Step out of the circle
before you are caught up in—" They both heard it at the same instant: a
bone-chilling howling. At first, it seemed as if it was coming from a
long way off. Nevertheless, the howling echoed in their skulls,
setting their teeth on edge, making their hearts hammer in their
breasts. "What is that?" Giyan whispered. "The cries of the abominated. They sense the
Portal opening. They clamor to be released." Giyan was wide-eyed with terror as the howling grew
nearer. "Müna preserve us!" "Riane is slipping away," Bartta told her
urgently. "I can feel her leaving us. There is no time. Come
here. Please. The Nanthera was conjured for Annon. Only for him.
Sister, you must be outside the circle when the Portal opens
completely or risk being infected by the filth that abides in the
dark pit." "Müna will protect him," Bartta said
as she drew her twin out of the circle, holding her tight. "Have
faith." The entire aspect of the room has altered. Nothing
can be clearly seen. The two women do not draw breath, their hearts
have ceased their steady beating, the pulses in their wrists are as
silent as a gravesite. It is as if they have been transported beyond
the structural limitations of time and space. Before them, within the
circle of heatless fire, the Abyss of Spirits is open. Even healers
such as they must shiver with the portent of this dark sorcery, for
they find themselves suspended Outside, peering down into what
appears to be an unending spiral. They grow cold as something rises
from the unimaginable depths. "What is that—thing?" Giyan
says hoarsely. "I know not," her twin says. "Müna, what have we done?" "We are saving them both." "For what? So this abomination can
have them?" Whatever it is, it comes for Annon, and it is a
fearsome thing—indefinable, unknowable, utterly dreadful. The
entire room cants over at an angle, darkness is made visible,
manifest, light reduced to shadow. The thing is about to engulf Annon—her son.
Giyan feels as if her heart is being torn from her breast. A deep
rumble like thunder rattles the room in its fist. Giyan takes a step
toward the sorcerous circle. Bartta moans. "Oh, Giyan, come away! You invite
disaster by interfering with the circle of the Nanthera." "Leave me be! He is my son. I am afraid for
him." Giyan stretches her arms out, breaking the circle. She
cries out as darkness, thick and sinewy as a liana, lances up her
arms, twining itself about her. Instantly, her hands go numb and she
feels a pain unlike anything she has ever felt before, as if her
bones are disintegrating from the marrow outward. She cries out again, her anguish palpable. Her voice
sounds odd, distorted, turned in on itself. She is paralyzed by the
pain in her hands where they have entered the Nanthera. She wants to
thrust herself whole into the circle, but she cannot. She wants to
reach her son, but she is fighting a fierce and evil whirlwind of
unknown origin. Her bloodstained robes swirl and flutter out behind
her. "It is too late! He belongs to the Nanthera
now. You cannot have him back." Bartta turns her head. "Ah,
Müna, Riane slips away. We have left it too late." "Don't take him from me! I want him back!"
Giyan's voice seems to be falling away from her, falling into the
darkness of the Abyss. Just as Bartta grabs hold of Giyan around the waist,
she sees Giyan's hands caught in the penumbra of the hideous thing
that has come for her son. Bartta shudders, clamps down on the urge
to vomit, as a triangle of the V'ornn robe flutters into her hands.
Sobbing, she hauls with all her might. Giyan stumbles backward. The
vortex tries to suck her into itself, the hideous thing crouches,
preparing to spring at her. It seems to be grinning, licking its
lips. Bartta wraps the fabric around her forearm and jerks mightily,
pulling Giyan back through the border. As Giyan comes free of the
circle, the thing turns away. It crouches over Annon. His form begins
to shimmer and lose substance, becoming like a lacewing butterfly,
nothing more than transparent gossamer. "Too late for fear." Bartta clutches her
twin to her. Annon loses definition. "Too late for remorse." Bartta feels her
twin shuddering and shaking. His human outline is transmuting. "Too late even for love." Bartta places
her hand over her twin's eyes, averting her own gaze from that which
no Kundalan was meant to witness. An unnatural darkness engulfs them as the two
sisters rock together. It is so palpable it beats against their eyelids,
scours their skin like a sandstorm in the Great Voorg. Giyan is
sobbing with no thought for her own pain. "My son," she
wails. "My son!" "We tried to protect them," Bartta says,
"but we may have killed them instead." As the abomination inside the sorcerous circle
completes its fearful task, the darkness emanating from it seems to
want to eat them alive. It overlaps the circle, the heatless flames
flicker and start to gutter, and now they see long, slithery things
emerging from the vortex of the Abyss. In horror, the sisters glimpse
the first wave of a frightful host. Impatient, the thing advances to
the edge of the circle. "Müna protect us Sister, your
rash intervention has broken the circle. It comes." Bartta makes
the sign of the Great Goddess, commences another chant in the Old
Tongue. "No, I will not allow it!" Giyarf'throws
her arms heavenward as she slips to her knees. "Hear me, Great
Goddess. I have never asked you for anything, but now I beseech you!
Help us! I will do anything you require of me, make any sacrifice you
ask! My life, my very soul are yours! Just give me back my son!" With a deafening silence peculiar to sorcery, the
preternatural darkness begins to lighten. There comes a howling as
the slithery things are hurled backward into the Abyss. The thing,
knowing that it is next, struggles, but to no avail, In a moment, it,
too, vanishes downward whence it sprang. The last notes of the power
bourns sing their song, and then it is over. The Abyss of Spirits is
sealed once more. The Nanthera is done. Giyan, her gaze fixed on the body of Annon, remained
on her knees. The flames were gone, the hawk feathers bits of ash.
Bartta cautiously knelt beside Annon, put her ear to his chest.
"Sister, he does not draw breath. Your son is dead." A wailing came from deep inside Giyan's body, rose
up through her as if she were some great instrument of the Goddess,
filling the cottage with heartache and lamentation. Bartta moved to
where Riane lay pale and inert, repeated the procedure. "Dead, too," she whispered to herself.
"Poor orphaned thing. Not knowing where she came from, not
understanding her end. What short life did she have? Less than most.
Far less." And at last the peculiar kinship she felt for this
girl overwhelmed her, and she laid her, head on the girl's breast.
While Giyan's wails swirled around her, she allowed herself a small
allotment of tears. But, then, something happened. The rib cage
beneath her stirred, rose as it filled with air and then subsided
again. This wavelike motion occurred three more times before her
stunned brain made sense of it. She lifted her head, felt the girl's warm breath on
her cheek. "Müna save us, she breathes!" She put her
hand across Riane's forehead. It was damp with sweat, but it no
longer burned. "Sister, sister, come see! Riane is alive! She
has survived the Nanthera! And her fever has broken!" Giyan joined her sister, saw that she was right.
Already the color was returning to Riane's cheeks. Her breathing was
deep and even. "Annon, my most beloved son, what kind of life
will you have now?" Giyan whispered. "You must call her Riane now." Bartta put
a hand on Giyan's shoulder. "Let her sleep now. The Nanthera was
interrupted. No one can say what the outcome will be, and it is
unwise even to consider the question." Giyan nodded, but could not stop herself from
caressing Riane's cheek. Outside, in the streets, the shrieking
resumed. "Come." Bartta urged. "It is time for
the final act." Standing beside the corpse of her son, Giyan wept
silently. Though she continued to grieve, the wailing had left her
spent. "Good-bye, my beloved." "Quickly, sister." Bartta pushed her
forward. "Every minute you delay another Kundalan dies." As if she had been transmuted into a sleepwalker,
Giyan bent down and picked up the body of her son. She turned toward
the open door and heard her sister's indrawn gasp. "Müna, look at you!" Distractedly, she glanced down at her hands. They
were black, hard as crystal, numb as lead weights from her fingertips
to just above her wrists. "What does this mean?" Bartta was clearly
horrified. "It is my penance, I suppose. My sacrifice to
Müna for my transgression." She looked at Riane sleeping
peacefully. "Small price to pay… for life." "How can you say that?" Bartta hissed.
"You have no idea of what the darkness of the abyss has done to
you." "It does not matter now. My son is safe from
the enemies of the Ashera." Tears streaming down her face, she
kissed her sister on both cheeks. "Teach him well, Bartta. Teach
him what he needs to know to rule us wisely." "You will be back, sister." "No, I do not think so," Giyan said with a
wan smile. "I was Eleusis Ashera's mistress. Doubtless, Wennn
Stogggul will find a suitably vile way to punish me." She walked out the door, down the stone pathway
through the garden, out into the street. She passed gaping townsfolk,
who took one look at her, started jabbering and ran before her down
the steps to spread the news. The taverns were empty, storefronts
closed and locked, windows shuttered. The air buzzed with the martial
beat of the Khagggun's ion-powered weapons. Below, in the central
plaza, the shrieking had come to a halt. Blood filled the gutters and
corpses lay at First-Captain Olnnn Rydddlin's feet. A thousand or
more Kundalan stood stiff and silent. Rekkk Hacilar sat some distance
away, looking not at the bodies, his helm faced the Abbey of Floating
White which, mercifully, had been spared the despoiler's shock-sword.
But he turned back as the Kundalan female with the blackened hands
approached the plaza with her offering. Without being ordered to do
so, the Khagggun parted for her. Their eyes were wide and staring. A
hush stilled even the wailing prayers for the dead. Giyan said nothing. There was no need. Rekkk Hacilar
knew her on sight, knew Annon as well. She stopped only when she
stood before him. His cthauros stamped and snorted uneasily at the
scent of fresh blood. First-Captain Olnnn Rydddlin urged his own
mount slowly toward them. As if he were the V'ornn god Enlil himself, she
offered up the corpse of her son to him. For what seemed an eternity
of agony, he did nothing. First-Captain Olnnn Rydddlin smirked. "At
last, the son of privilege returns," he said in his silky voice. Rekkk Hacilar ignored him. Slowly, he removed his
helm. His long, handsome face was stoic as he stared silently into
Giyan's eyes. He seemed attuned to her anguish. Inclining his head
slightly, he spoke softly, almost sorrowfully. "Please lay him
on the ground." Steeling herself for the expected outrage to come,
she complied, lowering him at the Pack-Commander's feet. What choice
did she have? Besides, she was committed to this path now, no matter
the cost to her. Annon's face was covered in dust and blood. Rekkk
Hacilar's dark eyes did not leave hers. "First-Cap tain, have the body bound across the
back of a spare cthauros. Olnnn Rydddlin frowned, sidled his mount closer to
Rekkk Hacilar's. "Pack-Commander, are you forgetting protocol?
Annon Ashera must be dragged around the plaza seven times. His skin
must be flayed from his body to set an example." "We have what we came for," Rekkk Hacilar
said curtly. "Our work here is done." "Pack-Commander, I must lodge a protest—" "Do whatever you have to do, but do it at
another time." "You cannot do this, Pack-Commander,"
Olnnn Rydddlin hissed. "It will set a bad example." Rekkk Hacilar's voice was steel-edged as he wheeled
in his saddle. "I gave you a direct order, First-Cap tain."
His gauntleted hand closed around the hilt of his shock-sword. "If
you fail to carry it out immediately, I will cut you down where you
sit." Olnnn Rydddlin said nothing. His fury abruptly
vanished. In its place, a small smile played across his lips. "I
have done my duty, Pack-Commander." He nodded curtly. "It
will be as you wish." Rekkk Hacilar was paying scant attention. His gaze
was fixed on Giyan, who stood with her back straight, her eyes
focused on the horizon. As Khagggun roughly took up Annon's corpse
and wrapped it in sheets of plain muslin, tears rolled down her
cheeks, dripped onto the muddy ground. "Treat the body with care," Rekkk Hacilar
ordered. "Our esteemed new regent requires his proof of his
death. No mark must mar the face or head." Through her tears, Giyan felt a wave of gratitude.
If her years among the V'ornn, her time with Eleusis had taught her
anything, it was that these aliens were far from the monolithic evil
menace most supposed them to be. Beneath their fierce warrior
exterior beat hearts that were capable of compassion and love, souls
that could feel remorse and, perhaps, even shame at what they had
wrought on Kundala. She turned her head, watched the Pack-Commander with
intense curiosity as he dug his heels into the cthauros's flanks,
urging it gently forward. "I am prepared to die now," she told him
with her head held high. He bent toward her, scooped a powerful arm around
her waist, drew her up, and swung her onto the cthauros' back behind
him. Extending a mailed fist over his head, a sign for his pack to
begin their bloodcurdling ululation, he cried in a voice that carried
over the increasing din: "To the victor the spoils!" As Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar and his Khagggun
pack withdrew from Stone Border, Bartta hurried back to her cottage.
She had seen enough—more than enough, if truth be told. It
seemed to her now as if her twin was fated to live her life in the
arms of the enemy. First Eleusis Ashera and now this murderous
Pack-Commander. She shook her head. She had seen how he had looked at
Giyan. He had been ready to take her the moment she dropped Annon's
corpse at his feet. Bartta thought it a wonder he hadn't. That would
have been the V'ornn way, to heap humiliation upon humiliation. But
perhaps he had thought it sufficiently soul-destroying for her to
watch Annon's corpse being trussed like a cor for the slaughter. She
had to remind herself that only three people knew that Giyan was the
boy's mother—and one of those, Eleusis, was dead. What had the
Pack-Commander been thinking while his eyes were on ner? she
wondered. She shuddered. What matter? Now that the V'ornn had taken
her again, Giyan was doomed. Bartta shrugged her shoulders in resignation. We
all have our fates, she told herself. But she did not envy Giyan
hers: forced to endure the humiliation of returning to Axis Tyr with
her dead son in tow, there to receive whatever punishment the regent
could devise, while she, Bartta, was left alone here to raise the Dar
Sala-at as she saw fit. There was a certain irony in the twist fate
had brought the two sisters. The golden girl—beautiful,
Gifted—with her face in the offal of the V'ornn's making;
she—homely, bent-backed—rearing the Kundalan savior. She
must tell no one about the Dar Sala-at until it was time, until
everything was in readiness and she could ensure that all the power
would flow to her. Behind her, the townsfolk were wailing, preparing
to bury their dead. Bartta closed her ears to the sound. She had
already been witness to enough grief in her lifetime. The aurora of darkness that gripped Stone Border,
the bitter smells of wet limestone and fear, sickly sweet stench of
blood and death, put her in mind of the first—and only—time
the V'ornn had entered the walls of the abbey. Five years ago, the
night after Konara Mossa had been buried, Konara Mossa, who had led
the Dea Cretan, who had taken Bartta under her wing. The entire abbey
had been in mourning, the Ramahan in their cells, praying. A dreaded
Gyrgon in its hideous insectoid biosuit, attended by two heavily
armed Khagggun of high rank, stalked the stone corridors. The Gyrgon
had singled her out, speaking to her alone, in private. A small
chamber, nondescript, almost devoid of furniture. The grace of Müna
only shining inside the bronze oil lamp. She remembered the repeating
song of a mockingbird coming from a tree outside the open window. She
remembered the exact color of the moonslight illuminating the mosaic
tile floor. She recalled with absolute clarity the cloying scent of
clove oil and burnt musk as it wafted from the alien. She could even
recall the tonality of the Gyr-gon's voice. But nothing of what was
said. Her conscious mind cringed from the details, having long ago
buried them away in some dark, deserted corner of her mind. All she
knew was from that moment on she had the Gyrgon's assurance that the
abbey would remain inviolate, the Ramahan inside free and safe, if
she continued to do what Konara Mossa had done since Giyan had been
taken by the V'ornn sixteen years ago. Giyan was the last of the
Ramahan from the Abbey of Floating White to be seized, setting in
motion Konara Mossa's desperate scheme. Thereafter, twice a month—sometimes more
often, depending on the circumstances—Bartta made a half hour
pilgrimage down the winding, rocky path to a small, abandoned
hunter's hut, and there secreted the information she had scribbled by
hand, information concerning resistance plans, movements, personnel
she had gleaned from Konara Mossa's contacts in the village. All to
keep her Ramahan safe from harm. The V'ornn had not invaded the Abbey
of Floating White as they had the other abbeys, had not taken her
Ramahan to be interrogated, tortured, and killed. No, she had spared
all Kundala the horror of seeing the Ramahan wiped out. It served no
useful purpose to consider the price she had had to pay. No price was
too high for the survival of spirituality. She trudged up the stepped streets, the grief of her
village falling upon her like her mother's casket, which she had
borne into the ground on her own. Her father was dead to her, caught
up in Kara, that horrid new Goddess-less religion, Giyan had been
taken by the V'ornn. She alone had had to say the ritual prayers over
her mother's corpse. She alone had had to burn her mother's clothes.
She alone had had to bury her. Because no one cared. But she was
dutiful, always, because duty denned her life. Without it, she was
lost in all the sickening moments of her childhood that began with
strangulation and ended at the moment her mother took her last, sour
breath. And so could she really be faulted for rewriting
Scripture of a Goddess who obviously no longer cared about her people
or, worse, no longer existed? From the time she had been made konara,
she had made a strategic decision. Following a dead Goddess would
only lead the Ramahan down the path to irrelevance. The horrifyingly
rapid growth of Kara and all it implied for the future of the Ramahan
was a clear enough rationale for what was required of her. She had
told herself that she was doing Müna's work so many times she
now firmly believed it. She looked up at her cottage, which she could
barely make out through the gloom, where Riane lay. And now, after so
many years toiling in Müna's fields, the Great Goddess had seen
fit to reward her by giving her the Dar Sala-at to raise and to
mentor. And how right was her decision to keep the abbey safe and
secure. Now the Dar Sala-at would have the home she needed. Inside the cottage, she closed the door firmly, went
immediately to the hearth, where she put on a thick stew to simmer.
Riane was still sleeping. She took her up and went into the bedroom
Annon had been in, figuring that when she woke it would be to more
familiar surroundings. Setting her down and covering her with a
quilt, she said a prayer to Müna. When she was through, she
dragged a chair over to Riane's side, sat down wearily and fell
"Instantly into a deep but restless sleep, where she dreamed she
was running, running, running in a great circle. It was dark where
she ran, and cool, so it must have been a woods, though she saw no
trees, smelled no forest scents. At some point, she became aware that
she was being pursued. She glanced over her shoulder, saw an enormous
owl swooping down for her. She tried to cry out but discovered that
the owl had already yanked out her vocal cords. They dangled like
vitals from the predator-bird's beak. Its beaconlike eyes raked hers
as if trying to tell her something. She awoke with a start, put a hand to her neck,
cleared her throat as if to reassure herself that her vocal cords
were still intact. It was past moonrise. She rubbed her eyes, padded
out to the hearth, tended the fire, and stirred the stew, which was
thickening nicely. She started, certain she heard stirring from the
other room, but when she went to look, Riane was still deeply asleep.
Looking at her pale flesh in the flickering lamplight, Bartta felt a
tiny shiver run through her, as of an eel slithering into a crevice
between coral-encrusted rocks. All her life, the envy she had felt at
her twin's Gift had eaten away at her like acid. Now she would have
her revenge, for the Dar Sala-at was Gifted in special ways. If she
could manipulate the Dar Sala-at, then she could control her Gift.
What a glorious moment that would be! Unaccountably, guilt pricked her. She grabbed her
traveling cloak from the peg on the wall, wrapped herself in it. What
was it Giyan had said? The owl is the harbinger of change. She went out into the blustery night. The funereal
wailing wafted up from the central square. The bodies of the dead had
been laid out, cleaned of blood, dressed in their best clothes. They
lay in a line upon a bed of dried oat-grass chaff. All around them
ranged the villagers of Stone Border. So she was not too late. Hurriedly, she joined her sister Ramahan. They stood
before the bodies in a shallow semicircle. The chanting began, the
syllables of the Old Tongue swelling until it swallowed the wailing
whole, enclosing it in the love of Müna. A designated member of
each family that had suffered a loss this day made a fire. When all
were lighted, Bartta blessed them one by one. She was handed a torch,
which she blessed with her hands and with a prayer. She held it above
each fire in turn until, like a living thing, the flame leapt to the
torch. The crowd gasped as one as the torch sprang to life. The prayers of the Ramahan filled the plaza until it
and everything in its seemed to vibrate in a harmonic to the tones of
the Old Tongue. At the climactic moment, Bartta dropped the torch
onto the bed of chaff, and fire sprang up, spreading quickly,
rapaciously, until the entire bed and those that lay upon it in their
final repose were engulfed, eaten, consumed along with everything but
the village's grief. Nothing felt right. Annon, sitting up in bed, was
staring down at his delicate hands. He turned them this way and that.
Not his hands; someone else's hands. Icy fear clutched at him. These
hands, so small… And there was hair on his arms. And,
speaking of his arms, his muscles seemed to have dissolved.
Frantically, he pushed the quilt off his body. "N'Luuura take me!" His breath was an
indrawn gasp. "Where are my tender parts?" At once, he put his hand to his throat. What had
happened to his voice? It was more than an octave too high. He scrambled off the bed and almost fell to the
floor. Nothing worked right. His arms and legs were too short, colors
seemed strange. He remembered this cottage from before he went to
sleep—Bartta's cottage, Giyan's twin sister. But everything
looked slightly different, as if he was seeing it in a mirror. A mirror! That's what he needed. He crawled along the floor, pulled himself to his
feet by leaning against an old and ornately carved chest of drawers.
He steadied himself as a wave of dizziness overtook him. He swallowed
hard, hoping he would not throw up. When he began to feel better he
went frantically through the drawers, pushing aside clothes and
personal items until he located a small, oval hand mirror. Whipping
it out, he held it up in front of his face. "N'Luuura take it!" He was a she! There was thick golden hair sprouting
all over the top and back of his head! He was a Kundalan! This was a nightmare. It could not be happening. He
slammed the mirror into his face again and again, but the reflection
did not change. Where was his own body? Where was he? "Giyan!" he screamed in the high female
voice as he stumbled through the cottage. "Giyan, where are you?
What has happened to me?" He dropped the mirror. He heard it shatter only
dimly; he was retching too hard. Gasping and groaning, he dragged his
lithe alien body back to the bed, pushed aside the bedcovers that had
fallen to the floor. Digging with alien nails, scrabbling with alien
hands, he pried up the floorboards he had discovered were loose just
after Giyan had brought him in here. The old leather-bound book Giyan
had cautioned him to keep safe was still there, as was the knife
Eleana had given him. He pulled them out, ran his hands over them.
They were real. He wasn't insane. His past was his past. Safe. It was
his present that was uncertain and unknown. He would have to keep his thoughts to himself until
he could find Giyan and— He stiffened at the noise. Someone was coming into
the cottage. Quickly, he stuffed his precious possessions back into
the hole, placed the floorboards over them. Then he scrambled back
into bed and closed his eyes, not a moment too soon. Returning to her cottage, Bartta went directly into
Riane's room. See-IVing that the girl was still asleep, she returned
to the great room, hung up her cloak, and took up the long wooden
spoon on the stones by the hearth. She hefted a thick, shallow bowl
of green ceramic and ladled some stew into it. She had meant to eat
it, but she found that she had no appetite, so she took it into the
girl's bedroom. Riane was sitting up, staring at her. Bartta froze as if there was a spice-adder curled up
on her bedsheets. She could feel her heart hammering in her breast,
and for a long moment it felt as though she had forgotten how to
breathe. Now there is no help for it, she thought, the
future staring her in the face. "How do you feel?" Bartta said when she at
last found her voice. Riane said nothing, and Bartta smiled, stepping over
the shards of mirror, cautiously offering the bowl. "You must be
hungry. You haven't eaten in days." Riane grabbed it from her, ate with ravenous speed
while keeping a wary eye on her like a creature from the wilderness.
Bartta was required to fill the bowl twice more before the girl was
sated. Bartta sat beside her. "Can you talk to me,
Riane?" "Where is Giyan? I need to talk to her." "It's all right." "Now!" Riane screamed, throwing the empty
bowl against the wall. Bartta slapped him, hard then, as he began to fight
back, pressed him back into the bed. "You are safe now," she said, her face
close to his. "But you must come to terms with the changes."
She glanced again at the broken mirror. "You are no longer
Annon. You are Riane, a Kundalan female. For your own good and the
good of those around you, you put aside your male V'ornn
personality." Annon, inside the body of Riane, struggled against
her, unused to this body's lack of bulk and strength in comparison
with his own. "Annon's enemies are everywhere. If you do not
adjust, if you allow Annon to leak out, they will surely get wind of
it, and they will destroy you. I am Ramahan. I have few ways to fight
back against the V'omn." She shook Riane violently. "Are
you listening to me?" she roared. The girl stared up into her face, an expression of
rigid denial on her beautiful face. "What was done," Bartta said more calmly,
"had to be done to save you." The girl continued to watch her, but at least she
was for the moment quiescent. "I know you saw yourself in the mirror before
you broke it," Bartta continued. "You are beautiful." "Let me up," Riane said. "Have you calmed down?" Silence. Bartta let go, backed off the bed. • "Riane—" The girl scrambled off the bed and backed up until
she was crouched in the far corner of the room. "Don't call me
that!" "What else shall I call you?" "You will call me by my real name." "Riane is who you are now. Please try to
understand. Your—that is, Giyan and I transferred your essence
into the body of Riane. It was the only way to protect you. Your
enemies believe you are dead." "If that is true, then let Giyan tell me
herself. I will believe her." Bartta sighed. "Giyan is gone. She took…"
She wet her lips. "In order to prove to your enemies that Annon
was dead, she took the body down to them. So the Khagggun would stop
killing the townsfolk. You remember that, don't you?" Riane stared at her. "You remember that you were going to sacrifice
yourself to save them. Well, in a very real sense you did. They have
your body, and they have Giyan, as well. She was taken by the
Pack-Commander." "Rekkk Hacilar." "Yes, well, I doubt she's coming back, so you
will just have to—" "I will go find her," Riane said, rushing
past her. Bartta grabbed her around the arm, swung her around,
hit her again, harder this time, so that the girl fell back against
the bed. Giyan, Giyan, it was always Giyan. "That is Annon talking," she said. "I
told you we'll have none of that." Seeing the girl ball her hand
into fists, she said hurriedly: "And what a foolish notion it
would be to go after her. You are alone, in an alien body. You are
one of the conquered now, and a female to boot. You would not last a
week on your own." "Then take me yourself." "It was Giyan's express wish that you remain
here with me, that you become an acolyte of the Ramahan at the Abbey
of Floating White, where she and I learned Scripture." "I do not believe you." Bartta hit her again. "Then learn to
believe me, Riane. The quicker you do, the better it will be for you.
You already have quite enough to get used to without my having to hit
you. I don't want to hit you, I get no pleasure from it, but you have
to learn. You have your whole life ahead of you." Riane uttered an incomprehensible V'ornn curse. "I
am V'ornn! I live now only to revenge myself against Wennn Stogggul
and Kinnnus Morcha!" She uncoiled herself, snatched up a shard
of broken mirror, and lunged forward. Bartta jumped back but not
before the razor-sharp edge ripped her robe and scored her skin.
Blood flowed from her shoulder. Rage spurted through her, and she
smacked Riane so hard, the bloody shard of mirror went flying across
the room. Bartta hit her again and again. "Forget
revenge, forget Giyan, forget your life of leisure and privilege in
Axis Tyr. It no longer exists. Annon Ashera no longer
exists." Panting and grunting, she continued with the thrashing
until Riane lay unconscious. "There," she said, panting still. "There."
For some reason, she was put in mind of the lorg she had killed so
many years ago. That cursed memory! Was she fated to carry it around
with her forever? Why? It was just an animal, and an evil one at
that, Giyan's protestations notwithstanding. Spent, Bartta sat on the blood-spattered bed, slid
her robes off her shoulder in order to tend her wound. "Müna
protect us," she whispered as she stanched the blood. "I
own you now. I will never let you go. The Great Goddess Herself has
seen fit to grant you life. But it is a life no one would envy! You
will experience firsthand the murderous, hateful, hopeless life under
V'ornn rule. You will see for yourself how they have systematically
stripped us of everything that was once ours. Perhaps, given time,
you will even mourn for us, for there is scarcely a Kundalan alive
who remembers what Kundala was like before the V'ornn invasion. A
time when narbucks roamed the plateaus, when Osoru had not yet been
corrupted by the Ramahan males and by the accursed Rappa, when
lightning rimmed the sky, presaging the appearance of Mima's glorious
Sacred Dragons. Where are hey now, eh? Where?" Bartta's hands
were squeezed into white fists that pounded against her thighs. "Ah,
that time is long gone; I fear it will never be again! And now we are
left without our Goddess, without the magical narbucks, without even
the lightning to bring us sorcerous energy. We are left with our dead
and our pain and the terrible compromises we have had to make. "But, for better or worse, it would seem you
are the Dar Sala-at." She put her hand out, stroked Riane's hair
back from her forehead. The girl's face was just beginning to darken
and swell. "Riane, Chosen of Müna and of Seelin. My holy
secret. So life you shall have, just as Müna has decreed. But
you are in my hands now. Whatever mysteries you hold will one day be
mine. Of that you can be assured!" Book Two: GATE OF LIFE "The Kundalan spirit is composed of five
elements: earth, air, fire, water, wood. The interaction of these elements—whether
harmonious or acrimonious, sweet or bitter, curved or straight,
flowing or rigid, determines the personality—and
therefore the Path—of each individual With suck a
volatile mix, it would be dangerous to believe that Equilibrium can
be achieved. Indeed, it may not even be advisable." —Utmost Source, The Five Sacred Books of Müna Vessel
Half-Full The Abbey of Floating White was aptly named. Built
on a rocky bluff overlooking Stone Border, it was a long, rambling
structure of bone-white stone that sparkled in sunlight, shone
silvery in rain. On moonless nights it glowed with an ethereal light
marked by everyone in Stone Border. Nine slender minarets rose from
sacred shrines within its high walls. These were crowned by domes
pulled upward like taffy, coated with silver leaf. They were so tall
they became lost when the ridge was shrouded in fog or low clouds. No Ramahan now living could remember a time when the
abbey did not exist. Indeed, legend had it that the structure was
conceived and constructed by the Goddess Müna Herself. There
were hints and clues to the veracity of this notion, the most
compelling of which was the makeup of the stone itself. It bore no
resemblance to that of the Djenn Marre mountain chain. It was dense
and so hard the huge blocks showed no wear. Indeed, save for the
former Abbey of Listening Bone in Axis Tyr (now the V'ornn Temple of
Mnemonics) it was unique in all of known Kundala. Riane could see the abbey quite clearly at the
southern edge of the kuello-fir forest as she worked daily in
Bartta's sorcerous garden. Below, along the steep, stepped streets,
she saw townsfolk moving in short, quick bursts, a stillness in
between, a lassitude born of the absence of happiness of any kind.
Wrapped in their dark cloaks, they hurried about their business,
stood solitary, deep in contemplation in their shadowed doorsteps or
at half-shuttered windows. Waiting, their shoulders perpetually
hunched against an unseen storm. Where was the bustle and clamor of
voices raised in argument, in haggling over prices, in minor
disagreements? Where were the shouts of recognition from across
crowded markets, the squeals of children at play? Where, most of all,
were the numerous Kundalan celebrations to commemorate the change of
seasons, the harvests, special days on the calendar Giyan had so
lovingly described to him? The quiet unnerved Riane. Annon and Kurgan
had often spent time in the countryside surrounding Axis Tyr when
they had gone hunting, but always they had returned to the heat and
frenetic beat of the city. Surrounded by strange scents that made her
light-headed and slightly nauseous, Riane toiled away under Bartta's
keen eye. Her face, neck, and shoulders were still bruised and
swollen from the beating she had received. At night, the pain kept
her awake. She did not swallow the sleeping draught Bartta concocted
for her, spewing it out the window the moment Bartta left her alone. She thought she was being clever but, as it turned
out, she wasn't so clever after all. One night, three days after her
thrashing, she tried to sneak out of the house. She waited until the
reading lamp went out in Bartta's bedroom, until the entire cottage
was dark. She rose from her bed and stood at the open windows,
staring out at the night. Low clouds scudded across the sky,
obscuring the mountaintops and the minarets of the abbey, and the air
felt dank and chill. Pulling on a cloak, she climbed through the
window and came face-to-face with Bartta. Bartta hit her, sending her to her knees. Then
Bartta gripped the hair at the back of her head so hard it made her
eyes water, but she was determined not to cry out. Her teeth ground
together in fury. Bartta opened her palm, a ball of light in a
miniature lantern hovered there, illuminating their surroundings. "Lookl" Bartta commanded, jerking hard on
Riane's hair. Riane had no choice but to look at the flower bed
just outside her bedroom where, for the last three nights, she had
been spitting out the sleeping draught. The flowers were wilted, the
petals shriveled. Bartta bent down. "Stupid, stupid Annon,"
she hissed. "Did you think I wouldn't be able to fathom your
tricks?" She took her fist from Riane's hair, pulled her up. Her
voice changed, softening. "Riane would never think about
leaving, why should she? Somewhere in these mountains is her home,
she is among her own kind, she is about to be inducted into the elite
society of her people, to learn all the secrets Müna has to
offer." She stood her up, brushed her down, caressed her
cheek. She took Riane to another part of the garden, and said kindly,
"Here, see this plant with the trumpet-shaped flowers and the
teardrop-shaped nuts?" She knelt, and Riane knelt beside her.
"This is Brugmansia san-guinea, the blood brush." She
plucked off a nut, peeled back the green skin to reveal a reddish
nut, which she placed in Riane's palm. "I will teach you how to
make a paste with this that, when ingested in just the right amount,
will keep you warm even in subfreezing weather." She looked at
Riane. "This is a secret no acolyte knows, Ri- ane. It is not
widely known even among the novices." She put a hand gently
against the nape of Riane's neck. "But I will teach it to you.
Would you like that?" Riane, bewildered by this abrupt change in attitude,
nodded, though she could not see how she could make use of the
knowledge. Two days later, Riane was awakened by the vibration
of the power bourns. Bartta had told her that they crisscrossed all
of Kundala. It happened that this cottage was built upon a bournline,
but then so was the Abbey of Floating White—in fact, according
to Bartta, all the Ra-mahan abbeys were sited on major bournlines.
This otherworldly power grid was of no little interest to Bartta; she
asked Riane all the time if she felt them. Riane always said no, but
she also said that she would try because she wanted to keep Bartta
talking about them. Riane gathered that among many other things lost
to the Ramahan over time was a detailed map of the bourngrid. Without
it, it was impossible to make sense of the lines; without knowing
where they linked up, it was impossible to understand the nature of
the grid and what it had once been used for. Apparently, nowadays
very few Ramahan could even feel the bourns, let alone attempt
remapping them. Riane arose, feeling the humming in her bones, as if
her body had been turned into an instrument whose strings were being
plucked by an unseen virtuoso. The sensation was not unpleasant, but
it was certainly eerie. It was just past daybreak, but with the low sky full
of black-and-blue clouds, the morning promised to be only slightly
less dark than the night. She stood in the center of her bedroom and
closed her eyes. Silence enveloped her. Birds twittered fitfully
outside; rain pattered gently against the windowsill, fell silkily
onto the sorcerous garden. There was no wind at all. The wretched primitiveness of the place had begun to
prey on her. There were no fusion lamps, no ion accelerators, no
tertium matrices, no equation-building fields, no neural-net
generators. Heat from fires, light from oil lamps, and nothing to
give you a sense of what was happening in the outside world. The
village was, in effect, deaf, dumb, and blind. No wonder the Kundalan
had been so easy to conquer. A sudden creak, as of someone moving across the
floorboards, caused her to freeze. Now she could hear Bartta moving
about, and then she heard Riane's name being called. She drew on the
Kundalan robes Bartta had given her and went into the great room. Bartta was sitting at the wooden table. There were
two bowls filled with vile Kundalan grain. Riane had no taste for it.
She wondered if Bartta would mention the singing of the bourns, and
was somewhat surprised when Bartta said instead, "Come and eat
your breakfast. There is much work to do today." Riane sat without a word, but she did not pick up
her wooden spoon. What she wouldn't have given for some roast corribs
right now. She tried to concentrate on the eerie singing. "The salve I made for you is working. Your face
is looking much better," Bartta said, just as if the swelling
had come from an accident. "Very soon now I will be able to take
you to the abbey to live." Riane stared sullenly at her unappetizing breakfast.
Her stomach rumbled emptily. She had not had much dinner. The root
stew Bartta had served her had smelled and tasted bitter as dirt.
What little she had eaten had erupted back out of her mouth an hour
or so after she had gone to bed. " "Eat," Bartta said, more sternly. "As
a Kundalan—" "Giyan wouldn't eat this." Bartta paused with her spoon halfway to her mouth.
"Giyan was taken by the V'ornn, made to live with V'ornn, forced
into a V'ornn bed. She was required to adapt in order to survive,
just as you must adapt." Riane thought about this for a moment. Bartta knew
how to get to Annon; she simply used Giyan as a goad. Riane grabbed
the spoon. Pretending it was roasted cor meat, she shoveled the
cooked grain into her mouth, swallowing as fast as she could. In the blink of an eye, Bartta was up. She swiped
the spoon out of Riane's hand, took her by the shoulders, shook her
madly. "You eat like an animal!" she screamed in Riane's
face. "Is that what you are, an animal? Kundalan do not eat like
animals! Kundalan are civilized!" With a shove that rocked the
chair, she released Riane. "Go on, pick up your spoon. Now wash
it off and come back here so I can teach you how to eat properly." When Riane was again seated, Bartta standing right
over her, Bartta said, "Now take a spoonful of the glennan and
put it into your mouth. While you are chewing it put your spoon down
so that you can savor the taste. Swallow. Now pick up the spoon
again…" And so it went. Halfway through her breakfast, Riane
realized with an unpleasant lurch that Bartta was right. It would be
far better for her if she simply did as Bartta asked. If she was
stuck in this accursed body, the least she would have to do was adapt
to it. And learning Kundalan customs wasn't all bad. Take this
breakfast, for instance. It might not taste great, but at least her
stomach wasn't rebelling as it had last night from gobbling down her
food. No sooner had she thought this, however, than the
V'ornn warrior rebelled again. I am not Riane, she
shouted doggedly in her mind, her heart pounding. But she was.
Looking into Bartta's face she knew what would happen to her every
time Annon reasserted himself. N'Luuura, she wished Giyan was here.
But she wasn't; she was with Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar.
He—she—Annon—Riane—might very well never see
her again. Something caught in her throat, and she almost choked. She
swallowed the last of the glennan and took a deep breath. Rage and
despair were vying for control inside her. Resignation had never been
a dominant male V'ornn trait; it was difficult even to comprehend.
She set her mind on a goal: survival. To survive, she told
herself, I have to adapt. Obediently, she ate every last spoonful of glennan,
then took her bowl and spoon to the sink for washing. Beneath her,
the bourns hummed a song only she could hear. A week later, Bartta told her to pack her things.
They were moving to the Abbey of Floating White. On the way, Riane got her first comprehensive look
at the village. Stone Border was built like a bowl scooped out of the
mountainside just below the abbey. In all ways, it was reminiscent of
an amphitheater, the steeply inclined streets leading dizzily
downward toward the "stage," the central plaza. As she walked beside Bartta, she observed the way in
which the townsfolk bowed to her, murmuring prayers to Müna for
her blessing and her continued good health. They cut through a lovely
park, ringed with tall pines, meticulously groomed, but they were
alone in it. Young men, their faces grimy with sweat, clustered in
taverns for the noonday meal, eating standing up, while they drank
out of tankards and talked softly among themselves. She could feel
their haunted eyes following her down the near-deserted street like a
hand gripping the back of her neck. She heard no music, just the wail
of an infant and the whisper of the wind through the pines in the
park behind them. And, then, another sound arose. They were obliged
to take a detour when the street Bartta wanted was clogged with
mourners walking behind a white coffin. Riane caught a glimpse of
tear-streaked faces, of veils and long cloaks. The sound of massed
weeping was like rain in the gutters. Sadness dripped out of every
doorway, lay along the shadowed streets like panting, half-dead
animals. The power bourns were graveyard silent. At last, they turned onto the narrow, cobbled path
that wound steeply upward for some six hundred meters to the towering
entrance to the Abbey of Floating White. As was emblematic of Classic Kundalan architecture
the interior of the abbey was a veritable labyrinth of rooms,
shrines, corridors, gardens, loggias, balconies, sweeping stairways,
courtyards, and atria. The young acolytes and many of the leyna, the
novices, were forever getting lost, and even the shima, the full
priestesses, occasionally found themselves in sections of the abbey
unknown to them. Only the konara, the senior priestesses of the
ruling Dea Cretan, always seemed sure of their whereabouts. Nine times during each lunar cycle—that is a
day and a night—crystal chimes sounded a pentagon of tones that
magically built one upon the other, creating the wholeness of the
Great Chord—symbolic of Müna's love and presence. At those
times, all activities in the abbey ceased and for as long as the
Chord resounded, 'the daily devotions were chanted in lovely call and
response. Because the gardens of the abbey were filled with
orangesweet trees, the delicate scent was inextricably bound up with
the Sacred Songs, giving them a dimension beyond mere words, a sign,
as the Ramahan said, that the Holy Word of Müna was borne aloft
to the four corners of the world. That first morning at the abbey, Riane came up
against another kind of trial. Bathrooms were communal affairs within
the levels of Ramahan society. That is to say, the acolytes all
shared facilities, as did the leyna and the shima. The konara all had
their own private bathrooms. As she entered the showers, Riane was paralyzed with
panic, seeing all the naked Kundalan girls. She had to remind herself
all over again that she herself was a Kundalan female. And where had
she developed this sudden aversion to crowds? She heard the acolytes
talking about their bodies—who was too fat, too thin, whose
legs were too short, too thick, not shapely enough. He heard them
gossiping about their faces—whose nose was too long, too pug,
whose eyes were too close together, too small, were crossed, who had
pimples, who was just plain ugly. He heard false laughter, brittle as
silicon, saw groups of girls ganging up on others, cruel jests
perpetrated on the weak, on the shy, on anyone who was "different,"
heard whispered conversations about who was the worst teacher, the
nastiest teacher, the strictest teacher, the ugliest teacher, about
lessons missed, tests copied, about touching oneself, about nighttime
escapes, about assignations with boys waiting in the nighttime
shadows just outside the abbey's walls, parties where drugs made in
secret from the produce of the herb and mushroom gardens were
ingested, where laaga, smuggled in from outside, was smoked. Annon
knew something about laaga. It was made from the dried, ground leaf
of a tropical plant which, when smoked or chewed, produced a
pronounced narcotic effect that was highly addictive. It was a crude
and dangerous drug, especially when compared to salamuuun, which,
unlike laaga, was not addictive. The Ashera Consortium kept tight
control on salamuuun, allowing it to be sold only in licensed
ka-shiggen. Riane continued to listen to the hushed, excited
burble of conversations. There was no talk whatsoever of Müna,
of sacred texts, of devotions, of the mission of the Ramahan that
Giyan had spoken of so often, to return the Kundalan to the state of
grace they had enjoyed centuries ago. While Riane was trying to absorb all this, a couple
of acolytes spotted her and, taunting her, dragged her into the
shower while she was still in her robes. Her robes clung to her body,
making them laugh all the harder. They stripped her, pushed her under
the hot sprays in the long, soapstone shower chamber, made fun of her
modesty, called her names. Meanwhile, Riane was, of course, having a
decidedly odd reaction to being in such close proximity to naked
females. Every time Annon felt the tidal pull of sexual arousal, a
wave of revulsion would sweep over Riane, bringing up feelings of
shame and confusion. Confusion was not a safe emotion for Riane. It
caused the Annon personality to emerge. Riane lost the fragile facade
of femaleness, of where she was, of who she was. She
reverted and, in reverting, lashed out at the girls. Not
surprisingly, her sudden aggression stunned and frightened them. They
began to scream, to run from the shower like so many raindrops flung
this way and that by storm winds. The screaming attracted the attention of the novice
on duty, Leyna Astar. She was a handsome woman, not too old, not too
young. Her hair was a lustrous chestnut color, save for a streak of
silver that ran through it. She wore the pale yellow robes of raw
silk and muslin of a novice. "What is going on here?" she asked, in a
melodious voice. "There's something queer about the new girl,"
one acolyte said. "Yes. She's weird," said another. "She tried to hurt us," chimed in a third. "We don't want her around at all,"
said a fourth. "Now, now, girls." Leyna Astar was smiling
a smile that somehow short-circuited the acolytes' fear and
animosity. "Riane is new to our abbey—and, she
has lost her memory." Her smile deepened as she looked around at
the acolytes, one by one enfolding them in her gaze. "You all
remember how difficult it was in the beginning. Think how much harder
it is for her. Riane has much to learn. We must help her adjust as we
ourselves want to be helped—as we were helped. That is our way,
isn't it?" As they nodded, she bade them run along and dress, as
they were already late for morning devotions. Alone with Riane in the shower chamber, Leyna Astar
turned to her. "Are you all right?" she said softly. For a long time Riane said nothing. "How do you
know about me?" she said at last. "I was briefed," Leyna Astar said simply.
She held out a towel. "Would you like to come out now?" Riane took the towel from her, wrapped it around and
around the body she could not get used to. She peered into Leyna
Astar's face, which was open, friendly, and blessedly without guile. "Why did you hit them, Riane?" Leyna Astar
asked this in a thoroughly nonthreatening way. She seemed genuinely
curious. "I feel things," Riane said hesitantly.
"In my body, I mean. I don't know what they are." She could
not tell Leyna Astar that what she felt was the rage of revenge
against the murderers of Annon Ashera's family. "You are a healthy teenage female," Leyna
Astar was saying. "Those are hormones doing their work, building
muscle and bone so you can grow. The feelings are nothing to worry
about; they're perfectly normal." "Not for me," Riane muttered. Leyna Astar was still smiling at her, as if she had
not heard. "Why don't I escort you back to your quarters/'
she said. "I don't think Konara Bartta would like that.
I'd be missing devotions." "There is always time for devotions."
Leyna Astar said breezily. "At the moment, getting oriented to
your new surroundings is far more important, don't you think?" Riane was so grateful she merely nodded. Riane's day ran like this: she rose before dawn for
the first devotion, then ate a spare meal in the refectory with the
other acolytes before heading for lessons with a series of Ramahan
teachers, broken only by another devotion. The midday meal was the
largest of the day, followed by another devotion, then work details
most of the afternoon until the evening devotion, after which, she
returned to her quarters to receive private tutoring from Bartta
herself. She would have preferred to spend evenings with Leyna Astar,
but that was out of the question. Bartta was jealous of her time
alone with Riane, and made no bones about it. In the showers, the acolytes no longer taunted her,
they did something far worse: they ignored her. She listened to their
conversations over the hissing of the water, feeling like the alien
she was, still uncomfortable and awkward in her skin, the eternal
outsider. There were times when it became too much, when she laid her
head against the wall and cried bitterly for the life Annon had once
had, the life of wealth and privilege, now swept away as if it had
never existed. Annon never had to throw out garbage, scrub
vegetables, dig tubers out of the ground with his bare hands. He had
never had to work twenty sidereal hours a day, sleep four. He had
been free to eat when he wanted, play when he wanted, hunt when he
wanted, go where he wanted. None of those things was available to
Riane. She was, in actuality if not in name, a prisoner. You had better get used to your present life,
Bartta never tired of telling her. It is the only one you have. It was all so unfair! The water sluicing down blessedly hid her tears, but
what did it matter? The acolytes brushed rudely by her, or turned
their backs to her as they clustered at their daily gossip, oblivious
to her pain and suffering. Every detail of her life was a struggle—from
the conversion of the V'ornn measurement of time in sidereal hours to
the Kundalan equivalent in lunar hours, from the food she was forced
to eat to the cot she slept in. Each time she exercised, showered,
dressed, or eliminated, she was overwhelmed by the alienness of her
new body. What could she make of her breasts or the place where once
Annon's tender parts had dangled? And as for what she did have
between her legs, it was completely devoid of spots, making her feel
as if she had regressed back to childhood. She tried to avoid
mirrors, for the face she saw reflected back at her so unnerved her
that she would begin to shake uncontrollably. There was an essential
disconnect between the person she saw in the mirror and who she was
inside. She could not seem to bridge the gap, and it was impossible
to say whether she even tried because she could not bear to lose who
she had been. She was terrorized by the thought that if she accepted
who she had become, all that was left of Annon would, in fact, die. She had good reason to fear this. Every quotidian
aspect of life as Annon had known it was being systematically
obliterated. There were times when this knowledge was almost too
monumental to bear. It was like watching yourself die, slowly,
inexorably, precious pieces torn from you like pages from a book.
There were times when she was certain that she would lose her mind,
because what is sanity but a rational sense of self? If there is no
self—or if that self is rapidly deliquescing—how can
sanity exist? In what can it make a home—to use a psychological
metaphor—if there is no home? Terrified, she would pry up the tile beneath her cot
that she had painstakingly loosened, and extract the two worldly
possessions she had smuggled into the abbey: the knife Eleana had
given her and the ancient Kundalan book she had found in the caverns
beneath the palace in Axis Tyr. Riane could not help but weep each time she ran her
hands over the knife. It brought up so many emotions inside her that
she did not know how to handle. When she thought of Eleana, an ache
filled her breast to bursting. In retrospect, she could see that she
had begun to fall in love with Eleana, although the V'ornn she once
had been never would have admitted such a thing. But what to do with
that love now, that beat in her breast as firmly as the spotted sun
beat in the cloudless Kundala sky? She was female. The reality was so
strange she could not get her mind around it. Perhaps it was within
Annon to accept being in a Kundalan body—but a female
Kundalan, that was simply too much. If only I had not fled the palace,
she thought. If only I had followed my first instinct to return
upstairs and slit Wennn Stogggul's throat. If only I had not come
here with Giyan. If only I had stayed with Eleana. But who was
this "I," anyway? You had better get used to your
present life. It is the only one you have. Occasionally, despite the harsh punishments that
ensued, her black despair made her lash out—as Annon the V'ornn
would have—bloodying the nose of a bully here, blackening the
eye of a tormentor there. She found that this body, despite its
relative weakness, was possessed of extraordinary reflexes, great
stamina, and a dogged heart. Oddly, these heroics did nothing to
endear her to the bullies' other victims, who perversely cleaved
closer to the cliques they longed to be a part of. And so, she
remained friendless, an outcast even among those whose cause she
tried to champion. And there were other times, more frightening and
bewildering by far, when, in her anguished longing for her old life,
she remembered frozen steppes, ice-encrusted scarps, snow-bejeweled
cliffs with such vivid detail she knew she must have lived there. And
yet Annon had never seen holos of these places, let alone been to
them. She moaned softly, holding her head as if otherwise her brain
would fly apart, great drifts of snow obscuring the corridors of
power within the regent's palace in Axis Tyr, all of Annon's life
which, in those moments, she struggled desperately to bring into
focus. Without question, these bouts were the worst. They
invariably left her sweating and shaken. But she told no one of them,
not even Bartta, who had known Annon, if ever so briefly. And that
was another thing. Annon had always had Kurgan to confide in; Riane
had no one. She dared trust no one—not even Leyna Astar—with
the truth. Even so, Leyna Astar managed to bring a measure of solace
to Riane. Astar regularly sent her to the Library, the vast two-story
repository of all Ra-mahan knowledge, where for hours on end she read
swiftly, almost needfully, losing herself in volume after volume of
reading that she absorbed wholesale. Often, Leyna Astar met her in
the Library, and they read side by side in a kind of silent
companionship. She did not tell Bartta about her new friend, even
though Leyna Astar began to tutor her in how to act, what to say and,
perhaps most importantly, what not to say. Even Bartta began to
notice the change. Astar made of her lessons a clever and
increasingly challenging game, piquing Riane's innate desire to win,
while at the same time channeling the aggression raging inside her.
In this way, Riane came to think of Leyna Astar as a kind of guardian
angel, a shining oasis in the hideous place into which she had been
thrust. And yet, even though she was slowly and painfully learning
what it meant to be Kundalan, to be female, to be Ramahan, she
remained isolated even from Astar by the terrible secret she carried
inside her. Riane gradually learned to do what Bartta told her
to do, no matter how menial or unpleasant the task—or how many
of those tasks were loaded onto her shoulders each day, more by far
than any other acolyte was given, more by far than she could ever
accomplish. Thus, no matter how hard she toiled she was doomed to
failure, to displease the very person whom she needed to please. One day, six weeks after she had been installed at
the abbey, Bartta came to her during Third Chime and bade her follow.
Silently, they wended their way through the labyrinthine corridors,
atria, and gardens until they came to a square chamber filled with
three acolytes kneeling in a precise row. Garbed in the same blue raw
muslin robes she wore, they all faced one way, watching expectantly
as a konara in persimmon-colored robes of raw silk stood with her
hands clasped in front of her. Riane recognized two of them as girls
who were regularly tormented in the shower. Sunlight streamed in through the intricate patterns
of incised wooden shutters, throwing arabesques of brilliant light
and deep shadow across the tiled floor. Upon the whitewashed walls
were hung rectangles of cor parchment covered with the same strange
form of Kundalan writing she had seen in her leather-bound book. "Konara Laudenum, this is Riane," Bartta
said in her cleur, strong voice. "She is an acolyte of only six
weeks in need of your . . . special instruction." The priestess smiled and spread her hands, but Riane
did not like her face. It was shut tight as a prison door. "It
will be my pleasure to instruct her, Konara Bartta." Doubtless sensing the girl's reluctance, Bartta put
her hands on Ri-ane's shoulders. In response, Riane dug in her heels. Bartta bent down. "Do what you are told,"
she hissed in Riane ear. "If you embarrass me, it will go ill
with you this evening." Riane balled her hands into fists, the rage burning
in her. She tried to think of what Leyna Astar would counsel in this
situation. She tried to think like a Kundalan, like a female, like a
Ramahan. Instantly, she knew she could; the trouble was, she did not
want to. "I do not care," she said loudly enough
for everyone to hear. "There is something evil here." "Evil?" Konara Laudenum laughed. "Nothing
evil can enter the abbey. Müna would not allow it." "There, you see," Bartta said. "Nothing
to worry about." She whispered again so only Riane could hear.
"All part of the training I promised Giyan you would have." Riane noticed that the other three acolytes stared
straight ahead as if they had not heard a thing. In fact, they seemed
to be in some kind of trance. She could feel the power bourns; they
had been distorted somehow, interrupted. The intermittent pulse gave
her the willies. "Riane, I know how intimidating new situations
can seem at first. But I assure you that feeling will pass."
Shima Laudenum was smiling. "Why don't you come and sit beside
me?" And then Riane felt Bartta's powerful fingers
digging painfully into the muscles of her shoulders. "Do as she says, Riane." With a vigorous
shove, Bartta propelled her forward. Riane walked on stiff legs to the spot the priestess
indicated, and sat cross-legged on the floor rather than kneel as the
other acolytes were doing. When she looked back, Bartta had vanished. "Now, then," Konara Laudenum said with
that awful fake smile plastered on her face, "we can get right
down to business." She spoke di- rectly to Riane, as if the
other students did not exist. Riane felt an eerie shiver run through
her. The chamber fell into darkness, and Riane looked
around to see who had pulled the shutters. She discovered that she
was alone in the darkened chamber with Konara Laudenum. "Where are the others?" she asked. "What others, Riane?" Konara Laudenum's
hands wove a complex pattern in front of her. There appeared between
them a translucent cube. As the priestess set it down on the floor,
black flames flickered up from inside it. Riane held her hand out,
but felt no heat emanating from the fire. "That's right, Riane." Konara Laudenum's
eyes were gleaming oddly as she observed with an avid gaze. "Put
your hand into the fire." Because she could feel no heat, Riane moved her hand
forward. The moment her fingers touched the flames, their blackness
disappeared. A fire like any other she had seen flickered and
sparked. She snatched her hand away from the sudden, blistering heat. "How did you do that, Riane?" Konara
Laudenum asked. "I. … I don't know." The priestess pointed. "This is the Cube of
Tutelage. It exists, but only in a way." "The way the other acolytes existed?" Konara Laudenum's smile was back in place,
impregnable as the abbey's walls. "Yes, Riane. Just that way."
She lifted her left hand, and the fire disappeared from the cube. "This is sorcery/' Riane said. "Bartta
says that Osoru has been banned from the abbey." "It has, and quite rightly so." Konara
Laudenum did something to make the Cube of Tutelage spin. "But
this is sorcery of another kind altogether." As Riane watched, the cube, which had been spinning
slowly in a counterclockwise direction, began to pick up speed. As it
did, it grew in size. From something that was no more than two
handspans in each direction, it blossomed out so rapidly that Riane
had to scramble back. When it had reached three meters on a side it
slowed, and came to a stop. "Get in," Konara Laudenum commanded. "What?" Riane jumped up. "You can't
be serious." "Get in," the priestess repeated. Her
smile had become a rictus. "Do it now." "And if I refuse?" Konara Laudenum raised her arm, her forefinger
beckoning, and Ri-ane felt all the warmth drain out of her. A dread
chill flooded her, making her shiver, her teeth chatter
uncontrollably. She wrapped her arms around herself without effect. "Stop it," she whispered hoarsely. "Only you can stop it, Riane." Throwing Konara Laudenum a murderous look, Riane
stepped into the cube. "You see, Riane," Konara Laudenum said
from just outside the cube, "the Ramahan cannot exist without
sorcery. But with Osoru only those with the Gift were able to
practice. This created an artificial caste system that we discovered
was intolerable. It led to the most flagrant misuse of power; it led
to the loss of The Pearl, to Mother's death. Nowadays, Kyofu has
replaced Osoru. Everyone can learn Kyofu, given the right frame of
mind." She raised a finger. "But the right frame of mind is
essential." That repugnant smile was back. "The
Cube of Tutelage is conjured for just this purpose." Riane put her palms against the slick sorcerous
surface. "Can't you just teach me Kyofu?" "I'm afraid not." Konara Laudenum did not
look the least bit apologetic. She watched with a kind of maddeningly
detached interest as Riane tried to find a way out of the cube. "I
could tell you that resistance is quite useless, I suppose," she
said. "But from what I have been told, you need to find this out
for yourself." The harder Riane beat against the translucent walls
of the cube, the weaker she became. She broke off suddenly, stood
panting, staring at Konara Laudenum's malevolent smile. What am I
to do? she thought. "By the look of things," Konara Laudenum
said, "I do believe we are ready to begin." The atmosphere inside the cube began to grow thin.
Blood pounded in Riane's temples, a headache commenced behind her
eyes, and she stumbled, growing dizzy. "Excellent." Konara Laudenum had taken a
step closer to the cube. "Now we are getting somewhere." A curious image popped into Riane's whirling mind.
She saw herself hiking along an icy ridge. Plumes of permafrost
whirled up into the deep blue bowl of the sky. She reached the base
of an enormous icefall, and began to climb. The thin air tumbled out
of her nose and mouth and, instinctively, it seemed, she breathed in,
all the way to the bottom of her lungs, and held the air there. She
continued upward, breathing in this odd fashion, and, even as the air
grew thinner, she was never out of breath. Without even thinking about it, Riane inhaled to the
bottom of her lungs. She did not exhale. Watching Konara Laudenum,
she made herself stumble again, this time falling onto her backside.
She lolled her head, she closed her eyes to slits as if she were on
the verge of uncon- sciousness. She saw Konara Laudenum extend her hand through the
barrier of the cube, pull it apart. The cube disappeared, and Riane
made herself flop over on her side. Her heart beat fast as she saw
the priestess draw three concentric black circles in the air. The
circles moved until they were stacked directly above her head. Then
they began to descend. Riane exhaled slowly and, with great care, inhaled
again, and held the air in her lungs. She felt the dread cold of the
black circles as they approached her, then settled around her like a
web. Her last thought was of Giyan before she was hurled into
unconsciousness. What had been done to her? Riane had no way of
knowing. She sat on her narrow bed in her cell, her knees drawn up to
her chest. She knew that Bartta was a sorceress just like Konara
Laudenum, and she was terrified that Bartta would conjure up some way
to crawl inside her head. Her stomach threatened to regurgitate its
contents at the thought of Bartta being privy to all her most
intimate thoughts, that she might find out about the knife and the
book and take away her last physical links to Annon's life. She felt a sudden compulsion, running through her
like wildfire, to open the book. It was crazy, she couldn't read a
word of it. She shivered, drew her legs up, jammed her back against
the whitewashed wall, unadorned save for the image of Müna's
sacred butterfly. "It's finally happened," she whispered to
herself. "I've gone mad." Silence. The beating of her heart, the rush of blood
through her veins. But the quietude of the abbey failed to alleviate
her terror. On the contrary, it multiplied her isolation, the panicky
feeling that madness had at last claimed her. Something was crawling around in her skull, she
could feel it, like blood slowly seeping between her fingers. Again,
alien thoughts rose, unbidden—images of mountain peaks, ice
storms, cold clear nights bundled against the bitter wind, memories
of running through thigh-deep snow, dropping by rope down sheer cliff
faces, of burying two adults—Mother? Father?—while tears
froze in her lashes, on her cheeks. In her mind, she screamed,
searching for one—just one—memory from Axis Tyr, but they
seemed remote, alien, as if she had read about them in a book, as if
they had been lived by someone else. This must somehow be part of the Kyofu conditioning,
part of what the three black circles had done to her. She would not
allow it. She gasped and slammed her head against the wall
until blood was seeping from it, matting down her hair, dripping into
her eyes, pooling in her ear. Still she kept banging herself against
the wall until Bartta, made suspicious by the noise, ran in and
stopped her. She cried out, not really knowing who was restraining
her or why. With a frantic twist, she broke free, flinging herself
across the tiny cell, stumbling over a three-legged stool, passing
out as she hit the blood-spattered stone-tile floor. That's all right, Shima Argolas, Twill take over
now." The tall, thin Ramahan priestess clasped her hands in
front of her and bowed deeply to Bartta. "Yes, Konara. Please do
not tire her; she has been through a difficult time." "How are you feeling, dear? Better, I trust,"
Bartta said, smiling benignly down at Riane. But as soon as Shima
Argolas left the infirmary, she sat down at Riane's bedside. Her
smile died. Her cold eyes stared hard at Riane. "What on Kundala
do you think you are doing, damaging yourself like that?" she
said, crossly. "Do you want to be put in restraints at night,
because I can accomplish that with a snap of my fingers." Riane said nothing. She was wondering if the
violence she had done to herself had managed to get those three black
rings out of her head. Bartta sighed. "And how are we getting on with
Konara Laudenum? She is a bit much, don't you think? She has the most
unpleasant socialistic air about her, longs for all konara to be
created equal, don't you know. Well, that is only because she hasn't
been elected to the Dea Cretan. Doubtless this eats at her, just as
it eats at her that I have gained control of the Dea Cretan. 'Why
does Konara Bartta have all the power?'"she whined in a passable
imitation of Konara Laudenum's voice. "Foolish Ramahan!"
She snickered behind her hand. "Knowledge is Power and Power is
All!" she sang softly to herself. It was a melody that had
become familiar to Riane in the last several days as she had drifted
in and out of consciousness. But, until that moment, she had never
heard the words. Bartta leaned over her, sucked in her lower lip, her
teeth shining yellowly. "What am I to do with you?" she
whispered. "How am I to train you properly when you continue to
act so rebelliously?" She gently stroked the girl's bruised forehead. "Any
more of this violence, and you will disfigure yourself permanently.
We can't have that." She smiled that same benign smile she had
offered up to Shima Argolas. "A modicum of trust, Riane. That's
what I thought we had. Well, you surely made a muodd out of me."
She rearranged the girl's hair. "You won't get a second chance,
this certainly is true." Bartta dug in a cor-hide bag which hung at her waist
and withdrew a tiny copper sphere. This she placed in the center of
Riane's forehead. "The Third Eye sees, and with that, Sight
comes Knowledge." Her forefinger circled the sphere seven times,
touched it once, and it sprang open, making a star-shaped indentation
in Riane's forehead. "But if your Third Eye is blinded."
With the pad of her forefinger, she pressed down until Riane's eyes
crossed, and she groaned in pain. "The Sphere of Binding." The infirmary seemed to have lost the sharpness of
its dimensions. The walls began to bleed, the ceiling melting away,
until the square space had become a sphere that pulsed and glimmered
with a dark energy. It held them in its slowly beating heart. A
murmuring arose, no more than the rustle of a breeze through tall
grass. Nevertheless, it caused the hair at the nape of Riane's neck
to stir. If only she had Annon's bow and arrow—or a Khagggun's
shock-sword. But she was weaponless. Worse, she was gripped by an odd
and disquieting lassitude. The sphere around them flashed colors and
patterns that were making her dizzy. She tried to look away but they
were everywhere. The lassitude stole through her, robbing her of
energy, mental stamina, determination. "The Sphere of Binding, yes," Bartta said.
"A most potent spell, one not often used. That idiot Konara
Laudenum tells me your mind has shown remarkable resistance to the
Rings of Concordance, so now I am forced to take drastic safety
measures." Humming happily to herself, Bartta took up the open
sphere. Touching it again caused it to retract, and she put it away.
In the center of Riane's forehead, a red star-shaped mark was slowly
fading, but the spell had reopened Riane's wound. "The Sphere
binds you to another until the death of one. And death will
come, make no mistake. It always does with this particular spell As
the mark fades, so will your memory of this," she said to Riane.
"I was never here. You never woke up." She recited a short
incantation in the Old Tongue. "The spell I used cannot be seen,
smelled, heard, tasted, or felt, even by another sorceress." She
was busy wiping off the fresh blood when Shima Argolas reappeared. "Dear Müna, what happened?" she cried
as she ran to Riane's side. "Alas, she became violent again." Bartta
shook her head as if she were pained to her very soul. "I could
do nothing to calm her save give her a sleeping draught." She
sighed. "Whatever shall I do with her?" "Müna knows." Shima Argolas nodded in
sympathy. Bartta rose. "My time is not my own,
unfortunately. I must attend to the sacred affairs of the Great
Goddess. I will leave the girl in your capable hands for the time
being." Sometime later, when Shima Argolas sat dozing on
cushions she had set up beside Riane's bed, Leyna Astar entered. She
stood in the doorway some time, listening for something only she
could hear. Perhaps she was making certain that Shima Argolas was
indeed asleep before venturing inside. She made not a sound as she
glided across the cool stone floor. She knelt on the other side of
Riane. Her slightly cupped palm moved in the air just above Riane's
form. Wherever the hand went a kind of glow appeared for fust an
instant. Depending on where the hand was over Riane's head or body
the color of the glow changed, now blue, now green, now purple, now
orange or red. Leyna Astar's hand paused over several places, most
notably the spots where Riane had been injured. When she removed her
hand, all traces of blood had vanished; only a few small and
insignificant scars remained. She spent a moment, head bowed as if in
prayer, her body so still that had an observer been present she would
not have seen Leyna Astar breathe. Then she rose and quickly retraced
her steps, vanishing into the labyrinth of the abbey. Rings Dalma, look what I bought you." The Tuskugggun
in the gimnopede's-blood robes and woven-gold sifeyn smiled. "A
ring." "Not just a ring," Wennn Stogggul said,
grinning. "It is the Ring you have coveted for— "It is the Ring" Dalma cried. "The
one I have wanted for months!" She plucked the ring from his
fingers, and he swung her around. "But how did you get it,
Wennn? It was already sold—to a very wealthy Bashkir. The maker
told me herself that she would not make another, and that even if she
did, I could not afford it. But now it's mine!" She was
laughing. "How, how, how?" "I am that I am!" Stogggul's voice roared
through the regent's palace, making guards come to attention,
assistants cock their ears, attendants cringe. He ran his hands down
to her wasp waist, over the flare of her hips. His tender parts began
to swell at the look in her eyes. "Power breeds more power. I am
regent now; I get what I want, when I want it. I can do anything. I
have rewarded Kinnnus Morcha by promoting him to Star-Admiral. I have
brought what they wanted most, the Ring of Five Dragons, to the
Gyrgon. I have given them the head of Annon Ashera. What more do they
want of me?" Dalma licked the back of his neck, in just the spot
he loved. "Patience, my love. The Gyrgon are tricksters. They
will not be prone to give you what you want when you want it." "This alliance between Bashkir and Khagggun is
a new paradigm for our people. It will bring renewed stability.
Surely the Gyrgon see this. Surely they will take the salamuuun trade
away from the Ashera Consortium and give it to me. I asked them, but
they have not answered." "Give them time to appreciate your gifts,
darling. In the meantime, I advise you to turn your attention
elsewhere. I have heard that the new Star-Admiral has petitioned you
to make your firstborn his new adjutant. You must be very proud." "Proud." Wennn Stogggul shook his head.
"That weasel should be applying himself at the bottom rung of my
Consortium, preparing himself to one day take over from me. I will
turn down the petition." Dalma, who knew more than a thing or two about
V'ornn males, continued with her ministrations. "Of course
you're right, Wennn. It is what everyone would expect you to do since
the Star-Admiral seeks to pluck a stone from the ranks of another
caste." - Stogggul frowned. "But I mean to move the
Khagggun up to Great Caste status." "But how?" Dalma asked. "By turning
down the Star-Admiral's petition you are setting precedent for the
status quo." "Yes, of course. It will be most difficult to
change course later on," Stogggul mused. "Kurgan is young yet. This detour could work
out for the best." "Really?" Stogggul said skeptically. "Pray
enlighten me." "Kurgan is not born Khagggun, fcut now he must
serve within their ranks. It is a hard life, from what I have
gleaned. You have called him irresponsible and wild. Serving under
the Star-Admiral, he will learn the meaning of discipline, his
wildness will be tamed." Stogggul considered her words, as he always did.
There was something different about her, something he had marked the
moment he had first seen her at a party given by Bach Ourrros, one of
his Bashkir rivals. It had pleased him, of course, to appropriate his
rival's possession, especially since Ourrros was one of those
revisionist Bashkir living in Za Hara-at and one of the city's chief
proponents. Astute V'ornn that Stogggul was, however, he had quite
quickly come to appreciate her for all her many assets, and he
congratulated himself all the more that he had stolen her away from
Bach Ourrros. Dalma slipped the ring over her finger. "A
perfect fit!" She kissed him. "Now all that remains is for
me to move in." She picked up on Stogggul's hesitation and gave
him a smile. "I will show you a secret if you say yes." He made a show of deliberating, but in truth he had
already made up his mind. Eleusis had had a Mistress here—a
Kundalan female, at that. Why should he not have his Looorm with him
now that he was regent? Jeufffry would be angry, to be sure. But who
was she save the mother of his children? Kurgan had grown beyond her
control, but there were three others: the boy Terrettt, the females
Oratttony and Marethyn. All required Jeuffrry's guidance. Besides,
she had her own artistic life in hingatta lüina do mori. She
made hideous pottery that she nevertheless managed to sell. "What kind of secret?" Stogggul betrayed
none of his curiosity. It was a game between them, one they both
savored. Dalma stroked the back of his skull. "The kind
you like best." "Done!" he cried. "But only if I deem
the secret fit!" "Come, then." She took his hand, led him
down shadowed corridors, through sun-strewn atria, past the
torn-apart regent's garden, along loggias striped in sunlight and
shadow. Once, he caught a whiff of a peculiar smell. "What is that?" he asked. Dalma tossed her head. "Bitterroot, perhaps?" "Smells like decay," Stogggul rumbled. "I
shall have it eradicated." At last, they came to a set of private rooms
Stogggul had not been in before. Dalma touched a spot on a plaster
panel, and it swiveled inward. She took them through a short, musty
passageway. "Where are we?" he asked. Dalma giggled. "Don't be so impatient. You'll
see." He took her wrist in the darkness, swung her around,
pressed himself against her. She went slack in his arms and uttered
the delicious sigh that caused his tender parts to swell. "Would you take me here," she breathed,
"against the wall?" He could hear a rustling, knew that she was parting
her robes. He could feel her heat and her dampness, and he could no
longer control himself. Her slender fingers expertly unfastened his
clothes, and with a grunt he slammed into her. When he was finished she clung to him, climbing upon
his sweaty body. "You have a plan, Wennn. I know it." "What do you mean?" "You gave the Gyrgon the Ring of Five Dragons.
Is it not the key to finding The Pearl?" "The Pearl!" he scoffed. "What need
of I for an object revered by animals? And yet, unless I miss my
guess, the Gyrgon have a keen interest in it." His tender parts
swelled again. "My interest is in how to gain control
of the flow of salamuuun. If I can help them find The Pearl—and
it seems that the Ring of Five Dragons is the first step—they
must give me what I desire most, what justice demands." His hand
closed into a fist. "I will accomplish what my father could not.
The Ashera killed him to keep the secret of salamuuun. It is not
enough that I have killed them in kind. I mean to take more than half
my revenge. I swear before long I will have every Ashera secret for
my own!" "Oh, yes! I was right about you…"
Her words trailed off into a groan as he pierced her to her core. Sometime later, they emerged into a tiny atrium, in
the center of which was a garden planted with flora unfamiliar to
him. Blank walls rose on all sides. This was a blind spot in the
palace. "What is this place?" he asked. "It is Giyan's garden," she said.
"Doubtless the source of the Kundalan sorceress's potions." He began trampling the plants underfoot. Pungent
smells arose, tickling his nostrils. He sneezed mightily. Dalma took
the opportunity to gently draw him out of the damp earth. "Why
destroy this?" she asked. "Because it belonged to the Kundalan skcettta
and, by extension, to Eleusis." "But these plants can be of use to us." "How? They are Kundalan." He wrinkled his
nose and sneezed again. "They smell like death." She took his arm and led him to the secret doorway
through which they had come. "I have a friend—a Kundalan
female I have spent considerable time and effort cultivating. It was
she who told me about this garden. With her help I believe I can
unlock the secrets buried here." Stogggul waved a hand dismissively. "I despise
all things Kundalan. They are abominations." She squeezed him tighter, licked his ear with the
very tip of her tongue. "You are always saying that power begets
more power, Wennn. Imagine the power you would have if in addition to
the enormous authority you now wield you could command Kundalan
sorcery." “The Ring of Five Dragons represents the heart
of Kundalan lore," the first Gyrgon said. "It holds a secret we have been unable to
obtain on our own," the second Gyrgon said. "At last we will discover the truth," the
third Gyrgon said. The Gyrgon, in their insectoid alloy suits, stood in
a precisely aligned semicircle facing the huge round Kundalan-made
Door in the subterranean caverns below the regent's palace. Fusion
lamps brought pools of shimmering light into a sea of twilit shadows.
Echoes rose and fell on the tide of this sea. Three Gyrgon, the one in the center holding the
red-jade Ring. This Gyrgon turned suddenly and addressed a fourth,
who stood, hooded by shadows, apart from them, observing. "Perhaps, because this is a Kundalan artifact,
and because of the months of arduous testing and authentication, our
resident expert on all things Kundalan should have the honor of using
it to open the Door to the Storehouse." "I think not," Nith Sahor said. "This
Door has resisted all our efforts. Science—not even our
magelike version—can affect it. Therefore, I have concluded
that it is not Kundalan in origin. Rather, it was created by their
Goddess, Müna." "What nonsense is this?" the second Gyrgon
said. "Müna does not exist," the third
Gyrgon snapped. "Hold," the first Gyrgon said. "Perhaps
our comrade is correct. That would explain our one hundred and one
years of frustration." He held up the Ring of Five Dragons. "If
so, then here we have the answer. According to legend, this Ring was
also created by Müna." He cocked his head so that his helm
flashed in the cold, fractured light of the fusion lamps. "Is
this not so?" Nith Sahor inclined his head. "It is." "Then whether the Storehouse Door was made by
Kundalan or their Goddess is immaterial. We are now in possession of
the key to open it." Silence thundered in the wake of the first Gyrgon's
echoing voice. The first Gyrgon moved to within a bandwidth of the
circular Door before turning back to Nith Sahor. "Of all of us,
you alone, comrade, did not partake in the cranium of Ashera Annon.
Have you qualms?" "Qualms, misgivings, forebodings," Nith
Sahor said. Almost before he was finished, the first Gyrgon had
turned away. He laughed, seeming to give a silent message to the two
Gyrgon who flanked him. Facing the Door, he pushed the Ring of Five
Dragons onto his gloved forefinger. "This is a great moment in the history of the
V'ornn," the first Gyrgon intoned. His finger curled, he
presented the Ring to the circular medallion in the center. As he
hesitated, Nith Sahor said, "Legend has it that the Ring fits
into the Sacred Dragon's mouth." "Legends!" the first Gyrgon snorted. "Are
we scientists or dirt-eating savages?" "That has yet to be determined," Nith
Sahor said so softly no one heard him. But even if they had, they
would not have understood, since he had spoken in the Old Tongue of
the Ramahan. The first Gyrgon placed the head of the Ring against
the strange sculpted creature. Like the last piece of a puzzle
sliding home, it fitted perfectly into the open mouth. For a moment,
nothing happened. A click sounded and the medallion began to turn
clockwise. "Ah, yes," the first Gyrgon said. "It is opening," the second Gyrgon said. "At long last we will have what we want,"
the third Gyrgon said. The medallion continued to turn clockwise, and the
first Gyrgon moved to disengage the Ring from the carved Dragon's
mouth. As this proved impossible, the first Gyrgon tried to remove
the Ring from his finger. He failed. His hand twisted in concert with
the medallion's turning. He attempted to compensate, but he had
reached his limit of flexibility. Had he more time, he might have
conjured a flow of ions of sufficient force to counteract the trap he
was in. Then again, perhaps not. In any event, he had no time. His
finger cracked, then his wrist fractured, his elbow joint broke, his
shoulder tried to dislocate, shattered instead. The first Gyrgon
collapsed to his knees, his good hand clutching his ruined one. The second Gyrgon hurried toward him, stopped a pace
away as the first Gyrgon threw his head back. Something was
happening, a soft humming filled the cavern, echoing off the stone
walls. "This unacceptable attack on the V'ornn
Modality must cease," the third Gyrgon said, raising his arm.
Green fire rippled from his fingertips, interlacing with the alloy
mesh of his glove. Gaining strength, it spat a tongue of cold flame
on a direct line to the center of the medallion. It reached its
target with the sound of thunder booming, but it was all echo. The
third Gyrgon went rigid, a gurgling cry caught in his throat as he
was impaled upon the recoil of his own ion spike. The first Gyrgon was shaking now, as if in the grip
of an enormous invisible beast. "Come, comrade," the second Gyrgon said,
"we must help Nith Kijllln." Nith Sahor did not move. He watched as the second
Gyrgon was caught full blast when Nith Kijllln's helm exploded. He
did not flinch when fiery shards of alloy and bone clattered against
his finely tooled exoskeleton or the fusion lamps nearest him blew
out. Three of his comrades were dead, but he did nothing.
Nothing but wait. In time, the great circular basalt Door rolled open
halfway. Inside, was, he knew, everything he had ever dreamed of—his
heart's desire and his mind's desire all wrapped in one. And yet, an
instinct more ancient even than he made him hold his ground. In fact,
he barely breathed, for soon enough he sensed the presence that stood
just inside the shadowed doorway. He could feel its power in ways his
comrade Gyrgon could not. That was to be expected, considering the
nature of his studies. Still, he found himself unprepared. He thought
he saw eyes staring balefully at him, dissecting him, feeding
greedily on his thoughts, laughing at his impotency. Eyes in the
dark, jade-green slitted pupils, preternaturally intelligent. Sensory
organs that could be called eyes only because Nith Sahor lacked the
experiential vocabulary to name them properly. Nith Sahor felt a peculiar and thoroughly unpleasant
tingling up and down his spine. The tingling made him jumpy,
interfered with his thought processes. Nith Sahor had never before
felt fear, but he had heard it described in a hundred languages, seen
it defined in a thousand texts. Intellectually if not instinctually
he knew that this was what he was now experiencing. As he watched, something whipped out from behind the
Door. In the eerie twilight, he could not tell what it was but he
could see it making its way to the central medallion and thence to
the carved mouth of the Hagoshrin. The end of it curled around the
base of Nith Kijllin's broken forefinger. With a hollow snap, the
finger was detached from the hand, then extracted from the Ring of
Five Dragons. It landed on the stone floor beside Nith Kijllin's
smoking corpse. Then the thing—whatever it was—whipped
back into the shadows of the Storehouse, the Door rolled shut,
slamming to with a bone-jarring sound. Deep in the bowels of the
bedrock below the palace an ominous rumbling could be heard. At long last, Nith Sahor stepped out of the shadows.
He stared intently at—but did not approach—the medallion.
There was the curled Dragon—Seelin, the Sacred Dragon of
Transformation—its mouth now filled with the Sacred red-jade
Ring of the Kundalan Goddess Müna. So the legends are true, Nith Sahor
thought. The Hagoshrin guard the Storehouse of The Pearl. The
Ring of Five Dragons opens the Door, but only if it is worn by the
Dar Sala-at, the anointed of Müna. All others—Kundalan
and V'ornn alike—die a terrible death. The rumbling came again, a deep and frightening
sound like the tolling of a funeral bell. He shuddered, despite himself. Which means it's
all true, he thought. Everything I unearthed in my research
into Kundalan myth. The same research that has been ridiculed by my
colleagues, three of whom now lie dead. Those who would seek to violate the Sacred
Storehouse have tried to use the Ring of Five Dragons. They have
failed. A fail-safe mechanism has been activated. The Ring has become
a kind of detonator in a seismic bomb. The Ides of Lonon is less than
four months away. If the Dar Sala-at does not take possession of it
by then the crust of the planet will crack asunder, the seas will
inundate the land, all life will be swept away, annihilated so that
Kundala can begin again. So it is written, so it will be. Ya-Unn Imagine yourself dropped down a dry well at night.
Now imagine what it must be like in that first moment when your
rescuer shines her searchlight down the well's shaft. For Riane, who had been dreaming of an endless
night, the dawn came. She found herself on a plain—in all
directions desolate, barren, bereft of color or signature. Another
stood before her, a stranger who was nevertheless familiar. She
stared into the eyes of this stranger and was afraid. She was afraid
because she felt herself falling, falling into darkness without end.
There was nothing to cling to, nothing to catch her fall, nothing to
save her. So she fell, and in falling felt another with her—the
stranger. And then the shift came; light flooded the darkness, and
Riane saw that she was falling toward the familiar stranger. She
tried to cry out, for in another instant they would collide. Then the
light shifted again and she saw why the stranger was so familiar, saw
that she was falling into a mirror… Crash! Riane, alone in her own cell, opened her eyes. A
wind was rising, an inner wind that resolved itself into the alien
images she had seen before of snow- and ice-bejeweled landscapes high
up in the Djenn Marre. "What the N'Luuura are you?" she
whispered. The images were now accompanied by a song—a
Kundalan song that Giyan had sung to Annon when he had been very
young. Riane felt a sudden rage sweep through her. Once again, she was assaulted by images: of herself
dying. She had been meant to die, but at the last instant something
happened. Two forces pulling at her, pain that could not even be
imagined. And in that terrible moment, she had glimpsed the Abyss…
And every creature within it, saw them fleeting as a dream. Riane, terrified to her core, shook her head
violently. "Get out of my head, whatever you are!" Instead, she saw the thing with five faces. In the
Abyss. Pyphoros. Giyan had told Annon about Pyphoros, the daemon of
daemons, who was cast down— "Stop it!" Riane cried. "Stop it!"
She was trembling violently, thinking of the five-headed creature
that had grinned at her in her dreams. But it was too late. She had seen everything. It was
too much. Riane squeezed her eyes shut. She saw Pyphoros. No
one was meant to see him but Müna; no one but the dead he
claimed. But she had seen him. Worse, he had seen her, and now he
rode herd on her dreams. Riane, her head pounding, found herself listening to
the echoes of despair. She was drowning in this world and in the
alienness of herself. There was no escape. No— Open the book. She froze, her heart hammering in her breast. Open the book. She worked the flat of her hand across the raw,
undyed muslin of the bed sheet, as if to reassure herself of what was
real and what imagined because the borders she had known and had
taken for granted had begun to blur. But even this purely physical
act was not enough now; she had begun to doubt everything. With a
whimper, she reached beneath the floor tile and extracted the book.
She opened it to the first page, staring at the incomprehensible
Kundalan runes. She blinked. Panic flooded her again, squirting through her veins
like fire. What am I doing? she wondered. I can't
read this form of Kundalan. But somehow the strange,
incomprehensible runes had the power to calm her wildly beating
heart. She stared at the incomprehensible pages, thinking
of Giyan. Her lips moved, as if in prayer. But they could not have
been a V'ornn prayer because Annon did not know the decaying prayers
of Enlil. All at once, Riane gasped. The runes were resolving
themselves into letters, letters into words, words into phrases: "UTMOST SOURCE," she read in
wonder. "THE FIVE SACRED BOOKS OF MÜNA." Suddenly breathless, she turned the page. "BOOK ONE; SPIRIT GATE Inside us are Fifteen Spirit Gates. They are
meant to be open. If even one is not, a blockage occurs. …" And the thought came to her unbidden: A blockage
has occurred. Riane had gradually come to hate her female body
less. The mysteries of her femaleness—sexual attraction, how
this new body functioned, the sudden shifts of her raging
hormones—still baffled her, but now that the body had fully
recovered from the siege of duur fever she found cause to appreciate
even more its stamina and strength. She had taken to rising an hour
earlier than the other Ramahan so she could work her body so
strenuously her arms and legs trembled and sweat poured off her in
salty rivulets. She began to study her new self in the mirror,
concentrating on observing how her shape was changing, her shoulders
widening, her arm muscles becoming more defined, her legs even more
powerful, and that pleased her insofar as she was able at the moment
to feel pleasure. One morning, promptly at the fourth hour, which was
her appointed time. Riane presented herself in the doorway to Shima
Laudenum's classroom. The day had begun. The rich, amber sunlight of High
Summer filtered through the arabesques of the wooden shutters, most
of which were open. This gave the chamber an air of mystery, the
ribbons, curlicues, and serifs of light seeming to create their own
runic language, far more ancient than either Kundalan or V'ornn. "Good morning, Riane," said Leyna Astar's
soft, melodious voice. "It is safe for you to come in." "Where is Shima Laudenum?" Riane asked. Leyna Astar smiled. "She has offended Konara
Bartta once too often. She has been reassigned." Riane's heart leapt. "Does that mean you will
be teaching me now?" Leyna Astar's laugh was infectious. "It is good
to see you in a lighter mood," Leyna Astar said as she led the
girl to a low table by the wooden shutters. Arabesques of light
seemed to float across the shiny lacquer surface as if in a dream.
They sat cross-legged, across from each other on thin cushions.
"Konara Bartta has assigned me to your formal instruction." Riane cocked her head. "But you are a novice." "I should have been made shima three years ago,
but…" Astar leaned forward and said in a stage whisper,
"I will tell you a secret: I am a bit of a rebel." "So am I," Riane blurted out before she
could stop herself. "Well, I won't tell if you won't." "It's a deal," Riane said, relaxing a bit. "So." Leyna Astar put her hands together.
"What has Konara Laudenum been teaching you?" Riane told her about Kyofu, the Cube of Tutelage,
and the three concentric black rings. "First, let me explain the essentials of the
Ramahan sorcery, something I am certain Konara Laudenum failed to
tell you," Leyna Astar said. "There are two schools of
sorcery—Osoru or Five Moons, and Kyofu or Black Dreaming. Only
those born with the Gift can learn Osoru. Once, the two were a whole,
but at some point those who had mastered both disciplines found that
while the principles of both could coexist in one mind, the
philosophies could not. Perhaps because it can be learned by
anyone with intelligence and determination, Kyofu was prone to
corruption. It seemed to weaken White Bone Gate, the place inside
ourselves most susceptible to the influence of evil. So, at some
point, the two disciplines were separated, and each had its own
faction within the Ramahan. Gradually, the Kyofu faction won out.
Nowadays, primarily because of Konara Bartta's incessant lobbying,
Osoru is no longer taught at the abbey. Doubtless because Konara
Bartta was born without the Gift, those with it are shunned. As a
consequence, only Kyofu is taught, but not as a regular part of the
curriculum." Leyna Astar looked deep into Riane's eyes. "Despite
what Konara Laudenum might have led you to believe, few leyna are
chosen for Kyofu training. Konara Bartta is far too covetous of her
power. And as for acolytes, well, you are the first, Riane." "What is so special about me?" "For one thing you were able to return Kyofu's
sorcerous black fire to its natural state." Leyna Astar reached
out, plucked out of the air above Riane's head the three black rings.
"For another…" She stacked them in the air. "You
see, you did not absorb them. No one I know can resist the Rings of
Concordance, but you did, Riane." She made a circular motion,
and the rings dissolved with a small pop! "I do not see how," Riane said. "I
did nothing consciously." "Let's find out." Leyna Astar put her
delicate hands upon the table, the arabesques of light giving them an
otherworldly dimension. "Shall we begin?" "I did not bring my tablet or stylus,"
Riane said. Kundalan did not use data-storage devices as the V'ornn
did. "You do not require them," Astar said.
"You need only your mind." Her hands rested on the
tabletop, palms up. "As you know we have five seasons. Can you
tell me which one the Ramahan honor above all others?" Into Riane's head popped a legend of the queen of
the gimnopedes. Where had it come from? It was not one Giyan had told
Annon. "Lonon, the Fifth Season, is when the
gimnopedes swarm," she said. "They mate during Lonon and
give birth before Low Winter arrives, when they head south across the
Sea of Blood to alight Müna knows where. Lonon is their time. It
is Müna's time, as well." "Excellent, Riane. Müna is the Goddess of,
among other things, the harvest. The harvest time has many meanings
for us here at the abbey. As it is for all Kundalan, it is a time of
gathering food for the long winter, but for us it is also a time for
cleansing our spirits. In the same manner in which the leaves fall in
Lonon, clogging the gutters of houses and the storm drains in the
streets, so too do our spirits become clogged during the long year.
And so, in Lonon we hold special ceremonies to empty ourselves of the
unneeded and unwanted, to scrub our insides clean of whatever impure
or improper thoughts have accumulated. For us, then, Lonon is a
sacred time, the Goddess's time, when spirituality reigns supreme." The expressive hands wove gestures. "It is also
the time of the Spirit House. Müna speaks of this aspect of
Lonon in the fragments of Utmost Source that have survived.
The Spirit House, where our ancestors temporarily reside, exists
alongside our world." She curled both hands into fists, moved
them in circles over the light-flecked tabletop. "These two
worlds have their own orbits." She demonstrated with her fists.
"In Low Winter they are the farthest from each other, during
Lonon they actually touch. Then it is possible to call upon the
Spirit House for strength and support." She stood up, pointed to three places on her
body—two above each breast, one at her lower belly. "Here
are the places where we need to be restored—the spirit
storehouses. We learn to gain our strength from the collected wisdom
of the Spirit House." "Can I ask a question?" "Of course, Riane." Leyna Astar sat back
down. "Here, with me, you have permission to ask anything." "You said that the Spirit House is where our
ancestors live, but you also said they stay there temporarily. Where
do the spirits go when they leave the Spirit House?" A warm smile spread across Leyna Astar's face. From
inside her robes she took out a small beautifully embroidered velvet
bag. She opened it, searching inside. "To answer your insightful
question, the Spirit House is not a place—like Kundala is a
place, a planet spinning in orbit around a sun. Think of it as a kind
of way station, a nexus point that holds the insubstantial from
wandering off into uncharted reaches. From this way station spirits
wait for their time to return to the mortal sphere to be born again,
to continue their own personal quest for enlightenment, the truth
about themselves." "Like luewondren,” Riane said too quickly
and, she worried, unwisely. "I have heard of that alien word. It is the
Gyrgon concept of reincarnation. Perhaps there are some theoretical
.similarities, but there is no proof that, for the V'ornn at least,
reincarnation actually exists." Riane wondered again how a novice came by such
knowledge. An-non had believed, as all V'ornn did, in luewondren. Leyna Astar's smile returned. "Now give me your
hands." She placed Riane's hands palms up on the tabletop. "You
must promise to keep still and try to relax. There will be no pain
involved." "What are you going to do?" "Don't worry. We are merely going to replenish
your spirit storehouse."
"But how? It is still High Summer. Lonon
is,weeks away." "Yes, I know. But when the need is great
enough, there are alternative paths. This is an important lesson to
learn, Riane. No matter how things may appear, there are always
alternative paths. You simply have to find them." "But how? I wouldn't know—" "Just relax now." Astar had taken a
slender enameled case out of her bag. The case was covered with
incised runes. From it, she slid out a pair of needles. They were
odd, giving off no glitter where the arabesques of sunlight struck
them. Rather, the light seemed to move through them as if they only
faintly existed. Smiling still, Astar held one needle by an end. "I
am going to pass this through the center of your palm." Riane snatched her hands away. "I told you it would not hurt. Do you think I
am lying?" Riane said nothing. "All right. This cannot be done against your
will." Astar began to put the needles away. "Waitr Riane swallowed. "What… What
will happen to me when you put the needle in?" "I do not know. It is different for each of
us," Astar said. "What I can say for a certainty is that
you will be filled with a feeling of well-being." Slowly, without taking her eyes from the novice's,
Riane returned her hands to the tabletop. Astar waited a moment, perhaps to be certain that
the girl had made up her mind. Then she took one needle by its end
and, placing it perpendicular to the tabletop, inserted it into the
exact center of Riane's left palm. Riane felt a momentary flicker,
something akin to a buzz of electricity, then nothing save a slow
pulsing of warmth in her lower belly. Shima Astar had not lied, there
was no pain. The novice repeated the procedure with the second
needle, inserting it into Riane's right palm. The momentary flicker
was different, heavier, deeper, ricocheting inside her, making her
fingers spasm. The pulsing took shape, passing from one hand to
another as if across an invisible wire. From there it moved to her
lower belly, up to her chest and back down again, as if completing an
energy loop. "I feel like I'm hooked up to some kind of
machine," Riane said. "An excellent analogy." Astar seemed
impressed again. "The machine, Riane, is your own body. The
needles—the qi as the konara call them—have opened up the
chord of your inner energy; they have become the Channel through
which your spirit storehouse is being replenished." She waited a
moment. "One is forbidden to know this, but it is said that in
the old days Mother was able to replenish her spirit storehouse at
will without the aid of the qi." "I know very little about Mother." "Ah, Mother." Astar closed her eyes for a
moment. "In the time before the V'ornn, when The Pearl lay
safely in the Storehouse below Middle Palace, the Ramahan were led,
not by the Dea Cretan, but by a hereditary leader whose spirituality
was all-encompassing." "She was murdered on the day w—On the day
the V'ornn invaded Kundala, wasn't she?" "It is said that she was murdered by the Rappa
while a cabal of male priests staged a coup. In those days, here as
in every aspect of Kundalan life, female and male had shared roles.
That ended when certain male priests took The Pearl out of the
Storehouse and misused it. Because they tried to use The Pearl for
their own ends, it told them only what they wanted to hear." "It lied to them?" "Yes, Riane, The Pearl lied to them, as it was
meant to do. Only the pure in heart and spirit may gaze into The
Pearl and see the Truth." Astar turned each qi a quarter turn to
the right. The effect was like stirring a pot of bubbling stew: new
sensations came to the surface. "In Her wrath," she went
on, "the Great Goddess cast down the Kundalan, ensured that they
would be enslaved by the V'ornn until the time of Ambat, when the Dar
Sala-at is born." "Who is the Dar Sala-at?" "The Dar Sala-at is the One who is pure in
spirit and heart—the One who will find The Pearl, who will use
it as it was meant to be used, who will free the Kundalan from the
yoke of V'omn enslavement. It is also Prophesied that the Dar Sala-at
will be the one to reclaim both schools of sorcery, heal what was
mistakenly rent asunder, and bind them into the whole that was
originally meant to be." Riane, who was feeling better than she had ever felt
before, thought about this for a long time. She saw that Astar's eyes
were upon her with a grave intensity. "I want you to do something for me, Riane." She waited, barely breathing. An ethereal glow
filled her with warmth and light. "I am going to ask you a question," Astar
went on. "Just one. And when I ask it of you I want you to
answer quick as you can, without thinking about it." "Is this some kind of a test?" Leyna Astar gave her a shrewd look. "Yes,"
she said. "One that has never been administered before." "Why?" "The test is called the Ya-unn—the
Meeting of Ways." "Is it important?" "Most important." "But I am unprepared." "In that you are mistaken." Leyna Astar
twirled the qi a quarter turn to the left. "You already passed
one test: you reverted the black fire." Leyna Astar made a final
adjustment to the qi. "Tell me the first word that comes to your
mind at this precise moment." "Djenn." Astar sat absolutely still. Her beautiful lips were
slightly parted; her cheeks were blushed with pink. "Yes,"
she whispered, and smiled. "You see, Riane, you did not fail." "I didn't?" "You have proved what has already been
suspected. You are special. Very special. We believe that is
why Konara Bartta took you to be trained in Kyofu. For a certainty,
it is why you were able to resist the Rings." "We? Is there someone else involved?" "There is, but—it is a secret."
Leyna Astar lowered her voice. "I do not have to tell you that
evil lurks around, do I?" "No, but this is a bit confusing," Riane
said thoughtfully. "Konara Laudanum claimed no evil was allowed
inside the abbey." "That was true enough, in the old days. But
since The Pearl was lost, since Mother was deposed, since the Ramahan
have lost their way many things have changed. For over a century,
Müna has turned Her face away from us." Leyna Astar's eyes
were shining. "Now you have come; the hand of the Great Goddess
has reappeared." Riane shook her head. "I do not understand." "It is too dangerous now for you to know more,"
Leyna Astar said. "But, believe me when I tell you that at the
proper time you will understand everything." She cocked her
head. "Curious. You haven't asked the meaning of Djenn." "But I already know," Riane said. "In
the Old Tongue it means Dragon." This seemed to give Leyna Astar pause. "How did
you know that, Riane? You have only just begun to study the Old
Tongue." "I don't know," Riane said truthfully. She
was about to tell Leyna Astar how she had opened Utmost Source
one night and just like that had begun to read it, but she remembered
Giyan's warning to tell no one of it. "I… I just do,
that's all." She thought a moment. "I wondered whether it
could have been from the Rings of Concordance." "As I said, you are immune to the Rings'
effects. In any event, they cannot impart that kind of knowledge
wholesale." "Another thing puzzles me. When you spoke of
these qi, you said that the konara named them. The konara use them,
then?" "Only konara may use the qi." "But you are a novice." "Just so." Astar hummed a little as she
removed the qi from Riane's palms, wiping them down with alcohol,
replacing them in their runic case. "That is quite a conundrum,
isn't it?" Damage In the privacy of his residence in Axis Tyr,
Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar put his head in his hands and wept for
his friend and his regent, Eleusis Ashera. Eleusis had been
more—mentor and father figure. He had helped Rekkk escape the
stigma his own father had left. Rekkk's father had been one of the most notorious
Rhynnnon in recent memory. Rhynnnon were rogue Khagggun, who rebelled
against their command and their caste. Rekkk's father, like other
Rhynnnon before him, had died in a bloody battle where the odds were
overwhelmingly against him. Rhynnnon held a unique place in Khagggun
lore because they were both despised and admired. Khagggun simply did
not renounce their command. On the rare occasions when they did, they
lived a life apart from the V'ornn Modality. They might make their
living hiring themselves out to individuals with difficult and
dangerous grudges to settle. But just as likely, they had an agenda
of their own that involved a simple but compelling moral
imperative—an injustice, some might say, that required action
on their part that could not be taken as a Khagggun. That is what
made for the dichotomy in how they were viewed by their former
compatriots. In Rekkk's father's case, he had rebelled against the
excessively cruel tyranny of the Star-Admiral whom Kinnnus Morcha had
replaced. In fact, he had fulfilled his avowed purpose for becoming
Rhynnnon; he had slain the Star-Admiral before being killed on the
field of battle. It had been Eleusis Ashera who had allowed Rekkk to
overcome the strictures of his training and, for the first time, see
his father for who he really was—a hero. There was other news, unhappy as well. He had just
received word that the new regent had approved Kinnnus Morcha's
insane petition to have Kurgan Stogggul named his new adjutant.
N'Luuura take it, the V'ornn was hardly more than a child—and a
Bashkir to boot! On the other hand, perhaps it was not so insane once
you considered it a form of "business marriage." The
transfer linked the two V'ornn—Wennn Stogggul and Kinnnus
Morcha—in a tangible way, signaling that their alliance ran
deeper than anyone had suspected. It seemed an odd pairing—Great
Caste with Lesser Caste. The pragmatic part of Rekkk was hardly
surprised. When he had flagrantly broken protocol in Stone Border, he
had not only borne Olnnn Rydddlin's wrath, but had risked
everything—his status as adjutant, his rank as Pack-Commander.
Everything. And for what? He heard her moving around in another part of his
residence. Giyan. He had loved her the moment he had first seen her
in Eleusis Ashera's private quarters. It had been but a glimpse,
really. More than enough to set his hearts afire with passion and
guilt. And each time he had seen her (to his knowledge, she had never
seen him) his desire for her had grown. To covet the lover of his
friend was shameful—and a Kun-dalan at that! And yet,
inexplicably, it was partly because she was Kun-dalan that he felt so
powerfully drawn to her. He had carefully and painfully locked away
that part of him. Until news of the coup had reached him. It had not escaped his notice that Kinnnus Morcha
had excluded him from the planning. Just as it had become painfully
clear that Olnnn Rydddlin had been assigned to him as a shadow,
rather than as a simple First-Captain. He had been careful not to
give Rydddlin any cause for suspicion. Until the moment in Stone
Border when he had refused to allow Annon Ashera's corpse to be
dragged through the plaza. Looking into Giyan's brave eyes, he had
felt his hearts melt. He could no more have submitted her to such
humiliation and anguish than he could cease breathing. He had not
stopped to think it out; he had acted. Now the ramifications had begun. He was no longer
adjutant to Kinnnus Morcha, and the newly appointed Star-Admiral had
not summoned him. Bad sign. Very bad sign. On the other hand, he should have seen this coming
long ago. What had Kinnnus Morcha ever done to elicit his trust?
Nothing. On the contrary, he had affixed Olnnn Rydddlin as his
shadow. The future looked like this: Eleusis Ashera was no longer in
power, and his former commanding officer, the single most powerful
Khagggun on Kundala, had written him off. All that he might have been
able to live with. If Giyan loved him. But the reality was quite the
opposite. Despite the fact that he had told her that he and Eleusis
had been friends, that she had nothing to fear from him, she had done
nothing but treat him with cold disdain. What should he expect? Her
lover had been slain most foully, betrayed by the very Khagggun who
should have safeguarded his life. His son, the boy she had raised
from infancy, was also dead. Besides, to look at her, he doubted
whether she believed a word he had said. Why should she, when he had
been chosen to hunt Annon down, when Annon's head had been delivered
to Kinnnus Morcha like a hunting trophy? He might as well turn his shock-sword on himself. It
would be the honorable thing to do. He strode through his residence to his weapons room
and drew one of his shock-swords off the wall. He activated it, felt
the small jolt as the hyperexcited ions arced between the surfaces of
the double blades. He trembled a little as he contemplated his own
death. He had killed many people, had seen the faraway look come into
their eyes just before they glazed over, but never before had he
asked himself what it is they saw at the moment of their passing. Why
should he have? The blood-lust was running wildly through him,
focusing all his resources on what must be done in battle. Now the
memories surfaced like strange fish from the ocean's depths. Life to
death. One small step. But he knew that it would take all his
energies to plunge the shock-sword into his belly. Brushing aside
these morbid thoughts, he prepared himself. "Planning to kill yourself?" her harsh,
mocking tone made him wince. He turned at the sound of her voice, saw her clear,
whistleflower-blue eyes open wide. "Here," he said,
thrusting the hilt of the shock-sword toward her. "You have been
wanting to kill me ever since I brought you back here. Now is your
chance." Giyan held up her bandaged hands. "Ah," he said, defeated, "I forgot.
How do they feel?" "As if all the skin had been flayed off them." They regarded each other silently. At last he said, "I have told you this before,
I think, but I know just what Eleusis Ashera saw in you." "You are self-deluded." "It gives you some form of solace to believe
that, doesn't it?" "I do not know," she said. "I am
incapable of feeling solace." "You treat me with contempt. Have I raped you,
spoken to you harshly, touched you in any inappropriate manner?" Her silence mocked him. "Have I not treated you fairly?" he cried. She laughed in his face. "You hunted down
my—you hunted down Annon and trussed him like an animal in the
streets of my village!" "He was already dead." "What you did turned my heart to ash." He could not bear that cold, biting stare. "Peculiar
in the extreme for a female to have a deep attachment for the one she
has raised." "Idiot! I am not V'ornn!" "Of course, but you harbor this attachment for
a V'ornn." "How little you know of us." Her voice was
withering. "There isn't an instant that goes by when I don't
miss him, when I don't wish I could hold him in my arms again, to
protect him, to rock him to sleep, to tell him that everything will
be all right." Her voice caught like a fishhook in her throat.
"But it isn't all right, and it never will be. I failed Eleusis,
and I failed him; don't you understand? When he died a part of me
went with him." Rekkk took a moment to collect himself. "I
cannot tell you how sorry—" Her eyes blazed. "Save your hollow words for
others. I do not believe you." He shook his head. "No matter what you may
think of me, Giyan, I mean what I say. I have not had you fitted for
the okuuut as I was ordered." "Please don't bother." She raised her
black hands. "How would it be implanted?" He stood stiffly, uncomfortably. The shock-sword
still in his hand. "You do not need to commit suicide," she
spat. "You're already dead. You just don't know it yet." She was right, and Rekkk knew it. How he burned to
touch her, to hold her in his arms, to soothe away her pain and
anguish. How odd to feel this for an alien! And yet, because of his
friendship with Eleusis, not odd at all. From Eleusis, he had learned
to accept his affinity for the Kundalan, the magnetic force that drew
him inexorably toward them, away from his own kind. If he was no
closer to understanding the nature of this force, Eleusis had taught
him, at least, to accept it. But he and Giyan were separated by a
gulf far wider. Her enmity flared out, coldly pushing him away. Her
contempt was quickly crushing his hearts. She turned partially away from him. "I would
gladly give my own life to have Annon back. As for taking your life,
I am afraid you must summon the courage for that yourself." His voice lowered to a hoarse whisper. "Giyan,
what happened to Annon… Had I found him alive, I would not
have killed him. His father was my friend, my mentor. I would have
died to protect his son." "Words." "Not just words. I would not allow him to be
dragged through Stone Border." "For that, I am grateful." She turned on
him, her beautiful eyes blaz- ing. "But ever since that moment I
have asked myself why. Why would you do that? You yourself provided
the answer." She crossed her arms over her breasts. "I see
how you look at me. I recognize the naked lust in your eyes." "No, you're wrong." But, of course, his
voice lacked conviction. "Eleusis is newly dead, and you have
already scooped up the spoils. You claim to have been his friend?
What an ugly and despicable jest! You are no better than his
murderers, Stogggul and MorchaV His hearts withered some more. All the lights in the
world seemed to go out at once. "The trouble with life is that
everyone believes what they want to believe. It is so much easier and
less complicated than the truth." "More words." With a shrug of resignation, he closed off the
encoded ion stream, put the shock-sword back on the wall. "Coward!" He tried to seal himself off from her. The pain it
caused him was exquisite. "It's time to change your bandages."
He led her out of the weapons room and down a skylit corridor. In the
bathroom, he sat her down, slit the knot he had made, and began to
unwind the muslin strips on her right hand. He was aware of her gaze,
as if it had as much weight as his shock-sword. Supporting her hand from underneath, he continued to
unwind the strips. Her fingers were red, raw, and shiny, having been
smeared with a potent V'ornn antiburn unguent. He carefully wiped them off with fresh squares of
unbleached muslin while Giyan moaned softly in agony. The wounds
looked as angry and swollen as they had when he had first begun
treating her. This was the fourth treatment he had used, a
combination of V'ornn and Kundalan medicines. Why wouldn't any of
them work? His face did not betray his mounting alarm. "The burns are extremely severe," he told
her as he applied more unguent. "They need more time to heal."
He looked up. "I've seen you using your sorcery on them. Hasn't
that helped?" "You spy on my privacy?" As far as she was concerned, nothing he said or did
would be right, he thought in despair. "I simply wanted to know,
that's all." She turned her head away, walling him off again. He
paused in the application of the medication. "If you could tell
me what happened to you, I would have a better idea of how to treat
this." "I told you I don't know. It happened when
Annon was killed by the perwillon. There was some kind of glowing
lichen in the cave—a species I had never seen before. Annon
landed in a bed of it. When I dragged him out, it was torn up, and
the liquid got all over my hands." She was staring at the thing that covered her hands
and so missed the anguished look he gave her. Missed, too, his
attempt to say something he bit back into his throat. Love curdled in his hearts, turning to rage. At his
core he was still Khagggun, quicksilver emotions rising like storms
through him. And so he did exactly the wrong thing. His hand curled
into a fist. "You will never leave here, you understand that,
don't you?" She said nothing, and her silence provoked him
further. "You are mine now, whether or not it suits you. You may
as well forget your memories of Eleusis Ashera or anyone else in your
past. Your life is in the here and now—at my side." She was silent, and this galled him all the more.
"You will answer when you are spoken to." "Ah, yes, the master race threatens." She
lapsed into a short silence. "If that is your wish, I shall obey
it," she said quietly. "You are V'ornn and I am Kundalan.
Of course, I will act as you order." Her head came up and her
eyes flashed. "But don't think for a moment that you can change
me. I will not—" She cried out as he backhanded her across her face.
She tumbled onto the floor, and he was upon her, pushing aside her
robes, baring her lovely body. He reared above her. "Go on. This is what V'omn do best." She
was like a starfish, splayed out on the stone floor. Her utter
contempt was like a mirror, holding up to him his abominable
behavior. He would have died to feel even one moment of her love. Tears stood like diamonds in the corners of her
eyes. She would not look at him. She lay as she had been, her body
revealed to him, but otherwise utterly closed off. "I am sorry," he whispered, pulling her
robe around her. "So sorry…" "You see how it is." Her beautiful eyes
stared at nothing. "Your power is a pitiful thing." He thrust himself away from her, ran from the room,
but her mocking words pursued him: "You think you can have what
Eleusis had." Her voice was a cold, dead thing. "But you
can't. You never will. Never." Filled with rage and humiliation, he slammed out of
his residence, hurled himself mindlessly into the seething heart of
the city as if in that way he could become as invisible to himself as
he was to her. If he had not been so profoundly distraught, he
would have noticed that he was being followed. Not that he would have
cared overmuch. In his current state, he would surely have welcomed
the quick stab of an assassin's blade. In due course, he found himself in the far northern
end of the city, Mesagggun territory, a rough quarter even by
Khagggun standards. The packed streets stank of low-grade numaaadis,
lubricating fluid, and garbage. Since it was just past shift change,
several fights had broken out among the half-drunk denizens. The
combatants were being heartily egged on by those on the innermost
fringes of the shifting crowds, all save the ineffectual priests, the
last remnants of those who kept what was left of V'ornn religion
alive! The war god, Enlil, had long since served his purpose. When
the Gyrgon had risen to power millennia ago, they tore through the
ranks of Enlil's Children, breaking the hold the Church had had on
the Lesser Castes. Only a faction of the Mesagggun still worshiped at
the shabby, makeshift temples in the Northern Quarter. These
Traditionalists were persecuted mercilessly by the Forwards, the
Mesagggun who believed the Gyrgon view of life was the only path to
bettering themselves. The Mesagggun who managed the Modality's machinery
were an unhappy and unlucky lot. They lived in squalor with no hope
of advancement, no respite from their lives of constant drudgery.
Though they were the grease that kept the Modality running smoothly,
they received no thanks, no hope, save the pathetic pap doled out by
the priests. The other castes, Khagggun included, walked upon their
strong, bowed backs without a second thought. In fact, when they
weren't fighting among themselves, the Mesagggun got into brief but
violent turf wars with the Khagggun. Like Khagggun, the Mesagggun
possessed an exaggerated sense of honor, perhaps because they had
nothing else to call their own. Blood feuds were numerous and
vicious. Rekkk knew chances were good that he would not be welcome
here. Doubtless that was why he had come. Sure enough, he was spotted, and a couple of brawny
lubricant-smeared Mesagggun broke off their wagering on the nearest
fight to give him a closer look. The sight of his uniform was like a
goad to them, and the fact that he was without a shock-sword warmed
their calcified hearts. One of them swung a brindle-stick—a
thick base-metal lever used in maintenance. Rekkk wasted no time in
determining that this Mesagggun was the leader. He needed no taunts
to further enrage him, but immediately waded in, slamming his fist
into the armed Mes-agggun's gut. The Mesagggun doubled over and Rekkk
snatched his brindle-stick, beat him twice over the head with it
before slicing it behind him, catching the second Mesagggun flush on
the ear. The thick haft of the brindle-stick made blood spurt, and
the big Mesagggun went down. By that time, the third Mesagggun was
inside the perimeter of Rekkk's defenses. He got off a trio of
punishing jabs that half dazed Rekkk and made him grit his teeth
against the pain. But somehow the pain felt good and he dropped the
brindle-stick. More Mesagggun joined the fray, punching, kicking,
head-butting, and he was plowed under by their enmity. He laughed
when his skin swelled and burst open, which made them redouble their
efforts to beat him senseless. For a time, he gave as good as he got,
but eventually their sheer number overwhelmed even his heightened
state of fury. He took his beating like a V'omn, never protesting,
never crying out, his mind filled with what he had done to Giyan. Wennn, you have disappointed me—again."
The regent Stogggul, having been Summoned by the Gyrgon, found
himself in the dark, crowded house of his childhood. He faced his
father, even though his father was dead, even though he knew he was,
in actuality, somewhere deep inside the Temple of Mnemonics. The
power of what he was seeing was inescapable. Quite against his
wishes, he found himself feeling the old, familiar dread creep over
him. "When will you learn?" his father said
sternly. "You will never be like me, you will never measure up
no matter how hard you try." His father's head moved from side
to side in his disapproving manner. "You are inadequate, a sore
disappointment. I wish you had never been born." The regent Stogggul found to his horror that he was
trembling just as he had always trembled when he had faced his
father. Even after all this time, even though the gulf of death
separated them, nothing had changed because the truth of those
admonitions had been ingrained in him, until his father's acute
disappointment had become his own. He clenched his fists, trying to
fight the feelings. "You are a pathetic creature, Wennn, playing at
power games far beyond your feeble grasp. I could always see clear
through you, and I still can. You think I am dead, but I live on. I
will be here every time you return. You are still my child; you
always will be." The regent bit his lip, vowing to say nothing. But
something deep inside him had started to wail. "Look at you." His father approached him,
the ion whip he always carried snapping against his thigh. "Trembling
like a leaf in a storm." He circled the regent, the sound of the
ion whip a well-remembered jolt, a sensation like the taste of rancid
meat, or poison on the tongue. "I did the best I could, but look
at the raw material I had to work with." Swapp! The ion
whip struck the regent's shoulders and Stogggul gave a little cry, of
recognition as well as of pain. "You disgust me, Wennn."
Swapp! "I am ashamed to call you my son." Swappl
"Get down on your knees, like the worm that you are." "Stop it, stop it, stop it!" The regent
Stogggul's voice rose from a husky whisper to a desperate shout. He
closed his eyes against a brief wave of vertigo. When he opened them,
he found that his father had morphed into a Gyrgon peering down at
him with ruby-red pupils. "Stogggul Wennn, we will see you dead." The regent could see that he Was kneeling on the
floor of a tiered, open-air amphitheater that completely encircled
him. All the seats, save one, were filled with Gyrgon. There must
be a thousand of them, he thought. All were staring fixedly at
him. He could feel their animus grinding him into the ground. His
hearts pounded painfully in his chest. Gyrgon did not make idle
threats, nor did they bluff. "The sight of you offends us," said the
Gyrgon with ruby-red pupils as he took his seat. "We do not know
whether we feel more pity or contempt for you." Numb with shock, weakened by evil memories, all he
could manage to mumble was, "Tell me how I have offended you
that I may make atonement." The Gyrgon stood, his neural nets ablaze with his
rage. "Your atonement, regent, will take this form: you will
embrace our wrath and make it your own. You will galvanize the
Khagggun. You and Star-Admiral Morcha Kinnnus will launch a campaign
to root out and destroy all enemies, all traitorous elements. The
gutters of Axis Tyr will overflow with blood, the valleys beyond will
be filled with it. We wish to hear the wails of the mourners; we wish
to see them turning in greater numbers to Kara, the religion that
embraces V'ornn and Kundalan alike." "And when I have accomplished what you ask,
what then?" the regent ventured. "Will you give me the
salamuuun trade? The Ashera murdered my father for it It is
only just that you—" "You are not here to ask questions, regent, or
to make demands!" the Gyrgon thundered. "You are here to
listen and to obey!" With a wave of his gloved hand, he caused the regent
Stogggul to vanish, sending him back to his quarters across the city. Rekkk Hacilar awoke in a filthy back alley, where
someone had dragged him. His head lolled against a pile of trash
bins. Rats startled away as he began to stiffly move. He ached all
over; it was only what he deserved. For a moment his mind was
blessedly blank. Then, like a poisonous blossom, he saw again the
image of Giyan crumpled on the floor, heard her words traveling
through space and time to cause him misery once more. He did not know where he was, nor did he care. The
alley was narrow, blank-walled, featureless. In the distance he could
hear the myriad sounds of the city. Bones crunched and someone
groaned; somewhere close by another fight was under way. He staggered
to his knees, vomited freely. He held his head as if that would stop
the dizziness. Gradually, he was able to drag himself to his feet. He
leaned against a stained and rotting wall, gaining strength with
every wheezing breath. He used garbage to wipe the vomit off his
boots. When he felt able, he took a quick inventory of all
his bones. None appeared broken, which was something of a miracle,
but he could not take even a shallow breath without intense waves of
pain shooting through him. It began to rain, the drops feeling like tears on
his cheeks. He gritted his teeth and staggered down the alley. He had
not gone more than a score of paces when he came upon a doorway he
had not noticed before. Immediately to the right of the doorway was a
small, discreet alloy plaque that read: NIMBUS and just below, the
phrase REFERRALS ONLY. What was a luxe kashiggen doing in this
working-class district of the city? Kashiggen were once peaceful inns
devoted to entertaining the Ramahan. The V'ornn, knowing a good thing
when they saw it, turned the Kundalan kashiggen into salamuuun
palaces. Ignoring the warning, he stumbled into an interior
plush with velvets and satin, hazy with the unmistakable sweet, spicy
scent of salamuuun. Rekkk licked his dry, cracked lips as he tried to
focus. He saw an octagon-shaped room filled with Kundalan-style
furniture. The walls were padded with richly brocaded fabrics; across
the vaulted ceiling was a spray of enameled stars. In one corner, sat
an old V'ornn seer, her features sunken into her skull. She watched
him like an owl with greedy eyes. Two exquisite imari did their best
to ignore him. "A mistake, surely." The dzuoko, a
beautiful Tuskugggun in a pale lavender robe, confronted him.
Clearly, the mistress of this kashiggen, her cloth-of-silver sifeyn
was pushed back on her skull. She was eyeing him up and down with a
distasteful expression. "None of my imari would come within an
arm's length of you." By her side was a burly Mesagggun. His
arms, thick as tree trunks, were crossed over his massive chest. Say
this about him, he was clean and sober. He glowered at Rekkk from
beneath formidable brows, pointedly ignoring his bloodied insignia.
"Not that it matters. No one I know could possibly have referred
you." She snapped her fingers, and the oversize
Mesagggun took a menacing step toward Rekkk. "On the contrary, Mittelwin." Rekkk looked to his left. A young, striking
Tuskugggun stood eyeing him. She wore a midnight-blue robe and sifeyn
shot with glittering gold thread. She was very tall and slender, and
she moved with an astonishing grace. Another of NIMBUS' imari?
Impossible. No imari would dare speak to her dzuoko in such a direct
and crude fashion. From what he knew, the imari tradition was an
ancient one, even for the Kundalan. Decades of training were
required, and relatively few made it all the way through. "This is the Khagggun I have been expecting,"
this vision said sweetly. "A little worse for wear, I admit." "A little!" Mittelwin guffawed.
"Look at the poor thing; I'd say some of our fine locals have
had their way with him!" The Mesagggun stifled a giggle. "What are you laughing at?" Mittelwin
said. "Clean him up, feed him some leeesta—from the warm
pan, not the three-day-old stuff. Then take him to chamber seven for
Mastress Kannna's pleasure." For Rekkk, the shower was both pleasure and pain.
The needles of water stung him in every bruised and swollen spot on
his body, but the heat sank into him, easing the deeper pain. He had
four soaps to choose from, all with distinctive masculine scents. He
stayed under the spray a very long time. Khagggun did not often have
the luxury of bathing in this manner. Afterward, he was given a robe the color of cor
blood. It filled him perfectly. When he asked the Mesagggun about his
uniform the V'ornn told him that it was being cleaned and pressed. As
he ate the delicious warm leeesta, he wondered whether the Mesagggun
was his servant or his jailor. The Mesagggun gave him water when he
said that he was thirsty. No numaaadis or spirits of any kind were
offered. Nor were any of his questions answered. Who was this
Mastress Kannna, and how could she possibly have been waiting for him
when he himself had had no inkling he would stumble into the
kashiggen until the moment he had spied the door? Patience,
he told himself. When he had eaten and drunk his fill, the Mesagggun
led him down a corridor dimly lighted by old-fashioned Kundalan oil
lamps. The flickering flames held behind crystal stacks had a
soothing effect on the psyche. Even the mountainous Mesagggun was
polite as he opened the door to chamber seven. Rekkk watched him
retreat down the corridor before he went in. Mastress Kannna was waiting for him in a small
circular room with a conical ceiling. She sat in a deep chair. Beside
her was a Kundalan-style sofa, looking as inviting as it was
comfortable. In his current state, Rekkk was grateful for the
comfort. V'ornn furniture was strictly utilitarian; the esthetics of
comfort and style had been edited out. "You look tired, Pack-Commander," Mastress
Kannna said. "Won't you sit down?" From somewhere in the room came the scents of clove
oil and burnt musk. "I am afraid you have me at a disadvantage.
You apparently know me, but I am sure that we have not met." "Not directly, no." She lifted a hand.
"Are you perhaps incapable of sitting?" He grinned despite himself, sat gingerly on the edge
of the sofa. "Please. Relax, Pack-Commander, rest assured I
will not attack you." He did not return her smile. "It is my
training. If there is a certain lack of trust on my part, it is
simply because—" "Tell me, Pack-Commander, do you indulge?"
She held before him a slim crystal canister containing a
cinnamon-colored powder. "I have been known to blow a few meters of
salamuuun." "Excellent." She popped the top of the
canister. "This is prime-grade. The only kind Mittelwin
purveys." "I don't think so," he said. "Not
this time." "Ah, I understand." Mastress Kannna
nodded. "It is a matter of trust again." She stared deep
into his eyes. "Tell me something, Pack-Commander." "Only if you answer a question first." He
took her silence as acceptance. "I heard Mittelwin address you
as Mastress. Why? I have never heard that term used before." "That is because it is rarely used." She
crossed one leg over the other and, with a sibilant shiver, her robe
parted slightly. "I am Great Caste. I am attached to a very
special V'ornn. Hence my title." "What kind of V'ornn is your mate?" "One question, Pack-Commander." She smiled
sweetly. "Now please tell me what you are doing in the Northern
Quarter of Axis Tyr." "I came to get what I deserved." She eyed him curiously. "And did you?" "I don't know. I am still alive." Her smile widened as she downed half of the
canister's contents, offered him what remained. "Well, then, it
is safe to say that you do not know if your journey is yet at an
end." He hesitated for but a moment. It had crossed his
mind that this might be a setup engineered by either Olnnn Rydddlin
or Kinnnus Morcha to inject the last bolt in his coffin. Then the
image of Giyan rose up like a daemon in the night, and he grabbed the
salamuuun and inhaled it wholesale. Mastress Kannna's eyes glittered. "Lie back,
Pack-Commander, Let the salamuuun take you where it may." He liked the sound of her voice. It was comforting,
like his mother's had been. He hadn't thought of rfls mother in many
years. He realized that he did not know where she was or even if she
was alive. He closed his eyes and saw her standing before him. She
smiled and spoke to him, and at once he felt how much he had missed
her. I wanted to find you, but I never had the time. I know. Don't blame yourself, Rekkk. But I do. You had your life to live. That was more
important. It shouldn't have been. It's the way of life. He cried as she enfolded him within her arms. Do not grieve for yourself, Rekkk. Live your
life as you always have. I cannot. I love a Kundalan, but she will never
return that love. How can you be so sure? I have injured her grievously, permanently. Nothing is permanent, Rekkk. Not even death… He floated for a long time on the sea of his own
tears. This sea rocked him, cradled him, spoke to him in the soft
susurrus peculiar to oceans. Deep below him, in those unfathomable
depths, he felt life moving, creatures larger, more alien than he
could imagine, though already in his lifetime he had seen his share
of alien life. He did not fear them. Listening to their distant
songs, understanding their meanings without knowing their words, he
drifted on currents unknown … When, at length, he opened his eyes, he saw that
Mastress Kannna was gone. In her place sat someone wonderfully,
heartbreakingly familiar. "Giyan," he breathed. "How did you
find me?" "On the contrary," she said. "You
found me." "I love you," he told her. She smiled. "I know." "And yet you are so sad, so very sad." "In my life I have lost things, Rekkk, precious
beyond your imaginings. My heart is ash. I cannot fathom why it
continues to beat." "You will never lose me. I swear this to you,
Giyan." "And now," Nith Sahor said, as he morphed
once again out of one body and into another, "we come to the
finale of our little drama." Rekkk felt the psychogenic effects of the salamuuun
dissipating like fine strands of silk, draining from every synapse in
his brain, leaving him to feel as if he was nothing but a long,
lonely shadow. "Where is Giyan?" he asked thickly. "She has gone the way of Mastress Kannna." His eyes cleared. "You mean she never existed." "Not in the way you had imagined. But both of
them exist just the same. For now I am Nith Sahor." The Gyrgon arranged his hands atop his crossed
knees. Rekkk watched those hands, cloaked in alloy mesh, as if they
were the jaws of a razor-raptor. To his horror, he found that he was
trembling uncontrollably. He had been trained almost from birth to be
fearless, but to be this close to a Gyrgon was something entirely out
of his ken. With an enormous effort, he pulled himself together. "Well, Rekkk," the Gyrgon said, "are
we feeling any better after our salamuuun flight?" "I have heard of the Gyrgon affinity for cruel
jests," he said. "But I never thought I would be made the
butt of one." Nith Sahor leaned forward. "You misunderstand
me. Nothing here was done in jest. It was all in the service of
discovering the—how shall I put it?—the inner nature of
things." Rekkk regarded the Gyrgon with alarm. "Ask
yourself this, then: now that you have taken a peek at the map of
your own universe do you know more about yourself than you did when
you were getting the N'Luuura beaten out of you?" Rekkk was wary. "Not that I could tell." "No?" Nith Sahor cocked his long, elegant
head. "Perhaps, then, I should tell you about my flight. In it,
I was on a ship, and that ship was sailing across a sea of turquoise
blood. Like most V'ornn, I hate the ocean. In any event, Eleusis
Ashera is on the ship with me. He is headless. His bloody body is
fountaining the blood that has made the sea we are sailing on. And
then I realize what I have done, the mistake I made with Eleusis.
Gyrgon, you see, have limited experience in dealing with the outside
world. It is why we delegate all the mundane jobs to others. "I loved Eleusis Ashera—as I know you
did, Rekkk. He had a special affinity for the unseen forces all
around us. He-was drawn to the Kun-dalan as I am. Without knowing
why. This feeling frightened me. I tried to get him to explain it to
me. He could not, of course. Who can explain love, desire? They are
inexplicable. But I did not yet understand, so I grew wrathful. I
treated him shamefully. I did not protect him when, perhaps, I could
have. Now he is dead, and that weight lies heavily upon me." Stunned by this unprecedented confession, Rekkk
Hacilar said nothing. "It's true, I am afraid, the vaunfed Gyrgon are
fallible." Nith Sahor's eyes sparked in the oil-fired lamplight
as he briefly put a forefinger across his lips. "You see, Rekkk,
your circumstances are not entirely unknown to me. In that light, I
have a proposal to make you." A moment ago, Rekkk would have laughed at the
absurdity of the comment. Now he could only make a small sound in his
throat. His entire world had been turned upside down, and he was
still trying to make some kind of sense of it. "I have trusted you with many secrets, Rekkk.
Do you think you can trust me now?" Rekkk Hacilar stared at the Gyrgon, his hearts
beating heavily in his chest. "If you are aware of my
circumstances, you know I no longer have a reason to live." "Is that what your salamuuun flight revealed?" Rekkk's voice was so clotted with emotion for a
moment he could not answer. "No," he said at length. "But you still feel suicidal? You wish to die?" He stared down at the floor and thought of Giyan's
anguished face. "Yes." "What if I could change that?" Rekkk put his forearms on his thighs, licked his
lips. His mind seemed on fire. He wanted to scream out his rage and
frustration at the circumstance that led him to love an alien female
who despised him. "What do you say, Rekkk?" "How could you possibly bring back my desire
for life?" "On, I can't do that, Rekkk. No one but you can
do that." Just as his mother had told him in the salamuuun
flight. "But I can deliver what you want most." The air shimmered and, for a tantalizing moment,
Giyan lay before him. Then, the Gyrgon returned. "You will not coerce her in any way." "Absolutely not." "She will love me of her own free will." "Yes, but beware of what it is you desire most,
Rekkk. This is my best advice to you." Rekkk took a deep breath. He was filled with
thoughts of Giyan; his hearts were pounding fiercely in his chest. In
for a blood-weight, in for a body-weight, he thought. "Apart
from your promise, there must be another payment for services
rendered." Nith Sahor nodded. "Anything I want." "If I can provide it, it will be yours." "You must need me very much." "Better by far not to know the answer to that
question, Rekkk." Rekkk remembered to let his breath out. This was
Gyrgon he was dealing with, after all. He put his hands together. A
distant memory surfaced. As a small child, he could remember his
mother putting her hands together in prayer to the war god Enlil. In
those days, religion was still embraced by some members of the
Khagggun Caste. "Agreed," he said. Nith Sahor sat back, his eyes hooded, his expression
a mask. "Are you aware that the Kundalan Ring of Five Dragons
has been found?" "No." Rekkk Hacilar frowned. "Who has
it?" "Wennn Stogggul had it. He gave it as a gift to
the Comradeship." "Surely not as a gift. What did he want in
return?" Nith Sahor smiled. "He wanted to be named
regent; he wanted the salamuuun trade stripped from the Ashera
Consortium and given to him." "Did the Comradeship agree?" "He is regent, that much they have granted. But
as for the salamuuun trade… Well, let us just say that I was
able to table that decision for the moment." "What would you have me do? Find The Pearl?" Nith Sahor raised a gloved hand. "Why do you
say that, Rekkk?" The Gyrgon seemed pleased by the intelligence
of the question. "You Gyrgon have been trying to find The Pearl
for some time, else why all the interrogation of the Ramahan?" "Ah, the interviews." Nith Sahor steepled
his fingers. "It seems the majority of the Comradeship is
obsessed with finding out what lies in the Unknown Territories on the
other side of the Djenn Marre. As you do doubt know, the perpetual
ice storms render the area unmappable. None of our systems can
penetrate the theta radiation flux in the dense cloud layer. I,
alone, have been pursuing my studies of Kundala lore and myth- In
this interest, I have met with ferocious resistance from others of my
kind who did not believe in the existence of The Pearl, who felt I
was wasting both time and resources that were better put to use in a
more… acceptable manner. So I needed to continue in secrecy,
in my spare time." It seemed to Rekkk that every moment he was in Nith
Sahor's presence required him to reevaluate the Gyrgon. "In any
event, now you must take another path, is that it?" Nith Sahor's eyes glittered. "The Balance has
changed. It is an evil, dangerous change—but one that,
regrettably, is necessary." "You are speaking now of Morcha and Stogggul,"
Rekkk said bitterly. "They are, of course, part of the equation." "Would you mind being a tad more specific?" "I have discovered an alarming and thoroughly
disturbing secret: Kundala appears to be a nexus point in our
history." "Future or past?" "I do not know. Perhaps both." Nith Sahor
appeared deathly serious. "A clock is ticking, Rekkk, and
believe me when I tell you this ticking is most ominous." After a hearts-pounding moment, Rekkk nodded. "I
suppose you leave me no choice." "Oh, there is always choice, Rekkk."
Gyrgon sat forward again. "What else is life but a dance of
choices?" "What is it you want me to do, exactly?"
He shifted uneasily. "You know I was joking when I mentioned The
Pearl." "It is no joke, Rekkk. The Pearl must be found
if all of us are to survive. The Ring has been used by my colleagues
in a most injudicious manner. Against all my protests, they tried to
use it to open the Door to the Storehouse." "I do not see the problem. That is what it is
meant for, isn't it?" "Among other things, yes. But according to
Kundalan legend, the Door can be opened only by the hereditary leader
of the Ramahan, or the Anointed One." "The Dar Sala-at?" "Yes." Nith Sahor's star-sapphire eyes
were glittering. "But the Dar Sala-at is part of a folktale. He
doesn't really exist." "He exists, Rekkk. Of that I have no doubt. The
Ring of Five Dragons has already killed three Gyrgon. It remains
affixed to the Storehouse Door, a kind of time bomb whose mechanism
we cannot even guess. Only the Dar Sala-at can stop the process the
Gyrgon foolishly set in motion. You must find him and bring him
safely back to the Storehouse by the ides of Lonon—less than
four weeks from now. Otherwise, everyone on Kundala will be destroyed
in a series of cataclysmic seismic quakes." Rekkk felt a shiver of terror go through him. "You
could leave the planet, return to your explorations of the universe." "I could, but I will not." "Every V'ornn on Kundala could be evacuated." "But not the Kundalan." Rekkk stared at the Gyrgon. "I would expect the
Comradeship, at least, to be clamoring to leave." "True enough." Nith Sahor inclined his
head. "If any of my colleagues knew, I am certain they would
take the first transport off-world." "They do not know?" "There were four Gyrgon outside the Storehouse
Door the morning they tried to use the Ring. I am the only one left
alive. The Comradeship knows only the Ring is lethal to us, nothing
more." Rekkk let out a long-held breath. "You are
playing a deadly game." "Both of us, Rekkk." Nith Sahor spread his
hands. "We have been given no choice. It is, it seems, our
fate." "You are giving me an impossible task."
Rekkk was shaking his head. "In the matter of finding the Dar
Sala-at, I wouldn't even know where to start." Nith Sahor appeared prepared for that question. "As
it happens, in that regard you have the best resource close at hand." "I do not understand." "Ah, but you will, Rekkk. This I guarantee." "I hate it when you talk in riddles." "I know." Nith Sahor smiled. "Now say
whatever it is you need to say." "All right. If I am going to do this I want my
payment now." "That is highly irregular." "It's a deal-breaker, believe me. Take it or
leave it." "I will take it. Name your price." Rekkk stood. "I want Giyan to be able to see
Annon again." "Impossible. He is dead." "Yes, but his birth-caul still exists. Wennn
Stogggul has it." Nith Sahor leapt up. Green ion-driven fire leapt
from his gloves, arced about the chamber. "What you ask is…
impertinent." "But it is possible, isn't it?"
He had heard rumors of Gyrgon raising the dead for short periods to
commune with them. "It is, but it has never been attempted with
any other than Gyrgon." "Nevertheless, this is my price." The cold fire abruptly died in Nith Sahor's hands.
"All right," the Gyrgon said. Rekkk was listening very carefully. Was it his
imagination, or had Nith Sahor given in too quickly. Rekkk could not
shake the uneasy sensation that the Gyrgon had somehow expected this
very price. "Rekkk," Nith Sahor was saying now, "know
this is not a matter to be undertaken lightly. There is great risk
involved—to you and to the Kundalan female, as well as to
myself. To do what you ask I must conjure antienergy. It does not
belong in our universe and is, therefore, a deadly menace. It must be
closely confined. Come too near, even for a split instant, and you
will be obliterated. Do I make myself clear?" "Perfectly." "All right, then. There are preparations to be
made. In three days' time, at the hour of midnight, return here with
Giyan. The Visitation will be enacted." Rekkk nodded, turned to leave. "Rekkk—" He turned back, waiting. "No illusions, please. Annon will not be
reborn; he will not live or even be alive as we understand the term.
The Visitation will last a very short time. Giyan must be fully
cognizant of this." "I understand, Nith Sahor." The Gyrgon shimmered, morphed back into Mastress
Kannna. Despite his training, Rekkk shivered. Being witness to the
manipulation of the stuff of life was profoundly unsettling. Mastress Kannna regarded him levelly. "You must
consider the consequences of our pact one last time. Once we leave
this chamber it is irrevocable." Rekkk felt his stomachs plummet. "I
understand." Mastress Kanna smiled her strange smile. "I
chose well, Rekkk. You ask for payment—anything that is within
my power—and what do you choose? Reinstatement for yourself?
Death for those who have wronged you? Wealth beyond measure? No. Your
wish it to ease the anguish of a Kundalan female." "My life is an open data-sheet to you, isn't
it?" "Not quite," Mastress Kannna said. "I
am not God." "It is common knowledge that Gyrgon do not
believe in a god." Mastress Kannna smiled more broadly, more
enigmatically as she ushered him out into the hushed corridor, where
the new world awaited. Heavenly
Rushing As every acolyte at the abbey knew, the most onerous
duty was to take the monthly rations upland to the Ice Caves. These
rations were for a good purpose: to help feed the Kundalan castoffs,
undesirables, and petty criminals excised from society. These
unfortunates lived high in the Djenn Marre, under the crushing
physical conditions of constant cold, Wfrid, snow, frost, and thinned
oxygen. The trek up from the abbey was a difficult one under the best
of conditions. But when the sudden and unpredictable weather kicked
up ice storms or cyclone-force winds it was nothing short of
perilous. Nevertheless, acolytes made the monthly trips without fail.
Not that any of them had ever seen the misfits—nor did they
want to. They simply emptied their full packs inside the Ice Caves
and retreated as quickly as was practicable. That was not as easy as
it sounded, for the descent was invariably made during the darkening
of the late afternoon, the acolytes were tired from the trip up and
from taking in less oxygen. Almost invariably, the weather worsened
as the day wore on. Certainly the biting winds picked up. All of these factors were on Riane's mind as she
shifted her heavy pack, making her way through the dense kuello-fir
forest, up the steep, rocky path that led toward the Ice Caves. The
path was quite narrow, twisting this way and that through the
boulders and kuello-firs that marched up the mountainside toward the
tree line. She moved carefully; there was little margin for error,
for the mountain face dropped away on each side with dizzying
suddenness. The air was thin; the sun, blazing whitely out of a
cloudless sky, burned her skin. Despite being up so high, it was
brutally hot. From time to time, she stopped, breathing deeply.
She used those moments to drink water, bite off a chunk of food
concentrate, and wonder why she didn't go through with her plan to
make her way back to Axis Tyr so that she could kill Kinnnus Morcha
and Wennn Stogggul for the murderous crimes they had committed. But
when she thought about the reality of her revenge, she was plunged
into complete despair. She was without status, coins, or allies. She had
thought briefly of trying to get in touch with Kurgan, but Kurgan
would never believe that Riane was Annon. N'Luuura, half the time
Riane did not believe it herself! She had had a good plan, she knew that much. She had
stayed up three nights straight reading Utmost Source. In
that time, she had read and memorized the entire Five Sacred
Books of Müna. How she was able to do this she had not the
slightest idea. Annon had been bright and quick, but it had taken him
months to master modern-day Kundalan. This abrupt disconnect and all
the others she had been experiencing kept her off-balance, oddly
unsure of who she was. There were times when Annon's masculine
warrior personality felt as if he were drowning in a sea of confused
alien emotions he found repellent. However, this same part of Riane
had to admit these female feelings often came in handy when dealing
with those around her. In any event, as a consequence of her all-night
vigils, she had missed morning devotions. Bartta was quick to punish
her, as Riane knew she would be. The worst detail Bartta could give
her was the Ice Cave run. Just what Riane had wanted. But now, freed
from the walls of the abbey, she decided not to run for her freedom.
Freedom? That was a laugh. Kundalan—especially the females who Annon knew
only too well were often prey to V'ornn males—had no freedom.
And, of course, Bartta knew that, which was why she obviously had had
no compunction about allowing Riane to walk out the abbey gate. No,
when Riane thought about it rationally, the only recourse was to stay
the course, gain power—learning Kyofu would surely help!—and
wait for the proper time to take her revenge. Revenge. She started; it sounded like an echo in her mind.
She quickly swallowed the mix of dried nuts, cured herbs, and honey,
put her water bottle away, began again to climb. Out here, in the
mountains, she felt extraordinarily good, as if she were coming home.
She thought again of her alien memories of rough escarpments,
glittering ice fields, sheer cliffs, of her sudden knowledge of
breathing in thinned air, of her memorization skills, of being able
to read Old Tongue Kundalan. And, that night, the voice that seemed
to emanate from deep inside her. Open the book, it had said
as if it already knew that the book was Utmost Source. Had she encountered Riane—the real Riane,
Annon had pushed aside while her body had been on the cusp of death?
Had Riane, in truth, not died? Was part of her still present,
emerging and receding like a tide? That would explain everything: her
new abilities, the alien memories of places Annon had never been to,
the mercurial changes of temperament and emotions. "Riane?" Riane whispered to herself. "Are
you there? Are you hiding from me? I won't hurt you, you know." A bird cawed, startling her, and she looked around,
laughing at the way she was talking to herself as if she were a mad
V'ornn. What did the Kundalan call their insane? Tchakira. Riane froze. It was the same voice that had echoed
in her just before. Once, she had asked Bartta to tell her about
Riane. Bartta had said testily: Forget her. She had no memory of
home, parents, who she was. She was Riane, but her given name was the
beginning and the end of it. She was a meaningless rune.
Maybe Bartta was wrong. "Are you there?" she whispered to herself,
but there was no reply. She supposed she could hardly blame Riane for
hiding. When you stopped to consider, this present Riane was a living
metaphor. Annon, the V'ornn, had invaded her body, and now here a
V'ornn sat, lording it over a Kundalan yet again. "I'm not lording it over anyone," she
said. Inside her, silence. But she sensed something
listening, waiting. With that in mind, Riane redoubled her pace. Already, the path had steepened considerably, but
she kept up her pace, testing her body's endurance. The wind howled
around the craggy rock cornices. Gradually, the kuello-firs had given
way to stunted, weather-twisted briar firs and scrub-wood. At this
altitude, the sun burned in a sky that was green around the horizon,
an eerie purple overhead. After her time inside the abbey, her skin
felt as if it was on fire. The heat was a palpable presence. Clouds
appeared as they might to a bird, revealing more of their tops,
scudding by at a quicker pace, shredded by winds and the bony fingers
of dark basalt and glittering schist. There were no gimnopedes or
other small birds up this high. This was the exclusive territory of
the large predator birds—stone-falcons, muer-hawks, and the
like. They used the altitude to drift on the thermal currents,
scanning the countryside below, diving down quickly, silently, surely
to snatch an ice-hare or baby snow-fox in talon or beak and swoop
back up to their eyries. Bartta had given her a map—a crude thing of
tanned cor hide—much scarred and stained. In fact, she harbored
the suspicion that sev- eral of the stains were dried blood. She had
still made no friends among the acolytes, and what attention accrued
her came in the form of derision. This was never more apparent than
when she had been setting out for the Ice Caves. Her punishment had
spread through the abbey like wildfire. Acolytes jeered, and not a
few of them gleefully reminded her of the handful of doomed acolytes
who had never returned from the journey on which she was about to
embark. Annon had never been jeered at or been made fun of,
but Giyan had, many times. Annon had seen how Kundalan shopkeepers
spat on the ground when she walked away from their establishments; he
had seen the smirks on male V'ornn faces as she passed them, heard
the muttered invectives, "the regent's skcettta." Now Riane
found herself wondering whether Giyan had been aware of those slurs.
If she had, Annon was certain she had never let them affect her. If
Giyan could be that strong of spirit, so could Riane. There was an ache inside Riane when she thought of
Giyan. It astonished her how much she missed Giyan. She thought of
how often Annon had taken Giyan for granted, the times he had been
angry at her, had taunted her, been cold to her. She thought of how
often Giyan had tended Annon when he had been ill or frightened or
had been disappointed when Eleusis had canceled a visit. How she had
joked with him, made him laugh, told him incredible tales of Kundala,
of Müna, of Seelin, Eshir, Gom, Paow, and Yig—the Five
Sacred Dragons. Riane knew them all: their colors, their
personalities, their traits. From an early age they had fascinated
Annon. She remembered how Annon used to play with the carvings on the
wall of his father's antechamber, even though at first he had had to
stand on a chair to touch them. Seelin, green Dragon of water, of
Transformation; Eshir, blue Dragon of the air, of Forgiveness; Gom,
yellow Dragon of the earth, of Renewal; Paow, black Dragon of wood,
of Vision; Yig, red Dragon of fire, of Power. Seelin was mercurial,
Eshir was swift and sure, Gom was slow and steady, Paow was the
mediator, Yig was hot-tempered and impatient. Giyan had told him
elaborate tales of the Dragon courtships: Eshir and Gom had fallen in
love in a shower of racing meteors, Paow and Yig had joined in the
gigantic crater of Shallmha, the largest volcano of a chain on the
southern continent, their lovemaking causing the largest eruption in
Kundala's history. Annon had found these stories—touching,
funny, scary—endlessly fascinating, and now Riane recalled them
with a certain pleasure. Silently, she thanked Giyan for this legacy,
even while her heart ached in its loneliness. When she thought about
it, she had a great deal to thank Giyan for. She came around a switchback turn in the path.
Jagged, blue-grey boulders rose up on each side, creating a
difficult, narrow defile. Threading her way through, she heard
something scream. Lifting her head, she saw a gigantic gyreagle. She
watched with eyes shaded by her hand as it glided through the
sunlight, its shadow splashing across the rough rock faces. The
gyreagle was almost directly overhead. It circled the defile three
times before dropping below the tops of the boulders. In a way, Riane
thought, Annon's strange journey began with a gyreagle. If the
gyreagle hadn't attacked him, leaving its talon buried in his side,
he never would have felt the throbbing, never would have left Giyan's
chambers. He would have been caught up in the coup, murdered like his
father. Instead, he had found the hidden passageway down to the
Kundalan Storehouse, and there had encountered the Dragon, Seelin,
who had healed him. In a way, Riane thought now, it was the gyreagle
talon that had led him to the Dragon. As if it had all been meant to
be. Riane felt a little tremor run through her as she
kept moving cautiously through the defile. To do so she was obliged
to swing her pack off her back, hold it at her side so she could slip
through the narrowest places. The V'ornn inside her was instinctively
uneasy as this was a perfect spot for an attack. Of course she told
herself over and over there was no one to attack her. Nevertheless,
she did not take a full breath until she had passed through the
defile. The path on the north side was a bit wider, though
steeper still, and more difficult to climb since moss and lichen were
embedded in the moist ground. She was about to check her map, but
found that she did not need to. Just as she knew the moss and lichen
underfoot came from constant runoff, she knew what she would see
within the next half kilometer. Again, she felt a wave of
uncertainty, a loss of a sense of self. But, now, mingled with that
was a glimmer of light, and of hope. "Riane, unless I am completely mistaken, this
is your territory," she whispered. "I am going to rely on
you to guide me." Hurrying on, she cocked an ear, heard the dim roar
of falling water. Heavenly Rushing, she heard in her mind. The path pitched downward a little, and she began to
run, her heart pounding fast with elation. Water ran off to either
side, dribbling in small rivulets that darkened the rocks. Now the
ground rose, winding through a graveyard of boulders that looked to
be the result of an ancient rockslide. Scrambling over them, she
heard the roaring increase. Then she was over the summit, looking
down at a sight that took her breath away. Heavenly Rushing, Müna's sacred waterfall, rose
up for hundreds of meters, towering into the purple sky. Curtains of
water cascaded down, lifting veils of mist into the air, creating
sparks of light and minirainbows that flashed in and out of existence
as she ran, laughing, toward its base. It was an odd feeling, this
shock of first sight underlain by a sense of familiarity. Just as
odd, it seemed, was that she was getting used to the duality, even to
enjoy it. Annon had heard Giyan speak of Heavenly Rushing many
times, for it held a particular place in the myths of the Kundalan.
It was there that Müna directed the Five Sacred Dragons to dip
their tails, for it was said that the pool of water at the bottom of
Heavenly Rushing went down to the center of Kundala. Other myths told
of Kundalan Queens—when there were Queens in the time before
the Long Becoming—doing battle there, vying for territorial
control of Kundala in defiance of the basic precepts of the Great
Goddess. Deaf to Her voice, they continued decimating each other's
armies until Müna caused the cascading waters of Heavenly
Rushing to become blood, sweeping away the warring Queens and their
minions. "Bloodthirsty you are," She had cried in
Her wrath. "Blood you shall drink until you drown and are no
more. Thus were born the modern-day Kundalan, from the
headwaters that fed Heavenly Rushing. Above those headwaters lay
Riane's destination, the Ice Caves. It was the hour before noon, Riane having made
excellent time. She was hot and sticky with the sweat and grime of
hard travel. At the spume-hidden edge of the pool, she threw down her
pack and bathed in the spray of the sacred waters. She threw her head
back, stared up at the huge sheets of water, so brilliantly white
they might have been cascades of fine, granulated sugar. Taking in
the grandeur of the falls, she felt almost happy, in that special way
one feels on coming home. She unlaced her boots, tied up her
acolyte's robes around her hips, and dangled her bare feet in the icy
water. So close to the falls, she was completely immersed in the
mist. The roaring was a physical sensation, vibrating through her
like the heart of a machine. The icy sensation crawled up her legs,
numbing their ache. She bowed her head and, without conscious
thought, began to recite the devotions. Up until now, they had seemed a meaningless jumble
of phrases and stupid pieties. But here at the fountainhead of the
Great Goddess she began to discern a thread. She slipped into the
pool, walking out until she was waist deep. Again, that peculiar
sensation of newness and familiarity. She was certain that Riane had
bathed here many times. Her robes pooled around her like the wings of
Müna's butterfly, fluttering in the wavelets. As she continued
her devotions she seemed able to stand apart, to hear the words and
make sense of them as if she were observing herself. Odd for a V'ornn
to have this thought, but she was certain this place was holy.
Inexplicably, she began to cry, tears rolling freely down her cheeks.
She felt filled up with the enchanted beauty of this spot, that
seemed to have appeared from out of a dream. She launched herself into the deep water. She turned
over, floated on her back. The lowering mist was the most beautiful
translucent white. Within its constantly changing heart colors were
born and died like tiny flames. As the sunlight struck them, the
billowing clouds of mist took on shapes, as if she were dreaming with
her eyes open. She saw tantalizing snippets of Riane's life before
she had contracted duur fever: faces she did not recognize, hulking
shapes like monsters, vast icescapes, blood flying and a
thirfscreaming as death came. The water grew even colder as she floated out toward
the center of the pool. There, the water was almost black, and she
could well believe that it was virtually bottomless. A small breeze
stirred the mist, sending long tendrils down to scud across the
turbulent water. She was still a good distance from the base of
Heavenly Rushing, but she could feel its immense power. For some
reason, it had a special meaning for her. She strained to bring into
focus emotions, thoughts, experiences that remained hazy and
unreadable in an alien memory that had lost its focus. "Why
blood, who was screaming?" she cried, enraged again at the
deaths of Annon's family, of the injustice of it all. High above her head, above the mist, on the cliff
face where the falls spilled down, a snow-lynx that had come to drink
from the headwaters skittered away as two large shapes loomed out of
the forest of Marre pines. As they stood in the deep shadows at the
lip of the cliff staring down, the huge gyreagle descended from the
bowl of the sky. It alighted on the shoulder of one of the shapes,
began fastidiously cleaning itself of the droplets of ice-hare blood. Can she see us? thought the first creature. Not through the mist, the other replied.
But if I do this … An appendage moved out past the
rim. It will seem as if a breeze has stirred the water vapor. Many tangled threads come together here. She is the fulcrum and the lever. Will she find it? one thought. She must, the other replied. If not… What if she is not the One? If she is not the
One, she will fail and we are lost. She is the One. Müna has told us in so many
ways—Her messengers, the gyreagle and the owl, marked
them; they were both injured before they were brought together in the
annealing fire and storm of the Nanthera. That is what frightens me. The holy circle of
the Nanthera was violated, if only for a moment. Even we do not know
the ultimate consequences of that. AH the more reason to believe in the Prophesy.
It is this very imperfection, which binds two incomplete souls, that
has forged the One. The first creature peered down through the veils of
billowing mist. Already she has powerful enemies. The imperfection that created her also binds her
to her enemies. There is no other possible path. If they find her before she is ready, they will
crush her like a marc-beetle. She must choose her allies carefully. Indeed. One will love her, one will betray her,
one will try to destroy her. The gyreagle's feathers rustled as she lifted her
great wings, disturbed perhaps by the grave nature of the
conversation. The first creature resumed, I am filled
with foreboding. It was prophesied that the Dar Sala-at's coming
would coincide with the possibility of Müna's death. Müna.
may die, and we cannot save her. That is true enough. Only the Dar Sala-at holds
that chance. The only chance. The first creature shuddered. If the
Great Goddess dies, we die, even us Immortals. The second creature nodded. Yes. Kundalan,
V'ornn, Us. It mil be Anamordor, the End of All Things. Our enemies have begun recruiting allies—many
against the few of us who are left. We have the Dar Sala-at. Perhaps we should provide… No, no. We are forbidden to interfere. Simply by being here we have interfered. Surely
we can take one step further. The first creature extended both
upper appendages, and it was as if a shadow passed across the sun.
The gyreagle spread its wings, launching itself into the air. There.
Thigpen will know about the Dar Sala-at as we now know. The second creature followed the huge bird's flight.
Ah, no. If Thigpen is forewarned, who else will be alerted? With the stirring of the mist came strange voices in
Riane's head. Not Riane's voice, and not Annon's, either. It was as
if she sat at one end of a shell-like theater, listening to a
conversation being held on the other side. The strange acoustics
picked up the sounds—an eerie susurrus as of wind echoing
through an old, abandoned house. These voices stirred up odd ideas
and emotions inside her, so that she grew by turns elated and
terrified, as if she were a baby who could not yet understand the
language of her parents. She stopped her floating and, treading
water, strained to make comprehensible what was not. In a moment, the
mist darkened as if with the fall of night. When the brightness
returned, the conversation had ceased. Riane looked around as if ghosts or spirits or even
daemons might be observing her, but past a few meters the billowing
mist hid everything from view. Weighed down by her sopping robes, she
climbed back onto shore. Her pack and boots were where she had left
them; nothing had been disturbed. She walked away from the spray,
into a patch of intense sunlight, stripped off her clothes. She had a
small but nutritious lunch while her robes dried. As she ate, she
strolled around the base of the immense waterfall. She drank in the
beauty as before, but now she had another agenda. What language had
the unknown being been speaking? It seemed vaguely familiar, but… Old Tongue, the voice in her head said. "How is it you know the Kundalan Old Tongue?
Were you Ramahan from some other abbey?" Riane asked, but there
was no reply. By the time she returned to her robes, they were dry
enough for her to put on. She tugged on her boots, shouldered her
pack and set off toward the east side of the falls, where a kind of
crude staircase had been hewn into the cliff face, presumably by the
Ramahan, or perhaps it was Riane's tribe, whoever they might be. As she renewed her assault on the cliff face, she
recalled the story Astar had told her of how The Pearl came to be
lost. How, she wondered, could Ramahan turn on one another, murder
their own, use the Kundalan's most sacred object for their own ends?
What kind of creatures were the Ramahan instructors turning out, what
kind of society existed within the abbeys that could breed such evil? Once upon a time, Astar had said, the abbeys of the
Ramahan were impervious to evil. How had that changed, and why? At
the center of all these questions stood Bartta, like a spider in her
web. Everyone inside the abbey was afraid of her, even the other
konara. Utmost Source taught that Ramahan did not amass
power, they distributed it evenly among the Kundalan. And yet, it
seemed clear that Bartta was doing just the opposite. Riane clutched her head. These days when she thought
about Bartta's evil her head began to throb with intense pain. Relax and breathe. Closing her eyes for a moment, she rested her
sweat-streaked forehead against the naked rock. This high up, she
could feel the changes the altitude wrought in the weather. Though
the sun still burned in the purple sky, the temperature had dropped
considerably, and the biting wind had picked up. She shivered. It was
High Summer. What would this trek be like in winter? Instantly, a
memory surfaced of howling winds, white-out blizzards, temperatures
that sucked the warmth out of flesh and bone. She licked her lips, thirsty. But she did not have
the leverage to reach behind her for her water bottle. She knew she
had to distract herself so she could keep going, mechanically
climbing until she reached the top. She resisted the urge to look
down. Annon, like his father, had a kind of vertigo. But when she did
look down she felt no vertigo at all. Instead, she had the
unmistakable sensation that she belonged on this cliff face, that
high altitudes were something exhilarating and energizing. She continued her ascent with renewed confidence,
grateful for Riane's innate abilities. It was odd how things had
changed so rapidly. She no longer felt invaded when Riane's memories
or abilities bubbled up. Her emotions were a bit more difficult to
deal with, however. As she went, she turned her mind to the section
of Utmost Source on the Spirit House. Accessing the Spirit House is not to be
undertaken lightly, for the risks when the two planes of existence
intersect are legion. First and foremost, the planes are essentially
incompatible. The corporeal and the noncorporeal may stand side by
side; they may, in a few highly specific instances which will be
enumerated later, exist one within the other. But under no
circumstances are they interchangeable. If the noncorporeal should be
allowed to cross into the corporeal without the proper safeguards and
supervision, the resultant derangement would be terrible to witness,
unimaginable to experience. Riane had read in the first chapter of the book that
there were three hundred ninety-seven known planes of existence; an
infinite number lay unknown and unexplored. According to Scripture,
these realms of reality overlay one another like an unimaginably
immense multitiered sphere. Each one had what Astar had described as
an orbit (though the Utmost Source text referred to it as an
energy harmonic) so that at any given time they were nearer or
farther from one another. Riane had tried to imagine an infinite
number of layers- all moving in different rhythms peculiar to their
own harmonics, but failed. In the time when Utmost Source
was written the Ramahan's chief purpose was apparently discovering
and exploring new planes of existence, though now, it seemed, the
priestesses were caught up in far more mundane matters. This ability
to move between planes was called Thripping. The second risk to Thripping involves energy
flow—or behavior. Everything in the known and unknown
universe conforms to principles of energy. These energy behaviors
are not always known to us. They are surely not the same for the many
different planes of existence, but they are unwaveringly consistent
within their own set of principles. Therefore, it is essential for
High Ramahan to be conversant with as many sets of principles of
energy behavior as is practicable. The book went on to enumerate the ways in which the
energy behavior of the Spirit House differed from those of the
Kundalan corporeal universe. This was the key to understanding how to
access the energy from that ethereal place. No mention was made of
qi. It dawned on Riane, as she chewed over the densely worded
paragraphs, that the book was discussing Thripping without the use of
the sacred needles—just as Astar had told her Mother used to do
in the time before she was murdered by her own shima. "There are always alternative paths,"
Astar had said. Riane wondered now whether the Nanthera was one of
those alternatives. Surely during the rite Annon had walked upon
ground that was not firm. He had peered into the heart of the Abyss,
had seen the five-headed daemon grinning at him… Enough! Riane shivered. She was frightening herself.
And yet her thoughts kept returning to the poisoned well for that
horrible moment, when Annon spanned two worlds, two planes of
existence, was affected by two separate energy flows. What had really
happened to him there? What had happened to Riane—the Riane who
had died from duur fever? It does not matter. Go on. What else could she do? She commenced once more to climb, her fierce V'ornn
determination meshing with the Kundalan expert knowledge of this
cliff face, and this time she did not stop until she reached the top.
Hauling herself over the lip of the cliff, she emerged onto the upper
plateau not very far from where the creatures had hours before
discussed her fate. Almost all the slopes above her were crusted in
snow, which the wind whipped downward, lacing the thin air with
showers of sparkles. She sat in the shade of a Marre pine while she
drank and ate a little. At this elevation the air was noticeably
thinner, her lungs had to work harder to get the same amount of
oxygen into her system, and yet, as had happened when Konara Laudenum
had made her enter the Cube of Tutelage, she found that she had no
trouble breathing. Nor did the growing cold disturb her. She was
beginning to feel a power long hidden, a sense of self-reliance
returning that Annon had once had, that Riane, too, had had, before
the terrible events that had overtaken them both. For it seemed clear
to Riane that the girl she had once been had tragically lost her
parents, just as Annon had lost his. Soul mates. She smiled to herself as she spread out her map on
the soft bed of Marre pine needles and took a look at where she was.
I'm almost to the Ice Caves, she thought even before she was
fully oriented. She knew that she had only to negotiate the icefall
at the northern end of the narrow plateau, and she would have reached
her goal. As it was growing late, she gathered her belongings
and began the short trek to the base of the icefall. Within several
hundred meters the stands of Marre pines disappeared, to be replaced
for a time by low, twisted brush that by its pale grayish color
looked more dead than alive. Finally, those too petered out, and all
that remained was bleak tundra—bare rock and permanently frozen
subsoil that supported grey-green lichen and not much more. By a mountaineer's standards the icefall wasn't
large, but from its base it looked intimidating enough. Annon had
never encountered this kind of terrain. No matter. Without a moment's
hesitation, Riane unhooked the narrow-bladed ice ax from her pack and
began her ascent. The part of her that was still Annon was astonished
at the ease and facility with which this body transported itself over
the jumbled, glossy surfaces. For once, the female's lighter weight
and less dense bones were a distinct advantage. Riane had no
difficulty leaping over seemingly bottomless chasms, hauling herself
up virtually vertical expanses via the hand-and boot-holds she hacked
into the ice with the ax. Moreover, she instinctively knew the best
and fastest path up. It felt good to be stretching her muscles, to be
doing instead of thinking. Inside of two hours, she had reached the Ice Caves.
They were gargantuan holes in the upper face of the mountain. At the
mouth she felt as dwarfed as if she were on a raft in the middle of
the Sea of Blood. She walked inside. Her legs ached, but in a good
way. She slid off her pack, stacked the contents just inside the
mouth. The floor was almost unnaturally smooth and, owing to the
immense size of the caves, even the tiniest sounds were magnified and
iterated. While it felt good to put down her burden she found
that she was restless. There was something about the caves, something
familiar—the light, perhaps or a smell—that reminded her
of home. She was at once gripped by an intense desire to find out
what it was. She could see numerous signs of habitation, not the
least of which were several fire pits. Stacked along one wall were
cords of well-seasoned firewood. She brought several pieces of
firewood to the nearest pit and, with emergency material from her
pack, got a fire going. She picked out a thinnish length of wood and
shoved one end into the flames. In a moment, she had a kind of
makeshift torch. Taking her water bottle with her, she began to
explore the caves. Unlike the other acolytes, she felt no fear of the
outcasts who lived up here, despite the many stories she had heard of
their fierce, bloodthirsty existence, their unwavering enmity toward
the Kundalan who enforced their exile. On the other hand, she was
constantly on the lookout for perwillon scat. Having come upon one
once, she had no desire to repeat the encounter. She fancied she could feel the lure of the Unknown
Territories, which lay beyond the impenetrable barrier of ferocious
ice storms that constantly scoured the land beyond the immense jagged
pinnacles of the Djenn Marre. In Axis Tyr, Annon had often stared out
at the misty mountain range, wondering what lay on the other side,
although everyone knew perfectly well: a dread wilderness rendered
uninhabitable by a climate so harsh even the Khagggun in their
off-world armor couldn't survive. So why give a clemett about it?
Riane did not know. Each day of her new life it seemed more questions
arose than she could possibly answer. When she had mentioned this gush of unanswerable
questions to Astar, the leyna was not perplexed. On the contrary, she
had laughed, and said: My dear Riane, how wonderful? In a trice
you have identified the very nature of life. Now she had a sense of what Astar meant. She felt
drawn forward as she followed a thread of questions. Every time she
came upon an answer, that answer opened up another question along the
thread. She paused for a moment, listening. With every step
she took the floor made an eerie crackling sound. She swept the torch
in an arc in front of her, saw that the cavern floor was strewn with
thin, shalelike shards of rock. She picked one up and crushed it
easily in her hand. Odd, she thought. This rock ought to
be igneous, not sedimentary. All at once, she was swept by a
feeling of danger. The next moment, her boot crunched through the
floor of the cavern. She tried desperately to right herself, but in
so doing her other boot went through. Her weight opened up a hole in
the floor, and she plummeted down perhaps four or five meters. She
landed hard, grunting as the air went out of her. Her torch went
rolling, and she scrambled after it. Her robe was wet, and she moved
the torch over. Her water bottle had broken. She looked above her
head, saw that she had fallen between what appeared to be two beams
or bars of solid rock. They were seamed and cracked, weakened by a
series of seismic shocks. She did not see any way she could climb
back up. Don't panic. She didn't. Instead, she decided to have a careful
look around. This lower cave seemed to be a roughly circular chamber
not more than fifteen meters in diameter. There was no exit that she
could see. The chamber was sealed save for the hole she had made when
she had fallen through. The floor was a thick bed of the brittle
slatelike shards, the walls smooth as V'ornn viewing crystal, except
where a huge rockfall had piled the slate shards all the way up to
the ceiling. Riane paused, holding her torch higher. The walls were
covered with paintings—ancient by the look of them. They
reminded her of the murals in the garden at the regent's palace in
Axis Tyr, except there were more. Some walls depicted strange,
menacing beasts, golden with black spots, great snapping jaws filled
with razor-sharp teeth, and even stranger Kundalan with towering
bodies and five faces— Her finger traced the lines of the ferocious spotted
beasts. Something about these beasts struck a chord deep inside her;
they should have terrified her, but somehow they didn't. What were
they? She wished with all her heart that she could ask Giyan. Abruptly, she took a sudden step back, her breath
coming in quick, hot gasps. Her gaze, roving still over the
paintings, had come upon the vivid depictions of the creation myths
of the Kundalan race. Arrayed before her in all their splendor were
the major participants: the five Sacred Dragons, the great Goddess Müna, and
Pyphoros, the personification of evil. The sight of him caressing the
back of one of the spotted beasts made her flesh crawl; it brought
back in a rush Annon's moment in the Abyss, where the terrifying
presence had turned its five faces in his direction and grinned. He knows who I am, Riane thought now, and
where I am. Sweat poured off her and her pulse pounded. Why
does he care about me? Who am I to be of interest to Pyphoros? She continued to circle the cavern, studying the
paintings, as if they might provide an answer. She saw unfolding the
panoply of Kundalan lore, and with each step she took she began
almost unconsciously to match up the scenes with sections of Utmost
Source. The light flickered and she saw that the torch had
burned down faster than she had anticipated or perhaps she had been
absorbed by the mystical paintings longer than she had imagined. A
quick stab of panic pierced her as darkness lapped at the periphery
of the chamber. All too soon she would be plunged into an endless
night. How was she ever going to find her way out? Thripping When Rekkk Hacilar returned to his residence, he
told Giyan that he was taking her out. Then he stripped, showered,
and put on his finest clothes. She was ready, waiting wordlessly for
him as he emerged from his quarters. "Where are we going?" she said at last. Her neutral words were a small triumph compared to
her stony silence. "To dinner," he said. He, himself, rarely had the time or the inclination
to dine out, but these were strange days; they called for different
actions. Water Spring was a Kundalan-run cafe on the eastern edge of
the market district. Few V'ornn went there, which was one of the
reasons he chose it. The other was that he hoped Giyan would like it,
or at least feel comfortable there. For the hundredth time, he touched the small leather
box in his pocket. Inside was the present he had bought for her at
the shop Nith Sahor had recommended. As the green-robed female
ushered them to a table in back, he decided that he had never been
this nervous, not even before his first kill. Water Spring was built in the shape of a triangle,
an ancient and sacred Kundalan shape. It had lacquered-bamboo walls
and a beautifully scrolled bleached ammonwood bar along one side. A
skylight let in the deep cerulean of the evening sky, bathing the
candlelit diners. He had deliberately not worn his uniform, but there
was no mistaking that he was a V'ornn, and their entrance caused
something of a stir. A sinuous melody began, played by a trio of
reed-thin Kundalan musicians; eventually everyone went back to their
food. "Have you eaten here?" Rekkk asked. Giyan glared at him. Her hands were carefully folded
in her lap. Rekkk ordered them cloudy rakkis. When they were
alone, he produced the small square leather box, placed it on the
table, and pushed it toward her. "What is that?" Giyan was eyeing it with such suspicion that he
almost swept it back into his pocket. Ever the good warrior, he bit
his lip and pressed on. "It is a gift." "You wasted your coins. I do not want it." "Take a look at it, at least." When she made no move, he opened the box. Despite
herself, her eyes were drawn to the contents. He heard her tiny gasp
of breath. "Nephilia seeds!" She took the box in her
hand. "Where did you find them?" "I called upon an apothecary friend. He does a
trade in esoteric Kun-dalan herbs." "But Nephilia. I have never seen them before." "They are sorcerous in origin, I understand.
Among other things, they are said to heal a broken heart." "It is true," she said quietly. There was a pause while their drinks were set upon
the table. Rekkk waved the waiter away. Carefully, almost reverently, Giyan closed the box.
"I cannot accept the Nephilia." His hearts sank. "Why not?" She looked up at him, her gaze piercing right
through him. "Because it comes from you." And that seemed to be that. But Rekkk was not used
to being defeated, and he also had Nith Sahor's word that she would
love him, of her own free will. He poured the cloudy rakkis, but she
refused to drink. When he asked her what she would like to eat, she
replied, "Nothing." He leaned forward. "Giyan, I struck you. I
promised I wouldn't touch you, but I did. I am sorry. But you must
see, you drove me—" "Now this is my fault?" Her face
was full of fury. "No, of course not. I did not mean—" "It's what you said." "Words," he said, and smiled at her
through all his pain. It was one of the most difficult things he had
ever done. He leaned even closer. "Giyan, I swear to you this is
true. The way you are acting now is killing me just as surely as if
you did run me through with my own shock-sword." "Pack-Commander—" "Call me Rekkk, I beg you." "Calling you Rekkk would presuppose a certain…
intimacy that does not exist." "I know your heart cannot be this hard." "Once it wasn't," she said. "Your
kind have made it so." "That is your truth," he said. "What
about mine?" She shrugged. "What about it? You are V'ornn.
Why should I care?" "You cared about Eleusis Ashera's truth." "Do not speak his name to me," she hissed. He held up his hands. "I meant no disrespect.
Just the opposite, in fact." "If you were a friend of Eleusis's, prove it.
What did he love most?" "Besides you? He loved the Djenn Marre. He told
me many times that he longed to hike along the snow-packed ridges of
their spine, to learn all the mysteries they hold." "That was Eleusis." She sat back,
contemplating him. The quiet din of the cafe enfolded them,
protecting them from the outside world. "So what is the truth?"
she said softly. "The real truth." "The truth is that Kinnnus Morcha never trusted
me." "Do you really expect me to believe that?" "I am the son of a Rhynnnon. I have been
suspect ever since my Channeling into manhood. I was forced to prove
myself every step of the way." "Yet Morcha made you his adjutant." "That is finished. After Olnnn Rydddlin
reported the incident in Stone Border I am in limbo, awaiting my
punishment." She frowned. "Why should you be punished?
Morcha loves you." "Then why did I know nothing of the coup
against Eleusis Ashera?" She appeared stunned and, for the first time,
flustered. "You… were not part of the conspiracy? I
assumed—" "Because I followed you and Annon." Rekkk
nodded. "Another part of the hidden truth: I think the
Star-Admiral was testing my loyalty. What better way to see if I was
allied with the former regent than to assign me to bring back his son
and heir." "What if you failed in your duty?" "He had Olnnn Rydddlin to take care of me—and
of Annon." "Your First-Cap tain?" "You see, when Kinnnus Morcha commands an
off-world cadre his first order of business is setting up a series of
observation posts, even if that entails extreme danger to those
manning the posts. To be sure, Khagggun die carrying out this order,
but their deaths serve a larger purpose. He subscribes to the
philosophy of keeping his enemies close to him, the better to monitor
their activities." She tapped a finger against her full lips. "Are
you speaking of a spy?" He nodded. "First-Cap tain Olnnn Rydddlin." She seemed lost in thought for some time. At length,
she said, "Why didn't Eleusis ever mention you to me?" "I am quite certain that was deliberate,"
he said. "He was protecting you." "He was good at that," she said. "We
had—" Her eyes brimmed with tears. "At least if I had
Annon. If I could see him one more time." She broke down,
sobbing, and buried her face in her hands. Rekkk's hearts broke to see her in such agony. "Ah,
Giyan, if only you would let me help you." She lifted her head. Her cheeks were tear-streaked.
"Pack-Commander, believe me when I tell you that you are the
last person who could possibly help me." "Here's a bit of hard-won advice," he said
gently. "The last person you want to help you is sometimes the
only one who can." As night cloaked the city Rekkk led Giyan to the
entrance to Nimbus. "Are you ready?" he asked. She looked at him with her whistleflower-blue eyes,
and his knees went weak. "Why are you doing this?" "Is it important?" "To me it is," she said, and he was
grateful for the victory no matter how small. He waited. "This
confuses me," she said at last. The night was dark—moonless, starless—filled
with forbidding clouds, restless on a warm, rising wind. Often, this
was a sign of the morena—short, often brutal southern-latitude
storms that drove across the Sea of Blood in High Summer, hammering
Axis Tyr with their wrath. "Confuses you how?" She drew her sifeyn more tightly over her head as it
was tugged by a gust of wind. She wore a thick robe with sleeves so
long no one could see the thick bandages on her hands and forearms. "I heard all the tales of your ruthlessness and
brutality. You have found countless ways to murder my kind." "I was a Khagggun," he said softly. "I
followed orders." "Yes, of course, but that is no defense,"
she said quickly. "Then I will tell you that the moment I met
Eleusis Ashera I began to question not only my orders, but who I
was." "You have killed." He nodded. "Many times. As Eleusis Ashera did.
You know what good lay within him, but on the day he captured you in
Stone Border you knew only that he was V'ornn. He was the victor and
you the vanquished." "How that changed, in time." They walked slowly to the door of Nimbus. The
kashiggen appeared closed. He stood soberly in front of her. He found that he
had no measure for the pain in her eyes. "I know what you have
lost, Giyan. Those things can never return. But I can give you back
yourself." "How so?" She cocked her head. "Did
you not tell me that I was yours, whether or not it suited me? That
my life is at your side?" "I… misspoke. After tonight, you are
free to go where you will, to do whatever you want without
interference from me." "Surely you cannot mean that." "But I do. I would scale the obsidian fortress
of N'Luuura if you asked me to." "I would never ask that of you." The
mocking tone had left her voice, another small victory. He hesitated a moment. "Where would you choose
to go?" "I… do not know. I am cut adrift.
Eleusis is gone and with him my life here. But I find that my time
among the V'ornn has changed me. I fear I am no longer suited to my
previous life." "Then something new, something different awaits
you." Her beautiful face held a curious expression. "It has
been some time since someone said that to me." He knew she meant Eleusis Ashera. His hearts felt
suddenly lighter, "Come," he said as he pulled the door
open. "It is time for the Visitation." inside, darkness
flushed ruddy by candles. She stood just inside the I door,
hesitating. "What is it?" "I find that I am afraid." "Shall I cancel the Visitation? There is still
time." "No, I… I ache to see Annon again. But
I… I must confess that the strange technomancy of the Gyrgon
terrifies me. The Gyrgon are, after all, the holy engine that imbues
the V'ornn with their power. The Gyrgon identified Kundala and
directed the Khagggun to occupy the planet to strip it of its natural
resources." "This particular Gyrgon is different, Giyan.
Trust me when I tell you this." "The Gyrgon are notorious for their lies and
rases." "Yes, but this one has an agenda he is keeping
secret from everyone, including the rest of the Comradeship." Giyan's eyes opened wide. "If this is true, he
is playing a dangerous game." Rekkk nodded. "One in which I have agreed to
become a player." "Do you think that wise?" "Someone else will have to make that
determination. I am no longer Khagggun. Like my father before me, I
am Rhynnnon. I have become the Gyrgon's disciple." He ushered her into the hushed interior. Unlike the
last time he had been there, the place was deserted. No one greeted
them at the door; only a lone oil lamp flickered on the old seer's
table. Giyan went to it, picked up several small animal bones, and
roiled them onto the table-top. She gasped, backing away. "What is it, Giyan?" Her face was white and she was trembling. "I
saw our deaths," she moaned. "Dear Müna, we must
leave—now!" "Good evening." Giyan started, and they turned to face the Gyrgon
emerging from the shadows. "You have brought her, ahhh!" Much to
Rekkk's astonishment, the Gyrgon bowed a little to Giyan. "Lady,
I am Nith Sahor." Giyan stiffened. Rekkk saw fear in her eyes. "Why
do you call me Lady?" "Surely you know why." "V'ornn know nothing of Kundalan affairs. You
could not know." There was a small sparkle in Nith Sahor's
star-sapphire eyes. "And yet it seems I do." Rekkk looked from one to the other without
understanding what had passed between them. He was about to ask when
the Gyrgon continued. "I have waited long to meet you, Lady." "I wonder why," Giyan said. "I was
under your nose for fifteen years. You had but to instruct Eleusis to bring me to a
Summoning." Rekkk saw that she had regained a semblance of her
composure. "The reasons were legion, Lady," Nith
Sahor said. "The time was not yet ripe. Your presence at the
Temple of Mnemonics would have alerted and alarmed my brethren.
Besides, Ashera Eleusis would have resisted such a request." "I was not aware that Eleusis resisted you in
any way." "Ah; Lady, he often found the ways to do so,"
Nith Sahor said. "It is this annoying and admirable quality I
believe I will miss most." "I miss everything about him," she said. Nith Sahor lifted an arm, indicating an open doorway
they had not noticed before. "The time for the Visitation grows
nigh. We must prepare ourselves." Giyan did not move. Rekkk stayed by her side. "Have you changed your mind, Lady?" Nith
Sahor inquired. "I have rolled the seer's bones, Nith Sahor. I
have seen my death and the death of the Pack-Commander." The Gyrgon directed his gaze toward the tabletop.
"It is true, Lady. Death stalks every chamber of this
establishment tonight. For the Visitation to occur, it cannot be
otherwise. My technomancy draws two worlds nigh—two worlds
inimical to each other. The bones could do ought but echo this
anomaly. They have lost their usual reliability." She said nothing; she had begun trembling again.
"You will find him with your technomancy?" "Yes." "Will you be able to tell where he is?" "That is a question not to be asked," Nith
Sahor said. "Ashera Annon will appear; whence he comes even I
cannot know. It would violate too many laws of the known universe." Giyan nodded. "Müna help me, I want to see
him again." "Let it be so," Nith Sahor said as he
ushered them down the long corridor that ended in the small conical
chamber Rekkk had been in before. "Giyan," Rekkk said, "how is it that
a Gyrgon calls you Lady? It is not an honorific I have ever heard any
Kundalan use." "No Kundalan does," Giyan said. Nith Sahor had that strange smile firmly affixed to
his face as they entered the chamber. What is so N'Luuura amusing?
Rekkk wanted to ask him, but did not. In almost all ways the chamber looked different. It
had been lac- quered black. The comfortable furniture had been
replaced by three concentric circles of braided germanium-alloy wire
in the center of the floor within which rose a narrow three-sided
scaffolding of dull grey tantalum incised with scientific runes.
Affixed to this scaffolding was a series of faceted crystals embedded
with networks of biochips. On the floor within the scaffolding was
Annon Ashera's birth-caul. When Gi-yan saw it, she gave a little cry.
Tears stood out at the corners of her eyes. "Do you wish to continue, Lady?" Nith
Sahor asked. She nodded, averting her eyes from the caul. Nith Sahor directed Rekkk to stand against the
curving wall, then led Giyan to a spot just inside the innermost
germanium circle. When he was satisfied, he took up his place
directly across the circle from her. "You need do nothing more than listen—and
watch," he told her. "Heed my words, however. Undef no
circumstances should you try to touch Ashera Annon when he appears,
or move at all. To do so will bring disaster upon us all. Is this
clear?" "Yes," Giyan said. "One more thing," he said. "As I
invoke the antienergy from the other world you will find it difficult
to breathe. Do not struggle against this feeling. I will protect
you." Giyan inclined her head. "I understand." "So," Nith Sahor intoned, "we begin."
The Gyrgon raised his hands. Blue fire leapt from his mesh gloves,
arcing to the talantum scaffolding. Instantly, it glowed with a
golden hue. Even from this distance, Rekkk could feel the heat
emanating from the center of the chamber. It felt as if they were
inside a kiln. Already his lung was gasping for oxygen. The chamber
drained of light, color, substance. Everything seemed transformed
into translucent crystal. All at once, his lung stopped functioning.
Antienergy ringed the room, throbbing with a lambent brilliance that
made his eyes ache. Tears came to his eyes, seemed to freeze up on
the surface of his lenses. The air—what remained of
it—shimmered. "He comes," Nith Sahor intoned. "Beware
now. We are immersed in a poisoned singularity. One imprudent motion
and we perish." As his words died out, an image began to appear in
the space between the network of crystals. It gained definition as it
turned three-dimensional. Giyan breathed Annon's name. Annon. Lost in the blackness of the cave, Riane's head came
up. She heard Giyan calling as if from a vast distance. Like sand
from an hourglass, she felt something being drained out of Riane's
body. This was followed by an agonizing sensation, as if the fabric
of Riane's essence was being torn asunder. She had the eerie,
breathless sensation of being in two places at once. He was Annon again. His surroundings shimmered and
morphed. He saw Giyan standing in front of him, and he called to her
to help him. Then he became aware of the others: Pack-Commander Rekkk
Hacilar and a Gyrgon. What was going on? He tried to ask her, but as
in a dream he could not speak. He was rooted to the spot, able only
to observe. He wondered at Giyan's tears, wanted to reach out for
her, but he couldn't. Like a ripple on a pond at night he became aware of
something alien, malign. He looked beyond the three figures, saw a
cyclopean shadow. It was striding across the vast, black ether that
surrounded them all. The shadow emerged into the light. Annon wanted
to scream. The five faces of Pyphoros turned in his direction and the
daemon of daemons grinned. "I have marked you," Pyphoros
said. "You have become mine." "No!" Annon screamed. "You were foretold. It is my due." Annon squirmed, trying with all his might to move.
But he was caught as securely as a marc-beetle in amber. The daemon's
jaws hinged open. He had to do something. Think, Riane's voice said in his mind, of
what is written. Desperately, he tried to think of passages in Utmost
Source but nothing came to him. The more he tried, the further
the sacred text seemed to slip from the grasp of his memory. It was
as if he had never memorized it. Pyphoros' jaws opened to an impossible angle. His
five faces merged into one and grew so large it seemed to be the size
of Kundala. At this rate, his mouth would engulf everything. I
am doomed, Annon thought. Look, Riane's voice said, at what he
carries. Annon saw something in Pyphoros' hand. It was a
birth-caul—Annon's birth-caul. How had he gotten it? But such
questions did not matter now. This was how Pyphoros had tracked him
down, even here in this unknown and terrifying place. For the first time in his life, Annon felt at a
disadvantage by being V'ornn. Somehow he knew that Pyphoros, powerful as
he was, had no inkling of the Riane personality. The daemon of
daemons was fixated only on Annon Ashera. For an instant, Annon
glimpsed something—a concept so vast, so unthinkable that he
could not get his mind fully around it. Compared to Pyphoros, the
V'ornn seemed weak, inconsequential, and Annon was shaken to his very
core. The space around them was beginning to roil with
evil emanations. There was no more time to think. Only to act. Annon let himself go—rushing backward into the
shell of Riane. The moment he returned inside her, the agony he had
felt lifted. The entire Five Sacred Books of Müna was
hers again, and she knew what to do. “Something is wrong," Nith Sahor said. The lambent antienergy was increasing in intensity
instead of holding steady. It had stripped the waffs bare, it was
encircling them with a rapaciousness that was almost sentient. Three
crystals exploded as their circuits overloaded. Nith Sahor redirected
the ion flow from his cortical net to compensate. The blue emanations
from his glove-grids pulsed at a higher rate, but it seemed to do no
good. Something unknown and immensely powerful had thrown off the
Master Equation. He recalculated on the fly, but the components were
changing too rapidly for him to keep up. The barrier he had erected
to protect them was beginning to collapse and there was nothing he
could do about it. In the midst of this chilling thought, he saw Ashera
Annon move. This was impossible, and yet his eyes were showing him
another truth, one so profound it shook him to his core. The image
began to spin. Faster and faster it went until it was merely a blur. Six more crystals blew, and the containment field
collapsed. The lambent antienergy dived into the center of the
chamber. If it touched any of them… As if having a will of its own, it coalesced into a
single ball, so bright even Nith Sahor was forced to turn aside his
gaze. It dived toward the spot where Giyan stood. There was no time
to save her or even to warn her. A flash erupted so intense it
blotted out everything and everyone in the chamber. The solution was at once supremely simple and
immensely complex. On top of that, it was impossible. And yet it
appeared to Riane as That Which Must Be. That Which Must Be was written about often in Utmost
Source. It was the least likely solution, the one that could not
possibly be accom- plished, the path to success that required of the
one who would take it every ounce of faith she had. You thought
it would work and it did work. It was the Way of instinct,
of illogic, the Way rejected by everyone else. Riane conjured the required passages and did That
Which Must Be. She sent herself Thripping. She knew that she should not have been able to
accomplish this feat. It was Mother's ability, lost to the Ramahan
for over a hundred years. Members of the current Dea Cretan,
including Bartta, had tried to Thrip and failed. The ability, it
seemed, had been lost along with Utmost Source and The
Pearl. And yet, Riane sent herself Thripping. Inhaling the instructions from the book she began to
spin, and in spinning loosed herself from the amber in which she had
been trapped. The cavern in which she sat, the chamber in which
Annon's image whirled, now fell away, flat as scenery in a stage set.
Beyond beckoned the true reality—an infinity of realms beyond
Time or Space, beyond even Order and Chaos, Life and Death. Here
everything simply was. Planets did not spin; they did not
revolve around suns. There was no gravity, no laws of astrophysics.
Nothing aged, was born or died. Riane watched the energy fluxes with confusion. She
was instantly disoriented. The fluxes were neither lines nor circles
nor any other geometrical analog. Instead, like everything else in
this reality, they simply existed. Where was she? Where was she going
and how was she going to get there? She couldn't walk, run, sprint,
swim, crawl, or use any other imaginable means of locomotion. And then, looming on what her mind could only
conceive of as the far horizon (though it was farther or nearer than
anything else around her) she saw Pyphoros. His faces swiveled this
way and that, searching. She wanted desperately to hide but,
disoriented, she did not know how to move, and in any event where in
this infinite, open expanse was there a place to hide? The chamber inside Nimbus smelled of incinerated
material and burnt flesh. Nith Sahor's scaffolding had been reduced to a lump
of metal, the germanium-alloy wires had been crisped, their remains
black smoking lines branded into the floor. All the crystals had been
fused, down to the shattered shards. Giyan stood within the circle. Her robe and sifeyn
had been burned off her. Rekkk leapt to her side, wrapping her in his long,
dark cloak. "What the N'Luuura happened?" "Are you well, Lady?" Nith Sahor asked. "I do not know," she said, and lifted her
arms for them to see. Her unhealed wounds had been transformed. Now the
skin from the tips of her fingers to her elbows was black as pitch. "Nith Sahor, what has happened?" she asked
with a catch in her voice. "I do not know, Lady." He came across the
circle and tentatively touched her fingertips. "Hard as stone."
Blue energy patterns gathered and ebbed as he manipulated ions. He
gave her a quick glance. "Can you still move your fingers?" She nodded. "Yes." "Then do so." "I am."
"Now?" "Yes." Her fingers were still as death. "What is it?" Rekkk demanded. "Tell
us, Nith Sahor." "It looks organic, like a shell of some sort."
The Gyrgon was probing gently all over from fingertips to wrists.
"Chrysalides of some sort." "Müna protect me," Giyan whispered.
The Nanthera was interrupted, Bartta had said. Giyan closed
her eyes. She had put her hands into the sorcerous circle to try to
save Annon. No one can say what the outcome will be. "Is there any pain?" Rektk asked. "Not now, no." She licked her lips. "My
fingers have very limited movement. I can feel the inside of the
chrysalides." "I'm going to get them off you." "That would be exceedingly unwise, Rekkk." Rekkk paused. "What do you mean?" "Nith Sahor is right." Giyan took a
breath. "I can feel a forest of fibers growing." Her eyes
flicked from his to those of the Gyrgon. "I… I think they
are attaching themselves to me." Rekkk grew angry. "Nith Sahor, I demand an
explanation." "At the moment I have none, save to say that I
warned you about the dangerous properties of the antienergy.
Something went wrong during the course of the Visitation. I cannot
say what. Somehow, the antienergy broke free of the containment
field." "But there must be some way to free her,"
Rekkk cried. "She will be freed when the chrysalides have
completed their task." "But we don't know what that is!" "Transformation is the task of every
chrysalis." "You are a technomage!" Rekkk thundered.
"Make this go away." "Preliminary findings show that if I try to pry
the chrysalides off, I will put Lady Giyan's life in grave jeopardy." "I don't believe you!" Nith Sahor inclined his head a little. "Forgive
me, Lady." So saying, he fabricated out of blue ion fire a
wicked-looking surgical instrument. Applying the wire-thin blade to
the chrysalis on her right hand, he began to make an incision. Immediately, Giyan cried out in agony. Her eyes
rolled up on her head, and she collapsed into Rekkk's arms. Nith Sahor caused the implement to disintegrate into
its subatomic component parts. "You see Rekkk," the Gyrgon
said sadly, "I do not lie to you." Rekkk saw Giyan's eyes fluttering open. "Are
you all right?" he asked. She nodded and, with his help, regained her feet. "Lady, again I apologize." Nith Sahor
handed her a silver chalice. "Please drink this. It will speed
your recovery." While Giyan did as he asked, Rekkk turned on the
Gyrgon. "Don't tell me there is nothing you can do." "I fear there are still some things outside the
control of the Gyrgon." "That would come as a surprise to many Kundalan
as well as V'ornn," Giyan said, handing him the empty cup. Nith Sahor went and found a robe and sifeyn for her
to put on. "Lady, I would very much desire the opportunity to
research these chrysalides." "No," she said immediately. "I do not
wish to seem ungrateful, Nith Sahor. Thank you for letting me see
Annon one more time. However, I will be no one's laboratory subject." Again, Rekkk was astonished to see the Gyrgon bow. "As you wish, Lady. I will not intrude on your
privacy." "It grows late, and we are both weary,"
Rekkk said curtly. "Rekkk," Nith Sahor said as he escorted
them back down the corridor, "in your anger you have blamed me.
I cannot deny that you have every right to be angry, but these
circumstances could not have been foreseen even by the most gifted
Kundalan seer." "I will not allow anything to happen to her,"
Rekkk growled. He did not see Giyan's glance, but Nith Sahor marked
the expression in her eyes. "Lady, it seems you have quite the
formidable champion by your side." Giyan said nothing as she went out, Rekkk just
behind her. When they were gone, Nith Sahor returned to the
conical chamber. He scoured every square centimeter searching for the
origin of the energy intrusion. Of course he had given no hint of it
to the others, but the surge had unsettled him. He had never
experienced the level of energy flow he had witnessed tonight.
Whatever—or whoever—had caused it was clearly a threat to
him and to the Gyrgon Modality. It disturbed him profoundly to think
that it might be the Centophennni. If that were the case all was
lost. No residue of the intrusive force remained—at
least none that his extensive battery of tests revealed. Ashera
Annon's birth-caul was gone as well, incinerated, he guessed, when
the energy fused the dynamic bionetwork. That loss was a great
tragedy. He turned his mind in another direction. This
Visitation was unique in more ways than one. Something Ijuite
remarkable had occurred even before he detected the anomalous energy
intrusion. The image of Ash-era Annon appeared to him differently
than it had to Lady Giyan and the Pack-Commander. To Nith Sahor it
was composed of an incredibly complex equation. There was about all
the Visitation equations a common component. This was logical because
the subjects were all dead, and this state of being was represented
by an embedded energy signature. Except in this instance there was no
signature, though Nith Sahor had spent precious seconds searching for
it. Then the image of Ashera Annon had begun to spin. This, too, was
absolutely remarkable. Unheard of, in fact. Nith Sahor had been so
taken aback that the energy intrusion had been able to gain hold very
quickly. Nith Sahor stood in the center of the burnt chamber
and contemplated the curious and unexpected twists and turns life
took. The Visitation image was able to move of its own accord.
Further, it did not contain the Death Signature. The logical
conclusion was that despite all the hard evidence to the contrary
Ashera Annon was, in fact, alive. That revelation changed everything. Thigpen Rlane's dilemma was this: having Thripped into Müna
only knew where, she was ignorant of the principles of energy at work
here. She could see the strands of energy pulsing like a web in every
direction, but they did not lead anywhere. It wasn't as if she could
climb upon a strand and Thrip herself away from here. As far as she
could tell there was no away from here. She watched in terror as Pyphoros morphed from place
to place, looking for her. She thought if she observed him long
enough, she might be able to fathom his means of locomotion, but no
matter how carefully she scrutinized him, she could not even imagine
by what method he disappeared from one place, only to appear in
another. Though he had not yet seen her he was coming ever
closer. It was just a matter of time—though Time as the V'ornn
and Kundalan measured it did not seem to exist here—before he
saw her. What was she to do? A silvery flicker, like that of a reflection on a
lake, caused her to turn her head. She saw to her astonishment the
gyreagle that had circled over her head on her climb up to the Ice
Caves. It winked in and out of existence, coming head-on, its wings
spread wide, its talons raised, his beak open. It was not flying, not
even moving. It was simply there, then gone. It reappeared and
stayed, still as if it were a statue of carved tiger eye. And as
Riane watched, stupefied, the gyreagle morphed into a magnificent
green Dragon, its great sealed wings arched, its golden eyes holding
her gaze. "Seelin," Riane breathed, though sound
could not travel in this realm. The Dragon was not moving, but either it was larger
than the gyreagle or it was closer to Riane. It vanished, reappeared,
vanished again. When it reappeared, it was so close to Riane she
would have backed away if she had been able. Come now, Seelin said in Riane's mind. It
is unsafe to remain here. Was this an illusion? An hallucination? Was she
dreaming? Seelin's image winked out. Riane continued to stare
at the place where the Dragon had been. In a moment, Seelin reappeared. Come now.
Pyphoros has sensed me and is coming. Tell me how. How? The same way you came here. But I do not know the laws here. Use the energy webs you see all around you. But how? Like this. The Dragon dissolved herself
into the web and immediately reappeared. She smiled. We travel by
transforming from one energy state to another. Everything is
transient here. Your thoughts are still static, moving within the
artificial constraints of Time and Space. Banish your old way of
thinking. Move Outside and you will see. Riane reached out. Her fingers grsbbed at a strand
of the web, passed right through it. She glanced over her shoulder.
Pyphoros was almost upon her. Seelin had vanished. She grabbed again
for the energy web, and it vanished. She thought of what the Dragon had said. This time
she kept her hand inside the strand. A sense of melting tugged at
her. She began to resist, when she heard the singing of the power
bourns. The melody coursed through her, and now she could hear all
the nuances, harmonies, grace notes because she was entering the
song itself. The energy web was composed of the power bourns she
had felt at Bartta's house and in the abbey. Deliquescing, she slipped all the way into the bourn
just as Pyphoros appeared in her quadrant. Inside the web,
transforming from one energy state to another, she felt the presence
of the Dragon. It was as if just ahead of her she could feel the
personification of Change. Seelin tugged at her, drawing her on. One
with the energy web, she saw constant movement all around her as
ions, electrons, photons, and other subatomic particles she could not
identify streamed around her, over her, under her, through her,
changing from positive to negative and back again in the never-ending
dance of life. Thripping deliriously, she returned to her
underground prison. Now she felt the constraints of Time and Space as
others would feel an excess of gravity. Boundlessness gave way to the
finite world into which she had been born. The color spectrum seemed
painfully truncated without the infrared, ultraviolet, radiation
bands spiraling outward to infinity. Riane doubled over and began to retch. She dropped
to her knees as waves of vertigo hit her. She grabbed for the wall;
she felt as if she were falling down a well with no bottom. She lay on the rubble-strewn floor of the circular
cavern, panting, her eyes tearing up. Her breathing was labored, and
she was covered in clammy sweat. She felt as if she had been
poisoned. She closed her eyes, but that just made everything worse.
Through the gathering gloom, she stared up at the hole through which
she had fallen. She knew her makeshift torch was almost guttered,
knew that she needed to find another piece of wood, but she felt
death moving through her like a cork-worm. She tried to vomit, but nothing would come up.
Groaning, she turned on her side, curling her legs up, and came
face-to-face with something staring at her. She went into an offensive crouch, her hands balled
into fists. "Stay back!" she warned. Her hand scrabbled for
the fallen torch, picked it up, and waved it in front of her. The
creature sat still, waiting, unperturbed. It was about twice as large as an ice-hare, with six
legs, a long, expressive tail, and a thick coat of striped fur. It
had a tapering black muzzle, green eyes, and flat, triangular ears. "What the N'Luuura are you?" Riane said. "I am Thigpen," the creature said, cocking
its head. "What is a N'Luuura?" The wind howled through the streets of Axis Tyr.
Here, in the northern part of the city, the spacious Kundalan
boulevards were in short supply. When the Mesagggun had been assigned
to this quadrant, they had found the housing inadequate to their
number. As a consequence, they had halved the width of the streets in
order to make room for more residences, which now tumbled upon one
another like a Utter of unruly kittens at their mother's teats. It depressed Giyan to be here, to see how
nonchalantly these aliens could transform beauty into ugliness. It
was one thing having one's cities occupied, quite another to have
them turned into squalid garbage heaps. "Giyan, I know—" "When it comes to me, you know nothing,"
she snapped. Confounded once again by this infuriating, inflaming
female Kundalan, Rekkk kept his own counsel as they made their way
toward his residence in the heart of the city. Mesagggun hurried past
them without giving them a second glance. Rekkk was not wearing his
Khagggun uniform, would never again put it on. As he had told Giyan,
he was Nith Sahor's disciple now, a warrior who had turned his back
on his command. Ironic. He had become his father. In truth, he had only a vague idea what it meant to
be Rhynnnon. For better or for worse, this was what he was now, and,
as he was about to discover, he would have to bear the consequences
his changed status had not only on himself but on those in his
company. From somewhere up ahead he heard shouting and the
unmistakable sizzle of ion weapons' fire. They turned a corner, saw
that the southernmost edge of the Mesagggun section of the city was
awash in flames. The fires were so hot that the rain and howling wind
did little to gutter them. "What is going on?" Giyan asked. Rekkk took in the well-disciplined pack of Khagggun
methodically gutting residence blocks. "It loolk like a raid of
some sort." "But why?" Abruptly tense, he ignored her question. He took her
arm, and they began to back away. "I think we'd better find
another way—" But it was already too late. A heavily armored
Khagggun stepped out of the shadows. "Halt and state your business," he said in
clipped tones. "As of midnight this has been designated a
restricted area." "Do you not recognize me?" Rekkk said.
"Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar." "Yes? You are not in uniform. This is strange." "I am off duty, escorting this female—" "A KundalanV the Khagggun spat. "And now
that I see her more closely, the former regent's Looorm. What are you
doing with this skcettta?" "What I am doing here, who I am with, are none
of your business, First-Major." He took Giyan firmly by her
elbow, began to walk past the Khagggun. "Just a moment, Pack-Commander." The
First-Major leveled a short-barreled ion cannon at him. "I have
standing orders to bring all non-authorized personnel to my commander
for questioning." Rekkk felt anger rising in him. "This is
ridiculous. As soon as your commander sees who it is you've detained,
it will go hard with you." "Believe me, I will suffer far more if I
disobey him. I have personally seen the unpleasant fruits of his
discipline. I have no desire to have my tender parts tested that
way." Using the ion cannon, the Khagggun began to herd
them toward the periphery of the firefight. Changing tactics, Rekkk
decided to ask him about the raid. "Oh, that," the First-Major said,
laughing. "Well, our new regent has gotten it into his head that
the last traces of religion need to be eradicated from the
Mesagggun. He says worship of the war god, Enlil—the worship of
any deity, for that matter—runs counter to Gyrgon edicts, so we
are rooting out all the temples and their priests, shabby though
these remnants are." "You mean the Gyrgon have given the new regent
this mandate?" The First-Major shrugged. "That would be my
guess. As far as I know, the order originated with regent Wennn
Stogggul and was relayed to Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha. Frankly,
that suits me. Lately, I haven't seen nearly enough action. I've
grown restless and lazy. Nothing better to cure that malaise than
spilling the enemies' blood, eh, Pack-Commander?" Rekkk shot Giyan a glance, but she was staring
straight ahead, acting as if neither of them existed. The First-Major
led them past a block of smoking, half-razed Mesagggun buildings. An
image of Enlil lay broken in the gutter running with the turquoise
blood of fallen priests and their Traditionalist followers. Taking in the carnage, Rekkk was reminded of
something Nith Sahor had said to him at their first meeting: The
Balance is subtly changing. It is an evil, dangerous change—but
one that, regrettably, is necessary. As they entered the periphery of the
fighting, he could see the commander, whose back was turned to them.
He was dressed in an officer's full battle armor—articulated
plates of chronosteel brazed dark by the intense heat of their
manufacture. His helm was pushed back as he barked orders. Various
members of his pack ran off to carry out his wishes. "Sir! First-Major Tud Jusssar reporting from
north perimeter with two nonauthorized persons," their escort
shouted. "One of them is Pack-Commander Rekkk Hacilar." "Is that so?" The commander issued a final
order to bring out alive the last of Enlil's priests, and turned to
face them. Rekkk tensed as he recognized Olnnn Rydddlin. Sensing his
alarm, Giyan pulled her sifeyn partially over her face. Olnnn Rydddlin grinned. "Well, well, Rekkk
Hacilar, the hero of a thousand wars. I haven't seen you since…
well, since I've been made Pack-Commander. We have been looking for
you." Rekkk could not believe that he was staring at his
former second-in-command. "Let me see." Rydddlin tapped a forefinger
against his lips. "You entered your first off-world campaign
when you were fifteen—lied about your age, didn't you? Yes, and
by the time that campaign had ended, you had killed half a dozen—let
me see, it was so long ago I had yet to come of age." He snapped
his fingers several times. "Who was the enemy then?" "The Krael," Rekkk said. He did not like
where this conversation was headed. "Ah, yes. Mysterious creatures the Krael, but
dull, weren't they? We slaughtered them like cor. Thousands, hundreds
of thousands, millions, all the same to us. We laid waste to their
world, but not before we plundered it of everything of value." Rydddlin, in his darkly gleamingfarmOT, took a step
toward them and plucked the sifeyn off Giyan's face. "Ah, the dead regent's mistress, I thought I
recognized you. Can't keep away from V'ornn males, can you,
skcettta?" He clucked his tongue. "Too bad for you you
don't pick the right ones." He turned to Rekkk. "Stand away
from her. She aided the escape of Annon Ashera and is an enemy of the
V'ornn Modality. She will be detained to await public execution." "We are of equal rank. You cannot order me,"
Rekkk protested. "She is under my—" "Oh dear, it seems that you are woefully out of
touch. By the order of Kinnnus Morcha, you have been relieved of your
command." "What? Impossible!" "And yet, it is reality. As of seven this
evening." Rydddlin thrust a data-decagon into the port on his
portable holoscreen, held it out for Rekkk to view. "Here it is.
It bears the Star-Admiral's signature and seal." As Rekkk read the order in disbelief, two Khagggun
dragged a priest of Enlil down the flaming street, dropping him at
Rydddlin's feet. The priest was quivering and moaning, clasping his
hands in front of him. His robes smelled of burnt fabric and flesh. "Pray all you want," Rydddlin said, "for
all the good it will do you." He unsnapped the armor plate from
his left forearm, revealing an odd-looking okummmon. His dark eyes
sparkled as he observed the look on his former commanding officer's
face. "I am among the very first Khagggun to be implanted. This
is one of the more tangible benefits of the alliance forged between
Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha and the regent Stogggul. The Gyrgon specially designed these
okummmon. We cannot be Summoned, but we can do other things more
pertinent to our interests." He drew out a small, odd-looking item no longer than
a Kundalan stylus and fitted it into his okummmon. Six tiny
spiderlike legs clicked open and arched up. "Why don't we see
how well your god, Enlil, will protect you from this."
He put his hand on the crown of the priest's head. Thin tongues of
cold blue flame spurted from the ends of each of the legs. When they
met at a nexus point, the fire flashed through the priest's body. He
jerked and spasmed and fell over before he could utter a sound. "I needn't have killed him right away,"
Rydddlin said in a conversational tone of voice. He whirled and
placed his hand on Giyan's shoulder. Once again, the blue fire
spurted, and Giyan cried out in agony. Rekkk lunged toward him, but the two armored
Khagggun intercepted him, pinning his arms to his side. Ignoring Rekkk for the moment, Rydddlin whispered to
her, "I have a message for you from Kurgan Stogggul. He hasn't
forgotten how you humiliated him with your accursed sorcery." He
watched with avid eyes as her shoulders slumped and tears came to her
eyes. Addressing Rekkk, he said with the brisk voice of a commander
outlining a campaign, "As you see, I can turn up the volume to a
roar or turn it down to a whimper. Quite a formidable weapon, this
spider-mite, is it not? And I have hardly begun to explore its uses."
He grinned. "You see? You are nothing now, hero of a thousand
wars." He kicked the corpse at his feet. "Nothing more, at
any rate, than this insignificant priest." Rekkk dropped the holoscreen and with the heel of
his boot ground it into the bloody street. "Magic tricks are for
children," he said. "Real warriors do not wear the
okummmon." "That's right. We are soto, those who cannot be
Summoned. But you, you are to be pitied because now you are not even
that." Rydddlin removed the implement from his okummmon,
replaced it with a wicked-looking bolt. "But as for who is the
real warrior and who is not…" His hand was a blur as he aimed and loosed the bolt
in virtually the same instant. Rekkk grunted as the bolt embedded
itself in the flesh of his left thigh. ". . . well, we will just have to see about
that." Rekkk's legs began to buckle, and, at Rydddlin's
silent command, his guards let go his arms so he knelt on the ground
between them. "I don't know about you, Giyan," Rydddlin
said, laughing, "but I rather like our former Pack-Commander on
his knees." Closing his mind against the pain, Rekkk pulled the
bolt free of his flesh and jammed it into the interstice between two
panels of armor worn by the guard on his left. As the Khagggun howled
in pain, he took a jagged shard of the broken holoscreen and, rising
to his feet, neatly slit the cables at the rear of the helm worn by
the guard on his right. When the Khagggun put his hands up to try to
wrench off his helm, Rekkk snatched his ion cannon. As the wounded
guard turned, leveling his own weapon, Rekkk discharged his. The
Khagggun was thrown three meters back, into the flaming wall of a
building. First-Major Jusssar, engaging his ion cannon, was sent
flying by Rekkk's next discharge. Rekkk turned, searching for Olnnn Rydddlin, but the
coward had vanished into the gutted interior of a nearby building.
Rekkk was about to go after him, when Giyan's ciy brought him up
short. He whirled, heard what she had heard: the tramp of booted
feet. More Khagggun, reinforcements contacted, no doubt, by Olnnn
Rydddlin. He nodded at Giyan, and they melted into the
shadows, hurrying south, away from the conflagration. The first thing you'll be wanting is some more
light." Riane watched Thigpen as she—it was quite clear
that the creature was female—scurried around the chamber
gathering small chips of black, triable rock. "Just what kind of creature are you?" she
asked. "Hurry hurry hurry," Thigpen said, taking
a quick glance at the guttering torch. When she had enough rock chips
she began to crush them in her paws. Riane could see that these paws
were more like fingers. And they had opposable thumbs. "I could
have asked you the same thing, couldn't I? But I haven't, have I? Do
you know why, little dumpling? Because, unlike you, I was brought up
to have proper manners." "I… I'm sorry," Riane stammered. "I
didn't mean—Hey, wait a moment, you're a Rappa, aren't you?"
Riane cocked her head. "I thought the Rappa had been wiped out
after you killed Mother." "Heard that in the abbey, didn't you?"
Thigpen did not look up from her work. Crush, crush, crush, like a
furry ion-charged machine. "As you can plainly see, the reports
of our demise are highly exaggerated. And, for your information, we
didn't kill Mother. Didn't harm a hair on her head. Know who did,
though, yes indeed." Riane took a step forward. She remembered Giyan
telling Annon that she did not believe the Rappa were evil. "What
do you mean?" "Mean what you mean and say what you say." "Don't you mean 'Say what you mean and mean
what you say'?" Thigpen looked up sharply. "Did you mean that,
what you just said?" Riane was suddenly dizzy all over again. "I'm
sure I did." "All right, then my job is half-done."
Finished with her crushing, Thigpen beckoned Riane over. "Put
the end of the torch just there, in the center of the pile of powder
I've made." Shaking her head, Riane did as the strange creature
asked. Immediately, the powder flared up, providing instant
illumination, not to mention heat. It had grown cold, exacerbating
the inherent underground dampness. Riane warmed herself by the fire
as she took a good, long look at Thigpen. The creature sat beside
her, methodically grooming her shining pelt. "Can I ask a question?" "You can ask," Thigpen said. "After
that, no guarantees." This response made Riane laugh, despite the straits
in which she found herself. "About that question. If Rappa
weren't responsible for killing Mother, why do the Ramahan believe
it?" "Because we make convenient scapegoats, don't
we? Aren't around to refute the lie." "So who did kill Mother? The male Ramahan, I
bet, who tried to read The Pearl." "Now we're getting into dangerous territory." "You are a curious little thing." Thigpen ceased her grooming. "Not half as
curious as you, little dumpling. You're in quite a fix, aren't you?" "As you ask, yes. I crashed through the floor
of the tunnel above us and landed here, and there's no way out." "No, no, not that," Thigpen said
with no little impatience. "I mean the Thripping." "What?" Riane was quite rightly taken
aback. "What do you know about Thripping?" "Now you really insult me. What do you
have to feel superior about when I have six legs and you only have
two?" "But you're an animal," Riane
said reasonably. "It's a well-established fact that animals are
inferior to V'ornn. Or Kundalan, for that matter." "Am I an animal simply because you say so, Htde
dumpling?" "I have eyes," Riane said as she turned
her back to the fire. "I know what you are." "Mmm, just as you knew the boundaries of the
Cosmos before you went Thripping." This comment made Riane stop and reconsider. She
found that she was beginning to feel foolish. "Well, you
certainly look like an animal." "Safe to say you won't make a successful
xenobiologist," Thigpen sniffed. "Well, we can't have
everything we wish for, now can we? Hal At least, not right away." Riane decided to crouch so that her head was on the
same level as the creature's. "Will you tell me what you know
about Thripping? I know next to nothing." Thigpen snorted. "That first Thrip just about
did you in, didn't it? Or were you simply coughing up a lung for
sport?" "Is that why I felt so bad? From the
Thripping?" Thigpen edged closer. Apparently, she liked Riane's
reduced height. "Well, not from the Thripping exactly. The rapid
redeployment of differentiated energies one picks up as one Thrips
can be toxic. These energies are potent, and quite oft£n,
little dumpling, they do not like one another. In other words,
Thripping can be poisonous to one's health." Riane was about to remark on how oddly Thigpen
talked, then thought better of it. Taking a metaphorical step back,
perhaps she, Riane, was the one who talked oddly. "Is there
something I can do so I don't feel like this?" she said. "Oh, yes," Thigpen replied. "The
first is: don't Thrip." "Well, that's obvious. But what if I want to
Thrip—or need to?" "Then you require a filter, something that
gobbles up the energies before they interact and poison you." "Do you have something like that?" "I do." Thigpen looked her up and down.
"But by the looks of you you won't like it. No, you won't like
it one little bit." "Try me," Riane said. "I might
surprise you." Thigpen's long striped whiskers lay back against the
black fur of her face. "Well, now, little dumpling, as I
positively live for surprises, I imagine it's worth a shot."
One paw came up. "A word of warning, however. There will be no
second chance. The filter is irreplaceable. You must accept it or it
will die." "You mean the filter is alive?" "Indubitably. Large or small, we're all
creatures in the Cosmos." Thigpen opened her mouth wide, stuck a
paw inside. In a moment, her forefinger and thumb extracted a long,
wriggling thing. She held it up. "The Thripping creature catches
the mononculus, as the saying goes." She grinned, showing three
sets of wicked-looking pale blue triangular teeth. "Now open
wide, little dumpling." Riane drew back her head. "You mean you want me
to eat that thing?" "Eat a mononculus? My goodness, no! It's too
precious to eat. No, you will open wide, in it will go. It will
become part of you. It will protect you, consuming in a trice all the
foul energies as you Thrip." Riane could not take her eyes off the long,
wriggling mononculus. It was red and shiny with a million tiny cilia
all over it. "No, I can't." "See, I knew it. But you promised me a
surprise; now I must have it." Thigpen brought the mononculus
closer. "Quickly quickly quickly. It will die without a new
host." "Put it back inside you," Riane said,
disgusted. "I cannot. Did I not tell you? There is only
this one chance. Once the mononculus vacates its host it must find
another. It cannot go back." "But what about you? How will you protect
yourself when you Thrip?" "Ah-ha, don't you worry about me, little
dumpling. I'm loaded with tricks you couldn't even imagine."
Thigpen dangled the mononculus over Riane's head. "Now come on.
Is this any way to treat such a lovely protector?" Riane quite literally had her back to the wall;
there was nowhere else to go. Her mind and her instincts pulled her
in two opposite directions. What to do? Open wide and say ahhhh. Listening to the Riane part of her, she shut down
the primal yab-bering in her head and, arching her neck back, opened
her mouth wide and squeezed her eyes shut. She almost gagged when the head of the mononculus
grazed the inside of her mouth. She tried to relax, to think of a
place far away, Middle Palace in Axis Tyr, the stream where Annon and
Kurgan had stumbled upon Eleana. When she felt something in her
throat, sliding downward, she almost jumped out of her skin. Her eyes
popped open, and she saw Thigpen sitting calmly in her lap. "Look at me," the creature said. Riane struggled to breathe, fought the gag reflex
that would make her vomit the thing up and, according to Thigpen,
doom it. "Little dumpling, please look at me."
Thigpen was smiling, and what a smile it was! No V'ornn or Kundalan
could smile like that. It arced from one side of her furry face to
the other. The sight made Riane laugh and, laughing, she relaxed. The
mononculus slid the rest of the way down. "There will be a little pain now," Thigpen
said. "Not much, nothing more than a pinch. Yes, little
dumpling, just like that. Now that wasn't so bad, was it?" Riane shook her head. Her eyes were watering. "Tell me, what color do you see?" "What?" "Everything is haloed in a color, isn't it?"
• Riane nodded. She saw haloes everywhere she looked.
"Green," she said. "All the auras are green." "Ah, the mononculus has taken up residence
around your heart shaa-tra." "What does that mean?" "It is a good omen." Thigpen smiled. "Do
you feel any pain now?" "No." "There. It's done." Thigpen extended her
neck and, with a rough blue tongue, licked away Riane's tears. "How
interesting!" she cried. "They're salty. Mine are sweet." Riane laughed again and, without thinking, reached
out to stroke Thigpen's fur. The creature stiffened. "What are you doing?" Thigpen asked
suspiciously. "I was going to pet you," Riane said. "Why would you do that?" "It's a form of affection, like you licking off
my tears." "Oh, I see." Thigpen relaxed. "Well,
go ahead then, if you must." Riane stroked her fur, which was extraordinarily
soft, thick, and silken. Thigpen began to purr, her eyes closed, and
she put her head down. "Now that's what I call pleasure,"
she whispered. "Where did you learn your technique?" Riane was laughing again. "Just doing what
comes naturally, I guess." "Well, don't stop, little dumpling, this
'petting' is making me one happy—" She broke off as her
head came up. "What is it?" Riane asked. "Hush!" the creature hissed. "Whatever
happens next, don't move. Got it?" "Yes, but—" "Keep still, would you!"
Thigpen's whiskers were twitching like mad. Riane did as she was told. She could feel the
slightest vibration and wondered whether an earth tremor was forming.
A moment later, a shower of rock burst toward them, revealing a
connection to another chamber that had been concealed by the
rockfall. "Uh-oh." Thigpen leapt off Riane's lap as
something very big and foul-smelling charged through. It was a
perwillon—one far larger than the beast Annon had encountered
when he was with Eleana and Giyan. It towered over Thigpen; she
wouldn't have a chance against it. Despite Thigpen's warning, Riane
scrambled to her feet. Drawing out her ice ax, she ran at the beast
and, when she was within a meter of it, slung it into the perwillon's
face. It struck the huge snout head-on, sending the perwillon into
such a rage it swatted out blindly with one forepaw, knocking the
breath from Riane as she was spun away. She hit the cavern floor hard, spraying rock this
way and that She turned, saw Thigpen launch her furry body at the
perwillon. Her jaws locked on to the perwillon's throat and blood
fountained outward in such a rush the perwillon's attack faltered.
Thigpen bit again, deeper this time, her mouth with its triple set of
teeth coming away with flesh, fur and cartilage. The perwillon bellowed in terror of its imminent
death even as it collapsed onto its side. There was no strength left
in the huge beast. The ferocity of Thigpen's attack astonished Riane,
who could do nothing but watch the last of the perwillon's death
throes. At last, Thigpen was finished. Dwarfed by the
black-furred carcass of the perwillon, she crouched by its side and
feasted. With her long, clicking claws and pointed muzzle, she
presented an oddly elegant sight as she ripped thin strips of bloody
flesh from the brute. When she was done she rolled in the beast's
fur, wiping the blood off herself. Then she trotted back to where
Riane sat in a kind of stupefied daze. "I told you to stay put. Didn't I tell you
that? Are you injured?" Riane shook her head. "I was afraid for you. I
wasn't going to let the perwillon eat you." "Fat chance of that!" "You're telling me!" Riane exclaimed. "But
how was I to know?" "There you have a point." Thigpen licked
the last drop of blood from her whiskers, smoothed them back. "I
imagine you think it admirable that you had no thought for your own
safety, only mine." "Well, I—" "You could have been killed by the perwillon,
and for what? Remember, little dumpling, you must gather adequate
knowledge of a situation before you act. That way no one can accuse
you of being either smug or stupid." She glanced back over her
shoulder at the fallen beast. "You must be hungry. Shall I tear
you off some meat?" "I'm not… I don't think I can get
anything down right now." Thigpen frowned. "The perwillon is a sacred
beast, a relic of the old days. It can resist Osoru spells, though
its heart may be pierced with a simple weapon like any other beast's.
However that may be, eating its flesh gives you strength." "I have already tasted perwillon flesh, thank
you very much, and it was none too palatable." "Now that is interesting," Thigpen said.
"You must tell me of this sometime. However, now I suggest you
eat your fill. Without a full belly you won't have enough strength
for the trek back home." Riane's eyes opened wide. "You mean you know a
way out of here?" "I know ten thousand ways," Thigpen said
with a certain amount of pride. "The only decision comes in
which one to take." Does the wound pain you?" Giyan asked through
the downpour. "Not at all,”' Rekkk replied, just as his
punctured leg gave out, and he fell into a gutter overflowing with
rainwater. Giyan knelt next to him and examined the wound. "You
have lost a lot of blood." "I hadn't noticed." "Yes, Khagggun that you are." She tore off
her sifeyn, wrapped it around his thigh above the wound. "Khagggun no longer," he said. "I am
Rhynnnon." "You are still V'ornn," she said now as
she put his arm across her shoulders. "Come on. We dare not stay
here long." "I will not lean on you." "Do you think me too weak?" "You are a female." "A Kundalan female," she said as
she wrapped her arm around him. "I have the determination of ten
of your V'ornn Tuskugggun." She hauled him to his feet. Together, they stumbled through the rain- and
windswept night until, at length, they came to Rekkk's front
door. Inside, everything was as they had left it. "It is not safe for us to stay here long,"
Rekkk said as he limped to his weapons room. "Olnnn Rydddlin is
sure to send Khagggun for us, and the first place they will look is
here." While he leaned against her, he took down an ion cannon
and his shock-sword before they returned to the living room where she
dumped him into a hard, chronosteel chair. He groaned, wishing for
the comfort of Kundalan furniture. Giyan went and dried herself off, then got a bowl of
hot water and cloths. "I have no herbs," she said as he
tore open the bloody fabric of his trousers leg. "And no access
to any." He used the cloth she handed him, drying himself as
best he could. He found himself quite dizzy. She was right; he had
lost a lot of blood. He should have tied a tourniquet right away, but
pride had forced him to walk away from Rydddlin and his pack without
a sign that he had been injured. Now he was paying the price. He winced but did not cry out as she began to clean
the wound. The pain was like a brush scouring away the last vestiges
of his old life. If he had harbored any doubts about the path he was
on, Rydddlin's order had put them to rest. In the eyes of those he
had once called comrades he was already dead. But the death they
thought they saw was in fact his new life as Rhynnnon, free of V'ornn
stifling strictures, one they could neither live nor understand. A sudden warmth suffused him so that he relaxed
totally. Drifting on the shoals of sleep, he saw his mother again.
She was standing knee deep in the Sea of Blood, calling to him,
beckoning. And when he spoke her name, she smiled, and he felt at
peace… He awoke with a start. His leg felt stiff and sore,
but all the pain had washed out of him. Looking down, he saw a livid
scar where the wound had been. "What?" he said. "What?" Just then, Giyan emerged with a platter of hot food
and drink. "Eat," she told him as she set the platter down
on a table in front of him. "You need to build up your
strength." He looked from his healed leg to the food she had
prepared. "I cannot eat alone. It is an old habit, one I could
not shake even in the field." He glanced up at her. "You
have made more than enough for two people." She handed him some meat. He tore off half and
offered it to her. She hesitated a moment, then took it from him. She
watched him as he ate, nibbling tiny bites herself. "My wound is healed. Did you use your sorcery
on me?" "Yes." "Can you tell me something about it? Do all
Kundalan have this power?" She hesitated a moment before answering. "It is
called Osoru. Nowadays, very few Kundalan possess the Gift. In
fact, with each generation there are fewer who possess it." "Then you are born with it?" "The Gift itself is inherited. But controlling
it is another matter. A hundred years ago, Osoru's guiding principles
were taught as part of the religious curriculum at the abbeys. Now
that teaching has been banned." A thought occurred to him. "Is that why Nith
Sahor calls you Lady?" She hesitated again. "I imagine so." "But how would he know?" "Yes, how would he know? I have been
asking myself that same question." She put down the piece of
meat he had given her. "It chills me to think Gyrgon could
target the few of us who remain." "I told you Nith Sahor was different, and this
should prove it to you," Rekkk said. "If he were like all
the other Gyrgon, don't you think he would have rounded all you up
and interrogated you? Instead, he did nothing, and you were right
under his tender parts." Giyan frowned. "Your thesis has merit." "Of course it does." Rekkk rubbed his
hands together. Each moment he was feeling better and better. "Giyan—" Her head came up, and thost whistleflower-blue eyes
connected with him. "I am not very good at this, but thank you for
healing me. I know it can't have been easy to—" "Healing you was easy," she said in her
straightforward manner. "Deciding whether or not to do it was
the difficult part." "I am heartened by your decision," he said
almost formally. She looked up at him. "Tell me something. How
did you coerce Nith Sahor into performing the Visitation?" "One does not coerce Gyrgon," he said.
"But you already knew that." He hesitated a moment,
thinking of lying to her. But he was certain she would see through
it. "Nith Sahor wants something from me. I made the Visitation a
condition of my acceptance." "Why?" "Because …" He felt defeated by
emotion. "Just because." At that moment, there came an almost explosive
pounding on the door. Giyan leapt to her feet. "Rydddlin!" she
cried. "He's found us." Rekkk had the ion cannon in one hand, his
shock-sword in the other. "Let Olnnn Rydddlin bring his command.
I am ready!" With a deafening crack, the thick chronosteel door
blew inward. Technomancy Ready?" Riane looked dubiously at the expanse
they had to leap. "So you do live down here." "A troglodyte, me?" Thigpen cried. "I
don't think sol" Having seen her step daintily over the
perwillon's great outstretched paw it was difficult to imagine her as
the ferocious engine of destruction that had brought the huge beast
down. "No I live . . . elsewhere." "Why won't you tell me where you're from?"
Riane asked. "Because, little dumpling, you're not ready." "But how can you say that?" she protested.
"You don't even know me. "Did I say that?" Thigpen turned. "Did
you hear me say that?" Riane stifled the urge to blurt out the
forbidden knowledge of who she was. No one must know that inside this
Kundalan female lived the soul of Annon Ashera, especially not a
creature she had just met and knew nothing about. They had been walking for nearly three hours, as
best as she could determine, and she still had no clear idea of where
they were or whether they were even any closer to emerging from the
bowels of the Djenn Marre. About a half hour ago they had come upon a
cavern so gigantic Riane had not been able to see the far side.
Light, sufficient but eerie, radiated from a series of phosphorescent
striations that ran like veins through the rock. As far as Riane
could tell, the only way across the cavern was by traversing a narrow
ledge, which was more or less a natural outcropping of the wall. As
such, it was often difficult to negotiate, as when it narrowed down
to almost nothing or when a bulge in the cavern wall caused it to
disappear entirely. Still, Thigpen never paused or seemed uncertain;
her six legs—not to mention her tail—gave her an
unparalleled security when climbing even virtually sheer rock faces.
Now they had halted at a gap in the ledge of nearly three meters.
Thigpen had calmly told her they needed to jump. Examining the width
of the gap, Riane wasn't so sure. "So you know something about the Kundalan,"
she said in hopes of drawing information out of Thigpen, not to
mention trying to prolong the decision she had to make. "I know everything about the
Kundalan," Thigpen said. "Well nearly everything,
anyway." "Like what? Tell me something." Thigpen's eyes glittered. "I know, for
instance, that you can make this jump. Now stop procrastinating."
So saying, she set her four hind legs and sprang forward. Her small
furry body arced through the air, and she landed gracefully on the
other side. She turned, waiting expectantly. "I can't," Riane said. Unaccountably,
Annon's old innate fear of heights had resurfaced. She felf pinned to
the rock wall, unable to move either forward or back. Thigpen sat down and began to groom herself. She
paid no attention at all to Riane. "What are you doing?" Riane shouted. "Give
me some help!" "Why should I?" Thigpen did not look up.
"Clearly, you are not up to the challenge." This got Riane angry. So angry, in fact, that she
squashed Annon's old fear like a bug and without another thought took
a three-pace running start, leaping off the edge of the ledge. As if
knowing what to do on its own, her upper body leaned forward, her
legs windmilled, her arms stretched straight out in front of her. "Incoming!" Thigpen called, and got out of
the way just as Riane hit the far side of the ledge with her boot
soles. Tumbling head over heels, Riane tucked herself into
a ball, rolling on the hard rock-strewn face of the ledge. She got up
and dusted herself off. "How do you feel?" Thigpen asked
innocently. Looking back at the gap she had just traversed,
Riane said. "To be honest, my breath is coming fast, my heart is
thumping in my chest, my pulses are pounding in my ears." Thigpen was grinning from ear to ear. "Most
exhilarating, isn't itl" And it was. The only thing stopping Riane from doing
it again was that she was suddenly exhausted. "Could we rest
here for a while? I haven't slept in over a day." "Sleep! Ah, that's right. You creatures have a
daily restoration cycle. But of course! How thoughtless of me!" Riane sat gratefully down with her back against the
wall. The ledge was a bit wider there, allowing her to stretch out
her legs without her feet dangling over the side. She closed her
eyes, heard Thigpen pad quietly toward her, felt her curl up in her
lap. "There now, that's ever so nice, isn't it?" "Umm-hmm," Riane murmured. "Tell me
about the Ramahan." If Thigpen found this an odd request, it was
impossible to tell. "Since the V'ornn's arrival, many beliefs
have been inverted. Did you know that the Ramahan used to believe
that the perwillon was Müna's steed? It was so sacred an animal,
in fact, that no paintings or writings of it were allowed outside the
abbeys. And then there are the Ja-Gaar, great spotted beasties they
were, ferocious-looking but ever so intelligent." Riane thought
immediately of the eerie creatures she had seen painted on the cave
wall. "Telepathic, some said. And, of course, the unihorned
narbuck, who faded away when the lightning ceased to play in
Kun-dala's skies." Her whiskers twitched. "Nowadays,
everything's different, of course. The narbuck, like many other of
Müna's animals, have retreated into the dimness of the past,
waiting patiently for the time of their return." "You mean they all still exist?" "Well, you've seen a perwillon yourself,
haven't you?" Thigpen snorted. "Of course they still
exist." Riane, already on the colorless cusp of sleep,
conjured in her mind a mailed warrior-goddess riding a ferocious
beast, sheathed in speckled, glowing armor. Where this vision came
from she could not say. "Tell me what happened on your first Thrip,"
Thigpen urged. "Where did you go?" "I haven't the faintest idea. But I saw
Pyphoros." "Oh dear." Thigpen stirred. "That's
not good." "And Seelin, the Sacred Dragon of
Transformation." Thigpen's eyes opened wide. "Well, now. This is
a narbuck of quite a different hue, isn't it?" "It is?" "Well, of course it is, little dumpling."
Thigpen padded around and around on Riane's lap. "I mean to say,
Seelin does not show herself to just any Thripper." "What does this mean?" Riane asked. "It means, litde dumpling, that my information
was right on target. You are Müna's Chosen One," Thigpen
purred. "We have been waiting for you." "What do you mean?" "Your existence has been writ in Prophecy."
Thigpen seemed to be examining every square centimeter of Riane's
face. "The realms have been waiting a long time for you to be
born." Riane shook her head. "Why has Pyphoros marked
me if I am Müna's Chosen One?" "He has marked you because you are the
One. You are a threat to him." "How can I be a threat to anyone? I'm nothing
more than a prisoner."
"It will become clearer now you're here, and
make no mistake." Thigpen rubbed herself against Riane's chest
in a most delicious and hypnotic way. "Sleep now. Go on, close
your eyes. You've earned your rest." Rest, thought
Riane, and fell promptly into a deep and dreamless slumber. The strong scent of clove oil an$ musk was all that
lay between Rekkk Hacilar standing his ground and emptying'his ion
cannon into the figure who stood in the doorway. "I understand there has been an incident,"
Mastress Kannna said as she came into the residence. She was
surrounded by a sparkling blue-green aura. "N'Luuura, I could have killed you," Rekkk
breathed, lowering his weapons. "Not likely. My ion exomatrix was engaged." "This is no ordinary-issue ion cannon."
Rekkk hefted the weapon. "I modified it myself. Instead of
splitting the ions, it rips them to shreds." Mastress Kannna regarded him with lustrous, sultry
eyes. "You are in possession of illicit intellectual property,
Rekkk. Inventing science is Gyrgon domain. Very naughty of you."
She smiled her strange, compelling smile. "Or perhaps it is simply that you chose
wisely." Mastress Kannna inclined her head. "Perhaps.
You do not look the worse for your violent encounter." "That's entirely Giyan's doing. She used her—" "Who is this female?" Giyan demanded. "Mastress Kannna," he said. "She—" But the female form was already morphing into that
of Nith Sahor, clad in a purple alloy exosuit that looked very much
like armor. "We must leave at once," the Gyrgon said.
"There is an elite pack of Kha-gggun on its way, answerable only
to Kinnnus Morcha." Nith Sahor ushered them outside. "Now face one
another. No, closer." The Gyrgon stood between them and at once
everything in the immediate vicinity was drained of color. Rekkk felt
an odd, sinking sensation in the pit of his lowermost stomach, then
the giddiness he associated with drinking too much fire-grade
numaaadis. The world faded and vanished altogether. "We have arrived," Nith Sahor announced in
a voice oddly muffled. Rekkk shook his head. His ears popped, and sound
levels returned to normal. They were in a turretlike eyrie high above
the city, in the uppermost reaches of the Temple of Mnemonics. This
impression was fortified by a golden-eyed teyj—a large and
rather formidable specimen of the four-winged birds the Gyrgon
kept—which sat on its perch, staring at them with preternatural
inquisitiveness. Nith Sahor's ion exomatrix had vanished. He was
covered from shoulders to ankles with a tasseled greatcoat, black
with crimson trim. His pale amber head was bare, his star-sapphire
eyes calm as still water. It was virtually unheard of to see a Gyrgon
with his head uncovered. To Giyan, the filigreed latticework of
tertium and germanium circuits implanted in his skull lent him the
wild and barbaric aspect of a member of the Sarakkon, the tattooed
race she had heard of who lived on the southern continent, across the
Sea of Blood. The circular walls, which dropped below them thirty
dizzying meters, contained a helter-skelter warren of niches within
which were jammed a bewildering array of scientific equipment, some
engaged in ongoing experiments, others awaiting their turn. A series
of metal walkways encircled the eyrie like a giant spiderweb, but
since they were not linked in any visible way, it was difficult to
understand how one reached them. Until, that is, the floor on which
they stood began to descend. When they reached the third level from the top the
floor glided to a stop; they followed Nith Sahor's lead and stepped
off onto the metallic ring. The Gyrgon directed Rekkk to sit in an
odd-looking and faintly menacing chair. "Events are accelerating at an alarming rate,"
he said as he busied himself with opening shining black canisters,
tantalum-freezer drawers, and masses of linked biocircuits. "Now
that you have become Rhynn-non, I want you armed." "I am armed," Rekkk pointed out,
as he hefted his ion cannon and shock-sword. "Insufficient. Your encounter with
Pack-Commander Rydddlin proved that." Nith Sahor turned back to
him. "Expose your left arm, please." Rekkk, with a glance at Giyan, did as the Gyrgon
asked. "This will not be a pleasant experience,"
Nith Sahor said as he bent over Rekkk. "But it will not last
long." He strapped Rekkk's arm to the chair. As he did so, Giyan
came and stood behind Rekkk, put her hands on his shoulders. The
Gyrgon towered over the two of them like some terrifying basalt idol
they had come upon amid the sand dunes of the Great Voorg. "Let's get on with it," Rekkk said. "As you wish." Nith Sahor's right glove
glowed and sparked. The ion-energy stream circled Rekkk's forearm,
split off, weaving threads until the arm was completely enclosed.
Rekkk felt his arm go numb as the anesthetic took hold. Four gleaming
implements appeared in the Gyrgon's other hand. Without hesitation,
he made a long vertical incision down the center of Rekkk's forearm.
Turquoise blood overran the skin. Quickly, Nith Sahor, made short
horizontal cuts at each end of the first incision, used the second
implement to peel back the seven layers of dermis, all the while
using the third implement to syphon off the welling blood. He laid
the biomatrix into -the incision, positioning the thing with the
fourth implement. "The anesthetic will wear off momentarily. The
nerves need to be free of outside chemicals for the okummmon to align
itself with them." He stood up and went out of the laboratory,
for the moment finished. The numbness vanished all at once, and Rekkk gasped.
His arm felt as if it had been dipped in fire. The nerve endings on
that side of his body vibrated with agony, and he had to fight to
continue breathing normally. If this was a Gyrgon's idea of an
unpleasant experience, he had no wish to sample their idea of real
pain. Gradually his eyelids closed, and he passed into
that state of dreamless sleep where even such agony as he endured
could not reach. Nith Sahor reappeared in time to syphon off the
excess blood, although now there was far less, as if the okummmon
itself was absorbing the bulk of it. "I can feel it sinking into me, attaching
itself." "That is normal," the Gyrgon assured him. As the filaments of the biomatrix attached
themselves, knowledge flowed through him. He became aware that this
was a living thing, a neural network of biochips that grew and
adjusted to the host around it. He also saw Nith Sahor's gloves—the
black greatcoat he wore—for what they were: a network of
thousands of minute, incredibly complex biomachines that made up
another kind of living thing, a neural matrix. The biomatrix was overrunning the incision, and Nith
Sahor released the skin, which was immediately annealed by the
okummmon. "Almost complete." He applied his blue ion fire
to the okummmon. "I am now Summoning it into semisentience, so
it will be forever a part of you." The muscles in Rekkk's arm
jumped and spasmed with each application of the energy. He was
drenched in sweat, his contracted pupils the only other outward
manifestation of what was being done to him. To keep his mind
occupied, he looked around the Gyrgon's laboratory. With eyes somehow
enhanced by the semiorganic okummmon, he could see that the arrays of
paraphernalia, which had previously seemed chaotic, had, in fact, a
highly sophisticated pattern—that of a series of helices.
Fascinated as he was, his racking pain receded into the background. Nith Sahor switched from working on the okummmon's
center to its edges. "Now you will have a veritable arsenal at
your disposal." "Like Olunn Rydddlin," Rekkk said. "Oh, no. It will be much more, Rekkk. You will
be able to fashion weapons from your okummmon out of the five
elements you find around you. Earth, air, fire, water, wood will do
your bidding." The Gyrgon pointed. "Place it here, in this
slot, slide it in so. Then fix an image in your mind of what you
need. Keep the image clear and bright, Rekkk, see it, feel it, own
it, and it will be made manifest." Nith Sahor raised a finger.
"But remember, whatever element you use cannot be converted
twice in a row." Rekkk was awed. "Only Gyrgon are able to
transmute the elements," he whispered. "Correct," Nith Sahor said, finished, at
last. "You are Transcended. The first of your kind who is truly
beyond caste." Nith Sahor stood back, regarding his handiwork.
"I have waited decades for this moment. I have remade you,
Rekkk. You are more now than even the Bashkir. You are part Gyrgon." How did you decide on which route to take?"
Riane asked, as they moved downward through a snaking tunnel. "You
said you knew thousands." "Ten thousand, actually," Thigpen said. "I
am just following my nose." Her tail was arched up over her
back, the end of it curled around a small glowing sphere. Before they
left the cyclopean cavern, she had dug out this gemlike object and,
holding it in her forepaws, had licked it all over until its glow lit
up the space around them. Riane felt a painful lurch in her chest. "Even
if I am this Dar Sala-at, what of it? I haven't a clue what to do
next." "Have a little faith." "Faith is just another in a long list of things
I don't have." Riane put her fists on her hips, thinking, V'ornn
put no store in faith of any kind. "Anyway, that's no
answer." Turning, Thigpen gave her that huge ear-to-ear grin.
"Contrary to the impression I give, I don't know everything."
Riane found it impossible to stay annoyed with her. "Wouldn't
want to, really. What would be the point?" "The point of what?" "Of life, little dumpling. Why, if
there were no more questions to be answered, what in the world would
we do with ourselves? Nothing pretty, I can tell you. You only have
to observe Pyphoros or one of the lesser daemons to know that." Riane paused. "What do you mean?" "Well, the thing about daemoes—the truly
horrible, terrifying thing about them—is that they
have lost the ability to find answers. Instead, they simply ask the
same questions over and over." "You mean they're stupid?" "Now that depends upon your definition of
stupid, little dumpling." Thigpen continued them on their
downward trek. "On one level, yes, they are exceedingly
stupid—as evil always is. But on another level, well, goodness
there are scarcely any creatures more clever than they. They want
what they want, you see, and they spend all their time
scheming to get it." "What do they want, Thigpen?" The creature snorted. "I would have thought you
had had enough experience with Pyphoros to know. They want
everything—dominion over our world and all the other
realms through which we Thrip. They scheme and they keep on scheming
until either they get what they want or are destroyed." "But they'll never succeed." "Don't be smug, little dumpling. The daemons
were powerful before Müna threw Pyphoros down into the Abyss
with them. But now—well, he has a grudge to settle and all
eternity to settle it in." Riane thought about this for some time. "But if
Pyphoros increased the daemons' power, why did Müna send him
there?" "What else was She to do? He was far too
dangerous to leave bound in this realm." "If he is so dangerous, She should have killed
him." "Perhaps she tried." Thigpen shook her
head. "Anyway, it is not our place to question the decisions of
the Great Goddess. We have neither Her knowledge nor Her wisdom." At length, the tunnel straightened out, then
gradually leveled off. Riane guessed that they were deep in the heart
of the Djenn Marre. How she was ever going to see sunlight again she
could not guess, but for better or for worse she had put herself in
the paws of this strange, remarkable creature. The tunnel forked, and Thigpen led them to the left.
A short way on, the fork debouched upon an enormous, low-ceilinged
cavern. Grey-green stalactites and stalagmites grew like the teeth of
a huge unseen beast, contriving to make the space unpleasantly
claustrophobic. In fact, there was something about the cavern that
sent a shiver of apprehension through Riane. As she pulled back into
the mouth of the tunnel, Thigpen said, "What is it, little
dumpling?" "I don't know," Riane whispered. Some
sixth sense caused her to keep her voice down. "I don't like
this place. I'd rather not go in." "Nonsense." Thigpen took her hand. "I
was born and raised near here. I assure you there is no cause for
alarm. This is a peaceful place, where a body can think undisturbed." Reluctantly, Riane allowed the creature to lead her
back into the cavern. As Thigpen wended them through the eerie
forest, Riane tried to ignore her rising anxiety. Instead, she
directed her attention to the floor of the cavern, which was growing
damp. Soon puddles sloshed as they made their way forward. Gradually, the stalagmites grew more stunted, then
petered out altogether. Riane could see why. Thigpen had led them to
a vast underground lake. The waters, utterly still, were black as
pitch, so unlike water kissed by sunlight and moonslight as to be
unrecognizable as the same substance. "What is this place, Thigpen?" she
whispered. "Most sacred ground, little dumpling. It is
called First Cenote." "Why have you brought me here?" "Because you are the Dar Sala-at." Riane glanced at the creature. "What am I
supposed to do here?" Thigpen met her gaze. "Tell me what it is." "Me? You must be joking!" "I assure you I am not. I know that First
Cenote has existed here since the beginning of Time. I know that it
is the origin of Heavenly Rushing. I know that it is supposed to be
depthless, though myself I rather doubt this last." "You also said that it was sacred." Thigpen nodded. "So this is Müna's lake." Thigpen blinked. "I have every confidence that
you will tell me if that is so." Riane laughed at the absurdity of the notion. "Your
confidence is misplaced. How would I possibly know such a thing?" "There is a Prophesy among my race. It is said
that the Dar Sala-at will gaze into First Cenote and see the power of
the Cosmos made manifest. That is why for centuries my ancestors have
lived in its shadow." She nodded. "Now the moment has come.
The prophesy is upon us." "You can't actually expect me to—" "Please, little dumpling. It is your destiny." Riane sighed. She did not f«r an instant
believe the creature's mumbo jumbo. On the other hand, she did not
have the heart to disappoint Thigpen. So she nodded and, as solemnly
as she knew how, she walked to the very edge of the lake. It was
eerie, seeing so much water still as death. Not a breeze stirred, not
a ripple appeared. Staring into the water was like looking into a
black mirror. In the dim light, she saw the ghostly image of her
own face, but, curiously, after a few minutes that slowly evaporated.
In its place, nothing. The enigmatic blackness of an utterly starless
night. She was no longer aware of her body. Instead, she seemed to be
floating above the still, black lake. Then, she was entering it,
being pulled down into its depthless center. And there she saw the grinning face of Pyphoros
rising up toward her like a bubble of noxious air seeking the
surface. A terror she could not control gripped her and, in a panic,
she retreated, rushing backward, upward, until she was returned
inside her body, staring at the surface of the still, black water,
now not nearly so enigmatic, but altogether hateful. All at once, she was aware that she was gasping for
air. Thigpen was holding her shaking body. "What is it, little dumpling?" the
creature asked. "What did you see?" For a long time, Riane was silent. Then she
whispered, "I saw Pyphoros." "Are you certain?" Thigpen frowned as she
backed up. Riane nodded. "This is an unexpected outcome," Thigpen
said. "There is something evil at work here." They retraced their steps. Back in the tunnel, they
took the right-hand fork, continuing on in silence for a while. Now
and again, Riane could hear soft echoes ricocheting off the walls of
the tunnel, and the doleful dripping of lime-hard water was a
constant companion. She tried to determine where the echoes were
coming from, but they seemed all around. At last, she said, "Are we ever going back to
the surface?"
"How impatient you are!" The long tail
swished back and forth, and the light with it. "Well, we are
almost at our destination." "You mean we'll soon be out of this underground
labyrinth?" "Not quite yet. There is one last thing you
must see." A short time afterward, the tunnel grew narrower so
that they were obliged to walk single file. "Mind me, little dumpling," Thigpen
warned. "And don't wander away." Riane wondered what she was talking about, but very
soon afterward, she saw the first of what would be many branchings on
either side of the tunnel. They were so small she would have had to
crawl with her head tucked down in order to enter them; others were
smaller still. Looking closely at one, she determined that they were
not natural. Someone or something had made this warren. She sniffed
the dank air, using, she supposed, Annon's old hunting instincts, but
there was no telltale animal spoor, such as one would find near a
mammal's den. "Now," Thigpen said, stopping and holding
the light high over them, "be a good little dumpling and don't
move." Riane watched as Thigpen gave a low whistle. Small
rustlings started up, as of a wind through the willows, and small
heads began to show themselves at the openings. They were flat, ugly
heads. The black beady eyes stared out at her without discernible
expression. "LorgsV Riane cried. "This is a lorg hatchery!"
The heads snapped back into the darkness of the warren holes. "Come,"
Thigpen said. "I want to show you something." Just past the
warren, the tunnel opened out into a medium-sized cavern. Thigpen's
tail swept along the ground, and the gemlike light source rolled into
a corner. It was no longer needed because this cavern was illuminated
by daylight. Riane craned her neck and looked at the chimney cut
vertically into the ceiling. Though the chimney seemed a long way
off, the sight set off an almost painful longing in her heart for
sunshine, clouds, and a distant horizon. Riane heard rustlings and redirected her attention
to the grid of stripped saplings that stretched from one side of the
cavern to another. She saw lorgs there. Some were sleeping, curled into
balls. Others were partially covered by a webbing of fine, white
filaments, while others were completely encased. A shiver raced through her. "Is this where
lorgs go to die?" "In a sense." Thigpen pointed. "Look!" On another section of the grid, almost directly over
their heads, one of the white filament casings was cracking open. A
lorg is about to be born, Riane thought. But then she gasped, for
what emerged from the casing was not a lorg at all, but a tiny
version of Thigpen. "I don't understand," she said. "Of course you do." Thigpen stood very
close beside her. "Lift up your arm." As soon as Riane complied, the baby creature crawled
onto her hand and down her arm. Curling up in the hollow at the side
of her neck, it went to sleep.
"Lorgs are the larvae," Riane said, "and
you ,are the adult being." "Our secret, little dumpling, kept even from
the Ramahan. And a good thing, too. It was the reason we weren't
wiped out when they turned on us." Thigpen nodded as she
gestured. "Look, Riane, and remember. The true meaning of Change
is right here in front of you. You—the Dar Sala-at—are
the agent of Change. You are the only one to know the secret of how
we Rappa have survived." Flute The night is at an end," Rekkk said to Giyan.
"You are free to go wherever you choose." She looked at him
with her whistleflower-blue eyes, and said, "I have not yet made
up my mind. I will stay with you a while longer." He was so overwhelmed he simply stood, mute, in the
center of Nith Sahor's tower laboratory. They were back on the upper
tier, and he could look north out the window to the jagged ice- and
snow-laden peaks of the great Djenn Marre. In a few days time, he
would get his wish—he would be quits with this occupied city;
he would be in the heart of the mountains, beginning his quest for
the Gyrgon. But now he knew that it was a quest just as much for
himself. His future, he knew, lay waiting for him there on those
forbidding slopes. He could sense it, breathing, waiting, living…
What might come, he could not say. But he knew that he was
going—going with the female he loved beyond all others—and
his hearts were light with joy. "Are you quite recovered, Rekkk?" Nith
Sahor asked. He had been on the other side of the eyrie, consulting
one data-decagon after another. Now, apparently, he was finished. "I feel like a newly born V'ornn," Hacilar
said truthfully. Nith Sahor uttered his peculiar and unsettling
laugh, which set the teyj to trilling a complex melody in its
gorgeous flutelike tones. "Quite rightly so. I could not have
said it better myself." He rose. "That being the case, you
should be off. Our enemies must not get wind of your whereabouts, or
those of the Lady." "Wait a minute," Rekkk said. "I am
still no closer to knowing how to find the Dar Sala-at." Beside him, Giyan stiffened. "What is this?"
she said in low voice. "What are you talking about?" "Nith Sahor has charged me with—"
Rekkk stopped at Nith Sahor's signal. The Gyrgon looked at Giyan, and said politely, "You
wish to know our hearts, Lady?" Giyan stared from one V'ornn to the other. "Yes,"
she said in a strangled voice. "Are you one of us, Lady? Shall we confide in
you all our darkest secrets?" "For the love of Müna, tell mel" she
fairly shouted. With a low trill, the startled teyj spread its wings
and rose into the air. It was astonishing to see the pale fluff of
its underwings compared to the sleek night-blue sheen of its powerful
upper pair. It settled a moment later upon Nith Sahor's shoulder.
With a gentle rustling, it folded its primary wings, keeping the
others spread for balance. Above the curved green beak, its golden
eyes observed, it seemed, everything at once. "I understand your agitation, Lady Giyan,"
Nith Sahor said softly. "You have a keen interest in the Dar
Sala-at, isn't that so?" "All Kundalan have a keen interest in the Dar
Sala-at," she said. "He is our savior. The One destined to
free us fromvyour tyranny." "Yes, but, Lady, your interest in him
is special, is it not?" Rekkk turned to Giyan. "What does he mean?" Giyan kept her gaze on Nith Sahor. "How much
longer do you plan to terrify me?" Her voice contained the
slightest tremor. "Dear Lady, do not think so ill of me."
The Gyrgon moved slightly, his tertium circuits flashing. "Terror
may be used in many ways. In this case, I needed you to understand
the crucial nature of the nexus point at which you now find
yourself." "What do you mean?" Nith Sahor continued. "One thing you should
keep in the forefront of your mind, Rekkk. On this planet, legend and
fact are often one and the same. Is that not so, Lady?" Giyan started again, "I… I wouldn't
know." "Oh, but of course you would. I believe it is
time for you to tell Rekkk the true meaning of your honorific." "But she told me—" Rekkk looked over
at her. "Did you lie to me?" "No, I…" She met the Gyrgon's gaze head-on, without
intimidation or fear, and Rekkk found that he loved her all the more
for her bravery. "I withheld an element of the truth," she
said. "In truth, I am stunned that you know, Nith Sahor."
Her eyes clouded over. "Or do you?" "I assure you, Lady, that I—-" "Then you tell him," she said
simply. "Testing the tester?" Another sort of
smile spread over the Gyrgon's face. He nodded. "Very well.
Rekkk, she is called 'Lady' because it is written in Prophesy. It is
she who is destined to guide the Dar Sala-at. This, too, is fact as
well as legend." "Are you saying the Prophesy has been
fulfilled? That the Dar Sala-at exists?" "That is precisely what I mean," Nith
Sahor said. "Lady Giyan is the living proof of the Dar Sala-at's
existence. The two go together; they are linked by a bond that
transcends Time and Space. So it is written in Prophesy, is that not
correct, Lady?" "It is," Giyan said in a very small voice.
"But how do you know of the Prophesy?" "It and the Dar Sala-at have been my field of
study for many years, Lady." He now switched to a language with
which Rekkk was entirely unfamiliar. On the other hand, Giyan blanched. After a moment of
stunned silence, she replied in the same incomprehensible language. "What are you two speaking?" Rekkk said
shortly. "The Gyrgon is fluent in the Old Tongue,"
Giyan said somewhat breathlessly. "It is shocking to me." Nith Sahor switched back to V'ornn. "Lady,
believe me, there are others—enemies of the Dar Sala-at,
enemies of ours—who also know of his existence." Giyan's heart constricted. She regarded him for some
time. Nith Sahor said 'he' which meant he did not know who the Dar
Sala-at actually was. Which meant the enemies to which he had
referred also did not know. That, at least, was a relief. "Are
you ready to tell me all of it?" Nith Sahor lifted one hand. "Listen well. The
unimaginable wrath of the Comradeship had been aroused." He
lifted the other hand. "They are like water following the path
of least resistance, which means that they have allowed the regent
Stogggul to give vent to his cruelty and hatred for all things
Kundalan. The evenhandedness of Ashera Eleusis is at an end. The pain
and suffering your people have endured for a century is nothing
compared to what is about to be unleashed on them. They will sorely
need a leader—the Dar Sala-at." Giyan turned to Rekkk. "Is that what this is
all about? You want me to help you find the Dar Sala-at? So you can
do what—destroy him? You must be insane, both of you. You must
know that I would die before I—" "Please, Lady." Nith Sahor's expression
was pained. "If you do not allow me to finish, I fear we will
all die." She folded her arms across her chest, her expression
a set mask. "Here is the origin of the Comradeship's wrath:
Three Gyrgon tried to use the Ring of Five Dragons to open the
Storehouse Door. Three Gyrgon are dead." Giyan looked deathly pale. "The Ring is in the
Storehouse Door?" "Squarely in the mouth of the carving of
Seelin." "I do not believe you. The Ring of Five Dragons
has been lost for more than a century." Nith Sahor held forth the palm of his hand. A swarm
of excited ions rose, swirling, coalescing into an image of the
caverns below the regent's palace. There was the Storehouse Door and,
as the image grew larger, the Ring of Five Dragons could be seen
clamped between the carved dragon's jaws. Shock had rooted Giyan to the spot. "TymnosV
She barely breathed the word. "The Ring has activated a
mechanism of destruction. It is older than Time itself. It is said
thtit it was created by the Great Goddess to ensure the contents of
the Storehouse -would never fall into profane hands. In the days when
Mother ruled the Ramahan there was a Keeper, trained by Mother, who,
like Mother herself, possessed the ability to enter the Storehouse.
The last of the Keepers is long dead, murdered during the Ramahan
uprising. Now only the Dar Sala-at can open the Door." She nodded numbly. "I understand. We have until
the ides of Lonon to find the Dar Sala-at. The Dar Sala-at is the
only one who can take the Ring from Seelin's mouth, the only one who
can stop the mechanism from cleansing the planet." "Why was this mechanism put into place?"
Rekkk asked. "It was assumed," Giyan said, "that
if Müna's Sacred Ring fell into evil hands, and if the Dar
Sala-at was dead and therefore unable to wrest the Ring from the
Dragon's mouth, then all was lost. A cataclysm of such dimension that
we cannot even imagine it will shake Kundala, destroying us all,
paving the way for a new beginning so Müna can start all over
again shaping Life as She sees fit." Nith Sahor clasped his hands together. "Lady,
it is my fervent wish to keep Kundala safe because, as Ashera Eleusis
never failed to remind me, there is something about you Kundalan that
is special, an ineffable quality that speaks to the V'ornn psyche in
a way that frightens most Gyrgon. And also because my studies show it
to be a crucial nexus point in both our histories. Your people and
mine share a prophesy about the City of One Million Jewels." "Za Hara-at," she whispered. "Eleusis'
dream." Nith Sahor nodded. "Lady, Rekkk cannot find the
Dar Sala-at on his own. Will you help him in his quest?" Giyan stood white and shaking. "So it is true."
Her voice was a reedy whisper. A new path was opening up before her,
and like all new paths it had a fork. She remembered with astonishing
clarity her vision of standing on the wishbone, seeing the Ramahan
konara at the end of one fork, and at the end of the other fork, the
armor-clad V'ornn holding her child, shining like a star, in the
neural net of his gloved hands. Like all her visions, this one was
coming true. With every fiber of her being she knew that the next
step she took would be down one fork or the other. "I foresaw
this moment, in a moment of madness, I thought. Ever afterward I have
been trying to deny its validity." "And yet the moment has come, Lady." "The moment to trust a Gyrgon and a former
Pack-Commander with the fate of the savior of my people." Tears
streamed down her face. She knew which fork she would take, which
fork she was destined to take. There was no turning back. Of
course. The path had been there all along. Waiting. She would be
reunited with her child far sooner than she had anticipated. She felt
exhilarated and terrified at the same time. What changes had been
wrought in the Nanthera, and afterward? "Nith Sahor," she said in a thin voice,
"how came the Ring into the possession of the Gyrgon?" "It was a gift given none too freely by the new
regent." "Wennn Stogggull But how—?" "That I do not know, Lady." Nith Sahor
spread his hands. "And I am not now in a position to Summon
him." Nith Sahor's head turned, the tertium circuits in his
skull flashing in the light. "The moment I watched the Ring of
Five Dragons kill my brethren, I broke with the will of the
Comradeship. I suspect my movements are being monitored. I have taken
the necessary precautions here in my laboratory, but to Summon the
regent now would be unwise. These recent decisions have been…
difficult. But I find that I have no choice." "Neither do I," Giyan whispered. "My
people must be saved, no matter the cost." Nith Sahor nodded. "It is settled then."
He turned to Rekkk. "Despite your heightened powers, I must urge
you to exercise extreme caution. Our enemies are legion. Worse, they
are often masters of disguise. Try to trust no one, but if you must,
offer your trust wisely." "I understand." "I know you do." Nith Sahor put his
ion-gloved hand on Rekkk's shoulder. "You are my eyes and ears.
My disciple. I have shown you how to use your advanced okummmon, both
as a weapon and as a communicator, but because it is still a work in
progress, you will have need to improvise as you go. Though I assure
you it is as flexible as it is powerful, there will be limitations,
ones that, inevitably, I have not foreseen." He returned his gaze to Giyan. "Lady, you
better than any other know the dire consequences should you fail in
your quest." "We will not fail," she said. "May whatever gods or goddesses you believe in
go with you and protect you." Climbing up the rock chimney proved quite a bit less
daunting than it had looked, due in part to a good, hot dinner, some
more sleep, and, most of all, Thigpen's guidance. Riane was relieved
to find that they emerged much farther down the mountainside than
where the Ice Caves were—on a heavily wooded promontory more or
less level with the middle of Heavenly Rushing. "This is as far as I go, little dumpling,"
Thigpen said. Riane knelt down. "Why don't you come with me?" "Too much to do, too much too much too much."
Thigpen began to lick herself. "You go on now." "I can help you." "No, you cannot. Something odd happened at
First Cenote; something that should not have happened. I smell a
scheme of Pyphoros' making. Trust me. You are not prepared for him
yet." Thinking of Pyphoros, Riane shivered. "If, as
you say, things are worse, all the more reason for me to stay here
with you." Thigpen looked at her as if she were the stupidest
female on Kun-dala. "You know you must go back." "I am tired of being told what I must and must
not do." Riane looked south where, in the far distance, Axis Tyr
lay and, within its walls, Kinnnus Morcha and Wennn Stogggul. "If
I am the Dar Sala-at, then I have power; if I have power I can exact
my revenge—" "Now you sound just like a daemon." "My parents were murdered by two V'ornnr Riane
cried. Thigpen was looking at her with sad eyes. "You
remember what happens when you forsake searching for answers. Evil
comes. You are not evil, Riane, but I daresay you are being tempted
by evil." "They must pay for what they did!" "And they will. But it is not the Dar Sala-at's
destiny to have her hands covered with their blood." "What is my destiny, then?" Riane
said bleakly. "Your destiny right now is to return to the
abbey. And it is your obligation to fulfill it." "All right," Riane said. "I will do
what you ask." "It is not what I ask, little dumpling. It is
what is written; it is what must be." Riane looked at her a long time. "What if I say
'No'? What if I simply walk away?" "You won't." Thigpen's intelligent eyes
held hers fixedly. "Will I see you again?" Thigpen smiled. "Müna willing." Riane looked down at the path that led back to the
Abbey of Floating White. She knew that she had gotten all the answers
she could from the creature. "I'll be off then." She had turned to go when Thigpen said, "Wait."
Thigpen trotted over to her and stood on her four hind legs. "You
may pet me, if you wish." Riane bent over, stroked Thigpen's lush silky fur.
The long tail swished back and forth in pleasure. Thigpen rubbed her head against Riane's hip. "Müna's
blessings be with you, little dumpling." Rjane held everything in, and it was only when she
was out of sight of the creature that she allowed herself to feel the
sadness of their parting. She missed Thigpen already, but on the
other hand she cheered herself with the knowledge that she would be
seeing Leyna Astar soon. What luck that Konara Laudenum and Bartta
had had a falling-out. The only saving grace of life inside the abbey
was her growing friendship with Astar. Five hours later, she arrived at the rear entrance
to the abbey. Apparently, she had been spotted coming down the path
to the Ice Caves because the huge iron-banded doors were swinging
open. A large group of acolytes—many of whom had so derisively
seen her off—as well as a goodly number of novices crowded the
courtyard, staring. She craned her neck, searching for Astar. "Riane, we thought you were dead!" called
one. "Where have you been?" called another. "Are you injured?" asked a third. "I am fine," she said, slightly bewildered
as they crowded around her. "I was delayed by a mountain squall." This
was the story she had decided to use to explain her absence. "Rianel" a commanding voice cried. All of
them—acolytes and novices alike—fell silent and bowed as
they parted to make way for Konara Urdma. Her persimmon-colored robes
roiled around her, mirroring her vexation. She was a slight female
with an elongated face that made her look like an ice-hare. "You
are long overdue. Do you have any idea the fretting your absence has
caused?" "I am sorry, but I had to wait out the squall,"
Riane said, her stomach clenching in anger. After her days of
freedom, coming back here seemed like a terrible prison sentence. She
had to steel herself not to run back up the path into the mountains. "If there ever was a squall; which I very much
doubt," Konara Urdma snapped. "Let me tell you, Riane, that
insolent tone of voice will be your downfall." She took Riane
-by the ear and twisted. This caused a titter to run through the
assembled throng, and very soon that titter had gathered force,
becoming first a ripple of giggles, and then a tidal wave of
laughter. Riane gritted her teeth. She was obliged to run to
keep up with Konara Urdma's long strides, but at least it got her
away from the jeering crowd. "I have heard overly much of your rebellious
spirit." Konara Urdma kept up the pressure on Riane's ear even
though there no longer seemed to be a need. She exuded an unpleasant
smell, as if she had been rooting around in damp earth. "You
were given a specific assignment and were expected to carry it out to
the letter. The Calling is sacred. The rules must be obeyed." Riane opened her mouth to protest, but shut it again
without making a sound. She knew there was nothing she could possibly
say that would change Konara Urdma's mind. She hurried them along until they arrived at the
chamber where Bartta sat hunched over a thick manuscript. As they
came closer, Riane could see that she was translating the thick
cor-hide sheets from the Old Tongue into modern-day Kundalan. Bartta looked up when Konara Urdma half flung Riane
into the side of the old wooden desk at which she sat. "Konara, this acolyte of yours—"
Urdma began, but stopped abruptly at a curt signal from Bartta. "Riane, are you injured?" Bartta asked as
she rose. "No, Konara," Riane said. "Or ill?" "No, Konara." "She is willful and disobedient," Konara
Urdma said with some distaste. "Do you not recall your own difficult
beginnings, Konara Urdma?" Bartta put her arm around Riane's
shoulders. "Do not judge others so harshly lest you forget your
own prior sins." "Yes, Konara," Konara Urdma said,
genuflecting. Bartta smiled. "You have my gratitude for
bringing Riane safely back to me. You are dismissed." "Yes, Konara," Urdma whispered. "Thank
you, Konara." She bowed her way out. When they were alone, Bartta turned Riane to face
her. "Now let me have a look at you. None the worse for wear, I
warrant." She sighed. "But when you did not return last
night, you gave me quite a turn. In another few hours, I was going to
organize a search party." "I am sorry for frightening you, Bartta,"
Riane said. Bartta nodded. "Well said, my dear." She
guided Riane out of the chamber. "No one knows better than I how
difficult the Order can sometimes be. But, trust me, it is simply a
matter of adapting to our insular way of life. All that is required
is patience and obedience to Müna. Soon you will be the most
accomplished of acolytes. I myself will see to it." They were
walking down corridors, moving deeper into the heart of the abbey As
they progressed, however, the corridors become darker, less
ornamented, and gradually colorless. "As part of your homecoming, I have a surprise
for you," Bartta said. They had arrived at a small, dark, cramped,
passageway in a section of the abbey wholly unfamiliar to Riane.
There was something about this area that reeked of extreme age, of
power long forgotten, and lost magics most ancient. Bartta stopped in front of an old scarred heartwood
door. When she unlocked it using a key on a long chain attached to
her robes it creaked on massive unoiled iron hinges. Riane's heart was beating fast. She liked nothing
about this, but now, upon walking down this clingy passageway, upon
seeing this door, a wave of foreboding swept through her. Don't go in there! "Why are you hesitating, dear?" So saying,
Bartta shoved her roughly through the doorway, then turned and locked
the door behind them. Flames from old-fashioned reed torches
illuminated the high-ceilinged, windowless chamber in a fitful orange
glow. Riane gasped. The chamber was pyramidal in shape, without ornament
or furni- ture, save for a large glennan chair, exquisitely carved
and turned. The same peculiar quality about both chamber and chair
was intimidating in its primitive power. The beautiful chair sat on a
raised plinth in the center of the room. Old runes were carved into
the plinth, and these same runes, Riane noticed, were also incised
into the four legs of the chair. Astar sat in the chair. Metal mesh straps held her
tightly at wrists, ankles, and forehead. Her head was tilted far back
so that her mouth was pointed at the ceiling. She looked as if she
were about to swallow a long, slender crystal rod which hung rigid
and unmoving from a device at the back of the chair. "What. . ." Riane had to swallow before
she could go on. "What are you doing to her?" "Now what do you suppose I am doing?" Riane saw Astar's terrified eyesfand ran toward her. "I thought as much," Bartta muttered, and
swinging her arms wide, spoke three words. Immediately, Riane was
frozen in place. Though she struggled, mightily, she was paralyzed
completely. She could see and hear, but the more she struggled the
tighter the grip on her until it became laborious for her even to
breathe. "Try to relax, Riane," Bartta said. "There
is nothing you can do." Bartta went across the chamber until she was
standing directly behind Astar. Lovingly, she stroked the crystal
length above Astar's head. "From time immemorial it has been
known as the had-atta. Do you know that word, Astar? In the
Old Tongue, it means 'flute.' It is an ancient method at divining
true intent." Bartta stroked the crystal tube again. "You
see, my dear, I have had my eye on you. Having come by rumors of your
disrespectful tongue, I have for some time suspected this beautiful
exterior harbored a rebellious, even a deceitful spirit. Therefore, I
assigned you to be Riane's instructor." She whirled on Riane. "You formed a bond with
her. In your company, I knew she would relax her guard. If the rumors
about her were true, I needed to know. And if not, well, no
harm would be done." She turned back to Astar. "I spied on
you, I saw what you did to her, how you used the qi, the sacred
needles on her." She leaned in. "How, Astar? How did you, a
mere leyna, a novice, gain knowledge available to just a few konara?" Astar squirmed, her eyes open unnaturally wide. Her
beautiful lips were grotesquely distorted in order to accommodate the
flute. "And the ideas you put in her head about Kyoful
What would a novice know about Kyofu, Astar, hmmm?" Bartta began to lower the crystal tube down Astar's
throat. The flesh bulged out, Astar began to gag. Riane tried to
shout "No!" but only the tiniest whimper emerged. Tears of
anguish and frustration rimmed her eyes, held in place by whatever
sorcerous stasis she was in. Bartta lowered the flute again, and Astar began to
scream. But it was not like any scream Riane had ever heard. The
sorcerous flute absorbed the vibrations of the vocal cords,
channeling them through its matrix, amplifying them, spewing them out
as an eerie keening. Bartta held the had-atta steady. "Of
course, there is the chance that even the guilty may be redeemed." She turned to Riane, and said matter-of-factly, "I
imagine you would like to know what will happen. Unless she relents,
I will lower the flute into Leyna Astar's esophagus. The deeper the
flute goes, the louder she will scream, the more the flute will
amplify those screams. If the flute shatters, it will be proof that
she is unrepentant. If it does not, then she can be rehabilitated." Astar's beautiful face was ashen. Sweat stained her
robes, ran off her skin in rivulets. Tiny tremors commenced to inform
her body with a life all its own until she looked like a marionette
dancing at the ends of invisible strings. Her nostrils flared as she
frantically sucked air into her lungs, and she wept openly. Bartta smiled at Riane. "Oh, do not cry. Custom
dictates that she who has been wronged has the right to administer
the sentence." Riane saw the flute tremble slightly; she was
terrified Bartta would let it go all the way down. "Say the word
now, Riane, so Astar will be punished to the full extent of the law." Riane opened her mouth and, to her astonishment, her
vocal cords at least were freed from the spell. "I will not,"
she croaked. "Nothing Leyna Astar has done merits punishment." "Is that so?" Bartta cocked her head.
"Then you vote for life." "Yes," Riane whispered through dry lips.
"Grant her life, I beg you." "Yes, beg me." "Please, Bartta, let her live," Riane said
again. "'Please, Bartta, let her live,"Bartta
mimicked, her face distorted. "Well, yes, I suppose that can be
arranged. But it is entirely up to you, Riane. Astar's one chance at
life is for you to do as I say, now and forever. To become obedient
as a lamb. Will you do that?" "Yes," she said in a parched voice. "If
you will save her, I will do whatever—" A scream emanated from Astar. Riane, sickened and horrified, sensed what was to
come. She strug- gled with all her might against the paralyzing
spell. "No, don't, please," she cried. "I can save
you. I will do—" The scream came again, louder, harsher this time,
ringing around the walls. "No, you don't! You'll give me all your
secrets! I swear!" Bartta lunged for the flute's thong, but it
was too late. Astar had already begun her death scream. It billowed up from the very core of her, passed
through every cell in her body, gaining strength as it went, and when
she released it, the flute shattered into ten thousand jagged
fragments that embedded themselves in her. "No, no, you cannot die!" Bartta
unstrapped Astar even as she was drowning in the powerful surf of her
own blood. "You must tell me what you know!" Astar vomited blood all over Bartta's magnificent
persimmon-colored robes. Book Three WHITE BONE GATE "The
ascendancy of evil is as inevitable as tfce rising of the
sun or the shifting of the tides. The face of evil may alter, but its
underlying nature remains constant. Evil enters us through a rupture
in White Bone Gate. The precise site is often difficult to locate and
even more difficult to repair. Given the nature of this Gate,
restoration of the individual is exceedingly dangerous, and often
impossible. …" —Utmost Source, the Five Sacred Books of Müna Malistra Long shadows enrobed the regent's palace. Here and
there, red highlights—the last traces of the setting
sun—sparked and died on V'ornn heavy cut-crystal glassware,
plates and cutlery arrayed on the long, ornate state dining table.
Kundalan servants, overseen by members of the Haaar-kyut, the
regent's personal guard, saw to the last-minute preparations for the
banquet that was about to begin. The regent Wennn Stogggul, dressed
in wine-red robes, a ceremonial dagger sheathed at his left hip,
surveyed this area of his domain with a highly critical eye. This was
his first formal banquet since he had assumed the regency and he was
determined that it would be a memorable one. He went around the
table, checking the holoIDs, memorizing where each invited
dignitary would sit. This was especially critical, since for the
first time in V'ornn memory members of the Lesser Caste Khagggun had
been invited to sit alongside Great Caste Bashkir and Genomatekks.
Assuring himself that all was in order, he passed through the high
window-doors, strolling along the terrace. Twilight had overtaken
Axis Tyr. Beneath the deepening blue of the sky he could hear the
sounds of the city—the singsong calls of the street-sellers,
the clip-clop of cthauros' hooves, the laughter of children, the
orations of oracles—and he was reminded all over again that he
was on a backward world. Not that his Gyrgon masters would ever let him
forget it. Nightmares had followed him to bed after his last
Summoning. The Gyrgon with the ruby-red pupils still filled him with
dread, and the depths of the dread that racked him made him sick to
his stomachs. They knew him, these Gyrgon. They knew his darkest
fears; they knew what kind of leash to put him on, what kind of
punishment he would respond to. He ran a trembling hand across his
forehead, wiping away the dampness. He would have to tread carefully
with them. Very carefully. The less contact he had with them
the better. And yet, there was an aspect of the Summoning that
most mystified him: the rage, and their anger toward him. What had he
done, except provide them with what they had wanted, the Ring of Five
Dragons? But, ah, what if it had gone badly? What if they could not
break the Ring's secret, or it had turned out to be useless—as
he had suspected all along? Glancing down, he saw Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha
appear in the courtyard, on his way to the banquet. Stogggul made a
face. He had thought long and hard before seeking to enlist Morcha's
assistance. An alliance with the Khagggun was a perilous endeavor; it
had the potential to be disastrous. Who knew how these Lesser Castes
would act when given nominal Great Caste status? The accursed Ashera
Consortium—N'Luuura take them all.—had forced
his hand. He knew better than anyone the extreme danger in moving
against the Ashera. And although his plan had met with success on
Kundala, he was painfully aware that his victory would not be
complete until he had brought down the Ashera Consortium. Unlike
his peremptory strike here, the next phase of his plan would take
some time, it would have to'be finessed. No V'ornn family—especially
one such as the Ashera, which enjoyed enormous prestige, wealth, and
goodwill—could be laid low quickly. Three Bashkir handlers were
in charge of the Ashera Consortium. Normally, Eleu-sis' brothers
would have run it, but he had had no brothers. Instead, he had
handpicked a trio of V'ornn, swearing them in seigggon—blood
oath—to his family. Wennn Stogggul knew he would have to either
co-opt them or kill them, one by one. But not until he discovered the
great Ashera secret: the origin of salamuuun, the drug whose sale was
the central pillar of their wealth. Gaining control of salamuuun, the
regent knew, was the key to breaking the Ashera Consortium
completely, absolutely, and irrevocably. He clenched his hands into
fists. He would not rest until he had achieved the utter destruction
of the Ashera, body and soul. Through the gathering gloom of evening he saw that
the Star-Admiral was no longer alone in the courtyard. Dalma was
talking to him. She was dressed in a robe that clung most
provocatively to her, and it did not escape him that the
Star-Admiral's gaze never left her curvaceous form. As he watched,
she threw her head back and laughed. Then the Star-Admiral escorted
her across the courtyard. As they approached the doorway to the first
floor, Dalma glided ahead. Stogggul saw the Star-Admiral drink in her
supple body before he, too, disappeared from sight. The regent stood thoughtfully for a moment. A small
smile informed his face as he turned and went back inside. He circled
the banquet table once more. Finding Dalma's holoID he switched it
with another at the opposite end of the table. A half hour later, the fusion lamps had been powered
on, spherical hoods directing the illumination at the holoimage of
Kundala, spinning slowly on its axis. The holoimage, hanging above
the center of the table, reflected and refracted the excited-ion
light, bathing the vast room in a multicolored glow. It was an
impressive display, one that was not lost on the guests. Equally
impressive was the list of Bashkir and Khagggun luminaries sitting
around the table drinking the regent's finest fire-grade numaaadis. Looking down the table, Stogggul was gratified to
see that the Star-Admiral, cheeks flushed purple, was talking
animatedly with Dalma, who sat at his right hand. She was the only
female in the room and as such was inevitably the topic of many
conversations buzzing around the table. Whenever there was a natural
break in the conversation flow, he caught her glancing at him with a
look of intense curiosity. Of course she was used to sitting at his
right hand; she must be wondering if she had angered him in some way.
He smiled at her and quickly shifted his eyes to the Star-Admiral,
who was at that moment answering a question from Kurgan. Dalma,
attuned to the hidden intimations of command, understood his glance
and returned his smile. She put a hand on the Star-Admiral's
shoulder, causing him to turn back to her. Satisfied for the moment, the regent, without
appearing to, listened in on a conversation Kefffir Gutttin, a
leading Bashkir, was having with Bach Ourrros. The contrast between
the two V'ornn was striking. Bach Ourrros was tall, thin as a
cadaver, with a long, tapering skull and a gaudy string of tertium
rings through his left ear. Kefffir Gutttin, on the other hand, was
as brawny and muscular as any Khagggun. Rumor had it that, as a lad,
he had fought in the Kalllistotos, the game ring, officially
outlawed, but unofficially sanctioned. It was the one place where all
castes—save the Gyrgon, of course—came together and, for
the moments of the ferocious no-holds-barred Kalllistotos, were one.
Whether or not Keiffir Gutttin had, in fact, fought in the
Kalllistotos, he was a brute of a man, and one not to be trifled
with. The two Bashkir were talking of a business deal—three
thousand metric tons of raw tertium ore and how much it would fetch
after it was shipped from the refinery. To their immediate left, Sornnn SaTrryn, the new
Prime Factor, weighed in with his opinion. Tall, lean, with a vaguely
dangerous air Stogggul rather liked, he had been making his
charismatic presence felt from the moment he had arrived. It was
interesting to see these two older Bashkir deferring to him. Of
course, his father, the recently deceased Hadinnn SaTrryn, had
been an old friend of Eleusis Ashera, and it was the SaTrryn
Consortium that had first aligned itself with the Ashera in planning
to build Za Hara-at in the wastes of the Korrush, before either Bach
Ourrros or Kefmr Gutttin had come on board. Now that Eleusis was
dead, the construction of Za Hara-at had come to a screeching halt. Stogggul had given Sornnn SaTrryn the Prime Factor's
position purely as repayment for the Ring of Five Dragons. But in the
short time he had been in the position, Stogggul had been made aware
that he had made the most of the position. He had realigned the
territories of squabbling Consortia, and had successfully presided
over a tricky dispute concerning the discovery of a highly lucrative
deposit of raw ter-tium in the hills outside Silk Bamboo Spring to
the west of the Borobodur forest. All this time, Stogggul had been furtively watching
Kurgan out of the corner of his eye. He could not get used to seeing
a Bashkir in a Khagggun uniform, much less his own son! But then
Kurgan had always been a strange child. At age eight he had begun to
hunt with a precision and a passion that bordered on obsession.
Stogggul's sons were his burden. Terrettt, Kurgan's younger brother,
had been born mentally impaired, and was housed in a section of
Receiving Spirit, the vast hospice complex the Kundalan had built at
Harborside, overlooking the docks and the Sea of Blood. Stogggul
never went to see him, but rather relied on periodic reports from
Marethyn, the younger of his two daughters, who visited Terrettt
often. Not that these reports were needed, really; there was never
any improvement. Marethyn took the female trait of empathy to
extremes. It was she who cared for her brother when no one else could
be bothered. This was something of an annoyance to Stogggul, who
believed that she was possessed of a great artistic talent that was
lying dormant while she went on her foolish missions of mercy. Kurgan was a problem—but then he had always
been a problem. First, periodically disappearing from his hingatta,
then befriending An-non Ashera, and now worming his way into the
Star-Admiral's good graces. Morcha might be too thickheaded to see
it, but Stogggul knew his son well enough to know that he had some
dangerous and illicit angle in mind. There was something wrong with
that boy. From the earliest age, he had ignored rules and
regulations. As a result Stogggul was always disciplining him. Not
that it seemed to matter overmuch. Kurgan had no sense of history or tradition. It had
gotten so bad he had even heard that Bach Ourrros had been making
jokes about it. Well, now Kurgan was the Star-Admiral's problem, and
as far as Stogggul was concerned the Star-Admiral was welcome to him. And speaking of Bach Ourrros, Stogggul had invited
him specifically to pour silicon into the wound. It had nearly killed
Bach Ourrros when Stogggul had stolen Dalma away from him. From that
incident, a bitter and protracted mercantile war had started between
the two Consortia. No matter. Everyone would interpret his inviting
Bach Ourrros and Kefrnr Gutttin to this first banquet as a sign of
his benevolence and magnanimity. Stogggul, laughing inside, smiled deeply as he rose
from the head of the table. As he did so, the participants fell
silent. "I trust you all have been enjoying
yourselves," he said. "I would like to formally introduce a
V'ornn many of you already know, our new Prime Factor, Sornnn
SaTrryn." He raised his hand, and the young V'ornn stood up,
bowed to the applause, then sat. "In between business trips to
the Korrush our new Prime Factor has been very busy reforming our
caste, ensuring higher profits for every Bashkir Consortium."
His gaze moved from the Star-Admiral to Olnnn Rydddlin to Kurgan, and
thence to everyone in between, finally settling on the long, pale
faces of Bach Ourrros and Kefffir Gutttin. Two praen in a podlet,
he thought. One thinks the treasonous thought, the other carries
it out. But then Kefffir Gutttin, with his hair-trigger temper and
frightening physical prowess, is well suited to be Bach Ourrros'
huntsman. Well, we shall see how long that lasts. "My next announcement concerns the proposed
construction of Za Hara-at. I am afraid my office has discovered a
number of irregularities in the permits and covenants that have been
filed with the regent's office." "What? What is the meaning of this,"
Kefffir Gutttin blustered right on cue. "We were assured by the
regent Eleusis Ashera himself—" "I am the regent now!" The hackles rose at
the back of Stogggul's neck. He bared his teeth. "Perhaps these
irregularities would not have arisen had the former regent not also
been involved in this … business arrangement. A conflict of
interest, don't you know." Bach Ourrros stirred. "And when, pray tell,
will these irregularities be dealt with?" Stogggul turned his bared teeth on the other
Bashkir. "My dear Bach Ourrros, believe me when I tell you there
were far more urgent matters requiring this office's attention." "What is your opinion on this delay?" Bach
Ourrros said to Sornnn SaTnyn. The young Prime Factor shrugged. "It is as
Wennn Stogggul says. It is a matter for the regent's office to
unravel. That is the law." "Oh, yes, I know what urgent matter takes up
the regent these dark days," KeffBr Gutttin cut in, growling.
"Decimating the Mesagggun population." "Only the priests of Enlil and their most
virulent supporters were rounded up," Stogggul said evenly. "Rounded up, tortured, and killed." KefHir
Gutttin was getting himself worked up. "You would do us a
kindness not to edit your report." "Report? Since when does the regent report
on his affairs?" "Eleusis Ashera did. He solicited our input in
each step of the design and construction plans for Za Hara-at. There
are those of us who have a stake in its completion. Such an important
cross-cultural experiment—" "'Cross-cultural experiment!'"Stogggul's
contempt was obvious to all. "How dare you use a euphemism to
describe a city of alien-lovers." "That was Eleusis Ashera's phrase." Ourrros could have curbed his huntsman with a single
word or gesture. Instead, his stony silence, giving tacit sanction to
this outrage, goaded Stogggul on. "Do not speak to me of the former regent. For
years loyal V'ornn have stood on the sidelines watching while he
sanctioned this misguided mingling of races. It disgusts us, and well
it should. We are V'ornn! We are the masters of the universe! We do
not wallow in the muck of the gutters. Za Hara-at was the former
regent's folly. As far as I am concerned, it died with him." "Eleusis Ashera!" Gutttin thundered. "The
former regent had a name. An illustrious name. You dishonor him and
all of us when you do not use it." "I am the regent now," Stogggul repeated
with every iota of menace at his disposal. He was sick to death of
Eleusis Ashera. Even death could not kill his memory. "And you
are in the regent's palace at my invitation. You dishonor yourself
and those who stand with you when you speak to your regent in this
treasonous manner." "Since when is it treason to speak one's mind?
Are you so afraid of opinions contrary to yours? You are not my
regent; you are not the regent of anyone sitting here listening to
your farcical lies. If you are regent at all, it is of and for the
Stogggul Consortium and only the Stogggul Consortium." Stogggul wondered how long the Star-Admiral would
allow this blowhard to spew his heretical invective. "I knew you
were a fool, Kefffir Gutttin. But this evening you have proved
yourself to be a dangerous fool." Kefffir Gutttin leapt up. "Is that a threat,
regent? Will you murder me in my private chambers in the
same cowardly manner you murdered Eleusis Ashera? Will you murder
each and every one of us who does not conform to your way of
thinking?" "There you have it, my friends and colleagues!"
Stogggul cried. "He is condemned by his own words!" "Regent, you have no idea of the consequences
of your actions. Mark my words. As surely as I stand here—"
Gutttin's face abruptly changed expression. A harsh gurgle escaped
his lips, along with a thin trickle of turquoise blood. Then he fell
over, a bolt buried in his back. Behind him, Kurgan was standing, his left arm
outstretched, pointed directly at where Gutttin had stood. It was he
who had shot the bolt. "Be warned," Kurgan said. "This is
how the Khagggun deal with traitors." Stogggul stared at Gutttin's corpse. This had been a
complete surprise. And not a pleasant one. It was the Star-Admiral's
duty to spring into action. That he had allowed Kurgan to do his wet
work bore further study. On the other hand, Kurgan had performed the
task most efficiently. Perhaps the decision to allow him to become
the Star-Admiral's adjutant had indeed been a good one. Once again,
Dalma had given him sound advice. As Kinnnus Morcha gave the order for Gutttin's
corpse to be taken away, Stogggul said, "My friends and
colleagues, no one regrets this unfortunate incident more than I."
His gaze swept over the assembled V'ornn, trying to read their
expressions. He wondered how many of the Bashkir here secretly
sympathized with Ourrros and Gutttin. This was something he meant to
discover, though he knew it would prove to be a lengthy and painful
process. At last, his eyes fixed upon his sworn enemy. "My dear
Bach Ourrros," he said in a light, sweet voice, "do you
wish to finish what Kefffir Gutttin began?" "Kefffir Gutttin's opinions were his own,"
Ourrros said stiffly. "He is dead. Allow him to rest in peace." Stogggul bowed his head. He could see Bach Ourrros
struggling with the death of his friend and fellow collaborator. He
reveled in Bach Ourrros shock and grief. Sornnn SaTrryn, on the other
hand, was evincing no such trauma. He sat placidly, watching Stogggul
from beneath hooded eyes. Was there the ghost of a smile on his face? Stogggul called for more fire-grade numaaadis, and,
shortly after the wine was poured, platters of steaming food began
appearing and the banquet was begun in earnest. In true V'ornn
fashion, the sudden death the participants had just witnessed was
forgotten, and when the empty chair and place setting had been
removed from the room, the last vestige of Kefffrr Gutttin vanished
with them. It was during dessert that a member of the
Haaar-kyut approached the Star-Admiral and whispered in his ear. At
once, Kinnnus Morcha's eyes found Stogggul's and he gave an
imperceptible nod. He rose from the table, followed the Khagggun out
of the room. A moment later, Stogggul also rose, told the guests to
continue enjoying themselves, and excused himself. Sornnn SaTrryn's
eyes caught his on his way out. Wennn Stogggul found the Star-Admiral and a heavily
armed Haaar-kyut escort waiting for him. "There has been an
incident," the Star-Admiral said. "A crude bomb has gone
off in the main Haaar-kyut barracks." The regent Stogggul shook and angry fist. "I
told you Eleusis Ashera was too lenient with the Kundalan. Well, what
have you done about this incident?" "Two resistance members have been executed.
Unfortunately. They did not give us an opportunity to interrogate
them. A third is still at large." "How bad was the damage?" "Bad enough. Fifteen dead, a score more
wounded." "Find the third resistance member and make an
example of him." "Yes, regent." Together, they went down the central staircase,
descending past the ground floor, into the subterranean caverns upon
which the palace had been built. "On a matter closer to home," the
Star-Admiral said, "Kefffir Gutttin is not alone in his
opinions." The regent grunted. "Have the traitor's head
spitted on a pike and display it outside the main entrance to the
palace until it turns black. That should make those sympathetic to
his cause retreat to their dens." The Star-Admiral called for one of his Khagggun to
carry out the order. Stogggul whispered to him. "I want the
beheading done in plain sight of the populace. Make a ceremony of
it." He waved his hand. "You Khagggun know more about
ceremonies and rituals than we Bashkir do." He did not notice
the expression that flickered across Kinnnus Morcha's face. "I want those who witness it to
remember, and everyone else to hear about it from those who saw." "As you wish, regent," the Star-Admiral
said in a clipped tone. They had arrived at the caverns. As they hurried
past the cyclopean Storehouse Door, Stogggul gestured. "There it
is, Star-Admiral, the Gyrgon apparently think this is greatest prize
and the greatest mystery on Kundala." "Let them have it, then." "But it is odd that there are none of them
around. I gave them the key to this Door, the Ring of Five Dragons. I
see it there in the center medallion, yet the Door remains locked.
Odd, don't you think?" Kinnnus Morcha shrugged. He had no more use for
Kundalan legends than the regent did. Quickly, he led the way down
the passageway to the series of cells. All had been empty when Annon
and Giyan had passed through here on their flight from the palace,
Now, the farthest one was guarded by a pair of burly Haaar-kyut, who
came to attention at the arrival of the group. "This is the priest, Pa'an," the
Star-Admiral said. "He is the last of his kind." Stogggul, peering into the gloom of the cell, saw an
emaciated male V'ornn, naked save for a few pathetic tatters of
clothes. The smell of fresh blood and waste matter made a miasma that
was almost palpable. "As you can see, regent, we have been doing our
best to keep the priest entertained." "And has he returned your favor in kind?" "Oh, yes, indeed, regent. Shall I demonstrate?" Stogggul lifted an arm. "By all means." The Star-Admiral deactivated the security grid, and
the two V'ornn entered the stinking cell. The priest, hanging from a
ring in the ceiling, looked at them from bloodshot eyes that barely
focused. He blinked and moaned as the fusion lamps came on. Kinnnus Morcha stood in front of the unfortunate
with his feet firmly planted and wide apart. "Where is your god
now, priest, eh?" he said, prodding him in the ribs. "Where
is Enlil, whom you have sworn to follow, whose gospel you preach to
the ignorant and the gullible?" "Enlil is here," the priest rasped through
lips swollen and black with dried blood. "He is all around, in
the very air we breathe." "Really?" The Star-Admiral's voice was
mocking. "Then he must be as sick to his stomachs as we are."
He grunted. "You really have made a mess of yourself, haven't
you?" "'Enlil is my sword, my guide, my righteous
wrath—'" The priest's recitation was abruptly terminated as
the Star-Admiral struck him a wicked blow just above a kidney. He
moaned and sagged; fresh blood drooled from his mouth. "Do not jabber in the regent's face, priest." "That is enough, Star-Admiral." Stogggul
grabbed hold of the priest to take the pressure off him and unhooked
him from the chains binding him. "Regent, what are you doing?" Ignoring him, Stogggul laid the priest down on the
bench set into the stone wall. "Listen to me, Brother Pa'an,"
he whispered. "I want to know everything you know. You are the
spiritual keeper of the Mesa-gggun. Though vast in numbers, this
caste is utterly unknown to me, as it was to the previous regent. He
was content to leave them alone with their vestigial religion that
preaches heresy against the Gyrgon will. That changes now. But before
I bring them to heel, I must first know their fervent hopes, their
dearest dreams… and their darkest fears. All this you will
reveal to me." "I will die first," the priest said.
"Enlil will take me in his arms and keep my spirit safe." "Is that what you think, Brother Pa'an?"
Stogggul took his own cloak and laid it over the priest. "That I
will torture you until you die? That you will heroically hold out
because of your piety to a god long forgotten? Enlil is dead, my
friend, if, indeed, he ever existed. The only living gods in the
universe are the Gyrgon." "You mistake me for someone else," the
priest croaked. "I am not your friend; I am your enemy." "Who would have guessed? A priest with a sense
of humor." The Star-Admiral grunted. "Now what will you do,
regent? The only thing these vermin understand is pain and more
pain." "Brother Pa'an has suffered enough."
Stogggul looked down at the haggard face. "Haven't you, my
friend?" He gently fed him some water, then keyed in a code on
his okummmon. A tertium wire snaked out, inserting itself in the left
side of the priest's neck in the center of a small pale scar. "Now,"
he whispered to the priest, "if memory serves you were bonded to
your god with a piece of his war shield, isn't that right?" The
priest's eyes stared up at him blankly. "This fragment of Enid's
shield is what allows you to be his emissary in this world. It allows
you to bond with him, it allows him to hear your prayers and to
answer them. Without it, you are cut off from your god. Have I got it
right so far?" Understanding bloomed on the priest's face as he
felt a short, sharp stab of pain. "What are you going to do?"
he whispered through his cracked, bloated lips. A thin trickle of
blood began to pool in the sunken hollow of his shoulder. "Why, I have already done it," Stogggul
said, showing him the small fragment the tertium wire had extracted
from his neck. The priest closed his eyes and moaned. Tears leaked
from his eyes. "Now you are nothing, Pa'an. You are bereft of
Enlil. If I choose to kill you—which I very well may—he
will not be there to receive you. Instead, your soul will sink into
the Abyss, there to share all eternity with the unbelievers, the
blasphemers, the defilers. That is what is in store for you. Unless…" The priest's eyes flew open. "Unless what?" "Unless you tell me what I want to know about
your flock." For a long time there was silence in the cell. Then,
slowly, haltingly, the priest began to speak. "Give me back that
which is ordained for me." Stogggul placed the fragment on the tip of the wire
and again it snaked into the side of the priest's neck. "There,
Brother. Your link to the god Enlil has been restored." Tears flowed again down the priest's cheeks. "There
is great unrest among the Mesagggun. Their enmity toward the Khagggun
is at a boiling point. So much so that the Traditionalists and the
Forwards have forged a pact of unity." "Now there's as useless a piece of
disinformation as I have ever heard," the Star-Admiral said.
"The skcettta is making fools of us." Waving him to silence, Wennn Stogggul whispered, "If
what you say is true, it would be unprecedented. The enmity between
the Traditionalists and the Forwards goes back many generations. How
did this alleged pact come about?" "It was brokered," the priest said. "By whom?" "I do not know." "Oh, kill this lying piece of excrement nowl"
Kinnnus Morcha thundered. Stogggul pressed on. "Brother Pa'an, I warn
you. If you lie, if you withhold information, I will remove your
ordination piece, and no amount of supplication on your part will
make me give it back. "It is not a lie," the priest said firmly.
"I only know they are not V'ornn." "So this priest would have us believe that
aliens have not only made contact with the Mesagggun but are
conspiring with them against us?" lnü—v r'ti "On the face of it, it sounds absurd," the
regent agreed. "And yet I cannot afford to ignore him,
Star-Admiral. If there is any truth to what he says, we must know
about it, do I make myself clear?" "Yes, regent." Stogggul turned back to the priest. "One last
question, my friend, and then you may rest. What is it your caste
wants so badly that they have put aside generations of hate and
mistrust?" "The building of Za Hara-at. The City of One
Million Jewels is important to us. We are uniting to continue its
construction." "This is all very amusing, but hardly
alarming." Stogggul leaned over the priest. "We have ways
of dealing with your kind." "You will not be able to split the Mesagggun,"
the priest said dully. Stogggul paused, looking at the priest who had
averted his face. "What is it, Brother Pa'an? What, are You not
telling me?" The priest's eyes were finally dry. "Trust me,
regent, you do not want to hear this." Stogggul put a hand tenderly on the priest's brow
and brought his head around. "Be that as it may, I will
hear it." "As you desire, regent." The priest licked
his lips. "At the core, it is fear that binds the Mesagggun
factions." "Fear? What could they fear save the regent's
retribution?" "They fear the Centophennni." The Star-Admiral's face went white. He looked
stricken. With a curt gesture, he sent the Haaar-kyut outside of
hearing range. "What about the Centophennni?" Stogggul
asked in a voice a shade less commanding than before. "It involves the most ancient of prophesies.
You who have cut yourself off from the god Enlil are ignorant of it,"
the priest said."'In the center of a million jewels/At the nexus
of the universe/When worlds collide/When the Usurper arises/The
Centophennni slaughter in his wake.'" "This is nonsense!" the Star-Admiral
cried. "Why would the Forwards care about a prophesy from a dead
god in whom they do not believe?" Stogggul held up his hand. "That is the wrong
question to ask. Brother Pa'an, what now has given this ancient
prophesy its urgency?" "We have heard that it parallels a Kundalan
prophesy." "He is lying," the Star-Admiral growled.
"In all their debriefings I have never heard this spoken of by
any Ramahan." "That is because it is not a Ramahan prophesy,"
the priest replied. "It is Druuge." "Druuge?" Wennn Stogggul said. "What
care I for these desert nomads?" "The City of One Million Jewels appears in
their cosmology. It is known as Earth Five Meetings. Earth Five
Meetings is the nexus of the universe, a holy city built upon the
ruins of an ancient fortress, the place where the Kundalan will make
their last stand against Eternal Night. The Druuge believe Za Hara-at
is that city." "What care I for primitives who stupidly choose
to live their lives in the middle of three thousand square kilometers
of nothing?" "Perhaps you should, regent. You see, their
prophecies also tell of the Usurper. The coming of the Usurper
heralds the beginning of An-amordor, the End of All Things." Stogggul sat back on his heels. "And who is
this Usurper who is to bring the Centophennni down upon us, who is to
cause the end of the universe?" "Why, regent, I would think by now it would be
clear," the priest said. "The Usurper is you." "Me?" Wennn Stogggul leapt up. "Now
you go too far!" "On the contrary," the priest said. "I
have not gone far enough." So saying, he snatched at the dagger
at the regent's left hip, slashed the curving blade across his own
throat. "No!" Stogggul cried, whipping the dagger
out of his spasming hand. But it was too late, the priest lay dead in
a pool of his own blood. "N'Luuura take him!" "Or Enlil," the Star-Admiral said. "It
matters not." The regent turned. "Let us swiftly away from
this noxious place. Make arrangements for the priest to be burned as
befits his beliefs, but do it quickly." "Yes, regent." The two V'ornn walked hurriedly back to the Door to
the Storehouse. For the moment, they were alone. The Star-Admiral
stood engrossed by the new okummmon embedded in his forearm with a
mixture of elation and distrust. "Will I ever get used to this
thing?" "It is what you have desired, isn't
it?" the regent Stogggul said. He was staring fixedly at the
pale, blood-streaked corpse of the priest as members of the
Haaar-kyut carried it out of the cell. "Oh, of course." Kinnnus Morcha prodded
the flesh surrounding the new implant to see if it was still sore. As
a Khagggun he had been trained to trust only those who had fought
beside him in battle, those who had proved their mettle in the
terrifying cauldron of interspecies conflagration. "One merely
needs to change one's thinking." Though this was the crowning
moment of his life, a moment he had dreamed of ever since he was
young, he frowned. "Thinking which has sidereal centuries of
tradition behind it." "It is precisely this tradition from which you
have been longing to break free. Or so you claimed when we made
seigggon." "Regent, the seigggon is a sacred blood oath.
Those who renege on it are butchered like cattle." Stogggul nodded. "Then neither of us have
anything to fear." Morcha bristled, his back ramrod-straight. "The
Khagggun fear nothing." Now the regent looked at him. "You fear the
Gyrgon, Star-Admiral." "And the Gyrgon fear the Centophennni." "As do we all," the regent replied.
"Listen to me, Star-Admiral, what transpired back there is for
our ears and our ears alone, do I make myself perfectly clear?" Kinnnus Morcha nodded. "No one knows this
better than I, regent. I was at Hellespennn, remember? I have fought
the Centophennni. The prophesy of Enlil we have just heard cannot
possibly be true. It is too terrible to contemplate." "A prophesy of a dead god? I think we need not
worry. But there is something in what the priest said that disturbs
me. He would have us believe by inference that it was this Druuge
tribe who brokered the alliance between Mesagggun factions. No, it is
more likely a ruse the clever priest used to distract us from
discovering the true identity of the alliance brokers. Tell me,
Star-Admiral, who has the most to gain by a Mesagggun uprising?" "The Kundalan resistance, regent." "Exactly! The Ashera regime taught them to be
bold. They attack the Haaar-kyut barracks, they are meddling in
V'ornn affairs. I like it not. The resistance needs to be taught a
final lesson." "I will have Olnnn Rydddlin see to it
immediately." "No, Star-Admiral." Stogggul lifted a
finger. "I have something else in mind for Olnnn Rydddlin. Have
you another who can fit the bill?" An oblique admonition, but one that rankled all the
same. "Most assuredly, regent," Kinnnus Morcha said
crisply. "It shall be done." Stogggul nodded. "Gird your packs for immediate
battle," he said. "We have the full backing of the
Comradeship." "Speaking of Gyrgon, regent. My new okummmon
has begun to pain me overmuch." "The implant takes time—" "No. It just started. Here. When we came
abreast of the Kundalan Storehouse Door." The Star-Admiral
looked around, then went down on one knee. "What have we here?" "What?" Wennn Stogggul said. "What
have you found?" The Star-Admiral had unhooked a Tracker from the
belt he wore beneath his robe. He ran the device across the floor
directly in front of the Door. He grunted, then looked up at the
regent. "It is blood, spilled quite recently." He stood.
"The truly odd thing is that it is Gyrgon blood." "Are you certain?" "The genomics analyzer on the Tracker is
faultless. More than one Gyrgon died here, regent. Of that you can be
certain. What do you think it means?" "I have no idea," Stogggul lied. Because
now he understood everything: why the Door remained locked, why no
Gyrgon was there though the Ring remained, and why they were so full
of rage at the last Summoning. This infernal Kundalan Door has
kilted a Gyrgon, he thought, and I gave them the key! Imagine if I
had kept the Ring of Five Dragons and tried to unlock the Door
myself. He stared at the Ring, embedded in the stone Dragon's
mouth. What sorcerous power did it hold, a power beyond even Gyrgon
ken? Blood pulsed in his skull. This was power beyond V'ornn
imagining. Had he been wrong to discount everything Kundalan? There
was a secret here worth exploring. But how to go about it? That would
require considerable thought. Everything has changed," the Old V'ornn said,
taking the sixth position, "since last I saw you, Stogggul
Kurgan." For as long as Kurgan could remember, the Old V'ornn
had always called him by the formal appellation. He liked that. It
showed respect. "The House of Ashera has been destroyed."
Kurgan assumed the mounted-star defense. "My father is the new
regent of Kundala. I am adjutant to Star-Admiral Morcha." During the next fifty minutes, he and the Old V'ornn
fought hand to hand in the Ka Form, a fluid and complex method of
fighting that had long ago been forgotten by others. They were in the
Old V'ornn's vaulted gymnasium. Padded walls held three tiers of
increasingly narrow ledges on which lessons were taught. When they were finished, Kurgan watched the Old
V'ornn with an emotion bordering on affection. The dark, gleaming
skull, the wrinkled face, the strong, capable hands, these were all
as familiar to him as the scent of his own body. The Old V'ornn had
taught him everything of importance. But he also listened to what
Kurgan had to say. And he was patient. Patient as a stone, patient as
the ocean lapping at that stone. "I made proper use of your lessons this
evening," Kurgan said with no little pride. "Kefffir
Gutttin died like the traitorous marsh-lizard he was. "You shot him in the back, did you not?" Kurgan stood very still, watching and waiting with
apprehension. He had known the Old V'ornn since he had been seven
years of age—a lifetime, it seemed. They had met quite by
chance at a street stall where Kurgan liked to go to look at the
long-bladed knives for sale. While his mother was buying leeesta from
a baker across the street, the Old V'ornn had approached him and
asked him which knife was his favorite. Kurgan had immediately
pointed to one with a long, thin, triangular blade. The Old V'ornn
had bought it on the sp'ot and had told Kurgan that he would teach
him to use it to hunt, that when he became sufficiently proficient
with it, it would become his to keep. A week later, Kurgan slipped
away from hingatta lüina do mori for the first of what would be
many difficult and exhilarating lessons at the Old V'ornn's
gymnasium. Now, he watched warily as the Old V'ornn walked
away. "Tell me, Stogggul Kurgan, why do you puff out your chest
like a rainbow-cock when your best friend has died?" Kurgan was so taken aback that he could not find his
tongue. The Old V'ornn paused and turned to face him.
"Ashera Annon was brought back here to Axis Tyr and his head was
delivered to the Gyr-gon. Is this not correct?" Kurgan nodded mutely. "And in the glare of your recent triumphs are
you to tell me that you have not spent even a moment contemplating
his demise?" "I was the agent of his death. I gave Morcha
what he wanted, and in return…" He spread his hands wide.
"He gave me what I wanted." The Old V'ornn pursed his lips. "I trust when
you speak of me, Stogggul Kurgan, you do so with the proper
respect." "I never speak of you." The Old V'ornn smiled a secretive smile. "Ah,
yes, part of our rules, isn't it?" The skin on his skull was
almost copper-colored, and so thin Kurgan could see the network of
purple veins pulsing with the rush of blood. Eyes pale from extreme
age met his and held them. "But to return to our topic, you
should not underestimate the price you will pay for your newfound
stature." "Price? What price?" The Old V'ornn walked to the far end of the
gymnasium. A wall panel swiveled open at his touch. He looked out
upon a courtyard he had built himself. It was filled with rocks,
stones, boulders of every conceivable size and shape. Somewhere
within water gurgled but, Kurgan knew, unless one stood in the exact
center of the courtyard one could not see the small pool. That, too,
was a lesson he had learned from the Old V'ornn when the two of them
had built the pool around the small spring on the property: to stand
at the center is to see everything. "You had a friend, once. Now he is ash. Because
of you, Stogggul Kurgan. Because of you." Something had caught the Old V'ornn's attention.
Kurgan followed him out into the courtyard. The Old V'ornn carefully
picked his way toward the center. In the many times Kurgan had seen
him do this he had never once taken the same path. "That was three months ago," Kurgan said.
"Ancient history. If I shed a tear I would be a hypocrite." "Of course. Remorse is but an aspect of
conscience, and you have none." There was a look of contentment
on the Old V'ornn's face, as if he was at last seeing the color and
shape of a long-awaited horizon. "Nevertheless, be aware that
there is a price to pay. Now or later, it matters not. This
is the Way of the Universe. The Law of Balance." "You have taught me that the path to power is
never straight. I am not frightened, if that is your concern." The Old V'ornn's smile was like the wrinkles in
ancient leather. "In your case, my concern is that you are never
frightened." "Again, you taught me that." At last, they had reached the center. The small but
deep pool bubbled up from its hidden source. The water was black as
pitch, even in the brightest sunlight. Kurgan still remembered how
cold it felt when his hands and forearms were immersed in it. At the
edge, stood a small chased-silver chalice, more delicate than
anything a V'ornn Tuskugggun could fashion. He imagined the Old
V'ornn coming out here, dipping it into the icy water, slaking his
thirst. "If that is your belief, then you have learned
improperly. I have taught you not to be frightened. But there are
times when fear is the only thing that will save your life. A healthy
fear hones the senses, attunes the mind. In this way, opportunities
appear. To be ruled by fear is weakness; to be utterly fearless
breeds arrogance." He looked into the heart of the pond. "Your
arrogance gives me pause." "Why? You have taught me that arrogance is
strength." "The sun is your emblem—your talisman as
well as your symbolic goal; it fairly pulses with limitless power.
But if you stare at it too long, you will go blind." "Not if every so often you focus on the dark
spot." The Old V'ornn thought of Kundala's sun with its
mysterious purple spot and laughed delightedly. "Ah, me, one is
never too old to learn; that makes life good again." He put his
arm around Kurgan, and the boy could immediately feel again the
strength that lay hidden inside the ancient, bony frame. That was the
way of him: Kurgan was convinced that he was composed entirely of
secrets. "Nevertheless, arrogance misused becomes a
weakness," the Old V'ornn continued. "You have crawled out
from under the shadow of your father. This is no mean
accomplishment." Kurgan felt warmed as if by the noonday sun. "Thank
you." The Old V'ornn's long, spidery forefinger waggled.
"Do not forget, however, that it is but a momentary
triumph." "I will not underestimate him." "Oh, but in your arrogance I believe you
already have." He tapped his thin, almost black lips with his
long, translucent fingernail. "You hold your father in the
greatest contempt." "He earned that contempt." The Old V'ornn's face darkened. "Listen to
yourself. Emotion has gained the upper hand. This contempt you feel
for your father rules you. He has seen it, felt it, and acts
accordingly. Therefore, it has the potential to be your ruin."
He smiled his enigmatic smile. "If Wennn Stogggul is
contemptible, that is one thing. It is a fact—certainly a
useful one, in the right context. But it is nothing more than a fact.
It is your emotion that is dangerous because it will blind
you to his power and his cunning. In this state, you will
underestimate him." For a long time, Kurgan said nothing. Processing the
Old V'ornn's words was never easy; sometimes it seemed impossible.
"You are right, of course," he said at length. "Who is
Wennn Stogggul? From this moment on, he ceases to be my father.
He is simply another player in the game." "If you mean that—if you can truly feel
it, Stogggul Kurgan—then we are finished for tonight." The regent Stogggul was in the now empty banquet
hall, staring intently at the holoimage of Kundala when Dalma came
through the open doorway. "My love." He turned to her and scowled. "I observed you
this afternoon. How many times have I warned you about showing
yourself around the public rooms? They are reserved for state
business." "Growling at me so quickly?" She
approached him in a swirl of brocaded silk. Lately, she had taken to
purchasing lushly embroidered Kun-dalan fabrics and having them made
into robes. "Why, I cannot recall you ever warning me
about anything." She insinuated her leg between his. He ignored her ministrations. It would not do to let
her see how much he had come to depend on her avaricious mind and her
contacts. As a Looorm with many clients, she had intimate access to
levels of society—both V'ornn and Kundalan—he could never
penetrate no matter how great his power grew. Pillow talk was a
powerful tool given the proper direction. "I have told you that
you may have the run of my private quarters. Evidently that is not
enough for you." She smiled ever so sweetly while she pressed against
him with the heat of a sun going nova. "You know you should be grateful that I let you
live inside the palace walls," he continued. "What other
Looorm could make that claim?" "That is because I am like no other Looorm, my
love." When she licked the side of his neck, he grabbed hold of
her wrist and jerked her away. She made a little cry of pain, which
pleased him. Now she was pouting. "I came here to present
you with a wonderful surprise, and now you have hurt me." He pulled her to him in gentler fashion. "I am
lately put in a foul mood. Forgive me." "Always, my love. But what base work transpired
in the caverns below to cause you such anguish?" He turned away, collapsing the holoimage. "No matter. I guarantee your mood will lift
when you see my surprise." So saying, she led him out of the
room, down the hallway, past the grand staircase, along passageways
that became increasingly disorienting to him. There was no doubt that
she had a far better grip on the palace's labyrinthine structure than
he did. At last, they came out on the balcony he knew
overlooked Giyan's herb garden. He had had all the plants ripped out
and was going to have the ground cobbled over until Dalma begged him
not to. He liked it when she begged, and so he had acquiesced. Now
she led him to the filigreed balustrade, and said, "There. What
do you think?" Looking down, he saw in the moonslight a young
Kundalan female with thick platinum-colored hair kneeling in the
midst of what looked like neatly planted rows of weeds. A freshening
wind swirled in the interior garden, bringing to his nose a
succession of pungent odors that made him sneeze. "What is this?" he shouted. "Not only
are these weeds ugly, but they stink to low N'Luuural" At the sound of his voice, the young female stood
and turned her face up to him. She was very tall, willowy,
fine-featured. Her thick hair was pulled back off her face, plaited
into a wide plait that hung like a shock-sword to the gentle flair of
her buttocks. At that precise moment, Wennn Stogggul was certain that
his hearts had ceased to beat. He grabbed the top of the balustrade
Cvith whitened knuckles to keep his knees from buckling. To say that
he had never been susceptible to the charms of the Kundalan female
would be something of an understatement. In fact, truth be known, he
found their aspect as abhorrent as the fire-beetles of Phareseius
Prime, and he considered them to be just as low on the food chain.
But as her large, exceedingly pale eyes studied him gravely some
sensation previously unknown to him pierced his flesh, spread a
curious fever throughout his system that left him weak. It was as if her robes had melted away. He imagined
he could see her body, the cool curves, the secret dells, and every
alien place on her became a source of intense curiosity and profound
eroticism. He could feel the heat rising from her even from this
distance; he could smell her curious scent. Every aroma in the garden
smelled delicious every plant dripped moisture he longed to hold on
the tip of his tongue. "It is difficult, I know, to believe that
such'stinking weeds' could have a salubrious effect on V'ornn and
Kundalan alike." The female Kundalan's smile played over him like
delicate fingers, and he felt a shiver run through him. He tried to
respond, swallowed his jumbled thoughts instead. Intuiting, perhaps, doubt from his silence, she
continued, "I assure you, Lord, I speak the truth." She
offered up a black-basalt mortar and a white-agate pestle. "I
can give concrete example to my words, if the Lord will permit me." Stogggul gathered himself sufficiently to say, "Tell
me your name, female." "Malistra, Lord." He liked that she called him Lord. He nodded and
beckoned to her. "Come up here, Malistra, and I shall divine the
truth of your words for myself." As soon as Malistra had disappeared, Dalma said,
"This is the Kundalan sorceress I told you about. I have had her
plant her herbs here so that she can tend them and harvest them just
for your use." The regent frowned. "The accursed Ashera
skcettta Giyan has used her sorcery to put herself under the
protection of Rekkk Hacüar. Doubtless, it was her sorcery that
got them past Pack-Commander Ry-dddlin and his Khagggun four nights
ago. Since then, we have been unable to trace them." "You see what Kundalan sorcery can accomplish?"
she said. "Now you will have your own sorceress to fight Giyan
on her own terms." He looked deep into her eyes while a slow smile
crept across her face, and allowed a sigh to escape his lips.
"Perhaps you are right." She laughed deep in her throat. "You know I
am." "Do you think she can find the fugitives for
me?" "You must ask her that yourself, my love."
Her hands kept moving beneath his robes. "Now tell me why you
have me playing up to that smelly bannntor?" He made a disgusted sound. "The Star-Admiral is
living down to my initial assessment of him—of all Khagggun."
He shook his craggy head. "There is good reason why they are
Lesser Caste. His elevation to power will make him dangerous unless
he is put on a leash." At that moment, Malistra appeared on the balcony.
Standing there, silent and respectful, holding the mortar full of
ground herbs, she exuded the gravely erotic aspect of a priestess.
Seeing her now, his mind clicked into gear and his plan—his
delightfully malicious plan—moved to its next phase. Two teyj
with one call, wasn't that the Gyrgon saying? To possess Malistra, to
get her to use her sorcery to unlock the Storehouse Door would prove
a double coup. He would assuage the fire inside him and get the
Gyrgon to wrest control of salamuuun trade from the Ashera Consortium
and give it to him. Finally. Just revenge. But first this Malistra
had to prove herself to him. He had to move with caution. More than
one Gyrgon dead. The Ring of Five Dragons had already proved itself
far too dangerous for any further precipitous action. He turned Dalma around. "While I try out this
Kundalan nonsense, you are to go to the Star-Admiral." "Toward what end?" "A liaison." Dalma's eyes opened wide. "Are you mad?" "Mad as a Kraelian sundog." He was so
delighted with himself that he decided not to punish her for her
disrespect. Besides, her abhorrence at leaving him sent a pleasurable
jolt through his tender parts. "I want you to give Morcha the
opening he hungers for." "Opening?" He led her to the far end of the balcony, where
there was no chance of them being overheard. "All Khagggun are
trained to find their opponent's weakness. Why have him search too
hard to find mine? Morcha secretly lusts after you. I know it. Make
him believe that you have grown tired of me and my corish ways."
He chuckled. "Of a certain, that will appeal to him. I want him
to think that through you he has a direct source to what I am
thinking and planning. That way, he will relax his guard. I will have
him right where I want him." He chuckled. "In the palm of
your hand." Dalma, who liked intrigue bettter than the next
Looorm, laughed mightily as she kissed him. "How utterly
delicious, my lovel It will be a pleasure to deliver him to you just
as you ask." She pouted. "My only regret is that I will be
spending less time with you." "We all need to make sacrifices, don't we?"
Stogggul looked past her to where Malistra stood at the other end of
the balcony, the moonslight caught in her platinum hair. Dalma kissed
him hard on the lips. She squeezed Malistra's shoulder briefly as she
passed by her. When he was alone with the Kundalan female, Wennn
Stogggul gestured for her to approach. Close-up, her appearance was
even more striking. The platinum hair, flat to her skull, and her
strange, pale eyes contrived to make her not only alien but exotic as
well. She wore a simple dark cloak meant for traveling. Her
well-formed arms were bare. A bronze band, cleverly worked into the
aspect of a fierce serpent, wound around her right arm from just
above her elbow to just below her shoulder. The flat, wedge-shaped
head seemed to stare at him without emotion of any kind. "I understand you have a facility with this,"
he said, gesturing at the herbal mixture. "It is a gift, Lord, though modest." "Sorcery." He shook his head. "It is
nothing but corwash." She let him see the ghost of a smile. "Is your
Gyrgon's technomancy so different, Lord? Both seek to make
explainable what is beyond our ken." The regent grunted. "You can be sure Gyrgon are
not interested in ground herbs and roots." "But you appear to be, Lord." He scowled menacingly. "You are an impudent
thing. Shall I punish you?" "I meant no disrespect—none at all, Lord.
On the contrary. You are benevolent and progressive for a V'ornn. For
allowing me to plant and harvest my crops inside your palace grounds
I am grateful." Wennn Stogggul kept his scowl firmly in place. That
way she would never detect how fast his hearts were beating. "How
grateful, I wonder?" Malistra slipped to her knees. Setting down the
mortar and pestle, she scooped a handful of freshly ground powder and
spat into it until she had made a thick paste. Deftly, she snaked her
hand through the parting of his robes, probed deeper, smeared the
paste onto his tender parts. Her magnificently strange face raised to him like a
flower to sunlight. "Shall I show you, Lord, the length and
breadth of my gratitude?" She was gripping him, or perhaps the paste she had
concocted was starting to work. Be that as it might, he had no choice
but to nod dumbly as her face followed her hand between the thick
folds of his magisterial regent's robes. Afterward, he lay staring up at the glittering
stars, their light hard as crystal. Malistra rose up on her elbow
beside him and said, "Have I pleased you, Lord?" "You have." "Though I am an alien?" The regent Stogggul reached for the thick plait of
her hair. Malistra smiled, drew his hand away, placed hers on his
hairless chest, and he felt his tender parts stir again. The bronze
serpent gleamed and glistened, its incised scales seeming to undulate
with her movements. "You are Kundalan. What we have done is
transient." He lifted a hand, let it fall. "You see? It is
already gone." "But I wish for something more permanent,
Lord." "You are Kundalan," he repeated. To him,
this said it all. She rose up to a sitting position and folded her
legs beneath her. He could not take his eyes off the thick plait of
hair that draped over her shoulder and hung between her breasts. "As
a token of my sincerity, will you allow me to show you another use
for my powder?" "I liked greatly the first use." He
nodded. "By all means." Quickly, she mixed a pinch of the herb mixture in a
dram of clear liquid and told him to drink it down. "What effect will this have?" "It is best for you to experience it for
yourself, Lord." Since it had had only the most salubrious effect on
his tender parts, he did not hesitate, swallowing it down in one
gulp. Almost immediately, he felt sick to his stomachs. Sweat broke
out all over him and he grew so dizzy that when he tried to swipe at
her he managed only to crack his head on the finely fluted uprights
of the balustrade. Hanging his head miserably over the side, he
vomited into the garden below. He rolled over, groaning. He felt as
weak as a starving blood-flea. "You …" he stammered. "You…" She held his head up with one hand and proffered a
small cor-hide flask. "Here, Lord, drink this." The warm liquid dribbled down his throat. He had
barely enough energy to swallow. But once he did, he began to feel
his strength flow back into him like a stream cresting in springtime. "What. . . what did you do to me?" "I could have killed you, Lord, ""she
said with a curious tenderness. "And it would have been so easy.
All it would have taken was to double the dose. Your Haaar-kyut are
nowhere around, no one knows I am here, and an autopsy would have
revealed nothing. The herb mixture breaks down into its biochemical
parts within minutes of ingestion." He stared at her, wide-eyed. "I will have you
beheaded." "Certainly, Lord, if that is your wish."
She pushed over the mortar full of ground herbs. "But first,
accept this gift, to use against your enemies, if you wish. Having
ingested the half dose, you yourself are now immune." He was silent for some time. She could tell he was
weighing matters in his mind. At last, he came to a decision. "Dalma
informs me that this garden was once used by the former regent's
skcettta, Giyan." "Ah, yes." "You know her?" He was at once suspicious. "Only by reputation, Lord." "By all reports, she is a clever one." The
regent rose. He leaned his elbows on the balustrade and, for a long
time, stared down into the garden filled now with sorcerous herbs,
roots, and mushrooms. "Tell me, who harvested these druggish
herbs for the skcettta?" Malistra laughed, a soft tinkling sound like water
falling against crystal. "It surely wasn't me, Lord. A
sorceress cannot receive her herbs from another; the oils of that
individual would contaminate them, rendering them inert or
worse—reversing their effect. They cannot be harvested by
machine because they are too delicate, and even if you used gloves,
your aura would infect them. Like all sorceresses, Giyan grew or
picked the herbs herself, just as I am doing." At length, Malistra came and stood beside him, her
arm loosely around his waist. "What are you pondering so deeply,
Lord?" she asked in a gentle voice. "If I can help, you
have only to ask." Stogggul's mind was on fire. His desire for her had,
if anything, multiplied beyond his comprehension. He looked down
at the herbal mixture. What other fruits of her sorcerous powers
could she provide? He wanted her so badly he could feel his tender
parts throb. "There are fugitives I seek," he said thickly.
"One of them is the skcettta, Giyan. She has used her sorcery to
disappear. You will find her for me. Your sorcery can do that, yes?" "Most assuredly, Lord." "If you can find her and her companion, then I
will know the truth to your words and you can have your more
permanent relationship with me." But not before you use your
Kundalan sorcery to get me the Ring of Five Dragons, he thought. Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha was stretched out naked
on the veranda of his pavilion, bathing in pale moonslight. He lay in
an openwork cradle-chair; another identical cradle-chair was next to
him. Neat rows of sheared, densely limbed ammonwood trees ringed the
circumference of the veranda, shielding it from curious eyes. The
flooring was constructed of a synthetic stone material, white as
snow, which reflected and magnified the moonslight. He heard soft
footfalls and knew who it was approaching because he had given orders
that only his young adjutant be allowed into the pavilion. He
said, "Do you know, Kurgan, that the night is a time for
intrigue." "I do now, sir." "Where have you been?" the Star-Admiral
snapped in an altogether different tone of voice. "Your absence
since the end of the banquet has been noted." "There is a female, sir." Kurgan stood
stiffly at attention. "A female? At your age?" "She is a Looorm, sir." The lie came
easily, almost gleefully to his lips. "She is teaching me." "It is good to have such teachers in life,
adjutant. We are taught to feel only contempt for Tuskugggun,
especially Looorm. But there comes a time in life when one creeps
under your skin, when you find yourself feeling something for her you
did not think it was possible to feel. Then, and only then, do you
know what you are missing by being Khagggun." "I hope to find such a Tuskugggun one day."
Kurgan, who held no such hope, wondered who this Looorm of the
Star-Admiral's might be. "If you do, I promise you will wonder whether
she is a blessing or a curse." Kinnnus Morcha lifted a thick,
powerful arm. "But enough of sentiment. Come, then,
adjutant. Shed your uniform again and join me." Sensing the
boy's hesitation, he rose up on one elbow. "This is part of my
nightly regimen. In my travels I have been exposed to any manner of
atmospheric radiation, and I say unequivocally that Kundala's is
by far the sweetest. I had these stone blocks made for me; they
amplify the radiation, the sense of well-being." He winked.
"Between you and me, I have found that it rejuvenates the
tenderest of tender parts." As Kurgan began to shed his uniform, the
Star-Admiral lay back down with a long sigh. In a moment, he heard
his young adjutant settle into the cradle-chair beside him. "And
it is a certainty that we both need a little rejuvenation after that
nasty banquet your father served up." "I thought it all went rather well,"
Kurgan said. "Did you now? I suppose yoti marked the
surprise on your father's face when you loosed your bolt into Kefffir
Gutttin's back." "I did not." "That diatribe of his was fully planned. He
meant to call out one of them—Bach Ourrros or Kefffir Gutttin.
Bach Ourrros is too clever to allow himself to be drawn into a public
shouting match with the regent. Kefffir Gutttin, however, was not so
circumspect." "I know that my father wants Bach Ourrros
dead." "They want each other dead," Kinnnus
Morcha grunted. "But the regent also had something else in mind.
He devised a clever test for me—a test to prove my loyalty." "Haven't you already proved your loyalty to
him?" "Your father is, I think, testing the practical
feasibility, shall we say, of the new intercaste society he and I are
creating. It is an entirely new world; I don't blame him." He
held up his left arm. "I have barely begun to understand the
workings of my new okummmon; how can he possibly understand me?"
He rolled over heavily. "What he did not expect was for you to
kill his enemy." "He said nothing to me." "Would you expect him to?" "I would expect him to acknowledge my first
kill." The Star-Admiral sighed. "Then, adjutant, you
are doomed to disappointment. I can tell you how proud you made
me because you knew what was required even before I could signal you.
I was impressed. But your father? No, never. He is not that sort of
V'ornn." Even as a wave of satisfaction coursed through him,
Kurgan knew that Kinnnus Morcha was right. Without realizing it, he
had reverted back to his old way of thinking of the regent as his
father. The Old V'ornn would be displeased at how poorly he had
learned his latest lesson. He must concentrate harder than he had
before; he must make certain that he never again mistook Wennn
Stogggul for his father. "I am grateful that I have pleased you,
Star-Admiral. I was wondering if I could join one of the packs in the
attacks against the Kundalan resistance." "Ah, but you are a bloodthirsty young thing,
aren't you?" The Star-Admiral smiled up at the open sky. "That
campaign is going well enough without my needing to risk you there.
Imagine your father's wrath, adjutant, if I let anything happen to
you." "What purpose do I serve if I cannot
participate in campaigns?" Kurgan said. "Does the
Star-Admiral doubt my prowess?" "I do not, adjutant. On that score, you have
proved your worth. But I have many superior Khagggun at my disposal
to do my wet work. There are other campaigns, on other fronts for
which you are far better suited," The Star-Admiral moved his
palm, and a holographic image of Kundala slowly spun. "Tell me,
adjutant, why have we no presence here, on the southern continent?" Kurgan shrugged as he stared at the holoimage. "An
early foray determined there wasn't enough profit to merit
occupation. The climate is inhospitable, a breeding ground for a
number of opportunistic viruses. The people native to the continent,
the Sarakkon, are a xenophobic, primitive lot." Kinnnus Morcha grunted. "Yet we trade with
them, do we not?" "As do the Kundalan, Star-Admiral. The Sarakkon
are clever and devious. They mine a number of highly radioactive
substances the Gyr-gon are studying as a stable power source." "Tell me, do you know what happened to that
first Khagggun expedition? No? Fully a third of the personnel
died of acute radiation poisoning before the rest could retreat. It
penetrated right through their off-world biosuits. Those that did
return were held in quarantine for months while the Gyrgon worked on
detoxifying them. Their biosuits and personal effects were vaporized;
their shuttle was deemed unfit for V'ornn life and sent to the bottom
of the Sea of Blood." "A dangerous lot, Star-Admiral." "That is the avowed consensus among my
colleagues." Kurgan thought he caught the hint of a smirk on
Kinnnus Morcha's face. "The Sarakkon colony is in Harborside, is
it not?" "It is, Star-Admiral." "And you are at least somewhat familiar with
that area, are you not?" "Sir?" "Well, I mean to say your brother is, um,
living in that section of the city." Kinnnus Morcha pursed his
lips. "And, if memory serves, it plays host to the
Kalllistotos." Kurgan held his breath and tried to gather his
thoughts. He wondered how much the Star-Admiral knew. He
admonished himself not to underestimate either Morcha's guile or his
network of informants. He would do well to find out whether Morcha
had unearthed elements of his private life or whether he was trolling
for information. "It is true that I have been known to visit the
Kalllistotos now and again." "And from time to time participate in it." "I require diversion from the ordinary,”
Kurgan said carefully. "Diversions is more like it," the
Star-Admiral said dryly. So he knew it all. Kurgan bit his lip. He shouldn't
be so surprised. Well, he could not do anything (fbout it now, but he
certainly could ensure the flow of information would cease. Kinnnus Morcha closed his eyes and breathed deeply.
"I want you to go to Harborside and insinuate yourself into the
Sarakkon enclave." "That will not be easy, sir. As you know, they
are somewhat hostile to outsiders. They do not even fully trust the
Kundalan." "Adjutant to the Khagggun Star-Admiral, and one
that participates in the Kalllistotos, at that. Xenophobia or no
xenophobia, it seems to me that from their point of view you would
make a formidable friend." Kurgan turned onto his side. "And should I find
them amenable. Star-Admiral, what are your orders?" "Gather information. Anything and everything. I
want to get their perspective on the Kundalan." "The resistance, sir?" "Naturally." The Star-Admiral stretched.
"Also, see what they can tell you about the Druuge." "The Druuge, sir?" "A minor curiosity, that is all." Kurgan's lips curled into a smile of admiration. "I
am overwhelmed by your trust in me, Star-Admiral." Kinnnus Morcha heaved his bulk again so that he was
looking out at the distant peaks of the Djenn Marre. "My father
passed on to me one valuable piece of advice, adjutant, and it is
this: 'Trust is only as long as the blade of a shock-sword.'" "I will remember that, sir." The Star-Admiral closed his eyes again. "Many
have tried; few have succeeded." Avatar “Why?" "I have already told you why," Rekkk
Hacilar said. "You know, but you do not yet believe me." Giyan and Rekkk, riding cthauros the Gyrgon Nith
Sahor had provided for them, were making their way through the
high-elevation forest where Rekkk, as Pack-Commander, had once
pursued her and Annon as they had fled toward Stone Border. "You have forsaken everything—your caste,
your status, your power—everything that makes you V'ornn,"
Giyan said. "For what? Please do not tell me it is to be with
me." Rekkk ducked his head out of the way of a trailing
branch. "How can I talk to you when you still distrust and hate
me so?" "You are a V'ornn. You are used to difficult
situations. Try," she said, dryly. He nodded. "Like Eleusis, like Nith Sahor, I
feel as if I am in service to a higher calling. To be honest, my life
never made much sense to me. Like my mother, I was pulled in a
direction I could never understand, I only knew it was away from
other V'ornn. In the closest-knit caste in V'ornn society, I felt
like an outsider. And now… now I have a chance to help my
people and yours." He spurred his cthauros up beside her. "I
see the expression on your face. No matter what you may think, I hate
Wennn Stogggul and Kinnnus Morcha more than you do." "Impossible." "Ah, yes, let us now argue degrees of hatred.
We are such experts." She turned to him after a moment, nodded. "I
take your point." "Let us agree on this, at least. Let us leave
the arguments concerning hate to the regent and the Star-Admiral,
shall we?" She spurred her cthauros forward, and he went
silently after her. The day was warm and still. Insects swarmed and,
overhead, birds flitted from branch to branch. Swaddled in green
shade, they made their way northward, always ascending the outriding
slopes of the mountain range. "I trust you know what you are doing," he
said. "This girl Eleana. Tell me how she will help us find the
Dar Sala-at." "I already know where the Dar Sala-at is,"
Giyan said shortly. "Eleana knows the terrain from here to the
higher elevations better than I do. Plus, she has many friends who
can help us along the way, feed us, shelter us from prying eyes." "In other words, she is resistance." When Giyan did not reply, he said, "Are you
worried I will run her through with my shock-sword?" "No," she said. "I am worried she
will run you through." He leaned over his saddle toward her. "I should
be offended, but as you can plainly see, I'm not. In fact, I am
pleased you are concerned for my well-being." "I promise I won't make a habit of it." "Don't make promises you canit keep." She gave him a sharp look, then reined in her
cthauros and dismounted. "Stay here," she cautioned
him. 'It will be more trouble than we need if Eleana sees you before
I have a chance to explain your presence." "What can you possibly say to her that would
stop her from wanting to spit me on the spot?" "I am still working on that." "Why don't you use your sorcery on her?" "Osoru cannot work like that on someone who is
not your enemy," Giyan said shortly. "You would need Kyofu,
the Dark Sorcery, for that. I have little knowledge of Kyofu, and
even less desire to use it." He swung off his mount. "In that event, I think
I'd better go with you." "I told you to stay here." For a moment, they stood deadlocked, not more than a
meter apart. At length, he nodded. "Forgive me. I am unused
to taking orders from a female." "It was not an order. I…" A sudden
gust of wind rose against Giyan's face. She brushed hair out of her
eyes. "I thought… I think my making contact with Eleana
alone makes the most sense." "Go on, then." She blinked. Her eyes searched the rough contours of
his face, seeing for the first time softer edges. "I will be
back with her as quickly as I can. In the meantime…" "I know how to occupy myself," he said. "It wasn't an order. Really." "I believe you," he said pointedly. Giyan nodded, lifted a hand halfway, a kind of
awkward farewell, then she turned and vanished into the forest. Eleana crouched behind a huge heartwood tree,
watching the slow play of sunlight as it filtered through the forest.
The birds sang, the insects droned just as they had ten minutes ago.
But now there was a difference. Something had entered the forest that
had no business being here. She could feel it, like a ripple of cool
air on a hot summer's day. The fine hairs at the back of her neck
stirred, causing a premonitory shiver to run through her. Ever since
the V'ornn had abruptly stepped up their attacks on the resistance,
she and everyone in her cell had been on edge as they heard that one
cell after another was being systematically rooted out and
annihilated. She had stopped counting the number of friends who had
died in just the past week. She drew the V'ornn shock-sword that hung at her
left hip. She had spent weeks training herself to manipulate the
heavy weapon. Though she was far from deciphering its idiosyncrasies,
she felt proficient enough to draw it with an eye to using it. She
moved a little into deeper shade, both to protect herself further and
to gain a wider view into the forest glade just to her south. Her
scalp began to tingle. Something was coming. She gripped the
shock-sword with both hands, her muscles knotted with tension. No doubt Dammi would laugh to see her now, as he had
laughed watching her try to swing the unwieldy V'ornn weapon. Of
course, with his size and bulk it was far easier for him to train on
the shock-sword. These days it seemed she and Dammi constantly butted
heads. Poor Dammi, he loved her so. The frustration he felt
at her lack of response often bubbled over into their professional
relationship. Perhaps, after all, he would be happier giving her
orders, though he denied it vociferously every time she brought it
up. And so the pointless squabbles continued. Pointless,
because in reality they were not arguing about power so much as
unrequited love. Pointless, too, for her to explain his sub rosa
hostility because the one time she tried he stalked out and would not
speak to her for a week. Maybe this had something to do with their
youth. Who would have expected Kundalan of their age to be leading
their own cell of the resistance? Sometimes, she found herself
wondering if she and Dammi were up to the responsibility. But who
else was there? In this area, the V'ornn had long ago killed most of
the adult males, murdering them in their periodic hunts. Of course,
she harbored another theory concerning their escalating disputes, or
perhaps it had to do with Kara. He could not understand her refusal
to reject Müna and join him in Kara's wholesale embrace of the
"here and now." No more wondering why Müna had turned
her back on them. No more waiting for a sign of the Great Goddess's
return. No more bitter and divisive arguing over the Prophesies of
the Dar Sala-at, The Pearl, and Anamordor. No more wondering where
they had come from and where they were destined to go. Simply the
promise of a better life today. On the other hand, she wondered how much his current
reaction had to do with the appearance of Annon Ashera, The day Annon
and Kurgan had come upon her swimming she had been inside Axis Tyr,
stowing away in the bottom of a Kundalan dray carrying fertilizer to
spread over V'ornn gardens. There, she had reconnoitered, looking for
weak spots in V'ornn defenses and, with the help of resistance
members in the city, had located a back passage into the Haaar-kyut
main barracks. Weeks later, Dammi had returned to plant the bomb
he had made from cor manure bolstered by a stick of tertium-gelignite
he had bartered for. The resulting blast had been devastating for the
V'ornn. But two of her contacts in the city had been killed; only her
skill and daring had prevented Dammi himself from being captured. She stiffened as a shadow stole through the thick
foliage of the heart-wood trees on the south side of the glade.
Coming, yes. Something was coming. Her heart constricted at the
thought of another Khagggun hunting pack. Annon. His appearance had, as the saying goes, upset
her carefully stacked muodd cart. Her opinion of the V'ornn had been
set in stone. They had killed her parents, her aunts and uncles, her
friends and compatriots. But that was before Annon had saved
her, before she had fallen madly in love with him. It was that mad
love that had so enraged Dammi, that had shattered their
relationship, her own insular world. Hatred of the V'ornn was what
had dominated so much of her life. Her love for Annon—so
unexpected, so startling, so thrilling—made her bones ache with
longing, made her blood sing, made colors electric. Returned to her
were the sweetness of birdsong, the beauty of a sunrise, the fastness
of the mountains. He had made her live again. At a soft whinnying, she looked to her left without
moving her head. Through a mass of leaves, she saw someone cautiously
leading a cthau-ros into the dappled sunlight of the glade. Her heart
leapt. What if it was Annon? The figure emerged from the leafy forest. Eleana,
her shock-sword at the ready, drew in a quick breath. "Giyan!" "Eleana, it gives me great pleasure to see you
again," Giyan said as she walked toward the girl. "I did not know whether I would ever see you
again. How is Annon?" Before Giyan had a chance to reply, Rekkk stepped
out into the leafy glade. As soon as Eleana saw his face she cursed under her
breath and drew her shock-sword, thumbing on its ion flow. "Behind me, quickly!" she cried. "It
is a trap!" "Eleana, no!" Giyan whirled on Rekkk.
"What do you think you're doing?" But Eleana was already rushing headlong toward him,
brandishing the weapon. Rekkk did not touch the shock-sword hanging
at his waist. Neither did his hands move toward any of the other
weapons he carried. She was already halfway across the glade
when she felt another bout of the odd dizziness that had come over
her during the last few weeks. She recovered, came on toward him,
but, oddly, he had not armed himself. Abruptly, she came up short, her heart in her
throat. "What is your game, Khagggun?" she spat. "Are
your pack members all around me? Is this the nature of your trap?" "Only the two of us are here," Giyan said
desperately. "This is no trap, Eleana." "I am no longer Khagggun," Rekkk said,
careful to keep his hands away from his weapons. "I have
declared myself Rhynnnon." Giyan had walked between them. With a brief basilisk
glare at Rekkk, she turned to Eleana, her palms upraised. "Please
believe me when I tell you that neither Rekkk Hacilar nor I mean you
harm." She smiled as she put a black, stiff-fingered hand on the
girl's arm. Eleana looked from Rekkk Hacilar to Giyan. "He
is still V'ornn." "Oh yes." Giyan's whistleflower-blue eyes
held Eleana's. "But he is with me, and we are on a mission of
such vital importance that we must very soon be on our way. Put down
your weapon, Eleana, I beg you. We need your help." Eleana did no such thing. "Are you now reduced
to being a defender of the V'ornn?" "I am no defender of the V'ornn," Giyan
said softly. "Just this V'ornn." There followed a
tense silence in the glade. Giyan, coming up against another Kundalan's fierce
and determined antagonism, realized that a profound shift had
occurred deep inside herself. Like a leaf taken downstream by a
swiftly flowing river, she had unexpectedly arrived at an unfamiliar
part of herself. When had she ceased to think of Rekkk Hacilar as the
enemy? When he had arranged the Visitation with Annon for her? When
he had become Rhynnnon? When he had tried to protect her against
Olnnn Rydddlin? When he had dealt with Nith Sahor in such courageous
fashion? Again, a new path was opening up before her, and she was at
its fork. There was another decision to make, just as there had been
back at Nith Sahor's laboratory. Her new path was waiting for her to
take the first step. She could use her rage and despair over Annon
like a weapon to keep punishing them both, or she could see
Rekkk Hacilar for who he really was. "What mission could you be on that would
involved a V'ornn?" Eleana's eyes narrowed. "You aren't
under duress, are you?" She reached out suddenly, took hold of
one of Giyan's blackened arms. "Did the V'ornn do this to you?"
Giyan shook her head. "There was an accident
while I was trying to save Annon. I am now able to move my fingers
inside these chrysalides, but I do not know whether that is good or
bad. The chrysalides put out thousands of fibers that have seemingly
completed their connection to my hands, and now I fear they are a
part of me, but as to what is happening I do not know." "I am so sorry. Truly." Giyan nodded her head. "As I said, we need your
help. We are on a mission—a mission to find the Dar Sala-at." "What say you? In front of the V'ornn?" "The V'ornn has a name, Eleana, just like you
and me. And, yes, Rekkk Hacilar knows about the Dar Sala-at." The girl looked at them wide-eyed. "The two of
you must be mad." "Is there somewhere nearby where we can go and
talk? Please. Time is of the essence." Eleana shook her head numbly. "I know it appears strange that I am in the
company of a V'ornn Rhynnnon who is searching for the Dar Sala-at.
But perhaps not any more strange than my rearing a V'ornn child." "You were the V'ornn regent's slave,"
Eleana pointed out. "In that you had no choice." "But I had a choice whether or not to love
Annon, didn't I?" She gave Eleana a meaningful look. "And
you would know something about loving a V'ornn, wouldn't you, my
dear?" Eleana averted her gaze for a moment while her
cheeks grew hot. "I did not think my feelings were so
transparent." "Nothing about you is transparent, save your
earnestness and honesty." Giyan put an encrusted hand over
Eleana's and smiled into her beautiful face. "I knew the moment
Annon looked at you that he loved you as much as you love him. So,
V'ornn are not all beasts, are they?" "But Khagggun are bred for battle." "I cannot help but notice," Rekkk said to
Eleana, "that you are armed with a shock-sword. For a Kundalan
even to touch a V'ornn weapon is an offense punishable by death. You
know this, do you not?" "Very well," Eleana said through gritted
teeth. She tensed, watching him closely. Rekkk raised his hands. "I applaud your
ingenuity, but your technique is sadly lacking. I could teach
you—" He started. "Giyan, what is it?" Giyan's face was drawn and pale. She had begun to
shake as with a terrible ague. "Giyanl" Rekkk gathered her into his arms,
while Eleana watched them, dumbfounded. "Is it the chrysalides?" "No." Her trembling voice was a reedy
whisper. "There is sorcery being used against me. Kyofu. There
is a beacon. It is trying to find us." Her eyes closed, and her
brows knit together. He could see that she was fighting some kind of
monumental battle inside herself. Frightened for her, he held her all
the tighter, but it was no use. He could feel her slipping away from
him. He called out her name, but he was certain that she did not hear
him. All color leached away, leaving in its wake the
starkness of shadow and light. She was aware of the concentric
circles of her own energy pattern—her aura—as they
impacted her immediate environment, an environment where the concepts
of up, down, left, right, front, behind did not exist. It had been many years since Giyan had entered into
the Osoru deep trance-state known as Ayame. She had always found the
release of her corporeal being disconcerting and somewhat painful. In
fact, the pain at the moment of jihe—of disconnect—was
akin to that of a limb being severed. Of course, the sheer elation of
Ayame almost always blotted out the pain—except now. The Beasts
of Kyofu had been unleashed; she could see them rushing toward her
across the expanse of shadow and light. Of course, they were not
flesh-and-blood creatures, but dynamic Kyofu Avatar spells,
cunningly cast, powerfully loosed. The Beasts were cast in the aspect of the
Ja-Gaar—the ferocious, mythical creatures with dark, gleaming
coats, huge, snapping jaws, long tails, and golden spots flung across
their muscular backs. Their green eyes, lambent with sorcerous
spells, cast about them for her presence. Giyan began to whir! and, as she did so, cast this
way and that one concentric circle after another. But the Avatars
were only briefly distracted by her hasty ploy. Soon enough,
they were back on her scent. These sorcerous Ja-Gaar were
exceptionally powerful. She recognized their Caa—their energy
auras. The sorceress was so powerful, so arrogant that she had
made no attempt to conceal her Caa in her Avatar spells. It was Malistra, no doubt of it. Malistra was trying
to locate her. The Ja-Gaar Avatars were gaining ground, and she
knew that she must act. Distractions had not worked, so she tried
retreating, backing up into inky pools of shadow she cast out around
her, willing herself into shadow-substance so that she could melt in.
Still, the Avatars advanced on her, and now the cfuestion that
had plagued her since she had become aware of her Gift arose again,
more urgently. She had been taught that Osoru was the sacred sorcery
of Müna, but her Gift had shown her another side. She had
glimpsed the Darkness that was Kyofu, and she had wondered at its
origins. If Osoru was Müna's sorcery, what, then, was
Kyofu? The Avatars entered her world of inky shadows, and
Giyan, breathing in through one nostril, out through the other,
morphed into her own Avatar—Ras Shamra, a bird of enormous
wingspan, of great scaled talons, and a long, wickedly curved beak.
As Malistra's Avatars came at her, she spread her powerful wings,
launching herself at them talons first. They wheeled as she bowled them over. Ignoring their
swipes at her, she went straight for their eyes—the repository
of the cast spell—blinding one on her initial attack. The
other Ja-Gaar leapt on her back, raking its claws down first one
wing, then another. She dropped out of the air and as it pounced upon
her, she punctured one eye with a curved talon. Spell to spell they
attacked and counterattacked, until Giyan was thrown onto her back.
At once, the one-eyed Ja-Gaar was at her throat. Its power grew
exponentially. In that instant, she looked into its good eye and saw
all that lay in wait for her. Her essence blew apart, opening to the very depths
of her spirit, to the prison in which she had kept her Osoru chained
and bound. Rage gave wings to her Gift, unleashing it fully. Part of
her watched with a kind of transfixed awe as her counterspell
dismantled Malistra's Ja-Gaar, strand by strand, unweaving the spell
that had been so cleverly and painstakingly cast. Giyan had but a moment to celebrate. A livid scar,
like the opening of a Cyclopean iris, was already forming,
transmuting the shadow and light. The forming Eye possessed an
ultraviolet hue, violating the lack of color of Otherwhere. The power
of it wrinkled and strained the very fabric of the Osoru Otherwhere.
Giyan had just enough time to cast White Well, a gathering spell,
claiming the information she needed, before she broke away. Already
she felt the fearsome tidal pull of the great Eye. It took all her
desperate strength to evade the spell. At once terrified and horrified, she fled. Giyan's whistleflower-blue eyes flew open, and she
gave Hacilar a stricken look. "They are coming for us!" "Who? Who is coming for us?" "I recognized her. They are using a powerful
Black Dreaming sorceress to guide their hounds of war." All
at once, she gasped, and spasmed in his arms. "Olnnn
Rydddlin. He is leading your old pack against us!" Kells A star's severed head rolled along the
blood-streaked floor, coming to an uneasy rest between Riane's
legs. It grinned ghoul-ishly, smacked its blackened lips, and said,
"There is a shadow about you, young sir. Beware. You have
been marked by the Ancient One. The scar runs right through you. I
see death and more death? Only the equilateral of truth can save
you." Then, it mouthed a name she could not hear no matter
how much she tried. . . . Riane awoke, drenched in sweat, her heart pounding
painfully beneath her budding breasts. The words of the old
Kundalan seer in Axis Tyr haunted her. What had he meant? What was
the equilateral of truth? She rubbed her bleary eyes with the heels
of her hands. Ever since Bartta had forced her to witness the
execution of Leyna Astar, the rage she had first felt upon finding
herself in Riane's body had begun to reassert itself. She felt
helpless and terribly guilty. The very sight of Bartta sickened her.
That a Kundalan—especially a Ra-mahan konaral—could
destroy an innocent life, destroy it in the sadistic way Bartta had,
only proved Astar's theory that a terrible evil had invaded the
abbey. She could sense the evil, poison under Bartta's skin, making
her darting eyes sink into the hollows of her skull, turning her skin
coarse and ashen, making her hair lank and lifeless. Bartta rarely
slept, drank instead her dreadful potions in the dead of night when
she was certain Riane was asleep. She exuded a smell not unlike that
of the grave. And Riane was bound to her, dependent on her to remain
safe. Safe in the arms of a fiendJ The irony of her situation was not
lost on her. She put on a neutral face, knowing the importance of
being able to keep her true feelings from Bartta, but she could feel
her aggression rising to the surface, bubbling and frothing.
Unless she was able to tame it, she knew it was going to land her in
very serious trouble. As a consequence, she threw herself into her studies
with a renewed vigor. All her teachers, from Oracular History to
Comparative Phyto- chemistry, noticed and commented to Bartta, who
was thus gulled. From dawn until dark, she was busy at her morning
lessons, her evening devotions. In between, during the long, hot
summer afternoons, she worked on a detail that was enlarging the
subterranean refectory where the acolytes took their abstemious
meals. It was in the most ancient section of the Abbey of Floating
White and was, therefore, in serious need of renovation. Who knew how
many centuries ago it had been built? She did not complain when Bartta informed her that
she would be working in what the acolytes only half-jokingly called
"the Underworld." When Riane informed her of the
acolytes' chatter, Bartta had laughed. "These acolytes are spoiled. Unlike you, Riane,
they have no idea what it means to work, or that physical labor can
be an act of purification in its own right. I must say that I am
pleased with your progress. I don't mind admitting that I had my
doubts when you returned from the Ice Caves. You appeared to have no
conception of what is and is not permissible here." A week after the recurring dream of Astar had first
awoken her, Bartta was standing behind her, brushing her long,
lustrous hair with a vigor and a pleasure Riane rarely saw in her
during the day. This had become a nightly ritual, as sacred as any of
the daily devotions. "Perhaps that was partly my doing. I let you
fall under the influence of Leyna Astar. If only I had been a better
judge of character. Never mind . . ." She fanned the air with
her fingers, as if cleansing it of noxious words. "Here in
Floating White we are at the very center of our spiritual and moral
universe. Without rigorous discipline, spirituality and morality
would fly right out the window. Sloppy habits lead to disorderly
thinking." She put her hand on Riane's shoulder and squeezed.
"It is gratifying to see you apply yourself to our discipline.
You will soon see how these rigors bear fruit in your deepening
connection to Müna and everything holy." Bartta recommenced the brushing, which often lasted
a very long time. Riane should have been repelled, but she wasn't.
Afterward, she would wonder why, but the question always faded from
her mind. There was something soothing about the rhythmic stroking,
as well as the sound of Bartta's voice, which was also different than
the tone she used during her long hours of duty. "Because you are my disciple, sooner than you
might imagine you will be rising up through the ranks from acolyte to
leyna and eventually to shima." She put her hand against Riane's
cheek. "Continue applying yourself with the same devotion, and I
will see to it. No other konara can make that claim, you know." Riane turned her head. "We are taught that all
Ramahan within their level are equal. But that's not true, is it?" "Of course not!" Bartta gently turned her
head back and continued her brushing. "Official doctrine reads
well on parchment, but reality dictates that within each level there
is an unspoken order." "Based on what?" Riane said thoughtfully.
"It ought to be seniority, but it's not." Bartta laughed. "No, it isn't. In fact, I am
the youngest konara at Floating White." She was always
in a good mood when talking about herself. "Let me tell you
something. Leaders are made, not born. This is a touchstone of my
life, one you would do well to adopt." She lowered her
voice. "How do we become leaders, Riane? By being ever so much
more clever than those arotind us. And how do we promote
this cleverness? There are methods of dealing with our fellow
Ramahan—secrets I will teach you over time—that when
properly applied make a far more dramatic difference in the order
than mere seniority. This is why I am supreme among all the konara;
it is why they defer to me on matters of both secular policy and
sacred dogmata. I have made myself indispensable. They rely
on me, depend on my will." She put aside the cor-hair brush, admiring her
handiwork as if it were calligraphy. "And now because you have
pleased me, I will tell you your first secret. The more you make
others depend on your will, the less they think for themselves. Soon,
your opinions are adopted unopposed. They are embraced as
the new dogmata." "But I do not yet know enough—" "Of course you don't, not yet, anyway. That is
where I come in," Bartta said in Riane's ear. "I will
prepare you, guide you down the path you need to take. Do not worry;
I will be at your side every step of the way." The work project to which Riane had been assigned
was headed by Vedda, a rosy-cheeked, rotund shima, whose specialty
was archaeology. Riane liked her far more than the shima who ran the
first detail Bartta had put her into, which did the daily washing for
the abbey. Shima Wirdd had fallen suddenly ill, and the work detail
had been reorganized, something that had needed to be done,
according to the ubiquitous acolyte grapevine. One morning, Shima Vedda had appeared in the drear,
windowless, subterranean laundry, choosing three acolytes, Riane
among them. Riane was overjoyed to escape from the boring wash
detail. Shima Vedda was very strict about discipline and procedure;
but she was cheerful and, more importantly, a veritable font of
history, especially concerning this section of the Djenn Marre. She
absorbed every word Shima Vedda taught her about the history of the
region. It was as if her fascination knew no bounds, as if something
unknown at the very core of her was at last being fed. Often, she stayed later than the other acolytes on
the detail, helping Shima Vedda, who seemed as reluctant as she was
to leave her beloved work. By flickering lantern and torchlight they
did their careful renovation, referring constantly to the
architectural plans Shima Vedda had resurrected from the Ramahan
vaults, and then had painstakingly restored over a period of
months. Each day before their work began, they donned
special robes cinched by wide cor-hide belts from which hung the
implements of archaeological exploration—small knives, pry
bars, files, whisks, hammers, and the like. Always, Shima Vedda
addressed them solemnly while they changed. "It is imperative
that the new refectory look exactly like the old one," she
reiterated over and over, "so that when the konara see it they
will not know where the old walls end and the new ones begin." Save for Riane, the detail of twelve acolytes needed
this quotidian reminder, since they exhibited little interest in the
archaeological aspects of their work that so fascinated Riane
and Shima Vedda, and actively disliked the physical labor, which they
considered both beneath them and a kind of punishment. They were
bitter, these acolytes, Riane soon discovered. They resented being
trapped down here and were constantly dreaming up schemes for, as
they put it, their "reinstatement to life." It happened one still, oppressive evening when Riane
and Shima Vedda were working late. Alone at the far end of the
excavations, they were engulfed by the stern silence of the speckled
granite which their pickaxes were slowly consuming. Coated in fine
dust, white as glennan flour, acolyte and shima continued their work.
On hands and knees, they used their curved implements to carefully
pry up the cracked mosaic tiles, trying to preserve them as best
they could. They felt the seismic tremor and kept still, their eyes
locked together. Riane could hear the thunder of her heart, the sound
of Shima Vedda breathing. When the tremor had passed, they resumed
their work. It was then that Riane noticed the anomaly in the ancient
underfloor. She called Shima Vedda's name as she pointed to what
looked like a low spot that had cause two stone tiles to cant inward.
Together, they pulled up the tiles and discovered that the underfloor
was rent with seams and tiny veinlike fissures. Shima Vedda used her
hammer to tap lightly on the stone. Immediately, it collapsed in a
shower of friable shards. The miniquake had opened a fault-seam in
the bedrock. "Stand back," she told Riane as she used
the hammer to widen the hole. After another shower of rock shards
fell inward, she said, "I think perhaps we have been excavating
on a fault line." "I don't think the abbey would have been built
on a fault line."
"True enough," Shima Vedda said. "But
the recent seismic activity all through the Djenn Marre has created
thousands of these fault lines. Some, like the one we see here, are
so small they cannot be detected. I suspect our excavations enlarged
this one." Without being asked, Riane went and got a couple of
torches, handed one to Shima Vedda as she peered into the hole.
Excitement caught in the shima's throat. "Riane, there is
something down there!" Riane brought a rope ladder to the edge of the hole
and deployed it. She anchored the top rung and looked at Shima Vedda. The shima's eyes were alight. "Why stop now,
eh, Riane? Let's both have a look." Riane hesitated. "Really?" "Of course! You are the one who discovered the
fault. It is your duty as a student archaeologist to follow through
on your find." So saying, she lifted the torch high over her
head and stepped down onto a rung of the rope ladder. Riane watched her slowly descend. "Come on!" Shima Vedda called. "You
are not going to believe this!" Reluctantly, Riane descended into the flickering
gloom. Jumping from the last rung of the ladder, she found herself in
a chamber wholly unlike the refectory above. For one thing, it was
triangular, the walls pitched at an angle so that they reached a
point—or they had before the cave-in. "Where are we?" she asked. "I am not altogether certain." Shima
Vedda, her voice trembling with elation, was slowly walking around
the room, lighting the walls and corners with her torch. "But if
I were to make a guess, I would say that we have stumbled upon the
Kells." ""What are they, tombs?" "A splendid guess!" Shima Vedda's eyes
were alight. "Kell is a word from the Old Tongue. It
means'sanctuary.' It also means'tomb' or 'concealed place.'"She
continued her exploration of the chamber. "Legend has it that
when Müna created the abbey, She placed within the bedrock at
its very heart the Kells—a series of three sanctum ob-
servatories from which She could monitor unseen the holy work of Her
disciples." "If you are right," Riane said, "then
Müna has not been here in many centuries." Shima Vedda nodded distractedly. She was running a
hand along a stone bench carved out of a shell-like niche. There was
one of these niches in each of the three walls, scalloped and
sparkling as if with polished jewels. "Each Kell was said to be
in a different geometric shape sacred to Müna: a cube, a sphere,
and a triangle." "Why are those shapes sacred to Müna?" "I am surprised your lessons have not covered
this. The cube is the symbol for the female; the sphere is the symbol
for the male. And the triangle—Müna's most sacred
symbol—represents the three medial points." She touched
Riane's heart. "The Seat of Dreams." The top of her head.
"The Seat of Truth." And a spot in the center of her
forehead. "The Seat of Deepest Knowledge." Directly above each niche was a medallion carved
from black basalt not unlike the one set into the center of the
circular Storehouse Door in the caverns below the regent's palace.
Each contained a carved figure. Shima Vedda lifted the torch even
higher. "Look here! More evidence that this was the Great
Goddess's sanctum observatory. Here is Her sacred butterfly."
She stopped beneath the medallion on the second wall. "And here
is Her sacred double-blacted hoeing ax." At the foot of the
third wall, however, her brow furrowed. "Now this is odd. See,
this medallion holds an intricately worked carving of a citrine
serpent." She stood upon the bench so that she could run her
hand over the stone. "Unlike the other images which are carved
into their medallions, this serpent stands out as if it was alive.
But, well…" She beckoned. "Come have a look for
yourself." She made room for Riane to stand beside her. "Observe
this serpent, Riane, and tell me what you see." Riane spent rapt minutes staring at the exquisite
image. For her, there was a vivid sense about it of the living, a
quality of breath, of a peculiar light, unseen, but nevertheless
felt, that emerged to grip her. This light—this force—she
imagined, was what gave the archaeologist sleepless nights. The
voices of ancestors seemed to speak in her mind, a chorus of ancients
chanting in the Old Tongue, giving up secrets in the slow, methodical
cadence of the pickax exposing the crumbling layers of history.
Reaching up on tiptoes, she traced with her fingertips the line
between the citrine and the basalt medallion. "I think the
serpent is a full carving set into the basalt," she said. "That was my conclusion as well!" Shima
Vedda's excitement con- tinued unabated. She climbed down from her
perch, and Riane followed suit. "Tell me, Riane, have you
ever seen the citrine serpent—a serpent of any kind—associated
with Müna?" "No. We are taught that the serpent is a symbol
of evil—of lies, deception, and the Underworld. It is the
Avatar of Pyphoros, is it not?" "Yes." Shima Vedda raised a finger long
ago discolored by stone dust. "At least, that is the Scripture
currently being taught. But I have for some time been aware that the
dogmata we learn are at times at odds with the past I unearth. Take,
for example, this citrine serpent. We have never encountered its like
in any temple, abbey, or shrine. And yet we know that the mineral
citrine is sacred to Müna. Now we encounter a serpent
carved out of that very stone. Here it lies in a place of honor in
the Kells, Mima's own sanctum." "What makes you say it has a place of honor?"
Riane asked. "You yourself told me."
"Me?" "Yes. Did you not say that you believed that
the serpent was carved whole and set into the basalt?" "I did." "Were the butterfly and the double-bladed
ax—the other images sacred to Müna—the subject
of such loving attention?" Riane looked around the triangular chamber. "No.
Their images are merely etched into their medallions." "Precisely!" Shima Vedda smiled. "And
what is the first law of archaeology?" "The more time put into a structure, an
artifact, a carving, the more important it was to our ancestors." "And that would make this citrine serpent
important, indeed, would it not?" Riane cocked an eye in its direction. "Very
important," she said. "I agree. There is an anomaly here.
The archaeology is directly contradicting what both you and I
have been taught. That the serpent is so prominently displayed
indicates that it was once not only one of Müna's Avatars, but
also one of Her most important ones." "How could such a monumental mistake in
doctrine be made?" "If it is a mistake at all." Shima Vedda
walked all around the room. The ancient stone gave off its own powerful scent.
"Here is another question for you, Riane. How does one get in
and out of this chamber?" Riane thought for a moment. There was no door in any
of the three walls. "If this chamber was meant for Müna, no
door would be needed." Shima Vedda smiled. "True enough. But let us
imagine for a moment that every once in a while a konara was required
to perform sacred tasks for the Great Goddess—preparing the
space, for instance. How would she get in and out?" She waited a
moment. "I want you to pay particular attention to the second
rule of archaeology. Do you remember it?" Riane nodded."The more intricate an artifact,
the greater its purpose." "Quite right." Shima Vedda spread her arms
to take in the whole of the Kell. Riane turned slowly, trying to absorb everything.
What struck her was the organic nature of the space, as if she were
inside the belly of a beast whose shape defied mortal understanding.
She looked but could find no obvious evidence that the Kell had been
built as structures inevitably are. Rather, her
impression was that it had been formed much as her own body had been
formed, by a primal act, by a natural but mysterious manipulation of
elements, by growth. After a moment, she climbed back onto the bench.
Stretching herself to her limit, she pressed the flat of her hand
against the convex surface of the citrine serpent. She started a
little when it gave, Pushing it in farther, she heard a gnashing of
stone against stone, and turned in time to see a two-square-meter
section in the center of the floor begin to descend slowly. Shima
Vedda was already standing on the square. She held out one arm toward
Riane. "Hurry, now? Hurry!" Jumping down, Riane ran to where Shima Vedda's
strong arm whisked her aboard. "You knew the true meaning of the serpent,
didn't you?" Riane said breathlessly. Shima Vedda smiled. "We shall say that
assiduous study has its rewards and leave it at that." Down they went, deeper into the bedrock upon which
Müna had constructed the Abbey of Floating White. When the odd
lift ground to a halt, they found themselves in another chamber,
perhaps three times the size of the Kell above. This one was enameled
a glistening black; it was a perfect cube. The mechanism for the lift
itself was ingenious, appearing to be a corkscrew fashioned out of
heartwood. Because heart-wood exuded oil constantly, the corkscrew
mechanism worked as well now as it had when it had first been built
many centuries ago. Again, that sense of breath, of aliveness
informed the air Riane inhaled, so intense this time she felt a
sadness welling in her breast. A sense of loss, this sadness, for
what had passed, for what had been leaching away for centuries. The
coming of the V'ornn had merely hastened the decay. "Müna protect us, look at this."
Shima Vedda was kneeling beside the wall. From its flat surface
projected three high-relief carvings of huge and terrifying animals,
golden and glossy as the wall itself save for the black spots on
their backs. They had sleek, catlike heads and powerful-looking jaws
bristling with sharp teeth. Long, slender tails curved over their
backs. Their mouths gaped open, deep slots carved into the wall, as
if these beasts were alive and could devour their prey. As Riane stared at the beasts peculiar pricklings
ran up the back of her neck, making her scalp contract. They were the
same beasts she had seen painted onto the cave walls above Heavenly
Rushing. She tried to look away, but could not. She felt like a fly
caught in a spider's sticky web. "Shima, what are these beasts
called?" Shima Vedda's voice was filled with awe. "They
are Ja-Gaar." "Tell me about them." Shima Vedda shook her head. "I fear I have told
you too much already. Konara Bartta has removed Ja-Gaar from the
teaching in the abbey." "This is an important archaeological find. You
must tell me," Riane said. "Besides, no one will hear us." Shima Vedda hesitated for a moment before replying.
"The Ja-Gaar are the night slayers, the white-bone daemons, the
guardians of the Abyss, the beasts of Pyphoros." Riane had been to the Abyss. Annon had seen no
Ja-Gaar there, but of course she could not tell Shima Vedda that. "I wish Leyna Astar were here to see this,"
Riane said. "Ah, yes. She was your teacher for a time."
Shima Vedda made a concerned face. "I did not know her at all.
Still, one must deplore her bad luck. That fatal fall down the
cistern shaft was an accident of tragic proportions." Startled, Riane said, "Where did you hear about
Leyna Astar's death?" "Why, I was there when Konara Bartta and Konara
Urdma were pulling her corpse out of the shaft." She
shuddered. "It was an ugly sight—her body so bruised and
broken. That was quite a falll" Riane made no reply. She knew that Leyna Astar had
not died from falling down the cistern, but, again, this was
something she dared not tell Shima Vedda, who, doubtless, would run
to Bartta with the story and possibly end up as Astar had. Turning
her mind in another direction, she followed the play of
torchlight over the black floor, which was set in a pattern of large
basalt squares and small obsidian circles. She crawled on hands and
knees across the gleaming black floor. At the very center, she
stopped. "Shima, what is this thing?" Shima Vedda knelt, bringing the torch closer. "It
appears to be a circular plate of some sort." Her fingers traced
around the raised circumference. She estimated that the plate
had a diameter of three meters. "Another medallion?" "I don't think so." She put her torch into
an iron wall bracket so that she could use both her hands. "I
believe it is a cover." "To what?" She looked at Riane. "Perhaps, after all, your
first assessment was correct." Riane stared down at the cover. "A tomb?" "We'll soon find out." Shima Vedda
unhooked a short iron pry bar from her belt, wedged the curved end
into the narrow groove between the thick floor tiles and the basalt
cover. "Now, if you are up to it, give me a hand, child." The two pushed down on the opposite end of the pry
bar, leaning all their weight on it. Slowly, the cover began to lift.
They worked the pry bar into the widening gap to get greater purchase
and leaned down again. The cover moved. By turning the pry bar, they
managed to lever it all the way off. Together, they stared into a pitch-black well. As
Shima Vedda retrieved the torch and played it over the well,
they saw their reflections. "How could a tomb be filled with water?"
Riane asked. Perhaps Shima Vedda answered her, but if so, she did not
hear her. Her own reflection grew until it filled her entire field of
vision, and as it grew it began to spin. Or perhaps it was she who
was spinning. As she spun, the walls of the cubic Kell dimmed, became
translucent, transparent, vanished altogether. In their place, she
saw the molecules, atoms, protons, neutrons, electrons, and
gravitons that, massed together, made up the known universe.
Everything was in motion at once. Chaos ruled. And yet, nothing was
random. She could sense an order, an immensely complex pattern
emerging from every direction at once. It was enthralling,
disconcerting, utterly overwhelming… Riane, bound in pure energy, was gripped by the
sensation of falling—falling through the subatomic realm.
"I am Thripping," she said to herself in wonder and awe. The pure energy that she had become burned like a
red-hot coal, and then, all at once, she was herself again—corporeal,
flesh and blood—standing in a solid world. Staggering with
vertigo, she looked around her. She found herself in a small, dimly
lighted, spherical chamber that smelled as musty as a
long-disused cupboard. Leather-bound books lined the curved filigreed
silver shelves of this curious chamber from floor to ceiling, and
more were piled in unruly stacks upon the stone floor. The sole piece
of furniture was an enormous, intricately scrollworked heartwood
chair on which sat an equally enormous female clad in billowing
turquoise robes edged with gold tassels. "Welcome, Riane," she said in a
deceptively light, musical voice. "I have been waiting centuries
to meet you." Eye I care not who these outsiders are," Dammi said
in his most belligerent tone. "They cannot stay." He was a
strong, agile male of sixteen years who, like Eleana and all Kundalan
since the V'ornn occupation, had been forced to grow up too quickly.
Both orphaned when their parents were killed in the V'ornn hunts, it
was perhaps preordained that they become freedom fighters. What else
in the world had they but each other and their hatred of the V'ornn?
They had grown up together, and it had been Dammi's dream that they
share the rest of their lives together. He had always assumed that
they would. She was sure that her growth into a thinking,
independent-minded huntress had dumbfounded—and, in an odd way,
saddened—him. Which was why he fought so hard against her
periodic forays into Axis Tyr to meet with the contact who provided
them with intelligence, coins, and weapons. She had been one of the
two things he could count on, and now he had lost her to the world.
She supposed that her understanding of this dynamic had come the
moment she had made her emotional break with him. She knew she had
undone his notion of their little hermetically sealed world, but it
disturbed her that he could not see that she was suffocating inside
it. Annon's coming had been tangible proof that she no longer had any
future staying here. Now she had fallen madly, deeply, irrevocably in
love with Annon. Now too much damage had been done. There was no
going back, even if she had wished it. She knew it, and so did Dammi.
Still, she had to try to get along with him. "How can I make you see?" she asked. They were in the underground center of the
resistance cell, below a structure adjacent to the one to which she
had led Giyan and Hacilar. It was even more heavily camouflaged than
the nearby house. The building above them was nothing more than an
old barn, well used and filled with stalls holding cor on one side
and cthauros on the other. A hidden trapdoor beneath the dried
wrygrass strewn over the packed-earth floor led, via a rustic
heartwood ladder, to the nerve center of their operations. The rooms
which were stark, covered with topo maps, denned what they were
without revealing a trace of who they were. "It is you who does not see. If you had
embraced Kara as I and the other members of the cell have, we would
not be having this stupid argument. This new religion makes us
stronger, bonds us to no Goddess, no ancient ritual. If you came to
even one service, you would understand. These outsiders threaten
us—all of us." "Now you are being melodramatic," she
said. "I am thinking of the cell, Eleana. Who are you
thinking of? Yourself? You call these outsiders friends, but one
of them is V'ornn—a Khagggun, to boot! And as if that were not
in itself an inexcusable breach of security, he is also the
Pack-Commander who led the last attack on us not more than three
months ago." "I explained all that, Dammi." "Yes, you did, and to be honest I think you
have gone mad! Harboring a Kundalan sorceress and a V'ornn
Khagggun, both of whom are wanted by the new regent of Axis Tyr!"
He shook his head. "Had I not seen them with my own eyes, I
would not have believed it!" "Their enemies are our enemies, surely that
must count for something. From a tactical point of view, they
could be so help—" "No, Eleana, this decision is nonnegotiable." She wanted to stamp her feet with anger. "You
are so thickheaded! Don't you see that you're cutting off your nose
to spite your face?" He folded his burly arms over his chest. "With
these intensified attacks, the V'omn have made their intentions
crystal clear; they mean to annihilate us. The majority of the cell
has spoken." "I do not believe they have turned against me." "They believe that circumstance has turned
against you, that you are under the sorceress's spell." "Do you believe that, Dammi?" "I know you are not the female I used to know.
I have told them as much. It would been remiss on my part not to." "So you have turned against me. You think I
have changed, but it is you who are different. Kara has made you hard
and rigid." "It has opened my eyes to new threats." "I am under no spell, but maybe you are. The
threats I see come from within the resistance as well as from the
V'ornn. Remember how it was five years ago when we were being
trained? Where is the communication, the co-ordination between
cells? Nowadays, cells disagree in methods, principles, goals. The
cell leaders have turned away from the teachings of the Great
Goddess, they have embraced this new synthetic religion. They
have become tyrants." "I was right. You have become a
liability—worse, a threat to morale." She laughed in his face. "Morale? There is no
morale. Morale can't exist without idealism. And where is our
idealism? It's been ground out of us by attrition, the deaths of our
families, our elders for whom idealism burned like the sun. We
have become no better than the V'ornn we fight. Our shared belief had
been replaced by an ugly, mean thing, a different thing
altogether—the mindless spasm of blood-letting." "Enough!" It was clear that he had ceased
to listen to her. "The outsiders must be out of our
territory by nightfall, and that is the end of it." He turned to leave the room, but paused when she
called his name. "You are making a mistake, Dammi." "It is you who called me a tyrant." He
came back, stood face-to-face with her. "It is you who almost
brought wholesale disaster on us the last time you gave succor to
this sorceress and her accursed V'ornn charge. How you could have
spent time in the same room with him, let alone have helped him is
beyond me. But I do know that it was foolish and wrongheaded." Her heart was beating fast as her determination
drove her to the brink—a brink she realized now she had been
heading toward almost all her life. "They need my help. You cannot stop me from
doing what I want." Dammi's eyes blazed with righteous anger. She felt
sick to see the look of loathing on his face. "Careful what you
wish for, Eleana." What I cannot understand," Rekkk said, "is
how a Kundalan sorceress is in the employ of Wennn Stogggul." "I do not know Malistra well enough to say for
certain," Giyan replied. "But what I can tell
you is that unless we stop her, it will go evil with us." "Pardon me for saying so," Eleana broke
in, "but it seems to me that the first order of business must be
to stop Olnnn Rydddlin." They were sitting around a rickety wooden table in
the cottage where Eleana and Dammi lived. Eleana had no little
trepidation about bringing the V'ornn here, but the sorcerous
incident had frightened her sufficiently to make her at least
listen to their proposal. Upon entering, she saw them look around
and, as often happens, saw it herself through their eyes. The small
cottage was furnished poorly, with what she and Dammi had salvaged of their parents' lives—old,
beat-up furniture, souvenirs that suddenly seemed meaningless,
nothing more than junk. It suddenly occurred to her that there was
nothing of their own—unless you counted the maps, charts, and
topos of the area that covered most of the walls. But that was
resistance property. The entirety of their lives encompassed fighting
the V'ornn, which they had been doing since they were ten, when their
parents had been hunted down and killed by Khagggun. Giyan had turned to Eleana. "Does that mean you
will help us?" "I don't know." Eleana was eyeing Rekkk
nervously as he continued to take in the place. "I haven't yet
decided." Rekkk's head swung about, his wide intelligent eyes
catching her staring at him. "Topo maps, shock-swords, detailed
intelligence on Khagggun movement. You are an exceptionally well
provisioned cell." His smile caused her to shiver. "In any
event, I agree completely with your assessment. Olnnn Rydddlin is the
immediate threat. Knowing him as I do, it will not take him long to
get here." Giyan was frowning. "Of course, both of you are
right. But Malistra's part in this troubles me deeply. If she is now
doing the regent's bidding, there will be dire consequences far
beyond Olnnn Rydddlin and his Khagggun pack." Eleana stood up abruptly. "He makes me uneasy,"
she said to Giyan. "That was not my intent," Rekkk said. "Then why make that crack about how well
provisioned we are? Are you looking for me to reveal my supplier? I
would die first." "I believe you absolutely." He spread his
hands. "I suppose I was intrigued. It was a simple observation,
nothing more." Giyan gestured. "Please sit down, Eleana. I
know how easy it is to read into innocent comments. We can only be
undone by fear." Eleana took a breath, calming herself. Then she sat
across from Giyan so she could look into her eyes. "Tell me what
you want me to do," she said. "The Dar Sala-at is in the Abbey of Floating
White in Stone Border," Giyan said. "We want you to help us
get there undetected." "You said your mission was urgent." "It is," Giyan said, and she proceeded to
tell Eleana about how the Gyrgon had tried to use the Ring of Five
Dragons to open the Storehouse Door beneath the regent's palace
in Axis Tyr, how the Ring killed three of them, how it was now lodged
in the Door, turned into the detonator of a doomsday device that
would cause a series of immense seismic shocks. "All life on
Kundala will be destroyed," she concluded, "unless we can get the Dar Sala-at to the Door
by the ides of Lonon, when the shocks will begin." "This is truth, Giyan?" "I am very much afraid it is, my dear." Eleana said nothing for a moment, but a line of
sweat had popped out at her hairline. She rose, poured mead into
three tankards, came back to where the two sat. "I know a good path north," she said,
handing them the tankards and ripping a map from the wall. She spread
it open on the table. "Here, I can show you." She pointed
with a forefinger. "It is a ridge crossing, dangerous, but the
higher the elevation, the better chance you have of losing the pack." Giyan nodded. "This is good, Rekkk." "It's not good enough," Rekkk said
shortly. "As you said, we need Eleana's contacts to keep us in
hiding all the way to Stone Border." Giyan looked at the girl. "What do you say?"
She put her hand over Eleana's. "We need you with us." "If Eleana agrees, she will take you north
along this ridge path," Rekkk said before Eleana had a chance to
reply. "I am going south." "What?" Giyan said. "Listen, I know Olnnn Rydddlin. He will not
stop until he has found me. Either I face him now or later. If I do
it now, it will be at the time and place of my choosing." "You must be crazy. This is hardly the ideal—" "In battle, Giyan, nothing is ideal. You must
fashion your victories out of courage and ingenuity. In the end,
there is nothing else." Eleana, who had been looking from one to the other,
suddenly said, "Spoken like a true V'ornn, and just like a
stupid Khagggun." Rekkk sat very still, watching her from beneath
hooded eyes. Giyan felt the tension in him like a coiled spring.
"This is a difficult situation for everyone," she said. "I
am sure Eleana didn't mean—" "I mean every word of it." Eleana stood
over them, fists on her hips. "I know this region better than
you—better than Olnnn Rydddlin and his pack of murderers."
She glared at Rekkk. "You do it this way, and the pack will eat
you alive." He gave her a tight smile. "What alternative do
you propose?" he said, slowly and carefully. "You are right about one thing. Turning tail is
not the answer," Eleana said. "We head toward the enemy
because that is precisely the opposite of what he expects us to do.
All three of us will go south. All three of us will prepare to fight
Olnnn Rydddlin and his pack." "Out of the mouth of babes—" "I am not a baby!" Eleana shouted. "I
have been fighting your kind since I was ten." She leaned on her
arms, bending over the table. "Do you have any idea what that
means, V'ornn?" Rekkk looked up at her calmly. "As a Khagggun,
I began training when I was six months old. I killed my first enemy
when I was eight." He picked up his tankard, drained it, wiped
his lips with the back of his hand. "I had nightmares about that
kill for a year afterward. I could hear his voice begging me for
mercy. But Khagggun do not dispense mercy, do they?" An awkward silence ensued, after which, Eleana said,
"I need to tell Dammi, to collect some things." She looked
pointedly at Rekkk. "But I want to make two things perfectly
clear. I do not trust you, V'ornn." "I can accept that," Rekkk said. "We
V'ornn have a saying: Trust does not come in a lifetime.'"He
stood up. "However, I myself find that notion completely alien." "What is the other thing?" Giyan asked
tensely. Eleana was still looking at Rekkk. "If you have
lied to us, if your purpose is false, if you try to betray us,
V'ornn, I will kill you." "Your commendable zeal is duly noted,"
Rekkk said without animus. Giyan stood as well. "It is true. The world is
suddenly a different place for all of us. We must learn to settle
into our new roles in our own time." Rekkk Hacilar nodded solemnly. "So be it,
then." "May Fate treat us mercifully," Giyan
whispered. "Death to our enemies!" Eleana cried, in a
very Khagggun-like man- ner. The underbrush was dense, its bright green turning
to indigo as the sun sank into the west. Gimnopedes, still in
sunlight, flitted about the higher tree branches, and golden-eyed
lemurs stared down at the trio as they made their stealthy way south.
Eleana was in the lead, with Rekkk next and Giyan bringing up the
rear. The day had grown hotter and more humid. Somewhere
in the distance, there was the rumble of thunder. Biting
insects, massing in the still, heavy air, were becoming more than a
nuisance. The sky was white with heat, opaque as a sheet of silver.
They had spoken not a word since they had set out from Eleana's
cottage. Rekkk glanced back at Giyan. "Let's take a
breather. We've been at it for five hours straight." They settled in a glade carpeted with high wrygrass,
Rekkk and Gi- yan together, Eleana a small distance away.
Whistleflowers bloomed where during the day patches of sunlight broke
through the forest canopy, and woody vines with tiny orange
flowers fearlessly climbed the trunks of the heartwood trees. Now all
was carpeted in the white heat-haze. Eleana broke out water and dried fruit. They sat
with their backs against the tree boles, eating slowly and
methodically. "Giyan," he said at last, "thank you
for believing me." She said nothing, stared straight ahead at a copse
of trees. "I know you hold me responsible for Annon's
death." "No, I don't," she said abruptly, and
rose, walking a little way into the trees on the other side of the
clearing. Rekkk, stunned, saw Eleana looking at him. She bared
her teeth. He bared his own back at her, then got up and made to
follow Giyan. "I would not do that if I were you,"
Eleana said softly. "Then thank N'Luuura I am a V'ornn," he
said as he walked away from her. Giyan heard him approach, but she did not move away. "Have you felt any more stirring of Osoru?"
Rekkk asked. She shook her head. "I think Malistra will in
future be more circumspect in her attacks." "You are expecting more?" "Do not look so concerned. I will fight
Malistra." It was a shame she did not feel half as confident as
she sounded. The Kyofu attack had shaken her badly, especially what
she had felt at the end. It was clear that Malistra possessed a power
unheard of in sorcery for many centuries. During her own
studies, Giyan had come across only one mention of the Eye of
Ajbal, the Eye of Darkness. It had been in an ancient tome, The
Book of Recantation, one of many she had been sent to clean in a
remote and infrequently used section of the vast Library in the Abbey
of Floating White. The words had filled her with such dread that she
had snapped the book closed, returned it to its shelf without
finishing the section. For weeks afterward she was pursued in her
dreams by this spectral horror. Now she knew that it existed she wished that she had
read the entire book. If she had, she would have had a better chance
of knowing how to combat it—or even what, in fact, it was. She closed her eyes, put her head back against a
nearby tree trunk, and willed her racing pulse to slow. Panic would
only make things worse, she knew. Panic stopped reason dead in its
tracks. She would simply have to be on her guard until she found some
explanation for the dark sorcery being used against her. She knew of
Malistra only dimly, and then only because as Eleusis Ashera's
mistress she had had her ear to the ground. She had heard that
Malistra was an orphan. No one knew where she had come by her
training. One day, so the story went, she had simply appeared in Axis
Tyr and had begun her work, using Osoru in matters of love and
revenge in exchange for money, food, clothes, shelter. In due course,
she gathered a reputation, but never an okuuut, the V'ornn implant
worn by all the other Kundalan who resided or did business inside the
city's walls. How she managed to escape the V'ornn security net was,
doubtless, another casting of Osoru, but a fiendishly subtle one,
since even Giyan had had to be fitted with one. Which meant that
Malistra had had to keep to the shadows, had had to keep moving to
different quarters of the city. This, too, was in keeping with her
reputation. But now she had come out into the light. For some reason,
at this particular time, she had made herself known to Wennn
Stogggul. Curious. Distnrbing. Terrifying. To think that the new
regent could command the Eye of Ajbal—if Malistra had told him
of it. "We should be going." Giyan opened her eyes to see Eleana standing,
flexing her legs. "I will reconnoiter first," Rekkk said,
heading south into the forest. Giyan returned her attention to Eleana. It was
difficult to believe that this proud, accomplished female was but
sixteen. Giyan thought back to how she had been at that age. How she
had been taken by a pack of V'ornn Khagggun. It had been her fortune
that they had been hunting with Eleusis Ashera; otherwise, she would
have been raped and killed like so many others. She remembered
vividly those first moments among the alien V'ornn. Her terror
oddly mixed with a curious kind of fascination. Eleusis had spoken
Kundalan to her, had not been laughed at by the Khagggun because he
was the regent. But they were filled with rage, those Khagggun, at
being denied their fun. Their eyes smoldered with they looked at her,
and their smiles were as brittle as a dead leaf. But they did not
touch her; they did not murmur angrily among themselves. This was her
first glimpse of the strict caste culture of the V'ornn. All that
vast power kept in check by their rigid societal structure. What
would happen, she found herself wondering, if that power broke free
of its constraints? Living all her short life at the Abbey, being in
Axis Tyr was bewildering. And so terribly sad. The wall, the
other V'ornn modifications, the desecration of Middle Palace, the
regent's residence, and the Abbey of Listening Bone, now home of the
Gyrgon. For months on end, she had been inconsolable; and then one
night as she had been staring out at her beloved Djenn Marre, Eleusis
had come to her, and she had seen beneath the fierce, stern V'ornn
exterior into his yearning hearts. "Giyan." Eleana had paused in her
stretching. "Are you all right?" Giyan wiped away a tear "Just an old memory,
nothing more." "If I can help you in any way. I would gladly
do so." Giyan could see the goodness in her, as well as the
desire to be appreciated. "Just being here is help enough. I
know you must have made quite a sacrifice to leave your family." "I have no family, save for Dammi and the rest
of my cell. But it seems they have all turned their backs on me." "What you did took extraordinary courage,"
Giyan said from the bottom of her heart. Eleana flushed. "Thank you. I… well, it
may sound foolish, but I feel closer to Annon when I am with you." Giyan put her arm around Eleana, her heart hammering
in her chest. "You do not sound foolish at all… But I—"
At the last moment, her determination faltered. Eleana was looking at her expectantly. Giyan steeled herself to lie in order to protect her
son. "It is about Annon." Eieana's face was suddenly white. "What about
him?" "He is dead, Eleana. He did not survive the
perwillon attack." Eieana's heart seemed to collapse inside her.
"But that cannot be! There must be some mistake!" Giyan squeezed her hand, shook her head. Eleana let
out such a heartfelt sob that Giyan was moved to take her in her arms
and rock her gently. "I am so sorry to be the bearer of such
terrible news." "Oh, do not tell me this!" Eleana was
sobbing openly. "I can bear anything but this." "I wish I could say otherwise, my dear."
And she did, with all her heart. She wished she could tell Eleana the
truth—that Annon was only dead in one sense, in the sense that
his body had died. But she could not risk telling anyone, not even
this girl who obviously loved him so. And, even if she violated her
own ironclad law, what would be the point? Annon was Riane now, a
Kundalan female, unrecognizable to this girl. Next to this half lie,
the truth would be unendurable. "He cannot be gone," Eleana moaned. "Not
after he and I ate the flesh of the perwillon." Giyan smoothed back Eieana's hair. "Your
meaning eludes me." "It is an ancient custom here in the
highlands," she said. "The raw flesh of the perwillon, when
eaten by two lovers, is said to bind them together for all time." "Ah, my dear." Giyan stroked her as she
had Annon when as a child he had been frightened by a nightmare. "I
am so sorry to have caused you this pain." Eleana turned to gaze deep into Giyan's
whistleflower-blue eyes. "I stitt love him. I can feel
it here, in my heart." Her expression was so intense she stopped
Giyan's reply. "I told you, we are bonded, he and I, bonded for
all eternity." Giyan felt a ripple run through her as, again, she
felt the urge to tell this girl the truth. But she could put no
one—especially not Rekkk or Eleana in that kind of
jeopardy. The Ashera had too many powerful enemies. Riane's secret
must stay with her and her alone. "The heart is a powerful beac«n,"
she said. "I know. I have lost one love. But another will come.
For you, as well, Eleana. Be patient. Give your wound time to heal." Eleana wept as she had not allowed herself to do
while she was with those who knew her best. Sobbing, she clung to
Giyan like the lost girl that she was beneath the impressive facade
of her bravado. Rekkk returned then. Giyan saw the look on his face
and was instantly alerted. Eleana heard him, as well, and
quickly dried her eyes, regaining her composure. "There is a ridge several hundred meters to the
south," he said as he came up. "It is well forested. From
it, you can see many kilometers. We need to get there as quickly as
we can. The sooner we spot the pack, the better prepared we'll be to
stop them." Without another word passing between them, they
headed out of the glade, into even denser heartwood forests. The
underbrush, however, had changed. It was now filled with green
ferns and blue lichen, indicating that they were near either a stream
or an underground water source. When Rekkk asked her, Eleana
confirmed that a shallow river snaked its way several hundred meters
to the east. Rekkk, now in the lead, took them southeast, in a
diagonal line that would intersect with the river. They heard it
before they saw it, which was the point. The burbling of the water
would safely mask their sounds so that the Kha-gggun's sophisticated
equipment would not be able to pick them up. They followed the river as it broke out onto the
plateau, keeping to its west bank until they reached the edge of a
clearing. Twilight was fast fading. Already the eastern sky was dark
enough for the first- magnitude stars to stud the velvet backdrop.
Rekkk hunkered down onto his haunches, and the females followed suit.
They scanned the terrain to the south, where the forest petered out
at the northerly end of a series of terraced orchards, searching for
movement. "I know Olnnn Rydddlin," Rekkk said. "He
will not use any of my own strategies. He is too much the egotist.
For him, a victory over me using my own strategies would be no
victory at all." "Have you any idea what he will do?"
Eleana asked. "A few. When I see the pack scouts I will have
my first clues." Giyan looked at him. "I am worried. Try as I
might, I do not see a way that the three of us can defeat an entire
Khagggun pack." "Olnnn Rydddlin won't, either." He smiled.
"And therein lies our edge." The water whirled and eddied against smooth, shiny
rocks as it made its way to the end of the plateau, spilling over the
side in a sudden cascade. Iridescent-winged saw-needles scooted low
over the river's surface. A green-and-red speckle-backed
wer-frog raised its head out of the water, took one look at them and
vanished. Tiny grey-shelled freshwater muodds lined the bank at
the purling waterline. Rekkk became aware that Eleana was staring at his
okummmon; he contrived to ignore her scrutiny. "How steep is the southerly approach to this
plateau?" he asked her. "Steep enough for us to have to rappel down."
She shrugged. "But then we don't have hovercraft." "What about to the east?" "We usually return that way. Though it's
longer, the terrain is less forbidding, steep enough for a strenuous
hike, but not so sheer that we have to use ropes and pitons."
She made a movement with her head. "Are you going to tell me how
you came by that? It is not like any okumrnmon I have ever seen." For a moment, he considered ignoring her question.
But then he got to thinking. Despite her comparative youth, she was
an exceedingly clever female. Evasion would not sit very much better
with her than prevarication. In any event, neither would engender her
trust, and without her trust he might never complete his
mission. "It's not an okummmon,” he said. "At
least, not by the standard definition." "But it was implanted by the Gyrgon." "I am an experiment," he said. "I
cannot be Summoned. How could I? I am Lesser Caste. Why would the
Gyrgon care about my opinions? But this okummmon can do what the ones
the Bashkir have cannot, It can transform the five elements—earth,
air, fire, water, wood—into whatever I want them to be."
He extruded a thin, articulated wire from the okummmon. Eleana watched it with a kind of fascinated horror.
"But you can't… I mean, that is the technomancy of the
Gyrgon." "It is as I told you," he said, digging
idly in the damp earth with the wire. "I am an experiment. I am
part Gyrgon now." "As far as I'm concerned," she said, "this
makes you even less trustworthy." He nodded. "You are right to be suspicious.
Believe it or not, I, too, had my suspicions about the Gyrgon—their
obscure motives, their apparent disregard for other life-forms.
These are part of V'ornn culture from time immemorial. But of late, I
have come to see the Gyrgon in an altogether different light. For one
thing, they are not the united caste they appear to be. Basic
philosophical differences have fractured the fabled Comradeship.
Then, too, there is something about Kundala." "Something about Kundala?" Eleana frowned.
"What do you mean?" "Nith Sahor—this particular Gyrgon—is
not like the rest," Rekkk said. "He is a champion of
change, whereas the rest of the Comradeship stands steadfastly as
they always have, for uniformity, the status quo. The truth he has
seen, that I am beginning to understand, is that we V'ornn have
stagnated. The eternal search of the Gyrgon for knowledge has been
for nought. We are at a dead end. Now, of all the planets in all the
galaxies, we end up here, at this time. The Gyrgon wants to save
Kundala, as did Eleusis Ashera, as do I." Eleana scooped one of the shiny purple-black beetles
out of the air. "This marc-beetle is utterly harmless." She
watched as it scuttled back and forth between the bars she had made
of her fingers. "But its first cousin, horned, slightly smaller,
contains a deadly poison." She looked up at Rekkk. "It is
difficult to tell them apart, often impossible in the shadows or at
night." She opened her hand and the marc-beetle flew off to help
repair its nest. "At those times it's a matter of sheer instinct
whether or not you will survive." "And what does your instinct tell you?"
Giyan asked. Eleana looked at Giyan. "After one hundred and
one years of ruinous V'ornn occupation, give me one concrete reason
why I should believe anything he says." She brushed dirt off her
hands. "We should camp here for the night. That way, at first
light we will be able to see them coming. But no fire. We cannot
afford to give away our position." Rekkk and Giyan set about making themselves
comfortable. By the light of four moons they ate a cold dinner. None
of them had much appetite, and the conversation was as spare as their
meal. Rekkk seemed lost in thought. Giyan stared with a curious sense
of foreboding at the chrysalides. She did this periodically, when she
was alone or when Rekkk wasn't looking. She did not want him so see
how terrified she was. She had lied to him about the true origins of
the chrysalides; he had no inkling that they were sorcerous in
nature. What laws had she violated when she had invaded the sorcerous
circle of the Nanthera? She did not know and, therefore, had no clear
idea of the consequences. What were the chrysalides doing to her
hands? Already she could feel a peculiar strength flowing through
them, making them feel like spring-loaded iron bars flexing back and
forth. Often, she felt odd pulses of heat running through her
fingers, as if the rootlike connections the chrysalides had made
with her flesh were pumping an elixir into her veins. Other times,
her hands felt cold as ice, almost deadweights at the ends of her
wrists, and she would grow frantic, trying to move her fingers,
terrified that they had become paralyzed. As for Eleana, she sat with her arms wrapped around
her drawn-up legs. She could not yet think about Annon, and she was
trying not to think about Giyan and Rekkk. She had spent many years
convincing herself that she was better off without parents, that they
were nothing but an annoyance and an encumbrance. So successful had
she been at this that she and Dammi had spent many nights making fun
of the teenagers who did have parents to boss them around and control
their lives. It was only now, in hindsight, that she could taste the
bitterness of that derisive laughter, recognize the envy that had
given rise to it. She thought of their home, the walls covered in
maps and charts, the precise annotation of their surroundings giving
them the illusion they knew where they were headed. It occurred to
her now that those maps had transformed the old house into a
temporary dwelling, a war camp fashioned quickly and cheaply, which
could be dismantled in the blink of an eye. They had not only
forgotten who their parents were, but had turned their backs on their
parents' way of life. In their fervor to destroy the V'ornn they lost
not only themselves but their connection to their culture. Tears rolled silently down, burning her eyes and
cheeks. She averted her face; these thoughts were making her crazy.
Standing up, pretending to stretch, she announced that she would
take the first watch. Rekkk watched her vanish into the darkness as he sat
beside Giyan. "It would be best if you got some sleep." "I'm not very tired." She was acutely,
almost painfully, aware of him next to her. After a long time, she
worked up the courage to identify the agony of longing inside her. "That was an inspiring speech you made to
Eleana," she whispered. "I wonder how much of it is true." "If I lied to her, then I am lying to you." "I am thinking about Nith Sahor. Does anyone
ever know what is in a Gyrgon's mind?" His eyes glittered as he turned his head toward her.
"I know that he is sincere in his desire to save us from
destruction." "Oh, I don't doubt that. He told us about the
activation of the Tym-nos device, didn't he, and in so doing admitted
that the Comradeship is fallible—and vulnerable. No, I do not
question his sincerity in helping us find the Dar Sala-at. But I
strongly suspect there is more. What does the Gyrgon really want?"
• "I do not know," Rekkk admitted. "Perhaps
he does have a longer-range plan in mind." "He knows the Old Tongue, he knew who I was. He
mentioned the City of One Million Jewels, a holy place we call Earth
Five Meetings. The city existed once in the Time before the
Imagining, but it was obliterated in a terrible conflagration. Legend
has it that he who finds Earth Five Meetings and drinks of its
Heavenly Well will become immortal." "The Gyrgon holiest of holies!" "Yes, Eleusis told me this. But, you see,
Heavenly Well cannot be opened without The Pearl and The Pearl cannot
be found without the Dar Sala-at. You see why I do not trust him?" Rekkk nodded. "And Eleana does not trust me. A
fine bunch we are!" She looked at his silhouette in the darkness. "Right
now we have no other choice, do we?" "Of course, we do," Rekkk said
sardonically. "The alternative will be crossing those orchards
at first light." A brief wind stirred the tops of the heartwood
trees. An owl hooted. The wisp of a cloud passed before one of the
moons, making the light seem like gossamer strands. Gradually, the
sky darkened further and they felt the pressure of lowering clouds.
The rumble of thunder crossing the plateau sounded like a charging
hindemuth. The patter of rain came to them briefly, and the leaves
all around them dipped and danced. "I arrived on Kundala during the first wave,"
he said softly. "Why is it that in all that time I have never
seen lightning?" Giyan did not answer at once. "I will answer
your question if you first answer one of mine." He nodded his assent. "There has been much speculation about this
among my people, much debate. How long-lived are you V'ornn?" Rekkk smiled. "I am almost two hundred years
old, Giyan. I daresay Nith Sahor could be six hundred. And yet a life
span of close to a thousand years is not enough for the Gyrgon. Their
search for immortality has taken us across uncounted galaxies,
cost other races millions of lives." He turned to her. "Now,
what about the lightning?" She moistened her lips. "For more than a
century there has been no lightning," she whispered. "And
for all that time no one has known why. Perhaps it is because
lightning is sacred to Müna, or perhaps it is just another of
those ancient things that have passed beyond the pale in this new
time." "The time of the occupation, you mean." "But now that Nith Sahor has spoken to me, I
believe I understand these disappearances. It is the time before
Kundala's death." "Do not think such dark thoughts," he
said. "If we are successful, Kundala will abide; it will live to
see the dawn of a new era." "But, honestly, what odds do you give us? Now
that Wennn Stogggul is using Malistra, I think they cannot be good at
all!" "Rhynnnon are used to overwhelming odds, Giyan.
Any odds, no matter how slim, are enough to keep hope burning." She sighed heavily. "Why is life such a
struggle? It is so full of sorrows, disappointment, and fear." He stirred beside her. "What would it take, I
wonder, to return the lightning to Kundala?" She knew what he was asking. He had loved her
through her hatred, her contempt, her fear. Nothing she had said or
done had made a whiff of difference. His love for her was like a
rock, like the sea, like the stars that shone down on them even
through the lowering clouds. The clouds would pass; the stars
remained. She turned to him and, at last, said his name, just
his name, "Rekkk," and nothing more. He did not move; he scarcely seemed to breathe
beside her. "Giyan," he said quietly, "this is a
moment I have been dreaming of for a long time. In Stone Border—" "Rekkk, no. You don't have to." "But I want to." He took a shuddering
breath. "Giyan, I have loved you from the moment I first saw
you, moving through the regent's quarters. And then when you walked
into the plaza my very soul melted. I wished at the moment that I
could have taken away all your pain and suffering, but I could do
nothing." "Not nothing,” she whispered. "I did what I could," he said, "but
the tragedy was there at my feet. Poor Annon, caught up in a bloody
power struggle." "Yes, poor Annon." Tears slid silently down Giyan's cheeks. She could hear the comforting rhythm of the rain as
it pattered against the wide leaves of the heartwood tree against
which they sat, just as she could feel the primeval drumbeat of the
forest so like the thrum of her own pulse. Moment by moment she could
feel her new life forming around her. She said his name once more, and he sighed, put his
head back against the rough bark and closed his eyes. Eleana crouched alone in the forest. That was all
right with her. She was used to being alone and, besides, ever since
she could remember the forest had been her friend. The rich, loamy
scents, the small, stealthy sounds of the nocturnal predators, the
darkness leavened with the gentle patter of the rain never failed to
make her feel safe and comforted. There was not a creature that lived
in these forests, even the largest predators, that she did not love.
She respected them rather than feared them, and that was an important
distinction for survival out here. Most city folk had no business
being in the wilds. Like as not, they ended up with bruises, a broken
bone or two from a fall, or wounds from being mauled by a snow-lynx
or any number of other predators they stumbled over. She moved on, soundlessly making her way along the
perimeter of the camp. Without moonslight it was treacherous work.
Often, it was impossible to tell where the slippery, weather-eroded
edge of the plateau lay. One false step could send her hurtling
down the three-hundred-meter drop. Inside the tree line, she paused,
listened to a far-off qwawd, then she went down to the river, drank
water from her cupped hand, felt the rain on her shoulders and hair. She was thinking of Annon. She could not believe he
was dead. It just didn't seem possible. She had set her mind toward
the day when they would meet again, when she would tell him how she
felt, when they would fall into each other's arms and be one. Gone now, leaving a hole in her heart. Tears ran down her face as she wiped her lips with
the back of her hand. The heavy blow on the back of her head came
without warning, pitclüng her, insensate, into the cold water. Mother The huge female stirred her voluminous turquoise
robes around her like a sorceress tending a pot of fulminating herbs.
The folds of her skin hung off the shrunken flesh like a second robe.
Her skin was white as cor milk. Her hair, bound by black muodd-shell
pins, was platinum. She had a high, wide forehead, the powerful,
commanding, Goddess-like face thai? primitive races would trace
in pigments on the walls of their caves, carve into Stone
monuments, bow down to in awe and wonder. Compassion and strength
swirled around her in equal strength. Riane shook her head. "You say I know you, but
really I don't." Grey-green eyes, enigmatic, guileless, regarded her
intently. "Astar told you about me." "Astar is dead," Riane whispered, "I know." The turquoise robes shimmered like quicksilver, the
folds rolling into darkness and out again like combers along a beach.
There was a fleeting sense that the robes were not made of cloth at
all. "Bartta held me in a spell. She made me watch
while she put the had-atta down Astar's throat." Tears
slid down Riane's cheek. "I could not help her." Mother took her hand, squeezing it in sympathy.
"Neither could anyone else." The Kell was mainly dark. Light came from an
unexpected source: sorcerous flowers with bright cores, the
surrounding petals reflecting and magnifying the light. The walls
appeared metallic, curved panels joined together by huge rivets. They
amplified the smallest sounds, so that the two females spoke in
hushed tones that rushed back at them in murmurous response. A
ghostly chorus. "You are the someone else involved, the secret
she could not tell me because of all the evil—" "I am a prisoner, Riane. Just like you." "Who are you?" Riane was wide-eyed. Her
heart hammered in her chest. "Thigpen told you about me." She offered a
smile. "But you know who I am, don't you, Riane?" "Mother?" Riane wiped her eyes. The enormous female nodded, moved slightly so that
the ornate gold tassels stitched to the hem of her robes swayed like
handbells. "We are taught that Mother was killed by the
Rappa more than a century ago." "You were also told that the Rappa were
destroyed. Is that the truth?" Riane shook her head. "No." "Having met Thigpen, do you think her kind
could have murdered me?" "No, of course not. It's an absurd notion." "So is my death, Riane. As you can plainly see,
I was not murdered." The intonation of her voice abruptly
changed. Riane knew she was about to hear a long-held, closely
guarded secret. "One hundred and one years ago. It was the
dawning of the seventh day of the High Harvest Festival, which
began on the ides of Lonon, the Fifth Season. For six days and six
nights the Kundalan had been celebrating the bountiful harvest. They
had sung and danced; they had given thanks to the Great Goddess Müna
and had mated like gimnopedes; they had eaten and drunk their fill,
only to dance and sing again, give thanks again, and mate again. It
was the day the V'ornn landed, the day The Pearl was misused, and
vanished. The day I was taken prisoner by Nedhu, the leader of the
dissident male Ramahan. "I knew that the V'ornn were coming. It had
been prophesied; it was why The Pearl had been created. I ordered the
Keeper to open the Storehouse Door. Seizing this opportunity, Nedhu
waited until the Keeper had opened the Door, then he had her
murdered. He forced me to go with him into the Storehouse. We went
across a bridge so narrow that two people could not walk
side-by-side. There were no handrails, nothing whatsoever to guard
against a false step that would send an unwary or clumsy traveler
over the edge. It was an unimaginably long way down. "On the far side, Nedhu confronted the young
girl I had sent to fetch me The Pearl. There came a rustling, not
from her, but from the deep gloom immediately behind her. The sudden
pungent odor of bitterroot, so familiar to me, made Nedhu gag.
Something huge was emerging out of the darkness at the far end of the
cavern. The Hagoshrin, the guardian of the Storehouse. "Nedhu did not wait to get a closer look, but
darted forward. As He jerked the girl toward him, slapping her hard
across the face, I uttered an cry in the Old Tongue. The Hagoshrin
answered my call. It advanced on Nedhu. "Bellowing with rage and fear, Nedhu tore the
decahedron from the girl's desperate grasp and shoved her with all
his might. She toppled head over heels over the side of the span,
vanishing into the blackness without even giving him the satisfaction
of a scream. Nedhu turned, moaning, and ran. As he passed me, he
flung me backward into the Hagoshrin's embrace." Mother appeared abruptly exhausted, not by talking
but by the terrible memories stirred up like embers that still
contained enough heat to burn. "For my stupidity and my sin the
Hagoshrin should have killed me as Nedhu imagined, as he informed
everyone at Middle Palace. But it did not. Because it was Müna's
will, the Hagoshrin took me, cared for me, sustained me until I was
ready to return to the abbey." "You are a great sorceress. How could you allow
Nedhu to take The Pearl?" Mother sighed. "That day one hundred and one
years ago, without my knowing it, I was severely… damaged." "By Nedhu?" "No." Mother shook her head sadly. "By
The Pearl." "But The Pearl is the most holy object. It was
made by Müna Herself. How could it possibly cause you harm?" "I was foolish. I trusted Nedhu. He preyed upon
that trust. I was the guardian of The Pearl, and I failed in my duty.
I allowed those who should not see it, those who should not touch it
to do so." Mother's hands lifted, only to fall back into her
ample lap. "I was punished, Riane. The Pearl made me weak when I
most needed to be strong. Much of my sorcerous power was stripped
from me. Afterward, I was delirious with a sorcerous fever for five
years. When I returned from my convalescence in the caverns, I found
that Middle Palace had been desecrated by the V'ornn. Müna's
holy temple was no longer Ramahan; Kundala was no longer ours. "Eventually, I discovered that the Dea Cretan
had been formed here at the Abbey of Floating White. But when I
arrived, I posed a threat to those konara who had wrested control
from the male cabal. They had reformed the Ramahan entirely. Male
priests had been banished; the Rappa had been slaughtered; the very
teachings of Müna had begun to be altered. When I argued that
these changes were unholy, sacrilegious, the konara turned on
me. That was when I found out that they were using Kyofu only, that
those with the Gift were being culled out." She lifted a finger,
a hand, an arm. The robes shimmered, the tassels jostled one another.
Her eyes had grown dark with memory. "Fifty years went by, and
then… Feeble though my powers were, I was finally able to make
contact with a shima with the Gift. Wisely, she had kept her Gift a
secret and had not been culled with the others. I told her to find
those novices with the Gift and to instruct them to keep their talent
hidden. To instruct them secretly, if she was able. This was how
Giyan learned Osoru. But these incidents were few and far between
with precious-little gain seen, just a holding action, you see. We
were waiting, Riane. For you." Her hands, small and delicate for such a huge
female, were eloquent as a dancer's. They were very pale, veined like
marble, translucent as alabaster, the ringers flowing like silk in
the wind. The nails were long, curved like the runes of the Old
Tongue. "Kyofu has bound me here in sorcerous chains through the
regimes of three powerful konara. Each one was worse than the one
before, until now we have Bartta, the worst of all-She paused a
moment, listening to the chorus of echoes, grown unused to the
sound of voices, of even her own voice. "I can cast a minor spell here or there,
nothing much, but more than Bartta suspects. Astar did my bidding,
but it was a difficult and extremely dangerous business. When
Bartta guessed that Giyan was being taught in the ways of Osoru, she
went straight to Konara Mossa, who immediately began a clandestine
investigation. I was forced to retreat, to keep silent, motionless as
a lorg, patient as a kris-spider in its web. I learned to do
nothing—nothing but think. Years passed. The investigation
tapered off, and I began again. It took time and stealth. I trained
Astar myself. But the effort drained me, and I have no more
reservoirs of power. Still, I persevered. Astar was my eyes and my
ears. To the abbey at large she was a simple leyna, but she was more
knowledgeable than half the konara here." "Bartta used me to set a trap for her. Astar is
dead because of me."
"Not so." Mother's nails clicked together,
the quick beat of gimno-pede wings. "She is dead because Bartta
murdered her. I set Astar on her path. She begged me to do so because
if you were the Dar Sala-at, she wanted a hand in your training. She
died because that was her fate." Mother's eyes held Riane's.
"You must believe this because it is the truth, and the truth is
your path." "I understand." Riane nodded, struggling
with her emotions. "The evil inside the abbey has spread,
Mother. It has gained much power." "More than you know." Here, in this holy place that had become a prison,
the shadows had significance. There was the sense of the hours, days,
nights never having left the Kell at all, but rather accumulating in
the recesses, documents, diaries, maps, sketches, paintings
recounting the frustration, patience, failure, sorrow of Mother's
incarceration. There existed a grave weight, as if every moment
Mother had spent here remained, tumbled as the books all around her,
squeezing the air out of the chamber. "Mother, what did Bartta do to you?" Mother smiled sadly, drew another memory out of the
shadows. "She set the Sphere of Binding upon me. It is an
extraordinarily potent spell. How she learned it I have no idea. It
was never taught here at the abbey. Once, I would have beatert it
back, but now I have no remedy for it, and no memory of one." Riane stared at her. Both halves of her seemed to be
aligned for a moment, fused by the injustice of Mother's plight. Each
day, it seemed Riane was more astonished at the pain and misery the
Kundalan had inflicted on themselves. Was the suffering the V'ornn
had inflicted on them any worse? If she was, indeed, the Dar Sala-at,
how could she possibly end this cycle of misery? Which brought up
another question. "How did you know I am the Dar Sala-at?"
she asked. "The result of the Ya-unn, the test Astar
administered to you with the qi, proved your true identity beyond a
shadow of a doubt. You spoke the word." "Djenn." "Djenn, who lights the way for the Dar
Sala-at," Mother said. The Kell was suddenly filled with her
words, their echoes, the syllables of power. "You are the Dar
Sala-at, the sign from the Great Goddess Müna, the One we have
all been waiting for, the One who will lead all of Kundala back to
goodness and glory." Mother's hands opened, the white palms unlined by
time. "Once Astar brought me the confirmation, I contrived for
you to find me. Using the small spells at my disposal, I caused Shima
Wirdd to fall ill, then caused Shima Vedda to choose you for her
archaeological work detail. I knew she was excavating near the Kells.
A third spell widened a fault running through the bedrock. But that
was all I could manage." "I understand," Riane said at once. "You
want me to be your eyes and ears like Astar was." "No, not at all." Mother inclined her
head. "Come here, please, Riane. Now give me your hands."
She gazed into Riane's eyes, and immediately Riane felt that
same sensation of being hooked up to an engine that had overcome her
when Astar had put the qi in her. "Müna tells us that the Dar Sala-at will
be born at 'both ends of the Cosmos,'"Mother said softly. "For
centuries this phrase has sparked remarkably vitriolic debates among
Ramahan. There have been nearly as many interpretations of the phrase
at there have been konara in all the abbeys on Kundala." She
spread her fingers over the backs of Riane's hands as if they were
the petals of a flower. "Now Müna has given us Her answer
through you, the living manifestation of Her Prophesy." Riane felt a sudden clutch in the pit of her
stomach. "What do you …" she stammered. "I
don't understand." "Of course you do," Mother said. "I
know your secret, Riane. I know you are half V'ornn." "No, I…" Riane was forced to look
away from those piercing eyes. "I was sworn not to tell anyone"
she whispered. "And you haven't—Look at me, Riane. And
you haven't broken that oath, have you?" Riane shook her head. "I haven't. I wouldn't." "But you will," Mother said. An odd
faraway look in her eyes. "Once and once only. It will bring
great joy and great pain." Her eyes came back into focus. "But
that is for another day." Riane was silent for a long time, and Mother was
clever and patient enough not to disturb her thoughts. "It is a terrible struggle," Riane said at
length. Mother said nothing, her serenity creating an
atmosphere in which Riane would be able to continue this difficult
topic. "No longer V'ornn, yet not fully Kundalan
either, I felt trapped in an alien body, lost in a primitive
wilderness, unable to trust or rely on anyone, knowing that there was
no one like me, that there never would be." "This is the fate of the Dar Sala-at, Riane. To
be at once one with the Cosmos and yet apart from all who inhabit it.
But perhaps what I say next will help you somewhat. In all glory
there is a sadness. One must not allow that sadness to gain the upper
hand, to become all that you feel, for it will all too soon turn to
desolation and despair. In that weakened state, the forces of evil
find their opportunity for incursion, stealing the light, running
amok, perverting everything." "How can I prevent that from happening?" "Learn, my dearest one. Expand your mind.
Absorb everything. Müna, in Her infinite wisdom, has
given you many Gifts. It is up to you to find them and use them." "You will help me, Mother?" Mother nodded. "Rest assured I will do
everything in my power to do so." She settled herself a little.
The tassels at the hem of her robes shivered. "It is not only
space that is alive with mysteries beyond our ken," she said.
"But Time, as well. This we learn when first we go Thripping."
She smiled as she stroked Riane's cheek. "No one else is brave
or truthful enough to tell you this, but the true danger in
Thripping is in discovering just how little knowledge we have.
The very Cosmos throbs with life unknowable! How small and
insignificant that makes us! And yet, for we who Thripp, for we who
can move at will through this magical macroverse, this glimmering
Cosmos, comes a grave responsibility. For it is thrcfugh this power
that we possess the ability to become more. More than
Kundalan, more than Ramahan. More than we could ever imagine!" Somewhere in the recesses of the Kell water dripped.
There was a brief whiff of something that was not precisely dampness;
memories, perhaps, buried so deeply they were no longer accessible. "This is the risk Müna took when she
bestowed upon us the Gift of Thripping. Knowing this, we took every
precaution we could think of to ensure that the power at the disposal
of the Ramahan would not be abused. But Kundalan being Kundalan, we
could not plug every loophole." She lifted a forefinger.
"Power pollutes, Riane. And absolute power pollutes absolutely.
You must remember this, for it is a truism in every realm of the
Cosmos. Inside every conscious soul is a dark place waiting for its
chance to eclipse the sunlight. Perhaps this is the price we pay for
self-awareness." "'Evil enters us through a rupture in White
Bone Gate," Riane said instantly. Mother paused, regarding her. "White Bone Gate,
yes. Tell me, Riane, how do you know these sacred words?" "I do not know… I just do." Mother gave her a little smile. "Do you imagine
that I do not know the words? They are from Utmost Source,
Müna's Holiest of Holies, lost now since the Uprising over a
century ago. Where would you have learned them, I wonder? This
knowledge has long ago slipped beyond the ken of even the eldest of
the abbey's konara." "From the book," Riane said. She had the
strongest sense that Mother was the one person in whom she could
confide without fear of anger or retribution. "The book?" Mother had begun to tremble.
"What book?" "Utmost Source," Riane said. "Praise Müna, the Sacred Text has been
found." Mother's eyes closed for a moment. "I memorized it. The whole thing from first
word to last." Riane recounted how Annon had found it lying
beside him after the encounter with Seelin, the Dragon lurking
behind the Storehouse Door. "Yes, Giyan was right, of course, you were
meant to have it. Seelin gave it to you. But, tell me, Riane, how
were you able to read the book?" "The Kundalan part of me knew it, Mother. Giyan
told me the book was written in the Old Tongue. The female who was
Riane must have been taught the Old Tongue." "This is a significant discovery."
Mother's eyes were alight. "Giyan was mistaken. It is
understandable. She has never seen Utmost Source; it was
lost before her time. But she has seen the companion volume, The
Book of Recantation, which is written in the Old Tongue. It
would be natural for her to assume that Utmost Source was
written in the same language." Mother shook her head. "Utmost
Source is far more ancient, however. It belongs to another time.
It is written in Venca, the Root language. Venca has seven hundred
and seventy-seven letters in its alphabet, ten times the number
of letters in the Old Tongue. It is a language of pure sorcery.
Nowadays, it is used only by the Druuge, the nomads of the Great
Voorg." "Then Riane is a Druuge?" Riane shook her
head. "How can that be? She is adept at mountain climbing. She
is used to thin air and brutally cold weather. When fragments of
memories come up, they are always of icescapes and high tors." Mother sat back. "Well, this is something of a
mystery, isn't it?" "I would very much like to know who she was,"
Riane said. "I understand perfectly," Mother nodded.
"Isn't that what we all want, to know ourselves completely?" "For me, it seems an impossible task,"
Riane said. "It seems I know next to nothing about myself." "Ah, enlightenment." Mother smiled. "How
far you have come from the impatient, imperious V'ornn! By
identifying the problem, you have already taken your first step. In
the end, understanding ourselves is all that stands between us and
the Dark." "By the Dark do you mean Kyofu? Astar told me
about the Black Dreaming sorcery." "That is one meaning of the Dark," Mother
said. "Those who embrace only Kyofu are destined to be
consumed by it." "Like Bartta." Mother inclined her head. "But they are to be
greatly feared because their fervor for the Dark Dreaming sorcery is
a power in its own right. It is what makes the Sphere of Binding such
a potent and dangerous spell, one that no Osoru sorceress would dare
cast." "And you are an Osoru sorceress, aren't you,
Mother?" "Not exactly." Mother squeezed Riane's
hands. "I am the first and last of my generation to use Eye
Window. It is an amalgam of Osoru and Kyofu." "Leyna Astar explained that tp me." "Indeed. Riane, you are also destined to be an
Eye Window sorcer- ess. Riane was shocked. "But I do not even know
Osoru yet." "It is true that you have much to learn, and
the lure of Kyofu is very powerful," Mother said. "But you
can Thrip. And Astar told me that you were able to resist the Rings
of Concordance. There will be spells that are more dangerous, ones
you will not be able to repel without proper training, but for now I
think we have a chance." "A chance for what?" "To free me." She turned Riane's hands
over so that they were palms up. "Tell me, can you feel the
power bourns?" "Yes, Mother." "Good, for I cannot. You Thripped in here; you
can Thrip out." "But I will not leave you." Mother shook her head. "Tell me, you know where
the Library is, don't you?" "Of course. I have spent much time there, some
of it with Astar."
"As you were meant to do." Mother lifted a
forefinger. "Far back in the deepest recesses of the Library
there is a small, cramped, virtually lightless chamber. On one of its
shelves is The Book of Recantation. It is rarely, if ever,
read. Most Ramahan have no idea it exists, and the ones who do think
it is of little import. They believe it to be an irrelevant relic
from an outmoded era. But we know they are wrong. "The Book of Recantation is the primer
for Kyofu. I have studied parts of it, but not all. Some sections are
protected by a very powerful spell. Somehow, Bartta learned of The
Book of Recantation and studied it as- siduously—all of
it. I do not know how she broke the protection spell, but of a
certainty she could not have done it on her own." "The evil inside the abbey," Riane
whispered. "The evil, yes. You see, Bartta doesn't have
the Gift, unlike Giyan, who is an exceedingly accomplished
sorceress—far more accomplished, I should say, than even she
knows. And Bartta was always bitterly envious of Giyan. That
made her particularly susceptible to the Dark, creeping in on silent
feet. "In any event, The Book of Recantation
holds the remedy to the spell holding me prisoner. Astar would never
have been able to break the protection spell, but I feel certain that
you, Riane, with your extraordinary Gift, will be able to do it. "But first things first. You will Thrip out of
here. When you do, my spirit will be free to come with you, but only
for the space of one hour. In that time, you must enter the Library,
steal The Book of Recantation, and return here to me, where
you will attempt to break the protection spell, and I will seek the
remedy." "What happens at the end of the hour?" "If you are not able to return to here, my
spirit will not be able to rejoin my corpus and I will die." Riane felt a shiver run through her. "Never mind that now," Mother continued.
"I want you to concentrate on what lies ahead. You must do
everything I have outlined without being found out. If Bartta
discovers what you are doing, she will cast another spell—one
neither of us is prepared to repel. That is why we need the book. It
will protect us from her Black Dreaming sorcery." Riane shook her head. "I know how well attended
the Library is. I do not think it is possible to do what you ask in
an hour." Mother smiled. "Oh, but I know you can
accomplish it, Riane. I will help you." She held Riane's gaze
with hers. "Remember, when you arrive in the Library I will be
with you." Her expression grew so grave Riane felt her knees
begin to knock together. "Now listen to me carefully, Riane.
This is why you must be extra specially careful not to be seen. If
Bartta discovers you, she will reinvoke the Sphere of Binding, and I
will be trapped inside you. She will have me—and you—for
all time, and there will be nothing either of us can do about it. Do
you understand me?" "Yes, Mother." Riane's insides had turned
to ice, but still she rose to the challenge. "I am ready for
whatever must be done. Time is already running out. We should start
at once." Mother nodded. "We must keep the Thripping to a
minimum. The slight disturbance in the realms can be monitored. Too
much of it within the precincts of the abbey will bring unwanted
attention to you. Now I want you to close your eyes. Touch the spot
in the center of your forehead. No, with your rnind. There is a well
there, the Seat of Deepest Knowledge. It will take you to Ayame." Already, Riane heard Mother's words as if through
the tissue of another realm. Then, with a tendril of her mind,
she touched the Seat of Deepest Knowledge. There was an instant of
pain and of profound cold, and then as if a veil had been torn she
found herself falling, falling perhaps down the well that Mother had
described, falling into the absolute darkness of Ayame. Squall Line Icy water filling up Eleana's nostrils activated her
autonomic nervous system, and revived her. She awoke in a panic,
underwater, and tried to scream. Water that had invaded her sinuses
rushed into her mouth, threatening to choke her. She tried to get out
of the river, but there was a heavy pressure at the back of her head.
She fought it to no avail. Thrashing, she had the presence of mind to
blow the water out of her mouth rather than swallow it. Someone was doing his best to drown her. She pushed
back. But the harder she tried to lift her head, the more oppressive
the pressure became. She felt panic rising in her and fought to
dispel it, trying to think. She felt a fire in her lungs, a certain
lassitude creeping through her at the lack of air. All her thrashing
was doing was using up her precious supply of oxygen. Instead of fighting futilely, she willed herself to
relax, though that was the last thing her body wanted to do. She felt
the current against her left side, orienting her. She drew her
shock-sword, thumbed on the ion flow, but it got jammed into the
silty riverbed. She tried to pull it out, but it struck a rock.
Instantly, the energy blew backward like a ricochet. She screamed
silently as it drove up her arms and threatened to dislocate her
shoulders. She hung on for dear life, and was rewarded when her whole
body blasted upward with such force she rose, gasping, out of the
water. She freed the shock-sword and whirled it around her.
She felt the edge slice into something hard, the energy flow shifting
subtly as the weapon pierced armor plating, then flesh. She exulted
in the feel of it as she turned to see a Khagggun stagger backward, a
gout of blood pumping from rent shoulder plates in his armor. Recklessly, she went after him, misjudging both the
severity of his wound and his stamina. He parried her awkward
follow-up with one mailed fist, struck her square in the chest with
the other. Stunned, she sat back down in the muddy bank, still
gasping for breath. He regained his feet, drew his own shock-sword. She scrambled to her feet, holding her weapon in a
two-handed grip. He lashed out, giving her barely enough time to
parry. As the two ion-charged blades struck, she felt a painful jolt
numbing her hands. The Khagggun advanced, swinging his shock-sword back
and forth in short, vicious arcs. Eleana retreated, blocking one,
then another thrust. Each time, her hands were numbed all over again.
He was playing with her, wearing her down without even launching
a serious attack. It was clear that there was a great deal to learn
about the V'ornn weapon. Her arms were shaking, and she could no
longer feel her fingers. The Khagggun feinted right, made a swift, powerful
lunge to the left, and, with a clear ring of alloy against alloy,
sent her weapon spinning out of her hand. Quickly, She drew her
knife, but he tromped down on her wrist, pinning it to the muck. He stood over her for a moment, faceless and
terrifying in his battle helm, and it struck her that she would never
know the identity of her killer. He raised his shock-sword, preparing
to drive it through her heart, but in the instant it began its
descent, he arched back, his body vibrating horribly, tearing itself
to pieces in front of her eyes. Behind him, Rekkk stood with his shock-sword, as if
the weapon were drinking its enemy's blood, eating the ribboned
flesh. He reached down a large hand, hauled her upward. "Retrieve your shock-sword," he said. "As
I said before, if you are going to rely on it, I had better teach you
how to use it properly." Eleana scooped it out of the water, thumbed off the
ion flow. "Thank you for saving my life," she said. He grunted. "You are surprised." "Hugely," she admitted. "Wasn't this
Khagggun one of your pack?" "I have no pack," he said without emotion.
"I told you. I am Rhynn-non. I am without caste. I am sworn to
my mission." She eyed him. "You V'ornn—" "Did he come from the south or from the east?"
he broke in. "I require your expertise as a practical
tactician." "Wait a minute. Was that a compliment?" "Just answer the question," he growled. Eleana licked her lips. "I heard no hovercraft
activity. Besides, I had just finished reconnoitering the south
perimeter. I would not have missed him." "He was trained—" "So am I." He had to admire her grit. "Still…" He took her on another quick check of the terrain at
the very southern lip of the plateau. They found no evidence of
ropes, pitons, or other climbing gear. "From the east, then." Rekkk rubbed his
chin. "Intriguing. Olnnn Rydddlin has decided to take the long
way around. It is the conservative, careful approach." "Your Olnnn Rydddlin does not strike me as a
conservative, careful Pack-Commander." "Yes, I agree. What's wrong with this picture?" "If that was a scout, then there are bound to
be more coming from the same direction. I think that is where we
ought to go." Without another word, they followed the shallow
river north, heading back to camp. When they passed through the
scene of the attack, Eleana swept the Khagggun's gore-spattered
shock-sword into her free hand. "Sixth rule of engagement. Never let anything
on the battlefield go to waste." "I was not aware that the resistance was so
well trained." "Ah, there may be much about the resistance
that is beyond your ken." He paused, turning to her. "If I teach you how
to use your shock-sword, will you teach me your rules of engagement?" "What? You cannot mean now?" "Most assuredly I do. I want to know that I can
rely on you in the battle to come." She cocked her head. Then she threw him the dead
Khagggun's weapon. "The first rule of engagement is bring your
enemy to your field of battle." He lunged at her. "The first lesson of
shock-sword combat is to keep hold of it." The instant his blade
crossed hers, the jolt numbed her entire right side, and her weapon
fell to the ground. Eleana, looking very angry indeed, rubbed her right
hand. She eyed Rekkk warily. He gestured. "Well, go on. Pick it up. You want
to learn how to use it, don't you?" "You could kill me now," she said. "I
could not get to it in time." "Now why would I want to do that?" She stared at him a moment more, before stooping to
pick up the shock-sword. "That Khagggun disarmed me the same
way." Rekkk nodded. "The trick is in using the ion
flow. It should be used for defense as well as offense." He
beckoned to her. "Come on. Attack me." She did. He parried her blow without any apparent
ill effect. She came at him again and again, varying her strategies.
He handled them all with ease, turning his blade this way and that,
until she gave up with a disgusted snort. "The trouble is you are treating this weapon as
if it was a simple sword," he said. "It's not. When you
induce the ion flow, it creates an energy arc between the two blades.
They begin to vibrate as such a high level it is invisible to the
naked eye. If you parry the blow so your blades are at a
ninety-degree angle to your attacker's you'll nullify his charge."
He lifted his sword. "Got it?" He charged her again. She felt her nerves tingle as
she twisted her shock-sword just off the mark. However, she parried
his second blow perfectly and felt nothing. She was still grinning
when he locked his twin blades with hers. She cried out as she was
blasted back off her feet. "This time you lost your weapon and
your balance," he said, laughing. "I am forced to admit that fighting the V'ornn
way is more complicated than it looks." Wiping mud off her
hands, Eleana grimly took up her shock-sword again and began to
circle him. "The second rule of engagement is always take the
high ground and keep it." Rekkk nodded as he turned with her. "I created
an ion-charged feedback loop that took my energy and combined it
with yours. It is not an easy maneuver. It is imperative that you
engage your opponent's weapon at the tips. If you get it wrong—lower
down the blade or near the guard—the feedback loop will shatter
your sword, possibly all the bones in your hand as well." "I will try to remember that," Eleana said
as she lunged at him. He twisted away, but on her second attempt, she
engaged the tips of his blades with hers. She could almost feel the
charge as he grimaced. But he did not drop his weapon as she had
expected. Instead, he thumbed off his own ion-charge, disengaged,
thumbed it on again, and deftly disarmed her. "Eleana, you must try to keep hold of your
shock-sword." "Believe me, I am trying." Once more, she
picked up the weapon, wiping mud off it. "Try harder." "I am trying as hard as I can!" she
shouted, just as he lunged at her. She parried, danced away, struck back, engaged the
tips of his shock-sword for just an instant and, as she saw him
react, whipped her weapon in toward his neck, where the twin blades
hung, just centimeters from his skin. "Third rule of engagement," she said
without a trace of smugness. "Make your enemy see your strength
as your weakness, and your weakness as your strength." He smiled, and she relaxed. "You are a quicker
study than I had imagined." "For a female, you mean?" He laughed. "I am learning that Kundalan
females can be formidable in their own right." The compliment took her by surprise, as it was meant
to do. In the time it took her to blink, he had moved inside her
defensive perimeter, jammed the heel of his hand under her chin, and
grabbed the guard of her shock-sword. This time, however, though he
had taken her somewhat by surprise, she did not let go of her
weapon. Instead, she twisted it in his grip and, using his own
strength against him, pushed instead of pulled. The hilt of the
shock-sword smashed into his chest, knocking him back a pace. They faced each other, back on equal footing, within
the circle of combat. "That was well done," he whispered. "But
don't you think we should concern ourselves with the possibility that
more Khagggun scouts might have infiltrated—" "The fourth rule," she said, never taking
her eyes off his, "is to learn your opponent's tactics while
never repeating yours." "I mean it," he whispered. "There are
two more Khagggun behind you. They are watching us right now." "I don't believe—" But he had already recommenced his circling,
deliberately bringing her around so that she could see what he had
seen. When he saw the tremor of recognition go through her, he said,
"Right now they do not have a clue what is going on. That is the
only thing that has saved us." She looked into his eyes. "The fifth rule of
engagement: when outnumbered by your enemy, divide him." He grinned. "Strike me down." "What?" "Do what I tell you!" he hissed furiously.
"N'Luuura take it, strike me dead!" Fire in her eyes, she lunged at him, saw him try and
fail to parry her thrust. Her ion-charged blades ripped open his
clothes on the left side. She saw turquoise blood spatter, and he
went down as if poleaxed. But now she understood his intent. From
where the Khagggun crouched, it would look as if she had delivered a
mortal blow. Playing the part to the hilt, she straddled his prone
form. "Die, V'ornn scumV she cried, and drove her
shock-sword into the ground not a centimeter from his neck. These two
near misses must have hurt Rekkk, she knew. She was stunned by his
iron-willed courage. From their point of view, the Khagggun scouts chose
their moment well. Together, they leapt from their hiding places the
moment she buried her weapon in the ground. She heard them, tried to
turn, but she could not pull her shock-sword free. "Turn off the ion flowV Rekkk shouted as he
slid out from under her and jammed his weapon into the lower belly of
one of the oncoming Khagggun. The force of his momeritum carried
Rekkk down and onto his back, while the spitted scout, blood
streaming from his wound, kicked and flailed frantically. The other Khagggun had one mailed hand on Eleana by
the time she had extracted her shock-sword. He spun her around,
driving to lock the tips of his shock-sword with hers. Eleana kept
her ion flow off as his weapon touched hers. Then she deftly turned
her blades ninety degrees, switched on her ion flow. The resulting
jolt sent the Khagggun to his knees, and she stepped inside his
defense. He was bent over so she was taken unawares when he
jammed the short-hafted studded globe into her rib cage. She screamed
with pain, but did not drop her shock-sword. Her breath whistled
through gritted teeth, her knees trembled and her legs turned to
jelly. She thought of the pain Rekkk had taken. Could she do any
less? Vision blurred as her eyes leaked tears. Dimly, she was aware
of the Khagggun grinding the globe into her. She felt as if her body
was being ripped apart, the agony exploding every nerve ending in her
body. She narrowed her concentration on the weight of her
shock-sword as she swung it in a horizontal arc. It seemed to move in
slow motion. She was aware of a screaming coming as if from far away.
The blades swept ever closer. The screaming threatened to derail her
concentration. She was weeping as she sliced the blades through the
Khagggun's armor plating. They stuck at the juncture of his shoulder
and neck while his blood spurted through the rent. The pain overcame her and she slid to her knees, her
forehead resting on the bloody V'ornn armor. She could feel him
spasming and shaking, and now she left her blades to do their work on
his neck while she grabbed his fists, jerked them upward. The studded
globe smashed into the underside of his helm and he toppled backward. She lay athwart him, half-insensate, grateful that
the screaming had stopped but curious as to what kind of creature had
made it. Her throat was raw. Which was when she realized she was the
one who had been screaming. At length, she felt someone pulling her up and,
thinking it was another scout, ripped the studded globe out of
the Khagggun's grip. Snarling, she brandished it. "Easy. That ion mace is a nasty weapon,"
Rekkk whispered in her ear. "Its ion excitation jumps from spike
to spike in an energy web that is tuned not to cut and slice but to
overstimulate nerve endings." As she reared back, he opened his
arms wide. "Do you want to kill me, too?" She began to sob, then, clinging to him as he
carried her and her weapons back to where Giyan was waiting,
white-faced with worry. "Müna protect us" she cried
when she saw the blood all over them. "Is she hurt?" "We're good," Rekkk said, unconsciously
slipping into Khagggun battlefield terminology. She pointed to his side. "You're bleeding." "It's nothing. Look, just a flesh wound." She directed him to set Eleana down on the
riverbank. She stroked the girl's hair as she began to wash her hands
and face. "Scouts from Olnnn Rydddlin's pack," he
said as he hunkered down beside them to wash away the Khagggun's
blood and viscera. "Eleana's convinced they came from the
easterly passage, and I agree." She gave him a quick look. "All dead." He nodded in Eleana's
direction, "She was very resourceful, very brave." He
put his hand on the girl's shoulder and turned her toward him. "We
who have faced death salute your first kill." He set the ion
mace in her lap. "Sixth rule of engagement." He saw her
smile and put the back of his hand against her cheek. "Or as we
V'ornn say: to the victor belong the spoils." Dew glittered at the ends of spear-shaped leaves.
The tips of ladylace ferns unfurled like dark sails. A qwawd lowed,
deep in the underbrush. The sky, dense with cloud all night, was
clearing and, with it, the scent of bitterroot rose from the damp,
springy earth. "They're coming," Giyan said. It was still
dark. They could see nothing beyond the treetops at the edge of the
plateau. The sky was a lambent black, fading now in the east. Rekkk knew she was using Osoru to "see"
their movement in the darkness. Osoru was good for many things, but
as Giyan described it, it was Müna's Gift, never meant for
battle. There were no means in Osoru to subdue a score of fierce
Khagggun. He believed her. Otherwise, the V'ornn would never
have been able to subjugate the Kun-dalan. "What approach are they taking?" he asked
her. "The east," she said. "The south." "Which is it?" Eleana asked. Giyan looked at them. "Both." It was first light. Crawling to the edge of the
plateau, they saw signs of movement far off in the shadowy orchards.
Clouds crowded the western sky, but in the east it was cTear, and
when the sun broke above the horizon its pellucid, piercing light
threw every object into stark relief. "I count a score," Eleana said. "Another score is coming from the east,"
Giyan told them. "What is going on?" Eleana whispered. "Olnnn Rydddlin has once again moved up in the
world," Rekkk said. "He is commanding two packs.
He has chosen to attack us in Squall Line formation." "That cannot be good," Giyan said. "No." Rekkk stared out at the mass of
Khagggun swarming past the orchards on their way to scaling the
plateau. Eleana came and stood beside him. "The sixth
rule of engagement you already know,” she said softly. "The
seventh, and last, rule is: always have an exit strategy." She
looked at him. "Rekkk, do we have an exit strategy?" Ghosts Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha was
preparing for sleep when a discreet knock sounded
on his bedroom door. For a moment, he stood still, contemplating the
anomalous sound in the night. The door was hidden, as were the walls
of the bedroom, by the protein-net battle tent he had had erected
inside it. Truth to tell, he had spent so many nights on the fields
of battle, he felt most at home this way. Inside a battle tent, he
always knew where he was and how to act. "Come," he said, not bothering to cover
his near nakedness. "There is a visitor, sir." Julll, his
deputy protocol officer, stood just inside the tent flap. Kinnnus Morcha studied Julll's face without success.
One of the protocol officer's assets was that he never betrayed
his emotion. "A Looorm, sir," Julll said. "It is late, First-Captain. I ordered no such
entertainment." "This Looorm is the regent's own, sir." If the Star-Admiral had had eyebrows, they would
have been raised. "At this hour? Tell her to come back in the
morning." "Perhaps that would not be the wisest choice,
sir." Over the years, Kinnnus Morcha had learned to listen
to his protocol officers. They never opened their mouths unless they
had something cogent to say. "Continue." "It has been my experience that Looorm are
repositories, sir." "Of precisely what, besides social diseases?" To his credit, Julll would not be goaded. "Because
they are invisible, sir, they are often witness to bits of
intelligence unavailable elsewhere." The Star-Admiral grunted. "As you can see,
First-Captain, I am unprepared for visitors." "She is a Looorm, sir. No protocol is
required." Kinnnus Morcha sighed and nodded. Julll vanished,
reappearing a moment later with Dalma. She stood demurely, hands
clasped loosely against the folds of her deep red robes. The regent's
color. Kinnnus Morcha was momentarily reminded of the former
regent's Kundalan Looorm, whom he hated beyond all reason. Unlike
Wennn Stogggul, the Star-Admiral had once admired Eleusis Ashera,
believing him to be a good regent who had allowed himself to be
compromised by the Kundalan sorceress. He could not in all good
conscience stand idly by and allow the regent to be corrupted. "Thank you for seeing me, Star-Admiral." "It is very late," he said irritably.
"Please state the nature of your business." When she hesitated, Kinnnus Morcha signed to Julll,
who promptly left the room. Silence enveloped them. Dalma put on her sexiest
pout. "Won't you even offer me a drink?" Kinnnus Morcha grunted. "You are the regent's
Looorm. How could I refuse you anything?" « She smiled. "Must you look so cross about it? He went to a folding camp table and poured two
glasses of fire-grade numaaadis. Handing her one, he lifted his glass
in toast. "To the regent," he said. She touched the rim of her glass to his, the
resulting sound like hail upon a metal shell. "It is about the
regent that I have come," she said. There was a brief pause
while they sipped the strong liquor. "Would you mind if I sat
down?" "As you wish," he said, perching himself
on the end of the bed. "I enjoyed our little conversation at dinner
this evening." When she sat in the simple folding chair, her
robes parted slightly. It appeared to Kinnnus Morcha that she was
naked underneath. Her oiled skin shone in the fusion-lamp light. "I cannot imagine that the mind of a Khagggun
would be of interest to you." She rose abruptly, tossing off her drink. "I
will tell you what is of no interest to me. That cor of a V'ornn!" Kinnnus Morcha watched her with enigmatic eyes. Dalma smiled sweetly at him and went to pour herself
another drink. As she bent, he received like an unexpected gift a
full view of her unbound breasts. "Do you know how badly he
treats me? I am a virtual prisoner in the regent's palace. He
castigates me if I even leave the private quarters. He treats me like
dirt. He has… strange habits in the bedroom." She took a
sip of the numaaadis. "I have come to despise him." The Star-Admiral, watching her carefully, shrugged.
"Why tell me, my dear? It is the regent you need to communicate
with." She tossed off the second glass of liquor. Then she
came and sat on his lap. As she straddled him, her robes fell open,
revealing creamy thighs. "He's hurt me." Her hands lay flat
on his bare chest. "I want to get back at him." They began
to move in slow, deliberate circles. "I want to hurt him as much
as he has hurt me." She leaned in, her tongue running around his
lower Up. "That is why I have come. Advise me how to do that." His arms, browned, scarred, muscled, drew her to
him. His tender parts rose to meet hers. Their hips locked as their
tongues met. For a long time, they rocked together, intermittently
shuddering like ice moving in spring. The night air, scented by
the ammonwood, gentled them in a caress. The small sounds of their
lovemaking filled the tent, quickening, signaling the end was
near. It came for her, but he held back, letting her pleasure build
again, spill out again until she was like a spring, now taut with
quick tension, now released, over and over until at last her wet
gasping sent him hurtling over the edge. Spent, they crawled over each other into the bed and
the night closed around them. Sounds of the insects entered the open
window, mingling with the soughing of their breath. Her body
glimmered with oils and sweat, reminding him like a ghost of stealthy
and treacherous campaigns past. None, however, was as treacherous as
this one. "I thought I ordered you never to come here,"
he said at length. "I had no choice, darling. It was the regent's
idea." He stirred. "You're joking." "It's true." She made a sound, muffled by
her hand, and he knew she was giggling. "He wants me to gather
up all your dirty little secrets and deliver them back to him." The Star-Admiral sat up. Then, abruptly, he threw
back his head and began to laugh. He laughed until his chest hurt and
his eyes watered. He laughed, and Dalma joined him. "Oh, this is
rich," he finally managed to gasp. "This is too much." "The Kundalan sorceress works quickly. Already
she is leading Stogggul around by his tender parts. She is daily
making him weaker and more predictable." Dalma looked up at
Kinnnus Morcha, her dark eyes shining. "Please remind me,
darling, which one of you I am spying for." The Star-Admiral reared over her, rampant again,
"How is this for a reminder?" "Oh, yes," she moaned, clutching at him.
"Oh, yes." Malistra began to pour the hot wax. Beneath her,
Wennn Stogggul shuddered but made no sound. Very quickly she had
learned that he needed to endure pain. It was like an addiction to
laaga, something you knew was unhealthy yet could not do without.
Enduring pain made him feel worthy, better than his father, better
than everyone else. Without the secret knowledge of his victory
over it he could not face the daylight world and win. All this and
more she had gleaned with the first sweep of her fingers over his
hairless skin, simply by touching the three medial points—the
Seat of Dreams over his hearts, the Seat of Truth at the crown of his
head, the Seat of Deepest Knowledge at the center of his forehead. There was an ecstatic pleasure in this for her, a
kind of intimacy denied her in the joining of the flesh. There was a
level of cruelty to it she could never find in mundane activities.
The stealing of another's secret self had been taught to her many
years age, by direct example, in an act so profound its mark
disfigured her soul as a war wound deforms a warrior's face,
transforming it into something other, something both unknown and
unknowable. What bleak landscape now occupied the core of her
only one being could say, and he never delivered up secrets, only
gathered more like a miser hoards his wealth. Malistra's mother never married. She liked to tell
stories of Malistra's father's midnight visit—was he a thief, a
would-be murderer?—when he appeared as if out of thin air. Of
course he must have been a thief of sorts; he had successfully picked
the lock of their back door or else had gained entrance by defeating
a locked window. Whether Malistra's mother had been afraid of the
outside world or been in love with locks was irrelevant. Whatever the
truth of it, the house was sealed day and night like a tomb or an
armory. In fact, the house achieved similarities to both.
Dark, still, unvisited even on holy days, it yet held secreted within
its most closely guarded keep several kinds of weapons Malistra's
mother obsessively sharpened, oiled, but never used. Nine years after Malistra was born she still had no
name. Her mother referred to her as "You," or sometimes
"Girl." But in her ninth year, all that changed. The house
was again invaded. At the twelfth hour of a sleepless, moonless,
starless night he came again, this nameless thief, this would-be
murderer, but instead of stealing into her mother's room he crept
into hers. She saw him first as a shadow, one among many that
moved when the wind lifted the bare tree branches, when the coming
winter's chill stirred the snow-lynxes to emerge from their warm,
subterranean dens to call to each other in plaintive, melancholy
concert. Then, so slowly that at first she was unsure whether she was
awake or dreaming, his shadow detached itself from all the others,
moving contra, against the capricious lift and fall of the night
gusts. Once, when she was six or so, crouched naked over a rushing,
rain-swollen stream, she had watched a golden-scaled fish winnowing
its way against the flow, shadows and light coursing over its
spine, making ripples like a strong wind. She grew dizzy with the
illusion of it and toppled into the water. Watching the shadow move
in her bedroom, she had this sensation once more of being in the
water, of watching the fish circling her, of light dancing
hypnotically off its luminous scales. "Malistra," he whispered, crouched by the
side of her bed. She watched him, unmoving, too fascinated to feel
fear. "That is what I call you," he whispered.
"That is how you will be known." Her lips parted. "Who are you?" He rose to stand over her. "I am your father,
Malistra," he whispered. Her eyes opened wide. "Where have you been?" "Far away." He bent over her, one spiky
knee on the edge of the bed. He had no scent, none at all. "I
have returned to give you your education." And then he had
placed the center of his dark palm upon her heart, upon the crown of
her head, upon the center of her forehead, taking from her everything
that she was. For this violation, she received knowledge. He brought
her the gifts of Kyofu, the Black Dreaming sorcery, and its central
jewel, the Eye of Ajbal. All night he lay with her, touching her with
his mind as well as with his hands, his feet, lips, eyelids, his
sexual organ. She was like a cup of steaming water infused with a
mixture of exotic spices, herbal tonics, psychoactive roots. She grew
and, in growing, became potent. As she suckled at this shadowy font
of knowledge she was dimly aware that the room had come alive. No,
not the room precisely, but the window that now lay unlocked and open
against her mother's strictest warnings. Her eyes were closed, her
mind dreaming. Nevertheless, it seemed to her that she "saw"
the open window crowded with the curious faces, luminous eyes of
strange nocturnal animals, who sighed and growled low in their
throats and showed gleaming ivory teeth, who placidly swished long
tails and carried the stars on their backs. This shadow, her father, stayed with her one night.
Before dawn he was gone; so too the strange audience. Her window had
now mysteriously returned to its usual closed and locked state.
Examining it in the cool, watery light of late autumn, she wondered
whether it had ever been open. She looked beyond the greenish pane of
glass, beyond her tomb to see many-colored leaves skittering along
the ground, fleeing. She waited three long years. Three more years of
being dead. Then, on the coldest day of the year, she broke the glass
in her window with a fist bound in black muslin and, bundled in a
thick traveling cloak, stepped out into winter. Snow swiftly erased
her fugitive footprints. She never looked back, one never does when
one escapes the place where one has been buried. In the unsteady lanternlight the wax was clear and
hot. She poured it from high above him, a stream thin as a single
strand of a spider's web. It turned the purest white as it hardened
against Wennn Stogggul's alien skin. White as the snow of that
long-ago bitter-cold winter morning. She had moved down from his
chest, down to his tender parts. The wax, cooling, must hurt him very
much. For his sake, she hoped so. To her, this form of pain meant
nothing. Less than the dimly remembered dreams of her childhood. "I have not cried out," Wennn Stogggul
whispered. "I have not uttered a sound." "No, Lord, you have not." She leaned down
so that her bare breasts scraped against his hairless chest. "Truly
you are brave, Lord. Braver than all the rest." She licked the
hollow of his throat, the slightly bitter taste of the hardened wax
on her tongue. These are our conquerors. She thought this
without a trace of bitterness or rancor, merely curiosity. What
does this say about us? That first winter should have been difficult for
her, but it was not. Along the route she took south to Axis Tyr she
invariably found shelter, food, a roaring fire, and company, if she
wished it. She was never left to forage at night in the bare-limbed
forests or the fallow snow-slicked fields. Most curious of all, not
one of her benefactors ever asked what a twelve-year-old girl was
doing alone in the dead of winter. It was as if someone or something
watched over her, spreading its dark wings in protection. In this
manner, she passed through the countryside like a shadow herself,
causing barely a ripple in the quotidian lives of those who took her
in. Even more curious, they forgot all about her the moment she left
their company. In the afternoons, she roamed through the dense,
hardwood forests, searching for mandragora and, beneath wispy firs
and larches, Amanita soma. When she reached the more cultivated
lowlands closer to the city itself, she contented herself with
plucking the seeds of morning glories, drying them by moonslight as
her father had taught her to do. She ate these dried seeds slowly and
with a great deal of pleasure as she removed the orange caps of the
Amanita from their spongy, cream-colored stems, while the mandragora
she had slivered was brewing. Inhaling the rising steam, she sailed
far away. When spring came, she worked in the orchards,
plowing and planting, her body growing hard-muscled and
sun-kissed. When she grew bored with pure physical labor, she
performed small tasks for the orchard owner, providing potent
herbal fertilizer, advising him on coming droughts, and how to guard
against ravaging stydil infestations and withering blight. She was
always right, and the orchard owner was sorry to lose her. With the
onset of summer and the passing of her thirteenth birthday, she had
grown restless. Imagining the city was no longer enough. She had to
see it for herself. I have received a message from Olnnn Rydddlin,"
Wennn Stogggul whispered during a brief period of respite. His body
was bound in sweat, racked by pain. She knew he would not give in.
"Your sorcery has found them for me." "I am here to serve you, Lord." "About the Portals…" "The Portals, yes." She was preparing more
wax, clear, bitter, pure. "I want to know more." His skin was a
hieroglyph of angry welts. "I want you to take me there." "I am gratified you trust me, Lord." She
watched the wax drool down, the smell of him burning coming to her
strongly. "I pray that you are the Chosen One," she said
truthfully. "For you are strong, and, come what may, you will
survive." He stirred. "What do you mean 'come what may?" "Significant journeys, Lord, always contain
elements of peril." Using the Eye of Ajbal, she passed through the North
Gate without the V'ornn guards being aware of her. Using money that
had been lavished upon her by the orchard owner, she settled into a
small house in the bustling, overcrowded northern district. Her first
clients were, naturally enough, Mesagggun looking to settle
long-standing grudges. The first few happy patrons quickly passed the
word of her prowess, and she was in business. What was her business? That depended on your point
of view. It might be termed foretelling the future, or rebalancing
the scales or, again, killing people who needed to be killed. In
truth, it did not matter to her how her calling was denned. She
merely did what she had been taught to do. In those early days, she
neither liked nor disliked how she made her living. And so, through a
kind of reverse alchemy, the most recondite sorcery was reduced in
her mind to nothing more than a common job. That perverse state of affairs did not, however,
last long. One evening eighteen months after she had arrived in Axis
Tyr, a Mesagggun appeared at her home. It was well after the
hours of business, but she let him in anyway. He was very handsome,
his face rugged and wind-burned, free of the smear and smell of
lubricants that infested most Mesagggun. He smiled with his mouth as
he wormed his way inside, but his eyes told her everything she needed
to know. Within moments of allowing him entry, she found herself at
the wrong end of a wicked-looking brindle-stick he had modified.
While the razor-sharp point pricked her throat he looked deep into
her eyes and, in a voice tight and cold with fury, informed her of
His intent. • It happened that this Mesagggun, the brother of one
of her victims, had just returned home from a long trip to discover
that his sister had expired from a rapacious illness no Genomatekk
had been able to diagnose, let alone cure. The sister had been
cheating on Malistra's most recent client. This client wanted her
dead, and, for a fee, Malistra had obliged. In a sense, the mistake
was not hers, but the customer's, who bragged of what had happened to
the Mesagggun who had cuckolded him before he beat him senseless.
Hearing rumors of his sister's affair, the brother went to see his
sister's lover and so heard through jaws wired half-open what
Malistra had done. "Your sister died of illness," Malistra
said. "How you murdered her, sorceress, does not
matter." A thread of blood traversed her collarbone. The wet
point of the brindle-stick was a millimeter from the pulse at the
side of her neck. "How long it takes you to die is the
only thing of interest to me." This was the moment when she understood that
reputation was a two-edged sword. Cursing herself for her hubris, she
opened the Eye of Ajbal and stepped away from herself. The Mesagggun
suspected nothing, assumed the almost imperceptible flicker of light
was a function of the Kundalan lantern in the living room. The
truth was, he held nothing now, nothing but an illusion. The truth
was, Malistra stood behind him, that she had him in her power. What to do with him? This was not an easy question
to answer. She had no wish to kill him—she had no wish to kill
anyone, ever. Events simply worked out that way. Death is part of
life and life is part of death. This was one of Kyofu's main tenets,
and she believed it with all her heart and soul. It was Truth; the
Universe confirmed it every day in so many ways, large and small. If
she harbored no wish to kill him, still she clearly could not simply
let him go. He would come after her again, and she could understand
why. Anguish had fermented into hate, guilt into a need to make
amends. If only I had been there, he must have told himself a
thousand times since he had returned home. If only I had been there I
could have saved her. In reality, that was a false assumption. All
the same, it was true, it was true enough for him. Kyofu had taught her the way out of this seemingly
impossible situation. She lifted her arms, opened her mind, and
transformed him. All at once, in the swiftly gathered darkness, the
brindle-stick clattered to the floor. There was no longer a hand to
hold it. Instead, a copper-and-black serpent writhed upon the floor.
Its cool, glossy scales reflected the lamplight which had scattered
the sorcerous darkness back into the corners of her house. Smiling, she had picked up the serpent. She stroked
its flat, wedge-shaped head, allowed its forked red tongue to find
her and familiarize itself with her contours and her scent. She felt
its weight, shifting like the sands of the Great Voorg, restless,
always in the act of moving from one place to the next, the ultimate
nomad. When she had the serpent's full attention, she spoke
to it, and it spoke back in the voice of the white-bone daemon before
coiling around her right arm, shrinking, morphing into a sinuous band
of bronze with incised scales, always admired by her clients but
never understood. Why the
Ja-Gaar Eat Their Young Inside the darkness and the light, Riane found the
living Cosmos, and confronted the frightening illusion that was the
world she—and An-non—had known. She could feel the fear
creeping through her with the acceptance of this knowledge. And this
profound fear threw into darker relief White Bone Gate. She could see
it there, waiting patient as stone, the stoutest bastion of her
soul's defense and also its weakest link. It was through White Bone
Gate that Mother cautioned she could lose herself. Now she understood
that fear, despair, greed, envy—all the emotions of Chaos—could
under the right circumstances open White Bone Gate, that if even one
was allowed too near it was drawn as if magnetized to the very gate
that would, in other instances, repel it. In a moment of profound
weakness, the Chaos emotion would act like a key, opening the gate's
lock and gaining entry to the soul. That's right, Riane, Mother whispered from
nowhere and everywhere at once. You have learned in thirty
seconds what would take an exceptionally gifted konara years to
understand. Now you are a pan of me, Riane said. I
feel you in every cell of my body. Can you help me protect White
Bone Gate? Only by telling you this: never leave it
unattended, and it will remain your first, best line of defense. Riane imagined herself atop the gate, and all the
fear evaporated like mist in sunlight. Time, she said, to
Thrip. She began to spin, and the Otherwhere of Ayame spun
with her. Light became dark and light again. She felt her essence
melting, deliquescing into its component parts, slipping through
the realms of Otherwhere, the swirls and eddies of Space and
Time coalescing in an endless living tapestry more complex than could
be comprehended. In an instant, she felt herself coalescing through
the living tapestry, her component parts rebuilding themselves into
the physical realm inhabited by Kundala. She found herself
standing in a lofty, shadowy corner of the main room of the Library.
She stood very still, only her eyes moving as she took in every
square centimeter of the cavernous chamber. Wide shafts of sunlight
slanting through the towering, arched, east-facing windows
illuminated flotillas of golden dust motes. Riane was astonished to
discover that she had been down in the Kell with Mother all night. Though it was early in the morning, the Library was
far from deserted. The triple-tiered polished ammonwood catwalks
that ran completely around the book-lined chamber were alive
with acolytes, leyna and shima hard at research or course study. Far
below her, the highly polished surface of the agate floor glimmered
with light and shadow. Behind a long, scrolled heartwood counter set
on a raised plinth sat a row of stern shima, the librarians. They
were constantly reading. Nevertheless, their trained eyes
flicked upward at intervals, following everyone, attentive for
any movement or sound out of place. They were living reminders of the
strict importance of time here, seconds crucial as minutes in
completing assignments. Arrayed before them, Ramahan of all ranks
crisscrossed the floor on one errand or another. They walked
purposefully, looking neither to the left nor the right. Or they sat
at communal lamplit desks, heads buried in open books, styluses
poised or writing furiously in tablets. They looked grim, absorbed by
their tasks, chained to the unnatural silence. I trust you are not prone to vertigo,
Mother said. She was on the third and highest catwalk. No one had
noticed her sudden appearance in the cool, remote shadows. Annon was, Riane whispered in her mind. It
was an Ashera family trait. But Riane is not afraid of heights. She was about to move, but immediately froze. Down
below, Konara Urdma had entered the Library, sweeping in with her
rather imperious air. Something unseen brought her up short and, for
long, agonizing moments, she gazed around the main floor. Still your thoughts, Mother cautioned. She
has caught a whiff of your agitation. I don't know how. Riane stared down in
terror as Konara Urdma continued her psychic scrutiny of those using
the Library. And it will just be a matter of time before she sees
me, even here in the shadows. Your thoughts are scattered, angry, impatient,
therefore detectable. Calm yourself, Mother said. If you do
your pan, I will ensure that she does not see you by casting a spell
of blindness about you. Riane tried to slow her breathing, tried to find a
core of serenity. The trouble was, Annon's personality contained very
little of it. She was prepared for full battle mode; standing still
without a thought in her head seemed next to impossible. Then, into her head, popped this question, Utmost
Source makes reference to the Ja-Gaar. The sacred text says they
are the holy of Müna. But there had been no reference to the
Ja-Gaar in any of my studies here. The name Ja-Gaar has become anathema among
modern-day Rama-han, Mother told her. But the truth is the
Ja-Gaar are serving Müna's unit They are the guardians of the
Abyss. Riane remembered her conversation with Shima Vedda.
Which accounts for why the Ja-Gaar are nowadays never seen
in temples or shrines. Or why we are taught that the translation of
Hagoshrin is "that which cannot be named." In the original root language of the Old Tongue
Hagoshrin means "beloved of the Goddess." Which is why I saw them depicted in Müna's
sacred Kells. Well, that's one mystery solved. She held herself
completely rigid. But if the Ja-Gaar are sacred to Müna, why
did they become anathema to the Ramahan? Because there was a time when the Ja-Gaar ate
their young, Mother said. I think now is the perfect moment
to tell you how that came to be. In the Time Beyond Imagining, when
Kundala was being formed through the Cosmic Dance of the Five Sacred
Dragons, when this realm was still alive with the Goddess-like
confluence of Time and Space, the Ja-Gaar were already present. They
were creatures of Otherwhere, of Eternal Night, creatures of a
terrible and fearsome beauty. In this Time Beyond Imagining, all was
composed of Goddess-stuff, everything was Immortal, including the
Ja-Gaar. But, with the completion of Kundala, everything
in this realm changed. The physical form became manifest, dominant,
immutable, and very quickly the Goddess-stuff vanished into the other
realms of the Cosmos. The Ja-Gaar, too, were affected, at least that
generation of them. They found a solution. By eating their children,
they returned them to Eternal Night whence they had all sprung.
There, in the center of living Time and Space, the children of the
Ja-Gaar found Enlightenment and were reborn, immortal as their
forebears had been. Reborn how? Riane asked. If they
were dead… They were returned to this realm through the
Portals, gateways from this realm to the realm of Eternal Night. Do the Portals still exist? Yes. But their location is a closely guarded
secret. And well it should be. The Portals have been locked to keep
the daemons from emerging from the Abyss. Throughout this dialogue, Riane had watched Konara
Urdma's face as her eyes scanned upward, taking in the catwalk tiers,
one by one. She almost flinched when the konara's gaze passed
across the shadowed corner in which she stood. But there came no
flicker of recognition or concern. And, at last, done with her
psychic sweep, she shook her head and proceeded to the stacks
diagonally across from Riane's position to begin her work. When she was engrossed in the book she had pulled
down from the shelves, Mother said, All right. The chamber we
require is on the ground floor. Let us proceed. Riane immediately walked to the ladder to her right,
went swiftly down it, and across the middle catwalk to another patch
of dense shadow. This put her in close proximity with a shima she did
not know. This Ramahan had her back to Riane as she paged through a
large tome, methodically taking notes on a slate tablet. The problem
was that she was between Riane and the closest ladder to the catwalk
below. This meant that in order to reach the ladder on the opposite
side she would have to walk through three patches of sunlight. If
Konara Urdma happened to glance up at the wrong moment… The spell of blindness will protect you as long
as you are standing still, Mother said. You must be very
quick, very clever now, because Konara Urdma is a sorceress of the
first rank. Riane turned, making her way down the catwalk to her
left. She walked quickly and silently, with a controlled urgency she
could tell Mother appreciated. She passed through the first patch of
sunlight without incident. No one looked up; no one noticed her. But
just as she was entering the second patch, Konara Urdma snapped shut
the book she had been referencing and looked about her. Riane
throttled the instinct to run and immediately stopped. A shima glided
up to the konara and engaged her in conversation. Riane took
advantage of the distraction to traverse the second patch of
sunlight. She kept on going. Below her, the shima thanked Konara
Urdma for her help and departed for another section of the Library.
Riane was passing from dimness into the third and last patch of
sunlight when Konara Urdma chanced to look up. Riane froze. Was it a blur Konara Urdma saw from the corner of
her eye? A ghostly vision, perhaps? What did it matter? Riane felt
the first tentative probing of Kyofu, like the translucent tendrils
of a cuttlefish waving through water. At once, she shut down her
mind, thinking of nothing but undisturbed darkness, utter blackness,
the emptiness of nullity. Konara Urdma's concentration did not pass over her
as it had before—at least, not exactly. She could feel
those translucent tendrils sensing the space around her ever so
carefully. For a time, nothing further transpired. Riane became aware
that a silent war of subtle sor-cerous spells was being enacted
between Mother and the high priestess. She wished that she could
help, but she did not know how. Patience, Mother said in her mind.
Patience. Riane felt her heart skip a beat. Konara Urdma had
returned her book to the shelf and was crossing the sun-splashed
agate floor directly toward the ladder beneath Riane. The instant she
was out of sight, Riane leapt ahead, passing beyond the opening in
the catwalk into which the top of the ladder was set. She stopped
dead in her tracks the instant before Konara Urdma's head popped up
onto her level. The high priestess turned the other way, her gaze
centered on the sunlit spot where Riane had been standing. She
emerged onto the catwalk and immediately walked away from where Riane
now stood. In the disc of sunlight, she turned in a full circle, her
arms halfway raised, her palms upturned and slightly cuppted. She is casting a spell of gathering, Mother
said. She is trying to find what it was she saw. Will she find me? Mother was silent. Konara Urdma was now looking down
the catwalk in Riane's direction. "You! What are you doing there?" the high
priestess said sharply. An uncomfortable prickling broke out on Riane's
skin, but she forced herself to think of nothing. Just a vast
emptiness devoid of Kundalan life. "Finishing our morning studies," a soft
voice came from behind Riane. A pair of acolytes had emerged
from the stacks, walking together toward the ladder. "No, you weren't," Konara Urdma said
crossly. "You were talking in a most unseemly manner. Perhaps
even gossiping." The acolytes, having been caught out, said nothing. "Where were you a moment ago?" Konara
Urdma snapped. "And do not even think about lying to
me." "No, Konara," said one in a tremulous
voice. "We were studying in the stacks," the
other one said. "Back there." "You weren't here, where I am standing now?" "No, Konara," they said in unison. "Did you see anyone here?" "We were in the stacks, Konara, as we said." The high priestess flicked a hand in their
direction. "Be gone then! You are of no use to me!" The two shot past Riane as if she did not exist and
scuttled down the ladder as fast as their legs could carry them. "Nitwits'!" Konara Urdma said under her
breath. "If they are our future, whatever will become of the
Order?" She put her fists on her hips, took one last look
around, and shook her head before striding off down the catwalk.
Moments later, breathing a long sigh of relief, Riane gained the
ladder and scrambled down to the agate floor. Keeping to the deep
shadows of the catwalk overhang, she made her way around the
circumference of the Library to the far side, where she slipped into
a passageway that led to a warren of smaller chambers where books and
charts on various specialty subjects were kept. She passed the open
doorways, peering into each. Most were unoccupied, save for one,
where a pair of shima were bent over a long table lit by small
floodlights. She sidestepped the lozenge of light slanting out
into the corridor, kept going until she reached the end. A lantern had guttered here. In the gloom, Riane
found her way to the narrow doorway. Lifting the ancient iron latch,
she let herself in. The small chamber was dark and musty, smelling of
age and water seepage. Mold grew in the corners, making her nose
itch. Mother guided her to a shelf filled like all the
others with books. You will find it in the extreme upper left-hand
corner, Mother said, guiding Riane at every step now. Riane brought over a kick stool and stood on it in
order to reach the uppermost shelf. In the cool, clammy dimness, she
read the spines of each book on the shelf. It's not here, she whispered, and began a
search of the shelf just below. She kept on going until she had read
the spine of every book in the entire chamber. It's not here,
she repeated. Bartta has taken it, Mother said. Oh, no. It could be anywhere in her quarters. It is strictly forbidden to take books out of
the Library. I do not think she would have taken such a chance. Look
at the shelves. There are many more spaces here than I remember,
especially on the lower shelves. A whole group of books has been
moved out of here in order to protect them from the dampness and
mold. The Book of Recantation must be among them, Riane remembered the room she had passed. She saw
again the shima bent over the brightly lit table. What had they been
working on? I recognize that equipment, Mother
said. Book restoration. Riane went back down the corridor. Standing just
outside the light spilling onto the stone floor, she took a quick
glance inside. Only one of the shima was at work now, thumbing slowly
through the pages of a thick tome; the other shima was making notes
on a tablet across the room. Riane ducked back into the corridor. How Witt I get inside without being seen? Think of a rat, Mother replied. Think
of a rat being inside that room, at the hem of the shima's robes. Riane, thinking the exercise silly, imagined a
large, plump rat sitting up on its hind legs, cleaning its whiskers.
For good measure—and because it amused her—she
imagined this rat leering up at the shima. A moment later, she heard a muffled shriek, but no
one ran out of the chamber. She had no time to ask Mother what had happened. She
raced into the chamber. Sure enough, stacks of moldering books lay
open on the table beneath drying lamps that filled the space with
heat. The sorcer-ous rat she had summoned was nowhere in sight,
however. Instead, the shima who had been taking notes lay prostrate
on the floor. The other shima's hands were clamped tightly around her
throat. Her tongue protruded between bloodless lips. Riane
pulled the shima apart. The one still alive, snarled at her through a
mouth full of foam, then backed up into a corner. Her eyes were wild
and staring. Mother, what has happened here? Riane
asked. do not know. But there is no time to
investigate. You must find The Book of Recantation. It has a
red cor-hide cover with a symbol of a raven stamped in gold leaf on
the front. Quickly and methodically, Riane went through the
volumes, praying to Müna that Mother was right, that she would
find The Book of Recantation. The volume, bound in cor hide that had once been
stained red, lay open under the drying lamps. Now it was virtually
colorless, centuries of grime, oils, and animal matter giving it an
unhealthy-looking patina. It had been the one the shima crouched in
the corner had been restoring. Riane grabbed it. Just then, she heard a commotion at the far end of
the corridor and beat a hasty retreat back into the chamber. Ramahan
were coming in response to the shima's cries. Time to Thrip, Riane said, feeling much
like the illusion of the rat she had created. She had already started
to spin, when a silent warning from Mother stopped her. You dare not Thrip now, Riane, Mother said.
Bartta is in the Library. She will feel the disturbance between
realms and follow it back to the Kelt. How much time is left until you are trapped? Less than three minutes. Riane's heart felt like a trip-hammer in her breast.
There is no other way out. What am I to do, Mother? The sounds of cor-hide sandals slapping against
stone, the swishing of robes as Ramahan ran down the corridor toward
the chamber where Riane stood, transfixed. Mother? A clamor of voices, approaching very quickly. And
then the sound of Bartta's commanding voice saying not to worry, that
she would deal with whatever emergency had arisen. MOTHER…? Bug They swarmed up the cliff face like bugs, like a
pack of particularly nasty, armored insects carrying a host of deadly
poisons. "This is not good," Eleana said. "Not good at
all." She watched, dumbfounded, as Rekkk scooped up a couple of
golden Marre pine-cones, fitted them into his okummmon. He knelt at
the edge of the plateau and aimed his left arm straight down. "Don't!" she cried, running toward him.
"Are you crazy?" Ignoring her, he fired. The missile slammed into the
helm of one of the leading Khagggun, twisting him around so that he
lost his footing. He fell a meter or two before his guide rope caught
him up. There he hung, head down, dripping blood onto his ascending
compatriots. Rekkk ducked back as they fired handheld ion cannons at
him. "What are you doing?" Eleana said. "You've
given them our exact position." "Precisely." Rekkk grabbed her by the
elbow, hustling her back to where Giyan waited in a grove of trees.
"Now would be a good time," he told her. Giyan closed her eyes. Her arms rose from her sides
and her hands, palms upward, were cupped slightly. Eleana gave a
stifled gasp as the air around them began to stir—rippling as
with excessive heat, as if it had momentarily become too heavy to
support itself. A moment later, she saw three figures crouched near
the edge of the plateau. One of them was her. The other two were
Rekkk and Giyan. She looked from Giyan to Rekkk with an incredulous
expression. Rekkk grinned as he herded them quickly northeast,
back toward the river. "You were quite right. I have shown them
where we are, and there is where they will find us." "Impressive,” Eleana said. "But this
sorcerous illusion will delay them only so long." "Long enough," he said. They were again in sight of the river when Eleana
faltered. Indeed, she would have fallen had Giyan not grabbed her and
held her upright. "What is it?" Rekkk asked. "Are you
faint or ill?" "Neither." Eleana fought the waves of
blackness lapping at the corners of her vision. "Just a
little dizzy, that's all." Giyan regarded her with a concerned expression. "Has
it happened before?" "No," Eleana lied. They were counting on
her, and she did not want them to worry. "But I have neither
eaten well nor slept enough this past week." She grinned at
them. "I plan to do a lot of both this night. Do not be alarmed;
I will be fine in the morning." She stood up straighten "In
fact, I'm fine right now." She spun around. "See?" Rekkk grunted his consent, but she could see that
Giyan remained unconvinced. Well, there was nothing more she could do
about it now. And, in any event, they all had far more pressing
matters to attend to, such as how they were going to survive the day. "Are you certain about the number of Khagggun
coming from the east?" Rekkk was asking Giyan. "I was using a quick surface probe, just as
quick in and out. It was an impression." She frowned. "Why?" "I'm not sure." He shrugged. "Just a
hunch, that's all." They had reached the riverbank and were
walking northeast along it, their boots making imprints in the marsh
soil, disturbing more of the marc-beetle nests. "Is there any
way to make certain?" "They couldn't possibly—" She
stopped abruptly, put her hand to her mouth. "Oh, Müna
protect us! Malistra!" "Yes. Malistra. Could she use Dark sorcery to
fool you into thinking there were Khagggun coming from the east?" "No," Giyan said. "But it would be
theoretically possible to magnify the number." He took her farther upriver. "Giyan, I need to
know exactly how many Khagggun Olnnn Rydddlin is using to try to
flank us." She nodded. "Give me a moment alone, will you?" He took her hand briefly, then returned to where
Eleana was standing ankle deep in the river. "Do you or do
you not have a plan?" "That depends," he said. "On what?" "On whether Olnnn Rydddlin is really leading a
double pack in the Squall Line formation or if that is merely what he
wants me to believe." "In either case," she said, "we have
to deal with the pack to the south." "Indeed we do." He knelt down, dug in the
spongy soil for a marc-beetle nest. Taking an insect up in his hand,
he deposited it into the slot of his okummmon. "I have seen this
poisonous marc-beetle you spoke of." The okummmon emitted a slight hum and spat out the
insect. Eleana could see that it was different, horned and slightly
smaller. "How did you do that?" she gasped. "I wish I knew," Rekkk said, grabbing
another marc-beetle. "But for right now what matters is that
very soon we will have the army we need to defeat the pack." "What?" "It's bug power, Eleanal" By the time he had transmogrified his sixth
marc-beetle, Giyan reappeared. She looked white and drawn, but
there was a definite expression of relief on her face. "Three
Khagggun are coming from the east," she said. "That is
all." All of a sudden, Rekkk began to laugh. "Oh,
this is rich," he said. "This is very, very rich!" Giyan knelt beside him. "What is it, Rekkk?" "It's Olnnn Rydddlin. He's trying to finesse
me." He curled his hand into a fist. Opening it, another
poisonous marc-beetle flew out. "Well, we shall see who is
finessing whom." He continued capturing the marc-beetles, inserting
them into his okummmon, transmogrifying them. "I am going into the forest," Eleana said.
"We need an update on the progress of the Khagggun trying to
outflank us." Rekkk looked up at her, was about to caution her,
then thought better of it. He nodded. "Try to keep in earshot,
all right?" Eleana grinned, trotting through the river and up
onto the far bank. In a moment, the thick stands of lingots and briar
firs had swallowed her up. "What has happened to them?" Giyan said,
pointing toward the poisonous marc-beetles. "They are not
acting like normal insects." "They aren't," he said. "From what I
have been able to gather, this okummmon Nith Sahor implanted in me
vibrates at a specific frequency. That is how he alone can
contact me. But this frequency changes the molecular structure of
anything fed into it, like the leaves and Marre pinecones I made into
missiles." He released another insect from his okummmon,
inserted another. "Take these marc-beetles, for instance. They
have been slaved to the okummmon. They will follow my directions as
accurately as if they were extensions of my hands. They will crawl
between the armor plates of the Khagggun and kill them. I suppose you
could say they are alive, but in an entirely new way." She put a hand on his arm. "Like you." He smiled and kissed her. "Yes. Like me." Giyan sighed. "She is lying, you know." "Eleana?" Another marc-beetle out, another
in. "About what?" "Those dizzy spells. She has had them a number
of times over the past week. I can tell." "I'm sure you can," he said. "But
what do you make of—?" He broke off as Eleana reappeared. She was slightly
out of breath. "They're right behind me," she gasped. "We
have run out of time." "Rekkk, do you have enough marc-beetles?" "I certainly hope so." As he rose, the
swarm of poisonous insects took to the air. They hovered in a
purple-black cloud, absorbing his silent instructions. Then, as one,
they flew south, directly toward the oncoming pack. "Let's go," Rekkk said, fording the river.
"This is our forest. Let's keep it that way." Giyan followed, holding up the hem of her robe to
keep it from getting wet. "Stay behind us," he told her. "Do you think I cannot defend myself?" She
was clearly annoyed. "That is just what I think," he said.
"This is war. Do not argue. Follow orders like a good soldier." The forest stretched away from them, a mysterious
green cathedral of many pillars. Between dead twigs, overhanging
branches, the detritus-covered ground, it took a great deal of care
and concentration to keep their presence silent. Eleana, leading
them, had reverted to hand signals. She pointed in three different
spots. Rekkk understood immediately. The Khagggun were in wing
formation—the three of them fanned out more or less
horizontally, each one twelve paces behind the other. In this
way, they could cover the maximum amount of territory while
minimizing the danger of an ambush. He was about to give Eleana an
order, when she pointed upward with her forefinger. They chose their spot with care—a particularly
dense area of the forest filled with ladylace ferns. He nodded,
watching her choose a tree and clamber up. It was astonishing how
quickly and completely she vanished into the foliage. He signed for Giyan to retreat back into the shadows
between a pair of huge heartwood trees. When she complied, he
redirected his atten- tion ahead of him. He knew how these Khagggun
hunted, how they thought. After all, he had taught them tactics and
strategy. He projected himself into their methodically advancing
wing formation. They would be looking for traps, so he decided to
give them one. Quickly, he scaled a heartwood tree, tied two vines
together, then another two, making a rough X-shape. When he returned
to the ground, they hung perhaps five meters above his head. Just
below, he gathered the dead material of the forest floor, respreading
it so that on close inspection you could see subtle differences when
you compared it to the ground around it. Then he crouched behind a
nearby heart-wood and waited. The small, quotidian sounds of the diurnal life rose
and fell around him in a rhythm all its own. Insects droned, birds
sang, twittered, and fluttered, small mammals foraged stealthily. A
line of migrating butterflies dipped in and out of patches of
sunlight, dazzling bits of floating color, zigzagging their way
north. An iridescent-blue dragonfly alit on a leaf near his cheek. He
wondered what its huge, faceted eyes saw that his did not. Then he heard them. Not in any definable way, but
threaded into the normal hum of the forest. They were very good; he
had made them so. As if picking up on the battle vibes, the dragonfly
took off. The butterflies were gone; the foraging mammals had moved
to another part of the forest. He saw the first one, a flash of his armor as he
passed through a patch of early-morning sunlight, then the edge of
his helm. The Khagggun he held his new position as he took a
look around. Then he came on. Rekkk could imagine him updating his
two fellow Khagggun over their closed communication line. That would
have to end, but not quite yet. For the moment, everything had to
appear normal. In preparation, Rekkk bent over, blew across his
okummmon. The air he forced into it began to solidify. Because
Khagggun often had to communicate in the vacuum of space, pack
transmissions used a null-wave method devised by the Gyrgon. Nith
Sahor had briefly described the technology to him. The Gyrgon had
chosen the spread-spectrum photonic system because it was the
least susceptible to space-particle clutter and varying off-world
atmospheres. It did have a weak spot, however. The only way to
temporarily disrupt the transmission was to use a simple mirror,
which reflected the photon stream back at its sender. The mirror was ready. He slipped it out of the
okummmon slot still warm, pulling it like taffy so that it opened up
into a square. The lead Khagggun, having taken his inventory of the
immediate environment, was advancing farther toward Rekkk. He froze
in mid-step. He looked up to the vines Rekkk had tied together, then
scanned the forest floor directly beneath. Rekkk could see the faint
blue glow appear in the area he had made to look like a camouflaged
pit as the Khagggun scanned it through his helm. Not understanding
the readings his ion beam was giving him, he began a slow
circumnavigation of the area. Rekkk waited until his back was to him before
drawing his shock-sword. He crossed the space between them in a quick
sprint. The Khagggun heard him at the last instant and began to
turn. But Rekkk was already upon him. The edge of the shock-sword
opened a seam in the battle armor, stove in six ribs on its way to
the Khagggun's hearts. He went down hard, and Rekkk sheathed his
shock-sword. Kneeling, he removed the Khagggun's helm long enough to
insert the mirror between the photonic membranes in the upper
left-hand quadrant. He did not mean to look at the Khagggun's face,
but it registered anyway. Durrr, Third-Marshal. Rekkk remember when
he had joined the pack. He remembered teaching Durrr hand-to-hand
strategy. That was long ago and far away. Solemnly, he replaced the
helm on the corpse's head and headed back to his hiding place. It was not long before the second Khagggun showed
himself. Rekkk admired how hard you had to look to find him. He
watched Durrr's fallen body for a long time. Rekkk knew he was trying
communicate with his comrade without success. He was not able to
reach the third member of the pack, either. That would both confuse
and alarm him. It would also bring the third Khagggun, which was the
point. Rekkk moved slightly, and the Khagggun's helm
swiveled toward him. Thinking of the butterflies, he zigzagged back
toward the heart-wood where Eleana lay in wait. The Khagggun did not
immediately follow, and Rekkk knew why. He was waiting for his
communication link to reestablish itself. Khagggun did not like to
act independently; the pack almost always moved in concert. This is
what interested, him most about the strategy Olnnn Rydddlin had
chosen; it was thoroughly unorthodox. He would do well, he told
himself, to keep this tendency in mind. What was it? Ah yes. The
fourth rule of engagement: learn your opponent's tactics while never
repeating yours. He saw the two of them now, conferring with the
faceplates of their helms slid up. One of their number had been
killed. He had to give them a reason to discard their newfound
caution. He stuffed a handful of heartwood bark into his okummmon.
With his shock-sword drawn, he emerged in full sight of them, holding
it point down. "I have two females with me," he shouted
to them, "I will surrender to you if you promise not to harm
them." They emerged from the underbrush, their weapons at
the ready. One aimed an ion cannon at Rekkk. His finger was curled
tautly around the trigger. "This is a dispute not of our making,
Pack-Commander," he said. "We have been told that you are
Rhynnnon," the other said. "Is this true, Pack-Commander?" "It does not matter," Rekkk said. "My
concern is for the females." "We will not harm them, Pack-Commander,"
the second one said as he advanced a few paces under the cover of the
other Khagggun's ion cannon. "You have our word." Rekkk nodded, dropped his shSck-sword. "We require more of a commitment from you,
Pack-Commander," the first Khagggun said. "I understand." Rekkk unbuckled his
weapons' belt and let it drop to the forest floor. "I am
unarmed." They came on, as carefully and warily as he would
have done. At that moment, he could not stop his pride in them. "Ah, Marnnn and Grwaed. How goes it with Olnnn
Rydddlin?" he asked, as they approached. "He is not you, Pack-Commander," Grwaed
said. "He lives to torture and kill." "Once I was like that," Rekkk mused. "Not this way," Marnnn, the Khagggun with
the ion cannon, said. "Not with his single-minded devotion." "He will see you dead, Pack-Commander,"
Grwaed said. "We hear that he begged for this mission." "Disgusting for one of us to beg," Marnnn
said. They were passing beneath the heartwood where Eleana had
secreted herself. She let Grwaed pass, timing her leap so that
she knocked the ion cannon from Marnnn's grasp. It went off,
scorching a tract of the forest floor. As she crashed down on him,
Rekkk raised his left arm, releasing the transmogrified bark from his
okummmon. The missile could not penetrate the battle armor, but it
knocked Grwaed to his knees. Enough time for Rekkk to retrieve his
shock-sword. "Pack-Commander!" Grwaed shouted, and
fired off his own ion cannon, but too high. Rekkk dived beneath the blast, heading straight for
the Khagggun. He tucked himself into a ball, landed on the spot
between his shoulder blades, rolled and swung his shock-sword all in
one movement. The edges of the blades were knocked aside by a
downward blast of the ion cannon. Rekkk drove both his powerful legs
upward, trapping the weapon between his boots. Grwaed spent precious
moments trying to wrest control of it as Rekkk stabbed the tips of
his shock-sword into the Khagggun's midsection. Blood spurted as Grwaed doubled over. But he was far
from done. Unhooking his ion mace, he smashed it into Rekkk's face.
Blood spurted from Rekkk's nose as pain exploded inside his head.
Rekkk felt his grip on consciousness become tenuous. Grwaed ground
the ion-ignited spikes into his cheek, and blackness rolled in a
tidal wave over him. He gritted his teeth and with all the force left in
him slammed the shock-sword home. The vibrating tips sliced clean
through Grwaed's spinal column, and his nerves went dead. The ion
mace slid from his ice-cold hands. His body convulsed, as if trying
to shake itself apart. Rekkk tried to suck in as much oxygen as his lung
would take. The aftershocks of pain throbbed through him, and he
fought against passing out. He rolled away from Grwaed's corpse,
kicked at it as if it were a rabid animal. He lay on his back,
gasping in a pool of blood, for the moment his mind blank as he
struggled to master the agony shooting through his head. He thought
he heard screaming, but it seemed to come from an awfully long way
off. Not two meters from him, Eleana was struggling with
Marnnn. He had recovered from the shock of her ambush far more
quickly than she had anticipated. As a result, she had dropped her
shock-sword, useless in close quarters, using her ion mace. But he
had countered with his own ion mace and, without real knowledge of
how to wield it, she was at an immediate disadvantage. She found
herself occupied with fending off his attacks. You could not exactly
call it parrying, since it appeared as if the spiked globe was used
in directly forward thrusts. Alloy rang against alloy as he thrust at her over
and over without surcease. She was tiring quickly, not so much from
the physical exertion of wielding the weapon but from the sheer
effort of concentration required to defend herself. At the next
attack, she miscalculated a fraction. As a consequence, her ion
mace slipped off his and one of the spikes slid along her arm,
bringing up a weal of fire that went all the way up into her
shoulder. Marnnn grinned hungrily at her grimace, and pressed
his attack, bringing his ion mace within centimeters of her forehead.
Instinctively, Eleana cringed backward, and he struck her a powerful
blow on her thigh. She screamed as blood spurted, and she collapsed. As she fell, Marnnn struck the ion mace from her
hand. On her belly, she went squirming after it, received for her
efforts a blow to the small of her back. Tears came freely as she
writhed in a sea of agony. She tried to get away, but he only ground
the ion mace more deeply into her. She could not breathe, could not
think. But she saw the ion cannon lying where Marnnn had dropped it.
She writhed in pain and, in her writhing, contrived to crawl closer
to it. Marnnn, seeing her intent, took his ion mace from
the small of her back, jammed it against her outstretched hand.
Flames of agony shot up her arm, and she snatched her hand away,
holding it close against her chest. She curled up into a ball, her
back against the bole of a heartwood tree. Marnnn, grinning, swinging
the ion mace around and around his head. Eleana could do nothing but
prepare herself to die. It was then that she saw Giyan running toward her.
But what could she do? She had no weapons, and those on the ground
were too far away. Eleana, meeting her end, began to cry. It was like
a nightmare—a nightmare in which she died. But unlike a
nightmare, there was no escape, no hope… And though there was no hope, Giyan came on. Eleana
saw her raise her arms straight out in front of her. Her blackened,
crusty palms were facing Marnnn's back. Here came the fatal blow from
the ion mace. Eleana, weeping still, anticipated the shredding of
skin, the ripping of flesh, the crunching of bone. And the pain, the
terrible, lacerating pain… Instead, she saw the eerie glow of an orange light.
She blinked away her tears, not believing what her eyes were seeing.
The center of each of Giyan's palms had turned a lambent orange and,
just as Marnnn began his downward swing, a spear of that lambent
light struck him flush in the back. His eyes opened wide as he arched so far backward
his vertebrae snapped. He let out a soundless scream, his eyes bulged
out, and blood gouted from his mouth and nose. The air was abruptly,
sickeningly filled with the stench of roasted meat as Marnnn's flesh
turned black and shiny as if it had been coated with lacquer. "What—V Eleana could see that Rekkk had
also seen what happened. He was getting to his feet when a figure emerged
from the shadows. With one gloved hand, he seized Giyan by the neck,
with the other he jammed the muzzle of an ion cannon against her
temple. "This accursed Kundalan sorcery," Olnnn
Rydddlin said. "My entire pack is dead, and I have no idea why."
His battle armor had been painted to camouflage him in the forest. He
had either lost his helm or discarded it. Rekkk could see his newly
implanted okummmon gleaming evilly in the sunlight. "But I will
have my victory, Rhynnnon, that much is clear." He plucked from his okummmon an implement in the
shape of a stylus. Rekkk stiffened. He had seen Olnnn Rydddlin deploy
the spider-mite before, on a priest of Enlil, just before he and
Giyan had fled Axis Tyr. "I urge you not to do this, Pack-Commander,"
Rekkk said. "Your quarrel is with me, not with the Kundalan
female." "On the contrary, Rhynnnon, my orders are to
secure the two of you in any manner I see fit. You are a criminal and
a fugitive from the Khagggun tribunal. You and those with you have
forfeited all rights." Olnnn Rydddlin placed the stylus-shaped
weapon on the crown of Giyan's head and six spiderlike legs
splayed out. This was how he had killed the priest. Olnnn Rydddlin smiled. "You know what happens
next, Rhynnnon, don't you? The blue fire comes, fusing every nerve
ending in her body. Admittedly, it is a thoroughly unpleasant way to
die. Ignominious, as well, I should imagine. But, in this case, a
fitting end for the Ashera skcetta." Rekkk was monitoring the expression on Giyan's face.
She appeared calm, almost resigned to her fate. He knew he could not
let her die. "I am begging you, Pack-Commander, spare her life." "Begging?" Olnnn Rydddlin
sneered. "How the mighty are brought low." He spat at
Rekkk's feet. "You deserve your contemptible status, Rhynnnon.
You are no more Khagggun than a Kundalan dray-master." Tongues of blue fire began to emanate from the ends
of the spider-mite's six legs. Rekkk knew when they met in the center
Giyan would be dead. He stared deep into Giyan's eyes, but they were
blank. It seemed as if she had already said good-bye. Equation I am going to Thrip, Riane said. 'No.' You
cannot. Mother cried silently. If you do, Bartta will know
jou have the Gift. She will imprison you once again, and this time
she will make certain you can never escape. If I do not Thrip, you will die. I cannot allow
that. I am nothing, Mother said. You are the
Dar Sala-at. Your survival must be ensured at all costs. For the sake
of every Kundalan living and dead. But the group of Ramahan were just outside the
doorway, and Riane had already begun to spin. I have made
up my mind, Mother. I will not allow you to die. Riane, listen to me. You are still forming, and
your enemies are legion. Right now, your best weapon against them is
anonymity. You do not understand the danger you will face if— It was too late; they were Thripping. The walls and
floor turned transparent as they dissolved into their component
parts. They slipped into Otherwhere as Bartta led the Ramahan into
the chamber. If you return to my Kell prison, you will
lead Bartta directly there, Mother said. Time. My corpus will expire in less than sixty
seconds. You are my spiritual mother. Do you really
believe I would allow you to die? There must be another way. An idea came to her. She directed herself to Thrip
obliquely, so that she would pass through the Kell where Mother's
body lay dying without remaining there. In fact, she did not
know whether it could be done, and there was no time to ask Mother's
advice. There was just enough time to act. And pray to Müna it
would work. The interior of Mother's Kell rose up before her in
ghostly geometry. She slowed her spinning as she approached the
transparent walls, as she slipped through, but she did not stop.
Inside her, Mother understood instantly. Riane felt the psychic
pain of the separation, an instant's gaping hole inside her spirit
before her own soul rushed back in like surf to cover it over. She
saw Mother's corpus stirring. She was about to release her hold on
The Book of Recantation when Mother's voice stopped her. "I cannot keep it here. Bartta checks on me
regularly," Mother warned her. "You must hide it from her." "I will come for you, Mother," Riane said,
and she passed out of the Kell. "This I promise." She
Thripped back to the spherical Kell where, the night before, she had
been exploring with Shima Vedda. Of course, the Kell was deserted.
Shima Vedda was long gone, returned to the upper reaches of the abbey
to doubtless receive her punishment for not taking care of Konara
Bartta's disciple. Materializing fully, Riane lighted one of the
torches they had brought down with them and took a quick look around.
She went immediately to the carved Ja-Gaar. The middle one was
slightly larger than the two that flanked it. She put her hand inside
its mouth, then quickly slid The Book of Recantation in to
see if it would fit. It did. She took out the book, wondering how
long she had before Bartta found her. Bartta did not have the Gift;
therefore, she could not Thrip. That meant that she would have to
find her way down here on foot. A half hour, perhaps a few minutes
more. That was all the time she had left. She thought about Mother, imprisoned for nearly a
century in that Kell, and shuddered. How could one Kundalan do that
to another? And a Ramahan, at that! Mother was right. A profound and
insidious evil had penetrated the Abbey of Floating White. Having
taken root more than a hundred years go, it had flourished. And it
was slowly and methodically rewriting the history, the very
Scripture of Müna. It had made scapegoats of the Rappa, had
daemonized the Ja-Gaar, and had left Mother for dead. Everything that
had been sacred and holy in the abbey had by now been tainted by this
evil. No wonder the Great Goddess had turned her back on her chosen
ones. The Ramahan were spiritually ill. Touching the Ja-Gaar as
reverently as if they were goddesses, she thought again of the
vibrancy of the past, compared it with sorrow to the twilight of the
present. Who better than I, she thought, pan V'ornn,
part Kundalan, yet apart from both races to bear witness, to
understand the dusk of Kundalan civilization. Is this, then, the task
of the Dar Sala-at, to become the great archaeologist, to begin the
process of resurrection, to remember the past with such flaming
intensity that it rekindles the here and now, gives form and
substance to the future? How could any one person alone, even the Dar
Sala-at, hope to effect such a Transformation? With tears in her eyes, she put her back against the
wall and slid down until she was sitting on the cold, black floor.
She opened the Book of Recantation and stared at the runes.
As Mother had told her, this was not written in Venca but in the Old
Tongue. She saw similarities, but could make no immediate
connections. "Riane," she whispered. "Help me read
this." Venca is made up of a series of
mathematical equations. So is the Old Tongue, Riane said in her
mind. You can build the necessary equations from the letters you
see. Once she saw that, the entire language fell into
place. With a speed almost beyond imagining, Riane began to construct
the Old Tongue word, phrases, sentences, paragraphs using Venca
equations. Part of her—the Annon part—sat back and
watched astonished at what this brain of hers could accomplish. In no
time at all she commenced to read. Page after page floated before her vision. She
wanted to read even faster, but feared that her comprehension would
falter. Still, she read more swiftly than could be imagined. This,
too, was part of her unique Gift. She came to an entire section of
blank pages. But she knew they were not blank. They were being
protected by a sorcerous spell. Mother said that she was the only one
who might break the spell. But how? It did not matter now because she had run out of
time. She heard Bartta's approach in her mind like the
tolling of a far-off bell. She had set up a perimeter of psychic
sentries without even knowing it. Quickly, she withdrew them,
drew a veil in her mind across her Gift. She rose and slid the book
into the mouth of the middle Ja-Gaar. She patted the top of its head,
which somehow did not seem nearly as fearsome as it had before. She
felt unaccountably protected here, as if she had come home. A last lingering touch, then she crossed to the well
in the center of the floor. Luckily, Shima Vedda had left the lid to
the well ajar. She had lacked the strength to close it on her own.
Her only hope now was to give Bartta the impression that she had
fallen down the well when Shima Vedda had not been looking. Knowing
Bartta, this ruse might not work, but she could not think of another
alternative. She had to present Bartta with a semblance of doubt
about who stole. The Book of Recantation, about who left the
Thrip trail. Taking one last look around this Kell, which she had
inexplicably come to love, she blew out the torch. Engulfed in
absolute darkness, she lowered herself into the well. She almost
cried out as the frigid water closed around her, but she forced
herself to continue her descent until she was all the way in. The
cold sucked the breath from her. She had to force herself to breathe
and to remain calm, to inure herself from the thought of the deadly
chill. It was darker than night, darker than death in here. How deep
did the well go? Where did it end? She had no idea, but something
inside her felt that the depth was endless. In those first few
moments, she struggled a little, beating back her panic, waiting for
exhaustion to set in. The sides of the well were smooth and slippery.
There were no hand- or footholds. She simply trod water and allowed
her mind to wander. She was back in her previous life, hunting
gimnopedes and ice-hares among stands of sysal trees… Side by
side with Kurgan as he pulled one of his clever pranks… Hearts
beating with Eleana in dappled sunlight, under the heartwood
canopy, staring at the mystery of Annon's face… . . . Perhaps she was hallucinating. Then it no
longer mattered. The water had risen over her head. It was clear she
was drowning. Bartta was led to the termination of the Thripped
emanations like a reader to the period at the end of a sentence. She
appeared in the black spherical chamber, and found it deserted.
Unlike earlier that morning, she herself had not been here in many
years, had supposed that it would never be seen again by Ramahan
eyes. Accordingly, when Shima Vedda had reported back to her, she was
more disturbed than irate. Not that she let the Shima see that, no,
that would not do at all. Let the punishment fit the crime, that was
one of her mottos known from one end of the abbey to the other. Bad enough that this stupid priestess had broken
into an area of the abbey she should never have known about, but she
had also managed to lose Riane. Her description of how the girl
simply disappeared before her eyes had led Bartta to assume that she
was either lying or insane. That was until Bartta had felt the
peculiar emanations still ambient in the restoration room of the
Library. Impossible as it appeared, someone had Thripped. Opening the Eye of Ajbal, she had followed the
increasingly faint emanations down through the bowels of the abbey
until she had arrived here. By the light of her lantern, she now saw
what in her haste she must have missed before, that the unholy cenote
was open. Müna protect me, she thought. Her
first instinct was to push the lid back into place. Then she had the
thought to look inside. To do so, she had to pass the three carved
Ja-Gaar. She shuddered as she did so, averting her gaze as best she
could. Ever since she had learned Kyofu, they had given her a
profound sense of dread. Setting the lantern down beside the blankets she had
brought in case she found Riane, she got down on her hands and knees,
peering into the pitch-black water of the cenote. It took all her
formidable willpower to do so, and she shuddered profoundly at
the thought of what was waiting greedily at the bottom. She lifted
her lantern over her head and immediately saw a body floating in the
water. Reaching in, she got a grip under an armpit and
hauled upward. Müna, but the water was frigid! Whoever had
fallen in would have little chance of being alive. The head emerged
from the water. Riane! Bartta dropped the lantern and grabbed her with both
hands. Müna, the water made her heavy! Bartta spread her legs to
get better traction, pulling upward with the muscles of her thighs,
shoulders, and back as well as her arms. Slowly, agonizingly, she
prised Riane from the watery grave.
Gasping, she lay for a moment on the cold storte
floor before rousing herself to pump the water out of Riane's lungs.
She jammed the heels of her hands against the girl's diaphragm
several times, then slapped her across the face. Riane coughed and began to choke. Bartta returned to
her ministrations and, tense moments later, Riane vomited up all
the water she had swallowed. Bartta scrambled over the wet floor and,
using every form of power at her disposal, caused the lid to slide
with a heavy grating sound back into place, sealing the cenote. She knelt with the girl's head cradled in her lap,
wrapping her stone-cold body in blankets, listening to her breathe
while her heart hammered in her chest. She rocked the girl back
and forth, murmuring prayers of healing. What would happen to her if
the Dar Sala-at died? She shuddered, and wrapped Riane more tightly
in the blankets. How quiet it is here, she thought,
how utterly still Save for the disquieting gaze of the three
Ja-Gaar she would not mind it at all, even though she was so far
below ground, even though she was within spitting distance of a
cenote. If only she could sleep, as Riane slept now.
Instead, she peered into opals she had bought from itinerant traders,
looking for her lost youth. But all she ever discovered was the lorg
she stoned to death, lying mute and bloody, accusing her of the
deaths she had bartered for. Bartta shook her head. The Book of Recantation
should never have been marked for restoration. She had not authorized
it, and yet the precise annotation on the restorer's tablet indicated
that the shima had begun working on it. Whatever had possessed them?
Now it was too late, for both of them. She turned her mind away from
what had already occurred. What concerned her at present was
that the Sacred Book was missing. She herself had only found out
about it through sheer happenstance, when years ago Giyan had told
her how she had stumbled upon it. Was it possible that Riane had learned how to Thrip,
that she had discovered what The Book of Recantation meant
and had stolen it? How was it possible, who would have told her?
Bartta was quite certain that Astar did not know the real meaning of
the book. Neither did she have the facility to teach Riane how to
Thrip. An idea struck her. She pressed her lips to the
center of Riane's forehead, feeling the circle of cold, the Sphere of
Binding. She opened the Eye of Ajbal and peered into the depths of
the spell she had cast on Riane. The Sphere of Binding linked one
person to another. It linked Bartta with Mother. It also linked Riane
with Mother. If Mother had somehow managed to make direct contact
with Riane, the Sphere of Binding would show it. Bartta peered into the heart of the spell and cursed
softly to herself. The Dar Sala-at had found Mother! At least Mother
had not been able to detect the Sphere of Binding Bartta had cast on
Riane. Night Blindness, the second Kyofu spell she had woven in,
had done its work. That certainly gave her a measure of grim
satisfaction. Bartta stared down at Riane, her thoughts racing.
The revelation of Mother's clandestine activities only led to more
urgent questions that demanded immediate answers. She could not
delay. Unmasking Astar had confirmed her long-held suspicion that a
conspiracy against her had arisen inside the abbey. If the
conspirators should get wind of who Riane really as, of how much
power lay dormant inside her, they could use the girl against her.
And Sphere of Binding or no, Mother would recognize Riane as the Dar
Sala-at, of that Bartta had no doubt. This was something she could
not allow. Riane was hers, and must remain hers, lifting her on the
rising tide of power. Concentrating, she shifted the focus of the Eye of
Ajbal. It took great mental effort. She held Riane's fingers, peering
at the pads through the lens of the sorcerous Eye. Her heart turned
over. There was the unmistakable residue of the sticky spell she
had cast on the margins of the book's pages, a sorcerous alarm to
warn her if anyone had been reading it. Which was why she would never
have authorized the restoration. Here was her proof that Riane
had stolen the book, that she had Thripped here. How? Mother! How
many other conspirators had she recruited? Casting a remedy, she
removed the residue of the sticky spell, so Riane would not go mad
like the restorer had who had also touched the book's pages. Riane moaned in pain, and Bartta cast a Cloud of
Slumber to gentle her. Riane quieted. Bartta closed down the Eye. She rubbed her temples to stop the terrible
throbbing. Every time she used the Eye pain threaded through her
sinews like venom. In the universe—any universe—one
principle at least was a constant: for every action there is a
reaction. So the use of the Black Dreaming sorcery left behind a
noxious residue, a sludge distilled from the fibrous rootstock of
envy-hate-lust. This substance clung to her with the tenacity of tar.
Only drugs gave her a measured amount of surcease. She massaged her
temples, moaning a little. The sorcery had entwined itself through
the very fibers of her being as dexterously, as insidiously as any
jungle creeper. Now she could not survive without it. It was no
different than the food she ate, the water she draflk, the air she
breathed. She was it and it was she. There could be no turning back.
It had changed her as surely, as irrevocably as if it had replaced
her lungs with gills. She steeled herself for what she was about to do. It
was so dangerous, but she dared not turn back. Her entire life
depended on keeping the power, just as Konara Mossa had before her.
The Dar Sala-at was already too powerful, and it had happened
right under Bartta's nose. It was now clear to her that Riane was
uncontrollable. What would happen if she allowed Riane to
continue to gain power? It would be the end for her. She would be
cast out, disgraced and humiliated. All she had ever wanted was to
lead the Ramahan. She had dedicated herself to that goal, had
sacrificed everything for it, and now that she had it in her grasp,
no one, nothing was going to make her give it up. What was the Dar
Sala-at but a myth? Mother had come back from the dead, but did she
have the sorcerous powers she was supposed to have? No. Had The Pearl
protected Kundala from the V'ornn? No. Did Müna have the power
to save her chosen people? No. So who was to say that this girl was
what she said she was? Who was to say that she could save the
Kundalan? Müna? On all these matters, Müna was silent, as
she had been silent for more than a hundred years. No, if Bartta had learned anything on her way up to
leading the Dea Cretan, it was that power was of the moment. She had
no choice but to act and act now. Taking a series of ritual deep breaths, she wove a
Skein of Serenity about herself. Her surroundings faded slightly, and
with that their effect upon her. She made the most of this respite,
carrying Riane out of the monstrous Kells, back to the familiar and
comforting abbey—her abbey, where the late morning
announced itself in thick golden shafts of sunlight within which
dust motes danced in silent, twisting counterpoint. She encountered no one as she strode down the
hallway. Iron hinges squealed in protest as the scarred heartwood
door opened. Light streamed into the darkness, illuminating the way
as she set Riane down in the ammonwood chair covered with runes that
sat on the incised plinth in the middle of the room. Months ago, she
had scrubbed the last dried patches of Astar's blood off the stone
floor. Having strapped Riane into the chair, she went
briskly about the circumference of the chamber firing the reed
torches until all was suffused in their hot orange glow. Then
she went to the door and closed it quietly, almost reverently, her
forehead damp against the ancient wood. Slowly and deliberately, she set up the had-atta,
the scaffolding of the ancient implement rising in shadow along the
opposite wall like a mythical narbuck. At length, she slid the
flutelike crystal column between Riane's slackly opened lips.
She used the Eye of Ajbal to keep her from thinking about what she
was doing. One of the many benefits of the Black Dreaming sorcery was
that it was an insulation against questionable or distasteful acts.
She never regretted what had to be done, or second-guessed herself. All was in readiness. Lovingly stroking the had-atta, she woke
Riane. Nemesis Giyan, discovering that a simple spell of paralysis
had no effect on Olnnn Rydddlin, had sunk deep into Ayame.
There, she discovered the Avatar circling, guarding his essence, a
gigantic brown-black insect with an armored thorax, veined wings,
serrated mandibles, and faceted eyes. This was not like casting a
spell that embedded itself in the recipient. Malistra had somehow
projected this emissary of her power over many -idlometers to
keep Olnnn Rydddlin safe. Giyan knew of no other sorceress, including
herself, who could accomplish this massive feat. The implications
terrified her to the core. She did not dare attack the Avatar
because she did not recognize it. Without recognition, she had no way
of knowing either the nature or the extent of its power. She had read
in the section of The Book of Recantation of Avatars of
the Black Dreaming sorcery that could drain your power, others
that could actually take your power if you used it against them. She
could not take the chance that this was one of those. She could feel in the physical realm a pain starting
in her head and knew that the spider-mite was beginning to kill her.
She was forming a plan, but it was very risky. She did not see a
choice. Still in Ayame, she located first Rekkk, then Eleana. The
pain was becoming intrusive; time was running out, a matter of
seconds at most. She began. Eleana, watching Olnnn Rydddlin slowly killing
Giyan, was suddenly filled with a toxic rage. With a cry of
fury, she rose up, twirling the ion mace. She ignored Rekkk's shout
of warning, cocked her arm back to throw the weapon directly at Olnnn
Rydddlin's unprotected face. It was their only chance; she knew
it as surely as she knew her own name. She saw Olnnn Rydddlin's right arm directed at her.
A heartbeat later, she was knocked off her feet by the ion-cannon
blast. Pain filled her to overflowing. She tried to cry out, but
failed. She tried to move, but failed at that, too. She lay on her
back, the light slowly leaking out of the world. Then, a starless
night engulfed her, taking her far, far away. “You've killed her,” Rekkk said through
gritted teeth. "First the girl, then the skcettta. One by one
they fall." There was a sly smile on Olnnn Rydddlin's face. "Why
should you care? They are Kundalan. A true Khagggun would rejoice at
their demise." He cocked his head. "But you are no longer
Khagggun. Now I wonder whether you ever were." Giyan uttered a little cry, falling to her knees.
Blood drooled from the epicenter of the weapon. Rekkk was shaking
with rage. "Come on, Rhynnnon. Attack me." The muzzle
of the ion cannon found him. "I would like nothing better than
to kill you the same way I killed that Kundalan girl. She was armed
with Khagggun weapons. How did that happen, Rhynnnon? I am sure the
Star-Admiral will be pleased to ask you that question himself." Giyan toppled over, her body in the fetal position.
Her eyes were wide-open, staring into a dimension neither of them
could see. "It is almost over, Rhynnnon." Olnnn
Rydddlin could not keep the edge of gloating off his voice. "She
is dying. Don't you want to help her?" The muzzle of the ion
cannon lowered; a short blast caught Rekkk in the meat of his right
thigh. Rekkk grunted. He felt nothing for a moment. Then the pain hit
him full bore, and he collapsed to his knees. "There, that's better, isn't it?" Olnnn
Rydddlin placed one boot on Rekkk's hip. "On second thought,
you're not close enough." He kicked Rekkk on the point of his
hip. "Not down far enough yet, Rhynnnon." He kicked again
and again until Rekkk lay prone at his feet. He bent over, his face a
mask of rage and disgust. "What are you now? Nothing more than
the skcettta you're lying next to. She corrupted you, just like she
corrupted the regent Ashera. But no more. This is all at an end,
Rhynnnon. The Star-Admiral charged me with bringing you back, and
that I will do. But not before you have watched your 'friends' die.
Not before you have received your first portion of pain." He raised his leg, brought the heel of his boot hard
onto Rekkk's wounded thigh, ground it deeper into the pulpy flesh.
Then, using all his strength, he tamped down hard. "What was
that sound I just heard, Rhynnnon? That snap? Was it your bone
breaking? Oh yes, it must have been. There's the end of it poking
through your skin." He crouched beside Rekkk, staring into his
red-rimmed eyes. "I must say I am impressed. You haven't made a
single sound." He smiled as he put a hand on Rekkk, "Well,
we will soon remedy that." Eleana was aware of someone screaming. Like a thread
of air bubbles, she followed it to the surface of consciousness. For
a moment, she lay staring up at the patterns on the leaves. Sunlight
played through the latticework curtains of the treetops. She saw a
pair of gimnopedes flitting through the branches as if playing
hide-and-seek. She heard the steady drone of insects, the gurgling of
the unseen river. Then the blood-chilling scream came again, and she
started out of her pain-induced daydream. Everything flooded back to
her at once. She did not question why she was not dead, paid no
attention to the residual pain. She saw Olnnn Rydddlin crouched over
Rekkk and Gi-yan. Were they dead or alive? The killing rage still
dwelled within her. Without further thought, she took up her ion mace
and, swinging it over her head, let it fly. It struck Olnnn Rydddlin Squarely on his left
temple, throwing, him backward. She drew her shock-sword and, on
leadlike feet, stumbled toward him. He rose in time to parry her
first blow with his own shock-sword, but on his back he had a weak
defense, and her next strike swept the weapon out of his hand. She
prepared herself for the killing blow, but Giyan's voice stopped her.
"Eleana, no! Do not touch him!" The shock-sword was bare millimeters from the side
of his neck where his pulse throbbed. He smiled wickedly up at her.
"Do it! You know you want to kill me!" Eleana's muscles bunched; the end of the shock-sword
quivered. "Eleana, listen to me! He is protected by sorcery."
Eleana, her chest heaving with rage, exertion, and fear, turned and
gasped. "Are you—" Giyan was on her feet. "I will be fine."
Blood matted her hair, coursed down the side of her face, lacquered
her neck. It took all of her concentration not to run to where
Rekkk lay, bloodied and insensate. She sent a tendril of healing to
him as she steeled herself. "You have saved us, Eleana. Now you
must help Rekkk." "Don't listen to the skcettta," Olnnn
Rydddlin hissed. "All she knows is lies. Kill me! Kill me now
while you have the chancel" Eleana turned back to him, expecting the killing
rage to galvanize her. But it had vanished as quickly and
mysteriously as it had come. "No." She licked her lips and
backed up until she was standing over Rekkk, but did not take her
eyes off of the Pack-Commander. Then she knelt. "Put the palms of your hands on his thigh,"
Giyan instructed her, "just above the wound. Feel for the major
pulse. When you find it keep your hands there." Giyan approached Olnnn Rydddlin. She ignored the
bleeding from the wound in her scalp. "Look what I have, Olnnn,"
she said in a soft, buttery voice. As his defiant gaze dropped to her
outstretched hand, she opened it like a flower. Inside, sat the
spiderlike weapon he had affixed to her. She stood over him, spread-legged. Eleana was in
awe. Somehow, bloodied and hurt, Giyan seemed even more majestic,
even more powerful than she had before. "Once this thing failed to come off as the
other one had, I knew that it had been modified." She spun the
weapon in the cup of her palm. "Modified by sorcery. Isn't that
right, Olnnn?" "How is this possible?" Olnnn Rydddlin
rasped. "She said no one but me would be able to touch it." "Malistra was wrong," Giyan said. "I
used a spell of my own to break its hold on me." She would not
tell him how many spells she had tried, or that she had had to modify
on the fly the one that had worked. "It was a mistake to align
yourself with a Dark sorceress, Olnnn." "Do not address me in the barbaric Kundalan
manner," he spat. Without another word, she slammed the sorcerous
weapon onto his thigh in the same spot he had so grievously wounded
Rekkk. Olnnn Rydddlin threw his head back, screaming in
agony. Writhing, he attempted to crawl away. Giyan went to where
Rekkk lay in a pool of blood. Eleana made room for her. Giyan passed her hands over his wound. "I am
sorry. It was the only way." She looked up at the girl. "I
used him to distract Olnnn Rydddlin while I protected you from the
ion-cannon blast." "But—" "Do you remember the rage, Eleana?" "Yes, of course—" "I put it there, inside your head. So that you
would act." "Then you saved us. You saved us all." Giyan cradled Rekkk's head. She had to bite her lip
to keep from weeping. I have to keep myself in check, she told
herself sternly. If she had any hope of keeping him alive she knew
she needed to have her faculties unclouded by emotion. Eleana's head turned at the scraping noise Olnnn
Rydddlin was making as he continued to crawl away. "What
will that thing do to him?" "It employs a sorcery I know only dimly,"
Giyan said. "It has already crippled him. It is possible if I
leave it in him, it will kill him." "Good," Eleana said. She watched,
stupefied as Giyan rose, strode after Olnnn Rydddlin. "Just like a worm," Giyan said. Without
warning, she stooped, plucking the sorcerous weapon from him. Eleana cried out: "What are you doing? This
daemonic Khagggun must die!" He gasped out loud, and so did Eleana when she saw
the devastation the thing had caused. It left no blood, but something
far worse. The flesh of his leg was being eaten away by an
unnaturally accelerated necrosis. Olnnn Rydddlin was moaning,
grasping his dying leg with both hands. His eyes were open wide, and
sweat had broken out all over him. He began to shake, his eyes
rolling up in their sockets as he went into shock. "Take his ion cannon." Giyan turned away
from him, watched Eleana as she did what she was told. "This-
sorcery is more dangerous than you can imagine, more dangerous to us
than one lone Khagggun. It is vital we have the weapon to study."
She gave one last glance in Olnnn Ry-dddlin's direction. "In any
event, he may die anyway—or wish he had." Then, filled with terror and anxiety, she rushed
back to Rekkk, wondering whether in the next few minutes she
would heal him or bury him. Handmaiden Riane arose from that odd, disorienting coma that is
the handmaiden of death into the realization that her ruse had
failed. "This is all very simple," she heard Bartta say. She tried to move and couldn't. She opened her eyes
and knew immediately where she was and what was about to happen to
her. Bartta stepped into her field of vision. "As I
say, very simple indeed. You have been witness to this procedure
before." The leather thong was wrapped around her hand. "You
know the outcomes, both good and bad." Riane made a sound. Bartta came closer. "You are the Dar Sala-at. I
have no wish to hurt you, but at the same time I know you harbor
secrets. I cannot allow that, Riane. These secrets are too important,
too dangerous for you to keep to yourself." "What secrets?" Riane just managed to
gasp, though her words were distorted by the crystal flute between
her lips. Bartta's eyes grew hard and dark as basalt. "One:
besides Mother, who is helping you? Two: who taught you how to Thrip?
Three: why did you steal The Book of Recantation? "I don't know what you are talking about." "Do not lie to me. I will not hesitate to kill
you." Riane stared at her, unblinking. "Answer my questions." "Why should I? You murdered Leyna Astar, you
treat me like a slave. You keep me locked up like a house pet." "There are two sides to every story."
Bartta's tone turned wheedling. "Giyan would want you to tell—" "That's a lie" Riane shouted.
"She would not have wanted this for me! She does not know you as
I do!" Bartta took a step toward her, and the flute rose so
that it hung just above Riane's mouth. Her eyes narrowed, and her
tone grew cold. "You stole The Book of Recantation.
Why? Who did you give it to?" "No one. I told you, I fell down the well." "Why do you continue to lie? I myself checked
that Kell after Shima Vedda reported you missing." "But you didn't look into the well, did you?"
Riane said. Bartta said nothing. "Why are you doing this to me?" "You conspire against me. I am doing only what
has to be done." "Like you did with Leyna Astar?" "Yes. She was a traitor. She deserved—" "You are as crazy as a Kraelian sundog" "You dare use a V'ornn phrase?" Bartta
slapped her hard. "Answer my questions." Riane ignored the stinging in her jaw. "I have
no answers." Bartta looked at her for a long time. Riane could
see the war going on behind her eyes. Then, abruptly, she grasped
either side of Riane's jaws, forced them open. She positioned the
flute in her mouth, then stepped back off the incised plinth. "Now it is too late. Too late for omens, too
late for miracles, too late for faith." Her expression was rigid
as she unwound the leather thong the space of one loop. Riane gagged as the flute touched the back of her
throat. "You will tell me, Riane. Everything I
want to know." The leather thong was loosed again, and the flute
continued its slide down Riane's throat, this time the length of two
loops. Despite her best efforts to control herself, Riane
began to scream. Book Four ASCENDANCE GATE "Ascendance Gate is the most difficult Gate
to quantify. It is the mysterious bridge over the dark and turbulent
sea of a troubled spirit. It is the great lev-eler, the equalizer.
Ascendance Gate is the most powerful portal to the soul, opening the
potential for either great joy or unending misery …" —Utmost Source, The Five Sacred Books of Müna Of V'ornn and
Sarakon “You aren't actually leaving us now, are you?"
Wennn Stogggul bellowed. "You just got here." "My apologies." Kurgan stood up from the
table. "I have an appointment." "At this late hour?" The regent made a
face. "Where? With whom?" "The Star-Admiral's business." Wennn Stogggul watched his son for some time. They
were in the regent's private quarters, the low chronosteel table
between them still covered with the repast the three of them had been
served several hours ago. Larded with the rarest of delicacies, it
was the kind of meal available only to regents bent on flexing
their extraordinary power. "Do you hear that, Malistra? The Star-Admiral's
business! If I did not know my son so well, I would believe that he
had actually found his calling." He grunted. "But perhaps
he has. Doing Kinnnus Morcha's bidding has its advantages, I would
imagine. Perquisites a mere Bashkir could only dream of. Am
I right, Kurgan?" "As you say, Father. You know better than I." "What's the matter?" Wennn Stogggul leaned
forward, pushing aside a tureen of snow-lynx stew. "All evening
you have been acting the dutiful son." "Nothing's the matter." The regent sat back. "Really? Then I must
conclude that you are either ill or deranged." Kurgan turned to Malistra and smiled. "Do you
find your accommodations at the palace satisfactory, Mastress?" "What the N'Luuura do you care?" Wennn
Stogggul snapped. Malistra smiled in return. "Quite satisfactory,
Kurgan Stogggul, thank you for asking." "There is no point in being polite to him,"
the regent said sourly. "He seems eerily compliant now, but
there is no telling when he will turn on you." "That is all in the past, Father." Kurgan
stood at the door, perfectly calm. "I was immature. Wild,
uncontrollable. I admit that. But I beg you do not continue to punish
me for old sins already repented." "Words." Wennn Stogggul said with a wave
of his hand. "They are cheaply bought. Deeds are what matter in
this life, my son. If you could only remember that I could turn you
into a decent V'ornn yet." To get the foul stench of his father's power
flaunting out of his nostrils, he decided to go to the
Kalllistotos. On his way there, he smoked twenty milligrams of laaga.
Laaga was illegal. Not that Kurgan cared a clemett. Laaga was far
cheaper than salamuuun and, more importantly, readily available
in the city's back alleys. Cultivated on the southern continent,
laaga was smuggled in by the Sarakkon, along with their legitimate
imports. He smoked rather introspectively as he walked the
ink-dark streets of Axis Tyr. He was wondering Which of his
acquaintances at Harbor-side had given him up to Kinnnus Morcha. When
he thought about it, the list covered just about everyone. He would
have to give it some thought, keeping it in the forefront of his mind
tonight. Still, he wondered if it should trouble him that Morcha
knew he smoked laaga. Inhaling a lungful of the thick, sweet smoke, he
gave a coarse laugh. To N'Luuura with it. Another secret he
had withheld from Annon. He was quite sure Annon would have been
horrified if Kurgan had told him that he smoked. Just as he would
have balked at venturing into the rough-and-tumble of nighttime
Harborside. More differences appearing like fissures between the
former best friends. Differences his father was all too quick to
throw in his face. Taking the Old V'ornn's warning to hearts, he had
accepted his father's invitation to dinner in order to mend some
of the fences he had broken. Not that his father had made it easy.
Belittling him was one of Wennn Stogggul's favorite pastimes; it had
been for years. Bitter old V'ornn. His hatred of the Ashera was
eating him alive. It informed every decision he made, every risk he
took, every aspect of his life. Kurgan was rather proud of his responses: the warm
smiles, the civilized compliments. He had acted like the
charming and admiring son, all without expending a milliliter of
genuine feeling. Once upon a time such playacting would have been
beyond him. That was before he had buried his father, mentally and
emotionally cutting himself free of the House of Stogggul and
everything it stood for. And, tonight, he had received the added
benefit of putting his father off-balance. He knew the meaning behind the Old V'ornn's words,
just as he had known the meaning behind the Star-Admiral's request.
To stay in the shadow cast by his father was to be strangled by a
tradition that had never held meaning for him. Wennn Stogggul had
become just another adversary he was obliged to manipulate or
sidestep in order to get what he wanted. And right now he was in a
sweet spot: out from under his father's thumb, in a position of
potential power if he played his hand cleverly and underestimated
neither Star-Admiral Morcha nor Wennn Stogggul. His way was abruptly blocked by a Kundalan dray,
piled high with Borobodur forest heartwood boards from the mills in
Exchange Pledges to the west. He shouted at the Kundalan drovers, but
the team of water buttren were being balky, and the dray remained
squarely in front of him. Idiots! he thought as he hauled
one Kundalan drover down and began to pummel him into
unconsciousness. "Get down here and drag this sack of excrement
away!" he screamed at the top of his lung. The second Kundalan crept cautiously down, keeping
hold of the reins to the stamping water buttren. As he crept past,
Kurgan tripped him, struck him a vicious blow on the back of his
neck, and proceeded to kick him repeatedly as he lay on the ground.
At length, he stopped, panting, and looked around for someone else to
maul. Blood was everywhere. He spotted a young Kundalan at the
edge of the crowd that had gathered to gawk and started to go after
him. Just then, three Khagggun shouldered their way through the
throng. Kurgan handed them the reins to the dray and curtly told them
to clean up the mess. Then he continued on his way. He produced his second laaga stick and, lighting it,
took the smoke deep into his lung, holding it there for as long as he
could. Yes, indeed, he had no difficulty whatsoever being the model
son for his father. As he headed farther into the southern district, the
avenues widened even more. Elaborately decorated residences and shops
gave way to enormous triangular warehouses with thickly mortared
cornices and sculpted friezes depicting mythical beasts of burden.
Crowds that had thinned considerably as he had bisected the
industrial heart of the city swelled as he approached the northern
fringe of Harborside, home of the Kalllistotos. Kundalan were queued
up at the line of Khagggun security checkpoints, through which they
had to pass when returning to the city from the Harborside district.
He lifted a hand in greeting to the Khagggun he knew as he went
through. He supposed the Khagggun had set the game ring in
Harborside primarily because the Sarakkon loved it so much. The
Sarakkon were inveterate gamblers, wagering enormous sums of money on
the out- come of the ten nightly contests. The Kalllistotos appeared
to be the only aspect of V'ornn culture that interested them. They
were widely known as freewheeling and somewhat wild. Woe betide the
Kundalan or V'ornn foolish enough to cross them in a trade, for the
entire colony would mass like points of light come together in a
blinding flash of enmity. Perhaps they possessed some low-grade form
of telepathy. In any event, they were difficult to approach, almost
impossible to get close to. Trust was evidently not a concept they
applied to alien races. How they viewed the occupation of the northern
continent was any V'ornn's guess. There existed between them and the
V'ornn an uneasy and unspoken arrangement. The V'ornn had seen no
reason to squander Khagggun and resources in colonizing the
inhospitable southern continent. Besides, the Gyrgon wanted
access to the radioactive compounds the Sarakkon manufactured.
So the Sarakkon were left on their own, unmonitored and free as tttng
as they agreed to continue trading with the V'ornn. How that affected
their relationship with the Kundalan was also a mystery. Difficult and time-consuming as it had been, he had
managed an entry point with a Sarakkon captain named Courion, though
admittedly it was a tentative one. If it was a truism that you never
knew where you stood with the Sarakkon, then he meant to nullify it. He passed Receiving Spirit, the monolithic
white-stone hospice where the family had stashed his moron brother,
Terrettt. At least, he assumed he was still there. Ten years and he
hadn't gone once. Why should he? The less he thought about that
embarrassment, the better. Only his sister, Marethyn, visited
Terrettt. That was about right. That idiot was the only one apt to
listen to her stupid ideas about the expanded role of Tuskugggun
in V'ornn society. Chuckling to himself, wrapped in a fragrant cloud of
laaga smoke, he came upon the seaport. Beyond, the Sea of Blood
reflected the lights of the city like a defective mirror, a vast
expanse only the Sarakkon had mastered. He had heard stories of
Sarakkon seamen spending years on their ships without ever coming in
sight of land. It was beyond him why anyone would want to take to the
sea. Doubtless, he would be bored to tears within days. Nearing the Kalllistotos, he began to see clots of
Sarakkon. They were tall, slender folk, with elongated heads, dark
glistening skin the color of pomegranates, teeth like ivory tiles.
All had facial hair—thick, curling beards in which sea-diadems
were threaded, long mustaches, twisted and oiled into points, sharp,
triangular goatees from which hung tinkling lines of tiny
shells—spotted, striped, incandescent—and semiprecious
stones. Their shaven skulls as well as most of their bodies were
covered with tattoos of unfathomable runes. They were all male, these
fierce and curious sailors. Where their females were was anyone's
guess. Though they wore clothing made from the
lightest-weight Kundalan fabrics for which they traded, the style was
decidedly different. Because they lived in a warm, tropical climate,
they did not wear robes, but rather favored a kilted skirt that ran
from waist to knee. A kind of wide belt, woven of cured sea grape,
circled the waist and hung down the front of the skirts in stupefying
patterns of knots, each one signifying something, perhaps status or
rank of some kind. Their feet were clad in high boots of glittering
pebbled rayskin, tanned aboard their ships in vats of sea salt and
mercury. Their oiled torsos were covered only by sleeveless sharkskin
vests, tough as armor plate, painful to brush up against. They wore
at their hips wicked-looking dirks of dark steel and huge gleaming
scimitars with engraved blades made from petrified sawfish
snout, hilts of carved coral or sea-cor bone. It was not long before Kurgan spotted Courion.
Courion was captain of his own ship, though the Sarakkon had never
invited Kurgan on board. He judged Courion to be no more than ten
years his elder. He was a smart, aggressive, confident trader. Kurgan
had failed to find his weak spot, and so had yet to get the better of
him in a deal. Much to his surprise, he found that he admired the
Sarakkon. He might be a primitive in many respects, but he knew more
about trading than just about anyone Kurgan knew, including Wennn
Stogggul. There was much to learn from someone with his skills. As dictated by Sarakkonian custom, he did not
approach Courion directly, but rather insinuated himself into the
sweaty crowd ringing the Kalllistotos, positioning himself where
Courion was certain to see him. Courion was talking to two massive
Sarakkon seamen—presumably members of his crew. Palms were
slapped as bets were made on the current contestants, then raised and
redoubled. Through the swirling mob, Kurgan caught a glimpse of
the contestants inside the ring. A burly Mesagggun with a beetling
brow and, it appeared, nothing more on his praen-sized brain than
cracking some bones and laying on the hurt was being pitted against a
young Bashkir with wide, powerful shoulders, a narrow waist, and
muscular legs. Whoever he was, he was new to the Kalllistotos. Kurgan
had never seen him before. "Have you sniffed them out? Do you have a
preference?" Kurgan did not turn. He knew by the sound of the
voice who was talking to him, and was pleased that Courion had
approached him in the Sarakkonian manner, without mentioning his name
or greeting him in any way. "I just got here." He knew he did not have
much time to answer. He was determined to look as confident as any
Sarakkon. "But I do not have to think twice. I favor the
Mesagggun." "In that event, we would have presented a
wager," Courion said coolly. He had a sleek, compelling face,
with dark eyes and a slight curve to his lips that made him appear as
if he were constantly amused. In his beard were carved runes made of
lapis lazuli and jade, on his fingers were huge rings of star
sapphire and ruby and lynx-eye. His rayskin boots were dyed a dusky
orange. "But a pip-squeak like you surely lacks sufficient funds
to make it worthwhile." "If I was not prepared to wager, I would not
have opened my mouth." It was true. In Sarakkonian circles,
wagering was almost a sacred rite. If you had an opinion aboift
anything—anything at all—you had best be prepared to make
a wager on it just as the Sarakkon did. Otherwise, you would lose
what little respect they had for you. "I will bet twenty." "We will put up fifty-" Kurgan knew the Sarakkon was studying him.
Sometimes, he had the unsettling impression that Courion tolerated
his presence simply because the Sarakkon found him amusing in some
secret manner. "Fifty would suit me as well," he said,
determined to play this game as a Sarakkon would. You never ended up
wagering what you had first offered. That would have been an insult
of the first magnitude. Courion appeared unimpressed. "It is the ninth
match." The penultimate fight of the evening. "Is that
all you can muster, the bare minimum? All right, then. Fifty it
is." When the wager had been sealed, he laughed. "You have
not been at Kalllistotos for some time, Stogggul. It will be a
pleasure to take your coins. This Bashkir has been the champion
for two weeks now. The Mesagggun is overmatched." Kurgan, feeling trapped in a scheme of Courion's
making, was now desperate to keep up his appearance of confidence. He
realized that this was Courion's purpose. A test to see if he was
worthy of being in the company of these high-spirited aliens. "If
that is your opinion, then we should go to one hundred seventy-five." "Oh-ho!" Courion cried. "Indeed,
then! We match you with added pleasure!" A reckless wager, surely. Kurgan did not have one
hundred seventy-five. But it would not matter if he won. He tried to
keep the alternative out of his mind. The two of them, followed by the pair of Sarakkon
with whom Cou- rion had first been wagering, made their way toward
the boundary of the Kalllistotos. The jostling crowd parted magically
for Courion and closed back around the group as soon as they had
passed. Soon enough they were in the front row. And just in time. The
match was about to commence. The Kalllistotos was a five-sided ring with
precisely three meters between opposing angles. It was a simple
affair—three strands of ion-charged wires strung between alloy
uprights—as befitted its humble origins as an off-world
entertainment among the Khagggun. The idea, too, was simple: force
your opponent onto the wires, where the ion charge would knock him
senseless. The ion charge affected contestants differently, of
course, and it was rumored that there were ways in which one could
build up a certain tolerance for the muscle-spasming pain. Kurgan had
seen one contestant last twelve seconds before succumbing. In terms
of the Kalllistotos, that was a long time. The two combatants had begun to pummel one another
with the kind of gut-grunting, no-holds-barred style dictated by the
event. Blood spurted as first the Mesagggun, then the Bashkir landed
solid blows. They broke, regrouping, circled around, and both
attacked at once. The Kalllistotos was so brutal, so violent, most
matches lasted no more than a few minutes. The Mesagggun landed two bone-crunching blows,
arching the Bashkir's sweat-streaked back, backing him up.
Taking advantage, he came on with pile-driver force. The Bashkir's
knees seemed to buckle beneath the terrible onslaught until he was
perilously close to the wires. Wedged in beside Kurgan, Courion grinned and struck
two coins together. Both his arms were tattooed with likenesses of
the chief sea goddess, part Sarakkon, part sea serpent. The skin of
his head was one dizzying pattern overlain on another. The whole gave
him the aspect of a walking work of art. The harried champion fell to his knees beneath the
Mesagggun's furious attack. There was no letup, no surcease. "I am greatly looking forward to taking your
coins," Kurgan said with a smirk. Courion said nothing. The Mesagggun had his failing
opponent at his mercy. He picked him off his knees and sent him
hurtling backward into the wires. The Bashkir arched back as the full
brunt of the ion charge blasted through him. Not wanting to leave
anything to chance, the Mesagggun pressed his opponent more firmly
against the wires. Three, four, five. Kurgan was counting how many
seconds the Bashkir had been against the wires. Then he saw
something that sent a shock wave through him. The Bashkir took the
Mesagggun's head between his hands and slammed it full force into the
top wire. The ion charge flayed the skin off his nose and cheeks and,
as the Bashkir continued to apply pressure, burned off his eyelids,
blinding him. With the bellow of a hindemuth in heat, the
Mesagggun went down with a resounding crack and lay insensate at the
feet of the champion. The Bashkir came off the wires slowly as the
roar of the crowd swelled and ululated. He lifted his arms over his
head. He was bleeding profusely from his nose, mouth, and back,
and one shoulder had been dislocated. Without a word, Courion held his hand out. "Our
winnings, if you please," he said over the roar of the throng. Kurgan licked his dry lips. "I don't have it." Courion's face darkened. He was about to reply when
one of his crew made his way through the sweating throng and
whispered in his ear. "Is that so?" Courion said. Laughing, he
turned to Kurgan. His expression sent a shiver of trepidation
through Kurgan. "Listen, pipsqueak. We will forgo the coins
you owe us." "You will?" "On one condition." The amused smile had
returned. "The final challenger has taken suddenly ill and
cannot fight. You will take his place." Kurgan said nothing, though he wanted to shout his
fear at the top of his lung. "Surely there must be another way—" "You have fought before in the Kalllistotos,
yes? You have told us as much, yes? Have you lied to us?" "No, of course not. But I have never—that
is, I have only fought in the preliminary rounds. This is—I am
unprepared for—" The huge Sarakkon took him by the front of his robe.
"We fear you do not fully appreciate the situation you find
yourself in, pip-squeak. We do not tolerate bettors who cannot pay.
There is no negotiation. None at all." He swept his arm in the
direction of the bloody ring. "We offer you this chance to repay
us in recognition of our relationship." He put his face close to
Kurgan's. "But that relationship can be terminated at any
moment. Do we make ourselves clear?" Kurgan nodded. He pulled himself together. It would
do no good to panic. What would the Old V'ornn think of such
weakness? "I accept your terms." "Splendid," Courion smiled. "We will
escort you into the Kalllistotos. Your name has already been entered
into the bettors' sheets." He clapped Kurgan on the back. "Tell
us, pip-squeak, who should we put our coins on, you or the Bashkir?"
He threw his head back and laughed long and hard as he pushed Kurgan
through the milling throng, past the security guards, up the ramp to
the perimeter of the ring. "Kalllistotos!" he shouted, boosting
Kurgan over the highest wire. "Tenth match!" To Kurgan, everything outside the Kalllistotos ring
seemed a blur. He thought he caught a glimpse of Courion's grinning
face, but he could not be certain. The Kalllistotos smelled of blood,
sweat, the mingled musks of victory and defeat. Close-up, the Bashkir was even more frightening than
he had appeared from the safety of the crowd. Through slitted
eyes he watched Kurgan with the naked greed of a gyreagle observing
its prey. He came up to Kurgan. "This is a joke, isn't it?" With a
sickening crack of his hand, he reset his dislocated shoulder. "You
are a joke!" Kurgan stepped back in the star defense and,
laughing, the champion came after him. Using the huge V'ornn's
momentum as a lever, Kurgan took hold of his leading arm, jerking him
quickly forward. As the Bashkir's heels came up, Kurgan kicked
him square on the right shin. He lost his balance, slamming onto the
hard microcanvas surface of the Kalllistotos with a sound like the
roll of thunder. He rolled, scissoring his legs, catching Kurgan's
ankle between them. He smashed his balled fist into Kurgan's solar
plexus the moment Kurgan was down, following that up with
powerful blows to Kurgan's skull. Kurgan, on the verge of passing out, somehow
arranged his pain-filled body into seventh position. As the Bashkir
lunged for him, he whirled, then tramped his knee into the thick,
corded neck. Bellowing in rage, the Bashkir swung him into the wires. Searing pain spasmed the muscles in his back.
Sensing quick victory, the champion pinned him against the wires…
one, two, three… This was how the Bashkir had won his previous match,
using the wires to beat the fight out of the big Mesagggun. The
Bashkir butted him, filling his nose and mouth with blood. Kurgan's
eyes fluttered; black spots danced in his field of vision. The crowd
was roaring, a sound like the bellowing of a storm. Consciousness was
drifting away on a tide of agony and growing lethargy. Then he thought of the Old V'ornn. He thought of the
hard, painful lessons that had been ingrained into his body. He
forced himself back from the brink. He spat a mouthful of blood into
the Bashkir's mocking, triumphant face. As the champion put his hand
up to clear his vision, Kurgan ducked down, crawling between his legs.
Emerging behind him, he struck him a two-fisted blow on the recently
dislocated shoulder joint. The bone popped out. As the Bashkir went
to his knees, Kurgan vaulted over his shoulders, balancing on the
uppermost wire. He kicked hard. The toe of his boot connected with a
bone-jarring crunch, sinking into the Bashkir's eye socket. The champion howled, clutching at his face, and
Kurgan kicked again, striking his adversary's exposed throat. He went
down, choking and gagging. Kurgan jumped off the high wire, right
into a double-fisted smash to his belly. He went down in a heap,
gasping. He felt himself being dragged toward the wires. He tried to
fight back and, for his effort, got a balled fist in his face. Then
the full brunt of the ion charge struck him and his eyes fluttered
up. There was a buzzing in his ears. Then, as if from a
very great distance, he heard Courion's voice. "Enough," the Sarakkon said, presumably to
the champion. "It is over. It is over between you and Kurgan Stogggul."
Wennn Stogggul, lying naked in bed, looked over at his companion. "Is
that supposed to mean something to me?" "It should." Malistra stretched. How magnificent her body looked, he thought. She had
made him replace the fusion lamps in his bedroom with her own
copper-and-bronze filigreed Kundalan lanterns, from which she burned
incense-infused candles she had made herself. It was no secret that
he had no love for Kundalan design, but in this case he had made an
exception. In fact, she had been right. The low-flickering perfumed
light kept his sexual appetite well honed. These days, he was
possessed of a stamina unknown even in his youth. He had only to
catch sight of her hair in the lanternlight! He could never have
conceived that he could find patches of hair erotic. He yawned. "Why should it?" "Because it concerns your son." "If you are referring to Kurgan's bizarre
behavior this evening, I would not let it trouble you. The boy is
unfathomable." "All to the good. I sensed great strength in
him, great purpose." "If only it could be harnessed." "He seemed sincere enough." The regent was possessed of a harsh and grating
laugh. "You may be a sorceress but, after all, you are only a
Kundalan. You do not know Kurgan as I do. He is mercurial—charming
and cunning all at once." "He may mean what he says this time." "Indeed he might. But, as I said to him, I need
proof of the change in him. Tangible proof." He shrugged. "Until
then he is Kinnnus Mor-cha's responsibility." "Listen to me—" He struck her without warning, snapping her head
back. "Enough! You presume too much. You have an annoying habit
of forgetting who and where you are. I will not warn you again. You
serve at my pleasure. If you think otherwise, you are sorely
mistaken." "I am most apologetic." Malistra's lowered
face was hidden by shadow and the sheaf of her platinum hair. "I
assure you, Lord, it is only my zeal to assist you in all ways that
makes me—" "And therein lies the problem. Pray enlighten
me as to how a Kundalan female is equipped to, as you so naively
say, 'assist me in all ways'?" "Perhaps I used the wrong—" "First Kurgan, then Dalma, and now you."
He sat up, his face suddenly flushed with blood. "N'Luuura,
will no one give me the respect I deserve? Must I always live in the
shadow of the accursed Eleusis Ashera? Even from the grave he haunts
me!" "Ten thousand pardons, Lord," she
whispered. "I did not mean to offend." His continued wrath was stayed at the last moment by
a pounding on the door. "What is it!" he shouted. "Who dares
disturb the regent's rest?" "Sir! The Star-Admiral is here! And he is not
alone!" Stogggul recognized the voice of Wing-General Nefff,
one of the two commandants of his Haaar-kyut. One or the other was
always nearby. Wrapping himself in a black-and-brown robe, he said,
"Enter." Wing-General Nefff strode into the room. As usual,
his gyreagle eyes instantly took in everything before focusing on his
regent. "The Star-Admiral apologizes for the lateness of the
hour, but he felt his news was most urgent." "Indeed." Stogggul's blood was up, and he
was in no mood for intrusions. "You said he is not alone.
Who is with him?" "Pack-Commander Olnnn Rydddlin, sir." At Rydddlin's name, Malistra's head turned like an
animal scenting her young. "Already?" The regent rubbed his hands
together. "Then they bring news of our enemies' demise!" "I am afraid not, sir." "What do you mean?" Wing-Commander Nefff's expression was pained. "I
think you should see for yourself, sir." Despite Stogggul's orders, Malistra rose. She
appeared unconcerned by her nudity. "Olnnn Rydddlin is
protected," she said. "No evil can befall him." Wing-General NefrT's gaze remained squarely on his
regent. For him, she did not exist. "They are in the regent's
salon, sir." Stogggul sighed and nodded. "Tell the
Star-Admiral I will be with him in a moment." "Very good, sir." There was absolutely no
inflection in Wing-General Nefff's voice. When he had withdrawn, Stogggul said curtly to her,
"Put on something appropriate." She had sense enough to keep two paces behind him as
they went down the darkened hallway and into the regent's private
salon. It was here that he had brandished the severed heads of all
the Ashera, here that he had drunk himself into oblivion on the night
of his coup, his greatest triumph. Now the room was dominated by the
portable litter borne by four of the Star-Admiral's own Khagggun
wing. On it lay Olnnn Rydddlin—or, more accurately, what used
to be Olnnn Rydddlin. "Where are the members of his pack?"
Stogggul barked. "They are duty-bound to carry their commander." "None are left," Kinnnus Morcha said. "What?" The regent blinked. "What did
you say?" "Dead. To a Khagggun. And, as you can see,
Olnnn Ryddlin is in a coma." Kinnnus Morcha looked from the
regent to Malistra. "You swore this would work, but it has ended
in complete disaster. Twenty of my elite pack gone, their lives
winked out as if they had never existed." "Calm yourself, Star-Admiral. Casualties are
bound to occur when one engages the enemy." Kinnnus Morcha was livid. Imagine a Bashkir telling
a Khagggun about the consequences of war! With an effort, he
controlled his rage. "Unlike you, regent, I take the deaths of
my own seriously. I knew them all personally. One hundred percent
casualty rate is utterly unacceptable." "Olnnn Rydddlin still lives," Stogggul
observed. "Is that a joke? It is not a life you or I
could tolerate." Kinnnus Morcha watched the Kundalan sorceress
stalk the litter as if she were some rough predator. "This is impossible," she murmured.
"Impossible!" For the first time, Stogggul took a close look at
the damage that had been inflicted on Olnnn Rydddlin. "I warned you," the Star-Admiral said.
"This is what comes of putting your faith in alien sorcery." Since he had no immediate rebuttal, Stogggul ignored
him. "N'Luuura, what has happened to his leg? There is nothing
but bone. No skin, no flesh, muscle, tendon, vein, or artery." "I do not know," Malistra said. She was
standing over Rydddlin, making peculiar motions with her hands. "By the looks of him he ought to be dead,"
Stogggul said. Kinnnus Morcha glared at him. "He lives, though
by what strange grace I cannot say. Even our Genomatekks are
mystified." "Rekkk Hacilar did this," the regent
growled, "No." Malistra was bending over the body.
"This is sorcerous work." Kinnnus Morcha stirred. "Sorcery breeds
sorcery! I tell you no good can come of this, regent." Oh, shut up, you old fool, Stogggul
thought. "Can you undo it?" he asked Malistra. "You misunderstand sorcery, Lord. It can undo
nothing." She was sniffing the air around Rydddlin. "But I
believe I can heal him." She turned to look at Stogggul. "After
a fashion." He waved a hand. "By all means." "What do you mean, 'after a fashion'?"
Kinnnus Morcha said uneasily. By way of a warning, Malistra produced a frosty
smile. The witch actually seemed to be savoring this, he thought. He
despised himself for fearing her. "The sorcerous necrosis is self-limiting. That
is why he still lives. But it is irreversible. I can heal the rest of
his body which has undergone first-degree trauma and shock. But I
cannot return flesh and blood to the area." The Star-Admiral felt his flesh crawling. "Meaning?" "I can ensure he does not die, though I very
much doubt he will be grateful. He will walk again, if you give me
permission to do what may be done." "The outcome!" Kinnnus Morcha shouted,
thoroughly agitated. "Though I can strengthen and protect it,
his leg will look precisely as it does now." "You're not serious." Kinnnus Morcha
stared at her. "This leg will be… entirely skeletal?" "It will be as you see it now." "Absolutely not! I forbid it!" "On the contrary," Stogggul said. "I
order you to proceed." "What?" "You heard me, Star-Admiral." "Regent, lest you forget, Pack-Commander
Rydddlin is one of my Khagggun. He is my responsibility." Wennn Stogggul smiled sweetly. "This situation
comes under the heading of V'omn security. He may possess vital
information about our enemies." The Star-Admiral's face darkened in fury. "Clearly,
it was a mistake to allow him to be tainted by Kundalan sorcery. If
you think I will let him become some kind of freak—" "If, as you say, he is a loyal Khagggun, then
he will do his duty. I say he will be restored, and he will be."
Stogggul nodded to Malistra. "Proceed." ryoceed,
almost-champion!" Courion cried. I There were twelve large beakers of mead lined up
on the scarred wooden table at which they sat. "You must drink all within five minutes, or I
will lose even more coins on you than I already have." Their table was in a corner in the smoke-and
alcohol-laden confines of Blood Tide, a raucous and roguish tavern on
the Harborside Promenade favored by the Sarakkon. The
low-ceilinged tavern was filled to overflowing with the spectators
and participants of the Kalllistotos. Many of them had already
approached, clapping Kurgan on the back, offering their
congratulations even though he had lost. A fifteen-year-old boy
taking on the champion! It did not seem to matter to them that he had
lost. Kurgan was dizzy with confusion and pain, but he would not give
up playing Courion's curious game. He only wished the Old V'ornn had
been here tonight to see him in the finals of the Kalllistotos. His aching, swollen hand curled around the first
beaker, brought it to his lips. He began to drink, downing the
contents of each beaker in one long swallow. It was not until he had
drained the seventh that he vomited. The thick, sweet mead exploded
out of his mouth, then out of his stomachs. As if anticipating this
display, Courion had inched backward. Now he laughed uproariously as
Kurgan doubled over, puking his guts up. "Seven!" he cried with the same enthusiasm
with which he had heralded Kurgan's entrance into the
Kalllistotos. The patrons of Blood Tide burst into a round of
applause. "N'Luuura!" Kurgan wiped his lips.
"N'Luuura take it!" Courion was laughing so hard he shook all over. The
applause continued. "What is happening?" Kurgan asked. "You made us back all the coins we had lost,
and more! You did well, Stogggul! Very well! The current record is
nine! Most did not believe you would manage even four!" Courion clapped him on the back, then hauled him to
his feet. "Time for some fresh air, eh?" He laughed again,
presenting Kurgan for another round of applause and obscene catcalls
as he collected his winnings. The night was thick with salt and phosphorous. The
restless sea, all but invisible in the starless darkness, broke and
sucked at the pilings. Courion arched his back and breathed deeply. "You are a good fighter, Stogggul, brave and
clever. You are also a good sport." Kurgan held his throbbing head as he leaned against
the Promenade's railing. He felt like vomiting all over again, but he
hurt too much. The endorphins that had protected him were fading
along with the adrenaline, leaving him feeling spent as a
rotting piece of flotsam. "Here," Courion said, handing him a
lighted laaga stick. "This one is on us." Nodding his thanks, Kurgan drew the smoke deep into
his lung, absorbing it all. The throbbing in his head receded, and
the pains in his body became vaguely tolerable. A fist of youths
passed, talking animatedly of the blood and violence of the
Kalllistotos. A couple, not much older, followed arm in arm, laughing
at something so intimate no one else would understand. The vendors
were packing up for the night. Not an elderly soul around. "We thought you were going to cost us a great
deal of coinage tonight, Stogggul." "Sorry about that. I should not have bet what I
couldn't afford to lose. I must have been crazy." "But you have courage to spare, eh?"
Courion, standing beside him, was staring out over the Sea of Blood.
Pelagic birds with soot-black wings and yellow beaks dipped and
swooped, sweeping low across the waves, then rising, looping around
as they called into the darkness. "To us it is not surprising,
this madness. Cities makes us a little crazy. We feel hemmed in by
streets, buildings, crowds. We prefer desolate wastes, clean air, hot
sun, and a following wind. We have always equated the trappings of
civilization with weakness, illness, decay." Kurgan was high on leeesta and the knowledge that
Courion was speaking to him as an equal. "I am curious. What is it you love about the
Sea of Blood?" "Oh, it is not just the Sea of Blood, Stogggul.
It is all oceans. And not only oceans. The deserts, as well." "These are dangerous places, so I have heard." Courion chuckled. "As is the Kalllistotos!" "At least the Kalllistotos isn't boring." "Is that your opinion? That the oceans and the
deserts of this world are boring?"
"It is." Courion frowned. "But you have never been to
either. From what knowledge have you formed this opinion?" Kurgan bit his lip. How was it this primitive could
make him feel the fool? "Of course you are correct. I have been
relying on the opinions of others." "No, Stogggul. Not opinion. Bias. This is an
important distinction. Your race sees no intrinsic value in deep
water or shifting dunes, so they disdain both." Courion put his
hands together, lacing the tattooed fingers as he leaned easily
against the railing. The swell beat against the pilings in hypnotic
fashion, as if directed to do so by a great ocean beast. "It is
V'ornn hubris. A serious flaw in your makeup that happily works to
our advantage." Kurgan shrugged- "If the Sarakkon want the Sea
of Blood and the Great Voorg, I could not care less." Courion gave him an enormous leer. "What?" Kurgan said, immediately alert.
"What am I missing?" What am I missing?" Dalma watched Kinnnus
Morcha as he paced back and forth inside the tented bedroom, not
liking what she saw. She willed herself to be patient, knowing that
he would tell her everything in his own time and in his own way. "This accursed Kundalan sorcery has been wedded
to the V'ornn power nexus." He was still in the full battle
armor he had donned for his late-night meeting with the regent.
"Wennn Stogggul is clearly under the spell of this sorceress. He
is relying more and more on her evil spells." His face was white
and strained. "N'Luuura, you should have seen Olnnn Rydddlin.
You would not believe that anyone could live with…" He
shook his head. "His leg is bone—bare bone! N'Luuura take
it, how does one live with such a horror?" He licked his lips.
"Malistra did something to those bones. They can flex but cannot
be shattered. They glisten, oiled by her sorcery. They bow and bend
as Olnnn Rydddlin walks." "What of Olnnn Rydddlin?" she asked
softly. "I do not know." She recognized the sorrow in his expression and felt
compassion for him. Of all the lovers she had had, all the masters
she had served, only he had wormed his way into her hearts. Some
years ago, she had awakened early one morning with his powerful
arm draped across her and, unaccountably, had started to shed silent
tears. It had taken her some time to discover what his close presence
evoked in her. She had felt both safe and content. Without waking
him, she had put her hand on his forearm, had twisted her torso
enough to kiss him on each eyelid. Then she had closed her eyes,
falling almost immediately into a deep sleep. Her love for him she hoarded, keeping it deep within
her core. She knew better than to allow anyone—especially
him—access to this potential power over her. Better by far
for him to be drawn to the musk of her tender parts, and leave it at
that. Wasn't it enough that he owned her with coins? The rest of her
needed to remain free of entanglements. "I do not know," he repeated. Seeing the sorrow on his face was like looking in a
mirror. "But when I looked into his eyes, Dalma, I saw
nothing. Nothing at all." "You mean he did not know you?" "Not at all. He knew me; he knew the regent. He
was perfectly cogent as he recounted the unutterable tragedy of what
had befallen him and his pack. Perhaps too cogent. I cannot help but
think that some essential part of him was consumed along with the
flesh and sinew of his leg." "But he, at least, has survived. He must be
thankful for that." I should be thankful I am alive, but I am
not. Olnnn Rydddlin sat in the inky darkness of his quarters. Nothing looked the same; nothing felt the same. Food
sickened him; water bloated him. A fierce fire had burned inside him,
bright as a nova. Now, all the quarks had been drained from him,
leaving nothing but dense black matter. The Genomatekks had prescribed medicines which he
had thrown away, knowing they would be useless. They had counseled
him to sleep, but he was no longer able to rest. So he sat in the
darkness, alone with his thoughts. On Corpius Tertius, he had heard a legend of the
living dead, explorers unlucky enough to have been caught in the
periodic radiation storms that raged across the planet. The radiation
did not kill you, so the legend went. Rather, it transformed you into
another form of creature—devoid of feeling or emotion. It
was as if the radiation destroyed everything that had been of
importance inside you, leaving a hulk powered by a
radiation-hyped central nervous system. This eerie army of the living
dead could not be killed, though Olnnn Rydddlin had often
hypothesized that they must wanfto be. He had slept only fitfully the night he had "been
told the legend. Corpius Tertius was infamous for its nights, fifty
hours long, colder than N'Luuura. What the V'ornn had been doing
there in the first place had never been properly explained to them.
They only knew that the Gyr-gon were searching for someone or
something, and the Khagggun were the grunts doing the heavy
spadework. Afterward, a trio of Gyrgon spent less than an hour at the
site they had been for months excavating before departing as
mysteriously as they had arrived. Soon afterward, the off-world pack
was told to gather its gear and strike camp. He had not once seen a
member of the living dead, but he had witnessed any number of the
radiation storms, spinning through the jagged mountains on the far
horizon. He could not help wondering what would have happened if he
had been caught in one. Ever since leaving Corpius Tertius, he had an
unreasoning dread of those creatures. Now he had become one. He forced himself to keep his hands away from the
bare bones of his leg. When he had first caught sight of them he had
gagged. A terror such as he had never known before had imprisoned him
in its icy grip. Now he had become one. The living dead. He ought to catch an off-world
gravship back to Corpius Tertius so that he could be with his own
kind. He started to laugh, but it quickly dissolved into a sob. Many times that night he considered ending his
life—what was left of it. Once, he came very close, the muzzle
of the ion cannon a sour taste in his mouth. He had failed the
Khagggun under his command—his first and now surely his only
pack command. They had trusted him, followed his orders to the
letter, and now they were dead. All of them. He could hear them
clamoring, the chorus of their voices raised across the gulf between
them. Trapped in N'Luuura, they were calling to him to free them. The
revenge they craved, the revenge they deserved was in his hands. He
knew as long as Rekkk Hacilar and his Kundalan skcettta remained
alive he could not take his own life. Making his decision to go
on living, he vowed the remainder of his life would have one focus,
one purpose: tracking down his mortal enemies and making them pay for
what they had done to him. Cusp A fearful beauty had invaded Rekkk Hacilar. It
danced through him like thunder out of bruised cloud, like the thin
air at the top of the world, like a snowslide in the dead of winter,
like blood tide overrunning Harborside's Promenade, like a school of
fish fluttering through skeletal coral. He felt opened up, sawed in half, his softly pulsing
insides exposed to the cosmos. Blood flowed all around him—his'blood
and her blood. He was as aware of Giyan as he was of the triple beats
of his own hearts. It was as if she had entered him on a cellular
level. He felt like a mummified artifact, having been held lightless,
airless for centuries, suddenly invaded by an army of busy insects
pouring over his ruined, pain-racked frame. Part of him would have given up, preferring the
lightless, airless vacuum that sucked even his pain away. But for
her. Even at the brink of eternity his love for her survived,
swinging through the lightless expanse like the beacon from a
lighthouse, illuminating her ministrations, the joyous recognition of
a language he could not read yet understood perfectly. The pall of
death had been upon him, the chill gossamer membrane that stands
between life and death already touching his face, acquainting itself
with him, like an old friend, blind now, yet terrifying in its
prescience. Not that Rekkk was frightened of death. Far from it. But
in the instant he hung, suspended, part of both worlds, part of
neither, when the possibility of death was made manifest,
she had come, illuminated in his mind, and the scent of her would not
allow him to cross that membrane. Cell by cell, he was restored to life, to the world
he had known. To the only thing that mattered to him. To her… Rekkk." He opened his eyes into a soft dappling
of sunlight and shadow. An orange-and-black butterfly flickered
across his field of vision. He saw Giyan leaning over him. "Giyan … What happened…? The rest
of the pack?" "Eleana found them on her reconnoiter. They are
all dead from multiple stings. Your genetically engineered
marc-beetle crawled between the crevices of their battle armor just
as you instructed." "Good." He gave a sigh. "But time is
short. It is almost the ides. We must find the Dar Sala-at." But
when he tried to move his head he found that he could not. "You are trussed like a qwawd for the spit."
She looked down at him, trying to stifle the awful fear that had
blossomed at the moment Nith Sahor had told her that the Tymnos
device had been activated. She forced a smile to her face. "You
must rest now, or you will be of no use to me or to the Dar Sala-at."
He began to protest, but she bent down, putting her moist lips over
his. He felt her mouth open, her tongue pushing a soft, wet ball into
his mouth. He screwed up his face at the intensely sour taste. "I
know, but you must chew it slowly and swallow every bit. It is a
combination of Pandanus and mandragora." When he made another
face, she laughed. "I spent hours scouring the forest. Now you
must do your part to heal yourself." He tried to answer her, but he lacked the strength.
Instead, he slowly began to chew. Soon enough, he drifted off into
the sleep Giyan had prescribed for him. The mandragora wasn't only for Rekkk. Both Giyan and
Eleana sipped tea made from boiling the cut-up root. They sat around
a fire Eleana had made while gimnopedes, usually diurnal creatures,
chased each other through the treetops. Rekkk lay to one side,
insensate. Though the night was mild, he was covered with several
layers of Khagggun uniforms stripped from the corpses of their
enemies. It seemed ironic that a Khagggun helm was serving both as
the pot that had brewed the potent medicinal tea and as the vessel
from which they drank it. In other circumstances it might even have
amused them, but not now, not tonight. It was almost Lonon, the Fifth
Season. The Season of Change. When Müna's Five Sacred Dragons
returned again through the Cosmos, when the V'ornn had first come. Neither of them spoke of the dread danger hanging
over them like the five gibbous moons; neither of them could. The end
of the world was not an easy topic to discuss. Even thinking about it
raised their flesh, gave them thrashing nightmares, sent shivers of
terror down their spines. And when their eyes met, as they inevitably
did, they could see their own fear mirrored in the face of the other. The fire cracked and sparked, smelling strongly of
Marre pine resin. Giyan sat with her blackened arms wrapped tightly
around her drawn-up legs, her cheek on her knees. She was staring at
Rekkk. An owl hooted in the distance; the river frogs gave voice to
their nightly chorus. Eleana, looking at Rekkk's sleeping form, said, "He
loves you very much." Giyan stirred. "Yes. I know." "You are right to trust him; he is not like
other V'ornn." "You never knew Eleusis Ashera." "Perhaps in a way I did. I knew Annon." Giyan turned her head. "In time, you will
forget him." Tears sprang into the girl's eyes. "In this I
know you are wrong." Giyan picked her head up, suddenly angry. "For
your sake, for everyone's, you must forget him." Giyan got up and, walking to the periphery of the
firelight, stared out into the night. Eleana watched her for some
time before she followed her. The two females stood side by
side. .At length, Eleana put her arm around Giyan's waist. They
stayed like that for a very long time, listening to the forest
breathe around them. "What happened to your parents?" Giyan
said. "The V'ornn hunted down my mother when I was
nine. My father went after them and never returned." Giyan's arm fell lightly upon her shoulders. "It
must have been a terrible loss—your family, your home." "In truth, I find that I cannot recall their
faces. That is the worst part, I think. I dream of them sometimes.
Always, they are standing in the distance, at the top of a rise. They
wave to me. I strain to see them, but the sun is in my eyes." Rekkk stirred, moaning a little in his sleep, and
both females ran to him. Eleana watched as Giyan passed her hands
over his head and chest. She could feel the heat emanating as if from
a white-hot coal. Moments later, he drifted off again. They both gazed up at the night sky as, doubtless,
they had done when they were children, filled with awe at the mystery
of those stars. Now that mystery had descended from the heavens, had
made its home on Kundala, had changed the world, so that tonight,
looking up at those same stars, they felt only the drawing near of
death, the dreadful chain-rattle of death's appallingly swift
approach. But this was another kind of death than the death that
comes in the last exhausted exhalation at the end of days or fiercely
on the field of battle. It was senseless, this death. The mass
obliteration that comes when, unthinkably, an entire world perishes.
The idea was too terrible to focus on for long. "Giyan, would you tell me something about
yourself?" Giyan was relieved to think of other, less
consequential matters. For the moment, at least, she had had enough
of mystery, the acute peril of walking the world with a pocketful of
secrets. "To begin with, my sister and I are twins." "I have heard that among your people twins are
banished or killed." Giyan's eyes were made dark by some trick of the
firelight. "The story goes that my mother tried to strangle my
sister and me with our own umbilical cords. We were saved by my
father's intervention." She circled her hands over Rekkk's
wounds. "However, this version was told to us by my father, who
by that time had every reason to despise my mother. He left us for
Kara, for the new religion. It seemed inconceivable to me, but
perhaps he had other reasons to want to get away. Shortly after he
left, I heard another version. In it, he was having an affair with
the midwife. She made the mistake of threatening him with exposure,
and he killed her before she had a chance to tell my mother." "How awful!" Eleana cried. "But which
version is the truth?" "I have no idea." "Couldn't you use your sorcery to find out?" "No," Giyan said abruptly, turning away. "My apologies. I did not mean to cause you
pain." She looked across the fire at the girl. "Stirring
ashes can be a dangerous business. You know that, don't you?" "Yes. We are taught that at a very early age." "Why is it dangerous, Eleana?" "Often, a live coal is hidden at the bottom of
the heap. If it is disturbed, it can roll into Marre pine straw
or a dried-out log and start a forest fire." "I have seen the results of forest fires.
Devastation," Giyan said. "So, too, with the past." Later, as they lay down for the night, Eleana said
softly, "I am no sorceress, but I know what I know. It matters
not what anyone says. Annon will not leave my heart alone." Giyan turned on her side, away from the girl, and
wept for the child she had lost, for the son she knew she would never
see again. Riane, held rigid by the hod-ana, would not
recant the lies she had told Bartta, and for that the had-atta
would punish her. Instinctively, she tried to Thrip, but nothing
happened. The sorcery of the ancient flute must somehow be blocking
the power bourns; she could not sense them at all even though she
knew they must be there. She raced through Utmost Source,
desperately searching for a remedy, counter-spell, anything that
would free her. There was no mention of the had-atta in the
Sacred Scripture, and now, as the pain hit new peaks, she thought she
knew why. The flute was Kyofu, Dark sorcery, about which she did not
know enough. She had run out of options. Bartta lowered the hod-ana all the way. She
had fought to keep silent, but now the agony was too much, and she
screamed and kept on screaming. Bartta stood in front of her, tears
streaming down her face. "Please, Riane, tell me the truth," she
pleaded. "That is all it will take to end this. The had-atta
will be removed, and I will love you again. You will have everything
I can give you, everything you desire. I promise." She moved closer. "Confession is good for the
soul. Once you start, you will see. And I will prove it toryou. I
will begin the confession. I will tell you something no one else
knows. It would cause the most widespread panic if it became common
knowledge." She whispered into Riane's ear. "Müna is
gone, Riane. She has passed from our realm to some other, distant
place for which we have no name. Her time has come and gone. We
disappointed Her once too often, and She is no more." Bartta was
shaking with rage and despair. "How could She do that? What kind
of deity abandons Her children? She is no Goddess; She is a monster,
unfeeling, uncaring." She stood up, her face shiny with tears.
"How was I to carry on in the face of that certain knowledge?
How was I to govern the Ramahan, the spiritual leaders of our
race? Where were we to go? What were we to do? We had to survive the
occupation. No matter the price, we have survived!"you have
survived the Kalllistotos," Courion said, as they walked down
the Promenade in Harborside. "Now we will take a boat ride." "Now? At night?" Courion ducked under the sea rail. "We are on
the cusp of dawn, Stogggul. The time when all fishers set sail." The Promenade was at last virtually deserted. Here
and there, the lights of an all-night tavern like Blood Tide could be
seen like an oasis in the desert. The youths were smoking laaga
behind a tavern, the lovers had retired to their beds. The drunken
Sarakkon slept in stupor. On the sea side of the rail, Courion turned back to
Kurgan. "The time is now, Stogggul. It will not come again." "I have no love for the sea." "You V'ornn are deaf, dumb, and blind. What we
love about the oceans—why we are drawn to it, feel at home on
it—is that sailing we are not allowed to make a single
mistake—not one. A mistake, even a small one like misjudging
the wind or the tide, could cause a boat to capsize and all aboard to
drown. On the oceans there is no place to hide from others or
oneself. We have no other choice but to come face-to-face with
ourselves. It is the confrontation, you see, Stogggul, more difficult
by far than being a cog in a phalanx, doing battle with an alien
race. In cities, among teeming millions, it is all too easy to lose
one's self, to hide one's true nature in cacophony. So we love the
starkness of the seas—and the deserts—which offer us
limitless possibilities. But not you, Stogggul. In this you are sadly
like the rest of your kind." Kurgan, stung to action, ducked down, joining the
Sarakkon just as he stepped out into the darkness. Kurgan watched him
disappear, heard the thud of him landing on what he surmised was the
deck of a boat. In this you are like all V'ornn. He took the
leap himself. His knees flexed as his boot soles struck the wooden
deck. It was a longer drop than he had imagined. He felt the shock
all the way up his spine. The deck swayed back and forth, creating an
unsettling rhythm inside him. He stumbled a little as the boat
pitched, and Courion steadied him with an iron grip. "You will come upon your sea legs soon enough,”
Courion said as he cast off lines. The boat began to move, by what
means of locomotion Kurgan could not determine. At midships, he held
the top rail in a deathlike grip. As the swells struck the boat's
hull, he felt his stomachs lurch. He looked back longingly at the
Promenade, whose sturdy bulk moved farther away with each triple beat
of his hearts. He turned to the loud crack and ripple of
monofilament canvas; the triangular persimmon-colored sail had been
deployed, and a second one was on its way. The canvas filled, and the
boat shot ahead. They were on the Sea of Blood. He saw Courion laughing at him as the Sarakkon took
the wheel. Gritting his teeth, he made his laborious way toward him,
hand over hand like a rock climber negotiating a sheer cliff. "Courion, why do you mock me?" "Better to mock you than to ignore you, eh,
pip-squeak?" Courion clapped him on the back, a gesture that sent
splinters of pain through him. "You mock me because your knowledge is superior
to mine." "I have had more years amassing that knowledge.
How far have you ever traveled from Axis Tyr, eh? I have been to many
places on Kun-dala, made many friends." "Resistance friends?" "Eh? What interest would I have in the Kundalan
resistance?" "It seems to me that they would pay top coin
for some of your black-market goods." "Now you impugn my good name. I do not deal in
black-market goods." Courion offered a sly smile. "But were
I of such a black heart, I would have more than enough business
without getting involved with the resistance. In any case, their
cause is futile, isn't it? Your kind is seeing to that. My clients
stay around to pay for their orders. They do not wind up spitted by a
shock-sword." "And what of the Druuge?" Courion cocked his head. "Are you pumping us
for information, Sto-gggul? What is your angle?" "I gather information wherever I can. That is
my stock-in-trade. My coinage." "I understand." "And the Druuge?" The Sarakkon stared at him for some time. "We
could make inquiries if the price was right." "I will keep your offer in mind." There
was something the Sarakkon was not telling him, he could feel it. For
the moment, though, he sensed it would be unwise to press him. A swell washed over the port bow, flooding the deck.
Kurgan tried to move out of the way. "There is no escaping it," Courion said.
"Do not waste your time trying." Kurgan stood his ground, his eyes locked with the
big Sarakkon's, as the seawater inundated his boots. They were, by
this time, quite a distance from shore. It had become a clear night.
Far off to starboard, he could see the light that marked the
southerly edge of the promontory known to the Kundalan as
Suspended Skull. Beyond, was the Illuminated Sea. The stars
shone down through the ether with a diamondlike ferocity, bathing
them in cool blue light. Looking forward, he could see movement in the open
hatchway midships. Someone else was on board. Courion, cocking
an ear to a familiar sound, smiled. "Our people have an ancient
saying, Stogggul. 'When your fate approaches, walk swiftly toward
it.'"He nodded as the figure emerged from belowdecks into the
starlight. It was the Bashkir, the champion of the Kalllistotos
who had beaten Kurgan senseless, except he had no bruises on his
face, no swelling or cuts—no marks at all. "What is this,
Courion?" Kurgan said, suddenly tense and wary. "Do you
imagine I will take part in a private match for your amusement?" Courion watched him carefully out of enigmatic eyes.
"He fears you," he said to the huge Bashkir who now stood
beside him. "Excellent," the Bashkir said. "He
should fear me." He was right. Kurgan watched in utter disbelief as
the Bashkir began to morph, and morphing, grew even taller. The
exoskeleton of his black-alloy suit refracted the starlight like a
prism. His pale amber skull and neck were studded with tertium and
germanium circuitry. In this light, they could have passed for some
of Courion's tattoos. His black eyes had pupils the color of rubies.
At the point of each cheekbone was implanted a tertium neural-net
stud. "What the N'Luuura is this?" Kurgan,
alarmed, backed up a pace. "I am Nith Batoxxx," the Gyrgon said. "You
gave me a good fight, a nasty fight, an insightful fight. In return,
I gave you an invaluable lesson, did I not?" "I don't…" Kurgan tried to swallow
but his mouth seemed to have gone dry. "He is slow?" Nith Batoxxx said. "You
neglected to report this." "Not slow," Courion said, coming to
Kurgan's defense, and possibly his own. "Simply stunned by your
appearance." "Ah, yes." Nith Batoxxx nodded. "I
was wise to have elicited your expertise. I find the outside
world"—his head turned from side to side—"psychically
toxic." His far-reaching gaze returned to Kurgan. Those
ruby-colored pupils were unsettling, to say the least. Kurgan decided
his best course of action was to ignore them; he was determined that
intimidation was one weapon the Gyrgon would find useless on him. "What is it you want from me?" he shouted
into the gusting wind. "Your fealty," Nith Batoxxx said without
preamble. Kurgan glanced over at Courion. "Is this some
kind of Sarakkonian joke?" "Your fealty." The Gyrgon took a step
toward him. He seemed entirely oblivious to the rolling deck. "No one owns me," Kurgan declared. "Not
you; not anyone." The Gyrgon stopped in his tracks. "What does
one make of such ignorance?" "Arrogance, Nith Batoxxx." Courion
shrugged. "We told you." "Yes, you did." Oddly, the Gyrgon appeared
pleased. He addressed Kurgan. "Sooner or later, everyone is
owned. By someone or something, it matters not. You are no
exception. You are owned by your ambition." Kurgan said nothing. He ground his teeth and glared
at Courion, hating him for entrapping him. "You are Gyrgon,"
he said. "What need have you for me?" "That is none of your concern." "On the contrary," Kurgan said. "If
you mean to take away my freedom, I would know the reason why." "You who have been Summoned do not dictate the
terms of the Summoning." Nith Batoxxx's arms unfolded like
sails. The ion grids in his gloves began to spark and snap. "If
you do not swear fealty to me, I will kill you here, now, without a
moment's hesitation, and Courion will find me another more compliant
than you." Kurgan knew enough about Gyfgon to believe him. "Courion will provide support," Nith
Batoxxx continued. "Should you have need of other requirements,
you will contact me. I will set your okummmon to a frequency only I
can hear." The Gyrgon loomed before him. "Now choose." Imprisonment or death, Kurgan thought.
There must be another way. One of the first lessons the Old
V'ornn had taught him was to think your way out of— "Enough Your time is at an end!" The
Gyrgon raised his ion-bound fist. Kurgan bowed his head. "I swear fealty to you,
Nith Batoxxx." "Let me see your eyes." The Gyrgon looked
down at him with an incomprehensible expression. "You will
repeat this oath, Stogggul Kurgan: 'In blood, I swear my life to
you.'"He waited while Kurgan repeated the first part of the
oath."'In blood, I swear your goals are my goals.'"Kurgan
repeated it."'In blood, I swear to carry out that which you may
command of me.'"Kurgan repeated it."'In blood, I swear that
if I fail this oath, my life will be your property to do with as you
will.'""""Kurgan hesitated only an instant before
repeating the end of the oath. While Nith Batoxxx used a surgically precise ion
beam to slice through the skin of his palm, Courion broke out a
syrupy liquor Kurgan had never seen before. It smelled of clove oil
and burnt musk. Taking his hand, the Gyrgon let his blood run into
the crystal cups. Then they drank. It was as black as coal tar and
nearly as unpalatable. It had a fiery kick, though. They raised their
empty cups and threw them into the deep water, sealing their pact. Nith Batoxxx began the alteration on Kurgan's
okommmon. "Will you tell me now why you have recruited
me?" Nith Batoxxx shrugged. "I have an enemy—Nith
Sahor. I have suspected for some time that he is a renegade, a
dangerous dissident following his own mysterious agenda. He has
lately gathered to his bosom a small group of followers. You know
Rekkk Hacilar?" There was some pain in his arm, deep, swift, dark.
"Of course. He is allied with this other Gyrgon?" Nith Batoxxx inclined his head. "Along with two
Kundalan females, one of whom is purportedly a sorceress." Giyan, Kurgan thought. "As I say, I am unused to life outside of the
Temple of Mnemonics. I require the eyes and ears and hands of a
clever V'ornn, an ambitious V'ornn, an unscrupulous V'ornn." "Courion told you I am all these things?" "Never mind what Courion told me," Nith
Batoxxx said shortly. "All you need to know is that you will
benefit greatly from this alliance." If it got him closer to the Gyrgon, he would
willingly do Nith Batoxxx's bidding, Kurgan thought. But only so
long as it also served his own purposes. Right now he was determined
to get his first kilo of flesh from the new alliance. "There is
someone in Star-Admiral Morcha's employ who has informed on me,"
he said. "I would know the identity of this skcettta." "You need to consult a seer." "I am asking you. It is a simple request." "I care not for your tone—or the
implications of your words." "I assure you I had no hidden meaning in mind.
We have just consummated an alliance, after all." He
touched the still-painful okummmon on his arm. "I think I
have shown my good faith. As a gesture on your part, I would have
thought—" Nith Batoxxx stood up, his task completed. "Ask
the owner of Blood Tide. I believe she can provide the answer you
seek." "Thank you, Nith Batoxxx." Kurgan nodded,
flexing the stiff muscles of his forearm as the Gyrgon disappeared
below. Courion was leaning against the aft rail, smoking laaga, that
enigmatic smile pasted on his face. His tattooed fingers turned the
wheel. The sea had quieted. The boat was swiftly tacking to
take advantage of the change in the wind. Kurgan, drawing a deep
breath, saw in the slender pink arm thrown across the eastern horizon
the cusp of dawn. The flute was about to come apart. Riane could sense
the fractures beginning to form inside the had-atta, could
actually see them in some part of her mind she never knew existed. It
was like looking into a storeroom full of mirrors all reflecting back
the same image from different angles. Another part of her mind held
the terrifying memory of Astar's insides blown apart as the had-atta
shattered into ten thousand shards. She ceased to scream. She shut off the terrors that
scattered her thoughts. The V'ornn in her redoubled its will, finding
a calm center in the swirl of horror forming all around her. Think,
Riane. Think. Mother trusted that we would know how to remove
the spell of protection from The Book of Recantation. We
have the knowledge. Think, Riane. Think. The had-atta was not mentioned in Utmost
Source. Where had it come from, then?
The Book of Recantation. It had not been mentioned in the sections of the
book she had managed to memorize before Bartta approached. It
must be in one of the protected sections! Riane formed a mental
picture of those blank pages. The first crack appeared, spearing outward from the
flute's core, weakening its glassy surface. Her heart beating fast, Riane concentrated on the
image of those blank pages. She considered the Old Tongue passages
visible before and after the blank pages. Nothing there. A wave of
despair gripped her. She was going in circles. Another crack formed, this time on the opposite
side. Not much time left before the had-atta split asunder. But the V'ornn inside of her would not let her give
up. And all at once a thought popped into her head. Mother had told
her that Utmost Source was far older than this book, that
Venca was the Root language of the Old Tongue. It is a language
of pure sorcery, Mother had said. Pure sorcery. It was becoming increasingly difficult to wall her
mind off from the terrible pain the flute was inflicting on her. The
first shard dug into her throat, making her gag. She tasted her own
blood. She made herself look at the images of those blank
pages as she recited the Venca alphabet, and she saw it forming very
faintly—the word-web of the protective spell. There were spaces
in between the web of words. Intuitively, she chose the letters,
formed the words that would fit into those spaces, chanted the words
in her mind, saw the spaces filled in, the whole appear, moving off
the pages, forming a star-shaped sphere that rotated and pulsed with
sorcerous energy. The Star of Evermore. It was an Eye Window spell, she knew it as certainly
as she knew anything. It was the spell that could free Mother. She took the Star of Evermore and sent it into
Ayame, into Otherwhere, toward Mother. Would it work? There were
only seconds left for her to find out. And then time ran out. With a terrible roar, the had-atta
shattered inside her. She felt ten thousand shards begin to rip her to
shreds. And then nothing. Nothing at all. She could not move, could
not even blink. Her heart had ceased to beat, her blood lay stagnant
in her veins. The shards of the flute, pulling apart from the whole,
were stopped. Her mind, at least, remained working. She saw Bartta
frozen in the act of reaching for her, her face a mask of anguish.
Who knew what had been going through her mind at the moment Time
ceased to flow?Did she feel pain, remorse, loss? Was she capable of
feeling love or even compassion? How could she be if she had
been willing to subject Riane to the had-atta? As these thoughts ran through her head, Mother
materialized in the chamber. She had Thripped out of her prison. She
was free! She smiled at Riane, put a forefinger across her
lips as if Riane could make a sound. She passed Bartta like a
moon-shadow stealing across a forest glade. Mounting the plinth, she
whispered in Riane's ear, "I bow to the Dar Sala-at. Only she
could have broken the spell that had bound me for more than a
century. I told you you were an Eye Window sorceress. Thank
you." As she grasped the fracturing flute, her expression
changed. "Courage, now. You must relax your inner muscles."
She placed her hand lightly on Riane's shoulder. "I know you
think you cannot move, but I assure you that you can. I have made it
so. So relax now, my warrior. Relax." Slowly, she began to pull the had-atta out
of Riane's esophagus. Because it was now barbed with the shards
in the process of exploding outward, it was as if Riane had swallowed
a porcupine. Pain exploded from the inside out. Her diaphragm
contracted, and she made a mewling sound. Her eyes grew big, and
sweat broke out all over her face and body. Mother stopped, repeating
her direction for Riane to relax. She resumed withdrawing the
had-atta. Riane felt the excoriating scraping, the quick, hot
flow of blood inside her, tasting its sweetish tang. Thinking of
it, she began to tremble, and Mother stopped once more, waiting.
Riane steeled herself, willing her muscles to relax. She closed her
eyes, but tears leaked out anyway. The pain just built and built
until she let it all go with a sigh. The partially exploded had-atta,
glistening with her blood, emerged still in its sorcerous stasis. Mother had unstrapped her. Now she caught her as she
toppled out of the chair, gathering her into her massive arms. As she
crossed the cubicle, she lifted one torch out of its holder and threw
it onto the ancient device. In a moment, flames began to lick upward,
beginning to devour the chair and its plinth. The flute itself hung
suspended, dripping blood onto Bartta's frozen feet. Even through her
pain, Riane could feel the stasis of Time, as if she and Mother were
wading through a viscous fluid that pulled and sucked at their limbs
like quicksand. Every time she breathed in it felt as if she had
inhaled a fistful of ice. Everything moved in such slow motion she
could no longer be certain of where she was or what was happening. It
was like living in dream-time, where nothing followed the logical
laws of the known universe. Gradually, she became aware that the walls, floor,
ceiling of the room were expanding, breaking up into their subatomic
parts. Just before everything deliquesced into the Great River of
Space-Time, she twisted her head, looking back at her prison. She saw
Time resuming its flow, the shards of the had-atta
exploding. She saw Bartta with her arms crossed over her face. She
saw tongues of flames bright-hot and sinuous, voraciously consuming
the device of torture. And then they were gone. Eleana woke up screaming. Instantly, Giyan was
crouched at her side, holding her. "What is it?" She drew Eleana's
sweat-slick hair back from her damp face. "A nightmare?" "I dreamed of death. Bloody death." Annihilation dreams, Giyan thought. We
can no longer escape our terror of the death that rides herd on
us. She put her hand against the girl's cheek. "Get
some rest." She sniffed the cool mountain air, settled her thick
robes more closely around herself. "By tomorrow Rekkk will be
able to travel. We will find the Dar Sala-at. You must believe that." Eleana nodded. Giyan smiled down at her and rose. She was halfway
back to her pallet next to Rekkk's when she heard the girl's voice
and turned back. "Giyan, I am frightened." Kneeling again beside her, Giyan took her hand. "We
are all frightened, my dear. But it was just a nightmare,
nothing more." "You don't understand." "Ah, my dear, you have so much courage—" "Not for this." Eleana's eyes flicked away
and then returned to Gi-yan's beautiful face. "I fear that I am
with child." "Those sudden dizzy spells. I knew something
was amiss." Giyan moved closer. "Who is the father?" "I am thinking it must have happened that day
when I was bathing in the river, when I first met Annon." She
waited for a moment, searching Giyan's eyes. "He did not
tell you." Giyan shook her head. "He was hunting with his friend—the one
with the colorless eyes and the cruel mouth." "Kurgan." Eleana repeated the name as if it was food she had
never tasted before. "I was foolish, bathing in the river so
close to V'ornn habitation. But my mission was complete; I had made
sure there were no Khagggun packs about. I let down my guard, but
only for a moment. Hidden in the copse of sysal trees, they must have
been watching me. Annon's friend leaped on me. Annon tried to stop
him, and he would have, but then the oddest thing happened. The
largest gyreagle I have ever seen appeared from nowhere and attacked
Annon. "While he lay unconscious his friend…
raped me." She stared up at Giyan. "Several weeks ago I
started getting the dizzy spells. At first, I thought nothing of it,
a slight inner ear infection—I have had them before. But when
they started to come more frequently I began to consider other
causes. Still, it was confusing. I had shared Dammi's bed a number of
times. But if I was pregnant with his child, I would already be
showing a bulge. But, look. My belly is as flat as ever. I know I am
not ill. I can feel the baby stirring like a thought or the memory of
a dream." Giyan put her hand on Eleana's belly. "Your
intuition is correct." She fought back her dismay. "A fetus
that is half-V'ornn will not show for many more weeks, but when it
does you will be near to giving birth." Eleana was wide-eyed. "How do you know this?" "Many of the females in my village were raped
by Khagggun. Some were impregnated. As you know, Ramahan are healers.
The young ones were enlisted to help with the pregnancies." This
was the truth as far as it went. It was not, of course, the whole
truth. No one must ever know that she herself had been pregnant with
a V'ornn's child just as Eleana was now. The poignancy of the
situation did not escape her. "It will come out before a Kundalan baby
would," she continued, "but its growth in the first days,
weeks, months, the first year is astronomical by our standards."
She covered the girl's nakedness. "My dear, why didn't you tell
us before?" "You and Rekkk were counting on me. I did not
want to give you any cause for concern. I did not want you looking
out for me while we were fighting for our lives." "Admirable, but foolish." "Also"—she looked away for a
moment—"I did not know whether I could trust Rekkk with
this information. I have seen the V'ornn with their collection bins,
combing the countryside for what they mockingly call the'spoilage of
war.'" "The V'ornn will never take your baby,"
Giyan said fiercely. "This I promise you." "Your offer of protection moves me greatly,
but…" Eleana put her head in her hands, raking her
fingers through her hair. "I have been thinking. This
nightmare—I had tonight… I am afraid I know its
meaning." She looked up suddenly. "The V'ornn—Kurgan—who
raped me was hateful. It will be his offspring. I do not want this
baby." "But it is also yours." She put her hands
on Eleana's shoulders. "Eleana, I beg you not to punish this
unborn child for the sin his father committed. This is an innocent we
speak of. It has no advocate to protect it but you. Its life is in
your hands." Eleana's eyes were beseeching. "I am afraid
that every time I look at it I will see the father. I want my revenge
for what he did to me." "Your anger is understandable, but let me ask
you a question. What if, when it is born, you see yourself. Don't you
have faith that will happen? Don't you have confidence that you will
teach this child to be better than his father is? Isn't that
the best revenge you could take against Kurgan?" Eleana was shivering, and Giyan held her to her
breast and rocked her. "I am afraid. I am so very afraid. This is not
what I want, not what I had dreamed about. It was Annon's child I
wanted." "Fate often takes us down strange paths,
Eleana. Our task is to be prepared, so that we may better understand
who we are and where we are going." Eleana began to weep. "Ah, my dear." "Giyan," Eleana whispered, "am I
foolish to fret over my own life when the fate of all of Kundala lies
in the balance?" "With each breath we take," Giyan said
softly, "life goes on. It is our nature, a survival instinct. It
cannot be otherwise." Eleana considered this for a moment. "What if I
am headed down the wrong path?" "Ah, my dear, who among us is wise enough to
make that determination? It seems that just when we near the end
of our journey another path appears and takes us in a different and
unexpected direction. At the beginning of each journey there is a
fork in the path. Which fork to take? Often, your heart says one
thing and your mind says another." She was thinking of her own
life, now, as well as of Eleana's. Were they so very different? She
thought not. In this teenage girl, she saw stirring echoes of
herself. "Tell me, Eleana, at this moment, what does your heart
tell you?" Eleana turned her head away and made no sound. Giyan
released her into the night, and she rose, walking a little away from
the crack and spark of the firelight. She stood for some time,
looking out at the blesson firs. Four moons rode in the sky, the
thinnest sliver of the fifth just visible above the ice-clad peaks of
the Djenn Marre. Midnight had marked the beginning of Lonon, the
Season of Change. "Giyan?" The girl's voice seemed lonely as
an owl's call. She gathered her legs under her and went to where
Eleana stood. She said nothing. She felt the other trembling slightly
and fought the urge to put her arm around her. She had spoken her
piece; she knew better than to force the issue. "If I decide to abort the baby, will you try to
stop me?" Giyan cursed the evil circumstances that forced
children to become adults before their time. Her heart went out to
Eleana. She had been robbed of something so precious and unique it
could never be ransomed or retrieved. But, on the other hand, she saw
the possibilities that Eleana could not. Having given birth to a son
who was half-Kundalan and half-V'ornn, she already had a sense of the
future. In her mind, Annon had exhibited the best traits of both
races. He had been growing into a warrior who questioned everything,
who looked at the Djenn Marre with longing, who could put an arrow
through an ice-hare at twenty meters, but could feel the pain of the
Kundalan. She bit her tongue. She could say nothing of this. But, on
the other hand, her Gift revealed to her all the words, emotions,
thoughts in the night air, a depth, perhaps, that other might call
the future—or, at the very least, a future that
carried with it what resided in the sanctuary of her heart: love,
trust, hope. Important ideals, profound ones, she knew she had passed
on to her son. Would Eleana do less? She did not think so. "If you decide to abort the baby," she
said, choosing each word carefully, "my energies will go
toward keeping you safe." Eleana said nothing. She remained as she had been,
trembling a little, staring at the fork in the path that lay before
her. "You are a warrior, Eleana." "Come to that, so are we both." She turned
to Giyan. "This battle has delayed us long enough. We must make
all haste to Stone Border." She pointed off to the northwest.
rJust over the next ridge is the village of Joining The Valleys. We
can purchase cthauros there from a blacksmith I know." Giyan recognized the longing and the sorrow in her
eyes, and kissed her gently on each cheek. Four and
Twenty Gimnopedes Have you come to arrest me?" Bach Ourrros said
when Wing-General Nefff appeared on his doorstep. He was wearing a
blue-and-yellow swirl-patterned robe Wing-General Nefff found more
than a trifle effete. "Not a bit of it," Wing-General Nefff said
politely. "May I come in?" It was twilight. Lights were coming on all over Axis
Tyr. The city was astir as the end of one tour of duty overlapped
with another. Bach Ourrros, looking over the Wing-General's broad
shoulder, saw plenty of Khagggun marching in twos and threes, but
none of them appeared in the least bit interested in him. "You are alone, Wing-General?" Nefff raised his arms and let them drop. "Entirely." Taking one last visual reconnoiter of the wide,
well-traveled street, Bach Ourrros nodded and stepped aside. They
entered a large room that looked out over an interior courtyard
recently planted with am-monwood saplings, fairylace ferns, and
flowers. A clemett tree, its fruit just beginning to ripen, had been
given center stage. All the window-doors had been thrown open, and
the room was redolent with the smell of the thickly clustered fruit. "You will forgive my distrust," Bach
Ourrros said, "but when one sees the head of one's best friend
on a pike in front of the regent's palace day after day, it is
natural to have qualms about any Khagggun." "Perfectly understandable." Nefff nodded
his thanks as Ourrros handed him a drink, and took the opportunity to
look around. The Ourrros Consortium was in the first rank of the
wealthy Bashkir, and the residence reflected it. Expensive furniture
on fine V'ornn rugs was interspersed with even more expensive
artwork, some of it off-world and imported at great expense. Antique
vases appeared to be Ourrros' passion. A squad of them resided in a
large scrollworked ammonwood cabinet fitted with V'ornn crystal
doors. In all, it was a peaceful space; one perhaps more suited to an
artist than a high-powered Bashkir bent on landing the next deal.
"Quite a residence you have here." Bach Ourrros said nothing. He was watching Nefff
with hooded eyes. Having made his circumnavigation of the living room
the Wing-General turned back to Ourrros and smiled. "I imagine
you are anxious to know what brings me here." "That would be an understatement," Ourrros
said dryly. "Quite." Nefff radiated a regulation
smile, which merely tugged at the corners of his mouth. "This is
rather awkward." Ourrros made no comment. Nefff cleared his
throat. "To be frank, the regent sent me. He felt if he came
himself—or if he summoned you—you might naturally
jump to the wrong conclusion." "Naturally." The tight smile tightened further. "The regent
regrets the… incident over dinner." "Is that what he calls it? My friend was shot
to death by his son." "That was regrettable. Kurgan Stogggul is
hotheaded, unpredictable, which is why he was transferred to the
Star-Admiral's command in the first place." "Forgive my bluntness, Wing-General, but it
appears that Kinnnus Morcha has his work cut out for him." That brought a more natural smile to Nefff's face.
"It does seem as if he has his hands full." He set his
empty glass down on a side table. "In any event, considering
Kefffir Gutttin's hotheaded nature, the regent feels that in the
long run you might be better off severed from the relationship." "Severed? Is that some form of sick jest?" For the first time, Nefff seemed on the defensive.
"Forgive me, my choice of words was unfortunate. I assure you
that it is the regent's wish to make up for the unpleasantness." "If the regent is truly sincere, he can prove
it by allowing the construction of Za Hara-at to continue." "As it happens, that is just the topic he
wishes to talk to you about. Shall we say at the twentieth hour? You
will be escorted to the regent's private quarters." Bach Ourrros nodded. "Considering the tenor of
the times, I trust the regent will not take it amiss if my bodyguard
accompanies me." "This is a full-scale truce," Nefff said.
"However, if you feel the need to exercise a measured amount of
caution, by all means feel free to do so." Just after the twentieth hour, Bach Ourrros and a
forbidding-looking bodyguard presented themselves at the front gates
of the regent's palace. Ourrros noted with curiosity and interest
that his friend's black and withered head was gone and with it the
Khagggun pike upon which it had been displayed. Wing-General Nefff
himself appeared shortly after he had given his name to the
Haaar-kyut on duty. "I am gratified you have come," he said
conversationally as he guided them through the labyrinthine depths of
the palace's first floor. "Being aware of the long-standing
enmity between your Consortium and the regent's made my visit earlier
somewhat awkward. Nevertheless, when a time for change comes one must
be ready, eh?" He led the two V'ornn past three more sets of
Haaar-kyut guards, then up the massive and ornate Central Staircase
to the second floor and down the corridor. At a set of carved
heartwood doors, he stopped and rapped with his knuckles, then
opened the doors inward and stepped aside. "I wish you good
fortune," he said, and disappeared around a corner. For a moment, Bach Ourrros stood still in front of
the open doorway. All at once, as if a cold wind had passed over him,
he felt exposed and vulnerable. "I do not expect trouble," he muttered
over his shoulder to his bodyguard, "but you must be
prepared for anything." The regent Stogggul was in a jovial mood when Bach
Ourrros and his bodyguard entered the residential suite. In truth,
this was the first time Ourrros had ever seen the regent's private
quarters, and he could not fail to be impressed. The lavish artwork,
which Stogggul for the most part ignored, was what interested him
most. "Ah, Bach Ourrros," Stogggul cried,
leaping to his feet, "I thoughtyou would appreciate viewing the
treasure trove here in the residence ring!" He ignored the
bodyguard, who shadowed Ourrros two paces behind. "I deem it a great honor, regent." As
Ourrros made his rounds, pausing to admire statuary here, a
magnificent textile there, he became aware that Dalma was nowhere in
evidence. Neither was any member of the regent's personal guard,
though their shadows could be seen now and again as they patrolled
the corridor. Only a young servant boy stood stiffly by a low carved
heartwood table, laden with platters of fragrant foodstuffs, carafes
of wine and fire-grade numaaadis. Ourrros found Dalma's absence
mystifying. Ever since Wennn Stogggul had seduced her away from him,
the regent had used her constant presence as silicon to rub into the
wound he had inflicted on Ourrros' pride. Stogggul stood in the center of the room, waiting
patiently for Ourrros to complete his examination. A gentle wind
entered the suite through the open window-doors, where the stones of
the balcony glowed in the dusky, flickering light of filigreed
Kundalan lanterns. The room was filled with the sweet tremolo of the
gimnopedes' mating song. "A marvelous collection withal!" Ourrros
declared. "I commend you, regent. Your rooms are a veritable
museum of priceless artwork." Stogggul spread wide his arms. "Is there a
piece that moves you above the others?" "Well. . ." "Come, come. You must have a favorite." "Well, as a matter of fact I do." Bach
Ourrros pointed to an alabaster vase so thin it seemed spun out of
membrane. "That VII Dynasty Nieo-bian prayer vase is utterly
magnificent." Stogggul cocked his head to one side. "Do you
really think so?" "Oh, yes. Quite remarkable. I would give
anything to own such a specimen of—" "Take it, then. It is yours." "What?" Stogggul snapped his fingers, and the servant boy
sprang to life. Taking the precious vase off its lighted stand,
he held it out to the stunned Bashkir. "Oh, no, regent. I couldn't." "Why not? You want it; I want to give it to
you. What could be simpler?" Still Ourrros made no move. Stogggul signed to the
boy, who set the vase down on the floor at one corner of the table. "Please sit," Stogggul said. "The
vase will be at your left hand during supper. You must get used to
having it close to you." The three V'ornn sat on the oversized jewel-tone
cushions piled around the low table, Ourrros beside the Nieobian
vase, his bodyguard at his right hand, the regent opposite. "I have taken the liberty of setting the meal
as the northern Kundalan tribes of the Korrush would eat," the
regent said, as the boy poured wine and liquor into matching crystal
goblets. "My kitchen staff has prepared an authentic meal. I
hope you like slingbok stew." Bach Ourrros looked over the field of unfamiliar
dishes. "I must admit I have never had it." "Neither have I," the regent confided as
he gestured at the platters. "But were we camped outside of the
Za Hara-at construction site, I am assured by reliable sources that
we would be eating slingbok stew and gimnopede pie." At the mention of Za Hara-at, Bach Ourrros
stiffened. He held the goblet of fire-grade numaaadis the boy had put
into his hand, but made no attempt to drink. "Come, come," the regent said again, "we
must endeavor to put the unpleasantness of the past behind us."
He hoisted his own goblet. "This is a new day, Bach Ourrros. A
new era. Let us toast Za Hara-at." Ourrros was still far from comfortable with the
regent's newfound bonhomie. "I notice Dalma is not at your side
tonight." "Nor will she be tomorrow or the night after."
Stogggul bent forward, lowering his voice in a conspiratorial
whisper. "I will tell you a secret. She is with Star-Admiral
Kinnnus Morcha. The rogue has seduced her away." Bach Ourrros' mouth twitched. "I would offer my
condolences, regent, but I cannot bring myself to it." "No. I suppose not." Stogggul sat back.
"Well, we are in the same hoverpod now, aren't we, whether we
like it or not." Ourrros grunted, mollified to some degree that the
regent had gotten what he deserved, at least as far as Dalma was
concerned. "So tell me, why should we be toasting Za Hara-at?
The last I heard, you had forbidden the construction to go
forward." "That is all in the past." The regent
lifted his goblet again. "As I said, this is a new day, a new
era. My wish is for Za Hara-at to be completed." Bach Ourrros grunted. His expression made it clear
he did not believe what he was hearing. "You see, I have been thinking long and hard on
the merits of such a city, and it occurs to me that there is a
fortune waiting to be made there." "So you see the value in such a trading city,"
Bach Ourrros said tentatively. "That was why Kefffir Gutttin,
Hadinnn SaTrryn, and I asked Eleusis Ashera if we could help finance
it in the first place. Even using Kundalan slave labor, we knew the
city was too expensive for one Consortium—even the Ashera—to
fund on its own. As first partners, we stand to reap the highest
percentage of reward in negotiating fees, rents, services, and so
on." "Now, regrettably, Kefffir Gutttin is no longer
with us." "His Consortium survives, regent." "Not for long. His disgrace has destroyed his
business." "Then I will offer aid." "Do you really think that is wise?" Ourrros looked from the regent's face to the
magnificent Nieobian vase at his left elbow. "He was my friend, regent. What else can I do?" "Move on." Stogggul put his elbows on the
table. "Use your resources to help build Za Hara-at. With me as
your new partner." "You?" "Together, as partners, our Consortia make a
formidable trading bloc. Formidable enough so that the Ashera
Consortium will not fight our involvement in Za Hara-at no matter how
distasteful my presence may be to them." The regent clinked the
rim of his goblet against Ourrros'. "So. Let us start afresh.
What do you say?" "I cannot forget what you did to Kefffir
Gutttin." "Another lifetime. But still. What can I do to
prove my intent? Shall I punish the perpetrator?" "Kurgan Stogggul is your son." "Sons can be punished, just like all the rest
of us." He pursed his lips. "Tell me, Bach Ourrros, is that
your wish? If so, it shall be carried out at once." "I am not like the Gyrgon. I do not mete out
revenge by proxy." "Then let us this night forget jill about
revenge. Let us eat our sling-bok stew and our gimnopede pie while we
imagine ourselves on the Korrush. Let us talk of the future and of Za
fiara-at." Grudgingly, Bach Ourrros brought the goblet to his
lips, but he did not drink until the regent had swallowed his first
sip. "Excellent numaaa-dis," he said, his eyes watering
with the trail of fire down his throat. The regent nodded, gestured to the boy, who had been
standing silently by, to begin serving. The boy spooned out the spicy
slingbok stew into copper bowls, cut the huge gimnopede pie into
thick wedges, serving them first to Ourrros, then Stogggul. When he
brought food to the bodyguard, however, he refused. "Do not take offense, regent," Ourrros
said. "He does not eat or drink on the job." "It is his loss,” Stogggul said, glancing
at the servant. The boy took away the food, setting it down on a side
table behind the bodyguard. He remained there, motionless, silent as
the statues that ringed the room. "How do you like the Korrush food?" the
regent asked as he spooned up some stew, then ate a large triangle of
the pie. "Both dishes are delicious," Ourrros said.
"I do not think I have ever tasted anything like them. The
gimnopede pie is especially savory." "I imagine we would do well to get used to this
food. What do you say?" Bach Ourrros knew what Stogggul really
meant. He considered a moment before speaking. He could, of course,
say nothing or turn the conversation to another topic, but his desire
to see the regent's reaction was overpowering. "Even though you have shut down construction as
I ordered." Wennn Stogggul said, "there is the huge
Mesagggun work detail to consider, along with the materials that have
already been bought on credit. The Gutttin Consortium currently
stands in default of their payments." He wiped his lips. "As
I understand it, under the terms of the agreement, they must now bow
out of the project. The SaTrryn Consortium has the leverage to come
up with the additional capital, but you, I fear, do not." He
smiled. "Sornnn SaTrryn has informed me that he is unwilling to
commit more capital at this time. That is where the Stogggul
Consortium comes in. We are ready, willing, and able to provide
the sum needed in exchange for first-partner status." "I, too, have been informed of Sornnn SaTrryn's
unfortunate decision," Bach Ourrros said. "I have made
arrangements with my bank for a loan that will cover the required
sum." He smiled. "I am sorry to disappoint you, regent.
It's only business." "I see you have finished your gimnopede pie."
Stogggul signed to the boy. "Will you take another slice?" "As a matter of fact, I think I wi—" Bach Ourrros' face was suddenly drained of blood. He
tried to retch, but could not. As his bodyguard lunged toward him,
the boy, who was just behind him, slashed down with a carving knife.
The point went clear through the back of the bodyguard's hand,
pinning it to the table. The boy left him to struggle with removing
the blade, gripped his head on either side, and, with a quick,
efficient movement, broke his neck. He stepped back, then, and the
bodyguard toppled over. Meanwhile, Bach Ourrros, clawing at his
throat, was dying of the poison Stogggul himself had sprinkled onto
the gimnopede pie after it had been baked. This was the sorcerous
herb mixture Malistra had tricked him into sampling on their
first meeting, making him immune. As Stogggul watched Bach Ourrros' death throes with
curiosity and pleasure, he said, "Your problem was that you
always considered yourself more clever than I." Bach Ourrros, his eyes almost popped out of his
head, was making gasping sounds like a dying lorg when Wing-General
Nefff entered from the corridor. "Everything in order, regent?" he said as
he surveyed the room. "Quite," Stogggul said. "It
seems as if Bach Ourrros is having something of an allergic
reaction." Nefff came over to the table. "V'ornn with
allergies should be more careful of what they eat." He stepped
back as Ourrros' mouth opened wide and blood spilled all over the
gimnopede pie. "We will just have to incinerate that now, won't
we?" He signed to the boy, one of his handpicked Haaar-kyut
assassins, who quickly took up the platter of gimnopede pie and
disappeared with it. "Now comes the fun part," Nefff said,
hoisting Bach Ourrros over his shoulder. "Pity," Stogggul said as he dabbed grease
off his chin. "In other circumstances he might have made an
excellent partner. He was an honest Bashkir, to that I can attest.
Hardworking, as well. But as I hurt him deeply, I knew him all the
better; he would have murdered me at the first opportunity." The next day, when the regent Stogggul had returned
from his meeting with Sornnn SaTrryn cementing Stogggul's
control of the Za Hara-at construction project, the magnificent
Neiobian prayer vase had been returned to its lighted stand. This
time, however, there was a ten-centimeter layer of fine pale grey ash
in the bottom, giving it, in the regent Stogggul's estimation, at
least, an added beauty all its own. Now, nightly, Kurgan and Courion made wagers on the
Kalllistotos and, afterward, haunted Blood Tide. The tavern was rife
with Sar-akkon to whom he was introduced. Even being on the fringes
of Sar-akkonian affairs was a thrilling accomplishment. Truly,
he thought, I have done something no other V'ornn has been
able to do. He got drunk with the raucous alien sailors, heard
their tales of the sea, learned their ribald songs, and was heartily
applauded for trying his best to sing along with them in their own
tongue. They liked best that he had had the courage to step into the
KalUistotos for the tenth match with the reigning champion. They
seemed to like even more that he had been beaten to a pulp. One night
he asked Courion about this oddity. "It is simple," the Sarakkon said. "My
race admires courage in the face of great adversity. None of our
mythic heroes survived their ordeals. It does not matter. They
were pure. Their idealism remained untainted by temptation or
corruption. What makes them dear in our hearts is the way their
unwavering courage illuminates the way for us. We follow the path
they have set for us because we can do no less." Kurgan, for whom emerging triumphant was everything,
was astonished that he was considered by the Sarakkon a hero
simply because he had defied the very great odds in surviving the
KalUistotos. Whether he had won or lost was irrelevant. He might have
been quick to dismiss this philosophy had he not felt that in his own
way the Old V'ornn had been trying to make him understand the very
same thing. So he drank and sang and listened with an increasing
amount of enjoyment. He also smoked laaga, which was freely given
among his new Sarakkon friends. And all the while he watched the
owner of Blood Tide, a slim, buxom Tuskugggun with a no-nonsense air
about her. He noted with interest that even the rowdiest Sarakkon
never gave her trouble, that she seemed to know personally every
V'ornn who frequented her establishment. As far as that went,
there was another anomaly here. Blood Tide was a casteless tavern,
unusual among V'ornn businesses. It would have been easy to attribute
that to the proximity to the KalUistotos or to the presence of the
Sarakkon, who were, in any case, contemptuous of caste societies. But
by the end of the week, Kurgan was fairly certain that the open
atmosphere of Blood Tide stemmed from the owner herself. Her name,
Courion had informed him, was Rada. Inside her establishment, believe
it or not she was regent. Though she was a Tuskugggun, and a
young one to boot, she stood up to everyone and prevailed. No wonder
the caste system had broken down here. He found her heretical
behavior both curious and perverse. He told himself that he had not
approached her right away because of his concern that Nith Batoxxx
had played him for a fool when he had told Kurgan that this
Tuskugggun would know who had betrayed his vices to the Star-Admiral.
But the truth was he found himself fascinated by her despite his
instinctive revulsion. By the end of the week, he knew he could
procrastinate no longer. He had been drinking and singing with the
Sarakkon for hours. He had smoked three laaga sticks. Lurching up
from the table, he wended his way through the shouting, swaying mob
to where she stood at the far end of the bar, surveying her domain.
She was dressed in a night-blue robe with blood-turquoise trim. In
defiance of custom, she wore her sifeyn around her shoulders. Her
long, tapering skull gleamed with spiced oil and an artful diadem of
tertium-bronze alloy. "Rada," he said without preamble- "I
am Kurgan Stogggul." She replied first with a cool, appraising gaze. "You
are not unknown to me." "I shall take that as a good sign." "You may take it any way you wish." Her hardness amused him. "I was told you had
some information I might find useful." "I have all kinds of information." She looked past him for a moment, signaling the
bartender to bring up more kegs of mead from behind the bar. Kurgan
saw Courion get up from the table, cross the packed room, and
disappear down the rear corridor, where the toilets were. "Nith Batoxxx said you could tell me who has
betrayed me to the Khagggun." "You are Khagggun, dear. Or at least
you are now. What is your problem?" "My problem is that I do not like V'ornn going
behind my back. I would very much like to put an end to that
situation." "I could tell you, but then I suspect you would
kill the informer." "Yes, I would." She smiled indulgently. "You have a lot to
learn, dear. You are drunk or stoned, probably both. Go off and play
with your Sarakkon buddies." "I am as sober as you are." She half turned away from him. He had tried to intimidate her and failed. He rubbed
the side of his head, as if he could apply a balm to his fearsome
anger. It would serve no good purpose, he knew, to attack her. Not
everyone deserved his rage. "Why did you say that?" "What?" She turned back to him, but seemed
barely to be listening. "What would you do—in regard to
the informer." She folded her arms across her breasts, studying
him. In that brief moment she seemed to inhale him like smoke deep
into her lung. "The Sarakkon have a saying: 'The enemy you know
is better than the unknown.'"She shrugged. "Why kill
an informer when you can feed her information that will benefit you?" "Her? Are you telling me that the informant is
a Tuskugggun?" "Her name is Dalma." Kurgan laughed out loud. "But she is the
regent's Looorm." "She is a spy." "Even if I believe that, which I do not, pray
tell me how the Star-Admiral would come by her information?" "That is simple. She is Kinnnus Morcha's spy."
She smiled. "Surprised, adjutant? I thought so. Excuse me,
won't you? I am needed elsewhere." She hurried off to hurl
herself between two drunken Sarakkon about to damage one
another. After a moment, Kurgan realized that he was still
massaging the side of his skull. He struggled to digest the
information she had given him. Dalma was Kinnnus Morcha's spy? Now
that was a kick. He smiled, knowing that he had found
Morcha's weakness. Dalma was the Looorm Kinnnus Morcha longed for and
loved. Such information, he was quite certain, was going to prove
extremely valuable. He looked around. Courion had not yet returned from
the toilets. That was odd. He hoped the Sarakkon had not been taken
ill. His own bladder being in need of relief, he beat his way toward
the back of the tavern. Thankfully, the unholy din was somewhat
muffled here. He could use a little quiet right about now to figure
out his next step. As he emerged from the noisome toilet, he heard
Courion in conversation. The other voice he found maddeningly
familiar. Continuing down the narrow corridor, he turned to
his left, found himself in a small hallway that led to the kitchens.
The layers of grease stains were like archaeological strata, marking
the age of the place. Midway down on the right was an open doorway.
It was from there the voices emanated. Pressing himself against the
wall, he inched closer until he had a clear view of a wedge of the
interior. He saw a small room, most likely Rada's office. He
could see Courion but not the other individual. "It has been a week," the voice said. "Why
has it taken so long?" "I do not know," Courion replied, "but
I have been loath to prompt him." "Why is that?" "He is more clever than you think." "Ah, so you know him that well." "Well enough to understand that he is a man in
a boy's body." "I had no idea Sarakkon were themselves so
insightful." The voice held a sarcastic edge that stifled
Courion's reply. Courion backed up, and Nith Batoxxx came into view. "Do not concern yourself," Courion said a
bit breathlessly. "He is talking to Rada now." Nith Batoxxx's gloved fingers curled into a fist.
"He had better be. It is imperative that he have the
information. Once he knows the Looorm is Kinnnus Morcha's spy he will
know what to do." "How can you be so certain?" Kurgan, watching in astonishment, felt his stomachs
cave in on themselves as Nith Batoxxx's form wavered, dissolved, only
to reestablish itself as that of the Old V'ornn. As if it were a
crystal ball, Kurgan felt his perception of reality shaken up, turned
upside down. Had he, in truth, no allies? "I have very little time left," the Old
V'ornn was saying. "I have been priming him, shaping him for
this moment ever since he was a small child. But now everything is in
its proper place. The trap has been set. It is time that he,
my unwitting hunter, be sent on his fated path to bind the enemy in
chains of ions." Lorgs Don't
Cry Mist rose from the apex of Heavenly Rushing, thick
as the outer walls of the abbey. Within it, only the turbulent spill
of the waterfall existed. Until two shapes appeared, shifting their
centers with the ebb and flow of the mist. These were the same
creatures who, weeks ago, had watched Riane bathing in the pool at
the foot of the waterfall. " The inflection point has arrived, the first
creature thought. Now the Transformation prophesied with the
coming of the V'ornn has begun in earnest. The Prophesy is unckar as to the outcome,
thought the other. Good and Evil hold equal chances for victory. We could sway the Balance, the first one
thought. We could help the Dar Sala-at. Impossible! Müna's life would be forfeit.
This we know for a certainty. Though the Dar Sala-at wields mighty power, she
is untrained. She is the first since Mother to be able to combine the
two sorceries—Five Moon and Black Dreaming—to
create out of the sundered halves the ancient sorcery, Eye Window, as
it was first created, as it was meant to be. The danger she is in— No? We will hear no more. The danger she is in if she be discovered by her
enemies before she is fully trained, before she can adequately defend
herself, is horrifying. What they could do to her— Would you have us sacrifice the Great Goddess at
the altar of your fears? The Dar Sala-at's enemies have already bound one
of our kin. Shall we allow them free reign? The Dar Sala-at will defeat them. Or she will be
defeated by them. It is her Battle. This is foretold. I grow weary of our roles as observers. It has
been eons… Our Sister has acted. This is all that is
allowed. And yet, I long for revenge. The taste of blood
is in my mouth! You know the way that can happen. We must wait
for the call to be unleashed. It is the only way. Be patient. Fire has no patience! It is my nature. Of course it is. Which is why we are
mated. I am the calm one, the voice of reason and control. It is the
Way of Balance. The first creature shook its head in extreme
vexation. The lack of lightning makes an old, useless one of me.
When will it return? Come now, Dear One. Let us withdraw to the
promontory so that we may observe without ourselves being observed. I Will comply. But I will also weep for our kin,
who has been so unjustly imprisoned. Müna would not have
allowed— Unutterable sadness. I cannot act; I am enjoined from speaking my
heart, so I will weep. Would that You were a lorg, then. Lorgs don't
cry. We are what we are. In the Old Days I would have
plucked the eyeballs from our kin's tormentors and licked my lips
while chewing them up. The Old Days are gone. Not for me. I must do something. Have a care, Dear One! One small thing, so tiny it will not be noticed
except by us. I will choose the time and the place when I will act. Let us pray now for the Dar Sala-at's success. I do not know how to pray. Then I witt teach you, Dear One… The smokelike smudges of their existence soon
departed, leaving the mist to continue its serpentine coiling. Birds
cawed, slicing their way through the thick, moisture-laden air. The
thunder of the falls echoed down the sheer basalt-and-schist
mountainside. Butterflies danced and six-winged saw-needles hovered,
feasting on tiny, milling things. Sunlight cast thousands of
miniature rainbows, twinkling like stars in the mist's constant ebb
and flow. Animals came and went in the safety of the mist. They
ventured close to the water to drink their fill, their triangular
ears swiveled back, alert for anomalous noises. They stared at one
another, their muzzles dripping, their nostrils flared as they
scented, so still they might have been carved statues. Then, in the
blink of an eye, they had darted away to forage and hunt in the
fastness of their domain. Into this tranquil scene Thripped Mother. She was
holding Riane in her arms. Riane, in turn, was holding tight to the
two volumes, Utmost Source and The Book of Recantation.
It had been centuries since the Sacred Books had been together. Even
Mother could not remember that time. "I feel like I am on fire,” Riane said,
as Mother set her down. Her mouth was still full of blood. Mother laid the back of her hand along Riane's
cheek. "You have been severely traumatized. You need time to
heal." Riane lay back. "I am so tired." She
closed her eyes. "You are in need of sustenance and rest."
Mother's hands moved over Riane's throat and chest. "I can only
do so much with sorcery. You have lost a lot of blood, but with your
insides torn up, you will not be able to eat. Rest here while I
forage for the herbs and mushrooms I need to make a healing tea." Riane would have replied, but she was already
somewhere between consciousness and dreaming. She was aware of the
grass on which she lay, the spray of water on her skin, the somnolent
drone of insects, the twittering songs of birds. All of this was
filtered through the pain scouring her insides, an inelastic
shroud in which she was wrapped, so that the grass felt like nails,
the water like icicles, the sounds like screaming in her ears. She
shivered and trembled and moaned a little. For a time, she drifted on
this unhappy raft of semiconsciousness, shouldered this way and that
by dim and gauzy sensations. She wished only to be plunged once more
into the cenote's depthless darkness, the icy water numbing her
against all pain and travail. Dimly, she became aware of Mother returning, of the
smell of a fire, and then another, more complex odor. Mother's hand
behind her neck, lifting her head. She was being asked to drink. Her
lips parted, and she drank down all the healing tea. Her eyes closed
as Mother set her back down on the ground, whispered that she was
going to get more mushrooms. Riane was too tired to respond. She had sunk into
the memory of recent events, revived in the vivid detail of a fever
dream. She saw again through the omnipresent lens of the dreamer how
the Abbey of Floating White had been thrown into a panic by the
explosion in the pyramidal chamber that had housed the had-atta.
She had directed Mother to Thrip them into the cubicle Kell, where
she had with trembling bloody hands withdrawn The Book of
Recantation from the shadowed Ja-Gaar's mouth. The tolling
of bells reverberated like small seismic shocks into the foundation.
Smelling smoke and alarms along the ancient stone corridors, they had
Thripped back to her cell, where she had recovered Utmost Source
and the knife Eleana had given Annon. Young Ramahan, wide-eyed and panting, raced down
fire-filled corridors, carrying buckets of water, while the
canny konara of the Dea Cretan met to speak of lobbying,
vote-gathering, the politics of religion. Alliances formed like
eddies in a tide pool, only to break apart, sundered by
distrust. It was difficult for her to imagine Bartta dead. Was Konara
Urdma on the ascendancy? She could not even guess as to how the new
hierarchy of konara would establish itself. Had it really happened, or was it just another
unsettling part of this strange dream from which Annon would at dawn
awake, safe in his bed in Axis Tyr, calling for Giyan and Kurgan? All at once, a thought struck her like the boom of
thunder, and her eyes flew open. The Sacred Books. She rolled over
onto her side, groaning with the pain it caused her, and got up
on her hands and knees. Her head hung down as waves of dizziness
assaulted her. When she was able, she looked around. The books were
not where she had left them. She got up slowly and went looking for
them. Beetles crawled over the ground, digging, industrious, and
colonies of midges hovered, waiting to be sucked up by darting
saw-needles. Hart-bees droned from flower cup to flower cup, their
legs swollen with bright orange pollen. But no books. She searched
the near flank of the river, thinking perhaps that they had tumbled
down the embankment. On hands and knees, she hunted through forests
of fern and deltas of mud, through rough, brushy swales and rocky,
wind-scrubbed ridges, microclimates in which she discovered a wealth
of flora and fauna, but no books. On the edge of the Marre pine forest she stopped.
What could have happened to them—unless Mother had taken them?
But why would she do that? Riane held her head and tried to think.
She was feeling distinctly unwell. She put two fingers in her mouth,
removed them to find fresh blood. All at once, an odd thought struck her. What if
Mother wasn't Mother, after all? What if she was really Bartta? What
if the had-atta had broken her? She could have told Bartta
everything—bringing Utmost Source into the abbey;
learning to Thrip; finding Mother; dismantling the Sphere of
Binding; stealing The Book of Recantation. Dear Müna,
what if Mother was still in her prison, dead? What if this had all
been a sorcerous ruse to get her to lead Bartta to both the Sacred
Books? The more she thought about it, the more it made
terrifying sense. Stirring herself to action, she reconnoitered along
the edge of the conifer forest until she discovered recent
footprints. They headed north, directly into the forest. She followed
them. Though they were soon lost amid the cushiony Marre
pine needles, to her trained eyes the thick underbrush provided
signposts of recent passage. Each moment made her more confident of
her reasoning. Her mind seemed clearer than it had ever been since
this nightmare had begun. In fact, she wondered now why it had taken
her so long to stumble upon the reality of the situation. No matter.
She had it figured out now. The route she was following took her more than half
a kilometer into the dense forest. The circuitous nature of it only
confirmed her suspicions. If this were really Mother she was
following, there would be no reason for her to try to cover her
tracks. She saw someone up ahead, and crouched, watching.
Her heart hammered in her chest. Her teeth had begun to chatter
in terror. There were the two books by the figure's side. Whoever she
had come upon was wearing the robes of the Ramanan, all right, but
they were Bartta's persimmon-colored robes, not Mother's turquoise
ones. So she had been right! Her fingers curled into fists. She could
not allow Bartta to possess the Sacred Books. Mother had warned her
against that. Pulling a low-hanging branch back out of the way,
she made her way toward Bartta. She had crossed perhaps a-third of
the distance between them when she heard a snap! She froze, glancing
down. Müna! She had stepped on a dry twig. The figure whirled—it
was not Bartta at all!—and a roaring like an avalanche echoed
through the forest. She felt a wave of fetid air wafting toward her,
like cor meat stinking in High Summer. The creature's black
twelve-legged body was segmented like a gigantic insect's, its
ballooning thorax protected by a hard carapace. Its long flat head,
brown-black, shiny as obsidian, was guarded by wicked-looking
mandibles. It swiveled and she saw twelve ruby flashes, a terrifying
impression of faceted insect eyes. With another roar, the hideous
beast stood up on two sets of appendages. Riane reacted on pure instinct. Snatching up a Marre
pine branch that lay on the ground, she rushed the thing, smashed the
branch into its horrifying face. The branch broke in two, the soft
wood splintering. By that time, she had drawn the knife Eleana had
given Annon, slashed once, twice as the thing tried to grab her
wrist. Maddening. Why didn't it attack? Instead, it kept retreating.
And roaring. What was it trying to do? Then she understood. It was
trying to lure her deeper into the forest. Perhaps it had
reinforcements there. Perhaps these things wanted her alive. The
thought of being imprisoned once more—and by these hideous
beasts—was too much for her. She ducked under a clicking
mandible and buried the blade to the hilt in the thing's thorax. Cloudy yellow ichor gouted out, cool on her clenched
fist. In a frenzy she struck again and again, while the creature
bellowed and moaned. She was panting and weeping, ignoring for the
moment how easily the blade entered soft flesh where it should have
met resistance from hard carapace. She stood over it, bloody and victorious. She went
to where the books lay and gathered them up. As she bent down, she
experienced a wave of dizziness. She sat down heavily, her head in
her hands. When her vision cleared, she saw the blade lying across
her thigh like a wound. But it was covered in blood, not ichor. Her
blood? The world snapped back into focus. She felt as if
she had just awakened from a serious illness in which her fever
had been abnormally high. She turned, then, looking back at the
creature, which was no creature. She saw voluminous turquoise robes,
running now with Mother's blood. With a sobbing moan, she pushed
herself up, staggering over to where Mother lay. Where was the
hideous creature she had been fighting? It had attacked Mother. Then,
with a wail of horror, she saw the stab wounds in Mother's belly. She
fell to her knees, weeping. "Ah, Mother, how has this happened?" she
cried. "What have I done?" Mother's eyes opened. There was no fear in them, no
hatred. Riane felt her heart bursting. "You have done nothing,
Riane, but fulfill the Prophesy of the Dar Sala-at. I knew the moment
Astar told me that you were the Dar Sala-at that you would be my
savior and my end. It was foretold that you would be the cause of my
death." "No, Mother. No!" "It is the wheel of life turning. Riane. In my
youth, I would never have allowed someone like Bartta to get the
better of me. But my power has wasted away. I am old, Riane. Ancient,
even. It is time to die." Riane began to conjure healing spells as she
gathered Mother into her arms as best she could. "Quiet now,"
she said through her sobbing. "I will use Osoru and Kyofu to
heal you." "I am beyond healing." "No, no, don't say that!" Part of Riane's
attention was directed at summoning Osoru and the limited knowledge
she had of Kyofu, as she desperately tried one spell after another,
failing to find one that would counteract the damage she had done. "Listen to me now," Mother said, ignoring
her. "You must not go on blaming yourself. Bartta used the same
fearsome spell, the Sphere of Binding, on you that she used on me.
But she must have added Kyofu spells that hid its presence from me.
Do not blame yourself, Riane. I did not know. You could not know."
Her mouth worked silently for a moment. "The Sphere of
Binding—You did not attack me, did you, Riane?"
She was making soft wheezing sounds. "It was not me you saw, was
it?" "No. I was sure you were Bartta. Then you were
this huge insect with twelve eyes." "The Tzelos is a daemon from the Abyss. Müna
forever exiled it from this realm. You see how impossible that is?" "But I tell you I fought one just now." "The Sphere of Binding caused you to imagine
the things you are most afraid of. This is what the Sphere of Binding
does. It unlocks that part of your mind where your worst fears lurk
and drags them into the light. What I cannot understand is how you
saw a daemon from the Abyss. Did you see a Tzelos during the
Nanthera?" "No, but something happened while Riane and I
were in the Abyss. At the last moment, Giyan tried to pull me back.
She put her hands into the sorcerous circle." "Ah, it is far worse than I feared,"
Mother said. She was clearly struggling to stay conscious. "The
Portal has been breached. There is a danger that it has been
weakened, that the daemons may find a way into this realm. And as for
Giyan, Müna protect her from the forces she momentarily
interrupted." "What do you mean?" Riane whispered. "Will
something happen to her?" "There will be consequences, yes."
Mother's head was nodding. "But since no one has ever dared try
to break the Nanthera circle, it is impossible to know the
result or even to speculate." Riane felt an icy flash of fear pierce her. She had
gone through every spell she knew without it having the slightest
effect on Mother's mortal wounds. Why wouldn't they heal? How could
she fail at this? She was the Dar Sala-at. If she could not even save
Mother, how was she expected to save all of Kundala? Mother's eyes began to roll up in her head. With a
supreme effort, she refocused. "I took the Sacred Books, Riane.
They would have been ruined by the spray from Heavenly Rushing if I
had left them where you dropped them. Like me, they are delicate with
age. They cannot be subjected to sunlight or to dampness. You are
their guardian now. You must care for them. They are like living
things. Memorize what you do not already know, then keep them
protected in a safe place." Blood was leaking from the corner of
Mother's mouth. When Riane wiped it away, more welled up. Like a
storm on the horizon, it seemed to be gathering momentum. Riane held her closer. "Mother, I've done
everything I know how. There must be something I can dol" "You have already saved me once, little
dumpling, at considerable risk to yourself. It is not for you—or
anyone—to save me again." The rattling made her shudder
and shake. "I have become weak. I am vulnerable to Dark
sorceresses like Bartta. It is time." Her head lolled. "Mother?" Mother blinked several time. "Riane, you must
find the Ring of Five Dragons. The Dar Sala-at's first duty is to
open the Storehouse Door, to unlock the secrets inside, the secrets
that have been waiting for you. The Ring is the key. Only the Dar
Sala-at may use the Ring. All others who try will die." "What is in the Storehouse, Mother?" "Even I do not know. The Pearl was always kept
there before it was lost. To find The Pearl you must first enter the
Storehouse. Only The Pearl can stop the daemons of the Abyss if they
are set free, and only the Dar Sala-at may look into The Pearl. This
is your path, your fate. It is a dangerous one, for there are always
those avaricious, scheming, greedy souls who covet The Pearl for
their own. You must safeguard it against them at all costs. In this I
was unsuccessful, and disaster has befallen us." "But Mother. I know nothing about this Ring or
where I can find it." "Müna has hidden the Sacred Ring. To find
it, you must cast a spell. The Spell of Forever. It will tell you
where it is." Mother licked her lips. "Now listen carefully
to me. Half of the spell is in Utmost Source, the other half
in The Book of Recantation. Separately, the spells are minor
things; they were designed that way so that no one would know their
true nature. I will tell you where in the Sacred Books to find them." "But I am a novice at casting spells,"
Riane said. "I will bring you the Sacred Books and—" "I cannot cast the Spell of Forever,"
Mother said. "No one can, save for the Dar Sala-at. It is an Eye
Window spell that is beyond even me." She lay panting like an
animal in acute distress. Then she coughed thickly, turned her head
so that she would not choke on the blood. "Mother, don't die. Don't…" "Thigpen will know what to do. Summon her. She
will help you." "I want you, Mother." "Find the Ring, Riane. The Ring…" Something was coming, just over the near ridge. So
close Riane could feel its chill aura. She whirled, at the ready to
defend Mother, even now. Too late. Like sand in the Great Voorg, that
life had already slipped through her fingers, was passing into the
ghostly mist, guided by Riane knew not what. A certain darkness lay upon the noonday landscape.
Riane threw her head back, screamed at the cruel world into which she
had been born. She wished only to die, to follow in Mother's ghostly
footsteps through the darkling mist, to a land unknown, unsought,
unfurrowed, there to atone in any way she could for the murder she
had committed. Love. What was that to her? She had loved Giyan and
Eleana, both lost to her. She had loved Mother and had killed her.
Most monstrous fate that had tainted her, turned her poisonous as an
adder. She broke, at last. Her throat raw and aching from
her screaming and her recent wounds, she doubted over, trying to
smother herself in Mother's cool bulk. She gritted her teeth, grabbed
handfuls of Mother's turquoise robes, beat herself about the head. At last, spent, a curious calmness stole over her.
Her mind, taken outside her grieving self by the last effervescence
of Mother's aura, became a pellucid lake without even the breath of
emotion to ruffle its skin. Onto this clear surface rose the image of
beloved Thigpen. Weeping as if she would never stop, Riane
summoned the creature to her side. Ciyan watched the rain gather in the distance behind
Rekkk's back. His broken bones had knit, but he was not yet
altogether healed. He walked in a different manner than he had before
his encounter with Olnnn Rydddlin. His stride was shorter, and
because it was more difficult to heal muscles and tendons with
sorcery than it was to knit bones, his right shoulder dipped slightly
every time he used his right leg. Giyan found it extraordinary how
these little things seemed to change him. He seemed to her more
overtly dangerous now, like an animal with one limb caught in a trap. There were other changes, not so easy to quantify.
He seemed not only quieter but also more reticent to show emotion, as
if he had beat a hasty retreat into the guarded core of himself,
leaving the prickly shell of his Khagggun training to protect him.
For him the world had become a darker place, laughter fleeing to
another, unseen realm. He trembled with the effort of concentration.
His dark expressive eyes were fixed on the horizon, as if by his will
alone he could extract Olnnn Rydddlin from wherever he lay, bring him
hence like flame from two fiercely rubbed sticks. Nights were the worst. He grew feverish from his
wounds and began to dehydrate from an excess of sweat. He drank
greedily the water Eleana fetched from the river, but almost
immediately vomited it back up. Nor could he tolerate the herbal
remedies Giyan prepared for him. She held him, telling him stories of
Kundala in its infancy, of Müna and the Five Sacred Dragons, of
Pyphoros, the daemon of daemons, and the white-bone daemon. These
stories continued even after he had fallen into an exhausted, fitful
sleep, because once begun they would not be stopped. When she herself
dropped off during a story, it continued in her dreams, and she would
awake at pearly dawn more fatigued than before. Having purchased three sturdy cthauros from Eleana's
friend, the blacksmith at Joining The Valleys, they were making good
time as they headed northeast through ascending tiers of heavily
forested valleys toward the Abbey of Floating White. But near
the end of the second day, foul weather moved in, forcing them to
find shelter. Having passed a series of caves less than a
kilometer back, they retraced their route back down the ridge
path they had been following just past the edge of the blesson-fir
forest. Giyan and Eleana lighted a fire well inside the mouth just as
the rain swept down upon them. Giyan called to Rekkk, who stood,
unmoving, close by the blesson firs, but not among them, inundated by
the downpour. "What is the matter with him?" Eleana
asked. "I don't know." The girl sat with her back against the rock wall.
She wrapped her arms around herself and glanced into the cave's
lightless interior. Giyan knew that she was thinking about Annon and
the perwillon. She sighed inwardly. It had hurt her to see the
continuing pain her quasi lie had caused the girl. But she knew that
she must keep her child's secret from everyone, even those who had
once loved him. There would be too much risk to Riane and to Eleana
to allow personal feelings to take precedence over guarding the Dar
Sala-at's safety. They were on the last of the basalt plateaus that
led to the higher reaches of the Djenn Marre, where the abbey waited
for them. Even in Lonon, the nights at this elevation were cold
enough. The windswept rain simply made it worse. She went out of the cave and stood close beside
Rekkk. Within seconds, she was soaked clear through her robes.
It was raining so hard it hurt. "Rekkk, come with me," she said. "You
will find no answer out here." He said nothing, did not move. She heard a deep roll of thunder traversing the
ridges below like an itinerant warrior. It filled the valley between
like food waters. The earth beneath their feet briefly shuddered. The
blesson firs bowed down before the wind, black with rain,
blurred as smoke. He took a breath, let it slowly out. "Though I
may have forsaken the Khagggun Caste, I am still a warrior. That was
what I was bred for, that is what I will always be. It is in my
blood." He walked into the closest line of blesson firs, stood
under the dripping arbor until Giyan joined him. Then he pointed down
toward the spines of the ridges below, to the armies of blesson firs
marching over them. "You see how fierce this storm is? It
matters not to the firs. They bend, but they do not break. Olnnn
Rydddlin broke me, Giyan. That is a humiliation I cannot bear."
Giyan pointed to the same ridges he had picked out. "Do you see
those bare spots, Rekkk? They were made in the depths of winter, when
the severe slopes of the ridges could no longer hold the snow and
ice. They began to slide, and in sliding they took the trees with
them." The downpour filled her cupped palm until she turned it
over. "Every living thing has its breaking point, Rekkk. Even
the bravest, the truest, the most flexible. Even those blesson firs." "Trees cannot be humiliated," he said
shortly. "We Kundalan believe that there resides in
every living thing the spark of the spirit. The blesson fir is no
less noble for having been broken. If anything, its nobility has been
validated." "I feel like a hollowed-out log." He
stared out into the hazy distance, and at last he said what was on
his mind. "The death of this world, this magnificent place…
Giyan, if it happens it will be because of us, because of the
V'omn. I am being driven mad by the thought." "If you concentrate on the possibility of
death, it might come, Rekkk." He turned to look at her. "Concentrate on the inevitability of life, on
your role in saving Kun-dala." She slipped her fingers through
his, tugging gently at him. But instead of returning to the cave, she
led him into the tree line. Her shoulder brushed against his with an
electric kind of thrill. The rain seemed farther away now, part of another
universe. Here, beneath the giant blesson firs, dewdrops glittered
like stars. The air was rich with resin, the mossy ground was soft
and springy beneath their feet. All was still; even the nocturnal
creatures had retired to their deep burrows and hidden boughs to wait
out the weather. She turned her face up to his, and they kissed.
Passion rose like steam between them. Her mouth opened under his, and
she shivered, feeling his desire mingle with hers. They dropped to the moss. Their intense desire
transformed the forest into a bower of new and trembling life.
Her excitement grew as he undid her robe. Unaccountably, she felt as
shy as a young girl. She released a tiny moan as his hands moved over
her. She closed her eyes, firmly put aside her memories of her life
with Eleusis, the aftermath of Annon's death. Her life was here, now,
and she would do what was required to keep her ghosts at bay. "Rekkk …" She bit into his shoulder as he pulled her atop him.
His impossibly smooth, muscular body was sheened with the rain that
filtered through the branches and leaves. It was so beautiful. She
was determined to grasp the moment, hold it tight, and never let it
go. "Rekkk… Ohhhr...” Night had fallen by the time Rekkk and Giyan
returned to the cave. To her credit, Eleana did not ask where they
had been. Anyway, Giyan was sure she knew. The rain had abated. Giyan
sent them out to hunt down dinner. They might have made do with the
smoked meat and dried tubers they carried with them, but she needed
the skull of a small mammal. Besides, it was good for them to be in
each other's company. Giyan was aware, even if they were not, of the
synergy between them, a kind of energy field that arced and fed
upon itself like the V'ornn ion-based power source. It was a magic
all its own, more powerful than any sorcery, for it possessed the
ability to open the heart. When had they become a unit? she wondered. But she
knew. She knew very well. Not that she could tell Rekkk, but Olnnn
Rydddlin had done the three of them a great service, after all. While she mulled over these thoughts, she laid out
the dried herbs and powders she had gathered during their trek from
Joining The Valleys. First, she drew a circle in the dirt floor
of the cave. Next, she drew a line through the circumference at the
four cardinal points. Into each of the indentations, she poured an
herb or powder. She had just finished the fourth line when she
sensed a shift in the darkness at the interior of the cave. She
raised her head. She was squatting on her haunches, bare elbows on
her thighs. The fire cracked and sparked, warming her back. There was
no sound, no movement at all, save for the stark shadows cast by the
flames. Knowing it would be useless to peer into the lightless space,
she relaxed, allowing her eyes to go out of focus. She breathed
easily and deeply, drawing into her belly all the minuscule scents of
the cave and the stormy night. Slowly, she damped her heartbeat, the
noise of the blood pulsing in her veins. Now there was nothing but
the flickering in the darkness. With patience, she discovered
its rhythmic nature, darkness being inhaled and exhaled like
breath, and something inside her quailed in recognition. Tzelos! She could see the six pairs of eyes, could sense the
coldness emanating from it. She had never actually seen a Tzelos
before, nor any daemon for that matter. How could she? Müna had
imprisoned them all in the Abyss eons ago. Nothing could unseal the
sorcerous Portal the Great Goddess had Herself locked. How could…? The Nanthera! The Nanthera momentarily opened the Portal to the
Abyss. It was the only way to transfer a living spirit into a dying
body. But she knew that the Nanthera rite was designed with
safeguards to ensure that nothing on the other side could use it to
return to this realm. And yet, a Tzelos watched her from the darkness
of the cave's interior. She would have staked her very life on it. And then it hit her. She was the one who had let the
daemon out of the Abyss when she violated the circle of the anthera
in a last desperate attempt to save her son. No one knew the
consequences of that violation, but she had suspected from the very
first that the chrysalides on her hands and arms were a direct
result. So was the Tzelos. It was the only explanation. A more agitated disturbance in the darkness broke
into her thoughts. The shadows seemed to have taken on an added
dimension, as if they had turned aqueous. The disturbance rippled and
purled, bulging outward, then ebbing back. All at once, it drew
itself inward, and the stench of rotting flesh almost made her gag. It appeared, drawing the darkness to it like water
rushing toward a drain. Twelve red eyes regarded her. Its hideous
insectoid face was unreadable. Its curved mandibles opened like the
gates of the Abyss itself. A ferocious clicking emanated from its mouth. "I
have come for you" "Stay away. I want no part of you." "You have no choice. You have been marked"
It advanced farther. "I will take you." Without taking her eyes off it, Giyan stooped, took
a sliver of burning wood from the fire. "Do you imagine fire will deter me because
I am a creature of Darkness?" The way it clicked it almost seemed to be chuckling.
"I will devour your fire." Giyan placed her bare right foot inside the circle
she had drawn in the dirt. "What are you doing?" "You know," she whispered. "If you
truly are Tzelos, you know." "Malistra informed me of your sorcerous
ways." "Malistra!” "She sent me. She is much vexed with you.
What you did to her plaything, to Olnnn Rydddlin. Oh, yes, much
vexed." Giyan lit the west line of herbs. West, the
direction the dying walk in the last moments before their breath
gives out. The pungent mixture slowly smoldered and burned. The Tzelos paused, its mandibles clicking away.
"Desist. You cannot change what is." It unfolded
one of its upper appendages. Coarse, hair-like filaments hung from
the bony arm. Giyan's eyes fluttered as she recited incantations
in the Old Tongue. Nothing seemed to make a difference. All at once,
she remembered the spider-mite she had confiscated from Olnnn
Rydddlin, the one that had been impregnated with Malistra's Kyofu
spell. She drew it out. Though nightly she had been examining it,
experimenting with extreme caution, she had yet l;p fathom how
it worked. She held it out in her cupped palm, and the Tzelos began
to chuckle—at least its clicking sounded like a chuckle. "She promised you would have it. She
promised you would," it hissed. She thumbed it on. The spiderlike legs opened, and
she threw it at the Tzelos. It began to deliquesce. "Now or later"
it clicked just before it vanished, "it matters not to
me." With trembling hands she knelt to gather up the
hateful spider-mite. "Giyan, what are you doing?" Rekkk said
from the mouth of the cave. "I thought we had agreed to work on
that thing together." He and Eleana had returned from their
hunting foray. Two good-sized ice-hares hung from a cord in his left
hand. "The Tzelos—" "Tzelos?" he said. "What is a
Tzelos." "A daemon from the Abyss. It was here." "I don't see anything." Giyan, feeling abruptly faint, put a hand across her
eyes. Rekkk dropped the dead animals, water flying off him
as he ran to her. "Giyan, what is it?" He put an arm around
her waist. "I don't know. I—" She took a deep
breath, trying to regain her equilibrium. There was a ringing in her
ears, and colors seemed abruptly sharper. That was when she knew what
had happened. "Rekkk, I've had a vision," she said. "A
most terrible premonition." "This Tzelos you saw," he said. "It
wasn't real?" "No. The Tzelos—the daemon—is not
of this realm. Müna consigned it and all other daemons to the
Abyss—a kind of sorcerous prison—ages ago. They cannot
get out." She shuddered, thinking of it saying, I have
come for you. She would not tell them this. He drew her to the fire, where the three of them
sat. While Eleana skinned and dressed the ice-hares, she told them
what she had seen. "The Tzelos are what you might call the
scouts in the army of daemons. They are the seekers of soft spots,
weaknesses, the terrorists that worm through defenses, the harbingers
of what is to follow." "But why did you see it now?"-;Cleana held
the knife just above the head of one of the ice-hares. "I don't know." She shook her head, trying
to clear it. "I know this much: my visions are warnings—a
sign that my subconscious has identified a danger that my conscious
mind has missed. They always come true." "Your mind is giving you clues, like symbols in
a dream." Eleana neatly severed the head and began to strip it
of skin and flesh. She had not forgotten that Giyan had need of the
skull. "Perhaps. In the vision, the Tzelos said that
Malistra had told it where to find me. But that is impossible. I have
set spells to keep us hidden." "What about this Eye of Ajbal you said Malistra
commands?" asked Rekkk, ever the practical warrior. "The
Eye found us once before." Giyan accepted the yellow-white skull from Eleana
with a nod of thanks. "The Eye of Ajbal is frightfully powerful,
it is true," she said. "But I have found a remedy, albeit
temporary, for that particular spell." She smiled. "I have
spent years turning away from my Gift, minimizing it. Now that this
path is no longer feasible or even wise, I have to admit that I am
surprised at the power I am discovering inside myself." Eleana was up on her haunches, her body tense. "What
do you propose we do?" Giyan had laid the skull in the center of the circle
she had drawn in the dirt of the cave floor. She hinged the jaws
open, then refilled the four lines with her herbs and powders. Before
she put fire to them, she produced a small, perfect opal. It gleamed
fire-red, yellow-green with astonishing brilliance. Placing it in the
ice-hare's jaws, she began to chant in the Old Tongue. She lit the
lines. "I must contact the Dar Sala-at with all due
haste," she said, as pungent smoke rose from the circle. "I
will find her in the depths of this opal." Ah, little dumpling, the world has changed mightily
since we last saw one another." Thigpen crouched at the mound of earth beneath which
she and Riane had buried Mother. Thunder rumbled and rolled through
the mountains below, but the rain had yet to gather overhead. Light
from the five moons drenched them in monochrome. Wind soughed
fitfully through the treetops. Branches swayed as if in a sadness. Riane felt all cried out. And yet, the world did not
seem big enough to contain her grief. "Thigpen, I will do
whatever you say. I must atone for what I have done." Thigpen's huge eyes regarded her with immense
compassion. "It is no sin to be held sway by another's sorcerous
spell, else Mother herself would be as guilty as you believe yourself
to be." She held Riane's eyes with her own. "Do you hear
me? Do you understand what I am saying?" "Yes, Thigpen." "Do not speak to me as if I am about to mete
out punishment to you. Now you are making me cross!" "But I—" "You are the Dar-Sala-at! It is past time you
started acting like the One." "But that's the trouble!" Riane was
suddenly angry. "I am a male V'ornn trapped inside a female
Kundalan body. I have powers I have scarcely explored. My mind is a
tumult of conflicting emotions. The fact is, I don't know how to act,
and now there is no one but you to tell me." "It is not my job to tell another being how to
live. "Then I am lost!" Riane shouted, running
to the edge of the ridge. Twitching her whiskers in consternation, Thigpen
padded over to where Riane stood, looking down into the valley full
of dark rumbling clouds, "Look here, Mother is dead. Nothing
either you or I can do about that. It was her fate; it was written in
Prophesy." "I know. She told me." Thigpen regarded her solemnly. "You say you
know, but I see that you do not believe." Riane felt her heart welling. "I think she was
just trying to make me feel better." "No, little dumpling," Thigpen said. "Only
you can do that." "So it's true." Riane knelt down to be at
Thigpen's level. "It was prophesied that I would kill Mother." "Yes. The Prophesies have enormous force, a
life of their own. As you know, Müna bade the Five Sacred
Dragons to create Kundala. As powerful as they are, they could never
have done so without The Pearl. The Prophesies emanated from The
Pearl. They are the residue, the lees of the Creation. It is said
that the Prophesies are burned into a series of ascending rock ledges
inside the Storehouse. The Pearl is said to be buried in the topmost
ledge. I myself have never seen the Prophesies, but I know they
are there. I feel it. And so will you, given time and training."
The creature blinked. "If we cannot bring Mother back from the
dead, then let her deatrfhave meaning. Let it reveal to you this
truth: having killed once, tragically, you will need a compelling
reason for doing so again." "But Mother—" "Mother would not have told you how to act any
more than I will. She would not have known the answer to your
question, and neither do I. How could we? You are the Dar
Sala-at. Only you know the answer." She put her head next to
Riane's. "No one can live your life for you, nor tell you the
right path to take." "Will you teach me the construction of the
spells as Mother would have?" "I do not have that Gift." "Thigpen, I don't have the strength for this—or
the courage." "Oh, but you do." "How do you know?" "You are the Dar Sala-at." "That is no answer!" "It is the only answer. But if you require
another, then I will offer this: you have already demonstrated your
courage a dozen times over." Riane wiped away the last of her tears. "Mother
said I have to get to the Ring of Five Dragons. She told me to cast
the Spell of Forever so I can find out where the Ring is." Riane
closed her eyes, imagined reading Utmost Source. Mentally
thumbing through the pages, she came upon the spell Mother had
described. Then she went through The Book of Recantation
until she found the second spell. At once, she understood how to
combine them. It was like seeing two halves of a mathematical
equation and understanding instantly that they belonged together. She began to chant in the Old Tongue, the words, as
always, seeming hauntingly, tantalizingly familiar and comforting. A
field of dancing lights appeared before her, revolving, resolving
themselves into the shape of a small sphere. Slowly, the center of
the sphere changed, the color deepening until it was deepest purple.
All at once, into this darkness a scene appeared. Riane
recognized the Door to the Storehouse in the caverns below the
regent's palace—Middle Palace, using the Kun-dalan name. The
Ring of Five Dragons was in the medallion in the center of the Door,
in the Sacred Dragon's mouth, where it belonged if the Door was to be
opened. The Door, however, was locked as tight as it had ever been
save for that one hallucinatory moment when An-non had seen…
What? A Sacred Dragon? Impossible. All at once, she saw something
that made her gasp. The deepest purple returned to the center of the
spangle of lights. "What is it, little dumpling?" "You've been right next to me. Didn't you see?" "None can peer into the Spell of Forever save
the one who cast it." "The Ring of Five Dragons is in the Storehouse
Door. It killed three Gyrgon who tried to use it to raid the
Storehouse." Thigpen frowned. "Now this is bad. Very bad." "What do you mean?" "The Ring is now Transformed by Seelin, one of
the Sacred Dragons of Müna. It has become the detonator,
activating the Tymnos device that will shatter the entire planet. Our
only hope is to get you to it before the ides of Lonon. Only you have
the power to take the Ring from Seelin's mouth and stop the device." "But it is already Lonon." "Yes, we have only three days left."
Thigpen considered for a moment. "A vexing and most
disturbing question has occurred to me: How did the V'ornn gain
possession of the Ring?" "I have no idea." "The Spell of Forever will tell you. You have
only to ask." Returning her attention to the sparkling sphere, she
peered into its depths, asking for the Ring's most recent chain of
custody. The lights revolved, the center cleared, revealing the
answer. She blinked, then lifted her hand. The Spell of Forever
vanished with the tiny pop of a burst bubble. She sat for a long
time, sunk deep in thought. "Well," Thigpen said, "are you ever
going to tell me?" She turned to the creature. "The last person to
have it before the Gyrgon was the V'ornn regent Wennn Stogggul. He
received it from Sornnn SaTrryn, the new Prime Factor, who got it
from a tribal digger in an archaeological site north of Okkamchire in
the Korrush." "The Ring was buried centuries ago in the
Korrush. Well, there's a huge mystery solved." Thigpen's
whiskers twitched. "What is it? What is troubling you?" "The Spell of Forever has revealed something
interesting about the SaTrryn." Riane's fingers began to fidget
in her lap. "Sornnn SaTrryn's father, Hadinnn, was a secret
Kundalan sympathizer. Like Eleusis Ash-era, he felt guilty at the way
the Kundalan were being treated. Through a Kundalan intermediary, he
established a pipeline with a female from the highlands. He provided
her with support—intelligence, ordnance—for her
resistance cell, all without her having the slightest idea it was
coming from a V'ornn. This fem'ale—I know her. She would not
recognize me now, of course." "She knew you as Annon." Riane nodded. "Her name is Eleana." "My best advice, little dumpling, is to forget
all about her." "I can't," Riane said miserably. "I
love her." "Oh, Müna preserve us!" Thigpen
rolled her eyes. "Well, you can just forget about that. You are
not Annon anymore. You are the Dar Sala-at. Your fate is to remain
apart from all mortal concerns." "Says who?" "So it is written; so it will be." "You mean I cannot love?" "Your love is for all the races of Kundala,
little dumpling, not for one solitary individual." "To be solitary. That is the Dar Sala-at's
fate?" Thigpen made a disapproving sound low in her throat. "Thigpen, please tell me, how does a female
love another female?" "Why am I always asked impossible questions? I
am a Rappa. What do you want from me?" she said with
uncharacteristic asperity. "Let us please return to the Ring.
How long ago, pray tell, was it buried, and by whom?" With difficulty, Riane turned her mind away from her
confused thoughts of Eleana. "A female planted it there." Thigpen's whiskers were twitching more than ever.
"What do you mean, 'planted.'" "Just that. A Kundalan sorceress was at the dig
not more than a day before Sornnn SaTrryn was taken there. I can
still feel the slight emanations of Kyofu trailing from her." "Oh dear, that cannot be good," Thigpen
said. "How came the Dark sorceress by the Ring?" "The Spell of Forever did not reveal that—after
the sorceress the images dissolved into a kind of milky fog." "Even worse," Thigpen said fretfully
"Someone has blocked the spell. Someone very powerful, indeed." "The sorceress?" "No, else you would not have been able to
detect her." "Who, then?" "I do not engage in speculation. In any event,
the sole possibility that springs to mind is unthinkable, not to
mention impossible." She shook herself. "Never mind. Let us
return to our most pressing problem. You must reach the Ring within
the next three days." "But it's simple now," Riane said. "We
will Thrip into the caverns below Middle Palace and—" "It is anything but simple," Thigpen said.
"You cannot Thrip into Middle Palace. Like the device that the
V'ornn stupidly activated, sor-cerous safeguards were established
long ago to make sure no one could Thrip into the Storehouse or
anywhere in Middle Palace." "Then we will Thrip into Axis Tyr and from
there go by foot to—" "Try to Thrip, little dumpling. Go on. Try." With a dark foreboding, Riane settled herself and
tried to spin. Nothing. She tried again, and again failed. She
licked her lips nervously. "What is happening?" "The Tymnos device is at its last stage. It has
closed the Portals to all realms." "But without being able to Thrip, how will I be
able to get to Axis Tyr in time?" "You have friends," Thigpen said, "and
along the way we shall encounter others." "Friends? What friends do I have besides you?" "The Druuge, for one, the nomads of the Great
Voorg." "Mother told me of them. I can speak Venca,
their language." "Well, now, that is interesting."
Thigpen's whiskers twitched. "Did you know that their technology
is language? They manipulate words the way the V'ornn manipulate ions
and gravitons." Riane nodded. "Like mathematics." "Just like mathematics." Thigpen
appeared very pleased. "The Gyrgon manipulate charged ions in
ten million different ways, right? The Druuge do the same with the
seven hundred and seventy-seven letters of their alphabet. They
like to explain it this way: One letter, alone, is as meaningless
as a single grain of sand. It is in combining the letters
that the technology manifests itself, becoming like the living
ecosystem of the desert, a system that is ever-changing, always
in flux." Riane nodded. "All right. But, still, why would
the Druuge even be aware of me?" "Because, little dumpling, you are the Dar
Sala-at. You are in Prophesy. They have been waiting for your
coming for a thousand years." Riane stopped abruptly. Her nostrils flared as with
a significant change of the wind. "What is it?" Thigpen whispered. "What
have you sensed?" "An opal. A sorcerous opal." "Yes." Thigpen kissed Riane oifthe cheeks.
"Come, little dumpling. She is ready to find you, at last." "Who?" "The Lady. The one who is destined to stand
forever by your side." Desire Dalma sat alone in a park in
central Axis Tyr. Double rows of sheared ammonwood trees
surrounded her in a graceful oval. Crushed marble pathways, neatly
raked, radiated out from the center where two opposing crescents of
fluted heartwood benches were set. The serenity of the formal
geometry appealed to her. It provided a measure of order and balance
in her otherwise tumultuous life. The rainstorm that now rumbled in the north had
swept through the city hours ago, leaving the streets freshly washed
and glittering in the Lonon moonslight. She had a particular fondness
for this park. It was here she had first plied her trade, partnered
in sweaty assignations beneath the dense nighttime shadows of the
ammonwood. Ever since she could remember, she had had a taste for the
daring. Stripping naked for bouts of strenuous sex with a necklace of
powerful clients gave her pleasure over and above the act itself. No
beds for her! Splinters in her buttocks were proof of the audacity of
her intimate encounters. It was in this very park that she had first met Bach
Ourrros, recognizing in his reckless desire for her an
opportunity to ascend from simple street Looorm to something
better. If she had a keen taste for sex, it was matched by her own
desire for power. Not that she had any illusions about her role in
society. She was Tuskugggun, and a Looorm at that! She would never be
accepted in a visible position of power; but if she was clever and
lucky enough, she knew that she could remain near those who did hold
power, whispering from time to time in their ear, snatching the
crumbs from their tables. Thus she had risen from Bach Ourrros' side
to the regent Stogggul's palace. Not that it had been a pleasant
climb. She regretted hurting Bach Ourrros, of whom she had grown
fond, and being with Stogggul was unsatisfying in almost every way.
She contented herself with each secret betrayal of him to Kinnnus
Morcha. She had met Morcha at almost the same time that she
and Bach Ourrros had been introduced. Kinnnus Morcha was clearly
superior in both intelligence and sexual prowess. The problem was
that though he was a high-ranking Khagggun with plenty of influence,
he was Lesser Caste. He simply would not do as a rung in her private
power ladder. But she knew he could be a useful liaison, and so she
used him as assiduously as he used her. The fact is, she liked spying
for him. When, at his connivance, she had allowed Wennn Stogggul to
seduce her away from Bach Ourrros, she liked it even more. She rose now, slowly wending her way through the
ammonwood grove until she found the very tree against which she and
Bach Ourrros had first made love. She knew each tree in this grove
individually. All of them had stories to tell her, lessons to teach
her, memory as history of the V'omn Empire on Kundala. She was
blessed with the kind of memory that never forgot a single client.
She could see them now, ghostly forms, the residue of their power
still inhabiting the grove. This was as close as she would ever come
to wielding real power. If it had been her misfortune to be born a
Tuskugggun, then she had done everything she could to control
her own destiny. Bu't now, at this moment, wandering through the
safety of her trees, she wondered whether it was all an illusion.
After all, she was still alone. She would always be that way. She was
denied the friendship of other Tuskugggun, which she might have had
if she had chosen another profession, if she had entered the communal
world of hingatta, where Tuskugggun raised children and practiced
their arts. There was no- room for her in such quarters. Neither did
she have the protection of a V'ornn mate. Kinn-nus Morcha would never
marry her, and as for Wennn Stogggul… "Dalma." Ah, she heard his unlovely growl now. Slipping from
the shadows of the ammonwood grove, she walked over the crushed white
marble to where he stood in the center of the garden. It was late.
There was no one else about, which was why they had agreed upon this
assignation point. She felt his coolness as she threw herself into his
arms. Now they were both playing roles, which was fine with her. If
she never again had to fondle his tender parts, she would count
herself lucky. "What news do you bring me?" he asked,
pushing off, maintaining a discreet distance. She told him what Kinnnus Morcha had instructed her
to say. "The Star-Admiral is besotted with me, but it is taking
time for him to trust me. He is somewhat paranoid." "Tell me something I don't know," Stogggul
muttered. "I thought he was going to take Malistra's head off
when he saw Olnnn Rydddlin. Does he harbor any ill will toward me?" "I think he did in the beginning. But since he
has debriefed Rydddlin his demeanor has changed. He is grateful
Malistra was able to save Rydddlin's life." This was, of course,
an outright lie. The fact was, Kinnnus Morcha seethed with rage
at what he considered the mutilation—both physical and
emotional—of one of his top officers. Privately, he told her
that he was quite concerned about Olnnn Rydddlin's frame of mind. He
was growing convinced that Rydddlin was quite mad. "Excellent," the regent said. He passed
her a small box, which she opened with a little gasp. "The bracelet to match the ring you gave me!" "And you will get the necklace that completes
the set if you keep up your good work. Remember, Dalma. You are in
the Star-Admiral's bed for one reason: to alert me should he
contemplate moving against me." And that was the lesson the assignations within the
ammonwood had long ago taught her. Power bred paranoia. The
loneliness of her life was nothing as compared to the isolation of
these males. Poor Morcha! He was like all the rest, made
half-dead by the fierce struggle for power. She felt a brief moment
of self-pity and bit her lip in order not to cry. Instead, she smiled into the regent's face, and he
kissed her briefly, coldly, his thoughts already elsewhere even
before he turned and left the park. Alone again, she took herself to
a bench, where she sat, breathing in the perfume of her trees. Their
leaves rustled, speaking to her in tongues, and she sighed, closing
her eyes. Kurgan drew his knife, the knife given to him as a
prize by the Old V'ornn, Nith Batoxxx. I will kill her now, he
thought as he watched Dalma on the bench. His father had just
departed, having received the disinformation Kinnnus Morcha had
doubtless concocted to stir his ear and his ego. Kurgan laughed
silently. In a way, it would be a pity to end her life, for it would
surely shorten his father's eventual agony when he discovered how his
ally had led him astray. But just as the Star-Admiral had plans for
the regent Stogggul, Kurgan had plans for the two of them. Because of
Kinnnus Morcha's fondness for Dalma, her death would serve as a flash
point for his simmering wrath. He wondered now how he should do the deed. Should it
be a quick slice across her throat, a neat and bloody death? Or
should it be slow, rilled with terror as a stream is stocked with
fish? Should she know the identity of her killer, the reason for her
death? Did he want to hear her plead for her life, in the middle of
that plea, end it? So many choices, so little time! He fantasized about killing her quickly, with one
gout of blood, her eyes rolling up as he cupped her chin, offering up
her neck to his knife blade. Perhaps the act of recognizing him would
be her last. But the thought of raping her, here, in this serene,
secluded spot where she was most vulnerable, where his father had so
recently been with her, was so appealing that, like a lover in the
act, he felt impelled toward its delicious promise. As he moved through the shadows in which he had been
hiding, he became aware that he and Dalma were not alone in the park.
Another watched and waited. Despite his growing sexual excitement, his curiosity
was piqued. He wondered whether the watcher might be a security guard
the Star-Admiral had attached to his precious skcettta of a spy. That
possibility presented an inconvenience but nothing more. He switched
direction, moving silently within the perimeter of the grove of
ammonwood, one eye on Dalma while the other searched ahead for the
watcher. The ammonwood trees rustled all around him. He felt
like an actor upon the stage, an understudy perhaps who had been
unexpectedly thrust into the piercing light of prominence. There was
about this place, on this night, at this lonely hour the unmistakable
tang of history in the making. Kurgan loved nothing so much as
subversion. He was interested in the machinations of power
simply because he was out to undermine them. Someone who knew him
incompletely might mistake him for a nihilist, for he possessed the
nihilist's obsession with tearing down authority in any form. The
crucial difference was that, even at the age of fifteen, he had a
clear idea of the new order with which he would replace the old. He
was, at core, a student of K'yonnno, the Gyrgon Theory of Chaos and
Order. Kurgan saw himself as a Lord of Chaos. His thoughts were abruptly cut short by the sight of
the watcher breaking from his cover. Sure enough, he was a Khagggun,
but Kurgan noticed that he moved with a curious gait, an awkward
lope. A little shiver ran up his spine as he saw that one leg was
nothing more than fleshless bone. Moonslight flashed on the
Khagggun's face, and Kurgan recognized him as Olnnn Rydddlin. Hadn't
he and his pack been dispatched to bring back the Ashera
skcettta and the traitorous Rhynnnon, Rekkk Hacilar? What the
N'Luuura happened to him? Dalma had seen Rydddlin. She jumped up, backing away
from the bench, pushing away from him. Clearly, he was not her
bodyguard. Then why was he here? What did he want from her? A shock-sword flashed in Olnnn Rydddlin's hand, and
Dalma turned and fled, right into Kurgan's arms. "Kurgan Stogggul," she cried, startled.
"Please help me. I am being attacked by—" "Step away from her." Olnnn Rydddlin
waggled the point of his shock-sword at Kurgan. "Step away, I
say, or you risk being killed along with her." "No!" Dalma cried. "What do you want
from me?" "You are the Star-Admiral's spy," Rydddlin
said. "You have mistaken me for someone else. I am a
simple Looorm." Dalma was squirming in Kurgan's grip, frightened
not only for her own life but that he would reveal the depths of her
treachery. "I know what you are. Through you I will get to
him. If I cannot kill him outright, then I will diminish his power, I
will make him suffer." Now she was truly terrified. "You are mistaken,
I tell you." Clearly, Olnnn Rydddlin wasn't listening. "He
is about to take my life away from me. He has ordered me to report to
Receiving Spirit tomorrow morning to undergo psychological tests. He
says this is the only way I will regain my command. But I know
better. Having gotten what he wants from me, he will throw me away. I
will check into the hospice, but I won't check out. I will be held
there against my will. No one wants to see me like this, let alone
the Star-Admiral." Her voice turned liquid, pleading. "I will go
to the regent, now, this moment. He is your ally; he fought to have
Mah'stra heal you over the Star-Admiral's objections." She
turned her head. "Kurgan Stogggul, quickly, take me to your
father." "If you try to take her anywhere," Olnnn
Rydddlin warned, "I swear to N'Luuura I will run you through
along with her." "Relax, Pack-Commander." Kurgan swung
Dalma around to face him. "I have no intention of letting her
leave this park alive." The blood drained from Dalma's face. "Kurgan
Stogggul, what are you saying?" He hit her then, a powerful blow to the face that
felled her. As she lay prone and stunned, he kicked aside her robe.
"But first youth must have its pleasures, eh, Looorm?" He fell upon her, already rampant."'Informers
must be rooted out and interdicted in the harshest manner possible as
a visible means of deterrence,'''" he quoted as he slapped
down her feeble attempts at defense. "The Khagggun counterinsurgency manual,"
Olnnn Rydddlin said. He appeared impressed. "She spied on me—reported back to the
Star-Admiral on my personal life." "No one can be trusted," Olnnn Rydddlin
said with a peculiar kind of sadness. "Least of all the Looorm
of powerful V'ornn." Dalma was weeping. She pleaded with him to no avail.
Finally, she said, "I have something you will find of value. If
I tell you, will you let me go?" Kurgan paused. "That depends," he said,
"on how valuable I find the information." "There is much I know about your father—" He laughed in her face. "What could you
possibly tell me? I know all there is to know about Wennn Stogggul." "You know he's controlled by Malistra?" "I have heard that, yes." Dalma licked her lips. "I have information that
concerns Malistra." He nodded. "That might fit the bill." She shook her head. "How do I know I can trust
you?" He seized her by the throat and squeezed until her
face was blue with blood. "Tell me now." Dalma, gasping and choking, nodded. He let go. She
took several jagged breaths. "Malistra lives on mesembrythem." "What the N'Luuura is that?" "It's some kind of sorcerous root." "So she's got a strange diet. She's a
sorceress, isn't she?" His fingers curled around her throat
again. "Wait! Wait! You don't understand. She needs
this root. Without it she cannot live." "Thank you," Kurgan said, and parted his
robes. "What are you doing? We had a deal!" "I never agreed to anything," he said.
"And if I did, I don't care. You're a Tuskugggun, a Looorm, a
spy." With a moan of despair, Dalma raked her nails down
his chest, drawing blood. He hit her hard enough to stun her,
but not hard enough to knock her out. He wanted her to be very much
aware of what he was doing to her. He used his rampant member like a
shock-sword, and she cried out. He wiped the smear of blood that had
appeared under her nose and tasted it. He grunted heavily. His
grunting became rhythmic, picking up speed and intensity. When he was finished, he stood up. She was weeping.
She tried to close her legs, but he kicked the insides of her thighs
until she relented. He backed away, his heaving chest sweat- and
blood-streaked. "Your turn," he said. The two V'ornn looked at one another for a moment.
There occurred an unexpected electric contact that encompassed, if
not trust precisely, then the acknowledgment of shared intent.
Rydddlin jammed the point of his shock-sword into the crushed marble.
He knelt awkwardly. Clearly, he was not yet used to the working of
his bare bones. Perhaps he never would be. He loosened his robes and
fell upon Dalma as if he had come upon an oasis in the Great Voorg.
The sound of animal grunting arose from the odd beast squirming
and thrusting upon the sharp white moonslit gravel. Then, with the abruptness of a furious storm
passing, it was over. Olnnn Rydddlin lay panting atop her, dizzy with
the aftermath of lust, his mind for the moment blank and uncaring. He
sensed a stirring beside him, like the motion of a bee or a
butterfly and he twisted his head to see Kurgan holding the
shock-sword he had thrust into the ground. With the Khagggun's quick
practiced motion, his dagger was out and at the ready, an undeniable
fury in his eyes. "You are the Star-Admiral's adjutant. He wants
to put me away. Where do you stand?" Grinning, Kurgan crouched, presenting the
shock-sword to him hilt first. Olnnn Rydddlin stifled his surprise as
he saw Kurgan's hand grasping the twin blades. He knew just how
much pain that caused him. Again that electric moment arced between
them. Something unspoken yet as alive as their breath. Sheathing his
dagger, Olnnn Rydddlin quickly took his shock-sword and buried it
between Dalma's breasts. Her eyes opened wide, she gave a tiny yelp,
and her torso arched up as it had when she was trying to throw him
off her. She began to thrash, disturbing the studied harmony of the
garden. Kurgan, reaching over, placed his hands over Olnnn Rydddlin's
on the shock-sword hilt, keeping it in place. Slowly, her
thrashing subsided. Her mouth opened, and a sound like the ticking of
a clock issued forth. Blood welled up around the wound, overrunning
her robe, staining the crushed marble black in the Lonon night.
Clumps of gravel filled her knotted fists. Momentarily sated, the two V'ornn lounged on a bench
in the center of the park. The night was once more serene. The leaves
of the ammonwood rustled, but they no longer spoke in tongues to
Dalma, whose corpse lay in front of them like an offering to some
dark god. Her body seemed in repose, belying the violence of her
death. Except for the blood, she might have been sleeping. The
bruises on her thighs continued to darken. "She was beautiful, wasn't she?"
Olnnn Rydddlin said. "And clever." Kurgan sat forward, his elbows on his knees. "Not
clever enough, it would seem." "Well, she was only a Tuskugggun, after all.
What are Tuskugggun, anyway, of what use are they, beyond the
temporary? No high-ranking Khagggun to my knowledge has ever married
one, except to procreate, to give him a son, an heir, to carry on the
line. They never see them, the wives, but the mistresses come and go
as they please through front door and back." "You envy them, your superiors." "Once, perhaps." Olnnn Rydddlin wiped
blood off the toe of his boot. "I hate them all now." "The heart of the beast rages inside you." Olnnn Rydddlin stared hard at Dalma, at nothing. "I suppose it isn't difficult to recognize in
others what is also inside yourself." Olnnn Rydddlin grunted. "I will say this for
you, you are not like any Bashkir I have ever encountered." "I am not Bashkir, though I was born into that
caste." Olnnn Rydddlin smirked. "You think yourself
Khagggun simply because your father forced the Star-Admiral to
make you his adjutant. It is an illusion, nothing more. You were born
Bashkir, and that is what you will always be." "The Sarakkon would take issue with that." Olnnn Rydddlin laughed. "You are something.
Sixteen years old, and you are telling me about the Sarakkon." "Are you familiar with them?" "Why would I be? No V'ornn is." "I need a drink," Kurgan said abruptly.
"What do you say?" He felt the need to assert himself. He
was tired of being dismissed because of his age. Olnnn Rydddlin's hands were clenching and
unclenching. "I have not been in a tavern in some time. I have
not been in society since—" He flexed his skeletal leg. "Neither have I. At least, not in the way you
mean." Kurgan stood. "All the more reason to prove to
ourselves that we can still fit in." Olnnn Rydddlin's head swiveled like an owl's. He was
young, though not nearly so young as Kurgan. "Do we want to fit
in?" Kurgan was pleased. Now they were on his home
ground. "Not exactly. But we want to give that impression
so that we can move within society without suspicion." Olnnn Rydddlin nodded, and on his bony leg rose.
"This I understand." Outside the ovoid ring of ammonwood trees, the city
glowed, still but for infrequent Khagggun patrols, the odd hoverpod
crossing just above the low rooftops. An inconsequential conversation
came to them from far away, borne by the wind and the emptiness of
the hour. The sharp angles of buildings lay in the streets, offering
up the secrets of the day, but the city itself seemed blinded by the
night. Behind them, the park continued to pulse with the act they had
committed, as if the taking of that life had caused an awful weight
to form, a black hole, a gravity well so that Kurgan had the
momentarily disorienting feeling that the wide boulevard on which
they set out was tilting backward toward the corpse which lay in its
own blood, a question mark, a promise, all the future ever was
or could be. He laughed, then, the sound ringing down the
boulevard, preceding them onto the Promenade. He had not meant to
walk so far—he had no idea of Olnnn Rydddlin's capacity for
exercise—but when at length they turned into the bright doorway
of Blood Tide, part of him understood that he needed to be on
his own turf in a tangible way. The Old V'ornn had taught him that
much: he would not cede control again. Not for anyone, not for any
reason. Not ever. The two V'ornn sat amid the detritus of the long
night—snoring Sarakkon, drunken Khagggun telling the same jokes
for the fifth time that evening, big Mesagggun nursing angry bruises
from the Kalllistotos. Of Rada there was no sign. No surprise there;
it was late enough for her to have retired to her bed. They drank fire-grade numaaadis from a bottle Kurgan
bade the bartender leave on the table. The tavern smelled of
blood and sweat and sweet fermented mead. Olnnn Rydddlin examined Kurgan with a critical eye.
"You are the Star-Admiral's adjutant yet you take a hand in the
murder of his premier spy." He grinned. "I understand
you now. You are an agent yourself. You violated her on orders
from your father." "You are wrong about that just like you were
wrong before. Becoming adjutant was my own idea; knowing my
father, he was probably against it. On the night of the coup, I went
to Kinnnus Morcha and made him a deal." "What kind of deal could you have made the
Star-Admiral?" Olnnn Rydddlin scoffed. "I gave him Annon Ashera." "Is that right?" "I had spied on Annon and his skcettta, Giyan.
I watched them escape the palace. I saw them steal a pair of
cthauros. I knew where they were going." As Olnnn Rydddlin looked at him with curiosity,
Kurgan got up from the table. He suddenly realized how hungry he was.
He went down the rear corridor to the kitchens, where he discovered
Courion taking a predawn meal. Nith Batoxxx was not around. "Eat with us," Courion said without
preamble. "This chowder is memorable. The cook uses only
deep-water snapper. Do you have any idea how difficult it is to net
those big fish? They fight like daemons." "I am with a new friend." Kurgan pulled up
a stool beside the Sar-akkon. "A special Khagggun." Courion grunted. "What an oxymoron! All
Khagggun are good for is to die on command." "You should come meet him." "As you can see, we are eating. Go back to your
drone-ish friend." "I am reluctant to leave you," Kurgan
said. "Anyway, there's a question I've been meaning to ask.
The other day, someone offered me some mesembrythem. Have you heard
of it?" "Of course. I sell laaga, why wouldn't I sell
mesembrythem?" "It's a drug?" Courion shrugged. "It's weird stuff. More like
a root with psychotro-pic properties." "Really? Perhaps I ought to try some." "Only if you have a death wish. It's very
strong, very potent. If you're not careful, it can rearrange your
brain for you. You won't like the results, trust me. You will grow to
enjoy inflicting pain." Kurgan held up his hands. "Consider me warned."
He rose, but when he was at the doorway Courion said, "Just out
of curiosity, what makes this drone-ish friend of yours so special?" "Sorcery," Kurgan said with a grin. "We will wager twenty you are blowing hot air." "Forty would be the least I would consider
taking from you." Courion put down his spoon and wiped his lips. "Do
you have seventy-five, or will we have to take it out of your hide?" Kurgan went back, put the requisite amount beside
the Sarakkon's bowl. Courion scooped up the coins, nodded, and rose. "Now
that our stomach is full we will see this'sorcerous' figment of
yours." Returning to the table with the Sarakkon, Kurgan saw
that in the short time he had been absent the level of numaaadis had
decreased considerably. As they approached, Olnnn Rydddlin looked up.
He seemed startled when Kurgan introduced them, even more so when
Courion sat down at their table. "Stogggul tells us that you are a sorcerous
thing," Courion said in his blunt Sarakkonian manner. Olnnn Rydddlin glared at him. Courion laughed. "Ready to run us through with
your shock-sword, Pack-Commander?" "I will, if you give me any more cause." Courion put his forearms on the table, lacing his
fingers. "We have heard that you Khagggun are a hot-blooded
lot." Olnnn Rydddlin tossed his head. "Ask Kurgan
here. He fancies himself Khagggun." "Stogggul has proved his mettle in the
Kalllistotos. Can you say the same?" Taking a quick sidelong
glance at Olnnn Rydddlin's skeletal leg, Courion put a pile of coins
in Kurgan's waiting palm. "Meeting your friend has proved
instructive," he said to Kurgan before walking out of the
tavern. "Did you make a bet with him?" Olnnn
Rydddlin asked. "It is useless to have a conversation with a
Sarakkon without wagering. It is the only way to gain their
respect." "A Sarakkon friendly with a V'ornn. If I had
not seen it myself, I would not have believed it." Kurgan placed some coins on the table. "What is that?" "Your half of the winnings. After all, it was
your leg we were betting on." Olnnn Rydddlin poured himself more numaaadis. "Give
it to the bartender," he said after he knocked off the liquor.
When Kurgan had returned with another bottle, he said, "So. Your
father did not order you to follow Dalma and do away with her
duplicitous self?" "That would have been awfully clever of him."
Kurgan seated himself close to Olnnn Rydddlin so they could speak in
hushed voices that would not carry. "Except for two things. He
never suspected her, and he and I do not have that kind of
relationship." Olnnn Rydddlin frowned. "Too bad. You could
have asked him to intercede on my behalf. I will not obey the
Star-Admiral's order that would have me incarcerated in Receiving
Spirit. I swear I will kill him first." Kurgan seized this opening in his predatory jaws.
"Why attempt such a risky endeavor when someone else can do it
for you?" Olnnn Rydddlin, who had just poured them both more
fire-grade numaaadis, lowered his glass. His dark, haunted eyes
seemed to dart this way and that as if of their own volition. Kurgan
wondered whether Kinnnus Morcha's assessment of him might be correct.
Maybe he was mad. Did it matter? Sooner or later, he believed,
everyone was driven mad by the chaos of life. Olnnn Rydddlin pursed his wet lips. "I assume
you have something to say, so say it." "What do you think the Sta"r-Admiral would
do if he was convinced the regent, discovering that Dalma was a spy,
had killed her?" Olnnn Rydddlin paused before answering. It was clear
he was taking this discussion more seriously than he would have an
hour ago. "Kinnnus Morcha is Khagggun. He would retaliate
in kind. But he would have to have evidence." "Then we will give him evidence." Kurgan
produced a blood-spattered box from beneath his robes. In it was a
piece of V'ornn jewelry. "Is this supposed to mean something to me?"
Olnnn Rydddlin said when he saw it, "Dalma was in the park to meet with the
regent." "I know. I saw them together." "Did you see him give this to her?" "No." "Well, he did." Kurgan put his hand over
the bracelet. "Did you see him murder her?" Olnnn Rydddlin gave him a querulous look. "Well, he did. At least, that is what I will
tell the Star-Admiral. And this bit of jewelry will be all the proof
he needs." Olnnn Rydddlin shook his head. "The bracelet is
nothing. They are allies." "It is everything to a Khagggun who hates,
mistrusts and, most importantly, fears his ally. It is
everything to a Khagggun who is so paranoid that he will want to
believe the first shred of evidence." "You are not Khagggun. You underestimate the
Star-Admiral's intelligence." "Intelligence does not enter into this
equation. Kinnnus Morcha loved Dalma; he told me as much himself. He
will be quick to condemn my father because it will confirm his own
suspicions about him. It is true I am not Khagggun. Nevertheless, I
have come to know a great deal about them. Khagggun fancy themselves
strategists. They love nothing better than to be proved right, isn't
that so?" "Yes," Olnnn Rydddlin said after a very
great time. "So, you see, the quality of the
evidence, or even the quantity is of no consequence.
Providing the perception of guilt is all that is required of
us. The Star-Admiral will believe what he wants to believe—that
the regent is his enemy." Olnnn Rydddlin drank his numaaadis in a kind of
brooding silence. It was impossible to read his expression. "You
are serious." "Deadly serious. You want the Star-Admiral
dead, and I want the same for my father. I shall pit them, one
against the other. Let those who lust after power most deeply fall
upon their prey like carrion-creatures and rend each other limb from
limb. The beauty of the plan moves me. With my father dead I assume
the regency. Then I appoint you to the rank of Star-Admiral. You see?
It's simple. I take my father's place, and you take Kinnnus
Morcha's." Olnnn Rydddlin sat back as if stung. His eyes
narrowed. "You're mad. We would never succeed." "Who will stop us?" "The Gyrgon, for one. They make the rules we
live by." "First, the rules say that I must succeed my
father upon his death." "The Gyrgon would surely balk—" "The Comradeship is fracturing from within." Olnnn Rydddlin's eyes widened. "How can you
know such a thing?" "Listen." Kurgan leaned forward, lowering
his voice even more. "I am allied with a Gyrgon by the name of
Nith Batoxxx. He needs me because he has an enemy within the
Comradeship who has also allied himself with others." "This is astounding, unprecedented." "My point precisely," Kurgan said. "Now
is the time. We use the Gyrgon power struggle to our own advantage.
If we do it now, do it right, we will be installed before anyone
knows it. And once there, we move to squelch any form of resistance.
What do you say?" Olnnn Rydddlin stirred, reaching down to rub his
skeletal leg. There was a sound that came from this, like locusts
screaming. "When I was little," he said in a strange tone
of voice, "I wanted to be my father. He was a great V'ornn. He
achieved great status; he was a venerated Wing- General in his day. I became instead a
Pack-Commander. I settled, and now I am nothing." Kurgan was not a V'ornn to tell truths. But he
recognized this night, this moment, this Khagggun as singular, and he
made an exception. "What I want more than anything," he
said, "is to bring down the Gyr-gon." Now that he had
discovered the Old V'ornn's real identity, he had been seething with
rage. The Old V'ornn had been his mentor, his spiritual guide, the
one V'ornn he had come to trust and rely on. And it had all been a
lie. Nith Batoxxx had targeted him as a child, had seduced him, using
him for his own mysterious purposes. Now Kurgan had nothing but
hatred in his heart for Gyrgon. Nith Batoxxx had done to him what
Gyrgon did to all V'ornn: controlled him as if he were a marionette,
pulling strings whenever it suited him, using him to do his
incomprehensible bidding. "That's all?" Olnnn Rydddlin laughed. "And
how do you propose to do that?" "First, as I already told you, the Comradeship
is splintering. For the first time in V'ornn memory, the Gyrgon are
vulnerable. How to attack them? The Gyrgon use fear to impose their
will on us. What could be more effective than turning their own
technique against them? As I see it, my task is straightforward
enough, though not, I admit, without considerable risk: first,
discover what the Gyrgon fear; second, gain control of it;
third, use it against them." "You will die in the attempt." Despite his words, Kurgan could see that the
Khagggun was impressed. "It cannot happen overnight. Like all
subversion, it takes clever undermining. Nothing will show on
the surface for a long time, and then, of a sudden, the undermining
will deliver the desired results—a landslide, taking all
with it!" Olnnn Rydddlin laughed again. "Well, they can
only kill us once, eh?" "You're with me, then?" "You will have to save me from getting thrown
into Receiving Spirit." "Done!" Kurgan cried. "How will you do it?" Olnnn Rydddlin
asked. A sly smile broke across Kurgan's face. "You
leave that to me. Now we shall swear seigggon to seal our pact!" When the blood oath had been sworn, Olnnn Rydddlin
inverted the empty bottle and called for another. When it was set
down on the table, he quickly filled their glasses. "Better to
be dead than to be marginalized, I always say." They raised
their glasses, clinking rims. "Death to everything," Olnnn Rydddlin
said. "Everything except power," Kurgan said. They drank to that, deep and long, and then to
further slake their thirst, put their heads together and talked of
many things. Outside, the sky lightened, birds skimmed across the
water, fishing boats ran from their slips into a following wind,
sails full out, nets stretched across their decks, prows directed
toward clouds of seabirds circling above unsuspecting schools offish.
Through the hours of daybreak, they spoke in hushed tones, knocking
off another bottle of numaaadis, eating their meal in fitful bursts
like machines of destruction fueling themselves before the call to
battle. Perfume “I like you in this guise,” Malistra
said. "You have the appearance of an old, worn boot, something
no one would look at twice." The Old V'ornn produced the special
smile reserved only for her. "When you reach my age you develop
a reverence for ancient surfaces. They remind you of the
impetuousness, the fallibility of youth." "I am hardly old." she cried in mock
alarm. The Old V'ornn laughed and, taking her by the arm,
led her out into his garden, where they could be enchanted by the
purling of the pool, the songs of the birds, smell the perfume of the
flowers. Light fell from the white sky, glaring off the walkways. But
once they passed beneath the trees overhanging the pool, the dark
water predominated. "Not all youth is flatulent with ego, my
dear." His weathered arm snaked around her slender waist. She
kissed him with great tenderness on his leathery cheek. They sat side
by side on a bench with thick basalt legs and a carved onyx seat. The
black water of the pool was at their feet. In the deep shade beneath
the trees, Malistra's face seemed suddenly pale and timeworn. Spry as
a youngster, the Old V'ornn stooped, picking up the
chased-silver chalice that sat by the edge of the pool, filled it
with water. He offered it to her. Her hand shook a little as she
brought it to her mouth. The Old V'ornn frowned. "You are waiting too
long." He watched her greedily gulping the water. "I have
warned you against that." "There is too much to do." She wiped her
lips with the back of her hand. "There has been unexpectedly
vigorous opposition." "From Giyan, yes." His black lips curled
into a smile. "That will be seen to." "In the meantime she has sufficient power and
skill to make a great deal of mischief. She has blocked all my prying
spells. Luckily, I did not underestimate her. I am tracking her
through another means."
"Excellent." "Still, I cannot'see' who the Dar Sala-at is or
where he is." He waved a hand through the perfumed air. "It
is of no lasting import. We know where the Dar Sala-at will
be." "The Ring of Five Dragons." "Yes. The Dar Sala-at is drawn to it like a
compass to true north." Malistra was watching her hand tremble. "I need
more." "You cannot have more. An overdose will kill
you. As I have explained often, there is a thin line between
maintenance and disintegration." "But it is no longer maintaining me!" she
cried. "Look!" She held her trembling hand in front of his
face. The Old V'ornn took her hand between his, stroking,
soothing her. "You are overusing the Kyofu I taught you, that's
all." "I don't know, I don't know." She laid her
head against his shoulder. "Calm yourself, my dear. I am distressed to see
you so agitated." "I will be better in a moment." She
produced a drawstring bag spun of finest gold thread. From it, she
pulled a white root veined as the inside of her arm or his temple.
She put it into her mouth and bit down, grimacing at the bitter
taste. "How much of the mesembrythem are you taking
now?" he asked quietly. She shook her head, shuddering a little. "My dear, you must be ever so careful.
Mesembrythem has the potential to permanently disrupt the
synaptic activity of your brain." She swallowed, pulling into herself, gathering her
energies so that the root could restore her. "I am well aware of
what it can do. I have seen the effects with my own eyes, remember?" The Old V'ornn did remember, though he did not care
to. "That will not happen to you, my dear. I promise to keep you
safe." "You have watched over me. You have provided
for me. I have done everything you have asked of me." "Everything and more," the Old V'ornn
said. "You have made me proud." "Our most difficult work is still ahead of us."
She was regaining a good measure of her enormous inner strength. "The
events set in motion when you gave me the Ring of Five Dragons
is about to reach its climactic moment." "Yes," the Old V'ornn said. "We have
used it as bait to lure the Dar Sala-at out of hiding. The Ring will
draw the Dar Sala-at to it, and when his identity is revealed to us,
the trap Will be sprung. We will have him; we will lock him away in
the sorcerous prison of the Abyss." He rubbed his veiny hands together. "With the
Dar Sala-at out of the way we can proceed unimpeded with the rest of
our plan." A silence ensued in which the birds and insects
interjected the geometry of their daily lives. It was difficult
to believe that beyond the high garden walls, draped with flowering
vines, sprawled the cacophony of the city, gigantic engine of a
million parts, humming and wheezing, shouting and gesticulating,
singing, laughing, bargaining, cajoling, imploring, ordering—the
dominant and the submissive, the polyglot marketplace. Here,
there was the space of ancient life, a demarcation, clear as a line
of latitude on a map, between this garden and the outer world.
Malistra rearranged her robe. "There is Wennn Stogggul to
consider." The Old V'ornn yawned deeply. "What about him?" "He is counting on my sorcery to retrieve the
Ring of Five Dragons."
"Well, of course it cannot." "That is just the problem. If I "fail, I
will lose power in his eyes." The Old V'ornn smiled. The
trickster in him was tickled. "Then we shall give him a ring to
fit precisely his ambition." He held out his palm, cupping it.
The long-nailed fingers waved in the air like sea anemones, closing
together until they touched. As they did so, the air just above their
tips shimmered, grew dense and dark. A ring of carved red jade
appeared. It looked just like the Ring of Five Dragons, except for
the tiny thorn protruding from the inside circumference. "He will try to use it," Malistra said as
she plucked it from its perch. "Of course he will." The Old
V'ornn's smile deepened. It was an awesome thing, this smile, like
the growl of a perwillon. It would have frightened even Kurgan. "He
will want to use it against his enemies. We will be prepared for him
to do precisely that. This ring is hollow. When he puts it on, the
thorn will prick him and his blood will fill the ring. Then he will
have sorcery enough." He began to chuckle. "He is a cor-headed V'ornn. The potions you
mixed into the candles burning in his suite must have a potent
perfume." "Perfume is what he responds to," she
said. "I knew it from the moment he first met me. He
scented the musk I gave off, and he was mine. "It must be interesting to have such sexual
imperatives." "It makes you weak," she observed with
some contempt. The Old V'ornn seemed lost in thought. He rose without
a word and stood, staring down into the utter lightlessness of the
pool. Midges danced just above its glassy surface. She had become
used to his strange mood shifts, deep silences, sudden
pronouncements. All at once, he passed a hand across the water. The
rippling ceased for an instant, then started up again. He inclined
his copper-colored head. "Remember, Malistra: we are all actors
upon a stage. The trick is in knowing when to enter and when to
exit." Who is this female who is looking for me with an
opal?" Riane asked. "All in good time," Thigpen said. "First,
I must tell you about the opals." They rode swift cthauros Riane had procured for them
in the mountain hamlet of Outer Market. The Rappa were still in
hiding, so Riane had to go into Outer Market alone. Walking the
packed-dirt streets, she had felt self-conscious and terribly guilty.
Thigpen had fashioned for her an exquisite robe out of the turquoise
material of Mother's clothes. At first, she had refused to put it on,
but at Thigpen's insistence, had finally relented. "The Dar
Sala-at must wear Mother's mantle," Thigpen said in that
tone of voice that brooked no argument. Through dense Marre pine forests and towering
ammonwood copses, across the ripening fields of Lonon, along rocky
wind-scoured ridges, down grassy dells they sped. Riane had taken the
lead. Guided by the emanations of the opal, they were
heading almost due south, more or less on a direct line to Axis Tyr.
The opal directed Riane to come to Middle Seat, a small backwater of
a village fifty-five kilometers northwest of the city. "Firstly, opals are exceedingly rare,"
Thigpen said, settling into her expository mode. "They are older
than Time. Some believe that they are actually small shards of The
Pearl, the lees, if you will, left over from the moment of The
Pearl's creation." "Do you believe that?" Riane asked. "As proof, they point out that all opals
contain inclusions, imperfections that caused them to be
discarded at the moment of the Creation." "Yes, but what do you believe?" Thigpen frowned. She was an odd sight, anyway, her
small furry rotund body lying athwart the cthauros muscular back. The
cthauros did not appear to mind. In fact, with Thigpen's face
alongside his, he seemed to listen to her as intently as Riane did.
"I believe in the possibility of all things," Thigpen
said in a definitive tone. "I also believe that you—Kundalan,
V'ornn, whatever—have a fundamental need to have the Cosmos
explained." "Don't you?" "I am curious about other, smaller matters—how
fragile trust is, forming like a pearl in a muodd shell; how enmity
brews over time, strengthening like tea steeping; how love overtakes
you, dissolving the callus from a guarded heart. I am content to let
the Cosmos confound other minds." "What are the opals used for?" "In the right hands, they find things.
Important things. Like you, for instance." "But why would I need an opal? I can use the
Spell of Forever." "That particular spell allows you to'see' not
to find. The two are separate and distinct." "So if I had an opal, I could look into it and
find things." "Lost things, yes." "Like Giyan. Or Eleana." The cthauros began another steep descent down a
shale-strewn switchback. They were still within the heart of the
Djenn Marre, but the highest peaks shouldered asicfe the sky along
the northern horizon at their backs. The sun was very strong, but a
cboling wind wicked the sweat off them, and in the shade there was a
distinct chill, pockets of air, denser than the rest, left over from
the night. High overhead, a brace of brown-and-white stone-falcons
circled lazily, using the ther-mals as springboards to begin swooping
dives. Bees hummed merrily in the hottest patches of sunlight,
dancing from flower to flower. Gim-nopedes flickered through shadow
and sunlight, darting behind trees as if pursued by predators. "It would not be such a good thing, I think,
for you to find Eleana." "It does not matter what you or anyone else
says, I will never stop loving her." "She loved Annon," Thigpen pointed out.
"You are Riane now. You are the Dar Sala-at." "What I am," Riane said, "survives."
She shook her head. "Annon is still inside me, as is Riane. We
both exist, one inside the other, like a set of nesting boxes. It is
often exceedingly confusing, I admit. Sometimes I still do not
know whether I am Kundalan or V'omn, whether I am male or female." "You are both; you are neither," Thigpen
said. "You are Other, something new that is still
evolving." The switchback ended abruptly. At its terminus, they
splashed through a shallow stream, the cthauros' hooves shattering
the flaked shale of the bed. On the other side, a cleared, flattish
expanse, dense and hot with glittering sunlight. Boulders throbbed
with radiant heat. Within an hour, they came to the end of the
flatlands, entering another fallaway, this one even steeper than
the last. Riane sat back on the cthauros as they descended single
file. Beside them was a small cascade, tinkling and twinkling over
moss-covered rocks, sending bursts of fine spray onto ladylace fern. "I have been thinking about what you said
regarding love," Riane called back to Thigpen. "Time cannot
change love, neither can a different body. I am who I am,
Thigpen. In this life or any other. What robe I am forced to wear is
irrelevant." "And what of Eleana? She knew you as a V'ornn
male. Assuming you see her again, what do you imagine her reaction
will be when she sees a Kundalan female? Do you think she will
recognize you? Do you think she will even believe you when you tell
her the truth?" "Eleana is someone who recognizes the truth
when she hears it," Riane said. "I cannot say what she will
think when we meet again—as I am sure we will! But I can tell
you this. What we are comes from inside us. If she had somehow been
changed into a V'ornn, I would recognize her. I would still see what
I first saw in her. I would still love her." "But are we not inextricably bound up in what
we look like? Did you not mistake me for an animal because of my paws
and tail?" "I made a snap judgment without thinking. It
was a knee-jerk response." "A typically V'ornn response." "I will never make that mistake again." "So you admit it. You are not the same male
V'ornn who—" "Now you put words in my mouth, Thigpen! I have
changed. All thinking self-aware creatures change, it seems to me. It
is part of our genetic makeup, what sets us apart from the beasts. A
cor is born a cor and dies a cor. That is their nature. It
is not ours." "I can see that philosophy is one of your
strong suits," Thigpen called back happily. "All the better
for me. It has been centuries since I have been treated to such a
debate!" Gradually, their shadows lengthened as the afternoon
burned itself out. Colors that had flared midday now descended into
deeper, more subdued hues as the heated glaze of the afternoon gave
way to the cooler tones of twilight. Above their heads, clouds were
still incandescent, but toward the horizon the day was already
muffled in the hem of night's cloak. The cthauros needed their rest, their food and
water, so the pair looked for a protected glade at which to make
camp. They found one within the hour, at the northern fringes of an
Atlas cedar forest. The stream fed by the cascade that had been their
afternoon companion meandered nearby through the woods. While the
mounts lowered their heads, drinking and cropping wrygrass, Thigpen
and Riane brushed them down, then foraged for wood and edible roots,
mushrooms, and ferns. Though Thigpen cooked a delicious stew, Riane had no
appetite. Her heart ached for Mother. She wished only to turn back
time, to have another chance, to change the path fate had dictated
for her. As if sensing her distress, Thigpen put aside the food and
crept closer to her. "Black thoughts unspoken have a nasty habit of
multiplying," she said softly. "I don't want to talk about it." "All right." Riane turned on her, flaring. "How can you be
so calm?" "Little dumpling—" "What's the matter with you?" Don't you
ever get angry?" "What would be the point?" "The point?" Riane shouted. "How can
I even talk to you when you say something so stupid!" Thigpen put her paw on Riane's shoulder. "Listen
to me, you must find a way to forgive yourself." Riane stood, walking a little bit away, staring into
her V'ornn heart, seeing a bloody vengeance she could not have. Later, in the stillness of early evening, they sat
around the fire. Riane had been silent a long time. Thigpen tended
the fire with a long stick, giving Riane the occasional sidelong
glance. "It's odd," Riane said at length, "but
in this the Kundalan part of me agrees with the V'ornn. I want my
kilo of flesh." Thigpen put the stick down, came and sat by her
side. "I absolutely understand the pain you feel now, but know
that it has its good side, too." "How can you say that?" "Because I have a little more experience than
you do, little dumpling." She put her paw up to her mouth.
"I suppose that, warrior that you are, I should not call you
that anymore." Riane smiled a little. "Tell me how anything I
am feeling now can be good." "This pain will make you steadfast,"
Thigpen said. "You will know the difference between Good and
Evil even when those around you may be fooled, because Good and Evil
come in many guises, and at the beginning are often difficult to tell
apart." Riane's hands curled into fists. "I want my
revenge for what was done to her—and to me." "That is the V'ornn side of you speaking." Riane stared thoughtfully into the flickering
firelight. Thigpen settled herself more comfortably. "As a
Kundalan, consider what the V'ornn have done to your people. It is
simple. Vastly cruel, in fact, in its simplicity. They have replaced
your faith with hardship, knowing full well that with hardship comes
a narrower focus. The world is reduced to the need to survive. And
what is undermined then is your belief in Müna, the faith that
nourished and sustained you and all who came before you. This the
V'ornn have taken from you, it is gone, and you are changed,
diminished, sundered, directionless. "But the V'ornn have stripped you of something
even more vital. In the old days, before the coming of the V'ornn,
when you spilled blood it was to make sacrifice to Müna. It was
a clean death, a purposeful death, a necessary death that you
invoked, and therefore innocent. "Why do you think the Old Tongue was abandoned
by the Kundalan at large? Even the Ramahan use it only sparingly, in
ritual and in prayer, never for idle conversation. It is too
powerful. When everything is in equilibrium the language is, by
default, direct. Those who would seek to alter the past in order to
control the future must do so in another tongue, one that is
ambiguous, malleable, open to interpretation. Deceit is ever so
difficult when using the Old Tongue." Riane looked away for some time, watching night
steal over the mountains, smother the valleys, make mysterious the
fragrant forest. At last, she nodded. "I will try to forgive
myself, Thigpen. I will try my best." The creature squeezed her knee briefly. Riane's gaze returned to the encampment. There was a
nest of gim-nopedes high up in the cedars. The birds' soft cooing
made of the place a tiny village in the wilderness. The fire snapped
and sparked, the ce-darwood logs releasing their rich perfume. The
horizon lay quietly sleeping against the stars. "Will you tell
me who we are going to meet at Middle Seat?" "It is the female sorceress who will protect
you, who will steadfastly stand by your side. This is her calling. It
is bred in the bone."
"Can she help me get to the Ring of Five
Dragons in time?"
"Like me, she will get you there or die
trying." "Will she help me find The Pearl?" "This, too, is her calling." "Tell me about The Pearl, Thigpen. Why is it so
important?" The creature was curled into a ball, eyes reflecting
the flames. "There are many reasons, depending on whom you ask.
The origin of the Kun-dalan is lost in the mists of Time. I do not
think this is a good thing. I have found that if you do not know
where you came from, you cannot determine where you are going." "Are you saying The Pearl contains the origins
of the Kundalan?" "I do not know. But I surmise this is so. As I
told you, the Kundalan are a lost race—they have been lost for
a long time." Riane thought of Bartta and the other Ramahan. The
torture and murder of Leyna Astar; her own torture. She thought of
the arrogant konara, the spoiled acolytes, how poorly they were being
taught. She thought of the rewriting of Sacred Scripture, the
distortions of Müna's holy words, the outright lies being
promulgated in Her name, not the least of which was Bartta's
contention that the Great Goddess had passed beyond to another realm,
abandoning her children without hope. She knew everything Thigpen
said was true. She stared into the fire, her gaze going out of
focus. "This is the Dar Sala-at's true purpose, isn't it? To
return to the Kundalan their spiritual birthright." "Your true purpose." They met at K., an old Kundalan cafe on the
Boulevard of Crooked Dreams. It had painted plaster walls and a
marble floor and small round porphyry tables protected from sun,
rain, and wind by a bright crimson awning. The polished heartwood
chairs were dark with oil, the scars down their legs proof of long
and dedicated service. White-robed waiters wended their way through
the thick field of patrons, trademark oval copper trays held high
over their heads. In the market directly across the boulevard were
arrayed bins of red, orange, yellow, and black spices. The air was
perfumed with their sharp scents and the hard bargaining between
patrons and clerks. Kurgan found Olnnn Rydddlin already ensconced at a
sidewalk table, sipping thick, honeyed tea. He did not smile when he
spotted Kurgan or when he sat down opposite him. "It is early in the day for you to be so fully
armed," Kurgan observed. "I imagine the Star-Admiral's Khagggun will be
out looking for me any moment now." "So. You do not trust me. We swore the
seigggon." Olnnn Rydddlin pursed his lips. The early-morning
light, flaming through the woven crimson fabric overhead, struck his
face at an oblique angle, making it appear as if he was wearing a
battle helm. "I have yet to find the full measure of you." Kurgan smiled as he ordered breakfast from a passing
waiter. "You are still alive and free, aren't you?" "For the time being. I like the way you talk. I
have yet to see you act." "Spoken like a true paranoid Khagggun" The street sweepers had hosed down the wide
boulevard, choked now with traffic of every manner and description.
An itinerant musician unwound an ancient Kundalan melody from the
brass bell of his horn, counterpoint to the clip-clop of the black
water buttren harnessed in tandem to passing drays. Spice dust hung
in the air like early-morning mist. A brief argument erupted from the
depths of the spice market. Kurgan's breakfast came—braided wrybread,
golden cor cheese, and fragrant hot chocolate. He busied himself with
the food. Olnnn Rydddlin was fidgeting. "This waiting is
killing me." "Relax. This wrybread is particularly
delicious, don't you think?" "Who knows? These days I have no appetite." Out of the corner of his eye he saw a knot of
Khagggun—members of the Star-Admiral's own wing judging by the
crimson-and-gold braid on their uniforms—roughly shoulder their
way through the milling throng in the market. He smiled at Olnnn
Rydddlin and put a piece of cheese between his teeth. "On the
other hand, perhaps you were right to be anxious." Olnnn Rydddlin sprang up as the Star-Admiral's
Khagggun spotted him. His chair fell over with a bang, he drew his
shock-sword. "You were supposed to help me," he
growled. "N'Luuura take it, that's what I get for putting my
trust in a Bashkir—a fifteen-year-old at that." The Khagggun were at the edge of the spice market,
trying to make their way across the packed boulevard. Olnnn Rydddlin
thumbed on his shock-sword. He glanced at Kurgan, who continued to
calmly eat his breakfast. "I ought to kill you first, before I
wade into them." He turned at a sudden commotion. The boulevard was
being quickly and efficiently cleared, but it wasn't by the
Star-Admiral's Khagggun. Olnnn Rydddlin's jaw dropped open.
Wing-General Nefff, leading an entire pack of the regent's
Haaar-kyut, strode down the deserted center of the boulevard. He was
dressed in full battle armor, as was the pack he commanded. Four of
his Haaar-kyut took up station on either side of the cafe where Olnnn
Rydddlin stood, while others formed a line in front of it. "We have orders from Star-Admiral Kinnnus
Morcha himself to detain Olnnn Rydddlin and bring him to the hospice
Receiving Spirit," the First-Captain of the Star-Admiral's
Khagggun barked. "What is the meaning of this unauthorized
interference?" "Olnnn Rydddlin is under the personal
protection of Regent Wennn Stogggul," Wing-General Nefff said
formally. "I have heard of no such occurrence." "You have now." Nefff presented the
First-Captain with a data-decagon within which floated the hologram
of the official seal of the regent of Kundala. "I will have to have this authenticated,”
the First-Captain said in a waspish voice. "You do that," Nefff said. "In the
meantime, kindly clear out of here." Watching the Star-Admiral's Khagggun depart, Olnnn
Rydddlin threw his head back and laughed, clapping Kurgan on the
back. "It is good to know who youf friends are."
His eyes were bright and febrile. "Almost as good as having the
power bf command, eh?" "That was a quick turnaround," Kurgan said
calmly. Olnnn Rydddlin did not seem to be paying attention.
"I should go after that First-Cap tain, stick my shock-sword
between his ribs, and twist until the blood flies!" Wing-General Nefff entered the cafe. He addressed
Olnnn Rydddlin briefly "You are safe now, Pack-Commander. Rest
easy." Then he turned to Kurgan. "Your father sends his
compliments, young sir. As you predicted, he is enjoying
immensely exerting his power over the Star-Admiral. You have the
regent's thanks for the timely information that made his pleasure
possible. Mine as well." He hesitated for a moment, regarding
Olnnn Rydddlin again. "I just want you to know, Pack-Commander,
that all of us in the regent's wing appreciate the sacrifice you've
made." He saluted. Stunned and gratified to his very soul, Olnnn
Rydddlin returned the gesture. As Nefff did a smart military
about-face, he sheathed his shock-sword and sat back down at the
table. "I swear I will never doubt you again, Kurgan." He
shook his head, stretched expansively, and grinned. "You know,
all of a sudden, I'm famished." The traffic on the Boulevard of Dreams had
recommenced in full force. The voices of the spice-masters rose and
fell, the itinerant musician's melody spiraled outward from his
horn. V'ornn children, laughing, ran in and out of the crowds,
hiding behind robes and carts, playing with toy swords. Once I Was The Lady Giyan waited for her child—the Dar
Sala-at—in Middle Seat. It was a brutally hot day, not a cloud
in the whitish sky, Kundala's five moons a pale and ghostly presence
across the firmament. They were, in this time approaching the
ides, in various phases from crescent to full, reminding all who
glanced at them of the ages of life, from birth to death. This was
the message of Lonon, the lesson of humility, lost now, as so many
other holy messages had been lost in the skirmishes for power,
control, the ultimate destiny of the Kundalan. For once, Giyan's traveling cloak was a nuisance,
thick as it was to keep out the dust and wind and chill of long
journeys. She was sweating inside it, but whether from the heat of
the day or from raw nerves she could not tell. Middle Seat was a small village, dry dusty and dull,
sitting atop a flat-topped knoll, commanding stellar views into the
valleys on either side. To the west was the verdant geometry of
clemett orchards, the pink fruit just beginning to ripen. To the east
ran the gorge through which the Chuun River flowed south past Axis
Tyr, spilling eventually into the Sea of Blood. In the old days,
before the coming of the V'ornn, before even the eldest of the
present generation of Kundalan had been born, the village had been
larger, and important. It was here that a secular government had been
formed, if only briefly. It ruled the northern continent for
close to fifty years before the Ramahan, reinvigorated by Müna,
asserted itself, regaining control of the hearts and minds of the
populace. How times had changed, Giyan thought as she strolled
the narrow cobbled streets around the central plaza. From the days of
its brief blaze of glory, Middle Seat had fallen into gloom and
disrepair, forgotten by all but a nominal outpost of Khagggun who,
bored by their lowly tour of duty, had similarly fallen into state of
manic-depression. In between erratic bouts of terrorizing the
citizenry they passed into drunken stupors. At neither end of
the pendulum swing did they appear in the least interested in anyone
or anything. That, of course, made them far more dangerous than their
more disciplined and predictable brethren elsewhere. Giyan, made aware of these Kliagggun even before she
and her party had set foot in the village, took great pains to avoid
them when she saw them. She had left Rekkk and Eleana at a ramshackle
travelers roadhouse on the outskirts of the village, whose
loose-tongued proprietor had been only too happy to provide her
with bits of local gossip. She told them that her initial contact
with the Dar Sala-at needed to be private, which was true as far as
it went. She had no intention of telling them of her personal reasons
for wanting to meet with Riane alone. Their trek had been dispiriting and terrifying. They
had come upon a dozen open mass graves in which Eleana had recognized
many of her resistance comrades, brutally slaughtered. What they
could not voice to one another they nevertheless all wondered: Was
anyone left to defy the V'ornn? Giyan shook off these dire thoughts. Osoru told her
that her child was close. She had deployed psychic markers, much as
Riane had done by pure instinct in the spherical Kell while she had
quickly read as much of The Book of Recantation as she could
before Bartta tracked her down. Giyan's markers were, of course, more
complex and subtle. She could tell, for instance, precisely how far
Riane was from where she watched and waited in the shadows of a dusty
sysal tree. Not a breath of air stirred the leaf-laden branches
overhead. The green onyx fountain in the center of the plaza
glittered, wavering like a mirage in the heat haze. Water leaked from
a crack down one side. Her gaze took in everything at once—the
sun-baked facade surrounding the plaza, the sleepy-eyed vendors
indifferently hawking day-old prepared food, the children playing
where the water dribbled out of the crack in the fountain, the old
and infirm seer on his plinth, intoning his singsong come-on in a
rheumy voice, Druuge from the Great Voorg, their striped beaded robes
swaying hypnotically, the bottom halves of their faces covered
in script-drenched white muslin, crossing diagonally in their slow
methodical rhythmic pace. It was a highly unusual occurrence to see
these nomads. Even in the Great Voorg they were rarely seen,
preferring to keep to themselves, trading sporadically with the
Sarakkon who made the long pilgrimage from Harborside in Axis Tyr to
the enormous desert in the far eastern quadrant of the
continent. Stories made the rounds of a sighting in this small hamlet
or that, but as to the veracity of these tales no one could attest. Certainly, their presence had never been recorded in
Axis Tyr or any other large city. Giyan had heard of them in her
later studies at the abbey, where a heretical but persistent theory
venerated them as a long-lost faction of Ramahan. At any other time, this sighting would have excited
Giyan; now she paid them no mind. She was busy wondering how she
should prepare herself, then quickly decided that there was simply no
way to prepare herself to see her child in the form he was now in. It
was not seeing Annon in a Kundalan body that concerned her—after
all, he had already been half-Kundalan, though of course no one
knew that save Eleusis and herself. The question that haunted and
terrified her was how would he react? Would he understand what she
had done to save him from Wennn Stogggul? What if he felt that she
had abandoned him? She knew she was getting herself worked up,
frightening herself as a kind of protection against the worst-case
scenario. But in truth she did not know what she dreaded most from
Riane—being forgotten or being hated. Her child—the Dar Sala-at—was close now,
just streets away. All at once, her knees grew weak and sweat rolled
into her eyes. She felt a sudden burst of panic, like a gimnopede
fluttering in her heart. Tears clouded her eyes, stung her cheeks.
Müna protect him always, she thought. And then, emerging from the shadows across the
sun-drenched plaza, she saw Riane. The girl was dressed in dusty
turquoise robes—the color only Mother or the Dar Sala-at could
wear. She held the reins to a pair of cthauros in one hand. In the
crook of the other arm she cradled something small and furry. Giyan
recognized her instantly, although as the girl began to make her
way into the plaza, she observed many differences. For one thing,
Riane had grown. For another, her skin was sun- and wind-burned, rich
color replacing the waxen pallor that had gripped her back at
Bartta's house in Stone Border. She had been gravely ill, then, just
before the Nanthera. Now as she strode through the sunlight, Giyan
could see how strong and muscular her legs had become. And that
gait—yes, it definitely had Annon's confident swagger. On
the other hand, she seemed thin, almost painfully so, and there were
bruises about her, not so much the kind you could see with your eyes,
but the kind Giyan could feel with her Gift, deep places, skinned
raw, bleeding pain and guilt and remorse. Too much for someone so
youngJ Whispering a silent prayer to Müna, Giyan went
to meet her, but just then she saw three of the local Khagggun burst
into the plaza from a side street. They took one look at Riane—young
female Kundalan, a beautiful stranger—and made an immediate
beeline toward her. Giyan froze. The children, catching sight of the advancing
Khagggun, ceased their playing and ran, as it happened, right into
the nomads. The Khagggun surrounded Riane. The nomads continued
bisecting the plaza at their glacial pace, their ropey sun-baked
hands turning the children like wet clay on a wheel, deflecting them
in another direction. Giyan, like a tortoise, pulled her head deeper
into the hood of her cloak and moved toward the group, walking at a
natural gait so as not to catch their attention. They were drunk, these stupid sloe-eyed Khagggun.
Horny and drunk and deadly. They wanted what they wanted and, being
V'ornn, they were going to get it. They touched Riane, laughing as
they poked at the creature curled in the crook of her arm. They began
to make lewd gestures. They grabbed at the edge of her traveling
cloak, drawing it back, baring her long powerful sun-browned legs. Giyan, walking toward them, prepared to cast a
spell. It was not something she cared to do, not here in such a
public place, not at the moment the Dar Sala-at was in plain view.
What choice did she have? She would do whatever she could to protect
Riane. But as she summoned Osoru, her hands commenced to burn.
This had happened twice before, most recently last night when she had
been dragged out of sleep. The pain had been so severe that she had
had to bite her lip in order to keep from screaming. She had lain
awake until dawn, terrified that the unbearable pain would
return. Then, as now, her hands throbbed, felt swollen to three times
their size, as if they had been turned inside out, as if every nerve
was raw, exposed. But now the agony flared up her forearms into her
shoulders. When it converged in her chest, she sank to her knees, her
legs no longer able to support her. Her head lolled, her face was
sweat-streaked. She gasped for air, sobbing and rocking, praying
for a cessation of the agony that racked her entire body. She felt as
though every molecule was being ripped apart, put back together in an
alien configuration. The shiny black chrysalides on her hands and
forearms seemed to have grown thicker, rougher, scaly. They pulsed as
if with nascent veins. Müna protect me, she thought.
What is happening? Through this scrim of pain, she became aware that
the three nomads had stopped. She looked up, glad for the
distraction. Pitch-black hair, light eyes, skin beaten to bronze by
the desert sun. They were no more than a stone's throw from where
Riane was being accosted by the Khagggun. She felt the slightest
ripple at the edge of her vision. Without a word passing between
them, the nomads fanned out until they had formed the points of an
equilateral triangle. Giyan, crouched and in pain, nevertheless felt a
prickling run along her spine, as if she had just stepped in a nest
of spiders. She had seen this configuration before: the mammoth
equilateral triangle of heart-wood posts set mysteriously into the
center of the Great Listening Hall in the regent's palace. Was it a
coincidence that the nomads had assumed the same configuration?
Sunlight spun off the building facades, giving the scene a glaze of
unreality. Thigpen had made Riane aware of the Khagggun the
moment they entered the plaza. "Be careful," she whispered,
"you are back among V'ornn now." "I know what males think of females,"
Riane said. "I used to be one." "But you are a Kundalan female now,"
Thigpen warned. "This will be more difficult than you imagine." "What pretty young skcettta have we here?"
the first Khagggun, said as the three of them surrounded her. "New blood, new meat," laughed the second
as he ran a callused hand down Riane's cheek. The third one belched loudly, releasing a sour waft
of cheap nu-maaadis. "We will have our way with you,
slave-thing." He poked Thigpen. "And then we will skin
this disgusting creature you coddle and have it for
afternoon teal" The three of them bellowed in drunken laughter. "The Druuge are here," Thigpen whispered
to Riane. "Just as they promised." "What?" the third Khagggun said. "Did that creature speak?" the first
Khagggun asked. "Back away," Riane said to them, but they
either did not hear her or were ignoring her. "You're drunk," the second Khagggun said
as he pulled back the flap of Riane's traveling cloak. "Mmm,
imagine those legs wrapped around you!" "Why imagine," the third Khagggun cackled,
"when we can have it?" Riane could see that the three Druuge had arranged
themselves in the shape of the Sacred Triangle. She had seen it
pictured in The Book of Recantation. She had spent the last
two days committing the book to memory as she had done with Utmost
Source. One day until the ides began; one day until the
destruction of all life on Kundala. The Druuge were forming a power
conduit, a Channel from this realm into a whole succession of others. "I can't wait any longer," the second
Khagggun was saying. "Let's drag her into the alley." "This is your last warning," Riane said.
"Back away." They heard her now, and laughed, reaching for her. Riane opened her Third Eye, felt herself becoming
the focal point of the Druuge's attention. She was the lens through
which the energies of the Channel would be magnified. Their heads
tilted forward and all at once Riane felt the Channel open. Beneath
her, the power bourns began to sing. Chanting like a rainstorm, like
silk floating on the wind, thunder hidden in dark hills, owls' wild
cries across verdant treetops, snow spiraling off the frigid tops of
the Djenn Marre, sails like cities on the edge of the horizon, the
beaten brass of sunset laid like a bridge across the ocean, the
molten heat of midday, (he muodd-shell pink of sunrise, mist in the
arms of maidens, the fall of night. With their strange and wondrous
words they constructed an entire world. And the world of their
creation fountained outward. A sudden percussion, soundless,
deafening, profound, filled the plaza. Water from the fountain
sprayed in every direction. The vendors' carts rocked on their
wheels, the closest one to the center of the triangle crashed over
onto its side. Food rolled across the cobbles. Giyan, still in pain, gathered her legs under her
and rose. Panting and dizzy, she made her way to where Riane stood.
Of the nomads or the Khagggun nothing remained. They had vanished
into the thickening heat-haze as if blending into a sand dune.
The cthauros stood oblivious, tails flicking flies from their
gleaming flanks. The vendor righted his cart, kicked his spoiled
food. The old seer was silent as the grave, head cupped in his hands.
He appeared to be weeping. All the others had fled in terror. Riane's head turned as Giyan approached. She could
not see the older woman's face. "Your opal spoke to me," she said in a
voice so rich and melodious it took Giyan's breath away, for she
heard in it hints of her son's tenor. "You bade me come to
Middle Seat and here I am. My name is Riane, and this is Thigpen."
She stroked the creature's fur. "Good afternoon, Lady," Thigpen said. So close to her child, Giyan's nerves were stretched
to their limits. But to see a Rappa, alive and well, and in the arms
of her child! She was so shocked that, for a moment, she could not
find her tongue. No time for second thoughts, for the terror that
Riane might hate her or not know her at all. "I imagine you are surprised to see one of my
kind, Lady." "That would be an understatement, Thigpen."
Giyan was grateful for this colloquy as she found herself quite
unable to deal with this reunion. "But I am very happy to see
you. I have never believed the lies perpetrated against the
Rappa." "Thank you, Lady." "If I might ask, who were the nomads who so
fortuitously interceded with the Khagggun?" "The Druuge. That is their tribal designation,
anyway." "I know them not, Thigpen." "Like you, they are Ramahan. At least, their
ancestors once were." "So the rumors are true. The Druuge are a rogue
offshoot of my people." "That is one theory. On the other hand, they
could be the direct descendants of the Great Goddess, the true
lineage of the Ramahan." Giyan cocked her head. "You are a wondrous
little thing, aren't you?" Thigpen laughed. "The Dar Sala-at said
something similar when we first met." Riane, smiling, said, "How shall we call you?" Giyan looked deep into Riane's eyes. At that moment,
her Gift provided her with a brief and awful glimpse into
Riane's life since she had been forced to leave her with Bartta in
Stone Border. She saw exactly what her twin had become, as twisted on
the inside as she was on the outside. She saw the gaping hole Müna's
long absence had caused in the sorcerous defenses of the abbey, felt
with a rush of terror the Dark evil that had infiltrated the remnants
of the Ramahan. A shiver ran down her spine. Merciful Goddess,
she thought, how much pain has my child endured? I could not be
there to protect her from the evils of the world. Bitterness was
in her mouth like ashes. She longed to take her child in her arms,
hold her close, croon to her. But she could not. Not here, perhaps
not ever. Riane was no longer her child—she was the Dar
Sala-at. Giyan pushed back the deep hood of her cloak until
it had settled around her shoulders. The girl's eyes opened wide.
Eyes wise beyond her years, Giyan could see, eyes that had witnessed
much since she had gone through the Nanthera. "Giyan … ah!" Eyes that were suddenly full of tears. "Ah, my Teyjattt," Giyan whispered. "I
feared that I would never see you again. To be taken from you at the
moment you needed me most." For a long excruciating moment, Riane could not
speak. She was, to put it bluntly, an orphan twice over. To see Giyan
now, the female who had raised Annon, cared for him, taught him,
loved him, to hear again the nickname she had given him as a child
filled Riane with an inexpressible joy. She was astonished at
the depths of her feelings. All the terrible events Riane had
suffered since awakening to her new life in Stone Border and the
abbey fell away like so much dead skin. Having Giyan here beside her
was like regaining the most important part of Annon's former life. "You are well," Riane said. "I am
happy for that." The formal response was painful but
necessary if she was to maintain her composure. She was acutely aware
of being in a public place, one in which more Khagggun could show up
at any moment. "By what clever means did you escape the V'ornn?" Giyan smiled at him. "I was no more prisoner of
Rekkk Hacilar's than I was of your father's." Riane cocked her head. "You must tell me more." "I will tell you everything, dear one. But in a
place that is more private and secure." Unlike most abbeys, this one was built into a sheer
limestone defile. It had about it more of the air of a fortress than
a place of religious worship and learning. It was constructed, not
from the usual milk-white granite, but from mammoth chunks quarried
from the surrounding limestone out of which it seemed to spring in an
organic pattern, an anomaly created, perhaps, by the ferocious
shifting of tectonic plates far beneath the surface. Like most abbeys, it had served Middle Seat well in
its day. But, by the looks of it, that day had long since passed. It
was abandoned now, the thick stone walls gone green with lichen,
guarding a windblown emptiness, a sighing of sagging trees in the
courtyards, tufted growth of yellow weeds pushing aside the stones of
the symmetrical walkways, soft cooing of doves and gimmopedes nesting
in the right angles of broken-down eaves. Smell of sun-baked stone,
and in the shadows decay, dust, mildew, the ammoniac scent of
bird droppings. Drone of insects. The scurrying of small mammals. It was to this lonely and desolate place, once known
as Warm Current, that Giyan brought the Dar Sala-at. In the
absence of priests and acolytes, the architecture was now the focus.
There was a fierce beauty in the purity of angles, arches, and
curves, a design emerging from its rough cocoon, so elemental, so
powerful it was like the last cry of Müna Herself. And so, along
with a stark majesty, there was a certain sadness, the lees of a
vibrant dye that had once, long ago, saturated this place with
purpose. Shadows, thick as midnight, fell exhausted upon walls,
gates, doorways, moved reluctantly and painfully, ghosts of arthritic
Ramahan goaded by the sun making its slow arc across the sky. Mother and child stood facing each other in the
center of a sun-bleached garden gone to seed. They were only a meter
apart, but in every other respect there lay between them a gulf of
unknown depth. So much had happened since they had last seen one
another. They were both changed—in some ways radically so—and
yet were they not still at core the same as they had been in Axis
Tyr? Over everything loomed the terrible danger they were facing. While Thigpen stood guard just outside the front
gates, Giyan tried to speak. There was an awkwardness, a halting
quality brought about by Riane's formal replies that pulled at her
heartstrings, that set up a keening inside her, a kind of mourning,
for she knew now that she had missed out on a crucial part of her
child's development. They were all at once strangers to each other,
and something inside her shriveled, quailed from this knowledge, when
her child said, "The V'ornn have activated the Tymnos device. If
I do not get to the Storehouse Door in the regent's palace before
dawn, Kundala will be destroyed." Whose eyes were those that gazed upon her, whose
voice? The taste of ashes in her mouth, a silent scream at a fate
that would rob her of her only offspring. She nodded, numb with
despair and the agony of longing for what could now never be. She
gathered herself, struggling to be the Lady she was meant to be.
"This is why I have been sent to find you." "We are still a full day's ride from Axis Tyr.
How will we ever make it?" "We are in contact with a Gyrgon. He will get
us there in time." "A Gyrgon? What madness is this?" "It is Lonon, the mad time, Riane. It is also
the time of change. This particular Gyrgon brought us together once
through his technomancy."
"I remember,” Riane said, shivering a
little, despite the heat. "He feels about the Kundalan the way
your father did—the way Rekkk Hacilar does." Riane listened intently. As a V'ornn, Annon, too,
had felt the ineluctable pull toward the Kundalan. Annon had
assumed it had something to do with being raised by Giyan. Then,
as Riane, she felt certain it had something to do with her being the
Dar Sala-at. Now, knowing that other V'ornn—Eleusis, Rekkk, the
Gyrgon—also felt it, she suspected they were all part of
some greater plan. "Can you trust them, Giyan? Trust them with
our lives?" "Do you remember how your father loved me?"
Giyan said softly. Riane nodded. "That is how Rekkk loves me." She told
Riane how Rekkk made a deal with Nith Sahor to allow her to see Annon
once again, how courageous he had been in defending her, in
killing the Khagggun of his own pack sent to stop them. "And as
for the Gyrgon," she continued, "he has risked his standing
within the Comradeship to help us find you. He wishes the holy city
of Za Hara-at to be born; he wants your father's dream to come true.
He is the one who told us that the Tymnos device had been activated.
I fear he is hunted by his enemies within the Comradeship as
Rekkk and I are hunted by Wennn Stogggul and his Dark sorceress,
Malistra." "After Bartta, I have had my fill of Dark
sorceresses," Riane said bitterly. Tears came to Giyan's eyes. Her brief glimpse inside
Riane made her fully aware of the undercurrents of pain and guilt and
remorse in her child. How she had been tortured, humiliated, tested
on Müna's holy anvil. "Ah, Riane, what have I done to you?
My heart aches. If only I had been there, if only I had been able to
stay…" Her words seemed faded by the sun, dying in the
heat. What was she to say? How could she ever explain what she had
done? To leave her with the monster her twin had become…
Merciful Müna, what had she done? "To stay or leave," Riane said, "it
was not your choice, but my fate." Giyan's heart constricted. She swallowed, nodded. As
a mother she had already failed. As a sister too, it appeared. She
should have found some way to help Bartta; but they had been riven by
tragedy, twins who became strangers to one another. Disaster. She
wished she were dead. And then, into the morass of self-loathing into
which she had sunk, came a lifeline, tossed by her cherished one. Riane took a deep breath. "I have thought about
you so much and so often," she said. "You have ever been at the forefront of my
thoughts." Giyan, her heartbeat fluttering like a gimnopede's
wings, took a hesitant step toward her. More than anything, she
wanted to put her arms around her child and hold her, feel her
warmth, give her hope that she could accomplish her monumental
task. Terrified, she did not move. She opened her mouth to speak,
knowing she had been given the oppor- tunity to atone for abandoning
her child. "I am so sorry for what I did to you. I have no
excuse, only circumstance to offer as explanation: I needed to
convince Wennn Stogggul and Kinnnus Morcha that Annon was dead. It
was the only way to save you." "And save me you did. I am grateful for that,"
Riane said. "What happened to my body?" She tried to read Riane's expression, to figure out
where she stood in her child's eyes. She had already withstood so
much pain, why bring her more? "Perhaps it would be better if
you didn't know." "Yes. I understand your concern. Nevertheless,
I have to know." Giyan's heart broke all over again. The intensity of
Riane's gaze startled her, impelled her to speak when her
intention was otherwise. "I took Annon out to where the V'ornn
were killing the citizens of Stone Border." Abruptly, she turned
away. Her mouth felt full of blood—Annon's blood. "You must tell me all of it," Riane said. Giyan nodded, but she bit her lip all the same. "I
laid the body at Rekkk's feet. He ordered his Khagggun to stand down.
The killing stopped." "Thank Müna." Hearing that phrase uttered by her child startled
Giyan. Not her child, she reminded herself again, the Dar Sala-at.
"As is the Khagggun custom, First-Captain Olnnn Rydddlin wanted
your body dragged around the town plaza behind his horse until all
the skin was flayed off, but Rekkk would not let him. When they
returned to Axis Tyr, Rydddlin reported him. This simple act of
kindness brought him disgrace among his own caste." Her
gaze faltered for a moment. "The body was brought back to Wennn
Stogggul. The head was severed. The new regime's fear was put to
rest. As I had hoped, it is assured of its legitimacy, it has
forgotten all about Annon Ashera." "How strange is hearing the fate of your own
body," Riane said slowly. She looked into Giyan's eyes. "It
must have hurt you terribly seeing what they did." "Yes, but all the while I was thinking, He's
alive! He's alive!" "Yes, I am alive," Riane said. "Changed,
altered, seeing events through Kundalan eyes, remembering fragments
of Riane's past. I can read Venca, you know." Giyan stared at her, and Riane smiled. "Yes, so
many things to tell you—good and bad." Giyan reached out, smoothed a lock of hair back from
Riane's face. "Once I taught you. Now perhaps you will teach
me." Riane took Giyan's hand in her own. "Sometimes
I dream I am back in Axis Tyr, back in Annon's body. I have returned
to my old life, everything is as it was." "Oh, but my dear one, it can never be!" "Yes, I know. And now I would not wish it so."
Riane smiled. "And do you know I have your Gyrgon to thank for
that—at least partially. You see, when his technomancy brought
Annon back I was pulled out of this body, I was Annon again. But that
was not what I wanted. I learned that you cannot go back, and you
mustn't wish it. The path is ahead, Giyan, isn't it, always ahead." "Yes," Giyan whispered. Her eyes were
flooded with tears. What a difficult, painful lesson, she thought,
for one so young to learn. "But my memories of that previous life…"
Riane hesitated for just an instant. "Giyan, there were times
when I treated you—" "No, please—" "Let me finish." Riane moved closer. They
were but several hand-spans apart. "I must say it because it
eats at me, because I feel shame and remorse for the times I treated
you like a slave, like an animal. I ignored your love for me." "How could you have acted otherwise? You were
of the master race." "Don't say that. Don't even think it." Giyan smiled through her tears. Her heart was
beating fast with her love for her child. "Yes, there was always
another part of you, wasn't there? The part that reacted to and
remembered my love, the part that could not stand idly by while
Kurgan Stogggul raped Eleana." "Eleana! You have seen her?" "There is much to tell you, so many changes.
She is waiting for us not six kilometers away." "She is well?" "Quite well. She—" "I want to see her." "And you will, Teyjattt. But, no, I must not
call you that. Your identity must remain an absolute secret
between the two of us. It is far too dangerous for anyone else to
know." "Surely you cannot mean Eleana." "But I do." Anger flared. "I don't care. Don't you
understand? I love her. I have to tell her who I really am. I do not
think I could see her again without telling her. It would be sheer
agony." "You are not thinking clearly. You are not
Annon, any more than you are Riane. You are the Dar Sala-at." "I know who I am inside! You cannot order me to
do something I don't want to do." "True enough," Giyan said softly. "But
hear me well before you decide. It is written in Prophesy that
of the Dar Sala-at's allies one will love her, one will betray her,
one will try to destroy her." "There, you see! Eleana loves me, I know she
does." "So do I." Riane shook her head. "I don't give a clemett
for prophesy!"
"Stubborn as ever." Giyan could not help a
small smile. "Now you sound just like Annon." "Let us not quarrel." Riane reached out to
take Giyan's hand, her eyes opening wide when she saw the
chrysalides. "What is this? What has happened to you?" "They are organic. They seem to have a life of
their own." Riane held both of Giyan's hands in her own. "Do
they cause you pain?" "From time to time. More frequently now. Soon,
I think, they will break open." "This happened when you broke the circle of the
Nanthera, didn't it?" Giyan bit her lip. "I had promised myself not
to tell you. I did not want you to feel in any way responsible." "They are sorcerous," Riane said.
"Together we shall work on returning your hands to normal." "I would like that," Giyan whispered, her
voice at the point of breaking. Their eyes locked, and between them
passed a current stronger than any other in the Cosmos. "It always struck me as so strange," Riane
said at length, "that I felt closer to you than I did to my own
mother. I used to fight off sleep wondering how that could be. I
was V'ornn and you were Kundalan, and yet there was something between
us, an umbilicus that was almost like a shared purpose. I guess I
absorbed more from you than your stories, myths, and songs of
Kundala. I came to care for its people, began, oddly, to feel that I
was almost one of them." She cocked her head. "Can you make
sense of that?" "Yes," Giyan said as she fought back
tears. "I can." "That afternoon when Kurgan and I went hunting,
when we came upon Eleana, everything I had learned from you was
crystallized by the violence of the moment. I could have killed
Kurgan—would have, I think, had it not been for the gyreagle
that appeared out of nowhere and wounded me." "Müna's messenger." "More prophesy. Yes, the talon that pulsed in
my chest, that guided me to the Storehouse Door, to Seelin the
Dragon." While they had been talking, the bloody sun had
slipped westward, impaling itself on the icy horns of the Djenn
Marre. Swiftly now, as time began to run out, twilight stole over
them. "We had better go," Giyan said. "Rekkk,
Nith Sahor, Eleana are waiting for us. Friends who will help you
get to the Ring of Five Dragons." As they turned to make for the gate, Giyan
hesitated. "Riane, please, you must understand. I am the only
one who knows your secret, who knows that inside Riane Annon Ashera
still lives. No one else must know this. The regent's spies are
everywhere. The Gyrgon himself told us to trust no one. And now that
Stogggul has somehow acquired the talents of a Dark sorceress we must
be doubly vigilant. She found me once, perhaps she can again."
She took her child by the shoulders, her heart breaking. "When
we leave here, when we meet our friends—even our friends,
Riane—you are the Dar Sala-at and I am Lady Giyan.
Understood?" There was a terrible pain in Riane's eyes. "But
here," she whispered, "in our private sanctuary, where we
love and are loved, you will still call me Teyjattt, won't you?" Giyan was weeping as she pulled her child into a
fierce embrace that shattered all her emotions and, in a magical
instant, healed her heart. The Daemon Is
in the Details Of course I recognize it." Star-Admiral Kinnnus
Morcha gripped the bracelet in one fist. "Do you not think I
know the regent's handiwork when I see it?" "Perhaps I should not have pried it out of her
fingers." Kurgan's head was bent, his expression downcast.
"Perhaps I should have left it for you—" "No." The Star-Admiral's hand made a
cutting gesture. "You did the right thing, adjutant. I would not
see her now—this last time—clutching Stogggul's
bribe." It was not lost on Kurgan that the Star-Admiral did
not use the regent's full name, that he spoke of him now with
contempt as well as hatred. Kinnnus Morcha willed Dalma to look at him, but her
sightless eyes remained staring fixedly at the sky. Overhead, the
clouds moved, but she did not. His boots crunched over white-marble
gravel dark with her blood. It appeared as if her body was already
sinking into the ground, becoming part of the neat path the violence
of her last moments of life had disturbed. The entire park was
surrounded by members of his personal wing. To a Khagggun, they
faced outward, ion cannons at the ready, their backs to the tragedy.
"What evil fate has overtaken me that I should have cared for
such a one?" He took a deep, ragged breath. "I blame
Stogggul for this. Not simply for her death, but for her corruption
as well." "I am your right arm. I could do nothing while
the regent's troops defied your order to put Olnnn Rydddlin away. I
am humiliated by my inaction. What would you have me do,
Star-Admiral?" "Do?" Kinnnus Morcha looked at Kurgan out
of reddened eyes. He was dressed in full battle armor, as were all of
his Khagggun. "You will do nothing. You will make no sound, take
no action whatsoever. It seems the regent's stupidity has surfaced
sooner rather than later. He rapes and murders Dalma. He countermands
my orders to have Olnnn Rydddlin locked away. Rydddlin is mad, of
that you can be certain. But he is exceedingly clever, as mad V'ornn
often are, to have persuaded Stogggul to give him succor. I see now
that I have underestimated him." His eyes sparked with rage.
"Either that, or the cursed sorceress who stands ever by the
regent's side has taken him under her foul wing." His fingers
curled into a fist. "I would not put such a poisonous deed past
that accursed skcettta! Poison seems to be her stock-in-trade. She
has poisoned Wennn Stogggul's mind, sure enough." Kinnnus Morcha knelt, cupped the bloody crown of
Dalma's skull. "You never knew how much I cared for you. I never
told you; I never showed you. How could I? I am Khagggun. But I did
care for you. You touched a part of me and made it live. Now it is as
cold and dead as your poor self." His fingertips moved over her
brow, down her cheek. "Sleep now, and do not trouble yourself.
Your pain is ended, but I swear to you on my own life that your
murderer's is just beginning." He rose then and turned away"from her.
Signaling for First-Captain Julll to approach, he gave orders for
Dalma's interment. First-Captain Julll nodded, turned, and marched
quickly away. It was a quiet time, a time of reflection. Kurgan
observed everything with the detachment he had learned at the Old
V'ornn's knee. He felt nothing for these two allies turned
antagonists—not compassion, not loyalty, not even the sweet
taste of irony at his own role in the escalation of their enmity. If
you were not detached you could not be objective, the Old V'ornn had
said. And if you could not be objective, you could not see the big
picture. If you were as ambitious as Kurgan was, seeing the big
picture was everything. When, at length, the Star-Admiral looked at Kurgan,
he seemed his old self again. "No, we will let the regent and
the traitorous Wing-General NeffT make their rash and ill-considered
public moves, while in the privacy of our caste we will consolidate
our power, prepare for battle. If it is a war the regent wants, then
by putrid N'Luuura it is a war he shall get!" Forgive me, Father," Nith Sahor said, "for
I have sinned." "It is no sin to follow your convictions,"
the brilliantly plumaged teyj answered. "It is the way I taught
you to live your life." "For good or ill." Nith Sahor smiled and
held out his wrist. The bird flew from its perch, its agile talons
gripping the thick glove-grids. Immediately, its translucent
yellow talons extruded, forging the link, making contact. "This cortical net you made for me is
extraordinary," the teyj said, preening its feathers. "I
revel in all these colors!" Nith Sahor smiled. "You were quite an artist in
your day, Father. You always had an extraordinary sense of color." "And I gave birth to a scientist! Who would
have thought!" "Once there were many artists among the
Comradeship, but no more. You were the last of your kind, Father. Now
we Gyrgon are of a piece, technomages all." "No, my son, you are not like the rest." "Too much like them, I sometimes fear. I wish I
were more like you." "Well, perhaps it's better that you haven't
followed in my footsteps. Children should have their own lives, not
be saddled with living their father's all over again." "Assuming there will be any life left to live,"
Nith Sahor said. The teyj looked around. "We are not in your
tower." "Not in the Temple of Mnemonics at all. I had
to put you to sleep for a time." "I hate when you do that," the teyj said. "Couldn't be helped. My laboratory came under
siege." "Nith Batoxxx?" Nith Sahor nodded. "He is incensed that I have
left the Comradeship. Others are falling in line." The teyj lifted its four wings and settled back.
"How bad?" "Bad enough,” Nith Sahor admitted. "The
Comradeship is in disarray. Thanks to Nith Batoxxx their focus has
shifted from pure science to political maneuvering. Nith Batoxxx has
been the most vociferous voice raised in fury against the three who
were killed by the Kundalan sorcery." "The Ring of Five Dragons! I wish I could write
about it! What tales I could compose!" "If you feel the urge to write, expose Nith
Batoxxx and his poisonous tongue." "I told you he was a bad seed several hundred
years ago." "I'm afraid I was too busy with my experiments
to listen to you, Father. My fault entirely." Nith Sahor made
his way over the bare floor to a dusty window. "But my real
mistake may be in breaking with the Comradeship." "Not if it is half as corrupt as you say."
The teyj swiveled its head, its golden eyes quick and darting.
"Colorless, drab sort of place you've picked. Not a stick of
furniture to be seen in this wasteland." "This warehouse is not pretty, but it suits my
purposes. Look!" Nith Sahor activated his glove-net. Blue fire
sparked around the bare room so that it shimmered, wavered. When it
restabilized every nook and cranny was crammed with arrays of
equipment neatly arranged on shelves. "It's a duplicate of your tower laboratory"
the teyj exclaimed. "One of several." "You keep altogether too many secrets from me,
my son!" "I need to find ways to keep you amused,
Father." He stroked the teyj's feathers. "Creating this bio
cortical net to house your electromagnetic force was difficult
enough—I could not give you the means to express your artistic
side." "Do not fret, my son. Think of what you have
accomplished. I am alive again, and for that alone I am grateful. You
have become a great scientist—a technomage for the ages!"
The teyj peered out the window. "I see troops, many Khagggun in
battle armor." "The regent and the Star-Admiral are having a
bit of a disagreement. I believe they mean to kill eadh other." "I am not surprised," the teyj said with
asperity. "I have always held the firm belief that you cannot
mix Great and Lesser Castes. There is an innate distrust among
unequals. Why shouldn't there be? Distrust is bred in their bones." "This goes deeper than a simple blood feud."
Nith Sahor took the teyj away from the window. "I feel certain
that another force, powerful, subtle, something we have never before
encountered is at work here. It has something to do with Kundala
itself." "I know you have believed from the moment we
made planetfall that this planet was special." "I persuaded none, I angered many. Now I am
convinced I was right, Father. Kundala will either be our crowning
glory or our doom." "Doom? Why do you say doom?" Nith Sahor sat on a stool before one of his
mysterious consoles. Banks of holographic runes—red, blue,
yellow—spilled across the cortical interface like rain,
disappearing and reappearing in a pattern so complex it gave the teyj
a headache. "Sometimes our mission seems endless, Father.
We search for the Single Great Equation, the Unifying Theory that
will explain the Cosmos. But the Cosmos is in eternal flux. It
is Chaos. How can you make sense of Chaos?" "That is what art attempts to do, my son. That
is the purity of its purpose. It was the founding principle of the
Comradeship. Now look what has happened. They have descended into the
cauldron of politics. Now all they can do is make chaos out of
order." "You are one of the few, Father. You are an
artist. You understand uncertainty. But the Comradeship, as a whole,
abhors uncertainty. It terrifies them. That is why they are so uneasy
here in Kundala, why they have destabilized. There are too many
mysteries they cannot solve. The harder they try, it seems, the
further away the answers seem."
"Perhaps, in this case, there are no answers." "That is the romantic in you speaking,"
Nith Sahor said. "No, for every enigma posed by Kundala there is
an answer, I know it."
"What if the answer is not to your liking?" "Still, we will have a better idea of our place
in the Cosmos, won't we?" "You have my disposition as well as my blood,
my son. You do not fear uncertainty." "On the contrary, I am drawn to it." "Then your break with the Comradeship was
inevitable." "They will try to destroy me."
"You will not let them." "Nith Batoxxx is clever, and gaining power
inside the Comradeship. They have never had need of leaders. It seems
he is a born leader." "So are you, my son. But you have yet to
recognize that quality in yourself." The teyj sighed, much as
Nith Sahor's father had sighed when he was alive. "Once we were
all One. That was the nature of the Comradeship, after all. The
reason it was formed."
"What we have come to is a tragedy." "I know when it began," the teyj said.
"The moment we first engaged the Centophennni. From that point
onward, nothing inside the Comradeship has been the same. That
one act tainted us, what the doctrine of Enlil spoke of as the
Original Sin. This, too, we have rejected as apocryphal." "You may be right." Nith Sahor was staring
at the hailstorm of runes on trie interface. "But at the moment,
we have a more immediate problem. Nith Batoxxx and his cabal
have found me." He leapt up, his floor-length greatcoat swirling
around him. One wall of the warehouse was beginning to balloon
outward. "I don't like the look of this," the teyj said. Nith Sahor passed a hand over its head and the teyj
collapsed into a stream of iconic positrons that flowed, merging into
the holographic hailstorm of runes on the console interface. "Sleep well, Father," Nith Sahor said as
he turned, engaging his ion exomatrix. The walls of the warehouse paled, grew translucent,
then transparent as the technomancy wielded by Nith's Sahor enemies
was brought to bear on the safeguards he had erected. Green ion fire
leapt out from his fingers, shoring up the walls, but he knew it was
a holding action at best. He could feel them, feel their enmity,
their power, grown exponentially. There were too many of them
for him to fight at this time, in this place. He would have to— Something screamed in his mind as a ruby-red
ion-particle beam lanced through the wall and struck him on the side
of the skull. He staggered, gritting his teeth. He struck back, but
it was no use, more and more of the ruby-red beams were slicing
through the last of his defenses. He prepared himself, was almost
done when he saw Nith Batoxxx, floating in the air just outside the
warehouse. Nith Batoxxx bared his yellow teeth, his arm swept out,
and another ion-particle beam sliced through the wall. The wall,
stretched beyond its tolerance, shattered, and the beam caught Nith
Sahor full on. He went to his knees, half-stunned, and Nith Baffoxxx
came swooping in for the kill. There's something wrong." Rekkk grabbed at the
okummmon Nith Sahor had implanted in his left forearm. "What is it?" Eleana asked. "It's throbbing." He gritted his teeth.
"The pain!" He fell to his knees in the second-floor room
they had rented in the shabby roadhouse just outside Middle Seat.
Eleana held him as he groaned, brushed the sweat off his face with
her sleeve. The ceiling was low, smoke-stained. The windows were
small as eyes. The furniture was barely usable. Outside, dusk was
crawling toward them like a beggar on his knees. The litter-strewn
courtyard was deserted except for a wagon pulled by two sorry-looking
cthauros. A traveling knife-sharpener had set up shop during the late
afternoon and was now plying his trade. Cicadas screamed in the
ammonwood trees. "My arm," Rekkk whispered. "It feels
like my arm's on fire." "Just hold on," she said. "Hold on,
Rekkk." Noises arose like smoke from the public rooms
downstairs. A single lamp was lit against the darkness, all the mean
room had by way of illumination. Its flame flittered and danced,
sending hunchbacked shadows up the wall. His fingers were twitching, curling and spasming as
if they had a will of their own. "Something's…
something's happened to Nith Sahor." Eleana bent over him. "What do you mean?"
She wished Giyan were here. What was taking her so long? She should
have found the Dar Sala-at long before now. What if she had run into
trouble—the crazy Khagggun in Middle Seat the roadhouse
proprietor had warned them about. She bit her lip, in a knot of
worry. She regretted now not insisting that she and Rekkk
accompany her. But she had been adamant on going alone. Even Rekkk
knew there were times you could not argue with her. "He is under attack!" Rekkk managed to get
out before another wave of fiery pain hit him. "Ah, N'Luuura
take it!" She could feel him trembling all over. He had gone
cold as ice. "He's injured," Rekkk panted. "Badly
injured." He was almost doubled over in pain. All at once, the
okummmon emitted an ear-piercing sound. Eleana's teeth began to
chatter. Rekkk was on the verge of passing out. The okummmon bulged
outward. There was a flash of brilliant blue light, followed
immediately by what sounded like a clap of thunder. Out of the slot in the okummmon appeared a
brilliantly plumaged bird. "N'Luuura, a teyj," Rekkk said hoarsely,
as the four-winged bird swooped back and forth near the ceiling. The colors of the teyj's plumage began to run,
dripped through the air, separating, coming apart, disassociating.
And just as quickly reformed into another figure entirely. "Nith Sahorl" Rekkk pulled himself
together, shaking off the pain like an animal shakes off rain. The Gyrgon, having morphed into his true shape, fell
to one knee. As Eleana ran toward him, he held up a gloved hand.
Sparks fountained through the air, and the acrid smell of burning
components filled the room. His ion exomatrix appeared cracked in
several places. Some of his tertium and germanium circuits glowed
eerily, while others seemed blackened, fused. Eleana turned back to Rekkk. "He's bleeding!"
she said. Staggering to his feet, Rekkk approached the figure. "I am sorry I caused you so much pain, Rekkk,"
Nith Sahor said. His voice sounded odd, muffled, as if emanating from
another dimension. "At such short notice, however, it could not
be helped." "Do not concern yourself," Rekkk said,
kneeling in front of the Gyrgon. "What has happened?" Nith Sahor's head lifted, and he looked Rekkk in the
eye. The amber-colored skin of his head was unhealthily mottled. His
hollow cheeks were speckled with blood. "I was required to
defend myself against enemies most zealous." A small rueful
smile played across his lips. "It has been some time since I
needed to do that. I fear I was a trifle rusty. I was obliged to beat
a strategic retreat." "How badly are you injured?" "Whole inside and out, I assure you." But some dark undertow in his tone, a certain pallor
in his startling star-sapphire eyes told Rekkk he was lying. The Gyrgon turned his attention to Eleana, his body
unfolding like that of a golden mantis until he was standing. "So
this is the young Kundalan resistance leader." "You know about me?" the girl said
uncertainly. "Assuredly. Rekkk has been sending me periodic
reports of your progress." "Then you'll know I abandoned the resistance to
join Giyan and Rekkk in the quest to find the Dar Sala-at. Your
Khagggun have done too good a job at decimating our ranks and killing
our idealism." "A necessary though regrettable turn of the
wheel. You have my sympathies." '" "What shall I do with them?" "Pardon me." The Gyrgon blinked. "Is
that a joke?" "I don't know," she said. "I suppose
in a macabre way it is. This is my first encounter with a Gyrgon,
though I have lost count of the times I have dreamed of this moment.
I have dreamed many times of killing such as you, with my bare hands
if necessary. Your kind have killed so many of my people, so cruelly,
wantonly, with a detached pleasure." Tears trembled in the
corners of her eyes. "So many gone, like a river of flesh and
bones emptying out into the Sea of Blood, earning it its name all
over again." "What fire!" Nith Sahor said approvingly.
"I can appreciate your passion. Believe me, it will prove
invaluable in the days and months to come." Eleana clutched her rage in tightly balled fists. "I
would kill you now if I could, if Rekkk would let me." "I understand. There is nothing I can say that
could make up for the blood that has been spilled, the pain and
suffering we have caused. A single thought to carry with you through
the dark time ahead. One day, it is my hope and expectation that you
will see me for what I truly am." Eleana turned her back, would not respond even to
Rekkk's gentle touch. Nith Sahor looked around the room. "Speaking of
Lady Giyan, where is she?" "She went to fetch the Dar Sala-at," Rekkk
said. Nith Sahor's face darkened momentarily. "On her
own? Rekkk, I thought I made myself clear." "You did. It's just that Giyan has a will of
her own." "She also has a way of making that will
manifest." Nith Sahor nodded grudgingly. "I understand."
He went slowly and, Rekkk suspected, painfully, to the window
overlooking part of the courtyard and the road leading to Middle
Seat. "How long has that knife-sharpener been here?" Rekkk shrugged. "I do not know exactly. He came
sometime in the afternoon." "He may be a knife-sharpener," Nith Sahor
observed, "but if so he is honing his own shock-sword." "What?" Rekkk leapt to the window to have
a look himself. "He is Khagggun?" "Yes, Rekkk." Nith Sahor passed a gloved
hand across the window. Blue ions arced briefly, and the Gyrgon's
eyes closed, moving rapidly back and forth beneath the lids as if he
were dreaming. "He is from Axis Tyr. He bears the mark of the
regent's Haaar-kyut. He has been keeping tabs on you. It would be an
excellent wager to assume he is waiting for reinforcements." "How did he know we were here?" "A good question, Rekkk. It goes without saying
that he lacks the intelligence to have found out on his own. He must
have been directed here." Rekkk snapped his fingers. "Malistral She found
us once through a sorcerous beacon. But Giyan swore to me she had
blocked it." "I would not bet against Lady Giyan's sorcery."
Nith Sahor turned back into the room. "Therefore, Malistra must
have found an alternative means to track you." He began to
search their meager belongings. "Tell me, Rekkk, is there
anything in your possession she could have tainted? Anything that was
lost and now found, something out of your sight for even a few
moments?" "No, I can't think of anything." "I can." Eleana turned around. In her palm
lay the V'ornn weapon. "A spider-mite," Nith Sahor said. "Malistra cast a spell on it to protect Olnnn
Rydddlin from Giyan's sorcery." "Put it down," Nith Sahor said. "At
once." Eleana did as he bade, then stepped back, moving to
Rekkk's side. Rekkk put a protective arm around her. "Now we are faced with a fascinating
conundrum." Hands clasped at the small of his back, Nith Sahor
walked slowly and meditatively around the weapon. From time to time,
he paused and, again, Rekkk found himself wondering how badly the
Gyrgon had been injured. "What did Malistra do to it?" "Giyan has been trying to determine that,"
Rekkk said. Nith Sahor paused. "She handled it?" "A number of times." "It is simplicity itself. One sorceress casts a
spell to absorb the aura of another sorceress." Nith Sahor
nodded. "All right. We have identified our tracker." He
squatted down, hands steepled in front of his face. "Now what
shall we do with it? Shall we destroy it and be done with it?"
He cocked his head up, looked at Eleana. "What do you say,
Resistance?" Eleana thought a moment. "If it were up to me,
I would leave it alone. When we leave here;rthe knife-sharpener won't
come with us. He'll stay right here where the tracker is." "Better yet, we could send the tracker
somewhere else." Nith Sahor rose in a shower of blue sparks.
Hyperexcited ions surrounded the tracker, whisked it away at the
movement of his hand. "I believe we can now work unobserved."
But the smile that tinged his face was already turning into a
grimace of pain. Blood-Letting The Ring of Five Dragons!" With avid fingers
Wennn Stogggul plucked the ring from Malistra's open palm. "Allow
me, Lord." She smiled as she slid it onto his index finger. He grimaced. "Tight fit." "It was meant for Kundalan fingers, Lord."
Watching him from beneath hooded lids. The tip of her tongue
flicked out as she saw the single bead of blood leaking from the spot
where the thorn had pricked him. She grasped his hand, wiping it away
before he could see it. "Now what do I do?" he asked her. "How
do I summon the sorcery of the Kundalan?" "In time, Lord," she said, wrapping her
arms around him. They were walking in her herb-and-mushroom garden in
the regent's palace. The sky was a canopy of cerulean blue.
Butterflies danced beside Haaar-kyut in full battle armor patrolling
the shanstone ramparts. A blood-fig tree she had lately planted
bloomed in sorcerous abandon, releasing a scent that appealed to
Stogggul particularly. She made certain to bring him here at least
once a day so that his system would be infused with the perfume that
made him adore her above all others. "The ring needs to become
accustomed to its new master. Even as we speak it is attuning itself
to you and you alone. Within twenty-four hours the sorcery will be
yours to command." "That long?" He frowned. "I wanted to
use it now against Kinnnus Morcha." He lifted his ringed fist
over his head. "I want to stamp him out like a dung beetle" "And you will, Lord." Malistra licked his
ear. "If you grow impatient, why not lay the plans now for his
demise?" "And how would you advise I do that?" "Enlist your son and Olnnn Rydddlin. Kurgan has
the Star-Admiral's ear, yet he has lately proved by deed the
sincerity of his pledge to you. He has helped you humiliate Morcha.
And Olnnn Rydddlin owes you an enormous debt of gratitude." Stogggul's eyes gleamed darkly. "Your idea has
merit." He inhaled deeply the perfume of the sorcerous blood-fig
tree. "I could use Kurgan to lure Morcha into a trap. That will
certainly please me. But as for Olnnn Rydddlin, of what use is he to
me?" "He despises Morcha now. He will be only too
eager to do what you ask of him." "And what would that be?" "He is a masterful warrior. He would be honored
to act as your assassin." "What are you talking about? He is a cripple." "It only appears that way," Malistra
whispered so there was no chance of being overheard. "And
therein lies his advantage. He gives the appearance of a
grievously wounded veteran, sadly and prematurely retired. But I
have made his skeletal leg stronger than it was before. Believe me
when I tell you he will be even more formidable as the regent's
assassin than ever he was as a Pack-Co'mmander." As usual, she was telling him as much of the truth
as served her purpose. In fact, she had imbued Olnnn Rydddlin with
something of herself. No one—not the least Olnnn Rydddlin
himself—could possibly guess what she had done to him; it
was too soon for such gifts to come to light. First, he had to
struggle. He had to overcome his own revulsion of the unknowable, of
the chaos that was life. He had, in essence, to transcend his
limitations as a V'ornn if he was ever to come into full possession
of the gifts she had given him. She had made this decision while she
was healing him. He had been unconscious, hanging between life and
death. She made a perilous deal with fate. If his will to live was
strong enough, this would be her price, and a steep one it was. They had come to the end of their stroll around the
garden. Stogggul turned to her, bruised her lips with his. "Tell
me, Malistra," he whispered, "what need is there for
me to be regent when you are doing such a neat job of it?" "I only suggest, Lord. It is you who schemes
and makes decisions." "Foolish female, that was a joke." He
laughed, parted her robes, exposed her firm, glowing flesh. He
shivered with anticipation as she knelt in front of him. "A very
funny joke, oh yes!" When Riane thought of seeing Eleana she simply could
not imagine it. As she approached the roadhouse outside Middle Seat
she found herself becoming more and more apprehensive. The simple
fact was, she was confused. Deep inside her core, the personality of
Annon quailed, his "maleness" already anticipating the
sexual charge Eleana gave "him." But Annon was no longer
Annon. Riane had no idea how her body would respond. Why should she?
She had limited experience being female. Since becoming Riane, the
symptoms of the hormonal changes raging through her system had been
suppressed by her terror, isolation, and despair. It was anyone's
guess what would happen when she was standing next to Eleana. She was
terrified of a cataclysm. Giyan, seeing the tremors run through her, stopped
them in the courtyard. Save for the group's cthauros, it was
deserted, unkempt, thoroughly unpleasant. Putting a hand on Riane's
arm, she said: "Try to relax." "Easy for you to say." Giyan smiled. "As a matter of fact, it's not. I
am every bit as apprehensive as you are." She did not have
to give voice to her apprehension: Eleana posed the biggest potential
threat to them, because she would prove the greatest temptation to
Riane to reveal who she really was. Thigpen, lying across Riane's
shoulders, placidly observed this exchange between them. Riane was
grateful that she had never asked what the two of them had talked
about inside the Abbey of Warm Current. The creature seemed to accept
with preternatural equanimity these brief enigmatic conversations
that pointedly excluded her. "We all harbor secrets, Riane,"
was all she had said. "This is how the Cosmos continues to
manufacture Chaos." Rekkk was waiting anxiously for them in the
courtyard of the road-house. "So this is the Dar Sala-at," he said. Riane stared at him. Tall and rangy, with a handsome
lined face, he seemed not at all the fierce Pack-Commander Annon had
seen that day in the forest. His eyes were alive and curious, with
none of the cruel remoteness typical of Khagggun. What would he think
if he knew Annon Ashera still lived, existing inside this female
Kundalan body? "Rekkk Hacilar," Giyan said, firmly
putting a hand on each of Riane's shoulders, "this is Riane." Rekkk smiled. "We have spent many days trying
to find you." On the other hand, the irony of the situation—being
allied with the former Pack-Commander who had chased Annon and Giyan
from Axis Tyr to Stone Border—was not lost on her. It was
decidedly eerie to have this knowledge—to have known Rekkk
without him being aware of it. She remembered Thigpen telling her
that it was the Dar Sala-at's fate to be apart from all others. This,
her first taste of the enormity of the isolation, made her feel empty
inside, a hollow bowl waiting to be filled by rainwater in a place of
eternal drought. "I have never met a Rhynnnon before," she
said, "though I have heard much about them." "You have?" Rekkk frowned. "How would
a Kundalan girl—?"
"Rekkk, what has happened?" Giyan said
hastily as she gave Riane a warning look. "Why have you risked
showing yourself instead of waiting for us upstairs?" "Nith Sahor is here," he said quickly. "He
denies it, but I am certain he has been in a major battle of some
sort, doubtless involving Gyrgon technomancy. He is wounded, Giyan,
grievously, I believe. Can you help him?" "I do not know,” she said, leading them
across the roadhouse's scarred and battered front door. "But I
will try." "Lady," Nith Sahor said the moment they
entered the room, "I am gratified that you and Rekkk have
fulfilled the commission I asked of you. This, I take it, is the Dar
Sala-at. It is an honor to meet a legend in the flesh." His
star-sapphire eyes swung from Riane back to Giyan. "I can feel
what you are doing, but you waste your time," he told her
flatly. "What has been done to me cannot be undone by your
sorcery." His gloved forefinger pointed at his skull. "The
circuits are damaged. Since they are a part of me…"
He shrugged. "But we must not talk about this. There are far
more pressing matters to attend to."
"But—" "The Gyrgon is right," Riane said. "The
ides of Lonon begin tomorrow. We must direct all our energies
and resources on the survival of Kundala." She turned to Nith
Sahor. "Giyan tells me you can transport us to Axis Tyr." "In the blink of an eye,” Nith Sahor
said. "The rest will be up to you. Once you are in the city I
can no longer help you. I am anathema there. Hunted just as you will
be if your identity is discovered."
"And once there, how will we enter the regent's
palace?"
"Eleana and I have taken care of that matter,"
Rekkk said. And now, at last, the moment that Riane had been
anticipating and dreading had come. Eleana had been hanging back in
the corner of the room, but now she stepped forward. "I never
imagined I would ever see the Dar Sala-at, let alone meet her." Riane wanted to say something, anything. Out of the
corner of her eye, she saw Giyan watching her intently. Eleana had
not changed much from the image Annon had kept with him from their
first meeting. It was curious. Riane still saw her through
"male" eyes. She took in the curve of her breast, the
narrowness of her waist, the length and strength of her legs. And her
face—well, her face seemed, if possible, even more beautiful
than it had been in Annon's memory, as if suffused with an inner
glow. She exuded a warrior's aplomb, a female's sensuality. It
was a potent mix. The attraction had not ebbed one iota. Riane's
knees felt weak, and she could not quite catch her breath. She was
overrun with an emotion that had nowhere to go. In truth, Riane did not know what she would have
done next had Nith Sahor not begun to change color. An odd unhealthy
pallor had commenced to drain him of his normal amber color. For a
moment, he staggered and, out of control, hyperexcited ions rimmed
the room in an eerie greenish glow. His eyes had gone all weird. They
had lost much of their glitter. As if responding to an unspoken request, Thigpen
leapt up into the Gyrgon's arms. Nith Sahor turned and went to the
door. "Finalize your plans," he said. "I
would speak with the Rappa alone." you were right to suspect the
Sarakkon," Kurgan said. "They know something about the
Druuge." Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha, in his battle pavilion
within Axis Tyr, looked up from his camp table. Before him, plans of
war: formations, strategies, alliances among Khagggun clans, lists
drawn up for him by First-Captain Julll of his most trusted
Wing-Generals. Lists of those who would die for him, lists of those
would might at the last moment falter, lists of those staunchly loyal
and those vulnerable to bribe. "Strengths and weaknesses, adjutant," he
said wearily. "Victory in battle comes from assessing and
reassessing these polar opposites." "The Sarakkon are clever deal-makers,”
Kurgan went on in an even tone. The Star-Admiral's lips pursed. "Are you
proposing an alliance?" "Actually, it was the Sarakkon's idea. I think
they want more freedom of movement on the northern continent." "What for?" said Kinnnus Morcha, ever
suspicious. "For reasons I find incomprehensible, they find
the oceans fascinating. Also, deserts. They want an overland
route to the Great Voorg." "That's it? They want access to three thousand
square kilometers of sand?" "Yes, sir. I believe it is." The Star-Admiral's interest quickened. "Do you
think they will fight for me?" "If you give them what they want, yes, sir, I
do. I have found them strange but honorable. Their word is law, that
much I know." Kinnnus Morcha nodded. "Then by all means, set
it up at once." "This is something I cannot do alone, sir."
Kurgan watched the Star-Admiral's face as he proceeded over this
exceedingly treacherous minefield. "They insist on meeting
you face-to-face." "Impossible. Especially at this moment in
time." Kurgan pitched his voice lower. "I know them,
sir. You are the leader. If you do not consummate the deal yourself,
they will feel we have something to hide. They will not trust us no
matter what I say." Kinnnus Morcha stood with his hands on his hips,
ruminating. Kurgan imagined that he and Morcha were balanced on
the razor's edge of a shock-sword blade. Everything depended on what
Morcha said next. "Why should I trust them? They may have made a
deal with the regent." Kurgan, breathing a sigh or relief, said, "I
know my father. He is barely aware of their presence. But, even so,
it pays to be vigilant. At my insistence, the Sarakkffn
captain—Courion—has agreed to come alone and unarmed. I
have cordoned off'the area with our own men." The Star-Admiral's head snapped up, "Area? What
area?" "Harborside. We will meet on Courion's ship." Kinnnus Morcha's eyes narrowed. "Whose idea was
that?" "Mine, sir. I have been on the ship before. It
is safe. Besides, Harborside is known to me; it is totally
unknown to the regent and his people." Kinnnus Morcha smiled at last. "I see I have
taught you well, adjutant. You serve me with admirable devotion.
When this campaign is over you will be promoted in rank." Kurgan bowed his head. "Thank you, sir. If I
may say, you have been like a second father to me." This way," Rekkk whispered, as he and Riane
turned down the jam-packed Boulevard of Crooked Dreams. It was night,
but fusion lamps burned brightly along the street, the warrens of the
spice market as busy as they were at noon. As far as Riane knew, the
market never closed. "Eleana said the entrance to the tunnel was
at the back." Wrapped in the preternatural darkness of Nith
Sahor's voluminous greatcoat, they had been transported to a copse of
sysal trees less than a kilometer from the Northern Gate. This
prodigious feat appeared to have taken almost all of the Gyrgon's
remaining strength. Eleana had volunteered to stay with him while the
others made their way into the city. Before she left them Giyan had
conjured a trine of sorcerous markers, glowing green like
fireflies. "If anyone approaches with hostile in- tent,
sorcerous or otherwise," she had told Eleana out of Nith Sahor's
hearing, "the green will turn to red. You must prepare
yourself." "I am already prepared," she had said as
she fingered the V'ornn weapons at her waist. "No one knows we are here, no one will come."
Giyan had kissed her on the forehead. "But just in case." The rest of them—Riane and Thigpen, Giyan,
Rekkk—had set off for Axis Tyr. As she had before, Giyan used
Flowering Wand, Osoru's spell of cloaking, to make them appear as
V'ornn Khagggun to the guards at the gate checkpoint. It was a
short-term spell that could not be cast again for some time. Inside the gates, they had melded into the bustle of
the city. They had not stayed together for long. Thigpen had jumped
from her place around Riane's neck. When Riane had asked where she
was going, she had said, "The Gyrgon spoke to me. He is gravely
wounded and requires my help." "But I am going to need your help," Riane
had protested. "It is forbidden," the creature had said.
"Now is the time of First Testing. The Dar Sala-at must succeed
or fail on her own." "Hold on!" Rekkk said now, as he pushed
Riane back into the shadows of a crowded pavilion reeking of
cinnamon and clove. "Haaar-kyut!" Squeezed into a small space with Rekkk, a fat
V'ornn, and three sad-eyed Kundalan servant females, Riane watched a
half dozen of the regent's handpicked guard marching through the
market. They wore purple battle armor, their faces were set in grim
resolve. She wondered where Giyan was. She had left them in the swirl
of the city in order to prepare in private her sorcerous defenses
against Malistra. Riane and Rekkk waited in the throng, shoulder to
shoulder. At length, the Haaar-kyut were out of sight. Rekkk signed
to Riane and they made their way to the rear of the market. Eleana
had given them detailed directions. She had discovered a back passage
into the main Haaar-kyut barracks on a reconnaissance mission before
the recent explosion. When they moved aside sacks of coriander seed piled
behind a stall, it was there just as she said it would. "Maybe I should go with you," Riane said,
as they crouched just outside the tunnel entrance. "Who knows
what you might find there?" "Absolutely not," Rekkk said. "We all
have our orders, our parts to play. For the moment, yours is to stand
lookout." His voice softened as he put a hand on Riane's
shoulder. "Forgive an ex-Khagggun's gruff manner. We cannot
chance exposing you to more danger than is necessary. All
right?" Riane nodded and, without another word, Rekkk
disappeared. Riane moved a couple of the pungent sacks back into
place, sat with her back against the space between them. She could
feel a cool draft of air issuing from the tunnel. Giyan had
thought it too dangerous to get into the palace the same way she and
Annon had escaped it. "Someone recognized us the night of the
coup," she had told Riane privately before they had left
the roadhouse. "Whoever it was may have seen us come out the
underground exit." A grey-faced shopkeeper with spice-stained hands
haggled with an irate customer over a bag of twigged myrtle. A line
of drays laden with spices, one kind to a dray, were backed up at the
side of the market, muscular Kundalan off-loading Sacks and barrels,
overseen by a covey of lock-faced Bashkir, all with one beady eye on
their competitors' wares. Tuskugggun, their daily work done, their
children put to bed, sat at K., the cafe across the boulevard, or
strolled through the market, chatting and making purchases. Movement
everywhere, in shadows and light, in the heavily trafficked street,
in front of the most popular of the stalls, selling bright yellow
turmeric, gunmetal poppy seeds, crimson chilies, blue
gardenia-root, purple saar, in the choked alleyways, the bustling
aisles. Scents drifting like flakes of pepper, like the dust off the
top of granth bins, like the dark and mysteriously veined husks of
wer-mace. Hooves thudded against cobbles, voices raised in shouts,
arguments, laughter bursting forth and just as quickly stifled
by the heightened air of tension, short tempers spreading like water
overflowing a riverbank. The heavy press of civilization like a
vise around her temples. After so much time in the Djenn Marre,
returning to Axis Tyr, even without the changes she had undergone,
was disorienting. She saw, in the short time she sat vigil, another
cluster of Khagggun, from Star-Admiral Morcha's wing judging by their
shimmering blue-green armor and the double mailed-fist insignia on
their shoulders. She held her breath as she watched them make their
way through the throng, felt the sadness welling in her breast to see
the Kundalan quail, fall back from the tramp of marching feet, avert
their gaze, as if even making eye contact was a punishable offense. While they were still in sight, she felt a pressure
at her back, and whispered, "Stay where you are. Khagggun are
about." A moment after the Khagggun had gone, she turned and
pushed the sacks of coriander seed aside. Rekkk emerged, dressed in
full Haaar-kyut armor he had purloined from the barracks. He pushed
up his visor, winked at her. Again, she had a moment of disconcerting
disorientation, knowing the world as she saw it was different than
the world of those around her. They scrambled to their feet. Rekkk
nodded and Riane put her hands behind her back. The eerie feeling of
dislocation intensified as Rekkk snapped wrist-guards on her. "You are now officially my prisoner," he
said, and slapped her hard on the back of her head as he propelled
her, stumbling, into the market. Slap of water against seaweed-wrapped pilings, ships
dark and low, rocking on the tide, spindrift making tiny
phosphorescent whorls like shooting stars. All these elements were
known to Kurgan, but utterly alien to Kinnnus Morcha. He was, like
all V'ornn, uncomfortable near vast areas of emptiness, where nothing
could be built, excavated, or plundered. Especially the kind of
emptiness that shifted constantly, that could not be quantified,
would not remain stable. He was heartened, however, by the certain
knowledge that Harborside would be as inimical to Wennn
Stogggul. Still, he stared down at the ocean as if it were the open
jaws of a Corpius Segundian razor-raptor. Above them, as they lowered themselves via a rope
ladder onto the aft deck of Courion's ship, Olnnn Rydddlin crouched
on the Promenade in deepest shadow. His eyes fairly glowed with
the mad light of revenge. His fingers fidgeted at the hilt of his
shock-sword. So fixated was he on the figure of his rage that he
failed to hear the movement just behind him. The edge of a dagger was at his throat. "We
have been looking for you, former Pack-Commander." Olnnn
Rydddlin knew the voice of First-Captain Julll when he heard it. He did not move. He willed his muscles to relax.
"Aren't you a little out of your area, First-Captain? It seems
to me you retired from slitting throats when you became the
Star-Admiral's deputy protocol officer." "That is a matter of perception, Olnnn
Rydddlin." The blade bit into his skin, drawing forth a
turquoise bead of blood. "Protocol is such an ambiguous word. At
least, as used by the Star-Admiral. I put administrative matters
in the hands of my staff." The bead collapsed, slid down the
length of the blade. "As for me, I have my plate full being
Kinnnus Morcha's bodyguard." "Does he not trust Kurgan Stogggul?" "Only as far as the length of a shock-sword
blade." Even as First-Captain Julll was answering, Olnnn
Rydddlin's arms whipped up behind his head, slammed Julll's nose into
the back of his own skull. He ignored the bite of the dagger edge,
his own blood running hot from his throat, kept his hold on
Julll's skull and twisted so violently he heard the stomach-churning
triple crack of the First-Captain's neck vertebrae shattering. The dagger fell to the Promenade, its blade dark
with blood. Olnnn Rydddlin threw aside the corpse, ripped a piece of
Julll's robes, wrapped it around his neck to stanch the bleeding.
Then he ran full tilt across the width of the Promenade. As he did
so, he drew his shock-sword, thumbed on the ion flow. At the edge of
the Promenade, he leapt off into the night, landed on the pitching
deck. The Star-Admiral was asking Kurgan in a none-too-friendly voice
where the N'Luuura the Sarakkon captain was. Paranoid that he was, he
was already smelling a trap. Cursing, he withdrew Hn ion dagger
he had secreted beneath the tunic of his uniform. "Where the N'Luuura have you been!" Kurgan
shouted. As Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha whirled around,
weapon in hand, Olnnn Rydddlin drove the singing blades through his
chest, piercing both his hearts in one expert strike. Swinging in an uncontrolled arc, Kinnnus Morcha saw
both his executioners at once. His last thoughts ran through his
head like faded ribbons. To have it end so ignominiously, brought to
ruin by a mad-V'ornn and a teenage boy instead of honorably on the
field of battle. What have we come to, we V'ornn, to rend ourselves
so? he asked of no one and everyone. The faded ribbons broke apart, taken by a swift
chill wind, scattered into the dark, glimmering infinity of the
Cosmos. They did not care for the fact that he had no
orders, these Haaar-kyut. They are well trained, give them that,
Rekkk thought. But, on the other hand, he was one of them. He stood with his prisoner at the gates of the
regent's palace, waiting for them to make up their minds. With every
second that passed, he liked their chances less and less. V'ornn
disliked uncertainty, Khagggun more than other castes, Haaar-kyut
least of all. He should have foreseen that. Well, at the spur of the
moment, with the end of the world staring you in the face, you
couldn't think of everything. But you had to. Even one mistake could
be fatal. "N'Luuura take it, contact the regent himself
if you want to," he said through his lowered visor. "I have
his verbal orders to bring this resis- tance leader to the cells. She
may have information about the Ring of Five Dragons." "That sounds like old news,"
Second-Marshal Tynnn said sullenly. "The regent has been given
the Kundalan Ring by Malistra." Rekkk, his mind working feverishly to keep up with
the constantly changing scenario, said, "I know that, dolt! Why
do you think I was sent to fetch this one? Now that the regent has
the Ring, he needs to learn how to use it." Second-Marshal Tynnn's brow furrowed. "I didn't
think of that." Rekkk shrugged. "Can't think of everything. Not
to worry. Resistance here will soon prove her worth to the regent." Second-Marshal Tynnn nodded. As they passed through
the gates, he put a huge hand on Rekkk's arm. Rekkk stiffened, his
fingers closing around the hilt of his shock-sword. He stared hard
into the Haaar-kyut's face. "Let's have a piece of her now."
Second-Marshal Tynnn licked his thick lips. "Just a quick one,
who's to know, lift her filthy robes over her head, get a look at how
much hair is under there, what d'you say?" "Sure," Rekkk said, "as long as you
answer to the regent about the delay. Or would you want me to do it,
tell him his education was held up to make way for your pleasure?" Second-Marshal Tynnn scowled. "Go on then, I
know what the regent's like when his ire's up. But, afterward,
when you get to the stage when she's all soft and bloody-like, give
me a buzz. I want in on the end." "With pleasure," Rekkk said with
well-manufactured zeal. He frog-marched Riane down the corridor, cuffed her
about the head for the amused guards' benefit. When they had turned a
corner, he said, "Sorry about that." Riane was startled to hear a former Khagggun, and a
Pack-Commander at that, apologize to a Kundalan girl. "No need,"
she said. "You did what had to be done." "How much time?" "I don't know," she said, but she could
feel vibrations deep in the core of her, could sense the shifting of
the layers of realms. Just how much damage was this Kundalan device
going to do if she failed to stop it? What if it sliced a hole right
through into other realms? "Less than an hour, maybe," she
added. "But that's simply a rough guess." "You had better contact Giyan, then." She nodded, and opened her Third Eye. Like a stone
dropped into a still lake, concentric circles of light spiraled
outward into the vastness of Otherwhere, until they encountered the
first sorcerous beacon Giyan had activated, which guided her to the
next, and then the next. To the light that was Giyan. We are inside the palace, she said in her
mind. On the ground level. She gave a detailed description
of their position. Very well, Giyan answered. This is what
you must do… Star-Admiral Kinnnus Morcha, crumpled on the
salt-slick deck of a ship hateful to him, stared into the nothingness
of death with a rueful expression on his face. The night was still
and starless. From a place far away, deep rumblings could be heard,
but no storm seemed imminent. The sea had grown agitated by the
sound. "Your father is pleased with what you have
accomplished here." Mal-istra, in green and cloth of gold, stood
with her legs spread, as a seasoned Sarakkon would, to minfmize
the pitching of the deck. "Extremely pleased." "He knows already?" Kurgan said. "Of course." She regarded the corpse with
a kind of detached interest, as if it were an expected entry in
a ledger. "I informed him as it was occurring." Her eyebrow
arched. "Surprised?" "I try never to be surprised." She laughed, but unkindly, like a mistress
confronting a willful and potentially disobedient pupil. Like Wennn Stogggul, she feasted on making her power
manifest, on collecting fear like coins coughed out of the mouths of
her victims. Kurgan made this mental observation with an assessor's
keen eye. Just because he had engineered Kinnnus Morcha's death did
not mean he hadn't learned from him. He was an exceptionally quick
study, this dangerous lad, a sponge that soaked up experience every
waking moment. And in his sleep schemes of power hatching like
gimnopedes at Lonon's end. "Your father requests the pleasure of your
company in the regent's palace." Kurgan gestured. "Olnnn Rydddlin—" "Olnnn Rydddlin will stay here, to protect the
body until the regent can spare Haaar-kyut to prepare it for public
viewing." The toe of her boot pressed against Kinnnus Morcha's
hollow temple. "Look at those features. For a certain, his head
will have impact atop the regent's pike!" Kurgan, who had failed to find her appealing at
their first encounter, was even less enamored with her now. She
possessed an utter con- temptuousness for life he found distasteful,
doubtless because it mirrored his own. "The regent should know Olnnn Rydddlin's part
in the Star-Admiral's demise." Malistra turned, her voice cold, cruel, vibrant with
power. "Don't trouble yourself, dear. The regent knows
everything." She tossed her head. "Now, quickly! Come with
me. Your father awaits." She smiled then, an odd, narrow-lipped smile that
made his tender parts contract. Do not underestimate her, he
thought. She is a sorceress, and she has Wennn Stogggul's ear.
He smiled back, followed her meek as a cor. But in his mind she had
crossed the line of no return. A dark nimbus now occluded his image
of her as he consigned her to the same noisome pit into which he had
dropped his father. Up on the Promenade, as they hurried through
darkness thick as a forest, Kurgan could see the lights of the city,
but they seemed oddly dim, smeared as if they were paint on
chrono-canvas. "Where did you get that platinum hair?" he
asked her. Malistra kept walking, an amused smile on her face.
She had quicksilver features, one moment stern and unforgiving,
the next moment soft and fragrant as a clemett. "It was a gift," she said. "When I
came of age." "Came of age for what?" She turned" now, her left hand describing
patterns in the air. In its wake, a kind of pale orange fire bloomed
and died as symbols overlay each other. All at once, Kurgan felt a
weight on his chest, a pain so searing he could not catch his breath.
Then, as quickly, it was gone, leaving behind a hollow-bone ache,
like an echo of an ion-cannon blast. "For that," she said brightly, and
continued striding along the Promenade. "This is what you do for my father?" She smirked, stopped again. "There's a
message." She pointed to his okummmon. "It's for you." Even as she spoke he felt the vibrations running up
and down his arm. The okummmon glowed bone-white and from it emanated
a wisp of mist. Quite soon, this mist coalesced, forming itself into
the holographic image of Nith Batoxxx. "Time to work, young Stogggul," the image
said. The voice sounded thin, far away, as if it was being compressed
in some way. "Make this quick," he said. "My
father wants to see me." "Not really," Malistra said. "I told
you that because I did not want Olnnn Rydddlin to know about your
connection with Nith Batoxxx." "Your expertise is required in the regent's
palace," the image of Nith Batoxxx said. "A Kundalan will
be corning there, perhaps is there already. No one knows of the
Kundalan but the three of us." "Then how could he get through security?" "The Kundalan is clever, and I believe he has
help." "What does he want?" "To get to the Storehouse Door in the caverns
below the palace." "Alert the regent. He'll send his Haaar-kyut—" "Shut your mouth when I am talking," Nith
Batoxxx snapped. "And stop jumping to conclusions." The
Gyrgon rearranged his arms. "The Haaar-kyut are useless in this
circumstance. The Kundalan will elude all of them. Still, I want you
to take a handful of them with you." "And you want me to stop him, is that it?" "No." Nith Batoxxx was the patient
schoolmaster now. "I want you to use the Haaar-kyut to separate"
the Kundalan from whoever may be with him. Then, station yourself in
sight of the Storehouse Door. When the Kundalan appears—as he
inevitably will—you will contact Malistra via the okummmon." Kurgan, his mind racing furiously, wondered why he
was needed at all. Why couldn't Nith Batoxxx do this himself? As a
Gyrgon he had access to every nook and cranny in Axis Tyr. Also, if
he was so powerful, why did he need someone else to tell him when the
Kundalan showed up at the appointed spot? And, speaking of which, the
appointed spot for what? Kurgan touched his okummmon. "I thought you
engineered this so that only you and I could communicate." "This is correct." "But you just said I should contact Malistra." "Isn't it obvious?" Malistra said. "Nith
Batoxxx and I are linked." "Silence!" the Gyrgon thundered. "There
is no time for idle banter. Make all haste to the palace, and there
do as I have ordered!" They hurried on, swinging off the Promenade, passing
the dark and deserted Kalllistotos ring, the clear white-stone facade
of Receiving Spirit, shining like a beacon in the night. "He's not telling me everything," Kurgan
said. "You know what you need to know," she
said. And just like that, with the slam of an imaginary
door, Kurgan was put in his place, kept out of the affairs of the
important players in this game. The problem was, it was not a place
in which he cared to be, nor was prepared to stay for long. He
watched the liquid movement of Malistra's hips, the stride of her
legs, the unnatural spark in her eyes, Nith Batoxxx and I are linked. A Kundalan
sorceress linked with a Gyrgon? Everything was wrong with this
picture. He knew the answer was right in front of him, he simply
couldn't see it. Then they had arrived at the palace, and he began to
think of what Nith Batoxxx wanted of him. Giyan had guided them to the back stairs—the
selfsame back stairs down which Annon had climbed on his first foray
into the caverns, the night of Wennn Stogggul's palace coup. A hidden
panel on a wall in one of the pantries off the kitchens revealed, as
Giyan said it would, the access to the stairs. Riane, who was leading the way, paused in the
darkness. Rekkk had taken off the cuffs the moment they were out of
sight of the last set of guards. She found herself on the triangular
landing from which three branches of the staircase descended. From
the right, she could feel a pulsing, more distinctly than Annon ever
had. In her mind, she heard a liquid sound, as if someone were
stirring an enormous pot. Blackness, deeper than midnight, denser
than the deepest sleep rose to twine around her core, to bring up
memories like perfume of First Cenote, deep in the caverns of the
Djenn Marre where Thigpen and her kind were born, waiting, like so
many others, for the coming of the Dar Sala-at. There arose like a whirlwind a force now—an
awful force that impelled her to the right, even though her skin
puckered, her flesh crawled. She could see the reflection in the
black water of First Cenote of the five-headed daemon Pyphoros, who
had claimed her for his own, who had pursued Annon through the realm
of Otherwhere. Riane. Giyan's voice in her head. Step
back. A wave of dizziness washed over her. She felt
herself beginning to tumble down the stairs. Then Rekkk had her in
his powerful arms. Go to your left, Riane. Stay to your left. "Left," she said thickly to Rekkk, and he
dragged her back from the edge of the emptiness that rose up like a
tomb, a great belching pit, stinking of bitterroot. Then they had
stumbled into the spiral chute, were plunging down into the bowels of
the Kundalan caverns beneath the palace. The moment they tumbled out, Rekkk held his hand
over Riane's mouth. Riane looked up, expecting to find the oculus, to
have to tell Rekkk to move away from it lest they be seen from above,
but she saw only rock. She looked around. Directly across from them
was solid rock. It should have been the Storehouse Door. When Annon
had tumbled down the chute, he had ended up beneath the oculus. Was
there more than one chute? Had they taken the wrong one? Where were
they? A rumbling began under their feet, rolling on and
on, echoing through the caverns. A sudden crash made them jump, as a
huge chunk of rock was dislodged. The tremor ceased, but the air felt
charged with peril and death. She looked at Rekkk. Haaar-kyut, he mouthed
silently, and she nodded, hearing their soft stealthy footfalls.
He dropped a fistful of rock dust into his okummmon, drew out of it a
boulllas—a double strand of wire, the ends of which were
attached to alloy grips into which he slipped his fingers. He thumbed
a button to turn on the ion flow. He motioned Riane to move back into
the shadows with him, and suddenly she knew exactly where they
were—in the interrogation cell where Annon had removed Giyan's
okuuut. So long ago. Just yesterday. Remembered in the minutest
detail. Four Haaar-kyut in purple battle armor appeared from
around a corner, marching right by them. As the last one came
abreast of the cell, Rekkk stepped forward, dropped the wires across
his throat, lashed it tight. The ion-charged wires cut through flesh
and bone. The Haaar-kyut's thrashing was over almost before it began. "Stay here," Rekkk said in Riane's ear.
"I'm going to take care of the other three." Before she could stop him, he was gone, slipping
silent as a wraith into the cavern. She clung to the shadows, aware
of how much each member of the group Giyan had assembled was doing
for her, acutely aware that she herself had done nothing to warrant
their heroism. The smell of death was overpowering, magnified by the
closeness of the space. She stepped over the Haaar-kyut's decapitated
body, clung to the shadows at the edge of the cell. Where was Rekkk?
Had he killed the three remaining Haaar-kyut or had he himself been
killed? Were they at this moment dragging him back here to be
interrogated? Another tremor shuddered through the cavern, chunks
of rock flew through the air. The Tymnos device was about to be
activated. She could stay inactive no longer. She had to get to
the Ring of Five Dragons. But just as she was about to step out into
the cavern, she heard a familiar voice say, "I would not do that
if I were you. Too many Haaar-kyut about." She stood stock-still, scarcely daring to breath.
Then she saw him emerge from the shadows across the cavern. Kurgan!
The shock that went through her fairly rooted her to the spot. He was smiling at her, just the way he had smiled at
Eleana that afternoon by the pool, an animal's smile, so full of
guile and cunning there was no room for anything else. "How did
you manage to worm your way into the palace?" He took her chin
in his strong hand, turned her face this way and that. "Was it
by good looks alone, I wonder?" With a fierce shove, he pushed her back into the
darkness of the cell. Immediately, he fell upon her. They lay beside
the bloody Kha-gggun corpse. "Why are you struggling?" His
head whipped back and forth, avoiding her blows. "I am the
master, you are the slave. Understand?" He jammed an elbow
against her windpipe. "Victor, vanquished," he
chanted. His knee spread her thighs, but he was unprepared for the
blow he received to his tender parts. All the breath went out of him. Panting, Riane
pushed him roughly aside. On the floor, he caught her leg between his
ankles, twisted, bringing her down against him again. But this
time Riane had her knife out, the point at his throat. His eyes opened wide, eyes Annon had known well,
eyes of a V'ornn she had loved as brothers love one another. "Why do you hesitate?" Kurgan rasped. "I
am V'ornn. You are Kun-dalan. We are enemies." The heat boiled up inside her, the V'ornn-born heat
of vengeance. Kurgan's father had murdered the entire Ashera family.
He had asked for and had gotten Annon's head on a spike. Why
shouldn't Annon take his revenge? It was right; it was just. She
thought of Mother, and remembered what Thigpen had said. Let
Mother's death have meaning. Having killed once, tragically, you will
need a compelling reason for doing so again. She stood up
abruptly. "I have no time for you," she said. Kurgan sneered. "It matters not what you do
now. There is a Dark sorceress after your skin." "I will handle her, come what may." "Think so? This one is a mesembrythem addict.
Do you know what that means? She lives to inflict pain! You will take
a long time dying, she will see to that!" Rekkk had dispatched two of the three Haaar-kyut he
had been shadowing, and was grappling with the last of them,
when she appeared as if out of nowhere. He had heard enough about her
from Giyan to recognize her instantly. Malistra. She watched him, gimlet-eyed, while he slit the
Haaar-kyut's neck. "If you were a true warrior, as warriors were
meant to be," she said, "you would daub his blood across your forehead
and cheeks, down the bridge of your nose. You would anoint your lips
with it while you held his still-beating hearts in the palm of your
hand." Her lips curved into the smile of a graven image. "But
times have changed. The warrior soul grows soft with civilization." "Get out of my way," he said. "I have
a job to do." "Ah, yes." She inhaled deeply, her breasts
rising as if on the crest of a tide. "Protector of Lady Giyan." Rekkk, in a semicrouch, waited for an opening. "You love the wrong sorceress, would-be
warrior. I am a sorceress worthy of a killing machine. I will teach
you the six thousand, six hundred and sixty-six ways to kill. I will
show you how to increase your power every time you slay an enemy, how
to take energy from the dead and make it your own. I will turn you
into the warrior of warriors!" Rekkk, about to lash out at her, checked himself. A
scent was coming from her, a curious perfume that made him weak in
the knees, that turned her words into soft raindrops that fell upon
his skin like dew. She was so beautiful! Why hadn't he realized that
before? "Warrior of warriors," she whispered, each
word now something he strained forward to catch and to hold close to
him. "Sit," she said, and he did. Her outstretched hand
moved in a slow arc. "Sleep," she said, and he did. At last, the Storehouse Door was in sight. There, in
its center, was the circular medallion with a wave motif into which
was carved the powerful figure of Seelin, Sacred Dragon of
Transformation. The red-jade Ring was held fast in the Dragon's open
mouth. As Riane approached the Door, she happened to glance
up. The oculus was shrouded, milky, opaque as a blind eye. Beneath
her feet, the earth trembled, more violently this time. Far off,
chunks of rock crashed to the cavern floor. The acrid stench of
sulphur was in the air. Where was Rekkk? Where was Giyan? There was
no time to lose. She ran for the Door, but before she reached it a
subtle change in the light made her turn. Above her head, the milky
light of the oculus was congealing, crawling toward the center,
running ruddy as it did. It became aqueous, dripping down in a
crimson stalactite, leaving in its wake only blackness. The oculus
had been sealed over. The crimson column came to rest on the floor of the
cavern, rippling with life, reassembling itself into a striking
Kundalan female. She was clad in cured-leather armor of red and
black. Her long platinum hair was pulled back tightly from her white
face. Plaited like a noose, it lay against her spine like the bronze
serpent that curled around her right arm from elbow to shoulder. "Malistra," Riane breathed. "A female; how surprising." Malistra
smiled. "Well, go ahead, what are you waiting for? Time enough
to save the world." "You will not try to stop me?" "I? I have no dominion over the Dar Sala-at.
Not yet, anyway." Riane reached out, touched the incised medallion on
the Storehouse Door. It had been such a long, strange journey since
the first time An-non had touched it. Her fingertips slid across the
head of the Sacred Dragon. A millimeter from the red-jade Ring. Malistra moved, and in moving set off a dry rustling
like that of a snake shedding its skin. When she spoke again, it was
in a deeper, echoing voice that sent chills straight through to
Riane's bones. "Remember the five-headed daemon, Dar Sala-at?
The five-headed daemon who pursued you through the gulfs of
Otherwhere. That daemon lost Annon Ashera, lost him in the
interstices between realms. That daemon has pursued him ever since.
To no avail. But now the trap has been laid, set, tripped. We know
who you are, Dar Sala-at. We have lured you out of hiding with the
Ring of Five Dragons we bartered to the SaTrryn spice-master, knowing
that Sornnn SaTrryn, having spent much time with the tribes of the
Korrush, would recognize it and, with his overweening ambition,
know what to do with it. So it is written, so it was done, the Ring
placed in Wennn Stogggul's greedy hands in exchange for the SaTrryn
becoming Prime Factor. Wennn Stogggul, hubris-riddled dupe, delivered
it as we knew he would to the Comradeship, who would try in their
curiosity and their ignorance to use it, so they would trigger the
Tymnos device, so that you would be brought to us, drawn by your
destiny." Though she still smiled, Malistra's eyes emptied
like water draining from a well. "A long and complex path, you
might think, but logical enough, yes. And, here you are, on the cusp
of your decision. As we said, we have no dominion over you, not until
you grasp the Ring. Then you are ours." A ferocious tremor struck the cavern. Nearby rocks
cracked open with a thunderous roar. "Decide now!" Malistra cried in the eerie
voice that seemed to emanate from her empty eyes. "The
world is about to end!" Riane slipped her middle finger through the Ring.
She twisted, pulled, and the Ring came free. The tremors stopped. The
device had been deactivated. But the Door to the Storehouse remained
steadfastly locked. How could that be? She was the Dar Sala-at. She
had proved that by taking control of the Ring of Five Dragons, the
key to the Storehouse. And yet, it had not worked. She inserted the
Ring back between Seelin's open jaws. But still the Door would not
open. "Nothing ever ends the way we expect it to,
does it?" Malistra, growing in size, began to laugh. "Now
you have made your decision, Dar Sala-at. You belong to us now." A ring of sysal trees to hide them, to keep them
safe from prying eyes. Wind rustling through the branches set the
gimnopedes to singing. Nith Sahor lay on the ground, his breathing
labored. His head turned to look at Eleana where she knelt
beside him. "Tm'g-pen has not yet returned?" She shook her head. "Then let us speak of other matters." The
tlyrgon moved a gloved hand in the air. Bright blue sparks cracked
and sparked in its wake, but with not nearly the vigor they had an
hour ago. Night was waning, and with it, Nith Sahor's life. "You
are with child, Eleana." "Yes." "But this does not bring you joy." "It is not a child I wished for," she said
in a voice barely above a whisper. "All children are wished for. It is simply a
matter of identifying that wish." "You don't understand. I was raped. If I allow
this baby to come to term, it will be the product of that violation." "Nevertheless, Eleana, you wished for this
baby." "How can you say that"!" She turned
her head away. "What do you know, anyway, you're a Gyrgon. You
know nothing of life." "Being male and female," Nith Sahor said,
"I know more than most." Slowly, her head swung back. "Still, you have
no right to say that I wanted to be raped." "That is not what I said." He took her
hand in his, felt her fright of him, and was infinitely saddened.
"For a long time, you were unhappy with your life. Perhaps you
did not know it, not consciously, anyway. But your heart longed for
more than bloodletting, didn't it?" Eleana bit her lip. "Yes." "You had seen more than your share of death.
You had dealt death, had seen it come for you, watched while it
annihilated those you loved most until there was nothing left,
nothing but an empty pit inside you. And now you have given yourself the means to fill
that empty pit. With life, Eleana. With this new precious life!" She was weeping now, but all at once her head
whipped around and her face grew pale. "What is it?" he asked, being unable to
move. "The markers!" she cried. "The
sorcerous markers that Giyan left as warning! They have turned red!
Someone or something has found us!" Riane, recalling the catalog of spells from both
Sacred Books, tried one after another, projecting them toward
Malistra. None worked. Though she had the raw knowledge, she lacked
the expertise. Casting spells was akin to cooking: even the best raw
ingredients remained just that unless you knew how to peel them, dice
them, blanch them, combine them, and serve them. Malistra was laughing as Riane grew frantic. She
felt like a chü-fox chasing its own tail. And, then, in the
catalog her extraordinary memory had compiled in her head, she came
across the Kyofu spell, Fly's-Eye, and knew that the cacophony of
jumbled thoughts in her head was the mental chaos invoked by the
spell. As she watched, dumbfounded, Malistra extended her arm. The
bronze serpent uncoiled itself, slithered in a blur along the floor,
began to wind itself around Riane's right ankle. In her mind, she called out to Giyan, but there was
no response. She ran down the cavern, away from Malistra, away the
Storehouse, away from the sealed Door, away from Seelin, Sacred
Dragon, its jaws open wide, waiting. She tried to reach down, to tear the serpent off
her, but she could not grab it and run at the same time. Behind her,
the chilling breeze of Malistra's pursuit. Her skin began to crawl.
Jumping over a newly fallen pile of rubble, she made for the opening
of the spiral chute, ducked down, crawled inside. Using elbows and knees, she began a breathless
climb. And all the while, the serpent was coiling itself around her
leg. She could feel Malistra's presence below her, and she
redoubled her effort, climbing faster, though the pitch of the chute
had become more extreme, almost vertical. She grew dizzy with
the climb, with terror, with the chaos the Fly's-Eye spell was
inducing. As fast as she went, Malistra was faster. She felt clumsy,
stupid, unable to put two thoughts together. Though part of her was
aware that this, too, was an effect of the spell, this knowledge
seemed to feed the terror building inside her. She could not stop it,
just as she could not stop Malistra from gaining on her. With a gasp, she gained the triangular landing.
Above her lay the regent's private quarters, rooms that had once
belonged to Annon's father, and to Giyan. She was about to go on,
when something made her pause. A whisper in her ear, in her mind,
nothing more than pure instinct, or then again perhaps a timely
intervention. In any event, she turned and, without giving it
another thought, backed down the right-hand staircase. Immediately,
she was engulfed in the eerie darkness that seemed to pulse with
unknown life. She could hear echoes, as of voices thrown across a
large body of water, could feel the darkness in the air. Oddly, the
sharp tang of bitterroot seemed to calm her thoughts, as if it were a
mild antidote to the Fly's-Eye spell. She braced arms and legs against the side of the
stairwell, against the siren call of whatever waited below. She hung
there, the serpent frozen on her leg. Her breathing slowed until it
was barely perceptible, the blood slowed in her arteries and veins,
time seemed to stand still. She waited, sweat dripping off her, elich
drop plunging into the vast emptiness below her, the silence of
the fall ended by a tiny ping, as of water hitting water. Hanging there, suspended, breathing in the
bitterroot, she felt Mal-istra approaching. Up the spiral chute she
rushed, on the landing, and then upward. Riane heard the voices
singing from below, but in her head, silence. She moved cautiously
upward, back onto the triangular landing. She had one leg into the
chute to take her back down to the cavern, when a fist like iron
gripped her arm, pulling her upward. She turned to see Malistra, grinning like a
death's-head. Then the Fly's-Eye came back full force, and she was
dragged upward. The bronze serpent's forked tongue flicked out,
tasting with pleasure the skin of her thigh. Nith Sahor was dying. Eleana never saw whatever
sorcerous thing had turned the markers red, but Nith Sahor had.
Green ion charges had circled the copse of trees, echoing like
thunder, burning the blackened, starless sky. The air itself
commenced to burn, shimmering and cracking. Eleana wanted to help the
Gyrgon, but he waved her away when she tried to approach him, and
when a percussion wave threw her off her feet, she took cover behind
the thick bole of a tree. In the stinging white-noise silence of the
aftermath, she had rushed to where he lay, battered, blasted. One
bloodshot star-sapphire eye watched her bend over him. The other was
gone. Thigpen returned moments afterward. The sorcerous
beacons glowed green again. The danger was gone. Nith Sahor had
driven it away. "Am I too late?" Thigpen whispered to the
Gyrgon. Nith Sahor made no sound and yet the little creature
appeared to understand. She carried in one of her six paws a small
black rectangular object. "What is that?" Eleana whispered. "Something from one of his laboratories in Axis
Tyr," Thigpen replied. Whatever it was was something very special, because
when Thigpen dropped it into Nith Sahor's hand, he turned to Eleana
and bade her go to the edge of the circle of trees. She was loath to
leave him, but the look on his face convinced her to do as he asked. From her position at the edge of the trees, she saw
Nith Sahor nod to Thigpen, saw Thigpen's paw touch the center of the
small black rectangle, saw it give like a membrane, then expand
outward until it filled the center of the glade in which Nith Sahor
lay, hiding him and Thigpen from her. No more than a moment later, the membrane vanished.
Slowly, Eleana went back to where Thigpen sat. There was no light
left in Nith Sahor's remaining eye. "Gone," the creature said. They buried him in the middle of the copse. They
wrapped his neural-nets tightly around him like a shroud. His face
had about it the unmistakable color of death. Eleana wept. Thigpen
sat beneath a sysal tree full of brightly plumaged birds, cleaning
her claws. Gimnopedes sang a sad chorus in a dark nimbus above the
treetops, serenading the lone four-winged bird among the flock. Giyan, deep in Ayame, the Osoru Otherwhere, had
taken the form of her Avatar, Ras Shamra, the giant bird of prey. She
had been fighting Malistra for some time now, and was steadily losing
ground. She could not understand it. Each time she felt she had
gotten the best of her, Malistra gained in power. It was as if she
were an engine of endless power, wearing Giyan down. As Giyan cast
spell after spell, Malistra cast counterspell after counterspell.
Each time the Ras Shamra ripped a Ja-Gaar to shreds another two took
its place. How Malistra could renew her Avatars at will was a mystery
to Giyan. From time to time, she heard Riane calling to her,
but only rarely could she respond. It took too much energy, energy
she needed to fight Malistra. And yet, she knew she was losing. She
could find no solution to the sorcerous conundrum. She knew that
unless she could find the source of Malistra's boundless energy, they
were doomed. And now, on the colorless horizon of Otherwhere, she
saw a shadow forming out of smoke and darkness. At first, she thought
it was yet another Avatar, but then as it leaped toward her, she
recognized it for what it was: Tzelos! The daemon from her vision had
arrived. Malistra, gripping Riane by the scruff of her neck,
hauled her through the regent's private quarters, past astonished
guards, openmouthed servants, stunned advisors, until she came upon
the regent himself. Wennn Stogggul, dressed in bright new Khagggun
battle armor he had had constructed to his own specifications,
turned. "And what have we here?" he asked, as
Malistra threw Riane at his feet. 'r "Here is the Dar-Sala-at, Lord," she said
witü a laugh. "Behold! The savior of the Kundalan!" Wennn Stogggul, looking down at the Kundalan girl in
her filthy robe, put his shiny boot on the small of her back. "What
a pathetic sight!" "I agree, Lord. Pathetic." He leaned over. "It appears she is in extreme
pain." His eyes flicked up toward Malistra. "I should be
merciful. I should put her out of her misery." He took a
second-century Phareseian ceremonial dagger from its jeweled scabbard
on the wall. He eyed the three-edged blade, preparing to plunge
it into Riane's side. "Would it not be better, Lord," Malistra
said in honeyed tones, "would it not be more fitting if you used
a sacred Kundalan artifact to kill their savior?" Wennn Stogggul looked at the ring—the ring he
believed to be the Ring of Five Dragons—on his index finger.
"The twenty-four hours are up?" "Yes, Lord." Malistra's obsequious tones
wound like a skein through his very soul. "The moment has come
to use it." Wennn StogguTs eyes were alight with power lust.
"What do I do?" "Hold out your hand," she said. "Point
the ring at the Dar Sala-at." He did as she said. "And then?" He was
fairly trembling with anticipation. "Think death and it will come." The false ring, filled with his blood and the Old
V'ornn's sorcery, flared, turned into a ring of fire. The regent
opened his mouth to scream but no sound issued forth. He fell to his
knees, his hands palsied, his face ashen. "There, Lord," Malistra said softly,
almost gently. "At last you have reaped the harvest of your
desire." Seeing the Tzelos, Giyan understood what was
happening. Malistra was not alone. There was a power behind her,
feeding her, keeping her going. Malistra was a shell, a hollow
warrior. That was the meaning of the Tzelos—the hint of the
true power behind her, within her. Giyan knew now that she had been wrong. She had been
making inroads, sapping Malistra's power. But every time she did so,
the being whose Avatar she saw now—the daemon Tzelos—stoked
in more energy. Now the Tzelos itself had appeared. Why? She had been lured into a sorcerous battle she could
not win. Why? Riane! They were after Riane all the time. This battle was
a ruse, a diversion to keep her occupied while they… Girding herself, she ignored the Tzelos, turned the
beacon of her power through Otherwhere, through Time and Space, until
she found her child, curled on the floor of the regent's private
quarters, in terrible pain. Rage such as she had never known coursed through her
body. So great was it that it burst asunder the energy strands of her
own Avatar. The Ras Shamra exploded in a rainbow shower. In its
stead, she stood, her legs spread, her arms upraised, fisted hands
drawing down the lightning from the core of her being… Run, Riane! Run! Giyan's voice in her head freed her for an instant,
sent her flying from the room. "It's no good running away," Malistra said
from behind her. "You cannot hide from me. Not while my serpent
guides me to you." Riane reached down, tried to rip the bronze serpent
off her. It tried to bite her, copper fangs gleaming, and she grabbed
it behind the head, snapping its jaws shut. Hobbled as she was, she
slammed into a servant boy, sent him sprawling. With her balled fist,
she knocked aside a startled Haaar-kyut, burst out of the
private wing, into the short corridor that led to the Great Listening
Hall. There were no other doors in the corridor, she couldn't turn
back. Forward, then, into the hall. The asymmetrical space loomed before her. It was in
a state of flux. The gallery that ran around the perimeter a level up
had been redone. The beautiful Kundalan-painted plaster ceiling had
been replaced by V'ornn chronosteel from which hung four winking
holographic images of Kundala. The alabaster columns set on
black-granite plinths were in the process of being replaced by
translucent Gyrgon cortical nets. The three heartwood posts set in a
perfect equilateral triangle in the open-air center of the hall
remained untouched, however. Riane took all this in in the split second before
Malistra appeared behind her. "You cannot fight me, Dar Sala-at. You know
that now." Malistra extended her arm toward Riane. Her fist
unfolded like a flower, and from the tips of her fingers leapt a bolt
of sorcerous red flame that struck Riane in the small of her back,
threw her forward, into the center of the hall. Riane picked herself
up, ran. "Why do you continue in the foolish flight? Why
try to resist the inevitable?" Another bolt of red flame struck Riane in the
shoulder, spinning her around, pitching her to her knees. Malistra
came toward her, as Riane staggered to her feet. "It is over, Dar Sala-at. What is written
cannot be undone." A third bolt caught her full in the chest, slammed
her back against one of the huge heartwood posts with such force that
the wood splintered. Malistra, not more than a handbreadth away, made a
sign, and the bronze serpent unwound itself from Riane's leg. Riane
let go of it and it slithered back to its master, coiling itself
around her right arm. "You are bleeding." Malistra gripped
Riane's head in her hand. "Let me stop the pain now, Dar
Sala-at. It is time." Riane stared into Malistra's face and saw nothing, a
mask only, a device of complex evil, a skein that needed unraveling.
How? She had tried everything and failed. No, she thought.
Not everything. She invoked the Star of Evermore, the
potent spell she had cast to break Mother free of her sorcerous
prison. In the single beat of a heart, the Fly's-Eye was gone. Malistra sniffed the air, frowned. "What are
you doing?" Her grip on Riane's jaw tightened. Riane steeped her mind in the resulting lake of
calmness. What did she know about the sorceress? Only what Giyan had
told her. And then into her mind floated the brief conversation she
had had with Kurgan. She cast her mind back further, into another
lifetime. "Tell me!" Malistra cried. "What are
you doing?" She ramped up power, began to reassert her control. Riane could feel the sorcerous jaws of Kyofu
descending on her again, but her hand was already behind her,
scrabbling at the shattered heartwood post. With strength born of
desperation, she ripped off a jagged shard of heartwood. She felt the
oil coat her hand. Gripping the makeshift stake in her fist, she
plunged it into Malistra's chest. Malistra gasped and drew back. Blood gouted out of
her, inundating Riane. "What?" she stammered. "What…?" She is a mesembrythem addict, Kurgan had
said. Mesembrythem is one of the most powerful herbs
in the pantheon of sorcerous remedies, Giyan had told Annon when
she was healing his leg wound. Its regenerative powers can
instantly morph into the deadliest poison, either through
overdose or the introduction of oil of heartwood. Malistra's eyes opened wide. Clawed hands swiped at
the air. "I'm dying! Dying!" she screamed. She fell to the
floor, arms and legs flailing, body spasming as blood continued to
pour out of her, more blood than any one body could possibly contain,
streams of blood, rivers of blood, until all that was left of her was
a pool of blood. Her empty armor steeping in it. What was it the old Kundalan seer had shouted to
Annon? I see death, death and more death! Only the
equilateral of truth can save you! Riane, her heart pounding, stared up at the great
equilateral triangle made by the heartwood posts. Then, growing
dizzy, she hung her head in exhaustion. Bent over, forearms on her
thighs, head aching fiercely, she failed to notice the bronze
serpent, its skin shiny with blood, slither away into the shadows. Dawn Wake up! Wake up, Rekkk!" Rekkk opened his
eyes, shook his head. "You are covered in blood." Riane pulled him to his feet. "No time now,"
she said urgently. "The palace is crawling with Haaar-kyut.
We've got to get out of here!" It was true. On her way out 6f the Great Listening
Hall and back down to the caverns, she had had to bypass "at
least a dozen of the regent's guard. Wennn Stogggul was dead. Deep
inside her, she exulted at the revenge unexpectedly exacted on the
V'ornn who had slaughtered Annon's entire family. "Quickly, now," Riane said. "I know a
way out of here! Giyan and Annon used it to escape from here the
night of the coup." On their way, she recounted as best she
could what had happened. How she had found her way to the Storehouse
Door, how she had been overpowered by Malistra, brought before the
gloating Wennn Stogggul, how the regent had been unexpectedly
poisoned when he had tried to use a red-jade ring he wore that was
the twin of the Ring of Five Dragons, how she had managed to kill
Malistra by using a shard of heartwood. "The heartwood resin is
instantly lethal to a mesembrythem addict," she concluded. "But how did you know that the sorceress used
mesembrythem?" Rekkk asked. "That is the curious part." And she told
him about her brief and violent encounter with Kurgan. "You should have killed him when you had the
chance," Rekkk said. "That boy is pure evil." Riane did not, of course, see it that way. Annon and
Kurgan had been best friends. How does one kill a best friend? "Never mind," Rekkk said. "Kundala is
safe. That is what's most important." She nodded. "But that is more than I can say
for us." Up ahead, a pack of Haaar-kyut in full battle armor
were being deployed by Wing-General Nefff "Leave this to me," Rekkk said, slamming
down his visor. He pushed Riane into an interrogation cell, jogged to
where Wing-General Nefff was giving the last of his orders. His
Khagggun had fanned out, moving smartly in double time. "Two resistance intruders," Rekkk shouted
at Nefff in a breathless voice. "Pursued them from the regent's
private quarters down here. One is in custody, in this interrogation
cell, the other is still at large." Wing-General Nefff barked out orders, and his
Khagggun disappeared. "Now let's take a look at the
would-be assassin," he said. Rekkk led him into the darkened cell. "Why
haven't you activated the security grid?" Nefff turned abruptly.
"Who the N'Luuura are you, Third-Marshal?" "Rekkk Hacilar," Rekkk said as he buried
his shock-sword in Nefff's midsection. The surprised expression froze
on the Wing-General's face. Rekkk was already stripping off his armor
before he hit the ground. Moments later, wearing the insignia of
rank, he let Riane lead him out of the caverns and up into a vertical
tunnel. Metal rungs had been hammered into the smooth sides. They emerged from the cistern head in the narrow
alley off Blank Lane behind the row of Tuskugggun ateliers. Riane
kept Rekkk hidden for some time, mindful of Giyan's warning that
whoever had betrayed them might know of this exit from the palace.
Dawn was breaking. The monochrome blue of night was fast draining
away. The sky was streaked with pink and mauve. Birds called, longing
for food. A Tuskugggun opened the back door to her atelier, took
out the trash. A wholesaler drew up with deliveries. Voices were
raised. A brief argument. A hoverpod passed over. The slow
clip-clop of water-buttren hooves echoed on the cobbles, overridden
by the thrum of building traffic. The torrent of the city's activity
was just beginning. When Riane was certain no one was watching them,
she nodded to Rekkk. They rose and Rekkk began to walk south. "Where are you going?" Riane said,
grabbing hold of him. "We need the North Gate." "No, we don't," Rekkk said, landing a
perfectly timed punch to the point of Riane's cheek. He caught her as she collapsed and, lofting her over
his shoulder, headed toward the center of the city, where an unknown
presence stood waiting, drawing him onward. Dawn came late inside the ring of sysal trees just
north of Axis Tyr. They had been spared, Eleana knew, and so, it
appeared, had Kun-dala. Relief and despair warred inside her. The
ominous seismic tremors had ceased. The Dar Sala-at must have been
successful. She watched Thigpen crouched beside Nith Sahor's
grave and prayed to Müna. She closed her eyes. Birds chirping,
small mammals foraging, insects humming, the wind skittering through
the branches that curved over her head like a mantle. The first
fragile shaft of sunlight brushed her cheek. The world was being born
around her. At some point she became aware that she was praying for
herself, for the life of her unborn baby. Her hands, fingers laced
like a cradle, touched her belly, which was just beginning to swell.
She threw her head back at the pellucid sky and, in the pure silence
of her open heart, cried, My baby! My Baby! Riane awoke with a pain in her jaw pushing aside
even her massive headache. "Rekkk! Rekkk, put me down! What are you
doing?" No reply. Riane traveled inward, opening her Third
Eye, piercing the veil between realms, entering Otherwhere. Saw the
Cosmos as it really was, with all her senses, not just the five of
her corporeal body. She saw Rekkk, a husk, hollow as Malistra had
been. She saw the Tzelos crouched upon his shoulders, directing him
like a marionette. The spell was woven around him in a complex pattern,
runes of fire and blood intermingling, creating waves of energy that
kept him in thrall. Riane knew that no simple Osoru spell could free
him; this web was different, chimerical, dark, and light. Something
more potent was required. She cast the Spell of Forever, searching
for him beneath the potent layers of fire and blood. She found him
with the Spell of Forever, at the bottom of a lightless well. Now how
to free him? Becoming aware of a light at the extreme edge of
Otherwhere, she turned her full concentration on it. It was a beacon
made of priceless jade, intricately carved with the images of five
dragons—Müna's Five Sacred Dragons. The Ring! She turned it on her finger, saw the Dragons come
alive. Pulsing in the sorcerous center of each one a color: blue,
yellow, red, green, black. Their faces turned to her, they spoke
their names: Eshir, the Dragon of air and Forgiveness; Com, the
Dragon of earth and Renewal; Yig, the Dragon of fire and Power;
Seelin, the Dragon of water and Transformation; Paow, the Dragon
of wood and Vision. Instantly, she under- stood the differences
between them, knew which was needed. She turned the Ring so that Gom
was facing up. Then she pressed the carving of the Dragon of Renewal
into the back of Rekkk's neck. A shock wave went through Otherwhere. The Tzelos
reared back, the strings by which it held Rekkk snapping like
ion-cannon shots. Its essence sizzled and began to come apart. It
turned its twelve-faceted eyes on her as it vanished, leaving for a
heart-stopping instant only an eerie disembodied grimace. As quickly as she could, Riane Thripped them all to
the abbey, which had become their de facto sanctuary. The regent had
been killed in his own chambers. The Haaar-kyut were out for blood;
the Khagggun had been mobilized. Already hoverpods bristling with the
latest weaponry crisscrossed the terrain, and ion-cannon fire
was a sporadic background booming. There was little time to
mourn the death of Nith Sahor, though Rekkk and Giyan had lingered at
the gravesite, holding hands, speaking softly to one another. Later, while preparations for making the abbey
habitable again were in progress, Riane and Eleana found themselves
standing together in a corner of the plaza. Riane felt as if she had
been run through by a shock-sword. She felt tongue-tied, inept. Eleana sighed, turned to Riane, and Riane's insides
melted. "I hope you don't mind me saying this," Eleana
began hesitantly, "but ever since I can remember I have thought
of you—of the Dar Sala-at, I mean—as a male. Does that
sound foolish?" "Not at all." Riane was aware of the
exquisite irony of this exchange. By the light of Lonon's five moons
Eleana looked more beautiful than ever. Eleana cleared her throat. "I have to admit, I
don't know what to say. I'm a little bit in awe of the Dar Sala-at." "Don't be," Riane said. Her tongue seemed
stuck to the roof of her mouth. Male or female, it did not matter.
She loved this girl with every fiber of her being. Eleana, smiling, touched Riane's swollen cheek.
"Does it pain you overmuch?" "Only when I think about it." Merciful
Goddess, this is too much for me, Riane thought. I think I shall go
stark raving mad if I'm around her much longer. The longing was a
taste in her mouth. She was filled up with it, mad with it, her soul
shredded by it. Eleana came closer, lowered her voice. "Can I
confide in you, Dar-Sala-at?" Riane swallowed hard. "Of course." She touched her lower belly. "I am with child." "You're … what?" Riane thought she
was going to pass out. "How can you be—?" She bit off
words that would betray her. "How did it happen?" "By accident. I was caught at a swimming hole
by two V'ornn, young, our age. One attacked me. The other—well,
believe it or not he tried to save me. He—it seems so odd—he
was attacked by a gy-reagle, can you believe it?" Riane said nothing. "The one named Kurgan raped me. This is his
child." Riane's mouth was full of cotton, her mind was
afire. Eleana was carrying Kurgan's baby? She wanted to scream. Every
time she cursed the cruel fate that bound her, something worse
happened. But now this was it. She had hit rock bottom. 'Nothing
worse could possibly happen. "I was going to abort it," Eleana was
saying "But I just told Giyan I am going to keep it. She and
Nith Sahor convinced me that was the right thing to do, to love it,
to teach it right from wrong, to ensure that it will be better than
its father ever was or could be." She looked at him. "That's
a kind of revenge, don't you think, for what he did to me?" Riane was mute. It seemed that where Eleana was
concerned she could never have the right words. In sleep, Eshir, Dragon of air, came to Riane. Its
color was purest lapis lazuli, its wings ethereal and ever-changing
as clouds. Eshir, the Dragon of Forgiveness, summoned by an
unconscious mind determined to heal the conscious part. Eshir, who
wrapped her cloudüke wings around Riane's sleeping form, bore
her aloft into the singing firmament, there to look down upon her
deeds from the distance of objectivity. Eshir, of the sorrowful
countenance, with horns of rainstorms, hooves of blizzards, scales of
thermal currents, and an infinite capacity to love. Wennn Stogggul
was dead, and so was Kinnnus Morcha. Eleusis Ash-era had been
avenged. The Ring of Five Dragons had been returned to the Dar
Sala-at. Somewhere, in the center of the Korrush, at the edge of
Forever, Za Hara-at, was about to be born. There was hope now, for
Kundalan and V'ornn both. It was the dawn of a new day. APPENDIX I Major Characters KUNDALAN Giyan—Bartta's twin sister; Ramahan mistress
of Eleusis Ashera Bartta—Giyan's twin sister; Ramahan konara,
head of the Dea Cretan Riane—female orphan Eleana—female
from upcountry Ramahan at the Abbey of Floating White: Leyna
Astar—Riane's friend and teacher Konara Laudenum—another
of Riane's teachers Konara Urdma—member of the Dea Cretan Shima
Vedda—archaeologist priestess Malistra—Kyofu sorceress Dammi—coleader
of resistance cell Thigpen—one of Müna's sorcerous
creatures Mother—high priestess of Müna Courion—Sarakkon
captain V'ORNN Annon Ashera—eldest son of Eleusis Ashera Kurgan Stogggul—eldest son of Wennn Stogggul Eleusis Ashera—regent of Kundala Kinnnus Morcha—Line-General, commander of the
Haaar-kyut Nith Sahor—a Gyrgon Rekkk Hacilar—Pack-Commander Olnnn Rydddlin—Rekkk Hacilar's First-Captain Dalma—Wennn Stogggul's Looorm Wennn Stogggul—Prime Factor of Axis Tyr;
father of Kurgan The Old V'ornn—Kurgan's mentor and teacher Mittelwin—dzuoko of Nimbus, a salamuuun
kashiggen Bach Ourrros—Bashkir rival of Wennn Stogggul Kefffir Gutttin—Bashkir ally of Bach Ourrros
First-Captain Julll—Kinnnus Morcha's deputy protocol officer
Wing-General Nefff—a Haaar-kyut commandant Rada—Tuskugggun
owner of Blood Tide tavern APPENDIX II Pronunciation Guide In the V'ornn language, triple consonants have a
distinct sound. With the exceptions noted below, the first two
letters are always pronounced as a w, thus: Khagggun—Kow-gun Tuskugggun—Tus-kew-gun Mesagggun—Mes-ow-gun Rekkk—Rawk Wennn Stogggul—Woon Stow-gul Kinnnus—Kew-nus okummmon—ah-kow-mon
okuuut—ah-kowt Kiyonnno—Ka-yo-no salamuuun—sala-moown Olnnn—Owl-lin S ornnn—Sore-win Hadinnn—Had-ewn Bronnn Pallln—Brown Pawln Teyj attt—Tay-j a wt seigggon—sew-gon
skcettta—shew-tah Looorm—Loo-orrn b annntor—bown-tor Kannna—Kaw-na Kefffir Gutttin—Kew-fear Gew-tin Ourrros—Ow-roos Jusssar—Jew-sar Julll—Jew-el Nefff—Newf B atoxxx—Bat-owx Boulllas—Bow-las (as in, to tie a bow) Hellespennn—Helle-spawn Argggedus—Ar-weeg-us PRONUNCIATION GUIDE When a y directly precedes the triple
consonant, it is pronounced ew, as in shrewd, thus: Rydddlin—Rewd-lin Rhynnnon—Rew-non Tynnn—Tewn but: K' yonnno—Ka-yow-no Because the following word is not of the V'ornn
language, the triple consonant does not follow the above rules, thus:
Centophennni—Chento-fenny Triple vowels are pronounced twice, creating another
syllable, thus: Haaar-kyut—Ha-ar-key-ut leeesta—lay-aysta
mumaaadis—mu-ma-ah-dis lüina—lee-eena
N'Luuura—Nu-Loo-oora Normally in V'ornn, the y is pronounced ea,
as in tear, thus: Gyrgon—Gear-gon Sa is pronounced Say, thus: Sa
Trryn—Say-Trean Kha is pronounced Ko, while Ka,
is pronounced Ka, thus: Khagggun—Kow-gun Kannna—Kaw-na Ch is always hard, thus: Morcha—More-ka
Bach—Bahk Skc is always soft, thus: skcettta—shew-tah
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