"Jack Vance - Assault on a City" - читать интересную книгу автора (Vance Jack)home; I've a great deal to do tomorrow."
4 Bo gave no thought to Hernanda; he strode along the Parade in a strange savage mood, comprehensible to himself least of all. Why had he acted so? Not that he was sorry; on the contrary, he had hoped to soil the girl as well. He returned to his Fulchock apartment, where he thought of Hernanda for the first time. She was nowhere in evidence, nor had he expected her, nor did he want her. What he craved was something unattainable, something indescribable. He wanted the red-haired girl, and for the first time in his life he thought not in terms of sheer submission, but admiration and affection and a manner of living he could only sluggishly imagine. He flung himself upon his couch and fell into a torpor. Gray-blue light awoke Bo. He groaned, rolled over on his couch and sat up. He went to look at himself in the mirror. The sullen heavy-jawed face under the tangle of blond ringlets provided him neither distress nor joy; Bo Histledine merely looked at Bo Histledine. ruminated. Why not? Bo rasped at himself. He was as good as anyone, and better than most. If not one way, then anotherтАФbut own her, possess her he would. The aspirations of the night before were flimsy shadows; Bo was a practical man. The spaceyards? The buffing machine? As remote as the winds of last summer. Bo dressed with care in gray and white pantaloons, a loose dark-blue shirt with a dark-red cravat, a soft gray cap pulled low over his forehead. Examining himself in the mirror, Bo found himself oddly pleased with his appearance. He looked, so he thought, less bulky and even somewhat younger: perhaps because he felt excited. He removed the cravat and opened the collar of his shirt. The effect pleased him: he lookedтАФso he thoughtтАФcasual and easy, less heavy in the chin and jaw. What of the tight blond curls which clustered over his ears and gave his faceтАФso he thoughtтАФa sullen, domineering look? Bo yanked the cap down over his forehead and left his apartment. At a nearby studio, a hairdresser trimmed away clustering curls and rubbed brown toner into the hair remaining. Different, thought Bo. Better? Hard to say. But different. He rode the tube south to Lake Werle in Elmhurst, then went by slideway to the Academy. Bo now moved tentatively; never before had he visited the Academy. He passed under the Gate of the Universe and stood looking across the |
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