"Peter Watts - Home" - читать интересную книгу автора (Watts Peter) But this is the first time it's actually seen that gaping, toothless
ruin where a mouth used to be. It knows this isn't right, somehow. "тАФEverything is automaticтАФ" A sudden muffled buzz cuts into the noise, then fades. Welcome silence returns for a moment. Then different sounds, quieter than before, almost hushed: "Christ, Judy, is that you?" It knows that sound. "Judy Caraco? It's Jeannette Ballard. Remember? We went through prelim together. Judy? Can you speak?" That sound comes from a long time ago. "Can you hear me, Judy? Wave if you can hear me." Back when this one was part of something larger, not an it at all, then, butтАФ "The machine didn't recognize you, you know? It was only programmed for locals." тАФshe. Clusters of neurons, long dormant, sparkle in the darkness. Old, forgotten subsystems stutter and reboot. IтАФ Home 7 "You've come тАФ my God, Judy, do you know where you are? You went missing off Juan de Fuca! You've come over three thousand kilometers!" murmuring in her head. "Judy, it's me. Jeannette. God, Judy, how did you last this long?" She can't answer. She's just barely starting to understand the question. There are parts of her still asleep, parts that won't talk, still other parts completely washed away. She doesn't remember why she never gets thirsty. She's forgotten the tidal rush of human breath. Once, for a little while, she knew words like photoamplification and myoelectric; they were nonsense to her even then. She shakes her head, trying to clear it. The new parts тАФ no, the old parts, the very old parts that went away and now they've come back and won't shut the fuck up тАФ are all clamoring for attention. She reaches into the bubble again, past her own reflection; once again, the ventral airlock pushes back. "Judy, you can't get into the station. No one's there. Everything's automated now." She brings her hand back to her face, tugs at the line between black and gray. More shadow peels back from the wraith, leaving a large pale oval with two smaller ovals, white and utterly featureless, inside. The flesh around her mouth is going prickly and numb. My face! something screams. What happened to my eyes? "You don't want to go inside anyway, you couldn't even stand up. |
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