"Courts of Chaos, The" - читать интересную книгу автора (Zelazny Roger)

She smiled.
"You really do not know?" she said.
"Would I be asking if I did?"
"Then look at it again and go look in a mirror. He is your son as much as mine. His name is Merlin."
I am not easily shocked, but this had nothing of ease about it. I felt dizzy. But my mind moved quickly. With the proper time differential the thing was possible.
"Dara," I said, "what is it that you want?"
"I told you when I walked the Pattern," she said, "that Amber must be destroyed. What I want is to have my rightful part in it."
"You will have my old cell," I said. "No, the one next to it. Guards!"
"Corwin, it is all right," Benedict said, getting to his feet. "It is not as bad as it sounds. She can explain everything."
"Then let her start now."
"No. In private, just family."
I motioned back the guards who had come at my call.
"Very well. Let us adjourn to one of the rooms up the hall."
He nodded, and Dara took hold of his left arm. Random, Gerard, Martin and I followed them out. I looked back once to the empty place where my dream had come true. Such is the stuff.

The Courts Of Chaos
Chapter 2

I rode up over the crest of Kolvir and dismounted when I came to my tomb. I went inside and opened the casket. It was empty. Good. I was beginning to wonder. I had half expected to see myself laid out before me, evidence that despite signs and intuitions I had somehow wandered into the wrong Shadow.
I went back outside and rubbed Star's nose. The sun was shining and the breeze was chill. I had a sudden desire to go to sea. I seated myself on the bench instead and fumbled with my pipe.
We had talked. Seated with her legs beneath her on the brown sofa, Dara had smiled and repeated the story of her descent from Benedict and Lintra, the hellmaid, growing up in and about the Courts of Chaos, a grossly non Euclidean realm where time itself presented strange distribution problems.
"The things you told me when we met were lies," I said. "Why should I believe you now?"
She had smiled and regarded her fingernails.
"I had to lie to you then," she explained, "to get what I wanted from you."
"That being . . . ?"
"Knowledge, of the family, the Pattern, the Trumps, of Amber. To gain your trust. To have your child."
"The truth would not have served as well?"
"Hardly. I come from the enemy. My reasons for wanting these things were not the sort of which you would approve."
"Your swordplay . . . ? You told me then that Benedict had trained you."
She smiled again and her eyes glowed dark fires.
"I learned from the great Duke Borel himself, a High Lord of Chaos."
". . . and your appearance," I said. "It was altered on a number of occasions when I saw you walk the Pattern. How? Also, why?"
"All whose origins involve Chaos are shapeshifters," she replied.
I thought of Dworkin's performance the night he had impersonated me. Benedict nodded.
"Dad fooled us with his Ganelon disguise."
"Oberon is a son of Chaos," Dara said, "a rebel son of a rebel father. But the power is still there."
"Then why is it we cannot do it?" Random asked.
She shrugged.
"Have you ever tried? Perhaps you can. On the other hand, it may have died out with your generation. I do not know. As to myself, however, I have certain favored shapes to which I revert in times of stress. I grew up where this was the rule, where the other shape was actually sometimes dominant. It is still a reflex with me. This is what you witnessed-that day."
"Dara," I said, "Why did you want the things that you said you wanted-knowledge of the family, the Pattern, the Trumps, Amber? And a son?"
"All right." She sighed. "All right. You are by now aware of Brand's plans-the destruction and rebuilding of Amber. . . ?"
"Yes."
"This involved our consent and co-operation."
"Including the murder of Martin?" Random asked.
"No," she said. "We did not know who he intended to use as the-agent."
"Would it have stopped you had you known?"
"You are asking a hypothetical question," she said. "Answer it yourself. I am glad that Martin is still alive. That is all that I can say about it."
"All right," Random said. "What about Brand?"
"He was able to contact our leaders by methods he had learned from Dworkin. He had ambitions. He needed knowledge, power. He offered a deal."
"What sort of knowledge?"